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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM saMgrahaparijJA sampadA na AcAra sampadA zruta sampadA prayogamati sampadA paMca mahAvrata gaurava paMcAcAra ArAdhaka paMca-indriya vijetA catuHkaSAya-zamayitA akhaNDa bAla-brahmacArI aSTa pravacanamAtA-samArAdhaka zarIra sampadA ra Ik vAcanA sampadA kavacana sampadA mati sampadA adhyAtmayogI yugamanISI AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. jIvana-carita, darzana, vyaktitva aura kRtitva
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________________ vidvattA, prajJA aura sAdhanA kI tripuTI ke Adarza the adhyAtmayogI, yugamanISI AcArya zrI hastImala jI m.saa.| Agama mahodadhi zrI AtmArAmajI ma.sA. dvArA apane patroM meM prayukta 'purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' vizeSaNa AcArya zrI hastI kI guNa garimA kA pratIka hai| hastiyoM meM gaMdhahastI kI bhAMti ve puruSoM meM zreSTha mahApuruSa the| "manasyekaM vacasyekaM karmaNyekaM mahAtmanAm"-mana, vacana evaM karma tInoM meM ekatA rakhane vAle una mahAtmA se kauna prabhAvita nahIM thA? 'pUjya zrI' ke nAma se vikhyAta AcArya zrI hastI sAdhAraNa-sI deha meM eka asAdhAraNa adhyAtmayogI evaM uccakoTi ke sAdhaka santa the| bhautika jagata kI camaka ApakI uddIpta sAdhanA ke samakSa phIkI evaM vyartha pratIta hotI thii| loka meM pratiSThita prophesara, iMjIniyara, DaoNkTara, vaijJAnika, nyAyAdhipati, udyogapati, jauharI, vyavasAyI, eDavokeTa Adi sabhI Apake caraNoM meM natamastaka the tathA Apase AdhyAtmika preraNA prApta kara pramoda kA anubhava karate the| apramattatA, niHspRhatA, nirabhimAnatA, nirbhayatA, mitabhASitA, guNiyoM ke prati pramodabhAva, prANimAtra ke prati karuNAbhAva Adi aneka guNoM se ApakI sAdhanA tejasvI evaM dIptimAna thii| prAtaH jAgaraNa se lekara rAtri-vizrAma ke pratyeka kSaNa kA sadupayoga ApakI jIvanacaryA kA aMga thaa| svAdhyAya, dhyAna, mauna, pratikramaNa, pratilekhana, zAstra-vAcanA Adi sabhI kriyAe~ Apa nizcita samaya para evaM sajagatApUrvaka karate the| ApakI apramattatA bAhya kriyAoM meM hI nahIM AtmasvarUpa ke smaraNapUrvaka antaraMga se jur3I huI thii| Apa mauna sAdhanA meM virAje hue bhI darzaka ke antarhRdaya meM preraka banakara bolate the| andhI mAnyatAoM meM jakar3e mAnava-samAja ke lie Apane jJAna (svAdhyAya) kA mArga prazasta kiyaa| jana-jana meM jJAna kI jyoti prajvalita karane kA abhiyAna cher3A tathA aparimita icchAoM, vAsanAoM, rAga-dveSa, ahaMkAra, mAyA, lobha Adi vikAroM ke kAraNa tanAvagrasta manuSya ke lie zAMti ke maMtra rUpa meM sAmAyika kI sAdhanA ko apanAne para bala diyaa| nArI-zikSA evaM sadAcaraNa kI mahatI preraNA, yuvakoM meM dharma ke prati AkarSaNa evaM samAja-nirmANa meM unakI zakti ke sadupayoga ko eka dizA, samAja meM phailI vibhinna kurItiyoM yathA-ADambara, vaibhava-pradarzana, daheja-mA~ga Adi para karArI coTa, vibhinna grAma- nagaroM meM vyApta kalaha evaM mana-muTAva ke kaluSa kA prakSAlana, samAja ke kamajora tabake evaM asahAya parivAroM ko sAtharmi-vAtsalyapUrvaka sahayoga kI preraNA Adi aneka kAryoM ne Apako yugamanISI evaM yuga prabhAvaka mahAn AcArya ke rUpa meM pratiSThita kiyaa| nimAja meM ApakA teraha divasIya tapa-saMthArA jina ucca AdhyAtmika bhAvoM ke sAtha sampanna huA vaha eka AcArya ke lie zatAbdiyoM meM bhI virala evaM apratima udAharaNa hai, jisakI mahaka yugoM-yugoM taka jaina-jagat ko suvAsita karatI rhegii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (adhyAtmayogI, yugamanISI AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA jIvana, darzana, vyaktitva evaM kRtitva)
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (adhyAtmayogI, yugamanISI AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA jIvana, darzana, vyaktitva evaM kRtitva) sampAdaka DaoN. dharmacanda jaina esozieTa prophesara, saMskRta-vibhAga jayanArAyaNa vyAsa vizvavidyAlaya, jodhapura sampAdaka-maNDala DaoN. maMjulA bamba jJAnendra bAphanA prasannacanda bAphanA DaoN. suSamA siMghavI prakAzaka akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha evaM oNla iNDiyA jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMdha pAramArthika TrasTa
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________________ 131553 namo purisavaragaMdha hatthINaM (adhyAtmayogI, yugamanISI AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA jIvana, darzana, vyaktitva evaM kRtitva) prakAzaka: 1. akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura - 342001, phona evaM phaiksa- 2636763, 2641445 2. oNla iNDiyA jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, pAramArthika TrasTa 10- sAjana nagara, (citAvada), indaura - 452001, phona naM. 2400121-122-123 Serving Jinshasan 131553
[email protected] anya prApti-sthAna : 1. samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, bApU bAjAra, jayapura-302003, phona naM. 2565997 2. gajendra nidhi TrasTa - 2 e, kitAba mahala, prathama mAlA, 192, DaoN. DI. ena. ror3a, mumbaI - 400001 phona naM. 22071581-82 3. oNla iNDiyA zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha TrasTa, kAlAthI pillaI sTrITa, sAhukAra peTa, cennaI-600079, phona naM. 25293001, 25297822 4. zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha, gaNapati nagara, jalagAMva (mahA.) 425001 phona naM. 2232315 5. zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, 3 / 356, virATa nagara, jela ke pIche, bajariyA, savAImAdhopura phona naM. 222147 6. karnATaka jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, 61 - nagaratha peTha, baiMgalora phona naM. 22212381 7. motIlAla banArasIdAsa, baMgalo ror3a, javAhara nagara, dillI-110007 sahayoga rAzi : do sau pacAsa rupaye prathama saMskaraNa: jodhapura, 2003 kampyUTara TaMkaNa : je.ke. kampyUTara, jAlorI geTa, jodhapura, mobA. 3117670 mudraNa-vyavasthA : zrI jenendra presa, e-45, nArAyaNA, pheja-1, naI dillI-110028
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________________ ELLE tubhyaM namaH kuzala-vaMza-vibhUSaNAya, tubhyaM namaH stii-shiromnni-nNdnaay| tubhyaM namaH sakala-saMkaTa mocakAya, tubhyaM namaH gnni-gjendr-gnnaadhipaay|| ahiMsA parasparopagraho jIvAnAm vande tadguNalabdhaye (una mahApuruSa ke guNoM ko prApta karane ke lie vandana karatA hU~)
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________________ prakAzavAya / adhyAtmayogI, yugamanISI, yugaprabhAvaka, yugapradhAna AcAryapravara paramArAdhya gurudeva pUjya 1008 zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke cirapratIkSita jIvana caritra 'namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' ko Apake samakSa prastuta karate hue atIva prasannatA kA anubhava ho rahA hai| cAritra cUr3AmaNi, itihAsa mArtaNDa, akhaMDa bAla brahmacArI AcArya bhagavanta zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kI zramaNa paramparA ke jyotirmAna nakSatra evaM ratna saMgha paramparA ke dedIpyamAna bhuvana bhAskara the| mAtra sAr3he pandraha varSa kI vaya meM AcArya pada para manonayana, unnIsa varSa kI vaya meM AcArya pada-ArohaNa, ikasaTha varSa taka saMgha ke dAyitva kA nirmala-saphala nirvahana, jIvana kI sAMdhya velA meM saMthArApUrvaka sajaga samAdhimaraNa Apake jIvana ke bhavya kIrtimAna haiM, jo zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kI paTTa paramparA meM ApakA yazasvI nAma svarNima akSaroM meM aMkita karane meM sakSama haiN| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ApakI amara preraNAe~ haiN| smitamuskAnayukta Anana, brahmateja se dIpta nayana, apramatta dinacaryA, prANimAtra ke prati maitrI evaM karuNA, guNiyoM ke prati pramodabhAva, viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI mAdhyastha bhAva, jJAna-kriyA se adabhuta sampannatA Adi Apake jIvana kI maulika || vizeSatAe~ haiN| Apa pada se nahIM, varan pada Apase suzobhita hue, Apa bhaktoM se nahIM varan bhaktajana Apase gauravAnvita hue| aise itihAsa mArtaNDa, jana-jana kI AsthA ke kendra jyotipuMja AcArya bhagavanta kA vi.saM. 2048 vaizAkha zuklA 8 dinAMka 21 aprela 1991 ko jaba saMthArApUrvaka mahAprayANa huA to samUcA saMgha hI nahIM jaina evaM jainetara jagat stabdha raha gyaa| kaI pIr3hiyoM ke gurudeva ko lAkhoM bhaktoM ne bacapana se hI hRdaya kendra meM basA rakhA thA, ataH jIvana paryanta saMcita smRtiyAM sahaja hI unake smRtipaTala para ubhara utthiiN| sAtha hI bhakta jana-mAnasa meM yaha bhAvanA jagI ki ina mahApuruSa ke jIvana ke saMsmaraNoM, ghaTanAoM, vizeSatAoM, AcAra saMbaMdhI AdarzA, preraka prasaMgoM ko par3hakara yaha pIr3hI preraNA grahaNa kara apane jIvana kA nirmANa kara sake tathA AgAmI pIr3hI ke lie virAsata ke rUpa meM surakSita sauMpa sake, isa uddezya se unakA pAvana jIvana-caritra lipibaddha kiyA jaay| saMgha ke kAryakartAoM ko bhI yaha prastAva sahaja grAhya lgaa| etadartha prayAsa bhI prArambha hue| samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke mAdhyama se do vizeSAGka prakAzita hue- 'AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma. sA.: zraddhAMjali vizeSAka' (san 1991) evaM AcArya zrI hastI : vyaktitva evaM kRtitva vizeSAGka (san 1992) / 'jhalakiyA~ jo itihAsa bana gaI' pustaka bhI prakAza meM AI, jisameM pUjya gurudeva ke jIvana ke preraka-prasaMga saMkalita haiN| viduSI bahina DaoN. maMjulA jI bamba ne bhI mahAsAdhaka ke jIvana kI kar3iyoM ko sUtrabaddha kara grantha kA AdhAra bnaayaa| unakA yaha prayAsa sarAhanIya thaa| zreyAMsi bahu vighnaani'| usake anantara katipaya prayAsoM ke bAvajUda bhI kArya apekSita gati nahIM pakar3a paayaa| ina prayAsoM kI gati va pragati se saMgha samudAya saMtuSTa nahIM thaa| a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kI baiThakoM meM saMghasadasyoM ne apanI tIvra bhAvAvezita bhAvanAe~ bhI samaya-samaya para saMgha ke kAryakartAoM ke samakSa prastuta kI va kArya meM ho rahI derI hetu upAlambha bhI diye| aMtataH sabakI bhAvanA va rAya yahI rahI ki yaha lekhana manISI labdhapratiSTha jaina vidvAn, paramapUjya gurudeva ke ananya zraddhAlu bhakta DaoN. dharmacanda jaina ko sauMpA jaay| sAtha hI isa kArya-vyavasthA ko saMyojita karane tathA DaoN. dharmacanda jI jaina ko abhISTa sahayoga pradAna karane, saMgha va kAryakartAoM se samparka-samanvaya rakhane hetu "AcArya hastI jIvana caritra prakAzana samiti" ke nAma se saMgha ke tattvAvadhAna meM eka samiti gaThita kara
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________________ prakAzakIya usake adhyakSa kA dAyitva mujheM sauMpane kA nirNaya liyA gyaa| maiM kiMkartavyavimUDha thaa| maiM saMgha meM saMgaThana kA vyakti rahA hU~, prakAzana kA mujhe koI anubhava nahIM thA, phira bhI pIpAr3a meM manonIta saMghAdhyakSa mAnanIya zrI ratanalAla jI bAphanA va saMgha kAryakartAoM kA Adeza zirodhArya thaa| lekhana-sampAdana kArya DaoN. dharmacanda jaina dvArA svIkAra kiye jAne se mana meM saMtoSa va vizvAsa avazya thA ki pUjyapAda ke kRpA prasAda ke saMbala va / / vidvAn sampAdaka sAthI ke sahayoga se maiM isa parIkSA meM avazya uttIrNa ho paauuNgaa| kArya naye sire se prArambha huaa| DaoN. dharmacanda jI jaina kI bhAvanA thI ki ratnavaMza paTTa paramparA, mahApuruSoM kA paricaya Adi kucha Alekha maiM likhakara unakA sahayoga kruuN| mahAmanISI mahApuruSa ke mahanIya vyaktitva va kRtitva ko zabdoM meM abhivyakta karanA saMbhava nhiiN| pracAra-prasAra kI bhAvanA se kosoM dUra una mahApuruSa ke jIvana binduoM kA sahaja saMkalana bhI upalabdha nahIM thaa| prAmANikatA kA dhyAna rakhanA Avazyaka thaa| ataH bhagavanta kI dainandiniyoM kA avalokana kara una kar3iyoM ko sUtrabaddha karanA thaa| na cAhate hue bhI huI derI kA yaha pramukha kAraNa rhaa| tathApi mujhe hRdaya se yaha svIkAra karane meM koI saMkoca nahIM hai ki dIrgha avadhi taka maiM isa dAyitva hetu apekSita samaya nahIM de pAyA, isase bhI kArya meM vilamba hotA gyaa| saMgha sadasyoM kI bhAvanAe~ bhI Ahata huI aura mujhe samaya-samaya para unake dvArA upAlambha bhI mile| kar3avI davA jIvanadAyinI hotI hai, saMgha sahayogiyoM ke upAlambha ke prasAda se mere mana meM bhI eka cunautI kA bhAva jagA va apekSita samaya, zrama va sahayoga kI bhAvanA jgii| maiM tatparatA se isa kArya meM sannaddha ho gayA aura Aja kArya kI pUrNatA / dekhakara mana meM pramoda hai| astu yaha kArya- sampannatA bhI unhIM pUjyapAda kI kRpA kA hI prasAda hai| maiM apane Apako atyaMta saubhAgyazAlI samajhatA hU~ ki abodha bAlyakAla se hI una zrIcaraNoM meM baiThane kA saubhAgya milaa| jIvana meM jo kucha pAyA, yatkiMcit saMghasevA kA jo lAbha le pAyA, vaha paramArAdhya gurudeva ke maMgala AzIrvAda kA hI suphala hai| maiM bhAI DaoN. dharmacanda jaina ke amUlya sahayoga kA hRdaya se kRtajJa huuN| unhoMne apanI vividha zaikSika gatividhiyoM ko gauNa kara isa kArya ko sampanna kiyA hai| pratyakSa dAyitva na hone para bhI bhAI prasannacanda jI bAphanA ne Age hokara na kevala merA mArgadarzana kiyA, apitu sampUrNa grantha kA AdyopAnta avalokana kara bhAva, bhASA evaM tathya kI dRSTi se bhI pariSkAra saMbaMdhI amUlya sujhAva die| samUce kArya meM sahaja kartavyabhAvanA se niSThA ke sAtha pradatta unakI sahabhAgitA ke prati AbhAra vyakta karanA apanA kartavya mAnatA huuN| paramapUjya AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA., madhuravyAkhyAnI zrI gautamamuni jI ma.sA. evaM zAsanaprabhAvikA zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM baiThakara pUjya caritanAyaka ke jIvana prasaMgoM, saMsmaraNoM, upadezoM, ghaTanAoM Adi ke saMbaMdha meM saiddhAntika vicAra-vimarza karane se aneka amUlya sujhAva prApta hue| jinase jIvana-graMtha meM prAmANikatA evaM nirdoSatA meM abhivRddhi huI hai| etadartha hama pAThakavRnda kI ora se bhI AcAryapravara, santapravara evaM zAsanaprabhAvikA jI ke caraNoM meM koTizaH vandana karate hue hRdaya se kRtajJatA svIkAra karate haiN| ___'namo purisavaragaMdhahINaM' grantha meM isa bAta kA vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki koI bhI ghaTanA tathya viparIta na ho| grantha ko prAmANika banAne kA pUrA prayAsa kiyA gayA hai| cAmatkArika ghaTanAoM para bhI yathAsaMbhava virAma lagAyA gayA hai| jJAna, darzana evaM cAritra ko puSTa karane vAlI ghaTanAoM, prasaMgoM, tathyoM Adi ko prAthamikatA dI gaI hai| aneka bhAvuka bhaktoM ke bhAvapravaNa saMsmaraNoM ko etadartha chor3anA bhI par3A hai| unase hama kSamAprArthI haiN| jo bhI tathya upalabdha hue haiM, unheM hI grantha meM saMyojita kiyA jA sakA hai| mahAsAdhaka ke
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________________ Vii prakAzakIya jIvanavRtta ke kaI prasaMga anupalabdha hone se grantha ke bhAga nahIM bana sake haiM, AzA hai ise bhaktajana anyathA nahIM leNge| aneka udAramanA zraddhAniSTha gurubhakta zrAvaka isa prakAzana meM sahayogI banane ke icchuka the| kaiyoM kI bhAvanA thI ki sampUrNa prakAzana kA lAbha unheM hI diyA jAya, kintu vicAroparAnta yahI ucita samajhA gayA ki virAT vyaktitva ke jIvana-caritra ke prakAzana-sahayoga kA lAbha adhikAdhika bhaktoM ko mila ske| isa dRSTi se aneka nAma prakAzana-yojanA meM sammilita hae haiN| hama sabake prati AbhAra jJApita karate haiN| artha-sahayogiyoM kI nAmAvalI AkArAdi krama se grantha ke anta meM dI jA rahI hai| viduSI bahina DaoN. suSamA jI siMghavI, zrI lakSmIkAnta jI jozI, zrI pukharAja jI mohanota, DaoN. mahendrakumAra jI bhAnAvata, zrI saradAracanda jI bhaNDArI, zrI nemIcanda jI botharA, zrI nauratana jI mehatA, zrI dharmacanda jI jaina-rajisTrAra, suzrI mInA jI boharA, suzrI zvetA jI jaina evaM zrI jitendra jI jozI Adi sabhI pratyakSa-apratyakSa sahayogIgaNa kA maiM hRdaya se kRtajJa huuN| zrI naredra prakAza jI jaina (maisarsa motIlAla banArasIdAsa) naI dillI ne rucipUrvaka grantha kA mudraNa kArya sampanna karAyA hai, etadartha unakA bhI dhanyavAda jJApita karanA apanA kartavya samajhatA huuN| pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kA jIvana-grantha 'namo purisavaragaMdhahINaM' Apake kara-kamaloM meM hai| Apa isakA rasAsvAdana kareM evaM apane jIvana ko saphalIbhUta kareM, yahI zubha bhAvanA hai| ASAr3ha zuklA caturdazI 12 julAI 2003 -jJAnendra bAphanA adhyakSa AcArya zrI hastI jIvana caritra prakAzana samiti, jodhapura
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________________ sapI mahApuruSoM kA jIvana janasAdhAraNa evaM sAdhaka-janoM ke lie spRhaNIya, preraka evaM mArgadarzaka hotA hai| isIlie unake jIvana-darzana aura vyaktitva kI carcA kI jAtI hai| kintu mahApuruSa jaisA jIvana jIte haiM, use dUsarA koI pUrNataH na to jAna pAtA hai aura na hI use samajha pAtA hai| dUsarA to kevala bAhya kriyAoM ko dekhakara unakI mahattA kA anumAna karatA hai| bAhya kriyAoM se antaraMga vicAroM, mUlyoM aura bhAvanAoM kA samyak Akalana ho pAnA kaThina hai| isIlie kisI mahApuruSa yA mahAmanasvI kA jIvana taba taka samyak rUpeNa citrita karanA saMbhava nahIM, jaba taka ki unake jaise AdhyAtmika, vaicArika evaM AcaraNa saMbaMdhI mUlyoM ko AtmasAt na kara liyA jaay| mAnatuMgAcArya ne prathama tIrthakara bhagavAna RSabhadeva kI stuti karate hue kahA hai vaktuM guNAn guNasamudra shshaaNkkaantaal| karate kSamaH suragurupatimo'pi bddhyaa|| unakA yaha kathana adhyAtmayogI, uccakoTi ke sAdhaka,yugamanISI AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImala jI ma. sA. ke guNavarNana ke saMbaMdha meM bhI ucita hI pratIta hotA hai| guNasamudra AcAryapravara ke guNoM kA kathana karanA athavA unakI jIvanI kA lekhana karanA mere jaise alpajJa ke lie to kadApi saMbhava nhiiN| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki guNa amUrta hote haiN| amUrta guNoM kA khyApana mUrta zabdoM se nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kintu zabdoM kI apanI mahattA hotI hai| saMskRta ke mahAkavi daNDI kA kathana hai idamanyatamaH sarva jAyeta bhuvanatrayaM / yadi zabdAhavayaM jyotirAsaMsArAnna diipyet|| yadi zabdarUpI jyoti isa saMsAra meM dIpta na ho to tInoM loka andhakAramaya ho jAe~, kyoMki mAnava ko unake saMbaMdha meM jAnakArI zabdoM se hotI hai| isIlie amUrta guNoM evaM ucca koTi ke sAdhaka jIvana ko yatkiMcit samajhane meM sahAyaka jAnakara zabdoM kA Azraya liyA jAtA hai| jaina darzana meM zabda pudgala mAne gae haiM, kintu ve bhI preraka nimitta banakara mUDha sAdhaka ko sAdhanA meM agrasara kara sakate haiN| isI cintana ke sAtha AcAryapravara ke jIvana, darzana, vyaktitva aura kRtitva ko zabdoM meM nibaddha karane kA kiMcit prayAsa kiyA gayA hai| maiM usa samaya asamaMjasa kI sthiti meM A gayA, jaba akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, jodhapura ke tatkAlIna saMghAdhyakSa mAnanIya zrI mophatarAjajI muNota ne pIpAr3a meM samAyojita 10 se 12 akTUbara san 1997 kI kAryakAriNI baiThaka meM mujhe yugamanISI, cAritraniSTha, karuNAnidhAna, adhyAtmayogI, mahAmanasvI AcAryapravara pUjya 1008 zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kI jIvanI kA kArya pUrNa karane kA Adeza diyaa| maiM apanI kSamatAoM kI sImA se paricita thA, isalie maiMne apanI asamarthatA bhI prakaTa kI, kintu unake agAgha sneha evaM kAryakAriNI sadasyoM ke Agraha ke Age merI AvAja beasara rhii| maiM socatA rahA ki na to merA koI AdhyAtmika stara hai, na maiM pUjya gurudeva jaise mahanIya vyaktitva ko samajhane aura use bhASA meM ukerane kA sAmarthya rakhatA huuN| yaha vAstava meM mere lie isalie bhI kaThina hai, kyoMki na to lachedAra bhASA kA prayoga mere svabhAva meM hai, aura na hI isa prakAra kI kRti ke nirmANa kA mujhe koI anubhava hai| maiM apanA saubhAgya samajhatA hU~ ki pratibhAsampanna, samarpita saMghasevI saMgha ke pUrva mahAmaMtrI evaM pUrva upAdhyakSa mere agraja bhAI zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA ko saMghAdhyakSa mAnanIya zrI ratanalAla jI bAphanA ne 'AcArya zrI hastI jIvana caritra prakAzana samiti' kA adhyakSa manonIta kara diyaa| isase mujhe rAhata kA anubhava huaa| aba dAyitva kI cintA kucha kama ho gyii| katipaya mAha
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________________ sampAdakIya nikalane ke pazcAt AdaraNIya bhAI zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA se pRcchA karane para unhoMne spaSTa kiyA- "isa jIvanI rUpI ratha ke sArathi to Apa hI haiN| maiM to usameM sahayoga kI bhUmikA adA kruuNgaa|" panaH sAmagrI ke adhyayana meM saMlagna ho gayA evaM kacha lekhana bhI prArambha kiyaa| tabhI isa kArya ko gati pradAna karane ke lie bhAI zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA ke sujhAva se maiM AdaraNIyA viduSI bahina DaoN. suSamA jI siMghavI ke parAmarza, lekhana-sahayoga Adi ke lie udayapura gyaa| udayapura meM unake ghara para rahakara jo kArya huA vaha nirantara Age bar3hatA gyaa| DaoN. suSamA jI, unake pati mahendra jI siMghavI (aba svargastha) kA AtmIya bhAva maiM jIvana meM kabhI nahIM bhulA sktaa| jIvanI lekhana kA kArya prabhata samaya evaM zrama kI apekSA rakhatA thaa| jinavANI patrikA ke sampAdana-kArya evaM vizvavidyAlaya meM zikSaNa-kArya ke anantara mAha meM jo bhI samaya milatA use maiM 'namo purisavaragaMdhahINaM' granya ke kArya meM arpita karatA rhaa| bUMda-bUMda se ghaTa bharane lagA, kintu kArya kI vizAlatA samudra ke samAna pratIta hotI rhii| vibhinna lekhakoM dvArA pUrva meM likhI gaI sAmagrI kA avalokana, usake AdhAra para lekhana evaM pUjya AcAryapravara kI dainandiniyoM se usakA pramANIkaraNa Adi kArya gati pakar3ane lge| bhakti evaM tarkado virodhI pakSa haiN| inakA samanvaya mere lie sadaiva canautI kA kArya karatA rhaa| darzana kA vidyArthI hone ke kAraNa pratyeka ghaTanA evaM prasaMga ko tarka kI kasauTI para kasatA, to lekhana kA pravAha avaruddha ho jAtA aura jaba bhaktibhAva meM batA to bhI tarka Akara lekhana kI gati meM bAdhaka bana jaataa| mujhe lagA jIvanI lekhana kA kArya zuddha bhaktipravaNa vyakti ke dvArA zIghra sampanna ho sakatA hai, kintu uttaradAyitva jo grahaNa kara liyA, usakA nirvAha karanA karttavya thaa| pUjya AcAryapravara kI mujha para mahatI kRpA thii| zrI vIra jaina vidyAlaya, alIgar3ha (ToMka) ke chAtra ke rUpa meM pharavarI san 1968 meM maiMne unake prathama darzana kie| vidyAlaya ke saba chAtra railI banAkara mahAmanISI pUjya caritanAyaka kI agavAnI meM ukhalAnA grAma gaye the| tejasvI smitavadana, zAnti evaM sauhArda kI zikSA dete utthita dakSiNa hasta aura mahAn santa ke rUpa meM prasRta ApakI kIrti ne usI samaya AkarSita kara liyA thaa| phira zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna meM adhyayanarata rahate hue pUjya gurudeva ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM jo preraNA milatI usase jIvana kA sahaja vikAsa hotA gyaa| saMskRta, prAkRta evaM jaina tattvajJAna ke bodha hetu Apase sadaiva preraNA miltii| alavara, jhAlAvAr3a evaM bharatapura ke mahAvidyAlayoM meM adhyApana karate samaya tathA jayapura meM zodhakArya meM saMlagna rahate samaya Apake pAvana sAnnidhya kA jaba bhI suyoga milA, Apane AtmIya bhAvapUrvaka Age bar3hane kI preraNA kii| ve zabda Aja bhI merI smRtipaTala para haiM, jaba pUjyapravara ne jinavANI ke sampAdaka DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata se kahA thA- "ise apane sAtha jor3akara clnaa|" Aja maiM apanA ahobhAgya mAnatA hU~ ki una pUjyavarya gurudeva ke jIvanavRtta kA kiMcit rekhAMkana karane meM nimitta bana sakA hU~ / isa kArya meM mujhe atula Ananda kI anubhUti huI hai| tathA zrama evaM samaya kI Ahati ko sArthaka mAnatA huuN| parama pUjya gurudeva kA yaha jIvana grantha 'namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINa' cAra khaNDoM meM vibhakta hai| prathama khaNDa 'jIvanI-khaNDa' isa grantha kA mukhya bhAga hai, jisameM adhyAtmayogI mahApuruSa ke jIvana kA atha se iti taka 25 adhyAyoM meM prAmANika citraNa kiyA gayA hai| prathama adhyAya 'teNaM kAleNaM teNaM samaeNaM' meM ratnasaMgha kI AcArya-paramparA evaM tatkAlIna prabhAvaka santoM ke garimAmaya vyaktitva kA varNana hai| dvitIya adhyAya 'jambUdvIpe bharatakSetre pIpAr3anagare' meM pIpAr3a nagara ke pratiSThita boharA parivAra para hue dussaha vajrapAta, caritanAyaka ke janma, zikSA Adi ke sAtha mAtA ke vairAgya, nanihAla para kahara,santa-satiyoM ke prabhAva, vairAgya-poSaNa, zi ... ....*-Drua" "nati-ENTIR - H
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________________ sampAdakIya svAmI jI zrI harakacanda jI ma.sA. evaM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM caritanAyaka evaM mAtA rUpAdevI kI dIkSA-bhAvanA kA nirUpaNa hai| tRtIya adhyAya meM caritanAyaka kI pAvana dIkSA kA, caturtha adhyAya meM saMvat 1977 se saMvat 1983 taka pUjya gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM rahakara zramaNAcAra ke abhyAsa evaM adhyayana meM praur3hatA arjana ke sAtha saMghanAyaka ke rUpa meM cayana kA varNana hai| paMcama adhyAya meM AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke svargArohaNa ke anantara svAmI jI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. ke saMgha-vyavasthApatva evaM svAmI jI zrI bhojarAja jI ma.sA. ke parAmarzadAtRtva kAla (saMvat 1983-1987) ke kAryoM kA nirUpaNa huA hai| SaSTha adhyAya meM caritanAyaka ke AcArya pada-ArohaNa, saptama adhyAya meM unake vihAra evaM cAturmAsoM ke mahattva, aSTama adhyAya meM saMghanAyaka banane ke pazcAt prathama cAturmAsa (saMvat 1987) kA varNana hai| isake pazcAt ke navama se lekara caubIsaveM adhyAya taka saMvat 1988 se 2047 taka ke vibhinna cAturmAsoM evaM vicaraNa-vihAra kA upalabdhiyoM evaM pramukha ghaTanAoM ke sAtha ullekha kiyA gayA hai| ina adhyAyoM / / meM ajamera sAdha-sammelana, sAdaDI sammelana, sojata sammelana evaM bhInAsara sammelana meM AcAryapravara kI bhUmikA 'ko rekhAMkita karane ke sAtha vibhinna sampradAyoM ke santa-vareNyoM ke sAtha madhura-milana ke prasaMgoM ko sthAna diyA gayA hai| unnIsavA~ adhyAya AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA zatAbdI evaM caritanAyaka kI dIkSA arddhazatI para hue tapa-tyAga ke ullekha se samanvita hai| paccIsavA~ adhyAya pAlI se nimAja padArpaNa evaM tapa-saMthArApUrvaka mahAprayANa sAdhanA kA saMkSipta dastAveja hai| dvitIya khaNDa meM AcAryapravara ke darzana evaM cintana ko prastuta karane kA prayAsa kiyA gayA hai| yaha khaNDa do adhyAyoM meM vibhakta hai| prathama adhyAya 'amRta vAka' meM AcAryapravara ke AdhyAtmika, sAdhanAzIla evaM urvara mastiSka meM udita vicAroM ko saMkalita kiyA gayA hai| Apake pravacana-sAhitya evaM dainandiniyoM se cayanita ye vicAra jana-jana ke lie mArgadarzaka haiM tathA kiMkartavyavimUr3ha aura ulajhe hue mastiSka ko samyak samAdhAna pradAna karate haiN| alpa zabdoM meM gahana gambhIra bhAvoM se bhare ye vicAra ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAra meM bhaTake mokSa pathika ke lie jyoti-stambha kI bhAMti sanmArga kA bodha karAte haiM tathA pAThaka ke bhItarI vikAroM ko dagdha kara Antarika Ananda kI anubhUti karAne meM sakSama haiN| eka-eka vacana amRtatulya hone ke kAraNa isa adhyAya kA nAmakaraNa 'amRta vAk' kiyA gayA hai| adhyAtma evaM sAdhanA ke zikhara kA sparza kara lene vAle ve mahAtmA yadi svayaM amRta vacanoM kA suvyavasthita rIti se lekhana karate to ina vacanoM kI saMkhyA aura guNavattA donoM meM adhika nikhAra A sakatA thaa| isa khaNDa ke dvitIya adhyAya 'hastI uvAca' meM 129 viSayoM para pUjyapAda AcAryapravara ke mArgadarzaka evaM preraka vicAroM kA saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| vicAroM ke ina viSayoM kA prastutIkaraNa akArAdi krama se kiyA gayA hai| inameM darzana, adhyAtma, sAdhanA, jIvana-nirmANa, samAja-sudhAra Adi aneka viSayoM para prakAza prApta hotA hai| svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika pUjyapravara kI preraNA ke pramukha viSaya rahe haiN| prArthanA, bhakti yA stuti para Apake maulika vicAra hara bhakta yA stuti-kartA ko laukika kAmanAoM ke mAyAjAla meM bhaTakane se bacAte haiN| Apane bAlaka-bAlikAoM meM saMskAra, nArI-zikSA, yavaka jAgaraNa Adi jana-kalyANa ke viSayoM ke sAtha Atmazakti, anAsakti, vairAgya, jJAna, vItarAgatA, samyaktva, AcaraNa, tapa, dhyAna, pratikramaNa, paryuSaNa, parigraha-parimANa, sAdhaka-jIvana Adi AdhyAtmika evaM sAdhanAparaka viSayoM para sundara vicAra prakaTa kie haiN| dArzanika viSayoM para bhI ApakA cintana spaSTa evaM vyavasthita hai| anekAntavAda-syAdvAda, karmavAda, kArya-kAraNa siddhAnta, dravya aura paryAya Adi viSayoM para udbhUta Apake vicAra isake sAkSI haiN| zrAvakoM evaM zramaNoM donoM ko rmer.rre ----TAMLILABANNERAKASHLEEL- ALI
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________________ - - - - sampAdakIya xii apanI sAdhanA meM Age bar3hAne hetu Apane amUlya pAtheya evaM jJAnacakSu kA unmIlana karane vAlI auSadhi pradAna kI hai| Apane sAmAjika kurItiyoM evaM andhavizvAsa para bhI karArI coTa kI hai tathA svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika ko jIvana-nirmANa evaM jIvana unnayana heta Avazyaka pratipAdita kiyA hai| Apake vicAroM ko paDhakara pAThaka ko nizcita hI aMdhI mAnyatAoM ke makar3ajAla se nikalane kI evaM ucca lakSya ko lekara dharma-sAdhanA meM pravRtta hone kI preraNA prApta hogii| tRtIya khaNDa caritanAyaka ke mahAn vyaktitva para prakAza DAlatA hai| Apake vyaktitva para isa graMtha ke Amukha evaM jIvanI khaNDa ke aMtima adhyAya 'adhyAtma yogI : mahAprayANa kI ora' meM saMthArA aura samAdhimaraNa ke prasaMga para saMta-mahApuruSoM ke dvArA preSita saMdezoM meM bhI kucha vicAra gumphita hue haiM, kintu saMtoM, mahApuruSoM evaM bhakta zrAvakoM ke jIvana vikAsa meM Apake yogadAna evaM unake hRdaya meM ApakI chavi ke darzana isa khaNDa ke agrAMkita do stabakoM meM parilakSita hote haiM- 1. saMsmaraNoM meM jhalakatA vyaktitva 2. kAvyAMjali meM nilIna vyktitv| prathama stabaka gadya meM hai tathA dvitIya stabaka padya meM hai| AcAryapravara ke vyaktitva kI vizeSatAeM ina stabakoM ke mAdhyama se navya zailI meM prakaTa huI haiN| Apake vyaktitva para sIdhA lekha Amantrita karane kI apekSA prathama stabaka meM saMsmaraNoM ko sthAna diyA gayA hai| saMsmaraNa lekhaka kI cetanA se sIdhe jur3e rahate haiM, jinheM par3hakara pAThaka guNasamudra AcAryapravara kI vizeSatAoM kA svayaM Akalana kara sakatA hai| vaise to sampUrNa grantha hI Apake vyaktitva ko abhivyakta karatA hai, kintu ina saMsmaraNoM meM jo sahaja evaM anubhUta abhivyakti huI hai, usase pAThaka kI zraddhA caritanAyaka ke guNoM ke prati svataH umar3atI hai| ghaTanAoM ke mAdhyama se pAThaka ko caritanAyaka ke guNoM kA pratyakSa darzana hotA hai| gajendragaNivara evaM AcArya hastI ke nAmoM se vizruta caritanAyaka ke vyaktitva kI vibhinna vizeSatAe~ ina saMsmaraNoM meM abhivyakta huI haiN| AcAryapravara hastI eka mahAn adhyAtma yogI, ucca koTi ke cAritraniSTha sAdhaka saMta, gahana vicAraka evaM yugamanISI saMta the| ApakI ina vizeSatAoM ke atirikta ina stabakoM meM nispRhatA, apramattatA, udAratA, karuNAbhAva, guNiyoM ke prati pramodabhAva, vacanasiddhi, bhAvi draSTutva, cAritra pAlana ke prati sajagatA, AtmIyatA, asIma Atma-zakti, vidvattA, pAtratA kI parakha, dUradarzitA Adi aneka guNoM kA bodha hotA hai| saMsmaraNoM ko par3hate samaya bhakta-hRdaya meM ApakI gaharI peTha evaM usake manobhAvoM ko badalane kI kSamatA kA bhI bodha hotA hai| saMsmaraNoM se yaha bhI spaSTa hotA hai ki Apake prati zraddhAluoM ko jIvana meM badalAva ke camatkAra kA bhI anubhava huA aura unheM vibhinna apratyAzita ghaTanAoM meM bhI camatkAra parilakSita hue| prathama stabaka ke anuzIlana se yaha siddha hotA hai ki ApakI sAdhAraNa sI deha meM eka mahAn | asAdhAraNa saMta kA jIvana otaprota thaa| saMskRta evaM hindI bhASA meM samaya-samaya para kie gae kAvyamaya guNagAnoM meM se katipaya racanAe~ dvitIya stabaka meM saMkalita haiN| inameM ApakA sAdhanAzIla evaM yugaprabhAvaka vyaktitva ujAgara huA hai| pUjya ghAsIlAla jI ma.sA. jaise AgamamanISI saMtoM ne Apa para saMskRta meM aSTaka kI racanA kara Apake vyaktitva ko praNAma kiyA hai| upAdhyAya zrI puSkaramuni jI, paM. zrI ghevaramuni jI, paM. zrI ramezamuni jI zAstrI, paM. ratna zrI vallabhamuni jI Adi saMta pravaroM kI kAvyAMjaliyoM evaM aSTakoM meM Apake prabhAvaka evaM vyApaka vyaktitva ke darzana hote haiN| | hindI evaM mAravAr3I mizrita kAvya-kRtiyoM kA gAna karate hue Apake prati zraddhA, samarpaNa evaM kRtajJatA ke bhAva jana-jana ke mana meM sahaja hI sphurita hote haiN| caturtha khaNDa ApakI sAhitya-sAdhanA evaM kAvya-sAdhanA se saMbaddha hai| isa khaNDa meM do adhyAya haiN| prathama adhyAya ApakI sAhitya-sAdhanA kI mahattA kA paricAyaka hai| jIvana ke prAraMbhika varSoM meM Apane dazavaikAlika aanduranamavli
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________________ sampAdakIya sUtra, nandI sUtra, praznavyAkaraNa sUtra, bRhatkalpa sUtra, antagar3a sUtra Adi AgamoM kA sampAdana evaM vyAkhyA-lekhana kA kArya zAsana hita kI dRSTi se kiyaa| Apa sAdhumArgI samAja meM viziSTa sAhitya ke || nirmANa, mUlAgamoM ke anveSaNa pUrNa zuddha saMskaraNa kI pUrti, sUtrArtha kA zuddha pATha par3hakara janatA ko jJAnAticAra se bacAne evaM Agama-sevA kI dRSTi se isa ora pravRtta hue| AgamoM kA svAdhyAya karane kI ora janasAdhAraNa bhI pravRtta ho, isa dRSTi se Apane dazavaikAlika aura uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA padyAnuvAda prastuta kiyA tathA saMskRta chAyA, hindI zabdArtha, vivecana evaM saMbaddha kathAoM se ina saMskaraNoM ko samRddha bnaayaa| Agama-vyAkhyA sAhitya ke atirikta ApakA pravacana, itihAsa, kAvya, kathA Adi se saMbaddha sAhitya bhI upalabdha hai| Apake adhikAMza pravacana asaMkalita evaM aprakAzita haiN| katipaya pravacana AdhyAtmika sAdhanA, AdhyAtmika Aloka, prArthanA pravacana, gajendra muktAvalI (bhAga 1 va 2) , gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga 1 se 7) Adi pustakoM meM saMkalita haiN| bhAgamAghArita. atyanta sahaja. preraNAprada.rocaka evaM prabhAvazAlI haiN| itihAsa ko kAvya rUpa meM prastuta karane meM Apa siddhahasta kavi the| jainAcArya caritAvalI isakA udAharaNa hai| prAcIna srotoM se jaina itihAsa ko prastuta karanA ApakA lakSya rahA, jo jainadharma kA maulika itihAsa ke cAra bhAgoM meM sAkAra haa| kAvya, kathA evaM anya sAhitya se ApakI AdhyAtmika, saiddhAntika evaM kalyANakAriNI dRSTi kA paricaya milatA hai| caturtha khaNDa ke dvitIya adhyAya meM Apake dvArA racita padoM, bhajanoM evaM prarthanAoM kA saMkalana hai, jo AdhyAtmika unnayana evaM jIvana sudhAra ke bhAvoM se ota-prota haiN| sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, samAja-ekatA, kuvyasana-tyAga, sevA,guru-bhakti, mahilA-zikSA, SaTkarmArAdhana Adi vividha viSayoM para bhAvapUrNa hRdayAvarjaka padoM evaM bhajanoM kI racanA kara Apane jana-jana ko jAgRta karane kA prayAsa kiyA hai| tIrthakara zAMtinAtha, pArzvanAtha aura mahAvIra para prArthanAe~, unake guNoM kI ora AkarSita karatI haiN| 'sataguru ne yaha bodha batAyA', 'samajho cetana jI apanA rUpa', 'mere antara bhayA prakAza', 'maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa' Adi pada zarIra evaM AtmA meM bhinnatA se sAkSAtkAra kA spaSTa citrAMkana karate haiN| isa adhyAya meM ApakI 61 padya racanAe~ Apake 61 varSa ke AcArya kAla kA smaraNa karAtI haiN| paMcama khaNDa pariziSTa khaNDa hai| prathama cAra khaNDoM meM avibhakta sAmagrI kA samAveza isa khaNDa meM kiyA gayA hai| isameM cAra pariziSTa haiM- 1. caritanAyaka kI sAdhanA meM pramukha sahayogI sAdhaka mahApuruSa 2. caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM dIkSita santa-satI 3. kalyANakArI saMsthAe~ aura 4. AcAryapravara ke 70 cAturmAsa : eka vivrnn| prathama pariziSTa meM pUjya caritanAyaka ke gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA., zikSA guru svAmIjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA., saMgha-vyavasthApaka zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA., zAsana sahayogI zrI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. evaM paM. ratna zrI lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA., mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. evaM mAtA mahAsatI zrI rupakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke yogadAna kA saMkSipta ullekha kiyA gayA hai| dvitIya pariziSTa meM caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM dIkSita hokara sAdhanA meM niraticAra rUpa se saMlagna rahane vAle pramukha santa-satiyoM kA saMkSipta paricaya diyA gayA hai| tRtIya pariziSTa meM una kalyANakArI saMsthAoM kA paricaya hai jo caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM sujJa, vivekazIla evaM jAgarUka zrAvakoM dvArA upakAra kI bhAvanA se sthApita kI gaI haiN| antima pariziSTa meM caritanAyaka pUjya gurudeva ke 70 cAturmAsoM kI sAriNI hai, jisameM zAsanakAla kI pramukha ghaTanAoM evaM gaccha ke saMtoM ke cAturmAsoM kI bhI sUcanA saMkalita hai| prastuta grantha kA nAma 'namo purisavaragaMghahatthINaM' vizeSa prayojanavattA evaM sArthakatA lie hue hai| Agama
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________________ sampAdakIya xiv mahodadhi AcAryapravara zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. caritanAyaka ke lie apane patra meM 'parisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' vizeSaNa kA prayoga karate the| yaha zabda sAmAyika sUtra ke 'namotthuNaM' pATha meM arihantoM evaM siddhoM ke vizeSaNa rUpa meM prayukta haA hai| AgamajJa AcAryapravara zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. ne kucha soca vicAra kara pUjya caritanAyaka ke lie isa vizeSaNa kA prayoga kiyA hogaa| hAthiyoM meM jisa prakAra 'gaMdhahastI' kI zreSThatA svIkRta hai usI prakAra ve puruSoM meM zreSTha the| Apake saMyama, anuzAsana, vidvattA evaM sAdhanA kI saurabha cahu~ dizAoM ko AkarSita karatI thii| isa grantha ke mAdhyama se puruSoM meM zreSTha mahApuruSa pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ko namana kiyA | gayA hai, ataH grantha kA nAma 'namo purisavaragaMdhahINaM' arthavattA lie hue hai| upalabdha sAmagrI hI isa grantha kA AdhAra banI hai, isalie kucha sthAnoM para vivaraNa apUrNa bhI rahA hai| granya ko prAmANika banAne kA pUrA prayAsa kiyA gayA hai| isameM pauSa zuklA caturdazI saMvat 2017 (DAyarI naM. 2) se AcAryapravara kI upalabdha dainandiniyoM kA yathAvazyaka upayoga kiyA gayA hai| dainandiniyoM meM mukhyataH pratidina kI vihAracaryA, grAmoM ke nAma, dUrI, pramukha ghaTanAoM, santa-satiyoM ke madhura milana, dIkSA, samAdhimaraNa Adi kA ullekha hai| sthAna-sthAna para svayaM ke cintana evaM vicAra bhI aMkita haiM, jinakA upayoga jIvanI-khaNDa evaM darzana-khaNDa meM kiyA gayA hai| dainandiniyoM kI kaI bAteM saMketAtmaka haiM, jinheM binA pUrva bhUmikA ke samajhanA zakya nahIM hai| ___ paramapUjya AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA., madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI gautamamuni jI ma.sA., zAsana prabhAvikA zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM baiThakara pUjya caritanAyaka ke jIvana prasaMgoM, saMsmaraNoM, upadezoM, ghaTanAoM Adi ke saMbaMdha meM saiddhAntika vicAra-vimarza karane se aneka amUlya sujhAva prApta hue| jinase jIvana grantha meM prAmANikatA evaM nirdoSatA meM abhivRddhi huI hai| etadartha sampAdaka-maNDala pAThakavRnda kI ora se AcAryapravara, santapravara evaM zAsana prabhAvikA jI ke caraNoM meM koTizaH vandana karatA huA hRdaya se kRtajJatA svIkAra karatA hai| jIvanI lekhana meM apane pUrva meM likhita sAmagrI kA yathAvasara upayoga kiyA gayA hai| ataH maiM una sabhI : pUrva vidvAnoM paM. zrI zazikAnta jI jhA, zrI gajasiMha jI rAThaur3a, DaoN. maMjulA jI bamba, DaoN. mahendra jI bhAnAvata, zrI lakSmIkAnta jI jozI evaM zrI pukharAja jI mohanota kA hRdaya se kRtajJa huuN| DaoN. maMjulA jI bamba kA vizeSa AbhArI hU~, kyoMki unake dvArA likhita sAmagrI isa granya ke lekhana meM mukhya AdhAra bnii|| zAsana sevA samiti ke sadasya evaM 'AcArya zrI hastI jIvana caritra prakAzana samiti ke adhyakSa agraja bhrAtA zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA ne jaba navambara 2002 meM jIvanI kI sAmagrI kA pUrNa manoyoga ke sAtha nirIkSaNa prArambha kiyA to maiMne unheM dUrabhASa para kahA- "aba siMha jAga gayA hai, kArya zIghra sampanna ho jaayegaa|'' Apane jIvanI-khaNDa kA svayaM pArAyaNa karate hue madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI gautamamuni jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM niyamita rUpa se baiThakara vAcana kiyA tathA yathocita tathyAtmaka saMzodhana pUrvaka ise samRddha bnaayaa| san 1979 ke jalagAMva cAturmAsa se san 1990 ke pAlI cAturmAsa taka ke vivaraNa kA lagabhaga punarlekhana kiyaa| Apane 'teNaM kAleNaM teNaM samaeNaM' adhyAya, 'kalyANakArI saMsthAe~' tathA 'caritanAyaka kI sAdhanA meM pramukha sahayogI sAdhaka mahApuruSa' nAmaka pariziSTa kA bhI lekhana kiyA hai| Apake asIma sneha, agAdha vizvAsa evaM parama AtmIya bhAva isa grantha kA kArya sampanna karane meM mere lie sambala rahe haiN| ApakA AbhAra maiM kina zabdoM meM vyakta karU~, sabhI zabda choTe par3ate haiN| __ zAsana sevA samiti ke sadasya mAnanIya zrI prasannacanda jI bAphanA ne apanI vyApArika vyastatAoM ke
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________________ XV sampAdakIya bAvajUda ekAgratA evaM sUkSmekSikA ke sAtha jIvanI kI sampUrNa sAmagrI kA avalokana kara mUlyavAna sujhAva die haiM tathA aneka sthAnoM para samucita saMzodhana kie haiN| ApakI pakaDa, sajha-bUjha, tatparatA evaM saMghaniSThA ne mujhe prabhAvita kiyA hai| maiM Apake dvArA pradatta sahayoga hetu kRtajJatA prakaTa karanA apanA punIta kartavya samajhatA huuN| akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke saMrakSaka-maNDala ke saMyojaka zrI mophatarAjajI maNota evaM saMghAdhyakSa zrI ratanalAla jI bAphanA se samaya-samaya para kArya ko gaNavattA se paripUrNa evaM zIghra sampanna karane kI jo preraNA milatI rahI hai, usake lie maiM unakI hRdaya se kRtajJatA svIkAra karatA huuN| zrI jaina ratna pustakAlaya, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura ke saMcAlaka suzrAvaka zrI saradAracanda jI bhaNDArI, gurubhakta sazrAvaka zrI gaNezamala jI bhaNDArI-baiMgalora, zrI varddhamAna bhavana pAvaTA, pustakAlaya ke saMyojaka sazrAvaka zrI nemIcanda jI botharA, akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, jodhapura ke kAryAlaya prabhArI zrI nauratana jI mehatA, akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa borDa ke rajisTrAra zrI dharmacanda jI jaina Adi se mile sahayoga ke lie maiM hRdaya se kRtajJa huuN|| apanI sahadharmiNI zrImatI madhu jaina ke preraka evaM tyAgamaya sahayoga, suputriyoM kanInikA va madhurikA tathA suputra mudita ke dvArA prUpha-saMzodhana Adi ke rUpa meM kRta sakArAtmaka sahayoga se mujhe isa kArya ko isa maMjila taka pahuMcAne meM jo sambala prApta huA, usakI hRdaya se prazaMsA karanA apanA karttavya samajhatA huuN| suzrI mInA jI boharA (ema.e. saMskRta-prAkRta tathA jainadarzana grupa) evaM zodha chAtrA suzrI zvetA | jaina(koTar3iyA) ne prUpha saMzodhana Adi meM tatparatApUrvaka prabhUta niHsvArtha sahayoga pradAna kiyA hai, etadartha sAdhuvAda detA huA unake ujjvala bhaviSya kI maMgala kAmanA karatA huuN| isa grantha ko Adi se anta taka kampyUTara-TaMkaNa ke mAdhyama se sajjA pradAna karane vAle zrI jitendra jI jozI (proparAiTara,je.ke. kampyUTara), jAlorI geTa, jodhupara kA dhanyavAda jJApana karanA bhI maiM apanA punIta karttavya | samajhatA huuN| unhoMne jisa zrama evaM niSThA ke sAtha kArya kA saMpAdana kiyA hai, usI se yaha graMtha pUrNatA ko prApta huA hai| motIlAla banArasIdAsa. dillI ke zrI narendraprakAza jI jaina kI sajagatA evaM tatparatA se isakA sandara mudraNa huA hai, etadartha unakA AbhAra jJApana bhI nitAnta Avazyaka samajhatA huuN| -DaoN. dharmacanda jaina 3K24-25 kuDI bhagatAsanI jodhapura-342005 (rAja0) phona na0 0291-2730081
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________________ saani| namana unako koTi koTi, jo adhyAtma patha ke devatA, santa sacce sarala U~ce, AcAra jinakI smpdaa| anubhUta jinako deha se, caitanya kI thI bhinnatA, mokSa ke sacce pathika, lakSya jinakA thA sdhaa|| apramattatA va dhyAna sambala, zramaNa jIvana kA banAyA, satya saMyama zIla se, triratna ko jaga meM dipaayaa| jago, uTho, Age bar3ho, upadeza yahI pAvana diyA, Atma doSoM ke nivAraNa kA, hI saMdeza mukharita kiyaa|| kalaha kleza aura dvandva ko, dUra karanA hI sikhAyA, Atma bhAvoM ke utthAna ko, marma jIvana kA btaayaa| moha mamatva Arambha-parigraha, ko mUla duHkha kA par3hAyA, svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika se, nirmANa jIvana kA sujhaayaa|| AgamasevI yugaprabhAvaka, karuNAmUrti mahAtmA, svAdhyAya ke satprakAza se, jagamagAe~ aatmaa| ucca vicAroM ko apanA kara, bana jAe~ dharmAtmA, sAmAyika kI utkRSTatA se, ho jAe~ prmaatmaa|| kuvyasana sAre chor3a deM, tapa saMyama para jora deM, nIti aura prAmANikatA kA, jIvana meM rasa ghola deN| bAla yuvA puruSa nArI, sva ko dharma se jor3a deM, samyagdRSTi bana kara sapane, sAre supatha para mor3a deN|| vidvattA aura sAdhanA ke ucca zikhara se bhASate, santoSa zAMti abhaya maitrI, aura pramoda ko prkaashte| sAdhanA kI sudhAvAk se, lAkhoM kA jIvana saMvArate, gurudeva pUjyAcArya hastI, 'dharma'-hRdaya meM viraajte||
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________________ - - ---- ---- - E an vIra nirvANa kI 25vIM zatI ke uttarArddha evaM 26vIM zatI ke prathama caturthAza (pauSa zuklA caturdazI vikrama : saMvat 1967 se vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI saMvat 2048, dinAMka 13 janavarI 1911 se 21 aprela 1991 taka) ke jaina zramaNa-saMskRti ke itihAsa meM parama pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA nAma eka mahAn adhyAtmayogI, uccakoTi ke apramatta sAdhaka, gahana vicAraka, sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya ke apratima preraka, prajJAzIla, yugaprabhAvaka AcArya ke rUpa meM sadiyoM taka smaraNa kiyA jAtA rhegaa| zramaNa' ke lie prAkRta bhASA meM prayukta 'samaNa' zabda ke zamana, samana aura zramaNa ye tInoM artha aacaary| zrI hastI meM eka sAtha pradIpta the| 'zamana' zabda se kaSAyoM kI upazAnti (uvasamasAraM khu sAmaNNaM-bRhatkalpa bhASya | 1.35) kA bodha hotA hai, 'samana' zabda samabhAva kI sAdhanA (samayAe samaNo hoi-uttarA.25.32) ko abhivyakta karatA hai to 'zramaNa' zabda samyagjJAnapUrvaka saMyama meM parAkrama (nANI saMjamasahio nAyavo bhAvao samaNo-uttarA. niyukti 389) kA abhivyaMjaka hai| anuyogadvAra sUtra meM 'samaNa' zabda kA prayoga su-mana vAle ke lie bhI (to samaNo jai sumaNo) huA hai| AcArya zrI hastI ke jIvana meM krodha, mAna, mAyA evaM lobha kaSAya kI upazAnti se || samaNa kA 'zamana' artha sArthaka hai| viSama paristhitiyoM meM bhI samabhAva ke abhyAsa ke kAraNa 'samana' artha tathA nirantara nirAlasa aura apramatta rahakara saMyama meM zramazIlatA, parAkrama yA puruSArtha se 'zramaNa' artha bhI unameM caritArtha hai| mana kI niSkapaTatA evaM nirmalatA ke kAraNa su-mana to ve the hii| rAga-dveSa para vijaya kA patha prazasta karane vAle jinadharma, Atma-vikAroM kI granthiyoM kA mocana karane / vAle nirgrantha dharma athavA pUjya arhat (arihaMta, aruhaMta, arahata) dvArA upadiSTa Ahata dharma meM tIrthakaroM ke pazcAt / / gaNagharoM evaM AcAryoM kI jo paramparA calI, usameM AcArya zrI hastI kA nAma yugaprabhAvaka AcAryoM kI zreNi meM svarNAkSaroM meM jar3ane yogya hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke upadezoM evaM AgamoM para AdhArita tathA bAhya ADambaroM kI apekSA AgamajJAna evaM kriyA kI zuddhatA se cetanA ke rUpAntaraNa para bala dene vAlI sthAnakavAsI paramparA meM dharmaprANa loMkAzAha ke anantara pUjya zrI dharmadAsa jI ma.sA., pUjya zrI dharmasiMha jI ma.sA. Adi kriyoddhAraka AcAryoM ke pazcAt pUjya zrI bhUdhara jI ma.sA. prabhAvaka AcArya hue| AcArya zrI bhUdhara jI ma.sA. ke ziSyoM meM kuzalo jI ma.sA. kI ziSya paramparA AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. ke kriyoddhAra saMbaMdhI mahattvapUrNa yogadAna ke | kAraNa ratnasaMgha (ratnavaMza) ke nAma se loka-vizruta huii| isa ratnasaMgha paramparA ke mahanIya maharghya AdhyAtmika divya ratna the-isa jIvana grantha ke caritanAyaka AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI m.saa.| Atma-sAdhanA ke sAtha jagatkalyANa kA ApameM anUThA samanvaya rhaa| prAyaH jo jagat-kalyANa meM lagate haiM, ve Atma-sAdhanA ko bhUla jAte haiM tathA jo Atma-sAdhanA meM lagate haiM ve jagatkalyANa ko gauNa kara dete haiM, kintu tIrthakaroM ke anusA AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. meM ye donoM vizeSatAe~ thiiN| Atma-sAdhanA ke zikhara ko chU lene vAle una mahAn sAdhaka meM jana-jana ke prati karuNAbhAva evaM unake jIvana-nirmANa kI prazasta bhAvanA thii| Apa bhagavAna mahAvIra kI nirgrantha paramparA ke sacce pratinidhi evaM 81 veM paTTadhara hone ke sAtha ratnasaMgha paramparA ke saptama AcArya the| Wan // bhArata vasundharA ke lalAmabhUta mAravAr3a pradeza ke pIpAr3a nagara meM janma grahaNa karane vAle pUjyapravara AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. 'gajendrAcArya' evaM kAvya sAhitya meM 'gajamuni' nAma se bhI prasiddha rhe| vItarAgatA ke patha ke sacce pathika evaM bhagavAna mahAvIra kI zAstradhArI senA ke nAyaka AcArya zrI hastI kA janma pauSa mAha kI
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________________ xviii Amukha cAMdanI caudasa ko sUrya dvArA karka rekhA se makara rekhA para saMkramaNa karane kI taiyArI ke samaya 13 janavarI 1911 ko haA jo makara saMkrAnti ke zAzvata divasa kI bhAMti Apake jIvana ke zAzvata lakSya kA saMketa kara rahA thaa| janma se hI mahAn lakSya kI ora agrasara bAlaka hastI ne mAgha zuklA dvitIya dvitIyA saMvat 1977 dinAMka 21 pharavarI 1921 ko tyAga evaM sevA kI pratimUrti adhyAtmapuruSa AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kA ziSyatva svIkAra karate hue ajamera meM mAtra 10 varSa 18 dina kI vaya meM pravrajyA-patha para dRr3ha-zraddhA evaM vairAgya ke sAtha caraNa bddh'aae| mAtA rUpA devI kI kukSi se janma ke pUrva hI pitA kevalacanda jI kA dehAvasAna, mAtA rUpA devI ke virakti bhAva, dAdI naujyAM bAI kA svargavAsa, nAnA giradhArIlAla jI muNota evaM unake vizAla parivArajanoM kI plega se akAla mRtyu Adi eka ke bAda eka dRzyoM kA sAkSAtkAra kara saMsAra kI anityatA ko garbha evaM zaizava avasthA meM hI samajha lene vAle bAlaka hastI kA vairAgya sAdhAraNa vairAgya nahIM thaa| yaha unake bhAvI mahAna santa ke vyaktitva kI AdhArabhUmi thii| mAtA ke dugdha se, vacanoM se, nayanoM se evaM vyavahAra se mI Apa meM vairAgya kA hI bhAva paSTa hotA gyaa| zaizava avasthA meM hI mAtA ke sAtha mahAsatI bar3e dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA sAnnidhya, mahAna saMta svAmI jI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. kI AtmIyatA aura pUjya gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke mArgadarzana se ApakA mahAn vyaktitva eka viziSTa AkRti grahaNa karatA calA gyaa| Apake vyaktitva nirmANa meM svAmI jI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. kA anupama yogadAna rhaa| Apake sAnnidhya meM baiThakara mumukSa hastI ne Agama aura thokar3oM kA abhyAsa kiyA, sAtha hI vaha municaryA ke vaiziSTya se bhI avagata huaa| utkRSTa sAdhu-jIvana kA prathama paricaya, pramAda-parityAga evaM zrama kI mahimA kA bodha Apako svAmIjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. se huaa| Apako svAmIjI se apramattatA kA sUtra milA MENTreamIIMara gaNo gumaNolIsIsamAja Apake vyaktitva nirmANa meM maithila brAhmaNa paMDita zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA kA bhI mahattvapUrNa yogadAna rhaa| saMskRta, prAkRta, hindI bhASA kI vyAkaraNa evaM sAhitya kA gUr3ha jJAna karAne ke sAtha paMDitajI ne apanI saralatA, zItalatA evaM zramazIlatA se caritanAyaka ko prabhAvita kiyaa| caritanAyaka ke zabdoM meM- "paNDita jI yadyapi gRhastha the, phira bhI ve sAghuvat sarala, suzIla, saMtoSI evaM tyAga-tapa ke rasika the| jIvana kI AvazyakatAoM ke bAda bacA huA unakA pratyeka kSaNa hamAre lie utsarga rahatA thaa|"pnnddit sadAsukhajI zAstrI kA yaha upahAsa ki "par3he likhe jaina saMta sAdhAraNa brAhmaNa kI mI barAbarI nahIM kara sakate haiM Apake talaspazI gahana adhyayana ke . lie preraka bnaa| vinayazIlatA, sevA-bhAva, vivekitva, apramattatA, svAdhyAyazIlatA, guNagrAhakatA, saMyama-niSThA, parISaha-sahiSNutA, nirbhayatA, nirdoSa saMyama-pAlana ke prati kaThoratA Adi guNoM kA muni zrI hastI meM AdhAna hotA dekha gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhA ko parama pramoda kA anubhava hotaa| unhoMne caritanAyaka meN| zAstravAcana evaM adhigama kI yogyatA kA pUrNa saMvardhana kiyA tathA vAtsalya bhAva se manobala ko puSTa kiyaa| variSTha sahayogI santoM ke sadguNoM ne bhI Apake vyaktitva nirmANa meM mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA kA nirvAha kiyaa| puujy| gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke hRdaya meM Apane ina asAdhAraNa sadguNoM ke kAraNa aisA viziSTa sthAna banAyA ki pUjya gurudeva ne mAtra 15 varSa kI kizora vaya meM ApakA saMgha ke bhAvI AcArya ke rUpa meM || manonayana kara diyaa| yaha apane Apa meM eka vismayakArI ghaTanA thii| ve ziSya to dhanya haiM hI, jinake hRdaya meM guru nivAsa karate haiM, kintu ve ziSya aura bhI adhika dhanya haiM.jo || guru ke hadaya meM nivAsa karate haiN| muni hastI kA itanI laghuvaya meM AcAryapada para manonayana isa bAta kA pratIka thA ki Apane apane sadguNoM se mahAn suyogya ziSya evaM uvyakoTi ke zramaNa ke rUpa meM apane gurudeva ke hRdaya meM) -
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________________ XIX ----- -- E --LAALCHAR - - - - - IT - L E : -- - --- Amukha nivAsa kara liyA thaa| unake hRdaya-kamala meM ApakI guNavattA evaM yogyatA kI chavi spaSTa aMkita ho gayI thii| pUjya gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zomAcandra jI ma.sA. kA sAnnidhya Apako dIrghakAla taka na mila skaa| saMvat 1983 ke jodhapura cAturmAsa meM zrAvaNa kRSNA amAvasa kI andherI rAta ne caritanAyaka para se gurudeva kA sAyA chIna liyaa| lagabhaga paune cAra varSa taka saMgha-vyavasthApana kA dAyitva variSTha santa svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. ne samhAlA tathA svAmIjI zrI bhojarAja jI ma.sA. unake parAmarzadAtA rhe| saMgha-vyavasthApaka svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. evaM zrAvaka-samudAya kI prabala bhAvanA se saMvat 1987 kI akSaya tRtIyA ke akSaya divasa para jJAna, darzana evaM cAritra se susampanna, caturvidha saMgha ke gaurava muni zrI hastI ko jodhapura meM AcArya kI cAdara or3hAkara saMghanAyaka kA gurutara uttaradAyitva sauMpA gyaa| mAtra savA unnIsa varSa kI vaya meM | yogyatA ke AdhAra para AcArya pada para ArUr3ha hone vAle Apa jaina itihAsa meM eka virala santa the| AcArya-pada para adhiSThita hone ke pazcAt saMgha-vyavasthA kA saMcAlana Apane apane variSTha saMtoM ke bahumAnapUrNa sahayoga ke sAtha prArambha kiyaa| paMca parameSThI ke tRtIya mahAn pada para ArUr3ha hone ke pazcAt bhI vahIM || vinamratA, vahI nirabhimAnatA aura vahI guNagrAhakatA Apake vyaktitva-nirmANa ke krama ko Age bar3hAtI rhii| pUjya zrI mannAlAlajI ma.sA. ke sAtha mandasaura meM chedasUtroM kI vAcanA ke samaya guNagrAhaka caritanAyaka ne Apase jo naye anubhava sIkhe, ve Apake hI zabdoM meM-"mandasaura meM Apake sAtha rahane kA avasara milaa| ApakA bahumAnapUrNa vAtsalya kamI bhulAyA nahIM jA sktaa| Apake sAtha chedasUtra kI vAcanA aura prAcIna santoM ke jIvana ke khaTTe-mIThe anubhava sune| zramaNa-vyavahAra meM nitya upayogI kaI navIna bAteM siikhiiN|" Apane pUjya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. se niyamita dhyAna kI amara preraNA grahaNa kI tathA svAdhyAya kI abhiruci dRDhatara huii| pUjya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. ke vicAroM evaM pravacana kalA ne bhI Apako prabhAvita kiyA, Apa hI ke zabdoM meM-"Apake vicAroM evaM pravacana kalA se mana atyadhika prabhAvita huaa| Apa jo kucha bhI kahate the, bahuta sarala evaM miThAsa bhare zabdoM meM kahate aura hadayapaTala para usakA citra khIMca dete the| Apake anubhavapUrNa vicAroM se bhI jIvana meM bar3I preraNA milI, bala prApta huaa|" zAstrajJa zrAvaka zrI lakhamIcanda jI-mandasaura, zrI kesarImala jI surANA-rAmapurA evaM dhAra ke poravAla suzrAvaka se Apane katipaya Agamika dhAraNAeM grahaNa kii| AcAryapravara kI saralatA, guNiSu pramoda kI bhAvanA, guNagrAhaka dRSTi Adi ko dekhakara sadguNoM ne sahaja hI ApameM guNasamudra kA rUpa grahaNa kara liyaa| ApakI laghu deha meM mahAn AdhyAtmika santa kA vizAla vyaktitva puMjIbhUta ho rahA thaa| ghaNToM eka Asana se binA sahAre baiThe rahane kI kSamatA, vihArakAla meM sphUrtipUrvaka IryA samiti sammata pAda-nikSepa,nirAlasatApUrvaka zramaNAcAra kI pratyeka kriyA meM parAkrama Adi aneka guNa ApakI AdhyAtmika UrjA ke hI pratibimba the| ApakA tejasvI unata mAla, karuNA sarasAte evaM nirvikAratA kA bodha dete mAsvara nayana, adhyAtma evaM sAdhanA meM paripakvatA darzAtA AbhAmaNDala, pratyeka prANI ko abhayadAna kA saMketa karatA dakSiNa hasta-ye saba nihAra kara sevA meM upasthita bhakta ko darzanamAtra se hI AtmasaMtoSa evaM parama-zAMti kA anubhava hotaa| merudaNDa ko sIdhA rakhane hetu bajAsana, padmAsana Adi vibhinna AsanoM ke prayogoM se Apane zarIra ko sAdhanA kA hI sAdhana bnaayaa| rugNAvasthA meM zarIra ko zithila kara manobala se use zIghra svasthatA pradAna karanA, deha se apane ko minna samajhakara use nIroga banAnA ApakI sAdhanAzIlatA ke sAdhAraNa kArya bana gae the| pada-kamala meM padmarekha Apake vaiziSTya evaM karmayogI hone kI pratIka thii| ApakA vizvAsa thA ki puruSArtha evaM parAkrama se hI sAdhaka apanI maMjila taya kara sakatA hai| puruSArtha to mAgya-parivartana kA bhI pramukha sambala hai, to phira sAdhanA kA kyoM na ho? ataH munijIvana meM praveza karane ke sAtha hI Apane puruSArtha kiMvA saMyama meM parAkrama ko apanA pramukha sAdhana | -
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________________ Amukha XX smjhaa| Apane dhyAna ke sAtha mauna ko apane vyaktitva-nirmANa kA mahattvapUrNa ghaTaka bnaayaa| dRr3hasaMkalpa, puruSArtha, apramattatA, svAdhyAya, lekhana, zramaNAcAra kA nirmala aura sajagatA pUrvaka pAlana karane se ApakA vyaktitva pUjanIya evaM anukaraNIya banatA calA gyaa| apane jIvana ke 50 basanta pUrNa karane para Apane pAvana saMkalpa kiyA ki Apa isa varSa meM 50 dampatiyoM ko AjIvana zIlavrata kI preraNA kara saMkalpabaddha kreNge| Apako apane isa pAvana saMkalpa kI pUrti meM AzAtIta saphalatA milii| phira Apa pratyeka janma-divasa para zIlavrata kA saMkalpa dhAraNa karane vAloM kI kramika saMkhyA bar3hAte rhe| Apake sAdhanAmaya vyaktitva ke prabhAva se abhivRddha saMkalpa pUrNatA ko prApta karate rhe| Apane zramaNacaryA ke anusAra pada-vihAra kara rAjasthAna ke mAravAr3a, mevAr3a, DhUMDhAr3a, hADautI, poravAla evaM || pallIvAla kSetroM ko pravacana-pIyUSa se lAbhAnvita karane ke sAtha madhyapradeza, mahArASTra, Andhrapradeza, karnATaka, tamilanADu, uttarapradeza, dillI, hariyANA evaM gujarAta prAntoM ke sahasroM grAma-nagaroM meM dharma ko jIvana se joDane kI preraNA kii| kaMkarIle, retIle, pahAr3I, durgama mArgoM se vihAra karate hue bhI mana meM vahI moda; dharmazAlA, paMcAyata-bhavana, mandira, sUne makAna evaM vRkSa ke tale rAtrivAsa karate hue bhI vahIM nirbhayatA; nirdoSa AhAra evaM jala ke na milane para bhI vahI samabhAva; zramaNa-jIvana se aparicita janoM ke bIca bhI pravacanAmRta kI varSA ; jATa, gurjara, ahIra, viznoI, rAjapUta, mAlI, dhobI, harijana, sikkha, musalamAna, IsAI-sabhI jAtiyoM ke logoM dvArA | pIyUSavANI kA pAna kara vyasanamukti ke sAtha dharma ke prati niSThAbhAva- ye saba ApakI mahimA ko abhivyakta karate the| dakSiNabhArata kI pada-yAtrA ke samaya mIloM taka grAma nahIM, kahIM pAnI milA to AhAra nahIM, kahIM subaha milA to zAma nahIM; kaI bAra Apake sAtha santa bhI nirAhAra rahe, kintu Apane abhyAhRta(sAmane lAyA huA) yA utpAdanA Adi ke doSoM se yukta AhAra ko svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| sAdhvAcAra kI parIkSA kaThina sthitiyoM meM hI hotI hai aura usameM Apa zata pratizata khare utre| apavAda mArga Apako abhISTa nahIM thaa| apane prati anurAga rakhane vAle zrAvakoM ko samajhAte hue Apa pharamAte- "jaba taka isa sapheda cadariyA meM dAga nahIM, taba taka hara kSetra evaM | zrAvaka hamArA apanA hai| anyathA tuma bhI hamAre nahIM ho|" __ sAdhanA evaM vidvattA donoM kA ApameM adbhuta samanvaya thaa| Apa eka ora jahA~ sAdhanA meM gatizIla caraNa : | bar3hA rahe the, vahA~ uttama kSayopazama tathA apramattatA ke kAraNa ApameM vidyA kA atizaya bar3hatA rhaa| saMskRta evaM / | prAkRta bhASA ke gUDhajJAtA hone ke kAraNa Apane dazavaikAlika sUtra, nandIsUtra, bRhatkalpasUtra, praznavyAkaraNa sUtra / Adi AgamoM kA sampAdana saMskRta chAyA evaM vivecana ke sAtha kara alpavaya meM hI jaina-vidvajjagat meM apanI amiTa chApa chor3a dii| vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM vicaraNa karate hue Apane aneka jJAna-bhaNDAroM, pustakAlayoM evaM granthAgAroM kA avalokana kiyA tathA jaina itihAsa viSayaka prAmANika zodha ke sAtha 'paTTAvalI prabandhasaMgraha', 'jaina AcArya caritAvalI' ke anantara 'jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa (bhAga 1 se 4)' prastuta kara jaina itihAsa ke prAmANika grantha ke abhAva kI pUrti kii| itihAsa ko samAja ke samakSa prastuta karane ke kAraNa zrAvaka-samudAya ne Apako itihAsa mArtaNDa' viruda se saMbodhita kiyaa| itihAsa-lekhana meM niSpakSatA evaM pramANapurassaratA ko hI AdhAra bnaayaa| isase ApakI vidvattA, zramazIlatA evaM sajagatA kI dhavala kIrti sarvatra prasRta ho gii| Aja jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa' granya ko bhArata ke vibhinna vizvavidyAlayoM meM saMdarbha grantha ke rUpa meM par3hA jAtA hai| Apane svaravidyA, jyotirvidyA, sUryakiraNa cikitsA vidyA Adi aneka vidyAoM kA bhI acchA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apa lekhanakalA meM bhI siddhahasta the| prAcIna pANDulipiyoM ko par3hane evaM samajhane meM kuzala the| peMsila hI ApakI pramukha lekhanI thI, jisase kAgaja ke pratyeka aMza ko Apa sundara akSaroM se camakA dete the| Apake dvArA likhe runar.EN. a Pun
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________________ Amukha xxi | bArIka akSaroM kI banAvaTa AkarSaka hotI thiiN| vastu ke sadupayoga, ekAgratA evaM sajagatA kA pATha Apake akSaroM | ko dekhate hI mila jAtA hai| Xin Shi 'pUjyazrI' ke saMbodhana se vikhyAta AcAryapravara sAdhAraNa sI deha meM eka asAdhAraNa adhyAtmayogI evaM mahAna saMta ke jIvana se ota-prota the| ApakI adhyAtmayogitA kA sarvAdhika prasiddha nidarzana hai- nimAja meM | ApakA teraha divasIya tp-sNthaaraa| jina ucca AdhyAtmika bhAvoM ke sAtha zarIra se apane ko pRthak samajhate hue | Apane saMlekhanA ke sAtha samAdhimaraNa kA yojanApUrvaka varaNa kiyA, vaha apane Apa meM eka apratima udAharaNa hai| AcArya pada para rahakara saMgha ke vibhinna dAyitvoM kA kuzalatApUrvaka nirvahana karate hue AtmasAdhanA ke isa ucca zikhara para pahu~cane ke udAharaNa zatAbdiyoM meM bhI virala hI milate haiN| saMtoM aura bhakta - zrAvakoM ke ko Apane moha kA rUpa samajhakara usakI upekSA kI tathA deha tyAga kA samaya sannikaTa jAnakara sarvavidha anunaya-vinaya saMyogoM se apane ko pRthak kara liyaa| Apane samasta AcAryoM, zramaNavareNyoM zramaNIvRndoM, apane antevAsI ziSyoM, ziSyAoM, zrAvakoM, zrAvikAoM evaM 84 lAkha yoniyoM ke samasta jIvoM se kSamAyAcanA karate hue apane ko punaH paMca mahAvratoM meM ArUr3ha kiyA / saMghanAyakoM, viziSTa janoM ko abhISTa hitAvaha preraNA karake Apa saMgha ke mamatva evaM dAyitva se bhI pRthak ho ge| ApakI adhyAtmayogitA Apake dvArA yuvAvaya meM racita padoM evaM bhajanoM meM bhI pratibimbita hotI hai| 'maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa, jahA~ nahIM hotI chAyA dhUpa' 'samajho cetana jI apanA rUpa, yo avasara mata hAro', 'mere antara bhayA prakAza, nahIM aba mujhe kisI kI Asa', 'sataguru ne yaha bodha batAyA, nahi kAyA nahiM mAyA tuma ho' Adi padya isake sAkSI haiN| deha se AtmA ko bhinna anubhava karanA adhyAtma yogI kA pramukha lakSaNa hai| zarIra Adi samasta bAhya | vastuoM se apane ko pRthak haTAkara Atma-svarUpa ke sAtha yoga karanA hI adhyAtma yoga hai| adhyAtma yoga kI aisI sAdhanA ke parama sAdhaka pUjya AcArya zrI rAtri ke kisa prahara meM kaba dhyAnastha ho jAte yaha aMtevAsiyoM ko bhI jJAta nahIM hotA thA / nidrA ko hama sAMsArika prANI punaH tAjagI ke lie Avazyaka mAnate haiM, kintu ve adhyAtma yogI to 'muNiNo sayA jAgaranti' Agama vAkya ke sAkSAt nidarzana the / madhyAha meM bhI Apa niyamita rUpa se dhyAna-sAdhanA karate the| dhyAna ke sAtha mauna ApakI adhyAtma-sAdhanA kA mahattvapUrNa aMga thaa| pratyeka guruvAra evaM pratyeka mAha kI kRSNA dazamI ko pUrNa mauna rakhane ke sAtha pratidina dopahara 12 se 2 baje taka Apa | mauna sAdhanA kiyA karate the| ApakA dhyAna aura mauna adhyAtma-sAdhanA ke majabUta sopAna siddha hue| mauna meM Apa mAtra vANI se virAma nahIM karate the, apitu use mana, indriya Adi para vijaya ke sAtha jor3ate the| jaba kabhI | Apake jIvana meM kisI prakAra kI viSama paristhitiyAM AtIM to Apa udvigna, uttejita evaM asaMtulita nahIM hue| zArIrika pIr3A kI sthiti meM bhI Apa yahI cintana karate- "pIr3A zarIra ko ho rahI hai, maiM to zarIra se bhinna hU~, merA roga-zoka pIr3A se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| maiM to Anandamaya huuN|" Apane isa prakAra ke cintana se tana kI pIr3A ko vilIna hote dekhaa| Apane pravacana meM eka bAra nasIrAbAda chAvanI kA aisA prasaMga bhI , jo 'jinavANI' sunAyA, evaM 'jhalakiyA~ jo itihAsa bana gaI' pustaka meM prakAzita bhI huA, yathA- "bAta nasIrAbAda chAvanI kI hai| sahasA sIne meM gaharI pIr3A utthiiN| munijana nidrA meM the| maiMne usa vedanA ko bhulA dene hetu cintana cAlU kiyA"pIr3A zarIra ko ho rahI hai, maiM to zarIra se alaga huuN| zuddha, buddha, azoka aura niirog| mere ko roga kahA~? maiM to haDDI pasalI se pare, cetana AtmA huuN| merA roga, zoka, pIr3A se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| maiM to Anandamaya huuN| kucha paloM meM dekhatA hU~ ki mere tana kI pIr3A na mAlUma kahA~ vilIna ho gii|" Apa dhyAna meM kyA karate the, isakA vivaraNa upalabdha nahIM hai, kintu eka adhyAtmayogI kA dhyAna bAhya
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________________ - xxii Amukha saMyogoM se haTakara AtmagaNoM ke sAtha mana ke yoga kI sAdhanA hI ho sakatA hai| ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna to Apase kosoM dUra the| adhyAtmayogI AcAryapravara to dharma-dhyAna aura usake Age zukla-dhyAna ke sopAnoM kI ora hIcaraNa bar3hAne ko agrasara the| Apa AcArya kI ATha sampadAoM se yukta hone ke sAtha 36 guNoM ke dhAraka the| AcAra sampadA, zruta sampadA, zarIra sampadA, vacana sampadA, vAcanA sampadA, mati sampadA, prayogamati sampadA aura saMgraha parijJA sampadA ye ATha sampadAe~ ApameM sahaja parilakSita hotI thiiN| pAMca mahAvratoM ke pAlana ke sAtha pAMcoM indriyoM para nigraha. jJAnAcAra Adi pA~ca AcAroM se samRddha, krodhAdi cAra kaSAyoM ke vijetA, pA~ca samiti-tIna gupti ke zuddha ArAdhaka, navavAr3a sahita brahmacarya ke utkRSTa pAlaka bAla brahmacArI AcAryapravara ko cAritra cUr3AmaNi, saMyama sumeru Adi vizeSaNoM se alaMkRta kiyA jAnA saMyama-pathikoM ke lie gaurava kI hI bAta kahI jA sakatI hai| sthAnAMga sUtra meM pratipAdita saMyama ke cAra prakAra mana-saMyama, vacana-saMyama, kAya-saMyama aura upakaraNa-saMyama ke nirmala pAlana ke sAtha Apa uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke vAkya 'nimmamo niraMhakAro, nissaMgo cattagAravo' (19.90) ko caritArtha karate hue mamatva aura ahaMkAra se rahita the| isase bhI adhika Apa nissaMga aura gArava ke parityAgI the| Apa lAbha-alAbha, sukha-duHkha, jIvana-maraNa, nindA-prazaMsA, mAna-apamAna Adi meM samatva bhAva rakhane vAle mahAna sAdhaka ziromaNi the| roSa yA krodha ke prasaMgoM meM bhI zAnti, tathA upasarga ke samaya mI samabhAva Apake cehare para jhalakate the| cAritra kA pAlana jaba adhyAtma ke sAtha jur3a jAtA hai to sAdhanA kA svarUpa ucca koTi kA hotA hai| Apa ucca koTi ke sAdhaka santa the| apramattatA, niHspRhatA, nirabhimAnatA, nirbhayatA, mitabhASitA, guNiyoM ke prati pramoda bhAva, prANimAtra ke prati karuNAbhAva Adi aneka guNa ApakI sAdhanA ko dIptimAna evaM tejasvI banA rahe the| saMvanAyaka kA dAyitva vahana karate hue ApakA lakSya apanI sAdhanA ko nirantara utkarSa kI ora le jAne kA rhaa| prAtaH jAgaraNa se lekara rAtri-vizrAma ke pratyeka kSaNa kA sadupayoga ApakI jIvanacaryA kA aMga bana cukA thaa| kisa samaya kyA karanA, isakA Apako pUrA dhyAna rahatA thaa| svAdhyAya, dhyAna, mauna, pratikramaNa, pratilekhana, zAstra-vAcanA, sAyaMkAlIna pratikramaNa ke pazcAt kalyANamandirastotra evaM nandIsUtra kA svAdhyAya Adi samI kriyAe~ Apa nizcita samaya para evaM sajagatApUrvaka karate the| ApakI apramattatA bAhya kriyAoM meM hI nahIM AtmasvarUpa ke smaraNapUrvaka antaraMga se jur3I huI thii| AtmasvarUpa ke vismaraNa ke sAtha viSaya-kaSAyoM meM ulajhanA, unake milane para harSita honA Adi jo pramAda kA svarUpa hai, usase pUjya AcAryapravara kosoM dUra the evaM sabako apramatta rahane kI preraNA karate the| lokaiSaNA kI spRhA se Apa sarvathA dUra the| bhakta-jana unakI jaya-jayakAra kareM, isakI unheM koI vAMchA nahIM thii| eka bAra carcA calI ki AcArya pada ke pUrva 108 kA prayoga kiyA jAe yA 1008 kA? Apane pharamAyA"hamAre bacapana meM santoM ke nAma ke Age 6 kA aMka lagAyA jAtA thaa| 6 kA matalaba hotA hai SaTkAya prtipaal|" Apa hI ke zadoM meM-"kyA isase bar3hakara aura koI vizeSaNa ho sakatA hai?" kaisI nispRhatA evaM nirbhimaantaa| Apa yazaHkAmanA, bhaktasaMkhyA Adi kI spRhA se rahita hokara sAdhaka-jIvana kI parAkASThA ko hI apanA lakSya samajhate the| Apake antaraMga meM dazavaikAlika satra kI nimnAMkita gAthA pUrNataH spaSTa thI ki pUjA kI vAMchA karane vAlA, yaza kI kAmanA karane vAlA tathA mAna-sammAna kI abhilASA karane vAlA zramaNa vibhinna prakAra ke pApa
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________________ Amukha xxiii ko janma detA hai tathA mAyAzalya kA AcaraNa karatA hai pUrANavA jasAkAmI maannsmmaannkaamaae| bahu pasavai pAva, mAyAsallaM ca kubbA daza.5.235 ApakA mantavya thA ki nispRhatA meM jo Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai vaha lokeSaNAoM kI pUrti meM nahIM"eka aMkicana nispRha yogI ko jo adbhuta Ananda prApta hotA hai, vaha kubera kI sampadA pA lene vAle dhanADhya ko nasIba nahIM ho sktaa|" nispRhatA ke sAtha sevA kA gahana saMbaMdha hai| Apa bhAvAtmaka sevA to pratikSaNa karate hI / / rahate, kintu kriyAtmaka sevA meM bhI avasara Ane para pIche nahIM rahate the| atyalpa vaya meM pUjyapada kA gurutara dAyitva, saMskRta-prAkRta Adi bhASAoM para adhikAra, AgamoM para TIkA- lekhana, saMta-samudAya meM bar3hatI kIrti, vidvattApUrNa zAstrArtha evaM praznoM ke samAdhAna kI anUThI kSamatA, variSTha AcAryoM evaM saMtoM dvArA pradatta sammAna, pratiSThita zrAvakoM kI anupama zraddhA-bhakti, sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya pravRttiyoM kI adbhuta saphalatA, naye-naye kSetroM meM apanI vANI se hue dharmajAgaraNa Adi vibhinna nimittoM ke hote hue bhI ApameM sadaiva saumyabhAva evaM nirabhimAnatA kA sadguNa parilakSita hotA thaa| zrAvakoM dvArA ApakI dIkSA arddhazatI manAye jAne kA prasaMga upasthita hone para Apa sahamata nahIM hue| Apake gurudeva pUjya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA zatAbdI manAne kA jaba prastAva rakhA gayA to Apa tapa-tyAga, vrata-niyama Adi kI prabhAvanA ke nimitta se zrAvakoM ke Agraha ko svIkAra karane ke lie tatpara hue| Apake janma-divasa Adi para saMta-satiyoM, zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM dvArA Apake guNagAna kie jAte to usase Apa aspRSTa hI rhte| use Apa abhimAna-poSaNa kA nimitta na banAkara AtmAvalokana evaM guNa-saMvardhana kA hetu hI smjhte| isa saMbaMdha meM | dainandinI meM ApakA spaSTa cintana abhivyakta huA hai- "guNiyoM ke guNoM kA kIrtana prabhAvanA kA kAraNa hai, para sAdhaka ko prazaMsA sunakara khuza nahIM honA caahie| yahI samajhanA cAhie ki isane premavaza mere guNa dekhe haiM, isako mere doSoM kA kyA patA? mujhe apane doSoM ko nikAla kara isake vizvAsa para kharA utaranA hai, tAki ise ghokhA na ho|"mhaan sAdhaka saMtoM kI apane prati aisI niSpakSa dRSTi hI unako sAdhanA ke ucca zikhara para le jAne meM samartha hotI hai, anyathA dUsaroM ke dvArA kI gaI prazaMsA ko sunakara vyakti apane ko mahAn samajhane lagatA hai| usako apane saMbaMdha meM bhrama utpanna ho jAtA hai aura vaha Atma-nirIkSaNa kI kSamatA ko kSINa karatA huA dUsaroM se apanA mUlyAMkana karAne evaM unase apanI prazaMsA sunane meM hI jIvana kI sArthakatA samajhane lagatA hai| phalataH vaha mUla lakSya se bhaTaka jAtA hai| isalie mahAn sAdhaka AcAryapravara kA cintana yuktisaMgata evaM satya hI hai- "ahaMkAra se satkarma vaise hI kSINa ho jAte haiM, jaise maNoM dUgha pAva rattI sakhiyA se jaharIlA ho jAtA hai|" Apa prazAntAtmA santa the| samatva evaM zAnti Apake saumya Anana se TapakatI thii| mAna ke sAtha krodha, mAyA evaM lobha kaSAya kA bhI Apane zamana kara liyA thaa| kSamA, samatva, Arjava evaM nirlobhatA ke Apa Adhunika yuga meM pratimAna the| Apake samakSa koI saroSa mudrA meM bhI hotA to Apa use zItala vacana rUpI bUMdoM kA aisA amRta pilAte ki vaha vyakti turanta zAnta ho jAtA thaa| ApakA cintana thA ki - "upazama bhAva vaha amRta kA pyAlA hai, jisake pAna se mana-mastiSka kI prasannatA, hRdaya kI svachatA aura parivAra meM utsAha banA rahatA hai| jJAna-bhakti kI nirAbAgha sAdhanA hotI hai|"maayaacaar kyA hotA hai, usake vikRta rUpa se to Apa aparicita hI the| koI Apase chalAvA bhI kara sakatA hai, yaha Apake cintana ke pare thaa| jo mahApuruSa sabakA kalyANa cAhate hoM, jinheM AtmA evaM zarIra kA bhedajJAna karane kA abhyAsa ho, svArtha evaM moha-mamatva se Upara uThe hue hoM, SaTkAya ke jIvoM ke abhayadAtA hoM, unheM kisI se kisa bAta kA bhaya!)
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________________ samu Amukha xxiv mahArASTra ke satArA meM evaM rAjasthAna ke alavara jile ke bahAlA gAMva meM Apane DaMDe ke prahAra se coTagrasta so ko apane hastaprokSaNa vastra se hAtha meM uThAkara jisa prakAra prANa dAna diyA, usase ApakI anakampA evaM karuNAzIlatA kA paricaya milane ke sAtha usase bhI kahIM Age bar3hakara ApakI nirbhayatA evaM svayaM ke jIvana ke prati nirmohatA kI puSTi hotI hai| jinheM mRtyu se bhaya na ho, aise mahApuruSa hI isa prakAra kA asAdhAraNa kArya kara sakate haiN| sarparakSA kI ghaTanAoM se yaha dhvanita hotA hai ki jo sAdhaka-mahApuruSa rAga-dveSa ke vijayapatha para agrasara hoM. unake komala hasta kA Azraya pAkara coTagrasta sarpa bhI mAno apane svabhAva ko bhala jAte haiN| nirbhaya hone ke sAtha Apa satya, hitakArI evaM niravadya vacana ko abhivyakta karane meM sadaiva nirbhIka rahate the| binA lAga-lapeTa ke Apane hitakArI bAta ko spaSTa kahane meM evaM caturvigha-saMgha kA mArgadarzana karane meM kabhI saMkoca nahIM kiyaa| soca vicArakara atyalpa zabdoM meM niravadya rUpa se apanI bAta prastuta karanA bhI Apake jIvana kI pramukha / vizeSatA thii| ApakA mantavya thA ki vacana ratna kI bhAMti hote haiM, isalie unheM soca-vicArakara bAhara nikAlanA cAhie 'vacana ratana mukha koTar3I, hoTha kapATa jdd'aay| bAra bAra kholata DarU~, para hAtha na laga jaay|| pravacana meM Apa sahaja grAhya, kintu hRdayasparzI bhASA kA prabhAvI prayoga karate the| saMskRta, prAkRta evaM hindI bhASA ke vidvAn hote hue bhI bhASA ke ADambara kI apekSA bhAvoM ke sampreSaNa para ApakA vizeSa bala thaa| prArambhika varSoM meM Apake pravacana Agama-zAstra ke vivecana para hI kendrita rahate the, kintu dhIre-dhIre Apane vyakti evaM samAja ke samucita utthAna hetu svAdhyAya, sAmAyika evaM samAja-sudhAra ko bhI apane pravacanoM kA viSaya bnaayaa| Apake pravacanoM meM viSaya kA pratipAdana Agama purassara hotA thaa| pravacana sugama evaM viSaya kA samyak pratipAdana karane vAle hote the| pravacana ke atirikta jaba kabhI Apa santa-satiyoM, zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM se tattvajJAna kI carcA karate taba usakA sAragarmita zailI se sundara nirUpaNa karanA bhI ApakI vANI kA pramukha vaiziSTya thaa| sAdhAraNa vArtAlApa meM Apa saMketAtmaka bhASA kA prayoga karate the| Apake saMketoM ko samajhanA binA abhyAsa ke hara eka ke lie saMbhava nahIM thaa| hita-mita evaM satya vANI kA prayoga karane vAle mahAn sAdhaka kI vANI meM maMtra sA camatkAra thaa| Apake vacana zrAvakoM ke lie pramANa hote the| bhakta Apako vacanasiddha yogI ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara Apake vacanoM kI pAlanA karane ke lie tatpara rahate the| Apake kathana bhAvI ghaTanAoM ke sUcaka hote the| bhASA samiti kI kaThora pAlanA ke sAtha satya mArga para calane vAle una mahAna sAdhaka ke vacanoM kA satya honA svAbhAvika hI thaa| ghaTanAoM ke vizleSaNa kI ApameM advitIya kSamatA thii| eka bAra Apane rAmanivAsa bAga,jayapura meM garajate hue siMha kI garjanA sunakara zraddheya zrI mAnacandra jI ma.sA. se kahA- "mAna jI! sunA Apane, 'maiM hU~ maiM huuN|' caritanAyaka kA saMketa karmajAla rUpI piMjare meM jakar3I huI sarvazaktimAna, anantaguNa sampanna AtmA kI ora thA jo huMkAra ke mAdhyama se sAdhaka ko nija-astitva 'maiM hU~ maiM hU~' kA pratibodha detI hai| brahmacarya kI akhaNDa nirmala sAdhanA bhI Apake prabhAvazAlI sAdhaka jIvana kA hetu rhii| Apake AbhAmaNDala para brahmacarya kI tejasvitA kA adbhuta prabhAva thaa| garbhakAla se hI mAtA rUpAdevI se Apane brahmacarya ke saMskAra virAsata meM prApta kie jinheM Apa apanI sAdhanA se nirantara puSTa karate rhe| tana evaM mana para ApakA
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________________ - - - - - :-- -1":" - Amukha XXV pUrNa niyantraNa thaa| AhAra bhI Apa alpa hI karate the| svAda para vijaya itanI thI ki pAnI meM roTI cUrakara khA / lete the| brahmacarya kI sAdhanA ke lie mirca-masAle yukta AhAra kA varjana rakhate the| svayaM guNasamudra hone ke bAvajUda anya mahApuruSoM, santoM, satiyoM, zrAvakoM, zrAvikAoM yA janasAdhAraNa ke guNoM kA jaba Apa apanI nirmala prajJA ke sAtha bhItarI nayanoM se avalokana karate yA vizvasta Anana se unakA zravaNa karate to ApakA mukha maNDala pramoda ke bhAva se bhara jaataa| guNiyoM ke prati pramoda kA yaha anUThA rUpa Apake guNoM ko kaI guNA karatA huA parilakSita hotA thaa| isase ApakI saralatA, nirabhimAnatA evaM laghutA meM mahAnatA kA bhAva jhalakatA thaa| dUsaroM kI nindA-vikathA kA zravaNa karane meM na to Apake karNa hI tatpara hote the, na mana meM aise vacanoM ke lie koI sthAna hotA thaa| dharma evaM adhyAtma ke rasikoM ko nindA kA rasa kIcar3a ke samAna badabUdAra evaM kalaMkita karane vAlA pratIta hotA hai| SaTkAya ke pratipAla, prANimAtra ke abhayadAtA santa, daHkhI evaM ajJAnI prANiyoM ke prati karuNA se AplAvita na hoM, aisA kaise sambhava hai| jana-jana ke jIvana-nirmANa ke abhilASI, ajJAna-azikSA aura aMdhavizvAsa se janita aMdhakAra ko dUra karane ke prati bhAvanAzIla caritanAyaka ko kaiyoM ne kRpAlu, kRpAnAtha, !! karuNAnidhAna,karuNAkara jaise zabdoM se sambodhita kiyA hai| AtmacetanA ke vikAsa ke sAtha saMvedanazIlatA athavA karuNA kA vikAsa svataH hotA hai| 'sattve ke mahAna sAdhaka AcAryapravara kA prANimAtra ke prati karuNAbhAva thaa| jisa prakAra bhagavAna mahAvIra ne samasta jIvoM kI rakSA ke lie pravacana pharamAyA, usI prakAra jagata ke pratyeka prANI ke vikAsa hetu ApakI vANI se amRta TapakatA thaa| dIna-duHkhiyoM evaM ajJAniyoM ko dekhakara ApakA hRdaya dayAI ho uThatA thA tathA Apa sAghu-maryAdA meM rahakara usake kaSTa-nivAraNa ke lie yathocita mArgadarzana karate the| kaI bAra Apa pravacana meM dIna-daHkhiyoM kI sevA karane kI preraNA karate the| ApakA svalpa vacana hI zrAvakoM dvArA kRpAprasAda samajhA jAtA thaa| Apa maunasAdhanA meM virAje hae bhI darzaka ke antarhRdaya meM preraka banakara bolate the| Apake sAnnidhya meM baiThane mAtra se hI citta meM praphullatA kA anubhava hotA thA evaM niyama-vrata aMgIkAra karane kI sphuraNA jagatI thii| AcArya zrI jaba apanI mauna sAdhanA se uThate to zraddhAla jana unake zrImukha se niyamita svAdhyAya,sAmAyika yA anya vrata niyama aMgIkAra karake pulakita ho uThate the| ve kisI ko jabaradastI niyama aMgIkAra karAne ke himAyatI nahIM rhe| jo bhI niyama karAte usameM niyamakartA kI pAtratA evaM vyAvahArikatA kA dhyAna rakhate the| garbhavatI mahilA ko upavAsa karAnA, kizora bAlaka ko mAtA-pitA kI AjJA ke binA brahmacarya ke niyama dilAnA Adi kaI niyama Apa vyAvahArika nahIM mAnate the| ApakI sajhabUjha, samajhAiza evaM sAdhanA ke kAraNa pAmara vyakti bhI zaraNa meM Akara zAnti kA anubhava krte| AcArya zrI ne unake prati kabhI ghRNA yA vitRSNA kA bhAva nahIM dikhAyA, apitu unameM bhI ve pAtratA kI talAza krte| yathAyogya unake hRdaya ko urvara banAte aura eka dina ve bhI natamastaka hokara gurudeva ke caraNoM meM niyama aMgIkAra karane kI abhilASA vyakta karate the| ratnasaMgha-paramparA ke AcArya hote hue bhI Apa mUla meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zAsana yA jinazAsana ke saMrakSaka the| anya paramparAoM ke sAtha-sAdhviyoM ko samaya-samaya para sahayoga kara Apane jinazAsana ke prati apanA karttavya sampAdita kiyA tathA unake dvArA yadi apanI nizrA ke santa-satiyoM ko kisI prakAra kA sAdhvocita sahayoga diyA jAtA to, Apa usake prati katajJatA kA bhAva prakaTa karanA Avazyaka mAnate the| kartavya evaM kRtajJatA kA ApameM anUThA samanvaya thaa| kathanI evaM karaNI meM ekarUpatA ke Apa nidarzana the| sAdhaka ke Arjava dharma kI yaha pahacAna hai| kathanI evaM
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________________ xxvi Amukha karaNI meM bhinnatA visaMvAda hai, jise sAdhaka kA doSa mAnA jAtA hai| pUjyapravara utanA hI kahate the, jitanA kara | pAte the| bar3hacar3ha kara bolanA Apako vibhAva pratIta hotA thA / zrAvakoM ko bhI Apa kathanI evaM karaNI meM ekarUpatA | rakhane kI preraNA karate the| isI prakAra Apa anuzAsanapriya the| isake lie Apa svAnuzAsana para bala dete the| karuNAzIla hokara bhI anuzAsana evaM paramparA kI rakSA meM Apa kaThora the / pha pha pha pha 5 aMdhavizvAsa, azikSA, ajJAna se AkrAnta, kintu vijJAna ke kAraNa sukha-suvidhAoM ke lie lAlAyita | isa yuga ke logoM ko dharma kA bodha kisa prakAra diyA jAe, ise samajhane vAle Apa yugamanISI santa the / Apane aMdhI mAnyatAoM meM jakar3e mAnava samAja ko svAdhyAya ke mAdhyama se apane bhItara jJAna jyoti prajvalita karane kI preraNA kI tathA aparimita icchAoM, vAsanAoM, rAga-dveSa, ahaMkAra, mAyA, lobha Adi vikAroM ke kAraNa tanAvagrasta manuSya ko samabhAva kI prApti hetu sAmAyika kI prayogAtmaka sAdhanA pradAna kii| jana-jana ko vyasanoM se mukta banAne kI AvazyakatA anubhava kI / bAlaka-bAlikAoM meM satsaMskAroM ke vapana ke lie samAja ko sAvadhAna bnaayaa| nArI zikSA evaM sadAcaraNa kI mahatI preraNA, yuvakoM meM dharma ke prati AkarSaNa evaM samAja-nirmANa meM unakI zakti ke sadupayoga ko eka dizA, samAja meM phailI vibhinna kurItiyoM yathA- ADambara, vaibhava-pradarzana, daheja - mA~ga Adi para karArI coTa, vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM vyApta kalaha evaM manamuTAva ke kaluSa kA | prakSAlana, samAja ke kamajora tabake evaM asahAya parivAroM ko sAdharmi vAtsalyapUrvaka sahayoga kI preraNA Adi aneka mahanIya kArya Apako yugamanISI evaM yugaprabhAvaka mahAn AcArya ke rUpa meM pratiSThita karate haiN| AcArya zrI ne manuSya kI jJAna-cetanA ko jAgRta karane kA prayAsa kiyaa| sAtha hI unhoMne manuSya kI AdatoM evaM pravRttiyoM ko bhI samyak dizA pradAna karane kA bIr3A utthaayaa| pradIpta dIpaka hI kisI anya dIpaka ko | prajvalita karane meM samartha hotA hai| AcArya zrI ne vyakti aura samAja meM vyApta aneka burAiyoM ko dUra karane ke lie svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika kA zaMkhanAda kiyaa| jJAna aura kriyA ko Apane svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika kA prAyogika evaM vyAvahArika rUpa diyA jise logoM ne vizAla stara para apnaayaa| unhoMne janatA ko vyApaka dRSTi dI tattvajJAna ko samajhane hetu zikSita samAja ko Agama zAstroM evaM AdhyAtmika granthoM kA svAdhyAya karane kI | preraNA kii| jaisI jisakI pAtratA thI use vaisI hI preraNA karanA ApakA svabhAva thaa| thokar3oM meM ruci rakhane vAle | logoM ko thokar3oM kA marma smjhaayaa| naukarIpezA logoM meM samyak soca ko janma dene evaM puSTa karane ke lie pratidina niyamita rUpa se jIvana ko U~cA uThAne vAle sAhitya kA svAdhyAya karane kI ApakI preraNA saphala | rhii| AcArya zrI ne logoM kI cetanA se jur3akara unheM nirantara UMcA uThAne kA jo bhAvapravaNa prayatna kiyA usase | aneka loga jur3ate cale ge| AcArya zrI kA cintana thA ki jaba taka vyakti svayaM satsAhitya kA svAdhyAya nahIM karegA, taba taka usameM sahaja evaM sthAyI vaicArika parivartana saMbhava nahIM hogaa| svAdhyAya ko Apa vyakti ke Antarika parivartana kA amUlya sAdhana mAnate the / yadyapi svAdhyAya kA artha sva arthAt AtmA kA adhyayana hotA hai, kintu svAdhyAya kI isa zreNI taka pahuMcane meM satsAhitya kA adhyayana sahAyaka hone se use bhI svAdhyAya kahA gayA hai| yaha svAdhyAya vyakti meM na kevala adhyAtma cintana kA bIja vapana karatA hai, apitu yaha usameM naitika jIvana mUlyoM aura pArasparika sauhArda ko bhI vikasita karatA hai| AcArya zrI jAnate the ki kisI ke jIvana ko anya koI nahIM badala sakatA, vyakti svayaM apane jIvana kA nirmAtA hotA hai, kintu dUsaroM kA preraka nimitta usameM mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhAtA hai| saMta mahAtmAoM kI saMgati bhI vyakti ke jIvana-nirmANa meM preraka nimitta hotI hai, kintu yaha saMgati sadaiva sahaja upalabdha nahIM hotii| satsAhitya kA adhyayana bhI mahattvapUrNa preraka nimitta banatA hai, jo ki
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________________ - ARTimes Amukha XXVII sabako sahaja sulabha ho sakatA hai| AcArya zrI ne isa upAya ko apanAne kI jana-jana meM mahatI preraNA kii| zikSita strI ho yA puruSa sabako svAdhyAya kA niyama kraayaa| prArambha meM 15-20 miniTa svAdhyAya karane kA', niyama karAte the, kintu pAThaka jaba usameM rasAsvAdana kara Age bar3hane kI ruci dikhAtA to Apa use aura adhika samaya taka svAdhyAya karane kI preraNA krte| adhyayana kie gae sAra tattva ko apane jIvana meM sthAna dene ke lie manana karane kI bhI bhAvapravaNa preraNA krte| Apane svAdhyAya ke prati jana-jana meM ruci jAgRta karane ke lie kaI padoM yA bhajanoM kI bhI racanA kI, jinameM 'hama karake nita svAdhyAya jJAna kI jyoti jagAyeMge', jinarAja bhajo saba doSa tajo, aba sUtroM kA svAdhyAya karo', 'ai vIroM nidrA dUra karo, tana-dhana de jIvana saphala karo', 'kara lo kara lo, aya pyAre sajanoM, jinavANI kA jJAna', 'kara lo zrutavANI kA pATha, bhavika jana mana-mala harane ko' Adi lokapriya haiN| Apane svAdhyAya kI mazAla se ajJAna aMdhakAra ko dUra karane kI alakha jagAne kA saMdeza diyA ghara-ghara meM alakha jagA denA, svAdhyAya mazAla jalA denaa| vIroM kA eka hI nArA ho, jana-jana svAdhyAya prasAra ho| satsAhitya kA svAdhyAya karane meM pravRtta janoM ko Apane AgamoM ke svAdhyAya se bhI jodd'aa| Agama-jJAna kA rasAsvAdana pratyeka jana kara sake, isake lie Apane AgamoM kA hindI padyAnuvAda bhI upAdeya smjhaa| dazavaikAlika evaM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke hindI padyAnuvAda isa dizA meM upayogI siddha hue| ApakI abhilASA thI ki uttarAdhyayana sUtra ko jaina gItA ke rUpa meM lokapriyatA prApta ho| AgamoM kA vizada vivecana karane ke sAtha, jaina kathAoM, bhajanoM evaM padoM ke mAdhyama se bhI Apane zrAvaka samudAya ko svAdhyAya meM rasa lekara vicAroM ko sAttvika banAne kI preraNA kii| svAdhyAya se jIvana-nirmANa ke sAtha samAja ko eka naI upalabdhi huii| niyamita svAdhyAya se svAdhyAyiyoM kA vikAsa huA aura dhIre-dhIre aise saikar3oM svAdhyAyI taiyAra hue jo paryuSaNa parva meM || santa-satiyoM ke cAturmAsa se virahita kSetroM meM dharmArAdhana karAne lge| isa pravRtti ke samyak saMcAlana hetu || svAdhyAya saMgha bnaa| isa uttama pravRtti kI mahattA ko dekhate hue vibhinna sampradAyoM ne bhI ise apanAyA aura Aja || deza meM aneka svAdhyAya saMgha kAryarata haiN| svAdhyAya ke kriyAtmaka pakSa ko puSTa karane ke lie AcArya zrI ne sAmAyika kI preraNA kI, kyoMki svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika kA jIvana ko U~cA uThAne se sIdhA saMbaMdha hai| sAmAyika samabhAva kI sAdhanA kA prAyogika abhyAsa hai, jisakA prabhAva sampUrNa jIvana para par3atA hai| yaha kriyA kA ujalA pakSa hai| mana, vacana aura || kAyA ko niyantrita karane kA sAmAyika eka sundara sAdhana hai| AcArya zrI ne apane bhajanoM meM svayaM pharamAyA ki zarIra ke poSaNa ke lie jisa prakAra zArIrika vyAyAma upayogI hai usI prakAra mana ke samyaka poSaNa ke lie zubhadhyAna upayogI hai tanapuSTi hita vyAyAma calA, mana poSaNa ko zubha dhyAna bhlaa| AdhyAtmika bala pAnA cAho to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo..|| sAmAyika ke mahattva kA pratipAdana karate hue Apane 'jIvana unnata karanA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo', 'kara lo sAmAyika ro sAdhana, jIvana ujjvala hovelA', 'agara jIvana banAnA hai to sAmAyika tU karatA jA','karane jIvana kA utthAna, karo nita samatA rasa kA pAna',sAmAyika meM sAra hai,TAre viSaya vikAra hai' Adi aneka geya bhajanoM evaM padoM kI racanA kI. jisase sAmAyika jana-jana meM priya hotI calI gii| logoM ko yaha samajha meM A gayA ki sAmAyika meM ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kA tyAga karate hue dharmadhyAna (zubha dhyAna) kA abhyAsa kiyA jAtA hai| sAmAyika koI sAdhAraNa sAdhanA nahIM, yaha ati ucca koTi kI sAdhanA hai, jisameM MARGE. - ra
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________________ ....... Amukha Xxviii prANAtipAta, muSAvAda, adattAdAna, kazIla, parigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa, kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, paizunya, para-parivAda, rati-arati mAyA-mRSAvAda aura mithyAdarzana zalya ina 18 pApoM kA tyAga kiyA jAtA hai| akasmAt eka kSaNa meM 18 pApoM kA tyAga karanA pUrNataH saMbhava to pratIta nahIM hotA, kintu isa ora sajagatA rakhakara samabhAva yA AtmabhAvoM meM rahane kA abhyAsa kiyA jAe to nizcita hI zAnti, maitrI, kSamA, nirabhimAnatA. anAsakti Adi sadagaNoM kI nidhi vyakti ke jIvana ko unnata aura mUlyavAna banA sakatI hai| sAgha-sAdhvI to tIna karaNa tIna yoga se jIvana paryanta samabhAva kI sAdhanA karane kI pratijJA karate haiN| ApazrI ne jaba se saMyama aMgIkAra kiyA, sAmAyika kI isa pratijJA kA vismaraNa nahIM hone diyaa| Apa sadaiva cetanA ke stara para samabhAva kI sAdhanA karate hue AtmaguNoM ke poSaNa evaM saMvardhana meM sahaja sajagatA pUrvaka lage rhe| sAmAyika sAdhanA ke aise mahAn sAdhaka kA jIvana bolatA thaa| ApakI vANI kA jAdU sA asara hotA thaa| Apane logoM ko apanI racanAoM meM saMdeza diyA ki sAmAyika jIvana kI unnati kA mUla hai, sacid Ananda kA srota hai, jaga ke saba jIvoM ke prati bandhubhAva kI preraka hai, moha ke jora ko ghaTAne evaM AkulatA kA nivAraNa karane kA uttama sAdhana hai| yaha jIvana-sudhAra kA AdhAra hai tathA apane jIvana ke sudhAra se deza, jAti Adi sabakA sudhAra saMbhava hai sAmAgrika se lIvana sadhara ko mAnanA / nija sudhAra se deza jAti mubhI ho jAne kaa| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke zreSTha upAyoM ko Apane eka-dasare se joddaa| svAdhyAya ke sAtha jIvana meM samabhAvoM ke abhyAsa ke lie sAmAyika aura sAmAyika ke samabhAvoM ko dRr3ha banAne ke lie svAdhyAya kA amogha upAya Apane jana-jana ko arpita kiyaa| svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika ke vyApaka prasAra hetu Apane sAmUhika sAmAyika karane kI preraNA kI, jisase aneka sthAnoM para sAmAyika-saMghoM kA gaThana haa| saikar3oM kI saMkhyA meM grAma-nagara sAmAyika saMghoM se jar3ate cale ge| svAdhyAya ko bhI Apa samAja dharma banAnA cAhate the| kyoMki svAdhyAyazIla samAja sAmAjika kurItiyoM ko tyAgatA haA tIvra gati se vikAsonmukha ho sakatA hai| svAdhyAya ko yadi samAja dharma banAyA jAe arthAt pratyeka vyakti Avazyaka rUpa se satsAhitya kA svAdhyAya kare to aneka sAmAjika samasyAoM se sahaja hI mukti saMbhava hai| kalaha, dvandva Adi kA kAraNa ajJAna hai| svAdhyAya se jaba jJAna kA prakAza milatA hai to bahuta se kuvicAra svataH samApta ho jAte haiN| pArivArika evaM sAmAjika vyavahAra meM bhI parivartana parilakSita hotA hai| saMta-jIvana ke prArambhika varSoM se hI Apane svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika ke phala kA jo svayaM rasAsvAdana kiyA, use dUsaroM meM vitaraNa karane kI bhAvanA ne hI sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya kI pravRttiyoM ko vega pradAna kiyaa| gRhastha jahA~ dravya dAna karake apane ko mahAn dAtA samajhatA hai, vahA~ saMta-mahApuruSa amUrta rUpa meM vyakti aura samAja ko kitanA dete haiM isakI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| ve akhUTa dAnI hote haiN| jo kArya karor3oM rupayoM meM nahIM ho sakatA, vaha saMta ke eka vacana se saMbhava hai| dUsare zabdoM meM kaheM to saMta ke eka vacana se jIvana kA aisA nirmANa ho sakatA hai jo karor3oM araboM rupayoM se kadApi nahIM ho sktaa| isIlie saMtoM ke caraNoM meM lakSmIpati bhI zraddhApUrvaka apanA mastaka jhukAte haiN| AcAryapravara ne jJAnadAna, abhayadAna Adi ke sAtha sAmAyika kI anUThI sAdhanA karate hue use jana-jana meM jisa bhAvanA se vitarita kiyA, usakA mUlya AMkanA to sambhava hI nhiiN| prasiddha kathana hai ki lAkhoM suvarNa mudrA kA pratidina dAna karane vAlA vyakti eka sAmAyika karane vAle kI barAbarI nahIM kara sakatA A.NP...111AMIM.. D ealismBrammar
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________________ | Amukha XXIX divase divase lakkhaM, dei suvaNNarasa khaMDiyaM ego| ego puNa sAmAiyaM, karai na pahuppae trs|| pUjya caritanAyaka to satata sAmAyika kI utkRSTa sAdhanA meM lIna sAdhaka the, ataH unake dvArA dI gaI sAmAyika kI preraNA kA mUlya to akUta hI ho sakatA hai| AcArya zrI aise saMta mahApuruSa the, jinake caraNoM meM || bar3e-bar3e nyAyavid, vaijJAnika, prophesara, DaoNkTara, rAjanetA, ucca prazAsanika adhikArI, abhiyantA Adi bhI nata || mastaka hokara apanI riktatA ko dUra karane ke lie prayatnazIla rahate the| isameM jAti evaM dharma kI dIvAreM kabhI || Ar3e nahIM aaii| vahA~ to sabake lie sadaiva zramaNa maryAdAnusAra dvAra khule rahate the| sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa vyakti para bhI ApakI vahIM kRpAdRSTi thI, jaisI samAja ke agragaNya logoM para hotI hai| samAnarUpa se sabhI AgantukoM ke || lie sadaiva daravAje khule rahate the| ve logoM kI bAhya rUpa sampadA ko nahIM, unakI antazcetanA ko saMvArane meM || saMlagna rahate the| isIlie zramika se lekara sattAdhIza taka Apake caraNoM meM baiThakara apanI vyathA kA nivAraNa kara || apane ko kRtakRtya samajhate the| $ $ $ $ pUjyapAda AcAryapravara kA dhyAna samAja ke pratyeka aMga ke samucita vikAsa kI ora thaa| ve bAlaka, bAlikA, yuvaka,nArI Adi sabhI ke jIvana-nirmANa aura doSa nivAraNa ke lie satata hRdayasparzI preraNA karate rhe| bAlakoM meM prArambha se hI satsaMskAroM kA vapana ho, isa ora mAtA-pitA evaM abhibhAvakoM kA dhyAna kendrita karate hue AcArya zrI pharamAte the ki saMtAna ko janma denA AsAna hai, kintu use satsaMskArI banAne para hI || mAtA-pitA kA dAyitva pUrNa hotA hai| yadi unheM satsaMskArI nahIM banAyA gayA to ve mAtA-pitA ke lie bhI parezAnI kA kAraNa bana sakate haiN| isake lie Apa pharamAte the ki upadeza dene se saMskAra nahIM Ate haiM, unheM saMskAra dene ke lie mAtA-pitA ko vaisA AcaraNa karanA par3atA hai tathA dhIraja se samajhAnA hotA hai| eka bAra bAlaka hAtha se nikala gayA to phira lAkha koziza karane para bhI use samajhAnA kaThina hotA hai| baccoM meM ziSTAcAra, sadAcAra aura naitikatA ke mUlya hI satsaMskAra ke svarUpa haiN| bar3oM ke sAtha kisa prakAra bolanA, ghara se kahIM jAte samaya bar3oM se pUchakara jAnA, kusaMgati se bacanA, khAna-pAna meM zuddhatA evaM sAttvikatA rakhanA, paraspara hilamila kara rahanA, eka dUsare kA sahayoga karanA, prANimAtra ke prati saMvedanazIla honA, binA pUche kisI kI vastu na lenA, azlIla sAhitya na par3hanA, juA na khelanA, dhUmapAna-guTakhA evaM madya kA sevana nahIM karanA, | mAMsAhArI bhojanAlaya meM nahIM jAnA. vacanoM meM prAmANikatA rakhanA, kisI kamajora kI haMsI na uDAnA, ghara meM bar3oM kI, bImAra kI aura par3osa meM asahAya kI sevA karanA, mUka pazu aura pakSiyoM ko apane samAna samajhanA evaM unheM na cher3anA aura unake prANoM kI rakSA karanA, akAraNa vanaspati ko hAni na pahuMcAnA, mitroM ke sAtha sahRdayatA kA vyavahAra karanA, saMtoM kI sannidhi kA lAbha uThAnA, nindA-vikathA meM rasa na lenA, mahApuruSoM kI kRtiyoM kA adhyayana karanA, sahanazIlatA kA vikAsa karanA, bar3oM ke sAmane palaTakara uttejanA pUrvaka javAba na denA, sva-viveka kA upayoga karanA, kisI kI cugalI na karanA, binA AvazyakatA ke vastue~ nahIM kharIdanA, atithiyoM kA Adara karanA, phaizana evaM phijUlakharcI se bacanA, pratidina parameSThI smaraNa evaM svAdhyAya karanA Adi satsaMskAra ke vividha rUpa haiN| ina satsaMskAroM se bAlaka ke jIvana kA nirmANa hotA hai| AcArya zrI pharamAte the ki zikSA do prakAra kI hotI hai-1.jIvana nirvAhakArI zikSA 2. jIvana nirmANakArI shikssaa| jIvana kA nirvAha to pazu-pakSI bhI kara lete haiM, kITa-pataMge bhI kara lete haiM, kintu mAnava hI aisA prANI hai jo jIvana nirvAha ke sAtha jIvana kA nirmANa bhI kara sakatA hai| mAtA-pitA bAlaka ke jIvana nirvAha ke lie to cintita rahate haiM, kintu jIvana-nirmANa ke prati bhI unakI sajagatA kI ora AcArya zrI ne zrAvakoM kA dhyAna AkRSTa kiyaa| isa ora
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________________ Amukha ApakI pIr3A kI abhivyakti draSTavya hai- "jo mAM-bApa baccoM ke zarIra kI cintA karate haiM, kintu AtmA kI cintA nahIM karate, unake jIvana-sudhAra kI cintA nahIM karate, maiM kahUMgA ve sacce mAM-bApa kahalAne ke hakadAra nahIM haiN| yadi mAM-bApa ko apanA pharja adA karanA hai to unheM apane bAlaka-bAlikAoM ke caritra-nirmANa kI ora pUrA dhyAna denA caahie| Aja jIvana-nirvAha kI zikSA ke lie ve baccoM para hajAroM lAkhoM rupaye vyaya kara dete haiM, jIvana-nirmANa ke prati bhI unakA vaisA hI dhyAna honA caahie|" __ bAlikA ko AcArya zrI ne dehalI ke dIpaka kI upamA dete hue pharamAyA- "jisa prakAra dehalI meM rakhA huA dIpaka kamare ke andara aura bAhara donoM ora prakAza phailAtA hai, usI prakAra bAlikA kI zikSA aura saMskAra se do ghara-parivAra saMskArita evaM prakAzita hote haiN| isalie bAlaka se bhI adhika bAlikA ko saMskArita karanA parivAra evaM samAja ke vikAsa ke lie Avazyaka hai| bacapana meM hI bAlaka-bAlikA meM jo saMskAra diye jAte haiM, ve prAyaH sthAyI hote haiN| viSama evaM viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI unake bacapana ke saMskAra jAgRta hokara unheM dizA-nirdeza karate haiN| samAja meM kanyA kA mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| use prAcIna kurItiyoM ke duSpariNAmoM se avagata karAte hue sAkSaratA ke sAtha jIvana-nirmANakArI zikSA se jor3A jAe to bhAvI samAja eka naI karavaTa le sakatA hai| isa prakAra ke Apake yuga-prabhAvI soca se jaina samAja prabhAvita huaa| AcArya zrI kA cintana vyApaka dRSTikoNa ko lie hue hotA thaa| ve pratyeka jana kA vikAsa dekhanA cAhate the| jaba yuvakoM ko unhoMne dharma se vimukha dekhA to unheM bhI jIvana ko UMcA uThAne kI preraNA karate hue dharma se jodd'aa| yuvakoM ko Apane vyasanamukti ke sAtha viveka ko jAgRta rakhakara nirantara Age bar3hane kI preraNA kii| ApakA mantavya thA ki yuvaka saMgaThita hokara samAja ko burAiyoM se bacAne meM agraNI bhUmikA kA nirvAha kara sakate haiN| Apane dharma ko pozAka kI bhAMti nahIM, apitu jIvana-sudhAra ke AdhAra kI bhAMti samajhane kI preraNA kii| Apane pharamAyA ki dharma dikhAve kI vastu nahIM, apitu citta ko nirmala banAne kA sAdhana hai| jaba bhI koI yavaka unake samparka meM AtA to Apa usameM parameSThi-smaraNa svAdhyAya. sAmAyika. sevA Adi pravattiyoM se jaDane kI bhAva-bhami taiyAra karate the| yavakoM meM vaddha dharma-janoM kI kASAyika pariNitiyoM ko dekhakara jaba kabhI dharma se vimukhatA dikhAI par3atI to Apa pharamAte ki hameM vRddhajanoM kI kASAyika pariNatiyoM ko dekhakara dharma ko heya nahIM samajhanA caahie| dharma to apanI vRttiyoM para vijaya kA utkRSTa sAdhana hai| dharma kevala sthAnaka taka hI sImita nahIM hai, isakA prayoga jIvana ke pratyeka kSetra meM honA caahie| yadi vRddhajanoM dvArA dharma ko jIvana meM samyak / rUpeNa sthAna diyA jAe to prazna hI nahIM uThatA ki yuvaka dharma se vimukha hoN| dharmAcaraNa kA saMbaMdha sampUrNa jIvana se hai| bhagavAna ne to pharamAyA hai ki jaba taka tumhArA zarIra svastha hai, indriyA~ barAbara kArya kara rahI haiM, taba taka dharma sAdhanA kara lenI cAhie- 'jAva indiyA na hAyanti, tAva dhamma smaayre'| jaba koI bujurga bhAI AcArya zrI se| kahate ki mahArAja pote kA vivAha kara lU, kArobAra beToM-potoM ko saMbhalA , taba dharma kI ArAdhanA karUMgA to / AyArya zrI unheM smaraNa karAte- "isakA kyA bharosA ki jaba potA khar3A hogA taba taka Apa gotA nahIM khaayeNgeN| itihAsa sAkSI hai ki rAjagharAne ke logoM ne bharI javAnI meM rAjavaibhava ke vilAsa aura Amoda-pramoda ko chodd'kr| dharma-sAdhanA prArambha kii|" dharma ke sambandha meM Apane isa rUDha mAnyatA para prahAra kiyA ki dharma se mAtra paraloka sudharatA hai, isa loka || ke lie dharma nahIM hai| Apane pharamAyA ki bhagavAna mahAvIra dvArA prarUpita dharma paraloka ke lie to kalyANakArI hai| hI, kintu usase pahale vaha ihaloka ke lie kalyANakArI hai| isa loka meM mAnasika zAnti, kaSAyoM ke zamana se prazama sukha kI anubhUti, pArasparika kalaha ke sthAna para maitrI kA vAtAvaraNa, eka-dUsare ke prati sahayoga kA bhAva, tRSNA para niyantraNa Adi vibhinna dharma pariNAma ihaloka meM dekhe jAte haiN| ApakA upadeza sAdhAraNa zailI meM
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________________ -- -- --- - - - - - 3 | Amukha / anubhUtipUrNa evaM hRdayagrAhI hotA thaa| Apane kabhI bhaya evaM pralobhana se dharma ko apanAne kA upadeza nahIM diyA, apitu use isa jIvana ke nirmANa, jIvana jIne kI kalA, zAnti aura sacce sukha kI anubhUti ke sAtha jodd'aa| dharma ke kSetra meM Apa svAvalambana ko apanAne kI preraNA karate hue pharamAte- "jaise jaMgala ke vRkSa bAgavAna kI dekharekha ke abhAva meM bhI hare-bhare rahate haiM, isI prakAra sAtha-santoM ke binA bhI svAdhyAya ke mAdhyama se dharma-sAdhanA harI-bharI rahanI caahie|" AcAryapravara ne yuvakoM ko Age Ane kI preraNA karane ke sAtha nArI ko bAhya AbhUSaNoM kI bajAya zIla evaM saMyama kA bhUSaNa dhAraNa karane kI preraNA kii| kAvya meM Apake hI zabda sAkSI haiM gIlA aura saMyatA lI yAhiMsA, tana tana bhoge ho| lolA vAsI hIraka se, bahI khAja sunAI ho| nArI meM vaha zakti hai ki vaha ghara ke pratyeka sadasya ko dharmamArga se jor3a sakatI hai| nArI kI vibhinna || bhUmikAeM haiN| mAtA ke nAte ve saMtati meM satsaMskAroM kA bIjAropaNa kara sakatI haiM, sahadharmiNI ke rUpa meM ve pati kI anucita pravRttiyoM para aMkuza lagA sakatI haiM, bahina ke rUpa meM bhAI ko ve usI prakAra saMbodhita kara sAdhanA meM | Age bar3hA sakatI haiM, jisa prakAra brAhmI va sundarI ne bAhubalI ko ahaMkAra vijaya hetu prerita kara kevalajJAna kI ora Age bddh'aayaa| anya rUpoM meM bhI nArI preraNAsrota rahI hai| kaI bAra adhArmika evaM vyasana meM phaMse loga nArI ke komala upadezoM se prabhAvita hokara sanmArga kI ora unmukha hue haiN| kahate haiM ki yadi gRhiNI kaTubhASiNI, karkazA, kuzIlA tathA anudAra ho to isase parivAra kA Atma-sammAna evaM gaurava ghaTa jAtA hai| vahIM nArI yadi udAratA, zAlInatA, suzIlatA, madhuratA, kartavya parAyaNatA, sahanazIlatA, sevAbhAvanA, vivekazIlatA, dharmaniSThA, vinamratA, AtmIyatA, saralatA, kSamAzIlatA Adi guNoM se sampanna ho to vaha nArI ghara ko svarga banA detI hai| AcAryapravara nArI kI zikSA para jora dete the| unakA mantavya thA ki nArI ke ajJAna-aMdhakAra ko dUra karane se parivAra kI aneka samasyAe~ svataH samApta ho jAtI haiN| kaI jagaha samasyAoM kA janma hI nahIM hotA hai| nArI ko dharmasthAna meM sAdagI evaM anuzAsana kA pAlana karanA cAhie, isakI AcArya zrI aksara preraNA karate rahate the| jaba kabhI mahilAe~ tapasyA ke pratyAkhyAna hetu AbhUSaNoM se lada kara AtI to Apako yaha dharma ke anukUla AcaraNa nahIM lagatA thaa| tapasyA ke avasara para bhoja evaM ADambara ke Apa sasta khilApha the| unheM usameM tIna prakAra ke doSa dikhAI par3ate the- eka to yaha ki isase tapa kA asalI svarUpa dhUmila ho jAtA hai, dUsarA yaha ki yaha logoM meM IrSyA-deSa kA kAraNa banatA hai tathA tIsarA yaha ki jo isa prakAra ADambara nahIM kara sakate ve tapa karane kA sAhasa nahIM juTA pAte, isase tapaH sAdhanA meM dUsaroM ko antarAya kA anubhava hotA hai| Apa pharamAte the"Aja ke samaya meM isako dharma prabhAvanA samajhA jA rahA hai, kintu aisA samajhanA bilkula galata hai| Aja to yadi maiM yaha kahUM ki yaha prabhAvanA nahIM balki aprabhAvanA hai to bhI anucita nahIM hogaa|" "Aja jisa samaya hajAroM lAkhoM logoM ko bhara-peTa roTI muzkila se mile aura logoM kA jIvana nirvAha muzkila se ho, usa samaya hamArI mAtAeM-bahineM dharma prabhAvanA ke lie hajAroM logoM meM pradarzana karatI huI bAjAra se nikale tojanetara samAja ke lie IrSyA kA kAraNa banatA hai|" tapa para hone vAle pradarzana evaM apavyaya para AkSepa karate hue Apa zrAvakoM ko pharamAte the ki Apa logoM ne zAdI ko mahaMgA kara diyA, mAyare ko mahaMgA kara diyA, kama se kama tapasyA ko to mahaMgA mata bnaao| AcAryapravara kA isake pIche gahana cintana thA ki dharma-sAdhanA amIra aura garIba sabake lie samAna honI caahie| yahI nahIM, jAti, varga evaM U~ca-nIca ke bheda se dUra rahakara tapa kA ArAdhana mAtra karmoM kI nirjarA hetu | kiyA jAnA caahie| zrAvakoM ko ADambara se bacane evaM sahayoga kA bhAva apanAne kI preraNA karate hue Apane pharamAyA- "Apa jo pradarzana meM, dikhAve meM kharcA karate haiM, vahIM yadi kamajora bhAI-bahinoM kI sahAyatArtha evaM -
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________________ xxxii Amukha unakI vyathA dUra karane meM kiyA jAya to lAbha kA kAraNa hai| apavyaya kA upayoga svadharmi-vAtsalya meM bhI lAbha kA nimitta bana sakatA hai|" mAtAoM para bahata baDA dAyitva hai| bhAvI pIr3hI kI prathama zikSaka mAtA hI hotI hai| usake dvArA pradatta saMskAra bAlaka ke vikAsa ko nirdhArita karate haiN| AcArya zrI kA mAnanA thA ki saMtati se moha kA saMbaMdha na rakhakara mAtA ko apane kartavya kA pAlana karanA caahie| bahineM aneka aMdhavizvAsoM se AkrAnta rahatI haiM, ve pada-pada para aniSTa kI AzaMkA se grasta rahatI haiN| isalie ve aneka deva-deviyoM kI pUjA tathA DhoMgI-pAkhaNDI saMnyAsiyoM ke cakkara meM phaMsa jAtI haiN| dharma kA sahI svarUpa yadi ve samajha leM to isa prakAra kI mithyA mAnyatAoM ke bhaMvara-jAla se bacA jA sakatA hai| bAlakoM ko sahI saMskAra dene ke lie bhI mAtAoM kI dhArmika yogyatA kA vikAsa apekSita hai|| dahejaprathA para kuThArAghAta karate hue pharamAyA- "sunatA hU~ ki jaina samAja ke sadasyoM meM aura samAja ke agragaNya kahalAye jAne vAle logoM meM daheja kI kuprathA ne bhayaMkara rUpa se gaharA ghara kara rakhA hai| daheja kI kuprathA ke rUpa meM baDhe hae mAnava ke lobha se kabhI kalavaghaoM ko AtmahatyA ke lie vivaza kiyA jAtA hai, kabhI lobhiyoN| ke dvArA satAyA jAtA hai| isa prathA ke kAraNa aneka gharoM meM 25-25 varSa kI kuMvArI kanyAe~ mileNgii| dayAlu jaina kula meM janma grahaNa karane vAle bhAI-bahina Dore aura bITI ke lie, TIke aura daheja ke lie bolate hue aura Agraha karate hue zaramAte nhiiN| Apa svayaM hI socie ki yaha ApakI kaisI dayA hai? samAja ke agraNI loga evaM svAdhyAyI jana pratijJA kara leM ki ve apane bacce-bacciyoM ke lie bITI, DorA yA daheja Adi kachana to leMge aura na deMge hii|"aapne aneka prasaMgoM para svAdhyAyiyoM evaM jaina samAja ke baMdhuoM ko daheja kA ThaharAva aura daheja kI mAMga na karane kI pratijJA kraaii| pradarzana evaM lobha-lAlaca ke kAraNa bar3hatI isa burAI kA nikandana ho, isake lie gurudeva ne yuvakoM ko bhI preraNA karate hue pharamAyA ki navayuvaka daheja, TIke Adi kI kuprathAoM ko naSTa karane kA yadi dRr3hasaMkalpa kara leM to yaha nikandana asambhava nhiiN| Apane apane pravacanoM meM pharamAyA- "yadi samAja kucha pratijJAoM meM Abaddha hokara cale to bahuta kucha sudhAra ho sakatA hai| jaise- 1. daheja kI na koI mAMga karanI aura na hI kisI se karavAnI 2. daheja kA kisI bhI prakAra kA koI pradarzana nahIM krnaa| 3. daheja kama milane para koI AlocanA athavA carcA nahIM krnii|" mRtyu ke pazcAt kaI dinoM taka ronA evaM mRtyubhoja yA svAmivatsala karanA ajJAna, azikSA aura asamyak soca kA pariNAma hai| kaI bAra muMha DhAkane evaM rone kI prathA nATakIya DhaMga se calatI hai| jo jaina bhAI AtmA kA punarjanma svIkAra karate haiM aura yaha bhI jAnate haiM ki gayA huA vApasa nahIM AtA to phira vyartha kA vilApa ghara ke vAtAvaraNa ko dUSita hI karatA hai tathA Ahata vyakti kI pIr3A adhika gaharI hotI jAtI hai| mastiSka usa ghaTanA se ubhara nahIM paataa| AcArya zrI apane pravacanoM meM ina burAiyoM ke nivAraNa hetu preraNA karate rahate the| rone kI lokarUr3hi para Apane pharamAyA- "yaha kaisI rIti hai ki jo mahilAeM thor3I dera pahale baiThI huI Apasa meM bAteM karatI hotI haiM, ve Agantuka mahilA ko rote dekhakara ronA prArambha kara detI haiN|"gurudev ne ise anarthadaNDa mAnakara tyAgane kA upadeza diyaa| __ akhAdya-bhakSaNa, apeya-pAna, agamya-gamana Adi vibhinna burAiyoM kA nikandana bhI una yugamanISI ko abhISTa rhaa| ApakA cintana sakArAtmaka thaa| nakArAtma soca vAloM ko AgAha karate hue Apa pharamAte-"maiM samAja ke bhItara kI kamajoriyoM ko, burAiyoM ko naMge rUpa meM bAhara prastuta karanA samAja kI zakti meM, samAja ke mAnasa meM durbalatA lAne kA kAraNa samajhatA huuN| isake viparIta maiM yaha socatA hU~ ki ina durbalatAoM ko bAhara
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________________ Amukha xxxiii prakaTa karane kI bajAya inakA upacAra prastuta kiyA jAe, jisase ki samAja meM aise vikAra praviSTa hI na hoM tathA jo vikAra praviSTa ho gae hoM, ve baDhe nahIM aura parAne vikAroM ko parAnI burAiyoM ko jo samAja meM vyApta haiM, dhIre-dhIre kAragara DhaMga se nikAlA jaae|" isase yaha bhI spaSTa hotA hai ki AcAryapravara na kevala kuzala manovaijJAnika apitu samAja ke uttama manocikitsaka bhI the| jisa prakAra vyakti kI burAI ko bAra-bAra prakaTa karane para vaha nahIM chor3atA, kintu usake duSpariNAma samajha meM Ane para vaha chor3ane ke lie tatpara ho jAtA hai, usI prakAra samAja ko vibhinna doSoM ke duSpariNAmoM se avagata karAkara unase mukta karAnA hI yugamanISI karuNAnidhAna AcArya zrI kA lakSya rhaa| samAja dharma kI dRSTi se Apane sAmUhika rAtribhoja evaM usameM jamIkaMda ke prayoga ko anucita batAyA tathA zrAvakoM ko pratijJA grahaNa karane ke lie taiyAra kiyA ki ve sAmahika bhoja meM rAtribhojana nahIM kareMge tathA jamIkanda kA tyAga rkheNge| ApakA mantavya thA ki nityaprati na bana sake to kama se kama samAjadharma ke pratIka rUpa meM jainoM ke dvArA itanI maryAdA kA nirvAha to honA hI caahie| ___ mahApuruSa binA kisI bhedabhAva ke samAja meM ekatA kA svarUpa dekhakara pramudita hote haiM to samAja meM vyApta kalaha, manamuTAva Adi ko dekhakara unakA hRdaya anukampita ho jAtA hai| siMvAcI paTTI ke 144 gAMvoM meM vyApta manamuTAva ke raudra rUpa ko dekhakara ApakA dila dahala utthaa| UnodarI tapa-sAdhaka AcArya zrI ne samAja ke isa bhayAvaha jhagar3e ko miTAne kA mUka saMkalpa karate hue jhagar3A miTane taka dugdha-sevana kA tyAga kara diyaa| Apane bar3I sUjha-bUjha ke sAtha pIyUSapAvinI vANI se samAja ke agraNI logoM ko kaSAya zamana kI zikSA dI, jisase saMvat 2022 ke bAlotarA cAturmAsa meM yaha dIrghakAlIna vivAda evaM manomAlinya prema-maitrI meM pariNata ho gyaa| Apa jahA~ kahIM bhI padhAre, vahA~ vyApta manamuTAva, kalaha evaM dvandva ko dUra kara Apane samAja meM prema evaM ekatA kA saMcAra kiyaa| lAsalagAMva (saMvat 1999), phatahagar3ha (saMvat 2013), pAlI (saMvat 2018), kizanagar3ha (saMvat 2019) Adi bIsiyoM grAma-nagaroM meM kalaha-kaluSa ko dhokara Apane prema evaM maitrI kI saritA ko pravAhita kiyaa| Apa pharamAte the- "samAja meM eka-dUsare para vizvAsa Avazyaka hai| zarIra meM A~kha meM cUka se kabhI paira meM kAMTA laga jAya to kyA paira AMkha para bharosA nahIM karegA? aura kyA A~kha paira kA kAMTA nikAlane meM sahayoga nahIM karegI?"isI prakAra ke bhAvoM se otaprota ApakI kAvyaracanA ke kucha pada draSTavya haiM zikSA de rahA jI hamako, deha piMDa sukhdaaii| daza indriya arU bIsoM aMga meM, dekho eka sgaaii|| sabameM eka, eka meM sabakI. zakti rahI smaaii| AMkha cUka se lagatA kAMTA, pairo meM duHkhdaayii| phira bhI paira AMkha se cAhatA, deve mArga btaaii|| sabake poSaNa hita karatA, saMgraha peTa sdaaii| rasa kasa le sabako pahuMcAtA, pAtA mAna bdd'aaii|| ekatA ke svarUpa ko paribhASita karate hue Apa pharamAte the ki samAja meM ekatA nAraMgI kI taraha nahIM kharabUje kI taraha honI caahie| nAraMgI bAhara se eka dikhAI dete hue bhI bhItara se alaga-alaga phAMka meM vibhakta hotI hai, jabaki kharabUjA bAhara se rekhAoM meM vibhakta pratIta hotA huA bhI bhItara se eka hotA hai| ApakA aupacArikatA meM nahIM, aMtaraMgatA meM vizvAsa thaa| loka-dikhAU ekatA unheM kataI yatheSTa nahIM thii| ekatA kI sthApanA evaM sthAyitva ke lie Apa pharamAte the- "samAja meM Apako kaiMcI nahIM suI banakara
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________________ xxxiv Amukha rahanA hai| kaiMcI eka bar3e kapar3e ko kATakara aneka Tukar3e kara DAlatI hai, jabaki suI bikhare hue aneka Tukar3oM ko sila DAlatI hai|" ekatA tabhI raha sakatI hai, jaba paraspara sahiSNutA kA bhAva ho| jaina dharmAnuyAyI paramparA-bheda ke kAraNa bhale hI vibhakta hoM, kinta ve bhI sahiSNatA ke bala para eka ho sakate haiM, AcAryapravara ne isa saMbaMdha meM apanA cintana abhivyakta karate hue pharamAyA- "Aja vividha paramparA ke loga jaba eka jagaha para dharmakriyA karane baiThate haiM, taba bhinna-bhinna prakAra kI nIti-rIti dekhakara TakarA jAte haiM, vAda-vivAda meM par3a jAte haiM, jabaki dhArmika-maMca sahiSNatA kA pATha par3hAne kA agrima sthAna hai| lokasabhA meM vibhinna prakAra kI vezabhUSA, sAja-sajjA, bolacAla aura nItirIti ke vyakti eka sAtha baiTha sakate haiM, to phira kyA lambI mu~hapattI aura caur3I mu~hapattI vAle premapUrvaka eka sAtha nahIM baiTha sakate?" __ adhyAtma sAdhanA ke patha para vahIM sAdhaka apane caraNa bar3hA sakatA hai, jo vaicArika dRSTi se samRddha ho| AcAryapravara AcaraNa pakSa meM vaja kI bhAMti jitane kaThora the utane hI vicAra pakSa meM majabUta evaM sulajhe hue dArzanika the| Apako vicAra kI bhUmi se hI AcAra kA poSaNa abhISTa thaa| dhyAna, mauna evaM bhedajJAna kI sAdhanA se paripakva sAdhaka meM vicAroM kA udaya sahaja rUpa se hotA hai, jo unakI sAdhanA ko puSTa karane evaM agrasara karane meM upayogI banatA hai| prajJAvAna AcAryapravara kA spaSTa mantavya thA ki khagola, bhUgola, itihAsa, gaNita, vijJAna Adi kI jAnakArI AdhyAtmika dRSTi se jJAna nahIM hai| jJAna to antara kA saccA Aloka hai jo mAnava kI bhItarI kAlimAoM ko dhone meM samartha hai| jJAna manuSya ko bandhana kI ora nahIM mukti kI ora le jAtA hai, kalaha kI ora nahIM maitrI kI ora le jAtA hai.lobha kI ora nahIM saMtoSa kI ora le jAtA hai, bhoga kI ora nahIM yoga kI ora le jAtA hai| aisA jJAna hI samyak jJAna hai| samyak jJAna se garmita evaM prasUta vicAra se hI jIvana meM AcaraNa kI sundaratA kA praveza hotA hai evaM vaha AcaraNa TikAU bana pAtA hai| Apake zabdoM meM- "vicAra kI bhUmikA para hI AcAra ke sundara mahala kA nirmANa hotA hai| vicAra kI nIMva kaccI hone para AcAra ke bhavya prAsAda ko dharAzAyI hote dera nahIM lgtii|" Apane kabhI vicArazUnya bAhya kriyA ko protsAhita nahIM kiyaa| Apane Agama ke isa tathya kI anekatra | puSTi kI hai ki samyakjJAnI kI kriyA karor3oM varSoM ke karmoM kA kucha hI kSaNoM meM kSaya kara sakatI hai (taMNANI tIhi gutto, khavei uusaasmette)| tapa, saMvara, dayA Adi sabhI dharma-kriyAe~ Apane jJAnapUrvaka samyak rIti se karane kI preraNA kii| jJAnI aura ajJAnI ke jIvana meM bheda kA pratipAdana karate hue Apane pharamAyA- "ajJAnI aura jJAnI ke | jIvana meM bar3A antara hotA hai| bahuta bAra donoM kI bAhya kriyA eka-sI dikhAI detI hai, phira bhI usake pariNAma meM bahuta adhika bhinnatA hotI hai| jJAnI kA jIvana prakAza lekara calatA hai, jabaki ajJAnI andhakAra meM hI bhaTakatA hai| jJAnI kA lakSya sthira hotA hai, ajJAnI ke jIvana meM koI lakSya prathama to hotA hI nahIM, agara huA bhI to vicArapUrNa nahIM hotaa| usakA dhyeya aihika sukha prApta karane taka hI sImita hotA hai| phala yaha hotA hai ki ajJAnI jIva jo bhI sAdhanA karatA hai vaha UparI hotI hai. antaraMga ko sparza nahIM krtii| usase bhavabhramaNa aura bandhana kI vRddhi hotI hai, AtmA ke bandhana kaTate nhiiN|" bhakti evaM prArthanA ke saMbaMdha meM caritanAyaka kA cintana spaSTa thaa| jaina karma siddhAnta kI mAnyatA hai ki AtmA hI apane sukha-duHkha kA kartA evaM bhoktA hai| phira prazna uThatA hai ki tIrthakara Adi kI stuti kyoM kI
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________________ Amukha XXXV jAe ? isa prazna kA samAdhAna caritanAyaka ke bhaktipravaNa dArzanika mastiSka ne isa prakAra diyA - "prabhu bhakti tumba kI taraha tAraka hai, mana kI mazaka meM prabhu-bhakti evaM sadvicAra kI vAyu bharane se AtmA halkI hokara tira jAtI hai|" laukika kAmanA ke lie bhakti karane kA niSedha karate hue Apane pharamAyA- "kisI laukika vastu kI prApti ke lie bhakti karane kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| laukika kAmanA bhakti yA tapa kA mola ghaTAne vAlI hai|" vItarAga kI stuti kI upayogitA pratipAdita karate hue Apane nirUpita kiyA- "hamArI prArthanA ke kendra yadi vItarAga hoMge to nizcita rUpa se hamArI manovRttiyoM meM prazasta aura ucca sthiti aaegii| usa samaya sAMsArika moha mAyA kA kitanA hI saghana pardA AtmA para kyoM na par3A ho, kintu vItarAga svarUpa kA cintana karane vAle use dhIre-dhIre avazya haTA skeNge| "vItarAga kI stuti vItarAga banane ke lie kI jAtI hai- 'vande tadguNa lbdhye'| AcAryapravara kA cintana thA ki jisa prakAra zuddha vAyu ke sevana se manuSya svataH svastha banatA hai isI prakAra vItarAga kI stuti se manuSya svayaM vItarAgatA ko prApta karatA hai| isalie AcAryapravara ne vItarAga ke prati kI gii| stutipradhAna prArthanA kA vaiziSTya ina zabdoM meM vyakta kiyA hai- "vItarAgatA kI prArthanA meM yaha vizeSatA hai ki prArthI prArthya ke samAna hI bana jAtA hai| isa prakAra kI udAratA sirpha vItarAga meM hI hai|' bAhya tapa ke sAtha Abhyantara tapa kI sAdhanA ko Apa Avazyaka mAnate the- "AtmA ko pUrNataH vizuddha banAne ke lie bAhya tapa ke sAtha-sAtha antaraMga tapa kI bhI atyanta AvazyakatA hai| bAhara kA tapa isalie kiyA jAtA hai ki jo hamArA antara viSaya- kaSAyoM kI uttejanAoM se Andolita hai, udvelita hai, hamAre bhItara moha, mamatA aura mithyAtva kA prAcurya hai, prAbalya hai, vaha kama ho| " Apane tapa ke sAtha saMyama para bhI bala diyA, Apaka cintana thA - " binA saMyama ke jo tapa hai, vaha vAstavika tapa nahIM hai| " dharma-sAdhanA ke lie amIra aura garIba ko samAna batAte hue Apane pharamAyA- "dharma sAdhanA ke lie kisI ke pAsa eka paisA bhI nahIM hai to bhI usake pAsa tIna sAdhana haiM- tana, mana aura pAvana vacana / " kisI bhI prakAra kI AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kyoM na ho, tana, mana aura vacana kA supraNidhAna Avazyaka hai / Apane parigraha kA | parimANa karane para bala dene ke sAtha anIti evaM anyAya se dhana kamAne ko anucita ThaharAyA- "binA zrama ke, binA nyAya ke aura binA nIti ke jo paisA milAyA jAtA hai, usase koI lakhapati aura karor3apati to ho sakatA hai, lekina vaha paisA usa parivAra ko zAnti va samAdhi dene vAlA nahIM ho sktaa|" parigraha ko aphIma samajhakara gRhastha se usakI maryAdA karane kI preraNA kii| parigraha meM Apane do burAiyoM kA ullekha karate hue pharamAyA"parigraha kA dUsarA nAma daulata hai, jisakA artha hai 'do lata' arthAt do burI AdateM / una do latoM meM pahalI lata hai| hita kI bAta na sunanA aura dUsarI lata hai guNI, neka, salAhakAra aura vandanIya vyaktiyoM ko Adara na denaa|" parigraha kI lAlasA zAnti kI zatru hai| isa saMbaMdha meM ApakA mantavya thA - "lAlasA ke pAza meM baMdhA mAnava saMgraha kI udher3a-buna meM saba kucha bhUlakara Atma-zAMti kho baiThatA hai| " bhagavAna mahAvIra se gautama gaNadhara ne prazna kiyA- bhagavan! kaunase do kAraNa haiM jo uttama dharma zravaNa meM | bAdhaka haiM? prabhu ne samAdhAna kiyA Arambha aura parigraha | Apane parigraha evaM Arambha meM saMbaMdha sthApita karate hue kahA- "parigraha Arambha ko chor3akara nahIM rahatA aura Arambha se hI parigraha bar3hatA hai| Arambha aura parigraha. kI mitratA hai, donoM kA Arthika gaThajor3a hai| donoM aise bhayaMkara roga haiM jo hamArI cetanA zakti ko vikAsa kA maukA nahIM dete|" isalie Apane sadaiva Arambha aura parigraha ko kama karane evaM tyAgane kI zikSA dii| icchA kA parimANa sukha evaM zAnti ke lie Avazyaka hai| aisA mantavya Apake isa kathana se spaSTa hai'icchA kA parimANa nahIM kiyA jAegA aura kAmanA bar3hatI rahegI to prANAtipAta aura jhUTha bar3hegA, adattagrahaNa meM bhI vRddhi hogii| kuzIla ko bar3hAne meM bhI parigraha kAraNabhUta hogaa| isa prakAra asImita icchA sabhI pApoM aura
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________________ Amakha XXXVI aneka anarthoM kI mUla hai|" dhanapatiyoM se Apane dhana ke adhIna na hokara usako apane adhIna karane kA parAmarza dete hue kahA- "yadi dhana tuma para savAra ho gayA to vaha tumako nIce Dubo degaa|''dhn kA sadupayoga karane kI preraNA Apake pravacanoM meM abhivyakta hotI rahatI thI, yathA- "catura kRSaka jala ko nAlI meM na DAlakara bAr3I meM bahAtA hai| isI prakAra 18 pApoM se saMcita dravya ko Arambha-parigraha kI nAlI meM na bahAkara jJAna-dAna, abhayadAna, zAsana-sevA. svadharmi-sahAya, upakaraNa dAna Adi meM lagAne se usakA sadupayoga ho sakatA hai|" ApakA saMdeza thA- "nirvyasanI ho, prAmANika ho,dhokhA na kisI jana ke saMga ho|" bhaya evaM aniSTa kI AzaMkA ke kAraNa Apa jIvana meM prAmANikatA ko TAlanA ucita nahIM mAnate the| prAmANika jIvana ko Apane vAstavika vikAsa kA AdhAra mAnate hue saMdeza diyA- "prAmANikatA ke sAtha vyApAra karane vAle kabhI ghATA nahIM naate| ghATe ke bhaya se adharma aura anIti karane vAloM ko maiM vizvAsa dilAnA cAhatA hU~ ki dharma kisI bhI sthiti meM hAnikAraka nahIM hotaa| ataeva bhaya ko tyAga kara, dharma para zraddhA rakhakara prAmANikatA ko apnaao| aisA rane se AtmA kalaSita hone se bacegI aura prAmANikatA kA sikkA jama jAne para aprAmANika vyApAriyoM kI apekSA vyApAra meM bhI adhika lAbha prApta kiyA jA skegaa|" vAstava meM dhana kI bhUkha mana meM hotI hai, jo binA saMtoSa ke nahIM miTa paatii| Apane isa tathya ko saMkSepa meM isa prakAra gumphita kiyA hai- "peTa kI bhUkha to pAva do pAva ATe se miTa jAtI hai, magara mana kI bhUkha tIna loka ke rAjya se bhI nhiiN|" peTa kI bhUkha zAnta karane se jur3e AhAra-vijJAna ke sambandha meM bhI sAdhakoM ko nirdeza dete hue pharamAyA"jo loga AhAra ke saMbaMdha meM asaMyamI hote haiM, uttejaka bhojana karate haiN| unake citta meM kAma-bhoga kI abhilASA tIvra rahatI hai| vAstava meM AhAra-vihAra ke sAtha brahmacarya kA ghaniSTha saMbaMdha hai|"mnobl ko puSTa karane ke lie AcAryapravara ne vratoM kA mahattva nirUpita karate hue pharamAyA- "manuSya ke mana kI nirbalatA jaba use nIce girAne lagatI hai taba vrata kI zakti hI use bacAne meM samartha hotI hai| vrata aMgIkAra nahIM karane vAlA kisI bhI samaya gira sakatA hai| usakA jIvana binA pAla kI talAI jaisA hai, kintu vratI kA jIvana ujvala evaM saMyamita hotA hai|" vyakti evaM samAja meM sadguNoM kI pratiSThA ho, etadartha ApakA sakArAtmaka cintana sadaiva zrotAoM ko preraNA karatA rahatA thaa| ApakA spaSTa mantavya thA- "veza-pUjA aura nAma-pUjA ke badale guNa-pUjA hI samAja ko zreya kI ora le jA sakatI hai|"gunn grahaNa ke bhAva ko vyakti evaM samAja meM pratiSThita karane ke lie Apane sarala, kintu preraka zabdoM meM pharamAyA- "manuSya ko madhumakkhI kI taraha bananA cAhie na ki mala grahaNa karane vAlI makkhI ke smaan|"virodhiyoN ko jItane ke lie na to kaSAya bhAva bar3hAne kI AvazyakatA hai aura na hI bhautika zastrAstroM kii| unako jItane ke lie to zAnti ke zItala vacana hI sakSama hote haiM- "jo virodhAgni kA mukAbalA zAnti ke zItala jala se karate haiM, ve virodhIko bhI jIta lete haiN|" deza ke naitika bala kI rakSA evaM saMvardhana ke lie Apa zastradhArI senA kI nahIM. zAstradhArI senA kI AvazyakatA pratipAdita karate the- "zastradhArI senA deza kA ghana bacA sakatI hai, para zAstradhArI senA jIvana bacAtI hai, kyoMki hiMsA, jhUTha, corI, vyabhicAra, bhraSTAcAra zastrabala se nahIM, zAstra bala se chUTate haiN|''aapkaa cintana thA ki satsaMgati evaM zikSA se manuSya apane jIvana kA yathocita nirmANa kara sakatA hai- "manuSya kA jIvana miTTI ke piNDa ke samAna hai, usako jaisA saMga evaM zikSA mile vaha vaise rUpa meM Dhala sakatA hai|" bAlaka-bAlikAoM ke saMskAra hetu mAtA-pitA ke dAyitva kA bodha Apane kitane sundara evaM sAra-garbhita zabdoM meM
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________________ XXXVII Amukha karAyA hai- "bAlaka ratna bhI bana sakatA hai aura ToLa bhii| mAtA-pitA ko cAhie ki apanA dAyitva samajhakara bAlakoM ke sundara jIvana nirmANa kI ora lakSya deN| anyathA hAtha se tIra chUTa jAne para ilAja muzkila hai|" sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka evaM zrAvikA rUpa caturvidha saMgha se hI dharmaratha Age bar3hatA hai tathA sabhI ko apane AdhyAtmika unnayana evaM jIvana-nirmANa kA avasara milatA hai| sAdhu evaM sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA samudAya ke mArgadarzaka hote haiM, kintu isakA artha yaha nahIM ki zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA saMgha ke prati koI kartavya nahIM hotaa| Apane zrAvakoM ko kartavya kA bodha karAte hue pharamAyA- "zrAvaka kA kartavya hai ki vaha sAdhu kI saMyama-sAdhanA meM sahAyaka bne| rAga ke vazIbhUta hokara aisA koI kArya na kare, aisI koI vastu dene kA prayatna na kare jisase sAdhu kA saMyama khatare meM par3atA ho|"jinshaasn evaM dharma ke zaddha svarUpa kI rakSA kA dAyitva mAtra sAghaoM kA hI nahIM hotA, zrAvakoM kA bhI isa saMbaMdha meM utanA hI dAyitva banatA hai- "zAsana evaM dharma-rakSaNa kA kArya kevala sAghuoM kA hI samajhanA bhUla hai| sAdhu kI taraha zrAvaka-saMgha kA bhI utanA hI dAyitva hai|"shraavkoN ko ahiMsA, nirvyasanatA Adi ke pracAra hetu tatpara hokara kAma karane kI preraNA Apane isa prakAra kI- "saikar3oM AdamI Apake samparka meM Ate haiM, yadi vyavahAra ke sAtha ahiMsA, nirvyasanatA Adi kA pracAra kareM to acchA kAma ho sakatA hai|"svaadhyaay,saamaayik evaM sAdhanA ke sAtha Apane vyasana-tyAga aura brahmacarya kI sAdhanA para vizeSa bala diyaa| saMgha evaM samAja ke astitva ke lie Apa prema evaM sauhArda kA vAtAvaraNa Avazyaka mAnate the| kalaha evaM jhagar3e ko Apa vinAza kA hetu mAnate the, jaisA ki Apake cintana se spaSTa hotA hai- "bAMsa bhI lar3akara bhasma ho jAte haiM, manuSya ko isase zikSA lenI caahie|"sNgh ke mahattva ke saMbaMdha meM ApakA cintana thA- "mokSamArga ke sAdhaka ko pramAda aura kaSAya Adi ke kAraNa sAdhanA se skhalanA yA upekSA karane para yogya preraNA kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai, jo saMgha meM mila sakatI hai| saMgha meM AcArya Adi ke dvArA sAraNA, vAraNA aura dhAraNA kA lAbha milatA rahatA hai| saMgha ke Azrita sAdhuoM kI rogAdi kI sthiti meM saMbhAla kI jAtI hai, jJAnArthiyoM ke jJAna meM sahayoga diyA jAtA hai, azuddhi kA vAraNa kiyA jAtA hai aura zAstraviruddha prarUpaNA ko TAlakara samyak mArga kI dhAraNA karAyI jAtI hai| zithila zraddhA vAloM ko bodha denA aura zithila vihArI ko samaya-samaya para preraNA karanA saMgha kA mukhya kArya hai|" parivAra meM sauhArda kA sUtra dete hue Apane pharamAyA- "eka kA dila-dimAga bigar3e, usa samaya dUsarA saMtulita hokara mana ko saMbhAla le taba bhI bigar3A hAla sudhara jAtA hai|" sauhArda ke lie vinaya ko bhI Apa upayogI mAnate the- "ghara-kula aura samAja kI suvyavasthA aura paraspara ke madhura saMbaMdha banAye rakhane kA upAya vinaya hai|"nirvysntaa ke saMbaMdha meM ApakA kaisA tArkika evaM preraka kathana hai- "jisase dhanahAni ho evaM jIvana duHkhamaya ho, vaisI koI kuTeva (kuvyasana) nahIM rakhanI caahie|" bAhya grahoM se bhayabhIta logoM ke sadbodha hetu ApakA yaha kathana paryApta hai- "bhItarI grahoM kA zamana karane para bAhara ke grahoM kA koI bhaya nahIM rhtaa|"bhiitrii grahoM se tAtparya hai-kAma, krodha, mada, lobha, IrSyA, dveSa Adi kASAyika prinntiyaaN| jo inakA zamana kara vijaya prApta karane meM saphala ho jAtA hai, use AkAza ke bAhya graha-nakSatroM se na to kisI prakAra ke aniSTa kI AzaMkA hotI hai aura na hI kisI prakAra kA bhy| jaina dharma kI spaSTa mAnyatA hai- 'appA kattA vikattA ya, duhANa ya suhANa y| arthAt AtmA hI apane sukha evaM duHkha kA kartA tathA bhoktA hai| isalie laukika kAmanAoM ke lie anya grahoM kI pUjA karanA Adi jaina mAnyatA meM kathamapi ucita nahIM hai| adhyAtma ke ucca sAdhaka ko kisI prakAra kI laukika abhilASA pIDita nahIM karatI hai| zArIrika AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti unakI svataH hotI rahatI hai| ve vastuoM ke dAsa nahIM hote, apitu vastue~ unakI dAsa)
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________________ Xxxviii Amukha hotI haiN| AcAryapravara kA kathana spaSTa rUpa se saMketa karatA hai-"yadyapi zarIra calAne ke lie sAdhaka ko kacha bhautika sAmagriyoM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, kintu jahA~ sAdhAraNa manuSya kA jIvana unake hAtha bikA hotA hai, vahIM sAdhaka kI vedAsa hotI haiN|" samatA ke sAdhaka, sAmAyika ke preraka AcAryapravara ne samatA ko jahA~ mokSa kA sAdhana svIkAra kiyA, vahA~ usake viparIta 'tAmasa' ko naraka kA dvAra batalAte hae pharamAyA- "samatA mokSa kA sAdhana hai to usakA ulaTA tAmasa naraka kA dvAra hai|" manuSya prAyaH apane adhikAroM aura dUsaroM ke kartavyoM ke prati jAgarUka rahatA hai, kintu isase samAja kA utanA bhalA nahIM hotA jitanA apane kartavya pAlana ke prati sajagatA evaM dUsaroM ke prati sevAbhAva se samAja kA bhalA hotA hai| isa saMbaMdha meM ApakA kathana sAdhanAzIla vyakti ke lie kitanA mArgadarzaka hai- "manuSya ko paraduHkha darzana ke samaya navanIta sA komala aura kartavya pAlana meM vajavat kaThora rahanA caahie|" guru kA ziSya ke jIvana meM atyanta mahattvapUrNa sthAna hotA hai, kyoMki guru hI ziSya ke vikAroM kA cikitsaka hotA hai| AcAryapravara ke zabdoM meM- "ziSya ke jIvana meM guru hI sabase bar3A cikitsaka hai| jIvana kI koI bhI Antarika samasyA AtI hai to usa samasyA ko hala karane aura mana ke roga kA nivAraNa karane kA kAma guru karatA hai|" vidvAnoM kA dharma evaM samAja ko lAbha mile, aisI ApakI bhAvanA rahI, isI uddezya se indaura meM zrI akhila bhAratIya jaina vidvad pariSad' kA gaThana huaa| Apane vidvAnoM ko bhI dharma-kriyA se jur3ane kI preraNA kii| ApakA mantavya thA- "yadi eka vidvAn sahI artha meM dharmArAdhana se jur3a jAtA hai to vaha aneka bhAI-bahanoM ke lie preraNA kA stambha bana jAtA hai|" vidvAnoM se Apa kahate the ki- "vidvAn tabhI vidvAn kahalAtA hai, jaba vaha kriyAvAna bhI ho- yastu kriyAvAn, puruSaH sa vidvaan|"aacaaryprvr kA isa bAta para bala thA ki vidvAn kevala zAstra-paThana taka hI sImita na raheM, varan jJAna kA jo sAra hai- ahiMsA, prema aura sevA-use bhI apane jIvana meM utAreM tathA siddhAntoM para dRr3ha rheN| choTI-choTI bAtoM para uttejita na hoM, apane jJAna kA ahaM na lAyeM, kaThina se kaThina viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI ve jJAna kI sarasatA ko na choddeN| vidvAnoM ke lie AcAryapravara kA saMdeza thA ki ve Adhunika pariprekSya meM jaina tattvajJAna kA mAnava-kalyANa aura vizvazAnti meM upayoga kreN| jaina samAja meM suyogya vidvAn taiyAra hoM tathA purAtana sAhitya kA saMrakSaNa evaM adhyayana ho, aisA dUragAmI cintana bhI Apane samAja ko diyaa| zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna, jayapura evaM zrI jaina mahAvIra svAdhyAya vidyApITha jalagAMva isI cintana ke supariNAma haiN| ApakA cintana thA ki purAtana zAstra evaM sAhitya zrAvakoM kI asAvadhAnI se naSTa evaM kAla kavalita na ho, apitu saMskRti evaM jJAna kI rakSA ke lie unakA jJAna bhaNDAra ke mAdhyama se saraMkSaNa evaM saMvardhana ho| jayapura sthita 'AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaNDAra' Apake isa zrutarakSAviSayaka cintana kI supariNati hai| adhyetA, zodhakartA evaM santa-satI isase sahaja lAbhAnvita ho sakate haiN| Apake zAsanakAla meM jJAnArAdhanA evaM sAdhanA kI dRSTi se samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, svAdhyAya saMgha, dhArmika pAThazAlAoM jaisI aneka saMsthAe~ prArambha huI, kintu kisI bhI saMsthA ke saMcAlana Adi meM nispRha tathA sAdhvAcAra ke nirmala sAdhaka ne na unase svayaM ko jor3A aura na hI kahIM apanA nAma jur3ane diyaa| zarIra ke susaMcAlana hetu pratyeka aMga kA mahattva hai| usakA koI bhI aMga choTA-bar3A nahIM hotaa| mastiSka, peTa, paira Adi sabhI pUraka banakara kArya karate haiM to zarIra svastha evaM sakriya rahatA hai| isI prakAra vidvAn, dhanika evaM kAryakartAoM meM paraspara samanvaya ho to saMgha evaM samAja kA saMcAlana svastha rIti se saMbhava hai| samanvaya hI
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________________ Amukha XXXIX samunnati kA setu hai| navIna dharma-kriyAoM meM samaya-samaya para hue samAveza ke saMbaMdha meM ApakA spaSTa mantavya thA- "zAstra meM ullekha nahIM hone para bhI jisa kriyA meM AtmA ke lie koI doSa kA kAraNa na ho evaM karma-nirjarA kA lAbha hotA ho, use sadA hI upAdeya mAnanA caahie|" sthAnakavAsI paramparA meM sampradAya vizeSa ke AcArya hote hae bhI ApakA dRSTikoNa atyanta udAra thaa| Apa sampradAya ko eka vyavasthA mAnate the, jo apane nezrAyavartI saMta-satI sama apana nAyavatA sata-satI samudAya ke jJAna-darzana-cAritra ke saMrakSaNa evaM saMvarddhana hetu pracalita hai| isa saMbaMdha meM Apa senA kI baTAliyanoM kA udAharaNa pharamAte the ki jisa prakAra senA kI alaga-alaga baTAliyanoM kI alaga-alaga vyavasthA hotI hai, parantu sabakA kArya deza kI rakSA kA hotA hai, isI prakAra alaga-alaga sampradAyeM vyavasthA mAtra haiM, sabakA kArya jinazAsana kI rakSA evaM gaurava kI abhivRddhi karanA hai| svAdhyAyiyoM ko bhI Apa yahI pharamAte ki Apa sabhI sAdharmiyoM ko apanA bhAI smjheN| anya sampradAyoM ke sAtha para kA vyavahAra karanA yA unake sAtha kaSAya bhAva rakhanA, Apane kabhI ucita nahIM smjhaa| Apa to aise bhaktoM ko guru AmnAya karane se spaSTa inkAra kara dete the, jinhoMne pahale se kisI anya guru kI AmnAya svIkAra kara rakhI ho| ApakA dhyeya to vyakti ko Atma-kalyANa evaM sarva kalyANa se jor3anA thaa| bhaktoM yA sAdharmiyoM ke bIca bheda kI dIvAra khar3I karanA Apane kathamapi ucita nahIM smjhaa| isalie caritanAyaka pUjya gurudeva ke pAsa sabhI jaina evaM jainetara zraddhAlu jana bhI upasthita hokara apane jIvana ko U~cA uThAne ke lie kRta-saMkalpa hote the| sthAnakavAsI saMta hI nahIM mandiramArgI, vaiSNava, rAmasnehI Adi paramparAoM ke santoM ne bhI Apake darzana evaM sAnnidhya kA lAbha lekara svayaM ko kRtakRtya smjhaa| apanI ucca koTi kI nirmala saMyama-sAdhanA, vidvattA, sUjhabUjha, samanvayazIlatA, guNiyoM ke prati pramodabhAva Adi aneka gaNoM ke kAraNa Apa mahAn saMtoM evaM AcAryoM kI bhI zraddhA aura sammAna ke Aspada rhe| zramaNa saMgha ke AcArya Agama mahodadhi pUjya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. ne apane patroM meM Apako 'purisavaraganyahatyINaM' jaise zabdoM se sammAnita kiyaa| Agama TIkAkAra pUjya zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma.sA. ne Apako navakoTi mAravAr3a kA saratAja kahate hue aSTaka kI racanA kara guNAnuvAda kiyaa| pUjya AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. ne Apase vaya meM atIva jyeSTha hone para bhI pUrA bahumAna pradAna karate hue jeThAnA grAma se vihAra ke samaya caritanAyaka se mAMgalika zravaNa kiyaa| zramaNa sammelanoM meM bhI Apane caritanAyaka kI sUjhabUjha evaM vidvattA kI sarAhanA kii| marudhara kesarI zrI mizrImala jI ma.sA. pUjya caritanAyaka ko bhUghara vaMza kA ratna mAnate the| AcArya zrI AnandaRSijI ma.sA. kA Apa para apane Apa se bhI adhika vizvAsa thaa| pUjya pravartaka zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA. navIna upakrama karane ke pahale ApakA mantavya avazya lete, isameM AtmIyabhAva ke sAtha ApakI dUradarzitA aura sUjhabUjha para bhI unheM aTala vizvAsa thaa| bahuzruta paM. ratna zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA. bhI Apake nirmala jIvana aura saMyama meM tatparatA ke prati Adara bhAva rakhate the| sabhI AcAryoM evaM santa vareNyoM ke sAtha madhura saMbaMdha evaM upayogI vicAra-vimarza ApaMkI samanvayazIlatA, saralatA evaM santa-dRSTi ke paricAyaka the| san 1933 meM ajamera bRhad sAdhu sammelana, san 1952 meM sAdar3I sammelana, san 1953 meM maMtrI-munivaroM ke sammelana evaM san 1956 meM bhInAsara sammelana meM ApakI prabhAvakArI racanAtmaka bhUmikA ne aneka santapramukhoM ko prabhAvita kiyaa| Apa jaba zramaNasaMgha meM rahe, taba bhI Apane pUrNa niSThA, samarpaNa, ImAnadArI evaM sUjhabUjha ke sAtha zAsanasevA ke hita meM kArya kiyaa| Apa zramaNasaMgha ko sAdhvAcAra ke nirmala pAlana kI U~cAI para dekhanA cAhate the| Apa itane sajaga the ki ajamera
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________________ Amukha sammelana ke antima dina kAMphreMsa ke adhivezana meM maMca para nahIM padhArakara nirdoSa baca gye| AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. ke zabdoM meM- "Apa sabase catura nikle|" yahI sajagatA evaM catarAI jIvana paryanta nirdoSa saMyama-sAdhanA kA viziSTa aMga banI rhii| ApakA mantavya thA ki zramaNa saMgha kA sabase bar3A bala, sabase mahattvapUrNa dhana athavA jIvana kA sarvasva AcAra bala hai| jJAna ke sAtha kriyA kA ArAdhana karanA hI usakI sabase bar3I nidhi hai| saMvat 2010 meM jodhapura kA saMyukta cAturmAsa itihAsa kI eka misAla hai, jisameM upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA., pradhAnamaMtrI zrI AnandaRSi jI ma.sA., vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zrI madanalAla jI ma.sA., kavi zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA.,paM. ratna zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA., svAmI jI zrI pUraNamala jI ma.sA. Adi santoM se caritanAyaka ko bahumAna evaM prema milaa| cAturmAsa kA vaha dRzya apUrva evaM advitIya thaa| isake pUrva saMvat | 1990 meM upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA., vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zrI madanalAla jI ma.sA. Adi pramukha santa-pramukhoM ke sAtha jodhapura meM hI sampanna ApakA saMyukta cAturmAsa pArasparika madhura-saMbaMdhoM ke sAtha Apake prati Adara bhAvanA kI abhivRddhi kA bhI hetu bnaa| vicaraNa-vihAra meM saiMkar3oM saMta-satiyoM se madhura-milana ke prasaMga jIvanI-khaNDa meM pade pade varNita haiN| mUrtipUjaka AcArya zrI padmasAgara jI ma.sA. ne ApakA aneka bAra | sAnnidhya lAbha lekara pramoda kA anubhava kiyaa| zrAvakoM kI zraddhA grAma, nagara, jAti, deza, sampradAya Adi kI sImAoM meM baMdhI huI nahIM thii| yugamanISI santa ke caraNoM meM pahuMcane vAle zraddhAlu bhaktoM ko zAnti evaM Ananda kA anubhava hotA thaa| kaI bAra unheM camatkAroM kA bhI anubhava huaa| apane jIvana meM badalAva ke camatkAra hoM yA ghaTanAoM ke camatkAra- sabameM unhoMne pUjya gurudeva ke prati zraddhA ko hI pramukha kAraNa smjhaa| pretAtmAoM se pIr3itoM, roga-grastoM evaM vibhinna prakAra kI samasyAoM se AkrAnta zraddhAluoM ke dvArA anubhUta camatkAra isake sAkSI rhe| AcAryapravara meM sAdhanA kA anUThA bala thA, kintu ve koI camatkAra dikhAne meM vizvAsa nahIM rakhate the| pUjya AcAryadeva kA isa saMbaMdha meM kathana thA ki zrAvaka jise camatkAra kI saMjJA dete haiM, vaha mAtra zraddhA kA pariNAma hai| jo kucha hotA hai vaha sAmane vAle ke puruSArtha evaM prArabdha se hotA hai| zrAvakoM ke sAtha ApakA kevala sAdhanA evaM AdhyAtmika unnayana kA saMbaMdha thaa| bAhya saMyogoM kI carcA se Apa sadA vilaga rahate the| Apake sAnnidhya-lAbha ko prApta pratyeka zraddhAlu yahI samajhatA ki gurudeva kI usake Upara vizeSa kRpA hai, ApakA yaha vaiziSTya thA ki Apa binA bhedabhAva ke sabake jIvana ko U~cA uThAne kI preraNA AtmIyatA ke sAtha karate the| Apake antastala meM pravAhita 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' evaM 'sattveSu maitrI' ke bhAvoM ke kAraNa sabako yaha pratIta hotA thA ki gurudeva usake apane haiM evaM unakI usa para vizeSa kRpA hai| virAT vyaktitva ke dhanI pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kI aba smRtiyA~ hI zeSa haiM, carma cakSuoM se aba unake prazAnta vyaktitva ke darzana sambhava nahIM, kintu unake jIvana ke prasaMga, upadeza, saMdeza evaM vicAra Aja bhI amUlya nidhi haiM, jo hamArA mArgadarzana kara sakate haiN| unakA japa, tapa, saMyama, dhyAna va svAdhyAya Aja bhI sAdhakoM ke lie mArgadarzaka hai| ApakI tejasvitA, apramattatA, ekAgratA, sajagatA, nispRhatA, samatA, zramazIlatA, prazAntatA, sumanaskatA, saralatA, nirabhimAnatA, karuNAItA, adhyAtmayogitA Adi aneka guNoM meM se hama koI bhI guNa grahaNa kareM, to hamArA jIvana patita se pAvana hokara Atma-kalyANa kI ora agrasara ho sakatA hai| prazAntAtmA mahAyogI, yugadraSTA tpodhnii| vijayatAM gururhastI, shrutaacaarprdiipkH||
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________________ mere antara bhayA prakAza mere antara bhayA prakAza, nahIM aba mujhe kisI kI AzATera|| kAla ananta rUlA bhava vana meM, baMdhA moha ke pAzA kAma, krodha, mada, lobha bhAva se, banA jagata kA dAsa||1|| tana dhana parijana saba hI para haiM, para kI Aza nirAzA pudgala ko apanA kara maiMne, kiyA svatva kA nAza|2|| roga zoka nahIM mujhako dete, jarA mAtra bhI traas| sadA zAMtimaya maiM hU~, merA acala rUpa hai khAsa||3|| isa jaga kI mamatA ne mujhako, DAlA grbhaavaas| asthi mAMsa maya azuci deha meM, merA huA nivAsa||4|| mamatA se saMtApa uThAyA, Aja huA vishvaas| bheda jJAna kI painI dhAra se, kATa diyA vaha pAza||5|| moha mithyAtva kI gAMTha gale jaba, hove jJAna-prakAzA 'gajendra' dekhe alakha rUpa ko, phira na kisI kI Aza||6|| AcArya zrI hastI
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________________ adhyAtmayogI yugamanISI AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja: jIvana rekhA panAma janmasthAna pitAjI mAtAjI dAdAjI dAdIjI nAnAjI nAnIjI dIkSA-tithi dIkSA-sthAna dIkSA ke samaya vaya saMskAra padAtrI guruNI saMskAra-padAtA guru dIkSA-pradAtAguru adhyApana adhyayana vipaya saMgha nAyaka ke rUpa meM cayana AcAryapada ArohaNa - zrI gajendrAcArya, zrI gajamuni jI ma.sA. - vikrama saM. 1967, pauSa zuklA caturdazI, 13 janavarI 1911 - pIpAr3a siTI, jilA- jodhapura (rAja.) - suzrAvaka zrI kevalacanda jI boharA 'osavaMza' -- suzrAvikA zrImatI rUpakaMvara (rUpAdevI) jI - suzrAvaka zrI dAnamala jI boharA - suzrAvikA nivajjAbAI (naujyAMbAI) - suzrAvaka zrI giradhArIlAla jI muNota - suzrAvikA zrImatI candrAbAI muNota - vi.saM.1977, mAgha zuklA dvitIya dvitIya guruvAra, 10 pharavarI 1921 || - ajamera (rAja.) - dasa varSa 18 dina - mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. - svAmI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. - AcAryapravara pUjya zrI 1008 zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. - paNDita duHkhamocana jI 'jhA' - jaina Agama, saMskRta, prAkRta, hindI tathA jaina-jainetara darzana-zAstra - sAr3he pandraha varSa - vi.saM.1987, vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA guruvAra ko jodhapura ke | siMhapola meN| (vaya 19 varSa 3 mAha 19 dina) - rAjasthAna, madhyapradeza, gujarAta, mahArASTra, uttarapradeza, karnATaka, Andhrapradeza, tamilanADu, dillI, hariyANA aadi| - AdhyAtmika Ananda meM ramaNa karane vAle adbhuta adhyaatm-yogii| vicaraNa-kSetra maulika vizeSatAe~
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________________ zrI hastImala jI mahArAja : jIvana rekhA asIma Atma-zakti ke dhaarii| jAgaraNa se zayana paryanta apramatta saadhk| niSThAvAna jinazAsana sevii| dhyAna-mauna japa ke viziSTa saadhk| Agama-marmajJa evaM vyaakhyaakaar| jaina itihAsa ke anveSaka evaM prstotaa| kuzala paarkhii| vacana ke dhnii| kaavykaar| tejasvI mukhmudraa| duurdrshii| gaMbhIra cintaka evaM sNskRti-rkssk| prANimAtra ke prati krunnaashiil| vinyvaan| 'sattveSu maitrI guNiSu pramodaM' kI bhAvanA se sNpuurit| jJAna- kriyA ke adbhuta sNgm| nayanAbhirAma vyaktitva ke dhnii| prAcIna bhASA evaM lipi ke vishessjny| pramukha preraNAe~ sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya ke pramukha prerk| vyasana-mukta evaM || prAmANika samAja racanA ke sampreraka kRtitva Agama sAhitya- dazavaikAlika sUtra, nandIsUtra, praznavyAkaraNa sUtra, bRhatkalpa sUtra, antagaDadasAsUtra Adi AgamoM evaM inakI vRttiyoM kA sampAdana, anuvAda aadi| uttarAdhyayana sUtra, dazavaikAlika sUtra kA vivecana evaM hindI pdyaanuvaad|| itihAsa- jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa ke cAra bhAga, jainAcArya caritAvalI, paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha, aitihAsika kAla ke tIna tiirthkr| pravacana- gajendra muktAvalI ke 2 bhAga, gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA ke 7 bhAga, AdhyAtmika Aloka, AdhyAtmika sAdhanA, prArthanA-pravacana Adi grnth| kAvya-kathA Adi- gajendra-pada-muktAvalI, paryuSaNa parva padAvalI, svAdhyAya mAlA(prathama bhAga), amaratA kA pujArI, saiddhAntika praznottarI, jaina svAdhyAya subhASita mAlA, zrInavapada ArAdhanA, kulaka saMgraha aadi| kula cAturmAsa - 70 kuladIkSAe~ - 85 (31 saMta evaM 54 mahAsatI) saMlekhanA-saMthArA evaM svargavAsa - prathama vaizAkha kRSNA dazamI 9.4.1991 se prathama vaizAkha kRSNA dvAdazI 11.4.1991 taka tele kI tpsyaa| 12.4.91 ko saMthArA sviikaar| prathama vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI saMvat 2048 dinAMka 21 aprela 1991 ko rAtri 8 bajakara 21 minaTa para cauvihAra tyAga evaM 13 divasIya tapa saMthAre ke sAtha mhaapryaann|
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________________ viSayAnukramaNikA sampAdakIya Amukha RICTLma prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa teNaM kAleNaM teNaM samaeNaM (ratnavaMzIya AcArya paramparA) 2. jambUdvIpe bharatakSetre pIpAr3a nagare puNyadharA : pIpAr3a 13, boharA kula 14,do asahya AghAta 14. kevalacandajI para dAyitva 16, boharA parivAra para puna: anabha vajrapAta 16, mahAn vibhUti kA janma 18, kula kA ekamAtra cirAga 19, viraktA mAtA rUpAdevI 20, pauzAla kI zikSA 21, bAla-lIlAe~ 21, parivAra ke prati dAyitva bodha 23, santa-satI kA prathama suyoga 23, nanihAla para kahara 24, satya kA bodha 24, dAdI bhI divaMgata 25, santa-satiyoM kA puna: suyoga 26, mAtA kI bhAvAbhivyakti 27, putra bhI virakti kA pathika 27,zikSAguru kA prabhAva 29, zobhA guru kI sevA meM 30, ajamera meM adhyayana-vyavasthA 30 pravrajyA-patha ke pathika 4. zobhA guru ke sAnnidhya meM muni-jIvana (vi. saMvat 1977-1983) santa -jIvana kA abhyAsa aura adhyayana kI nirantaratA 38, prathama pada vihAra : mer3atA kI ora 40, bIkAnera ke dhoroM kA anubhava 41, bhopAlagar3ha kI ora 42, jodhapura ke pA~ca varSAvAsoM (saMvat 1979-83) meM yogyatA vardhana 42, saMghanAyaka ke rUpa meM cayana 44, AcArya zrI zobhAguru kA svargArohaNa 45 5. AcArya pada-grahaNa ke pUrva antarima -kAla pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 1984) 47, zrI sAgaramuni jI ma.sA.kA advitIya saMthArA 48, kizanagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 1985) 50, bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 1986) 50 6. AcArya pada para ArohaNa AcArya pada ke dAyitva kA bodha 55, sAdhvI mA~ se saMvAda 56, ratnavaMza ke AcAryoM kI vizeSatA 57, ratlavaMza sampradAya 58 7. saMghanAyaka ke vihAra aura cAturmAsa 8. saMghanAyaka kA prathama cAturmAsa jayapura meM (vikrama saMvat 1987) ____ AcArya zrI hAr3autI kI ora 63 9. AcArya zrI mAlava pradeza meM (vikrama saMvat 1988-1989) ___ rAmapurA cAturmAsa (saMvat 1988) 66, ratalAma cAturmAsa (saMvat 1989) 70 10. ajamera sAdhu-sammelana meM bhUmikA(saMvat 1990) 11. mAravAr3a evaM mevAr3a meM vicaraNa (saMvat 1990-1994) jodhapura cAturmAsa : upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ke sAtha (saMvat 1990) 75, pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 1991) 76, pAlI cAturmAsa (saMvat 1992) 77, ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 1993) 77, udayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 1994) 78, sailAnA kI ora 79. svAmIjI bhojarAjajI mahArAja kA svargArohaNa 79 12. mahArASTra evaM karnATaka kI dharA para (saMvat 1995-1999) ahamadanagara cAturmAsa (saMvat 1995) 81, satArA cAturmAsa (saMvat 1996) 83, gulejagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 1997) 86, mahAsatI rUpakaMvara asvastha 86, karnATaka meM plega kA AtaMka 86, ahamadanagara cAturmAsa (saMvat 1998) 88, lAsalagA~va cAturmAsa (saMvat 1999) 89, mahAsatI rUpakaMvara jI kA svargArohaNa 89
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________________ 0 -- viSayAnukramaNikA xliv 13. ujjaina hote hue rAjapUtAnA meM (saMvat 2000-2008) javAharAcArya kA dehAvasAna 91, ujjaina cAturmAsa (saMvat 2000) 91, jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2001) 92, jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2002) 93, bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2003) 94, ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2004) 95, byAvara cAturmAsa (saMvat 2005)96, pAlI cAturmAsa (saMvat 2006) 97, pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 2007) 100, mer3atA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2008) 100 14. sAdar3I sammelana , sojata sammelana , bhInAsara sammelana evaM saMvat 2009 se 2014 taka ke cAturmAsa 102 jodhapura meM Agamana 103, nAgaura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2009) 104, sojata sammelana (saMvat 2010) 105, jodhapura kA saMyukta aitihAsika cAturmAsa (saMvat 2010) 106, svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. kA svargArohaNa 106, jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2011) 107, mukhyamaMtrI dvArA pravacana zravaNa 108, DiggI, mAlapurA hokara kizanagaDha 108, ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2012) 108, bhInAsara sammelana (saMvat 2013) 109, bIkAnera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2013) 110, kizanagaDha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2014) 111 15. dillI se sailAnA taka (saMvat 2015 se 2019) dillI meM cAturmAsa (saMvat 2015)113, jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2016) 114, amaracanda jI ma. kA svargavAsa 117, ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2017) 117, pIpAr3a, bhopAlagar3ha hokara jodhapura kI ora 118, svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika kI pravRtti ko bar3hAvA 119, bAlotarA kI ora 121, pAlI padArpaNa 124, jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2018) 124, bhopAlagar3ha, nAgaura hokara ajamera 126, AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI mahArAja kA svargavAsa 127, kizanagaDha hokara vijayanagara 128, bhIlavAr3A, cittaur3a hokara udayapura 130, udayapura meM pUjya gaNezIlAla jI ma. se milana 131, bhagavAna kI AjJA meM calane vAle kA kalyANa 131, bar3I sAdar3I 132, mAlava pradeza kI ora 132, sailAnA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2019) 134 16. mAlavA se puna: rAjasthAna kI dharA para (saMvat 2019 zeSakAla se saMvat 2022) sailAnA se bhopAla hokara koTA 136, bUMdI kekar3I hokara ajamera 139, jodhapura kI ora 140, mumukSadvaya kI dIkSA 142, pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 2020) 143. mamakSa hIrAlAla jI kI dIkSA 145, pIpAr3a se jodhapura hokara jayapura 145, zikhara sammelana (ajamera) 146, bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2021) 147, jodhapura evaM pAlI kI ora 149, bAlotarA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2022) 150 17. gujarAta kI bhUmi para (saMvat 2023) 153 ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa (saMvat 2023) 155 18. jayapura, pAlI, nAgaura evaM mer3atA ke cAturmAsa (saMvat 2024-2027) udayapara kI ora 157. nAthadvArA bhIlavADA. ajamera hokara jayapara 157 jayapara cAtarmAsa (saMvata 2024) 159, zramaNa saMgha se pRthak hone kI ghoSaNA 159, savAImAdhopura kI ora 160, vijayanagara hokara ajamera 161, pAlI cAturmAsa (saMvat 2025) 161, rANAvAsa, pIpAr3a, bhopAlagar3ha hokara jodhapura 162, nAgaura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2026) 163, zIlavrata ke pAlana para bala 163, ajamera hokara jayapura 164, svAdhyAya zikSaNa zivira 164, mer3atA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2027) 165 19. zobhAgaru kI dIkSA-zatAbdI evaM svayaM kI TImA-arTazatI ajamera meM 20. jodhapura, kosANA aura jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2028 se 2030) jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2028) 170, kosANA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2029) 174, jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2030) 176 21. savAImAdhopura, byAvara, bAlotarA evaM ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2031 se 2034) 178 136 166 170
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________________ xlv 194 235 viSayAnukramaNikA bharatapura hokara AgarA : pallIvAla samAja meM dharma jAgaraNa 178. savAImAdhopura meM poravAla samAja kI jAgRti 179, savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2031) 180, jayapura meM tapa-mahotsava 182, jodhapura meM dIkSA prasaMga 183, byAvara cAturmAsa (saMvat 2032) 184, bAr3amera kI ora 185, mANakamunijI kA saMthArA 185, bhopAlagaDha meM dIkSAe~ 186, bAlotarA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2033) 187, ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2034) 189, bhopAlagaDha meM AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma. se milana 189, pAlAsanI meM dIkSA 190, vijayanagara, gulAbapurA hokara bhIlavAr3A 192, cittaur3a sparzana 193 / madhyapradeza, mahArASTa, tamilanADa, Andhrapradeza evaM karnATaka meM dhodyota (saMvat 2035 se 2039) rAjasthAna se mAlava bhUmi kI ora 194, mandasaura meM dIkSA prasaMga 195, sailAnA meM samarasatA kA saMcAra kara ratalAma padArpaNa 196, indaura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2035) 197, ujjaina meM dharmajAgaraNa 199, dhuliyA kI ora 200, lAsalagA~va hokara khAnadeza meM praveza 202, jalagAMva cAturmAsa (saMvat 2036) 205, mahArASTra bhramaNa 208, karnATaka meM praveza 211, pUjyapAda kA padArpaNa Andhra kI dharatI para 214, puna: karnATaka meM 215, madrAsa cAturmAsa (saMvat 2037) 218, baiMgalora kI ora 221, Andhra kI sImA meM praveza kara puna: karnATaka kI dharA para 224, bhAgavatI dIkSA kA Ayojana 225, rAyacUra cAturmAsa (saMvat 2038) 226, haidarAbAda kI ora 228, Andhra se mahArASTra kI sImA meM 228, jalagAMva cAturmAsa (saMvat 2039) 231, indaura kI ora 232, ujjaina hokara rAjasthAna kI ora 234 23. rAjasthAna kI dharA para puna: praveza (saMvat 2040 se 2042) Avara hokara koTA savAImAdhopura 235, ToMka, nivAI hokara jayapura 238, jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2040) 239, mumukSu pramoda kumAra jI kI dIkSA 241, ajamera kI ora 242, mer3atA hokara mAravAr3a bhUmi meM 243, dIkSA prasaGga 244, pIpAr3a siTI meM akSayatRtIyA 244,, bhopAlagaDha meM kuzalacandajI ma. kA dvizatAbdI puNyatithi samAroha 245, jodhapura kI ora 246, jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2041) 247, hIraka jayantI evaM 65 vI dIkSA jayantI 252, pA~ca mumukSuoM kI dIkSA 253, bAlotarA hokara pAlI 253, bhopAlagaDha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2042) 255 antima pA~ca cAturmAsa (saMvat 2043 se 2047) mer3atA, ajamera , byAvara, pAlI hokara jodhapura 258, pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 2043) 259, jodhapura padArpaNa 261, do dIkSAe~ 262, ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2044) 264,kizanagar3ha meM pArzvanAtha jayantI 266, jayapura pravAsa 267, AcArya zrI ralacandajI ma.sA. kI 143 vIM puNyatithi 268, savAI mAdhopura kI ora 268, savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2045) 269, alIgaDha - rAmapurA, deI hokara koTA 270, koTA meM jayantI kA adbhuta rUpa 271, tIna mahApuruSoM kA smaraNa 272, bUMdI, devalI, dUnI hokara ToMka 272, madanagaMja meM akSaya tRtIyA evaM bhAgavatI dIkSA 274, kosANA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2046) 275, pIpAr3a padArpaNa 277, jodhapura padArpaNa 279, antima cAturmAsa pAlI meM (saMvat 2047) 282,81 vA~ janma-divasa 283 25. adhyAtmayogI : mahAprayANa kI ora jodhapura saMgha kI sthiravAsa hetu vinati 285, pAlI se padArpaNa 285, sojata siTI meM phAlgunI pUrNimA 286, aba mujhe jIvana kA jyAdA samaya nahIM lagatA 287, mujhe nimAja pahu~canA hai 289, mujhe merA samaya sAmane dikha rahA hai 289, nimAja meM padArpaNa :nimAjavAsI pulakita 290, sAdhanA ke zikhara kI ora 291, tele kI tapasyA 296, saMthArA - samArohaNa 297, umar3a par3A zrAvaka-samudAya 301, akhaNDa jApa 302, musalamAna bhAiyoM kI anUThI zraddhA-bhakti 303, nimAja banA tIrthadhAma 304, santa-sannidhi 305, AtmaramaNa meM lIna yogI 305, cauvihAra-tyAga 307,vinazvara deha kA tyAga 307, mahAprayANa kI aMtima yAtrA 308 258 285
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________________ viSayAnukramaNikA xlvi 1. 315 354 dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa amRta vAk hastI uvAca anekAntavAda/syAdvAda 354, anarthadaNDa 355, azubha, zubha aura zuddha 355, ahaMkAra 355, ahiMsA/hiMsA 356, ahiMsA vrata 357, AcaraNa/cAritra 358, AjIvikA 359, Atma guNoM kI upekSA 360,Atmazakti 360, Atma svarUpa 361, Adarza evaM yathArtha 361, Arambha-parigraha 361, Asakti-anAsakti 362, AhAra-zuddhi 362 Izvara/sRSTi 363, upavAsa 364, ekatA 365 karmavAda 365, kaSAya 366, kAryakartA 367, kArya-kAraNa (upAdAna-nimitta) 368, kAla kA sadupayoga 370, krodha nigraha 370, garbhapAta 371, guNadRSTi 371, guru 371 corI 372, jala-rakSaNa 373, jinavANI 373, jIvana kI daur3a 373, jIvana-nirmANa 374, jaina dharma 374, jJAna/ajJAna 375, jJAna evaM vairAgya 383, jJAna-pipAsA 383, jJAna paMcamI 384 tapa 384, tapa ke bheda 386, tapa meM pradarzana 387, tRSNA 387, tyAga 388, tyAga-tapa 388, daheja -prathA 390, dayA 391, dAna 391, dIkSA 393, duHkha-mukti 394, dRDha-saMkalpa 394, dravya aura paryAya kA adhyAtma 394, dhana aura dharma 396, dharma 397, dharmanAyaka 398, dharmapracAraka 398, dharmapreraNA 398, dharma meM bAdhakatA 399, dharma ruci 399, dharma sAdhanA 400, dharma senA 403, dharmasthAna meM anuzAsana 403, dhyAna/yoga sAdhanA 404, nArI 405,, nArI zikSA 406 paramAtmA 406, parigraha 406, parigraha-parimANa 410, parivAra 412, paryuSaNa 413, puruSArtha 415, pauSadha 416,pracAra-prasAra 417, pratikramaNa 418,pradarzana 419, pramAda 421,prANi-rakSA 422, prAmANikatA 422, prAyazcitta 423, prArthanA/stuti 423, phaizana 427, badalAva 427, brahmacarya 428, bhakti 430, bhagavAna mahAvIra 430, manoniyantraNa 431, mamatva tyAga 432, mAtAe~ 432, mAnava 432, mithyAtva 433, mumukSu 433, mokSa - mArga 433 yuvaka/yuvaka saMgha 435, rakSA-baMdhana 435, rAjanIti-arthanIti-dharmanIti 435, lekhA-jokhA 436, vANI kA bala 436, vAtsalya 437, vikathA 437, vidvAn 437, vinaya/viveka 438, vItarAgatA 438, vyavahAra aura nizcaya 438, vyasana 440, vrata 440 zAstra-jJAna 443, zAstradhArI senA 443, zAstra-rakSA 443, zikSA 444, zuklapakSI 445, zoSaNa nahIM poSaNa 445, zramaNa jIvana/sAdhaka jIvana 445, zrAvaka kartavya 450, SaTkarma 451, saMgha 451, saMyama 453, saMta-sevA/satsaMga 454, saMskAra 455, saMskRti-rakSaNa 457, samAja-ekatA 458, samAjasudhAra 458, samAja-sevA/sevA 461, samAdhi-maraNa 463, sahiSNutA/sarvadharma-sahiSNutA 464, sAdharmi-sevA 465, sAmAyika 466, svAdhyAya 474, svAdhyAya kA lakSya 480, svAdhyAya-saMgha 481. svAdhyAyI 481, hiMsA kA virodha 483 1. adhyAtmayogI yugazAstA gurudeva 2. guNaratnAkara mahApuruSa jyotirdhara AcArya dUsarA koI udAharaNa nahIM tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa (1) saMsmaraNoM meM jhalakatA vyaktitva AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. upAdhyAyapravara zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. upAcArya zrI devendra muni jI ma.sA. paM. rala zrI ghevaracandajI ma.sA. 490 495 497
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________________ xlvii ; 70 mahAn adhyavasAyI zrI mahendra muni jI ma.sA. madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI gautama munijI ma.sA. tattvacintaka zrI pramoda muni jI ma.sA. zAsanaprabhAvikA zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. paM. zrI jIvanamuni jI ma.sA. zrI mophatarAz2a pI. muNota zrI ratanalAla bAphanA zrI nathamala hIrAvata zrI indaracanda hIrAvata nyAyAdhipati zrI zrIkRSNamala lor3hA DaoN. sampatasiMha bhANDAvata pro. cA~damala karNAvaTa zrI jJAnendra bAphanA zrI prasatracanda bAphanA DaoN. narendra bhAnAvata zrI TIkamacanda hIrAvata zrI vimalacanda DAgA zrI gumAnamala coraDiyA zrI tArAcanda siMghavI 498 500 504 508 510 512 515 517 519 521 525 527 531 537 540 546 548 551 553 viSayAnukramaNikA 5. sAdhanA ke zikhara puruSa adhyAtma Aloka pUjya gurudeva paMcAcAra ke Adarza ArAdhaka Aiccesu ahiyaM payAsarA asIma upakAraka AcArya zrI 10. asIma zraddhA ke kendra mere guru bhagavanta 11. kRpAlu karuNAnidhAna AcArya zrI 12. prema evaM karuNA ke sAgara guru mahArAja 13. kRpAlu AtmArthI gurudeva 14. zraddhA ke kalpavRkSa the AcArya zrI 15. cumbakIya zakti ke dhanI : pUjya gurudeva 16. unake sAdhanAmaya jIvana ne prabhAvita kiyA 17. kRpA sindhu gurudeva : mama koTi praNAma 18. niraticAra sAdhvAcAra ke sajaga praharI 19. prajJApuruSa ko praNAma 20. ucca koTi ke saMyamaniSTha nirbhIka yogI 21. adbhuta yogI aura mahAmanasvI 22. ucca koTi ke siddha puruSa 23. guru-samAgama se jIvana meM parivartana 24. ArAdhya deva kI smRti Aja bhI mere hRdaya paTala para aMkita hai 25. mahimAzAlI guru mahArAja 26. zraddhA kyoM na ho una para nAmaiva te vasat zaM hRdaye'smadIye 28. phakkar3a santa : mahaka ananta saMsmaraNoM kA vAtAyana 30. paMcAcAra meM apramatta evaM zAstrArtha meM bejor3a 31. apramatta sAdhaka kI dinacaryA 32. mere jIvana-nirmAtA 33. namana 34. AlokapuMja gurudeva 35. sacce nispRhI evaM udArahRdaya AcAryazrI 36. AzcaryoM kA Azcarya 37. tattvajJAtA mahAn yogI : AcArya zrI 38 kaisU bhUlU~ ? 39. AdhyAtmika cumbakIya zakti ke srota 40. AcAryazrI va nArI jAgaraNa 41. sAmAyika ke mahAn preraka-AcArya zrI 556 558 563 566 571 576 580 584 zrI gaNezamala bhaNDArI zrI bhaMvaralAla bAphanA zrI pArasamala coraDiyA pro. kalyANamala lor3hA zrI devendra rAja mehatA nyAyAdhipati zrI jasarAja caupar3A zrI kanhaiyAlAla lor3hA DaoN. dharmacanda jaina DaoN. maMjulA bamba DaoN. lakSmImalla siMghavI zrI AsUlAla saMcetI zrI sampatarAja DosI zrI kastUracanda sI. bAphaNA zrI RSabharAja bAphaNA zrI jatanarAja mehatA zrI bhaMvaralAla botharA zrImatI suzIlA boharA zrI cunIlAla lalavANI 585 588 589 593 594 . 596 598 606 608 610
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________________ xlviii - - 613 - - ... 628 635 viSayAnukramaNikA zrI pI. ema. coraDiyA 612 zrI anarAja botharA zrI brajamohana jaina (mINA) 615 zrI nemIcanda jaina 620 zrI prakAza canda jaina 622 zrI premacanda koThArI 623 zrI raNajIta siMha kUmaTa 625 zrI javAharalAla bAghamAra 626 zrI phUlacanda mehatA zrI caMcalamala corar3iyA 630 zrI amaracanda kAMsavA 633 zrI jazakaraNa DAgA zrI sUrajamala mehatA 638 zrI bastImala coraDiyA 639 zrI nauratana mehatA 640 zrI cAMdamala botharA 642 zrI rAmadayAla jaina sarrApha zrImatI mohanI devI jaina zrI pArasacanda jaina 645 zrI jJAna muni zrI esa. esa. jaina 650 zrI miTThAlAla murar3iyA 651 zrI rAmadayAla jaina 653 zrI lakSmIcanda jaina zrImatI rUpakaMvara mehatA 657 zrI lAlacanda jaina 658 bhaMDArI zrI saradAracanda jaina 660 zrI motIlAla surAnA 661 zrI candulAla kezavalAla mehatA 663 zrI campAlAla karNAvaTa zrI azoka kumAra jaina 667 668 42. bhaviSyadraSTA va vacana-siddhi ke yogI 43. dUradarzI the AcArya bhagavanta 44. jinake pAvana darzana se pApoM ke parvata hilate the 45. agaNita vandana sadgururAja ko 46. viziSTa dhyAna-sAdhaka AcArya hastI 47. sAdhanA ke dhanI 48. mere preraNAsrota AcArya zrI 49. adhyAtmayogI tapomUrti svAdhyAya-sevA ke preraNAsrota 51. vizva ke dedIpyamAna sUrya 52. mere parama ArAdhya 53. rala-catuSTaya se suzobhita yugapradhAna AcAryazrI hastI 54. Atmabala kA camatkAra 55. ucca sAdhaka evaM dayAlu santa 56. vyakti meM chapI pratibhA ke jJAyaka aura unnAyaka 57. savAImAdhopura ke kSetra meM kAyAkalpa 58. poravAla kSetra para asIma kRpA 59. svAdhyAyI banane kI preraNA 60. guruvara kI mahatI anukampA 61. nispRha evaM nirbhaya yogI 62. prabhAvaka yogI 63. saMyama-sAdhanA kA sumeru 64. mere jIvana ke kalAkAra 65. AcArya zrI : eka manovaijJAnika mArgadarzaka 66. do mahAn divyAtmAoM kA adbhuta milana 67. parama kRpAlu gurudeva 68. sarpa bacAne kI A~kho dekhI ghaTanA 69. AcArya zrI : jaisA maiMne dekhA aura pAyA 70. saMyama aura viveka ke Adarza pratIka 71. tathAgata AcArya zrI jIvana - nirmANa ke kuzala zilpI 73. bhaktoM para prabhAva : saMkalana mauna se krodha para niyantraNa - zrI ugamarAja bhaNDArI668 dhUmrapAna chUTA - zrI kundana surANA 668 mA~sa-madirA kA tyAga - zrI tanasakharAja jaina EEL bhaviSya draSTA - zrI dulIcanda boharA 669 devI balidAna nahIM mA~gatI- zrI giradhArI lAla jaina670 bAlaka ThIka huA - zrI pArasamala sureza kumAra koThArI 670 643 647 655 666 72 - -
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________________ viSayAnukramaNikA hakalAhaTa dUra huI - zrI prakAza nAgorI 671 ArAdhanA kA prabhAva - zrI bhopAlacanda pagAriyA 671 vrata-niyama kI preraNA - zrI kizanalAla koThArI 671 bhaviSyajJAtA - zrI motIlAla gAMdhI 672 75. prabhAvI vyaktitva ke katipaya preraka prasaMga 76 jyotirvidyA kI dRSTi meM AcArya zrI saMkalita DaoN. bhagavatI lAla vyAsa 673 688 695 701 703 705 706 (ii) kAvyAJjali meM nilIna vyaktitva 1. vande guruM hastinam bAlye'pi saMyamaruci 3. AcArya zrI hastImallaguNASTakam paM. muni zrI ghevaracandajI ma.sA. 4. gajendra -guNASTakam pUjya zrI ghAsIlAlajI ma.sA. hA hanta ! hastigaNirAja divaM prayAta : zrI vallabhamunijI ma.sA. paM. rala zrI ghe varacandajI guru-gajendra-gaNi-guNASTakam zrI gajasiMha rAThaur3a vande sukIrtidhavalIkRtabhUmibhAgam zrI arhaddAsamuni atastvAM satataM vande zrI hastimalla: sudhI : paM. jagannAtha jyotiSI 10. khidyate me hRdayam - . zrI ramezamunijI zAstrI 11. hastimallaM namAmyahaM zrI lavA. mANDavagaNe 12. jayastasya bhavelloke DaoN. dharmacanda jaina 13. AcArya zrI gajendra guNagAna zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. 14. guNagrAma 15. varSagA~Tha para stuti zrI puSkaramuni jI ma.sA. 16. bhavya bhAvanA marudharakesarI zrI mizrImalajI ma.sA. 17. pUjya paJcaka pravartaka zrI rUpamuni jI 'rajata' 18. savaiyA zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. 19. guru guNa mahimA zrI hIrAmuni ma.sA. 20. vande munivaram zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. 21. dharmacakra ke dhArI 22. kahA~ cale gae guruvara pyAre zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. 23. guru kI divya sAdhanA zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. 24. duniyA meM nAma thA zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. 25. pratidina karo zrI gautama muni jI masA. 26. guru hastI ne alakha jagAyA zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. 27. tU bhI guru sama bana jAsI zrI jItamala caupar3A 28. parama dayAlu guru mahimA zrI govindarAma jaina 29. zraddhA ke sumana zrI rAjamala ostavAla 30. jaina jagata ke tAre mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. 707 707 708 708 710 711 711 711 712 713 713 714 715 715 716 717 717 718 719 719 720 720
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________________ viSayAnukramaNikA 722 724 721 31. gurudeva vandanA zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. 32. pUjya hastI muni guNa gAo 33. cAritravAna gurudeva kI mahimA 723 34. gaNi gajendraguNagAna 723 35. guru guNa mahimA zrI govindarAma jaina 36. guNaralAkara kI gaurava gAthA zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. 724 37. terI vandanA kareM zrI mIThAlAla 'madhura' 725 38. hastI naTavara nAgariyo zrI mIThAlAla 'madhura' 726 39. jaya bolo hastI pUjyavara kI zrI govindarAma jaina 727 caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa (1) AcAryapravara kI sAhitya-sAdhanA (a) Agamika vyAkhyA-sAhitya 730 dazavaikAlika sUtra 731, nandI sUtra 732, prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra 732, bRhatkalpa sUtra 733, uttarAdhyayana sUtra 734, uttarAdhyayana sUtra padyAnuvAda 735, dazavaikAlika sUtra padyAnuvAda sahita 735, antagaDadasAsuttaM 736 (A) pravacana - sAhitya 736 gajendra muktAvalI muktA (bhAga-1) 736, gajendra muktAvalI (bhAga-2) 737, AdhyAtmika sAdhanA 739, AdhyAtmika Aloka 740, prArthanA-pravacana 741, Concept of Prayer 742, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-1) 742, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-2) 742, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-3) 743, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-4)743, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-5)744, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-6) 745, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA (bhAga-7) 745, paryuSaNa sAdhanA 746, Atma pariSkAra 746 itihAsa-sAhitya paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha 747, jaina AcArya caritAvalI 748, jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa (prathama se caturtha bhAga taka) 748 kAvya kathA evaM anya sAhitya gajendra pada muktAvalI 752, svAdhyAya mAlA - prathama bhAga 754, amaratA kA pujArI 755, saiddhAntika praznottarI 756, jaina svAdhyAya subhASita mAlA 756, kulaka saMgraha 756, paryuSaNa parva padAvalI 757 aprakAzita anupalabdha sAhitya tattvArtha sUtra (padyabaddha) 758, dhyAna- sambandhI pustaka 758, syAdvAdamaMjarI 758, mukti -sopAna 758, SaDdarzana samuccaya 758 (ii) kAvya-sAdhanA (AcArya zrI kI pramukha cayanita racanAe~) zrI zAntinAtha bhagavAna kI prArthanA U~ zAnti zAnti 759 saba jaga eka ziromaNi tuma ho sataguru ne yaha bodha batAyA 759 Atma bodha samajho cetanajI apanA rUpa 760 jAgRti - sandeza jAgo jAgo he Atmabandhu 761 antara bhayA prakAza mere antara bhayA prakAza 761 Atma-svarUpa maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa 762 >> 3
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________________ viSayAnukramaNikA 7. svAdhyAya-sandeza svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya - mahimA 10. jinavANI kA mAhAtmya 11. AhvAna 12. jIvana utthAna gIta 13. sAmAyika kA svarUpa 14. sAmAyika-gIta 15. sAmAyika-sandeza 16. guru - bhakti 17. deha se zikSA 18. sukha kA mArga : vinaya 19. vIra-vandanA 20. vidAI-sandeza 21. vIra - sandeza 22. hita - zikSA 23. sevA-dharma kI mahimA 24. udbodhana sapta vyasana - niSedha saccA zrAvaka 27. Izvara aura sRSTi vicAra 28. suzikSA 29. jinavANI kI mahimA 30. guru - mahimA 31. guru - vinaya 32. bAla - prArthanA 33. bhagavat caraNoM meM 34. zubha kAmanA darzanAcAra 26. strI-zikSA 37. mAtA ko zikSA 38. strI-zikSA 39. strI-zikSA 40. mahAvIra - janmotsava 41. varSAkAla meM jatanA 42. AcArya - paramparA 43. pArzva- mahimA 44. parva paryuSaNa AyA kara lo zrutavANI kA pATha 762 jinarAja bhajo, saba doSa tajo 763 hama karake nita svAdhyAya 764 kara lo kara lo, aya pyAre 764 ai vIroM ! nidrA dUra karo 765 karane jIvana kA utthAna 765 agara jIvana banAnA hai 766 kara lo sAmAyika ro sAdhana 767 jIvana unnata karanA cAho 767 ghaNo sukha pAvelA 768 zikSA de rahA jI hamako 769 sadA sukha pAvelA 769 mana pyAre nita prati raTa lenA 770 jIvana dharma ke hita meM lagA jAyeMge 770 vIra ke sandeza ko dila meM 770 ghaNo pachatAvelA 771 sevA dharma bar3A gambhIra 772 ai vIra bhUmi ke dharmavIra 772 hai uttama jana AcAra 773 sAMcA zrAvaka tene kahie 774 jagata kartA nahIM Izvara 775 tuma suno sabhI naranAra 775 zrI vIraprabhu kI vANI 776 agara saMsAra meM tAraka guruvara 777 zrI gurudeva mahArAja hameM yaha vara do 777 vinaya se karatA hU~ nAtha pukAra 778 hove zubha AcAra pyAre bhArata meM 778 dayAmaya hove maMgalAcAra 779 darzanAcAra ko zuddha rIti se pAlo 779 pyArI bahanoM samajho 782 samajho samajho rI mAtAoM 782 pAlo pAlo rI sobhAgina 783 dhAro dhAro rI sobhAgina 783 zrI mahAvIra svAmI kA 784 jIva kI jatanA kara lIje re 785 _pratidina japa lenA 786 pArzva jinezvara pyArA 787 yaha parva paryuSaNa AyA 787
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________________ - viSayAnukramaNikA 45. sAmAyika : zAnti kA dvAra sAmAyika meM sAra hai 788 06. saMkalpa gurudeva caraNa vandana karake 789 47. prabhu prArthanA zrI vardhamAna jina, aisA hamako 789 48. gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM jIvana dhana Aja samarpita hai 790 49. saMgha kI zubha kAmanA zrI saMgha meM Ananda ho 791 50. paryuSaNa mahimA paryuSaNa hai parva hamArA 791 51. bhagavAna tumhArI zikSA jIvana ko zuddha banA leU~ 792 52. saccI sIkha jindagI hai saMgha kI 792 53. kaumI hamadardI jainioM ! kaumI hamIyata Apa 792 54. SaT karma kI sAdhanA kahe munIzvara suno bAI aru bhAI *793 55. guru - vandanA Ao aya pyAre mitroM 794 56. saccI sIkha gAo gAo aya pyAre gAyaka 795 57. rakSA-bandhana jIva kI rakSA kara lIje 796 58. cAturmAsa kAla ____ varSA Rtu AI 796 '.9. mahAvIra-stuti dhyAo zAsanapati mahAvIra 797 60. pArzvanAtha - stuti vAmAjI ke nandana tuma ho 797 61. mAtA-pada marudevIjI mAtA jaga meM amara huI 798 paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa prathama pariziSTa : caritanAyaka kI sAdhanA meM pramakha sahayogI sAdhaka mahApuruSa 799 AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. 799, bAbAjI zrI harakhacandajI ma.sA. 801, svAmIjIzrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA,802 svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI ma.sA.803, paM. ratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI masA.804, mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA.805, mahAsatI zrI rUpakaMvarajI ma.sA. (caritanAyaka kI mAtAzrI) 806 dvitIya pariziSTa : caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM dIkSita saMta-satI 808 (a pramukha santavRnda kA paricaya 808 (ba) pramukha sAdhvIvRnda kA paricaya 818 tRtIya pariziSTa : kalyANakArI saMsthAe~ 837 caturtha pariziSTa : AcAryapravara ke 70 cAturmAsa : eka jhalaka 859
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________________ prathama khaNDa jIvanIkhaNDa prastuta khaNDa meM adhyAtmayogI, uccakoTi ke tejasvI sAdhaka, yugamanISI, yugazAstA AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke jIvanavRtta ko atha se iti taka lipibaddha karane kA prayAsa kiyA gayA hai| prathama adhyAya 'teNaM kAleNaM teNa samaeNaM' bhUmikA rUpa hai, jisameM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zAsana evaM sthAnakavAsI jaina sampradAya meM ratnasaMgha-paramparA kA saMkSipta varNana hai| dUsare adhyAya se paccIsaveM adhyAya meM caritanAyaka ke janma, bAlya pratibhA, vairAgya, pravrajyA, muni-jIvana, talasparzI adhyayana, AcArya pada hetu manonayana, AcArya pada-ArohaNa, vicaraNa-vihAra, cAturmAsa, mahAprayANa AdikA kramika nirUpaNa hai| AzA hai yaha khaNDa caritanAyaka ke sAdhaka jIvana ke vikAsa sUtroM ko samajhane aura saMgha, samAja evaM mAnavajAti ko unake yogadAna kA Akalana karane meM sahAyaka siddha hogaa| usase bhI mahatvapUrNa hai-pAThaka ko apane jIvana kA nirmANa karane kI preraNA evaM tadanurUpa gati-pragati meM yaha jIvanavRtta sahAyaka siddha ho skegaa|
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________________ teNaM kAleNaM teNaM samaeNaM (ratnavaMzIya AcArya-paramparA) LAREn yugaprabhAvaka prAta: smaraNIya AcAryapravara pUjya zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. na kevala apane guru bhagavaMtoM kI yazasvI ratnasaMgha paramparA ke, varan samUce jaina jagata ke divya divAkara mahApuruSa the, jinhoMne jinazAsana kii| kIrti-patAkA samUce bhArata ke kone-kone meM phaharAI va sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA divya ghoSa kara jinavANI kI pAvana-gaMgA se lAkhoM bhaktoM ko lAbhAnvita kiyaa| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke Apa 81 veM paTTadhara AcArya hue| prathama gaNadhara indrabhUti gautama svAmI evaM / / prathama paTTadhara paMcama gaNadhara Arya sudharmA svAmI ne kevalajJAna-kevaladarzana prApta kara kevalI-paramparA ko Age bddh'aayaa|| | dvitIya paTTadhara Arya jambU isa yuga ke antima kevalI hue| Arya jambU ke pazcAt caturdaza pUrvadhara kAla meM kramaza: Arya prabhava, Arya zayyambhava, Arya yazobhadra svAmI, Arya saMbhUta vijaya evaM AryabhadrabAhu ne jinazAsana kA dAyitva apane jJAna-garimAyukta sAdhanA-bala para sNbhaalaa|| Arya bhadrabAhu ke pazcAt isa yuga meM koI bhI sAdhaka caturdaza pUrvadhara nahIM hue| Arya bhadrabAhu ke pazcAt kramazaH | AcArya sthUlibhadra, Arya mahAgiri, Arya suhastI, vAcanAcArya balissaha, vAcanAcArya svAti, vAcanAcArya zyAmAcArya, SAMDilya , samudra, maMgU, nandila, nAgahastI, revatInakSatra, brahmadvIpakasiMha skandila, himavanta kSamAzramaNa, nAgArjuna, bhUtadinna, lohitya, dUSyagaNI evaM Arya devarddhi kSamAzramaNa Adi pUrvadhara AcArya hue, jinakI jJAna garimA se samUcA jaina saMgha Alokita rhaa| Arya devarddhi kSamAzramaNa ke avasAna ke sAtha hI pUrvo ke jJAna kA samUla viccheda ho gyaa| unake pazcAt samaya-samaya para vibhinna mahApuruSoM ne jinazAsana kA saMcAlana kiyaa| ___Aja se lagabhaga 550varSa pUrva dharmaprANa loMkAzAha ne abhinava dharmakrAnti kI va zuddha sAdhvAcAra evaM Agama varNita vizuddha siddhAntoM kA digdarzana kraayaa| dharmaprANa loMkAzAha dvArA kI gayI dharma-krAnti se prerita hokara jina mahApuruSoM ne vizuddha zramaNa-paramparA kA punaruddhAra kiyA, unameM pUjya zrI dharmadAsa jI ma.sA, pUjya zrI dharmasiMha jI ma.sA. evaM pUjya zrI lavajI RSi jI ma.sA. pramukha the| pUjya zrI dharmadAsa jI ma.sA. ke 99 ziSya hue, jinhoMne 22 ToloM meM vicaraNa-vihAra kara bhArata ke kone-kone meM dharmapracAra kara jinavANI kI pAvana saritA pravAhita kii| pUjya dharmadAsa jI ma. sA. ke tapodhanI suziSya pUjya zrI dhannAjI ma.sA. ne maru bhUmi meM ugra vicaraNa-vihAra kara vizuddha zramaNa-paramparA kA prasAra kiyaa| pUjya zrI dhannA jI ma.sA. ke ziSya pUjya zrI bhUdhara jI ma.sA. sAMsArika avasthA meM pulisa adhikArI raheM, sojata kotavAla ke rUpa meM DAkuoM kA pIchA karate hue DAkuoM kI talavAra ke prahAra se ApakI UMTanI kI mRtyu ke samaya huI chaTapaTAhaTa se ApakA mana dravita huA aura maraNadharmA saMsAra kA sAkSAt bIbhatsa svarUpa pratyakSa dekha kara ApameM vairAgya bhAva jAgRta hue evaM Apa pUjya zrI dhannAjI ma.sA. kI sevA meM dIkSita hue| Apa ghora tapasvI saMtaratna hue, ghaMToM AtApanA lete rahate / tapasyA ke sAtha tapasviyoM ke liye durlabha kSamA guNa ApakI anUThI vizeSatA thii|
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________________ 1 - 1 - -177 .. - - namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM // apane para mAraNAntika prahAra karane vAle ko bhI sahaja kSamA kara Apane usake prANoM kI rakSA kara 'kSamA' kA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| Apake pramukha cAra ziSya hue pUjya zrI raghunAthajI ma.sA., pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA., pUjya zrI jetasI jI ma.sA. evaM pUjya zrI kuzalojI ma.sA. / kahA bhI hai - bhUdhara ke sikha dIpatA, cAroM cAtura vNsh| dhana raghupata dhana jatasI, jayamala na kuzalaza / / pUjya zrI kuzala canda jI ma.sA. (kuzalojI ma.sA.) ratnasaMgha-paramparA ke mUla puruSa hue| "rIyA zahara raliyAmaNo, lAdurAma sAhUkAra / kAnUda mAM janamiyA, dhanadhana kuzala kumAra / / " yuvAvasthA meM hI sahadharmiNI dharmapatnI ke Akasmika avasAna se Apako saMsAra kI asAratA va vinazvaratA kA bodha huA va Apa apane zizu putra ko apanI mAM ko sauMpa kara pUjya zrI bhUdhara jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM dIkSita hue| Apa ucca koTi ke sAdhaka santa hue| Apane apane pUjya guruvarya kI aura unake devaloka gamana ke pazcAt apane bar3e guru bhrAtA pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. kI aharniza sevA kI / jaba taka pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. virAje, svayaM kA suyogya ziSya samudAya hote hue bhI Apane pRthak vicaraNa vihAra na kara samarpaNa, sevA, prema va udAratA kA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| pUjya zrI gumAnacanda jI ma.sA. evaM durgAdAsa jI ma.sA. Apake pramukha ziSya the| vi.saM. 1840 meM nAgaura meM jyeSTha kRSNA SaSThI ko ApakA saMthArApUrvaka devaloka gamana huaa| pUjya zrI kuzalacandajI ma.sA. ke pazcAt unakI paTTaparamparA meM pUjya zrI gumAnacanda jI ma.sA. prathama paTTadhara AcArya bne| Apa jodhapura nivAsI mAhezvarI gotrIya zrI akherAjajI lohiyA ke suputra the| ApakI mAtA kA dehAvasAna hone para kula-paramparA ke anusAra Apa apane pitAzrI ke sAtha gaMgA meM phala pravAhita karane hetu haridvAra gye| vahA~ se lauTate samaya saMyogavaza Apa mer3atA ruke| vahA~ pUjya zrI kuzalacandajI ma.sA. ke pAvana darzana va maMgalamaya pravacana sunakara Apake zizu mana meM vairAgya kA bIja vapita huA aura Apa apane pitAzrI ke sAtha pUjya zrI kI sevA meM dIkSita hue| ApakI dIkSA vi.saM. 1818 mArgazIrSa zuklA ekAdazI ko mer3atA zahara meM sampanna huii| usa samaya ApakI vaya 10 varSa thii| Apa prabala medhA ke dhanI the| guru sevA meM dIkSita hokara Apane apane Apako jJAnArAdhanA va saMyama-sAdhanA meM samarpita kara diyaa| Apa prabala parAkramI mahApuruSa the| vi.saM. 1840 meM Apa caturvidha saMgha ke nAyaka bane evaM Apake kuzala netRtva meM yaha yazasvI paramparA sudRDha bnii| Apake AjJAnuvartI saMta zrI tArAcandajI ma.sA. ke devaloka gamana ke pazcAt Apako svapna meM AbhAsa huA mAno tArAcandajI ma.sA. kaha rahe hoM "gurudeva Apa samartha puruSa haiN| sAdhu samudAya meM AI huI zithilatA ko dUra karane ke liye Apake puruSArtha kI AvazyakatA hai| AhAra, vastra, pAtra, sthAnaka Adi kI nirdoSatA kI ora adhika dhyAna apekSita hai| AhArAdi kI vizuddhi meM AI huI kamajoriyoM ko dUra karanA Apa jaise samartha AcAryoM kA kartavya hai|" Apane apane ziSya samudAya ke sAtha cintana-manana kara apane samartha ziSya zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. ke sahayoga se vi.saM. 1854 ASADha kRSNA dvitIyA ko bar3alU (samprati-bhopAlagaDha) ke udyAna meM kriyoddhAra kiyA evaM maryAdA ke 21 bola bnaaye| tadanusAra dRDha vairAgya va maryAdA ke akSuNNa pAlana ke saMkalpa ke sAtha Apa va 13 anya kula 14 saMtoM ne isa dina navIna dIkSA dhAraNa kii|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa pUjya zrI ne svayaM nirmala saMyama kA pAlana kiyA tathA sAdhu samudAya kA bhI niraticAra saMyama-pAlana meM patha / prazasta kiyaa| vi.saM. 1858 kArtika zuklA aSTamI ko mer3atA nagara meM ApakA svargagamana huaa| Apake ziSyoM meM muni zrI daulatarAmajI mahArAja sA, tapasvI zrI premacanda jI mahArAja sA, muni zrI lakSmIcandajI mahArAja sA, muni zrI tArAcandajI mahArAja sA, pUjya zrI durgAdAsa jI ma.sA. evaM jainAcArya pUjya zrI ratnacandajI ma.sA. Adi pramukha the| muni zrI daulatarAmajI mahArAja jitendriya mahApuruSa the| Apane cAlIsa varSa taka pA~coM vigayoM (ghI, dUdha, tela, || dahI va zakkara) tathA namaka kA tyAga kiyaa| Apa rukSa AhAra karate the| Apane apane sundara akSaroM meM kaI zAstroM kI pratiyAM likhiiN| muni zrI premacandajI mahArAja ghora tapasvI the| tapasyA ke kAraNa Apako kaI sahaja siddhiyA~ prApta huiiN| Apake jIvana kI kaI cAmatkArika ghaTanAe~ prasiddha haiN| eka bAra Apa sojata padhAre, nagara meM pahu~cate pahu~cate saMdhyA || kA samaya ho gayA, sthAna kI gaveSaNA karane para kucha logoM ne kutUhalavaza Apako eka janazUnya havelI meM ThaharA || diyaa| bhaktoM dvArA Akara nivedana karane para bhI Apane sthAna parivartana nahIM kiyaa| karIba DeDha prahara rAtri vyatIta hone || para Upara se bar3e-bar3e patthara Ane lge| idhara-udhara koI dRSTigata na hone para ApabhI Upara car3he jahAM eka kamare meM || svaccha zayyA para zubhra vastroM meM eka puruSa ko dekhaa| tapasvI jI mahArAja ne niDaratA se kahA- "siMghI jI ! rAtri meM | kyoM utpAta macAte ho, hama ijAjata lekara yahAM Thahare haiN| hama prAta:kAla yahAM se jA sakate haiM, para rAtri meM to pralayaMkara | utpAta hone para bhI nahIM jA sakate / " ApakI nirbhIkatA se deva atyaMta prabhAvita huA aura usane kahA -"Apa yahA~ khuzI se virAjeM, para Upara koI na aave|" prAta: logoM ne Apako sakuzala dekhA to unake Azcarya kI sImA na rhii| isa pratyakSa camatkAra pUrNa Atmabala se Apake prati janatA kI zraddhA aura pragADha ho gii| aba to usI havelI || | meM vyAkhyAna hone lage, nara-nArI niDara ho Ane lge| eka dina kisI bAlaka ne azuci kara dI to acAnaka hI vahA~ | para bhayaMkara kAlA nAga nikala pdd'aa| loga AzaMkita the| para tapasvI jI mahArAja ke yaha kahate hI "siMghIjI ! tumane to khulI ijAjata dI thI, phira yaha viparIta AcaraNa kaise ?" sarpa adRzya ho gyaa| isa ghaTanA se camatkRta janatA meM Apake tapa atizaya va sAdhanA kI carcA svAbhAvika thii| muni zrI lakSmIcanda jI mahArAja Adarza sAdhaka the| Apane paiMtIsa varSoM taka kevala eka hI cAdara se nirvAha | | kiyaa| muni zrI tArAcaMdajI mahArAja bar3e tapasvI va utkRSTa kriyApAtra saMta mahApuruSa the| Apane pA~ca vigayoM ke tyAga kara rakhe the aura bele-bele pAraNA karate the| saMyama kA Apa atyanta sUkSmatA va sAvadhAnI se pAlana karate the| svargavAsa kI rAtri meM hI Apane svapna meM pUjya zrI gumAnacaMdajI mahArAja ko kriyoddhAra kA nivedana kiyaa| pUjya zrI durgAdAsa jI mahArAja bAla brahmacArI mahApuruSa the| Apake kaMTha meM mAdhurya, vANI meM sarasatA, vicAroM meM paripakvatA va hRdaya meM udAratA ke sAtha Apako zAstroM kA gahana abhyAsa thaa| Apa nirantara ekAntara tapa kiyA karate the| Apa acche marmajJa kavi the| ApakI kAvya racanAeM 'durgAdAsa padAvalI' ke nAma se prakAzita huI haiN| Apa mahAn bhAgyazAlI va prabhAvazAlI mahApuruSa the aura ApakA kriyoddhAra meM mahattvapUrNa sahayoga rhaa| ___ AcArya pUjya zrI gumAnacandajI ma.sA. ke paTTa ko unake suyogya ziSya, tIkSNa pratibhA ke dhanI pUjya zrI ratnacanda jI ma.sA. ne suzobhita kiyaa| ApakA janma vi.saM. 1834 vaizAkha zuklA paMcamI ko kur3agAMva meM dharmapremI zrI lAlacandajI bar3ajAtyA kI dharmapatnI hIrAde kI ratna kukSi se huaa| vi.saM. 1840 meM Apako nAgaura nivAsI
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________________ 4- M namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zreSThivarya zrI gaMgArAmajI ne goda le liyA aura zizu ratna mAM hIrAde kI goda se nikalakara mAM gulAba kI goda meM pahuMca gyaa| vi.saM. 1847 meM AcArya pUjya zrI gumAnacandajI ma.sA. kA ThANA 7 se cAturmAsa nAgaura meM huaa| Apa bhI apane parijanoM ke sAtha pUjya zrI kI sevA meM jaate| pUjya zrI ke saMyamamaya jIvana ke samparka va unake vairAgyamaya upadezoM se Apake hRdaya meM vairAgya saMskAra prasphuTita hue| isI bIca pitA zrI gaMgArAmajI kA dehAvasAna ho gayA, jisase ApakI bhAvanA meM aura abhivRddhi huI va Apane mA~ gulAba bAI ke sAmane apanI bhAvanA prastuta kara dIkSArtha anumati mAMgI, para mamatAmayI mA~ anumati ke lie taiyAra na thii| bAbA zrI natthU jI se AjJA prApta kara mumukSu ratnacandra gAMvoM meM bhikSAvRtti karate huye maNDora pahu~ce, jahAM vi.saM. 1848 vaizAkha zuklA paMcamI ke zubha muhUrta meM Apane muni zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ma.sA. se dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSA grahaNa kara tIna varSa taka mevAr3a pradeza meM gurujanoM ke sAtha vicaraNa-vihAra kara Apa saMyama-jIvana va jJAna, darzana, cAritra meM pAraMgata bana gye| Apa cauthA cAturmAsa pIpAr3a kara pAMcaveM cAturmAsArtha pAlI pdhaare| idhara mAtA bhI rAjyAdhikAriyoM ke sAtha phuNcii| Apake pravacanAmRta evaM saMyama jIvana se mAtA bhI prabhAvita huI aura unhoMne apanI galatI ke liye munijanoM se kSamAyAcanA kii| alpa kAla meM hI Apake sAdhanAniSTha jIvana se jana-jana hI nahIM svayaM gurudeva bhI prabhAvita ho gaye aura ve svayaM pharamAte "ratna ! aba to hama bhI tumhAre nAma se pahacAne jAte haiN| loga ratnacandajI ke sAdhu isa nAma se hameM / / jaldI pahacAna lete haiN|" Apa svAbhAvika vinamratA se nivedana karate "saba gurudeva kI kRpA hai|" kaisA utkRSTa saMyama ! kitanA samarpaNa va kaisA puNya prabhAva ! vi.saM 1854 meM pUjyapAda AcArya zrI gumAnacaMdajI ma.sA. ne kriyoddhAra kiyA, usameM ApakI pramukhatama bhUmikA rahI evaM Aja bhI kriyoddhAraka mahApuruSa ke rUpa meM ApakA hI nAma prakhyAta hai| jJAtavya hai ki kriyoddhAra ke samaya ApakI vaya mAtra 20 varSa va dIkSA paryAya mAtra 6 varSa kI thii| vi.saM. 1858 meM pUjya zrI gumAnacandajI ma.sA. ke svargavAsa ke pazcAt samUce caturvidha saMgha ne Apako AcArya manonIta kiyA, para Apane apane cAcA guru pUjya zrI durgAdAsa jI ma.sA. kI upasthiti meM AcArya pada svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| 24 varSa kI sudIrgha avadhi taka donoM hI mahApuruSa eka dUsare ko pUjya kahate rhe| 'rAjatilaka kI geMda banA kara khelana lage khilAr3I' kI ukti caritArtha ho rahI thii| dhanya haiM aise nispRha sAdhaka, dhanya haiM yaha gauravazAlI paramparA, jise aise saMtaratnoM kA suyogya sAnnidhya prApta huaa| anUThI udAratA va vinaya bhAva kA aisA Adarza anyatra dRSTigocara honA durlabha hai| pUjya durgAdAsajI ma.sA. kI maujUdagI meM Apane unake pratinidhi rUpa meM sampradAya kA saMrakSaNa, saMvardhana va saMcAlana karate huye zAsana kI prabhAvanA kI, para unake svargavAsa ke pazcAt Apako saMgha kA Agraha svIkAra karanA hI par3A va saMvat 1882 mArgazIrSa zuklA trayodazI ko Apa vidhivat AcArya pada para ArUDha hue| ____ Apa zAstroM ke gahana jJAtA, atyucca koTi ke vidvAna, jina zAsana kI prabhAvanA hetu sadaiva sannaddha, vizuddha || sAdhvAcAra ke dhanI, kIrti se nispRha, dhIra-vIra-gambhIra mahApuruSa the| Apane sAdhvAcAra meM AI vikRtiyoM ko dUra karane hetu prabala puruSArtha kiyA tathA kurItiyoM, ADaMbara va zithilatA para gaharI coTa kii| zAnti va dhairya se virodha kA sAmanA karate huye Apa zuddha sAdhvAcAra pAlana ke apane saMkalpa para DaTe rahe / Apane zramaNa varga ko zikSA dene ke a ritain-IN-HIKARANGara
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa liye upadeza chattIsI, AcAra chattIsI Adi kI racanA kii| ApakI kAvya-racanAoM meM sAdhvAcAra kI vikRti para ApakI hRdaya kI antarvedanA vyakta hotI hai| "veza dhara yU hI hI janma gamAyo' _ jaisI racanAe~ ApakI manovyathA || ko suspaSTa karatI haiN| prabuddhajana se lekara jana-sAdhAraNa taka sarvamAnya, prakhara-pratibhA va vyApaka-prabhAva ke dhanI Apa mahApuruSa pracAra | va kIrti kAmanA se kosoM dUra the| ApakI sAdhanA AtmotthAna ke liye thI, lokaiSaNA va kIrti kAmanA ke liye nhiiN| nava koTi mAravAr3a ke dhanI rAja rAjezvara mahArAjA mAnasiMha jI ne Apake ucca saMyama, prakAMDa pAMDitya va prakhara pratibhA ke sAtha-sAtha yaha bhI sunA ki Apake pAsa eka tapasvI saMta haiM jo vacanasiddha haiM to mahArAjA mAnasiMha ne Apake darzana karane ke liye Ane kA vicAra kiyaa| jahAM pUjya zrI virAjita the, vahAM bichAyata hone lgii| viziSTa | taiyArI dekha kara Apane pRcchA kii| jyoM hI Apako mahArAjAdhirAja ke Ane kI jAnakArI milI to yaha kahakara ki 'bhAI, DokarI ke ghara meM nAhara ko kaI kAma' Apa vihAra kara gye| ApakI nispRhatA aura phakkar3apana dekha kara mahArAjA mAnasiMha ke mukha se barabasa nikala par3A "kAhU kI na Aza rAkhe, kAhU pai na dIna bhAkhe, karata praNAma jALU, rAjA rANA jevdd'aa| sIdhI sI Aroga roTI, baiThA bAta kare moTI, oDhaNa ne rAkhe jhINA sA pachevar3A / / dhana dhana kahe loka, kabaha na rAkhe zoka, bAjata mRdaMga caMga jamIM mAMhi jo bdd'aa| kahe nRpa mAnasiMha duHkhI to jagata saba, sukhI jaina sevar3A / / " AcArya zrI kI yaha kIrti-nispRhatA unake jIvana ko pratibimbita kara rahI hai, jo eka Adarza hai| sacce sudhAraka ke rUpa meM Apane tatkAlIna paristhitiyoM ko badalane kA bhagIratha prayAsa kiyA aura arddhazatAbdI paryanta apane jJAna aura saMyama kI akhaMDa jyoti dvArA jinazAsana kI jAho jalAlI kii| sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke abhyutthAna ke liye Apake prayAsa jaina itihAsa meM sadA svarNAkSaroM meM maNDita rheNge| Apake jJAna-darzana-cAritra se prabhAvita hokara aneka bhavyAtmAoM ne Apake pAsa bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI va sahasroM vyaktiyoM ne Apase samyaktva bodha prApta kiyaa| pUjya zrI hammIra malajI ma.sA. Apake pramukha ziSya aura navakoTi mAravAr3a ke tatkAlIna dIvAna (pradhAnamaMtrI) zrI lakSmIcandajI muthA Apake agragaNya zrAvaka the| apane jIvana ke antima tIna mAha Apane jodhapura meM hI bitAye, jahAM muthA jI va anya bhakta samudAya ne Apake sAnnidhya va sevA kA pUrNa lAbha liyaa| apanA antima samaya jAnakara Apane saMthArA ke bhAva vyakta kiye va apane pramukha ziSya pUjya zrI hammIra malajI ma.sA. ko jo bholAvaNe dI, ve ApakI AcAra niSThA va Apake saMyama jIvana ko mUrta rUpa meM vyakta karatI haiM-"1. pUjya gumAnacandajI ma. 21 bola bAMdhiyA jyArI pakAvaTa raakhjo| 2. maiM AcAra saMbaMdhI DhAlA baNAi tike bola seMThA raakhje| 3. sAgArI suM samabhAva raakhje| 4. ArajiyA suM samabhAva rAkhaje / 5. iso varataNa rAkhajo suM iNa loka meM zobhA hove ne paraloka rA ArAdhaka huvo, iso kAma krjo|" mahApratApI AcAryapravara ne apane ziSya ko bholAvaNa dene ke pazcAt sabase kSamAyAcanA kii| kSamA kA AdAna-pradAna karake pUjya zrI ne muni zrI hammIramalajI ma. ke samakSa pUrNa AlocanA kii| saMlekhanA saMthArA ke sAtha | -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM isa mahApuruSa ne vi.saM. 1902 jyeSTha zuklA caturdazI ko mahAprayANa kara diyaa| Apake saMyamaniSTha jIvana va prabala parAkrama se ratnavaMza Aja bhI mahimA maMDita hai, Aja bhI ApakA jIvanAdarza bhavya jIvoM kA patha Alokita kara rahA || pUjyapAda AcArya zrI ratnacaMdajI ma. ke devaloka gamana ke bAda unake paTTa ko suzobhita kiyA unake suziSya pUjya zrI hammIramalajI ma.sA. ne / ApakA janma nAgaura meM dharmaniSTha sadgRhastha zrI nagarAjajI gAMdhI kI dharmaparAyaNA dharmapatnI jJAnakumArI jI kI kukSi se huaa| mAtA-pitA kI vAtsalyamayI goda meM Apane bAla lIlA ke gyAraha varSa vyatIta kiye| kuTila kAlacakra ne prahAra kiyA va bAlaka hammIra mAtra gyAraha varSa kI umra meM pitA zrI kI chatrachAyA se vaMcita ho gyaa| mAtA va putra donoM hI nAgaura se pIpAr3a A gaye, jahA~ unheM mahAsatIjI varajU jI mahArAja ke pAvana darzana va sAnnidhya kA lAbha prApta huaa| mahAsatIjI ke darzana, samAgama va upadeza zravaNa se mAtA-putra ne saMsAra kI asAratA va kSaNa-bhaMguratA samajhI va unakA hRdaya vairAgya raMga meM raMga gyaa| mAtAzrI ne apane hRdaya kI bhAvanA mahAsatIjI mahArAja ke samakSa vyakta kii| mahAsatIjI kI preraNA pAkara mAtA apane putra ke sAtha pUjya AcArya zrI ratnacaMdajI masA. kI sevA meM birAMTiyA pahuMcI aura apane putra ko unake caraNoM meM samarpita kara bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna karane kI prArthanA kii| mAtA kI bhAvanA ke anusAra birAMTiyA meM hI saMvat 1862 phAlguna zuklA saptamI ko 11 varSIya bAlaka hammIramala ko pUjya AcArya zrI ne bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kii| putra ko dIkSA | dilAkara mAtA ne bhI mahAsatI varajUjI ke pAsa dIkSA dhAraNa kii| buddhi, pratibhA, vinaya, parizrama aura guru kRpA se bAlaka muni hammIramalajI ma.sA. ne zIghra hI acchI yogyatA prApta kara lii| pUjya zrI jaise samartha vidvAna AcArya guru hoM aura muni hammIra jaise vinaya sampanna pratibhA sampanna ziSya hoM to usa adhyayana kI bAta hI kyA ! Apane guru-sevA meM raha kara zAstroM va saMskRta-prAkRta kA gaMbhIra adhyayana kiyaa| jJAna-sAdhanA hI nahIM, ApakI tapa-sAdhanA va saMyama-sAdhanA bhI viziSTa thii| bhISaNa sardI meM bhI Apa mAtra eka pachevar3I hI dhAraNa krte| ghRta ke atirikta anya cAra vigayoM, dUdha, dahI, tela va mIThA ke Apake tyAga the| yahI nahIM pake acitta hare zAka kA bhI Apake tyAga thaa| ____ Apa ananya guru bhakta the| pUjya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. ke virAjate Apane eka bhI cAturmAsa unase alaga nahIM kiyaa| gurudeva ke svargArohaNa ke pazcAt vyathita hRdaya se bhI ApakA guNagAna kaisA hotA thA pUja viraha dina dohalA ho nikale varasa smaan| kahe hamIra kima visarUM ho, sata guru jIvana prANa ho / / ApakA upadeza atyanta prabhAvotpAdaka thaa| ApakI vairAgyamayI vANI-sudhA ne aneka bhavyAtmAoM aura bhaktajanoM ko navajIvana pradAna kiyaa| Apake hRdaya meM prabhu-bhakti kA rasa nirantara prabhAvita hotA rhtaa| 'dIvasamA AyariyA' kI ukti sArthaka karate hue Apane aneka vyaktiyoM ke jIvana ko bhakti va jJAna se pAvana kiyA, jisakA sAkSAt pramANa vinayacaMda caubIsI ke racayitA, daIkaDA grAma nivAsI kavizreSTha zrI vinayacandajI kumbhaTa kA jIvana hai / bAlyakAla se hI prajJAcakSu vinayacandajI ne pUjya zrI kI sevA va samAgama kA svarNima saMyoga milane para jaina dharma kA acchA jJAna prApta kara liyA va pUjya gurudeva ke vacana rUpI bIja Apake hRdaya-kSetra meM aMkurita hokara vinayacaMda caubIsI ke rUpa meM pallavita puSpita hue / caubIsa tIrthaGkaroM kI bhAvabhInI stuti ke anantara kavi vinayacandajI ne kalaza meM AcArya zrI hammIramala jI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa | mahArAja ke prati kRtajJatA jJApita karate hue kahA hai caubIsa tIrathanAtha kIti gAvatAM mana gaha gahe / kumbhaTa gokulacanda - nandana vinayacanda' iNa para khe| upadeza pUjya hamIra muni ko tattva nija ura meM dharI, ugaNIsa sau cha ke chamacchara mahAstuti yaha pUraNa karI / || 7 pUjya zrI hammIramalajI ma.sA. kA antima cAturmAsa nAgaura meM huA va vi.saM. 1910 kArtika kRSNA ekama ko saMthArA samAdhi ke sAtha Apane devaloka gamana kiyA / Apake devaloka gamana ke pazcAt Apake paTTa para pUjya zrI kajor3ImalajI ma.sA. viraaje| ApakA janma kizanagaDha meM osavAla vaMzIya suzrAvaka zrI zambhUmalajI kI dharmapatnI dharmaparAyaNA badanakaMvara jI kI kukSi se huA / honahAritA va buddhi kI kuzAgratA ApakI janmajAta vizeSatA thI / ATha varSa kI komala avasthA meM hI Apake mAtA-pitA kA svargavAsa ho gyaa| kAla kA kaisA anabha vajrapAta ! Apa kizanagaDha se ajamera A gaye / puNyayoga se Apako muni zrI bhairUmallajI mahArAja ke darzana kA saubhAgya prApta huA / munizrI ke darzana aura unakI hitamita ojasvI vANI se ApakI dharma kI ora vizeSa abhiruci ho gaI aura zIghra hI Apane sAmAyika va pratikramaNa kA abhyAsa kara liyA / zanai: zanai: ApakI vairAgyabhAvanA bar3hane lagI va Apane rAtri - bhojana va harI vanaspati ke tyAga kara diye / zubha yoga se pUjyapAda AcArya zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. kA ajamera padArpaNa huaa| pUjya zrI kI pAtaka prakSAlinI pravacana sudhA ne Apake hRdaya meM rahe hue vairAgya bIja ko aMkurita va pallavita kara diyA va Apane unheM zIghra dIkSA | dene kI prArthanA kii| ApakI prArthanA para pUjya zrI ne Apako jIva dayA kI sAdhanA karane kI preraNA dii| yaha sunakara | Atmahita kI kAmanA se Apane jIvana paryanta Arambha kA tyAga kara liyaa| kaisA utkaTa vairAgya ! guru vacanoM meM kaisI | AsthA ! 'zreyAMsi bahuvighnAni' / parijanoM ne dIkSA ke viruddha prapaJca phailAnA prArambha kiyA, para Apane nizcala bhAva | aura zAnti se virodha kA mukAbalA kiyaa| ApakI dRDhatA dekhakara nyAyAdhIza ko bhI anumati pradAna karanI par3I va vi.saM. 1887 mAgha zuklA 7 ke dina ajamera meM AcArya bhagavanta zrI ralacaMdajI ma.sA. ke kara kamaloM se Apa dIkSita hue| Apa tIvra medhA ke dhanI the va thor3e hI samaya meM Apane siddhAntoM kA gahana adhyayana kara liyaa| AcArya zrI ne ApakI yogyatA ke aura adhika vikAsa hetu Apako apane guNazreSTha ziSya zrI hammIramalajI mahArAja kI nizrA meM rakha diyaa| thoDe hI samaya meM Apake jJAna- darzana - cAritra kI paripakvatA va Atma-zakti se saMtuSTa ho gurudeva ne Apako svataMtra rUpa se vihAra kara dharma jAgRti kI AjJA pradAna kii| ApakI pIyUSapAvanI vANI se aneka vyakti jina dharmAnurAgI bane / saMyama ke niyamoM kA Apa kaThoratA se pAlana karate the / Apa eka hI cAdara se zIta, uSNa aura varSAkAla vyatIta karate / ApakI zArIrika kAnti anupama thii| Apa gauravarNa, zarIra se suDola va kada se lambe the / Apake netra keharI ke samAna tejasvI the to vANI meM ghanagarjanA sI gambhIratA aura adbhuta AkarSaNa thA / kahanA hogA Apake vyaktitva aura tapasteja kAraNa Apake samparka meM jo bhI AtA, vaha prabhAvita huye binA nahIM rahatA thaa| . pUjya AcArya zrI hammIramalajI mahArAja ke svargavAsa ke pazcAt sampradAya ke saMcAlana aura saMrakSaNa kI | zakti, AgamoM kI abhijJatA, vidvattA, zarIra sampadA, pratibhA, yogyatA Adi saba dRSTiyoM se caturvidha saMgha ne Apako | AcAryapada dene kA nirNaya liyA / vi.saM. 1910 mAgha zuklA paMcamI ko 24 sAdhu-sAdhviyoM aura hajAroM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kI upasthiti meM Apako AcArya pada pradAna kiyA gyaa| Apake saMyama, pANDitya va tapa kA ( itanA tIvra teja thA ki vakravacanI aura kuTila buddhi kutarkiyoM ko bhI Apase kutarka karane kI himmata nahIM hotI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM thii| ekadA Apake sthUla zarIra va udarAkAra para panihArina bahinoM dvArA kiye gaye vyaMgya ki 'DhUMDhiyA ke bhI peTa hai' kA diyA gayA pratyuttara ApakI pratyutpannamati, gAMbhIrya va aMtarnirIkSaNa kA dyotaka hai tU ne kahI Upara se, maiMne pekhI TheTha __ aura khaTakA saba miTa gayA, eka raha gayA peTa / / ___Apane 26 varSa taka kuzalatApUrvaka sampradAya kA saMcAlana kiyaa| Apake zAsana kAla meM 13 muniyoM kI | | dIkSA huii| Apane vibhinna kSetroM meM 49 cAturmAsa kara dharmajyoti ko prajvalita kiyaa| vi.saM. 1936 vaizAkha zuklA 2 ko peTa meM bhayaMkara darda hone lgaa| darda kI tIvratA se Apane samajha liyA ki aba antima samaya A gayA hai| Apane sAdhuoM ke samakSa AlocanA kI aura paMca parameSThI ko vaMdana kara sabhI jIvoM se kSamAyAcanA kii| agale dina pUrNa upayogapUrvaka saMthAre kI vidhi karate hue anazanavidhi kA uccAraNa karate-karate pUjya zrI ke prANa paraloka ke liye prayANa kara gaye, mAno ve saMthAre kI vidhi meM pUrNatA kI hI pratIkSA kara rahe the| vAdImardana zrI kanIrAma jI mahArAja Apake pramukha sahayogI saMta the, jinhoneM paMjAba jaise kSetroM meM ugra vihAra kara vahAM saMgha meM zAnti va aikya kAyama kiyA va vahAM bhI jina zAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kii| Apane terApaMtha kI mAnyatAoM ke khaMDana hetu 'siddhAntasAra' grantha kI racanA kii| jIvana meM Apane aneka bAra carcA va zAstrArtha kara vipakSiyoM ko parAsta kiyaa| AcArya zrI ke ziSyaratnoM meM unake paTTadharaziSya pUjya zrI vinayacaMdajI mahArAja, pUjya zrI zobhAcaMdajI mahArAja, caMdanasama zItala zrI caMdanamalajI mahArAja, tIkSNa medhA ke dhanI svAdhyAya premI zrI multAnamalajI mahArAja ke nAma ullekhanIya haiN| __ AcArya zrI kajor3ImalajI mahArAja ke mahAprayANa ke pazcAt unake ziSya ratna zrI vinayacandajI mahArAja ratnavaMza paramparA ke AcArya bne| ApakA janma phalaudI meM osavaMzIya rAjamAnya pratiSThita sadgRhastha zrI pratApamalajI puMgaliyA kI dharmaparAyaNA dharmapatnI rambhAkuMvara kI ratna kukSi se vi.saM. 1897 Azvina zuklA caturdazI ke dina huaa| Apake cAra bhAI aura eka bahina thii| ___ saMyogavaza acAnaka hI mAtA-pitA kA svargavAsa ho gayA aura parivAra kI sArI jimmedArI Apa para A pdd'ii| vyApAra ke Arambha meM samartha sahAyaka kI AvazyakatA anubhava kara Apa pAlI (jahA~ Apake bahina-bahinoI nivAsa karate the) A gye| yahA~ vizeSa puNyodaya se Apako pUjya zrI kajoDImalajI mahArAja ke pAvana darzana kA saubhAgya prApta huaa| AcArya zrI kI vairAgyodbodhaka vANI suna kara Apake hRdaya meM vairAgya bhAva kA vapana huA aura Apane apane vicAra laghu bhrAtA zrI kistUracaMdajI ke samakSa prakaTa kiye| laghu bhrAtA ne bhI agraja kA anusaraNa karane kA saMkalpa kara liyaa| donoM hI bandhu pUjya zrI kI sevA meM raha kara sAdhutA sambandhI jJAnAbhyAsa karane lge| vi.saM. 1912 mArgazIrSa kRSNA 2 ko donoM bandhuoM ne ajamera meM pUjya zrI ke pAsa zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| donoM baMdhuoM ne jJAnAbhyAsa meM apane Apako pUrNa manoyoga pUrvaka saMlagna kara liyaa| thor3e hI antarAla meM Apane aisI yogyatA sampAdita kara lI ki Apa dhArApravAha rUpa se zAstroM kA vyAkhyAna karane lge| durdaiva se anuja bhrAtA muni zrI kistUracaMdajI mahArAja kA asAmayika dehAvasAna ho gyaa| yugala jor3I khaMDita ho gii| ___ prakRti kI komalatA, vinaya va samarpaNa se Apa pUjya gurudeva va sabhI ke prIti pAtra bana gye| buddhi kI tIvratA aura avyAhata zrama se Apa jainAgamoM ke talasparzI jJAtA bana gye| pUjya AcArya zrI kajor3ImalajI mahArAja
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa | kA svargagamana hone para caturvidha saMgha ne vi.saM. 1937 jyeSTha kRSNA 5 ko Apako AcArya pada pradAna kiyaa| Apane | 36 varSa taka kuzalatApUrvaka sampradAya kA saMcAlana kiyA / ina 36 varSoM meM pUrva kSetroM meM ugra vihAra kara anekoM bhavyAtmAoM ko saMyama jIvana kA adhikArI banAyA to hajAroM vyaktiyoM ko 22 varSa paryanta Apane vibhinna zramaNopAsaka va samyaktvI banA kara vIra zAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kii| jIvana ke antima caudaha varSa netra jyoti kI | maMdatA ke kAraNa Apa jayapura sthiravAsa virAje / pUjya zrI meM yaha virala vizeSatA thI ki Apa zAstroM ke marma ko | samajhane vAle samartha vidvAna bahuzruta mahApuruSa hone ke sAtha hI sAdhvAcAra ke sUkSma niyamoM ke yathAvidhi paripAlaka the| jainAgama meM varNita karma- prakRtiyoM ke Apa viziSTa vivecaka the| ApakI smaraNazakti va dhAraNAzakti adbhuta va vilakSaNa thii| bIsoM barasa bAda bhI yadi koI pUrva paricita zrAvaka Akara caraNa chUtA to usakI bolI mAtra suna kara Apa usakI pUrva pIDhiyoM taka kI bAta batA dete the to bhagavatI jaise vizAla Agama ke saMdarbhoM ko zataka uddezaka patraka vAra pharamA dete the / kaunasA viSaya kahAM pratipAdita hai, Apa hastAmalakavat yA nijanAmavat batA dete the / anya sampradAyoM ke prati ApakI udAratA atulanIya hai / sthAnakavAsI samAja ke vibhinna paramparAoM ke anekoM | vidvAn munirAja Apase zruta dhAraNA ke lie jayapura padhArate to Apa bhI Agraha pUrvaka unhIM kA pravacana karAte evaM udAratApUrvaka Agama rahasyoM se unheM paricita karAte / yahI nahIM, mUrti pUjaka zramaNoM se Apa pUrNa sadbhAva rakhate evaM unheM zAstroM ke anuzIlana hetu prerita karane va unakI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna karane meM bhI sadA tatpara rahate / | kharataragacchIya zrI zivajI rAmajI mahArAja ko bhI Apane AcArAMga sUtra kA svAdhyAya karane kI preraNA dI va sUtra par3hane kI unakI ruci ko jAgRta kiyA, jisakA ve AjIvana upakAra mAnate rahe I dhArmika kaTTaratA ke yuga meM ApakI udAratA anUThI thI / ve kabhI kisI ke bhI mata kA khaNDana kie binA svamata kI vizeSatA pratipAdita karate / vyApaka dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa Apake pravacanAmRta kA saba dharmAvalambI lAbha utthaate| paMjAbI muni zrI mayArAma jI ma.sA, pUjya zrI hukamIcandajI ma.sA. kI paramparA ke AcArya zrI zrIlAlajI | ma.sA., pUjya zrI dharmadAsajI ma. kI sampradAya ke paMDita ratna zrI mAdhava muni jI mahArAja Adi vibhinna paramparAoM ke mahApuruSa ApakI vatsalatA, udAratA va Agama marmajJatA se prabhAvita the / pUjya zrI ne yaha niyama banA rakhA thA ki jaba | | koI zuddha sAdhu-maryAdA kA pAlana karane vAle saMta Apake sthiravAsa kAla meM jayapura padhArate to unake prati | prakaTa karane ke liye Apa apanA vyAkhyAna banda rakhate aura bhakta zrAvakoM ko navAgantuka saMtoM ke vyAkhyAna - zravaNa va | sevAbhakti kA paryApta lAbha lene hetu prerita karate / vayovRddha zrutavRddha, dIkSAvRddha evaM padavRddha bahuzruta AcArya pUjya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma. kI aisI udAratA, nirabhimAnatA, vAtsalya bhAva va prema parAyaNatA durlabha udAharaNa haiM / vikrama saMvat 1972 mArgazIrSa kRSNA 12 ko 75 varSa kI vaya meM jaina jagata ke isa jJAnasUrya kA avasAna ho gayA / tapasvIratna zrI bAlacandajI mahArAja, svAmI jI zrI candanamalajI mahArAja Apake pramukha sahayogI saMta the / tapasvI zrI paMjAba ke nivAsI the| Apane dIkSA ke prathama dina se hI vyAdhi aura pAraNe ke sivAya cAra vigayoM (dUdha, dahI, miSThAnna aura tela) kA yAvajjIvana ke liye tyAga kara diyA / prAsuka hare sAga kA bhI Apake AjIvana tyAga thaa| Apa pratimAsa kama se kama pAMca upavAsa to karate hI, vizeSa tapasyA bhI prAya: karate rahate / parISahoM ko Age hokara AmaMtrita karane hetu Apa garmI meM grISma AtApanA va sardI meM zIta AtApanA lete, to kaI bAra karmoM ke bhAra kA mAno Akalana karane hetu Apa kaThina abhigraha bhI dhAraNa kara lete, para Apake antarAya karma itanA halakA ho cukA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM / thA ki akSaya tRtIyA ko vivAhita dvitIya patnI (prathama patnI ke svargastha hone ke anantara navor3hA) ke sAtha cAMdI ke thAla meM dAla kA halavA eka sAtha jImane hetu baiThe dampatI AjIvana zIlavrata grahaNa kare to AhAra grahaNa karanA, jaise duSkara abhigraha bhI Apake sahaja hI phalIbhUta hue| jisa dampatI ke vrata-grahaNa se ApakA yaha duSkara abhigraha phalA, ve the byAvara ke suzrAvaka zrI AnandarAja jI zAha evaM unakI navoDhA dhrmptnii| yahI nahIM jisa kisI ko bhI Apane telA karane kA kaha diyA, usakI vipatti kA bhI sahaja nivAraNa ho jaataa| svAmIjI zrI candanamalajI mahArAja candana ke samAna zItala, zAnta-dAnta-gambhIra prakRti ke mahApuruSa the| ApakI niSpakSatA, gambhIratA evaM prazAntatA jaga jAhira thii| yahI kAraNa thA ki pUjya zrI hukamIcandajI mahArAja kI paramparA meM vivAda hone para pUjya AcArya zrI zrIlAlajI mahArAja kA bhI Agraha rahA ki svAmI zrI caMdanamalajI mahArAja madhyastha bana kara jo bhI nirNaya deM to maiM saharSa svIkAra kruuNgaa| pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI mahArAja ke zAsanakAla meM zreSThivarya zrI sujAnamalajI kI dIkSA ne anAthI : munirAja ke Adarza ko mAno upasthita kara diyaa| nityaprati puSpa zayyA para zayana karane vAle, goTha gUgarI ke zaukIna, / itra sevana karane vAle, una zreSThivarya ne ghuTanoM meM "darda dUra ho jAne para pUjya zrI ke pAsa dIkSA le lUMgA" aisA cintana kiyA to sahaja hI pIr3A dUra ho gyii| saMkalpadhanI vaha mahApuruSa pIche nahIM haTA va pUjyapAda ke caraNoM meM dIkSA lekara kala kA zreSThI jayapura kI galiyoM meM bhikSAvRtti hetu ghUma kara apane ko dhanya mAnane lgaa| kala taka anekoM sevakoM dvArA sevya, rAga kA dhanI, vaha karmazUra Aja saMta mahApuruSoM kI vaiyyAvRttya kara apane ko dhanya samajhane lgaa| dhanya haiM aise saMkalpadhanI mahApuruSa / dhanya hai pUjya AcArya pravara kA prabhAva va punnyshaalitaa| aise hI mahApuruSoM ke liye pUjya zrI bhUdhara jI mahArAja ne kaha diyA raMga mahala meM poDhate, je kopala saja bichaay| ne kaMkarIlI bhUmi meM, sAva saMvara kaay||...ve guma ghaTa rasa bhojana jImata, je suvarNa thAla mNjhaar| aba ve saba chiTakAya na, prAmuka lena AhAra / / va guru bahuzruta AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. ke pazcAt pUjya zrI zobhAcaMdajI mahArAja sAhaba paramparA ke AcArya bane / ApakA janma marudharA kI rAjadhAnI, ratnavaMza ke paTTanagara jodhapura meM saMvat 1914 kArtika zuklA |paMcamI ko zreSThivarya zrI bhagavAnadAsa jI cAmar3a kI dharmazIlA dharmapatnI pArvatI devI kI ratnakukSi se huaa| saubhAgya paMcamI ko janma lene ke kAraNa ApakA nAma zobhA caMda rakhA gyaa| bAlyakAla se hI Apa bAla sulabha ceSTAoM meM caMcalatA ke sthAna para gaMbhIratA dhAraNa karane vAle the| pAThazAlA meM praveza karAye jAne para bhI Apa vidyAlaya yA ghara meM apanA adhikatama samaya mauna aura ekAnta meM hI vyatIta karate the| ApakI ina pravRttiyoM se khinna pitA ne Apako 10 varSa kI choTI vaya meM hI dhandhe meM lagA diyA, para Apako to santoM ke caraNoM meM apanI jijJAsAoM kA samAdhAna pAne va jJAna sIkhane meM hI apanA samaya bitAkara parama Ananda hotaa| puNyodaya se Apako pUjyapAda AcArya zrI kajoDImalajI ma.sA. ke pAvana darzana kA saubhAgya prApta huaa| adbhuta vyaktitva ke dhanI, sAdhanA kI sAkSAt pratimUrti aura brahmacarya kI apUrva zakti ke dhArI AcArya zrI kajor3ImalajI mahArAja ke vairAgyapUrNa upadeza ko sunakara bAlaka zobhAcaMda ne saMyamapatha para ArUDha hone kA nizcaya kiyA, para dIkSA kI anumati AsAna na thii| AjJA prApta karane meM kaI ar3acaneM va bAdhAeM AIM, para ApakI dRDha lagana aura nizcaya ko dekhakara antata: mAtA-pitA ko AjJA denI pdd'ii| teraha varSa kI avasthA meM eka vizAla mahotsava meM jayapura meM vi.saM. 1927 mAghazuklA paMcamI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa ko AcArya zrI kajor3ImalajI mahArAja ke kara-kamaloM se ApakI dIkSA sampanna huii| gurudeva kA sAnnidhya to thA hI, bar3e guru bhrAtA zrI vinayacanda jI ma.sA. kA Apake jJAna-dhyAna meM viziSTa sahayoga rahA va ApakA adhika vicaraNa-vihAra bhI unhIM ke sAnnidhya meM huaa| pUjya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. ke prati ApakA ziSyavat samarpaNa bhAva thaa| pUjya zrI ke 14 varSa ke sudIrgha jayapura sthiravAsa meM Apane pUrNa zraddhA va samarpaNa se unakI aharniza sevA kii| koI anumAna nahIM lagA pAtA thA ki ve pUjya zrI ke guru bhrAtA haiM yA shissy| aisA sunA jAtA hai ki pUjya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. yadi rAtri meM karavaTa bhI badalate to Apa jAgRta ho jaate| pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. ke svargavAsa ke pazcAt svAmIjI zrI candanamalajI ma.sA. ke Agraha se Apane AcArya pada svIkAra kiyaa| vi.saM. 1972 phAlguna kRSNA 8 ko svAmIjI mahArAja evaM AcArya pUjya zrI zrIlAlajI ma.sA. dvArA caturvidha saMgha kI upasthiti meM Apako AcArya pada kI cAdara or3hAI gii| pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcaMdajI mahArAja nirmala nispRha sAdhaka the| Apake saMyama-jIvana kA musaddI varga va anya matAvalambiyoM para bhI | vyApaka prabhAva thaa| jodhapura ke saikar3oM musaddI parivAra va mAhezvarI bhAI Apako guru mAnate aura pUche jAne para behicaka apane guru kA nAma pUjya zobhAcandrajI btaate| yaha ApakI udAratA, sadAzayatA aura virATatA kA pratyakSa pramANa thaa| kisAna parivAroM ke aneka grAmINa jana bhI Apake bhakta the| Apake sadupadezoM se jaina zrAvaka bane mUlajI viznoI kI bhakti kI sarAhanA jainAcArya javAharalAlajI ne apane pravacanoM meM kii| pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI mahArAja mahAna guNoM se vibhUSita the| ve paramata sahiSNutA, vatsalatA, gaMbhIratA, saralatA, sevAbhAvitA, vinayazIlatA, marmajJatA, AgamajJatA aura nItijJatA ke guNoM se sampanna mahApuruSa the| ApakA jIvana apramatta thA, kabhI pramAda kA sevana nahIM karate / svayaM unake ziSya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke zabdoM meM "mere gurudeva ne kabhI TekA nahIM liyA", ve sadA apanA samaya japa, tapa, sAdhanA evaM svAdhyAya meM hI | vyatIta karate / unakA jIvanAdarza thA khaNa nikammo rahaNo nahIM , karaNA Atama kAma, bhaNaNo guNaNo sIkhaNo, ramaNo jJAna ArAma / Apako uttarAdhyayana sUtra nija nAmagotravat kaNThastha thA ; akSara, pada, bindu kI bhI uccAraNa meM skhalanA nahIM hotii| Apa sadA rAtri ke pichale prahara meM pratidina svAdhyAya karate the| Apake upadezoM meM saralatA ke sAtha-sAtha gaMbhIratA kA puTa bhI hotA thaa| Apake pravacana prAcIna zailI meM hote hue bhI nUtanahRdaya ko prasanna evaM pulakita banAne meM samartha the| jodhapura ke anekoM nyAyAdhipati, bairisTara, zAsakIya adhikArIgaNa Apake parama bhakta the| Apa vyaktiyoM ko parakhane ke niSNAta pArakhI evaM jIvana-nirmANa ke kuzala zilpI the| bAlavaya meM dIkSita apane ziSya bAlaka hastI ko Apane jisa kuzalatA se gaDhA evaM alpa sAnnidhya meM hI apanA jJAna va apane jIvanAdarza jisa DhaMga se bAlaka hastI ke hRdaya meM u~Dele, vaha guru ziSya-paramparA kA Adarzatama udAharaNa hai| mAtra pAMca varSa ke dIkSAvadhi vAle ziSya ke bhItara rahI mahAna AtmA ko evaM unake bhItara rahI huI pratibhA ko parakha kara Apane jIvana ke jauharI kI niSNAtatA kA paricaya diyaa| ratnavaMza ke bhAvI AcArya ke rUpa meM bAlaka muni hastI kA cayana kara Apane ratnavaMza para mahAna upakAra kiyaa| hama sabane AcArya hastI ke pAvana sAnnidhya kA lAbha liyA hai, unake guNoM evaM jIvana meM hama pUjya AcArya zobhAcandajI ma. ke jIvanAdarzoM evaM sAdhanA sampUrita guNoM kI sahaja jhalaka anubhava kara sakate haiN| ApakA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AcArya-kAryakAla mAtra 11 varSa kA thA, para isa alpa kAla meM hI Apane itihAsa para apanI amiTa chApa chodd'ii| Apake zAsanakAla meM muni zrI lAlacaMdajI mahArAja, muni zrI hastImalajI mahArAja, muni zrI cauthamalajI mahArAja va zrI bar3e lakSmIcaMdajI mahArAja ne tathA kevalakuMvarajI, jhamakUjI Adi 16 mahAsatiyAM jI mahArAja ne dIkSA grahaNa kii| ____ vi.saM. 1983 zrAvaNa kRSNA amAvasyA ko jIvana ke sacce pArakhI isa mahApuruSa ne jodhapura meM apanI daihika jIvana-lIlA sameTa kara mahAprayANa kara diyaa| ___ Apake suziSya yugamanISI prAta: smaraNIya AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI mahArAja ne bAlavaya meM saMyama grahaNa kara evaM taruNa avasthA meM AcArya pada para ArUDha hokara sudIrgha saMyama-paryAya evaM sudIrgha AcArya-kAla se nava-itihAsa kI racanA kii| ve itihAsa lekhaka hI nahIM, varan itihAsa nirmAtA the| ve pada se nahIM, varan pada unase mahimA maNDita hue , ve bhaktoM se nahIM, varan bhakta jana una jaise guru pAkara gauravAnvita hue| unakA nirmala vimala niraticAra apramatta saMyama jIvana, guNijanoM ke prati pramoda, choToM ke prati sneha-vAtsalya evaM bar3oM ke prati Adara bhAva unheM mahApuruSoM kI zRMkhalA meM agragaNya sthAna para aMkita karatA hai| ve eka sampradAya meM rahate hue bhI samUce jaina jagata meM 'pUjya zrI' ke nAma se vikhyAta rhe| laghu kAyA meM virAT vyaktitva, arvAcIna mAnyatAoM ke pakSadhara, para buddhijIvI bhakta samudAya ke bhagavAna, jJAna, kriyA evaM puNyazAlitA ke adbhuta saMgama AcAryadeva ke jIvana meM apane pUrvavartI mahApuruSoM kA hI nahIM, varan Arya sthUlibhadra kI brahmacarya sAdhanA, Arya AryarakSita kI mAtRbhakti va jJAna-pipAsA tathA bAlavaya meM dIkSita Arya vajra jaisI mastI, nirbhIkatA evaM saMyamaniSThA kA adbhuta samanvaya thaa| yaha jIvana caritra 'namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' una mahAmAnava ke jIvana ko hI samarpita hai| ratnasaMgha paTTaparamparA jaina jagata kI divya saMta-paramparA kA yazasvI adhyAya hai| ratnasaMgha ke sabhI AcAryoM ne | laghuvaya meM dIkSA aMgIkAra kara sudIrgha saMyama-sAdhanA se jinazAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kii| sabhI AcArya bhagavaMta jJAna, darzana evaM cAritra ke adbhuta saMgama the| sabhI AcArya eka sampradAya-vyavasthA kI paridhi meM rahate huye bhI sadA isakI bheda-rekhAoM se pare rhe| aise hI mahApuruSoM ke bAre meM AcArya zrI bhUdhara jI mahArAja dvArA racita ye paMktiyAM sArthaka kahI jA sakatI haiM ve guru mere ura baso, je bhava jaladhi jahAja Apa tire para tArahiM, aise zrI muniraaj| ve guru caraNa jahAM dhare, jaMgama tIrtha teha / so raja mama mastaka caDhe, bhUdhara mAMge eha / /
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________________ jambUdvIpe bharata kSetre pIpAr3anagare * puNyadharA : pIpAr3a paramapratApI pratibhAmUrti cAritraniSTha AcArya zrI hastI kA janma jambUdvIpa ke bharatakSetra meM sthita bhAratadeza ke mAravAr3a (rAjasthAna) kI puNyadharA pIpAr3a zahara meM huaa| mAravAr3a kI marudharA ke mukuTamaNi jodhapura nagara se 60 kilomITara kI dUrI para jojarI nadI ke taTa para avasthita 'pIpAr3azahara' ke sambandha meM kathAnaka hai ki ise bappA rAvala | ke vaMzaja pIpalA rAvala ne basAyA thA / itihAsavidoM ke anusAra yaha prAcIna nagarI zatAbdiyoM taka rAjasthAna ke vartamAna pAlI - mAravAr3a jile meM sthita nimAja ThikAne ke jAgIradAra kI jAgIra kA hissA rahI / madhyayuga meM santa pIpAjI ne bhI ise dharmaprasAra kA kendra banAyA / AcArya zrI hastI kI janmabhUmi pIpAr3a kI vasudhA anna evaM dhana se bhI samRddha rahI hai to mahAn santoM kI padaraja se bhI pAvana hotI rahI hai| ise aneka jaina santoM evaM AcAryoM ne apane janma, dIkSA, vicaraNa evaM mahAprayANa se dhanya kiyA hai| AcArya zrI hastI jisa santa paramparA ke saptama paTTadhara bane, usa ratnavaMza ke mUlapuruSa yazasvI santa zrI | kuzalacandrajI mahArAja ne isI pIpAr3a (riyAM) kI dharA para janma liyA / sthAnakavAsI jaina sampradAya ke tejasvI AcArya zrI jayamalajI mahArAja, mahAn kriyoddhAraka AcArya zrI ratnacandrajI mahArAja (jinake nAma se 'ratnavaMza' vizruta hai), cAritraniSTha AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja (AcArya zrI hastI ke guru) Adi aneka santoM evaM mahApuruSoM ne | apane varSAvAsoM evaM zeSakAla- vicaraNa se isa dharA kI puNyazAlitA meM abhivRddhi kI / ratnavaMza-paramparA ke hI prakhara carcAvAdI evaM 'siddhAntasAra' grantha ke racayitA prasiddha prabhAvazAlI santa zrI kanIrAmajI mahArAja kA devalokagamana bhI isa dharA se huA / AdhyAtmika evaM sAMskRtika dRSTi se samRddha yaha tapaHpUta pIpAr3anagarI taba aura adhika dhanya ho uThI jaba | lakSAdhika logoM ke sanmArga pravartaka AcArya zrI hastI kA janma bhI isI bhUmi para huA / yahA~ para yaha ullekha karanA aprAsaGgika nahIM hogA ki kharataragaccha kI atyanta prabhAvazAlinI sAdhikA mahAsatI zrI vicakSaNa zrI jI evaM caritanAyaka AcArya zrI hastI ke ziSya ratnavaMza ke vartamAna aSTama paTTadhara AcArya zrI hIrAcandra jI mahArAja kI janma-sthalI hone kA saubhAgya bhI pIpAr3a kI dharA ko prApta hai / riyAsatakAla meM pIpAr3a ke sAtha hI rIyAM kA nAma jur3A huA thaa| pIpAr3a se kacce rAste se tIna kilomITara kI dUrI para sthita rIyA~ usa samaya atyanta samRddha grAma thaa| kahA jAtA hai ki mAravAr3a meM par3e bhISaNa akAla ke | samaya jodhapura ke tatkAlIna mahArAjA vijayasiMhajI ko dhanarAzi kI AvazyakatA huI to rIyA~ ke zreSThivara | jIvanasiMha jI muNota ne marudharA kI sahAyatA ke lie khule dila se svarNa- mudrA se lade chakar3oM kI katAreM lagA dI / chakar3oM kI katAra rIyA~ se jodhapura taka jA pahu~cI, jise dekhakara jodhapura nareza acambhita raha ge| rIyA~ kA yaha varNana kavi pratApamala ne isa prakAra kiyA hai zahara / hai / paratakha pIpAr3a pAsa, rIyA~ raMga bhIno zakti kI mera setI bastI gulajAra
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________________ 14 vijayasiMha mahArAja Aya, seTha ko kahI thI aisI kror3a eka rupiyAM (moharA) hU~ kI, mere darakAra hai| khola ke khajAno seTha, chakar3A se chakar3A jor3a / choTo so kAma kIno mulkAM mAhijahAra hai // namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM usa samaya yaha mAnA jAtA thA ki mAravAr3a meM samRddhi kI dRSTi se kula aDhAI ghara haiN| eka ghara rIyA~ ke seThoM kA, dUsarA bilAr3A ke dIvAnoM kA tathA AdhA ghara jodhapura darabAra kA / itanI samRddhi hote hue bhI rIyA~ ke seTha | muNota sAhaba atyanta sAdA jIvana vyatIta karate the| yaha rIyA~ gA~va pIpAr3a kA hI sahodara evaM AcArya zrI hastI ke nAnA ke gotrI pUrvajoM kA gA~va thA / * vartamAna kAla meM rIyA~ eka sAdhAraNa grAma ke rUpa meM zeSa hai| pIpAr3a kRSi, vANijya evaM udyoga dhandhoM kI dRSTi | se Asa-pAsa ke grAmoM kA kendra banA huA hai, jabaki pUrvakAla meM hue rAja- viplavoM Adi ke kAraNa rIyA~ ke | zreSThi-parivAra pIpAr3a, kucAmana, ajamera, pUnA, sAtArA Adi vibhinna nagaroM meM rIyA~ kI samRddhi evaM prAcIna gaurava ko sAtha lekara jA base / rIyA~ ke khaNDahara isa bAta ke sAkSI haiM ki yaha kabhI eka vaibhavazAlI nagara (kasbA) rahA hai| 1 boharA kula puNyadharA pIpAr3a meM vikrama kI bIsavIM zatI meM osavAla vaMzIya zreSThivara zrI dAnamalajI boharA eka pratiSThita | zrAvaka the| ApakA pariNaya pIpAr3a ke hI zrI hamIramalajI (suputra zrI gambhIramalajI gA~dhI) kI suputrI naujyAMbAI ke sAtha sampanna huaa| zrI dAnamalajI boharA kI pIpAr3a evaM nikaTavartI grAmoM meM vyApAra-vyavasAya meM prAmANikatA kI | dRSTi se acchI chavi thii| Asa-pAsa ke grAmoM meM unakA lena-dena kA vyavasAya thA / apane vANijya-vyavasAya ke sAtha Apa dharmArAdhana hetu tatparatApUrvaka sadaiva sannaddha rahate the / samaya bItane ke sAtha zrI dAnamalajI boharA kI dharmaniSTha dharmapatnI zrImatI naujyAMbAI kI kukSi se do putroM rAmalAla evaM kevalacanda ne tathA cAra putriyoM saddAbAI, rAmIbAI, sundarabAI evaM cunnIbAI ne janma liyA / naujyAMbAI sAMsArika dRSTi se jitanI dUradarzI evaM karmaTha gRhiNI thI utanI hI saMskAra - dAtrI mAtA ke rUpa meM bhI sajaga thI / boharA parivAra eka saMskArazIla parivAra thaa| dharma ke prati sabameM agAdha AsthA thii| zrI dAnamalajI boharA jaina muniyoM aura AcAryoM ke cAturmAsoM meM pIpAr3a ke alAvA rIyAM, sojata, mer3atA Adi sthAnoM para jAkara bhI dharmArAdhana - tapArAdhana kI kriyAeM niSThApUrvaka karate the / Apa pArivArika evaM sAmAjika dAyitvoM kA nirvAha bhI | kartavya bhAvanA ke sAtha yathAsamaya karane hetu udyata rahate the| Apane apanI cAroM aMgajAta kanyAoM kA vivAha suyogya evaM kulIna parivAroM meM kiyA / putroM ko unhoMne vANijya-vyavasAya meM niSNAta banAne kA prayatna kiyA / dogha saMsAra vicitra hai| yahAM para saba dina sukha ke nahIM hote haiM / sukha-duHkha kI avasthAeM badalatI rahatI haiN| | mahAkavi kAlidAsa ne kahA bhI hai kasyAtyantaM sukhamupanataM, duHkhamekAntato vA / nIcairgacchatyupari ca dazA cakranemikrameNa // - meghadUta saMsAra meM kisI ko na to Atyantika (pUrNa) sukha milA hai aura na hI aikAntika duHkha / sukha evaM duHkha kI dazA ratha ke cakra kI bhA~ti parivartanazIla hai /
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________________ prathama khaNDa dAnamalajI boharA evaM unake parivArajanoM ne na jAne kitane svapna saMjoye hoMge, eka hI pala meM ve dharAzAyI ho ge| parivAra ke mukhiyA zrI dAnamalajI boharA kA Akasmika nidhana ho gyaa| parivAra para eka bhISaNa vajrapAta huaa| patnI naujyAM bAI para yaha asahya AghAta thaa| abhI donoM putroM rAmalAlajI evaM kevalacandajI kA vivAha bhI nahIM huA thaa| parivAra ke aneka kArya zeSa the| kintu saMsAra meM yaha jIvana kaba dhokhA de jAya, kucha bhI nahIM socA | jA sktaa| bar3e putra rAmalAlajI ne himmata se kAma liyA aura apanI sUjhabUjha se paitRka vyavasAya kA kArya samhAlA / svayaM dukAna para baiThanA prArambha kiyA tathA anuja kevalacandajI ko ugAhI ke lie bhejane lge| mAtA naujyAMbAI putroM kI sakriyatA ko dekhakara rAhata kI sAMsa letii| kabhI unheM satsaMskAra aura himmata kA pATha par3hAtI, to kabhI unake bhaviSya ke sambandha meM vicAra krtii| zanaiH zanaiH rAmalAlajI kI yogyatA samAja ke agraNI logoM ko lubhAne lgii| unakA vivAha pratiSThita parivAra meM sAnanda sampanna huaa| boharA parivAra meM khuziyAM chA giiN| mAtA naujyAMbAI ke duHkha ko bAMTane vAlI vadhU kA ghara meM Agamana huaa| parivAra meM aba cAra sadasya ho gae the| utsAha evaM samRddhi kA punaH saMcAra ho rahA thaa| pIpAr3a meM rAmalAlajI boharA kA ghara sabakI AMkhoM meM pratiSThA bar3hA rahA thaa| prakRti ko yaha saba svIkArya nahIM thaa| boharA parivAra para punaH AkAza phaTa gyaa| parivAra-saMcAlana meM agraNI evaM dakSa rAmalAlajI kA asAmayika dehAvasAna ho gyaa| yaha ghaTanA na kevala isa parivAra ke lie, apitu sampUrNa pIpAr3a ke lie avizvasanIya thii| koI soca bhI nahIM sakatA thA, ki saMkaTa se ubarate hue isa parivAra para punaH bhISaNa kaSTa ke bAdala maMDarA jaayeNge| isa dardanAka ghaTanA ko na mAtA naujyAM bAI sahana kara sakatI thI aura na hI navavivAhitA vadhU / laghu bhrAtA kevalacandajI para bahuta bar3I jimmedArI A pdd'ii| ve subaka subaka kara svayaM A~sU bahAyeM, yA mAtA aura bhAbhIjI ko DhAMDhasa baMdhAyeM, kucha bhI samajha meM nahIM A rahA thaa| naujyAMbAI ne pahale apanA pati khoyA, aba bar3A putra cala bsaa| do-do AghAta sahane kI tAkata kahA~ se | lAe? dharma ke prati AsthA ne hI unheM yaha himmata dii| putra kevalacanda ke prati apanI kartavya bhAvanA ko smjhaa| putravadhU ko bhI himmata dene vAlI vahI thii| navoDhA putravadhU ke vaidhavya kA duHkha akalpita thaa| abhI usake koI santAna bhI nahIM thii| putravadhU ke svapnoM kA saMsAra mAno eka hI kSaNa meM TUTa cukA thaa| usake lie aba saMsAra meM AkarSaNa kA koI kAraNa najara nahIM A rahA thaa| saMsAra se virakti meM hI aba use apanA lakSya dikhAI de rahA thaa| mana meM yaha vicAra dRr3ha ho gayA ki aba use gRhastha-jIvana kA tyAga kara zramaNI-jIvana ko aMgIkAra kara lenA caahie| yadA-kadA pIpAr3a meM santa-satiyoM ke samAgama ke kAraNa kevalacandajI kI vidhavA bhAbhI ke vairAgya kA bIja aMkura ke rUpa meM pariNata hone lgaa| vRddhA sAsa, devara kevalacandajI evaM parivArajanoM ne khUba samajhAyA, kintu dRr3ha manobalA ko apanA hita zramaNI-dharma aMgIkAra karane meM hI dikhAI diyaa| "sampUrNa jIvana vaidhavya ke duHkha meM kATane kI apekSA to vairAgya kI gaMgA meM snAna karate hue paMca mahAvratoM kA pAlana sarvotkRSTa hai" - isa tathya se parivArajana bhI paricita the| ataH rAmalAlajI kI vidhavA patnI ke dRr3ha nizcaya ke samakSa sabako jhukanA par3A aura eka dina AcArya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. kI paramparA meM ve muNDita ho giiN| aba sva. dAnamalajI boharA ke parivAra meM naujyAMbAI aura putra kevalacanda ye do hI sadasya raha gae the| mAtA ko putra kA evaM putra ko mAtA kA sambala raha gayA thaa| kevalacanda jI ne apane bhAI ke dvArA saMcAlita kArobAra ko
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 16 duHkhI mana se apane hAtha meM liyaa| unake pAsa pitA dAnamalajI boharA ke dvArA jo jamIna jAyadAda chor3I gaI thI, usameM eka makAna boharoM ke bAsa meM thA, eka havelI evaM noharA nayApurA meM thaa| isake alAvA zrI lakSmI pratApamalajI bhaMsAlI ke makAna kI bagala meM eka pola evaM dukAna thii| * kevalacandajI para dAyitva bhAI rAmalAlajI ke asAmayika dehAvasAna ke pazcAt vyavasAya kA sampUrNa kAryabhAra kevalacandajI para A gyaa| darjiyoM ke mohalle ke bAhara ve dukAna calAte the| rAjasthAnI saMskRti meM tIna-tIna pIr3hiyoM taka apanI bahana-beTiyoM ke pAvana sambaMdhoM ke nirvAha kI paramparA | hai| boharA kevalacanda jI pArivArika dAyitvoM ke nirvahana ke sAtha pAramparika vyApAra ke saMvardhana meM bhI parizrama pUrvaka | lage rhe| kevalacanda jI suDaula dehayaSTi evaM gauravarNa ke dhanI the| ve ha~samukha evaM svastha the| svabhAva se dhuna ke pakke, | santoSI evaM bhajanAnandI the| pIpAr3a aura samIpavartI grAmoM meM jahA~ kahIM bhI unheM AmaMtrita kiyA jAtA, ve utsAhapUrvaka bhajana-kIrtana meM pahu~ca jAte / unake sumadhura kaNTha evaM cittAkarSaka gAyana ke kAraNa AbAlavRddha sabhI zraddhAlu bhAva vibhora ho jhUma uThate the| ___ pIpAr3a ke rAjamAnya zreSThivara zrI giradhArIlAlajI muNota yuvaka kevalacanda jI ke vyaktitva evaM sadguNoM se prabhAvita the| ve nimAja ke ThAkura kA rAjakArya pIpAr3a meM sambhAlate the| unhoMne apanI suputrI rUpakaMvara kA vivAha kevalacanda jI se karane kA nizcaya kiyaa| unhoMne yaha prastAva naujyAMbAI evaM boharA parivAra ke anya sadasyoM ke samakSa rkhaa| prastAva saharSa svIkRta huA evaM vaizAkha zuklA pUrNimA vikrama saMvat 1964 ko boharA kevalacanda jI rUpakaMvara ke sAtha pariNayasUtra meM baMdha ge| __rUpakaMvara ke Ane se naujyAMbAI kA dIrghAvadhi se zokamagna citta AhlAda se bhara gyaa| kevalacanda jI kA vyAvasAyika dAyitva to bar3hA, kintu ghara ke kAryoM kI dekhabhAla kA bhAra kucha kama huaa| naujyAMbAI, kevalacanda evaM rUpakaMvara kA yaha parivAra sukha kI ghar3iyoM kA AnaMda lene lgaa| sAsa-bahU, pati-patnI evaM mAtA-putra ke rizte pArasparika agAdha prema ke pratIka bana ge| samaya bItane ke sAtha saMyoga se rUpAdevI garbhavatI huii| sAsU naujyAMbAI ko avaruddha vaMzavRkSa ke pallavita puSpita hone kI AzA se apAra harSa huA aura kaI kalpanAe~ mana meM daur3ane lgii| * boharA parivAra para puna: anabhra vajrapAta kise patA thA ki pautra-janma, vaMzavRddhi evaM bhAvI sukha kI kalpanAoM meM lIna naujyAMbAI ke parivAra para akalpanIya pahAr3a TUTa pdd'egaa| pautra-janma ke do mAha pUrva hI putra kevalacanda jI vikrama saMvat 1967 ke Azvina mAha meM plega kI mahAmArI kI capeTa meM A gae aura ve apanI vRddhA mAtA evaM taruNI bhAryA ko bilakhatI chor3akara paraloka cala bse| _isa ghora vajrapAta se boharA parivAra marmAhata ho gyaa| parivAra meM kauna kise DhADhasa baMdhAye, yahI kaThina ho gyaa| naujyAMbAI pahale se hI parivAra meM apane patideva aura bar3e putra kI mRtyu kI duHkhAntikA se ubara hI nahIM pAyI thI, aba isa trAsadI se aura vicalita ho utthii| pati-parAyaNa rUpAdevI ko jIvana ke uSAkAla meM hI apane saubhAgya sUrya ke asta ho jAne ke kAraNa samagra saMsAra ghora aMdhakArapUrNa laga rahA thaa| usakA svapnila madhura jIvana zmazAna
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa kI sI vibhISikA meM badala gyaa| unheM sampUrNa praNaya, sukha-vaibhava aura dAmpatya kA nandana-kAnana mRga-marIcikA sA pratIta huaa| kokha meM navajIvana kA amRta prasUna pala rahA hai, kintu saubhAgya kA kalpavRkSa dharAzAyI ho gyaa| rUpA devI zoka vihvala ho utthii| cintAoM se Acchanna bhaviSya ko dekhane kI usameM himmata na rhii| aneka dina usake bhAva zUnyAvasthA meM bIte / eka dina garbhastha zizu ke prabhAva se unakI cintA ne cintana kA mor3a liyaa| vaha socane lagI- "kyA isa saMsAra meM ekamAtra maiM hI abhAginI hU~?" vaha anubhava karane lagI ki isa mahAmArI ke tANDava ne eka nahIM aneka gharoM ko ujAr3A hai, agaNita suhAginoM ke sindUra ko dhUlisAt kiyA hai| aneka mAtAoM kI mamatAmayI godeM sUnI ho gaI haiN| kaI abodha nanheM bAlaka anAtha ho gae haiN| use lagA-'yaha saMsAra duHkha-dvaMdvoM se ghirA huA hai| jisa prakAra dina ke bAda rAta aura rAta ke bAda dina kA krama calatA rahatA hai, usI prakAra janma-mRtyu, saMyoga-viyoga aura sukha-duHkha kA cakra gatizIla hai| yaha avazyambhAvI krama na kabhI rukA hai aura na kabhI rukegaa|' isa prakAra cintana karate-karate rUpAdevI ke hRdaya meM vizuddha pariNAmoM kI vimala dhArA pravAhita hone lgii| unhoMne socA rone, bilabilAne, vyathita hone yA vilApa karane se saMsAra ke saMyoga-viyoga ke krama ko rokA nahIM jA sktaa| cintA evaM vilApa duHkha ko dUra nahIM karate, apitu saMgharSa kI zakti ko ghaTAte haiN| ___ rUpAdevI ne saMsAra ke isa satya ko jAna liyA ki jIvana anitya hai, kSaNa bhaMgura hai, isakA koI bharosA nahIM hai| isa satya ko jAnane ke sAtha hI unameM vairAgya ke bhAva jAgRta ho ge| mana huA dIkSA le lI jaae| yahI sahI upAya hai 'na vairAgyAt paraM bhAgyam'-vairAgya se bar3hakara koI saubhAgya nhiiN| mausI jI phUlAMjI evaM bhAbhIjI (kevalacanda jI ke bar3e bhrAtA rAmUjI kI dharmapatnI) ne bhI yahI mArga apanAyA thaa| vairAgya kI bhAvanA jyoM-jyoM dRr3ha hotI gaI tyoM-tyoM rUpAdevI ke duHkha ke ghane bAdala chaMTate ge| unameM eka himmata AI jIvana ko sahI mArga para lagAne kii| vairAgya meM bar3I zakti hai, kintu isa samaya, jaba do mAha pazcAt vaha mA~ banane vAlI hai, zramaNI dharma ko aMgIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| unakA aba prathama karttavya santati ko janma denA evaM usakA kucha kAla taka pAlana-poSaNa karanA thaa| sAsU naujyAMbAI kI abhilASA kA bhI dhyAna rakhanA thaa| prasavakAla sannikaTa jAnakara putrI rUpAdevI ko pitA zrI giradhArI lAlajI muNota apane ghara le aaye| muNota sAhaba kA bhavana nimAja ThikAne ke pIpAr3a nagarastha koTa ke pIche ke bhAga meM avasthita thaa| rUpAdevI ke yahA~ Ane se unakA bAharI vAtAvaraNa bhI badala gyaa| sasurAla meM sAsU naujyAMbAI ko dekhakara pati kevalacanda jI kI dAruNa smRti komala citta ko AcchAdita kara detI thI, to naujyAMbAI bhI bahU ko dekhakara putra kI smRti se zokAkula ho uThatI thii| rUpAdevI ne paristhitiyoM ko dekhakara aba yaha mAnasa banA liyA thA ki prasavakAla ke pazcAt bhI kucha kAla taka zizu ke pAlana poSaNa hetu usakA gRhastha jIvana meM rahanA Avazyaka hogaa| mAtR-karttavya kA nirvahana karane hetu rUpAdevI samucita AhAra-vihAra kA dhyAna rakhatI huI bar3I sAvadhAnI se garbhastha zizu kA sucAru rUpeNa saMvardhana karane lgii| vaha apanA adhikAMza samaya namaskAra maMtra ke jApa evaM dharma-dhyAna meM vyatIta karane lgii| isakA garbhastha zizu para gaharA prabhAva pdd'aa| prAcIna kAla meM Adarza mAtA madAlasA ne apane putroM ko garbhAvasthA meM hI prabhu bhakti kA pATha par3hAyA thaa| garbhAvasthA ke vyavahAra evaM zikSA kA garbhastha zizu para avazya hI prabhAva par3atA hai| subhadrA ke garbhastha bAlaka abhimanyu para pitA arjuna ke dvArA sikhAI gaI yuddha vidyA kA prabhAva isakA spaSTa pramANa hai| yahA~ mAtA ke vairAgya kA prabhAva garbhastha zizu para evaM puNyazAlI garbhastha zizu ke pUrva saMskAroM kA prabhAva mAtA para phalita ho rahA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM thaa| * mahAn vibhUti kA janma pati kevalacanda jI ke dehAvasAna ke do mAha pazcAt rUpAdevI ke jIvana meM sUrya kA udaya huA |pauss zuklAcaturdazI vikrama saMvat 1967 tadanusAra 13 janavarI san 1911 ko dina meM 1 bajakara 40 minaTa para rUpAdevI ko pitA zrI giradhArIlAla jI muNota ke koTa ke pIche ke gRha meM putraratna kI prApti huii| muNota parivAra evaM boharA parivAra meM nUtana AzA kA saMcAra huaa| rUpAdevI ke nayanoM meM bhI harSa ke A~sU chalaka Ae evaM dAdI naujyAMbAI bhI | vaMzavRkSa kI nirantaratA se pulakita ho utthii| boharA kula dAnamalajI boharA (dharmapatnI zrImatI naujyAM bAI) rAmalAla jI ___ kevalacandajI saddAbAI rArmIbAI sundarabAI cunnIbAI ni:santAna,Apake asAmayika dehAvasAna ke anantara ApakI dharmapatnI ne pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma. kI sampradAya meM dIkSA aMgIkAra kI zrI zeSamalajI koThArI harasaura nivAsI ke sAtha pariNaya (2 putriyA~- zrImatI AnandIbAI gA~dhI thAMvalA evaM zrImatI suA bAI mUthA pIpAr3a) bAsanI grAma meM vivAhita (zrI hIrAlAlajI rAvatamalajI Adi 4 putra) zrI cannIlAlajI zrI harakacandajI mUthA pIpAr3a ke mUthA hiMgaNaghATa sAtha pariNaya (2 ke sAtha pariNaya patra-zrI (parivAra phUlacandajI evaM madrAsa meM) zrI bhaMvaralAlajI) pIpAr3a nivAsI giradhArIlAlajI evaM candrAbAI jI muNota kI suputrI rUpAdevI ke sAtha vaizAkha pUrNimA vikrama saMvat 1964 ko prinny| kevalacandajI kA vikrama saMvat 1967 ke plega se bhAdrapada/Azvina meM dehAvasAna / pauSa zuklA 14 saMvat 1967 ko caritanAyaka hastI kA jnm|
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________________ prathama khaNDa: jIvanI khaNDa __ yaha zizu vizva kI eka mahAn vibhUti thaa| guNoM ke anurUpa hI zizu kA nAma rakhA gayA 'hastimalla' / yaha nAma mA~ rUpAdevI ko garbhakAla meM Ae svapna ke AdhAra para sujhAyA gayA thA, jo zizu kI dAdImA~ naujyAMbAI evaM nAnA giradhArI lAla jI ko khUba bhaayaa| svapna meM mA~ ne dekhA ki eka hAthI unake mukha meM praveza kara rahA hai| mA~ kA yaha svapna bAlaka ke nAmakaraNa kA AdhAra banA aura Age cala kara bAlaka ne isa nAma ko sacamuca sArthaka kiyaa| vaha akhila jagata kI eka 'hastI' bnaa| zveta gajarAja kI mastI gurudeva hastI meM spaSTataH parilakSita hotI thii| ve kevala 'hastI' nAma se hI nahIM, apitu hastI ke paryAyavAcI zabdoM se bhI pahacAne gae, yathA 'gajendra', 'gajamuni' Adi / (AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. svayaM apane kAvyoM meM 'gajamuni' yA 'gajendra' jaise zabdoM kA prayoga karate the|) bAlaka hastimalla kA jaba janma huA taba nikhila vizva para dvitIya vizva yuddha ke kAle kajarAre bAdala maMDarA rahe the| aise samaya mAnavatA kI asmitA ko akSuNNa rakhane hetu 13 janavarI ko ApakA janma eka aura vizeSatA lie hue thaa| isa dina sUrya karka rekhA se makara rekhA kI ora gamanazIla thaa| makara saMkrAnti eka zAzvata divasa hai| hindI, aMgrejI sabhI paMcAMgoM ke anusAra makara-saMkrAnti sadaiva 14 janavarI ko hotI hai| isa zAzvata divasa kI taiyArI se jur3A huA ApakA janma zAzvata lakSya kI prApti kA saMketa de rahA thaa| tIsarI bAta yaha ki ApakA janma caturdazI ko huA jo tapa-tyAga kA saMketa detI hai| caturdazI dhArmika dRSTi se eka parva divasa hai to 'cAMdaNI caudasa ro jAyo' kahAvata ke anusAra laukika dRSTi se zuklA caturdazI ko janmA bAlaka puNyazAlitA kA dhanI mAnA jAtA hai| cauthA tathya yaha hai ki zuklA caturdazI ke pazcAt pUrNimA kA Agamana hotA hai| yaha candramA kI kalA ke pUrNa vikAsa kI pUrvAvasthA hai| yaha divasa medhAvI zizu hastI ke bhAvI nirmala AdhyAtmika vikAsa kA saMketa kara rahA thaa| isa taraha vividha AdhAroM se bAlaka hastI kA janma na kevala boharA kula ke lie, na kevala pIpAr3a ke lie, na kevala mAravAr3a ke lie apitu sampUrNa deza, samAja evaM prANijagat ke lie mahattvapUrNa pratIta ho rahA thaa| hastimalla nAma anokhA nAma thaa| yaha koI Akasmika saMyoga nahIM, apitu bhAvI pUrvAbhAsa thaa| 'zakrastava' | meM devendra ne tIrthaMkara ko 'gandhahastI' kI upamA dI hai| uttarAdhyayana sUtra kI TIkA meM dhavala hastI kA ullekha hai| kauTilya ne arthazAstra meM bhadrahAthI ko sarvottama mAnA hai| caturaMgiNI senA meM hastI pramukha hotA hai| bAlaka hastI ke caraNoM meM 'padma' kA AkAra banA huA thA, jo sAmudrika zAstra ke anusAra prabala parAkramI evaM prakhara prajJAvAna kA lakSaNa mAnA jAtA hai| yaha hastI agaNita nAbhikIya paramANu bamoM kI pralayaMkArI zakti ko zamita karane vAlI ahiMsA kI ananta UrjA se yukta mahAtejasvI thaa| * kula kA ekamAtra cirAga vaha patha kyA, pathika kuzalatA kyA, jisa patha para bikhare zUla na hoN| nAvika kI dhairya kuzalatA kyA, dhArAeM yadi pratikUla na hoN| vipadAoM meM hI mahAnatA janma letI hai| bAlaka hastI na apane dAdA kA mukha dekha sake, na tAU kA aura na hI pitA kaa| dAdI naujyAMbAI evaM mAtA rUpAdevI ke Ahata hRdayoM ko AhlAda se bharane ke lie hI mAnoM hastI kA | janma huA thaa| dAdI naujyAM evaM mAtA rUpA ke lie aba hastI hI eka AzA kI kiraNa thI, vahI apane prapitAmaha ke kula kA eka mAtra cirAga thaa| usakA lAlana-pAlana donoM ne bar3e dulAra evaM pyAra pUrvaka kiyaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM kevalacanda jI boharA jaba plega kI mahAmArI meM divaMgata hue taba pIpAr3a ke aneka aise loga bhI kAla kavalita ho gae jina para boharA parivAra kA RNa thaa| dUsarI bAta jinake pAsa isa parivAra kA paisA thA usakI ugAhI karane vAlA bhI koI na thaa| naujyAMbAI jyoM-tyoM kara purAnI sampatti ke AdhAra para ghara kA kharca calAtI thii| phira unhoMne evaM rUpAdevI ne ghara para carakhA calAkara sUta kAtanA prArambha kiyaa| isase parivAra kA Atma-sammAna evaM svAvalambana bhI surakSita rahA tathA samaya bhI AsAnI se gujarane lgaa| viraktA mAtA rUpAdevI ___ jananI rUpAdevI ke mana meM putra ke prati vAtsalya thA, to vairAgya kI bhAvanA bhI aTala thii| eka ora bAlaka hastI ko bar3A hote dekha vaha mana hI mana prasanna thI to dUsarI ora vairAgya kA bhAva bhI hilore le rahA thaa| use lagatA thA ki vaha zIghra hI sAsUjI se anumati lekara zramaNa dharma meM dIkSita ho jaaegii| parantu yaha itanA sahaja nahIM thaa| naujyAMdevI kahatI thI -"kula kA ujiyArA zizu par3ha likhakara yogya bane taba tuma dIkSA lenaa|" rUpAdevI ko itanA dhairya kahA~ thA? usake sAmane do udAharaNa the jo vairAgya kI utkaTa bhAvanA ke sambala bane rhe| eka to unakI mausIjI mahAsatI phUlAMjI evaM dUsarI unakI apanI jeThAnI, jinhoMne apane pati rAmUjI ke dehAnta ke pazcAt dIkSA grahaNa kara lI thii| rUpAdevI kI dIkSA-bhAvanA atyaMta prabala thii| eka bAra vaha zizu hastI ko apanI dAdI ke pAsa chor3akara | nayApurA ke nohare meM gaI evaM vahA~ keza kartana kara zveta vastra dhAraNa kara lie| yaha noharA sthAnaka ke pAsa hI thaa| rUpAdevI pIhara evaM sasurAla meM kisI ko batAye binA sAdhvI bana jAnA cAhatI thI, kintu vaha saphala nahIM ho skii| aisA sambhava bhI nahIM thaa| unheM samajhAyA gayA ki isa prakAra sAdhvI nahIM banA jA sktaa| rUpAdevI ke pAsa na rajoharaNa thA aura na hI pAtra, na hI unheM sAdhvI-maMDala kA sAnnidhya prApta thaa| isake pUrva bhI eka bAra rUpAdevI jI ne dIkSita hone kA prayAsa kiyaa| rUpAdevI kI mausI phUlAMjI ne jayamala sampradAya meM dIkSA grahaNa kI thii| unakA pIpAr3a se sojata vihAra huA thaa| rUpAdevI ke mana meM AyA ki ve sojata jAkara mahAsatI jI se dIkSA kI prArthanA kreN| mahAsatI jI ne rUpAdevI ko samajhAyA ki isa prakAra ghara vAloM kI anumati ke binA dIkSA nahIM dI jA sakatI ye ghaTanAeM isa tathya kI ora saMketa karatI haiM ki bAlaka hastI kI mA~ rUpAdevI para vairAgya kA raMga khUba gaharA |car3hA huA thaa| vaha zramaNI banane ke lie putra ke prati mamatA kA bhI parityAga karane ke lie tatpara thii| rUpAdevI kA saMsAra ke prati koI AkarSaNa nahIM thaa| pati kevalacanda jI kA svargavAsa haA tabhI se unake mana meM saMsAra tyAga kara | sAdhvI banane kI taraMgeM hiloreM le rahI thiiN| sojataror3a jAnA evaM veSa parivartana karanA unake vairAgya kI uttAla taraMgoM kA hI pariNAma thaa| parivArajanoM ke dvArA Agraha evaM premapUrvaka yaha bodha karAyA gayA ki isa samaya putra hastI ke pAlana-poSaNa evaM | zikSaNa kA karttavya mukhya hai, ataH usakA nirvAha kiyA jAnA Avazyaka hai| usake bAda dIkSA kI bAta socI jA sakatI hai| rUpAdevI Akhira to mA~ thI hii| parivAra janoM ke premapUrvaka samajhAne se usakA putra ke prati vAtsalya umar3a AyA aura usane kucha samaya putra kI paravariza meM bitAne kA nizcaya kiyaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa: jIvanI khaNDa * pauzAla kI zikSA bAlaka hastI aba lagabhaga pA~ca varSa kA ho gayA thaa| use pauzAla (caTazAlA) meM par3hane bhejA gyaa| gA~voM meM par3hane ke lie jo zAlAeM calatI thIM, unheM pauzAla kahA jAtA thaa| pauzAloM meM lipi, lekhana evaM gaNita kA jJAna | karAyA jAtA thaa| hastimalla ne pauzAla meM zIghra hI varNamAlA, bArahakhar3I ke akSara likhanA, par3hanA evaM bolanA sIkha liyaa| ginatI sIkhane ke bAda pahAr3e, jor3a-bAkI ke hisAba bhI siikhe| hastimalla kI buddhi kuzAgra thI, smaraNazakti teja thI evaM pauzAla jAne meM niyamitatA thii| vaha zIghra hI apane gurujanoM kA priya chAtra bana gyaa| pauzAla meM usane pustaka par3hanA, guNA-bhAga karanA evaM mahAjanI ke hisAba karanA bhI sIkha liyaa| pauzAloM meM usa samaya sadAcaraNa se sambaddha dohe Adi bhI kaMThastha karAye jAte the, jinheM yAda karane meM hastI agraNI rhaa| pauzAla kI mahAjanI evaM vyAvahArika jJAna ke sAtha dAdI naujyA~ bAI evaM mAtA rUpA ne bAlaka ko dhArmika Im cAritrika zikSaNa bhI diyaa| ve istI ko cAritrika abhyadaya kI bAteM batAyA karatI thiiN| dhArmika jJAna sIkhane ke lie bAlaka hastI halavAI bAjAra ke upAzraya meM zrI dhUlacanda jI ke pAsa jAtA thaa| usane dhUlacanda jI se logassa taka sAmAyika kA pATha siikhaa| bAlyAvasthA meM hastI ko vrata-pratyAkhyAna, sAmAyika pratikramaNa aura namaskAra maMtra ke jApa kI mahattA kA bodha hone lgaa| * bAla-lIlAe~ hastimalla kA bacapana prAyaH nAnA evaM dAdI ke ghara meM hI biitaa| unheM jisa prakAra dAdI naujyAMbAI evaM mAtA rUpAdevI kA vAtsalya prApta thA usI prakAra nAnA giradhArI lAla jI muNota kA bhI pUrA vAtsalya prApta thaa| eka bAra zIta Rtu meM jaba bAlaka hastI apane nanihAla meM thA taba usake khesale (caddara) kA pallA Aga meM gira gayA aura vaha Aga meM dhU-dhU kara jalane lagA tabhI nAnA giradhArIlAla jI muNota daur3a kara Aye evaM bAlaka hastI ko bcaayaa| bAlaka hastI anya baccoM ke samAna khelakUda meM bhI bhAga lete the| ve bAr3e meM jhUlA jhUlate the evaM prAta:kAla makkhana aura ThaNDI roTI kA nAztA karate the| kutte ke pilloM ko khilAne meM unheM bahuta AnaMda AtA thaa| pille jaise prANiyoM se unheM bar3A pyAra thaa| ve pilloM ko dUdha-roTI yA anya khAdya vastueM bar3e prema se khilAte the| eka bAra par3ausa ke eka sUne ghara meM kutte ke pilloM ke cIkhane-karAhane kI dhvani sunAI dii| hastI se yaha krandana sahA nahIM gyaa| ve daur3a kara zabdabhedI bANa kI taraha ghaTanA sthala para pahuMce to dekhA ki unake bAla-sAthI pilloM ko satA rahe haiN| koI una para patthara mAra rahA hai to koI uThA kara unheM jora se nIce paTaka rahA hai| koI unakI pUMcha pakar3a kara khIMca rahA hai to koI unake lAta mAra rahA hai| pille ina harakatoM ko sahana nahIM kara pAne ke kAraNa rudana-krandana kara rahe the| bAla sAthI ina pilloM ko taMga kara Anandita ho rahe the| bAlaka hastI yaha dekhakara karuNita huA aura daur3a kara eka pille ko uThAyA, use chAtI se lagAyA evaM apane sAthiyoM se bolA-"jaise hamAre meM jIna hai, usI prakAra ina pilloM meM bhI jIva hai, hameM jisa prakAra koI satAye yA mAre-pITe to hameM duHkha yA pIr3A hotI hai usI | prakAra ina pilloM ko satAye jAne para inheM bhI pIr3A kA anubhava hotA. hai| ina pilloM ko satAnA chor3a do| dekho yaha pillA jo merI goda meM hai, kitanA khuza, zAnta evaM nirbhaya ho gayA hai| ina pilloM ko bhI aba nirbhaya hone do|" bAlaka hastI ke dvArA isa prakAra ke vacana kahe jAne para sabane pilloM ko satAnA chor3a diyaa| isake pazcAt bAlaka hastI ke kahane para saba sAthI una pilloM ko dUdha-roTI khilAne meM juTa ge|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bAlyAvasthA meM bhI hastI ke hRdaya kI karuNAzIlatA kA yaha anupama udAharaNa hai| isa ghaTanA ke samaya bAlaka hastI lagabhaga sAta varSa ke the| isa avasthA meM karuNA kA yaha bhAva tathA apane sAthiyoM para unakA aisA prabhAva unake vilakSaNa vyaktitva ko prakaTa karatA hai / isa ghaTanA se bAlaka hastI meM kuzala netRtva ke guNa kA bhI bodha hotA hai| ___ bAlaka hastI bacapana meM pArasparika kalaha ko dUra karane meM bhI pravINa rhe| isa sambaMdha meM eka ghaTanA upalabdha huI hai| gAMva ke bahuta se bAlaka nIma ke per3a kI chAMva meM kabaDDI kA khela khela rahe the| yaha khela bhAratIya sAMskRtika paramparA kA eka namUnA hai| isameM prANAyAma se lekara zarIra ke sabhI avayavoM kA acchA vyAyAma ho jAtA hai| kabaDDI khelate-khelate baccoM meM vivAda ho gyaa| huA yaha ki eka dala kA khilAr3I dUsare dala ke pAle meM kabaDDI-kabaDDI bolatA huA gayA taba lauTate samaya madhya rekhA para Ane se pUrva usakA zvAsa TUTa gyaa| isakA lAbha uThAne ke lie usa dala ke khilAr3iyoM ne use chU liyaa| kintu yaha khilAr3I punaH kabaDDI-kabaDDI bolatA huA apane pAle meM A gyaa| isa khilAr3I kA yaha dAvA thA ki isakA zvAsa nahIM TUTA, jabaki dUsare dala ke khilAr3I yaha kahate hue ar3a gae ki isakA zvAsa TUTa gayA thaa| yaha vivAda cala hI rahA thA, tabhI vahAM upasthita bAlaka hastimalla pAsa meM par3I nimboliyA~ uThAkara bolA-"ye nimboliyAM khAne para kaisI lagatI haiM btaao|" eka sAthI ne kahA-'nimbolI koI khAyI jAtI hai, isase to muMha kar3avA ho jAtA hai|' hastI ne apanI pratibhA se sahaja nyAya karate hue kahA____ "jaise nimbolI khAne se jIbha kar3avI ho jAtI hai, vaise hI jhUTha bolane para mu~ha kar3avA hI hogA aura pApa bhI lgegaa|" hastI kI yaha bAta sunakara sabhI gambhIra ho ge| jhUTha bolane vAlA vaha khilAr3I bAlaka Age AyA aura bolA-'hastI maiMne jhUTha bolA, merA zvAsa TUTa gayA thA, kintu maiM punaH kabaDDI-kabaDDI bolatA huA apane pAle meM A gyaa|' isa prakAra hastI bhaiyA ke sacce evaM sahaja-nyAya kI pratibhA se sabhI bAlaka acambhita the| bAlyAvasthA meM pIpAr3a se phalaudI (mer3atA ror3a) ke mele meM ge| vahAM zAntinAtha ke mandira meM Thahare / rela yAtrA bhI eka bAra kii| sambhavata: pIpAr3a roDa se mer3atAror3a kI yAtrA Trena se kii| ve eka vivAha samAroha meM bailagAr3I se raNasIgA~va ge| nanihAla meM jAte rahate the| kabhI phUphAjI zrI cunnIlAlajI muthA evaM bhuAjI jaba amarAvatI se Ate to ve vahA~ bhI jAyA karate the| bAlyAvasthA meM hI hastI kA vyavahAra eka samajhadAra evaM paripakva vicAroM ke vyakti kA sA thaa| vaha jitanA | karuNA-parAyaNa thA utanA hI nyAyapriya bhii| dUsaroM kA duHkha usase sahA nahIM jAtA thaa| jaba hastimalla 7 se 8 varSa kI umra ke the taba apane eka bAla-sakhA tejamala boharA ke sAtha bala parIkSA | karane lge| bala parIkSA meM kaMdhe para hAtha rakhakara kaMdhA jhukAnA thaa| bAlakoM meM yaha jAMca huA karatI thI ki ghI kisane adhika khAyA? bAlaka hastI evaM tejamala meM yahI jAMca ho rahI thii| isa khela meM jaba hastimalla ne tejamala ke kaMdhe para hAtha rakhakara use jhukAyA to vaha acAnaka gira gayA aura hastImala kI jIta meM saba sAthI usakI jayakAra karane lage aura use unhoMne apanI bhujAoM para uThA liyaa| kintu ina sAthiyoM ke kaMdhe para baiThA hastI kA mana jamIna para gire apane sAthI tejamala kI ora thaa| use jItane kI prasannatA nahIM thI, balki mitra ke girane kA kheda huaa| unhoMne socA yaha kaisA khela, jisameM khinnatA ho| isase bAlaka hastimalla kI khela se aruci ho gaI, | aura isa prakAra ke khela meM unakA koI miThAsa nahIM rhaa| caritanAyaka ne svayaM apane saMsmaraNoM kA dainandinI meM ullekha kiyA hai ki tejamala bhAI ke girane se unheM "khela meM miThAsa nahIM rhaa|" bala-prayoga evaM sArthI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 23 ke girane se huI virakti se arihanta ariSTanemi evaM vAsudeva zrIkRSNa ke bIca hue bala-parIkSaNa kI ghaTanA jIvanta ho uThatI hai| isa ghaTanA se caritanAyaka kI vicArazailI bhI parilakSita hotI hai, ki dUsaroM ko girAkara jItane meM saccI | jIta nahIM hai| bAlaka hastimalla kA bacapana kaThina paristhitiyoM meM avazya bItA-kintu apanI samajha, pratibhA, karuNA Adi vibhinna guNoM ke kAraNa vaha apane bAla sakhAoM meM bar3e Adara kI dRSTi se dekhA gyaa| sAta-ATha varSa kI umra koI adhika nahIM hotii| usameM netRtva, nyAya evaM samajhadArI kI chApa usa samaya bhI dikhAI de rahI thii| * parivAra ke prati dAyitva bodha parivAra kI viSama Arthika paristhitiyoM se dhairyapUrvaka jUjhane evaM usakA samAdhAna khojane kA adamya utsAha | bhI bAlaka hastI meM vidyamAna thaa| jaba dAdI naujyAMbAI evaM mAtA rUpAdevI carakhe para sUta kI pUnI kAtatI to hastimalla ko yaha acchA nahIM lagatA thaa| vaha svayaM zrama karake ghara kA kharca calAnA cAhatA thaa| dAdI evaM mAtA ke | dvArA kiye gae zrama ke saMskAra bAlaka hastI ko zrama karane ke lie prerita karate the| ata: vipadAeM sAhasa bhI detI haiN| aura dhairya bhii| hastimalla meM isa bAlavaya meM jo dhairya evaM sAhasa thA vaha usake bhAvI vyaktitva kA nirmANa kara rahA | thaa| yaha kAla evaM bhAgya kA cakra hai jisameM kabhI akhUTa sampadAeM hotI haiM to kabhI vipadAoM kA pahAr3a TUTa par3atA hai| hastimalla ke dAdA dAnamala jI boharA evaM pitA kevalacanda jI ke pAsa jo boharagata kA vyavasAya thA vaha unake divaMgata hone ke sAtha hI DUba gyaa| maNihArI kI udhArI bhI kauna kisase mAMgatA, kauna ugAhatA? isa kAraNa dene meM samartha logoM ne bhI udhArI nahIM lauTAI / naujyAMbAI evaM rUpAdevI para vikaTa paristhiti A pdd'ii| acala sampattiyoM se dainika kharca nahIM calAyA jaataa| isalie usakI vyavasthA meM dAdIjI evaM mAtAjI kA sahayoga karane hetu bAlaka hastI bhI udyata ho gyaa| svAbhimAnI isa parivAra para hastI ke nAnA giradhArIlAla jI muNota kI bhI pUrI dekharekha thii| ve apane stara para samasyA kA nirAkaraNa karane kA prayAsa karate rahate the| * santa-satI kA prathama suyoga vikrama saMvat 1973 meM rUpAdevI evaM putra hastI ko eka suyoga prApta huaa| jainAcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja kI AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakuMvara jI kA cAturmAsa pIpAr3a meM huaa| rUpAdevI ke lie yaha svarNima saMyoga thaa| usane isakA bharapUra lAbha utthaayaa| vaha nitya prati pravacana meM jAtI evaM bAlaka hastI ko bhI sAtha le jAtI / bAlaka bhI dhyAna se mahAsatIjI ke upadeza kA zravaNa karatA thaa| isase rUpAdevI kI vairAgya bhAvanA to puSTa huI hI, bAlaka hastI para bhI acche saMskAroM kA bIjAropaNa huaa| mahAsatIjI kA mAM- beTe para pUrNa AtmIya | bhAva thaa| unake mana meM vizvAsa ho gayA thA ki bhaviSya meM ye donoM zramaNa patha para ArUDha hoNge| isI varSa AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. saMvat 1973 kA jodhapura cAturmAsa pUrNa kara vihAra karate hue | pIpAr3a padhAre / yahA~ para asvasthatA ke kAraNa kucha dina virAje / rUpAdevI ne isa samaya bhI pravacana-zravaNa evaM satsaMga kA lAbha utthaayaa| bAlaka hastI bhI mAtA ke sAtha jAtA evaM kucha na kucha sat saMskAra avazya grahaNa krtaa| kise patA thA ki rUpAdevI evaM bAlaka hastI Age calakara AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI ziSyatA aMgIkAra kara AtmakalyANa kA patha apanAyeMge aura muni hastI lAkhoM logoM kA pratibodhaka bana jaayegaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * nanihAla para kahara vikrama saMvat 1974 ke kArtika mAha meM hastimalla ke nAnA giradhArIlAlajI muNota ke parivAra para karAla kAla kA bhISaNa prahAra huaa| mAravAr3a meM usa samaya plega kA pracaNDa prakopa aayaa| plega ke isa prakopa ne agaNita sadhavAoM kI mAMga kA sindUra pauMcha DAlA, sahasroM mAtAoM kI goda sUnI kara dii| aneka puruSa apanI ardhAMginiyoM ko apane hAthoM citA kI Aga meM jalA, svayaM jIvana bhara cintA kI Aga meM jalane kI sthiti meM pahuMca ge| abodha zizu apane mAtA-pitA ke pyAra se vaMcita ho anAtha ho ge| parivAra ke parivAra dharAzAyI ho ge| mRtyubhaya se kucha loga sudUra grAma-nagaroM meM palAyana kara ge| jo rahe, una para sadaiva khatarA maMDarAtA rhaa| aisA bhI huA jo mRtaka kI arthI uThA kara jA rahe the, ve zmazAna se lauTa kara nahIM aae| gAMva meM citAoM kI Aga ThaMDI nahIM ho pAtI thii| pIpAr3a bhI isase achUtA nahIM rhaa| muNota parivAra para isa plega kA ghAtaka AkramaNa huaa| bAlaka hastI jo lagabhaga sAta varSa ke the, ne apane AdaraNIya nAnA giradhArIlAla jI muNota ko kAla kalavita hote dekhaa| yahI nahIM usa samaya unakI nAnI zrImatI candrAbAI, mAmAjI, mAmIjI, mausI, bar3I nAnIjI (rUpA mA~ kI dAdI jI) bhI usa bhISaNa plega ke dvArA apanI capeTa meM lIla lie ge| rUyA devI sabakI bar3I tatparatA se sevA kara rahI thI, kintu AyuSya pUrNa ho jAne para kauna kise bacA sakatA hai| mA~ rUpA ke jIvana para yaha dUsarA bar3A prahAra thA, jisane pIhara kA sampUrNa sambala eka sAtha chIna liyaa| koI bhI to nahIM bcaa| parivAra ke 11 sadasya eka sAtha prayANa kara ge| aba pIhara meM koI AMsU bahAne vAlA bhI na thaa| rUpA ko jIvana kI kSaNa-bhaMguratA evaM nazvaratA ke tANDava nRtya ne rUpAdevI ke antarmAnasa ko jhakajhora diyaa| vairAgya para dRr3ha vizvAsa ho gyaa| * satya kA bodha ___hastimalla para bhI isa ghaTanA ne satya kI gaharI chApa chodd'ii| jaba vaha garbha meM thA taba pitA kevalacanda jI ke | dehAvasAna kI ghaTanA ne avacetana mana para deha kI anityatA kA saMskAra chor3A thA, aba vaha saMskAra apane nAnA evaM unake parivAra para huI mRtyu-vibhISikA se dRr3hatara ho gyaa| unameM jIvana evaM mRtyu ke gUDha satya ko jAnane ke prati tIvra jijJAsA utpanna ho gii| saMsAra kI asAratA evaM pArthiva zarIra kI vinAzazIlatA kA unheM bodha ho gyaa| 'jAtasya hi dhruvaM mRtyuH janma ke sAtha mRtyu kA sambaMdha aTala hai, ve isa satya ko jAna ge| ve socane lage ki isa saMsAra meM koI rahane vAlA nahIM, sabako jAnA hai / eka dina unheM bhI isakA sAmanA karanA hogaa| isa prakAra unhoMne jIvana kI sArthakatA ko khojanA prArambha kara diyA thaa| unheM yaha bhI samajha meM A gayA ki unakI mAtA kyoM vairAgyonmukhI hai? kyoM ve gRhastha jIvana kA parityAga kara sAdhvI bananA cAhatI haiM? kitanA sampanna thA unakA nanihAla ! pIpAr3a meM kaisA varcasva thA ! kahA~ gayA vaha saba? pUre parivAra meM utsAha evaM AhlAda thA, kintu dekhate hI dekhate saba ujar3a gyaa| nAnAjI kA vAtsalya aba mAtra kathA-zeSa raha gayA thaa| pahale hastimalla vahA~ daur3a kara jAtA thA, aba kahA~ jAve? kyoM jAve? kisake pAsa jAve? jo dRSTi yA jJAna sudIrgha sAdhanA se prApta nahIM hotA, aneka zAstroM ke abhyAsa evaM maMthana se prApta nahIM hotA | vaha jJAna bAlaka hastI ko nanihAla kI isa ghaTanA se ho gyaa| sambhava hai bAlaka hastI ke vairAgya meM isa ghaTanA ne |bahuta bar3A kArya kiyA ho|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa ___ giradhArIlAlajI muNota pIpAr3a meM nimAja ThikAne kA kArya dekhate the| unake khetI kA dhaMdhA bhI thaa| hAlI' | se khetI karAte the| khUba sampatti thii| kintu plega ke pralaya ne sarvanAza kara diyaa| ghara evaM sampatti para rAjya ne kabjA kara liyaa| rUpA devI evaM bAlaka hastI ko rAjya ne usameM se kucha bhI nahIM diyaa| satya draSTA rUpA devI evaM unake lAr3ale suputra ko isakI cAha bhI nahIM thI -'viraktasya tRNaM jagat' / * dAdI bhI divaMgata plega ke pralaya ke kucha samaya pazcAt bAlaka hastI kI pyArI dAdI naujyAMbAI acAnaka asvastha ho giiN| vaha nirantara asahya AghAtoM aura apanI avasthA ke kAraNa kSINakAya ho cukI thii| dAdI kI asvasthatA se mAtA rUpA devI evaM bAlaka hastI ko cintA huii| unhoMne vaidya ko bulAkara dikhAyA, samucita upacAra bhI karAyA, kintu dAdIjI ke svAsthya para koI anukUla prabhAva na pdd'aa| 'api dhanvantarirvaidyaH kiM karoti gatAyuSi'- Ayu bIta jAne para dhanvantari vaidya bhI kucha nahIM kara pAte / bahU rUpA sAsU jI ko nitya prati bRhadAloyaNA, pratikramaNa, bhajana Adi sunAne lgii| pautra hastI bhI dAdIjI ke pAsa baiTha kara unheM acchI-acchI bAteM btaataa| dAdIjI ko kabhI apane hAtha se davA detA, dUdha pilaataa| pozAla ke pazcAt vaha apanA adhikAMza samaya dAdIjI ke pAsa bitAtA evaM unheM moha evaM mamatA se dUra rahakara vItarAga prabhu ke dhyAna aura namaskAra maMtra ke jApa meM lIna rahane kI bAta khtaa| naujyAMbAI apane pautra evaM bahU dvArA kI gaI sevA-suzrUSA se prasanna hotii| citta ko samAdhi meM rakhane kI bAteM, stavana evaM bhajana bhI unheM acche lgte| jaba eka dina naujyAMbAI kI tabIyata adhika bigar3a gaI, zvAsa lene meM bhI kaThinAI hone lagI, to par3ausiyoM evaM samAja ke gaNamAnya logoM se parAmarza kara rUpAdevI ne naujyAMbAI kI bhAvanAnusAra saMthArA karA diyaa| saMthArA pahale sAgArI karAyA evaM phira zarIra kI sthiti dekhakara jIvanaparyanta ke lie karA diyA gyaa| Asa-par3osa ke evaM samAja ke aneka loga naujyAMbAI ke darzana karane aae| bAlaka hastI samAdhistha dAdI ko ekaTaka dekhatA tathA use lagatA ki mRtyu kI yaha sarvazreSTha kalA hai| bAlaka hastI ne isa bAta ko antarhadaya se samajha liyA thA ki mRtyu sunizcita hai, vaha plega jaise bAhya prakopa ke kAraNa bhI ho sakatI hai to vRddhAvasthA Adi anya kAraNoM se bhI ho sakatI hai| ata: jaba mRtyu sannikaTa ho to saMthArApUrvaka samAdhistha hokara mRtyu kA AliGgana karanA hI ucita hai| | lagatA hai saMthAre kA yaha saMskAra bAlaka ke antarmana meM gaharAI se baiTha gayA ho aura jo Age calakara puSTa hotA huA nimAja meM phalIbhUta huA ho| dAdI naujyAMbAI ne saMthAre ke dUsare dina namaskAra maMtra kA manda svara meM uccAraNa karate hue hicakiyAM lIM evaM bar3I zAntamudrA meM deha kA tyAga kara diyaa| parivAra meM aba mAtra do prANI hI raha gae the| tejasvI, zAnta evaM vivekazIla bAlaka hastI aura unakI zraddheyA evaM preraNApradAtrI maataa| mAtA evaM putra donoM jIvana ke isa zAzvata satya se pUrNataH paricita ho gaye the ki yaha jIvana lIlA kabhI bhI samApta ho sakatI hai, isakA vinazvara honA satya hai| isalie donoM kA lakSya tapa-tyAga evaM saMyama ke patha ko apanAne kI ora kendrita ho gayA thA, tathApi abhI dIkSA-grahaNa karane kA samaya nahIM AyA thaa| kyoMki parivAra meM hastI kI dekhabhAla ke lie mAtA kA rahanA Avazyaka thaa| __mAtA ne boharA parivAra ke anya sadasyoM para Azrita hone kI apekSA svAvalambana ko mahattva diyA / isalie | unhoMne carakhA calAkara bhI AjIvikA kI vyavasthA kA krama jArI rkhaa| bAlaka hastI bhI zrama meM bhAgIdAra bananA
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________________ 26 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM cAhatA thaa| ata: ghUma-ghUmakara maNihArI kA sAmAna becaa| mAtA ko yaha prakriyA nahIM jNcii| vastutaH mAtA rUpA devI cAhatI thI ki unakA lADalA hastI vyApAra meM pravRtta na hokara apanA adhyayana jArI rakhe tathA zeSa samaya mAtA ke sAtha dharma-kriyAoM meM vyatIta kare / ataH usane sujhAva diyA ki pichale ATha varSoM se maNihArI kI vipula sAmagrI surakSita rakhI hai, kyoM na ise kisI vyApArI ko bulAkara anya do tIna ImAnadAra evaM anubhavI vyApAriyoM kI madhyasthatA meM beca diyA jaae| hastI ne aisA hI kiyaa| vaha pauzAla se lauTate samaya dukAnadAroM ko bulA lAyA aura pitA kevalacanda jI ke dehAvasAna ke pazcAt se banda dukAna kA maNihArI kA sArA sAmAna beca diyA gyaa| isase purAne sAmAna kA upayoga bhI ho gayA tathA jIvana yApana bhI sukara ho gyaa| * santa-satiyoM kA punaH suyoga pracaNDa vibhISikAoM ke pazcAt pIpAr3a meM santoM evaM sAdhviyoM kA padArpaNa huA, jisase yahA~ kA vAtAvaraNa | dharmamaya ho gyaa| mahAsatI tIjAMjI mahArAja ko rugNatA ke kAraNa dIrghAvadhi taka pIpAr3a meM hI virAjanA pdd'aa| unake punIta sAnnidhya meM rUpA devI jJAnArjana, punarAvRtti evaM tapa-sAdhanA meM Age bar3hatI rhii| isI samaya vi.saMvat 1975 (san 1918) meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja kI sampradAya ke santa svAmIjI zrI bhojarAja jI mahArAja, zrI amaracanda jI mahArAja evaM zrI sAgaramala jI mahArAja ThANA 3 pIpAr3a padhAre aura asvastha mahAsatI zrI tIjAMjI ko darzana die| ina tInoM tapa:pUta zramaNoM ke darzana evaM pravacana-zravaNa se rUpA devI ne cirakAla se saMjoye hue vairAgya bhAva ko aura saMvArA / ina tInoM santoM ko jaba yaha vidita huA ki rUpAdevI saMsAra se virakta ho dIkSA grahaNa karane ke lie lAlAyita hai, kintu apane putra kI alpAvasthA ke kAraNa abhI taka | dIkSita nahIM ho sakI hai to unhoMne bhI rUpA devI ko udbodhana dete hue usakI vairAgya bhAvanA ko puSTa kiyaa| ___kucha dinoM pazcAt hI rUpAdevI ke prabala puNya ke udaya se AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja kI |AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI pAnakaMvara jI, mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI Adi ThANA vibhinna kSetroM ke bhavyoM ko jinavANI ke upadezAmRta kA pAna karAte hue pIpAr3a nagarI meM padhAre / rUpAdevI ne apane putra ke sAtha mahAsatiyoM ke darzana kiye| unake upadezAmRta kA pAna kiyaa| mahAsatI jI ne rUpAdevI ko pRthak se bhI jIvana ke rahasya evaM zramaNI dharma ke mahattva kA rasAsvAdana kraayaa| bAlaka hastI ko bhI isa bAra mahAsatI jI ke darzana evaM upadeza zravaNa se aisI AnandAnubhUti huI ki vaha pratidina prAtaHkAla satiyoM ke darzana karane ke lie niyamita rUpa se upAzraya pahu~ca | jaataa| pauzAla se lauTate hI bhojana se nivRtta ho sthAnaka meM jAkara apanA adhikAMza samaya mahAsatiyoM kI sevA meM baiThakara dhArmika zikSaNa prApta karane evaM jIvana ko ucca banAne vAlI zikSAeM grahaNa karane meM hI vyatIta karane lgaa| bAlaka hastI para janmakAla se hI susaMskAroM kI gaharI chApa spaSTataH dRSTigocara hotI thii| 'honahAra biravAna ke hota cIkane pAta' lokokti una para pUrNataH caritArtha ho rahI thii| yadyapi una para vairAgya ke saMskAroM kI chApa ratnagarbhA mAtA ke adhyAtma-cintana evaM utkaTa vairAgya ke kAraNa garbhakAla meM hI aMkita ho gaI thI, tathApi vaha samaya-samaya para vRddhigata hotI gaI / mahAsatI jI ke dvArA pradatta zikSAoM se una saMskAroM ko bala milaa| phira isa samaya hastimalla ATha varSa kA ho calA thA, ataH usameM pUrvApekSA cintana kI zakti bhI bar3ha gaI thii| ___mahAsatI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI kA pIpAr3a se vihAra ho jAne ke pazcAt rUpAdevI apane ghara para hI adhikAMza samaya jJAnAbhyAsa aura dharmArAdhana meM vyatIta karane lgii| eka dina mahAsatI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI mahArAja se sIkhe hue kucha pATha bAlaka ne apanI mAtA ko sunaaye| una pAThoM ko putra ke mukha se yathAvat sunakara rUpA devI bar3I pramudita )
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa huii| |. mAtA kI bhAvAbhivyakti apane antarmana kI bhAvanA ko putra ke samakSa prakaTa karane kA upayukta avasara samajha kara rUpAdevI ne bAlaka hastI se kahA :- "vatsa ! yaha saMsAra duHkhoM kA mUla hai| jIvana kA koI bharosA nahIM hai| dekhate-dekhate hI tumhAre dAdAjI, bar3e pitAjI evaM pitAjI cale ge| mere pIhara kA bharA-pUrA vizAla parivAra samApta ho gyaa| vahA~ para mere A~sU poMchane vAlA bhI koI nahIM rhaa| yahI nahIM , 'aba tumhArA lAr3a laDAne vAlI tumhArI priya dAdIjI bhI tumheM aura mujhe asahAya chor3akara calI gii| isa nAzavAna saMsAra meM ekamAtra dharma hI sahArA hai| putra ! jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki jIva akelA hI AtA hai, akelA hI jAtA hai| usake sAtha usake kie hue acche sukRta tathA bure karma ke atirikta aura koI nahIM jaataa| saMsAra ke ye saba nAte-rizte mAtA-pitA, putra-baMdhu Adi sambaMdha svapna ke samAna haiM, mithyA haiM, chalAvA mAtra haiN| yadi mAtA-pitA, pitA-putra pati-patnI Adi ke nAte-rizte vastutaH sacce hote to koI kisI ko chor3akara nahIM jaataa| para vAstavika sthiti yaha hai ki saba apane-apane sambaMdhiyoM ko, apane-apane AtmIyajanoM ko chor3akara eka na eka dina paraloka ko cale jAte haiN| maiM tumhArI anumati cAhatI huuN| spaSTa zabdoM meM mujhe dIkSita hone kI anumati saharSa de doge?" "santoM kA AsarA (Azraya) hI saccA AsarA hai, yahA~ aura koI apanA nahIM / vatsa ! tumhAre pitA ke dehAvasAna ke pazcAt se mujhe yaha sampUrNa saMsAra viSavat tyAjya laga rahA hai| usa ghora duHkhada vipatti ke samaya hI isa asAra saMsAra se mujhe virakti ho gaI thii| tumhAre janma ke pazcAt kucha samaya taka tumhArA lAlana-pAlana karanA bhI anivArya rUpeNa Avazyaka thaa| isa kAraNa maiM cAhate hue bhI isa asAra saMsAra se chuTakArA dilAne vAlI bhAgavatI dIkSA nahIM le skii| jaba tuma aDhAI varSa ke the usa samaya yaha samajha kara ki tumhAre dAdIjI aura nAnA-nAnI tumhArA pAlana-poSaNa kara leMge, maiMne svataH hI muMDita hokara sAdhviyoM jaise zveta vastra bhI dhAraNa kara lie the, kintu mere mAtA-pitA aura tumhAre dAdIjI ke anurodha para anicchA hote hue bhI mujhe ghara | para hI rahanA pdd'aa| eka bAra maiM zramaNI dharma meM dIkSita hone ke lie pIpAr3a se sojata ror3a bhI calI gaI, kintu sAsUjI kI AjJA na hone ke kAraNa mujhe dIkSA grahaNa karane kA saubhAgya prApta nahIM huaa| Aja isa saMsAra meM tumhArI aura merI dekhabhAla karane vAlA koI nahIM hai| putra ! maiM duHkhoM se bhare isa asAra saMsAra ko agni kI jvAlAoM se dhadhakatI huI bhaTTI ke samAna samajhatI huuN| isIlie tere pitA ke paraloka gamana ke samaya se hI maiM isa saMsAra ke sabhI duHkhoM se chuTakArA dilAkara akSaya zAzvata sukha pradAna karane vAlI cAritra dharma kI dIkSA grahaNa karanA cAhatI huuN| tumhAre pitA ko svarga sidhAre hue ATha varSa hone Aye haiN| maiM eka mAtra tumhAre kAraNa hI ATha varSoM se abhI taka ghara meM huuN| aba tuma bar3e hone Aye ho, samajhadAra ho / apanA bhalA-burA soca sakate ho| isalie maiM aba apane Atma-kalyANa ke lie saMsAra chor3akara dIkSA lenA cAhatI huuN|" * putra bhI virakti kA pathika bAlaka hastI ne vayaska vyakti kI bhAMti gaMbhIra svara meM kahA-"mA~ ! tumane apane antarmana kI bAta Aja mere | sammukha prakaTa kI hai , parantu yaha tumhAre antarmana kI hI bAta nahIM, merA bhI mana isI prakAra hiloreM le rahA hai| mA~ ! jabase maiMne hoza sambhAlA hai tabhI se tumheM sAdhAraNa striyoM se bhinna pAyA hai| maiMne prAyaH tumheM udAsa, vicAramagna aura |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM gaMbhIra mukha mudrA meM hI dekhA hai| maiMne apanI bAla buddhi ke anusAra tumhArI isa udAsIna vRtti para, prAyaH sabhI striyoM se bhinna prakRti para, kaI bAra vicAra kiyA hai aura ina para vicAra karate-karate merI svayaM kI vRtti aura pravRtti bhI lagabhaga tumhAre jaisI hI bana gaI hai| mA~ ! tumhAre isa udAsIna jIvana kA tumhArI cintana dhArA kA, tumhArI virakti aura anubhUtiyoM kA, mujha para bhI prabhAva par3A hai| maiMne apane sAthiyoM ko, unake pitA se mile pyAra-dulAra ko jaba-jaba bhI dekhA, taba-taba mere mAnasa meM bhI saMsAra kI dazA ke sambaMdha meM taraha-taraha kI vicAra taraMgeM uThI haiN| tumhAre hI kRpA prasAda se maiMne bhI apanI alpabuddhi ke anusAra isa saMsAra kI bhayAvaha duHkhada sthiti ko thor3A-thor3A samajhA hai| mA~ ! tumhAre niyamita dharmArAdhana, cintana-manana aura jApa Adi ko dekha kara na mAlUma kaba se merI yaha dhAraNA bana cukI hai ki jo tuma kaha rahI ho vaha sahI hai| vAstava meM saMsAra asAra hai, yahA~ koI rahane vAlA nhiiN| jo AyA hai eka dina sabako jAnA hai| nanihAla meM maiMne bhI apanI A~khoM se isa saMsAra kI nazvaratA ko dekhA hai| merA bhI mana saMsAra meM rahane kA nahIM hai| tuma apanA mana dIkSA kA banA rahI ho, to maiM bhI tumhAre sAtha hI dIkSita honA cAhatA huuN| saMsAra meM rahakara kyA karanA hai| santoM kI satsaMga hI mere mana ko bhAtI hai| unake sAtha hI maiM apanA jIvana bitAnA cAhatA hU~ tathA jJAna-dhyAna sIkhakara jIvana ko sArthaka karanA cAhatA huuN| mA~ ! saMsAra ke prapaMca meM phaMse hue aneka logoM ko maiM duHkhI hote hue dekhatA huuN| dUsarI ora dekhatA hU~ ki sAdhu-sAdhvI saba prakAra ke prapaMcoM se dUra haiN| inake mukha para sadA virAjamAna zAnti aura saMtoSa ke sAmrAjya ko dekhakara merA mana bhI hotA hai ki hai ki maiM bhI aisI ta ko prApta kruuN| mA~! maiM isa bAra mahAsatIjI dhanakaMvara jI mahArAja ke nikaTa samparka meM AyA, unake zAnta | evaM pavitra jIvana se, unake upadezoM se maiMne isa bAra jo sIkhA hai, usase adbhuta AnaMda kA anubhava kiyA hai, vaha saba maiM tumhAre sAmane zabdoM dvArA prakaTa nahIM kara sktaa| maiMne tumhAre sAtha caudharI jI kI pola meM jAkara mahAn dharmAcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja ke bhI darzana kiye the, unake upadeza bhI sune the| unakI zAnta, dAnta, saumya sammohaka mUrti Aja bhI mujhe apanI ora AkarSita kara rahI hai| unakI madhura vANI Aja bhI mere kAnoM meM aneka bAra gUMjatI rahatI hai| mA~ ! una pUjyazrI ke prathama darzana ke samaya se hI merA mana jIvana bhara unake caraNoM kI sukhada zItala chAyA meM | | rahane ko karatA hai| unheM pahalI bAra dekhane para bhI mujhe aisA lagA jaise maiMne unheM aneka bAra dekhA hai|" putra kI bAteM sunakara rUpAdevI ko mana hI mana vizvAsa ho calA ki usakA honahAra hastI bhI tyAgamArga kA pathika banane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kara cukA hai| isase Azcarya ke sAtha-sAtha unake AnaMda evaM harSa kA bhI pArAvAra na rhaa| rUpAdevI ke netroM se harSAzruoM kI avirala dhArAeM pravAhita ho utthiiN| aisA pratIta ho rahA thA ki mAnoM sudIrghAvadhi se duHkhadAvAgni dagdha saMtapta yazasvI boharA kula ke gRhAMgaNa kA samasta tApa-saMtApa harane ke lie amRtatoyA gaMgA aura yamunA pravAhita ho uThI hoN| rUpAdevI kA mukhamaMDala asIma AnaMda kI alaukika AbhA se damaka utthaa| apane karatala yugala se putra ke mastaka evaM kapoloM ko zanaiHzanaiH sahalAtI huI mAtA rUpAdevI ne harSAvaruddha kaNThasvara meM kevala itanA hI kahA-"vAha vatsa ! tumhAre vicAra sunakara evaM tumhArA nizcaya jAnakara maiM dhanya -dhanya huuN| mujhe tumhArI mAtA hone para garva hai|" ___ tadanantara rUpAdevI apane dharmArAdhana ke samaya meM uttarottara abhivRddhi karatI rhii| zrI hastI bhI pAThazAlA se lauTane ke pazcAt apanI mAtA ke pAsa baiTha kara pauzAla meM par3he gae viSaya ke pAThoM aura mahAsatIjI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI Adi sAdhviyoM se prApta dhArmika jJAna kA punarAvartana karate rhe|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa * zikSAguru kA prabhAva bAlaka hastI ke jIvana-nirmANa meM bAbAjI zrI harakhacandajI ma.sA. kA bar3A yogadAna rhaa| unhIM kI satpreraNA | evaM sambala se mAtA rUpAdevI evaM putra hastI eka dina pravrajyA aMgIkAra karane kI apanI abhilASA ko pUrNa karane meM | samartha hue| bAbAjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma. ko jaba yaha jJAta huA ki pIpAr3a meM eka mAtA evaM putra virakta haiM tathA donoM saMyama-mArga kA anusaraNa karanA cAhate haiM to isase unheM atIva pramoda huaa| pIpAr3a to ve vicaraNa karate hue A hI rahe the, kintu zrAvakajanoM se isa sUcanA ko sunakara viraktAtmAoM ke prati bhI unake mana meM eka pramoda kA bhAva jAgRta huaa| jaba svAmIjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. pIpAr3a padhAre to anya zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke sAtha rUpAdevI bhI santa-darzana ke lie sthAnaka meM aaii| putra hastImala bhI sAtha meM aayaa| santoM ke darzana kara hastI ko unameM AtmIyatA kA bhAva parilakSita huaa| svAmI zrI harakhacanda jI ma. ne bhI mAtA rUpA ke utkRSTa vairAgya aura hastI kI tIkSNabuddhi evaM dharmAnurAgitA ke sambaMdha meM pahale hI suna rakhA thaa| ve usakI pratibhA evaM vairAgya kA parIkSaNa karanA cAhate the| unhoMne bAlaka hastI se prazna kiyA-"vatsa ! tumhArA nAma kyA hai ?" "gurudeva ! mujhe hastimalla kahate haiN|" "vatsa ! tumane kyA-kyA sIkhA hai?" "maiMne pauzAla (pAThazAlA) meM par3hanA-likhanA, mahAjanI gaNita aura prArambhika dhArmika-jJAna prApta kiyA hai| ghara | para mAtAjI se bhI sIkhatA rahatA huuN|" "tumhArI mAtA to aba zIghra dIkSita ho jAnA cAhatI hai| mAtA ke dIkSita ho jAne para tuma kyA karoge, kyA isa bAta para tumane vicAra kiyA hai?" "bhagavan ! mA~ dIkSA grahaNa kara rahI hai to maiM bhI unakA anusaraNa kruuNgaa| merA mana bhI unake sAtha hI dIkSA | lene kA hai|" mAtA aura putra donoM ke sAtha sampanna bAtacIta se svAmIjI ko pUrNa vizvAsa ho gayA ki ve donoM muktipatha | para ArUDha hone ke lie kaTibaddha haiN| svAmIjI se bAtacIta ke pazcAt rUpAdevI apane putra ke sAtha ghara lauTa aayii| khAnA banAkara thAlI putra ke | samakSa rakhI, dUsarI roTI parosate samaya mAtA ne dekhA ki thAlI jyoM kI tyoM rakhI hai aura hastI vicAramagna hai| mA~ ne pUchA-"khAnA nahIM khA rahe ho? kisa vicAra meM khoye ho? vicAratanmayatA se cauMka kara hastI ne kahA- "mA~ mujhe to bhojana kA dhyAna hI nahIM rhaa| maiM to svAmIjI mahArAja ke sAtha huI bAtacIta ke bAre meM socatA rhaa| "mA~, tumane dekhA nahIM? mujha para unakA kitanA agAdha sneha thaa|" bhojana kara lene ke uparAnta hastI ne kahA-"mA~ yadi tuma kaho to maiM svAmI jI ke pAsa jAkara unase kucha sIkhU / " mA~ ne anujJA pradAna karate hue kahA"jarUra jaao|" bAlaka hastI sIdhA svAmI jI kI sevA meM pahu~cA aura bar3I dera taka svAmI jI ke pAsa jJAnAbhyAsa karane ke sAtha-sAtha aneka naI bAteM sIkhatA rahA / usakA mana kSaNabhara ke lie bhI svAmIjI se vilaga honA nahIM cAha rahA thaa| vAtAvaraNa meM madhura muskAna se amRta sA gholate hue svAmIjI ne bAlaka se kahA-"vatsa ! jaba bhI tumhArI)
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________________ 30 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM icchA ho, tuma dayA pAlA kro| jaba taka hama yahA~ haiM, jitanA sIkha sakate ho, utanA sIkha lo| bAlaka hastI ne bhI sudRr3ha svara meM tatkAla nivedana kiyA-"gurudeva eka bAra caraNa zaraNa grahaNa kara lene ke pazcAt , chor3anA mujhe merI mA~ ne nahIM sikhAyA hai| aba maiM kabhI ApakA sAtha chor3ane vAlA nahIM huuN| aba to jahA~ Apa jAyeMge, maiM bhI sAtha cluuNgaa|" svAmIjI vicAra karane lage, saca hI kahA hai ki mAtA sahasroM adhyApakoM se bhI zreSTha adhyApikA hai| mAtA dvArA DAlI gaI saMskAroM kI nIMva para yadi kisI mahAn AdhyAtmika kuzala zilpI kA suyoga mila jAe to nizcaya hI yaha bAlaka Age cala kara zAsana ko dipAne vAlA ho sakatA hai| AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja vastutaH isa yuga ke eka mahAn AdhyAtmika zilpI haiN| unheM isa vilakSaNa bAlaka ke sambaMdha meM sUcita kiyA jAe to sabhI prakAra se zreyaskara hogaa| bAlaka hastI ko svAmIjI ke rUpa meM abhISTa AdhyAtmika jJAna kA akSaya bhaMDAra mila gyaa| zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga ina donoM ko eka sAtha dekhakara AzcaryAbhibhUta the| kahA~ to eka ATha varSa kA bAlaka aura kahA~ sATha varSa ke tapopUta yogii| umra meM kitanA antara, tathApi paraspara eka dUsare ke kitane pAsa / paraspara eka dUsare se lau lagate hI bhautika aura AdhyAtmika dUriyAM kitanI sannikaTa ho AtI haiN| svAmIjI ko yaha dekhakara saMtoSa thA ki sabhI prakAra ke zubha lakSaNoM aura susaMskAroM se sampanna kuzAgrabuddhi bAlaka pUrNa niSThA evaM lagana ke sAtha Avazyaka jJAna ke arjana meM pragati kara rahA hai| * zobhA guru kI sevA meM isI daurAna mAtA aura putra donoM ke jIvana meM pUrNimA ke pUrNa candra ke samAna AdhyAtmika Aloka kI zubha chaTA prakaTa kara dene vAle AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI mahArAja sAhaba bar3alU se vihAra kara ThANA 3 se pIpAr3a nagara meM padhAre evaM gADhamala jI caudharI kI pola meM virAje / svAmIjI ne AcArya zrI se nivedana kiyA-"yahI hai vaha bAlaka / isane ina thor3e se dinoM meM hI aneka bola-saMgraha kaMThastha karane ke sAtha-sAtha dhArmika zikSA meM bhI saMtoSaprada pragati kI hai|' AcArya zrI bAlaka kI pragati ke samAcAra sunakara pramudita hue| __bAlaka ke lakSaNa, ceSTAe~, A~khoM kI camaka, vinaya evaM vANI kI mAdhurI se AcArya zrI ko yaha samajhane meM | dera nahIM lagI ki yaha bAlaka Age calakara jinazAsana kA mahAn sevaka bnegaa| svAmI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. ne gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI. ma.sA. ke caraNAravindoM meM nivedana karate hue iMgita kiyA ki bAlaka hastI evaM viraktA rUpAdevI mumukSu haiM evaM unake nirantara adhyayana kI mahatI AvazyakatA hai, jo pIpAr3a meM sambhava nahIM hai| AcAryapravara ne zrAvakoM ko saMketa kiyA ki suyogya bAlaka hastI ke adhyayana kI samucita vyavasthA ho sake, aisA cintana apekSita hai| * ajamera meM adhyayana-vyavasthA zraddhAlu evaM vivekazIla zrAvakoM ne zikSA kI dRSTi se prasiddha ajamera nagara ko upayukta smjhaa| ajamera meM zreSThivara zrI chaganamala jI muNota riyAM vAloM ne donoM viraktAtmAoM ke zikSaNa evaM jJAnArAdhana kI vyavasthA karate hue unheM motI kaTalA sthita apane vizAla bhavana meM parivAra ke sadasyoM kI bhAMti apane sAtha rkhaa| yahA~ para paM. zrIrAmacandra jI ko tejasvI bAlaka hastI ko saMskRta evaM hindI kA zikSaNa dene kA saubhAgya prApta huaa| paMDita jI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa bhI suyogya ziSya ko prApta kara prasanna the evaM utsAhapUrvaka nitya nava jJAnArAdhana karAte the| ve bAlaka kI vilakSaNa pratibhA, vinayazIlatA evaM smaraNazakti se bar3e prabhAvita hue| rucipUrvaka adhyayana karane ke kAraNa bAlaka hastI ko bhI alpakAla meM hI mahatI upalabdhi huii| unhoMne pIpAr3a meM svAmI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. se eka maMtra pAyA thA, | jisakA unhoMne jIvanabhara upayoga kiyA khaNa nikammo rahaNo nahIM, karaNo Atama kAma / bhaNaNo guNaNo sIkhaNo, ramaNo jJAna ArAma // paNDita jI se adhyayana karate samaya vikrama saMvat 1977 (san 1920) meM svAmI jI zrI harakhacanda ma.sA. ke ajamera cAturmAsa ke suavasara para unheM svAmI jI kA yatheSTa mArgadarzana bhI prApta huaa| yahA~ para zikSArthI hastI ne santa-caraNoM meM rahakara rAtri meM cauvihAra kA tyAga prArambha kara diyA tathA AThavA~ varSa lagate hI kacce pAnI ke sevana kA bhI tyAga kara diyaa| paMDita rAmacandra jI zikSArthI zrI hastI ko laghusiddhAnta kaumudI, zabdarUpAvalI, dhAturUpAvalI aura hindI bhASA kI zikSA dete, sAtha hI amarakoSa kA adhyayana bhI jArI thaa| prAtaH, madhyAhna aura sandhyAvelA meM svAmI jI mahArAja ne zrI hastI ko stokasaMgrahoM ke atirikta dazavaikAlika Adi sUtra par3hAnA prArambha kara diyaa| rAtri ke samaya bhI svAmI jI mahArAja rocaka evaM zikSAprada kathA-kahAniyoM ke mAdhyama se dhArmika susaMskAroM ko sabala aura sudRr3ha karane kA prayAsa krte| dhIre-dhIre zrI hastI meM kavitA, kathA Adi lekhana kI pratibhA prasphuTita hone lgii| Apane aneka stokoM tathA stotroM ko kaMThastha kara jJAnavardhana kiyaa| vairAgya kAla meM hI Apane pratikramaNa, 25 bola, navatattva, laghudaNDaka, 98 bola kA bAsaThiyA, 100 bola kA bAsaThiyA, samakita ke 67 bola, samiti gupti kA thokar3A, AhArapada, saMjJApada, indriya pada, zvAsocchvAsa, rUpI-arUpI, pA~ca deva, 6 bhAva, gati-Agati, avadhipada, dharmAdharmI, suttAjAgarA, paccakkhANA-paccakkhANI 20 bola, 23 mokSa jAne ke bola, 13 bola-bhavi dravya Adi, sAdhu ke sukha Adi thokar3e kaNThastha kara lie the| ajamera ke sarAvagI mauhalle kI zAlA meM bAlaka hastI ne gaNita Adi kA vyAvahArika zikSaNa bhI liyaa| ajamera meM sAMDa parivAra ke Agraha para abhayamala jI gambhIramalajI sAMDa ke yahA~ kesaragaMja meM bhI Apa kucha dina rhe|
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________________ pravrajyA-patha ke pathika vairAgI hastI ke adhyayana evaM mahAvrata pAlana kI yogyatA meM nirantara saMvardhana ho rahA thaa| mAtA rUpA jI | pravrajyA aMgIkAra karane ke lie Atura ho rahI thI, to virakta hastI bhI pravrajita hone ke lie utsuka thaa| cAturmAsArtha pIpAr3a virAjita AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM dIkSA pradAna karane hetu vinati kI gii| kintu jaina dharma meM viraktAtmA ko zramaNa-dIkSA tabhI dI jAtI hai jaba vaha apane mAtA-pitA yA nikaTastha sambaMdhiyoM kA AjJA-patra prastuta kre| bAlaka hastI boharA kula kA eka mAtra cirAga thA, ata: nikaTa parivArajanoM ne AjJA pradAna karane se manA kara diyA evaM kahA ki samasta boharA kula-vaMza kI bhAvI pIr3hI kI AzA isI hastI para TikI hai, parivAra meM yahI eka mAtra putra santati hai| bAra-bAra samajhAne para bhI parivAra ke loga rAjI nahIM hue| antatogatvA mA~ rUpA ne Age bar3hakara vIratA kA paricaya dete hue gurujanoM se nivedana kiyA ki bAlaka hastI ko AjJA pradAna karane ke lie tatpara maiM svayaM hU~, isakA mujhe adhikAra bhI hai| Apa bAlaka hastI ko saharSa dIkSita kiijie| isa prakAra bAlaka hastI kI pravrajyA ke lie to rUpAdevI ne anumati pradAna kara dI, kintu svayaM rUpAdevI kI dIkSA ke lie nikaTastha parijanoM kA AjJA-patra Avazyaka thaa| mAtA rUpAdevI ko isake lie kAphI saMgharSa karanA par3A, kintu mAtA-putra ke prabala vairAgyabhAva ke kAraNa evaM sirahamalajI dUgar3a, lakSmIcandajI kavADa tathA rIyAM ke rUpacandajI guMdecA ke satprayatna evaM samajhAiza para devara rUpacanda jI ne likhita anumati pradAna kara dii| isase na kevala virakta AtmAoM meM, apitu samasta zrAvaka samAja meM harSa kI lahara chA gii| dIkSA kI anumati hote hI mAtA rUpAdevI ne pIpAr3a meM patAsIbAI (sUrajakaraNa) ke yahA~ rakhe bhAMDa-bartana Adi kA vikraya kara pIpAr3a kA lena-dena sApha kiyA, ghara bhI smhlaayaa| isase yaha pratiphalita hotA hai ki mAtA rUpAdevI evaM bAlaka hastI saMsAra ke karja se mukta hokara karmoM ke karja se mukta hone ke patha para Age bar3hanA cAhate the| __AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. kA saMvat 1977 kA cAturmAsa sakAraNa (dAhajvara ke kAraNa) pIpAr3a meM huaa| cAturmAsa samApti para ajamera ke seTha maganamalajI kA saMdeza prApta huA ki gocarI padhArate samaya girajAne se svAmIjI zrI harakacanda jI ma.sA. ko gaharI coTa lagI hai| samAcAra milate hI AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. byAvara hote hue ajamera pdhaare| yahA~ Ane para AcAryazrI ne saMgha ke Agraha para guruvAra mAgha zuklA dvitIyA vikrama saMvat 1977 (10 pharavarI |1921) kA dina dIkSA hetu nizcita kara diyaa| virakta hastI evaM unakI mAtA rUpA ke sAtha hI vairAgI zrI cauthamala | jI evaM viraktA bahana amRtakaMvara jI kI bhI dIkSA honA taya ho gyaa| dIkSA kA sthala ajamera meM DhaDhDhA jI kA bAga | nirdhArita huaa| dIkSA cetanA kA UrdhvagAmI rUpAntaraNa hai jisameM AtmA apane kaSAya-kaluSoM kA prakSAlana karane ke lie sannaddha hotI hai| dIkSA ke lie AgamoM meM 'pravrajyA' zabda kA prayoga huA hai jo isa tathya ko iMgita karatA hai ki eka bAra gRhastha jIvana kA tyAga kara dene ke pazcAt usameM punaH lauTanA nahIM hotaa| prakRSTa
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa rUpa se vrajyA arthAta gamana hI pravrajyA hai| yaha mukti kA mArga hai| ataH isa suavasara para sabhI kA pramudita honA svAbhAvika hai| pravrajyA aMgIkAra karane vAle kI jIvanazailI pUrNataH badala jAtI hai| paMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti aura tIna guptiyoM kA pAlana karate hue ratnatraya ke samArAdhanapUrvaka Atma-prakSAlana kI yaha sAdhanA sabake lie sukara nahIM hotI, kintu jaina dharma ke anusAra mukti ke pathika ko saMsAra se Asakti tyAga kara saMyama ke patha para vIratA ke sAtha bar3hanA hotA hai| ajamera jaise nagara meM cAra mumukSuoM kA eka sAtha pravrajyA patha para kadama rakhanA eka utsAha evaM AhlAda kA avasara thA, kintu samAja meM kucha doSadarzI evaM nakArAtmaka cintana vAle loga bhI hote haiM, ataH bAjAra meM isa prakAra ke kucha vyakti yaha kahate sunAI par3e ki daza varSa kI laghuvaya meM dIkSA denA ucita nahIM hai| nakArAtmaka cintana jaldI tUla pakar3atA hai, isalie yaha vicAra paracebAjI ke rUpa meM bhI sAmane AyA ki hastImalla ko dIkSA na dI jAve, kyoMki vaha abhI mAtra daza varSa kA bAlaka hai| kintu AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA. ke vidvattApUrNa evaM tejasvI | cintana ke samakSa bAla-dIkSA ke virodhI loga natamastaka ho gye| AcArya pravara dvArA jaina dharma evaM bhAratIya saMskRti ke una aneka mahApuruSoM ke utkRSTa udAharaNa prastuta kiye gaye jinhoMne bAlavaya meM dIkSita hokara aneka kIrtimAna sthApita kiye| samAja ke pratiSThita seTha maganamala jI, dUgar3a jI, sAMDa jI, motIlAlajI kAMsavA, dudher3iyAjI, rUpacandajI DhaDDA, boharAjI Adi agragaNya zrAvakoM ne bhI isameM gaharI ruci lI evaM dIkSA kA kAryakrama prArambha huaa| jaina samAja meM yaha prazna abhI bhI bAra-bAra uThatA hai ki bAlavaya meM dIkSA denA ucita hai athavA nahIM? isa sambaMdha meM yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki laghuvaya meM bhI yadi koI mumukSu sAdhvAcAra kA pAlana karane meM samartha ho tathA jJAnadarzana kA ArAdhana karane meM tatpara ho to use dIkSA avazya dI jAnI caahie| yaha kahAvata ki 'pUta ke lakSaNa | pAlane meM hI najara A jAte haiN| isa sambaMdha meM mAnadaMDa bana sakatI hai| itihAsa purANa sAkSI hai ki vyAsa putra zukadeva janma grahaNa karate hI adhyAtma patha para ArUr3ha hokara vana kI ora cala par3e the| bhakta ziromaNi dhruva pAMca varSa kI vaya meM hI bhakti ke bala para bhagavad darzana kara cuke the| jaina paramparA meM Arya vajra ko janmate hI jAtismaraNa jJAna evaM vairAgya ho gayA aura zizu avasthA meM hI sAdhanA patha ke pathika bana gaye the| atimukta kumAra bhI bAlavaya meM hI pravrajyA grahaNa kara bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ziSya bane the| AcArya hemacandra bacapana meM dIkSita hokara kalikAla sarvajJa ke rUpa meM vikhyAta hue| yazasvI ralavaMza paramparA to bAla brahmacArI AcAryoM kI paramparA rahI hai| pUjya zrI gumAnacandajI ma.sA. evaM pUjya zrI hammIramalajI ma.sA. ne mAtra 10 varSa kI vaya meM hI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara jinazAsana kA udyota kiyaa| saMskRta sAhitya ke mahAkavi bANa bhaTTa kahate haiM-"ayameva te kAla upadezasya viSayAnAsvAditarasasya' arthAt jaba taka viSaya bhogoM kA AsvAdana nahIM kiyA taba taka hI upadeza kA prabhAva sukara hotA hai| viSaya bhogoM ke AsvAdana ke pazcAt pravrajyA aMgIkAra karanA aura usakA nirdoSatA pUrvaka dRDhatA se pAlana karanA atiduSkara hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki jIvana kA prArambhika kAla teja aura zakti kA aisA puMja hotA hai jo jJAnAbhyAsa ke lie to uttama avasara pradAna karatA hI hai sAtha hI jIvana-nirmANa ke lie bhI yogya saMskAroM kA sRjana karatA hai| __ vairAgI hastI 10 varSa 19 dina ke the tathApi unameM sAdhanA ke prati niSThA, vicAroM ke prati dRr3hatA aura jJAnArAdhana ke prati tatparatA tathA samarpaNa isa bAta ke dyotaka the ki saMyama kI sAdhanA para bar3hakara ve nizcita hI AtmakalyANa ke sAtha jagat ke kalyANa meM bhI bhAskara kI bhAMti dedIpyamAna hoNge|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 34 dIkSA kI vaha pratIkSita aitihAsika ghar3I mAgha zuklA dvitIyA vi.saM. 1977 guruvAra tadanusAra 10 pharavarI san 1921 upasthita ho hI gii| dIkSA kA vaha samAroha adbhuta thaa| ajamera meM varSoM se aisA utsava nahIM huA thaa| sampUrNa ajamera dUra-dUra se Ae hue zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM, bAla-vRddhoM ke Agamana se ullasita ho rahA thaa| bar3A ThATa thaa| motI kaTale meM samavasaraNa kI sI zobhA thii| sUryodaya se pUrva hI motI kaTalA ke prAgaMNa meM aura daragAha-patha para vizAla janamedinI ekatrita hone lgii| yahAM vairAgI aura vairAginiyoM kA abhinaMdana kiyA jA rahA thA, vividha vAdyayaMtroM kI sumadhura dhvaniyAM samUce vAtAvaraNa ko guMjAyamAna kara rahI thiiN| yahA~ se hI dIkSArthiyoM kI mahAbhiniSkramaNa yAtrA prArambha hokara dIkSAsthala DhahA jI ke bAga kI ora prasthAna karane vAlI thii| isa yAtrA kA dRzya dekhate hI banatA thaa| dIkSArthiyoM ke darzana hetu jana-samUha sAgara kI uttAla taraMgoM kI bhAMti umar3a rahA thaa| cAroM mumukSuoM ke baiThane ke lie eka sundara baggI sajI huI thii| viraktoM ko sundara veza evaM AbhUSaNoM se sajAyA gayA thaa| loga zraddhA se unheM namana kara kaMThe pahanA rahe the, rupayA mu~ha meM lekara lauTAne ko kaha rahe the| nizcita samaya para mumukSu hastimalla, cauthamala, rUpAdevI aura amRta kaMvara baggI meM ArUr3ha hue , to aisA pratIta ho rahA thA jaise jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa mUrta ho uThe ho / itihAsa meM aise virale hI udAharaNa haiM jaba jananI aura jAta (mA~-beTA) eka sAtha mokSa ke mArga para agrasara hue hoM / dasa varSIya hastI ke mukha para bAlasulabha sAralya bhI thA aura muniyoM jaisA gAMbhIrya bhI damaka rahA thaa| aisA pratIta ho rahA thA mAno isa paMkila vizva meM jaise saumyabhAva kA nava utpala khilA ho svarNakamala jaisA / jayaghoSoM ke sAtha mahAbhiniSkramaNa yAtrA prArambha huii| sabase Age jaina dhvaja, pazcAt vividha vAdakoM ke samUha, unake anantara svarNarajata ke AbhUSaNoM se alaMkRta azva aura pIche baggI thii| baggI ke cAroM koNoM meM susajjita dIkSArthI mAnoM cAroM dizAoM meM yaha sandeza prasArita kara rahe the ki vairAgya se bar3hakara AtmA kA koI baMdhu nahIM hai| 'na vairAgyAt paro bNdhuH|' apanI dinacaryA meM sattA, samparka aura sAdhanoM ke pIche bhAgane vAlI janamedinI Aja ina viraktAtmAoM kA anusaraNa karatI nahIM thakatI thii| tijoriyoM kI akhUTa sampadA ke svAmI bhI Aja vairAgiyoM ke dRSTipAta ke lie lAlAyita the| sabhI kA antaHkaraNa pukAra rahA thA, ye dhanya haiM jo | jIvana nirmANa ke sahI patha para agrasara ho rahe haiN| zobhAyAtrA ke nagAr3e sabhI kA dhyAna AkarSita kara rahe the| kisI kI naz2ara dIkSArthiyoM ke sira para dhAraNa kiye gaye makhamalI jarI yukta lAla chatroM para jA rahI thI to koI suhAginoM dvArA sevita dIkSArthiniyoM ke abhibhAvakoM ko dhanya-dhanya mAnakara unakA bhI jayajayakAra kara rahe the| apAra zrAvaka samUha ke jayaghoSoM tathA alaMkRta nArI-samUha ke maMgala gItoM se mahAbhiniSkramaNa yAtrA kI zobhA dviguNita ho rahI thii| vairAgiyoM ke darzanArtha patha ke donoM chora, bhavanoM ke gavAkSa, chatoM para kaMgare, haveliyoM ke jharokhe, nara-nAriyoM, baccoM, yuvaka-yuvatiyoM se ThasAThasa bhare the| mahAbhiniSkramaNa yAtrA maMthara gati se jyoM-jyoM Age bar3ha rahI thI tyoM-tyoM patha ke donoM ora khar3e vizAla janasamUha bhI usameM sammilita hote jA rahe the| ___isa prakAra calatI huI mahAbhiniSkramaNa yAtrA ke puSkara mArga para pahuMcate-pahuMcate to janasamUha kA ora chora hI najara nahIM A rahA thaa| jahAM taka dRSTi pahuMcatI thI vahA~ taka janamedinI hI janamedinI dRSTigocara ho rahI thii| isase pUrva dIkSA ke avasara para nagara meM itanA virAT janasamUha kabhI nahIM umar3A thaa| ajameravAsI bhI apane ko gauravAnvita anubhava kara rahe the| DhaDhDhAjI ke bAga meM sthita vizAla maidAna meM pahuMcate hI zobhAyAtrA vizAla dharmasabhA meM parivartita ho gii| ___AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA, byAvara se padhAre AcArya zrI mannAlAla jI ma.sA, jaina divAkara zrI cauthamala (jI ma.sA, sthavira muni zrI mokhamacanda jI ma.sA. Adi zramaNa zreSTha apanI apanI santa-maMDalI ke sAtha dIkSA-sthala para
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa vaTavRkSa ke nIce suzobhita ho rahe the| ratnavaMza ke santoM meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke atirikta svAmI jI zrI harakhacandajI ma.sA, zrI lAbhacandajI ma.sA. zrI sAgaramala jI ma.sA. , zrI lAlacandajI ma.sA. pATa para virAjamAna the| bAbAjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA, zrI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. evaM amaracandajI ma. sA. nAgaura ke zrAvakoM meM vizeSa dharmadhyAna evaM tapasyA hone tathA samaya kI alpatA ke kAraNa nahIM padhAra sake the| santoM ke samIpa hI bhUmi para | mahAsatI zrI chogAjI, bar3e rAdhAjI, pAnakaMvara, dhanAjI, indrakaMvarajI, kesarakaMvarajI kI ziSyA rAdhAjI, bhImakaMvarajI kI ziSyA dIpakaMvara jI Adi ThANA 19 kA satImaMDala bhI virAjita thaa| aneka zrAvaka zrAvikAeM sAmAyika kA dhavala veza dhAraNa kara maMca ke sammukha apanA dhyAna kendrita kara mana hI mana sAdhu-jIvana ko dhanya-dhanya kaha rahe the| ve cintana kara rahe the ki hama to eka muhUrta yA kucha kAla ke lie hI sAmAyika meM rahate haiM, kintu ve dhanya haiM jo jIvana bhara ke lie tIna karaNa evaM tIna yogoM se sAvadha pravRtti kA tyAga kara sAmAyika aMgIkAra karate haiN| kucha aise bhI loga the jo svayaM ko saMyama mArga para ArUr3ha hone meM asamartha jAnakara usI prakAra apuNyazAlI mAna rahe the jaise zrIkRSNa ne apane ko dIkSita nahIM hone ke kAraNa adhanya evaM akRtapuNya samajhA thaa| "ahaM NaM adhaNNe akayapuNNeNo saMcAemi arahao ariTThaNemissa aMtie jAva pvvitte|" aMtagaDadasAsUtra, varga 5, adhyayana 1) sAmAyika vAloM ke pIche jana sailAba ko zAnta kara biThAyA jA rahA thA, tathApi vaha maidAna meM samA nahIM rahA thaa| ataH vRkSa kI DAliyoM evaM gAr3iyoM kI chatoM para khar3e hokara bhI isa samAroha kA AnaMda lene vAle kama nahIM the| cAroM mumukSu sAMsArika baggI se utarakara mokSa kI baggI meM ArUr3ha ratnatrayArAdhaka AcAryoM, santoM evaM satImaMDala ke caraNoM meM pahuMcakara savidhi vandana karane lge| tikkhutto ke pATha se tIna bAra vandana karane ke pazcAt mAMgalika pATha kA zravaNa kara ve veza parivartana evaM muMDana ke lie bane kakSoM kI ora ge| cAroM meM adamya utsAha jhalaka rahA thaa| sAMsArika alaMkRta vezoM ko sadA ke lie tyAga kara ve jaba maMca kI ora bar3he to mAno saMdeza de rahe the "- sabve AbharaNA bhArA, savve kAmA duhAvahA" (uttarAdhyayana 13.16) arthAt ye samasta alaMkAra evaM vividha vezoM kA AkarSaNa heya hai| unake dvArA dhArita zveta varNa ke veza mana ko nirmala banAne kI preraNA kara rahe the| zvetavarNa nirmalatA evaM zAnti kA pratIka hai| mukha para baMdhI mukhavastrikA nirdoSa bhASaNa evaM mauna saMdhAraNa kA saMketa kara rahI thii| eka hAtha meM dhArita rajoharaNa na kevala jIvarakSA kA pratIka dRggocara ho rahA thA, apitu vaha mana se rAga-dveSa kI raja ko dUra karane kI preraNA kara rahA thaa| dUsare hAtha meM pAtroM kI jholI akiJcana sAdhaka banakara abhimAna ko vigalita karane kA saMdeza de rahI thii| aba ve aise sAdhanA mArga para ArUr3ha hone ke lie udyata the, jisameM yAvajjIvana kaMcana evaM kAminI kA pUrNa tyAga hotA hai| ve na pAdatrANa dhAraNa kara sakate haiM, na kisI vAhana meM savArI kara sakate haiM, na hI snAna evaM vibhUSA kA varaNa kara sakate haiN| unakA to eka mAtra lakSya apane ko sAdhakara sadA ke lie mukti kA varaNa karanA hotA hai| zIta,uSNa, bhUkha-pyAsa Adi bAvIsa parISahoM ko sahana karate hue mAna-apamAna, sukha-duHkha, lAbha-alAbha Adi meM samabhAva hI unakI sAdhanA kA prathama caraNa hotA hai| uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM kahA gayA hai lAbhAlAbhe suhe dukkhe, jIvie maraNe thaa| samo niMdApasaMsAsa, tahA mANAvamANao ||-uttraa. 19.91 sAdhu viSama paristhitiyoM meM bhI samabhAva meM jItA hai| yahI usakA prathama cAritra 'sAmAyika' hai| nirdoSa bhikSAvRtti hI usake bhautika zarIra kA sambala hai, vaha ghara-ghara jAkara saMyama kI yAtrA ke lie AhArAdi kI bhikSA lAtA hai| isameM bhI gaveSaNA ke 42 niyamoM se baMdhA hotA hai| saMyama-yAtrA hetu zarIra ke nirvAha ke lie gocarI lekara |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 36 ye santa samAja ko kaI gunI adhika lAbhakArI akSuNNa zAnti kI rAha dikhAte haiN| inake zramaNatva kI tulanA meM AjIvikAdhAriyoM kA zrama nagaNya hai| zramaNatva aMgIkAra karane hetu prastuta isa catuSTayI meM pravrajyApathika hastI sarvAdhika AkarSaNa ke kendra the| ve aise sazobhita ho rahe the jaise sUrya ko lie pUrva dizA jagat ko prakAzita karane calI ho| janamedinI kI A~kheM taba Thahara sI gaIM jaba una dIkSArthiyoM meM bAla vairAgI hastI apanI tejasvI anupama chaTA bikherate hue najara aae| khelane-kUdane kI umra meM bhI sAgaravat gaMbhIra, alpavaya meM gahana cintanazIla, choTe kada meM bhI caur3e camakate lalATa ke dhanI, komalakadamoM vAle para dRr3ha saMkalpI bAla hastI kI advitIya adhyAtma mastI sabhI kA mana moha rahI thii| cAroM mumukSuoM ne parijanoM evaM upasthita sakala saMgha se kSamA yAcanA karate hue dIkSA hetu anumati maaNgii| parijana jahA~ bhArI mana se, para apane Apako saubhAgyazAlI samajhate hue apane priya janoM ko guru caraNoM meM sadA sarvadA ke lie samarpita hone hetu anumati pradAna kara tyAga ke isa mahAyajJa meM zraddhA va samarpaNa kA arghyadAna kara rahe the, vahIM upasthita sakala jana-jana ke sAtha hI unake roma-roma se aNu-aNu se yahI bhAvanA yahI AzIrvAda nisRta ho rahA thA-"nANeNaM daMsaNeNaM ca caritteNa taheva ya khaMtIe muttIe, vaDmANo bhavAhi ya" (uttarAdhyayana sUtra 22.26) Apa mumukSu jJAna-darzanacAritra ArAdhaka utkaTa saMyamadhanI AcArya zrI zobhA ke mukhAravinda se bhavabandhana kATane vAlA saMyama dhana svIkAra kara nirantara jJAna, darzana, cAritra tapa, kSamA va mArdava bhAva meM nirantara Age bar3hate raheM, ApakI utkaTa bhAvanA va vairAgya bhAva nirantara vRddhigata hote rheN| Apa zIghra apane lakSya mokSa hetu abhISTa sAdhanA kara isa bhava-bhaya bandhana kI jaMjIroM ko tor3akara karmoM kA mUloccheda kara siddha buddha va mukta hoN| Aja ina mumukSu AtmAoM ke guru caraNoM meM sarvatobhAvena samarpaNa, saMyama grahaNa ke ina kSaNoM ke sAkSI banakara va ratnatrayArAdhaka AcArya bhagavanta ratlanidhi mahApuruSoM ke pAvana darzana kara hama vastuta: dhanya-dhanya haiN|" ___hastI sameta cAroM mumukSu AcArya zrI zobhA ke samakSa zraddhAvanata vinayavinamra hokara vandanapUrvaka dIkSA pradAna karane kI prArthanA karane lge| caturvidha saMgha ke pUjya, mumukSucatuSTayI ke ArAdhya, saMghanAyaka AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma. bhI antarhRdaya se pulakita the, jinhoMne bAlahastI ke bhItara avyakta rUpeNa vidyamAna dharmanAyaka airAvata gajarAja ko pUrva meM hI parakha liyA thaa| AcAryapravara dIkSArthiyoM ke parijanoM kA likhita AjJApatra sunakara, pravrajyA hetu tatpara rUpAdevI, amRtakaMvara, cauthamala evaM svayaM hastI ke prArthanA svaroM se gadgad ho sarvaprathama unheM bhAgavatI dIkSA kA marma evaM mahattva samajhAne lage aura yaha avasara thA jaba samasta pANDAla eka svara se anumodana kI abhivyakti jaya-jayakAra se karane lgaa| unhoMne pharamAyA -"dIkSA vaha saMskAra hai jo zarIra jaise nazvara sAdhana se avinazvara Atma-svabhAva prakaTa karane kA mArga |prazasta kara mokSa sukha kA varaNa karane meM sahAyaka hai|" unhoMne samajhAyA "sAdhu ke pAsa bhI vahI zarIra hai, ve hI iMdriyA~ haiM, vahI mana hai aura vahI AtmA hai, kintu vaha inakA upayoga sAdhanA ke lie karatA hai| Apa cAroM sAdhvAcAra |kA patha apanAne ke lie tatpara haiM, yaha pramoda kA viSaya hai, kintu jisa utsAha evaM vIratA ke sAtha Apa yaha patha apanAne ke lie tatpara hue haiM usakI nirantaratA kA nirvAha sAdhu-sAdhvI banane ke pazcAt bhI karanA hai| jo siMha kI bhAMti vairAgya kA patha apanAkara use siMha kI bhAMti pAlatA hai, vaha zreSTha hai|" sthAnAMgasUtra meM pratipAdita pravrajyA ke marma ko samajhAte hue AcArya zrI ne kahA- "pravrajyA kA samyak rUpeNa indriyanigraha aura kaSAyavijaya ke sAtha pAlana kiyA jAe to vaha sukha kI zayyA bana jAtI hai aura yadi pravrajita
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa hone ke bAda bhI indriyaviSayoM ke prati AkarSaNa banA rahatA hai, pArasparika IrSyA-dveSa bane rahate haiM to vaha duHkha kI zayyA bana jAtI hai| maiM samajhatA hU~ ki Apa pravrajyA ko sukha kI zayyA bnaayeNge|" isake sAtha hI AcArya zrI ne batAyA ki sAdhu sAvadha pravRttiyoM kA tIna karaNa evaM tIna yoga se jIvanabhara ke lie tyAga karatA hai| vaha na to svaMya sAvadya (doSapUrNa) pravRtti karatA hai, na dUsaroM se karAtA hai aura na hI karate hue kA anumodana karatA hai| vaha mana se burA nahIM socatA, vANI se burA nahIM bolatA aura kAyA se burA nahIM karatA huA mana, vacana aura kAyA kI azubha pravRttiyoM kA saMyama karatA hai| vairAgya kAla meM sAdhu-sAdhvI ke sAnnidhya meM rahane se dIkSArthI sAdhvAcAra se paricita to the hI, aba gurumukha se sAdhucaryA ke mahattva ko sunakara unheM dIkSA aMgIkAra karane meM palabhara kI derI bhI asahaja pratIta hone lgii| tabhI AcAryazrI ne 'karemi bhaMte... savvaM sAvajjaM jogaM paccakkhAmi jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM....' ke zAstrIya pATha se unheM bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kii| stabdha hokara darzaka banA huA pANDAla sahasA "muni hastI kI jaya, muni cauthamala kI jaya, sAdhvI rUpA kI jaya, sAdhvI amRta kaMvara kI jaya" karate hue jayakAra | se gUMja utthaa| dIkSA pradAna karane ke anantara muni zrI hastimalla jI ma. Adi kI zikhA ke avaziSTa kezoM kA luMcana kiyA gyaa| yaha luMcana pratIka banA sAdhvAcAra ke utkaTa mArga para ArohaNa kaa| kezaloMca sAdhvAcAra kI paramparA rahA hai| yaha parISaha-jaya kI kasauTI hai| AcAryazrI ne navadIkSita sAdhudvaya ko svayaM kI nizrA meM, sAdhvI rUpAsatI jI ko bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM tathA sAdhvI amRtakaMvara jI ko choTe rAdhAjI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM rakhane kI ghoSaNA kii| zramaNadharma aMgIkAra karane ke uparAnta abhI navadIkSitoM kA parIkSA evaM paryavIkSA kA kAla cala rahA thaa| AcArya zrI ne atyanta sAvadhAna karate hue navazramaNa-zramaNiyoM ko punaH punaH sAdhuvAdapUrvaka zramaNa jIvana kA svarUpa prastuta kiyA aura samajhAyA ki pratikUla athavA anukUla sabhI prakAra ke ghorAtighora parISaha Ane para bhI apane zramaNatva ke manobala ko kSINa mata hone denaa| dazavaikAlika sUtra meM nirUpita zramaNa ke kartavyapAlana para bhI AcAryazrI ne bala diyA tathA SaTjIvanikA kI vAcanA dekara sAdhu ke SaTkAyapratipAla svarUpa ko ujAgara kiyaa| sAdhu-sAdhvI jIvana paryanta pRthvIkAya, apakAya, tejaskAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya aura trasakAya (dvi-tri-catur-paMcendriya) ke jIvoM kI virAdhanA se bacate hue SaTkAya jIvoM ke pratipAlaka hote haiN| sAta dinoM kA paryavIkSAkAla samApana para thaa| vi.saM. 1977, mAgha zuklA navamI tadanusAra 17 pharavarI 1921 guruvAra ke zubha dina ajamera meM hI AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se navadIkSita sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI bar3I dIkSA sampanna huii| ve chedopasthApanIya cAritra meM ArUr3ha hue| munihastI kA cAritra meM ArohaNa ho gyaa| aba ve paMca mahAvratoM ke pAlaka, IryA Adi pA~ca samitiyoM ke ArAdhaka evaM manogupti vacanagupti, evaM kAyagupti ke dhAraka | mahAn sAdhaka bana gae / dazavaikAlika sUtra meM nimrantha sAdhu kI isI prakAra kI vizeSatAe~ batAte hue kahA gayA hai - paMcAsavapariNNAyA, tiguttA chasu sNjyaa| paMca niggahaNA dhIrA, niggaMthA ujjudaMsiNo ||-dshvkaalik -3.11 ___ nirgrantha sAdhu pA~ca AsravoM ke tyAgI, tIna guptiyoM se gupta , SaTkAya jIvoM kI yatanA karane vAle, pA~ca | indriyoM kA nigraha karane vAle, dhIra evaM RjudarzI hote haiN|
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________________ zobhAguru ke sAnnidhya meM muni-jIvana (vi. saMvat 1977 se 1983) * santa- jIvana kA abhyAsa aura adhyayana kI nirantaratA ajamera nagara ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kI prabala abhilASA thI ki navadIkSita santoM ke sAtha AcAryapravara zrI | zobhAcandra jI mahArAja cAturmAsArtha ajamera meM hI viraajeN| saMyogavaza pUjya zrI kA vihAra Age nahIM ho skaa| i | svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja Adi tIna santa jo dIkSA ke prasaMga para nahIM padhAra sake the, mAravAr3a se pUjya zrI kI sevA meM pdhaare| nAgaura evaM ajamera ke zrAvakoM kI purajora vinatiyoM ko lakSya meM rakhate hue muni zrI sujAnamala | jI mahArAja Adi santoM kA cAturmAsa nAgaura ke liye svIkRta kiyA gyaa| idhara bAbA jI zrI harakhacandajI ma. | vayovRddha hone se lambe vihAra meM asamartha the tathA AcArya zrI bhI dAhajvara Adi kAraNoM se pUrNa svastha nahIM the / ata: ajamera zrI saMgha kI vinati ko bala mila gayA aura AcArya zrI ne jaba ajamera cAturmAsa hetu apanI svIkRti pradAna | kI to pramodamaya vAtAvaraNa bana gyaa| AcArya zrI cAturmAsa hetu motIkaTalA meM sva. seTha chaganamalajI ke suputra suzrAvaka zrI maganamalajI ke makAna meM virAje / seTha maganamala jI ne avasara dekhakara eka bAra pUjya zrI se prArthanA kI- gurudeva ! navadIkSita muniyoM ko zikSaNa dene ke liye ApakI maryAdAnusAra mere yahAM vyavasthA hai / paNDita rAmacandra bhaktAmara stotra Adi sikhAne hetu havelI pratidina Ate haiM, navadIkSita muniyoM ne vairAgyAvasthA meM unase adhyayana kiyA hai| ve eka do ghaNTe idhara bhI A | sakate haiN| anukUla jAnakara pUjyapravara ne svIkRti pradAna kI aura pratidina caritanAyaka evaM muni zrI cauthamalajI paNDita jI se pratidina saMskRta par3hane lage / muni zrI ne isa cAturmAsa meM jyeSTha evaM anubhavI santoM se sAdhu-maryAdA kA sUkSma bodha prApta kiyA / ve sabhI santoM ke prati vinaya bhAva rakhate, unase pRcchA karate evaM samyak sAdhvAcAra kA pAlana karane hetu utsuka evaM tatpara rahate / jJAna-sampannatA, darzana - sampannatA evaM cAritra - sampannatA kA pATha unhoMne apane gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI | zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. evaM zikSA guru zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM sIkhane meM jo ruci dikhAI usase sabhI pulakita evaM prasanna the / santa jIvana naye-naye anubhavoM se unakA sAkSAtkAra prArambha ho gayA thA / santa-jIvana pApakarmoM se virati kA jIvana hai| isameM pade pade yatanA yA viveka ho to pApa karma kA bandha nahIM hotA hai jayaM care jayaM ciTTe, jayamAse jayaM sae / jayaM bhuMjato bhAsato, pAvakammaM na baMdhai / / calanA, uThanA, baiThanA, zayana karanA, AhAra karanA, bolanA Adi sabhI kriyAe~ yatanA pUrvaka karane kA muni zrI hastI abhyAsa bar3hAte rahe / AcArya zrI evaM jyeSTha santoM kI zikSAoM ke prati ve pratipala jAgarUka the / sAdhAraNa
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa bAlaka jahA~ upadravI evaM nAdAna hote haiM, vahA~ santa-jIvana pUrNata: niyamoM meM baMdhA huA hotA hai| laghuvaya ke santa kaise apane caMcala mana ko vaza meM karate hoMge ? bar3A kaThina kArya hai| kintu laghuvaya muni hastI ne mana, indriya evaM zarIra | kI caMcalatA ko jItanA prArambha kara diyA thaa| unhoMne yaha pATha sIkha liyA thA - ege jie jiyA paMca, paMca jie jiyA ds| dasahA u jiNittANaM, savvasattU jiNAmahaM / / eka apanI AtmA yA mana ko jIta lene para pAMca indriyAM evaM cAroM kaSAyoM ko jItA jA sakatA hai| __paMciMdiyANi kohaM mANaM, mAyaM taheva lohNc| dujjayaM ceva appANaM, savvaM appe jie jiye| uttarAdhyayana 9.36 Apane uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke vinaya adhyayana ke anusAra apanI jIvana zailI ko banAne kA prayAsa karate hue | | jAna liyA thA nApuTTho vAgare kiMci, puTTho vA nAliyaM ve| kohaM asaccaM kubvejjA, dhArejjA piyamaSpiyaM / / gurujanoM dvArA binA pUche vyartha na bolanA, pUchane para jhUTha nahIM bolanA, burA lagane para bhI krodha nahIM karanA aura guru ke dvArA kahe gae apriya vacana ko bhI priya yA hitakArI samajhanA Adi vizeSatAoM ko muni hastI ne bAlya avasthA meM hI AtmasAt kara liyaa| kisa prakAra ke durAcaraNa se koI sAdhu pApa-zramaNa kahalAtA hai, use bhI unhoMne bhalI-bhAMti jAnakara varjanIya AcaraNa ko sarvadA ke lie heya samajha liyA thaa| pAMca samiti aura tIna gupti kA nirmala AcaraNa muni hastI kI jIvanacaryA kA aMga bana gyaa| mana, vacana evaM kAyA ko niyantrita karane kI sAdhanA meM vaha laghu zilpI saphalatA kI ora dRDha kadama baDhA rahA thaa| IryA, bhASA, eSaNA, nikSepaNA aura pariSThApanikA samiti ke prati sajagatA dekhate hI banatI thii| jIvana kI nazvaratA kA unheM pahale se hI bodha thA, ata: pramAda ko tyAga kara samaya kA sadupayoga karane hetu ve tatpara the| 'samaya' goyama ! mA pamAyae' ko unhoMne gurumantra samajha kara adhyayana evaM sAdhanA kI sajagatA ko lakSya banA liyaa| dazavidha samAcArI kA svarUpa evaM prayoga bhI muni hastI ko hastAmalakavat spaSTa ho rahA thaa| 'AvassaI' evaM 'nissIhai' zabdoM ke uccAraNa unheM bAhya gamanAgamana kI prakriyA se paricita karA rahe the| muni hastI gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja kI AjJA ke pAlana meM apane jIvana kA vikAsa dekha rahe the| unheM gurubhrAtAoM evaM jyeSTha santoM se bhI nirantara dizA nirdeza evaM prazikSaNa mila rahA thaa| ___ paNDita rAmacandra jI se saMskRta meM laghusiddhAnta kaumudI, zabda rUpAvalI, dhAtu rUpAvalI ke sAtha amara koSa kA adhyayana cala rahA thaa| hindI bhASA kA adhyayana bhI kara rahe the| santoM se Agama evaM thokar3oM kA adhyayana cala rahA thaa| cAturmAsa ke antima caraNa meM sAtArAnivAsI seTha bAlamukunda jI muthA ke suputra seTha motIlAla jI muthA pUjya AcAryapravara ke darzanArtha ajamera pdhaare| Apa usa samaya sAdhumArgI jaina kAMphresa ke pradhAnamaMtrI the| Apake sAtha | paNDita duHkhamocana jI jhA bhI Ae the, jo kAnphreMsa ke sAptAhika patra jaina prakAza ke sampAdaka the aura saMskRta ke
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 40 | udbhaTa vidvAna hone ke sAtha jaina paramparA se paricita the| Apa pUjya zrI javAhara lAla jI ma, pUjya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma. evaM muni zrI ghAsIlAlajI mahArAja ke pAsa varSoM taka adhyApana sevA kara cuke the / seTha motIlAlajI inheM apane | sAtha isa vicAra se lAe the ki yadi pUjya zrI kI AjJA huI to navadIkSita muniyoM ke adhyayana hetu inheM niyukta kara deNge| pUjya zrI ko suzrAvaka muthAjI ne apanI bhAvanA se avagata karAyA to AcArya zrI ne paNDita jI se kalyANa | maMdira ke eka zloka kA artha karAyA evaM Avazyaka pUchatAcha ke pazcAt paNDita jI kI yogyatA evaM zIla svabhAva | ko dekhakara sAdhubhASA meM apanI svIkRti pradAna kara dii| paNDita jhA sAhaba se saMskRtabhASA Adi kA adhyayana prArambha huA / navadIkSita muni hastI ko bahuta acchA | lgaa| paNDita jhA bhI unakI pratibhA, smaraNazakti evaM vyutpanna matitva se atyanta prabhAvita hue| paM. duHkhamocana jhA jo bhI pATha par3hAte, use ve dUsare dina pUrA yAda karake sunA dete / adhyayana kA krama nirantara bar3hatA gyaa| saMskRta bhASA | Adi kA adhyayana karate hue prathama cAturmAsa (vikrama saMvat 1978) ajamera meM sAnaMda vyatIta huA / ajamera meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA, svAmI jI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA, zrI lAlacanda jI ma.sA. evaM navadIkSita zrI cauthamala jI ma.sA. ke sAtha muni zrI hastimalla jI mahArAja sA. kA prathama cAturmAsa yatanApUrvaka sAdhvAcaraNa kI kasauTI para kharA utarA / isI cAturmAsa meM Apane 'purisA ! tumameva tumaM mittaM kiM bahiyA mittamicchasi' (puruSa ! tuma hI tumhAre mitra | ho, bAhya mitra kI icchA karanA vyartha hai / AcArAMga 1.3.9), anno jIvoM, annaM sarIraM ( jIva bhinna hai, zarIra bhinna hai / / - sUtrakRtAGga 2.1.3) appaNA ceva udIrei, appaNA ceva garahai, appaNA ceva saMvarai (AtmA svayaM apane dvArA karmoM kI udIraNA karatA hai, svayaM hI unakI garhA AlocanA karatA hai tathA svayaM hI unakA saMvara karatA hai / - bhagavatI sUtra 1.3) jaise Agama - vAkyoM kA bhI adhyayana kara apane jIvana ko AdhyAtmika dizA pradAna kara dI thI / ajameravAsiyoM kI umaMga evaM dharmArAdhana kI lagana ke sAtha cAturmAsa saphalatApUrvaka sampanna huA / * prathama pada - vihAra : mer3atA kI ora - varSAkAla kI samApti huii| mArgazIrSa kRSNA pratipadA ke dina pUjya gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma. sA. aura santamaMDala ke sAtha DhaDDA jI ke bAga se vihAra kara puSkara, thAMvalA, pAdu, mevar3A rIyAM, AlaNiyAvAsa, pAMcaroliyA Adi kSetroM meM dharmalAbha dete hue caritanAyaka mer3atA pdhaare| yaha aneka naye anubhavoM se ota-prota muni hastI kI prathama padayAtrA thii| nanheM-komala kadamoM kI AhaTa aura pAda- nikSepa dharA ke kisI jIva ko trasta na kara de, isa viveka se yukta muni hastI 'dRSTipUtaM nyaset pAdaM' kA abhyAsa apanI prathama padayAtrA meM kara rahe the| prakRti ke | pariveza kA paryAlocana karate hue muni hastI pRthvIkAya, apkAya, tejaskAya, vAyukAya aura vanaspatikAya meM jIvatva ke satya kA sAkSAtkAra kara rahe the| sUkSmAtisUkSma ekendriya jIva ke piNDa se cher3achAr3a bhI hiMsA hai, aise cintana ko saMjoe prANimAtra ke prati abhaya kI bhAvanA ke mUrtarUpa bane ve jana-jana ke dulAre bana ge| isa vihAra ne kSudhA, tRSA, zIta, uSNa, daMzamazaka Adi parISaha sahane ke sAmarthya kA vardhana kiyaa| bAla muni ke svAbhAvika bholepana aura | kaThoracaryA ke saMgama ko dekha zrAvaka samudAya vismita thA / zrImAloM ke upAzraya meM zraddhAluoM kI umar3atI bhIr3a | bhaktimatI mIrAM kI pAvana mAtRbhUmi para nirantara pravacanAmRta barasAne hetu AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. se vinati | karane lgii| ATha divasa taka AcArya zrI evaM santoM kI amRtavANI kA rasAsvAdana mer3atA nivAsiyoM tathA pravAsiyoM
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa ne kiyaa| * bIkAnera ke dhoroM kA anubhava pUrvAcAryoM dvArA ratnatrayI ke bodhibIja kA vapana, aMkuraNa aura siJcana bIkAnera kSetra meM huA jAnakara AcArya | zrI ne navadIkSita saMtoM kA manobala bar3hAne hetu tathA kaSTa sahiSNutA jagAne hetu caritanAyaka ko bIkAnera vihAra kA saMketa kiyaa| AcArya zrI cAhate the ki hamAre navadIkSita santa atikaThina samajhe jAne vAle, bAlU ke samudra vAle marupradeza meM vicaraNa kara naye-naye anubhava prApta kreN| bhuraNTa (kAMTe) se bhare bAlU ke bar3e-bar3e TIloM aura maidAnoM ke pAragAmI kaNTakAkIrNa pathoM para dRSTi gar3Ae calane se inheM apanI cittavRttiyoM ko ekAgra karane kA abhyAsa hogA, AtmavizvAsa jAgRta hogaa| unhoMne isa bAta ko apane mana meM rekhAMkita kiyA ki ajamera se mer3atA taka prathama vihAra meM vaya kI apekSA sabase choTe ekAdazavarSAyuSka muni hastI ne apane dRr3ha manobala kA paricaya diyA hai| ata: yaha honahAra saMta nizcaya hI zramaNa dharma ke kaThora parISahoM ko sahana kara eka dina santa-paramparA kA Adarza sthApita kregaa| ___AcArya zrI zobhA guru kI chatrachAyA meM muni hastI khajavANA, mUMDavA hote hue nAgaura padhAre, jahA~ bIkAnera ke premI zrAvaka vinati hetu upasthita hue| nAgaura se gogolAva, alAya Adi grAma nagaroM ko pharasate hue kakkU-bhaggU ke dhoroM ko pAra kara dezanoka kI tarapha agrasara hue| bAlukA se paripUrNa vistRta maidAnoM ke kaira, bera, babUla, khejar3e aura phoga kI jhAr3iyoM aura per3a-paudhoM se bhI pathika muni hastI ne sIkha lI ki kaMTIlA aura kaThora jIvana bhI AnaMdamayI aura paropakArI ho sakatA hai| dhoroM kI dharatI ke UMce retIle TIloM para dhaMsate pairoM se zramapUrvaka car3hate hue bAla muni kA bhAla motI jaise sveda binduoM se camakane lgaa| guruvara ne ThIka hI to kahA thA ki sAdhanA kI UMcAI pAne hetu zramaNatva kI kaThora caryA sAdhana hai jo mokSa kI alakha UMcAI kI prApti karAtA hai| 'TIbA kuNa kA bhArA rAkhai hai' lokokti kA artha muni hastI ne samajha liyA ki sahI DhaMga se kiyA gayA zrama kabhI niSphala nahIM hotaa| retIle rAstoM kI pada-yAtrA kI parIkSA meM bhI muni hastI uttIrNa rhe| bIkAnera nagara praveza ke anantara mAlUjI kI koTaDI meM virAje / yahA~ zrAvakoM ne santoM se praznottaroM kA lAbha liyaa| sevA meM bhI upasthita hote / seThiyA bhairoMdAnajI, rAva savAIsiMha jI , surANA bherUmalajI, bAbU AnandarAjajI , lAbhacandajI DAgA Adi ne santoM kA vizeSa lAbha liyaa| bIkAnera pUjya javAharAcArya kA pramukha vicaraNa kSetra thaa| ata: satArA virAjate hue unhoMne zrAvakoM ko santoM kI sevA kA lAbha lene hetu vizeSa bholAvaNa bhijvaaii| jodhapura, nAgaura aura samIpavartI sthAnoM se samAgata tathA sthAnIya zrAvaka darzanArthiyoM kA tAMtA laga gyaa| muni hastI ko to jJAnAbhyAsa kI lagana laga gii| zrI bhaiMrodAna jI seThiyA dvArA muni zrI ke adhyApana kI samucita vyavasthA se unakA zAstrIya adhyayana paravAna para car3hane lgaa| pUrva paThita evaM kaNThastha kiye gae zAstroM evaM vyAkaraNa, koza, stoka Adi ke parAvartana kA krama nirantara muni zrI ko utsAhita karane lgaa| pAramArthika saMsthA ke paNDitoM kA zikSaNa meM sahayoga milatA rhaa| bIkAnera nagara ke nivAsiyoM, unake rahana-sahana evaM unakI bhASA Adi kA paricaya pAkara ve apane anubhava ko puSTa karane meM bhI thor3A-thor3A samaya lagAte the| bIkAnera pravAsakAla meM muni zrI hastI aura unake satIrthya muni zrI cauthamalajI mahArAja kA holI caumAsI para kezaluJcana svAmI jI zrI bhojarAja jI mahArAja dvArA bar3e snehapUrvaka kiyA gyaa| dina pratidina bAla muni kI komala kAyA parISaha sahana karane meM uttarottara sakSama banatI gii| ajamera se bIkAnera aura aba bIkAnera se nAgaura kI ora
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________________ 42 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM vihArakAla meM munizrI ko jo abhinava anubhava hue, unase unake utsAha meM aura adhika vRddhi huii| * bhopAlagar3ha kI ora vApasI yAtrA meM nAgaura meM katipaya dina dharmalAbha dekara rUNa, nokhA-cAMdAvatoM kA hokara harasolAva meM havelI meM virAje jahAM pUjya zrI kAnamalajI evaM cainamalajI ma.sA. kA Agamana evaM prema milana huaa| vibhinna kSetroM meM dayA dharma kA pracAra karate hue AcArya zrI munizrI hastI ke sAtha 7 ThANA se rajalANI hote hue AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI aitihAsika kriyoddhAra sthalI bhopAlagar3ha (bar3alU) pdhaare| bhopAlagar3ha tathA Asa-pAsa kI DhANiyoM aura jodhapura Adi nagaroM se darzanArtha pahuMce AbAla vRddha naranArI vRnda ne AcArya zrI zobhA guru aura tejasvI muni hastI sahita sAtoM santoM ko aise dekhA jaise saptarSi maMDala dharatI para utara AyA ho / bhopAlagar3ha ke zrAvakoM kI dharma ke prati aTala zraddhA, avicala niSThA aura aTUTa AsthA prasiddha rahI hai| santoM ke Agamana ke svAgata meM nArI samAja ke gItoM kA hRdayahArI saMgIta zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra tathA unake kramAgata pATAnupATa uttarAdhikArI ke rUpa meM tatkAlIna assIveM paTTadhara AcArya zrI zobhAguru ke jayaghoSoM se bAlamuni hastI bhI prabhAvita hue binA nahIM raha ske| sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, pratikramaNa, vrata-pratyAkhyAna, pauSadhopavAsa Adi kI hor3a sI laga gii| muni hastI kA adhyayana krama bhI nayA bAsa sthita zrI jAlamacandra jI ostavAla ke makAna meM virAjane para sucArurUpeNa calatA rhaa| sAdhvAcAra evaM kriyoddhAra ke sambaMdha meM aneka jijJAsAeM prakaTa kara muni hastI ne AcArya zobhA guru tathA bAbAjI harakhacanda jI mahArAja Adi santoM se paryApta jAnakArI prApta kii| yahA~ para satArA se suprasiddha dAnavIra zrAvaka seTha zrI motIlAlajI muthA AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke darzanArtha pdhaare| navadIkSita santoM ko dekhakara AcArya zrI ko nivedana kiyA-"choTe choTe santa haiM, vidyArthI haiM, ata: inheM pAraNaka meM chAcha aura khAMkharA dene kI bajAya dUdha meM ghI denA cAhiye tAki inakI buddhi adhika kArya kara ske|" AcAryapravara jyoM hI isakA prativAda karane ko unmukha hue vahAM vidyamAna sujJa evaM dRDha zraddhAlu zrAvaka zrI motIcandajI corar3iyA tunaka kara bole - "yaha jahara dene kI bAta kyoM karate ho ? kyA inake baDere par3he-likhe nahIM| the? kyA ve bahuzruta nahIM the ? kyA ve pratidina dUdha aura ghI khAte the ? ve to paurasI karate the| ata: Apa santoM ko rasalolupa na banAe~ / " zAstra bhI kahatA hai - duddhadahivigaio AhArei abhikkhaNaM / arae tavokamme pAvasamaNetti vuccai ||-uttraadhyyn sUtra 17.15 jo dUdha, dahI Adi vigayoM kA niyamita sevana karatA hai evaM tapakArya meM arati rakhatA hai| vaha pApa zramaNa kahalAtA hai| motIcanda jI corar3iyA kA kathana AcArya zrI kI AcAra saMhitA ko puSTa kara rahA thaa| * jodhapura ke pA~ca varSAvAsoM (saMvat 1979-1983) meM yogyatA-vardhana __ bhopAlagar3ha se vihAra kara hIrAdesara, dahIkher3A, sUrapurA, mahAmaMdira Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue AcArya zrI ke sAtha Apa jodhapura pdhaare| jodhapura meM vikrama saMvat 1979 kA cAturmAsa ajamera nivAsI zrI ummedamalajI sA. loDhA ke peTI ke nohare meM huaa| jJAtavya hai ki AcArya zrI ke ajamera pravAsa ke samaya unakI satpreraNA se yaha makAna loDhAjI ne dharmadhyAna ke liye khAlI rakhane ke bhAva abhivyakta kiye the| munizrI ke lie adhyApaka zrI dhanarAja jI,
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 43 zrI kanhaiyAlAla jI, paMDita zrI sukhalAla jI aura paMDita zrI sadAnaMda jI Adi kA suyoga unake jJAnavardhana meM sahayogI banA / 'paDhamaM nANaM tao dayA' kI paripAlanA meM muni zrI ke jIvana meM jJAna aura kriyA kA anUThA samanvaya rhaa| AcArya zobhA guru ke sAnnidhya meM muni zrI hastI kA Agama-jJAna tathA saMskRta adhyayana nikharatA gyaa| muni hastI ke adhyayanakAla meM paNDita sadAnaMda jI ne eka vyaMgyokti kI- "paNDita jaina sAdhu bhI eka sAdhAraNa par3he-likhe brAhmaNa ke barAbara nahIM hotaa|" paNDitajI kI isa vyaMgyokti ko unhoMne jaina zramaNa paramparA ke svAbhimAna ko dI gaI cunautI ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA evaM mana hI mana saMskRta tathA prAkRta bhASA kA gahana adhyayana karane kA dRDha saMkalpa | kara liyaa| idhara munizrI jodhapura pravAsakAla meM aharniza parizrama se vidyAbhyAsa meM saMlagna the aura udhara ajamera meM | vikrama saMvat 1979 bhAdrapadakRSNA amAvasyA ke dina bAbAjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa ho| gyaa| bAbAjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. ke dvArA hI munizrI meM prArambhika zikSA-saMskAroM kA bIjAropaNa huA thA tathA unake vAtsalyamaya saMrakSaNa meM hI muni zrI ko muni-jIvana para ArUDha hone kI preraNA aura sambala milA thaa| muni zrI para isa ghaTanA se vajrAghAta huA, nayanoM para bAbAjI mahArAja kI vAtsalyamayI mUrti maMDarAne lgii| muni zrI ne | tattvoM kA adhyayana hI nahIM, cintana bhI kiyA thaa| ve zarIra kI nazvaratA aura AtmA kI amaratA se paricita the| unhoMne svargastha bAbAjI ko zraddhAMjali svarUpa 'cAra logassa' kA dhyAna kiyA aura dRr3ha manobala se ve isa AghAta ko saha ge| muni zrI hastI ke dRr3ha manobalI jIvana para AcArya zrI zobhAguru kI chApa thii| AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. svabhAva se zAnta va dhIra evaM hRdaya se vizAla the| cAturmAsoparAnta jodhapura zahara se vihAra kara muni zrI hastI apane gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja ke sAtha mahAmaMdira pdhaare| mArga meM vihAra ke samaya bhaktivaza saiMkar3oM loga naMge paira sAtha cle| mahAmaMdira meM sabhI santa kAMkariyoM kI pola meM viraaje| yahA~ para harasolAva nivAsI zrI lUNakaraNajI bAghamAra kI bhAgavatI dIkSA kA muhUrta mArgazIrSa zuklA pUrNimA kA nizcita kiyA gyaa| saMyogavaza unhIM dinoM aisI ghaTanA ghaTI ki eka bahina ne | svapna meM mahAsatI chogAjI ke darzana kie| usa bahina ne AcArya zrI kI sevA meM nivedana kiyA ki mahAsatI jI ma. | sA. yahA~ padhAra jAveM to maiM dIkSA grahaNa kara lU~ / idhara bahina kahakara gaI aura AcArya zrI AhAra ke lie virAje / kucha hI kAla pazcAt dvAra para Akara kisI ne AvAja lagAI ki mahAsatI chogAM jI padhAre haiN| sabake Azcarya kA ThikAnA nahIM rhaa| bahina kA manoratha pUrNa ho gayA evaM usane apanI pratijJA kA saharSa nirvAha kiyaa| mahAmaMdira kI hI eka anya bahana ne bhI dIkSA kI bhAvanA vyakta kii| jodhapura ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI candanamala jI muthA ke prayAsoM se mArgazIrSa zuklA pUrNimA ke dina muthA jI ke maMdira meM eka sAtha tIna dIkSAeM-zrI lUNakaraNa, zrImatI chogAjI (loDhaNa jI) evaM zrImatI kizanakaMvara kI sampanna huii| munizrI hastI ke pravajita hone ke pazcAt AcArya zrI zobhAguru kI nizrA meM pravrajyA-samAroha kA yaha dvitIya avasara thaa| navadIkSita lUNakaraNa kA nAma muni zrI lakSmIcanda rakhA gayA tathA unheM svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma. kA ziSya ghoSita kiyA gyaa| isase pUrva jodhapura ke siMhapola meM vaizAkha mAha meM saMvat 1979 meM hI do viraktA bahanoM zrIsajjanaka~vara jI evaM zrI suganaka~vara jI pArakha kI dIkSAe~ sampanna huI thiiN| ___ AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa svAsthya kI dRSTi se durbala ho cale the| samaya-samaya para hone vAle jvara se unakI zakti kSINa ho gaI thI evaM Avazyaka dinacaryA meM thakAna kA anubhava karane lage the|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 44 unakI yaha sthiti dekhakara jodhapura ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI candanamalajI muthA, navaratanamalajI bhANDAvata, tapasIlAlajI | DAgA, choTamalajI DosI Adi gaNamAnya zrAvakoM ne sthiravAsa ke rUpa meM jodhapura virAjane kI vinati kii| sAtha hI yaha bhI nivedana kiyA ki kriyoddhAraka AcArya zrI ratnacandrajI ma.sA. ne bhI apanI antima sevA kA lAbha isI nagara ko diyA, phira ApakI to yaha janmabhUmi hai| zarIra kI lAcArI aura vyAdhi ke kAraNa vinati ko svIkAra kara saMvat 1979 mAgha pUrNimA 'AcArya zrI ne ThANA 7 se jodhapura meM sthiravAsa kara liyA, jo saMvat 1983 taka claa| isa avadhi meM caritanAyaka muni hastI evaM anya zikSArthI santa bhI AcArya zrI zobhAguru kI sannidhi meM hI | rahe / yahA~ para muni hastI ko paNDita zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA se adhyayana kA saMyoga prApta huaa| muni zrI hastI ke atirikta muni zrI cauthamala jI evaM navadIkSita muni zrI lakSmIcanda jI bhI paMDita jI se vidyAdhyayana karate the / | paNDitajI zikSArthI santoM ko prAtaH madhyAhna aura rAtri ko tInoM samaya lagana se abhyAsa karAte the / rAtri ko ve | AvRtti karAte aura kabhI koI kathA khte| isI samaya kabhI subhASita zloka yAda karAte the / isa prakAra binA raTe | pATha yAda ho jAtA thA / paNDitajI ke zAnti, zIla, santoSa Adi sadguNa bhI abhyAsI muniyoM ke lie zikSAprada | rhe| yahA~ para muni zrI hastI ne siddhAnta kaumudI, kirAtArjunIya, bhaTTikAvya, tarkasaMgraha, paribhASenduzekhara kI phakkikAeM, raghuvaMza Adi aneka saMskRta graMthoM kA gahana adhyayana karane ke sAtha hindI se saMskRta evaM saMskRta se hindI meM anuvAda | karane evaM nibaMdha likhane kA bhI acchA abhyAsa kiyA / dhArApravAha saMskRta bolane meM bhI munizrI pravINa ho ge| | saMskRta meM prAvINya ke sAtha muni zrI hastI ne AcArya zrI zobhAguru se AgamoM kA adhyayana bhI jArI rkhaa| unhoMne yahA~ rahate hue dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana, naMdI sUtra, vRhatkalpa, anuttaraupapAtika, Avazyaka sUtra aura vipAkasUtra kA | gaMbhIra adhyayana kiyaa| isake atirikta jijJAsu muni hastI yadAkadA avasara milane para jyotiSa, sAmudrika zAstra, svaravijJAna aura mantravidyA ke sambaMdha meM bhI prAcIna evaM arvAcIna granthoM se kucha sIkhate rahate the / unheM itara sAhitya | kathA, kahAnI, patra-patrikA Adi par3hane kA zauka nahIM thaa| svAmIjI zrI bhojarAja jI ma. caritanAyaka muni ke bahumukhI | bauddhika vikAsa ke lie sadA sajaga evaM prayatnazIla rahate the / anya muniyoM kA bhI sahayoga prApta thaa| muni zrI | svayaM dattacita hokara niSThApUrvaka adhyayana meM lage rahate the / caritanAyaka apane gurudeva kI chatra-chAyA meM sahaja rUpa se masta the| unhoMne apane saMsmaraNa meM svayaM likhA hai- "gurudeva kI chatra chAyA meM itanA masta thA ki kauna AyA aura kauna gayA, isakA patA nhiiN| kisI se bAta karane kA mana hI nahIM hotA-bhaginI - maNDala se to bAta hI nahIM karatA, apanI dIkSitA mA~ aura sAdhvIratna zrI dhanakaMvarajI Adi se bhI bAta nahIM kii| hama baccoM ke sAtha baiThakara kabhI gapa-zapa nahIM karate / do-cAra bUDhe loga - santa yA paNDitajI yahI hamAre bAta kA parivAra thaa|" jodhapura sthiravAsa kAla 'anyAnya paramparAoM ke santa bhI padhAre evaM unase AcArya zrI kA sneha sauhArdapUrNa milana huaa| inameM prasiddha vaktA jaina divAkara zrI cauthamalajI mahArAja Adi ThANA evaM pUjya amarasiMha kI paramparA ke muni zrI nArAyaNadAsa jI ma, mevAr3I sampradAya ke zrI motIlAlajI ma, mandiramArgI santa zrI harisAgara jI ma. Adi nAma vizeSa ullekhanIya hai / * saMghanAyaka ke rUpa meM cayana isa prakAra muni zrI hastI alpavaya meM hI saMskRta evaM Agama ke paMDita ho gae aura jJAna kI vividha vidhAoM | tathA anubhavoM kI vyApakatA ke kAraNa ve caturvidha saMgha kI dRSTi ke kendra bindu bana gae / AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI | ma.sA. kI asvasthatA evaM vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa caturvidha saMgha ke sadasyoM ke antarmana meM yaha prazna uThanA svAbhAvika
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________________ 48 prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa thA ki bhAvI saMghanAyaka kauna hogA? saMgha sadasyoM kI najareM muni zrI hastI para TikI thIM, jinameM saMghanAyaka ke samasta guNa vidyamAna the| bAla muni hastI kI usa samaya jJAnArjana - aura adhika se adhika sIkhane kI ruci thii| zAstroM ke talasparzI jJAna ke pUrva unakI bolane meM ruci nahIM thI, tathApi zrI udayarAjajI luNAvata prabhRti zrAvakoM dvArA AcArya zrI kI sevA meM bAra-bAra nivedana karane para bAla muni zrI hastI ne apanA prathama pavacana diyaa| muni zrI hastI ne apane prathama pravacana meM hI caturvidha saMgha ke zrotAoM kA mana jIta liyaa| AcArya zrI zobhAguru kI sevA-suzrUSA se muni zrI kA vaiyAvRtya tapoguNa bhI prakaTa huaa| zobhAguru ke anyAnya paramparAoM ke santa-satI varga ke prati sadbhAva-sambaMdhoM ke sAkSI muni zrI hastI meM udAratA, sauhArda tathA sampradAyAtIta samanvayabhAva kA adbhuta vikAsa huaa| unakA AcArya zobhAguru ke prati pragAr3ha bhaktibhAva evaM samarpaNa thaa| isa prakAra anekavidha guNoM ke nidhAna evaM sarvAdhika yogya hone se mAtra sAr3he pandraha varSa kI laghuvaya meM AcArya zobhAguru ne uttarAdhikArI saMghanAyaka ke rUpa meM unakA cayana kiyA evaM isakA likhita saMketa satArA ke ananya gurubhakta evaM niSThAvAna pramukha suzrAvaka zrI motIlAlajI muthA ko sauMpa diyaa| isa choTI sI vaya meM AcArya pada para cayana kI yaha | eka aitihAsika ghaTanA huI, jisameM AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA. kI parIkSaNa yogyatA evaM dIrghadRSTi bhI abhivyakta huii| |. AcArya zrI zobhAguru kA svargArohaNa jodhapura sthiravAsa meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ko apanI bar3hatI huI rugNAvasthA evaM kSINa hotI huI dehayaSTi se yaha vizvAsa hone lagA ki aba isa jIrNa-zIrNa jarAjarjarita deha se Atmadeva ke prayANa kA samaya sannikaTa hai| isa vizvAsa se unakI AtmalInatA aura adhika ekAgra aura UrdhvamukhI hotI gii| AcArya zrI jaise mRtyuJjayI pathapradarzaka ke lie mRtyu kA varaNa to mahotsava hai, cintA kA viSaya ho hI nahIM sktaa| unheM bhalIbhA~ti jJAta thA - 'maraNaM hi prakRti: zarIriNAM vikRtirjIvanamucyate budhaiH / ' mRtyu to zarIradhAriyoM kA svabhAva hai| mRtyu sabakI sunizcita hai| yaha Azcarya hai ki hama jI rahe haiM, mRtyu kA jhoMkA kisI bhI kSaNa isa jIvana lIlA ko samApta kara sakatA hai| parvata para rakhA dIpaka yadi tUphAnI havA se bhI nahIM bujhatA hai to yaha Azcarya kI bAta hai, usake bujhane meM koI Azcarya nhiiN|| apanA antima samaya jAna vikrama saMvat 1983 kI zrAvaNI amAvasyA kI prAtaHkAlIna pAvana-velA meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ne saMlekhanApUrvaka saMthArA grahaNa kara liyaa| Atma-cintana meM lIna usa mahAn AtmA kA madhyAhna meM svargArohaNa ho gyaa| AcArya zrI vikrama saMvat 1914 kI kArtika zuklA paMcamI ke dina jodhapura kI jisa pAvanabhUmi sANDoM kI pola jUnI dhAna maMDI meM jisa zarIra ke sAtha janme, usI dharatI para lagabhaga 69 varSa pazcAt unakA mahAprayANa huaa| vayovRddha svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma. , svAmIjI zrI bhojarAja ma. Adi variSTha santoM se parAmarza kara paramparA ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI motIlAlajI muthA satArA dvArA jodhapura, jayapura, barelI, pAlI, ajamera, pIpAr3a, bhopAlagar3ha, nAgaura, byAvara Adi sthAnoM ke zrI saMghoM ke pramukha zrAvakoM kI baiThaka meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke likhita saMketa ko par3hakara sunAyA gayA ki muni hastImala jI mahArAja isa gauravazAlI ratnavaMza paramparA ke saptama paTTadhara hoNge|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM upasthita sabhI zrAvakoM ne 'zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kI jaya' 'kriyoddhAraka AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI jaya', 'AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. kI jaya' evaM 'AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kI jaya' ke jaya-ninAdoM ke sAtha isakA sahaja anumodana kara apane ko gauravAnvita anubhava kiyaa| isa samaya samAja ke agraNI zrAvakoM meM zrI candanamalajI muthA-jodhapura, zrI ratanalAla jI nAhara-barelI, zrI munnImalajI siMghavI-jodhapura , zrI bhaMvarIlAlajI mUsala-jayapura, zrI choTamalajI DosI jodhapura, zrI navaratnamalajI bhANDAvata-jodhapura, zrI zambhunAthajI modI-jodhapura, zrI | kezarImalajI koThArI-jayapura bhI upasthita the| saMgha dvArA caritanAyaka ko isa sambandha meM nivedana kie jAne para unhoMne 5 varSa kA samaya abhyAsa ke lie diyA jAe, aisA phrmaayaa| unakI bhAvanA jAnakara saMgha ke parAmarza se yaha nirNaya liyA gayA ki antarima samaya ke lie vayovRddha zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja ko saMgha-vyavasthApaka aura svAmIjI | | bhojarAja jI mahArAja ko unakA parAmarzadAtA banAyA jaave| manonIta AcArya ke laghuvaya hone para bhI sujJa zrAvakoM ke sadbhAva aura gurubhakti se saMgha kI antarima kAla meM vyavasthA nirAbAdha sucAru calatI rhii| ____ AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke svargArohaNa ke anantara vikrama saMvat 1983 ke jodhapura cAturmAsAvAsa ke zeSa sADhe tIna mAsa saMgha-vyavasthApaka svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja ke preraNAdAyI pravacanoM, bhAvI saMgha-nAyaka ke prAkRta, nyAya Adi ke uccatara adhyayana evaM AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke madhura jIvana prasaMgoM kI smRti ke sAtha dharmArAdhana ko gati dete hue sampanna hue| isa cAturmAsa meM AcAryazrI ke atirikta 9 santa the-(1) svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. (2) bAbAjI zrI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. (3) zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. (4) zrI lAbhacandrajI ma.sA. (5) zrI sAgaramalajI ma.sA. (6) zrI lAlacandrajI ma.sA. (7) muni zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. (8) zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA. (9) zrI lakSmIcandrajI m.saa.| isa cAturmAsa ke samApana ke samaya ajamera meM saMvat 1983 kI kArtika pUrNimA ko saMgha-vyavasthApaka zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. kI vyavasthA evaM AcArya zrI hastImalajI mahArAja kI AjJA se ajamera meM mahAsatI zrI chogAjI ke pAsa 12 varSa kI avasthA meM zrI sundarakaMvara jI kI bhAgavatI dIkSA sampanna huii| mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvarajI Age calakara pravartinI pada se vibhUSita hue|
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________________ AcArya pada-grahaNa ke pUrva antarima-kAla (saMgha-vyavasthApaka zrI sujAnamala jI ma. evaM parAmarzadAtA svAmI zrI bhojarAjajI ma. kA sAnnidhya) tejasvI muni hastI kA saMghanAyaka AcArya ke rUpa meM cayana ho gayA, kintu ve abhI apane adhyayana ko mahattva dete hue vayovRddha zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. ke saMgha vyavasthApakatva evaM svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI mahArAja ke parAmarzatva meM nizcinta evaM Anandita the| saMgha vyavasthApaka zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja ke nirdeza para santoM kA alaga-alaga saMghADoM meM vicaranA huaa| caritanAyaka vibhinna kSetroM ko pharasate hue nAgaura padhAre, jahA~ Apa yadA-kadA pravacana pharamAte / parantu adhikAMza samaya adhyayana evaM cintana meM hI dete| yahAM para jJAnacandajI siMghavI ke sAtha sAmayika praznottara hue| vahAM se grAma - nagaroM ko pharasate hue Apa pAlI padhAre, jahAM saMgha vyavasthApaka svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma, svAmI jI zrI bhojarAjajI jI ma. pahale se hI virAjamAna the / vahA~ Apa saba santa osavAla paMcAyatI nohare meM viraaje| pAlI meM hI virAjamAna tapasvI bakhtAvaramalajI mahArAja ne nyAti nohare meM padhAra kara caritanAyaka se kucha prazna kiye evaM unakI yogyatA se pramudita hue| kizoravaya manonIta AcArya zrI kI pratibhA, jJAnagarimA va gAMbhIrya se tapasvI jI mahArAja atyanta prabhAvita hue aura unheM lagA ki jinazAsana kA yaha udIyamAna sUrya merI vidyAoM kA saccA pAtra hai aura sacce pAtra ko pAkara unhoMne katipaya vidyAoM ko caritanAyaka ko pradAna kiyaa| ApakI anujJA se vaizAkha mAha meM pIpAr3a nivAsI zrI chogamalajI gAMdhI evaM sundarabAI kI suputrI aura zrI mUlacandajI kaTAriyA kI dharmapatnI dhUlAjI kI haramAr3A meM vaizAkha mAha meM zrI bhImakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM dIkSA sampanna huii| isa pAlI zeSa kAla meM zrI nathamala jI pagAriyA, zrI surANAjI, zrI bAliyAjI evaM zrI kesarImalajI Adi zrAvakoM ne sevA-bhakti kA acchA lAbha liyaa| yahIM para hAkima mUlacandajI ne sthavira santoM ke samakSa prArthanA kI ki caritanAyaka kA alaga cAturmAsa karAyA jAe, tAki vyAkhyAna Adi kI unakI yogyatA vikasita ho ske| * pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 1984) ___ saMgha-pramukhoM kI vinati ke anusAra caritanAyaka kA cAturmAsa svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI ma. evaM zrI lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ke sAtha pIpAr3a svIkRta huaa| bAbAjI zrI bhojarAja jI, muni zrI cauthamala jI aura muni zrI lakSmIcanda jI ke sAtha caritanAyaka pAlI se vihAra kara bhopAlagar3ha hote hue pIpAr3a padhAre / yahA~ ke rAtA upAsarA meM cAturmAsArtha viraaje| saMgha-vyavasthApaka zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja kA cAturmAsa ThANA 3 se pAlInagara meM huaa| unake sAtha muni zrI amaracandajI evaM muni zrI lAlacandra jI rhe| muni zrI lAbhacandrajI evaM muni zrI sAgaramalajI kA cAturmAsa ajamera huaa| cAturmAsa ke pUrva pUjya raghunAthajI mahArAja kI sampradAya ke vayovRddha tapasvI zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja kI asvasthatA ko dekhakara saMthArA sIjhane taka muni zrI sAgaramalajI evaM lAbhacandrajI unakI sevA meM pAlI | hI viraaje| caritanAyaka apanI alpavaya meM hI bar3e-bar3e rAjyAdhikAriyoM, seTha-sAhUkAroM, santoM, vidvAnoM tathA paNDita ||
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________________ 48 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM | manISiyoM ko apanI vilakSaNa pratibhA se prabhAvita aura mugdha karane lge| pIpAr3a nagara ke cAturmAsa meM caritanAyaka ke vyAkhyAnoM tathA vizuddha zramaNAcAra ke pAlana se pIpAr3a nivAsI atyaMta pramudita aura gauravAnvita ho rahe the| caritanAyaka ke zAstrIya vyAkhyAna ojasvI vANI ke sAtha sabako preraNAprada laga rahe the| unakI pratyeka kriyA kI zuddhatA evaM vyavahAra kI prabhAvazAlitA sabake lie priya banatI jA rahI thii| ve dUsaroM ko bhI apanA banAne meM niSNAta ho gae the tathA krodhI, AvezI evaM durbhAvanA-grasta ko bhI zAnta vANI evaM pratyutpannamatitva se niruttara karane meM sakSama ho gae the| jaina-ajaina sabhI unase prabhAvita the| rAmadvArA ke santa sItArAma jI bhI unakI sevA meM AyA karate the| eka dina rAtA upAsarA meM adhyayanarata muni zrI ke pAsa eka sajjana Ae aura binA prasaMga ke hI bole-"tumhAre pitAjI to maMdira kI bhajanamaMdalI meM acchA bhAga lete the|" isake Age ve kucha boleM isake pUrva hI smitamudrA meM bAMThiyA jI kI ora dRSTipAta karate hue pratyutpannamati caritanAyaka ne unakI vyaMgyokti kA tatkAla uttara dete hue kahA-"vijJa zrAvaka jI! yadi pitA khArA pAnI pIve to kyA putra ko bhI khArA pAnI hI pInA cAhie?" bAMThiyA jI hataprabha ho, lauTa ge| kharataragaccha ke yati zrI caturasAgara jI ma. bhI caritanAyaka kI vilakSaNa medhA-zakti se atyaMta prabhAvita the aura unakA Adara karate the| bhojarAjajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM adhyayana-kArya bhI nirvighna rUpa se calatA rhaa| pIpAr3a cAturmAsa kI samApti para saMgha ke naranAriyoM ne vidAI gItoM aura dhArmika udghoSoM ke bIca munimaMDala ko tAlAba ke samIpavartI bagIcI taka pahuMcA kara azru bhare nayanoM se bhAva bhInI vidAI dii| usake pazcAt rIyAM meM puna: adhyayana kA | krama claa| cAturmAsa ke pazcAt thAMvalA meM zrI cunnIlAlajI Abar3a kI suputrI cUnA jI kI ApakI anujJA se mahAsatI zrI bhImakaMvarajI ke dvArA mArgazIrSa kRSNA paMcamI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA sampanna huii| * zrI sAgaramuni jI ma.sA.kA advitIya saMthArA cAturmAsa ke pazcAt caritanAyaka Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM meM vicarate rhe| svAmI jI bhojarAja jI mahArAja ke darzana kara zrI lAbhacandajI ma. evaM zrI sAgaramuni jI ma. punaH ajamera pdhaare| vahAM muni zrI sAgaramala jI ma. asvastha ho ge| unakI pAcana nalI meM kharAbI hone se AMte phUla jAtI aura unakI anna ke prati ruci kama ho gii| zrAvakajanoM ne upacAra ke lie prArthanA kI, parantu muni zrI ne apane gurudeva pUjya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke svargArohaNa ke pazcAt davA mAtra kA tyAga kara diyA thaa| yahA~ taka ki soMTha, lavaMga Adi gharelU upacAra kI vastueM bhI unheM svIkArya nahIM thii| sAtha meM virAjita zrI lAbhacanda jI mahArAja ke samajhAne para bhI muni zrI ne yahI kahA-'mujhe anna nahIM lenaa| jaba peTa khAne se kaSTa pAtA hai to khAnA chor3anA hI mere lie hitakara hai|' ___muni zrI ke svAsthya ke samAcAra caritanAyaka evaM svAmIjI sujAnamala jI mahArAja kI sevA meM bhI phuNce| samAcAra milate hI svAmIjI bhojarAja jI ne ajamera kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| jodhapura se sevAbhAvI zrAvaka zrI candanamalajI muthA Adi bhI phuNce| taba taka muni zrI sAgaramalajI ma. kizanagar3ha padhAra gae aura vahAM unhoMne upavAsa cAlU kara diyaa| svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI mahArAja ne muni zrI kI paristhiti dekha sArI sUcanA bAbAjI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja evaM caritanAyaka ko karAyI, jo usa samaya rIyA virAja rahe the| khabara milate hI ve rIyA se
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 49 pIpAr3a pdhaare| svAmIjI ne zrI dhUlacandajI surANA, jo prajJAcakSu hote hue bhI eka acche jyotiSI, vaidya, ghar3IsAja, | kavi evaM saMntoM ko adhyayana karAne vAle the, se pUchA - "sAgaramalajI ma. saMthArA karanA cAhate haiM, isa sandarbha meM Apa | kyA kahanA cAheMge?" zrI dhUlacandajI surANA ne nakSatra Adi ke AdhAra para kahA - " jisa nakSatra meM tapa cAlU kiyA hai, usameM saMthArA lambA clegaa| eka mahIne pahale saMthArA sIjhane kI sthiti nahIM hai, Apa jaldI padhAreM, aisI AvazyakatA nahIM, Apa to dhIre-dhIre bhI padhAra sakate haiN|" caritanAyaka saMgha- vyavasthApaka bAbAjI mahArAja ke sAtha mer3atA hote hue 25 dinoM meM kizanagar3ha phuNce| zrI sAgaramalajI mahArAja kI tapasyA kI bAta taba taka Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM meM havA kI taraha phaila gaI thii| zrI sAgaramuni jI ne apanI zArIrika sthiti batAte hue saMthAre ke lie prArthanA kii| bahuta kucha samajhAne ke pazcAt bhI dRr3ha manobalI sAgaramunijI apane saMkalpa se vicalita nahIM hue| munizrI kA tapa cala hI rahA thaa| caritanAyaka se anujJA milane para caturvidha saMgha kI sAkSI se unheM yAvajjIvana saMthAre ke pratyAkhyAna karavA die ge| jyoM-jyoM saMthAre kA samaya bItatA gayA, tapa ke prabhAva se zarIra meM koI vedanA hI nahIM rahI / sAgaramunijI ma. zAnta, dAntabhAva se AtmalIna the / amaracandajI chAjer3a kI pola meM santadarzana hetu melA laga gayA / caritanAyaka bhI svAdhyAya sunAkara apane gurubhrAtA muni kI isa dharma - sAdhanA meM sahayoga pradAna kara rahe the / zAstra aura adhyAtma grantha kA svAdhyAya suna muni zrI bahuta prasanna hote / darzanArtha Ane | vAle hajAroM bhAI-bahanoM ke gamanAgamana se kizanagar3ha tIrthabhUmi bana cukA thA / gujarAta, paMjAba, rAjasthAna, uttarapradeza | Adi vibhinna pradezoM se darzanArthI kizanagar3ha kI ora utsukatA A rahe the / zrAvaka bandhuoM meM barelI ke zrI nagarAjajI nAhara, lAlA ratanalAlajI nAhara, seTha candana malajI muthA satArA vAle, zrI AnandarAja jI surANA jodhapura, zrI lAlacandajI muthA gulejagar3ha, zrI dhIrajabhAI turakhiyA evaM jayapura, jodhapura, ajamera, dillI Adi ke zrAva saMgha-sevA kA alabhya lAbha le rahe the / yadyapi samabhAvastha munizrI AtmabhAva meM lIna hokara apanI sAdhanA meM magna the, para grISmakAlIna tIkSNatApa | aura saMthAre kA lambAna logoM ke lie cintA kA viSaya thA / muni-mana para usakA koI asara nahIM thA / kintu kucha bhaktoM ke mana ko santoSa nahIM thA / bhAvuka bhakta gambhIramalajI sAMDa ne khinna mana se cauka meM bagghI para khar3e hokara | aMgrejI meM bhASaNa diyA ki munizrI ko isa taraha bhUkhe na mArA jaay| bAta darabAra taka pahuMcI / tapa ke 40 veM dina darabAra ne vahAM ke aMgreja dIvAna pAvalaskara ko jAnakArI ke liye bhejaa| dIvAna santoM ke caraNoM meM upasthita huA / uttara diyAusane zrI sAgaramalajI ma.sA. se pUchA- "Apako kyoM mArA jA rahA hai ?" mahArAja zrI ne zAnta bhAva "mujhe koI nahIM mAra rahA hai / yaha zarIra mujhe chor3ane ko taiyAra hai, to maiM ise kyoM na chor3a duuN| maiM Apase eka bAta pUchatA hU~ - " Apako koI ghara se ghasITa kara bAhara nikAlanA cAhe aura kara do, nahIM to ghasITa kara dhakke dekara bAhara nikAla diyA jAyegA uttara thA - " maiM khuda ghara chor3a duuNgaa|" basa yahI bAta hai / chor3ane meM Ananda hai, chUTa jAne meM duHkha / Apa hI batAie merA zarIra kAma nahIM karatA, vaha mujhe chor3a denA cAhatA hai, to maiM khuda use kyoM nahIM chor3a dU~ / mujhe koI nahIM mAra rhaa| maiMne apanI icchA se yaha saMthArA kiyA hai|" dIvAna sAhaba ko bAta samajha meM A gaI unhoMne tapasvI santa ko | namana kiyA evaM darabAra ko riporTa dii| prajA meM zAnti thii| sabhI munizrI kI sahaja zAnti - sAdhanA evaM saMkalpa kI dRr3hatA se prabhAvita the| logoM ko yaha bAta bhalIbhA~ti samajha meM A gayI thI ki saMlekhanA - saMthArA AtmahatyA nahIM, apitu Atma-kalyANa kA sAdhana hai / AtmahatyA to rAga-roSa ke Aveza meM Akara azubha bhAvoM meM kI jAtI hai, jabaki saMthArA pUrvaka samAdhimaraNa kA varaNa samatApUrvaka zubha bhAvoM meM kiyA jAtA hai - kahe ki do ghaNTe ke bhItara-bhItara ghara khAlI dIvAna sAhaba, aise meM Apa kyA kareMge ?"
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM Atma-hatyA tu sAvezA, raag-ross-vimishritaa| samAdhimaraNaM tAvat, samabhAvena tajjayaH / / saMthArA pUrvaka samAdhimaraNa to rAga-dveSa Adi para vijaya prApti kI sAdhanA hai| ise Atma-hatyA samajhanA bhrAnti hai| AtmahatyA jahA~ kaSAyapariNati kA phala hai, vahA~ saMthArA grahaNa karanA kaSAya vijaya kI sAdhanA kI ora kadama hai| saMthArA vivekapUrvaka viSaya-kaSAyoM kI upazAnti meM deha ke antima samaya ko jAnakara grahaNa kiyA jAtA hai, jabaki AtmaghAta yA AtmahatyA aviveka pUrvaka, viSaya-kaSAyoM se AviSTa hokara kabhI bhI kI jA sakatI hai| AtmahatyA jahA~ chipakara tathA vivazatA meM kI jAtI hai vahA~ saMlekhanA-saMthArA deva, guru evaM dharma kI sAkSI se, caturvidha saMgha ke samakSa svecchA se grahaNa kiyA jAtA hai| AtmahatyA se jahA~ ananta saMsAra bar3hatA hai vahA~ saMlekhanA-saMthArA saMsAra-cakra ko ghaTA kara sadgati ko prApta karAtA hai| vIra sAdhaka mRtyu ko nikaTa AyA jAnakara paNDita maraNa se usakA varaNa karane ko tatpara rahate haiM, kyoMki usase saikaDoM janmoM ke bandhana kaTa jAte haiM evaM maraNa sumaraNa bana jAtA ikkaM paMDiyamaraNaM chiNNai jAisayAI bhuyaaii| taM maraNaM mariyavvaM jeNa mao summao hoi||-mhaaprtyaakhyaan prakIrNaka. 49 eka upavAsa meM kaSTAnubhava karane vAle muni zrI sAgaramalajI mahArAja 59 dinoM kA sudIrgha saMthArA samAdhibhAva meM pUrNa kara vi. saMvat 1985 kI zrAvaNa kRSNA 13 ko isa nazvara deha ko chor3akara mahAprayANa kara ge| bhaktoM ne bar3e samAroha se dAha saMskAra kiyaa| unakI puNyasmRti meM sabakI sahamati se eka pAThazAlA kholakara mAMsabhojI gharoM ke bAlakoM ko zikSA ke mAdhyama se ahiMsA ke saMskAra denA taya huaa| yaha pAThazAlA kizanagaDha meM adyAvadhi 'sAgara jaina pAThazAlA' ke nAma se cala rahI hai| apane sudIrgha sevAkAla meM sAgara jaina vidyAlaya se hajAroM chAtra-chAtrAoM ne adhyayana kiyA hai| isameM binA kisI bhedabhAva ke sabhI jAtiyoM ke baccoM ko eka sAtha biThAkara adhyayana karAyA jAtA hai| . kizanagaDha cAturmAsa (saMvat 1985) jIvanabhara ke lie auSadhi tyAga karane vAle sAgaramunijI kA saMthArA cAturmAsa prArambha hone ke 13 dina bAda taka calA, ata: vikrama saMvat 1985 kA varSAvAsa kizanagar3ha meM sampanna huaa| kizanagaDha evaM madanagaMja ke bhAiyoM ne dharmArAdhana kA pUrA lAbha liyaa| varSAvAsa ke anantara caritanAyaka madanagaMja, haramAr3A hote hue jayapura padhAre, to vahA~ ke zrIsaMgha ke harSa kA pArAvAra nahIM rhaa| vijJa zrAvakoM ne aneka prakAra kI jijJAsAe~ prakaTa kara santavRnda se samAdhAna prApta kiyaa| phAlguna zuklA 10 ko zrI bidAmakaMvara jI kI bhAgavatI dIkSA byAvara meM mahAsatI dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM sampanna huii| yahA~ se mAravAr3a kA patha lete hue ajamera, masUdA hokara caritanAyaka byAvara padhAre, jahA~ ApazrI ke va pUjya motIlAla jI ma. mevAr3I ke vyAkhyAna saMyukta rUpa se rAyalI kampAuNDa meM hue| __byAvara meM agale varSa ke cAturmAsa hetu jayapura aura bhopAlagar3ha ke zrAvakoM kI purajora vinati thii| bar3hate utsAha se bhopAlagar3ha ne adhika vrata-niyama, pauSadha karanA svIkAra kara cAturmAsa kI svIkRti prApta kara lii| * bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 1986) caritanAyaka kA vikrama saMvat 1986 kA cAturmAsa ThANA 5 se bhopAlagar3ha kI usa dharA para huA jo svanAma
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa dhanya AcArya zrI ratnacanda jI ma.sA. kI kriyoddhAra sthalI rahI hai| ratnavaMzIya zramaNa-paramparA ke anurUpa caritanAyaka kA svAgata huA tathA atyaMta ullAsapUrvaka jJAna, tapa aura adhyAtma kI triveNI meM janamAnasa AplAvita rhaa| yahAM bAlaka, yuvaka, vRddha sabhI meM apAra utsAha thaa| jahA~ eka ora sthAnIya zrAvaka pUre utsAha se dharmadhyAna meM bhAga le rahe the, vahIM nikaTavartI kSetroM ke bhaktajana bhI tyAga va tapa ke sAtha apanA yogadAna kara rahe the| zrI panarAjajI bAphanA rajalAnI, zrI cunnIlAlajI seThiyA dhanArI evaM mUlajI viznoI buceTI ne aThAI tapa kara bhakti kA paricaya diyaa| dayA, pauSadha, paMcaraMgI kA ThATa rhaa| dharmajJa suzrAvaka zrI jogIdAsajI bAphanA evaM kundanamalajI corar3iyA ne tattvacarcA meM acchA rasa liyaa| jAlamacandajI bAphanA, gajarAjajI ostavAla, ghevaracandajI kAMkariyA Adi kAryakartAoM kA sevA-vyavasthA meM kAphI rasa thaa| zrI javarI lAla jI kAMkariyA Adi taruNa dhUmrapAna Adi vyasanoM ke virodha meM zikSAprada saMvAda evaM nATya prastuta kara apane utsAha kA paricaya de rahe the| bhopAlagar3ha ke pravAsI nAgarika zrI vijayarAjajI bhIkamacandajI kAMkariyA evaM zrI lUNakaraNajI ostavAla Adi bhI bambaI se Akara sevA-lAbha le rahe the| gacchIpurA, bAsanI, gArAsanI, harasolAva, bAranI, nADasara, hIrAdesara, khAMgaTA Adi Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM ke darzanArthI bhI santa-sevA evaM dharmArAdhana kA lAbha le rahe the| bhopAlagar3ha se vihAra kara caritanAyaka saMgha-vyavasthApaka svAmI jI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. ke netRtva meM bAraNI, harasolAva, khAMgaTA Adi kSetroM ko caraNareNu se pAvana karate hue pIpAr3a nagara pdhaare| muni zrI lAbhacandrajI, lAlacandrajI aura cauthamala jI bhI ajamera cAturmAsa sampanna kara pIpAr3a pdhaare| caritanAyaka hastImuni ke talasparzI adhyayana, vinaya evaM adbhuta pratibhA sampanna vyavahAra, AcAra niSThA Adi guNoM se caturvidha saMgha saMtuSTa thaa| AcArya pada ke yogya sabhI 36 guNoM se unheM susampanna anubhava kiyA jA rahA thA - pA~ca mahAvratoM evaM jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa tathA vIrya nAmaka paMcAcAroM kA pAlana , paMcendriya - vijaya, krodhAdi cAra kaSAyoM kA parihAra, navavAr3a sahita zuddha brahmacarya kA pAlana, pAMca-samiti evaM tIna guptiyoM kA niraticAra pAlana karane ke sAtha unameM aSTavidha sampadAeM bhI parilakSita ho rahI thii| unnIsa varSa se bhI kama vaya ke caritanAyaka meM prauDha AcArya kI paripakvatA dikhAI par3atI thii| tAtparya yaha hai ki ve AcArya ke yogya guNoM se suzobhita evaM saMgha saMcAlana ke lie sarvathA sakSama the|
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________________ AcAryapada para ArohaNa saMvat 1986 ke cAturmAsa ke pazcAt pUjyazrI ratnacandra jI mahArAja kI sampradAya ke sabhI saMtoM aura pramukha zrAvakoM kA pIpAr3a nagara meM sammelana huaa| usa samaya svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. saMgha meM sabase variSTha evaM saMgha-vyavasthApaka santa the| Apake jIvana meM udAratA evaM sahayoga kI bhAvanA kUTa-kUTa kara bharI thii| Apa caritanAyaka se dIkSA meM 26 varSa bar3e hone para bhI saMgha-sevI aura AjJArAdhaka santa the| Apane santoM evaM pramukha zrAvakoM ke samakSa apane vicAra rakhate hue pharamAyA - "aba samaya A gayA hai ki hama AcArya bhagavanta zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke Adeza kA zIghra pAlana kreN| aba hameM pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ko AcAryapada kI cAdara oDhAkara uRNa ho jAnA hai|" svAmIjI mahArAja ke vicAroM ko zravaNa kara zrAvakoM ne 'harSa-harSa' , 'jaya-jaya' ke jayanAdoM ke sAtha apanI sahamati evaM prasannatA kI abhivyakti kii| pada-prApti ke lie saMsAra meM jahA~ manamuTAva evaM jhagar3e dekhe jAte haiM, vahA~ isa dharma-saMgha meM sauhArda evaM pramoda kA vAtAvaraNa thaa| jodhapura saMgha kA atyadhika Agraha rahA ki AcAryapada mahotsava kA kAryakrama dharmaprANa nagarI jodhapura meM sAnanda sampanna ho| isa para svAmI jI ma.sA. ne apane santa-satiyoM va pramukha zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM se vicAra-vimarza kara jodhapura saMgha ko isa mahotsava hetu anumati pradAna kI, sAtha hI saMvat 1987 kI akSaya tRtIyA kA pAvana divasa isa samAroha ke Ayojana hetu niyata kiyA gyaa| isa sarvasammata nirNaya kI khabara vAsantI havA kI taraha saba ora phaila gii| pIpAr3a se svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja tathA anyAnya kSetroM meM jahA~ jahA~ jo bhI santa-satI virAjamAna the, sabhI ne jodhapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| ___jodhapura ke pramukha kAryakartAoM dvArA eka 'AcArya pada mahotsava samiti' kA gaThana kiyA gyaa| Avazyaka | taiyAriyAM prArambha kara dI giiN| mahotsava ke avasara para ekatrita hone vAle hajAroM atithiyoM ke AvAsa, bhojana Adi kI vyavasthA hetu sthAna nirdhAraNa tathA svayaM sevakoM ke saMgaThana taiyAra kiye gae aura deza-videza ke vibhinna pradezoM meM nivAsa karane vAle ratnavaMzI upAsakoM ko isa mahotsava kI sUcanA bhejI gii| mahotsava kA sthala savAIsiMha jI kI pola (siMha pola) nirdhArita kiyA gyaa| ___ vaizAkha ke zukla pakSa ke prArambha hote hI hajAroM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM evaM zraddhAlu nara-nAriyoM kA jodhapura meM Agamana hone lgaa| nagara meM sarvatra harSollAsa kA vAtAvaraNa chAyA huA thaa| aise hI vAtAvaraNa meM akSaya tRtIyA kA vaha zubha dina A pahu~cA, jisakI deza-videza ke ratnavaMzIya caturvidha saMgha ke sadasya utsukatA se pratIkSA kara rahe the| __sUryodaya ke sAtha hI raMga-biraMgI pozAkoM meM saje sAmAjikoM aura zramaNopAsakoM ke samUha siMhapola kI ora bar3hane lge| dekhate hI dekhate samAroha sthala khacAkhaca bhara gyaa| ___samAroha sthala meM pAToM para sthavira svAmI jI zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja, bAbAjI zrI bhojarAja jI ma, muni zrI amaracaMnda jI ma, muni zrI lAbha candra jI ma, muni zrI lAlacandra jI ma, muni zrI cauthamala jI ma. aura lakSmIcanda jI mahArAja virAjamAna the| inhIM saMta-vRnda ke sAtha hamAre caritanAyaka atyaMta hI zAnta evaM gaMbhIra mudrA liye virAja rahe the|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa isa muni-maMDala se thor3I hI dUra bhUmi para sAdhvI samudAya meM se 35 mahAsatiyA~ virAjamAna thIM- (1) mahAsatI zrI kesara kaMvara jI, (2) sugana kaMvara jI (kizanagar3ha), (3) tejAjI, (4) choTA rAdhA jI, (5) sajjanakaMvara jI (osiyAM), (6) kizanAjI, (7) nainAjI (bhopAlagar3ha), (8) chogAjI, (9) kevala jI, (10) sundara kaMvara jI, (11) indara kaMvara jI, (12) dIpa kaMvara jI, (13) bhIma kaMvara jI, (14) cunnA jI, (15) icaraja kaMvara jI, (16) dhanakaMvarajI (bar3e), (17) harakhakaMvarajI, (18) kizanAjI (19) dhUlA jI, (20) ratna kaMvara jI, (21) caina kaMvara jI, (22) carita nAyaka kI saMsAra pakSIya mAtAzrI rUpa kaMvara jI, (23) amara kaMvara jI, (24) sugana kaMvara jI (DAgAvAlA), (25) kevala jI, (26) lAla kaMvara jI, (27) anopa kaMvara jI, (28) gogA jI, (29) choTA chogA jI, (30) phatahakaMvara jI, (31) bakhtAvara kaMvara jI, (32) dhanakaMvara jI (choTe) (33) hulAsakaMvara jI, (34) suvA jI aura (35) mainAjI mhaaraaj|| pIpAr3a meM sthiravAsa kI huI pAnakaMvara jI, khammAjI, sundara kaMvara jI, pyArA jI aura ajamera meM sthiravAsa rUpa | meM virAjita bar3A rAdhA jI, rAjakaMvara jI aura jhamakUjI ye sAta mahAsatI jI mahArAja isa mahotsava meM apanI | vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa upasthita nahIM ho ske| siMhapola ke prAMgaNa meM kahIM tila dharane ko jagaha nahIM thI, tathApi upasthita vizAla janasamUha pUrNataH anuzAsita evaM zAnta thaa| sabhI kI dRSTi caritanAyaka ke tejasvI mukhamaMDala para TikI huI thii| mahilAeM mAtAjI mahArAja rUpakaMvara jI ke bhAgya kI sarAhanA meM unakI kokha ko lAkha-lAkha dhanyavAda detI kaha rahI thIM ki mAtA ho to rUpakaMvara jaisI, jinhoMne hastI jaise bAlaka ko janma dekara apane pUre kula kA nAma rozana kiyaa| unake mukhamaMDala para athAha zAnti aura saMtoSa kA akhaMDa sAmrAjya vyApta thaa| jodhapura ke jAne-mAne musaddiyoM aura zreSThiyoM ke mArga-darzana meM siMhapola kA mahotsava-sthala dharma prabhAvanA kA bhavya evaM virATa rUpa liye sabake AkarSaNa kA kendra banA huA thaa| caritanAyaka hastImalajI mahArAja apanI bAlavaya meM bhI tArAmaMDala se ghire nIlagagana meM pUrNa candra ke samAna suzobhita ho rahe the| mAtra 19 varSa, tIna mAsa aura unnIsa dina kI hI to umra thii| lagabhaga yaha umra 'kalikAla sarvajJa' virudadhArI hemacandra sUri (IsavIya 12vIM zatAbdI) ke AcArya banane kI rahI, magara usake bAda jaina itihAsa meM sambhavataH yaha pahalA hI avasara thA jabaki bIsa varSa se kama umra ke kizora zramaNa ko eka bahupratiSThita saMgha ke gauravapUrNa (AcArya) pada para adhiSThita kiyA jA rahA ho| sammohaka svAgata gItikAoM aura jana-jana ke mana ko AnaMdita karane vAle abhinaMdana maya kAvyapATha ke sAtha mahotsava kI kAryavAhI prArambha huii| tadanantara ratnavaMzIya caturvidha saMgha ke vyavasthApaka sthavira pada vibhUSita svAmI jI zrI sujAna mala jI mahArAja ne sarvaprathama bhAva vibhora ho siddha bhagavAna kI maMgala stuti prArambha kI: avinAzI avikAra, parama rasadhAma hai| samAdhAna sarvajJa, sahaja abhirAma hai| zuddhabuddha aviruddha anAdi anaMta haiN| jagat ziromaNi, siddha sadA jayavanta haiM... sadA jayavanta haiN| aura kahA - "tapa:pUta santa-satI vRMda evaM zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga! Aja kA yaha AcAryapada mahotsava kA | maMgalamaya divasa hamAre caturvidha saMgha ke lie agAdha AnaMdapradAyI divasa hai| yazasvinI ratnavaMzIya- paramparA ke SaSTha | paTTadhara svanAmadhanya prAtaH smaraNIya zraddheya AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja ko svargastha hue Aja 3 varSa 9 mAsa aura 3 dina pUre hone jA rahe haiN| unhoMne svargastha hone se katipaya mAsa pUrva hI hamAre bIca virAjamAna munizrI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM hastImala jI ma. ko usa samaya laghuvayaska hone para bhI honahAra aura AcArya pada ke yogya samajhakara apane uttarAdhikArI AcArya ke rUpa meM manonIta kara abhiprAya patra likhavA diyA thaa| yaha vahI nagara hai jahA~ vi. saM. 1983 kI zrAvaNI amAvasyA ko AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ne peTI ke nohare meM svargArohaNa kiyaa| usa samaya hastImala jI ma.sA. kI avasthA 16 varSa se bhI kama mAtra 15 varSa 6 mAsa aura 16 dina kI thii| AcArya zrI kI icchA aura unake dvArA kiye gaye manonayana ke anusAra jaba AcArya pada kI cAdara pradAna kI bAta saMgha ke samakSa AI to usa samaya svayaM zrI hastImala jI ma. ne apane adhyayana ko sampanna karane ke lie samaya mAMgA, paMDita zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA ne bhI varSa Der3ha varSa taka adhyayana Avazyaka batAyA thaa| caturvidha saMgha ne muni zrI kI dUradarzitA aura zlAghanIya vivekapUrNa icchA ko bahumAna dekara inheM adhyayana kA avasara diyA aura saMgha saMcAlana kI vyavasthA kA dAyitva mujhe sauNpaa| muni zrI hastImala jI mahArAja apanA adhyayana sampanna kara suyogya vidvAn bana gaye haiN| inake sarva vidita vinaya, viveka, vAgvaibhava, pratyutpannamatitva, vilakSaNa pratibhA, kuzAgra buddhi kriyApAtratA, athaka zramazIlatA, karttavyaniSThA, mArdava, Arjava, nirabhimAnatA Adi guNoM para hama sabako garva hai| ye suyogya AcArya ke Avazyaka sabhI guNoM se sampanna haiN| AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke dvArA kRta isa manonayana kI antarmana se zlAghA karate hue unakI antima icchA ko mUrta rUpa dene meM hama anirvacanIya AnaMda kA anubhava kara rahe haiN| Aja hama saba inheM AcAryazrI ratnacandra jI mahArAja kI sampradAya ke sAtaveM paTTadhara ke rUpa meM| AcAryapada para pratiSThita karate haiN| caturvidha saMgha aba inakI AjJA meM rahakara jJAna darzana cAritra kI abhivRddhi kre| sarvathA suyogya munivara ko apane AcArya ke rUpa meM pAkara hama saba apane Apako saubhAgyazAlI mAnate haiM aura kAmanA karate haiM ki Apa zatAyu hoM / sudIrghakAla taka saMgha ko abhyudaya, utthAna aura utkarSa ke patha para agrasara karate rheN| hastImala jI ma.sA. vaya se bhale choTe haiM, kintu guNoM evaM pada se bahuta bar3e haiN| mujhe bhI ApakI pratyeka AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai aura Apa saba santa-satiyoM tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko bhI aisA hI karanA hai| isa garimAmaya | saMghake saMcAlana kA dAyitva maiM Aja zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ko sauMpate hue atyanta harSAnubhava kara rahA huuN| ve yugoM | yugoM taka caturvidha saMgha kA kalyANa evaM mArgadarzana kreN|" ___isa prakAra AzIrvacana ke sAtha sthavira zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja aura svAmIjI zrI bhojarAja jI mahArAja Adi vayovRddha santoM ne garimApUrNa evaM mahimAmaMDita dhavalavarNA AcAryazrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. kI surakSita rakhI pUjya pachevar3I munivara zrI hastImala jI ma. ke vRSabhatulya sabala samartha skandhoM para oDhAI aura 'namo AyariyANaM' kA sumadhura samaveta ghoSa udghoSita karate hue unheM vidhivat AcArya pada para adhiSThita kiyaa| AcArya pada kI cAdara ko or3hane ke sAtha hI muni zrI hastImala jI 'AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja' ke rUpa meM saMgha ke janagaNa-mana adhinAyaka ho gye| siMhapola kA sArA sabhA-maMDapa bhagavAna mahAvIra, AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma, AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma. evaM saptama paTTadhara AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja kI jaya jayakAra se guJjita ho utthaa| ____ ratnavaMza ke saptama AcAryapada para adhiSThita mahAmanasvI pUjya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja ne apanI bhAvAbhivyakti meM AbhAra prakaTa karate hue pharamAyA "Aja isa velA meM caturvidha saMgha ne zraddhA va samarpaNa kI pratIka yaha cAdara oDhAkara mujhe parama upakArI | mahanIya gurudeva dvArA sauMpe gae dAyitva nirvahana kA Adeza diyA hai| parama pUjya gurudeva kI AjJA va saMgha kI apekSAoM para kharA utara sakU~ isa kSaNa se merA yahI uttaradAyitva hogaa| tIrtheza zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra dvArA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa saMsthApita dharma-saMgha kI pUrvAcAyoM dvArA saMrakSita isa yazasvinI ratnasaMgha paramparA kI maryAdAoM ko akSuNNa banAye rakhane evaM isakI gaurava abhivRddhi hetu prayAsarata rahane kA maiM saMkalpa karatA huuN| isameM sabhI bar3e mahApuruSoM zraddheya svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA, zrI bhojarAja jI ma.sA, zrI amaracandajI ma.sA, zrI lAbhacanda jI ma.sA. Adi kA sahaja sneha to mujhe prApta hI hai| maiM inhIM pUjya santoM tathA bar3I satiyoM ke sahayoga se isa garimAmaya pada ko nibhAne meM sakSama bana skuuNgaa| parama pUjya svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. ne mere adhyayanakAla meM saMgha-saMcAlana ke sAtha hI mere saMrakSaNa va saMgha kI sAraNA-vAraNA kA jo mahattvapUrNa yogadAna kiyA hai vaha gauravazAlI ratnaparamparA ke itihAsa kA svarNima adhyAya hai| caturvidha saMgha ke sabhI aMga sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka evaM zrAvikA uttaradAyitva nirvahana va zAsana-saMcAlana meM mujhe pUrNa sahayoga deMge, aisI apekSA hai| yaha cAdara jo Apane mujhe oDhAyI hai, vaha saMgha-saMgaThana, paraspara-maitrI, samanvaya va zraddhA-samarpaNa kI pratIka hai| cAdara meM tAnA bAnA jisa taraha paraspara jur3e haiM, vaise hI hamArA saMgha guNa-vIthikA meM grathita rahakara jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI vRddhi karate hue jina zAsana kI jAho jalAlI meM saMlagna rahe / maiM vizvAsapUrvaka caturvidha saMgha ko Azvasta karatA hU~ ki maiM apanI pUrNa zakti evaM yogyatA ke sAtha saMgha ke prati samarpita rahU~gA aura Apake sahakAra se paMcAcAra evaM ratnatraya kI nirvighna sAdhanA meM hama nirantara Age bar3hate rheNge|" isa avasara para saMgha dvArA labdhapratiSTha maithila brAhmaNa paNDita zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA kA vizeSa sammAna ke sAtha hArdika abhinandana kiyA gyaa| paM. jhA se caritanAyaka, muni zrI cauthamala jI mahArAja evaM muni zrI lakSmIcanda jI ne vikrama saMvat 1980 se 1986 ke madhya saMskRta, prAkRta evaM hindI bhASA tathA vividha granthoM kA adhyayana kara talasparzI jJAna prApta kiyA thaa| paM. zrI jhA ke kauzala aura athaka zrama kI caturvidha saMgha ne muktakaMTha se prazaMsA kii| jauharI bhAI durlabhajI dvArA AcArya pada kA mahattva batAkara guNagAna karane ke bAda bhaMDArI daulatarUpa candajI, bhaNDArI gumAnamalajI ne maMgalamaya gItikAoM se stuti kii| samAroha saMkSipta evaM ADambara rahita hone ke sAtha saMgha meM navacetanA, umaMga va utsAha ke saMcAra meM samartha thaa| sabake mukhamaNDala kI AbhA se pramoda kA udghoSa ho rahA thaa| samAroha ko saphala banAne meM jodhapura saMgha ke pramukha zrAvakagaNa zrI navaratnamala jI bhANDAvata, zrI zambhunAtha jI modI, zrI candanamalajI muthA, zrI choTamalajI DosI, zrI nAharamalajI pArakha, zrI dhUlacandajI reDa, zrI cA~damala jI surANA evaM yuvAratna zrI vijayamala jI kumbhaTa zrI sumeramala jI bhaNDArI Adi kI ullekhanIya bhUmikA rhii| samAroha meM sabhI sampradAyoM kA pUrA-pUrA sahayoga thaa| * AcArya pada ke dAyitva kA bodha ___ aba caritanAyaka pUjya hastI ke skandhoM para caturvidha saMgha ke saMcAlana kA mahAn dAyitva A gayA thA , jo || unheM apane Antarika vyaktitva evaM cetanA ko aura adhika UrjAvAna banAne kI preraNA kara rahA thaa| anta:karaNa meM cintana kI dhArAe~ prasphuTita ho rahI thIM / viveka unheM samyak rAha dikhA rahA thaa| bhAvI svata: hI saphalIbhUta hone ke lie tatpara dikhAI par3a rahA thaa| AcArya zrI hastI mukha se kucha na bolakara bhI cehare se apane ojasvI bhAva prakaTa kara rahe the| ve zAnta, kintu gambhIra mudrA meM cintanamagna hokara bhAvI kI rekhAoM kA nirmANa soca rahe the| AcArya pada para saMgha dvArA abhiSikta ratnavaMza ke saptama paTTadhara bAla brahmacArI zrI hastImala jI mahArAja kI sevA meM isa avasara para aneka nagaroM evaM grAmoM ke zrIsaMghoM ne vi.saM. 1987 kA cAturmAsAvAsa apane yahA~ karane kI bhAvabharI vinatiyAM kii| vayovRddha santoM se parAmarza kara jayapura saMgha dvArA kI gaI vinati ko saMghahita meM prAthamikatA
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________________ 56 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM pradAna kara AcArya zrI hastI ne yaha cAturmAsa jayapura meM karane kI sAdhubhASA meM svIkRti pradAna kii| AcArya pada-mahotsava ke anantara jodhapura zrI saMgha kI bhAvabharI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue AcAryazrI kA apane santavRnda ke sAtha katipaya dinoM ke lie jodhapura meM hI virAjanA rhaa| pUrva AcAryazrI zobhAcandra jI ma.kI rugNAvasthA aura sthiravAsakAla meM ApazrI vi.saM. 1979 se 1983 ke cAturmAsa kAla taka jodhapura nagara meM virAjamAna rahe the| isa kAraNa jodhapura saMgha ke AbAla-vRddha sabhI Apake vyaktitva se bhalI-bhAMti prabhAvita the| isa bAra Apako apane zraddhAlu upAsakoM ke sAtha jJAnacarcA, zaMkA-samAdhAna, mArgadarzana, saMghasaMcAlana sambaMdhI uttaradAyitva ke kAraNa nagaravAsiyoM se pUrvApekSA adhika nikaTa samparka meM AnA pdd'aa| samparka meM Ane vAle pratyeka vyakti se usake AdhyAtmika kAryakalApoM kA pUrI taraha se lekhA-jokhA lene aura use supatha para agrasara hote rahane kI preraNA dene kI pravRtti sabako lubhAne lagI, phalataH jana-jana ke mana meM Apake prati bahumAna evaM zraddhA bar3hane lgii| apanI apratima smaraNa-zakti ke lie to Apa bAlyakAla se hI prasiddha rhe| eka bAra jise dekha liyA use jIvana bhara na bhUlanA ApakI smaraNa-zakti kA adbhuta camatkAra thaa| ___ AcArya pada mahotsava ke dina sAyaMkAlIna pratikramaNa Adi AvazyakoM se nivRtta hokara svAdhyAya-dhyAnAdi ke pazcAt jaba sone ke lie pATa para leTe to bar3I dera taka Apako nidrA nahIM aaii| nidrA nahIM Ane ke kAraNa ke sambaMdha meM vicAra karane para Apako anubhava hone lagA ki Apa para saMgha-nirmANa kA bahuta bar3A dAyitva A gayA hai| | Apa tatkAla uTha baiThe aura mana hI mana apane Atmadeva se kahane lage-"aba pahale kI bhAMti sonA kahA~ ! aba to mujhe Aja se hI una saba kAryakalApoM kI eka sarvAMgapUrNa rUparekhA taiyAra karanI hogI, jinake niSpAdana se zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kA yaha dharmasaMgha aura adhika utkarSa kI ora agrasara ho ske|" phalasvarUpa Apane samaya-samaya para etadviSayaka cintana karane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kiyaa| yahI kAraNa thA ki Age calakara saMghahita ke aneka kArya pUjya gurudeva dvArA sampanna hue| dUsare dina prAtaHkAla vayovRddha santoM ke anurodha para Apane zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke vizAla samUha ke samakSa pravacana kiyaa| caturvidha saMgha ne ApakI pravacana zailI kI muktakaNTha se prazaMsA kii| vayovRddha santoM evaM satI-vRnda ke harSa kA pArAvAra na rhaa| ApazrI ke AcAryapada mahotsava ke samaya jo 35 satiyAM upasthita thIM, unameM ApakI mAtAjI mahArAja zrIrUpakaMvara jI bhI thiiN| sabhI tapa:pUtA sAdhviyoM ne vyAkhyAna ke anantara apane AcAryadeva ko vandana-namana kara ApazrI kA vardhApana kiyaa| * sAdhvI mA~ se saMvAda sabhI satiyoM ne mAtAjI mahArAja zrI rUpakaMvara jI ko ratnavaMza paramparA ke navodita jJAnasUrya AcAryazrI se bAta karane kA AgrahapUrNa anurodha kiyaa| bar3I dera taka satIjI zrI rUpakaMvara jI mauna khar3I rhiiN| anta meM apanI guruNI mahAsatIjI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ke Adeza ko zirodhArya kara AcAryazrI ke samakSa apane zraddhAsAgara kA ur3ela diyaa| donoM ke bIca kA yaha vArtAlApa ullekhanIya hai satI zrI rUpakaMvara jI-'AcAryadeva ! Apake sukhasAtA hai?' AcArya zrI- "dharitrItulya dhairyamUrti kI goda meM pale prANI ko amaMgala kabhI bhI chU nahIM sktaa| gurudeva ke pratApa se aura Apa sabake sadbhAvanApUrNa sneha se AnaMda maMgala hai|"
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa satIzrI rUpakaMvara jI-"jJAna sUrya ! Apake vyAkhyAna ko sunakara to kRtakRtya ho gaI / " AcAryazrI- "mUla dena to Apa hI kI hai|" sAMsArika pakSa kI dRSTi se mAtA aura putra, kintu AdhyAtmika dRSTi se AcArya aura AjJAnuvartinI sAdhvIjI | ke isa saMkSipta para sAragarbhita saMvAda ko sunakara sabhI ne anirvacanIya AnaMda kI anubhUti kI / 57 harSavibhora mahAsatI chogAMjI ne kahA- "sUrya to sadA prAcI se hI prakaTa hotA hai|" AcAryazrI- "mahAsatIjI ! prAcI kI yaha vizeSatA bhI bhulAI nahIM jA sakatI ki sUrya ko prakaTa kara prAcI | use kevala apanI mamatA taka hI sImita nahIM rakhatI / use sabhI dizAoM - vidizAoM ko dharmaputra ke rUpa meM goda de | detI hai / " isa para pUrA satIvRnda zraddhAbhibhUta ho samaveta svaroM meM umar3a par3A- "bhagavan ! ApakA pharamAnA zata pratizata | satya tathya hai / dhanya hai prAcI, dhanya hai prAcI kA sUrya aura dhanya hai ralavaMzIya caturvidha saMgha, jise prAcI aura sUrya donoM | hI navajIvana pradAna kara rahe haiN|" ratnavaMza ke AcAryoM kI vizeSatA meM ratnavaMza paramparA kI prArambha se hI yaha vizeSatA rahI ki usameM jitane bhI AcArya hue ve saba laghuvaya | dIkSita bAla brahmacArI santaratna the / caritanAyaka AcArya zrI ne una sabhI kA smaraNa kiyaa| prasaMgavazAt pUrvAcAryoM | ke janma evaM dIkSA kA ullekha kiyA jA rahA hai-- 1. bAla brahmacArI AcArya zrI gumAnacanda jI mahArAja kA janma vikrama saMvat 1808 meM huA aura ve 10 varSa kI vaya meM vikrama saMvat 1818 mArgazIrSa zuklA 11 ko zramaNadharma meM dIkSita hue / 2. bAla brahmacArI AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI mahArAja kA janma vi.saM. 1834 meM vaizAkha zuklA 5 ko huA aura 14 varSa kI vaya hote-hote ve vi.saM. 1848 vaizAkha zuklA 5 ko dIkSita hue| 3. bAla brahmacArI AcAryazrI hamIramala jI mahArAja kA janma vi.saM. 1852 meM huA aura ve 10 varSa kI vaya meM vi.saM. 1862 phAlguna zuklA 7 ko dIkSita hue| 4. bAla brahmacArI AcArya zrI kajoDImala jI mahArAja kA janma vi.saM. 1875 meM huA aura 12 varSa kI vaya meM praveza karate-karate vi.saM. 1887 mAghazuklA 7 ko dIkSita hue| 5. bAla brahmacArI AcArya zrI vinayacandra jI mahArAja kA janma vi.saM. 1897 meM AzvinazuklA 14 ko huA aura ve vi.saM. 1912 meM mArgazIrSa kRSNA 2 ko 15 varSa kI vaya meM dIkSita hue| 6. bAla brahmacArI AcAryazrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja kA janma vi.saM. 1914 meM kArtika zuklA 5 ko huA aura ve 13 varSa kI vaya meM hI vi.saM. 1927 meM mAgha zuklA 5 ko dIkSita hue / caritanAyaka bAla brahmacArI AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja kA janma vi.saM. 1967 kI pauSa zuklA caturdazI ke dina huA / Apa 10 varSa aura 18 dina kI laghu vaya meM hI vikrama saMvat 1977 kI mAgha zuklA dUja | ke dina zramaNa dharma meM dIkSita hue|
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________________ ratnavaMza sampradAya pUjya zrI dharmadAsajI ma. pUjya zrI dhannAjI ma. pUjya zrI bhUdhara jI ma. pUjya zrI raghunAtha jI ma.sA. pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. pUjya zrI jetasI jI ratna vaMza ke mUla puruSa pUjya zrI kuzala candra jI (kuzalojI ma.sA.) (vi.saM. 1794 se vi.saM. 1840 taka) (pUjya zrI durgAdAsa jI ma.sA. ko vidyamAnatA meM pUjya zrI ratna canda jI ma.sA. ne zAsana saMbhAlate hue bhI (vikrama saMvat 1858 se 1882 taka) pUjya pada svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| prathama paTTadhara pUjya zrI gumAnacandajI ma.sA. (saMvat 1840 se1858 kArtika zuklA aSTamI) dvitIya paTTadhara pUjya zrI ratnacandrajI ma.sA. (mArgazIrSa zuklA trayodazI 1882 se jyeSTha zuklA caturdazI 1902) tRtIya paTTadhara pUjya zrI hamIra malajI ma.sA. (1902 ke ASAr3ha kUNA 13 se kArtika kRSNA 1 saMvat 1910) caturtha paTTadhara pUjya zrI kajoDImalajI ma. (mAgha zuklA 5 saMvat 1910 se vaizAkha zuklA tIja saMvat 1936) paMcama paTTadhara pUjya zrI vinayacandrajI ma.sA. (jyeSTha kRSNA 5 saMvat 1937 se mArgazIrSa kRSNA 12 saMvat 1972) SaSTha paTTadhara pUjya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. (phAlguna kRSNA 8 saMvat 1972 se zrAvaNa kRSNA amAvasyA saMvat 1983) | saptama paTTadhara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. (caritanAyaka) (akSayatRtIyA vaizAkha sudI 3 vi.saM. 1987 se vaizAkha zuklA 8 saMvat 2048) aSTama paTTadhara pUjya zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. (jyeSTha kRSNA 5 saMvat 2048 se nirantara)
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________________ saMghanAyaka ke vihAra aura cAturmAsa jaina santoM kI vihAracaryA aura varSAvAsa unake saMyamamaya jIvana ke anivArya aMga haiN| yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai ki vihAra kyoM? saMyama kI sAdhanA kA anivArya sUtra hai-anAsakti / zAstrasammata avadhi se adhika eka sthAna para rahanA sAdhu ko nahIM klptaa| yadi vaha eka hI sthAna para unhIM logoM ke sAtha adhika kAla taka rahe to kadAcit | vahAM ke logoM se pArasparika Asakti honA sambhava hai, jabaki dharma Asakti ko tor3ane ke lie hai, use janma dene ke lie nhiiN| ataH bhagavAna mahAvIra ke dvArA sAdhu-sAdhvI kI caryA meM vihAra ko Avazyaka batAyA gayA hai| isake lie eka laukika kathana bhI hai "bahatA pAnI nirmalA, par3A gaMdalA hoy|" sAdhu to ramatA bhalA, dAge na lAge koii|| sampUrNa rAjasthAna Apake vicaraNa-vihAra kA pramukha kendra rhaa| sAtha hI Apane apane jIvanakAla meM madhyapradeza, mahArASTra , Andhrapradeza, karnATaka, tamilanADu, uttarapradeza, dillI, hariyANA evaM gujarAta prAntoM ke sahasroM grAma-nagaroM meM jinazAsana kI adbhuta prabhAvanA kii| vihAra kA dUsarA uddezya jana-jana kA kalyANa hai| zramaNa-zramaNI ko jo jJAna aura kriyA kI sAdhanA prApta hai, usakA lAbha ve jana-jana meM pahuMcAte haiN| saMsAra meM yogiyoM ko jo kucha prApta hai, use ve karuNA, anukampA aura maitrIbhAva se vitaraNa karate haiN| AcArya zrI aisI bhAgIrathI the jinhoMne apane vihArakAla evaM vibhinna cAturmAsoM meM jana-jana kI adhyAtma-tRSA ko tRpta karane ke lie unheM sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke pravAha se jodd'aa| AcArya zrI kA pharamAnA thA ki jisa prakAra zarIra kI puSTi ke lie vyAyAma Avazyaka hai usI prakAra mana ko svastha banAne ke lie sAmAyika upayogI hai| Atma-sthita kaSAyoM kI vijaya kA yaha prathama sopAna hai| vyakti svayaM kA jIvana to isake mAdhyama se nirmala evaM vyavasthita banAtA hI hai, sAtha hI usake parivAra aura samAja ke sAtha bhI sambaMdha sudharate haiN| AcAryapravara ne dUsarA zaMkhanAda svAdhyAya kA phuuNkaa| jaina samAja meM isase pUrva svAdhyAya kI bahuta hI kSINa paramparA rahI hai jise apane pravacanAmRtoM se caritanAyaka ne punarujjIvita kiyaa| gurudeva kA pharamAnA thA ki svAdhyAya ke binA jIvana ko prakAza nahIM miltaa| svAdhyAya se jIvana kI adhikAMza samasyAoM kA nirAkaraNa svataH ho jAtA hai aura vyakti ko sahI samajha aura samyak dizA milatI hai| AcArya zrI kA bala jIvana unnAyaka zAstroM aura satsAhitya ke adhyayana-manana para thaa| vikRti utpanna karane vAle upanyAsoM aura kathAoM se ve sadaiva bacane ke lie prerita karate rhe| AcArya zrI ke samakSa jo koI bhI upasthita hotA, use ve nyUnAtinyUna pandraha minaTa kA svAdhyAya karane kA niyama dilAyA karate the| unheM lagatA thA ki koI mere samIpa adhyAtma kI pyAsa aura jIvana kI samasyA ko lekara upasthita huA hai to usakA nirAkaraNa karanA merA dAyitva hai / isake lie ve svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika ko auSadhi ke rUpa meM pradAna kara pramudita hote the| yaha satya hai ki jisane bhI ina donoM sAdhanoM ko niyamita rUpa se pUrNa | zraddhA ke sAtha apanAyA hai use apane jIvana meM tejasvitA evaM zAnti kI prApti huI hai| __ bhAratIya bhUbhAga ke sahasrAdhika grAmAnugrAmoM meM vihAra karate hue Apane sahasroM naranAriyoM ko sAmAyika aura
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM svAdhyAya kI sIkha dekara janakalyANa kA mahanIya kArya kiyaa| janakalyANa kI bhAvanA se hI AcArya pravara ne anekavidha pratyAkhyAnoM kA prasAda pravAsakAla meM jana-jana ko vitarita kiyaa| gurudeva kA yaha svabhAva thA ki ve jisakI jo pAtratA hotI thI, tadanurUpa hI use doSa- pratyAkhyAna (tyAga) ke lie prerita karate / isa krama meM unhoMne sahasroM vyaktiyoM ko zikAra, juA, madya, mAMsa, tambAkU, bIr3I, sigareTa Adi kA tyAga karA kara unake jIvana ko unnata bnaayaa| isase jaina aura ajaina sabhI jAtiyoM ke parivAra lAbhAnvita hue| inameM harijana parivAroM se lekara ThAkura parivAroM ke sadasya bhI sammilita the| AcArya zrI ko jaba yaha jJAta ho jAtA ki amuka vyakti meM amuka prakAra kA vyasana hai to ve avasara dekhakara usa vyakti meM tyAga kI aisI bhAvanA jAgRta karate ki vyakti svayaM hAtha jor3akara pratyAkhyAna svIkAra karane ke lie tatpara ho jaataa| prAyaH ceharA dekhakara hI ve vyakti ke vyasanoM aura durguNoM kA anumAna kara lete the| krodhI aura abhimAnI vyakti ke svabhAva ko pahacAnakara ve bar3e dulAra ke sAtha usake ina vikAroM ko kama karane kA upAya sujhAte the| jaba unheM yaha vidita hotA ki amuka vyakti rizvata, anIti aura anucita sAdhanoM se dhana upArjana karatA hai to ve use bhI premapUrvaka samajhAkara nIti mArga para lAne kA prayAsa karate the| aise aneka udAharaNa haiM ki kaI vyaktiyoM ne AcArya zrI ke samakSa rizvata na lene kA saMkalpa kiyaa| isI prakAra kaI vyApAriyoM aura udyogapatiyoM ne Atma-zAnti ke lie parigraha-parimANa vrata ko aMgIkAra kara prApta dhanarAzi kA kucha aMza kalyANakArI pravRttiyoM | meM lagAne kA saMkalpa kiyaa| gurudeva kA lakSya vyakti kA AMtarika parivartana karanA rhaa| adhikAdhika logoM kA hita ho sake, isa dRSTi se AcArya zrI grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karane meM tatparatA baratate the| vihAra meM jana-jana ko AcAryazrI ke pratyakSa darzanoM kA lAbha prApta hotA thA aura sAkSAt saMyamamUrti ke dvArA jaba koI preraNA kI jAtI, to nizcaya hI vaha darzaka aura zrotA samudAya para prabhAva chor3atI aura ve zrotA-darzaka jana apane Apako dhanya samajha kara gurudeva ke zrImukha se sunI huI bAta para amala karane kA prayAsa krte| isa dRSTi se AcArya zrI ke vyApaka vihAra atyaMta upayogI rhe| vicaraNa evaM vihArakAla meM hI jana-jana dvArA nirdoSa sAdhujIvana caryA ko dekhane aura parigraha zUnya sAdhu -jIvana ke AnaMda ko AtmasAt karane, samajhane, jAnane kA suavasara prApta hotA hai| anukaraNa karanA, vyakti kA manovaijJAnika guNa hai aura usase prerita ho sAdhujana ke samparka se yogya pAtra meM vairAgya kI jAgRti bhI sambhava hotI hai| isa prakAra vairAgya bhAva kA prasAra bhI vihAra caryA kA pratiphala hai| ___AcArya zrI ne vihAra ke kaSToM kI paravAha kie binA anukUla aura pratikUla parISahoM ko anadekhA kara | kaMkarIle kaNTakAkIrNa durgama viSama mArgoM para mausama ke prabhAvoM se vicalita na hote hue 'sAdhu to ramatA bhalA' lokokti ko caritArtha kiyaa| mArga meM bivAiyAM phaTa jAtI, AhAra-pAnI prApti meM aneka bAdhAeM AtI, bhUkha-pyAsa parISaha, sardI-garmI sabhI meM samabhAva se rhte| kaI rAteM per3oM ke nIce barAmade yA tabeloM meM TUTI-phUTI haveliyoM meM bhI bitAnI par3I, kintu ApazrI kA lakSya apanI saMyamayAtrA ko doSamukta rakhate hue adhikAdhika logoM ko mahAvIra kA saMdeza sunAkara usa para AcaraNa se jIvana ko unnata karAnA thaa| saMyama, sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya se jana-jana ko unnata patha para agrasara karate aura unase kahate ki isase tumhArA duHkha dUra ho jAegA - jIvana unnata karanA cAho to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo| AkulatA se bacanA cAho to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa AcArya zrI kA jahA~-jahA~ vihAra hotA, hara galI, hara Dagara para grAma ho yA nagara yaha nArA gUMjatA guru hastI ke do pharamAna sAmAyika svAdhyAya mhaan| santoM ko dekhakara kaI naye gAMvoM meM grAmINa bandhu, jATa, gurjara, ahIra viznoI, mAlI jaise khetihara loga santoM ko mu~hapattI bAMdhe dekha unake veza-paridhAna para Azcarya vyakta karate, para jaise hI gurudeva ke samparka meM Akara unheM sacce dharma kA raMga caDhatA to ve santoM kI sevA meM laga jAte aura Age se Age jAkara santoM kA paricaya kraate| gurudeva ke kadama jisa raphtAra se mArga taya karate the, usase sahasraguNI gatizIlatA (tIvra gati) se unakA | | cintana adhyAtma kI U~cAiyoM ko chUtA thaa| una sarIkhA apramatta jIvana unakA hI thaa| eka kSaNa bhI pramAda meM nahIM gaMvAte the| adhyayana-manana, vAcana, svAdhyAya, kAyotsarga unake jIvana kI dhurI bana gae aura paridhi meM thA jnhit| vihAra kAla aura cAturmAsa pravAsa meM ApakA samparka aneka sampradAyagata yatiyoM, saMnyAsiyoM, saMtoM, sAdhuoM, AcAryoM Adi se huaa| paraspara sauhArda kA srota pravAhita huaa| dharma aura samAja ke unnAyaka viSayoM para ghaMToM vArtAlApa huaa| mana-muTAva ke prasaMgoM kA prakSAlana huaa| zAstrajJAna ke saMvardhana ke upAyoM para vicAra-vimarza hue| pANDalipiyoM athavA jIrNa-zIrNa avasthA meM paDe jJAna ke saMcita koza ke bhaNDAraNa aura upayoga kA lakSya sAdhA gyaa| kAla aura paristhitiyoM ke prabhAvavaza zithila hote zramaNAcAra aura zrAvakAcAra kI sudRr3ha samAcArI ke lie dRr3hatApUrvaka netRtva kara AcArya zrI ne satpatha pravartana kiyaa| sattA, sampatti aura zarIra kI kSaNabhaMguratA kA digdarzana karAkara saMyama maya jIvana yAtrA kA patha prazasta kiyaa| vicaraNa-vihAra evaM varSAvAsa ke daurAna jahA~ bhI gurudeva ke caraNa par3e, use unhoMne apanA kSetra samajhA aura vahA~ ke logoM ne bhI unakI caraNaraja se apane kSetra ko pAvana evaM apane Apako dhanya smjhaa| sampradAya vizeSa ke AcArya hote hue bhI sampradAyavAda, kSetravAda evaM tere-mere kI paridhi se ve sadaiva pare rhe| ve svayaM pharamAyA karate the-"jaba taka isa sapheda cadariyA meM dAga nahIM hai, taba taka hara kSetra evaM hara zrAvaka hamArA apanA hai|" caritanAyaka ne | jinazAsana kI sevA ko mukhya lakSya bnaayaa| sampradAya ke AcArya pada ko unhoMne pUjya gurudeva dvArA sauMpA gayA dAyitva mAtra samajhA, jisakA nirvAha karate hue apane Apako unhoMne jinazAsana kA sevaka hI maanaa|
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________________ saMghanAyaka kA prathama cAturmAsa jayapura meM (vikrama saMvat 1987) vikrama saMvat 1987 ke varSAvAsa kI jayapura saMgha kI vinati ratnavaMza ke saptama paTTadhara AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne jodhapura meM pada-mahotsava ke punIta prasaMga para hI svIkAra kara lI thii| phalataH AcAryazrI ne saMgha-vyavasthA sambaMdhI sabhI kAryoM kA samIcInatayA niSpAdana kara apane santavRnda ke sAtha jodhapura se jayapura kI ora ThANA 8 se vihAra kiyaa| pIpAr3a ajamera, kizanagar3ha Adi kSetroM ko apane pravacanAmRta se aMkurita, puSpita evaM pallavita karate hue AcAryazrI sthavira munizrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja, svAmI jI zrI bhojarAja jI mahArAja Adi ke sAtha jayapura padhAre / amAnIzAha ke nAle se lekara seTha phUlacanda jI noratana mala jI saMkalecA ke vizAla bhavana (lAla bhavana) taka bhaktajanoM kA apAra jana samUha AcAryazrI ke vaMdana ke lie umar3a pdd'aa| zramaNakalpa kI paripAlanA karate hue AcAryazrI ne varSAvAsa kI AjJA lekara munimaMDala ke sAtha lAla bhavana meM praveza kiyaa| AcArya zrI ke pANDitya, pravacana-paTutA, pratyutpannamatitva, AcAra-pAlana ke prati kaThoratA Adi guNoM kI | yazogAthA jayapuravAsiyoM kI jihvA para nAca rahI thii| pravacana sabhA meM jayapura saMgha ko sambodhita karate hue AcArya | pravara ne pharamAyA-"saMsAra meM sattA, sampatti Adi sabhI kucha sulabha haiM, kintu saMsAra kI ulajhana meM manuSya yaha bhUla | jAtA hai ki ye cAra sAdhana atyaMta durlabha haiM--manuSya janma, dharma kA zravaNa, dharma meM zraddhA aura saMyama kI ArAdhanA cattAri paramaMgANi dullahANIha jNtunno| mANusattaM suI saddhA, saMjamaMmi ya vIriyaM / manuSya deha, dharma-zravaNa Apa sabhI ko prApta hai| dharma meM zraddhA bhI prAyaH sabhI meM hai| isa cAturmAsa ko svarNima | suavasara mAnakara yadi saMyama kI ArAdhanA meM ApakA parAkrama prakaTa hotA hai, to isI meM isa cAturmAsa kI sArthakatA hai| " "hIre-javAharAta ke cAkacikya se samRddha isa nagarI kA atyaMta saubhAgya rahA ki AcArya zrI kajor3Imala jI | mahArAja (chaha varSAvAsa) AcAryazrI vinayacandra jI mahArAja (bIsa varSAvAsa) AcAryazrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja (prAyaH bIsa varSAvAsa) kA padArpaNa isa dharA para huaa| jayapura dharA ko chaha-chaha mumukSuoM, zrI mulatAnamala jI, bhIvarAja jI, sujAna mala jI, choTe kistUramala jI paTanI, zrI lAbhacandajI aura zrI sAgaramala jI ko dIkSA dilAne kA gaurava prApta hai| ratnavaMzIya zramaNa-paramparA kA jayapura saMgha ke sAtha sadA se hI sadbhAvanA pUrNa sambandha rahA hai, jisase jinavANI kA pracAra-prasAra sahaja hI hotA rahA hai| maiM AzA karatA hU~ ki aba isa cAturmAsa meM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke vizvabaMdhutva ke saMdeza ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne hetu suniyojita kAryakramoM ko mUrtarUpa diyA jAe aura abhinava dharmajAgaraNa kiyA jaae|" isI krama meM lAla bhavana meM prAtaHkAla niyamita sAmAyika karane vAloM kI saMkhyA meM uttarottara vRddhi huI aura niyamita pravacana, Agama-vAcanA, praznottara evaM dhArmika zikSaNa-prazikSaNa kI samucita vyavasthA se AdhyAtmika jAgRti
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa kA zaMkhanAda gUMjA / AcAryazrI ne isa bAta para bala diyA ki zrAvaka aura zrAvikA varga sAdhu-sAdhvI ke prati apane 'ammApiyaro' | ke dAyitva kA yadi sAvadhAnIpUrvaka nirvAha kareM to nizcaya hI zramaNAcAra meM zithilatA ko avakAza nahIM mila sktaa| AcArya zrI kI preraNA evaM sakriyatA se dazavaikAlika sUtra ke jJAna se sampanna jinazAsana ke prahariyoM kI eka sabala Tukar3I prazikSita ho gaI / yuvA evaM praur3ha zrAvaka varga ke samaveta svaroM meM kie gae zAstrIya pAThoM aura svAdhyAya ghoSa se una dinoM lAla bhavana guMjAyamAna ho uThatA thA / prAta:kAla niyamita sAmAyika karane vAle bAlaka-bAlikA, yuvaka prauDha sabhI pratidina AcArya pravara ko apanI pragati se avagata karAte evaM nayA pATha stotra Adi sIkhate / AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM 55 upavAsa kI lambI tapasyA kara bhopAlagar3ha vAle zrI dhanarAja jI / | botharA kI dharmapatnI ne apane ko dhanya maanaa| barelI ke suzrAvaka zrI nagarAjajI nAhara ne cAra mAha jayapura meM sevA kara zAstrajJAna arjita kiyA / 1 63 AcAryazrI kI udAratA adbhuta thI / AcAryapada para AsIna guru hastI ne cAturmAsAvadhi meM apane zrAvakoM se urdU evaM aMgrejI kA bhI abhyAsa kiyaa| unhoMne sAhityika patrikAoM evaM Adhunika vaijJAnika sAhitya se naye jJAna-vijJAna kA bhI paricaya prApta kiyaa| jayapura ke vayovRddha zrAvaka zrI kezarIcanda jI corar3iyA, zrI maganamala jI koThArI, zrI zrIcandajI golechA, zrI zAntilAla jI durlabhajI Adi suzrAvakoM kA isa jJAnavardhana meM sIdhA sahayoga | rahA / sarva zrI munnIlAla jI seTha, zrI bhaMvarIlAlajI mUsala, jatanamalajI navalakhA, mUlacanda jI koThArI, kesarI mala jI corar3iyA, kesarImalajI koThArI Adi zrAvakoM ne sevA-bhakti kA lAbha liyaa| jo pramukha aparAhna kAla meM taruNavaya ke AcArya zrI dvArA TIkA se zAstra-vAcana evaM usakI vyAkhyA sunakara jayapura | zAstramarmajJa zrAvaka atyanta pramudita hote the / inhIM dinoM sailAnA vAle ratanalAlajI DozI kA eka prazna patra, santoM ke pAsa bhejA gayA thA, caritanAyaka ke pAsa bhI aayaa| isameM pramukha prazna the - ( 1 ) tIrthaGkara bhagavAna vastrarahita hote haiM, unake mu~hapatti nahIM hotI hai, to phira ve upadeza kaise karate haiM ? ( 2 ) rAjapraznIya sUtra meM 'dhUvaM dAUNaM jiNavarANaM' kA kyA artha hai ? ityAdi praznoM ke uttara likhavAne kA caritanAyaka ke lie prathama avasara thaa| zAstra, TIkA aura cintana ke AdhAra se uttara likhvaae| pRcchaka DozIjI ko santoSa huA / unhoMne pratyuttara meM likhA ki maiMne cAra-pA~ca sthAnoM para prazna bheje, para mujhe paM. ratna zatAvadhAnI jI ma. aura Apake uttara hI spaSTa aura santoSajanaka prApta ho ske| dIkSA sthavira, vayasthavira santoM dvArA apane laghuvayaska AcArya zrI ke prati pradatta bahumAna azrutapUrva thA / bar3e santa bhI pratyeka bAta ke lie yahI pharamAte - 'pUjya zrI se nivedana kro'| caturvidha saMgha ke lie unakI AjJA hI pramANa thii| AcAryapada grahaNa karane ke pazcAt caritanAyaka kA yaha prathama cAturmAsa jayapura nagara meM sabhI dRSTiyoM se uttama rhaa| saMgha meM dharma ke prati abhinava utsAha kA saMcAra aura AdhyAtmika cetanA kA jAgaraNa cAturmAsa kI mahatI upalabdhi thI / AcArya zrI hAr3autI kI ora mArgazIrSa kRSNA pratipadA ko apane santavRnda ke sAtha AcArya zrI ne jayapura se ToMka kI ora vihAra kiyaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM isase pUrva jayapurasaMgha ke AbAla vRddha sadasya bar3I saMkhyA meM lAla bhavana meM ekatrita hue| AcArya zrI ne upasthita janasamudAya ko sudhAsikta sumadhura sandeza meM pharamAyA ki "hameM zramaNa bhagavAn mahAvIra kI sakalabhUta hitAvahA | jinavANI ko gAMva-gAMva evaM ghara-ghara meM pahuMcAne ke lie tatpara rahanA caahie| Apa sabane jo kucha isa cAturmAsa meM sIkhA hai use Age bar3hAnA hai|" jayapura saMgha ne jayapura-ToMka mArga para santavRnda ke sAtha calakara jayaghoSoM ke bIca bhArI mana se apane pUjya dharmAcArya aura santavRnda ko vidAI dii| AcArya zrI ThANA 8 se sAMgAnera Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue ToMka pdhaare| yahA~ para sailAnA nivAsI tattvarasika evaM tArkika zrAvaka zrI ratanalAla jI DozI AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha upasthita hue| zrI DozI jI AcAryapravara ke talasparzI tAttvika jJAna, tarkakauzala, pravacana pATava, vAgvaibhava Adi guNoM se paricita the| DozIjI ne AcArya zrI se aneka zAstrIya viSayoM para gahana carcA kii| AcArya zrI ne DozI jI kI samasta zaMkAoM evaM praznoM kA zAstrIya uddharaNoM ke sAtha samucita samAdhAna kiyaa| DozI jI evaM ToMka ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAvRnda isa tattvacarcA se bar3e prabhAvita hue| ToMka se vihAra kara tejasvI dharmAcArya zrI hastI cautha kA baravAr3A hote hue savAImAdhopura padhAre, jahAM koTA | sampradAya ke zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA. ke sAtha bAjAra meM pravacana huaa| yahAM se Alanapura, zyAmapurA, rAvala Adi gA~va pharasakara kustalA, corU alIgaDha, uniyArA, deI Adi kSetroM meM jinavANI kA pracAra-prasAra karate hue bUMdI evaM koTA padhAre / koTA bUMdI purAne dharma kSetra rahe haiM, jinakI prasiddhi mahilAe~ bhajana ke mAdhyama se gAyA karatI haiN| ___ caritanAyaka ke AdhyAtmika evaM zAstrIya pravacanoM ko zravaNa kara bUMdI evaM koTA ke zraddhAlu zrotAoM ne AnaMda | kI anubhUti kii| unhoMne aneka vrata-niyama aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko samyak dizA pradAna kii| zobhAguru ke bhakta zrI cunnIlAla jI bAbela apane nagara meM AcArya hastI kI pratibhA evaM pravacanapaTutA ko dekhakara cakita raha ge|
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________________ AcArya zrI mAlava pradeza meM (vikrama saMvat 1988-1989) AcArya pada para ArUr3ha ho jAne ke pazcAt bhI caritanAyaka meM jijJAsAvRtti evaM adhyayanazIlatA vRddhigata hotI rhii| holI caumAsI (phAlgunI pUrNimA) ke bAda koTA se jhAlarApATana, bakAnI , rAyapura, sunhela, bhavAnI maNDI, bhAnapurA, rAmapurA pdhaare| yahAM para zAstrajJa suzrAvaka zrI kesarImala jI se zAstrajJAna kA AdAna-pradAna kiyA tathA rAmapurA kI vinati dekhakara apanA cAturmAsa rAmapurA ke lie nizcita kiyaa| vahA~ se saMjIta hote hue mandasaura kI ora vihAra kiyaa| mandasaura meM tatra virAjita AcAryazrI mannAlAlajI evaM vairAgyamUrti zrI khUbacanda jI ma.sA. Adi santa-maNDala ke sAtha caritanAyaka AcAryazrI kA sumadhura samAgama huaa| nivAsa evaM vyAkhyAna sAtha huaa| Apa zrI ne pUjya zrI mannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI sannidhi meM aneka saiddhAntika dhAraNAoM aura chedasUtra kI vAcanA prApta kii| caritanAyaka ne apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai ki pUjya zrI dIkSA ke avasara para virAjamAna the, ata: unakI bar3I vatsalatA rhii| suzrAvaka seTha lakSmIcandajI se bhI purAne santoM kI dhAraNAeM jAnane evaM sunane kA sukhada yoga bhI bnaa| muni zrI pratApamalajI mahArAja bhI AcAryadvaya ke mandasaura pravAsakAla meM sAtha rhe| zrI oMkAralAla jI bAphanA, zrI kAlUrAma jI mArU zrI cainarAma jI, zrI cAMdamala jI, zrI dhanarAja jI mehatA aura kistUra candajI jaise siddhAntarasika zrAvakoM ne bar3I lagana evaM zraddhA se AcArya zrI evaM santavRnda kI sevA kii| mandasaura aura jhamakUpurA ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko cheda sUtroM kI vAcanAoM, tAttvika praznottaroM, pravacanoM aura bAhya Abhyantara tapazcaraNa se apane karma kAluSya dhone kA suavasara prApta huaa| AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM se prabhAvita hokara jaina aura jainetara dharmoM ke anuyAyI bar3I saMkhyA meM upasthita hote| hasana bega jaise zraddhAlu apanI kavitAoM se munivRnda ke prati zraddhA prakaTa karate, jisase zrotA AnaMda vibhora ho jAte / mandasaura meM karajUvAle zrI cainarAmajI, cA~damala jI aura unakI dharmapatnI | kI dharmAcAryoM evaM dharmaguruoM ke prati zraddhAbhakti sarAhanIya rhii| __Apake AcArya banane ke pazcAt yaha prathama avasara thA, jaba ATha santa hote hue bhI tIna cAturmAsa svIkRta kie gye| apanA cAturmAsa rAmapurA ke lie tathA svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. Adi tIna santoM kA cAturmAsa rAyapura ke liye pahale hI svIkRta kara cuke the| aba mandasaura ke zrAvakoM kI dharmArAdhana kI bhAvanA ko dhyAna meM rakhakara AcArya zrI ne do santoM zrI lAbhacanda jI evaM cauthamalajI kA varSAvAsa mandasaura meM karane kI svIkRti pradAna kI aura unheM Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM meM vicaraNa karate rahane ke nirdeza die| isase AcAryapravara kI sUjhabUjha evaM | jinazAsana kI adhika se adhika prabhAvanA kI dRSTi kA bodha hotA hai| pIpaliyA, malhAragar3ha, nArAyaNagar3ha Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate ApazrI bAbAjI zrI bhojarAjajI evaM muni zrI lAlacanda jI ke sAtha ThANA 3 se vikrama saMvata 1988 kI ASAr3ha kRSNA aSTamI ke dina mahAgar3ha pdhaare| dharmasthAna ke abhAva meM zrI pannAlAlajI cauhAna kI dukAna meM virAje / suzrAvaka pannAlAla jI ke yuvA putra lakSmIcanda jI kI dharmArAdhanA ne AcArya zrI kA bhI dhyAna AkRSTa kiyA aura svayaM lakSmIcanda to aise gurudeva ko pAkara dhanya ho uThA |
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________________ 66 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM tathA AcArya zrI kI sevA meM sadA rahane ke apane dRDha saMkalpa se svajanoM ko avagata karA diyaa| * rAmapurA cAturmAsa (saMvat 1988) vihAra krama se AMtarI, saMjIta, capalANA, manAsA, kukaDezvara Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue AcArya zrI ThANA 3 se rAmapurA pdhaare| saMvat 1988 kA cAturmAsa yahA~ kI havelI meM huaa| havelI ke purAne AMgana meM lIlana-phUlana utpanna na ho etadartha vivekazIla zrAvaka zrI rAjamalajI kaDAvata ne AMgana meM tela DAlakara use lIlana-phUlana se pahale hI bacA liyA thaa| cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI ne saTIka jambUdvIpa prajJapti tathA purAtana TIkAkAra aura navAMgIvRttikAra abhayadevasUri kI vRttiyoM sahita AgamoM kI vAcanI kii| yahA~ para zrAvaka kesarImalajI surANA zAstra jAnakArI ke lie prasiddha the| unheM isa vAcanA se bahuta pramoda huaa| zrAvakajI prAcIna dhAraNA vAle the| TabbA vAcana kA unheM abhyAsa thaa| AcArya zrI kI dRSTi atyaMta pArakhI thii| paMjAba nivAsI zrAvaka ne yahA~ apane putra karmacanda ko AcAryazrI kI sevA meM samarpita karane kI prArthanA kii| AcArya zrI ne parakha liyA ki vaha muni dIkSA ke yogya nahIM AcArya zrI se atIva prabhAvita zrI lakSmIcanda jI mahAgar3ha ne zrAvaka ke 12 vrata aMgIkAra kiye| rAmapurA ke samAja meM bhI dhArmika vikAsa kI lahara daudd'ii| paryuSaNa ke pazcAt viTThala caudharI ne apane svapna ke anusAra AcArya zrI ke darzana kara samAja meM dhArmika pAThazAlAeM calAne ke lie apanI dravya rAzi kA dAna kara diyaa| zivacandajI | dhAkar3a, basantI lAla jI nAhara aura rAjamalajI surANA bhI acche sevAbhAvI zrAvaka the| ____ cAturmAsa pazcAt caritanAyaka kukaDezvara se manAsA hote hue kaMjArDA pdhaare| yahA~ para bhAI pUnamacandajI acchI lagana vAle svAdhyAyazIla zrAvaka the| saMgha meM dharma-bhAvanA kA acchA utsAha thaa| taduparAnta ratanagar3ha, kherI hote hue | siMgolI pdhaare| yaha pahAr3I pradeza meM AyA acchA dhArmika kSetra hai| pravacana-preraNA ke mAdhyama se dharmajAgRti kara vahAM se begU, kadavAsA jATa kaNerA Adi gAMvoM meM vicarakara jAvada havelI meM virAje / aise vikaTa bIhar3a pahAr3I pradeza meM bhI jaina santa upadezAmRta kA pAna karAne padhArate haiM, yaha zrAvakoM dvArA sAzcarya anubhava kiyA gyaa| pUjya zrI hukmIcandajI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa isI jAvada grAma meM huaa| sthAnIya saMgha kI gauravagAthA smaraNIya aura anukaraNIya hai| kaNerA se jAvada kA mArga ekadama sunasAna, bhayAvaha evaM vikaTa hai| isameM santoM ke sAtha cala rahe paM. duHkhamocana |jI jhA ke komala mana meM jhADI ke pattoM kI khar3akhar3a ko sunakara aisA anubhava huA -"zera kahatA hai maiM khAU~ aura cora kahatA hai maiM aauuN|" aise vikaTa rAstoM para bhI nirbhaya nirdvandva pAda vihAra, isa bAta ke pramANa haiM ki caritanAyaka vaya evaM pada kI dIrghatA kI dRSTi se bhale hI laghu the, para unakA Atmabala unakA tapa-teja kitanA mahAn thaa| yahA~ se sailAnA vihAra huA, jahAM sailAnA nareza ke dharmAnurAga evaM dIvAna pyArekizana jI kI prabala vinati se rAjabhavana meM AcAryazrI ke pravacana kA Ayojana atyaMta preraNAdAyI rhaa| .. ratalAma saMgha kI saMyukta vinati kI svIkRti ke anurUpa AcArya zrI ratalAma nagara pahuMce, jahAM saMgha ke nara-nArI yaha zubha samAcAra suna atyaMta harSita hue| prathama pravacana meM hI AcAryazrI ne bhagavAna mahAvIra ke vizvabaMdhutva kA saMdeza deza-videza ke kone-kone meM pahuMcAne kI preraNA dete hue 'mittI me savvabhUesu, veraM majhaM na keNaI' ke saMdeza ko aMgIkAra karane kI preraNA karate hue kahA-"saMsAra ke sabhI prANI mere mitra haiM, merA kisI se vaira-virodha nahIM hai|" usa samaya mAlava pradeza ke pramukha dhArmika kendra ratalAma nagara zrI saMgha ke tIna dhar3oM meM hue bikharAva kA bhI AcAryazrI ke prabhAvavaza samanvaya huA, jisase ratalAma saMgha ke harSa kA pArAvara nahIM rhaa| samatvasAdhaka, prANimAtra
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 67 ke prati kalyANakAmanA evaM sudRDha jaina saMgha ke abhilASI AcArya bhagavanta kA padArpaNa hI sneha-saritA pravAhita karatA aura bikhare hue saMgha sahaja samanvaya ke sUtra meM baMdha jaate| ratalAma meM AcArya zrI dvArA dharma-sauhArda kI prabhAvanA huii| tatra virAjita santoM sthavira muni zrI tArAcanda jI ma, paM ratna zrI kizanalAla jI mahArAja, mAlava kesarI zrI saubhAgyamala jI mahArAja, kavivarya zrI sUryamuni jI mahArAja, zatAvadhAnI zrI kevalacanda jI ma. Adi ke sAtha saMghahita ke pArasparika vicAroM kA AdAna-pradAna, tattva-carcA, jJAna-goSThiyA~ Adi eka hI maMca se hue| dharmaniSTha suzrAvaka zrI vardhamAna jI pItaliyA ne yahAM caritanAyaka se mahattvapUrNa mArgadarzana prApta kiyaa| ____ jinazAsana ke utthAna aura utkarSa ko dRSTi meM rakhate hue ratalAma ke sabhI sampradAyoM ke pratinidhiyoM ne AcAryazrI kI sevA meM vikrama saMvat 1989 kA cAturmAsa karane kI AgrahabharI vinati kI, jo svIkRta huii| zeSakAla meM rAvaTI, thAMdalA, peTalAvada, rAjagar3ha kSetroM ko pharasate hue AcArya zrI itihAsa prasiddha dhArAnagarI padhAre jo saMskRta bhASA ke vikAsa sthala, bhAratIya saMskRti evaM vividha kalAoM kA kendra evaM zaktizAlI mAlava rAjya kI rAjadhAnI rahA hai| sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke lie to vastutaH dhAra nagara bar3A hI aitihAsika mahattva kA nagara hai| vikrama samvat 1759 meM yahA~ dharmaprANa AcArya zrI dharmadAsa jI mahArAja ne apane eka ziSya ko svecchApUrvaka grahaNa kiye hue saMthAre se vicalita dekhakara jinazAsana kI pratiSThA kI rakSA ke lie svayaM ne usakA sthAna grahaNa kara apane prANoM kI Ahuti de dI thii| AcAryazrI dharmadAsa jI mahArAja vikrama kI aThAharavIM zatAbdI ke eka mahAn kriyoddhAraka, prabhAvaka evaM dharma pracAraka AcArya hue haiN| vartamAna meM mAravAr3a mevAr3a, mAlavA tathA saurASTra Adi prAntoM meM vicaraNa karane vAle adhikAMza sAdhu-sAdhvIvRnda unhIM kI ziSya santati meM haiN| . AcAryazrI ne apane udbodhana meM dhAranagara ke mahattva ko pratipAdita karate hue kahA ki yahA~ ke jaina zrAvaka ziromaNi ne mugalakAla meM dhAra ke logoM ke jIvana aura dhana kI rakSA ke lie jo apratima zaurya, sAhasa aura tyAga | dikhAyA vaha itihAsa kA bejor3a udAharaNa hai, jisa para jaina samAja ko garva hai| jaina saMgha ke gaurava kI pratIka evaM prAsaGgika hone se isa aitihAsika ghaTanA kA vistRta ullekha kiyA jA rahA hai| eka bAra mugaloM kI eka sazakta vizAla senA ne dhAranagara ko cAroM ora se ghera liyaa| zatruoM se rakSA ke lie nagara ke praveza dvAroM ke loha kapATa baMda kara diye gye| mugala senApati ne nagara dvAroM aura parakoTe ke bAhara ghoSaNA karavA dI ki kala madhyAhna se pUrva 20 sahasra svarNamudrAeM nagara nivAsiyoM se ekatrita kara prastuta kara dI jAeM, anyathA nagara ko katleAma karavA kara lUTa liyA jaayegaa| senApati kI isa ghoSaNA se cAroM ora trAhi-trAhi, bhaya aura AtaMka kA sAmrAjya chA gyaa| mugaloM kI vizAla sainya zakti ke samakSa muTThI bhara nagara rakSaka senA ATe meM namaka tulya thii| nirdoSa nara-nAriyoM ke sambhAvita hatyAkAMDa se nagara seTha dravita ho utthaa| kucha kSaNa vicAramagna rahA aura phira apane Asana se utthaa| talavAra, DhAla aura bhAloM se susajjita ho ghor3e para ArUr3ha huA aura aMgarakSakoM ke sAtha cala diyaa| nagara seTha ne nAyaka se bheMTa kii| nAyaka ne senApati ko saMdeza dete hue kahA-"saltanata-e- mugaliyA kI | jAMbAja phaujoM ke AlAkamAna kI khidamata meM dhAranagara ke nagara zreSThI hAjira honA cAhate haiN| hujUra ! aisA jAMbAja )
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________________ 68 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM javAMmarda isa khAdima ne Aja se pahale kabhI nahIM dekhA / daulata, dAnizamaMdI aura dilerI, ina tInoM kI rUheM bahiste se alavidA kara mAnoM eka hI jisma meM utara AI haiN| hukma ho to hAjira karUM?" 'nahIM, maiM khuda calatA hU~' kahate hue senApati apane kakSa ke dvAra kI ora bddh'aa| nagara zreSThI ko dekhate hI 'AdAba' arja karate hue senApati ne apane donoM hAtha nagarazreSThI kI ora bar3hA diye| abhivAdana kA uttara dete hue nagara zreSThI ne bhI apanA hAtha senApati kI ora bar3hA diyaa| senApati apane donoM hAtha se nagarazreSThI kA hAtha thAme apane kakSa ke madhya bhAga meM rakhe sukhAsanoM kI ora bar3hA / eka sukhAsana para nagarazreSThI ko bAadaba biThAyA aura dUsare para svayaM baiThate hue senApati ne khaira mukaddama anantara pUchA-'akele hI, isa vakta zAhI senA ke kheme meM tazarIpha AvarI kA kAraNa? nagara zreSThI bolA-"niraparAdha nara-nAriyoM aura mAsUma baccoM kI karuNa pukAra mujhe Apa taka khIMca lAI hai| Aha agnivarSA kI kAraNa hotI hai aura vAha puSpa varSA kii| jinake ghauMse kI dhamaka se dharatI dhUjatI thI, ve bar3I-bar3I joro julma karane vAlI saltanateM bhI nirbaloM kI Aha kI Aga meM jala kara khAka bana gii| unakA nAmonizAM taka sadA-sadA ke lie miTa gyaa| jina zAsakoM para vAha -vAha kI puSpavarSA huI ve amara ho gaye / Aja bhI loga bar3e Adara ke sAtha una zAsakoM kA, una hukUmatoM kA nAma lete haiN| maiM jAnanA cAhatA hU~ ki zAhI khajAnA begunAhoM ke khUna se bharA jAegA yA daulata se? senApati nagarazreSThI ke ojasvI mukhamaMDala para dRSTi gar3Aye bar3e dhyAna se saba bAteM sunatA rhaa| anta meM senApati se nagara zreSThI ne prazna kiyA-"kitanI svarNa mudrAeM cAhie hukUmata ko? | Apake koSapAla ko mere sAtha bheja diijie| nagaradvAra para unheM ApakI icchAnusAra svarNamudrAeM samhalA dI jaayeNgii|" "kyA saba kucha Apa apane pAsa se hI deMge?" AzcaryAbhibhUta senApati ne prazna kiyaa| sasmita nagarazreSThI ne pUrvavat gaMbhIra svara meM uttara diyA-"isameM Azcarya kI kyA bAta hai senApati ! maiM jaba isa duniyAM meM AyA to apane sAtha kucha bhI nahIM laayaa| isI miTTI meM palA, choTe se bar3A huaa| jise dhana, vaibhava athavA daulata kahA jAtA hai, yaha saba isI miTTI se prApta huaa| jaba yahA~ se jAUMgA to sAtha meM kucha nahIM le jA skuuNgaa| isa miTTI se milI sArI sattA aura sampadA isI miTTI meM raha jaaegii|" yadi yaha daulata niraparAdha nirbala abalAoM, mAsUma baccoM, bUr3hoM evaM avAma kI rakSA ke kAma A jAe to isase bar3hakara daulata kA aura kyA acchA upayoga ho sakatA hai? nagarazreSThI ne apane kathana kA saMvaraNa karate hue kahA-"dhAranagara cintA ke sAgara meM DUbA huA hai| nAgarikoM ke mana, mastiSka meM uthala-puthala macI huI hai| nissahAya, nirIha, nirbaloM ke prANa sUkhe jA rahe haiN| zIghratA kiijie| apane sainikoM aura khajAncI ko mere sAtha bheja dIjie aura batA dIjie ki maiM Apake khajAncI ke sAtha kitanI dhanarAzi bheja duuN|" senApati ne apane sainika adhikArI ko zAhI senA ke kUca kI taiyArI kA Adeza dete hue nagarazreSThI se kahA- Apa jaise phariztoM kI gaibI rUhAnI tAkata ke balabUte para hI asIma AsamAna binA khambhoM ke adhara khar3A hai| Apa isa jahAna ke iMsAna nahIM bahista ke phariste haiN| maiM zAhI hukma se baMdhA huA hU~, varanA binA eka kAnI kaur3I taka lie hI isI vakta phauja ke sAtha yahA~ se kUca kara jaataa| nagara kA gherA uThAne ke lie maiM svayaM Apake sAtha cala rahA huuN| Apa 5000 mohareM apane AdamiyoM ke sAtha hI pahuMcA diijie| Apako takalIpha karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai|"
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa senApati ne apane senAnAyakoM ko gherA haTAne kA Adeza diyaa| palaka jhapakate hI gherA httaa| sainika | Tukar3iyoM ne zivira kI ora prayANa kara diyaa| nagarazreSThI ne apane koSAdhyakSa se rezama kI thailiyoM meM 5 hajAra svarNa mudrAeM maMgavAI aura cAra ghor3oM kI bagghI meM baiTha senApati kI ora kUca kiyaa| bagghI meM baiThe nagarazreSThI ko apanI ora Ate dekha senApati apane azva se | utarA va bagghI se utarakara zreSThI bolA-"senApate ! Apane nagara kA gherA uThavA kara hajAroM logoM ko saMtoSa kI sAMsa | | dI hai| ve saba loga ApakI dIrghAyu aura bahabUdI ke lie duA kara rahe haiN|" senApati ne javAba diyA-"yaha to ApakI jarrAnavAjI hai, jo aisA pharamA rahe haiN| dara hakIkata yaha saba kucha ApakI dAnizamaMdI, dilerI aura daulata kA hI karizmA hai| saca to yaha hai ki Apane mujhe rUhAnI rozanI dikhA kara darindoM se bhare pAtAla bhedI andhere daroM meM girane se bacA liyA hai| aba katleAma ke kAle kalAma isa jubAM se | kabhI nahIM nikleNge|" nagarazreSThI ne apane khajAMcI kI ora izArA kiyA aura senApati se kahA-'ye 5000 svarNamudrAe~ hAjira haiN|' senApati bolA-"aba inakI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| Apane jo neka nasIhata mujhe dI, usa para nyauchAvara huuN| yaha kaha senApati apane azva para ArUr3ha ho prasthAna kara gyaa| sAre nagara meM 'nagarazreSThI kI jaya ho' / 'nagarazreSThI amara ho', ke nAre gUMjane lge| apane pravacana kA saMvaraNa karate hue AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki "ahiMsA ke paramopAsaka zrAvakaratna ! usI | nagarazreSThI kA rakta ApakI dhamaniyoM meM pravAhita ho rahA hai| Apa bhI ahiMsA ke upAsaka aura ratnatrayI ke dhAraka | zrAvaka haiN| yadi Apa bhI apane nagarazreSThI ke zaurya, sAhasa aura apUrva anukaraNIya tyAga kA anusaraNa karanA prArambha | kara deM to jana-jana ke lie AdaraNIya aura anukaraNIya bana sakate haiN|" AcAryazrI ke isa aitihAsika pravacana ko sunakara jana-jana ke mana meM paropakAra kI preraNA prasphuTita huii| bar3I | saMkhyA meM zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga ne sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, japa-tapa Adi dharmArAdhana ke niyama bhI grahaNa kie| dharma-jAgaraNa ke isa krama meM AcArya zrI indaura padhAre / yahA~ sthavira muni zrI tArAcandra jI ma, zrI kizanalAla jI ma. evaM zrI sobhAgamuni jI ma. se madhura milana huaa| santa-samAgama se saMgha meM bar3A ullAsa kA vAtAvaraNa thaa| vayovRddha zrI tArAcandajI ma. baDe sarala evaM parama vatsalatA vAle the| bAbAjI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja ke ojasvI pravacana se saba prabhAvita the| yahAM ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI bhaNDArI ke Agraha se eka dina unakI mila meM bhI vyAkhyAna huaa| samAja meM unakA evaM zrI kesarIcandajI bhaNDArI kA pramukha sthAna thaa| bhaNDArI jI kI vatsalatA se rAmapurA ke do sau-tIna sau jaina parivAra indaura A base the| thiyosokikala sosAyaTI meM bhI AcArya zrI kA jainadharma para pravacana huaa| yahA~ se AcArya zrI ne dharma, saMskRti, vidyA evaM kalA ke purAtana kendra itihAsa prasiddha ujjaina nagarI meM padArpaNa kiyaa| svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja Adi santavRnda bhI anyAnya kSetroM ko pharasate hue vahA~ padhAra ge| tatra virAjita AtmArthI zrI indramala jI ma. aura motIlAla jI ma. Adi munivRnda ke sAtha pArasparika vAtsalya sambandha premapUrNa evaM prazaMsanIya rhaa| vyAkhyAna aura jJAnacarcA sAtha hI huA karatI thii| yahAM para saMyogavaza barelI ke suzrAvaka zrI ratanalAla jI nAhara darzanArtha upasthita hue| unhoMne mumukSu zrI lakSmIcanda jI kI anagAra dharma meM dIkSita hone kI prabala bhAvanA evaM utkaNThA ko dekhate hue AcAryazrI se nivedana kiyA ki aba inheM zIghra hI dIkSA dene kI
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________________ 0 . namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM anumati pradAna kreN| isake lie zrI nAhara mumukSu lakSmIcanda jI ke grAma mahAgar3ha bhI gaye aura unake cAcA zrI indramalajI cauhAna Adi svajanoM se anumati prApta kii| vairAgI prasanna ho utthe| vi.saM. 1989 kI ASAr3ha kRSNA paMcamI ke zubha muhUrta meM dIkSA utsava hone kI sAnaMda taiyAriyAM hone lagI aura nizcita velA meM caturvidha saMgha kI vizAla upasthiti meM parama virakta evaM parama vinIta zrIlakSmIcanda jI ko AcArya zrI hastImala ma.sA. ne apane mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kii| navadIkSita muni ne tapazcaraNa aura zAstrAdhyayana ke sAtha sevAdharma ko prAthamikatA dii| ye muni AcArya zrI ke prathama ziSya the, jo choTe lakSmIcanda jI ke nAma se vizruta hue evaM aTUTa sevA-bhakti ke kAraNa Age calakara santoM ke dvArA 'dhAya mA~' samajhe gye| * ratalAma cAturmAsa (saMvat 1989) ratalAma cAturmAsa dharmadAsa mitramaNDala aura hitecchu maNDala kI saMyukta vinati se dharmadAsa mitramaMDala ke dharmasthAnaka meM huA, jisameM jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA tathA abhinava sAmUhika dharmajAgaraNa se dharma krAnti kA vAtAvaraNa nirmita hone lgaa| ratalAma ke ukta varSAvAsakAla meM paNDita zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA bhI AcAryazrI kI sevA meM rhe| paNDita jI ke pAsa donoM lakSmI muniyoM kA adhyayana sucArU rUpa se pragati karatA rhaa| dharmadAsa mitramaMDala ke dharmasthAna ke vizAla jaina pustakAlaya meM prAyaH sabhI AgamoM, TIkA, bhASya, cUrNi Adi viSayoM ke aneka mahattvapUrNa granthoM kA bar3A acchA saMgraha thaa| sabhI santoM ne vizeSa kara AcAryazrI ne isa pustakAlaya kA bar3I ruci ke sAtha upayoga kiyaa| katipaya jaTila granthoM kA adhyayana AcAryazrI ne paM. duHkhamocana jI ke sAtha bhI kiyaa| AcArya zrI ne isa prakAra ke pustakAlaya aura hastalikhita AgamoM, Agamika granthoM kI pAMDulipiyoM ke jJAna bhaMDAroM kI AvazyakatA jodhapura, jayapura jaise pramukha nagaroM meM bhI mahasUsa kI tAki santoM, satiyoM, zrAvakoM, zrAvikAoM, svAdhyAyiyoM, sAhityaseviyoM evaM zodhArthiyoM kA sahaja sulabha evaM uttama jJAnArjana ho ske| itihAsa sAkSI hai ki mahApuruSoM ke antarmana meM utpanna samaSTi ke hita kI bhAvanAoM ko phalIbhUta hone meM adhika vilamba nahIM hotaa| AcAryazrI kI isa bhAvanA ko darzanArtha Aye jodhapura ke candanamala jI muthA ne mUrtarUpa dete hue kahA ki savAIsiMha jI kI pola (siMha pola) meM eka aise hI vizAla pustakAlaya kI sthApanA kA pUrNa manoyoga ke sAtha prayAsa kiyA jAegA, jisameM sabhI zAstroM, unakI TIkAoM, cUrNiyoM, bhASyoM, mahAbhASyoM tathA Agamika sAhitya viSayaka mahattvapUrNa granthoM kA saMgraha hogaa| ratalAma cAturmAsAvAsa kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA yaha thI ki vahA~ vibhinna sampradAyoM ke sudRr3ha gar3ha hote hue bhI sampUrNa saMgha meM pArasparika sauhArda aura sadbhAva kA vAtAvaraNa rhaa| nIma kA cauka sthiravAsArtha vayovRddha zrI nandalAlajI ma.sA. virAjita the| unake sAtha paraspara pUrNa prema evaM vAtsalya kA dRzya rhaa| saMgha ke agragaNya suzrAvaka zrI varddhamAnajI pItaliyA, zrI dhUlacanda jI bhaNDArI evaM anyAnya jijJAsuoM kI AcAryazrI kI sannidhi meM jJAnacarcA evaM tattvagoSThiyAM hotI rhiiN| svAdhyAya evaM adhyAtmacintana kA vAtAvaraNa banA rhaa| gajor3AvAle vayovRddha hIrAlAlajI gAMdhI, cAMdamala jI gAMdhI, lakSmIcandajI muNota Adi kI sevAeM vizeSa ullekhanIya rhiiN| isa cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI ko TAiphAiDa ho gyaa| taba vahA~ ke saMgha ne evaM vaidya rAmabilAsa jI rAma snehI ne pUrNa tatparatA se sevA kii|
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________________ ajamera sAdhu-sammelana meM bhUmikA (saMvat 1990) akhila bhAratIya jaina kAnphreMsa ne samagra bhArata kI bAIsa sampradAyoM ke nAma se vikhyAta sthAnakavAsI sAdhuoM kA eka bRhat sammelana ajamera nagara meM caitra zuklA 10 saMvat 1990 tadanusAra 5 aprela 1933 se Ayojita karane kA nizcaya kiyaa| samAja ke vayovRddha zrAvaka pramukha-muniyoM se samparka kara eka bhUmikA taiyAra karane meM saMlagna the| AcArya zrI kI sevA meM bhI kAnphrensa kA ziSTa maNDala ratalAma phuNcaa| ziSTa maNDala kI prArthanA evaM muni saMgha ke hita kI bhAvanA se Apa zrI kA bhI vihAra isa lakSya se mAlavA se rAjasthAna kI ora huaa| sailAnA, khAcaroda, pIpalodA hote hue Apa pratApagar3ha pdhaare| yahA~ RSi sampradAya ke pramukha saMta zrI AnaMda RSi jI ma.sA. jo ki Age calakara zramaNa saMgha ke AcArya bane, se ApakA madhura milana huA, jisase pArasparika sauhArda meM abhivRddhi huii| AcArya zrI kramazaH choTI sAdar3I, nimbAher3A evaM cittaur3a padhAre aura aneka mahattvapUrNa aitihAsika tathyoM kA adhyayana aura saMkalana kiyaa| hamIragar3ha Adi kSetroM meM alakha jagAte hue AcArya zrI bhIlavAr3A padhAre aura bhavyAtmAoM ko adhyAtma kA rasAsvAda karAte hue baner3A phuNce| baner3A se kekar3I padhAre jahA~ anyapakSIya zrAvakoM ke sAtha aitihAsika zAstrArtha huaa| 16 pharavarI 1939 se eka saptAha taka mUrtipUjaka samAja ke sAtha cale likhita | zAstrArtha meM Apane prAMjala saMskRta bhASA meM saTIka samIcIna evaM pANDityapUrNa samAdhAna die, jisase zAstrArtha nirNAyaka kaTTara mUrtipUjaka paNDita zrI mUlacandajI zAstrI atyanta prabhAvita hue| unhoMne nirNaya diyA ki AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke uttara jaina dharma kI dRSTi se bahuta saTIka evaM samucita haiN| isa zAstrArtha ke pazcAt kekaDI ke digambara evaM zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka sampradAya kA joza ThaMDA par3a gayA aura sthAnakavAsI santa-satiyoM ko zAstrArtha ke lie lalakAranA banda ho gyaa| isa zAstrArtha meM sthAnIya mantrI zrI dhanarAjajI nAhaTA kI mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA rhii| zAstrArtha meM huI vijaya se ApakI yazakIrti dUra-dUra taka phaila gii| yahA~ dhanarAjajI nAhaTA, cA~damalajI, sUrajamala jI Adi taruNoM meM bar3A utsAha thaa| saravAr3a kI bhAvabhInI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhakara AcAryazrI vahA~ padhAre / yahA~ zrI sAINasiMhajI, zrI tArAcandajI kakkar3a Adi ne sevA kA pUrA lAbha liyaa| dharma-pracAra aura saMgaThana ke lie AcAryazrI kI preraNA se yahA~ niyamita prArthanA aura dhArmika zikSaNa kA kArya prArambha huaa| saravAr3a Adi kSetroM se hote hue kizanagar3ha Agamana huaa| tatra virAjita pravartaka zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA. ne AcAryazrI kI atyanta bhAvavibhora hokara agavAnI kii| pravartaka zrI ApakI laghuvaya meM jJAna-dhyAna kI prakharatA evaM tejasvitA dekhakara abhibhUta ho utthe| paMjAba kesarI yuvAcArya zrI kAzIrAmajI mahArAja, pravartaka pUjya zrI pannAlAlajI ma. ke sAtha AcAryazrI ke sneha milana kI triveNI ko dekhakara kizanagar3ha saMgha AnaMda vibhora ho utthaa| pramukha santoM meM ajamera meM hone vAle vRhad sAdhu sammelana ke sambaMdha meM vicAra vinimaya huaa| sammelana meM sampradAya kA pratinidhitva kinako diyA jAe yaha nirNaya karane evaM khAsa-khAsa bAtoM meM paramparA kI bhUmikA rakhane ke sambandha meM sthavira muniyoM evaM AcArya zrI kI sannidhi meM saba santoM se vicAra vimarza huaa| ____ AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI ma. sA. ke Agamana kI sUcanA pAkara caritanAyaka apane sAdhuvRnda ke sAtha lIr3I)
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 72 | grAma pdhaare| donoM mahAn santoM kA milana paraspara vicAroM ke AdAna-pradAna ke kAraNa aura bhI mahattvapUrNa bana gayA / | vRhad sAdhu sammelana kA samaya najadIka thA, AcArya zrI ne apane santoM ke sAtha ajamera kI ora prasthAna kiyA / maMjhalA kada, unnata bhAla, pRSTha bhAga para dharmazAstroM ke puTThe, nIcI najara, skandha para rajoharaNa dhAraNa kiye taruNa vaya AcArya pravara meM mAno dharmAcaraNa sAkAra ho uThA ho| aise zvetavastradhArI AcArya zrI ke caraNakamala ajamera dharA para par3ate hI jaya-jayakAra ke nAroM se gagana guMjAyamAna hone lagA / janamedinI sAdhucaryA ke kAyakleza se cintita thI aura AcArya zrI vibhinna ikAiyoM meM vibhakta hokara chinna-bhinna ho rahe jaina samAja ko ekatA ke sUtra Abaddha karane kA cintana kara rahe the / zramaNa zramaNI varga meM vyApta bhinna-bhinna samAcAriyAM, bhinna-bhinna AcAra-vicAra parvArAdhana kI tithiyoM meM matabheda, dravya aura bhAva ke bheda se matAntara Adi para vicAra kara samAna zramaNAcAra aura samAna tithi parva kaise hoM, ityAdi saMgha- aikya viSayaka cintana karane lage / acAnaka paNDita ratna zatAvadhAnI muni zrI ratnacandra jI mahArAja kI ora se vRhad sAdhu sammelana ko eka varSa Age sthagita kiye jAne kI saMstuti para AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma. ne pUrva nirdhArita samaya para hI sammelana karane | kA abhimata prakaTa kiyaa| isase caritanAyaka kI dRr3ha nirNaya kSamatA kA paricaya milaa| vRhada sAdhu sammelana kA dRzya adbhuta thA / 5 se 19 aprela 1933 taka cale isa sammelana meM sthAnakavAsI | paramparA kI vibhinna sampradAyoM ke 463 zramaNoM evaM 1132 zramaNiyoM meM se isa sammelana meM 238 zramaNa evaM 40 | zramaNiyAM upasthita thIM / sammelana meM 26 sampradAyoM ke 76 pratinidhi munirAjoM ne bhAga liyA / caritanAyaka AcArya zrI hastI pUjya zrI ralacaMdajI ma.sA. kI sampradAya kA netRtva kara rahe the / paramparA ke vayovRddha anubhavavRddha svAmIjI bhojarAjajI ma evaM zrI cauthamalajI ma. bhI Apake sAtha pratinidhi the / ajamera nagara meM dharma devoM kA zubhAgamana aisA lagatA thA ki mAnoM svarga se deva hI bhUmi para Aye hoM vibhinna prAMtoM se padhAre saMtoM ko samIra zubha kAryAlaya, kesarI caMdajI kI havelI evaM kacerI meM ThaharAyA gayA / rAjasthAna, gujarAta aura paMjAba ke saMta samIra zubha kAryAlaya meM virAje / AcArya zrI tIsarI maMjila meM virAja rahe the madhya meM kavivarya zrI nAnacandajI ma.sA, zrI maNilAlajI ma.sA. evaM zatAvadhAnI zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. virAja rahe the / | kueM ke pAsa kaccha ke pUjya zrI nAnacanda jI ma. sA., daravAje para paMjAbakezarI yuvAcArya zrI kAzIrAmajI ma.sA, upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ma.sA, gaNivarya zrI udayacaMdajI ma.sA, vAcaspati zrI madanalAlajI ma.sA. Adi paMjAbI saMta virAje hue the / nIce ke bhAga meM marudhara kesarI zrI mizrImalajI ma.sA, zrI chaganalAlajI ma.sA, aura zrI kundanamalajI ma.sA. Adi saMtagaNa saba santa munirAjoM kI dekharekha evaM samhAla ke liye virAje hue the / sammelana ke samaya lagabhaga 50 hajAra zrAvaka-zrAvikA ajamera meM upasthita the 1 samIra zubha kAryAlaya bhavana (mamaiyoM ke nohare) meM bar3a ke nIce sammelana kI baiThakeM hotI thIM, jinameM pratinidhigaNa golAkAra virAjate / sammelana kA zubhArambha zatAvadhAnI zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. dvArA prArthanA evaM ApazrI dvArA saMskRta meM maMgalAcaraNa ke sAtha huaa| Apa dvArA prastuta svaracita maMgalAcaraNa kI kucha maMgala kar3iyA~ isa prakAra haiM "saphalayatu munisammelanamado, vijayatAM munisammelanamadaH / kAlA bahoH suSuptAM jainIM jAtimaho sammadaH / sambodhayati mAtamadhvAnaM sampadaH / / "
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 73 sammelana kI kAryavAhI ko zAntipUrvaka saMcAlita karane hetu gaNivarya zrI udayacandajI ma.sA. evaM zatAvadhAnI zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. ko zAntirakSaka banAyA gyaa| muni sammelana kA mukhya lakSya pakkhI, saMvatsarI ke vivAda ko miTA kara samAja meM eka vAkyatA lAnA thaa| parantu pUjya zrI hukamIcandajI ma.sA. kI sampradAya ke do pUjyoM ke ekIkaraNa hetu zrI marudharakezarI jI ma.sA. ke satyAgraha evaM janatA ke AMdolana se muni sammelana kA adhika samaya usI meM calA gyaa| aMtatogatvA dharmavIra zrI durlabhajI evaM seTha zrI vardhamAna jI pitaliyA kI sUjhabUjha aura pUrNa Agraha se AcArya zrI javAharalAlajI ma.sA. ne svIkAra kiyA ki zatAvadhAnI jI mahArAja , pUjya zrI amolaka RSi jI mahArAja aura yuvAcArya zrI kAzIrAmajI ma.sA. Adi pramukha saMta baMda liphAphe meM jo nirNaya deMge, use hama mAnya kreNge| kucha kAla ke bAda zatAvadhAnI jI ma.sA. Adi muni maMDala ne donoM AcAryoM ke samAdhAna kI ghoSaNA kii| harSadhvani ke sAtha pUre saMgha meM harSa va jaya jayakAra ke nAroM ke sAtha AkAza gUMja utthaa| donoM AcAryoM kA eka sAtha AhAra saMbaMdha cAlU huaa| sammelana kA sabase bar3A lAbha eka dUsare se dUra rahane vAle saMtoM kA prema milana aura pIDhiyoM se bichur3e bhAiyoM kA milana thaa| bAla dIkSA, saMvatsarI parva, sacittAcitta vicAra evaM pratikramaNa Adi carcA ke mukhya viSaya the| samAcArI meM kaI sarvamAnya niyamoM kA nirNaya huaa| bAla-dIkSA para bahasa ke bAda utsarga meM 16 varSa kI Ayu niyata kI gii| saMvatsarI kI ekatA ke liye sAdhu-zrAvakoM kI eka samiti banA kara usakA nirNaya sarvamAnya rakhA gyaa| sacitta acitta nirNaya para bhI carcA huii| nAja kI carcA para upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ma. ke sAtha AcArya zrI kA bhI nAma thaa| vicAra vimarza ke bAda bIjoM | kA vyavahAra meM saMghaTTA TAlanA taya huaa| eka pratikramaNa ke liye gaThita samiti meM zrI chaganalAlajI ma. zrI saubhAgyamunijI ma. evaM pUjya AcArya zrI the| eka pratikramaNa evaM saMvatsarI ke pratikramaNa meM 20 logassa kA nirNaya mAnya huaa| sammelana meM eka aura mahattvapUrNa upalabdhi kA kArya - paMjAba kI vibhinna sampradAyoM meM pracalita pagI aura paraMparA ke bheda kA sadA ke liye hala nikAlakara paMjAba zramaNa saMgha kI ekatA sthApita karanA thaa| sammelana meM samAgata vividha sampradAyoM ke 6-7 AcAryoM meM ratnavaMza ke pratinidhi hamAre caritanAyaka AcArya zrI laghu vaya ke AcArya the phira bhI saba unakA sammAna rakhate the, unakI hara bAta ko dhyAna se sunA gayA evaM hara nirNaya meM unakI rAya ko mahattva diyA gyaa| unakA jJAna-vRddhatva 'vRddhatvaM jarasA vinA' kI ukti ko sArthaka kara rahA thaa| saMtoM meM pArasparika vAtsalya, guNoM kI kadra aura samAjahita kI bhAvanA thii| sammelana meM caritanAyaka ke aneka ajJAta guNa rekhAMkita hue| unakA cintana bhI mukharita huA, jaise -1. buddhimAna ko cAhie ki vaha upAyoM ke sAtha apAyoM (bAdhAoM) kA bhI vicAra kArya prArambha karane ke pUrva hI kara le| 2. vivAdagrasta evaM jaTila bAtoM ke hala vidvat samiti se hoN| 3. saMgaThana bhedabhAva miTAtA hai| maiM bar3A aura merI sampradAya bar3I kI bhAvanA ke sthAna para 'hama saba mahAvIra ke putra haiM aura sabhI hamAre bAMdhava haiN|' isa prakAra kA sadbhAva saphalatA kA dvAra hai| 4. kalyANa ke kAryakrama zAstra va loka se anumodita hoM / 5. niSpakSa va nirabhimAnI ko pramukha banAyA jaae| 6. carcA athavA vAda meM sambaMdhita pakSoM kI upasthiti Avazyaka hai| unakA yaha cintana bar3e-bar3e santoM ko bhI saTIka lgaa| ___ AcAryazrI ko sammelana kI kAryavAhI ke lie 'viSaya nirdhAraNa samiti' kA sadasya, mevAr3a aura mAlavA prAnta ke kAryavAhaka maMtrI, mAravAr3a pradeza ke jJAnapracAraka maMDala ke sadasya, sAdhu-zrAvaka pratikramaNa vidhi, pATha zuddhi -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM azuddhi dIkSAvidhi aura pratyAkhyAna vidhi nirNaya samiti kA sadasya tathA AgamoddhAraka samiti kA sadasya manonIta kiyA gayA, jo caritanAyaka kI gambhIratA, sajagatA, vidvattA ke sAtha sarvapriyatA ko rekhAMkita karatA hai| aneka jaTila aura vivAdAspada mata vaibhinya ke viSayoM ko sulajhAne meM ApakI yogyatA kI sabhI ne sarAhanA kii| sammelana ke antima dina kaoNnphreMsa ke adhivezana meM na jAkara caritanAyaka ne atIva dUradarzitA kA paricaya diyaa| usa dina aneka pUjya munirAjoM ko dhvanivardhaka yantra meM bolanA pdd'aa| AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. nahIM bole , anya santoM ne usakA prAyazcitta liyA, kintu pUjya caritanAyaka hastImalajI ma.sA. to pUrNata: nirdoSa rUpeNa baca gae, jisakI sarvatra zlAghA huii| pUjya javAharAcArya kI bhASA meM -"AcArya hastImalajI ma.sA. sabase catura nikle|" prAthamika hone para bhI ajamera sammelana meM jo kArya huA, utanA Age ke sammelanoM meM nahIM ho skaa| caritanAyaka ne apane saMsmaraNa meM svayaM likhA hai -"sAmpradAyika samasyAoM meM binA ulajhe sarala mana se gItArthoM ko kArya karane kA avasara diyA jAtA to bahuta bar3A kArya ho sakatA thaa|"
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________________ mAravAr3a evaM mevAr3a meM vicaraNa (saMvat 1990-1994) * jodhapura cAturmAsa : upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ke sAtha (saMvat 1990) jodhapura zrI saMgha kI ora se zrI candanamalajI muthA, zrI zambhUnAtha jI modI, zrI lacchIrAmajI sAMDa prabhRti zrAvakoM kI bhAvabharI utkaTa vinati ke kAraNa upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja evaM caritanAyaka kA saMyukta cAturmAsa (saMvat 1990) jodhapura ke lie svIkRta huaa| prathama milana hone para bhI donoM paramparAoM ke muniyoM meM AtmIyatA kI lahara daur3a gii| donoM mahApuruSa apane muni-maNDala sahita ajamera se vihAra kara puSkara, thAMvalA, mer3atA siTI Adi grAma-nagaroM meM dharmodyota karate hue hue pIpAr3a pdhaare| upAdhyAya zrI kAbaroM ke nohare meM aura caritanAyaka upAzraya (pukharAja kI pAThazAlA) meM viraaje| donoM mahApuruSoM ke vyAkhyAna eka hI sthAna kAbarA ke nohare meM hote rhe| taduparAnta vi.saM.1990 kA saMyukta cAturmAsa karane hetu jodhapura pdhaare| jodhapura ke nAgarika harSita evaM utsAhita the| dharmArAdhana khUba huaa| santoM meM paraspara itanA prema bhAva thA ki kisI ko sampradAya bheda kA AbhAsa hI nahIM hotA thaa| donoM saMghATakoM ke zramaNoM ne zAstroM ke adhyayana-vAcana kA Ananda liyaa| upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAma jI ma. aura pUjya zrI ke isa saMyukta cAturmAsa meM aneka upalabdhiyAM huiiN| isI cAturmAsa meM upAdhyAya zrI ne tattvArthasUtra ke sabhI sUtroM kA jainAgamoM meM udgama khojA jisase 'jainAgama tattvArtha samanvaya' grantha taiyAra huaa| isakI pANDulipi | kA lekhana paM. duHkhamocana jI jhA ne kiyaa| caritanAyaka kI mauna aura dhyAna-sAdhanA kA bhI vikAsa huaa| jodhapura ke dharma premI bhaktoM ne santoM kI sevA evaM samAdhi kA pUrA dhyAna rkhaa| ekadA upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ma.sA. ke eka santa mohavaza adRzya ho ge| unheM naye pradeza meM isa prakAra kI ghaTanA se vizeSa duHkha huaa| AcArya zrI ko bhI bar3A vicAra huA, para Age prakAza dikhaa| utsAhI yuvA samAjasevI zrI vijayamalajI kumbhaTa ne apane sahayogiyoM ke mAdhyama se binA kisI ko khabara die gaveSaNA kI aura adRzya hue muni ko vApasa upAdhyAya zrI kI sevA meM pahuMcAkara zAnti kI sAMsa lii| yuvakoM meM gopanIyatA, anuzAsana aura niSkAma sevA dekha santa-samudAya ko bhI bar3I prasannatA huii| bujurga zrAvakoM meM candanamalajI muthA, nAharamalajI pArakha, dhUlacandajI reDa pArasamalajI luNAvata Adi kI sevAe~ bhI smaraNIya thiiN| zrI daulatarUpacandajI bhaNDArI ke madhura bhajana sabake AkarSaNa ke kendra the| caturvidha saMgha meM zAnti, prIti aura sahayoga kI nIti se osavAla siMha sabhA jodhapura dvArA saMcAlita saradAra hAI skUla meM eka dhArmika pustaka tInoM sampradAyoM ko mAnya ho, vaisI taiyAra kara cAlU kI gii| zAha navaratnamalajI bhANDAvata usa samaya saradAra hAI skUla ke adhyakSa the| caritanAyaka AcArya zrI ne svayaM apane saMsmaraNoM meM isa varSAvAsa kA smaraNa karate hue likhA hai "upAdhyAya zrI ke sahavAsa meM jJAna-dhyAna , vicAra carcA meM AdAna-pradAna kA bar3A lAbha milaa| mauna aura dhyAna-sAdhanA meM hameM kAphI preraNA milii| vayovRddha aura jJAnavRddha hokara bhI ve AcArya pada kA Adara rakhate the|" __ AcArya zrI amarasiMhajI ma.sA. ke samaya ratnavaMzIya vAdImardana zrI kanIrAma jI mahArAja kA unase vAtsalya
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 76 sambandha thaa| phira bahuzruta AcArya zrI vinayacandajI mahArAja ke samaya sarala svabhAvI AtmArthI zrI mayArAma ma. kA vAtsalya sambandha rhaa| isa cAturmAsa se purAnI smRtiyAM jIvanta ho utthii| cAturmAsa ke pazcAt svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI ma. aura zrI lakSmIcandajI ma. pUjya upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ma.sA. kI sevArtha pAlI taka sAtha pdhaare| pArasparika sauhArda kA yaha anUThA udAharaNa hone ke sAtha hI caritanAyaka kI sUjhabUjha, vizAlatA evaM saralatA kA pratIka thaa| AcArya zrI banAr3a, daIkar3A hote hue bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI ma. evaM zrI baDe lakSmIcandajI mahArAja ThANA 2 upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI ma. ko pAlI pahuMcAkara AcArya zrI kI sevA meM bhopAlagaDha padhAra ge| pUjya upAdhyAya zrI ne santoM kI sevA se prasannatA vyakta kii| yahA~ se nADasara, rajalAnI, bAraNI Adi gAMvoM meM dharma-pracAra karate hue nAgaura pdhaare|| caritanAyaka AcArya bhagavanta kA cintana rahA ki caturvidha-saMgha ke saMcAlana, vikAsa evaM abhyudaya meM sAdhvImaMDala kI ahama bhUmikA hai| itihAsa yAkinI mahattarA prabhRti sAdhvImaMDala dvArA kiye gaye upakAra kA sAkSI hai| ratnavaMzIya sAdhvI samudAya ko jJAna-darzana-cAritra ke kSetra meM vizeSa khyAti rahI hai| yaha khyAti - paramparA aura vardhamAna ho, isa hita-cintana ke anurUpa yahA~ sAdhvI-saMgha ke lie eka abhyudayakAriNI maryAdita dinacaryA nizcita kI gii| mahAsatI chogAMjI, amarakaMvara jI, bar3e dhanakaMvara jI Adi sAdhviyA~ bhI vahIM virAja rahI thiiN| ataH caturvidha saMgha kA eka manohArI samAgama huaa| paraspara gahana vicAra-vimarza bhI huaa| * pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 1991) yahA~ se puna: bhopAlagaDha, pIpAr3a, jaitAraNa nImAja, melA kA birA~ThiyA , bara, byAvara evaM sendaDA ko pAvana karate hue caudahavAM cAturmAsa karane vi.saM. 1991 meM pIpAr3a pdhaare| cAturmAsa kAla meM dharmadIpa pradIpta huaa| zrI jugarAja jI muNota, sohanamalajI kaTAriyA, kevalacandajI kAMkariyA, sajjanarAjajI caudharI, rAvatamala jI muthA Adi ne bhajana-bhAva evaM santa-sevA meM pragADha rasa liyaa| aneka taruNoM ne thokar3e siikhe| cAturmAsa ke prAraMbha meM AcArya pravara kI anumati se jodhapura ke mahAmandira meM mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvara jI ne ASADhI pUrNimA ko saMthArA grahaNa kiyA thA jo 52 dinoM meM bhAdrapada zuklA 7 ko siijhaa| divaMgata sAdhvIratnA ko cAra logassa | se zraddhAJjali dI gii| cAturmAsa meM satArA ke seTha zrI motIlAla jI muthA, gulejagaDha ke lAlacandajI muthA tathA sirehamala jI Adi aneka zraddhAluoM ke parivAra dakSiNa-bhArata se Akara muni-sevA aura dharmadhyAna meM nirata rahe / | prajJAcakSu dhUlacandajI surANA kI pratibhA sabako cakita kie binA nahIM rhii| yaha cAturmAsa AdhyAtmika ThATa-bATa se sAnanda sampanna huaa| taduparAnta vihAra kara Apa ThANA 6 ke sAtha jodhapura siMhapola meM virAje / __yahA~ do virakta bahanoM kI saMyama lene kI bhAvanA phalavatI huii| mAgha zuklA paMcamI ke dina jodhapura nivAsI sva. sAMvatarAja jI bAgarecA kI dharmapatnI svarUpakaMvara jI evaM bhopAlagar3havAsI zrI bakhtAvaramala jI mUthA kI dharmapatnI badanakaMvarajI kI bhAgavatI dIkSA mahAsatI. zrI amarakaMvara jI | mahArAja kI nizrA meM sampanna huii| isa avasara para pUjya zrI javAharalAlajI ma. kI paramparA ke zrI zobhAgamala jI ma.sA. bhI upasthita the| jodhapura se Apa byAvara meM dharmajAgaraNa karate hue ajamera pdhaare| yahA~ mAhezvariyoM ke nyAti nohare meM viraaje|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 77 * pAlI cAturmAsa (saMvat 1992) vi.saM. 1992 kA cAturmAsa sampanna karane ke lie AcArya zrI ThANA 6 se pAlI pdhaare| yahA~ nAreloM ke bhakhAra meM ApakA cAturmAsa huA, jo kAlurAmajI reDa kI dharmapatnI ke nezrAya meM thaa| saMgha kA saMgaThana, anuzAsana aura dharmaprema zlAghanIya rhaa| sabhI sampradAyoM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne dharmArAdhana kA lAbha liyaa| pAlI kA cAturmAsa sAnanda dharmavRddhi pUrvaka sampanna huaa| cAturmAsa meM sarva zrI hastImalajI surANA, pukharAjajI lUMkaDa, indramalajI DosI, nathamalajI pagAriyA, hastImalajI reDa Adi vyavasthA meM agraNI the| vayovRddha zrAvaka zrI munnIlAlajI, mUlacandajI kaTAriyA Adi zAstra-zravaNa ke rasika the| isa cAturmAsa kAla meM pUjya zrI sohanalAla jI ma.sA. (paMjAbI) kA amRtasara meM svargagamana hone para, | AcAryapravara ne saMskRta bhASA meM apanI geya bhAvAJjali isa prakAra samarpita kI kAla ! kimu niSkAruNyaM kRtam ||dhru.|| hanta kAla ! nirdayatA - svIkRtahadA tvayA kiM kRtm| nirdhanadhanamiva munisarvasvaM sauvarNaM kiM hatam // 1 // cirapAlitaM manIndra . nidhAnaM jJAnenAlaGkRtam / vIrasaMghamudbodhayituM yaiH prAnte yatanaM dhRtam // 2 // no munivRndaM saMghaTitaM no zAstraM svaM vodbhutam / jinazAsanoddidhIrSA - vidhito vidhinA pRthkkRtm||3|| yatamAnAnAM sAdhanahInaM zaminAM smyaa''dRtm| pUjyaiH sohanalAlamunIndrairdevatvaM saMbhRtam // 4 // hastimallamunirabhyarthayate giirvaannaalysRtm| sadA kAryamAryairAhatamiha divyatayopakRtam / / 5 / / racanA kA bhAva isa prakAra hai - "he kAla ! tumane nirdayatA svIkAra kara yaha kyA kiyA ? nirdhana ke dhana kI | bhA~ti muni sarvasva sauvarNa kA haraNa kara liyaa| jJAna se alaGkRta muni zrI ne paMjAba meM vIrasaMgha ko udbodhita karane | kA yatna kiyaa|" paM. duHkhamocanajI jhA ne pRthak rUpeNa saMskRta bhASA viracita zraddhAJjali preSita kii| pAlI kA saphala cAturmAsa sampanna kara AcArya zrI sojata, byAvara hote hue vayovRddha mahAsatI jI bar3e rAdhAjI ko darzana dene ajamera padhAre / ajamera zrI saMgha evaM sthiravAsa virAjita mahAsatIjI ke Agraha se agale cAturmAsa ke lie ajamera kI vinati svIkAra kI gii| mahAsatIjI ko darzana dekara Apa zrI kizanagar3ha, madanagaMja Adi kSetroM ko pAvanakara zeSakAla meM jayapura padhAre / mArga meM pUjya zrI mannAlAlajI ma. kI paramparA ke AtmArthI muni zrI khUbacandajI ma.sA. ke sAtha ApakA prema-milana huaa| jayapura meM dharmapracAra kara cAturmAsArtha ajamera pdhaare| * ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 1993) AcArya zrI kA 16vAM cAturmAsa vi. saMvat 1993 meM ThANA 6 se ajamera meM huaa| ajamera meM vairAgyavatI bahana zrImatI harakaMvara jI (koTA nivAsI zrI tejamala jI boharA kI dharmapatnI) dIkSita hone ke lie atyaMta utkaNThita thii| zvasura pakSa se dIkSA ke lie AjJA meM vilamba jAnakara barelI ke seTha zrI ratanalAla jI nAhara ne apane para jimmedArI lekara abhibhAvaka ke rUpa meM dIkSA kI anumati dii| bar3e dhanakaMvara jI mahArAja kI nizrA meM inakI dIkSA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dvitIya bhAdrapada zuklA paMcamI ko sampanna huii| kekar3I meM pUrva meM hue tAttvika praznottaroM kA krama yahA~ bhI calatA rhaa| kRSNalAla jI bAphanA jodhapura ne kaI prazna kie, jinakA samIcIna samAdhAna kiyA gyaa| mUrtipUjaka samAja kI tarapha se mukhavastrikA aura mUrti ke praznoM ko lekara vivAda huA aura caritanAyaka ko zAstrArtha ke lie lalakArA gyaa| ise tatkAla svIkAra kara liyA gayA, kintu suganacanda jI nAhara Adi samAja pramukhoM dvArA likhita rUpa meM prakaTa kie gae zAnti saMdeza ko sunakara donoM ora ke saMta apane sthAna para lauTa Ae aura samAja kI vaha halacala sadA ke lie banda ho gii| isa prakAra ajamera kA aitihAsika cAturmAsa sAnanda sampanna huaa| cAturmAsa kA vihAra to sukha zAntipUrvaka ho gayA, para cAturmAsa meM zrama kI adhikatA se AcArya zrI jvara se pIr3ita ho gye| ApazrI ko kamajorI va pIliyA ke kAraNa mahIne bhara zrI gumAnamalajI lor3hA kI koThI meM virAjanA pdd'aa| svastha ho kara vihAra kI tatparatA kara rahe the ki sahasA munizrI choTe lakSmIcanda jI ke paira para tAMge kA pahiyA phira jAne ke kAraNa gaharI coTa Ane se AcAryazrI kA ajamera meM adhika ThaharanA huaa| pIDhiyoM se hI caturvidha-saMgha kI agAdha-bhakti pUrvaka sevA karane vAle ananya gurubhakta paramparA ke pramukha zrAvaka satArAnivAsI vayovRddha zreSThivarya zrI candanamalajI muthA cAturmAsa kAla meM hI AcArya zrI evaM munimaNDala kI sevA meM yaha nivedana kara gaye the ki "Aja taka to maiM sevA meM AtA rahA / aba gurudeva ! merA antima AnA hai| aba to Apa hI mahArASTra ko pAvana karane kI kRpA kareMge to mujhe darzana ho skeNge|" zrAvakajI kI gadgad bhASA meM kI gaI prArthanA asarakAraka thii| ata: muni lakSmIcanda jI ke svAsthyalAbha karane para caritanAyaka ne munimaMDala ke sAtha mahArASTra ko lakSya kara ajamera se prasthAna kiyaa| ajamera kesaragaMja se nasIrAbAda, bAndanavAr3A, bhinAya, TAMToTI, vijayanagara, gulAbapurA, baner3A hote hue bhIlavAr3A pdhaare| vahAM holI cAturmAsa huaa| zekhekAla meM AcAryazrI ke kapAsana meM hue vyAkhyAnoM se dharmaprabhAvanA huii| vahA~ se vihAra kara karer3A, mAvalI, debArI hote hue AyaDa pdhaare| vahA~ koThArI jI kI bAr3I meM viraaje| vahA~ se udayapura pdhaare| yahA~ para samAcAra mile ki satArA meM cAturmAsa kI vinati karane vAle seTha candanamala jI muthA kA nidhana ho gayA hai| yaha sunate hI vihAra kI gati manda par3a gii| avasara jAnakara udayapura zrI saMgha ne vi.saM. 1994 kA varSAvAsa udayapura meM karane hetu bhAvabharI vinati kI, jo svIkRta huii| * udayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 1994) __isa bIca Asa-pAsa ke anya kSetroM meM jaina dharma ke pracAra ke lakSya se Apa goguMdA pdhaare| prakRti kI goda meM base isa gAMva meM deva, guru evaM dharma kI ArAdhanA kA ThATa rhaa| tadanantara nAthadvArA meM katipaya dina birAje / delavAr3A se ekaliMgajI hote hue udayapura ke vizAla paMcAyatI nohare meM cAturmAsArtha pdhaare| yahAM kA sampUrNa sthAnakavAsI jaina | samAja dharma-dhyAna meM pragAr3ha ruci letA rhaa| paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM dharma-dhyAna ke sAtha tapazcaryA kI to mAno jhar3I hI laga gii| isa cAturmAsa meM dIvAna balavanta siMha jI koThArI kI mahattvapUrNa zraddhA-bhakti evaM bhUmikA rhii| mukhyata: unake Agraha se hI yaha cAturmAsa udayapura meM huaa| Apa pratidina AcAryapravara kA pravacana zravaNa karane ke anantara hI darabAra meM pahuMcate, ata: prAya: vilamba ho jaataa| mahArANA ne dIvAna sAhaba se vilamba kA kAraNa pUchA to dIvAna sAhaba ne pharamAyA ki yahA~ mAravAr3a ke laghuvaya ke jainAcArya virAja rahe haiM, maiM pratidina unakA pravacana sunakara darabAra meM AtA hU~, ata: vilamba ho jAtA hai| mahArANA ke mana meM jainAcArya ke darzana evaM pravacana zravaNa kI utkaTa abhilASA huI aura dIvAna balavanta siMha jI se kahA-"hameM bhI laghuvaya ke jainAcArya ke darzana karAie, darabAra meM
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa vyAkhyAna karAie aura mahala meM pagalyA kraaie|" dIvAna koThArI sAhaba ne mahArANA kI bhAvanA se AcArya zrI ko avagata kraayaa| AcAraniSTha AcArya zrI ne darabAra meM jAne kI svIkRti pradAna nahIM kii| dIvAna sAhaba asamaMjasa kI sthiti meM the| mahArANA ko nA karanA unheM ucita pratIta nahIM ho rahA thA, ata: unhoMne eka yukti socI aura gurudeva ke samIpa saMdeza bhijavAyA - "gurudeva ! maiM asvastha hU~, kRpayA mAMgalika dekara kRtArtha kreN|" AcAryapravara vahA~ padhAre, kintu vahA~ darabAra ke padhArane kI taiyArI dekhakara dIvAna sAhaba se bole - "mere sAmane bhI anyathA kahate ho|" AcArya zrI turanta jisa dizA se Ae the usI dizA kI ora lauTa ge| yaha ghaTanA AcAryapravara ke anAsakta jIvana kI dyotaka hone ke sAtha isa yazasvinI ratnavaMza paramparA ke pUrvAcArya mahApuruSoM ke jIvanAdarza ki 'DokarI ke ghara meM nAhara ro kaMI kAma' kI sahaja smRti dilA detI hai| kahA~ eka ora apanI yaza prasiddhi ke liye rAjA mahArAjAoM, sattAdhIzoM ko bulAne kA upakrama va kahA~ Agraha hone para bhI aise avasaroM se bacane kA bhaav| yadi vyasana-mukti, va madyamAMsa tyAga kA prasaMga ho to alaga bAta hai , anyathA mAtra yazakAmanA, prazaMsA prasiddhi ke liye aise prasaMgoM se pare | rahanA isa paramparA ke mahApuruSoM kI maulika vizeSatA rahI hai| mahArANA unakI isa phakkar3atA evaM santa-svarUpatA para mugdha the| vaijJAnika DA. daulatasiMhajI koThArI kI upasthiti meM candraprajJaptisUtra kA AcArya zrI ne TIkA sahita vAcana kiyaa| DA. koThArI ke khagolajJAna kA Agama zAstrIya khagola varNana se tulanA kA krama bhI claa| mevAr3a hI nahIM, apitu mAravAr3a aura sudUra prAntoM ke loga bhI bar3I saMkhyA meM darzana aura pravacana kA lAbha lene aae| * sailAnA kI ora udayapura se kAnoDa, bar3I sAdar3I, choTI sAdar3I hote hue mAlava bhUmi meM praveza kiyA aura sailAnA pdhaare| sailAnA meM mahArAja dilIpa siMha jI kA rAjya thaa| yahA~ ke dIvAna pyAre kizana jI satsaMga ke premI the| unhoMne isa avasara para eka vidvatsabhA kA Ayojana kiyA, jise sambodhita karate hue AcAryazrI ne kahA "AryAvarta kI prAcIna adhyAtmaparaka saMskRti ko punarjIvita karane kA bhAra vidvAnoM para hai| ve naI paudha meM ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya Adi lokakalyANakArI bhAvanAoM ke saMskAra bharakara bhArata kI bhAvI pIr3hI ke naitika, sAmAjika aura dhArmika dharAtala ko U~cA uThAne kA prabala prayAsa kreN|" isI daurAna AcArya zrI kI AjJA se jodhapura ke mahAmaMdira meM mArgazIrSa zuklA paMcamI ko zrImatI phUlakaMvara jI (dharmapatnI zrI pRthvIrAja jI bhaMsAlI) kI bhAgavatI dIkSA sampanna huii| inheM hulAsaka~varajI kI ziSyA ghoSita kiyA gyaa| * svAmIjI bhojarAjajI mahArAja kA svargArohaNa sailAnA se jAvarA hote hue AcArya zrI ratalAma pdhaare| mahAgar3ha se vayovRddha svAmI zrI bhojarAja jI | AcAryazrI kI sevA meM ratalAma Ate samaya mArga meM asvastha ho ge| thor3e ThIka hote hI svAmIjI ratalAma padhAra ge| vihAra aura bukhAra kI durbalatA se svAsthya meM vizeSa kamajorI A gaI thii| vizeSajJa cikitsakoM evaM prakhyAta vaidya rAmabilAsajI dvArA lagana se upacAra kie jAne para bhI lAbha nahIM huaa| tapa:pUta svAmIjI ko mana hI mana Asanna avasAna kA AbhAsa ho gayA thaa| ata: unhoMne apane pAsa ke panne santoM ko samhalA die| unhoMne zrI amaramunijI ke viSaya meM bholAvaNa dI, isa para caritanAyaka ne unheM Azvasta karate hue kahA-"Apa nizcinta rhie|
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________________ 80 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM munizrI jisa prakAra Apake gurubaMdhu haiM, mere bhI bar3e bhAI haiN|" svAmI jI kA vi.saM. 1994 kI phAlguna zuklA ekAdazI ko saMthArApUrvaka dehatyAga huaa| isa kSati se vAtAvaraNa viSAdamaya ho gyaa| antima yAtrA meM ratalAma evaM Asa-pAsa ke grAma-nagaroM ke hajAroM zraddhAAluoM ne bhAga liyaa| svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI mahArAja ne vikrama saMvat 1958 meM dIkSA grahaNa kara lagabhaga 36 varSa saMyama pAlana kiyaa| unhoMne tIna AcAryoM AcArya zrI vinayacandrajI ma.sA, AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. evaM AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kI sevA kA lAbha prApta kiyaa| mIThA, tela, dUdha tathA dahI ke tyAgI svAmIjI ma.sA. ne AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke adhyayana meM jo anya kAryoM se nizcintatA pradAna kI, vaha cirasmaraNIya rhegii| jaba AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. adhyayanarata rahate the, taba svAmIjI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. Agantuka darzanArthiyoM ko dUra se khir3akI Adi meM se darzana karane ke liye kaha dete the, tAki adhyayana meM vyavadhAna na ho| zAnta, dAnta, sevAbhAvI evaM saralaprakRti ke santa svAmI bhojarAjajI ko zraddhAMjali dete hue sabakI A~khe nama thiiN| AcArya zrI ne svayaM apane saMsmaraNa meM likhA hai -"svAmI zrI bhojarAjajI ma. ke svargavAsa se ratna zramaNavarga meM hI nahIM, pUre sthAnakavAsI samAja meM eka sevAbhAvI aura ucca vicAraka santa kI kamI | ho gii| svAmIjI sAdhu-sAdhvI varga ke lie 'dhAya mA~ ' ke samAna vAtsalya bhAva meM ajor3a the|"
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________________ mahArASTra evaM karnATaka kI dharA para (saMvat 1995-1999) - -A svAmIjI ke svargArohaNa ke anantara phAlguna zuklA dvAdazI ko AcArya zrI ke nirdezAnusAra mahAsatI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI, rUpakaMvara jI ma. Adi satiyoM ne mAravAr3a kI ora vihAra kiyA aura AcArya zrI ne agale dina mahArASTra kI ora / kasAroM ke maMdira se dilIpa nagara, dharAr3a, vilapAMkha, varamAvara, mUlathAna, badanAvara, kAnavana, nAgadA ko padaraja se pAvana karate hue caitra zuklA ekama ko dhAranagara padhAre / tIna pravacana karane ke pazcAt devalA, nAlachA hote hue mANDU ke kile meM sthita prAcIna jaina mandira meM virAje / vahA~ se bhagavAniyAM ghATA, Usa grAma, dhAmaNoda, nibarANI, ThIkarI, khurramapurA, varUphATaka, julvANiyA, bAlasamudra, bhorazAlI, sendhavA, gavAr3I, palAsanera, sAMgavI, hAukher3a, dahIvada sirapura, bagAr3I, jAtar3A, varasI, naDANA, karamANI pdhaare| mahArASTra ke isa mArga kA adhikAMza bhU bhAga pahAr3I hai| bhagavAniyA ghATA bhayAnaka ghATA hai, jisameM car3hAI ke sAtha-sAtha nau kilomITara kI DhalAna hai| ThIkarI grAma meM | jainoM ke do ghara haiN| sendhavA meM kAThiyAvAr3I ke sthAnakavAsiyoM ke sAta-ATha ghara haiN| AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM se | yahA~ ke jaina dharmAvalambiyoM meM abhinava sphUrti kA saMcAra huaa| sendhavA se sirapura ke bIca adhikatara bhIloM kI bastI haiN| isa vihArakAla meM zrI takhtamala jI kaTAriyA sevA meM sAtha rhe| santoM ko eka grAma se dUsare grAma pada-yAtrA karate huye kitanI kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai, yaha isa yAtrA meM sahaja anubhava kiyA jA sakatA thaa| bIhar3a jaMgala, U~cI pahAr3iyAM, ajaina bastiyA~, aparicita loga, sabhI kucha pratikUla hone para bhI sAdhvAcAra ke niyamoM ke prati aDiga bhAva evaM paristhitiyoM ke prati samabhAva, yaha hI to sAdhanA hai| sAdhu samasta parISahoM meM bhI prasannatA kA bhAva lupta nahIM hone detaa| kahA gayA hai- sama-suha-dukkha-sahe ya je sa bhikkhU (dazavaikAlika 10.11) jo sukha aura duHkha ko samabhAva pUrvaka sahana karatA hai, vaha bhikSu hai| bhikSu zAnta hotA hai evaM apane kartavya pakSa ko samyak prakAra se jAnatA hai-'uvasaMte aviheDae je sa bhikkhU (dazavaikAlika 10.10) vihAra krama meM Apa akSaya tRtIyA ke pAvana dina sovanagiri pdhaare| yahAM eka digambara jaina maMdira meM viraaje| tadanantara dhUliyA pdhaare| zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM dvArA agavAnI kI gii| ahamadanagara ke zrIsaMgha ke 25 zrAvaka pramukhoM ne ahamadanagara cAturmAsa hetu prArthanA kii| dhUliyA meM svAdhyAya aura tapa-tyAga kI jhar3I sI laga gii| yahA~ AcArya zrI ke parama bhakta zrI bhIkamacanda jI caudharI, lAlacandajI, seTha mizrImalajI Adi ne sevA kA acchA lAbha liyaa| yahA~ manasA, vacasA, karmaNA saMgha-sevA meM samarpita gurubhakta sva. zrI candanamalajI muthA ke bhatIje zrI motIlAlajI muthA darzanArtha pdhaare| unake mana meM kheda thA, jise prakaTa karate hue Apane gurudeva se kahA-"kAkAjI kI bhAvapUrNa vinati ke anurUpa Apa zrI to atyanta kRpA kara vikaTa parISahoM ko sahate hue mahArASTra padhAre, para daivayoga se kAkAjI nahIM rhe| Apake isa bhUmi para padArpaNa evaM Apake darzana kara ve kitane pramudita hote|" * ahamadanagara cAturmAsa (saM. 1995) mAlegAMva, manamAr3a yevalA Adi kSetroM ko pravacana-pIyUSa se punIta kara Apa AmborI, pIpalagAMva, bhiMgAra hote hue
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM cAturmAsArtha ahamadanagara ke navIpeTha dharmasthAnaka meM pdhaare| vi. saMvat 1995 ke Apake isa 18veM cAturmAsa meM lagabhaga 500 jaina gharoM vAle isa vyAvasAyika nagara meM jaina-ajaina sabhI ne dharmArAdhana kA lAbha liyaa| caritanAyaka ne yahAM Agama-sampAdana kA kArya apane hAtha meM liyaa| ise ahamadanagara cAturmAsa kI vizeSa upalabdhi hI kahA jaaegaa| bambaI vizvavidyAlaya meM ardhamAgadhI ke prazikSaNa hetu pAThya pustaka dazavaikAlika sUtra durlabha hai, yaha jAnakara dazavaikAlika sUtra sarala saMskRta TIkA evaM hindI anuvAda sahita taiyAra karavAyA aura amolakacandajI surapuriyA ne usakA marAThI anuvAda kiyaa| satArA ke zreSThivara zrI motIlAla jI muthA kA isameM vizeSa sahayoga rhaa| ahamadanagara mahArASTra kA pramukha nagara evaM sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha kA pramukha kendra hone se yahA~ acchI dharmaprabhAvanA hotI thii| nagara kA saMgha sarala, bhaktimAna, sevAbhAvI aura mahArASTra kA karNabhUSaNa kahA jA sakatA hai| zrI mANakacandajI muthA, bhAU sA. zrI kundanamalajI phirodiyA, zrI pUnamacanda jI bhaNDArI Adi yahA~ ke pramukha kAryakartA the| zrI sirahamalajI loDhA, dhoMDI rAmajI Adi zrAvaka zAstra-zravaNa ke uttama rasika the| sevAbhAvI zrI megharAjajI muNota evaM zrI kundanamalajI jasarAjajI gUgale kI bhakti vizeSa sarAhanIya thii| yahA~ eka zrAvaka aise the jo 17 varSoM se dugdhAhAra hI karate the evaM mauna rakhate the / ratnavaMza kI paramparA ke mUlapuruSa pUjya kazalojI ma. ke sAMsArika vaMzaja sonaI ke zrI kezarImalajI, uttamacandajI caMgeriyA kA parivAra bhI yahA~ hI rahatA thA caMgeriyA parivAra ne bhI sevA kA pUrA lAbha liyaa| caritanAyaka mahArASTra ke vibhinna grAmINa kSetroM meM yatra-tatra base hue logoM ko dharmabodha dene ke lakSya se AraNagAMva, akolanera, sArolA, AstagAMva, rAjanagAMva, belabaNDI, lUnI, pAragAMva Adi kSetroM meM padhAre aura dharma mArga se udAsIna hue jaina gRhasthoM ko bodha dete hue zrIgomadA padhAre / yahA~ se dharma-pracAra karate hue kuNDe gavvaNa, viTThANa hote hue pauSakRSNA 13 ko ghor3anadI pdhaare| vahA~ koTA sampradAya ke sthavira muni zrI premacanda jI ma. Adi santa eka hI upAsare meM AcAryazrI ke sAtha birAje / paraspara sauhArda rhaa| sthAnakavAsI sattara gharoM kI bastI vAle isa gAMva | meM pazu bAjAra lagatA thA jisameM vadha ke lie pazuoM kA kraya-vikraya hotA thaa| AcArya zrI kI preraNA se yahAM ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI premarAja jI khAbiyA ne usa pazu bAjAra ko banda karavAyA tathA jina sthAnoM para bakaroM yA pADoM kI bali dI jAtI thI vahAM bali bhI baMda krvaaii| yahA~ seTha jhUmaramalajI, khAbiyAjI Adi zrAvaka bar3e sevArasika the| adhikAMza loga mAravAr3a ke kosANA Adi grAmoM se Ae hone se unako pUrva kI guru-paramparA kI smRti sahaja thii| sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke paThana-pAThana kI dRSTi se yaha kSetra acchA sAtAkArI thaa| mahAsatI maganaka~varajI ne yahA~ se dIkSA grahaNa kara pUjya chaganalAlajI mahArAja kI sannidhi meM sAdhvIvarga kI pUrti kI thii| AcAryazrI ne pUnA kI ora prasthAna karate hue mArgastha grAmoM ke sAdhumArga kI zraddhA se zithila hue logoM ko preraNAprada bodha dekara dharma meM sthira kiyaa| kAregAMva, rAjaNagAMva, koDhApurI, talegAMva, phUlagAMva, bAgolI, airavAr3A hote hue mAghazuklA saptamI ko pUnA padArpaNa kiyaa| pUnA meM sAdar3I mAravAr3a ke jaina baMdhu apanI aneka dukAneM calAne ke sAtha saMghopayogI kAryoM meM udAratA ke | sAtha dhanarAzi lagAte the| yahA~ sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke 150 ghara the| pUnA meM bar3e sthAnaka meM satiyA~ virAjamAna thIM, ata: Apa choTe sthAnaka meM virAje / vahA~ ke siddhAntapremI zrAvakoM meM zrI multAnamalajI, zrI hIrAlAlajI , zrI dhoMDIrAmajI Adi mukhya the| zrAvikA samAja meM kezarabAI pratibhA sampanna thii| yahA~ kucha dina virAjane ke anantara Apa khir3akI pdhaare| yahA~ jaina vidyAlaya cala rahA thaa| lUMkaDa parivAra kI gurubhakti se dharmadhyAna kA acchA ThATa rhaa| yahA~ vi.saM. 1996 ke cAturmAsa hetu satArA kA ziSTamaMDala rAyabahAdura (seTha zrI motIlAlajI muthA ke netRtva meM upasthita huaa| zrutasevA ke mahattvapUrNa kArya ko Age bar3hAne kI dRSTi se)
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa AcAryapravara ne satArA hetu svIkRti pradAna kii| isI bIca mAgha zuklA 13 saMvat 1995 ko mahAmandira jodhapura meM lADakaMvarajI (dharmapatnI zrI jugarAjajI bhaNDArI) kI dIkSA sampanna huI / lADaka~vara jI ma. ne Age calakara pravartinI pada | ko vibhUSita kiyaa| * satArA cAturmAsa (saMvat 1996) _ AcArya zrI khir3akI se vihAra kara ciJcavar3a, ker3agAMva sTezana, borI, varavaMDa evaM pArasa hote hue dauMr3a phuNce| mArga ke grAma nagaroM ko pharasate hue Apa ThANA chaha se satArA ke bhavAnI maMdira meM cAturmAsa hetu birAje / yahAM sthAnakavAsiyoM ke 15 ghara evaM mAhezvarI samAja ke assI ghara the jo sabhI satsaMga premI the| mahArASTra aura karnATaka ke jaina dharmAvalambiyoM ne isa cAturmAsa meM satArA Akara dharmalAbha liyaa| yahA~ para cAturmAsa meM ekadA Apa prAta:kAla sthaNDila ke lie padhAra rahe the, taba karuNAzIla caritanAyaka ne dayAbhAva se nAgarAja kI rakSA kara usake prANa bcaae| yaha romAMcakArI ghaTanA Apake dvArA likhita saMsmaraNoM meM se yahA~ yathArUpa prastuta hai-"prAta:kAla jaMgala jAte ror3a para logoM ko ikaTThe dekhaa| eka ke hAtha meM laTTha thaa| eka prahAra kiyaa| dUsarA karane vAlA thaa| hamArI najara ror3a ke sAMpa para pdd'ii| maiMne bhAI ke hAtha kI lAThI pakar3I aura nIce sAMpa ko apane hAtha poMchane kA kapar3A DAlakara uThA liyaa| zarIra romAJcita thaa| muni lakSmIcanda sAtha the| maiM jyoMhI usako lie calA, saba dekhate raha ge| eka bhAI pIche AyA aura bolA - mahArAja ! isako chor3a do| yaha coTa khAyA huA sAMpa hai| isakA vizvAsa nhiiN| maiMne usakI bAta ko sunI-anasunI kI aura jaMgala meM eka nAle ke pAsa pahu~ca kara sarpa ko chor3a diyaa| usake Age nahIM baDhane para jarA kapar3e se chuA, taba usane bhI mu~ha phera kara dekhA aura cala diyaa| hamane oghe kI daNDI para aura hAtha meM bhI pakar3A, para usameM koI kaluSita bhAva nahIM dekha paae| prabhu nAma kI bar3I zakti hai| jIvana meM zraddhA aura sAhasa kA yaha pahalA prasaMga thaa|" isameM AcAryapravara kI na kevala jIvarakSA kI prabala bhAvanA prakaTa huI, apitu unakI nirbhayatA evaM prabhAvazAlitA kA siMhanAda gUMja utthaa| __AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM satArA ke ahiMsA premI vidvAn zrI ATale jI ke prayAsoM se ATha agasta ko ahiMsA divasa manAyA gyaa| isa dina sabhI prakAra kI hiMsA pUrNarUpeNa banda rakhI gii| katlakhAnoM para dina bhara tAle lage rhe| premapUrvaka muslima bhAiyoM ne bhI hiMsA banda rkhii| machalI pakar3ane vAloM ne bhI machalI pakar3anA banda rkhaa| sabhI dharmoM ke anuyAyiyoM ne milakara ahiMsA kI mahimA batAI, jo satArA ke itihAsa meM smaraNIya rhegaa| mahArASTra meM phUlamAlA kA upayoga vivAha ke prasaMga meM sarvatra anivArya rUpa se hotA hai, kintu ahiMsA ke pujArI zrI ATalejI ne apane putra ke vivAha meM bhI isakA upayoga nahIM kiyaa| ve isa vicAra ke the ki zAkAhAra meM hone vAlI hiMsA se bacane kA bhI koI na koI upAya khoja nikAlA jaae| satArA ke cAturmAsa kAla meM zrutasevA kA cirasthAyI kArya bhI sampanna huaa| yahA~ seTha candanamala jI ne jo dhanarAzi sukRta phaNDa ke rUpa meM nikAla rakhI thI, usakA upayoga dazavaikAlika sUtra saMskRta avacUri tathA hindI bhASAnuvAda evaM marAThI bhASAnuvAda ke prakAzana meM kara liyA gyaa| isakA sampAdana paM. dukhamocana jI jhA dvArA kiyA gayA thaa| isI cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI ne nandisUtra ke sampAdana evaM TIkAnuvAda kA kArya prArambha kiyaa| AcArya zrI ne Azvina zuklA dvAdazI ke dina apane dvitIya ziSya ke rUpa meM vAraNI (mAravAr3a) ke zrIjAlama | candra jI (suputra zrI sampatamala jI mUthA) ko dIkSita kiyaa| inakI dIkSA yahAM bar3e samAroha ke sAtha sampanna huii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 84 dIkSA mahotsava para sampUrNa vyaya bhAra zrI motIlAla jI muthA ne vahana kiyaa| isa prasaMga para zrI muthA jI ke dravya | sahayoga se eka spezala Trena jodhapura se satArA AI jisameM jodhapura mAravAr3a ke aneka gAMvoM ke lagabhaga 300 nara nArI satArA phuNce| mahArASTra ke aneka grAma nagaroM ke zrAvakagaNa sAmUhika rUpa se Aye / zramaNa dharma meM dIkSita ho jAne ke pazcAt zrI jAlamacanda jI kA nAma munizrI jorAvaramala jI rakhA gayA / inhIM dinoM jayapura se kArtika zuklA 1 ko bAraha gaNagaura ke sthAnaka meM mahAsatI zrI amara kaMvara jI ke devaloka ho jAne ke samAcAra mile| ve | 29 varSa kI vaya meM phAlguna zuklA 2 vi. saMvat 1959 ko zrI jasakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI ziSyA ke rUpa meM siMhapola jodhapura meM dIkSita huI thI / unheM 150-175 thokar3e kaNThastha the| tele ke tapa meM hI Apane vinazvara deha kA tyAga kiyA / 38 varSa kI saMyama paryAya meM ApakI pA~ca ziSyAeM huI - suganakaMvarajI, kevalakaMvarajI, svarUpa kaMvarajI, badanakaMvarajI evaM lADakaMvara jI / Apa jijJAsu bahanoM ko jJAna dene hetu sadaiva tatpara rahatI thii| eka bAra unakI sahavartinI sAdhviyoM ne milakara AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. kI sevA meM premabharA upAlambha diyA ki ye amarakaMvara | jI mahArAja bhojana ko chor3akara Agantuka bahanoM ko pATha dene laga jAtI haiN| ataH Apase vinamra nivedana hai ki ye bhojana para baiThane ke pazcAt kisI bhI bahana ko pATha dene na uTheM, aisA niyama karA deM / satiyoM kI bAta sunakara | AcArya zrI ne jaba mahAsatI jI se pUchA to bole - "gurudeva ! ApakI AjJA zirodhArya hai, para kyA karU~ maiM vivaza hU~, | mana mAnatA hI nahIM ki koI mujhase AdhyAtmika jJAna sIkhane Ae aura maiM unheM jJAna-dAna nahIM duuN|" jayapura cAturmAsa meM eka bAra sAdhviyoM ne AhAra lAkara ApakI sevA meM rakhA, to Apane dekhA ki pAtra meM sthita khIra meM bicchU hai / | mahAsatI jI ne anya sAdhviyoM ko binA batAe usameM se bicchU nikAla kara pATa ke eka ora kone meM rakha diyA tathA apanI laghu sAdhviyoM se kahA- " Aja merI icchA hai ki sArI khIra maiM hI khA lU~ / " sAdhviyA~ bhalA apanI guruNI jI kI abhilASA ko kyoM roktii| mahAsatI jI ne dharmaruci aNagAra samAna apane bhAvoM ko ucca banAyA evaM | sampUrNa khIra pI gyiiN| khIra pIne ke pazcAt Apane sAdhviyoM ko spaSTa bhI kara diyA thA ki unhoMne yaha khIra svAda | ke kAraNa nahIM, apitu bicchU gira jAne ke kAraNa pI hai| unhoMne sAtha hI usa gRhastha ke yahA~ bhI sUcanA karAne kA | nirdeza diyA, ki vahA~ usakA bhakSaNa koI na kare / jIva-rakSA kA aisA uccakoTi kA bhAva dharmaruci aNagAra ke | pazcAt yaha hI dhyAna meM AtA hai| aisI tyAga, sajagatA evaM apramattatA kI pratimUrti thIM mahAsatI amarakaMvara jI | mahArAja / ATha dina pazcAt hI kArtika zuklA 9 ko siMhapola jodhapura meM mahAsatI lAlakaMvara jI kA svargavAsa hone se unheM bhI cAra logassa se zraddhAJjali dI gii| Apa bhI mahAsatI jasakaMvarajI kI ziSyA thI tathA adhikatara | mahAsatI amarakaMvarajI ke sAtha hI vihAra va cAturmAsa karatI thiiN| Apane dIkSA grahaNa kara pitA zrI zivacandra cAmar3a jodhapura ke kula ko evaM sva. pati zrI kesarImalajI siMghavI ke parivAra ko suzobhita kiyaa| mahAsatI | anopakaMvarajI, suganakaMvarajI evaM sUrajakaMvarajI ApakI ziSyAeM huiiN| AcArya zrI kA yaha satArA cAturmAsa bahuta hI yazasvI rahA / jJAna, darzana, cAritra evaM jIvadayA ke kArya kA anUThA saMgama thaa| chatrapati zivAjI kI aitihAsika nagarI satArA meM cAturmAsa sampanna karane ke anantara munimaMDala ke vihAra kA samaya AyA, taba karnATaka pradeza ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI lAlacandajI muthA, gulejagar3ha vAloM ne guru caraNoM me apane kSetra ko caraNa raja se pAvana karane kI prArthanA kii| vinatI ko dhyAna meM le kara AcArya zrI kA zolApura kI ora vihAra huaa| Apa | baDUda pAralI, devara sAlyA lauNU, nIrA Adi grAmoM meM dharma pracAra karate hue bArAmatI pdhaare| bArAmatI meM kucha dina virAja kara | AcAryazrI ne vahAM ke aneka gRhasthoM ko dharma kI ora pravRtta kiyA / tadanantara bArAmatI se zrI mundA, dauMDa Adi aneka aise grAmoM meM dharma-pracAra kiyA, jahA~ jaina sAdhuoM kA Agamana kaThinAI se hI hotA hai /
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa isa prakAra aneka grAmoM meM ahiMsA-dharma kA pracAra karate hue AcArya zrI karamAvAsa padhAre, jahA~ dhArmika-zikSaNa kI bhI vyavasthA thii| gujarAta ke dhArasI bhAI yahA~ jaina saMgha ko U~cA uThAne hetu prayatnazIla the| unhoMne apane sAthiyoM ke sAtha vArasI padhArane ke lie vinati kI, jise svIkAra kara AcArya zrI vArasI padhAre, aura saMgha ke dhArmika bhavana meM Thahare / yahA~ koceTA jI jaise mAravAr3I zrAvaka bhI rahate the, jinheM samAja ke liye darda thaa| chAtrAlaya, sAmUhika-prArthanA aura pustakAlaya Adi cAlU kara jJAna-vRddhi karane kI yuvakoM meM bhAvanA thii| mandira mArgI samAja ke sAtha bhI acchA prema thaa| kucha samaya taka yahA~ AdhyAtmika, naitika evaM sAmAjika abhyutthAna ke lie mArgadarzana karane ke anantara AcAryazrI pAnagAMva, vairAga, sailagAMva, bar3AlA, kArammA Adi kSetroM meM dharma kA pracAra karate hue zolApura pdhaare| inhIM dinoM saM. 1997 mArgazIrSa zuklA paJcamI ko bhopAlagar3ha meM ugamakaMvarajI (dharmapatnI sukhalAlajI bAphaNA) kI dIkSA bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM sAnaMda sampanna huii| dIkSoparAnta ApakA nAma mahAsatI ugamakaMvara hI rakhA gayA / / zolApura meM AcArya zrI liMgAyata sampradAya ke eka makAna meM virAje / prAcIna kAla meM yahAM zatAbdiyoM taka jaina dharmAnuyAyI rAjAoM kA rAjya rhaa| digambara jaina acchI saMkhyA meM haiM, sthAnakavAsI jaina samAja ke ghara bahuta kama haiN| digambara jainoM kI kaI zikSaNa saMsthAeM haiM, patra-patrikAoM kA bhI prakAzana hotA hai| mahArASTrI bhASA meM bhI jaina patra prakAzita hotA hai| idhara kI liMgAyata sampradAya para jaina saMskRti kA prabhAva parilakSita hotA hai| siddhappA, vasamappA Adi nAma prAkRta bhASA kI chApa chor3ate the| yahA~ se vihAra kara AcArya zrI TIkaikara, vAr3I, huMDagI, jaMkzana, javalagI, tADabala padhAre / tADabala se vihAra kara bhImAnadI para bane relave pula ko pAra karate hue AcAryazrI laccAna pdhaare| tadanantara haMDI, taDavala, ataragI, nAgAdhAma Adi kSetroM ko apanI padaraja se punIta karate hue mAgha (zuklA) pUrNimA ke dina bIjApura pdhaare| bIjApura itihAsa prasiddha nagara hai| chatrapati zivAjI kA yaha mukhya karma-sthala rhaa| yahA~ dharma kA pracAra kara AcAryazrI jumanAla, mUlavADa, halada, gehanUra, kolhAra, vAragaNDI, sunaga, hanagavAr3I Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue phAlguna zuklA dUja ke dina bAgalakoTa pdhaare| sthAnIya logoM meM dharma ke prati gahana ruci, zAstra-zravaNa kI utkaTa abhilASA evaM sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, vrata, niyama,pratyAkhyAna kI jhar3I se pramudita ho AcArya zrI ne yahAM ke saMgha kI prArthanA ko svIkAra kara holI cAturmAsa bhI yahIM sampanna kiyaa| yahAM zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI surAnA, betAlA jI Adi mukhya zrAvaka the| yahAM AsapAsa ke aneka kSetroM ke loga saikar3oM kI saMkhyA meM darzanArtha aaye| sabane apane apane kSetra kI vinatiyAM prastuta kii| yahA~ rAyabahAdura lAlacanda jI mUthA apanI mAtAzrI aura katipaya zrAvakoM ke sAtha gulejagar3ha meM cAturmAsa hetu vinati lekara punaH upasthita hue| zreSThI zrI lAlacanda jI ne takhjamala jI kaTAriyA ke mAdhyama se AcAryazrI ke vihAra kI paridhi meM Aye hue sabhI grAmoM tathA unake Asa-par3ausa ke kSetroM ke sthAnakavAsI parivAroM kI janagaNanA karavAI aura sabhI mukhya-mukhya zrAvakoM ko bAgalakoTa meM | AmaMtrita kiyaa| sabane milakara karnATaka prAnta kI sthAnakavAsI jaina sabhA kI sthApanA kii| caitra kRSNA ekama ke dina bAgalakoTa se siraha hokara gulejagaDha kI ora vihAra kiyaa| satArA se gulejagaDha taka zrI takhtamalajI kaTAriyA vihAra meM munimaNDala ke sAtha the| bIjApura se gulejagaDha taka zreSThivara zrI lAlacanda muthA bhI pada-vihAra ke samaya AcArya zrI kI sevA meM rhe| gulejagar3ha meM mahAvIra jayantI kA mahAparva bhI dharmArAdhanA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 86 ke sAtha manAyA gayA / yahA~ karNATaka prAnta ke nivAsI sAdhumArgI zrAvakoM kA sammelana bhI huA jisameM karnATaka prAnta ke jaina dharmAvalambiyoM ke abhyutthAna evaM utkarSa ke lie aneka nirNaya lekara kAryakrama bhI nirdhArita kiye gaye / gulejagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 1997) * yahAM se irakala, kuSThagI gajendragar3ha, (grISma meM bhI aThAI Adi tapa-tyAga sampanna) guNAdhara, guDUra, kAmandagI, | sirUra, bAgalakoTa hote hue Apa ASAr3ha zuklA navamI vi.saM. 1997 ke bIsaveM cAturmAsArtha gulejagar3ha padhAre / | mAravAr3iyoM, mAhezvariyoM tathA anyAnya samAjoM ke pArasparika sahayoga se cAturmAsa sAnaMda dharmArAdhana pUrvaka sampanna huaa| jaina gharoM kI kamI kabhI nahIM khalI / vyAkhyAna-sthala sadaiva bharA rahatA thaa| rAva sAhaba lAlacanda jI, pratApamalajI guMdecA Adi zrAvakoM ke 8-10 gharoM meM bhI sevA kI vyavasthA meM koI kamI nahIM rahI / bAgalakoTa | bIjApura, irakala Adi samIpavartI kSetroM kA acchA sahayoga rhaa| madrAsa saMgha kI ora se vinati ke lie ziSTamaMDala | ke samAcAra milane para unheM saMketa karA diyA gayA ki ve cAturmAsa kI vinati ke lakSya se nahIM aaeN| madrAsa ke | pramukha zrI mohanamalajI corar3iyA evaM mAMgIcaMdajI bhaMDArI kI bhAvanAe~ sAkAra nahIM ho sakIM / yahA~ paMDita duHkhamocanajI jhA ke sAtha unake suputra zazikAnta jhA pahalI bAra AcAryazrI kI sevA meM Ae | aura AcArya zrI dvArA kRta nandIsUtra kI TIkA kA punarAlekhana kara pANDulipi taiyAra kii| mahAsatI rUpakaMvara asvastha * bhopAlagar3ha meM mahAsatI rUpakaMvara jI asvastha haiM, tathA unheM darzanoM kI abhilASA hai, ina samAcAroM ke sAtha bhopAlagaDha saMgha kI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhakara Apa dakSiNa kI ora bar3hane kI apekSA pazcima (mAravAr3a) kI ora unmukha hue / vihAra-krama se Apa bIjApura pdhaare| bIsa-paccIsa ghara hote hue bhI vahA~ kA saMgha prabhAvazAlI mAnA jAtA thaa| prema evaM saMgaThana kA acchA vAtAvaraNa thA / itihAsa batAtA hai ki vahA~ kA rAjA 'vijjana' jaina dharmAvalambI thA / mantrI ne dhokhA dekara rAjya para adhikAra jamA liyaa| mAnyatA hai ki tabhI se liMgAyata sampradAya kI sthApanA huI / yahA~ ke gola gumbaja Adi sthala aitihAsika evaM darzanIya haiN| seTha cunnIlAla jI rUNavAla, zrI uttamacandajI rUNavAla | Adi acche zrAvaka the / karnATaka meM plega kA AtaGka vi.saM. 1997 ke antima caraNa meM karnATaka pradeza ke hInAla, yAdagiri, sorApura aura rAyacUra taka ke saiMkar3oM gAMva aura nagara plega - mahAmArI kI capeTa meM A jAne se AcAryazrI ko mAsakalpa taka yahA~ rukane kA Agraha kiyA gyaa| AcArya zrI isake pUrva rAyacUra kI ora vihAra kI anumati de cuke the / ataH ve apane nirNaya para dRr3ha rahe / Apane plega se AtaMkita kSetra meM dharma kI zaraNa ko hI zreSTha batAyA aura dharma para aDiga rahane kI preraNA dii| zAnta aura gambhIra svara meM saMgha mukhyoM ko samajhAyA - " mahAmArI ke prakopa se prapIr3ita logoM ko DhADhasa baMdhAnA, isa | vipatti ko sAhasapUrvaka samabhAva se sahane kI preraNA denA aura jinavANI ke amRta kA anupAna karAnA paramAvazyaka hai| Apa hamArI ora se nizcinta raheM / santoM kA prAdurbhAva trividha tApa se trasta logoM ko sukha pahuMcAne lie hI hotA hai / jIvana-maraNa se jUjhate unake lie abhI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa vastu hai dharma kI zaraNa, satsaMga aura santoM kI *
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa shrnn|" AcArya zrI kI preraNA se mahAmArI pIr3ita logoM ko Atmika zAnti evaM sambala milaa| aba AcAryazrI ThANA 4 se hinAla, managolI, yaranAla, vAgevAr3I, hipariMgI, kohanUra, tAlIkoTa solaDagI, surApura evaM yAdagiri (dhokA parivAra pramukha kAryakartA thA) hote hue sorApura pahu~ce, jahA~ kapar3e vAle tambU (choladArI) meM virAje / mahAmArI ke kAraNa vahA~ ke loga kile se nikalakara kapar3e ke tambuoM meM raha rahe the / ataH santoM ko bhI | unameM hI ThaharAyA gayA / vyAkhyAna Adi hue| AcArya zrI ke vahAM virAjane se sthAnIya logoM ko aisI rAhata milI jaise mahAmArI unake yahA~ AI hI na ho / AcArya zrI dvArA dharma zikSA kI preraNA se vahAM ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI mohanalAlajI boharA Adi ne zikSaNa zAlA kholane kA nirNaya liyA / 87 yahA~ se AcAryazrI rAyacUra pdhaare| "jahAM jahAM padhAre AcArya zrI, vahA~ vahA~ se bhAgI mahAmArI" kA grAmINoM ne sAkSAt anubhava kiyaa| AbAla brahmavratI mahApuruSa ke akSuNNa brahmacarya va zIla kA yaha sAkSAt prabhAva thA / rAyacUra meM mAMsa, machalI evaM madya kA kaI baMdhuoM ne parityAga kiyaa| samAja ke pramukha zrI dalIcaMda seTha va zrI kalyANamalajI ne milakara aisI vyavasthA kAyama kI ki prAtaHkAla 9 baje se pUrva koI dukAna nahIM kholegA, saba loga dharmasthAna meM Akara prArthanA kareMge aura jaba taka AcArya zrI yahAM virAjeMge, vyAkhyAnazravaNa kA lAbha koI vyApArI nahI choDegA / isa vyavasthA meM sabako saralatA se saMta-sevA kA avasara milatA rhaa| gujarAta ke prANa zaMkara bhAI ne bhI sevA kA acchA lAbha liyaa| vahIM karnATakIya-bandhuoM zrI zaMkara aura zrI bAjIrAva ne bhI bhakti-bhAvanA | kA paricaya dete hue sadA ke liye mAMsa machalI evaM madya sevana kA parityAga kara diyaa| yahAM jaina samAja ke 30-35 | ghara hone para bhI saMgaThana aura eka vAkyatA se nagara meM mAravAr3I samAja kA acchA prabhAva thA / yahA~ seTha kAlUrAmajI putra zrI hastimalajI, bastImalajI aura zrI cAMdamalajI muthA pramukha samAjasevI the / jIva dayA ke kSetra meM yahAM muthA | cAMdamalajI ne bar3A kAma kiyA thaa| zrI pArasamalajI muthA kI jIvadayA ke kArya meM abhiruci thI / zrI kuzalacaMdajI bhaMDArI, zrI mukana caMdajI, zrI dhanarAjajI Adi bhI acche kAryakartA the / karuNAmUrti evaM tejasvI AcArya zrI ke yahA~ padhArane ke pUrva rAyacUra ke aneka loga nagara se bAhara AtmarakSA | hetu nikala cuke the, kintu jaina loga zahara ke bhItara hI isa vicAra ke sAtha DaTe rahe ki gurudeva padhArane vAle haiM, aba | hamArA gAMva chor3akara jAnA kAyaratA hogii| hameM to aba gurupravara kI maMgala chAyA meM dharma- dhyAna kI samyak ArAdhanA karanI caahie| karIba 22 dinoM ke pravAsa ke bAda ApakA vahAM se vihAra huA / grAmAnugrAma hote gulabargA pdhaare| yahA~ osavAla samAja cAra-pA~ca ghara hI the| AcArya zrI kA yahA~ adhika Thaharane kA bhAva nahIM hote hue bhI seTha hIrAlAlajI bhalagaTa kI dharmapatnI ne aThAI ke bhAva se upavAsa kA | pratyAkhyAna kara liyA / seThajI ke atyAgraha aura bahina kI prabala bhAvanA ko dekha AcArya zrI vahA~ 9 dina virAje / bahina kI tapasyA ke upalakSya meM seThajI ne pIpAr3a meM dharmazikSaNa ke lie pAMca hajAra rupaye nikAle / isake atirikta vibhinna saMsthAoM ko dAna diyaa| jahA~ aThAI Adi kI tapasyA aura dhArmika zikSaNa hetu dAna ko bar3hAvA milaa| alpasamaya meM dharma- dhyAna kA ThATa sabake lie AzcaryakAraka thA / yahA~ se hIrApura, akalakoTa hote hue zolApura pahuMcane ke pUrva eka rAta jaMgala meM babUla vRkSa ke nIce gujaarii| prAta:kAla balasaMga hote hue caitra kRSNa tRtIyA ke dina zolApura padhAre / yahA~ digambara dharmazAlA meM virAjakara dharma jAgaraNa karane ke anantara bAlAgAMva, sAba, lesara, mAhola, yevalI hote hue anagara ke jaina maMdira meM virAje / phira mADA, kurar3avAr3I, Topale, sAlase, karamAlA, vArasI Adi grAma nagaroM ko pAvana kiyaa| vArasI meM sthAnakavAsI,
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka aura digambara samAja ne milakara AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM mahAvIra jayantI kA utsava mnaayaa| dhArasI bhAI kA prayAsa isa Ayojana meM sarAhanIya rhaa| vArasI se Apa zrI ker3agAMva, ketu hote hue vAr3I padhAre / rAtri vizrAma vAr3I relave sTezana kI caukI para kiyaa| vaizAkha kRSNA ekama ke dina bhiMgavAna meM muni zrI choTe lakSmIcanda jI mahArAja Adi ThANA 2 sAtArA Adi kSetroM meM vicaraNa karate hue AcArya zrI kI sevA meM upasthita hue| yahA~ se rAvaNagAMva, dhauNDa varabaNDa keDagAMva sTezana padhAre / yahA~ para ahamadanagara aura pUnA ke zrI saMghoM ne saMvat 1998 ke cAturmAsa hetu Agraha bharI vinati prastuta kii| AcArya zrI ne zrAvaka saMgha kI vizAlatA aura sevAbhakti ko dekhate hue ahamadanagara kA cAturmAsa svIkRta kiyA aura pUnA kI ora vihAra kI dizA lii| madhyavartI yevata, uralI evaM lUNI Adi grAma nagaroM meM dharma-pracAra karate huye pUnA ke bhavAnI peTha sthAnaka meM viraaje| yahA~ para RSi sampradAya kI mahAsatI zrI sUrajakaMvara jI mahArAja Adi satiyA~ pratidina AcArya zrI evaM santavRnda ke darzanoM kA lAbha letI thii| pUnA meM kucha dina dharma jAgaraNa karane ke anantara ghoDanadI hote huye saMvat 1998 ke apane 21 veM cAturmAsa hetu ThANA 6 se ahamadanagara pdhaare| * ahamadanagara cAturmAsa (saMvat 1998) saMvat 1998 kA yaha cAturmAsa mahArASTra kI dharA para sAhityika sAdhanA kI dRSTi se atyanta mahattvapUrNa rhaa| nandI sUtra kA sampAdana , saMzodhana evaM hindI bhASAnuvAda kA kArya yugamanISI saMta ne ahamadanagara ke isa dvitIya cAturmAsa meM pUrNa kiyaa| satArA ke motIlAla jI muthA ne isI cAturmAsa meM isakA prakAzana bhI kara diyaa| karnATaka ke vibhinna grAma-nagaroM, pUnA, satArA Adi kSetroM ke zramaNopAsakoM ke AvAgamana kA tAMtA sA lagA rhaa| AcArya zrI kA ahamadanagara meM yaha dvitIya cAturmAsa tapa-tyAga evaM dharmArAdhana ke sAtha sampanna huaa| cAturmAsakAla meM bambaI mahAsaMgha kI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhakara zeSa kAla pharasane hetu svIkRti pradAna kii| cAturmAsa samApana para vihAra kara AcArya zrI mArgazIrSa kRSNA ekama ko pAtharDI pdhaare| pAtharDI meM yuvAcArya zrI AnaMda RSi jI ma.sA. ke sAtha ApakA madhura milana huaa| yahA~ kI siddhAntazAlA tathA tilokaRSi vidyAlaya se Apa avagata hue| yahA~ kucha dina virAjane ke pazcAt brAhmaNI, bAmborI, dhAterA, DhokezvarI, DhAkalI, DeharA, nimala, hIMgaNagAMva, mAlUNI, dhaulapura, AnAvora hote hue borI pdhaare| yahA~ se vihAra kara pIpalavaNDI, nArAyaNa gAMva , maMcara, paiTha, kher3a cAkaNa, sinduvarA, baDagAMva, kAralA, luNAvalA, khaNDAlA hote hue pahAr3a kI vikaTa ghATI ko pAra kara khapolI, khAnapurA , cauka, vAravaI hote hue mAgha zuklA pUrNimA ke dina panavela virAje / muluNDa bhANDupa, ghATakopara, mATuMgA, ciMcapokalI, kAMdAvAr3I Adi bambaI ke upanagaroM meM padhArane se apUrva dharma prabhAvanA huii| ghATakopara municaryA kI dRSTi se adhika anukUla hone se AcAryazrI mAsakalpa vahA~ dharmasthAnaka meM dharmArAdhana hetu virAje, caitrI olI ke samaya vahA~ acchA dharmArAdhana huaa| netrapIr3A ke kAraNa AcAryapravara kucha dina vyAkhyAna nahIM de ske| caitrI pUrNimA ko olI tapa kI pUrNAhuti ke anantara agale dina Apa vihAra kara igatapurI meM zrAvaka varga ko sAdhanA patha para agrasara kara nAsika pdhaare| yahA~ ke logoM meM dhArmika zraddhA pramodakArI thii| jaina chAtrAvAsa bhI cala rahA thaa| aitihAsika tIrthasthala nAsika ke bAda Apa prAkRtika saundarya se paripUrNa lAsalagAMva padhAre, jahA~ Apake pravacana-prabhAva se vahA~ ke parivAroM meM vyApta ApasI manamuTAva turanta samApta ho ge| seTha khuzAlacandrajI brahmecA, zrI bhikkhUjI sAMDa Adi pramukha zrAvakoM ne milakara prema se samasyA kA samAdhAna kara liyaa| prAta:kAla sabane milakara munimaNDala se cAturmAsa kI prArthanA kii| lAsalagAMva meM Apake 22veM cAturmAsa (vikrama saMvat 1999)
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa kI svIkRti se aisI prasannatA huI jaise unheM cintAmaNi ratna mila gayA ho / lAsalagAMva cAturmAsa (saMvat 1999) * 89 cAturmAsa mAnya kara Apa Asa-pAsa ke kSetra meM vicaraNa karate hue ASADha ke zuklapakSa meM cAMdavar3a padhAre, jahA~ dina-bhara varSA rahane ke kAraNa santoM ke upavAsa ho gayA / upavAsa ke dUsare dina lAsalagAMva nagara meM praveza huA / cAturmAsa gA~va ke bAhara sthita vidyAlaya bhavana meM huA / gurudeva ke pravacanoM kA saba loga lAbha le sakeM, etadartha sabane yaha nirNaya kiyA ki jaba taka vyAkhyAna cAlU rahe, vyApAra nahIM kareMge, dukAna nahIM kholeNge| Aita- bAjAra meM saiMkar3oM gAr3iyA~ AtI, para jainoM ke gae binA bolI nahIM lgtii| prema aura saMgaThana kA itara samAja para bhI prabhAva thaa| yuvakoM ne kArya kA baMTavArA kara AgantukoM kI acchI sevA - bhakti kI / saMvatsarI ke dina cAMdavar3a se 200 chAtra pahu~ce, kintu pravacana meM pUrNa zAnti rahI / tapasviyoM ke sAtha dikhAve evaM baiMDa-bAje kA prayoga nahIM huaa| tapasyA ke upalakSya meM ADambara evaM apavyaya kI apekSA sAmAjika saMsthAoM ko sahayoga pradAna kara artha ko sArthaka kiyA gayA / cAturmAsa kI aitihAsika upalabdhi ke rUpa meM sAptAhika mauna cAlU huA jo varSoM taka cAlU rahA / yahA~ zikSA kSetra meM mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya aura jaina chAtrAvAsa sambaMdhI zlAghanIya vikAsa kArya 1 * isa cAturmAsa meM yaha anubhava kiyA gayA ki jinendra prabhu kI AgamavANI kA lAbha santa-satiyoM ke mAdhyama | se kucha hI loga le pAte haiM, ata: AgamavANI, jainadarzana, itihAsa aura jaina saMskRti kA jJAna sampUrNa deza evaM videza meM prasArita karane ke liye koI mAsika patrikA prakAzita kI jAe to isase logoM kI svAdhyAya pravRtti ko bhI bala milegA evaM unheM niyamita rUpa se pAThya sAmagrI sulabha ho skegii| jinendra vANI ko niyamita evaM dUrastha sthAnoM para pahuMcAne kA ise uttama sAdhana mAnakara bhakta zrAvakoM ne 'jinavANI' mAsika patrikA ke prakAzana kA nirNaya liyA / zramaNa saMskRti kI pratIka jinavANI patrikA meM santa-pravacana evaM Agama vANI ke sAtha jaina saMskRti, itihAsa evaM dharma-darzana se sambaddha jAnakArI kI vividha racanAoM kA samAveza karane kA lakSya rahA / isakA prathama aMka vi.saM. 1999 pauSa zuklA pUrNimA tadanusAra janavarI 1943 meM zrIjainarala vidyAlaya bhopAlagar3ha prakAzita huA / | prakAzana kArya meM jodhapura ke yuvA kAryakartA zrI vijayamala jI kumbhaTa kA sarAhanIya sahakAra rhaa| vartamAna meM yaha patrikA samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala jayapura se niyamita rUpa se prakAzita ho rahI hai evaM isake svAdhyAya, sAmAyika, zrAvaka dharma, jaina saMskRti aura rAjasthAna, ahiMsA, karma siddhAnta, aparigraha, tapa, sAdhanA, samyagdarzana, jainAgama-sAhitya | Adi viSayoM para aneka vizeSAGka, prazaMsita hue haiN| mahAsatI rUpakaMvara jI kA svargArohaNa cAturmAsa samApta hote-hote bhopAlagar3ha se mahAsatI mAtAjI zrI rUpakaMvara jI mahArAja kI cintanIya hAlata ke | samAcAroM ke sAtha AcAryazrI kI sevA meM yaha saMdeza bhI AyA ki mAtAjI mahArAja Apake darzanoM kI utkaTa bhAvanA rakhatI haiN| isa prakAra ke samAcAra prApta hone ke kAraNa cAturmAsa pUrNa hone para AcArya zrI ne apane munimaMDala ke sAtha mAravAr3a kI ora vihAra kara diyA / kintu AcArya zrI dhuliyA bhI nahIM pahu~ca pAye the ki sahasA samAcAra mile ki mArgazIrSa zuklA gyArasa ko mAtAjI mahArAja kA samAdhimaraNa ho gayA hai| ina samAcAroM ko sunate hI santavRnda | ne cAra-cAra logassa kA kAyotsarga kiyaa| vihAra kI gati manda ho gaI / dhuliyA meM kucha dina virAje / yahA~ se zirapura kI ora vihAra huA /
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________________ ujjaina hote hue rAjapUtAnA meM (saMvat 2000-2008) , prAvaka Apake pravacanoM se prabuddha ho zirapura meM sukhalAla bhAI Adi sAta sad gRhasthoM ne zIlavrata dhAraNa kara jinadharma kI prabhAvanA kii| yahA~ mAravAr3I bhAI cunnIlAlajI sevA meM pramukha the, acche zraddhAvAna evaM kriyAruci vAle zrAvaka the| ata: mahatI dharmaprabhAvanA huii| zirapura se dhAmanoda, mAMDU hote hue nAlachA pdhaare| kyoM soyA bhara nIMda meM re, aba to surata sambhAla, nahIM vasIlA hogA tere, dila meM soca vicAra / / aisI Tera sunAkara AcArya zrI ne nAlachA meM kaI yuvakoM kI AdhyAtmika pyAsa jagA dI aura vyasanoM se mukta | kraayaa| yuvaka mAMgIlAla para isa Tera kA vizeSa asara huaa| usane vyasanoM kA tyAga kara santoM se sAmAyika Adi pATha sIkhanA prArambha kiyaa| bhAI mUlacandajI chAjer3a aura unake mitra kA dharma-sAdhanA meM Age bar3hAne meM bar3A sahayoga rhaa| unhoMne munimaNDala ke vihAra meM mAMgIlAla ko sAtha kara diyaa| nAlachA se sabhI santa dhAra padhAre / paNDita muni zrI lakSmIcandra jI ke jvara ke kAraNa AcAryazrI kaI dina dhAra meM virAje / yahA~ se badanAvara hote hue kAnavana pdhaare| kAnavana meM seTha cA~damala jI acche sevAbhAvI zrAvaka the| unhoMne svAsthya Adi kAraNoM se santoM ke DeDha mAha Thaharane taka bhAvanApUrvaka sevA kA acchA lAbha liyaa| isa bIca jayapara saMgha ke kesarImalajI lAla hAthI vAle A cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara Ae, kintu paNDita muni zrI lakSmIcandajI kA svAsthya anukUla nahIM hone se vinati svIkAra nahIM kI gii| svAsthya meM sudhAra hone para ratalAma pdhaare| yahAM ujjaina kA zrAvaka saMgha cAturmAsa hetu Agraha bharI vinati lekara upasthita huA, jise mAnya kara liyA gyaa| ratalAma se khAcaroda padhArane para virakta abhyAsArthI mAMgIlAla ko dekhakara seTha hIrAlAlajI nAMdecA ne jijJAsA kI ki inako vairAgya sudRDha hote hue bhI dIkSA kyoM nahIM dI jA rahI hai| unakI aisI bhAvanA thI ki dIkSA kA lAbha unheM mile to bahuta acchA ho / munimaNDala ke samakSa yaha bAta rakhI to unhoMne kahA ki abhI vairAgI ke pitA kI anumati prApta nahIM hai| seThajI ne viraktabhAI kA bhAva dekhakara kahA inakI AjJA maiM prApta kara la~, taba phira yahIM dIkSA honI caahie|" unhoMne nAlachA se virakta -bhAI ke pitA zrI hajArImalajI kAMkarecA evaM mAtA dhanakaMvarajI se jI se AjJApatra prApta kara liyaa| tadanantara vahA~ vairAgI mAMgIlAla kI bar3I umaMga se ASADha-zuklA dvitIyA saMvat 2000 ko AcArya zrI ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA huI jo dIkSoparAnta 'mANaka muni' khlaae| dIkSA mahotsava meM mAlavabhUmi ke aneka nagaroM, khAcaroda ke Asa-pAsa ke grAmoM tathA ajamera, jayapura, udayapura evaM mAravAr3a meM jodhapura sahita aneka grAma-nagaroM ke zraddhAlu bhaktagaNa baDI saMkhyA meM upasthita hue| dIkSA ke dUsare dina AcArya zrI ne yahA~ se pandraha mIla kA ugra vihAra kara eka ghara meM rAtri vizrAma kiyaa| ujjaina ke katipaya zrAvakoM kA nivedana thA ki AcArya zrI usa makAna meM nahIM tthhreN| zrAvakoM kI dhAraNA thI ki vahAM saryoM kA vAsa hai| lekina nirbhaya evaM dRDhamanobalI sAdhaka AcArya zrI vahIM virAje / SaTkAya pratipAlaka ko kisI se bhaya bhI kaise ho|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa javAharAcArya kA dehAvasAna pUjya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. kA 10 julAI 1943 ko bIkAnera meM saMthArA pUrvaka sAMyakAla pAMca baje svargavAsa hone para zraddhAMjali arpita kI gaI tathA carita nAyaka ne unake guNoM evaM apane saMsmaraNoM kA smaraNa karate hue pharamAyA 91 - * "Apa dhIra vIra aura prabhAvaka tathA prAcInatA kA nyAya - yukti se zodhana karane vAle AcArya the| ApakI upadeza zailI sthAnakavAsI samAja meM Adarza samajhI jAtI rhii| Apake pravacana krAntikArI evaM sudhAraNa ke vicAra | ko liye rahate the / sammelana sAmAnya paricaya ke sivAya merA pUjya zrI se do hI bAra sammilana huaa| eka to | sammelana ke pUrva lIrI gAMva meM aura dUsarA jeThAnA meM / usa samaya ke ve premala prasaMga Aja bhI smRti cihna banAe hue | haiN| jeThAnA se vihAra ke samaya to Apane prIti kI atizayatA kara dikhAI / prItyartha yA mere AcArya pada ke | sammAnArtha mujhe mAMgalika sunAne ko pharamAyA, jo premAveza ke binA choTe mu~ha se bar3I bAta sunanA hotaa| maiMne bhI | Apake anurodha se mauna kholakara kAThiyAvAr3a se punarAvartana kI kuzala kAmanA karate hue mAMgalika sunaayaa| usa | samaya ApakI bhAvukatA va zraddhA kA dRzya darzanIya thA / " ujjaina cAturmAsa (saMvat 2000) vi.saM. 2000 kA yazasvI cAturmAsa bhavya nagarI ujjaina ke namaka maNDI - sthAnaka meM ThANA 6 huA / yahA~ varSA kI jhar3I lagI rahatI, tathApi pravacana Adi ke krama meM koI rukAvaTa nahIM AI aura AhAra- pAnI kI gaveSaNA meM antarAya nahIM AyI / yahA~ eka jarmana mahilA zrImatI subhadrA (krAuje saraloTe) bhAratIya veza meM Una kA Asana bichAkara pratidina pravacana- lAbha lekara kRtakRtya huii| usakI jainadharma para pUrNa zraddhA thii| rAtri meM | bhojana bhI nahIM karatI thI / usane jaina dharma ke kucha viSayoM para lekha bhI likhe / paryuSaNa ke vyAkhyAna zAnti bhavana meM hue / yahA~ para hI mUrtipUjaka samAja meM dharmasAgarajI mahArAja kA cAturmAsa thaa| eka dina jaMgala (zauca) se lauTate samaya AcAryapravara se unakA milana huA / dharmasAgarajI ne kahA- 'mandira evaM mUrti kI mAnyatA ke saMbaMdha meM carcA kara lI jaae|' prajJAvAna AcArya zrI ne kahA - "munijI carcAeM to pUrva mahApuruSoM ke dvArA bIsiyoM bAra huI haiM, parantu | koI pariNAma nahIM niklaa| phira bhI Apa carcA karanA cAheM aura Apake saMgha kI ora se aisI mAMga ho to maiM carcA ke lie taiyAra hU~, ApakI vyaktigata bhAvanA se nahIM / kAraNa ki usake pazcAt bhI saMgha apanI asahamati vyakta kara sakatA hai|" samAja meM jaba yaha bAta phailI to halacala maca gii| ise pArasparika kalaha utpanna karane kA kAraNa mAnA gyaa| mUrtipUjaka samAja ne nirNaya liyA ki ujjaina meM donoM samAjoM meM prema kA vAtAvaraNa hai| hama carcA - paracA karake azAnti utpanna karanA nahIM caahte| isa prakAra ApasI samajha se vivAda kI bAta samApta ho gaI / yadi AcAryapravara guru hastI usa samaya viveka se saMgha nirNaya kI bAta na kahate to usa carcA se anAvazyaka rUpa se vahA~ kA vAtAvaraNa viSAkta ho jaataa| eka nayA zubhArambha bhI isa cAturmAsa meM huaa| do svAdhyAyiyoM (zrI lAlacandajI jaina Adi) ko santa-satiyoM ke cAturmAsa se virahita kSetroM meM paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu bhejA gayA / vikrama kI dvisahasrAbdI kA yaha cAturmAsa atIva prabhAvazAlI evaM AdhyAtmika jAgaraNa kA nimitta rhaa| zrI choTamala jI mUthA, jamanAlAlajI, anta meM indaura nivAsI | lakSmIcandajI, nAthUlAlajI aura dIpacandajI Adi ne bar3e prema se sevA kii| cAturmAsa kanhaiyAlAlajI bhaNDArI kI prArthanA evaM Agraha se indaura pharasane kI svIkRti pradAna kI /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ujjaina se vihAra kara AcArya zrI indaura padhAre, jahA~ kucha dina virAjane se cAturmAsa jaisA dharmArAdhana huaa| yahA~ se hAtoda, bar3anagara, khAcaroda, jAvarA, pratApagaDha, choTI sAdar3I , bar3I sAdar3I hote hue maMgalavAr3a se Age jAne hI vAle the ki kAnor3a saMgha ke prabala Agraha se Apa ThANA 3 se kAnor3a padhAre / tatra virAjita zrI indramala jI ma.sA. Adi saMtoM se sneha milana yAdagAra bnaa| sAtha meM rahe evaM sAtha hI vyAkhyAna Adi hue| udayapura saMgha vinati ke lie upasthita huaa| yahA~ se kherodA pdhaare| kherodA meM jayapura saMgha kA ziSTa maNDala cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita huaa| jisameM zrI gulAbacanda jI botharA, zrI motIcandajI hIrAvata, bhauMrIlAla jI mUsala, svarUpa candajI coraDiyA Adi aneka pramukha zrAvaka the| zrAvakoM ne apane dRr3ha saMkalpa ke sAtha bhAvapUrNa vinati kI evaM yaha nizcaya kara baiTha gae ki uttara milane para hI AhAra karanA, anyathA nhiiN| bhAvanA ke atireka ko dekhakara vinati svIkAra kara lI gii| dUsare dina udayapura saMgha ke zrI kezavalAlajI dhAkar3iyA, madanasiMha jI kAvar3iyA, vijayasiMha jI kAvar3iyA Adi zrAvakoM kA ziSTa maNDala upasthita huaa| unhoMne munimaNDala kA cAturmAsa apane pakSa meM pradAna karane kI jayapura saMgha se mAMga kii| jayapura saMgha prApta sevA kA lAbha chor3ane ko taiyAra nahIM huaa| udayapura vAloM ko milA huA avasara hAtha se nikala jAne kA bar3A kheda huaa| udayapura padhArane para Apa koThArIjI kI havelI meM virAje / zrAvakoM ne muniyoM ko kamare meM ghera liyA evaM nivedana kiyA ki hamArA kSetra khAlI nahIM rahanA caahie| * jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2001) udayapura kI AgrahapUrNa vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue udayapura cAturmAsa ke lie svAmI zrI sujAnamala jI. ma, paMDita lakSmIcanda ma. evaM navadIkSita mANaka muni jI ma. kI svIkRti dI evaM Apa svayaM udayapura ke Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM meM dharma-pracAra karate hue bhIlavAr3A, vijayanagara, baDAMgA, bAMdanavAr3A hote hue bhinAya padhAre jahA~ pUjya pannAlAlajI ma. se madhura milana huA / phira nasIrAbAda, ajamera, kizanagar3ha, dUdU Adi kSetroM ko amRtavANI se pAvana karate hue jaba saMvat 2001 ke cAturmAsa ke lie bAraha gaNagaura ke sthAnaka meM pahuMce to jayapura nivAsiyoM ke harSa kA pArAvAra nahIM rhaa| sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, tapasyA tathA Agama adhyayana ke ThATa lge| deza ke vibhinna bhAgoM se zraddhAluoM kA Agamana huaa| saikar3oM bAlaka-bAlikAoM ne sAmAyika aura pratikramaNa ke pATha kaNThastha kiye| saiMkaDoM yuvakoM ne bhaktAmara stotra ke sAtha dazavaikAlika evaM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke aneka adhyayana kaNThastha kiye| jayapura cAturmAsa ke pazcAt Apa byAvara padhAre aura sthiravAsa meM tatra virAjita pUjya zrI khUbacanda jI ma. se | saMgha aura samAjahita kI carcA huii| unhIM dinoM muni zrI rAmakumArajI (koTA sampradAya), muni zrI hajArImala jI ma, muni zrI mizrImala jI 'madhukara', paM. muni zrI siremalajI , pUjya javAharalAla jI ma.sA. kI sampradAya ke vayovRddha muni zrI bauthalAlajI tathA zobhAlAlajI bhI byAvara virAja rahe the| una sabhI se yahA~ prema milana huaa| tadanantara pIpAr3a hokara jodhapura padhAre / yahA~ se mahAmaMdira hote hue bhopAlagaDha padhAre / yahA~ jyeSTha zuklA 14 ko kriyoddhAra bhUmi meM AcAryapravara zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. ke puNya-divasa (svargArohaNa) kI zatAbdI kA vizAla Ayojana kiyA gyaa| parama pratApI AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI utkRSTa jJAna-kriyA kI smRti ko cirasthAyI banAne hetu samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala kI sthApanA kI gaI, jo samprati jayapura meM kAryarata hai| maNDala se pratimAha jinavANI patrikA prakAzita ho rahI hai tathA aneka grantha prakAzita ho cuke haiN| yaha saMsthA svAdhyAya evaM jJAna ke kSetra meM mahattvapUrNa kArya kara rahI hai|
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2002) tIna sampradAyoM kI saMyukta vinati para vikrama saMvat 2002 ke cAturmAsa kA saubhAgya jodhapura nagara ko samprApta huaa| AcArya zrI dakSiNa kA pravAsa kara kaI varSoM pazcAt jodhapura padhAre the, bhaktoM meM umaMga evaM ullAsa kA sAgara umar3a rahA thaa| vyAkhyAna kI vyavasthA Ahora ThAkura kI havelI ke vizAla prAMgaNa meM thii| dharmadhyAna evaM tapa-tyAga kA to kahanA hI kyA, bAranI ke bhaNDArI vajIra candajI ne bAranI vAloM kI ora se dayA-pauSadha kI eka navaraMgI alaga se krvaaii| dUsarI navaraMgI zahara ke mUla nivAsI zrAvakoM ne kraayii| bhaNDArI jI ne apanI vRddhAvasthA meM bhI dhUmrapAna kA jIvana bhara ke lie tyAga kiyaa| zrI kizoramalajI loDhA kI dharmapatnI ne 21 divasa kI tapasyA karake phira mAsakhamaNa tapa kiyaa| mohanarAjajI saMkalecA kI dharmapatnI evaM sohanarAja jI bhaMsAlI daIkar3A vAloM ne mAsakhamaNa kiyaa| milApacandajI phophaliyA kI dharmapatnI ne 45 kI tapasyA kii| pandraha, gyAraha, ATha Adi kI aneka tapasyAe~ huii| ina saba adhyAtmaparaka gatividhiyoM ke sAtha-sAtha AcArya zrI kA cintana jaina-dharma ko jana-dharma banAne, zramaNa-jIvana meM vizuddha zAstrIya svarUpa kI punaH saMsthApanA karane, sampUrNa zramaNa-zramaNI varga ko samAna AcAra, vicAra, vyavahAra aura samAja samAcArI ke eka sudRr3ha sUtra meM susambaddha karane, parvArAdhana Adi ke sabhI vibhedoM ko samApta kara ekasUtratA lAne, zramaNa-zramaNI aura zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga ko eka sUtra meM Abaddha kara jaina saMgha ko sugaThita sudRDha , abhedya evaM anuzAsanabaddha banAne tathA use purAtana pratiSThita pada para adhiSThita karane ke vyAvahArika hala khojane meM lgaa| ise AcArya zrI ne samaya-samaya para apane pravacanoM meM bhI rkhaa| isa cAturmAsa kAla meM hI strI-samAja meM dhArmika zikSA-viSayaka preraka pravacanoM se prerita hokara varddhamAna jaina kanyA pAThazAlA kI sthApanA kI gii| isa pAThazAlA kI sthApanA evaM saMcAlana meM sajjanajI bAI sA evaM indrajI bAI sA kA mahattvapUrNa yogadAna rhaa| saMghahita aura samAjotthAna ke lie isa prakAra aneka kArya hue| samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala ke mAdhyama se lekhana, prakAzana, pracAra-prasAra ke kArya ullekhanIya rhe| zrI ratanalAlajI saMghavI, zrI ratnakumArajI 'ratneza' Adi ke sahayoga se karmaTha kAryakartA zrI vijayamalajI kumbhaTa kI dekharekha meM sAhitya-nirmANa kA kArya agrasara huaa| isI cAturmAsa meM AcAryazrI ke pravacanoM se prabhAvita ho puNyazAlinI bahanoM sAyarakaMvara jI aura mainAkaMvara jI meM sAMsArika prapaJcoM se virakti kA bhAva jAgRta huaa| jodhapura meM isa varSa AcArya zrI jayamalajI ma. kI sampradAya ke sthavira muni zrI cauthamalajI mahArAja kA bhI cAturmAsa thaa| donoM sampradAyoM ke muni maNDala meM prazaMsanIya sauhArda aura | vAtsalyabhAva rhaa| cAturmAsa ke prArambha meM zrAvaNa kRSNA 2 samvat 2002 ko pIpAr3a meM virAjita ratnavaMzIyA zraddhayA mahAsatI zrI | pAnakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA samAdhimaraNa ho gyaa| mahAsatIjI AtmArthinI evaM bhadrika pariNAminI hone ke sAtha Agama evaM thokar3oM kI marmajJa thii| 45 varSa kI umra meM dIkSita hone ke pazcAt Apane reta meM aMguli se rekhAeM khIMca kara akSara likhanA sIkhA evaM jijJAsA aura lagana kI utkaTatA se Agama tathA thokar3oM kA asAdhAraNa jJAna arjita kara liyaa| svAmIjI zrI candanamalajI mahArAja unake jJAnavardhana meM sahAyaka rhe| sunate haiM paNDitaratna zrI samarthamala jI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ma.sA. ne bhI Apase kaI dhAraNAeM kii| pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne bhI vairAgyAvasthA meM pIpAr3a, ajamera | tathA puSkara meM Apase stokoM kA jJAna kiyA thaa| mahAsatI jI ne sahajabhAva se aneka santa-satiyoM ko apane jJAna se lAbhAnvita kiyaa| anta meM netra jyoti calI jAne se Apa pIpAr3a meM sthiravAsa virAja rahe the| masse Adi kI takalIpha hote huye bhI Apane zAnti evaM samAdhi bhAvoM ko sthira rkhaa| ApakA 40 varSIya saMyamI-jIvana kaI santa-satiyoM ke liye preraNAsrota thaa| yahA~ se maMDora, tiMvarI, mathAniyA bAvar3I pharasate hue bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya ke vArSika adhivezana para zikSA sambaMdhI viziSTa kAryakrama Ayojita kiye ge| vahA~ se ratakUDiyA, khAMgaTA, kosANA, raNasIgAMva pharasate hue pIpAr3a padhAre / svAmI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. ke ghuTane kI pIr3A aura muni zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI jaMghA meM amara bakare ke sIMga ke AghAta ke kAraNa Apako kucha samaya pIpADa meM virAjanA pddaa| rIyAM. pAlAsanI (holI cAturmAsa) evaM pAlI pravAsa huaa| pAlI meM AcAryazrI gaNezIlAla jI mahArAja aura caritanAyaka kA zrI zAnti jaina pAThazAlA ke bhavana meM sneha sammelana huaa| saMghAbhyudaya, samAjotthAna aura pArasparika sahayoga Adi aneka viSayoM para AcAryadvaya ne khule dila se vicAroM kA AdAna-pradAna kiyaa| dUra-dUra ke darzanArthiyoM kA melA sA laga gyaa| AcAryadvaya ke madhura milana ke sukhada prasaMga para bhopAlagaDha ke sujJa zrAvaka zrI jogIdAsa jI bAphanA, zrI sUrajarAjajI botharA Adi zrAvakoM ne bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa hetu bhAvabharI vinati evaM prabala Agraha karate hue prArthanA kI ki vayovRddhA mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanaka~varajI asvasthatA ke kAraNa bhopAlagaDha virAjamAna haiM unakI bhI yahI bhAvanA | hai| AcArya zrI ne svAmIjI mahArAja se parAmarza kara vinati svIkAra kii| * bhopAlagaDha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2003) zeSakAla meM pAlI se sojata padArpaNa ke pazcAt AcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. se punarmilana huaa| Apa zrI yahAM se bilADA hokara pIpAr3a pdhaare| kur3I grAma ko pharasate hue AcArya zrI saMvat 2003 ke cAturmAsArtha bhopAlagaDha pdhaare| praveza ke samaya vidyAlaya ke chAtroM evaM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke dvArA uccArita jaya jayakAra ke | samaveta svaroM kA dRzya anupama thaa| sArA gAMva Apake darzanoM ko umar3a pdd'aa| bhopAlagar3ha ke zAnta grAmINa vAtAvaraNa meM zruta-zAstroM kA gahana adhyayana evaM avagAhana karate hue Apane gaNipiTaka ke dvitIya aMga sUtrakRta kA mUla, vyAkhyA, TIkA aura anuvAda sahita sampAdana prArambha kiyaa| isa cAturmAsa meM grAmavAsiyoM va AgantukoM ne jJAnAbhyAsa va tapa-tyAga kA bharapUra lAbha liyaa| ___ AcArya zrI kA vihAra kuDacI, dhanArI, thalI ke aneka grAmoM meM dharmodyota karate hue bIkAnera kI ora | gogolAva taka huA / idhara bAraNI nivAsI riDamalacanda jI bhaNDArI kI do putriyoM kI icchA bahuta dinoM se dIkSA | lene kI thii| unake mAtA-pitA tathA dAdA Adi parijana dIkSA bAraNI meM karAnA cAhate the| ata: unake dAdA vajIracanda jI bhaNDArI aura kizoramalajI mehatA dIkSA kA muhUrta nikalavAkara AcArya zrI kI sevA meM nAgaura phuNce| vizeSa Agraha kiyA ki bAranI padhAra kara dIkSA pradAna kraaveN| bhaNDArI jI kI vinati para bIkAnera kA prayANa sthagita rakhakara AcArya zrI gogolAva se puna: nAgaura muNDavA khajavANA , rUNa, gArAsanI asAvarI hote hue bAraNI pdhaare|
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________________ - prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa __ pArasparika prema aura sahayoga se otaprota adhikatara kisAnoM kI janasaMkhyA vAle choTe se gAMva bAraNI meM mAghazuklA terasa vikrama saMvat 2003 ke zubha muhUrta para AcAryazrI ne mAtA zrImatI jatanadevI aura pitA rir3amala canda jI bhaMDArI kI donoM putriyoM sAyarakaMvarajI aura bAlabrahmacAriNI mainAkaMvarajI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kii| bhavya dIkSA samAroha ke anantara donoM mahAsatiyoM ko badanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI ziSyA | ghoSita kiyA gyaa| isa avasara para mahAsatI harakaMvarajI, mahAsatI sajjana kaMvarajI, mahAsatI badanaka~varajI Adi ThANA 12 kA satI-maNDala virAjamAna thaa| yahA~ gA~va ke logoM ne kaI prakAra ke tyAga-pratyAkhyAna lie| kaI kisAnoM ne bakare, bheDe Adi kasAiyoM ko vikraya karane kA tyAga kiyaa| eka saptAha pazcAt bhopAlagaDha meM svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. dvArA donoM navadIkSitA mahAsatiyoM kI bar3I dIkSA sampanna huii| AcArya zrI bAranI se harasolAva goTana hote khAMgaTA padhAre jahA~ svAmIjI ma.sA. kA bhI padArpaNa huaa| AcArya zrI lAmbA, bhaMvAla Adi grAmoM ko pharasate hue mer3atA pdhaare| holI cAturmAsa yahIM huaa| phira pAcaroliyA, jar3AU Adi gA~voM ko pAvana | karate hue pAdU pahu~ce / yahA~ jayapura kA saMgha cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita huaa| yahA~ se mevar3A, thAMvalA, puSkara hote hue ajamera pdhaare| ajamera meM mamaiyoM ke nohare meM viraaje| ajamera meM sthavirApada vibhUSita mahAsatI zrI chogAjI, baDe rAdhAjI Adi satIvRnda virAjamAna thaa| ajamera meM cAturmAsa hue kaI varSa ho gae the| yahA~ cAturmAsa hetu saMgha kA prabala Agraha thaa| mahAsatIjI chogAMjI mahArAja Adi ke yahA~ virAjita hone se ajamera saMgha kI vinati ko aura adhika bala mila gayA evaM AcArya zrI ne AgAmI cAturmAsa hetu ajamera kI vinati svIkAra kara lii| pAlI aura jayapura saMgha kI AzA saphalIbhUta na ho skii| AcArya zrI zeSakAla meM jayapura saMgha kI vinati ko mAna dete hue kizanagar3ha hote jayapura pdhaare| vahA~ dharmodyota kara puna: mArgastha grAma nagaroM ko pAvana karate hue AcArya zrI ajamera pdhaare| isI kAlAvadhi meM jyeSTha zuklA saptamI ko jodhapura meM ApakI AjJA se zrI mANakamalajI siMghavI kI dharmapatnI zrI umarAva ka~varajI kI bhAgavatI dIkSA ullAsamaya vAtAvaraNa meM sampanna huii| * ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2004) ____saMvat 2004 ke ajamera cAturmAsa meM bhArata deza aMgrejoM kI parAdhInatA se mukta huaa| 15 agasta 1947 ko svataMtra bhArata kA tiraMgA lhraayaa| isa cAturmAsa meM dharmArAdhana meM bhI vizeSa utsAha dikhAI diyaa| AcArya zrI ke nirdezana meM paMDita zrI duHkhamocanajI jhA ne pUrva AcAryoM kA aitihAsika paricaya likhane kA kArya sampanna kiyaa| atra virAjita sthavirA mahAsatI zrI chogAjI mahArAja, bar3e rAdhAjI mahArAja Adi satIvRnda ko AcAryazrI kA sAnnidhya milane se AdhyAtmika toSa huaa| saMgha meM dharmadhyAna kA acchA ThATa rhaa| zrI umarAvamala jI DhaDDA, | gaNezamalajI boharA, rekharAjajI dudher3iyA, jItamalajI surANA Adi zrAvakoM kI sevAe~ ullekhanIya rhiiN| ___ ajamera cAturmAsa sampanna kara AcArya zrI kA vihAra meravAr3A ke grAma-nagaroM kI ora huaa| Apa bhinAya, TAMToTI, gulAbapurA, vijayanagara, masUdA hote hue byAvara pdhaare| holI cAturmAsa yahA~ svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. Adi santoM ke sAtha kiyA / byAvara saMgha kI cAturmAsa hetu kaI varSoM se AgrahabharI vinati cala rahI thii| ratnavaMza kI paramparA ke sthavira muni zrI candanamalajI ma.sA. ne vi. saMvat 1963 meM yahA~ cAturmAsa kiyA thaa| zrIcandajI | abbANI Adi zrAvakoM ke Agraha evaM anunaya ke kAraNa pAlI kI purajora vinati hote hue bhI saMvat 2005 ke cAturmAsa kI svIkRti kA saubhAgya byAvara nagara ko prApta huaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zeSakAla meM Apa byAvara se seMdaDA, bara, birAMThiyA, jhUThA, rAyapura, sojata hote hue pAlI pdhaare| AcArya zrI | dvArA Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM meM vicaraNa karate samaya vayovRddha svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. kI tabIyata acAnaka | kharAba ho gaI / ataH unako pAlI rakhakara AcArya zrI kA ThANA 3 se byAvara cAturmAsArtha vihAra huA / * byAvara cAturmAsa (saMvat 2005) 96 byAvara nagara pravacana, zAstra vAcana, zaMkA-samAdhAna evaM praznottara ke atirikta caritanAyaka kA adhikAMza samaya zAstroM kI TIkAoM, cUrNiyoM, bhASyoM, niryuktiyoM Adi ke adhyayana- avagAhana meM vyatIta huA / yahA~ se zrIcandajI abbANI, zrI vijayarAjajI caudharI, zrI sohanamalajI DosI Adi zrAvakoM ne bar3I lagana se caturvidha saMgha-sevA kA lAbha utthaayaa| saMgha hitaiSI zrAvakoM ke sahayoga se yaha varSAvAsa kundana bhavana meM AnandapUrvaka sampanna huA / isa cAturmAsa meM mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvajI ma.sA. Adi sAdhvI- maNDala ke virAjane se mahilAoM meM bhI dharmArAdhana kA ThATa rahA / yahA~ se vihAra kara ajamera meM kalyANamalajI umarAvamalajI DhaDDhA ke bhavana meM virAje taba AcArya zrI ne | vayovRddhA mahAsatI chogA jI aura ratnavaMzIya gaNamAnya zrAvakoM ke vinamra, kintu AgrahapUrNa nivedana para maryAdocita prAyazcitta pradAna kara una munidvaya vayovRddha muni zrI lAbhacanda jI aura muni zrI cauthamalajI ko saMgha meM sammilita kiyA, jinheM nyAya DUMgarI nAmaka grAma meM binA AjJA ke svecchApUrvaka cAturmAsa kI haTha ke kAraNa saMvat 1999 AjJAbAhara kara diyA thaa| AcArya zrI AcAra- pAlana ke prati kaThora the / isIlie unhoMne ATha santoM meM se bhI do ke kama hone kI paravAha kie binA unheM svacchanda vicaraNa karane para AjJA bAhara kara diyA thaa| aba donoM santa apanI bhUla kA ehasAsa karate hue pUrNa prAyazcita ke sAtha natamastaka hokara gurudeva kI AjJA meM A ge| donoM santoM ne AcArya zrI dvArA pradatta prAyazcitta jisa saralatA, vinamratA evaM sahaja samarpaNa ke sAtha svIkAra kiyA vaha apane Apa | advitIya thaa| saMgha meM jahAM eka ora donoM muniyoM ke punaH Ane kI prasannatA thI vahIM dUsarI ora dIrgha dIkSAparyAya | vAle santoM ko dIkSA-cheda va punardIkSA jaise kaThora prAyazcitta die jAne kI sahAnubhUti meM nayanoM se azru chalaka AnA bhI svAbhAvika thA / prAyazcitta svIkAra karate muniyoM meM samarpaNa ke utkaTa bhAva ke sAtha hI yazasvinI nija paramparA meM lauTa Ane kI gauravapUrNa prasannatA spaSTataH jhalaka rahI thii| isa prakAra AcArya zrI hastI kA dRDhanizcaya kaThora | anuzAsana, AcAra-niSThA tathA gaNanA kI apekSA guNoM kI prAthamikatA kA saMdeza svataH hI pratidhvanita ho rahA thA / yahA~ para hI eka ghaTanA aura ghttii| paMjAba se do santa zrI zAnti muni evaM zrI ratanamuni sAdhuveza kA parityAga | kara AcArya zrI kI sevA meM upasthita hokara puna: dIkSA kI yAcanA karane lge| unakI Antarika prabala AkAMkSA aura prArthanA se dravIbhUta hokara AcArya zrI ne una donoM ko punaH zramaNa dharma meM dIkSita kiyaa| ye donoM santa binA kisI | kI preraNA ke svata: hI Atma-bhAva se yahA~ Ae the| inameM ratana muni jI gRhastha paryAya meM AcArya zrI dvArA pratibodha | prApta the, kintu unakI mAtA evaM dharmapatnI ke dvArA anumati nahIM die jAne para paMjAba jAkara zrI premacanda jI ma.sA. ke pAsa dIkSita ho gaye the / svabhAva- mela na hone ke kAraNa asamAdhi kA anubhava kara alaga ho gae the| aba ina santoM ko milAkara AcArya zrI ThANA 10 se ajamera meM virAja rahe the / " ajamera se vihAra kara pUjya zrI ThANA 5 se baDU, borAvar3a hote hue kucAmana padhAre / yahA~ mAsakalpa virAje / | rIyAM vAle seTha zrI phatehamalajI tejamalajI muNota kA yahA~ purAnA ghara thaa| seThajI sAhitya premI the| unakI preraNA se hI ratnavaMza ke mahAn carcAvAdI jinazAsana prabhAvaka svAmIjI zrI kanIrAma jI ma. ne yahA~ siddhAntasAra nAmaka
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 97 grantha kI racanA kI thI, jo dayA-dAna kI carcA viSayaka prathama grantha rahA hai| muNota parivAra ne apane yahA~ saMgRhIta zAstrAdi kI purAnI pratiyA~ jJAna bhaNDAra ko samarpita kii| kAlAntara meM Apane donoM muniyoM kI Antarika icchA na hote hue bhI saMgha va samAja meM sadbhAva banA rahe, isa lakSya se, unheM samajhA bujhA kara vApasa pUrva guruoM ke pAsa paMjAba jAne kI AjJA dii| donoM muniyoM ne anicchA hote hue bhI AcAryadeva kI AjJA ko zirodhArya kara paMjAba kI ora prayANa kiyA, para zrI rala muni paMjAba se puna: ugra vihAra kara AcArya zrI kI sevA meM vApasa A gye| yahAM se puna: borAvar3a, mer3atA, bhopAlagar3ha hote hue caitra zuklA paMcamI ko jodhapura pdhaare| yahA~ Apa saradArapurA sthita kAMkariyA bilDiMga meM virAje / pAlInivAsI zrI hastImalajI surANA apane sAthiyoM ke sAtha pAlI cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita hue| gatavarSa se hI pAlI saMgha kI vinati cala rahI thii| zrI hastImalajI surANA ke sAtha hI zrI sirahamalajI kAMTheDa zrI nathamalajI pagAriyA evaM zrI mUlacandajI siroyA Adi Apake varSAvAsa hetu satata prayatnazIla the| unakI zraddhAsikta vinati ko dhyAna meM lekara AcArya zrI ne saMvat 2006 kA cAturmAsa pAlI svIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se pIpAr3a Adi kSetroM ko pAvana kiyaa| * pAlI cAturmAsa (saMvat 2006) ___ saMvat 2006 kA cAturmAsa pAlI-mAravAr3a meM huaa| svAdhyAya, dayA, dAnAdi vividha gatividhiyoM meM AbAlavRddha zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga ne bhAga liyaa| madrAsa, dhUliyA, sailAnA Adi dUrastha nagaroM ke aneka zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne AtmIyajanoM ke sAtha Akara cAra mAsa pAlI ko hI apanA nivAsa banA liyaa| pravacanoM kI jhar3I lgii| eka dina jaina sAdhu vandanIya kyoM, viSaya para atyanta mArmika evaM hRdayagrAhI pravacana | | pharamAyA - "saMsAra ke samasta tyAgI varga meM Aja jaina tyAgI (sAdhu) varga hI eka aisA varga hai jo apane kucha Adarza ko banAye hue hai| dhana-saMgraha, dAra-saMgraha aura bhUmi-saMgraha Adi se jahAM saMsAra kA tyAgIvarga dUSita hai, yaha vahAM apavAda sAbita huA hai| yaha varga vAhana kA upayoga nahIM karatA, hara samaya paidala yAtrA karatA hai| isa varga ke sAdhu bhojana-pAna-vastrAdika bhI svayaM bhikSA se prApta karate haiN| sAdA aura nirvyasanI jIvana inakA Adarza hai| aise sAdhu saMsAra ke sammAna pAtra hoM, isameM koI Azcarya nahIM, parantu Aja unakI vandanIyatA kI AdhAra zilA dolAyamAna ho rahI hai| Aja unako nidrA-vikathA-pramAda Adi vikAroM ne ghera rakhA hai| jJAna-dhyAna evaM tyAga kA abhyAsa zanaiH zanaiH ghaTa rahA hai| aisI dazA meM Aja saMzodhaka aura Alocaka vRtti ke logoM meM unakA sammAna banA rahanA kaThina hai| merI samajha meM sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ko apanI vandanIyatA kI AdhAra zilA sthira karanI cAhie, jisake liye nindA-tyAga, vikathA-prapaMca-tyAga, zobhA evaM strI-saMsarga, kA tyAga karate hue upazamabhAva evaM asaMgrahavRtti ko apanAnA caahie| pUrva samaya ke saMta mahAtmA vyaktigata yA sAMpradAyika kisI bhI prakAra kI niMdA nahIM karate the| zAstra meM niMdA kA niSedha karate hue kahA hai 'piTThI-maMsaM na khAijjA' arthAt parokSa meM kisI kI burAI karanA pRSTha mAMsa bhakSaNa karanA hai| ataeva kisI kI niMdA nahIM karanI caahie| AtmArthI saMta dUsaroM ke doSa sunane meM bhI rasa nahIM leve| vikathA aura gRhasthoM ke paricaya bAbata zAstra meM kahA hai ki - 'miho kahAhiM na rame' paraspara vikathAoM meM ramaNa mata kro| tathA - 'gihisaMthavaM na kujjA' gRhasthoM se adhika paricaya mata kro|
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________________ gaMdhahatthINaM uparyukta donoM niyamoM ke pAlanArtha pahale ke saMta sAvadhAna rahate the| choTe bar3e gA~voM meM Agantuka strI-puruSoM ke sAtha unako saMbhASaNa bhI karanA par3atA thaa| sAmAjika jAnakArI bhI karanI par3atI, kintu choTe bar3e sabhI sAdhu-sAdhvI usameM saMlagna nahIM rahate the| vikathA prapaMca se bilkula nirlepa rahane vAle bhI mahAtmA milate the, jo sadA jJAna-dhyAna yA sevA meM hI masta rahate the| pramukha saMta-satI bhI prAthamika evaM Avazyaka paricaya ke uparAnta vArtAlApa se bace rahate the| isIse unako Atma-bala kI sAdhanA kA avasara bhI prApta hotA thaa| sAMsArikoM kA ati paricaya nahIM hone se unheM janatA ke avajJApAtra hone kA prasaMga nahIM AtA thaa| kheda ke sAtha kahanA par3atA hai ki Aja hama saMtoM me vikathA kA pramAda itanA bar3ha gayA hai ki gRhasthoM se hama ghula mila gaye haiN| isI se gRhastha hamArI bahuta sI aMtaraMga bAteM bhI jAnane lage haiM aura sAdhu varga para bhI unakA asara hone lagA hai| muniyoM ko vikathA aura gRhisaMsarga se sadA bacate rahanA caahie| ___vibhUsA itthi saMsaggaM' zAstra meM kahA hai ki zarIra Adi kI zobhA aura striyoM kA saMsarga brahmacArI ke liye | halAhala viSa ke samAna hai| isaliye pUrvAcAryoM ne maryAdA kI hai ki subaha vyAkhyAna aura tIsare prahara zAstra-vAcana yA caupAI ke alAvA saMtoM ke yahAM striyoM ko tathA satiyoM ke yahAM puruSoM ko nahIM baiThanA caahie| kyoMki adhika saMsarga se moha bar3hatA hai, jo samaya para donoM ke ahita kA kAraNa ho sakatA hai| kisI bAI ko dhArmika viSaya meM kucha pUchanA ho, saMta-satiyoM ke samAcAra kahanA ho, videza kA koI darzanArthI ho yA saMgha-sambandhI parAmarza karanA evaM khAsa AloyaNA karanA ho to samajhadAra bhAI kI sAkSI se saMtoM ke sthAna para striyA~ AvazyakatAnusAra bAta kara sakatI haiN| aisA hI satiyoM ke sthAna para bhAiyoM ke lie bhI smjheN| parantu yaha saMbhASaNa saMghADe ke pramukha tathA dIkSA yA jJAna se sthavira saMta-satiyoM ke alAvA sabako nahIM karanA caahiye| bar3oM ko kabhI avakAza nahIM ho aura kisI ko bAta sunanI par3e yA kisI ko kucha kahanA samajhAnA par3e to bar3oM ke sAmane yA anumati se karanA caahie| sArAMza yaha hai ki dharmopadeza aura jJAna-dhyAna ke sivA anya samaya meM striyoM ko khAlI biThAkara bAteM karanA moha vRddhi kA kAraNa hai, ata: sAdhuoM ko maryAdA viruddha strI-saMsarga aura sAdhviyoM ko puruSa-saMsarga se sadA bacate rahanA caahiye| khAsa kara Aja ke yuga meM to isakA adhika sAvadhAnI se pAlana karanA jarUrI hai| prAcIna samaya ke saMta mahAtmA upazama bhAva ke Adarza the| ve kSamA aura nirahaMkAra bhAva kA yathocita rUpa se pAlana karate the| ve zAstra ke AdezAnusAra 'vaMde na se kuppe vaMdio se samukkase' vaMdanA nahIM karane vAle para krodha nahIM karate aura vaMdanA pAkara ahaMkAra nahIM karate the| sAdhuoM ke dazavidha dharma meM kSamA, nirlobhatA, saralatA, mArdava, | nirabhimAna Adi vRttiyAM pradhAna dharma haiN| samUha meM rahane vAle sAdhu-sAdhviyoM meM krodha Adi kaSAyoM kI mandatA nahIM hone se ve svapara ko azAnti ke kAraNa mAna baiThate haiN| vartamAna meM dRSTigocara hone vAle kalaha, kadAgraha aura gurujanoM kI AjJA kA tiraskAra , ye krodha-mAna ke hI pariNAma haiN| kyoMki anupazAnta kaSAyavAle ko gaNa kaida aura sAdhu-sAdhvI zatru se dikhAI dete haiN| gaNa se pRthak rahane vAle sAdhu-sAdhvI adhikAMza isI ke pramANa haiM / tyAgI varga kI yaha dazA dekha kara gRhasthoM kI zraddhA-bhakti bhI kama ho jAtI hai| loga kahane lagate haiM ki saMsAra kI jhaMjhaToM ko chor3a kara jaba sAdhu bana gaye, taba unameM jhagar3A kaisA ? jhagar3e to mAnApamAna ke hote haiN| jinhoMne mAna apamAna ko chor3a diyA unakI azAnti kaisI? yaha to vaisI bAta hai ki 'eka aMcaMbho ho rahyo, jala meM lAgI aag|' Ajakala adhikAMza dekhA jAtA hai ki virakta dazA meM zAnta, dAnta aura vinaya zIla dikhane vAle vyakti bhI saMyama kA bAnA dhAraNa karake 4-6 mahIne meM hI raMga badala dete haiM jabaki pUjanIya saMta-maMDalI meM Akara to unheM adhika sadguNoM kA vikAsa karanA caahiye| munivaroM ko cAhiye ki ve apane upazama bhAva ko abAdhita banAye rakheM, aura sabase mila
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa jula kara rheN| sAvadhAnatA rakhate huye kadAcit kAraNavaza krodha A bhI jAya to muniyoM ke mana meM pAnI meM khicI huii| lakIra se jyAdA unakA TikAva nahIM honA caahiye| 'atRNe patito vahniH svayamevopazAmyati' isa anubhUta ukti ke anusAra kSamAzIla munioM ke saMsarga meM krodhiyoM kI bhI krodhAgni zAnta ho jAtI hai| rASTra ke mahApuruSa gAMdhI inhIM sadguNoM ke kAraNa jagatpUjya hue haiN| nindA aura stuti meM se ve nindA kI bAta ko pahale sunanA cAhate the| subhASa bosa jaise krAntikArI vicArakoM ke sAtha vicAra bheda hone para bhI ve maitrI pUrNa vyavahAra karate dekhe gye| phira vizva pUjya bhagavAna mahAvIra ke anuyAyI saMtoM meM to aisA Adarza sahaja prApta honA cAhiye, tabhI zAsana kA utthAna aura zramaNoM kI vandanIyatA jagat-mAnya ho sakatI hai| jaina sAdhuoM ke liye zAstra meM nirmaMtha yA bhikSu pada kA adhikatA se prayoga kiyA gayA hai| nirgrantha yA bhikSu / kA matalaba hotA hai kAlAntara meM upayoga lene ke liye kisI bhI vastu kA saMgraha kara gAMTha nahIM bAMdhanA, kintu AvazyakatA upasthita hone para jarUrata ke anusAra vastra, pAtra, anna Adi bhikSA se prApta kara lenaa| uparyukta uddezya kI pUrti ke liye jaina sAdhu maryAdA ke uparAnta kisI bhI vastu kA saMgraha nahIM rkhte| isameM muniyoM kI saccI AtmanirbharatA pragaTa hotI hai| yaha muniyoM kI kapotavRtti hai| jaise kaThina se kaThina durbhikSa meM bhI kabUtara dAnA saMgraha nahIM karatA apane zrama, sAmarthya aura nizcaya ke sahAre jIvana bitAtA hai, vaise hI sAdhu bhI vastrAdi kI durlabhatA ke vicAra se apanI Atma-nirbharatA nahIM khote| saMgraha vRtti ko rokane ke liye eka yaha bhI niyama rakhA gayA hai ki sAdhu apane vastra, pAtra, pustakAdi ko svayaM hI uThAkara cle| kisI bhAravAhI se nahIM uThavAve aura na kisI gRhastha ke yahAM kapATa Adi meM baMda kara rakhavAve / AvazyakatA se adhika yA saMta-satiyoM ko dene ke uparAnta bacI huI sAmagrI ko gRhastha (zrAvaka) ke pAsa apanApana haTAkara vosarA denA caahiye| ina niyamoM ko jIvana meM apanA kara rahane vAle sAdhu-sAdhvI samUha vizeSa ke nahIM, jagat ke pUjanIya ho sakate haiN| bhASAjJAna aura vyAkhyAna kalA se vikala hone para bhI yadi Adarza cAritra bala aura zuddha manobala kI zakti hai to hara samaya duniyAM unake pIche daur3I aayegii| sattAbala se saMghabala aura saMghabala se Atma-bala adhika zaktizAlI hai| jamAnA cAhe kidhara bhI cale Apako (sAdhu-sAdhvI varga ko) to jagat ke pravAha kA mukAbalA karanA hai| ata: dhairya aura zraddhA ke sAtha saMyama meM khar3e rahiye aura bhautikavAda evaM buddhivAda ke vinAzakArI bhaMvara se svapara ko bacAte rahiye / yadi aisA huA to saMsAra sadA munijanoM kA svAgata karegA aura ve bhI deza ke liye anupayogI siddha nahIM hoNge|" pravacanoM ke anantara cAra mAha taka ApakA adhikAMza samaya zAstra-sampAdana meM hI vyatIta huaa| pAlI kA cAturmAsa sampanna kara goDavAr3a kSetra ke aneka grAmoM meM logoM ko pratibodha dete hue AcArya zrI takhatagaDha, sAdar3I, guDhA-bAlotarA, Ahora, jAlora, zivagaMja pdhaare| grAmAnugrAma dharmajAgaraNA karate hue phAlguna zuklA 12 ko jodhapura pdhaare| ___gA~dhI maidAna meM svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI mahArAja prabhRti santoM ke sAtha holI cAturmAsa kiyaa| bAda meM || siMhapola virAjakara Apa puna: saradArapurA pdhaare| yahAM pUjya zrI jJAnacandajI mahArAja kI sampradAya ke sthavira muni zrI indramalajI ma, muni zrI motIlAlajI ma. , muni zrI lAlacandajI Adi santoM ke sAtha premapUrvaka sammilana huaa| paraspara meM samAcArI ko lekara vArtAlApa huaa| caitra mAsa meM hI ghor3oM ke cauka meM sthiravAsa virAjita mahAsatI jI zrI tIjAjI kA svargavAsa ho gyaa|
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________________ 100 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM | mahAvIra jayantI ke avasara para pIpAr3a kA ziSTa maMDala agale cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita huaa| bhAvapUrNa vinati svIkAra kara lI gii| yahA~ se vihAra kara vibhinna grAma-nagaroM ko padaraja se pAvana karate hue AcArya zrI | sojata padhAre, jahA~ paM. ratna pUjya zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA. ke sAtha ApakA madhura milana huaa| yahIM para muni zrI | sahasamala jI ma.sA. ke sAtha bhI ApakA prema milana huaa| saMgha hita, samAcArI Adi aneka viSayoM para donoM mahApuruSoM ke sAtha sArthaka vicAra-vimarza huaa| sojata se vihAra kara Apa, akSaya tRtIyA ke avasara para sojata roDa padhAre, jahA~ jodhapura kI aneka tapasvinI bahanoM ne Akara varSItapa kA pAraNaka kiyaa| isa bIca AcArya zrI kI AjJA se masUdA nivAsI zrI dhanarAjajI rAMkA kI suputrI evaM zrI mAMgIlAlajI sonI byAvara kI dharmapatnI zrI santoSakaMvarajI kI dIkSA vikrama saMvat 2007 jyeSTha zuklA paMcamI ko ajamera meM sampanna huii| sojata ror3a se vihAra kara AcArya zrI jaitAraNa, nimAja, meDatA, goTana hote hue bhopAlagaDha evaM phira pIpAr3a pdhaare| * pIpAr3a cAturmAsa saMvat (2007) vikrama saMvat 2007 ke pIpAr3a cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI dvArA sampAdita prazna vyAkaraNa sUtra evaM unake pravacanoM | kI pustaka 'gajendra muktAvalI' prakAzita huii| dvitIya pustaka kA sampAdana zazikAnta jI jhA dvArA kiyA gyaa| caritanAyaka kI janma-sthalI ke AbAla vRddha nara-nArI atyanta ullasita hokara dharmArAdhana kA pUrA lAbha le rahe the| pIpAr3a nagara kA varSAvAsa sAnanda sampanna kara AcArya zrI mArgastha grAma-nagaroM ko pAvana karate hue ajamera padhAre evaM yahAM virAjita sthavirA vayovRddha satIvRnda tathA saMgha kI vinati svIkAra kara zeSakAla taka yahAM hI viraaje| zeSakAla ke anantara Apa santa-maNDala ke sAtha aneka grAma-nagaroM meM vicaraNa karate hue vijayanagara padhAre / yahA~ mer3atAnagara ke | ziSTamaNDala ne upasthita hokara vikrama saMvat 2008 kA cAturmAsa apane kSetra meM karane kI vinati kI / mer3atA saMgha kI AgrahabharI vinati ko svIkAra kiyaa| * mer3atA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2008) aneka grAma nagaroM ko caraNaraja se pAvana karate hue AcArya zrI cAturmAsArtha mer3atA pdhaare| mer3atA zrI saMgha ne sAmAyika, svAdhyAya pauSadha, upavAsa, dayA, dAna Adi ArAdhanA meM anukaraNIya utsAha dikhaayaa| cAturmAsa meM zrI jauharI malajI ostavAla, zrI premarAja jI muthA, zrI hemarAjajI DosI, zrI bhUramala jI bokar3iyA Adi suzrAvakoM kI bhakti sarAhanIya thii| paryuSaNa ke AThoM dina bAjAra banda rhaa| yahA~ para akhila bhAratIya sthAnakavAsI jaina kAMphrensa ke maMtrI zrI dhIrajabhAI turakhiyA apane ziSTamaMDala ke sAtha zramaNa-saMgha ke nirmANa kI yojanA para vicAra karane upasthita hue| taba AcArya zrI ne prastAvita yojanA ko sabake lie svIkAra karane yogya banAne hetu sujhAva dete hue kahA ki yadi rAjanaitika pArTiyoM ke gaThana kI bhAMti zramaNa saMgha kA gaThana bhI prajAtAMtrika DhaMga se kiyA gayA to dharma ke sthAna para yaha saMgha adhikAra hathiyAne kA akhAr3A bana jaaegaa| unhoMne zAstra pratipAdita zramaNAcAra ko dRSTigata rakhate hue zramaNasaMgha kA saMvidhAna banAne aura zramaNa-zramaNI varga kI samAcArI nirmANa karane para bala diyA tathA aisA hone para apane sahayoga kI saharSa svIkRti pradAna kii|
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 101 __cAturmAsakAla meM AcArya zrI zrImAloM ke upAsare meM the| eka dina dayA-pauSadha meM baiThe zrAvakoM ko rAtri ke samaya kisI ke dhamadhamAhaTa ke sAtha bhItara Ane kA sandeha huA aura saba cauMka kara cillAne lge| ghabarA se ge| AcAryapravara pATa para virAje hue bole -"zAnti se paMca parameSThI kA dhyAna kro| ghabarAne kI koI bAta nahIM hai|" camatkAra sA huaa| kisI kA kucha nahIM bigdd'aa| logoM ko zaka thA ki maNibhadra yakSa mAyAvI rUpa banAkara AyA hai| isa ghaTanA meM Atmika zakti ke Age daivika-zakti parAbhUta huii| deva apane sthAna para lauTa gyaa| dhamadhamAhaTa vilupta ho gii| gurudeva ke Azvasta karane para saba nirbhaya hue| mer3atA cAturmAsa meM bRhatkalpasUtra evaM gajendra muktAvalI bhAga 2 kA prakAzana bhI huaa| cAturmAsoparAnta mer3atA se bhopAlagar3ha padhArakara vayovRddhA evaM asvastha mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. ko mAsakalpa darzanoM kA lAbha dekara AcArya zrI jodhapura pdhaare| isI samaya bhopAlagar3ha meM phAlguna zuklA dvitIyA ko mAtAjI mahArAja mahAsatI zrI rUpakaMvarajI kI guruNI mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI kA svargArohaNa ho gyaa| Apa atIva bhadrika, dRr3ha AcArazIla evaM madhura vyAkhyAnI satI thiiN| dezanoka ke samIpastha surapurA grAma meM jasarUpamalajI golechA ke yahAM janmI dhanaka~varajI ne ratnavaMza meM Agama evaM thokar3oM kI vizeSajJA mahAsatI zrI mallAM jI kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI aura guruNI jI se zAstroM evaM thokar3oM kA acchA jJAna arjita kiyaa| Apako aneka thokar3e kaNThastha the| ApakA sAnnidhya pAkara rUpAdevI evaM bAlaka hastI ne vairAgya kI ora kadama bddh'aaye| yaha yuga evaM mAnava jAti unakI RNI rahegI ki unhoMne preraNA kara caritanAyaka AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI mahArAja jaisA paramayogI isa samAja ko diyaa| vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa mahAsatI 12-13 varSoM taka bhopAlagar3ha meM sthiravAsa viraajiiN| ApakI aneka ziSyAe~ huIM - 1. mahAsatI zrI harakhaka~varajI 2. mahAsatI dhApU jI 3. mahAsatI kizana ka~vara jI 4. mahAsatI dhulAjI 5. mahAsatI ratanaka~vara jI 6. mahAsatI rUpaka~vara jI 7. mahasatI cainaka~vara jI 8. mahAsatI uttamaka~vara jI 9. mahAsatI choTA harakhu jI 10. mahAsatI nainaajii|
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________________ sAdar3I sammelana, sojata sammelana, bhInAsara sammelana evaM saMvat 2009 se 2014 taka ke cAturmAsa * sAdar3I sammelana (saMvat 2009) bhagavAna mahAvIra ke dharmazAsana kI prabhAvanA evaM jana-sAdhAraNa ko vItarAga dharma ke vizva kalyANakArI mArga kI ora agrasara karane hetu saMgaThita prayAsa yuga kI AvazyakatA thii| pUrva meM ajamera-sammelana meM isakI bhUmikA taya ho gaI thii| caritanAyaka evaM vibhinna mahApuruSa isa ora gatizIla the| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI isa vizuddha paramparA kA saMcAlana eka saMgha, eka AcArya evaM eka samAcArI ke sAtha ho, isa lakSya se sAdar3I (mAravAr3a) meM vi.saM. 2009 vaizAkha zuklA 3 tadanusAra dinAMka 27 aprela 1952 se vRhad sAdhu sammelana Ayojita karane kA nirNaya huaa| parama pUjya AcArya zrI sadaiva vizuddha AcAra-paramparA ke himAyatI the| saMgaThana meM mUla lakSya eka samAcArI kA ho, AcAraniSThA saMgha-saMcAlana kA AdhAra ho, apane ye vicAra Apane spaSTata: kaoNnphrensa ke padAdhikAriyoM ke samakSa rakha diye the| isI bhAvanA ke sAtha Apane saMgaThana meM sammilita hone kI |svIkRti pradAna kI thii| ___sammelana apane uddezya meM saphala ho, isa punIta lakSya se pramukha munirAjoM kA pUrva sammelana ajamera meM Ayojita kiyA gayA thaa| caritanAyaka AcArya zrI ko bhI isa pUrva sammelana meM nimantrita kiyA gyaa| Apa zrI isameM sammilita hone kI bhAvanA se phAlguna zuklA 11 ko ugra vihAra kara ajamera padhAre, jahA~ pramukha muniyoM ne khule hRdaya se zAsana-hita cintana kara sarva sammati evaM matabheda meM manabheda na ho, yaha mArganirdezaka siddhAnta taya kara sAdar3I kI ora prasthAna kiyaa| sammelana kI zubha ghar3I aaii| usa dina sthAnakavAsI paramparA kI 22 sampradAyoM ke 341 muni va 768 sAdhviyoM ke pratinidhiyoM ke rUpa meM 54 santoM ne bhAga liyaa| deza ke vibhinna konoM se Aye lagabhaga 35 hajAra zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhI isa avasara para upasthita the| caritanAyaka ne 8 muniyoM evaM 33 AryikAoM ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM isa sammelana meM bhAga liyaa| AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI paramparA kA pratinidhitva caritanAyaka evaM paM. muni zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ma. ne kiyaa| sammelana meM sthAnakavAsI samAja kI 22 sampradAyoM ke mahApuruSoM ne vizuddha zAsana hita evaM jina zAsana ke sudRDha saMgaThana kI maMgala bhAvanA se apanI-apanI paramparA kA vilInIkaraNa kara 'zrI varddhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zramaNa saMgha' ke nirmANa meM apanI mahanIya yugAntarakArI bhUmikA nibhaaii| __ Agama mahodadhi pUjya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. ko isa zramaNa saMgha kA AcArya, pUjya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. ko upAcArya, paM. ratna zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA. ko pradhAnamaMtrI evaM caritanAyaka pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. evaM paM. ratna zrI pyAracandajI ma.sA. ko sahamaMtrI banAyA gyaa| saMgha kA eka AcArya ke netRtva meM saMgaThana ho gyaa| AcAra kI dRDhatA ke pakSadhara mahApuruSoM ne vilInIkaraNa
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 103 karate vakta apanI bhAvanA vyakta kara dI thI ki eka sudRDha samAcArI va eka AcAra kA dRDhatA se pAlana unakA lakSya hai, isakI pUrti meM ve apanA sadA sahayoga dete rheNge| AcAra dRDhatA va samAcArI ke pAlana meM kamI Ane para ve isa bAre meM svataMtra rheNge| sammelana meM saMgha-saMgaThana kI dRDhatA va samAcArI kI ekarUpatA sambandhI vicAra-vimarza meM caritanAyaka kI| mahanIya bhUmikA rhii| vibhinna samitiyoM meM pramukha mahApuruSoM ke sAtha ApakA yazasvI nAma thaa| Apa jina mukhya samitiyoM meM the, ve isa prakAra haiM1. prAyazcitta samiti - 1. pUjya zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA. 2. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. pAkSika tithi nirNAyaka samiti - 1. pUjya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. 2. pUjya zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA. 3. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. sAhitya-zikSaNa samiti - 1. pUjya zrI ghAsIlAlajI ma.sA. 2. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 4. sacittAcitta nirNAyaka samiti - 1. pUjya zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA. 2. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. Adi sammelana vaizAkha zuklA trayodazI 7 maI 1952 ko saphalatApUrvaka sampanna ho jAne ke pazcAt nAgaura saMgha ke || viziSTa Agraha para pUjya caritanAyaka ne vinati svIkAra kara jodhapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| ___ aba caritanAyaka kA cintana saMgha aikya ko grAma-grAma nagara-nagara meM sthApita karane hetu mUrtarUpa lene lgaa| jahA~ bhI Apa gae vahA~ zrAvakoM ko "varddhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha" kI sthApanA hetu preraNA karane lge| * jodhapura meM Agamana __ vihAra krama se Apake jodhapura padArpaNa ke anantara yahA~ bhI 'varddhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha' kI sthApanA ke sAtha sAre zrAvaka ekasUtra meM Abaddha ho ge| zrI indranAthajI modI isa saMgha ke adhyakSa bne| jodhapura meM AgamapremI do santoM kA mahAmilana smaraNIya rhaa| pUjyazrI apanI santamaNDalI ke sAtha saradArapurA ke kAMkariyA bhavana meM virAja rahe the| bhairUbAga meM virAjita mUrtipUjaka prasiddha santa zrI puNyavijayajI pUjya zrI ke pAsa pdhaare| unake nivedana para jaba pUjyazrI bhairUbAga padhAre taba puNyavijayajI ne vyAkhyAprajJapti, jJAtAdharmakathA Adi zAstroM evaM cUrNiyoM kI prAcIna pANDulipiyoM kI mAikro pratiyA~ dikhaaiiN| caritanAyaka ne unakA sUkSmadarzI zIze se avalokana evaM adhyayana kiyaa| una pratiyoM ke katipaya mahattvapUrNa sthaloM kI ora Apane munijI kA dhyAna AkRSTa kiyaa| pUjya caritanAyaka kI Agamaruci aura pANDulipiyoM ke prati tatparatA evaM anurAga dekhakara muni zrI || puNyavijaya jI atyanta prabhAvita evaM pulakita hue| caritanAyaka ke Agamika, aitihAsika evaM anyAnya viSayoM kI prAcIna pratiyoM ke prati isa prakAra ke pragAr3ha prema kA hI yaha supariNAma rahA ki unakI preraNA se jayapura ke lAla bhavana meM AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaMDAra,
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________________ 104 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jodhapura kI siMha pola meM zrI ratna jaina pustakAlaya tathA jalagAMva meM jaina granthAgAra jaise vizAla jJAna bhaMDAra jaina jagat ko upalabdha ho ske| caritanAyaka nAgaura cAturmAsa ke lakSya se mahAmandira pdhaare| idhara jayamalajI ma. sA. kI sampradAya ke zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA. ne atyadhika rugNa hone se saMthArA grahaNa kara liyA thaa| muni zrI kI prabala abhilASA thI ki pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. isa antima dharma-sAdhanA meM unake sAtha rheN| ve unheM bAra-bAra yAda kara rahe the| caritanAyaka nAgaura kI ora nirdhArita vihAra sthagita kara muni zrI kI sevA meM Ahora kI havelI pdhaare| cAturmAsa kAla nikaTa thA tathApi dharmArAdhana evaM muni zrI kI abhilASA ko dhyAna meM rakhakara saMthAre ke sIjhane taka unake pAsa svayaM rahane kI saharSa svIkRti hI nahIM dI, varan svAtma-bodha, Atma-jAgaraNa ke saMdeza dene vAle bhajanoM ke alAvA svayaM ne 3 dhyAna-cintana se cAra adhyAtma-gItikAoM kI racanA kara unheM sunAyA aura mRtyu ko mahotsava banAte hue unheM paraloka kI mahAyAtrA ke lie pracura pAtheya pradAna kiyaa| 'mere antara bhayA prakAza', maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa' 'samajho cetana jI apanA rUpa' Adi AdhyAtmika geya padoM kI racanA caritanAyaka ne isI samaya kii| ASADha zuklA dvitIyA ko 13 divasIya saMthArA pUrNa hone para saMskRta bhASA meM Apane kAvyAtmaka zraddhAMjali samarpita kI marau dharAyAM jayamallapUjyo'bhavatprasiddho muninAyakaH shmii| kaliprabhAvAttasyaiva vaMze-kSINe'bhavattUryamallo yazasvI // 1 // nirastatandreNa titIrpaNA vrataM, vIrocitaM bhkt-tyaagaadiruupm| amohabhAvena nijAtmazuddhyA , AsevitaM sAmyasureNa cetasA / / 2 / / rujAtireka: samapIDayattanu, soDhuM na zakyaM baladhAribhirnaraiH / sahiSNutAyAM munipuGgavena, camatkRtAH svetaradarzakA janAH / / 3 / / zAzvata hitA saMyamayogacaryA, bhadrA tvadIyAcaraNasya zreNiH / vyaktaM tanuM nazvarabhAvabhAjaM, nityaM zivaM muktipadajigISuNA / / 4 / / AzcaryabhAvaM bhajate madIyaM, cittaM caritraM hi daSTavA tvdiiym| yasyAM tithau martyaloke'vatIrNastameva svargAroho'pyAkArSIH / / 5 / / bhUyo bhUyo'pi vaMde'haM zAntaM dhIraM mhttrm| sumano'haM kRpAdRSTaH kicit srvmupaarjym|| isake anantara Apa svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM padhAre aura aparAhna meM unase mAMgalika zravaNa kara nAgaura kI ora ugra vihAra kiyaa| dina meM do-do bAra ugra vihAra kara ASADha zuklA 13 kI aparAhna nAgaura padhAre / vahA~ surANA kI bArI ke bAhara mohanalAlajI botharA ke makAna meM virAje / * nAgaura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2009) ____ saM. 2009 ke nAgaura cAturmAsa meM prathama dina se hI AdhyAtmika ullAsa kA vAtAvaraNa bana gyaa| tapasyA kA ThATa lgaa| prabodhaka pravacanoM kI dhArA bahI / caritanAyaka mahilA jAgRti evaM bAlikAoM meM saMskAroM para adhika bala dete the| ApakA cintana thA ki bAlikA yadi saMskArita hotI hai to vaha eka nahIM, do kuloM ko zikSita evaM saMskArita kregii| isa dRSTi se Apane kanyA pAThazAlA kI AvazyakatA para bala dete hue zrAvikAvarga meM dhArmika saMskAroM ko jagAne kI preraNA kii| Apane pharamAyA-"jisa prakAra cAroM pahiyoM ke samAna rUpa se sudRr3ha evaM gatizIla hone para hI koI ratha pragati patha para nirantara agrasara ho sakatA hai, ThIka usI prakAra zramaNa
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________________ 105 prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke dharmasaMgha rUpI ratha ke sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka evaM zrAvikA rUpa cAroM pahiye saMghotkarSa kI dizA meM sakriya evaM drutagatizIla hoMge tabhI yaha saMgha apane parama lakSya para pahu~ca skegaa| mahilA-varga, mAtR-varga, zrAvikA-varga caturvidha saMgha-ratha kA caturtha pahiyA bhI sudRDha ho , yaha Avazyaka hai| maiM to Apa sabhI mAtAoM bahanoM se yaha kahU~gA ki puruSa varga se pahale strI-varga meM dhArmika zikSA evaM AdhyAtmika saMskAra anivAryata: hone caahie| Apa eka nahIM, do-do kuloM ko rozana karane vAlI haiM, Apa puruSa kI nirmAtrI haiM, use saMskAra dene vAlI haiN| ata: Aja ke samAja meM nArI varga ko bAlyAvasthA meM hI dhArmika pAThazAlAoM ke mAdhyama se dhArmika-zikSA dI jAnI caahie| __ atyanta prabhAvI, preraNAspada ina pravacanoM se prerita ho nAgaura ke samAja-seviyoM ne isI varSAvAsakAla meM kanyA-dhArmika zikSA zAlA kI sthApanA kara bAlikAoM ko dhArmika zikSA denA prAraMbha kiyaa| isI cAturmAsa meM zrI hIrAlAla jI gAMdhI (vartamAna AcAryazrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA.) ne anekazaH dayAvrata ke sAtha sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, 25 bola Adi caritanAyaka ke caraNoM meM rahate hue kaNThastha kara lie| AcAryazrI kI preraNA se yahA~ bhI jodhapura kI bhAMti zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha kI sthApanA huii| nAgaura cAturmAsa ke anantara Apa pIpAr3a padhAre, jahA~ pAlI ke zreSThI zrI hastImalajI surANA ne do bahanoM evaM eka bhAI kI dIkSA pAlI meM Ayojita karane hetu vinati rkhii| mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI ko pAlI mAravAr3a meM dIkSA kA bhavya Ayojana huaa| isameM pIpAr3a ke zrI jAlamacanda jI caudharI evaM do bahanoM ghIsIbAI pAlI evaM suAbAI kAMkariyA, bhopAlagar3ha ne pravrajyA-patha para apane caraNa bddh'aae| dIkSA ke anantara jAlamacanda jI kA nAma jayantamuni nirdhArita kara unheM svAmI zrI amaracanda jI ma. kI nizrA meM rakhA gyaa| zrImatI suAbAI kA nAma mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI evaM ghIsIbAI kA nAma jJAnakaMvara jI rakhA gyaa| . sojata sammelana (saMvat 2010) idhara sojata meM maMtri-munivaroM kA sammelana 17 se 30 janavarI 1953 taka Ayojita honA nizcita ho gayA, || ataH AcAryazrI kA vihAra bilAr3A hote hue sojata kI ora huaa| bilAr3A meM svAmI jI zrI rAvatamala jI ma, marudhara kesarI zrI mizrImala jI ma. Adi zramaNavaroM se vicAra-vimarza huaa| sammelana meM 14 maMtrI munivara padhAre, jinhoMne sAdar3I meM hue vRhad sAdhu-sammelana ke pArita prastAvoM evaM niyamoM ko kriyAnvita karane evaM samitiyoM ko | nirNayArtha sauMpe vicAroM ko antima rUpa dene kA mahattvapUrNa kArya kiyaa| isa sammelana meM caritanAyaka ne apane buddhikauzala se saMgha-aikya ke prati mahatI bhUmikA nibhaayii| kula 33 nirNaya lie gae evaM caritanAyaka ko mAravAr3a aura gor3avAr3a prAnta meM sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke cAturmAsa, vihAra, sevA, AkSepa nivAraNa aura pracArakArya kI vyavasthA kA dAyitva sauMpA gayA / Apako sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke pAThyakrama taiyAra karane hetu nirmita saMyukta samiti tathA tithipatra | samiti meM sadasya manonIta kiyA gyaa| sojata sammelana ke pazcAt caritanAyaka zramaNa saMgha ke pradhAnamaMtrI zrI AnaMda RSi jI ma. ke sAtha vihAra karate hue jodhapura padhAre / yahA~ se mer3atA, govindagar3ha hote hue lADapurA pdhaare| yahA~ lADapurA ke zrI suganacandra jI khaTor3a evaM bhinAya nivAsI jar3AvakaMvarajI kI zrAmaNya dIkSA jyeSTha zuklA dazamI saMvat 2010 ko sampanna huii| dIkSA ke
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________________ 106 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM) prasaMga para pradhAnamaMtrI zrI AnaMda RSi jI ma, vayovRddha zrI choTamala jI ma. (zrI pannAlAla jI ke saMghATaka) evaM mahAsatI zrI harakaMvara jI Adi satI-maMDala upasthita thaa| dIkSoparAnta suganacandrajI kA nAma suganamuni rakhA gyaa| * jodhapura kA saMyukta aitihAsika cAturmAsa (saMvat 2010) vikrama saMvat 2010 kA jodhapura cAturmAsa aneka saMtoM kA saMyukta aitihAsika cAturmAsa thA, jisameM caritanAyaka zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 6 ke atirikta upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAla jI ma. sA. Adi ThANA 8, pradhAnamaMtrI zrI AnaMdaRSi jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zrImadanalAla jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 2, kavi zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5, paM. ratna zrI samarthamalajI ma.sA. svAmI jI zrI pUrNamala jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 2 eka sAtha siMhapola sthAnaka meM viraaje| siMhapola meM chaha zramaNa pramukhoM kA yaha saMyukta cAturmAsa svarNima cAturmAsa thA, jisameM eka sAtha itanI vibhUtiyoM ke darzana-vandana, pravacana-zravaNa evaM jJAnacarcA kA lAbha na kevala jodhapuravAsiyoM ko, apitu samasta dezavAsiyoM ko AhlAdita karatA thaa| cAturmAsa kAla meM deza ke aneka sthAnoM se zraddhAluoM kA AvAgamana banA rhaa| zramaNa-zreSThoM ne zAstroM, bhASyoM, TIkAoM, cUrNiyoM Adi kA AloDana karate hue aneka gUr3ha viSayoM para cintana prakaTa kiyaa| tapa-tyAga evaM dharmArAdhana kI jhar3I sI laga gii| zramaNavaroM ne cAra mAsa taka niyamita rUpa se ghaNToM baiThakara sarvamAnya sAdhu samAcArI nirdhArita karane ke lakSya se gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAra-maMthana kara aneka sarvasammata nirNaya lie| saMgha aura anuzAsana para caritanAyaka ne eka dina pravacana meM pharamAyA "anuzAsanahIna samAja raktahIna deha kI taraha avasAna kI ora prayANa karatA hai| usakA cirakAla ke liye astitva saMbhava nhiiN| isaliye mahAvIra ne saMgha kI sthApanA kI / unakI saMgha-vyavasthA meM yaha vizeSatA hai ki unake samavasaraNa meM cAhe deva ho yA mAnava, rAjA ho athavA daridra, sabhI niyamAnusAra sabhA meM sthAna grahaNa karate the| bar3e se bar3A vyakti bhI pahale baiThe hue choTe ko haTAkara nahIM baiThatA thA aura na koI bIca meM hokara jAtA thaa| jarUrI kArya se bhI koI kisI ko uThAkara nahIM le jAtA aura na koI sabhA meM saMbhASaNa hI karatA thaa| deva, manuSya pazu aura sAdhu-sAdhvI sabhI yathA sthAna baiThakara vidhi pUrvaka dezanA kA lAbha liyA karate the| isI anuzAsanazIlatA se saMgha deva tulya pUjanIya mAnA gayA thaa|" _ "zrAvaka saMgha zramaNa saMgha kA sahayogI hai, ata: usameM bhI vyavasthita anuzAsana rahe tabhI saphalatA mila sakatI hai| usako korA Alocaka yA bAtUnI nahIM honA caahiye| jabAnI jamA kharca yA TIkA TippaNiyoM se samAja kA hita nahIM ho sktaa| isake liye sakriya kadama uThAnA hogaa| gopanIya kAryoM kI surakSA yahAM taka ho ki kArya se pahale par3ausI bhI Apake vicAra ko nahIM samajha ske| adhika karake thor3A kahane kI nIti ko sadA dhyAna meM rakhA jAya / samAja hita ke liye sabakI eka AvAja ho aura zAsana rakSA meM sarvasva nyauchAvara kI taiyArI ho|" ___cAturmAsoparAnta choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ke nAsUra kI zalya cikitsA ke kAraNa caritanAyaka ko kucha dina jodhapura rukanA pdd'aa| * svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. kA svargArohaNa saMvat 2010 kI mAgha kRSNA caturdazI ko svAmIjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. kA samAdhipUrvaka sahasA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| unakI abhilASA ke anusAra caritanAyaka antima samaya meM unake pAsa hI the aura unhoMne caritanAyaka ke mukha se maMgalAcaraNa sunakara 18 pApoM kI AlocanA kii| zrI sujAnamala jI ma. bar3e gambhIra,
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 107 kriyAniSTha AtmasAdhaka evaM varcasva ke dhanI santa the| unhoMne pUjyapAda AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke devalokagamana ke pazcAt manonIta laghuvaya AcArya (caritanAyaka) kI ora se lagabhaga paune cAra varSa ke antarAla kAla ke lie zAsana saMbhAlA evaM unake yuvA hote hI unheM vidhivat AcAryapada para adhiSThita kara apane Apako sadA gauravAnvita anubhava kiyaa| unheM 'pUjya zrI' ke rUpa meM sambodhita kara bAbAjI ma.sA. sadA pramudita rhte| yaha thA gauravazAlI ratnavaMza kI paramparA kA anuzAsana evaM Adarza / jodhapura ke anantara ThANA 8 se bhopAlagaDha pharasakara pIpAr3a meM akSaya tRtIyA para dharma-prabhAvanA karate hue caritanAyaka mAdaliyA padhAre, jahA~ Apane do dhar3oM meM vibhakta zrAvakoM ko eka sUtra meM bAMdhakara unakA pArasparika vaimanasya dUra kara kiyaa| isase Asa-pAsa ke sabhI gA~voM meM dharma kI prabhAvanA bddh'ii| ajamera meM svAmI zrI tArAcanda jI ma. evaM kavi amaracanda jI ma. se madhura milana huaa| sabhI santa eka hI sthAna para virAje aura jaba taka ajamera meM rahe taba taka eka hI sthAna para pravacana pharamAte rhe| saMghahita evaM samaSTi hita kI dRSTi se vicAroM kA AdAna-pradAna huaa| caritanAyaka evaM kavi zrI amaramuni jI ke bIca sAyaMkAlIna pratikramaNa ke pazcAt jo zAstra-carcA hotI thI, use sunane ke lie zrotA AkRSTa ho bar3I saMkhyA meM upasthita hote the| ajamera se mArgastha grAma-nagaroM ko pAvana karate hue vi.saM. 2011 ke cAturmAsa hetu Apa ThANA 8 se jayapura ke lAla bhavana meM pdhaare| * jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2011) isa jayapura cAturmAsa meM zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga ne 'bijalI ke jhabUke motI ponA ho to poya le' ukti ko caritArtha karate hue jJAnasUrya caritanAyaka zrI hastI ke sAnnidhya meM jJAna, darzana evaM cAritra kI sampadA kA upArjana karane kI hor3a sI lagA dii| bAlaka-bAlikA, kizora-kizorI, saba meM sIkhane kA utsAha thaa| niyamita sAmUhika-sAmAyika, zAstra-vAcana, stotrapATha Adi ke aneka vyaktiyoM ne niyama grahaNa kie| caritanAyaka ne apane pravacanoM meM pharamAyA- arthopArjana kevala isa janma meM sImita rUpa se kAma AtA hai, jabaki dharmArAdhana dvArA upArjita AdhyAtmika sampadA eka aisA anamola divya dhana hai jo bhava-bhavAntaroM taka kAma Ane vAlA tathA bhavapAza se mukta karAne vAlA hai|" pUjya zrI ke pravacana-pIyUSa se prabhAvita jana-mAnasa ne dharmasAdhanA kA anUThA lAbha liyaa| isa cAturmAsa meM mahAsatI zrI sohanaka~vara jI, prabhAvatIjI, puSpavatIjI Adi ThANA 6 evaM viduSI mahAsatI zrI jasaka~vara ma.sA. Adi ThANA 4 se jayapura hI virAja rahI thiiN| 29 akTUbara 1954 ko jaina darzana kI vizAlatA aura tattvajJAna viSaya para pravacana zravaNArtha jarmana vidvAn lUthara veNDala udayapura ke himmatasiMha jI sarUpariyA ke sAtha upasthita hue| pUjya zrI ke vyAkhyAna kA tatkAla aMgrejI anuvAda sarUpariyA jI lUthara ko sunAte rhe| vyAkhyAna sampanna hone para lUthara ne AcArya zrI ke jJAna kI bhUri-bhUri prazaMsA kii| usane apane sambaMdha meM yaha bhI batAyA ki vaha jaina dharma ke siddhAntoM ke prati gaharI ruci evaM AsthAvAna hone ke kAraNa pUrNa brahmacarya kA pAlana karatA hai tathA makkhana kA sevana bhI chor3a diyA hai caritanAyaka ne jarmana vidvAn ko saMskRta aura prAkRta bhASA ke adhyayana kI preraNA kii| zrI sumeracanda jI koThArI ne Apa zrI dvArA sampAdita evaM anUdita nandI sUtra kI prati aura jaina dharma viSayaka katipaya mahattvapUrNa granthoM ke aMgrejI anuvAda kI pustakeM bheMTa kii| zramaNa saMgha ke AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma. sA.ke janma-dina bhAdrapada kRSNA dvAdazI ke dina sabhA ko sambodhita karate hue caritanAyaka ne unake niyamita Agama-svAdhyAya evaM sampAdana ke
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________________ 108 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM atirikta cAritrika guNoM kI praMzasA karate hue hRdayodgAra abhivyakta kie| isa cAturmAsa ke samaya lAla bhavana meM ananya guru bhakta lAla hAthI vAle zreSThI zrI kesarImala jI koThArI ke kara kamaloM se pustakAlaya kA udghATana sampanna huaa| * mukhyamaMtrI dvArA pravacana zravaNa cAturmAsa ke anantara Adarzanagara, hIrAbAga Adi sthAnoM para pravacanAmRta kA pAna karAne ke pazcAt 17 navambara 54 ko gulAba nivAsa meM ApakA ahiMsA viSayaka viziSTa pravacana huA, jisake zravaNa hetu rAjasthAna ke mukhyamaMtrI mohanalAla sukhAr3iyA evaM anya maMtrIgaNa bhI upasthita hue| caritanAyaka ne pravacana meM pharamAyA ki ahiMsA kevala sAdhuoM athavA dharmaniSTha zrAvakoM ke lie hI nahIM, apitu mAnavamAtra ke dvArA AcaraNIya hai| AcArya pravara ne | pharamAyA ki vizva kA kalyANa eka mAtra ahiMsA ke siddhAntoM kI paripAlanA se hI ho sakatA hai| ahiMsA ke do rUpa haiM - eka rUpa to yaha ki kisI ko kaSTa nahIM denaa| dUsarA rUpa yaha ki tana, mana evaM vacana se yathA zakti dUsare ko kaSTa se bacAne kA pUrA prayAsa karanA / pratyeka manuSya kA yaha naitika kartavya hai ki vaha yathAsambhava apanI dinacaryA meM donoM prakAra kI ahiMsA ko adhikAdhika sthAna de| 28 navambara 54 ko AravI. durlabha jI emarelDa hAusa meM zikSA praNAlI para Ayojita pravacana ke samaya rAjasthAna sarakAra ke maMtrI zrI rAmakizora jI vyAsa, Ayukta zrI bhagavatasiMha jI Adi aneka gaNamAnya adhikArI upasthita hue| caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA ki zikSA kA uddezya mAtra AjIvikA nahIM, apitu jIvana nirmANa bhI hai| Adhunika zikSA meM saMskAra-nirmANa para dhyAna nahIM hai, jisakI mahatI AvazyakatA * DiggI, mAlapurA hokara kizanagaDha 29 navambara 1954 ko caritanAyaka paM.muni zrI lakSmIcandajI mahArAja, mANakamunijI aura ratanamunijI mahArAja ke sAtha sAMgAnera pdhaare| yahA~ para saMgha kI sudRDhatA hetu preraNAprada pravacana huA, zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne yathAzakti saMgha-aikya ke lie saMkalpa kiyaa| sAMgAnera se DiggI mAlapurA hote hue Apa kizanagaDha padhAre / katipaya | dina yahA~ bhavya-janoM kI jJAna-pipAsA zAnta karate hue ajamera pdhaare| yahAM para sthavirA mahAsatI zrI chogAjI ma.sA. kI bhAvanA, unakI zArIrika sthiti evaM ajamera saMgha kI Agraha bharI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhakara caritanAyaka ne sAdhubhASA meM saMvat 2012 ke cAturmAsa kI svIkRti pharamA dii| ajamera cAturmAsa ke pUrva caritanAyaka masUdA meM svAmIjI zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA, pradhAnamaMtrI zrI AnaMda RSi jI ma.sA, muni zrI motIlAla jI, muni zrI campAlAla jI, kavi zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. se mile tathA bhInAsara meM hone vAle sAdhu-sammelana ke sambaMdha meM gahana vicAra-vimarza kiyaa| caritanAyaka vahA~ se vijayanagara, dhanopa, saravAr3a kekar3I Adi grAma-nagaroM ko pAvana karate hue bhIlavAr3A padhAre, jahA~ akSaya tRtIyA kA parva harSollAsa evaM tapa-tyAga pUrvaka manAyA gyaa| bhIlavADA se vihAra kara cAturmAsArtha ajamera padhAre tathA kezarIsiMhajI kI havelI meM ApakA santa - maNDala ke sAtha bhavya praveza huaa| * ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2012) ajamera cAturmAsa meM caritanAyaka evaM santamaMDala ke sAtha pradhAnamaMtrI zrI AnaMda RSijI ma.sA. ke do ziSya
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 109 puSpa RSi jI evaM himmata RSi jI bhI sAtha hI virAje / pArasparika sauhArdapUrNa vyavahAra se ajamera nivAsI prasanna the| cAra mAsa taka dharmArAdhana evaM tapazcaraNa kA AlyAdakArI ThATa rhaa| yahAM mirjApura nivAsI zrImatI rAjakaMvara jI (dharma patnI zrI rUpacaMda jI surANA) ne kArtika zuklA 10 evaM sAdar3I nivAsI bAla brahmacAriNI bahana zrI jatanakaMvarajI (suputrI zrI dAnamala jI) ne mArgazIrSa kRSNA 12 ko zramaNI dharma kI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| . bhInAsara sammelana (saMvat 2013) aba 26 mArca se 6 apraila 1956 taka bhInAsara meM AyojyamAna sammalena nikaTa thaa| ataH caritanAyaka ajamera se jodhapura bhopAlagar3ha hote hue pahale mAgha zuklA 4 saMvat 2012 ko nokhAmaMDI padhAre, jahA~ aneka pramukha zramaNa-zramaNI pUrva vicAra-vimarza hetu ekatra ho rahe the| yahA~ pArasparika vicAra-vimarza ke sAtha jodhapura ke saMyukta cAturmAsa kI kAryavAhI tathA prativedanoM para vicAra kara nirNAyaka svarUpa pradAna kiyA gyaa| prAyazcitta vidhi para vicAra kara use bhI antima rUpa diyA gyaa| dezanoka meM phAlguna kRSNA SaSThI ko pratinidhi muniyoM kA cunAva kiyA gayA, jisameM 22 sampradAyoM ke 52 pratinidhi cune gye| inameM caritanAyaka evaM paM. zrI lakSmIcanda jI mahArAja sammilita the| bIkAnera hote hue Apa bhInAsara phuNce| sammelana meM 135 munivara evaM 147 mahAsatiyoM kA pardApaNa huaa| pratinidhiyoM ke atirikta anya muniyoM evaM mahAsatI-maNDala ko darzaka ke rUpa meM baiThane kI anumati pradAna kI gii| pratinidhi santoM ne nokhAmaNDI dezanoka, bIkAnera aura bhInAsara ina cAra sthAnoM para lagabhaga 42 dinoM taka pArasparika vicAra-vimarza karane ke anantara zramaNasaMgha ko sudRDha banAne aura sampUrNa sthAnakavAsI samAja ko ekatA ke sUtra meM Abaddha karane ke lakSya se aneka mahatvapUrNa prastAva pArita kie| caritanAyaka ne sammelana meM apane udgAra vyakta karate hue kahA "sAdar3I sammelana meM Apa saba munivaroM ne saMgha aikya kI bhAvanA se jo tyAga aura sAhasa dikhAyA vaha apUrva thaa| Arambha meM hamane AcArya zrI ko deva samajhakara unakI AjJA se kArya karane kI pratijJA lI aura unake prati niSThA prakaTa kI thii| kintu Aja kI hamArI sthiti aisI nahIM hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki saMgha-aikya kA bhavya bhavana cAra varSoM ke lambe samaya meM bhI pUrA nahIM ho skaa| hama saMgha meM asammilita sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA sahayoga prApta nahIM kara ske| itanA hI nahIM saMgha meM sammilita AtmArthI yogya santa bhI sthiti nahIM sudharI to kinArA kara sakate haiN| isa sammelana meM hameM ina sthitiyoM para gambhIratApUrvaka vicAra karanA hogaa| caritanAyaka ne apane udbodhana meM isa bAta para bala diyA ki zramaNa kA sabase bar3A bala, sabase mahattvapUrNa dhana | athavA jIvana sarvasva AcArabala hI hai| jJAna ke sAtha kriyA kA ArAdhana karanA hI usakI sabase baDI nidhi hai| bhInAsara sammelana meM nimnAGkita ullekhanIya nirNaya hue1. kama se kama 10 minaTa kI pratidina sAmUhika prArthanA kraanaa| 2. dhvanivardhaka yantra kA upayoga nahIM karanA (paMjAba evaM uttarapradeza ke santoM ko eka nirNaya ke lie chor3A | gayA) 3. ekala vihArI sAdhu evaM eka yA do ke saMghATaka meM vicaraNa karane vAlI sAdhvI ko zramaNasaMgha meM sammilita | karate samaya unake svacchanda vihAra kAla kI dIkSA cheda karanA) 4. pratikramaNa karate samaya saMghATaka ke mukhya sAdhu ko AcArya kI evaM AcArya ko zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 110 kI AjJA lene kA nirNaya huaa| 5. sacittAcitta viSaya meM prastAva pArita huA ki bAdAma, pistA, naujA, cArolI, ilAyacI, sapheda aura kAlI mirca akhaNDa nahIM leNge| pIpara binA pisI nahIM leNge| pAnI kA barpha nahIM leNge| kakar3I , tarabUja, kharabUja, nAraMgI, | kelA, aMgUra Adi binA zastra pariNata nahIM leNge| 6. samyaktva dete samaya vItarAga arihanta deva, paMca mahAvrata, pA~ca samiti evaM tIna gupti kA pAlana karane vAle ko guru tathA kevalI prarUpita dayAmaya dharma ko dharma svIkAra krnaa| 7. samvatsarI kI ekatA ke sambandha meM 17 sadasyoM kI eka samiti banAyI gaI jisakA saMyojaka marudhara | kesarI zrI mizrImala jI ma. ko banAyA gyaa| 8.1 aprela 1956 ko caritanAyaka sahita cAra upAdhyAya svIkRta hue 1. paM. Ananda RSi jI mahArAja 2. caritanAyaka paM. zrI hastImala jI mahArAja 3. paM. pyAracaMda jI ma. 4. kavi zrI amaracandajI ma. bhInAsara sammelana ke pazcAt saMvat 2013 kA ApakA cAturmAsa bIkAnera svIkRta huaa| isI samaya ASADha kRSNA 4 saMvat 2013 ko 77 varSa kI Ayu meM sthavirA mahAsatI zrI chogAjI kA ajamera meM svargArohaNa ho gyaa| ____ mahAsatI chogAjI ratnavaMza kI dedIpyamAna evaM prabhAvazAlI sAdhvI thiiN| vikrama saMvat 1940 meM buceTI ke zrI pannAlAlajI lalavANI ke yahA~ janmI chogAjI para bAlavaya meM vaidhavya kA pahAr3a TUTa pdd'aa| 15 varSa kI umra meM Apane mahAmaMdira meM dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| varSoM taka guru bahina zrI rAdhAjI mahArAja kI sevA meM ajamera rhiiN| mahAsatI sundarakaMvarajI Adi sAta-ATha viduSI mahAsatiyAM ApakI ziSyAeM huiiN| Apa madhura vyAkhyAnI evaM atizayasampanna mahAsatI thiiN| Apake pravacanoM kI bhASA sarala, sarasa, hRdayodgAraka evaM preraka thii| Apake zabda anta:sparzI the| Apa apanI antevAsinI satiyoM kA jIvana nirmANa karane meM pUrNata: sakSama evaM dakSa thii| Apake atizaya ke sambandha meM prasiddha hai ki vikrama saMvat 2000 ke gulAbapurA (bhIlavAr3A) cAturmAsa kI bAta hai, ekadA Apane jikra kiyA ki maiMne to kabhI bAr3ha dekhI nahIM / kucha hI dinoM bAda zrAvaNa kRSNA 13 ko bhayaMkara mUsalAdhAra varSA huii| cAroM ora pAnI-pAnI ho gayA, ghara pAnI se bhara ge| bhAiyoM ne Apase anya makAna meM padhArane kA nivedana kiyA, parantu Apane sacitta pAnI meM jAnA svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| prAta: mahAsatI sundaraka~varajI ne samasta zAstra evaM upakaraNa Upara rakha diye aura Apa saba sIDhiyoM para baiThakara svAdhyAya karane lgiiN| pAnI sIr3hiyoM para car3hane lagA to Apane pAnI ko iMgita kara kahA - "dekha liyA, bhaI dekha liyaa|" aura dekhate hI dekhate pAnI utarane lagA / sabane zAMti kI sAMseM lii| * bIkAnera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2013) pUjyapravara kA bIkAnera cAturmAsa svAdhyAya, sAmAyika, pauSadha, tapazcaraNa, vrata-pratyAkhyAna Adi meM utsAha evaM umaMga ke sAtha sampanna huaa| cAturmAsa meM AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI badanaka~vara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA bhI virAja rahe the| isa cAturmAsa meM tamila pradezI virakta zrIrAma tathA pIpAr3a ke virakta zrI hIrAlAla jI gAMdhI (vartamAna AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA) caritanAyaka kI sevA meM adhyayanarata rhe| zrI hIrAlAla jI gAMdhI ke pitA zrI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa motIlAla jI gAMdhI ne saMvat 2013 se jIvana bhara apanI sevAe~ saMgha ko samarpita kii| Apane jIvana paryanta jaina itihAsa kI sAmagrI ke saMkalana evaM vinayacandra jJAna bhaMDAra jayapura meM apanI ullekhanIya sevAe~ dI / bIkAnera cAturmAsa ke pazcAt UdAsara, dezanoka, nokhA, nAgaura, mer3atA Adi grAma-nagaroM meM vicaraNa karate hue Apa thAMvalA padhAre, jahA~ upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAla jI mahArAja se saMghahita ke aneka mahattvapUrNa viSayoM para vArtAlApa kiyaa| puSkara meM Apa donoM zramaNa vareNyoM kA maMtrI zrI puSkara muni jI ma.sA. se madhura milana huaa| ajamera meM caritanAyaka kA bIkAnera varSAvAsa meM sAtha rahe vayovRddha muni zrI rAmakumAra jI se punaH milana huaa| yahA~ para zrAvaka varga ko saMgha-zakti ko uttarottara dRr3ha karane kI preraNA karane ke anantara Apa kizanagar3ha padhAre, jahA~ mantrI zrI pannAlAla ma.sA. ke sAtha vicAra vimarza huaa| caritanAyaka ke mana meM saMgha ke aikya evaM zramaNAcAra ke nirdoSa paripAlana kI tatparatA thii| vijayanagara meM ApakA upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAla ma, paM. zrI puSkara muni jI ma. aura paM. zrI zeSamala jI ma. ke sAtha milana huaa| yahA~ bhI Apane saMghotkarSa viSayaka vicAra-vimarza kiyaa| gulAbapurA meM zrI lAlamunijI evaM kAnhamuni jI se ApakA snehamilana huaa| akSaya tRtIyA ke punIta prasaMga para kekar3I virAje, jahA~ para Apane dAna kI mahattA pratipAdita karate hue pharamAyA ki nyAyanIti se upArjita dhana kA zubhakAryoM meM binA kisI svArtha ke vivekapUrvaka diyA gayA dAna hI sAttvika dAna hai| saravAr3a hote hue phatahagar3ha padhArane para zrI varddhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha kI sthApanA kI gii| yahA~ dharmaniSTha dampatiyoM ne sajor3e zIlavata aMgIkAra kiye| caritanAyaka ke padhArane se yahA~ ke sthAnakavAsI samAja meM vyApta mana muTAva dUra ho gyaa| kaiyoM ne zataraMja, tAsa, caupar3a Adi nahIM khelane kA niyama liyaa| eka pustakAlaya kI bhI sthApanA huii| phatahagar3ha kI vizeSatA yaha thI ki yahA~ osavAla, sarAvagI aura mAhezvarI samAja kI sammilita goTha (paMcAyata) hai, jo ina samAjoM kI sarvavidha samasyAoM kA samAdhAna karatI thii| phatahagaDha se kizanagaDha cAturmAsa hetu vihAra kiyaa| kizanagar3ha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2014) caritanAyaka vikrama saMvat 2014 ke kizanagar3ha cAturmAsa meM ThANA 7 se virAje / varSAvAsa meM AdhyAtmika | mahotsava kA vAtAvaraNa bana gyaa| tapazcaraNa kI jhar3I laga gii| aThAI Adi kI aneka tapasyAe~ huii| zrI vardhamAna | sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha kI sthApanA huI tathA zrI sAgara jaina vidyAlaya ko Atma-nirbhara banAne kA kArya sampanna | huaa| cAturmAsa ke pazcAt madanagaMja meM zrI sohanalAla jI mahArAja se sneha milana huaa| ina dinoM zramaNa saMgha meM samvatsarI ke prazna ko lekara carcA calI evaM kAnphreMsa ke adhikAriyoM ne caritanAyaka se carcA kara jijJAsA kA samAdhAna kiyaa| use dillI kI vyavasthA samiti tathA zramaNa samparka samiti kI baiThaka meM pArita krvaayaa| yaha prastAva 22 navambara 57 ke jaina prakAza meM prakAzita huA hai-"ukta samiti ke sadasyoM kA atyadhika bahumata cAturmAsAdika ASADha zuklA 15 pakkhI se 49 yA 50veM dina saMvatsarI manAye jAne ke pakSa meM | hai| ataH kAMphreMsa kI vyavasthA samiti aura zramaNa samparka samiti uparyuktAnusAra caumAsI pakkhI ASAr3ha zuklA 15 se 49 yA 50 veM dina saMvatsarI manAne kA nirNaya detI hai tathA samasta sthAnakavAsI jainoM se apIla karatI hai ki saMvatsarI mahAparva bhArata meM eka hI dina mnaaveN| tAki samasta sthAnakavAsI jainoM meM sAMvatsarika ekatA banI rhe|" isa prakAra caritanAyaka ne samAja ke mahattvapUrNa mudde 'sAmvatsarika ekatA' kA patha prazasta kiyaa|
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________________ 112 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM madanagaMja se Apa dUdU, gADotA hote hue jayapura padhAre, jahA~ lagabhaga 25 dinoM taka lAlabhavana meM dharmArAdhanA karAkara ApakA alavara meM padArpaNa huaa| isa vihAra krama meM zrI sohanalAla jI ma.sA. Apake sAtha rhe| yahA~ dharmopadeza meM indriya niyaMtraNa evaM Asaktijaya para prabhAvI pravacana diye / alavara se dillI jAte samaya mArga meM vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zrI madanalAla jI ma.sA. se ApakA sneha milana huaa| dillI vAsiyoM kI AgrahapUrNa vinati para vikrama saMvat 2015 kA cAturmAsa dillI ko milaa|
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________________ dillI se sailAnA taka (saM. 2015 se 2019) * dillI meM cAturmAsa (saMvat 2015) vi.saM. 2015 kA cAturmAsa svatantra bhArata kI rAjadhAnI dillI ke sabjImaMDI kSetra ke sthAnaka meM huaa| dillI ke jina rAjamArgoM se ApakA padArpaNa huA, ve apAra jana-samUha kI jaya-jayanAda se gUMja utthe| cAturmAsa ke pUrva Apane dillI ke cAMdanI cauka, sadara bAjAra Adi pramukha sthAnoM para jinavANI kI amRta gaMgA pravAhita kii| ApakI pIyUSapAvinI pAtaka prakSAlinI vANI saMyamaniSTha jIvana evaM dRDha AcAra-niSThA se dillI ke zrAvaka atyaMta prabhAvita hue| lAlA zrI banArasI dAsa jI, milApacanda jI, jIvana lAla jI Adi cAturmAsa kI vyavasthA meM tatpara rhe| Apake tAttvika pravacanoM se zrotAgaNa bar3I saMkhyA meM lAbhAnvita hue| eka dina haMgarI nivAsI bauddha dharma ke vidvAn phailiksa bailI jaina siddhAntoM kI vizeSa jAnakArI ke lie upasthita hue aura syAvAda ke bAre meM vizada carcA kii| AcAryazrI ne unheM batAyA "syAdvAda jagat ke vaicArika saMgharSoM ko sulajhAtA hai| dUsare zabdoM meM yaha vANI aura vicAra kI ahiMsA bhI kahA jA sakatA hai| eka hI vastu yA tattva ko vibhinna dRSTikoNoM se dekhA jA sakatA hai, isIlie usameM vibhinna pakSa bhI upalabdha hote haiN| sAre pakSoM yA dRSTikoNoM ko vibheda kI dRSTi se hI nahIM, apitu samanvaya kI dRSTi se bhI samajhakara vastu kI yathArthatA kA darzana karanA hI isa siddhAnta kI gaharAI meM jAnA hai| kisI vastu vizeSa ke eka hI pakSa yA dRSTikoNa ko usakA sarvAMga svarUpa samajhakara use satya ke nAma se pukAranA mithyAvAda yA durAgraha kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| ataH kisI vastu ko vibhinna dRSTikoNoM ke AdhAra para dekhane-samajhane va varNita karane vAle vijJAna kA nAma hI syAdvAda hai| siddhAntarUpa meM ise anekAntavAda yA sApekSavAda bhI kahA gayA hai|" sarva sAdhAraNa ko syAdvAda kI sUkSmatA se paricita karAne ke lie | bhI AcArya zrI ne dRSTAnta diyA-"eka hI vyakti apane alaga-alaga riztoM ke kAraNa pitA, putra, kAkA, bhatIjA, mAmA aura bhAnajA Adi ho sakatA hai, kintu vaha apane putra kI dRSTi se pitA hai to pitA kI dRSTi se putra, bhatIje kI dRSTi se kAkA hai to kAkA kI dRSTi se bhtiijaa| aise hI anya sambaMdhoM ke vyAvahArika udAharaNa Apa apane cAroM ora dekha sakate haiN| ina riztoM kI taraha hI eka vyakti meM vibhinna guNoM kA vikAsa bhI hotA hai| ataH yahI dRSTi vastu ke svarUpa para lAgU hotI hai ki vaha bhI eka sAtha sat -asat, nazvara-anazvara, pratyakSa-apratyakSa, eka-aneka, kriyAzIla-akriyAzIla, nitya-anitya Adi guNoM vAlI hotI hai| dravya kI dRSTi se vaha sat , nitya, eka, sAmAnya Adi hotI hai to paryAya kI dRSTi se use asat, anitya, aneka, vizeSa Adi kahA jAtA hai|" dillI kA yaha cAturmAsa atyanta jJAnavardhaka rhaa| lAlA zrIbanArasIdAsa jI, lAlA milApacanda jI, lAlA | | kizanacanda jI , hakIma hemarAjajI evaM sthAnIya zrIsaMgha kI sevAe~ aura dharmAnurAga sarAhanIya rhaa| cAturmAsa meM svAmIjI zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. kA svAsthya adhika narama ho jAne se cAturmAsa ke pazcAt bhI | caritanAyaka kA yahAM se vihAra na ho skaa| kSetra kI anukUlatA aura zrAvakajanoM kI bhakti bhI sarAhanIya rhii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 114 udhara kAMdhalA se paNDita muni zrI lakSmIcandajI mahArAja ThANA 2 se cAturmAsa sampanna kara svAmIjI kI sevA meM dillI padhAra ge| lAlA banArasIdAsajI, zrI ratanalAlajI pArakha aura milApacanda jI ne Avazyaka upacAra karAyA, kintu roga para niyantraNa nahIM ho skaa| anta meM zrI saradAramalajI sAMDa ke prayatna se jodhapura vAle gurAMsA udayacandajI kI davA cAlU kI, jo lAbhakArI pratIta huii| usa samaya gurAM sA ne 7 dina dillI rahakara bar3I tatparatA se sevA kii| Rtu kI pratikUlatA aura dUrI ke kAraNa upacAra pUrI taraha kAragara nahIM huaa| AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. kA bhAvapUrNa Agraha thA ki caritanAyaka ludhiyAnA padhAreM to ina kriyAniSTha sAdhvAcAra ke sajaga tapa:pUta saMtaratna ke padArpaNa se paMjAbavAsI bhaktajana lAbhAnvita hoNge| caritanAyaka kI bhI bhAvanA unake darzanArtha jAne kI thii| kintu svAmI jI zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. kA svAsthya ekadama pratikUla rahane se Age bar3hanA sambhava nahIM ho skaa| pUjyapravara ne anyAnya kAryoM kI apekSA sevA ko prAthamikatA pradAna kii| svAmIjI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. kii| zAsana sevA evaM unakI bholAvaNa bhI ApakI sahaja smRti meM thI hii| saMghanAyaka hote hue bhI Apane svAmIjI mahArAja ke svAsthya samAdhi hetu svayaM sevAbhAva ko pramukha lakSya rkhaa| prazAMtAtmA zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. ke upacAra meM dillI ke hakIma hemarAjajI, DaoN. tArAcandajI pArakha evaM DaoN. lAlacaMdajI ne pUrA rasa lekara sevA kI / Apa zIghra hI rugNa svAmI jI mahArAja ke sAtha alavara, bairATha, zAhapurA hote hue jayapura pdhaare| isa bIca mahAsatI zrI choTe dhanakaMvarajI mahArAja sAhaba kA mAgha zuklA SaSThI saMvat 2015 ko byAvara meM tIna dina ke saMthAre ke sAtha devalokagamana ho gyaa| kucha kAla pazcAt phAlguna zuklA SaSThI ko mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvara jI mahArAja sAhaba kA samAdhimaraNa ho gyaa| Apa saMvat 2015 kA nimAja cAturmAsa sampanna kara mahAsatI zrI dhanaku~vara jI ma.sA. ke darzanArtha byAvara padhAre / yahA~ Apa jvara evaM khA~sI se AkrAnta ho ge| nirantara svAsthya meM girAvaTa ke kAraNa Apa nazvara deha ko chor3a kara cala die| vikrama saMvat 1960 meM kizanagar3ha ke boharA kula meM zrI hIrAlAla jI ke yahA~ janme amaraka~vara jI ne alpAyu meM vidhavA hone ke pazcAt mahAsatI rAdhAjI ke dharmopadeza se prabhAvita hokara dIkSA aMgIkAra kI thii| caritanAyaka lagabhaga 17 mAha muni zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. kI sevA meM jayapura virAje / isa daurAna jyeSTha zuklA dazamI saMvat 2016 ko guru bhakta suzrAvaka zrI pUnamacandajI harizcaMdra baDera ke yahAM se tamilaprAnta nivAsI vairAgI zrI rAma kI dIkSA sampanna huI, jo muni zrI zrIcanda jI mahArAja sAhaba ke nAma se jAne gye| * jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2016) __ saMvat 2016 ke Apake cAturmAsa kA saubhAgya ThANA 8 se jayapura ko prApta huaa| ApakA cAturmAsa lAlabhavana meM thA tathA saralamanA mahAsatI zrI badanaka~vara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA kA cAturmAsa bAraha gaNagaura ke sthAnaka meM huaa| jayapura ke lAla bhavana meM sampanna isa cAturmAsa meM AcAryapravara ke pravacana atyanta prabhAvI rhe| paryuSaNa parva para vyAkhyAna subodha iNTara kaoNleja ke vizAla prAMgaNa meM hue| sAmAyika saptAha kA Ayojana huA, jisameM sAmAyika-ArAdhanA karane va sAmAyika sUtra ke pATha sIkhane-sikhAne kI preraNA kI gii| aThAI, tele, Ayambila Adi kA ArAdhana paryApta saMkhyA meM huaa| paryaSaNa parvArAdhana meM svAdhyAyI bhAI-bahanoM ko santa-satI virahita kSetroM meM bheje jAne kA vyavasthita kAryakrama sarvaprathama isI cAturmAsa meM bnaa| isa punIta kArya meM jodhapura ke zrI rikhabarAja jI karNAvaTa ne yathAzakya prativarSa apanI sevAe~ dene kI bhAvanA vyakta kii| isake anantara jayapura,
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa jodhapura bhopAlagaDha Adi sthAnoM ke 15 anya svAdhyAyI bhI taiyAra hue, yathA- candUlAla jI mAsTara pAlI, kevalamalajI loDhA jayapura, cAMdamala jI karNAvaTa udayapura, cunnIlAlajI lalavANI jayapura, hIrAcanda jI hIrAvata jayapura, rAjamalajI ostavAla bhopAlagaDha, harakacandajI ostavAla bhopAlagaDha, premarAjajI jaina jayapura, hIrAlAla jI gAMdhI (vartamAna AcArya zrI) , kundanamalajI jaina, devarAja jI bhaNDArI jayapura evaM jasakaraNajI DAgA, ToMka / zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA yadyapi saMvat 2002 meM ho gaI thI, kintu isakI dhImI gati ko isa cAturmAsa meM aisA bala milA ki phira yaha nirantara pragati patha para bar3hatA hI gyaa| Aja svAdhyAya saMgha , jodhapura ke antargata 700 se adhika svAdhyAyI haiM, jo samaya-samaya vibhinna kSetroM meM jAkara paryuSaNa parvArAdhana karAte haiN| dharmaprANa loMkAzAha ne AgamoM ke svAdhyAya ke AdhAra para hI to saddharma kA, vItarAga prabhu ke siddhAntoM ke marma kA bodha pAyA evaM Age cala kara zuddha sAdhvAcAra ke svarUpa ko samAja ke samakSa lAkara abhinava dharma-krAnti kii| zrAvaka-zrAvikA caturvidha saMgha ke abhinna aMga haiN| zAsana ke utthAna meM unakA dAyitva kama nhiiN| unakA kartavya pUjya saMta-satI varga ke jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI pragati meM mAtra sahAyaka kA nahIM, varan 'ammApiyaro' ke mAphika unake ratnatraya ke poSaNa kA hai| zraddheya svAmIjI zrI pannAlAlajI mahArAja sAhaba ke mana meM zrAvakoM kI isa dAyitva bhAvanA evaM isake AdhAra para unake dvArA svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra kI bhAvanA jgii| unhoMne samAja ke samakSa svAdhyAya saMgha kI yojanA rkhii| parama pUjya caritanAyaka ne isa yojanA kA mahattva hI nahIM samajhA, apitu ise abhinava krAnti kA rUpa diyaa| Apane apane prabala puruSArtha se zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke mana meM svAdhyAya kI jyoti Alokita kara eka vizAla svAdhyAyI varga kA gaThana kiyA, jise ve sadaiva bhagavAna mahAvIra kI zAstravAhinI zAnti senA ke rUpa meM saMbodhita kiyA krte| jisa samaya meM koI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakatA thA ki zrAvaka varga svAdhyAya se Agama anuzIlana evaM thokar3oM ke jJAna se apane ko samRddha kara sevA dene ko kRta saMkalpa ho sakatA hai va jinavANI ke pracAra ke pavitra lakSya se ATha dina ni:svArtha sevA dene hetu ghara se bAhara anya grAma-nagara meM jAkara paryuSaNa parvArAdhana karA sakatA hai usa samaya isa yojanA ko upahAsa ke sAtha dekhA jA rahA thA, ata: ise hAtha meM lenA eka ati krAntikArI kadama thaa| ApakA spaSTa mantavya thA ki Agama-adhyayana va anuzIlana sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA hI vizeSAdhikAra nahIM hai| nimrantha pravacana meM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke liye Agama-svAdhyAya kA kahIM niSedha nahIM hai| ApakA spaSTa cintana thA ki zrAvaka-zrAvikA Agama-avagAhana kara svayaM to jJAna-kriyA sampanna va zraddhAniSTha baneMge hI, sAtha hI zramaNa-zramaNI varga kI jJAna-darzana-cAritra sAdhanA meM sahayogI bana jinazAsana ke praharI kI bhUmikA nirvahana kara skeNge| eka dUra draSTA prabala puruSArthI evaM jinazAsana sevA meM sarvasva samarpaNa karane ko udyata mahApuruSa hI aisA sAhasa kara sakatA thaa| grAma-grAma, nagara-nagara meM rahane vAle svAdhyAyazIla zrAvakoM ke hRdaya meM, jinazAsana kI sevA karane kI bhAvanA va sAhasa jAgRta karane evaM unakA mArgadarzana karane kA pariNAma Aja sAmane hai ki deza ke kone-kone meM prativarSa saikar3oM nahIM, varan hajAroM zAnti senAnI ATha dina ke lie apanA ghara, vyavasAya va naukarI chor3a kara eka mAtra cAturmAsa se vaMcita kSetroM meM jinavANI kI pAvana dhArA ko pravAhita karane ke lakSya se apanI sevAeM pradAna kara rahe haiM evaM unake mAdhyama se saikar3oM kSetroM ke bhAI-bahina, paryuSaNa ko hI cAturmAsa mAna kara sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, zAstra-zravaNa, vrata-pratyAkhyAna va tapa tyAga se apane jIvana ko bhAvita karate haiN| vastuta: pUjya bhagavanta ve bhagIratha the, jinhoMne svAdhyAya saMgha ke mAdhyama se jinavANI kI pAvana gaMgA ko zAstroM ke pannoM kI giri upatyakAoM se bAhara nikAlakara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 116 bhArata ke kone-kone taka pahuMcAne kA mahAn upakrama kiyA hai| yadi una mahAmanISI dvArA jinazAsana kI jAho jalAlI hetu jIvana paryanta kiye gaye vibhinna yogadAnoM meM se mAtra isa eka abhinava krAnti ko hI liyA jAya to bhI unakA nAma jinazAsana prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMtoM meM agragaNya paMkti meM aMkita kiye jAne hetu paryApta hai| yuga-yuga taka una mahApuruSa kA nAma sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke saMdezavAhaka ke rUpa meM pUrNa samAdara se smRta kiyA jAtA rhegaa| svAdhyAya evaM AcArya zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sAhaba donoM hI mAnoM eka dUsare ke paryAya bana gaye the evaM jahAM-jahAM svAdhyAya kA jikra AyegA vahAM svata: hI parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta preraNA sahaja | kA nAma liyA jAyegA va jaba bhI parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kA nAma liyA jAyegA to svAdhyAya hI mila skegii| svAmI zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI asvasthatA kAraNa pUjya zrI cAturmAsa ke pazcAt bhI ThANA 6 se jayapura | hI virAje / usa samaya prArthanA para Apake atyanta sAragarbhita vicAraparaka evaM hRdayagrAhI preraka pravacana hue jo | samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura ke mAdhyama se 'prArthanA pravacana' pustaka ke rUpa meM jana-jana ke lie sulabha hue / siddha paramAtmA kI prArthanA kA prayojana pratipAdita karate hue Apane pharamAyA - " jaise aMjana nahIM cAhatA ki meM kisI | kI netra jyoti baDhAU~, tathApi usake sevana se netra kI jyoti bar3hatI hI hai, usI prakAra niSkAma nispRha evaM vItarAga | siddha paramAtmA bhale hI kisI ko lAbha pahuMcAnA na cAheM, magara unake sevana se, unake dhyAna aura stavana se avazya hI lAbha pahu~catA hai / siddha bhagavAna kI alaukika jJAnakiraNoM ko, cintana ke kA~ca ke sahAre, yadi hama apane anta:karaNa meM kendrita kareMge to ajJAna dUra hogA, mana kI azAnti dUra ho jAegI aura citta kI AkulatA vinaSTa ho | jaaegii|" bhagavAna pArzvanAtha jayantI para sAmAyika evaM ekAzana kA vizeSa Ayojana huaa| jayapura evaM jodhapura ke 13 zrAvakoM ne sapatnIka AjIvana zIla- vrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| pauSa zuklA caturdazI ko pUjya pravara ne apanI 50 vIM | janma tithi para 1 varSa meM pacAsa zIlavratI taiyAra karane kA saMkalpa liyaa| gurudeva kA yaha saMkalpa pUrNa huA / prativarSa | gurudeva ne phira apane jIvana ke vyatIta varSoM kI saMkhyA ke jitane AjIvana zIla- vratI banAne kA niyama hI banA liyA / 51 veM varSa meM unhoMne 51 zIla vratI 52 veM varSa meM 52 zIla vratI bnaaye| isa prakAra kramika rUpa se baDhatI huI saMkhyA meM zIla- vratI banAne kA krama calatA rhaa| isI prakAra caritanAyaka ne 12 vratadhArI zrAvaka bhI bnaae| Apake liye to apanA janma-dina vigata varSa ke kAryoM kA Akalana va nUtana varSa ke liye saMkalpa kA divasa hotA thA / , - Apake isa jayapura pravAsa ke samaya AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaNDAra nAmaka pustakAlaya kI sthApanA huI / gauravazAlI ratnavaMza paramparA ke paMcama AcArya Agamamahodadhi bahuzruta pUjya zrI vinayacandrajI ma.sA. vikrama saMvat 1959 se 1972 taka 14 varSa ke lambe kAla ke lie sthiravAsa virAje, jinake jJAna, darzana, cAritramaya saMyama - jIvana kI anUThI chApa jayapura ke jana mAnasa para aMkita hai, unhIM mahApuruSa kI smRti meM isa jJAna bhaNDAra kA nAmakaraNa unake nAma para huaa| Aja isa jJAna bhaMDAra meM hajAroM prakAzita granthoM ke atirikta hastalikhita granthoM, pannoM, citroM, pANDulipiyoM, tAmrapatroM Adi kA anUThA saMkalana hai| jJAna bhaMDAra ko vyavasthita karane meM zrI sohanamalajI koThArI ne samarpita bhAva se apanI apratima sevAeM pradAna kI / saMvat 2017 kI mahAvIra jayantI para AcArya zrI kI preraNA se 108 bhAiyoM ne agrAGkita pratijJAe~ grahaNa | kI:
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 117 1. lar3ake - lar3akiyoM kI zAdI para DorA (bITI) , daheja nahIM maaNgege| 2. prANI-hiMsA se nirmita jUte, cappala Adi nahIM phneNge| 3. madya-pAna nahIM kreNge| mAMsa, machalI, aNDe Adi abhakSya kA sevana nahIM kreNge| 4. prativarSa eka mAha kA samaya dharma-pracAra meM deNge| 5. apanI sAmarthya - zakti anusAra svadharmI bhAI-bahanoM ko naukarI, vyavasAya, chAtravRtti athavA sevA ke dvArA sahayoga deNge| 6. sAmpradAyika jhagaDoM se dUra raheMge, ho sake to unheM zAnta karane, unakA samAdhAna karane kA prayatna kreNge| 7. dhArmika paricaya meM apane Apako jaina kheNge| 8. mAla meM milAvaTa karake nahIM beceNge| 9. Azrita naukara yA pazu se prema, sneha kA vyavahAra kreNge| 10. corI, hatyA jaise mAmaloM meM sahayogI nahIM bneNge| 11. mahAvIra jayantI ke dina kama se kama AdhA dina vyavasAya banda rkheNge| 12. apane gA~va meM , gA~va ke pAsa kasAI khAnA ho, hiMsA kI vRddhi hotI ho to usake lie khulA virodha kreNge| 13. logoM ko zAkAhAra ke lAbha aura mAMsAhAra ke doSa samajhAkara mAMsAhAriyoM ko nirAmiSa-bhojI banAne ___ kA prayatna kreNge| (kama se kama 50 mAMsAhArI vyaktiyoM ko zAkAhArI banAne kA saMkalpa liyA gayA / ) amaracandajI ma. kA svargavAsa ___ ASAr3ha kRSNA 3 ravivAra saMvat 2017 (12 jUna 1960) ko prazAntAtmA svAmI zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. kA | svargavAsa ho gyaa| Apa bhayaMkara asahya vedanA meM bhI samatA banAe rakhakara samAdhimaraNa ko prApta hue| bhopAlagaDha ke mUla nivAsI zrI dhanarAjajI evaM zrImatI sundarakaMvarajI bacchAvata ke suputra zrI amaracandajI ne 12 varSa kI vaya meM pUjya AcAryazrI vinayacandrajI ma.sA. se vi.saM. 1967 meM mAgha zuklA dazamI ko dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apako svAmIjI zrI candanamalajI ma.sA. kA ziSya ghoSita kiyA gyaa| Apa utkaTa kriyAvAna, cauthe Are kI bAnagI, AhAra gaveSaNA ke vizeSajJa saMta ratna the| ApakA samUcA jIvana saralatA, vatsalatA va sevAbhAva kA apratima udAharaNa hai| | zraddhAMjali arpita karate hue motIlAla jI gAMdhI ke suputra zrI hIrAlAla jI gAMdhI (vartamAna AcAryapravara) ne pA~ca varSoM taka vivAha na karane kI pratijJA lI tathA jayapura ke zrI umarAva mala jI seTha kI suputrI suzrI tejaka~vara jI ne bhI zIla-vrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI pAvana smRti meM jayapura saMgha ne zrI amara jaina meDikala rilIpha sosAyaTI kI sthApanA kii| lAla bhavana ke samIpa va jaina aspatAla ke rUpa meM Aja bhI yaha sosAyaTI jana-sevA meM saMlagna hai| ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2017) ajamera saMgha kI AgrahabharI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue Apane cAturmAsa hetu svIkRti pradAna kI tathA |
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________________ 118 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jayapura se vihAra kara ajamera nagara ke mahAvIra bhavana meM cAturmAsArtha viraaje| vi.saM. 2017 ke ajamera cAturmAsa meM dharma-prabhAvanA ke vibhinna kAryoM ke sAtha eka mahattvapUrNa kArya yaha huA ki yahA~ ke bUcaDakhAnoM meM dudhArU gAyoM aura bailoM kA jo katla hotA thA vaha AcArya zrI ke saMketa se evaM zrAvakoM ke prayAsa se paryuSaNa ke daurAna banda ho gyaa| jana-jana kI zraddhA ke kendra pUjyapravara ne paryuSaNa ke ATha dinoM ke sambandha meM mArmika pravacana die| Apane pharamAyA ki ATha karma, ATha mada evaM ATha pramAda chor3ane yogya haiM tathA pA~ca samiti evaM tIna gupti rUpa aSTa pravacana mAtA grahaNa karane yogya hai| isI prakAra ATha siddhiyA~, AtmA ke ATha guNa evaM aSTAMga yoga bhI grAhya haiN| isa prakAra paryuSaNa ke ATha dinoM kA mahattva pratipAdita karate hue kRpAnAtha ne zrAvaka-samudAya meM sadAcAra kI mahatI preraNA kii| ullAsapUrNa vAtAvaraNa meM tapa-tyAga kI zRMkhalA ke sAtha cAturmAsa sampanna huaa| * pIpAr3a, bhopAlagaDha hokara jodhapura kI ora ___ ajamera cAturmAsa ke pazcAt caritanAyaka kizanagar3ha, tihArI hote hue vijayanagara padhAre / yahA~ ApakA maMtrI zrI puSkaramuni jI se madhura milana huaa| phira Apa byAvara hote hue nimAja padhAre jahA~ pauSa zuklA caturdazI ko ApakA 51vAM janmadivasa manAyA gyaa| yahA~ ke niyamita zikArI kuMvara zyAmasiMha jI ne gurudeva ke vacanoM se prabhAvita hokara zikAra kA sadA ke lie tyAga kara diyaa| yaha kuMvarasA dvArA apane pradhAna banane kI khuzI meM guru caraNoM meM anupama bheMTa thii| apane 51 veM janma-divasa ke avasara para adhyAtmarasika catiranAyaka ne varSabhara meM 51 svAdhyAyI banAne kA saMkalpa liyA tathA gatavarSa kie gae saMkalpa kA punaravalokana kara zIlavratiyoM evaM bAraha vratiyoM kI saMkhyA baDhAne kI pratijJA kii| vihAra krama meM rANIvAla grAma meM zrI bAlArAmajI ne zikAra karane kA tyAga kiyaa| yahAM se Apa raNasIgAMva, mAdaliyA hote hue pIpAr3a padhAre, jahA~ munizrI lAbhacandajI ma.sA. cauthamalajI ma.sA. Adi kA samAgama huaa| uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke 36 veM adhyayana kI vAcanI huii| yahA~ baMzIlAlajI muthA, hastImalajI evaM caudharI jI ke bAsa ke ajaina bandhu ne zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| pIpAr3a se Apa rIyAM padhAre, jahA~ zrI premarAja jI muNota ne sapatnIka AjIvana zIlavata grahaNa kiyaa| yahA~ se sAthina padhArane para koTa kI kacaharI meM tathA ratakUDiyA padhArane para mandira meM vyAkhyAna hue| pUrNimA ko megha-varSA ke kAraNa vihAra nahIM ho sakA, pratipadA ko vihAra kara bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| bhopAlagar3ha meM zikSA para Apake pravacana se prabhAvita hokara sthAnIya kAryakartAoM dvArA | vidyAlaya samiti kA gaThana kiyA gayA, jisake saMcAlana kA dAyitva zrI rikhabarAjajI karNAvaTa aura zrI ratanalAlajI botharA ko sauMpA gyaa| sAhityika dRSTi se bhI mahattvapUrNa kArya hue| kucha hastalikhita grantha prApta hue jinheM jodhapura | tathA jayapura ke jJAna bhaMDAroM meM bheja diyA gyaa| zrI candanamalajI karNAvaTa dhUlacandajI ostavAla, zrI mANakacandajI pArakha, zrI pUsArAma jI chIpA Adi ne zIlavrata lie| bAiyoM meM dayA kI paMcaraMgI evaM bar3I tapasyAeM bhI huii| vidyAlaya ke chAtroM ne vyasana tyAga ke niyama lie| bhopAlagaDha se zramaNasaMgha ke upAdhyAyapravara pUjya caritanAyaka jodhapura pdhaare| jodhapura ke udayabhavana meM gurudeva ke ahiMsA-viSayaka pravacana se prabhAvita hokara ThAkura udayasiMha jI ne zikAra Adi ke rUpa meM AjIvana hiMsA nahIM karane aura caitra mAsa meM abhakSya ke tyAga kA niyama liyaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa * svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika kI pravRtti ko bar3hAvA caitra zuklA tIja ko ghor3oM kA cauka sthAnaka meM dasa divasIya svAdhyAya zikSaNa zivira sampanna huA jisameM 71 svAdhyAyiyoM ne bhAga liyaa| pUjyapravara svAdhyAya kI pravRtti ko jIvana ke vAstavika nirmANa hetu Avazyaka mAnate the / unake sAnnidhya meM huA yaha svAdhyAya zikSaNa zivira zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha kA sambhavataH | | prathama zivira thA / isa zivira meM aneka naye svAdhyAyI zrAvaka taiyAra hue| svAdhyAyiyoM ko svAdhyAya saMgha ke | mAdhyama se paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu anya kSetroM meM bhejanA prArambha huA / yaha pravRtti nirantara bar3hatI gaI / pUjyapravara | caritanAyaka ne svAdhyAya kI pravRtti ko protsAhita karane hetu padya racanAe~ bhI kI, jo lokapriya huI | Apane svAdhyAya kI mazAla ko ghara-ghara meM dIpta karane kI preraNA karate hue pharamAyA ghara ghara meM alakha jagA denA, svAdhyAya mazAla jalA denA / aba jIvana meM saMkalpa kro...| tana dhana de jIvana saphala kro| ajJAna andherA dUra karo, jaga meM svAdhyAya prakAza karo / Apane binA jJAna ke kriyA ko zUnya batalAte hue kahA zramaNoM ! aba mahimA batalAo, bina jJAna, kriyA sUnI gaao| 'gajamuni' sadjJAna kA prema bharo.... / unakA cintana thA ki pratyeka grAma, nagara evaM prAnta meM svAdhyAyI ho dekara prANoM ko zAsana kI, hama zAna bddhaayeNge| - hara prAntoM meM svAdhyAyI jana, aba phira dikhalAyeMge || svAdhyAya hI ajJAna andhakAra ko dUra karane kA upAya hai, isalie nitya svAdhyAya kI pravRtti para bala dete hue | unhoMne pharamAyA - hama karake nita svAdhyAya, jJAna kI jyoti jagAyeMge / jAyeMge || ajJAna hRdaya ko dhokara ke, ujjvala manuSya : prAya: ArtadhyAna evaM raudradhyAna meM rahakara apanA jIvana vyartha ga~vAtA hai, svAdhyAya ko sthAna dene kA Agraha kiyA 1 119 zrI pUjya use tyAgakara ghara-ghara meM svAdhyAya bar3hAo, tajakara Arata dhyAna / jana-jana kI AcAra zuddhi ho, banA rahe zubha dhyAna // mana ke maila ko dUra karane kA sugama upAya hai 'svAdhyAya' / isalie Apa jahA~ bhI padhAre, jana-jana ke Atma-vikAsa evaM nirmalatA hetu svAdhyAya kI preraNA karate rahe. karalo zrutavANI kA pATha, bhavika jana mana mala harane ko / bina svAdhyAya jJAna nahIM hogA, jyoti jagAne ko / rAga roSa kI gA~Tha gale nahIM, bodhi milAne ko // jJAna ke sAtha kriyA ko Age bar3hAne hetu unhoMne 'sAmAyika' ko sambala btaayaa| yahA~ para sAmAyika saMgha kI bhI sthApanA kI gii| sAmAyika saMgha kA prArambha saMvat 2016 meM ho gayA thaa| phira gA~va-gAMva, nagara - nagara meM yaha saMdeza prasArita karane kA prayAsa kiyA gayA, tAki niyamita sAmAyika karane vAloM kI saMkhyA meM abhivRddhi ho /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAmAyika samabhAva kI sAdhanA hai| isakA ArAdhana mana kI AkulatA ko dUra karatA hai, samatA evaM zAnti prApta hotI hai tathA samabhAva ke AcaraNa ke mAdhyama se jIvana unnata banatA hai / caritanAyaka ne yaha saMdeza padya meM isa prakAra gU~thA - 120 jIvana unnata karanA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo| AkulatA se bacanA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo| - mana kI nirmalatA evaM AdhyAtmika bala kI prApti bhI sAmAyika se sambhava hai. tana puSTi-hita vyAyAma calA, mana poSaNa ko zubha dhyAna bhalA / AdhyAtmika bala pAnA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo / / vikAroM ko jItane, pApa-pravRttiyoM se bacane kA sAmAyika svAdhIna upAya hai sAdhana hai. - agara jIvana banAnA hai, to sAmAyika tUM karatA jA / haTAkara viSamatA mana kI, sAmyarasa pAna karatA jA / / bhaTaka mata anya ke dara para svayaM meM zAnti letA jA / / sAmAyika se pUjya caritanAyaka ne Atma-jIvana sudhAra ke sAtha deza evaM samAja kA sudhAra bhI svIkAra kiyA / yaha jIvana nirmANa kA saccA sAmAyika se jIvana sudhare, jo apanAvelA / nija sudhAra se deza, jAti, sudharI ho jAvelA || manuSya tana kA maila dUra karane ke lie to pratidina snAna karatA hai, kintu mana ke maila ko dUra karane hetu koI | upAya nahIM karatA / sAmAyika isa maila ko dUra karane kA prabhAvI upAya hai / caritanAyaka ne isa upAya para bala dete hue kahA - karalo sAmAyika se sAdhana, jIvana ujjvala hovelA / tana kA maila haTAne khAtira nita prati nhAvelA // mana para mala cahu~ ora jamA hai, kaise ghovelA || samatA kI prApti ke binA koI jIva mokSa meM nahIM jAtA - jo bhI gae mokSa meM jIva, saboM ne dI samatA kI nIMva / samatA rUpa sAmAyika kA do ghar3I (48 minaTa) kA abhyAsa bhI mAnava ko AtmabalI banA sakatA hai-- ghar3I do kara abhyAsa, mahAn banAte jIvana ko balavAn / sAmAyika se mana kI vyathA ko dUra kara samatA kI saritA kA Ananda liyA jA sakatA hai - mana kI sakala vyathA miTa jAtI, svAnubhava sukha saritA baha jaatii| caritanAyaka kI bhAvanA thI ki sAmAyika saMgha ke mAdhyama se sAmAyika kA ghara - ghara pracAra ho evaM sAmAyika kA ArAdhana kara vyakti sadAcAra, sunIti evaM prAmANikatA ko apanA leM to unakA jIvana sadA ke lie unnata evaM sukhI ho jaaegaa| manuSyaloka meM svarga kA darzana 'jAegA nirvyasanI ho, prAmANika ho, dhokhA na kisI jana ke saMga ho / saMsAra meM pUjA pAnA ho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo //
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 121 caitrakRSNA cautha ko caritanAyaka zrI thAnacandajI mehatA ke yahA~ Thaharate hue paMcamI ko saradArapurA pdhaare| mahAvIra jayantI para pravacana bar3e prabhAvakArI rhe| isa dina zrI zaitAna canda jI bAraNI vAle, zrI kAlUjI nAhara, zrI khemacanda jI siMghavI evaM zrI dazarathamalajI loDhA ne AjIvana zIlavata kA niyama aMgIkAra kiyaa| saMvat 2018 ke cAturmAsa hetu sailAnA, bhIlavAr3A, bhopAlagar3ha harasolAva, pAlI aura jodhapura saMgha ne purajora vinati prastuta kii| pUjyapravara ne jodhapura saMgha kI vinati ko svIkAra kara liyaa| caitra mAsa kI Ayambila olI evaM mahAvIra jayantI ke avasara para saiMkaDoM Ayambila, ekAzana evaM dayAvrata hue| * bAlotarA kI ora ___ bAlotarA saMgha kA atyAgraha hone se caritanAyaka ne bAlotarA kI ora vihAra kiyaa| vihAra ke samaya bar3I saMkhyA meM zrAvaka-zrAvikAe~ bAsanI taka pahu~ce / sAlAvAsa meM Apa kezarImalajI bAgarecA ke nohare meM viraaje| yahA~ bhIkhamacandajI evaM dIpacandajI kavADa acche dharmapremI the| relave lAina ke pAsa se ATha nau mIla calakara lUNI jaMkzana pdhaare| yahA~ se kacce rAste se sathalANA, bhAsannA hote hue vaizAkha kRSNA aSTamI ko Apa dundAr3A padhAre / bhagavAna pArzvanAtha kI prArthanA ke madhura padya gAkara mAMgalika sunaayaa| yahA~ maMdira aura sthAnaka ke paTiye ke sambaMdha meM bahuta matabheda thaa| AcAryazrI ne sabakI bAtoM ko zAntipUrvaka sunakara samarasatA kA saMcAra kiyaa| ajIta se bhalaDArAvAr3A hote hue caritanAyaka samadar3I pdhaare| yahAM Apake dharma ke svarUpa viSayaka prabhAvazAlI pravacana hue| bhaktoM ne praznacarcA bhI kii| isa viSayaka sArAMza carita nAyaka kI DAyarI ke AdhAra para uddhRta kiyA jA rahA hai ___"dharma hRdaya kI bAr3I meM utpanna hotA hai, vaha kisI kheta meM paidA nahIM hotA, na kisI hATa dukAna para hI milatA hai| vaha to hRdaya kI cIja hai| rAjA ho yA raMka, jisake mana meM viveka hai, saralatA hai jar3a cetana kA bhedajJAna hai, vahIM vAstava meM dharma kA astitva hai| satya se dharma kI utpatti hotI hai| cora, lampaTa aura hatyArA bhI satyavAdI ho to sudhara sakatA hai| yadi satya nahIM to acche se acchA sadAcArI aura sAhUkAra bhI gira jAtA hai, bigar3a jAtA hai| dharmarUpa kalpavRkSa kI vRddhi dayA-dAna se hotI hai| isalie kahA hai ki "dayAdAnena vardhate" / bar3hA huA dharmavRkSa kSamA ke binA sthira nahIM raha sakatA, isaliye kahA hai ki "kSamayA ca sthApyate dharmaH" sahiSNutA-kSamA se dharma kI rakSA hotI hai, kAmAdi vikAra sahiSNu sAdhaka ko parAbhUta nahIM kara skte|" dharma kA nAza kisase hotA hai? isake uttara meM caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA ki "krodhalobhAd vinazyati" krodha aura lobha se dharma kA nAza hotA hai| jahAM prazAMta bhAva ke badale krodha kA prabhutva hai, vahAM jJAnAdi sadguNa surakSita nahIM rahate, AtmaguNa naSTa ho jAte haiN| lobha bhI saba sadguNoM kA ghAtaka hai, isaliye ina donoM ko dharmanAzaka kahA gayA hai| sRSTi kI Adi kaba se hai aura kaise huI? isakA samAdhAna karate hue Apa zrI ne pharamAyA-"sabase pahale Apa ko eka anAdi siddhAnta dhyAna meM lenA cAhiye ki "nA'sato vidyate bhAvo, nA'bhAvo vidyate sataH" sarvathA asat vastu kI utpatti nahIM hotI aura sat padArthoM kA sarvathA nAza nahIM | hotaa| Apa jAnate haiM ki suvarNa kI DalI ko bhasma banAkara ur3A diyA jAye taba bhI paramANu rUpa meM | sonA kAyama hI rahatA hai| isI prakAra saMsAra ke jar3a cetana padArtha bhI sadA vidyamAna rahate haiM, kabhI |
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________________ 122 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM unakA sarvaprathama nirmANa huA ho aisA nahIM, jar3a cetana kA vibhinna rUpa meM saMyoga hI sRSTi kI vicitratA kA kAraNa hai| yadi Izvara saSTi kA kartA nahIM aura jIva svayaM hI apanA karmaphala bhI bhoga letA hai to Izvara kI viziSTatA hI kyA rahegI? isakA samAdhAna karate hue caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA "Izvara kI viziSTatA sRSTi kartRtva Adi kI dRSTi se nahIM, kintu usake guNa vizeSoM se hai| Izvara zuddha, buddha, pUrNa aura mukta hai| jIva ko usake dhyAna, cintana evaM smaraNa se preraNA aura bala milatA hai| Atma zuddhi meM Izvara kA dhyAna khAsa nimitta hai| usako jIva ke karmabhoga meM | sahAyaka mAnanA anAvazyaka hai| gItA meM svayaM zrI kRSNa kahate haiM-na kartRtvaM na karmANi, lokasya sajati prbhH| na karmaphalasaMyoga, svabhAvastu pravartate / prabhu na saMsAra kA kartRtva aura na karma kA hI sarjana karate haiM, karma phala kA saMyoga | bhI nahIM karate, vastu kA svabhAva hI aisA hai ki vaha pravRtta hotA hai| soca lIjiye Apake do bAlaka haiM eka adhika prema pAtra hai aura dUsarA km| jo prema pAtra hai vaha bhaMga kI pattiyAM ghoTa kara pItA hai aura jisa para kama prema hai vaha brAhmI kI pattiyAM ghoTakara pItA hai| premapAtra nahIM hone para bhI jo brAhmI kA sevana karatA hai, usakI buddhi bar3hegI yA nahIM aura jo premapAtra hokara bhI lAparavAhI se bhaMga pItA hai usakI buddhi nirmala aura puSTa ho sakegI kyA? jaise brAhmI se buddhi bar3hanA aura bhaMga se jJAna ghaTanA isameM kisI guru kI kRpA akRpA kAraNa nahIM hai| vaise hI bhale bure karma bhI jIva ke dvArA grahaNa kiye gaye, binA kisI nyAyAdhIza ke apane zubhAzubha phala dene meM samartha hote haiM / bAla jIvoM ko Izvara kI ora AkRSTa karane ke liye ho sakatA hai ki vidvAnoM ne use eka rAjA kI taraha batalAyA ho, para vAstava meM jJAna dRSTi se socane para mAlUma hogA ki Izvara to zuddha evaM draSTA hai, vaha hamArI taraha karma yA karmaphala bhoga kA kartA dhartA nahIM hai| jIva svayaM cetanAzIla hone se karma kA kartA, bhoktA aura saMhartA hai| jar3a cetana kA antara hI yaha hai ki jar3a calAye calatA, DulAye DulatA, dUsare ke saMbhAle saMbhalatA hai, kintu cetana svayaM calatA, DulatA evaM apane bigAr3a ko anubhava kara anukUla nimitta bhI svayaM milA pAtA hai| yaha ghar3I bigar3a jAne para bhI svayaM ghar3IsAja ke pAsa nahIM jAtI, para apane zarIra meM bigAr3a ho aura mana meM saMzaya ho to usako miTAne Apa, hama svayaM cikitsaka aura guru ke pAsa jAte haiN| ataH usake lie kisI phaladAtA kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| rAmAyaNa meM tulasIdAsa bhI kahate haiM ki'karmapradhAna vizvakari rAkhA, jo jasa karahi so tasa phala caakhaa|' gItA meM kRSNa ne akSara brahma ko kUTastha kahA hai, | jaise "dvAvimA puruSI loke, kSarazcAkSara eva c| kSaraH sarvANi bhUtAni, kUTastho'kSara ucyate / " sAkAra aura nirAkAra ke viSaya meM samAdhAna karate hue Apa zrI ne pharamAyA-"saMsAra meM do prakAra kI dhArmika paramparAeM cirakAla se calI A rahI haiM, eka pratIka pratimA ke dvArA pUjya deva kI pUjA karatI hai to dUsarI paramparA smaraNa evaM japa stuti dvArA guNoM ko yAda kara pUjya kI pUjA karatI hai| yadi pratIka aura pratimA ko hI koI deva mAna kara pUjatA hai to galata hai| loka deva-pUjA ke sthAna para pratIka pUjA karate haiM aura deva ke nAma para bar3A ADaMbara tathA hiMsA karate haiN| yaha galatI hai| pUjya aura pUjA kA viveka honA caahiye| yahAM Apake pravacana pIyUSAmRta se prabhAvita hokara zrI sohanamala jI evaM ThAkura phaujamalajI ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 123 samadar3I se vihAra kara pUjya pravara pAralU pdhaare| yahAM vyAkhyAna meM vijaya kuMvara kA prasaMga hone se eka sajor3e | zIla kA khaMdha huaa| yahAM se kAnAnA pharasate hue 5.30 baje ApakA vihAra jAniyAnA ke lie huaa| rAste meM | savA chaha baje Apa bArahamAsI kvArTara ke pAsa nIma vRkSa ke nIce rAtrivAsa hetu Thahare / dUsare dina, jAniyAnA se Apa || dhovana pAnI lekara bAlotarA pdhaare| akSaya tRtIyA para Apa bAlotarA birAje, jahA~ lUNI, sAlAvAsa, karamAvAsa, pAlI, jayapura, ajamera, jodhapura Adi sthAnoM se Ae hue 20 tapasviyoM ke pAraNe sampanna hue| isa avasara para 13 dampatiyoM (zrI dhIMgaDamalajI bAphanA, zrI kesarImalajI, zrI budhamalajI pATodI vAle, zrI lakSmaNajI bhaNDArI, zrI mulatAnamala jI bhaMsAlI, zrI mukanacandajI pacapadarA vAle, zrI premajI guDavAle, zrI sAMvala jI , zrI tulasIrAmajI, zrI mizrImalajI pATodI vAle, zrI | bhagavAnadAsajI huNDiyA, zrI hajArImala jI evaM zrI prabhulAla jI) ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ vyAkhyAna meM eka dina bAlakoM meM dharma-jAgRti viSayaka pravacana se prabhAvita hokara zrAvakoM ne paraspara vicAra-vimarza kara dhArmika pAThazAlA prArambha karane kI ghoSaNA kii| yaha pAThazAlA samprati zrI vardhamAna Adarza vidyA maMdira ke nAma se niyamita rUpa se cala rahI hai, jisameM eka kAlAMza dhArmika adhyayana kA hotA hai| isameM jaina-jainettara sabhI chAtra jaina dharma-siddhAntoM kA adhyayana karate haiN| yahA~ se ApazrI sAta kilomITara dUra sthita kharataragacchIya bar3A bhaMDAra dekhane pdhaare| yati sumeramalajI, yati mANakacanda jI ne pUrNa sahayoga kiyaa| vahA~ bhagavatI sUtra aura sacitra kalpasUtra darzanIya the| yahA~ chaha vyaktiyoM ne sapatnIka zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| kurUDhiyoM ke nivAraNa kI bhI AcArya zrI ne mahatI preraNA kii| isa prakAra kSetra para upakAra va dharmodyota karate hue Apa bAlotarA se 7 mIla kA vihAra kara pacapadarA padhAre jahA~ tInoM samaya vyAkhyAna hone lge| kabhI yahA~ osavAloM ke 700 ghara the, vartamAna meM 100-125 ghara haiN| kezarImalajI lAdAnI yahA~ ke pramukha zrAvaka the| seTha gulAbacaMda jI ne sAmAjika ekatA kA prayAsa kiyaa| pacapadarA se pATodI kA 11 mIla kA vihAra atyanta vikaTa thaa| pA~voM ke nIce cubhatI kaMkarIlI bhUmi evaM Upara se tapatA huA AkAza mAno muni dharma ke parISahoM evaM yogIrAja kI sahiSNutA kA paricaya le rahA thaa| puna: pacapadarA hote hue bAlotarA padhArane para ApakI preraNA se jyeSTha zuklA 3 ko dhArmika pAThazAlA kI sthApanA huii| caritanAyaka ne yahA~ Atma-nirIkSaNa kI preraNA dii| Apane pharamAyA- "satya, saralatA aura sAdagI hI sAdhu kA bhUSaNa hai| dharma meM gaNanA kA mahattva nahIM, guNoM kA mahattva hai|" dharma aura vijJAna ke sambandha meM Apane pharamAyA - 1. dharma vijJAna kA sahArA le to mAnava kI durbalatA hai| 2. vijJAna dharma kI zaraNa le to isameM vizva kI rakSA hai| 3. vijJAna Arambha-parigraha ko bar3hAne vAlA hai| 4. vijJAna se mAnava-mana meM lAlasA bar3hakara azAnti paidA hotI hai| 5. dharma lAlasA kA zamana kara mAnava mana ko zAnti pradAna karatA hai| 6. niSkapaTa prema hI vizva ko sukhI karane vAlA hai| (gurudeva kI DAyarI se) 51 dayAvrata ke pazcAt jyeSTha zuklA SaSThI ko yahA~ se vihAra kara Apa jasola padhAre, jahA~ ApakA | rAtri-pravacana huaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 124 prAta: kAla AsotarA ke rAste meM tapasvIrAja zrI campAlAla jI ma. se ApakA sneha milana huaa| kusIpa meM ThAkura haNavaMtasiMha jI ko madyamAMsa kA tyAga karAkara evaM zrI jeThamalajI ko zIlavrata kA skandha karAkara Apa sivAnA pdhaare| jAlora saMgha kI prabala bhAvanA ko dRSTigata kara Apane bAlavAr3A hote hue jAlora kI ora vihAra | kiyaa| vihAra krama meM Apa bizanagaDha hote hue tirakhI pdhaare| yahA~ para jilA zrAvaka saMgha kI sabhA huI, jisameM svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika saMgha ko prasArita karane kA nirNaya liyA gyaa| zrI kalyANavijaya jI ma. Adi ThANA 3 kA premamilana huA / yahA~ ApakI preraNA se bhaMDAra kI pratilekhanA kara sUcI taiyAra kI gii| jAlora meM Apane lagabhaga 50 bhAiyoM ko prArthanA evaM sAmAyika kA saMkalpa karAyA / jAlora se devAvAsa, bhaMvarANI hote hue caritanAyaka khaMDapa padhAre, jahA~ tIna dina viraaje| Apa zrI ke udbodhana | se prabhAvita hokara zrI lUMkaDa jI ne mukhyAdhyApaka jI ke sahayoga se dhArmika-zikSaNa kI vyavasthA kI / yahA~ ke amara | jaina jJAna bhaMDAra meM lagabhaga 1150 pustakeM evaM 170 ke lagabhaga hastalikhita pratiyA~ surakSita haiN| isakI vyavasthA meM dhanarAjajI lUMkaDa kA prayatna prazaMsanIya hai| yahA~ se vihAra kara Apa bhoMraDA, ghANA, gelAva- mAMDAvAsa, jetapurA hote hue rUpAvAsa padhAre, jahA~ varSA ke kAraNa AhArAdi kA yoga bhI nahIM bnaa| yahA~ se vihAra kara ApakA pAlI padArpaNa huA / * pAlI padArpaNa dvitIya jyeSTha zuklA 13 saMvat 2018 ko Apane pAlI samAja meM vyApta kalaha ko dUra karane kI dRSTi se | preraNAprada udbodhana diyaa| donoM pakSoM ne maMtraNA kara gurudeva se nivedana kiyA ki unake virAjane se sulaha ho jAegI aura antataH tapaHpUta tejasvI santa pUjya gurudeva kI vANI ke prabhAva se sohanarAjajI DosI, ghIsUjI, sampatajI koThArI, vijaya jI bAliyA Adi zrAvakoM ne sakriya bhUmikA nibhAyI evaM paraspara sulaha kara, pUjya zrI kI jaya-jayakAra bolate hue donoM daloM ne Akara rAtri 10.30 baje maMgalapATha sunaa| gurudeva ne akhaMDa jApa kI preraNA kI, pakkhI ko akhaMDa jApa huA / 20 dinoM taka yahA~ dharmArAdhana kA ThATa rahA / yahA~ se AgAmI cAturmAsArtha jodhapura kI ora | vihAra huaa| mArga meM punAyatA, coTilA, rohaTa lUNI, sAlAvAsa meM jaina- ajaina bandhuoM ko anachanA pAnI, bIr3I | sigareTa Adi kA tyAga kraayaa| coTilA meM darjI evaM brAhmaNa bhI namaskAra mantra kA jApa karate haiM / gurudeva ne inheM svadharmibandhu kahA / jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2018) vikrama saMvat 2018 kA cAturmAsa jodhapura ke siMhapola meM ThANA 8 se vizeSa prabhAvazAlI rahA / isa | cAturmAsa meM aneka svAdhyAyI bandhu taiyAra hue| 51 logoM ne brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kiyA, cAra mAsakhamaNa tapa hue| aneka vyaktiyoM ne 12 vrata aMgIkAra kiye| sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda huA / cAturmAsa kI saphalatA ke mApadaNDa ke Aja ke pariprekSya meM yaha samajhanA Avazyaka hai ki tyAgI mahApuruSoM sAnnidhya meM sampanna tyAga-pratyAkhyAna aura vrata grahaNa hI unakI saccI sevA hai, unakI saccI bhakti hai / nija-para kalyANakArI mahApuruSoM ke jIvana kA yahI lakSaNa hai ki unakI svayaM kI sAdhanA ke vikAsa ke sAtha unake sAnnidhya meM Ane vAle bhaktajana bhI pApoM se virati kara saMvara, saMyama - sAdhanA se juDeM / caritanAyaka pUjya pravara cAturmAsa kholate samaya bhI isI lakSya ko pradhAnatA dete va isI se pramudita hote / cAturmAsa meM ADambara, AvAgamana va AyojanoM se cAturmAsa ko
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa aitihAsika, abhUtapUrva va saphala mAnane se ve kabhI sahamata nahIM hue / Apane samabhAva kI sAdhanA para apane vicAra abhivyakta karate huye pharamAyA- "jaba bhI koI sAdhaka sAdhanA ke mahattva ko hRdayaMgama kara usake vAstavika svarUpa ko apane jIvana meM utAratA AtmAnaMdI avasthA kA anubhava hotA hai| taba use eka nayA mor3a, 125 zrAvaka ke bAraha vratoM meM navamAM sAmAyika vrata tathA zramaNa jIvana kI hara pala, hara kSaNa kI sAmAyika eka aisI sAdhanA hai jo tana aura mana se sAdhI jAtI hai aura lakSya ko siddha karatI hai| isa vrata kI ArAdhanA meM tana kI dRSTi se indriyoM para niyantraNa sthApita kara eka sthAna para ekAgratA se zArIrika sthiratA lAI jAtI hai to mana kI dRSTi se vicAroM ke udvega evaM mana ke cAMcalya svabhAva kA nirodha kara use AtmonmukhI banAne kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai| mana meM kSaNa - pratikSaNa jo nAnA prakAra ke saMkalpa - vikalpa utpanna hote rahate haiM, sAmAyika kA samabhAva una para niyantraNa kara citta zuddhi lAtA hai / isa saMsAra meM jitane bhI duHkha, dvandva, kleza aura parezAniyA~ haiM, ve sabhI citta ke viSamabhAva kI dena haiN| inase yadi bacanA hai, inako yadi dUra rakhanA hai apane se, to usakA eka mAtra upAya hai samabhAva kI sAdhanA, sAmAyika vrata kI ArAdhanA / samabhAva aisA amogha kavaca hai, jo prANimAtra ko hara prakAra ke AghAta se surakSita kara sakatA hai| jo bhAgyavAna samabhAva ke suramya sarovara meM sadA avagAhana karatA rahatA hai, use saMsAra kA koI tApa pIr3A nahIM pahuMcA sakatA / samabhAva vaha lokottara rasAyana hai, jisake sevana se samasta Antarika vyAdhiyA~ evaM vaibhAvika pariNitiyA~ naSTa ho jAtI haiM / AtmA rUpI nirmala gagana meM jaba samabhAva kA sUrya apanI prakharatA ke sAtha udita hotA hai to rAga, dveSa, moha Adi ulUka vilIna ho jAte haiN| AtmA meM taba apUrva jyoti prakaTa ho jAtI hai aura usake samakSa Aloka hI Aloka prasArita ho uThatA hai|" yahAM sAmAyika saMgha kI vidhivat sthApanA kara usake kAryoM ko gati dI gii| cAturmAsa kAla meM zrAvaNakRSNA 13 ko kizanagaDha meM mahAsatI choTA haraka~varajI kA svargavAsa ho gyaa| | mahAsatI jI ke saMyamamaya jIvana kI jAnakArI dete hue zraddhAMjali dI gii| jodhapura-cAturmAsa sAnanda sampanna kara caritanAyaka mArgazIrSa pratipadA ko DAgA bAjAra hote hue zrI narasiMhadAsa | jI lUMkaDa kI phaikTarI meM virAje, jahA~ Apake vyAkhyAna se prabhAvita hokara saradAramala jI lUMkar3a ne varSa bhara meM bAraha vyaktiyoM ko hiMsA chur3Ane evaM dAnAdi ke aneka niyama svIkAra kiye / pacAsoM bahanoM ne sAmAyika meM maunavrata rakhane kI pratijJA kI / caritanAyaka yahAM se vihAra kara mahAmandira padhAre va DhAliyA sthAnaka meM virAje / jaina skUla meM hue ravivArIya pravacana meM pUjya caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA- " sAdhanA ke aMtaraMga evaM bahiraMga sAdhana haiN| AhArazuddhi, satsaMga aura AvAsa zuddhi bahiraMga sAdhana haiM tathA tyAga, virAga evaM abhyAsa aMtaraMga sAdhana haiN| inameM tyAga mahattvapUrNa hai| tyAga hI saphalatA kI kuJjI hai| tyAga se hI dharma- bIja phalatA-phUlatA hai|" maMgalavAra ke pravacana meM pharamAyA " saMgha kI AvazyakatAoM kA vicAra kara zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko bhI dharma nAyaka kA sahakArI honA caahie| sAdhu kI apekSA zrAvaka ke dharmaprasAra kA kSetra vizAla hai|" dhArmika zikSaNa kI AvazyakatA para jora dete hue Apane pharamAyA ki apane bAlavarga meM bhI dharma zikSA kA prasAra nahIM ho, yaha hAsyajanaka sthiti hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 126 * bhopAlagar3ha, nAgaura hokara ajamera mahAmandira se banADa hote hue caritanAyaka dahIkher3A pdhaare| mArga meM kA~TedAra bhuraTa bahuta the, ata: santoM ne kaSTapUrvaka mArga taya kiyaa| phira buceTI se mArgazIrSa kRSNA 9 ko dopahara kA dhyAna kara eka baje baDA araTiyA ke lie vihAra huaa| rAstA dhUlabharA thaa| nAMdiyA hote hue araTiyA padhAre, jahA~ eka kamare meM rAta bitaayii| choTA araTiyA meM dazamI kA maunavrata thaa| kur3I meM paTela harakhA jI ke putra, darajI, revatarAmajI Adi kI bhakti acchI rhii| yahA~ ke aneka bhakta caudharI parivAra niyamita sAmAyika va dharmArAdhana ke sAtha acchI zraddhA vAle haiN| isa vihAra krama meM zrI brahmAcaMdajI bhaMDArI ne vizeSa sevA kii| yahA~ se baDalU (bhopAlagaDha) padhArane para Apane jainarala vidyAlaya meM 'vidyArthI, vidyA aura vidvAn' viSaya para pravacana pharamA kara bAlakoM ko jhUTha, corI , nazA aura varSa meM 2 se adhika citrapaTa (philma) dekhane kA tyAga kraayaa| saMskArazIlatA kI prerakazakti caritanAyaka meM anupama thii| mArgazIrSa zuklA paMcamI ko dhyAna ke pazcAt vihAra kara nArasara hote hue vAraNI padhAre, jahA~ mahAsatI jainamatIjI, kesarajI Adi ThANA chaha se darzanArtha padhArI / rajalANI se bhI teraha satiyA~ darzanArtha aayiiN| eka kisAna ne bher3a-bakare becane aura tambAkU pIne kA tyAga kiyaa| yahA~ se AsAvarI, rUNa, khajavANA pdhaare| yahAM namaskAra mantra ke mahattva para prakAza DAlate hue pharamAyA - "Atmika vikAsa kI apekSA se hI arhanta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya aura sarva sAdhuoM ko ArAdhya mAnA gayA hai| ye pA~coM hI stuti yogya, namana yogya aura pUjya haiN| caitanya evaM upayoga guNa se sabhI jIva samAna haiM, kintu rAgAdi vikAroM kI adhikatA aura jJAna kI kSINatA se jIva niMdA yogya tathA rAgAdi kI hInatA aura jJAna kI adhikatA se stuti yogya hotA hai| jaina dharma meM isa maMtra kI bar3I bhArI mahimA batalAyI gayI hai| duHkhI-sukhI Adi kisI bhI avasthA meM isa maMtra kA japa karane se samasta pApoM kA kSaraNa ho jAtA hai|" phira mUMDavA hote hue nAgaura pdhaare| ____nAgaura meM ApakA mUrtipUjaka saMta pUjya padamasAgara jI ma.sA. se pauSa kRSNA paMcamI ko prema milana huaa| | unhoMne apane yahA~ ke zAstra dikhlaaye| uttarAdhyayana sUtra kI eka prati Apako bheMTa kI gii| aThiyAsaNa hote hue kucerA pahu~cane para svAmI jI zrI brajalAla jI mahArAja, paMDita zrI mizrImala jI 'madhukara' Apako lene sAmane pdhaare| pauSa kRSNA dazamI ko chAtroM ne pArzvanAtha jayaMtI mnaaii| ApazrI ne mauna hote hue bhI vyAkhyAna dekara zrotAoM ko vItarAga vANI se tRpta kiyA evaM sthAyI lAbha hetu sabako svAdhyAya kI preraNA kii| yahA~ para maMtrI jI mahArAja ke sAtha saMgha kI samasyAoM para vicAra-vimarza huaa| unameM se pramukha haiM 1. gata kAla se aba taka niyamoM kA pAlana kisake dvArA kaisA huA? 2. adhikArI muniyoM ne apane adhikAra kA kisa hada taka pAlana kiyA? 3. samAcArI ke bheda miTAnA, ekarUpatA lAne kA prayAsa karanA aadi| yahA~ se pUjyapravara buTATI pdhaare| prAta:kAla Apane duHkhamukti hetu tapa, japa aura svAdhyAya-sAdhanA kI preraNA kii| buTATI meM satsaMga kA jAgaraNa karane vAloM se brahma evaM mAyA para carcA huii| kaI bhAiyoM ko mAlA pherane evaM kama nahIM tolane kA niyama kraayaa| reNa hote hue pauSa kRSNA 13 ko mer3atA phuNce| pauSa zuklA tIja ko bhUdharajI ma.sA. ke jIvana para pravacana karate hue Apane zAstroM ke rakSaNa va svAdhyAya kI preraNA kii| ananya gurubhakta zrI hemarAjajI DozI ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara gurucaraNoM me zraddhA abhivyakta kii| yahA~ ke utsAhI bhakta zrI jauharImalajI
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 127) ostavAla va zrI DozI jI ke ullekhanIya prayAsoM se bhUdhara jaina jJAna bhaNDAra kI sthApanA huii| zrI bhUramalajI bokar3iyA kI adhyakSatA va zrI jatanarAjajI mehatA ke maMtritva meM purAtattva sAhitya ke saMrakSaNa kA nizcaya kiyA gyaa| yahA~ sthita mandira ke bhaNDAra kA pUjya pravara ne tIna ghaNTe avalokana kiyaa| isameM 40-45 puDhe the evaM pA~cavI zatAbdI se pUrva kA bhI sAhitya upalabdha thaa| kalyANakara pUjyavara ne bhaNDAra ko vyavasthita karane kI preraNA kii| yahA~ se gavAraDI hote hue Apa choTI pAdU pdhaare| karuNAnAtha ne choTI pAdU AnA yahA~ kI phUTa samApta hone ke AzvAsana para svIkAra kiyA thaa| ata: Apake padArpaNa se pArasparika kalaha, prema ke sukhada vAtAvaraNa meM badala gyaa| pravacana meM 'duHkha kA kAraNa kaSAya hai' aisA samajhAte hue krodha ke sambandha meM duryodhana kA udAharaNa diyA, jisase mahAbhArata kA yuddha huaa| baDI pAdU ke upAzraya ke khambhe para saMvat 1748 ke do zilAlekha the, jinakI nakala zrI jatanarAjajI mehatA mer3atA ne kii| pravacana meM Apa zrI ne pharamAyA -"saMsAra kA rAga deva, guru evaM dharma ke prati anurAga meM badala do| tana, dhana evaM kuTumba kA rAga saMsAra kA pherA bar3hAne vAlA hai aura deva, guru evaM dharma ke prati anurAga pherA ghaTAne vAlA hai|" vihAra meM zrAvakoM kA prema draSTavya thaa| mevar3A pahuMcane para Apane zAntinAtha kI prArthanA ke sAtha zAntinAtha bhagavAna ke pUrvabhava megharatha rAjA kA paricaya dete hue pravacana pharamAyA ki megharatha ne kabUtara kI rakSA ke liye apane prANoM kI paravAha nahIM kI, vacana ko nibhAyA / isaliye zAntinAtha ke rUpa meM mAtA ke udara meM Ate hI sarvatra zAnti ho gii| tApatraya ko miTAne hetu pUjya zrI ne gA~va-gA~va evaM ghara-ghara meM zAntinAtha kI prArthanA karane hetu preraNA kii| caritanAyaka kaI bAra bhagavAna zAntinAtha kI stuti karate the| Atmika zAnti hetu prabhu zAntinAtha para unhone prArthanA kI racanA bhI kI, jisameM sarvatra zAnti kI bhAvanA bhAyI gaI hai - bhItara zAnti, bAhira zAnti, tujhameM zAnti mujhameM zAnti / sabameM zAnti basAo, saba mila zAnti kaho // mevar3A se bherUMdA, thAMvalA evaM tilorA meM bhoga se yoga kI ora unmukha hone kI preraNA karate huye santamaNDala | sahita ApakA ajamera nagara meM padArpaNa huaa| ajamera meM pauSa zuklA dvAdazI, 17 janavarI, 1962 ko osavAla hAI skUla ke vizAla prAMgaNa meM ApazrI ke zrImukha se zrImatI icaraja kuMvara jI (dharmapalI zrI mohanalAla jI navalakhA) kI bhAgavatI dIkSA sampanna huii| isa avasara para jayapura nivAsI zrI kevalacandajI hIrAvata, zrI kizora caMdajI botharA va byAvara ke zrI mizrImalajI botharA ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| pauSa zuklA caturdazI ko pAlI, jayapura aura sailAnA kI vinatiyA~ huii|| * AcArya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja kA svargavAsa mAghakRSNA dazamI ko ajamera meM prAtaHkAla jaMgala se lauTate hI jJAta huA ki reDiyo kI khabara ke anusAra AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa ho gayA hai| isa samAcAra ko sunate hI pUjya hastI avAk raha ge| sabhI santoM ne kAyotsarga kiyaa| isa zoka meM pUrA ajamera baMda rhaa| muslima bhAiyoM ko preraNA dene se unhoMne bhI | katlakhAne baMda rkhe| aparAhna do baje zraddhAMjali sabhA Ayojita kI gaI jisameM caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA ki AtmArAma jI ma.sA. jaise AcAryoM kA jIvana- caritra preraNAoM kA jharanA hotA hai jo avirala bahatA rahatA hai| unhoMne | AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. ke jIvana kI aneka mahattvapUrNa ghaTanAoM evaM vizeSatAoM kA ullekha karate hue | unake jIvana se preraNA lekara apanA jIvana sArthaka karane ko khaa| ApazrI ne batAyA ki sva. AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma. ke jIvana ko do vizeSatAe~ thii| prathama to ve satata svAdhyAyanirata rahate the| zAstroM evaM graMthoM kA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 128 adhyayana, manana, cintana unakI dinacaryA thii| dUsarA isa gahana adhyayana va manana se utpanna vicAroM ko lekhanabaddha kara navIna graMthoM kA Alekhana kiyA karate the / caritanAyaka ne saMskRta bhASA meM 'AtmArAma - aSTaka' banAkara unheM apanI zraddhAMjali arpita kii| tIna dina zAntijApa claa| I aparAhna meM Agama-vAcanA kA krama pUjyapravara kI niyamita dinacaryA kA aMga thaa| ajamera meM bRhatkalpa sUtra kI vAcanA pUrNa hone para mAgha zuklA 2 ko nizIthasUtra kI vAcanA prArambha kI gaI / zrAvakoM meM sAptAhika sAmUhika svAdhyAya prArambha karAyA / * kizanagar3ha hokara vijayanagara ajamera meM 27 dina virAja kara Apane madanagaMja kI ora vihAra kiyaa| pulisa lAina ke pIche lohAravAna ke | kvArTara meM rAtri bitaayii| phira mAgha zuklA caturdazI ko 14 mIla kA vihAra kara dhyAna kA samaya hone para dopahara 12 baje sar3aka para hI dhyAna kiyA evaM dina meM 1.30 baje madanagaMja ke upAzraya meM padArpaNa kiyA / madanagaMja meM mAghapUrNimA ke pAvana divasa para gurudeva ne pharamAyA-' AtmA kA svarUpa samajhakara vikAra dUra kIjie / pAnI garma hokara bhI apanA svabhAva nahIM chor3atA, Aga ko bujhA hI detA hai / isI prakAra | krodhAdi kI avasthA meM bhI hama apanA guNa kyoM chodd'eN| manuSya ko kAca ke bartana kI taraha kamajora | nahIM hokara suvarNa pAtra kI taraha Thosa honA caahie| kAMcabhANDa ke samAna mUrkha vyakti jarA sI Thesa meM TUTa jAtA hai, svArtha kI coTa se usakA prema vaira meM pariNata ho jAtA hai / parantu jJAnI suvarNa bhANDa ke samAna hotA hai| bar3I coToM yA prahAroM se bhI vaha sahasA TUTanA nahIM jaantaa| Apa suvarNa bhANDasama baneM, | kAMca bhANDa sama nahIM / svarNa aura pAnI apanA svabhAva nahIM chor3ate, taba hama cetana mAnava apanA zAnta, | zuddha svabhAva kaise chor3a sakate haiN| jarA zAnta mana se socie / " Apake pravacana va preraNA se kaI vrata - pratyAkhyAna hue, bAraha zrAvakoM ne pratimAha dayA- pauSadha kA niyama liyA / | madanagaMja se ApakA kizanagaDha padArpaNa huA / yahA~ Apane saMgha meM aikya va samanvaya ke lie mahatI preraNA kI / saMgha- ekatA ke lie baiThaka rakhI gii| rAvasA pArakha evaM zrI kundanamala jI nAhara ke satprayatnoM se baiThaka saphala rahI / yahA~ se godhiyANA, tihArI, kAnapurA maMDANI, nasIrAbAda, jhaDavAsA, bAMdanavAr3A siMgAvala Adi grAmoM meM vyasana mukti, dharma zikSaNa, svAdhyAya, sAmAyika Adi kI preraNA karate nasIrAbAda hote hue vijayanagara padhAre, jahA~ svAmI jI zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA. ke santa ApakI agavAnI ke lie aae| vijayanagara ke prAMgaNa meM sthavira pada vibhUSita paNDitaratna zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA, maMtrI zrI puSkara muni jI ma. sA. evaM caritanAyaka ne zramaNa saMgha kI sthiti para vicAra vinimaya kara prastAva taiyAra kiyA - " samasta sthAnakavAsI samAja ke antarmAnasa kI bhavya - bhAvanA ko lakSya meM rakhakara zraddheya AcArya zrI aura upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. ke caraNAravindoM me nivedanArtha hamane eka prastAva bhI nirmita kiyA, para 30 navambara 1960 udayapura meM upAcArya zrI ne upAcArya pada kA tyAga karake apane ko zramaNa saMgha se alaga ghoSita kiyA, jise hama saMgha - hitakara nahIM mAnate haiM / hamArI yaha hArdika bhAvanA hai ki ve punaH saMghahita va jinAzAsanonnati ko lakSya meM rakhakara isa para gaMbhIratA se vicAra kareM aura ulajhI huI samasyAoM ko paraspara vicAra-vimarza dvArA kisI mAdhyama se hala karake saMgha-zreya ke bhAgI baneM /
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 129 hamArA yaha dRDha maMtavya hai ki vartamAna meM hamArI AcAra-vyavasthA kinhIM kAraNoM se zithila ho gaI hai| ata: | usa para kar3A niyantraNa Avazyaka hai, kyoMki AcAra-niSThA meM hI zramaNa saMgha kI pratiSThA hai| hama cAhate haiM ki pramukha munivaroM ke parAmarza se zithilAcAra ko AmUla naSTa karane ke liye dRDha kadama uThAyA jaay| hama zithilAcAra ko hara | prakAra se dUra karane ke liya taiyAra haiN| jaba taka saMgha meM pArasparika matabheda dUra hokara isake lie suvyavasthA na ho jAya taba taka adhikArI munivara apane Azrita zramaNavarga kI AcAra zuddhi para pUrNa dhyAna rakhe / yadi kadAcit kisI bhI santa va satIjana kI mUlAcAra meM koI skhalanA sunAI de to tatkAla usakI jAMca kara zuddhi kara dI jAya / bahinoM kA saMsarga va svayaM hAtha se patra lekhana jo sAdhaka jIvana ke liye ayogya haiM, unheM bilkula banda kara diyA jaay| aMta meM hamArI hI nahIM, apitu saMgha ke sabhI sadasyoM kI bhAvanA hai ki zramaNa-saMgha akSuNNa va akhaMDa banA rhe| AcAra aura vicAra kI dRSTi se dina-pratidina pragati ke patha para dRDhatA se bar3hatA rahe va jana-jana ke hRdaya se yahI nArA | nikale ki akhaMDa rahe yaha saMgha hmaaraa|" tInoM santa-pravaroM ne milakara AcArya zrI ke samakSa katipaya vicAraNIya bindu bhI rakhe 1. sarvaprathama hama cAhate haiM ki AcArya zrI evaM upAcArya zrI hamAre nivedana ko sammAna dekara pArasparika matabheda | miTA deM aura puna: ve saMgha kA saMcAlana kreN| 2. yadi ve pArasparika matabheda nahIM miTAte haiM to saMgha ko akhaMDa banAne ke lie AcArya zrI kI ghoSaNAnusAra | pAMca muniyoM kI samiti vRhad sAdhu-sammelana taka kAma kre| 3. yadi vaha bhI saMbhava na ho aura saMgha chinna-bhinna hone kI sthiti meM ho to saMgha meM vartamAna meM ekatA banAye | rakhane ke liye nimnAGkita yojanA kAryAnvita kI jA sakatI hai - jina zramaNa-zramaNiyoM kA loka vyavahAra meM AcAra zuddha hai aura saMyama ke raMga meM raMgA huA pratiSThita jIvana hai, | unake sAtha nimnAGkita vyavahAra avazya rakhA jAya - 1. saMgha ke zramaNa-zramaNiyoM kA eka kSetra meM eka hI varSAvAsa ho aura eka hI vyAkhyAna ho / kAraNavazAt eka hI kSetra meM vibhinna sthAnoM meM saMta-satIjana virAja rahe hoM to anukUlatA hone para ve eka sthAna para sammilita vyAkhyAna kareM pRthak vyAkhyAna na kreN| 2. dIkSA, saMthArA Adi viziSTa prasaMgoM para jAne meM kisI bhI prakAra kA saMkoca na kreN| 3. kisI saMta va satIjana ke rugNa hone para una santa-satIjana kI sevA Adi ke lie ucita vyavasthA kI jAya, upekSA buddhi na rakhI jAya aura anukUlatA ke anusAra unakI pUchatAcha kI jaay| 4. paraspara jJAna ke AdAna-pradAna karane meM kisI bhI prakAra kA saMkoca nahIM rakhA jaaye| 5. eka-dUsare saMta-satIjana ke milane para sammAnapUrvaka ziSTAcAra kA vyavahAra kiyA jaay| 6. vyAkhyAna-vArtAlApa Adi meM kisI bhI prakAra dUsare saMta-satIjana kI nindA va hInatA sUcaka zabdAvalI kA prayoga na kiyA jAya aura na vyavahAra se sUcita hI kiyA jAya ki inameM paraspara meM matabheda hai, vaimanasya hai| 7. sneha-sambandha rahane para bhI vandana, AhAra aura ziSya kA AdAna-pradAna aicchika rakhA jaay| ___yahA~ kucha dina virAjakara Apane holI cAturmAsa gulAbapurA meM kiyaa| jayapura evaM sailAnA saMgha kI ora se | | vinati huii| sAmAyika saMgha evaM svAdhyAya ke saMcAlana kA kArya prArambha huaa| gulAbapurA se Apa hurar3A meM prArthanA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 130 evaM svAdhyAya kA niyama karAte hue koNDI, koThiyA, sAMgariyA, dhanopa, phUliyA, raDAvAsa, devariyA, khAmora padhAre jahA~ bAlacandajI ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyA va zrI harisiMha jI ne zrAvaka ke bAraha vrata grahaNa kie| yahA~ se bhaTerA jAne ke liye upareDA hote hue baner3A pdhaare| baner3A meM sailAnA saMgha kI vinati lekara parama gurubhakta zrAvaka zrI pyAracandajI rAMkA ne upasthita hokara apane saMgha kI bhAvabharI vinati prastuta karate hue nivedana kiyA -"bhagavan ! hama 12 varSa se prativarSa zrI caraNoM meM cAturmAsa kI vinati prastuta karate rahe haiN| 12 varSa meM to AmravRkSa bhI phala detA hai, para hameM ApakI svIkRti kA kRpAprasAda nahIM milaa|" bhakta hRdaya suzrAvaka kI vinati ko lakSya lekara sahaja muskAna ke sAtha pUjyapravara ne saMvat 2019 ke cAturmAsa hetu svIkRti pharamA dii| * bhIlavAr3A cittaur3a hokara udayapura ___ mAravAr3a evaM mevAr3a kI ora se aba ApakA vihAra sailAnA kI ora honA svAbhAvika thaa| isa krama meM Apa mAlapurA, kekar3I meM sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA karate hue vikrama saMvat 2019 kI mahAvIra jayantI para bhIlavAr3A ke jJAna bhavana meM virAje / Apane mahAvIra jayantI ko anya jayantiyoM se bhinna batAte hue bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zAsana kI vizeSatAoM kI vizada vyAkhyA kii| Apane pharamAyA-"vaizAkha zuklA 10 ko bhagavAna mahAvIra ne pUrNa jJAna prApta kara ekAdazI ko dharmadezanA dii| prabhu kI amogha vANI zravaNa kara hajAroM mumukSuoM ne saMyama grahaNa kiyA aura anekoM ne dezavirati zrAvaka-dharma aMgIkAra kiyaa| mahAvIra ke zAsana meM taba sAdhAraNa skhalanA bhI upekSita nahIM hotI thii| Aja usI vIra kI maMgala jayantI hai| hamArA kartavya hai ki samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna aura samyakcAritra kA adhikAdhika pracAra-prasAra kara sva-para kalyANa kreN|" Apane bhagavAna mahAvIra ke saMdeza ko jIvanavyApI banAne kI AvazyakatA pratipAdita kI tathA yaha pharamAyA ki vItarAga bhAva kI ora bar3hanA hI mahAvIra kI saccI bhakti hai| bhIlavAr3A ke bhopAlagaMja evaM zAnti bhavana meM niyamita sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya karane vAle taiyAra hue| AcArya bhagavanta ne apanI DAyarI meM anubhavoM meM likhA hai - "dhArmika ruci sAmAnya rUpa se ghaTatI calI jA rahI hai / canda loga zraddhAbala se Ate-jAte rahate haiN| paraspara kucha matabhedoM se yuvakoM meM utsAha ghaTa gayA hai| svAdhyAya kI pravRtti bilkula nahIM hai| dhArmika kakSA calatI hai| mAsTarajI eka ghaNTA parizrama karate haiM, parantu bacce pUre nahIM Ate haiN|" mANaka jI Adi yuvakoM ne svAdhyAya ko cAlU rakhane kA vicAra kiyaa| cA~damala jI siMghavI, amaracandajI saMkalecA, bhUrAlAlajI gAMdhI, pA~cUlAla jI gA~dhI Adi yahA~ ke utsAhI kAryakartA the| ____ yahA~ para udayapura kA ziSTa maNDala saMghamaMtrI zrI takhatasiMhajI, upAdhyakSa zrI lakSmIlAlajI, zrI DUMgara siMhajI vakIla evaM zrI kezUlAlajI tAkaDiyA ke netRtva meM vinati karane hetu Apa zrI ke caraNoM meM upasthita huaa| vahA~ para pUjya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. virAjamAna the| caritanAyaka ne sakArAtmaka AzvAsana diyaa| Apa pura, gADaramAla, pahuMnA hote hue aitihAsika nagara cittaur3a padhAre / yahA~ Apane khAtara mahala meM vyAkhyAna phrmaayaa| udayapura kA ziSTa maNDala puna: upasthita huaa| yahA~ se pAMDolI pharasakara do phalAMga dUra grAma ke bAhara vaTavRkSa ke nIce rAtrivAsa kiyaa| eka bhAI ne saMvara kiyaa| phira Apa zrI sAMvatA, nAlerA, siMhapura, kAMkariyA, nimbAher3A, kesarakher3I hote hue kapAsana padhAre / yahA~ prArthanA para ApakA prabhAvazAlI pravacana sunakara 21 vyaktiyoM ne pratidina dharmasthAna meM Akara sAmUhika prArthanA karane kA niyama liyaa| sanavAr3a padhArane para mevAr3I muni zrI mAMgIlAla jI Adi santa jo yahA~ pahale se hI | birAje hue the, AcAryazrI kI agavAnI ke lie sAmane aae|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa * udayapura meM pUjya gaNezIlAlajI ma.se milana yahA~ se khemapura, vallabhanagara, kherI, Daboka debArI , Ayar3a hote hue ApakA jyeSTha zuklA pratipadA ravivAra ke dina udayapura ke bhopAlapurA meM padArpaNa huA, jahA~ tapasvI zrI kezUlAla jI ma.sA. evaM paNDita zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. agavAnI ke lie pdhaare| caritanAyaka ne udayapura nagara meM praveza karate hI sarvaprathama upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA. kA darzanalAbha liyaa| donoM cAritrika AtmAoM ke harSa kA pArAvAra nahIM rhaa| prema ke Adhikya meM pUjya zrI gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA ne pharamAyA-"bUr3he ko yAda kara liyaa|" yahA~ para yaha ullekhanIya hai ki zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. varddhamAna zramaNasaMgha ko chor3a cuke the evaM caritanAyaka unheM saMgha meM hI sammilita rahane kA prema pUrvaka nivedana kara rahe the| caritanAyaka ne pravacana meM pharamAyA-"maiM udayapura dekhane nahIM aayaa| maiM to gaNeza sAgara se motI lene AyA huuN|" caritanAyaka ne do dinoM taka upAcArya zrI se pArasparika vicAra-vinimaya kiyA evaM saMgha meM rahakara jJAna-kriyA ko sudRr3ha banAne para bala diyA, kintu jina sthitiyoM meM upAcArya zrI ne saMgha chor3A thA, unakA nirAkaraNa nahIM hone se bAta Age nahIM bar3ha paaii| caritanAyaka kA udayapura se vihAra ho gyaa| Apane Ayar3a meM pharamAyA-"pArasparika IrSyA, dveSa jaise rogoM ko samUla naSTa karane ke lie eka hI auSadhi hai, 'svaadhyaay'| samAja meM yadi svAdhyAya ko bar3hAvA diyA jAe to isase jJAnavRddhi hogI aura jJAna se vaira, IrSyA, dveSa Adi kA zamana hogaa| jhagar3e TaMTe nahIM rheNge|" devArI se daravAje kI ora zAma ko vihAra kara Apa sUryAsta pUrva vahA~ phuNce| sthAnAbhAva ke kAraNa do santoM ne dvAra para, do ne bAhara vRkSa ke nIce aura eka ne dvAra ke bAjU kI khoha meM zayana kiyaa| yahA~ laMgUra bahutAyata meM the| dainandinI meM Apane aMkita kiyA hai ki dvAra para laMgUroM kA prabhutva thaa| mandira aura kapAToM para unake niyata nivAsa the / / daraulI padhArane para bahuzruta zrI samarthamalajI ma.sA. kI satiyA~, jo vahA~ virAjita thIM, darzanArtha padhArIM / daraulI meM agravAla, osavAla, mAhezvarI, brAhmaNa Adi vibhinna jAtIya sajjanoM meM kisI sAmAjika viSaya ko lekara | | pArasparika saMgharSa cala rahA thaa| pratyeka vyakti eka dUsare ko nIcA dikhAne kI tAka meM rahatA thA aura maukA milate hI bhar3aka uThatA thaa| apane isa ApasI saMgharSa meM loga hajAroM rupayoM kA pAnI kara cuke the| aise samaya meM caritanAyaka kA padArpaNa daraulI ke lie varadAna siddha huaa| Apane apane sadupadezoM dvArA vaimanasya bhAva dUra kiyA, jisase vahA~ sauhArda aura bhAIcAre kA vAtAvaraNa bnaa| * bhagavAna kI AjJA meM calane vAle kA kalyANa __kherodA hote hue caritanAyaka jyeSTha zuklA 9 somavAra ko kusAvAsa (kuMthuvAsa) pdhaare| yahA~ Apa rAvalA meM Thahare / rAtri meM SaTkarma kA vivaraNa dete hue arjuna mAlI kI kathA khii| Apa zrI ne logoM se kahA ki jo bhagavAna kI AjJA meM calegA, vaira-virodha ghaTAyegA, usakA kalyANa hogaa| kaurava ApasI phUTa meM naSTa ho gye| rAma, lakSmaNa sumati ke kAraNa AbAda rhe| isalie ApasI vaira-virodha ko tyAga kara premabhAva evaM bhAIcAre kA bhAva rakhanA caahie| yahA~ se Apa magare kI U~cI-nIcI bhUmi aura khajUra ke vRkSoM yukta vanapradeza ko pArakara bhINDara phuNce| zItala vAyu evaM bAdaloM ke kAraNa dina ThaNDA rhaa| yahA~ se Apane kAnor3a ke lie prasthAna kiyA evaM javAhara vidyApITha ke chAtroM ke jayanAda ke sAtha paMcAyata bhavana meM virAje / vyAkhyAna meM svAdhyAya kI preraNA karate hue pharamAyA - "svAdhyAya ke binA jJAna prApta nahIM hogaa| manobala meM sthiratA nahIM rhegii| nandana maNiyAra prabhu mahAvIra
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________________ 132 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM kA zrAvaka hokara bhI svAdhyAya evaM satsaMga ke abhAva meM calacitta ho gayA aura ArtadhyAna meM marakara meMDhaka haa| taMgiyA ke zrAvaka svAdhyAyI the| 33 zrAvaka mitra svAdhyAya evaM satsaMga se sthirabhAva meM karaNI karake indra ke guru he| svAdhyAya se sAmAyika kI sAdhanA bhI vyavasthita hotI hai| sAdhanA-bala se AkulatA samApta hokara mAnava ko parama zAnti prApta hotI hai|" pUjya pravara ne pharamAyA - "du:kha ke tIna kAraNa haiM- 1. ajJAna, 2. kudarzana aura 3 moha / prabha ne daHkha mukti ke lie bhI uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke 32 veM adhyayana meM tIna upAya batAye haiM-1. jJAna kA prakAza kro| 2. ajJAna - moha ko dUra kro| 3. rAga-dveSa kA nAza kro|" gurudeva kI preraNA se pA~ca yuvakoM ne niyamita svAdhyAya kA niyama liyaa| Apa yahA~ se vihAra kara boheDA hote hue bar3I sAdar3I ke baDI nyAta ke nohare meM virAje / * bar3I sAdar3I bar3I sAdar3I meM gokula harijana ne AjIvana jIva-hiMsA va mAMsa-bhakSaNa kA tyAga kiyaa| yahA~ mahAsatI cUnA jI Adi ThANA 4 sthiravAsa virAjamAna the| unhoMne guNasthAnoM meM AhAraka-anAhAraka sambandhI prazna kiye jinakA pUjyavara ne tAttvika samAdhAna kiyaa| zrAvakoM ne paM. lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA. ke cAturmAsa hetu vinati kii| yahA~ ke jAgIradAra ke kAkA zrI bhImasiMha jI kA madya-mAMsa kA sevana aura zikAra karanA dainika kArya thaa| aisA karanA ve rAjapUtoM ke liye jarUrI mAnate the| AcArya zrI ne mUka prANiyoM kI hatyA kA vivecana karate hue kahA ki "pratyeka prANI jIvita rahanA cAhatA hai| kaisI bhI sthiti ho lekina usakI jijIviSA kI bhAvanA sadaiva balavatI rahI hai aura mRtyu kA nAma sunate hI vaha bhayabhIta ho uThatA hai| manuSya hokara jo dharma ke nAma para yA apanI AkAMkSA pUrti ke lie prANi-hatyA karate haiM ve manuSya hokara bhI rAkSasI vRtti vAle haiN| aise vyakti dUsaroM kA vinAza karane ke sAtha-sAtha apane lie raurava nAmaka naraka kA rAstA banAte haiN|" AcArya zrI kA sadupadeza sunakara bhImasiMha jI kA hRdaya dravita ho utthaa| unhoMne apane kiye hue para pazcAttApa kiyA | aura sadaiva ke lie jIva-hiMsA tathA madya-mAMsa kA tyAga kara diyaa| bar3I sAdar3I se sATolA hote hue dhAkaDoM ke gA~va mAnapurA padhAra kara dhAkaDoM kI pola ke bAhara rAtri vizrAma | kiyaa| yahA~ se kacce rAste pahAr3a kI ghATI utara kara choTI sAdar3I pdhaare| dharma-dhyAna acchA rhaa| gurudeva ne apanI DAyarI meM likhA hai-"yahA~ para paDhe-likhe kAphI haiM, para sthAnIya saMgha meM unake dvArA koI lAbha nahIM liyA jaataa|" | yahA~ kA godAvata jaina gurukula kisI samaya bar3A jAnA mAnA gurukula rahA hai| yahA~ para ratanalAla jI saMghavI acche abhyAsazIla zrAvaka the, kintu samAja meM aikya nahIM thaa| yahA~ se cItAkher3A, jIraNa, malhAragar3ha ko pharasate hue mevAr3a meM svAdhyAya-sAmAyika kI alakha jagAkara evaM vyasanoM se anekoM ko mukta karAkara Apa pIpaliyA maMDI padhAre / dopahara meM yahA~ virAjita mahAsatI rAmAjI kI ziSyA satI dIpakaMvara jI aura kaMcanakaMvara jI darzanArtha padhArI evaM zAstrIya praznottara hue| * mAlava pradeza kI ora pIpaliyA maMDI se vihAra kara Apa vihArakrama se botala gaMja, nayI bastI, janakapurA evaM mandasaura padhAre / prAtaH janakapurA meM ASADha kRSNA 10 ko gurudeva ne pravacana meM pharamAyA -"jinazAsana jIvana nirmANa kI kalA sikhAtA hai| caNDakauzika ne prabhukRpA se isI kalA ko sIkhakara Atma-kalyANa kiyaa|" "samAja dharma hai - upazama bhAva / sarvathA kaSAya ke vega ko svAdhIna nahIM kara pAo to itanA to avazya dhyAna rakhanA ki ghara ke jhagar3e dharma-samAja meM
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 133 nahIM ddaalnaa| ghara ke jhagar3e samAja meM DAlanA bar3I bhUla hai|" yahA~ para tapasvI muni zrI manoharalAlajI ma. ThANA 2 kA milana huA evaM sAtha hI tthhre| prema vAtsalya rhaa| yahA~ ke pustakAlaya meM eka hajAra pustakoM meM kaI prAcIna bhI haiN| mandasaura ke vyAkhyAna meM pUjyapravara ne pharamAyA -"vItarAga banane ke lie pahale deva, guru evaM dharma ke prati anurAgI bananA hogaa| yadi inake prati anurAga hogA to Apa tyAga bhI kara skeNge| binA prIti ke tyAga nahIM hotaa|" yahA~ para pUjya mannAlAla jI ma.sA. kI puNya tithi para Apane pharamAyA - "pUjya zrI mannAlAlajI ma. ko svAdhyAya evaM Agama priya the| Apa unakA Adara karate haiM to unakI priyavastu ko apanAie anyathA ApakI unake prati zraddhA kahane mAtra kI hogii|" prAta: mandasaura se vihAra kara Apa ASAr3ha kRSNA caturdazI, zanivAra ko khilacIpurA dharmasthAnaka meM padhAre / zraddhAlu bhaktajanoM kI vizAla saMkhyA meM upasthiti ko dekhate hue dharmasthAnaka meM| vyAkhyAna nahIM ho sakane ke kAraNa bAjAra meM vyavasthA kI gii| caritanAyaka pUjya zrI ne dharma aura nIti zikSA para jora diyA tathA satsaMga kA mahattva pratipAdita karate hue pharamAyA ki sadAcAra hI jIvana ko unnata banA sakatA hai| pazcima ke loga nIti ke nAma se kucha zikSAe~ jIvana meM utArate haiN| bhArata dharmapradhAna deza hai| yahA~ ke vAsiyoM ko vizeSa dhyAna dekara dharma ko jIvana meM utAranA caahie| isI meM deza kA kalyANa hai|" yahA~ se vihArakrama meM dalodA, kacanArA, DhoDhara hokara Apa zrI jAvarA pdhaare| jAvarA ke zrAvaka bahuta dinoM se cAtaka kI bhAMti ApazrI kI pratIkSA kara rahe the| yahA~ Apane pUjya zrI mannAlAla jI ma.sA ke zrAvaka-samudAya ke sthAnaka meM padArpaNa kiyaa| yahA~ kA zrI saMgha do daloM meM vibhakta thaa| caritanAyaka ne apane pravacana meM unheM vArtAlApa dvArA samasyA ke samAdhAna kA sujhAva diyaa| Apane pharamAyA-"jiNadhammo ya jIvANaM apuvvo kappapAyavo' jinadharma jIvoM ke lie apUrva kalpavRkSa hai, isase sabhI abhilASAoM kI pUrti svataH ho jAtI hai ataH manamuTAva chor3akara jinadharma kA Azraya grahaNa kreN| Apako kaiMcI nahIM, suI bananA hai| kaiMcI eka bar3e kapar3e ko kATa kara aneka Tukar3e kara DAlatI hai, jabaki suI aneka bikhare hue Tukar3oM ko silatI huI bar3hatI hai| isI prakAra zrAvakoM ko apane saMgha meM ekatA lAne ke lie suI kI taraha vyavahAra karanA caahie| " prAmANika vRhat jaina itihAsa ke lekhana ke lie mUla srotoM kA patA lagAne hetu Apane mevAr3a, mAravAr3a mahArASTra aura gujarAta ke sudUravartI gA~voM kI lambI yAtrAe~ kii| saiMkar3oM hastalikhita granthoM kA avalokana kiyaa| jAvarA meM bhI Apane 16vIM zatAbdI ke 5 baste dekhe jinameM hastalikhita grantha the| zreSThivara rAMkAjI ke sAtha sailAnA kA zrAvaka maNDala upasthita huaa| caritanAyaka ne ASAr3ha zuklA cautha ko pravacana meM pharamAyA -"dharmarUpa kalpa vRkSa kI zaraNa Aye ho| isakA siMcana kro| DAla para baiThakara isakA chedana mata kro| dharma saMsAra kA trANa karane vAlA hai| magadhAdhipati zreNika ne jinazAsana kI sevA kara tIrthaGkara gotra kA upArjana kiyaa| pUjya mAdhava muni ne dharma dipAne vAle zrAvaka ko sUrya ke samAna tapane vAlA batAyA hai| dharma tabhI dipegA jaba ApameM upazama bhAva hogaa| caturvidha saMgha meM prIti kA vyavahAra hogaa|" jAvarA se pAliyA, luhArI, nAmalI hote hue pacer3I pdhaare| ApazrI ke pravacana se prabhAvita hokara 3 vyavasAyiyoM ne khoTe tola-mApa kA tyAga kiyaa| paMceDI se vihAra kara dhAmanoda padhAre / yahA~ caritanAyaka ne udbodhana meM pharamAyA- " kisI ke yahA~ jaba koI atithi AtA hai to gRhapati acche-acche padArthoM se usakA satkAra karatA hai| hama saMta bhI atithi haiM parantu bheMTa pUjA, paise lene vAle nahIM haiN| hamArA Atithya vrata-niyama se hotA hai| satsaMga se Apa zikSA lekara jIvana zuddhi kareM, isI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 134 meM saMtoM kI prasannatA hai|" ___ caritanAyaka ne apane tAttvika udbodhana meM manuSya-janma kI durlabhatA va isakA mahattva samajhAte hue sone kI carI meM khala pakAne vAle seTha va suMda upasuMda kI kathA sunAte hue pharamAyA ki ananta jJAnAdi nidhi ko pAkara jo hiMsA , jhUTha mAna, baDAI aura bhogoM meM apane ko khotA hai use aMta meM pachatAnA par3atA hai| pravacana se prabhAvita hokara sAta mahAjanoM ne kUTa tola-mApa kA tyAga kiyA aura kisAna baMdhuoM ne sAmUhika hiMsA chodd'ii| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke bhI kaI niyama liye gye| * sailAnA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2019) yahAM se vihAra kara ASADha zuklA navamI ko Apane cAturmAsArtha sailAnA nagara meM praveza kiyaa| 30 varSoM ke bAda mAlavA ke isa pradeza meM AcArya zrI kA cAturmAsa prApta kara sabhI phUle nahIM samA rahe the| caritanAyaka ke darzanArtha jaina jainetara AbAlavRddha yuvaka sabhI umar3a pdd'e| isase pahale Apa rAmapurA meM cAturmAsa karake dakSiNa pravAsa kI ora bar3hate hue sailAnA padhAre the| Apane apane prathama pravacana meM pharamAyA-"aba Apa aura hamako cAra mAsa ke isa samaya kA sadupayoga karanA hai| choTe ko vinaya aura anuzAsana kA pAlana karanA aura baDoM ko prema se sabakA dhyAna rakhanA hogaa| taruNa bandhu aisI vyavasthA kareM ki unako bhI kucha jJAna kA lAbha ho aura sevA kArya bhI hotA rhe| jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI vRddhi meM hI Apake hamAre samaya kA sadupayoga hogaa|" ASADha zuklA dazamI ko pharamAyA - 'jo vikAroM ko naSTa karatA hai vahI pUrNa jJAnI hotA hai| jo pUrNa jJAnI ho vahI dharma yA tIrtha kI Adi kara sakatA hai| stuti karane vAle yaha zaMkA karate haiM ki prabhu tArane vAle nahIM, phira stuti kyoM ? unako samajhanA cAhie ki prabhu bhakti tumba kI taraha tAraka hai| mana kI mazaka meM prabhu bhakti evaM sadvicAra kI vAyu bharane se AtmA halkI hokara tira jAtI haiN|" isa cAturmAsa meM Apane eka dina pravacana meM pharamAyA-"santa loga tyAga-virAga kA upadeza pratidina kyoM dete haiM? jaise jala ko Upara car3hAne ke lie nala kI apekSA hotI hai vaise hI jIvana kI dhArA ko UrdhvagAmI banAne ke lie satsaMga, zAstra-zravaNa aura zikSA kA sahArA apekSita hai| bhautikatA ke prabhAva meM jo loga jIvana ko unnata banAnA bhUla jAte haiM ve saMsAra meM kaSTAnubhava pAte haiM aura jIvana ko azAnta banA lete haiN|" gA~va ke bAla, taruNa aura hindU-muslima saba meM apUrva utsAha thaa| eka musalamAna bhAI ne pravacana meM urdU kavitA sunAkara vAtAvaraNa ko harSita kara diyaa| cAturmAsa meM mahAsatI zrI madanakaMvara jI (badanaka~varajI) ma.sA. bhI yahIM virAja rahe the aura jayapura kI tejakaMvara jI, nAgaura kI barajIbAI jodhapura ke mAnamala jI seThiyA aura maganamala jI muNota viraktAvasthA meM jJAnAbhyAsa kara rahe the| cAturmAsa meM upAsakadazAMga sUtra, aMtagaDadazAMga sUtra, nirayAvalikA Adi pA~ca sUtroM kA vAcana huaa| Avazyaka sUtra para TIkA | prArambha kI / yahA~ ApazrI ke prabhAva se dharma-dhyAna evaM tapazcaryA kA ThATa rhaa| zrI kesarImala jI siMghavI, zrI indracanda jI hIrAvata Adi aneka zrAvakoM ne brahmacarya kA niyama liyaa| ___ AcAryapravara kA yaha mantavya thA ki jainoM kA koI saMgha-dharma honA cAhie, jisakA sabhI loga pAlana kreN| ApazrI kA cintana thA ki saMghadharma ke binA zruta aura cAritra dharma dRDha nahIM raha skte| Apane saMvat 2019 ke sailAnA cAturmAsa kI dainandinI meM etadartha kucha Avazyaka niyama sUcita kie haiM, jinakA pAlana pratyeka jaina bhAI ke lie apekSita hai 1. calate-phirate kisI jIva para AkramaNa kara nahIM maarnaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 135 2. madya, mAMsa, machalI evaM aNDe kA sevana nahIM krnaa| 3. vItarAga paramAtmA aura nimrantha guru ko hI vandanIya maannaa| 4. sAmUhika prArthanA evaM svAdhyAya ko cAlU krnaa| 5. dharma-sthAna yA santoM ke pAsa phala-phUla yA sacita jala nahIM laanaa| 6. santoM -satiyoM ke pAsa rumAla yA mu~hapattI lagAye binA nahIM jaanaa| 7. rAtri meM sAmUhika bhojana nahIM krnaa| 8. pyAja, lahasuna Adi tAmasI bhojana nahIM krnaa| 9. gA~va meM rahe sAdhu-sAdhvI ke darzana karanA / 10. binA chanA jala nahIM piinaa| cAturmAsa kI samApti para sailAnA ke sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha ne dRr3hadharmI, bArahavratI evaM sevAbhAvI || zrAvaka zrI pyAra canda jI rAMkA ko unakI utkRSTa sevAoM ke lie eka abhinaMdana patra bheMTa kiyaa| isameM ullekha kiyA gayA ki rAMkAjI ne hanumAna banakara saMjIvanI pahAr3a ko uThA lAne kA mahAn kArya kiyA hai| yahA~ 9 navambara 1962 ko sAmAyika saMgha kA prathama adhivezana sampanna huaa| jayapura ke utsAhI kAryakartA zrI cunnIlAlajI lalavAnI ko sAmAyika saMgha kA saMyojaka manonIta kiyA gyaa| vihAra ke dina saiMkar3oM nara-nAriyoM ke mana udAsa the| sabako cAra mAha meM dhArmika satpravRttiyoM meM vyatIta kiye gaye samaya kA eka-eka kSaNa smaraNa ho rahA thaa| jayapura, jodhapura, pAlI, dhuliyA, amarAvatI, bhopAlagaDha evaM mAlavA ke aneka grAma nagaroM ke zrAvaka bhI upasthita the| kArtika zuklA 15 ko jodhapura meM sthiravAsa virAja rahI mahAsatI zrI hulAsakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA | svargavAsa ho gyaa| Apa nArI samAja meM dharma-dhyAna kI jAgaraNA karatI rhiiN| ApakA jIvana sarala evaM tapasyA meM| saMlagna thaa| yahA~ se caritanAyaka AdivAsI bastI meM padhAre, jahA~ unake prabhAvI pravacana ke pariNAma svarUpa kaI baccoM aura AdivAsI vyaktiyoM ne kula-paramparA kA khAnA-pInA mAMsa-madirA Adi kA tyAga kiyaa|
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________________ mAlavA se punaH rAjasthAna kI dharA para (saMvat 2019 zeSakAla se saMvat 2022) * sailAnA se bhopAla hokara koTA sailAnA se dhAmanoda, Delanapura, palasoDA Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue Apa mArgazIrSa kRSNA 4 ko ratalAma pdhaare| sailAnA se muhammada ajIja Adi bhakta sAtha meM the| yahA~ lakSmIcanda jI muNota ke mAdhyama se zAstra bhaNDAra dekhe| ApakI prabhAvI preraNA se aneka pazuoM ko abhayadAna milaa| ApakA pravacana sunane ke lie ratalAma nareza bhI upasthita hue| 6 disambara 1962 mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI ko viraktA barajIdevI (dharma patnI sva. zrI madanalAlajI karNAvaTa) kI dIkSA dhAmanoda evaM sailAnA ke bIca meM Apake dvArA vidhipUrvaka sampanna huii| navadIkSitA kA nAma vRddhikaMvara rakhA gayA aura unheM mahAsatIzrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI ziSyA ghoSita kiyA gyaa| puna: nAmalI hokara seMmalI pdhaare| yahA~ kuMvara bhAratendra siMha satsaMga meM aaye| riMgaNiyA rAtri vizrAma kara khAcaroda meM Apane pravacana pharamAte hue kahA-" jIvana kA lakSaNa gatimattA hai| jisameM gati nahIM vaha jIvana kaisA? sAdhaka ko bhI sAdhanA meM gatimAna honA caahie| saMsAra meM Apa tarakkI cAhate haiM vaise adhyAtma meM bhI tarakkI kA vicAra Avazyaka hai| " yahA~ para mahAsatI sUrajakaMvarajI (maina ka~varajI kI ziSyA) ne jijJAsAe~ rakhI evaM samAdhAna prApta kiyaa| dayA-pauSadha hue| niyamita svAdhyAya ke niyama karAye ge| yahA~ se Apa nAgadA padhAre / yahA~ Apane jaina ratna pustakAlaya kA avalokana bhI kiyaa| phira caritanAyaka mahIdapura, kheDA khajUriyA, ghaTTiyA (vaiSNava maMdira meM virAje) lipANI hote hue pauSakRSNA 9 ko ujjaina pdhaare| ujjaina meM Apane zAstra bhaMDAra kA avalokana kiyaa| isa bhaMDAra meM mUla evaM artha sahita zAstroM aura TIkAoM kA acchA saMgraha hai| lagabhaga 300 varSa prAcIna bhagavatI, pannavaNA, candraprajJapti evaM uttarAdhyayana sUtra mUla ke sAtha sacitra vidyamAna haiN| yahA~ aneka harijana bhAI bhI Apake pravacana zravaNArtha Ate the| vyAkhyAna sabhA meM unheM dUra biThAne kA vyavahAra caritanAyaka ko ucita pratIta nahIM huaa| ve bhI jinavANI kA rasAsvAdana kara sakeM, ata: Apake upadeza se harijana bhAiyoM ko pravacana sabhA meM Age biThAyA gyaa| harijana bhAiyoM ne karuNAkara mahApuruSa ke maMgalamaya udbodhana se madya mAMsa kA tyAga kara diyaa| ujjaina se nayApurA hote hue Apa phrIgaMja pdhaare| yahA~ | jesiMgapura grantha bhaMDAra evaM sumatinAtha ke maMdira meM sukharAma jI yati kA saMgraha dekhaa| aura cAra grantha raddI meM se nikAla kara unheM vyavasthita karane kI preraNA dii| tAjapura vijayagaMja maMDI, kAyathA, lakSmIpura, maksI, kanAsiyA ko pharasate hue 1 janavarI 1963 ko Apa zAjApura padhAre / madhyapradeza yuvaka saMgha ke adhyakSa zrIsAgaramala jI bIjAvata ema.e. ne 50 paryuSaNa-sevA dene vAle svAdhyAyI zrAvaka evaM 250 sAdhAraNa svAdhyAyI banane taka talI huI vastu na khAne kA niyama liyA / 30 vyaktiyoM ne sapta kuvyasana ke tyAga kiye| yuvaka saMgha kI sabhA huI, jisameM 50 yuvakoM ne pratidina svAdhyAya karane evaM sAmUhika bhoja meM rAtri meM nahIM khAne kI pratijJA lii| mArga ke grAmoM ko pharasate hue Apa nalakher3A hokara sAraMgapura pdhaare| yahA~ evaM mArgastha grAmoM meM kaI bhAiyoM ne mAMsa-madirA, zikAra evaM
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 137 bIr3I ke tyAga kiye| mAgha kRSNA 4 ravivAra ko vyAkhyAna ke pazcAt pUjya gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA. ke 11 janavarI 1963 ko svargavAsa hone ke samAcAra mile| AcAryazrI va saMtoM ne nirvANa kAyotsarga kiyA evaM dUsare dina zraddhAMjali sabhA Ayojita huii| caritanAyaka ne unake jIvana para prakAza DAlate hue zraddhAJjali ke rUpa meM bhAvabhInI kAvyAJjali prastuta kI pUrNa saMyama saMgaThana ke mArga darzaka so gye| jaba sunA hamane gaNezIlAla muni sura ho gye| gata dinoM kI yAda se mana sahaja taraMgita bana gyaa| neSTa kAla karAla ne hA kArya nindA kA kiyA // 1 // zIla saMyama kA dhanI munivara jagata se hara liyaa| lAbha kyA tumako huA naraloka sUnA kara diyA / / laghu cAla se saMcaya pradezoM kA nahIM tere khaa| jIta terI hai nahIM amaratva cetana meM rahA / / 2 / / anajAna badalA rUpa lakha mana zoka karate moha se| matimanda jana utsava manAte jJAna ke saMdoha se // ratha dUra karake karma kA nijarUpa pAnA iSTa hai| hA amara pUjya gaNeza hAdika kAmanA yaha zreSTha hai||3|| sAraMgapura se surasalAI, AkodiyA hokara sujAlapura padhAre, jahA~ zAstra bhaMDAra kA avalokana kara use vyavasthita karane kI preraNA dii| yahA~ se maNDI araNDiyA hakImAbAda AsTA, sIhora Adi mArgastha aneka grAma-nagaroM ko dharma-gaMgA se pAvana karate hue Apa mAgha zuklA 2 ko bhopAla pdhaare| 'zramaNa ' zabda kI vyAkhyA karate hue Apane pharamAyA . "lobha, kAma aura svArtha se kiye jAne vAle zrama evaM niSkAma bhAva se Atma-zuddhi kI bhAvanA se kie jAne vAle zrama meM antara hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki eka zramika kahalAtA hai tathA dUsarA 'zramaNa' / samaNa kA dUsarA artha hai mana ko AkulatA - vyAkulatA rahita sama rakhanA yA durmana ko tyAga kara sumana rkhnaa|" anya dina pharamAyA - "Aja ke upAsaka apanA karttavya bhUla gae haiN| aba phira unheM utsAhapUrvaka dharmarakSA meM laganA hai| citta ne pradezI rAjA ko kezI zramaNa ke caraNoM me lAne kA kAma kiyaa| usake mAdhyama se pradezI kA sudhAra ho gyaa| samprati ne bhI dharmaprasAra meM bar3A yoga diyA / Aja bhI pracAra kA kSetra zrAvaka samhAleM to paraspara ke sahayoga se zAsana kI anupama sevA ho sakatI hai|" bhopAla meM 2 va 3 pharavarI 1963 ko sAmAyika-svAdhyAya sammelana Ayojita huA, jisameM vaidya saMtoSI lAlajI , DA. zivalAlajI, zrI vijayasiMhajI surAnA, vakIla nihAlacandajI , zrI ratanasiMhajI , zrI bAlArAmajI barelI Adi kaI zrAvaka svAdhyAyI bne| yahA~ Apane zAstra bhaNDAra kA avalokana kiyaa| isa bhaMDAra meM Apako kaI racanAe~ prabhAvI lgii| 'deza zrAvaka caritra' prAkRta racanA apUrva sI lgii| jodhapura meM vairAgI mAnacandrajI tathA viraktA tejaka~varajI kI sambhAvita dIkSA ke kAraNa caritanAyaka ke vihAra kI gati tIvra ho gii| grAmoM meM ThaharAva bhI kama rhaa| bhopAla se mAgha zuklA 14 ko vihAra kara Apane TekarI para mahAvIra mandira ke pAsa guphA meM rAtrivAsa kiyaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 138 yahA~ 5-6 pauSadha bhI hue| yahA~ se Apa khajUrI, sIhora, icchAvara padhAre, jahA~ bhopAla ke seTha chogamalajI, ratanacandajI koThArI, sejamalajI Adi upasthita hue| yahA~ rAtri meM motIlAla jI se sAMkhya evaM vedAnta darzana meM antara para carcA hii| prAta:kAla vyAkhyAna meM adhikatama ajaina loga the| hAIskUla ke pradhAnAdhyApaka ke Agraha se pUjyapravara ne baccoM ko naitika zikSA para udbodhana diyaa| bAlakoM ne corI, nazA, niraparAdha kI hatyA evaM hiMsAtmaka Andolana ke tyAga kiye| zikSakoM ko bhI jIvana nirmANakArI zikSA dene hetu preraNA kii| phira caritanAyaka dhAmanadA, poMcAnera se nadI-mArga taya karate hue araNiyA sujAlapura maNDI, talena, pacora, khujanera chApeDA, jIrApurA, bakANI rIchavA Adi kSetroM meM jIvana nirmANakArI niyama dilAte hue phAlguna zuklA tIja ko pATana pdhaare| yahA~ ke paMcAyatI bhaNDAra meM 16 vIM zatI taka ke tIna cAra baste haiN| goDIdAsajI mahArAja ke zAstra do peTiyoM me banda haiN| pATana taka choTe-choTe grAmoM meM bhI dUra dUra se bhakta zrAvaka kRpAlu gurudeva ke darzanArtha pahu~cate rhe| caritanAyaka ke pravacana-pIyUSa se na jAne kitanoM ko sahI rAha milii| bakANI meM Apane pharamAyA-"manuSya jIvana ko kAma bhoga meM gaMvAnA kesara ko gAre meM | milAnA hai|" pATana meM praznottara Adi ke mAdhyama se dharma preraNA kara rAyapura padhArakara Apa dhUpiyAjI kI dharmazAlA meM viraaje| prAta: 9 baje taka vyavasAya ke hAtha na lagAne hetu dhUpiyA jI ne 3 varSa kI pratijJA svIkAra kii| phira pUjyapAda ne jhAlAvAr3a, suketa, moDaka, maMDANA alaniyA pharasate hue koTA meM holI cAturmAsa kiyaa| ___yahA~ ApazrI ne vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA "samakita kisI ko dI yA lI nahIM jA sktii| vaha to vAstava meM AtmA kA guNa hai| moha kA AvaraNa dUra karane para svataH prApta hotI hai| vyavahAra meM tattva samajhAne kI dRSTi se samyaktva denA kahate haiM aura bodhadAtA guru ko samyaktvadAtA kahate haiN| asaliyata meM samyagdarzana AtmA kA hI guNa hai|" suspaSTa hai ki samyaktva bodha dene ke bAre meM Apake vicAra kitane pavitra pAvana the| Apane jIvana meM bar3e se bar3e vyakti ko bhI svayaM unakA prabala Agraha va atizaya bhakti hone para bhI kabhI pUrva guru AmnAya parivartana kara guru AmnAya nahIM dii| Apase upakRta va prerita anekoM bhaktahRdaya sAdhaka Apase guru AmnAya na milane para bhI Apako sadA bhagavad tulya mAna kara ApakI sevAbhakti kA lAbha lene meM kabhI pIche nahIM rhe| yahIM para kisI dina Apane zrAvakoM ko udbodhana karate hue pravacana meM pharamAyA -"atizaya jJAna kI prApti meM | cAra bAtoM kA dhyAna rakhanA Avazyaka hai-1. AhArazuddhi kA barAbara dhyAna rkhe| 2. cAra vikathAoM kA parityAga kre| 3. viveka aura vyutsarga se AtmA ko samyak rUpeNa bhAvita kre| 4. pUrvApara rAtri ke samaya dharmajAgaraNa kre|" "kama se kama zrAvaka meM tIna bAteM to honI hI caahie| tabhI vaha sAdhAraNa zreNi kA zrAvaka hotA hai| ve tIna bAteM haiM 1. icchA pUrvaka kisI trasa jIva ko jAnakara nahIM maarnaa| 2. madya-nazA aura mAMsa-aNDe Adi prANyaMga kA upayoga nahIM krnaa| 3. namaskAra mantra ko hI ArAdhya mAnakara zraddhA rkhnaa| sacce zrAvaka-zrAvikA vItarAga ko chor3akara idhara-udhara nahIM bhaTakate / sukha-duHkha to svakRta puNya-pApa kA phala ___ yahA~ para koTA, bhopAlagar3ha, pAlI , pIpAr3a ajamera , jayapura, vijayanagara, mer3atA Adi saMghoM ne cAturmAsa hetu AgrahapUrNa vinati rkhii| koTA ke zrAvakasaMgha meM pArasparika manamuTAva thaa| caritanAyaka ke preraka udbodhana se yuvakoM evaM bujurgoM meM ekatA kAyama huI evaM saMgha meM harSa kA vAtAvaraNa bana gyaa| koTA meM caritanAyaka ne vijayagaccha kA bhaNDAra dekhA / aneka pustakeM sandUkoM meM banda thiiN| samucita vyavasthA na hone ke kAraNa karIba gAr3I bhara pustakeM miTTI
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa ho jAne se pravAhita karanI pdd'ii| yahA~ Apane kharataragaccha kA samRddha jJAna bhaNDAra bhI dekhaa| isameM 100 baste likhita evaM anya mudrita the| surakSA kI vyavasthA ThIka thii| devIlAla jI poravADa nityaniyamI evaM gambhIra svabhAvI the| mahilAoM ne sAmAyika kA svarUpa samajhA aura acchA dharmArAdhana huaa| * bUMdI, kekar3I hokara ajamera koTA ke nayApurA se tAleDA, nayA gA~va, devapurA hote hue Apa bUMdI padhAre va kalakTara mehatA sA. kI koThI para | | virAje / pIpAr3a ke zrAvaka vinati karane aae| dUsare dina caitra kRSNA navamI ko AdinAtha jayantI para bUMdI zahara meM | prabhAvI pravacana huaa| prabhu ke Adeza para calane kI preraNA kii| yahA~ para Apane digambara evaM zvetAmbara jJAna bhaNDAra kA avalokana kiyaa| bUMdI se vihAra kara Apane baDA nayAgA~va ke uccatara vidyAlaya meM zikSA ke sAtha saMskAra ke mahattva para pauna ghaNTe pravacana phrmaayaa| ghATI utarane car3hane ke kAraNa isa gA~va kA hiNDolI nAma sArthaka hai| pahAr3I aura talAI ke kAraNa prAkRtika dRSTi se ramaNIka hai| devalI meM bIr3I ke abhikartA kAlUjI telI ke nivedana para unake baccoM ko 10 minaTa japa, sUryodaya ke samaya nidrita nahIM rahane evaM corI nahIM karane ke niyama dilaae| vahAM se calakara Apane nadI ke pAsa maNDapI meM rAtri vizrAma kiyaa| phira bogalA ke AdivAsI Azrama para Thahare / mArga meM | zramika ko zarAba evaM sigareTa kA tyAga karAte hue Apa kAler3A evaM phira kekar3I pdhaare| kekar3I meM sAmAyika para pravacana karate hue pUjyapAda ne pharamAyA -"prabhu ne vItarAga svarUpa kI prApti ke lie sAmAyika kI sAdhanA btlaayii| vaha sAdhanArUpa bhI hai aura siddhirUpa bhii| isakA Arambha caturtha guNasthAna se hI ho jAtA hai| yaha sAdhanA kA prArambhika rUpa hai| dUsarI zreNi paMcama guNasthAna aura tIsarI zreNi pUrNa saMyamI kI hai| yathAkhyAta cAritra sAmAyika kA siddhi sthAna hai| prArambhika kAla meM rAga-dveSa kI viSamatA rahatI hai, usako sama karane ke liye hI muhUrta bhara kA abhyAsa kiyA jAtA hai| jo loga socate haiM ki mana zAnta evaM sthira rahe tabhI sAmAyika karanA, to yaha bhUla hai|" yahA~ jayapura kA |ziSTa maNDala upasthita huaa| kekaDI meM dIpacandajI pAMDyA prAcIna sAhitya ke anveSaNazIla the| eka vyAkhyAna ke bAda hI kekar3I se saravAr3a ke lie prasthAna karate samaya prAta:kAla kucha zrAvakoM ne dharmasthAnaka meM niyamita evaM kucha ne sAptAhika svAdhyAya karane kA niyama liyaa| Apane mAsTara kanhaiyAlAla jI loDhA ko dharma zikSaNa ke lie preraNA dii| saravAr3a meM Apane apane pravacana meM pharamAyA-"manuSya kI vizeSatA zarIra aura parivAra ke vikAsa se nahIM, AdhyAtmika vikAsa se hai| bhArata meM adhyAtma-paramparA zithila ho rahI hai| use jgaaie| isI meM deza, samAja evaM ApakA kalyANa hai|" goyalA meM rAtri-udbodhana karate hue pharamAyA -"cAra prakAra ke manuSya haiM - eka rAma kI taraha vaibhava-sukha pAkara sadupayoga se sukha , kIrti evaM sadgati kA bhAgI banatA hai| dUsarA rAvaNa aura brahmadatta kI taraha durupayoga se duHkha, akIrti tathA durgati kA bhAgI hotA hai| tIsarA sAdhanahIna bhI sumati evaM sad AcAra se sugati kA bhAgI hotA hai tathA cauthA donoM khotA hai| " usa samaya vihAra meM loga anya gA~voM se sAikila ke dvArA bhI Ate the| sokalyA kI ora vihAra ke samaya do sajjana nasIrAbAda se sAikila dvArA aaye|shubhkrnn gurAM kampAuNDara ne sajor3e zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyA evaM jhUTha bolane kA tyAga kiyaa| sokalyA pahuMcane para bAdaloM ke chA jAne se dina ThaNDA rhaa| do-tIna garjana ke sAtha varSA bhI huii| yahA~ Apane dhanarAja ko usakI yogyatA ke anusAra navakAra maMtra kI jagaha 'arihaMta siddha - sAhU' sikhaayaa|
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________________ (140 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM nasIrAbAda meM Apane zAntinAtha kI prArthanA ke bAda nazvaratA kA artha batalAkara pratyeka ko zAntinAtha ke samAna vItarAga banane kI preraNA kii| caritanAyaka ne svAdhyAya kI vizeSa preraNA kii| Apane apanI dainandinI meM likhA hai - "taruNavarga meM isa samaya ThIka jAgaraNa dikhAI diyaa| prArthanA kA kAryakrama barAbara calatA hai| svAdhyAya kA silasilA nahIM jamA hai| mAlA, pATha aura bhajana meM hI adhikAMza samaya bIta jAtA hai| hara santa evaM satIvarga | isake liye preraNA kare, yaha apekSita hai| " / AcArya zrI kA yaha kathana mAtra nasIrAbAda ke lie nahIM, apitu aneka grAma nagaroM ke liye preraNAprada hai| yahA~ para vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA - "manuSya baccoM ke gharoMde kI taraha nAzavAna ko hI banAne kA prayatna karatA hai| jo apanA aura avinAzI hai usako banAne kI phikra nahIM karatA vaha ajJAna aura moha ke parde meM satya ko dekha nahIM sktaa| yadi ina pardo ko dUra kara liyA jAya to pUrNatA aura prakAza dUra nhiiN|" nasIrAbAda se dAtAM hokara mAkhUpurA ke pAsa Ane para sUryAsta kA samaya ho jAne se Apa hoTala ke pAsa Thahare / prAta: ajamera ke nikaTa paM. kundanamuni jI evaM sohanamuni jI sAmane pdhaare| yahAM Apa viSNudatta jI ke baMgale para virAje / mahAsatI sundarakaMvarajI, mahAsatI badanakaMvarajI evaM jJAnakaMvarajI bhI sevA meM padhAre / dopahara bAda santoM ke svAdhyAya ke anantara satImaNDala se praznottara hue| jayapura ke zrAvaka botharA jI, zrIcandajI golechA, lalavANI jI, baDerajI harizcandrajI, ratanalAlajI seTha evaM zrAvikAoM ne darzanalAbha kara cAturmAsa hetu vinati rkhii| harizcandra jI baDera se zraddhA, dAna aura videza ke vyavahAroM para vArtA huii| ___saMvat 2020 caitra zuklA ekAdazI guruvAra prAta:kAla ajamera meM svAmIjI zrI pannAlAlajI mahArAja evaM kavi jI (amaracandajI) ma.sA. ke sAtha madhura milana huaa| Apane mahAvIra jayantI para sAmUhika svAdhyAya pUrvaka sAmAyika kI preraNA dii| anuzAsana ke sambandha meM Apane svAmIjI mahArAja se huI carcA meM apane vicAra rakhe-"anuzAsana kA saMgha meM kaThoratA se pAlana ho| Dhulamula nIti se saMgha kA teja akSuNNa nahIM rhegaa| vartamAna meM kaI sthAnoM para smAraka, mUrti aura kIrtistambha bana rahe haiN| yaha zramaNa saMskRti ke sarvathA viparIta hai|" pramukha santoM se eka samAcArI aura gaNavyavasthA para vArtA huii| jayapura, bhopAlagaDha, vijayanagara, bAlotarA Adi sthAnoM ke zrAvaka vinati lekara puna: upasthita hue| ajamera meM mahAvIra jayantI kA kAryakrama utsAha ke sAtha sampanna huaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke jIvana kI jhAMkI prastuta karate hue unake upadezoM ko apanAne kI preraNA kI gii| * jodhapura kI ora jodhapura meM dIkSA kA prasaMga sannikaTa thA, ata: do dina ke alpapravAsa ke bAda ApakA jodhapura ke liye druta gati se vihAra huaa| DhaDhDhA jI ke bAga meM eka dina virAjane ke anantara phira Apane do dina meM puSkara kizanapurA, govindagaDha evaM AlaNiyAvAsa pharasa kara Age ke liye vihAra kiyaa| AlaNiyAvAsa meM Apane pravacana meM pharamAyA -"pradezI ne Atma tattva ko samajhakara tadanukUla AcaraNa kiyA to sadgati kA adhikArI huaa| isI prakAra AtmavizvAsa ke sAtha jIvana zuddhi kA abhyAsa kreN|" pIsAMgaNa ke bhAiyoM kI vinati samayAbhAva ke kAraNa svIkAra nahIM kI jA skii| baDI rIyAM meM madhyAhna ke dhyAna ke pazcAt vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA -"loga samajhate haiM - garIba dharma nahIM kara pAte, parantu aisA samajhanA bhUla hai| dharma aura pApa ke cAra sAdhana haiM - tana, mana, vANI aura dhana / dAna se tijorI khAlI hone kA aura vrata se zarIra darbala hone kA bhaya rahatA hai, para zubha vicAra evaM priyavacana
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 141 | uccAraNa meM kyA takalIpha hai ? parantu karmAdhIna prANI se yaha bhI nahIM hotA / " vahA~ se jaDAU hokara Aja cAmuMDiyA pahu~ce jahA~ rAtri meM rAmadeva ke cabUtare para virAje / mer3atA siTI meM bAlakoM ke saMskAra hetu karuNAkara ne pharamAyA " Apa meM se bahuta se bhAI pitA bane hue | haiN| bAlaka ke lAlana-pAlana va rakSaNa meM hajAroM rupayA pUrA kara dete haiN| samajhate haiM ki bacce ko par3hA | likhA zAdI kara kAma lAyaka kara denA hamArA pharja hai, kintu usako sadjJAna denA, sunIti evaM | sadAcAramaya jIvana banAnA pharja nahIM hai kyA ?" "Apa samajha rahe haiM ki dharmarakSA evaM satzikSA sAdhuoM | kAma hai / kintu yaha bhUla hai / cAra-pA~ca bhI zrAvaka hara sthAna para brahmacArI varga ke rUpa meM sevA deM to saMgha vyavasthA ucita DhaMga se cala sakatI hai|" prArthanA Adi ke niyama karAye gae / vaizAkha kRSNA 7 ko mer3atAsiTI se indAvar3a padhAre / yahA~ Apane apane pravacanAmRta meM sad guru kA mahattva pratipAdita karate hue pharamAyA "guru karma kATane kA mArga batalAte haiM, parantu karma svayaM ko kATanA par3atA hai| jaise kisI aTavI ko pAra karate samaya akele yAtrI ko pIche kadama rakhatA huA javAna sAthI mila | jAya to sAhasa A jAtA hai| vaise hI jIva ko sadguru ke sahayoga se bala milatA | kacce mArga se | bAyar3a hokara Apa pundalu padhAre, jahA~ grAmINajanoM ko Apane bIDI, tamAkhU chor3ane kI pratijJA karAyI / yahA~ ka | paMjAbI bAbA ne apanI nirlepavRtti kA paricaya diyA / phira kavAsapurA, caukaDI hokara kosANA padhAre to grAma ke jaina - ajaina aneka bhAI sammukha Ae / vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA - " svArtha evaM mAyA kI cakAcauMdha meM bhagavAna ko na bhUlanA / | bhagavAna ko bhUlane vAlA mArga cUka jAtA aura pazcAtApa kA bhAgI hotA hai / apanA kAma vyavahAra meM karate hue bhI prabhu kI AjJA kA dhyAna rakhanA / dz prArthanA ke pazcAt prAta:kAla prasthAna karate samaya bhI caritanAyaka preraNA karanA nahIM bhUlate the / yahA~ bhI preraNA kii| phalataH tIna logoM ne bIr3I pIne ke tyAga kie| baccoM ne mAha meM pA~ca dina sAmAyika kA niyama liyA / pIpAr3a pahu~cane se eka mIla pUrva hI zrAvakoM kA AnA prArambha ho gyaa| pahu~cane para pArzvanAtha kI prArthanA ke pazcAt | udbodhana diyaa| kaTAriyAjI prabhRti zrAvakoM kI bhAvanA vairAgiyoM kI bandolI nikAlane kI thI, para gAje-bAje kA | ADambara bar3hAne kI bAta sAmane Ane para Apane niSedha kara diyA / yahA~ pukharAjajI ne sajoDe zIlavrata grahaNa | kiyaa| bucakalA, DAMgiyAvAsa hote hue TAMkA kI pyAU para rAtrivAsa kiyaa| phira banAr3a meM jodhapura ke zrAvaka | modIjI Adi sevA meM pahuMce / jodhapura padhArane para kama se kama 25 bArahavratI evaM 25 svAdhyAyI taiyAra hone ke lie | preraNA I akSaya tRtIyA para ApakA pravacana siMha pola meM huaa| zrI kAnamunijI ma. bhI sAtha the| isI sthAna para 33 varSa pUrva caritanAyaka ko Aja hI ke dina AcArya pada kI cAdara oDhAI gaI thI / caritanAyaka ne apane maMgalamaya udbodhana meM dAnadharma aura tapadharma kI viziSTatA btlaaii| isa avasara para varSItapa ke 11 pAraNaka hue| zraddhAlu | gurubhakta suzrAvaka zrI umarAvamalajI jAlorI ne apane ArAdhya guruvarya ke AcAryapada divasa para sajoDe zIla aMgIkAra kara saccI zraddhA abhivyakta kI / vaizAkha zuklA saptamI ko Apane vardhamAna jaina kanyA pAThazAlA bhavana ghor3oM kA cauka meM apane pravacana meM pharamAyA " sAdhu aura zrAvaka kI zraddhA aura prarUpaNA meM sAmya tathA sparzanA meM aMtara hai| gRhastha saMsAra - meM rahate hue saMpUrNa hiMsA Adi pApoM kA tyAga nahIM kara sakatA hai, phira bhI usakA vicAra zuddha hotA hai,
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________________ (142 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM vaha pApa ko pApa aura SaTkAyika jIvoM ko apane samAna samajhatA hai| caturtha se terahaveM guNasthAna taka kI zraddhA prarUpaNA eka hai, samAna hai, kSayopazama kA aMtara hone para bhI donoM kI dRSTi eka hai| jJAna ke binA kaSAya kA jora nahIM haTatA, Apa bhI svAdhyAya zIla raheM to AcAra kI truTiyA~ sahaja dUra ho sakatI haiN|" aSTamI ko apane pravacana meM Apane naya nirUpaNa karate hue pharamAyA - "mahAvIra ne kahA - sApekSa vacana satya hai| sikke kA eka bAjU mudrAMkita aura dUsarA rAja siMhAsana azoka cakra vAlA hai| sikke ke donoM bAjU samajhane para hI usakA pUrNa paricaya ho sakatA hai| maMDapa kA khaMbha merI dRSTi se pUrva meM hI hai, pUrva vAle kI apekSA pazcima, dakSiNa vAle se uttara aura uttara vAle se dakSiNa meM kahanA sarvamAnya hai| pratyeka vacana apanA kathana karatA hai para dUsare kA niSedha nahIM karatA, yahI sunaya hai|" navamI ko apane prabhAvotpAdaka pravacanAmRta meM caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA - "prabhu ne do mArga batalAye haiM eka vicAra kA aura dUsarA AcAra kaa| vicAra mArga meM jJAna, darzana samAviSTa haiM evaM AcAra mArga ko sAdhu aura gRhastha kI dRSTi se, tyAga kI pUrNatA kI dRSTi se bhinna bhinna kara diyA hai|" dazamI ko caritanAyaka ne apane hRdayodbodhakArI pravacana meM dharmamArga meM puruSArtha kI mahimA nirUpita karate hue pharamAyA - "tyAgI puruSa saMsAra ke bhogoM kA amUrchita bhAva se upabhoga kara madhumakkhI kI taraha ur3a jAtA hai, kintu rAgI-ajJAnI mala kI makkhI kI taraha phaMsa kara prANa gaMvA detA hai| duHkhamaya saMsAra meM prANiyoM kI rati dekha kara zAstrakAra bhI Azcarya karate haiM-"aho dukkho hu saMsAro, jattha kIsaMti jNtunno"| * mumukSudvaya kI dIkSA vaizAkha zuklA 13 somavAra 6 maI 1963 ko saradAra hAI skUla ke prAgaMNa meM 58 varSIya mumukSu zrI maganarAjajI muNota (suputra zrI sonarAjajI evaM amarakaMvara jI muNota) aura bAlabrahmacArI mumukSu zrI mAnacandra jI seThiyA (suputra zrI acalacandajI evaM choTA bAI jI seThiyA) kI bhAgavatI dIkSA sollAsa sampanna huii| vIra pitA zrI acalacaMda jI seThiyA ne cAroM khandha (sacitta jala kA tyAga, rAtri cauvihAra-tyAga, brahmacarya pAlana, harI kA tyAga) kie| mahAmandira me bar3I dIkSA huii| ma.sA. vartamAna meM upAdhyAyapravara ke rUpa meM pratiSThita hokara jina zAsana kI sevA kara rahe haiN| dIkSA ke pazcAt mahAmandira evaM muthAjI ke mandira padhAre / puna: saradArapurA hokara jasTiza bhaMDArI jI ke baMgale pahu~ce / vahA~ zAntinAtha kI prArthanA ke bAda sabhI AgantukoM ko dasa minaTa prArthanA evaM svAdhyAya ke niyama kI preraNA kii| jodhapura ke upanagaroM ko pharasane ke bAda yahA~ se ApakA vihAra huaa| banAr3a hote hue Apa jyeSTha zuklA SaSThI ko jAjIvAla pdhaare| bhISaNagarmI va lU ke kAraNa Apake antevAsI suziSya zrI suganamunijI kA asAmayika svargavAsa ho gyaa| lADapurA nivAsI zrImAna cunnIlAlajI evaM zrImatI alolabAI ke suputra isa sAdhaka ne jyeSTha zuklA dazamI saMvat 2010 ko dIkSA aMgIkAra kI thii| Apa thokar3oM ke jJAtA sarala manasvI saMtaratna the| saMyama meM pratipala jAgarUkatA Apake jIvana meM jhalakatI thii| thokar3e sIkhane sikhAne meM ApakI vizeSa abhiruci thii| mAraNAntika upasarga Ane para bhI Apane haMsate haMsate mRtyu kA varaNa svIkAra kiyaa| saMyama ke utkRSTa paryAya AcArya deva ke caraNoM meM jinhoMne apanA jIvana samarpaNa kiyA, gurudeva kI zikSA ko jinhoMne bhagavat prasAda ke rUpa meM sahaja svIkAra kiyA ve mahApuruSa bhalA upasargoM se kaba ghabarAne vAle the|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 143 bhopAlagar3ha padhArane para caritanAyaka bhaktajanoM ko caitra kI amAvasyA ke pazcAt tila nahIM rakhane kA niyama dilaayaa| zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya ke kAryakartAoM ko prerita karate hue Apane vidyAlaya meM dhArmika zikSA kI sucAru vyavasthA tathA baccoM ko dhArmika va naitika saMskAra pradAna karane para bala diyaa| gurudeva ne pravacana meM pharamAyA"choTA sA dukAnadAra lAina se kAma kare to pA~ca-dasa varSa meM tarakkI kara letA hai / phira sAdhanA meM | bIsiyoM varSa vyatIta ho jAne para bhI saphalatA kyoM nahIM, isake tIna kAraNa haiM- cala, mala aura vikSepa / jaba taka kisI bhI kArya meM sthiratA na A jAya siddhi nahIM miltii| isI prakAra mala ko dUra karanA bhI Avazyaka hai / jaba cala aura mala doSa dUra ho jAyeM taba vikSepa hI bAdhaka rahatA hai| isake lie satpuruSoM ne ekAnta evaM zAnta sthAna meM sAdhanA karanA abhISTa mAnA hai| zarIra ke tridoSa kI taraha sAdhanA ke ina doSoM ko dUra kara leM to dila ke darpaNa meM AtmA kI zuddha chAyA dikha sakatI hai" / pUjyapravara dvArA mahArambha ko chor3akara alpArambha se jIne kI zikSA dI gaI / yahA~ katipaya divasa Thaharakara caritanAyaka ratakUDiyA pdhaare| ratakUDiyA meM Apane grAma nivAsiyoM ko hiMsA se virata karate hue pharamAyA ki apane prANoM ke samAna hI dUsare ke prANoM ko jAnanA caahie| logoM ko dhana pyArA hai, | putra pyArA hai, parantu prANoM ke sAmane ve bhI nirmUlya haiN| kahA hai prathama to priya dhana saba hI ko dravya se lAge suta nIko / putra se vallabha na jAno aMga meM adhika nayana mAno / nayana Adi saba indriyA~ adhika piyArA prANa / yA kAraNa koI mata karo para prANana kI hANa | yahA~ se khAMgaTA hokara pUjya pravara kA kosANA padArpaNa huA / yahA~ para vAcaspati zrI madanalAlajI ma.sA. svargavAsa ke samAcAra milane para nirvANa kAyotsarga kiyA gyaa| vyAkhyAna banda rahA / saMvedanA patra amRtasara bhejA | gayA / yahA~ para pUjya pravara ne apane pravacana meM pharamAyA ki kisI bhI samAja kI unnati ke lie sAra-sambhAla karane vAle pracArakoM kI AvazyakatA hai| pUjyapravara ke isa sadupadeza kA anukUla prabhAva huA aura dhIre-dhIre aneka sthAnoM para aise dharma pracAraka taiyAra hue jinhoMne samAjahita meM bhI kArya kiyA / yahA~ se caritanAyaka ne pIpAr3a cAturmAsa hetu vihAra kiyaa| pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 2020) vi.sa. 2020 ke pIpAr3a cAturmAsa meM aneka upalabdhiyA~ huiiN| paryApta tyAga - pratyAkhyAna hue| pravacana zravaNa ke lie loga umar3a pdd'e| Apake vividha viSayoM para pravacana hue| * " Aja una dinoM soviyata rUsa dvArA velentInA teriskovA nAmaka mahilA ko antarikSa meM bhejA gayA thA / | caritanAyaka ne isa sambandha meM 3 julAI 1963 ko apane vicAra prakaTa karate hue vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA - kA yuga bhautika unnati kA hai| rUsa Adi rASTroM meM mAnava ko antarikSa meM bhejane kI hoDa hai| vijJAna
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________________ 144 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ke isa prayoga meM mAnava bhale hI antarikSa meM uDAna kA upakrama karale para use antataH nIce AnA hI paDatA hai| hamArA AdhyAtmika vijJAna mAnava ko antara ke ananta AkAza meM Upara uThane kI zikSA detA hai| antarikSa - yAtrI ko kaI mAsa kI sAdhanA se zarIra ko halkA aura vAtAvaraNa ke anukUla banAnA | hotA hai| yadi hama AtmA ko halkA kareM aura mana ko saMtulita rakhane kI tAlIma hAsila kareM to ananta AkAza meM sthita ho sakate haiM aura sadA-sadA ke liye lokAgra meM sthita siddha zilA meM sthira jyoti paJja bana sakate haiM, jahA~ se kabhI bhI vApasa nIce nahIM AnA pdd'taa| sAdhakoM kA yaha vilakSaNa uDDayana hai|" yaha ur3Ana sAmAyika kI sAdhanA se hI sambhava hai| kahA bhI hai - "karane jIvana kA utthAna, karo nita samatA rasa kA pAna / " ___ cAturmAsa meM zramaNasaMgha ke anuzAsana ko dRSTigata rakha kara eka dina Apane pharamAyA- "zAstra aura zramaNa || saMgha kI maryAdA hai ki sAdhu sAdhvI phoTo nahIM khicavAveM aura mUrti pagalye Adi koI sthApanna kare to upadeza dekara roke| rupaye paise ke lena-dena meM nahIM par3e aura na koI TikiTa Adi pAsa rkhe| sAdhu-sAdhvI strI-puruSoM ko patra nahIM likhe aura na maryAdA viruddha striyoM kA sambandha hI rkhe| tapotsava para darzanArthiyoM ko bulAne kI preraNA nahIM kre| mahimA pUjA evaM utsava se bce| dhAtu kI vastu nahIM rakhe, na apane lie krIta vastu kA upayoga kre| ityAdi bahuta sI bAtoM kA sammelana meM nirNaya ho cukA hai| jinako hamane caturvidha saMgha ke samakSa svIkAra kiyA hai| isako dRr3hatA se pAlana karanA hama sAdhu-sAdhvI kA punIta kartavya hai| " (jinavANI, navambara 1963 ke aMka se uddhRta) zramaNa sammelanoM meM svIkRta samAcArI zrAvakoM ke samakSa rakhane kA spaSTa hetu yahI pratIta hotA hai ki jina lakSyoM va punIta bhAvanA se zramaNa saMgha kA gaThana kiyA gayA thA, vaha samAja ke samakSa rakhA jAve va saMgha meM AtI zithilatA dUra ho ske| caritanAyaka saMgaThana ke liye saMyama va sAdhvAcAra niSThA ko anivArya mAnate the| saMgaThana ke nAma para saMyama va maryAdA meM zaithilya Apako kataI iSTa nahIM thaa| cAturmAsa meM upAsakadazAMga sUtra ke AdhAra para kAmadeva Adi zrAvakoM ke jIvana kA bahuta hI rocaka evaM preraNAprada vivecana huaa| lekhana, Agama vAcanI Adi ke kAryakrama niyamita rUpa se calate rahe / caritanAyaka svayaM bhI kabhI-kabhI AhAra-gaveSaNA ke lie padhArate the| yahA~ para bahuta se logoM ne nimnAMkita tyAga-pratyAkhyAna yA niyama kiye1. caitra kI amAvasyA ke bAda tila ko adhika samaya nahIM rkhnaa| 2. bArAta vAloM ko rAtri bhojana nahIM karAnA, khAne ke bAda jUThA nahIM chodd'naa| 3. pratidina sAmAyika svAdhyAya krnaa| 4. bIr3I-sigareTa zikAra, mAMsa-madirA aura cAya kA upayoga nahIM krnaa| 5. sAmUhika baMdolI meM bIr3I sigareTa nRtya Adi kA tyAga rkhnaa| 6. gAya, bhaiMsa, suara Adi kI hiMsA ke kAraNabhUta carabI lage vastroM kA tyAga krnaa| 7. tapasyA meM ADambara aura jImaNavAra meM rAtri-bhojana kA tyAga krnaa| 8. muni darzana ke lie jAne para rAtri-bhojana nahIM karane kA sAmUhika niym|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa - - - - - - - - - re-en 9. mukhavastrikA yA rUmAla (uttarAsana) kA prayoga karake hI muni darzana krnaa| 10. zAdI para TIkA prathA kA tyaag| 11. mRtyu para rAtri rudana kA tyaag| * mumukSu hIrAlAlajI kI dIkSA kArtika zuklA SaSThI vikrama saM. 2020 ko prAtaH 9 baje pIpAr3a meM hindU mahAsabhA ke pANDAla meM 25 varSIya | mumukSu zrI hIrAlAlajI gA~dhI (suputra zrI motIlAlajI gA~dhI) ko caritanAyaka ne apane mukhAravinda se vidhivat dIkSA pradAna kii| dIkSA ke avasara para pUjyapAda ne apane vicAra prakaTa karate hue pharamAyA - "bhAiyoM aura bahinoM ! abhI jisa maMgalamaya prasaMga para Apa saba upasthita hue ho, vaha preraNA de rahA hai ki mAnava ko Atma-sAdhanA dvArA bhautika prapaMcoM se alaga hokara Atma-kalyANa karanA cAhiye, kyoMki bhoga se yoga kI ora, rAga va bhoga se tyAga kI ora, tathA andhakAra se prakAza kI ora bar3hanA hI mAnava jIvana kA parama lakSya hai| adhikatara jIva bhogoM meM phaMsakara hAya hAya kara khAlI hAtha ravAnA ho jAte haiN| koI zUravIra hI yaha socatA hai ki duniyA aura usakA vaibhava mujhe chor3egA, usake pahale maiM duniyA ko choDa duuN| dhana, pada, kuTumba aura parivAra ye saba mujhe chor3eMge, usake pahale maiM inako chor3a duuN| vizva kI rakSA ke lie zastradhArI senA kI apekSA zAstradhArI senA kI adhika AvazyakatA hai| yadi saMyamadhArI senA majabUta nahIM hogI to deza kI AdhyAtmika rakSA nahIM hogii| mAnasika vikAra, AdhyAtmika roga, vaira-virodha, kalaha aura anIti ke hamale se bacAne vAlI senA saMyamadhArI hI hai| isa avasara para hara samAja ke loga bar3I umaMga, utsAha va lagana se Ae haiN| maiM samajhatA hU~ ki ina sabako bhI kucha vrata grahaNa karanA hai| svAdhyAya kI pravRtti aura sAmAyika-sAdhanA kI lahara hara gAMva ke bacce se lekara bUDhe taka jagAnI hai|" pravajita hone ke pazcAt navadIkSita santa kA nAma 'muni hIrAcandra' rakhA gyaa| Apa samprati ratnavaMza ke aSTama paTTadhara AcArya ke rUpa meM jina zAsana kI mahatI sevA kara rahe haiN| cAturmAsa meM tapa-tyAga kA ThATa rhaa| aneka logoM ne cAroM khandha lie| yuvaka bhI svAdhyAya se judd'e| yahA~ para DaoN. narendra bhAnAvata darzanArtha padhAre tathA pUjya zrI se ApakI dharma, sAhitya, saMskRti, aura itihAsa viSayaka kaI binduoM para carcA huii| kaI sthAnoM se aneka pramukha zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne Akara lAbha liyaa| zrI indaranAthajI modI ke netRtva meM sAmAyika saMgha kA adhivezana huaa| * pIpAr3a se jodhapura hokara jayapura cAturmAsa ke pUrNa hone para pAlAsanI Adi vibhinna grAmoM ko pAvana karate hue caritanAyaka kA jodhapura nagara | meM padArpaNa huaa| muni zrI mizrImala jI ma.sA. evaM pArasa muni jI ma. se snehamilana huaa| yahA~ Apake pravacana se prabhAvita hokara sindha nivAsI majisTreTa iMgAnI ne jIvana bhara ke lie madya-mAMsa kA tyAga kiyaa| pAlI padhArane para pUjyapravara kA maMtrI zrI puSkaramunijI ma. evaM zrI devendra munijI ma. se sneha milana huA va paraspara jJAnacarcA huii| caritanAyaka jahAM bhI padhArate , AbAlavRddha sahaja hI khiMce cale aate| saMyamaziromaNi mahApuruSa ke sAnnidhya meM Akara sAmAyika svAdhyAya va vrata pratyAkhyAna se apane jIvana ko bhAvita karate / Apake isa pAlI pravAsa meM anekoM vrata-pratyAkhyAna hue| lagabhaga 200 bAlakoM va taruNoM ne dayAvrata kI ArAdhanA kii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 146 bhaktoM kI upasthiti va vratArAdhana se zekhekAla meM hI cAturmAsa sA dRzya upasthita ho gyaa| pAlI se vihAra kara Apa jADana, sojata siTI Adi kSetroM meM dharmodyota karate hue sAMDiyA padhAre, jahAM Apane hanumAnajI kI tibArI meM rAtrivAsa | kiyaa| yahAM se pUjyapravara caNDAvala, karamAvAsa, kuzAlapurA pharasate hue nimAja pdhaare| mahAparuSoM ke sAnnidhya meM Ane vAlA vyakti sahaja hI Adhi-vyAdhi va kaSToM se mukta ho jAtA hai| Apake jIvana meM aise aneka prasaMga Aye ki bhayaMkara se bhayaMkara preta bAdhA se grasta vyakti sahaja hI Apake darzana kara mukta ho gye| yahAM bhI eka bhAI preta bAdhA se mukta huaa| yahAM se mahesiyA, girI, bUMTIvAsa, rAsa, sevariyA hote hue pIsAMgaNa padhArane para ApakI preraNA se samAja kA jhagar3A miTa gyaa| pUjyazrI ne pharamAyA-"koI kisI ko bulAve yA koI jAve to roka-Toka nahIM honI caahie| arhanta kI sAkSI se Aja taka kI saba galatiyoM ko bhUlakara paraspara kSamA pradAna kareM to saba eka ho sakate haiN|" govindagar3ha, puSkara, ajamera, DIDavADA, dUdU, gADotA, bagarU hote hue mAgha kRSNA 11 ko Apane jaya-jayakAroM kI dhvaniyoM ke sAtha jayapura ke lAla bhavana meM praveza kiyaa| yahA~ paMjAba se A rahe maMtrI zrI premacanda jI ma.sA, paM.phUlacanda jI ma.sA. Adi santoM ke sammukha saMtagaNa gae aura saba saMta sAtha hI virAje / 16 santoM ko eka sAtha virAje dekha saMgha ne harSa kI anubhUti kii| muni zrI premacanda jI ma. ne caritanAyaka se paMjAba kI samasyA aura saMgha sambaMdhI vArtAlApa kiyaa| mAgha zuklA 2 vi.saM. 2020 dinAMka 16 janavarI 1964 ko viraktA tejakaMvara jI (suputrI seTha |zrI umarAva mala jI) jayapura kI Atiza mArkeTa meM savidhi dIkSA sampanna huii| do videzI vyakti evaM jayapura kI mahArAnI gAyatrI devI bhI isa samAroha meM sammilita huii| jarmanI ke yuvaka-yuvatiyoM kI jijJAsAoM kA pUjyapravara ne lAla bhavana meM samAdhAna karate hue mAMsAhAra evaM zAkAhAra kA sahI tAtparya btaayaa| phAlguna kRSNA ekama budhavAra ko kavi zrI amaramuni jI padhAre, jinake sAtha carcA meM zramaNa-saMgha kI sthiti kI samIkSA kI gii| ____ jayapura ke upanagaroM ko pharasa kara Apa gADotA pdhaare| vahA~ mahAdeva jI paTela ne ApakI preraNA se AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| vividha grAmoM ko apanI pada raja se pavitra karate hue Apa ajamera pdhaare| * zikhara sammelana (ajamera) yahA~ adhikArI muniyoM kA zikhara sammelana Ayojita huA, jisameM aneka muddoM para vicAra kiyA gyaa| AcAryazrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. ke svargastha ho jAne ke pazcAt AcArya kA pada rikta thaa| isa sammelana meM upAdhyAya zrI AnaMda RSi jI ma.sA. ko zramaNa saMgha kA AcArya manonIta kiyA gyaa| phAlguna zuklA ekAdazI ravivAra ko unheM ajamera meM hI samAroha pUrvaka AcArya pada kI cAdara or3hAyI gii| caritanAyaka kA yahA~ pravartaka zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA. aura anya virAjita santoM ke sAtha saMgha viSayaka vicAra-vimarza huaa| dhvaniyaMtra prayoga sambaMdhI vicAra bhI huA jisameM sabhI ne isakA niSedha kiyaa| ____ tabIjI, jeThANA, kharavA hote hue Apa byAvara padhAre / yahA~ ApakA pravartaka zrI mizrImalajI ma. madhukara se madhura milana huA tathA mahAsatI jI zrI jasakaMvara jI ne bhI ApakI sevA va sAnnidhya kA lAbha liyaa| dvitIya caitra zuklA trayodazI ko mahAvIra jayantI para Apane asvastha hote hae bhI pravacana meM pharamAyA - "jayantI ke vividha bAharI rUpa to Apa prastuta karate ho| hameM usake antararUpa kA bhI vicAra karanA caahie| mahAvIra ne bolane ke pahale
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________________ prathama khaNDa: jIvanI khaNDa 147 dharma kA AcaraNa kiyA / usakA jIvana meM sAkSAtkAra kara phira sADhe bAraha varSa ke pazcAt 3 ,deza diyaa| eka hI upadeza meM 4400 pratibuddha ho ge| Apa bhI mahAvIra jayantI para kucha kriyAtmaka kArya kareM -1. rAtri bhoja chor3eM 2. zIlavrata kA pAlana kreN| 3. eka ghaMTA zAstra-vANI kA svAdhyAya kareM evaM 4. kaTuvacana kA tyAga kreN|" svAsthya lAbha kI dRSTi se Apa yahA~ para mAsakalpa viraaje| yahA~ se golA, nAgelAva, kAlesarA, pIsAMgaNa , govindagaDha meM dharmajAgRti karate hue mevar3A padhArane para kaI kisAna bhAiyoM ne Apase kasAiyoM ko pazu na becane va dhUmrapAna na karane kA niyama liyaa| kAMToM se yukta mArga taya karate hue pIpala ke nIce rAtri bitAkara Apa mer3atA padhAre / jyeSTha kRSNA pratipadA ko caritanAyaka mer3atA meM virAja rahe the| bhArata ke pradhAnamaMtrI paM. javAharalAla neharU kA dehAnta hone se do dina bAjAra banda rahe / caritanAyaka ne saMsAra kI kSaNa bhaMguratA ko dekhakara viSaya-kaSAya ghaTAne kI preraNA kI / yahA~ se kucerA padhAre, jahA~ svAmIjI zrI rAvatamalajI ma. se meghakumAra ke pUrva bhava meM samakita prApti kI carcA kara Apa phirojapura mUMDavA, iThyAsaNa hokara nAgaura pdhaare| yahA~ para Apane vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA- Aja kA mAnava jIvana-zodhana bhUla rahA hai| tana para jarA-sA bhI dhabbA laga jAe to hama usako sApha karate haiN| loga pratidina nahAte-dhote haiM, kintu mana para cAroM ora maila jamA hai, usakI jarA bhI paravAha nahIM krte| jJAna ke nirmala jala meM satkaraNI kI dhulAI se AtmA ko zuddha karo to kalyANa hI kalyANa hai|" yahA~ para prAcIna hastalikhita zAstroM meM rucizIla paMDitaratna zrI padmasAgara jI ma. Apa zrI ke darzana karane padhAre evaM prasanna bhAva se jJAna-carcA kii| mantrI zrI puSkaramuni jI ma.sA. ke bhI kaI dina vyAkhyAna sAtha meM hue| donoM ke sAnnidhya se nAgaura kA sAmAjika tanAva dUra huaa| yaha milana AnandadAyI rahA tathA kaI viSayoM para carcA huii| khajavANA, rUNa, nokhA, harasolAva, vAraNI evaM nArasara pharasakara ASADha zuklA 9 ko caritanAyaka bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| * bhopAlagaDha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2021) vikrama savaMt 2021 meM ApakA cauvAlIsavA~ cAturmAsa bhopAlagar3ha meM huA, jahA~ sAmAyika va svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda phUMkane ke sAtha Apane vyAkhyAna meM nimnAMkita pA~ca niyamoM ke saMkalpa kI preraNA dI 1. muni-darzana ko jAte samaya miThAI kA tyAga / 2. sAmUhika rAtri-bhojana kA tyaag| 3. mAsa meM kama se kama eka ekAzana krnaa| 4. sAmAyika meM heNDalUma yA khAdI ke alAvA mila Adi ke vastroM kA tyaag| 5. DorA TIkA kI mA~ganI kA tyaag| yahA~ para lagabhaga 25 aThAI tapa aura 3 mAsakhamaNa tapa hue| tapasyA kI jhar3I sI laga gaI / tIna dinoM meM hI 425 vrata hue| eka nApita bhAI ne brahmacarya kI mahimA sunakara AjIvana brahmacarya vrata dhAraNa kiyaa| eka harijana bahana ne suzrAvaka zrI jogIdAsa jI bAphaNA kI dharmapatnI mAnakaMvara jI ke mAsakhamaNa tapa se prabhAvita hokara aThAI tapa kiyaa| isa bahana ke aThAI tapa ke pAraNe para harijana maMDala ne sAmUhika madya-mAMsa kA tyAga kiyaa| gurudeva ke zrImukha se aneka zrAvakoM ne AjIvana brahmacarya vrata dhAraNa kiyaa| vidyAlaya ke bAlakoM ne bhI dayAvata Adi meM bhAga
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 148 liyaa| isa cAturmAsa meM eka mahattvapUrNa yojanA jaina dharma ke maulika itihAsa ke lekhana kI banI jisake anusAra bhAdrapada kRSNA 13 zukravAra ko isakA lekhana kArya bhI prArambha kara diyA gyaa| AcAryazrI ne samAgata jaina vidvAn harIndrabhUSaNa jI ko preraNA karate pharamAyA "jo vidvAn saMskRta prAkRta Adi bhASAoM ke jJAtA haiM, unheM ina bhASAoM meM racanA karanA caahie| anuvAda ke AdhAra para zodha kArya to anya vidvAn bhI kara leMge para ina bhASAoM meM maulika lekhana to inake vizeSajJoM dvArA hI sambhava hai / ina bhASAoM kI | aprakAzita pANDulipiyoM ke sampAdana kA kArya prAthamikatA ke taura para kiyA jAnA caahie| lekhana ke sAtha-sAtha saMskRta- prAkRta kI racanA - dharmitA ko jIvita rakhane ke lie yaha Avazyaka hai / " pUjyapravara ne saMskRta-prAkRta kI patrikA kI bhI AvazyakatA prakaTa kI / ullekhanIya hai ki pUjyazrI kI yaha | preraNA kAlAntara meM 'svAdhyAya zikSA' patrikA ke rUpa meM saphala huI / pUjyazrI ne nArI zakti ko saMgaThita hone kI preraNA dI, jisake phalasvarUpa mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA saMgha kA | gaThana huaa| unhoMne AhvAna kiyA - 'nArI zakti kurItiyoM se mukta hokara apanA sarvAMgINa AdhyAtmika vikAsa kare / ' Apake isa AhvAna evaM nArI-zikSaNa kI preraNA ke phalasvarUpa saiMkar3oM-hajAroM bahanoM kA jIvana badalA hai aura | unhoMne apane jIvana kA vikAsa kiyA hai| isa cAturmAsa meM pUjyapravara kI preraNA se yuvaka saMgha kA gaThana huA jisake antargata yuvaka sammelana Ayojita huA aura usameM kaI krAntadarzI nirNaya liye gye| AcAryapravara ne yuvakoM ko sambodhita karate hue pharamAyA - "Apa meM zakti hai, joza hai, para dhyAna rakhiegA | apanI zakti kA durupayoga na ho aura joza meM Apa apane hoza ko na bhUla jaaeN| ApakI zakti sadaiva racanAtmaka | kAryoM meM laganI caahie| Aja kI yuvA pIr3hI jisa taraha phaizana, videzI saMskAra, vyasana, nazA, hoTaloM - TI.vI, sinemA | Adi kI zikAra ho rahI hai, Apako usase bacakara rahanA hai| Apa mAdaka padArthoM ke sevana tathA anya vyasanoM se dUra rheN| apane jIvana meM sAdagI aura apane khAna-pAna meM sAttvikatA brteN| " bAlakoM ko saMskAra dene hetu Apane cAra niyama karAye 1. corI nahIM karanA 2. nazA nahIM karanA 3. gAlI nahIM denA aura 4. namaskAra mantra kA jApa karanA / aneka sthAnoM se zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne Akara tyAga-tapa evaM vrata niyama aMgIkAra kie| - svAdhyAya kA mahattva Apa zrI ke roma-roma meM vyApta thaa| Apane eka dina zrAvaka - samAja ko udbodhana dete hue pharamAyA - " svAdhyAya vartamAna samaya kI prathama AvazyakatA hai| isake liye ruci kA jAgRta honA Avazyaka hai / | loMkAzAha ne apane svAdhyAya ke bala para zAsana meM baDI krAnti utpanna kI, taba svAdhyAya ke lie Aja jaise graMthAdi bhI sulabha nahIM the, kintu jijJAsA aisI thI ki Apake pUrvaja zrAvaka loMkAzAha ke ghara jAkara dharma zravaNa karate the / Aja Apako svAdhyAya ke lie vizAla sAmagrI to upalabdha hai, para jijJAsA kI kamI hai| Apako jijJAsA jAgRta karanI cAhie, ruci bar3hAnI cAhie / " sampUrNa cAturmAsa sthAnIya zrAvakoM ke utsAha evaM umaMga ke sAtha sampanna huA / yaha cAturmAsa dhArmika sAmAjika evaM zaikSika dRSTiyoM se atyanta upalabdhi pUrNa rhaa| vidAI ke samaya vidyAlaya ke bAlakoM sahita lagabhaga ( tIna hajAra nara-nAriyoM kA vizAla samUha jaya jayakAra karatA huA sAtha cala rahA thA, jo apane Apa meM apUrva thA /
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa -emEERREmwarendra Dargan - -- - 1. jodhapura evaM pAlI kI ora bhopAlagar3ha se vihAra kara khAMgaTA meM 32 varSa ke taruNa nathamalajI koThArI ko AjIvana zIlavrata kA pratyAkhyAna karAkara Apa raNasIgAMva , pIpAr3a, bisalapura, pAlAsanI Adi grAmoM meM jinavANI kA amRtarasa pAna karAte hue pauSa zuklA paMcamI 8 janavarI 1964 ko jodhapura pdhaare| pauSa zuklA 14 saMvat 2021 ko caritanAyaka kI janma jayantI jodhapura meM pravartaka paNDita zrI puSkara munijI | mahArAja Adi ke saha-sAnnidhya meM tapa-tyAga pUrvaka manAI gii| caritanAyaka ne isa avasara para pharamAyA ki merA jIvana-lakSya sAmAyika-svAdhyAya hai| caturvidha saMgha ke sahakAra se yadi maiM sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra kA apanA uddezya pUrNa kara sakA to jIvana kI saphalatA smduuNgaa| paM. zrI lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. evaM zrI maganamuni jI kI cikitsA ke kAraNa Apa jodhapura meM lagabhaga sADhe tIna mAha virAjakara svAdhyAya, sAmAyika evaM dharma pravRttiyoM kA vardhApana karate rhe| saradArapurA meM mAghakRSNA dvAdazI 29 janavarI 1965 ko Apane pravacana meM pharamAyA - "rAjazAsana ke lie koSa aura sainyabala samRddha honA apekSita hai| vaise hI dharmazAsana meM cAritra koSa aura zrAvaka hamArI sainya zakti haiN| inameM niSThA evaM vyaktigata moha se Upara uThakara zAsana ke prati vaphAdArI honI caahie| sammelana ke niyamoM kA jo pAlana kare unhIM ko sAdhu mAnanA caahie| zramaNoM ko AcAradharma kA prAmANikatA se pAlana karanA caahie| AcAra hI zAsana kI nidhi hai| hameM saMgaThana yA sudhAra ke nAma para saMyama yA AcAra ko nahIM jhukAnA hai| jJAna, kriyA, vicAra yA AcAra kI tulanA meM AcAra ke binA vicAra nirmUlya haiN|" mevAr3a prAntamantrI zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI sampradAya kI vayovRddhA mahAsatIjI zrI dhanaku~varajI 80 varSa kI avasthA meM bhI grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karatI huI Apake darzanalAbha kara pramudita huii| jodhapura se lUNI padhArate samaya mArga meM ApakA yati bherUjI se vArtAlApa huaa| eka vaiSNava sAdhu kI hAthI para savArI nikala rahI thI, AcArya zrI ko dekhakara vaha hAthI se utarA, vandana kiyA aura kahA ki maiMne Apake prakANDa pAMDitya, pravacana-paTutA aura vAgvaibhava Adi guNoM kI yazogAthAe~ suna rakhI thI, Aja Apake darzana kara maiM dhanya dhanya ho gyaa| akSaya tRtIyA para pAlI ke paMcAyatI nohare meM varSItapa ke pAraNe hue| caritanAyaka ne yahA~ pravacana meM preraNA dI ki vaizAkha zuklA ekAdazI zAsana jayantI ke rUpa meM manAI jAnI caahie| caitra zuklA trayodazI mahAvIra ke bhautika piNDa kA janma-dina hai jabaki vaizAkha zuklA ekAdazI mahAvIra kI mahAvIratA kA janma-dina hai| janma-jayantI laukika maMgala hai to zAsana jayantI lokottara maMgala hai| isase AcArya zrI ke maulika cintana kA bodha huaa| pAlI se punAyatA, keralA, gaDhavADA, jetapurA Adi ko pharasate hue Apa mAMDAvAsa padhAre / yahA~ para maMdiramArgI va sthAnakavAsiyoM meM manamuTAva thaa| Apasa meM huI galata phahamiyoM ko dUra karane hetu gurudeva ke dvArA preraNA kI gaI, jisase paraspara zIghra hI sulaha ho gii| yahA~ se Apa gelAvAsa, DhIMDhasa (yahAM zrI cunnIlAlajI ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyA), majala, koThar3I, rANI dahipurA evaM dasIpurA padhAre, jahA~ 15 varSa ke bherU ne 10 varSa zIlapAlana kA niyama liyaa| yahA~ se samadar3I meM puSkaramunijI ma. se vicAra-vimarza kara devendra munijI ko sAhitya evaM adhyayana lekhana kI preraNA karake Apa karamAvAsa, rAkhI, mokalasara hote hue vIra durgAdAsa kI aitihAsika bhUmi sivAnA padhAre, jahA~ Apako vidita huA ki sivAMcI kSetra ke 144 grAma pArasparika kalaha meM DUbe hue haiN| pUjya pravara ne isa kalaha ko | -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 150 dUra karane kA mana meM dRr3ha saMkalpa kara liyA evaM kalaha - nivAraNa na hone taka dugdha - sevana kA tyAga kara diyA. jisakA santoM ke atirikta kisI ko bhI patA nahIM thaa| tapa kA apanA prabhAva hotA hai| gurudeva santamaNDalI ke sAtha | cAturmAsArtha bAlotarA pdhaare| * bAlotarA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2022) ___ saMvata 2022 ke bAlotarA cAturmAsa meM pUjyazrI ne sivAMcI kSetra meM vyApta isa pArasparika matabheda ko dUra karane hetu prayala kie , jo saphala rhe| yahA~ ke kalaha kI yaha sthiti thI ki roTI beTI kA vyavahAra baMda thaa| vadhU ko lAne gayA huA jAmAtA sasurAla kA anna-jala bhI grahaNa nahIM kara sakatA thA to lADale bhayyA ko rAkhI bAMdhane pitRgRha AI huI bahina, pitRgRha meM pAnI bhI svIkAra nahIM kara sakatI thii| gurudeva kI bhAvanA thI ki ye TUTe tAra | phira se jur3a jAne caahie| isake lie Apane samAja-pramukhoM ko smjhaayaa| pravacana bhI krodha-kalaha ke zamana evaM prema-bhAva kI abhivRddhi ko lakSya meM rakhakara phrmaaye| Apane pharamAyA ki dharma Rju hRdaya meM ThaharatA hai aura Rju hone ke lie kalaha-dveSa kA nirAkaraNa Avazyaka hai| samAja meM eka-dUsare para vizvAsa Avazyaka hai| zarIra meM AMkha meM cUka se kabhI paira meM kA~TA laga jAya to kyA paira AMkha para bharosA nahIM karegA ? aura kyA A~kha paira kA kAMTA nikAlane meM sahayoga nahIM karegI? pUjyapAda gurudeva ne pharamAyA ki manuSya meM itanA prema kyoM nahIM ki vaha dUsare ke hRdaya meM sthAna banA ske| choTA sA kIr3A patthara meM ghara kara letA hai| vaha iMsAna kyA jo dila meM ghara na kara sake / AcArya zrI yahA~ para pratidina pravacana meM kaSAya zamana kI preraNA karate the| vaha preraNA hRdayasparzI bana gii| caritanAyaka ne bAlotarA ke pramukha zrAvaka zrI baccharAjajI anyAva ko dAyitva bodha karAte hue pharamAyA -"anyAva jI ! samaya bIta jAegA, mAtra yaza-apayaza zeSa rahanA hai| Apa isa prakaraNa meM apanI bhUmikA nibhAkara kSetra ko lAbhAnvita kreN|" anyAvajI ne Apake zAnti va prema ke saMdeza ko hRdayaMgama kara samAja pramukhoM ko bulAkara bAtacIta karanA prArambha kiyaa| jodhapura ke vakIla zrI saMpatamalajI va gaNapatacandajI ko madhyastha taya kiyA gyaa| caritanAyaka ne samAja evaM madhyasthoM kA mArgadarzana karate hue pharamAyA -"jaina dharma aneka dRSTiyoM aura vastu ko bhItara-bAhara donoM dRSTi se nirNaya karane ko kahatA hai| isake sandezAnusAra calane se saMgharSa nahIM hotaa| jAtIya khAra miTAne hetu do dhArAoM ko nadI ke rUpa meM pravAhita karanA hai| choTA sA kisAna bhI dhArA ke bIca kI miTTI ko | alaga kara de to donoM dhArAe~ eka ho jAtI haiN| Apane caturavijJAnI va zodhaka bulAye haiN| unheM khAre srota ke sthAna para mIThe pAnI kA srota nikAlanA hai| Apa unake sahAyaka hoMge, zAnti banI rhe| madhyastha madhya meM rahane vAle hote haiN| unako sabakI sunakara mana kI karanA hai| samAja ke hita kI karanA hai, donoM ko thor3e nikaTa lAnA hai| AzA hI | nahIM, pUrA bharosA hai ki madhyastha samAja kI samasyA ko sulajhA kara sarvAMga pUrNa nirNaya deNge| bhaviSya kI bAdhA kI | rokathAma kreNge|' isa kalaha ko dUra karane hetu pahale vibhinna sampradAyoM ke mahApuruSoM ne prayatna kiyA, kintu sivAMcI paTTI ke loga ar3e rhe| anta meM caritanAyaka ke dvArA sneha evaM sadbhAva ke lie kI gaI pravacanAmRta rUpI auSadhi ne manamuTAva ke viSa ko dho diyaa| ____ caritanAyaka ke pravacanAmRta se prabhAvita hokara zrI baccharAja jI anyAva ke sAtha zrI bAdaramalajI anyAva, zrI (dhanarAjajI copar3A, zrI bhIkamacandajI sivANA, zrI AsArAma jI, zrI zrImalajI haMDiyA, Ahora ke zrI hajArImala jI,
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 151 mukanajI Adi bhI Age aae| madhyasthagaNa zrI sampatamalajI evaM zrI gaNapatacandajI ne samatvasAdhaka caritanAyaka ke maitrI evaM samarasatA ke sandeza ke anusAra samAdhAna nikAlane hetu sabakI bAta sunakara samajhakara sulaha kA phaisalA sunAyA to samUce sivAMcI kSetra meM prema va harSa kI lahara daur3a gii| sabhI yugamanISI caritanAyaka kA upakAra mAna rahe the| sarvatra eka hI carcA thI ki jo kArya aneka prayAsoM se nahIM ho pAyA, vaha ina AbAla brahmavratI mahApuruSa ke padArpaNa va atizaya se sahaja hI sampanna ho gyaa| dhanya hai mahApuruSa jinake caraNa jisa ora bhI aMkita ho jAye vahAM kalaha azAnti raha hI nahIM skte| samAja meM chAyI zAnti, prasannatA va maitrI bhAva ke saMcaraNa se caritanAyaka ko bhI pramoda va svAbhAvika santoSa thaa| jhagar3A prema meM badala gayA, pArasparika krodha kA zamana huA, zAnti saritA laharAne lagI, sneha sadbhAva ke tarAne gUMjane lge| sitambara 1965 meM sImA para bhArata kI senAeM AkrAntA pAka senAoM kA sAmanA karate yuddharata thii| pAkistAna dvArA jodhapura taka apane yuddhaka vimAnoM dvArA bama varSA kI jA rahI thii| jodhapura ke loga bhayAkrAnta the| hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM nAgarika jana surakSita sthAnoM kI cAha va mRtyubhaya se jodhapura chor3a cuke the| jaise hI rAtri hotI, nagara janoM meM eka hI AzaMkA thI ki na jAne kala kA prabhAta dekha pAyeMge yA nahIM? kahIM Aja kI rAtri kAla rAtri bana kara hama nagaravAsiyoM ko sAmUhika rUpa se apane Agoza meM na le le| aise samaya meM deza ke kone-kone meM rahe hue hajAroM lAkhoM bhaktoM ke mana ke kisI kone meM apane ArAdhya guru bhagavaMta ke bAlotarA virAjane se aneka AzaMkAeM va duzcintAeM janma lenA sahaja svAbhAvika thaa| anya mahApuruSoM ke mana meM bhI pUjya zrI ke kuzala-maMgala ke bAre meM cintA lagI rahatI thii| svayaM parama pUjya AcArya zrI Ananda RSi jI mahArAja sAhaba kA parAmarza thA ki aisI sthiti meM pUjya zrI bAlotarA se anyatra vihAra kara deM to ApavAdika sthiti meM zAstrIya maryAdA ke nirvahana meM koI bAdhA nahIM hai| para svayaM bhagavanta ke mana meM to koI UhApoha nahIM thA, unheM to apane Atmabala para pUrNa vizvAsa thA, apanI saMyama-sAdhanA ke surakSA kavaca meM yaha mahApuruSa aDola akampa thaa| ApavAdika paristhitiyoM meM bhI unake mana meM anyatra vihAra karane kI kalpanA bhI na thii| bheda vijJAna kA jJAtA jIvana-maraNa kI cintAoM se pare, sAdhanA susampanna, saMyama vratI mahApuruSa to viparIta paristhitiyoM meM dRDha rahe saMbhava hai, para bAlotarA ke dRDha Astika guru bhaktoM ke hI nahIM varan sAmAnya-jana ke manoM meM bhI na to koI cintA thI , na koI uuhaapoh| yadyapi jodhapura bama varSA karane Ane vAle pAka vimAnoM kA mArga bAr3amera ke sImAnta jile se hI thA, yuddhakSetra sannikaTa hI thA, para bAlotarAvAsiyoM ko to mRtyu kA bhaya chU bhI nahIM pAyA thaa| ve to abhaya the| unake mana meM sahaja vizvAsa thA ki asaMkhya devI-devatAoM dvArA smaraNIya paMca parameSThI maMtra ke tRtIya pada kA dhAraka, jinazAsana kA anuzAstA, abhaya kA devatA evaM prANimAtra ke hita ko cAhane vAlA, bhagavat tulya mahAyogI hamAre yahAM sAkSAt virAjamAna ho jinavANI kI pavitra gaMgA pravAhita kara rahA hai to mRtyu hameM bhalA chU bhI kaise sakatI hai, kyoMki jahA~ jahA~ mahApuruSa virAjate haiM, vahA~ vahA~ vipattiyA~ yA prAkRtika ApadAeM praveza bhI nahIM kara paatii| parama pUjya bhagavanta ke prati aisI jana AsthA jinazAsana kI mahimA bar3hA rahI thI va sudUra baiThe bhaktoM kI AzaMkAoM ko nirmUla kara unheM bhI parama pUjya kI chatrachAyA ke rakSA kavaca meM Ane ko prerita kara rahI thii| gurudeva ne sabhI ko sAhasa baMdhAte hue pharamAyA ki Apa saba dhairya rakheM / kucha bhI nahIM hogA aura yahI huA, |
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________________ - - 152 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM khAiyA~ khudI kI khudI raha gaI aura surakSA pariSad ne 48 ghaMToM meM yuddha banda kA Adeza de diyaa| caritanAyaka kA yahA~ para lekhana kArya calatA rhaa| dharma zraddhAluoM kA dUra-dUra se AvAgamana rahA tathA bahuvidha tapa-tyAga se cAturmAsa pUrNa saphala rhaa| ina kriyAniSTha jJAna ke saMgama, prabala puNyavAnI va atizaya ke dhanI mahApuruSa ke prati jina dharmAnuyAyI hI nahIM, samUcA bAlotarA nagara zraddhA va samarpaNa se nata mastaka thaa| cAroM mAha kI avadhi taka sabhI ne caritanAyaka va saMta munirAjoM ke jJAna kriyAsampanna jIvana ko dekhA thA, unakI pAtaka prakSAlinI vANI kA zravaNa kiyA thA va unake sAdhanAtizaya kA pratyakSa anubhava kiyA thaa| jana - jana ke mana-mandira ke ve ArAdhyadeva the, jinakI preraNA para ve saba kucha samarpaNa karane ko tatpara the| bhaktoM ke isa zraddhA samarpaNa va bhakti ko caritanAyaka ne sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra se jor3ane kA abhinava prayAsa kiyaa| kahanA na hogA bAlotarA kSetra ko dharma kSetra | ke rUpa meM pratiSThita karane meM yaha cAturmAsa mIla kA patthara sAbita huaa| ____ Apane kArtika zuklA pUrNimA ko loMkAzAha jayantI ke avasara para pharamAyA ki loMkAzAha ne svAdhyAya ke | bala se jJAna prApta kara krAnti kA zaMkha phuuNkaa| Aja bhI usI svAdhyAya aura krAnti kI AvazyakatA hai| -
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________________ gujarAta kI bhUmi para MEANIANTEDAAR (saMvat 2023) %3D - RATE AM-H ASATERDABADPUERIEND bAlotarA se vihAra kara vibhinna grAmoM ko apanI pada raja se pAvana banAte hue caritanAyaka sudUravartI registAnI kSetra bAr3amera padhAre / yahA~ lambe samaya ke bAda kriyAniSTha saMtoM kA padArpaNa huA thaa| sacce saMyama ArAdhaka saMtoM ke sAnnidhya ke abhAva meM loga sAmAyika svAdhyAya Adi samyak ArAdhanA kI bajAya dravya paramparAoM kI ora AkarSita va samarpita ho rahe the| aise samaya meM bhagIratha ke samAna isa retIle pradeza meM ApakA padArpaNa huaa| Apake zrImukha se jinavANI kA pAna kara loga puna: zuddha paramparA meM dRDha hue| dharmAcaraNa meM zithila hue loga puna: sthira bne| kahanA na hogA Apane padhAra kara supta logoM ko punarjAgRta kiyA, dharma va AcAra ke zuddha svarUpa kA logoM ko puna: bodha kraayaa| ApakI preraNA se yahAM sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA huii| Apane yahA~ zAstra bhaMDAra kA avalokana bhI kiyaa| bAr3ameravAsiyoM ko dharmopakAra se upakRta kara Apa grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karate hue siNadharI pdhaare| acalA jI jATa ne AjIvana zIlavrata kA niyama liyA evaM kaI cAraNa aura jATa logoM ne tambAkU, bIr3I Adi ke tyAga kiye| vahA~ se pAyalA, nAdiyA, morasIma, bAlI, jhAba hote hue Apa sAMcora padhAre, jahA~ sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA huI evaM eka dina meM 1000 sAmAyikeM huiiN| yahA~ se dhAnerA, DIsA Adi vibhinna kSetroM meM dharmajAgRti karate hue Apa gujarAta pdhaare| Apane kaI sthAnoM para vyasana-tyAga karAye tathA sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya kI preraNA kii| dhAnerA meM Apane pharamAyA - "sAmAyika vizvakalyANa kI sAdhanA hai| duHkha kA mUla mamatA hai aura usake uccheda kA upAya samatA hai| sAmAyika mana kI viSamatA miTAne kA pramukha upAya hai|" ApakI preraNA se DIsA meM 9 bhAI sAptAhika sAmUhika svAdhyAya ke lie taiyAra hue| pAlanapura ke jJAna bhaMDAra meM Apane bhUdharavaMzI santoM ke likhe kaI zAstroM kA avalokana kiyA aura saMvegI || upAzraya ke jJAna bhaNDAra kI karIba 1600-1700 pratiyAM (41 DibboM meM) dekhakara Apa pramudita hue| yahA~ para jaina || darzana meM bhakti ke svarUpa kA pratipAdana karate hue Apane eka dina pharamAyA - "hamArI mUla paramparA meM bhakti ko vinaya zabda se kahA hai / vinaya meM sva-para ke hita kA khayAla hotA hai| vahA~ moha nahIM hokara guNAnurAga hotA hai| bhakta bhajanIya ke svarUpa meM apane ko eka rUpa karatA jAtA hai|" isake anantara 12 dinoM ke pravAsa meM pATaNa ke prAcIna grantha bhaNDAroM ke siMhAvalokana meM gurudeva ne 14vIM evaM 15 vIM zatI kI do tAr3apatrIya pratiyA~ dekhiiN| saMvat 1188 kI prAcIna prati, katipaya prazastiyA~, telagU lipi ke kaI grantha evaM lagabhaga Der3ha hajAra grantha surakSita dekhakara Apa atyaMta pramudita hue| vimalagaccha ke bhaNDAra meM tIna hajAra hastalikhita pratiyA~, jJAnamaMdira meM 13 hajAra pratiyA~, zrI vimala upAdhyAya bhaNDAra meM tIna hajAra granthoM (saMvat 1522 svarNAkSarI kalpasUtra sahita) kA avalokana kara pATaNa ke tAr3apatrIya saMgraha se ApazrI atyadhika pulakita hue| isameM muni puNyavijayajI kA pUrA sahayoga rhaa| caritanAyaka yahA~ se dhINoja, mehasANA, dholAsaNa, jhUlAsaNa hokara kalola padhAre / kalola meM Apase pUjya zrI cunnIlAlajI ma. evaM mahAsatI tArAbAI kA milana huaa| suzIla muni jI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 154 agavAnI meM aae| aDAlaja meM ApakA zrI pArasa munijI ke sAtha pravacana huaa| yahA~ se pUjyavarya sAbaramatI padhArakara caitra zuklA 4 saMvat 2023 ko budhAbhAI AgamamaMdira zAntinagara sthAnakavAsI jaina sosAyaTI pdhaare| yahA~ para pravacana meM Apane puNya-pApa kA vivecana karate hue pharamAyA - "nAdAna bhugata karaNI apnii| pApa lohe kI beDI aura puNya sone kA kar3A hai| manuSya gati , paMcendriya jAti Adi kA lAbha puNya kA phala hai| bAhya sAdhana pAkara bhI satkarma meM ruci nahIM honA, yaha pApa kA phala hai| brahmadatta ko chaH khaNDa kA rAjya milaa| cittamuni jaise jJAna dene vAle mile, para vaha Aryakarma bhI nahIM kara sakA, vratArAdhana nahIM kara sakA - yaha pApa kA udaya hai| puNyAnubaMdhI puNya manuSya ko dharma ke abhimukha karatA hai, yahI upAdeya hai / " Apa Agama-TIkAkAra pUjyazrI ghAsIlAla jI ma.sA ke darzanArtha sarasapura padhAre, jahA~ pUjyazrI ghAsIlAla jI ma.sA. ne svayaM sAmane padhAra kara darzanoM kI kRpA kI aura bhAvabhIne guNASTaka dvArA caritanAyaka kA svAgata kiyaa| pUjya zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma.sA. ne pharamAyA-"puruSoM meM hastI kI samAnatA nhiiN| samAja meM maiMne tIna ratna pAe-zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja, zrI samarthamala jI mahArAja aura mere pAsa baiThe zrI hastImala jI m.| puruSoM meM gandhahastI hI grAhya hai jinake pratApa se dUsare gaja bhAga jAte haiM, sAmanA karane kI aura khar3e rahane kI bhI unakI tAkata nhiiN| ina hastImala jI ko maiMne Aja hI dekhaa| pahale suMnA karatA thA ki mAravAr3a meM aisA tejasvI sAdhu hai| (vinoda meM kahA) unheM maiM kyA kahU~? jodhapura kA rAjA kahU~ yA nava koTi mAravAr3a kA srtaaj|" yaha kahate hue unhoMne saMskRta meM svaracita prazasti sunAI jise bAda meM caritanAyaka ko arpita kiyaa| pUjya zrI ghAsIlAlajI ma.sA. dvArA arpita guNASTaka kA prathama padya isa prakAra hai - asAraM saMsAraM vadati sakalo bodhayati no, budhe boddhA buddhyA sakalajanatAbodhanaparaH / yadIye sadvAkye sphurati mahimA ko'pyanupamo, gaNI hastimalla: zamitakalimala: zubhamati: / / isa saMsAra ko saba manuSya asAra arthAt mithyA kahate haiM, kintu isake sacce tAtparya ko nahIM samajhAte haiN| buddhimAn manuSyoM meM jJAnI manuSya hI isake satya svarUpa ko samajhAte haiN| jinakI sadvANI meM koI anupama mahimA prakaTa hotI hai, aise zubha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImala jI ko dekhakara kaliyuga ke pApa svayaM zAnta ho jAte haiN| isa prakAra apane bhAva batalAkara Apane prasannatA prakaTa kI ki aise zAnta zAstrIya maryAdA ke anusAra vicarane vAle gaNIjI se merA milana huA hai| nagara seTha ke baMDe ke sthAnaka meM satI vimalAjI maMjulAjI ne caritanAyaka AcArya zrI se daNDaka para praznottara | kiye| Apane yahAM 1500-2000 mudrita pustakoM evaM kucha hastalikhita pratiyoM vAle gulAbavIra bhaNDAra ko dekhaa| chIpApola meM satI vasumatI jI ne bhaktigIta prastuta kiyaa| kher3A meM zAMtimuni jI se ApakI bAtacIta huii| 20 aprela 1966 ko samudrataTa ke kinAre ratnapArakhI nagara khambhAta meM caritanAyaka ke svAgatArtha AcArya zrI kAntiRSi jI pdhaare| ApazrI ne jJAna-bhaMDAroM kA nirIkSaNa kiyaa| kapAToM meM banda gyAraha aMga, upAMga, kalpasUtra karmagrantha Adi kI lagabhaga 20 hajAra pratiyA~ thii| pratyeka prati alaga kapar3e meM baMdhI huI dekhii| Apane bhaNDAra ke kaI DibboM kA avalokana kiyaa| __ akSayatRtIyA ke dina ATha varSItapa ArAdhakoM kA pAraNaka haa| Apa zrI ne pravacana meM pharamAyA ki bhagavAna AdinAtha ne jisa prakAra ikSurasa kA pAna kiyA usI prakAra apane ko jJAnarasa kA pAna karanA caahie| yahAM ApakI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 155 saMvegI sAdhuoM se sneha vArtA huii| sAmAyika saMgha ke saMyojaka zrI cunnIlAla jI lalavANI ne eka dina vyAkhyAna meM sAmAyika saMgha kA paricaya diyaa| yahA~ para caritanAyaka dvArA tADapatrIya bhaNDAra kA avalokana bhI kiyA gyaa| caritanAyaka jahA~ bhI padhArate usa grAma-nagara ke jJAna-bhaNDAra kA avalokana kie binA nahIM rahate / sAhitya evaM jJAna ke prati ApakI lagana anupama thii| kAnti RSi jI ne ApakI preraNA se lekhana kA abhyAsa prArambha kiyaa| svAdhyAyiyoM ko zAnti sainika kI saMjJA dete hue Apane svAdhyAya maNDala ke gaThana kI preraNA kii| paM. dalasukha bhAI mAlavaNiyA caritanAyaka ke darzanArtha padhAre / jaina darzana para jJAna-carcA khambhAta kA avismaraNIya prasaMga rhaa| Apane unake sAtha sImandhara aura stambhana pArzvanAtha ke prAcIna mandira kI kalAkRti dekhI evaM nayI zAlA meM zikSArthiyoM ko paDhAte hue santoM se mile| caritanAyaka ne khambhAta pravAsa ke daurAna yahA~ kI sthiti para TippaNI karate hue likhA hai -"dharmazAsana meM zithilatA kA itanA prAbalya hai ki zIghra hI kisI mahApuruSa ko krAnti karanI pdd'e| mahimA-pUjA kA roga phaila cukA hai| " prema sUri zikSAyatana meM chAtroM ko sambodhita karate hue Apane pharamAyA ki artha se adhika dharma ko mahattva denA caahie| bharata kA udAharaNa dete hue pharamAyA ki vaha cakraratna ko chor3akara prabhuvandana ko gyaa| ApazrI khambhAta meM lagabhaga eka mAha virAje / khambhAta se vihAra kara Apa agAsa Azrama aae| yahA~ pUjyapAda ne upadeza mAlA aura upadeza taraMgiNI pustakoM kA vAcana kiyaa| vahA~ se Apa ANaMda meM vIravANI kA pracAra karate hue naDiyAda, saMdhANA, vArejA, baTevA, maNinagara hote hue chIpApola padhAre, jahA~ itihAsa kArya ke lie sthAnIya sahakAra kI preraNA dii| * ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa (saMvat 2023) yahA~ se Apane sthAnakavAsI sosAyaTI hote hue vikrama saMvat 2023 ke cAturmAsa hetu ASADha zuklA 6 zukravAra 24 jUna 1966 ko Azrama bhavana meM praveza kiyaa| yahA~ ApakI paM. sukhalAla jI saMghavI se jJAna carcA huii| cAturmAsa meM paM. rUpendra kumAra pagAriyA ne sevA kA lAbha liyaa| eka dina Apa lAla bhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmandira kA avalokana karane padhAre, jahA~ ApakA prAkRta evaM jainadarzana ke vidvAn paM. becaradAsa jI evaM paM. dalasukha bhAI mAlavaNiyA se itihAsa saMzodhana ke sambaMdha meM vicAra-vimarza huaa| caritanAyaka ne uttarAdhyayana, praznavyAkaraNa aura bhagavatI sUtra se mu~hapattI ke pramANa bhI diye| yahA~ para hI 28 julAI 1966 ko Apane samvatsarI parva ke sambandha meM apane vicAra prakaTa karate hue pharamAyA - "Aja hama bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jJAnanidhi ke bala se hI apanA jIvana nirmANa karate hue apane AcAra aura vicAra meM prakAza pAte haiN| Agama meM kucha bAtoM para yAnI mukti-mArga para spaSTa ujAlA hai , jaise prakAza meM pahAr3a spaSTa dikhAI detA hai| kucha bAteM aisI bhI haiM, jina para spaSTa rUpa nahIM hai| jisa bAbata khulI dizA prakaTa nahIM kI gaI vahA~ AcArya kA jIta vyavahAra hI unake vicAroM kA nirNaya kahalAtA hai, jinhoMne prAcIna paramparA ko lekara vicAroM ko sulajhAyA hai, vahI nidhi lekara saMgha Aja taka cala rahA hai|" yahA~ para ApakA zrI jinavijaya jI se itihAsa ke paricaya aura parAmarza para vArtAlApa huA aura loMkAgaccha | se sambaMdhita sAmagrI prApta huii| cAturmAsa meM paTTAvalI kA milAna va siddhAnta zataka kA artha Adi lekhana-paThana kA bahuta kAma huaa| yahAM Apane gujarAta vidyApITha ke saMgraha se yogazAstra kI pustakeM dekhii| uttarAdhyayana cUrNi kA vAcana kiyaa| cAturmAsa meM eka dina Apako sira meM bhArIpana va chAtI para darda kA asara anubhava huA to bhedavijJAna jJAtA, una mahApuruSa ne yaha cintana kiyA-"maiM yaha zarIra nahIM, maiM to isameM avasthita cidAnanda svarUpa
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 156 AtmA huuN| maiM to roga va zoka se sarvathA pare huuN| zuddha svarUpI Atama rAma / roga rahita maiM hU~ nisskaam| ye roga aura | zoka bhalA merA kyA bigAr3a sakate haiN|" "roga zoka nahIM dete mujhe jarA mAtra bhI trAsa, sadA zAntimaya maiM hU~, merA | acala rUpa hai khAsa " isa adhyAtma cintana se turanta lAbha huA va caritanAyaka svastha ho gaye / caritanAyaka ke gAyaka | bhakta daulatarUpacandajI bhaNDArI evaM vidvAn svAdhyAyI pArasamalajI prasUna bhopAlagaDha ne yahA~ bhI apane gAyana kA prabhAva chor3A / cAturmAsa meM sadAra zIlavrata ke aneka pratyAkhyAna hue| bAhara se kaI pramukha zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA Agamana huA / yahA~ sAmAyika - svAdhyAya kA acchA pracAra huaa| pUnamacaMda jI baraDiyA jaise aneka zrAvakoM ne isa | cAturmAsa meM sakriya sevA kA lAbha liyA / cAturmAsakAla meM lagabhaga 1200 aThAI tapa hue| svadharmI vAtsalya kA lAbha lAlabhAI ne liyA / ahamadAbAda meM vividha prakAra kI satpravRttiyoM meM vi.saM. 2023 kA varSAvAsa vyatIta kara caritanAyaka ThANA 7 | se mArgazIrSa kRSNA ekama ko sAbaramatI hote hue jaba sarasapura padhAre to pUjya zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma.sA. ApakA | sammAna evaM sneha vyakta karane hetu dvAra taka padhAre aura prArthanA ke pazcAt do zabda vyakta karate hue caritanAyaka ko | kalpavRkSa kI upamA dekara apanI hArdika prasannatA vyakta kI / pAlar3I, sarakheja (AcArya zrI dharmadAsajI ma.sA. kI janma bhUmi), nar3iyAda, ANaMda, vAsada evaM chANI hote hue Apane bar3audA kI ora vihAra kiyA / chANI meM ApakA || premavijayasUrijI se madhura milana huA / Apane bar3audA meM zrI AtmArAma jaina jJAnamandira meM kAntivijayajI aura haMsavijaya jI ke zAstra saMgraha kA | avalokana kiyA, jisameM karIba 8000 hastalikhita grantha the / narasIjI kI pola ke sAmane sthita isa jJAnamandira kI | prathama maMjila meM mudrita graMtha aura UparI maMjila meM tADapatra evaM kargala lekha haiM / kula 65 tADapatra pratiyA~ tathA nakze, | citrapaTa aura suvarNAkSarI kalpasUtra Adi bhI haiM / sUcIpatra spaSTa evaM lekhanakAla sahita upalabdha haiM / vahA~ para sthita prAcya vidyA mandira meM Apane tIna dina padhArakara vibhinna granthoM kA nirIkSaNa kiyA / isa pustakAlaya meM jaina grantha hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM haiN| kahate haiM ki dasa hajAra pratiyA~ isa vidyAmandira ko yati zrI hemacanda jI ne dI hai| yahAM Apane sthAnakavAsI tejasiMha gaNI jI kI kaI racanAe~ dekhI evaM 17 prazastiyoM kA lekhana kiyA / Apa bar3audA meM 15 dina virAjakara chANI, vAsada Adi grAmoM ko pharasakara 26 janavarI ko prAMtIja padhAre | jahA~ dhArmika pAThazAlA prAraMbha huI / mAsTara caMdUlAla jI ne zAlA meM zikSaNa prAraMbha kiyA / gaNatantra divasa ke dina zrAvakoM kI saMkhyA utsAhajanaka thI / yahA~ buddhisAgarasUri jaina jJAnamandira kA avalokana karate samaya Apane | AryAmahAkaMvara kA nirayAvalikA sUtra saM. 1779 kA likhA huA dekhaa| yahAM Apane DhuMDhakarAsa kA adhyayana kara usakA sAra likhaa| gujarAta meM jJAna bhaNDAroM se itihAsa viSayaka sAmagrI milii| adhyAtmarasika evaM AtmalakSyI santa hote hue bhI itihAsa meM ApakI gahana ruci thI / hindI, prAkRta, saMskRta ke sAtha prAcIna bhASA evaM lipi ke Apa vizeSajJa the / isa pravAsa meM Apane 'jainAcArya caritAvalI' kA padyabaddha lekhana kiyA evaM jainadharma kA maulika itihAsa prastuta karane hetu Apake prayAsoM ko bala milaa|
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________________ jayapura, pAlI, nAgaura evaM mer3atA ke cAturmAsa (saMvat 2024-2027) * udayapura kI ora rAjasthAna meM dIkSA kI sambhAvanA ke kAraNa prAntIja se satAla, himmatanagara, Agiyola, rUpAla , saraDoI, TIToI, sAmalAjI, bIchIvAr3A kheravAr3A, RSabhadevajI (saMvat 1754 kASThA saMgha kA zilAlekha noTa kiyA), prazAda, TIDI Adi grAma-nagaroM ko sama-viSama mArgoM se pAvana karate hue mAghapUrNimA saMvat 2023 ko ApakA mevAr3a kI dharA udayapura meM Agamana huaa| yahA~ para Apa bhopAlapurA ke gA~dhIdhAma meM virAje / yahA~ mahAsatI zIlakaMvarajI evaM anya sAdhviyoM ne caritanAyaka ke darzana kiye tathA prAntIja Adi sthAnoM ke zrAvaka darzanArtha aae| asvastha satiyoM (kauzalyAjI va samarthamala jI ma.sA. kI satiyoM) ko darzana dene Apa svayaM pdhaare| mahAsatI kusumavatIjI ke padhArane para anuyogadvAra sUtra ke praznottara hue| udayapura meM mAsTara pUnamacandajI, bamba sA, bihArIlAlajI surANA Adi bahuta sevAbhAvI zrAvaka the| yahAM Apake darzanArtha sivila jaja zrI umarAvamalajI coraDiyA vakIla jIvanasiMha jI ke sAtha aae| eka dina rAtri meM paramANu ke varNAdi parivartana ke sambandha meM carcA huii| caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA ki eka guNa se anantaguNa kAlAdi kA pariNamana sambhava hai| mUlaguNa kA parivartana sambhava nahIM, kyoMki guNa guNI se sarvathA bhinna nahIM rhtaa| Apa yahA~ kAntisAgara jI mahArAja kA saMgraha dekhane gae tathA unase carcA bhI huii| yahA~ para Apane eka dina vyAkhyAna meM pharamAyA - "AtmA ke patana aura duHkha kA kAraNa ajJAna evaM moha hai| ajJAna jJAna se miTAyA jAtA hai aura jJAna satsaMga tathA svAdhyAya se milAyA jAtA hai| jaba taka sadajJAna kA prasAra nahIM hogA, samAja sudhara nahIM skegaa|" yahIM para eka dina apane pravacanAmRta meM pharamAyA- "sadgRhastha bhogasAmagrI ko milAte hue bhI asamArga se bacakara calatA hai| asadmArga se milAyI gaI sampadA se vaha dhana kI garIbI ko acchI mAnatA hai| zarIra kI sahaja kRzatA zotha (sUjana) ke moTApe se acchI hai|" * nAthadvArA, bhIlavAr3A, ajamera hokara jayapura tadanantara ApazrI ekaliMgajI hokara phAlguna zuklA 6 saMvat 2023 ko delavAr3A pdhaare| vahA~ Apane pA~ca bhAiyoM ko pratimAha eka dayAvata do varSa taka karane ke niyama karAye, rAjamalajI bokAr3iyA ko dainika sAmAyika karane, rAtri-bhojana, jamIkanda aura abrahma sevana kI maryAdA tathA adhika byAja na lene kA niyama karAyA, kucha bhAiyoM ko mAha meM 15 sAmAyika karane ke niyama karAye evaM tIna yuvakoM ko do varSa taka dainika prArthanA kA saMkalpa kraayaa| oDaNa meM bhI isI prakAra dharmapreraNA kii| yahA~ para adhyAtma sAdhaka caritanAyaka ne eka dhuna kI racanA kI -
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________________ 158 _ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bhagavan pApa se mukta karo, vimala jJAna udyoga kro| durbalatA mana dUra karo, sAhasa kA bhaNDAra bharo / / zaraNa tumhArA zrI vardhamAna , AjJA pAlU~ ho balavAn / zuddha-buddha meM nirmala rUpa, kAma krodha nahIM merA rUpa / / nAthadvArA meM pUjyapAda ke virAjane se lagabhaga 40-50 dayAvrata hue sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya kI jyoti jgii|| kAMkarolI evaM nAthadvArA kSetra meM vakIla, zikSaka, sI. e , iMjIniyara Adi kA paDhA-likhA varga bhI caritanAyaka ke 'sAdhanA kyoM? viSayaka pravacana se prabhAvita huaa| yahAM se kuMvAriyA, poTalA hote hue sAhaDA padhAre, jahA~ zrI vallabhamunijI gaMgApura se agavAnI hetu sAmane upasthita hue| vahA~ se gaMgApura hokara bhIlavAr3A pdhaare| kalakTara nArAyaNadAsa jI mehatA ko rAtrikAlIna praznacarcA meM guNasthAnoM ke sambandha meM apanI jijJAsAoM ke samAdhAna prApta kara pramoda huaa| vahA~ se mAMDalagA~va, verA, sareDI, kaMvaliyAsa meM dharma-preraNA karate hue gulAbapurA pdhaare| zrI kundanamuni jI evaM zrAvaka-zrAvikA sAmane agavAnI meM upasthita the| zrI vallabhamunijI ne caritanAyaka kI stuti meM aSTaka sunAyA, jisakA prathama padya isa prakAra thA - zrAmaNyadIkSAM jinadharma zikSAm tattvasamIkSAM, bhavato mumukSAm / bAlyAtprabhRtyeva tu ya: siSeve vidvavaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH / / yahAM ApakI paM. zrI zobhAcandra jI bhArilla se itihAsa viSayaka bAtacIta huii| yahA~ ke vidyAlaya evaM chAtrAvAsa ke vidyArthiyoM ko svAdhyAya ke mahattva aura upayoga para preraNAtmaka sandeza diyaa| phira caitrazuklA 2 saMvat 2024 ko ApAka vijayanagara padArpaNa huaa| do dina pazcAt yahA~ samvatsarI ke sambandha meM vArtAlApa hetu byAvara se ziSTamaNDala upasthita huaa| caritanAyaka ne apanA mantavya pharamAyA - "ASADhI caumAsI se 49-50 dina se samvatsarI parva ho| arthAt cAturmAsa meM mAsa vRddhi kI sthiti meM do zrAvaNa ho to dUsare meM aura do bhAdrapada ho to prathama meM parva manAyA jAve, to koI bAdhA nhiiN|" caritanAyaka zramaNasaMgha kI giratI sthiti se cintita the| unakA cintana isa prakAra thA -"samayadharmI grupa se hamAre vicAroM kA mela sambhava nahIM lgtaa|" yahA~ se rAtAkoTa bAMdanavAr3A, jhaDavAsA, nasIrAbAda, dAMtA hote hue Apa ajamera padhAre, jahA~ pharamAyA ki sAmAyika ke Antarika abhyAsa se moha kA jora ghaTAyA jA sakatA hai| yahA~ para mahAvIra jayantI sahita do dina virAjakara Apane jayapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| vaizAkha kRSNA 11 ko motI DUMgarI, jayapura meM pravacana karate hue zAstra-rakSaNa ke sambandha meM pharamAyA - "dvAdazAMgI vANI artha se nitya evaM zabda se arvAcIna hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ke pazcAt 980 varSa taka yaha paramparA calatI rhii| taba devardhigaNI ne Agama lipibaddha kraaye| unake anugraha se hI hamako Aja zruta upalabdha ho rahA hai| isakA saMrakSaNa karanA hamArA pavitra kartavya hai| " vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA ko lAlabhavana meM aneka sthAnoM ke zrAvakoM ne apane-apane kSetra kI vinatiyA~ prastuta kii| vaizAkha zuklA 6 saM. 2024 ko gIjagaDha nivAsI zrI kundanamala jI coraDiyA evaM zrImatI rUpavatI jI coraDiyA kI suputrI ratanakaMvara jI kA dIkSA-samAroha sampanna huA, jinheM mahAsatI zrImadanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI ziSyA ghoSita kiyA gyaa| bar3I dIkSA ke dina lAlabhavana meM rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati pro. mAthura se zaikSika vAtAvaraNa ke sambandha meM vArtAlApa huaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa * jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2024) ___ caritanAyaka kA 47vAM saMvat 2024 kA cAturmAsa jayapura meM vizeSa upalabdhiyoM vAlA rhaa| mahAsatI zrI badanaka~vara jI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa bhI yahIM para thaa| svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika kA isa cAturmAsa meM vizeSa zaMkhanAda kiyA gayA, jisakI gUMja anya pradezoM meM bhI sunAI dii| AcAryapravara kI preraNA se svAdhyAya saMgha kI jagaha-jagaha para sthApanA huii| svAdhyAyI zrAvaka taiyAra hue, jo paryuSaNa parva meM vibhinna sthAnoM para jAkara zAstravAcana, vyAkhyAna, tyAgavata Adi ke kAryakrama Ayojita karavAte rhe| apane saMgha ke sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ko bhI Apane yaha samajhAyA ki dIkSA ke pUrva zikSA honA jarUrI hai| prathama zikSA, phira parIkSA, phira dIkSA aura usake bAda bhikSA saphala hotI hai| isI cAturmAsa meM Apane prabaMdha paTTAvalI kA sampAdana evaM Avazyaka saMzodhana kiyaa| caritanAyaka AcArya zrI kI preraNA se ratnavyavasAyI zrI nathamala jI hIrAvata ne karmagrantha sIkhanA zurU kiyA, galuNDiyA jI ne pratikramaNa yAda | kiyaa| isa prakAra zrAvakoM meM jJAna-dhyAna kI hor3a lagI aura zrAvikAoM meM tapasyA kii| isa cAturmAsa meM 10 mAsakhamaNa tapa, zatAdhika aThAiyA~ huI aura 12 brahmacaryavratI bane / bAlaka-bAlikAoM, kizora-kizoriyoM aura || yuvaka-yuvatiyoM meM bhI sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, Agama Adi kaNThastha karane kI hor3a lgii| pUjyapravara ne eka dina | pharamAyA - "jinazAsana dUsare kI maharabAnI para jIne kI bAta nahIM khtaa| vaha bhItara se zakti prakaTa | karane ko kahatA hai| mahAvIra ne svayaM aisA hI kiyaa|" yahA~ jinavANI mAsika patrikA kI vyavasthA kA kArya | zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata ne smhaalaa| unakI sUjhabUjha se jinavANI patrikA nirantara sudRDhatA pUrvaka Age bar3hatI gii| caritanAyaka ne zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zramaNa saMgha ke divaMgata AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma. ke janma-dina ke upalakSya meM bhAdrapada kRSNA 12 ko AdhyAtmika harSollAsa ke sAtha Ayojita pravacana-sabhA meM unake guNAnuvAda karate | hue Apane caturvidha saMgha ko zramaNa-saMgha ke niyamoM, upaniyamoM kA pUrNataH pAlana karane kI preraNA kii| * zramaNasaMgha se pRthak hone kI ghoSaNA cAturmAsa sampanna kara tatkAlIna 'zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zramaNa saMgha' ke upAdhyAya caritanAyaka pUjya zrI | hastImalajI ma.sA. jaba jayapura ke upanagara Adarzanagara meM padhAre taba Apane mArgazIrSa kRSNA dvitIyA dinAMka 19 navambara 1967 ko zramaNa saMgha se pRthak hone kI ghoSaNA karate hue usakA spaSTIkaraNa kiyaa| caritanAyaka 'zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI zramaNa saMgha' ke gaThana ke samaya se hI sarvatra zrAvakoM ko 'zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha' ke antargata eka sUtra meM bAMdhane hetu prayatnazIla rhe| saMgha kA aikya unheM svIkArya thA, kintu zaithilya nhiiN| upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. pahale hI zramaNa saMgha chor3a cuke the| caritanAyaka ne unheM bhI saMgha se puna: jor3ane kA prayatna kiyA, kintu saphalatA nahIM milii| kAMphreMsa ke loga bhI yugIna parivartana ke nAma para zithilAcAra ko protsAhana de rahe haiM, yaha unheM ucita nahIM lgaa| dhvani-vardhaka yantra kI anumati caritanAyaka ko svIkArya nahIM thI, kintu kAMphreMsa ke Agraha para zramaNoM ne isakA upayoga prArambha kara diyA thaa| saMvatsarI kI ekatA kA prazna bhI ulajhA rhii| sAdhu-sAdhvI apanI anukUlatAnusAra kabhI guru se to kabhI prAntamantrI se AjJA prApta karate huye kisI eka ke anuzAsana meM nahIM rhe| pradhAnamaMtrIjI ke tyAgapatra evaM upAcArya zrI ke pRthak hone ke pazcAt saMgha meM vyavasthA zithila huii| caritanAyaka jaba saMgha se jur3e the taba Apane apanA yaha dRSTikoNa spaSTa rUpeNa vyakta kiyA thA -"jinazAsana kI maryAdA ke anukUla sampUrNa aikya banA rahe to saMgha-hitArtha maMjUra hai|" caritanAyaka ne aikya ke lie pUrI
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________________ 160 - - - namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zakti lagA dI thii| bar3hate zaithilya ko gurudeva nirAkRta karanA cAhate the| kintu usameM sahayoga na milane evaM avyavasthAoM ke maddenajara saMyama ArAdhaka , prAcya saMskRti evaM vizuddha sAdhvAcAra ke himAyatI caritanAyaka ke samakSa ekamAtra vikalpa zramaNa saMgha se pRthak honA hI zeSa thaa| ___ mArgazIrSa kRSNA aSTamI ko Apane dharma kI AsthA viSayaka pravacana phrmaayaa| isa pravacana sabhA meM rAjasthAna | ke makhyamaMtrI zrI mohanalAlajI sukhADiyA ne bhI upasthita hokara Apake maMgalamaya pAvana darzana va vacanAmRta kA lAbha prApta kiyaa| * savAI mAdhopura kI ora AcArya zrI ne jayapura ke gA~dhInagara, bajAjanagara Adi ko pAvana karate hue savAI mAdhopura kI ora caraNa | bddh'aae| mArga meM sAMgAnera, zivadAsapurA hokara loka bhAratI saMsthAna meM ahiMsaka jIvana para udbodhana dete hue Apa cAkasU padhAre, jahA~ vidyAlaya ke bAlakoM ko nazA, corI aura gAlI kA prayoga na karane kA saMkalpa dilaayaa| yahA~ ApakA pUjya AnandaRSi jI se madhura vArtAlApa huaa| phira kauthUna ke paMcAyata bhavana, gunasI kI pAThazAlA meM eka rAtri Thahara kara Apane nivAI, sirasa, pAvaDeDhA hote hue santa rAmanivAsajI ma, mahAsatiyA~ jI evaM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM dvArA kI gaI jaya-jayakAra ke sAtha cautha kA baravAr3A ke sthAnaka bhavana meM praveza kiyaa| Apane pauSa kRSNA 10 ko pArzvanAtha jayantI para bha. pArzvanAtha dvArA kamaTha uddhAra kI ghaTanA se zikSA lene kI preraNA kii| svAdhyAya aura dharma zikSA hetu abhimukha hone kA udbodhana diyaa| yahA~ govindarAmajI Adi zrAvakoM ne bAraha vrata aMgIkAra kie| tadanantara AcAryazrI grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karate hue savAImAdhopura pahuMce, jahA~ aneka zrAvakoM ne 12 vrata aMgIkAra kie aura skUla ke baccoM ne naitika niyama svIkAra kiye| savAImAdhopura padhArate samaya Apane baNajArI, ekaDA, DekavA Adi grAmoM ko bhI phrsaa| yahA~ se Alanapura, zerapura, rAvala, kuNDerA, zyAmapurA, eNDA, dhanolI, sUravAla, punaH Adarzanagara, sImeNTa phaikTrI, Alanapura, kustalA, pacAlA hote hue Apane corU padArpaNa kiyA, jahA~ 3 pharavarI mAgha zuklA paMcamI saMvat 2024 ko vayovRddha zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA. ke svargavAsa ke sAyaMkAla samAcAra sunakara nirvANa kAyotsarga kiyaa| zraddhAJjali sabhA meM AcArya zrI ne unake jIvana evaM vyaktitva para prakAza DAlate hue pharamAyA- "svAmIjI | mahArAja ke svargavAsa se zramaNa samAja meM eka kriyAvAna, niSThAvAna, maryAdAzIla, siddhAntavAdI santa kI riktatA huI hai| mere sAtha ApakA varSoM se prema sambandha calatA rhaa| pArasparika vizvAsa ke sAtha sAmAjika sthiti meM vicAra kI hamArI ekatA nirantara adyatana nibhatI rhii| ve Aja nahIM haiM, para unake sadgaNa aura preraka udbodhana Aja bhI samAja ko jAgRta kara rahe haiN| ve eka vidvAna santa, prakhara vaktA aura sundara sAhitya sarjaka the| krAnti aura zAnti donoM kA svAmIjI meM eka sAtha vAsa thaa| sthAnakavAsI samAja aise muniratnoM kA smaraNa kara apane Apa meM gauravAnubhava karatA dRr3hatApUrvaka jaina dharma kA pAlana karane vAle mINA jainoM ke 50-60 ghara vAle alInagara (jainapurI) grAma meM padhAre, jahA~ Apane jana samudAya ko jIvana kI asAratA kA udbodhana diyaa| ukhalAnA meM munizrI gopIlAlajI ma.sA.se ApakA sneha milana huaa| yahA~ se alIgar3ha-rAmapurA meM ApakI preraNA se tridivasIya sAmAyika zivira meM 25 sAmAyika saMghoM kI sthApanA huI, jisakA kSetrIya kAryAlaya savAImAdhopura evaM pradhAna kAryAlaya jayapura taya kiyA gyaa| taduparAnta bilotA, pATolI, devalI, gADolI, khAtolI, samidhI, jarakhodA, baNasolI, deI, nainavAM, dUNI, AvA~, bharaNI hote hue caritanAyaka
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 161) phAlguna zuklA aSTamI ko ToMka padhAre / ina kSetroM meM kaI bhAiyoM ne rAtri- bhojana ke tyAga kie, 12 vrata aMgIkAra kie || sapatnIka zIlavrata grahaNa kiye aura vyAkhyAna se prabhAvita ho sapta kuvyasana kA tyAga kiyaa| nainavA~ meM Apane agravAla bhAiyoM ko spaSTa kiyA ki sAkAra aura nirAkAra bhakti meM nirAkAra bhakti zreSTha hai, zAstra binA guNa ke AkAra ko vandanIya || nahIM mAnatA / ToMka meM cAturmAsa kI vinatiyoM tathA tapa-tyAga ke vAtAvaraNa meM AcAryazrI ke darzanoM kA lAbha pAkara caturvidha || saMgha harSita huA / phAlguna zuklA gyArasa 10 mArca ko mahAsatI zrI nainAjI ke svargavAsa ke samAcAra pAkara caritanAyaka ne || kAyotsarga ke sAtha satIjI ke jIvana kA paricaya diyaa| * vijayanagara hokara ajamera yahA~ se caritanAyaka DoMDavAr3I, lAmbA, ToDArAyasiMha (pUjya zrI hukmIcanda jI ma.sA. kI janmasthalI), kekar3I, mevadA hote hue phUliyA padhAre, jahA~ mahAsatI yazakaMvarajI ma.sA. ne zrAvaka ke dezAvagAsika pauSadha saMbaMdhI jijJAsAe~ rkhii| yahA~ se Apa dhanopa, devaliyA, bar3alI, vijayanagara pdhaare| gulAbapurA meM 14 apraila 68 ko huI svAdhyAyiyoM kI baiThaka isa dRSTi se mahattvapUrNa rahI ki usa dina kaI zrAvakoM ne svAdhyAyI banane kA saMkalpa kiyaa| rAmagar3ha, byAvara, kharavA, jeThANA, tabIjI hote hue Apa ajamera ke madAra geTa sthAnaka meM padhAre, jahA~ akSayatRtIyA ko varSItapa ke pAraNe hue tathA umarAvamalajI caudharI Adi ne 12 vrata aMgIkAra kie| vahA~ se kizanagar3ha pravAsa para Apa zrI ne naye purAne kAryakartAoM ko milajula kara calane kA saMdeza diyA, jisase pUrva manamuTAva miTakara kaI samasyAe~ hala huiiN| AcArya zrI ke pravAsakAla meM unake jahA~ jahA~ padhArane kI khabara milatI, Asa-pAsa vicaraNazIla saMta-satI svayaM Akara ApazrI ke darzana kara svayaM ko kRtArtha samajhate the| * pAlI cAturmAsa (saMvat 2025) kizanagaDha se vihAra kara pUjyapAda ajamera, puSkara, tilorA Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate huye thAMvalA pdhaare| yahA~ samAja meM lambe samaya se pArasparika kalaha kA vAtAvaraNa thaa| samatva va sAdhanA ke paryAya mahAmanISI caritanAyaka ke pAvana atizaya va samAja aikya kI preraNA se vaiSamya samApta huA aura samAja meM ekatA va maitrI kA saMcAra huaa| yahA~ se vihAra kara Apa mevar3A, pAdU, mer3atA, indAvara, gagarAnA, kavAsapurA, kosAnA, pIpAr3a Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue bhagavanta jodhapura padhAre / cAturmAsa kAla samIpa thaa| ApakA AgAmI cAturmAsa pAlI svIkRta huA thaa| ata: jodhapura meM alpa pravAsa ke bAda hI Apa lUNI, rohaTa cauTIlA Adi vihAravartI gAMvoM ko pharasate hue ASADha zuklA dazamI dinAMka 5 julAI 1968 ko ThANA 6 se cAturmAsArtha surANA mArkeTa pAlI pdhaare| mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 3 ke cAturmAsa kA lAbha bhI pAlI ko milaa| pUjyapAda ke virAjane va caturvidha saMgha ke sAnnidhya se pAlI nivAsiyoM meM prabala utsAha thaa| Apane dharma nagarI pAlI ke zrotAoM ko udbodhita karate hue pharamAyA - "jaise binA pAla ke tAlAba meM pAnI nahIM ThaharatA usI prakAra vrata-pratyAkhyAna ke binA jIvana meM sadguNa nahIM tthhrte|" ApakI preraNA se nagara vAsiyoM meM vrata-pratyAkhyAna kI hor3a laga gii| mAsakhamaNa aThAI, Ayambila Adi tapasyAoM kI jhaDI lagI thI to aneka bhAI bahina saMvara-sAdhanA meM bhAga lekara apane jIvana ko bhAvita karane lge| isa cAturmAsa meM prati ravivAra sAmUhika dayAvrata meM lagabhaga 500 bhAI bahina sammilita hote / mAsakSapaNa ke pUra ke dina eka sAtha 800 Ayambila hue pApa bhIrU aneka bhAI bahinoM | ne Apase zrAvaka ke bAraha vratoM kA svarUpa samajha kara apane jIvana ko maryAdA meM sthira kiyA, to aneka dampatiyoM ne
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (162 zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko suzobhita kiyaa| jainetara bhAI bhI tapatyAga meM pIche nahIM rhe| prANimAtra ko abhaya dene vAle SaTkAya pratipAlaka santa-mahApuruSoM kI vANI se hiMsaka vyaktiyoM meM bhI dayA va karuNA kA saMcAra haa| Apase pratibodha pAkara tIna machuAroM ne jIvana paryanta machalI mArane kA tyAga kara diyA, kaI harijana bhAiyoM ne Apake pAvana darzana kara madya-mAMsa kA tyAga kara apane Apako pavitra bnaayaa| tapa-tyAga hI nahIM, dhArmika zikSaNa ke kSetra meM bhI cAturmAsa vizeSa upalabdhipUrNa rhaa| pAlI ke aneka mohalloM meM dhArmika pAThazAlAeM prArambha huii| pUjyapAda dvArA choTe saMtoM ko jJAnadAna dene va santa-satI vRnda ke sAtha zAstra-vAcana kA krama calane se cAturmAsa jJAnArAdhana kI dRSTi se bhI upayogI rhaa| cAturmAsa meM jodhapura , jayapura, bAlotarA Adi sthAnoM ke zrAvakoM kA vizeSa AvAgamana banA rhaa| sAmAyika | | saMgha evaM svAdhyAya saMgha kI gatividhiyoM ko Age baDhAne hetu kAryakartAgaNa cintanazIla rhe| * rANAvAsa, pIpAr3a, bhopAlagaDha hokara jodhapura cAturmAsoparAnta yahA~ se Apa rAvala gA~va, lAmbiyA, khAracI, mAravAr3a jaMkzana, raDAvAsa, kesarIsiMha jI kA guDA Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue mArgazIrSa zuklA paMcamI ko rANAvAsa padArpaNa kara chAtrAvAsa meM virAje / kanyA pAThazAlA kI bhI jAnakArI lii| yahAM se Apa sirIyArI, sAraNa hote hue vopArI padhAre, jahA~ ApakI pAvana preraNA se saMgha kA matabheda samApta huaa| yahA~ se sojata ror3a sojata zahara, piciyAka, bhAvI Adi kSetroM ko sparza karate hue Apane pIpAr3a padArpaNa kiyA, jahA~ mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA darzanArtha pdhaare| lakave se grasta | vayovRddhA mahAsatI zrI rukamA jI ma.sA. ko darzana dene AcArya zrI svayaM pdhaare| tapAgaccha ke AcArya zrI samudravijaya jI ma.sA. evaM unake AjJAnuvartI zrI jayavijayajI ma.sA. kA bhI isI samaya pIpAr3a Agamana huaa| rIyAM meM hindU-muslima samasta dharmAvalambiyoM ne AcArya zrI ke darzanoM kA lAbha liyaa| pIpAr3a meM punaH padhArane para AcArya zrI kI janma jayantI sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, dayA, tapa, tyAgapUrvaka 2 janavarI | 1969 ko manAyI gii| AcArya zrI kA jaina ekatA para sadA se bala rhaa| sampradAyAtIta bhagavAna mahAvIra ke siddhAntoM kA pratipAlana caturvidha saMgha kA pramukha dhyeya rahe, etadartha ekatA ke vibhinna prastAva AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya | meM zrAvakoM dvArA pArita kie gae, yathA 1. dharmasthAna dharmArAdhana ke lie hai, kisI jAti yA sampradAya dvArA usa para adhikAra jatA kara | jhagar3A karane hetu nahIM, ataH dharma-sthAnoM ke lie jhagar3A nahIM kiyA jaave| 2. sampradAya yA saMghabheda ke binA paMca mahAvratadhArI sAdhu-sAdhvI kI sevA evaM unakI saMyamasAdhanA | meM sahayoga deMge tathA saMyamaviruddha pravRtti ko rokane hetu vyaktigata nivedana kreNge| parce nikAlanA athavA samAja kA vAtAvaraNa dUSita karanA ucita nhiiN| 3. sampradAya parivartana ke lie preraNA denA prema meM bAdhaka hai, ataH vibhinna sampradAyoM meM prema | sambaMdha bar3hAyA jAve, etadartha sampradAya parivartana kI preraNA nahIM kreNge| ____ isa prasaMga meM naitika evaM cAritrika utthAna ke prayatnoM hetu mArmika apIla kI gii| 14 janavarI 69 ko dhArmika pAThazAlA bhI prArambha huii| ___ pIpAr3a se sAthina, kosANA, khAMgaTA, ratakUr3iyA, kUDI hote hue caritanAyaka ke bhopAlagar3ha padhArane para madya
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________________ 'prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 163 | niSedha divasa manAyA gayA / yahA~ meghavAla baMdhuoM ne vyAkhyAna meM madya-niSedha kI pratijJA kii| kaI jor3oM ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kie| yahA~ se Apa nADasara, vAraNI, harasolAva, nokhA, rUNa, khajavANA, mUMDavA Adi meM dharma-pracAra karate hue nAgaura pdhaare| rAtri meM vividha viSayoM para praznottara hue| bAlakoM tathA bar3oM ne bIr3I sigareTa ke tyAga kie / | caritanAyaka ke grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karate samaya jainetara gharoM ke sadasyoM meM bhI tapasyA, kuvyasana- tyAga Adi ke prati ananya utsAha dekhA gyaa| Deha meM AcAryazrI ne bhRgu purohita para pravacana diyA jo jaina tathA jainetara samAja ke lie atyaMta preraNAspada rahA / kucerA, mer3atA hote Apa raNasIgA~va pdhaare| zikSA yA vidyA, jIvana calAne ke lie nahIM, kintu jIvana-nirmANa ke lie hai, ise samajhAte hue AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki sAkSaratA rahita jJAna vAle pazu-pakSI bhI jIvana calAte dekhe jAte haiN| bhojana, pAna tathA gRha nirmANa Adi kalAoM meM nipuNa, kintu anapar3ha pazu-pakSI jIvana banA nahIM sakate, kevala calAte haiN| yadi hama mAnava hokara vidyA par3hakara bhI isI prakAra jIvana calAkara saMtoSa kara leM to yaha hamArI bhUla hogii| raNasIgA~va meM diyA yaha zikSA vyAkhyAna kisI dIkSAnta samAroha ke vaktavya se bhI bar3hakara thA / jodhapura ke saradAra vidyAlaya ke vizAla prAMgaNa meM jyeSTha zuklA SaSThI saMvat 2026 guruvAra 22 maI 1969 ko AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM viraktA suzIlAkumArIjI (suputrI zrI bhairava siMha jI evaM zrImatI ugamakaMvara jI | mehatA, jodhapura) ko dIkSA pradAna kara unheM mahAsatI zrI madanakaMvara jI ma. kI ziSyA ghoSita kiyA gayA / jodhapura ke sabhI sampradAyoM va jAtiyoM ke bhaktoM para ApakA vyApaka prabhAva rahA hai / Apa jaba kabhI jodhapura padhArate, sthAnakavAsI, mUrtipUjaka, vaiSNava sabhI loga binA kisI sAmpradAyika bheda ke Apake darzana, pravacana zravaNa | kA lAbha lene hetu udyata rahate / isa pravAsa meM tapAgaccha ke kriyA bhavana meM Apake do pravacana hue| una pravacanoM meM | Apane pAMca samavAya meM puruSArtha kI pradhAnatA kA nirUpaNa kiyaa| saradArapurA, muthAjI kA mandira, mahAmandira Adi upa | nagaroM meM bhI ApakA virAjanA huaa| nAgaura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2026) saMvat 2026 (san 1969) kA ApakA cAturmAsa nAgaura meM huaa| nAgaura purAnA kSetra hai / ratnavaMzIya paramparA se isa kSetra kA dIrghakAla se saMbaMdha rahA hai| apane ArAdhya guru bhagavaMta jana-jana kI AsthA ke kendra pUjya caritanAyaka kA varSAvAsa pAkara nAgaura nivAsiyoM meM prabala utsAha thaa| isa cAturmAsa meM jJAna, dhyAna, tapa-tyAga va vrata- pratyAkhyAna kA ThATa rahA / isa cAturmAsa meM 9 dampatiyoM ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko bhAvita kiyA, | kaI vyakti paryuSaNa sevA dene hetu sakriya svAdhyAyI bne| isa cAturmAsa meM svAdhyAyiyoM ke jJAnArAdhana hetu patrAcAra pAThyakrama kI rUparekhA banA kara cAra kakSAe~ nirdhArita kI gaI evaM unake prazikSaNArtha dinAMka 26 akTUbara se 5 navambara taka zikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana bhI kiyA gyaa| isa cAturmAsa meM saradArapurA, jodhapura meM virAjita svAmI jI zrI lAbhacandajI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa ho gyaa| zrI lAbhacandajI ma.sA. ne vikrama saMvat 1970 kI akSaya tRtIyA ko 18 varSa kI yuvAvaya meM pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA. se bhAgavatI zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kara sAdhanA-mArga meM apane kadama bar3hAye the / kAyotsarga kara svAmI jI ma.sA. ko zraddhAMjali samarpita kI gaI / * zIlavrata ke pAlana para bala nAgaura kA varSAvAsa sampanna kara caritanAyaka kaDalU, mUMdiyADa, govA, bAsanI, gacchIpurA, soyalA pharasate hue *
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________________ 164 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dhanArI pdhaare| sAdhanA evaM zIla ke sAkAra svarUpa AcArya bhagavanta jina kSetro meM padhArate, vahA~ sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke saMdeza gaMjane lagate / brahmacarya bhI ApakI pramukha preraNA thii| bacapana se vairAgI akhaMDa bAlabrahmacArI ina mahApuruSa ke brahmacarya dIpta mukha maDala ko nihAra kara bhakta nihAla ho jAte, nayana kabhI tRpta hI nahIM hote, to dUsarI ora ApakA pAvana sAnnidhya bhaktajanoM ko sahaja hI zIla ArAdhana kI preraNA detaa| isa vihArakrama meM Apane barAbara isa bAta para bala diyA ki zIlavrata ke pAlana se Arogya, buddhibala va sahanazIlatA bar3hatI hai| zIla pAlana ke liye uttejaka AhAra evaM viSaya vikAroM ko protsAhita karane vAle nimittoM se bacanA Avazyaka hai, to nayanoM kI capalatA se bacanA bhI Avazyaka hai| sAdhaka ke mana meM mAtAoM bahinoM ke liye mAtRbhAva va bhaginI bhAva ho to bhoga kI ora AkarSaNa hI nahIM hogaa| Apake sAdhanAniSTha jIvana, brahmacarya-dIpta tejopuJja mukhamaMDala ke darzana, pIyUSa pAvinI vANI va preraNA se ina choTe-choTe kSetroM meM bhI loga zIlavrata grahaNa hetu sahaja prerita hue aura 23 dampatiyoM ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara Apake caraNAravindoM meM saccI bheMTa pradAna kii| __ApakI preraNA se bAvar3I meM dhArmika pAThazAlA prArambha huii| yahAM se vihAra kara caritanAyaka vIrANI, hIrAdesara, bhopAlagar3ha, araTiyA, daIkar3A, thabUkar3A, sUrapurA hote hue pauSa zuklA 11 ko jodhapura ke upanagara mahAmaMdira pdhaare| ghor3oM ke cauka sthAnaka meM ApazrI kI janmatithi tyAga-tapa se manAyI gii| 19 pharavarI 1970 mAghazuklA 13 saMvat 2026 ko vairAgI zItalarAja jI (putra zrI madanarAjajI siMghavI) kI | sAdagIpUrNa vAtAvaraNa meM dIkSA sampanna huii| isa prasaMga para 15 bhAI-bahina AjIvana brahmacArI bane / dIkSA ke eka dina pUrva pUjya AcArya pravara ne pharamAyA thA - "dIkSArthI evaM sAdhanA kA satkAra bAharI ADambara se nahIM, sAdhanA se kro| dIkSArthI jIvanaparyanta pUrNa brahmacarya aMgIkAra karatA hai| Apa saba bhI abrahma tyAga kI maryAdA kareM tathA jo bhuktabhogI ho cuke, unheM to pUrNa khaMdha kara lenA caahiye|" * ajamera hokara jayapura yahA~ se pAlAsanI, bilAr3A, jaitAraNa, nimAja, bara, koTar3A, byAvara kSetroM meM jJAna-varSA karate hue evaM kanhaiyAlAla jI chAjer3a baksIrAma jI rAjapUta, seTha bhaMvaralAla jI nimAja vAle, bhaMvaralAla jI padAvata kharavA vAle Adi kaI bhavyoM ko brahmacArI banAte hue Apa caitra zuklA ekAdazI ko ajamera pdhaare| Apake sAnnidhya meM mahAvIra jayantI ko viduSI mahAsatI zrI jasakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM viraktA bahina mInA kumArI mehatA kI dIkSA sampanna huii| | phira ajamera se Apa kizanagar3ha hote hue jayapura padhAre jahA~ akSaya tRtIyA para 18 pAraNaka hue| AcArya zrI ne yahA~ bhagavAna AdinAtha ke tapa evaM lokadharma zikSaNa para prakAza DAlA tathA pharamAyA ki tapa lokasukha kI kAmanA se karane para Atma-kalyANaka nahIM bntaa| tapa kA eka mAtra uddezya karma-nirjarA honA caahiye| * svAdhyAya zikSaNa zivira 20 se 28 maI 1970 taka samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala ke tattvAvadhAna meM jayapura meM svAdhyAyI zikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana kiyA gayA, jisameM savAImAdhopura kSetra ke 30 adhyApakoM sahita 89 zivirArthiyoM ne bhAga liyaa| AcAryapravara ne zivirakAla meM prAtaHkAla vyAkhyAna ke samaya zrAvaka ke 12 vratoM kA sundara prabhAvakArI vivecana kiyA, aparAhna kAla meM jaina darzana ke mUla tattvoM kA bar3I bArIkI ke sAtha sarala subodha zailI meM vizleSaNa kiyA tathA rAtri meM zivirArthiyoM ke praznoM kA samAdhAna kiyaa| isa avasara para 40 naye svAdhyAyI bane / yaha apane ApameM
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________________ andi prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 165 bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa zivira thA, jisake pazcAt grISmakAla meM lagabhaga prativarSa ziviroM kA Ayojana prArambha huaa| ___AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI puNya tithi jyeSTha zuklA 14 ko 500 sAmAyika dayA, pauSadha kI ArAdhanA ke anantara Apa jayapura se kizanagar3ha hote hue ajamera pdhaare| ajamera se pAdU padhArane para paMDitamuni zrI lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 3 ke sAtha milana huA evaM eka dina sAtha virAjakara ApakA cAturmAsArtha mer3atA kI | ora vihAra huaa| * mer3atA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2027) ___saMvat 2027 ke pacAsaveM cAturmAsa ke lie ApakA jayaghoSa karate nara-nAriyoM, bAlaka-bAlikAoM ke || vizAla samUha ke sAtha ThANA 6 se ASADha zuklA 9 somavAra 13 julAI 1970 ko mer3atA sthAnaka meM praveza huaa| ApakI preraNA aura sadupadeza se zrAvaNa pUrNimA ke dina mIrA kI nagarI mer3atA meM bhUdhara jaina pAThazAlA kA udghATana huaa| yahIM para zrI gajendra jaina sAmAyika svAdhyAya maMDala kI sthApanA huii| yahA~ zrI hIrAcanda jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya) ne 'jaya zrI zobhAcandra' pustaka likhii| ApakI AjJAnuvartinI sthavirA mahAsatI zrI haraka~varajI ma.sA. ThANA 4 se yahA~ hI virAjamAna thii| mahAsatI zrI kizanakaMvarajI ne mAsakSapaNa kI tapasyA kii| zrI ratanalAlajI siMghI ke jIvana meM parivartana huaa| isa cAturmAsa meM choTI-bar3I aneka tapasyAoM kA ThATa rahA, gyAraha zrAvaka 12 vratI bane evaM pA~ca dampatiyoM ne | AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| ___ pUjya gurudeva ke sAdhanAkAla ke 50 varSa AgAmI mAgha zuklA dvitIyA saMvat 2027 ko pUrNa hone ke pariprekSya meM zrAvaka samudAya ne ise samArohapUrvaka manAne hetu apanI bhAvanA bAra-bAra pUjyavarya ke samakSa prastuta kI, para pUjya varya kA spaSTa uttara thA-"Apa hameM sAdhaka mAnate haiM, sAdhakoM ke jIvana prasaMga para to saMyama sAdhanA va tyAga-pratyAkhyAna kI hI bheMTa dekara apanI bhAvanAe~ prastuta kI jA sakatI haiN|" ApazrI ke zrImukha se yaha pharamAne para ki "merA kyA, isa samaya (mAgha zuklA paMcamI) to mere jIvana nirmAtA pUjya gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcaMdajI ma.sA. kI dIkSA kI zatAbdI kA prasaMga hai" zrAvaka varga ne samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke tattvAvadhAna meM isa avasara para sAdhanA kAryakrama Ayojita karane kA nirNaya liyaa| tadanusAra nyAyamUrti zrI indranAthajI modI kI adhyakSatA meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala kI baiThaka Ayojita kI gaI evaM "AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. dIkSA zatAbdI sAdhanA-samAroha samiti" kA gaThana kara mAtra aThAraha varSa ke chAtra zrI jJAnendrajI bAphanA ko isake maMtrI pada kA dAyitva sauMpA gyaa| pUjyapAda ko apanI prazaMsA, abhinandana va apane svayaM ke nAma meM koI Ayojana svIkArya hI nahIM thaa| niraticAra sAdhanA ke 50 varSa pUrNa hone para bhI Apase aise kisI Ayojana kI sahamati milane kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM thii| saMyoga se pUjyapAda gurudeva kI dIkSA zatAbdI kA prasaMga sAtha meM hone se va bhaktoM kA prabala bhaktiyukta Agraha hone se Apane bhaktoM ke utsAha ko sAdhanA evaM tyAga-vairAgya se jor3ane kA yaha abhinava prayAsa kiyaa| jo bhI kArya huA use pUjya guruvarya ke nAma se jor3anA ApakI nirliptatA , utkaTa gurubhakti tathA ApakI vinamratA kA paricAyaka rhaa|
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________________ zobhAguru kI dIkSA-zatAbdI evaM svayaM kI dIkSA-arddhazatI ajamera meM mer3atA kA cAturmAsa sAnaMda sampanna kara zrAvakoM ke atyaMta Agraha para AcAryazrI thA~valA~, bAMdanavADA, bhinAya, vijayanagara hote hue satI-maMDala dhanakaMvarajI, umarAva kaMvarajI, mahAsatIzrI vicakSaNazrIjI kI ziSyAoM ko preraNA dete ajamera padhAre, jahA~ sva. AcAryazrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kA dIkSA zatAbdI sAdhanA-samAroha mAgha zuklA pratipadA se saptamI vi. saMvat 2027 (27 janavarI se 2 pharavarI 71) taka 'sAdhanA saptAha' ke rUpa meM paM. ratna zrI sohanalAlajI ma.sA. ThANA 3 ke saha-sAnnidhya meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke tattvAvadhAna meM manAyA gyaa| yaha maNikAMcana saMyoga thA ki guru-ziSya kI dIkSA tithiyoM meM mAtra tIna dina kA antara thaa| pUjyapAda AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA tithi mAgha zuklA paMcamI hai to unake suyogya zreSTha ziSya caritanAyaka kI dIkSA tithi mAgha zuklA dvitIyA hai| guru ziSya donoM kI dIkSA meM 50 varSa kA aMtara thaa| isa samAroha samiti ke adhyakSa zrI rikhabarAja jI karNAvaTa evaM maMtrI zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA ke netRtva meM zrI madanarAjajI siMghavI jodhapura, zrI pArasamalajI bAphanA bhopAlagar3ha, zrI saMpatarAjajI bAphanA bhopAlagar3ha, zrI rAmasiMha jI huMDA ostarAM (hIrAdesara), zrImatI saradAra bAI muNota ajamera prabhRti aneka bhakta zrAvakoM ke satprayAsoM se yaha sAdhanA samAroha gA~va-gA~va aura nagara-nagara meM manAyA gyaa| samAroha ke AyojakoM ne pracAra-prasAra ke nivedana-patroM meM preraNA kI ki mithyAtva, avrata, pramAda, kaSAya Adi se bacane ke lie satpuruSoM ke satsaMga, saMsmaraNa, dIkSA Adi ke prasaMga suSupta mAnava-mana ko jAgRta karate haiN| phalasvarUpa AzA se adhika saphalatA milii| kAryakartAoM ne 100 naye svAdhyAyI, 100 bAraha vratadhArI , 100 eka varSIya zIlavratadhArI, 100 AjIvana zIlavratI 100 zAkAhArI, 100 madyatyAgI, 100 dhUmrapAna tyAgI evaM 50 sthAnoM para sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA kA lakSya rkhaa| grAma-grAma evaM nagara-nagara meM utsAhapUrNa upalabdhiyA~ rhii| sthAna-sthAna para pratijJA-patra bhare ge| pratijJA-patra bharane vAloM kI saMkhyA isa prakAra rahI- mAMsa-tyAgI 686, madyatyAgI 681, dhUmrapAna-tyAgI 781, vArSika zIlavatI 211, svAdhyAyI 210, bAraha vratadhArI 124, AjIvana zIlavatI 173 jor3e, sAmAyika saMgha 50, chAtravRttidAtA 46 / nirdhArita lakSya se kaI gunA adhika saMkalpa-patra bharanA sabake lie pramoda kA viSaya thaa| inameM se aneko vyaktiyoM ne pUjyapAda AcArya zrI zobhAcaMdajI ma.sA. kI dIkSA zatAbdI ke pAvana dina para vyaktiza: upasthita hokara pUjya caritanAyaka ke mukhAravinda se pratyAkhyAna aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko bhAvita karate hue jinazAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kii| inake sAtha hI phUliyA kalAM meM svAdhyAya mitra maMDala, dhanopa va bAgasurI meM | jaina dhArmika pAThazAlA, jodhapura meM mahilA svAdhyAya maMDala kA zubhArambha huaa| isa pAvana prasaMga para aneka mahAnubhAvoM ne zrI vardhamAna sevA samiti ke koSa saMvardhana evaM svAdhyAya saMgha , jodhapura ko pA~ca varSoM taka artha-sahayoga dene kA saMkalpa kiyaa| ___AcArya zrI ke mauna, mAlA aura manana kA caturvidha saMgha para anUThA prabhAva parilakSita huaa| 28 se 31 janavarI 1971 taka ajamera ke motIkaTalA maidAna meM bhavya samAroha kA Ayojana huaa| hajAroM dharmAnurAgI tapa-tyAga, vrata-niyama, sAmAyika svAdhyAya kI zraddhA se pramudita evaM abhibhUta the| aneka sAdhu-sAdhvI tathA zrAvakoM ne AcArya
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 167 zrI ke vyaktitva aura kRtitva para prakAza DAlate hue unake kaThora sAdhaka jIvana kA guNagAna kara apane jIvana ko yatkiMcit Age baDhAne kI preraNA grahaNa kii| paNDitamuni zrI sohanalAlajI ma.sA, paM. zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA, paM. muni zrI lakSmIcandajI ma.sA, mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvarajI, mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI Adi ne guru-ziSya kI adbhuta guNasampanna jor3I ke vyaktitva evaM kRtitva se janasamudAya ko udbodhita kiyaa| _ anta meM caritanAyaka ne apane gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke ananya guNoM kA gAna kara guru kA apane jIvana para upakAra mAna kRtajJatA prakaTa karate hue unheM namana kiyA tathA vizAla janamedinI ko sambodhita karate hue pharamAyA -"sAmAjika aura pArivArika kSetra meM vyakti kA abhinaMdana use prasanna kara sakatA hai, kintu hamArA sAdhaka jIvana dUsare hI prakAra kA hai| hamane ina sAre jhaMjhaToM ko chor3akara kesariyA kasUmala, dAga-dAgine, bhUSaNa-AbhUSaNa, vibhUSaNa Adi sabhI bhautika vastuoM kA pUrNataH parityAga kara diyA hai|" ____ "sAdhanA ke pathika ko AtmA kA khaTakA hotA hai| ataH svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika se samyak jJAna prApta kara apane Apako par3ho aura apane Apako soco, sabhI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna puraskRta ho jaaegaa| jisa bhUmi para Apa aura hama baiThe haiM, vaha kaI kAraNoM se mahattvapUrNa hai| isI bhUmi para paTTA bichAkara AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA, AcArya zrI mannAlAla jI ma.sA, jaina divAkara zrI cauthamala jI ma.sA. aura paM. zrI mokhamacanda jI ma.sA. jaisI bar3I-bar3I vibhUtiyoM ne tyAga aura tapa kI rozanI se jinavANI kI varSA kI thii| 50 varSa pazcAt yaha maidAna phira sajIva ho uThA hai| (50 varSoM pUrva isI bhUmi para caritanAyaka kI zramaNa-dIkSA sampanna huI thii|) aba samaya hai sAmAjika aura sAmpradAyika vaimanasya ko chor3a svAdhyAya se jJAna-prApti kara bhrAtRtva tathA saMyama kA patha apnaaeN| jayantiyA~ manAne kI sArthakatA tabhI hogI jaba jIvana meM AdhyAtmikatA kI pahala hogii| sAdhu-jIvana kI maryAdA hone se samAja aura deza-videza meM susaMskAroM kA pracAra-prasAra eka aise zrAvaka samudAya se ho jo susaMskRta, suzikSita tathA suvratI ho|" caritanAyaka ne svAdhyAya kA mahattva prakaTa karate hue pharamAyA -"samyagjJAna prApta karanA hai to svAdhyAya kro| hamAre sAmane hajAroM samasyAe~ ho, parantu una sabakA samAdhAna maiMne svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika meM pAyA hai| samAja meM jhagar3e kyoM hote haiM ? sampradAya meM jhagar3e kyoM hote haiM? inake pIche bhI mUla kAraNa yahI hai ki Aja samAja meM svAdhyAya kI pravRtti nahIM hai|" apane guru AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke sambandha meM vicAra prakaTa karate hue kahA - "AcArya zrI mere dharmaguru , mere dharmAcArya , parama maMgala jIvana jIne vAle zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja, kI || sAdhanA ke Aja 100 varSa pUre ho ge| saM. 1927 meM 13 varSa kI vaya meM unhoMne AjIvana brahmacarya hI nahIM, balki | tana, mana aura vANI se saMyamita rahane ke mahAvrata svIkAra kiye| pUjya zrI zobhAcandrajI mahArAja ne santa-jIvana kA Adarza prastuta kiyaa| ve mahAn tyAgI, tapasvI, zAnta, sarala aura mRdu svabhAva ke the| ve sampradAya ke bhedabhAva kI | bhAvanA se Upara uThe hue the| kisI ke prati tiraskAra kI bhAvanA unameM nahIM thii| sabake sAtha unake bar3e madhura sambandha | the| unhoMne hRdaya se prema karanA sIkhA thaa| hama satkAra karane vAloM se prema kara sakate haiM, para virodha karane vAloM se prema karanA muzkila hai| virodhiyoM se prema karane vAle ve pUjanIya santa the|" ___"AcArya zrI zobhAguru jJAna aura kriyA donoM ke dhanI the| zArdUla kesarIvat Apa zrI zAnta evaM saumya the tathA nirdhArita patha para calane meM usakI bhAMti tejasvI bhI the| unakA mantavya thA ki apanI nIti-rIti para calane |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 168 vAle vyakti ko kisI se Darane kI AvazyakatA nahI haiN| unakI nIti thI je AcAra UjalA te zAdUlA sIha / Apo rAkhe Ujalo, to kiNa ro ANe bIha // jo AcAra meM ujjvala haiM, ve zArdUla siMha kI bhA~ti hai| unheM phira kisI anya se Darane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / -- "gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI mahArAja ke mere para ananta upakAra haiN| unake caraNoM meM rahakara maiMne bahuta kucha pAyA hai| maiM unake saMghAr3e kA adhikArI hU~ lekina mere mana meM unhoMne isa prakAra ke | saMskAra bhare haiM ki eka sampradAya meM rahakara bhI sampUrNa jinazAsana ke hita meM kAma karU~ / eka samaya AyA, jaba mai saMgha meM rahA, para vahA~ jaba maiM kAma nahIM kara sakA to apane Apako surakSita rakhate hue alaga ho gyaa| usake bAda bhI merA yahI lakSya rahA ki maiM caturvidha saMgha kI unnati ke lie kArya karatA rhuuN|" " eka samaya kI bAta hai, AcArya gurudeva kisI naye kSetra meM padhAre to vahA~ ke sampradAyavAdI loga | bole-"mahArAja ! Apa jaise santoM kI sevA kA mana to rahatA hai, para Apa hamAre virodhI sampradAya ke saMtoM ke sAtha | baiThakara vyAkhyAna karate ho| yadi aisA na karo to hama ApakI sevA bhakti karane ko taiyAra haiM / - AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ne kahA . " bhAI ! tumhArI bhakti aura vandanA rahane do| maiMne tumhArI vandanA ke lie saMyama nahIM liyA hai, jo tumhAre kahe anusAra saMtoM ke sAtha baiThanA chor3a dU~ / hA~, | jina-AjJA ke viparIta kisI kA vyavahAra dikhA to jarUra vicAra karU~gA / saMyama ko nirmala rakhakara | calane vAloM ko svarga ke deva bhI vandana karate haiM aura yadi hama apane mArga para nahIM caleMge to vandanA karane para bhI hamArA kalyANa nahIM hogA / " AcArya zrI zobhAguru kI dRr3hatA aura saMyamaniSThA se virodhI bhI natamastaka the / AcArya zrI tyAgI, virAgI, vidvAn, tapasvI aura pahuMce hue saMta the / svamata - paramata ke jJAtA hokara bhI ve jina-vacanoM para aTala zraddhAvAna the / AhAra, vihAra, Asana, zayana, svAdhyAya, dhyAna meM ve niyamita the / ve AcArya kI ATha sampadAoM se yukta evaM nirabhimAnI the / hama satkAra karane vAloM se prema karate haiM, para virodha karane vAloM se prema karanA muzkila hotA hai / ve virodhiyoM se prema karane vAle pUjanIya santa the / unake hajAroM guNoM meM se maiMne kucha hI guNoM ko ginAyA hai|" caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA - "yadi jinazAsana ko unnata karanA hai, sAdhu-samAja ko U~cA rakhanA hai to | sAdhuoM aura zrAvakoM ke bIca eka madhyamavarga kI sthApanA karanA Avazyaka hai| yaha varga deza-videza meM | dharma pracAra kara sakatA hai|" Apane isa samAroha ke aMtima dina zatAdhika logoM ko zIlavrata kA niyama karAte hue pharamAyA - " burAI | kI jAnakArI ke uparAnta usake tyAga se hI sukha-samRddhi sambhava hai|" parivAra niyojana ke Aja taraha-taraha | ke kRtrima upAya kie jAte haiM, parantu bhagavAna mahAvIra ne isakA bar3A sarala upAya batAyA hai| unake dvArA batAye gae brahmacarya se tejasvitA aaegii| parivAra niyojana bhI yatheccha ho jAegA aura jIvana bar3A Anandamaya hokara vyatIta hogA / " isa prasaMga para madya-mAMsa tyAga, dhUmrapAna niSedha Adi aneka upalabdhiyoM ke sAtha zatAdhika dampatiyoM dvArA brahmacaryavrata kA niyama svIkAra kiyA gyaa| tatkAlIna kalakTara zrI anilajI boradiyA ne AcArya zrI ke ajamera
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 169 padArpaNa ko ajamera ke lie saubhAgya tathA sukhada saMyoga maanaa| ajamera zahara ke katlakhAne banda rhe| samApana | samAroha ke avasara para samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke mAnanIya adhyakSa nyAyamUrti zrI indranAtha jI modI ne 'sAdhanA samAroha samiti' ke mAnada maMtrI zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA ko svarNapadaka pradAna kara sammAnita kiyaa| sAdhanA-samAroha | samiti ke maMtrI ke AbhAra-pradarzana ke sAtha samAroha sampanna huaa| ajamera kA yaha kAryakrama dharma-kriyAoM evaM dharma-prabhAvanA kI dRSTi se eka mahattvapUrNa sopAna siddha huaa|
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________________ jodhapura, kosANA aura jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2028 se 2030) dIkSA zatAbdI evaM dIkSA svarNajayantI ke anantara caritanAyaka ThANA 7 se ajamera se vihAra kara kizanagaDha, | godiyANA, tihArI, jhADola, goThiyANA, DabarailA Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue phatehagaDha padhAre / yahA~ ApakI preraNA se jaina pAThazAlA prArambha huii| phatehagaDha se vihAra kara Apa saravADa kekar3I, devalI Adi kSetroM meM dharmodyota karate hue holI cAturmAsArtha dUNI viraaje| holI cAturmAsoparAnta pUjyapAda nainavA~, deI, jarakhodA, khAtolI hote hue saMvat 2027 caitra kRSNA ekAdazI ko alIgaDha - rAmapurA padhAre / yahA~ pUjya AcArya zrI Ananda RSijI ma.sA. virAja rahe the| unake do santa pUjya pravara kI agavAnI hetu padhAre / AcAryadvaya kA sneha milana zraddhAluoM ke AkarSaNa kA kendra thaa| donoM AcAryapravara ne saMyukta saMgha-yojanA para vicAra-vimarza karate hue isake liye prastAvita niyamAvalI para carcA kii| donoM mahApuruSoM ke kanyA pAThazAlA meM saMyukta vyAkhyAna hue| tIna dinoM ke vicAra-vinimaya ke anantara vihAra kara Apa caitra zuklA 2 saMvat 2028 ko savAImAdhopura pdhaare| yahAM cAra dina viraaje| mumukSu khemasiMha jI ne guru caraNoM meM upasthita hokara zIghra dIkSita kara apane caraNa-sarojoM meM lene kI prArthanA kii| mumukSu khemasiMha kI tIvra vairAgya-utkaNThA va jayapura zrI saMgha kI vinati ko lakSya meM rakhakara parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne dIkSA-mahotsava jayapura meM Ayojita karane kI svIkRti pradAna kii| ___savAImAdhopura se vihAra kara pUjyapravara zyAmapurA, kuNDerA va cautha kA baravAr3A kSetroM meM dhArmika zikSaNa kI | preraNA karate hue nivAI padhAre / vahA~ se mArgavartI vibhinna kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue vaizAkha kRSNA aSTamI ko jayapura pdhaare| 2 maI 1971 vikrama saMvat 2028 vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI ko yahAM ke rAmalIlA maidAna meM mumukSu yuvaka zrI khemasiMha (suputra zrI rAma baksa jI rAjapurohita) kI bhAgavatI zramaNadIkSA sollAsa sampanna huii| dIkSArthI kI mahAbhiniSkramaNa yAtrA ananya gurubhakta zrI anopacanda jI sirahamalajI bamba ke nivAsa sthAna se prArambha huI , jisameM sthAnIya va Agantuka hajAroM bhAI-bahina sammilita hue| bar3I dIkSA bhI jayapura meM hI sampanna huI tathA navadIkSita muni zrI kA nAma 'muni zubhacandra' rakhA gyaa| dIkSA-prasaMga para bhopAlagaDha ke mUla nivAsI zrI bhaMvaralAlajI botharA ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara saMyama kA saccA anumodana kiyaa| * jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2028) jayapura se vihAra kara AcArya zrI bagarU dUdU, kizanagar3ha, ajamera, puSkara, govindagar3ha, mer3atA, goTana Adi kSetroM meM dharma-jyoti kA pAvana prakAza phailAte hue khAMgaTA padhAre, jahA~ zrI madhukara muni jI se sumadhura vArtAlApa huaa| yahA~ se Apa pIpAr3a, pAlAsanI Adi kSetroM meM vItarAgavANI kI jJAna gaMgA bahAte hue ASAr3ha zuklA 10 ko ThANA 9 se
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 171 saMvat 2028 kA 51vAM cAturmAsa karane hetu jodhapura pdhaare| AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvarajI ma.sA. bhI | apane satImaNDala ke sAtha ghoDoM kA cauka virAja rahe the| isa avadhi meM zrAvakoM ne zrI gajendra sevA samiti kA gaThana kiyaa| 20 se 24 akTUbara 71 taka Ayojita svAdhyAya zikSaNa zivira kA udghATana zrI zAnticandrajI bhaMDArI ne | kiyaa| pro. zrI cA~damala jI karNAvaTa, zrI kanhaiyAlAla jI loDhA, zrI pArasamalajI prasUna Adi ne prazikSaNa diyaa| anya vidvAnoM ne bhI vArtAeM dii| zrI nemIcandrajI bhAvuka ke mukhyAtithya tathA prasiddha eDavokeTa zrI thAnacanda jI mehatA kI adhyakSatA meM zivira kA samApana kAryakrama sampanna huA, jisameM mahilA jAgRti kI ora vizeSa dhyAna AkarSita kiyA gyaa| Apane svAdhyAyiyoM ko udbodhana meM pharamAyA - "svAdhyAyI apane vicArabala se choTA sA bhI aisA varga nirmita kare, jo zAsana ko sahI rUpa meM dipA ske|" ajJAna-AvaraNa dUra karane ke lie Apane svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika kI ArAdhanA ko Avazyaka btaayaa| isa samaya sAmAyika para Apane eka pada kI racanA kI, jisakI katipaya paMktiyA~ isa prakAra haiM - sAmAyika meM sAra hai, TAre viSaya vikAra hai| karalo bhayyA (pyAre) sAmAyika to, hogA beDA pAra hai||tter / / bharata bhUpa ne kAca bhavana meM, sAmAyika apanAyA ho| viSaya kaSAya ko dUra haTAkara, vItarAga pada pAyA ho / / jar3a jaga se mana mor3a ke , pAyA kevala sAra hai ||krlo // 2 // matAraja muni sAmAyika kara, tana kA moha haTAyA ho -2 prabala vedanA sahakara usane, kevalajJAna milAyA ho...2 / / cAturmAsa meM pA~ca mAsakhamaNa tapa binA bAhya ADambara ke hue| caritanAyaka jJAna ko samAja kI A~kha ke rUpa meM mAnate the| Apane itihAsa ke jJAna ko bhI vartamAna ko samunnata, bhaviSya ko ujjvala evaM kalyANakArI banAne hetu Avazyaka pratipAdita kiyaa| cAturmAsa meM acchI jJAnArAdhanA huii| isa cAturmAsa meM mAravAr3a , mevAr3a, karnATaka, mahArASTra, madrAsa Adi prAntoM ke zrAvakoM kA Agamana vizeSa rhaa| baiMgalora se 600 zrAvakoM kA saMgha saMghapati zrI mAMgIlAlajI godAvata ke netRtva meM AcAryapravara ke darzana lAbha kara kRtArtha huaa| zrI jasarAja jI golecchA kI dharmapatnI zrImatI dhApUbAI ne 85 veM upavAsa kA pratyAkhyAna kiyaa| jodhapura ke pAvaTA, mahAmandira, muthAjI ke mandira Adi upanagaroM meM virAjakara caritanAyaka zAstrInagara padhAre, jahA~ zrI pukharAja jI bhaMsAlI evaM javarIlAlajI kUmaTa ne AjIvana zIlavata svIkAra kiyaa| upanagaroM meM jinavANI kI jJAnagaMgA bahAte hue Apane jana-jana ko deza-videza meM dharma-pracAra kI preraNA dii| yahA~ se Apa bambora, AgolAI, DhADhaNiyA hokara bAlesara pdhaare| yahAM Apake pravacanAmRta rUpI pAvana udbodhana va kerU vAle zrI mohanalAlajI ke prayAsoM se samAja meM pArasparika jhagar3A samApta huA va paraspara maitrI va sneha bhAva kA saMcAra huaa| bAlesara satA se mArgazIrSa pUrNimA ko bAlesara durgAvatAM padhAre, taba bhArata-pAkistAna ke yuddha meM 3-12-71 ko jodhapura para bamabArI haI , kinta, Ayambilavrata kI ArAdhanA se jaise dvArikAnagarI para deva kA vaza nahIM calA, usI prakAra dharma ke pratApa se zahara meM kucha bhI hAni nahIM huii| mAtra eka bama phaTa kara raha gyaa| bAlesara dargAvatA meM sIDhiyoM se phisalane ke kAraNa Apake kamara meM gaharI coTa aayii| kintu ApameM itanI zAnti evaM samatA kI ajasradhArA pravAhita thI ki Apake cehare para koI zikana nhiiN| jodhapura se Ae cikitsaka DaoN. pI.ela. bAphanA ne jaba coTagrasta aMga ko dekhanA cAhA to Apane rAtri meM TArca se dekhane kI bhI anumati nahIM dii| zarIra para coTa kA prabhAva to thA hii| isalie Apako yahA~ para pAMca dina virAjanA pdd'aa| isake pazcAt Apa
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM / / 172 AgolAI meM svAsthya lAbha hetu 17 dina viraaje| yahAM kuMvara mahendrasiMhajI dvArA zarAba ke tyAga, ghevarajI saMcetI dvArA dhUmrapAna-tyAga evaM rUpA ghAMcI dvArA cilama pIne kA tyAga kiyA gayA, jo yaha siddha karate haiM ki AcArya zrI kA prabhAva gA~va-gA~va, DhANI-DhANI ke jana-jana para thaa| grAmavAsiyoM ne dharmArAdhana va jJAnArAdhana kA usa avadhi meM jo lAbha liyA use grAmavAsI Aja bhI smaraNa karate haiN| pUjyapAda ke virAjane se AgolAI grAma dhanya dhanya ho gyaa| Aja yaha choTA sA gA~va ratnavaMza kA viziSTa kSetra hai va yahA~ ke sabhI bhAI-bahina sAmAyika-svAdhyAya va saMgha-sevA meM apanA viziSTa sthAna rakhate haiN| AgolAI se caritanAyaka kalyANapura pdhaare| yahA~ Apane jJAna bhaMDAra kA avalokana kiyaa| yahA~ se DolI, dhavA, lUNAvAsa borAnADA Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue Apane jodhapura ke upanagara saradArapurA kSetra meM padArpaNa kiyaa| apane ArAdhya gurudeva ke padArpaNa se utsAhita jodhapura vAsiyoM ne pUjyapAda ke pAvana darzana, vandana va pravacanAmRta kA sotsAha lAbha liyaa| pUjyavarya kA jodhapura ke jana-jana para kitanA vyApaka prabhAva thA, isakA anumAna Apake ananya bhakta prasiddha bhajanIka zrI daulatarUpacaMdajI bhaMDArI dvArA vyakta isa bAta se lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki jaba bhI pUjya mahArAja padhArate haiM to bhItoM (dIvAroM) se AdamI nikala Ate haiN| kahane kA Azaya yahI ki Apa bhale hI grAma-nagara, mahAnagara athavA jaMgala meM jahA~ kahIM bhI virAjate, nityaprati saikaDoM bhakta Apake darzanArtha pahu~ca kara apane Apako saubhAgyazAlI smjhte|| yahA~ phAlguna kRSNA 12 zukravAra dinAMka 13 pharavarI 1972 ko Apake antevAsI saMta zrI maganamuni jI ma.sA. kA jvara ke anantara ghor3oM kA cauka sthAnaka meM svargavAsa ho gyaa| zrI maganamuni jI ma.sA. jodhapura ke suzrAvaka zrI sonarAja jI muNota ke sAMsArika putra the va Apane jodhapura meM hI saMvat 2020 vaizAkha zuklA trayodazI ko parama pUjya caritanAyaka ke mukhAravinda se zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kI thii| Apa zAnta, dAnta, tapasvI evaM sevAbhAvI santa the| thokar3e sIkhane sikhAne meM ApakI vizeSa abhiruci thii| Apake saMyamaniSTha jIvana kA paricaya dete hue Apako zraddhAMjali dI gii| yahIM para dinAMka 17 pharavarI ko AcAryapravara ke parama bhakta, prakhara pratibhA ke dhanI, agragaNya saMghasevI prakhara vicAraka isa yazasvI paramparA ke yazasvI zrAvaka zrI indranAtha jI modI kA svargavAsa ho gyaa| modI sA rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke kAryavAhaka mukhya nyAyAdhIza pada se sevAnivRtta hue / ve osavAla siMha sabhA, jodhapura varddhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha, zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha evaM samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala Adi vibhinna saMsthAoM ke varSoM taka adhyakSa rhe| samarpita sujJa zrAvaka evaM vivekazIla vyaktitva ke nidhana se zrAvaka samAja ko dhakkA lgaa| ___phAlgunI cAturmAsika pUrNimA ko saradAra skUla ke prAMgaNa meM caritanAyaka kA prabhAvI pravacana huA, jisake zravaNArtha jodhapura ke pUrva nareza gajasiMha jI ne upasthita hokara apane Apako kRtakRtya smjhaa| jodhapura se vihAra kara Apa kAkelAva pdhaare| yahA~ Apane pallIvAla mandira meM jJAna bhaMDAra kA avalokana kiyaa| yahAM se rohaTa padhArane para jaina jainetara sabhI ne Apake pAvana-darzana evaM pravacana-pIyUSa kA lAbha liyaa| Apake saMyamaniSTha jIvana evaM tapaHpUta vyaktitva se prabhAvita hokara zrI gaNezajI purohita ne Apase dharma kA svarUpa samajhA va Apako apanA guru banA kara apane Apako dhanya-dhanya maanaa| yahAM se khAraDA, gumaTI hote hue caritanAyaka caitrakRSNA 12 ko pAlI pdhaare| yahA~ jJAnagacchIya mahAsatI jI zrI sumati kaMvarajI, mahAsatI zrI umarAva kuMvarajI 'arcanA' , mevAr3asihanI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 173 mahAsatI zrI jasakaMvara jI, mahAsatIjI kesara kaMvara jI tathA paMjAba se padhAre mahAsatI maMDala ne Apake darzana va sAnidhya kA lAbha liyaa| yahAM ApakA svAmI zrI brajalAlajI ma. paM. ratna zrI madhukara munijI ma. se sneha milana huA va mahAvIra jayantI ke pAvana prasaMga para kapar3A bAjAra meM sammilita pravacana bhI huaa| Apake isI pravAsa ke madhya yahAM bahuzruta paMDita ratna zrI samarthamalajI ma.sA. kA padArpaNa huaa| donoM mahApuruSoM ne paraspara carcA va vArtAlApa kiyaa| bahuzruta jI ma.sA. ne Apako apane santoM kA paricaya dete hue pramoda kA anubhava kiyaa| prathama vaizAkha zuklA paMcamI saMvat 2029 ko bar3e haraka~varajI ma.sA. kA mer3atA siTI meM svargavAsa ho gyaa| rAjasthAna ke bUMdI jilA sthita samidhI grAma meM zrI chogAlAla jI poravAla kI dharmapatnI kI kukSi se pauSa kRSNA 5 vikrama saMvat 1954 ko janme haraka~varajI ne savAImAdhopura meM kArtika zuklA 12 saMvat 1972 ko bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara pravrajyA patha apanAyA thaa| bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI ziSyA rahI ina mahAsatI ne 57 varSoM taka niraticAra saMyama kA pAlana kara apanI AtmA ko bhAvita kiyaa| __ pAlI se vihAra kara pUjyapravara jADaNa, bAgAvAsa, sojata, sAMDiyA, pIpaliyA, nimAja, bara, byAvara, pIsAMgana | puSkara Adi vibhinna kSetroM meM dharmodyota karate hue prathama vaizAkhI pUrNimA ko ajamera pdhaare| yahA~ dvitIya vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA ko samyag jJAna pracAraka maNDala kI ora se jaina sthAnaka lAkhana koTaDI meM guNI abhinandana samAroha kA Ayojana kiyA gyaa| nyAyamUrti zrI sohananAtha jI modI ke mukhya Atithya va DaoN narendra bhAnAvata ke saMyojakatva meM sampanna isa samAroha meM zAstrIya vidyAdhyayana ke liye zrI himmata siMha jI sarUpariyA udayapura kA, jIvana meM jJAna va | kriyA ke yoga hetu zrI cAMdamalajI karNAvaTa bhopAlagaDha kA adhyAtma cintana evaM nUtana gaveSaNA hetu cintanazIla manISI vidvAn zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI loDhA, kekaDI kA evaM saMgha-sevA hetu zrI saradAramalajI sAMDa kA abhinandana kiyA gyaa| isa avasara para apane maMgala udbodhana meM Apane samAja meM jJAna evaM AcAra ke sAmaMjasya kI AvazyakatA para bala diyaa| pUjyapravara kA cintana thA ki saMgha va samAja meM anekoM kAryakartAoM, tyAgavatI zrAvaka -zrAvikAoM evaM cintanazIla prabuddha vidvAnoM kI bhUmikA vikAsa meM mahanIya hai, para unakA yogadAna jana-sAmAnya ke samakSa nahIM A pAtA, ve to binA yaza kAmanA ke apanI bhUmikA adA kara jAte haiN| vastuta: saMgha-racanA evaM zAsana kI prabhAvanA ke | mukhya sUtradhAra to ye hI nIMva ke patthara haiN| zIrSa ke kaMgUroM kI zobhA inhIM nIMva ke patthara mAphika saMgha-seviyoM dvArA | kiye gaye yogadAna se hai| saMgha-samAja ke samakSa inake yogadAna ko lAyA jA sake, isI punIta lakSya se saMgha ne | guNI-abhinandana yojanA ko apnaayaa| 'guNiSu pramodaM' kI mahanIya bhAvanA se prArambha isa yojanA ke pIche una | mahApuruSa ke manomastiSka meM jahA~ eka ora ina chipe raloM ko prakAza meM lA kara samAja meM pramoda bhAva ko bar3hAvA dene kA lakSya thA, vahIM kAryakartAoM ke puruSArtha, vicArazIla vidvadvarga ke cintana evaM tyAgavratI zrAvakagaNa ke aMtarhadaya se udbhuta zubha kAmanAoM ko sUtrabaddha kara ekAkAra karanA bhI thaa| vastuta: tInoM hI jJAna, darzana evaM cAritra || kI taraha ekAkAra hokara sundara Adarza saMgha-saMracanA kA dAyitva nirvahana kara sakate haiN| eka bhAvanA yaha bhI parilakSita hotI hai ki vidvAn mAtra jJAna-sAdhanA taka hI sImita na ho, usake jJAna meM | zraddhA evaM saMgha ke prati samarpaNa kA bala ho aura isI samarpaNa bhAva ke sAtha vaha bhI 'jJAnasya phalaM virati:' kA Adarza apanA kara apane jIvana meM yathAzakya vrata-pratyAkhyAna grahaNa kara dharma ko apane AcaraNa meM apnaaye| tyAgavatI suzrAvakagaNa tapatyAga ke sAtha hI jJAna-svAdhyAya-sAdhanA ko apanA kara sone meM suhAgA kI kahAvata caritArtha kare
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 174 evaM apane tapa-tyAga ke bala se kAyakartAoM kA bala baneM / kAryakartAgaNa apane ko saMgha sevA meM samarpita karane ke sAtha vidvadvarya ke cintana evaM tyAgI suzrAvakagaNa ke saMrakSaNa ke prati pUrNa samAdara rakheM tathA unake mArgadarzana meM saMgha ko pragati patha para agrasara karane kA puruSArtha kareM tathA svayaM bhI apane jIvana meM svAdhyAya se jJAna jyoti prajvalita karane va sAmAyika se vrata grahaNa kara sAdhanA-zIlatA ko sAtha meM apanAne kA lakSya rkheN| inhIM saba bhAvanAoM ko samAhita karate huye saMgha ne guNI-abhinandana yojanA ke antargata prativarSa kama se kama eka vidvAn, eka sAdhaka zrAvaka evaM eka samAjasevI kAryakartA kA abhinandana kara unake mahanIya yogadAna ko ujAgara karane kA lakSya rkhaa| pUjyavarya pharamAyA karate ki guNIjanoM kA abhinandana vastuta: guNoM kA abhinandana hai , guNIjanoM dvArA samAja | para kiye gaye upakAra se uRNa hone kA eka choTA sA prayAsa mAtra hai| guNiyoM ke abhinandana se guNI- jana nahIM varan svayaM samAja gauravAnvita hotA hai| ajamera meM isa samaya pravartaka zrI choTamala jI ma.sA. , paM. ratna zrI sohanalAla jI ma. bhI ThANA 3 se virAja rahe the, acAnaka pravartaka svAmI zrI choTamalajI ma. kA akSaya tRtIyA para svargavAsa ho gyaa| kAyotsarga kara guNAnuvAda sabhA kI gii| * kosANA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2029) ajamera se tilorA, thAMvalA, bhairUMdA, mevar3A, pAdU bar3I-choTI, mer3atAsiTI, goTana, rajalANI nArasara, bhopAlagar3ha, ratakur3iyA, khAMgaTA, mAdaliyA pharasate hue caritanAyaka AcArya zrI ne ThANA 6 (laghu lakSmIcandajI ma.sA, zrI mANakacandajI ma.sA, zrI jayantamuni jI ma.sA, zrI hIrAcandajI ma.sA, zrI zubhamunijI ma.sA. sahita) ke sAtha saMvat 2029 kA 52vAM cAturmAsa karane hetu kosANA gAMva meM ASADha zuklA prathama dazamI ko praveza kiyaa| pUrA gA~va svAgata meM umar3a par3A aura Apa zrI ke pravacana prabhAva se dazAdhika yugaloM ne AjIvana zIlavrata grahaNa kiyA tathA madya-mAMsa tyAga ke sAtha hI prativarSa 5 jIva amara karane kA niyama bhI liyaa| kosANA meM Ayambila, dayA, upavAsa, bele, tele, aThAI Adi tapasyAoM kA adbhuta ThATa rhaa| viznoI samAja ke amarAjI ne 21 dina kI tapasyA kii| dharmadhyAna meM viznoI bhAI motIjI, aNadAjI , phagalUjI, sAlU jI Adi pacAsoM vyaktiyoM ne lAbha lekara AcAryapravara ke caraNoM meM apanI bhakti arpita kii| kosANA se sAthina padArpaNa para ApakI preraNA se ThAkura govindasiMhajI ne jIvana paryanta zikAra evaM akhAdya ke tyAga kA niyama liyaa| yahA~ se seThoM kI riyAM meM AjIvana zIlavrata karAte hue pIpAr3a pdhaare| zrAvakadharma para AcArya zrI ke pravacana se preraNA lekara aneka bhAI-bahanoM ne 12 vrata aMgIkAra kie| yahA~ se bhAvI, bilAr3A, bAlAgrAma, kAparar3A, bInAvAsa, pAlAsanI, bisalapura, DAMgiyAvAsa, banAr3a ko pharasate hue tathA aneka zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko zIlavrata se maryAdita karate hue Apa jodhapura pdhaare| isa bIca bAlAgrAma se kAparar3A kI ora vihAra ke samaya AcArya zrI calate-calate acAnaka apane sAtha cala rahe zrAvakoM se bola uThe - "jina zAsana rUpI mAna sarovara kA haMsA Aja ur3a gayA hai|" yaha jAnakara vismaya hotA hai ki kucha samaya pazcAt jodhapura se Aye zrAvaka zrI pArasamalajI reDa ne batAyA ki bahazrata paNDitaratna zrI samarthamalajI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa ho gayA hai| AcAryapravara ko bahuzruta paNDita muni jI ke svargavAsa kA pUrvAbhAsa ho gayA thaa| zrI reDa jI se sUcanA milane para nirvANa kAyotsarga kara zraddhAMjali dI gii|
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 175 grAmAnugrAma vihAra karate hue AcArya zrI jodhapura padhAre, jahA~ ApakA zrI puSkaramuni ma.sA. ke sAtha vyAkhyAna huaa| 4 janavarI 1973 ko pUjya zrI ghAsIlAlajI ma.sA. ke svargavAsa kI sUcanA milane para unheM kAyotsarga ke sAtha zraddhAJjali dI gii| pUjya zrI ghAsIlAlajI ma.sA. ke dvArA sthAnakavAsI sampradAya ko mAnya AgamoM kI saMskRta TIkA karane sahita aneka granthoM ke rUpa meM unake yogadAna kA smaraNa kiyA gyaa| AcAryapravara kI preraNA se jodhapura meM aneka zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne zIlavrata evaM 12 vrata aMgIkAra kie| mahilAoM ne sAmAyika meM vikathA na karane kA niyama liyaa| mahAmaMdira, maMDora, bAvar3I, birAI pharasate hue Apa mAgha kRSNA aSTamI ko bhopAlagar3ha padhAre / yahA~ ThAkura rAmasiMhajI ne AcArya zrI se prabhAvita hokara ahiMsA kA pracAra kiyA tathA paMca divasIya alpakAla meM 20 vyaktiyoM ne AjIvana zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se Apa rajalANI, goTana, lAmbAjATA hote hue mer3atA pdhaare| yahA~ se bhakharI padhArane para mAgha zuklA 13 dinAMka 15 pharavarI 1973 ko bastImala jI loDhA (suputra zrI khemarAjajI loDhA) aura zrImatI sUraja kuMvara (dharmapatnI zrI mohanalAlajI surANA) kI dIkSA sampanna huii| yahA~ se Apa thA~valA, tilaurA, puSkara hote hue ajamera padhAre, jahA~ gaNezamalajI boharA kI bahina ko saMthArA karAyA jo 6 ghaMTe bAda sIjha gyaa| yahA~ se madanagaMja padhArane para bAdaramala jI modI ko yAvajjIvana saMthArA karAyA aura mAMgalika diyaa| zAma ko 6 baje unakA saMthArA sIjha gyaa| yaha ghaTanA sabake lie Azcaryajanaka thii| yahA~ se AcArya zrI kizanagar3ha, DIDavAnA, paDAsolI, gAgaraDU, harasolI, dUdU , pAlU, gAr3hotA, bagarU, hIrApura ko pAvana karate hae jayapura padhAre / kucha dina vahA~ virAja kara Apa Amera, kUkasa, acarola hote hue caMdavAjI padhAre, jahA~ para eka harijana bhAI ne mAMsa-madya va niraparAdha jIva kI hatyA kA jIvana paryanta tyAga kiyaa| yahAM sarapaMca devIsahAya jI se saMskRta meM vArtA karate samaya prasaMgavaza bhagavadgItA ke 'sarvadharmAn parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja' zlokAMza para jijJAsA kA samAdhAna karate hue Apane pharamAyA-" jo loga kRSNa ke Azraya se varga, dharma sampradAya Adi saba dharmoM kA parityAga artha batalAte haiM, ve vastu tattva se anabhijJa haiN| kRSNa jaise udAramanA mahApuruSa isa prakAra mAnava ko mAnava se vigraha kA zikSaNa nahIM de skte| yahAM svadharma kA abhiprAya Atmadharma se hai| bhUtadharma zarIra aura indriya ke dharmoM ko chor3akara | merI arthAt AtmA kI zaraNa svIkAra karane ke lie kRSNa kA upadeza ho sakatA hai|" yahA~ se Apa manoharapurA, zAhapurA hote hue bhIlavAr3I pdhaare| grAma paMcAyata ke samIpa Apane zikSakoM ko sAdhudharma se avagata kraayaa| eka zikSaka ne pRcchA kI- zarIra kA tapa hiMsA hai yA nahIM? pUjyapAda ne samAdhAna karate hue pharamAyA-"zarIra kA tapa hiMsA nahIM ahiMsA hai| zarIra zubhAzubha kriyA meM karaNa hai, ataH hitabhAva se zikSaka dvArA bAlaka ke tAr3ana kI taraha zarIra kA tapa-saMyama se niyantraNa kiyA jAtA hai|" pUjyapAda ke sadupadeza se prabhAvita zikSakoM ne sadA ke lie dhUmrapAna kA tyAga kara diyaa| bhIlavAr3I se bairATha, thAnAgAjI hote hue vaizAkha kRSNA 14 ko Apane alavara padArpaNa kiyA va vizAla | janasamUha ke jayaghoSoM ke sAtha mahAvIra bhavana meM praveza kiyaa| yahA~ Apa 17 dina virAje / zrI javarImalajI caudharI, | jJAnacanda jI ThAkura, jayacandajI saMcetI sahita aneka baMdhuoM ne sajor3e zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| vaizAkha zuklA 12 | ko kucerA meM svAmIjI zrI rAvatamalajI ke svargastha hone para zraddhAJjali dI gii| alavara meM 5 maI 73 ko akSaya tRtIyA para nyAyamUrti zrI sohananAtha jI modI kI adhyakSatA meM sampanna samAroha meM samAja-sevA hetu kamalA bahina kA abhinandana kiyA gyaa| praznottara ke samaya AtmA ke hone kI siddhi meM Apane pharamAyA ki svAnubhUti hI AtmA ke hone meM puSTa pramANa hai| Apa yahA~ para lagabhaga 15 dina virAje / yahA~ -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 176 se Apa burjA, mAlAkher3A, bArA bhar3akola, maujapura, harasAnA padhAre / Apa dvArA brahmacarya para die gae pravacana se preraNA lekara paTavArI lakSmInArAyaNa jI Adi ne zIlavrata kA niyama liyaa| yahA~ se kacce mArga se pahAr3a kI tirachI caDhAI ko pAra karate hue khoha gA~va pdhaare| pallIvAla kSetra ApakI amRtavANI se upakRta huaa| kSetra meM vrata-niyamoM kI mahattI prabhAvanA huii| vahA~ se maNDAvara, rasIdapura, sikandarA, dausA, kAnotA hote hue Apane jayapura ke seThI kaoNlonI, Adarza nagara, tilaka nagara Adi upanagaroM ko pAvana kiyaa| AcArya zrI ke sAtha samaya-samaya para zrI khelazaMkara darlabhajI, DA. zItalarAja jI mehatA, zrI DI.Ara. mehatA Adi darzanArthI zrAvakoM dvArA jJAna-vijJAna kI carcA hotI rhii| AcArya zrI upavAsa ko svAsthya ke lie hitakArI mAnate hue kaI rogoM ke nidAna meM bhI use sahAyaka mAnate the| isa saMdarbha meM Apane pharamAyA - "manuSya niyamita rUpa se samaya-samaya para upavAsa karake apane peTa ko vizrAma detA rahe, to use vyAdhiyA~ parezAna nahIM kreNgii| upavAsa se sAttvika bhAva kA jAgaraNa aura tAmasa-rAjasa bhAvoM kA vinAza hotA hai|" AcArya zrI ke saMvat 2030 ke cAturmAsa hetu jayapura kI vinati svIkAra karane para samUcA jayapura samAja praphullita ho utthaa| isI daurAna lAla bhavana sthita AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaMDAra ke sakriya evaM utsAhI saMyojaka zrI sohana lAla jI koThArI kA 26 maI 73 ko svargavAsa ho jAne ke samAcAroM ne sabako vihvala kara diyaa| AcAryapravara ne koThArI jI ko eka aisA pracetA batAyA jisakA vibhinna kSetroM meM mUlyavAna yogadAna rhaa| zrI koThArI jI jaina itihAsa samiti ke maMtrI, niSThAvAna kAryakartA aura samarpita samAja sevI the| vidvAn evaM prophesara nahIM hone para bhI Apane jisa sUjhabUjha se AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaNDAra ko vyavasthita kiyA vaha apane Apa meM apratima udAharaNa thaa| * jayapura-cAturmAsa (saMvat 2030) AcArya zrI saMvat 2030 ke varSAvAsa hetu jaba ThANA 12 (paM. lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. , sevAbhAvI zrI laghu lakSmIcandajI ma.sA, zrI mANakacanda jI ma.sA, paM. zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA, bAbAjI zrI jayantamunijI ma.sA, zrI zrIcandrajI ma.sA, zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA, zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA, zrI zItalamunijI ma.sA, zrI zubhendramunijI ma.sA. tathA zrI bastImalajI ma.sA.) se lAlabhavana meM padhAre taba sampUrNa nagara meM harSa kI lahara daur3a gaI aura vizAla janamedinI agavAnI hetu upasthita huii| isa cAturmAsa kI aneka upalabdhiyA~ rhiiN| deza meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke 2500 veM nirvANa varSa kI taiyAriyAM cala rahI thI, isI krama meM saMgha kI ora se nyAyamUrti zrI sohanalAlajI modI kI adhyakSatA meM 'akhila bhAratIya vIra nirvANa sAdhanA samAroha samiti', kA gaThana kiyA gayA, jisakA maMtrI utsAhI kAryakartA zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA ko banAyA gyaa| samiti ne samAja ke samakSa 25 sUtrI sAdhanA-saMkalpa kA kAryakrama prastuta kiyaa| samiti kA mukhya kAryAlaya ghoDoM kA cauka jodhapura meM thaa| isa kAryakrama meM mAMsa-bhakSaNa, madyapAna, dhUmrapAna Adi durvyasanoM kA tyAga, daheja evaM sAmUhika rAtri-bhoja Adi kurItiyoM kA unmUlana tathA sAmAyika, svAdhyAya Adi jIvana nirmANakArI pravRttiyoM kA pracAra-prasAra tathA indriya-saMyama, brahmacarya evaM zrAvaka vrata aMgIkAra karane jaise jIvanotthAnakArI kAryakrama sammilita the| 25 sUtrI kAryakrama ke kriyAnvayana ke phalasvarUpa 6 mAha kI alpAvadhi meM samiti ke kAryakartAoM ke prayAsoM va ApazrI ke sadupadeza se 430 brahmacaryavratI, 93 bAraha vratI,139 svAdhyAyI zrAvaka, 904 premI svAdhyAyI, 833 sAptAhika sAmAyika vratI,1227 mAMsa-tyAgI, 1317 madyatyAgI, 932 dhUmrapAna-tyAgI, 665 prAmANika mApataula vratI,22 saMgha sarvekSaka tathA 450 sAmAyika saMgha ke sadasya bne|
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 177 AcAryapravara ne preraNA dI ki "jaise choTe se bIja meM bhI bar3I sAmarthya-zakti hotI hai vaise hI mAnava kI cetanA-zakti meM bar3A sAmarthya hotA hai, AvazyakatA use kriyA dvArA prakaTa karane kI hai|" isI avadhi meM AcArya zrI dvArA likhita 'jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa' ke donoM bhAga udayapura vizvavidyAlaya dvArA ema.e pAThyakrama meM svIkRta kie ge| isa cAturmAsa meM lagabhaga 30 mAsakhamaNa evaM 300 aThAI tapa hue jo eka nUtana kIrtimAna rhaa| mevAr3asiMhanI mahAsatI zrI jasakaMvara jI ma.sA.bhI isa samaya jayapura meM hI virAja rahe the| zrI asthira munijI ke 57 divasIya tapa ke samApana samAroha para 62 aThAI tapasviyoM kA julUsa zivajIrAma bhavana se lAla bhavana aayaa| yaha do paramparAoM ke sundara milana va sauhArda kA anupama avasara thaa| aise hI 30 julAI ko tapasviyoM kA eka vizAla julUsa subodha kAleja se ravAnA hokara lAla bhavana aayaa| yahA~ aThAI tapa vAle 181 tapasviyoM ne paramapUjya AcArya bhagavanta se eka sAtha pratyAkhyAna kiye| madhyAhna meM AcArya zrI pratidina zrI sUyagaDAMga sUtra evaM bRhatkalpabhASya kI vAcanA pharamAte the, jisameM santoM ke sAtha aneka jJAnarasika zrAvaka lAbha lete the| 5 se 9 akTUbara 73 taka dhArmika kAryakartAoM kA zikSaNa zivira lagAyA gayA, jisameM jodhapura, jayapura, udayapura, savAI mAdhopura Adi kSetroM ke 32 kAryakartAoM ne bhAga liyaa| cAturmAsa kI samApti ke anantara ThANA 6 se pulisa memoriyala, Adarza nagara hote hue gAMdhInagara padhAre, jahA~ Apa zrI candrarAjajI siMghavI ke baMgale para virAje / yahA~ jaina vidvAna taiyyAra karane ke punIta lakSya se 'zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna' kI sthApanA kI rUparekhA banI / saMsthAna ke mAdhyama se saMskRta, prAkRta, darzana evaM jaina vidyA kI ucca starIya zikSA pradAna kara jaina dharma ke marmajJa vidvAna, prabhAvI vaktA, saphala lekhaka aura kuzala sampAdaka taiyAra karane kA lakSya rakhA gyaa| ___AcArya pravara ne zikSA, dIkSA aura saMskAra ke samanvita prayAsoM para bala dete hue pharamAyA-"Aja bodha aura zodha donoM dRSTiyA~ Avazyaka haiN|" udghATana avasara para rAjasthAna sarakAra ke sahakAritA maMtrI zrI rAmanArAyaNajI caudharI ne bhagavAna mahAvIra ke siddhAntoM ko Aja ke yuga ke lie upayogI batAyA aura unake vyApaka pracAra-prasAra para bala diyaa| mukhya atithi zrI niraMjananAtha jI AcArya ne bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ahiMsA-aparigraha jaise siddhAntoM ko yuga kI mAMga batAte hue jIvana meM mAnava mUlyoM ko pratiSThita karane ke lie aise saMsthAnoM kI sthApanA ko mahattvapUrNa btaayaa| samAroha kI adhyakSatA zrI zrIcandajI golechA ne kii| 21 navambara ko AcArya zrI vinayacandajI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi para zrI niraMjananAtha jI AcArya, rAjasthAna ke | vittamaMtrI zrI candanamala jI baida evaM khAdyamaMtrI ne pravacana-zravaNa kA lAbha liyA tathA AcArya zrI se jIvanopayogI vicAra-vimarza kiyaa|
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________________ savAImAdhopura, byAvara, bAlotarA evaM ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2031 se 2034) bhAra * bharatapura hokara AgarA : pallIvAla samAja meM dharma jAgaraNa gAMdhInagara se 1 disambara 1973 ko golechA gArDana hote hue Apa kAnotA pdhaare| yahA~ chAtroM ko udbodhita kara mohanapurA, goThar3A, bhaMDANA ko pAvana karate hue dausA pdhaare| jana-jana ko hitabodha dete hue Apa lAlasoTa maNDAvarI, DAbara, bar3A gA~va, bAmanavAsa, saphIpurA hote hue prasiddha tIrtha kSetra zrImahAvIra jI pdhaare| mArga meM bandhe kI pAla se gujarate samaya Apako jo anubhUti huI vaha Apake hI zabdoM meM dainandinI se uddhata hai-"pAla para se pAnI hiloreM khAte aisA dikha rahA thA, mAno antara meM moha pavana se taraMgita mana kI taraMgeM saMyama-niyama kI pAla se TakarAkara pIche jA rahI hoN|" ApakI yaha anubhUti prakRti se bhI adhyAtma kA adhyayana karane kI pravRtti ko iMgita karatI hai| jo sIkhanA cAhatA hai vaha prakRti ke tattvoM se bhI adhyAtma kI sIkha grahaNa kara sakatA hai| mArgastha grAma-janoM ko dharma ke prati prerita kara Apa baragamAM, jhAreDA evaM hiNDauna pdhaare| yahA~ 24 disambara ko svAdhyAya zivira Ayojita huaa| naI maMDI, zerapura jaise gA~voM meM kisAnoM dvArA vRddha pazu ke vikraya karane kA tyAga karanA tathA ApazrI ko apanA guru banAnA, ApazrI ke prabhAvI vyaktitva evaM pAtaka prakSAlinI vANI kA pratyakSa pramANa thaa| kacce mArga para base dhAdharena jaise gA~va meM 40-50 gUjaroM dvArA dhUmrapAna, madyapAna, tambAkU-sevana Adi vyasanoM kA tyAga, mAnava jIvana nirmANa kI kar3I meM mahattvapUrNa kadama thaa| pauSa zuklA 7 ko bayAnA padArpaNa ke samaya tahasIladAra raNavijayajI evaM upajilAdhIza lalitaprasAdajI zAha agavAnI ke liye sAmane aae| jilAdhIza evaM bharatapura ke bhAI bhI darzanArtha upasthita hue| bayAnA se Apa uccaina padhAre, jahA~ purAne tAr3apatroM kA avalokana AcAryazrI ke vidyA-vyasana ko parilakSita kara rahA thaa| 4 janavarI 1974 pauSa zuklA ekAdazI ko Apane bharatapura meM praveza kiyaa| bharatapura ke jilAdhIza pazupati nAtha jI bhaMDArI ne sapta vyasana tathA rizvata lene-dene kA tyAga karane ke niyama grahaNa kie| sthAnIya jela meM ApakA prabhAvI vyAkhyAna huaa| mahAvIra bhavana meM zrI caMdUlAlajI, hajArImalajI, revatIlAlajI aura phUlacaMdajI ne AjIvana zIlavrata kA niyama liyaa| yahA~ se Apa bachAmadI padhAre, jahA~ rAjasthAna ke DI.AI.jI. jJAnacandajI siMghavI ne darzanalAbha liyaa| vahA~ se cikasAnA, achanerA, aMgUThI hote hue caritanAyaka lohAmaMDI, AgarA pdhaare| yahA~ upAdhyAya kavi zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. ne Apa zrI kI agavAnI kI aura Apake AcArya pada kA sammAna kiyaa| donoM munivaroM kA bar3A AtmIya milana huaa| Apa poSadhazAlA padhAre, jahA~ ApakA pUjya zrI pRthvIcaMdajI ma.sA. se milana huaa| Apane motIkaTarA, belanagaMja evaM meyarakoThI ko bhI pAvana kiyaa| motIkaTarA meM dharma, ahiMsA aura zrAvaka ke dAyitva para sarasa pravacana karate hue Apane pharamAyA "saMyama-sAdhanA meM sahayoga de sakeM to deM, pIche to nahIM khiiNce|" lohAmaNDI koThI meM 28 janavarI 1974 mAghazuklA paMcamI vi. saMvat 2030 ko jaina mahilA mahAvidyAlaya ke prAMgaNa meM pIpAr3a nivAsI dIkSArthI bhAI zrI campAlAlajI (suputra zrI jIvarAjajI muthA evaM zrImatI tIjA bAI, pIpAr3a siTI) ko ApazrI ne bhAgavatI dIkSA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 179 pradAna kii| kavi jI ma.sA. ne navadIkSita muni kA nAma campaka muni diyaa| yahA~ AcArya zrI evaM kavi amaracandajI ma.sA. ke jJAna evaM kriyA viSaya para atyanta mahattvapUrNa vyAkhyAna hue| AcArya zrI vApasI meM bharatapura se sevara, paharasara, DeharA, mahI, barakher3A, vaira, bhusAvara, sAMthA, khAvadA ko pAvana | kara nayA gA~va hote hue phAjilAbAda pdhaare| yahA~ para kundanamala jI, pyArelAla jI, prabhudayAla jI, rAmadeva jI khAvadA aura rAmajIlAla jI ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se vihAra kara pUjya pravara ne hiNDauna, kajAnIpurA, rAyapura, vajIrapura, sevAgrAma, gaMgApura ko pAvana kiyaa| phAlgunI pUrNimA para Apa gaMgApura virAje / yahA~ ApakI preraNA | se zrI prakAzacandajI bhAgacanda jI ke saMyojakatva meM svAdhyAya prazikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana sampanna huA / taduparAnta Apa macchIpuravATodA, behater3a, cakerI, zyAmapurA, kuNDerA padhAre, jahA~ paMDita jagannAthajI jyotiSI se jyotiSa || para vicAra-vimarza kiyaa| paNDita jI ne Apake vyaktitva se prabhAvita hokara saMskRta meM eka padya samarpita kiyA - cAturyaM caturAnanasya nibhRtaM gAmbhIryamambhonidhe raudAryaM vibudhadrumasya madhurAM vAcaM ca vAcaspateH / dhairya dharmasutasya zarma sakalaM devAdhipasyAharat / dhImAn khyAtanayaH sadA savinaya: zrIhastimalna: sudhIH / / yahA~ se caitrakRSNA amAvasyA ko Apa savAImAdhopura padhAre / saMvat 2031 kA zubhAgamana savAI mAdhopura meM huaa| * savAImAdhopura meM poravAla samAja kI jAgRti savAImAdhopura meM Apake Agamana se vahA~ ke poravAla samAja meM jAgRti kI lahara aaii| phalasvarUpa saMgaThita hokara ghara-ghara meM niyamita sAmUhika prArthanA, svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika kI pravRtti prArambha huii| 50 zrAvaka svAdhyAya-saMgha ke sadasya bane, jinameM se adhikAMza bAharI kSetroM meM jAkara dharmArAdhana karAne meM sakSama the| karIba 20 bhAI-bahana 12 vratI bne| mahAvIra jayantI ke avasara para tyAga, tapa aura niyamoM kI jhar3I laga gii| vIravAla, khaTIka, gUjara, kolI Adi jAtiyoM ke logoM ne zarAba, mAMsa-sevana evaM jIvahiMsA na karane ke saMkalpa lie| yahA~ se vihAra kara Alanapura, kustalA, corU bilotA, khAtolI, samidhi, jarakhodA, deI, bAMsI, rANIpurA, dabalANA hote hue Apa bUMdI padhAre / yahA~ koTA, indaura, savAImAdhopura tathA saurASTra ke zrI saMgha dvArA kSetra sparzana kI vinati kI gii| yahAM DaoN. kalyANamalajI loDhA ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyA tathA Agama sAhitya sevA hetu zrI gajasiMha jI rAThaur3a kA abhinandana kiyA gyaa| caritanAyaka ne koTA pravAsa kAla meM saMkalpa vyakta kiyA - 'jahA~ cAturmAsa meM ni:zulka sAmUhika bhojana kI caukA paddhati hogI, vahA~ maiM cAturmAsa nahIM kruuNgaa|" yaha AcArya pravara kA yugAnukUla krAntikArI kadama thaa| Apa dUradarzI evaM cintanazIla sAdhaka the| Apane samajha liyA thA ki aba AvAgamana ke sAdhanoM kI upalabdhatA bar3hatI jA rahI hai| ata: ni:zulka caukA prathA ke rahate choTe-choTe kSetra apane yahA~ cAturmAsa karAne kA sAhasa kaise juTA paayeNge| karuNA sindhu poravAla kSetra ko vItarAgavANI se upakRta karanA cAhate the, ata: unakA saMkalpa logoM ko aTapaTA lagate hue bhI yaha eka krAntikArI evaM samucita kadama thaa| AcAryapravara ke isa saMkalpa kA pariNAma tatkAla hI sAmane AyA aura savAImAdhopura ke zraddhAlu-bhaktoM kI manokAmanA pUrNa ho gaI / cAturmAsArtha unakI bhAvabharI vinati svIkRta ho gii| ___koTA chAvanI meM mahAsatI chaganakuMvara jI ThANA 12 se vaMdana hetu pdhaarii| paMjAbI mahAsatI zrI )
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________________ 180 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM kauzalyAkuMvarajI Adi ThANA 4, mahAsatI zrI mainA sundarI jI ma.sA. ThANA 4 ne bhI darzana-vandana Adi kI sevA kA lAbha liyaa| pravacana se prabhAvita ho trilokajI koThArI ne 250 zarAba-tyAgI evaM 250 zAkAhArI banAne kI pratijJA kii| mahAvIrajI bhaNDArI, cA~damalajI botharA, rAjamalajI poravAla Adi aneka zrAvakoM ne sajor3e zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| apane jIvana kA nirmANa karane ke prati Apa sadaiva sajaga rahate the| usameM kabhI virAma kA avakAza hI nahIM thaa| saMyama jIvana ke 53 varSa vyatIta ho jAne para Apane eka dina vicAra kiyA-"paramAtmA kA jo zuddha-buddha vItarAgatAmaya svabhAva hai vahI merA svabhAva hai| karmoM ke AvaraNa ne jo mere svabhAva ko Dhaka rakhA hai, dRDha saMkalpa ke sAtha mujhe AvaraNa dUra kara apanA zuddha svarUpa prApta karanA hai| kAma-krodha-lobha-moha merA svabhAva nahIM hai| maiM dRDhatA se nizcaya karatA hU~ ki kaisI bhI paristhiti ho, mujhe kAma-krodha-lobhAdi ke adhIna nahIM honA hai| jaba bhI prasaMga AyegA, maiM dRDhatA se vikAroM kA mukAbalA kruuNgaa|" gurudeva kA yaha saMkalpa unake jIvana kA lakSya bana gyaa| usa zuddha svarNamaya cAritra meM maNi kA prakAza mila gyaa| * savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2031) __koTA se kezorAya pATana, kAparena, labAna, lAkherI, indragar3ha, bAbaI, bagAvadA, pacAlA,cautha kA baravAr3A, bilopA,bajariyA, Alanapura hote hue saMvat 2031 ke 54 veM cAturmAsArtha Apa santamaNDala ke sAtha ThANA 8 se ASAr3ha zuklA caturdazI ko savAImAdhopura pdhaare| bar3e mahApuruSoM ke cAturmAsa kA savAImAdhopura kSetra meM yaha kvacit prathama saMyoga thaa| saMtoM kI suvihita paramparA ke zuddha sAdhvAcAra kI samAcArI se bahuta kama loga paricita the, logoM ke dharmadhyAna ke liye apekSita sthAna bhI upalabdha nahIM thaa| sAmAnyata: kSetra kI sthiti sAdhAraNa thii| koI kalpanA hI nahIM kara sakatA thA ki lakSAdhika bhaktoM ke pUjya, jana-jana ke ArAdhya, deza ke kone kone meM jinavANI kI pAvana gaMgA pravAhita karane vAle bhagIratha, sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke saMdezavAhaka hI nahIM varan paryAya, jJAnakriyA ke utkRSTa ArAdhaka, prabala atizaya ke dhanI, yugamanISI yuga prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavanta ke cAturmAsa kA lAbha choTe se kSetra savAImAdhopura ko mila sakatA hai ? yahA~ ke sIdhe sarala sAmAnya loga bhI mana hI mana socate rahate, vyavasthA hogI, pUjyapAda ke darzanArtha padhArane vAle sahasroM zraddhAlu bhaktoM kA svadharmI vAtsalya hama 'sudAmA ke cAvala' ke mAphika kisa prakAra kara paayeNge| pUjyapAda basa sTeNDa ke pAsa baMsala bhavana meM virAje / pravacana yogya koI sthAna nahIM thaa| bhaktagaNa ne baMsalabhavana ke bAhara hI pATa lagAkara pravacana kI vyavasthA kii| cAra mAha taka kA yaha dRzya sahaja hI pUrvAcAryoM dvArA | dukAnoM meM kiye gaye varSAvAsoM kI smRti dilA detA thaa| isIliye to sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke mahApuruSoM ko 'dUMDhiyA' saMbodhana se saMbodhita kiyA gayA hai| mahApuruSoM kI kRpA jisa para ho jAya, usakA bhAgyodaya honA sahaja svAbhAvika hai| bhalA 'pArasa' kA sparza kara lohA 'svarNa' banane se kaba rukA hai| mahApuruSoM kI caraNa raja jisa dharatI para par3a jAya vaha kSetra sAkSAt pratyakSa tIrthadhAma ho jAtA hai| kahanA na hogA, pUjyapravara ke isa cAturmAsa ne savAImAdhopura kSetra kA kAyAkalpa kara diyaa| jisa kSetra meM kama hI loga sAmAyika karane vAle milate, vahAM saikar3oM svAdhyAyI taiyAra ho gaye, jo Aja bhI bhArata ke kone-kone meM paryuSaNa ke avasara para apanI sevAeM pradAna kara 'guru hastI' ke saMdeza svAdhyAya va sAmAyika kA udghoSa karate hue jinazAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kara rahe haiN| Aja savAImAdhopura kSetra AryabhUmi bhArata ke dhArmika
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 181 nakze meM pramukha kSetra ke rUpa meM aMkita hai| isa cAturmAsa ke kAraNa savAImAdhopura kSetra ke bandhu bAhara ke bhaktoM ke paricaya va samparka meM bhI aaye| Aja | yaha kSetra Arthika sampannatA, sAmAjika pratiSThA va dharmArAdhana sabhI kSetro meM Age bar3hA hai| AcArya zrI kA savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa poravAla kSetra ke lie varadAna siddha huaa| yahA~ para 2 svAdhyAyI zivira lage, 51 svAdhyAyI bane, lagabhaga 20 dampatiyoM ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyA tathA aneka bAraha vratI bane / pacAsoM vyaktiyoM ne eka varSa kA zIlavrata svIkAra kara apane jIvana ko saMyama kI ora modd'aa| isa cAturmAsa se isa kSetra meM na kevala dhArmika jAgRti AI , apitu sAmAjika evaM sAMskRtika dRSTi se bhI sudhAra huaa| aneka ajaina bandhuoM ne bhI cAturmAsa kA lAbha utthaayaa| nikaTavartI grAma-nagaroM evaM pallIvAla kSetra ke bandhu bhI lAbhAnvita hue| isa paMcamAsI varSAvAsa meM AcAryazrI ne sAmvatsarika parva ko sabhI jaina sampradAyoM dvArA eka dina manAye jAne hetu apanI bhAvanA abhivyakta kI tathA samAja meM ekatA kI dRSTi se utsarga karane kA AhvAna bhI kiyaa| jayantI bhAI, himmata bhAI, AnandarAja jI, vRddhicandajI Adi ke netRtva meM bambaI se eka ziSTamaNDala bhI upasthita huA jo jJAna kriyA ke samanvaya ina mahAyogI ke pAvana darzana va zAsana hitakArI vicAroM se prabhAvita huaa| AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM prathama bhAdrapada meM samvatsarI parva manAyA gayA tathA dUsare bhAdrapada meM sAdhanA- saptAha manAyA gyaa| isI cAturmAsa meM dezabhara meM bha. mahAvIra kA 2500 vAM nirvANa mahotsava manAyA jA rahA thaa| (jisakI upalabdhiyoM kA saMketa pahale saMvat 2030 ke jayapura cAturmAsa ke vivaraNa ke sAtha meM kiyA gayA hai|) AcAryapravara ne isa avasara para sAdhvIpramukhA zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA. ko pravartinI pada pradAna kiyA tathA mahAsatI zrI jasakaMvarajI ma.sA. ko zAsana prabhAvikA ke pada se alaMkRta kiyaa| vIra nirvANa divasa para pravavana meM Apane pharamAyA ki vartamAna meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke upadezoM ko apanAne kI mahatI AvazyakatA hai| aparigraha para vicAra prakaTa karate hue Apane udbodhana diyA -"pazu vanoM meM mukta mana se milakara khAte-pIte haiM, adhikAra nahIM jatAte, vaise hI mAnava binA adhikAra evaM mamatA ke rahe to koI duHkha nahIM ho|" AcArya zrI ko apane nAma, prazaMsA Adi se dUra rahanA hI priya thaa| Apake kitane hI lekha jinavANI meM pUrva meM 'baTuka' ke nAma se prakAzita hote rhe| isa cAturmAsa kA yaha bhI eka krAntikArI kadama hI kahA jAegA, jaba Apane yaha ghoSaNA kI ki bhaviSya meM Apake nAma ke pUrva 1008 nahIM lagAyA jaae| tIrthaGkaroM meM 1008 guNa hone ke kAraNa unake pUrva hI yaha saMkhyA lagAnA ucita hai| Apane ne pharamAyA ki sAdhu to SaTkAya pratipAlaka hotA hai| | isase bar3hakara usake lie aura kyA vizeSaNa ho sakatA hai ? koI nhiiN| cAturmAsakAla meM rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke mukhya nyAyAdhIza zrI bhagavatI prasAdajI berI, bharatapura ke sezana jaja zrI jasarAja jI caupar3A, rAjya ke zikSAmantrI zrI phArukha husaina Adi ne AcArya zrI ke darzana kara pramoda kA anubhava kiyaa| yAdava jI, daraDAjI evaM muMsipha jaja ne sapta vyasanoM kA tyAga kiyaa| jJAnArAdhana, tapa-ArAdhana Adi ke sAtha gurudeva kA lekhana kArya bhI pragati patha para calatA rhaa| bahanoM ne bhArI mUlya ke kapar3e evaM jevara pahanakara vyAkhyAna meM Ane kA tyAga kiyaa| dharma kI AvazyakatA kA pratipAdana karate hue Apane pharamAyA - "dharma kevala sthAnaka kI vastu nahIM, vaha jIvana-vyavahAra ke hara kSetra se jur3A huA honA caahie| dharma ko jIvana kI prayogazAlA meM lAnA caahie| jisa prakAra rakta sAre zarIra meM vyApta na rahe, kevala kisI eka aMga - hAtha, paira yA
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________________ 182 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM mastiSka meM hI kendrita rahe to zarIra ke anya aMga rakta ke abhAva meM niSprANa ho jaayeNge| isI prakAra dharma kI sArthakatA yA upayogitA jIvana ke hara aMga, hara vyavahAra meM pravAhI rahane meM hI hai| pravAhI dharma jIvana meM usI prakAra tejasvitA lAtA hai jisa prakAra pravAhI rakta tana meM tejasvitA lAtA hai|" isa cAturmAsa kAla meM lagabhaga eka mAha Apane Alanapura ke sthAnaka meM virAjakara sAdhanA kI / yahA~ annAjI Adi harijana bandhuoM , mohanajI gUjara, sItA zarmA Adi ne saptavyasana, hoTala gamana, madyapAna, pyAja evaM aNDA sevana Adi kA yatheccha tyAga kiyaa| kaI bhAiyoM ne cAturmAsa meM madya-mAMsa ke tyAgI banAne ke saMkalpa lie| vIra nirvANa divasa para upavAsa, dayAvrata evaM mauna sAmAyika kA ArAdhana huaa| kArtika zuklA ekama ko 25 vyaktiyoM ne sAmUhika rUpa se eka varSa ke lie brahmacaryavrata kA niyama liyaa| ___ Apa samAgatoM ko niyama dilAkara unakA jIvana-nirmANa karane ke prati bhI sadaiva jAgarUka rhe| Apane jIvana-nirmANa ke lie jo niyama prastAvita kie, ve atyanta mahattvapUrNa haiM 1. prAta: eka prahara dina taka krodha nahIM krnaa| 2. paraspara bAtacIta meM sAmane vAle ko joza Ave taba bAta ko Age ke lie sthagita kara denaa| 3. kisI bhI sAthI kI pIche se nindA nahIM krnaa| 4. kisI bhI saMsthA yA sabhA ko vacana dekara pAra nibhaanaa| 5. eka ghaNTA mauna kA abhyAsa krnaa| 6. pratidina 15 minaTa 'U~ arham' yA 'so'ham' kA dhyAna krnaa| 7. kama se kama 12 bAra arihanta ko vandana krnaa| 8. apane sAthI svAdhyAyI meM bandhubhAva rkhnaa| savAImAdhopura kA aitihAsika cAturmAsa sampanna kara AcArya zrI munimaMDala sahita bajariyA padhAre, jahA~ kaI khaTIkoM ne mAMsa-sevana kA tyAga kiyaa| AbAla brahmavratI mahApuruSa ke padArpaNa evaM apane nivAsa para virAjane kI khuzI meM zraddhAbhibhUta bhAratIya prazAsanika sevA ke adhikArI gulAbasiMha jI daraDA ne eka varSa ke zIla kA niyama svIkAra kara apanI zraddhAbhakti abhivyakta kii| vahA~ se karelA, cautha kA baravAr3A, pAMvaDer3hA hote hue Apa sivAr3a pdhaare| ullekhanIya hai ki vibhinna grAmoM meM 25 camAra gharAnoM ne mAMsa-madirA kA tyAga kiyA, vibhinna jAtiyoM ke vibhinna logoM meM ApasI manamuTAva kA zamana huA tathA zIlavrata ke niyama lie ge| * jayapura meM tapa-mahotsava parama pUjya gurudeva kA vihAra mAlava bhUmi kI ora hone kI saMbhAvanA thii| idhara jayapura meM mahAtapasvinI suzrAvikA zrImatI icarajakaMvara jI luNAvata kI dIrgha tapasyA cala rahI thii| unakA dRDha saMkalpa thA ki parama pUjya gurudeva ke mukhAravinda se pratyAkhyAna lekara hI ve apanI dIrgha tapasyA kA pAraNaka kreNgii| jayapura saMgha va luNAvata parivAra ne bhAvabharI vinati va mahAtapasvinI bahina kA saMkalpa bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM prastuta kiyaa| tapasvinI bahina kI bhAvanA kA samAdara karate hue AcAryapravara kA vihAra jayapura kI ora huaa| grAmAnugrAma vihAra karate huye ApakA jayapura padArpaNa huaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 183 bahina icarajakaMvara jI kI 165 divasIya dIrgha tapasyA kA pUra sannikaTa thA / jayapura saMgha tapa ke isa mahA | Ayojana ko virATa rUpa dene ko utsaka thaa| isa dina kA pravacana jayapura ke rAmalIlA maidAna meM thA, pravacana sabhA meM anekoM grAma nagaroM ke bhAI-bahina tapa kA anumodana karane hetu upasthita the| bhArata sarakAra ke tatkAlIna khAdya maMtrI zrI jagajIvana rAma rAjya ke makhyamaMtrI zrI harideva jozI, vittamaMtrI candanamala vaida Adi rAjanetA bhI upasthita the| parama pUjya gurudeva ne tapa kA mahattva pratipAdita karate hue rAjanetAoM evaM jana samudAya meM tapa kI preraNA kii| apane vicAra vyakta karate huye Apane pharamAyA ki deza ke svataMtratA saMgrAma meM gAMdhI ke tapa kI mahanIya bhUmikA rahI hai, Aja ke rAjanetAoM ko bhI isa bAta ko samajhanA caahiye| hitakara pathya zrI jagajIvanarAma ko mita va iSTa nahIM lagA evaM ve apane bhASaNa meM ati kara gye| bhakta samadAya kI bhAvanAeM Ahata thIM, para kSamA Adi yatidharma ke ArAdhaka mahAsaMta ne ise sahaja rUpa meM liyA aura dhyAna kA samaya hote hI ve apane dainandina niyama ke anusAra dhyAna-sAdhanA meM nirata ho gye| pazcAt lAla bhavana padhAre / prabala utsAhI yuvA bhakta zrI vimala candajI DAgA, jayapura ne gurudeva ke caraNoM meM nivedana kiyA -"bhagavan ! Aja to tIsarA netra khola dete|" kSamA sAgara, saMyama sAdhaka kA tvarita pratyuttara thA"bholiyA ! tUne baiThe-baiThe hI paMcendriya jIva kI hatyA kA pApa mola le liyaa| karanA to dUra, mere mana meM bhI aisA khyAla A jAtA to merI sAdhutA hI calI jaatii|" Apake darzana pAkara tathA Apase vArtA kara maMtrIgaNa, nyAyAdhipati, vaijJAnika, dArzanika, kavi,lekhaka, prazAsanika adhikArI, prophesara, cikitsaka, vakIla, udyogapati, vyApArI Adi lakSmI tathA sarasvatI ke pratIka apane ko gauravAnvita anubhava karate the| janasAdhAraNa bhI Apase prabhAvita thaa| ___AcArya zrI vihAra krama meM ThANA 7 ke sAtha dUdU, harasolI, paDAsolI, DIDavAnA, kizanagar3ha madanagaMja Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue Apa 3 pharavarI 1975 ko ajamera padhAre, jahA~ 13 pharavarI ko mahAvIra bhavana pANDAla meM ApazrI kI dIkSA jayantI manAyI gyii| jilAdhIza raNajItasiMha jI kUmaTa ne vicAra vyakta karate hue kahA ki hameM isa AdhyAtmika hIre se AdhyAtmikatA kA prakAza prApta kara apane hRdaya meM svAdhyAya kI jyoti jagAnI caahie| |16 pharavarI ko vayovRddha pravartaka zrI hagAmIlAlajI ma.sA. ke sAtha svAmIjI zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi evaM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA tithi para saMyukta pravacana huaa| yahA~ se kesaragaMja, tabIjI, | biDagacyAvAsa hote hue lIr3I, kharavA, byAvara, bara, nimAja, jaitAraNa, bilAr3A, bhAvI, pIpAr3a kosANA, mAdaliyA, ratakUr3iyA hote hue Apa caitrazuklA paMcamI ko bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| bhopAlagar3havAsiyoM ne mahAvIra jayantI hetu bhAvabharI vinati gurucaraNoM meM prastuta kii| caritanAyaka ne pA~ca kAryoM ke saMkalpa kI bhAvanA ke AdhAra para svIkRti pradAna kI -1. mauna sAmAyika 2. dayAvrata 3 vyasana-tyAga 4. ahiMsA pracAra 5. zikSaNa kA ucita sNklp| mahAvIra jayantI ke anantara Apa bar3A araTiyA, buceTI, daIkar3A banAr3a hote hue jodhapura pdhaare| * jodhapura meM dIkSA-prasaGga jodhapura ke siMhapola meM akSaya tRtIyA ke avasara para varSItapa ke 17 pAraNe hue tathA nyAyAdhipati zrI | zrIkRSNamalajI loDhA evaM priyagAyaka bhaNDArI daulata rUpacandajI ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| ApazrI ke sAnnidhya meM bhIvarAja jI karNAvaTa bhopAlagar3ha kI vaizAkha zuklA trayodazI ko aura zrI jJAnarAja jI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 184 abbANI (suputra zrI gularAja jI evaM ratanakaMvara jI abbANI) jodhapura tathA zrI mahendra jI loDhA (suputra zrI pArasamalajI evaM sohanakaMvara jI loDhA) mahAmandira jodhapura kI bhAgavatI dIkSA vaizAkha zuklA caturdazI saMvat 2032 tadanusAra 24 maI 1975 ko sTeDiyama maidAna meM sampanna huii| sthavira saubhAgamuni jI evaM zrutadhara prakAzamuni jI Adi ThANA dIkSA meM padhAre / mahAsatI sundaraka~varajI ma, umarAvakaMvarajI 'arcanA', bilamakaMvarajI Adi satI-maMDala bhI dIkSA ke avasara para upasthita huaa| samasta katlakhAne banda rhe| yaha divasa ahiMsA divasa ke rUpa meM manAyA gyaa| AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA- "dIkSA AtmA ko antarAtmA aura phira paramAtmA banAne kA sAdhana hai| AtmA para rAga, dveSa evaM moha kA AvaraNa AyA huA hai| isI AvaraNa ke kAraNa AtmA kA asalI svarUpa dikhAI nahIM detaa| dIkSA isI AvaraNa ko haTAne kA sAdhana hai|" * byAvara cAturmAsa (saMvat 2032) yahA~ se jyeSTha kRSNA 12 ko vihAra kara phiTakAsanI hote hue caritanAyaka kAkelAva padhAre, jahA~ gaMgAviSNu sarapaMca, lAlacandajI mAhezvarI Adi ne dhUmrapAna kA tyAga kiyaa| phira pAlAsanI, bheTdA, sAMvalatA moTA, bhAkharI, dUdhiyA bagar3I, kAnajI maMdira hote hue Apa pAlI virje| ASADha kRSNA ekama saMvat 2032 ko mahAsatI choTe kizanakaMvarajI kA svargavAsa hone para zraddhAMjali dI gii| phira jADana, dhAkar3I, sojata siTI, sojata ror3a, sAMDiyA , caMDAvala, pIpaliyA, jhUThA, kuzAlapurA, nimAja , bara, seMdaDA Adi meM kaiyoM ko sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA niyama dilAte, anekoM se kuvyasana chur3Ate, rAtri bhojana na karane ke mahattva ko samajhAte, abhakSya bhakSaNa kA niSedha karAte Apa grAmAnugrAma vihAra karate saMvat 2032 ke cAturmAsa hetu byAvara padhAre, jahA~ tapazcaryA ke kIrtimAna sthApita hue| virakta gautama jI AbaDa pAlAsanI se hI jJAnArAdhana hetu AcArya zrI ke caraNoM meM sAtha the| mahAsatI sAyarakaMvarajI, mahAsatI mainAsundarIjI Adi ThANA 5 kA cAturmAsa bhI yahIM huaa| AcArya pUjya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi para 500 AyaMbila hue tathA Ayambila sAdhanA kA krama anavarata calatA rhaa| sapta divasIya svAdhyAyI prazikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana huaa| 'svAdhyAya saMgha' tathA 'zrI mahAvIra jaina vAcanAlaya' kA zubhArambha huaa| svAdhyAya saMgha jodhapura ke sabhI svAdhyAyiyoM kA pahalI bAra tridivasIya sammelana rakhA gayA, jisameM AcAryapravara ne zrAvaka samAja meM svAdhyAya dvArA jJAnavRddhi kara bhagavAn mahAvIra ke pAvana sandeza ko ghara-ghara pahu~cAne kI pAvana preraNA kii| svAdhyAya saMgha ke tatkAlIna saMyojaka zrI saMpatarAjajI DozI ne sammelana meM batAyA ki saMvat 2002 meM tIna kSetroM meM sevA dene vAle 5-6 svAdhyAyiyoM se prArambha svAdhyAya saMgha meM samprati 485 svAdhyAyI haiM tathA 88 sthAnoM para 188 svAdhyAyiyoM ne paryuSaNa-sevA dI hai| svAdhyAya saMgha kI isa pragati para sabane pramoda kA anubhava kiyaa| isa avasara para svAdhyAyiyoM evaM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne nimna likhita vrata-niyama dhAraNa kie 1. zAdI meM daheja, TIkA Adi kA ThaharAva nahIM kareMge aura daheja utpIr3ana nahIM kreNge| 2. sapta kuvyavasana tathA bIr3I, sigareTa, tambAkU sevana kA tyAga rkheNge| 3. dIpAvalI, utsavoM evaM samArohoM meM AtizabAjI nahIM kreNge| 4. holI ke avasara para apazabdoccAraNa tathA kIcar3a Adi kA prayoga nahIM kreNge| 5. bArAta meM nRtya nahIM kreNge| 6. pratidina 20 minaTa svAdhyAya kreNge|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 185 isake atirikta tapasyA para ADambara aura lena-dena na karane tathA mRtyu bhoja na karane para bhI bala diyA gyaa| barelI ke nohare meM 'zrI vardhamAna jaina ratna pustakAlaya' kA zubhArambha huA / cAturmAsa samApana avasara para svAdhyAya saMgha ke saMyojaka zrI sampatarAja jI DosI kA abhinaMdana kiyA gyaa| abhI taka caturvidha saMgha kI sAra samhAla va saMgha sadasyoM se samparka kA kAryabhAra samyag jJAna pracAraka maMDala dvArA sampAdita kiyA jA rahA thaa| maMDala para sAhitya prakAzana, svAdhyAya saMgha ke saMcAlana Adi anya mahanIya kAryoM | kA dAyitva bhI thA / aneka sujJa evaM saMgaThana premI zrAvakoM kI lambe samaya se bhAvanA thI ki saMgha zrAvakoM kA aupacArika saMgaThana kAyama kiyA jAkara saMgha sadasyoM ke saMgaThana, samanvaya va unase satata samparka kA kArya vyavasthita rUpa se Age baDhAyA jaay| isa cAturmAsa kAla meM byAvara meM vibhinna kSetroM ke zrAvakoM kA sammalena huA evaM sarvasammati se 'akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha' ke nAma se zrAvaka saMgha kA aupacArika saMgaThana kAyama kiyA gayA / nyAyamUrti zrI sohananAtha jI modI ko saMsthApaka adhyakSa manonIta kiyA gayA aura navayuvaka jJAnendrajI | bAphanA ko maMtrI pada kA dAyitva sauMpA gyaa| saMgha saMgaThana kAyama karane meM bhIlavAr3A nivAsI dRDha saMghaniSTha suzrAvaka zrI pAMcUlAlajI gAMdhI va jayapura nivAsI saMgaThanapremI zrAvaka zrI candra siMhajI botharA kI mahanIya bhUmikA thii| bAr3amera kI ora * byAvara se vihAra kara Apa jaitAraNa, sojata, rANAvAsa, nADola hote sAdar3I, phAlanA, sAMDerAva, takhatagar3ha ko pAvana karate hue Ahora pdhaare| Ahora tathA godana meM Apane prAcIna hastalikhita bhaNDAroM kA avalokana kiyaa| Apake jAlora padArpaNa para zikSAvidoM, nyAyavidoM tathA vijJAnavidoM ke sAtha dharma-carcA kA cirasthAyI prabhAva rhaa| yahA~ se grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karate hue Apa sivAnA padhAre, jahA~ dhArmika pAThazAlA kA zubhArambha huA, svAdhyAya kI pravRtti abhivRddha huI / yahA~ se kuzIpa, thApaNa, AsADhA, nAkoDA, siNalI, DAMDAlI, saNapAsaranu, rAvatasara Adi ko pAvana kara bAr3amera padhAre / yahA~ para zrI madhukarajI ma. evaM zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI ma. 'kamala' ke sAtha madhura milana huA / mAkamuni jI kA saMthArA * pUjyavarya kA vihAra krama bAr3amera kI ora thaa| idhara jodhapura meM virAjita bhajanAnandI zrI mANakamuni jI | mahArAja sAhaba ne saMthArA svIkAra kara liyA / I idhara saMthArA dina pratidina Age baDha rahA thA, udhara gurudeva ke caraNa bAr3amera kI ora bar3ha rahe the / saMthArAstha | munivarya kI bhAvanA balavatI thI, mana meM prabala vizvAsa thA ki jIvana kI isa aMtima belA va aMtima manoratha kI pUrNAhuti meM jIvana ke ananya upakArI saMyamadAtA mahanIya gurudeva darzana va sAja dene evaM pAtheya pradAna karane avazya | pdhaareNge| jana-mAnasa meM bhI yaha carcA thI ki gurudeva ke bAr3amera kI ora bar3hate caraNa isa bAta ke iMgita haiM ki saMthArA abhI lambA calanA hai| saMthArA Age bar3ha rahA thA, svAsthya meM nirantara sudhAra ho rahA thA, Atmabala bar3ha rahA thA / . saMthArA-grahaNa ke pUrva jo sAdhaka bhayaMkara kSudhAroga se trasta thA, bhUkha jise asahya thI, Aja apane aMtima manoratha kI sAdhanA meM zAMta sahaja leTe AtmabhAva meM lIna thA / mAno jIvana kI sabhI icchAe~ AkAMkSAe~ pUrNa ho gaI hoM, Atma-vijaya kA yaha apane Apa meM advitIya udAharaNa thA / mahAmuni ke cehare para apUrva teja thaa| darzanArthI hI nahIM anya dharmoM ke sAdhaka, phakkar3a bhI samAdhistha mahAtmA ko dekhakara AzcaryAbhibhUta raha jAte / bAr3amera padhArane ke pazcAt pUjya gurudeva kA punaH | jodhapura kI ora vihAra huA aura ugra vihAra kara 28 pharavarI 1976 ko guru bhagavanta jodhapura padhAre /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (186 guru se pAtheya pAkara ziSya Atma-vikAsa kI ora satata gatimAna thaa| vibhinna grAma nagaroM se darzanArthI upasthita ho rahe the| yahI nahIM vibhinna dharmAvalambI bhI jIvita samAdhi kA yaha sAkSAt svarUpa dekhakara AzcaryAbhibhUta the| maraNavijetA mahAsAdhaka se sAtA pUchane para eka hI pratyuttara thA-Ananda hai| 35veM dina phAlguna zuklA aSTamI ko prazAntAtmA zrI mANakamuni jI ma.sA. kA yaha manoratha sIjhA aura unakI AtmA isa nazvara mAnava deha kA tyAga kara devaloka gamana kara gii| dUsare dina unake pArthiva deha kI aMtima yAtrA meM jodhapura va anya grAma-nagaroM ke hajAroM loga upasthita the| aMtima yAtrA ke mArga meM donoM ora hajAroM loga paMktibaddha zraddhAMjali samarpita karane hetu upasthita the| jodhapuravAsiyoM kI smRti meM yaha anUThI aMtima yAtrA thii| RSabhadeva jayantI ke avasara para Apane zItalA mAtA kI pUjA ke bahAne ThaMDe aura bAsI bhojana sevana kI prathA meM nihita ajJAna ke marma ko ujAgara kiyaa| Apane pharamAyA -"prAcIna kAla meM loga phala-phUloM para nirbhara the| una logoM ke garama khAne kA to prazna hI nahIM thA, ataH mahilAoM ko zItalA mAtA ke prakopa kA jhUThA bahama dila se nikAla denA caahie|" kendrIya kArAgAra meM eka dina Apa pravacana hetu padhAre / kaidiyoM ko dekhakara Apa dravita ho utthe| hRdaya karuNA se AplAvita ho gyaa| jaina darzana ke karma siddhAnta kA smaraNa ho aayaa| Apane pravacana meM pharamAyA "burAiyoM ke phala se bacane kA upAya hai - jIvana meM sadAcAra ko apanAnA / dUsaroM ke sAtha hama acchA AcaraNa karake acche bana sakate haiN| kRtakarmoM kA pariNAma sabako bhoganA par3atA hai, kintu sahaja rUpa se karmoM kA pariNAma bhogane vAlA vyakti karmoM ke bojha se halakA hokara bhaviSya ko sudhAra letA hai|" * bhopAlagaDha meM dIkSAe~ yahA~ se bhopAlagar3ha padhAra kara Apane tIna dIkSArthinI bahanoM kI dIkSA ke avasara para saMyama aura sAdhanA mArga ke mahattva tathA sAdhaka jIvana ke kaSToM ko dhairya, sAhasa aura samabhAva se sahana karane ke marma ko udghATita kiyaa| zrImatI sajjanakaMvara khIMvasarA jodhapura ku. sohanakaMvara kAMkariyA, bhopAlagar3ha tathA ku. maMju caMgeriyA ajamera kI dIkSAvidhi caitra zuklA navamI vi. saMvat 2033 dinAMka 8 apraila 1976 ko AcAryapravara ke mukhAravinda se sollAsa sampanna huii| isa dIkSA meM 10 santa munirAja tathA sAdhvIpramukhA sundara kaMvara jI Adi 12 mahAsatiyoM kA sAnnidhya prApta thaa| dIkSA pradAna karate hue AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA -"jIvanabhara ke lie saMyama grahaNa karane vAlI ina | mumukSuoM kA aba koI sAMsArika parivAra nahIM rhaa| sArA sAdhu-sAdhvI samAja hI aba inakA parivAra hai| inheM |saMyamamArga meM Ane vAle kaSToM ko dhairya aura samabhAva ke sAtha sahana karanA hogaa|" dIkSita bahanoM ke nAma kramazaH sarala kaMvara jI, saubhAgyavatIjI evaM manoharakaMvara jI rakhe ge| bhopAlagar3ha se AcArya zrI 28 aprela 76 ko pIpAr3a padhAre, jahA~ mAnava sevA aura svadharmI vAtsalya ke lie | padmazrI mohanalAla jI coraDiyA kA, dhArmika zikSaNa evaM samAja sevA ke lie zrImatI sajjanajI bAI sA. (dharmapatnI zrI sva. zrI javAharanAtha jI modI) tathA zrImatI indra ka~vara jI bAI sA. (dharmapatnI sva. zrI cAMdamala jI mehatA) jodhapura kA abhinaMdana kiyA gyaa| akSaya tRtIyA ke isa prasaMga para jJAnagacchIya mahAsatI zrI bhIkA jI, sumati kaMvara jI ThANA 7, zrI kAnakaMvarajI ThANA 3, zrI lAr3akaMvarajI ThANA 4 evaM muni dharmezajI, gautamamunijI Adi ThANA bhI | virAjamAna the| tadanantara Apa rIyAM, pAlAsaNI hokara jodhapura pdhaare| Apake jodhapura pravAsa para Apake sAnnidhya meM 29 maI se 1 jUna 1976 taka cAra divasIya sAdhaka zivira kA Ayojana kiyA gayA, jisameM sarvazrI kanhaiyAlAlajI lor3hA, kevalamalajI lor3hA, DA. narendra bhAnAvata, zrI)
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 187 cAMdamalajI karnAvaTa zrI jasakaraNa jI DAgA, zrI sampatarAjajI DosI jaise 16 variSTha sAdhakoM ne bhAga liyaa| AcArya zrI ne sAdhanA-paddhati, sAdhanA kA mahattva, sAdhakoM kI taiyArI tathA yogyatA para vizeSa pravacana aura preraka udbodhana die| svAdhyAya ke sAtha caritanAyaka zrAvakoM ko sAdhanA kI zreSThatA evaM usameM nirantara abhivRddhi se jor3anA cAhate the| yaha prayatna usI dizA meM prArambha huaa| * bAlotarA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2033) AcArya zrI kA 56vAM cAturmAsa saMvat 2033 meM bAlotarA meM ThANA 6 se huaa| janamedinI ne darzana tathA | jinavANI kA zravaNa kara apane Apako dhanya kiyaa| AcAryapravara kI preraNA se bAlotarA kI lUnI nadI meM machalI | mAranA tathA kasAIkhAnA baMda rhaa| paryuSaNa parva se kucha dinoM pUrva vyAkhyAna meM AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA ki yadi isa parva ke punIta avasara para | ATha dinoM taka apanA vyApAra, kArobAra, kamaThA Adi Arambha kA kArya banda rakhA jAe to Apake samAja ke lie | gaurava kI bAta hogii| isase sahaja hI Apa Arambha parigraha se baca kara dayA saMvara Adi vratArAdhana se jur3a kara apane jIvana kA nirmANa to kareMge hI, parvArAdhana kA saccA svarUpa bhI zAsana prabhAvanA kA hetu banegA tathA bhAvI pIDhI ko bhI dharma ke sammukha hone kA sahaja avasara samupalabdha hogaa| isa saMketa kA phala yaha huA ki saMgha ne sarva sammati se paryuSaNa ke ATha dinoM para Arambha evaM vyavasAya ke kArya banda rakhane kA nirNaya kara liyaa| sthAnakavAsI samAja ke isa nirNaya se prabhAvita | hokara terApaMthI evaM mandiramArgI samAja kA bhI mana huA ki sampUrNa osavAla jaina samAja meM paryuSaNa ke | dinoM meM vyApAra evaM Arambha ke kArya banda rakhe jAveM to atyuttama rhe| tInoM samAja ne milakara osavAla samAja ko isake lie prArthanA patra diyaa| yaha yojanA osavAla samAja kI baiThaka meM sarvasammati se pArita kara dI gii| isa prakAra gurudeva kA saMketa aisA saphala huA ki Aja taka sampUrNa jaina samAja ke sadasya pArasparika samanvaya se 8 yA 9 dinoM ke lie paryuSaNa meM apane vyApArika pratiSThAna evaM nirmANa kArya banda rakhate haiN| aneka prabhAvazAlI lakSmIpati dampatiyoM dvArA AjIvana zIlavrata grahaNa karanA, tridivasIya dhyAnayoga-sAdhanA zivira kA Ayojana, zrI akhila bhAratavarSIya mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA samiti kA dvitIya adhivezana samAroha, nArI zikSA evaM nAriyoM meM aMdhavizvAsa nivAraNa hetu cetanA-jAgRti kAryakrama bAlotarA cAturmAsa kI mahattvapUrNa upalabdhiyA~ rhiiN| pravacanoM se prerita hokara saMpUrNa jaina samAja ne paryuSaNa parva ke pAvana dinoM meM AraMbha samAraMbha rUpa vyavasAya baMda rakhane kA nirNaya liyA, jo aba bhI phekTariyoM ko baMda rakhakara pAlana kiyA jA rahA hai| cAturmAsa samApana ke avasara para jilAdhIza sajjananAtha jI modI ne jaisalamera padhArane kI vinati kii| ___ Atma-niyantA AcArya zrI yahA~ se vihAra kara kanAnA, pADalU tathA samadar3I pdhaare| Apa zrI ke prabhAva se tInoM gA~voM meM vyApta vivAda evaM mana muTAva dUra hokara paraspara sauhArda kA vAtAvaraNa bnaa| nikaTavartI kSetroM meM apane saMyama ke Adarza se jana-jIvana ko mUka tathA mukhara sAdhanA saMdeza dete hue ApazrI 24 disambara 76 ko pAlI padhAre / sthavira saubhAgamunijI, zrutadhara prakAzamuni jI, uttama muni jI Adi ThANA 4 agavAnI meM sAmane padhAre / yahA~ tapasvIrAja zrI caMpAlAlajI ma. ThANA 8 kA surANA mArkeTa sthAnaka meM milana huaa| pauSazuklA caturdazI ko paramapUjya caritanAyaka ke janmadina para tapasvIrAja pUjya zrI caMpAlAlajI ma.sA. ne 'halAhala kalayuga mata jANo re baDe
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________________ 188 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM | baDe munirAja ' bhajana dvArA apane bhAva vyakta kiye| vIra putra paM. ratna zrI ghevaracaMdajI ma.sA. ne apanI zraddhAbhivyakti | karate hue 'bAlye'pi saMyamaruci caturaM' nAmaka saMskRta zloka kI racanA kara ApakA guNAnuvAda kiyaa| isa avasara para upAdhyAyapravara zrI puSkaramunijI ma.sA. ke ziSya zrI ramezamunijI zAstrI ne Apake yazasvI | jIvana para saMskRta meM aSTaka preSita kiyA, jisake kucha padya isa prakAra the jagatsu santo bahavo mahAntaH parantu santaM mahatAM mahAntam / ahaM vareNyaM muniSUdbhaTaM tam / tapasvinAM hastimallaM stavImi // 1 // pade pade satyakathaM sutathyam nirantaraM yasya munezcaritram / samIkSya santo'pi punarnamanti muniM tamAcAryamahaM bravImi // 2 // sunizcitaM me matametadevam jinaprabho: zAsanasadmanIti / jvalatprabhApUrNavikAsidIpaH prakAzamAyAti munIza eSaH ||3 || bhavAdRzAH sAdhuSu dhIravIrA: samanvitAH syuH yadi sAdhusaMghe / parasparAbhAphalite suratne yathA tu zobhA ramate tadA vaH // 4 // pAlI se sojata, bagaDI, pIpaliyA hote pUjyapAda 28 disambara ko nimAja padhAre / yahA~ mahAsatI kaMcana kaMvara 1 | jI motIjharA kI asvasthatA ke kAraNa virAja rahI thI / AcArya zrI ne svayaM padhAra kara maMgalapATha sunaayaa| jaitAraNa meM Apane pravacana meM pharamAyA . " AtmA kA dharma eka hai| saMsthA bheda se dharma bhinna nahIM hotaa| vItarAgatA kI ora | baDhAne vAlA AcaraNa hI dharma hai| pAnI ko sApha karane ke prakAra bhinna-bhinna haiM, vaise hI Atma-zuddhi ke prakAra alaga-alaga ho sakate haiN| mUla meM jo Atmazuddhi kI ora vizeSa agrasara kare vahI pracAra saMsthA upAdeya hai|" yahA~ se bilAr3A, piciyAka, khejaralA, cilarANI, pIpAr3a rIyAM, cor3hA, pAlAsanI pharasakara Apa jodhapura padhAre, jahA~ yathAsamaya 2 mArca 77 ko dRr3hadharmI sevAbhAvI sva. vijayamala jI kumbhaTa kI dharmapatnI rAjula bAI jI kumbhaTa kI dIkSAvidhi sampanna huI / navadIkSitA rAjamatI jI ko mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM rakhA gyaa| dIkSA prasaMga para svAmIjI brajalAlajI ma, mizrImalajI ma. 'madhukara' bhI ThANA 4 se padhAre / kosANA meM akSaya tRtIyA parva - prasaMga para niHsvArtha samAjasevI dAUlAla jI sArar3A, nyAyAdhIza zrI magarUpa | canda jI bhaNDArI, DA. bakhtAvaramala jI mehatA evaM zrI manoharalAla jI caNDAliyA (ajamera) kA samAjasevA ke lie | abhinaMdana kiyA gayA / yahA~ baravAlA (gujarAta) paramparA ke AcArya zrI campaka muni jI ma.sA. ke ziSya zrI saradAracanda jI ma.sA, zrI taruNamuni jI evaM zrI savAImuni jI se sneha vArtA huI / marudhara kesarI pravartaka zrI | mizrImalajI ma.sA. kI asvasthatA ke samAcAra prApta hue / AcArya zrI unakI sukhasAtA kI pRcchA hetu khavAsapurA
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________________ [prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa pdhaare| yahA~ se goTaNa, harasolAva hote hue ApazrI AsAvarI padhAre, jahA~ mahAsatI zrI jhaNakAra kaMvara jI ne vandanapravacana sevA kA lAbha liyaa| yahA~ se Apa nokhA, khajavANA, nImalI, kucerA, muMDavA hote hue nAgaura padhAre, jahA~ AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI 132vIM puNyatithi 132 dayA-pauSadha ke sAtha manAyI gii| eka svAdhyAya zivira bhI Ayojita huaa| * ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2034) nAgaura meM dharmodyota kara khajavAnA, mer3atA ror3a, mer3atAsiTI, jasanagara (kekIna), govindagar3ha ko padaraja evaM vAgvaibhava se samRddha karate hue ApakA ajamera meM saMvat 2034 ke cAturmAsArtha zubhAgamana huaa| yaha ApazrI kA sattAvanavAM cAturmAsa thaa| Apake guru pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI kI ma. puNyatithi ke upalakSya meM ApazrI ne deva aura guNI AcArya guru ke svarUpa kA pratipAdana kara tIrthaMkara mahAvIra meM donoM rUpoM kI vidyamAnatA batAyI tathA vartamAna meM hamAre deva pratyakSa nahIM hone se sadguru kI ArAdhanA ko hI mAnava ke lie kalyANakArI btaayaa| kyoMki nirdoSa mArga kA pathika tathA praNetA sadguru hI hotA hai| paryuSaNa meM Apake udbodhana viSaya-vikAroM kA zamana karAne vAle, tapa aura saMyama kI preraNA karane vAle tathA jIvana meM adhyAtma Aloka ko prajvalita karane vAle the| jisase deza-dezAntaravartI zrAvakoM ke jIvana ko sahI dizA milI aura unake cintana kA dRSTikoNa nirmala huaa| yahA~ pahalI bAra bahanoM evaM bhAiyoM meM dayA-pauSadha kI alaga-alaga navaraMgI kI ArAdhanA huii| 20 akTUbara 1977 se SaD-divasIya svAdhyAya-sAdhanA zivira prArambha huA jisameM 40 svAdhyAyI sAdhakoM ne bhAga liyaa| zivira meM vizvavidyAlaya ke prophesara, adhivaktA, zikSaka evaM vyApAriyoM ne bhAga lekara dhyAna evaM mauna ke sAtha kaSAya-vijaya kA abhyAsa kiyaa| sahAyaka Ayakara Ayukta zrI bI.Ara. kumbhaTa ne zivira kA udghATana kiyA tathA samApana samAroha ke mukhya atithi mAdhyamika zikSA borDa, rAjasthAna ke adhyakSa zrI satyaprasanna siMhajI bhaNDArI the| jayapura kI zrAvikAratna zrImatI lADabAI jI botharA (dharmapatnI zrI ugrasiMha jI botharA) apane 33 upavAsa para ajamera AI evaM 42 dina kI tapasyA pUrNa kii| mAsakhamaNa tapa karane vAlI tapasvinI zrAvikAoM kA abhinaMdana, zivirArthiyoM kA svAdhyAya sAdhanA-zivira, zrAvikA samiti kA adhivezana, samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala kA vArSika adhivezana, loMkAzAha jayantI samAroha Adi prasaMga ullekhanIya evaM preraNAdAyI rhe| * bhopAlagar3ha meM AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma. se milana ajamera ke upanagaroM ko pharasate hue puSkara padhArane para marudhara kesarI jaina pAramArthika saMsthA bhavana meM ApakA pravacana atIva prabhAvotpAdaka rhaa| nadI meM pAnI ke kAraNa mArga badalakara tabIjI, sarAdhanA, lIDI kharavA hote hue Apa byAvara ke golecchA gArDana meM viraaje| yahA~ se phira girI meM sAmAjika sAmarasya sthApita kara nimAja, jaitAraNa hokara | Apa bilAr3A pdhaare| yahA~ para Apake kRSNAdazamI kA maunavrata thaa| AcArya zrI pratyeka guruvAra evaM kRSNAdazamI ko maunavrata rakhate the| pravacana , vAcanA Adi ko chor3akara Apa mauna ke samaya meM Atma-sAdhanA, svAdhyAya evaM dhyAna meM hI saMlagna rahate the| bilAr3A se pIpAr3a, kosANA hote hue 17 janavarI 1978 ko Apa bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| bhopAlagar3ha pravAsakAla meM AcAryazrI kI 68vIM janma-jayantI para AcArya zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. tathA | ApazrI ke saMyukta pravacana hue| donoM AcAryoM ke madhura-milana ko dekhakara AbAlavRddha naranArI bhAvavibhora ho utthe|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zrI donoM paramparAoM ke mahApuruSoM kA pIr3hiyoM se prema sambandha thA / pUjya zrI zrIlAla jI mahArAja sA. va pUjya | mannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI paramparA ke madhya vivAda ke samaya bhI una mahApuruSoM ke mana meM yaha zraddhAbhibhUta bhAva thA ki | ralavaMzIya prazAntAtmA mahAmuni zrI candanamala jI ma.sA. jo bhI nirNaya deMge, vaha svIkArya hai / 190 caritanAyaka ke pUjyapAda gurudeva pUjya zrI zobhAcaMda jI ma.sA. ke bIkAnera padhArane para zrAvakoM ko pUjya AcArya zrI javAharalAlajI ma.sA. ne yahI samAcAra karAye ki ye mahanIya mahApuruSa jJAna, kriyA va saMyama ke utkaTa dhanI haiM, inakI sevA merI sevA hai, yaha samajha kara saMgha inake sevA - sAnnidhya kA pUrNa lAbha le / caritanAyaka jI kA yuvAvaya se hI pUjya javAharAcArya va unake uttarAdhikArI mahApuruSoM se nikaTa | samparka rhaa| prathama zramaNa-sammelana meM variSTha AcAryoM meM se eka pUjya javAharAcArya ne vaya meM sabase choTe AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja sAhaba kI pratibhA ko pahicAnate hue pharamAyA- "ye yahA~ upasthita sabhI AcAryoM meM vaya meM choTe haiM, para salAha sUcana meM maiM inako apane se bhI Age dekha rahA huuN|" bAda meM zramaNa saMgha ke gaThana se hI caritanAyaka kA upAcArya pUjyazrI gaNezIlAla jI mahArAja sAhaba se nikaTa sambandha rhaa| donoM mahApuruSoM me vaicArika sAmya, evaM paraspara nikaTatA tathA zAsana hita bhAvanA rhii| aba inhIM mahApuruSoM ke uttarAdhikArI AcArya zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. ke mAravAr3a kI ora padhArane para evaM maitrI sambandha ko navIna rUpa dene kI bhAvanA ne Apake mana ko bhI sahaja AkarSita kiyaa| donoM mahApuruSoM kA kriyoddhAra bhUmi bhopAlagar3ha meM sneha milana huA / paraspara carcA -vimarza hue| donoM paramparAoM meM nikaTatA sthApita huii| anuyAyI zrAvaka saMghoM ke kAryakartAoM meM bhI paraspara carcAeM huiiN| donoM mahApuruSoM me huI carcA ke uparAMta paraspara | maitrI sambandha majabUta karane hetu kaI bAteM taya huiiN| AcArya zrInAnAlAlajI ma.sA. kA AgAmI cAturmAsa mAravAr3a ke | paTTanagara jodhapura meM ghor3oM kA cauka meM huA jisameM ratnavaMzIya zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne sevA kA pUrNa lAbha liyA / zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya ke svarNa jayantI varSa ke zubhArambha ke upalakSya meM nazAbaMdI abhiyAna tathA dhArmika zikSaNa ke vikAsa ko gati pradAna kI gaI / 26 janavarI ko AcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI mahArAja kI | svargArohaNa tithi manAne ke avasara para donoM AcAryoM ne mahAn AtmAoM ke pada- cihnoM para calakara jIvana saphala banAne kI preraNA kii| yahA~ se 28 janavarI ko Apa hIrAdesara pdhaare| loDhA evaM botharA parivAra ne sevAbhakti kA lAbha liyA / yahA~ se virAI, virANI, sevakI Adi grAmoM meM dharmopadeza dete hue jodhapura padhArane para punaH ukta AcAryadvaya kA sammelana huA / pAlAsanI meM dIkSA zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke tattvAvadhAna meM mAgha zuklA dazamI 17 pharavarI 1978 ko dIkSArthI zrI gautamacanda jI Abar3a (suputra zrI jAMvatarAjajI zrImatI zAntAdevIjI Abar3a, pAlAsanI), viraktA suzrI kauzalyA | devIjI (suputrI zrI pannAlAlajI kamalAdevI jI kaTAriyA, thA~valA) aura suzrI sohanakaMvarajI (suputrI zrI udArAmajI | dAkhIbAI bhATI, bAraNI khurda) ko pAlAsanI meM AcAryapravara dvArA AjIvana sAmAyika vrata aMgIkAra karA kara bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kI gii| baragada kI saghana chAyA yukta sabhAmaMDapa jaya ghoSoM ke nAroM se gUMja utthaa| isa avasara para prANimitra karuNAmUrti, satata svAdhyAyI zrI DI. Ara mehatA kA abhinaMdana kiyA gayA / dhArmika evaM sAmAjika sevAoM ke upalakSya meM zrI sohananAtha jI modI tathA zrI sirahamala jI navalakhA kA bahumAna kiyA gyaa| jodhapura meM
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________________ [prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa bar3I dIkSA 24 pharavarI ko AcAryadvaya ke sAnnidhya meM sampanna huI / yahA~ siMhapola meM AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI | ma.sA. ThANA 14 , AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. ThANA 8, pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvarajI ma.sA. ThANA 22 evaM mahAsatI nAnUkaMvarajI ma.sA. Adi satImaNDala kA sauhArdapUrNa milana sabake hRdaya - sthala meM aMkita ho gyaa| yahA~ para dharmodyota kI adbhuta lahara rhii| navadIkSitoM ke nAma kramaza: gautama muni, mahAsatI kauzalyAvatI evaM mahAsatI sohanakaMvara rakhe ge| yahAM se ApakA vihAra pIpAr3a kI ora huaa| dUrI kama kareM pIpAr3a meM phAlguna kRSNA 14 ko paM. ratna zrI lAlacaMdajI | ma. agavAnI hetu sAmane pdhaare| mahAsatI nandakaMvarajI ne zaMkA-samAdhAna prApta kara pramoda kA anubhava kiyaa| ___vihAra krama meM Apa pIpAr3a se ciraDANI, khejaDalA, raNasIgAMva, hariyADANA, borundA, gagarAnA hote hue indAvara padhAre, jahA~ AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. kI AjJAnuvartinI satI bAdAmakaMvarajI Adi ThANA 4 sevA meM padhArI evaM tattva-carcA kara Apase samyak samAdhAna prApta kara pramudita huii| yahA~ se vihAra kara Apa mer3atA padhAre taba dharmazAlA ke pAsa hI agavAnI meM pravartaka zrI kundanamuni jI Adi santa upasthita the| phAlgunI zuklA ekadazI ko mer3atA meM indaura saMgha kA pratinidhimaNDala zrI phakIracandajI mehatA ke netRtva meM AgAmI cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita huaa| phAlgunI pUrNimA para mer3atA saMgha dharmArAdhana se kRtArtha huaa| jayapura ke zrI zrIcandajI golechA ne gurudeva se tattvacarcA kI / savAImAdhopura kSetra kI vinati huii| savAImAdhopura kSetra ke jAgaraNa para ApakI phUlacandajI Adi zrAvakoM se vArtA huii| caitrakRSNA dvitIyA ko jayapura kA zrAvaka saMgha zrAvikAvRnda ke sAtha cAturmAsa hetu AgrahabharI vinati lekara upasthita huaa| coraDiyAjI, mantrI saradAramalajI copar3A aura indaracandajI hIrAvata ne atyanta Agraha | kiyaa| AcAryapravara ne isa dina pravacana meM pharamAyA -"dharmatIrtha meM santoM ke sAtha zrAvakoM ke sahayoga kI bhI vyavasthA hai| zrAvakoM ke sahayoga se hI dharma kA pracAra-prasAra vyApaka rUpa grahaNa karatA hai| bharata, bimbisAra, cer3A, udAyana, samprati, kumArapAla Adi rAjA tyAgI jaina santoM se prabhAvita the| unhoMne dharma kI bar3I prabhAvanA kii| usa samaya rAjatantra para dharma kA aMkuza thaa| dharma ko Aja bhI zrAvaka vyApakatA de sakate haiN| " jayapura kI vinati ko bala dete hue samarpita zraddhAlu zrAvaka zrI indaracandajI hIrAvata ne kahA ki caumAsA hone para ve cAra mAha apanA vyAvasAyika kArya chor3a deNge| AcArya zrI kA mAnasa madhyapradeza kI ora vihAra kA ho cukA thaa| ata: corar3iyA jI evaM copar3A jI ne kahA - "madhyapradeza kI ora Age na bar3hanA ho to jayapura ko kRtArtha kreN|" AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM vinatiyoM kA krama calatA rahatA thaa| cAturmAsa hetu vinatiyA~ prAya: phAlgunI pUrNimA ke Asa-pAsa huA karatI thii| isake pUrva bhI lagAtAra bhAvanAe~ abhivyakta karane ke avasara kA zrIsaMgha lAbha uThAyA karate the| kintu AcArya zrI svaviveka se nirNaya lete the| cAturmAsa kholane ke pUrva aneka bAtoM ko dhyAna meM rakhane ke sAtha dharmArAdhana kI utkRSTa bhAvanA evaM sambhAvanA ko ve adhika mahattva dete the| eka grAma se dUsare grAma padArpaNa karate samaya grAmavAsiyoM kI dharmabhAvanA ko Age bar3hAnA evaM svayaM kI saMyama-yAtrA ko nirmala rakhanA Apake jIvana | kA ucca lakSya thaa| vinati kI prabalatA se kabhI laghu mArga ko chor3akara dIrgha evaM kaSTapUrNa mArga para caraNa bar3hAte hue bhI Apako pramoda kA hI anubhava hotA thaa| jinazAsana ke sevaka evaM jana-jana meM dharmaniSThA aura sadAcArI jIvana ke preraka AcAryazrI ko kaisA kaSTa? Apane jayapura saMgha ko svIkRti na dekara dharma-pracAra kI bhAvanA se indaura kA patha liyaa| DAMgAvAsa jAte samaya mArga meM vardhamAnasAgarajI Adi tIna digambara muniyoM se milana huaa| unase kuzalatA evaM
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 192 vicaraNa vihAra ke bAre meM vArtA huI / yahA~ vyAkhyAna ke pazcAt eka vakIla ke prazna para mana evaM AtmA kI bhinnatA samajhAte hue pharamAyA ki mana paudgalika hai, jabaki AtmA cetana tattva hai| mana karaNa hai aura AtmA kartA hai| Apane rAtrivAsa dharmazAlA meM kiyaa| vijayanagara ke zrAvakoM ne darzana lAbha liyA / taduparAnta Apa mevar3A (sthavirapada vibhUSita paM. ratna zrI cauthamala jI ma.sA. kI janma-sthalI), pAdukalA, choTI pAda, rIyAM bar3I hokara AlaNiyAsa padhAre / AhAra ke anantara nitya niyata dhyAna ke pazcAt, grAmINoM ko preraNA kara Apane unheM dhUmrapAna ke tyAga kraaye| grAmINa kisI bhI jAti yA samAja ke hoM, pUjyacaraNoM meM baiThakara jIvana ko nayA mor3a dekara prasanna hote the| govindagar3ha jAte samaya varSA Ane se Apa muslima DhANI ke chappara meM Thahare evaM varSA kI bUMde banda hone para vihAra kiyaa| pIsAMgana meM sUyagaDAMga sUtra kI vAcanA huii| rAtri tattva-carcA meM zrI milApacanda jI Adi zrAvakagaNa ne bhAga lekara saMtuSTi prApta kii| pIsAMgana se kAlesarA hokara saMvat 2035 ke prathama dina jeThAnA meM virAje / byAvara kA ziSTa maNDala upasthita huaa| yahA~ se kirApa aura phira masUdA pdhaare| zrAvakoM kA AvAgamana banA rhaa| phira govindagar3ha, zeragar3ha, rAtAkoTa sathAnA, pharasate hue Apa vijayanagara padhAre / * vijayanagara , gulAbapurA hokara bhIlavAr3A , vijayanagara meM indaura kA ziSTamaNDala (phakIracanda jI mehatA, bhaMvaralAlajI bAphanA, mANakacandajI sAMDa ziromaNicanda jI jaina Adi sahita) cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara puna: upasthita huaa| ujjaina kI ora se bhI pArasamalajI corar3iyA ne vinati prastuta kii| sailAnA ke seTha pyAracandajI rAMkA ne bhAvabharI vinati zrI caraNoM meM rkhii| dhanopa, phUliyA Adi ke zrAvaka bhI upasthita hue| mahAvIra jayantI para dharmArAdhana kA ThATa rhaa| yahA~ se Apa gulAbapurA padhAre, jahA~ para vidhAnasabhA ke pA~ca vidhAyakoM ne AcAryazrI ke darzanoM kA lAbha liyaa| yahA~ ke kistUra canda jI nAhara (munIma jI) ne rAtrikAlIna praznacarcA ke samaya Apase dharmacarcA kii| yahAM 15-20 yuvakoM ne sAmUhika svAdhyAya kA niyama liyaa| yaha ullekhanIya hai ki grAmAnugrAma vihAra ke avasaroM para sthAnIya zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke atirikta deza-videza ke nAgarika AcArya zrI kI sevA meM prastuta hokara darzana lAbha lete rhe| inameM se aneka zrAvaka svayaM bhI apane kArya kSetra ke khyAtilabdha vyaktitva vAle rahe haiN| vistAra bhaya se nAma-gaNanA azakya hai, tathApi yaha bhI kaheM to atizayokti nahIM hogI ki AcArya zrI kI caraNa-sevA meM Ane gale aise zrAvaka bhI the jo zrAvaka svayaM meM eka-eka saMsthA rahI hai| apane-apane kSetroM ke lie vinati karate hue sahRdaya zrAvakoM ke sajala netroM ko anekazaH sabhAoM meM dekhA gayA hai| vidAI avasaroM para mahilAoM aura puruSoM kI katAroM ke bIca azrujaladhAra pravAha ne anekoM bAra sahRdayoM ko hilAyA hai| gurudeva kA caturvidha saMgha ke prati yaha vAtsalya hI to hai jisase vizva ke kone-kone meM base Apake anuyAyI aura anumodaka isa prakAra jar3a gae, jaise eka mAlA meM vibhinna vargoM ke ratna | piroe hoN| sampUrNa jaina samAja evaM ratnavaMza kA eka-eka zrAvaka aura zrAvikA Apake dharma-sneha se sarAbora hai / jo kArya kaI sarakAreM milakara athAha anudAna rAzi kharca karake asaMkhya adhikAriyoM ke prayAsa se nahIM kara sakatI, vaha kArya AcArya zrI kI gA~va-gA~va aura Dagara-Dagara, zahara-zahara aura nagara-nagara kI padayAtrAoM ke mAdhyama se mAnava-saMsAdhana ke sudhAra aura sneha saMvardhana ke rUpa meM sampanna huaa| bhArata kA vaibhava acetana dhana-sampadA kI vRddhi kI apekSA sacetana mAnava-saMsAdhana ke sakArAtmaka vikAsa meM nihita hai| isIlie gurudeva ne saMyama patha kA mArga sujhAkara svayaM sahakara dUsaroM ke lie sukha-sAdhanoM ke visarjana kI kalA aparigraha kA pATha jana-jana ko par3hAyA aura
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa % 333 apane usa maryAdita sAdhu jIvana kA advitIya Adarza jana-jana ke samakSa prastuta kara yaha siddha kara diyA ki dRr3ha || icchA-zakti ho to sAdhanA kaThina nahIM hai| gulAbapurA se purAtattvavetA manISI jinavijayajI kI janmabhUmi rUpAhelI meM mAsTara cA~damala jI Adi ko | jJAna-carcA se lAbhAnvita kara vaizAkhakRSNA tRtIyA ko kaMvaliyAsa padhAre / yaha dharma ruci kI dRSTi se acchA kSetra hai| yahA~ para bhAratIya jahAjarAnI nigama, dillI ke nidezaka zrI vI.Ara. mehatA ne sapatnIka darzanalAbha kara prasannatA kA anubhava kiyaa| yahAM se sarer3I ke sAtAkArI dharmasthAna meM eka rAtri vyatIta kara Apa rAyalA ror3a ke mAcchara bhavana meM virAje / dUsare dina Apane baneDA jAte samaya vaTavRkSa ke nIce cabUtare para rAta bitAI / baner3A meM ratalAma ke pratinidhi maNDala (pI.sI. caupar3A, jItamala jI chAjeDa, basantIlAla jI seThiyA Adi ) ne cAturmAsa hetu vinati kii| sAyaMkAla cA~danI cauka dillI ke lAlA kizorIlAla jI jaina sasaMgha upasthita hue| phira chAparI, sAMgAnera hote hue ApakA bhIlavAr3A meM praveza huaa| bhopAlagaMja bhIlavAr3A meM varSItapa pAraNoM kA || tapotsava-samAroha AdhyAtmikatA se ota-prota vAtAvaraNa meM sampanna huaa| bhopAlagaMja meM upasthita jana-jana AcArya zrI ko parama pAvana tIrtharAja kA mUrta rUpa samajha rahA thA, jinake mukhAravinda se prakaTa jinavANI-saritA meM avagAhana kara sabhI svayaM ko nilamanA banAne kA prayAsa kara rahe the| yahA~ varSItapa pAraNe ke avasara para anya mAsakSapaNa Adi tapasyAoM ke bhI pAraNaka hue| kSudhA-pipAsA vijaya tathA dRr3ha icchA-zakti ke pratIka tapArAdhana se utpanna teja kA anUThA mAhaula jaina tathA ajaina samAja ko vismita kara rahA thaa| pravacana sabhA meM mahAsatI zrI yazakuMvarajI ma.sA. ne pUjyacaraNa AcAryapravara ke viziSTa vyaktitva evaM kRtitva para apane vicAra prakaTa karate hue pharamAyA - "mujhe AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM do cAturmAsa karane kA saubhAgya prApta huA hai| maiMne sAdhanA kA ati utkRSTa rUpa jaisA Apa meM dekhA, anyatra durlabha hai| agara mai Apako zramaNa varga ke puSkararAja kI saMjJA dU~ to koI atizayokti nahIM hogii| " AcArya pravara ne pravacana meM tapa ke mahattva para prakAza ddaalaa| gurudeva kI jayaghoSoM ke sAtha samAroha sampanna huaa| raNajIta munijI Adi ThANA 3, zAsana prabhAvikA yazakaMvara jI ma. Adi ThANA 15, satI pAnakaMvarajI Adi ThANA 6 ke sAtha aneka saMgha pramukhoM se yahA~ caturvidha saMgha kI vikAsa carcAe~ huii| jodhapura nivAsI bhaMDArI prakAzacaMdajI ne 32 varSa kI avasthA meM varSItapa ke sAtha AjIvana zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| vigata katipaya mAha se cala rahI vinati ko indaura saMgha ne puna: purajora zabdoM meM rakhA evaM yaha bharosA dilAyA ki AcArya zrI kI vicAradhArA evaM rIti-nIti kA indaura saMgha pUrNarUpa se pAlana kregaa| dhvaniyantra kA upayoga nahIM kiyA jaayegaa| tadanantara AcAryapravara ne indaura saMgha ko sAdhu-maryAdA ke anurUpa svIkRti phrmaayii| yahA~ para eka dina vyAkhyAna meM mokSamArga kA vivecana karate hue samyagdarzana kA vizleSaNa kiyA evaM pharamAyA - "bhagavAna mahAvIra ne deva-deviyoM ke pujAriyoM ko AtmapUjA aura AtmajAgaraNa kI zikSA dii| zAnti kA srota apane bhItara batalAkara puruSArtha ko usakI prApti kA upAya btaayaa|" . cittaur3a sparzana kAzIpurI, svarUpagaMja, hamIragar3ha, gaMgarAra ror3a, puTholI ko pharasate hue AcAryapravara vaizAkha zuklA 11 vi. saMvat 2035 ko mIrAnagara cittaur3a pdhaare| Apake pravacanoM se prabhAvita yuvakoM ne nitya sthAnaka meM Akara sAmAyika-svAdhyAya karane kA niyama liyaa| AcArya zrI ne hindUkula sUrya pratApa ke hitaiSI bhAmAzAha kI Ana, bAna . aura zAna kA smaraNa karAte hue upasthita zrotAoM ko dharma-kSetra meM apanI zakti lagAne kA AhvAna kiyaa|
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________________ madhyapradeza, mahArASTra, tamilanADu, Andhrapradeza evaM karnATaka meM dharmodyota (saMvat 2035se 2039) * rAjasthAna se mAlava bhUmi kI ora ___ caritanAyaka AgAmI cAturmAsa meM indaura virAjane kI svIkRti pradAna kara cuke the| usI lakSya se aba Apake caraNa zasya zyAmalA mAlava bhUmi kI ora bar3ha rahe the| Apa seMtI, satakhaMDA, mAMgarola, nimbAher3A, bAger3A hote hue rAjasthAna se madhyapradeza padhAre / dinAMka 27 maI 1978 ko dhArA 144 lagI hone para bhI jAvada meM ApakA bhavya praveza huaa| ApakI pAtakaprakSAlinI pIyUSapAvinI maMgalamaya pravacana sudhA kara pAna karane jAvadavAsI bhArI saMkhyA meM upasthita the| yahA~ sailAnA saMgha vinati lekara upasthita huaa| jAvada se do kilomITara kA vihAra kara Apa pulisa sTezana bhavana viraaje| vahA~ se prAta: vihAra kara nImacachAvanI pdhaare| yahA~ Apane jJAna mandira meM pravacana phrmaayaa| yahA~ se kRpAnidhAna kA vicaraNa-vihAra nImaca siTI, kaTaAra siTI, sAvana, mahAgar3ha, jhAr3I nArAyaNagaDha ror3a pIpalyA maMDI, botalagaMja prabhRti grAma nagaroM meM huaa| Apa jahA~ bhI padhAre, AbAlavRddha sabhI Apake pravacanAmRta se prabhAvita ho adhyAtma mArga para calane ko prerita hue| nImaca meM apane maMgalamaya udbodhana meM Apane vicAroM kI pavitratA evaM sthiratA ke liye AhAra-zuddhi para bala diyaa| nImaca se vihAra kara rAste meM ApakA rAtrivAsa AmravRkSa ke nIce huaa| sAtha cala rahe tIna bhAiyoM ne bhI apane ArAdhya gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM hI saMvara kiyaa| garmI kA mausama, havA kA jhoMkA taka nahIM, aisI pratikUlatA meM bhI jinakI AtmA meM samatva, kSamA va zAnti kA sAgara laharA | rahA ho, unheM bhalA bAhya parISaha kyA prabhAvita kara pAte / prAta:kAla jo cintana calA, usake bAre meM Apane apanI dainandinI meM aMkita kiyA hai -"prAtaH sAmane praharI vRkSa aDola khar3e apane mohaka Adarza se zikSA de rahe the"| adhyAtmacetA manISiyoM ke liye to prakRti va bAhya pariveza bhI zikSA ke sUcaka hote haiN| Apane cintana kiyA ki jisa prakAra viSama paristhitiyoM meM bhI vRkSa aDola rahakara apane kartavya kA nirvAha karate haiM vaise hI saMta ko bhI jIvana meM anukUlatAoM-pratikUlatAoM meM aDiga rahakara karttavya kA nirvahana karate rahanA hai| hindI kavi ne bhI apanI racanA meM kahA hai -"khar3A himAlaya batA rahA hai, Daro na A~dhI pAnI se| khar3e raho tuma avicala hokara, saba saMkaTa tUphAnoM meM / " jyeSTha mAha, bhayaMkara garmI, dhUpa se tapta bhUmi para parISaha vijetA mahApuruSa ko apanI ziSya maMDalI ke sAtha naMge pA~va pAda-vihAra karate dekha jainetara grAmINa jana Azcarya-vimugdha sahaja zraddhAbhibhUta ho Apake caraNoM meM jhuka jaate| nikaTavartI grAma-nagaroM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA Atma-sAdhaka AcArya zrI hastI ke sAnnidhya meM pahu~cakara apane ko dhanya mAnate the| jisa grAma kI ora vihAra sambhAvita hai, vahAM se vinati ke lie zrAvakoM kA pUrva grAma meM upasthita honA evaM bAda me nikaTa ke gAMvoM meM pahuMcane para santoM kI sevA meM upasthita hokara apanI dharmabhAvanA ko Age bar3hAnA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 195 eka sahaja sAdhAraNa bAta thii| choTe-choTe grAmoM meM bar3e bar3e zaharoM ke dharmaniSTha zrAvaka-zrAvikAe~ pahu~ca kara jaba sAmAyika, saMvara, upavAsa, pauSadha Adi karate the to vahA~ ke loga ina tapa:pUta mahAsAdhaka ke jJAna-darzana cAritra ke sAtha hI inake puNyAtizaya evaM bhaktoM ke apane ArAdhya gurudeva ke prati ananya zraddhA bhakti se sahaja hI prabhAvita ho | jaate| isa vicaraNa vihAra meM aneka vyakti sAmAyika svAdhyAya se jur3e to kaI vyaktiyoM ne mahAvratadhArI isa mahApuruSa se bArahavrata aMgIkAra kara apanA jIvana maryAdA meM sthira kiyaa| pUjyapAda ke jyeSTha evaM zreSTha tathA gaNadhara gautama ke samAna aharniza gurucaraNoM meM samarpita suziSya zrI choTe lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA. ne jaba se dIkSA aMgIkAra kI, unake sAMsArika parijanoM kI hI nahIM samasta mahAgaDha vAsiyoM kI utkaTa AkAMkSA unakA cAturmAsa apane yahA~ karAne kI thii| guru ke caraNoM meM hI jinhoMne svarga samajhA thA, guru-sevA hI jinake jIvana kA lakSya va sAdhanA kA kendra bindu thA, ve mahApuruSa gurucaraNoM se pRthak cAturmAsa karane ke anicchuka the| para pUjyapAda ke mAlava bhUmi meM praveza karate hI mahAgaDhavAsiyoM kI dIrghakAla se antahRdaya meM saMcita bhAvanA puna: hiloreM lene lagI va vahA~ ke zrIsaMgha ne apanI bhAvanA sampUrita vinati Apake caraNasarojoM meM prastuta kI to Apane mahAgaDhavAsiyoM kI bhAvanA samajhate hue zrI choTe lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA. kA varSAvAsa mahAgaDha ke liye svIkRta kiyaa| * mandasaura meM dIkSA prasaMga savAImAdhopura nivAsI mumukSu zrI mahAvIra prasAdajI jaina lambe samaya se pUjya gurudeva kI sevA meM jJAnArAdhana kara rahe the| unakI dIkSA lene kI utkaTa bhAvanA thI, unake vairAgyasikta hRdaya meM yahI kAmanA thI ki maiM zIghrAtizIghra pUjya guru caraNoM meM sadA-sadA ke liye samarpita ho Atma-kalyANa ke mArga para Age bddhuuN| dharmaniSTha saMyamAnurAgI bhakta suzrAvaka zrI pyAracaMdajI rAMkA, sailAnA ne mumukSu mahAvIraprasAdajI ke parijanoM se AjJA prApta kara dIkSA niyata karane meM nirNAyaka bhUmikA kA nirvAha kara jinazAsana sevA kA utkRSTa lAbha prApta kiyaa| vihArakrama meM pUjyapAda nArAyaNagaDha padhAre, jahAM Apane dharma kA sahI svarUpa samajhAyA va sapta kuvyasana tyAga kI prabhAvI preraNA kii| pIpalyAmaMDI meM apane preraka udbodhana meM dharmasthAna va pravacana sabhA meM Ate samaya zrAvaka ke liye dhyAna rakhane yogya pAMca abhigamoM kI upAdeyatA zrotAoM ko samajhAte hue pharamAyA ki zrAvaka ko dharmasthAna va pravacana sabhA meM praveza ke pUrva sacitta vastuoM kA bAhara hI tyAga kara denA cAhiye, acitta vastuoM kA bhI viveka rakhanA cAhie yAnI jUte, cappala, mukuTa Adi ko bhI andara nahIM lAnA cAhie, mukha para mukhavastrikA yA uttarAsana dhAraNa kara hI praveza karanA caahiye| isa viveka ke sAtha hI jaise hI pUjya saMta-satIvRnda dRSTigata ho, hAtha jor3akara donoM hAtha lalATa para lagAkara mana ko sAMsArika kAryoM se haTA kara dhArmika kAryoM meM ekAgratA ke sAtha gurucaraNoM meM vandana karanA caahiye| yahA~ para nayI AbAdI meM sAMsada zrI sundaralAla jI paTavA (mukhyaMmatrI bhI rahe) ne yugamanISI AcArya bhagavanta ke pAvana darzana va vandana kA lAbha liyaa| botalagaMja se vihAra kara itihAsamArtaNDa AcArya zrI ne ArakSita kI vicaraNa bhUmi, dazArNabhadra kI dIkSAsthalI aitihAsika vaibhava sampanna dazapura (mandasaura) meM praveza kiyaa| maMgala stutiyoM tathA svAgata gItoM ko guMjAtI janamedinI AcArya zrI kI agavAnI kara vizAla vyAkhyAna sabhA ke rUpa meM pariNata ho gyii| maMdasaura meM
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 196 jyeSTha zuklA dazamI saMvat 2035 tadanusAra 16 jUna 1978 ko AcAryazrI ke mukhAravinda se zrI rAmanivAsajI jaina ke suputra evaM zrI ramezacanda jI ke anuja zrI mahAvIraprasAda jI jaina (savArDa mAdhopura) kI bhAgavatI dIkSA caturvidha saMgha kI janamedinI kI jaya-jayakAra ke bIca sampanna huii| 'nandISeNa' saMjJA ko prApta navadIkSita muni kI dIkSA ke samaya AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 8 se virAjamAna the| isa avasara para zrI indaramalajI ma.sA, zrI maheza muni jI, zrI udayamuni jI ma.sA. ThANA 3 , AcArya zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. kI AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI vallabha kaMvara jI ma.sA, mahAsatI zrI pepakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 12 tathA pUjya caritanAyaka kI AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 4 kA AzIrvAda evaM susAnnidhya prApta huaa| * sailAnA meM samarasatA kA saMcAra kara ratalAma padArpaNa ___mandasaura se vihAra kara caritanAyaka dalodA, kacanArA, DhoDhara hokara jAvarA padhAre , jahA~ javAhara peTha ke sthAnaka evaM caupATI ke svAdhyAya bhavana meM Apake prabhAvI pravacana hue| caupATI ke pravacana meM vinati lekara upasthita ratalAma ke tInoM saMghoM ko lakSya kara pharamAyA- "hameM nizcaya karanA hai AcAra kI pradhAnatA ho yA pracAra kI? AcArya zrI dharmadAsajI mahArAja ne jinazAsana kI sevA ke lie jIvana de diyA, phira bhI saMgha ne pagaliye nahIM rakhe, kintu Aja Apa bhUla rahe haiN|" jinazAsana kI suvihita AcAra paramparA ke prabalapakSadhara AcArya bhagavanta dravya nikSepa kI bajAya bhAva nikSepa ke himAyatI the| Apane jIvana meM kabhI bhI pracAra ko mahattA nahIM dii| ApakA spaSTa maMtavya thA ki sAdhaka kA AcArasampanna jIvana svayaM jo chApa chor3ane meM sakSama hai vaha chApa prabala pracAra nahIM chor3a sktaa| svayaM ke jIvana meM doSa lagAkara dharmapracAra kA prayAsa to vaisA hI hai "hAtha bhI jale va hole bhI dule"| rAtri meM SaDdravya, navatattva Adi | viSayoM para hue praznottaroM se jana samudAya lAbhAnvita huaa| pratikramaNa ke pazcAt rAtri meM prAya: jaba bhI jahA~ bhI zrAvakoM dvArA jijJAsAe~ rakhI jAtI thI, to unakA samAdhAna AcAryapravara bahuta hI rasa lekara kiyA karate the| zrAvakoM ke na pUchane para Apa hI santoM yA zrAvakoM se prazna pUchakara unakA rocaka zailI meM jJAnavardhana kiyA karate the| mAnava muni jI ne yahA~ AcAryapravara kI sevA meM upasthita hokara apanI AdhyAtmika jijJAsA zAnta kii| yahA~ se pIpalodA hokara Apa sailAnA pdhaare| sailAnA ke sthAnIya saMgha meM paraspara samanvaya meM kucha kamI thii| pUjyapAda ke 'kaSAya-niyantraNa' viSayaka upadeza se saMgha meM madhura aikya kI lahara daur3a gii| sailAnA se 25 jUna ko vihAra kara AcArya zrI dhAmanoda hote hue ASADha kRSNA SaSThI saMvat 2035 ko ratalAma pdhaare| vahA~ dharmadAsa mitramaMDala meM Apane mAMgalika aura vyAkhyAna pharamAkara jana-jana kI pyAsa bujhaaii| ratalAma kA jaina TrasTa borDa tIna sampradAyoM (AcArya zrInAnAlAla jI, pUjya zrI dharmadAsa jI evaM jaina divAkara zrI cauthamala jI ma.sA.) kI saMyukta-saMsthA hai, | jisake tattvAvadhAna meM AcAryapravara ke ratalAma Agamana para huI saMyukta-vyavasthA evaM dayA Adi kAryakramoM kA AgantukoM ne lAbha utthaayaa| 200 se adhika dayAvrata hue| ratalAma meM tInoM sampradAyoM ke pRthak-pRthak sthAnaka va saMgha-vyavasthA hai| paraspara apekSita samanvaya nahIM hai, para samatA sAdhaka caritanAyaka kA jIvanAdarza va puNyAtizaya hI aisA thA ki Apa jahA~ bhI padhArate, anekoM pakSa ke loga sAre bheda-vibheda bhUlakara eka ho jAte evaM Apake sAnnidhya kA lAbha lete| rAtri meM kisI zrAvaka ke dvArA prazna kiyA gayA ki jaina dharma meM mantra-sAdhanA kyoM pracalita huI? itihAsajJa
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 197 AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA - " saMgharSakAla meM jinazAsana kI rakSArtha mantrasAdhanA kA pracalana huaa|" yahA~ se ApazrI dharAr3a, vilapAMka, sarvana-jAmuniyA, simalAvadA pharasate hue badanAvara padhAre, jahA~ pravartaka sUryamunijI ke do santa AcAryapravara kI agavAnI meM sAmane padhAre aura bhavya nagara- praveza huA / yahA~ ApakA pravartaka sUryamunijI evaM zrI umeza munijI 'aNu' se itihAsa aura zAsana utthAna hetu vicAroM kA AdAna-pradAna huaa| yahA~ se vihAra kara Apa kAnavana padhAre, jahA~ tapasvI zrI lAlamuni jI ma evaM zrI kAnamuni jI ma. ne AcAryadeva se aneka viSayoM para ucita samAdhAna pAkara pramoda vyakta kiyA / 4 julAI ko AcAryapravara nAgadA pdhaare| AcAryapravara kI preraka vANI ke prabhAva se yahA~ svAdhyAya maMDala kA gaThana huA, jisameM zrI sAgaramala jI siyAla zrI lAlacandra jI nAhara, zrI geMdAlAla jI caudharI ( sapatnIka cAroM khaMdhoM ke pAlaka), zrI rAmalAla jI nAhara va zrI tejamala jI caudharI pA~ca sadasya cune gaye / cAra AjIvana brahmacarya ke skandha hue| nAgadA se AcAryazrI zAdalapura, veTamA, zirapura hote hue ahilyA kI nagarI indaura ke upanagara jAnakI nagara padhAre / mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI ma.sA. ThANA 4 kA bhI indaura padArpaNa huA / indaura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2035) indaura saMghAdhyakSa zrI suganamala jI bhaMDArI, kAMphreMsa maMtrI zrI phakIracanda jI mehatA evaM samasta zrI saMgha ke | utsAha aura ullAsa kA pArAvAra nahIM thA, kyoMki vikrama saMvat 2035 meM AcArya zrI kA 58vAM cAturmAsa indaura meM | ho rahA thA / bhAvuka bhaktoM kI bhAvabhInI agavAnI ne cAturmAsa ke sambhAvya phala kA saMketa kara diyA thA / yahA~ mahAvIra bhavana, imalI bAjAra meM janamedinI mAno sAgara kI taraha umar3a par3I aura vyAkhyAna sunane evaM dharmArAdhana karane hetu saba tatpara rhe| yugamanISI yugaprabhAvaka caritanAyaka AcArya pravara ne apane maMgalamaya praveza ke avasara para apane prabhAvI pravacana ke mAdhyama se janamAnasa ko udbodhita karate hue pharamAyA - " zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko cAhie ki ve apane ko sAmAyika - svAdhyAya kI pravRtti se jodd'eN| bAlakoM meM saMskAroM kA vapana kreN| dharmasthAnoM meM niyamita svAdhyAya kI | prabala preraNA karate hue bhagavanta ne pharamAyA- " dharmasthAna meM Ane vAloM ke lie baiThane ke Asana to mileMge, kintu pAThakoM ke lie rucipUrNa svAdhyAya -granthoM kA choTA-sA bhI saMgraha nahIM miltaa|" " munirAjoM ke svAgata samAroha, abhinandana aura pustaka vimocana jaise jalase nirgrantha - saMskRti | ke anurUpa nahIM haiM / vyaktigata mahimA - pUjA se adhika saMgha evaM zAsanahita kA lakSya rakheMge to varSAkAla meM zakti kA apavyaya nahIM hogA / " " hajAroM darzanArthiyoM kA cAhe melA na lage, para nagara ke loga yadi jJAna-dhyAna se apane pairoM para khar3e ho gae aura cAturmAsa ke pazcAt bhI dharmasthAna meM sAdhanA aura svAdhyAya kI gaMgA bahatI rahI to | cAturmAsa kI saccI saphalatA hogii| " "prAcIna samaya meM jahA~ eka cAturmAsa ho jAtA, vahA~ AbAlavRddha janoM meM aisI dharma cetanA AtI ki varSoM ke | bAda bhI dharmasthAna meM usakA asara dikhAI detA, logoM kI dharma-bhAvanA sthira hotI aura bIsiyoM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa evaM tattvajJAna ke jJAtA taiyAra ho jaate| kaI ajaina bandhu bhI jaina dharma ke zraddhAlu banate aura varSoM taka cAturmAsa kI suvAsa banI rahatI / Aja darzanArthiyoM ke meloM para sAdhu-sAdhviyA~ aura zrAvakagaNa santoSa mAna lete haiM /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (198 phalasvarUpa cAra mAha meM cAra-pAMca zrAvaka bhI jAnakAra taiyAra nahIM hote|" "samaya kI mAMga hai ki jaina samAja tyAgI santoM ke satsaMga kA mUlya samajhe aura usameM samAja-nirmANa ke kisI Thosa kArya ko gati de| abhI jaina samAja kI sthiti bar3I dayanIya hai| gAMva yA nagara , kahIM bhI dekhie dharmasthAna meM rajoharaNa aura pUMjanI kI bhI barAbara vyavasthA nahIM milegii| bilDiMga lAkhoM kI hogI, | para niyamita Ane vAle dasa - bIsa bhI muzkila se hoNge|" ___"AvazyakatA hai varSAkAla meM samAja kI isa durbalatA ko dUra karane hetu sthAna-sthAna para svAdhyAya aura sAdhanA kA zikSaNa dene kii| zikSaNa dete samaya zikSaka aura santa-satI varga sampradAyavAda se bacakara tulanAtmaka jJAna dene kA khayAla rakheM to saMgha ke lie adhika lAbhakArI ho sakatA hai| vyaktigata yA vargagata kisI kI nyUnatA batAkara, apane Apako U~cA batAne kA samaya nahIM hai, isase zAsana kI prabhAvanA nahIM hogii| sAdhu-dharma, zrAvaka dharma aura siddhAnta kI maulika jAnakArI dete hue paramparA bhedoM kA taTastha paricaya karAie, para svayaM AlocanA kara rAgadveSa ko jAgRta na kiijie|" ____ "sthAnakavAsI samAja ko sAdhuvRnda kA hI avalambana hai| tyAgIvarga para jinazAsana kI rakSA kA bar3A dAyitva hai| unheM apanI mahimA kA khayAla chor3akara caturvidha saMgha kI rakSA ke lie gAMva-gAMva aura | nagara-nagara meM svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika-sAdhanA kA vyavasthita rUpa cAlU karanA caahie|" "jinazAsana kI rakSA aura hita meM hamArI rakSA evaM hita hai| isalie paraspara kI nindA-AlocanA chor3akara tyAgIvarga bhI samAja meM niSpakSa bhAva se jJAna, darzana, cAritra kI abhivRddhi ho, aisA kArya karegA to cAturmAsa kI saphalatA, saMgha kI sthiratA aura dharmabhAva meM dRr3hatA kI vRddhi hogii|" saMyamamUrti caritanAyaka ne saMyama, saMgaThana, svAdhyAya aura sAdhanA rUpa mArgacatuSTayI ke lie gatizIla hone kA AhvAna kiyaa| zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM meM vizeSa dharmArAdhana, yuvakoM meM jJAnavRddhi, svAdhyAya, zikSaNa aura bAlakoM hetu zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya zAlA kA prArambha isa cAturmAsa kI upalabdhi rhii| upanagaroM meM cAra svAdhyAya kendra sthApita hue| mahAvIra bhavana meM zAstra granthoM ke saMgraha hetu AdhyAtmika granthAlaya kA zrIgaNeza kiyA gyaa| indaura meM pahale paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM dharmasthAnaka meM dhvani yaMtra se pratikramaNa karAyA jAtA thaa| usakI vyavasthA meM parivartana huaa| svAdhyAyI | bhAI ke dvArA pratikramaNa karAyA gayA aura pUrva pracalita prathA banda ho gii| isa cAturmAsa kI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa | upalabdhi rahI-'akhila bhAratIya jaina vidvat pariSad' kA gtthn| ____ dinAGka 12 va 13 navambara 1978 ko jaina vidvAnoM kA sammelana huA, jisameM jayapura, jodhapura, bIkAnera, udayapura, rAyapura, indaura, ahamadAbAda, baiMgalora, bambaI, bhopAla, choTI sAdar3I, kAnor3a savAI mAdhopura, zujAlapura | zAjApura, byAvara Adi nagaroM ke 50 se adhika vidvAnoM ne bhAga liyaa| alaga-alaga kSetroM meM bikhare samAja ke jainavidyA meM nirata vidvAnoM, zrImantoM, kAryakartAoM aura saMsthAoM meM pArasparika samparka va sAmaMjasya sthApita karate hue jaina dharma, darzana, sAhitya, itihAsa Adi ke adhyayana-adhyApana, paThana-pAThana, saMrakSaNa-saMvardhana, zodha-prakAzana Adi ko protsAhana dene ke lie yahA~ akhila bhAratIya jaina vidvat pariSad kA gaThana kiyA gyaa| pariSad ke adhyakSa zrI saubhAgyamalajI jaina manonIta kie gae tathA mahAmantrI kA dAyitva jinavANI ke mAnada sampAdaka DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata ko sauMpA gyaa| indaura vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati DaoN. devendra jI zarmA ne pariSad kA udghATana kiyaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa AcAryapravara ne vidvAnoM ko udbodhana dete hue pharamAyA ki ve jaina zAstra aura zraddhA ko surakSita rakhane ke lie vaijJAnika cintana prastuta kareM, dharma-paramparA ke lie vighaTana yA vidhvaMsa kI nIti na rakhakara nirmANAtmaka-rakSaNAtmaka nIti kA upayoga kareM, itihAsa ke bhrAnta vicAroM kA nirAkaraNa kareM, svAdhyAya kA pracAra kareM aura svayaM zAstra-granthoM kA adhyayana kreN| zrI phakIra canda jI mehatA ne vidvat pariSad ke antargata jaina divAkara janma-zatAbdI ke upalakSya meM prativarSa 'jaina divAkara smRti vyAkhyAnamAlA' Ayojita karAne kI ghoSaNA kii| pariSad kA kAryAlaya jayapura rakhA gyaa| cAturmAsa meM pyAracaMda jI rAMkA sailAnA vAloM ne saparivAra sevA kA lAbha liyaa| aneka bhAiyoM ne sadAra || zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| prAta: tattvArthasUtra evaM dopahara meM vyavahAra sUtra kA vAcana-vivecana claa| 12 se 14 navambara 1978 taka a.bhA. zrI jainaratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha jodhapura, samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala | jayapura a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna yuvaka saMgha evaM a.bhA. zrI mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA samiti ke adhivezana sAnaMda sampanna hue| jodhapura se adhivezana ke avasara para bhopAlagaDha nivAsI sujJa zrAvaka zrI jogIdAsajI bAphanA ke suputra zrI suganacanda bAphanA ke saujanya se 550 sadasyoM kI vizeSa Trena AI tathA jayapura Adi kSetroM se bhI aneka baseM aaii| cAturmAsa meM zrI bhaMvaralAla jI bAphanA, zrI bAdalacandajI mehatA, zrI bastImalajI coraDiyA, zrI phUlacandajI jaina, hastImalajI Adi kI ullekhanIya sevAeM rhii| zrAvikAoM meM zrImatI hIrA bahana boradiyA evaM zrImatI bhuvanezvarI devI bhaNDArI kA utsAha prazaMsanIya rhaa| * ujjaina meM dharmajAgaraNa mArgazIrSa kRSNA pratipadA ko jayaghoSa ke nAroM ke sAtha AcArya zrI kA cAturmAsa sthala se vihAra huaa| caritanAyaka nyU palAsiyA svAdhyAya bhavana, mahAvIra nagara, klarka kAlonI, jAnakI nagara, snehalatA gaMja, bhaMvarasalA, dharmapurI, tarANA sAMvera, pipalAI Adi vibhinna kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue 1 disambara 1978 ko phrIgaMja hokara madhyAhna meM ujjaina ke mahAvIra bhavana meM pdhaare| kAlidAsa kI priya nagarI avantI (ujjaina) kI puNyabhUmi meM 2 disambara ko AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha paMjAba se virakta baMdhu zrI rAjendra kumAra evaM zrI rAkeza kumAra (paM. ratna zrI sudarzana munijI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM adhyayanarata) upasthita hue| samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala jayapura ke adhyakSa zrI umarAvamala jI DhaDDA ajamera, zrI cunnIlAla jI lalavANI jayapura tathA zrI samarthamala jI bamba jayapura ne AcArya zrI kI sevA kA lAbha liyaa| a.bhA. zrI sAdhumArgI jaina saMgha ke pramukha zrAvakoM zrI gaNapatarAjajI boharA, zrI saradAramalajI kAMkariyA , zrI pI.sI. caupar3A evaM zrI gumAnamalajI corar3iyA kA ziSTamaNDala sevA meM upasthita huaa| mahAgar3ha kA cAturmAsa sampanna kara zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 3 tathA jAnakInagara indaura kA cAturmAsa sampanna kara mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvarajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 4 kA bhI padArpaNa ujjaina meM huaa| 14 disambara ko AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. ke ziSya zrI premamuni jI Adi ThANA 3 ne bhopAla kA cAturmAsa sampanna kara ujjaina meM AcArya zrI kA sAnnidhya lAbha liyaa| AcAryazrI ke sAnnidhya meM 19veM tIrthaMkara bhagavatI mallinAtha ke janma-kalyANaka mahotsava ke avasara para sAmAyika-svAdhyAya, dayA-pauSadha, tapa-tyAga Adi dhArmika kAryakrama sampanna hue| isa avasara para sthAnIya saMgha pramukhoM ne svAdhyAyazAlA prArambha karane kA nizcaya kiyaa| AdhyAtmika abhiruci
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________________ 200 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM va ullAsa ke sAtha hI 24 disambara ko AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM 23veM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna pArzvanAtha kA | janma-kalyANaka sAmUhika dayAvrata ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| dhuliyA kI ora avantI meM dharmodyota kI pAvana amRtadhArA bahAkara AcArya zrI grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karate hue 28 disambara ko | punaH indaura padhAre / yahA~ tapasvIrAja zrI lAlamuni jI ma.sA. va paMDita zrI kAnamuni jI ma.sA. agavAnI hetu Apake sAmane pdhaare| sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke paryAya AcArya bhagavanta dvArA varSAvAsa meM lagI svAdhyAya bagiyA kA punaH | siMcana karane para sabane pramoda vyakta kiyA / 7 janavarI 1979 ko jodhapura meM prAtaH 5.30 baje paMDita zrI bar3e lakSmI canda jI ma.sA kA devaloka gamana ho gayA, vyAkhyAna sthagita rakhakara prakAza dAla mila ke bhavana meM | prAtaH 10 baje sabhA meM cAra logassa se zraddhAJjali arpita kI gii| parama zraddheya AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA- 'ratnavaMza rUpI bahumUlya hAra kI eka anamola maNi nikala gaI hai|' paM. ratna zrI lakSmI canda jI ma. sA. vAstava meM eka bahumUlya ratna maNi the| Apa marmajJa zAstravettA, Agama rasika, zodhapriya itihAsajJa evaM vizuddha zramaNAcAra pAlaka aura prabala | samarthaka santa the / lagabhaga 56 varSo kI sudIrgha avadhi taka ananya niSThA ke sAtha zramaNadharma kA pAlana karate hue | Apane aneka hastalikhita evaM prAcIna granthoM kA anuzIlana kara sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke viziSTa kaviyoM, tapasviyoM, | sAdhviyoM Adi ke jIvana aura kRtitva para prakAza ddaalaa| zrI ratanacandra pada muktAvalI, sujAna pada sumana vATikA, | tapasvI muni bAlacandrajI, santa- jIvana kI jhAMkI Adi aneka kRtiyAM Apake parizrama se hI prakAza meM A sakIM / | santa-satiyoM ke vidyAbhyAsa meM ApakI gahana ruci thI aura samaya-samaya para Apa unako par3hAyA bhI karate the / saM. | 1965 meM mAravAr3a ke harasolAva grAma meM zrI baccharAjajI bAgamAra kI dharma patnI zrImatI hIrAbAI kI kukSi se janme | lUNakaraNa jI alpAyu meM pitAzrI kA viyoga hone para vikrama saMvat 1979 mArgazIrSa zuklA pUrNimA ko 14 varSa kI vaya meM muthAjI ke maMdira, jodhapura meM AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara muni lakSmIcanda bana gae the| Apako prAkRta, saMskRta, apabhraMza, hindI, rAjasthAnI Adi bhASAoM kA acchA jJAna thaa| | purAne santa satiyoM kA jIvana caritra, jo sahaja upalabdha nahIM hotA thA, use zramapUrvaka khoja kara Apane samAja ke sAmane rkhaa| saMyama dharma kI upekSA Apako kataI pasanda nahIM thI / Apa satya bAta kahane meM spaSTa rahate the / andara | aura bAhara se Apa eka the / sarala evaM bhadrika prakRti ke santa the / lambe kada evaM suDaula dehadhArI paNDita zrI | lakSmIcandajI mahArAja vihAra kA sAmarthya na rahane para gata do varSoM se jodhapura meM sthiravAsa virAjita the / Apake suziSya zrI mAnamuni jI ma.sA. ne ApakI tana-mana se sevA kara eka anUThA Adarza prastuta kiyaa| bAbA jI zrI jayantamuni jI evaM basanta muni jI ne bhI sevA kA lAbha liyaa| kAladharma ko prApta hone ke lagabhaga 10 dina pUrva pATa se gira jAne ke kAraNa ApakI gardana kI haDDI TUTa gaI thI, jisake anantara Apane deha kI vinazvaratA ko | jAnakara AcAryapravara kI svIkRti milane para AlocanA prAyazcittapUrvaka citta ko samAdhi meM lagA liyA thaa| Apake dehAvasAna para jodhapura, pIpAr3a, pAlI, bhopAgaDha, phalaudI, maMDAvara, byAvara, sojata siTI, ratalAma, mer3atA siTI, jayapura Adi aneka sthAnoM para zraddhAjaMli arpita kara guNa-smaraNa kie ge| marudhara kesarI zrI mizrImalajI ma.sA. ne kAvya rUpa meM apane udgAra vyakta karate hue kahA - le gayo jasa lakSmI muni, jholo bhara-bhara jora / ziSya sujAna kI sAdhanA mAnI dUnI kaThora //
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________________ 'prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 201 sarala aura zAstrajJa the, rakhate madhura milApa / saMgaThana cAhate sadA, paccakhe pApa pralApa / / vyAdhi se viralA gayo, zAnti ura apnaay| kasara par3I muni saMgha meM, vA pUraNa kima thAya / / pauSazuklA caturdazI ko caritanAyaka ke 69 veM janma-divasa para zrAvakoM ne varSa meM 5 dina dAla mileM banda rakhane kA nirNaya kara SaTkAya pratipAlaka gurudeva ke prati saccI zraddhA abhivyakta kI tathA zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya zAlA ke chAtroM ne acchI saMkhyA meM dayAvrata kie| 21 janavarI ko AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM vyasana-nivAraNa divasa manAyA gayA, jisameM dAla miloM ke lagabhaga 80 zramikoM ne mAMsa-madirA sevana kA tyAga kiyaa| 23 janavarI ko yahA~ se vihAra kara ThANA 4 se kastUrabA : grAma, simarola, vAI, corala, balavAr3A hote hue bar3avAha padhAre / yahA~ AcArya zrI kI dIkSA-tithi para zrI saMgha dvArA svAdhyAya saMgha kI zAkhA tathA svAdhyAya zAlA kI sthApanA kI gii| yahA~ se Apa sanAvada, ber3iyA pharasate hue . " ror3iyA padhAre, jahA~ bhAvasAra baMdhuoM aura dazorA mahAjanoM ne AcArya zrI ke prati atyaMta zraddhA- bhakti pradarzita kii| phira Apa andar3a, go gAMva, kharagona, Una, saigAMva, julavAniyA~, bAlasamanda hote hue seMdhavA pdhaare| yahA~ para dharma kI jyoti pradIpta kara gavAr3I padhAre, jahA~ paMcAyata bhavana meM virAje / yahA~ sendhavA evaM kharagona ke zreSThi zrAvaka upasthita hue| jainadharma ke karmavAda evaM gItA ke karmayoga para carcA karate hue AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA -"gItA kA karmayoga niSkAma bhAva se karma/puruSArtha karane kI preraNA karatA hai, jisase jainadharma kA virodha nahIM hai, kintu karmabandhana se bacane ke lie jaina karmavAda meM vistRta vivecana prApta hotA hai| karmoM ko jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, vedanIya, mohanIya, AyuSya , nAma, gotra aura antarAya ke bheda se ATha prakAra kA batAyA hai| inake pUrNakSaya se hI mukti sambhava hai| isake lie sabase pahale mohakarma ko jItanA hotA hai, kyoMki vahI karmoM kA rAjA hai| moha ko jItane para jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa evaM antarAya karma svataH naSTa ho jAte haiN| ye cAroM ghAtI karma haiN| zeSa cAra karma aghAtI haiM jo kevalajJAnI kA zarIra chUTane ke :: sAtha kSaya ho jAte haiN| jaina karma-siddhAnta ke anusAra svayaM AtmA hI apane karmoM kA kartA, bhoktA evaM 3 / unase mukti pAne vAlA hai| isa dRSTi se jaina darzana AtmavAdI evaM puruSArthavAdI hai| niSkAmabhAva se karma karanA bhI moha ko jItane kA hI upAya hai|" AcAryapravara se isa tAttvika viSaya kA sahaja sarala bhASA meM samAdhAna prApta kara zrotAoM ko pramoda kA anubhava huaa| phira Apa bIjAsana ghATa palAsanera, hAr3Akher3a, dahIvada : hote hue zirapura pdhaare| mAlava evaM madhyapradeza meM caritanAyaka ke isa vicaraNa-vihAra se jinazAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA huii| vizuddha jinazAsana kI jAho jalAlI va jana-jana ke jIvana meM dharma saMskAra ke bIja vapana karane ke punIta lakSya se Apa dvArA sadAcAra, nirvyasanatA, svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika kI preraNA se anekoM vyaktiyoM ne apane jIvana ko bhAvita kiyaa| jJAna, darzana, cAritra ke saMgama puNyanidhAna pUjyapAda kI asAmpradAyika vRtti, jana-jana kii| kalyANa-kAmanA va ekamAtra jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA kI ni:svArthavRtti se yahAM ke loga Apase bahuta prabhAvita hue v| Apa unakI ananya AsthA ke kendra tathA hRdaya samrATa bana gye| aba ApakA lakSya mahArASTra meM dharmodyota karane kaa| thaa| mahArASTra kI dharA para Apake padArpaNa kA usI prakAra svAgata huA, jaise kaI varSoM kI anAvRSTi ke bAda huI varSA / / kA / mahArASTra ke vibhinna grAmoM va nagaroM ke zraddhAluoM kA mana huA ki ina adhyAtmaniSTha saMtoM kI padaraja evaM amRtamayI vANI se unakA hRdaya evaM grAma nagara bhI pAvana baneM, ata: Age se Age vinatiyoM kA satata krama calatA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 202 rhaa| zirapura meM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne vividha pratyAkhyAna aMgIkAra kara vizeSa zraddhA-bhakti kA paricaya diyaa| prAta: evaM aparAhna donoM samaya yahA~ upasthita hokara dhuliyA, jalagAMva, golayAnA, nandurabAra, varzI, naraDANA Adi kSetroM ke dharmapremiyoM ne bhagavanta kI sevA meM apane-apane kSetra sparzana hetu Agraha evaM vinayayukta nivedana kiyaa| zirapura se ApazrI varzI padhAre / yahA~ zrI kAntilAla jI bAphanA jo amerikA meM koyale se peTrola taiyAra karane sambaMdhI viSaya para pI- eca. DI. ke lie zodha kArya kara rahe the, ne AcArya zrI se vidhivat zrAvaka dharma kI dIkSA grahaNa kii| Apake padArpaNa para naraDANA meM saMgha kA matabheda prema meM badala gyaa| ___ Apa vidvattA ke sAtha saralarUpeNa tattvajJAna ko zrotR-samudAya ko samajhAne meM dakSa the| isalie Apake zAnta, gambhIra evaM manda svara bhI ekAgratApUrvaka sune jAte the| Apako apane yaza kI nahIM, jinazAsana kI sevA evaM jana-jana ke sacce jIvana-nirmANa kI cintA thii| isalie Apa kisI ko apane se na jor3akara jinendra bhagavAna evaM unakI vANI se hI jor3ane kA lakSya rakhate the| kintu bhakta kI AsthA, bhagavAna se adhika guru ke prati jur3a jAe yaha bhI svAbhAvika vikAsa kI prakriyA hai| ata: kaI bhaktoM ne to guru hastI ko hI apane hRdaya ke bhagavAna ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA hai| naraDANA se mAlica, sonAgira, nagAMva hote hue Apa 23 pharavarI ko dhuliyA pdhaare| Apake zubhAgamana para mahArASTra ke lokapriya dainika 'svataMtra bhArata' ne pUre pRSTha meM ApazrI ke virAT vyaktitva para mahattvapUrNa sAmagrI prakAzita kI, jisakI saikar3oM pratiyA~ hAthoM-hAtha samApta ho giiN| nagarapraveza kA dRzya atIva manamohaka thaa| "AcArya zrI Aye haiM, nayI rozanI lAye haiM" ke jayaghoSoM se sampUrNa nagara AhlAdita thaa| caritanAyaka ne yahA~ amolaka jJAnAlaya meM hastalikhita zAstroM evaM granthoM kA avalokana kara aitihAsika tathya saMkalita kiye| yahA~ svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA huii| prAkRta grantha 'kuvalayamAlA' meM varNita caNDasoma, mAna bhaTTa mAyAditya, lobhadeva aura mohadatta ke AkhyAnoM ke mAdhyama se Atma-kartRtva, karma, kaSAya, samyaktva, bhava-bhramaNa, mukti Adi viSayoM para AcArya zrI dvArA kI gaI vyAkhyA se zivAjI vidyA prasAraka saMsthAna ke kalA, vijJAna aura vANijya kAleja ke prophesara (prAkRta) zrI vizvanAtha jaMgama tathA aneka vidyArthI atyaMta prabhAvita aura zraddhAbhibhUta hue| yahA~ 30 vyaktiyoM ne nityaprati svAdhyAya karane va mAha meM eka dayA karane kA saMkalpa kara sAdhanAmArga meM apane caraNa bddhaaye| 2 mArca se eka saptAha taka Apane mAlegAMva ke vibhinna upanagaroM ko pharasate hue dharma kI mahattI preraNA kii| yahA~ suzrAvaka zrI mAlUjI ke netRtva meM bIsa-paccIsa yuvakoM ne sthAnaka meM nitya Akara sAmUhika sAmAyika svAdhyAya karane ke saMkalpa lie| yahAM mahAsatI prItisudhAjI ma.sA. Adi ThANA evaM mUrtipUjaka paramparA ke santa zrI candrazekharajI Adi ThANA caritanAyaka ke darzanArtha pdhaare| hIrAdesara (mAravAr3a) ke loDhA bandhuoM kI gurubhakti evaM saMghasevA ullekhanIya rhii| lAsalagA~va kI prabala vinati evaM Antarika bhAvanA ko mahattva dekara karuNAnidhAna ne zatAdhika mIla kI atirikta padayAtrA ke kaSTa ko bhI gauNa kara diyaa| isalie lAsalagA~va hokara jalagA~va jAne kA lakSya bnaayaa| * lAsalagA~va hokara khAnadeza meM praveza mAlegAMva se pATaNA, sodANA pharasate hue Apa umarANA pdhaare| yahA~ phAlgunI caumAsI para ApakI mahatI preraNA se dainika svAdhyAya kI pravRtti prArambha huii| rAmadeva TekarI ke ahiMsA bhagata jabarI bAbA ne AdhyAtmika santa
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________________ ----Muras - - - - - - - - -- - - - u ndariSIER.CAMERI11AIEE----hiATAadat - - - -- -- prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 203 ziromaNi AcArya zrI ko apane yahA~ virAjane kA Agraha kiyaa| phira cicuA se cAMdavar3a padhArate samaya Apane 3 mIla kI durgama pahAr3I pAra kara mArga meM neminAtha brahmacaryAzrama meM chAtroM ko sambodhita kiyaa| phira kAMjI, sAMgavI hote hue caritanAyaka lAsalagAMva pdhaare| vahA~ zrI AnandarAja jI mUthA ke netRtva meM 'yuvaka dharma se vimukha kyoM?' viSaya para Ayojita goSThI meM AcArya zrI ne aneka yuvakoM kI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna karate hue unheM nitya svAdhyAya kI preraNA dii| Apane pharamAyA-"bhautikatA kA AkarSaNa manuSya ko jaldI prabhAvita karatA hai, dharma evaM adhyAtma kA mahattva dera se samajha meM AtA hai| kintu jo dharma aura adhyAtma ke lie gurujanoM kI satsaMgati meM nahIM Ate, ve sadA ke lie sahI samajha se vaMcita ho jAte haiN| bujurgoM kA AcaraNa bhI isameM mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA kA nirvAha karatA hai| ve dharma ko apane jIvana-vyavahAra meM apanA leM to koI / / kAraNa nahIM ki unake samparka meM Ae yuvA dharma se vimukha hoN| dharma kI AvazyakatA kyoM, isakA / cintana yuvakoM meM prasArita karane kI AvazyakatA hai|" AcArya zrI ke 36 varSoM bAda zubhAgamana se lAsalagAMvavAsiyoM ko yaha pratIta huA ki hamArA bhAgyodaya hai | ki aise utkRSTa saMyamadhanI yuga-manISI adhyAtma yogI ke caraNa isa choTe se gAMva meM par3e haiN| grAmavAsiyoM ne pUrNa manoyoga se Apake padArpaNa kA lAbha uThAne meM koI kora-kasara nahIM rkhii| tapasyA kA tAMtA laga gyaa| sAmUhika dayAvrata, pauSadha, upavAsa Adi ke sAtha 35 yuvakoM ne pratidina sthAnaka meM Akara sAmUhika svAdhyAya karane kA saMkalpa liyaa| pUre eka saptAha paryuSaNa jaisA dharmArAdhana kA ThATa rhaa| brahmecA evaM sAMDa parivAra ne AgantukoM ke sevA-satkAra kA lAbha liyaa| jodhapura meM mahAsatI zrI biradIkaMvara jI ma.sA. ke dehAvasAna ke samAcAra prApta hone para dharmasabhA meM AcArya zrI ne satIjI kI sevA, kaSTasahiSNutA evaM saMyamI jIvana para prakAza DAlA aura cAra logassa kA | kAyotsarga kara svargastha AtmA ke prati zAnti kI kAmanA kii| apramatta sAdhaka AcArya zrI dakSiNa bhArata ke durgama mArgoM ko pAra karate hue bhI binA thake pUrNa utsAha ke sAtha jinazAsana prabhAvanA va janakalyANa ke kAryoM ke prati jAgarUka the| ApakA ina kSetroM meM yaha Agamana jana-jana ke mAnasa meM tyAga, tapa, svAdhyAya, sAmAyika evaM vrata-niyamoM ke prati AsthA evaM umaMga prakaTa kara rahA thaa| jahAM-jahAM bhI Apake kadama par3ate, vahA~ ke loga apane jIvana ko dhanya-dhanya smjhte| lAsalagA~va se vihAra kara AcArya zrI pAlakher3a, pIpalagA~va, basavanta, dAvacavAr3I, nAndurDI, talegA~va roDI hote hue manamAr3a padhAre, jahA~ svAdhyAya-pravRtti kA zrI gaNeza huaa| zrI pI.esa. siMghavI saMyojaka niyukta kiye ge| aMkAI meM madrAsa ke suzrAvaka zrI pRthvIrAjajI kavAr3a ne saparivAra dharmalAbha liyaa| pUjyapAda yahA~ se 21 // kilomITara kA ugra vihAra kara yevalA pdhaare| yahA~ se 1 aprela 1979 ko vihAra kara Apake andarasUle padhArane para || auraMgAbAda evaM jAlanA saMgha ke pratinidhimaNDala akSayatRtIyA para apane yahA~ virAjane hetu bhAvapUrNa vinati lekara | upasthita hue / sUregA~va se baijApura padhArane para Apake pravacana se yuvakoM meM dhArmika cetanA kA saMcAra huA va unhoMne || zrI RSabhacandajI saMcetI ke netRtva meM nitya svAdhyAya karane kI pratijJA kii| phira khaNDAlA, bhIvagAMva, ghUgharagAMva meM jinavANI kA pAna karAte hue Apa lAsUra sTezana padhAre, jahA~ 10 aprela 1979 mahAvIra jayantI para | adhyAtma-kAryakrama sampanna huaa| AcArya zrI ne bhagavAna mahAvIra ke upadezoM kI upAdeyatA kA prabhAvI pratipAdana || kiyaa| ApakI preraNA se lAsUra gAMva evaM lAsUra sTezana para svAdhyAya maNDala kA gaThana huaa| yahA~ jalagA~va kA | ziSTamaNDala vinati lekara upasthita huaa| bodavar3a jAmanera virAjita sevAbhAvI zrI laghu lakSmIcandajI mahArAja Adi || - -- - - - -ALI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 204 ThANA kI sahamati jAnakara karuNAnAtha ne akSayatRtIyA para auraMgAbAda padhArane kI svIkRti pharamAyI, jisase auraMgAbAda saMgha ko atIva pramoda huA aura jAmanera virAjita santoM ne bhI apane vihAra kI dizA auraMgAbAda kI | ora kii| ____ AcArya zrI jahA~ bhI padhArate, prAya: zraddhAlu bhaktoM kA vahA~ Agamana hotA rahatA thaa| yaha krama na kevala | mAravAr3a evaM mevAr3a ke grAmoM meM dekhA gayA, apitu madhyapradeza, mahArASTra evaM dakSiNa bhArata ke prAntoM meM bhI isakI chApa dRSTigocara huii| isameM AcArya zrI kA prabhAvazAlI vyaktitva hI pramukha kAraNa thA, jo zrAvakoM ko durgama evaM dUrastha sthaloM para bhI khIMca letA thaa| Apake sAnnidhya meM zraddhAlubhakta zAnti kA anubhava karane ke sAtha apane Apako AdhyAtmika UrjA se samRddha anubhava karate the| ApazrI lAsUra se DoNa gAMva, jambhAlA hote hue auraMgAbAda chAvanI pdhaare| vahA~ ke upanagaroM meM Apake AdhyAtmikatA se otaprota preraNAdAyI pravacana hue| unameM akSayatRtIyA ke dina mahAvIra bhavana kumAravAr3A ke vizAla prAMgaNa meM bhagavAn AdinAtha kI tapasAdhanA kI mahattA para diyA gayA AdhyAtmika pravacana advitIya rhaa| isa avasara para a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha evaM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke dvArA nyAyAdhipati zrI cA~damalajI loDhA jodhapura, DaoN. sUryanArAyaNajI ajamera, zrI candrarAja jI siMghavI jayapura, zrI bAdala candajI mehatA indaura kA ullekhanIya sevAoM ke lie abhinandana kiyA gayA tathA yahA~ svAdhyAya samiti kA gaThana kiyA gyaa| mahArASTra kSetra meM svAdhyAya ke vyApaka pracAra-prasAra hetu zrI TIkamacandajI hIrAvata jayapura evaM zrI panarAjajI ostavAla ne katipaya kSetroM kA daurA kiyaa| lambe samaya se jalagAMva zrI saMgha AgAmI cAturmAsa hetu ApakI sevA meM vinati kara rahA thaa| akSaya tRtIyA ke prasaMga para unhoMne apanI vinati puna: karuNAkara gurudeva ke caraNoM meM prastuta kii| cAturmAsa kI svIkRti pAkara jalagAMva vAsiyoM ke mana mayUra nAca uThe aura vahA~ ke saMgha meM harSa kI lahara daur3a gii| yahAM se pUjyapAda daulatAbAda, vizvavikhyAta leNI guphA hote hue elorA padhAre va zrI | pArzvanAtha brahmacaryAzrama virAje / yahA~ se Apa hattanUra, kannar3a-andhAnera evaM bhA~varavAr3I padhAre / yahA~ marAThavAr3A kI sImA samApta hokara khAnadeza kI sImA prArambha hotI hai| marAThavAr3A se khAnadeza meM praveza karate hue ApakA vihAra cAlIsagAMva kI ora huaa| yahAM agavAnI meM vizAla saMkhyA meM bhaktajanoM ne cuMgI caukI se hI vihAra meM sammilita hokara jaya-jayakAroM ke sAtha pUjyapAda kA praveza kraayaa| yahAM ke 4-5 dina ke pravAsa meM aneka zraddhAlu bhaktoM ne niyamita svAdhyAya evaM mAsika va sAptAhika dayAvata ke niyama aMgIkAra kiye| caritanAyaka cAlIsagAMva se bAgalI , kajagAMva, bhaDagAMva, pAMcorA, mahindale, TiTavI, zirasamaNI, pArolA, bahAdurapura Adi kSetroM ko apanI padaraja se pAvana banAte hue Amalanera padhAre, jahAM 5 jUna se jainadharma saMskAra zivira prArambha huaa| zivira meM 34 chAtroM va 35 chAtrAoM ne bhAga liyaa| yahAM se pUjyapAda dahIvada nImagaMvAr3a pharasate hue caupar3A padhAre, jahAM 20 chAtroM va 30 chAtrAoM ne bhISaNa garmI meM bhI sthAnIya dhArmika saMskAra zivira meM niyamita upasthita hokara jJAnArjana kiyaa| yugaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavanta ke pAvana pravacanAmRta se prabhAvita bhavya janoM ne aneka vrata-pratyAkhyAna svIkAra kiye| madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya pravara) ne apane pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se rAtri-bhojana tyAga va sAmAyika svAdhyAya kI prabhAvI preraNA kii| caupar3A se 20 jUna 1979 ko zraddhAsikta bhAvabhIne vAtAvaraNa meM vihAra kara karuNAkara aDAvada ciMcolI, sAkalI, yAvala va nImagAMva meM dharma preraNA karate hue bhusAvala pdhaare| bhusAvala meM jinavANI kI pAvana saritA pravAhita karate huye ApakA vihAra cAturmAsArtha jalagAMva kI ora huaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 205 * jalagAMva cAturmAsa (vi.saM. 2036) jalagAMva cAturmAsa kI svIkRti ke samaya se hI jalagAMvavAsI ati utsAhita mana se AcArya bhagavanta ke | pAvana padArpaNa kI pratIkSA meM the| sabake mana meM prabala utkaMThA va dRDha saMkalpa thA ki zIghra bhagavanta padhAreM aura hama unake cAturmAsika sAnnidhya meM nitya prati pAvana darzana, vandana va pravacana zravaNa kA lAbha leN| apane jIvana meM vrata-niyama, tyAga-pratyAkhyAna aMgIkAra kara sAdhanA ke sumeru AcArya deva ke caraNAravindoM meM apanI bhakti ke puSpa arpita kareM tathA apane Apako dhanya dhanya bnaayeN| sAkegAMva, nazIrAbAda hote hue dinAMka 5 julAI 1979 ko pUjyapAda ke vi.saM. 2036 ke 59 veM cAturmAsArtha jalagAMva padArpaNa se jalagAMva kA kaNa-kaNa mAno nAca uThA, sabhI ke ceharoM para apane saubhAgya ke prati pramoda vyakta hone ke sAtha hI isa cAturmAsa meM kucha kara gujarane kA prabala utsAha va zraddhA kA Avega parilakSita ho rahA thaa| jaina dharma, zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra evaM guru hastI kI jaya-jayakAra se jalagAMva ke rAjamArga va navajIvana maMgala kAryAlaya kI ora jAne vAle sabhI mArga gUMja utthe| zrAvaka zrAvikA AbAlavRddha jaina-jainetara ke kadama mAno svata: Apake cAturmAsa sthala kI ora uTha rahe the| maMgalamaya praveza kI velA meM jalagAMva ke agragaNya zrAvaka prabuddha svAdhyAyI zrI nathamalajI lUMkar3a, ujjvala virAsata ke dhanI zrI Izvara bAbU lalavAnI, parama pUjya gurudeva ke prati sarvatobhAvena samarpaNa karane ko samutsuka samAjasevI zrI surezakumAra jI jaina, zAkAhAra ke prabala preraka bhI ratanalAla jI bAphanA Adi gaNamAnya suzrAvakagaNa va anya vaktAoM ne pramudita mana se ArAdhya gurudeva kA abhinandana karate hue apane mana ke bhAva zrI caraNoM meM arpita kiye| yahAM prathama pravacana meM hI pUjyapAda gurudeva ne svAdhyAya kA saMdeza prasArita karate hue jalagAMva vAsiyoM ko dharmasAdhanA se jur3a kara svAdhyAya ke mAdhyama se jinavANI kI pAvana saritA ko mahArASTra ke kone-kone meM pahuMcAne kA AhvAna karate hue pharamAyA - "AtmA ke bhItara ananta zakti aura sAmarthya hai, isako pahicAnane kA mAdhyama hai 'svaadhyaay'| jJAna kI jyoti jagAne kA sazakta sAdhana hai 'svaadhyaay'| zraddhAzIla bhaktoM ke mAnasa paTala para Apake jAduI zabda mAno aMkita ho gaye the| samAjasevI suzrAvakoM ne apanI AsthA ke ananya kendra AcArya hastI kI preraNA ko mUrta rUpa dene kA dRDha saMkalpa kiyA aura 8 julAI ko hI yahAM mahArASTra jaina svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA huI jo adyAvadhi svAdhyAya saMgha, jodhapura kI kSetrIya IkAI ke rUpa meM mahArASTra prAnta meM svAdhyAya kI alakha jagAye hue hai va isake dvArA ziviroM aura dhArmika pAThazAlAoM ke mAdhyama se sakriya svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane va paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu saikar3oM kSetroM meM svAdhyAyI bheja kara jinazAsana-sevA kA mahAn kArya kiyA jA rahA hai| mahArASTra svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA mAno isa cAturmAsa meM sampanna hone vAle kAryoM kA zubhArambha thaa| pUre cAturmAsa meM dIrghagAmI saMsthAhitakArI pravRttiyoM ke zubhArambha kA krama calatA hI rhaa| cAturmAsa meM dhIre dhIre bahUmaMDala va sAsa maMDala kI bahinoM meM jainadharma va darzana ke zikSaNa ke mAdhyama se jJAna-prasAra kA kArya to Age bar3hA hI, sAtha hI jaina AcAra zailI, samanvaya-zAnti yukta gRhastha jIvana ke saMskAroM ko hRdayaMgama kara bahinoM ne ghara-ghara meM zAnti, sneha va samanvaya kA Adarza apanA kara Adarza jaina parivAroM kI saMracanA kA abhinava kArya kiyaa| usa samaya | jJAnArAdhana kara jo bahineM zrAvikA-maMDala se jur3I, unameM zrImatI vijayA jI malhArA, rasIlA jI baraDiyA prabhRti bahineM Aja bahUmaMDala va svAdhyAya saMgha ke mAdhyama se bahinoM meM svAdhyAya, zikSA va saMskAra nirmANa kA sandeza pracArita karane meM kuzalatApUrvaka apanA yogadAna kara rahI haiN| yaha cAturmAsa mahArASTra meM svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra hetu mIla kA patthara sAbita huaa| yahAM ke kuzala karmaTha |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 206 kAryakartAoM ne pUjya gurudeva kI preraNA ko sAkAra svarUpa dene meM koI kasara na rkhii| isa cAturmAsa meM svAdhyAya zikSaNa hetu, tIna zivira Ayojita kiye gaye, jinameM saMkhyA va pratinidhitva kSetra kA nirantara vistAra hotA gayA / jalagAMva meM Ayojita prathama svAdhyAyI zikSaNa zivira meM mahArASTra ke 20 sthAnoM se Aye vidyArthiyoM, adhyApakoM, zreSThivaryo, DAkTaroM va prophesaroM ne bhAga lekara apane Apako guru hastI kI preraNA kI ajasra dhArA svAdhyAya-saMgha kA sadasya bana kara jinazAsana saMrakSaNa hetu sajaga zAstradhArI zAnti sainika banakara apanA saubhAgya samajhA / isa zivira meM zivirArthiyoM ko vividha zreNiyoM meM vibhakta kara unheM vaktRtva kalA, zAstrAdhyayana, thokar3oM Adi kA jJAnAbhyAsa | karAyA gyaa| AcArya bhagavanta ne isa prathama zivira meM upasthita prabuddha zivirArthiyoM ko udbodhita karate hue pharamAyA . " AkAMkSA yaha hai ki eka-eka mAha meM dasa-dasa ke hisAba se cAturmAsakAla meM cAlIsa svAdhyAyI bhAI taiyAra ho jAne caahie| maiM yaha koTA kama de rahA hU~, adhika nahIM de rahA huuN| jaba Apa isa dIpaka ko prajvalita kareMge taba aisA lagegA ki hama saba maujUda haiM, hamAre sAtha meM saikar3oM, hajAroM samAja sevI haiN| svAdhyAya kA aisA dIpaka prajvalita | kara deM to Apake dharmasthAna, upAsanA mandira, sthAnaka, jJAna zikhara se pradIpta rheNge| Apa apanI bhAvI pIr3hI ko bhI | preraNA de skeNge|" yuga prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavanta kA yaha AhvAna mahArASTra ke liye eka yugAntarakArI sandeza thA / dinAMka 22 se 26 sitambara 1979 taka zrI mahArASTra jaina svAdhyAya saMgha kI ora se dvitIya zivira kA | Ayojana kiyA gayA, jisameM 42 svAdhyAyI bhAiyoM va 61 bahinoM ne bhAga lekara 13 kSetroM kA pratinidhitva kiyaa| | zivirakAla meM hajAroM sAmAyika, upavAsa, bele, dayA Adi ke sAtha zikSaNa-prazikSaNa ke kAryakrama hue| dinAMka 28 | akTUbara se yahA~ sAdhanA zivira kA Ayojana huaa| dinAMka 30 akTUbara se prArambha tRtIya zivira meM 134 zivirArthiyoM ne bhAga liyA / - caritanAyaka AcArya bhagavanta ke sAnnidhya meM isa varSa kA paryuSaNa parvArAdhana jalagAMvavAsiyoM ke liye eka | anUThA anubhava thA / zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI dvArA prarUpita sAdhumaryAdA ke anurUpa zramaNa samAcArI kA pAlana karane vAle ratnAdhika saMtoM dvArA zAstra - vAcana, vIrazAsana ke 81 paTTadhara yugamanISI yuga-prabhAvaka, AcArya deva kA | jIvana nirmANakArI udbodhana, vrata- pratyAkhyAna hetu tatpara jalagAMva ke jana-jana ye saba mila kara samavasaraNa kA dRzya | upasthita kara rahe the / prArthanA, pravacana, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna sabhI kAryakramoM meM AzAtIta upasthiti AdhyAtmika | Ananda kI chaTA ko zataguNita kara rahI thii| mahAparva saMvatsarI ke pAvana prasaMga para tapodhanI AcArya bhagavanta ne navatattvoM kA nirUpaNa karate hue Atma-nirIkSaNa para bala dete hue zraddhA, saMgaThana, saMyama evaM svAdhyAya kI AvazyakatA pratipAdita kii| parama pUjya bhagavanta jahAM eka ora apane prabhAvaka pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se sahaja hI bhaktajanoM ke hRdaya meM | naitikatA, nirvyasanatA, prAmANikatA va anukampA ke bhAva jAgRta kara dete, vahIM apanI sahaja sarala bhASA meM dharma kA svarUpa samajhA dete / varSAvAsa meM naitika bala jAgRta karane va zrAvaka ke tIsare vrata adattAdAna ke aticAra 'cora kI | curAI vastu lI ho' se bacane kI preraNA dete hue karuNAkara ne pharamAyA- " Apa sonA-cAMdI ke vyApArI haiM, dukAna para baiThe haiM - koI AdamI AbhUSaNa becane AyA yA ghar3iyAM becane AyA aura kama kImata meM beca rahA hai| eka ora mana meM vicAra AyA ki 100-150 ghar3iyAM kharIda lenI cAhie / 300 rupaye kI ghar3I 150 rupaye meM mila rahI hai, yaha lobha mana meM A gyaa| dUsarI ora usI vakta yaha dhyAna AyA ki harAma kI cIja hai, mujhe kisalie lenI hai, ho na | ho yaha corI yA taskarI kA mAla hai, mujhe aisA mAla nahIM caahie| isako lene se merA mana caMcala aura bhayabhIta rahegA, ( anyAya ko protsAhana milegaa| yaha vyartha meM khatare kA prasaMga hai, isaliye mujhe nahIM caahie| mana ko rokA to giratI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 207 huI AtmA ko roka liyaa|" manuSya kI makar3I se tulanA karate hue Apane pharamAyA - "makar3I apanA jAla phailAtI hai surakSA ke lie, kintu vaha jAla bana jAtA hai makar3I ko ulajhAne ke lie| yahI hAlata manuSya kI hai| vaha bhI apane banAye hue jAla meM svayaM phaMsa jAtA hai / phira bhI donoM meM eka antara hai| jAla banAne vAlI makar3I meM jAla banAne kI tAkata hai, jAla ko tor3ane kI nhiiN| lekina mAnava meM donoM yogyatAeM haiM / vaha jJAna evaM kriyA ke mAdhyama se apane jAla ko samApta kara sakatA hai|" sAdharmI sevA ke sambandha meM eka dina karuNAkara AcArya bhagavanta ne apane pravacanapIyUSa meM pharamAyA- "Apa logoM ke yahAM zAdI-vivAha ke avasara para lApasI yA gur3a bAMTane kA maukA AyA hogaa| ghara-ghara meM hAMtI dI jAtI hogI, pAva-AdhA pAva lApasI kii| pahale usa hAMtI se kamajora sthiti vAloM kI gujara calatI thii| samAja meM jaba usakA vitaraNa hotA thA, taba yaha dekhA jAtA thA ki kisI bur3hiyA yA vidhavA ke yahAM hAMtI jA rahI hai , jisake koI kamAne vAlA nahIM hai| usake ghara para pahu~cate aura lApasI ke nIce sone kI muhara rakha kara lApasI ke bahAne usake ghara pahuMcA dete| kyA Apake itane bar3e nagara meM aisA vAtsalya karane vAlA milegA ? jalagAMva kyA, pUre mahArASTra meM khojane jAyeMge to koI milegA, jo yaha kahe ki merI jo bahineM aura mere jo bhAI Arthika sthiti se kamajora haiM una bhAI-bahinoM kI madada karanA, vAtsalya karanA merA kAma hai, kyoMki mere pAsa do paise kA sAdhana hai aura inake pAsa nahIM hai| inakI madada nahIM karUMgA to merI halakI hogii| kaI aisI bahineM haiM jo gAvoM meM gobara cunakara lAtI haiM aura apanA gujara calAtI hai| Apa loga gaddI para baiThakara kAma calAte haiM, lekina mahAjanoM kI lar3akiyA~ dUsare ke yahA~ pAnI bharatI haiM, dUsaroM ke yahAM silAI kA kAma karatI haiM, ATA pIsatI haiM aura isa taraha se apanA gujara calAtI haiN| mere kahane kA matalaba yaha hai ki bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ahiMsA evaM saMyama dharma kA pAlana karane vAle gRhastha aise hote haiM, jinheM apane dhana kA tyAga karanA par3e to tyAga meM saMkoca nahIM krte|" / jagatavatsala karuNAnAtha ke isa pravacana kA sakArAtmaka prabhAva huaa| parama pUjya gurudeva kA cintana thA ki anukampA bhAva samyaktva kA lakSaNa hai| samAja ke agragaNya mukhiyAoM kA yaha kartavya hai ki ve ye samajheM ki samAja eka deha kI bhAMti hai jisake sabhI aMgoM kI dekhabhAla karane kI unakI jimmedArI hai| pUjyapAda kA cintana thA ki samRddha vyakti yadi tyAgavRtti apanAte haiM to isakA dvividha lAbha hogA, samRddha vyaktiyoM ke jIvana meM Arambha, parigraha va mamatva ghaTegA aura jarUratamaMda bhAI-bahina abhAvajanya Arta-raudra se bacakara sahaja hI dharma se juddeNge| caritanAyaka ke priyabhajana "dayAmaya aisI mati ho jAya" kI | udbodhakArI kar3iyoM ko ApakI pIyUSapAvinI maMgalamayI vANI-sudhA se zravaNa kara bhalA kinakA hRdaya vAtsalyasikta va anukampA sampanna nahIM ho jAtA "auroM ke duHkha ko duHkha samajhU, sukha kA karUM upAya.... dayAmaya aisI mati ho jAya....' cAturmAsa samApti ke pUrva caturdazI ko Apane pharamAyA-"Aja cAturmAsa samApti kI cavadaza ho gii| Aja pratikramaNa jo kara sakeM unako pratikramaNa karanA caahie| rAtri-bhojana aura kuzIla kA tyAga Aja sabako karavA rahA hU~ / sAmAyika sAdhanA kA kAryakrama bhI Apake dhyAna meM rhe| hama saMtoM se saMbaMdhita do bAtoM kI ora ApakA dhyAna rhe| eka to vihAra ke samaya athavA kabhI bhI koI bhI vyakti hama saMtoM meM se kisI kI bhI phoTo khIceM nahIM aura khicAveM nhiiN| phoTo khiMcAne kI hamArI paramparA nahIM
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 208 hai / muni sammelana meM pratibaMdhita hai aura hamArI paramparA meM bhI isa para pratibaMdha hai| Apake siddhAnta Apake pAsa haiM. unake anusAra hara avasara para phoTo khIMca lene kI ApakI paraMparA hai, usako saMtoM ke phoTo khIMcane ke kAma meM na lAveM / aise namUne ho cuke haiM, isalie Apako sAvadhAna kiyA hai| koI bhI vyakti saMtoM ke phoTo nahIM khiiNcegaa| (Apane sabako isakA tyAga karavAyA) dUsarI bAta yAda rahe ki aba taka pustakeM aura kucha graMtha likhane, saMpAdana karane, saMzodhana karane-karAne kA jo kAma AyA usameM hama saMzodhana karate rhe| chapAne ke sambandha meM preraNA karane kA aisA hamArA sambandha nahIM rahA, tathApi kucha vicAra karake hamane ucita samajhA ki Aja se lekhaka ke nAma se kisI grantha para hamArA nAma prakAzita nahIM kiyA jaayegaa| hamAre nAma se kisI pustaka kA prakAzana nahIM kiyA jaayegaa| yaha nirNaya Aja liyA gayA hai| jalagA~va meM pUjyapAda kA yaha cAturmAsa svAdhyAya, sAdhanA, dharmapracAra sabhI dRSTiyoM se eka saphala aitihAsika cAturmAsa thaa| isa varSAvAsa kA prabhAva khAnadeza ke bahuta bar3e bhUbhAga ke grAma-nagaroM para pdd'aa| isakA kAraNa rahA vicAra kI Thosa nIMva para AcAra kA pracAra / isa cAturmAsa se jalagAMva AryadharA bhArata ke dhArmika nakze para pramukha kendra bindu ke rUpa meM maNDita ho gyaa| mahArASTra svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA ke sAtha-sAtha udIyamAna samAjasevI, ananya gurubhakta zrI sureza dAdA jaina dvArA 25 akTUbara 1979 ko 'mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha' kI sthApanA | isa cAturmAsa kI pramukha upalabdhi aura jinazAsana sevA kA ullekhanIya sopAna thaa| prabuddha vidvAn svAdhyAyI zrI prakAzacanda jI jaina ke prAcAryatva meM vidyApITha dvArA jaina darzana ke vidvAna adhyApaka taiyAra karane kA mahAna kArya kiyA jA rahA hai| zrI sureza dAdA jaina ke jIvana evaM vicAroM meM parama pUjya gurudeva ke pAvana darzana va sAnnidhya lAbha se AyA parivartana evaM unake parivAra kI maryAdita jIvana zailI, unake dvArA zAsana sevA hetu kiyA gayA samarpaNa aura apane ArAdhya gurudeva kI preraNAoM ko sAkAra svarUpa dene kI tatparatA, saMgha va samAja ke liye gaurava kA viSaya hai| jalagAMva ke sujJa udAramanA zrImanta zrAvakoM dvArA vAtsalya samiti ke gaThana ke mAdhyama se jarUratamaMda svadharmI bandhuoM ko AjIvikopArjana ke sAdhana juTAkara Atmanirbhara banAne kA prayAsa sarAhanIya evaM anya kSetroM ke liye preraka hai| * mahArASTra bhramaNa jalagAMva kA aitihAsika varSAvAsa sampanna kara caritanAyaka kA vihAra mahArASTra ke vibhinna grAma-nagaroM ke | vicaraNa ke lakSya se huaa| yahAM se mArgastha vibhinna grAmoM ko apanI pada raja se pAvana banAte hue pUjyapAda jAmanera pdhaare| sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke saMdezavAhaka AcArya bhagavanta ke pAvana sAnnidhya evaM maMgalamaya udbodhana se 51 vyaktiyoM ne sAmAyika va 25 vyaktiyoM ne svAdhyAya ke niyama aMgIkAra kiye| jJAnArAdhana hetu ApakI preraNA se yahAM svAdhyAyazAlA kA zubhArambha huaa| dakSiNavAsI bhaktajana dIrghakAla se yaha bhAvanA mana meM saMjoye hue the ki parama pUjya gurudeva rAjasthAna se Age bar3he to hama unake pAvana vicaraNa-vihAra kI hamArI cira saMcita abhilASA ko zrI caraNoM meM nivedana kreN| isa abhilASA ko madrAsa saMgha adhyakSa padmazrI mohanamalajI cauraDiyA ne jAmanera upasthita hokara bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM apane saMgha, tamilanADu va samUce dakSiNa kSetra kI ora se bhAvabhInI vinati prastuta kii| ____ jAmanera se AcArya zrI pahura pdhaare| yahAM samAja meM 15 varSoM se paraspara vaimanasya kA vAtAvaraNa thaa| maitrI, karuNA evaM pramodabhAva ke jIvanta pratIka pUjyapravara ne apane mAMgalika udbodhana meM pArasparika kaSAya chor3akara prema, sadbhAva evaM maitrI bhAva apanAne kI preraNA kI, jisake phalasvarUpa donoM guToM ke mukhiyA zrI RSabhajI va zrI mohanajI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 209 ne paraspara kSamA mAMga kara isa kalaha ko samApta kara saMgha ko sAmarasya evaM sadbhAva meM Abaddha kiyaa| ____ pahura se pUjyapAda seMdUrNI, palAsakheDA, bAkoda meM dharma kA alakha jagAte hue toMDApura pdhaare| yahAM zrI nAmadeva pATila ne Apase sajor3e zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apanI bhakti kA paricaya diyaa| yahAM se Apa phatepara pdhaare| yahAM ApakI pAvana paraNA va maMgalamaya AzIrvAda se yavakoM va bAlikAoM ke dhArmika zikSaNa ke liye bhI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAyazAlA kI sthApanA huii| dharmaniSTha zraddhAlu yuvAratna zrI ratanalAla jI ne saMyamadhanI tapa:pUta AcAryadeva ke phatepura padhArane kI khuzI meM sajor3e eka varSa kA zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara zraddhA-bhakti kA kriyAtmaka rUpa prastuta kiyaa| mArgastha gAMvoM va yahAM para kaI anya vyaktiyoM ne AjIvana zIlavrata ke pratyAkhyAna kiye| phatepura se pUjyavarya godarI padhAre, jahAM mAtra eka jaina ghara hote hue bhI sampUrNa gAMva ke lagabhaga 700 vyakti Apake darzanArtha upasthita hue| yahAM se ApakA vihAra pahAr3I ghATiyoM ke vikaTa mArga ko pAra karate hue huaa|| parISaha vijetA sAdhaka mahApuruSoM kI parIkSA meM prakRti bhI pIche nahIM rahatI hai| acAnaka varSA prArambha huI evaM pUjyapAda ne ziSya maMDala ke sAtha eka kisAna kI kuTiyA meM virAja kara use pAvana kiyaa| 5 ghaMTe vahAM virAjane ke uparAnta vihAra kara Apa jaba dhAvar3A grAma pahuMce to zAma ho cukI thii| sabhI santavRnda ke sahaja hI upavAsa ho gayA thaa| dhAvar3A se pIpalagAMva, bhokaradana, kedArakheDA, cAMDaI, rAjUra Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue bhagavanta jAlanA pdhaare| yahAM apane preraka udbodhana meM Apane kaSAya bhAva ko pApa karmoM ke bandhana kA hetu batAte hue saMgaThana va sadbhAva kI preraNA kii| ApakI maMgalamayI ojasvI pravacana sudhA ke prabhAva se samAja meM paraspara samajhautA hone se snehamaya vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa huaa| svAdhyAya kI ApakI prabala preraNA se baccoM meM saMskAra va dhArmika zikSaNa dene hetu yahAM svAdhyAyazAlA kA zrI gaNeza huaa| yahAM para Apane zrI zobhAgasiMhajI caNDAliyA ke saMgraha kA avalokana kiyA, jisameM 1555 lekha-niyuktiyA~ thiiN| yahAM vastra, pAtra evaM oghA Adi upakaraNoM kA bhI bhaMDAra thaa| phatepura se dharmaniSTha zrAvaka zrI ratanalAlajI phUlaphagara ke netRtva meM 70 bhAI-bahinoM ke saMgha ne Akara pUjyapAda ke pAvana darzana va vaMdana kA lAbha liyaa| pUjyavarya jAlanA se vihAra kara golApAMgarI, ambaDa dhAkalagAMva gevara, gevarAI, gaDDI Adi kSetroM meM dharmodyota karate hue bIDa pdhaare| mArga meM dhAkalagAMva meM zvetAmbara sthAnakavAsI jaina kAnphreMsa ke adhyakSa zrI javAharalAlajI muNota ne saparivAra evaM maMtrI zrI campAlAlajI saMkalecA ne pUjyapAda ke pAvana darzana, vandana va sAnnidhya kA lAbha lekara mArgadarzana prApta kiyaa| gevarAI meM zrI lakSmInArAyaNa maMdira meM sarvajanahitAya ApakA pravacana huaa| pUjya gurudeva 2 dina bIDa virAje / Apake do dinoM ke isa alpakAlika pravAsa meM hI ostavAla, khIMvasarA evaM DUMgaravAla bhAiyoM ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko suzobhita karate hue Apake zrI caraNoM meM zraddhA bhakti samarpita kii| bIDa se vihAra kara bhagavanta pAlI hote hue moragAMva pdhaare| yahAM zolApura saMgha evaM cauzAlA ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne AcArya deva kI sevA meM apanA kSetra pharasane kI purajora vinati prastuta kii| usmAnAbAda jile kI sImA meM ApakA praveza hote hI cauzAlA gAMvavAsI pramudita ho utthe| Apane yahAM apane preraka udbodhana meM zrAvaka dvArA karaNIya SaTkarma kA vivecana karate hue 'deva' kA svarUpa samajhAte hue pharamAyA ki jo rAga-dveSa se rahita hote haiM | evaM kanaka va kAminI ko pUrNata: jIta lete haiM, ve hI sacce deva haiM, zrAvaka ke liye ve hI ArAdhya haiN| kahA bhI hai deva vahI jo rAga roSa se hiinaa| kanaka kAminI vijaya karana pravInA / /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM parama pUjya gurudeva se jinheM samyaktva bodha lene kA saubhAgya milA hai, ve saba isa bAta ke sAkSI haiM ki gurudeva | samyaktva ke mAdhyama se jaina zrAvaka - dIkSA dete hue bhaktajanoM ko AtmA, dharma va ArAdhya kA sarala sahaja bhASA meM | bodha karA dete the| Apa pharamAyA karate the ki jo rAga-dveSa se sarvathA pare haiM, jo na to stuti prazaMsA se prasanna ho varadAna dete haiM, aura na hI nindA se nArAja ho abhizApa dete haiM, jo sAMsArika aizvarya, dhana-vaibhava va zRMgAra kI bajAya ananta Atmavaibhava sampanna haiM, jinake pArzva meM na devI hai na hI jinake hAthoM meM hiMsA pratihiMsA ke pratIka astra-zastra hI haiM, jo sadA-sadA ke liye kRtakRtya ho cuke haiM, jinhoMne sadA sarvadA ke lie janma-maraNa kA bandhana samApta kara diyA hai, jo na to lIlA karate haiM, na hI deha dhAraNa, jo aThAraha doSoM se rahita haiM, ve hI sacce paramAtmA hamAre ArAdhya deva haiN| unakI ArAdhanA kara yaha AtmA bhI paramAtmA bana sakatA hai, phira ArAdhaka aura ArAdhya meM koI bheda nahIM rahatA / 210 cauzAlA se vihAra kara caritanAyaka pAra gAMva padhAre, jahAM virAjita mahAsatI zrI zItalakaMvara jI Adi ThANA | ne Apake darzana, vaMdana va pravacana- sevA kA lAbha liyaa| yahAM para pravacana meM bIDa, vArzI, cauzAlA Adi kSetroM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhI upasthita the / pUjyapAda jahAM bhI padhAre, nikaTavartI grAma-nagaroM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM meM yaha krama | calatA rhaa| pAragAMva se vihAra kara pUjyapAda ne yesamaMDI, terakheDA, pIpala pAtharI, dhAnorA, kuzalaMba Adi kSetroM ko | apanI pada raja va pIyUSa pravacanAmRta se pAvana banAte hue 38 varSa ke dIrgha antarAla ke pazcAt vArzInagara padArpaNa kiyaa| yahAM rAyacUra kA ziSTamaMDala Apake caraNoM meM kSetra sparzana va AgAmI cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita | huaa| vArzInagara se karuNAnAtha pAnagAMva, vairAga, baDAlA hote hue mahArASTra ke sImAvartI audyogika nagara zolApura | pdhaare| yahAM pauSa zuklA 14 ko ApakA 70 vAM janma divasa manAne hetu mahArASTra kI janamedinI umar3a pdd'ii| jalagAMva, madrAsa, baiMgalora, jayapura, indaura, ujjaina, rAyacUra, bIjApura, bAgalakoTa prabhRti vibhinna kSetroM se zraddhAlu bhaktajana | apanI ananya AsthA ke kendra mahanIya gurudeva kI janma jayantI ke isa pAvana prasaMga para maMgalamaya darzana - vandana va pAtakahAriNI pIyUSa pAvinI vANI kA pAna karane hetu upasthita the / tyAgamUrti gurudeva kA janma - divasa upavAsa dayAvrata, sAmAyika va svAdhyAya kI ArAdhanA ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| sthAnakavAsI samAja ke karIba 50, mandira mArgI samAja ke 200 aura digambara paramparA ke karIba cAra hajAra gharoM vAle isa zraddhAzIla nagara ke yuvakoM ne sar3akoM para | nRtya karane kA sAmUhika tyAga kara samUce jaina saMgha kI ora se jina zAsana ke yugaprabhAvaka AcAryadeva ko saccI bheMTa pradAna kI / yuvA bandhuoM ne svAdhyAya kA niyama aMgIkAra kara "guru hastI ke do pharamAna, sAmAyika svAdhyAya mahAn " ko jIvana meM aMgIbhUta karate hue dharmazAsana kI prabhAvanA kii| isa avasara para yAdagiri se upasthita eka | bahina ne 30 kA pratyAkhyAna kara tyAga tapa ke isa Ayojana meM apanI bhakti kA arghya diyA to ApakI sevA meM nirata zrI hariprasAda jI jaina bhI rAtri me cauvihAra tyAga evaM eka varSa kA zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara zraddhA samarpaNa meM pIche nahIM rahe / zolApura se vihAra kara mArgastha kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue caritanAyaka lazkara pdhaare| mArga meM zrAvikA nagara meM Apane duHkhamukti evaM ananta avyAbAdha akSaya sukhoM kI prApti para uttarAdhyayana sUtra kI gAthA nANassa savvassa | pagAsaNAe ' kA mArmika vivecana karate hue pharamAyA- "vastutaH moha evaM ajJAna hI duHkha ke mUla kAraNa haiN| ina para vijaya se duHkhoM se mukti nizcita hai| "
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa karnATaka meM praveza mahArASTra ke vibhinna aMcaloM meM jinavANI kI pAvana saritA pravAhita kara apUrva dharmodyota va jina zAsana kA jaya-jaya nAda dig-diganta meM guMjAyamAna karane ke pazcAt yugaprabhAvaka AcArya pUjya hastI ke caraNAravinda karnATaka | kI ora agrasara the| Apane baDakavAla, TAkalI hote hue karnATaka prAnta kI sImA meM praveza kiyA to samUce karnATaka meM harSa kI lahara daur3anA svAbhAvika thaa| pIr3hiyo va barasoM se yahAM base pravAsI rAjasthAnI bhAiyoM ke harSa kA pArAvAra na thaa| unheM to yaha lagA ki zAstra maryAdA ke sajaga praharI, AgamoM ke talasparzI jJAtA evaM jinazAsana ke kuzala nAyaka AcArya hastI ke rUpa meM sAkSAt dharma ne hI karnATaka prAnta meM apane caraNa aMkita kiye haiN| suzrAvaka zrI | suganamalajI bhaNDArI nimAja ke suputra ananya gurabhakta zrI gaNezamalajI bhaNDArI evaM zrI motImalajI bhaNDArI jodhapura ke suputra zraddhAniSTha samarpita suzrAvaka zrI mahAvIramala jI bhaNDArI baiMgalora ne bIjApura se durgama vihAra- sevA va guru bhakti kA lAbha liyA / * 211 karnATaka prAnta meM vicaraNa vihAra ke krama meM pUjyapAda ballolI, horti, tiruguNDI ko pharasate hue prAcIna aitihAsika nagara bIjApura pdhaare| bIjApura kA itihAsa gauravazAlI rahA hai / samprati yahA~ lagabhaga 250 jaina ghara evaM sthAnaka, mandira Adi anekoM dharma sthAna haiN| yahAM goMDala sampradAya kI mahAsatI zrI puSpAjI Adi ThANA 5 ne pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya evaM jJAnadhyAna meM vRddhi kA lAbha liyaa| pUjyapravara ne apane pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se jinazAsana kI unnati ke liye jJAna-sAdhanA para bala diyaa| ApakI amRtatulya vANI ko hRdayaMgama kara yahAM ke sujJa zrAvakoM ne yahAM 10 janavarI 1980 ko svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA kI va 14 janavarI ko varddhamAna jaina ratna pustakAlaya kA zubhArambha kiyaa| saMskAra - nirmANa va dhArmika-adhyayana kI ApakI mahatI preraNA se yahAM dhArmika zikSaNazAlA kA zrIgaNeza huaa| ApakI pAtaka prakSAlinI bhavabhaya hAriNI pIyUSapAvinI vANI va Apake sahaja sarala zailI meM | pharamAye gaye udbodhaka pravacanoM kA yahAM vyApaka prabhAva pdd'aa| yuvakoM ne Apase sapta kuvyasana evaM nRtya jIvana nirmANakArI evaM samAjahitakArI pravRtiyoM ko apanAyA, to sujJa zraddhAluvRnda zrI hIrAlAlajI, zrI tArAcandajI, zrI devIlAlajI, zrI durgAlAla jI, zrI devakizana jI toSanIvAla, zrI gopIlAlajI bhUtar3A Adi kaI bhAiyoM ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara akhaMDa bAla brahmacArI pUjya hastI ke sAnnidhya se apanI AtmA ko bhAvita kiyaa| yahAM karnATaka prAnta ke hubalI, gajendragar3ha, guledagaDha, sorApura, yAdagiri prabhRti vibhinna kSetroM ke saMgha kSetra - sparzana kI vinatiyA~ lekara upasthita hue / anya kSetroM kI bhAMti yahA~ para bhI pUjya hastI ne sAmAyika sAdhanA se jIvana-nirmANa kI preraNA dii| ApakA pharamAnA thA - tyAga kara karalo sAmAyika se sAdhana, jIvana ujjvala hovelA / sAmAyika se jIvana sudhare, jo apanAvelA / nija sudhAra se deza, jAti, sudharI ho jAvelA / sAmAyika se vyakti, jAti, samAja va rASTra sabhI kA sudhAra sambhava hai| bIjApura se vihAra kara karuNAkara gurudeva jumanAla, hoganahallI, ruNihAla hote hue kRSNA nadI ke taTa para sthita | korti padhAre / SaTkAya pratipAla, prANimAtra ke abhayadAtA AcArya hastI ne ahiMsA kA prabhAvakArI upadeza dete hue | dayA ko dharma kA mUla batAyA va pharamAyA ki pazubali pApa hai, dharma ke nAma para kI gaI hiMsA bhI dharma nahIM varan hiMsA hI hai / pravacana sabhA meM gAMva ke kannaDabhASI mukhiyA evaM sthAnIya grAmINa bhI upasthita the / eka bhAI ne
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________________ (212 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM pUjyapAda ke maMgala udbodhana kA kannar3a bhASA meM anuvAda kiyaa| ahiMsA, saMyama evaM tapa rUpa dharma ke sAkAra svarUpa, karuNAsAgara kI vANI se dharma kA saccA svarUpa samajha kara pApa bhIrU mukhiyA va grAma ke anya loga prabhAvita hae aura devI ke samakSa hone vAlI bali ruka gaI, mAre jAne vAle bakare ko abhayadAna milaa| logoM ne mUka bakare kI A~khoM se bAra-bAra jhalakate kRtajJatA ke bhAvoM ko anubhava kiyaa| yaha pazubali hamezA ke lie ruka jAya va grAmINa jana saMkalpabaddha ho jAe, isa hetu karmaTha samAjasevI zrI bharatakumAra jI ruNavAla bIjApura Adi ne sadprayatna kiye, jisase gAMva vAloM ne bhaviSya meM pazubali na karane kI likhita pratijJA kii| dayAdharma ke ArAdhaka, jaghanyAtijaghanya prANI ko bhI apane samAna samajhane vAle, prANimAtra ke prati maitrI evaM karuNA barasAne vAle akAraNa karuNAkara saMta mahApuruSa jahAM jahAM padhArate haiM, vahAM sahaja hI ghara-ghara meM maMgala tathA jana-jana kA kalyANa ho jAtA hai| kahA bhI gayA sAdhu saritA bAdalI, cale bhujaMgI cAla / jyA jyAM desAM nIsare, tyAM tyAM kare nihAla / / sAdhu, saritA va bAdala apanI icchA pUrvaka calate haiM, bulAye nahIM Ate, para jahAM-jahAM se hokara nikalate haiM, una | una sthAnoM ko nihAla kara dete haiM, samRddha banA dete haiN| isIlie to santa mahApuruSa niyamita vicaraNa karate rahate haiN| korti meM dayA dharma kA sandeza pradAna kara pUjyapAda anagavaDI, bAgalakoTa sirura Adi kSetroM meM vItarAgavANI | kI amRta gaMgA bahAkara gulejagaDha pdhaare| yahAM dharmasthAna ke bAre meM paraspara vivAda se sujJa zraddhAlu cintita the| unakI bhAvanA thI ki samatA, sneha va samanvaya kI triveNI bahAne vAle pUjya gurudeva ke pAvana caraNAravinda hamAre kSetra kI ora bar3ha rahe haiM to ekatA ke sUtra meM Abaddha hokara hamako bhI pavitra pAvana bana jAnA hai| isI maMgala bhAvanA ko saMjokara yahAM ke zrAvakagaNa mAgha zuklA SaSThI ko hI sirura meM pUjyapAda kI sevA meM upasthita ho gaye / pUjyapAda se | saMgha meM bandhutva, maitrI, kSamA va sAmarasya kA sandeza pAkara gulejagaDhavAsiyoM kA paraspara vaimanasya va kaluSa samApta ho gyaa| zrI dalIcanda jI ne Age hokara apane TrasTa kA makAna jaina saMgha ko samarpita karane kA nizcaya kiyA to saMgha va samAja meM sauhArda kA vAtAvaraNa bana gyaa| pUjya gurudeva ke gulejagaDha padhArane para sabane eka hokara unake sAnnidhya kA lAbha lete hue vrata-pratyAkhyAna va dharmArAdhana meM apane kadama bddhaaye| gulejagaDha se caritanAyaka kamatagI kI malayaprabhA nadI ke kinAre para vRkSa tale rAtrivAsa kara amInagar3ha, hunaguMda hote hue ilakala pdhaare| yahAM ke loga dharmaruci vAle va sarala the tathA yahAM dhArmika adhyayana hetu dhArmika pAThazAlA bhI saMcAlita thI / yahAM apane pravacana meM caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA - "buDhApA Ane para zarIra, indriyoM va mana kI zakti kSINa ho jAtI hai, ata: jaba taka jarA kA AkramaNa na ho, zarIra, indriyA~ va mana svastha haiM, taba taka dharma-sAdhanA kara lenI caahiye|" yahAM se vihAra kara Apane balakuNDI meM majadUroM ke Dere ke pAsa vizrAma kiyA va prAta: yahAM se 24 kilomITara kA dIrgha vihAra kara hanamasAgara pdhaare| yahAM para vidyAlaya ke zikSakoM kI prArthanA para pUjyapravara ne bAlakoM ko saMskAra-nirmANa va durvyasana-tyAga kI prabhAvI preraNA kii| vihAra sevA kA lAbha le rahe zrAvakoM ne hindI bhASI AcArya bhagavanta ke isa maMgala udbodhana kA sthAnIya kannar3a bhASA meM anuvAda kara chAtroM taka pahuMcAne kA gaurava hAsila kiyaa| yahAM se vihAra kara caritanAyaka benakanAla hote hue mAgha zuklA pUrNimA 31 janavarI 80 ko gajendragaDha pdhaare| yahAM Apake suziSya zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya zrI) ne sthAnIya kAleja meM pravacana phrmaayaa| vyasanamukti ke saMdeza se kAleja ke anekoM chAtroM ne vyasana tyAga ke niyama liye| gajendragaDha meM gadaga, hubalI, koppala, sindhanUra evaM hospeTa ke saMghoM ne upasthita hokara pUjya varga ke caraNoM meM apane kSetra-sparzana kI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa bhAvabhInI vinatiyA~ prastuta kii| elaburgA, kukanUra ,bhAnApura hote hue pUjya caritanAyaka karnATaka ke dhArmika aitihAsika kSetra koppala nagara | pdhaare| yahAM kI girizAlAoM para anekoM jaina muniyoM va upAsakoM ke saMlekhanA vratoM kI prasiddhi hai| yahAM kaI jagaha khudAI meM zilAlekhoM meM candragupta, bhadragupta, cAmuNDarAya evaM prAcIna jaina gaurava tathA isa kSetra meM jaina dharma ke vyApaka prabhAva ke ullekha milate haiN| jaba pATaliputra AryadharA bhArata kI rAjadhAnI thA, taba koppala nagara uparAjadhAnI rhaa| yAnI ekIkRta zAsana ke samaya meM yaha nagara dakSiNa bhArata kA pramukha kendra rhaa| pUjyapAda kA yahAM 40 varSa ke lambe antarAla ke bAda padArpaNa huA thaa| Apake sAnnidhya va pravacanAmRta kA sthAnIya saMgha ne dharmArAdhana va vrata grahaNa kara | pUrA lAbha liyaa| sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke Apake sandeza se yahAM dhArmika pAThazAlA prArambha huI va 25 navayuvakoM ne sAmAyika karane kA niyama liyaa| koppala se vihAra kara AcArya deva kiDadAla, ginagerA, hosallI, munirAbAda (rAyacUra jile kA antima grAma) pharasate hue hospeTa padhAre / hospeTa meM tuMgabhadrA nadI para vizAla bAMdha banA huA hai va isase bijalI utpanna kI jAtI hai| AcArya bhagavanta sAMsArika ghaTanAoM va sthAnoM se bhI adhyAtma ke sUtroM kA poSaNa karane meM dakSa the| saMsArI | prANI jahA~ dharmArAdhana ke kSetroM va avasaroM para bhI karmoM se apanI AtmA ko bhArI kara letA hai, vahIM vItarAga mArga kA || pathika saMsAra ke sthAnoM va ghaTanAoM se bhI zikSA va preraNA lekara karma raja ko jhAr3a letA hai| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra | kA udghoSa rahA hai -"je AsavA te parisavA, je parisavA te aasvaa|" saba kucha vyakti ke cintana manana para nirbhara hai| bhagavanta to nikaTabhavI mahApuruSa the, jinakA saMsAra parimita ho jAtA hai, unakA cintana bhI ucca zikSAprada va AtmahitakArI hI hotA hai / tuMgabhadrA para bane isa vizAla bAMdha ko dekhakara Apake sAdhanAniSTha mAnasa meM jo cintana huA, vaha unhIM mahApuruSa kI hastalikhita dainandinI se uddhRta hai"vaijJAnikoM ne dimAgI cintana se pAnI kA bahAva niyaMtrita kara liyaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne vAsanA kI vizAla nadI ko saMyama ke bAMdha se niyantrita karane kI sIkha dekara janagaNa ko vinAza se bcaayaa| mahAvIra ne svayaM ke anubhava se | saMvara ke bAMdha se vinaSTa hotI AtmaguNoM kI sampadA bacAkara kitanA apUrva lAbha kA mArga prastuta kiyaa| prabhu kI | jJAna garimA kA kyA varNana kiyA jA sakatA hai| " yahAM se pUjyapAda puna: hospeTa sadara, kArIganUra, dharmasAgara, toraMgala, kuratanI Adi grAmoM meM vicaraNa karate hue kola bAjAra padhAre tathA gaNapati maMdira meM virAje / mArga meM bhI Apako kahIM zAlAbhavana to kahIM paMcAyata bhavana meM virAjanA pdd'aa| yaha vihAra ati duSkara thA, mArga meM gocarI kI paryApta upalabdhatA nahIM thii| santa kabhI upavAsa to kabhI ekAzana karate hue dIrgha vihAra kara rahe the| kola bAjAra se karuNAkara gurudeva ballArI padhAre , jahA~ pUjya zrI kAnti RSijI Adi ThANA 4 ApakI agavAnI hetu sAmane padhAre / ballArI meM pUjyapAda kA virAjanA dharma prabhAvanA kA nimitta bnaa| yahA~ ke saMgha ne sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya pravRtti ko prArambha kara pUjya hastI ke saMdeza ko sAkAra rUpa pradAna kiyaa| 16 bhAiyoM ne dayAvata evaM 25 vyaktiyoM ne pratidina sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA saMkalpa svIkAra kiyaa| ApakI mahatI preraNA se yahAM dhArmika zikSaNa kI vyavasthA prArambha huI va anekoM yuvakoM ne vyasana-tyAga kA saMkalpa liyaa| bhaNDArI, bAlaDa, bhojANI, nAhara Adi kaI bhAiyoM ne sapatnIka zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara gurudeva ke caraNoM meM saccI zraddhAbhivyakti kii| AcArya pravara ke isa dakSiNa pravAsa meM aneka kaThinAiyAM evaM parISaha upasthita hue kintu AcAraniSTha sAdhanA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 214 | ke aDola avicala sAdhaka isa parISaha vijetA mahApuruSa ne tanika bhI zithilatA ko avakAza nahIM diyaa| grAmoM kI dUriyAM, ugra vihAra, prAsuka AhAra va niravadya jala kI upalabdhatA meM kaThinAI, zrAvakoM dvArA Tiphina se AhAra grahaNa karane kI bhAvapUrNa anunaya vinati, kintu usa AtmasAdhaka ne pratikUla - anukUla kisI bhI parISaha meM kabhI sAdhvAcAra meM TaNTA nahIM lagane diyaa| apane ArAdhya guru kI zikSA, zramaNa bhagavAna dvArA prarUpita nirmala sAdhvAcAra evaM ratnavaMza kI gaurava garimAyukta samAcArI ke prati pratibaddha santa mahApuruSa gaveSaNA karate, para mArgavartI grAmINajana vizuddha sAdhu maryAdA, grahaNIya gocarI ke niyamoM se anabhijJa, do samaya AhAra milane kI saMbhAvanA hI kSINa, kaI bAra eka bAra bhI prAsuka AhAra muzkila se milatA to ratnAdhika ziSya parivAra upavAsa, ekAzana kara apanI zramaNa garimA akSuNNa rakhatA evaM mahanIya guru kI sevA ko hI apane jIvana kA lakSya banA kara nirantara Age bar3hatA rahatA / saMsArI jana jahAM suvidhAoM ke prati lAlAyita rahate haiM, vahAM sacce santa to suvidhA ko nahIM varan sAdhvAcAra kI surakSA ko hI mahattva dete haiM / pUjyapAda kA padArpaNa Andhra kI dharatI para * 23 pharavarI 1980 ko karnATaka ke sImAvartI grAma joladarAzi pharasakara pUjya caritanAyaka Andhrapradeza sImA | ke prathama grAma gaDekala hote hue guNTakala pdhaare| yahAM Apane maMgalamaya udbodhana meM sAmAyika - sAdhanA kA mahattva pratipAdita karate hue pharamAyA agara jIvana banAnA hai, to sAmAyika tU karatA jA / haTAkara viSamatA mana kI, sAmya rasa pAna karatA jA / / sAmAyika jIvana meM rAga-dveSa, kAma-krodha janya AkulatA ko naSTa kara samabhAva ko saMsthApita karane vAlI sAdhanA hai| ApakI bhavya preraNA se prerita 15 vyaktiyoM ne sAmAyika ke niyama aMgIkAra kiye| dakSiNa ke isa | pravAsa meM Apake pravacana pIyUSa ke pUrva prAya: zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya pravara va anya saMta vyAkhyAna | pharamAyA karate the / Andhra kA yaha vicaraNa vihAra atyanta duSkara thA / prAyaH dIrgha vihAra karane hote, mArgastha grAmoM meM | mAMsa bhakSaNa karane vAle logoM kI bahulatA thI, zAkAhArI logoM meM bhI adhikatara jaina sAdhvAcAra kI maryAdA se anabhijJa the, jisase saMtoM ko isa vihAra meM AhAra- pAnI kI gaveSaNA meM bahuta adhika zrama karanA par3A va aneka | parISahoM kA sAmanA karanA par3A / 29 pharavarI ko pUjya caritanAyaka 29 kilomITara kA ugra vihAra kara guttI padhAre / | AcArya bhagavanta ke tamila bhASI ugra tapasvI ziSya zrI zrIcandajI ma.sA. rAjasthAna ke bharatapura se 1800 kilomITara | kA dIrgha vihAra kara ThANA 3 se guttI padhAre evaM pUjya gurudeva ke pAvana darzana kara atyanta harSita hue / AcAryapravara jaba pAmaDI, gArDile, anantapura, marUra, cinne, kottapallI guTUra hote hue viSama durgama pahAr3I mArga se Age baDha rahe the, to vahA~ kucha grAmINa mahilAeM isa adbhuta yogI va saMta mahApuruSoM ke prati sahaja bhakti se kadalIphala lekara AI va svIkAra karane kA Agraha karane lagI to unheM samajhAyA gayA ki jaina santa isa prakAra sAmane lAyA huA prAsuka AhAra bhI grahaNa nahIM karate haiN| isa yuga meM bhI dRDhavratI aise sAdhakoM se prerita hokara una grAmINa bahinoM ne ravivAra ko vrata karane kA niyama aMgIkAra kara apanA ahobhAgya mAnA / yahA~ se pUjyapAda cAlakUra hote hue 13 mArca ko ThANA 10 se Andhrapradeza ke sImAvartI nagara hindupura pdhaare| kahane ko to isa nagara kA nAma hindupura thA, kintu vahAM | mAMsAhAra sevana karane vAle logoM kI bahulatA hone se karuNAnidhAna AcArya bhagavanta ko aisA pratIta huA ki mAno vahA~ ahiMsA sAMseM le rahI hoM /
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 21 | * puna: karnATaka meM hindupura se ApakA vihAra puna: karnATaka kI ora huaa| yahA~ se pUjyapAda kuDamalakuMTe, gorI, bidanUra Adi || choTe-choTe gAMvoM ko apanI pada raja se pAvana karate hue toMDabhAvi pdhaare| ravivAra kA dina hone se baiMgalora mahAnagara || ke aneka zrAvaka-zrAvikA pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kI sevA meM upasthita hue aura baiMgalora pharasane kI vinati kii| yahAM se Apa khambhAta sampradAya ke 2 santoM ko milAkara ThANA 12 se dauMDa bAlApura pdhaare| pUjya kAntiRSi jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 4 bhI Age-pIche vihAra karate hue yahA~ taka sAtha pdhaare| yahA~ zrI mAMgIlAla jI ruNavAla ke netRtva meM maisUra saMgha ne upasthita hokara kSetra sparzana kI vinati prastuta kii| madrAsa, maMDyA, baiMgalora, cikabAlapura Adi | aneka kSetroM ke zrAvaka bhI yahAM upasthita the| pUjyapAda ne upasthita jana samudAya ko preraNAdAyI sambodhana karate hue pharamAyA - "dhana ke liye putra, mitra ghara-dvAra evaM apanA deza-pradeza chor3ane vAle vyakti jinazAsana aura dharma ke liye tyAga ko bhArI mAneM, / yaha Azcarya kI bAta hai|" ApakI pAvana preraNA se yahA~ kaI bhAI bahinoM ne kaI niyama aMgIkAra kiye| ___yahA~ se vihAra kara pUjyavarya rAjanakUTe yalahaMkA, gaMgeNahallI Adi gAMvoM meM dharmodyota karate hue dinAMka 23 mArca 1980 ko daza ThANA se karnATaka kI rAjadhAnI baiMgalora ke upanagara yazavantapura padhAre / yahA~ padhArane vAle Apa sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke prathama AcArya the| nagara-praveza ke avasara para baiMgalora zahara ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM evaM anya grAma-nagaroM se Ae saMgha-sadasyoM kI vizAla janamedinI ke ullAsa evaM umaMga kA dRzya adbhuta thaa| jise zabdoM meM nahIM bAMdhA jA sktaa| yazavantapura zrI saMgha ke sAtha zrI motIlAlajI koThArI, zrI nauratana jI nandAvata, zrI suganamalajI gaNezamalajI bhaNDArI Adi ke parivAra prasannatA se AplAvita the| varSoM kI bhakti va pUrvajoM ke saMskAroM se samRddha bhaNDArI parivAra ne zraddhA-samarpaNa ke sAtha bhakti kA paricaya diyaa| Apake pAvana sAnnidhya va maMgalamaya udbodhana se prerita hokara yahAM 20 yuvA bandhuoM ne sAmAyika karane ke niyama aMgIkAra kie| yazavantapura do dina virAja kara pUjyapravara 25 mArca ko 25 jainagharoM kI AbAdI vAle mallezvaram meM pdhaare| tadanantara ApakA pAvana padArpaNa zrIrAmapura meM saMgha aikya kA sandeza lekara huaa| Apake udbodhana se sthAnIya saMgha meM kalaha kaluSa dUra huA va sAmarasya kA saMcaraNa huaa| yahA~ se pUjyapAda baiMgalora mahAnagara ke hRdayasthala cikapeTa pdhaare| cikapeTa meM lagabhaga 5000 jaina parivAra nivAsa karate haiN| yahA~ Apa zrI ne 250 hastalikhita granthoM kA avalokana kara prAcya graMthoM ke prati apanI abhiruci prakaTa kii| cikapeTa meM Apake virAjane se dharma kI lahara daur3a gii| yahA~ ke lAlabAga glAsa hAUsa meM 29 mArca ko mahAvIra jayantI ke pAvana prasaMga para Ayojita pravacana sabhA meM hajAroM zrotA upasthita the| isa avasara para pUjyapAda ke pravacana pIyUSa se baiMgalora sAmAyika svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA huI / baiMgalora mahAnagara ke labdhapratiSTha samAjasevI zrI phUlacandajI lUNiyA evaM zrI bhaMvaralAlajI goTAvata ne saMkalpa liyA ki jaba taka dharmasthAna meM sAmAyika karane vAloM kI saMkhyA 200 taka nahIM pahu~catI hai va 100 vyakti svAdhyAyI nahIM bana jAte haiM, ve mIThA nahIM khaayeNge| isI avasara para karnATaka prAntIya svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA, karnATaka prAnta meM sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA sandeza pahu~cAne kI ora eka bar3A kadama thaa| baiMgalora nagara ke sujJa zrAvakagaNa zrI prakAzajI mAsTara, zrI pannAlAlajI corar3iyA, zrI sohanajI rer3a va mukhiyAdvaya zrI lUNiyA jI va zrI goTAvata jI ke saMkalpa yukta prayAsoM se svAdhyAya kI gati ko bala milaa| AgAmI akSayatRtIyA vi.saM. 2037 dinAMka 17 aprela 1980 ko prabhAvaka AcArya hastI ke AcArya pada)
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 216 grahaNa ke pacAsa varSa pUrNa hone vAle the| saMgha ke kAryakartAoM ne sAdhanA- kAryakrama ke lakSya ke sAtha pUjya caritanAyaka | kI dIkSA arddhazatAbdI manAne kA nirNaya kiyA / jJAna - darzana - cAritra kI abhivRddhi evaM sAmAjika kurItiyoM ke nikandana ke lakSya se pandraha sUtrI kAryakrama hAtha meM liyA gayA yathA - mAMsabhakSaNa tyAga, madyapAna tyAga, dhUmrapAna tyAga, | eka varSa taka rAtri - bhojana tyAga, nityaprati 15 minaTa svAdhyAya, saptAha meM kama se kama eka sAmAyika, pratidina koI eka pratyAkhyAna avazya karanA, eka varSa zIlavrata kA pAlana, AjIvana rAtri bhojana tyAga, AjIvana cauvihAra tyAga, AjIvana brahmacarya pAlana, zrAvaka ke 12 vrata aMgIkAra karanA, nityaprati sAmAyika, sakriya svAdhyAyI banakara paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu pravAsa karanA, daheja meM lena-dena va ThaharAva aura pradarzana kA tyAga, jIvoM ko abhayadAna kA | saMkalpa, jIvana vyavahAra meM hiMsaka vastuoM kA tyAga, jarUratamaMda bhAI-bahinoM ko zaikSaNika va Arthika sahayoga pradAna | karanA aadi| ina niyamoM meM pratyeka ke liye pacAsa-pacAsa vratiyoM kA lakSya rakhA gyaa| yaha bhI taya kiyA gayA ki sthAnIya samAroha apane-apane kSetroM meM Ayojita kiye jaayeN| baiMgalora zrI saMgha ne bhAvabhInI vinati prastuta karate hue | pUjyapAda se isa avasara para baiMgalora virAjane kI prArthanA kii| tridivasIya samAroha ke antargata sAmUhika niyama taya kara sabhI zraddhAlujanoM ko inake pAlana kI preraNA kI gaI - (1) sabhI vyakti tIna dinoM meM kama se kama tIna ghaNTe svAdhyAya kareM (2) tIna dinoM meM kama se kama tIna sAmAyika kareM (3) tIna dinoM taka brahmacarya kA pAlana kareM (4) tIna dina kA samaya pramAda meM vyatIta na kareM (5) tIna dinoM taka koI rAtri bhojana nahIM kreN| (6) pratyeka ghara meM kama se kama eka upavAsa, ekAzana yA Ayambila avazya ho (7) tIna dina kaSAya zamana kA prayAsa kreN| zikSApremI zAsana hitaiSI zreSThivarya zrI chaganamalajI muthA kI AgrahabharI vinati ko lakSya meM rakhakara pUjyapAda cAmarAja peTha, blAka | pallI evaM zivAjI nagara Adi upanagaroM ko pharasa kara zUle bAjAra sthita hindI vidyAlaya padhAre, jahA~ sAmAyika ke | gaNaveza meM zrAvakoM ne sAmAyika- svAdhyAya paryAya AcArya bhagavanta kI agavAnI kii| yahA~ vaizAkha kRSNA caturdazI va | amAvasyA ko sAmUhika dayAvrata kA Ayojana huaa| sAmUhika vratArAdhana kA yaha apUrva najArA dekhakara aisA pratIta | huA ki mAno pUjyapAda marudhara mAravAr3a ke dharmakSetra meM hI virAja rahe haiM, jahA~ mahApuruSoM ke padhArane para dayA - saMvara | ArAdhanA kA krama calatA hI rahatA hai / caritanAyaka ke dIkSA arddhazatAbdI para tridivasIya sAdhanA-samAroha viSayaka sabhI kAryakrama isI hindI vidyAlaya ke prAMgaNa meM sampanna hue / dinAMka 15 aprela 17 aprela taka Ayojita tridivasIya kAryakrama kA prathama divasa jJAnArAdhanA, dvitIya divasa sAmAyika sAdhanA evaM tRtIya divasa tapa- sAdhanA hetu samarpita thA / prathama divasa meM vyAkhyAna ke atirikta vidvad goSThI evaM jJAna carcA Ayojita kI gaI, dUsare dina sAmUhika sAmAyika meM bhAga lekara guru hastI ke sAmAyika | saMdeza ko sAkAra kiyA gayA, to tIsare dina vrata - pratyAkhyAna kara isa trividha sAdhanA kAryakrama ko sampUrNatA pradAna kI gii| isa avasara para anekoM vyaktiyoM ne bAraha vrata evaM zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana meM sAdhanA kA | sUtrapAta kiyA / akSaya tRtIyA ke isa pAvana prasaMga para varSItapa ke 29 pAraNe hue| saMgha kI ora se samAjaseviyoM va tapasviyoM kA abhinandana kiyA gyaa| isa kAryakrama ko saphala banAne meM zrI gaNezamalajI bhaMDArI, zrI sukanarAjajI bhopAlacaMdajI pagAriyA, zrI jasarAjajI golechA, zrI mahAvIramalajI bhaMDArI, zreSThivarya zrI chaganamalajI muthA, zrI | motIlAlajI sAMkhalA zrI saMpatarAjajI maralecA, zrI anarAjajI dudher3iyA, zrI jodharAjajI surANA Adi kI sarAhanIya sevAe~ rahIM / akSaya tRtIyA ke pAvana parva ke pazcAt pUjyavarya alasUra bayapanahallI, kRSNarAjapurama Adi kSetroM meM jinavANI kI pAvana dhArA pravAhita karate hue hosakoTe padhAre / yahA~ vaizAkha zuklA dazamI ko carama tIrthakara zAsanapati zramaNa
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 217 bhagavAna mahAvIra kA kaivalya kalyANaka manAyA gyaa| yahA~ se caritanAyaka 28 aprela ko vihAra kara tAvarIkher3A hote hue 40 kilomITara dUra kolAra tathA vahAM se 31 kilomITara dUra kolAra golDa phIlDa pdhaare| vahAM se bhagavanta vetamaMgalA, vI. koTe nAikanerI peraNama paiTha, guDiyAttama grAma, kevIkuppam pharasate hue viraMjIpurama padhAre / prANimAtra ke abhayadAtA SaTkAya pratipAlaka pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kI preraNA se yahA~ pazubali banda huI va abodha jIvoM ko abhayadAna milA / yahA~ se vihAra kara Apa jyeSTha kRSNA amAvasyA dinAMka 12 maI ko vellUra pdhaare| ArAdhya gurudeva ke vellUra padhArane para samUce tamilanADu meM nivAsa kara rahe zraddhAlu bhaktoM va pravAsI rAjasthAnI bhAiyoM ke mana meM nava utsAha kA saMcAra huA aura unake mana meM guru-bhakti ke sAtha zAsana-sevA hetu samarpaNa bhAva | hiloreM lene lgaa| apane cikitsA kendra va krizciyana meDikala kAleja ke kAraNa prasiddha isa vellUra nagara meM pUjya caritanAyaka kI preraNA se vizrAnti gRha 'zAnti bhavana' ke mainejara zrI lAlasiMha jI rAjapUta dvArA saparivAra AjIvana | mAMsa-bhakSaNa kA tyAga vellUravAsiyoM ke liye preraNA kA srota rhaa| yahA~ pUjyapAda ne apane prabhAvaka pravacana meM darzana, zravaNa, avadhAraNa va AcaraNa rUpa caturvidha bhakti kA nirUpaNa karate hue darzana-bhakti ke antargata dharmasthAna meM jAne ke liye pA~ca abhigama kI vyAkhyA karate hue nimnAMkita racanA prastuta kI - kara sacitta parihAra, acitta saMvRta kara raakhe| aMjali bA~dhI vinaya sahita, guruvara mukha dekhe| tana-mana pApa niSedha, jinezvara AjJA pAle. mukha para uttarAsaMga dhAra, niravada vaca bole / abhigama pA~ca pAle sahI, cUka kare nahIM eka hI samajhU zrAvaka mAna lo, jina ArAdhaka vhii|| yahAM se pUjyavarya dinAMka 23 maI ko vihAra kara tamilanADu ke mahattvapUrNa sthala ArakATa, bAlAjI peTha, bAlaceTTichatram Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue 28 maI ko vaiSNava saMskRti ke pramukha sthala kAMcIpurama padhAre, jahAM pUjya saMtoM ke zubhAgamana se cilacilAtI dhUpa bhI prasanna prakRti meM badala gii| yahA~ para prathama jyeSTha zuklA 14 ko krAntadraSTA kriyoddhAraka pUjya AcArya zrI ratanacandajI ma. sA. kI 135 vIM puNyatithi ke pAvana prasaMga para pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne unake jIvana kI jhAMkI va jIvana mUlyoM ko prastuta karate hue dharmazAsana meM maryAdA para bala diyaa| kAMcIpuram se vihAra kara bAlAjAbAda suMkuvArachatram perumbudUra Adi mArgastha kSetroM ko apanI pada raja se pAvana karate hue pUjyapAda ThANA 8 se madrAsa mahAnagara ke praveza dvAra punamalI padhAre / punamalI meM dharma preraNA kara Apa kuNatura pharasate hue tAmbaram padhAre, jahA~ navayuvaka maMDala gaThita huA tAmbaram se kromapeTha hokara Apa pallAvaram pdhaare|| yahA~ apane pravacanAmRta meM pUjyapravara ne bubhukSu se mumukSu banane kI preraNA karate hue zrAvaka ke tIna kartavya batAye - zraddhA, viveka aura kriyaa| jyeSTha kRSNA amAvasyA ko AlandUra meM Apane tyAga va saMyama kI zreSThatA kA vivecana karate hue pharamAyA -"parigraha se cipakA Aja kA zrAvaka dharma ko acchA mAna kara bhI usakA AcaraNa kyoM nahIM karatA ? bhoga se alaga kara saMyama ke siMhAsana para biThAne para bhI jo duHkha kA anubhava kare, vaha kaisA jaina?" yahA~ samAja meM kAphI lambe samaya se matabheda va manomAlinya thA, jo Apake padArpaNa va pAvana preraNA se miTA tathA samAja meM sneha va maitrI kA vAtAvaraNa nirmita ho gyaa| saMgha va samAja ko anekavidha upakAroM se upakRta karate hue pUjyapravara saidApeTha pdhaare| yahAM krAntadRSTA caritanAyaka ne apane krAntikArI udbodhana meM
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 218 pharamAyA - ahiMsaka samAja meM dahejaprathA kSobhajanaka hai, samAja ke liye yaha kalaMka hai / samAja ko ise dUra kara prerita kaI vyaktiyoM ne isa saMbaMdha meM saMkalpa lekara mahilAoM kI pIr3A ko dUra karanA cAhiye / preraka udbodhana | samAja sudhAra kI dizA meM apane kadama bar3hAye / yahA~ se bhagavanta mAmbalam pdhaare| paM. ratna zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma.sA, paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya pravara) bhI anya upanagaroM ko pharasa kara yahA~ pUjya gurudeva kI sevA meM padhAra gaye / 19 jUna 80 ko Apa mailApura pdhaare| jodhapura virAjita paM. ratna zrI cauthamalajI ma. sA. kA dvitIya jyeSTha zuklA saptamI ko saMthArA pUrvaka svargagamana ke samAcAra se mailApura kI vyAkhyAna sabhA ne zraddhAMjali | sabhA kA rUpa le liyA / pUjyapravara ne apane sahadIkSita gurubhrAtA muni zrI ke prati bhAvapUrNa mArmika udgAra vyakta karate hue unakA guNa smaraNa kiyaa| paM. ratna zrI cauthamalajI ma. sA. sarala, sahaja, zAnta, prasannavadana, sevAbhAvI, madhura vyAkhyAnI, Agama jJAtA saMta the| Apane aneka prAntoM meM vicaraNa vihAra kara dharma-pracAra va jina - zAsana kI prabhAvanA meM apanA mahanIya yogadAna kiyaa| divaMgata munivarya ke guNa-smaraNa ke pazcAt cAra logassa kA dhyAna kara zraddhAMjali prastuta kI gii| jodhapura meM hI 21 jUna ko mahAsatI jJAnakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke saMthArA pUrvaka svargArohaNa para zraddhAMjali dI gayI / 23 jUna ko pUjya AcAryapravara aDayAra pdhaare| yahA~ dharma preraNA kara Apa rAyapeTha va isake anantara nakzA | bAjAra pdhaare| yahAM dvitIya jyeSTha zuklA caturdazI dinAMka 27 jUna ko kriyoddhAraka AcArya bhagavanta zrI ratna canda jI ma. sA. kI 135 puNyatithi ke upalakSya meM sAmUhika vratArAdhana kA AhvAna kiyA gyaa| isa avasara para 135 se adhika dayA- pauSadha hue| (jyeSTha mAha do hone se yaha puNya tithi dUsarI bAra manAyI gaI / ) cintAdripeTha, igmora, puruSavAkkama, zUle Adi upanagaroM meM dharma jyoti kA prakAza phailAte hue pUjyapAda perAmbUra | pdhaare| yahA~ pravacana meM Apane jIvana meM dharma kI mahattA pratipAdita karate hue pharamAyA- "saMsAra kI bar3I se bar3I sampadA pAkara bhI jIvana meM dharma ke binA zAnti nahIM milatI, ataH dhana-jana se mamatA bar3hAnA ucita nahIM / kAmanAoM para niyantraNa, komalatA kA tyAga va tapa kA ArAdhana duHkha-mukti kA saccA upAya hai | * madrAsa cAturmAsa (vi.saM. 2037) pUjyapAda ne 19 varSa kI vaya meM jaba AcArya pada ko suzobhita kiyA, taba se hI madrAsa meM vyavasAya hetu nivAsa kara rahe bhaMDArI parivAra, corar3iyA parivAra, duggaDa parivAra, surANA parivAra, bAgamAra parivAra, huNDIvAla parivAra evaM anya grAma - nagaroM se yahA~ Aye bhaktoM kI yaha bhAvanA thI ki ratnavaMza ke jAjvalyamAna rala, jinazAsana ke udIyamAna sUrya pUjya hastI ke pAvana pAda vihAra se tamilanADu sameta dakSiNa aMcala pavitra pAvana bane va hama madrAsa | sthita pravAsI mAravAr3I bhakta apane ArAdhya guruvarya ke varSAMvAsa se nirantara cAra mAha taka pAvana darzana, vandana va maMgala pravacana zravaNa kA lAbha lekara vratArAdhana va jJAnArAdhana meM Age baDha apanA Atma-kalyANa kara sakeM, sAtha hI tamila bhASI janatA bhI adhyAtma sUrya hastI se jIvana ke marma va dharma ke svarUpa ko samajha kara vIravANI ke prasAda se lAbhAnvita ho ske| apane zAsana ke prArambhika kAla meM satArA taka padhAra kara bhI ApakA yahAM padhAranA nahIM ho skaa| bujurga loga apanI Asa hRdaya meM hI saMjoye paralokagamana bhI kara gye| aba isa jJAna sUrya kA saMyama jIvana ke 60 varSa vyatIta karane ke uparAnta isa sudUra bhUmi para padArpaNa huA hai| Apane arddha zatAbdI se bhI adhika samaya se pratipala sajagatA, apanI advitIya pratibhA va zAsana saMcAlana yogyatA se zAsana kI prabhAvanA karate hue AcArya "
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 219 pada suzobhita kiyA hai| aise mahanIya dIkSA sthavira, vaya-sthavira, pada-sthavira va jJAna-sthavira puNya nidhAna ArAdhya guru bhagavanta ke caraNoM se pavitra hone kA tamilanADu kI dharA ko yaha prathama avasara milA hai aura kvacit dUsarI bAra milanA bhI saMbhava nahIM hai| isa deva durlabha avasara kA lAbha uThAne meM hameM koI kora kasara nahIM rakhanI hai, apane pUrvajoM kI atRpta abhilASA ko pUrA kara hameM tamilanADu meM paramapUjya bhagavanta ke sandezoM va jinavANI kI pAvana gaMgA ko pravAhita karane ke bhagIratha prayAsoM meM sahayogI bananA hai| jyoM-jyoM cAturmAsa sannikaTa A rahA thA, bhaktoM ke mana meM kucha kara gujarane kA utsAha uttAla taraMgoM kI bhAMti bar3hatA jA rahA thaa| kuMDItopa, dhobIpeTa rAyapurama Adi upanagaroM meM sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA udghoSa karate hue pUjyapAda kA ziSya | maMDalI ke sAtha ThANA 10 se saMvat 2037 kI ASADha kRSNA trayodazI 25 julAI 1980 ko ullasita |zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM dvArA uccarita jaya-jayanAdoM ke bIca vizAla janamedinI ke sAtha, cAturmAsArtha sAhUkAra peTha sthita | dharmasthAnaka meM maMgala praveza huaa| yaha pUjyavarya kA 60 vAM cAturmAsa thaa| cira pratIkSA ke bAda prApta isa varSAvAsa kA madrAsa vAle bhAI bahina pUrNa lAbha le rahe the| cAturmAsArtha pUjya gurudeva ke maMgala praveza ke sAtha hI dhArmika gatividhiyoM ne jora pakar3a liyaa| prAta: prArthanA se lekara rAtri meM jJAnagoSThI paryanta sabhI kAryakramoM meM madrAsavAsI pUrNa abhiruci va utsAha se bhAga lekara jJAnArAdhana kara apane Apako samRddha kara rahe the| sAhUkAra peTha dharmasthAnaka kA vizAla hAla pravacana meM zraddhAlu zrotAoM kI upasthiti ke kAraNa choTA par3ane lgaa| cAturmAsa meM rAjasthAna, madhyapradeza, mahArASTra karnATaka Adi prAntoM ke zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke ArAdhya gurudeva ke darzanArtha satata AvAgamana banA rhaa| __mahAmahima AcArya bhagavanta apanI pAtakaprakSAlinI bhavabhayahAriNI vANI-sudhA dvArA dharma ke marma ko apanI sahaja subodha sugrAhya bhASA meM samajhAte to upasthita zraddhAlu jana 'khammA, khammA' bola utthte| pravacana sudhA meM avagAhana kara ve apane Apako dhanya-dhanya banA rahe the| pUjyavarya ne yathAsamaya apane jIvana nirmAtA gurudeva AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA, Adarza sAdhutA ke zreSTha paryAya, maraNa vijetA gurubhrAtA zrI sAgaramala jI ma. sA. Adi mahApuruSoM kI puNyatithiyoM ke prasaMgoM para unake guNAnuvAda karate hue jIvana ko unnata va saMyata banAne kI preraNA kii| samvatsarI mahAparva ke dina tamilanADu ke tatkAlIna rAjyapAla mahAmahima zrI prabhudAsajI paTavArI jJAna-kriyA ke utkRSTa ArAdhaka , jinazAsana saratAja pUjyapravara AcArya zrI hastI ke pAvana darzanArtha pdhaare| ananta puNyanidhAna sAdhanAtizayasampanna AcAryadeva ke pAvana darzana va unakI AdhyAtmika Ananda pradAyinI amoghavANI se niHsRta jinavANI ko zravaNa kara mAnanIya rAjyapAla mahodaya ne apane Apako dhanya-dhanya maanaa| kSamAparva saMvatsarI para pUjyapravara ne "bhUloM kA punarAvartana rokanA, kSamAdivasa manAne kI sArthakatA hai" isa sAra garbhita saMdeza se jana-jana ko AtmotthAna kI preraNA kii| jinazAsana prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavanta kA cintana thA ki ahiMsA, anekAnta va aparigraha eka dUsare ke pUraka hI nahIM, varan sahadharmI jIvana mUlya haiM? zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ye sArvajanika, sArvakAlika cintana satya-siddhAnta vizva zAMti va mAnava mAtra ke kalyANa kA mArga prazasta kara sakate haiN| yuga manISI itihAsavettA AcArya deva ke mana meM eka pIr3A thI ki jo jainadharma kabhI dakSiNa meM jana-jana kA dharma thA, vaha Aja vyavasAyI varga taka simaTa gayA hai| Aja puna: tamilabhASI bhAI-bahinoM ko zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke siddhAntoM evaM jaina jIvana zailI se jor3ane kI | AvazyakatA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 220 cAturmAsa kAla meM ekadA Apane pravacanAmRta meM sAdhana-sampanna jaina samAja ko apanA kartavya bodha karAte hue pharamAyA -"dakSiNa meM jaina zrAvakoM ke sattArUDha hone se zatAbdiyoM taka jaina dharma kA pracAra-prasAra hotA rhaa| jaina sAhitya kI amUlya nidhi dakSiNa meM mUDabidrI ke jaina bhaMDAroM meM surakSita hai| Aja yadyapi jaina samAja sampanna hai, tathApi ahiMsA ke pracAra ke liye Thosa kArya karane kI AvazyakatA hai| AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki jaina samAja sthAnIya samAja meM ahiMsA kI udAtta bhAvanA jAgRta kre| zAsana sevA meM zrama, zakti va artha kA sadupayoga karane vAle hI sadA yazasvI bane haiN|" cAturmAsa kAla meM jinavANI ke mAnad sampAdaka prakhyAta jaina vidvAn DaoN. narendra bhAnAvata ke saMyojakatva meM | vidvad goSThI kA Ayojana huaa| dezabhara se Aye hue manISI vidvAnoM ne mahAmanISI AcArya bhagavanta kA AzIrvAda pAkara yuvApIDhI kI samasyAoM para cintana-manana karate hue unheM dharma, adhyAtma va racanAtmaka kAryoM se jor3ane hetu cintana prastuta kiyaa| bhedavijJAna ke jJAtA, AgamavettA, saMyama-jIvana ke uSA kAla se hI deha bhinna, maiM bhinna, ye tana-jana-parijana mere nahIM, maiM to zuddha, buddha mukta, zAzvata avinAzI hU~, yaha cintana svaracita Atma bodhakArI racanAoM "maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa", mere antara bhayA prakAza" ke mAdhyama se prakaTaM kara cuke the| samaya ke sAtha ApakA yaha cintana nirantara nikharatA gyaa| dharma ke navanIta sama yaha cintana Apake pravacanAmRta meM samaya-samaya para prakaTa hotA rhaa| janma, jarA va matyu ye jIvana ke aTala satya haiN| jarA va mRtyu ke zAzvata satyoM ko samajhane vAlA sAdhaka inameM kaSTAnubhava nahIM karatA, varan inameM bhI hita bhAva DhU~Dha letA hai| kArtika zuklA 9 ko apane Atmodbodhaka pravacana meM pUjyapAda ne buDhApAvAcaka jarA ke bAre meM pharamAyA - "jarA jagAne ko AtI, mRtyu nikaTa pahacAna / jagamAyA ko chor3akara, jAlama dhara prabhu dhyAna / nazvara tana meM basata hai, jJAnasvarUpI dev| ajara amara nirmala dazA, karalo usakI seva / / tana - dhana - parijana kSaNika haiM, bhaya cintA ke sthAna / nija meM nija ko dekha le, avicala Ananda sindhu samAna / / " cAturmAsa kAla meM ananya gurubhakta agragaNya samAjasevI zrI haMsarAja candajI bhaMDArI (suputra svargIya zrI mAMgIcaMda jI bhaMDArI) ke asAmayika nidhana se ratna zrAvaka samAja va madrAsa sthAnakavAsI samAja meM apUraNIya kSati huii| parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne parijanoM ko dharma kI zaraNa grahaNa karane kI preraNA karate huye pharamAyA "alpavaya kI mRtyu aura roga-zoka se bacane kA mArga niyata evaM zuddha AhAra tathA Asakti kA parihAra hai|" yaha cAturmAsa vividha dhArmika AyojanoM, jana-jana kI sahabhAgitA evaM vrata-pratyAkhyAnoM kI ArAdhanA se sampanna anUThA cAturmAsa rhaa| isa cAturmAsa kI aneka upalabdhiyA~ rahI, yathA (1) zatAdhika bhAiyoM tathA bahinoM dvArA thokar3oM aura zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyA gayA (2) 300 se bhI adhika bAlakoM va yuvakoM dvArA sAmAyika , pratikramaNa, 25 bola Adi kaNThastha kiye gaye (3) zatAdhika ajaina bhAiyoM dvArA | kuvyasanoM tathA abhakSya-bhakSaNa kA tyAga kiyA gayA (4) zatAdhika yuvakoM dvArA sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke niyama lie gae (5) santa sAnnidhya meM dharma-carcA ke Ayojana kA lAbha milatA rahA (6) zAnti saptAha sAdhanA saptAha
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 333) Ayambila ArAdhanA, mauna-sAdhanA, dayA-saMvara kA ArAdhana, rAtri saMvara, svadharmIvAtsalya, dAna Adi pravRttiyA~ prabhAvaka rahIM (7) aneka dampatiyoM ne AjIvana brahmacarya kA skaMdha va kaiyoM ne brahmacarya kI maryAdA svIkAra kI (8) mAsakSapaNa, aThAI Adi vividha tapoM kA ThATa rahA (9) dharmaniSTha gurubhakta zrAvaka zrI zaMkara lAlajI lalavAnI, jalagAMva ne 60 dinoM taka akhaNDa mauna sAdhanA kii| (10) kaunabarA, aDayAra tathA madrAsa vizvavidyAlaya ke pustakAlayoM ke upayoga se jaina dharma va itihAsa viSayaka kaI navIna bAteM prakAza meM AyIM, jisase itihAsa lekhana ke kArya ko gati milii| . baiMgalora kI ora madrAsa kA aitihAsika varSAvAsa sampanna kara pUjya caritanAyaka 23 navambara 1980 ko ziSya samudAya ke sAtha vihAra kara cintAdripeTha pdhaare| yahA~ zrI bhabhUtacandajI muthA ne AjIvana zIlavrata svIkAra kara zIladharma ke ArAdhaka | mahApuruSoM kA saccA svAgata kiyaa| yahA~ se santamaNDala kA tIna saMghATakoM meM alaga-alaga kSetroM meM vihAra huaa| apane jyeSTha ziSya sevAbhAvI paM. ratna laghu lakSmIcandajI ma.sA, AgamajJa zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcAryazrI) Adi ThANA 4 ko kAlAr3IpeTha, tamilabhASI AtmArthI santa tapasvIzrI zrI candajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 2 ko baDapalanI kI ora vihAra karAkara pUjyapAda dasare dina baDapallI pdhaare| Apane yahA~ sAmAyika svAdhyAya kI preraNA dete hae pharamAyA -"sthAnaka kI zobhA sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya se hai|" ApakI prabhAvI-preraNA se kaI zraddhAluoM ne niyamita sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke niyama lie| yahA~ se Apa koDamavAkkam va porura meM bhI sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA alakha jagAte hue punamalI pdhaare| santoM kI asvasthatA ke kAraNa Apa yahAM 10 dina virAje / isa avadhi meM Apake darzanArtha zraddhAluoM kA AvAgamana barAbara banA rhaa| punamalI se pUjyapAda Avar3I, tinnAnUra, trivallUra, kaDamatUra, peramavAkama Adi kSetroM meM dharmodyota va niyamita sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kI preraNA karate hue takkolama padhAre, jahA~ zrI mohana lAlajI koThArI ne eka varSa taka zIlavata pAlana kA saMkalpa liyaa| 21 disambara ko ApakA padArpaNa Arakonama huaa| yahA~ baiMgalora ke dRDhadharmI zrAvaka zrI campAlAlajI DUMgaravAla, zrI sAMgaramalajI boharA, zrI sukanarAjajI pagAriyA, zrI bhaMvaralAlajI goTAvata, zrI premacandajI bhaNDArI, svAdhyAya premI zrI prakAzajI mAsTara Adi zrAvakoM ne upasthita hokara baiMgalora padhArane ke sAtha hI dIkSA kI bhAvabhInI vinati prastuta kii| ApakI preraNA se yahAM anekoM vyaktiyoM ne sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA saMkalpa liyA, dharmapremI zrAvaka zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI gAdiyA ne mahIne meM cAra dayAvrata ArAdhana kA niyama liyaa| pUjyapravara yahAM se nImalI, kAverIvAkama, bAlAjApeTha, ArakATa ratnAgirI Adi kSetroM ko apane pAdavihAra se pAvana karate hue pauSa kRSNA saptamI ko bellUra pdhaare| paM. ratna zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA va AtmArthI zrI zrI candajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA bhI vividha kSetroM meM dharma preraNA karate hue yahA~ pUjya gurudeva kI sevA meM padhAra gye| pUjya gurudeva 31 disambara 1980 pArzvanAtha jayantI taka ziSya samudAya ke sAtha vahIM virAje / pUjyapAda ne apane preraka udbodhana dvArA preraNA kI ki moha va ajJAna timira ko naSTa kara jJAna prakAza ke prakaTa hone se hI Atma-kalyANa sambhava hai| pUjyapAda ke virAjane se yahAM vrata-pratyAkhyAna , tapa-tyAga kA ThATa lagA rahA, zrI bhaMvaralAlajI bhaTevar3A ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| vellUra se viraMjIpurama, kebI kuppam, guDiyAtama, paranAmavaha Adi kSetroM ko apanI padaraja se pAvana karate hue | | pUjyapAda ne tamilanADu se AMdhrapradeza ke nAikanerI meM padArpaNa kiyaa| isa pUre vihAra krama meM mArga meM bhakta zrAvakoM kA Agamana barAbara banA rhaa| pUjyapAda cAhe kisI mahAnagara meM virAja rahe hoM, cAhe vana-khaNDoM athavA choTe-choTe grAmoM meM, hara jagaha puNyanidhAna pUjya hastI ke pAvana-darzana karane hetu zraddhAlu bhaktagaNa Ate hI rahate, yaha Apake
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________________ 222 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAdhanAtizaya va sAdhaka jIvana kA divya prabhAva thaa| vihAra kAla meM madrAsa, vellUra va baiMgalora Adi kSetroM ke bhakta zrAvakoM ne vihAra-sevA kA lAbha lekara guru-bhakti kA paricaya diyaa| muslima bahula grAma vikoTA meM pUjyapravara DAka baMgale para Thahare / dayAdharma ke ArAdhaka AcArya bhagavanta ne yahAM cAra-pAMca vyaktiyoM ko aNDA, mAMsa va machalI kA tyAga karA kara unheM hiMsA se virata kiyaa| betamaMgala meM Apa pAThazAlA bhavana meM viraaje| yahAM se pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke. jI. epha. pdhaare| AcArya zrI nAneza ke ziSya zrI dharmeza munijI ThANA 3 ApakI agavAnI meM sammukha pdhaare| zrAvaka samudAya bhI ullasita bhAva se pUjyapAda kI agavAnI meM upasthita thaa| zrI dharmezamuni jI Adi ThANA pUjyapAda ke sAtha hI virAje / pauSa zuklA aSTamI ko AcArya zrI nAneza kI dIkSAtithi para pUjya caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA-"bhopAlagaDha kI puNya bhUmi meM unhoMne evaM hamane sthAnakavAsI samAja ke saMgaThana kI bhUmikA svarUpa maitrI sambandha kiyaa| maitrI ke isa kalpavRkSa kA rakSaNa, poSaNa evaM siMcana caturvidha saMgha ko karanA hai| saralatA va AtmIyatA se hI isakA rakSaNa saMvardhana saMbhava hai|" ke. jI. epha. meM pauSa zuklA caturdazI saMvat 2037 ko caritanAyaka pUjya hastI kA 71 vAM janma divasa tapatyAga evaM dayA-saMvara kI ArAdhanA ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| baiMgalora, madrAsa, jalagAMva, jayapura, bhopAlagaDha evaM Asa-pAsa ke kSetroM ke zrAvakagaNa ne pUjyapAda ke pAvana darzana va amRtamayI jinavANI kA pAna karate hue dharma-sAdhanA kA lAbha liyaa| parama guru bhakta zrI ratanalAla jI bAphanA ne isa avasara para pAMca varSa ke liye rAtri cauvihAra ke pratyAkhyAna kiye| paramapUjya gurudeva ke liye janma-divasa sAdhanA-saMkalpa divasa thA, bAlavaya meM mahanIya guru ke caraNoM meM jo samarpaNa kiyA, use smaraNa kara Age baDhane hetu saMkalpa lene kA divasa thaa| pUjyapravara ne isa dina apanI racanA ke mAdhyama se jo saMkalpa liyA, usakI kucha paMktiyA prastuta haiM - gurudeva caraNa vandana karake, maiM nUtana varSa praveza kruuN| zama-saMyama kA sAdhana karake, sthira citta samAdhi prApta kruuN|| ho citta samAdhi tana-mana se, parivAra samAdhi se vicruuN| avazeSa kSaNoM ko zAsanahita, arpaNa kara jIvana saphala kruuN| uparyukta paMktiyAM pUjya hastI kI utkaTa guru-bhakti, Atmonnati kI tIvra abhilASA, zAsanahita samarpaNa, zama |dama ke prati prIti Adi guNoM ko prakaTa karate hue hameM bhI janma-divasa manAne ke sacce prayojana kA digdarzana karAtI grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa-vihAra karate hue AcArya bhagavanta baMgArapeTha pharasate hue kolAra padhAre jahA~ zrI jevatarAja jI dhArIvAla ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| yahAM se narasApura, hoskoTe Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue pUjyapAda 26 janavarI 1981 ko kRSNarAjapurama pdhaare| dinAMka 27 janavarI ko karuNAkara baiMgalora ke upanagara alasUra pdhaare| ___ke. jI. epha. se baiMgalora kA yaha vihAra parISahoM se pUrNa thaa| AhAra pAnI kA koI yoga nahIM thaa| mArga meM | senA ke AvAsa the / senA ke loga mAMsAhAra kA prayoga karate the| dayAdharma ke ArAdhaka SaTkAya pratipAla pUjya hastI kI preraNA se baTAliyana ke adhikArI ne saMkalpa kiyA ki baTAliyana ke sAmUhika bhojana meM mAMsAhAra kA upayoga nahIM kiyA jaayegaa| yaha ahiMsA ke pujArI mahAna santa isa mahAyogI ke prabala puNyAtizaya kA hI divya
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 223 prabhAva thaa| ____ alasUra meM dIkSArthI viraktoM kA abhinandana kiyA gyaa| yahAM zrI mANakacandajI gAdiyA ne pAMca varSa ke liye zIlavata pAlana kA saMkalpa liyaa| yahAM se pUjyapravara azoka nagara zUle padhAre, jahAM zrI campAlAlajI borUMdiyA ne AjIvana zIlavrata kA skandha svIkAra kiyaa| Apake zivAjI nagara padhArane para prakhyAta jaina vidvAna zrI zAntilAlajI vanamAlI seTha ne Apake pAvana darzana, sAnnidhya va tattvacarcA kA lAbha liyaa| baiMgalora mahAnagara ke hRdayasthala cikapeTa meM ApakA darzanAcAra ke ATha aMgoM para bar3A hI mArmika pravacana huaa| mAgha kRSNA caturdazI 3 pharavarI 1981 ko pUjyapravara ke sAnnidhya meM bAbAjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. va khAdIvAle zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi vizeSa tapatyAga va vratArAdhana pUrvaka manAI gii| isa avasara para yahAM virakta mumukSuoM kA abhinandana bhI kiyA gyaa| __madrAsa padhArane ke pUrva pUjyapAda ke baiMgalora padArpaNa ke avasara para mahAsaMgha adhyakSa zrI phUlacandajI lUNiyA va cikapeTa siTI saMgha adhyakSa zrI bhaMvaralAlajI goTAvata ne dharmasthAnaka meM 200 vyakti niyamita sAmAyika sAdhanA vAle hone taka miThAI tyAga kA jo saMkalpa liyA thA, vaha pUrNa ho gayA thaa| AcArya hastI kA sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA pAvana sandeza aba baiMgalora mahAnagara ke kone-kone meM pahu~ca cukA thaa| baiMgalora ke pratyeka upanagara ke sthAnaka niyamita dharma-sAdhanA ke kendra ke rUpa meM suzobhita ho rahe the| jahAM- jahAM caritanAyaka kA padArpaNa huA, vahAM dharmAcaraNa kA vAtAvaraNa nirmita huaa| pUrva meM jina dharmasthAnakoM ke kapATa yadA-kadA hI khulate, vahAM niyamita sAmAyika-sAdhanA va jinavANI ke pAvana udghoSa kI dhvaniyA~ guJjita hone lgiiN| yahAM ke upanagara jayanagara meM 9 pharavarI 1981 ko zrI prakAzamalajI bhaMDArI, jodhapura zrI dhanaJjaya jI coraDiyA zirapura, kAverI paTTanam nivAsI zrI gurumUrti evaM zrI jambU jI ne pUjyapAda se zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| inake sAtha hI paMjAba siMhanI mahAsatI zrI kesaradevI jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM mumukSu bahina vijayA devI baiMgalora ne bhI pUjyapAda ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| bhArata ke pUrva uparASTrapati zrI bAsappA dAnappA jattI evaM karnATaka ke tatkAlIna rAjyapAla zrI govinda nArAyaNasiMha rAga se virAga, bhoga se yoga evaM asaMyama se saMyama kI ora bar3hate mumukSujanoM ke puruSArtha se dIkSA samAroha meM abhivyakta vairAgya se evaM saMyama ke gaurava va saMyamaniSTha tapa: pUta jJAna-kriyA ke saMgama yuga manISI pUjya AcArya deva kI divya vibhUti se abhibhUta the| dIkSA samAroha ke anantara pUjyapAda ThANA 14 se lAlabAga meM sva. zrI haMsarAja candajI bhaMDArI ke baMgale | viraaje| yahAM zreSThivarya zrI chaganamalajI mUthA va saralamanA gurubhakta zrI motIlAlajI sAMkhalA ne baDI dIkSA azoka nagara zUle meM karane kI Agraha pUrNa vinati prastuta kii| unake Agraha va bhakti ko mAna dete hue pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke sAnnidhya meM dinAMka 16 pharavarI ko navadIkSita santoM kI bar3I dIkSA azoka nagara zUle meM sampanna huii| isa avasara para mahAnagara saMgha adhyakSa zrI phUlacandajI lUNiyA va zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI siMghavI, cikapeTa ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara saMyama-sAdhakoM kA anumodana kiyA, 40 zrAvikAoM ne dayAvrata ArAdhana va kaI| vyaktiyoM ne pauSadhopavAsa kA lAbha liyaa| isa avasara para kAverI paTTanama ke 18 tamila bhAiyoM ne jana-jana | kalyANakArI jaina dharma svIkAra kara apane Apako pAvana bnaayaa| __ kumArA pArka, mallezvaram Adi upanagaroM ko pharasate hue pUjyapravara yazavantapurA padhAre va sujJazrAvaka zrI suganamalajI gaNezamalajI bhaMDArI ke nivAsa para viraaje| yahAM zrI govindasvAmI jI ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavrata
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________________ 224 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM aMgIkAra kiyaa| pUjyapAda ne yahAM sukhI jIvana ke lie bhogopabhoga parimANa vrata kI preraNA kii| vihArakrama meM pUjyapravara jindala phaikTrI viraaje| phaikTrI kI anUThI vizeSatA thI ki yahAM ke sabhI karmacArI nirvyasanI va saMskArazIla the, koI bhI madya-mAMsa sevana va dhUmrapAna nahIM karatA thaa| phaikTrI parisara meM hI vyavasthApakoM ne karmacAriyoM ke dharmArAdhana kA sevana va upAsanA hetu samucita prAvadhAna kara rakhA thaa| saMskAra, sadAcAra, sAttvikatA va nirvyasanatA kI isa bha ___ yahAM se vihAra kara nalamaMgalA, TI vegura, dAsavapeTha hIrahellI, Tumakura, korAgrAma, nalihANDa kallamabelA, sIrAgrAma, mAnaMgI, javAnagodana hallI, AdivAr3azAlA Adi mArgavartI kSetroM ko pada raja se pAvana karate hue caritanAyaka hiriyUra pdhaare| yahAM se puna: saMtoM kA alaga-alaga saMghATakoM meM vihAra huaa| AcArya bhagavanta hotIkoTA, saNikerA, vallakerA (carNigerA) ko pAvana karate hue talaka pdhaare| yahAM urdU bhASA ke adhyApaka zrI saiyada jijJAsA bhAva se ApakI sevA meM upasthita hue| ve Apase jaina sAdhu-caryA kA paricaya pAkara atyanta AzcaryAbhibhUta va pramudita hue| ahiMsA dharma se prabhAvita hue zrI saiyada ne karuNAnAtha ke zrI caraNoM meM nivedana kiyA ki hameM pahale khabara kI jAtI to do cAra sau loga ApakA upadeza sunane ko upasthita ho jAte, aura ve bhI ahiMsA dharma ke siddhAntoM se paricita ho jAte / ahiMsA dharma zreSTha hai, para jaina loga Apa jaise guruoM kI sevA kA lAbha khuda hI lete haiM, isase hamako kyA phAyadA ? jaise krizciyana loga bAibila ke upadeza ko sAdhAraNa logoM meM vitaraNa karate haiM, vaise hI mahAvIra ke upadeza ko choTI choTI buka (pustaka) ke rUpa meM avAma ko deM to usakA unheM lAbha mila sakatA hai| hama aisI pustakeM yahAM lAibrerI meM bhI rakha sakate haiN| urdU-adhyApaka dvArA vyakta vicAroM para jaina samAja vicAra kara ise kAryarUpa meM pariNata kare to jaina-dharma jana-jana taka pahu~ca sakatA hai va lAkhoM logoM ko ahiMsA kA pAvana sandeza dekara hiMsA kI pravRti ke prasAra ko rokane meM saphalatA prApta kara sakatA hai| urdU adhyApaka ne musalamAnoM meM mAMsa ke pracalana para kahA-"musalamAnoM meM gozta kA pracAra kaise huA? lar3AI ke samaya eka bAra araba meM mAMsa khAne kI bAta kahI gaI, kyoMki vahA~ para dUsarI vyavasthA nahIM thI, parantu vaha rivAja aba taka cala rahA hai|" isase jJAta hotA hai ki mAMsa kA sevana musalamAnoM meM bhI eka rUDhi hI hai, dharma nhiiN| talaka se jagatavatsala AcArya bhagavanta hirehallI, vijIkerA Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue pahAr3I mArga se prakRti kI vismayakArI racanA se gujarate hue rAyapurA pdhaare| amakuNDI meM ballArI nivAsI DrAivara zrI rasUla zekha ne pUjyapAda se mAMsa-madirA va dhUmrapAna kA tyAga kara apane jIvana ko pApoM se virata karane ke sAtha hI kaiyoM ke liye anukaraNIya Adarza upasthita kiyaa| Andhra kI sImA meM praveza kara punaH karnATaka kI dharA para ___aba AcArya bhagavanta kA karnATaka pradeza se puna: AMdhra sImA meM praveza huaa| ovalapura grAma, rAyala sImA ko pAra kara caritanAyaka ballArI pdhaare| yahAM pUrva virAjita zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka AcArya zrI padmasAgara jI ma.sA. Apake darzanArtha pdhaare| yahAM AcAryapravara ke tamilabhASI AtmArthI ziSya zrI zrIcandajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA bhI tamilanADu karnATaka va AMdhra ke vibhinna kSetroM ko pharasate hue pdhaare| phAlgunI caumAsI ke avasara para pUjyapAda ne apane pravacana pIyUSa meM kaSAya bhAva ko jalA kara AtmA ko tapasyA ke raMga meM raMga kara karma-nirjarA karane kI preraNA dI tathA dravya holI kI burAiyoM se Upara uThane kA AhvAna kiyA - dUsare loga dravya kacarA jalA kara, dhUla miTTI uchAla kara, gAliyA~ Adi bola kara karmabandha kA kArya karate haiM, jabaki sacce jinadharmAnuyAyI isa dina tapAgni dvArA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 225 karmoM kI nirjarA kara apane Apako Atma-guNoM ke raMga meM raMga kara suzobhita karate haiM / yahIM para caitra kRSNA aSTamI ko AdinAtha jayantI ke avasara para Apane jana-sAdhAraNa ke bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke AdarzoM evaM mAnava jAti para kiye gaye upakAroM se avagata kraayaa| ApakI preraNA se yahAM dhArmika-zikSaNa prArambha huaa| vihAra krama meM alIpura grAma meM AcArya bhagavanta munidayAla jAti kI vRddhA narsa kI putrI pArvatI devI ke mukha se vandanoparAnta namaskAra maMtra kA zuddha uccAraNa suna kara atyanta pramudita hue / satya hai guNa pUjA ke Adarza ko prastuta karane vAlA jaina dharma jAti, kula, deza evaM veza ke baMdhanoM meM Abaddha nahIM hai| yahA~ se vihAra kara bhagavanta kuDatanI grAma padhAre va vaiSNava maMdira meM virAje / dakSiNa bhArata ke grAma-grAma meM karuNAkara AcArya bhagavaMta ne 'saba jIvoM ko jIvana pyArA, rakSaNa karanA dharma hamArA' kA mantra pATha diyaa| naI darojI meM karuNAnAtha ne grAmavAsiyoM ko mAMsa tyAga kA upadeza diyA, jisase grAmavAsiyoM ko hiMsA se virata hone kI preraNA milii| Apake preraNAdAyI upadeza se prabhAvita navayuvaka sarapaMca zrI narasiMha ne sadA-sadA ke lie madya-mAMsa kA | tyAga kara apane jIvana ko pApa-kAlimA ke garta meM DUbane se bcaayaa| yahA~ se pUjyapravara pahAr3I mArga se meTro, kampalI ke liMgAyata maTha hote hue gaMgAvatI padhArakara zrI pannAlAlajI bAMThiyA ke makAna para birAje / yahAM Apake pravacana seThI bhAI ke bhavana meM hue| tInoM sampradAyoM ke logoM ne Apake | pravacana pIyUSa kA lAbha liyaa| pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya lAbha se grAmavAsiyoM kA utsAha dekhate hI banatA thaa| yahA~ Apane apane preraka udbodhana meM pharamAyA - "zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke upadeza ko zravaNa, grahaNa, aura dhAraNa kara | AcaraNa meM lAnA hai, tabhI kalyANa hai|" zrI rAmanagara kArDagI hote hue Apa gorevAla grAma padhAre va nahara ke taTa para avasthita caraNa vasavezvara ke mandira meM viraaje| yahA~ ajaina bhAiyoM kI sevA-bhakti sarAhanIya rhii| yahAM se vihAra kara pUjyapravara sindhanUra padhAre, jahAM mahAvIra jayantI utsAhapUrvaka manAI gii| isa avasara para deza ke vibhinna 21 nagaroM ke saMgha pratinidhi upasthita the| mahAvIra jayantI ke pAvana prasaMga para zrI pukharAjajI ruNavAla ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyA va kaI yuvAoM va prauDha vyaktiyoM ne jIvaparyanta sapta kuvyasana kA tyAga kara apane jIvana ko pAvana kiyaa| sindhanUra se vihAra kara caritanAyaka jabalagere, potanAla, koTanekala, mAnavI hote hue kapagalu (kaphagala) pdhaare| jahAM karuNAkara gurudeva ne abdullAha ko usake makAna para mAMsa-sevana, dhUmrapAna va parastrIgamana kA tyAga kraayaa| yahA~ || se vihAra kara Apa kallUra, reDDIkempa pharasate hue rAyacUra pdhaare| |. bhAgavatI dIkSA kA Ayojana rAyacUra meM AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM akSaya tRtIyA kA pAvana parva vrata-pratyAkhyAna va tapa-tyAga ke sAtha | manAyA gyaa| parama pUjya caritanAyaka AcArya hastI ke AcArya pada divasa para sthAnIya baMdhuoM ke sAtha deza ke | vibhinna bhAgoM se Aye bhAI-bahinoM ne pravacanAmRta kA lAbha liyaa| vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI dinAMka 9 maI 81 ko mumukSu bahina bAlabrahmacAriNI saralA jI kAMkariyA suputrI zrI rikhabacandajI kAMkariyA madrAsa evaM bAla brahmacAriNI candrakalA jI huNDIvAla suputrI zrI bhaMvaralAlajI huNDIvAla bhopAlagaDha ne paramArAdhya AcArya gurudeva ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara mukti mArga meM apane kadama bddhaaye| dIkSA-mahotsava para upasthita sthAnIya va bAhara se padhAre zraddhAlu zrAvaka zrAvikAoM ne dIkSA ke
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 33 anumodanArtha aneka vrata-vyAkhyAna svIkAra kiye| vIra pitA zrI rikhabacandajI kAMkariyA madrAsa, zrI madanalAla jI kAMkariyA bhopAlagaDha, zrI kizanalAlajI bhaNDArI rAyacUra, zrI sajjanarAjajI bhaNDArI rAyacUra, zrI lAlacandajI dhokA yAdagirI evaM zrI santurAjanajI madurai ne bAla brahmacAriNI bahinoM dvArA jIvana bhara ke liye saMyama grahaNa ke isa prasaMga para AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara saccI bheMTa pradAna kii| kAMkariyA parivAra ne apanI lADalI sapatrI ke sAdhanA-mArga para praveza kI khuzI meM apane mUla nivAsa kriyoddhAra bhUmi bhopAlagaDha meM samyagjJAna jaina dhArmika pAThazAlA sthApita karane kI ghoSaNA kii| bar3I dIkSA ke anantara pUjyapAda ThANA 4 se vihAra kara grAmAnugrAma vicaraNa karate hue yAdagirI pdhaare| yahA~ jyeSTha zuklA caturdazI ko paramapUjya AcArya bhagavana ne kriyoddhAraka AcArya deva zrI ratnacandrajI ma.sA. kI 136 vIM puNya tithi para una mahApuruSa ke AdarzoM va upadezoM ko prastuta karate hue unheM jIvana meM apanAne kA AhvAna kiyaa| kiyoddhAraka mahApuruSa ke puNya divasa para zrI pannAlAlajI dhokA ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| anekoM bhAI-bahinoM ne dayA, upavAsa, Ayambila Adi vividha tapa va pAMca-pAMca sAmAyika kI ArAdhanA kara apanI zraddhA abhivyakta kii| * rAyacUra cAturmAsa (saMvat 2038) ___ Andhrapradeza va karnATaka ke vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda aura jinavANI kI pAvana gaMgA pravAhita karane vAle AcAryapravara kA 10 julAI ASADha zuklA 10 ko ThANA 7 se ullasita bhaktoM dvArA uccarita jaya-jayanAda ke sAtha rAyacUra cAturmAsArtha maMgalapraveza huaa| pUjyapAda kA yaha 61 vAM varSAvAsa jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI saurabha se surabhita va tapArAdhana kI dIpti se dIptimAna rhaa| isa cAturmAsa meM rAyacUravAsiyoM ne AcArya deva ke pAvana sAnnidhya va tyAgI saMta-mahApuruSoM kI sevA kA pUrNa lAbha lete hue jJAnArAdhana va vratArAdhana donoM hI kSetroM meM Age bar3hane kA puruSArtha kara anya kSetroM ke liye bhI cAturmAsa ke uddezyoM kA saccA anukaraNIya Adarza prazasta kiyaa| rAyacUra ke zAnta vAtAvaraNa meM sampanna caritanAyaka kA yaha varSAvAsa sabhI dRSTiyoM se saphala rhaa| pratidina prArthanA va pravacana meM AbAla vRddha sabhI ne pUre cAturmAsa meM upasthita hokara jinendra-bhakti va pAvana jinavANI meM avagAhana kara pravacana-sudhA kA pAna kiyaa| aparAhna AcArya zrI ke vidvAn AgamajJa ziSya paM. ratna zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya pravara) dvArA zAstra-vAcanA kA krama barAbara calatA rhaa| saMyamadhanI mahApuruSoM ke sAnnidhya meM rAyacUravAsiyoM ne saMvara-sAdhanA meM apanI gatizIlatA kA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| pratyeka ravivAra ko 200 se adhika dayA-saMvara, cAturmAsa kI vizeSatA rhii| bahinoM meM sataraMgI, aThAI, mAsakSapaNa kI ArAdhanA barAbara calatI rhii| cAturmAsa prArambha se samvatsarI mahAparva taka akhaNDa | japa-sAdhanA barAbara calatI rhii| sAmUhika kSamApanA kI garimAmayI paramparA rAyacUra saMgha kI anUThI vizeSatA hai| ___cAturmAsa kAla meM anekoM aThAiyoM ke sAtha 5 mAsakSapaNa hue , vijayAbahina copar3A ne 51 dina kI tapasyA kii| guru bhakta zrAvaka zrI zaMkaralAlajI lalavAnI, jAmanera ne 65 divasa kI mauna sAdhanA kara vANI - saMyama kA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| zrI Izvara bAbU lalavAnI dvArA apane pitA zrI kI isa mauna sAdhanA kA anumodana dAna dvArA kiyA gyaa| AcArya bhagavanta ke samarpita zrAvaka zrI pUnamacanda jI baDera, jayapura ne cAturmAsa kAla meM akhaNDa mauna, japa, dhyAna evaM dayAvrata kI sAdhanA kii| cAturmAsa kAla meM 11 dampatiyoM (1. zrI pukharAjajI ruNavAla 2. zrI suganacandajI karnAvaTa indaura 3. zrI bastImalajI bAphanA, bhopAlagaDha 4. zrI kezarImalajI. navalakhA, jayapura 5. zrI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 227 sUrajamalajI mehatA, alavara 6. zrI hIrAlAlajI 7. zrI premacandajI DAgA, jayapura 8. zrI sAyaracandajI coraDiyA, madrAsa 9. zrI jodharAjajI surANA, baiMgalora 10. zrI pyArelAlajI kAMkariyA, rAyacUra evaM 11. zrI ratnakumArajI ratneza, bambaI) ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyA / cAturmAsa kAla meM pAlI, nivAI, jayapura, savAImAdhopura, jalagAMva, madrAsa, jodhapura, mahAgaDha, nImaca Adi ke zrAvakoM ne Akara kaI dinoM taka dharmasAdhanA kA lAbha liyaa| indaura se zrI bha~varalAlajI bAphanA ne parivAra kI pAMca pIDhiyoM va saMgha ke sAtha paramArAdhya gurudeva ke pAvana-darzana, vandana va pravacana - zravaNa kA lAbha liyaa| gurudeva ke ananya bhakta karuNAmUrti zrI devendrarAjajI mehatA ne 27 sitambara ko pUjyapAda ke darzana kara sthAnIya saMgha ko ahiMsA ke kSetra meM sakriya kArya karane kI preraNA kI / 14 agasta ko pravacana meM yuvakoM va prauDhoM ne samAjasudhAra evaM dahejaprathA unmUlana hetu katipaya saMkalpa liye, | yathA- (1) vivAha sambandha meM daheja, DorA yA bIMTI kI mAMga nahIM kareMge (2) kisI anya mAdhyama se mAMga nahIM karAyeMge | (3) daheja kA pradarzana nahIM kareMge (4) kama adhika dene kI bAta ko lekara putravadhU athavA sambandhI jana se U~cA nIcA nahIM kheNge| agale hI dina jaina yuvaka saMgha kI sAdhAraNa sabhA va 19 agasta ko zrAvaka saMgha kI sAdhAraNa sabhA ne | ina niyamoM ko sarva sammati se pArita kara sAmAjika niyama ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA / isI sambandha meM yahAM dakSiNa bhArata jaina sammelana kA bhavya Ayojana huA, jisameM daheja prathA unmUlana va sAmAjika kurItiyoM ke nikandana hetu Thosa nirNaya liye gaye / cAturmAsa meM bAlakoM va yuvakoM ko saMskArita karane va unheM dhArmika zikSaNa se jor3ane ke vizeSa prayAsa hue| vibhinna pratiyogitAoM ke mAdhyama se chAtroM va yuvakoM ko vatarmAna yuga meM mahAvIra ke siddhAntoM kI upayogitA kA bodha diyA gyaa| mahAna adhyavasAyI zrI mahendra muni jI ma.sA. kI preraNA se 100 se adhika chAtra-chAtrAeM dhArmika zikSaNa meM pragati kara dhArmika parIkSA meM sammilita hue / yahAM dinAMka 8 se 10 navambara taka 20 kSetroM se padhAre 70 vidvAnoM va svAdhyAyI bandhuoM ne svAdhyAya saMgoSThI meM bhAga lete hue pUjyapAda ke cintana "yastu kriyAvAn puruSaH sa vidvAn " yAnI jo kriyAvAna hai vahI vidvAn hai, ko caritArtha karane para bala diyaa| 'AcArya zrI ralacandra smRti vyAkhyAnamAlA' ke antargata zrI gajasiMha jI rAThauDa | jayapura, zrI campAlAlajI mehatA koppala, zrI jodharAjajI surAnA baiMgalora, pro. esa. ena. pATila hubalI, DaoN ema. DI. vasantarAja maisUra prabhRti itihAsavidoM va vidvAnoM ne 'karnATaka meM jaina dharma' va kannaDabhASA aura sAhitya ko jainoM kA | yogadAna' viSayoM para sAragarbhita zodhapUrNa vyAkhyAna dekara zrotAoM kA jJAnavarddhana kiyA / isa cAturmAsa meM parama pUjya guruvarya hastI ke virAjane se rAyacUra saMgha ko cirasthAyI lAbha prApta huA / cAturmAsa meM hue jJAnArAdhana va svAdhyAya ke zaMkhanAda se yaha kSetra Aja bhI upakRta hai| adyAvadhi isa kSetra meM nirantara jJAnagaMgA pravAhita ho rahI hai / cAturmAsa meM zrI rikhabacandajI sukhANI, zrI kizanalAlajI bhaNDArI, zrI zAntilAlajI bhaNDArI, zrI sobhAgarAjajI bhaNDArI, zrI mohanalAlajI saMcetI, zrI jaMvarIlAlajI muthA, zrI pArasa jI, zrI pyArelAlajI kAMkariyA, zrI hukamIcaMdajI koThArI, zrI mANakacandajI rAMkA, zrI mohanalAlajI boharA, zrI bAbUlAlajI boharA Adi suzrAvakoM kA utsAha, saMgha-sevA va samarpaNa sarAhanIya rhaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 228 * haidarAbAda kI ora rAyacUra kA saphala cAturmAsa sampanna kara pUjya caritanAyaka kA vihAra haidarAbAda kI ora huaa| rAjendra gaMja, kalyANa maMDapa, zaktinagara, mehabUbanagara Adi kSetroM meM jJAna sUrya AcArya hastI ke padArpaNa va pravacanAmRta kA janamAnasa para preraNAdAyI prabhAva rhaa| mehabUba nagara ke jilAdhIza zrI muralIdhara jI ne pUjyapAda ke sAdhanA sampUrita vyaktitva se prabhAvita hokara madyapAna kA tyAga kara apane jIvana ko vyasana mukta bnaayaa| udAramanA zrI bhImarAjajI ne jainabhavana kI UparI maMjila sadA ke liye dharmArAdhana hetu upalabdha karAne kI ghoSaNA kI, jo saMgha meM sthAna kI upalabdhatA se sAmUhika sAmAyika sAdhanA va svAdhyAya karane vAle bhAI bahinoM kI saMkhyA meM abhivRddhi evaM saMgha ke utsAha abhivardhana kA kAraNa rhaa| sthAnIya saMghAdhyakSa zrI lakSmIcandajI koThArI, zrI milApacandajI koThArI va zrI jIvarAjajI ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavrata, aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko yazasvI bnaayaa| isa vihArakAla meM paM. ratna | zrI hIrAcandajI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya zrI) ke hRdayagrAhI ojasvI pravacanoM kA zrotAoM ke mAnasa para vyApaka prabhAva pdd'aa| suzrAvaka zrI anarAjajI vimalacandajI alIjAra kI bhakti sarAhanIya rhii| ___AMdhrapradeza kI rAjadhAnI haidarAbAda, isake sahanagara sikandarAbAda, bolArAma, zamazIragaMja, DabIrapurA, lAlabAjAra, kAcIguDA Adi pramukha upanagaroM meM pUjya AcArya zrI hastI ke sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke AhvAna se yahA~ ke dharma sthAnakoM meM dharmasAdhanA kA krama prArambha huA evaM inake kapATa niyamita rUpa se khulane lge| Apa zrI kI preraNA se dharmasthAnakoM meM Akara sAmAyika svAdhyAya karane vAle bhAI-bahinoM kI saMkhyA nirantara bar3hatI gii| 8 janavarI 1982 pauSa zuklA caturdazI ko pUjya AcArya hastI kI janma jayantI gujarAtI bhavana meM sAmAyika saMkalpa, zrAvaka vrata-grahaNa, daheja-tyAga va zIlavrata grahaNa ke sAtha manAI gii| zrI kizanalAlajI boharA jhUThA, zrI mANakacandajI DozI pAlI evaM zrI pannAlAlajI muNota ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara zraddhAbhivyakti kii|| 9 janavarI 1982 ko rAtri meM bIjApura meM vayovRddha sthavira paM. ratna zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. kA akasmAt hRdayAghAta hone se svargavAsa ho gyaa| paM. ratna zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. AcArya bhagavanta ke jyeSTha va zreSTha ziSya the| Apa vaiyyAvRttya, sAdhucaryA, vinaya evaM utkaTa gurubhakti ke paryAya the| Apa gocarI ke vizeSajJa saMta va saMtoM ke liye 'dhAya mAM' ke tulya the| paM. ratna zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. svayaM thokar3oM ke vizeSajJa the va ApakI Agantuka bhaktoM ko thokar3oM kA jJAna karAne kI vizeSa abhiruci thii| saMketa to dUra kI bAta, Apa zArIrika ceSTAmAtra se hI samajha lete ki gurudeva ko kyA abhISTa hai, aise guru AjJA meM sadA tatpara, zAsanasevI ina saMtaratna ke devaloka gamana se | isa yazasvI zramaNa paramparA meM apUraNIya kSati huii| parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne apane suziSya zrI lakSmIcandajI | ma.sA. ke Adarza santa-jIvana evaM niraticAra saMyama-sAdhanA kA smaraNa karate hue zraddhAMjali vyakta kii| sikandarAbAda se vihAra kara AcArya zrI ThANA 6 se manoharAbAda, tUparAna, ceguNTA, bikanUra, kAmAreDI hote hue nijAmAbAda padhAre, jahA~ se paM. ratna zrI zubhendra muni jI evaM zrI gautama muni jI ne jAlanA hote hue rAjasthAna kI ora vihAra kiyaa| kAmAreDI meM zrI pannAlAlajI boharA ne AjIvana zIlavrata svIkAra kiyA tathA kaI dharma premiyoM ne pratidina sAmAyika karane kA saMkalpa grahaNa kiyaa| * Andhra se mahArASTra kI sImA meM ___ AcAryapravara ThANA 4 se nijAmAbAda se 26 janavarI 82 ko vihAra kara mAmIDIpallI, AramUra, kisAnanagara,
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 229 nirmala ghATA pAra kara 3 pharavarI ko AdilAbAda padhAre, jahA~ tapAgacchIya AcArya zrI padmasAgara jI evaM mahAsatI zrI jayazrI jI se milana ke sAtha tattva carcA huii| yahA~ se mAgha pUrNimA ko mahArASTra kI sImA meM pravezArtha penagaMgA nadI ko pAra kara AcArya zrI pATana borI hote hue pAMDharakavar3A, padhAre, jahA~ saMgha pramukha zrI dhanarAjajI copar3A ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| pItaliyA, bogAvata Adi parivAroM ne sevA- bhakti kA acchA lAbha liyaa| yahA~ se piMparI, | mAregAMva, mAMgarUla hote hue vaNI padhAre, jahA~ udayarAja jI mohanarAja jI mUthA ne darzana pratimA evaM ekAnta bAla | sambaMdhI praznoM kA AcAryapravara se saTIka samAdhAna prApta kiyaa| phira sAvaralA pharasate hue varorA padhAre, jahA~ goMDala sampradAya kI mahAsatI sanmatiprabhAjI Adi ThANA 3 ne darzana-vandana, pravacana-zravaNa ke atirikta zAstrIya praznoM ke samAdhAna prApta kie| phAlguna kRSNA 11 ko vihAra kara mADhelI, nAgarI hote hue hiMganaghATa padArpaNa huaa| mArga meM zrI vimalamunijI, vIrendra muni jI ma. ThANA 2 ne AgarA se AMdhra kI ora jAte samaya sukhazAnti kI pRcchA kii| 1 mArca 82 ko AcAryapravara ne nAgapura sadara meM praveza kiyA, jahA~ sthAnakavAsI aura maMdira mArgI bhAI eka saMgha ke rUpa meM milakara kArya karate haiN| tIna divasa taka vahA~ dharmodyota karake AcArya zrI vardhamAna nagara evaM phira itavArI nagara padhAre, jahA~ kaI sthAnoM ke zrI saMghoM ne AcAryazrI ke darzana kiye| isa avasara para 13-14 pharavarI ko vidarbha jaina zvetAmbara sammelana rakhA gayA, jisameM samAja-sudhAra ke vibhinna muddoM para vyApaka carcA va sahabhAgitA ke sAtha aneka nirNaya lie ge| sammelana ke avasara para Aye pratinidhiyoM ko udbodhana dete hue pUjyapravara ne zuddha AhAra-vihAra va parigraha-parimANa kI preraNA dete hue tapasyA ke prasaMgoM para ADambara va mRtyu ke pazcAt rone-vilApa karane jaise anarthadaNDa ke tyAga kA AhvAna kiyaa| isa avasara para zrI bhaMvaralAla jI surANA, zrI bhIkamacandajI surANA, zrI mohanalAlajI kaTAriyA, zrI campAlAlajI bhaNDArI, zrI bhaMvaralAlajI muNota, zrI hIrAcandajI phirodiyA, lAlA kizana candajI tAteDa dillI evaM zrI javarIlAlajI muthA hAspeTa ina ATha dampatiyoM ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| 25 mArca 82 ko AcArya zrI pavanAra sthita vinobA Azrama meM virAje / AcArya zrI kA mauna divasa thaa| yahA~ vinobA jI ke laghu bhrAtA vayovRddha zivAjI rAva bhAve ne AcArya zrI ke darzana kara unheM AzramavAsiyoM kI brahmacarya ke sAtha sAdagIpUrNa DhaMga rahane kI dinacaryA sambaMdhI jAnakArI dii| vikrama saMvat 2039 ke naye varSa meM vardhA se agavAnI karane Ae hue aneka bhAI-bahanoM ne bhagavAna mahAvIra evaM AcArya zrI ke jayanAroM se AkAza guMjAyamAna karate hue nagara praveza kraayaa| vardhA vidarbha kA eka jilA hai| mahAtmA gA~dhI aura vinobA bhAve ke AMdolana kA yaha kendra rahA hai| vardhA se | vinobA bhAve kA Azrama 9 ki.mI. dUra hai| Asa-pAsa ke jana-mAnasa para ahiMsA kA prabhAva parilakSita hotA hai / | karmaTha kAryakartA zrI mUlacanda jI vaidya ke zrama se mahAvIra bhavana meM choTA sA pustakAlaya, chAtrAvAsa aura sAmAyika | prArthanA kA krama calatA hai| yahA~ rAlegA~va, yavatamAla, dhAmanagA~va, pUlagA~va, cAndUra relave Adi kSetroM ke saMgha pUjyapAda | ke darzana tathA jinavANI-zravaNa kA lAbha lekara AnaMdita hue| yavatamAla ke cAra bhAiyoM ne 100 svAdhyAyI banAne | kA saMkalpa liyaa| isa dharma-prabhAvanA se AcAryazrI ne 110 ki.mI. kA cakkara hote hue bhI yavatamAla kI ora | vihAra kiyaa| 28 mArca ko AcArya zrI vardhA se vihAra kara sAMvagI, devalI, bhir3I, kAmaThavAr3A hote hue kAtrI padhAre, | jahA~ eka rAtri ke dharmopadeza ke phalasvarUpa 23 vyaktiyoM ne mAMsa-madirA sevana kA tyAga kiyA / ___ kAtrI se rAlegA~va padhArane para 70 bhAI-bahanoM ne sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke niyama grahaNa kie| rAtri meM |
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________________ 230 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 'jina-zAsana' zabda para carcA calane para AcArya pravara ne pharamAyA-"jIvana meM hitAhita kI zikSA dene vAle vacana saMgraha ko zAsana kahate haiN| sat zikSA se jIvana meM sumArgastha rahane vAle AcArya zAstA aura unake dvArA sAraNA, vAraNA, dhAraNA 'zAsana' kahalAtA hai|" phira Apa cAparar3A hote hue yavatamAla padhAre, jahA~ bhagavAna mahAvIra kA janma-kalyANaka mahotsava utsAhapUrvaka manAyA gyaa| 100 bhAI-bahanoM ne sAmAyika evaM nitya svAdhyAya kI pratijJAe~ grahaNa kii| 9 apraila 82 ko uttaravADhoNA meM zIlavrata ke niyama karAkara Apa nera, parasoyata, baDaphalI, nAMdagA~va, bar3anerA hote hue amarAvatI pdhaare| 350 jaina gharoM kI bastI vAle isa prasiddha nagara meM acchA dhArmika utsAha dekhA gayA, svAdhyAya saMgha kI bhI sthApanA huii| akSaya tRtIyA para 35 nagaroM ke zrAvaka -zrAvikAoM ne upasthita hokara tapodhanI AcArya bhagavanta ke darzana-vandana va pravacanAmRta kA lAbha liyaa| sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda karane vAle AcArya deva ke AcArya pada - grahaNa - divasa ke isa avasara para vidarbha meM svAdhyAya ke ratha ko gatizIla karane kA saMkalpa liyA gyaa| zrI javAharalAla jI muNota Adi ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| tapasyA karane vAloM kA abhinaMdana kiyA gyaa| vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA 26 aprela 1982 ko hI AcAryapravara kI AjJA se jodhapura meM 20 varSa kI vaya meM mahAsatI zAntikaMvarajI ma.sA. kI ziSyA ke rUpa meM bAlabrahmacAriNI mumukSu bahina suzrI indubAlA surAnA (suputrI zrI mAMgIlAla jI evaM zrImatI jJAnabAI jI surAnA nAgaura) kI bhAgavatI dIkSA utsAha evaM ullAsa ke sAtha sampanna huii| pUjyapAda ke AgAmI cAturmAsa hetu nAgapura, amarAvatI, jalagAMva, bhopAla Adi kSetroM kI bhAva bhInI vinatiyAM huii| apane-apane kSetra ke lAbha hetu zrAvakavRnda prayatna zIla the, kintu ApakA lakSya rAjasthAna kI ora baDhane kA hone se tathA saMghahita va dharmaprabhAvanA ke sthAyI kArya ko dRSTigata rakhakara pUjyapAda ne jalagAMva saMgha ko cAturmAsa kI svIkRti pradAna kii| amarAvatI se vihAra kara AcArya zrI bhagavAna mahAvIra ke kevalajJAna-kalyANaka para bar3anerA meM virAjate hue kurUma padhAre, jahA~ goMDala sampradAya kI mahAsatI zrI muktAprabhAjI ThANA 8 ne caritanAyaka ke darzana kie evaM apanI aneka jijJAsAoM kA samAdhAna prApta kara pramudita huii| phira yahA~ se AkolA, bAlApura, khAmagA~va, nAdUrA hote hue malakApura pdhaare| khAmagA~va meM zrI mANakacandajI luNAvata ne AjIvana zIlavata svIkAra kiyaa| malakApura meM zrutarasika bhIkamacanda jI saMcetI ke satprayala se bulaDhANA bhaMDAra meM purAtattva premI itihAsa mArtaNDa AcAryapravara ne prAcIna hastalikhita pannoM kA avalokana kiyaa| yahA~ se devaDhAbA, ciMcakher3A, sirasAle hote hue kacce mArga se AcArya zrI bodavar3a ko pharasakara jAmaThI, selavar3a, rAjanI kSetroM meM dharma-prabhAvanA kara phatehapura padhAre jahA~ bAbU ratanalAlajI phUlaphagara kI bImAra mA~ zrImatI madana kaMvarajI ne bhedavijJAna jJAtA AcArya hastI se saMthArA svIkAra kara apanA janma saphala kiyaa| zrAvikAjI kA yaha saMthArA 23 ghaNTe claa| isa upalakSya meM zrI bhaMvaralAlajI deDhiyA evaM baMzIlAlajI ostavAla ne sapatnIka AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| pUjyapravara kI preraNA se yahA~ dhArmika pAThazAlA prAraMbha huii| kaI vyaktiyoM ne niyamita prArthanA evaM sAmAyika ke niyama lie| phira Apane vAkaMDI zAhapura hote hue jAmanera meM praveza kiyA jahA~ mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA tathA bhusAvala cAturmAsArtha jAte mahAsatI zrI kamalAvatI jI ma.sA. ThANA 11 darzanArtha pdhaarii| jAmanera se vihAra kara Apa zaMkaralAla jI lalavANI ke baMgale para rukakara ASAr3ha zuklA 11 ko zaMkaralAla jI corar3iyA ke baMgale padhAre, jahA~ maMdiramArgI zrI candrakIrti jI ma.sA. darzanArtha pdhaare| zrI nemIcandajI muNota ne jIvana bhara ke lie zIlavrata liyaa|
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 231 * jalagA~va cAturmAsa (saMvat 2039) jalagAMva kA saMgha una ine gine saubhAgyazAlI kSetroM meM se eka thA jinheM yugaprabhAvaka AcArya hastI ke do cAturmAsa ke antarAla ke bAda hI puna: varSAvAsa kA lAbha milaa| sabhI ke hRdaya meM saMvat 2036 meM hue dharmodyota kI smRtiyAM sajIva thii| jalagAMvavAsI pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya kA puna: lAbha pAkara harSotphulla the| sabhI ke mAnasa meM yaha cintana thA ki paramapUjya kA yaha varSAvAsa jalagAMva hI nahIM, mahArASTra meM pUjyapAda ke sAmAyika-svAdhyAya saMdeza ko vyApaka banAne kA nimitta bane va yaha kSetra zAsana-sevA ke cirasthAyI mahattva ke kAryoM kA kendra bne| cAturmAsa meM dharmadhyAna kA anUThA ThATa rhaa| AcArya zrI kI pAtaka prakSAlinI vANI kA bhavya zrotAoM dvArA nityaprati rasAsvAdana kiyA jAtA rhaa| AcArya bhagavanta ne apane preraka udbodhanoM meM jalagAMvavAsiyoM ko samAja aura dharma kI abhyunnati, zAsanahita va samaSTihita ke liye pUrNa sAmarthya se Age baDhane kA AhvAna kiyaa| sAmAyika ke paryAya va svAdhyAya ke sUtradhAra jJAna sUrya hastI kA mantavya thA ki sAdhu apane saMyama jIvana kI maryAdA meM AcAra ke mAdhyama se pracAra kA kArya karate haiM, unake vicaraNa vihAra kI sImAe~ haiN| deza-videza meM jaina dharma kA pracAra-prasAra zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zAstradhArI zAnti sainika svAdhyAyI baMdhuoM dvArA kiyA jA sakatA hai| itihAsa isa bAta kA sAkSI hai ki samrAT samprati ne jaina dharma ko deza videza meM phailAne ke liye dharma pracArakoM ko bhejane kA kArya kiyA thaa| Aja isa kArya ko Age baDhA kara zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kA vizvakalyANakArI saMdeza vizva ke kone-kone meM prasArita kiye jAne kI AvazyakatA hai| hiMsA, kadAcAra va haThAgraha se pIr3ita mAnavatA ke ghAvoM ko jinavANI kI pAvana jJAna gaMgA ke marahama se hI bharA jA sakatA hai| pUjyapAda kI saMyama-yAtrA meM deza ke vibhinna koNoM meM kiye gaye dIrgha vicaraNa-vihAra se svAdhyAya kA rAjasthAna meM pUrva se pazcima taka, uttara se dakSiNa taka va madhyapradeza se mahArASTra, dakSiNa meM Andhra se karnATaka va tamilanADu Adi sabhI kSetroM meM zaMkhanAda huaa| jalagAMva varSAvAsa meM Apa dvArA kI gaI mahatI preraNA se mahArASTra ke vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM svAdhyAyazAlAoM kI sthApanA huI, jinameM Aja taka hajAroM vyaktiyoM ne sAmAyika, pratikramaNa se Age kA bhI adhyayana kara jJAnArAdhanA meM apane caraNa baDhAye haiN| yahAM 5 se 8 agasta taka svAdhyAya prazikSaNa zivira va eka divasIya svAdhyAyI adhivezana kA Ayojana huA, jisameM pratikramaNa, vyAkhyAna, bhajana, antagaDasUtra, karma-prakRti, samiti-gupti, jaina itihAsa va sapta kuvyasana Adi viSayoM kA vizada adhyayana-adhyApana huaa| prAcya purAtana sAhitya evaM jJAnanidhi ke saMrakSaNa bAbata parama pUjya ke pAvana udbodhana se preraNA pAkara samAjasevI zrI sureza dAdA jaina ne 'zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha' ke antargata 'zrI mahAvIra jaina ratna granthAlaya' kI sthApanA karane kI ghoSaNA kI va cAturmAsa meM hI cAra-pA~ca hajAra se adhika pustakoM kA saMgraha kara isa ghoSaNA ko amalI rUpa diyA gyaa| cAturmAsa kAla dayA saMvara, vratArAdhana va tapArAdhana se samRddha rhaa| pratyeka ravivAra ko sAmUhika dayA kA saphala Ayojana rhaa| saralamanA gurubhakta suzrAvaka zrI pUnamacaMda jI baDera, jayapura ne mauna pUrvaka 60 divasIya dayA-saMvara kI sAdhanA kara vratArAdhana kA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| jalagAMva ke manISI zrAvaka zrI nathamalajI lUMkar3a kI putravadhU sau. ujjvalA ne 'tapasyA kA eka mAtra uddezya karma-nirjarA hai, ke anurUpa 15 upavAsa kI nirADambara tapasyA kii| tapasyA ke nimitta koI bhI julUsa, jImaNavAra athavA Arambha-samArambha nahIM kara lUMkar3a parivAra ne anya
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________________ 232 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bhAI-bahinoM ke liye mArgadarzana kiyaa| cAturmAsa meM zrImatI premAbAIjI zrIzrImAla ne zreNI tapa, zrI govindaprasATajI kI dharmapatnI ne mAsakSapaNa, zrImatI jatanabAIjI ke 51 upavAsa evaM suzrAvaka zrI zaMkaralAlajI lalavANI kI 103 dina kI akhaMDa mauna pUrvaka japa-tapa-saMvara sAdhanA tapArAdhana ke kSetra meM kIrtimAna rhe| zrI kevalamalajI sarANA darga. zrI sUrajamalajI karelA vAle savAI mAdhopura, zrI campAlAlajI karNAvaTa mumbaI, zrI mANakacandajI karNAvaTa kuDI, zrI sampatarAjajI khiMvasarA jodhapura, zrI umarAvamalajI ajamera Adi zraddhAlu gurubhaktoM ne paramArAdhya gurudeva se AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko zIla saurabha se suvAsita kiyaa| paramArAdhya guru bhagavanta dvArA apane pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se samaya-samaya para saiddhAntika jAnakAriyAM bhI dI jAtI rhiiN| pravacana meM eka dina pUjyapAda ne muni jJAnasundarajI dvArA racita 'mUrti pUjA kA prAcIna itihAsa' kA sandarbha | dete hue pharamAyA- "Arya sudharmAsvAmI se Arya zayyambhava taka kisI ne jar3amUrti ko vandana kiyA ho, darzana karane hetu koI mandira gaye hoM, aisA kahIM zAstrIya ullekha nahIM hai| yadi usa samaya mUrtipUjA cAlU hotI to zAstra meM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kI pratimA aura mandira kA ullekha avazya hotaa|" kahanA na hogA karuNAkara pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ke isa cAturmAsa se yahAM jJAna-darzana-cAritra va tapa sabhI kSetroM meM sarvAMgINa pragati huI va jalagA~va dharmazAsana sandeza ke pramukha kendra ke rUpa meM pratiSThita huaa| cAturmAsa meM zikSA, svAdhyAya aura samAja sevA ke kSetra meM zrI surezakumArajI jaina, zrI dalIcandajI corar3iyA aura zrI rameza kumArajI jaina kA sarAhanIya yogadAna rhaa| cAturmAsa meM bhagavAna mahAvIra vikalAMga sahAyatA samiti, jayapura ke sahayoga se vikalAMga sahAyatA zivira kA Ayojana kiyA gayA va 203 vikalAMgoM ke kRtrima paira lagAkara unheM kailipara pradAna kara sevA va anukampA kA Adarza prastuta kiyA gyaa| samAjasevI zrI surezakumAra jI jaina dvArA zAsana prabhAvanA hetu | kiye gaye ullekhanIya yogadAna hetu unakA 'samAja cintAmaNi' kI upAdhi se bahumAna kiyA gyaa| * indaura kI ora jalagA~va se vihAra kara pUjya caritanAyaka mArgavartI aneka kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue hiMgonA, dharaNagAMva, amalanera ko pharasate hue dhuliyA pdhaare| yahA~ zrI hIrA RSi jI, zrI mahendra RSijI evaM zrI kalyANa RSi jI tathA mahAsatI jI zrI cA~dakaMvarajI ma.sA. ThANA 8 pUjyapAda ke darzanArtha pdhaare| zrI uttamacandajI vedamuthA, zrI dIpacandajI saMcetI, zrI dharmacandajI saMcetI Adi ne AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kara pUjyavarya ke zrI caraNoM meM apanI zraddhA samarpita kii| dhuliyA se mANDala, naraDANA, zirapura hote hue Apa 21 disambara ko bADI pdhaare| yahA~ isI dina sthavira vayovRddha zrI jayantamuni jI ma.sA. kA jodhapura meM mArgazIrSa zuklA 6 saMvat 2039 ko svargavAsa hone ke samAcAra milane se nirvANa kAyotsarga kara zraddhAMjali dI gii| pIpAr3a nivAsI zrI dAnamala jI caudharI ke suputra zrI jAlamacandajI caudharI ne 56 varSa kI prauDhAvasthA meM pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta se mArgazIrSa zuklA 10 saMvat 2009 ko dIkSA aMgIkAra kara 'pAchala khetI nipaje to bhI dAridra dUra' kA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| Apa pichale kucha samaya se jodhapura sthiravAsa virAja rahe the| 'jayantamuni jI' ke nAma se khyAta bAbAjI ma.sA. kA saMyama-jIvana sAdhanA, sevA va vaiyyAvRtya hetu samarpita thaa| saMyama meM ApakA prabala puruSArtha preraNAdAyI thaa| Apa sarala, saMyamaniSTha aura sahanazIla vyaktitva ke dhanI the| ____ bADI se vihAra kara pUjyapAda khetiyA, sendhavA, dhAmanoda, nAIghATa bherUghATa jAmalI Adi kSetroM va rAjendra nagara, ADA bAjAra, rAja mohallA, rAjavAr3A Adi indaura ke upanagaroM ko apanI padaraja se pAvana karate hue upanagara |
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 233 jAnakInagara padhAre / karuNAkara ke AtmArthI ziSya zrI zrIcaMdajI ma.sA. kAphI samaya se asvastha the, svAsthya meM sudhAra | parilakSita nahIM ho rahA thaa| unakI zArIrika sthiti ko dekhakara saMthAre kA pratyAkhyAna karAyA gyaa| 17 janavarI 1983 ko muni zrI kA samAdhimaraNa ke sAtha mahAprayANa huaa| mUlata: tamilanADu ke nivAsI zrI rAma suputra zrI baMkaTa svAmIjI nAyaDU ke mana meM bhopAlagaDha meM karuNAkara gurudeva ke pAvana darzana se jIvadayA evaM dharma ke saMskAra jAgRta hue| navakAra maMtra se Apane jJAnArAdhana prArambha kiyaa| apane aTala saMkalpa se unhoMne parijanoM se AjJA prApta kara jayapura meM vi.saM. 2016 meM karuNAkara caritanAyaka pUjya hastI ke caraNoM meM zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana kI dizA hI badala lii| bhavabhava se saMcita karmaraja ke bhAra ko halakA karane kI mahanIya kAmanA se unhoMne nirantara vividha tapa- sAdhanA kA mArga cunA / pacole-pacole kI tapasyA kara karma-nirjarA kii| isI kAraNa ve 'tapasvI' zrI zrIcaMdajI ma.sA. khlaaye| munizrI ne 18 varSoM taka ADA Asana nahIM kiyaa| aise ghora evaM ugra tapasvI ne kaI thokar3e kaNThastha kara pravacana kalA meM bhI prAvINya prApta kiyaa| bhaktoM ko pApa se virata kara dharma se jor3ane va pravacana dene meM unakI vizeSa abhiruci thii| bhajanakalA kA Apako vizeSa zauka thaa| unhoMne 'nirgrantha bhajanAvalI' ke rUpa meM bhajanoM, stotroM va prArthanAoM kA saMkalana bhI kiyaa| rAjasthAna ke poravAla evaM pallIvAla kSetroM meM Apane AcArya deva ke svAdhyAya-sAmAyika sandeza ko grAma-grAma pahuMcAkara vizeSa zAsana prabhAvanA kii| unake mana meM adamya icchA thI ki maiM tamilanADu pravAsa kara tamilabhASI bhAiyoM ko isa patita pAvana pAtakaprakSAlinI jinavANI kA sudhApAna karA kara unheM dayAdharma ke saMskAroM se jor3a sakU~ / tamilabhASI isa yazasvI mahApuruSa ne apane jIvana se yaha siddha kara diyA ki saMkalpadharmA vyakti apane jIvana kI dhArA ko badala kara sAdhanA mArga meM gati kara sakatA hai, pUrva jIvana koI bAdhA upasthita nahIM kara paataa| unake dehAvasAna se ratnavaMza hI nahIM varan samUce jaina saMgha ko kamI kA | ahasAsa huaa| 19 janavarI ko jAnakInagara indaura meM caritanAyaka AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA, madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. ThANA 8 evaM mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI ma.sA. ThANA 4 ke sAnnidhya meM kaDalU (rAjasthAna) nivAsI suzrAvaka indracanda jI mehatA kI suputrI suzrI zAntA mehatA kI bhAgavatI dIkSA kA bhavya Ayojana sampanna huaa| indaura meM svAdhyAya saMgha ke kAryakartAoM aura svAdhyAyiyoM kA sammelana ullekhanIya rhaa| yahA~ a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kI AmasabhA ke avasara para AcArya zrI kuzalacanda jI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi kI dvizatAbdI ko samArohapUrvaka manAne kA nirNaya liyA gyaa| tadartha 29 sUtrI kAryakrama svIkAra kiyA gyaa| madhyapradeza svAdhyAya saMgha kI ora se a.bhA. mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA saMgha kI upAdhyakSa zrImatI bhuvanezvarI devI bhaMDArI ko samAjaprabhAvikA upAdhi se alaMkRta kiyA gyaa| 27 janavarI ko mahAvIra bhavana meM 100 se adhika dayAvrata hue| bAhara ke aneka zrI saMghoM ne AcArya zrI se apane kSetroM ko pharasane evaM cAturmAsa karane kI vinati kii| mAlavA kI prasiddha nagarI indaura meM dharmajAgaraNa kA eka preraka dRzya jaina-jainetara samAja ko dekhane ko milaa| bhautikavAdI isa yuga meM jahA~ vastroM se kapATa bhare hone para bhI kharIda rukatI nahIM, vahA~ tana Dhakane mAtra ke zveta vastra dhAraNa kiye, binA takiyA-bichaune ke zayana evaM binA vAhana aura pAdatrANa ke vihAra karane vAle santoM kA, mukha vastrikA aura rajoharaNa ke pratIka vAlA ahiMsaka veza sabako lubhA rahA thaa| kaI kamaroM vAle bhavanoM kI bhArI sajjA ke uparAnta bhI jinakA jI nahIM bharatA, aise logoM ko ghara kI cintA se vihIna, vairAgya kI mUrtisvarUpa, vihAra meM hI ramaNa karane vAle santoM ko dekhakara vismaya to hotA hii| tapatA sira, jhulasate paira, pAsa meM paisA nahIM, parivAra kA parigraha nahIM, nirdoSa AhAra milane kI gAraNTI nahIM, phira bhI dedIpyamAna lalATa karuNA sarasAte netra, dayA pAlana ) -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 234 ke preraka santa-satI maMDalI ko dekha cakita honA svAbhAvika thaa| aisI pAvanamUrti AcArya zrI kI 73vIM janma tithi para 28 janavarI 83 ko AcArya zrI ke jIvana para caturvidha saMgha dvArA prakAza DAlA gyaa| guNAnuvAda kI svaralahariyA~ sabhI ke hRt taMtroM ko jhaMkRta karane lgii| AcArya zrI ke abhinandana svarUpa zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne tapa, tyAga aura niyama kI bheMTa arpita kii| madhyapradeza svAdhyAya saMgha ne svAdhyAya ke paryAya AcArya hastI ke 73 veM janma divasa ke upalakSya meM AgAmI varSa meM 73 svAdhyAyI paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu bhejane kA saMkalpa kiyaa| samAjasevA ke rUpa meM bhUkha-pyAsa aura garIbI miTAne ke kaI upakrama isa avasara para hue| caritanAyaka ne mahAvIra nagara kaoNlonI, paradezIpurA kaoNlonI, padmAvatI poravAla bhavana, jaMgamapurA Adi sthAnoM ko bhI pravacanAmRtoM se pAvana kiyaa| 15 pharavarI ko ApakI 63 vIM dIkSA jayantI jAnakInagara meM sAmUhika dayAvrata evaM sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke preraNAprada vAtAvaraNa meM manAyI gyii| isa avasara para jayapura kA pacAsa sadasyIya ziSTamaNDala cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita huaa| 17 pharavarI 83 ko kharataragaccha saMgha kI prabhAvaka AryA zrI vicakSaNa zrI jI ma.sA. kI ziSyA zrI maNiprabhA zrI jI ma.sA. AcAryapravara ke darzanArtha padhArI / zramaNocita kuzalakSema ke pazcAt AcArya zrI ne sAdhvI jI ko vicakSaNa zrI jI ke samAna jinazAsana ko dedIpyamAna karane kI preraNA evaM maMgalapATha diyaa| * ujjaina hokara rAjasthAna kI ora vihAra krama se ujjaina padhArane para bAlotarA kI 9 viraktA bahanoM ne AcArya zrI ke darzana evaM pravacana kA lAbha liyaa| vihAra mArga meM anekAneka sAdhu-sAdhvI AcArya zrI ke darzana evaM pravacana lAbhArtha padhArate hI rahate the| ujjaina meM tapasvI zrI lAlacandajI ma.sA. ThANA 3, mahAsatI zrI kauzalyAjI evaM mahAsatI zrI mainAjI Adi ThANA 10 ne darzana-lAbha liyaa| mahAsatI zrI vicakSaNa zrI jI kI ziSyA zrI vardhamAna zrI jI ne ThANA 4 se darzana kie| yahA~ se caritanAyaka najarapura, ghoMsalA hote hue mahidapura padhAre, jahA~ ApakI pAvana preraNA se dhArmika pAThazAlA prArambha huI evaM navayuvakoM ne 15 minaTa svAdhyAya karane kA saMkalpa liyaa| yahA~ se jhArer3A padhArane para mUrtipUjaka samAja kI mahAsatI zrI amitaguNAjI kI do ziSyAe~ Apake darzanArtha padhArI / yahA~ se indokha hote hue Apa bar3oda pdhaare| lagabhaga 100 jaina gharoM ke isa nagara meM AcArya pravara ke pravacanoM se prabhAvita hokara kaI yuvakoM ne pratidina/ saptAha meM 15 minaTa svAdhyAya karane kA saMkalpa liyaa|
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________________ rAjasthAna kI dharA para punaH praveza jayapura, jodhapura evaM bhopAlagar3ha meM cAturmAsa (saMvat 2040 se 2042) * Avara hokara koTA savAImAdhopura phAlguna kRSNA aSTamI ko bar3oda se kacce mArga se kaMkarIlI bhUmi pAra karate hue pUjya caritanAyaka rAjasthAna kI sImA me praveza kara prAta: lagabhaga 11.30 baje Daga ke dharmasthAnaka meM pdhaare| yahAM 100 jaina gharoM kI bastI hai| rAtri meM jJAna pipAsu zrAvaka zrI mAMgIlAlajI ne jJAna sUrya AcArya hastI se apanI jijJAsAoM kA samAdhAna prApta kara apane jJAna meM abhivRddhi kii| yahAM se vihAra kara Apa haranAvadA padhAre va mandira meM viraaje| dUsare dina Apa Avara padhAre / saMvat 2039 phAlgunI pUrNimA ke avasara para isa choTe se grAma Avara meM 72 dayAvrata , upavAsa va pauSadha hue| saMyama sAdhaka AcArya bhagavanta kI pAvana preraNA se prativarSa sthAnaka ke samakSa hone vAlA holikA dahana nahIM huA, itanA hI nahIM jana samudAya ne bhaviSya ke liye bhI holikA dahana va raMga khelane kA tyAga kara diyaa| karuNAkara ke sAdhanAtizaya va pAvana preraNA kA hI suphala hai ki yahAM jaina-ajaina koI bhI vyakti holikA-dahana nahIM karatA va raMga kIcar3a nahIM uchaaltaa| jana-jana kI ananya AsthA ke kendra pUjya AcArya hastI kA pAMca varSa se adhika antarAla ke pazcAt rAjasthAna kI bhUmi para padArpaNa huA thaa| dharmabhUmi rAjasthAna ke sabhI kSetroM ke nivAsiyoM ke mana meM AzA, umaMga va utsAha kA saMcAra thaa| sabhI isa bAta se pramudita the ki hama aba sahajatA se pUjyapAda ke pAvana darzana, vandana va sAnnidhya kA lAbha le sakeMge va jinavANI kI pAvana gaMgA aba hamAre kSetra ko bhI pAvana kara bhaktoM ke hRdaya ke ajJAna timira ko hara kara jJAna kA zubhra prakAza phailaayegii| sabhI kSetra samutsuka the ki unake kSetra ko isa jJAna sUrya ke sAnnidhya kA zIghra va prathama lAbha mile| isI bhAvanA se Avara me holI cAturmAsI ke avasara para jodhapura, koTA, savAI mAdhopura , alIgaDha-rAmapurA ke zrI saMgha evaM jayapura kA ziSTa maMDala apanI-apanI vinati lekara upasthita hue| Avara se 29 mArca 1983 ko vihAra kara pUjyapAda ke karAvana padhArane para 12 bandhuoM ne sAmAyika saMgha ke sadasya bana kara niyamita sAmAyika ArAdhanA kA saMkalpa liyA va zrI amarAlAla jI mehara ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko sampanna bnaayaa| yahAM se pUjyapravara boliyA, mizrolI, pacapahAr3a Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue bhavAnImaNDI padhAre / mArgastha kSetroM meM paM. ratna zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya pravara) ke sAmAyika, svAdhyAya evaM zIlavata para preraka pravacana hue| mahApuruSoM kA sAnnidhya jIvana-nirmANa karane vAlA va vANI suphaladAyinI hotI hai| boliyA meM zrI. kanhaiyAlAlajI evaM zrI zaMkaralAlajI ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apanA jIvana dhanya kiyaa| AcArya hastI ke sAmAyika svAdhyAya saMdeza ko jIvana meM apanA kara aneka vyaktiyoM ne sAmAyika va svAdhyAya ke niyama grahaNa kiye| bhavAnImaNDI se ApakA padArpaNa bhaiMsodA huaa| yahA~ caitra kRSNA saptamI ko zItalA saptamI ke dina karuNAkara | ne mAtA kA saccA svarUpa batAte hue pharamAyA ki Aja 'dayAmAtA' kA Azraya lekara dharma-mArga meM pravRtta hone kI
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________________ (236 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AvazyakatA hai| 'dayA mAtA' kI zItala chAMva meM hI yaha AtmA pApa kAlimA va bhava-bhramaNa se surakSita raha sakatI hai| yahA~ jJAtAsUtra kA vAcana huaa| sAyaMkAla vihAra kara Apa grAma kI dharmazAlA meM virAje / saMdhArA meM dharmodyota kara pUjyapravara rAmagaMjamaMDI pdhaare| yahA~ koTA, moDaka, cecaTa Adi kSetroM ke darzanArthiyoM ne apane-apane kSetra kI vinatiyA~ prastuta kii| pUjyapravara ne yahAM zrI harabaMsalAlajI, koTA ko parigraha maryAdA hetu preraNA kii| jJAnArAdhanA kI preraNA dete hue karuNAkara gurudeva ne apane maMgala udbodhana meM pharamAyA ki sadjJAna hI zubha saMskAroM ko phailAne va bar3hAne kA kAraNa hai| aparAhna meM praznottara ke mAdhyama se Apane bahinoM ko tattvajJAna sIkhane kI preraNA kii| ApakI mahanIya preraNA se yahAM 21 vyaktiyoM ne nitya sAmAyika svAdhyAya va 26 vyaktiyoM ne sAptAhika svAdhyAya ke niyama lie| isa vihArakAla meM paramagurubhakta zrI bizanacandajI muthA, haidarAbAda ne eka mAsa taka ArAdhya gurudeva kI sevA kA anupama lAbha liyaa| rAmagaMjamaMDI se vihAra kara pUjyapAda 11 aprela ko Adityanagara moDaka sTezana pdhaare| yahA~ para apane prabhAvI pravacanAmRta ke mAdhyama se Apane pharamAyA-"artha-lAbha ke sAtha dharma-lAbha kA bhI lakSya rakheM, dharmalAbha ko gauNa na smjheN| AtmA ke lie to dharmalAbha arthalAbha se bhI bar3hakara hai|" vihArakrama meM Apane darAgAMva meM gUjara parivAra ke logoM ko anachanA pAnI kAma meM na lene evaM jIva hiMsA na karane kA upadeza diyaa| ghATI pAra kara darA sTezana hote hue saMvat 2040 ke prathama dina caitrazuklA pratipadA ko maMDANA pdhaare| badalate mausama evaM asamaya bUnheM giratI dekhakara AcArya bhagavanta kA cintana calA "parivartanazIla kAla ko jAna kara usase lAbha uThAne vAlA hI sujJa hai|" kevalanagara phaikTrI hote hue pUjyapAda 16 aprela ko anantapurA pdhaare| yahA~ kacce makAnoM vAle ajaina gharoM kI bastI thii| AcAryapravara sarapaMca ke makAna meM virAjamAna the, jisake pAsa devI kA cabUtarA thaa| yahA~ eka harijana parivAra devI ko bakare kI bali caDhAne vAlA thaa| isa parivAra ko bali na car3hAne hetu prerita kiyA gyaa| use devI ke rUThane kI AzaMkA thI, ata: samajhAne para bhI nahIM maanaa| anta meM jise devI AtI thI, vaha pujArI aayaa| santa evaM zrAvaka sAyaMkAlIna pratikramaNa kara rahe the| pujArI ko jaise hI | devI AyI, vaha bolA - "are duSToM ! merA nAma badanAma karate ho| jo mahApuruSa yahA~ baiThA huA hai, devatAoM kA | rAjA indra bhI jisakI vANI ko nahIM ThukarAtA hai, usake sAmane tumane mujhe badanAma kiyA hai ki devI balidAna mAMgatI hai| maiMne kaba bakare mAMge haiM ? tuma tumhAre khAne ke lie bakare mere nAma para bali karate ho / tumhAre kArya kA phala tuma bhogoge|" itanA kahakara devI zarIra se nikala gii| gA~va vAle karuNAvatAra kI mahattA se cakita raha gae aura vahA~ sadaiva ke lie bakare kI bali denA banda ho gyaa| balibaMda meM sarapaMca devIdayAla jI kA prayAsa sarAhanIya rhaa| anantapurA se 5 ki.mI. kA vihAra kara ravivAra 17 apraila 83 ko koTA ke upanagara talavaNDI meM dharmadhvajA phaharAte hue caritanAyaka ne koTA ke dAdAbAr3I, chAvanI Adi upanagaroM ko pAvana kiyA tathA rAmanavamI ke pAvana prasaMga para rAmapurA bAjAra ke bUMdI cauka meM vyAkhyAna sabhA ko sambodhita kiyaa| Apane rAma ke Adarza caritra ko apanAne kI preraNA karate hue saMskAra nirmANa meM cAra kAraNoM ko samajhane evaM sudhArane para bala diyA - (1) ghara kA vAtAvaraNa (2) zikSA (3) saMgati aura (4) bhaassaa| jodhapura, jayapura, savAI mAdhopura , bhopAlagaDha, koTA Adi vibhinna saMghoM kI vinati ke anantara jayapura saMgha ko cAturmAsa hetu evaM savAImAdhopura saMgha ko akSayatRtIyA hetu svIkRti pradAna kii| isI dina satra nyAyAdhIza zrI jasarAjajI caupar3A ke nivedana para aparAhna meM koTA senTrala jela meM ApakA prabhAvI pravacana huaa| sivila lAinsa meM karuNAnAtha ke prabhAvaka pravacana se prerita ho tatkAlIna jilAdhIza zrI (paramezacandra jI ne mAMsa-bhakSaNa tyAga kA niyama liyA tathA bhAratIya prazAsanika adhikArI zrI indrasiMha jI kAvaDiyA)
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________________ [prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 237 ne AjIvana dhUmrapAna chor3a diyaa| Apane pravacana meM pharamAyA ki mAnava samAja kI zAnti evaM suvyavasthA ke lie cAra bhUmikAe~ haiM -(1) zarIra-svAsthya ke liye cikitsaka (2) sAmAjika evaM Arthika vyavasthA ke lie zAsaka (3) saMskRti kI rakSA ke lie zikSaka (4) mana kI pavitratA ke lie santa / / koTA ke je.ke. beDamiMTana hAla meM Ayojita mahAvIra jayantI kAryakrama ke avasara para Apane pharamAyA ki hameM AhAra, vyavahAra, vicAra aura AcAra ko zuddha rakhate hue jana samAja meM nirvyasanatA ke sAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra ke saMdezoM kA pracAra karanA caahie| sabhA meM tatkAlIna nyAyAdhIza zrI jasarAja jI caupar3A ne isa pAvana prasaMga para saMgha-ekatA kA AhvAna kiyaa| zrI baMzIlAlajI lUMkaDa, zrI pukharAjajI sakalecA, zrI harabaMsalAlajI jaina evaM zrI sAMvatamalajI mehatA ne AjIvana zIlavrata grahaNa kara guru caraNoM meM zraddhAsumana arpita kie| Apake koTA jaMkzana padhArane para zrI hemarAjajI surAnA evaM zrI pyAracandajI surAnA ne zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| AcAryapravara ne dUsare dina pravacana meM yuvakoM ko jIvana-nirmANa kI dizA meM Age bar3hane kA AhvAna kiyaa| Apane pharamAyA ki "bhAratIya saMskRti meM sadA se tyAga-tapa aura AcAra kI mahimA rahI hai| kyoMki yahA~ rAma, kRSNa aura mahAvIra kI jayantI manAyI jAtI hai, kisI bAdazAha kI nhiiN|" sAmAyika ke sambandha meM Apane pharamAyA ki sAmAyika AtmA ko pApa se halkA karane kI kalA hai| ina dinoM virakta pramodajI AcAryapravara ke zrI caraNoM meM apanA samarpaNa kara cuke the| vihArakAla meM bhI ve kucha mAha se sAtha meM the| koTA se AcArya zrI kezorAyapATana, araneThA, kAparena , ghATa kA barAnA, labAna, lAkherI, sumeragaMja maMDI, indragaDha Adi grAma-nagara pharasate hue 7 maI ko bAbaI grAma pdhaare| mArga meM ajaina bastiyoM ko nirvyasanatA kI preraNA kI, jainoM ke AcAra kI jAnakArI se grAmINa prasanna hue| karuNAkara ke pAvana darzana va preraNA se prerita ho lAkherI meM yuvaka azoka kumAra ne eka varSa ke lie mAMsa evaM zarAba kA tyAga kiyaa| sumeragaMjamaNDI evaM indragaDha meM svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika kI preraNA karate hue Apane pharamAyA ki svAdhyAya se mana kI caMcalatA ko kama kiyA jA sakatA hai, sAmAyika se samabhAva kI kalA sIkhI jA sakatI hai| bAbaI meM rAtri ke samaya vRkSa ke nIce viraaje| dhyAnastha AcArya zrI se atyaMta prabhAvita hue rAjapUta kula ke savAImAdhopura ke nivartamAna jelara, jo pratidina zarAba pIkara parijanoM ko kaSTa pahu~cAte the, ne AjIvana zarAba na pIne kI saugandha lii| yahA~ se 13 ki.mI. kA vihAra kara Apa bagAvadA padhAre, jahA~ zrI laDDalAlajI evaM gaharIlAlajI ne zIlavrata kA niyama liyaa| rAtri meM dharmakathA se prabhAvita aneka grAmavAsiyoM ne vyasanamukti ke niyama lie / AcAryapravara kI preraNA aura jayapura ke zrAvakoM ke satprayAsoM se saMgha meM puna: ekatA kAyama huI / yahA~ se Apa kustalA grAma hokara Alanapura pdhaare| 13 maI 83 ko prAtaH savAI mAdhopura ke parakoTe meM padhArate hI bhaktoM ne bar3I saMkhyA meM ekatra hokara bhAva bhare nAroM ke jayaghoSa se digdiganta guMjA diyA 'khulA bagIcA pyArA hai, hastI guru hamArA hai|' 'himAlaya kI U~cI coTI, hastI guru kI padavI mottii|' 'prema kA jhUlA jhUleMge, hastI guru ko nahIM bhuuleNge|' ThANA 10 se AcArya zrI tathA ThANA 4 se mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI ma.sA. ke yahA~ virAjane se mahAvIra | bhavana meM dharmadhyAna kA apUrva ThATa laga gyaa| akSayatRtIyA para 79 tapasvinI bahaneM AcAryapravara ke darzana-vandana se | kRtakRtya ho utthiiN| AgantukoM ne aneka vrata-niyama dhAraNa kie ge| kSetra meM dhArmika Ayojana kA utsAha dekhane yogya thaa| jayapura, pAlI, dhanArIkalA, madrAsa evaM pallIvAla kSetra se lagabhaga 2000 zrAvaka-zrAvikA tathA poravAla kSetra se lagabhaga 5000 vyaktiyoM ne santa-darzana evaM tapa-anumodanA kA lAbha liyaa| paramapUjya caritanAyaka ke
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 238 AcArya padArohaNa ke isa divasa para zrI bajaraMgalAla jI savAImAdhopura, zrI rUpacandajI baNajyArI, zrI mAMgIlAlajI surANA nAgaura, zrI harivallabha jI sUravAla tathA zrI sohana lAlajI mUthA, pAlI ne AjIvana zIlavrata grahaNa kara zraddhAbhivyakti kI / bhagavanta kI prabhAvI preraNA se anekoM vyaktiyoM ne tapasyA ke avasara para lena-dena va ADambara kA tyAga kara anyoM ke liye preraNA kA kArya kiyaa| Apane saMgha meM samanvaya va ekatA kI preraNA kii| pUjyapravara ke | Alanapura padhArane para saMgha ke sabhI sadasyoM ne dharmadhyAna kA acchA lAbha liyA / Alanapura se vihAra kara AcArya zrI bajariyA, Adarza nagara hote hue gambhIrA pdhaare| isa choTe se grAma meM sAmUhika rUpa se sapta kuvyasanoM kA tyAga kraayaa| yahAM bAbUlAlajI ujjvala ke pitAjI ne sadAra AjIvana | zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se vaizAkha pUrNimA ko kustalA padhArane para Apane apane maMgala pravacana meM pharamAyA ki vaizAkhI pUnama ke cA~da kI taraha AtmA ko bhI pUrNata: dyutimAna karane meM hI satsaMga aura upadeza- zravaNa kI sArthakatA hai| yahA~ se pacAlA corU hote hue Apa cautha kA baravAr3A padhAre, jahA~ ratnavaMza ke mUlapuruSa pUjya zrI kuzalacanda jI | ma.sA. kI puNyatithi kA dvi zatAbdI samAroha tapa-tyAga aura sAmAyika - svAdhyAya kI sAdhanA ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| | usake anantara 3 jUna ko ApazrI punaH corU hote hue jainapurI padhAre, jahA~ mINA jAti ke aneka jaina bhAiyoM ne dhUmrapAna kA tyAga kiyA tathA niyamita sAmAyika kA niyama liyA / yahA~ se ukhalAnA padhArane para vahA~ bhI | sAmAyika, Ayambila, ekAzana Adi ke vrata dilAne ke sAtha dhUmrapAna kA tyAga karAyA gayA / ToMka, nivAI hokara jayapura 6 jUna 83 ko sAyaM 6 baje dazamI kI mauna -sAdhanA meM vihAra kara AcArya zrI alIgar3ha- rAmapurA padhAre, jahA~ | bIsa se adhika yuvakoM ne usa varSa paryuSaNa meM bAhara jAkara svAdhyAyI sevA dene kI pratijJA kI, kaiyoM ne sAmAyika vrata ke niyama lie / zrI gajAnandajI ukhalAnA evaM zrI zrInArAyaNajI gADolI ne zIlavrata ke niyama lie / jJAnasUrya AcArya hastI ne pravacana meM jJAnavardhana kI preraNA karate hue pharamAyA - "sUrya kA prakAza hone para jisa prakAra pakSI cahacahAte haiM, usI prakAra Apa bhI jJAna prakAza meM gatizIla baniye / " yahA~ cAra dinoM taka pAtaka prakSAlinI vANI | kA prabhAva aMkita kara Apa uniyArA padhAre, jahA~ Apake pAvana sAnnidhya evaM paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. kI preraNA | se yahA~ kA varSoM purAnA vaimanasya samApta ho gayA tathA saMgha meM ekatA kI lahara vyApta ho gii| phira Apa DhikoliyA, | kakor3a, ghAsa, caMdalAI hote hue ToMka pdhaare| dharma jAgaraNA ke sAtha Apa soyalA, pahAr3I hote nivAI padhAre, jahA~ 23 jUna ko jaladhArA kaNDakTarsa prA. li. ke prAMgaNa meM pacAsoM zramikoM ApakI ojasvI vANI kA rasAsvAdana kara | dhUmrapAna kA tyAga kiyA / 24 jUna ko digambara jaina nasiyAM mandira meM kriyoddhAraka mahApuruSa AcArya zrI ratnacandrajI | ma.sA. kA 138 vA~ smRti divasa tapa-tyAga ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| DaoN. narendra bhAnAvata ne AcArya zrI ratnacandrajI ma.sA. kI kAvya -sAdhanA para prakAza ddaalaa| isa avasara para - jodhapura, jayapura, alIgaDha (ToMka), cautha kA baravAr3A, savAImAdhopura, ToMka, ukhalAnA Adi ke bhaktoM kI acchI upasthiti thI / bha~varasiMha jI mINA ukhalAnA ne AjIvana zIlavrata kA niyama liyA / nivAI meM 'jaina dharma kI prAsaMgikatA' viSaya para vicAra goSThI meM DA. lakSmIlAla oDa, prinsipala vanasthalI vidyApITha Adi zikSAvidoM ne apane vicAra prastuta kiye| AcAryapravara ne isa avasara para pharamAyA - " bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sAdhAraNa AdamI ko upadeza dete hue pharamAyA ki yadi vrata grahaNa nahIM kara sakate ho to kama se kama 'svIkAra kro| jo manobala vAlA hai, vrata kI bhAvanA rakhatA hai usase kahA ki dekho, sabase uttama to yaha samyaktva
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 239 | hai ki tuma zramaNadharma grahaNa karo, sAdhuvRtti aMgIkAra kro| sampUrNa ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya evaM aparigraha kA | pAlana kro| yadi tuma mahAvrata nahIM le sakate ho to aNuvrata lo / sarvathA kriyAzUnya mata raho / binA maryAdA ke mata raho / zrAvaka dharma ko svIkAra karane se mAnava zAnti kI ora bar3ha sakatA hai| " 25 jUna ko nivAI se vihAra kara kauthUna, cAkasU, zivadAsapurA, bIlavA sAMgAnera Adi kSetroM ko pharasate hue pUjyapravara 1 julAI ko jayapura ke mahAvIra nagara meM padhAre evaM zrI candrarAjajI siMghavI ke baMgale biraaje| yahAM karuNAkara gurudeva ke darzanArtha jayapura ke AbAlavRddha nara nAriyoM kA tAMtA laga gyaa| siMghavI dampatI ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko dhanya kiyA / 3 julAI 83 ko AcArya zrI sAdhanA bhavana bajAja nagara padhAre, yahA~ dhuliyA meM divaMgata svAmI jI zrI brajalAla jI ma. ko zraddhAMjali dene hetu vyAkhyAna sthagita kara kAyotsarga kiyA gyaa| AcArya zrI sauhArda aura vAtsalya kI pratimUrti the / caturvidha saMgha ke sadasya kisI sampradAya yA jAti ke hoM, kisI deza yA prAnta ke hoM, dIkSA | paryAya alpa yA adhika ho, unakI udAra guNagrAhakatA cAritra kI kasauTI para parakha karatI thI aura ve cAritrAtmAoM | ke prati ananya vAtsalya bhAva rakhate the / yahA~ zrI balavantarAjajI siMghavI ne sajor3e zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyA / sAdhanA - bhavana meM zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna meM adhyayanarata chAtroM se carcA kara unakA mArgadarzana kiyA / 4 julAI ko zrI sirahamala jI navalakhA ne apane nivAsa para virAjita AcAryapravara ke zrImukha se sajor3e zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyA / tadanantara pUjyapravara zrI gumAnamalajI corar3iyA evaM zrI pUnamacandajI harizcandrajI baDera ke baMgale para virAje / jayapura meM Apake isa pravAsa meM zrI cunnIlAlajI lalavANI ke netRtva meM ghara-ghara jAkara calAye gaye | abhiyAna se bar3I saMkhyA meM zrAvaka-zrAvikA sAmUhika prArthanA evaM sAmAyika sAdhanA se jur3e / 16 julAI ko prakhyAta vaijJAnika tathA jaina darzana ke vidvAna DaoN. DI. esa. koThArI ne AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM Ayojita vicAra goSThI 'vartamAna pariprekSya meM jaina dharma kI khoja' viSaya para mahattvapUrNa evaM nUtana cintana prastuta kiyaa| AcAryapravara ke sAtha DaoN. DI. esa. koThArI kI vidyut evaM agni ke sambandha meM carcA huii| saMgoSThI meM yaha cintana ubharA ki Aja dharma meM vyavahAra ke sthAna para vyavahAra meM dharma kI adhika AvazyakatA hai| jayapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2040) vi. saMvat 2040 ke cAturmAsa kI khuzI meM jayapura saMgha meM prabala utsAha, guruzraddhA meM samarpaNa kA bhAva, vrata- pratyAkhyAna dvArA jIvana nirmANa kI umaMga va abhiruci parilakSita ho rahI thI / 18 julAI 1983 ko | cAturmAsArtha lAlabhavana sabhI santoM ke sAtha Apake praveza ke avasara para vizAla janamedinI agavAnI ko upasthita thI / 'zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jaya', 'paramapUjya AcArya hastI kI jaya', 'jaina dharma kI jaya' ke | jayaghoSa karate hue ullasita bhaktoM kI upasthiti ne sahaja eka bhavya dRzya upasthita kara diyA / sthAnIya zraddhAluoM ke atirikta isa maMgalapraveza ke avasara para aneka sthAnoM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhI upasthita the| apane maMgalamaya udbodhana meM AcAryapravara ne jayapura saMgha ke sAtha apanI yazasvinI paramparA ke aitihAsika saMbaMdha kI ora dhyAna AkRSTa karate hue pharamAyA ki "vikrama saMvat kI 16 vIM zatI ke anta meM jayapura sTeTa ke dIvAna zrI ToDaramala jI the| usa samaya | kisI sthAnakavAsI tapasvI santa kA akasmAt jayapura Agamana huaa| unakI tejasvitA evaM tapasyA ke prabhAva se | dIvAna sA. vizeSa prabhAvita hue aura taba se isa kSetra meM sthAnakavAsI saMtoM kA Agamana prArambha huaa| " ke "hamArI paramparA ke pUjya AcAryoM evaM munirAjoM kA yahA~ vizeSataura se Agamana hotA rahA / hama jayapura *
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 240 lie naye nahIM haiN| pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacandra jI ma.sA. ne 14 varSoM taka lagAtAra yahA~ virAjakara jaina saMgha ko majabUta kiyaa| ve eka sampradAya ke AcArya the, parantu unakA jIvana sampradAyavAda se pare thaa| paMjAba, mAlavA kI sampradAyoM ke santoM ke sAtha paM. ratna zrI jJAnacandajI ma.sA. kI paramparA, bAbA jI pUrNacandra jI ma, indramala jI ma. | Adi vibhinna paramparAoM ke viziSTa saMta mahInoM taka unakI sevA meM baiThakara jJAna- dhyAna kI ArAdhanA karate rahe / pUjya mAdhavamuni jI ma. ne AcArya zrI vinayacandra jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM rahakara jJAna-dhyAna kI ArAdhanA kii| donoM pUjya | santa eka sAtha virAje / donoM kI kAyA bhinna thI, parantu mana meM vaicArika samarUpatA tathA hRdaya meM AtmIyatA va sAhacarya bhAva thA / AcArya zrI ne saMgha-sauhArda kI sudRr3ha paramparA ke nirvAha para bala diyA / kharabUje aura nAraMgI ke svarUpa ke mAdhyama se preraNA dete hue ApazrI ne pharamAyA ki saMgha ke sadasyoM ko cAhie ki ve bAhara se nAraMgI kI bhAMti eka pratIta hoM tathA bhItara se kharabUje kI taraha eka hoN| isa prakAra eka rUpa evaM eka rasa hone para hI 'saMgha' zAsana kI jimmedArI kI bhUmikA tanmayatA se nibhA skegaa| mAMgalika - zravaNa ke lie utsuka apAra janamedinI ko AcArya zrI | ne mAMgalika pradAna kiyaa| mahAsatI zrI zAntika~vara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 4 kA 21 julAI ko cAturmAsArtha bAraha gaNagaura sthAnaka meM praveza huA / AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM dhyAna evaM mauna -sAmAyika ziviroM kA Ayojana, dayA kI paMcaraMgiyAM, | ativiziSTa evaM viziSTa vyaktiyoM kA darzanArtha Agamana ullekhanIya rhe| phrAMsa ke vidvAn DaoN. je. ena. monasuyara, AcArya zrI ke saMyama evaM tyAgamaya jIvana se atyaMta prabhAvita hue unhoMne jaina-dharma-darzana para AcArya zrI se vicAroM kA AdAna-pradAna kiyaa| aMgrejI - hindI rUpAntara zrI umarAvamala jI DhaDDA ne | kiyaa| prasiddha vaiSNava saMta zrI oMkArAnanda jI svAmI bhI Apake darzana hetu pdhaare| zrI dinendra kumAra jI chAjer3a jayapura 42 varSa kI taruNAyu meM AjIvana zIlavrata kA Adarza prastuta kiyA / savAImAdhopura se yuvaka saMgha ke 35 sadasyoM ne upasthita hokara sAmAyika- svAdhyAya kA niyama grahaNa kiyaa| ne isa cAturmAsa kAla meM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa kI mahAvelA meM mahAn adhyavasAyI zrI mahendramuni jI ma.sA. ne 10 divasIya evaM tapasvI zrI prakAza muni jI ma.sA. ne 12 divasIya tapa kiyaa| dIrgha tapasvinI zrImatI icaraja kaMvarajI | luNAvata ne 75 upavAsa kie, 15 mAsakSapaNa tapa hue, bele - tele kI tapasyAe~ agaNita huIM, 100 aThAI tapa hue, ratna vyavasAyI zrI pUnamacandajI baDera ne 65 dina kI mauna sAdhanA japasaMvara ke sAtha kii| kuzalacanda jI hIrAvata ne | apanA vyavasAya chor3akara saMvara-sAdhanA ke sAtha pUre cAra mAha maunavrata rkhaa| isa prakAra anekavidha tapasviyoM ne | lAlabhavana ko tapobhavana banA diyaa| adhikAMza tapasviyoM ke pAraNe binA ADambara ke sAdagIpUrvaka hue| paM. ratna zrI mAnamuni jI ( vartamAna upAdhyAya pravara), madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI hIrAmunijI (vartamAna AcArya zrI ) Adi santoM ke pravacanAmRta se jana-jana prabhAvita the| unake vyAkhyAna zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko satpatha para agrasara karane meM jAdU sA kArya karate the / koI sUktiyoM, dohoM, padyoM aura laghu kathAoM ke mAdhyama se gahana AdhyAtmika viSaya ko samajhAne meM | nipuNa rahe to koI svaracita bhajanoM, gItikAoM aura bhAva bhare udbodhanoM se saralatA aura sahajatA ko aMgIkAra karane kA pATha paDhAte rahe / koI dhairyapUrvaka sadhI huI vANI se dravyAnuyoga, caraNAnuyoga, dharmakathAnuyoga aura gaNitAnuyoga ke marma ko sthAnIya bhASA prakaTa karane meM siddhahasta rahe to koI upamA, utprekSA kI thAha ko bhAMpate hue, deza, kAla aura | pariveza ke anukUla sumadhura aura prabhAvazAlI bhASA meM apane cintana ko mukharita kara jana-jana ko Atma vibhora karate rhe| sAdhvI maMDala bhI pIche nahIM rhaa| guru hastI kI kRpA kA prasAda adbhuta hai| pAtra ke bhItara chipI yogyatA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 241 ko vikasita karane kI vilakSaNa pratibhA caritanAyaka ke anUThe vyaktitva ko pramANita karatI thii| AcArya zrI cAturmAsakAla meM motI DUMgarI tathA takhnezAhI roDa para kramaza: navalakhAjI evaM baDerajI ke baMgale para bhI virAje / yahA~ bhI dharmArAdhana kA ThATa rahA / aparAhna meM paM. zrI zubhendramunijI ma.sA. ne jaina itihAsa para vizada vyAkhyAna die| paryuSaNa parva para lAla bhavana meM evaM 'prema niketana' motI DUMgarI para sAta dina navakAra mantra kA akhaNDa jApa claa| 14 se 16 akTUbara taka viziSTa sAdhakoM kA sAdhanA zivira evaM 30 akTUbara se 1 navambara taka svAdhyAya prazikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana huaa| AcArya zrI ne svAdhyAyiyoM ko jJAna evaM AcAra ke kSetra meM Age bar3hane kI prabhAvI preraNA kI tathA mahilA svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane hetu samAja kA dhyAna AkRSTa kiyaa| a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna | hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, jodhapura , a.bhA. mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA saMgha, madrAsa ke vArSika adhivezana tathA a.bhA. zrI jaina vidvat pariSad dvArA AcArya zrI ratnacandra smRti vyAkhyAnamAlA aura sAmAyika saMgoSThI ke saphala Ayojana hue| isa cAturmAsa meM sthAnIya saMgha ne tana, mana, dhana se sevA evaM dharmArAdhanA ke saMkalpa ko sAkAra kiyaa| barasAtI jharanoM kI taraha darzanArthI baMdhuoM kA AvAgamana jArI rahA, sthAnIya saMgha palaka pAvar3e bichAe svAgata satkAra meM lagA rhaa| apane ArAdhya AcArya pravara ke cAturmAsa kI pUrNAhuti para darzanArtha upasthita hue deza ke kone-kone ke hajAroM logoM meM paraspara sauhArda aura bhrAtRtva-bhAva sajIva ho utthaa| cAroM dizAoM se Ae logoM ke vyApAra aura vANijya, zikSA aura rahana-sahana kI jAnakArI aura AdAna-pradAna ke sAtha saMyama patha para agrasara hone kA sambala bddh'aa| deza ke kone kone se Aye logoM meM paraspara apanepana kI jAgRti huI / hajAroM loga yaha jAnate aura mAnate the ki gurudeva / / mere haiM/hamAre haiM aura maiM gurudeva kA hU~/hama gurudeva ke haiN| AcArya zrI ke isa virAT vyaktitva ko Rgveda ke zabdoM meM || -'sahasrazIrSA puruSaH sahasrAkSaH' kahA jA sakatA hai| 21 navambara 1983 ko AcArya zrI evaM saMtoM kI vidAI velA meM jayapura kA 'caur3A rAstA' bhI sakar3A par3a gyaa| lAla bhavana se vihAra kara AcArya zrI motI DUMgarI evaM subodha kaoNleja hote hue kaiyoM ko eka varSa, do varSa, tIna varSa evaM jIvana paryanta ke lie zIlavrata karAte hue 25 navambara ko upanagara bajAjanagara ke sAdhanA-bhavana meM padhAre / yahA~ zramaNa saMgha ke yuvAcArya zrI madhukara muni jI ma.sA. ke hRdayAghAta se nAsika (mahArASTra) meM devaloka hone kI sUcanA milii| saMvedanA sabhA meM yuvAcArya zrI ke jIvana para vistRta prakAza DAlate hue caturvidha saMgha ne zraddhAMjali arpita kii| AcAryapravara kI anujJA se madrAsa meM zAsanaprabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. dvArA tIna vairAgina bahanoM ko mArgazIrSa zuklA caturdazI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kI gii| suzrI pUrNimA, suzrI savitA tathA suzrI aMjU kA dIkSA ke pazcAt nAma kramaza: sAdhvI jJAnalatAjI, darzanalatAjI evaM cAritralatAjI rakhA gyaa| * mumukSu pramoda kumAra jI kI dIkSA 15 disambara 83 guruvAra ko vijaya yoga ke zubha muhUrta meM dopahara savA bAraha baje jayapura ke bAlodyAna rAmanivAsa bAga meM hajAroM zraddhAluoM ke madhya AcArya zrI ne zramaNajIvana kI sArthakatA kA vivecana karate hue virakta baMdhu zrI pramodakumAra jI mehatA (suputra zrI sUrajamalajI mehatA FCA evaM zrImatI premabAI mehatA, alavara) ko bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kii| alavara ke suzikSita susaMskArita parivAra ke isa ucca zikSA prApta yuvaka ke mokSa-mArga meM agrasara hone ke isa kSaNa ke sAkSI bana hajAroM zraddhAlu apane ko dhanya mAna rahe the evaM sAdhanAniSTha guru ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM unake sarvatobhAvena samarpaNa kA yaha svarNima suavasara apalaka dRSTi se dekha anirvacanIya Ananda kA anubhava kara rahe the| isase pUrva dIkSArthI pramoda kumAra kI utkaTa vairAgya bhAvanA evaM anUThe tyAga kI anumodanA meM a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna
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________________ 242 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA saMgha, jayapura zrAvaka saMgha Adi aneka saMsthAoM kI ora se bhAvabhInA abhinaMdana kiyA gyaa| isa avasara para lambe samaya se pratIkSita 'jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa bhAga-3' kI prati DaoN. DI. esa. koThArI ko sasammAna pradAna kara vimocita kI gii| paramapUjya gurudeva ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM 22 disambara ko navadIkSita zrI pramodamunijI ma.sA. kI bar3I dIkSA sampanna huI aura unhoMne sAmAyika cAritra se chedopasthApanIya cAritra meM ArohaNa kiyaa| cAritra ArohaNa ke isa avasara para DisTrikTa jaja zrI gaNezacanda jI saksenA ne AjIvana madyapAna kA tyAga kiyA tathA zrI jauharIlAla jI paTavA, zrI dalapatarAja jI siMghavI jayapura, zrI amaracandajI loDhA, zrI manamohanacanda jI loDhA nAgaura, zrI mahatAba jI navalakhA, kamalajI mehatA, | jayapura evaM zrI hariprasAdajI jaina mahuA ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| * ajamera kI ora 31 disambara ko 13 ki.mI. kA lambA vihAra kara AcArya zrI bagarU hote hue mahalAM, gAr3otA, pAlU, gidhANI, | dUdU, par3AsolI, dAMtar3I, DIDavAnA, kizanagar3ha Adi meM dharmodyota karate hue madanagaMja pdhaare| yahA~ zramaNasaMgha ke upAdhyAya zrI puSkaramuni ma.sA. evaM paM. ratna zrI devendra muni jI zAstrI (pazcAt AcArya zramaNa saMgha) apane muni maMDala sahita AcArya zrI kI agavAnI meM sAmane upasthita hue| yaha saMgama caturvidha saMgha ke lie pramodakArI thaa| donoM mahApuruSoM ne caritanAyaka AcAryapravara kA guNAnuvAda karate hue jIvana ke vibhinna snehila prasaMgoM kA ullekha kiyaa| yahA~ se kAlUsiMha jI bAphanA kI DAiMga phaikTrI padhArane para bAphanAjI ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavata pAlana kA niyama lekara zrI caraNoM meM apanI Adarza zraddhA arpita kii| phira yahA~ se AcArya zrI 14 janavarI makara saMkrAnti ko 14 ki.mI kA vihAra kara gagavAnA, ghUgharA hote hue ajamera padhAre, jahA~ santa-satI maMDala dvArA AcAryazrI kA apUrva svAgata kiyA gyaa| yahA~ zAstrInagara meM Apa mUlarAja jI caudharI ke baMgale viraaje| AcArya zrI kI 74 vIM janma-jayantI para 57 santa-satiyoM (pravartaka paM. ratna zrI kundanamalajI ma.sA, paM. ratna zrI sohanalAlajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5, mevAr3asiMhanI mahAsatI zrI jazakaMvarajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA, mahAsatI zrI kusumavatIjI ma.sA. Adi ThANA) evaM hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM upasthita zrAvakoM ne 17 janavarI ko ajamera kI mahAvIra kaoNlonI meM usI baragada ke per3a ke samIpa ekatrita ho Apake sAdhanAmaya jIvana kA guNagAna kiyA, jahA~ lagabhaga 64 varSa pUrva AcAryapravara kI cAritra sAdhanA 'dIkSA' kA zrI gaNeza huA thaa| isa avasara para rAjasthAna, madhyapradeza, mahArASTra, karnATaka prAntoM ke karIba 40 kSetroM ke lagabhaga 4000 zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikA upasthita the| mevAr3asiMhanI mahAsatI zrI jasakaMvara jI ma.sA. ne AcArya zrI ko jinazAsana kA tIrtharAja batAte hue pharamAyA ki samAja kI mahAn hastI ne saMskRti-rakSaNa aura maryAdA-pAlana meM bahuta bar3A yogadAna diyA hai| aise gururAja kI merI eka jubAM kyA mahimA kara sakatI hai| paM. ratna zrI mAnamuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna upAdhyAyapravara) ne AcArya deva ko mizrI kI DalI kI upamA se upamita kiyA aura kahA ki Apake jIvana kI hara kriyA evaM apramatta bhAva mizrI kI bhAMti madhura haiN| ve kathanIya ke sAtha anukaraNIya bhI haiN| caturvidha saMgha ne AcAryapravara ko nAnA upamAoM se maNDita kiyaa| mahAsatI zrI divyaprabhA jI ma.sA. ne jIva se ziva, nara se nArAyaNa aura AtmA se paramAtmA ko jor3ane vAle guru kI upamA dii| paNDita ratna zrI sohanalAla jI ma.sA. (pazcAt AcArya) ne sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ko ghara-ghara phailAkara jJAna-kriyA kI jyoti kA zubha sandeza dene vAle caritanAyaka AcAryazrI kI dIrghAyu kI prArthanA kii| mahAsatI zrI kamalA jI ma.sA, zrI vallabha muni jI, zrI |
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa gautama muni jI Adi ne apanI bhAvAMjali vyakta kii| paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya pravara) ne ajamera nagara ko caturvidha saMgha-milana kA jaMkzana, melA, tIrtha aura samavasaraNa batAte hue samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna, samyak cAritra aura samyak tapa rUpa mArgacatuSTaya kI ArAdhanA kA anUThA saMgama-sthala batAyA aura ArAdhya AcArya bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM adhikAdhika caturaMgI sAdhanA kA saMkalpa karane kA AhvAna kiyaa| paramapUjya AcArya bhagavanta saMta-munirAjoM va bhaktoM ke dvArA vyakta hRdayodgAroM ko anamane bhAva se zravaNa karate hue AtmotthAna kA hI cintana kara rahe the| apane maMgala udbodhana meM Apane pharamAyA-" guNa-grAma karane kI apekSA Apa yadi vratArAdhana, tapa-tyAga va pratyAkhyAna aMgIkAra karate haiM va jinavANI ke pAvana saMdeza ko jIvana meM utArane va jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA kArya karate haiM to yaha Apake jIvanotthAna va zAsana prabhAvanA kA kAraNa hogA, yahI ApakI saccI bheMTa hogii|" pravartaka zrI kundanamalajI ma.sA. ke sAtha pandraha dinoM kA sahavAsa bar3A Anandaprada evaM parivAra sA rhaa| * mer3atA hokara mAravAr3a bhUmi meM ___ zrAvakoM dvArA 'guru hastI ke do pharamAna sAmAyika svAdhyAya mahAn' Adi udghoSoM ke bIca ziSya-maMDalI sahita AcArya zrI 30 janavarI 1984 ko puSkara pdhaare| vahA~ dharmodyota kara Apa tilorA, thAMvalA, bhairuMdA, hote hue hue mevar3A pdhaare| yahA~ zrI motIlAlajI rAjapUta evaM zrI bhaMvaralAlajI chAjer3a ne sapatnIka AjIvana zIlavrata kA niyama liyaa| bar3IpAdu meM sAmAyika saMgha kI zAkhA sthApita kI gii| Apa jahA~ kahIM bhI padhArate, ApakI mahanIya preraNA se sthAnaka meM sAmUhika sAmAyika karane vAloM kI saMkhyA bar3hatI gii| phira choTI pAdu, sesar3A, jar3Au, cAmuNDyA pharasate hue Apa mer3atA padhAre / dakSiNa bhArata kI sudUra pada-yAtrA ke pazcAt parama pUjya AcArya zrI kA mAravAr3a meM yaha praveza ananya AsthA evaM umaMga ke vAtAvaraNa meM sampanna huaa| aneka kSetroM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne vinatiyA~ prastuta kii| isI zaMkhalA meM jodhapura zrI saMgha kI ora se nyAyamUrti zrI zrIkRSNamala jI loDhA evaM Azukavi svAdhyAyI zrI daulatarUpacandajI bhaNDArI dvArA cAturmAsa hetu hRdaya ko jhaMkRta kara dene vAlI kAvyamayI vinati prastuta kI gii| goTana, nAgaura, bhopAlagaDha evaM pIpAr3a ke zrI saMghoM ne kSetra-sparzana hetu vinati rkhii| mer3atA meM tridivasIya bAla-sAmAyika zivira Ayojita kiyA gyaa| 20 pharavarI 1984 ko pravartaka zrI kundanamalajI ma.sA. ke svargavAsa ke samAcAra pAkara hArdika zraddhAMjali dI gaI tathA cAra logassa dvArA kAyotsarga kiyA gyaa| pravartaka zrI zAnta svabhAvI, sarala pariNAmI zramaNa saMskRti ke himAyatI evaM nirADambarI santa the| yahA~ zrI nemIcandajI bAphanA ne AjIvana zIlavata kI pratijJA lii| __caritanAyaka yahA~ se kalarU, goTana, harasolAva, nokhA (cAMdAvatAM) rUNa. khajavANA Adi grAmoM meM dharmagaMgA pravAhita karate hue pAlar3I (jodhA) padhAre / vahA~ jJAnagacchIya mahAsatIjI zrI bha~varakavara jI ma. Adi ThANA 8 AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha pdhaarii| 7 mArca 1984 ko pUjya guruvara muNDavA pharasa kara geMdatAlAba, aTyAsana hote hue nAgaura padhAre, jahA~ ziSyamaMDalI agavAnI hetu upasthita huii| 11 mArca ko zrI mANakamuni jI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi zrAvakoM dvArA vividha tapa-tyAga, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya ke niyamoM ko svIkAra karate hue manAI gii| phAlgunI caumAsI para aneka kSetroM ne zrI
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________________ 244 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM caraNoM meM apanI-apanI vinatiyA~ prastuta kii| pUjyapAda ne ahamadAbAda ke lie santoM ke eka siMghADe ke cAturmAsa kI svIkRti pradAna kii| yahA~ nikaTavartI svadharmI bandhuoM kA AvAgamana banA rhaa| saMsada sadasya zrI nAthUrAmajI mirdhA ne pravacana-sabhA meM samAja kI kurItiyoM ko dUra karane hetu bala diyaa| nAgaura meM pUjyapAda ke virAjane se svAdhyAya maMDala kI sthApanA, jaina pustakAlaya kI suvyavasthA Adi ullekhanIya kArya hue| AcArya zrI ke nAgaura Agamana para cAturmAsa kI taraha tapasyAoM kA ThATa rhaa| sAmUhika dayA, sAmAyika kI paMcaraMgI, 12 vratadhAraNa ke atirikta AjIvana zIlavrata bhI grahaNa kie gae evaM vairAgina bahana suzrI nirmalA jI surANA kI dIkSA nizcita hone kI prasannatA meM surANA bhAiyoM ne apanI vizAla bhUmi zrI jaina ratna zrAvaka saMgha ko TrasTa banA kara samarpita kii| * dIkSA-prasaGga 7 apraila 84 caitra zuklA SaSThI ko nAgaura sthita premajI sunAra kI bAr3I meM apAra janasamUha ke bIca AcArya | zrI ne santavRnda ThANA 11, mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvarajI Adi ThANA 4, jayamallagacchIyA mahAsatI zrI jhaNakAra kaMvarajI Adi ThANA 6, bahuzruta jI ma.sA. kI AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI bhIkhA jI Adi ThANA 4, pAyacanda gaccha kI mahAsatI zrI sumaMgalA jI Adi ThANA 2 kI upasthiti meM somapuragotrIya virakta baMdhu haridAsa jI (yallapA) evaM bAla brahmacAriNI viraktA bahana suzrI nirmalA jI surANA (suputrI zrI bhaMvaralAlajI evaM zrImatI kiraNadevI jI surANA, jodhapura) ko jaina bhAgavatI dIkSA pradAna kii| dIkSA ke isa pAvana prasaMga para jilA evaM satra nyAyAdhIza zrI nagarAja jI mehatA ne nitya sAmAyika vrata, pulisa adhIkSaka zrI rAmakizana jI mINA tathA upa pulisa adhIkSaka zrI premanAtha jI ne sapta kuvyasana-parityAga kA vrata liyaa| apane-apane kSetroM meM padhArane hetu atyaMta AgrahapUrNa vinatiyoM ke hone para bhI AcArya zrI ne anukUlatA rahate vi. saMvat 2041 kA cAturmAsa jodhapura meM karane, akSaya tRtIyA para pIpAr3a siTI meM virAjane aura bar3I dIkSA tathA mahAvIra jayantI kaDalU meM karane ke bhAva sAdhu-maryAdA meM phrmaae| * pIpAr3a siTI meM akSayatRtIyA tadanurUpa rAmanavamI ko AcArya zrI mehalasara (tAusara) kI ora vihAra karate hue phiDoda se kaDalU padhAre aura 13 apraila ko dazavaikAlika sUtra ke chajjIvaNI adhyayana se zrI harIzamuni jI (pUrva nAma yallapA jI) tathA satI niHzalyavatI jI (pUrva nAma nirmalA jI) ko bar3I dIkSA pradAna kii| yahA~ se AcArya zrI muMdiyAr3a, govA, vAsanI, Asopa, vAraNI, nADasara Adi kSetroM ko apane pAda vihAra se pavitra karate hue bhopAlagar3ha pdhaare| yahA~ zrI | sUrajarAjajI ostavAla evaM zrI sohanalAlajI huNDIvAla ne saMjor3e AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko samRddha kiyaa| bhopAlagaDhavAsiyoM ko sambodhita karate hue AcAryapravara ne prAcIna gaurava kI smRti, paraspara aikya va saMgaThana kA sandeza dete hue pharamAyA -"hAthoM kI pAMcoM aMguliyA~ eka paMje ke rUpa meM sakSama aura kAryazIla rahatI haiN| eka aMgulI koI bhI kArya nahIM kara sktii| AcArya zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. kI kriyoddhAra bhUmi kA yaha kSetra mahApuruSoM ke upakAra se upakRta rahA hai| Apa saba paraspara prema se hila milakara raheM to dharma prabhAvanA ke sAtha bhopAlagaDha kA gaurava surakSita raha sakatA hai|" ___ yahA~ se vihAra kara pUjyapAda ratakUr3iyA, khAMgaTA, kosANA hote hue pIpAr3a padhAre, jahA~ akSaya tRtIyA ke
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 245 | upalakSya meM 21 pAraNArthI tapasvI bhAI-bahanoM ke pAraNe hue / 14 maI ko vaizAkha zuklA caturdazI ko AcArya zrI jayamala ma.sA. kI 188 vIM puNyatithi para lagabhaga 200 dayAvrata hue| caritanAyaka ne AcAryapravara zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. ke jIvana para prakAza DAlate hue pharamAyA ki jIvana ke saMgrAma meM samatA se vijayI bananA caahie| AcArya zrI | jayamalajI ma.sA. sAhasa aura satpuruSArtha ke dhanI the / pUjya zrI kuzalacandajI ma.sA. ke sAtha unakA avicala sambandha rhaa| zrI jJAnacandajI, zrI dhanarAjajI muthA, zrI mAMgIlAla jI prajApata Adi ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara kRpA nidhAna ke caraNoM meM apanI bheMTa arpita kii| bhopAlagar3ha meM kuzalacandajI ma. kA dvizatAbdI puNyatithi samAroha bhopAlagar3ha meM AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke sevAnivRtta mukhya nyAyAdhipati | suzrAvaka zrI cAMdamala jI lor3hA ke mukhya Atithya meM sAdhanA-samAroha kA samApana 20 maI ko tyAga- vrata pUrvaka sampanna huA, jisameM zrI hIrAmunijI, zrI jJAnamunijI, zrI pUjya kuzalacanda jI ma.sA. ke dvizatAbdI puNya tithi | gautamamunijI Adi santa- satI gaNa ke atirikta suzrI DaoN. suSamA jI gAMga (vartamAna meM zrImatI siMghavI), zrImatI | suzIlA jI boharA, zrI daulata rUpacanda jI bhaNDArI, zrI ratanalAla jI baida, zrI choTUrAma jI prajApata Adi ne | kuzalacanda jI ma.sA. ke vyaktitva evaM kRtitva para sAragarbhita vicAra prakaTa kie| zrI pUjya zrI 37 varSa Ar3e Asana nahIM sone vAle zrI kuzalacanda jI ma.sA. ratnavaMza | sevA-bhAvanA, apramattatA evaM unakA nizchala samarpaNa - bhAva ratnavaMza kA vaise hI AdhAra rahA jaise vRkSa kI zobhA kA mUlapuruSa the| unakI sAdhanA, AdhAra usakA mUla (jar3a) hotA hai| isa avasara para unakI smRti meM zrI kuzala jaina chAtrAvAsa kI ghoSaNA huI jo | ucca zikSaNa ke abhyAsArthI jaina chAtroM ke lie Aja bhI jodhapura meM saMcAlita hai| mahAsAdhaka gurudeva ke sAdhanAmaya sAnnidhya meM Ayojita isa sAdhanA samAroha ke avasara para 12 dampatiyoM (zrI kizanalAlajI, zrI suganacandajI ostavAla, zrI suganacandajI, zrI dalIcandajI kAMkariyA, zrI sAyaracandajI khIMvasarA, zrI campAlAlajI | huNDIvAla, zrI zimbhulAlajI corar3iyA, zrI mAMgIlAlajI chIpA, zrI rAmasukhajI puThiyA, zrIlAlajI saragaTA, | sAMvatarAmajI suthAra evaM zrI gaMgArAmajI gahalota) ne AjIvana brahmacarya vrata kA niyama lekara isa avasara para Adarza | prastuta kiyaa| sAdhanA kAryakrama tahata navayuvakoM meM vyasanamukti abhiyAna calAyA gayA, jisake antargata dhUmrapAna, | cAya Adi vyasanoM kA 179 vyaktiyoM ne pratyAkhyAna kiyaa| bhopAlagaDha zrI saMgha ne vyasanamukti kAryakrama ke sAtha 21 divasIya zAntipATha evaM navakAra maMtra jApa kA ArAdhana kiyaa| naI pIr3hI ke bAlaka-bAlikA vinayazIla, sadAcArI tathA jaina siddhAntoM ke jJAtA banakara bhaviSya meM sAmAjika utkrAnti, naitika jAgRti aura jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA meM mUlyavAna yogadAna de sakeM, isI lakSya se AcArya zrI kI preraNA se 27 maI se 15 divasIya bAla zivira kA Ayojana huA, jisameM 131 zivirArthiyoM ne bhAga liyaa| isakA samApana samAroha zrI pRthvIrAja jI kavAr3a mukhya Atithya meM, zrI campAlAla jI karNAvaTa mumbaI kI adhyakSatA meM aura zrI kesarIcanda jI navalakhA jayapura ke viziSTa Atithya meM sampanna huaa| zivira kI nimnAMkita vizeSatAe~ rahIM madrAsa 1. pratidina AcAryapravara se mArgadarzana evaM tadanusAra kriyAnviti / 2. zivirArthiyoM ko tikkhutto ke pATha kA zuddha uccAraNa tathA vidhi sahita guruvandana karane kA abhyAsa / 3. padmAsana lagAkara namaskAra maMtra kA dhyAna karane kA abhyAsa /
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________________ 246 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 4. cola paTTe, dupaTTe Adi sAmAyika ke veza meM sAmAyika kA abhyaas| 5. ziSTAcAra, sadAcAra, niyama evaM anuzAsana para vizeSa bl| 6. sAmAyika pratikramaNa ke pAThoM ko zuddhatA ke sAtha par3hane kA prshikssnn| zivira meM bAlaka-bAlikAoM dvArA nimnAMkita niyama lie gae 1. mahIne meM kama se kama 5 sAmAyika upAzraya meM Akara krnaa| 2. aSTamI, caturdazI ko pratikramaNa krnaa| 3. dhUmrapAna evaM naze kA AjIvana tyAga krnaa| 4. yathAzakti cAya, pAna evaM kandamUla kA tyAga rkhnaa| 5. pratidina svAdhyAya krnaa| * jodhapura kI ora bhopAlagar3ha meM 10 jUna ko AcArya zrI padmasAgarajI ma. nAgaura se pUjyapAda ke darzanArtha padhAre / jJAna-kriyA ke adbhuta saMgama 'guNiSu pramodaM' ke mUrta svarUpa, sAdhanA ke sAkAra devatA, yuga manISI AcArya zrI ke prati unake hRdaya meM atyanta Adara, zraddhA va vinaya-bhAva thaa| pUjyapAda ke zrIcaraNoM meM virAjakara unhoMne sAdhanA ke bAre meM mArgadarzana prApta kiyaa| 14 jUna ko bhopAlagar3ha se vihAra kara AcArya zrI ratakUr3iyA evaM sAthina pharasate hue pIpAr3a zahara padhAre / pUjyapAda kA do divasIya alpa pravAsa bhI suphaladAyI rhaa| 17 yuvakoM ne paryuSaNa meM svAdhyAyI ke rUpa meM sevA dene kA niyama liyA va aneka yuvakoM ne dhUmrapAna evaM cAya Adi kA tyAga kiyaa| ___ yahA~ se seThoM kI riyAM, bucakalA hote hue AcArya zrI bhaMsAlI parivAra ke Agraha se pahalI bAra kUr3a pdhaare| gA~va ke kRSaka, muniyoM kI caryA dekhakara Azcaryacakita raha ge| unake darzana aura vIravANI zravaNa kara unhoMne bhI apane jIvana meM kuvyasana-tyAga ke mahattva ko phcaanaa| kUDa se vihAra kara pUjyavarya bInAvAsa, bisalapura, pAlAsanI, banAr3a hote hue jodhapura padhAre / 1 julAI 1984 ko agavAnI hetu saiMkaDoM bhaktagaNa banAr3a taka pahuMca ge| banAr3a se pAvaTA (jodhapura) padhArate-padhArate janamedinI umar3a pdd'ii| 14 ki.mI. ke samUce vihAra meM bhakta samudAya, vizeSata: bahinoM evaM yuvakoM kA utsAha dekhate hI banatA thaa| bhaktagaNa jainadharma kI jaya, zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAn mahAvIra kI jaya, nirgrantha munimaNDala kI jaya, guru hastI ke do pharamAna, 'sAmAyika svAdhyAya mahAn' ke jaya ninAda se deva, guru evaM dharma kA jayagAna karate hue paramArAdhya gurudeva evaM munimaNDala ke padArpaNa kI AnandAnubhUti ko abhivyakta kara rahe the| pada-vihAra meM aneka bhaktapravara naMge pAMva saMvara-sAdhanA meM cala rahe the| vyavasthA evaM vihAra meM bhaktoM kA anuzAsana sarAhanIya thaa| pAvaTA padhArate samaya mArga meM zrI bhaMvaralAla jI bAgamAra ne apane AvAsa ko pAvana karAte hue eka varSa kuzIla sevana kA tyAga kiyaa| giDiyA bhavana meM azeSa jana samudAya pUjya gurudeva ke darzana-vandana evaM pravacana-pIyUSa kA pAna karane ke lie ekatrita ho gyaa| svAti ke pyAse cAtaka kI bhAMti bATa jo rahI atrastha vayovRddhA sthavirA pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvarajI ma. apane satI-maNDala ke sAtha zraddhAkendra AcAryadeva ke, sAta varSoM pazcAt darzana
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 247 - - -- - -- -- ---- -- - -- - - - - - -- - -- kara zraddhAbhibhUta ho utthii| akhila bhAratIya zrI jainaratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke kAryAdhyakSa DA. sampatasiMha jI bhANDAvata tathA cAturmAsa samiti ke saMyojaka zrI gaNapatarAja jI abbANI ne apAra janamedinI ke sAtha AcArya zrI kA bhAvabhIne zabdoM se svAgata kiyaa| - AcAryapravara ne preraka udbodhana meM pharamAyA -"Apa sabhI ke hRdaya meM bhakti-bhAvanA hai| Apane mAnasika, vAcika evaM kAyika svAgata to kiyA hI, para isake Age bhI bhakti hai| muni-maNDala ke padArpaNa evaM virAjane se Apa apane jIvana ko U~cA utthaaeN| apane Apako vrata-grahaNa, tyAga-pratyAkhyAna evaM sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke pracAra / meM Age baDhAyeM, tabhI munimaNDala kA saccA svAgata hogaa|" zrI pukharAja jI gir3iyA ne eka varSa kA brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kara tyAga-pratyAkhyAna kA zubhArambha kiyaa| tadanantara pUjya zrI saradArapurA evaM ghor3oM kA cauka pdhaare| saradArapurA meM pArakha bhavana virAjane para zrI choTamalajI pArakha ne eka varSa taka brahmacarya-pAlana kA niyama liyaa| vyAkhyAna osavAla jaina chAtrAvAsa meM huaa| ghor3oM ke cauka virAjate samaya AcArya zrI rAyapura havelI meM virAjita jJAnagacchIya vRddha santa zrI sobhAgamalajI ma.sA. Adi munimaNDala ko darzana dene pdhaare| dUsare dina paM. ratna zrI ghevaracandajI ma. Adi santavRnda ghor3oM ke cauka meM AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha pdhaare| * jodhapura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2041) pUjyapAda 7 varSa kI dIrgha avadhi ke anantara jodhapura padhAre the| 13 varSa ke antarAla ke bAda Apake cAturmAsa kA lAbha ratnavaMza ke paTTanagara jodhapura ko prApta huA thaa| jodhapura ke jaina-jainetara bhakta pUjyapAda ke cAturmAsika sAnnidhya se apane jIvana-nirmANa va dharma-prabhAvanA kI aneka kalpanAe~ mana meM saMjoye tIvra utsukatA se || cAturmAsa prArambha kI pratIkSA kara rahe the| zubha ghar3I aaii| 6 julAI 1984 ko pUjyapravara ne apane cAturmAsa sthala pAvaTA sthita renabo hAusa ke liye ghor3oM kA cauka se ziSya-samudAya ke sAtha vihAra kiyA to vihAra ke pUrva hI saikar3oM nara-nArI ArAdhya gurudeva ke vihAra meM sammilita hone hetu upasthita the| jayanAda ke ghoSa jodhapura ke kone-kone meM pUjyapravara ke cAturmAsa kI ghoSaNA kara rahe the, nagara ke kone-kone se zraddhAlu bhaktoM kA hujuma umar3a par3A, renabo hAusa pahu~cate-pahu~cate vizAla janamedinI upasthita thii| vRddha prauDha aura yuvaka hI nahIM jodhapura ke bacce-bacce meM apane ArAdhya gurudeva ke prati ananta AsthA hai| jodhapura kI bahinoM meM pUjyapAda hastI ke prati AsthA kA kaisA sailAba thA, ise pratyakSadarzI hI anubhava kara sakate haiN| AsthA ke sailAba se yukta pUjyapAda kA yaha cAturmAsArtha praveza anupama thaa| maMgala-praveza ke isa bhavya prasaMga para Apane apane AzIrvacana meM pharamAyA -"Apa loga jAge hue to haiM, maiM Apako calAne AyA hU~, maMjila to calane para hI taya hotI hai|" samAja-aikya va saMgaThana kA sandeza dete hue Apane pharamAyA - 'pA~coM aMguliyoM kA upayoga sahayoga para nirbhara hai| pratyeka aMgulI kA alaga-alaga kArya hai, ve paraspara hastakSepa nahIM karatIM, phira bhI inameM paraspara sahayoga va samanvaya samajhane yogya hai| isI prakAra samAja ke choTe-bar3e, paDhe-likhe, anapaDha anubhavI, samartha-asamartha, saMkocI-mukhara sabhI sadasya paraspara sahayoga kara kArya kareM, isI meM saMgha, samAja va kArya kI zobhA hai|' 12 julAI ko cAturmAsika caturdazI ke dina paramapUjya AcArya zrI hastI ne apanI pAtakaprakSAlinI pravacana
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 248 - sudhA meM pharamAyA . " zravaNa-grahaNa, dhAraNa va AcaraNa meM sarvAdhika mahattva AcaraNa kA hai| dhArmika aura AdhyAtmika kSetra meM DhilAI aura Alasya chor3a utsAha evaM dRDhatA se Age baDhanA hogA, tabhI samAja ke stara para svAdhyAya kI gatividhiyA~ Age baDheMgI / " cAturmAsa meM samaya-samaya para pUjyapAda ne apanI pIyUSapAvinI vANI ke mAdhyama se jinavANI kI pAvana - saritA | pravAhita karate hue vividha viSayoM para apane hRdayodbodhaka vicAra vyakta kara zrotAoM ko dharma ke samyak svarUpa kA | bodha diyA, sAtha hI jinazAsana prabhAvanA va samAjonnati viSayaka preraNAeM bhI kI / zrAvaNa kRSNA dvitIyA, ravivAra ko | pravacana sabhA meM bhaktagaNa vizAla saMkhyA meM pUjyapAda kI pAtaka prakSAlinI bhavabhayahAriNI jIvana nirmANakArI vANI | sunane ko upasthita the / isa dharmasabhA meM rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke pAMca nyAyAdhipati va saMbhAgIya Ayukta bhI upasthita ho ApakA mArgadarzana pAne ko utsuka the / anyAya, anIti, vyasana evaM kadAcAra se sAmAnya jana kI rakSA | rAjanetA, nyAyAdhipati evaM dharmAcArya ke lakSya kI samAnatA kA ullekha karate hue pUjyapravara ne pharamAyA - "rAjanetA evaM | nyAyAdhipati daNDa- vyavasthA se pApa dabAne kA kArya karate haiM, jabaki dharmAcArya pApI kA mana badala kara use pApa se sarvathA alaga hone kI preraNA karate haiM / " dIpAvalI ke dina prema va sneha kA dIpaka jyotita karane kI preraNA dete Apane pharamAyA - " svadharmI bhAI ko apane sage bhAI kI bhAMti smjho| svadharmI kI kamI ko phailAo mata, mittaao|" meM bhaktoM kA puruSArtha jagAte hue Apane bhAdrapada zuklA dvitIyA ko apane maMgala pravacana meM pharamAyA- "sAdhanA guru nimitta hotA hai, kintu karma svayaM ko hI kATane hote haiM / " samvatsarI mahAparva para Apane Atma-zodhana kI | preraNA to dI hI, sAtha isa ahiMsA parva para nArI-varga ke prati sAmAjika hiMsA ke pratIka daheja-tyAga kI preraNA bhI meM kii| parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta paMcAcAra va sAdhumaryAdA kI kaThoratA se pAlanA ke himAyatI the / apane svayaM ke jIvana meM sakAraNa doSa bhI Apako iSTa nahIM thA / zrAvaNa kRSNA pratipadA ko zravaNendriya meM phuMsI kI saphAI hetu TArca se kAna ke andara dekhane ko udyata DAkTara purohita ko niSedha karate hue Apane pharamAyA- " Avazyaka ho to Apa dhUpa meM dekha sakate haiN| " doSa sevana se bacane ko sajaga evaM nija para anuzAsana karane vAlA mahApuruSa hI saMgha kA zAstA bana sakatA hai| eka sampradAya ke AcArya hote hue bhI pUjyapAda ke virAT vyaktitva se sabhI dharma-saMgha prabhAvita the / Apake sAmAyika svAdhyAya - sandeza va zAsana prabhAvanA hetu Apake prabala puruSArtha, ApakI apratima pratibhA, sAdhanAtizaya va prabhAvaka vyaktitva se sabhI camatkRta the| paryuSaNa ke pazcAt nimAja kI havelI meM virAjita zramaNa saMghIya zrI rUpamuni jI ma.sA., zrI sukanamunijI ma.sA. sAMvatsarika kSamApanA hetu pdhaare| bhAdrapada zuklA 8 ko gAMdhI maidAna meM virAjita | terApaMtha saMgha ke AcArya zrI tulasI ke vidvAn ziSya zrI mahAprajJa bhI kSamApanA hetu pdhaare| isI dina mUrtipUjaka paramparA kI prabhAvaka mahAsatI jI zrI vicakSaNa zrI jI kI ziSyA mahAsatI jI sulocanA zrI jI Adi ThANA 6 bhI kSamApanA hetu padhArI / cAturmAsa meM kaI viziSTa vyaktiyoM ne yugamanISI AcArya pUjya hastI ke pAvana darzana kara unase mArgadarzana prApta kiyaa| prakhyAta vidvAna pro. kalyANamalajI loDhA Apase apane praznoM kA samAdhAna prApta kara pramudita hue / 2 akTUbara 1984 ko jodhapura ke sAMsada va kendrIya khela upamaMtrI zrI azoka jI gahalota Apake pAvana darzana va
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 249 maMgala AzIrvAda hetu upasthita hue| pUjyapAda ne unheM ahiMsA kA sandeza dete hue pharamAyA-"rAjasthAna jIva-dayA | upAsaka sAttvika prAnta rahA hai| yahA~ hiMsA kA prasAra na ho, paraspara sad bhAva kAyama rahe, isa ora zAsakoM ko sajaga rahanA hai|" 30 akTUbara 1984 ko bhArata kI pradhAnamaMtrI zrImatI indirA gAMdhI kI hatyA se samUce rASTra ke anya hissoM kI bhAMti isa nagara meM bhI vAtAvaraNa zokamagna thaa| dayA, anukampA, sauhArda va karuNA ke saMdezavAhaka pUjya hastI ne jaina samAja ke mAdhyama se rASTra ko sandeza diyA ki hiMsA va pratihiMsA se hiMsA hI baDhatI hai| ahiMsA se hI rASTra meM zAnti sambhava hai| koI bhI mata, paMtha yA zAstra hiMsA kA pATha nahIM pddhaataa| jJAnasUrya pUjya hastI ke isa cAturmAsa meM jJAnArAdhanA ke mahanIya prayAsa hue| 12 se 14 akTUbara taka 'zrAvakadharma evaM vartamAna sAmAjika sthiti' viSaya para tridivasIya vidvad goSThI kA Ayojana huA, jisameM 50 zodha patra paDhe gye| sevAmandira rAvaTI ke saMcAlaka, kriyAniSTha vidvAn evaM pUjyapravara ke prati ananya zraddhAniSTha samAja sevI zrI jauharImala jI pArakha ne saMgoSThI kA udghATana kiyaa| saMgoSThI ke samApana para jJAna-kriyA-saMgama AcArya bhagavanta ne vidvAnoM ko niyamita svAdhyAya, mauna va sAmUhika rAtri-bhojana niSedha ke niyama karA kara unheM kriyAniSTha jIvana jIne kA jIvana sUtra diyaa| AcArya zrI ratnacandra smRti vyAkhyAna mAlA meM DaoN. indararAja vaida kA 'Adarza jIvana ke sUtrakAra santa tirUvalluvara' viSayaka vyAkhyAna mahattvapUrNa rhaa| isakI adhyakSatA jodhapura vizvavidyAlaya ke tatkAlIna kulapati DaoN. esa.ena.meharotrA ne kii| kulapati DaoN. meharotrA ne apane adhyakSIya bhASaNa meM vidvat pariSad kI jaina-vidyA protsAhana chAtravRtti evaM jJAna prasAra pustakamAlA yojanA ko upayogI btaayaa| DaoN. meharotrA ne jodhapura vizvavidyAlaya meM saMskRta evaM darzanazAstra viSayoM meM ema.e. stara para jaina dharma-darzana viSayaka vaikalpika prazna patra rakhane kI ghoSaNA kii| 14 akTUbara se eka saptAha kA svAdhyAyI prazikSaNa zivira evaM 19 se 21 akTUbara taka tIna dinoM kA | svAdhyAyI sammelana Ayojita huaa| zivira evaM sammelana kA udghATana kramaza: zrI raNatajIta siMha jI kUmaTa (AI. e| esa.) evaM DaoN. sampatasiMha jI bhANDAvata ne kiyaa| zivira meM madhyapradeza, mahArASTra evaM rAjasthAna ke 58 svAdhyAyiyoM ne bhAga liyaa| samApana ke avasara para AcArya zrI ne svAdhyAyiyoM ko agrAGkita niyama karAye-1. sabhI prakAra ke vyasanoM kA tyAga, 2. daheja ThaharAva nahIM karanA 3. bArAtoM meM nAca nahIM karanA tathA nAca hone vAlI bArAta meM zAmila nahIM honA 4. mRtya bhoja nahIM karanA tathA usameM nahIM jaanaa| 5. holI para raMga evaM dIpAvalI para paTAkhe nahIM claanaa| svAdhyAyiyoM ne niyamita sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke bhI niyama lie| zivira ke samApana kI adhyakSatA eDavokeTa hukamIcandajI mehatA ne kii| svAdhyAya saMgha ke saMyojaka zrI sampatarAjajI DosI sahita aneka variSTha svAdhyAyiyoM evaM sAmAjika kAryakartAoM ko sammAnita kiyA gyaa| taruNa jaina ke sampAdaka zrI phatahasiMha jI jaina ko bhI ullekhanIya sevAoM ke lie prazastipatra pradAna kiyA gyaa| DaoN. sampatasiMha jI bhANDAvata a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke naye adhyakSa manonIta hue / nivartamAna adhyakSa prabuddha cintaka zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata evaM unake sahayogiyoM dvArA kI gaI saMgha-sevA ke ullekha ke sAtha saMgha kA adhivezana sampanna huaa| ___ cAturmAsa meM dayA, saMvara va tapArAdhana ke ullekhanIya kIrtimAna bne| svAdhyAyI suzrAvaka zrI sampatarAja jI bAphanA ne cAturmAsa ke prArambha se hI pUrNa mauna ke sAtha saMvara kI ArAdhanA se apane jIvana ko bhAvita kiyA, karmaTha sevAbhAvI suzrAvaka zrI kundanamalajI bhaMsAlI ne mauna sahita tapa va saMvara-sAdhanA kA Adarza prastuta kiyaa| isa cAturmAsa kAla meM kula 27 mAsakSapaNa tapa sampanna hue| 35 varSIya yuvAratna zrI mUlacanda jI bAphanA ne mAsakSapaNa kara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 250 zrAvaka varga kA pratinidhitva kiyA, zeSa 26 mAsakSapaNa bahinoM ne kie| chaha mAsakSapaNa ke pUra ke dina 11 agasta ko nagara meM sabhI katlakhAne banda rahe va abodha mUka jIvoM ko abhaya dAna milane se ahiMsA pratiSThita hii| dinAMka 12 agasta ko 'sAmAyika divasa ke avasara para kabhI sAmAyika nahIM karane vAle yuvA-baMdhuoM ne bhI sAmAyika kA ArAdhana kara guru hastI ke sAmAyika sandeza ko jIvana meM apnaayaa| saMvara-sAdhanA ke rUpa meM isa dina 500 dayAvata hue| yaha cAturmAsa 27 mAsakSapaNa tapa, 250 aThAI tapa, 600 Ayambila evaM paryuSaNa meM gyAraha raMgI dayA pauSadha ke ArAdhana se sampanna huaa| 27 dampatiyoM ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko zIla suvAsa se surabhita kiyaa| cAturmAsa avadhi meM Apa jvaragrasta hue, svAsthya cintAjanaka ho gyaa| ArAdhya gurudeva ke svAsthya kI sthiti se bhakta samudAya va saMgha ke kAryakartA vicalita the| unake mana meM aniSTa AzaMkA ke aneka saMkalpa-vikalpa janma lene lge| ziSya-parivAra bhI gurudeva ke svAsthya ko lekara cintita thaa| paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI (vartamAna AcArya pravara) ne Apake svAsthya ko lekara caturvidha saMgha kI cintA vyakta kI to Apane pharamAyA - 'abhI mere saMthAre kA samaya nahIM AyA hai|' tabhI Apane apane saMthArA-sthala ke kucha saMketa batAe , jinheM paM. muni zrI dvArA apanI dainandinI meM aMkita kara liyA gyaa| kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki nimAja ke suzIlA bhavana meM ye sAre saMketa yathArtha rUpa meM mile| ___ svAsthya kI viSama sthiti meM bhI dhIra-vIra-gambhIra pUjyapAda ke mana meM koI UhApoha nahIM thaa| bhedajJAna vijJAtA yaha mahApuruSa to Atma-cintana meM lIna thA -"kAyA kA piMjara ne paMchI, mata ghara mAna khraa|" he Atman paMchI ! tUne kamoM ke vazIbhUta isa deha piMjara ko dhAraNa kara rakhA hai, vastuta: yaha terA ghara nahIM hai, tUM to ajara-amara-akSaya-avyAbAdha mokSa nagara kA vAsI hai| tana meM vyAdhi, para mana meM apUrva samAdhi thii| ApakA cintana thA-"roga zoka nahIM dete, mujhe jarA mAtra bhI trAsa, sadA zAntimaya maiM hU~, merA acala rUpa hai khaas"| ye roga isa vinazvara deha ko trAsa de sakate haiM mujhe koI kaSTa nahIM pahu~cA sakate haiM, kyoMki maiM to akSaya zAnti kA bhaMDAra hU~, sukha-duHkha sabhI paristhitiyoM meM sadA avicala rahane vAlA avinAzI AtmA huuN| Atmacintana ke teja se dIpta Anana para apUrva zAnti kA darzana kara cikitsakagaNa vismaya vimugdha the| zArIrika asamAdhi meM Atma-samAdhi kA yaha apUrva najArA dekha ve sahaja hI | yogirAja ke caraNoM meM zraddhAvanata ho dhanya-dhanya kaha uThate / Atma-bala, samAdhi evaM upacAra se Apane tvarita svAsthyalAbha prApta kiyaa| Apake svAsthya-lAbha se bhaktoM kI samasta AzaMkAeM dUra huI aura saMgha meM harSa kI lahara daur3a gii| 31 akTUbara 1984 ko bhArata kI pradhAnamaMtrI zrImatI indirA gAMdhI kI hatyA ke pazcAt phailI hiMsA ke prasaMga | se kartavyabodha karAte hue Apane pharamAyA___"pratizodha ke vAtAvaraNa meM yadi koI avivekapUrNa kadama uThAyA jAtA hai to vaha sadaiva hAnikAraka hotA hai| yaha deza kI khuzanasIbI hai ki pakSa aura vipakSa ke saba loga cAhate haiM ki deza meM zAMti ho, loga mila-jula kara raheM, deza kA ahita na ho| hama sAdhaka bhI yahI cAhate haiM ki sabhI loga sahayoga kI bhAvanA se kArya kareM aura deza meM zAMti banAye rkheN|" _ "agara deza meM zAMti hogI to dharma-sAdhanA meM bhI zAMti rhegii| ThANAMga sUtra ke anusAra rASTra ke zAsaka ke divaMgata hone para asvAdhyAya hotI hai| budhavAra ko jaba hameM dina meM yaha sUcanA milI to hamane zAstroM kA svAdhyAya
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 251 baMda kara diyaa| dharma-sAdhaka deza se alaga ho, aisI bAta nahIM hai| dharma sAdhaka cAhate haiM ki deza meM zAMti ho, deza kalyANa ke rAste para cle| Apa jAnate haiM ki sardI ke samaya garma sAdhana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai aura garmI ke samaya ThaMDe sAdhanoM kii| garmI kI vedanA zAMta karane ke lie ThaMDA upAya kiyA jAtA hai| Aja deza meM bhI garmI hai, ata: pratyeka vyakti ko cAhiye ki vaha hareka ke mana meM snehAmRta kA siMcana kare / isa uphAna ko zAMta karane ke liye sabhI samAja ke logoM kA sahayoga Avazyaka hai|" "deza kI zAMti banAye rakhane meM sabase sadbhAvamaya AcaraNa jainiyoM ko karanA hogaa| jaina samAja Age Ave aura deza meM zAMti kAyama karane meM apanA sahayoga de| jaina dharma kI zikSA mAtra jainiyoM ke liye hI nahIM apitu saMpUrNa vizva ke liye hai|" __"deza ko AjAdI ahiMsA se milI, ata: deza kA pratyeka vyakti cAhe vaha hindU ho, musalamAna ho, sikkha ho / yA IsAI ho, aise samaya meM usakA kartavya hai ki deza meM zAMti kAyama karane meM uttejanA se bacA rhe|" renabo hAusa meM yaha aitihAsika cAturmAsa sampanna kara vizAla janamedinI kI upasthiti meM mArgazIrSa kRSNA pratipadA ko pUjyapAda vihAra kara mahAmandira pdhaare| yahA~ Apane apane pravacana meM jodhapuravAsiyoM ko svAdhyAya kA sandeza dete hue pharamAyA-"santoM ke jAne ke pazcAt unakI vANI evaM dharma kriyA ko na bhuuleN| nirAkAra upAsaka sikkha, AryasamAjI evaM muslima bandhuoM kI taraha zAstra ko sammukha rakha kara svAdhyAya va sAdhanA kareM / jaise-sUradAsa ne hAtha chuDAkara jAne para bhI dila se iSTa bhakti ko nahIM jAne diyA, usI prakAra bhakti ko sAdhanA kA aMga smjheN|" mahAmandira se karuNAkara gurudeva muthAjI kA mandira virAja kara ghor3oM kA cauka pdhaare| yahA~ mArgazIrSa zuklA dvitIyA ko AcArya zrI padmasAgara jI ma. Apake darzanArtha va sukha-zAnti pRcchA hetu pdhaare| ghoDoM kA cauka ke anantara pUjyapAda nimAja kI havelI, siMhapola, kanyA pAThazAlA, udayamaMdira pharasa kara pAvaTA pdhaare| 28 navambara 1984 mArgazIrSa zuklA SaSThI saMvat 2041 budhavAra ko yahAM karuNAkara gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM bAlabrahmacAriNI | mumukSu bahinoM suzrI nirmalA jI pIpAr3A (suputrI zrI ghIsUlAlajI pIpAr3A, ballArI) evaM suzrI suzIlA jI caupar3A (suputrI zrI bhaMvaralAlajI evaM zrImatI bidAmabAI jI caupar3A, jodhapura) kI bhAgavatI zramaNI dIkSA tyAga, vairAgya evaM umaMga bhare vAtAvaraNa meM sampanna huii| dIkSA samAroha meM sAdhvI pramukhA pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA, upapravartinI mahAsatI jI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 18 kA sAnnidhya bhI prApta thaa| dIkSA samAroha meM jJAnagacchIya paM. ratna zrI ghevaracaMda jI ma.sA. ThANA 5 va mahAsatIjI zrI bhIkhAjI, sumatikaMvara jI Adi ThANA 8 kA AzIrvAda bhI prApta huaa| mumukSu bahinoM ke abhiniSkramaNa ke isa mahAn prasaMga para vIrapitA zrI ghIsUlAlajI pIpAr3A, vIrapitA zrI bhaMvaralAlajI caupar3A va suzrAvaka zrI campAlAla jI bAgarecA ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara saccA tyAgAnumodana kiyaa| bar3I dIkSA ke uparAnta nava dIkSita mahAsatI dvaya ke nAma kramaza: nalinI prabhA jI ma.sA. evaM suzrIprabhAjI ma.sA. rakhA gyaa| gurubhakta zrAvaka nyAyAdhipati zrI zrIkRSNamalajI sA loDhA ne karuNAkara gurudeva ke apane AvAsa para virAjane kI khuzI meM AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara zraddhAbhivyakti kii| yahAM se pUjyapravara mahAvIra bhavana, neharu pArka viraaje| yahAM darzanArtha upasthita 7 virakta bahinoM ko Apane dRDhatA pUrvaka rAga se virAga kI ora bar3hane kI preraNA kii| mauna ekAdazI ke dina niSThAvAna bhakta zrI daulatamalajI caupar3A, zrI sAyaracaMdajI kAMkariyA evaM zrI zAnticandajI bhaNDArI ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko saMyamita bnaayaa| yahA~ jaina darzana ke mUrdhanya vidvAn DaoN. nathamala jI TATiyA Apake darzanArtha upasthita hue evaM vibhinna viSayoM para AgamoM ke talasparzI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 252 jJAtA jJAnasUrya caritanAyaka se vArtA kara pramudita hue| koThArI bhavana meM mahAsatI maMDala ko udbodhana dete hue pUjya caritanAyaka ne pharamAyA ki saMgharakSA hetu satI maNDala kA yogadAna bhI utanA hI mahattvapUrNa hai jitanA santoM kaa| yahAM se vihAra kara Apa zAstrInagara padhAre va zrI sohanarAjajI mehatA (hakkU sA) ke baMgale viraaje| zAstrInagara se pUjyapAda saradArapurA, pratApanagara, sUrasAgara Adi upanagaroM meM dharmodyota karate hue rAvaTI pdhaare| yahA~ Apane kriyAniSTha vidvAna zrI jauharImalajI pArakha ke sevA mandira pustakAlaya kA avalokana kiyaa| yahA~ se pUjyapravara pAvaTA, ghor3oM kA cauka pharasate hue mahAvIra bhavana pdhaare| * hIraka jayantI evaM 65 vIM dIkSA jayantI 6 janavarI 1985 pauSa zuklA caturdazI ko pUjya AcArya hastI kA 75 vAM janma-divasa hIraka jayantI ke rUpa meM tapa-tyAga ke vividha-AyojanoM ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| hIrA kaThoratA evaM Aloka donoM kA hI sUcaka hai| parama pUjya gurudeva jahA~ eka ora saMyama-pAlana evaM anuzAsana meM hIraka maNi kI taraha kaThora the, usameM koI zithilatA unheM grAhya nahIM thI, vahIM unakA jIvana sAdhanA kI camaka, ArAdhanA kI damaka va guNa saurabha se dedIpyamAna thaa| jJAnasUrya pUjya hastI jinazAsana ke jAjvalyamAna divAkara evaM ratnavaMza paramparA ke dedIpyamAna ratna the| pUjya saMtavRnda, mahAsatI vRnda va zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne saMghazAstA, caritra teja se tejasvI evaM jJAna-Aloka se jyotirmAna, pUjya AcArya hastI ke sAdhanAmaya jIvana kI vibhinna vizeSatAoM kA guNAnuvAda karate hue zatAyu hone kI maMgala kAmanA kii| sAdhanA ke divya Aloka pUjyapravara ke hIraka jayantI ke isa prasaMga para zrI sultAnamalajI surANA, zrI ummedarAjajI gAMga, zrI dIpacandajI kumbhaTa zrI dazarathamalajI bhaMDArI va zrI nArAyaNa svarUpa jI dAdhIca ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara zIla ke teja se apane jIvana ko dIptimAna bnaayaa| isa avasara para karuNAkara gurudeva ne apane preraka pAvana udbodhana meM vyakti aura samAja ko Age baDhAne ke cAra sUtroM kA nirUpaNa kiyaa| Apane pharamAyA-zikSA, sAhitya, saMskAra aura sevA, ina cAra sUtroM ko apanAkara koI bhI vyakti va samAja pragati kara sakatA hai| caritra aura saMskAra-nirmANa ke patha ke tIna sopAna haiM-sAmAyika, svAdhyAya aura saadhnaa| 23 janavarI 1985 mAgha zuklA dvitIyA ko mahAvIra bhavana, neharu pArka meM ApakI 65 vI dIkSAjayantI jJAna, darzana va cAritra kI ArAdhanA ke sAtha Ayojita kI gii| isake 65 varSa pUrva isI dina bAlaka hastI jinazAsana meM 'Namo loe savva sAhUNaM' ke pada para Age bar3ha kara jaina jagata meM dvitIyA ke candra ke rUpa meM zobhita hue the| sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka va zrAvikA isa caturvidha saMgha meM Aja ye 65 varSa kI dIkSA sampanna sAdhanA niSTha mahApuruSa graha nakSatra va tAroM ke bIca pUrNacandra kI bhAMti suzobhita the va bhavya jIvoM ko hI nahIM, prANimAtra ko apane sukhada sAnnidhya kI zItala chAyA pradAna kara rahe the / adbhuta tejasvitA-sampanna puNyanidhAna AcArya bhagavanta ke pAvana darzana va vandana kara kRtArtha janasamUha, ApakI pravacana sudhA kA pAna karane ko Atura thaa| utsuka zraddhAlu saMgha ko apanI bhavabhayahAriNI pAtakaprakSAlinI pIyUSapAvinI vANI se pAvana karate hue bhagavanta ne pharamAyA - "jayantiyA~ snehAnurAga kI pratIka haiM, mAnava dvijanmA hai, jisakA prathama janma mAtRkukSi se prakaTa honA tathA dUsarA janma gurujanoM se saMskArita honA hai| lAkhoM varSoM kA jIvana bhI baMdha kA kAraNa banakara vyartha ho jAtA hai, kintu jisa vakta gurujanoM ke caraNoM meM vrata grahaNa karane kA samaya AtA hai, vaha kSaNa dhanya ho jAtA hai / asaMyamI vyakti ko saMyama-dhana pradAna karate hue guru use jIvana meM kaThinAiyoM se bhayAkrAnta na hone kA AzIrvAda dete haiM ki sAdhaka kahIM aTake nahIM, bhaTake nhiiN| pUjyapAda gurudeva
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________________ 253 [prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa ke maMgala AzIrvAda ke pratApa va unake pAvana zikSA sUtroM se hI mere jIvana kA nirmANa huA hai|" sudIrgha saMyama-jIvana ke dhanI, niraticAra sAdhanA ke pAlaka AcArya hastI ke ye vinamra udgAra unakI utkaTa gurubhakti, zraddhA, samarpaNa evaM vinaya ke sAtha isa bAta ke paricAyaka haiM ki unake jIvana meM sarvAdhika mahattva kisI bAta kA thA to vaha hai saMyama / vastuta: saMyamavihIna jIvana mRtyu se bhI badatara hai, asaMyama meM vyatIta sabhI rAtriyA~ sabhI ghaDiyA~ va sabhI kSaNa vyartha haiN| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ne uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM apanI dezanA meM pharamAyA hai - adhammaM kuNamANassa, aphalA jaMti raaio| yahA~ se pUjyapAda koThArI bhavana padhAre jahA~ DaoN. ziva munijI (samprati zramaNa saMgha ke AcArya) va paM. ratna zrI mUlamunijI ne Apake pAvana darzana kie va sevA kA lAbha liyaa| * pA~ca mumukSuoM kI dIkSA 31 janavarI 1985 mAgha zuklA dazamI guruvAra kA zubha dina, renabo hAusa sthAna, AcArya zrI, santamaMDala tathA pravartinI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA. evaM satiyoM sahita 43 saMta-satiyoM kA sAnnidhya, prAyaH 25 se adhika kSetroM ke zrIsaMghoM kI upasthiti, maMgalAcaraNa evaM dIkSArthI bhAI-bahanoM ke abAdha saMyamI jIvana kI maMgala-kAmanA karatI sabhA, zrI jJAnendrajI bAphanA kA saMcAlana, saba kucha divya aura adbhuta laga rahA thA, aura aise meM huI ina pA~ca mumukSuoM kI bhAgavatI dIkSA-1. zrI duleharAja jI siMghavI, pAlI 2. suzrI vimalA kAMkariyA, madrAsa 3. suzrI indirA jaina bhanokhara, alavara 4. suzrI sunItA jaina sahAr3I, alavara, 5. suzrI mInA jaina, hinnddaun| dIkSoparAnta nava dIkSita sAdhakoM ke kramaza: zrI dayAmunijI, vinayaprabhAjI, indirAprabhAjI, zaziprabhAjI evaM muktiprabhAjI nAma die ge| isa avasara para zikSA-dIkSA samiti ke saMyojaka zrI campAlAlajI dhArIvAla pAlI, karmaTha samAjasevI zrI bhaMvaralAlajI bAghamAra madrAsa, zrI sUrajamala jI mehatA alavara, kuzala vaidya zrI suzIla kumArajI jaina jayapura evaM zrI hariprasAdajI jaina maNDAvara ko ullekhanIya saMgha-sevA ke lie saMgha dvArA sammAnita kiyA gyaa| svAsthya-sambandhI kAraNa se pUjyapAda kA virAjanA jodhapura meM hI rahA, tathApi Apa kisI eka kSetra meM na | virAjakara saradArapurA, pAvaTA, bhANDAvata bhavana Adi vibhinna sthAnoM para dharmodyota karate rhe| pUjya gurudeva sadaiva saMgha ko pramukha samajhate hue vyakti ko isakI eka ikAI mAtra mAnate the| gurudeva kA dRSTikoNa thA ki vyakti saMgha-sindhu kA eka bindu mAtra hai| 9 pharavarI 85 ko pAvaTA prathama polo meM mahAsatI-maNDala ne pUjyapAda ke zrI caraNoM meM prazna kiyA ki bhagavan ! vyakti kI unnati, pratiSThA, yazakIrti kI abhilASA acchI hai yA saMgha kI unnati meM unnati mAnanA adhika upayukta hai| saMghaniSTha pUjyapravara ne sahaja samAdhAna karate hue pharamAyA-"mahAsatI jI jJAnakaMvarajI, indrakaMvarajI, dhanakaMvarajI, lAlakaMvarajI, rAdhAjI, kesara kaMvarajI Adi aneka mahAsatiyAM va svAmIjI candanamalajI ma.sA. Adi bIsiyoM saMta cale gaye, lekina ve saMgha kI unnati meM tatpara rahe, ata: saMgha Aja bhI kAyama hai| vyakti na rahA hai , na rahegA, ata: saMgha bar3A hai, isa siddhAnta para calane kI jarUrata hai|" * bAlotarA hokara pAlI __jodhapura se vihAra ke krama meM 11 mArca ko pUjyapAda zAstrInagara padhAre / yahA~ zrI komalacandajI mehatA ne sapatnIka AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko saMyamita kiyaa| pAlagAMva meM zrI jatanarAjajI mehatA, mer3atA ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara zraddhA samarpita kii| pAla se borAnADA dUrI kama , luNAvAsa hokara dhavA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 254 pdhaare| yahA~ bhopAlagar3ha, pIpAr3a Adi kSetroM ke saMgha AgAmI cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita hue| bhopAlagar3ha aura pIpAr3a kSetra ke saMgha saM. 2020 kI bhAMti eka dUsare ke pratiyogI the / caritanAyaka ne donoM kSetroM ko barAbara tarAjU meM rakhate hue isa bAra bhopAlagaDha ko cAturmAsa kI varIyatA pradAna karate hue svIkRti pharamAyI / yahA~ se parihAroM kI DhANI, ciMcar3alI Adi mArgastha gAMvoM ko apanI pada raja se pAvana karate hue pUjyapAda AgolAI padhAre / | AgolAI gAMva kA jana-jana pUjyapravara ke prati zraddhAlu hai / ApakI mahanIya preraNA se anekoM vyaktiyoM ne sapta | kuvyasana va dhUmrapAna kA tyAga kara apanA jIvana surabhita kiyaa| kaI yuvakoM ne mahIne meM pA~ca sAmAyika karane kA niyama lekara guru hastI ke sAmAyika sandeza ko apanAyA / zraddhAlu bhakta zrI rANIdAna jI ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko zIla saurabha se surabhita kiyaa| koraNA padhArane para karuNAkara kI pAvana preraNA se ThAkura manoharasiMhajI ne jIvanaparyanta mAMsa, machalI, zarAba evaM zikAra kA tyAga kara apane jIvana ko pApa | paMka se ubaaraa| pUjyapAda jahAM bhI padhArate, jAti va sampradAya se pare sabhI ApakI karuNA va preraNA se prabhAvita hote, pUrNa zraddhA va AsthA se Apake pAvana darzana, vandana va sevA kA lAbha lete| maNDalI, bAgAvAsa, DhANIrA, thoba evaM purohita-DhANI meM aneka kRSaka bhaktoM ne dhUmrapAna, aphIma sevana va kuzIla kA tyAga kara apane jIvana ko pAvana bnaayaa| DhANIrA meM SaTkAya pratipAlaka karuNAkara gurudeva se dayA dharma kI preraNA pAkara prANi-hiMsA va mAMsa-sevana kA tyAga kiyaa| yahA~ Apa eka jhoMpe meM virAje / jhoMpe ke bAhara khule zAnta vAtAvaraNa meM choTe vRkSa ke nIce virAje santa | evaM zraddhAlu bhaktagaNa aise pratIta ho rahe the mAno ve eka kalpavRkSa kI chAMva tale baiThe hoM / vastutaH pUjyapAda caturvidha saMgha evaM zraddhAlubhaktoM ke liye eka kalpavRkSa ke samAna hI to the / yahA~ se pUjyapravara pacapadarA pharasate hue 6 aprela | ko bAlotarA padhAre, jahAM Apake sAnnidhya meM akSaya tRtIyA kA pAvana parva sampanna huaa| bAlotarA se vihAra kara pUjya caritanAyaka jANiyAnA, kanAnA (vIra durgAdAsa rAThaur3a kI janma bhUmi), jeThantarI, | samadar3I evaM karamAvAsa meM vrata-niyama karAte hue majala pdhaare| yahA~ pUjya AcAryazrI jayamala jI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi | vaizAkha zuklA caturdazI ke dina AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. ke tyAga evaM sAdhanAmaya tathA svAdhyAyazIla jIvana se zikSA lete hue hameM bhI apane jIvana ko sArthaka karanA caahie| majala se vihAra kara Apa DhIMDhasa, lAmbar3A, mAMDAvAsa, jaitapura, gaDavAlA, cArelAva, keralA evaM javer3iyA meM dharma- prabhAvanA karate hue 12 maI ko pAlI pdhaare| yahA~ AcArya zrI raghunAtha jI ma.sA. kI paramparA kI zrI tejakaMvara jI | ma.sA. Adi ThANA 6, pUjya hukamacanda jI ma.sA kI paramparA kI mahAsatI zrI sUrajakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5, paM. ratna zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA. kI paramparA kI zrI sumati kaMvara jI ma.sA. ThANA 4, mahAsatI kamalezajI Adi ThANA 4 evaM amarasiMha jI ma. sA. kI paraMparA kI mahAsatI zIlakaMvara jI, umarAva jI, caMdanabAlAjI, caMdraprabhAjI ThANA 14 ne Apake pAvana darzana va pravacana kA lAbha liyaa| paM. ratna zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA. kI paramparA ke zrI pUsArAma jI ma.sA. ke | svargavAsa ke samAcAra jAnakara unheM yathAvidhi zraddhAMjali dI gaI / surANA mArkeTa ke sthAnaka bhavana meM eka dina samAja kI doSa darzana kI pravRtti para Apane bahuta hI mArmika prasaMga sunAyA - " kisI citrakAra ne eka sundara citra banAkara nagara ke mukhya mArga ke caurAhe para lagA diyaa| usake zIrSa sthAna para likhA thA- 'galatI btaao|' Ane vAle pathikoM meM jo bhI dekhatA, koI na koI galatI jarUra btaataa| dUsare dina citrakAra ne citra ko adhika sundara banAkara zIrSa sthAna para likhA- 'galatI sudhaaro|' kisI ne eka bhI galatI nahIM sudhArI / samAja meM isI prakAra galatI batAne vAle bahuta haiM, para sudhArane vAlA viralA hI hotA hai / " jyeSTha zuklA 'cautha ko Apane bhopAlagar3ha ke zrAvakoM ke pAlI Ane para udbodhana meM pharamAyA - "jeTha ASADha
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 255 kI teja garmI meM kaSTa kI paravAha kie binA kisAna kheta kI sambhAla karate haiN| Ane vAlI varSA se pUrva ve kheta sApha karate haiN| Apako bhI cAturmAsa meM dharma kI acchI khetI ho, isake lie taiyArI karanI hai| kitane pratikramaNa vAle, kitane svAdhyAyI aura kitane bArahavratI taiyAra karane haiM, aadi|" dUsare dina 24 maI ko yahA~ se vihAra kara karuNAnidhi dhanarAja bachAvata kI phaikTrI, nimalI, indroM kI DhANI, jhItaDA, bheTdA, lolAva (vaiSNava mandira meM virAje) hokara mauTukA pdhaare| yahAM karuNAkara se dayA dharma kA mahattva samajha kara rAjapUta yuvAoM ne mAMsasevana va bar3I hiMsA kA tyAga kiyA va sezarAma ne jIvana bhara ke lie madyapAna kA tyAga kara apane ko vyasanamukta bnaayaa| vahA~ se golagA~va hokara pUjyapAda kaMkarIlI sar3aka para calate hue 1 jUna 85 ko pAlAsanI pdhaare| yahA~ bAhara se kaI bhaktoM kA Agamana huaa| jayapura se zrI sumerasiMha jI botharA ke sAtha unakI putrI annU amerikA jAne kI bhAvanA se ArAdhya gurudeva ke darzanArtha AI, use Apane sapta kuvyasana kA tyAga kraayaa| pAlAsanI se bisalapura, dAMtIvADA, kUDa bucakalA, rIyAM pharasate hue pUjyapravara pIpAr3a pdhaare| yahA~ dharma prabhAvanA kara Apa kosANA, sAthina, ratakUDiyA meM sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA niyama karAte hue mAlI DhANI, hokara nArasara padhAre / yahA~ zrI mANakacanda jI loDhA ne sapatnIka AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyA va ramaNa muthA ne pratimAha 5 sAmAyika kA niyama svIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se bhopAlagar3ha ke jainaratna vidyAlaya evaM kUDI grAma ko pAvana kara 1 julAI 85 ko AcArya zrI kA bhopAlagar3ha meM nagara praveza huaa| . bhopAlagaDha cAturmAsa (saMvat 2042) pUjya AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI kriyoddhAra bhUmi baDalU (bhopAlagaDha) ratnavaMza ke mahApuruSoM ke prati sarvatobhAvena samarpita anuyAyI zraddhAlu zrAvakoM kA kSetra hai| parama pUjya gurudeva kI mahatI kRpA kA AzIrvAda isa kSetra ko sadaiva milA hai| yahA~ ke jaina jainetara sabhI pUjyapAda ke prabhAvaka vyaktitva evaM pAvana kRtitva se prabhAvita evaM zraddhAvanata haiN| 21 varSa bAda isa kSetra ko pUjyapAda ke varSAvAsa kA lAbha prApta huA thaa| sthAnIya bhaktoM ke sAtha hI pravAsI bhopAlagaDha nivAsiyoM ke mana meM ArAdhya gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM raha kara pAvana darzana-vandana pravacana-zravaNa ke sAtha jIvana-nirmANa kI bhAvanAe~ jvAra kI bhAMti hiloreM le rahI thiiN| pUjyapravara AcArya hastI kA yaha varSAvAsa jJAna-darzana-cAritra sAdhanA se sampanna rhaa| cAturmAsa meM akhaNDa jApa evaM sAmUhika dayA pauSadha ke Ayojana hue| cAturmAsa meM 12 mAsakSapaNa tapa sahita aneka tapa evaM saMvara-sAdhanA ke Ayojana hue| paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI (vartamAna AcAryapravara) ne apane pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se pAMca karaNIya kartavyoM kA nirUpaNa kiyA - pArasparika prema, guNagrAhitA, parigraha kA ucita vitaraNa, AtmadoSa-nirIkSaNa evaM sevaa| yahA~ 25 sitambara ko huI zikSaka saMgoSThI ke avasara para samupasthita zikSaka janoM ko AcArya zrI kA udbodhana, 20 se 22 akTUbara ko huI vidvatgoSThI meM 'aparigraha evaM upabhoga-paribhoga parimANa vrata' viSaya para prastuta vidvAnoM ke zodha-lekha tathA vidvAnoM dvArA katipaya niyama grahaNa, AcArya zrI ratnacanda smRti vyAkhyAna (paMcama) Adi se yaha cAturmAsa bhopAlagar3ha kA aitihAsika cAturmAsa bana gyaa| zikSaka saMgoSThI ko sambodhita karate hue jJAnasUrya AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA-"jIvana kA nirmANa jJAna aura | kriyA ke samanvaya se hotA hai| jAnanA, samajhanA aura vicAroM meM prabuddha saMskAroM ko jAgRta karanA, yaha
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________________ - namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 256 zikSA kA kAma hai| mumukSu kI Atma-sAdhanA hetu bhI jJAna kI anivArya AvazyakatA hai| vyavahAra mArga meM vyakti ke jIvana, samAja aura rASTra kI samRddhi ke lie bhI jJAna pahalA kadama hai| isIlie zikSA kaisI ho, sudhAra kaise ho, Adi vicAra mahAtmA gAMdhI ke yuga se lekara Aja taka bhI paricarcA ke viSaya haiN| vidyA yA zikSA varadAna taba hotI hai jaba usakI vRddhi ke sAtha naitika AcaraNa kI samRddhi banI rahe, burI AdateM mitteN| gA~voM kI apekSA zaharoM meM zikSaka adhika haiM, kintu corI aura hatyAoM kA silasilA zaharoM meM adhika kyoM hai? jahA~ zikSaka zaharoM meM jyAdA haiM, vahA~ para burAiyA~ kyoM? zikSA-paddhati se deza meM zAnti bar3he, zikSakoM kA sammAna bar3he, aisI zikSA Avazyaka hai|" naitika zikSA || ke sambandha meM Apane pharamAyA - "Aja jo lar3akA sabase jyAdA aMka lAkara pAsa hotA hai usakA to sammAna hotA / hai, para kyA kabhI usa lar3ake kA bhI sammAna kiyA jAtA hai jo satyavAdI hai? jo pUrNa naitika jIvana jI rahA hai ? usa lar3ake kA sammAna kyoM nahIM huA jo nirvyasanI hai? satyavAdI, nirvyasanI aura anuzAsana meM rahane vAle | chAtroM ke sammAna se anya chAtroM ko preraNA prApta hogii|" / ___"yadi zikSaka samudAya galI-galI, ghara - ghara jAkara vyasanamukti ke lie prayAsa kare to bahuta bar3A kAma ho || sakatA hai|'. maiM socatA hU~ zikSA paddhati ko aisA rUpa diyA jAya jisase burAiyA~ ghaTe tathA zIla, sadAcAra, zAnti, maitrI evaM bhAIcArA bddhe| zikSA se sadguNa bar3hane caahie| agara sadguNa nahIM baDhate to samajhanA cAhie ki zikSA-paddhati meM doSa hai|" ___ "Aja zikSaNa prApta logoM meM svAvalambana kama hotA jA rahA hai| zrImanta gAr3I meM baiThatA hai, para gAr3I sApha nahIM karatA, svAvalambana kI kamI ke sAtha hI hamArI sahanazakti bhI kama ho gaI hai| vinamratA bhI kama ho gaI hai| Apa zikSA kA sundara rUpa dekhanA cAhate haiM, to ina vikAroM ko nikaaleN|" "sAkSara vyaktiyoM kI buddhi ulaTa jAya to ve rAkSasa banate dera nahIM krte| zikSA se zAnti, maitrI evaM sauhArda kA bhAva AnA caahie|" vidvatgoSThI meM bhArata ke vibhinna prAntoM se Ae vidvAnoM ne 'aparigraha evaM upabhoga paribhoga-parimANa vrata' viSayaka nibaMdha aura vicAra prastuta kie| samAgata vidvAnoM ko preraNA dete hue AcArya bhagavanta ne pharamAyA - "vidvAn vaha hai jo jJAna ko AcaraNa meM utaare| anaginata bAlakoM kA jIvana-nirmANa karane vAle zikSaka aura vidvAn kA jIvana sarala, sAdagIyukta, vrata aura maryAdA ke niyama se yukta ho, tabhI | samAja usase lAbhAnvita ho sakatA hai, anyathA nhiiN|" AcArya zrI ke preraNAspada AhvAna para upasthita |vidvAnoM ne sAmUhika rUpa se eka varSa ke lie upabhoga-paribhoga-parimANa vrata sambaMdhI niyama grahaNa kie| vidvAnoM dvArA gRhIta pramukha niyama isa prakAra haiM- (1) upabhoga-paribhoga parimANa vrata ke antargata 26 boloM meM se 23 boloM ke padArthoM kA pratidina 5 se adhika kA upayoga nahIM krnaa| vatthavihi meM varSa meM 5 se adhika pahanane yogya naI Dresa nahIM bnvaanaa| sacittavihi meM pratidina 15 se adhika sacitta vastuoM kA upayoga nahIM karanA aura davvavihi meM pratidina 30 se adhika dravyoM kA prayoga nahIM karanA, (2) AjIvikA kI dRSTi se 15 karmAdAnoM kA | tyaag| isameM bhADIkamme ke antargata 5 makAna taka AjIvikA ke lie kirAye dene kA AgAra rakhA gayA, (3) sapta kuvyasanoM kA tyAga, (4) cAya-dUdha ko chor3akara rAtri-bhojana kA tyaag| isa vrata meM mAha meM cAra dina kA AgAra rakhA gyaa| (5) 101 harI - lIlotI kI maryAdA kI gii| mAha meM aSTamI, caturdazI athavA kinhIM cAra dina harI-lIlotI kA upayoga nahIM karanA (6) hiMsaka camaDe kA upayoga nahIM krnaa| (7) videza se binA anumati ke koI cIja nahIM
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 257 lAnA (8) TikaTa ke binA yAtrA nahIM karanA / (9) brahmacaryavrata kA saptAha meM do dina avazya pAlana karanA evaM adhikAdhika nijI maryAdA rakhanA / yaha thI AcArya zrI kI dRSTi / vidvAnoM ko bhI ve sAdhanA meM Age bar3hA huA dekhanA cAhate the / sthAnIya saMgha kI ora se zrI DI Ara mehatA, vidvat pariSada ke adhyakSa zrI bhaMvaralAla jI koThArI evaM mahAmantrI DaoN. narendra bhAnAvata kA sammAna kiyA gyaa| isa prakAra yaha cAturmAsa zikSA, zikSaka, sevA evaM dharmArAdhana kI dRSTi se maMgalakArI siddha huA / FI
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________________ antima pA~ca cAturmAsa pIpAr3a, ajamera, savAI mAdhopura, kosANA evaM pAlI (saMvat 2043 se 2047) |. mer3atA, ajamera, byAvara, pAlI hokara jodhapura ___ bhopAlagar3ha kA aitihAsika cAturmAsa sAnaMda sampanna kara 28 navambara ko AcArya zrI hIrAdesara padhAre / yahA~ se punaH bhopAlagar3ha hote hue nADasara, vAraNI, harasolAva, goTana, lAmbA, kalarU Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue pUjyapAda mer3atA zahara pdhaare| yahA~ 22 se 28 disambara 85 taka bAlakoM kA dharma-zikSaNa zivira sampanna huaa| mer3atA meM ApakA 7 janavarI 1986 taka virAjanA huaa| aneka zraddhAlu bhaktoM ne sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA niyama svIkAra kara pUjyapravara ke sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke saMdeza ko jIvana meM aMgIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se 8 janavarI ko vihAra kara Apa pAMcaroliyA, jhar3A, sesar3A, pAdU choTI, pAdU bar3I evaM mevar3A meM dharmodyota karate hue 19 janavarI ko thAMvalA pdhaare| thAMvalA meM AcAryazrI kI 76vIM janmatithi maMgala AyojanoM ke sAtha manAyI gii| thAMvalA se puSkara hote hue bhagavanta ajamera pdhaare| yahA~ nyAyAdhipati zrI zrIkRSNamala jI loDhA jodhapura ke sAtha unake suputra nyAyAdhIza rAjendra jI loDhA, nyAyAdhipati zrI milApacandajI jaina evaM nyAyAdhipati zrImatI kAntAjI bhaTanAgara ne darzana evaM carcA kA lAbha liyaa| zrI amaracandajI kAMsavA, zrI motIlAlajI kaTAriyA, zrI cAMdamalajI gokharU ne AcArya zrI ke 66 veM dIkSA divasa para 11 pharavarI 86 ko AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| divAkara paramparA ke zrI prema muni jI evaM zrI gautama muni jI ThANA 2 se dIkSA-divasa kAryakrama meM padhAre / isa avasara para yahAM dhArmika zikSaNa-zAlA kA zubhArambha huaa| mahAvIra kAlonI meM zrI sUrajamalajI gAMdhI ne AjIvana zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se 18 pharavarI ko vihAra kara caritanAyaka tabIjI, kezarapurA hokara phaikTrI meM vyasana-tyAga karAkara jeThAnA, nAgelAva hote hue byAvara pdhaare| zrI IzvaramunijI Adi ThANA agavAnI meM vidyAlaya taka padhAre / byAvara meM katipaya bhAiyoM ne eka varSa kA zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| bahuzruta paM. zrI samarthamalajI ma.sA. kI paramparA kI mahAsatI zrI bhaMvarakaMvarajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 21, mahAsatIjI jJAnalatAjI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5 bhI AcArya zrI kI sevA meM pdhaare| yahA~ zrI bhaMvaralAlajI devaliyA ne zIlavrata kA skandha lekara apanA jIvana surabhita | kiyaa| phAlguna zuklA aSTamI ko 700 AyaMbila hue| holI caumAsI para varSAvAsa hetu aneka saMghoM ne pUjyapAda ke zrI caraNoM meM vinatiyAM prastuta kii| yahA~ se 31 mArca ko vihAra kara cAMga, nAnaNA meM AcAryapravara arAvalI kI parvata zRMkhalAoM se ghire gA~va 'girI' padhAre / nAnaNA meM bha. RSabhadeva ke janma-kalyANaka para AdinAtha jaina dhArmika pAThazAlA kA prArambha huaa| pUjya caritanAyaka kI pAvana prabhAvaka preraNA se choTe se grAma girI meM anekoM vyaktiyoM ne vyasana-tyAga kiyA va ThAkura gumAnasiMha jI sahita 8 vyaktiyoM ne zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ se vihAra kara hAjIvAsa evaM khokharI grAma meM vyasana-tyAga karAte zrI AsUlAlajI evaM pAbUdAna jI ko sajor3e AjIvana zIlavrata | dilA kara Apa nimAja padhAre, jahA~ 8 aprela ko jodhapura meM sAdhvIpramukhA pravartinI mahAsatI zrI suMdarakaMvarajI ma. ke saMthArA sIjhane ke samAcAra ke sAtha kAyotsarga kiyA gayA evaM guNAnuvAda sabhA meM mahAsatIjI kI vizeSatAoM para
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 259 %Bos maaram a - prakAza DAlA gyaa| gaMgavAla bhavana meM dharmagaMgA bahAkara Apa jaitAraNa, rAnIvAla, khAriyA hokara bilAr3A pdhaare| yahA~ 23 aprela || ko mahAvIra jayantI kA parva jodhapura, kosANA, bhopAlagaDha, pIpAr3a sailAnA Adi sthAnoM ke zrAvakoM kI upasthiti meM tapa-tyAga pUrvaka manAyA gyaa| bilADA se varaNA, aTapaDA, rundiyA, caurar3iyAjI kI phaikTrI hote hue sojata pdhaare|| yahAM zrI hakamIcandajI ne parigraha parimANa kiyaa| sojata roDa meM yuvAcArya zrI madhukarajI ma.sA. kI paraMparA kI satI sohanajI evaM kamalAjI pravartinI zrI sundara || ka~varajI ma.sA. ke saMsmaraNa sunAne sevA meM padhAre / yahA~ se ghinAvAsa, dhAkaDI, jADaNa hote navA gAMva ke vidyAlaya meM padhAre, jahA~ kAphI saMkhyA meM bhAI-bahana, santoM ke darzanoM ke lie Atura the| vidyAlaya ke baccoM ko prasAda rUpa meM vyasana-tyAga Adi ke tIna niyama kraaye| yahA~ se 6 maI 86 vaizAkhakRSNA 13 ko Apa pAlI pdhaare| akSaya / tRtIyA para varSItapa karane vAle 26 tapasvI zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne darzanalAbha lekara evaM navIna tyAga-pratyAkhyAna kara / apane ko dhanya smjhaa| pAlI meM vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI 15 maI 1986 ko zrI javarIlAla jI muNota kI suputrI mumukSu bahina zrImatI / / munnIbAI dharmapatnI zrI likhamIcandajI loDhA ghinAvAsa evaM suzrI samitA surANA suputrI zrI mAMgIlAlajI evaM jJAnabAI | jI surANA, nAgaura ne ArAdhya gurudeva ke mukhAravinda se caturvidha saMgha va hajAroM darzanArthI bhAI-bahinoM kI sAkSI meM ! / bhAgavatI zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara mokSamArga meM apane kadama bddhaaye| dIkSoparAnta Apake nAma kramaza: mahAsatI zrI || / sumanalatA jI evaM mahAsatI zrI sumatiprabhAjI rakhe ge| raghunAtha smRti bhavana meM 22 maI ko lagabhaga 500 upavAsa - Ayambila hue| surANA mArkeTa se 26 maI ko / vihAra kara hAusiMga borDa, rohaTa nIMvalA, kAkANI ko pharasakara kacce mArga se kUDI, jhAlAmaNDa hokara Apa jodhapura pdhaare| yahA~ Apane iNDasTriyala eriyA meM zrI mANakamalajI bhaNDArI ko AjIvana sadAra zIlavrata evaM prakAza jI ko unake baMgale para eka varSa kA zIlavrata kraayaa| ghor3oM kA cauka, saradArapurA, pAvaTA, mahAmandira Adi sthAnoM meM virAjate samaya zrI pArasamalajI kumbhada zrI candanarAjajI adhyApaka, zrI takhatarAjajI siMghavI Adi ko AjIvana zIlavrata karAkara evaM tapa-tyAga dvArA jina zAsana kI prabhAvanA kara Apane 25 jUna 1986 ko cAturmAsArtha pIpAr3a ke lie vihAra kiyaa| . pIpAr3a cAturmAsa (saMvat 2043) ___ mArga meM bucakalA evaM kosANA meM vizeSa dharmodyota karate hue pUjya caritanAyaka ne ThANA 10 se 13 julAI ravivAra ASADha zuklA 6 saMvat 2043 ko 66 veM cAturmAsa hetu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke praphullita AsyoM se uccarita jayanAdoM ke sAtha pIpAr3a zahara ke vikAsa kendra koTa meM maMgala padArpaNa kiyaa| AcArya zrI kI janmabhUmi pIpAr3a meM tyAga-tapa kI jhaDI laga gii| 15 agasta ke vyAkhyAna meM ahiMsA kA mahattva nirUpita karate hue AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA-"dezavAsiyoM ko ahiMsA se AjAdI milI, kintu Aja hiMsA kI Aga phaila rahI hai| ise rokane ke lie hameM ahiMsA ko hI hRdaya meM biThAnA hogaa|" tridivasIya (15-17 agasta 1986 ) svAdhyAyI prazikSaNa zivira meM deza ke 30 pramukha svAdhyAyiyoM ne bhAga liyaa| AcArya zrI kI dharmasabhA meM| sthAnIya harijana zrI baMsIlAla ne AcArya zrI se AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkAra kiyA tathA madyamAMsa kA tyAga mam...ssmanimat--PTAMB -MEA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 260 | kiyaa| samAja dvArA unakA sammAna kara tyAgAnumodana kiyA gyaa| __ ziromaNi gurudvArA prabaMdhaka samiti ke adhyakSa saradAra kAbula siMha tathA mahAsaciva oMkAra siMha ne ahiMsA ke pajArI AcArya bhagavanta ke maMgalamaya pAvana darzana kara unase paMjAba samasyA ke samAdhAna hetu mArgadarzana prApta kiyaa| rAjasthAna pradeza kAMgresa (i) ke tatkAlIna adhyakSa zrI azokajI gahalota evaM videza saciva zrI romezajI bhaNDArI ne darzana evaM pravacana-lAbha liyaa| 4 sitambara 86 ko 20 varSIya yuvaka zrI kailAza jI siMghavI ne AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkAra kiyaa| saMgha dvArA unakA evaM DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata kA sammAna kiyA gayA / cAturmAsa meM kucha samaya Apa rIyA viraaje| ___ yahA~ padhArane para jodhapura jile ke samasta skAuTa vidyArthiyoM ne AcArya zrI kI agavAnI kii| 5 se 12 | akTUbara taka svAdhyAyI zivira kA Ayojana huA, jisameM nikaTa evaM dUravartI 110 svAdhyAyiyoM ne bhAga liyaa| zivirArthiyoM ke zaikSaNika stara ko dekhate hue pAThoM ko raTAne kI apekSA unakA jIvana meM mahattva samajhAne para vizeSa jora diyA gyaa| sacce dharma kA svarUpa, sacce sukha kI pahacAna, viSaya-kaSAya kA svarUpa Adi tathya spaSTa karane kA prayAsa kiyA gyaa| zivira meM DA. suSamAjI gAMga evaM DaoN. cetana prakAzajI pATanI ke vizeSa vyAkhyAna hue| 10 akTUbara ko svAdhyAyI zivira svAdhyAyI-sammelana ke rUpa meM parivartita ho gayA, jisakA udghATana rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke nyAyAdhipati zrI jasarAja jI caupar3A ne kiyaa| zrI DI.Ara. mehatA ne svAdhyAyiyoM ko ahiMsA aura sevA ke kSetra meM vyaktigata stara para kArya karane kA udbodhana diyaa| sAdhaka zrI jauharI mala jI pArakha rAvaTI (jodhapura) ne 'sukhI jIvana kaise jIe~?' viSaya para apane marmasparzI vicAra prakaTa kie| svAdhyAyI sammelana kA samApana 12 akTUbara ko rAjasthAna ke tatkAlIna rAjyapAla mahAmahima zrI vasantadAdA pATila kI gauravapUrNa upasthiti aura nyAyAdhipati mAnanIya zrI gumAnamala jI lor3hA kI adhyakSatA meM huaa| isa avasara para aneka svAdhyAyI vidvavRnda kA sammAna kiyA gyaa| sabhI svAdhyAyiyoM ne AcArya zrI ke zrImukha se nimnAMkita niyama grahaNa kie - (1) svAdhyAyI Apasa meM eka dUsare para korTa kA mukadamA nahIM lddeNge| (2) pratyeka svAdhyAyI sapta kuvyasana kA tyAgI hogaa| (3) zAdI-vivAha ke avasara para kandamUla kA upayoga nahIM kreNge| (4) pratyeka svAdhyAyI dhArmika kSetra meM varSabhara meM huI apanI pragati kA lekhA-jokhA rkhegaa| (5) hara svAdhyAyI kama se kama 20 minaTa pratidina svAdhyAya karake nayA jJAna arjana kregaa| 'dharma jIvana meM kaise utAreM' viSayaka vidvatpariSad kI saMgoSThI 12 se 14 akTUbara taka Ayojita huI, jisameM lagabhaga 40 vidvAnoM ne bhAga liyaa| saMgoSThI meM DaoN. sAgaramala jaina vArANasI, zrI raNajIta siMha jI kumbhaTa jayapura, DaoN. | mahendra bhAnAvata udayapura, zrI bhaMvaralAla jI koThArI bIkAnera ke bhI vyAkhyAna hue| DaoN. indararAja baida kI adhyakSatA meM eka kavi-goSThI kA Ayojana bhI kiyA gyaa| 12 se 15 akTUbara 86 taka samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala ke antargata saMcAlita sAdhanA-vibhAga kI ora se 'samabhAva sAdhanA-zivira' Ayojita huA, jisameM rAjasthAna, madhyapradeza evaM mahArASTra ke pratinidhi sAdhakoM ne bhAga | liyA, jinameM indaura kI 5 bahaneM bhI sammilita thiiN| zivira meM samabhAva kA abhyAsa kiyA gyaa| isa zivira meM 10
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 261 naye sAdhaka bane / samApana samAroha kI adhyakSatA udAramanA gurubhakta zrI pRthvIrAjajI kavAr3a ne kii| sabhI sAdhakoM ne daheja, sapta kuvyasana, mRtyubhoja, vivAha meM AtizabAjI evaM nRtya tathA bar3e bhoja meM jamIkanda ke tyAga ke niyama lie| cAturmAsa kI saphalatA meM zrI mophatarAja jI muNota aura unake parivAra kI samarpaNa yukta sevAeM sarAhanIya rahIM / cakita kara dene vAlI tapasyAoM, niyama vrata, aMgIkAra karane Adi kA ThATa rahA / 9 mAsakhamaNa usase adhika kI tapasyA ke alAvA 59 aThAI evaM 190 telAtapa hue| zrI baMsIlAla jI, zrI mohanalAlajI caudharI, gajarAjajI muthA Adi 8 vyaktiyoM ne sajor3e AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| kArtika pUrNimA ko zrAvikA maNDala kA adhivezana sampanna huA / mArgazIrSa kRSNA pratipadA ko vihAra kara osavAloM kA noharA, kanyAzAlA, ciraDAnI, ruNakiyAvAsa (ThAkura ke ghara virAje) hokara pUjyapravara raNasIgAMva padhAre / yahA~ Apane pharamAyA - " mAnava sukha cAhatA hai, phira bhI kyoM prApta nahIM kara paataa| isakA kAraNa hai apane hI karma, apanI hI pravRttiyA~ / kahA hai - ko burAI sukha ca kaise ve koya | sapa per3a cala kA. Ama kahAM ne pAya / / zrAvakoM dvArA pratidina 10 dayA karane kI bhAvanA vyakta karane para Apa yahA~ mArgazIrSa amAvasa taka virAje / yahA~ se vihAra kara eka kheta meM 3 ghaNTe virAjita zIlasAdhaka caritanAyaka ke jIvana va preraNA se prerita ho lAlasiMha jI ThAkura ne brahmacarya kI pratijJA kI / yahA~ se Apa mAdaliyA padhAre / yahA~ bhI bhakta zrAvakoM kA darzana-pravacana evaM niyamAdi kA lAbha lene hetu Agamana hotA rahA / yahA~ se kosANA, sAthina hote hue puna: pauSa zuklA 9 ko pIpAr3a padhAre / yahA~ pauSa zuklA caturdazI 13 janavarI 1987 ko AcArya zrI kI 77 vIM janma jayantI upavAsa, pauSadha, dayAvrata Adi ke sAtha utsAhapUrvaka manAyI gaI / aneka sthAnoM se viziSTa zrAvakoM ne upasthita hokara apanI zraddhA-bhakti kA paricaya diyA evaM gurudeva se vrata - niyama svIkAra kie| jodhapura padArpaNa * pIpAr3a meM jinavANI kI gaMgA pravAhita kara rIyAM, bucakalA Adi mArgastha kSetroM ko pharasate hue pUjyapAda AcAryapravara 27 janavarI ko jodhapura pdhaare| jodhapura kI janatA ke ananya AsthA kendra guru bhagavanta ke padArpaNa kA sandeza pAkara jodhapura ke vibhinna kSetroM ke loga Apake darzanArtha umar3a par3e / ucca zikSita musaddiyoM ke diloM para ApakA na jAne kaisA adbhuta prabhAva thA ki jaba-jaba bhI Apa jodhapura padhArate nara nArI, AbAlavRddha koI Apake sAnnidhya sevA se vaMcita nahIM rahanA cAhatA thA / ApakA zekhe kAla pravAsa bhI cAturmAsa jaisA dRzya upasthita kara detA / bhakta mAnasa para aisA vyApaka prabhAva hone para bhI paramapUjya sAmpradAyikatA se sarvathA pare the / ApakA cintana thA ki sampradAe~ paraspara premapUrvaka ekAnta zAsana hita ke sAtha kArya kareM to ye dharma prabhAvanA meM bAdhaka nahIM, sAdhaka ho sakatI haiM va mAnya samAcArI ke pAlana kI sUtradhAra bana sakatI haiM / 31 janavarI, mAgha zuklA dvitIyA ko apane dIkSA divasa para AcAraniSTha anuzAstA AcArya bhagavanta ne caturvidha saMgha ko sambodhita karate hue pharamAyA- " ujjvala AcAra, paraspara prema evaM anuzAsana ho to sabhI kSetra apane haiM / " saMyama-divasa ke isa pAvana divasa para Apane utkaTa saMyama ArAdhikA upapravartinI sthavirA mahA zrI badanakaMvarajI ma.sA. ko pravartinI pada pradAna kiyaa| zrI satyaprasannasiMhajI bhaMDArI va zrI sohanarAjajI siMghavI ne | AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko saMyamita bnaayaa| bar3I saMkhyA meM gurubhakta zraddhAlujanoM ne sAmAyika
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 262 va zIlamaryAdA pAlana kA saMkalpa kara karuNAnAtha ke prati saccI zraddhAbhakti samarpita kii| zrI jambUvijaya jI ma.sA. se paMcasUtraka evaM yogazAstra tRtIya bhAga ye do sUtra prApta hue| yahA~ jalagA~va nivAsI zrI nathamala jI lUMkar3a se prApta vicArAtmaka lekha 'zramaNa saMgha kA bhaviSya' ke uttara meM Apane likhavAyA-"jaina zramaNa sadA se AcArapradhAna dRSTi vAlA rahA hai| sampradAya ke AdikAla meM zramaNa AcArabheda se alaga rahakara bhI nindA vikathA se bace rahate the, sampradAya ke pIche vAda nahIM thaa| pUjya zrI jIvarAja jI ma., pUjya lavajI RSi jI ma., pUjya dharmadAsajI ma. Adi kriyoddhAraka mahApuruSa alaga rahakara bhI paraspara premapUrvaka dharmapracAra karate rhe| kucha mAnyatAoM ke bheda hue to unhoMne unakA samAdhAna kara prema sambandha ko dRr3ha kiyaa| udAharaNa ke rUpa meM saMvat 1811 meM pUjya zrI bhUdhara jI ma, pUjya amarasiMhajI ma, pUjya tArAcanda jI ma. Adi pramukha sampradAyoM kA saMgaThana ujjvala atIta kI smRti dilA rahA hai| zramaNoM meM apanI svIkRta samAcArI kA svecchA se pAlana karane kI tatparatA honI caahie| vartamAna kI sampradAyoM meM eka-dUsare se apane ko acchA batAne kI pravRtti ne sthAna pA liyA, 'apanA so saccA' isa vRtti ke kAraNa saMgha vAle sampradAyoM ko, aura sampradAya vAle saMgha ko doSI kahane lge| AvazyakatA hai Atma-nirIkSaNa kii| sAdar3I aura bhInAsara sammelana meM anubhavI muniyoM ne bar3I carcA aura zAstrIya UhApoha ke sAtha prAyaH eka rAya se samAcArI nirmita kI hai| saMgha ke samasta sAdhu-sAdhvI varga usakA niSThApUrvaka pAlana kreN|" * do dIkSAe~ yahA~ 8 pharavarI ko renabo hAusa ke prAMgaNa meM zrI rAmajIlAla jI 'tyAgI' (khoha-alavara) evaM zrI kailAza jI siMghavI suputra zrI zubhalAlajI evaM zrImatI ucchabaka~varajI (jodhapura) ne pUjyapravara ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSA mahotsava para 17 santoM evaM 25 mahAsatiyoM kA sAnnidhya prApta thaa| saMgha dvArA mumukSu sAdhakoM ke jIvana paryanta chahakAya jIvoM ko abhayadAna dene ke isa prasaMga para prazAsana ne jodhapura meM katlakhAne banda karane kA Adeza prasArita kara abhayadAna va dayAdharma kA anumodana kiyaa| zrI candajI surANA 'sarasa' se svAdhyAya zikSA kI rUparekhA ke sambandha meM carcA ke anantara samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala se "svAdhyAya-zikSA' patrikA kA zubhArambha huaa| yaha patrikA prAkRta, saMskRta evaM Agama-adhyayana ko protsAhita karane kI dRSTi se prArambha huI, jo abhI DaoN. dharmacanda jaina ke sampAdana meM prakAzita ho rahI hai| mahAmandira meM zrI sampatarAjajI loDhA evaM zrI cainarUpacandajI bhaNDArI jalagAMva vAloM ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| yahA~ jaja zrI jJAnacandajI siMghavI evaM jilAdhIza nAgaura zrI lalitajI koThArI ne Apake darzana sAnnidhya kA lAbha lekara apane jIvana ko saMkalpa sampanna kiyaa| sAta dinoM bAda 15 pharavarI ko nimAja kI havelI meM bar3I dIkSA sampanna huii| bar3I dIkSA ke avasara para zrI mohanajI mehatA evaM zrI mANakajI saMcetI ne eka varSa taka kuzIla sevana kA tyAga kara apane jIvana ko maryAdA meM Abaddha kiyaa| 17 pharavarI 1987 ko prAta: 76 varSa kI Ayu meM jayamala saMgha ke AcArya zrI jItamala jI ma.sA. kA | jodhapura meM hI samAdhipUrvaka svargavAsa hone ke samAcAra mile| vyAkhyAna sthagita rakhakara divaMgata AtmA ko cAra logassa se zraddhAMjali dI gii| __ pUjyapAda gurudeva ke jodhapura pravAsa meM aparAhna zAstravAcana carcA va jJAnArAdhana kA krama barAbara calatA rhaa| yahAM Apa dvArA paccIsa boloM kA navIna cintanapUrvaka vivecana likhavAyA gyaa| ApakI pAtakaprakSAlinI vANI-sudhA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 263 meM bhaktajana niyamita avagAhana kara jIvana-nirmANa ke sUtra grahaNa karate rhe| saradArapurA virAjate samaya eka dina pUjyapravara ne apane pravacanAmRta meM zrAvaka kI zreNiyoM kA nirUpaNa karate hue vyAkhyAyita kiyA ki zrAvaka tIna prakAra ke hote haiM - sarala, grAhaka evaM darzaka / darzaka zrAvaka ke mana meM mAtra darzana kA bhAva hotA hai| sarala zrAvaka ke mana meM pravacana ke prati zraddhA hone para bhI vaha vratArAdhana nahIM kara pAtA, para grAhaka zreNI ke zrAvaka meM guNa grahaNa karane evaM vrata niyama aMgIkAra karane kA bhAva hotA hai| yahAM TAMToTI, vijayanagara Adi sthAnoM ke zrAvakoM ne pUjyapAda ke darzana va pravacana-zravaNa kA lAbha liyaa| 3 mArca 1987 ko ApakI AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI icarajakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA 69 varSa kI Ayu meM svargavAsa ho gyaa| mahAsatI jI ne saMvat 2018 pauSa zuklA 12 ko mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI ziSyA ke rUpa meM pravrajyA patha aMgIkAra kara apanA jIvana sevA, vaiyyAvRtya va sAdhanA meM sampanna kiyaa| mahAsatIjI 9 varSoM se jodhapura ke pAvaTA sthAnaka meM sthiravAsa virAja rahe the| pUjyapAda ke darzanArtha vibhinna sampradAyoM ke saMta-satiyoM kA Agamana banA rhaa| koThArI bhavana meM 10 mArca | 1987 ko AcArya zrI vijayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA zrI nayaratnajI ma. ke sAtha pdhaare| yahAM zrI kAntisAgara sUrijI ke ziSyoM ne bhI pUjyapravara ke darzana kie| AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. kI AjJAnuvartinI mahAsatI zrI sulakSaNA jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5 pUjya caritanAyaka ke darzanArtha pdhaarii| phAlgunI caturdazI dinAMka 14 mArca ko bhopAlagaDha saMgha mahAvIra jayantI evaM akSayatRtIyA kI vinati ke sAtha upasthita huaa| alIgaDha-rAmapurA ke ziSTa maMDala ne zrI gopAlalAlajI jaina vaidya ke netRtva meM santa-satiyoM ke cAturmAsa kI vinati bhagavanta ke caraNa sarojoM meM prastuta kii| kizanagaDha, jayapura ke zrAvakoM dvArA bhI apanI | vinatiyAM prastuta kI giiN| 17 mArca ko ajamera zrI saMgha ne pUjyapAda ke AgAmI cAturmAsa hetu apanI prabala AgrahabharI vinati prastuta kii| pUjyapravara ne sAmAyika, svAdhyAya va zAsanaprabhAvanA ko prAthamikatA dene kA cintana vyakta kiyaa| kucha dina pAvaTA virAja kara pUjya AcArya deva renabo hAusa pdhaare| Apake maMgala padArpaNa kI khuzI meM ananya bhakta DaoN. sampatasiMhajI bhAMDAvata ne varSa meM tIna mAha kA samaya dharmArAdhana va saMgha-sevA hetu dene kA saMkalpa kiyaa| unhoMne santa-satI maMDala ke virAjane hetu renabo hAusa sadA khulA rakhane kI bhI bhAvanA vyakta kii| santoM ne | triSaSTizlAkA puruSacarita kA adhyayana-vAcana kiyaa| jaina skUla mahAmandira meM bhI Apake pravacana-pIyUSa kA lAbha milaa| bhopAlagaDha kI ora vihAra ke krama meM 1 aprela ko ApakA banAr3a padArpaNa huaa| banAr3a se Apa jAjIvAla pharasate hue thabUkar3A padhAre / yahA~ hariyADANA grAma ke adhyApaka dharma pipAsu zrI rAmezvara jI brAhmaNa ne karuNAkara gurudeva se dharma kA sahI svarUpa samajha kara sigareTa | sevana ke tyAga evaM sAmAyika sAdhanA kA saMkalpa kiyaa| kucha anya vyaktiyoM ne bhI Apake pAvana sAnnidhya kA lAbha lete hue dhUmrapAna tyAga kA niyama liyaa| daIkar3A meM grAmINajanoM ko amala, bIr3I, Adi vyasanoM se mukta karAte hue pUjyapAda choTI sevakI meM vizvakarmA mandira meM viraaje| yahAM se Apa buceTI, kur3I meM dharmodyota karate hue 9 aprela | 1987 ko kriyoddhAra bhUmi bhopAlagaDha pdhaare| ___ yahAM nAgaura, jayapura, meDatA, bIkAnera, alIgaDha-rAmapurA, bajariyA, kosANA Adi saMgha vinatiyAM lekara upasthita hue| ajamera saMgha ke 5 agragaNya zrAvakoM ne pUjyapAda kA cAturmAsa hone para 51 svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane athavA ghRta
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 264 yA mIThe kA tyAga karane kA saMkalpa kiyaa| dharma prabhAvanA va svAdhyAya prasAra ke lakSya se pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne sAdhu bhASA meM agalA varSAvAsa ajamera meM karane kI svIkRti phrmaaii| dillI ke yuvAbandhu zrI subhASajI osavAla ke patra ke uttara meM 28 aprela 1987 ko Apane likhavAyA- "hamAre pUrvAcAryoM ne sthAnakavAsI jaina samAja kA AdhAra zAstrAnukUla zuddha AcAra ko mAnA hai| ADambara rahita nirdoSa tapa-tyAga hI hamArA dharma cihna hai| Aja yuvaka sudhAravAda kI havA meM baha rahA hai| vaha samajha rahA hai ki | samaya ke anusAra dharma ke AcAra-vicAra meM parivartana honA caahie| unake anusAra dharma ko TikAne ke lie parivartana Avazyaka hai| yahA~ dhyAna rakhanA hogA ki samaya jaisA Aja badalA hai, vaha Age bhI badalatA rahegA, kintu aisA | parivartana mUla AcAra meM nahIM hotaa| yadi mUla niyama bhI parivartanIya hoM to jaina saMgha Aja kahA~ kA kahA~ calA | jaataa| abhI to dhvani - yantra, paira meM cappala, calane ko yAna - vAhana, zauca ke lie phlaza zaucAlaya jaisI kucha hI | samasyAe~ haiN| agalI zatAbdI meM aura kitane hI navIna praznoM ke sAtha AcAra-sudhAra kI lAina meM bar3hane ko utsuka hoMge, yathA sAdhu ke pAsa binA bhAI ke sAdhvI ko par3hAnA, sAdhu dvArA sAdhvI ko vandana, eka pATa para Asana, sthAnAbhAva se eka makAna meM rahanA Adi prabala rAgI gRhastha ke lie varjya nahIM, taba upazAnta rAgI sAdhu ke lie varjya kyoM ? kyA ve itane vizvAsa ke yogya bhI nahIM ? hara yuga va kAla meM yuvakoM ko aise praznoM, pratipraznoM kA | zAstrajJAna aura anubhava ke AdhAra se cintana kara samAdhAna prApta karanA hogA / trikAlajJa zramaNa bhagavAna dvArA zramaNa-zramaNiyoM ke lie niyata kI gaI sAdhu samAcArI svapara kalyANaka hai, sAtha hI zAsana prabhAvanA kI hetu bhI hai| | jJAniyoM dvArA sunizcita yaha maryAdA jaina sAdhu kI pahicAna hai / yadi yuga prabhAva se isI prakAra maryAdA meM saMzodhana | samajhaute karate rahe to sAdhutA kahA~ zeSa rahegI, mAtra veza hI raha jAyegA / I 1 maI akSaya tRtIyA kA pAvana parva pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya meM AdinAtha pAraNaka divasa, ApazrI ke 57 veM AcArya padArohaNa divasa va AcAryapravara zrI kajor3ImalajI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi ke rUpa meM tyAga tapa va saMgha-sevA ke | utsAha se ullasita vAtAvaraNa meM manAyA gyaa| pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavanta ne mAdhurya evaM komalatA kI preraNA dete hue apane maMgalamaya preraka udbodhana meM pharamAyA - usIprakAra pratyeka vyakti kA kartavya hai ki vaha apane jIvana ko miThAsa aura komalatA se otaprota kre|" varSItapa karane vAlI 24 bahanoM ko sthAnIya saMgha ke dvArA sammAnita kiyA gyaa| " jaise ikSu meM madhuratA aura komalatA kA sarvapriya viziSTaguNa hai, bhopAlagar3ha se mAMgaliyA kI DhANI, ratakUDiyA, khAMgaTA, caukar3I, khavAsapurA, pullU, gagarAnA, indAvar3a Adi vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM vicaraNa kara dharma jAgaraNa karate hue Apa 19 maI ko mer3atA siTI padhAre jahA~ aneka viziSTajanoM ke sAtha rAjasthAna ke zikSA mantrI zrI dAmodara prasAdajI ne darzanalAbha liyA / yahA~ AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI 142 vIM puNyatithi para dayA, upavAsa, pauSadha Adi kA vizeSa Ayojana huA / vahA~ se 12 jUna ko ThANA 6 se ApakA vihAra huaa| mArga meM lAmpolAI, pAdU, bherUMdA, thAMvalA, tilorA puSkara Adi kSetroM ko apanI pada raja se pAvana karate hue pUjyapAda ne cAturmAsArtha ajamera kI ora prayANa kiyA / ajamera cAturmAsa (saMvat 2044) * ajameranagaravAsI dIrghakAla se pUjyapAda caritanAyaka ke cAturmAsa ke liye prayAsarata the / 67 varSa pUrva isI puNyadharA para pUjyapravara ne pUjyapAda AcArya zrI zobhAcaMda jI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kara (mokSamArga meM apane kadama bar3hAye the / pUjya AcArya zrI kajor3ImalajI ma. sA. prabhRti mahApuruSoM va mahAsatI zrI chogAMjI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 265 ma.sA. Adi pUjyA mahAsatIvRnda ke pAvana-sAnnidhya kA lAbha samaya-samaya para isa kSetra ko milatA rahA hai| pUjyapAda AcAryapravara ke cAturmAsArtha padArpaNa se hI ajamera meM dharmodyota kA apUrva ThATa laga gyaa| vrata-pratyAkhyAna va tapasyA kA vAtAvaraNa nirmita ho gyaa| cAturmAsa kAla meM lAkhana koTar3I va mahAvIra kaoNlonI donoM hI kSetra Apa zrI ke virAjane se lAbhAnvita hue| sthaNDila bhUmi kI suvidhA evaM zAnta vAtAvaraNa kI dRSTi se pUjyapravara mahAvIra kaoNlonI meM adhika virAje / sevAbhAvI mahAsatI zrI saMtoSa kaMvarajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA kA bhI ajamera meM cAturmAsa hone se bahinoM meM bhI vizeSa dharma jAgRti rhii| cAturmAsa meM tapasyA kA ThATa lagA rhaa| AcArya pravara ke sAnnidhya meM aThAI tapa va saikaDoM tele hue| Apa zrI ke pAvana darzana-vandana, pravacana-zravaNa tathA sAnnidhya-lAbha lene hetu vibhinna kSetroM ke darzanArthiyoM kA satata AvAgamana banA rhaa| parama pUjya guruvara kA sadA yahI cintana rahatA ki saMta-samAgama jIvana-nirmANakArI ho va tyAga-pratyAkhyAna kI ora gatimAna hone meM sahAyaka ho, anyathA yaha bhramaNa mAtra hai, jo Agantuka va sthAnIya donoM ke hI samaya va zrama kA apavyaya hai| cAturmAsa kAla meM aneka bAra aise avasara Aye ki eka nahIM aneka saMghoM ke Atithya satkAra kA ajamera zrI saMgha ko lAbha milaa| aise hI avasara para apane sAragarbhita udbodhana meM ApazrI ne pharamAyA-"darzanArthI bandhu yahA~ Agamana ko melA nahIM samajheM, apitu santa-satiyoM ke tyAgamaya jIvana evaM sAdhanA se kucha na kucha preraNA grahaNa kareM, jisase ApakA va Apake parijanoM kA jIvana zAnta, sukhI, samRddha aura sevAbhAvI bana ske|" karuNAkara gurudeva kA jIvanAdarza thA - sattveSu maitrI, guNiSu pramodaM, kliSTeSu jIveSu kRpAparatvam, mAdhyasthabhAvaM viparItavRtau / " maitrI, pramoda evaM mAdhyastha bhAva ke dhanI karuNAkara gurudeva ke hRdaya meM prANi- mAtra ke prati anukampA va asIma karuNA thii| Apake jIvana kI maMgala kAmanA thI-"sukhI raheM saba jIva jagata ke koI kabhI na ghbraave|" kisI duHkhI tar3aphate prANI ko dekhakara ApakA mana karuNArdra ho jaataa| 7 agasta ko sthaMDila padhArate atIva kRzakAya eka gAya ko dekhakara Apake karuNArdra komala hRdaya kI anukampA bhAvanA pravacanAmRta meM prakaTa huii| anukampA samyaktva kA lakSaNa hai| karuNAkara ke anukampAbhAva sampUrita udbodhana se preraNA prApta kara sthAnIya saMgha jIva dayA kI ora pravRtta huaa| dinAMka 30 sitambara se 4 akTUbara taka yahAM viziSTa svAdhyAyiyoM evaM sAdhakoM kA zivira Ayojita huaa| sAdhanA ke zikhara AcAryadeva ne svAdhyAyiyoM evaM sAdhakoM ko Atma-cintana va Atma-nirIkSaNa kI sIkha dekara unakA patha prazasta kiyaa| svAdhyAyI bandhuoM ne aneka saMkalpa grahaNa kara kriyA ke kSetra meM apane kadama bddh'aaye| svAdhyAyI varga dvArA grahaNa kiye gaye saMkalpa isa prakAra haiM - 1. prativarSa kama se kama eka navIna dhArmika graMtha kA vAcana krnaa| 2. prativarSa kama se kama eka nayA svAdhyAyI bnaanaa| 3. korTa kacaharI ke mukaddame bAjI se dUra rhnaa| 4. daheja kA ThaharAva nahIM krnaa| 5. camar3e se bane bega, jUte, parsa Adi kAma meM nahIM lenaa| 6. mRtyu bhoja kA na to Ayojana karanA, na hI usameM bhAga lenaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 266 sAdhaka zrAvakoM ne pUjyapAda se kucha atirikta niyama bhI aMgIkAra kiye - 1. pratidina kama se kama navakArasI avazya krnaa| 2. rAtri bhojana nahIM karanA va rAtri meM cauvihAra tyAga kA prayAsa krnaa| 3. bhojana meM jUThA nahIM chodd'naa| 4. pratidina bar3A snAna nahIM krnaa| isa avasara para deza ke kone-kone se Agata kaI zrAvakoM ne sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke niyama grahaNa kiye| zrI premacanda jI jaina, razIdapura ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apanA jIvana zIla saurabha se surabhita kiyaa| Azvina zuklA dazamI ko tapodhanI AcArya zrI bhUdhara jI ma. sA. kA janma va puNya tithi mahotsava tathA Azvina zuklA ekAdazI ko dharmaprANa AcArya zrI dharmadAsa jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA jayantI tapatyAga pUrvaka manAI gii| isa avasara para zrI gulAbacaMdajI saMcetI, alavara ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavata grahaNa kiyaa| jayapura se Aye gurubhakta saMghaniSTha kaI zrAvakoM ne mahIne meM do dina dayA saMvara karane kA saMkalpa kiyaa| paramapUjya gurudeva sadaiva dravya-nikSepa kI apekSA bhAva-nikSepa ko hI mahattva dete the| sthAnakavAsI paramparA meM deva ke nirAkAra svarUpa va guru ke guNoM kA hI mahattva va pratiSThA hai| ekadA sthaNDila hetu padhArate samaya eka bhAI dvArA anAyAsa ApakA phoTo khIMce jAne para Apane use kar3e zabdoM meM upAlambha dete hue pharamAyA - "santoM kI phoTo khIMcanA zramaNAcAra ke anukUla nahIM hai| corI chipe jo zrAvaka phoTo khIMca kara usakA pracAra karate haiM, ve paramparA kA ullaMghana karate haiN| aisA kArya sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke viruddha va zAstra-maryAdA ke anusAra niSiddha hai| " lAkhana koTar3I sthAnaka meM AcAryapravara kA padArpaNa yadA-kadA hotaa| vyAkhyAna Adi dharma prabhAvanA ke | dAyitva kA kuzalatApUrvaka nirvahana paM. ratna zrI zubhendramunijI ma.sA. karate the| kArtika zuklA pUrNimA 5 navambara 1987 ko cAturmAsa kI pUrNAhuti va lokAzAha jayantI ke avasara para pravacana meM vizAla janamedinI kI upasthiti meM samvatsarI parva sA ThATa dRSTigata ho rahA thaa| isa prakAra sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke udghoSa va tapa-tyAga ke apUrva ThATa ke sAtha yaha cAturmAsa sampanna karane ke anantara pUjya caritanAyaka ne hajAroM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke bIca vihAra kiyaa| ullasita bhaktoM dvArA jaya-jayakAra ke nAroM se gagana-maMDala gUMja utthaa| lAkhanakoTar3I se vihAra kara pUjyapravara zrI mohanalAlajI loDhA ke baMgale padhAre / yahA~ zrI pUnamacanda jI copar3A ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apanA jIvana zIla-saurabha se surabhita kiyA, kaI bhAiyoM ne eka varSa taka zIla pAlana kA saMkalpa kiyaa| baika kAlonI meM mahAsatI zrI premakaMvara jI ma.sA. ThANA 3 ne pUjyapAda ke darzana va sevA kA lAbha liyaa| * kizanagaDha meM pArzvanAtha jayantI mArgastha grAmoM ko apanI caraNaraja se pAvana karate hue karuNAnAtha madanagaMja ke upanagara zivAjI nagara meM zrI baMsIlAlajI koceTA ke baMgale para virAje / tIna dina taka yahAM dharmodyota karane ke anantara ApakA padArpaNa madanagaMja | huaa| yahAM se Apa kizanagaDha zahara pdhaare| yahA~ pauSa kRSNA dazamI ko parama pUjya gurudeva ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM pArzvanAtha jayantI japa, tapa va saMvara sAdhanA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 267 ke sAtha manAI gii| isa avasara para 155 dayA- saMvara hue va 75 vyaktiyoM ne svAdhyAya kA saMkalpa kiyaa| bAlaka-bAlikAoM va yuvAoM ke dhArmika adhyayana hetu yahA~ 22 se 28 disambara 1987 taka dhArmika svAdhyAya - zikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana huA, jisameM 200 zivirArthiyoM ne jJAnArjana kiyaa| pUjyapravara AcArya hastI ke pAvana janma-divasa pauSa zuklA caturdazI do janavarI 1988 se 12 dampatiyoM ne AjIvana va 10 dampatiyoM ne eka varSa kA zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara sAdhanA-mArga meM caraNa bar3hAte hue apanA jIvana saMyamita kiyA / niraticAra saMyama pAlaka, mahAvrata ArAdhaka ArAdhya gurudeva ke janma-divasa ke isa prasaMga para 31 zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne zrAvaka ke bArahavrata aMgIkAra kara unake saMyamamaya jIvana kA saccA anumodana kiyA / jayapura pravAsa * azaktatA hote hue bhI dRDha manobalI pUjya caritanAyaka kizanagaDha se vihAra kara DIDavAnA, bAMdara sIMdarI, dAtarI, |paDAsolI, dUdU Adi kSetroM meM dharmodyota karate huye jayapura pdhaare| jayapura meM ApakA vibhinna upanagaroM meM virAjanA huaa| ApakA jaba kabhI bhI kisI ke AvAsa para virAjanA hotA, to use koI na koI niyama avazya karAne kA | lakSya rakhate / zraddhAzIla bhakta bhI ArAdhya gurudeva kI preraNA ko jIvana meM utAra kara va unase vrata - niyama lene meM | apanA ahobhAgya va uddhAra hI samajhate tathA tyAga - pratyAkhyAna ko saMyama - sumeru guru bhagavanta se kRpA prasAda ke rUpa meM hI grahaNa karate / zrI ajItarAja jI mehatA va zrI cunnIlAla jI lalavAnI ke baMgaloM para virAjane para unhoMne kramaza: | do varSa va eka varSa ke lie zIlavrata kA saMkalpa kiyaa| subodha kAleja parisara meM virAja kara pUjyapAda mahAvIra nagara | padhAre / karuNahRdaya zrI DI. Ara mehatA va zrI bhaMvaralAla jI koThArI ne vanaspati ko kaSTa kA anubhava kaise hotA hai, viSaya para jJAna divAkara gurudeva se carcA kA lAbha liyA / 28 janavarI 1988 ko AcAryapravara Adi ThANA 18 evaM mahAsatI zrI suzIlAkaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi satiyoM ke sAnnidhya meM mahAvIra nagara, jayapura meM virakta baMdhu zrI rAmAvatAra jaina (mINA) nivAsI ukhalAnA kI bhAgavatI dIkSA | sampanna huI / jodhapura vizvavidyAlaya ke pUrva kulapati pro. kalyANamala jI lor3hA ne mumukSu ke prati zubhakAmanA prakaTa | karate hue jaina dharma meM pratipAdita pravrajyA evaM mAnavIya mUlyoM ko ujAgara kiyA / AcAryapravara ne apane udbodhana meM | kahA - " Aja vizva ko zastradhArI sainikoM kI nahIM, zAstradhArI sainikoM kI AvazyakatA hai| samAja meM | tapa-saMyama kA bala jitanA bar3hegA, utanI hI sukha-zAnti kAyama hogii| vItarAga pada para koI bhI vyakti agrasara ho sakatA hai, cAhie dRr3ha icchA zakti, vairAgya aura utsAha / " bar3I dIkSA ke pazcAt navadIkSita muni kA nAma 'arhaddAsa muni' rakhA gyaa| zrI indaracandajI DAgA evaM zrI gopI jI kumhAra ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavata kA niyama liyA / pUnamacandajI baDera ke baMgale, dIkSA ke pazcAt sAdhanA bhavana bajAja nagara, rAmabAga sthita gurubhakta suzrAvaka zrI esa. Ara. mehatA ke baMgale hokara bhagavAna mahAvIra vikalAMga sahAyatA samiti parisara meM vikalAMgoM ko nirvyasanatA kI preraNA karate hue gulAba nivAsa pharasakara pUjyapAda 4 pharavarI 88 ko lAlabhavana padhAre / gurubhakta | cintaka zrAvaka zrI zrIcandajI golechA ne santa- satI maNDala meM jJAna kI abhivRddhi viSayaka vicAra gurucaraNoM meM prastuta | kiye| lAla bhavana se baraDiyA kaoNlonI, motI DUMgarI pharasakara Apa javAhara nagara padhAre va zrI rAjendra jI paTavA ke | baMgale para virAje / yahAM se Apa Adarzanagara pdhaare| motI DUMgarI meM phAlgunI pUrNimA 3 mArca 88 ko savAImAdhopura, alIgaDha, rAmapurA, cautha kA baravAr3A Adi sthAnoM ke zrAvaka vinati lekara upasthita hue| evaresTa kaoNlonI, nyU lAiTa
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________________ ra68 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM kaoNlonI hote hue mahAvIra jayantI para karuNAnAtha mahAvIra nagara virAje / zrI prakAzajI koThArI ne vivAha meM phUloM kI sajjA kA prayoga nahIM karane evaM rAtri bhojana nahIM karane kA vrata liyaa| svAsthya sambandhI kAraNoM se AcArya zrI kA jayapura virAjanA huaa| akSayatRtIyA para 15 tapasvI bahanoM ne zraddhA samarpita kI evaM zIlavrata ke aneka niyama hue| ArAdhya gurudeva ke AcArya pada ArohaNa ke isa divasa para zrI sumerasiMhajI botharA ne varSa meM 61 dina, zrI lAlacandajI koThArI, zrI jJAnacandajI koThArI evaM zrI motIcandajI karNAvaTa ne 31 dina tathA zrI jJAnacandajI bAliyA ne 15 dina saMgha-sevA meM dene kA saMkalpa lekara guru caraNoM meM AsthA vyakta kii| caritanAyaka ke prati zraddhAlu guru bhakta zrAvakoM kI apAra | AsthA hI thI ki ve saMgha-sevA ke lie apanA gRhastha jIvana kA mUlyavAna samaya dene ke liye tatpara hote tathA gurudeva bhI unheM karmakSaya kA nitanUtana mArga prazasta karate rhte| yahA~ para aparAhna kI vAcanA niyamita rUpa se calatI rhii| saMyamadhana gurudeva se bAraha vrata aMgIkAra kara zrI candrarAja jI siMghavI ne apanA jIvana saMyamita bnaayaa| * AcArya zrI ratnacandajI ma. kI 143 vIM puNyatithi ___ AcAryazrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI 143vIM puNyatithi para 30 maI 88 jyeSTha zuklA caturdazI ko 143 dayA evaM pauSadha hue tathA caritanAyaka ne una pUjyapravara mahApuruSa kA guNAnuvAda karate hue pharamAyA-"mahAvIra ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM dharmAcAryoM kI mahattA sAMsArika prANiyoM ke lie banI huI hai| saMsAra meM tIna bar3e upakArI mAne gaye haiM 1. mAtA-pitA, jo janma dekara bar3A karate haiN| 2. jIvana ko laukika vyavahAra meM sakSama banAne vAlA guru, kalAcArya, zikSaka aadi| 3. AdhyAtmika kSetra meM dharma kA bodha dene vAle AdhyAtmika guru / Aja hama aise dharma guru rUpa dharmAcArya kA smRti divasa manA rahe haiM jo jaina jagat evaM santa samudAya meM kohinUra hIre kI bhAMti prakAza phailAne vAlA thaa| AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI mahArAja kI paramparA 225 varSoM se jayapura kI janatA ko pratibodha detI A rahI hai| sabhI AcAryoM evaM bar3e-bar3e santoM ne yahA~ cAturmAsa kara samAja ko | dharmadezanA se upakRta kiyA hai|" * savAImAdhopura kI ora 22 jUna budhavAra jyeSTha zuklA ekama ko savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa ke lakSya se vihAra kara pUjya caritanAyaka sAMgAnera gozAlA meM pdhaare| zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne yahA~ bhI bar3I saMkhyA meM Akara apane gurudeva se jIvana ke AdhyAtmika pakSa ko ujjvala banAne hetu mArgadarzana liyA / yahA~ se pUjyapAda gurudeva ne vATikA moDa ke zivamandira meM rAtri vizrAma kiyaa| vihAra meM santoM ko jo bhI upayukta niravadya sthAna milatA hai, vahA~ para hI rAtri vizrAma kiyA jAtA hai| kabhI taru ke tale, kabhI mandira meM, kabhI vidyAlaya bhavana meM, kabhI paMcAyata bhavana meM tathA kabhI kisI bAr3e meM rahakara bhI ve apane citta meM kisI prakAra ke bhaya evaM viSama bhAvoM se AkrAnta nahIM hote| AcArya zrI kI sahajatA evaM samatvabhAvoM se na kevala sahavartI santa apitu zrAvaka gaNa bhI abhibhUta the| audyogika sthaloM meM Thaharate samaya zramika varga ko nirvyasanatA kI evaM udyogapatiyoM ko udAradRSTi kI preraNA karanA ApazrI kA svabhAva thaa| Apane mArga meM
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa ::- 1 269 arihanta pepara milsa, bhaNDArI kebalsa, baDera jI kI phaikTrI (cAkasa) Adi ke prAGgaNoM meM bhI dharma saMskAroM va udAtta / / jIvana mUlyoM kI preraNA kii| ___vihAra-kAla meM 29 jUna 88 ko kauthUna grAma meM dina va rAtri meM megha varSA hotI rhii| jisa tibAre meM gurudeva / / apanI santamaNDalI ke sAtha Thahare the, vaha bhI Upara se cUne lgaa| santoM ne baiThe-baiThe rAta nikaalii| gunsI, muNDiyA , cainapurA hote hue Apa nivAI dharmazAlA meM viraaje| yahAM savAI mAdhopura kSetra ke pacAsoM bhAI darzanArtha aae| yahA~ se pAda-vihAra meM lagabhaga 15 bhakta sAtha ho ge| nivAI se rela kI paTarI ke sAtha vAlI pagaDaMDI se vihAra meM kAMTe evaM kaMkara the, kintu AtmabalI parISaha vijetA mahApuruSa ke liye ye sAdhaka jIvana meM Ane vAle sahaja parISaha the| daihika komalatA va sukhAbhilASA tyAgane vAle dRDha AtmabalI mahApuruSa hI mokSamArga kA ArohaNa kara sakate haiN| nalAgA~va meM jATa grAmINoM ko bIr3I, sigareTa Adi dhUmrapAna kA pratyAkhyAna karA kara unheM vyasana mukta karate hue pUjyapAda sirasa meM mahAdevajI ke mandira meM virAjakara gA~va meM pdhaare| yahAM digambara jaina bhAI zrI ratanalAlajI agravAla kI sevA-bhakti sarAhanIya rhii| zivAr3a , IsaradA hokara Apane banAsanadI kA pula bhI paTarI ke rAste se pAra kiyaa| thor3I jagaha hone se isa pula ko pAra karanA atyanta kaThina hai| aneka bAra yahA~ durghaTanAe~ bhI huI haiN| varSA kA bhI jora thA, kintu mArga kI kaThinAiyoM kI paravAha na karate hue pUjya gurudeva savAI mAdhopura kI ora bar3hate rhe| kaThinAiyAM va bAdhAeM AtmavijetA mahApuruSoM kA patha kaba avaruddha kara pAI haiN| surelI grAma, cautha kA baravAr3A, ekar3A caukI, devapurA ko pharasate hue dhamUNa caukI meM relave kvArTara meM rukakara pUjyapravara 15 julAI 88 ko bajariyA pdhaare| * savAI mAdhopura cAturmAsa (saMvat 2045) vikrama saMvat 2045 san 1988 meM Apake 68veM cAturmAsa kA saubhAgya savAImAdhopura ko prApta huaa| AcArya zrI ne jayanAda karate saiMkaDoM zraddhAluoM ke sAtha 20 julAI 88 ASADha zuklA 6 ko mahAvIra bhavana meM maMgala praveza kiyA / praveza ke samaya cAra santoM ke bele kI tapasyA thii| savAImAdhopura meM 14 varSoM ke pazcAt ApakA yaha dvitIya cAturmAsa thA, jisameM atIva prabala utsAha dekhA gyaa| mahAvIra bhavana meM dharmArAdhana kA ThATa laga gyaa| mahAsatI zrI suzIlA kaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 6 ke cAturmAsa kA bhI isa nagara ko suyoga milA, jisase mahilAoM ke jJAnArjana evaM dharmArAdhana ko bala milaa| 50 yuvakoM ne yathAzakti eka mAha, do mAha evaM pUre cAturmAsa kAla meM brahmacarya pAlana kA niyama tathA do mAha evaM cAra mAha taka rAtrikAlIna saMvara-sAdhanA kA saMkalpa grahaNa kara saMyamadhanI ratnatrayArAdhaka guru bhagavaMto kA saccA svAgata abhinandana kiyaa| cAturmAsa meM mAsakhamaNa sahita dIrgha tapasyAe~, pratidina lagabhaga eka hajAra sAmAyikeM, akhaMDa navakAra maMtra kA jApa, yuvakoM dvArA dhArmika adhyayana Adi kAryakrama vizeSa AkarSaka rhe| sthAnaka ke pAsa rahane vAle sikkha saradArajI ne mAMsa kA tyAga kiyA tathA unhoMne saMta-samAgama pravacana-zravaNa va dharma-sAdhanA kA niyamita lAbha liyaa| jainetara bahina zrImatI durgA paTavA ne aThAI tapa va rAThaur3a samAja kI eka bahina ne tele kI tapasyA kii| sajor3e AjIvana zIlavrata ke pAMca pratyAkhyAna hue| zrI sukanarAjajI gugaliyA, haidarAbAda ne varSa me 12 pauSadha kA niyama liyaa| zrI haMsarAjajI jaina eNDavA bajariyA ne 61 divasIya mauna sAdhanA kara japa, tapa va mauna sAdhaka gurudeva ke prati apanI zraddhA kA kriyAtmaka rUpa prastuta kiyaa| ___aparAhna meM AcArya zrI pratidina sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke liye vizeSAvazyaka bhASya kI vAcanA karate the| mahAsatI maNDala ke sAnnidhya meM mahilAoM meM dhArmika zikSaNa calatA tathA santoM ke sAnnidhya meM svAdhyAyarata aneka yuvaka svAdhyAyI bane / parama gurubhakta evaM prajJAzIla zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata jayapura ne yuvakoM ko svAdhyAya hetu vizeSa preraNA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 270 dii| yahAM 1 se 5 akTUbara taka dhyAna sAdhanA zivira Ayojita huA, zrI mahAvIra ratna kalyANa koSa kI sthApanA huii| 1 navambara 88 ko AcAryapravara kI vayovRddha ziSyA mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA 79 varSa kI avasthA meM meDatAsiTI meM saMthArApUrvaka svargavAsa hone para zraddhAMjali arpita kI gii| cAturmAsa meM baiMgalora, madrAsa, jayapura jodhapura haidarAbAda, nAgaura, ajamera, bharatapura, mer3atA, koTA, dillI, ahamadAbAda evaM poravAla pallIvAla kSetra ke aneka sthAnoM se darzanArthI bandhuoM kA AvAgamana vizeSa rUpa se banA rhaa| cAturmAsa meM zrI rAmadayAla jI jaina sarrApha, zrI rAdhezyAma jI goTevAlA, zrI bajaraMga lAla jI sarrApha, zrI narendra mohanajI Adi zrAvakoM sahita samasta zrAvaka-zrAvikAvRnda ne bhaktibhAva va saMgha-sevA kA Adarza prastuta kiyaa| varSAvAsa kI samApti ke pazcAt Apa mArgazIrSa kRSNA ekama 24 navambara ko vihAra kara Alanapura padhAre / vihAra kA dRzya adbhuta thaa| lagabhaga pA~ca hajAra zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke jayanAda se gagana gUMja utthaa| sabhI ke hRdaya zraddhA se paripUrita the| Alanapura meM aneka grAma-nagaroM ke zrAvaka-maNDaloM ne kSetra sparzana kI vinatiyA~ prastuta kii| zrI rAmaprasAdajI bAbaI, zrI jItamalajI karelA vAle, zrI laDDulAlajI caudharI, zrI kalyANajI mAlI ne AjIvana zIlavrata va katipaya yuvakoM ne do varSa evaM eka varSa zIlavrata-pAlana kA niyama svIkAra kara apanA jIvana zIla saurabha se surabhita karate hue guru caraNoM meM saccI zraddhA samarpita kii| * alIgaDha-rAmapurA, deI hokara koTA Alanapura se bajariyA padhArane para pUjya caritanAyaka ne navayuvakoM evaM svAdhyAyiyoM ko zAsana sevA va svAdhyAya kI vizeSa preraNA dii| zrI sobhAgamala jI, zrIgaNapatajI, zrI rAjamalajI Adi ne yathAzakti eka - do varSa ke zIlavrata kA niyama liyaa| 4 disambara ko sAmUhika dayAvrata kA Ayojana huaa| Adarzanagara hote hue Apa karelA grAma padhAre, jahA~ grAmINoM ne mAMsa, madirA, bIr3I, sigareTa ke tyAga hetu niyama liye| karuNAkara gurudeva ne gambhIrA grAma meM prAthamika zAlA ke chAtra-chAtrAoM ko kuvyasana-tyAga kA sAmUhika niyama | kraayaa| ApakI preraNA se kuztalA meM bAlakoM ke lie dhArmika pAThazAlA prArambha huii| bizanapurA meM phUlacandajI ko zIlavrata ke pratyAkhyAna karAkara pUjyapravara pacAlA padhAre, jahA~ 32 varSoM se calA A rahA pArasparika vivAda samApta huA evaM harSa kI lahara daur3a gii| yahA~ zrI pUraNamalajI, zrI ciraMjIlAlajI, zrI devIzaMkarajI sonI, zrI pratApajI gUjara evaM zrI basantalAlajI prajApata ne jIvana paryanta brahmacaryavrata kA niyama grahaNa kara apanA jIvana zIla saurabha se surabhita karate hue guru caraNoM meM apanI zraddhA abhivyakta kii| corU grAma meM zrI kalyANamalajI halavAI, zrI anokhacandajI jaina, zrI nandalAlajI ahIra, zrI bajaraMgalAlajI khavAsa, zrI devIlAlajI kalAla evaM zrI rAmapratApajI nAyaka ne AjIvana zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa| jainapurI alInagara meM zrI morapAlajI mINA ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apanA jIvana saMyamita bnaayaa| yahA~ para mINA, samAja jainadharma kA pAlana karatA hai| ukhalAnA grAma meM bhI mINA samAja kA bAhulya hai, jo bhaktipUrvaka jainadharma kA anuyAyI hai| zrI kizanajI mINA evaM zrI bizanajI | mINA ne zIlavrata svIkAra kara guru caraNoM meM bheMTa samarpita kii| ___Apa 17 disambara 88 ko alIgaDha-rAmapurA grAma meM padhAre, jahA~ bAjAra meM pravacana hue| utkRSTazIla sAdhaka pUjya guruvarya ke pAvana sAnnidhya kA lAbha lekara zrI kuMjabihArI jI zarmA, zrI dhannAlAlajI mAthura, rAmadayAlajI mAthura va rAjamalajI jaina ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kiyaa| zrI rAjamalajI jaina ne sAdagI pUrNa sAttvika jIvana zailI ke 20 niyamoM se bhI apanA jIvana alaMkRta kiyaa| 37 yuvA svAdhyAyI sadasyoM ne paryuSaNa sevA kA niyama grahaNa
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 271 kara guru hastI ke svAdhyAya saMdeza ko deza ke kone-kone meM prasArita karane kA saMkalpa liyA / yahA~ Ayojita dhArmika zikSaNa zivira meM 158 zivirArthiyoM ne jJAnArjana kA lAbha liyaa| phira pUjyapravara ne bilotA, gADolI evaM khAtolI meM 10 vyaktiyoM ko zIlavatI banAyA tathA dharma ke saMskAroM ko Age bar3hAne hetu preraNA kI / samidhi, bAlApurA evaM jarakhodA meM bhI jaina- ajaina bhAiyoM ko zIlavatI banAne kA prabhAvI krama claa| agravAla, dhAkar3a, mINA Adi bhI zIlavatI bane / kramazaH vihAra karate hue Apa 29 disambara ko deI gA~va meM padhAre jahA~ navayuvakoM ne vivAha meM nRtya nahIM karane, sapta kuvyasana ko chor3ane aura daheja kI mAMga nahIM karane ke niyama svIkAra kiye| zrI nihAlacandajI, zrI rAjamalajI agravAla evaM zrInAthajI paNDita ne jIvanabhara ke lie zIlavrata - pAlana kA niyama aMgIkAra kiyaa| deI ke agravAla jaina samAja meM zraddhA-bhakti evaM dharmArAdhana kI nirAlI chaTA hai / deI se bhajanerI, bAMsI, sAMvatagaDha, rANIpurA, dabalAnA, aloda, dhanAvA hokara bU~dI pdhaare| bU~dI meM mAtra do dina virAjakara devapurA, tAler3A, bAvar3I, baDagAMva hote hue Apa santamaMDalI sahita makara saMkrAnti 14 janavarI 1989 ko audyogika nagarI koTA pdhaare| AcAryapravara evaM santamaNDala ke svAgata meM 50 yuvakoM ne sAmAyika kI vezabhUSA meM | nayApurA se rAmapurA sthAnaka taka sAtha vihAra sevA kA lAbha lete hue apane utsAha va guru-bhakti kA paricaya diyaa| koTA meM jayantI kA adbhuta rUpa Apake 79 veM janma-divasa ke abhinaMdana ke pratIka rUpa meM 20 janavarI 1989 ko koTA meM 20 yuvA dampatiyoM ne 79 dina taka brahmacarya vrata ke pAlana kA saMkalpa kiyaa| AcArya zrI kI preraNA se aneka yugaloM ne apane jIvana meM pati-patnI ke sambandha ko tyAgakara bhAvI jIvana ko bhAI-bahana ke samAna calAne kA cintana kara brahmacarya pAlana kA saMkalpa kiyaa| ina sabakA aparAhna meM sammAna kiyA gayA / yahA~ para 51 svAdhyAyI navayuvaka taiyAra karane ke saMkalpa ke sAtha zrI jaina zikSaNa saMgha kI sthApanA huii| AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA- " upadeza dene vAle to bahuta mileMge, kintu use jIvana meM utArane se hI sacce arthoM meM jIvana nirmANa ho skegaa| isake lie svAdhyAya paramAvazyaka hai|" samAroha ke adhyakSa zrI sumerasiMhajI botharA (jayapura) evaM vizeSa atithi zrI zAntilAla jI dhArIvAla (koTA) ne bhI apane vicAra prakaTa karate hue AcArya zrI kI dUradRSTi evaM vAtsalya bhAva kI prazaMsA kI / . pauSadha Adi hue| AcArya zrI kI preraNA se nirvyasanatA ke bhI saMkalpa hue| hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM sAmAyika, upavAsa, AcArya zrI kA satsaMskAroM para sadaiva bala rahA hai| yahA~ para Apane upasthita bahinoM se prazna kiyA - " aisI kitanI bahineM haiM, jo baccoM ko acche saMskAra detI haiM? mAtA-pitA ko cAhie ki ve apane bAlakoM meM zurU se hI acche saMskAra bhareM, jisase Age calakara unake bacce sadAcaraNa sampanna bana skeN|" yahA~ zrI nemIcandajI sunArI vAle, zrI rAmaprasAdajI ukhalAnA vAle, zrI laDDUlAlajI bizanapurA vAle, zrI mahendrakumArajI veda, zrI pUraNajI dhUpiyA, zrI lakSmIcandajI poravAla, zrI sUrajamalajI dhUpiyA, amaracandajI koThArI kuliza jayapura Adi ne sadAra AjIvana zIlavrata - pAlana kA niyama liyaa| AcArya zrI ne mahAvIra nagara, talavaNDI Adi upanagaroM ko bhI pAvana kiyA / 8 pharavarI ko AcArya zrI kA dIkSA-divasa tapa-tyAga pUrvaka manAyA gyaa| pramukha ziSya paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. ne AcAryapravara ke sAdhanAzIla jIvana kI tyAga evaM vairAgyamaya jhalakiyA~ prastuta karate hue unase zikSA grahaNa kara jIvana nirmANa kI preraNA kii| zrI pArasajI dhArIvAla evaM zrI rAjamalajI poravAla ne zIlavrata svIkAra kiyaa|
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________________ 272 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * tIna mahApuruSoM kA smaraNa 10 pharavarI ko ThANA 8 se mahAvIra mizana aspatAla pdhaare| yaha basantapaMcamI kA dina thA / AcArya deva ne apane pravacana meM pharamAyA - " Apane 101 zIlavrata Adi se dharma kI mahatI prabhAvanA kI / Aja basantapaMcamI (mAgha | zuklA paMcamI) para puna: isa nagara ke upAntya bhAga meM eka naI lahara prAcIna mahApuruSoM ke janma, dIkSA evaM puNya smRti | ke rUpa meM upasthita hai / Aja bhUdharavaMza ke AcArya zrI raghunAthajI mahArAja kI 279 vIM janma tithi hai, svAmIjI zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI puNyatithi hai tathA gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. kA dIkSA-divasa para hameM cAhie ki tInoM mahApuruSoM ke jIvana se preraNA prApta kareM / " / isa avasara "AcArya zrI raghunAthajI mahArAja bhUdharavaMza ke mukhya AcArya the / terApaMtha sampradAya ke prathama AcArya zrI bhikkhusvAmIjI zrI raghunAthajI mahArAja ke hI ziSya the| Apa bar3e tyAgI, vairAgI evaM prabhAvazAlI AcArya the / | marudharA meM AcArya zrI kA bar3A upakAra rahA hai| dUsare mahApuruSa svAmIjI zrI pannAlAlajI mahArAja ne jinazAsana kI | sthAyI rakSA ke liye svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA kara jaina samAja para bar3A upakAra kiyA hai| tIsare mahanIya mahApuruSa | AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. haiM, jo hamAre dharmAcArya evaM dharmaguru the / Apa bar3e hI zAnta, dAnta, gambhIra evaM | lokapriya santa the / samabhAva kI sAkSAt mUrti the / tInoM mahApuruSoM ke guNasmaraNa ke prasaMga para Apa kama se kama pA~ca-pA~ca sAmAyika ke sAtha zIlavrata kI ArAdhanA kara unheM saccI zraddhAMjali arpita kreN| Chen * bU~dI, devalI, dUnI hokara ToMka yahA~ se 11 pharavarI ko vihAra kara baDagAMva, vallopa, tAler3A Adi ko apane pAda vihAra se pAvana karate hue pUjyapAda bUndI pdhaare| baiThaka meM ghAva ho jAne se ApazrI kA yahA~ kaI dina virAjanA huaa| Apake darzanArtha evaM sukhasAtA pRcchA hetu aneka kSetroM ke zrAvakoM kA AvAgamana banA rhaa| ApakI dainandinI se jJAta hotA hai ki 6 mArca 1989 ko Apako aisA AbhAsa huA ki aba yaha jIvana | sImita hai / pratipala sajaga, apramatta yogI pUjya AcAryapravara yadyapi nispRha sAdhaka the, tathApi saMgha vyavasthA Apake | pUjyapAda gurudeva dvArA diyA gayA uttaradAyitva thA / ApakA cintana calA ki aba mujhe bhAvI saMgha - vyavasthA kA cintana kara zanai- zanai saMgha-saMcAlana se virAma le lenA hai va pUrNa samaya hara kSaNa Atma-bhAva meM hI lIna rahanA hai| dainandinI se | aisA bhI jJAta hotA hai ki santoM meM se eka ko AcArya va eka ko upAdhyAya banAne kI isI samaya meM Apake mana meM sphuraNA huii| ziSya maMDala ko Apane tyAga, tapa evaM jJAnArAdhana kA bandhubhAva se lAbha lene evaM kartavya nirvahana meM saMgha kI zobhA bar3he, yaha preraNA dI / zrAvaka samAja ko bhI prema, saMgaThana va anuzAsana kI preraNA dI / paraspara sahayoga, eka-dUsare ko Age bar3hAne kI bhAvanA saMgha vikAsa kA sUtra hai, yaha cintana nirantara calatA rahA / 7 mArca ko samAgata bhaktoM va kArya kartAoM ko mArgadarzana dete hue ArAdhya gurudeva ne hRdayasparzI vicAra rakhate hue pharamAyA - "jalatA huA dIpa apane pAsa Ane vAle dIpa ko Alokita kara detA hai, to kyA mAnava apane puruSArtha se apane sAthiyoM ko pramudita vikasita nahIM kara sakatA ? acchA bIja miTTI meM gira kara bhI naye vRkSoM ko khar3A kara detA hai, phira mAnava apane samparka meM Aye nirbala ko kyA Upara nahIM uThA sakatA hai|" 9 mArca ko bUndI se 2 kilomITara kA vihAra kara Apa ThaMDI bAvar3I prAkRtika cikitsAlaya padhAre, jahA~ zrI
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________________ - - -- - -- -- - --- - ---naa..25 - - 7 - -------- ANA-1-1. -- -- . NE . --- prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 273 baccharAjajI duggaDa ne AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara gurucaraNoM meM apanI zraddhAbhivyakti kii| yahA~ se aitihAsika ! sthala talAba gAMva, satUra pharasa kara pUjyapravara baDA nayAgA~va pdhaare| yahA~ bagheravAloM ke 14 ghara haiN| yahAM para pravacana / dina meM gurudvArA meM huaa| gAMvavAloM kI zraddhA-bhakti va utsAha sarAhanIya rhaa| yahA~ koTA, bUndI va devalI ke zrAvaka ! darzanArtha upasthita hue| jodhapura evaM jayapura ke zrAvakoM ne upasthita hokara zrI caraNoM meM apanI vinati prastuta kii| ___bar3A nayAgAMva se vihAra kara pUjyapAda cataragaMja hote hue hiNDolI pdhaare| hiNDolI se bhImagaMja taka jaina ! | zikSaNa saMgha, jayapura ke yuvA sadasyoM ne sAmAyika veza meM vihAra-sevA kA lAbha liyaa| yahAM se pUjyapAda peca kI bAvar3I, iTUndA hote hue TIkar3a gAMva pdhaare| yahA~ jayapura zrI saMgha ke ziSTa maMDala ne upasthita hokara cAturmAsArtha bhAvabhInI vinati prastuta kii| mArgastha kSetroM ko apane pAda vihAra se pAvana karate hue karuNAkara gurudeva devalI pdhaare| yahA~ jayapura jodhapura, ajamera, kizanagaDha, byAvara, kekaDI, deI, savAI mAdhopura Adi kSetroM ke pratinidhigaNa / pUjyapravara ke cAturmAsa va kSetra-sparzana kI vinati lekara zrI caraNoM meM upasthita hue| devalI meM dharmaprabhAvanA kara paramapUjya caritanAyaka bisalapura, panavAr3a, sirohI, banathalI pharasate hue dUnI pdhaare|| 'yahA~ sthAnakavAsI samAja ke 19 ghara haiM, evaM unameM dharma ke prati ruci sarAhanIya hai| yahAM se chAnagAMva, mendavAsa, bADA Adi kSetroM ko pAvana karate hue pUjya caritanAyaka ToMka padhAre / yahA~ jaina jainetara sabhI ne pUjyapAda AcAryadeva ke pAvana darzana va sAnnidhya kA lAbha liyaa| arabI bhASA zodha saMsthAna ke nidezaka zrI zaukata alI ne Apake darzana va pravacana-zravaNa kA lAbha lekara kara apane Apako kRtakRtya smjhaa| jalagAMva se darzanArtha upasthita ananya bhakta agragaNya samAjasevI evaM udIyamAna rAjanetA zrI sureza dAdA jaina ko mArgadarzana dete hue pUjyapravara ne pharamAyA - "rAjasthAna kI bhAMti mahArASTra meM bhI ahiMsA kA pracAra-prasAra honA caahiye|" zraddhAlu bhakta ne zraddhAvanata hote hue nivedana kiyA -"bhagavan prayAsa jArI hai| pUrva meM sarakAra kI ora se / vidyArthiyoM ko mAMsAhAra, aNDe Adi diye jAte the, ApakI kRpA se ve banda ho gaye haiN|" ToMka meM tIna dina taka dharmodyota kara ApazrI mevagrAma, moTUkA, pahAr3I pharasate hue nivAI pdhaare| yahA~ bhI vibhinna kSetroM ke zraddhAlubhaktoM kA ArAdhya gurudeva ke pAvana-darzana, maMgalamaya-preraNA va dharmArAdhana hetu AvAgamana banA rhaa| rAmanavamI ke dina karuNAkara ne mUNDiyA grAma meM bhaiMse kI bali banda karane kI preraNA kI, jisakA sakArAtmaka prabhAva huaa| yahA~ pujArI ko devI dvArA preraNA kI jAtI thI, kintu usa dina devI nahIM aaii| ahiMsA, saMyama va tapa ke dhanI mokSamArga ArAdhaka SaTkAya-pratipAlaka janmanA akhaMDa brahmacarya teja se dIpta mahApuruSoM ke pAvana caraNa sarojoM meM deva-devI kyA devendra bhI jhukate rahe haiN| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ne apanI pAvana dezanA meM pharamAyA bhI hai dava dANava gaMdhaLyA, jkkh-rkkhss-kinnraa| baMbhayAriM namasaMni, dukkaraM je kareMti te / / karuNAnAtha kI pAvana preraNA se yahAM baliprathA sadA-sadA ke liye banda ho gaI, bAda meM sarakAra dvArA bhI | pazubali para roka lagA kara ise vaidhAnika taura para banda kara diyA gyaa| ___kauthUna, jayasiMhapurA cAkasU , yAralIpurA, bhaMDArI kebalsa, zivadAsapurA pharasate hue sukhapuriyA gAMva pdhaare| yahAM jayapura se bar3I saMkhyA meM zrAvaka zrAvikA Apake darzanArtha upasthita hue| mahAvIra jayantI lAla bhavana jayapura meM karane kI pUjyapAda kI svIkRti milane para jayapuravAsiyoM ke ullAsa kA pArAvara nahIM thaa| mahAvIranagara hote hue 17 || aprela caitra zuklA 12 ko ziSya maMDalI sahita pUjya AcArya bhagavantakA jayapura ke lAla bhavana meM padArpaNa huaa| maaARAMKART-- /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 274 zAsaneza mahAvIra kI jayantI ke preraka prasaMga para yugaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavanta ne upasthita zrotA samudAya ko zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke upadezoM ko jIvana meM utArane kI preraNA kii| zrI umarAvamala jI corar3iyA ne 5 varSa kA zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko saMyamita karane kI ora kadama bddhaaye| 21 aprela ko Apa zrI saMgrAmasiMhajI koThArI ke AvAsa para virAje / zrI koThArIjI ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara paramArAdhya gurudeva kI mahanIya kRpA para saccI prasannatA va kriyAtmaka ullAsa vyakta kiyaa| yahA~ se Apa paramabhakta evaM vizruta vidvAn pro. kalyANamalajI loDhA ke baMgale para virAje, jahA~ karuNAzIla bhakta zrI devendrarAjajI mehatA va zrI mahAvIracanda jI bhaNDArI ne ahiMsA ke kriyAtmaka svarUpa ke bAre meM ApakA mArgadarzana prApta kiyaa| zrI umarAvamalajI coraDiyA va zrI prakAza jI koThArI ke phArma hAusa hokara pUjyapravara bagarU, gAr3otA, gIdANI, dUdU par3AsolI, vAnarasidar3I, pharasate hue 3 maI ko kizanagaDha pdhaare| mArgastha jina-jina gAMvoM ko bhI ApazrI ke virAjane kA lAbha milA, ApakI jIvana-nirmANakArI preraNA se aneka grAmINajanoM ne dhUmrapAna-tyAga, vyasana-tyAga Adi vividha tyAga pratyAkhyAna svIkAra kiye| * madanagaMja meM akSaya tRtIyA evaM bhAgavatI dIkSA vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA 8 maI 1989 ko akSayatRtIyA evaM bhagavAna AdinAtha pAraNaka divasa para madanagaMja meM 15 tapasvI bhAI bahinoM ke pAraNaka hue| paramArAdhya kRpAnidhAna gurudeva ke AcAryapada ArohaNa ke isa pAvana divasa para zrI sumeranAtha jI modI jodhapura, zrI vimalacanda jI jaina DeharAgrAma evaM zrI dhokalacandajI coraDiyA ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kiyaa| 11 maI 1989 ko bAla brahmacAriNI bahina vimaleza jaina (suputrI zrI madanamohana jI jaina evaM zrImatI zakuntalA jaina, mahuA ror3a) ne pUjyapAda ke mukhAravinda se sthAnIya va Agantuka hajAroM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kI upasthiti meM bhAgavatI zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara saMyamapatha apanAkara mokSamArga meM apane caraNa baDhAye / 17 maI ko bar3I dIkSoparAnta navadIkSitA mahAsatIjI kA nAma mahAsatI zrI vimalezaprabhAjI rakhA gyaa| isa avasara para zAkAhAra evaM sevA-bhAvanA hetu saMgha kI ora se DA. phaiyAja alI kA sammAna kiyA gyaa| zuddha saMyama evaM sAdhvAcAra kI maryAdAoM ke pAlaka AcArya bhagavanta ne kabhI bhI AcAra se adhika pracAra ko mahattA nahIM dii| saMghazAstA pUjyapravara ne saMgha meM sadA zraddhA, samarpaNa va anuzAsana ko pradhAnatA dii| ApazrI svayaM ko bhI saMgha sevaka hI samajhate, sAtha hI dRDhatA se saMyama va anuzAsana kA pAlana karavAte the| maryAdAoM ke pAlana meM kabhI bhI vyakti, parivAra, kSetra yA saMkhyA kabhI bhI ApakI zAsana vyavasthA meM Ar3e na AI / saMyama dhana amUlya hai| ananta-ananta janmoM kI puNyavAnI se hI mokSamArga me gatizIla hone kA avasara milatA hai| karuNArdra gurudeva ne saMghavirodhI gatividhiyoM ke liye zrI zItala muni jI ko pRthak karane kA nirNaya surakSita rakhate hue bhI unheM saMghamaryAdA meM sthira hone kA avasara pradAna kiyA tathA eka varSa ke sAdhanA varSa (parIkSA varSa) kI vyavasthA dii| unake sAtha zrI dhannA muni jI kA cAturmAsa bUndI meM honA taya huaa| 27 maI ko madanagaMja se vihAra kara pUjya caritanAyaka gagavAnA, ghUgharA, ajamera, puSkara, mer3atA siTI, sAtalAsa Adi mArgastha grAma-nagaroM meM dharma prabhAvanA karate hue indAvar3a pdhaare| prabhAvaka pravacana meM rAtri bhojana tyAga kI mahatI preraNA se 20-25 vyaktiyoM ne rAtri-bhojana tyAga kA saMkalpa kiyaa|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 275 * kosANA cAturmAsa (saMvat 2046) ___ indAvar3a se gagarANA, puralU, khavAsapurA, caukar3I kalAM, nArAyaNajI caudharI kI DhANI Adi mArgastha gAMvoM ko apanI padaraja se pAvana karate hue caritanAyaka pUjya AcArya hastI ne ullasita bhaktoM dvArA 'jaina dharma kI jaya', 'zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kI jaya' 'AcArya hastI kI jaya, 'nirgrantha gurudevoM kI jaya' 'ahiMsA paramo dharma kI jaya' ke jayanAdoM ke sAtha 13 julAI 1989 ASADha zuklA 10 guruvAra ko saMvat 2046 ke cAturmAsArtha kosANA ke dharmasthAnaka meM ziSya samudAya ke sAtha padArpaNa kiyaa| pUjyapAda ke cAturmAsa se gAMva kA cappA-cappA pulakita thA va baccA-baccA harSita thaa| dharma sabhA meM caudharI , vanamAlI, viznoI, brAhmaNa, suthAra, sonI, rAjapUta va mahAjana, hara jAti ke loga upasthita ho, Apake maMgalamaya darzana va pAvana pravacanAmRta se kRtakRtya ho rahe the| upasthiti ko dekhakara aisA laga rahA thA ki sArA gA~va hI patitapAvana gurudeva evaM santoM ke pAvana darzana hetu umar3a AyA ho| harSa vibhora saMgha-maMtrI zrI ghIsUlAlajI bAgamAra evaM zrI javAhara lAla jI bAgamAra ne samagra grAmavAsiyoM kI zraddhA va samarpaNa kA ijahAra karate hue svAgata vacana va gItikA prastuta kii| maMgala-praveza ke isa avasara para kRpAnAtha ne nirmANakArI preraNA dete huye pharamAyA -" kosANA choTA sA gA~va hai aura paramapratApI AcArya zrI ratnacandrajI ma.sA. kA kRpA pAtra kSetra rahA hai| yahA~ para hamArA yaha dUsarA cAturmAsa kevala mahAjanoM ko dekhakara nahIM varan sAre ahiMsaka samAja ko dhyAna meM rakhakara huA hai| ahiMsaka samAja meM yahA~ vanamAlI, viznoI aura caudharI mukhya haiN| inakA ahiMsA ke prati acchA Adara bhAva hai|" vyasana mukti kA sandeza dete hue Apane pharamAyA - "grAmavAsI aisA vAtAvaraNa taiyAra kareM, jisase yaha gA~va vyasana-mukta bana ske|" Apane samasta grAmavAsiyoM ko milakara prema se rahane, pIr3ita evaM asahAya bhAiyoM kI sevA karane, pazuoM ke prati dayA bhAva rakhane, parvatithiyoM para pazuoM se kAma na lene, kama se kama zrAvaNa evaM bhAdrapada mAha meM rAtri bhojana kA tyAga karane va santa-samAgama kA lAbha uThAne kI prabhAvI preraNA kii| cAturmAsa meM Apake vidvAn ziSya paM. ratna zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcAryapravara) ne apanI sarala sahaja subodha zailI meM vyasana-mukti kI prabhAvI preraNA kii| jaina rAmAyaNa ke mAdhyama se maryAdA puruSottama zalAkA puruSa zrI rAma ke jIvanAdarzoM kA nirUpaNa karate hue Apane grAmavAsiyoM ko mAtRpitR-bhakti tathA Adarza ghara, samAja va rAjya kaisA ho, para apanI prabhAvI preraNA kii| Apake mArmika udbodhana se kaI bhAiyoM ne amala, bIr3I, sigareTa, tambAkU sevana, zarAba Adi durvyasanoM kA tyAga kiyaa| kosANA grAma meM AcArya bhagavanta ke maMgala-praveza ke sAtha hI bhAiyoM evaM bahanoM meM tapasyA kI hor3a sI laga gii| zrI jhUmaramalajI bAghamAra, zrI rekhacandajI bAghamAra kI dharmapatnI, zrI sampatamala jI botharA kI dharmapatnI Adi ne tapasyA meM kadama bar3hAye / 17 julAI ko jainetara bhAiyoM ne ekAzana vrata kI ArAdhanA kara sampUrNa divasa dharmArAdhanA meM bitaayaa| zrAvaNI amAvasyA ko viznoI, brAhmaNa, mAlI, rAjapUta, baDhaI, caudharI evaM sonI jAti ke bhAiyoM ne dayAvrata kA ArAdhana kiyaa| mAlAvAsa ke zrI jIvanasiMha jI rAjapUta evaM unakI patnI ne aThAI tapa kiyaa| kosANA nivAsI amarArAmajI viznoI ne 12 divasIya tapa evaM zrI akherAjajI bAghamAra ne mAsakhamaNa tapa kiyaa| zrI sAyaracandajI bAghamAra, zrI vimalacandajI DAgA jayapura Adi zrAvakoM ne sadAra zIlavrata ke niyama lie| zraddhAluoM kA vibhinna sthAnoM se AvAgamana banA rhaa| kaI zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne Apake sAnnidhya meM zrAvaka ke bAraha vratoM kA svarUpa samajha kara apane jIvana ko maryAdA meM sthira kiyaa| kosANA cAturmAsa avadhi meM 12 se 14 agasta taka tridivasIya sAdhanA-zivira kA Ayojana kiyA gyaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 276 zivira meM sAdhakoM ko saMbodhita karate hue cAritraniSTha pUjya AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA -"svAdhyAyI jJAna kI sAdhanA karatA hai, para jJAna ke sAtha kriyA kI sAdhanA bhI jarUrI hai| svAdhyAyI acche vaktA, lekhaka evaM pravacana va bhASaNakalA meM nipuNa ho sakate haiM , parantu unameM AcaraNa bhI usI ke anurUpa honA Avazyaka hai| sAdhaka sAdhanA ke dvArA |AcaraNa kI rUparekhA taiyAra karate haiM tathA kaSAya, indriya Adi ko vaza meM kara sAdhanA ke kSetra meM Age bar3hate haiN| sabhI sAdhakoM ko sAdhanA ke kSetra meM Age bar3hanA hai| dhyAna evaM mauna kI sAdhanA ke sAtha yadi jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa kI ArAdhanA kareMge to ApakI AtmA kA kalyANa hogaa|" paryaSaNa parva para AcArya zrI ke udbodhana kA lAbha sabhI dharmAvalambiyoM ne liyaa| Apane pharamAyA ki "dUra-dUra se santa-satI-sevA meM Ane vAle logoM ko apane Agamana ke uddezya kA vicAra-cintana karanA caahie| santa-jIvana kA namUnA apane jIvana meM utArane se hI yahA~ Ane kA ApakA prayojana siddha ho skegaa|" ___ "paryuSaNa laukika parva nahIM hai, ina dinoM ko melA nahIM samajhakara japa-tapa ke sAtha manAne meM hI sArthakatA hai| tapasyA ke sAtha tyAga bhI jarUrI hai| tapasyA karane vAle bhAI-bahana bAharI ADambaroM se dUra rheN| tapasyA ke prasaMga para mAyarA Adi na leM / bahineM svarNajaTita AbhUSaNoM se susajjita hokara tapasyA na kreN| tapasyA ko pradarzana kA rUpa na deN| tapasyA ke sAtha kucha tyAga kreN| svadharmI bhAiyoM ko sahayoga deN| dikhAve ke bhAva se kI gaI tapasyA kA pUrA lAbha nahIM miltaa| dikhAve meM khatarA hai tathA tapasyA meM AtmazAnti hai| paryuSaNa ke ATha dinoM meM ATha madoM ko chor3anA hai, ATha karmoM kI gAMTha kATanI hai| pA~ca samiti tIna gupti rUpa ATha guNa prakaTa karane haiN|" _ "zubhapravRtti meM dAna bhI zrAvakocita guNoM kA vikAsa karatA hai|" "jIvana meM saralatA Avazyaka hai, tabhI dharma TikegA aura jIvana saphala bnegaa| kisAna bhI to jute hue kheta meM bIja DAlatA hai, sar3aka yA khaNDahara meM nahIM, kyoMki vaha aMkurita nahIM hogA aura vyartha calA jaayegaa|" pUjyapAda kA cintana thA ki ahiMsA va aparigraha eka dUsare ke pUraka hI nahIM varan aMgabhUta haiN| aparigraha kA sAdhaka hI ahiMsA ko jIvana meM utAra sakatA hai| tapa kA yathAvat ArAdhana bhI ahiMsA kA pAlaka hI kara sakatA hai| tapa kA mukhya uddezya hiMsAdi pApoM se virata hokara jIvana meM ahiMsA ko pratiSThApita karanA hai| parigraha nivRtti va parigraha baDhAne kI lAlasA rokane kI ora, pradarzana rokanA anivArya va prathama kadama hai| jitanA-jitanA pradarzana rukegA, samAja meM parigraha kA mahatva ghaTegA, aura adhika kamAne kI daur3a svataH kama hogI, yena kena prakAreNa dhana jor3ane kI aMdhI daur3a se mukta ho vyakti svayaM Arambha-parigraha kI pravRttiyoM se pare hokara dharma-sAdhanA va tapa se jur3akara sAdhanA-patha para agrasara hogaa| parigraha kA mamatva kama kara vyakti svayaM duHkhI janoM ko sahayoga dene va dAna dene kI ora Age bar3hegA, kisI preraNA kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM rhegii| ___AcArya zrI ne nazAbaMdI karAne, hiMsA evaM vyabhicAra ko rokane, bUcar3akhAne nahIM khulane dene, zrAvakoM ko apanI zakti tathA maMtrijana ko apane prabhAva kA upayoga karane kI preraNA kii| isa avasara para rAjasthAna ke tatkAlIna gRhamaMtrI zrI azoka jI gahalota, devasthAna vibhAga maMtrI zrI rAjendra jI caudharI aura sahakAritA maMtrI zrI raghunAtha jI viznoI ne AcArya zrI ke darzana evaM pravacana-zravaNa kA lAbha liyaa| AcAryazrI ke sAnnidhya meM 11 navambara ko tridivasIya 'jaina siddhAnta pracAra-prasAra-saMgoSThI' kA zubhArambha huA, jisameM 40 vidvAnoM patrakAroM Adi ne bhAga liyaa| vidvat saMgoSThI meM Ae sujhAvoM ke kriyAnvayana para bhI bala diyA gayA ki videzI bhASAoM meM jaina AgamoM
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 277 ke anuvAda hoM tathA jaina dhyAna-kendra va antarrASTrIya jaina sAhitya akAdamI kI sthApanA ho| 13 navambara ko sAmAyika saMgha ke vArSika adhivezana meM zrI rAjendra jI paTavA ne saMgha kI pravRttiyoM kA paricaya diyaa| kosANA kA yaha cAturmAsa tapa-tyAga va vratArAdhana ke vibhinna sopAnoM se sAnanda sampanna huaa| * pIpAr3a padArpaNa svAsthya sambandhI kAraNoM se pUjya caritanAyaka cAturmAsa sampanna hone ke pazcAt bhI kucha samaya taka kosANA hI viraaje| isa avadhi meM AcAryakalpa zrI zubhacandajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 5, nAnakagacchIya zrI vallabhamuni jI ma.sA, zrI sudarzana munijI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 3 ne pUjyapAda ke darzanArtha padhAra kara sukhasAtA pRcchA kii| byAvara varSAvAsa sampanna kara Apake suyogya ziSya paM. ratna zrI mAnamuni jI ma.sA. (vartamAna upAdhyAya pravara) Adi ThANA gurucaraNoM meM upasthita hue| unake padhArane ke pazcAt pUjyapravara ziSya maMDala ke sAtha vihAra kara 6 disambara 1989 ko pIpAr3a pdhaare| ___ zArIrika asvasthatA ke kAraNa AcArya bhagavanta kA dIrghAvadhi taka pIpAr3a virAjanA huaa| pUjyapAda ke virAjane se AcAryadeva kI janmabhUmi pIpAr3a nagara tIrthadhAma bana gyaa| pUjya saMta vRnda, pUjyA mahAsatI maMDala va zraddhAlu zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA ApazrI ke darzanArtha padhAranA hotA rhaa| ApazrI ke sAnnidhya meM pIpAr3avAsiyoM ko samavasaraNa kA dRzya lambe samaya taka dekhane ko milA, svadharmI bandhuoM ke vAtsalya va pUjya saMta-satIvRnda kI sevA kA anupama lAbha milaa| pIpAr3a nivAsI sahaja hI prApta devadurlabha isa svarNima suavasara kA lAbha uThAne meM bar3hacar3ha kara bhAga le apanI puNya vRddhi kara rahe the| jJAnagacchIya paM. ratna zrI ghevaracandajI ma.sA. 'vIra putra' Adi ThANA pUjyapAda ke darzana va sAnnidhya lAbha hetu pdhaare| 8 disambara 1989 ko paM. ratna vIraputra jI ma.sA. ne pUjyapravara ke sudIrgha saMyama-jIvana, niraticAra sAdhvAcAra evaM jinazAsana sevA ke abhinandana svarUpa svaracita adhonirdiSTa saMskRta padya samarpita kiyA - bAlye'pi saMyamaruciM caturaM suvijJam, kAntaM ca saumyavadanaM sadanaM guNAnAm / maunena dhyAnasahitena japena yuktam, pUjyaM namAmi guNinaM gaNihastimallam / 9 disambara 1989 ko pUjyapAda AcAryadeva ne utkaTa saMyama ArAdhikA, sevA, saralatA va tyAga kI pratimUrti , dIrgha saMyamI mahAsatI zrI lADakaMvara jI ma.sA. ko 'upa pravartinI' pada pradAna kiyaa| pUjya pravara ke svAdhyAya saMdeza ko karnATaka meM pracArita karane meM mahanIya yogadAna dene vAle suzrAvaka zrI bhaMvaralAlajI goTAvata ne AjIvana zIlavrata aMgIkAra kara zIlasampadA-sampanna AcArya hastI ke prati apanI zraddhA abhivyakta kii| 1 janavarI 1990 ko jinazAsana prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavanta ne apanI viduSI suziSyA bAla brahmacAriNI | mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. ko 'zAsana prabhAvikA' ke viruda se alaMkRta kiyaa| 10 janavarI 1990 pauSa zuklA caturdazI ko pIpAr3a kI puNyadharA ke lAla sAdhanA-sumeru pUjyapAda AcArya hastI kA pAvana janma-divasa tyAga-tapa, vratArAdhana va zAsana-sevA ke saMkalpoM ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| isa avasara para bAlotarA, nimAja, bhopAlagar3ha, pAlI, jodhapura, ajamera prabhRti aneka kSetroM ke saghoM va ziSTamaMDaloM ne upasthita hokara pUjyapAda ke zrI caraNoM meM apanI bhAvabhInI vinatiyA~ prastuta kii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM saMghazAstA AcArya kA dharma baDA kaThora hai| zAsana kI aglAna bhAva se sevA karane vAle saMghanAyaka ko bhI saMghahita va dharma - zAsana ke anuzAsana ko sunizcita karane hetu kaI bAra apriya nirNaya bhI lene hote haiM / inameM bhI unakA eka mAtra lakSya jina-zAsana kI surakSA va AcAra - pradhAna dharma prabhAvanA kA hI hotA hai / saMghahita va zAsana- surakSA kA prazna khar3A hone para na to ve kisI vyakti, kSetra yA parivAra ke rAga se baMdhe hote haiM, na hI kisI vyakti ke prati dveSa hI unake mana meM hotA hai| ziSya parivAra kI kalyANa kAmanA va unake jIvana-nirmANa kI bhAvanA se AcArya niSpakSa hokara sAraNA- vAraNA karate huye unheM Avazyaka dizA bodha, nirdeza, zikSA va AjJA bhI pradAna karate hai| AcArya kA dharma hotA hai 'vajrAdapi kaThorANi mRdUni kusumAdapi unakI AjJA vinIta ziSya ke liye auSadhi ke | samAna sadaiva hitakAriNI va zirodhArya hotI hai, kintu hita- mita-pathya zikSA bhI ziSya dvArA grAhya na hone para AcArya ko kaThora dRDha nirNaya lekara use saMgha se bahiSkRta bhI karanA par3atA hai| aisA hI zrI zItala muni jI va zrI dhannAmuni jI ke saMdarbha meM huaa| mahatI kRpA kara sudhAra kA eka aura avasara pradAna karate hue karuNahRdaya dayAnidhAna gurudeva ne | unake lie bU~dI cAturmAsa niyata karate samaya unheM sAdhanA varSa ke rUpa meM samaya dete hue unake Atma-kalyANArtha, saMyama- surakSA va zAsana hitArtha kucha niyamoM ke pAlana kA nirdeza diyA, para 'gahanA karmaNo gatiH' - karmoM kA vipAka | dekhiye ki unhoMne prANimAtra ke prati karuNA, vAtsalya va sneha sarasAne vAle guru bhagavaMta kI AjJA, nirdeza va unake dvArA niyata kiye gaye niyamoM kA pAlana na kara apanI bhAvI dizA svayaM hI niyata kara lii| unake sAtha zrI dhannA muni jI ne bhI guru AjJA va saMgha - maryAdA kA pAlana nahIM kiyA / SaTkAyapratipAlaka pUjyapAda ko aisA bhI lagA ki | una donoM ko merI hita- mita-pathya AjJA nirvahana meM bhI kaSTa hotA hai| ina saba paristhitiyoM ko dekhate huye guru AjJA va saMgha maryAdA ullaMghana ke kAraNa pUjyapAda saMghazAstA AcArya bhagavanta ne una donoM ko apanI AjJA va ratna- saMta- maMDala se bahiSkRta ghoSita kara diyA / 278 pUjyapAda ke isa pIpAr3a pravAsa meM dharma-prabhAvanA va vratArAdhana ke aneka kArya sampanna hue / 21 janavarI ko | yuvAratna bandhuoM ne zrI jaina ratna yuvaka maMDala, pIpAr3a kA gaThana kara pUjya gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM sapta vyasana tyAga, | sAptAhika sAmUhika sAmAyika va dainika 15 minaTa svAdhyAya kA saMkalpa lekara saMgaThana va dharmaniSThA kA saccA | svarUpa prastuta kiyA / 24 janavarI se prabuddha cintaka evaM dhyAna sAdhaka zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI loDhA ke saMyojana meM sapta divasIya dhyAna-sAdhanA zivira kA Ayojana huA / 28 janavarI mAgha zuklA dvitIyA ko yugamanISI AcArya bhagavanta kA dIkSA divasa dayA, upavAsa, pauSadha Adi vividha vratoM ke ArAdhana, tapa-tyAga va pratyAkhyAna ke sAtha manAyA gayA / yahA~ 9 pharavarI 1990 mAgha zuklA SaSThI saMvat 2046 ko viraktA bahina bAla brahmacAriNI suzrI zazikalA (suputrI zrImatI umarAvakaMvarajI va zrI pukharAjajI bAphanA ) tathA bAla brahmacAriNI suzrI babItA (suputrI zrImatI puSpA | devI evaM zrI manohara lAlajI jaina) pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavanta ke mukhAravinda se zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara pravrajyA patha para agrasara huii| bar3I dIkSA pIpA meM sampanna huii| bar3I dIkSA anantara nava dIkSitA mahAsatIjI ke nAma kramazaH mahAsatI zrI zazikalA va mahAsatI zrI vinIta prabhA jI rakhe gaye / saMgha ne bhAvabhInI vinati zrIcaraNoM meM rakhI - "bhagavan ! jodhapura ratnavaMza ke zrAvakoM kA paTTa nagara hai, pUjyA pravartinI mahAsatI jI ma.sA. bhI lambe samaya se Apake darzana kI utkaMThA meM haiN| svAsthya, cikitsA, zAsana - prabhAvanA Adi sabhI dRSTiyoM se jodhapura kA kSetra anukUla hai / ratnavaMza ke sabhI AcArya bhagavaMtoM, prabhAvaka mahApuruSoM evaM Apa zrI svayaM kI kRpAdRSTi sadA hama para rahI hai| bhagavan ! aba to Apake padArpaNa, kSetra - sparzana va sthiravAsa kA lAbha hameM hI milanA caahiye|" pIpAr3avAsI bhakta apanI bAta para ar3e the ki bhagavan ! svAsthya anukUla nahIM hai, isa
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 279 paristhiti meM hama Apako vihAra nahIM karane deNge| bhagavan ! yadi sthiravAsa karane kA avasara hai to bhI hamAre saMgha ko yaha lAbha milanA cAhiye / " vaya sthavira, dIkSA sthavira jJAna sthavira va pada sthavira pUjyapravara kA mana abhI sthiravAsa kA nahIM thA / unakA cintana thA ki jaba taka jaMghAbala kSINa na ho, zArIrika kSamatA ho va saMtoM ke sahAre bhI calane | kA sAmarthya ho, taba taka sthiravAsa nahIM kiyA jAnA caahiye| isI nizcayAnusAra Apane zArIrika anukUlatA na hone para bhI 17 mArca 1990 ko rAtA upAsarA, pIpAr3a se ziSya maMDala ke sAtha jodhapura kI ora vihAra kara diyaa| rIyAM, bAMkaliyA bucakalA, benaNa, binAvAsa, banAr3a Adi mArgastha kSetroM ko apanI pAvana caraNa raja se pavitra karate hue pUjyapAda kA jodhapura padArpaNa huaa| pIpAr3avAsI zraddhAlu janoM evaM mArgastha grAmavAsI bhaktoM ko kahA~ patA thA ki aba bhagavanta ke pAvana caraNa punaH isa dharA ko pavitra nahIM kareMge, hamAre nagara meM jJAna sUrya AcArya hastI kI pravacana sudhA kA pAna nahIM hogA ? jodhapura padArpaNa * jodhapura nagara kA konA-konA pUjyapAda ke Agamana kI pratIkSA meM thaa| hara bhakta ke mana meM yaha aTala vizvAsa thA ki jinazAsana ke senAnAyaka aba jodhapura padhAra gaye haiM, unakA sudIrgha avadhi taka hameM varada hasta prApta hogaa| unakI manamohaka chavi ke darzana, amiya dRSTi, pAvana mAMgalika zravaNa va sukhada snehila sAnnidhya se hama sampanna bneNge| pUrva meM mahApratApI kriyoddhAraka AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI ratnacanda jI ma.sA, jIvana-nirmANa ke kuzala zilpI pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA, bAbAjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. prabhRti tapaH pUta mahApuruSoM ke sthiravAsa se bhI yaha nagara upakRta huA hai, aba hameM paramArAdhya gurudeva ke zrI caraNoM meM apanA Agraha, anunaya, vinati prastuta kara unake sthiravAsa kA lAbha prApta karanA hai| ina mahApuruSa ne bAla-vaya se lekara adyAvadhi nirantara sAdhanA ke ucca sopAnoM para ArohaNa kara lAkhoM kilomITara pAda vihAra kara bhArata bhUmi ke kone-kone meM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAvana sandezoM ko jana-jana taka pahu~cA kara unheM dharmAbhimukha karate hue apUrva dharmodyota kiyA hai| mahAvIra ke dharma ratha kA yaha apramatta sArathI avirAma gati se jinavANI kA pAvana ghoSa dig-diganta meM guMjAtA rahA hai| bhagavan ! aba bahuta ho cukaa| jarA apane isa tapaHpUta deha kA bhI dhyAna kIjiye, saMgha para anugraha kIjiye va aba yahIM virAjakara ApakI chatrachAyA kA lAbha dIjiye, yaha purajora vinati zrI caraNoM meM karanI hai| sabhI apane-apane vizvAsa ke anusAra kalpanA kara rahe the, para yaha adbhuta yogI saMbhavata: apanI dizA mana hI mana nirdhArita kara cukA thA / na jAne unake mana meM kyA thA, jodhapura ke kone-kone meM dharma- jyoti prajvalita karane, svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda karane yaha yogI vibhinna upanagaroM ko pharasa rahA thaa| isa krama meM mahAmandira, pAvaTA, kanyA pAThazAlA, ghor3oM kA cauka, uparalA bAsa, muthA jI kA mandira pharasa kara pUjya caritanAyaka bhAMDAvata hAusa pdhaare| zrI campaka muni jI jinheM kAphI lambe samaya se saMgha maryAdA va anuzAsana kI preraNA dekara sthira karane kA prayAsa kiyA jA rahA thA, kintu karma kI gati kitanI vicitra hai, moha kA kaisA udaya hai ki jina mahanIya guruvarya ne asIma karuNA kara unheM saMyama dhana pradAna kiyA, jinhoMne jJAna-darzana- cAritra ke mArga para calanA sikhAyA, Aja unhIM ke AjJA pAlana va ratnavaMza kI maryAdA ke pAlana meM pramAda ke kAraNa, unheM AjJA bAhara honA pdd'aa| renabo hAusa ke prAMgaNa meM bhagavAna AdinAtha kA pAraNaka divasa saMvat 2047 vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA dinAMka | 27 aprela 90 ke avasara para 29 tapasvI bhAI-bahinoM ke pAraNaka sampanna hue| parama pUjya AcArya hastI ke AcArya pada-ArohaNa ke isa divasa para zraddhAluoM ne vividha tapa-tyAga aura vrata-niyama grahaNa kara zraddhAbhivyakti kI / isa
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 280 avasara para saMgha kI ora se zrI gularAja jI abbANI, jodhapura zrI bAbUlAlajI nAhara, barelI evaM zrI hIrAlAlajI caupar3A, pAlI Adi saMgha-sevI va sAdhaka zrAvakoM kA bahumAna kiyA gyaa| sAtha hI zrI jambUkumArajI jaina, jayapura, DaoN. rAmagopAla jI, suzrI AzA biDalA, zrI amarasiMha jI zekhAvata, zrI ugamarAjajI mehatA va zrI jhUmaramalajI bAghamAra Adi kA unakI mahanIya sevAoM ke liye sammAna kiyA gyaa| 29 aprela ko bAlazobhAgRha ke 30 chAtra, zobhAguru ke ziSya jana-jana ke nAtha AcArya hastI ke pAvana darzana kara saubhAgyazAlI bane / mAtA-pitA ke dulAra va saMrakSaNa se vaMcita ina bAlakoM ko ApazrI ne AzIrvAda pradAna karate hue hita zikSA dI va jIvana nirmANakArI saMkalpa kraae| 'sambala' saMsthA kI 39 bahinoM ne pUjyapAda ke pAvana darzana va unakI preraNA se dharma kA sambala svIkAra kara kaI niyama aMgIkAra kiye| bhagavanta ke nimAja kI havelI (mahAvIra bhavana) padhArane para kriyAbhavana se 81 varSIya mandiramArgI saMta zrI nayaratnavijaya jI ma. darzanArtha padhAre / tapa:saMyama se dIpta, jJAna jyoti se Alokita, sneha, sauhArda va karuNA ke sAgara AcArya hastI ke darzana kara unhoMne bhAvAbhibhUta ho apane udgAra vyakta kiye - "Aja merA janma saphala ho gyaa|" AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke pATa para virAjita Apa zrI bhI una mahApuruSa ke samAna hI pUjya haiN| mujhe aisA maMgala pATha sunAo ki merA antima samaya jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI nirmala ArAdhanA meM bIte, yahI prArthanA hai / AcArya bhagavanta se mAMgalika zravaNa kara ve paritRpta ho, apane sthAna ko padhAra gye| kitanA virAT vyaktitva thA caritanAyaka saMyama-sumeru AcArya hastI kaa| ina yuga prabhAvaka AcArya-pravara kA anya sampradAyoM ke santoM ke hRdaya meM bhI kitanA ucca Adara yukta evaM zraddhAspada sthAna thA, isakA sahaja anumAna vayovRddha muni zrI ke ina udgAroM se lagAyA jA sakatA hai| vastuta: gurudeva aise divya divAkara the jisakI jJAna kiraNoM se samUcA jaina saMgha prakAzita huA, ve jinavANI kA sudhA rasa barasAne vAle aise mahAmegha the jisake pravacana-pIyUSa kI varSA va pAvana preraNA se jaina hI nahIM jainetara bhI jIvana nirmANa kI ora agrasara hue| ve saMtapta prANimAtra ke liye zItala samIra the, jisake sAnnidhya se hara koI apanA duHkha bhulA kara anirvacanIya zAnti kA anubhava karatA thaa| ____ jyeSTha kRSNA 6 ko paramparA ke mUlapuruSa pUjya zrI kuzalo jI ma.sA. kI puNya tithi para siMhapola sthAnaka meM karuNAnAtha ke sAnnidhya meM dharmArAdhana kA ThATa rahA, bhaktoM ne aneka vrata-pratyAkhyAna kara apane jIvana ko bhAvita kiyaa| suzrAvaka zrI dhIMgar3amala jI gir3iyA kI prArthanA svIkAra kara Apa santa-maNDalI ke sAtha 18 maI 1990 ko rAyapura havelI sthAnaka meM viraaje| isake anantara ghor3oM kA cauka, saradArapurA koThArI bhavana, kamalA neharU nagara, pratApanagara, caupAsanI hAusiMga borDa, devanagara, zAstrInagara Adi upanagaroM meM jinavANI kA zaMkhanAda karate hue pUjyapAda 2 jUna ko mahAvIra bhavana, neharU pArka pdhaare| yahA~ dinAMka 7 jUna jyeSTha zuklA caturdazI ko pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya meM jinazAsana prabhAvaka kriyoddhAraka AcArya pUjya zrI ratnacandajI ma.sA. kA 145 vA~ smRti divasa vrata-pratyAkhyAna tapa-tyAga ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| janasamudAya kI vizAla upasthiti, sAmUhika sAmAyika-sAdhanA va dayA-saMvara kI ArAdhanA se samavasaraNa suzobhita thaa| AbAla vRddha zrAvaka-zrAvikA sabhI meM prabala utsAha thaa| Asa-pAsa ke aneka kSetroM ke pratinidhi pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya va darzanalAbha hetu upasthita the| jinameM pAlI saMgha pramukha thaa| yahA~ se 8 jUna ko vihAra kara pUjyapravara pI. DablyU. DI. kAlonI, nyU pAvara hAusa ror3a pharasate hue 10 jUna ko madhuvana kaoNlonI pdhaare| jodhapura ke vibhinna choTe bar3e upanagaroM ko pharasate dekha loga AzcaryAbhibhUta the ki
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________________ / prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 281 jinazAsana kA nAyaka, jana-jana kI ananta AsthA kA svAmI, saMtoM ke liye bhI sevya, devoM dvArA bhI vaMdanIya yaha mahApuruSa choTe-choTe kSetroM ko bhI apanI caraNa raja se pAvana karane meM isa avasthA meM bhI kitanA prayAsa kara rahA hai| kisI ne nahIM socA thA ki yaha mahApuruSa anAgata kI jhAMkI ko dRSTigata rakha sabhI bhaktoM, zraddhAluoM va jana-jana ko, jodhapura ke cappe-cappe ko, kone-kone ko apanI kRpA kA prasAda luTA rahA hai| pAlI ror3a se sannikaTa isa chora para base upanagara meM virAjane para pAlI nivAsiyoM kI AzAe~ balavatI ho| ., rahI thI ki deva, guru va dharma ke prasAda se pUjyapAda ke padArpaNa va cAturmAsa kA saubhAgya hameM avazya milegA, para, pUjyapAda kI zArIrika azaktatA va unake vacana ki "yadi maiM paidala calakara A sakA to" unake mana ko AzaMkita / / bhI kara rahe the| ve mana hI mana maMgala kAmanA kara rahe the ki bhagavanta kA svAsthya zIghra ThIka ho va unake zrI caraNa / pAlI kI ora Age bddheN| jodhapura ke bhaktoM kA prabala Agraha thA -"bhagavan ApakA svAsthya samIcIna nahIM hai, 'vRddhAvasthA hai aura yahA~ zramaNocita auSadhopacAra kI suvidhA hai, yaha kSetra sabhI dRSTiyoM se anukUla bhI hai| bhagavan ! Apa kRpA kara yahIM sthiravAsa virAjeM va hamAre kSetra va saMgha ko lAbhAnvita kreN|" karuNAsAgara gurudeva ne jodhapura saMgha ke padAdhikAriyoM va zraddhAlu bhaktoM ko Azvasta karate hue pharamAyA-"maiM | pAda vihAra karake hI pAlI jAU~gA, DolI Adi ke upakrama se jAne kI bhAvanA nahIM hai|" jIvana ke isa par3Ava meM bhI saMyamadhanI pUjyapravara ke mana meM kaisA prabala vizvAsa, ajeya Atmabala va svAvalambana kA bhAva thA, sAtha hI isase / unakA yaha cintana bhI parilakSita hotA hai ki ve binA kAraNa, mAtra vicaraNa vihAra va kSetra sparzana ke liye anya sAdhanoM kI to bAta hI kyA, DolI kA upayoga bhI parihArya samajhate the| (bIca meM aTaka jAne para saMyamAnukUla kSetra / / taka pahu~cane ke lie hI apavAda svarUpa DolI kA upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai|) pUjya gurudeva kA yaha cintana bhAvI pIr3hI ke sAdhakoM ke liye digdarzana karAtA rhegaa| zramaNa jIvana sadA svAvalambI, svAzrita hI hotA hai, para kA Alambana sAdhaka ko iSTa hI nahIM hotA hai, use avalambana hotA hai prabhu mahAvIra kI Agama-vANI kA, vizvAsa hotA / / hai apanI AtmA ke ananta bala kA va saMyama meM puruSArtha kaa| zarIra azakta thA, para manobala dRDha thaa| Apa thor3A thor3A ghUma kara calane kA prayAsa bar3hAte rahe / 'mana ke hAre hAra hai, mana ke jIte jIta' dRDha manobala ke dhanI mahApuruSa kI gati ko kauna roka pAyA hai| madhuvana hAusiMga borDa se || ApazrI kA 12 jUna ko vihAra huaa| jodhapuravAsI soca rahe the ki bhagavanta abhyAsa kara rahe haiM, para unakA vihAra saMbhava nahIM hai| para Atma-sAmarthya ke dhanI pUjya AcArya deva thor3I-thor3I dUra pAra karate hue Age bar3hate rahe / prakRti | bhI natamastaka ho pAlI ke bhAgya kA sAtha de rahI thii| bhISaNa garmI se dharA va AkAza tapa rahe the, bAdaloM ke Agamana kA koI cihna nahIM thaa| sahasA saba yaha dekhakara Azcarya abhibhUta the ki ghaTATopa meghoM ne Akara sUrya ko AcchAdita kara liyA hai / sura-nara, deva-devendra dvArA pUjita saMyama dhanI mahApuruSa kI sevA kA lAbha lene meM prakRti bhI pIche nahIM rhii| sukhe samAdhe pAda vihAra kara pUjyapAda kur3I padhAre va pAThazAlA bhavana meM viraaje| prakRti pradatta isa sahayoga se saba vismayamugdha the va natamastaka the isa mahAyogI ke zrI caraNoM meM / dinAMka 13 jUna ko 7 kilomITara kA vihAra kara AcArya bhagavanta mogar3A pdhaare| ASADha mAsa kI bhISaNa garmI meM vihAra ke samaya ghaTATopa meghamAlA ne AkAza AcchAdita kara mAno kAzmIra kA sA dRzya upasthita kara | diyaa| pUre vihAra meM bAdaloM ne chAyA banAye rkhii| mogar3A se mogar3A pyAU kAMkANI, nimbalA, nimbalI Adi | mArgastha kSetroM ko pada raja se pAvana karate huye pUjya caritanAyaka 18 jUna ko rohiTa pdhaare| yahA~ Apa zrI pA~ca dina | DAI.MALE:--KaaneFRAIL.EL.ELLAHAMAREEME-ma -Reader a i
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________________ 282 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM virAja kara jaina-jainetara bhakta samudAya ko apanI pravacana sudhA kA pAna karAte rhe| dinAMka 23 jUna ko yahAM se vihAra kara kramaza: 6, 6, 4, 8 va 5 kilomITara kA pAda vihAra kara pUjya AcArya bhagavanta araTiyA pyAU coTilA, keralA sTezana, ghumaTI pharasate hue dinAMka 27 jUna ko kamalA neharU nagara hAusiMga borDa, pAlI pdhaare| vicaraNa-vihAra meM jodhapura evaM pAlI ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA AvAgamana barAbara banA rhaa| mArgastha kSetroM ke bhaktoM ne apUrva sevA bhakti kA lAbha liyaa| jana-jana kI AsthA ke kendra saMta-ziromaNi pUjya hastI kI sevA meM jainetara bhAI bhI pIche nahIM rhe| * antima cAturmAsa pAlI meM (saMvat 2047) ___dinAMka 2 julAI ko vi.saM. 2047 ke cAturmAsArtha ziSyamaMDala ke sAtha ApakA surANA mArkeTa sthAnaka meM bhavya praveza kA dRzya atyanta manamohaka va bhakti se AplAvita thaa| hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM upasthita bhAI- bahinoM dvArA zraddhAbhakti se vibhora hokara samaveta svara meM uccarita zAsaneza mahAvIra kI jaya, jaina dharma kI jaya, pUjya AcArya hastI kI jaya, nimrantha muni bhagavantoM kI jaya ke jaya-ninAdoM se gagana maMDala guMjita ho rahA thaa| pAlIvAsiyoM ke harSa kA pArAvAra nahIM thaa| pAlI kA baccA-baccA pUjyapAda ke pAvana padArpaNa va apane saubhAgya se praphullita va utsAhita thaa| saralahRdayA pUjyA mahAsatI sAyarakaMvarajI ma.sA. va zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. Adi ThANA 12 ke cAturmAsa se pAlIvAsiyoM kA utsAha dviguNita thaa| pUjya AcArya deva ke cAturmAsArtha maMgala-praveza ke sAtha hI jJAnArAdhana va tapArAdhana kA krama prArambha ho gyaa| pratidina prArthanA, pravacana, praznottara evaM pratikramaNa meM AbAla vRddha taruNa sabhI bhAI-bahinoM kA utsAha sarAhanIya thaa| pravacanoM meM vizAla upasthiti va usameM bhI adhikAMza bhAI-bahinoM kI sAmAyika sAdhanA, pAlIvAsiyoM kI vItarAgavANI ke prati zraddhA va pUjya AcArya bhagavanta prabhRti saMta-satiyoM ke prati sahaja svAbhAvika anurAga kI paricAyaka thii| bar3e bujurgoM meM hI nahIM taruNoM va choTe-choTe bAlaka-bAlikAoM meM bhI tapArAdhana ke prati apUrva utsAha anya kSetroM ke liye bhI anukaraNIya thaa| cAturmAsa kAla meM gyAraha mAsakSapaNa , tIna sau aThAI tapa va isase bhI adhika aneka tapasyAoM ne nayA kIrtimAna sthApita kiyaa| 5 agasta ko bar3I tapasyA karane vAle bhAI bahinoM ke abhinandana ke dina pAlIvAsiyoM ne mAlyArpaNa yA vAcika svAgata kara hI saMtoSa nahIM kiyA, varan usa dina eka hajAra se adhika upavAsa kara tapasvI bhAI-bahinoM kA saccA bahumAna kiyaa| nirantara dayA, saMvara-sAdhanA tathA parva-dinoM va avakAza ke dinoM meM sAmUhika dayAvatArAdhana ne dharma-sAdhanA kA apUrva dRzya upasthita kara dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa kI saMracanA kii| sAta dampatiyoM ne sajor3e AjIvana zIlavata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko zIla saurabha se surabhita kiyaa| prAta:kAla zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. dvArA sumadhura svara meM prArthanA, mahAn adhyavasAyI zrI mahendra muni jI ma.sA. paM. ratna zrI mAnamuni jI ma.sA, paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA, va paramaviduSI mahAsatI zrI mainA sundarI jI ma.sA. prabhRti sAdhvI-maMDala dvArA pravacana saritA kA pravAha, madhyAhna meM mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. dvArA madana zreSThI kI caupAI, paM. ratna zrI hIrAmuni jI ma.sA. dvArA jIvAbhigama sUtra va paM. ratna zrI mAnamuni jI ma. sA dvArA dazavaikAlika sUtra kI vAcanA kA niyamita krama zraddhAlu zrotAoM kI jJAna-pipAsA ko paritRpta karatA rhaa| sAyaMkAla pratikramaNoparAnta jJAnavRddhi hetu praznottara carcA se yuvaka-yuvatiyoM , AbAla-vRddha sabhI meM dhArmika preraNA, ruci evaM jijJAsA kI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 283 AzAtIta vRddhi huii| paramArAdhya pUjya AcArya gurudeva nityaprati pravacana meM padhAra kara bhAvuka bhaktoM ko mAMgalika va darzanalAbha se paritRpta karate rhe| bahinoM evaM yuvA baMdhuoM ko saMgaThita va gatizIla karane hetu 'jaina ratna rUpA satI bAlikA maMDala' va 'zrI jaina | ratna yuvaka pariSad' kI zAkhA kA gaThana huaa| SaTkAya pratipAla karuNAkara gurudeva kI pAvana preraNA evaM sthAnIya nagara pariSad ke dharmaniSTha adhyakSa zrI mAMgIlAla jI gAMdhI ke prayAsoM se 18 se 25 agasta taka parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa ke maMgalamaya prasaMga para nagara ke sabhI kasAIkhAne va mAMsa-vikraya kI dukAneM banda rhiiN|| 16 se 20 sitambara taka Ayojita sAdhanA zivira meM 15 sAdhakoM ne bhAga liyaa| sAdhanA ke zikhara puruSa | pUjya AcArya hastI ke mArga-darzana va dizA-nirdeza se sAdhakoM ne apane AdhyAtmika jIvana-vikAsa ko naI gati pradAna kii| bAlakoM meM dhArmika evaM naitika saMskAroM ke vapana hetu jaina dhArmika pAThazAlA kA saMcAlana huA, jisakA lakSya thA - bAlakoM meM 'atijAta' banane kI yogyatA kA vikAsa / saMcAlakoM kA prayAsa rahA ki ye bAlaka Age cala kara mAtA-pitA evaM pUjya dharma guruoM se prApta naitika-AdhyAtmika saMskAroM ko nirantara vRddhigata kara sadAcAramaya jIvana zailI apanAkara parivAra , saMgha va samAja kA yaza varddhana karane meM sakSama baneM / mahAsatI maMDala ke sAnnidhya meM 70-80 bAlikAoM va kaI bahinoM ne niyamita zivira-vyavasthA ke rUpa meM niyamita samaya para jJAnAbhyAsa kA lAbha liyaa| 22 se 29 sitambara taka bAlikAoM va mahilAoM kA dhArmika-zikSaNa zivira va 26 se 30 disambara taka paMcadivasIya svAdhyAya-zivira kA Ayojana huA, jisameM mAravAr3a, mevAr3a, mahArASTra, madhyapradeza Adi vibhinna prAntoM ke svAdhyAyI bhAI-bahinoM ne bhAga liyaa| dinAMka 1 se 3 akTUbara 1990 taka tridivasIya vidvat goSThI kA Ayojana kiyA gayA, jisakA udghATana pro. kalyANamalajI loDhA, pUrva kulapati jodhapura vizvavidyAlaya ne kiyaa| 'yuvA pIDhI aura ahiMsA' viSaya para Ayojita saMgoSThI isa manthana ke sAtha sampanna huI ki yuvaka apanI zakti kA upayoga racanAtmaka kAryoM meM kreN| parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne vidvAnoM ko preraNA dI ki ve ahiMsA ko AcaraNa meM | lAkara jIvana meM sAdagI apanA kara samAja kA mArgadarzana kreN| cAturmAsa meM jodhapura, jayapura, ajamera, byAvara, pIpAr3a, udayapura, bAlotarA, ToMka, bhopAlagar3ha, savAI mAdhopura, mer3atA siTI, sAdar3I, kizanagaDha, AsInda, alIgaDha-rAmapurA, madrAsa, baiMgalora, edalAbAda, dhAra, ratalAma, kalakattA, dillI, bambaI, rAyacUra, koyambaTUra , indaura, jalagAMva, ahamadAbAda, kAnapura prabhRti aneka kSetroM ke saMghoM va zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA paramapUjya AcArya bhagavanta va pUjya saMta-satIvRnda ke pAvana darzana, vandana, pravacana-zravaNa evaM sAnnidhya lAbha hetu AvAgamana barAbara banA rhaa| pAlI zrI saMgha ne svadharmI bhAiyoM ke vAtsalya va sevA kA sarAhanIya | lAbha liyaa| isa prakAra yuga manISI AcArya pUjya hastI kA yaha pAlI cAturmAsa sevA, vAtsalya, tapa-tyAga va jJAnArAdhana ke sAtha sampanna huaa| * 81 vA~ janma - divasa cAturmAsa ke anantara pUjyapAda surANA mArkeTa se grIna pArka padhAre / svAsthya ke kAraNa se ApakA yahA~ kAphI || samaya taka virAjanA huaa| yahAM nirantara dharma-gaMgA ke pravAha se pAlIvAsI bhAI-bahina lAbhAnvita hote rhe| prArthanA,
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 284 pravacana meM upasthiti va pAlIvAsiyoM ke utsAha se aisA lagatA hI nahIM thA ki cAturmAsa pUrNa ho gayA hai| pauSa zuklA caturdazI 30 disambara 1990 ko yahA~ pUjya caritanAyaka AcArya hastI kA 81 vAM janma-divasa tyAga-tapa va umaMga-ullAsa ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| janma-divasa ke isa Ayojana para akhaMDa zAntijApa, sAmUhika dayA-saMvara upavAsa, bele-tele, pA~ca aura aThAI tapa karake tathA pacaraMgI kI ArAdhanA meM bhAga lekara zraddhAlu bhaktoM ne apane ArAdhya guruvarya ke zrI caraNoM meM saccI zraddhAbhivyakti kii| jaina bhAiyoM ne hI nahIM jainetara bhAiyoM ne bhI jana-jana kI ananya AsthA ke kendra pUjya hastI ke prati apanI zraddhA-niSThA vyakta karate hue tapa-tyAga kA anupama udAharaNa prastuta kiyaa| mAlAvAsa nivAsI zrI jIvanasiMha jI rAjapUta ne jaba pUjyapAda ke zrImukha se aThAI tapa kA pratyAkhyAna liyA to samUcA pANDAla jaina dharma kI jaya, zAsaneza vIra varddhamAna kI jaya, pUjya AcArya zrI kI jaya va tapasyA karane vAloM ko dhanyavAda ke nAroM se gUMja utthaa| sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke paryAya guru hastI ke janma-divasa ke isa prasaMga para kaI bhAI bahinoM ne sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke niyama lekara guru hastI ke saMdeza ko jIvana meM apnaayaa| SaTkAya pratipAla karuNAnAtha ke 81 veM janma divasa para pAlI saMgha dvArA 81 jIvoM ko abhayadAna dene kI ghoSaNA kI gii| dayA dharma ke pAlaka, ahiMsA, saMyama va tapa rUpa dharma ke sAkAra svarUpa paramArAdhya AcArya bhagavanta ne isa avasara para apane hRdaya ke udgAra vyakta karate hue pharamAyA - "ahiMsA ke AcaraNa se jhulasatI mAnavatA kI rakSA kI jA sakatI hai|" hiMsA ko tyAjya batAte hue ApazrI ne krodha ko zAnti se, mAna ko mRdutA va namratA se, mAyA ko RjutA va saralatA se tathA lobha ko saMtoSa se jItane kI preraNA kii| kSamA, santoSa, saralatA va namratA ko dharma ke cAra dvAra batAte hue Apane ina para amala karane kI preraNA kii| isa avasara para pUjyapAda kA 81 vA~ janma-divasa mahotsava dillI ke prItamapurA meM pradhAnamaMtrI candrazekhara ke mukhya Atithya meM manAyA gayA, jisameM deza ke vibhinna kSetroM se upasthita hajAroM logoM ne bhAga liyaa| samAroha meM upasthita vibhinna saMta satIvRnda, pradhAnamaMtrI sameta rAjanetAoM va saMgha pratinidhiyoM ne apane bhAvodgAra vyakta karate hue pUjyapAda ke mahanIya guNanidhAna jIvana para prakAza ddaalaa| ___mAgha zuklA dvitIyA 18 janavarI 1991 ko pUjyapAda kA 71 vA~ dIkSA divasa neharu nagara, pAlI meM sAmUhika dayA-saMvara-sAdhanA, tapa-tyAga va zraddhA samarpaNa ke sAtha manAyA gyaa| sAmAyika ke sAkAra svarUpa pUjya hastI ne Aja hI ke dina apane pUjyapAda gurudeva AcArya zobhA ke zrIcaraNoM meM jIvana paryanta ke liye sAmAyika cAritra svIkAra kiyA thaa| isa upalakSya meM sAmAyika saMgha ke adhivezana kA Ayojana kara sAmUhika sAmAyika kI preraNA kI gii| pUjyapravara ne isa avasara para apane hRdayasparzI udbodhana meM apane ArAdhya guru AcArya pUjya zobhAcandajI ma.sA. va saMskAra guru svAmIjI harakhacandajI ma.sA. kI hita zikSAoM kA smaraNa karate hue pharamAyA ki gurujanoM kA upakAra meM kabhI bhI nahIM bhUla sktaa| pUjyapAda ke suziSya paM. ratna zrI mAnamuni jI ma.sA. ne saMkSipta bhAvAbhivyakti meM pUjya caritanAyaka kI ora izArA karate hue pharamAyA - "ApakA jIvana bolatA hai, Apa upadeza deM na deM taba bhI Apake darzana mAtra se pravacana kA kAma ho jAtA haiN|"
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________________ adhyAtmayogI : mahAprayANa kI ora pAlI cAturmAsa ke anantara pUjyapAda caritanAyaka kA svAsthya samIcIna nahIM rahA, ataH cAturmAsa ke pazcAt Apako pAlI ke upanagaroM meM pharasate hue lagabhaga tIna mAha virAjanA pdd'aa| AcAryapravara zArIrika asamAdhi ko bheda-vijJAna se nisteja karate hue saMyama-sAdhanA, dhyAna-mauna evaM AtmAnuprekSA meM lIna rahe aura darzanArthI upAsakoM ko sAmAyika, svAdhyAya Adi niyamita karane kI preraNA karate rhe| sAmAyika, svAdhyAya evaM nirvyasanatA kA pracAra AcArya zrI ke jIvana kA mizana thaa| * jodhapura saMgha kI sthiravAsa hetu vinati AcAryadeva kI zArIrika zithila sthiti ko dekhakara jodhapura kA saMgha kaI bAra gurucaraNoM meM pahu~cA evaM purajora vinati - "bhagavan ! Apa zrI kI zArIrika sthiti aba vihAra karane yogya nahIM hai| Apane 70 varSa paryanta satata vicaraNa kara jinazAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kI hai evaM prabhu mahAvIra kI bhava bhayahAriNI maMgalavANI dvArA Dagara-Dagara, gA~va gA~va evaM nagara-nagara meM adhyAtma kA alakha jagAte hue sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke amRtopama AghoSoM se jana-jana ko upakRta kiyA hai| kRpAnAtha ! zArIrika sthiti ko dekhate hue Apase hamArI vinati hai ki Apa jodhapura meM sthiravAsa hetu virAja kara saMgha ko lAbhAnvita kreN|" jodhapura saMgha kI AgrahabharI vinatiyA~ calatI rhiiN| kintu AtmAnuprekSI adhyAtmanISI ne bhAvI ko jAna liyA thaa| unhoMne santoM ko apane manogata bhAva prakaTa karate hue | kahA-"maiMne aba taka saMyama jIvana meM sukhe samAdhe jo-jo bhI kSetra pharasane kA AzvAsana (jaisI pharasanA hogI) diyaa| thA, una sabako gurukRpA evaM santamaNDala ke sahayoga se pUrA kara sakA huuN| eka AzvAsana nimAja zrI saMgha ko, vizeSataH bhaNDArI parivAra ko diyA huA hai, ataH merI bhAvanA nimAja pharasane kI hai| gurudeva ke manogata bhAva zravaNa kara paM. ratna zrI mAnamunijI ma.sA. evaM paM. ratna zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. Adi santoM ne nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! Apa jaisA cAheM, AjJA pradAna karAveM / hama saba milakara Apake Adeza kI pAlanA saharSa karane ko tatpara haiN|" jodhapura saMgha kI AgrahabharI vinati calatI rahI, kintu AcArya zrI ne apane nizcaya se avagata karA diyA ki ve nimAja saMgha ko die gae AzvAsana ko pUrNa karanA cAhate haiN| jodhapura saMgha ne ratnavaMza ke pramukha padAdhikAriyoM evaM agragaNya suzrAvakoM ko bhI apane pakSa meM karate hue vinati rakhI - "dInadayAla ! Apa saMgha ke sarvesarvA evaM lAkhoM bhaktoM ke bhagavAna haiN| yaha zarIra jise Apane kabhI apanA nahIM samajhA, bhagavan ! isa para caturvidha saMgha kA bhI adhikAra hai| zarIra kA svAsthya pahale hai, dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva ke AgAra se sAdhubhASA meM diyA gayA AzvAsana bAda meN| ataH Apa kRpA kara svAsthya kI dRSTi se najadIka meM sarvAdhika upayukta kSetra jodhapura meM sthiravAsa hetu pdhaareN|" isa para dRDhamanobalI mahApuruSa ne nirlipta bhAvoM ke sAtha saMgha ke pramukha zrAvakoM ke samakSa vahI bAta doharAI - "mujhe abhI nimAja kI bAta pUrI karanI hai|" isa bAta ko sunakara bhaktagaNa cintita evaM mauna the| . pAlI se padArpaNa zrI zubhendramunijI ma.sA. Adi santoM ke siMghAr3e ke savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa ke anantara pAlI padArpaNa ke
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (286 pazcAt 10 pharavarI 1991 ravivAra, phAlguna kRSNA 11 ko ApakA vihAra nimAja kI ora ho gyaa| vihAra ke samaya pAlI nivAsiyoM ke nayana nama the, mana bhArI ho uThA thA, hRdaya-kamala kumhalA rahA thaa| cAturmAsa kAla meM evaM usake pazcAt bhI AcArya bhagavanta ke virAjane se anUThA ThATa rhaa| kisI ko kyA patA thA ki pAlI kA yaha cAturmAsa caritanAyaka gurudeva kA antima cAturmAsa hogA aura jisa prakAra zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra kA antima cAturmAsa pAvApurI meM hastIpAla rAjA kI rajjuzAlA meM huA, usI bhAMti unake 81 veM paTTadhara pUjya hastImalajI mahArAja kA pAlI ke zreSThivarya hastImalajI surAnA kI upAsanAzAlA meM sampanna yaha cAturmAsa itihAsa kA avismaraNIya adhyAya bana jaayegaa| ruMdhe kaNTha se 'jaya guru hastI' ke nAroM kI dhvani gUMja rahI thii| usakA apanA prabhAva thaa| pUjya gurudeva hastI ko apanI jayakAra apriya laga rahI thI, ata: pIche mur3akara janatA se kahA- "merI nahIM, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kI jaya bolo|" AcAryapravara meM padayAtrA kI zakti nahIM thii| ata: santoM ke sahAre se kucha dUra paidala cle| santoM ne unheM le calane ke lie DolI taiyAra kara rakhI thii| DolI ke nikaTa pahu~cate hI santoM ne nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan aba DolI meM virAjamAna ho hameM sevA kA durlabha avasara pradAna kreN|" ,saralatA kI pratimUrti evaM asIma Atmazakti ke dhAraka mahApuruSa ne madhura muskAna ke sAtha kahA- "abhI aura paidala calane do|" calane kI zakti nahIM thI, kintu bhAvoM meM adamya utsAha thaa| antata: santoM kI prabala prArthanA evaM sevA kI utkaTa bhAvanA ko dekhakara AcArya zrI DolI meM viraaje| santa utsAha evaM umaMga ke sAtha gurudeva ko DolI meM lekara cala die| kisI bhAvuka bhakta ne jayakAra lagAI"pAlakI meM virAjita AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kI jaya / " yaha sunakara DolI meM virAje hue caritanAyaka ne kahA "pAlakI uThAne vAle santoM kI jaya / " yaha sunakara janasamUha zraddhAbhibhUta ho gayA, sabhI santa gadgad ho ge| bejor3a thI unakI saralatA aura nirbhimaantaa| zakrendra dvArA namirAjarSi kI stuti meM jo kahA gayA hai, vaha AcAryapravara ke sambandha meM caritArtha ho rahA thA aho te ajjavaM sAhu, aho te sAhu maddavaM / aho te uttamA khaMtI, aho te muttI uttamA / __(aho ! uttama hai ApakA Arjava, aho ! uttama hai ApakA mArdava, ahA ! uttama hai ApakI kSamA, aho ! sarvazreSTha | hai ApakI nirlobhtaa|) ___AcArya zrI kI laghu deha meM vizeSa bhAra nahIM, tathApi DolI uThAne vAle santoM se kahate - "bhAI mere kAraNa se Apa santajanoM ko kaSTa uThAnA par3a rahA hai|" santa nivedana karate- "pUjya guruvarya, kRpayA aisA na pharamAveM / Apane jIvana meM kabhI aisA avasara hI nahIM Ane diyaa| ApakA svAvalambI jIvana hamAre lie va saMta samudAya ke liye yugoM-yugoM taka preraNAdAyI hai| prabho ! bhakti meM kaisA bhAra va kaisA kaSTa? yaha to hamArA prathama kartavya hI nahIM varan | saubhAgya hai, sevA kA svarNima avasara hai|" * sojatasiTI meM phAlgunI pUrNimA ___santa isa bAta se prasanna the ki unheM gurudeva kI sevA kA avasara milaa| sabhI kramazaH isa sevA se lAbhAnvita hone ke lie lAlAyita the| sabhI santa pUjya gurudeva ke sahaja sAttvika vAtsalya se anuprANita the|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 287 23 pharavarI 1991 budhavAra ko santa-maNDalI ne sojata siTI meM praveza kiyaa| sojata saMgha ke harSa kA pArAvAra nahIM rhaa| dharmArAdhana kI navIna umaMga evaM utsAha dekhane ko milaa| sojata saMgha evaM ananya bhakta zrI bhopAlacandajI pagAriyA va bhaMvaralAla jI goTAvata baiMgalora, jo sojata ke hI mUlanivAsI haiM, kI bhAvanA kA Adara karate hue gurudeva ne phAlgunI caumAsI sojata zahara meM hI kii| darzanArthI bhaktajana darzana ko umar3a pdd'e| AcArya zrI : jaba taka sojata virAje, pUrvavat apramatta bhAva se AdhyAtmika UrjA kA upayoga karate hue Atma-sAdhanA meM lIna rhe| Apane yahA~ para vANI se pravacana nahIM pharamAyA, kintu svayaM ApakA sAdhanAmaya jIvana pravacana se bar3hakara bahuta kuch| kaha rahA thaa| binA upadeza ke bhI Apake divya AbhAmaNDita tejasvI mukhamaNDala aura AcArapradhAna apramatta jIvana ! . se, koI bhI prabhAvita evaM prerita hue binA nahIM rhaa| AcArya zrI sahaja sAdhanA meM saMlagna the| phAlgunI cAturmAsa ke prasaMga para jodhapura , nimAja ,mer3atA, bilAr3A / Adi aneka grAma-nagaroM ke zrI saMgha zekhekAla va cAturmAsa kI bhAvabhInI vinatiyA~ lekara upasthita hue| loga apanI-apanI aTakaleM lagA rahe the| vigata kucha varSoM se gurudeva holI cAturmAsI ke prasaMga para varSAvAsa khola diyaa| karate the, para isa varSa dIrghadraSTA AtmajJAnI AcAryavarya varSAvAsa ghoSaNA kA mAnasa nahIM banA rahe the| unake guru-gAmbhIryayukta mana evaM bhAvI ke garbha kI thAha pAnA sabake sAmarthya ke bAhara kI bAta thii| isI madhya acAnaka ! jayapura ke prasiddha cikitsaka DaoN. esa.Ara mehatA bhI darzanArtha A gye| ve gurudeva ke vizvAsa pAtra cikitsaka hii| nahIM varan pIr3hiyoM ke zrAvaka evaM ananya guru bhakta bhI haiN| DaoN. mehatA ne gurudeva ke svAsthya kA parIkSaNa kara btaayaa| "pUjya guruvarya para kisI bhI bar3e roga kA to upadrava nahIM hai, vRddhAvasthA ke kAraNa kapha, khAMsI, azaktatA aura zvAsa kA uThAva ho jAtA hai, jisake liye niyamita upacAra kI AvazyakatA hai / " DaoN. mehatA sA. ne Age gurudeva se nivedana karate hue kahA "bhagavan ! avasthA evaM svAsthya kI dRSTi se aba Apako eka sthAna para virAjanA Avazyaka / / hai evaM cikitsA suvidhAoM kI dRSTi se jodhapura va jayapura upayukta kSetra hai| Apa svayaM dIrghadraSTA, gahana anubhavI evaM prabala Atma-vizvAsI mahApuruSa haiM, nirNaya ke adhikArI Apa svayaM hai, Apa zrI kA nirNaya hama sabako mAnya evaM / zirodhArya hai| ___ DaoNkTara sAhaba kI sUjhabUjhapUrNa bAta zravaNa karane ke pazcAt pUjya guruvarya ne cAturmAsika vinati karane vaale| jana-samudAya ko apanA nirNaya sunAte hue pharamAyA ki abhI akSaya tRtIyA se pUrva kahIM para bhI cAturmAsa kholane kii| bhAvanA nahIM hai| sabhI Azcaryacakita the, kintu anAgata va gurudeva ke mana kI thAha le pAnA kisI ke sAmarthya meM nahIM thaa| saba apane-apane hisAba se kayAsa lagA rahe the| * aba mujhe jIvana kA jyAdA samaya nahIM lagatA dUsare dina caitra kRSNA pratipadA ko saba santa guru caraNoM meM baiThe hue the| AcArya bhagavanta ne gaMbhIratA ke sAtha || | saMtoM ko rAtrikAlIna ghaTanA kA saMkSipta kathana karate hue pharamAyA-"bhAI, mujhe rAtri meM kisI adRzya zakti ne prerita karate hue kahA-"Apa to bahuta jAnakAra ho| maiM Apane kaI keU~ aba Apa sAvadhAna ho jaao|" gurudeva zrI ne saMtoM ke samakSa apane Apako saMbodhita karate hue kahA "aba mujhe adhikAdhika dhyAna, mauna,cintana, sAdhanA va svAdhyAya meM laga jAnA caahiye|" santoM ne nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! Apa to sAdhanA kI pAvana pavitra dhArA meM satata nimajjita hue hI rahate haiN|" isa bAta ko jaise gurudeva ne sunA hI nahIM ho, una mahApuruSa ke mukha maNDala para gAMbhIrya kI rekhAyeM spaSTataH parilakSita ho rahI thiiN| ADSLEFTra
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 288 dUsare dina koTa kA mohallA se vihAra kara jJAnazAlA sthAnaka paidala hI pdhaare| dUsare dina bhI pahale dina | vAlI bAta doharAI to santa vicAramagna ho gye| vividha AzaMkAyeM mastiSka paTala se TakarAne lgii| saMtoM ko gambhIra va vicAramagna dekhakara AcAryapravara ne rahasya kA pardA haTAte hue pharamAyA- "aba mujhe mere jIvana kA jyAdA samaya nahIM lagatA, ataH antima samaya kI prakriyA meM sAvadhAna ho jaauuN|" gurudeva ke ye zabda karNagocara hote hI, anAgata kI kalpanA mAtra se hI hRdaya vyathita ho gae, saba mauna-stabdha the, para gurudeva ke mukha-maMDala para vahI pUrva nizcintatA ke bhAva parilakSita ho rahe the| usa prazAMta bhaya rahita mukha-mudrA para koI zikana mAtra bhI nahIM thii| una mRtyuMjayI mahApuruSa ne apanA mauna tor3ate hue gamagIna bane saMtoM ko udbodhita karate hue pharamAyA- "bhAI, isameM vyathA kI kyA bAta? mRtyu avazyambhAvI hai, ataH Apa loga mujhe antima samaya meM pUrA sAtha denA, saMgha meM anuzAsana va prema banAye rakhanA tathA dRr3hatA ke sAtha samAcArI kA pAlana krnaa|" pUjyavarya ne pratyeka ziSya ke mastaka para apanA varada hasta rakhate hue amita vAtsalya kI varSA karate hue sabhI ko yogyatAnusAra bholAvaNa (zikSA) dii| variSTha saMtoM ko bholAvaNa dete hue zraddheya zrI mAnamunijI mahArAja sAhaba (vartamAna upAdhyAya pravara) ko pharamAyA-"jaise mere gurudeva pUjya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja sAhaba ke samaya svAmIjI zrI candanamalajI mahArAja sAhaba kA aura mujhe svAmI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja sAhaba kA sahakAra-sahayoga milatA rahA, vaise hI mere bAda saMgha kA dhyAna rkhnaa|" santoM ke kaMTha avaruddha the, vANI mauna thI, khAmozI ke sAtha zraddhA evaM vinamratApUrvaka gurudeva kI bholAvaNa |svIkAra kara rahe the| niHzabda vAtAvaraNa ko dekhakara madhura svara meM bhajana gunagunAte hue gurudeva ne sabhI saMtoM ko sAtha meM gAne kA nirdeza diyA- "mere antara bhayA prakAza, nahIM aba mujhe kisI kI aash..|" gurudeva ke dvArA svaracita bhajana ke ye bola hRdaya ke tAroM ko jhaMkRta kara rahe the| eka-eka pada meM vinazvara saMsAra kI kSaNa bhaMguratA evaM jar3a-cetana ke bhedajJAna kA sAragarbhita citraNa prastuta karate hue mAnoM gurudeva santoM ko apanI antima dezanA de rahe the| bhajana ke anantara sabhI santa apanI apanI dainika caryA meM laga gaye, para sabhI ke dilodimAga meM gurudeva ke hI zabda guMjita ho rahe the| sAyaMkAla AhAra ke bAda AcArya deva ko vamana ho gayA to sabhI kA mana ghabarA gyaa| santoM ko lagA-Aja hI to gurudeva ne antima samaya kI bAta kahI aura Aja hI svAsthya meM gdd'bdd'| prAthamika upacAra ke pazcAt DaoNkTara ko dikhAyA to DaoNkTara bole-"hRdaya, raktacApa evaM nAr3I sabhI sAmAnya haiN| gaisa ke kAraNa bhI vamana ho sakatA hai|" santoM kA dila bhAvI kI AzaMkA se bhArI ho rahA thA, para vaha mastAnA adhyAtmayogI hastI to apanI saMyama sAdhanA | kI mastI meM hI masta thaa| _"mere jIvana kA samaya aba kama hai|" AcArya deva ke aisA pharamAne para zraddheya zrI hIrAcandrajI mahArAja sAhaba (vartamAna AcAryapravara) ne pUjya gurudeva zrI se pUchA-"bhagavan ! satI-maNDala ko darzana dene evaM jodhapura saMgha kI bhAvanA ko rakhane ke lie pahale sIdhe jodhapura caleM to kaisA rahegA?" para una vacanadhanI mahApuruSa ko jahA~ eka ora apane zeSa samaya kA dhyAna thA to AzvAsana pUrti kA lakSya bhI dRSTi meM thaa| unhoMne yahI pharamAyA -"jodhapura se vApisa AnA hAtha meM nahIM, mujhe to nimAja zrI saMgha ko diyA gayA AzvAsana pUrA karanA hai, ataH saMta satI nimAja Akara darzana-sevA kA lAbha le sakate haiN|"
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa - - - - --- ----- ---- -- * mujhe nimAja pahu~canA hai __ isI bIca gurudeva ne saMtoM ko binA kahIM jyAdA ruke zIghra nimAja pahu~cane ke bhAva vyakta kara diye| saMtoM ne / AcArya bhagavanta kI bhAvanA ke anusAra zIghra nimAja pahu~cane kA lakSya banA liyA aura sudUra virAjita ratnavaMzIya sabhI saMta-satIgaNa ko gurudeva ke darzanArtha sevA meM nimAja pahu~cane ke saMketa karavA diye gye| 3 mArca 91ravivAra caitra kRSNA tRtIyA ko goTAvata bhavana Thaharate hue rAtrivAsa gurudeva ne samiti bhavana meM kiyaa| isake anantara do dina || sojata roDa viraaje| do dina pazcAt jaba vihAra kI caMcalatA ke bhAva darzAye to sthAnIya zrAvakoM ne atyAgrahapUrvaka kucha dina virAjane kI prArthanA kI, parantu gurudeva zrI kA eka hI pratyuttara thA- "mujhe nimAja pahu~canA hai|" una bhAvuka || bhaktoM ko kyA mAlUma thA ki gurudeva kyA soca kara itanI zIghratA kara rahe haiM? yahAM to usa adhyAtmayogI ne pahale ! hI apanI dizA nirdhArita kara lI thii| sojata se bagar3I, caMDAvala hote hue 8 mArca 91 ko pIpalyA pdhaare| santoM ke dvArA AhAra ke liye nivedana ! karane para AcArya zrI ne manA kara diyaa| bAra bAra Agraha karane para pharamAyA -"bhAI, mujhe AhAra karane kI ruci nahIM hai, tuma Agraha mata kro|" santoM ke atyAgraha para santoM ke hAtha se unake santoSa hetu alpa AhAra liyA, kintu || pratipala jAgRta una mahApuruSa ko aba mAtra apanI Atma-sAdhanA kA hI to dhyAna thA- pharamAne lage-"maiM khAlI | nahIM jAU~, isakA sevArata munijana pUrA khayAla rkheN| zarIra kA nahIM, merI samAdhi banI rahe, isakA dhyAna rkheN|" kitanI ucca bhAvanA, kitanI sajagatA, kaisA dehotsarga, kaisI samAdhi bhaavnaa| antajyoti ke AlokapuJja una mahApuruSa ne Age pharamAyA- "merI cintA mata karanA, zarIra to nAzavAna hai|" phira bholAvaNa rUpa meM bole- AhAra, sthAnaka kI gaveSaNA kA pUrA khyAla rakhanA, pUjya zrI ratnacaMdajI mahArAja sAhaba kI 21 niyama kI samAcArI kA pUrA pAlana karanA, pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvarajI, upa pravartinI mahAsatI zrI lADakaMvarajI prabhRti satI-maMDala barAbara saMyama ArAdhanA karatI rheN|" | * mujhe merA samaya sAmane dikha rahA hai pUjya gurudeva apane dRr3ha nizcaya ke anusAra nirantara apane kadama apane antima manoratha kI ora bar3hA rahe the| isI krama meM unhoMne do-do,tIna-tIna ghaMTe ke sAgArI pratyAkhyAna karane prArambha kara diye / sAtha hI apanI utkRSTa bhAvanA | pradarzita karate hue pharamAyA-"merI saMthArA karane kI bhAvanA hai| mAnamunijI ma.sA. se pUcha leM evaM caturvidha saMgha kI | anumati le leN| usa samaya zraddheya zrI mAnamunijI ma.sA. vihAra krama meM pIche-pIche cala rahe the, ataH unheM bhI sevA meM padhArane kA saMketa kara diyA gyaa| saMthAre kI bAta ke hI krama meM sabhI santoM ne samaveta svara meM nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! abhI itanI kyA jaldI hai? ApakA svAsthya bhI ThIka hai, DaoNkTara evaM jyotiSI kI rAya meM bhI aise lakSaNa dRSTigocara nahIM hote, phira Apa aisA kaise soca rahe haiM?" isa para AcArya bhagavanta ne dRr3ha Atma-vizvAsa ke sAtha pharamAyA "bhAI, jyotiSI kI gaNita evaM DaoNkTara kI bAta mujhe phaila laga rahI hai| mujhe merA samaya sAmane dikha rahA hai|" jahA~ santa cintita the, vahIM gurudeva apanI ajasra Atmika UrjA ke UrvIkaraNa ke cintana meM tallIna the| ve to kahA~ kyA ho rahA thA, isase sarvathA bekhabara apanI hI dhuna meM masta, anavarata Atmahita meM sannaddha tathA jIvana ke sandhyAkAla ke bAre meM saMjoye sArthaka svapna ko sAkAra karane kI ora unmukha the| isI sandarbha meM ApazrI ne apanI saralatA, laghutA evaM nirabhimAnatA kA paricaya dete hue saMketa diyA ki amuka-amuka santoM ko -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 290 khamatakhAmaNA ke samAcAra dilA do| guruvarya kI AjJA kA pAlana huA aura unakA jina-jina se purAnA aura gaharA sambandha rahA, unakI sevA meM khamatakhAmaNA arja karAne hetu zrAvakoM dvArA patra preSita kara diye gye| 9 mArca 91 ko kuzAlapurA phuNce| bAhara se darzanArthI umar3a pdd'e| ina sabake bIca bhI gurudeva apanI Atma-sAdhanA meM nirantara nirata the| isI dina DaoN. esa. Ara. mehatA bhI darzanArtha phuNce| unhoMne svAsthya ke nirIkSaNa-parIkSaNa ke pazcAt svAsthya kI dRSTi se khurAka evaM davA kI AvazyakatA batalAI, para gurudeva ne unheM bhI yaha kahA ki ina sabakI aba mujhe ruci nahIM hai| DaoNkTara sA. evaM munijana ke atyAgraha se Apane anicchita bhAva se hI pathya grahaNa karanA svIkAra kiyaa| * nimAja meM padArpaNa : nimAjavAsI pulakita dinAMka 10 mArca 91 ko kuzAlapurA se nimAja meM padArpaNa huaa| nimAja grAmavAsI gurudeva ke Agamana para harSita evaM praphullita the, nara-nAriyoM ke samUha jayaninAdoM ke sAtha agavAnI hetu upasthita the| dekhate-dekhate hI sthAnIya va abhyAgata bandha Ate gaye aura kAravAM banatA gyaa| garudeva ke padArpaNa se jaise nimAja gA~va kA konA-konA khila uThA, samUcA vAtAvaraNa hI una mahApuruSa ke zubha paramANuoM ke saMsarga meM Akara pavitra ho gyaa| gA~va kA cappA-cappA gurudeva ke Agamana se mahaka rahA thA, vahA~ ke kaNa-kaNa meM harSa vyApta thaa| bhaMDArI parivAra kA to kahanA hI kyA ? baccA-baccA khuzI se jhUma rahA thA, A~khoM meM Aye harSAzru roma-roma se gurudeva ke prati kRtajJatA vyakta kara rahe the| gurudeva ke pIche-pIche vizAla janasamudAya kA yaha kAphilA nimAja kI galiyoM, bAjAroM se hotA huA, mukhya mArga para sthita gaMgavAla bhavana (suzIlA-bhavana) meM Akara dharma-sabhA meM pariNata ho gyaa| ___dharma-sabhA meM AcArya gurudeva apanI ziSya-maNDalI ke bIca nakSatra-maNDala ke madhya divya AbhAyukta sudhAkara ke sadRza suzobhita ho rahe the| mukhamaNDala para divya teja thaa| isa antima pravacana sabhA ko sambodhita karate hue una yugamanISI mahApuruSa ne apanI dhIra, vIra, gaMbhIra zailI meM pharamAyA-"maiMne apanA AzvAsana saMtoM ke sahayoga se pUrA kara diyA hai, Aja maiM usase mukta ho gayA huuN|" AzvAsana-pUrti ke Atma-santoSa se 'sAgaravaragambhIrA' usa mahApuruSa kI AMkheM bhara aaiiN| sabhI loga bhAvavihvala ho gaye, santoM kA hRdaya gadgad ho gyaa| kaisA karuNAsikta dRzya thaa| isI dina madhura vyAkhyAtA zrI jJAnamunijI ma.sA. va zrI dayAmunijI ma.sA. bhI jinakA cAturmAsa rIyA thA, | gurucaraNa-sevA meM padhAra gye| Aja sabhI ziSyagaNa apane paramArAdhya guruvarya kI sAndhyavelA meM sevA hetu samupasthita madhyAhna meM jayapura zrI saMgha ne jayapura sthiravAsa hetu padhArane kI bhAvapUrNa vinati prastuta kI aura nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! svAsthya Adi suvidhAoM kI dRSTi se jayapura sarvottama sthAna hai|" isa para pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne yahI pharamAyA-"maiM aba ThikAne A gayA hU~, kahIM jAne ke bhAva nahIM, yadi sthiravAsa kA avasara rahA to jodhapura ko prAthamikatA de rakhI hai|" dinAMka 11 mArca 91 ko prAtaH lagabhaga 10 baje sabhI santoM evaM pramukha zrAvakoM ko saMgha-sambandhI bholAvaNa dii| bAra-bAra bholAvaNa dene para antevAsI gautamamunijI ma.sA. ne sahaja hI gurudeva se nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan Apa abhI se hI bAra-bAra bholAvaNa kyoM de rahe haiM? abhI to Apa zatAyu-cirAyu ho hameM apanI vAtsalyapUrNa zItala chAyA pradAna karate rheNge| Apake sAnnidhya meM hameM kyA cintA?" isa para AtmasAdhaka gurudeva ne apanA varadahasta mastaka para rakhate hue atyanta dulAra ke sAtha apane sneha sudhAsikta vacanoM se pharamAyA "bhAI gautama ! abhI to maiM
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa --hicakarsa a BanANNALISAKAL bola rahA hU~, phira kadAcit nahIM bola pAU~?" munizrI zraddhAbhibhUta ho vicAramagna ho ge| 12 mArca 91 ko lagabhaga 12 baje saMtoM ne guru caraNoM meM savinaya sAJjali zISa jhukAkara nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! zarIra ke liye AhAra Avazyaka hai, ataH Apa thor3A AhAra grahaNa karane kA dhyAna dene kI kRpA kareM / " para una mahAmanISI kI dRSTi to aba || isa tana ke lie Avazyaka AhAra kI ora nahIM varan paraloka ke bhAte kI ora hI thii| * sAdhanA ke zikhara kI ora ___ apane hRdayagata bhAvoM ko prakaTa karate hue guru bhagavanta bole- "kyA mujhe khAlI hAtha bhejoge? mujhe khAlI hAtha mata bhejanA, yaha merI eka mAtra aMtima icchA hai|" unake pavitra hRdaya ke usa dRr3ha saMkalpa se sabhI hataprabha the| deha! ke prati kaisI nispRhatA ! na tana kA moha, na AhAra kA mAnasa, na davA kI maMzA, ekamAtra abhilASA thI sAdhaka ke | aMtima manoratha kI siddhi kara kRtakRtya hone kii| apane jIvana ke isa sandhyAkAla meM bhI caritanAyaka satata / jAgarUkatApUrvaka apanI saMyama-caryA meM nirata rhte| yadi saMgha-saMbaMdhI koI Avazyaka bAta dhyAna meM AtI to ve jyeSTha saMtoM evaM pramukha zrAvakoM ko saMketAtmaka bhASA meM dhyAna dilA dete, zeSa samaya dhyAna, japa evaM svAdhyAya-sAdhanA | dvArA apanI antajyoti jyotita rkhte| 13 mArca 91 ko sAyaMkAla pratikramaNa se pUrva 6.25 baje usa pratipala sajaga sAdhaka, saMyama kI sAkAra pratimUrti AcArya bhagavanta ne apanI saralatA, vinamratA, samarpaNa evaM mahAnatA kA Adarza upasthita karate hue apane dvArA dIkSita saMtoM ke samakSa kahA-"maiM apane guru AcArya bhagavanta kI sAkSI se pUrva ke doSoM kI nindA karatA hU~, aura naye mahAvratoM meM ArohaNa karatA huuN|" gurudeva ke hRdaya se nikale ina pAvana nirmala zabdoM ne sabhI ziSyoM ko Azcarya meM DAla diyA ki jina mahApuruSa ne saMyama-paryAya ke pratijJA pATha ke sAtha hI adyAvadhi niraticAra saMyama kA pAlana kiyA, jinakA saMyama yugoM-yugoM taka sAdhakoM ke liye Adarza rUpa meM patha Alokita karatA rahegA, una mahApuruSa ko mahAvratoM meM navIna ArohaNa jaisI kriyA kI kyA AvazyakatA? para yahI to yugamanISI, yugaprarvataka mahApuruSoM kI mahAnatA hotI hai, jinakI meru samAna U~cAI va sAgara sama gaharAI kI thAha pAnA sAmAnya janoM ke sAmarthya ke bAhara kI bAta hai| unhoMne Atmika-vikAsa kI usa ucca bhUmi para ArohaNa kara liyA thA, jo vItarAgatA kI ora agrasara hotI hai| yahI nahIM AcArya pravara ne sabhI prANiyoM se kSamAyAcanA karate huye sabhI pramukha santa satiyoM kI sevA meM | kSamAyAcanA ke patra preSita kraaye| jisakA prArUpa kucha isa prakAra thA "maiM jIvana ke saMdhyAkAla meM cala rahA huuN| merA svAsthya utanA svastha evaM samIcIna nahIM cala rahA hai / / saMyama-jIvana ke pichale kaI varSoM se merA Apase pratyakSa-parokSa rUpa se nikaTa samparka va prema sauhArda sambandha rahA hai| kaI bAra milane evaM vicAra-vimarza ke prasaMga Ae haiN| isa bIca na cAhate huye bhI mere kisI vyavahAra se Apako va Apake antevAsI saMta-satIvRnda ko koI bhI kaSTa huA ho to maiM Atma-zuddhi hetu hArdika kSamAyAcanA karatA huuN| saMgha kI vyavasthA zrI mAnamuni jI evaM zrI hIrAmuni jI sNbhaaleNge| unake sAtha bhI ApakA vaisA hI sauhArda sambandhaM banA rahe , isI bhAvanA ke sAtha eka bAra puna: kssmaayaacnaa|" 14 mArca 91 ko AcArya prabhu anAyAsa hI prAtaH brahma muhUrta meM tIna cAra baje ke lagabhaga gaMgavAla bhavana ke pichavAr3e ke barAmade meM padhAre aura saMtoM ke sAtha chajjIvanI kA svAdhyAya kiyaa| japa, dhyAna, bhaktAmara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (292 pATha evaM pratikramaNa ke pazcAt vandanA ke samaya AcAryadeva ne hara ziSya santa se hAtha jor3akara kSamAyAcanA kii| gurudeva kI isa mahAnatA, saralatA evaM sajagatA se hara santa kA hRdaya zraddhAbhibhUta evaM gadgada ho utthaa| nivedana karate hue kahA - "gurudeva ! ApakA to hamAre Upara ananta upakAra hai| avinaya AzAtanA to hama bAlakoM se hotI rahI hai, kSamAyAcanA to hama ziSyoM ko karanI caahie|" isI dina lagabhaga 9 baje sabhI saMta gurucaraNa-chAyA meM baiThe the / vArtA prasaMga meM pUchA-"bhagavan ! kucha icchA ho to pharamAyeM / " usa anAsakta yogI ne yahI pharamAyA-"samAdhi laga rahI hai, Ananda hai, aba kAMi icchA hai ? (arthAt kucha nahIM) mere pUjya gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandajI ma.sA.kA janma jodhapura meM huA aura svargavAsa bhI jodhapura meM hI huaa| mere isa zarIra kA janma pIpAr3a meM huaa|" yaha kaha kara apanI bAta samApta kii| ___jaba dekhA, Age nahIM pharamA rahe haiM to santoM ne sahaja jijJAsA evaM utsukatA se ati vinIta svaroM meM pUchA-"bhagavan ! ApakI abhilASA pIpAr3a padhArane kI ho to vaisA hI kreNge|" pratyuttara meM usa prajJApuruSa mahAmanISI ne snehasudhAsikta sasmita muskAna ke sAtha sahaja, sarala, zAnta, gambhIra evaM dRr3ha svara meM choTA sA uttara diyA- bhAI! pIpAr3a gA~va nimAja ThikAne meM hI AtA hai|" gurudeva kA yaha saMketa tAtparyabodha ke liye paryApta thaa| gata tIna dinoM se auSadhi-sevana bilkula banda thaa| AhAra bhI santoM ke atyAgraha para atyanta alpa / isI bIca lagabhaga 4 baje DaoN. esa. Ara. mehatA darzanArtha evaM svAsthya kI pRcchA hetu phuNce| DaoN. mehatA sA. ne sAnurodha nivedana kiyA-"gurudeva ! svAsthya ke lie davA aura khurAka kI mahatI AvazyakatA hai|"gurudev ne pharamAyA-"aba khAne kI ruci nahIM hai aura davA lene kI icchA nahIM hai| zarIra kucha mAMgatA nhiiN|" DaoNkTara sA. ke parAmarza eva saMtoM ke atyanta bhAvapravaNa nivedana para usa akAraNa karuNAkara maharSi ne do dina ke lie davA lenA svIkAra kiyaa| dUsare | dina 15 mArca 91 ko gurudeva ke sustI rahI, para japa kA vahI krama calatA rhaa| prAtaHkAla pahale dina kI bAta ke sandarbha meM santoM ne nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! Apane do dina hI davA sevana kA nirNaya kyoM liyA ?" pratyuttara meM una apramatta yogI ne pharamAyA-"maiM kahIM khAlI hAtha na calA jAU~, isIliye sAvadhAnI rakhane kA parIkSaNa kara rahA huuN|" sunane vAle avAk the, kyA gajaba kI sajagatA aura jAgarUkatA ! isake bAda usa dina gurudeva kisI se bhI kucha nahIM bole / pUjya gurudeva ne annAhAra baMda sA kara diyaa| prAyaH peya padArtha hI lete| kise patA thA ki pUjya gurudeva aba annAhAra kabhI nahIM kreNge| santa-jana to yahI soca rahe the ki annAhAra svAsthya kI dRSTi se baMda kiyA | hai aura svastha hone para pUjyavara annAhAra avazya hI kreNge| dinAMka 16 mArca 91 ko dina bhara pUjya gurudeva ke sustI rahI, ve kisI se bhI kucha nahIM bole / halkA sA bukhAra bhI thA, jo teja hote -hote 104 DigrI taka jA phuNcaa| pUjya AcArya gurudeva kI isa zArIrika sthiti se sabhI atyanta vyagra evaM cintita the| sabhI ke mana meM eka hI khayAla thA-AcArya bhagavanta ! kaise bhI svastha hoM va Arogya lAbha prApta kreN| Avazyaka upacAra ke pazcAt aparAhna tIna baje lagabhaga jvara kama huaa| sabhI ne saMtoSa kI sAMsa lii| isI bIca acAnaka lagabhaga 5 baje pUjya guruvara ke zarIra meM bhayaMkara kampanna huaa| sthAnIya sevAbhAvI cikitsaka DaoN. rAkeza zarmA ne nirIkSaNa kara batAyA ki mastiSka meM rakta saMcAra avaruddha hone se zArIrika sthiti aisI ho gaI hai| thor3I dera bAda tIna bAra vamana hone se zarIra meM kamajorI A gii| ___ saMtajana cintita the| yogIrAja hastI to kara-kamala meM mAlA liye nirantara japa meM lIna the| kaisI vilakSaNa sahiSNutA,kaisI adRSTapUrva samatA, jaise kucha huA hI na ho| pUjya gurudeva kI isa sahanazIlatA se saba santa
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 293 bhAvAbhibhUta the| saMdhyAkAla pratikramaNa ke pazcAt saMtagaNa ke vinamra anurodha ke uparAnta bhI vizrAma na kara bhagavanta dhyAna evaM japa-sAdhanA meM hI nirantara lIna rhe| rAtri meM lagabhaga 12 baje jaba saMsAra ke adhikAMza prANI pramAda-nidrA meM lIna hote haiM, Atma-cintana meM rata ve sAdhaka ziromaNi samIpavartI baiThe saMtoM ko atyanta Atmika bhAva se snehasikta vAtsalyapUrNa madhura vacanoM ke sAtha saMyama-sAdhanA meM satata jAgarUka rahane kI preraNA dete hue bholAvaNa dene lage- "AcArya zrI ratnacaMdra jI ma. sA. kI maryAdA nibhAnA, samAcArI kA pAlana karanA, Apasa meM matabheda mata rakhanA, merI AtmA ko zAMti mile, aisA kArya karanA, saMgha meM prema-zAMti banAye rakhanA, saMgha kA mAna rkhnaa|" itanA kaha kara bar3I saMlekhanA kA pATha zravaNa kara pUjya prabhu punaH isI alamasta sAdhanA meM | tanmaya ho gye| santoM ko gurudeva kI ora se ye zabda aMtima Adeza, upadeza evaM bholAvaNa ke the| agale dina 18 mArca 91 ko madhyAhna taka pUjya bhagavanta kucha bhI nahIM bole / peya padArtha grahaNa karane ke | lie santoM dvArA punaH punaH Agraha kie jAne para una yuga manISI ke dvArA prakaTa kie gae vicAra , saMvAda ke rUpa meM (jinavANI-zraddhAJjali aMka) se prastuta hai gurudeva-merI AtmA ko sambhAlo, zarIra kA moha chor3a do| zarIra ke pIche kyoM par3e ho ! are bhAI, mhArA zarIra ne chor3o zarIra ananta bAra dhAryoM hai aura choDyo hai| mhAro janama kharAba mata kro| ___ jamma dukkhaM jarA dukkhaM, rogANi maraNANi y| aho duHkho hu saMsAro, jattha kIsaMti jaMtuNo / / mhArI AtmA rI sAdhanA meM kamajorI mata lAvo / saMtagaNa-zarIra meM kamajorI A rahI hai bhagavan ! gurudeva- zarIra to ananta bAra dhAryo hai aura choDyo hai| saMtagaNa-bhagavan ! devaloka meM jAne kI itanI AturatA kyoM? zarIra rahegA to saMyama rahegA, saMyama zreSTha hai yA nandanavana (devaloka) ? gurudeva-sarvazreSTha to AtmA hai| saMtagaNa-donoM kI tulanA meM bhagavan ! saMyama yA nandanavana ? gurudeva-nandavana to kyA hai, paudgalika hai| Atma-bhAva hI anaMta sukha dene vAlA hai| saMtagaNa - bhagavan ! jala sevana kara leN| gurudeva-AcArya zrI kI maryAdA kA pAlana karane kA dhyAna rkhnaa| saMtagaNa-Apane pyAsa nahIM lAge ? gurudeva-pyAsa ko kAMI karano hai, ananta bAra bhUkha aura pyAsa lagI hai| saMtagaNa-bhagavan ! binA anna-jala ke yaha zarIra kaise calegA ? gurudeva-zarIra to svataH chUTa jaaii|| santagaNa-bhagavan ! Apa to ise chor3ane kI koziza kara rahe haiN| gurudeva-Ananda hai|
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________________ 294 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sataMgaNa-bhagavan ! hama itanA nivedana kara rahe haiN| thoDA sA jala le leN| gurudeva-sAdhanA jitanI nirvighna banAoge, jitanA dharma meM dRr3ha banAoge, utanA hI Atmika saMtoSa kA viSaya hai| saMtagaNa-eka bAra jala le lo bhagavan ! gurudeva-irI manavAra mata karo, jJAna, darzana, cAritra rI manavAra kro| saMtagaNa-bhagavan ! jJAna, darzana, cAritra ke pAlana meM zarIra kI AvazyakatA hai aura zarIra ke liye khurAka kii| gurudeva-are bhAI, javAba savAla kI bAta nahIM, mhArI AtmA ne AtmabhAva meM sthira kro| aparAhna cAra baje rasa pIne kA bAra-bAra Agraha karane para bhI pUjya gurudeva manA karate rhe| taba saMtoM ne pUchA-"bhagavan ! ApakI bhAvanA kyA hai ?" to pUjya caritanAyaka ne yahI pharamAyA-AhAra, zarIra chor3ane kii| punaH lagabhaga 4.20 baje saMtoM ne bhagavanta ko karabaddha nivedana karate hue Agraha kiyA-"bhagavan ! Apa davAI va AhAra lirAveM / bhagavan ! ApakI jo bhI ruci ho, phrmaaveN| hama ApakI ruci ke mAphika hI khayAla rkheNge| halakA AhAra athavA peya jo bhI rucikara ho, pharamAveM / " pratyuttara meM gurudeva bole-"ruci bhI nahIM aura Ayu bhI nahIM hai|" punaH saMtoM ne lagabhaga 4.45 baje | gurudeva ko pUchA - bhagavan ! Apako jaise sAtA ho, vaisA phrmaaveN|" gurudeva eka zabda hI bole - "samAdhi praznottara kAla meM pUjya gurudeva bhagavanta kA mukhamaMDala Atma-jyoti se dIpta ho rahA thaa| saba santa una tapopUta mahAzramaNa ke ucca Atmika bhAvoM se paripUrNa uttara se niruttara the| yuvAvasthA meM svayaM dvArA racita racanA ke bhAva unake jIvana ke isa saMdhyAkAla meM spaSTa najara A rahe the "roga zoka nahIM mujhako dete, jarA mAtra bhI trAsa / sadA zAMtimaya maiM hU~, merA acala rUpa hai khAsa // " usa saMvAda ke bAda eka dina bItA, do dina bIte, gurudeva lagabhaga mauna hI rahe, kisI se bhI kucha nahIM bole / / saba cintita the, para gurudeva saba cintAoM se pare apanI usI ciraparicita maMda muskAna ke sAtha samAdhibhAva meM lIna rhte| unake prazasta zubhra divya bhAla para vedanA kI halkI rekhA bhI dRSTigata nahIM huii| kintu brahma teja se dIpta mukhAkRti AkarSita kara rahI thii| bhAsvara A~khoM meM vahI saumya, sneha evaM karuNA kA pArAvAra umar3atA huA hara kisI ko AplAvita kara rahA thaa| isI bIca dinAMka 23 mArca 91 ko zrI devendrarAjajI mehatA saparivAra darzanArtha aaye| zraddhAlu bhakta Atma-bhAva me lIna apane ArAdhya gurudeva ko mana,vacana, kAyA se sampUrNa zraddhA se abhibhUta ho namana kara rahA thA to ArAdhya bhagavanta apane isa saMghasevI zrAvaka ko pUrvajoM kA smaraNa dilAte bholAvaNa ke rUpa meM bola rahe the| pUjya | gurudeva ne mehatA jI se kucha dera taka bAtacIta kii| santa Azvasta bane ki guru bhagavanta ke na bolane kA kAraNa unakI mauna sAdhanA hai na ki svAsthya kI koI gar3abar3a hai| __ pUjya gurudeva ko isa taraha Atma-bhAva meM lIna dekhakara pratIta hotA thA ki "jina nahIM paNa jina
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 215 sarIkhA, vItarAga nahIM paNa vItarAga sarIkhA" kA ve sAkSAt svarUpa haiN| gurudeva kI Antarika jAgarUkatA satata bar3hatI gii| samAdhibhAva meM lIna una mahAmanISI ko aba na to isa jIvana ke prati Asakti thI aura na hI avazyambhAvI mRtyu kA koI bhaya / pUjya bhagavanta to nirlipta bhAva se Atma-sAdhanA me nirata the| pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke svAsthya ke samAcAra sarvatra phaila cuke the| bAhara se nirantara saikar3oM-hajAroM darzanArthI | una mahAyogI ke darzanArtha A rahe the| ArAdhya bhagavanta kI Atma-zAnti meM vighna na ho, isI lakSya se darzanArtha upasthita bhaktajana bhI anuzAsanapUrvaka paMktibaddha ho, dUra se hI darzana kara AtmatoSa kA anubhava kara rahe the| caitra zuklA trayodazI dinAMka 28 mArca 91 ko zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAn mahAvIra kI janma jayaMtI ke pAvana prasaMga para jana sailAba ArAdhya AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha umar3a pdd'aa| akhaNDa brahmacarya ke atyudbhuta teja se | daidIpyamAna gurudeva ke tejasvI mukhamaMDala ko nirnimiSa nayanoM se nihAra kara samUcA jana samudAya dhanya-dhanya kaha utthaa| AzIrvAda kI mudrA meM uThe prajJApuruSa ke kara-kamala sabhI ko mauna saMdeza de rahe the| una prajJApuMgava guruvarya ke maMgala darzana kara sabhI bhaktajanoM ke nayana harSAzruoM se AplAvita ho gye| hara hRdaya meM eka hI bhAvanA thI ki isa yuga meM bhagavatatulya hamAre ye pUjya gururAja zIghra svastha hoM, zatAyu hoM, caturvidha saMgha ko apane sAnnidhya kI chAyA pradAna karate rheN| dina pratidina darzanArthiyoM kA AvAgamana bar3hatA hI gyaa| sudUra kSetroM ke bhaktajana bhI pahu~cane lge| pUjya | bhagavanta kA svAsthya dina pratidina giratA jA rahA thaa| hara kisI ko eka hI cintA thI ki zarIra meM kisI roga vizeSa ke lakSaNa nahIM, phira bhI svAsthya meM satata girAvaTa kyoM? mahApuruSa kI sevA meM DaoNkTara, vaidya evaM bhakta sadaiva tatpara para jinheM AhAra evaM davA se aruci hI ho gaI ho, jinheM apanA jIvana lakSya hI dRSTigata ho rahA ho, jinhoMne dehotsarga ke lie sabhI taiyAriyA~ kara lI hoM, ve bhalA davA kyA grahaNa karate ? nimAja padhArane ke bAda se hI AhAra (tarala ke alAvA) lagabhaga baMda sA thA / jo kucha bhI liyA vaha saMtoM ke atyAgraha para aura mAtra unakA mana rakhane hetu / deha kA mana hI mana mamatva tyAga kara cuke gurudeva to, mAtra Atma-bhAva meM lavalIna the| kabhI-kabhI ve pharamAte bhI-"yaha jo kucha AhAra, davA le rahA hU~, tumhArA mana rakhane ke liye le rahA hU~ varanA mujhe isakI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai|" | ___ jodhapura evaM pAla ke cikitsaka aura vaidya pUjya gurudeva ke darzanArtha evaM svAsthya lAbha hetu apanI sevA dene ke lie prayatnazIla the, kintu yaha saba vyartha thaa| cikitsakoM kI rAya thI ki pUjya zrI ko iMjekzana, glUkoja (Dripa) evaM AhAra nalikA Adi bAhya sAdhanoM dvArA davA va AhAra diyA jAnA Avazyaka hai| eka ora gurudeva ke svAsthya kI cintA evaM unake prati bhaktoM kA rAga, dUsarI ora gurudeva kI svayaM kI bhAvanA evaM unakA dRr3ha saMkalpa / antataH santoM kI kartavya bhAvanA jAgRta huI aura saba isa niSkarSa para pahu~ce -gurudeva kI bhAvanA unake liye Adeza hai| jisa mahApuruSa ne jIvana paryanta kaI bAra Avazyaka hone para bhI kabhI bhI, iMjekzana Adi kA upayoga nahIM kiyA aise niraticAra saMyama ke ArAdhaka evaM jinhoMne antima samaya kA saMketa dekara hameM svayaM cetA diyA hai tathA satata sAtha dene kI hI bhAvanA ko vyakta kiyA hai| aise pUjyavarya kI icchA ke viparIta hameM koI kArya nahIM karanA hai|" yadyapi gurudeva ke zarIra meM atyanta durbalatA thI, svayaM uTha-baiTha nahIM pAte, calanA-phiranA banda sA thA, para unake anupama dhairya va Atma bala para zArIrika durbalatA kiMcit mAtra bhI AvaraNa nahIM DAla paaii| mukhamaNDala para vahI sahaja, nizchala, AtmIya muskAna, nayana kamaloM me vahI maharghya muktAphala kI sI svaccha adbhuta
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________________ 296 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AbhA dRSTigata ho rahI thii| bAra-bAra pUchane para niraticAra saMyama-sAdhanA ke dhanI una pUjyavarya ne itanA mAtra kahA-"bhAI , maiM bahata bola cukaa| aba to karane kA hai| merI sAdhanA meM vighna mata ddaalo|" gurudeva ke isa vAkya ne saba logoM ke vicAroM ko aura dRr3ha banA diyaa| santagaNa ne sArI sthiti upasthita pramukha zrAvakoM ke samakSa rakhate hue kahA ki 70 varSa kI sudIrgha niraticAra vimala saMyama sAdhanA meM jisa tana ne pUjya gurudeva kA sAtha diyA hai, jo zarIra isa sAdhaka mahApuruSa kI Adarza sAdhanA evaM tapa teja se dIpta tathA tejomAna huA hai, usa zarIra ko pUjyavarya kI antima sAdhanA kA sAthI banA rahane deN| yahI bhAvanA svayaM pUjyavarya kI hai evaM hama logoM kI bhI yahI bhAvanA hai| parantu saMghanAyaka ke isa tana para samUce caturvidha saMgha kA adhikAra hai| ataH Apa sAmUhika rUpa se jo nirNaya karanA cAheM kara hame avagata karAyeM, kisI bhI antima nirNaya ke pUrva Apa logoM kI sahamati apekSita hai| zrAvakagaNa ne bhI samagra sthiti para gahana vicAra-vimarza kara yahI sammati prakaTa kI ki hameM pUjya bhagavanta kI bhAvanA ko sarvopari sthAna dete hue cikitsakoM kI rAya se | iMjekzana, glUkoja athavA AhAra nalikA nahIM lagavAnI hai| cikitsaka dala ko nirNaya se avagata karAyA gyaa| sabhI DaoNkTara sunakara cakita raha gye| zarIra kI vyAdhiyoM kA upacAra karane vAle cikitsakoM ko bhalA kyA patA ki saMtoM meM adbhuta saMta ve paramayogI to aba tana ke mamatva se pare ho cuke haiM tathA bhavaroga kA upacAra karane meM sannaddha haiN| dhanya, dhanya hai ina mahApuruSa kA dhairyabala, anupama hai inakI tyAgavRtti aura dRr3ha hai inakA Atmabala / sabhI cikitsakagaNa sahaja nata mastaka ho, guru guNagAna karate hue apane-apane gantavya sthAna lauTa gye| kucha bhAvuka bhaktoM ko yadyapi atyanta nirAzA thI, para ArAdhya gurudeva ke aTala vajra saMkalpa ke Age ve mauna evaM nata mastaka the| bhaktoM kA AvAgamana nirantara bar3hatA jA rahA thaa| Ane vAlA hara darzanArthI jaba gurudeva ke svAsthya ko dekhatA evaM unakI bhAvanA ko sunatA to cintita mudrA meM dIrghanizvAsa le yahI kaha uThatA 'pUjyarAja ko yaha kyA a~ca gaI? annAhAra kyoM baMda kara diyA ? davA kyoM nahIM lete ? upacAra meM itanI nispRhatA kyoM ? jIvana bhara jisa mahApuruSa ne tapa, tyAga va saMyama sAdhanA meM lezamAtra kamI nahIM rakhI, isa rugNa avasthA meM ve kisa kamI ko pUrA karanA cAhate haiM? ati bhAvuka hone para ve saMtoM se ulAhanA bhare zabdoM meM pRcchA bhI karate, para jaba unheM gurudeva ke pavitra saMkalpa se ki 'jIvana ke saMdhyAkAla meM maiM kahIM khAlI hAtha na calA jAU~ se avagata karAyA jAtA to ve sahaja nata mastaka ho usa mahApuruSa ke prati zraddhAnata ho jaate| pUjyapAda kI vaha atyutkRSTa nirmala bhAvanA zraddhAsikta bhaktoM ke sabhI praznoM kA ekamAtra samAdhAna thii| gurudeva kI bhAvanA ke Age to koI prazna ho bhI kaise sakatA hai| sabhI ziSyagaNa aharniza sevA-paricaryA meM lage the| bhakti-bhAvanA se ota-prota gurubhakta zrAvakagaNa apanA-apanA vyavasAya, sukha-suvidhAe~ chor3a, gurudeva kI sevA meM hI upasthita rahane lge| kisI kA bhI mana ghara lauTane ko nahIM hotaa| DaoNkTara esa. Ara. mehatA, DaoNkTara rAkeza mehatA evaM vaidya sampatarAja jI mehatA pUrNa zraddhA-bhakti va viveka ke sAtha maryAdAnusAra upacAra meM sannaddha the| parantu gurudeva apanI mastI meM masta the| 8 aprela 91 ko garmI ke bAvajUda sAyaMkAla cauvihAra-tyAga ke samaya jala bhI atyanta alpamAtrA meM hI liyaa| * tele kI tapasyA / 9 aprela 91 maMgalavAra prathama vaizAkha kRSNA dazamI ko santoM ke dvArA AgrahapUrNa nivedana kie jAne para bhI )
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 297 Apane peya svIkAra nahIM kiyA aura Apane upavAsa kA saMkalpa kara liyA / kRSNA dazamI ko Apake varSoM se mauna | rahatA thaa| isa dina pUjyavara varSoM se cintAmaNi bhagavAna pArzvanAtha kA japa - smaraNa evaM ekAnta dhyAna sAdhanA ke sAtha AtmaramaNa karate the| dUsare dina 10 aprela ko bhI Apane pAraNA nahIM kara belA tapa kara liyA / 11 aprela ko santoM ko pAraNaka kI AzA thI, kintu vaha bhI pUrNa nahIM huii| AcArya zrI mana hI mana antima manoratha kI utkRSTa | sAdhanA ke lie dRr3ha saMkalpa kara cuke the / 70 varSa kI sudIrgha saMyama sAdhanA meM Apane eka se adhika bAra tele kI tapasyA nahIM kI thI, kintu yaha dvitIya tele kA tapa advitIya lakSya kI pUrti kA majabUta sopAna siddha ho rahA thaa| zarIra kI azaktatA kA koI artha nahIM thA / Atmazakti evaM manobala kI vijaya yAtrA apanA lakSya pUrNa karane kI ora agrasara thii| ApakA mukha maNDala adbhuta divya Atma-teja se jyotirmAna thA / tele kA tapa pUrNa hone para santoM ko AzA thI, ki aba gurudeva avazya hI pAraNaka kara leMge, parantu 12 aprela 91 ko sUrya kI kiraNeM to udita huIM, kintu pAraNaka karAne kI santoM kI abhilASA pUrNa nahIM ho skii| suzIlA bhavana ke bAhara darzanArthiyoM kI apAra bhIr3a thii| hara koI eka dUsare se pUcha rahe the- gurudeva ne pAraNA kiyA yA nahIM ? sabhI saMtamunivRnda, mahAsatI - maNDala evaM saMgha ke kAryakartAoM kA mana adhIra ho rahA thaa| sabhI ne punaH gurucaraNoM meM nivedana kiyA ki bhagavan ! Aja to aba pAraNaka karAveM / pAraNaka ke liye punaH punaH nivedana karane para zArIrika | ceSTAoM se spaSTa inakAra kara diyaa| AcAryapravara se pRcchA karane para unhoMne apane smita mukha - maNDala se sahaja hI saMthArA grahaNa karane kI bhAvanA vyakta kI / kintu sabako yaha AsAnI se svIkArya kahA~ thA? kAla-cakra abAdha gati se apane kadama bar3hAtA jA rahA thA to ve mRtyuMjayI mahApuruSa usa para vijaya zrI kA varaNa kara | maraNa ko apane sAdhaka jIvana kA Adarza banA, eka nayA kIrtimAna raca rahe the| saiMkar3oM sAdhaka apane | jIvana kA nirNaya lene jina zrI caraNoM meM upasthita hue, Aja usI niyAmaka ke jIvana kI nirNAyaka ghar3I sabake sAmane thI / nirNaya to vaha mahAsAdhaka kabhI kA le cukA thA, saMgha ko to mAtra usa para apanI svIkRti (caturvidha saMgha kI svIkRti) kI muhara lagAnI thI / antataH zraddheya zrI mAna munijI ma.sA. zraddheya zrI hIrA munijI ma.sA.prabhRti sabhI saMtagaNa, vahA~ upasthita ratnavaMzIya sAdhvI maNDala va saMgha ke agragaNya zrAvaka paraspara vicAra-vimarza ke pazcAt isa niSkarSa para pahu~ce ki pUjya bhagavanta ne jIvanaparyanta hamAre jIvana ko Age bar3hAne meM, saMgha evaM jinazAsana kI sevA karane meM hamArA mArgadarzana kiyA hai, una mahApuruSa ne jIvana me sadaiva diyA hI diyA hai, kabhI kucha mA~gA nahIM, Aja jIvana kI isa sAMdhya velA meM mAMgA bhI hai to paMDita maraNa meM sahayoga / ataH isa UhApoha kI ghar3I meM apane hRdaya ko majabUta kara gurudeva kI bhAvanA ke anurUpa unake abhISTa pAtheya kI prApti meM sahayoga denA hI hamArA eka mAtra karttavya hai / saMthArA-samArohaNa * gurudeva saMthArA karane ke lie tatpara the| sabhI avAk the- apane antima manoratha 'saMthArA' kI kitanI prabala adamya AkAMkSA, kaisA dRr3ha abhinizcaya, jIvana se kitanI nispRhatA ! tyAga ke prabala Agraha ke samakSa rAga ko jhukanA hI pdd'aa| eka ora gurudeva ke aba adhika sAnnidhya se vaMcita ho jAne kA dvandva, to dUsarI ora guruvarya kI sAdhanA ke divya zikhara para ArohaNa kI prasannatA thI / antataH harSamizrita bhArI mana se caturvidha saMgha ne guruvarya kI prakRSTa bhAvanA kA samAdara karate hue saMthArA grahaNa karane kI sahamati pradAna kara dii|
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________________ 298 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ___jaba zraddheya zrI mAnamunijI ma.sA. evaM zraddheya zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. saMthAre kI vidhi pUrNa karA rahe the taba upasthita caturvidha saMgha ke sadasya stabdha hokara isa bhavya prakRSTa ArohaNa ko apalaka nihAra rahe the| una mahApuruSa ke divya AbhAmaya mukhamaNDala para alaukika Atma-jyoti prakaTa ho rahI thI to apane abhISTa manoratha kI pUrti kA paramatoSa bhI jhalaka rahA thaa| unake roma-roma meM apAra utsAha thaa| vastuta: dRr3ha saMkalpavratI, zramaNa zreSTha kI cira saMcita antarbhAvanA Aja sAkAra hone jA rahI thii| "jaga maraNa se Darata hai mo mana prmaannd| kaba marasyAM kaba bheMTasyA, sahaje paramAnanda / / " zraddheya mAna munijI ma.sA. dvArA vidhi pUrNa karAye jAne ke bAda jaba AjIvana (tivihAra) AhAra-tyAga ke pratyAkhyAna kA pATha zravaNa karAyA jA rahA thA, bhagavanta ne pUrNa sacetana sajaga avasthA meM svayaM apane zrImukha se 'vosirAmi' zabda kA uccAraNa kara saMthArA grahaNa kara liyaa| sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA sabhI bhArI mana se AtmasamAdhistha apane ArAdhya una yuga-nirmAtA, yuga-manISI, yuga-prabhAvaka guruvarya ko nata mastaka ho, bhAva-vihvala ho, namana kara rahe the| jIvana ke uSA kAla meM hI sAdhanA karate jisa mahApuruSa ne bheda-jJAna kA sAkSAtkAra kara yaha anubhava kara liyA thA ki yaha zarIra 'maiM' nahIM, 'maiM' usameM virAjita Anandaghana AtmA hU~, tabhI se unakI samagra sAdhanA nirantara apane lakSya kI ora bar3hatI gii| Aja lagatA hai, unakI samUcI saMyama-jIvana kI vaha sudIrgha sAdhanA isa samAdhimaraNa ke lie kI gaI taiyArI thii| yojanAbaddha rIti se saMthArA grahaNa karane kA yaha zatAbdI kA apratima udAharaNa thaa| pahale davA banda, phira annAhAra banda, phira peya banda evaM sambandhita sampradAyoM ke pramukha zramaNa vareNyoM ko kSamA yAcanA ke patroM ke sAtha caturvidha saMgha evaM prANimAtra se kSamAyAcanA pUrvaka tele kI tapasyA - yaha thA saMlekhanA kA saccA svarUpa aura saMthAre kI bhuumikaa| sabakA Agraha unheM roka na sakA, ziSyoM ke sneha va bhaktoM kI bhakti bhI unheM bAMdha nahIM sakI, kyoMki ve nikaTa bhavI mahAsAdhaka to sabhI bandhanoM se mukta hone kI ora satata agrasara the| isa kaThora sAdhanA para Age bar3hanA unake ananta manobala kA hI to paricAyaka hai| pUjya bhagavanta to antajyoti jagA yahI soca rahe the maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa, jahA~ nahIM hotI chaayaa-dhuup| dRzya jagata pudgala kI mAyA, merA cetana ruup| pUraNa galana svabhAva dhare tana, merA avyaya rUpa / / maiM na kisI se dabane vAlA, roga na merA ruup| 'gajendra' nija pada ko pahacAne, so bhUpo kA bhuup|| yaha tana merA nahIM, yaha durbalatA, yaha azaktatA, ye roga merA kucha bigAr3a nahIM sakate, maiM to avinAzI, ajara, | amara zuddha zAzvata AtmA hU~, mujhe to merA svarUpa prakaTa karanA hai, sabhI bandhanoM ko tor3a kara mukta honA hai| AtmasamAdhistha pUjya caritanAyaka ke sUrya sama daidIpyamAna cehare se aisA pratIta ho rahA thA ki mAno gurudeva apane apratima Atma-bala se karAla kAla para vijaya-vaijayantI phaharAne ko isa adhyAtma-saMgrAma meM sannaddha hokara karma-zatruoM ko parAsta karane ko kaTibaddha haiN| ve apanI sampUrNa zakti se nirantara apanI AtmA ko U~cA uThA kara muktizrI kI ora bar3ha rahe the| vItarAgatA kI ucca sthiti pAne ko samutsuka ina mahAzramaNa ko sahayoga dene ke lie santavRnda evaM satIvRnda bhavabhayahAriNI jinavANI ke Agama pATha evaM adhyAtma-svarUpabodhaka bhajana pUjya guru-caraNoM meM sunAne ko udyata the|
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 299 AcArya zrI ke svAsthya evaM saMthArA viSayaka samAcAra dezabhara ke jaina evaM jainetara samAja meM karNAkarNi tIvratA | se prasArita ho cuke the| eka AcArya ko saMthArA ! sadiyoM meM hone vAlI duSkara ghaTanA ! deza ke pramukha saMta-satiyoM ke yahAM se bhI svAsthya evaM saMthArA viSayaka-patra Ane lge| AcArya zrI Ananda RSijI ma.sA. kA ahamadanagara se jo patra prApta huA, usakA kucha aMza isa prakAra || thA "sAdhanA kA carama lakSya paNDita maraNa hai| AcArya zrI jI ne apane zarIra para se mamatva utAra diyA hai, yaha | unakI ucca sAdhanA kA dyotaka hai|" ___ "saMyama-jIvana meM AcArya zrI jI ke sAtha kaI bAra mile haiM, sAtha rahe haiM, zarIra do the, kintu vicAra eka the, dUdha pAnI kI taraha rahe haiN| AcArya zrI jI ne bhI yahI pharamAyA hai ki merI bhI vRddhAvasthA hai / zarIra ke pudgala DhIle par3a rahe haiM, merI ora se yA mere sAtha rahane vAle antevAsI santoM kI ora se yA mere AjJAnuvartI santoM kI ora se Apako koI kaSTa pahu~cA ho, mana duHkhAyA gayA ho to maiM kSamAyAcanA karatA huuN|" tapasvIrAja zrI campAlAlajI ma.sA. ne zAstrI nagara, jodhapura se 20.3.1991 ko likhavAye patra meM pArasparika kSamAyAcanA ke anantara spaSTa kiyA - "Apa zrI ne donoM sampradAyoM ke pArasparika prema saMbaMdha evaM maitrI-sambandha ke viSaya meM jo zubha bhAvanA vyakta kI hai, usakA hama hRdaya se satkAra, sammAna evaM Adara karate haiN| hamArI bhI yahI bhAvanA hai ki ina donoM sampradAyoM meM vartamAna meM jo maitrI-sambandha evaM prema-sambandha banA huA hai vaha | | vaisA hI banA rahe, balki usameM uttarottara aura vRddhi hotI rahe, aisI hamArI bhAvanA hai|" / __zraddheya AcAryapravara zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. ne 13 aprela 1991ko mAMDala-caurAhA se jo saMdeza preSita karAyA, usakA aMza prastuta hai ___"AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne vItarAga zAsana meM jo sevAeM arpita kI ve sadA preraka rheNgii| AcArya zrI vizuddha jJAna evaM nirmala AcaraNa ke pakSadhara rahe haiN| AcArya zrI ke prabhAvaka jIvana kI amiTa rekhAe~ sadaiva bhavya mumukSu AtmAoM ko preraNAe~ pradAna karatI raheM tathA ve apane svIkRta 'siva-mayala-marua-maNaMta-makkhaya-mavvAbAha mapuNarAvittiM siddhigaI' ke patha ko varaNa karane meM sannaddha raheM, yahI maMgala manISA hai|" / vijayanagara se zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI yazakuMvarajI ma.sA. ke yahA~ se 15 mArca 91 ko preSita | patra ke aMza bahuta hI bhAvapUrNa haiM - "jinazAsana kI amUlya nidhi, jinazAsana kI garimA, saMyama-sAdhanA ke mahAsrota, jJAna sUrya, pAvana patha ke rAhI, | svAdhyAya saMgha ke praNetA, sUrya sama tejasvI, candra sama zItala, sAgara sama gaMbhIra, mahA manISI, mahAyazasvI, tejasvI, varcasvI, upamAtIta vyaktitva, jinazAsana prabhAvaka, ArAdhya AcAryapravara kI asvasthatA ke samAcAra jJAta kara mana pIr3A se abhibhUta ho uThA, aura honA svAbhAvika bhI hai, kyoMki ApazrI kI kRpA dRSTi jo sadaiva rahI hai| ApazrI ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM pAvana zrI caraNoM meM baiThakara asIma AnaMda kI anubhUti huI thI, mana aparimita zAnti se paripUrNa banA thaa| kalmaSahAriNI patitapAvanI, kalyANI, jinavANI Apa zrI ke mukhAravinda se zravaNa kara hRdaya bar3A pramudita huA thaa| Apa zrI ke pAvana divya darzana lAbha se ina pyAse nayanoM kI pyAsa bujhAyI thii| ApazrI ke agAdha jJAnasAgara kI kucha jJAna bUMde pAkara mana prasannatA se jhUma uThA thA, ve kSaNa jo itane pAvana the, Ananda se paripUrNa the, kaise una amUlya kSaNoM ko vismRta kara deN| Aja bhI atIta ke svarNima kSaNoM kA dRzya netroM ke samakSa sAkAra hotA huA pratIta hotA hai| Apa zrI kI smRti
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________________ 300 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM hotI hI rahatI hai| mana cAhatA hai ki puNyAtmA ke punIta darzanoM kA lAbha mila jAe, ye pyAse nayana darzana lAbha pAkara dhanya bana jAyeM, divya vacanAmRta pAna kara karNayugala pAvana bana jaayeN| zramaNa saMgha ke zraddheya upAdhyAyapravara zrI puSkaramuni jI ma.sA., upAcArya zrI devendra munijI prabhRti munivRnda ne kSamA - yAcanA ke patra kA 20 mArca 1991 ko khaNDapa ke nikaTa morar3A se jo patra preSita karAyA usakA kucha aMza yahA~ prastuta hai_ "patra par3hakara hRdaya gadgad ho utthaa| AcAryapravara eka mahAn jAgarUka pavitra AtmA haiM jinake antarhadaya se kSamA-yAcanA jaisI zabdAvalI pragaTa huI hai| Apa kitane mahAn haiM isa zabdAvalI se spaSTa ghoSita hai / aparAdha choToM se ho sakatA hai, baDoM se nhiiN| varSoM se ApakI asIma kRpA hamAre para rahI hai| ApazrI zramaNa saMgha meM the, taba cirakAla taka sAtha meM rahane ke prasaMga bhI aae| sAtha meM kArya karane kA avasara bhI prApta huaa| para kinhIM vizeSa kAraNoM se ApazrI ne zramaNa-saMgha se tyAga-patra de diyaa| to bhI ApakA hArdika sneha pUrvavat hI calatA rhaa|" ___pUjya zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI paramparA ke pravartaka zrI sohanalAla jI ma.sA. dvArA 14 mArca | | 1991 ko devaliyA kalAM (jilA ajamera) se likhavAe gaye patra kA aMza - ___ "AcArya zrI svayaM apramatta evaM jAgarUka saMyama zIla mahAn AtmA haiM, unakA sAnnidhya hI samAja kI dharohara hai| ve apanI Atma-sAdhanA meM nirantara sayatna rahe haiM evaM anekoM bhavyAtmAoM ko bhI jAgarUka kara ananta upakAra | kiyA hai| pravartaka zrI jI puna: AcArya zrI jI ma.sA. ke caraNoM meM vandana arja kara sukha zAnti puchavAte haiN|" gohAnA roDa jInda se zAsana prabhAvaka zrI sadarzanalAla jI ma.sA. ke dvArA preSita 14 mArca 91 kA saMdeza-. "ApazrI jI vIraprabhu ke jinazAsana ke dedIpyamAna ratna evaM ujjvala zRMgAra haiN| tyAga-tapa-svAdhyAya-pravacana -prabhAvanA evaM anAgrahavRtti ke mUrtimanta svarUpa haiN| jyotirdhara AcAryoM kI ATha gaNi sampadAoM evaM vidvadvareNya vAcakoM kI sAraNA, vAraNA evaM dhAraNA rUpa lokottara zaktiyA~ ApazrI meM sAkSAt parilakSita hotI haiN|" Deha (nAgaura) se AcAryakalpa zrI zubhacandra jI ma.sA. dvArA 14 aprela 91 ko preSita sandeza - "parama pUjya AcArya pravara ne mahAn kalyANakArI vItarAga bhagavAn ke siddhAntoM ke anusAra yAvajjIvana | anazana svIkAra karake sudIrgha saMyamI jIvana ke sAtha mahattvapUrNa adhyAya jor3A hai| dhanya haiM AcArya zrI jo senApati | kI bhA~ti jIvana-kSetra meM vIratA se kadama bar3hAte hue vijayazrI ke varaNa hetu prastuta hue haiN| deha kI nazvaratA ko samajha kara apanA mamattva tyAga kara Atmastha hone ke lie Atma-yajJa prArambha kiyA hai, jo vastuta: stutya evaM spRhaNIya hai|" ____ jayapura se terApaMtha saMgha ke AcArya zrI tulasI jI se bhI saMdeza prApta huA - "Apa zrI ne atyanta zreSTha kArya kiyA hai| jisa utkRSTa samAdhiyoga meM Apa bar3he haiM, merI yahI maMgala kAmanA hai ki anta samaya taka vaise hI utkRSTa pariNAma bane rhe| __tristutika samudAyavartI jayantazizu muni zrI dharmaratnavijayajI mahArAja dvArA 17 aprela 91 ko auraMgAbAda se preSita sandeza kA aMza____"sacamuca ApakI yaha pahala sarAhanIya hai aura rhegii| bhaviSya meM likhe jAne vAle itihAsa ke mukhya pRSThoM para yaha vivaraNa utsAhavardhakatA pUrvaka svarNAkSaroM meM aMkita hogA tathA vartamAna meM Astika evaM nAstika donoM prakAra ke
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________________ [prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 301 mAnavoM ke hRdaya paTala para sthAyIrUpeNa TaMkita hogaa| mujha jaise pAmara ajJAnI ke liye nizcita hI ApakA yaha kadama sadaiva preraNAsrota bana pravahamAna rhegaa| ApazrI kI jAgRta huI zubha bhAvanA ko nirvighnatayA nirbAdha rUpa se sacce sAdhaka ke svarUpa meM saphalatA prApta hove, aisI paramArAdhya parama iSTa pUjya gurudeva zrI se nirantara prArthanA karatA hU~ evaM AzA rakhatA hU~ ki tyAgavIra , tapavIra, jJAnavIra, dhyAnavIra, mahAvIra, dhIra, vIra, gambhIra, santa mahanta RSimuni bhagavanta ke parama AzIrvAda se mujhe bhI paNDitamaraNa kI prApti ho, isI sadkAmanA ke sAtha / " pUjya zrI prakAzacanda jI ma.sA Agama ratnAkara zrI rAmaprasAdajI ma. Adi kA sAMgariyA (rAja.) se preSita patra kA aMza "Apane jo jinavacana athavA jina dharmAmRta se vibhUSita deha pAyA, usa bhavana meM Aja dharmaratnoM kI svarNa vRSTi ho rahI hai / merA (hamArA) hRdaya ApakA abhinandana kara rahA hai| Apane jo mokSa sAdhanopAyabhUta saMthArA liyA hai, vaha mokSArtha kI gaI paramArtha-sAdhanA kI parAkASThA hai, tIra prApti hai| devAvi deva loe bhuMjatA bahuvihAI bhogaaii| saMthAraM ciMtatAM AsaNasayaNAI muMcaMti ||(sNthaarNg painnA) deva bhI devaloka meM vividha bhogoM meM rata hone para bhI (Apa jaisoM ke) saMthAre kA khayAla Ate hI Asana, | zayana chor3akara (ApakI vaMdanA karate hoMge) Apane jo jIvana saMgrAma aba taka kiyA, Aja usake zIrSa para pahu~ca gaye haiM, vijaya zrI Apake nikaTa hI hai| ArAdhanA patAkA ucca bhAvoM kI pAvana pavana se prerita hokara uccAkAza meM phaharA rahI hai| tapa-saMyama ke zastroM se sabhI munivara susajjita hote haiM para saMlekhanA rUpa sudarzana cakra to kisI-kisI saMyamI cakravartI ke hAtha AtA hai kyoMki dhAraNa karane kI tathA prayoga karane kI kSamatA hara eka meM nahIM hotI hai| * umar3a par3A zrAvaka-samudAya pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavanta ke saMthArA-grahaNa karane ke samAcAra deza-dezAntara meM vidyuta vega se phaila gye| jisane bhI sunA avAk raha gayA, anAyAsa vizvAsa hI nahIM kara paayaa| sabhI apane-apane mana meM vividha kalpanAe~| karane lage kyA hama zramaNa bhagavAn mahAvIra ke zAsana ke isa divya dedIpyamAna nakSatra ke prabhAmaNDala se aba vaMcita ho jAyeMge? ratnavaMza ke isa virATa kalpavRkSa jisane apanI zItala chAyA se apane-parAye kA bheda na rakha kara sabhI ko apanA sukhada sAnnidhya pradAna kiyA, jina-zAsana sevA meM jinhoMne apanA sampUrNa jIvana samarpita kara diyA, sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra evaM inake sandeza ko ghara-ghara taka pahu~cAne ke lie dIrgha vihAra karane meM kabhI parISahoM kI paravAha na kI, vimala saMyama-sAdhanA evaM AcAra pradhAna saMgaThana jinheM sadaiva abhISTa rahe, sAmpradAyika vaimanasya jinheM kabhI chU bhI na pAyA, yuvA pIr3hI ko vyasana-mukta bandhubhAva meM saMgaThita karane meM jo apane jIvana ke sandhyAkAla meM bhI pIche nahIM rahe, alabhya guNa saMyoga ke dhanI ina yuga pradhAna AcArya bhagavanta ke saMrakSaNa se kyA hama vaMcita ho jAyeMge? para jaba sabane nimAja se vizvasta samAcAra sune, sabhI stabdha raha gaye, sarvatra eka mauna sannATA sA chA gyaa| sampUrNa jaina samAja meM eka hI carcA thI-AcArya zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sAhaba ne yAvajjIvana saMthArA grahaNa kara liyA hai-dhanya-dhanya bhagavan / ApakA samagra apramatta saMyamI jIvana jinazAsana kI kIrtipatAkA ko dig-diganta meM phaharAne meM sannaddha rahA, to Aja Apa saMthArA samAdhipUrvaka maraNa-vijaya kI ora agrasara ho,Ane vAlI pIr3hiyoM ke liye eka Adarza upasthita kara rahe haiN| sabhI mana hI mana isa mahApuruSa ke caraNoM meM nata mastaka the|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 302 jisane bhI sanA, use jo bhI sAdhana milA, usase zIghrAtizIghra pUjya caraNoM meM pahu~cane hetu cala pdd'aa| dUra-dUra se darzanArthI umar3a umaDa kara Ane lage, kahIM maiM darzana-lAbha se vaMcita na raha jAU~ isa bhAvanA se mAno jo jahA~ khar3A thA, vahIM se daur3a pdd'aa| nimAja grAma mahAnagara bana gayA,gaMgavAla bhavana tapodhAma bana gyaa| AsapAsa ke kSetroM se jainetara bandhu bhI vizAla saMkhyA meM isa yogivarya kI jIvita Atma-samAdhi ko dekhane va pUjyarAja ke pAvana darzana se apane Apako dhanya karane umar3a pdd'e| darzanArthiyoM kI bhArI bhIr3a gurudeva ke darzana ko Atura thI, hara koI| zIdhyatizIghra darzana pAne ko tatpara thaa| ata: una bhAvuka bhaktoM ko niyantrita karanA atyanta kaThina thA, parantu saMgha ke kAryakartAoM evaM nimAja zrI saMgha ke sevAbhAvI svayaMsevakoM ne acUka sUjhabUjha evaM samanvita kAryazailI se kuzala vyavasthA kii| yaha dhyAna rakhA gayA ki sabhI darzanArthI yogirAja ke darzana kara santuSTa ho sakeM, anuzAsana banA rahe va AtmabhAva meM lIna pUjyavarya kI Atma-sAdhanA meM bhI koI vyavadhAna na ho| saMgha ke adhikArIgaNa, kAryakartAgaNa apanI apanI vyasta dinacaryA ko chor3a apane ArAdhya gurudeva kI isa antima sevA ke lAbha hetu upasthita ho gaye, evaM vahA~ ruka kara vyavasthA sampAdana kA, sevA kA lAbha lene lge| sabhI Agata darzanArthI bandhu guru-darzana kA lAbha vyavasthita va anuzAsita rUpa se le rahe the tathA isa apAra janasamUha kI sevA meM nimAjavAsI pUrNa samarpaNa bhAva se saMlagna the| kisI kA bhI mana vahA~ se lauTane ko hI nahIM hotA thaa| sabhI bhaktagaNa va vAtAvaraNa mAnoM guru-caraNoM meM dattacitta ho gye| jaba sabhI bhaktajana apane ArAdhya kI sevA meM samarpita the to gurubhakta nAgarAja (sarpa) bhI kaise pIche rahate ! jisa dina pUjya gurudeva ne saMthArA grahaNa kiyA, usI dina madhyAhna ke samaya suzIlA bhavana meM nAgarAja dRSTigata hue para binA kisI ko koI nukasAna pahu~cAye, vilupta ho gye| SaTakAyA-pratipAlaka saMtajanoM evaM roma-roma se prANimAtra ke prati karuNA sarasAne vAle, maitrI, prema, dayA evaM sneha-sudhA ke sAgara pUjya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha nAgarAja kA AnA sahaja hI thA, koI Azcarya kI bAta nhiiN| jise bhI isa ghaTanA kI jAnakArI milI, hara vyakti apanI-apanI soca ke mutAbika aTakaleM lagAne lgaa| kucha vyakti ise dharaNendra kA darzana hetu padArpaNa, kucha isa ghaTanA ko satArA meM pUjya bhagavanta dvArA bacAye gaye nAga kA Agamana evaM apane ArAdhya prabhu ke isa antima sAdhanA-kAla meM darzana karanA svIkAra kara rahe the| guru bhagavanta ke saMthArA-grahaNa karane ke mahAsaMkalpa ke isa avasara para apanA anumodana vyakta karane meM prakRti | bhI pIche nahIM rhii| jaba pratyAkhyAna svIkAra kiye gaye usa samaya AkAza bilakula sApha thA, varSA kA mausama bhI nahI thaa| aparAhna anAyAsa hI gagana meghAcchAdita ho gayA evaM ThaMDI havAoM ke sAtha mUsalAdhAra varSA huii| Agantuka darzanArthiyoM ne batAyA ki yaha varSA bhI mukhyata: nimAja ke ilAke meM hI huI hai| anAyAsa varSA se aisA laga rahA thA mAno devarAja indra bhI gar3agaDAhaTa ke sAtha AtmasamAdhistha zramaNaratna pUjya hastI ke guNagAna vyakta kara rahe hoN| prakRti bhI ina yogivarya ke caraNoM meM apane zraddhA sumana samarpita kara zItalatA kA sukhada saMyoga prastuta kara rahI thii| vastuta: mahApuruSa jahA~-jahA~ virAjate haiM, vahA~-vahA~ sabhI pratikUlatAyeM bhI anukUlatAoM meM pariNata ho jAtI haiM to phira bhalA yahA~ to sAdhanA ke sAkSAt sAkAra svarUpa AcArya hastI zramaNa-sAdhanA ke zikhara para Arur3ha ho samAdhi meM lIna the| unake prabala puNyapratApa va sAdhanA ke Age nAgarAja (sarpa), devendra (varSA) athavA prakRti bhI guNAnuvAda kara rahe hoM to koI Azcarya nhiiN| * akhaNDa jApa ___ apane ArAdhya guruvarya kI isa apratima sAdhanA kA anumodana karane, vahA~ Agata darzanArthI suzrAvakoM ne bhI
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 303 bhavana ke pIche barAmade meM mahAmaMtra namokAra kA akhaNDa jApa prArambha kara diyaa| darzanArthI bandhu binA preraNA ke jApa meM baiThakara apane Apako kRtakRtya smjhte| pUjya gurudeva ke tapa yajJa ke avasara para sAmUhika rUpa se samaveta-svara meM | jApa karate hue zrAvakagaNa purAtana yugIna RSi-Azrama kA bodha karAte / pUjya guruvarya isa mutyuJjaya yajJa meM apane | zarIra ko homa rahe the| saMta-satIgaNa bhI Agama pAThoM kA uccAraNa kara rahe the to bhaktagaNa bhI japa va tapa dvArA apanI-apanI Ahuti de rahe the| jahA~ pUjya gurudeva kA samagra jIvana, unakA prabhApuJja vyaktitva va mahanIya kRtitva sadaiva Agata vyaktiyoM ko prerita karatA rahA, vahA~ Aja samAdhimaraNa kI ora bar3hAye gaye unake kadama apanA adbhuta prabhAva DAla rahe the| ina | tapopUta mahAsAdhaka ke Atma-teja ko dRSTigata kara binA preraNA ke hI pratyeka Agata darzanArthI kI yahI bhAvanA ho uThatI ki pUjya gurudeva ke isa mRtyuJjaya-yajJa meM use bhI tapa evaM niyama kA saMkalpa kara apanI ora se Ahuti | avazya denI hai| dhanya gurudeva ! Aja Apa bhale hI maunastha haiM, para Aja ApakA yaha tapomaya mauna pravacana se bhI | adhika preraNA pradAyI bana hajAroM patitoM ko pavitra kara rahA hai| * musalamAna bhAiyoM kI anUThI zraddhA-bhakti saMthArA kAla meM hI musalamAnoM kI Ida kA prasaMga upasthita huaa| aMhisA ke pujArI AcArya deva jinhoMne | sadaiva chaha kAyA ke jIvoM ko abhayadAna diyA, karuNA va dayA se jinakA roma-roma AplAvita thA, prANimAtra ke prati jinake hRdaya meM sahaja maitrI va sneha kI bhAvanA thI, aise pUjya bhagavanta ke isa mahAtyAga se prerita ho, muslima bhAI-bahinoM ke hRdaya bhI parivartita ho gye| rojoM kI samApti ke avasara para ve sabhI muslima bhAI- bahina, jinakA sira khudA ke sivAya kisI ke Age jhukatA nahIM, isa anUThe phakIra ke darzana karane va unake Age sijadA karane svataH upasthita hue aura lagabhaga pauna ghaNTe taka darzana hone taka binA dhairya khoye anuzAsita paMkti meM khar3e rhe| Atma-samAdhistha una yogirAja ke maMgala darzana kara una mAMsa-vikretA bhAiyoM ke mana meM sahaja hI ahiMsA va karuNA ke saMskAra jAgRta hue aura unhoMne pUjya gururAja ke saMthArA calane taka mAMsa-vikraya va pazuvadha karane kA tyAga kara diyaa| yaha thA ahiMsA bhagavatI evaM mahAsAdhaka ke atula Atmateja va vimala saMyama-sAdhanA kA sAkSAt svruup| vastuta: jahA~ bhI mahApuruSa virAjate haiM vahA~ kA sthAna hI nahIM samUcA vAtAvaraNa hI nirmala bana jAtA hai, sabhI prANI paraspara vaira-virodha va hiMsA ko bhUla kara alaukika zAMti kA anubhava karate haiN| hisaka bhI ahiMsaka bana jAte haiN| yahI kAraNa thA ki mAMsa-vikraya jinakI AjIvikA hai una bhAiyoM ne bhI apanI AjIvikA kA tyAga karake abodha prANiyoM ko abhayadAna dekara ina mahApuruSa ke prati eka anUThI zraddhA vyakta kii| jahA~ bar3e se bar3e bhakta bhI apanA vyavasAya sahaja banda nahIM kara sakate, vahA~ saMthAre kI avadhi taka apanI AjIvikA kA bhI tyAga kara una muslima bhAiyoM ne atyutkRSTa azrutapUrva Adarza upasthita kiyaa| jisane bhI sunA, una bhAiyoM ke tyAga ke anumodana evaM pUjya gurudeva ke puNya pratApa kI prazasti kiye binA nahIM raha skaa| dhanya gurudeva ! Apane apanI sAdhanA ke pratApa se anahonI (duSkara) ko honI kara dikhaayaa| bhagavan ! Apa jaise mahApuruSa ke liye koI bhI kArya azakya nahIM hai| hiMsA se hI apanA jIvana vyApAra calAne vAle bhAI-bahina navIna tapa-tyAga aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko Age bar3hAe~ to isameM kyA Azcarya ? abhayadAna ke isa mahAn kArya meM bhAI zrI altAphajI va nimAja nivAsI ananya guru bhakta zrI tejarAjajI, gaNezamalajI bhaNDArI kI prabala preraNA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 304 rhii| suzIlA bhavana ke zayyAtara zrI sohanalAlajI gaMgavAla ne bhI adhyAtmayogI ke caraNoM meM sevA kA aparva lAbha lekara svayaM ko kRtakRtya smjhaa| * nimAja banA tIrthadhAma saMthAre kA samaya vyatIta ho rahA thaa| ananta upakArI, paramArAdhya, tapodhana, zramaNazreSTha AcArya guruvarya kI antima sevA ke svarNima suyoga ko apanA ahobhAgya samajha kara sabhI munivRnda sarvata:samarpita bhAva se gurucaraNa sevA evaM sAnnidhya kA anupama lAbha uThA rahe the| kisI bhI ziSya kA mana gurucaraNoM ko kSaNa bhara ke liye bhI chor3ane kA nahIM hotA, Avazyaka kAryavazAt idhara-udhara jAnA par3atA, parantu mana vahIM lagA rahatA thaa| yahI saMkalpa rahatA ki kArya sampanna hote hI pUjya bhagavanta kI sevA meM jAkara baitthe| usa alaukika teja:puJja kI prazAnta mukha-mudrA se dRSTi haTatI | hI nahIM thI, mana aghAtA hI nahIM, nayana paritRpta hI nahIM hote the| jyoM-jyoM saMthAre kA samaya Age bar3ha rahA thA, darzanArthiyoM kI saMkhyA bar3hatI hI jA rahI thii| samIpavartI nagaroM va AsapAsa ke kSetroM se bhaktagaNa hI nahIM varan jAti,dharma va sampradAya kI dIvAroM se pare sabhI vargoM ke loga eka bAra darzana kara jaise paritRpta hI nahIM ho pAte, ghara lauTane para bhAvanA puna: puna: darzana kI hotI aura ve bhAvuka bhaktajana sahaja hI yogivarya ke darzana ko lauTa par3ate to dUrastha kSetroM ke bhaktajana va darzanArthI bandhu bhI apane vyavasAya va kAma-kAja ko chor3a darzana-lAbha lene hetu umar3a pdd'e| saikar3oM hajAroM bhaktagaNa to parama pUjya gurudeva ke aMtima sAnnidhya, maMgala darzana va saMgha-sevA kI pAvana samarpita bhAvanA se apanI gRha-suvidhAoM va kArobAra kA moha chor3a saparivAra nimAja meM hI basa ge| hara vyakti kI bhAvanA yahI rahatI ki puna: puna: parama pAvana gurudeva ke maMgala darzana karate raheM, adhikAdhika samaya japa, tapa va svAdhyAya meM lIna raheM, yathAzakti adhikAdhika niyama-vrata aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko Age bar3hAe~ / darzanArthiyoM ke satata AvAgamana se vaha gaMgavAla bhavana kA vizAla parisara bhI choTA par3a gayA, bAhara rAjamArga se hI darzanArthiyoM kI katAreM laga jaatiiN| ina anupama yogI kI eka jhalaka dekhane ko hajAroM darzanArthI bandhu, anuzAsita DhaMga se ghaNToM paMkti meM khaDe rahakara bhI thakate nahIM, sabhI kA yahI ekamAtra lakSya ki kaba nambara Ave, kaba patita-pAvana gururAja ke pAvana maMgalamaya darzana kA lAbha mile| guru ke isa darabAra meM sabhI samAna the, na koI viziSTa na koI sAmAnya / yuvA kAryakartAgaNa svayaMsevaka ke rUpa meM utsAha, abhiruci va kuzalatA se saMgha ke kAryakartAoM ke nirdezAnusAra, apane kartavya ke pAlana va saMgha-sevA meM sannaddha the| koI parisara ke bAhara darzanArthI bandhuoM ko katArabaddha khar3e rahane kA vinamra anurodha karate, koI parisara ke bhItara anuzAsita vyavasthA banAye rakhane, zAMti banAye rakhane meM saMlagna rahate to kucha kAryakartA gurudeva jahA~ virAja rahe the, vahA~ darzanArthiyoM ko darzana ho aura naye darzanArthiyoM ko pratIkSA na karanI par3e, yaha vyavasthA sambhAla rahe the| sabhI sAthIgaNa paraspara sneha, sauhArda evaM premabhAva se bArI-bArI se adala-badala kara vyavasthA sampAdana meM apanA sahayoga de rahe the| ananya gurubhakta zrI tejarAjajI bhaNDArI, zrI gaNezamalajI bhaNDArI donoM bhrAtAgaNa apane pUre parivAra va nimAja sakala saMgha ke sabhI sAthiyoM ke sAtha eka ora gurusevA va vahA~ virAjita sabhI santa-satIgaNa kI sevA meM sannaddha the, dUsarI ora Agata hajAroM svadharmI bhAiyoM va darzanArthiyoM kI sevA kA lAbha le rahe the| nimAjavAsI kAryakartAgaNa prAta: sUryodaya ke pUrva hI sevA meM juTa jAte va dera rAta taka saMgha sevA kA lAbha lete rhte| prAta: sUryodaya ke pazcAt pratilekhana hote-hote gurudarzana ko lAlayita bhaktoM kI lambI katAra laga jAtI jo madhyAhna 12 baje taka anavarata calatI rhtii| puna:1-1.30 baje
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________________ majalajamAra Tarz - - prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 305 / darzanArthiyoM kI paMkti prArambha hotI jo aparAhna Adhe ghaNTe ke lie virAma ke atirikta sUryAsta ke pUrva taka calatI hI rhtii| pratikramaNa ke liye sUryAsta ke 10-15 minaTa pUrva darzanArthiyoM ke AvAgamana ko banda karane ko kahA jAtA, taba hI yaha krama ruktaa| bhaktajana isa tAka meM rahate, kaba maMgala darzana kI anumati ho, kaba hama apane pyAse || nayanoM ko tRpta kareM ? kaI bhaktoM kI icchA rahatI ki paramArAdhya guruvarya ke caraNa-sparza kA saubhAgya prApta ho va kuch| dera guru-sevA kA deva durlabha avasara prApta ho, para jaba darzanArthiyoM kI apAra bhIr3a dRSTigocara hotI va samAdhistha || gurudeva kA vaha pAvana ceharA nayanoM ke sAmane AtA to ve bhAvuka bhakta apane kartavya kI ora sajaga ho jaate| una | hajAroM bhaktoM kI icchA pUrI karanA sambhava nahIM thA va caraNa-sparza se samAdhistha gurudeva kI samAdhi meM vyavadhAna ho sakatA thA, usI bhAvanA se sabake liye eka hI niyama thA-binA ruke, binA caraNa-sparza kiye paMktibaddha darzana karate jAye va calate rheN| sabhI darzanArthI bhAI-bahinoM ne bhI sthiti ko samajhate hue pUrNa viveka va zraddhA ke sAtha vyavasthA va zAnti banAye rakhane meM apanA pUrNa sahayoga diyaa| * santa-sannidhi jaina jagat kI isa divya vibhUti ke saMthAre ke samAcAra vibhinna jainAcAryoM, santoM evaM mahAsatIgaNa ke samakSa / pahu~cate rahe, sabhI kA mana ina mahAprANa AcAryapravara ke saMthAre ke samAcAroM se zraddhAbhibhUta thA, dUrastha virAjita pUjya santa-satIgaNa apanI-apanI bhAvanAe~ patroM ke mAdhyama se preSita kara rahe the, to nikaTastha santa munirAja va mahAsatIgaNa | nimAja padhAra kara ina yogivarya ke darzana-lAbha karane ko utkaNThita the| zraddheya tapasvIrAja jJAna gacchanAyaka zrI / campAlAlajI ma.sA. kI prabala bhAvanA svayaM padhArane kI hote hue bhI asvasthatAvaza padhAranA nahIM ho sakA, ata: / zraddheya paNDita ratna zrI ghevaracandajI ma.sA. 'vIraputra' ne pUjya zrI kI sevA meM pahu~cane hetu vihAra kara diyA, para zArIrika kAraNavazAt ve padhAra nahIM paaye| samatAvibhUti zraddheya AcArya nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. ne apane ziSyagaNa zrI jJAnamunijI ma.sA.ThANA 2 ko pUjya bhagavanta kI sevA meM bhejA, idhara ugra vihAra kara jayamala jaina saMgha ke AcArya kalpa zrI zubhacandrajI ma.sA. ThANA 3 pUjya sevA kA lAbha lene padhAre evaM zrI zItalamunijI Adi ThANA 3 bhI guru-darzana hetu padhAre / mahAsatI zrI umarAva kaMvarajI ma.sA. 'arcanA' Adi ThANA, mahAsatI zrI cetanAjI ma.sA. ThANA 3, mahAsatI zrI AzAkaMvarajI Adi ThANA, mahAsatI zrI maJjukaMvarajI ThANA 6 Adi mahAsatIgaNa bhI pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha pdhaarii| pUjya bhagavanta ke isa adbhuta saMthAre ke avasara para muni-maNDala, mahAsatI-maNDala ,caturvidha saMgha ke virAjane se nimAja grAma eka naI cahala-pahala, naI zobhA liye tIrtha bana gyaa| sabhI grAmavAsI isa adRSTapUrva dRzya ko dekhakara vismayavimugdha raha jaate| gA~va kI cahala-pahala va zobhA ko dekhakara aisA pratIta hotA mAno sAkSAta bhagavAna kA hI vahA~ samavasaraNa ho| * AtmaramaNa meM lIna yogI zraddhA ke kendra parama pUjya gurudeva to ina sabase sarvathA pare AtmaramaNa meM lIna the, kauna AyA, kauna gayA, isakI unheM na koI cAha thI, na hI isa ora koI dhyAna thaa| ve AtmasamAdhistha yogirAja to atula Atmabala,adamya utsAha, aTala dhairya, athAha gAmbhIrya va virala zAnti bhAva ke sAtha saba 'para' bhAvoM se pare, mAtra apanI AtmA meM hI ramaNa karate magna the| vastuta: unakI sAdhanA usa utkRSTa avasthA ko pA cukI thI jahA~ na to yaza va atizaya ke vazIbhUta ho jIvana kI kAmanA avaziSTa rahatI hai aura na hI azaktatA, durbalatA va rugNatA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 306 ke kAraNa mRtyu kI kaamnaa| na to unheM mRtyu kA koI bhaya thA, na hI nandanavana kI aakaaNkssaa| tapa sAdhanA se dina-pratidina zarIra kRza hotA jA rahA thA, para tapa, saMyama va sAdhanA kA teja mukhamaNDala para kendrita hokara eka divya daidIpyamAna Atmajyoti ko Alokita kara rahA thaa| hAthoM meM mAlA liye anavarata japa-smaraNa kA krama cala rahA thaa| kabhI kabhAra sahaja hI nayana khulate to unameM maitrI, karuNA kSamA va amita vAtsalya kI pIyUSa dhArA dRSTigata hotii| A~kheM khulI dekhakara kaI darzanArthI bhaktoM va santoM ko bhI kaI bAra lagatA ki pUjyavarya apanI snehila dRSTi se dRSTinipAta kara rahe haiM, para ve mahApuruSa to sabake sneha bandhanoM se kabhI ke pare ho cuke the| ziSyoM, bhaktoM va Ane-jAne vAloM se unheM koI sarokAra hI zeSa na thaa| kiM bahunA unheM to apane zarIra kA bhI moha nahIM raha gayA thaa| unakI prazAnta saumya mukha-mudrA para nispRha nirlipta bhAva sahaja hI Tapaka rahA thaa| ApazrI deha se pare videha bhAva ko dhAraNa kara amUrta, avinazvara dehI kI sAdhanA meM nirata the| "sulabhA AkRtI ramyA, durlabhaM hi guNArjanam arthAt AkRti se sundara aneka mileMge para ramya AkRti ke sAtha guNoM kA samanvaya durlabha hai| pUjya guru bhagavanta kA bAhya vyaktitva jitanA sundara, sammohaka va AkarSaka thA,usase bhI zataza: gunA unakA aMtaraMga vyaktitva thaa| AcArya zrI kSamA, dayA, Arjava, mArdava evaM samatA ke Agara tathA tyAga, tapa evaM sAdhanA kI sAkAra pratimUrti the| sahiSNutA,kSamA va bhedavijJAna kA jo pATha aba taka Agama graMthoM va itihAsa kI kathAo meM par3hA jAtA thA, vaha Apa zrI ke saMthAre meM pratyakSata: dekhakara pratyeka bhakta sahaja hI zraddhAbhibhUta thaa| kaI zatAbdiyoM meM aise mahApuruSa kA suyoga sAnnidhya saMgha ko milatA hai| ve saba atyanta saubhAgyazAlI haiM jinhe aise alaukika virala vibhUti mahApuruSa kA sAkSAt sAnnidhya sudIrgha avadhi taka milaa| ApakA samagra saMyamI jIvana va samAdhisAdhanA dvArA maraNa ke varaNa kA yaha anUThA abhiyAna, donoM hI yuga-yuga taka AtmArthI sAdhakoM kA mArga -pradarzana karate raheMge |gurudev kI sannidhi meM baiThakara santoM dvArA to kabhI mahAsatI-maNDala Agama-pATha kA sasvara svAdhyAya jArI thaa| kabhI Atma svarUpa prakAzaka bhajanoM kI sumadhura svak-laharI vAtAvaraNa ko adhyAtma-rasa se sarAbora kara detii| vaha samUcA parisara hI usa samaya bhavabhayahAriNI pAvana Agama vANI evaM Atma-svarUpa pratibodhaka kAvyagItikAoM se pavitra bana Agantuka sabhI darzanArthiyoM ke manoM ko nirmala banA rahA thaa| paMktibaddha darzanArthI nayanoM se adhyAtma yogI pUjya AcAryadeva ke maMgala darzana karate, to kAnoM se pavitra AgamavANI kA zramaNa kara apane Apako pratibodhita karate aura mana meM tapa, | tyAga, niyama, vrata kA navIna saMkalpa kara apane jIvana ko Avita kara rahe the| hajAroM darzanArthI jahA~ pUjya gurudeva ke pAvana darzana kara dhanya-dhanya kaha uThate to kabhI kabhAra bhAva vihala ho mana hI mana kahane lagate ki bhagavan ! Apa jina zAsana kI anamola mukuTamaNi ho,jaina jagat ke divya ratna ho, Apa apane adbhuta vyaktitva evaM alaukika kRtitva dvArA eka nUtana itihAsa ke racayitA ho, Apa zruta ke AdhAra evaM jina zAsana ke saMcAlaka ho| bhagavan ! Apane kahIM jAne kI jaldI to nahIM kara dI? ApakA aura adhika sAnnidhya caturvidha saMgha ko milatA to yaha hamArA saubhAgya hotaa| bhAvuka bhaktoM kI mukha-mudrA ke bhAvoM se pratIta hotA dekho kitane netra sajala ho, apalaka tumako dekha rhe| dekho kitane hRdaya vyathita ho, AzaMkA ko jhela rahe / bhaktoM kI yaha apAra upasthiti pUjya caritanAyaka ke sAdhanA-sampUrita vyaktitva va ananta puNyavAnI kA
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 307 pratyakSa pramANa thaa| ve yogivarya to jahA~ kahIM virAje, vahI kSetra tIrthadhAma bana gayA, jahA~ unake kadama par3e, vaha bhUmi | pAvana bana gii| antarlIna una yogivarya ke darzanArtha jAti, vaya, dharma va paMtha kI sabhI dIvAreM Dhaha gaI thiiN| jIvana paryanta jo zramaNa-zreSTha apanI amogha vANI se lAkhoM zraddhAluoM ko prerita karate rahe, Aja unakA saMthArA hajAroM darzanArthI bandhuoM kI suSupta antarcetanA ko jAgRta kara rahA thaa| Agata vyaktiyoM kI jubAna para raha-raha kara yaha bAta vyakta ho uThatI ki itane bar3e AcArya pravara kA saMthArA hamane apane jIvana meM na dekhA, na sunaa| hA~, Aja se 196 varSa pUrva hue mahApratApI AcArya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. ke saMthAre kI gAthAe~ avazya sunI haiN| Aja pUjya gurudeva ke tapa saMthAre ke 13veM dina ravivAra hone se sahaja avakAza kA prasaMga thaa| athAha janasamUha uttAla taraMgoM kI bhAMti samAdhilIna gajendra gururAja ke pAvana darzana karane ko upasthita thaa| sUryodaya kI kiraNoM ke sAtha hI vividha dizAoM se A rahe darzanAbhilASI janasamUha lambI katAroM meM darzana hetu khar3e the| dina car3hate-car3hate janasamUha ne atyanta vizAla rUpa le liyA thaa| bAhara rAjamArga se hI prArambha katAre anavarata Age bar3hate rahane para bhI samApta nahIM ho pA rahI thiiN| * cauvihAra-tyAga ____ Aja pUjya gurudeva ke zvAsa meM kucha tejI najara A rahI thii| sabhI saMtagaNa va satIvRnda guru-caraNoM meM baiThe sasvara AgamavANI va bhajana kA uccAraNa kara rahe the| nAr3I-gati va zarIra-ceSTAoM meM kucha parivartana pratIta ho rahA thaa| sthiti ko samajhate hue zraddheya zrI mAnamunijI ma.sA. (vartamAna upAdhyAya pravara) evaM zraddheya zrI hIrAmunIjI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcAryapravara) ne paraspara Avazyaka vicAra-vimarza ke pazcAt una mahApuruSa kI pAvana-pavitra vimala bhAvanA ke anusAra,sAMyakAla 4 baje tivihAra ke sthAna para yAvajjIvana cauvihAra saMthAre ke pratyAkhyAna karavA diye| aba AzAe~ kSINa-kSINatara ho rahI thiiN| DaoN. esa. AramehatA bhI apane ArAdhya gurudeva ke darzana hetu upasthita hue| unhoMne zArIrika lakSaNoM ko dekhakara avagata karavAyA ki aba mujhe gurudeva kA aMtima samaya pratIta hotA hai| * vinazvara deha kA tyAga sUryAsta ke pazcAt saba santa gurudeva ke paTTa ke cAroM ora khar3e pratikramaNa kara rahe the| zraddheya zrI hIrA munijI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya zrI) ne Aja pUjya gurudeva ko pratikramaNa kraayaa| pratikramaNa ke samaya saMgha ke agragaNya | zrAvaka pratinidhi nirantara guru-caraNoM meM mahAmaMtra navakAra japa rahe the| pratikramaNa paripUrNa huaa| sabhI saMtoM ne Aja atyaMta bhAva vihvala bana asIma zraddhA-bhakti va samarpaNa ke sAtha apane mahAmahima guruvarya, saMyama-sAdhanA ke sAkAra svarUpa una pUjyapravara ke caraNa sarojoM meM anukrama se apanI vandanA samarpita kii| zvAsa aba ruka-ruka kara A rahA thA, gurudeva ke hAtha-paira ThaNDe ho rahe the, para unakA sInA va mastiSka garma thaa| A~khoM kI putaliyA~ sthira thIM, antata: lambI sAMsa ke sAtha eka hicakI AI aura usa mRtyuMjayI mahApuruSa ne nazvara deha kA tyAga kara diyaa| isa prakAra caturtha tIrthaMkara devAdhideva abhinandana prabhu ke mokSa-kalyANaka divasa prathama vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI (vi.saM.2048) ravivAra dinAMka 21 aprela, 1991 ko rAtri 8 baja kara 21 minaTa para 13 divasIya tapa saMthAre ke sAtha ravi puSya nakSatra va ucca sUrya Adi uttamottama graha sthiti meM adhyAtma Aloka kA vaha divya prabhA-puMja bujha gyaa| ananta AsthA kA kendra, lAkhoM bhaktoM kA bhagavAn, saMgha kA saratAja, sabako bhAva vihvala chor3a calA gyaa| jinakI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 308 vANI kA oja sahasroM kAryakartAoM kI preraNA kA srota thA, aba usa mahApuruSa kI pAvana smRtiyA~ hI zeSa thiiN| sambhavata: ve hI yugoM-yugoM taka preraNA kA kArya kreNgii| 'parisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' una mahAmanISI AcArya bhagavanta ke devaloka hone ke samAcAra vAyuvega se cAroM ora phaila gye| saMgha ne dUrabhASa, TelIgrAma Adi sabhI saMbhava upAyoM se sarvatra yaha duHkhada samAcAra preSita kiyaa| AkAzavANI, dUradarzana evaM prAntIya va rASTrIya samAcAra patroM dvArA bhI samAcAra deza-dezAntara meM prasArita ho gye| jisane bhI sunA,stabdha raha gyaa| una parama pUjya yogivarya ke prayANa ke samAcAroM para mAnoM vizvAsa hI nahIM ho rahA thaa| parantu jaba puna: puna: jAnakArI milI ki parama pAvana gurudeva hameM chor3akara cale gae, to barabasa bhaktoM ke hRdaya kaha uThe - bhagavan ! Apa dhanya haiM, Apane apane jIvana ko saphala kiyaa| ApakI sAdhanA sadiyoM taka smaraNa rhegii|" kahA bhI hai - "yU~ to duniyA~ ke samudra meM kamI hotI nhiiN| lAkha gauhara dekha lo, isa Aba kA motI nhiiN|" AcArya bhagavanta ke zarIra ko vaikuNThI (mAMDI meM) meM baranDe meM rakhA taba bhakta samudAya ne jo gIta gAte hue apanI zraddhA vyakta kI usakI prArambhika paMktiyA~ isa prakAra haiM - mA~ rUpA ke lAla terI vandanA kareM kevala kula kI zAna terI vaMdanA kreN| duHkha kA mArA AyA koI sukha use milA, lAyA jholI khAlI jo bhI bharake vaha calA, dhyAna magna jJAna bA~TA sAdhanA kreN||vndnaa kreN||1|| prabhujI adhIna Apake, pAvana dayAlu dIna, hue jyota meM milA ke jyota saMthArA meM lIna, mokSa meM ThaNDI najara bhaktoM para dhareM ||vndnaa kreN||2|| * mahAprayANa kI aMtima yAtrA vyathita hRdaya bhaktajana apane parama pAvana guruvarya kI mahAprayANa-yAtrA meM bhAga lene nimAja kI ora daur3a pdd'e| jo jahA~ thA, vahIM se cala pdd'aa| vividha grAma-nagaroM se jaina-jainetara bhaktagaNa kAra, basa, skUTara, Traka, TraikTara sabhI upalabdha sAdhanoM se nimAja kI ora cala die| parama pUjya yuga manISI adhyAtmayogI ke pArthiva zarIra ko vosirAne ke pazcAt santavRnda alaga baiThe the| saMgha |va nimAja ke kAryakartAoM ne vicAra-vimarza kara antima saMskAra ke liye madhyAhna eka baje kA samaya niyata kiyaa| zrAvakagaNa vyavasthA va prabandha hetu idhara-udhara daur3a rahe the| azrupUrita zraddhAjaMli arpaNa karane hetu nikaTastha kSetroM se hajAro jaina-jainetara bhaktajana rAtri meM hI Ane lge| bhIr3a prati pala bar3hatI jA rahI thii| sakala zrI saMgha nimAja kSetra ke sabhI jaina-jainetara bandhu va saMgha ke kAryakartAgaNa,yuvaka saMgha ke svayaMsevaka,sabhI vyavasthA meM juTa gaye ki bAhara se padhArane vAle AbAlavRddha yuvaka kisI bhI bhAI-bahina ko koI asuvidhA na ho| nimAja gAMva kA hara vyakti isa mahApuruSa kI mahAprayANa-yAtrA ko avismaraNIya banAne meM juTa gyaa| subaha hote-hote hajAroM loga gaMgavAla bhavana ke parisara ke bhItara -bAhara ekatra ho cuke the| gurudeva kA pArthiva
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________________ prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 309 zarIra barAmade se vyAkhyAna-sthala para sthita cabUtare para rakhA jA cukA thaa| 'jaya guru hastI', 'guru hastI amara rahe', 'jaba taka sUraja cA~da rahegA, hastI guru kA nAma rahegA' Adi guru kI prazasti meM jaya jayakAra ke nAre lagAte bhaktajana rAta bhara Ate rahe, azrusikta nayanoM se paMktibaddha bhakta apane ArAdhya guru bhagavanta kI smRti ko namana karate hue darzana karate rhe| sUryodaya hone para mahAsatIgaNa bhI gaMgavAla bhavana meM saMtoM ke darzanArtha padhArI / asaMkhya logoM kI vaha bhIr3a jaba saMta-satIgaNa ke darzana karatI evaM gurudeva ke sthAna ko khAlI dekhatI to vAtAvaraNa gambhIra aura bojhila bana jaataa| vaha dRzya atyanta karuNArdra thaa| bhaktoM ke nayanoM se isakI abhivyakti ho rahI thii| cAroM dizAoM se Ane vAloM kA yaha aTUTa tAMtA bar3hatA gyaa| nimAja kSetra ke itihAsa meM yaha prathama avasara thA, jaba itanI bhArI bhIr3a ekatra huI ho| baseM, meTADora, jIpa, Traka, TrekTara va kAroM ke liye gA~va ke bAhara khetoM meM alaga pArkiMga vyavasthA karanI pdd'ii| tana-mana-dhana sarvasva samarpaNa kiye sabhI nimAja grAmavAsI vyavasthA va Agata bandhuoM kI sevA meM daur3a rahe the| utsAhI grAmavAsiyoM kA vicAra thA ki mahAprayANa-yAtrA gAMva ke mukhya-mukhya mArgoM va bAjAra se hokara | nikAlI jAya, para janasamUha kI apAra saMkhyA ko dekhakara yaha vicAra sthagita karanA pdd'aa| kahIM tila bhara bhI jagaha nahIM thii| jahA~ bhI najara jA pAtI, AdamI hI AdamI najara Ate, mAno apAra janasAgara umar3a pdd'aa| niyantraNa hetu vahA~ upasthita pulisa jana bhI usa janasamUha ke prabala vega ko niyaMtrita karane meM apane Apako akSama pA rahe the| vyavasthApakoM dvArA dhvaniyaMtra para diye jA rahe nirdeza usa apAra janasamUha ke kolAhala meM DUbe jA rahe the| sAMsada, vidhAyaka, maMtrI, mukhyamaMtrI (bhairosiMha zekhAvata), rAjanetA, nyAyavid, samAjasevI, kAryakartAgaNa bhI bhaktajanoM kI isa | apAra bhIr3a meM sammilita ho apane Apako gauravAnvita anubhava kara rahe the| rAjya sarakAra ne una SaTkAya pratipAlaka, aMhisA va abhaya ke dUta zramaNa ratna ko zraddhAMjali svarUpa pUre rAjya meM bUcar3akhAne va mAMsa-vikraya baMda rakhane kA Adeza prasArita kiyA, jisakA pUrA pAlana kiyA gyaa| aneka grAma-nagaroM meM bAjAra bhI pUrNataH banda rhe| nizcita samayAnusAra ThIka eka baje, jaba mahAprayANa yAtrA prArambha huI, lakSAdhika bhaktoM kA sailAba apanI bhAvabhInI zraddhAMjali dene ko udyata thaa| saba apane antara meM riktatA kA anubhava kara rahe the| parantu jinazAsana ke isa mahAmanISI ne uttuMga nabha meM jo ArohaNa kiyA, usakA pramoda sabako bharA-bharA mahasUsa karAne ke liye prayatnazIla thaa| guru hastI kI jaya, bhagavAna mahAvIra kI jaya, jaba taka sUraja cAMda rahegA, guru hastI kA nAma rahegA' Adi aneka jayanAdoM se nabha gUMja utthaa| jaina-jainetara, AbAlavRddha yuvaka, puruSa va mahilA, sabhI mahanIya mahAsAdhaka kI isa mahAprayANa kI velA meM | upasthita the| yahA~ jAti, dharma, liMga, vaya, sampradAya va stara kA na koI baMdhana thA, na koI dIvAra thii| jo bhI thA vaha una zramaNazreSTha kA pujArI thA, sabhI una mahApuruSa kI isa mahAprayANa-yAtrA ko vyathita hRdaya, bojhila mana, sajala nayanoM se dekha rahe the 'imAM kI zAna jisako ajIja thI, apanI jAna se| vo khijra jA rahA hai, dekho kitanI zAna se||' jisa hastI ke virAjane se vaha gaMgavAla bhavana tIrtha banA huA thA, vahA~ ke kone-kone se jisa mahApuruSa kI |saMyama-sAdhanA kI mahaka A rahI thI, Aja vahI mahApuruSa bhaktoM ke kaMdhoM para AsIna ho, isa bhavana ko vIrAna kara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 310 jA rahA thaa| zraddhAlu bhaktoM ne hAthoMhAtha mAMDI (arthI) ko kaMdhA diyA aura dhIre-dhIre vaha (arthI) gaMgavAla bhavana ke bAhara phuNcii| hara koI kaMdhA dene ko utAvalA use chU bhara lene ko Atura, para mAMDI (arthI) taka pahu~ca pAnA kyA sarala thA ? calane ko vahA~ jagaha hI kahA~ thI, phira bhI hara eka cAha thI ki maiM bhI kaMdhA de skuuN| jo bhI kaMdhA dene meM saphala rahA, use lagA mAno jIvana saphala ho gayA ho, mAno janma-janma kI sAdha pUrI ho gaI ho, mAno usane trailokya kA sAmrAjya prApta kara liyA ho| yaha saba bhaktoM kI zraddhA kA rUpa thaa| pArthiva deha meM aba adhyAtma yogI kA nivAsa nahIM thA, kintu abhI bhI ve zubha pudgala logoM kI zraddhA ko bA~dhe hue the| isa apAra jana sailAba meM bhI koI dhakkA-mukkI nahIM, kisI ko koI coTa nahIM, guru kRpA se sabhI sakuzala / logoM kI jubAM para eka hI bAta-aisI bhIr3a na kabhI dekhane meM AI na sunane meM aaii| yaha yAtrA bhaNDArI parivAra dvArA a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka ko arpita bhaNDArI upavana kI ora agrasara | thii| bhaMDArI upavana taka rAste meM sabhI makAnoM kI chatoM para anaginata bahineM va vRddha bhaktagaNa antima darzana hetu khar3e the| sabhI hAtha jor3a nata mastaka the, usa karmayogI AtmA ko apanI zraddhAMjali samarpita karane ko| mahAprayANa-yAtrA meM kaI sthAnoM se AI huI bhajana-maMDaliyAM yazogAna karatI huI Age bar3ha rahI thii| unake Age baiMDa bAje maraNa para vijaya kA jayagAna kara rahe the| zoka saMtapta nimAja grAma,kA kaNa-kaNa, cappA-cappA dhanya-dhanya ho gayA, pUjya guruvarya ke nAma ke sAtha sarvadA ke liye jur3a gyaa| upasthita sabhI darzanArthI atIta kI smRtiyoM meM khoye, guru sevA meM bitAye apane jIvana-kSaNoM ko apane jIvana kI amola thAtI mAne, una kSaNoM ko puna: punaH smaraNa karate Age bar3hate jA rahe the| sabhI kA apanA, sabhI kA sarvasva, sabhI kA jIvanadhana Aja cira yAtrA kI ora cala pdd'aa| hara dila se eka hI dhvani pratidhvanita ho rahI thI kyA isa yuga meM aisA yuga puruSa janma le pAyegA ? aisA mahApuruSa to sadiyoM meM eka hotA hai 'mauta usakI hai jisakA jamAnA kare aph'sos| yUM to duniyA meM Ae haiM marane ke lie|' aMtata: mahAprayANa-yAtrA bhaMDArI upavana phuNcii| upavana ke bIcoMbIca antima saMskAra kI pUrNa taiyArI kI jA cukI thii| usa apAra janasamUha ko niyantrita karane pulisa-dala va kAryakartA saceSTa the, para bhalA sAgara kI uttAla taraMgoM ko bhI koI bAMdha pAyA hai? roka pAyA hai? to ina bhAvAbhibhUta Atura bhaktoM ke sailAba ko kauna roka pAyegA? jisako bhI jahAM sthAna milA, sabhI bandhana tor3akara baiTha ge| saikar3oM loga vRkSoM para baiThe yaha dRzya dekha rahe | the to kaI loga antima darzana kara apane nayanoM ko paritRpta kara pAne hetu U~ToM para baiThakara yaha najArA dekha rahe the| ___aparAhna 2 bajakara 40 minaTa para usa mahAsAdhaka kI tapodIpta deha ko caMdana citA para rakha diyA gyaa| cAroM ora se 'hastI guru amara rahe, jaba taka sUraja cA~da rahegA, hastI guru kA nAma rhegaa|" hastI guruvarya ke nikaTa sAMsArika parijana sarvazrI sahajamalajI sA. boharA, akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke adhyakSa zrI mophatarAjajI sA. muNota, zrI gaNezamala jI bhaNDArI va zrI sAgaramalajI bhaMDArI ne una mahanIya yogivarya kI usa pArthiva deha ko dhadhakatI agni ko samarpita kiyA to sabhI bhaktagaNa stabdha evaM pasta the| eka yuga kA aMta ho gayA, dinakara asta ho gyaa| aba unake parama pUjya guruvarya ananta meM vilIna ho cuke the| vaha viha~satA mukha-maNDala, ve viha~satI A~kheM, AzIrvAda dete ve varada hasta, sadaiva Age bar3hate ve kadama, sabhI kucha to isa sarvahArAM agni ko samarpita ho cuke the, aba kucha zeSa thI to mAtra smRtiyA~ ! una smRtiyoM ko apane dila meM saMjoye, unake guNa smaraNa karate ve asaMkhya bhaktajana apane khAlI hRdaya liye apane-apane sthAnoM ke liye
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________________ 311 prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa lauTa pdd'e| sabhI bhaktajanoM ke hRdayoM se yahI pratidhvani vyakta ho rahI thI 'dhIra vIra nirbhIka satya ke, anupama aTala pujArI / tuma mara kara bhI amara ho gaye, jaya ho sadA tumhArI // ' ananta meM lIna ho cuke apane mahanIya guruvarya ke guNa-smaraNa karate ve asaMkhya darzanArthI bhaktajana apane-apane || gaMtavya sthAnoM ke liye ravAnA hone se pUrva gaMgavAla bhavana meM virAjita santa-maNDala ke darzanArtha phuNce| una mahAmanISI ko apane antima samaya kA pahale se bodha thaa| isa dina se lagabhaga sADhe chaha varSa pUrva pUjya caritanAyaka dvArA kiyA gayA bhaviSya-darzana carcA meM sajIva ho utthaa| renabo hAusa, jodhapura meM san 1984 ke cAturmAsa kAla meM rogAkrAnta hone para jaba svAsthya kI sthiti kAphI nAjuka thI, taba zraddheya zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. dvArA sahaja rUpa se nivedana kiyA gayA thA "bhagavan ! antima samaya kI jAnakArI avazya kraaeN|" adhyAtma manISI ne uttara diyA thA -"bhAI abhI samaya nahIM AyA hai|" Age apane jIvana ke antima par3Ava ke sthAna kA nirdeza karate hue Apa zrI ke mukha se nikala par3A "vahA~ bagIcA hogA, ku~A hogA, pAsa meM pAThazAlA hogI, mandira hogA, vaha makAna rAjamArga para sthita hogA, vizAla parisara hogaa|" zrI hIrAmunijI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcAryapravara) ne ye bAteM | apanI dainandinI meM noTa kara liiN| ye sArI bAteM nimAja ke gaMgavAla bhavana ke prasaMga meM vaisI kI vaisI satya siddha usa manISI ke jIvana-darzana evaM sAdhanA ke ucca mUlyoM ke prati sabhI natamastaka the / saMsAra evaM saMgha se kisa prakAra moha rahita huA jA sakatA hai, isakA prayogAtmaka pATha isa adhyAtmayogI se sIkhA jA sakatA hai| jaba saMgha ke nAyaka rahe taba karttavya kA nirvAha bakhUbI kiyA tathA jaba saMsAra se mahAprayANa kiyA taba pUrI taiyArI ke sAtha , AtmaramaNatApUrvaka mamatva evaM ahaMtva kA tyAga karate hue / dhanya haiM aise mahApuruSa aura unakI carama saadhnaa| ___gaMgavAla bhavana meM sAyaMkAla 5 baje zraddhAJjali sabhA kA Ayojana kiyA gayA, jisameM vibhinna kSetroM ke vahA~ upasthita pramukha pratinidhi zrAvakoM ne una divagaMta guru bhagavanta ko apane avaruddha kaNThoM se bhAvAbhibhUta zraddhA sumana samarpita kiye| sabhA ke anta meM nyAyAdhipati zrI jasarAjajI caupar3A ne parama pUjya gurudeva dvArA bhAvI saMgha-vyavasthA sambandhI pUjya gurudeva dvArA svahasta likhita patra jo bhagavanta dvArA saMgha ke vayovRddha zrAvaka, ananya saMghasevI zrImAn umarAvamalajI sA. DhavA evaM zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata ko supurda kiyA gayA thA, caturvidha saMgha kI upasthiti meM par3ha kara sunaayaa| jisameM pUjya guruvarya ne bhAvI saMgha-vyavasthA sambandhI nirdeza dete hue likhA thA ki zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. bhAvI AcArya va zraddheya zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. saMgha ke upAdhyAya hoNge| patra ke nIce hastAkSara karate hue Apane apanA paricaya 'saMgha-sevaka zobhAziSya hastI' ke nAma se diyA thA, jise sunakara ApakI vinamratA evaM laghutA (laghutA se prabhutA mile) ke samakSa upasthita jana samudAya natamastaka thaa| samaveta svaroM meM ApakI-jaya jayakAra ke sAtha janasamUha ne AcArya zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. kI jaya, upAdhyAya zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. kI jaya se Apake Adeza ko apanI | zraddhAbhibhUta vANI se dig-diganta meM vyApta kara diyaa| isake sAtha hI mAnanIya sadasyoM ne sabhA-visarjana ke pUrva apanI ekarUpatA kA paricaya de diyaa| zarIra vinazvara hai, AtmA amara hai| phUla bikhara jAtA hai para usakI saurabha vAtAvaraNa ko surabhita kara jAtI hai| vyakti calA jAtA hai, vyaktitva amara rahatA hai, kRtitva yuga-yuga taka preraNApuMja banA rahatA hai| vaha pAvana deha | bhale hI ananta meM vilIna ho gaI, para unakI guNa-saurabha zraddhAluoM ke jIvana ko sadaiva surabhita karatI rahegI,unake
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 312 sandeza sadaiva Ane vAlI pIr3hiyoM ko sAdhanA kI rAha dikhAte rheNge| pAvana smRtiyA~ sadaiva sambala detI rheNgii| vaha yuga-puruSa miTa nahIM sakatA, vaha mahApuruSa to caturvidha saMgha ke pAvana manoM meM, sAdhaka jIvana meM sadA prakaTa hotA rhegaa| vaha mahAyogI to apane jIvanAdarzoM va apanI preraNAoM meM sadA ajara hai, amara hai, amara rahegA evaM samagra mAnava jAti ko apanA pavitra pAvana maMgalamaya zubha sandeza detA rhegaa| mahAn adhyAtma yogI, yugamanISI, mahAsAdhaka ke divya loka ko mahAprayANa ke vRtta jahA~ bhI paha~ce, unheM zramaNa-zramaNiyoM evaM sahasroM zraddhAlu bhaktoM ne nata mastaka ho bhAvapUrNa zraddhAJjali samarpita kii| deza-videza meM guNa-smaraNa karane hetu aneka sthAnoM para sAmUhika sabhAeM Ayojita huiiN| saikaDoM zraddhAluoM ke zraddhAJjali patra jodhapura sthita akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha evaM jayapura sthita samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke kAryAlayoM meM nirantara prApta ho rahe the| pUjya zramaNa-zramaNiyoM se bhI nirantara zraddhAJjali sandeza mila rahe the| yahA~ para zramaNa-zramaNiyoM se prApta katipaya patroM ke aMza prakAzita kiye jA rahe haiM he krUra kAla / tUne yaha nikRSTa kArya kyoM kiyA ? Aja dina taka tU kitane prabhAvaka jyotirdhara santa ratnoM ko | le gayA? abhI taka tujhe santoSa nahIM huA ? mere parama snehI sAthI AcArya hastImalajI ma. ko le jAte hue tere hAtha nahIM kAMpe ? Aja unakI yahA~ para kitanI AvazyakatA hai ? Aja cAroM ora bhautikatA kI A~dhI A rahI hai, | aisI vikaTa velA meM eka adhyAtmayogI ko hamAre se chInakara le gyaa| he mahAsanta ! tumane saMthArA kara sacce vIra kI taraha mRtyu kA varaNa kiyA hai| dhanya hai tumhArA jIvana aura dhanya hai | tumhArI mRtyu|" -upAdhyAya zrI puSkaramuni jI ma.sA., jaina sthAnaka, gaDha sivAnA ____ "vigata do dina pUrva prAta: 6 baje eka duHkhada saMvAda na cAhate huye bhI ina karNa kuharoM meM par3A ki jana-jana ke |ArAdhya, vaMdanIya zraddhA ke kendra bindu, samAdhibhAva meM lIna, tapomUrti, saMyatAtmA, divyAtmA, jJAna sindhu, jana-jana ke bandhu, rala saMpradAya ke jAjvalyamAna ratna, adhyAtma gagana ke divya divAkara AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. mahAprayANa kara gae haiN| yaha duHkhada ghaTanA zravaNa kara zraddhApUrita isa mAnasa sAgara meM aneka prakAra kI taraMgeM taraMgita hone lgii| puNyAtmA ha~sate-ha~sate suradhAma sidhAra gae ziSya-ziSyAvRMda, bhaktagaNa, zraddhAluvRMda ko pIr3ita kr| aba | pAvana saMyamanidhi deha dRSTyA hamAre samakSa nahIM haiM kintu unakA nirmala yaza:kAya yugoM-yugoM taka zraddhAluoM ko mArgadarzana detA rhegaa| zraddheya AcAryapravara isa yuga ke mahAn saMta ratna the| unakI garimA mahimA kA varNana lekhanI dvArA abhivyakta | nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| upamAtIta vyaktitva ko kisa upamA se upamita kiyA jaaye| mere antara mAnasa meM raha-rahakara kavi kI nimna paMktiyA~ ubhara rahI haiM maiMne apanI ina AMkhoM se saca aise iMsAna ko dekhA hai| jisake bAre meM saba kahate haiM, dharatI para bhagavAna ko dekhA hai| sacamuca AcAryapravara ekAnta dhyAnayogI evaM mauna sAdhaka the| chala, chadma evaM pada-lipsA se dUra rahakara hara kSaNa apramattabhAva se Atma-jAgaraNa ke sAtha Apane saccA zramaNa-jIvana vyatIta kiyA hai| Apa sAmAyika, svAdhyAya ke prabala pakSadhara the|
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________________ (prathama khaNDa : jIvanI khaNDa 313 isa yuga kI mahAna hastI AcAryapravara kA jIvana eka guladastA hI thA jinake aNu-aNu meM saMyama sAdhanA kI bhInI-bhInI gandha parivyApta thii| laghu umra meM hI bhoga se yoga kI ora, rAga se virAga kI ora, bhukti se mukti kI ora jinake pAvana caraNa bar3he the, zraddhAdhAra pUjya sva. zrI zobhAcaMdra jI ma.sA. kI pavitra nizrA meM saMyama-sudhA kA pAna karane ke liye kRta-saMkalpa hue the| garimA mahimAmaNDita tejasvI, varcasvI, yazasvI, saMtaratna kI vidvattA, yogyatA kA Akalana kara Apako 20 varSa kI alpAyu meM hI AcArya jaise mahAna pada para pratiSThita kiyA gayA, jisakA Apa zrI ne samyak prakAra se nirvahana kiyA thaa| sadguNoM kI mahAn surabhi luTAkara vaha divya jyoti na jAne kahA~ vilIna ho gayI? 13 divasa kI mahAn tapa-sAdhanA evaM Atma-sAdhanA meM lIna rahakara vaha yuga puruSa hama sabhI ko chor3akara devatAoM ke priya bana ge| raha rahakara AcAryapravara kI divya bhavya maMjula chavi nayanoM ke sAmane sAkAra sI hone lgii| pyAse nayana darzana pAne ke liye | samutsuka bane hue haiN| atRpta karNa sumadhura vANI-pIyUSa kA pAna karane ke liye lAlAyita bane hue haiN| kahA~ khojeM usa maMjula mUrti ko ?" 24 aprela 1991 -jinazAsana prabhAvikA zrI yazakuMvara jI ma.sA., hurar3A "hamArI unakI caraNoM meM agAdha AsthA thI aura unakI bhI hama para, hamAre munisaMgha para meM nirvyAja , ahaitukI kRpA rahI thii| hama unakI kRpA ke ciraRNI raheMge tathA unakI smRtiyoM ko apane hRdaya meM sadA jIvita rkheNge| ve paNDitamaraNa svIkAra karake apanA bhava-bhramaNa ghaTA gae aura sabake lie eka Adarza chor3a ge|" / 22 aprela 1991 -zAsana prabhAvaka zrI sudarzanalAlajI ma.sA., gohAnAmaNDI "isa mahAna divya puruSa kI sarva vizeSatAoM ko zabdaza: prakaTa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| unhoMne apane samasta sAdhanA-kAla ko gandha hastI kI taraha sarvathA apramatta evaM jAgarUka bhAvena jIyA hai / yadyapi unake pAvana caraNoM meM hameM yatkiMcit hI rahane kA lAbha milA, to bhI hama munirAja isa bAta ko gauravapUrNa DhaMga se kaha sakate haiM ki ve hamAre hRdaya ke antaratama pradeza meM virAjita kucha hI iSTatama sAdhakoM meM se eka the| unase hameM jo AtmIya sneha hArdika bhAva evaM atyanta udArapUrNa mRdu vyavahAramaya kRpAprasAda milA hai vaha hamAre jIvana kA surakSita akSaya koSa hI rhegaa|' '28 aprela 1991 -ojasvI vaktA zrI prakAza muni jI ma.sA., mumbaI - "AcAryapravara ne saMthArA karake apane jIvana-bhavana ke uccazikhara para dedIpyamAna svarNakalaza jar3a diyA hai aura deva durlabha Atma-kalyANa ke lakSya ko adhigata kara liyA hai| dillI se Ae suzrAvaka zrI sukumAla candajI tathA suzrAvikA sudarzanA jI jaba bhAvavibhora hokara AcArya pravara ke saMthAre kA pratyakSa hAla batA rahe the taba ekAeka guru mahArAja ne unheM pharamAyA, "sudarzanA jI! aba yadi Apa puna: nimAja jAe~ to AcAryapravara ke zrIcaraNoM meM hamArI tarapha se bhI arja karanA ki jIvana kI antima velA meM hamako bhI saMthArA aae| unake sukhada varada caraNoM se aura
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 314 | kisI bhautika lAbha kI nahIM, basa isI antima Adarza aura uttama samAdhimaraNa kI mana: kAmanA karanI hai|" 22 aprela 1991 -jayamunijI ma.sA., gohAnA maNDI (hariyANA) "pUjya hastImalajI ma.sA. sthAnakavAsI samAja hI nahIM, jinazAsana ke eka aise jyatirmAna nakSatra the, jinase jIvana bhara | | samyak jJAna aura cAritra kA prakAza prasphuTita hotA rhaa| pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne apane ratnatrayAtmaka vyaktitva kA sudIrgha sAdhanA ke sAtha vikAsa kiyA jo pratyeka zramaNa-zramaNI ke lie saMbhava nahIM ho paataa| aise paripakva, sthira aura karmaTha vyaktitva kA abhAva ho jAnA samAja ke lie duHkhada hI kahA jA sakatA hai| zramaNa cetanA kA suvyavasthita navanirmANa to kaThina hai, kintu sunirmANita suprasiddha vyaktitva uTha jAnA jinazAsana ke anuyAyiyoM ke lie apUraNIya kSati hI bana jAyA karatI hai| svargIya pUjya AcArya zrI ke abhAva ko hama aisI hI kSati ke rUpa meM anubhava kara rahe haiN| svargIya pUjya zrI na kevala svayaM tyAga-tapa, sAdhanA aura jJAna kI jIvanta pratimA the, apitu unhoMne samAja meM samyak jJAna-sAdhanA ke sAmayika vistAra hetu apanI sImA meM athaka prayala kie|" 23 aprela 1991 -zrI saubhAgyamuni jI kumuda, kadamAla suraloka ko jAte haiM saba, para ApakA jAnA alaga, deha bhinna aura bhinna AtmA, tapa-saMthArA kiyA sajaga / jana-jana ko sanmArga se jor3A, grAma nagara meM pahu~cA Daga, sAmAyika kI viralamUrti, bhUla na sakegA sArA jaga // jIvana uttama maraNa bhI uttama, sAdhaka the ve sarvottama, pramAda nahIM jIvana meM pala bhI, karuNAmati puruSottama / yugaprabhAvaka mahAmanISI, santaratnoM meM ratnottama sIkha unase thor3I bhI le leM, zIghra baneMge hama uttama //
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa darzana khaNDa prastuta khaNDa do adhyAyoM meM vibhakta hai| prathama adhyAya 'amRta vAk' meM saMkalita vicAra ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAra meM bhaTake jijJAsu ke lie jyotistambha kI bhAMti prakAzaka haiN| eka-eka vacana amRta tulya hone ke kAraNa isa adhyayana kA nAma 'amRta vAk' rakhA gayA hai| AcAryapravara zrI hastI ke pravacana-sAhitya evaM dainandiniyoM se cayanita ye vicAra jana-jana ke lie mArgadarzaka haiM tathA kiMkartavyavimUDha aura ulajhe hue mastiSka ko samyak samAdhAna pradAna karate haiN| dvitIya adhyAya 'hastI uvAca' meM 129 viSayoM para pUjyapAda AcAryapravara ke mArgadarzaka evaM preraka vicAroM kA saMkalana hai, jo zrAvakoM evaM zramaNoM donoM ko apanI sAdhanA meM Age bar3hAne hetu amUlya pAtheya evaM jJAnacakSu kA unmIlana karane vAlI auSadhi pradAna karate haiN| vyakti, samAja evaM saMgha ke doSoM ko dUra kara jIvana ko ucca banAne meM ye vividha vicAra avazya hI sahAyaka siddha hoNge|
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________________ amRta-vAk (AcAryapravara ke pravacanoM evaM dainandinI se saMkalita vacana) . zruta-dharma jIvana meM jJAna aura zraddhA utpanna karatA hai aura cAritra-dharma jIvana-sudhAra kA kArya karatA hai| yadi mAnava meM saccaritratA kA bala nahIM ho to zAstroM kA jJAna, vaktRtva-kalA, nipuNatA aura pragAr3ha pANDitya vyartha haiN| * AcAra kA mUla viveka hai| cAhe koI zramaNa ho athavA zramaNopAsaka, usakI pratyeka kriyA vivekayukta honI caahie| * samabhAva vaha lokottara rasAyana hai jisake sevana se samasta Antarika vyAdhiyA~ vaibhAvika pariNatiyA~ naSTa ho jAtI * dharma usI ke mana meM rahatA hai jo nirmala ho / mAyA aura dambha se paripUrNa hRdaya meM dharma kA praveza ho hI nahIM | sktaa| citta meM ArAdhya, ArAdhaka aura ArAdhanA kA koI vikalpa na raha jAnA-tInoM kA eka rUpa ho jAnA arthAt bheda || pratIti kA vilIna ho jAnA hI saccI ArAdhanA hai| * jisakA viyoga hotA hai, vaha saba para-padArtha hai, jise AtmA rAga-bhAva ke kAraNa apanA samajha letA hai| nija guNoM ko prakaTa karane meM paramAtmasvarUpa kA cintana evaM guNagAna nimitta hotA hai| * sAmAyika kI avasthA meM mana, vacana aura kAyA kA vyApAra aprazasta nahIM honA caahie| yogasAdhanA kA sabase bar3A vighna lokaiSaNA hai| * nAnA prakAra kI labdhiyA~ yoga kA pradhAna phala nahIM haiN| adhyAtmaniSTha yogI inheM prApta karane ke liye yoga kI | sAdhanA nahIM krtaa| ye to AnuSaMgika phala haiN| * jaba taka antaHkaraNa meM pUrNarUpeNa maitrI aura karuNA kI bhAvanA udita nahIM hotI taba taka AtmA meM kuvicAroM kI kAlimA banI rahatI hai aura zuddha AtmasvarUpa prakaTa nahIM hotaa| rAga-dveSa kI pariNati nimitta pAkara ubhara AtI hai| ataeva jaba taka mana pUrNa rUpa se saMyata na bana jAe, mana para pUrA kAbU na pA liyA jAya, taba taka sAdhaka ke liye yaha Avazyaka hai ki vaha rAga-dveSa Adi vikAroM ko utpanna karane vAle nimittoM se bhI bce| * mAnava svabhAva kI yaha durbalatA sarva-vidita hai ki jaba chUTa milatI hai to zithilatA bar3hatI hI jAtI hai| saMsAra ko sudhAranA kaThina hai, parantu sAdhaka svayaM apane ko sudhAra kara, apane Upara prayoga karake dUsaroM ko preraNA de sakatA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 316 * ghora se ghora saMkaTa Ane para bhI sacce sAdhaka-santa apane patha se calAyamAna nahIM hote, balki usa saMkaTa kI Aga meM tapa kara ve aura adhika ujjvala hote haiN| , zrAvaka kA kartavya hai ki vaha sAdhu kI saMyama -sAdhanA meM sahAyaka bane / rAga ke vazIbhUta hokara aisA koI kArya | na kare yA aisI koI vastu dene kA prayatna na kare, jisase sAdhu kA saMyama khatare meM par3atA ho| . paira meM cabhe kAMTe aura phor3e meM paidA hue mavAda ke bAhara nikalane para jaise zAnti prApta hotI hai usI prakAra saccA sAdhaka apane doSa kA Alocana aura pratikramaNa karake hI zAnti kA anubhava karatA hai| isake viparIta jo prAyazcitta ke bhaya se athavA lokApavAda ke bhaya se apane duSkRta ko dabAne kA prayatna karatA hai, vaha jinAgama kA sAdhaka nahIM, virAdhaka hai| manuSya arthanIti meM jitanA samaya lagAtA hai, usakA AdhA samaya bhI dharmanIti meM lagAve, to usakA uddhAra ho sakatA hai| * hama jisa vastu ke lie sagharSarata hote haiM, na to usakA sthAyitva hai aura na vaha apanI hI hai| * dhana, jana para yadi tIvra Asakti nahIM rahegI, to Arta nahIM hogaa| * jahA~ apadhyAna rahegA, vahA~ zubhadhyAna nahIM hogA aura jaba zubha bhAva nahIM AyeMge to bure bhAva bddh'eNge| svAdhyAya ko nitya kA Avazyaka karma mAna liyA jAe, to sahaja hI pramAda ghaTa skegaa| AvazyakatA hai | svAdhyAya ko dainika Avazyaka sUci meM niyamita sthAna dene kii| * saMsAra meM duHkha ke do kAraNa haiM - moha aura ajJAna / sAmAyika moha ko ghaTAne aura svAdhyAya ajJAna ko dUra karane kA amogha upAya hai| bhoga saba rogoM kA kAraNa hai| zabda, sparza, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ye sukha ke sAdhana nahIM haiM, varan duHkha kI sAmagriyA~ haiN| inhIM ke dvArA indriyA~ manuSya ko duHkha pahu~cAtI haiM tathA mana ko azAnta banAtI haiN| * yadi cAritra kI ArAdhanA kareMge to pApa kA bhAra, karma kA bhAra ghaTegA, kSINa hogaa| pApa kA bhAra ghaTane se AtmA halkI hogii| |* sadguru mana, vANI aura karma se eka samAna hote haiN| * saMsAra meM sAdhanasampanna evaM dhanI-mAnI yuvaka dharma-mArga kI ora agrasara hokara dUsaroM ko isa ora lAne kA | prayatna kareM to usakA vizeSa prabhAva hotA hai| * jisa samAja ko apane itihAsa kA jJAna nahIM, vaha kabhI bhI sahI dizA meM Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| vartamAna ko samunnata aura bhaviSya ko ujvala evaM kalyANakArI banAne ke lie atIta kA jJAna aura usakI satata preraNA Avazyaka hai| * jo loga ajJAnatA yA vAsanA kI dAsatA se apanA lakSya sthira nahIM kara pAte, sAdhanA karake bhI ve zAnti prApta nahIM karate / jinakA lakSya sthira ho gayA hai ve dhIre-dhIre calakara bhI maMjila taka pahu~ca jAte haiN| anubhUti prApta jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki mAnava ! terA amUlya jIvana bhoga ke lie nahIM hai| tujhe karaNI karanA hai, | aisI karaNI ki tere anaMtakAla ke baMdhana kaTa jaaeN| terA carama aura parama lakSya mukti hai, isako mata bhuul|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 317 * manuSya-jIvana pUrNa abhyudaya kA AdhAra hai, use vyartha meM gaMvAnA buddhimAnI kA kArya nahIM / * atIta bhoga-vilAsa meM bIta gayA aura usameM kisI prakAra kI sAdhanA nahIM ho sakI, isakI cintA mata kiijie| cintA karie vartamAna kI, jo zeSa hai| usakA nizcaya sadupayoga honA caahie| manuSya vartamAna avasthA meM jagakara, cetakara Atma-kalyANa kara sakatA hai| saMsAra meM tIna prakAra ke prANI hote haiM- 1. nikRSTa (jaghanya) 2. madhyama aura 3. uttama / jina vyaktiyoM meM sadAcAra | tathA sadguNoM kI saurabha nahIM hotI, ve saMsAra meM Akara yoM hI samaya naSTa kara cale jAte haiN| manuSya-jIvana kI prApti parama durlabha hai aura aise durlabha nara-jIvana ko vyartha meM gaMvAnA, ajJAnatA kI parama nizAnI hai| aise vyaktiyoM ko niSkRSTa prANI samajhanA caahie| madhyama zreNI ke prANI apane jIvana-nirvAha ke sAdhana meM lage rahate haiM tathA sva-para kA utthAna nahIM kara sakate to adhika bigAr3a bhI nahIM krte| tIsarI koTi ke prANI apane jIvana kI surabhi tathA vizeSatA dvArA amaratva prApta karate haiM aura sAMsArika logoM ke jIvana-sudhAra meM sahayoga diyA karate haiN| aise prANI uttama yA prathama zreNI ke mAne jAte haiM / . jIvana ke anamola samaya ko vyartha hI naSTa kara DAlanA, mAnava kI jar3atA hai| jahA~ sAdhAraNa manuSya dhana, jana, sattA, koThI, baMgalA aura vaibhava kI sAmagriyA~ prApta karane meM prayatnazIla rahate haiM, vahA~ vicAravAna aura vivekI puruSa unheM nazvara aura kSaNika mAnakara, AdhyAtmika jIvana banAne meM tatpara rahate haiN| saMsAra kI samasta nazvara vastueM banAne para bhI vinaSTa ho jAtI haiM, kintu uttama jIvana eka bAra banA liyA jAe to vaha phira naSTa nahIM hotaa| anajAna ko samajhAnA AsAna hai, jAnakAra jJAnI bhI AsAnI se samajha sakate haiM,parantu jo jAnate hue moha vaza anajAna haiM, unako samajhAnA mahAmuzkila hai| jo saMgha meM bhakti rakhatA hai aura zAsana kI unnati karatA hai, vaha prabhAvaka zrAvaka hai| * prANI pApa kA sampUrNa tyAga kiye binA saMtApa mukta nahIM ho sktaa| * tyAga aura vairAgya ke udita hone para sadguNa apane Apa Ate haiN| jaise uSA ke pIche ravi-razmiyA~ svataH hI jagata ko ujAlA detI haiM vaise hI abhyAsa ke bala para sadguNa anAyAsa camaka par3ate haiN| * Arambha aura parigraha sAdhanA ke rAjamArga meM sabase bar3e ror3e haiN| jisa manuSya kA mana Arambha aura parigraha ke daladala meM phaMsA ho, vaha sahasA usase nikala kara sAdhanA ke patha para Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| Atma-jJAnavihIna vyakti usa cammaca ke samAna hai jo miSThAnna se lipta hokara bhI usake mAdhurya ke AnaMda se vaMcita hI rahatA hai| lar3AI hiMsA yA kalaha se prApta sampadA, svayaM aura parivAra kisI ke lie bhI kalyANaprada nahIM ho sktii| . yogyatA hote hue bhI puruSArtha kI Aga ko Dhaka kara rakhane meM jJAna rUpI prakAza nahIM miltaa| * jJAna sunane ko yadi khAnA kaheM to manana karanA usako pacAnA hai| manuSya kitanA hI mUlyavAna evaM uttama bhojana kare, para yadi usakA pAcana nahIM kare to vaha binA pacA anna, aneka prakAra kI vyAdhiyoM kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| * mAnava-mana meM jJAna kI jyoti akhaMDa rahe, isake lie nirantara satsaMga, svAdhyAya aura sAdhanA kI sneha-dhArA calatI -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 318 rahanI cAhie tAki moha ke jhoMkoM meM usakA jJAna-pradIpa bujha na jaae| . binA maryAdita jIvana ke mAnava ko zAnti prApta nahIM ho sktii| tRSNA kI pyAsa atRpta hI rahatI hai, yaha bar3avAnala kI taraha kabhI zAnta nahIM ho paatii| * jo moha ke kAraNa pApa meM pha~se hote haiM unameM tyAga kI buddhi hI utpanna nahIM hotii| saMsAra kI samasta sampadA aura bhoga ke sAdhana bhI manuSya kI icchA pUrI nahIM kara sakate haiN| * jaise ghRta kI Ahuti se Aga nahIM bujhatI, vaise hI dhana kI bhUkha dhana se nahIM miTatI hai| tana kI bhUkha to pAva bhara anna se miTa jAtI hai, kintu mana kI bhUkha asIma hai| usakI davA tyAga aura saMtoSa hai, dhana prApti yA tRSNA pUrti nhiiN| * yadi manuSya icchA ko sImita karale to saMgharSa ke saba kAraNa svata: samApta ho jAeMge, viSamatA Tala jAyegI, vargabheda miTa kara saba ora zAnti aura AnaMda kI lahara phaila kara yaha pRthvI svarga ke samAna bana jaaegii| kusaMga meM par3A taruNa tana bala, jJAna aura AtmaguNa sabhI kA nAza karatA hai| * uttejaka vastuoM ke bhojana aura zRMgAra pradhAna vAtAvaraNa meM rahane ke kAraNa baccoM meM kAma-vAsanA zIghra jAgRta hotI hai| samAja yadi samaya rahate baccoM ke susaMskAra ke lie tana, mana, dhana nahIM lagAegA to isake kaTu phala use avazya bhogane pdd'eNge| * cikitsaka roga kA duzmana, para rogI kA mitra hotA hai| yahI dRSTikoNa Atma-sudhAra kI dizA meM bhI rakhA jAe to zAsana tejasvI raha sakatA hai| vastutaH maryAdita jIvana meM zAnti hai tathA amaryAdita jIvana meM azAnti / * Aja dUsaroM ko jhagar3ate dekha manuSya upadeza detA hai, kintu svayaM sahanazIlatA ko jIvana meM nahIM apanAtA, saMyama aura viveka se kAma nahIM letaa| * sAdhanA ke mArga meM pragatizIla vahI bana sakatA hai, jisameM saMkalpa kI dRr3hatA ho / * jisa sAdhaka meM zraddhA aura dhairya ho, vaha apane supatha se vicalita nahIM hotaa| saMsAra kI bhautika sAmagriyA~ use AkarSita nahIM karatI, balki ve usakI gulAma hokara rahatI haiN| yadyapi zarIra calAne ke lie sAdhaka ko bhI kucha bhautika sAmagriyoM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, kintu jahA~ sAdhAraNa manuSya kA jIvana unake hAtha bikA hotA hai, vahIM sAdhaka kI ve dAsa hotI haiN| * Ama ke pattoM kA bandanavAra lagAkara jo AnaMda mAnate haiM, ve loga vRkSoM ke aMga-bhaMga kA duHkha bhUla jAte haiN| * samAja ke adhikAMza loga anukaraNazIla hote haiN| ve apane se bar3e logoM kI nakala karane meM hI gaurava anubhava karate haiN| isa prakAra dekhA-dekhI se samAja meM galatiyAM phailatI rahatI haiN| Aja dharma aura kAnUna kI upekSA kara manuSya vyartha kI hiMsA bar3hA rahA hai| phalataH deza kA pazudhana aura zuddha bhojana naSTa hotA jA rahA hai|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa * manuSya ko madhumakkhI kI taraha bananA cAhie na ki mala grahaNa karane vAlI makkhI ke samAna / putra kI apekSA putriyoM meM suzikSA aura susaMskAra isalie Avazyaka haiM ki unheM aparicita gharoM meM jAnA tathA jIvanaparyanta vahIM rahanA hai| * * lar3akI yadi suzIlA aura saMskAravatI hogI to parivAra ko prema ke bala para avibhakta aura akhaMDa rakha skegii| * jo virodhAgni kA mukAbalA zAnti ke zItala jala se karate haiM, ve virodhI ko bhI jIta lete haiM / jo jJAnI hokara svayaM jAgRta haiM, jar3a padArtha use apanI dhArA meM nahIM bahA sakate haiM / * * * vastrAbhUSaNoM kI taraha sAdagI kA bhI asara kucha kama mahattva vAlA nahIM hotA / * rAjamahala kA virAT vaibhava-pradarzana yadi darzakoM ko apanI ora AkRSTa karatA hai to eka sAdI pAvana kuTiyA bhI citta ko cakita kiye binA nahIM rahatI / * * * * sAdhanA ke mArga meM lagakara yadi sAdhaka pramAda meM par3a jAe, kucha bhI hAtha nahIM lagegA / * upAsanA meM tanmayatA apekSita hai, anyathA "mAyA milI na rAma" kI sthiti hogI / * * zraddhA kI dRr3hatA na hone se manuSya aneka deva-devI, jAdU-TonA aura aMdhavizvAsa ke phera meM bhaTakate rahate haiN| * jJAnavAna manuSya azAnti ke kAraNoM ko niyaMtrita kara letA hai / AvazyakatA to prANimAtra ko rahatI hai / antara itanA hI hai ki eka AvazyakatA ko bAMdha letA hai aura dUsarA AvazyakatAoM se baMdhA rahatA hai| pariNAmataH pahalA utanA duHkhI nahIM hotA aura dUsarA azAnta tathA duHkhI ho jAtA hai 1 319 bhautika tuccha vastue~, sAdhAraNa manuSya ke mana ko hilAkara azAnta kara detI haiM kintu jJAnI para inakA kucha bhI prabhAva nahIM par3atA, ulTe vaha inhIM para apanA prabhAva jamA letA hai| * vyakti-jAgaraNa ke binA samAja - dharma puSTa nahIM hotA, kAraNa ki vyaktiyoM kA samUha hI to samAja hai / svecchA se upavAsa karanA zamana hai, kintu vyakti ke Age se parosI huI thAlI khIMca lenA damana hai / parva ke dvArA sAmUhika sAdhanA kA patha prazasta hotA hai evaM isase samudAya ko sAdhanA karane kI preraNA milatI hai, jisase rASTrIya- jIvana kA saMtulana banA rahatA hai 1 manuSya yadi apanI vRtti, vivekapUrNa nahIM rakhe to vaha dUsaroM ke lie ghAtaka bhI bana sakatA hai| asaMyata mAnavatA pazutA aura dAnavatA se bhI bar3hakara barbara mAnI jAtI hai tathA 'sva-para' ke lie kaSAya kA kAraNa ho jAtI hai| * samAja meM koI duHkhI hai, to samAja ke dhanI vyaktiyoM para yaha dAyitva hai ki ve usakI yogya sahAyatA kreN| pApa-karma karane ke bAda dharmAdA dene kI apekSA pahale hI pApoM se dUra rahanA acchA hai| * virodha kA virodha se aura gAlI kA gAlI se pratikAra karane para saMgharSa bar3hatA hai| * sadbhAva madhura pAnI kA tathA durbhAva khAre pAnI kA srota hai| saMtApa ghaTAne ke lie manuSya ko apanI AvazyakatAe~ ghaTAnI cAhie / *
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 320 * pApoM meM DUbA huA mAnava bhI yadi dharma-jAgaraNa kare, Atma-svarUpa kA cintana kare, to apane Apako Upara uThA sakegA aura jIvana dhanya banA skegaa| maraNa-sudhAra ke lie jIvana-sudhAra aura jIvana-sudhAra ke lie vRttiyoM para saMyama karanA Avazyaka hai| sAdhaka, sAdhu-santoM ke pAsa kucha artha (dhana) lene nahIM, varan apanA jIvana sudhArane jAtA hai, tAki usakI jJAna, darzana aura cAritrika yogyatA bar3he tathA jIvana-nirmANa kI ora usakI pravRtti ho| dhArmika, rAjakIya va sAmAjika kAryoM meM ugratA ke samaya yadi kucha samaya TAlakara javAba diyA jAe aura bIca meM bhagavAna kA bhajana kara liyA jAe to zreyaskara hai| uttejanA ke samaya kiye jAne vAle kAma meM vilamba karanA acchA hai, kintu jIvana ko unnata banAne vAle kAmoM meM pramAda se dUra rahanA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| * Aveza meM kiyA huA koI bhI kAma sva-para hitakAraka nahIM hotaa| pAgala kI bAtoM ko jaise hama burI nahIM mAnate, vaise hI krodhAdi se parAdhIna vyakti kI bAtoM ko bhI burI nahIM | mAnanA cAhie, kyoMki vaha paravaza evaM dayA kA pAtra hai| zArIrika aura vAcika saMyama kara lene se mana AsAnI se dhyAna meM laga sakatA hai| * bhagavAna ke bhajana meM mana ko lagAne ke lie zArIrika aura vAcika saMyama caahie| pavitra sAdhanA evaM puruSArtha ke binA yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| * bhalA ! isase bar3hakara Azcarya kI bAta aura kyA hogI ki hama bhautika vastuoM ko apanA samajha kara unake lie to cintA karate haiM, para Atma-dhana kI cintA nahIM krte| jaise nirmala jala se vastra kI zuddhi hotI hai, usI prakAra satsaMga se jIvana pavitra hotA hai| * nirmalatA, zItalatA aura tRSA-nivAraNa jala kA kAma hai| satpuruSoM kA satsaMga bhI aisA hI tritApahArI hai| vaha | jJAna ke dvArA mana ke mala ko dUra karatA hai, saMtoSa se tRSNA kI pyAsa miTAtA hai aura samatA va zAnti se krodha kA tApa dUra karatA hai| * Atmonnati ke lie satsaMga kI khurAka Avazyaka hai| * zrutArAdhana, vAyu-sevana kI taraha hai| * hara eka saMgha ko dIpaka banakara jJAna kI jyoti jagAne kA kAma karanA caahie| * yadi dIpaka meM tela aura battI hai, kintu lau bujha gaI hai to jalatA huA dUsarA dIpaka use jalA sakatA hai| itihAsa sAkSI hai ki zrutabala, svAdhyAya tathA jJAna ne lAkhoM manuSyoM ke jIvana ko sudhAra diyA hai| * vastutaH jo zikSA ko jIvana meM utAra le, vahI dUsaroM ko zikSA dene kA pUrNa adhikArI hotA hai| * dhArmika-jana kA jIvana sapheda cAdara ke samAna hai| ujalI cAdara para choTI-sI syAhI kI bUMda bhI khaTakatI hai| * sAdhu-santa aura bhakta-gRhastha sapheda cAdara kI taraha haiM, unameM choTA-moTA doSa bhI khaTakatA hai| kevala vyApAra meM hI AdamI Atma-vizvAsa ke binA pichar3A raha jAtA ho, yaha bAta nahIM hai; AdhyAtmika kSetra meM
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________________ - (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa vizvAsa nahIM hotA hai, to bhI pichar3a jAtA hai| jIvanI zakti ko banAye rakhane ke liye jitanA khAnA Avazyaka hai, utane kA parimANa kara leM, usase adhika na | khaaeN| sAdhAraNata: dekhA jAtA hai ki prAya: sabhI vyaktiyoM kI adhikAdhika khAne kI icchA rahatI hai aura jaba peTa manA kara detA hai, tabhI ve khAnA banda karate haiN| kama bolanA aura jyAdA karanA hai, jisase ApakA bolanA aura karanA samAja ke lie varadAna siddha ho ske| * stuti karane vAle zaMkA karate haiM ki prabhu tArane vAle nahIM, phira stuti kyoM? unako samajhanA cAhie ki prabhu-bhakti tumba kI taraha tAraka hai| mana kI mazaka meM prabhu-bhakti evaM sad-vicAra kI vAyu bharane se AtmA halkI hokara tira jAtI hai| yadi moha kA baMdhana DhIlA karane ke lie bhakti kA mArga apanA liyA jAe to moha daba jaayegaa| yadi moha kI / jar3a bhakti kI apekSA adhika sabala hogI to nizcaya hI bhakti daba jaaegii| prabhu zakti meM vizvAsa rakhane vAlA AdamI bhautika cIjoM ko sahaja hI meM Thokara mAra detA hai| * zAnti aura samatA ke lie nyAya-nItipUrvaka dharma AcaraNa hI zreyaskara hai| ajJAna aura moha ke dUra hone para bhItara meM Atmabala kA teja jagamagAne lagatA hai| * svAdhyAya citta kI sthiratA va pavitratA ke lie sarvottama upAya hai| zAstra hI manuSya kA vAstavika nayana hai| 'bhAva' kriyA kA prANa hai| bhAvahIna kriyA phaladAyI nahIM hotI / * mithyA vicAra, mithyA AcAra aura mithyA uccAra asamAdhi ke mUla kAraNa haiN| jinakA citta svaccha nahIM hai, ve paramAtma sUrya ke teja ko grahaNa nahIM kara skte| * AtmA ke lie paramAtmA sajAtIya hai aura jar3a padArtha vijAtIya / sajAtIya dravya ke sAtha ragar3a hone para jyoti prakaTa hotI hai aura vijAtIya ke sAtha ragar3a hone se jyoti ghaTatI hai| * jisase jar3a cetana, AtmA-paramAtmA va baMdha-mokSa kA jJAna ho, usako samyagjJAna kahate haiN| * bandhana saMsAra hai aura cAritra ise kATane kI kriyA hai| jaise ghara se nikala kara dharmasthAna meM Ate haiM aura kapar3e badalakara sAmAyika-sAdhanA meM baiThate haiM, usI taraha kapar3oM ke sAtha-sAtha Adata bhI badalanI cAhie aura bAharI vAtAvaraNa tathA idhara-udhara kI bAtoM ko bhUla kara baiThanA caahie| AdhyAtmika sAdhanA meM dRr3hasaMkalpI honA, matsara bhAvanA kA tyAga karanA aura samyagdRSTi rakhanA parama Avazyaka M / - * icchA kI bela ko kATe binA aura samabhAva lAye binA sukha kI prApti nahIM ho sktii| * dhana roga aura zoka donoM kA ghara hai, jabaki dharma roga aura zoka donoM ko kATane vAlA hai| * jo khuzI ke prasaMga para unmAda kA zikAra ho jAtA hai aura duHkha meM ApA bhUlakara vilApa karatA hai vaha ihaloka
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 33khu aura paraloka donoM bigAr3a letA hai| agara hamAre citta meM kisI prakAra kA dambha nahIM hai, vAsanAoM kI gaMdagI nahIM hai aura tuccha svArtha-lipsA kA | kAluSya nahIM hai to hama vItarAga ke sAtha apanA sAnnidhya sthApita kara sakate haiN| jinazAsana meM tapa kA mahattva hai, para jJAnazUnya tapa kA nhiiN| jJAna na milane kA antaraMga kAraNa to hai jJAnAvaraNa karma aura jJAna na milane kA bAharI kAraNa hai jJAnI janoM kI saMgati kA abhaav| * jJAnAvaraNa kA jora rahA aura bAharI sAdhanoM-saMgati, pustaka Adi kA saMyoga nahIM milA to jJAna prApta nahIM hogaa| jJAnAvaraNa kA jora ghaTA, kSayopazama huA aura jJAnI kI saMgati milI to jJAna prApta hogaa| jisa tattva ke dvArA dharma, adharma, satya, asatya jAnA jAya, usako jJAna kahate haiN| jJAna AtmA kA guNa hai| * jina vyaktiyoM meM sadAcAra tathA sadguNoM kI saurabha nahIM hotI, ve saMsAra meM Akara yoM hI samaya naSTa kara cale jAte haiN| durlabha nara-jIvana ko vyartha meM gaMvAnA, ajJAnatA kI parama nizAnI hai| * moha ke kAraNa hI tyAga kI buddhi utpanna nahIM hotI hai| * guNoM kA mahattva bhUlakara guNI kA tiraskAra karanA ucita nhiiN| * AtmA kI kImata sone ke AbhUSaNoM se nahIM varan sadAcAra, prAmANikatA aura sadguNoM se hai| * yadi jIvana kA nirmANa karanA hai to pratyeka ko svAdhyAya karanA pdd'egaa| svAdhyAya ke binA jJAna kI jyoti nahIM jlegii| * hamAre zikSaNAlayoM kA uddezya honA cAhie ki unameM adhyayana karane vAle chAtra sadAcArI evaM ImAnadAra bneN| * Aja ke adhyApaka kA jitanA dhyAna zarIra, kapaDe, nAkhana. dAMta. Adi bAhya svacchatA kI ora jAtA hai. utanA chAtroM kI cAritrika unnati kI ora nahIM jaataa| * bAhya svAsthya jitanA Avazyaka samajhA jA rahA hai, antaraMga svAsthya usase kahIM adhika Avazyaka hai| * santa logoM kA kAma to ucitAnucita kA dhyAna dilAkara sarcalAiTa dikhAnA hai| * dhyAna aura mauna kI sAdhanA ke sAtha yadi jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa kI ArAdhanA kareMge to AtmA kA kalyANa hogaa| * Aja vizva ko zastradhArI sainikoM kI nahIM, zAstradhArI sainikoM kI AvazyakatA hai| samAja meM tapa-saMyama kA bala jitanA bar3hegA utanI hI sukha zAnti kAyama hogii| * vItarAga patha para koI bhI vyakti agrasara ho sakatA hai, cAhie dRr3ha icchAzakti, vairAgya aura satsAhasa / * tapa rAga ghaTAne kI kriyA hai| tapa ke samaya aisA kArya karanA cAhie, jisase rAga kI bhAvanA ghaTe aura vairAgya kI bhAvanA bddh'e| * zraddhAlu zrAvaka duHkha Ane para bhI zraddhA se dolAyamAna nahIM hotaa|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 323 * vyavahAra jagata meM dUsare kA mAthA mUMDa lene vAlA bhale hI cAlAka kahalAve, parantu yaha kalA, kalA nahIM, varan || bhItara-bAhara donoM ora se kAlApana hI hai| * puNya-pApa ko samajhane vAlA vyakti jAlasAja logoM ko sukhI dekhakara bhI dolAyamAna yA caMcala citta nahIM | hogA, kyoMki manuSya kaI janmoM ke karma ke kAraNa sukha-duHkha pAtA hai| . sAdhanA ke mArga meM calane se manuSya meM nirbhayatA AtI hai| * jIvana-parivartana meM pramukha kAraNa kAla, svabhAva, karma-saMyoga, paristhiti aura adhyavasAya haiN| * jJAna, viveka, sadbhAva evaM zubha ruci ke abhAva meM mAnava bAhya puNya kA phala pAkara bhI nIce gira jAtA hai| * pApoM se bacane kI dRSTi vAlA sAdhaka kisI bhI vyakti meM guNoM ko dekhakara Adara karatA hai, yaha samyak dRSTi | * gRhastha bhI yadi jJAna kA dhanI hai, to vaha sAdhu-santoM ke lie AkarSaNa kA kendra bana jAtA hai| * dharma-sthAna meM sAja-zRMgAra karake AnA dUSaNa hai| * paramArtha kA paricaya karane ke lie satzAstra evaM satsaMga do sAdhana haiN| * jisakI saMgati se subuddhi utpanna ho, durvyasanoM kA parityAga ho aura ahiMsA, satya tathA prabhu meM mAnava kI pravRtti || ho, vaha susaMgati hai| * jJAna-prApti ke lie jJAnavAna kI saMgati Avazyaka hai| isI prakAra ajJAnI aura mithyAdarzanI kA saMga jo dUSaNa || rUpa hai, tyAjya hai| * vicAra kI bhUmikA para hI AcAra ke sundara mahala kA nirmANa hotA hai| vicAra kI nIMva kaccI hone para AcAra ke bhavya prAsAda ko dharAzAyI hote dera nahIM lgtii| * apazabda ke pratyuttara meM niruttara rahanA, apazabda bolane vAle ko harAne kI sarvottama kalA hai| kA~Te kA javAba phUla se denA sajjanAcAra hai| * jisa dhana aura sAdhana se jIvana sudhare, vAstava meM vahI dhana aura sAdhana uttama hai| * cAhe sAdhu-dharma ho yA gRhastha-dharma, samyagdarzana kI dRr3ha bhUmikA, donoM ke lie atyAvazyaka hai| * pApa aura duHkha ina donoM meM kAraNa-kArya bhAva hai| * svArtha kI bhAvanA se vrata karanA, vrata ke mahattva ko kama karanA hai| samyagdarzanI dikhAve se AkarSita nahIM hotA, kyoMki dikhAve kI ora jhukane vAlA kabhI -kabhI ThagA jAtA hai| bhItara kA mUlya jahA~ jyAdA hogA, vahA~ bAhya dikhAvA kama hogaa| kAMse kI thAlI ke girane para adhika AvAja hotI hai vaisI sone kI thAlI ke girane para nahIM hotii| mUlya sone kI thAlI kA adhika hai, ataH usameM jhanajhanAhaTa kama hai| parigraha AtmA ko pakar3ane vAlA hai, jakar3ane vAlA hai, yaha duHkha aura bandha kA pahalA kAraNa hai| jina-zAsana tyAgiyoM kA zAsana hai, rAgiyoM kA nhiiN|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (324 * yadi mUrchAbhAva hai to zarIra bhI parigraha hai aura vastrAdi bhii| * parigraha duHkha va bandhana kA kAraNa hai| * apanI saMpadA kA upayoga karanA sIkheMge to ApakA parigraha adhikaraNa banane ke bajAya upakaraNa bana jaayegaa| * parigraha kA sambandha jitanA cIjoM se, vastuoM se nahIM, utanA mana se hai| * parigraha va bandhana kI gAMTha ko DhIlI karoge to bAhara kI sAmagriyA~ tumhAre pAsa rahakara bhI duHkhadAyI nahIM bneNgii| dhana ke liye nIti-anIti ko bhulAnA, yaha jaina kA lakSaNa nahIM hai| saccA jaina lakSmI-dAsa nahIM, apitu lakSmI-pati hotA hai| * dhana kadApi tArane vAlA nahIM, kevala dharma hI tArane vAlA hai| jo vyakti jitanA adhika saMyama se rahegA vaha utanA hI adhika sukhI aura saba taraha se svastha rhegaa| * saMyama saba prakAra ke duHkhoM ke mUla kAraNa pApa se bacAne vAlA aura antatogatvA akSaya sukha kA dAtA hai| * jIvana meM pratidina, pratikSaNa, pratyeka kArya meM saMyama rakhanA caahie| . cAritra-dharma kA pahalA caraNa hai-tana aura vANI para sNym| * tana, mana, vANI bhogopabhogAdi aura viSaya-kaSAyoM kA saMyama dharma kA pramukha aMga hai| * jIvana meM yadi dharma va cAritra nahIM hai, to jIvana phIkA hai| * muniyoM ke saumya jIvana aura tyAgamaya caryA kA cintana karake bhI vyakti jJAna kI prApti kara letA hai| * bhUmi, jAyadAda Adi se jyAdA soca Apako jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa kA honA cAhiye, kyoMki ye Apake | nija-guNa haiN| * jaba taka hamArA samyagjJAna majabUta rahegA, taba taka hama kabhI nahIM ddigeNge| * sAmAyika vaha mahatI sAdhanA hai, jisake dvArA janma-janmAntaroM ke saMcita karma-mala ko naSTa kiyA jA sakatA hai| * Asana-vijaya, dRSTi-vijaya aura mana-vijaya - ye tInoM prakAra kI sAdhanAe~ sAmAyika meM paramAvazyaka haiN| * sahI rUpa meM prAyazcitta tabhI hogA jabaki galatI karane vAlA vyakti mana meM yaha vicAra kare ki vAstava meM usane galatI karake burA kAma kiyA, use isa prakAra kI galatI nahIM karanI cAhiye thii| * gurujanoM ke samakSa yadi koI vyakti apanI galatI ke kisI bhI aMza ko chupA kara rakhatA hai, to vaha prAyazcitta na hokara eka aura naI galatI karanA ho jaayegaa| * vyartha hI dravya luTAkara thothA ADambara dikhAnA, koI buddhimattA nahIM hai| sacce artha meM zAsana kI prabhAvanA ke aneka rAste haiN| * tapa rAga ghaTAne kI kriyA hai| tapa ke samaya aise kAma hone cAhie jinase rAga kI bhAvanA ghaTe, vairAgya kI bhAvanA bddh'e| jo naitika dRSTi se patita ho vaha dhArmika dRSTi se unnata kaise ho sakatA hai ? naitikatA kI bhUmikA para hI dhArmikatA kI imArata khar3I hotI hai|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 325 . vAstava meM jaina-zAstroM meM pradarzita zrAvaka-dharma meM kisI bhI kAla ke Adarza kI asIma saMbhAvanAe~ nihita haiM / * jo atyalpa sAdhanoM se hI apanA jIvana zAntipUrvaka yApana karatA hai use prabhu aura prabhutA donoM milate haiN| rAjA kI AjJA meM bala hotA hai daNDa kA aura mahAtmA ke Adeza meM bala hotA hai jJAna aura karuNAbhAva kaa| jJAnI puruSa ke hRdaya rUpI himAlaya se karuNA, vAtsalya aura prema kI sahasra-sahasra dhArAe~ pravAhita hotI rahatI haiM | aura ve pratyeka jIvadhArI ko zItalatA aura zAnti se AplAvita karatI rahatI haiN| pratyeka manuSya sabake prati prIti aura ahiMsA kI bhAvanA rakhakara apanI jIvanayAtrA saralatA va sugamatA se calA sakatA hai| AghAta-pratyAghAta se hI jIvana calegA, aisA samajhanA bhrama hai| * kisI prANI ko kaSTa na pahu~cAnA, chedana-bhedana na karanA, yaha dravya-dayA hai| rAga-dveSa utpanna na honA bhAvadayA hai| * jIvana ko paramamaMgala kI ora agrasara karane ke lie kevala dravya-dayA paryApta nahIM hai, bhAva-dayA bhI caahie| bhAva-dayA ke binA jo dravya-dayA hotI hai, vaha prANavAn nahIM hotii| rAga-dveSa bhAvahiMsA hai| bhAvahiMsA karane vAlA kisI anya kA ghAta kare yA na kare , AtmaghAta to karatA hI hai usake Atmika guNoM kA ghAta hotA hI hai / * zrAvaka ko tolane aura mApane meM anucita-anaitika lAbha lene kI pravRtti nahIM rakhanI caahie| chala-kapaTa kA sevana karake, nIti kI maryAdA kA atikramaNa karake aura rAjakIya vidhAna kA bhI ullaMghana karake | dhanapati banane kA vicAra karanA atyanta garhita aura ghRNita vicAra hai| aisA karane vAlA kadAcit thor3A bahuta jar3a-dhana adhika saMcita kara le, magara AtmA kA dhana luTA detA hai aura Atmika dRSTi se vaha daridra bana jAtA hai| | * zrAvaka-dharma kA anusaraNa karate hue jo vyApArI vyApAra karatA hai, vaha samucita dravyopArjana karate hue bhI deza aura samAja kI bahuta bar3I sevA kara sakatA hai| * zrAvaka apane antaraMga aura bahiraMga ko samAna sthitiyoM meM rakhatA hai| vacana se kucha kahanA aura mana meM kucha aura rakhanA evaM kriyA kisI anya prakAra kI karanA zrAvaka-jIvana se saMgata nahIM hai| zrAvaka bhItara-bAhara meM samAna hotA hai| jinheM uttama dharma-zravaNa karane kA suavasara milA hai, unheM dUsaroM kI dekhAdekhI pApa ke patha para nahIM calanA caahie| unake hRdaya meM durbalatA, kuzaMkA aura kalpita bhIti (bhaya) nahIM honI caahie| aisA saccA dharmAtmA apane udAharaNa se saiMkar3oM aprAmANikoM ko prAmANika banA sakatA hai aura dharma kI pratiSThA meM bhI cAra-cA~da lagA sakatA hai| dharma-zikSA ko jIvana meM ramAne ke lie kAma-vAsanA ko upazAnta evaM niyantrita karanA, moha kI prabalatA ko dabAnA aura amaryAdita lobha kA nigraha karanA Avazyaka hai| , jaba AtmA meM samyagjJAna kI sahasra-sahasra kiraNeM phailatI haiM aura usa Aloka se jIvana paripUrNa ho jAtA hai, taba kAma, krodha aura lobha kA saghana andhakAra Tika hI nahIM sktaa| manuSya ke anta:karaNa meM vyApta saghana andhakAra ko jo vinaSTa kara viveka kA Aloka phailA detA hai, vaha 'guru' kahalAtA hai|
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________________ 326 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jIvana-ratha ko kumArga se bacAkara sanmArga para calAne ke lie aura abhISTa lakSya taka pahu~cAne ke lie yogya guru kI anivArya AvazyakatA hai| * anukUla nimitta milane para jIvana bar3I tejI ke sAtha AdhyAtmikatA meM badala jAtA hai| . jisa prakAra khAne se hI bhUkha miTatI hai, bhojana dekhane yA bhojya-padArthoM kA nAma sunane se nahIM; isI prakAra dharma | ko jIvana meM utArane se, jIvana ke samagra vyavahAroM ko dharmamaya banAne se hI vAstavika zAnti prApta ho sakatI |. jJAnI puruSa kA paudgalika padArthoM ke prati moha nahIM hotaa| . jo loga AhAra ke sambandha meM asaMyamI hote haiM, uttejaka bhojana karate haiM, unake citta meM kAma-bhoga kI abhilASA | tIvra rahatI hai| vAstava meM AhAra-vihAra ke sAtha brahmacarya kA bahuta ghaniSTha sambandha hai| * manuSya ke mana kI nirbalatA jaba use nIce girAne lagatI hai taba vrata kI zakti hI use bacAne meM samartha hotI hai| * vrata aMgIkAra nahIM karane vAlA kisI bhI samaya gira sakatA hai| usakA jIvana binA pAla kI talAI jaisA hai, kintu vratI kA jIvana ujjvala hotA hai| eka manuSya agara apane jIvana ko sudhAra letA hai to dUsaroM para usakA prabhAva par3e binA nahIM raha sktaa| pudgala evaM paudgalika padArthoM kI ora jitanI adhika Asakti evaM rati hogI, utanA hI Antarika zakti kA | bhAna kama hogaa| samyagdRSTi jIva meM darzanamohanIya kA udaya na hone se tathA cAritramohanIya kI bhI tIvratama zakti (anantAnubandhI kaSAya) kA udaya na rahane se mUrchA-mamatA meM utanI saghanatA nahIM hotI jitanI mithyAdRSTi meM hotI hai| jaba taka parigraha para niyantraNa nahIM kiyA jAtA aura usakI koI sImA nirdhArita nahIM kI jAtI taba taka hiMsA Adi pApoM kA ghaTanA prAya: asaMbhava hai| * jaba taka manuSya icchAoM ko sImita nahIM kara letA taba taka vaha zAnti nahIM pA sakatA aura jaba taka citta meM | zAnti nahIM, taba taka sukha kI saMbhAvanA hI kaise kI jA sakatI hai? parimANa kara lene se tRSNA kama ho jAtI hai aura vyAkulatA miTa jAtI hai| jIvana meM halkApana A jAtA hai aura eka prakAra kI tRpti kA anubhava hone lagatA hai| mana meM santoSa nahIM AyA to sAre vizva kI bhUmi, sampatti aura anya sukha-sAmagrI ke mila jAne para bhI manuSya zAnti prApta kara nahIM sktaa| peTa kI bhUkha to pAva do pAva ATe se miTa jAtI hai, magara mana kI bhUkha tIna loka ke rAjya se bhI nahIM mitttii| * eka akiMcana nispRha yogI ko jo adbhuta Ananda prApta hotA hai vaha kubera kI sampadA pA lene vAle dhanADhya ko nasIba nahIM ho sktaa| * amaryAdita dhana-saMcaya kI vRtti ke pIche gRhasthI kI AvazyakatA nahIM, kintu lolupatA aura dhanavAn kahalAne kI ahaMkAra-vRtti hI pradhAna hotI hai| * kisI mahApaNDita kA mastiSka yadi samAja aura deza kI unnati meM nahIM lagatA to usakA pANDitya kisa kAma
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________________ || dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 327 kA? * jo pUMjI pAkara svayaM usakA sadupayoga nahIM karatA, aura dUsaroM kI sahAyatA nahIM karatA pratyuta durvyasanoM kA poSaNa karatA hai, vaha isa loka me nindita banatA hai aura aparaloka ko pApamaya banA kara du:khI hotA hai| * jIvana, dhana aura vaibhava jAne vAlI vastue~ haiM, kintu ina jAne vAlI vastuoM se kucha lAbha uThA liyA jAya, apane bhaviSya ko kalyANamaya banA liyA jAya, isI meM manuSya kI buddhimattA hai, vivekazIlatA hai| * svecchApUrvaka aMgIkAra kiyA huA vrata kA bandhana sAhasa aura zakti pradAna karatA hai| pratikUla paristhiti meM isake dvArA apanI maryAdA se vicalita na hone kI preraNA prApta hotI hai| parigraha ko ghaTAne se hiMsA, asatya, steya, kuzIla ina cAroM para roka lagatI hai| ahiMsA Adi cAra vrata apane Apa puSTa hote rahate haiN| * pramAda aura kaSAya donoM samyagdarzana aura viratibhAva kI nirmalatA meM bAdhaka haiN| * vicAra-bala yadi puSTa ho to sAdhaka ahiMsA, satya Adi vratoM kA ThIka taraha se nirvAha kara skegaa| bhogopabhoga kI lAlasA jitanI tIvra hogI, pApa bhI utane hI tIvra hoNge| * sAmAnya loga bhautika padArthoM kI prApti ke lie sAdhanA karate haiM, jaba ki sAdhu unake tyAga kI aura unakI abhilASA na karane kI sAdhanA karatA hai| zuddha Atmopalabdhi hI usakI sAdhanA kA uddezya hotA hai| rAga kI sthiti meM manuSya kA viveka suSupta ho jAtA hai| jisa para rAga bhAva utpanna hotA hai, usake avaguNa use dRSTigocara nahIM hote| guNavAna ke guNoM kA Akalana karanA bhI usa samaya kaThina ho jAtA hai| yaha satya hai ki mana atyanta capala hai, haThIlA hai aura zIghra kAbU meM nahIM aataa| kintu usa para kAbU pAnA asaMbhava nahIM hai| bAra-bAra prayatna karane se antata: usa para kAbU pAyA jA sakatA hai| * kisI ucca sthAna para pahu~cane ke lie eka-eka kadama hI Age bar3hAnA par3atA hai| dharma-zikSA yA abhyAsa evaM vairAgya ke dvArA mana ko vazIbhUta kiyA jA sakatA hai| jo zarIra ke prati mamatAvAn hai, use zarIra ke pratikUla AcaraNa karane para roSa utpanna hotA hai, kintu jisane zarIra ko para-padArtha samajha liyA hai aura jise usake prati kiMcit bhI mamatA nahIM raha gaI hai, vaha zarIra para ghora se ghora AghAta lagane para bhI ruSTa nahIM hotaa| jJAna apane Apa meM atyanta upayogI sadguNa hai, kintu usakI upayogitA viratibhAva prApta karane meM hai| * jo vivekazIla sAdhaka viratibhAva ke bAdhaka kAraNoM se bacatA hai, vahI sAdhanA meM agrasara ho sakatA hai| * samyagdarzana Adi bhAva-ratna AtmA kI nija sampatti haiN| inase AtmA ko hita aura sukha kI prApti hotI hai| . * jo manuSya bhogopabhoga meM saMyama nahIM rakhatA, vaha pralobhanoM kA sAmanA nahIM kara sktaa| * jisa burAI ko miTAnA cAhate ho usI kA Azraya lete ho, yaha to usa burAI ko miTAnA nahIM, balki usakI paramparA ko cAlU rakhanA hai| samabhAva kI sAdhanA kI vizeSatA yaha hai ki isase vyaktigata jIvana atyanta ucca, udAra, zAnta aura sAttvika /
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________________ 328 banatA hai| dharma ekAnta maMgalamaya hai / vaha AtmA, samAja, deza tathA akhila vizva kA kalyANakarttA aura trAtA hai / AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki janatA ke mAnasa meM dharma aura nIti ke prati AsthA utpanna kI jAe / * jo zAsana dharmanirapekSa nahIM, dharmasApekSa hogA vahI prajA ke jIvana meM nirmala, udAtta aura pavitra bhAvanAe~ jAgRta kara skegaa| * * * * namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * * pratyeka sAdhanAparAyaNa vyakti ko cAra bAteM dhyAna meM rakhanI cAhiye - (1) sthira Asana (2) sthira dRSTi (3) mita bhASaNa aura (4) sadvicAra meM nirantara ramaNatA / ina cAra bAtoM para dhyAna rakhane vAlA loka-paraloka meM lAbha kA bhAgI hotA hai| jisake mana meM saMyamI hone kA pradarzana karane kI bhAvanA nahIM hai, varan jo AtmA ke utthAna ke liye saMyama kA pAlana karatA hai, vaha saMyama meM AyI huI malinatA ko kSaNa bhara bhI sahana nahIM kregaa| * jJAnAvaraNa kA kSayopazama kitanA hI ho jAya, yadi mithyAtva moha kA udaya huA to vaha jJAna mokSa kI dRSTi se kujJAna hI rhegaa| vratI puruSa kuTumba, samAja tathA deza meM bhI zAnti kA Adarza upasthita kara sakatA hai aura svayaM bhI apUrva zAnti kA upabhoktA bana jAtA hai 1 paraspara sApekSa sabhI guNoM kI yathAvat AyojanA karane vAlA hI apane jIvana ko U~cA uThAne meM samartha ho sakatA hai| anubhava jagAkara apane jJAna-bala se bhI bahuta se vyakti vastutattva kA bodha prApta kara sakate haiN| para isa prakAra bodha prApta karane ke adhikArI koI viziSTa vyakti hI hote haiM / nisarga se jJAna utpanna hone kI sthiti meM idhara upAdAna ne siddhi kI aura jora lagAyA to nimitta gauNa rahA, upAdAna pradhAna rahA / dUsarI ora adhigamAdi nimitta ke mAdhyama se jJAna utpanna hone kI dazA meM nimitta pradhAna rahatA hai aura upAdAna gauNa / pratyeka kArya kI niSpatti meM upAdAna aura nimitta ye donoM hI kAraNa calate haiN| pA~coM vratoM kA yathAzakti AgAra ke sAtha pAlana, bhogopabhoga kA parimANa, anartha daNDa se bacanA Adi pApa ko ghaTAne ke sAdhana haiM / vinaya tapa ke aharniza ArAdhana se, sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa sAdhaka bhI gurujanoM kA ananya prItipAtra yA kRpApAtra bana kara antatogatvA sarvaguNa sampanna ho, jJAna kA bhaNDAra aura mahAn sAdhaka bana jAtA hai I * jaise binA pAla ke tAlAba meM pAnI nahIM ThaharatA vaise hI binA vrata ke jIvana meM sadguNoM kA pAnI samAviSTa nahIM ho sakatA, ataH zrAvaka apane meM vrata kI pAla avazya bAMdhe / * jIva do prakAra ke hote haiM- eka bhavamArgI aura dUsare zivamArgI / vizvabhara meM anantAnaMta prANI bhava mArga kA anugamana kara rahe haiN| unakI koI guNa gAthA nahIM gAyI jAtI / unakA ullekha kahIM nahIM hotaa| unakA koI patA nahIM hotA ki kidhara se Aye aura kidhara gye| dUsarI ora zivamArgI ve jIva haiM, jo saMkhyA meM asaMkhya najara nahIM Ate, kintu zAstroM meM, sat - sAhitya meM unhIM kI guNa - gAthA gAyI huI hai|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 329 guNiyoM ke guNoM kA kIrtana prabhAvanA kA kAraNa hai, para sAdhaka ko prazaMsA sunakara khuza nahIM honA caahie| yahI samajhanA cAhiye ki isane premavaza mere guNa dekhe haiM, isako mere doSoM kA kyA patA ? mujhe apane doSoM ko nikAla kara isake vizvAsa para kharA utaranA hai, tAki use dhokhA na ho| hara manuSya ke pAsa mana, vacana aura kAyA ke supraNidhAna kI tIna nidhiyA~ haiM, jo navavidhiyoM kI dAtA haiN| garIba se garIba bhI inase vaMcita nahIM hai| sthAnAGga sUtra ke tRtIya sthAna meM prabhu ne spaSTa kahA hai-maNasuppaNihANe, vayasuppaNihANe, kaaysuppnnihaanne| dharma-sAdhanA ke liye dhana kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, amIra-garIba saba isakA lAbha uThA sakate haiN| kama se kama tIna sAdhana hara manuSya ke pAsa haiN| mana se kisI ke liye burA na soce, kisI kI unnati dekhakara jalana nahIM kre| krodha, kalaha, vaira-virodha kA tyAga kre| vacana se satya evaM hitakara bole, khAlI samaya ho to gappoM meM baiThane kI apekSA bhagavad bhajana kare / kAya se kisI ko kaSTa na de| sevA aura satsaMga kre|| buddhivAdI loga kahate haiM ki jaba taka mana zAnta na rahe, sAmAyika karanA bekAra hai| aisA tarka karane vAloM ko dhyAna denA cAhiye ki davA roga kI sthiti meM hI lI jAtI hai, nIroga hone para davA kI AvazyakatA nahIM, vaise hI rAga Adi vikAroM kI dazA meM hI sAmAyika-sAdhanA kI jAtI hai| pUrNa zAnti milane para to sAmAyika siddha ho cukii| bhArata kA vidhAna to hara bhAratIya ko rASTrapati banane taka kA hI adhikAra pradAna karatA hai, parantu zAstra kA vidhAna | nara ko nArAyaNa aura jana ko jagapati banane kA adhikAra pradAna karatA hai / AvazyakatA hai sAdhanA meM Age bar3hane kii| mAtAeM suzikSita hoMgI to bAlaka ko saMskAravAna banane meM derI nahIM lgegii| * jaba parivAra tathA samAja ke kSetra meM Apa dharma kA prayoga karoge, vaira-virodha evaM kalaha ke prasaMgoM ko adAlata meM na pahu~cA kara bhItara meM sulajhAne kA, hiMsA ko sabala ahiMsA se jItane kA abhyAsa karoge to dharma caturguNa dIpta ho utthegaa| zIzI meM sUrya kiraNa se pAnI garma karane meM agni, vAyu Adi kA Arambha baca sakatA hai| tIna cAra ghaNTe meM budde Upara A jAte haiN| kiraNa-cikitsA ke prayoga meM yaha anubhava huaa| cUlhe para garma kiye jAne vAle pAnI kI apekSA isameM Arambha kI bacata hotI hai| * dhana, anna, bhUmi, vastra Adi bacAne se ghara samRddha hogA, deza va samAja kI sevA ho skegii| * sadgRhastha bhogasAmagrI ko milAte huye bhI asadmArga se bacakara calatA hai| asadmArga se milAyI gaI sampadA | kI apekSA vaha dhana kI garIbI ko acchI mAnatA hai| zarIra kI sahaja kRzatA, zotha (sUjana) ke moTApe se acchI jIvana meM dharma kA sthAna vRkSa meM mUla ke samAna hai| 'samatA' mokSa kA sAdhana hai to usakA ulaTA 'tAmasa' naraka kA dvAra hai| bAMsa bhI lar3akara bhasma ho jAte haiN| manuSya ko isase zikSA lenI caahie|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 330 * jina dharma amRta sAgara hai| amRta sAgara ke pAsa jAkara pyAsA Ave to loga mUrkha kheNge| yaha amRta anantakAla kI tRSA miTAtA hai| * samAja pakSa meM kArIgara bananA hai, majadUra nhiiN| suI bananA hai, kaiMcI nhiiN| * zrAvaka aura sAdhu meM sparzanAvrata kA antara hai| zraddhA to donoM kI eka hai| durupayoga se dAnavoM ne prApta vara ko kho diyA aura nAza ke bhAgI bne| isa prakAra ananta jJAnAdi, nidhi ko pAkara jo hiMsA, jhUTha mAna, bar3AI aura bhogoM meM kho degA, use pachatAnA pdd'egaa| aisA na kro| * satkarma ke binA manuSya isa bhUmi para hI naraka banA letA hai| * vyasana chor3ie, zIladharma kI ArAdhanA kIjie aura rAtri-bhojana kA tyAga kiijie| * manuSya kA bhAgya aura kucha nahIM, apane hI kiye hue puruSArtha kA pariNAma hai| * jJAna evaM vairAgya kI zikSA se pApI bhI sudhara sakate haiN| dariyA meM sone kI zilA pakar3a kara calane vAlA DUbatA aura kASTha paTTa lene vAlA tiratA hai| yahI hAla jaga meM | dhana aura dharma kA hai| dhana DubAtA aura dharma tirAtA hai| * zastradhArI senA deza kA dhana bacA sakatI hai, para zAstradhArI senA jIvana bacAtI hai| kyoMki hiMsA, jhUTha corI, | vyabhicAra-bhraSTAcAra zastrabala se nahIM, zAstrabala se chUTate haiN| AcaraNavAn yA kriyAzIla hI deza-dharma kA utthAna kara sakate haiN| mahAvIra ke mArga aura unakI sabhA meM bujhadiloM kA kAma nahIM hai| vahA~ saba kucha prasannatA se arpaNa karane vAlA || caahie| * vyartha zrama, vANI, krodhAdivikalpa, amaryAdita bhramaNa aura vyasana meM bacata karanA jIvana kI nidhi hai| bhautikatA ke prabhAva meM jo loga jIvana ko unnata banAnA bhUla jAte haiM, ve saMsAra meM kaSTAnubhava karate hai aura jIvana ko azAnta banA lete haiN| * manuSya socatA hai ki jhUTha bolanA nahIM chor3A jAtA, kintu jaba eka dina abhyAsa kara loge to mana meM himmata A jaayegii| phira Age bar3ha skoge| * dharma nIti prANimAtra meM bandhubhAva utpanna karatI hai| krodha kI Aga meM vaha prema ke amRtajala kA siMcana karatI hai| * bAlaka ratna bhI bana sakate haiM aura Tola bhii| mAtA-pitAoM ko cAhie ki apanA dAyitva samajhakara bAlakoM ke sundara jIvana-nirmANa kI ora lakSya deN| anyathA hAtha se tIra chUTa jAne para lAilAja hai| duniyA ke bar3e loga satsaMga meM isalie bhI saMkoca karate haiM ki vahA~ sAdhAraNa logoM ke sAtha baiThanA hotA hai| sinemA meM unakI pojIzana DAuna nahIM hotI, para satsaMga meM ho jAtI hai, kitanI vicitra bAta hai| * Apa guNajJa baneM, tabhI saccA lAbha le skeNge| * sadgRhastha dharmapradhAna dRSTi rakhate hue arthasAdhanA karatA hai| sadgRhastha ko cAhie ki vaha pratidina isakA nirIkSaNa kare ki merA 'artha sAdhana' dharma ke viparIta to nahIM jaataa| usakA dRSTikoNa usa kisAna kI taraha hotA hai jo
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa bIja ko khAtA huA bhI use bonA nahIM bhuultaa| bIja ke liye acche dAne surakSita rakhatA hai| , yadi parIkSA meM baccoM ko naitika vyavahAra ke bhI aGka die jAeM to bacce deza ke lie varadAna ho sakate haiN| 'svAdhyAya' saMskAra kA bar3A sAdhana hai| * parigraha chUTegA to Arambha svata: kama ho jaayegaa| * parigraha se manuSya kI mati Akula aura azAnta rahatI hai| azAnta mana meM dharma-sAdhanA nahIM hotii| . dharma pahale ihaloka sudhAratA hai, phira paraloka / dharma se pahale isa jIvana meM zAnti milatI hai, phira aage| * dharma mAnava-jIvana ke lie utanA hI Avazyaka hai, jitanA vAyusevana / |. kAmanA ke jAla ko vahI kATa sakatA hai, jisake pAsa jJAna kA bala hai| * manuSya jIvana kA mahattva vrata-niyama se hai| * rAjanIti daNDa se jIvana-sudhAra cAhatI hai aura dharmanIti prema se mana badala kr| * AtmasudhAra kA eka nizcita krama hai - 1. jIvana sudhAra 2. maraNa sudhAra aura 3. AtmasudhAra / * anarthadaNDa ke pramukha kAraNa haiM- 1. moha 2. pramAda aura 3. ajJAna / * kisI kI unnati dekhakara IrSyA karanA yA usakI hAni kI socanA anarthadaNDa hai| apadhyAna meM bAharI hiMsA nahIM dikhatI, parantu vahAM antaraMga hiMsA hai| * apadhyAna vahA~ hotA hai, jahA~ tIvra Asakti hai| * manuSya ko jJAna kA tIra lage to eka hI kAphI hai aura nahIM lage to janmabhara sunate rahane para bhI koI lAbha nahIM hotaa| * manuSya ke mana para mAyA kI jhillI Ane se vaha sattattva ko nahIM dekha pAtA aura satkarma meM cala bhI nahIM sktaa| pArivArika prArthanA, sAptAhika svAdhyAya susaMskAra ke sAdhana haiN| inake sAtha nirvyasanI, prAmANika aura zuddha vyavahAra vAlA honA Avazyaka hai| * jisake dvArA hita-ahita, karttavya-akarttavya aura dharmAdharma kA bodha ho, vahI saccA jJAna hai| jJAna ke binA vijJAna | jIvana meM hitakArI nahIM ho sktaa| tapa ke sAtha krodha Adi vikAroM kA tyAga karanA usakA bhUSaNa hai| kahA hai-sohA bhave uggatavassa khNtii|"| arthAt kSamAbhAva se ugra tapasyA kI zobhA hai| bAharI viSamatA dUra karane se zAnti nahIM hogii| usase kucha samasyAeM hala ho sakatI haiM, para zAnti ke lie samatA Avazyaka hai| * gRhastha-jIvana dAna-zIla pradhAna hai aura muni-jIvana tapa-saMyama pradhAna hai| bAlaka ke saMskAra-nirmANa meM pitA se adhika mAtRjIvana kAraNa hotA hai| arihanta kahate haiM-yadi jJAnI bananA hai to moha-mAyA kA pardA dUra kro| jJAna kA prakAza bAhara nahIM, tumhAre hI || bhItara hai|
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________________ 332 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * mAnava tana , dhana, parivAra, padAdi ke moha meM bhUlA huA hai, ata: prApta sAmagrI kA ucita upayoga nahIM kara pAtA * binA jJAna ke kriyA karate hue prANI andhakAra meM ghUmatA hai, satya prApta nahIM kara paataa| * vidyA se vinaya ke badale avinaya bar3hatA ho to samajhanA cAhie ki yaha sadvidyA nahIM hai| * jJAnI apanI karaNI ko bhautika padArthoM ke badale nahIM gNvaataa| * jo nimitta pAkara puruSArtha karatA hai, vaha avazya hI AtmA kA utthAna kara letA hai| sadguru kA nimitta pAkara bhI jo puruSArtha nahIM karatA vaha jJAna-lAbha nahIM kara sktaa| dharma-sAdhanA ke lie dhana kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| isakI sAdhanA itanI sastI , sarala va sulabha hai ki amIra-garIba saba koI isakA lAbha uThA sakate haiN| * dhana kI bhUkha dhana se nahIM miTatI, vaha santoSa se miTatI hai| * deza ke nAgarikoM ko sAmUhika bala se hiMsA kA virodha karanA hogaa| * ahiMsA, satya evaM sadAcAra kA triguNa mantra dhAraNa kara deza ko saMkaTa se bacA lenA caahie| * jIvana kI gAr3I meM dhana kA peTrola hI bharate jAoge aura vrata kA jala nahIM hogA to yAtrA khatare se khAlI nahIM | hogii| * mana badala jAtA hai to jIvana badalate dera nahIM lgtii| dharma ke pracAra meM bhI AcAra kA bala caahie| * pApa ghaTAne ke lie AvazyakatA para niyantraNa Avazyaka hai| * jala jIvana hai, gRhastha ko usakA durupayoga nahIM karanA caahie| * rAgI jina bhautika vastuoM ko bhUSaNa mAnakara adhikAdhika bar3hAnA cAhatA hai, jJAnI unako ghaTAnA cAhatA hai| jJAnI ajJAnI kA yahI khAsa antara hai| * parigraha kI pUjA se loga guNoM kA sammAna bhUla jAte haiN| * zrAvaka kA kartavya hai ki vaha dhana-sampadA kA sAdhana ke rUpa meM upayoga kre| usako sAdhya samajhakara calegA to | vaha bAdhaka banakara use mUla sAdhya se vaJcita kara degii| * strI evaM zUdra ko dharma kA adhikArI nahIM mAnanA bhrAntipUrNa hai| * ATha kA ho yA sATha kA, dharma kA mApadaNDa viveka hai|' * cAra bAtoM meM lakSya Avazyaka hai-tapa, saMyama, kSamA aura brahmacarya / * AcAra vaha hai jo jIvana ko pavitra bnaave| jisase apanA ahita ho vaha kAma chor3ane yogya hai| * Aja adhyAtma-zikSA kI mahatI AvazyakatA hai| samyagjJAna hI jIvana ko pavitra banA sakatA hai|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 333 * jo AtmA ko zuddha-buddha banAne meM sahAyaka ho, vaha sAdhanA cAhe vicAra-sambandhI ho yA AcAra saMbaMdhI, 'dharma' hai| isake viparIta jo kriyA jIvana kI azuddhi bar3hAve, AtmA ko svabhAva se dUra kare vaha saba adharma hai| * zramaNa aura zrAvaka zuddha mana se jJAna-kriyA kI sAdhanA kare to Atma-kalyANa ho sakatA hai| * mA~ ne manuSya ko mAnava rUpa se utpanna kiyA / usako devatva chor3a dAnava-bhAva meM nahIM jAnA caahie| * zraddhA, viveka aura karaNI kA mela ho vahI zrAvaka hai| jJAnI kI deva, guru evaM dharma para zraddhA hotI hai aura ajJAnI kI jar3a-sampadA para / * manuSya ko bhagavAna kI apekSA mAyA se adhika prema hotA hai| isakA pramukha kAraNa ajJAna hai| AtmArthI ko pApa se bacane ke liye pramAda aura kaSAya ghaTAne caahie| gRhastha saMsAra meM rahate huye sampUrNa hiMsA Adi kA tyAga nahIM kara sakatA, phira bhI usakA vicAra zuddha ho sakatA | hai| vaha pApa ko pApa aura SaTkAyika jIvoM ko apane samAna samajhatA hai| jJAna ke binA kaSAya kA jora nahIM htttaa| * Apa svAdhyAyazIla raheM to AcAra kI truTiyA~ sahaja hI dUra ho sakatI haiN| du:khamaya saMsAra meM prANiyoM kI rati dekha zAstrakAra bhI Azcarya karate haiN| zrAvakapana kisI jAti yA deza meM sImita nahIM hotaa| vivekazIla koI bhI manuSya zrAvaka ho sakatA hai| * sujJa puruSa car3hate pariNAmoM meM sAdhanA evaM vratAdi kara lete haiN| * sAdhaka zraddhA-pratIti hone para bhI ruci ke abhAva meM cAritra grahaNa nahIM krtaa| jisake saMga se kumati dUra ho, bhajana kI ruci bar3he, rAga-dveSa ghaTe samyagjJAna kI prApti ho vahI satsaMga hai| . dila ke sApha Aine meM hI paramAtmA ke darzana hote haiN| * dharma satya kI bhUmi para paidA hotA hai aura dayA-dAna se bar3hatA hai| * cAhe mAlA japeM, sAmAyika kareM yA anya kucha kareM, satya-sadAcAra aura prANidayA ko jIvana meM utAranA na bhuuleN| vyavahAra meM prAmANika honA mUlaguNa honA caahie| vinIta ziSya aura jAtimAn vRSabha eka bAra rAste lagane ke pazcAt binA prerita kie hI calate rahate haiN| . sadvicAroM se kuvicAra kI gaMdagI mana se nikala jAtI hai| * manuSya kA jIvana miTTI ke piMDa ke samAna hai| usako jaisA saMga aura zikSA mile vaha vaise rUpa meM Dhala sakatA brahmacarya mAnava-jIvana kA pAnI hai| jisakA pAnI utara gayA vaha hIrA mUlyahIna ho jAtA hai| yadi Aja kA mAnava mahAvIra ke zAsana ko dhyAna meM lekara cale to varga-saMgharSa kA nAma hI na ho| samadRSTi kA jIvana dharmapradhAna hotA hai, arthapradhAna nhiiN|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 334 catura kRSaka jala ko nAlI meM na DAlakara bADI meM bahAtA hai| isI prakAra 18 pApoM se saMcita dravya ko Arambha-parigraha kI nAlI meM na bahAkara jJAna-dAna, abhaya-dAna, zAsanasevA, svadharmisahAya, upakaraNa - dAna Adi meM lagAne se usakA sadupayoga ho sakatA hai| * bhalA vyakti bhI nIca kI saMgati se kalaMkita hotA hai / * guNazUnya bAhya ramaNIkatA nissAra hai / * zrAvaka dharma kI sAdhanA ke lie nirvyasanI honA prathama AvazyakatA hai 1 * dravya, kSetra, kAla evaM bhAva kI anukUlatA meM puruSArtha kiyA jAya to kArya siddhi ho sakatI hai| Aja ke zrAvaka vyAvahArika jagat meM paitRka sampadA kI taraha guru se dI gaI dharma -sampadA ko bar3hAkara sacce sapUta baneM to vizva kA kalyANa ho sakatA hai / * mamatA cakkara meM par3ane vAlA svayaM azAnta ho dUsaroM ko bhI azAnta karatA hai / * vyasana kA artha hI vipatti hai / jisase dhanahAni ho evaM jIvana duHkhamaya ho vaisI koI kuTeva nahIM rakhanI caahie| * eka kA dila-dimAga bigar3e, usa samaya dUsarA santulita mana ko sambhAla le, taba bhI bigar3A hAla sudhara jAtA hai * manuSya ko para-duHkhadarzana ke samaya navanIta sA komala aura kartavya pAlana meM vajravat kaThora rahanA caahie| 1 hI guNa kI kadra karatA hai| guNoM se hI manuSya kI pUjA hotI hai / bhoga para niyantraNa rakhane vAlA hI deza dharma kI sevA kara sakatA hai| * * * * jJAnapUrvaka mArga grahaNa karane vAlA kaThora parIkSA meM, ulajhana ke samaya bhI sambhala jAtA hai| ' * jo loga bhAI-bhAI ke bIca evaM sampradAyoM ke bIca dIvAla khar3I karate haiM, ve sapUta nahIM haiM / * svatantratA amRta evaM svacchandatA viSa hai / jAti zarIra ke anta taka hai, parantu vicAroM va saMskAroM meM badalAva hotA rahatA hai| bhItarI grahoM kA zamana karane para bAhara ke grahoM kA koI bhaya nahIM rahatA / yadi eka bAra bhI kSAyika bhAva kA utthAna ho jAya to phira girane kA dhokhA nahIM rahatA / viSamavRttiyoM ko sama karane aura kaSAya kI dAha kA zamana karane vAlI kriyA kA nAma hI sAmAyika hai / * ajJAna, mithyAdarzana aura kadAcAra bandha ke kAraNa haiM / inako tyAgane mukti hotI hai| * dravya dayA zarIra kI rakSA aura bhAvadayA AtmaguNoM kI rakSA hai / vibhUSA, strI-saMsarga aura praNIta bhojana brahmacArI ke lie viSa haiN| rAga-dveSa kI mukti va ekAMta sukha ke lie 3 bAteM Avazyaka haiM - (1) jJAna kA pUrNa prakAza (2) ajJAna-moha kA vivarjana (3) rAga-roSa kA kSaya / viSaya-kaSAya se mana ko khAlI karane para bhagavat - nivAsa hotA hai| ahaMkAra se satkarma vaise hI kSINa ho jAtA hai, jaise maNoM dUdha pAvaratI saMkhiyA se jaharIlA ho jAtA hai| * * * * * * *
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 335 mahApuruSa apanI jagahitakArI pravRttiyoM aura kalyANa kAmanA se svayaM yAda Ate haiM, ve yAda karAye nahIM jAte / tyAgI hone para bhI jaba taka sAdhu chadmastha hai- AhAra, vihAra aura saMga kA prabhAva hotA hI hai / * guru aura guNIjanoM kI sevA, bAla jana kA saMga-tyAga, svAdhyAya aura ekAnta cintana bhAva-nirmANa ke sAdhana haiN| sadbhAvoM kI lahareM kaI bAra AtI haiM, parantu anukUla saMga aura vAtAvaraNa ke binA TikatI nahIM / jisane sadAcAra kA pAlana nahIM kiyA vaha sAhasI va nirbhaya nahIM raha sakatA / * * * zAsana evaM dharma-rakSaNa kA kArya kevala sAdhuoM kA hI samajhanA bhUla hai, sAdhu kI taraha zrAvaka saMgha kA bhI utanA hI dAyitva hai / zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke dvArA svAdhyAya adhyAtmabala se puSTa honA cAhie / * jarA sA bhI koI sAmAjika kArya meM cUkA ki loga usakI acchAiyAM bhUlakara nindA karane laga jAte haiM / sAmAjika-jIvana kA yaha dUSaNa hai / saddRSTi ke abhAva meM zAstra zastra bana jAtA hai| lobha-moha para jisakA aMkuza hai vaha sva-para kA hita kara sakatA hai| saikar3oM AdamI Apake samparka meM Ate haiN| yadi vyavahAra ke sAtha ahiMsA, nirvyasanatA Adi kA pracAra kareM to acchA kAma ho sakatA hai| * * * * sAdhaka mahimA - pUjA aura satkAra ko bhI parISaha mAnatA hai| usameM prasanna honA, phUlanA evaM ahaMkAra karanA apanI kamAI ko gaMvAnA hai / * * * gRhastha cAhe pUrNa pApa yA Arambha parigraha kA tyAgI nahIM hai, phira bhI usakA lakSya pApa ghaTAne kA honA caahie| vItarAgavANI kA yaha mahattva hai ki vaha sukha-duHkha ke kAraNoM ko samajhAkara prANI ko kumArga se bacAtI evaM sumArga meM jor3atI hai| * jo mana meM kucha aura rakhatA hai tathA bolatA kucha aura hai, vaha dharma kA adhikArI nahIM hotA / * manamAnA yA icchAnukUla nahIM calakara sva- AtmA ke niyantraNa meM calanA hI svatantratA hai / guru se kapaTa karane vAlA ziSya zikSA ke ayogya hotA hai / kAmI saundarya meM kRtrimatA karatA hai / yadi eka vidvAn sahI artha meM dharmArAdhana se jur3a jAtA hai to vaha aneka bhAI-bahanoM ke lie preraNA kA stambha bana jAtA I * * * saMgha kA karttavya guNI jana kA Adara karanA hai / guNapremI apanA kartavya samajhakara satkAra-sammAna kare yA guNAnuvAda kare, parantu sAdhaka ko usameM nirlepa rahanA cAhie / * * asaMyama duHkha aura saMyama sukha kA kAraNa hai| 1 pratidina sAmAyika kA abhyAsa viSamabhAva ko ghaTAkara mana meM samabhAva saritA bahAne vAlA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 336 * maharSiyoM ne dharma kA sAra tIna bAtoM meM kahA hai -1. AtmA ko vaza meM karo, 2. para-AtmA ko apane samAna samajho 3. paramAtmA kA bhajana kro| * zarIra meM A~kha kI cUka se kabhI paira meM kA~TA laga jAya, to kyA phira paira AMkha kA bharosA nahIM karegA? samAja ___ meM aisA hI sampa ho to azAnti nahIM hogii| * jo icchA se beImAnI nahIM kare, svecchA se ghUsakhorI, naphAkhorI evaM corI nahIM kare, mana se nazA nahIM kare vaha svataMtra hai| * saMyamI kI zuddha sAdhanA zrAvaka ke viveka para hI cala sakatI hai| * sAdhaka ko hara kArya karate samaya sajaga rahanA caahie| truTi ho bhI jAya to usake liye pazcAttApa karanA caahie| galatI karake na mAnanA yA khuzI manAnA corI aura sInAjorI karane jaisA hai| mahAvideha kI vizeSatA sAdhanA se hai, bhautika sampadA se nhiiN| jaina samAja kA dhana pradarzana ke badale jJAna meM lage to samAja kA hita ho sakatA hai| arthanIti jabase dharma para prabhutA karane lagI, saMsAra saMgharSa kA kSetra bana gyaa| manaSya-janma meM karaNI nahIM kI to thalI ke usa jATa kI taraha paLatAnA paDegA jisane tiTI raTAne ke liA pheMka die| parigraha ko aphIma samajhakara gRhastha isakI maryAdA kare / * sAmagrI kI alpatA meM bhI saMtoSI sukhI hotA hai aura vizAla sAmagrI meM bhI kAmanAzIla duHkhI hotA hai| bhaya, lajjA aura svArtha se kiyA gayA vinaya kalyANakara nahIM hotaa| tana kA saMyama roga se aura vANI kA saMyama kalaha se bacAtA hai| * vezapUjA evaM nAmapUjA ke badale guNapUjA hI samAja ko zreya kI ora le jA sakatI hai| binA sAdhana sAdhya kI prApti samajhanA bhUla hai| * sampradAya kA Aveza bhI mAnava se kaI pApa karA DAlatA hai| samyagjJAtA hI samyak kartA ho sakatA hai| karor3oM kI sampadA mAnava-mana meM kAma-krodha-lobha ke tApa ko nahIM miTA sktii| * hama vItarAgamArgI tabhI ho sakate haiM, jaba rAga-dveSa ko bhulAkara upazama bhAva kI sAdhanA kreN| * ajJAna miTAne ke lie moha kA manda honA Avazyaka hai, jo sAmAyika sAdhanA se hI sambhava hai| * jJAnapUrvaka puruSArtha karo, duHkhamukti duSkara nahIM hai| * dRSTi bhogapradhAna ke badale hitapradhAna banAyI jaave| * mamatA se naraka aura samatA se mokSa-yahI zAstroM kA sAra hai| vezapUjA evaM nAma pUjA ke badale guNapUjA hI samAja ko zreya kI ora le jA sakatI hai| * jJAnAdi catuSTaya Atma hita aura samAja rakSaNa ke pramukha upAya haiN|
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________________ ( dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 337 * Atmika jIvana kI surakSA ke lie vrata kI bAr3a Avazyaka hai| * ghara meM lar3anA kSINatA kA kAraNa hai aura apanoM ke sAmane prema se jhukanA gaurava kA kAraNa hai| * dhana-sampadA kA garva na kara satkarma se jIvana ko UMcA uThAnA hI mAnava-jIvana kA sAphalya hai| * jar3a ko chor3a cetana se pyAra karanA hI sukha kA sAdhana hai| . parigraha para niyantraNa hI zAnti kA mArga hai| * samAjahita ke lie kathanI ke anusAra karaNI meM sahiSNutA caahie| * dayA kI ArAdhanA niSpApa jIvana jIne kA abhyAsa hai| * saMyama, tapa va jJAna rUpa sAmAyika se rAga-dveSa kI nivRtti hotI hai| * rAga ko galAne se klezamukti hotI hai| * samyagdarzI parigraha ko bandhana mAnatA hai aura mithyAtvI bandIkhAne ko ghara mAnatA hai| eka rAga ko galAtA hai to dUsarA phalAtA hai| * hiMsA aura parigraha kA gADha sambandha hai| parigraha bar3hegA to hiMsA bhI bddh'egii| * ajJAna-moha-vAsanA se mukti hI svatantratA hai| * mAnava ko sukhI rahane ke liye tana, mana aura indriya para kAbU rakhanA caahie| * rAjya, parivAra Adi meM sthAyI vijaya nahIM, sthAyI vijaya ke lie avikArI honA Avazyaka hai| samAja-vyavasthA sundara honI cAhie, jisase sAre kArya sundara evaM vyavasthita ho sakate haiN| jJAna, darzana Adi viziSTa guNoM se dharma kI prabhAvanA hotI hai| * AlocanA aura pratikramaNa eka taraha se AtmA kA snAna hai| * makar3I apanA jAla phailAtI hai surakSA ke lie, lekina vaha jAla ho jAtA hai makar3I ko ulajhAne ke lie| * jAla banAne vAlI makar3I meM jAla banAne kI tAkata hai, lekina jAla ko tor3ane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| vaha ajJAnI hai| lekina mAnava meM donoM yogyatAe~ haiN| * bIja yadi jala jAya to usakI utpAdana zakti naSTa ho jAtI hai| phira usako bhUmi meM DAlane para aura pAnI kI siMcAI karane para bhI aMkura paidA nahIM hotaa| * karmabaMdha kA mUla kAraNa rAga-dveSa sUkha gayA, DhIlA par3a gayA, khatma ho gayA to karmavRkSa bhI sUkha jaayegaa| jhAr3a kA mUla (jar3a) yadi sUkha jAya to Upara ke patte, DAliyA~, phUla, phala kitane dina hare bhare raheMge? * rAga-dveSa karma kA mUla hai| rAga-dveSa khatma ho gayA to bAda meM zarIra, vANI Adi karmoM ke phala thor3e dina ke lie | dikhAI dete haiM bAda meM to sArA karmavaMza hI khatma ho jAtA hai| sonA-cAMdI, hIre-javAhArAta ke Upara tuma savAra raho, lekina tumhAre Upara dhana savAra nahIM ho| yadi dhana tuma para savAra ho gayA to vaha tumako nIce Dubo degaa| * jisa taraha sUrya kI kiraNeM saba jagaha pahu~catI hai usI taraha Izvara, paramAtmA yA siddha kA jJAna saba jagaha pahu~catA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 338 hai| isaliye hama kahate haiM ki ve antaryAmI haiN| ve tribhuvana ke svAmI haiN| * mUla meM dharma kA svarUpa ahiMsA, saMyama aura tapa hai| . jisameM dUsare jIvoM ko satAyA jAtA hai athavA hairAna kiyA jAtA hai, kaSTa diyA jAtA hai vaha hiMsA hai| unako | nahIM satAnA, hairAna nahIM karanA, unakA rakSaNa karanA, unake jIvana ko bacAnA, ahiMsA hai| indriyoM kA nigraha aura mana kI vRttiyoM para kAbU karanA saMyama hai| * kaSTa par3e to kaSTa ko sahana karanA, isakA nAma tapa hai / * dharma AtmA ko duHkha se bacAne vAlA hai| * kAmanA kI pUrti kA sAdhana artha hai aura mokSa kI pUrti kA sAdhana dharma hai| * ahiMsA, saMyama aura tapa jahA~ hai, vahIM dharma hai| * jo giratI huI AtmA ko dhAraNa kare, bacAve, usakA nAma dharma hai| * jo vicAra aura AcAra AtmA ko patana se roke, vaha dharma hai| * krodha para vijaya prApta karanI ho to kSamA se pratikAra kreN| * dharma kA svarUpa hai sad AcAra aura sad vicAra / * bhagavAna mahAvIra ke ahiMsA dharma, saMyama dharma kA pAlana karane vAle gRhastha aise hote haiM, jinheM apane dhana kA tyAga | karanA par3e to saMkoca nahIM krte| * zrImaMtoM ko samAja meM kAjala bana kara rahanA cAhiye jo khaTake nhiiN| * deva stuti kara sakate haiM, guNagAna kara sakate haiM, zAsana kI zobhA karanI ho to tIrthaMkaroM ke utsava meM deva Akara | sAr3he bAraha karor3a sonaiyA kI varSA kara sakate haiM, lekina eka ghar3I sAmAyika karane kA sAmarthya devoM meM nahIM hai| bhagavAna rAstA batAte haiN| hamAre dila-dimAga meM sarca lAiTa kI taraha prakAza karate haiN| usa prakAza ko hameM khuda | bar3hAnA hai| * jIvana ko sundara banAne ke liye Avazyaka hai ki hamAre jIvana meM samyag jJAna kI jyoti jge| * jo loga dharma ko mAtra paraloka ke liye samajha rahe haiM, ve isakA sahI svarUpa nahIM smjhte| * binA zrama ke, binA nyAya ke, binA nIti ke jo paisA milAyA jAtA hai, usase koI karor3apati va lakhapati ho sakatA hai, lekina vaha paisA usa parivAra ko zAnti aura samatA dene vAlA nahIM ho sktaa| zrAvaka dharma kI zikSA se, mAnava jIvana zAnti kI ora bar3ha sakatA hai| Aja vyApArI ke bhI ejenTa hote haiM, usI taraha kacce tyAgiyoM ko pujAne ke lie bhI ejenTa hote haiN| * mAnava ! yadi tU apane jIvana ko ahiMsaka banAye rakhanA cAhatA hai to yaha dhyAna rakha ki jisase jIvana calAne ke lie sahayoga le, lAbha le, yA kAma le usako koI pIr3A na ho| bhakSya-abhakSya evaM khAdya-akhAdya kA vicAra karake anna grahaNa kreN| AhAra zuddha hogA tabhI vicAra sudhareMge aura vicAra sudhareMge to AcAra sudhregaa|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 339 * anyAya aura atyAcAra kA bahiSkAra AcAra-zuddhi ke bala para hI ho sakatA hai| |. dharmArAdhaka ke tIna vibhAga haiM-eka samyak dRSTi, dUsarA dezavratI aura tIsarA srvvrtii| satya kI bAta kahanA aura satya ko mAna lenA utanA kaThina nahIM hai, jitanA AcaraNa meM kadama rakhanA / yadi AtmA ko balavAna banAnA hai to tyAga aura acchAI ko AcaraNa meM lAnA hogaa| galatI ko kabUla karanA | pahalA dharma hai, galatI ko sarvathA nahIM karanA dUsarA dharma hai aura galatI ko pUrI taraha se na karane kI kSamatA na hone para eka sImA taka sthUla rUpa meM galatI na hone denA, yaha tIsarA rUpa hai| bhavasAgara jisase tarA jAye, janma-maraNa kA bandhana kATa karake AtmA saMsAra se pAra ho jAye, usa sAdhanA ko tIrtha kahate haiN| * kAmanA ko vaza meM nahIM karane vAlA kadama-kadama para cunautI ke saMkleza meM, AkulatA-vyAkulatA ke gherAva meM par3atA hai, usakA mana caMcala evaM asaMtuSTa rahatA hai| asthira mana se dharma kI, vratoM kI sAdhanA nahIM hotii| * AhAra para kanTrola nahIM kareMge to jIvana meM pavitratA va dRr3hatA nahIM rhegii| AtmA meM bahuta bar3I zakti hai vaha saba kucha kara sakatI hai| * jisakI icchA kisI vastu ko tyAgane kI nahIM hai, lekina bAdhya hokara tyAga karanA par3a rahA hai, vaha vyavahAra meM to tyAgI kahA jA sakatA hai, lekina asaliyata meM nahIM / dharma tIna taraha se ho sakatA hai, svayaM karanA, karAnA aura karane vAloM kA anumodana krnaa| anumodana karane vAlA bhI lAbha uThAtA hai| * koI bhI AdamI kamajora nahIM hai| tana se kamajora hote hue bhI mana se balavAna ho to vaha saba kucha kara sakatA * kAmanAzIla vyakti artha kI sAdhanA karatA hai, lekina mumukSu dharma kI / yadi samiti ke rUpa meM pravRtti kI jAya to vaha baMdha ko rokane kA kAraNa hai| * jinazAsana kahatA hai ki mAnava ! koI bhI pravRtti karo usase pahale dekho-bhAlo aura khayAla karo ki tumhAre calane se, khAne se, uThane-baiThane se, sambhASaNa karane se kisI ko takalIpha to nhiiN| parigraha kI mamatA kaba dUra hogI? jaba 'sva' kA adhyayana kroge| apane Apa ko samajha loge aura jAna loge ki svarNa, dhana Adi se AtmA kI kImata nahIM hai| * AtmA kI kImata hai sadAcAra se, prAmANikatA se, sadaguNoM se| * manuSya kA zarIra yadi sone se ladA huA hai, lekina vaha sadguNI nahIM hai to nindanIya hai| * jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa meM jJAna karane ke liye, darzana ko surakSita rakhane ke liye jisa vidhi kI jarUrata hai | usa vidhi yA una niyamoM se calane kA nAma hai 'AcAra' / dharma-sAdhanA ke lie kisI ke pAsa eka paisA bhI nahIM hai to bhI usake pAsa tIna sAdhana haiM-tana, mana aura pavitra
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________________ _ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 340 vcn| * eka zrAvaka dUsare zrAvaka kA jJAna aura zraddhA se bhI sAdharmI hai aura vrata se bhI / samyak dRSTi zrAvaka kA pharja hai ki yadi apane samyak dRSTi zrAvakoM meM se koI kamajora hai to usakI sahAyatA kreN| * samAja jitanA jindA hogA utanA hI vaha kamajora bhAiyoM kI sahAyatA kregaa| cintanazIla samAja jagA huA khlaayegaa| jJAnavAna cAhe amIra ho yA garIba, apane dharma para TikA rhegaa| * paravaza hokara bar3I se bar3I vastu ko chor3anA tyAga nahIM hai aura icchA se choTI se choTI vastu bhI chor3anA tyAga | * jaba taka mAnava ke mana meM rAga, roSa svArtha hai aura jJAnAvaraNIya kA pardA maujUda hai taba taka vaha satya ko pUrI taraha samajha nahIM pAtA, kaha nahIM pAtA aura AcaraNa meM nahIM lA paataa| * jahA~ rAga hai, vahA~ roga hai, ata: rAga ke kAraNoM ko ghaTAnA caahie| bhoga-upabhoga se kabhI mana tRpta nahIM hotA, mana ko tRpta karane kA sAdhana hai tp-tyaag| * tyAgI vaha hai jo usa cIja ko chor3atA hai jo usako pyArI hotI hai| mana ke sacce bhAva se ramaNIka vastu ko svayaM binA paravazatA ke chor3anA tyAga hai| * cIja pasanda nahIM, zarIra ke pIche khAne kI sthiti nahIM, vaha tyAga tyAga nahIM hai jitanA jyAdA tyAga karoge utanI jyAdA tAkata aayegii| * jo cIja apane ko pasaMda hai, svAdhIna hai, upalabdha hai usakA icchApUrvaka tyAga karo, isakA nAma tyAga hai| aisA tyAga karane vAle saMsAra meM pUjanIya, AdaraNIya banate haiM, unakA vandana hotA hai| anna chor3anA hI tapa nahIM hai| anna chor3ane kI taraha vastra kama karanA, icchA kama karanA, saMgrahavRtti kama karanA, kaSAyoM ko kama karanA, yaha bhI tapa hai| * jaba taka AdamI icchA kI bela ko kATa nahIM detA hai taba taka sukhI hone vAlA nahIM hai| * mana kA svabhAva nIce girane kA hai, isaliye isako Upara uThAne ke liye jJAna kA bala lagAnA pdd'egaa| * saMsAra ke padArtha tabhI khIMcate haiM jaba unake prati tumhArA rAga hotA hai, mamatA hotI hai| * dukhaH miTAnA cAhate ho to jina cIjoM se duHkha hotA hai, unake prati Asakti ko DhIlI kara do| yaha samajho ki yaha cIja merI nahIM hai| jo cIja ApakI hogI vaha Apase kabhI alaga nahIM hogI / jo cIja Apase alaga hone vAlI hai, vaha ApakI nahIM hai| * duHkha aura saMtApa kA kAraNa yadi koI hai to mamatA hai| yaha kAra, yaha koThI, yaha bagIcA, yaha ku~A mere nahIM haiM, merI nezrAya meM haiN| apane vicAroM meM itanA sA saMzodhana bhI kara leM, parivartana kara leM to kabhI duHkha kA jahAja apane para nahIM giregaa| jisa vastu para hamArA mamatva hai vahA~ duHkha hotA hai, jisa para mamatva nahIM hai vahA~ para duHkha nahIM hotaa|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 341 * jaba kabhI tumhArA mana sAdhanA se calA jAya, bhoga kI vastuoM meM laga jAya, parivAra-janoM, putra Adi meM calA jAya, artha para mana calA jAya to sabase pahale yaha soco ki jinako maiM apanA samajha rahA hU~ , ve mere nahIM haiM aura maiM bhI unakA nahIM huuN| gRhapati bhAI-bahina yaha samajha leM ki parivAra kI rakhavAlI karanA hamArA kAma hai| yaha dhana-daulata to kisI dUsare kI hai| mere sAtha calane vAlI nahIM haiN| mana kI caMcalatA ko miTAne kA yaha pahalA upAya hai| rAga ko kama karanA hai to ArAmatalabIpanA chor3o aura AtApanA lo| zAstrakAra kahate haiM ki bAhara jAne vAle mana ko yadi rokanA hai to bAharI bAtoM se usako haTAo, mamatA ko samApta karo, viSaya-kaSAyoM se bacate rho| jo AdhyAtmika mArga kI ora Age bar3hAne ke bajAya usase pIche mor3atI hai, usa kathA kA nAma vikathA hai| bAharI vastu se jitanI-jitanI mamatA hogI, rAga hogA, sneha hogA utanA-utanA mana caMcala banatA jaayegaa| rAga bandha kA kAraNa hai aura virAga bandha-mocana kA sAdhana / inake bIca meM eka kar3I aura hotI hai rAga se khIMcane vAlI aura virAga se jor3ane vAlI, jisakA nAma hai 'anurAga' / deva, guru aura dharma tathA zAstra kI ora anurAga hotA hai to rAga se khiMca jAyegA aura virAga kI ora bddh'egaa| * yadi sahiSNutA paidA ho gaI to zArIrika kaSTa sAmane Ane para bhI mana meM caMcalatA nahIM aayegii| * jisane apane zarIra ko sAdha rakhA hai, mana ko manAne kI kSamatA hai, usako kisI bhI paristhiti kA sAmanA karane meM kaThinAI nahIM hotii| * mana yadi sadhA huA hai to Apa jaisA milA usameM santoSa karoge, rAga-dveSa nahIM hogA, mana caMcala nahIM hogaa| * eka-eka vyakti apane eka-eka sAthI ko preraNA dekara svAdhyAya ke liye taiyAra kare, samAja kA eka-eka zrotA aisA soca kara cale to kitanA kAma ho jAya? bhaya, lobha, mahimA kI cAha aura rAga kA lubhAvanA AkarSaNa-ina cAra bAtoM se sAdhaka sAdhanA-mArga meM kamajorI se paira idhara-udhara rakhane lagatA hai| ina samasyAoM ko hala karane ke liye usako guru ke mArgadarzana kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| duHkha dUra karane kI kuMjI hai-kAmanA ko dUra krnaa| tana kI bhUkha miTAnA AsAna hai, lekina mana kI bhUkha miTAnA muzkila hai| tana kI bhUkha koI dUsarA bhI miTA sakatA hai, lekina mana kI bhUkha svayaM hI miTA sakatA hai| yadi dveSa ko jar3a se kATa diyA aura rAga kI jar3a ko haTA diyA to saMsAra meM rahatA huA bhI jIva sukhI ho | jaayegaa| * yadi kAmanAoM ko vaza meM kara loge to duHkha sadA ke liye naSTa huA smjho| tyAgI ko cAhiye ki jisa vastu ko chor3a diyA use vApasa lene kI icchA bhI nahIM kre| * dharma kA mUla siddhAnta hai apanI kamajoriyoM para vijaya prApta krnaa| * AtmA ke bhItara ananta zakti aura sAmarthya hai, ananta jyoti hai| pahacAniye / isako pahacAnane kA mAdhyama hai |
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________________ 342 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM / svAdhyAya / isaliye kahA gayA hai ki binA svAdhyAya ke jJAna nahIM hotaa| jJAna kI jyoti jagAne ke liye, AtmA kI jyoti jagAne ke liye, svAdhyAya eka acchA mAdhyama hai| * jaina dharma kisI jAti-vizeSa ke bandhana meM baMdhA huA nahIM hai| usameM brAhmaNa hai, kSatriya hai, vaizya hai, zUdra hai aura | kisAna bhI hai to vyavasAyI bhI hai| * hamArA AhAra bigar3a gayA to svAsthya bhI bigar3a gyaa| * yadi jIvana meM dharma ko vyApta karanA cAhate ho to AhAra zuddhi pahalI cIja hai| . yadi AdamI ko apane vikAroM para kAbU pAnA hai to pahalI zarta hai ki vaha AhAra pramANa se yukta kare dUsarI yaha ki AhAra doSarahita ho| * samAja ke bahuta se bhAI artha kI kamajorI se aura kucha jJAna kI kamajorI se dolAyamAna hote haiM, kucha samAja ke sahayoga kI kamajorI ke kAraNa dolAyamAna hote haiN| idhara udhara hone ke ye tIna mukhya kAraNa haiN| * saccA santa pyAra kI najara se dekhatA hai aura sAmane vAle ko pAnI pAnI kara detA hai| * mana ke bAhara jAne kA sabase bar3A kAraNa rAga hai, isaliye ise kama kro| rAga kama karane kA upAya hai - bAharI | padArthoM ko apanA samajhanA chor3a do| artha kI gulAmI se chuTakArA pAne ke liye kAmanA ko kama karanA pdd'egaa| * Aja jaina samAja meM dikhAvA itanA bar3ha gayA hai ki dekhakara vicAra AtA hai| isase jaina dharma apanA nAma U~cA | nahIM kara sktaa| * bacce kA sukha, ghara vAloM kA sukha, zarIra kA sukha athavA dhana kA sukha ye saba sukha kisase milate haiM? puNya se| aura duHkha kisase milatA hai? pApa se| phira isa prakAra kI sthiti meM duHkha milane para kisI anya para roSa karanA, kisI dUsare ko duzmana samajhanA, virodhI athavA apanA aniSTa karane vAlA mAnanA ucita nhiiN|| saMsAra meM jo dRzyamAna padArtha haiM, ve Tikane vAle nahIM haiN| yaha sunizcita hai, jo utpanna huA, usakA vinAza sunizcita hai,jo banatA hai vaha eka dina avazya bigar3atA hai| ye imArate banIM haiM, koThiyA~ banIM haiM, baMgale bane haiM,kile bane haiM,ve saba kabhI na kabhI naSTa hoMge, yaha avazyaMbhAvI hai| yaha vastu kA svabhAva hai| agara kisI kI vANI meM Upara se kaTutA hai, to vaha itanI burI nahIM hai, jitanI ki bhItara meM bharI kttutaa| Upara vAlA bola degA aura samAdhAna pAkara zAnta bhI ho jAegA, para bhItara kI kaTutA bar3I khataranAka hotI hai| * jisameM zraddhA nahIM hai, vaha jJAna kA adhikArI nahIM bana skegaa| * jJAna ke sAtha jo tapasyA hai vaha aisI bar3I-bar3I zaktiyoM ko prakaTa kara detI hai, jisase mAnava kA mana hila jAtA * Aga kI cinagArI manoM bhara bhUse ko jalAne ke lie kAphI hai, vaise hI tapasyA kI cinagArI karmoM ko kATane ke lie kAphI hai| * mana-zuddhi aura citta-zuddhi kareMge to AtmA meM bala evaM tAkata AyegI aura kalyANa ke bhAgI bana skeNge| * jIvana calAnA mahattvapUrNa bAta nahIM hai lekina mahattvapUrNa bAta hai - jIvana bnaanaa|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 343 * bandhana saMsAra hai aura bandhana ko kATane kI prakriyA cAritra hai| * jJAna apane bhItara bhI ujAlA karatA hai aura dUsaroM ke bhItara bhI ujAlA karatA hai| yadi viSaya-kaSAya nahIM ghaTate haiM to kahanA cAhie ki aba taka hamAre jIvana meM cAritra nahIM hai| * cAritra usa kriyA kA nAma hai jo saMcita karmoM ko kATane kA kAma karatI hai| . cAritravAna kabhI bhI sAmane vAle kI galatI nahIM nikaaltaa| * caritra nahIM hai to cAritra nhiiN| caritra Ane ke bAda eka lAina aura bar3hAte haiM, 'A' kI mAtrA lagAte haiM, taba cAritra AtA hai| * niyama yA pratijJA karane meM garIba-amIra kA bheda nahIM hai| * cAritravAna mAnava namaka haiM, jo sAre saMsAra rUpI sabjI kA jAyakA badala dete haiN| jaba kabhI bhI sote, jAgate, uThate, baiThate hama vItarAga kA smaraNa kareMge, dhyAna kareMge, cintana kareMge, vaha eka-eka kSaNa parama kalyANakArI hogA, jana-jana ke tApa traya ko dUra karane vAlA hogaa| * Asrava-tyAga ke sAtha jo tapa kI ArAdhanA hogI vaha dogunI tAkata vAlI hogii| 1. cAritra ke sAtha, Asrava-tyAga ke sAtha tapasyA kI mahimA hai| * sadgRhasthoM kA karttavya pratidina tapa karanA hai| , mahAvIra kA jo mukti-mArga hai, vaha tyAga yA vItarAgatA-pradhAna hai| * yadi mahAvIra ke batAye mAphika UnodarI Adi tapa karane lage to samajha lIjie ki logoM kI AdhI bImArI kama ho jaae| yadi 8 dina meM yA 15 dina meM eka bAra vrata hotA rahe to AdamI ko bImArI jaldI nahIM hotI aura DAkTara kI zaraNa meM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM pdd'tii| kahIM mehamAnadArI meM jAo to bhUkha se jyAdA na khaao| choTe-bar3e gurujanoM kA, sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA, sAdharmI-bandhuoM kA, zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA, tapasvI bhAI-bahanoM kA vinaya karanA tapasyA hai| paryuSaNa aura vrata ke dinoM me jitanI sAdagI rakhoge, parigraha kA bojha jitanA kama rakhoge, utanA hI acchA rhegaa| isase mana meM zAnti rahegI, parivAra meM zAnti rhegii| * vedanIya karma ko miTAnA hai, nirAbAdha sukha pAnA hai to isakA sAdhana hai 'tp'| * tUpa kI sAdhanA kareMge to ApakI vedanA kA jora kama ho jaaegaa| * binA saMyama ke jo tapa hai vaha vAstavika tapa nahIM hai| * saMyama ke sAtha tapa jJAna-tapa hai aura asaMyama ke sAtha tapa ajJAna-tapa hai| tapa kI pUrI tAkata milAnI hai to vANI kA saMyama karake jo tapa kI sAdhanA kI jAegI usakI tAkata cAra || guNA, dasa guNA hI nahIM zata guNA hogii| * saMyama jitanA kama hogA aura asaMyama jitanA jyAdA hogA utane karma ke bandhana bhI jyAdA hoNge|
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________________ 344 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM . asaMyama ko jyAdA bar3hAnA hI saMyama ko banda rakhane kA bar3A kAraNa hai| * jahA~ saMyama hai, vahA~ saMvara hai aura asaMyama hai, vahA~ Asrava hai| . jahA~ kahIM bhI indriyoM va mana kI rAga vRtti kA poSaNa hai, vahA~ dharma nahIM hai| * merA anubhavI mana kahatA hai ki bAharI pradarzanoM se jaina dharma duniyA ke sAmane apanA gaurava nahIM baDhA sakatA, jaina | dharma to ADambaravihIna rahane kI bAta kahatA hai| * mAtAe~ tapasyA ke sAtha saMyama kareM, veza-bhUSA aura lena-dena meM saMyama kareM to hajAroM lAkhoM jIvoM kI hiMsA baca sakatI hai| * eka tarapha jAnavaroM ko chur3AnA aura dUsarI tarapha hiMsA se jo cIjeM banatI haiM, unako istemAla karanA, kitanI visaMgati hai ? * guNavAnoM ne jIvana banAne kA jo mArga-darzana diyA hai usako pakar3a leM, yaha unakA bahuta bar3A guNagAna hai| * mahAvIra ne mArga batAyA ki apanA khayAla rakhakara, apanI coTI pahale pakar3akara, khuda sudharate hue saMsAra kA sudhAra kro| * yadi dUsaroM ko dekhakara tAliyA~ bajAte raheMge aura ghara meM karane-karAne ko kucha bhI nahIM hai to vAstava meM samAja kA koI gaurava nahIM hogaa| * sadgRhastha vaha hai jo satpAtra ko roja dAna deve / deva-bhakti, guru-sevA, svAdhyAya, saMyama, tapa aura dAna - ye gRhastha ke SaT karma batAye gaye haiN| ApakA dAna janatA kI najara meM jaldI A sakatA hai, lekina sAdhu kA dAna dekhane meM nahIM aataa| * nAma ke bhUkhe mahAnubhAva jyAdA haiM aura kAma karane ke km|| * yadi dAna kA ucita upayoga kareM to samAja meM dene vAloM kI kamI nahIM hai| * Apa dravya kA tyAga kareMge to mamatA ghttegii| dUsarI bAta samAja meM tyAga kI paripATI kAyama rhegii| tIsarI bAta tyAga karane se samAja durbala aura parAzrita nahIM rahegA, apane pairoM para khar3A raha skegaa| * jaina dharma jaisA U~cA dharma pAkara Apa pichar3e raha gaye, to isase jyAdA koI Azcarya kI bAta nahIM hogii| * dravya-dayA se hI jaina dharma U~cA nahIM uThegA, dravya-dayA ke sAtha-sAtha bhAva-dayA bhI kreN| * jaise namaka ke binA bhojana acchA nahIM lagatA hai, usI taraha dravya-dayA ke sAtha bhAva-dayA bhI Avazyaka hai| * Apa cAhe tapa kIjiye, dayA kIjiye, zIlavrata dhAraNa kIjiye, dAna dIjiye, jo kucha bhI kIjiye niSkapaTa bhAva se, sarala mana se kIjiye / aisA nahIM ho ki mana meM kucha aura hai aura bAhara kucha aur| * sahI ArAdhanA karanI hai to tana se, mana se, jIvana se kapaTa ko haTAkara sAdhanA ke mArga meM Age AnA caahie| * mana meM gA~Tha bA~dhakara rakhoge to sAtha meM kAma karane vAloM kI gAr3I Age nahIM calegI, gAr3I aTaka jaaegii| * jisa prakAra svAdu phala vAle vRkSa para pakSI ma~DarAte haiM; isI prakAra prakAma rasa-bhojI ko viSaya ghere rahate haiN| * karNapriya gIta sunanA, sundara rUpa aura calacitra dekhanA, tela-phulela lagAnA Adi kAmanAe~, lahareM usI meM utpanna
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 345 hoMgI jo sarasa aura uttejaka padArthoM kA sevana karatA hai| hamAre bhItara jo cetanA kA nAga hai vaha soyA par3A hai, usako jagAne ke lie bhagavAna kI vANI kA madhura svara || sunAnA pdd'egaa| jaba taka viSaya-kaSAya nahIM haTeMge, taba taka jIvana kA mailApana nahIM httegaa| * jisa taraha manuSya ko apanI hI jUtI kATa khAtI hai, usI taraha apanA hI mana jIva ko daNDa detA hai| yadi apane ko, apanI vANI ko, apanI kAyA ko AtmA ke abhimukha kara diyA, Atma-bhAva meM lagA diyA to | vaha mana adaMDa kA kAraNa bnegaa| * sAmAyika kI sAdhanA karoge to tumhArA mana adaMDa bana jAegA, vacana bhI adaMDa bana jAegA aura kAyA bhI adaMDa | bana jaaegii| daNDa se adaNDa meM lAne vAlI kriyA kA nAma sAmAyika hai| * dharma-sthAna me baiTheMge, mahApuruSoM se samparka kareMge to dila-dimAga Arta aura raudra kI ora nahIM jaaegaa| * mokSa kI ora Age bar3hanA hai to ahaMkAra, mAna athavA ghamaMDa ko cakanAcUra kiijie| . vikAra se rahita hokara tapasyA kareM to karmoM kI bahuta bar3I nirjarA hotI hai| * yadi samaya thor3A hai to thor3e samaya meM karma kATane kA sAdhana hai, 'tpsyaa'| * Atma-zuddhi ke lie guru ke sAmane jAkara apanI AlocanA aura prAyazcitta karanA caahie| * hara sAmAjika aura dhArmika kAryakartA ko samajhanA cAhie ki sAmAjika aura dhArmika rIti-rivAjoM para niyantraNa | rakhanA jarUrI hai| sacce sAdhaka apanI galatI ko mAnane meM aura usako gurujanoM ke sAmane prakaTa karane meM aura prAyazcita lene meM || saMkoca nahIM krte| AtmA kI zuddhi ke sUtra haiM - nirIkSaNa, parIkSaNa aura shikssnn| 1. hara eka ko apanA jIvana zuddha karane ke lie apanI AlocanA khuda karanI hai, bArIkI se dekhanA hai| kAla kI gati vicitra hai| vaha na baccA dekhatA hai na javAna, na bUr3hA aura na taruNI, ekadama Akara dhara dabocatA duHkha-mukti kA rAstA yaha hai ki hita-mArga ko jAno, pahacAno, pakar3o aura tadanukUla AcaraNa kro| * dhana ke bIca anAsakta rahane vAlA cintita nahIM hogA, kintu jo mAyA kA nazA kara letA hai, usako sadA cintAe~ ghere rheNgii| yadi inkama ke pIche pA~ca yA dasa TakA bhAra halkA karane kI mana meM Ave aura Asakti tathA rAga kama ho to maiM | kahatA hU~ ki Asakti kama hote hI ApakA roga aura zoka bhI kama ho jaaegaa| dhana bar3hane ke sAtha-sAtha cintA bar3hane se roga bhI adhika bar3hatA hai, isalie Apa loga yaha samajheM ki jo dhana mere | pAsa hai vaha merA nahIM hai, maiM to eka TrasTI hU~, saMrakSaka huuN||
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________________ 346 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * sAmAyika, pauSadha, saMvara Adi nija ke karma kATane ke sAdhana haiN| dAna ke mAdhyama se samAja ke yogya kSetra meM saMvitaraNa kiyA jAtA hai| dAna karane vAle kA paise para mamatva kama rahegA, to zoka-saMtApa kama hogA, bImArI kama hogii| * vacana kI mahimA vaktA kI yogyatA para AdhArita hotI hai| mana se jinake vikAra nikala gaye ve zramaNa haiM, sumana haiN| ziSya guru ke sAmane dila kholakara bAta kara sakatA hai| vaha ziSya nahIM jo guru se khule mana bAta nahIM kre| * uttama puruSa praNipAta ke bAda krodha nahIM rkhte| jaghanya AdamI dIrghadveSI hotA hai, jaba taka vaha eka-eka gAlI ke badale meM dasa gAlI nahIM de de, taba taka zAnta nahIM hotaa| nizchala bhAva se prabhu ke sAtha sambandha jor3akara Age bar3hane kA prayAsa karoge to avazya kalyANa ke bhAgI bnoge| * sarvArthasiddha vimAna ke devatA sampadA aura vaibhava ke kAraNa sukhI nahIM haiM, varan ve sukhI haiM paudgalika kAmanA kama | hone ke kAraNa / ve upazAntabhAva meM rahane vAle haiN| unameM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ati manda dazA meM haiN| * tana aura vANI se to kriyA hotI rahe aura mana kahIM anyatra bhaTakatA rahe, use dravya-kriyA smjhie| * ujAlA bhaya miTAtA hai aura aMdherA bhaya phailAtA hai| isI prakAra jJAna se bhaya miTatA hai aura ajJAna se bhaya | bar3hatA hai| * vrata rakhate hue bhI pramAda nahIM chor3A to pApa kA mUla chUTegA nhiiN| * baMdhana vAlA jaba taka baMdhanamukta ko lakSya meM nahIM legA, bandhanamukta nahIM ho skegaa| * jo mUka bhAvadAtA hote haiM, ve cupacApa zAnta evaM tyAgamaya jIvana se, zAnta mukhamudrA se, apanI caryA se, binA bole Agantuka vyakti ko zAnti kA rasa dete haiN| * pahale-pahala vicAra-zuddhi honI cAhie aura usake bAda dUsare nambara para AcAra-zuddhi honI caahie| * karma ko kATanA hai to usakA rAstA hai - zrutadharma aura cAritradharma ko apnaanaa| zrutadharma se vicArazuddhi hotI hai aura AcAradharma se cAritrazuddhi / vANI kA saMyama, tana kA saMyama, mana kA saMyama hI hamArI Atmazuddhi meM sahAyaka hotA hai| * jahA~ bhautika lAbha hotA hai, vahA~ saMgaThana AsAnI se ho jAtA hai| lekina dhArmika saMgaThana muzkila se hotA hai / vaisA saMgaThana karane meM dera lagatI hai| * mithyA vicAra aura mithyA AcAra bandha ke hetu haiN| * hamArI manaHsthiti meM, rAga aura dveSa ke rUpa meM jo cintana calatA hai, pariNamana hotA hai, vaha vikAra hai aura vahI bandha kA kAraNa hai| * tanayoga se, manoyoga se aura vANIyoga se sAmAyika kI sAdhanA kI jAe to anaMta anaMta karma samApta ho sakate
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 347 * Artta-raudradhyAna ko chor3akara jo dharmadhyAna meM lIna hotA hai aura eka muhUrta kA samaya sAmAyika yA dharmadhyAna ke cintana meM lagAtA hai, vaha kalyANa ko prApta hotA hai| * sAmAyika-vrata eka darpaNa hai| yadi dharma-dhyAna kI ora agrasara honA hai to yaha jarUrI Alambana hai| mana ko majabUta karane ke liye saMkalpa Avazyaka hai| binA saMkalpa ke karaNI nahIM hogI aura binA karaNI ke || karma nahIM kreNge| ucita evaM hitakara mAnakara bhI mana usa para sthira nahIM rahatA, yaha sAdhanA kA bar3A vighna hai| * dharma premI zrAvaka apane gA~va meM bAlaka-bAlikAoM ko dharma tathA nirvyasanatA kI ora prerita kareM to baDe lAbha | kA kAraNa hai| * mAnava jaba taka mithyA vicAra aura mithyA AcAra meM rahatA hai taba taka apanI Adata meM , vizvAsa meM galata | dhAraNAe~ rakhatA hai| dharma ke bAre meM galata mAnatA hai, galata socatA hai aura galata bolatA hai| samyak vicAra aura AcAra bandhana kATane ke sAdhana haiN| * cAya eka taraha kA vyasana hai| yaha khUna ko sukhAne vAlI, nIMda ko ghaTAne vAlI aura bhUkha ko kama karane vAlI | hai| * prabhu kI prArthanA sAdhanA kA aisA aMga hai jo kisI bhI sAdhaka ke lie kaSTa sevya nahIM hai / pratyeka sAdhaka, jisake hRdaya meM paramAtmA ke prati gaharA anurAga ho, prArthanA kara sakatA hai| * vItarAgatA prApta kara lene para sampUrNa AkulatAjanita santApa AtmAnanda ke sAgara meM vilIna ho jAtA hai| vItarAgatA eka aisA adbhuta yantra hai ki usameM samasta duHkha, sukha ke rUpa meM Dhala jAte haiN| * vItarAgatA kA sAdhaka apane zarIra ke prati bhI mamatvavAn nahIM raha jaataa| usa sthiti meM apane zarIra kA dAha use aisA hI pratIta hotA hai, mAno koI jhoMpar3I jala rahI hai| * dehAtIta dazA prApta ho jAne para zarIra kA dAha bhI AtmA ko santApa nahIM pahuMcA sktaa| bhagavad-bhakti athavA prArthanA kI pRSThabhUmi meM Antarika AdhyAtmika vikAsa hI parilakSita honA cAhie, na ki bhautika sAdhanoM kA vikAsa / bhagavad-bhakti kA mukhya uddezya Atmazuddhi hai| viveka-dIpa prajvalita hone se mana kA andhakAra dUra hogA, bhAvAloka prasphuTita hogA aura taba duHkhoM kA svata: prakSaya ho jaayegaa| mana meM jJAnAloka kA udaya hone para sArI vicAradhArA palaTa jAyegI aura jise maiM Aja duHkha mAna rahA hU~ usI ko sukha samajhane lguuNgaa| yadi ajJAna dUra ho jAya aura viveka kA pradIpa prajvalita ho uThe to duHkha nadArada ho jaayegaa| jo sAdhaka prArthanA ke rahasya ko samajhakara Atmika-zAnti ke lie prArthanA karatA hai, usakI samasta Adhi-vyAdhiyA~ dUra ho jAtI haiM, citta kI AkulatA aura vyAkulatA naSTa ho jAtI hai aura vaha paramapada kA adhikArI bana jAtA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 348 * prabhAta ke samaya avazya vItarAga kA dhyAna karo, cintana karo, smaraNa karo aura vItarAga kI prArthanA karake bala prApta kro| Atmika zAnti prApta karane ke lie mana ko zAnta aura svastha rakhane ke lie prArthanA ke lie svAdhyAya aura satsaMga ke lie ekAntatAmaya dharmasthAna hI upayukta ho sakatA hai / AtmotthAna ke lie jJAna aura cAritra kI anivArya AvazyakatA hotI hai / * * yaha mana bahuta bAra idhara-udhara viSaya-bhogoM kI tarapha bhaTakatA rahatA hai, magara prArthanA mana ko sthira karake AtmA ko tAkata detI hai / * * * dharma ko bAdhA pahu~cA kara artha aura kAma kA sevana karanA jIvana kI paMgutA hai aura paMgu jIvana apane lakSya kI ora agrasara nahIM sakatA / * jyoM-jyoM rAga aura dveSa kI AkulatA kama hotI jAtI hai aura jJAna kA Aloka phailatA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM anta:karaNa meM zAnti kA vikAsa hotA jAtA hai| 1 yadi hama paramAtmA ke satsvarupa ko lakSya karake prArthanA kareMge to hamArA nizAnA khAlI nahIM jAegA, hamArA prayatna viphala nahIM hogaa| hamArI AtmA ke vikAra sadA ke lie dUra ho jAe~ge / jisake pAsa Atmabala hai, usake pAsa paramAtmabala hai| jisake Atmabala kA divAlA nikala cukA hai, use paramAtmabala bhI prApta nahIM hotA / jise Atmabala prApta hai, vaha sadA zAnta, aDola aura akampa rahatA hai, saMsAra kI koI paudgalika vastu yA koI ghaTanA usake citta kI samAdhi ko bhaMga nahIM kara sakatI / * bhakti kI bhAvanA se aura jJAna-gaMgA ke nirmala nIra se prArthanA AtmA kI malinatA ko dUra karane ke lie hai| kintu yadi zalya raha gayA hai, pardA raha gayA hai, kahIM kisI prakAra kA kapaTabhAva banA raha gayA hai, to vaha AtmA pUrNa rUpa se zuddha hone meM samartha nahIM hogI / jaise samudra meM DAlA huA kaMkara dUsare hI kSaNa adRzya ho jAtA hai, usI prakAra jaba paramAtmA kI stuti, cintana aura dhyAna meM mana vilIna ho jAtA hai aura jaba saMsAra ke samasta jaMjAloM se pRthak hokara tanmaya bana jAtA hai to samasta zoka, santApa evaM AdhivyAdhiyA~ gAyaba ho jAtI haiM / * jaba AtmA kI jyoti camaka uThatI hai aura Antarika timira dUra ho jAtA hai, taba bAhara kI jitanI bhI Adhi-vyAdhi aura upAdhiyAM pratIta hotI haiM aura jIvana meM unake anubhava kI jo kaTutA hotI hai, vaha saba naSTa ho jAtI hai| * AtmA kA sajAtIya dravya paramAtmA hai| ataeva jaba vicArazIla mAnava saMsAra ke suramya se suramya padArthoM meM aura sundara evaM mUlyavAna vaibhava meM zAnti khojate khojate nirAza ho jAtA hai, taba unase vimukha hokara nitharate- nitharate pAnI kI taraha paramAtma-svabhAva meM lIna hotA hai| vahIM use zAnti aura vizrAnti milatI hai| jinakA citta svaccha nahIM hai ve paramAtma sUrya ke teja ko grahaNa nahIM kara sakate / * * dila kA darpaNa jaba taka svaccha nahIM hotA, sthira nahIM hotA yA nirAvaraNa nahIM hotA taba taka zAbdika gunagunAhaTa
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________________ 349 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa hone para bhI AtmA meM pAramAtmika teja prasphuTita nahIM hotaa| bhautikajJAna kI pragati ke pratIka bamoM aura rAkeToM ke camatkAra ko dekhakara duniyA stabdha ho jAtI hai parantu dila rUpI darpaNa meM agara tAkata paidA ho jAya to vaha isase bhI bar3A camatkAra dikhA sakatI hai| vItarAgasvarUpa ke sAtha ekAkAra hone ke sAdhana hai-prArthanA, cintana, dhyAna, svAdhyAya, satsaMga, saMyama aadi| AtmA ke samasta guNa AtmA meM usI prakAra ekAkAra haiM, jisa prakAra mizrI kI madhuratA, zuklatA aura kaThoratA Adi guNa usameM eka rUpa haiN| kitanA hI zaktizAlI yaMtra kyoM na ho, vaha mizrI kI madhuratA, zuklatA Adi kA pRthakkaraNa nahIM kara sktaa| isI prakAra AtmA ke guNa AtmA se bhinna nahIM ho sakate aura paraspara meM bhI bhinna nahIM ho skte| * pArivArika zAnti vahIM kAyama rahatI hai, jahA~ parivAra kA pratyeka sadasya apane sukha ko gauNa aura dUsare sadasyoM ke sukha ko mukhya mAnakara vyavahAra karatA hai| * dayA devI kI eka bar3I vizeSatA hai| vaha jJAna siMha para AsIna hai aura tapa kA trizUla grahaNa kiye hue hai, phira bhI usake mastaka para vinaya kA mukuTa suzobhita rahatA hai| * ahiMsA devI hI marate ko bacAne vAlI aura pAlana karane vAlI hai| usI kI badaulata duHkhiyoM ke duHkha dUra hote hai| * manuSya kucha parimita prANadhAriyoM ko hI zaraNa de sakatA hai| magara ahiMsA bhagavatI kI zItala chAyA to sabhI ko prApta hotI hai| rAjA ko, raMka ko, kITa - pataMga ko, manuSya ko, deva ko, indra ko aura mahendra ko, sabhI ke lie! vaha zaraNadAyinI hai| * sukha aura duHkha kA udbhava apane hI puNya aura pApa se hotA hai| apane puNya-pApa ke abhAva meM koI kisI ko sukhI yA duHkhI nahIM banA sktaa| * apane jIvana meM tuma jitanA-jitanA ahiMsA kA pAlana karoge, ArAdhana karoge, utanA hI utanA tumhAre duHkha kA, zoka kA, roga kA, Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi kA nAza hotA jaayegaa| . sAdhaka jaba taka indriyoM ko vazIbhUta nahIM kara letA, taba taka usakA hRdaya zAMta nahIM ho sktaa| indriyoM kI caMcalatA mAnasika zAMti meM antarAya rUpa hai| ataeva citta kI zAMti evaM svacchatA ke lie jitendriyatA anivArya rUpa se apekSita hai| * saccA sAdhaka saMkaTa ke samaya bhI gar3abar3AtA nahIM hai, pathavicalita nahIM hotA hai| hara samaya usakA viveka jAgRta rahatA hai| * sukhI banane kA eka hI upAya hai-kAmanAoM ko jiitnaa| agara kAmanAoM ko jIta liyA hai to samajha le ki tUne samasta duHkhoM para vijaya prApta kara lI hai| jaba taka mana meM durbalatA rahatI hai tabhI taka manuSya sAMsArika padArthoM kI ora khiMcatA hai| durbalatA dUra hote hI khiMcAva bhI dUra ho jAtA hai aura caMcalatA bhI dUra ho jAtI hai| * mAnasika caMcalatA ke pradhAna kAraNa do haiM-lobha aura ajJAna / bAhya padArthoM ke prati anurAga kI jo vyakta tathA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 350 avyakta vRtti hai, vahI lobha kahalAtI hai| vaha vRtti citta ko nizcala nahIM hone detii| dUsarA kAraNa ajJAna hai| Aja devI-devatAoM kI jo upAsanA cala rahI hai, usakA mUla kAraNa ajJAna hai, nAsamajhI hai| mithyAtva kA poSaNa samasta pApoM meM bar3A pApa hai aura samasta pApoM kA janaka hai| agara bacce-bacciyoM ko sikhAnA hai ki ve apanI mAtA kI sevA kareM to pahale svayaM apane ghara meM jo bar3I bUDhI mAtAeM haiM, unakA sanmAna, AjJA-pAlana aura vinaya karanA caahie| unake prati aisA namratApUrNa vyavahAra karanA cAhie ki unheM saMtoSa upaje / isa sad-vyavahAra ko dekha-dekha kara hI AgAmI pIr3hI isI prakAra ke saMskAra prApta kara legI aura gRhasthI naraka ke badale svarga ke samAna banI rhegii| jahA~ moha kA Adhikya hogA vahA~ zoka kA bhI atireka hogA aura jahAM bhoga kI prabalatA hogI, vahAM roga kA | sAmrAjya hogaa| lobhavRtti manuSya kI vicArazakti ko kuMThita kara detI hai, naSTa kara detI hai| * jisa prakAra darzanazakti se zUnya A~kheM bar3I hokara bhI vyartha haiM , ThIka usI prakAra dharma ke binA kubera kA bhaNDAra, | bhIma kA bala, vijJAniyoM kA vijJAna, kAma kA saundarya, vasundharA kA dhana va ratnAkara kA ratna saba vyartha haiN| saMsArI jIva ne apanI tUlI (cittavRtti) ko kabhI dhana se, kabhI tana se aura kabhI anya sAMsArika sAdhanoM se ragar3ate-ragar3ate alpa sattva banA liyA hai| aba use hoza AyA hai aura vaha cAhatA hai ki tUlI kI zeSa zakti bhI kahIM isI prakAra bekAra na calI jaae| agara vaha zeSa zakti kA sAvadhAnI ke sAtha sadupayoga kare to use pazcAttApa karake baiThe rahane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai, usI bacI-khucI zakti se vaha teja ko prasphuTita kara sakatA hai, kramazaH use bar3hA sakatA hai aura pUrNa tejomaya bhI bana sakatA hai| vaha pichalI tamAma hAni ko bhI pUrI kara sakatA hai| parivAra meM zikSA dene ke prasaMga se samUha ke bIca kisI kI vyaktigata nyUnatA nahIM kahanA caahie| mukhiyA ko nidrAjit aura bhayajit honA Avazyaka hai, prAtaH evaM sandhyA asamaya meM nidrA lene se vaha parivAra ko sambhAla nahIM sakegA aura jJAna-zravaNa va svAdhyAya nahIM hogaa| * gagana meM sUryodaya antara meM jJAnodaya kI preraNA karatA hai| * moha aura ajJAna ke dhUmra evaM meghAvaraNa ko dUra karane se antara meM jyoti prakaTa ho sakatI hai| * rAga ko galAne se kleza-mukti hotI hai| * samyagdarzI parigraha ko bandhana mAnatA aura mithyAtvI bandI khAne ko ghara mAnatA hai| eka rAga ko galAtA hai to dUsarA phalAtA hai| * sUkSma zarIra ke tyAga ke bAda cetana draSTA mAtra hai| hiMsA aura parigraha chor3ane se hI vizvazAnti ho sakatI hai| * bhUmi para rahane vAlA mAnava padArthoM para adhikAra jamAye binA rahanA sIkhe to vaira evaM saMgharSa kA nAma na rhe| * sAdhanA kA krama vinaya se jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura mokSa kI prApti hai| * dharma ko sAdhanA kA rUpa diyA jAya, na ki rivAja ke rUpa meM rhe|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa * pApa kI kAlimA se kaluSita jIva ko jo pavitra kare use puNya kahate haiN| * mana, vacana evaM kAya yoga kI zubha pravRtti se zubha karma kA bandha hotA hai| ataH zubhayoga ko puNyAsrava aura || usase hone vAle zubha karma ke saMcaya ko puNya bandha kahA hai| * samyak jJAna ke binA vyAvahArika zikSaNa kA koI mUlya nhiiN| * samyak jJAna A~kha meM tArA-sA hai| * ahiMsA se amIra-garIba mAnava mAtra sukhI ho sakatA hai| * deva, guru, dharma aura satzAstra lokottara Avazyaka haiN| * saMyama ubhaya loka hitakArI hai| * saba jIvoM ko Atmavat dekhanA, samyagjJAna kA lakSaNa hai| * pUrNa kalA pragaTa karane ke lie jJAna-kriyA kI sAdhanA Avazyaka hai| * samyagdarzana sampanna tyAga-tapa hI bhava-baMdhanahartA hai| * hiMsA aura parigraha kA gAr3ha sambandha hai, parigraha bar3hegA to hiMsA bhI bddh'egii| saccA dharma vaha hai jo rAgAdi doSa ko utpanna hI na hone de| guru dvArA sAraNA, vAraNA, dhAraNA aura ziSya dvArA grahaNA, dhAraNA evaM AsevanA calatI rahe to sAdhanA pragati kara sakatI hai| * parigraha aura Arambha ko ghaTAnA hI jaina kA lakSaNa hai| jJAna jaghanya hokara bhI darzana va cAritra kI utkRSTa sAdhanA se siddhidAtA ho sakatA hai| bAlaka aura rogI kI taraha durbala AtmA ko sabala karane ke lie abhyAsa kI AvazyakatA hai| * jaga-jana ke duHkha aura saMtApa kA kAraNa pApAcaraNa (paMca pApa) hai| * ahiMsAdi pAMca vrata pApa-tyAga aura sukha-zAMti ke hetu haiN| * ajJAna evaM mohavAsanA se mukti hI svataMtratA hai| netA ko bhI cAhiye ki vaha apane ko sarvesarvA mAnakara sAmAnya janoM kI upekSA nahIM kre| balki saphala netAgirI to vaha hai jisameM sabhI ke vicAroM kA yathAyogya sammAna ho| saMsAra meM jIvoM ke tIna varga haiM-mitra, zatru aura udAsIna / dayAdharma ke siddhAnta meM pApioM ko bhI prema se tathA apakAriyoM ko bhI upakAra se jItane kI AjJA hai| satyavAdiyoM kI deva bhI sahAyatA kiyA karate haiN| isalie satya dUsarA bhagavAna hai| manuSya ke lie satya vaMdanIya aura deva tathA asuroM ke lie pUjanIya hai| jisa prakAra tUlI ko mAcisa kI peTI para ragar3ane se jyoti prakaTa hotI hai usI taraha sadguru yA jJAnI kI saMgati se aura prayAsa karane para AtmA ke andara chupI huI jJAna kI jyoti prakaTa hotI hai| * jJAna meM aura jJAna kI sAdhanA meM yaha zakti hai ki usase asaMbhava kAma bhI saMbhava ho sakatA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 352 . zabda meM, akSara meM aisI zakti hai ki yadi usake sAtha icchA-zakti ko jor3a diyA jAe to zabda vaha kAma kara sakatA hai jo bar3e-bar3e vaijJAnika yaMtra bhI nahIM kara skte| sAdhaka jaba jJAna kA prakAza pA letA hai taba vaha bhautikatA ke sAre lubhAvane AkarSaNoM se dUra haTa jAtA hai| * jJAna kA bala na hone se mAnava icchA para niyaMtraNa nahIM kara pAtA aura rAta-dina AkulatA kA anubhava karatA hai| jJAna kI bAgaDora yadi hAtha laga jAe to caMcala mana turaMga ko vaza meM rakhA jA sakatA hai| isake lie satsaMgati aura sazikSA upayogI sAdhana haiN| * vyavasAyiyoM kA yadi diladimAga zuddha hogA to ve karor3oM logoM ko acche mArga meM lagAne ke bhI nimitta bana | sakate haiN| yadi vyavasAyiyoM kA dila-dimAga azuddha hai to karor3oM logoM kA dila-dimAga bigar3a sakatA hai| * Apa parigraha ke prati mamatva ke bhItarI bandhana ko DhIlA kareMge, tabhI parigraha ko ghaTA sakeMge, aparigrahI bana sakeMge, anyathA nhiiN| * Apako zAsana-prabhAvanA ke kArya karane haiM to aneka rAste haiM, jinase Apa sacce - artha meM zAsana kI prabhAvanA kara sakate haiN| vyartha hI dravya luTAkara thothA ADambara dikhAnA, koI buddhimattA nahIM hai| * artha kI gulAmI se chuTakArA pAne ke liye kAmanA ko kama karanA pdd'egaa| * samAja meM yadi svAdhyAya ko bar3hAvA diyA jAe to isase jJAna-vRddhi hogI aura jJAna se vaira, IrSyA, dveSa Adi kA zamana hogA, jhagar3e TaMTe nahIM rheNge| * upadeza dene vAle to bahuta mila jAyeMge, para jIvana meM utArane se hI sacce mAyane meM jIvana-nirmANa ho sakegA aura isake lie svAdhyAya paramAvazyaka hai| dharma vahI acchA hai jisameM AtmotthAna ke sAtha samAja-sevA kI bhAvanA ho| mAnava-sevA se hI dharma ko Age bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai / * svAdhyAya se jJAna kI upAsanA bar3hegI aura jJAna kI upAsanA bar3hegI to samAja meM zAnti hogI, rASTra meM zAnti hogI, vizva meM zAnti hogii| yadi jIvana banAnA hai, jIvana kA nirmANa karanA hai to pratyeka ko svAdhyAya karanA pdd'egaa| svAdhyAya ke binA jJAna kI jyoti nahIM jgegii| * svAdhyAya zuddhi kA mArga bhI batAtA hai, aura svayaM zodhaka tattva (nirjarA) bhI hai| * satya zabdoM meM nahIM kahA jAtA, vaha anubhava janya hai| * duHkha kA mUla karma aura karma ke bIja rAga-dveSa haiN| duHkha miTAne ke lie rAga-dveSa miTAnA Avazyaka hai, jo jJAnapUrvaka abhyAsa se hI ho sakatA hai| * pratyeka zrAvaka ko yaha socanA cAhie ki vaha dina dhanya hogA, jisa dina apane parigraha meM se thor3A dAna zubha kAryoM ke lie nikaaluuNgaa| mAnava jitanA-jitanA mamatA meM ulajhakara kArya karegA, vaha usake lie bhaMvarajAla meM phaMsAne vAlA hogaa| Apa samajhate haiM ki devatA rakSA kareMge aura deva yaha samajhate haiM ki dharma rakSA kregaa| deva, devendra bhI kAma par3ane para dharma kI zaraNa grahaNa karate haiN|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 353 * dharma kI zaraNa grahaNa karanA hai to antarmana se dRDha saMkalpa ke sAtha yaha samajhanA hogA ki kaSAyodaya kA prasaMga upasthita hone para yadi maiM kiJcit bhI dolAyamAna ho gayA to krodha, mAna, mAyA evaM lobha mere Atma guNoM kI | hAni kara mujhe ghora rasAtala meM dhakela deNge| * jaba taka ajJAna kA jora hai, pApa kI vaMzavRddhi hotI rhegii| pApa ghaTAne ke lie ajJAna ghaTAnA Avazyaka hai| * Aja kA pApI kala tapazcaryA se puNyAtmA va dharmAtmA bana sakatA hai|
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________________ hastI uvAca (AcAryapravara ke pravacanoM evaM dainandinI se saMkalita vicAra) . anekAntavAda/syAdvAda jisa prakAra satya ke sAkSAtkAra meM hamArI ahiMsA svArtha-saMgharSoM ko sulajhAtI huI Age bar3hatI hai, usI prakAra | syAdvAda jagat ke vaicArika saMgharSoM kI anokhI sulajhana prastuta karatA hai| AcAra meM ahiMsA aura vicAra meM syAdvAda jaina darzana kI sarvopari maulikatA hai| syAdvAda ko dUsare zabdoM meM vANI aura vicAra kI ahiMsA bhI | kahA jA sakatA hai| * kisI bhI vastu yA tattva ke satya svarUpa ko samajhane ke lie hameM anekAnta siddhAnta kA Azraya lenA hogaa| eka hI vastu yA tattva ko vibhinna dRSTikoNoM se dekhA jA sakatA hai aura isalie usameM vibhinna pakSa bhI upalabdha hote haiN| ina sAre pakSoM yA dRSTikoNoM ko vibheda kI dRSTi se nahIM, apitu samanvaya kI dRSTi se samajhakara vastu kI yathArtha satyatA kA darzana karanA hI isa siddhAnta kI gaharAI meM jAnA hai| kisI vastu vizeSa ke eka hI pakSa yA dRSTikoNa ko usakA sarvAMga svarUpa samajhakara use satya ke nAma se pukAranA mithyAvAda yA durAgraha kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| vibhinna pakSoM yA dRSTikoNoM ke prakAza meM jaba taka eka vastu kA spaSTa vizleSaNa na kara liyA jAe taba taka yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki hamane usa vastu kA sarvAGga svarUpa samajha liyA hai| ataH kisI vastu ko vibhinna dRSTikoNoM ke AdhAra para dekhane, samajhane va varNita karane vAle vijJAna kA nAma hI syAdvAda hai| siddhAnta rUpa meM ise anekAntavAda yA apekSAvAda bhI kahA gayA hai| * eka hI vyakti apane alaga-alaga riztoM ke kAraNa pitA, putra, kAkA, bhatIjA, mAmA aura bhAnajA Adi ho sakatA hai, kintu vaha apane putra kI dRSTi se pitA hai to pitA kI dRSTi se putra / aise hI anya saMbaMdhoM ke vyAvahArika udAharaNa Apa apane cAroM ora dekhate haiN| ina riztoM kI taraha hI eka vyakti meM vibhinna guNoM kA vikAsa bhI hotA hai| ataH yahI dRSTi vastu ke svarUpa meM lAgU hotI hai ki vaha bhI eka sAtha sat, asat, nazvara yA anazvara, pratyakSa-apratyakSa, kriyAzIla-akriyAzIla, nitya-anitya guNoM vAlI ho sakatI hai| * Aja saMsArI mAnava tAjjuba kareMge ki jahA~ utpAda hai, vahA~ nAza kaisA aura jahA~ nAza hai vahA~ utpAda kaisA, dhauvya kaisA? lekina jaina tattva-jJAna kI yaha bar3I khUbI hai ki jaina tattvajJAtA hara padArtha ko do dRSTiyoM se dekhate haiM-dravyadRSTi se aura paryAyadRSTi se / dravyadRSTi se pratyeka dravya dhruva nitya hai| paryAya kI dRSTi se usameM utpAda aura vyaya bhI haiN| utpAda aura vyaya donoM eka sAtha kaise ? yaha bhI atizaya jJAniyoM ke jJAna kA camatkAra hai| unhoMne kahA ki pahalI paryAya ke kSaya ke sAtha hI sAtha naI paryAya kI utpatti kA prArambha hotA hai| isa sthiti meM pUrva paryAya kA vinAza aura usake vinAza ke bAda hone vAlA utpAda donoM eka rUpa meM calane vAle haiN|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 355 anartha-daNDa * binA prayojana ke hiMsAdi pApa kA sevana anartha-daNDa hai| anartha-daNDa se aNuvratoM kI maryAdA surakSita nahIM rhtii| anartha-daNDa chor3ane vAlA, artha-daNDa kI bhI kucha sImA karatA hai| dravya, kSetra aura kAla se vaha arthadaNDa kA tyaag| kara sakatA hai| * anartha-daNDa ke pramukha kAraNa haiM 1. moha 2. ajJAna tathA 3. pramAda / pramAda se Acarita sabhI karma anartha-daNDa haiN| apadhyAna se bhI anartha-daNDa hotA hai| Avazyaka nidrA artha-daNDa hai / / aura anAvazyaka anartha-daNDa / yaha pramAdakRta anartha hai| Aja anartha-daNDa kA prasAra joroM para hai| jIva-hiMsA ke sAdhana nita nae-nae banate jA rahe haiN| khaTamala aura maccharoM ko mArane kI davA, machalI pakar3ane ke kAMTe cUhe-billI ko mArane kI golI aura na jAne kyA-kyA / hiMsAvardhinI vastuoM ko banAne meM mAnava mastiSka ulajhA huA hai| ye sAre anartha-daNDa haiM, jinase bacane meM hI || jIva kA kalyANa hai| viveka se kAma liyA jAya to kautUhala, zRMgAra, sajAvaTa aura dilabahalAva ke lie kI jAne vAlI nirarthaka hiMsA se manuSya sahaja hI baca sakatA hai| aisA karake vaha aneka anarthoM se bacegA aura rASTra kA hita karane meM bhI apanA yogadAna kara skegaa| azubha, zubha aura zuddha * hamako azubha se zubha meM AnA hai aura zubha meM Akara bhI virAma nahIM karanA hai, TikanA nahIM hai, zubha se saMtuSTa / nahIM honA hai| zubha kriyA se zuddha kI ora Age bar3hanA hai| zuddha kriyA se Age bar3hakara akriya ho jAnA hai| saMsAra ke sAmAnya prANI azubha kriyA meM sadA race pace hote haiN| azubha meM rahane ke liye, azubha kriyA meM par3ane || ke liye unako kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'tii| Apa sAmAyika karane baiThate haiM, svAdhyAya aura dhyAna karane baiThate haiM usa samaya yadi zubha vicAroM se ciMtana kareMge | to bahuta acchA rhegaa| azubha se zubha kI ora bddh'eNge| manuSya janma milA hai to zubha aura zuddha kriyA karane ke liye milA hai| azubha kriyA ke adhikArI ananta jIva haiN| zubha kriyA ke adhikArI ananta jIva nahIM hote, / / asaMkhyAta jIva hote haiM, lekina zuddha kriyA ke karane vAle saMkhyAta jIva hI hote haiN| ahaMkAra sAdhanA meM sabase khataranAka ahaMkAra hai| vidyA par3hate-par3hate yadi ahaMkAra A gayA ki maiM paNDita hU~, auroM se || adhika vidvAn hU~ yA tapasyA karate-karate ahaMkAra A gayA ki itanI maMDalI meM tapasyA karane vAlA maiM hI eka hU~ | aura saba kama tapasvI haiN| isa prakAra yadi vidvAn ko vidyA kA, sAdhanA karane vAle ko sAdhanA kA aura dAnI | ko dAna kA ahaMkAra ho gayA to yaha saMbhava nahIM hai ki usakI unnati hogI yA vaha Age bar3ha skegaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 356 - ahiMsA/hiMsA * bhagavAn mahAvIra kA ahiMsA kA upadeza aisA hai ki usameM unhoMne manuSya, pazu-pakSI Adi kA koI bheda nahIM | rkhaa| unhoMne spaSTa zabdoM meM pharamA diyA-"sace pANA, savve bhUyA, sabve jIvA, savve sattA na haMtavvA " "sace pANA piyAuyA, suhasAyA dukkha pddikuulaa|" sabve jIvA vi icchaMti, jIviDaM na mrijjiddN| tamhA pANivahaM ghoraM, niggaMthA vajjayaMti nnN|| jAvaMti loe pANA, tasA aduva thaavraa| te jANamajANaM vA, na haNe No vi ghaaie| sayaM tivAyae pANe, aduvannehiM ghaaye| haNaMtaM vANujANAi veraM vai appaNo / arthAt- kisI prANI kI hiMsA nahIM karanI cAhiye / yahI dharma zuddha zAzvata aura nitya hai| sabhI prANI duHkha se dUra rahanA aura jInA cAhate haiN| koI prANI maranA nahIM cAhatA, ataH kisI prANI kI hiMsA karanA ghorAtighora mahApApa hai| isIliye saMsAra meM jitane bhI trasa athavA sthAvara prANI haiM, unameM se kisI bhI prANI kI jAnakara athavA anajAna meM na svayaM hiMsA kare aura na dUsare se unakI hiMsA krvaae| jo vyakti svayaM kisI prANI kI hiMsA karatA hai athavA kisI anya vyakti dvArA kisI prANI kI hiMsA karavAtA hai yA kisI bhI prANI kI hiMsA karane vAle vyakti kA anumodana karatA hai, vaha prANi-vadha ke sAtha apane anantAnubandhI vaira kA bandha karatA hai| * mAtAoM meM jIvadayA kA jyAdA prema hotA hai| agara unake sAmane jIvadayA ke nAma para koI pAnar3I jAegI to ve jarUra usameM kucha na kucha likhaayeNgii| ve par3hAI-likhAI kA utanA mahattva nahIM jAnatIM,jIvadayA ko jAnatI haiN| para unako isake sAtha isa para vicAra karanA hogA ki rezamI, makhamala ke kapar3emahAArambha samArambha se nirmita vastuoM se taiyAra kiye gaye vastra hiMsAmUlaka sAja-sajjA evaM zRMgAra vagairaha ke prasAdhana jo haiM, ve tyAjya haiN| unako tyAjya samajha kara ve ina padArthoM ko aura aise vastroM ko ghara meM nahIM basAyeMgI,na inako Ane deMgI aura na bar3hAvA deNgii| isa taraha se agara ve kareMgI, to yaha sakriya rUpa se ahiMsA kA pAlana khlaayegaa| * kevala kisI ko jAna se mAranA hI hiMsA nahIM hai| kisI para bala prayoga karanA bhI hiMsA kA eka rUpa hai| kisI ko paritApanA denA,duHkha denA,dhokhAdhar3I karanA Adi bhI hiMsA ke rUpa haiN| vyavahAra meM kisI ke sAtha lena-dena kara liyA,saudA taya ho gayA,jamIna-jAyadAda athavA kisI bhI vastu kA, kAlAntara meM unake bhAva bar3he aura saude se inkAra kara diyaa| athavA sAmane vAle ne Apa para vizvAsa kiyA, hajAroM ke mAla kA ArDara diyaa| lAlaca meM Akara jaisA batAyA vaisA mAla nahIM bhejA, usameM bhela-saMbhela kara diyA, halkA mAla milA diyaa| naye mAla ke sAtha kucha purAnA mAla bhI nikAlanA hai, yaha socakara kharAba mAla bhI usameM milAkara bheja diyaa| Una meM, kapAsa meM, khAdyAnnoM meM yA kisI bhI vastu meM isa taraha kI dhokhAdhar3I karanA Adi hiMsA ke nAnAvidha rUpa haiN| dravya-hiMsA kI apekSA bhAva-hiMsA adhika bhayAnaka, dAruNa duHkhadAyaka aura AtaMkapUrNa hotI hai| eka vyakti apane zatru ko, apane virodhI ko mArane ke lie jalAne ke lie jvAlAeM ugalatA huA Aga meM pratapta lohe kA lAla-lAla golA uThAtA hai, to pahale svayaM usake hI hAtha jleNge| apane hAtha jalAne ke pazcAt
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 357 hI vaha apane zatru para usa Aga ke gole kA prahAra kara skegaa| zatru sAvadhAna huA to paiMtarA palaTa kara usa Aga ke gole se baca bhI sakatA hai| krodha, Adi kaSAya Aga ke gole ke samAna haiN| jisa prakAra Aga kA golA sarvaprathama usa uThAne vAle ko hI jalAegA, usI prakAra krodha, Adi kaSAya sarvaprathama krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha karane vAle vyakti kI hI hiMsA kreNge| krodha karane vAlA vyakti apanI hiMsA karane ke pazcAt hI anya kI hiMsA kara skegaa| * saMsAra kI caurAsI lAkha jIva-yoniyoM meM se manuSya yoni kI, mAnava-jIvana kI yahI to eka sabase bar3I vizeSatA hai ki anya saba jIvoM kI apekSA mAnava ne jo viziSTa jJAna prApta kiyA hai, usake upayoga dvArA vaha apanI, apane Atma-guNoM kI aura para kI arthAt anya prANiyoM kI hiMsA karane vAle krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi sarvasvApahArI zatruoM se apanI rakSA kara sakatA hai| mAnavajanma prApta karane kI sArthakatA isI meM hai ki hama cintana dvArA apane jJAnaguNa kA upayoga kara apanI aura para kI hiMsA se apane Apa ko bacA leN| ahiMsA kA sakArAtmaka pakSa sevA, dayA aura karuNA meM hai| isa kSetra meM sAdhu apanI maryAdA meM rahate hue samAja ko Age bar3hane kI preraNA dete rahe haiN| vikalAMgoM kA jIvana bhI svAvalambI evaM sukhI bane, isa dizA meM bhI samAja ke karNadhAroM ko koI Thosa kadama uThAne caahie| ahiMsA vrata ahiMsA ko nirmala rakhane ke lie sAdhaka ko pUrNa sAvadhAna honA Avazyaka hai| gRhastha ko pazuoM kI rakSA evaM | bAla-baccoM kI zikSA hetu kabhI bA~dhane evaM tAr3anA-tarjanA karane kI bhI jarUrata hotI hai| para sadbhAvanA aura hitabuddhi ke kAraNa vaha hiMsA kA kAraNa nahIM hotaa| jahA~-jahA~ kaSAya kA vega ho vahA~ AtmA paravaza ho jAtA hai| vaisI sthiti meM sva-para ke hita kA dhyAna nahIM rhtaa| ataH usakA vadha-baMdhana hiMsA kA kAraNa hone se ahiMsA ko malina karane vAlA hai| kaI loga krodha meM itane besudha ho jAte haiM ki baccoM ke hAtha-paira tor3a dete haiM, gusse meM bacce DUba marate yA bhAga chUTate haiN| ataH ahiMsaka ko isa ora bar3A dhyAna rakhanA hai| sarvaprathama to use binA mAre hI kAma calA lenA caahie| mArapITa se baccoM kI Adata bhI bigar3a jAtI hai, phira ve bAta kI dhAka nahIM mAnate, roja ke pITane se unameM bhaya bhI nahIM rhtaa| ataH sadgRhastha ko ahiMsA-vrata kI rakSA ke lie ina doSoM se bacanA lAbhakArI hai| * ahiMsA kI nirmalatA ke lie vadha evaM baMdha kI taraha tIna doSa anya haiM- chavicchee , aibhAre, bhttpaannvucchee| putra-putrI ke karNavedha Adi kie jAte haiN| roga nivAraNa ke lie bhI aMga kATe jAte haiM aura zalya kriyA kI jAtI hai| inameM durbhAva nahIM hai| pazuoM ko jaldI calAne yA krodha ke vaza kIla gar3A denA, camar3A kATa denA, jalatI salAI se nizAna kara denA ahiMsA bhAva ke viparIta hai| yaha hiMsA kA kAraNa hai| pahale ke tIna doSa krodha eva mohavaza lagate haiM, jabaki pIche ke do doSa lobhavaza hote haiN| sTezana se ghara Ate samaya sAmAna ke lie majadUra kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| Apa paisA bacAne ke lie kisI bacce ko majadUrI dete haiM, usa samaya bAlaka kI zakti kA binA vicAra kiye usake sira para peTI aura gAMTha rakha denA, tAMge meM cAra savArI se jyAdA baiThanA , lobha se gAr3I meM 4 borI adhika bharanA vrata kA atibhAra doSa hai| munIma se adhika TAima taka kAma lenA, usake svAsthya aura bala kA khayAla na
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________________ 358 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM rakhanA doSa hai| pazu aura Azrita dAsa-dAsiyoM ko khAnA khAne ke samaya bhI lobhavaza nahIM chor3anA aura unako khAnA khAte hue uThA denA, ahiMsA vrata kA doSa hai| ahiMsAvratI ke mana meM apane Azrita pazu aura dAsa-dAsI ke lie bhI Atmavat dRSTi honI caahie| ina doSoM se bacane vAlA ahiMsA kI zuddha sAdhanA kara sakatA hai| * AcaraNa/cAritra * 'cara-gatibhakSaNayoH' dhAtu se A upasarga evaM ghaJ pratyaya lagAne para 'AcAra' zabda banatA hai| 'A' kA artha maryAdA hai tathA 'cara' se tAtparya calanA hai| " Acaryate iti AcAraH" yAnI maryAdApUrvaka calanA hI AcAra hai| dUsare zabdoM meM vyavahAra aura vicAra kI dRSTi se mana, vacana aura kAyA dvArA maryAdApUrvaka calane ko AcAra kahate cAritra kA artha karate hue zAstrakAra ne kahA- 'cayasya riktIkaraNaM cAritram' saMcita hue karmoM ke mUla ko jo | kriyA mana, vANI aura kAyA ke yoga se khatma karatI hai, kATatI hai, khAlI karatI hai, usakA nAma hai cAritra / / sIdhI bhASA meM yoM kahA jAya ki jIva ko jar3a se alaga karanA cAritra hai| * jaise bhautika mArga para calane ke lie do paira barAbara cAhie usI taraha mokSamArga meM, sAdhanA-mArga meM gati karane ke | lie bhI do paira caahie| ve do paira haiM-jJAna aura kriyaa| * pahalA nambara jJAna kA hai aura dUsarA nambara kriyA kA hai| * bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA ki dekho mAnava ! yadi tumako rAstA taya karanA hai to jJAna ke sAtha kriyA bhI kro|| kriyA kiye binA mukti nahIM hogI, lekina kriyA karo jJAna ke sAtha, arthAt samajhakara kro| * svAdhyAya Apako aMdhere meM se lAkara prakAza meM khar3A kara degA, lekina prakAza meM mArga taya kiyA jAegA svayaM Apake dvaaraa| Age bar3hane kA vaha kAma kevala svAdhyAya se nahIM hogaa| usa kAma ke lie cAritra kA pAlana karanA hogaa| isIlie zrutadharma ke pazcAt cAritradharma batAyA gayA hai| * bhUlanA nahIM cAhiye ki jIvana eka abhinna-avicchedya ikAI hai, jise dhArmika aura laukika athavA pAramArthika aura vyAvahArika khaNDoM meM sarvathA vibhakta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jJAnI kA vyavahAra paramArtha ke pratikUla nahIM hotA aura paramArtha bhI vyavahAra kA ucchedaka nahIM hotaa| ataeva sAdhaka ko, cAhe vaha gRhatyAgI ho yA gRhastha ho, apane jIvana ko akhaNDa tattva mAnakara hI jIvana ke pahaluoM ke utkarSa meM tatpara rahanA caahiye| jaina AcAra-vidhAna kA yahI nicor3a hai| * AcAravihIna jJAna bhArabhUta hai| usase koI lAbha nahIM hotaa| sarpa ko sAmane AtA jAna kara bhI jo usase bacane kA prayatna nahIM karatA hai, usakA jAnanA kisa kAma kA ? jJAnI puruSoM kA kathana to yaha hai ki jisa jJAna ke phalasvarUpa AcaraNa na bana sake, vaha jJAna vAstava meM jJAna nahIM hai| saccA jJAna vahI hai jo AcaraNa ko utpanna kara sake / niSphala jJAna vastutaH ajJAna kI koTi meM hI ginane yogya hai| jaba taka jIvana meM cAritra nahIM hai, jaba taka jIvana meM saMyama nahIM hai, jaba taka jIvana meM AcaraNa nahIM hai, taba taka yaha kahanA cAhie ki hamArA vaha jJAna, hamArI samajha aura hamAre bhItara kI vizeSa prakAra kI jo kalA hai, vaha kalA hamAre lie bhArabhUta hai, bojha rUpa hai| * aisA dekhane meM AyA hai ki kucha zrAvaka bhagavatI ke bhA~ge bar3I tatparatA ke sAtha ginA dete haiN| gAMgeya aNagAra ke
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 359 bhAMge aura bhagavatI sUtra ke bhAMge par3hate samaya isa prakAra tallIna ho jAte haiM, usameM isa prakAra ramaNa kara jAte haiM ki patA hI nahIM calatA ki unakI eka sAmAyika AI hai yA do AI hai| lekina bhAMge par3hane vAle, upayoga lagAne vAloM ke sAmane jaba cA~dI AtI hai, paisA sAmane AtA hai taba eka nambara ke bajAya do nambara bhI kara jAte haiN| zAstra kA jJAna nahIM karanA cAhie, bhagavatI nahIM par3hanA cAhie, yaha kahane kA merA uddezya nahIM hai| merA || matalaba yaha hai ki jJAna ke sAtha jIvana meM cAritra nahIM, AcaraNa nahIM, vyavahAra-zuddhi nahIM hai to vaha jJAna U~cA uThAne ke bajAya nIce girAne vAlA bana jAtA hai| vaha jJAna jIvana jyoti jagAne ke bajAya usako khuda ko bhI | aura dharma ko bhI badanAmI kI ora le jAne vAlA ho jAtA hai| * yadi viSaya-kaSAya nahIM ghaTate haiM to kahanA cAhie ki aba taka hamAre jIvana meM cAritra nahIM AyA hai| * hamezA yAda rakhie ki AdamI kI pUjA jJAna se nahIM huI hai, AdamI kI pUjA adhikAra aura sthiti se nahIM huI hai, usakI pUjA usake rUpa aura vaibhava se nahIM huI hai / usakI pUjA yadi huI hai to usake cAritra se huI hai| rAvaNa ke pAsa jJAna thA, Rddhi thI, sampadA thI, lekina usameM cAritra nahIM thA, isalie Aja koI usakA nAma rakhane ko taiyAra nahIM haiN| * prANI sadA kucha na kucha karatA rahatA hai, kabhI niSkriya nahIM rhtaa| kintu usako yaha jJAna nahIM hotA ki kauna sA karma karaNIya hai aura kauna sA akrnniiy| bahuta bAra vaha aise karma karatA hai ki apane Apako ulajhA letA, phaMsA letA hai| ataH jJAniyoM ne kahA-viveka karo, kukarma se apanA sukarma kI ora mor3a bdlo| cIMTI rAta-dina cakkara kATatI hai phira bhI koI mUlya nhiiN| usake lie koI lakSya nahIM hai / cora bhI karma karatA hai, rAta ko galI meM vaha bhI ghUmatA aura saMrakSaka dala bhI ghUmatA hai, para eka kA bhramaNa kukarma rUpa hai jabaki dUsare kA sukarma ruup| eka bhayabhIta rahatA hai to dUsarA nirbhaya AvAja mAratA hai| isIlie jJAnI kahate haiM kukarma se sukarma meM Ao to sAdhanA karate akarma ho jaaoge| AjIvikA / saMsAra meM do taraha se peTa bharA jAtA hai, eka to Arya karma se, jisameM hiMsA kama ho, kUr3a-kapaTa chala-chidra, dhokhA Adi ke binA hI kAma karake apanA gujArA calA leN| dUsarA vaha jisameM dhokhA dekara, jhUTha bolakara, gumarAha karake, sarakArI Taiksa kI corI karake paisA milAyA jaave| ina donoM meM pharka hai| gRhasthI ke lie dhaMdhA karanA manA nahIM hai, lekina chala karma karake mahA Arambha kA dhaMdhA karanA manA hai| acchA gRhastha apane khAne-pIne meM aura anya kharca meM bhI kamI karake gujara karanA maMjUra karegA, lekina mahApApa kA dhaMdhA nahIM kregaa| macchiyoM kA dhaMdhA karane vAle vyakti kinhIM seThajI ke pAsa Akara kahe ki pacAsa hajAra rupaye de do, koI dhaMdhA karanA hai| pAMca rupayA saikar3A byAja dUMgA, U~ce se U~cA byAja dU~gA to seThajI usako rupayA byAja para deMge yA nahIM ? seThajI pratyakSa meM pApa nahIM kareMge, macchiyoM kA vyApAra nahIM kareMge, bandaragAha para bakaroM ko nahIM pahuMcAyeMge, | kintu RNa lene vAlA yadi usa rakama se hiMsA kA kArya karatA hai to RNa dene vAlA bhI pApa kA bhAgI banatA hai, | yaha jAnane kI jarUrata hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 360 - Atma-guNoM kI upekSA * bhUmi, koThI, jAyadAda aura dhana-sampatti, ye saba Apake nija ke nahIM haiN| ApakA nija to vastutaH jJAna, darzana, cAritra rUpI AtmaguNa hai| Apa nija ko bhUlakara, nija ke Atma-guNa ko bhUlakara jo ApakA aniSTa karane vAlA hai, usako apanA (nija) samajha rahe ho| isa bhUmi, jAyadAda Adi se jyAdA soca Apako jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa kA honA cAhie kyoMki ye Apake nija-guNa haiN| eka alpa buddhi vAlA vyakti bhI jise apane kuTumba kA dhyAna ho, khatare kI sthiti paidA ho jAe to jisa jagaha vaha varSoM se raha rahA hai, usa sthAna ko chor3ane meM dera nahIM kregaa| para bar3e Azcarya aura duHkha kI bAta hai ki Apa nija ghara ko chor3akara sarvasva nAzaka zatru ke ghara meM baiThe karAla kAla kI cakkI meM pise jA rahe ho| phira bhI mahAvinAza se bacane ke lie Apako koI cintA nahIM hai| Atma-zakti apane bhItara rahane vAlA jo cetanA kA bIja hai usameM to ananta zakti hai| usase amita divya zaktiyA~ prakaTa ho sakatI haiN| AvazyakatA kevala isa bAta kI hai ki suyogya vAtAvaraNa meM usa bIja ko aMkurita kareM, use prasphuTita kreN| * kAraNa choTA hotA hai, parantu usase nirmita hone vAlA kArya vizAla hotA hai, bhavya hotA hai| Apane dekhA hogA ki vaTavRkSa kA bIja kitanA choTA-sA hotA hai, kintu usakA vistAra bahuta bar3A ho jAtA hai, bIja ke AkAra se koTi guNA adhika / isake nirmANa kA kAraNa vaha choTA sA bIja hotA hai| yadi bIja na ho to mUla vRkSa kisase paidA ho? usakI pattiyA~, zAkhAe~, prazAkhAe~, phUla, phala ityAdi kisase utpanna hoM? yadi bIja ThIka sthiti meM hai aura use anukUla saMyoga prApta hotA rahatA hai, to samaya pAkara vaha itanA vistAra karatA hai ki darzaka usake vistAra ko dekhakara cakita ho jAte haiN| * makAna ke malabe ke nIce dabe hue bIja ko samaya-samaya para yadi varSA kA pAnI milatA rahe, taba bhI vaha dabA huA bIja apanA vikAsa nahIM kara paaegaa| kyA usa bIja meM vikAsa karane kI yogyatA nahIM hai? yogyatA avazya hai| jaba taka usa bIja para se patthara va malabA na haTA liyA jAe taba taka vaha akuMrita nahIM hogaa| hamAre cetana rUpI bIja para bhI gaNanAtIta girIndroM se bhI adhika malabe aura kIcar3a kA bhAra par3A huA hai, jisameM dabe hue hamAre Atma-deva meM cetanA kI yogyatA hote hue bhI usakA Age vikAsa nahIM ho paataa| * AtmA kA prakAza bar3A hai yA bijalI kA? bijalI ke prakAza ko khojakara kisane nikAlA? amuka-amuka cIz2oM ko juTAne se vidyuta paidA ho sakatI hai, ise khojakara nikAlA hai manuSya ne| bijalI kA kanekzana nahIM hone para bhI baiTarI kA khaTakA dabAte hI prakAza ho gyaa| baiTarI hai, to gAr3I meM baiThe hue bhI reDiyo ke gIta suna loge| mAnava ke mastiSka ne ye saba cIjeM khoja nikaaliiN| AtmA itanI tejasvI hai ki usane choTe-choTe jar3a padArthoM meM chipI huI zakti ko prakaTa kiyaa| to zakti prakaTa karane vAlA bar3A yA jisane zakti dikhAI vaha bar3A? bijalI se anantaguNI zakti hamArI AtmA meM hai| yadi AtmA ko balavAna banAnA hai to kucha tyAga ko aura acchAI ko AcaraNa meM lAnA hogaa|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 361 Atma-svarUpa kyA vezyA aura kyA kasAI, sabhI mUlataH antara meM nirmala jyoti svarUpa hote haiN| sabameM samAna caitanya dhana vidyamAna hai| parantu AtmA kI vaha antara-jyoti aura cetanA dabI huI aura bujhI huI rahatI hai| para jaba eka prakAra kI ragar3a usameM utpanna hotI hai to vaha AtmA jAgRta ho jAtI hai| mUla svabhAva ko dekhA jAe to koI bhI AtmA kasAI, vezyA yA lampaTa nahIM hotii| vaha zuddha buddha aura ananta Atmika guNoM se samRddha hai, niSkalaMka hai| hIraka kaNa mUla meM ujjvala hI hotA hai phira bhI usa para dhUla jama jAtI hai, usameM gandagI A jAtI hai| isI prakAra zuddha cinmaya AtmA meM jo azuddhi A gaI hai, vaha bhI bAharI hai, para-saMyoga se hai, pudgala ke nimitta se AI Adarza evaM yathArtha vizva kI ekatA kA nArA lagAne vAle vyakti kabhI mileMge to kaheMge-jAtIyatA meM kucha nahIM par3A hai, prAntIyatA meM kucha nahIM hai, aba rASTrIyatA bhI kucha nahIM hai| aba to antarrASTrIya kI kalpanA karake usakA khAkA khiiceNge| unakI bAta sunakara janatA vismita raha jAtI hai| lekina unake ghara para jAkara Apa dRzya dekhiye, bhAI-bhatIjoM aura baccoM se isa prakAra lar3ate haiM ki Apa dekha kara daMga raha jaayeNge| yaha dIvAra tumane idhara kyoM banA lI? kheta kI rekhA Ter3hI-mer3hI kyoM khIMca lI? isake lie Apasa meM jUtI paijAra taka ho jAtA hai, mArapITa ho jAtI hai aura | nyAyAlayoM ke dvAra khaTakhaTAye jAte haiN| AdarzavAda kA yaha kitanA krUra majAka hai? jarA soceN| * AdarzavAda aura yathArthavAda do mukhyavAda haiN| AdarzavAda sunane meM, dekhane meM acchA lagatA hai| jisa samaya AdarzavAdI loga bAta karate haiM, usa samaya kahate haiM-"hama to sabakI mAnate haiM, sabakI sunate haiM, hamAre lie saba mata-matAntara barAbara haiN| hameM na to kisI se dveSa hai, aura na kisI se pyAra / " aisI bAteM karate haiM, taba ve bAteM sundara lagatI haiN| lekina unakA asalI jIvana TaToleM to patA calegA ki apane hI kuTumba ke logoM tathA samAja | va sAdharmiyoM ke sAtha unakA vyavahAra kaisA hai? jo vyakti apane samIpa ke logoM se hI samAna vyavahAra nahIM kara sakate, ve vyakti deza, dezAntara aura jAtiyoM ke bheda miTAne kI kAmanA kareM, to yaha pravaMcanA hI hai| Arambha-parigraha arthanIti manuSya ko lobhI, kapaTI va azAnta banAtI hai| mAnava mAnava ko lar3AtI hai, jabaki dharmanIti prANimAtra | meM baMdhutva bhAva utpanna karatI hai| krodha kI Aga meM prema kA siMcana karatI hai| * do kAraNoM se jIva kevalI ke pravacana ko bhI nahIM suna sktaa| gautama ne jijJAsA bharA prazna kiyA-"he bhagavan ! kaunase do kAraNa haiM, jo uttama dharma zravaNa meM bAdhaka haiM?" prabhu ne kahA-"Arambha aura parigraha-ina donoM meM jo jIva ulajhA hai, vaha inheM acchI taraha samajhakara jaba taka ina ulajhanoM kI ber3I ko kATakara bAhara nahIM nikala jAtA, taba taka kevalI prarUpita dharma ko nahIM suna sktaa|" * parigraha, Arambha ko chor3akara nahIM rhtaa| Arambha se hI parigraha bar3hatA hai| parigraha apane dosta ko bar3hAne kA bhI bar3A dhyAna rakhatA hai| vaha jitanI cintA Arambha ko bar3hAne kI karatA hai, usakI zatAMza bhI saMvara-nirjarA ko bar3hAne kI nahIM krtaa|
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________________ 362 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * Arambha aura parigraha kI mitratA hai, donoM kA Arthika gaThajor3a hai, donoM aise bhayaMkara roga haiM, jo hamArI cetanA-zakti ko vikAsa kA maukA nahIM dete| , dhana kI bhUkha AsAnI se jAtI nahIM, vRddha ho jAne para bhI tRSNA mAnava kA piNDa nahIM chor3atI aura vaha dina-rAta usake pIche bhAgatA rahatA hai| saMsAra kA prANI Arambha-parigraha meM phaMsA rahatA hai aura yahI cAhatA hai ki dina aura bar3A hone lage to vaha cAra ghaMTe aura kAma kara le / tRSNAvaza sadA usakI yahI maMzA rahatI hai| yadi vaha Arambha, parigraha ke parimANa ko halkA karane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hogA to Atma-kalyANa kaise hogA? isalie buddhimAna AdamI vastusthiti ko soce, samajhe, vicAre aura AtmA ko halkA karane ke lie sAdhanA kre| pApAcaraNa ke mukhya do kAraNa haiN| kucha pApa, parigraha ke lie aura kucha Arambha ke lie kiye jAte haiN| kucha pApoM meM parigraha preraka banatA hai| parigraha Arambha kA varddhaka hai| agara parigraha alpa hai aura usake prati Asakti alpa hai to usake liye Arambha bhI alpa hogaa| isake viparIta yadi parigraha bar3hA aura amaryAda ho gayA to Arambha | ko bhI bar3hA degA-vaha Arambha mahArambha ho jaaegaa| Asakti-anAsakti * viziSTa buddhi kA dhanI mAnava rAta-dina yaha dekhatA hai ki viSaya-kaSAyoM ke kAraNa usakI bar3I hAni ho rahI hai, | apUraNIya kSati ho rahI hai, taduparAMta bhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi viSaya-kaSAyoM meM uttarottara phaMsatA jA rahA hai| apane Apa ko phAMsane vAle sthAnoM se bace rahane kA prayAsa karane ke bajAya ulTe unameM phaMsate jAne se bar3hakara manuSya ke lie zocanIya, duHkhada evaM dayanIya sthiti aura kyA ho sakatI hai? * eka sI pravRtti meM bhI vRtti kI jo bhinnatA hotI hai usase pariNAma meM bhI mahAna antara par3a jAtA hai| jitendriya puruSa ke bhojana kA prayojana saMyama-dharma-sAdhaka zarIra kA nirvAha karanA mAtra hone se vaha karma-baMdha nahIM karatA, jabaki rasanAlolupa apanI gRddhi ke kAraNa use karma-baMdha kA kAraNa banA letA hai| yahI nahIM, sAdhanA-vihIna vyakti rUkhA-sUkhA bhojana karatA huA bhI hRdaya meM vidyamAna lolupatA ke kAraNa tIvra karma bAMdha letA hai, jabaki sAdhanA-sampanna puruSa sarasa bhojana karatA haA bhI apanI anAsakti ke kAraNa usase bacA rahatA hai| AhAra-zuddhi jo sAttvika ho, mana ko uttejita karane vAlA nahIM ho, vaha AhAra lene yogya hai| * AcAra-zuddhi ke lie AhAra-zuddhi Avazyaka hai| jaba AhAra zuddha hogA tabhI vicAra sudhreNge| aura vicAra sudhareMge to Atma-kalyANa kA patha prazasta hogaa| mAnava-jIvana kA lakSya AcAra-zuddhi se AtmA ko Upara uThAnA hai| mAtAoM ke hAtha se bane bhojana meM unheM jIvana kA khayAla rahatA hai| banAne vAlI mA~ hai to usako kitanA dhyAna rahatA hai| bhaiyAjI sukha pAveM, unakA manobala bar3he, dharma kI lagana bar3he, isa bhAvanA se usane roTI banAI hai| ghara ke bhojana meM sadbhAvanA kA bala hai| zuddhatA aura bhAvanA bAhara hoTaloM meM kahA~? mAM, bahana yA patnI dvArA banAye bhojana meM unake jo saMskAra haiM, usake anusAra ve pUrA khayAla rakheMgI ki hamAre parivAra meM akhAdya yA agrAhya cIja na aave| kisI jIva kI hiMsA na ho, khAne vAle svastha evaM prasanna rheN| isa taraha kI bhAvanA ke sAtha
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 363 unake hAtha se anna kA jo nirmANa huA, usameM jIvana-nirmANa kA bhI sambaMdha rhegaa| AdamI bAhara khAtA hai, lekina bhUla jAtA hai ki isake pIche jIvana kI pavitratA giratI hai| yadi AdamI ko apane vikAroM para kAbU karanA hai to pahalI zarta hai ki AhAra pramANa se yukta ho| arthAt jitanI khurAka ho usa pramANa se adhika AhAra na ho| dUsarI bAta yaha ki bhojana doSarahita ho, sAttvika ho, hamAre mana ko uttejita karane vAlA nahIM ho| yadi Apa yaha cAhate haiM ki deza ke nAgarika sAttvika hoM, zuddha vicAra vAle hoM aura dharmamArga kA anusaraNa kareM to sabase pahale Apa apane lie evaM parivAra ke lie socie , bhAvI pIr3hI ke lie , deza ke lie socie / isako socane meM suvidhA kI tarapha na jAiye, sundaratA kI tarapha na jAiye, bhojana ke svAda kI tarapha na jAiye, na pozAka kI tarapha jaaiye| jo buddhi meM pavitratA lAne vAlA ho, vAtsalya bhAvanA bharane vAlA ho vahI bhojana Apake lie hitakara va sukhakArI hai aura ApakI AtmA ko zAnti dene vAlA hai| samudra pAra ke deza bhI Aja eka muhalle ke samAna bana gaye haiN| vahA~ jAne para khAna-pAna kI zuddhatA kI ora | khAsa taura se dhyAna dene kI AvazyakatA hai| * zuddha aura sAttvika khAna-pAna ke saMskAra baccoM meM DAlanA Aja ke samaya meM parama Avazyaka hai| Ajakala ke baccoM ne samajha rakhA hai ki jo bhI cIz2a mIThI lage, svAdiSTa lage, use khA lenaa| ghara meM roTI do bAra khAyeMge, | vaha bhI bharapeTa nhiiN| hoTala meM gaye cAya, kacaur3I, cATa le lii| khomace vAle ke yahA~ jAyeMge, pAnI ke patAze, khaTAI, namakIna le leMge, kahIM kokAkolA, golDaspATa, goliyA~, AisakrIma le leNge| phira nagara ke vAtAvaraNa meM mana ko macalAne vAlI vastue~ jagaha-jagaha dikhatI haiN| isase unakA phAlatU kharca bar3hatA hai| svAsthya para kitanA burA asara par3atA hai, yaha baccoM ko khayAla nahIM hotaa| isalie baccoM ke khAna-pAna ko zuddha banAye rakhane ke lie paramAvazyaka hai ki prArambha se hI unake mAnasa meM isa prakAra ke saMskAra DAle jAyeM ki ve AhAra-zuddhi kA viveka rakheM, kyoMki AhArazuddhi sAdhanA kA mUla hai| Izvara / sRSTi Izvara kI viziSTatA sRSTi kartRtva Adi kI dRSTi se nahIM, kintu usake guNa vizeSoM se hai| Izvara zuddha, buddha, pUrNa aura mukta hai, jIva ko usake dhyAna, cintana evaM smaraNa se preraNA aura bala milatA hai| Atmazuddhi meM Izvara kA dhyAna khAsa nimitta hai| usako jIva ke karmabhoga meM sahAyaka mAnanA anAvazyaka hai| gItA meM svayaM kRSNa kahate haiM - na kartRtvaM na karmaNi, lokasya sRjati prabhuH na karmaphalasaMyogaM svabhAvastu pravartate / (adhyAya 5) / * prabhu na saMsAra kA kartRtva karate haiM aura na karma kA hI sarjana karate haiN| karmaphala kA saMyoga bhI nahIM karate, svabhAva hI vastu kA aisA hai ki vaha pravRtta hotI hai| soca lIjiye Apake do bAlaka haiM-eka adhika premapAtra hai aura dUsarA km| jo premapAtra hai vaha bhAMga kI pattiyA~ ghoTa kara pItA hai aura jisa para kama prema hai vaha brAhmI kI pattiyA~ ghoTa kara pItA hai| prema pAtra nahIM hone para bhI jo brAhmI kA sevana karatA hai, usakI buddhi bar3hegI aura jo premapAtra hokara bhI lAparavAhI se bhaMga pItA hai, usakI buddhi nirmala aura puSTa nahIM ho skegii| jaise brAhmI se buddhi
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________________ 364 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bar3hanA aura bhaMga se jJAna ghaTanA, isameM kisI guru kI kRpA akRpA kAraNa nahIM hai, vaise bhale bure karma bhI binA kisI nyAyAdhIza ke apane zubhAzubha phala dene meM samartha hote haiM / * bAla jIvoM ko Izvara kI ora AkRSTa karane ke lie sakatA hai ki vidvAnoM ne use eka rAjA kI taraha batalAyA ho, para vAstava meM jJAna dRSTi se socane para mAlUma hogA ki Izvara to zuddha evaM draSTA hai| vaha hamArI taraha karma yA karmaphala bhoga kA karttA dharttA nahIM hai * bhakta ne pUchA - sRSTi kI Adi kaba se hai ? aura kaise huI ? isake uttara meM sabase pahale Apako eka anAdi siddhAnta dhyAna meM lenA cAhiye ki "nAsato vidyate bhAvo nAbhAvo vidyate sataH" sarvathA asat vastu kI utpatti nahIM hotI aura sat padArthoM kA sarvathA nAza nahIM hotaa| Apa jAnate haiM ki suvarNa kI DalI ko bhasma banAkara ur3A diyA jAe taba bhI paramANu rUpa meM sonA kAyama hI rahatA hai| isI prakAra saMsAra ke jar3a cetana padArtha bhI sadA vidyamAna rahate haiN| kabhI unakA sarvaprathama nirmANa huA ho, aisA nahIM, jar3a cetana kA vibhinna rUpa meM saMyoga hI sRSTi kI vicitratA kA kAraNa hai| I # upavAsa * aThAraha pApoM ko khulA rakheM aura upavAsa kareM, kevala na khAne kA niyama lekara raha jAe~, yaha kAphI nahIM hai / tyAga yA upavAsa vrata meM viSaya- kaSAyoM kA bhI tyAga honA caahie| AcAryoM ne upavAsa ke lie tIna bAteM batAI haiM, jaise viSayakaSAyAhArANAM tyAgo yatra vidhIyate / upavAsaH sa vijJeyaH zeSaM laMghanakaM viduH // jisameM zabda, rUpAdi viSaya kA tyAga ho, kaSAya kA tyAga ho aura phira anna kA tyAga ho, vaha upavAsa hai / Aja hamane viSaya aura kaSAya ko to nahIM chor3A, kevala anna kA tyAga karake saMtoSa mAna liyaa| lekina anna ke tyAga ke sAtha viSaya-kaSAya ke tyAga kI bAta ko bhUlanA nahIM cAhie / yadi viSaya kaSAya kA tyAga sAtha rakhate hue upavAsa kareMge to hamArA jIvana halkA hogaa| isalie hamako viSaya kaSAya ko chor3anA hai aura jJAna, darzana, cAritra kI sAdhanA meM Age bar3hanA hai| I * upavAsa to kiyA, para kevala eka ghaMTA dharmasthAna meM baiThe aura rAta bhara kA tathA dina bhara kA ApakA samaya Asrava meM khulA rahA to upavAsa karake bhI kyA kiyA ? kevala AhAra chor3A / Ayurveda kI dRSTi se bhI bImArI ke nidAna meM upavAsa kA vidhAna ati hitakArI mAnA gayA hai| aneka rogoM meM upavAsa kA bar3A hI camatkArI lAbha hotA hai aura aneka roga upavAsa dvArA ghara baiThe hI apane Apa dUra ho jAte haiN| yadi manuSya niyamita rUpa se upavAsa karake apane peTa ko vizrAma detA rahe to use vyAdhiyA~ parezAna nahIM kreNgii| lekina jo vyakti asamaya, aniyaMtrita bhojana karate rahate haiM aura apane peTa kI mazInarI ko jarA bhI ArAma nahIM dete unheM aksara aneka roga ghera lete haiN| mala zodhana kI kriyA barAbara nahIM hone se AMteM evaM unake Asa-pAsa kA bhAga bhI prabhAvita ho jAtA hai| isake kAraNa peTa bhArI ho jAtA hai tathA usameM vAyu bhara jAtI hai| jisake phalasvarUpa ubakAI AnA, peTa meM darda, bhArIpana, siradarda, bukhAra, maMdAgni, ghabarAhaTa, becainI Adi roga utpanna ho jAte haiN| mAnasika rogoM meM bhI upavAsa bar3A prabhAvakArI siddha huA hai| upavAsa se sAttvika bhAva kA jAgaraNa aura tAmasa - rAjasa bhAva kA vinAza hotA hai| upavAsa ke bAda gariSTha bhojana nahIM lenA caahie| bAla,
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa vRddha aura atikRza vyakti ke atirikta sabake lie upavAsa lAbhakArI hai| 365 . ekatA * mAnava jitanA hI guNa-grAhaka aura satya kA Adara karane vAlA hogA, utanA hI aikya-nirmANa sarala evaM sthAyI ho || skegaa| 'kAraNAbhAve kAryAbhAvaH' , isa ukti ke anusAra bheda ke kAraNa miTane para bheda svayaM hI samApta ho jAte jaina saMgha meM ekatA kA nAre lagAne vAle evaM bolane vAle haiM, phira bhI ekatA kyoM nahIM ? laukika ekatA bhaya, lobha aura svArtha para Azrita hotI hai, parantu dharma kI ekatA guNAnurAga yA zAsana prema para AdhArita hotI hai| jaba taka rAga-dveSa ke kAraNa samApta nahIM kiye jAte, bAharI dikhAve se sthiratA nahIM aatii| hamArI ekatA vicAra-AcAra ke dharAtala para hotI hai| jaina samAja kA itihAsa batAtA hai ki zrAvakoM ne saMgha kI akhaNDatA kA kaisA rakSaNa kiyA aura inake sahayoga se kaise palabhara meM jhagar3e miTa gye| Aja samAja mAtRhRdaya to hai, pitR hRdaya bhaktoM kI AvazyakatA hai| Aja kA yuga milajula kara kAma karane kA hai| sAmAjika ho yA dhArmika, hara kArya milI-julI zakti se hI adhika prabhAvazAlI aura saphala hotA hai| rASTra bhI eka-dUsare kI nIti, rIti aura matabheda kI upekSA kara pArasparika sahayoga meM apanA aura vizva kA hita mAna rahe haiM, phira bhalA dhArmika sampradAyeM sAdhAraNa rIti, nIti aura samAcArI ke bheda se eka dUsare se bilkula dUra rahe, samAnatAoM kA upayoga nahIM kara pAve to dharma zAsana kI zobhA evaM tejasvitA kaise bddhegii| rASTra ke adhikArI rAga dveSa yukta hote haiM aura dharmAdhikArI vItarAgatA evaM samatA ke pathika hote haiM, ata: unake mana meM choTI - choTI bAtoM se manabheda honA zobhanIya nahIM hotaa| rASTroM meM vyApAra, saMcAra, audyogika kSetrAdi meM | saMdhi hotI hai, vaisI dharma-sampradAyoM meM bhI AMzika sandhi ho sakatI hai| kArya kI saphalatA meM dhyAna rakhane yogya eka Avazyaka bAta yaha hai ki vyartha nukatAcInI nahIM kI jAya / koI bhI ucita bAta kahatA hai to usakI kadra kro| saMvAda bhale kara lo, kintu vivAda nahIM kro| apane aura dUsaroM ke samaya kA mUlya samajho aura samAja-sevA ke liye eka zakti se kucha kArya karake dikhaao| cupa rahane vAloM ko yaha nahIM samajhanA cAhie ki hamArI koI kImata nahIM; kintu unheM yaha samajha kara santoSa karanA cAhiye ki bolane vAle hamAre hI pratinidhi haiN| , kArya praNAlI meM bheda hote hue bhI nirmala bhAva se eka dUsare ke sammAna ko surakSita rakhate hue baMdhubhAva se kAma karanA caahie| karmavAda * yadi apanI Atma-zakti ko vikasita karanA hai to usa para par3A huA jo karma kA malabA hai, use sApha karanA hogaa| usa malabe ko koI alaga se hamAla Akara haTAegA nhiiN| isa malabe ko haTAne kA kArya hameM svayaM ko hI karanA hogaa| hA~, kisI bAharI mitra kA sahayoga usI taraha se le sakate haiM jisa taraha koI kArIgara athavA makAna-nirmAtA kisI ThekedAra yA injIniyara se ucita mArga-darzana prApta karatA hai kyoMki mArga-darzaka anupama
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________________ 366 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM parAmarza dene vAlA hotA hai| usI taraha Atma-zakti para par3e hue karma rUpI malabe ko dUra karane ke lie prayatna to hamako svayaM karanA hai| sahAre ke rUpa meM, mArga-darzaka ke rUpa meM zAstroM aura sadguruoM kA sahayoga liyA jAtA hai| sadguru aura zAstra, hameM malabA kaise dUra kiyA jAe, isakA upAya batA sakate haiM / * jIva meM jisa prakAra karma ko karane kI yogyatA hai, usI taraha karmoM se mukta hone kI bhI yogyatA hai / jaina darzana kI yaha mAnyatA hai ki prANI svayaM dvArA upArjita zubha karmoM kI preraNA athavA prabhAva se jisa prakAra svarga meM jAtA hai, usI prakAra azubha karmoM ke prabhAva athavA unakI preraNA se naraka meM bhI jAtA hai 1 * jaina darzana kI yaha mAnyatA hai ki AtmA karma karane meM svAdhIna hai, kintu karmoM ke phala ko bhogane meM parAdhIna arthAt karmoM ke adhIna hai| jaina darzana kI yaha bhI mAnyatA hai ki AtmA jisa prakAra karma karane meM svAdhIna hai, usI prakAra karmoM ko nirasta karane athavA naSTa karane meM bhI svAdhIna hai, svataMtra hai / * saMsAra meM prANimAtra ke sAtha moha lagA huA hai| vahI jIva ko nacAtA hai / sAdhaka jJAna se moha ko niyantrita karatA hai| vaha karmaphala ko bhogate huye aura zubhAzubha pravRtti ke bIca rahakara bhI halkA rahatA hai / kahA bhI hai samajha~ zaMke pApa se, aNasamajUM harSanta / ve lUkhA 've cIkaNA, iNavidha karma baDhanta / * Apa zaMkA kareMge ki manuSya saMcita karma ke udaya se hI karma karatA hai, phira use pApa kyoM lagatA hai ? zAstrakAra ne kahA hai ki vartamAna kriyA meM hone vAlA mAnasika rasa hI pApa kA pradhAna kAraNa hai| 1 karmabaMdha kA mUla kAraNa rAga-dveSa yadi sUkha gayA, DhIlA par3a gayA, khatma ho gayA to karmavRkSa bhI sUkha jAyegA / jisa kisI jhAr3a kA mUla (jar3a) yadi sUkha jAya to Upara ke patte, DAliyA~, phUla, phala, hare bhare kitane dina raheMge ? tatkAla to khatma nahIM hoMge, lekina kucha dinoM ke bAda naSTa ho jAyeMge / karmoM ko ghaTAne kA matalaba hai- karmoM kI pariNati krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, roSa, moha, mithyAtva Adi-Adi rUpoM meM jo hamAre mana meM, athavA AcaraNa meM, hama rAta-dina anubhava kara rahe haiM, dekha rahe haiM, use kama karanA, usake asara ko ghaTAnA / # kaSAya * eka ghara nahIM, eka grAma nahIM, eka nagara nahIM, ghara-ghara meM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha aura viSaya - kaSAyoM ke duSpariNAmoM ke dRzya pratidina dekhane ko milate haiN| Apa meM se prAyaH pratyeka ko isakA kaTu anubhava avazya hogaa| jisa dina Apa krodha ke adhIna rahe, usa dina ApakA cintana ThIka taraha se nahIM calA, sAmAyika samabhAva se nahIM huI, svAdhyAya meM mana lagA nahIM, kisI bhI kArya meM ThIka taraha se citta lagA nahIM aura binA bImArI ke bImAra ho gye| isa prakAra krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha meM Asakti kA kaTu phala na kevala eka-do bAra hI, apitu aneka bAra bhoga cukane ke uparAnta bhI punaH punaH unhIM viSaya kaSAyoM se pyAra karate rahe to nizcita rUpa se yahI kahA jAegA ki hamArA jJAna bhrAnta hai, mithyA hai| * Apane kisI para krodha kiyA to krodha karate hI Apane sarvaprathama apane AtmaguNoM kI hiMsA kara DAlI / krodha karane para kyA kisI ke mana meM, mastiSka athavA hRdaya meM zAnti rahegI, AtmA kA sat svarUpa rahegA ? nahIM, krodha karate hI ye saba guNa naSTa ho jaaeNge| krodha karane se ho sakatA hai ki dUsare kI hiMsA na bhI ho, para svayaM kI
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 367 hiMsA to tatkSaNa asaMdigdha rUpa se ho hI jAtI hai| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi meM phaMsa kara prANI sarvaprathama svayaM kI, AtmA kI hiMsA karatA hai| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, Adi se hamArI svayaM kI hiMsA ho rahI hai, yaha hamane samyag rUpa meM jAnA nahIM hai, isIlie bAra-bAra isa rAste para laga rahe haiN| yadi hama yaha bhalI-bhAMti jAna leM, viSaya-kaSAyoM ke AtmaghAtI bhayAvaha pariNAmoM ko samIcInatayA samajha leM, to phira isa rAste para kabhI lageMge hI nhiiN| * pulisa kA AdamI 303 bora rAiphala se kisI ke zarIra para hI phAyara karatA hai, kintu krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ke sipAhI to AtmaguNoM kI amUlya nidhi para phAyara kara use vinaSTa kara dete haiN| pulisa ke santarI dvArA kiye gaye phAyara se kisI vyakti ke zarIra ke kisI bhAga meM coTa laga sakatI hai| usakA hAtha TUTa sakatA hai| paira TUTa sakatA hai aura kadAcit kisI bhAI kA isa janma kA zarIra bhI chUTa sakatA hai| kintu viSaya-kaSAyoM, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ke saMtariyoM dvArA kiye gaye phAyariMga se bhale hI kisI kA isa janma meM hAtha, paira athavA galA na bhI kaTe, para usake aneka janma-janmAtaroM taka ke lie, asaMkhya kAla aura yahA~ taka ki anantAnaMta kAla taka ke lie bhI hAtha, paira, nAka, kAna, mukha kaTa sakate haiM arthAt usakA nigoda meM patana ho sakatA hai, tiryaMca, nArakAdi gatiyoM meM adhogamana ho sakatA hai| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha para vijaya se, saMyama se, sAdhanA se, dharma kI ArAdhanA aura dharma ke AcaraNa se sva-para ke Atmadeva kI rakSA ho skegii| jina mahApuruSoM ne krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha para vijaya prApta kara apane AtmaguNoM kI tathA anya AtmAoM kI rakSA kI hai, itihAsa ke pRSThoM para svarNAkSaroM meM aMkita unake jIvana-caritra prakAza-stambha ke samAna hameM mArgadarzana karate rahate haiN| jaise garma bhaTTI para car3hA huA jala binA hilAe hI azAnta rahatA hai usI prakAra manuSya bhI jaba taka kaSAya (vikAra) kI bhaTTI para car3hA rahegA, taba taka azAnta aura udvigna banA rhegaa| jala kI dAhakatA ko miTAne ke lie use garama bhaTTI se alaga rakhanA Avazyaka hai, vaise hI manuSya ko bhI apane mana kI azAnta sthiti se nipaTane ke lie krodha, lobhAdi vikAra se dUra rahanA hogaa| jala kA svabhAva ThaMDA hotA hai| ataH vaha bhaTTI se alaga hote hI apane pUrva svabhAva para A jAtA hai, aise hI zAnta-svabhAvI AtmA bhI kaSAya se alaga hote hI zAnta bana jAtA hai| aniyaMtrita lobha yA krodha vyAvahArika jIvana ko kaTu banA detA hai aura vaisI paristhiti meM sAdhaka kA loka-jIvana bhI ThIka nahIM bana pAtA / vaha mAtA-pitA, parijana evaM bandhu-bAndhava Adi ke prati bhI ThIka vyavahAra nahIM rakha pAtA / vastuta: lobha va lAlasA Adi para akuMza lagAne vAlA hI jIvana meM sukhI banatA hai| kAryakartA Aja ke samAja ko dhana yA jana kI kamI nahIM, kamI hai to sevAbhAvI kAryakartA kii| yoM to samAja meM hajAroM kAryakartA haiM aura bhaviSya meM bhI hote raheMge, para saMsthA yA samAja ko apanA samajhakara || gharelU hAni-lAbha kA binA vicAra kiye adamya sAhasa va pUrNa prAmANikatA se lagana pUrvaka kArya karane vAle | kAryakartA durlabha haiN|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 368 * kAryakartA kI kuzalatA ke sAmane arthAbhAva kA koI prazna nahIM rahatA / sevAbhAva se samaya dene vAlA arthadAtA se bhI adhika sammAna yogya hotA hai, yaha samajhakara samAja kAryakartAoM kA sammAna kare, unheM protsAhita kare, aura kAryakartA bhI mAtR-pitR sevA kI taraha samAja sevA ko apanA kartavya samajhakara kAma kare to saphala kAryakartA taiyAra ho sakate haiN| Aja dhana-jana evaM buddhi sampanna hokara bhI jaina samAja yogya kAryakartAoM ke abhAva meM samyak jJAna aura kriyA kA pracAra-prasAra nahIM kara pA rahA hai / * videzI pracArakoM aura rASTrIya kAryakartAoM ko dekhate haiM taba vicAra hotA hai ki anArya kahe jAne vAle loga deza, dharma va samAja ke liye gharabAra kA moha chor3akara jIvana arpaNa kara dete haiM, phira kyA kAraNa hai ki vItarAga saMskRti meM vaise kAryakartA Age nahIM aate| taruNa pIr3hI isa para gaharAI se vicAra kare, aura isa kArya meM Age baDhe, samAja meM aise kAryakartA sulabha hoM, yahI zubhecchA hai / kArya-kAraNa ( upAdAna - nimitta) pratyeka kArya kI niSpatti meM upAdAna aura nimitta, ye donoM hI kAraNa hote haiN| yaha nahIM samajhiye ki kabhI kisI kArya meM eka kAraNa se hI kArya siddhi huI hai| aisA na kabhI huA hai aura na kabhI hotA hai| jisa taraha maMthana karane vAlA matheraNA dadhi se makkhana nikAlatA hai, taba maMthana kriyA karate samaya kramazaH eka hAtha pIche rahatA hai to dUsarA hAtha Age / donoM hAthoM se kriyA calatI hai lekina eka hAtha Age aura dUsarA hAtha pIche calatA hai / isI taraha jJAna-prApti meM kabhI nimitta Age aura upAdAna pIche rahatA hai to kabhI upAdAna Age aura nimitta pIche rahatA hai| hamAre yahA~ jinazAsana meM anekAnta dRSTikoNa hai| isameM vyavahAra aura nizcaya hI mukhya hai| kabhI vyavahAra Age rahatA hai to nizcaya pIche aura kabhI nizcaya Age to vyavahAra pIche rahatA hai| gauNa evaM pradhAnatA se donoM ko lekara calanA hai / * kAraNa do prakAra ke hote haiM eka preraka aura dUsarA udaasiin| ghara meM ghar3I lagI huI hai aura usameM 8.30 baja gaye to vyAkhyAna meM jAne kA samaya ho gyaa| ghar3I vyAkhyAna ke samaya kI yAda dilAne meM kAraNa huii| eka ghara meM mAtAjI, pitAjI yA putra ne kahA- 'abhI taka taiyAra nahIM hue ho, mAlUma hai ki sAr3he ATha baja gaye haiN| jaldI karo / vyAkhyAna meM jAnA nahIM hai kyA ?' ghar3I evaM ghara vAloM meM antara yaha hai ki ghar3I TAima batAtI hai lekina preraNA nahIM karatI / ataH yaha udAsIna kAraNa banI, aura ghara ke sadasya preraka kAraNa bana gaye / * jo udAsIna kAraNa hotA hai, usako vastutaH na to pApa hI hotA hai aura na puNya hI / jaise par3hane ke lie pothI udAsIna kAraNa hai| pothI kyA jAne ki vaha jJAna meM sahAyaka nimitta kAraNa bana gaI hai| * mAna lIjie ki do bhAiyoM ke bIca meM jhagar3A ho gyaa| do makAna the, eka to galI meM thA aura dUsarA bAjAra meN| bAjAra vAle makAna para donoM bhAiyoM kI najara thii| lekina bar3A bhAI bAjAra vAle makAna ko apane kabje meM rakhanA cAhatA thA / galI vAlA dUsarA makAna usane choTe bhAI ko de diyaa| makAna ke nimitta se jhagar3A par3a gyaa| vaha makAna jhagar3e meM udAsIna kAraNa bnaa| yadi makAna bIca meM nahIM hotA to zAyada bhAiyoM ke bIca jhagar3A nahIM hotaa| vaha makAna acchI jagaha thA, isalie usakI acchI kImata A sakatI thii| acchA kirAyA A sakatA thaa| isalie donoM bhAiyoM kI najara usa para thii| eka kA mamatva bar3ha gayA, isalie dUsare ko bhI jhagar3A karane kA maukA mila gayA, korTa taka jAne kI naubata A gii| makAna ke nimitta jhagar3A huA, lekina
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 369 sajIva nahIM hone ke kAraNa makAna ko karma-baMdha nahIM huaa| yadi koI sajIva cIz2a jaise ghor3A, hAthI, gAya hai, usake lie jhagar3A ho jAe to kyA gAya ko bhI karma-baMdhana hogA? nhiiN| kyoMki vaha udAsIna hai| kisI ko | hAni-lAbha pahuMcAne meM vaha sakriya bhAga nahIM le rahI hai| usameM samajha nahIM hai| dUsarI tarapha eka par3ausI hai, vaha || kahatA hai ki kyoM ThaMDe par3a gaye ho? kyoM makAna hAtha se gaMvA rahe ho? mAlUma hotA hai kharca se Dara gye| isa || taraha anyAya ke samakSa daba jAoge to kamajorI dikhegI, isalie korTa meM dAvA dAyara karanA caahie| eka tarapha to jhagar3e kA kAraNa par3ausI banA, dUsarA kAraNa makAna bnaa| ina donoM meM kyA pharka hai? eka kAraNa to makAna hai, vaha udAsIna hai| vaha sahAyaka kAraNa avazya hai, para kisI ko bhI preraNA nahIM detaa| dUsarA kAraNa par3ausI hai, jo preraNA detA hai| isalie karmabaMdhana preraka ko huaa| yadyapi vaha lar3A nahIM hai, korTa meM phariyAda vaha nahIM kara rahA || hai| lar3ane kI kriyA kauna karatA hai? gRhasvAmI / lekina par3ausI preraka hai, isalie usako karmabaMdhana hogaa| namirAja ko jJAna kisase huA? cUr3I se| cUr3I jar3a hone ke kAraNa udAsIna kAraNa bnii| ataH kisI prakAra ke karmabaMdha kI bhAgIdAra nahIM bnii| yadi Apa kisI ke dharma-dhyAna ke nimitta bana jAe~, jIvana bhara dharma-preraNA dene kA saMkalpa kareM to Apako dharma-dalAlI milegI aura preraka hetu hone ke kAraNa Apa nizcita rUpa se puNya lAbha ke bhAgI bneNge| ApakA jIvana udAsIna kAraNa kI tarapha, zubha-azubha nimitta kI tarapha pratipala bar3hatA jA rahA hai| kisI bahina ke tana para acchA gahanA, kapar3A dekhakara mana meM durbhAvanA paidA ho jAe, mana meM kleza paidA ho jAe, Apake kapar3oM ke pahanAve veza-bhUSA, kharca Adi ko dekhakara dUsaroM ke mana meM rAga-dveSa utpanna ho jAye to Apane to usase kucha nahIM kahA tathApi Apa usakI pApavRtti meM nimitta bane, ApakA khAna-pAna, ApakA pahananA-or3hanA, makAna banAnA Adi sAre duniyA ke vyavahAra preraka bane, azubha nimitta ke lie| isalie Apa pApa ke bhAgIdAra bne| yadi Apa Atma-sukha ke preraka nimitta baneMge to lAbha ke bhAgIdAra bneNge| , eka bAra kRSNa ne socA-"maiM dharma kartA to nahIM bana sakatA, lekina maiM dharma-mArga kA preraka kyoM nahIM banUM? jo karatA hai usakA anumodaka kyoM nahIM baneM ?" jo loga tana se, mana se, vANI se dharma kI dalAlI karate haiM, khuda nahIM kara sakeM to bhI dUsaroM ko karane kI preraNA dete haiM, sAdhanA-mArga para Age bar3hane kI preraNA dete haiM, unako usakI dalAlI avazya milatI hai| kRSNa ne sahAyaka, preraka, anumodaka banakara ekAnta puNya kA khajAnA ikaTThA kiyA aura ve tIrthaMkara pada ke adhikArI bana gye| zrI kRSNa kA udAharaNa preraka nimitta kA udAharaNa hai| siddha bhagavAna karma kATane ke nimitta haiM aura sAdhujI bhI karma kATane ke nimitta haiN| donoM meM kyA antara hai? siddha nimitta bane akriya hokara aura santa nimitta bane sakriya hokara / sAdhu meM bhI hamArI AtmA ko tArane kI zakti hai tathA siddha paramAtmA pUrNa jJAnI, akriya evaM vItarAga haiM, ve akriya hokara bhI hamArI AtmA ko tArate haiM aura saMta sakriya hokara tArate haiN| akartA siddha paramAtmA se apanI antarAtmA kA tAra jor3akara apane antarmana ko usa prabhu meM lagAkara sAdhaka tira sakatA hai| donoM meM antara yaha hai ki akartA ko nimitta banAyA jAtA hai aura kartA nimitta banatA hai, kartA preraka upAdAna ko jAgRta karane kA kAma preraka nimitta acche DhaMga se kara pAtA hai| preraka nimitta ke dvArA mAnava mana ko eka preraNA milatI hai, halacala hotI hai, cetanA jAgRta hotI hai| cetanA jAgRta hotI hai to kucha karmoM kA AvaraNa
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________________ 370 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dUra hotA hai aura AvaraNa dUra hone se kSaya athavA upazama yA kSayopazama hokara mAnava apane Atma-guNoM kA vikAsa sAdha letA hai| kAla kA sadupayoga avikala rUpa se calane vAlA kAla yadi hAtha se nikala gayA aura bAda meM sAvadhAna bane to phira tumhAre vaza kI koI bAta nahIM rhegii| kyoMki kAla tuma se baMdhA nahIM hai, balki tuma kAla se baMdhe ho| Apako svayaM kAla ke sAtha calanA hai| kAla Apake sAtha kI apekSA kabhI nahIM kregaa| binA kisI ke sAtha kI apekSA kiye vaha to apanI gati se avikala rUpeNa calatA hI rhegaa| yadi Apa sajaga evaM apramatta nahIM rahe aura nirantara pravAhI kAla Apake hAtha se nikala gayA to avasara cUka jAne ke kAraNa Apako anta meM hAtha mala-malakara pachatAnA pdd'egaa| * samaya cAhe thor3A hI kyoM na ho, para yadi usakA upayoga karanA A jAye to thor3e samaya meM bhI sAdhaka use apane lie lAbhadAyaka banA apane lakSya kI prApti meM saphala ho sakatA hai| dharma kI sAdhanA meM pala-pala, kSaNa-kSaNa taka ke samaya kA sadupayoga karane vAle jAgarUka sAdhaka ke sambaMdha meM sUtrakAra ne kahA hai jA jA vaccai rayaNI, na sA pddinniytttti| dhammaM ca kuNamANassa, saphalA jaMti raaio|| arthAt bItI huI rAtriyA~ phira nahIM lauTatIM / aharniza dharma kI sAdhanA meM nirata rahane vAle vyakti kI rAtriyA~ hI vastutaH saphala hotI haiN| * kAla pratipala pravAhI hai| pratipala, pratikSaNa, pratidina kAla Age sarakatA jA rahA hai aura Apa pIche sarakate jA rahe haiN| kala ApakI jindagI ke jitane dina the, unameM se Aja ApakI jindagI kA eka dina kaTa gyaa| jIvana kA samaya sImita evaM svalpAtisvalpa hai aura jo svalpatama sImita samaya hai, usakA bhI bhAvI pratyeka kSaNa anizcita hai| kisI ko koI patA nahIM hai ki karAla kAla kaba Akara use apanA kavala banA legaa| saMsAra kI caurAsI lAkha jIva-yoniyoM meM kevala eka mAnava-yoni hI aisI yoni hai, jisameM kAla kA adhikAdhika sadupayoga kara sAdhaka sAdhanA dvArA yathepsita AtmakalyANa kara sakatA hai| jo udbuddha sAdhaka mAnava-jIvana evaM kAla ke isa mahattva ko jAnatA hai, vaha apane jIvana ke eka-eka zvAsocchvAsa evaM kAla ke eka-eka kSaNa ko anamola samajha kara Atma-kalyANa kI sAdhanA meM saMlagna rahatA hai| vaha apane carama lakSya ke sannikaTa zIghra hI pahu~ca sakatA hai| krodhanigraha * mere sAmane rAjasthAna kA rahane vAlA darjI-samAja kA eka AdamI AyA aura kahane lagA ki mujhe gussA bahuta car3hatA hai, maiM kyA karU~ ? maiMne kahA-jaba gussA car3he taba usa sthAna se thor3I dera ke liye alaga haTa jaao| isake bAda bhI gussA zAnta nahIM hotA hai to 10 minaTa taka kisI se bolo mata / isase bhI zAnta nahIM hotA hai to gussA Ane para prAyazcitta meM namaka, mircI khAnA chor3a do| isako vaza meM karane ke liye kar3A anuzAsana | rakhanA caahiye|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa garbhapAta santatinigraha aura parivAra niyojana ke nAma se sarakAra prabala Andolana kara rahI hai aura kaimpoM Adi kA Ayojana kara rahI hai / yaha saba bar3hatI huI janasaMkhyA ko rokane ke liye kiyA jA rahA hai| gAMdhIjI ke sAmane jaba yaha samasyA upasthita huI to unhoMne kRtrima upAyoM ko apanAne kA virodha kiyA thA aura saMyama ke pAlana para jora diyA thaa| unakI dUragAmI dRSTi ne samajha liyA thA ki kRtrima upAyoM se bhale hI kucha tAtkAlika lAbha ho jAya, parantu bhaviSya meM isake pariNAma atyanta vinAzakArI hoNge| isase durAcAra evaM asaMyama ko bar3hAvA milegA / sadAcAra kI bhAvanA evaM saMyama rakhane kI vRtti samApta ho jAyegI / I * kitane duHkha kI bAta hai ki jisa deza meM bhrUNahatyA yA garbhapAta ko ghoratama pApa mAnA jAtA thA, usI deza meM Aja garbhapAta ko vaidha rUpa dene ke prayatna ho rahe haiN| isI se anumAna lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki ahiMsA kI himAyata karatA huA bhI yaha deza kisa prakAra ghora hiMsA kI ora bar3hatA jA rahA hai| deza kI saMskRti aura sabhyatA kA nirdayatA ke sAtha hanana karanA vastuta: jaghanya aparAdha hai / (yaha pravacanAMza usa samaya kA hai jaba garbhapAta ko vaidha rUpa nahIM diyA gayA thA / ) # guNa dRSTi saMsAra meM antardRSTi janoM kI apekSA bahirdRSTi logoM kI bahulatA hai / bahirdRSTi loga Atmika vaibhava kI apekSA paudgalika vaibhava ko adhika mUlyavAna mAnate haiM aura usI kI ora unakA AkarSaNa hotA hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki vidvAnoM aura guNIjanoM kI apekSA dhaniyoM ko aura adhika Adara milatA hai aura unhIM kI tArIpha hotI hai / / vahI samAja ke netA samajhe jAte haiM aura jAti tathA samAja kI nakela unhIM ke hAtha meM rahatI hai / vidvAna aura guNI puruSa kA vaibhava yadyapi dhana kI apekSA adhika mUlyavAna hai aura usakA jIvanastara bhI prAyaH uccatara hotA hai, tathApi usakI prazaMsA kama hotI hai| isa kAraNa unakI ora AkarSaNa bhI kama hI hotA hai| agara dhanI kI tArIpha kI taraha guNiyoM aura vidvAnoM kI tArIpha yA mahimA barAbara hotI rahe aura sunane meM AtI rahe to ApakA mana kisa tarapha AkarSita hogA ? nissaMdeha Apake mana meM guNiyoM ke prati aura vidvAnoM ke prati AkarSaNa utpanna hogA / 371 * # guru * nirgrantha guru ke pAsa bhakta pahu~ca jAe to na guru usase kucha letA hai aura na use kucha detA hI hai| vaha to eka kAma karatA hai-ajJAna ke aMdhakAra ko haTAkara zaraNAgata ke jJAna cakSu kholatA hai| 'jJAnAMjana-zalAkA' ke mAdhyama prakAza karatA hai aura ajJAna kA jo cakra ghUmatA hai, usako dUra karatA 1 * deva kA avalambana parokSa rahatA hai aura guru kA avalambana pratyakSa / kadAcit hI koI bhAgyazAlI aise nararala saMsAra meM hoMge, jinheM deva ke rUpa meM aura guru ke rUpa meM arthAt donoM hI rUpoM meM eka hI ArAdhya milA ho / deva aura guru eka hI mileM, yaha caturtha Araka meM hI saMbhava hai| tIrthaMkara bhagavAn mahAvIra meM donoM rUpa vidyamAna the ve deva bhI the aura guru bhI the| lekina hamAre deva alaga haiM aura guru alg| hamAre lie deva pratyakSa nahIM haiM, parantu guru pratyakSa haiN| isalie yadi koI mAnava apanA hita cAhatA hai, to usa mAnava ko sadguru kI ArAdhanA karanI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 372 caahie| * guru ke aneka stara haiM, aneka darje haiM, jinako guru kahA jAtA hai, lekina ve sabhI tArane meM, mukta karane meM sakSama nahIM hote| AcArya kezI ne batalAyA hai ki AcArya tIna prakAra ke hote haiM-kalAcArya, zilpAcArya aura dharmAcArya / yadi koI vyakti kRtajJa svabhAva kA hai aura upakAra ko mAnane vAlA hai, to usako jisane do akssr| sikhAe haiM, usake prati bhI Adara bhAva rkhegaa| jisane thor3A sA khAne-kamAne lAyaka vyavasAya prArambha meM sikhAyA hai, usako bhI ImAnadAra kRtajJa vyakti bar3e sammAna se dekhegaa| isI prakAra jo zilpAcArya haiM aura unhoMne apane ziSyoM ko zilpa kI zikSA dI hai, unake prati bhI ziSyoM ko Adara bhAva rakhanA caahie| kintu kalAcArya aura zilpAcArya ko priya hai dhana / jo bhakta jitanI jyAdA bheMTa-pUjA apane guru ke caraNoM meM car3hAyegA usako kalAcArya aura zilpAcArya samajhegA ki yahI ziSya merA adhika sammAna karatA hai, lekina dharmAcArya kI najara meM usI ziSya kA sammAna hai, jisane apane jIvana ko U~cA uThAne ke lie sAdhanA kI hai| * sadguru hone kI prathama zarta yaha hai ki vaha svayaM nirdoSa mArga para cale aura anya prANiyoM ko bhI usa nirdoSa mArga | para calAve / sadguru kI isalie mahimA hai| manuSya jaisA puruSArtha karatA hai , vaisA bhAgya nirmANa kara letA hai| itanA jAnate hue bhI sAdhAraNa AdamI zubha mArga meM puruSArtha nahIM kara paataa| kAraNa ki jIvana-nirmANa kI kuMjI sadguru ke binA nahIM miltii| jina para sadguru kI kRpA hotI hai, unakA jIvana hI badala jAtA hai| Arya jambU ko bhara taruNAI meM sadguru kA yoga milA to unhoMne 99 karor3a kI sampadA, 8 sundara ramaNiyoM evaM mAtA-pitA ke dulAra ko chor3akara tyAgI banane kA saMkalpa kiyaa| rAga se tyAga kI ora bar3hakara unhoMne gurupUjA kara sahI rUpa upasthita kiyaa| ziSya ke jIvana meM guru hI sabase bar3e cikitsaka haiN| jIvana kI koI bhI antara samasyA AtI hai to usa samasyA ko hala karane kA kAma aura mana ke roga kA nivAraNa karane kA kAma guru karatA hai| kabhI kSobha A gayA, kabhI uttejanA A gaI, kabhI moha ne ghera liyA, kabhI ahaMkAra ne, kabhI lobha ne, kabhI mAna ne aura kabhI matsara ne Akara ghera liyA to inase bacane kA upAya guru hI batA sakatA hai| * nirgrantha, jinake pAsa vastuoM kI gA~Tha nahIM hotI- Avazyaka dharmopakaraNa ke atirikta jo kisI taraha kA saMgraha nahIM rakhate haiM, ve hI dharmaguru haiN| sAdhuoM ke pAsa gA~Tha ho to samajha lenA cAhie ki ye gurutA ke yogya nahIM haiN| . corI * gRhastha-jIvana meM jo bhI vyakti corI se vilaga rahatA hai, vaha sammAnIya mAnA jAtA hai| sar3aka para nAjAyaja kabjA, sarakArI yA dUsare vyakti kI bhUmi para avaidhAnika adhikAra Adi bhI corI kA hI rUpa hai| * vAstava meM mAnava samAja ke lie corI eka kalaMka hai| gRhastha ko saMsAra meM pratiSThA kA jIvana bitAnA hai aura paraloka banAnA hai to vaha corI se avazya bce| bhAratIya nIti meM corI cAhe pakar3I jAe yA nahIM pakar3I jAe, donoM hAlata meM nindanIya, azobhanIya aura daMDanIya kRtya hai| corI yA anIti kA paisA sukha-zAnti nahIM detaa| vaha kisI na kisI rUpa meM hAtha se nikala jAtA hai| kahAvata bhI hai ki corI kA dhana morI meN|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 373 // jala-rakSaNa * Ajakala ghara-ghara aura galI-galI meM nala ho jAne se pAnI kA vAstavika mUlya nahIM samajhA jaataa| kintu jaba kabhI kAraNavaza jala kendra se pAnI kA nissaraNa kama ho jAtA hai athavA bilkula hI nahIM hotA taba dekhie paise dene para bhI ghar3A bhara pAnI nahIM mila pAtA aura jAna musIbata meM phaMsI jAna par3atI hai| bhale hI pracura jala vAle pradeza meM kaThinAI pratIta nahIM hotI ho, taba bhI pyAsa kI sthiti meM jala kA mahattva AsAnI se samajhA jA sakatA hai| sonA-cA~dI aura vastrAbhUSaNa ke binA AdamI raha sakatA hai, para jala ke binA eka dina bhI nahIM raha sktaa| ataH sadagRhastha ko yaha dhyAna rakhanA cAhiye ki pAnI kI eka ba~da bhI vyartha nahIM jaae| pAnI ke amaryAdita upayoga se kIcar3a phailatA hai aura usameM macchara Adi aneka jantu utpanna hote haiN| manuSya yadi viveka se kAma le to vyartha kI hiMsA aura maleriyA Adi rogoM se anAyAsa hI baca sakatA hai| marubhUmi ke logoM ko mAlUma hai ki pAnI kA kyA mUlya hai| anachAnA pAnI nahIM pIne se kitane hI jIvoM kI hiMsA Tala jAtI hai| tRNabhakSI pazu bhI jaba oTha se phUMka kara pAnI pIte haiM, kutte, billI yA zera kI taraha ve jIbha se lapalapa kara nahIM pIte, taba manuSya ko to sAvadhAnI rakhanI hI caahiye| aisA karane se Arogya aura dharma donoM prakAra kA lAbha hai| jinavANI * jisa taraha megha kI varSA jamIna para acche DhaMga se par3a jAtI hai to bhUmi narama ho jAtI hai, kar3I nahIM rahatI aura par3ane vAlA bIja acchI phasala paidA kara sakatA hai| jagaha-jagaha choTe-moTe gaDDhe bhara jAte haiM, talAI kA rUpa le lete haiM aura jaMgala ke prANiyoM ko bhI pAnI sulabha ho jAtA hai| choTA-sA megha itanA kAma kara jAtA hai to bhagavAn kI vANI kI varSA pAkara Apa bhI komalatA, svacchatA, nirmalatA aura AtmaguNoM ko dhAraNa karake Age bar3hane kA prayatna kareMge to Apako isa loka evaM paraloka meM kalyANa va Ananda kI prApti ho skegii| jIvana kI daur3a * saMsAra ke prANI-bacce, bUr3he, javAna sabhI vijaya kI daur3a meM apanI zakti, apanI tAkata pUre joza ke sAtha lagAte haiN| saMsAra ke maidAna meM hamako vijaya mile, hama jIteM, hamArA nambara Age rahe, isI cintA meM dina-rAta daur3ate rahate haiN.| inameM se koI artha yAnI dhana ke lie daur3atA hai, koI parivAra ke lie daur3atA hai, koI vaibhava ke lie daur3atA hai, koI kursI ke lie daur3atA hai to koI sattA ke lie daur3atA hai| isa taraha isa ghur3a daur3a meM daur3ane vAle hajAroM-lAkhoM mAnava haiN| koI kAmayAba hotA hai yA bIca meM hI ravAnA hokara calA jAtA hai, isakA koI ThikAnA nahIM, kyoMki yaha deha anitya hai| Apa mAne yA na mAne, artha-lAlasA ke pIche hamAre jo bhAI-bahina daur3a lagA rahe haiM, isa vAstavika tathya ko ve maMjUra nahIM kreNge| unakI daur3a jArI rhegii| artha cAhane vAloM kI artha ke lie bhoga cAhane vAloM kI bhoga ke lie, pada cAhane vAloM kI pada ke lie bhUkha lagI rahegI, lekina unako patA nahIM hai ki saMsAra meM duHkha hI duHkha -
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________________ 374 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * kucha loga yaha AzA karate haiM ki hamako devatA bacA leMge, bhairojI bacA leMge, caNDI yA ambAjI bacA leNgii| jApa karake AzA kI jAtI hai ki deva zakti-bacA legii| bAta yaha hai ki samaya Ane para devoM ko aura indra ko bhI apanA siMhAsana chor3akara jAnA par3atA hai, to kyA ve Apa kA siMhAsana barAbara barakarAra rakha sakeMge? jIvana-nirmANa * bhava-mArga ke lie , saMsAra ke jIvoM ko janma-maraNa ke cakra meM gotA lagAne ke lie, choTe-bar3e kisI bhI prANI ko zikSA dene kI, samajhAne kI, aura jIvana ko Age bar3hAne hetu preraNA dene kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| eka choTA sA kIr3A jo gaTara meM paidA hotA hai, khAne-pIne kI vyavasthA vaha bhI kara letA hai| choTI sI darAra meM paidA hone vAlI cIMTI kahA~ se lAnA, kaise lAnA, padArtha kahA~ hai, mere anukUla kyA hai, pratikUla kyA hai, acchI taraha jAnatI hai, ina sArI bAtoM kI jAnakArI usako bhI hai| pakSI meM kahie, pazu meM kahie, deva meM kahie, dAnava meM kahie, AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA, parigraha saMjJA - ye cAroM prakAra kI saMjJAe~ saba meM haiN| apane jIvana ko calAnA, bAdhaka tattvoM se alaga rahanA, sAdhaka tattvoM kI ora juTa jAnA - isake liye kisI ko preraNA dene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| ekendriya kahalAne vAlA per3a bhI patthara kI caTTAna kI ora jar3a phailAne ke bajAya udhara jar3a phailAyegA jidhara jamIna meM komalatA hai, snigdhatA hai , ArdratA hai, gIlApana hai| isalie ekendriya jIva ko apanI jar3a kidhara phailAnI cAhie, kaise phailAnI cAhie vaha svayaM jAnatA hai koI zikSA dene nahIM aataa| isa prakAra jIvana calAne ke lie AhAra kahA~ se prApta hogA, jala kahA~ se prApta hogA, hamako kaise jIvana calAnA cAhiye, ye bAteM ekendriya se lekara paMcendriya taka sAre jIva jAnate haiN| jaise Apa vividha kalAe~ karate haiM, usI taraha jAnavara bhI karate haiN| ve bhI apanA jIvana calAne meM dakSa hote haiM, nipuNa hote haiN| sAmane vAle ko tejasvI dekhakara duma dabAkara bhAga jAte haiM aura yadi sAmane vAlA kamajora hai to eka kuttA bhI bacce ko dekhakara, gurrAkara, usake sAmane mu~ha kara do kadama Age bar3hakara usake hAtha se roTI chIna sakatA hai| yadi lAThI vAlA bar3A AdamI sAmane khar3A hai, usake hAtha meM lAThI hai to kuttA bhI jAnatA hai ki usake hAtha se roTI kaise lenA / vaha nIce leTegA, peTa dikhAyegA, jIbha lapalapAyegA aura roTI le legaa| Apa bhI yahI karate haiM / insapekTara ko dekhakara hAtha jor3ate haiM aura bhole bhAle AdamI ko dekhakara Apa bhI gurrAte haiN| yadi jIvana calAne ke liye, grAhaka paTAne ke lie, dukAnadArI jamAne ke lie, kisI ko zIzI meM utArane ke lie Apane yaha kiyA hai to kahanA cAhie ki jAnavaroM se Apa meM koI navInatA nahIM hai| * jaise jala ko Upara car3hAne ke lie nala kI apekSA hotI hai vaise hI jIvana kI dhArA ko UrdhvagAmI banAne ke lie satsaMga, zAstra-zravaNa aura zikSA kA sahArA apekSita hai| bhautikatA ke prabhAva meM jo loga jIvana ko unnata banAnA bhUla jAte haiM ve saMsAra meM kaSTAnubhava pAte haiM aura jIvana ko azAnta banA lete haiN| jainadharma * loga Aropa lagAte haiM ki jaina dharma vyakti kA svArtha sAdhatA hai, samAja-hita kI bAta nahIM khtaa| vaha vyakti meM svArthIpana kI bhAvanA jagAtA hai| vaha hara AdamI ko, apanI AtmA kA kalyANa karo, apanA jIvana banAo, yaha zikSA detA hai / jaina dharma samAja-hita kI bAta nahIM kahatA hai| lekina vastutaH aisA kahane vAle bhAiyoM meM isa sambandha kA sahI jJAna nahIM hai| ve vAstavika mUla rUpa ko nahIM samajha rahe haiN| bhagavAn mahAvIra kevala vyakti ke
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 375 vyaktigata jIvana ko U~cA uThAne kI bAta hI nahIM kaha rahe haiM, apitu sAtha meM vyakti kA apanA jIvana sudhArane ke sAtha vizva-kalyANa kA saMdeza bhI de rahe haiN| yahA~ thor3A sA pharka hai| vyakti apanA vyaktigata jIvana nirmala karatA huA dUsaroM ke jIvana ko nirmala banAtA hai| duniyA ke kaI dUsare mata, saMpradAya, pArTiyA~ yA rAjanItika Tukar3iyA~, jahA~ loka hita, jana upakAra karane ke mArga meM vyakti ke vyaktigata jIvana ko nirmala karanA bhulA dete haiM, vahA~ hamArI jaina paramparA kahatI hai ki pahale khuda kA khayAla rakho, aisA nahIM hogA to padadalita ho jaaoge| vizvakalyANa kI bAta karate jAo, kahIM aisA nahIM ho ki dUsaroM ke hita kI bAta karate hue ghara meM andherA hI rhe| mahAvIra kA kalyANa mArga kevala upadeza ke lie hI nahIM hai, lekina svayaM mahAvIra isa para cale haiN| pahale svayaM unhoMne apane jIvana ko banAyA aura phira saMsAra ko upadeza diyaa| saMsAra ko sudhArane ke liye unhoMne koI jAti nahIM pakar3I, koI prAnta nahIM pakar3A, koI deza nahIM pkdd'aa| unhoMne kisI paMtha yA sampradAya ke dAyare ko nahIM pkdd'aa| lekina unhoMne apanI Atma-zuddhi ke sAtha-sAtha sAre vizva ke prANiyoM ko upadeza diyaa| AryoM meM jo jaina kula meM janme the, pArzvanAtha kI paramparA meM cala rahe the unako to kalyANa ke mArga para calAyA hI, lekina jo anArya the unako bhI dharma ke mArga para lAkara Arya banAyA, dharmI banAyA, bAla ko paMDita banAyA , jisase unakA ihaloka aura paraloka sudhara gyaa| mahAvIra ne svayaM aisA kiyA hai aura hamako bhI isa taraha calane kA saMdeza diyA hai| usI rAste para calate hue hameM pavitra maMgala kArya kI ArAdhanA karate hue apane jIvana ko zuddha karake vyakti-dharma aura samAja-dharma donoM kA pAlana karanA hai| * jaina paramparA niyativAdI nahIM hai, karmavAdI nahIM hai, bhAgyavAdI nahIM hai| jaina paramparA bhagavaMtavAdI bhI nahIM hai| vaha AtmavAdI hai, puruSArthavAdI hai| isalie bhagavAn kahate haiM ki mAnava ! yadi tere ko karmoM ke baMdhana kATane haiM to apane Apa puruSArtha karatA jaa| yadi tU apane Apa jagakara calA to AvaraNa dUra ho jaaegaa| lekina jagakara | nahIM calA to AvaraNa dUra hone vAlA nahIM hai| * bhUla jAiye Apa isa bAta ko ki jaina dharma kA ThekA agravAloM, khaNDelavAloM, osavAloM, poravAloM athavA anya jaina kahI jAne vAlI jAtiyoM ne hI le rakhA hai| dharma kI sAdhanA meM vastutaH kula kA sambandha nahIM, mana kA sambandha hai| hA~, isa dRSTi se Apa bhAgyazAlI haiM ki jaina kula meM utpanna hue haiN| paramparAgata kulAcAra ke phalasvarUpa Apa sahaja hI aneka prakAra ke durvyasanoM se, aneka prakAra kI burI pravRttiyoM se baca gaye haiN| itane se hI yadi Apa loga nizcinta ho gaye aura cAritra meM Age kadama nahIM bar3hAyA to AtmakalyANa nahIM kara skeNge| - jJAna/ajJAna * ajJAna dazA meM sumArga yA sanmArga kI ora ruci nahIM hotii| taba Arambha, parigraha, viSaya, kaSAya Adi kI ora mana, vANI evaM kAyA kI jo pravRtti hotI hai athavA jo puruSArtha hotA hai, sArA kA sArA karmabaMdha kA kAraNa hotA ye jo bhautika padArtha dhana, dhAnya ityAdi haiM, inake kitane hI svAmI badala gye| phira Apa kaise kahate haiM ki ye mere haiN| yaha nagInA merA hai, yaha havelI merI hai, yaha baMgalA merA hai ityAdi / yaha jo merepana kI bAta hai yA jo bodha hai, usake bAre meM zAstroM meM kahA gayA hai ki ajJAna ke kAraNa prANI aisA samajha rahA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 376 * ajJAnI aura jJAnI ke jIvana meM bar3A antara hotA hai| bahuta bAra donoM kI bAhya kriyA eka sI dikhAI detI hai, phira bhI usake pariNAma meM bahuta adhika bhinnatA hotI hai| jJAnI kA jIvana prakAza lekara calatA hai jabaki ajJAnI andhakAra meM hI bhaTakatA hai| jJAnI kA lakSya sthira hotA hai, ajJAnI ke jIvana meM koI lakSya prathama to hotA hI nahIM, agara huA bhI to vicArapUrNa nahIM hotaa| usakA dhyeya aihika sukha prApta karane taka hI sImita hotA hai| phala yaha hotA hai ki ajJAnI jIva jo bhI sAdhanA karatA hai vaha UparI hotI hai, antaraMga ko sparza nahIM krtii| usase bhavabhramaNa aura bandhana kI vRddhi hotI hai, AtmA ke bandhana nahIM kttte| 'jJA' dhAt se jAnane artha meM 'jJAna' zabda kI siddhi hotI hai| usakA artha hotA hai-'jJAyate hitAhitaM dharmAdharmaH yena tad jJAnaM' arthAt jisake dvArA hitAhita yA dharmAdharma kA bodha hotA hai, jo kartavya-akartavya kA aura satya-asatya kA bodha karAtA hai, mokSa mArga kA bodha karAtA hai, usako jJAna kahate haiN| isakA matalaba yaha huA ki jJAna eka vaha sAdhana hai, jisake dvArA AtmA apanI zakti kA, satyAsatya ke bodha meM upayoga kara ske| satyAsatya kA bodha karane vAle guNa kA nAma jJAna hai| jJAna samyak bhI hotA hai aura mithyA bhI hotA hai| saMkSepa meM kahA jAye to padArthoM ke svarUpa kI yathArtha abhivyakti kA nAma samyak jJAna hai| mokSa mArga meM jisa prANI ko laganA hai, usake lie samyak jJAna kA honA paramAvazyaka hai| ajJAna aura kujJAna se haTakara samyak jJAna meM jaba prANI kA praveza hogA, taba samajhanA cAhie ki vaha mokSa-mArga kA pahalA pAyA yA pahalA caraNa prApta kara sakA hai| varNa-jJAna, bhASA-jJAna, kalA-jJAna, lekhana-jJAna, padArtha-jJAna, rasAyana-jJAna ityAdi bhinna-bhinna jJAna haiN| ye mAnava ko padArtha kA bodha karAne meM sahAyaka siddha hote haiM, lekina jaba taka samyak jJAna nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka ye sabhI laukika jJAna bhava-baMdhana ko kATane meM sahAyaka nahIM hote| aisA jJAna jisase bhava-baMdhana kI ber3I kATanA sambhava ho, kisI pustaka se, kisI kaoNleja se, kisI vizvavidyAlaya se prApta hone vAlA nahIM hai| jIva kA svabhAva jJAnasvarUpa hone para bhI jJAna taba taka prakaTa nahIM hotA, jaba taka usa para se AvaraNa dUra nahIM hotaa| rozanI denA sUrya kA svabhAva hotA hai| prakAza denA sUrya kA svabhAva hai, phira bhI yadi bAdala chAe hue haiM, dhuMdha chAI huI hai yA dhUla jamI huI hai taba taka sUrya kI rozanI nahIM milatI hai| isI taraha AtmA meM jo jJAna kA guNa hai, usako rokane vAlA karmAvaraNa hai| pahalA AvaraNa hai mithyAtva, dUsarA AvaraNa hai kaSAya tathA tIsarA AvaraNa hai jJAnAvaraNIya krm| ajJAna ke haTate hI jJAna prakaTa ho jAtA hai| samyak jJAna ko prApta karane ke lie moha karma, jJAnAvaraNIya karma aura antarAya karma kA kSayopazama jarUrI hogaa| kevala jJAnAvaraNIya karma kA kSayopazama ho jAe aura moha Adi kSaya nahIM ho to jJAna kA samyak honA sambhava nahIM hai| * jJAna kaise prApta hotA hai? mithyAtva aura ajJAna ke haTane se| mithyAtva aura ajJAna kI gAMTha kaise kaTegI? jJAna || hogA taba / isalie inakA paraspara sambaMdha hai| eka ko dUsare kI apekSA hai| zAstrakAra ne kahA hai: "nAdaMsaNissa naannN|" * jaba taka mAnava ke mana meM saccI zraddhA nahIM hogI, taba taka jJAna paidA nahIM hogA aura dUsarI tarapha jaba taka jJAna prApta na ho jAe, taba taka saccI zraddhA nahIM hogii| isa taraha ina donoM kA paraspara sambaMdha hai|| * mokSa kA pahalA sopAna, pahalI sIr3hI jJAna hai| jJAna kI prApti ho jAne para saMsAra se mamatA haTa jaayegii| dhana kI
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________________ 377 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa aura kuTumba kI mamatA kI ber3iyoM kA baMdhana DhIlA ho jaaegaa| isase vyAvahArika jIvana meM bhI pharka pdd'egaa| * cAhe choTI kriyA ho athavA bar3I kriyA, vastutaH jJAna aura viveka se usa kriyA kI camaka bar3hatI hai| jisa kriyA || meM jJAna aura viveka kA puTa nahIM hai, vaha kriyA camakahIna ho jAtI hai| 'nANaM sujhANaM caraNassa sohaa|' * uttama dhyAna vAlA 'jJAna' cAritra evaM tapa kI zobhA hai| jisake bhItara kI jJAna-cetanA jAgRta ho gaI, vaha AtmA binA sune, binA par3he bhI jJAna kA prakAza prApta karatI hai, jaise namirAja kI jJAna-cetanA cUr3iyoM kI jhaMkAra ko sunakara jAgRta ho gii| mRgAputra ne muniyoM ko dekhakara jJAna prApta kara liyaa| aise aneka udAharaNa zAstra va sAhitya meM upalabdha hote haiN| aisA bhI udAharaNa upalabdha hotA hai ki cora ko vadha-sthala para le jAte dekhA aura samudrapAla ko jJAna utpanna ho gyaa| yadyapi cora jJAna-prApti kA nimitta nahIM hai, lekina socane vAloM ne use apanI jJAna-cetanA ko jAgRta karane kA sAdhana bnaayaa| isakA tAtparya yaha huA ki jJAna apane anubhava se bhI prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai aura santa-samAgama evaM upadeza se bhI milAyA jAtA hai| Aja sarvasAdhAraNa ke lie saMta-samAgama kA sAdhana sulabha hai| adhikAMza logoM ko adhikAMza jJAna satsaMga ke sAdhana se hI upalabdha hotA hai| lekina anubhava jagAkara apane jJAna-bala se bhI bahuta se vyakti vastutattva kA bodha prApta kara sakate haiN| jisane jIva aura pudgala kA saccA jJAna prApta kara Atmatattva ko pahacAna liyA ho, jisakI buddhi paripakva ho aura usameM jJAna ke sAtha vairAgya ho to usako koI khatarA nahIM rhtaa| jaise dIpaka meM tela hai aura battI ThIka sthiti meM hai to havA ke sAdhAraNa choTe-moTe jhoMkoM se vaha dIpaka bujha nahIM sktaa| lekina yadi tela hI samApta ho gayA to vaha dIpaka sAdhAraNa-sA jhoMkA pAkara bhI bujha jaaegaa| isalie kyA gRhastha jIvana meM aura kyA tyAgI jIvana meM, yadi hama cAhate haiM ki jIvana kumArga aura kusaMgati meM par3akara galata rAste para nahIM lage, to zruta-jJAna kA jala adhika mAtrA meM DAlanA cAhie, tabhI khatare se bace rheNge| jJAna kA dharma yaha hai ki vaha mAnava jIvana meM eka vizeSa prakAra kA prakAza pradAna karatA hai| jJAna kevala vastuoM ko jAnanA mAtra hI nahIM hai| * jJAna, vastutaH mUla meM eka hai| usake pA~ca bheda apekSA se, vyavahAra se, kiye gaye haiN| kevala-jJAna kA prakAza Apa meM, hama meM maujUda hote hue bhI jaba taka puruSArtha kA jora nahIM lage aura karmoM kA pardA nahIM haTe, taba taka pragaTa nahIM hotaa| jaise cakamaka patthara meM Aga kI cinagArI hai lekina use ragar3A na jAe to vaha nahIM nikltii| dhUmrapAna karane vAle kisAna loga choTI-sI DibiyA rakhA karate haiM, eka nalI rakhA karate haiM, jisameM ve kapar3e kI battI rakhate haiN| jyoM hI baTana dabAyA pASANa meM gharSaNa hotA hai aura Aga laga jAtI hai| bIr3I jala jAtI hai aura bIr3I, sigareTa pIne vAloM kA kAma bana jAtA hai| kintu jaba taka vaha DibiyA pAkeTa meM baMda hai, vaha mahInA, do mahInA yA cAra mahInA vahIM par3I rahI to usameM cinagArI nahIM niklegii| jaise eka cakamaka kI peTI aura usa pASANa meM jyoti maujUda hai, para gharSaNa ke binA prakaTa nahIM hotI, ThIka usI taraha Apa meM, hama meM jJAna kI jyoti hai, lekina usa jyoti ko prakaTa karane ke lie gharSaNa Avazyaka hai| gharSaNa kisase? jJAna prakaTa karane ke lie jJAnI se gharSaNa ho to jJAna prakaTa hotA hai| ajJAnI se bAtacIta kara rahe hoMge to lar3AI hogI, jhagar3A hogA aura yadi samAja meM koI vyakti priya yA apriya bAta nikAlegA to bhI jhagar3A ho jaaegaa| kisI ajJAnI yA bure
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________________ ra78 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AdamI ke pAsa baiTheMge to yA to krodha jagegA yA moha jagegA yA kAma jgegaa| kisI kAmI ke pAsa baiThe yA kAminI ke pAsa baiThe to vahA~ krodha jagA, moha jagA, kAmanA jagI, lekina jJAna nahIM jgaa| yadi Apa apane bhItara jJAna kI jyoti jagAnA cAhate haiM to puruSArtha kiijie| * tattvoM ke vAstavika svarUpa ko samIcInatayA samajha lene kA nAma hI samyagjJAna hai| kamAne, khAne, pIne, pahanane, rAja karane, grAhaka paTAne ke jJAna kA nAma samyagjJAna nahIM hai| adhikAra prApta karanA, bigAr3anA, anukUla karanA, yaha saba samyagjJAna nahIM, yaha to vyAvahArika jJAna hai| sAMsArika vyavahAra meM vyavahAra-jJAna kA upayoga hotA hai| para samyagjJAna kA upayoga mokSa-mArga ke sAdhana ke rUpa meM hai| sva-para kalyANa ke lie jisa jJAna kI upayogitA hai, vaha samyak jJAna hai| * rAkha ke vipula-vizAla Dhera ke nIce dabe hue Upale ke madhya bhAga meM chipI cinagArI ke samAna nigoda ke jIvoM meM bhI jJAna sadA vidyamAna rahatA hai| jisa prakAra rAkha ke Dhera ke haTa jAne para kaMDe ke antaraMga bhAga meM chipI Aga kI cinagArI vAyu kA saMyoga pAkara sajaga ho jAtI hai| isI prakAra jJAnAvaraNa karma ke kSayopazama se AtmA kA dabA huA jJAna prakaTa hokara prakAza meM AtA hai| * jJAna ke samyaga-bala ke binA darzana kI zuddhi nahIM hotii| darzana se matalaba zraddhA-vizvAsa se hai| jJAna ke binA zraddhA kI pavitratA, nirmalatA meM vyavasthita rUpa nahIM aataa| * koI bhI jIva, koI bhI prANI cetanAzUnya aura jJAnazUnya nahIM hai| usameM bodha hai, cetanA hai, lekina usameM hitAhita kA khayAla nahIM hai, isalie hama use sAmAnya jJAna kheNge| vaha jarA ghaTa gayA to ajJAna kI sthiti meM calA jaayegaa| * jJAna vaha hai, jo hamAre baMdhana ko kATe / baMdhana ko banAne vAlA makar3I kA jJAna hai| makar3I ke bAre meM kahA jAtA hai ki dUsare jantu Akara usake aNDoM ko uThA na le jAe~ isalie unase bacane ke lie vaha apane irda-girda jAla bunakara dUsare prANiyoM ko Ane se rokane kI vyavasthA karatI hai| isa taraha makar3I apanA jAla phailAtI hai, surakSA ke lie, lekina vaha jAla ho jAtA hai makar3I ko ulajhAne ke lie| makar3I ne apane mu~ha se tA~tA nikAlA aura usameM ulajhakara baMdha gaI aura apane ko khatma kara gii| jJAniyoM ne kahA usakA jJAna mithyA hai| vaha ajJAnI hai, kyoMki usake jJAna ne usI ko phaMsA diyA, ulajhA diyA, bAhara nikalane kA rAstA nahIM rahA, isalie ulajhakara vaha mara gii| * isI taraha Apane apane jJAna ke bAre meM kabhI socA ki ApakI dazA kyA hai? naujavAna lar3ake ne socA ki eka hU~, aneka ho jaauuN| kalpanA uThI aura usane vivAha kara liyaa| eka se do huaa| do se tIna, cAra, pA~ca aura chaha huaa| vaha jaba eka thA taba Age kA lakSya taya karane meM AjAda thA, yAnI mukta thaa| jaba cAhA taba kahIM jA sakatA thA, jaba cAhA taba mahIne bhara ke lie bAhara raha sakatA thaa| zikSaNa ke lie vilAyata jA sakatA thaa| jaba cAhA taba ghUmane nikala sakatA thaa| isa taraha vaha AjAda thaa| usane socA ki eka se aneka ho jaauuN| usake mu~ha se tA~ta yA lAra kI taraha sneha kI tA~ta nikalI aura usane baMdhana svIkAra kiyaa| aba vaha bAhara Ane-jAne meM svAdhIna nhiiN| * jAla banAne vAlI makar3I meM jAla banAne kI tAkata hai, lekina jAla ko tor3ane kI kSamatA nahIM hai, kyoMki vaha ajJAnI hai| lekina mAnava meM donoM yogyatAe~ haiN| ajJAna ke vazIbhUta hokara mAnava jAla phailAtA hai| lekina
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 379 jAla ko kATakara bAhara nikalane ke lie use jJAna kA bala bar3hAnA hogaa| jaba jJAna hogA tabhI mAnava samajhegA ki "maiM kauna hU~ aura jAla ko kaise kATA jAtA hai?" * jJAna ho jAyegA taba vaha samajhegA ki AtmA jJAna aura darzana vAlI hai, vaha sarvathA apanI hai aura jo dhana, kuTumba, parivAra aura mitra Adi bAhya jagata kI jitanI cIjeM dikhatI haiM, ve saba saMyoga mAtra haiN| Apa apane tana para rahane vAle kurte ko bhI apanA kaba taka kahate ho? Apane usako pheMka diyA, nikAla diyA taba kyA kahoge? Apake sira para jaba taka bAla haiM, taba taka koI Apake bAla yA coTI ko pakar3akara khIMce to kyA karoge? Apa usase lar3oge aura kahoge ki are bhAI mere bAloM ko kyoM khIMcatA hai? tere bAla khIMce jAe to tujhe kaisA lagegA?' lekina Apane jaba unhIM bAloM ko kisI hajjAma se kaTavA diyA aura jaba hajjAma una bAloM ko nAle meM DAlatA hai taba Apane usase kabhI nahIM kahA ki mere bAloM ko kahA~ DAla rahA hai? bIsoM bAra Apane apanI jindagI meM ina bAloM ko kaTavAyA hogA, lekina ye bAla jaba taka Apake sira para haiM tabhI taka Apane samajhA ki ye mere haiN| Apake kapAla se jaba taka inakA saMyoga rahA taba taka Apane samajhA ki ye mere haiM saMyoga haTa gayA to Apake nahIM rhe| * samajha loge usa dina bhautika padArthoM meM ulajhane ke bajAya deva-guru kI bhakti meM lagate dera nahIM lgegii| Apako lagegA ki viveka merA baMdhu hai, jJAna merA putra hai aura sumati merI sakhI hai, sadbuddhi merI saccI ardhAMginI hai| merI sadA pAlana-rakSaNa karane vAlI priyA koI hai to vaha hai 'sumati' / merA baccA kauna hai? jnyaan| aura baMdhu hai, viveka / yadi yaha samajha meM A jAe, to saMsAra ke baMdhana meM makar3I ke jAla kI taraha ulajhane kI sthiti nahIM aaegii| Aja ke yuga kI yaha vizeSatA aura vicitra pravRtti hai ki manuSya bhUla karane para bhI apanI galatI ko mAnane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hotA, dUsaroM ke sAmane to haragija nhiiN| yahA~ taka ki bahuta se loga to doSa svIkAra karanA mAnasika durbalatA mAnate haiN| bhUla ko svIkAra na karanA hI Aja ke mAnava kA sabase bar3A durguNa hai, doSa hai| isa doSa ko, durguNa ko nikAlane kA, dUra karane kA amogha sAdhana hai--AdhyAtmika jJAna / jaba manuSya apanI AtmA kA jJAna karane kI ora unmukha hotA hai to vaha svayaM hI, binA kisI dabAva ke, apane doSoM ko svIkAra karatA hai aura unheM nikAla pheMkatA hai| yoM to AtmA kA guNa hone ke kAraNa jJAna eka hai tathApi kSayopazama ke bheda se jJAna ke bhI pA~ca bheda mAne gae haiM matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, manaHparyava jJAna aura kevalajJAna / kahane ko kevalajJAna pA~cavA~ jJAna hai, para jaba kevalajJAna prakaTa ho jAtA hai, taba pahale ke mati-zruta Adi cAroM jJAnoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| unakA astitva ThIka usI prakAra samApta ho jAtA hai jisa prakAra ki samudra meM mila jAne para nadiyoM kaa| jJAnI ko duHkha nahIM hotA hai jJAnI dhIraja nahIM khotA hai| ajJAna haTAkara jJAna dharo, svAdhyAya karo, svAdhyAya kro|| * jJAna jaba mana meM, apane sahI rUpa meM pragaTa ho jAtA hai taba AdamI paise ko sAdhAraNa cIz2a samajhakara calatA hai| vaha socatA hai ki paisA alaga cIz2a hai aura hamArA jJAna guNa alaga hai| paisA nAzavAna hai aura jJAna zAzvata hai| * cAhe koI kitanA hI bar3e se bar3A sampatti vAlA kyoM na ho, zarIra chUTane ke sAtha hI usakA araboM-kharaboM kA dhana yahIM dharA raha jAtA hai, para-bhava meM vaha kiMcitmAtra bhI sAtha nahIM cltaa| eka paisA bhI sAtha nahIM jAtA, saba yahIM
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________________ 380 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM raha jAtA hai| isI taraha eka AdamI sAmAyika karatA hai, rAtri-bhojana nahIM karane kA niyama le rakhA hai, zIlavrata kA khaMdha liyA hai ye niyama kaba taka raheMge? ye niyama bhI zarIra chUTane ke sAtha hI chUTa jAte haiN| deha chUTane ke sAtha dhana bhI chUTa gayA aura vrata-niyama bhI chUTa gye| kintu eka pharka hai, vaha yaha ki dhana chUTane ke sAtha hI dhana kA jo sukha thA, AnaMda thA, vaha sukha bhI yahIM chUTa gayA, para vrata-niyama ke pAlana se jo puNya-lAbha saMcita kiyA hai, vaha paraloka meM bhI sAtha clegaa| vrata to isI janma taka rahe, lekina vrata-pAlana kA lAbha, usase upArjita kiyA huA puNya paraloka meM bhI usake sAtha clegaa| vrata-niyamoM se usakI AtmA kI jo zakti bar3hI hai, vaha | paraloka meM bhI sAtha rhegii| jJAna aura darzana, ye isa janma kI do cIjeM aisI haiM jo agale janma meM bhI sAtha calatI hai| isa janma meM jJAna kI | acchI ArAdhanA kI, usameM mana ko acchI taraha se ramAyA, zAstroM ke paThana-pAThana meM mana ramA rahA aura Ayu pUrNa kara devagati meM gayA to devagati meM bhI usake jIvana meM vaha jJAna prakAza kregaa| usakI AtmA kI jyoti anya devoM kI apekSA adhika pradIpta hogii| isIlie kahA hai ki jJAna aura darzana isa janma meM bhI rahate haiM aura agale janma meM bhI sAtha rahate haiN| bhagavAna ne pharamAyA ki jJAna-prApti ke do upAya haiN| eka to yaha hai ki zAstroM ke jAnakAra jJAnI kA satsaMga mile, aura dUsarA zAstroM ke par3hane-par3hAne kA avasara mile aura sAtha hI sAtha zAstroM kI sulabhatA ho, tabhI jJAna prApta hogaa| eka AdamI vyAkhyAna sunane ke bAda ghara jAkara usa para cintana karatA hai to dhIre-dhIre usa jJAna kA abhyAsa hotA hai| dUsare AdamI ne vyAkhyAna se uThate hI pallA jhaTaka diyaa| socA, apana ne to mahArAja kA vyAkhyAna suna liyA, aba kAma-dhaMdhe para laganA hai, mahArAja ke jJAna se karanA kyA hai| jJAna ko samajhane kI yogyatA hote hue bhI use jJAna meM ruci nahIM, isalie vaha jJAna ko na to samajha sakatA hai aura na hI sIkha sakatA hai| * aisA kyA jAdU thA, kyA kAraNa thA, bhagavAn neminAtha aura bhagavAn mahAvIra ne aisI kauna-sI vANI kahI ki use eka bAra suna kara hI bar3e-bar3e rAjagharAnoM ke yuvaka, yuvatiyA~, vRddha, vRddhAe~, bAlaka tathA bar3e-bar3e gAthApati, koTipati anupama aizvarya, atula dhana-sampatti aura vipula bhoga-sAmagrI ko ThukarA kara kaMTakAkIrNa ati kaThora sAdhanA-patha para agrasara ho gaye ? jahA~ taka maiM samajha pAyA hU~, unako (zrotAoM ko) sahI jJAna ho gyaa| bhagavAn kI vANI ko suna kara unheM viSa aura amRta kA saccA jJAna ho gayA aura isI sahI jJAna ke phalasvarUpa unhoMne bhautika sampadA, aizvarya evaM bhogopabhoga kI sAmagrI ko viSa samajha kara ThukarA diyA aura saMyama ko amRta samajha kara aMgIkAra kara liyA, AtmasAt kara liyaa| * jJAna kI bhakti, vinaya evaM ArAdhanA karane se hamArI AtmA para ananta-ananta kAla se jamA ajJAna kA aMdherA dUra ho sakatA hai| * jJAna kA virodha karanA, jJAna ko chipAnA yA jJAnI ke upakAra ko nahIM mAnanA, jJAna meM bAdhA denA, jJAna aura jJAnI kI AsAtanA karanA, jJAna ke prati anAdara prakaTa karanA, jJAna kI makhaula ur3AnA-ye jJAna para AvaraNa ke pramukha kAraNa haiN| ina kAraNoM ko jaba koI jAna-bUjhakara athavA anajAna meM kAma legA to ajJAna kA jora bar3hegA aura jJAna para AvaraNa A jaayegaa| * vyAvahArika jJAna kI dalAlI ke pariNAma kabhI acche aura kabhI bure bhI ho sakate haiN| yaha dekhA gayA hai ki
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 381 vyAvahArika zikSaNa prApta karane vAle vyakti kabhI-kabhI apane sahayogiyoM kI sattA ko hilA dete aura ukhAr3a pheMkate haiN| unameM vyAvahArika jJAna ke sAtha-sAtha mahattvAkAMkSA bhI jAgRta ho jAtI hai| ve kisI ke anuzAsana meM, kisI kI adhInatA meM, kisI ke hAtha ke nIce rahanA bahuta kama pasanda karate haiN| isalie yadi koI bAta unake mana meM anukUla nahIM ho to cAhe unakI sahAyatA karane vAlA ho, cAhe prinsipala ho, zikSA maMtrI, vAisa-cAnsalara ho athavA koI bhI unakA bar3A upakArI sahAyaka ho, jisane unheM zikSaNa meM pUrA sahayoga diyA ho, chAtravRtti dI ho, una sabako ve ukhAr3a kara alaga kara dete haiN| isa prakAra vyAvahArika jJAna meM dI huI sahAyatA kabhI-kabhI sahAyaka ke lie ahitakara bhI ho sakatI hai| parantu samyagjJAna meM kabhI svayaM ke lie athavA dasare ke lie ahitakara mArga meM bar3hane jaisI sthiti nahIM hotii| isIlie use samyagjJAna kahA hai| yadi vItarAga kI vANI ko sunakara use koI grahaNa na kare to usakI AtmA meM bala nahIM AegA, usameM burAiyoM se jUjhane kI zakti nahIM hogii| aisI sthiti meM samajha lenA cAhie ki zrotA meM kucha mAnasika roga avaziSTa haiN| sunI huI bAta kA manana karane se Atmika bala bar3hatA hai| manana ke binA sunA huA jJAna sthira nahIM hotaa| . jaise ajJAnAvasthA meM zizu mala ke marma ko samajhe binA usameM ramate hue bhI glAni aura duHkha kA anubhava nahIM karatA aura vahI phira hoza hone para mala se dUra bhAgatA aura nAka-bhauM sikor3atA hai, vaise hI sadjJAna prApta nahIM hone taka AtmA abodha bAlaka kI taraha karma-mala lipta banA rahatA hai, kintu jyoMhI sadguru kI kRpA se sadjJAna kI prApti ho gayI, phira kSaNa bhara bhI vaha karma-mala ko apane pAsa nahIM rahane detaa| saMsAra ke sabhI padArtha manuSya ke lie anukUla yA pratikUla nimitta banakara kArya karate haiN| jo manuSya ajJAna meM soye hoM unake lie ye vastue~, adhaHpatana kA kAraNa bana jAtI haiN| para jinake hRdaya meM jJAna-dIpa kA prakAza phailA huA hai, unheM ye padArtha prabhAvita nahIM kara skte| jAgRta manuSya patana ke kAraNoM ko prabhAvahIna kara dete haiN| dravya, kSetra aura kAla kI taraha bhAva bhI mAnava ke bhAvoM ko jAgRta karane meM kAraNa banate haiM, kintu 'para' sambandhI bhAva meM jaisA apanA anukUla pratikUla bhAva milegA, usI ke anusAra pariNati hogii| jJAnavRddhi ke lie pravacana sunane vAle zrotAoM ko likhane kI Adata rakhanI caahie| isase manana kA avasara milegA aura kaI bAteM AsAnI se yAda rakhI jA skeNgii| Apako aneka satpuruSoM ke upadeza zravaNa kA avasara milatA hai aura usameM kaI bAteM to itanI asarakAraka hotI haiM ki jinake smaraNa se jIvana kI dizA badalI jA sakatI hai aura AtmA ko U~cA uThAyA jA sakatA hai, kintu lipibaddha nahIM hone se vaha thor3e samaya meM hI mastiSka se nikala jAtA hai| jJAna AtmA kA svabhAva hai| AtmA kitanI hI malina aura nikRSTa dazA ko kyoM na prApta ho jAe, usakA svabhAva mUlataH kabhI naSTa nahIM hotaa| jJAnAloka kI katipaya kiraNeM, cAhe ve dhUmila hI hoM, magara sadaiva AtmA meM vidyamAna rahatI haiN| nigoda jaisI nikRSTa sthiti meM bhI jIva meM cetanA kA aMza jAgRta rahatA hai| isa dRSTi se pratyeka AtmA jJAnavAna hI kahI jA sakatI hai, magara jaise atyalpa dhanavAna ko dhanI nahIM kahA jAtA, vipula dhana kA svAmI hI dhanI kahalAtA hai, isI prakAra pratyeka jIva ko jJAnI nahIM kaha skte| jisa AtmA meM jJAna kI viziSTa mAtrA jAgRta evaM sphUrta rahatI hai, vahI vAstava meM jJAnI kahalAtA hai| jJAna kI viziSTa mAtrA kA artha hai-vivekayukta jJAna honA, sva-para kA bheda samajhane kI yogyatA honA aura nirmala jJAna honaa| jisa jJAna meM kaSAyajanita malinatA na ho vahI vAstava meM viziSTa jJAna yA vijJAna kahalAtA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAdhAraNa jIva jaba kisI vastu ko dekhatA hai to apane rAga yA dveSa kI bhAvanA kA raMga usa para car3hA detA hai aura isa kAraNa use vastu kA zuddha jJAna nahIM hotaa| isI prakAra jisa jJAna para rAga-dveSa kA raMga car3hA rahatA hai, jo jJAna kaSAya kI malinatA kAraNa malina bana jAtA hai, use samIcIna jJAna nahIM kahA jA sakatA / 382 * samyagjJAna jinheM prApta hai, unakA dRSTikoNa sAmAnya janoM ke dRSTikoNa se kucha vilakSaNa hotA hai / sAdhAraNa jana jahA~ bAhya dRSTikoNa rakhate haiM, jJAniyoM kI dRSTi AMtarika hotI hai| hAni-lAbha ko AMkane aura mApane ke mApadaMDa bhI unake alaga hote haiM / sAdhAraNa loga vastu kA mUlya svArtha kI kasauTI para parakhate haiM, jJAnI use antaraMga dRSTi se alipta bhAva se dekhate haiM, isI kAraNa ve apane Apako karma-baMdha ke sthAna para bhI karma - nirjarA kA adhikArI banA lete haiN| ajJAnI ke lie jo Asrava kA nimitta hai, jJAnI ke lie vahI nirjarA kA nimitta bana jAtA hai AcArAMga meM kahA hai 1 'je AsavA te parisavA, je parisavA te AsavA / ' * saMsArI prANI jahA~ hAni dekhatA hai jJAnI vahA~ lAbha anubhava karatA hai| isa prakAra jJAna dRSTi vAle aura bAhya dRSTi vAle meM bahuta antara hai| bAhya dRSTi vAlA bhautika vastuoM meM Asakti dhAraNa karake malinatA prApta karatA hai, jabaki jJAnI nikhAlisa bhAva se vastusvarUpa ko jAnatA hai, ataeva malinatA use sparza nahIM kara pAtI / bahuta bAra jJAnI aura ajJAnI kI bAhya ceSTA eka-sI pratIta hotI hai, magara unake AMtarika pariNAmoM meM AkAza-pAtAla jitanA aMtara hotA hai| jJAnI jisa lokottara kalA kA adhikArI hai, vaha ajJAnI ke bhAgya meM kahA~ ? * jJAna ke jalAzaya meM DubakI lagAI jAye to hamArA tApa manda par3egA / krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha kI jvAlAe~ uTha rahI haiM, dila-dimAga ko parezAna kara rahI haiM unheM hama zAnta kara sakate haiM, yadi jJAna ke jalAzaya meM gotA lagAyA jaaye| dUsarA lAbha isase yaha hai ki hamAre mana kA maila dUra hogA, ajJAna dUra hogA, jJAna kI kucha upalabdhi hogI, jAnakArI hogii| tIsarA lAbha hai vItarAga vANI jJAna kA aMga hai to prANI kA jo tRSNA kA tUphAna hai, vaha tUphAna bhI jarA halakA hogA jisase mana meM jo azAnti hai, becainI hai, AkulatA hai vaha dUra hogii| isaliye hamArA prAthamika aura jarUrI kartavya hai hama prAtaHkAla zArIrika karmoM se nivRtta hokara jo lokottara karma hai- vItarAga kI bhakti kA, dharma-cintana kA, guru sevA kA, usakI bhI ArAdhanA karane meM tatpara rheN| vidyA kA sAra hai vAstava meM sahI nizcaya kA ho jaanaa| duniyA bhara ke pothe par3ha lenA, yaha vidyA kA sAra nahIM hai / acchA bola lenA, acchA likha lenA, yaha vidyA kA sAra nahIM hai| bolanA, likhanA, par3hanA, samajhanA aura samajhAnA yaha to eka prakAra kI kalA hai, akSara jJAna hai| lekina vAstavika jJAna vAstavika vidyA aura hI cIja hai| vAstavika vidyA to vahI hai, jisake dvArA mAnava apane svarUpa ko samajhatA hai, Atmonmukha hotA hai aura usako nizcaya ho jAtA hai ki saMsAra meM sAra kyA hai| * jisakA jJAna hI Dhaka gayA, jisake jJAna para pardA A gayA, jisakI samajha samApta ho gaI to vaha AdamI apane kisI kAma ko sundara DhaMga se nahIM kara sakatA hai / * akSara-jJAna meM paNDita bana jAne para bhI aura pI. eca. DI. kI DigrI hAsila kara lene para bhI koI jJAna pA gayA hai, yaha niyama nahIM hai| yadi vaha apanI AtmA kI zuddhi karegA, viSaya-kaSAyoM ko haTAegA, vItarAga vANI kA cintana karegA to jJAna paaegaa|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 383 jisa manana se apanI AtmA, apanI buddhi mokSa kI ora jAve, bandhana kATane kI ora jAve, use bolate haiM jJAna | jJAna kyA hai aura vijJAna kyA ? yaha zilpakalA, iMjIniyariMga, DaoNkTarI, vakAlAta Adi jitane prakAra ke zikSaNa haiM yaha saba vijJAna haiM, jJAna nahIM / mokSa meM dhI kA honA jJAna hai| apanI buddhi bandhana kATane meM lage, mokSa kI ora lage, vaha jJAna hai| saMsAra meM aise mAnava bahuta kama hoMge jinako krodha Ave hI nahIM / kaSAya AyegA, lekina jo jJAna vAle haiM unameM aura binA jJAna vAloM meM pharka itanA hI hai ki jJAna vAle kaSAya ko rahane nahIM deMge / * # jJAna evaM vairAgya * jJAna evaM vairAgya kI zikSA se pApI bhI sudhara sakate haiN| sudharmA ke dvitIya paTTadhara jambU evaM unake ziSya prabhava kA jIvana isameM sAkSI hai | taruNAI meM indriya nigraha atiduSkara kahA gayA hai| jambU ke vairAgya evaM jJAna kA asara coranAyaka prabhava para par3A / 500 coroM ke sAtha usane bhI vrata lenA cAhA / jambU ne bar3I prasannatA se usako sAtha liyA aura guru caraNoM meM pahu~ca kara dIkSita ho gaye / 44 varSoM taka jambUsvAmI ne zAsana dipAyA, phira nirvANa pdhaare| inake pada para prabhava virAje, kahA~ coroM kA netA aura kahA~ zramaNasaMgha kA nAyaka ! jIvana badala gayA / isIlie kahA hai- 'ghRNA pApa se ho, pApI se kabhI nahIM lavaleza / ' * gagana se barasa kara megha jaise bhUmi kI garmI zAnta karatA aura galiyoM kI gaMdagI ko dho detA hai, vaise hI hameM jJAnavarSA se kaSAyoM kI jalana ko zAnta karanA aura vikAroM ke maila ko dho DAlanA hai / # jJAna-pipAsA pratIta hotA hai ki usa yuga ke mAnava, cAhe ve amIra hoM athavA garIba, sabhI apanA jIvana mAtra khAne-kamAne meM hI vyartha nahIM gaMvAte the, balki ve dharma kA mUlya bhI samajhate the| apane jIvana ko kaise sArthaka kiyA jAe, isa bAta kI jijJAsA bhI unake mana meM rahatI thii| yahI kAraNa hai ki subAhu kumAra prApta bhoga - sAmagrI se unmukha | hokara prabhu sevA meM pahu~cA / yadi koI anya vyakti vahA~ jAtA to saMbhava hai Apa socate ki bhagavAn mahAvIra se kucha pAne kI AzA se jA rahA hai| koI vyavasAyI jise vyavasAya meM abhI kucha milA nahIM hai, vaha saMtoM ke pAsa | isalie bhI jA sakatA hai ki saMta yadi ThaMDI najara se usakI ora dekha leM to use lAbha ho sakatA hai / koI vyakti videza jA rahA hai to vaha saMtoM ke pAsa isa nimitta bhI AegA ki mahArAja kA AzIrvAda milane se usakI yAtrA saphala ho sakatI hai| Apa aisI kalpanA na kareM ki subAhu bhI aisA hI thaa| subAhu rAjagharAne meM utpanna eka rAjakumAra thA, use kisI bhI vastu kA abhAva nahIM thaa| vaha mAtra jJAna kI pipAsA lekara prabhu zaraNa meM pahu~cA thA / kI * * duniyA meM bar3e se bar3e loga, cAhe dhanI hoM athavA adhikArI varga yA zAsaka varga ke, sabhI viSaya-vAsanA ke pIche daur3a rahe haiN| lekina isake viparIta prabhu mahAvIra indriya bhoga ko chor3a Aye haiM, hajAroM zramaNa apane viSaya kaSAyoM ko chor3akara inake pIche cala rahe haiN| dekheM unako isameM kyA AnaMda A rahA hai? unakI jIvana caryA kyA hai ? isa jijJAsA ko lekara subAhu pahu~cA bhagavAn kI caraNa- sevA meM / yaha jijJAsA mAtra subAhu kI nahIM, sabakI ho sakatI hai|
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________________ 384 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * jJAna kahA~ se zuru honA cAhie? ghara se ravAnA hue yaha soca kara ki maMdira jAnA hai, upAsare jAnA hai yA satsaMga meM jAnA hai| tabhI se Apake mana meM, dharma kI, jJAna kI bAta paidA hotI hai| vahIM se zAnta hokara calanA caahie| yadi rAste meM vyasana kI cIz2a kA istemAla kiyA to mana aura mastiSka para pavitra vAtAvaraNa kA asara nahIM pdd'egaa| lekina Aja ApakA jJAna itanA maMda ho calA hai ki usase vAtAvaraNa ko pavitra rakhane kI preraNA hI nahIM miltii| Aja AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki sunI huI bAta ko vicAra aura ciMtana se dimAga meM rakhane ke lie vAtAvaraNa paidA kiyA jaae| jJAna paMcamI * jJAnapacaMmI apane parva zrutajJAna ke abhyudaya aura vikAsa kI preraNA dene ke liye hai| Aja ke dina zruta ke | abhyAsa, pracAra aura prasAra kA saMkalpa karanA caahie| dravya aura bhAva donoM prakAra se zruta kI rakSA karane kA prayatna karanA caahie| Aja jJAna ke prati jo Adara vRtti manda par3I huI hai, use jAgRta karanA cAhie aura dravya se jJAna-dAna karanA caahie| aisA karane se ihaloka-paraloka meM AtmA ko apUrva jyoti prApta hogI aura zAsana evaM samAja kA abhyudaya hogaa| kisI grantha, zAstra yA pothI kI savArI nikAla denA sAmAjika pradarzana hai, isase kevala mAnasika saMtoSa prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| asalI lAbha to jJAna-pracAra se hogaa| jJAnapaMcamI ke dina zruta kI pUjA kara lenA, jJAna-maMdiroM ke paTa khola kara pustakoM kA pradarzana kara denA aura phira varSa bhara ke lie unheM tAle meM baMda kara denA zrutabhakti nahIM hai| jJAnI mahApuruSoM ne jisa mahAn uddezya ko sAmane rakhakara zruta kA nirmANa kiyA, usa uddezya ko smaraNa karake usakI pUrti karanA hamArA karttavya aura uttaradAyitva hai| tapa * jisake dvArA saMcita karma, antara ke vikAra tapakara-jalakara Atma-pradezoM se pRthak ho, usa kriyA kA nAma tapa hai| * tapa kI parIkSA kyA? tana to muAyA-sA lage, para mana harSita ho utthe| zarIra se aisA lage ki zarIra tapa rahA hai, para mana harSa se praphullita ho utthe| * AtmA ko pUrNataH vizuddha banAne ke liye bAhya tapa ke sAtha-sAtha aMtaraMga tapa bhI Avazyaka hai| bAhara kA tapa isaliye kiyA jAtA hai ki jo hamArA antara viSaya-kaSAyoM kI uttejanAoM se Andolita hai, udvelita hai, hamAre andara moha, mamatA aura mithyAtva kA prAcurya hai, prAbalya hai, vaha kama ho, usakI uttejanA zAnta ho, usakA prAbalya, usakA prAcurya ghaTe evaM isa taraha use ghaTAte hue antatogatvA Antarika tapa se una vikAroM ko pUrNataH samApta karanA hai, unheM pUrNataH naSTa kara AtmA ke vizuddha svarUpa ko prakaTa karanA hai| mAna lIjiye ki eka bhAI ne tIna dina ke lie khAnA banda karake tele kI tapasyA kara lI, lekina usane Asrava ko nahIM rokaa| eka ghar3I ke lie satsaMga meM AyA, usake bAda ghara calA gayA, bAjAra yA dukAna ghUmatA rhaa| bAjAra meM jhUTha bolane kA maukA AyA, U~cA-nIcA dene kA kAraNa bana gayA, kisI ke sAtha jhagar3A huaa| tele ke tapa meM bhI usakA pApa kitanA rukA yaha vicAra karanA caahie| * yadi kisI ne upavAsa kiyA, belA, telA kiyA hai, lekina usakA hiMsA kA kAma banda nahIM huA, jhUTha bolanA
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 385 banda nahIM huA, adattAdAna banda nahIM huA, kisI se majAka kara lI to kuzIla kA tyAga dUSita ho gyaa| isa prakAra tapa meM bhI doSa kA tyAga na karanA ucita nhiiN| eka AdamI upavAsa, pauSadha nahIM kara rahA hai, lekina usane upavAsa pauSadha karane vAloM kI sevA kii| sabake Asana bichAtA hai, sthAna pU~jatA hai, dayA karane vAloM kI thAlI sApha karatA hai, to yaha bhI eka taraha kA tapa hai| ATha madoM meM tapasyA kA mada bhI eka mada mAnA gayA hai| jAti-mada, kula-mada, bala-mada, rUpa-mada, dhana-mada, jJAna-mada, aizvarya-mada Adi madoM ke sAtha yaha bhI eka mada ginA gayA hai| kabhI agara jJAna kA aura tapa kA bhI mada yAnI ahaMkAra A jAve to vaha bhI karmoM ke bandha ko tor3ane ke sthAna para unake bandha ko aura pragAr3ha banAne kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| tapa aura tApa meM bheda smjheN| ajJAna bhAva meM vikArI vRttiyoM ke vaza meM hokara tana ko aura mana ko tapAyA jAtA hai, vaha tApa hai| isameM vyakti apane zarIra se bhI kaSTa sahatA hai evaM dUsare logoM ko bhI kaSTa detA hai| usake antara meM kAma, krodha kI vRttiyA~ sulaga rahI haiN| apane kisI bAhya duzmana ko mAranA hai,amuka vyakti kA kAma bigAr3anA hai, amuka se badalA lenA hai, usako nukasAna pahuMcAnA hai, isa prakAra kI bhAvanA se prerita hokara agara kisI vyakti ne tapa kiyA, japa kiyA, upavAsa, belA yA telA Adi kiyA to vaha tapa nahIM tApa hai, kyoMki usake bhItara meM bhI tApa hai, mana meM bhI tApa hai aura bAhara tana meM bhI tApa hai| * krodha ke vaza, lobha ke vaza, moha ke vaza aura apane svArtha ke vaza jo zArIrika kaSTa sahA jAtA hai, jo mana kI vRttiyoM para eka prakAra kA "mAnApamAne samaH" jaisA avasara AtA hai, vaha sArA zArIrika kaSTa hai| binA jJAna ke khuda kaSTa meM pahu~canA aura dUsaroM ko kaSTa denA, dharma ke nAma para, tapa ke nAma para tApa hai| isake viparIta svArtha ko dUra kara, jJAnabhAva ko jagAkara, apanI vRttiyoM ko vaza meM karanA evaM zArIrika kaSTa sahate hue bhI mana meM ullAsa ke bhAva rakhanA aura krodha, mAna, mAyA, viSaya, kaSAya kI vRttiyoM ko DhIlI paTakanA, isa prakAra kA jo kAyA-kaSTa (kAyakleza) hotA hai, vaha tapa hai| kaSTa sahane vAle to ananta jIva haiM aura tApa sahane vAle asaMkhyAta / parantu tapa karane vAle kevala saMkhyAta haiN| * koI yaha kahate haiM ki jainiyoM kI tapasyA meM belA-telA-aThAI Adi tapa se zarIra kI hiMsA hotI hai, kyoMki inase zarIra kSINa hotA hai| kintu aisA satya nahIM hai| yaha hiMsA isaliye nahIM huI ki zarIra kA jo svAmI hai, vaha tapasyA se prasanna hai| tapasyA karane vAlI mAtAe~-bahaneM sUtra-zravaNa, svAdhyAya aura prabhu-smaraNa meM apane ko lagAtI huI tapa ke dinoM meM bAhya zRMgAroM kA varjana kreN| vividha prakAra ke bhar3akIle vastrAlaMkAra, meMhadI, pArTiyoM ke ADambara tapa ke sAtha jo lagA liye haiM, unheM chodd'eN| ye sArI bAteM tapasyA kI zakti aura isakI zobhA ko kama karane vAlI haiN| ye bahaneM tapa karake apanI tapasyA ke samaya ko aura usakI zakti ko meMhadiyA~ lagavAne meM, badana ko sajAne meM, alaMkAroM se sajjita karane meM vyartha hI gaMvAtI haiN| meMhadI kyA raMga lAegI tapa ke raMga ke sAmane? raMga to the | tapasyAe~ jyAdA laayeNgii| tapasyA ke sAtha agara bhajana kiyA, prabhu-smaraNa kiyA, svAdhyAya kiyA, ciMtana-manana | kiyA, to yahI raMga sabase U~cA raMga hai| * hamArI tapasyA kA rUpa to yaha hai ki tapa meM agara kisI dUsare ke kAma meM bAdhA pahu~catI dikhe to jora-jora se | bolakara zAstroM evaM dharma-granthoM kA svAdhyAya karanA bhI niSiddha hai| kahA~ to yaha vidhi-vidhAna hai aura kahA~ tapa |
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________________ 386 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM karake rAta-rAta bhara jora-jora se gAne aura saMgIta kiye jAte haiN| ar3osa-par3osa ke logoM kI isase nidrA bhaMga hotI hai| to yaha tapasyA kA bhUSaNa nahIM, dUSaNa huaa| hamAre bhajana, prabhu-smaraNa Adi AtmA kI zAMti ke liye kiye jAte haiM, dUsare kI zAMti athavA vizva kI kalyANa-kAmanA ke liye kiye jAte haiN| isameM bhI ucca svara manA hai-jApa meM bhI manA hai| tapasyA ke nAma para tIna baje uTha kara gIta gAyA jAve to yaha galata hai| phira isameM bhI Apa prabhu smaraNa yA sImandhara prabhu ko yAda nahIM kreNgii| balki sAre kuTumba ke nAmoM kI phaharista pddh'eNgii| dAdA, paradAdA, beTe pote, bhAI, bhatIjoM ke nAma kI mAlA jpeNgii| yaha japa, yaha nAma-uccAraNa karma-nirjarA kA sAdhana nhiiN| yaha tapa meM vikRti hai, tapa kA vikAra * vikRtiyoM aura vikAroM se bacakara, zRMgAra kA varjana karake mAtAe~-bahineM tIna bAteM -smaraNa, svAdhyAya aura smRti ko lekara tapa meM Age bar3hegI to yaha tapa unakI Atma-samAdhi kA kAraNa banegA, zAnti aura kalyANa kA hetu banegA, dUsaroM kI aura vizva kI zAnti evaM kalyANa kA kAraNa bnegaa| ise parva dinoM kA hI nahIM, pratidina kA aMga banAe~, kyoMki sAmAyika ke kartavya meM yaha bhI eka kartavya hai| pratyeka jaina bandhu apane jIvana meM yadi prArambha se hI rasa-parityAga athavA dravya-tyAga kI tapasyA ko apanA le, to vaha svastha bhI rahegA aura use isa tapazcaryA kA bhI lAbha prApta hogaa| isa taraha rasa-parityAga tapa sabhI dRSTiyoM se lAbhaprada hai, ata: pratyeka bhAI ko cAhiye ki vaha pratidina chaha rasoM meM se kama se kama eka rasa kA bhI tyAga kare to yaha bhI eka tapasyA hogii| * bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA ki tapa karo, lekina isa loka kI kAmanA ke vaza hokara nhiiN| paraloka meM svarga kA siMhAsana mile isalie bhI tapasyA nahIM krnaa| duniyA meM tArIpha ho isalie bhI nahIM karanA / hajAroM loga mujhe dhanyavAda deMge aura tapasyA kI chavi acchI hogI, jalasA acchA hogA, isa bhAvanA se koI tapasyA karatA hai to vaha sAdhaka apanI tapasyA kI kImata ghaTA detA hai| * tapasyA aura dhyAna meM pahalI bAta yaha hai ki mana aura mastiSka halkA honA caahie| kala mastiSka bhArI thA aura Aja halkA hai to samajhanA cAhie ki Apako tapa kA lAbha milA hai| yaha isa bAta kI parIkSA hai ki dharma kA AcaraNa huA yA nhiiN| yaha tharmAmITara kI taraha eka mApaka yaMtra ke samAna hai| hamAre mastiSka meM halkApana AyA, prasannatA huI hai, pramoda AyA hai to samajhanA cAhie ki dharma kA svarUpa AyA hai| tapa ke bheda * tapa ke do prakAra haiN| eka kA asara zarIra para par3atA hai aura dUsare kA asara mana para par3atA hai| jisakA asara zarIra para par3e usako kahate haiM bAhya tapa aura jisakA asara mana para par3e vaha hai Antarika tapa / / * zArIrika aura Abhyantara-ye donoM prakAra ke tapa sAtha-sAtha hone cAhiye / kevala eka kI sAdhanA se vAMchita phala nahIM milane vAlA hai| udAharaNa ke rUpa meM lIjiye - eka bhAI ne upavAsa kiyA, to yaha usa bhAI kA zArIrika tapa ho gyaa| isa zArIrika tapa ke sAtha-sAtha use svAdhyAya, dhyAna, prabhusmaraNa aura bAraha bhAvanAoM ke cintana-manana ke rUpa meM Abhyantara tapa bhI anivAryarUpeNa karanA caahiye| para vyAkhyAna samApta hone para yaha dekha kara ki mahArAja cale gaye, vaha bhAI bistara phailA kara so jAya, to use isa prakAra ke ekAMgI zArIrika tapa se
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 387 vAstavika lAbha nahIM hogaa| * zArIrika tapa se jisa prakAra tana kA roga naSTa hotA hai, usI prakAra Abhyantara tapa se AtmA kA karma-maila yA mana | ke vikAra naSTa hote haiN| - tapa meM pradarzana * tapa kI kriyA Atma-guNa ko jagAne ke lie hai| para Atma-guNa ko jagAne ke prasaMga para bhI bar3hiyA se bar3hiyA veza nikAle jA rahe haiN| Aja bAIjI pacakkhANa karane jA rahI haiM, to naye-naye AbhUSaNa, hIre kI cUr3iyA~ nikAlI jA rahI haiN| * Aja ke samaya meM isako dharma-prabhAvanA samajhA jA rahA hai| vastutaH ise dharma-prabhAvanA samajhanA bilkula galata hai| Aja to yadi maiM yaha kahU~ ki yaha prabhAvanA nahIM, balki aprabhAvanA hai to bhI anucita nahIM hogaa| Aja jisa samaya hajAroM-lAkhoM logoM ko bhara peTa roTI muzkila se mile aura itanI kamarator3a mahaMgAI meM logoM kA jIvana nirvAha muzkila se ho, usa samaya hamArI mAtAe~, bahineM dharma-prabhAvanA ke lie hajAroM logoM meM pradarzana karatI huI bAjAra se nikaleM to logoM kI najaroM meM zItalatA paidA kareMgI yA Aga? logoM ke mana meM pyAra paidA kareMgI yA khAra? tapasyA kI sAdhanA ke prasaMga meM isa taraha kA pradarzana karanA, bheda-bhAva ko bar3hAne vAlA hogA yA Atma-bhAva ko jagAne vAlA? nayA baDhiyA besa nikAlA, gokharu, dastabaMda, bhujabaMda, hathaphUla, karNaphUla, jar3AU bhArI hAra aura anyAnya prakAra ke alaMkAra dhAraNa kara paccakkhANa ke liye ADambara ke sAtha vyAkhyAna meM jAve, to yaha tapasyA meM eka prakAra kA vikAra hai| Apa jo pradarzana meM, dikhAveM meM kharcA karate haiM, vahI yadi kamajora bhAI-bahinoM kI sahAyatArtha kharca kareM to adhika acchA rhegaa| jinake khAne kI vyavasthA nahIM hai, aise logoM kI vyathA dUra kI jAe to lAbha kA kAraNa hai| Apane tapasyA kI hai, isalie Apako bhUkha kI vyathA kA kaSTa mAlUma hai| tapasyA vAle ko anubhava hai ki do dina kA bhUkhA kisa taraha kaSTa meM samaya gujAratA hai| yadi koI bhAI-bahina unake kaSTa nivAraNArtha isa taraha dravya kA vitaraNa kara dAna kareM to vizeSa prabhAvanA kA kAraNa ho sakatA hai| eka jamAnA thA jaba varaghor3A yA julUsa Avazyaka samajhe jAte the, isase prabhAvanA hotI thI, lekina Aja usakA aura rUpa honA caahie| bAje-gAje ke badale saMgIta maMDalI yA samAja ke bhAI-bahanoM ke sAtha maMgala gIta gAte bhI nikala sakate haiN| sAdharmiyoM kI sevA meM thor3I bhI zakti laga sake to samajhA jAyegA ki tapasyA karane | vAlI bAiyoM ne saccI prabhAvanA kara apanI tapasyA saphala banA lI hai| hajAroM rupaye baiMDa vagairaha meM, jImanavAra meM kharca hote haiN| ve udhara se bacAkara samAja-sevA meM lagAyeM jAeM to usa | dhana kA ati sundara sadupayoga ho sakatA hai| * hamArI tapasyA amIra garIba saba ke lie samAna ho| tRSNA * Aja khAne ko hai kala na rahA to. / Aja svastha haiM kala bImAra par3a gaye to / isI prakAra hara bAta ke lie 'to'
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________________ 388 _ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM kA zaMkAspada prazna mana meM uThatA rahatA hai aura manuSya isI zaMkA ke cakkara meM par3akara hara kSaNa azAnta evaM duHkhI banA rahatA hai| * bar3e-bar3e mahAjana lobha ke vazIbhUta hokara saba kucha barbAda kara lete haiM aura pIr3hiyoM kI kamAI huI atula dhanarAzi lobha kI vedI para bheMTa car3hA kara phakIra ho jAte haiN| tyAga * mana se kiyA gayA tyAga hI saccA tyAga hai| mana to cAhatA hai ki tyAga nahIM karU~ lekina vastu upalabdha nahIM hai, isalie tyAga kara rahA hai to saccA tyAga nahIM hai - 'na se cAI tti vuccaI / ' jo paratantratA ke kAraNa tyAga karatA hai to usako tyAga kA pUrA lAbha nahIM miltaa| icchApUrvaka eka navakArasI bhI kare to vaha apanI karma-sthiti meM lAkha varSa kI kamI karake duHkhoM ko TAla detA hai| * tyAga ke sAtha jJAna kA bala hI sAdhaka ko U~cA uThA sakatA hai| jaise sukSetra meM par3A huA bIja, jala saMyoga se aMkurita hokara phalita hotA hai aura binA jala ke sUkha jAtA hai, vaise hI tyAga aura jJAna bhI binA mile saphala nahIM hote| jisa sAdhaka meM peya, apeya, bhakSya, abhakSya aura jIva-ajIva kA jJAna na ho vaha sAdhaka uttama sAdhaka nahIM hotaa| * saba kucha bhautika sukha vahI chor3a sakatA hai jisane dRzyamAna bhautika jagat kI nazvaratA ko, kSaNabhaMguratA ko samajha kara eka na eka dina, dera-sabera meM chUTa jAne vAlI vastuoM ko svataH calAkara chor3ane ke mahattva ko, Ananda ko acchI taraha samajha liyA hai| * yaha sadA yAda rakhiye ki saMsAra kI jitanI bhautika sAdhana-sAmagrI hai, vaha saba vinazvara hai| isa vItarAga-vANI ko Apa kabhI na bhUleM- "sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, savve sNjoglkkhnnaa|" * Atma guNa ke atirikta zeSa saba bhautika bhoga-sAmagrI, saba vastue~, saba padArtha Apa se alaga ho jAne vAle haiM, kyoMki ve Apake nahIM haiN| unakA Apase alaga honA sunizcita hI hai,aisA samajhakara Apa unake prati mamatva bhAva kA tyAga kreN| tyAga-tapa * jisako Apa naphA mAnate haiM, vaha kabhI nukasAna kA kAraNa bhI bana sakatA hai| eka bhAI madrAsa meM athavA dakSiNa meM kahIM dukAna kara rahA hai| udhara loga bahuta U~cI dara para byAja lete dete haiN| usa bhAI ne isake viparIta apanI byAja sImA sImita kara bahuta thor3I byAja kI dara para rakama dene kA kucha varSoM pUrva niyama le liyaa| isa prakAra kA niyama lene se prAraMbha meM to use bar3I kaThinAI huii| pA~ca rupayA aura chaH rupayA taka kA byAja udhara calatA hai| (aba aisA nahIM hai|) aba yadi koI pA~ca-cha: rupayA prati saikar3A kI dara ke sthAna para DeDha-do rupayA prati saikar3A kI dara se byAja lenA Arambha kare to prArambha meM to use Arthika hAni dikhAI degI hii| abhI kucha dinoM pahale vaha bhAI AyA aura kahane lagA-"mahArAja ! Apase jo niyama maiMne liyA,vaha mere liye bar3A hI lAbhakArI rhaa| Aja vaha niyama nahIM hotA to byAja ke paise to caugune ho jAte para parezAnI itanI hotI ki ArAma se khAnA harAma ho jaataa| vAstava meM tyAga kA niyama mere liye vyavahAra meM bhI lAbhadAyaka
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 389 rhaa|" guru mahArAja ! aisA koI tapa batAo, jisase lar3akA ho jaay| agara lar3akA ho jAve to maiM eka aThAI kara luuNgii| yaha to huI bAI kI bAta / bhAI sAhaba kisI mAmale meM kisI mukadame me phaMse haiN| mukadame meM varSa gujara gye| aba cAhate haiM, yaha jaldI nipaTa jAve unake pakSa meM / isake liye ve telA kara lete haiN| abhI kucha varSa pahale kI bAta hai| eka aisA hI bhakta-bhAI thaa| usakA korTa meM kaI barasoM se koI mAmalA cala rahA thaa| usane telA kiyaa| aba mana meM usake kyA thA, vahI jAna sakatA hai| hameM to patA nhiiN| para bAda meM tele kA pAraNA karake mere pAsa aayaa| bolane lagA-"mahArAja ! yaha to isa tele kA prabhAva hai ki mere mukadamA jo barasoM se cala rahA thA,Aja mere haka meM ho gayA aura turata-phurata ho gyaa| mujhe to pA~ca miniTa bhI khar3A nahIM rahanA par3A vahA~ / jAte hI kAma pUrNa ho gayA mahArAja ! mahArAja, Apako bhI dhanyavAda hai| tapasyA se merI to siddhi ho gii| merA barasoM kA aTakA huA kAma siddha ho gyaa| lekina prabhu mahAvIra ne kahA ki yaha tapa nahIM hai| isa taraha kA tapa karanA niSiddha hai| yaha to ThIka hai ki usa eka bhAI kA saMyoga se aMtarAya kA TUTanA thA, karma avazeSa nahIM the| isaliye usakA kAma ho gyaa| para agara telA karane para bhI usakA kAma nahIM banatA to? tele kI tapasyA para se usakI zraddhA ghaTatI ki bar3ha jAtI? tele kI tapasyA kI kadra ghaTatI ki bar3hatI? vaise tapasyA ke sAmane aise-vaise lAbha milane asambhava to kataI nahIM haiN| pratiSThA ke arthI ko laukika pratiSThA mila sakatI hai, artha ke arthI ko artha lAbha bhI ho sakatA hai, svAsthya ke arthI ko svAsthya lAbha bhI ho sakatA hai, isameM koI zaMkA nhiiN| ye saba kucha nizcaya hI mileNge| para agara tuma isa tapa ko, ina sAMsArika paudgalika jar3a padArthoM kI prApti hetu dA~va para lagA doge aura kala ko jarA kahIM Apake tapa meM kamI rahI yA anya koI kAraNa ho gayA aura Apako usameM saphalatA nahIM milI to? phira usa tapa para se ApakI AsthA haTa jaaegii| kaha doge,mahArAja maiMne to samajhA thA ki aisA karane se aisA ho jAegA, para kucha bhI nahIM huaa| ataH prabhu ne spaSTataH isa taraha kI kAmanA ko lekara | saMkalpapUrvaka tapa karane ke liye niSedha kara diyaa| prabhu ne kahA hai ki e mAnava ! tapa kA mahAn lAbha hai| yaha ananta sukha dene vAlA hai| ye bhautika sAMsArika jar3a sukha isake sAmane kucha bhI nahIM haiN| isaliye apane usa tapa ke itane mahAn lAbha ko bAjI para mata lgaao| dAMva para mata lgaao| nIlAmI para mata cddh'aao| Apa jAnate haiM ki jisa vastu ko nIlAmI para lagAyA jAtA hai usa vastu ke bhAva, usakI kImata kama ho jAtI hai| kabhI Apako paise kI AvazyakatA par3e, taba Apa dukAna yA kisI makAna ko nIlAmI para car3hAo to kyA usakI vAstavika kImata milegI? nahIM milegii| yaha bAta Apa bhI jAnate haiN| isaliye bhagavAn ne pahalI bAta kahI-isa loka ke liye, yAnI isa loka ke paudgalika sukhoM kI cAha ke liye, jo azAzvata haiM, tapa mata kro| aura agara karate ho to use dharma-tapa mata smjho| isase kama se kama tumhArI AsthA to zuddha rhegii| * cakravartI apanI rAjya sattA kI sAdhanA ke liye samaya-samaya para teraha tele karate haiN| lekina teraha tele karate hue bhI ve tapasviyoM meM, vratadhArI zrAvakoM meM, sakAma nirjarA karane vAloM meM sthAna nahIM pAte haiN| tele ke 13-13 bAra tapa karane ke uparAnta bhI cakravartI ko avirata-samyagdRSTi hI mAnA gayA hai, virata nahIM mAnA gayA hai| kucha samaya pahale kI bAta hai| hama eka jagaha Thahare hue the| vahA~ kisI bAI ne mAsakhamaNa kiyaa| pAraNe ke dina |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bAI ke makAna kI chata para pIle-pIle raMga kI bU~de pdd'iiN| phira to kyA pUchiye Apa / parivAra vAloM ne aura gA~va vAloM taka ne milakara kahanA zuru kiyA ki ajI sAhaba ! isakI to tapasyA ke pAraNe meM kesara kI barasAta ho gii| loga-bAga bhAge-bhAge hamAre pAsa bhI aae| kahane lage - " ajI mahArAja ! uNa re to ghara meM garama pAnI ke thAla meM pagaliyA maMDiyor3A hai| Apa padhAro, dekho / " 390 ise dekhane ko sArA gA~va umar3a pdd'aa| maiMne kahA - " bhAI ! jarA samajha se kAma lo| agara sacamuca devatA ko camatkAra batAnA hI thA to camatkAra batAne kI aura bahuta-sI bar3I-bar3I bAte thIM / devatA tapasvI kI tapasyA para prasanna huA hai aura use camatkAra hI batAnA cAhatA hai to kyA use ye choTe-choTe kesara ke choTe hI mile ? kI bhaMvare yA pataMge bITa kare, aisI choTI-choTI TapakiyA~ hI milIM, jo usane vahA~ DAla diiN| isake bajAya usane muTThI bhara-bhara kara kesara kI bharapUra barasAta hI kyoM nahIM kara dii| kesara kI hI barasAta karanI thI to sUkhI kesara kI muTThI bhara-bhara kara krtaa| agara usako sUkhI na milI to gIlI kI hI kara detA / * tapasvI ko, Apa ko aura hamako itanA socanA hai ki camatkAroM ke cakkara meM par3akara tapasyA ke phala ko hameM luTAnA nahIM hai, tapasyA kI haMsI nahIM karAnI hai| * tapasyA kI atula zakti hai, acintya zakti hai / vaha mAnava ke mana ko badala sakatI hai / para tapasyA ke pIche mana meM zAnti ho, yaha Avazyaka hai| # daheja-prathA * dayAlu jaina kula meM janma grahaNa karane vAle bhAI-bahana Dore aura bIMTI ke liye, TIke aura daheja ke liye bolate aura Agraha karate hue zarmAte nahIM / isa daheja prathA ke kAraNa hI aneka gharoM meM paccIsa-paccIsa varSa kI kuMArI kanyAe~ mileNgii| Apa svayaM hI socie ki yaha ApakI kaisI dayA hai ? hama kIr3e-makaur3oM kI to dayA pAlane kI bAta kareM aura dUsarI ora manuSya jaise paMcendriya prANI ke prANoM ke sAtha isa taraha kI khilavAr3a kareM / yaha kaisA acambhA hai ? eka-eka zAdI meM lAkhoM lagAne vAle loga, jinake pAsa isa prakAra kI vipula dhana rAzi hai, apane baccoM kI kImata lagAkara kaheM ki mere bacce kA usI ghara meM sambandha ho sakegA, jo mere bacce kI dhana-rAzi se kadra karegA athavA use dhana-rAzi se tolegA, to yaha mAnavIya dRSTikoNa se kahA~ taka ucita hai ? * hamAre navayuvaka bhAI sudhAra kI bar3I bAteM karate haiM / isa taraha kI bAteM karane vAle to kyA navayuvaka aura kyA anya bahuta mileMge, para ina bAtoM para amala karane vAle kitane haiM ? adhikAMza navayuvaka ina daheja, TIke Adi kI kuprathAoM ko naSTa karane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kara leM to saphalatA asaMbhava nahIM / * bAhara kI hiMsA ko rokane ke liye bhI AvAja uThAnA nitAnta Avazyaka hai| isake liye bhI kArya karanA aura AvAja uThAnA caahiye| adhikArI loga jinhoMne samAja ke netRtva ko saMbhAla rakhA hai, ve loga apane ghara se usakA zubhAraMbha kreN| ve pratijJA kara leM ki ve apane bacce-bacciyoM ke liye bIMTI, DorA yA daheja Adi kucha bhI na to leMge aura na deMge hii| isake liye bar3oM ko kamara kasakara Age AnA hogA / * daheja samAja ke lie kalaMka hai / suyogya evaM saMskArita kanyAoM ko dhanAbhAva meM suyogya vara nahIM mila rahe haiN| dhana yadi kama milatA hai to vadhuoM ko kosA jAtA hai / atyadhika pIr3Ae~ pahu~cAne para kaI putra-vadhuoM kI jIvanalIlAe~ samApta hone kI ghaTanAe~ sunane meM AtI haiM, jisase dila dahala jAtA hai / ahiMsaka samAja meM aise
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________________ 391 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa ghRNita pariNAma kSobhajanaka haiN| samAja ko isa ora dhyAna dene kI jarUrata hai| yadi samAja kucha pratijJAoM meM Abaddha hokara cale to bahuta kucha sudhAra ho sakatA hai , jaise1. daheja kI na koI mAMga karanI aura na hI kisI se krvaanii| 2. daheja kA kisI bhI prakAra kA koI pradarzana nahIM krnaa| 3. daheja kama milane para koI AlocanA athavA carcA nahIM karanI / dayA * hama jaise dravya dayA karate haiM vaise hI bhAva-dayA karake kisI ke jIvana ko pavitra banA sakate haiN| * Apa kisI para dayA kareM to aisI kareM ki jisase usakA rAga-roSa miTa jAve aura karmabaMdhana kA kAraNa nahIM bane, yaha bhAvanA Ave to usake lie mizanariyoM kI taraha kAma hAtha meM lenA pdd'egaa| jJAniyoM kA kathana hai ki dayAdevI ke prasAda se hI zAnti kI prApti ho sakatI hai| usI kI ArAdhanA karo / usakI ArAdhanA kisa prakAra hotI hai ? kisI ko trAsa na do, kisI ko satAo mata, apane naukara ke prati bhI kaThora vyavahAra mata kro| par3osiyoM se jhagar3A na karo aura unakI sukha-suvidhA kA khayAla rkho| bhUkhe aura asahAya jIvoM ko abhaya do| para kalyANa kI bhAvanA rkho| hRdaya meM kutsita vicAroM kA praveza na hone do| isa vidhi se dayAdevI kI ArAdhanA karoge to usase tumhArI AtmA kA rakSaNa hogaa| tumheM isI bhava meM zAnti prApta hogI aura Age sadgati kA lAbha hogaa| dAna * yaha parigraha jAne vAlA hai, Aja nahIM to kala svataH sunizcitarUpeNa jaaegaa| svayaM jAya isase pahale hI isako chor3a deM to isameM balihArI hai| lekina Apa kahoge ki svayaM jAya usakI paravAha nahIM hai, hama Age hokara isako kaise chor3eM? para yaha to samajho ki Apa jo anna khAte ho, kyA usakA visarjana nahIM karate? kyA isake lie Apase kisI ko kahane kI jarUrata par3atI hai? yaha sunizcita hai ki jisa prakAra anna grahaNa kiyA jAtA hai usI prakAra samaya para zarIra ke mala kA visarjana bhI honA caahie| yadi mala visarjana nahIM hogA to hamArI tandurustI ko khatarA hai| yadi jamA raha gayA to DAkTara ko davA dekara yA enimA lagAkara nikAlanA hogaa| isI prakAra jisa dina jJAna ho jAe ki parigraha-pudgala chor3ane yogya haiM, jisa taraha se hama unakA saMgraha karate haiM, usI prakAra unakA niSkAsana yA visarjana bhI honA caahie| visarjana kI nAr3I bhI sApha rahanI caahie| yadi visarjana kI nAr3I bigar3a gayI to svAsthya bigar3a jaaegaa| yaha jJAna ho gayA to Apa svayaM visarjana ke lie taiyAra ho jaaoge| dhana para mamatA kI pakar3a, mamatA kI gAMTha DhIlI hogI, tabhI dAna kI bhAvanA jagegI, dAna diyA jA skegaa| kaI loga "asatIjanapoSaNa" meM thor3A-sA pheraphAra karake "asaMjatIjanapoSaNa" kara dete haiM aura kahate haiM ki saMyamI janoM arthAt sAdhuoM ke atirikta kisI bhI bhUkhe ko roTI denA pApa hai| magara yaha vyAkhyA pramAda yA pakSapAta se prerita hai| yaha sAmpradAyika Agraha kA pariNAma hai| isa prakAra kI vyAkhyA karane se dayA, anukampA aura
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________________ __namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 392 karuNA bhI pApa ho jaaegii| yaha artha dayA-dAna pradhAna jaina-paramparA se viparIta hai| * bhUkhe kutte ko yA anya pIr3ita jIvoM ko anna Adi denA anukampA kI preraNA hai| kSudhA, pipAsA, azAnti aura Arti miTAne meM jo anukampA kI bhAvanA hotI hai, vaha puNya hai| use karmAdAna meM sammilita nahIM samajhanA caahie| karmAdAnoM kA sambandha viziSTa pApakarmoM ke sAtha hai| * Apa hajAroM rupayoM kA dAna karate haiN| garIboM ke pAsa kucha jyAdA calA gayA to kyA burA hai, lekina Apako yaha bAta bardAzta nahIM hotii| Apa cAheMge ki usako ATha Ane kama diye jaayeN| yaha bhI eka taraha kA pApa hai aura isalie lagatA hai ki ApameM parigraha buddhi hai, paise para mamatA hai| * kaI bAra avasara AtA hai ki eka bhAI 50 hajAra rupayoM taka kA dAna dene ko taiyAra hai| usakA Agraha hotA hai ki cAhe lAkha rupaye kA dAna le lo, lekina usa para nAma usakA honA caahie| lene vAloM ne kahA ki aisA to nahIM ho skegaa| 'yadi aisA nahIM hogA to phira mere 5 hajAra rupaye TIpa meM likha lo|' yaha hai dene vAloM kI maansiktaa| * yadi tujhe kisI ko dAna denA hai to jo daridra hai, tere se kamajora hai, garIba hai, sAdhanahIna hai, usako de| jo pahale se hI sAdhana-sampanna hai, jisake paise kA hisAba taiyAra karane ke liye cAra AdamI baiThate haiM usako dene se kyA lAbha? * dAna kI yaha vizeSatA hai ki vaha sva aura para donoM kA kalyANa karatA hai| dAna dene kI pravRtti tabhI jAgRta hogI | jaba mAnava ke mana meM apane svatva kI, apane adhikAra kI vastu para se mamatA httegii| mamatva haTane para jaba usake antara meM sAmane vAle ke prati pramoda bar3hegA, prIti bar3hegI aura use vizvAsa hogA ki isa kArya meM merI sampadA kA upayoga karanA lAbhakArI hai, kalyANakArI hai, tabhI vaha apanI sampadA kA dAna kara skegaa| dAna kI pravRtti meM jo apane dravya kA dAna karatA hai, vaha kevala isa bhAvanA se hI dAna nahIM karatA ki usase usako adhika lAbha hogA, balki usake sAtha yaha bhAvanA bhI hai ki yaha parigraha duHkhadAyI hai, isase jitanA adhika sneha rakhuMgA, moha rakhUgA, yaha utanA hI adhika klezavardhaka tathA Arta evaM raudra-dhyAna kA kAraNa bnegaa| * gRhastha yadi zIlavAn nahIM hai to usake jIvana kI zobhA nhiiN| jisa prakAra zIlavAna honA gRhastha jIvana kA eka Avazyaka aMga hai, usI taraha apanI saMcita saMpadA meM se ucita kSetra meM dAna denA, apanI saMpadA kA vinimaya karanA aura parigraha kA satpAtra meM vyaya karanA, yaha bhI gRhastha-jIvana kA eka pramukha aMga, sundara bhUSaNa aura mukhya kartavya hai| * agara hara vyakti tapa-tyAga ke sAtha zubha kAryoM meM apane dravya kA sahI vitaraNa karatA rahe to " eka-eka kaNa karate-karate maNa" isa ukti ke anusAra paryApta dhana-rAzi bana jAtI hai| ApakA anna dAna, jala dAna, vastra dAna, dravya dAna Adi sAre ke sAre dAna khUTane vAle haiM, lekina muniyoM kA dAna akhUTa (akSaya) hotA hai| muniyoM ke lie kahA hai ki saMsAra se thor3A dravya dAna lo aura bhAvadAna do| * sAdhu jJAna dAna detA hai, cAritra dAna detA hai| jo bhAI vyasana karane ke AdI haiM, unako upadeza dekara vyasanoM kA nivAraNa karAtA hai| zikSA dekara sadA-sadA ke lie durvyasana chur3Akara duHkha se mukta karAtA hai, kleza se mukta karAtA hai| ghara meM jahA~ vigraha yA kaSAya hotA hai, bhAiyoM meM, parivAra ke bIca meM jhagar3A hotA hai to sAdhu unako
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 393 upadeza dekara bhAI-bhAI kA khAra miTAkara pyAra karAtA hai| usakA yaha dAna kabhI nahIM khuuttegaa| aisA dAna denA | Apa sIkha jAoge to isa dAna ke Age ApakA dravyadAna hajAravA~ yA karor3avA~ bhAga bhI nahIM hai| . kahIM paisA nahIM hone para kAma aTakA haA hai, kahIM para preraNA nahIM hone se kAma aTakA hai. to kahIM matabheda hone | se kAma aTakA hai| logoM meM bhAvanA ho aura soceM ki dharma-rakSA bhI hamArA kartavya hai, to samAja kA rakSaNa ho sakatA hai| kSetroM ko saMbhAlane aura unameM pracAra karane ke liye samaya-dAna aura dravya-dAna donoM Avazyaka haiN| vicAra-dAna se bhI bahuta sA kAma hala ho sakatA hai| eka AdamI dhana kamAtA to hai lekina visarjana nahIM karatA, tyAgatA nahIM hai to usakA Atmika jIvana svastha nahIM rhegaa| ata: gRhastha ke liye dAna denA jarUrI hai / jaise haDDI kA bhAga nakha dvArA bAhara nikalatA hai, keza Ane banda ho jAyeM, A~khoM meM gIr3a AnA banda ho jAya, nAka se malavA nikalanA banda ho jAya, kAna meM TheThI nahIM Ave, mala aura mUtra AnA banda ho jAya to Apa sukhI nahIM raha skeNge| isI taraha yadi prApta dravya kA tyAga nahIM kareMge, kisI ko pAnI yA roTI nahIM deMge, dAna nahIM kareMge aura jo Ave so tijorI meM bharate jAyeMge to isa rAste para calane vAle AdamI sukhI nahIM rheNge| * hajAra milAne vAlA AdamI hajAra ke anupAta se tyAge, lAkha milAne vAlA AdamI lAkha ke anupAta se tyAge aura karor3a milAne vAlA karor3a ke anupAta se tyaage| yadi isa taraha se dravya kA ucita mArga se tyAga hogA to samAja meM ahiMsA tathA jJAna, darzana, cAritra ke pracAra-prasAra ke jo kSetra haiM, sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke upakAra ke kSetra haiM, aura bhI kaI naye kSetra haiM, saba vyavasthita cleNge| paise vAle bhAI socate haiM ki paise kI jarUrata hai to hamAre pAsa mA~gane ke liye AyeMge, taba deNge| hamAre pAsa Akara arja karo, cAra AdamiyoM ke bIca meM mAMgoM to thor3A ehasAna karate hue deNge| are bhAI ! dene kA yaha | tarIkA nahIM hai| * hara AdamI ko mukta hAtha se, khule dila se zubha khAte meM, jJAna, darzana, cAritra, jIva-dayA, sAdharmI-bandhu Adi jo uttama kSetra haiM, jahA~ diyA huA dravya bahuta hI lAbha kA kAraNa ho sakatA hai, dAna denA caahie| * samAja meM kisI ke pAsa kapar3A pahanane ke lie nahIM hai to kapar3e kI vyavasthA kara dI, kisI ke pAsa rahane ke liye makAna nahIM hai to usake liye makAna kI vyavasthA kara dI, kisI ke lie davA kI vyavasthA kara dI, kisI ke lie pothI kI vyavasthA kara dI, yaha sArA kA sArA dravya dAna hai| dIkSA dIkSA AtmA ko paramAtmA banAne kA sAdhana hai| AtmA hI paramAtmA hai, yaha jainadarzana kI mAnyatA hai| AtmA para rAga, dveSa evaM moha kA AvaraNa AyA huA hai| isI AvaraNa ke kAraNa AtmA kA asalI svarUpa dikhAI nahIM detA, dIkSA isa AvaraNa ko haTAne kA sAdhana hai| jyoM-jyoM AtmA ko tyAga aura tapasyA dvArA tapAyA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM rAga, dveSa, moha Adi naSTa hote jAte haiN| jisa prakAra svarNa para lagA huA maila svarNa ke asalI rUpa ko | Dhaka detA hai aura agni para tapAne se maila naSTa hokara zuddha sonA dikhane lagatA hai, usI prakAra kaSAya rUpI maila naSTa hone para paramAtmA kA svarUpa prakaTa hotA hai|
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________________ 394 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * dIkSA ke pUrva zikSA honA jarUrI hai| prathama zikSA, phira parIkSA, phira dIkSA aura usake bAda bhikSA saphala hotI hai| ataH apane santa-satIvarga ko suzikSita banAne meM sadaiva prayatnazIla rheN| vyAvahArika zikSA se jIvana acche DhaMga se calAyA to jA sakatA hai, kintu banAyA nahIM jA sktaa| sAhitya evaM kalA bhI jIvana nikhAra meM varadAna mAne gae haiN| * dIkSA, zAsana-bhakti ke lie kiye jAne vAle kArya kI iti zrI nahIM hai, vaha to vastutaH sAdhaka ke lie carama lakSya kI prApti kA sAdhana hai| usake dvArA sAdhaka Age bar3hane kA parIkSaNa karatA hai| - duHkha-mukti * duHkhamukti kI kuMjI ke hote hue bhI usako sahI tarIke se ghumA nahIM paate| yahI kAraNa hai ki saMsAra ke lAkhoM, karor3oM, araboM manuSya duHkhI ke duHkhI raha jAte haiM aura duHkhamukta honA to dUra rahA, apane duHkha ko aura bar3hA lete haiN| apane hI hAtha se apanA duHkha bar3hAte haiN| * hama saba bAharI sAmagrI kA aMbAra pAkara bhI dukhI haiM to isakA matalaba yaha ho gayA ki bAhara kI sAdhana-sAmagrI ko prApta karanA sukha pAnA nahIM, usameM Asakta honA Ananda nahIM, usase sneha karanA zAnti kA kAraNa nahIM, apitu duHkha evaM azAnti kA hI kAraNa hai| kadAcit rahanA par3e to inake bIca meM rahakara bhI hama Asakti se, rAga se, dveSa se aura sneha se kinArA kareM, apane jIvana ko zAnti ke sAdhana meM lagAveM aura zAstroM kI AjJA kA pAlana kreN| yaha hamAre jIvana ko Ananda kA mArga batAne vAlA sAdhana hai| . dRDha saMkalpa * jaba bacce, bacciyA~, patnI yA parivAra ke anya sadasya apanI icchAnusAra kArya nahIM hone para apanA mUDa badala lete haiM, taba unake bIca meM saMgharSa paidA hotA hai| para jisane pahale se hI dRr3ha saMkalpa lekara jIvana calAyA hai ki use apanI icchA ke adhIna nahIM calanA hai, usako koI takalIpha nahIM hotii| , jahA~ taka samajhane kI bAta hai, yuvakoM ke mana meM zaMkAe~ hotI haiM, etarAja hote haiM, lekina ve samaya kI ulajhana kA | samAdhAna nahIM kareMge to bAda meM kaheMge ki icchA to thI mahArAja ! para samaya nahIM milaa| isalie dharma kI ArAdhanA nahIM kara ske| yadi isa taraha se jJAna ke kSetra meM Apane saMkalpa nahIM kiyA aura khule raha gaye to kucha nahIM kara paayeNge| dravya aura paryAya kA adhyAtma * koI mAnava zoka taba karatA hai, jaba dravya ko bhulAkara paryAya meM ulajhatA hai| paryAya kI pahacAna dravya kA badalatA huA svabhAva hai| hama cAhate haiM ki sadA eka taraha kI sukhada sthiti rahe / jaisI avasthA Aja hai, vaisI hI sadA banI rhe| jaisA zarIra Aja hai vaisA sadA rhe| lekina paryAya kahatA hai ki jaisA isa kSaNa meM hU~ vaisA dUsare kSaNa meM rahane vAlA nahIM / paryAya badalane vAlI dazA hai, lekina Apa Tikane vAlI dazA cAhate haiN| * yadi Apane rahavAsa kA purAnA makAna badala kara sundara koThI banA lI to purAne makAna ko chor3ane para Apako duHkha nahIM hotaa| Apa yaha acchI taraha jAnate haiM ki jisa prakAra purAne jevara ko tur3avAne aura usase nayA jevara ghar3avAne meM sonA apane vAstavika svarUpa meM vidyamAna rahatA hai usI prakAra eka prANI kI mRtyu ke pazcAt bhI
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 395) avinAzI AtmA apane vAstavika rUpa meM vidyamAna rahatA hai| aisI sthiti meM yadi apane sAmane eka baccA, mitra, sAthI athavA parivAra kA koI vyakti zarIra chor3akara dUsare naye zarIra meM, nayI koThI meM calA gayA to isameM raMja kisa bAta kA, duHkha kisa bAta kA? parantu vastusthiti yaha hai ki apane priyajana ke marane para loga raMja karate haiM, duHkha karate haiN| subaha-zAma, rAta-dina, hAya-hAya karate haiM rote haiM bilakhate haiM, kyoMki unhoMne paryAya ko pakar3a rakhA hai| yaha bhUla gaye ki dravya mAtra nitya hai| Atma dravya bhI nitya hai, lekina vaha zarIra kI dRSTi se pratipala badala rahA hai / maMda gati se hone vAlA nirantara kA parivartana duHkhada nahIM hotaa| dhIre-dhIre avasthA car3hatI hai, phira DhalatI hai, bUr3he hote haiM aura bur3hApe ke bAda dhIre-dhIre eka dina cale jAte haiN| para eka 30 varSa ke naujavAna ke dA~ta gira jAe~, A~khoM se dikhanA baMda ho jAe, bAla paka jAe~ to duHkha hotA hai| kintu badalatI huI paryAyoM ko indra-mahendra bhI nahIM roka sktaa| aneka prakAra ke dAgInoM kA rUpa badalane para bhI sonA, vartamAna, bhUta aura bhaviSyat ina tInoM kAla meM sonA hI kahalAtA hai| pahale dAgInoM ke rUpa meM thaa| Aja usako tor3akara pAsA banA liyaa| phira usako galAkara nayA dAgInA hAra, kar3A, kaMThI, agUMThI banA lii| kisI bhI rUpa meM DhAla diyA, taba bhI sonA jaisA pahale thA vaisA hI aba bhI hai| jaise sone ke badalate hue rUpa ko dekhakara manuSya aphasosa nahIM karatA, usI taraha jJAnI saMsAra meM jIvana kI nitya parivartita hotI huI dazA ko dekhakara raMja-zoka nahIM krtaa| dravyoM kI badalatI dazA ko dekhakara mAnava jaise zoka nahIM karatA vaise hI vaha abhimAna bhI nahIM krtaa| jJAna ke abhAva meM vaha acchI dazA meM ghamaNDa karane lagatA hai aura usake cehare kA rUpa badala jAtA hai| baMgalA, sonA, cAMdI, hIre, javAharAta bar3hane para use khuzI hotI hai| pudgaloM kA paryAya badalane vAlA hai, phira bhI cetana khuzI manAtA hai, akar3atA hai| mana meM ina sabakA Adara karatA hai, lekina AtmA ke nija rUpa ko nahIM pahacAnatA, yaha duHkhajanaka hai| jaba dravya, guNa evaM paryAya kA sahI jJAna hogA to badalate hue paryAyoM meM se kaunasA paryAya zubha hai, kaunasA azubha hai, kaunasA AtmaguNoM ko abhivRddha karane vAlA hai, kaunasA AtmaguNoM kI hAni karane vAlA hai, kisa taraha kA jIvana mUla meM kAyama rahanA cAhie, ina saba bAtoM ko parakhane kA viveka utpanna hogaa| isa prakAra ke viveka ke utpanna hone para jina paryAyoM se AtmA ke mUla guNa surakSita rahate haiM, abhivRddha hote haiM, una paryAyoM ko apane dainika AcaraNa meM DhAlane kA aura jina paryAyoM se Atma guNoM kI hAni hotI hai, una paryAyoM se pUrNataH bacane kA prayAsa kiyA jAegA to parama sundara bhaviSya kA, sundara AdhyAtmika jIvana kA nirmANa hogaa| isa prakAra antatogatvA carama lakSya kI prApti ho skegii| utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvyayuktaM sat / saMsAra kA hara dravya utpAda, vyaya aura dhruvatA yukta hai| merA tana, dhana, avasthA aura vyavasthA pratikSaNa badalane vAlI hai| mAtRkukSi se pragaTa hone ke samaya merA piMDa nirbala aura choTA thaa| taruNa vaya meM vaha nirbala se sabala aura tathA laghu se dIrgha ho gayA, kumAra se vivAhita ho gayA, bAla se yuvA ho gyaa| phira sthiti badalI, taruNAI kA anta aura vArdhakya kA AraMbha ho gyaa| AMkha, kAna aura bAtoM kI zakti meM pharka par3a gayA, nizciMta daur3ane aura kUdane vAlA tana aba saMbhala kara paira rakhane lgaa| thor3e hI dinoM meM usakI sthiti meM bhI aMtara par3a gayA, tana meM nirbalatA A gii| dAMta gira gaye, netra kI jyoti kama ho gii| zarIra meM
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________________ 396 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sphUrti ghaTI, tapa sAdhana aura kSudhA-pipAsA sahane kI zakti ghttii| phira bhI maiM vahI hU~ jo pahale thA, va Age bhI rhuuNgaa| merA kabhI nAza hone vAlA nahIM hai, svabhAva evaM guNa kI apekSA maiM dhruva hU~, mere meM dhruvatA hai| paryAya kSaNika hai, badalatI rahatI hai / paryAya meM sthAyitva nahIM, pratipala parivartana hotA hai| phira rAga aura roSa kisa bAta kA, nizcita bigar3ane vAlI vastu ke liye kheda kyA ? yaha to usakA svabhAva hai| - dhana aura dharma * loga garIbI, bImArI yA saMkaTakAla meM dharma aura bhagavAna kA jitanA Adara karate haiM, sukha-zAnti ke dinoM meM vaisA nahIM krte| loga kahate haiM-dhana hogA to dharma ArAma se (sorA) kareMge, kintu aisA niyata nahIM hai| eka bhakta ke hAtha meM bAbAjI ne 1 aMka likha diyaa| bhakta anAyAsa rupayA kamAne lgaa| bAbAjI ne eka ke bAda bindI lagA dI to 10 aura 2 bindI lagAne para pratidina 100 rupaye kI Aya hone lgii| bhakta kI trikAla sAdhanA DhIlI ho gii| bAbAjI ne tIna bindI aura lagAkara eka para pA~ca bindI kara dii| dainika Aya eka lAkha kI ho gii| bhaktajI kA AnA banda ho gyaa| khAnA evaM sonA bhI muzkila ho gyaa| eka dina bAbAjI pahuMce aura bole "bhakta ! mere pAsa Ao to maiM tumhArI sArI parezAnI dUra kara duuNgaa|" unhoMne pIche kA aMka miTA diyaa| bhakta jahA~ the vahIM A ge| Apa loga dhana kI pUjA karate haiM, parantu dhana sadA mAnava ke mana meM eka prakAra kI caMcalatA paidA karatA hai| prAyaH dhana se prabhAvita mAnava tyAga, tapa aura vairAgya kI ora nahIM bddh'taa| isake viparIta inakI ora se mana ko khIMcatA hai| jaba taka Apake pAsa alpa parimANa meM dravya haiM, taba taka Apa samajhate hoMge ki abhI aura dhana kA saMgraha karanA cAhie kyoMki dhana ke binA dharma nahIM hotA, para Apa antatogatvA anubhava karake dekheMge ki parigraha meM vastutaH dUsarI hI dazA hotI hai| muzkila se hI koI aisA parivAra milegA, jisameM dhana ke prati Asakti nahIM ho| kyA bharata cakravartI jaisA anAsakta parivAra Aja kahIM eka bhI mila sakatA hai? bharata mahArAja ke parivAra meM lagAtAra ATha pIr3hI taka mokSa gye| chaha khaMDoM kA ekachatra sAmrAjya pAkara bhI bharata cakravartI ke mana meM Asakti nahIM aayii| unakI santAna ke mana meM bhI Asakti athavA vipala aizvarya-sampatti kA ghamaNDa nahIM AyA, nirantara ATha pIr3hI taka / kyA isa prakAra kA udAharaNa anya kuTumboM meM mila sakatA hai? lakSmI ke lie loga lAlAyita rahate haiN| use prApta karane ke lie usakI pUjA karate haiM, kintu santoM ne kahA ki lakSmI kI, dhana kI pUjA karate hue bhI lakSmI Apako chor3a sakatI hai| aise seTha aura jamIMdAra bahuta se haiM , jinhoMne prativarSa brAhmaNoM ko bulAkara ghaMToM taka lakSmI kI pUjA karavAI, phira bhI una seThoM kI seThAI (sampatti) aura jamIMdAroM kI jamIMdArI calI gii| dUsarI ora amerikA, rUsa aura pazcimI dezoM ke nivAsI tathA hindustAna ke bhI hajAroM-lAkhoM loga aise haiM, jo lakSmI ko pUjate nahIM, phira bhI una logoM ke pAsa paisA hai| aura lakSmI pUjana karane vAle lakSmI kI pUjA karate-karate bhI lakSmI se vaMcita haiN| ye donoM prakAra ke pratyakSa dRSTAnta batAte haiM ki vAstava meM AdamI kI samajha kI yaha bhrAnti hai ki isa prakAra lakSmI kI pUjA kareMge, tabhI lakSmI rhegii| * dhana se bhoga-upabhoga kI Avazyaka vastue~ milAI jAtI haiM aura unase vastuoM ke abhAva ke kAraNa jo
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 397 chaTapaTAhaTa thI, vaha zAnta hotI hai; parantu nita nayI bar3hatI lAlasA ko dhana nahIM miTAtA / * dharma bhoga meM prIti ghaTAtA aura navIna AkAMkSAe~ banda karatA hai| jaba AkAMkSA kA roga hI nahIM hogA to pUrti ke || liye dhana kI AvazyakatA bhI kama ho jaayegii| * dhana roga ko nahIM miTAtA, vaha roga ke lie davA dilA sakatA hai| dharma roga ke mUla ko naSTa karatA aura udita roga ko sahane kI kSamatA pradAna karatA hai, jisase mAnava abhAva meM bhI mAnasika zAnti banAye rakha sakatA hai| * dhana vargabheda kara manuSya ko manuSya se TakarAtA hai, vahAM dharma prANimAtra meM baMdhubhAva jagAkara paraspara maitrI aura nirvairabhAva kA saMcAra karatA hai| * dhana mana meM caMcalatA, bhaya, zoka ke bhAva utpanna kara naI upalabdhi ke lie prerita karatA aura prApta kI rakSA ke ! liye cintita rakhatA hai| * parigraha adhikAravAda hai| pazu vanoM meM mukta mana se paraspara milakara khAte-pIte haiM, adhikAra nahIM rakhate, vaise hii| mAnava binA adhikAra-mamatA ke rahe to koI duHkha nhiiN| mahAvIra ne mAnava hI nahIM, prANimAtra ke sAtha maitrIbhAva kI ghoSaNA kii| mahAvIra kA upadeza saba jIvoM ko Atmavat dekhanA hai| isI ko samyag jJAna kahA hai| Aja mahAvIra ke bhaktoM ko saMsAra kI sthiti dekhate hue sAdA jIvana aura AvazyakatA para niyamana ko apanAnA caahiye| saMyama ubhayaloka hitakArI hai| dharma * dharma hRdaya kI bAr3I meM utpanna hotA hai| vaha kisI kheta meM paidA nahIM hotA, na kisI hATa dukAna para hI milatA hai| rAjA ho yA raMka, jisake mana meM viveka hai, saralatA hai, jar3a cetana kA bheda jJAna hai, vahIM vAstava meM dharma kA astitva hai| * satya se dharma kI utpatti hotI hai| cora, lampaTa aura hatyArA bhI satyavAdI ho to sudhara sakatA hai| yadi satya nahIM to acche se acchA sadAcArI aura sAhUkAra bhI gira jAtA hai, bigar3a jAtA hai| dharmarUpa kalpavRkSa kI vRddhi dayAdAna se hotI hai| isIliye kahA hai- "dayAdAnena vrdhte|" bar3hA huA dharmavRkSa kSamA ke binA sthira nahIM raha sakatA, isaliye kahA hai "kSamayA ca sthApyate dhrmH|" sahiSNutA-kSamA se dharma kI rakSA hotI hai, kAmAdi vikAra sahiSNu-sAdhaka ko parAbhUta nahIM kara skte| dharma kA nAza kisase hotA hai, isake uttara meM AcArya ne kahA - "krodhalobhAd vinazyati" krodha aura lobha se dharma kA nAza hotA hai jahA~ prazAnta bhAva ke badale krodha kA prabhutva hai vahA~ jJAnAdi sadguNa surakSita nahIM rahate, AtmaguNa naSTa ho jAte haiN| lobha bhI saba sadguNoM kA ghAtaka hai| isaliye ina donoM ko dharma nAzaka kahA gayA hai| . Atmika guNoM ko prakaTa karane kI evaM rAga, dveSa aura mohAdi ghaTAne kI bhAvanA jAgRta karane kI kasauTI para jo | sarvathA sahI utare, use hI sarvazreSTha dharma mAnanA caahie| jo mata vizvamaitrI , ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa Adi utkRSTa bhAvoM ko jAgRta karAne vAlA ho, jisake siddhAnta meM kisI kA pIr3ana aura tiraskAra na ho, jo manuSya jAti meM bheda kI dIvAreM na khIMcatA ho, jo vizva ke jIvoM meM Atmavat |
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________________ 398 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bhAva rakhatA ho, jo dharma yA karma kahIM bhI kI jAne vAlI hiMsA ko hiMsA mAnakara usakA bahiSkAra karatA ho, vastuta: vahI kalyANakArI sarvazreSTha dharma hai| uparyukta lakSaNoM se parIkSaNa ke pazcAt jaina dharma sarvazreSTha pratIta hue binA nahIM rhegaa| * hara dhAnya meM nyUnAdhika bhUkha miTAne kI zakti hotI hai| vaise hI sabhI dharmoM kA kucha na kucha aMza Atma-kalyANa ke lie upayukta aura upAdeya hai| parantu jo AtmA ko adhikatama bala pradAna karatA hai, vahI muktikAmI janoM ke lie santoSapUrvaka grahaNa karane yogya hai| / dharma-nAyaka * bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA ki upadeza denA eka bAta hai aura kisI ko rAste para lagAnA dUsarI bAta hai aura rAste para calAnA alaga bAta hai| tIrthaMkara, AcArya aura dharma-saMgha ke nAyaka kisI ko dharma meM lagAkara hI alaga nahIM ho jAte haiM, balki dharma para calAne kA kAma bhI karate haiN| dharma para calAne vAle ko dharmanAyaka kahate haiN| Aja yadi kisI ko saMgha kA nAyaka banA deM yA dharma kA nAyaka banA deM to sAdharmiyoM ko sambhAlanA usakA kAma hai| dharma-pravRtti meM kisI ko koI bhrAnti huI hai to usako dUra karane meM usako rasa AnA caahie| dharmanAyaka banane vAle meM saMgha kI sahaja vatsalatA hotI hai aura sahaja hI sAdharmI vatsalatA hotI hai| vaha socatA hai ki tana kyA kAma AyegA? merI vANI kyA kAma AyegI ? mujhe samaya milatA hai, usameM sAdharmI bhAiyoM kA lAbha mile to leOM yaza kI AkAMkSA nahIM rkhuu| dharma-pracAraka * kisI bhI samAja kI unnati pracArakoM para nirbhara hai| hamAre samAja meM aise pracArakoM kI atyaMta AvazyakatA hai jo sarvatra ghUmakara samAja kI sAra-sambhAla kara skeN| samAja meM jahA~ jisa bAta kI AvazyakatA ho usakI pUrti karanA, dharma vimukha logoM ko dharma kI ora AkarSita karanA, jahA~ zikSA kI samucita vyavasthA na ho vahA~ vyavasthA karanA, bAlakoM ke abhibhAvakoM ko samajhA-bujhA kara dhArmika saMsthAoM meM bhijavAnA yA anukUlatA ho to zikSA-saMsthA kI sthApanA karanA, aise jJAna aura sadAcAra ke prasAra karane ke aneka kArya haiM, jo yogya aura sevAbhAvI pracArakoM ke abhAva meM nahIM ho pA rahe haiN| * yadi jina zAsana ko unnata karanA hai, sAdhu samAja ko U~cA rakhanA hai to sAdhuoM aura zrAvakoM ke bIca eka madhyamavarga kI sthApanA karanA paramAvazyaka hai| dharma-preraNA * dUsare ko upadeza dekara pApa karane kI preraNA mata do aura jo pApa kA kAma karatA hai, Arambha karatA hai usakA anumodana mata karo, lekina jo dharma kA kAma karatA hai, usake mana ko bar3hAvA do aura dharma karane vAle kA dila se anumodana karake mana ko prasanna kro| isase bhI Apako puNya hogaa| Apase sAmAyika kI sAdhanA eka TAima se jyAdA nahIM hotI, lekina dUsare karane vAloM ko Apane prerita kiyA aura unake mana ko isa satkArya meM lagAyA, 24 ghaNToM meM 1 ghaNTe ke liye bhI usako Arambha-parigraha se chur3AyA to usake mana, mastiSka meM zAnti milegI, pApa se bcegaa| isa prakAra ApakI preraNA se 10 AdamI taiyAra ho gae to puNya kA kaisA anUThA kArya hogaa|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 399 * Aja hamAre vItarAga mArga ko mAnane vAle lAkhoM kI saMkhyA meM bhakta hote hue bhI eka-dUsare ko upekSA bhAva se dekhate haiN| dharmamArga kI koI sAdhanA nahIM karatA hai, to isakI kisI ko cintA nahIM hai| halkI bAta kara deMge, lekina usako prema se rAste lagAne kI bAta nahIM kheNge| * ar3osa-par3osa meM corI karane vAle, hiMsA karane vAle, zarAba pIne vAle, dharma kI niMdA karane vAle haiN| to unase ghRNA karane ke bajAya prema karo aura unako pAsa meM baiThAkara dharma kI preraNA denA siikho| yaha upadeza tumhAre lie lAbhakArI bnegaa| yadi saMsAra ke prANI ghRNA karane ke bajAya dharmamArga para lagAne kA kartavya karanA sIkha jAyeM to khuda ke jIvana ko bhI pApa se halkA rakha sakate haiM aura saMsAra kA bhI bhalA kara sakate haiM, lekina yaha bAta taba AyegI jaba bhagavAna mahAvIra ke saMdeza kA sahI svarUpa smjheNge| dharma meM bAdhakatA Aja mAnava ko patha-bhraSTa karane vAle kaI sAdhana upalabdha hai| yadi Apa eka dina ke lie bhI kisI vastu kA | tyAga kara deM to Apake pArivArika jIvana meM sAtha rahane vAle loga Apako DigAne kA prayatna kreNge| yadi do-cAra yuvaka saptAha yA dasa dina ke lie brahmacarya kA pAlana karane kA vicAra kareM to unako vicalita karane ke adhika nimitta mileNge| saMsAra ke rizte, nAtedAra aura mitrajana Age bar3hane ke nimitta nahIM hoMge varan car3he hue logoM ko nIce girAne ke nimitta hoNge| isameM unakA vizeSa doSa nahIM hai| ve svayaM rAga se ghire hue haiM isalie ve apane sAthI ko alaga se U~cA car3hane nahIM deNge| yadi vaha alaga se U~cA car3ha jAtA hai to usake sAtha nikaTatA miTa jAtI hai| unakA apanApana miTa nahIM jAe, yahI unakA dRSTikoNa rahatA hai| ve yaha bhI socate haiM ki yadi koI dharma-sAdhanA meM laga gayA to usake dUsaroM se sambaMdha DhIle hote jAeMge aura vaha unase dUra hotA jaaegaa| isake viparIta yadi Apa adharma kA kAma karate haiM aura usase unake svArtha kA poSaNa hotA hai, to ve ApakA sAtha dete rheNge| kyA kisI ke ghara meM aisI dharmapatnI hai, jo apane pati se pUche- "Apane dasa hajAra rupaye isa mahIne meM milAye haiM, ve kaise milAye yA kahA~ se Aye? Apa kRpA karake batA deN| dasa hajAra rupayoM kA Apako munAphA huA hai to kahIM Apane anyAya se, pApa ke galata mArga se to nahIM liyA?" aisA pUchane vAlI koI devI hai kyA? eka hI mahIne meM dasa hajAra rupaye kA munAphA bhAI sAhaba ne vyApAra meM kiyA hai, yaha bAta devI jI ne sunI aura koI mahaMgA AbhUSaNa unheM de diyA to ve prasanna ho gayI aura usa kamAI meM unakA bhI sahayoga ho gyaa| adhikAMza loga to yahI samajhate haiM ki kamAnA, khAnA aura parivAra ke logoM kI AvazyakatA ko pUrI karanA hI hamArA kartavya hai| ina paristhitiyoM meM manuSya ke jIvana ko utthAna kI ora le jAne ke lie yadi koI avalambana hai to vaha dharma-guru hai, jo svayaM mukti mArga kA pathika hai aura dUsaroM ko bhI usa patha para le jAtA hai| jaba khuda tiregA tabhI to vaha dUsaroM ke lie avalambana hogaa| dharma-ruci jisa jIva kA tana svastha nahIM hai, usako bhojana kI ruci nahIM hotii| ThIka usI prakAra jisakA mana svastha nahIM hai, usako dharma para ruci nahIM rhtii| jaise bukhAra TUTate hI bhojana meM ruci hone lagatI hai, vaise hI mana se vikAra |
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________________ 400 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * haTane para jJAna meM ruci ho jAtI hai, sAdhanA meM ruci ho jAtI hai, dharma meM ruci jAtI hai| dharma-sAdhanA * saMsAra meM prAyaH do prakAra kI sAdhanA pAyI jAtI hai - eka loka-sAdhanA aura dUsarI dharma - sAdhanA / adhikAMza manuSya artha aura kAmarUpa loka - sAdhanA ke upArjana meM hI apane bahumUlya jIvana kA samasta samaya kho dete haiM aura unheM dharma-sAdhanA ke lie avakAza hI nahIM raha jaataa| aise manuSya bhautikatA ke bhayaMkara phera meM par3akara na kevala apanA ahita karate haiM, varan samAja, deza aura vizva kA bhI ahita karate haiM / dharma-sAdhanA kA lakSya bilkula viparIta hai| yaha manuSya ko mAnavatA se bhI U~cA uThAkara devatva yA amaratva kI ora agrasara karatI hai| vAstava meM dharma-sAdhanA ke binA mAnava-jIvana niSphala, apUrNa aura nirarthaka pratIta hotA hai| Arthika dRSTi se koI vyakti cAhe kitanA hI sampanna, indra yA kubera ke samAna kyoM na ho, kintu usakA AMtarika pariSkAra nahIM huA to nizcaya hI jIvana adhUrA hI rahegA aura use vAstavika laukika evaM pAralaukika sukha prApta nahIM hogaa| * sAdhanAhIna vilAsI vyakti jIvana kucha prApta nahIM karatA, vaha apanI zakti ko yoM hI gaMvA baiThatA hai / jIvana cAhe laukika ho yA AdhyAtmika, saphalatA ke lie pUrNa abhyAsa kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai| jIvana ko unnata banAne aura usameM rahI huI jJAna-kriyA kI jyoti ko jagAne ke lie sAdhanA kI AvazyakatA hai / sAdhanA ke bala para caMcala mana para bhI kAbU pAyA jA sakatA hai| jaise gItAkAra zrIkRSNa ne bhI kahA hai - "abhyAsena tu kaunteya, vairAgyeNa ca gRhyate " * dharmArAdhanA ke binA jIvana meM saccI zAnti nahIM milatI / saMsAra kI samasta kalAe~, nipuNatAe~ aura vizeSatAe~ jIvana ko taba taka samunnata aura saphala nahIM banA sakatIM, jaba taka unameM dharma kalA kI pradhAnatA nahIM hotI / * jo sAdhaka mArga ke kAMToM, ror3oM aura ApattiyoM kI paravAha nahIM karatA, maMjila usake svAgata ke lie ! palaka-pAMvar3e bichAye taiyAra khar3I rahatI / jo sAMsArika kSaNa bhaMgura pralobhanoM ke cakkara meM nahIM par3atA aura sAhasa se sAdhanA ke mArga meM calane ke lie juTa jAtA hai, usakA ihaloka aura paraloka donoM sudhara jAte haiN| * sAdhanA ke mArga meM paira bar3hAnA AsAna nahIM hai| bar3I-bar3I vighna-bAdhAe~ sAdhaka ko vicalita karane ke lie patha | para ror3e DAlatI rahatI haiM, jinameM mukhya moha aura kAmanA hai / inameM itanI phisalana hai ki sAdhaka agara sajaga na rahA to vaha phisale binA nahIM rahatA / I svAdhyAyI jJAna kI sAdhanA karatA hai, parantu jJAna ke sAtha kriyA kI sAdhanA bhI jarUrI hai| svAdhyAyI acche vaktA, lekhaka evaM pravacana va bhASaNa kalA meM nipuNa ho sakate haiM, para unameM AcaraNa bhI usI anurUpa honA Avazyaka hai| * sabhI sAdhakoM ko sAdhanA ke kSetra meM Age bar3hanA hai| dhyAna evaM mauna kI sAdhanA ke sAtha yadi jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa kI ArAdhanA kareMge to AtmA kA avazya kalyANa hogA / * hiMsA chor3a ahiMsA kA pAlana karanA itanA kaThina nahIM hai, jitanA ki krodha, moha, mAyA, mamatA kI ora AkarSita hone kI jo eka prakAra kI vRtti hai, AkarSaNa hai, usase bace rahanA / antaraMga sAdhanA se hI aisA saMbhava ho sakatA
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 401 * jo sAdhana Aja jisa sthiti meM haiM, kala usa sthiti meM raheMge yA nahIM, kaha nahIM sakate / buddhimAnI isI meM hai ki samaya rahate prApta sAdhanoM kA acche nimitta rUpa meM upayoga kara kucha lAbha prApta kara leM to sthAyI zAnti mila skegii| jo mumukSu sAdhaka apane jIvana ko kSaNabhaMgura mAna kara jIvana ke svalpa kAla meM apanA adhikAdhika AtmakalyANa karane ke lie jIvaTa spardhAvAle ghor3e kI taraha pratikSaNa jAgarUka rahate hue sAdhanApatha para avirAma gati se agrasara hotA rahatA hai jIvana ko sudhAra letA hai| * jaba taka bur3hApA nahIM Ave, roga athavA vyAdhi nahIM baDhe, aura indriyA~ kamajora nahIM hoM, prabhu kahate haiM ki he mAnava ! tabhI taka dharma-sAdhanA karanA cAho, kara lo| yadi samaya calA gayA. vyavadhAnoM ne ghera liyA to phira ArAdhanA nahIM kara skoge| * kucha bhAI socate haiM ki mahArAja ! pote kA vivAha kara lU~, kArobAra beToM-potoM ko saMbhalA dU~, phira dharma kI ArAdhanA kruuNgaa| lekina jaba taka potA samaya para khar3A hogA, Apa gotA khA gaye to ApakI dharma-sAdhanA kI kAmanA dharI hI raha jaaegii| isalie prabhu ne kahA ki samaya kI pratIkSA mata kro| kintu samaya kA mahattva smjho| jaba taka tumhArA zarIra svastha hai, jaba taka indriyA~ barAbara kAma kara rahI haiM, jaba taka zarIra nIroga hai taba taka yadi sAdhanA karane kA avasara milatA hai to usako hAtha se mata nikalane do aura ucita lAbha dekara Atma-kalyANa kI sAdhanA meM jIvana kI samasta zakti ko lagA do| sAdhaka kA mUla lakSya apane guNoM ko vikasita karanA hai| bhautika icchAoM kI pUrti kA lakSya sAdhanA-kSetra meM nahIM hotaa| kAmanAzIla vyakti artha kI sAdhanA karatA hai, lekina mumukSu vyakti dharma kI sAdhanA karatA hai| * sAdhanA kI mastI Ate hI sAdhaka masta hokara sAMsArika baMdhanoM ko balapUrvaka tor3a pheMkatA hai| samudra meM jisa | prakAra anaMta nadiyA~ samA jAtI haiM aura unakA kucha patA nahIM calatA vaise sAdhaka meM jJAna kI ananta dhArAe~ | samAhita ho jAtI haiN| sAdhaka apane puruSArtha evaM sAdhanA ke bala se Upara uThakara amara pada prApta kara jIvana ko | dhanya banA letA hai| saMsAra kI sthiti ko sudhArane ke liye dharma-bhAvanA va naitika-sudhAra atyanta Avazyaka hai| * jisa prakAra jIvanArthI ko kabhI amRta-pAna ke liye preraNA karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM par3atI, usI prakAra jisane | Atmatattva ko bhalIbhAMti samajha liyA hai, jise AtmavizvAsa ho gayA hai, usa AtmArthI ko bhI vastutaH dharmasAdhana ke liye kabhI kiJcitmAtra bhI kahane kI athavA preraNA karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'tii| * jar3a se hama itane paricita haiM, usake guNagrAma ke hama itane rasika haiM ki cetana ko usake sAmane bhUla hI jAte haiN| isIliye dharma-karaNI, sAdhanA, tyAga, vairAgya aura jIvana kI pavitratA kI maJjila taka pahu~cane meM hamArA jar3a ke sAtha itanA adhika ghaniSTha paricaya vastutaH hamAre patha meM paga-paga para bar3I hI vikaTa rukAvaTeM DAlatA hai| sAMsArika vyavahAra kA AcaraNa udayabhAva hai| AtmA ke pA~ca bhAva batAye gaye haiN| udayabhAva, upazama bhAva, kSayopazama bhAva, kSAyika bhAva aura pAriNAmika bhAva-ye pA~ca bhAva haiN| khAnA, pInA, pahananA, or3hanA, apane bAla-baccoM ko pyAra karanA, ijjata-AbarU bar3hAne ke liye daur3a-dhUpa karanA-ye sabhI udayabhAva haiM / karma ke udaya se
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________________ gaMdhahatthINaM 402 jisa mArga meM gati kI jAve usakA nAma udayabhAva hai| lekina dharmAcaraNa kSayopazama-bhAva kA kAma hai| jaba karmoM kA bojhA halkA hotA hai, udaya bhAva manda hotA hai, taba dharma-mArga meM pravRtti hotI hai| udayabhAva sAMsArika kAryoM kI ora, bhautika kAryoM kI ora, pudgaloM kI ora pravRtti karAtA hai, bar3hAtA hai aura upazamabhAva, kSAyika bhAva-ye nijabhAva, AtmA ke apane svarUpa kI ora, paramAtma svarUpa kI ora bar3hAte haiN| bhagavAn mahAvIra dvArA prarUpita dharma paraloka ke liye to kalyANakArI hai hI, para usase pahale vaha ihaloka ke liye bhI kalyANakArI hai| vaha isa loka meM bhI usa vyakti ke jIvana ko sukhI, samRddha, sumadhura aura ramaNIka banAtA hai| jo dharma ihaloka ko sukhamaya banAne meM sakSama hai, vaha paraloka ko bhI ramaNIka banAne kI kSamatA rakhatA hai| ihaloka aura paraloka donoM ko sukhapUrNa banAne ke liye AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki bhagavAn mahAvIra dvArA prarUpita isa dharma ke svarUpa ko apane jIvana meM DhAla kara ahiMsA kI pratiSThA kI jAya, vizva meM ahiMsA kA sAmrAjya sthApita kiyA jAya / saMsAra ke saba prANiyoM meM paraspara bhrAtRbhAva, bandhubhAva, maitrIbhAva aura sauhArda ho, koI kisI kI hiMsA na kare, koI kisI ko kiMcitmAtra bhI saMtApa na phuNcaae| choTA-sA dhabbA kapar3e para laga jAye to use dhone kA vicAra karate haiM, lekina hamAre AcAra-vicAra para dhabbA laga rahA hai usako dhone kA vicAra nahIM krte| saMsAra meM dUsare kI acchAI, kIrti aura bhautika unnati dekhakara IrSyA karane vAloM kI kamI nahIM hai| yaha eka mAnasika doSa hai aura yadi isakA nirAkaraNa karane ke lie mana para niyaMtraNa kareM to Atmika bala bar3ha sakatA hai| asad vicAroM ko roka kara kuzala mana kI pravRtti karanA yaha mana kA dharma hai| asatya, kaTu aura ahitakArI vANI na bolanA vANI kI sAdhanA hai| vANI kA durupayoga roka kara bhagavad bhakti kI jAe to isase bhI Atmika lAbha hogaa| mana aura vANI kI sAdhanA ke samAna tana kI sAdhanA bhI mahattvapUrNa hai| tana ko hiMsA, kuzIla Adi durvyavahAroM se haTAkara, sevA, satsaMga aura vrata Adi meM lagAnA, kAyika sAdhanA hai| ye sabhI sAdhanAe~ sAdhaka ko Upara uThAne meM sahAyaka hotI haiN| garIba manuSya bhI isa prakAra mana, vacana aura kAyA ke tIna sAdhanoM se dharma kara sakatA hai| * sAdhanA kI sAmAnyataH tIna koTiyA~ haiM 1. samajha ko sudhAranA-sAdhaka kA yaha prathama kartavya hai ki vaha dharma ko adharma tathA satya ko asatya na mAne, | bhagavAna kI bhakti kare / deva-adeva aura saMta-asaMta ko pahacAnanA bhI sAdhakoM ke lie Avazyaka hai| 2. dezavirati yA apUrNa tyAga-jo zramaNa-dharma ko grahaNa kara pUrNa tyAga kA jIvana nahIM bitA sakate, ve | dezavirati sAdhanA ko grahaNa karate haiN| isameM pApoM kI maryAdA bAMdhI jAtI hai| sampUrNa tyAga kI asamarthatA meM AMzika tyAga kara jIvana ko sAdhanA ke abhimukha karanA, deza virati kA lakSya hai| 3. sampUrNa tyAga-pUrNa tyAga kA mArga mahA kaThina sAdhanA kA mArga hai| isa para calanA asi para calane ke samAna duSkara hai| isa sAdhanA meM pUrNa pauruSa kI apekSA rahatI hai| * karma-baMdha se bacane kA upAya sAdhanA hai, jo do prakAra kI hai, eka sAdhu mArga kI sAdhanA aura dUsarI gRhastha dhrm-saadhnaa| donoM meM ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha rUpa pA~ca vratoM ke pAlane kI vyavasthA kI gaI hai| sAdhu-mArga kI sAdhanA mahA kaThora aura pUrNa tyAga kI hai, kintu gRhastha kI dharma-sAdhanA sarala hai|
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________________ 403 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa * jisa vyakti meM viveka kA prakAza phaila jAtA hai, cAhe vaha rAjA ho yA raMka athavA kisI bhI sthiti kA ho, zrAvaka-dharma kA pAlana kara sakatA hai| yadi kisI vyakti ne prapaMca nahIM tyAgA, jIvana saMyata nahIM banAyA, jIne kI dizA meM koI sImA nirdhArita nahIM kI, to vaha sarva-virati yA deza-virati zrAvaka-dharma kA sAdhaka nahIM bana sktaa| bahuta se loga socA karate haiM ki dharma-sthAna meM sAdhanA karanA vRddhoM kA kAma hai, kintu aisA socanA galata hai aura isI bhrama ke kAraNa, sarvasAdhAraNa kA mana, isa ora nahIM bar3ha pAtA / itihAsa sAkSI hai ki rAjagharAne ke logoM ne bharI javAnI meM rAjavaibhava, sukha-vilAsa, Amoda-pramoda Adi ko chor3akara sAdhanAe~ prArambha kii| * saMsAra meM vahI AdamI prazaMsA ke yogya hai, jo kisI kAma ko pakar3a kara use utsAha ke sAtha Age bar3hAtA hai| rote-jhIMkate hue kAma karane vAle kI tArIpha nahIM hotii| Aja Apa dharma kA kArya jisa umaMga se karanA caahie| usa umaMga se nahIM karate aura yaha dekhate haiM ki nahIM karU~gA to mahArAja nArAja hoNge| vyAkhyAna meM derI se gayA, sAmAyika nahIM kI, to mahArAja dekheNge| yaha socakara dharma-kriyA karanA sahI tarIkA nahIM hai| koI bhI kAma karanA hai to use harSita mana se karanA cAhie rote-jhIMkate nahIM / jabaradastI, logoM ke dabAva se, mahArAja ke dabAva se vrata kiyA hai, to usakI kImata yA camaka kama ho jAtI hai| isalie baMdhuoM ! jIvana meM ullAsa aura umaMga se dharma kI sAdhanA kro| aisA karane se AtmA kA kalyANa nizcita hai| dharma-senA jaise vIra sainika deza kI rakSA ke lie topa aura TaiMka ke goloM ke sAmane chAtI kholakara khar3e rahate haiM tabhI ve sacce sainika kahalAte haiN| isI taraha se dharma kI senA meM bhartI hone vAle sainika apane dvArA lie gae vratoM kI rakSA ke liye chAtI khola kara khar3e rahate haiM aura morce se eka iMca bhI pIche nahIM httte| hama saMta logoM ne jina vratoM ko jIvana bhara ke liye liyA hai, unakA pAlana karane ke liye hama yadi isa mArga para caleM to isameM tAjjuba kI bAta nahIM hai| yaha to kartavya aura niyama nibhAne kI bAta hai| dharmasthAna meM anuzAsana * dimAga meM pravacana kI bAta ghuse kaise? ghaMTA, AdhA ghaMTA sunane ke lie Ate haiM, taba bhI dhyAna dUsarI tarapha rahatA hai to saMtoM kI vANI kA kyA asara ho sakatA hai? mAtAe~ vyAkhyAna sunate-sunate jaba dekhatI haiM ki pAsa baiThI aurata ke lar3akA hai aura apanI lar3akI hai| saMyoga baiThe jaisA hai, to vahIM para bAtacIta zuru kara detI haiN| apanA sambaMdha biThAne ke lie ve dUra kI riztedArI nikAla leMgI, kuzala pUchegI aura vyAkhyAna uThane se pahale hI bAtacIta zuru kara deNgii| aba bhalA batAie Apake viSaya-kaSAya ghaTe to kaise aura jJAna kI jyoti jalatI rahe to kaise ? yadi Apa cAhate haiM ki jJAna kI jyoti kucha dera taka TikI rahe to vaisA vAtAvaraNa rakhanA pdd'egaa| Apane dekhA hogA IsAI logoM ko, ve jaba-jaba bhI girajAghara meM jAyeMge to najadIka pahu~cate hI gAr3I se utara jAyeMge aura dUsarI sArI bAteM chor3a deNge| unhoMne niyama banA liyA hai ki gAr3I kA hArna carca kI amuka sImA meM hI bjaayeNge| prArthanA ke bIca yA pravacana ke bIca koI bAta nahIM kreNge| jaba Apa nahIM boleMge to dUsare, pAsa vAle bhI nahIM boleNge| vyAkhyAna ho rahA hai, zAstra kA vAcana cala rahA hai to baiThakara bAteM karanA ucita nhiiN|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 404 dhyAna/yoga-sAdhanA bhinna-bhinna koTi ke vyaktiyoM ke dharma-dhyAna aura sAdhanA ke stara meM bar3A gaharA antara rahatA hai| kaSAya ke tIvra bhAva kramazaH jitane kama hote jAyeMge aura jyoM-jyoM dharma-dhyAna bar3hatA jAegA, utanA hI vaha ucca se uccatara banatA jAegA aura antatogatvA vahI dharma-dhyAna zuddhatama banakara zukla-dhyAna ke rUpa meM pariNata ho jaayegaa| vastutaH isI prakAra kA dhyAna AtmA kA antarlakSyI dhyAna hotA hai| ekAntavAda ko mAnane vAlA mithyAtvI bhI dhyAna kI sAdhanA karatA huA dikhAI detA hai aura dIrghakAla taka bAharI saMtoSa prApta kara vaha apanA samAdhistha rUpa bhI saMsAra ke samakSa prastuta karatA hai| dharma-dhyAna ke sambandha meM jaina-darzana kI mAnyatA yaha hai ki jaba taka kisI prANI ke antara ke ajJAna kI, tIvra mithyAtva kI upazAnti nahIM hotI evaM samyak jJAna kI jyoti nahIM jaga pAtI, taba taka usa prANI ko dharma-dhyAna kA adhikArI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| ArtadhyAna Apake moha karma ke udaya bhAva se hone vAlA dhyAna hai| jaba taka hama Artta-dhyAna ke Azrita hoMge taba taka raudra-kaSAyoM ke bhAva Ate raheMge, kyoMki kaSAyoM ke prAbalya meM kisI bhI samaya raudra-dhyAna utpanna ho sakatA hai| mana meM rAga-dveSa-krodhAdi bhAvoM kA prAbalya hone para dhana, dharA, dhAmAdi ke prazna ko lekara bAta-bAta para mitroM, sage-sambandhiyoM evaM anyAnya logoM ke sAtha lar3AI-jhagar3A karanA, dUsaroM ke lie burA socanA, dUsare logoM ke dhana, jana evaM prANoM ko hAni pahu~cAne kA vicAra karanA raudra-dhyAna hai| Artta-dhyAna rAgAzrita hai aura raudra-dhyAna dveSa-pradhAna hai| * dhyAna kA vizada vivecana Agama aura Agametara graMthoM meM hai| Aja zramaNa samAja meM dhyAna kA abhyAsa prAya: nahIM ke samAna hai| isake lie vizeSa rUpa se zikSA denI Avazyaka hai| jaina va jainetara paramparAoM se prastuta viSaya para anusaMdhAna kara maulika tathya prakaTa karanA cAhie aura suniyojita mArga-nirmANa karanA caahie| * hamAre tIrthaMkaroM kI mUrtiyA~ vItarAga mudrA meM hotI haiN| zvetAmbara digambara paramparA meM mudrA kA jarA antara hai| digambara paramparA vAle ardha nimIlita mudrA meM dhyAnAsana kI pratikRti prastuta karate haiM, to zvetAmbara pUre khule nayana kI mudrA meN| jaina tIrthaMkaroM kA chadmakAla adhikAMza dhyAna-sAdhanA meM hI bItatA hai| usameM prANAyAma jaisI kleza kriyA nahIM hotii| unakI sAdhanA meM mana, vANI aura kAya yoga kI sthiratA akhaNDa rahatI hai| jaina dIkSA meM isI prakAra ke yoga kI zikSA aura dIkSA dI jAtI hai| jaina dIkSA kA sAvadyayoga pratyAkhyAna isI bAta kA dyotaka * Aja kI cAlU yoga kI sAdhanA se isameM yahI antara hai ki jaina yoga meM vRttiyoM ke mor3a badalane kA lakSya mukhya hai| abhyAsa ke bala para jaina sAdhaka azubha yoga para vijaya pA letA hai| vaha zubha se azubha ko jItatA hai| hamArI samajha meM yahI jaina yoga kI dIkSA hai| isa prakAra kI sAdhanA ke nirantara abhyAsa se anubhava Ane ke pazcAt - savikalpa aura nirvikalpa samAdhi rUpa sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai| isI ko siddha yoga kI dIkSA kaha sakate haiN| isameM yama-niyama aura Asana Adi svata: A jAte haiM / * Aja bhI dIkSA to vahI dI jAtI hai, para zikSA dAna aura usakA yathAvat grahaNa, dhAraNa evaM ArAdhana nahIM hone se Aja usakA prabhAva jaisA cAhiye vaisA dRSTigocara nahIM hotaa| yaha hama sAdhakoM ke pramAda kA pariNAma hai| hameM isa
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa * ora jAgRta hone kI AvazyakatA hai| nArI 405 * bahaneM ghara kI eka taraha se dIpikA haiM, vaha bhI dehalI - dIpikA / kamare ke daravAje ko dehalI kahate haiN| kamare ke andara lAiTa yA battI hai to vaha kamare meM hI prakAza karatI hai aura kamare ke daravAje para battI hai to kamare ke andara aura bAhara donoM tarapha prakAza karatI hai / * yaha eka mAnI huI bAta hai ki pArivArika jIvana kI saphalatA bahuta aMzoM meM gRhiNI kI kSamatA para nirbhara hai| durdaiva se yadi gRhiNI karkazA, kaTubhASiNI, kuzIlA tathA anudAra mila jAtI hai to vyakti kA na sirpha Atma-sammAna aura gaurava ghaTatA hai, balki ghara kI sArI ijjata miTTI meM mila jAtI hai| aisI nArI ko, gRhiNI ke bajAya grahaNI kahanA adhika saMgata lagatA hai / puruSa aura strI gRharUpI zakaTa ke do cakra haiM / unameM se eka kI bhI kharAbI pArivArika jIvana rUpI yAtrA meM | bAdhaka siddha hotI hai| yogya strI sAre ghara ko sudhAra sakatI hai, nAstika puruSa ke mana meM bhI AstikatA kA saMcAra kara detI hai| strI ko gRhiNI isIlie kahA hai ki ghara kI Antarika vyavasthA, baccoM kI zikSA-dIkSA tathA susaMskAra evaM samucita lAlana- pAlana aura Atithya satkAra Adi sabhI kA bhAra usa para rahatA hai aura apanI jimmedArI kA jJAna na rakhane vAlI gRhiNI rAha bhUla kara galata vyavahAroM meM bhaTaka jAtI hai| ataH usakA vivekazIla honA atyanta Avazyaka hai| * yaha bar3I viDambanA hai ki Aja kI gRhiNiyA~ apane nahAne, dhone aura zarIra sajAne meM itanI vyasta rahatI haiM ki unako ghara saMbhAlane aura baccoM kI zikSA-dIkSA va saMskAra- dAna ke lie koI samaya nahIM miltaa| ve cAhatI haiM ki baccoM ko koI dUsarA saMbhAla le / Ajakala bAlamaMdiroM para jisa kArya kA bhAra DAlA jA rahA hai prAcIna kAla meM vaha kArya gRha-mahilAoM dvArA kiyA jAtA thaa| baccoM meM jo saMskAra mAtAe~ DAla sakatI haiM, bhalA vaha bAla-maMdiroM meM kaise sambhava ho sakatA hai ? * yoM to nara kI apekSA nAriyA~ svabhAvataH vizAla hRdayA, komala, dayAmayI aura prema- parAyaNA hotI haiM, kintu zikSA, suvicAra evaM satsaMgati ke abhAva meM ve bhI saMkucita hRdayavAlI bana kara Atma-kalyANa se vimukha bana jAtI haiN| jaba taka unameM samucita jJAna kA prakAza praveza nahIM pAegA, taba taka unakA jIvana jagamagA nahIM sktaa| nAriyoM kI saMkIrNatA kA prabhAva puruSoM para bhI atyadhika par3atA hai aura isI cakkara meM par3akara ve sAdhanA- vimukha bana jAte haiM / * yadi putra ko susaMskRta na banAyA jAe to sirpha eka ghara kI hAni hogI, kintu yadi bAlikA meM susaMskAra nahIM die jAe~ to pitRghara aura zvasura gRha donoM ko dhakkA lagegA tathA bhAvI santAnoM para bhI kuprabhAva pdd'egaa| z2o bAlikA kusaMskAra lekara sasurAla jAyegI, vaha vahA~ bhI kusaMskAra kA roga phailAyegI / ataH lar3ake kI apekSA lar3akI kI zikSA para mAtA-pitA adhika dhyAna denA Avazyaka hai| * Aja kI mAtAe~ bAlikA se kAma to bahuta letI haiM kintu use susaMskAra sampanna banAne kA yatna nahIM karatIM / daheja meM putrI ko bahuta sArA dhana deMgI, magara aisI vastu gAMTha bAMdha kara nahIM detIM jo jIvana bhara kAma aave| jisa lar3akI ke sAtha zraddhA, prema, suzIlatA, sadAcAra, prabhu bhakti aura mRdu-vyavahAra kI gAMTha bAMdhI jAtI hai, vaha asalI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 406 sampatti lekara parAye ghara jAtI hai| * aneka nAriyoM ke zarIra para jo vastra hote haiM, ve aMgoM ke AcchAdana ke lie nahIM pratyuta kutsita pradarzana ke lie hote haiN| Aja janatA kI sarakAra bhI isa ora kucha dhyAna nahIM detii| para apane adhikAroM ko jAnane vAlI Aja kI nAriyA~ bhI isa apamAna ko sahana kara letI haiM, yaha vismaya kI bAta hai| agara mahilAe~ isa ora dhyAna deM aura saMgaThita hokara prayAsa kareM to mAtR-jAti kA isa prakAra apamAna karane vAloM ko sahI rAha para lAyA jA sakatA hai| nArI-zikSA * yuvakoM kI apekSA hamArI bacciyA~ adhika zikSaNa le rahI haiM to ApakI yaha bhI jimmedArI hai ki unakA jIvana | sadAcArI rahe aura vyAvahArika zikSA ke sAtha unako naitika aura dhArmika zikSA bhI mile| yadi aisA nahIM hogA to ApakA jIvana saMtAna kI tarapha se yazasvI nahIM rahegA aura Apako khatarA banA rhegaa| kabhI kucha ho gayA to kabhI kuch| rahana-sahana meM khatarA rhegaa| aise namUne sAMsArika jIvana meM Apako dekhane ko milate haiN| . paramAtmA rAga, dveSa aura ajJAna Adi doSoM se mukta, pUrNa jJAnI, sthita svarUpa vItarAga AtmA hI paramAtmA hai| zabda kI dRSTi se 'paramAtmA zabda' meM do pada haiM-parama aura aatmaa| AtmA hI paramAtmA hai| viziSTa zakti vAlA sarAgI jIva paramAtmA nahIM ho sktaa| vaha koI deva ho sakatA hai| deva ko janma-maraNa hotA hai, kintu paramAtmA ko janma-maraNa nahIM karanA pdd'taa| vaha vItarAga, sarvajJa aura ananta zaktimAn hotA hai| tIvra krodha-mAna-mAyA aura lobha meM unmatta rahane vAlA prANI bhI sarvathA doSa-vijaya kI sAdhanA se karma kSaya kara doSa rahita paramAtmA ho sakatA hai| kyoMki ananta jJAna, nirAbAdha sukha aura ananta zakti ye AtmA ke nija guNa haiN| karma kSaya kara nijaguNa ko prApta karane kA adhikAra sabako hai| isIliye kahA gayA hai ki siddhA jaiso jIva hai, jIva sohI siddha hoy| kame maila kA AMtarA, bUjhe viralA koya / - parigraha * 'parigraha' se tAtparya kevala saMgrahavRtti nahIM, varan AMtarika Asakti bhI hai| graha kA zAbdika artha hai pakar3ane vAlA / AkAza ke graha do prakAra ke hote haiM- eka saumya aura dUsarA krUra / ye mAnava jagata se dUra ke graha haiM / phira bhI inameM se eka mana ko AnaMdita karatA hai aura dUsarA AtaMkita / hama ina dUravAsI grahoM kI zAnti ke lie vividha upAya karate haiM, kintu hRdaya rUpI gagana-maMDala meM virAjamAna parigraha rUpI bar3e graha kI zAnti kA kucha bhI upAya nahIM krte| parigraha cAroM ora se pakar3ane vAlA hai| isake dvArA pakar3A gayA vyakti na kevala tana se balki mana aura indriyoM se bhI baMdhA rahatA hai| yaha dila-dimAga aura indriya kisI ko hilane taka nahIM detaa| yaha 'pari samantAt gRhyate iti parigrahaH' rUpa vyutpatti ko sArthaka karatA hai| * Aja ke mAnava ne dhana ko sAdhana na mAna kara sAdhya banA liyA hai| dhana-saMcaya ko dharma-saMcaya se bhI bar3hakara samajha liyA hai| hara jagaha use dhana kI yAda satAtI hai aura hara tarapha use dhana kA hI manorama citra dikhAI detA
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa hai| adhika kyA, Aja saMta- darzana aura saMta-samAgama meM bhI dhana-lAbha kI kAmanA kI jAtI hai / * sAdhAraNa mAnava yadi parigraha kA pUrNa rUpa se tyAga nahIM kara sake, to bhI vaha usakA saMyamana kara sakatA hai| parigraha ke moha meM phaMsA huA vyakti aphImacI ke sadRza hai aura mohI prANiyoM ke lie dhana aphIma ke samAna hai| aphIma ke sevana se jaise aphImacI meM garmI, sphUrti banI rahatI hai, kintu aphIma zarIra kI puSTa dhAtuoM ko sokhakara use khokhalA banA detI hai, parigraha rUpI aphIma bhI manuSya ke Atmika vikAsa ko na sirpha roka detI hai, balki use bhItara se sattvahIna kara detI hai| ataH hara hAlata meM isakI maryAdA kara lene meM buddhimAnI hai / 407 * parigraha kA vistAra hI Aja saMsAra meM viSamatA aura azAnti kA kAraNa banA huA hai| yadi manuSya AvazyakatA ko sImita kara artha kA parimANa kara le, to saMgharSa yA azAnti bhI bahuta sImA taka kama ho jaae| Aja jo ati zrImattA ko rokane ke lie zAsana ko janahita ke nAma para jana-jIvana meM hastakSepa karanA par3a rahA hai, dhArmika siddhAntoM ko dhyAna meM rakhakara yadi mAnava apane Apa hI parigraha kI sImA bAMdha le, to bAhya hastakSepa kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM rahegI aura mana kI azAnti, halacala aura udvignatA bhI miTa jaaegii| * parigraha kA dUsarA nAma 'daulata' hai, jisakA artha hai - do-lata arthAt do burI AdateM / ina do latoM meM pahalI lata hai hita kI bAta na sunanA / dUsarI lata hai-- guNI, mAnanIya, neka salAhakAra aura vandanIya vyaktiyoM ko na dekhanA, na mAnanA / sArI duniyA bhukti yA bhoga ke pIche chaTapaTA rahI hai kyoMki parigraha kI sAdhanA meM kiye gae samasta kArya bhukti ke antargata Ate haiN| manuSya yadi bhukti ko hI jIvana kA lakSya banA le, to pazu aura manuSya meM koI antara nahIM rahatA / * samrAT sikandara ne prabala zaurya pradarzita kara khUba dhana saMgraha kiyA, kintu jaba yahA~ se calA to usake donoM hAtha khAlI the| bar3e-bar3e vaidya aura DAkTara vaibhava ke bala se usako bacA nahIM sake aura na usake sage- sambaMdhI hI use calate samaya kucha de sake / * AtmA kI malinatA dUra karane kA sabase bar3A upAya bhogoM se mukta honA hai aura isake lie anukUla sAdhanA apekSita hai| manuSya jaba taka sAMsArika prapaJca rUpa parigraha se piNDa nahIM chur3AtA taba taka usake mana pratibimba kI taraha hilatA caMcalatA banI rahatI hai, bhautikatA ke AkarSaNa se usakA mana hiloreM khAte jala rahatA hai| lAlasA ke pAza meM baMdhA mAnava saMgraha kI udher3abuna meM saba kucha bhUlakara Atmika zAnti kho baiThatA hai / ataeva saccI zAnti pAne ke lie use aparigrahI honA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| I vaha mahAparigrahI hai aura karor3oM kI sampadA * jisake pAsa kucha nahIM, para icchA bar3hI huI hai, tRSNA asIma hai, pAkara bhI jisakA icchA para niyaMtraNa hai, cAha kI daur3a ghaTI huI hai, vaha alpaparigrahI hai / * agara lobha se sarvathA piNDa chur3AnA kaThina hai to usakI dizA badalI jA sakatI hai aura use gurusevA yA japa-tapa tathA sadguNoM kI ora mor3A jA sakatA hai| aisA karane para parigraha kA baMdhana bhI sahaja DhIlA ho sakegA / * sAdhAraNataH mAnava moha kA pUrNarUpa se tyAga nahIM kara pAtA, pUrNa aparigrahI nahIM bana pAtA to kyA vaha usa para saMyama bhI nahIM kara sakatA ? U~cI DAliyoM ke phUla hama nahIM pA sakate to kyA nIce ke kAMToM se dAmana bhI nahIM anAvazyaka mAMsa vRddhi ho jAtI hai to usase / chur3A sakate ? avazya chur3A sakate haiN| jaba zarIra ke kisI aMga
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________________ 408 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zArIrika kAryoM meM bAdhA par3atI hai| usa bAhya vRddhi ko paTTI bAMdhakara yA anya upacAra ke dvArA rokanA par3atA hai, sImita karanA par3atA hai vaise hI bar3hA huA parigraha bhI acche kAryoM meM, sAdhanA meM bAdhaka hotA hai| ataH usa para niyamana kI paTTI lagAnI Avazyaka hotI hai| Aja kucha loga naukara rakhakara yaha tarka upasthita karate haiM ki hama majadUra logoM kA pAlana karate haiN| aisI dahAI dene vAle kahA~ taka saca kahate haiM, yaha unakA hRdaya jAnatA hai| Aja ke kArakhAne svArtha ke lie calate haiM yaa|| lokapAlana ke lie? isakA javAba to svayaM se pUchanA caahie| varSAkAla meM bacce miTTI kA ghara banAne meM itane tallIna ho jAte haiM ki khAnA-pInA bhI bhUla jAte haiM aura mA~-bApa ke pukArane para bhI dhyAna nahIM dete| yadi koI rAhagIra unake ghara ko tor3a de, to ve jhagar3a baiThate haiN| ve miTTI ke gharauMde meM rAjamahala jaise AnaMda kA anubhava karate haiN| yadyapi miTTI vAlA ghara koI upAdeya nahIM hai aura sayAne | loga bacce ke isa prayAsa para haMsate haiM, phira bhI vaha kisI kI paravAha kiye binA kIcar3a meM zarIra aura vastra kharAba karate nahIM jhijhktaa| ThIka yahI sthiti maMdamati saMsArI jIva kI hai| vaha bacce ke gharauMde kI taraha nAzavAna koThI, baMgalA aura bhavana banAne meM jIvana ko malina karatA rahatA hai| gharauMde ke samAna ye bar3e-bar3e baMgale bhI to bikhara jAne vAle haiN| kyA Aja ke ye khaMDahara, kala ke mahaloM ke sAkSI nahIM haiM, jinake nirmANa meM manuSya ne athaka zrama aura artha kA viniyoga kiyA thaa| pakSI ke ghoMsale ke samAna, saralatA se naSTa hone vAle ghara ke pIche manuSya rIti, prIti aura nIti ko bhUlakara, kAma-krodha, lobha ke vazIbhUta hokara pApa karatA hai, bahutoM kI hAni karatA hai aura parigraha kI lapeTa meM phaMsa jAtA .- . .-'. RANSMI sarvathA parigraha viramaNa (tyAga) aura parigraha parimANa, ye isa vrata ke do rUpa haiN| parigraha parimANa vrata kA dUsarA nAma icchA parimANa hai| kAmanA adhika hogI to prANAtipAta aura asatya bhI bddh'egaa| saba anarthoM kA mUla kAmanA-lAlasA hai| kAmanA hI samasta duHkhoM ko utpanna karatI hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki 'kAme kamahi kamiyaM khu dukkhaM / ' yaha choTA sA sUtravAkya hamAre samakSa duHkha ke vinAza kA amogha upAya prastuta karatA hai| jo kAmanAoM ko tyAga detA hai vaha samasta duHkhoM se chuTakArA pA letA hai| sAdhAraNa manuSya kAmanApUrti meM hI saMlagna rahatA hai aura usI meM apane jIvana ko khapA detA hai| vividha prakAra kI kAmanAe~ mAnava ke mastiSka meM utpanna hotI haiM aura ve use nAnA prakAra se nacAtI haiN| isa sambaMdha meM sabase bar3I kaThinAI to yaha hai ki kAmanA kA kahIM ora chora nahIM dikhAI detaa| prArambha meM eka kAmanA utpanna hotI hai| usakI pUrti ke lie manuSya prayatna karatA hai| vaha pUrI bhI nahIM hone pAtI ki anya aneka kAmanAe~ utpanna ho jAtI haiN| isa prakAra jyoM-jyoM kAmanAoM ko pUrNa karane kA prayAsa kiyA jAtA hai tyoM-tyoM unakI vRddhi hotI jAtI hai aura tRpti kahIM ho hI nahIM pAtI, Agama meM kahA hai ___ 'icchA hu AgAsasamA annNtiyaa|' jaise AkAza kA kahIM anta nahIM vaise hI icchAoM kA bhI kahIM anta nhiiN| jahA~ eka icchA kI pUrti meM se hI sahasroM navIna icchAoM kA janma ho jAtA ho vahA~ unakA anta kisa prakAra A sakatA hai? apanI parachAI ko pakar3ane kA prayAsa jaise saphala nahIM ho sakatA, usI prakAra kAmanAoM kI pUrti karanA bhI sambhava nahIM ho sktaa| usase bar3ha kara abhAgA aura kauna hai jo prApta sukha-sAmagrI kA santoSa ke sAtha upabhoga na karake tRSNA ke
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 409 vazIbhUta hokara hAya-hAya karatA rahatA hai, Akula-vyAkula rahatA hai, dhana ke pIche rAta-dina bhaTakatA rahatA hai / jisane dhana ke lie apanA mUlyavAna mAnava jIvana arpita kara diyA vaha manuSya hokara bhI manuSya jIvana kA adhikArI nahIM hai| * jo padArtha yathArtha meM AtmA kA nahIM hai, AtmA se bhinna hai use apanA svIkAra karanA parigraha hai| parigraha ke mukhya do bheda haiM-Abhyantara aura bAhya / rupayA-paisA, mahala-makAna Adi bAhya parigraha haiM aura krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa, moha Adi vikAra bhAva Abhyantara parigraha kahalAte haiN| * jisa dhana ke lie manuSya isa loka meM sukhoM kA parityAga karatA hai aura paraloka ko bigAr3atA hai vaha dhana usake kyA kAma AtA hai? iSTajana kA viyoga kyA dhana se Tala jAtA hai ? jaba vikarAla mRtyu apanA mukha phAr3a kara sAmane AtI hai to kyA dhana de kara use lauTAyA jA sakatA hai ? sone-cA~dI aura hIroM se bharI tijoriyA~ kyA mauta ko TAla sakatI haiM? Akhira saMcita kiyA huA dhana kA akSaya koSa kisa bImArI kI davA hai ? cAhe garIba ho yA amIra khAegA to khAdya-padArtha hI, hIrA motI to khA nahIM sktaa| phira anAvazyaka dhana-rAzi ekatra karane se kyA lAbha hai? mAnava-jIvana jaisI anamola nidhi ko dhana ke lie vinaSTa kara dene vAle kyoM nahIM socate ki dhana upArjana karate samaya kaSTa hotA hai, upArjita ho jAne ke pazcAt usake saMrakSaNa kI pratikSaNa cintA karanI par3atI hai aura saMrakSaNa kA prayatna asaphala hone para jaba vaha calA jAtA hai, taba duHkha aura zoka kA pAra nahIM rhtaa| * manuSya kI vAstavika AvazyakatAe~ bahuta kama hotI haiM, kintu vaha unheM svecchA se bar3hA letA hai| Aja to mAnava | hI nahIM, deza bhI AvazyakatAoM ke zikAra ho gae haiN| videzoM meM kyA bhejeM aura kaise videzI mudrA prApta kareM, yaha deza ke netAoM kI cintA hai| jaba unheM anya padArtha bhejane yogya nahIM dikhate, to unakI najara pazu-dhana kI ora jAtI hai| bar3hiyA kisma ke vastroM, khilaunoM aura mazInoM kI pUrti ke lie dhana kahA~ se diyA jAe? isakA eka rAstA pazu-dhana hai| eka samaya bhAratavAsI sAdA jIvana vyatIta karate the, para videzoM kA RNa nahIM thA, magara Aja vicitra sthiti bana gaI hai| nanhe-nanheM baccoM ko dUdha na mile aura gomAMsa videzoM meM bhejA jAe, yaha saba AvazyakatAoM ko sImita na rakhane kA phala hai| parigraha Arambha ko chor3akara nahIM rhtaa| vaha janmA bhI Arambha se hai aura usakA samarthana bhI Arambha hI karatA hai| Arambha se hI parigraha bar3hatA hai| parigraha apane dosta Arambha ko baDhAne kA dhyAna rakhatA hai| Arambha aura parigraha ke prati manuSya kA atiprabala AkarSaNa rahA hai| parigraha kA matalaba kevala paisA bar3hAnA aura tijorI bharanA hI nahIM hai, balki kuTumba, vyApAra, vyavasAya Adi meM ulajhe rahanA bhI parigraha hai| jaise sonA, cAMdI, hIrA, javAharAta, bhUmi, makAna ye saba parigraha meM haiM, vaise hI kuTumba, parivAra aura dAsa-dAsI bhI parigraha meM sammilita haiN| bAharI parigraha to ye dikhane vAlI cIjeM ho gaIM aura Antarika parigraha mana meM rahane vAlI Asakti, moha, mamatA Adi haiM, jo bAhya parigraha ke mUlAdhAra haiN| inameM ulajhA huA prANI satsaMga kA lAbha nahIM le sktaa|| jinake pAsa jarUrata se adhika makAna haiM, ve unakI mamatA chodd'eN| becane meM khatarA hai isalie mamatA chor3akara dAna de deN| dAna dene para pratibandha nahIM hai| nAma kA nAma rahe aura kAma kA kAma ho jaaye| sarakAra bhI kahegI ki sArvajanika kSetra meM ye kitanA kAma kara rahe haiN| kahA jAegA jo kAma sarakAra nahIM kara sakI, vaha seTha jI ne kara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 410 diyaa| 'janasevI haiM' yaha kaha kara unakI buddhimattA ko sabhI sarAheMge / * jIvana meM pahalA nambara deva - bhakti kA dUsarA nambara saMta-sevA kA, tIsarA nambara parivAra ke sadasyoM ko saMbhAlane kA, cauthA nambara apane svAsthya ko saMbhAlane kA aura pA~cavA nambara kAma dhaMdhe kA / isa taraha se jIvana ko calAoge to gAr3I aTakegI nahIM, bhaTakegI nahIM aura samAja meM nIcA dekhane kI jarUrata nahIM par3egI / * parigraha kA baMdhana taba taka nahIM kaTegA, jaba taka manuSya yaha na mAna le ki yaha AtmA ke lie duHkhadAyI hai aura jIvana-nirmANa meM bAdhaka hai| ' * Aja mAnava parigraha ko uccatA aura sukha-suvidhA kI nizAnI samajhatA hai / vaha bhUla gayA hai ki parigraha uccatA kI nizAnI nahIM hai| logoM meM sammAna kI nigAha kaba hogI - parigraha - tyAgane para, yA rakhane para ? itanI sIdhI-sAdI cIz2a ko bhI mAnava bhUla jAtA hai, isase bar3hakara ajJAna kyA ho sakatA hai| isalie mukti kA rAstA banAnA hai to ajJAna ko naSTa karake jJAna kA prakAza kiyA jAyegA to mokSa aura mokSa kA mArga najadIka ho jaaegaa| * 25 hajAra deva jisakI sevA karate haiM, aisA cakravartI bhI arihanta tIrthaMkara kI vANI sunakara apane rAjya ko chor3a detA hai aura kahatA hai 'rAjezvarI so narakezvarI' mujhe rAjya nahIM cAhie, mujhe rAjyapada para rahakara naraka meM nahIM jAnA hai| isameM lipta rahA, phaMsA yA ulajhA rahA to yaha naraka meM le jAne vAlA hai| * ye rajata, svarNa, hIre aura javAharAta ke parigraha bhAra haiM / kuTumba kI AvazyakatA ke lie parigraha rakhanA jarUrI samajhate haiM to aisA karo ki usa para tuma savArI karo, lekina tumhAre para vaha savAra nahIM ho| yadi dhana tuma para savAra ho gayA to vaha tumako nIce DubA degA I * jitanA jaldI binA zrama ke, binA nyAya ke, binA nIti ke paisA milAyA jAtA hai, usa paise se lakhapati karor3apati ho sakate haiM, lekina vaha paisA usa parivAra ko zAnti aura samatA dene vAlA nahIM hotaa| paisA pAyA aura ghara zAnti nahIM to paise kA phAyadA kyA ? meM * Apa hajAroM kA vyApAra karate ho / hajAroM loga ApakI dukAna para mAla kharIdane ke lie Ate hoNge| Apa unase thor3A-thor3A munAphA lekara jIvana calA sakate ho, bAla-baccoM aura parivAra kA poSaNa kara sakate ho aura isase ApakI ahiMsA bhI bacI raha sakatI hai| adhika munAphA lene ke lie kisI ke sukha-duHkha kI paravAha kiye binA caloge to vahA~ hiMsA hogI, ApakA jIvana parezAna rahegA, Apako sukha-zAnti nahIM rahegI, parivAra meM prasannatA nahIM rhegii| * jo paisA kisI nIti se nahIM milAyA jAtA hai, dUsare ko takalIpha diye binA nahIM milAyA jAtA hai vaha paisA Apako zAnti nahIM de sakatA / eka sadgRhastha vahI hai jo rAjI mana se, dene vAle se rAjI mana se le, usako kaSTa nahIM de| aisA paisA Apake lie duHkhakArI, ahitakArI aura usake lie bhI pIr3AkArI nahIM hogA / parigraha - parimANa * Avazyaka dravya rakhate hue bhI Apa parigraha para mamatA kI gA~Tha ko DhIlI kara ke aparigrahI bana sakate haiM / * parigraha kA bandhana yadi pragAr3ha hogA to uttarottara IrSyA, dveSa, kalaha, lar3AI-jhagar3e, milAvaTa corabAjArI aura mukaddamAbAjI hogii| isake viparIta Apa parigraha para mamatA ghaTAkara apane svayaM ke jIvana-nirvAha ke liye, apane
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________________ 411 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa parivAra aura baccoM ke liye, samAja ke hita ke liye, AvazyakatA pUrti yogya arthopArjana nyAya-nIti se kareMge to sabhI loga Apake mitra hoMge, Apako na rAjya kA Dara rahegA aura na samAja kA hii| * parigraha ko sImita karanA, kama karanA aura parigraha ke bandhanoM ko DhIlA karanA cAhate haiM to bhogopabhoga kI sAmagrI ko sImita karanA hogA, apanI bhogopabhoga kI bhAvanA para aMkuza lagAnA hogA, bhogopabhoga kI bhAvanA ko ghaTAnA hogaa| icchA-parimANa zrAvaka ke mUlavratoM meM parigaNita kiyA gayA hai| icchA kA parimANa nahIM kiyA jAegA aura kAmanA bar3hatI rahegI to prANAtipAta aura jhUTha bddh'egaa| adatta grahaNa meM bhI pravRtti hogii| kuzIla ko bar3hAne meM bhI parigraha kAraNabhUta hogaa| isa prakAra asImita icchA sabhI pApoM aura aneka anarthoM kA kAraNa hai| parigraha kI eka sImA kara, parigraha kA parimANa kara aparigrahI banane ke sAtha-sAtha bhogopabhoga kI sAmagrI ko | yathAzakti sImita karate rahanA, bhogopabhoga kI icchA para niyantraNa karanA paramAvazyaka hai| bhogopabhoga kI icchA | jaba taka zAnta nahIM hotI, taba taka aparigrahapana kI ArAdhanA karanA gRhastha ke liye saMbhava nahIM hai| parigraha kA parimANa kara yadi Apa parigraha ko kama karanA cAhate haiM, to aparigraha kI bhAvanA ke sAtha upabhoga-paribhoga ko, bhogopabhoga kI sAmagrI ko ghaTAne kI AvazyakatA hai| upabhoga-paribhoga ko ghaTAne ke sAtha hI parigraha kI AvazyakatA svata: kama ho jAyegI aura parigraha-saMcaya ke liye hone vAlA pApa bhI kama ho jaayegaa| * jisa prakAra bhogopabhoga parigraha ko bar3hAne ke sAdhana haiM, usI prakAra dikhAvA yA ADambara bhI parigraha ko bar3hAne kA sAdhana hai / pradezI rAjA kA jisa dina ajJAna ghaTA usI dina usane rAjapATa kA prabaMdha kiye binA kezI muni ke caraNoM meM baiThakara bAraha vrata dhAraNa kara liye| bAraha vrata dhAraNa karane ke sAtha hI sAtha usane parigraha parimANa kiyaa| usakA parigraha jyAdA lambA-caur3A thA yA ApakA jyAdA lambA-caur3A hai? Apa meM se yadi kisI ko kahA jAye ki seThajI parigraha kI sImA to bAMdho, to kahoge-'mahArAja ! abhI to patA nahIM hai kitanA denA hai, kitanA lenA hai, kitanA mAla hai, divAlI para jaba hisAba kareMge taba patA clegaa| vastutaH ApakA isa prakAra kahanA parigraha parimANa se bacane kA bahAnA mAtra hI mAnA jA sakatA hai| yadi vAstava meM Apa parigraha kA parimANa karanA cAhate haiM to jitanA Aja Apake pAsa hai, utanA khulA rakhakara bAkI kA to tyAga kara do| yaha to binA AMkar3oM ke bhI Apa kara sakate haiN| hisAba pIche karate rhnaa| jitane baMgale, makAna, dukAna ityAdi haiM, unase adhika nahIM bar3hAoge, yaha to praNa kara lo| isa taraha kA saMkalpa yadi karanA cAho to binA vilamba ke kara sakate ho| kevala bAharI vastu kA parimANa karane se kAma nahIM cltaa| yaha to icchAoM ko sImita karane kI eka sAdhanA mAtra hai| sAdhanA kSetra meM bAhya aura Antarika parisImana kI nitAnta AvazyakatA hai tathA donoM kA anyonyAzraya sambaMdha hai| zrAvaka ke lie pUrNa aparigrahI hokara rahanA zakya nahIM hai, ataeva vaha maryAdita parigraha rakhane kI chUTa letA hai| kintu vratadhArI zrAvaka parigraha ko gRha-vyavahAra calAne kA sAdhana mAtra mAnatA hai| kamajora AdamI lakar3I kA sahArA lekara calatA hai aura use sahArA hI samajhatA hai| kamajorI dUra hone para vaha lakar3I kA prayoga nahIM krtaa| agara vaha lakar3I ko hI sAdhya mAna le aura anAvazyaka hone para bhI hAtha meM thAme rahe to ajJAnI samajhA --
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 412 jaaegaa| vratI zrAvaka dhana-vaibhava Adi parigraha ko jIvana-yAtrA kA sahArA samajhatA hai, sAdhya nhiiN| dhana arthAt parigraha ko hI sarvasva samajha lene se samyakdRSTi nahIM rhtii| vaha jo parigraha rakhatA hai, apanI AvazyakatAoM kA vicAra karake hI rakhatA hai aura jIvana itanA sAdA hotA hai ki usakI AvazyakatAe~ bhI atyalpa hotI haiN| isa kAraNa vaha Avazyaka parigraha kI chUTa rakhakara zeSa kA parityAga kara detA hai| parigraha kA parimANa karane vAlA zrAvaka yadi dhana, sampatti, bhUmi Adi parimANa se adhika rakha letA hai to anAcAra samajhanA caahie| vaisI sthiti meM usakA vrata pUrI taraha khaMDita ho jAtA hai| pacAsa ekar3a bhUmi kA parimANa karane vAlA yadi sATha ekar3a rakha letA hai to yaha jAnabUjha kara vrata kI maryAdA ko bhaMga karanA hai aura yaha anAcAra hai| kisI ne vrata grahaNa karate samaya eka yA do makAnoM kI maryAdA kii| bAda meM RNa ke rupayoM ke badale use eka aura makAna prApta ho gyaa| agara vaha use rakha letA hai to yaha aticAra khlaaegaa| isI prakAra eka kheta beca kara yA makAna becakara dasarA kheta yA makAna kharIdanA bhI aticAra hai, yadi usake pIche atirikta arthalAbha kA dRSTikoNa ho| tAtparya yaha hai ki isa vrata ke parimANa meM dRSTikoNa mukhya rahatA hai aura vratadhArI ko sadaiva isa bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA cAhie ki usane tRSNA, lobha evaM asaMtoSa para akuMza lagAne ke lie vrata grahaNa kiyA hai| ataeva ye doSa kisI bahAne se mana meM praveza na kara jAeM aura mamatva bar3hane nahIM paae| kaI sAdhaka isake prabhAva se apane vrata ko dUSita kara lete haiN| udAharaNArtha- kisI sAdhaka ne cAra kheta rakhane kI maryAdA kii| tatpazcAt usake citta meM lobha jgaa| usane bagala kA kheta kharIda liyA aura pahale vAle kheta meM milA liyaa| aba vaha socatA hai ki maiMne cAra kheta rakhane kI jo maryAdA kI thI, vaha akhaMDita hai| mere pAsa pA~cavAM kheta nahIM hai| isa prakAra Atma-vaMcanA kI preraNA lobha se hotI hai| isase vrata dUSita hotA hai aura usakA asalI uddezya pUrNa nahIM hotaa| * bhogopabhoga kI sAmagrI parigraha hai aura usakI vRddhi parigraha kI hI vRddhi hai| parigraha kI vRddhi se hiMsA kI vRddhi hotI hai aura hiMsA kI vRddhi se pApa kI vRddhi hotI hai| sAdhAraNa sthiti kA AdamI bhI dUsaroM kI dekhA-dekhI uttama vastue~ rakhanA cAhatA hai| use sundara aura mUlyavAna pharnIcara cAhie, cA~dI ke bartana cAhie, kAra-moTara cAhie aura par3ausI ke yahA~ jo kucha acchA hai saba caahie| jaba sAmAnya nyAya saMgata prayAsa se ve nahIM prApta hote to unake lie anIti aura adharma kA Azraya liyA jAtA hai| ataeva manuSya ke lie yahI ucita hai ki vaha alpa-saMtoSI ho arthAt sahajabhAva se jo sAdhana upalabdha ho jAe~, unase hI apanA nirvAha kara le aura zAnti ke sAtha jIvanayApana kre| aisA karane se vaha aneka pApoM se baca jAegA aura usakA bhaviSya ujjvala bnegaa| parivAra * jisa ghara kA nyAya dUsaroM ko karane kA maukA A jAe to samajhanA cAhie ki ghara kI tejasvitA samApta ho gaI hai| apanA vivAda khuda hI sulajhA leM to kisI ko kahane kA avasara nahIM aataa| jaba kabhI pati-patnI ke bIca takarAra hotI hai yA pitA-putra ke bIca, bhAI-bhAI ke bIca vicAra-bheda yA mantavya-bheda jaisI ulajhana ho jAe, aise
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________________ - --- -- - - ----- dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 413 prasaMga jIvana meM Ate rahate haiM, to isa prakAra ke prasaMgoM para isI meM caturAI hai ki cAhe truTi kisI kI ho, apanI samasyA ko ghara meM hI, Apasa meM baiThakara nipaTA liyA jAe aura bAhara ke logoM ko patA bhI nahIM cale ki Apasa meM manamuTAva thaa| jo manuSya ghara ke jhagar3oM ko, ghara kI ulajhanoM ko ghara meM hI nipaTAnA jAnatA hai, vahI kuzala kahalAtA hai, usake lie dUsaroM ke nirdeza kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| paryuSaNa paryuSaNa kA eka artha hai- apane cAroM ora phaile bAhara ke viSaya-kaSAyoM se mana ko haTAkara nija ghara meM, AdhyAtmika bhAvoM meM, AtmA ke svabhAva meM basa jaanaa| * paryuSaNa ko 'paryupazamana' bhI kahA jAtA hai| saMskRta meM 'paryupazamana' zabda ke do vibhAga kiye jA sakate haiM-'pari' / aura 'upazamana' / 'pari' kA artha hai cahu~ ora se, bAhara aura bhItara se kaSAyoM kA upazamana, vikAroM kA upazamana | ho| jisameM bAhara se vikAroM kA upazamana kara liyA jAya aura bhItara se bhI upazamana kara liyA jAya, aise parva kA nAma hai 'pryupshmn'| yaha to upazamana kI dRSTi se paryuSaNa zabda kA artha hai| isa zabda kA anya artha hai / 'parivasanam' / AtmA ke nikaTa zubha dazA meM antaraMga aura bahiraMga bhAva se basanA, AtmA ke samIpa bsnaa| jina manuSyoM kI Adata idhara-udhara jAne-Ane kI hai, ghUmane-phirane kI hai unako paryuSaNa ke dinoM eka jagaha sthira basane kA saMkalpa karAne ke lie bhI yaha parva hai| isakA tIsarA artha 'pari' upasarga pUrvaka "uSa dAhe" dhAtu se nikalatA hai| saMskRta vyAkaraNa kI 'uSa dAhe' dhAtu kA matalaba hotA hai jlaanaa| cAhe gusse ko jalAyA jAve, viSaya ko jalAyA jAve, kaSAyoM ko jalAyA jAve, karmabandhana ko jalAyA jaave| 'paryuSaNa' yaha karmoM ke kacare ko jalAne vAlA hai aura AtmA ko Atma-guNa ke || najadIka lAne ke liye hamAre yahA~ paryuSaNa zabda kA vyavahAra calatA hai| pramAda bhI aatth| karma bhI ATha / mada bhI aatth| AtmaguNa bhI aatth| paryuSaNa parva ke dina bhI aatth| saba ATha || haiN| pUrvAcAryoM ne hamAre sAmane bar3A hI gambhIra aura sundara patha rakhA hai| agara sAdhaka paryuSaNa parva ke ATha dinoM meM AtmA para lage eka-eka durguNa ko, eka-eka karma-bandhana ko, eka-eka mada ko aura eka-eka pramAda ko, eka-eka dina meM kama karatA jAe tathA AtmA ke eka-eka guNa ko camakAtA jAe to ina ATha dinoM meM apanI AtmA ke saba guNoM ko camakA sakatA hai| ina ATha dinoM meM kyA jAnanA, kyA chor3anA aura kyA grahaNa karanA hai, isa sambandha meM zAstra kahatA hai ki moha evaM jJAnAvaraNIya karmoM ko chor3anA hai| moha ke sAtha jur3e ATha mada, jo mAnavatA ko pazutA kI ora le jAne vAle haiM unheM bhI chor3anA caahie| mada ATha haiM:1. jAtimada- maiM amuka jAti kA hU~ athavA merI jAti U~cI hai, aisA mada yA ghamaNDa karanA jAti mada hai| 2. kulamada- maiM ucca vaMza kA arthAt maMtrI,jAgIradAra yA rAjagharAne kA hU~ , aisA garva karanA kulamada hai| 3. balamada- zarIra Adi ke bala kA ghamaNDa kara dUsaroM ko dabAnA balamada hai| yaha bhI tyAgane yogya hai| 4. rUpamada- zarIra kI sundaratA ko nihAra kara usakA ghamaNDa karanA rUpamada hai| sanatkumAra cakravartI kA rUpamada |
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________________ ragaMdhahatthINaM 414 se hI patana huaa| usake sAre zarIra meM kIr3e par3a ge| 5. lAbhamada- thor3A sA dhana milane para akar3a jaanaa| 6. sUtramada- zAstrajJAna kA ghamaNDa karanA / tana se sevA, dhana se dAna aura jJAna se sadbodha nahIM dekara unakA mada | karanA tyAjya hai| jaise tana-dhana kA mada burA hai vaise hI AdhyAtmika mada bhI burA hai| yogya hone para bhI dUsaroM ko apane jaisA zAstrajJa, jJAnI aura tapasvI Adi nahIM samajhanA bhI tyAjya hai| 7. tapamada- apanI kI huI tapasyA kA Dhola pITanA aura nahIM karane vAloM para dhauMsa jamAnA tapamada hai| 8. aizvaryamada- hukUmata yA sattA kA ghamaNDa karanA aizvarya mada hai| ye AThoM mada chor3ane yogya haiN| isI prakAra ATha pramAda bhI chor3ane yogya haiN| sArAMza yaha hai ki ATha karma, ATha mada aura ATha pramAda chor3anA isa parva ke pramukha uddezya haiM / / * parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa kA lakSya Atmazuddhi karanA hai| Atmazuddhi ke lakSya taka pahu~cane ke lie AcAryoM ne eka vyavahAra, eka AcAra paddhati aura eka sAdhanA-krama kA rUpa rkhaa| agara hama hara ghar3I, hara samaya apanI AtmA kA zodhana nahIM kara sakate to kama se kama ATha dinoM meM to avazya hI kreN| ATha karmoM ke nivAraNa ke lie sAdhanA ke ye ATha dina jaina-paramparA meM anamola aura Adarza bana gae haiN| Avazyaka-sUtra kI niyukti meM tathA dUsare AgamoM meM batAyA gayA hai ki ina pavitra dinoM ko mahattva dene ke lie svarga ke deva bhI manuSya loka meM Ate haiN| * paryuSaNa parva ke antima dina kA nAma ' saMvatsarI' hai| yaha paryuSaNa parva kA mahAn zikhara hai| sAta dina to usakI bhUmikA rUpa haiN| jina dinoM sAdhanA meM nirata sAdhaka bAharI vRttiyoM se mana ko mor3akara viSaya-kaSAyoM se mukta ho Atmanirata rahatA hai, usI ko paryuSaNa parva kahate haiM / jaise bAMsa meM parva-pora yA gAMTha kA honA usakI majabUtI kA lakSaNa hai, vaise hI jIvana rUpI bAMsa meM bhI yadi parva na hogA, to jIvana puSTa nahIM hogaa| jIvana-yaSTi kI saMdhi meM parva lAnA, use gatizIla banAnA hai| sAdhanA kA varSa bhI parva se dRr3ha hotA hai| anya paryoM se viziSTa hone ke kAraNa ise parvAdhirAja mAnA gayA hai| yadi ise saprANa banAnA hai yA sahI DhaMga se parvArAdhana karanA hai aura sAmAjika evaM AdhyAtmika bala bar3hAnA hai, to bacce aura bUr3he sabhI meM sAdhanA kI jAna DAlanA, viSaya-kaSAya ko ghaTAkara mana ke dUSita bhAvoM ko dUra bhagAnA, isa punIta parva kA saMdeza hai| * paise, kImatI vastra aura AbhUSaNAdi para logoM ko prema rahatA hai, parantu ye saba sAMsArika zobhA ke upakaraNa, | upAsanA ke bAdhaka tattva haiN| ataH isa mahAparva meM jahA~ taka bana par3e inase dUra rahanA caahie| * isa AdhyAtmika dIpAvalI ke punIta parva ke avasara para hamane sAdhAraNataH apane isa sampUrNa jIvana meM aura vizeSataH varSa bhara meM jo-jo truTiyA~ kI haiM, jo aparAdha kie haiM, duSkRta kie haiM, AdhyAtmika evaM naitika patana ke kArya kie haiM, unake liye hameM Antarika duHkha prakaTa karate hue pazcAttApapUrvaka prAyazcitta lene ke sAtha-sAtha apane zeSa jIvana meM una duSkRtoM ko punaH kabhI apane AcaraNa meM na lAne kA dRr3ha saMkalpa karanA hai| AdhyAtmika abhyutthAna ke liye, AtmA para lagI karma-kAlimA ko dho DAlane ke liye, AtmA ke saccidAnandamaya nirmala, niSkalaMka svarUpa ko prakaTa karane ke liye jitane yama, niyama, japa, tapa, zama, dama Adi sukRta Avazyaka haiM, unheM
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________________ 415 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa apane jIvana meM adhikAdhika DhAlane kA bhI aTala nizcaya karanA hai| paryuSaNa ke prArambha saMvatsarI ke dina taka ATha dina kA kAryakrama hara bhAI-bahina ko dhyAna meM rakhanA hai| anya prakAra kA vrata, niyama, tyAga nahIM kara sake, upavAsa, pauSadha nahIM kara sakeM to itanA dhyAna rakheM ki subaha-zAma sAmAyika-pratikramaNa avazya kareM, vyAkhyAna zravaNa kA lAbha leN| kuzIla kA tyAga karanA hai, rAtribhojana kA tyAga rakhanA hai| ina dinoM meM sinemA, calacitra, upanyAsa Adi meM samaya bitAne ke bajAya svAdhyAya kA kAryakrama rakheM / jJAnagoSThI karake apane tathA dUsaroM ke samaya kA sadupayoga kreN| ATha dinoM taka kisI kI nindA nahIM kareM, kisI ko gAliyA~ nahIM deM, kisI se lar3AI nahIM kareM, pramAda chor3akara jJAna-dhyAna kreN| * jaina dharma kI yaha mAnyatA hai, jaina saMskRti kA yaha vidhAna hai ki paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM eka sthAna para baiThakara hI dharma-dhyAna karanA caahie| jahA~ bhI pahu~canA hai vahA~ paryuSaNa se pahale hI pahu~ca jaayeN| yaha nahIM ki Aja isa sthAna para gaye to kala dUsare sthAna para gye| ATha dinoM meM itane santoM yA munijanoM ke darzana kara liye| yaha rivAja dekhA-dekhI meM cala par3A hai| lekina yaha sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke viruddha hai| parva ke dina pahalA kAma yaha hai ki hamAre dila-dimAga aura vrata meM jo kacarA lagA hai, usako pahale bAhara nikaaleN| Aja ke jamAne meM hamArA sAmAjika jIvana hai, lekina vyaktigata zuddhi kI upekSA nahIM karanI hai| samAja meM rahate hue sAmAjika jIvana meM jo milAvaTa kar3avAhaTa, vikAra Ae haiM, unakI zuddhi karanA bhI parva ke | dina kA kAma hai| parva ke dinoM meM jo kAma ho jAtA hai vaha anya dinoM meM nahIM hotaa| paryuSaNa ke ina mahAmaMgalakArI pavitra dinoM meM tar3aka-bhar3aka vAlI pozAkoM aura kImatI AbhUSaNoM ke sthAna para || sAdI veza-bhUSA meM dharma-sthAna meM AveM aura aMga para zIla kA AbhUSaNa evaM mukha para mauna kA bhUSaNa dhAraNa kiye | raheM to Apako parvArAdhana kA aura bhI adhika Ananda prApta hogaa| * puruSArtha prANimAtra ke hRdaya meM jJAna kA bhaMDAra bharA hai| kahIM bAhara se kucha lAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, parantu nimitta ke binA usako pAnA kaThina hai| suyoga se kisI viziSTa nimitta ke milate hI usakA upayoga liyA jAe to anAyAsa prakAza prApta ho jAtA hai| jaise diyAsalAI meM agni sannihita hai, kevala tUlI ke gharSaNa kI AvazyakatA hai vaise hI mAnava kI cetanA sadguru se gharSaNa pAte hI jala uThatI hai| AvazyakatA kevala zubhanimitta pAkara puruSArtha karane kI hai| , bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA-'o mAnava ! yaha na samajha ki Izvara, daivI-zakti yA niyati tujhe duHkha se mukta kregii| niyati koI prANiyoM kI zAstA bhinna zakti nahIM, jo tumhAre duHkha-sukha kA nirmANa kre| tumhAre duHkha-sukha kA kAraNa tumhAre bhItara hai|' ApakA prazna hogA to kyA kareM?' uttara spaSTa hai-'puruSArtha kreN|' Apa kaheMge 'puruSArtha to hama nirantara karate A rahe haiN| aisA kaunasA kSaNa bItatA hai jabaki hama puruSArtha nahIM krte| kIr3e-makor3e se lekara indra, mahendra taka koI vyakti aisA nahIM hai jo puruSArtha nahIM karatA ho| lekina puruSArtha se karma-baMdha bhI hotA hai aura mokSa bhI hotA hai| zAstrakAroM ne puruSArtha ke do bheda kiye haiN| eka bhava-vardhaka arthAt baMdhana bar3hAne vAlA puruSArtha aura dUsarA bhava-chedaka arthAt baMdhana kATane vAlA puruSArtha / * a, ba, sa, jaise akSaroM ko bhI nahIM pahacAnane vAlA eka bAlaka jaba skUla meM jAkara puruSArtha karatA hai to caMda
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 416 dinoM meM apane Apako acchA likhane lAyaka, par3hane lAyaka, bolane lAyaka aura samajhane lAyaka banA letA hai| yadi vaha parizrama nahIM karatA to usake jJAna kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| antara meM zakti ke vidyamAna rahate hue bhI yadi use jagAyA nahIM gayA to vikAsa nahIM hogaa| * kAmanA kI pUrti kA sAdhana artha hai aura mokSa kI pUrti kA sAdhana dharma hai| Apako dharma-puruSArtha karanA hai| vahI bandhana kATane vAlA hai| pauSadha pauSadha kA artha hai - Atmika guNoM kA poSaNa karane vAlI kriyaa| jisa-jisa kriyA se AtmA apane svAbhAvika guNoM kA vikAsa karane meM samartha bane, vibhAva pariNati se dUra ho aura Atma-svarUpa ke sannikaTa Ae vahI pauSadha hai| pauSadhavrata aMgIkAra karate samaya nimnokta cAra bAtoM kA tyAga Avazyaka hai1. AhAra kA tyaag| 2. zarIra ke satkAra yA saMskAra kA tyAga-jaise kezoM kA prasAdhana, snAna, caTakIle-bhar3akIle vastroM ko pahinanA ___ evaM anya prakAra se zarIra ko suzobhita krnaa| 3. abrahma kA tyaag| 4. pApamaya vyApAra kA tyaag| mana ko sarvathA nirvyApAra banA lenA saMbhava nahIM hai| usakA kucha na kucha vyApAra hotA hI rahatA hai| tana kA | vyApAra bhI calegA aura vacana ke vyApAra kA visarjana kara denA bhI pauSadha vrata ke pAlana ke liye anivArya nahIM hai| dhyAna yaha rakhanA cAhiye ki ye saba vyApAra vrata ke uddezya meM bAdhaka na bana jaaeN| viSa bhI zodhana kara lene para auSadha bana jAtA hai| isI prakAra mana, vacana aura kAyA ke vyApAra meM AdhyAtmika guNoM kA ghAta karane kI jo zakti hai use naSTa kara diyA jAya to vaha bhI amRta bana sakatA hai| terahaveM guNasthAna meM pahuMce hue sarvajJa sarvadarzI arihanta bhagavAn ke bhI tInoM yoga vidyamAna rahate haiM, kintu ve unakI paramAtma dazA meM bAdhaka nahIM hote / isI prakAra sAmAnya sAdhaka kA yaugika vyApAra yadi cAlU rahe, kintu vaha pApamaya na ho to vrata kI sAdhanA meM bAdhaka nahIM hotaa| * pauSadhavrata kI ArAdhanA eka prakAra kA abhyAsa hai jise sAdhaka apane jIvana kA abhinna aMga banAne kA prayatna karatA hai| ataeva pauSadha ko zArIrika vizrAnti kA sAdhana nahIM samajhanA caahie| niSkriya hokara pramAda meM samaya vyatIta karanA athavA nirarthaka bAteM karanA, pauSadha vrata kA samyak pAlana nahIM hai| isa vrata ke samaya to pratikSaNa AtmA ke prati sajagatA honI caahie| dUsarA koI dekhane vAlA ho athavA na ho, phira bhI vrata kI ArAdhanA Antarika zraddhA aura prIti ke sAtha karanI caahie| aisA kiye binA rasAnubhUti nahIM hogii| sAdhanA meM Ananda kI anubhUti honI caahie| jaba Ananda kI anubhUti hone lagatI hai to manuSya sAdhanA karane ke lie bAra-bAra utsAhita aura utkaNThita hotA hai|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 417 * # pracAra-prasAra * jaina dharma kA pracAra-prasAra kevala jaina nAma dharAne se nahIM hogA, isake lie do bAteM cAhiye - (1) zAstrAnusAra vItarAga dharma kA pracAra karanA aura (2) svayaM jinAjJA kA pAlana karanA / * dharma kSetra meM pracAra kI apekSA AcAra kI pradhAnatA hai / AcAra pakSa majabUta hogA to binA pracAra bhI svata: pracAra ho jAegA / pracAra ke pIche jJAna darzana - cAritra ko Thesa nahIM pahu~ce isa sImA taka para jo pracAra saMyama-sAdhanA aura AcAra dharma ko Thesa pahuMcAe vaha kadApi upAdeya nahIM hotA / pracAra upAdeya ho sakatA hai, * Apako jJAna honA cAhie ki upAdhyAya yazovijaya jI sAre saMsAra ko jaina zAsana meM lAnA cAhate the- prema bhAvanA se baMdhutva kI bhAvanA se| unhoMne kahA thA- 'sarva jIva karUM zAsana rsii'| kahA~ to yaha bhAvanA aura kahA~ Aja choTI-choTI bAtoM ke kAraNa eka dUsare se nArAja hone vAlI hamArI manovRtti ? bApa beTe se nArAja ho jAegA, bhAI-bhAI se nArAja jAegA, guru ziSya se nArAja ho jaaegaa| yadi kisI dharma-guru ne eka ziSya ko bar3hAvA diyA to dUsarA socegA ki vaha jyAdA mu~ha laga gayA to ThIka nahIM rhegaa| isalie vaha usa para roka lagAne kA prayatna kregaa| Aja hamArI baMdhu bhAvanA sakucA gaI hai| eka dUsare para vizvAsa nahIM kreNge| ina bAtoM se kaise uddhAra hogA ? * kaI mAtAe~, bahaneM pracAra karane meM tagar3I haiN| puruSoM ko apane vicAroM kA pracAra karanA DhaMga se nahIM AtA / puruSa jitanI dhImI gati se pracAra kareMge, utanI hI teja gati se pracAra karanA ye bahaneM khUba jAnatI haiN| jo bahana kucha bhI nahIM karane vAlI hai, usameM bhI ye aisI phUMka mAreMgI ki usakA mana badala jaaegaa| * eka madirA kA ThekedAra svayaM madirA nahIM pIte hue bhI usakA vyApAra kara sakatA hai| usI prakAra sigareTa, bIr3I, nAyalona ke vastra kA vyApArI ina vastuoM kA vyavahAra kie binA bhI inakA vyApAra va pracAra kara sakatA hai / / kintu dharma kA pracAra zuddha sadAcArI bane binA saMbhava nahIM hai| * jo satya, ahiMsA aura tapa kA svayaM to AcaraNa nahIM kare aura pracAra mAtra kare, to vaha adhika prabhAvazAlI nahIM ho sktaa| isake viparIta, AcaraNazIla vyakti binA bole mauna - Atma-bala se bhI dharma kA bar3A pracAra kara sakatA hai 1 mUka sAdhakoM kA dUsare ke jIvana para gaharA prabhAva par3atA hai| AcAra tathA tyAga binA bole bhI hara vyakti ke jIvana para prabhAva DAlatA hai| pahale jainamuni sArvajanika khule sthAna vana, upavana, zmazAna, tarutala Adi meM nivAsa karate the| unakI bhikSA bhI / khulI hotI thI aura jaina muniyoM ke satsaMga, tyAga, tapa se prabhAvita hokara loga sevA karate aura unako apanA / guru samajha kara dharma ke prati niSThAvAna bane rahate the / jaina zramaNoM kI tapazcaryA aura tyAga dekhakara unakA dhArmika vizvAsa aTUTa banA rahatA thA, kintu Aja zramaNoM kA nivAsa, bhikSA, dharmopadeza, varSAvAsa Adi samasta kArya sAmAjika sthAnoM meM aura ekamAtra jaina samAja kI vyavasthA ke nIce hI hote haiN| ata: jainetara janatA va sAmAnya logoM ko samAna rUpa se unase dharmalAbha kA avasara nahIM mila paataa| jaina mandira Adi dharma - sthAnoM meM itara logoM praveza anadhikRta mAnA jAtA hai| yaha adhikAra va saMkIrNavRtti bhI jaina dharma ke prasAra meM bAdhaka bana rahI hai| pahale jaba jainadharma ko rAjyAzraya prApta thA taba dhArmika vyaktiyoM ko vyAvahArika jIvana meM bhI rAjya evaM samAja
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________________ 418 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM se sahayoga va sammAna milatA rahatA thaa| dhArmika vAtsalya ke kAraNa usa samaya logoM ko abhAva, khinnatA aura dInatA kA zikAra nahIM honA par3atA thA, kyoMki dharma kA sambandha sabhI sambandhoM se zreSTha ucca va adhika mahattva kA mAnA jAtA thaa| ata: logoM meM sahaja hI dharma ke prati AkarSaNa va preraNA jAgRta hotI rahatI thii| Aja kA jaina samAja vibhinna vargoM evaM jAtiyoM meM baMTakara pArasparika dveSa aura kalaha kA zikAra ho gayA hai| dharma ke nAma para kI jAne vAlI Aja kI sevA tathA vAtsalya bhAva saMkIrNa aura sImita bana gayA hai| logoM ko dhArmika sambandha se jo vAtsalya va sevA pahale prApta hotI thI, vaha Aja nahIM mila pAtI hai| vatsalatA va udAratA jo dharma ke prasAra va vistAra ke mukhya kAraNa meM se hai, usakI kamI se Aja cAhie jaisA dharma kA vistAra nahIM ho pA rahA hai| sAdhu yA zrAvaka Aja ajainoM ko samajhAyeM ki jainadharma mAnava mAtra ke kalyANa kA mArga hai| isameM sAdhanA kI tIna zreNiyAM nirdhArita haiN| jo vyakti Atmabala kI maMdatA se vrata-niyama ko dhAraNa nahIM kara sakate, ve bhI sarala mana se tattvAtattva kA jJAna prApta kara pApa ko pApa aura dharma ko dharma mAnate hue hRdaya se sambhalakara cleN| aise vyakti samyagdarzana kI prathama bhUmikA ke adhikArI ho sakate haiN| dUsare meM pApa ko pApa samajha kara, usakI maryAdA karane vAlA yathAsthiti pApa ko ghaTAne vAlA dezavirata ho sakatA hai| tIsare meM hiMsA, jhUTha, corI, kuzIla aura parigraha Adi kA sampUrNa tyAga karanA hai| isake adhikArI sAdhu-santa evaM sAdhvI varga hote haiN| samyagdarzI puruSa jo tyAga nahIM karate hue bhI doSa ko doSa mAnakara yaha zraddhA rakhatA hai ki pApa chor3ane yogya hai, usake tyAga se hI merA kalyANa hai, Arambha-parigraha meM rahate hue bhI vaha samyagdarzI jaina kahalA sakatA hai| isa prakAra ajaina janoM ke hRdaya meM jaba hama jainadharma ke marma ko gahare baiThAyeMge tathA apanI udAratA, saralatA, sadAzayatA kA prabhAva una para DAleMge, tabhI isa dharma kA adhikAdhika pracAra ho sakatA hai| zrImantoM ko cAhie ki ve apanI sampatti kA adhika se adhika upayoga dharma ke pracAra va prasAra meM kreN| * tyAgiyoM ko, cAhe kaisI bhI viSama sthiti kyoM na A jAya, apane tyAga kA teja evaM tapa kA oja nahIM ghaTAnA caahie| tattva ko sarala karake samajhAnA aura jana sAdhAraNa meM vyApta isa bhrAMti ko ki jainadharma vyakti vizeSa ke hI pAlane yogya hai, dUra karanA Avazyaka hai| jana-sAdhAraNa ko yaha batA denA cAhiye ki pApa ko pApa mAnakara tyAgane kI icchA vAlA koI bhI dayAlu gRhastha jaina bana sakatA hai| chatrapati rAjA se lekara eka majadUra bhI jainadharmI ho sakatA hai| isa prakAra bhrAMti dUra hone se sAmAnya jana bhI jainadharma kI ArAdhanA kara skeNge| dUsarI bAta, unheM tyAgiyoM ke nikaTa lAne ke liye jaina gRhastha apanI sevAnivRtti bar3hAyeM aura mizanarI (dharma pracAraka) kI taraha jana-sAdhAraNa se prema bar3hAveM to jainadharma kA pracAra va vistAra ho sakatA hai| pratikramaNa pratikramaNa kA matalaba hai pIche haTanA arthAt doSoM se haTakara AtmA ko mUla sthiti meM le aanaa| 'prati' yAnI 'pIche' doSa kI ora jo kadama bar3hA hai, maryAdA se bAhara Aye hue una caraNoM ko pIche haTAkara mUla sthAna para sthApita karanA, isakA nAma 'pratikramaNa' hai| pratikramaNa karane vAle bhAI-bahana ko cAhie ki ve apane jIvana meM lage doSoM kA saMzodhana karake AtmA ko ujjvala kreN| isIlie AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna kA vidhAna bhagavAna ne zrAvaka aura sAdhu sabhI ke lie
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa kiyA hai| mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya aura azubhayoga se jo kacarA AyA hai, use cintana dvArA bAhara nikAlanA, pIche haTAnA isakA nAma hai 'prtikrmnn'| jo loga kahate haiM ki sUtroM kA aura pratikramaNa kA hindI meM anuvAda kara denA cAhie , unako samajhanA cAhie ki hindI kA anuvAda karake mUla ko haTA deMge to Apako una sUtroM kI mUla prAkRta bhASA kA jJAna nahIM rahegA, mUla sUtra kA vAcana baMda ho jaaegaa| isake atirikta bhASA meM anuvAda karate samaya yaha samasyA bhI AyegI ki kisa bhASA meM anuvAda kiyA jAe? bhArata meM to rAjasthAnI, gujarAtI, hindI, baMgalA, marAThI, kannar3a, tamila, telugU, paMjAbI, sindhI, aMgrejI Adi aneka bhASAe~ haiN| yadi koI kahe ki sabhI bhASAoM meM anuvAda kara diyA jAe to bhI dikkata aayegii| kalpanA karie, eka hI sthAnaka meM baiThe vibhinna bhASA-bhASI loga apanI-apanI bhASA meM sAmAyika ke pATha boleMge to kaisI hAsyAspada sthiti ho jaaegii| ekarasatA bhI nahIM rhegii| aura saba se bar3I bAta to yaha hai ki mUla pAThoM meM jo udAtta aura gurugaMbhIra bhAva bhare haiM ve anuvAda meM kabhI nahIM A skte| isalie pAThoM kA mUla bhASA meM rahanA sarvathA ucita aura lAbhakArI hai| isI se hamArI prAcIna dhArmika paramparA aura dharmazAstroM kI bhASA avicchinna raha sakatI hai| sAtha hI Aja jo sAmAyika karate samaya yA zAstra par3hate samaya hama isa gaurava kA anubhava karate haiM ki hama vItarAga prabhu ke mukha se nisRta vANI kA pATha kara rahe haiM, vaha bhI akSuNNa raha sakatA hai| Aja ke yuga kI yaha vizeSatA aura vicitra pravRtti hai ki AdamI bhUla karane para bhI apanI usa bhUla athavA galatI ko mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotaa| bahuta se loga to doSa svIkAra karanA mAnasika durbalatA mAnate haiN| zAstra kahate haiM ki jo jAtimAna, kulamAna, jJAnavAn aura vinayavAn hogA vahI apanA doSa svIkAra kregaa| AdhyAtmika kSetra meM doSI svayaM apane doSa ko prakaTa kara pazcAttApa karatA hai| jIvana-zuddhi ke lie yaha Avazyaka hai ki sAdhaka sUkSma dRSTi se pratidina apanA-svayaM kA nirIkSaNa karatA rhe| nItikAra ne kahA hai ki-'pratyahaM pratyavekSeta nrshcritmaatmnH|' kalyANArthI ko pratidina apane caritra kA sUkSma dRSTi se nirIkSaNa karanA caahie| * pratikramaNa kevala pATiyA~ bolane se hI pUrA nahIM hotA hai| yaha to eka sAdhanA hai jisase doSa saralatA se yAda A jAveM / isalie AcAryoM ne, zAstrakAroM ne pratikramaNa kI pATiyA~ Apake sAmane rakhI haiN| pATha tote kI taraha bole gaye, micchAmi dukkaDaM, jahA~ AyA, vahA~ mu~ha se kaha diyA, lekina kisa bAta kA 'micchAmi dukkaDaM' isakA patA nhiiN| dainika vyavahAra karate yadi jhUTha bolA gayA, mApa-tola meM U~cA-nIcA ho gayA, kisI se koI bAta maMjUra kI, lekina bAda meM vacana kA pAlana nahIM kiyA, kabhI corI kA mAla le liyA, coroM kI madada dI yA taskarI karane meM hAtha rahA ho to usake lie apanI AtmA se pazcAttApa karane kA khayAla honA caahie| pratikramaNa karane vAle bhAI-bahina jIvana meM doSa kA saMzodhana karake usako ujjvala kreN| pradarzana * eka vyakti dUsare vyakti para, eka sampradAya dUsare sampradAya para chIMTA-kasI karate haiM, dhabbA yA lAMchana lagAne kI | koziza karate haiM, aisI sthiti meM unakA dharma-sthAna para baiThanA lAbhakArI nahIM hotaa| mAlA pherate-pherate, bhajana |
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________________ nA caahie| namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM karate-karate cAra AdamI bAhara se dUsare A gaye to maMdira meM baiThA huA bhakta jo dhIme-dhIme bhajana kara rahA thA, vaha inako dekha kara jora se karane lagatA hai aura ve cAra AdamI cale gaye to phira pahale jaisA ho jAtA hai-idhara-udhara dekhane lagatA hai| yaha saba kyoM hotA hai? jaba, taka jJAna para pardA par3A hai taba taka aisA hotA hai| hamako aura Apako kriyA karake ajJAna kA pardA dUra haTAnA hai aura jJAna kI jyoti bar3hAnI hai| dharma-sthAna meM Ane vAle bhAI-bahanoM se kahanA yaha hai ki sabase pahale dhyAna yaha rakhA jAe ki aparigrahiyoM ke pAsa jAte haiM to jyAdA se jyAdA aparigrahiyoM kA rUpa dhAraNa karake jAnA caahie| * Apake santa itane aparigrahI aura Apa dharmasthAna meM Ate samaya soceM ki bar3hiyA sUTa pahanakara cleN| bAI socatI hai ki sone ke gokharU hAthoM meM pahana leM, sone kI lar3a gale meM DAla leM, sone kI jaMjIra kamara meM bAMdha leM yahA~ taka ki mAlA ke manake bhI lakar3I candana ke kyoM hoM, cA~dI ke dAnoM kI mAlA banavA leM, to yaha soca ThIka nhiiN| * eka bAI se yaha pUchA ki Apa vyAkhyAna meM kyoM nahIM AtIM? vaha kahane lagI-"bApajI ! jIva to ghaNo hI TUTe hai ki vyAkhyAna meM AU~ paNa kAMI karUM akelI hU~ , peraNa ne jevara nahIM hai| dAgInA binA pahane jAU~ to ghara kI ijjata jaave|" Apane isa taraha kA vAtAvaraNa samAja meM banA rakhA hai| isa vAtAvaraNa ke kAraNa vyAkhyAna meM Ane se vaMcita rahanA par3atA hai| yaha galata rUpa hai| sone ke AbhUSaNoM se AtmA kI kImata nahIM, AtmA kI kImata hai sadAcAra se, prAmANikatA se aura sadguNoM se| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne anna-jala kI taraha alpa vastra dhAraNa karane ko bhI tapa kahA hai| manuSya yadi adhika saMgrahI banegA, to usase dUsaroM kI AvazyakatA-pUrti meM kamI aayegii| phalasvarUpa Apasa meM vaira-virodha tathA saMgharSa kI sthiti utpanna hogii| saMgrahI puruSa ko rakSaNa kI upadhi aura mamatA kA bandhana rahegA, jisase vaha zAntipUrNa gamanAgamana nahIM kara skegaa| ataH vratI ko sAde jIvana kA abhyAsa rakhanA caahiye| dhArmika sthaloM meM khAsakara bahumUlya vastra aura AbhUSaNoM ko dUra rakhanA cAhiye, kyoki dharma-sthAna meM dhana-vaibhava kA mUlya nahIM, kintu sAdhanA kA mahattva hai| * AbharaNa khAsakara pradarzana kI vastu hai| loga sundara AbhUSaNoM se darzakoM ko AkarSita karate haiN| sarvaprathama to AbhUSaNa-dhAraNa karane se darzakoM ke mana meM IrSyA aura lAlasA jAgRta hotI hai; dUsare meM saMgraha aura lobhavRtti kA vikAsa hotA hai / vAsanA jagAne kA bhI AbhUSaNa eka mahAna kAraNa mAnA jAtA hai| vastrAbhUSaNoM se ladakara calane vAlI nAriyA~ apane pIche A~khoM kA jAla bichA letI haiM aura sthira prazAnta mana ko bhI asthira evaM azAnta kara detI haiN| vizeSajJoM kA kathana hai ki nArI kA tana jitanA rAgotpAdaka nahIM hotA, ye vastrAbhUSaNa usase adhika rAga-raMgavarddhaka hote haiN| * jahA~ dekho vahIM dikhAvaTa hai| zAna-zaukata ke lie loga ADambara karate haiN| pratyeka vyakti apane ApameM jo hai, usase anyathA hI apane ko pradarzita karanA cAhatA hai| amIra apanI amIrI kA ThasakA dikhalAtA hai| garIba usakI nakala karate haiM aura apane sAmarthya se adhika vyaya karake sira para RNa kA bhAra bar3hAte haiN| ina avAstavika AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti ke lie aneka prakAra ke anaitika upAyoM kA avalambana lenA par3atA hai| isa kAraNa vyakti, vyakti kA jIvana dUSita ho gayA hai aura jaba vyaktiyoM kA jIvana dUSita hotA hai to sAmAjika jIvana nirdoSa kaise ho sakatA hai?
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa * samAja meM jo loga jyAdA pU~jI vAle haiM, ve socate haiM ki apane ghara meM lar3akI kI zAdI hai, zAdI aisI karanI cAhiye ki loga dekhate hI raha jaayeN| pahale ke zrAvakoM ke to parigraha kA parimANa hotA thaa| isake atirikta sAmAjika niyama bhI hote the| una niyamoM kA samAja ke sabhI logoM dvArA pUrI taraha samAna rUpa se pAlana kiyA jAtA thaa| vivAha Adi ke avasara para paMcoM ke parAmarza ke anusAra saba kArya kiyA jAtA thaa| cAhe karor3apati ke ghara vivAha ho, cAhe lakhapati ke ghara, paMcoM kI rajA lenI par3atI thii| paMca lApasI banAne kI rAya dete to paMcoM kI rAya ke mutAbika lApasI hI banAI jAtI thii| Aja to koI nayA lakhapati, karor3apati banatA hai aura usake yahA~ zAdI-vivAha kA prasaMga AtA hai, to vaha kahatA hai - maiM to pA~ca prakAra kI miThAI kruuNgaa| phira kahatA hai - bAdAma kI katalI kruuNgaa| aisA kahate aura karate samaya vaha yaha nahIM socatA ki usake pIche madhyama varga ke bhAI pisa jaayeNge| yaha saba ADambara evaM dikhAve kI vRtti kA tathA parigraha ke parimANa ke abhAva meM parigraha-parivarddhana aura parigraha-pradarzana kI pArasparika pratispardhA kA kupariNAma hai| pramAda jisase jIva masta bane, bhAna bhUle, vaha pramAda hai| pramAda kA kAraNa hone se madya ko bhI pramAda kahA gayA hai| viSaya aura kaSAya bhAva pramAda haiN| krodha, lobha yA kAma ke vazIbhUta mAnava kitanA besudha ho jAtA hai, kisI ko batAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| AcAryoM ne kahA hai 'majjaM visaya kasAyA, niddA vigahA paMcamI bhnniyaa| ___ e e paMca pamAyA, jIvaM pADaMti saMsAre / * rAga meM mRga aura nAga sudha-budha bhUla jAte aura prANa ga~vAte haiN| jala meM masta nAcane vAlI machalI jAla meM kyoM phaMsatI hai? rasanA kA pramAda hI to use besudha banAtA hai| zAstra meM pA~ca kAraNa jJAna nahIM Ane ke batalAe haiM - "thaMbhA, kohA, pamAeNaM rogeNAlassaeNa ya" / unameM pramAda pramukha hai| / pramAda sAdhaka ko pIche haTAne vAlA hai| zAstrakAra ne ise Atmadhana haraNa karane vAlA luTerA kahA hai| yaha sarvavirati ko bhI nIce girA detA hai| pramAda kA jaba ugrarUpa hotA hai to dIrghakAla kA saMyama-sAdhaka bhI virAdhaka bana jAtA hai| isako baMdha meM tIsarA kAraNa batalAyA hai| pramAda ke mukhya do bheda haiM - 1. dravya pramAda aura 2. bhAva pramAda / nidrA, vikathA Adi bAhya pramAda meM indriyA~ zithila ho jAtI haiN| isIlie pramAda kI vyAkhyA karate hue kahA hai-'prakarSeNa mAdyati jIvaM mohayatIti prmaadH|' saMsAra ke pramAdI prANI vItarAga kI jJAnajyoti meM bhI apane ko bhUle rahate haiN| moha kI prabalatA aura ajJAna | isake pradhAna kAraNa haiN| Ananda zrAvaka ne pramAda para niyaMtraNa kiyA thaa| anAvazyaka pramAda usake jIvana ko chU hI nahIM sakatA thaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki vaha bhagavAna ke upadeza para vicAra kara sakA aura AcAra meM bhI lA skaa| Aja kA mAnava itanA pramatta banA huA hai ki usakA adhikAMza samaya vikathA, khela, ghUmanA yA zarIra maMDana meM hI pUrA ho jAtA hai| kauTumbika AvazyakatA ke bar3hane para kadAcit samaya nikAla letA hai, mitroM ke sAtha ghUmane kA bhI samaya mila jAtA hai, para svAdhyAya ke lie samaya nahIM, kAraNa kyA? * kevala pramAda meM khAlI samaya bitAne kI apekSA sadgranthoM kA paThana-pAThana yA dharmacarcA kI jaaye| mAnasika japa bhI khAlI samaya meM kiyA jA sakatA hai|
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________________ 422 _ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * dravya-nidrA sahaja ur3AI jA sakatI hai, para jo vyakti moha bhAvanidrA meM ho usako jagAnA sahaja nahIM hai| isIlie kahA hai jo kAla kare so Aja hI kara, jo Aja kare vaha aba kara le| jaba cir3iyA khetI cuga DArI, phira pachatAye kyA hovata hai| * zAstra aura satsaMga, sAdhanA ke lie preraNA dete haiM, kintu pramAda sAdhaka ko pIche dhakela detA hai, jise zAstroM ne pramukha luTerA kahA hai| sarvavirati mArga ke sAdhaka ko bhI pramAda nIce girA detA hai aura jaba isakA rUpa ugra ho jAtA hai, taba mAnava ArAdhaka ke badale virAdhaka bana jAtA hai| * jisameM yA jisake kAraNa jIva bhAna bhUle, vaha pramAda hai| zabda-zAstra meM kahA hai-"prakarSeNa mAdyati jIvo yena sa || prmaadH|" pramAda meM manuSya karaNIya yA akaraNIya kA viveka bhUla jAtA hai, unmatta ho jAtA hai| viSayoM meM bhI prANI matta ho jAtA hai taba sAdhanA nahIM kara paataa| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ye kaSAya rUpa pramAda haiN| ye jIvana-nirmANa ke bAdhaka tattva haiM, jo virati bhAva ko jAgRta nahIM hone dete| saccaritra kA pAlana nahIM karane dete| ye AtmA ke bhAna ko bhulA dete haiM aura jIvana ko lakSyahIna banA dete haiN| * AcArAMga-sUtra meM bhagavAn mahAvIra ne santoM se kahA ki AjJA pAlana meM pramAda na karo aura AjJA ke bAhara udyama | na karo, kyoMki ye donoM avAMchanIya haiN| * mana ke sUnepana ko haTAne ke lie indriyoM ko satkArya meM, mana ko prabhu-smaraNa, dharma-dhyAna aura zubha-cintana meM tathA vANI ko svAdhyAya meM lagAyA jAya, to pramAda ko sthAna nahIM milegaa| . prANi-rakSA * kAMTe aura phUla donoM kI apane-apane sthAna meM upayogitA hai, vaise hI sAMpa, bicchu, kutte aura kaue Adi nirarthaka lagane vAle prANadhAriyoM kA bhI upayoga aura mahattva hai| jo loga samajhate haiM ki hiMsaka jIvoM ko mAranA dharma hai, ve bhUla karate haiN| yadi isI prakAra pazu jagat yaha khayAla kare ki mAnava bar3A hatyArA aura khUkhAra hai use mAra bhagAnA cAhie to ise Apa saba kabhI acchA nahIM kheNge| isI taraha anya jIvoM kI sthiti para bhI vicAra karanA caahie| saMsAra meM rahane kA anya jIvoM ko bhI utanA hI adhikAra hai jitanA ki manuSya ko| sabake sAtha maitrI banA kara rahanA caahie| apanI galatI ke badale dUsaroM ko bar3A daMDa denA acchA nhiiN| isa prakAra kI hiMsA se pratihiMsA aura pratizodha kI bhAvanA bar3hatI hai, jo saMsAra ke lie aniSTakArI hai| prAmANikatA * jisa vyApArI kI prAmANikatA (sAkha) eka bAra naSTa ho jAtI hai use loga aprAmANika samajha lete haiN| usako vyApArika kSetra meM bhI hAni uThAnI par3atI hai| Apa bhalI-bhAMti jAnate hoMge ki paiTha arthAt prAmANikatA kI pratiSThA vyApArI kI eka bar3I pUMjI mAnI jAtI hai| jisakI paiTha nahIM vaha vyApArI divAliyA kahA jAtA hai| ataeva vyApAra ke kSetra meM bhI vahI saphalatA prApta karatA hai, jo nIti aura dharma ke niyamoM kA ThIka taraha se nirvAha karatA hai| * zrAvaka-dharma meM aprAmANikatA aura anaitikatA ko koI sthAna nahIM hai| vyApAra kevala dhana-saMcaya kA hI upAya nahIM hai| agara viveka ko tilAMjali na dI jAya aura vyApAra ke ucca AdarzoM kA anusaraNa kiyA jAya to vaha
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 423 samAja kI sevA kA nimitta bhI ho sakatA hai| prajA kI AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti karanA arthAt jahA~ jIvanopayogI vastue~ sulabha nahIM haiM, unheM sulabha kara denA vyApArI kI samAja-sevA hai, kintu vaha sevA tabhI sevA kahalAtI hai jaba vyApArI anaitikatA kA Azraya na le, ekamAtra apane svArtha se prerita hokara anucita lAbha na utthaave| prAyazcitta rAjya-zAsana meM to doSI ke doSa dUsare kahate haiM, para dharma-zAsana meM doSI svayaM apane doSa guru caraNoM meM nizchala bhAva se nivedana kara prAyazcitta se Atma-zuddhi karatA hai| dharmazAsana meM prAyazcitta ko bhAra nahIM mAnA jaataa| AtmArthI ziSya prAyazcitta ke dvArA Atmazuddhi karane vAle guru ko upakArI mAnatA hai aura saharSa prAyazcitta kA anupAlana karatA hai| prArthanA/stuti vItarAga bhagavAn ke bhajana se bhakta ko usI prakAra lAbha milatA hai, jisa prakAra sUrya kI kiraNoM ke sevana se aura vAyu ke sevana se rogI ko lAbha hotA hai| eka AdamI gandI galiyoM kI havA kA sevana karatA hai , rAta-dina usI meM par3A rahatA hai aura dUsarA prabhAta ke samaya udyAna kI zuddha vAyu kA sevana karatA hai| zuddha vAyu ke sevana se dila aura dimAga meM tAjagI kA anubhava hotA hai, zarIra meM halkApana mahasUsa hotA hai| yahI bAta vItarAga ke bhajana para bhI lAgU hotI hai| vItarAga ke bhajana se citta zuddha hotA hai| * zArIrika rogoM ke samAna saMsArI jIva AdhyAtmika rogoM se bhI grasita haiN| jaba ve kisI rAgI dveSI kA smaraNa karate haiM to unakI AtmA rAga aura dveSa se adhika grasta hotI hai, parantu jaba vItarAga paramAtmA kA smaraNa kiyA jAtA hai to rAga kI AkulatA kI aura zoka ke santApa kI upazAnti ho jAtI hai| * yadi prArthanA kA saMbala lekara caloge to mana meM tAkata aaegii| magara vaha tAkata upAzraya taka hI sImita nahIM rahanI caahie| usakA upayoga bAharI jagat meM honA caahie| dharma-sthAna pAvara hAusa ke samAna hai| pAvara hAusa meM utpanna huI pAvara yadi anyatra kAma na AI to usakI sArthakatA hI kyA hai? * eka vyakti bar3A krodhI hai, ghamaMDI hai, lAlacI hai, tamoguNI hai, parantu vaha ujjvala bhAva se prArthanA karegA to canda dinoM meM hI use AbhAsa hone lagegA ki merI krodha kI prakRti meM kucha mandatA A gaI hai| * AtmA apUrNa aura paramAtmA pUrNa hai| jahA~ apUrNatA hai vahA~ pyAsa hai, khvAiza hai, prArthanA hai| apUrNa ko jahA~ | pUrNatA dikhatI hai, vahIM vaha jAtA hai aura apanI apUrNatA ko dUra karane kA prayAsa karatA hai| manuSya jar3abhAva meM bhaTaka rahA hai, magara jaba use samyagjJAna kA prakAza prApta hotA hai, taba vaha duniyAM ke padArthoM ko apane lie anupayukta aura nissAra samajhakara unase vilaga hone lagatA hai aura paramAtmA ke guNoM kA makaranda grahaNa karane ke lie lAlAyita ho uThatA hai| vaha socatA hai-paramAtmA ke ananta jJAna-darzana kI jo lokottara jyoti jagamagAtI rahatI hai, vahI mujhameM bhI svabhAvataH vidyamAna hai, magara vaha murajhAI huI hai, AvRtta ho rahI haiN| maiM usa jyoti kA smaraNa karU~gA, dhyAna karU~gA, cintana karU~gA, prArthanA karU~gA aura usakI mahimA kA gAna karU~gA to merI antarAtmA meM bhI vaha prajvalita ho utthegii| taba maiM bhI paramajyoti paramAtmA kA pada prApta kara luuNgaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 424 * jisa prakAra sUrya kI kiraNoM ko AtmasAt kara lene vAlA darpaNa tejomaya bana jAtA hai, usI prakAra AtmA jaba smaraNa-dhyAna ke mAdhyama se paramAtmA kI paramajyoti apane meM prajvalita karatA hai taba vaha bhI lokottara tejonidhAna jAtA hai| * prArthanA kA artha hai paramAtmA ke sAtha rukha mila jAnA aura donoM ke bIca koI pardA nahIM rahanA / taba paramAtmA ke guNa AtmA meM svataH prakaTa hone lagate haiM / antaHkaraNa se prArthanA karane vAle prArthI ko prArthanA ke zabdoM kA uccAraNa karate-karate itanA bhAvamaya bana jAnA cAhie ki usake roMgaTe khar3e ho jaaeN| agara prabhu kI mahimA kA gAna kare to pulakita ho uThe aura apane doSoM kA piTArA khole to rulAI A jaae| samaya aura sthAna kA khyAla bhUla jAe, sudhabudha na rhe| aisI tallInatA, tanmayatA aura bhAvAveza kI sthiti jaba hotI hai tabhI saccI aura saphala prArthanA hotI hai| aisI tanmayatA kI sthiti meM mukha se nikalA zabda aura mana kA vicAra vRthA nahIM jaataa| jaba zAnta, svaccha aura jitendriya hokara prArthI prArthanA karatA hai, tabhI aisI apUrva sthiti utpanna hotI hai / prArthanA kA prANa bhakti hai| jaba sAdhaka ke antaHkaraNa meM bhakti kA tIvra udreka hotA hai, taba anAyAsa hI jihvA prArthanA kI bhASA kA uccAraNa karane lagatI hai, isa prakAra anta:karaNa se udbhUta prArthanA hI saccI prArthanA hai| vItarAga kA smaraNa kareMge to anta:karaNa meM jo rAga kA kacarA bharA huA hai, vaha kacarA dUra hogA aura vItarAgatA prakaTa hogii| yaha pratyakSa anubhava bhI hai ki pAnI meM choTI sI jar3I-nirmalI DAla dI jAtI hai to usake saMyoga se pAnI nirmala ho jAtA hai| nirmalI jar3I rUpI jar3a padArtha kI saMgati jaba pAnI ko sApha kara detI hai to ananta zaktizAlI vizuddha caitanya vItarAga kI saMgati se Apake mana kA pAnI gandA nahIM raha sktaa| agara gaMdA rahatA hai, to samajheM ki Apane isa davA kA pUrI taraha se prayoga nahIM kiyA hai| jinheM sacce sukha kI jhAMkI nahIM milI hai aura isa kAraNa jo viSaya-janya sukhAbhAsa ko hI sukha samajhe hue haiM, unakI bAta chor3iye, parantu jinheM samyagdRSTi prApta hai aura jo viSaya-sukha ko viSa ke samAna samajhate haiM aura Atmika sukha ko hI upAdeya mAnate haiM jo vItarAga aura kRta-kRtya bananA cAhate haiM, nizcaya hI unheM kRtakRtya aura vItarAga deva kI aura unake caraNa cihnoM para calane vAle evaM usa patha ke kitane hI par3Ava pAra kara cukane vAle sAdhakoM-guruoM kI hI prArthanA karanI cAhiye / deva kA pahalA lakSaNa vItarAgatA batalAyA gayA hai- 'arihanto maha devo / ' 'dasaTTa dosA na jassa so devo / ' * rAga-dveSa ajJAna Adi 18 doSa jinameM nahIM haiM ve deva haiN| jinakI prArthanA karane se hama sadA ke liye AkulatA se mukta ho sakate haiM aura jinakI prArthanA hameM tatkAla zAnti pradAna karatI hai, ve hI hamAre liye prArthya haiM aura ve arihanta tathA siddha hI ho sakate haiM / vahA~ prArthanA ke asaphala hone kA koI khatarA nahIM hai, kyoMki eka kSaNa ke liye bhI agara hamArA citta vItarAga deva meM tallIna ho jAtA hai, to nizcaya hI umra tallInatA ke anurUpa phala kI prApti hogI, kintu sarAgI deva kI sAMsArika padArthoM ke liye kI jAne vAlI prArthanA meM yaha bAta nahIM hai| * prArthI ko prArthya ke anurUpa hI veSa aura vyavahAra banAnA par3atA hai, usake sAtha adhika se adhika sAmya sthApita karane kA prayatna karanA hotA hai / kintu isa prakAra ke prayatna meM yadi hArdikatA na huI aura nikhAlisa dambha hI huA to prAyaH anukUla prabhAva par3ane kI kama aura pratikUla prabhAva par3ane kI adhika saMbhAvanA rahatI hai / hArdikatA pUrI hai to saphalatA kI AzA bhI pUrI kI jA sakatI hai|
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________________ DEEEEEasansar (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 425 // hamArI prArthanA ke kendra yadi vItarAga hoMge to nizcita rUpa se hamArI manovRttiyoM meM prazastatA aura ucca sthiti aaegii| usa samaya sAMsArika moha-mAyA kA kitanA bhI saghana pardA AtmA para kyoM na par3A ho, kintu ! vItarAga-svarUpa kA cintana karane vAle use dhIre-dhIre avazya haTA skeNge| * jisane vItarAga kI prArthanA kara lI ho, jo vItarAga kI prArthanA ke sudhA-sAgara meM avagAhana kara cukA ho, jisakA mana-mayUra vItarAga kI prArthanA meM masta bana cukA ho, usakA mana kabhI bhairU kI prArthanA se santuSTa hogA ? bhavAnI kI prArthanA meM AnandAnubhava kara sakegA? kAlI. mahAkAlI Adi sarAga devoM kI ora AkarSita hogA? kadApi nhiiN| vItarAga kI prArthanA meM kSIra samudra ke madhura amRta se bhI anantaguNA adhika mAdhurya evaM Atmika guNoM kI miThAsa hai / usa miThAsa meM rAga aura dveSa kA khArApana nAma mAtra bhI nahIM hai| * jaba prArthanA ArAdhya ke prati hArdika prIti se utpanna hotI hai, taba usameM anUThA hI miThAsa hotA hai| jaba prArthanA antastala se udbhUta hotI hai aura jihvA usakA vAhana mAtra hotI hai tabhI prArthanA hArdika kahalAtI hai aura usake mAdhurya kI tulanA nahIM ho sktii| * prArthanA ke do rUpa haiM-bhautika-laukika prArthanA aura AdhyAtmika lokottara prArthanA / vItarAga deva ko prArthanA kA kendra banAne vAlA yadi mana se jAgRta hai to vaha unase bhautika prArthanA nahIM kregaa| kadAcit koI bhUlA bhaTakA, digbhrAnta hokara bhautika prArthanA karane lage to vItarAgatA kA smaraNa Ate hI vaha sanmArga para A jaayegaa| vItarAgatA kI prArthanA kI yaha eka bar3I khUbI hai| hamAre sAhitya meM prArthanA ke vividha rUpa dRSTigocara hote haiN| vargIkaraNa kiyA jAya to tIna vibhAgoM meM una | sabakA samAveza hotA hai - 1. stutipradhAna prArthanA 2. bhAvanApradhAna prArthanA, 3. yAcanApradhAna prArthanA / stutipradhAna prArthanA meM prArthya ke guNoM kA utkIrtana kiyA jAtA hai / una guNoM ke prati prArthI apanA hArdika anurAga vyakta karatA hai aura prArthya kI vizeSatAoM ke sAtha apanI abhinnatA sthApita karane kI ceSTA karatA hai| stutipradhAna prArthanA meM jaba bhAvanA kI gaharAI utpanna ho jAtI hai to prArthI apane prArthya ke virAT svarUpa meM apane vyaktitva ko vilIna karake ekAkAra bana jAtA hai| stutipradhAna prArthanA sabhI prArthanAoM meM uttama mAnI gaI hai, kyoMki isI ke dvArA prArthya aura prArthI ke bIca kA pardA dUra kiyA jAtA hai| isameM kisI bhI prakAra kI kAmanA kI abhivyakti nahIM hotii| dUsarI zreNI kI prArthanA hotI hai bhAvanApradhAna / isa zreNI kI prArthanA meM bhI stuti kA aMza pAyA jA sakatA hai, tathApi usakA pradhAna svara Antarika bhAvanAoM kI abhivyakti karanA hotA hai| isa prArthanA meM sAdhaka yA prArthI apane mana ko sabala banAne ke lie zubha saMkalpa karatA hai| * tIsare prakAra kI prArthanA hotI hai - yAcanA pradhAna / isa prArthanA meM stuti aura bhAvanA bhI vidyamAna raha sakatI hai, tathApi mukhyatA yAcanA kI hI hotI hai| yAcanA pradhAna stuti ke bhI do vibhAga kiye jA sakate haiN| eka prakAra kI stuti vaha hai jisameM apane ArAdhya se AdhyAtmika vaibhava kI yAcanA kI jAtI hai aura dUsare prakAra kI stuti vaha hai jisameM bhautika vastuoM kI | yAcanA kI jAtI hai|
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________________ 416 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM . viSaya-vikAra ko dUra karake jo bhaktajana stutipradhAna evaM bhAvanA-pradhAna prArthanA karate haiM, unake jIvana meM nirmalatA A jAtI hai| hA~, agara yAcanApradhAna stuti karanI ho to bhautika evaM sAMsArika padArthoM kI yAcanA na karate hue Atmika vaibhava kI hI yAcanA karanI cAhie , jaise--'sumati do sumatinAtha bhagavan !' . bhagavad bhakti dvArA sAdhaka puNyArjana bhI karatA hai aura puNya ke yoga se use bhautika sAdhana anAyAsa hI upalabdha ho jAte haiN| kRSaka dhAnyaprApti ke lie kRSi karatA hai, magara bhUsA bhI use prApta hotA hai| bhUse ke uddezya se kRSi karane vAlA kRSaka vivekazIla nahIM kahA jA sktaa| isI prakAra Atmika vikAsa ke lie hI bhagavadbhakti athavA prArthanA karanA ucita hai| isa pradhAna evaM mahattvapUrNa dhyeya se bhraSTa hokara kevala laukika lAbha ke uddezya se bhagavAn kI bhakti karanA buddhimattA kA lakSaNa nahIM haiN| bhautika sAdhana tanabala, dhanabala, kuTumbabala, mAnapratiSThAbala, Adi to usake AnuSaMgika phala haiN| inheM pradhAna dhyeya banAne vAlA sAdhaka apane Apako mahAn phala se vaMcita kara letA hai| ataeva AdhyAtmika prArthanA meM AMtarika vikAsa kI ora hI dRSTi rahanI caahie| Antarika guNoM ke vikAsa ke pradhAna dhyeya ko dRSTi meM rakha kara hI yaha vidhAna kiyA gayA hai ki prArthanIya arihanta hoM, siddha hoM yA sAdhanA ke patha para agrasara hue nirgrantha mahAtmA hoN| jaba stuti ke dvArA arihanta kI prArthanA kI jAegI to unakI vizeSatAeM-mahimAeM prArthI ke samakSa AyeMgI, unake prati antaHkaraNa meM AkarSaNa utpanna hogA, ve upAdeya pratIta hone lageMgI, una vizeSatAoM ko apane jIvana meM prasphuTita karane kI preraNA jAgRta hogI aura phalataH arihanta ke samAna hI banane kI bhAvanA evaM pravRtti kA udaya hogaa| saMsAra-vyavahAra meM jaba koI kisI ke samakSa prArthI banakara jAtA hai, taba prArthanIya prArthI ko kucha aisI sAdhAraNa sI vastu detA hai jisase vaha prArthI ke samAna darje para na phuNce| prArthI vyApArI ke pAsa jAtA hai aura vyApArI yadi prasanna ho jAtA hai to prArthI ko kucha kamAI karavA detA hai aura santuSTa kara detA hai| vaha apanI barAbarI ke darje para use nahIM phuNcaataa| magara vItarAga kI prArthanA meM vizeSatA yaha hai ki prArthI prArthya ke samAna hI bana jAtA hai| isa prakAra kI udAratA sirpha vItarAga meM hI hai| Apa pAMca lAkha ke dhanI haiM aura Apake samakSa koI abhyarthanA lekara AtA hai to Apa use paccIsa-pacAsa yA bahuta deMge to hajAra do hajAra rupaye de deNge| apanI sArI sampatti hargija nahIM deMge, bilkula apane samAna nahIM bnaayeNge| prArthI kisI aphasara ke pAsa jAtA hai to vaha bhI use apanI samAnatA kA darjA nahIM detaa| koI choTI-moTI naukarI dekara hI ahasAna lAda detA hai| magara vItarAga deva kI bAta nirAlI hai| ve choTe-moTe yA apane se kama darje kI bAta nahIM socte| jo prArthI unake caraNakamaloM kA Azraya letA hai, ve use apane hI samAna vItarAga banA lete haiN| usame kucha bhI kamI nahIM rahane dete| isIlie to vItarAga deva hI prArthanIya haiN| * samasta pApoM, tApoM aura santApoM se mukti pAne kA mArga hai--anubhava dazA ko jAgRta karanA, svAnubhUti ke sudhAsarovara meM sarAbora ho jAnA, nijAnanda meM vilIna ho jAnA, AtmA kA AtmA meM hI ramaNa karanA / jIvana meM jaba yaha sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai to AtmA deha meM sthita hokara bhI dehAdhyAsa se mukta ho jAtA hai aura phira koI bhI sAMsArika saMtApa usakA sparza nahIM kara sakatA / jagat kI koI bhI vedanA use vyAkula nahIM banA sktii| jaba taka prArthayitA ko jJAna kA prakAza nahIM milA hai, taba taka apane kartRtva ke vicAra se ahaM buddhi utpanna na ho, vikAroM se grasta na ho jAe aura usake sAmane paramAtmA kA jo mahAn aura ujjvala Adarza hai, usake prati
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 427 nirantara AkarSaNa banA rahe, usase preraNA milatI rahe aura jaba kabhI jIvana meM azAnti ho aura saMtApa ho to kisI ke samakSa vaha pukAra kara sake, isake liye vaha paramAtmA ke samakSa stuti karatA hai| paramAtmA kI stuti karate-karate aura nizcayanaya ke AtmakartRtva ko dhyAna meM rakhate-rakhate jaba sAdhaka ucca bhUmikA ko sparza karegA to svataH samajha legA ki paramAtmA to nimitta mAtra hai| asalI kartRtva to merI hI AtmA meM hai| yaha asaMdigdha hai ki jo bhakta zAnta citta se vItarAga kI prArthanA karate haiM, smaraNa karate haiM, unheM jIvana meM apUrva lAbha kI prApti hotI haiN| vItarAga ke vizaddha AtmasvarUpa kA cintana bhakta ke antaHkaraNa meM samAdhi bhAva utpanna karatA hai aura usa samAdhi bhAva se AtmA ko alaukika zAnti kI prApti hotI hai| bhakta ke hRdaya meM bahatA huA vizuddha bhakti kA nirjhara usake kaluSa ko dho detA hai aura AtmA niSkaluSa bana jAtI hai| niSkaluSatA ke isa lAbha meM bhakta kA bhaktibhAva hI antaraMga kAraNa hai, vItarAga bhagavAn to nimitta mAtra haiN| * jaise mathanI ghumAne kA uddezya navanIta prApta karanA hai, usI prakAra prArthanA kA uddezya paramAtmabhAva rUpa makkhana ko prApta karanA hai| prArthanA ke dvArA do uddezya siddha kiye jAte haiM - paramAtmasvarUpa kI jhAMkI dekhanA aura AtmasvarUpa kI jhAMkI karanA / sAdhaka pahale-pahala paramAtmasvarUpa kI jhAMkI dekhatA hai aura phira Atma svarUpa kI bhI jhAMkI use mila jAtI hai| * vItarAgaM smaran yogI, vItarAgatvamApnuyAt / arthAt jo yogI-dhyAnI vItarAga kA smaraNa karatA hai, cintana karatA | hai vaha svayaM vItarAga bana jAtA hai| phaizana - - % 3D adhikAMza navayuvaka apane Apako viziSTa sthiti kA athavA bar3e ghara kA sadasya siddha karane kI bhAvanA se bhogopabhoga, prasAdhana, phaizana Adi kI sAmagrI para phijUla-kharcI karate haiN| unakI dekhA-dekhI athavA isa bhAvanA se ki kahIM koI unheM sAdhAraNa ghara kA, garIba ghara kA na samajha le, sAdhAraNa gharoM ke yuvaka bhI phaizana para apanI haisiyata se adhika vyaya karane lagate haiM, jo kisI bhI prakAra ThIka nahIM hai| badalAva * jo cintanazIla evaM kriyAzIla hogA, vaha Age bar3ha jaayegaa| nitAnta nAstika pradezI rAjA kisa prakAra sudhara gayA, khuda ko kSamAvAna kyoM aura kaise banA liyA ? arjunamAlI kitanA bhayAnaka hatyArA ? aura prabhava cora kitanA bar3A DAkU, kitanA bar3A luTerA ? itane bar3e krUra hatyAre aura luTere / itane krUra hatyAre logoM ne apanI AdateM badala ddaaliiN| phira ApakI hamArI AdateM kyoM nahIM badalegI? Apa kahane lagate haiM, mahArAja ! unakA manobala dRr3ha thaa| hamase to bardAzta nahIM hotA, rahA nahIM jAtA, sahA nahIM jaataa| yoM kaha apanI kamajorI ko jindagI bhara kAyama rakhakara calanA cAhate haiN| Apa apane vikAroM ko dUra kyoM nahIM karate? apane jIvana ko | kyoM nahIM mAMjate ? sAdagI aura sadvicAroM ko jIvana meM kriyAtmaka rUpa meM kyoM nahIM utArate ? isa dharatI para | arjanamAlI, prabhava aura pradezI rAjA sarIkhe mAnava Aye aura isa saMsAra kI moha-mamatA ke jAla se chUTa kara cale gye| kyA hama kore ke kore raha jAeMge?
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________________ 428 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * brahmacarya * jo suvarNa kI koTi dAna detA hai, usako utanA puNya nahIM hotA, jitanA brahmacarya dhAraNa karane para hotA hai| janasaMkhyA kI vRddhi se cintita rASTrIyajana vaijJAnika tarIkoM se saMtati niyantraNa karanA cAhate haiN| bhale hI ina upAyoM se saMtati nirodha ho jAya aura loga apanA bojhA halkA samajha leM, kyoMki ina upAyoM se saMyama kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI aura ye sugama aura sarala bhI jaMcate haiM, kintu inase utane hI adhika khatare kI sambhAvanA bhI pratIta hotI hai| bhAratIya paramparA ke anusAra yadi brahmacarya ke dvArA santati nirodha kA mArga apanAyA jAe to ApakA zArIrika va mAnasika bala bar3hegA aura dIrghAyu ke sAtha Apa apane ujjvala caritra kA nirmANa kara skeNge| vyavahAra meM strI-puruSa ke samAgama ko kuzIla mAnA gayA hai| yadyapi saMsAra-vRkSa kA mUla hone se gRhastha isakA sampUrNa tyAga nahIM kara sakatA, phira bhI parastrI-vivarjana aura svastrI-samAgama ko sImita rakhanA to usake lie bhI Avazyaka hai| brahmacarya vrata uttejanA ke samaya manuSya ko kuvAsanAoM se vijaya prApta karAkara dharma-vimukha hone se bacAtA hai| brahmacArI-sadAcArI gRhastha apane jIvana meM buddhi pUrvaka sImA bAMdha kara, apanI viveka zakti ko nirantara jAgRta rakhatA hai| vaha bhoga-vilAsa meM kIr3e ke sadRza tallIna nahIM rahatA aura na samAja meM kupravRttiyoM ko hI phailAtA hai| kAmanA kA sImita DhaMga se zamana kara lenA hI usakA dRSTikoNa rahatA hai| * kuzIla kI maryAdA ke dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva rUpa se aneka rUpa haiN| apane strI yA puruSa kA parimANa dravya maryAdA hai, kSetra se dideza kA tyAga karanA, kAla se dina kA tyAga aura rAtri kI maryAdA, bhAva se eka karaNa eka yoga Adi rUpa se vrata kI maryAdA hotI hai| * yUnAna ke mahA paNDita evaM anubhavI zikSaka sukarAta ne apane eka jijJAsu bhakta se kahA thA ki manuSya ko jIvana meM eka bAra hI strI samAgama karanA caahie| yadi itane se koI kAma nahIM calA sake to varSa meM eka bAra aura yadi isase bhI kAma na cale to mAsa meM eka bAra / jijJAsu ne pUchA - agara isase bhI AdamI kAbU nahIM pA sake to kyA kareM? uttara milA-kaphana kI sAmagrI juTAkara rakha le, phira cAhe jitanA bhI samAgama kre| * alpAyu meM mRtyu kA eka kAraNa adhika maithuna evaM AhAra-vihAra kA asaMyama bhI hai| * kuzIla sevana karane vAle, vIrya-hAni ke sAtha asaMkhya kITANuoM ke nAza rUpa hiMsA ke bhI bhAgI banate haiN| brahmacarya kI pAlanA na karane vAloM ko prakRti ke ghara se sajA hotI hai aura isI ke kAraNa Aja rogiyoM kI saMkhyA adhika ho rahI hai| * durAcArI vyakti Atma-guNoM ko hI naSTa nahIM karatA, varan bhAvI pIr3hI ko bigAr3a kara samAja ke sAmane bhI galata udAharaNa prastuta karatA hai| ataeva kahA hai - "zIlaM paraM bhUSaNam" arthAt sone-cA~dI Adi ke AbhUSaNa evaM vastrAdi bAhya sajAvaTa kI vastue~ vAstavika AbhUSaNa nahIM haiM, kintu zIla hI mAnava kA parama AbhUSaNa hai| * jisa manuSya ke mastiSka meM kAma-sambandhI vicAra hI cakkara kATate rahate haiM, vaha pavitra aura utkRSTa vicAroM se zUnya ho jAtA hai| usakA jIvana vAsanA kI Aga meM hI jhulasatA rahatA hai| vrata, niyama, japa, tapa, dhyAna, svAdhyAya aura saMyama Adi zubha kriyAe~ usase nahIM ho sktii| usakA dimAga sadaiva gande vicAroM meM ulajhA
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 429 rahatA hai| patita bhAvanAoM ke kAraNa divya bhAvanAe~ pAsa bhI nahIM phaTakane paatiiN| ataH jo puruSa sAdhanA ke mArga para calane kA abhilASI ho use apanI kAmavAsanA ko jItane kA sarvaprathama prayAsa karanA caahie| brahmacarya ke viSaya meM aneka prakAra ke bhrama phaile hue haiM aura phailAye jA rahe haiN| eka bhrama yaha hai ki kAmavAsanA ajeya hai, lAkha prayatna karane para bhI use jItA nahIM jA sktaa| aisA kahane vAle logoM ko saMyama-sAdhanA kA anubhava nahIM hai| jo viSaya-bhoga ke kIr3e bane hue haiM, ve hI isa prakAra kI bAteM kahakara janatA ko adhaHpatana kI ora le jAne kA prayatna karate haiN| 'svayaM naSTaH parAnnAzayati'-jo svayaM naSTa hai vaha dUsaroM ko bhI naSTa karane kI koziza karatA hai| aise loga sthUlibhadra jaise mahApuruSoM ke Adarza ko nahIM jAnate haiM, na jAnanA hI cAhate haiN| ve apanI durbalatA ko chipAne kA jaghanya prayAsa karate haiN| vAstavikatA yaha hai ki brahmacarya AtmA kA svabhAva hai aura maithuna vibhAva yA para-bhAva hai| svabhAva meM pravRtti karanA na asvAbhAvika hai aura na asaMbhava hii| bhAratIya saMskRti ke agradUtoM ne, cAhe ve kisI dharma va sampradAya ke anuyAyI rahe hoM, brahmacarya ko sAdhanA kA anivArya aMga mAnA hai| * sampUrNa tyAgI sAdhuoM ke lie pUrNa brahmacarya kA anivArya vidhAna hai aura gRhastha ke lie sthUla maithuna tyAga kA vidhAna kiyA gayA hai| sadgRhastha vahI kahalAtA hai jo para-striyoM ke prati mAtA aura bhaginI kI bhAvanA rakhatA hai| jo pUrNa brahmacarya ke Adarza taka nahIM pahuMca sakate, unheM bhI dezataH brahmacarya kA to pAlana karanA hI caahie| parastrIgamana kA tyAga karane ke sAtha-sAtha jo svapatnI ke sAtha bhI maryAdita rahatA hai, vaha dezataH brahmacarya kA pAlana karake bhI saMyama kA pAlana karatA hai| * jahA~ strI, napuMsaka aura pazu nivAsa karate hoM, vahA~ brahmacArI sAdhu ko nahIM rahanA caahie| brahmacAriNI strI ke lie bhI yahI niyama jAti-parivartana ke sAtha lAgU hotA hai| isI prakAra mAtrA se adhika bhojana karanA, uttejaka bhojana karanA, kAmukatA vardhaka bAteM karanA, vibhUSA-zRMgAra karanA aura indriyoM ke viSayoM meM Asakti dhAraNa karanA, ityAdi aisI bAteM haiM jinase brahmacArI ko sadaiva bacate rahanA caahie| jo inase bacatA rahatA hai, usake brahmacarya vrata ko AMca nahIM aatii| jisa kAraNa se bhI vAsanA bhar3akatI ho, usase dUra rahanA brahmacArI ke lie | Avazyaka hai| tAruNya yA praur3hAvasthA meM yadi sahazikSA ho to vaha brahmacarya pAlana meM bAdhaka hotI hai| acche saMskAroM vAle bAlaka-bAlikAe~ bhale hI apane ko kAyika sambandha se bacA leM, kintu mAnasika apavitratA se bacanA to bahuta kaThina hai| aura jaba mana meM apavitratA utpanna ho jAtI hai to kAyika adhaH patana hote dera nahIM lgtii| taruNa avasthA meM anaMgakrIDA kI sthiti utpanna hone kA khatarA banA rahatA hai| ataeva mAtA-pitA Adi kA yaha parama kartavya hai ki ve apanI santati ke jIvana-vyavahAra para bArIka najara rakheM aura kusaMgati se bacAne kA yatna kreN| unake lie aise pavitra vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa kareM ki ve gande vicAroM se bace raheM aura kharAba AdatoM se paricita na ho paaeN| kAma-vAsanA kI uttejanA ke yoM to aneka kAraNa ho sakate haiM aura buddhimAna vyakti ko una sabase bacanA cAhie parantu do kAraNa unameM pradhAna mAne jA sakate haiM-(1) durAcArI logoM kI kusaMgati (2) khAnapAna saMbaMdhI asaMyama / vratI puruSa bhI kusaMgati meM par3akara gira jAtA hai aura apane vrata se bhraSTa ho jAtA hai| isI prakAra jo loga AhAra ke sambandha meM asaMyamI hote haiM, uttejaka bhojana karate haiM, unake citta meM bhI kAma-bhoga kI abhilASA tIvra rahatI
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________________ 430 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM hai| vAstava meM AhAra-vihAra ke sAtha brahmacarya kA bahuta ghaniSTha sambandha hai| ataeva brahmacarya kI sAdhanA karane vAle ko isa viSaya meM sadA jAgarUka rahanA caahie| mAMsa, madirA, aMDA Adi kA upayoga karanA brahmacarya ko naSTa karane kA kAraNa hai| kAmottejaka davA aura teja masAloM ke sevana se bhI uttejanA paidA hotI hai| bhakti (draSTavya-prArthanA /stuti) jisa bhakta ko bhagavAn ke prati pragAr3ha niSThA utpanna ho jAegI, use duniyAM ke anya sAdhanoM meM, dhana - daulata meM, vaibhavavilAsa meM sukhAnubhUti nahIM hogii| bhakta kA mana prabhu ke caraNoM ke sivAya anyatra kahIM zAntilAbha nahIM kara skegaa| vaha bhale hI zabdoM kA uccAraNa nahIM karegA, japa nahIM karegA, parantu usakA anta:karaNa to isI bhAva meM DUbA rahegA ki tU mere anta:karaNa kA svAmI hai, agara mere hRdaya kA samrATa koI hai to vaha tUM hI hai, anya nhiiN| tere sivAya koI merA svAmI nahIM, sAthI nahIM, sahAyaka nahIM, sakhA nhiiN| . bhagavAna mahAvIra bhagavAna mahAvIra saMsAra ke jIvoM ko abhayadAna dene vAle haiM, jJAna kI A~kheM dene vAle haiM, svayaM kA mArga batAne ke nimitta banane vAle haiM aura zaraNa dene vAle haiM, rakSaka haiM, durgati meM girate hue kA bacAva karane vAle jIvana ke dAtA haiN| isalie ve nAtha haiN| * mahAvIra ke jIvana kI eka vizeSatA hai / ve svayaM jina bane aura isa ora unhoMne dUsaroM kA dhyAna AkarSita kiyA - "mAnava ! A jAo tuma bhI merI taraha rAga-dveSa para vijaya prApta karake jina bana jaao| tuma bhI sanmArga | para caloge, puruSArtha karoge to karma kA AvaraNa TUTegA aura tuma bhI jina bana jaaoge|" mahAvIra kauna the? ve mAnava to jarUra the , lekina mAnava se ve apane Apako ati mAnava banA cuke the| sAdhAraNa mAnava jo ki kAma-krodha meM ulajhA rahatA hai, una saba vikAroM para arihanta mahAvIra ne pUrNa vijaya pA lI thii| janma kAla se ve tIna jJAna lekara Aye, dIkSita hue taba eka jJAna aura bar3ha gyaa| dIkSita hone ke bAda unhoMne sAdhanA karanI cAlU kii| mahAvIra ne sAr3he bAraha varSoM taka tapasyA kii| loka samparka ko samApta kiyA, usase kinArA kiyaa| kisI se bAta nahIM kii| savAloM kA javAba bhI nahIM diyaa| jaMgala meM, sUne gharoM meM, devaloM meM, nagara yA gAMva ke bAhara choTe moTe avasthAnoM meM khar3e raha gaye aura dhyAna kiyaa| Ane vAloM meM se kaiyoM ne unakA Adara kiyA, satkAra kiyA, bhakti kI, to kucha loga aise bhI mile jinhoMne unakI tAr3anA kI, tarjanA kI, patthara pheMke, kAnoM meM kIle ThoMka dI aura unake pA~voM para khIra pakAne kA kArya kiyaa| itanA hone para bhI mahAvIra ne apane mana meM zAnti banAye rakhI, avicala bhAva banAye rkhaa|| rAjagharAne meM paidA hone vAle, bhavya bhavanoM meM devatulya vastuoM kA upabhoga karane vAle mahAvIra ne 30 varSa kI bharapUra javAnI meM nikalakara jaMgala meM dUra-dUra bhaTakanA maMjUra kiyaa| isase unake mana meM koI parezAnI nahIM huI, cintA nahIM huii| subaha-zAma zarIra para candana kA lepa lagAne vAle, phUloM kI zayyA para sone vAle, kabhI rAtri meM yakSa ke devAlaya meM dhyAna meM khar3e rahe, to kabhI sUne makAna meM dhyAna karake khar3e rhe| Ane jAne vAle unako satA rahe haiM, kabhI-kabhI kaMkara-patthara una para pheMka rahe haiM, kabhI cora samajhakara pakar3a rahe haiM, kisI ne una para cAbuka kA prahAra bhI kiyA, DaNDoM kA prahAra bhI kiyA, lekina mahAvIra ke mana meM tila-tuSa mAtra bhI vyathA nahIM huI, kheda nahIM
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________________ 436 (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa huA , raMja nahIM aayaa| mahAvIra svAmI ne sADhe bAraha varSa paryanta ugra tapazcaryA karake vItarAga dazA prApta kI aura sAmAyika kA || sAkSAtkAra kiyaa| unhoMne saMsAra ko yaha saMdeza diyA ki yadi zAnti, sthiratA aura vimalatA prApta karanI hai to sAmAyika kI sAdhanA kro| manoniyantraNa * koI vyakti yadi aisA socatA hai ki mana sthira nahIM rahatA, ataeva mAlA pheranA chor3a denA cAhie, to yaha sahI dizA nahIM hai| mana sthira nahIM rahatA to sthira rakhane kA prayatna karanA cAhie na ki mAlA ko khUTI para TA~ga denA caahie| sAdhanA ke samaya mana idhara-udhara daur3atA hai to use zanaiH zanaiH rokane kA prayatna karanA cAhie, kintu kAyA aura vacana, jo vaza meM haiM unheM bhI kyoM capalatA yukta banAte ho? unheM to ekAgra rakho, aura mana ko kAbU meM karane kA prayatna kro| yadi kAyA aura vANI sambaMdhI akuMza bhI chor3a diyA gayA to ghATe kA saudA hogaa| * caMcalatA taba dUra hotI hai jaba saMsAra ke padArthoM ko nissAra samajha liyA jAtA hai| jaba taka sAMsArika vaibhava bhI kucha hai aura usakA bhI kucha mahattva hai, yaha vAsanA mana meM banI rahegI, taba taka caMcalatA bhI miTane vAlI nahIM hai, kyoMki hama jisakA mahattva svIkAra karate haiM, usakI ora citta kA AkarSaNa hue binA nahIM rhtaa| eka karor3apati hIre ke bahumUlya AbhUSaNa pahana kara saja-dhaja ke sAtha bagala meM baiThA hai aura Apa hIre kA mahattva mAnate haiM, to ApakA dhyAna usakI ora AkarSita hue binA nahIM rhegaa| parantu yadi Apa sAdA pozAka pahana kara baiThe haiM to usakA dhyAna ApakI ora AkRSTa nahIM hogA, kyoMki usakI dRSTi meM sAdA pozAka kA koI mahattva nahIM hai| eka bAI kImatI AbhUSaNa pahana kara agara bAiyoM ke sAmane AtI hai to unakA dhyAna usakI ora calA jAtA hai | aura koI sAdhAraNa veza-bhUSA vAlI bAI AtI hai to dhyAna nahIM jaataa| isakA kAraNa yahI hai ki bAiyoM kA citta AbhUSaNoM ke mahattva ko svIkAra karatA hai aura AbhUSaNoM ke prati unake mana meM vyakta yA avyakta abhilASA maujUda hai| isI prakAra jaba taka Apa bAhara ke vaibhava ko sAravAn aura mahattva kI cIja samajhate raheMge, ApakA mana usakI ora AkarSita hotA rahegA to usameM caMcalatA bhI rhegii| isake viparIta jaba sAdhaka sAMsArika vaibhava ko nissAra samajha letA hai aura bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM hI mahattA kA anubhava karatA hai , taba usake mana kI caMcalatA dUra ho | jAtI hai aura vaha bhagavatsvarUpa meM hI akhaNDa Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai| usakI cittavRtti sthira ho jAtI hai aura idhara udhara bhaTakanA baMda kara detI hai| manonigraha ke upAya saMkSipta meM do prakAra ke haiM -eka haTha yoga, jisameM ki balAt mana ko rokA jAtA hai aura | dUsarA jJAna-mArga, jisake dvArA mana kI gati badalI jAtI hai| haThayoga meM bahuta se loga zvAsa nirodha ke dvArA mana ko rokane kA prayatna karate haiM aura kaI dinoM taka samAdhi lagAkara bhI baiThate haiM , parantu unake mana kI dazA baMdhe | hue ghor3e kI taraha khule hote hI vegavatI bana jAtI hai| prANanirodha se tatkAla mAnasika sthiratA ho sakatI hai , kintu usake mUla svabhAva meM parivartana nahIM hotaa| ataeva manovijaya meM usake svabhAva-parivartana ke lie || jJAnamArga hI zreSTha hai| jJAna se hone vAlA manojaya sthAyI bhI hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 432 . mamatva-tyAga * jaba pradezI ko jJAna ho gayA to usako khajAnA bhare rahane kI yA khAlI rahane kI cintA nahIM rhii| yadi prajA bhUkhI hai, usake khAne-pIne, rahane kI vyavasthA nahIM hai, zikSA aura cikitsA kI vyavasthA nahIM hai, to mere khajAne kA mahattva kyA hai? isalie unhoMne apanI AmadanI kA cauthAI hissA dAna kara diyaa| cAhe kharca meM pUrA hissA lagatA hai yA nahIM, unhoMne mamatA ghaTA ddaalii| mokSa utanA hI unake najadIka A gayA, jitanI ki unhoMne mamatA ghttaaii| eka vRddha musalamAna sajjana kI bAta hai| usakA 450 rupaye mAsika kamAne vAlA putra rogagrasta hokara cala basA, jo bUDhe kA ekamAtra sahArA thaa| miyAMjI kA gAMva se bhI acchA vyavahAra thaa| ataH unako sAntvanA dene ko bahuta se loga aae| eka jaina bhAI bhI aae| miyAMjI ne kahA-" maiM Apa logoM kA AbhAra mAnatA hU~ ki Apa loga mujhe putra-viyoga meM sAntvanA dene Ae haiM, parantu vaha to vAstava meM bhagavAna kI dharohara thii| Apake pAsa kisI kI dharohara ho,to use rAjI-khuzI yA duHkha se bhI lauTAnA hotA hai| jamA rakhane vAle ne apanI vastu uThAlI, to usameM burA kyoM mAnanA?" yaha kitanI sundara samajha kI bAta hai| priya-viyoga meM loga jamIna-AsamAna eka kara dete haiM, para usase kyA phala milatA hai? Akhira zAnta to honA hI par3atA hai| jJAnI kahate haiM ki mAnava dUsaroM ko dene ke eka minaTa bAda hI usa vastu ko parAI samajhatA hai| to dene se pahale hI kyoM nahIM samajhatA ki yaha vastu merI nahIM hai| pahale hI samajha le ki jo kapar3A mere tana para hai vaha merA nahIM hai, jisa koThI meM maiM baiThA hU~ vaha merI nahIM hai| tana para jo AbhUSaNa lAda rakhe haiM ve mere nahIM hai, bAharI cIjeM merI nahIM haiN| yaha agara pahale hI samajhale to mana meM jo caMcalatA hai, daur3a-dhUpa hai, mana meM jo saMkleza hai vaha nahIM hogaa| - mAtAe~ * santatiyoM se moha sambandha na rakhakara kartavya pAlana kA viveka rkho| 'merA lAla jIvana kA AdhAra' isa dRSTi se dekhane kI apekSA soco-isakI AtmA mere samAna hai| mere dvArA isakA kucha nirmANa ho sake to acchaa| mujhe isake sAtha karttavya-pAlana kA dhyAna rakhanA hai| * saMskAra hetu mAtAoM ko choTI-choTI kathAoM ke sahAre bAlakoM ko bodha denA caahie| saralatA ke sAtha vaha hRdaya grAhI ho sakatA hai| * hara mAtA-pitA apane bAlakoM meM dasa-pandraha minaTa nIti-adhyAtma kI preraNA kre| * bAlaka aura vidyArthiyoM meM dharma-jAgaraNa ke zuddha bIja DAle jaayeN| * mAtA suzikSita hogI to bAlaka ko saMskAravAn banane meM dera nahIM lgegii| mAnava * saMsAra meM cAra prakAra ke manuSya hote haiM? prathama prakAra ke najara uThAkara dekhane se samajha jAte haiM, dUsare prakAra ke saMketa, hAtha Adi ke izAre se samajhate haiM, tIsarI zreNI ke kahane para samajhate haiM aura cauthI zreNI ke ve haiM , jo
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 433 kahane para bhI nahIM samajhate / inameM se najara dvArA samajhane vAlA devapuruSa hotA hai| saMketa se samajhane vAlA paMDita aura kahane se samajhane vAlA manuSya hotA hai| jo kahane se nahIM, DaMDe se samajhane kI apekSA rakhe vaha pazu hotA * mAnava ! yadi tU apane jIvana ko ahiMsaka banAye rakhanA cAhatA hai to yaha dhyAna rakha ki jisase jIvana calAne ke liye sahayoga le, lAbha le, yA kAma le usako koI pIr3A na ho| mithyAtva * kudeva, kuguru, kudharma para zraddhA karanA, nAzavAna cIz2a ko anAzavAna batAnA, nitya ko anitya batAnA, yaha samajha | mithyAtva hai| kudeva ko deva mAnanA, kusAdhu ko sAdhu evaM guru mAnanA mithyAtva hai| ajIva ko jIva samajhe, jIva | ko ajIva samajhe, dharma ko adharma samajhe aura adharma ko dharma samajhe to mithyAtva hai| pauSadha karanA dharma hai lekina kisI ke yahA~ bandorI kA julUsa nikala rahA hai aura usameM vaha AmaMtrita hai isalie || pauSadha chor3anA acchA samajhe, yaha ThIka nhiiN| julUsa nikAlanA dharma kA lAbha samajhe to yaha mithyAtva hai| - mumukSu AtmA ke anAdi-nidhana astitva para jisakA avicala vizvAsa hai, jisane AtmA ke vizuddha svarUpa ko, kisI bhI upAya se hRdayaMgama kara liyA hai, jise yaha pratIti ho cukI hai ki AtmA apane mUla rUpa meM ananta cetanA rUpa jJAna-darzana kA aura asIma vIrya kA dhanI hai, nirvikAra evaM niraMjana hai aura sAtha hI jo usake vartamAna vikAramaya svarUpa ko bhI dekhatA hai, usa mumukSu ke anta:karaNa meM apane asalI zuddha svarUpa kI upalabdhi kI abhilASA utpanna honA svAbhAvika hai, Atmopalabdhi kI tIvra abhilASA Atma-zodhana ke liye preraNA jAgRta karatI hai aura taba mumukSu yaha socane ke liye vivaza ho jAtA hai ki Atma-zodhana kA mArga kyA hai ? Atmazodhana ke pradhAna rUpa se do sAdhana haiM-sAdhanA kI uccatara bhUmi para pahuMce hue mahApuruSoM kI jIvaniyoM kA Antarika nirIkSaNa aura unake upadezoM kA vicAra / sAdhanA kI jisa paddhati kA anusaraNa karake unhoMne Atmika vizuddhi prApta kI aura phira loka-kalyANa hetu apane anubhavoM ko bhASA ke mAdhyama se prakaTa kiyA, sAdhanA ke kSetra meM praveza karane vAloM ke lie yahI mArga upayogI ho sakatA hai| mokSa-mArga * mokSa, mAtra jJAna se nahIM hotA, kore darzana se nahIM hotA, kore cAritra se nahIM hotA aura kore tapa se bhI nahIM hotA hai| kisI ne tapa se zarIra ko galA DAlA, lekina usameM jJAna, darzana va cAritra nahIM, dharma para bharosA nahIM, guru para vizvAsa nahIM, sadguru aura kuguru kA bheda jJAna nahIM hai, jo A gayA use hI guru mAna liyA, yaha kaha diyA ki 'bAnA pUja naphA le bhaaii|' bahutere loga veSa ke pujArI hote haiN| bahuta se nAma yA gAdI yA paramparA ke pujArI hote haiM, lekina unheM vAstava meM sadguru, guru aura asadguru kA vicAra nahIM hai| yadi isa taraha se zraddhA rakhI aura tapasyA va mAsakhamaNa bhI kara gaye to lAbha hone vAlA nahIM hai| Apane sunA hai: ___mAse mAse u jo bAlo, kusaggeNa tu bhuNje| na so suakkhAyadhammassa, kalaM agghaI solsiiN|
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________________ 434 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM koI ajJAnI mAsa-mAsa kI ghora tapasyA kare aura pAraNe ke samaya kuza yAnI DAbha kI aNI para Thahare itane anna se pAraNA kare, to bhI usase kucha nahIM hotaa| ajJAnapUrvaka kiyA gayA isa prakAra kA ghora tapa vastutaH cAritra aura zruta-dharma ke solahaveM aMza kI tulanA meM bhI kahIM nahIM tthhrtaa| mumukSu sAdhaka kI ora se, cirakAla se isa prakAra kI jijJAsA rahatI AyI hai ki he bhagavan ! isa AtmA ko anAdikAla se karmoM ke baMdhanoM meM bhava-bhramaNa karate hue ananta kAla bIta gyaa| eka-eka gati meM, eka-eka yoni meM ananta-ananta bAra janma- maraNa kara cukane ke uparAnta bhI Aja taka AtmA baMdhanoM se mukta nahIM ho paayaa| to Akhira isa baMdhana se mukta hone kA, isa janma-maraNa kI anAdi-ananta duHkha paramparA se sadA ke lie mukta hone kA rAstA kyA hai? mumukSu AtmAoM kI isa jijJAsA ko jAnakara sarvajJa-sarvadarzI karuNAsindhu prabhu mahAvIra ne una para dayA kI aura baMdhana se mukta hone kA sahI mArga btaayaa| uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke aTThAisaveM adhyayana kI dUsarI gAthA meM mokSa kA mArga batAyA gayA hai| ananta karuNAkara prabhu mahAvIra ne kahA-'he mAnava ! vaha baMdhana-mukti kA rAstA tere svayaM ke hAtha meM hai, baMdhanamukti kA vaha upAya tere andara hI hai| kevala AvazyakatA hai, usa upAya ke anusAra puruSArtha karane kii|' dekho mukti kA mArga kyA hai nANaM ca daMsaNaM ceva, carittaM ca tavo thaa| mahAvIra ne baMdhana mukta hone kI, mokSa prApta karane kI mArga-catuSTayI batAkara kahA-'o mumukSu ! agara tumane samyagjJAna, samyagdarzana, samyakcAritra aura samyak tapa ina cAra kI samyak ArAdhanA kara lI to nizcita samajha ki tere hAtha meM mokSa kA mArga A gyaa| ye cAroM koI alaga-alaga rAste nahIM, eka hI haiM-eka hI rAstA hai, ina cAroM meM paraspara sambaMdha hai, eka kI dUsare se kar3I milI huI hai| * jJAna kI ArAdhanA se jIva samasta padArthoM ko, samasta bhAvoM ko jAnatA hai, darzana se tattvajJAna meM, sanmArga meM zraddhA karatA hai, cAritra se karmoM ke AsravoM kA, naye karmoM ke baMdha kA avarodha karatA hai aura tapa ke dvArA AtmA para jame hue pUrva ke karma-maila ko dhokara prANI vizuddha caitanya svarUpa ko prApta karatA hai| mokSamArga ke ina cAra upAyoM meM se jJAna aura darzana kI ArAdhanA dvArA vizuddha jJAna aura darzana kI prApti hotI hai| jisane jJAna aura darzana pA liyA, usake ajJAna aura mithyAtva ke baMdhana kaTa jAte haiN| ina donoM kI ArAdhanA se cAritra-moha ke baMdhana bhI DhIle ho jAte haiN| mokSa ke tIsare upAya cAritra se mohanIya karma aura tapa se antarAya karma ke baMdhana kaTate haiN| jaba mohanIya aura antarAya karma ke baMdhana DhIle ho jAte haiM to phira nAma, gotra, Ayu aura vedanIya ina cAroM aghAtI karmoM ke baMdhanoM ko kATanA koI muzkila nahIM rhtaa| baMdhana-mukti ke sammilita rUpa se ye cAroM upAya hue-jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tp| yadi ina cAra meM se baMdha kATane vAle kisI eka upAya kI bhI kamI raha jAegI, to baMdhanoM se hamArI pUrNa rUpa se mukti nahIM hogii| * kisI ne jJAna ke dvArA Atmazodhana kI AvazyakatA pratipAdita kI, kisI ne karmayoga kI anivAryatA batalAI to kisI ne bhakti ke sarala mArga ke avalambana kI vakAlata kii| magara jainadharma kisI bhI kSetra meM ekAntavAda ko prazraya nahIM detaa| vaha apanI bhASA meM jJAna aura kriyA ke samanvaya dvArA Atmazuddhi kA honA pratipAdita karatA hai| jainadharma ke anusAra eka hI mArga hai, para usake aneka aMga haiM, ata: usameM saMkIrNatA nahIM, vizAlatA hai aura pratyeka sAdhaka apane-apane sAmarthya ke anusAra usa para cala sakatA hai|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 435 yuvaka/ yuvaka-saMgha samaya ke anusAra samAja-nirmANa kA kAma karane meM jyAdA sakSama taruNa va kizora haiM, aura isa kArya kA adhika uttaradAyitva bhI ina para hI hai| vRddhoM ko kahU~ isake bajAya Aja adhika dAyitva naujavAnoM kA hai, kyoMki vRddhoM kI saMkhyA naujavAnoM kI apekSA cauthAI bhI nahIM hai| Ajakala ke yuga kI mA~ga hai ki bahumata se kArya kareM aura bahamata hai naujavAnoM kaa| dasarI bAta yaha hai ki jaba taka samAna vicAravAloM kA saMgaThana nahIM banatA. taba taka kAma nahIM hotaa| yaha bhI Avazyaka hai ki kAma karane ke lie cuniMdA, sakSama aura karttavyazIla vyakti hone cAhie, jo yaha socate hoM ki hameM hamAre jIvana meM kucha kAma karake acchA udAharaNa chor3a jAnA hai| * yuvaka saMgha kI sAmUhika AvAja honI cAhie ki hama dharma dhvaja ko kabhI bhI nIcA nahIM hone deMge tathA nita | svAdhyAya karake jJAna kI jyoti jgaaeNge| aisA saMkalpa lene vAle aneka sAdhaka ho gaye haiM jinake zruta jJAna ke bala se zAsana ko bala milaa| dhana ko tAle meM banda karo yA jamIna meM gAr3a do, phira bhI vaha naSTa hogA, aneka bar3e bar3e baiMka phela ho ge| jamIna meM bhI kabhI-kabhI phasala nahIM aatii| byAja meM lagA dhana bhI naSTa ho jAtA hai| ataeva usakI cintA vyartha hai, kyoMki vaha nAzavAna hai, aura lakSmI capalA hai| ataH zruta jJAna kI cintA karo, jo jIvana ke lie parama dhana hai| rakSAbaMdhana * rakSAbaMdhana parva ke pIche yahI pavitra pRSThabhUmi, yahI punIta uddezya aura yahI pAvana bhAvanA hai ki mAnava yatanA kA sUtra bAMdha apanI AtmA kI tathA prANimAtra kI rakSA kara apane carama lakSya kI prApti meM saphala ho| * jina-zAsana kI maryAdA meM rahate hue pratyeka jIva kI rakSA karanA, apanI AtmA kI tathA apane Atma-guNoM kI rakSA karanA, svadharmI baMdhuoM kI rakSA karanA aura caturvidha saMgha kI rakSA karanA, yahI pavitra bhAvanA, yahI loka kalyANakArI, sva-para kalyANakArI bhAvanA isa rakSAbaMdhana parva ke pIche nihita hai| jaina dharma ke ananya upAsaka kaliMgAdhipati mahArAja mahAmeghavAhana-bhikkhurAya khAravela ne pATaliputra para prabala AkramaNa kara puSyamitra ko samucita daNDa de caturvidha jaina-saMgha kI rakSA kii| ati prAcIna kAla (bIsaveM tIrthaMkara muni suvrata svAmI ke tIrthakAla) meM bhI jaina zramaNa-saMgha para isa prakAra kA ghora saMkaTa aayaa| usa samaya labdhidhArI mahAmuni viSNu kumAra ne apane labdhi-bala se zramaNa-saMgha kI rakSA kii| tabhI se rakSAbaMdhana kA parva pracalita huA, aisA mAnA jAtA hai| rAjanIti-arthanIti-dharmanIti rAjanIti aura dharmanIti donoM meM tyAga kA mahattva hai| eka meM yaha tyAga kevala apane svArtha-sAdhana, mAna-maryAdA, pada aura nAmavarI Adi ke lie hai, pArTI yA rAjanIti ko sabala banAne ke liye bhI tyAga kiyA jAtA hai, kintu dharmanIti meM tyAga paramArtha ke liye kiyA jAtA hai| * rAjanIti meM kaho kucha aura karo kucha kI nIti apanAyI jAtI hai| yojanA kucha banAyI jAtI hai evaM kriyAnviti kucha kI jAtI hai| isa prakAra rAjanIti kA svarUpa asthira, dolAyamAna aura caMcalatAmUlaka hai, kintu dharmanIti
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 436 sthira aura sudRr3ha hai| arthanIti aura rAjanIti meM aneka durguNa haiN| inameM vyakti apane utkarSa ke liye anya sabakA saphAyA karane para utArU ho jAtA hai| ataeva arthanIti aura rAjanIti kuTila kahI gayI hai| rAjanIti meM koI netA ho gayA to usake durguNa bhI prazaMsanIya bana jAte haiN| kyA pada pA lene se usakA burApana dUra ho gayA yaha vicAraNIya viSaya hai| dharmanIti meM aisA nahIM honA cAhiye, parantu rAjanIti kA prabhAva par3ane se yahA~ para bhI dUSaNa A jAtA hai| kala kA U~cA Aja kA hIna bana jAtA hai| yaha vANI kI caMcalatA, manuSya kI prAmANikatA ke liye khatarA hai| jisakI prazaMsA kI, U~cA mAnA, use zIghratA se burA na khiye| hara eka kA mUlya AMkane se pahale vicAra kiijiye| zAsaka ke pada para baiThane vAloM kA dila aura dimAga zuddha hai aura unake dila meM naitikatA bharI hai to deza sudhara skegaa| yadi unakA mAthA hI bigar3A huA ho, paisoM ko milAne kA lakSya ho aura isa khayAla ke hoM ki saMsAra kA bhalA to hogA taba hogA, lekina pahale apanA bhalA kara leM, ghara kA bhalA kara leM to samAja evaM deza kA kalyANa nahIM ho skegaa| lekhA-jokhA * Apa meM se jo bhAI hajArapati haiM, ve jyAdA dharma karate haiM, satsaMga karate haiM, svadharmiyoM se prema karate haiN| lakhapati, karor3apati jo haiM unako unase bhI jyAdA karanA cAhie, savAyA dharma-kArya karanA caahie| tyAga-tapa meM, sAdhu-sevA meM, sAdharmI bhAiyoM kI sevA meM ApakA kadama Age rahanA caahie| yadi jyAdA karate haiM to samajhanA cAhie vastutaH pragati kI hai, lekina isase viparIta ho gaye to rupaye bar3he, kAma bar3hA, lekina tapa ghttaa| tapa ghaTA to dharma meM ruci aura zraddhA ghaTI aura antaraMga sAdhanA meM jo ekAgratA pahale rahatI thI, vaha bhI nahIM rhii| pahale sAmAyika meM baiThate the taba ghar3I bhara mana lagatA thA, kintu aba lagatA nhiiN| tIna-cAra pIr3hiyA~ cala rahI haiM, lAkhoM-karor3oM kI sampatti pAyI hai, lekina bahuta dhokhe meM rhe| sAdhanA meM ekAgratA nahIM rahI to pragati kI bAta to dUra, yaha to adhaHpatana ho gyaa| yadi hisAba dekhate raheMge to barAbara pragati karate rheNge| vANI kA bala * manuSya kI vANI meM aisA bala hai ki vaha talavAra se bhI adhika gaharA prahAra kara sakatI hai aura cAhe to pApI se pApI manuSya kA hRdaya bhI badala sakatI hai| saralasvabhAvI sahRdayA kaikeyI rAnI kA mana-mastiSka sahasA jisa mantharA dAsI ne badala diyA thA, usameM bhI vANI kA hI prabhAva thaa| yuddha kSetra meM zauryagIta sunAkara cAraNa evaM bhATa yoddhAoM ko itanA uttejita kara dete the ki unakI bhujAe~ phar3akane lagatI thIM taba ve apane prANoM kA moha chor3akara zastra-astra lekara zatru senA para TUTa par3ate the| yaha jAdU vacana evaM vANI kA hI to thaa| bhagavAna kI vANI kisI eka ke lie nahIM hai| brAhmaNa ke lie yA mahAjana ke lie hI nahIM hai| bhagavAna kI vANI sunane kA haka kisAna, harijana Adi sabako prApta hai| yaha amRta bhagavAna ne sabake lie vitarita kiyA * Apa cAhe ahiMsA aura satya kI bAta caurAhe para baiThakara kahane lageM, lekina yadi Apake vyavahAra meM, AcaraNa meM
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 437 evaM ciMtana meM satya aura ahiMsA ghule hue nahIM haiM, to ApakI vANI meM itanI kSamatA aura prabhAva nahIM hogA ki | sAmane vAlA use mAna ske| vAtsalya dhArmika vatsalatA meM jo anurAga kA aNu rahatA hai, vaha zubha hone se AtmA ko duHkha sAgara meM DubAne vAlA nahIM hokara, dharmAbhimukha karAne vAlA hotA hai| dhArmika vAtsalya kI manobhUmikA meM Atma-sudhAra kI bhAvanA rahatI hai| sAdhaka meM sAdhanA kI ora lagana ho aura sAtha hI samAja kI usake prati sadbhAvanA ho to mAnava sahaja hI apanA utthAna kara sakatA hai| jJAnI aura mAtA ke vAtsalya meM yadi antara hai to yahI ki mAtA kA vAtsalya apanI santati taka hI sImita rahatA hai aura usameM jJAna athavA ajJAna rUpa meM svArtha kI bhAvanA kA sammizraNa hotA hai, kintu jJAnI ke hRdaya meM ye donoM cIjeM nahIM hotii| usakA vAtsalya vizvavyApI hotA hai| vaha jagat ke pratyeka choTe-bar3e, paricita-aparicita, upakAraka-apakAraka, vikasita-avikasita yA arddhavikasita prANI para samAna vAtsalya rakhatA hai| usameM kisI bhI prakAra kA svArtha nahIM hotaa| vikathA * Atma-hita ke viparIta kathA ko vikathA kahate haiM athavA adhyAtma se bhautikatA kI ora tathA tyAga se rAga kI | ora bar3hAne vAlI kathA vikathA kahalAtI hai| vikathA sAdhanA ke mArga meM ror3e aTakAne vAlI aura patana kI ora le jAne vAlI hai, ataH sAdhaka ko usase saMbhala kara pAMva rakhanA caahie| vidvAn * Aja deza meM hiMsA, jhUTha-phareba aura bhraSTAcAra kA bolabAlA hai| naitika mUlyoM kA tejI ke sAtha hrAsa ho rahA hai| aise samaya meM vidvAnoM kA dAyitva hai ki ve ahiMsA, satya aura sadAcAra kA svayaM pAlana karate hue parivAra, samAja aura rASTra meM isa triveNI ko pravAhita kreN| * vidvAna apane ko kitAboM taka sImita nahIM rkheN| ve dharmakriyA meM bhI apanA oja dikhaayeN| "yastu kriyAvAn puruSa saH vidvAn" arthAt jo kriyAvAna hai vahI puruSa vidvAn hai| yadi eka vidvAn sahI artha meM dharmArAdhana se jur3a jAtA hai to vaha aneka bhAI- bahanoM ke lie preraNA stambha bana jAtA hai| jo vidvAn, saMskRta, prAkRta Adi bhASAoM ke jJAtA haiM unheM ina bhASAoM meM racanA karanA caahie| anuvAda ke AdhAra para zodha kArya to anya vidvAna bhI kara leMge, kintu saMskRta, prAkRta meM likhane kA kArya ina bhASAoM ke vizeSajJoM dvArA hI saMbhava hai| ina bhASAoM kI aprakAzita pANDulipiyoM ke sampAdana kA kArya prAthamikatA ke taura para kiyA jAnA caahie| abhyAsa karane vAloM meM prAyaH adhIratA dekhI jAtI hai| ve cAhate haiM ki thor3e hI dinoM meM jaise-taise granthoM ko par3ha leM aura vidvAn bana jaaeN| magara unakI adhIratA hAnijanaka hotI hai| jJAna-prApti ke lie samucita samaya aura zrama denA Avazyaka hai| guru se jo sIkhA jAtA hai, use sunate jAnA hI paryApta nahIM hai| kisI zAstra ko Adi
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________________ 438 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM se anta taka eka bAra par3ha lenA alaga bAta hai aura use pacA lenA dUsarI bAta hai| zikSArthI ke lie Avazyaka hai ki vaha zikSaka se jo sIkhe, use hRdaya meM baddhamUla kara le aura isa prakAra AtmasAt kare ki usakI dhAraNA banI rhe| usa para bAra-bAra vicAra kare, cintana kare / zabdArtha evaM bhAvArtha ko acchI taraha yAda kre| aisI taiyArI kare ki samaya Ane para dUsaroM ko sikhA bhI ske| cintana-manana ke sAtha par3he gae alpa grantha bhI bahusaMkhyaka granthoM ke par3hane kA prayojana pUrA kara dete haiN| isake viparIta, zikSaka bolatA gayA ziSya sunatA gayA aura isa prakAra bahusaMkhyaka grantha par3ha lie gae to bhI unase abhyAsa kA prayojana pUrNa nahIM hotaa| vinaya/viveka * jisakA vinaya kiyA jAtA hai vaha vyakti dharmazAstra ke anusAra piMDa se pUjanIya nahIM hotA, nAma se pUjanIya nahIM hotA, lekina usake pUjanIya hone kA kAraNa yadi koI hai to usake sadguNa haiN| isaliye vinaya kA AdhAra batAte hue kahA ki pahalA jJAna vinaya, dUsarA darzana vinaya aura tIsarA cAritra vinaya hai| phira mana vinaya, vacana vinaya, kAyA vinaya aura lokopacAra vinaya haiN| sAdhaka meM vidyA ke sAtha vinaya aura viveka bhI honA Avazyaka hai| vidyA se vinaya ke badale avinaya bar3hatA ho to samajhanA cAhie ki sadvidyA nahIM hai| tabhI to kahA hai - "sAkSarA viparItAzcet rAkSasA eva kevalam" / Ananda zrAvaka meM vinaya aura viveka donoM the| unhoMne guru gautama ke caraNoM meM namana karake vivekapUrvaka prArthanA kI-"bhagavan ! maiM asamartha hU~, ata: ApakI icchA ho to idhara padhAreM, maiM caraNoM meM sira namA luuN|" Aja vidyA ke sAtha vinaya aura viveka kI kamI hai| ahIra dampatI kI taraha ghI ke lie lar3ane vAle mAla bhI gaMvAte haiM aura upahAsa ke pAtra bhI banate haiN| DhaMka kumhAra vivekazIla thaa| usane karIba 1500 sAdhu- sAdhviyoM ko sudhAra diyaa| vinaya evaM vivekazIla ziSya guru ko bhI sudhAra sakatA hai| vItarAgatA vItarAga kI vANI nirAlI hai| unheM apane bhaktoM kI TolI jamA nahIM karanI hai, apane upAsakoM ko kisI prakAra kA pralobhana nahIM denA hai| ve bhavya jIvoM ko Atma-kalyANa kI kuMjI pakar3A denA cAhate haiM, isalie kahate haiM-"gautama ! mere prati terA jo rAga hai, use tyAga de| use tyAge binA pUrNa vItarAgatA kA bhAva jAgRta nahIM hogaa|" isa prakAra kI nispRhatA usI meM ho sakatI hai jisane pUrNa vItarAgatA prApta karalI ho aura jisameM pUrNa jJAna kI jyoti prakaTa ho gaI ho| ataeva bhagavAn kA kathana hI unakI sarvajJatA aura mahattA ko sUcita karatA vyavahAra aura nizcaya * vyavahAra aura nizcaya kA sambandha zarIra aura prANa jaisA hai| jIvana ke lie ina donoM dhArAoM kI jarUrata hotI hai, kyoMki zarIra nahIM to prANa kahA~ raheMge aura prANa na rahe to zarIra kI kImata kyA ? agara jIvana DhaMga se jInA hai to usameM zarIra bhI svastha rahanA cAhie aura prANa bhI abAdhita gati se, nirApada DhaMga se saMcAlita honA cAhiye tabhI jIvana ko svastha samajhA jAyegA aura agara donoM meM se eka bhI gar3abar3A gayA to kAma nahIM cala skegaa|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 439 * jahA~ vyavahAra meM kRtrimatA hai vahA~ nizcaya meM bhI kucha gar3abar3a hai| . cAhe laukika pravRtti ho athavA AdhyAtmika, usake do rUpa spaSTa haiM eka vyavahAra aura dUsarA nizcaya / nizcaya ke lie koI samAja-vyavasthA nahIM banAnI par3atI, lekina vyavahAra ke lie samAja-vyavasthA banAnI par3atI hai| nizcaya meM jaba prakAza paidA ho jAtA hai taba vaha dUsaroM ke calAe nahIM calatA hai, svacAlita yaMtra kI taraha calatA hai| jaba taka samAja aura samAja ke sadasya jIvana-nirmANa ke mArga meM Age bar3hane meM gati kara rahe haiM, mana kI malinatAe~ aura vikAra khatma nahIM hue haiM taba taka vyavahAra ko bhI pakar3a kara calanA hotA hai| jaba unakA vyavahAra zuddha hotA hai, samAja kA bhI vyavahAra zuddha hotA hai| * Atma zuddhi hamArA nizcaya hai / yaha hamArA lakSya hai / japa, tapa, satsaMga Adi dhArmika pravRttiyA~ jo hama karate haiM, inakA lakSya jIvana meM Atmazuddhi karanA hai| ina pravRttiyoM meM camaka lAnA nizcaya kI bhUmikA hai aura jaba bhUmikA yAnI vyavahAra hamArA sundara hogA, sudharA huA hogA to usase zanai: zanai: gati karate-karate eka dina hama nizcaya kI ThIka sthiti para pahu~ca jaayeNge| isalie sAdhakoM ke sAmane yaha vicAra AyA ki dharma kevala sunane kI cIja nahIM hai, AcaraNa kI cIja hai, amalI rUpa meM lAne kI cIja hai| vyavahAra karate samaya yaha jarUra dekhanA hai ki vyavahAra nizcaya ke abhimukha ho, parAGmukha na ho| bAhya kriyAkANDoM kI apekSA kaSAyoM ko jItanA adhika mahattvapUrNa hai, isameM do mata nhiiN| kintu isase bAhya kriyAoM kI nirupayogitA siddha karanA ThIka nhiiN| kaSAya-vijaya kI icchA vAle sAdhaka ko tAmasI bhojana ke daSTasaMga se aura dimAga ko galata vicAroM se bacAne kA abhyAsa karanA Avazyaka hogaa| sAttvika AhAra, jJAnavAn sajjanoM kI saMgati aura zubha kAryoM meM jur3A rahanA kaSAya-vijaya ke apekSita sAdhana haiN| * arjunamAlI jaisA tIvra kaSAyI bhagavAn mahAvIra kI dezanA kA nimitta pAkara, tapa-tyAga kI bhAvanA se kaSAyoM ko jIta kara, vItarAga ho gyaa| satsaMga aura bele-bele kI tapasyA kA vyavahAra use bhI karanA pdd'aa| jinazAsana ekAnta vyavahAra yA nizcaya kA kathana nahIM krtaa| vaha apekSAvAdI-anekAntavAdI hai| jina-zAsana meM vyavahAra aura nizcaya donoM se kArya kI siddhi mAnI gayI hai| nizcaya se sAdhya taka pahuMcane meM vyavahAra sAdhana hai| jJAna milAne ko zikSaka ke pAsa jAnA par3atA hai| samudra pAra karane meM nAva kA Azraya lenA hotA hai aura roga miTAne kI davA khAnI par3atI hai| davA khAne se pUrva roga kA parIkSaNa bhI kiyA jAtA hai, jo ki saba vyavahAra hai| kArya-siddhi meM Avazyaka sAdhana mAnakara ise kiyA jAtA hai| vaise hI kaSAya-vijaya ke liye, bAhya kriyAoM kI bhI AvazyakatA hai| * calane meM jaise donoM paira hilAye jAte aura dahI-maMthana meM donoM hAtha Age-pIche rakha kara DorI khIMcI jAtI hai| maMthana ke samaya eka hAtha DhIlA aura dUsarA kar3A rakhane para hI makkhana prApta hotA hai| donoM hAtha chor3ane yA khIMcane se kAma nahIM hotaa| vaise hI kalyANakAMkSI jana ko bhI vyavahAra aura nizcaya donoM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| vyavahAra ke pIche nizcaya kI aura nizcaya kI Ar3a meM vyavahAra kI upekSA karanA bhayaMkara bhUla hogii| nizcaya ke Agraha meM vyavahAra kA tiraskAra karanA satya kA apalApa karanA aura apane Apa ko dhokhA denA hai| kAraNa ki sAmAnya sAdhaka vyavahAra ke dvArA hI nizcaya kI ora bar3hatA hai, jabaki kevalI kA vyavahAra || nizcayAnusAra hotA hai| chadmastha apUrNa jJAnI hone se nizcaya ko binA vyavahAra ke nahIM samajha pAtA aura na
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________________ 440 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AcaraNa meM hI lA pAtA hai| ata: sAdhana kI sthiti meM vyavahAra ko tyAjya nahIM, kintu upAdeya mAnanA caahiye| yahI zAstra kA marma hai| vyasana adhika se adhika 10-12 roTiyoM se manuSya kA peTa bhara jAtA hai, magara bIr3I aura sigareTa pIte-pIte santoSa nahIM hotaa| * jisa manuSya kA zarIra tamAkhU ke viSa se viSailA ho jAtA hai usakA prabhAva usakI santati ke zarIra para bhI avazya par3atA hai| ataeva tamAkhU kA sevana karanA apane hI zarIra ko naSTa karanA nahIM hai, balki apanI santAna ke zarIra meM bhI viSa gholanA hai| ataeva santAna kA maMgala cAhane vAloM kA kartavya hai ki ve isa burAI se baceM aura apane tathA apanI santAna ke jIvana ke liye abhizApa rUpa na bneN| * vyakti corI aura vyabhicAra kaba karatA hai aura lar3ake zarAbI kabAbI kaba banate haiM? jaba unakI saMgati kharAba hotI hai| brAhmaNoM aura jainoM ke ghara meM janma lene vAle zarAba aura abhakSya ko kabhI hAtha se chUte nahIM haiM, lekina kharAba saubata par3ane se acche ghara ke loga akhAdya padArtha khAne lageM, to isameM koI Azcarya nhiiN| * cAya eka taraha kA vyasana hai, yaha khUna ko sukhAne vAlI hai, nIMda ko ghaTAne vAlI hai aura bhUkha ko bhI kama karane vAlI hai| - vrata * dharma kA upadeza antaHkaraNa meM jamane para vrata svIkAra karane meM dera nahIM lgtii| * jaba Apa ahiMsA, sadAcAra ke mUlaguNoM ko aMgIkAra kareMge to ApakA jIvana bhI nikharegA aura ina vratoM ke sAtha tapasyA kareMge to jyAdA camakeMge, jyAdA tejasvI hoMge, jyAdA tAkata yA bala aaegaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne yahI zikSA dI hai| * munidharma meM sampUrNa virati kA vidhAna hai aura gRhastha-dharma meM dezavirati kaa| yahA~ isa bAta ko dhyAna meM rakhanA cAhie ki sAdhu aura gRhastha ke dharma meM koI virodha nahIM hai, vastuta: eka hI prakAra ke dharmoM ke pUrNa aura apUrNa do stara haiN| sAdhu bhI ahiMsA kA pAlana karatA hai aura gRhastha bhii| kintu gRha-vyavahAra se nivRtta hone aura bhikSAjIvI hone ke kAraNa sAdhu trasa aura sthAvara donoM prakAra ke jIvoM kI hiMsA se baca sakatA hai, kintu gRhastha ke liye yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| use yuddha, kRSi, vyApAra Adi aise kArya karane par3ate haiM jinameM hiMsA anivArya hai| ataeva sthAvara jIvoM kI hiMsA kA tyAga usake liye anivArya nahIM rakhA gyaa| trasa jIvoM kI hiMsA meM bhI kevala niraparAdha jIvoM kI saMkalpI hiMsA kA hI tyAga Avazyaka batalAyA hai| isase adhika tyAga karane vAlA adhika lAbha kA bhAgI hotA hai, kintu dezavirati aMgIkAra karane ke liye itanA tyAga to Avazyaka hai| isI prakAra anyAya vratoM meM bhI gRhastha ko chUTa dI gayI hai| hamAre samAja meM prAyaH kucha vrata aura tapa karane kA rivAja to hai, lekina jJAna, darzana aura cAritra kI tarapha utanA lakSya nahIM hai jitanA vrata yA tapa kI tarapha hai| vrata aura tapa bhI upayogI haiM, lekina inakI kImata aura tAkata pUrI taba prApta hotI hai jaba vrata ke pIche saMyama ho, cAritra ho aura jJAna-darzana hoN|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 441 kucha aise baMdhu milate haiM, jo kahate haiM mahArAja ! pratijJA karanA, saugandha lenA to kamajorI kI bAta hai| hama saugandha nahIM leMge, yoM hI svataH niyama paaleNge| para ve bhUla jAte haiM ki rAjataMtra meM zAsana kA padabhAra samhAlane vAle ImAnadAra se ImAnadAra vyakti ko bhI zapatha grahaNa karavAI jAtI hai| zapatha grahaNa karanA kevala aupacArikatA mAtra nahIM hai| sadguru ke samakSa zapatha lene se lene vAle meM Atma-bala paidA hotA hai, sAtha hI yaha vicAra bhI AtA hai ki gurudeva ke samakSa huI pratijJA kA bhaMga kisI bhI dazA meM nahIM karanA caahie| * icchA para jitanA hI sAdhaka kA niyaMtraNa hogA utanA hI usakA vrata dIptimAna hogaa| icchA kI lambI-caur3I bAr3ha para yadi niyaMtraNa nahIM kiyA gayA to usake prasAra meM jJAna, viveka Adi sadguNa pravAha - patita tinake kI taraha baha jAyeMge / vratoM aura niyamoM ko kevala dastUra ke rUpa meM na lekara AtmA ko kasane kA unase kAma liyA jAe, to vAstavika lAbha ho sakatA hai| khAne-pIne kI vastuoM, sampadA, bhUmi, vastra aura alaMkAra Adi hara eka ke parimANa meM yaha lakSya rakhanA hai ki niyama dikhAve ke lie dUsare ke kahane para yA nAma ke lie nahIM, varan AtmA / ko Upara uThAne evaM jIvana ko ujjvala banAne ke lie karanA hai 1 * 1. hiMsA ghaTAne ke lie 2. avirati rokane ke lie 3. svAda jaya tathA jitendriyatA kI sAdhanA ke lie vrata karanA cAhie / * * zArIrika, kauTumbika, sAmAjika, dhArmika aura rAjanaitika Adi anekavidha AvazyakatAe~ hotI haiM jo mAnava ke dvArA ghaTAI bar3hAI bhI jA sakatI haiN| jaise zArIrika AvazyakatA meM tela, sAbuna, pAna, supArI, bIr3I Adi bAhya AvazyakatA hai| AvazyakatA para niyaMtraNa karane vAlA apane mana kI AkulatA miTA letA hai| jaise pRthvI kI golAI para koI kitanA hI ghUmatA rahe, para usakA anta nahIM pAtA / isI taraha icchAoM kA cakra bhI kabhI yuga-yugAntara meM pUrA nahIM hotA / * pazu jIvanabhara do-cAra vastue~ hI grahaNa kara lambI jindagI kATa lete haiN| vana meM rahane vAle RSi-muni do-cAra vastuoM se bhI gujArA kara dIrghAyu rahate the| nAgarika jIvana kI paristhiti bhinna hai, phira bhI vahA~ sImA kI jA sakatI hai| gRhastha jIvana meM rahane vAle loga bhI sImita vastuoM se acchA kAma calA sakate haiN| 1 * vrata grahaNa karanA yadi mahattvapUrNa hai to usakA yathAvat pAlana karanA bhI kama mahattvapUrNa nahIM hai| ucita hai ki manuSya apane sAmarthya ko tola kara aura paristhitiyoM kA vicAra karake vrata ko svIkAra kareM aura phira dRr3ha saMkalpa ke sAtha usa para dRr3ha raheM / vrata grahaNa karake usakA nirvAha nahIM karane ke bhayaMkara duSpariNAma yA anartha ho sakate haiM / kintu cUka ke Dara se vrata hI nahIM karanA bar3I bhUla hai| jo kaThinAI Ane para bhI vrata kA nirvAha karatA hai aura apane saMkalpa bala meM kamI nahIM Ane detA vaha sabhI kaThinAiyoM ko jIta kara ucca bana jAtA hai| aura anta meM pUrNa nirmala bana kara carama siddhi kA bhAgI hotA hai / * sAdhu-jIvana kA darjA bahuta U~cA hai| isakA kAraNa yahI hai ki ve mahAvratoM kA manasA, vAcA, karmaNA pAlana karate haiM, aura mahAvratoM ke pAlana ke lie upayogI jo niyama - upaniyama haiM, unake pAlana meM bhI jAgarUka bane rahate haiM / yadi U~cI maMjila vAlA phisala gayA to vaha coTa bhI gaharI khAtA hai / ataH use bahuta hI sAvadhAna hokara | calanA par3atA hai| bhava-bhava ke baMdhanoM ko kATane meM vahI saphala hotA hai jo vratoM kA pUrNa rUpa se nirvAha karatA hai /
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________________ ragaMdhahatthINaM 442 * kabhI-kabhI aisA avasara bhI A jAtA hai ki bhrama, viparyAsa yA mAnasika durbalatA ke kAraNa manuSya vrata kI sImA se bAhara calA jAtA hai| AMzika vrata bhaMga aticAra kI koTi meM ginA jAtA hai aura jaba vrata se nirapekSa hokara jAnabUjha kara vrata ko khaMDita kiyA jAtA hai to anAcAra kahalAtA hai| vratI puruSa kuTumba, samAja tathA deza meM bhI zAnti kA Adarza upasthita kara sakatA hai aura svayaM bhI apUrva zAnti kA upabhoktA bana sakatA hai| vratI kA jIvana dUsaroM ko pIr3A pradAyaka nahIM hotA, kisI ko uttApa nahIM detaa| vaha dharma, nyAya, zAnti, sahAnubhUti, karuNA aura saMvedanA jaisI divya bhAvanAoM kA pratIka bana jAtA hai| ataeva jIvana meM vrata-vidhAna kI atyaMta AvazyakatA hai| avasthA Dhala gaI hai, saphedI A gaI hai, phira bhI 12 vrata grahaNa nahIM karate, yaha kitane Azcarya kI bAta hai? pA~ca aNuvrata aMgIkAra karanA to bar3A hI AsAna kArya hai| bar3I hiMsA, bar3A jhUTha, bar3I corI kA tyAga karanA, eka karaNa do yoga se kuzIla kA sevana nahIM karanA, apanI patnI kI maryAdA rakhanA aura parimita parigraha rakhanA, inameM se Apake liye kaunasI bAta kaThina hai, jo Apa vrata grahaNa karane meM itane katarAte ho? * eka saptAha ke liye hiMsAvRtti, parigraha, krodhAdi ko kAbU meM karane ke lie abhyAsa kreN| saptAha-saptAha bar3hAkara | cAra mahInoM taka sAdhanA meM kAmayAbI hAsila karalI to phira Apa meM sAla bhara karane kA hauMsalA A jAyegA aura sAla bhara isako nibhA leM to Age ar3acana Ane vAlI nahIM hai| tyAgI do taraha ke hote haiM-eka mUla guNa paccakkhANI aura dUsarA uttaraguNa paccakkhANI / mUla guNa paccakkhANI usako kahate haiM jo hiMsA, asatya, corI, kuzIla aura parigraha ina pA~coM pApoM kA tyAga karatA hai| navakArasI pAlanA, porasI karanA, upavAsa karanA, AyaMbila karanA, kucha kapar3e rakhakara kapar3oM kI maryAdA kara lenA, bhoga aura upabhoga kI cIjoM ko chor3anA, amuka cIjoM kA sevana chor3anA-jaise miThAI, namaka, ghI khAnA chor3anA, yaha uttaraguNa paccakkhANa hai| * mUla guNa kI madada karane ke liye aura usako surakSita rakhane ke lie uttara guNa ko eka sahayogI vyavasthA ke rUpa meM rakhA hai, jaba uttara guNa aura mUla guNoM kA acchI taraha se saMrakSaNa nahIM hotA to vratoM ke TUTane kA khatarA rahatA hai| * vrata karate-karate galatI ho gaI to usako chipAkara nahIM rkheN| yaha nahIM soceM ki mahArAja se kahU~gA to merI ha~sI kareMge, aura yaha kaheMge ki svayaM ne niyama liyA aura pAlana nahIM kara skaa| mahArAja se chipAkara rakhanA bhI kAyaratA hai| mahArAja ke pAsa jAkara galatI ko maMjUra kara liyA, aura ve jo prAyazcitta deM to use svIkAra kara liyA aura zuddhi karake phira se AtmA ko ujalA banA diyA to kAyara kahalAyegA yA zUra ? * eka choTA sA sUtra hai 'ni:zalyo vratI' jisake mana meM zalya nahIM ho, vaha vratI hai| cAhe upavAsa ho, Ayambila ho, tyAga ho, tapa ho, yA samAja meM ucca sevA kA kAma ho, ina vratoM ko svIkAra karate samaya mana meM zalya nahIM honA caahie| * vrata lene se AtmA kA niyamana hotA hai, kAmanA kasI jAtI hai aura mana kI durbalatA miTatI hai|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa . zAstra-jJAna * hara eka zAstra se paramArtha prApta nahIM hotA, kyoMki kAma-zAstra, artha-zAstra, rasAyana-zAstra, nATya-zAstra aura rAjanIti-zAstra Adi aneka zAstra haiM, parantu ye jIvana kI durvRttiyoM para zAsana karane ke zAstra nahIM haiN| inase | loka-jIvana kA kAma cala sakatA hai, adhyAtma-jIvana kA nhiiN| dharma-zAstra kisI ko bhI coTa pahu~cAne kA niSedha karatA hai| dharmazAstra kA anugAmI svayaM hAni uThA legA, parantu dUsare ko dhokhA nahIM degA aura AghAta nahIM phuNcaayegaa| kumArga meM jAte samaya usakA paira lar3akhar3AyegA, hAtha kampita hogA aura mana ghabarA utthegaa| * eka arthavAna manuSya dUsare kA dhana chInanA cAhegA, parantu dharmazAsana vAlA vyakti svapna meM bhI dUsare ke dhana para | A~kha nahIM utthaayegaa| * dharmazAstra meM ajJAna aura mithyAtva ko miTAne kI zakti rahatI hai| yadi apane Apa meM paramArtha milAnA hai, to paramArtha ke jJAtA logoM kI saMgati karanI cAhie aura vyartha kI bAta karane vAle pramAdiyoM se sadA dUra rahanA caahie| yadi jJAna kI apekSA se zramaNoM kI nIMva kaccI raha gaI hai, to ve saMyama kI nirmala ArAdhanA nahIM kara pAyeMge aura anya saMgha vAloM ke samakSa unakI ThIka vaisI hI dazA hogI, jaisI ki kIcar3a meM phaMsI eka durbala gAya kI dazA hotI hai| - zAstradhArI senA * deza kI zastradhArI sazakta senA bhI deza kI AMtarika sthiti ko nahIM sudhAra sktii| bAharI zakti se, bAharI | zatru se dezavAsiyoM ke jAna-mAla ko khatarA ho to zastradhArI senA rakSA kara sakatI hai, bAharI zatruoM ko naSTa kara sakatI hai| vaha bhItarI zatruoM ko, Antarika burAiyoM ko naSTa nahIM kara sakatI / naitikatA evaM Adarza saMskRti ke vinAza kI ora bar3hate caraNa ko rokakara saMskRti ko bacAnA hamArI zAstradhArI senA kA kAma hai| zAstradhArI senA taiyAra karane ke lakSya se svAdhyAya evaM zikSaNa kI vyavasthA Apake sAmane hai| svAdhyAya ko apane jIvana, samAja aura deza kA nirmANa karane vAlA samajhakara Apako Age bar3hanA hai| antaHkaraNa ke saba vikAroM ko dUra karate hue Age bar3hanA hai| zAstra-rakSA * jaina samAja ke granthAgAroM meM, jJAna bhaNDAroM meM lAkhoM grantha bhare par3e haiN| hamAre bujurgoM ne, santoM ne zAstroM kI rakSA ke lie bahuta prayatna kiye| pUrva meM jainoM kA mukhya mUla vicaraNa sthala magadha thaa| paTanA, rAjagRha, campA, vaizAlI Adi kSetroM meM vicaraNa karane vAle jaina saMgha kA sthAna parivartana huaa| caturvidha saMgha ke samakSa usa samaya yaha eka bar3A mahattvapUrNa prazna thA ki ina zAstroM kI, anamola jaina sAhitya kI surakSA kaise kI jAe? unhoMne zAstroM ko jaisalamera jaise sthAna meM deza ke eka kone meM le jAkara surakSita rakhA, jahA~ ki koI vidharmI, dharmadveSI, krUrazAsaka saralatA se na pahu~ca ske| avantI-ujjaina meM na rakhakara zAstroM ko jaisalamera meM rkhaa| Aja bhI hajAra-hajAra varSa
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________________ 444 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM pahale ke likhe hue zAstra jaisalamera aura pATana meM vidyamAna haiN| unameM se aneka bhoja patroM para, tAr3a patroM para, vastra ke bane patroM para likhe hue haiN| hamAre pUrvAcAryoM ne, saMtoM ne, pUrvajoM ne, hamAre dharmazAstroM ke saMrakSaNa meM kitanA parizrama kiyaa| para Aja hamAre zikSita navayuvakoM ko, bhAI-bahanoM ko una dharmazAstroM-dharmagranthoM ko uThAkara dekhane kI bhI phursata nahIM hai, dharmazAstroM ko par3hane kI ruci nahIM hai| to kyA yaha ApakI jJAna-bhakti kahI jAyegI, jJAna kA vinaya kahA jAyegA? zikSA vidyA jIvana calAne ke lie nahIM, kintu jIvana nirmANa ke lie hai| isakA kAraNa batAte hue zAstrakAroM ne kahA ki sAkSaratA rahita jJAna vAle pazu-pakSI bhI jIvana calAte dekhe jAte haiN| khAnA, pInA, ghara banAnA Adi kalAoM kA jJAna unameM bhI pAyA jAtA hai| phira zikSaNa zAlAoM meM zikSA grahaNa kara agara mAnava bhI itanA hI kara pAye to azikSita va zikSita meM kucha bhI antara nahIM raha jaayegaa| isase yaha dhAraNA puSTa hotI hai ki zikSA jIvana calAne ke lie nahIM, apitu jIvana banAne ke lie hai| * agara vidyA par3hakara bhI mAnava meM ahiMsA, satya, baMdhutva, krodhAdi zamana ke guNa na Aye to vidyA duHkhadAyI ho jaayegii| * asImita AvazyakatA bar3hAne vAle jJAna kI zikSA to zikSaNa zAlAe~ bhI de rahI haiN| usa jJAna se jIvana calegA, | para banegA nhiiN| * Aja tathAkathita zikSaNAlayoM meM jo DAkTara, vakIla Adi paidA ho rahe haiM ve yAMtrika vidyA to jAnate haiM, para AtmavidyA nhiiN| hamAre zikSaNAlayoM kA yaha bhI uddezya honA cAhie ki unameM chAtra sadAcArI va ImAnadAra bneN| yadi isa ddezya kI parti Apa nahIM kara pAye to lAkhoM kA vyaya aura jIvana kA zrama saphala nahIM ho skegaa| * Aja hajAroM zikSaNa saMsthAe~ cAhatI haiM, phira bhI baccoM meM naitikatA kyoM nahIM A pAtI? isake lie pahale zikSakoM kA dimAga sApha aura zuddha honA caahie| unameM rASTrIyatA kI bhAvanA honI caahie| ve jhUThe nahIM hoN| zikSaka svayaM vyasanI nahIM hoN| ve artha kA saMgraha karane vAle aura idhara-udhara baccoM para hAtha sApha karane vAle nahIM ho| kisI ko parIkSA meM pAsa karane ke lie herA-pherI karane vAle nahIM hoM / aise doSa yadi zikSakoM meM hoMge to ve naitikatA kI bAta baccoM ko nahIM sikhA skeNge| * Aja ke adhyApaka kA jitanA dhyAna zarIra, kapar3e, nAkhUna, dAMta Adi bAhya svacchatA kI ora jAtA hai, utanA unakI cAritrika unnati kI ora nahIM jaataa| bAhya svAsthya jitanA Avazyaka samajhA jA rahA hai antaraMga bhI utanA hI Avazyaka samajhA jAnA caahie| antara meM yadi satya-sadAcAra aura sunIti kA teja nahIM hai to bAharI camaka-damaka saba bekAra sAbita hogii| sahI dRSTi se to svastha mana aura svastha tana eka dUsare ke pUraka va sahAyaka haiN| vAstava meM jisa vidyA ke dvArA manuSya, hita, ahita, utthAna aura patana ke mArga ko samajha sake vahI saccI vidyA hai| jaise-"vetti hitAhitamanayA sA vidyaa"| dUsare vyAkhyAkAra kA mata hai ki jo AtmA kA baMdhana kATa de, vahI sahI vidyA hai-"sA vidyA yA vimuktye|| * Aja kA manuSya vidyA ko jIvikA-saMcAlana kA sAdhana mAnatA hai, nirvAha kA saMbala mAnatA hai, yaha nitAnta bhrama
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 445 hai| jIvana-nirvAha ke lie vastu juTAnA, khAdya padArtha juTAnA, saMtati kA pAlana-poSaNa karanA, garmI-sardI se bacAva karanA Adi bAteM to pazu bhI kara lete haiN| pakSI bar3I caturAI se apanA ghoMsalA banA letA hai aura vaha bhI aise sthAnoM meM jahA~ anya prANiyoM kA saMcAra na ho| peTa pAlane kA tarIkA, hunara yA zilpa-vidyA vijJAna hai tathA Atmatattva ko jAnane kI vidyA jJAna hai-"mokSe dhInimanyatra vijJAnaM shilpshaastryoH|" zuklapakSI mithyAtvI jIva kA jaba deza Una arddha pudgala saMsAra-bhramaNa bAkI hotA hai, taba jIva zuklapakSI hotA hai| zuklapakSI hone para kitane samaya ke pazcAt samyaktva prApta kare, isakA niyama nahIM hai| prAcIna saMtoM kI dhAraNA hai ki koI laghukarmI jIva tatkAla bhI prApta kara sakatA hai aura koI dIrghakAla ke pazcAt bhii| zuklapakSI yadi kSAyika samyaktva prApta karatA hai to phira mithyAtvI nahIM hotaa| kintu kSayopazama samyaktvI ho to samaya pAkara mithyAtva moha ke udaya se mithyAtvI bana sakatA hai, kintu zuklapakSI phira kRSNapakSI nahIM ho sktaa| - zoSaNa nahIM poSaNa * yadi kisI ko naukara rakhanA hai to naukara rakhane vAle cAlAkI kiyA karate haiN| ve socate haiM ki bar3e AdamI ko naukara rakheMge to vaha paisA jyAdA legA aura kAma thor3A karegA aura hukUmata mAnegA nahIM, isalie choTe bacce ko naukara rakhA jAe jo kama par3hA-likhA ho aura choTe kula kA ho| vaha apanI hukUmata bhI mAnegA aura pagAra bhI thor3I legaa| kabhI aisA naukara mila jAtA hai jisako yaha kaha diyA jAtA hai ki tujhe roTI dUMgA, kapar3e dUMgA, roTI-kapar3A le aura kAma ho so kr| ghara meM dasa AdamI A gaye to usa naukara se kaheMge ki Aja tujhe thAla bhI ragar3ane pdd'eNge| phira kaheMge ki Aja jhADU bhI lagA de| tIsare dina kahA ki Aja pAnI bharane vAlI nahIM AI hai tU nala para se pAnI le aa| vaha pAnI bhI laayegaa| atyadhika kama vetana para yA roTI kapar3e para rakhA hai, usase kapar3e bhI dhulA leMge, bacce ko rakhane kA kAma bhI use de deNge| baccA mala-mUtra kara gayA to use bhI vaha sApha kregaa| itanA kAma usase liyA jAtA hai| jitanA kAma liyA hai utanA hI ImAnadArI se denA bhI caahie| usase adhika kAma liyA hai to vetana ke alAvA anudAna bhI milanA caahie| ApakA munIma hai athavA Apa se kAma sIkhane vAlA hai| kyA Apa usameM aisI kSamatA paidA kara doge ki vaha munIma hI nahIM rahe, seTha bana jaay| aise dila vAle Apa meM se kitane haiM ? kadAcit usakI haisiyata aura yogyatA bar3hane para naukarI chor3akara svatantra dhandhA karane kI bAta kahe to yaha sunakara Apake mana meM aura cehare para | pharka to nahIM par3egA? zramaNa-jIvana/ sAdhaka-jIvana * zramaNa ke do artha mukhya haiN| eka to yaha ki tapa aura saMyama meM jo apanI pUrI zakti lagA rahA hai, tapasvI hai vaha zramaNa hai| dUsarA artha hai 'samaNa' arthAt trasa, sthAvara saba prakAra ke prANiyoM kI jisake anta:karaNa meM hita-kAmanA hai, vaha zramaNa hai| jo sAdhaka trasa-sthAvara jIvoM para samabhAva rakhane vAlA hotA hai, usake mana meM AkulatA-vyAkulatA aura viSama bhAva nahIM hote, vahI zramaNa kahalAne kA adhikArI hai, usako 'samana' kahate haiN|
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________________ ragaMdhahatthINaM 446 * jisa prakAra gRhastha varga kI sampadA dhana-dhAnya aura vaibhava hai usI prakAra zramaNa-zramaNI samAja kI sampadA samyagjJAna, samyagdarzana, samyakcAritra hai| / kisI ke yahA~ jaba koI atithi AtA hai to gRhapati acche-acche padArthoM se usakA satkAra karatA hai| saMta bhI atithi haiM, parantu bheMTa pUjA, paise lene vAle nahIM haiN| unakA Atithya vrata-niyama se hotA hai| satsaMga se Apa || zikSA lekara jIvana zuddhi kareM, isI meM santoM kI prasannatA hai| zAstra aura zramaNa saMgha kI maryAdA hai ki sAdhu-sAdhvI phoTo nahIM khiMcavAe aura mUrti, pagalye Adi koI sthApanna || kare to upadeza dekara roke / rupaye paise ke lena-dena meM nahIM par3e aura na koI TikiTa Adi apane pAsa rkhe|| sAdhu-sAdhvI strI-puruSoM ko patra nahIM likhe aura na maryAdA viruddha striyoM kA sambandha hI rkhe| tapotsava para darzanArthiyoM ko bulAne kI preraNA nahIM kre| mahimA, pUjA evaM utsava se bace / dhAtu kI vastu nahIM rakhe, na apane || lie krIta vastu kA upayoga kre|| saMta logoM kA kAma to ucitAnucita kA dhyAna dilAkara rozanI pahu~cAnA, sarcalAiTa dikhAnA, mArga batAnA hai, || lekina usa mArga para calanA to vyakti ke adhIna hai| * sAdhu sampUrNa tyAgamaya jIvana kA saMkalpa lekara jana-mAnasa ke sAmane sAdhanA kA mahAn Adarza upasthita karatA hai| vaha roTI ke lie hI santa nahIM bntaa| saMta kI sAdhanA kA lakSya peTa nahIM TheTa hai| vaha mAnatA hai ki roTI zarIra poSaNa kA sAdhana hai aura zarIra upAsanA evaM sevA kA mUla aadhaar| tapa aura tyAga ke vAtAvaraNa meM tyAgI puruSoM ke jIvana kA mUka prabhAva logoM para par3atA hI rahatA hai aura unakI jIvanacaryA se bhI preraNA milatI rahatI hai| jaise puSpodyAna kA vAtAvaraNa mana ko praphullita karane meM parama sahAyaka hotA hai, vaise saMta-saMgati bhI AtmotthAna meM preraNAdAtrI mAnI gayI hai| deza aura samAja ko ghara meM vyApta anaitikatA Adi ke daMza evaM samAjaghAtI kITANuoM ke duSprabhAva se mukta karAne meM, duSpravRttiyoM kI ora se dezavAsiyoM kA mana mor3ane meM tyAgI santa-satiyoM kA AcAraniSTha caritra hI samartha hai| zastradhArI sainika DaNDA mAra sakatA hai, mana ko nahIM mor3a sktaa| mana mor3e binA ina burAiyoM ko jar3a se dUra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| * jo paropakArI santa-satIvRnda tyAgI-virAgI tapasvI santa-samAja sAre deza meM, kone-kone meM phailA huA hai, usake satsaMga meM, usake samAgama meM Ane vAle kitane hI yuvaka, bAla, vRddha aura durvyasanoM meM phaMse logoM ke jIvana meM sudhAra hotA hai| bahutoM kA huA hai, ho rahA hai aura hotA rhegaa| pratyeka nagara meM, grAma meM aise aneka bAlaka haiM, dhUmrapAna kA vyasana unako laga gayA hai aura aneka prakAra ke durvyasanoM ke bhI zikAra ho gaye haiN| kyA unakA sudhAra zastradhArI sainikoM se ho pAyegA ? nahIM, unake liye zastradhArI sainika upayogI nahIM, apitu santa-satI jana hI unake mana ko mor3a sakate haiN| ve hI logoM meM phaile durvyasanoM ko jar3a se miTA sakate haiM aura unakI zakti kI dizA ko deza ke, samAja ke abhyutthAna ke kAryoM kI tarapha mor3a sakate haiN| sAdhanA karane vAle sAdhakoM ko tIna rUpoM meM rakhA jA sakatA hai:- (1) cetanAzIla aura svastha (2) cetanAzIla kiMtu asvastha (3) cetanAzUnya-mAtra veSa ko dhAraNa karane vAle / prathama cetanAzIla sAdhaka ve haiM jo binA kisI para kI preraNA ke kartavya-sAdhana meM sadA jAgRta rahate haiN| AcAra yA vicAra meM jarA bhI skhalanA AI ki ve tatkAla saMbhala kara iSTa mArga meM pravRtta hote haiM aura aniSTa se nivRtta hote haiN| viSaya-kaSAya para vijaya prApta karane
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 447 meM pratipala Age bar3hanA hI jinakI sAdhanA kA rUpa hotA hai| krodha, lobha aura bhaya-moha ke dvandva se ve kabhI sAdhanA cyuta nahIM hote| jaise nadI ke pravAha meM gira kara bhI kuzala nAvika kA jahAja gaMtavya mArga nahIM bhUlatA, kiMtu pravAha ko cIra kara bAhara nikala AtA hai, vaise hI cetanAzIla svastha sAdhaka kI jIvana-naiyA bhI vikAroM se pAra ho jAtI hai| dUsare darje ke sAdhaka cetanAzIla hokara bhI asvastha hote haiN| AhAra-vihAra va AcAra-vicAra meM zuddhi ke kAmI hote hue bhI ve pramAdavaza cakkara khA jAte haiM aura vividha pralobhanoM meM sahaja lubdha aura kSubdha ho jAte haiN| unheM usa samaya kisI yogya guru dvArA preraNA kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai / jaba ve zArIrika, mAnasika | kaSTa meM ghabarA jAte haiM aura dRzya-zravya-bhavya bhogoM meM lubhA jAte haiM, taba kartavya kI sAdhanA dhuMdhalI ho jAtI hai / yadi koI prabaddha usa samaya unheM nahIM saMbhAle to ve sAdhanA-mArga se cyata ho jAte haiN| tIsare cetanA zanya saadhk| haiM jo vrata-niyama kI apekSA chor3a kara kevala veSa ko vahana karate haiN| chipe kukarmAcaraNa karane para bhI jaba koI kahatA hai- "mahArAja ! saMyama nahIM pAlane kI dazA meM veSa kyoM rakhate ho ?" taba kahate haiM-"yaha to guru kA diyA huA bAnA hai bhalA ise kaise chor3a sakatA hU~ !" isa prakAra pAramArthika sAdhanA ko chor3a kara AraMbha parigraha kA sevana karane vAle cetanA zUnya sAdhaka haiN| phira bhI ve veSa va bhikSAvRtti ko nahIM chor3ate / ve bujhe hue dIpaka yA piMcara huI sAikila kI taraha svapara ke liye bhArabhUta haiN| unhoMne ghara-dvAra kA tyAga kiyA, nirAraMbhI-aparigrahI munivrata liyA, kintu saMsAra ke mohaka mAyA-jAla meM saba bhUla gaye / unakI sAdhanA meM gati nahIM rahI, ata: kalyANa-mArga meM sahAyaka nahIM ho sakate / / dUsarI zreNI ke jo sAdhaka cetanAzIla hokara bhI asvastha haiM, suyogya gItArtha-guru dvArA yadi unake maMdAcaraNa ke dIpa meM sAhasa kA sneha na DAlA jAya aura sAraNA-vAraNA se viveka kI bAtI ko Upara na uThAyA jAve to saMbhava hai alpa samaya meM hI vaha sAdhanA kI dhImI-dhImI jalatI jyoti bujha jAya / moha kI AMdhI meM vaha avicala nahIM raha sktii| isaliye use guru-gaNa aura saMgha-vAsa meM maryAdita hokara rahanA par3atA hai| AcArya va saMgha kA bhaya tathA lokalajjA hI unakI sAdhanA ke pramukha AdhAra haiM / ve usa vidyArthI ke samAna haiM jo zikSaka ke sAmane aura parIkSA ke Dara se hI abhyAsa karate haiN| Aja zramaNa kA jIvana nirAlA ho gayA hai| vaha sAdhanA ke mArga se haTatA jA rahA hai| prAta: va sAyaM pratikramaNa, pravacana Adi Avazyaka kAryoM ke atirikta prAya: usakA saMpUrNa samaya janaraMjana, lokacarcA, saMgIta va vArtAlApa Adi meM vyatIta ho jAtA hai| kyA yahI zrAmaNya jIvana kA dhyeya hai ? kyA isI ke lie zramaNa banA jAtA hai| * jo vaMdanIya ho gaye haiM ve yadi na to adhyayana hI karate haiM aura na sevA, dhyAna Adi kriyAe~ hI karate haiM; kevala unake mana mastiSka para lokaiSaNA kI bhAvanA hI yadi savAra rahatI hai to zera kI taraha garjate hue sAdhanA ke mArga para kadama rakhane vAle santoM meM bhI Age jAkara teja nahIM rahatA hai, jisase unakI pragati ruka jAtI hai| * kucha sAdhaka Agama rahasyoM ko jAnane kI jijJAsA ko chor3akara prAya: sAdhanA ke uSAkAla se hI bhASA jJAna kI || taiyArI meM saMlagna ho jAte haiM, jisase unheM AgamajJAna kA avasara hI nahIM mila paataa| jaba ucca parIkSottIrNa | zramaNa-zramaNI bhI zAstroM ke jJAtA va adhyetA nahIM hoM to anya se AzA karanA, AkAza kusumavat hI hai| * jina sAdhakoM kI jisa prakAra kI yogyatA ho unheM usI prakAra kA zikSaNa denA cAhiye / 1 veyAvaccI, 2 tapasvI, | 3 lekhaka-paNDita, 4 pravacanakAra aura 5 dhyAnI sAdhakoM ko unakI yogyatA ke anusAra Age bar3hAnA caahie| * jina sAdhakoM meM pratibhA kI tejasvitA na ho aura jinake aMtarmAnasa meM sevA kI mahatI bhAvanA udbuddha ho rahI ho, -
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________________ 448 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM unheM sevA ke mahattva ko samajhAte hue sevA kI kalA kA jJAtA banAnA cAhiye aura jo sAdhaka tapa kI ora baDhanA cAhate hoM, apanA tapa:pUta jIvana vyatIta karanA cAhate hoM unheM tapa meM manobala bar3hAne evaM bAhya ADambara se alaga-thalaga rahane ko utprerita karanA caahiye| unheM ratnAvalI, kanakAvalI aura vardhamAna tapa kI bhAMti, rasa-tyAga Adi tapavidhi kA parijJAna karAyA jAnA caahie| lekhaka aura vijJoM ke lie bhASA jJAna ke sAtha hI vividha Agama-zAstroM kA tulanAtmaka jJAna karAnA apekSita hai| pramukha pravartAoM ko deza, videza kI sthiti kA, svamata va anyamatoM kA tathA nyAya, darzana, sAhitya kA adhyayana karAyA jAya aura sAtha hI unheM bhASaNa-kalA pravINa bhI banAyA jaay| sevA, tapasyA, lekhana, bhASaNa aura dhyAna kI yaha paMcasUtrI yojanA kAryAnvita ho jAya to maiM samajhatA hU~ ki sAdhanA meM eka nayA mor3a A jaayegaa| AryAvarta ke mahAmAnava bhagavAna mahAvIra ne jIvana kI sAMdhya velA meM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke chabbIsaveM adhyayana meM samAcArI kA jo rUpa prastuta kiyA hai vaha nirAlA hai| paccIsa sau varSoM kA dIrgha kAla vyatIta ho jAne para Aja bhI vaha sarcalAiTa ke rUpa meM camaka rahA hai usI ko AdhAra mAnakara hameM samAcArI kA rUpa nizcita karanA caahie| prathama prahara meM pratilekhana (mauna) sthaMDila aura svAdhyAya karanI caahie| dvitIya prahara meM zikSA (pravacana aura paThana)| bhikSA aura pandraha miniTa dhyAna karanA caahiye| tRtIya prahara meM navIna vAcana, lekhana aura praznottara hone caahiye| caturtha prahara meM pratilekhana, samAja carcA, sthaMDila aura AhAra Adi hone caahie| * rAtri ke prathama prahara meM pratikramaNa ke pazcAt stutipATha, Adhe ghaMTe taka praznottara, svAdhyAya aura eka ghaMTe taka dhyAna karanA caahiye| dvitIya prahara meM dhyAna ke pazcAt nidrA aura caturtha prahara meM dhyAna, svAdhyAya aura pratikramaNa karanA caahiye| sahasra razmi sUryodaya ke samaya prabhu-prArthanA karanI caahie| jIvana kA mUla uddezya sAdhanA hai| sAdhanA-vihIna jIvana prANa rahita kalevara ke samAna hai, jo calatA nahIM sar3atA hai| sAdhanA kI sar3aka para mustaidI se kadama baDhAveM, apane jIvana ko tyAga, vairAgya aura saMyama ke raMga meM raMgeM, tabhI jIvana ujjvala hai evaM bhaviSya prakAzamAna hai| / sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke lie saMghaTTA jaisI cIz2a sAdhAraNa dikhane para bhI apane meM bar3A mahattva rakhatI hai| jAjama ke eka kinAre para baiThe hue strI puruSa kA saMghaTTA sAdhAraNa dRSTi se hAnikara nahIM dikhatA, parantu yaha maryAdA kA atireka bhI hameM saMsarga doSa se bacane kI prabala preraNA pradAna karatA hai| aise sAdhAraNa niyamoM ko samajhakara avahelanA nahIM karanI cAhiye / Atma-zuddhi ke lie jaise kaSAyoM ke upazama evaM kSapaNa kI AvazyakatA hai, vaise kaSAya-vijaya ke sAdhana rUpa se AhAra zuddhi Adi bAhya maryAdAoM kI bhI AvazyakatA hai| uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM mokSa kA svarUpa batalAte hae zAstrakAra ne kahA hai ki jJAna kA sampUrNa prakAza karane, ajJAna va moha kA nivAraNa karane aura rAga-dveSa kA kSaya karane se ekAnta sukha rUpa mokSa kI prApti hotI hai| vahA~ para sampUrNa rAga-vijaya kA mArga batalAte hae garu-vRddha kI sevA aura svAdhyAya ke sAtha ekAnta sevana evaM dhairya dhAraNa rUpa mArga kahA hai| vItarAga bhAva kI prApti hetu vahA~ upAya rUpa se kucha bAhyAcAroM kI ora bhI lakSya rakhane kA saMketa kiyA hai| jJAna, dhyAna, sadbhAvanA Adi antaraMga sAdhanoM kI taraha AhAra-vihAra, veza-bhUSA, sAhitya aura saMgati kA bhI mana para bar3A asara hotA hai| * rasoM kA atyadhika sevana karane se rAga kI vRddhi hotI hai aura rAgI ko kAmanAe~ ghera letI haiN| isI prakAra striyoM
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa ke rUpa lAvaNya, hAsa-vilAsa Adi ko mana meM rakha kara kabhI unheM dekhane kA prayatna na kreN| * rAga-rahita sAdhaka sajI huI deviyoM se bhI vicalita nahIM hotA, phira bhI ekAnta hitArtha munijanoM ko strI Adi vikArI vAtAvaraNa se rahita sthAna para hI ThaharanA caahie| dazavaikAlika sUtra meM kahA hai ki tyAgIjanoM ko zarIra kI zobhA kA varjana karanA caahie| tela-sAbuna Adi se zarIra ko sajAnA bhogIjanoM kA kAma hai / moha utpanna ho aisI hara pravRtti se bacanA hI vItarAga bhAva kI prApti kA upAya hai| cAritrAcAra meM pA~ca samiti aura tIna gupti ke sandarbha meM kaI upAdeya paramparAe~ haiN| IryA samiti meM mArga calate bolanA, kathA karanA, ha~sanA aura eSaNA meM anna-pAnAdika kI barAbara gaveSaNA nahIM karanA, maMgAye hue padArtha lenA, eka hI ghara meM amaryAdita jAnA, dina meM tIna bAra bhikSA karanA Adi udayamAna kI zithila paramparAe~ hai| inako dhyAna meM rakhakara upAzraya meM hI AhAra Adi lene yA kisI eka ghara meM hI khAne kI paramparA DAlanA ucita nahIM kahA jA sakatA / udaya bhAva ke kAraNa sAdhaka tyAga, tapa aura vrata-niyama kI sAdhanA karate hue parISahoM se udvelita ho asthira ho uThatA hai| yaha anAdi kAla se kAyara jana kI paramparA rahI hai| araNaka, jaise kulIna santa bhI caryA parISaha meM Atapa sahana nahIM hone se khinna ho saMyama se vicalita ho gye| mAtA sAdhvI ko patA calA to bar3A duHkha huaa| usane putra kI mana: zAnti ke lie upadeza diyA aura prAyazcitta dvArA use zuddhi karane kI zikSA dii| vaha cAhatI to putra kI sukomala sthiti ko dekha apavAda rUpa meM jUte dhAraNa karane yA lAI huI prAsuka bhikSA lene kI chUTa de detI, para usane vaisA nahIM kiyA, kyoMki use isameM putra kA ahita dRSTigocara huaa| usane putra kI kAyaratA dUra kara use tapta zilA para leTa kara prAyazcitta karane kI zikSA dii| vivekazIla ko cAhie ki kabhI kaSTa se ghabarA kara kisI sAdhaka ko asamAdhi ho to upadeza dvArA sthira karane kA prayatna kare, na ki "DUbate ko do bA~sa" kI taraha use girAne kI ceSTA kre| vidvAn yadi durbala paramparAoM ko jhakajhora kara sabala banAne kA prayAsa kareM, tyAga tapa kI paramparA ko puSTa kareM to zAsana sevA ke sAtha sva-para kalyANa ho sakatA hai| zreNika rAjA ke putra megha kumAra rAtri meM muniyoM ke pairoM kI Thesa aura rajoharaNa Adi ke sparza se nidrA na Ane ke kAraNa caMcala mana ho, saMyama chor3ane ko taiyAra ho gye| zailaka muni sukha zayyA meM sAdhanA ko bhUlakara zithila vihArI ho gaye, para unako kramaza: bhagavAna mahAvIra aura paMthaka muni ne yuktipUrvaka sthira kiyaa| sAdhuoM ne zailaka kA sahayoga chor3A aura paMthaka muni ne bhI avasara dekhakara unheM kamajorI kA dhyAna dilAyA, pariNAma svarUpa zailaka ugra vihArI ho gyaa| yadi sAdhu loga usake sthiravAsa aura zithila vihAra meM sahayogI hote to zailaka kA sAdhaka jIvana gira jaataa| ve sadA ke liye sthira-vAsI ho jaate| santoM ne unakA asamAdhi bhAva jJAna se dUra kiyaa| AryarakSita ne apane priya pitA ko chatra, upAnaha Adi kI chUTa dekara mArga meM lagAyA aura phira yukti-pUrvaka pUrNa tyAga-mArga para sthira kiyaa| yaha hai satya, prema aura svapara kI kalyANa kaamnaa| Aja ke tyAgiyoM ko isase zikSA lekara sat paramparA se koI khinna bhI ho to use sthira kara apane buddhi-bala kA paricaya denA caahie| isI meM zAsana kI zobhA aura svapara kA kalyANa hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 450 - zrAvaka-karttavya * AcAra-pAlana kA Azaya yaha nahIM ki prajAjanoM ko nirvIrya hokara, rAjakIya zAsana ke pratyeka Adeza ko netra banda karake zirodhArya kara lenA caahie| rAjya zAsana kI ora se TiDDImAra, cUhemAra yA maccharamAra jaise dharma-viruddha Andolana yA Adeza agara pracalita kiye jAeM athavA koI anucita kara-bhAra lAdA jAya to usake viruddha satyAgraha yA asahayoga karanA vrata bhaMga kA kAraNa nahIM hai| isa prakAra kA rAjya viruddha kRtya aticAra meM sammilita nahIM hogA, kyoMki vaha chupA kara nahIM kiyA jaataa| isake atirikta usameM caurya kI bhAvanA nahIM, varan prajA ke ucita adhikAra ke saMrakSaNa kI bhAvanA hogii| isI prakAra agara koI zAsana hiMsA, zoSaNa, atyAcAra, anIti yA adharma ko bar3hAvA dene vAlA ho to usake viruddha kAryavAhI karanA eka nAgarika ke nAte usakA kartavya hai| isameM koI dharma bAdhaka nahIM ho sktaa| yaha kAryavAhI viruddha rAjyAtikrama meM sammilita nahIM hai| * zrAvaka-dharma kA anusaraNa karate hue jo vyApArI vyApAra karatA hai, vaha samucita dravyopArjana karate hue bhI deza aura | samAja kI bahuta bar3I sevA kara sakatA hai| pratyeka jaina kula meM amuka niyama anivArya hone caahie| eka bAra dina meM vyAkhyAna nahIM suna sakeM to bhI dharma-sthAna para Akara mauna bhAva se 10 minaTa ke lie hI sahI. dharma-grantha kA svAdhyAya karanA caahie| aisA samAja dharma ho sakatA hai| pratidina ke kArya kI prAthamikatA zrAvaka kI isa prakAra hotI hai - 1. deva-bhakti, 2. guru-sevA, 3. parivAra evaM samAja-sevA, 4. Arogya saMrakSaNa, 5. vyavasAya / mere mata meM ye pA~ca khAne jIvana ke banA leM aura dinacaryA ke usI prakAra pA~ca bhAga kreN| kitanA bhI Avazyaka kArya kyoM na ho, niyamita dinacaryA avazya nibhAveM / * jisa prakAra vyavasAya ko Apa Avazyaka samajhate haiM, usI prakAra niyata samaya para svAdhyAya aura samAja-sevA bhI kreN| DAyarI meM vyavasAya ko pA~cavA sthAna milA hai, para Aja ulaTA ho gyaa| pahalA sthAna vyavasAya ko, dUsarA svAsthya ko, tIsarA parivAra ko, aura usake bAda gurusevA aura devabhakti ko Apa sthAna de rahe haiN| jabaki pahalA sthAna devabhakti, dUsarA gurusevA, tIsarA samAja-sevA aura cauthA Arogya saMrakSaNa ko diyA gayA thaa| Arogya nahIM rahA aura paisA mila gayA to vaha kisa kAma kA? gurujanoM kI sevA nahIM kara sakA, zAstroM kA adhyayana nahIM kara sakA to caubIsoM ghaMToM kamAyA gayA paisA kisa kAma AyA? isalie manuSya ko cAhie ki pA~coM bAtoM ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue apane jIvana kA uddhAra kre| zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko isa bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA cAhie ki unakA anurAga kisI bhI dazA meM dharmAnurAga kI sImA kA ullaMghana na karane paaye| unheM sAdhuoM ko bhikSA dete samaya sahI sthiti jatA kara bhikSA denI caahie| cAhe mahArAja jyAdA leveM athavA na leveM to koI bAta nhiiN| parantu unako kabhI aMdhere meM nahIM rakhanA caahie| koI vastu apane lie banAI yA muni ke lie banAI hai, yA sUjhatI (nirdoSa) hai yA nahIM, yaha saba bhikSArtha Aye hue muni ko spaSTa rUpa se batA denA zrAvaka kA pharja hai| vivekazIla zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA cAritra nirmala rakhane meM pUrNa sahayoga denA caahie| zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM meM yadi viveka nahIM hogA to sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA saMyama bhI ucca aura nirmala nahIM raha skegaa| isalie zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM meM viveka kA honA tathA unakA apane karttavya ke prati jAgarUka rahanA paramAvazyaka hai|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 451 * gande vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa karane vAle bhI Apa haiM aura prazasta paramparAoM kI pratiSThA karane vAle bhI Apa hI haiN| Apake vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa koI dUsarA nahIM krtaa| gaMdA vAtAvaraNa banAne meM Apa agragAmI banate haiM to dUsaroM ko bhI protsAhana milatA hai| isake badale agara Apa koI acchI paramparA zuru kareM to ApakA bhI bhalA ho aura dUsaroM kA bhI bhalA ho sakatA hai| SaTkarma * zarIra rakSaNa meM SaTkarma ko Avazyaka mAnA gayA hai| isI prakAra jJAniyoM ne Atma-rakSaNa ke lie bhI devabhakti, guru-sevA, svAdhyAya, saMyama, tapa aura dAnarUpa SaTkarma kA vidhAna kiyA hai| kahA bhI hai devarcA guruzuzrUSA, svAdhyAya: saMyamastapaH / dAnaM ceti gRhasthAnAM, SaT karmANi dine-dine / - saMgha * sAmAnya rUpa se saMgha kA artha hai samUha / aneka prANiyoM ke mile jule samUha ko saMgha kahate haiN| sevA, suzrUSA, saMrakSaNa, Adi kI suvidhA ke lie manuSya apanA koI samUha banAkara rahatA hai| jisako saMgha, samAja Adi kisI vizeSa nAma se kahA jAtA hai| hajAra pA~ca sau IMToM ko vyavasthita jamA diyA jAya to acchI sI divAla yA cabUtarA ho sakatA hai, kintu unameM sthAyitva lAne ke lie cUnA, sImenTa yA cikanI miTTI jaisA zleSa jor3anA par3atA hai anyathA kabhI bhI dhakkA khAkara IMTa gira sakatI hai / aise hI manuSya meM bhI, sneha, zleSa aura saralatA ho to saMgaThana Tika sakatA hai| 'mAyA mittANi nAsei' jahA~ kapaTa hai vahA~ prema-maitrI nahIM raha sktii| * jaise jar3a jagata meM anaMta paramANu milakara skaMdha kahalAtA hai aura vyavahAra meM upayogI hotA hai vaise hI aneka vyakti milakara jaba saMgaThita hote haiM to use saMgha kahate haiN| eka kI zakti dUsare se milakara vRddhigata ho aura usakA vyavahAra meM vizeSa upayoga ho sake, yahI saMgha-nirmANa kA mukhya lakSya hai|| zakti evaM yogyatA hara vyakti meM hai| jaba eka se aneka milate haiM to unakI zakti bhI usI prakAra bahuguNI ho jAtI hai jisa prakAra eka se eka milane para gyAraha guNe ho jAte haiN| parantu itanA dhyAna rahe ki vijAtIya yA viSama svabhAva ke aNuoM kA mela zakti ko bar3hAtA nahIM, ghaTAtA hai| isIliye suvarNakhAna kA pArthiva piMDa baDA hokara bhI utanA mUlya nahIM detA jabaki zuddha hone para suvarNa kA piMDa laghu hote hue bhI bahumUlya ho jAtA hai| aise hI mAnava samAja meM bhI viSama zIla aura viruddha AcAra-vicAra ke logoM kA saMgaThana lAbhakArI nahIM hotaa| * guNahIna saMgaThana ghAsa kI pUlI yA bhAre ke samAna hai aura guNavAna saMgha ghAsa ke rasse ke samAna hai| ghAsa kA bhArA aura pUlI moTI hokara bhI nirbala hotI hai aura rassA patalA hokara bhI zaktizAlI / mithyAtviyoM kA karor3oM kA samUha jJAnAdi guNahIna hone se bhavabaMdhana nahIM kATa sakatA, parantu samyagjJAnI choTI saMkhyA meM bhI jJAna Adi guNoM se sazakta hokara sva-para kA baMdhana kATa sakate haiN| yahI susaMgaThana kI mahimA hai| bhagavatI sUtra meM saMgha ko tIrtha kahA hai 'titthaM khalu cAuvaNNe samaNasaMghe' zramaNa pradhAna caturvarNa saMgha hI tIrtha hai, tArane vAlA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 452 * jaise sAdhAraNa gRhastha ko Atma-rakSaNa evaM vikAsa ke liye nagara ke suprabaMdha kI AvazyakatA hai vaise hI mokSamArga ke sAdhaka ko pramAda aura kaSAyAdi ke vaza sAdhanA se skhalanA yA upekSA karane para yogya preraNA kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai, jo saMgha meM mila sakatI hai| saMgha meM AcArya Adi ke dvArA sAraNA, vAraNA aura dhAraNA kA lAbha milatA rahatA hai| saMgha ke Azrita sAdhuoM kI rogAdi kI sthiti meM saMbhAla kI jAtI hai, jJAnArthiyoM ke jJAna meM sahayoga diyA jAtA hai, azuddhi kA vAraNa kiyA jAtA hai aura zAstra-viruddha prarUpaNA ko TAlakara samyag mArga kI dhAraNA karAyI jAtI hai| zithila zraddhA vAloM ko bodha denA aura zithila vihArI ko samaya-samaya para | preraNA karanA, saMgha kA mukhya kArya hai| * saMgha kI yaha apekSA rahatI hai ki sAdhaka meM ghora tapobala ho yA na ho, viziSTa zruta ke badale bhale hI sAmAnya zrutadhara hI ho, vizAla ziSya samudAya kI apekSA kadAcit parivAra hIna ho, para akhaMDa saMyama va suzraddhA kI saMpadA to honI hI caahiye| * saMgha meM satya, sadAcAra evaM aparigraha ke mUlavrata akhaMDa hoM, yaha atyAvazyaka hai| * saMgha kI zaraNa isIliye lI jAtI hai ki maMdamati sAdhaka upadeza, Adeza va saMdeza meM zAstra viruddha pravRtti na kare, mahimA pUjA ke cakkara meM akalpa kA Asevana nahIM kare aura sAdhanA mArga meM samaya-samaya para protsAhana pAtA rahe, jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI saralatA se vRddhi kara ske| saMgha zItala ghara kI taraha hai| saMgha meM yogya sAdhaka svayaM apane guNa-doSoM kA nirIkSaNa karatA hai aura sAdhAraNa sA bhI kahIM doSa dRSTigata huA ki avilamba usakA zuddhIkaraNa karatA hai| * tapa-niyama aura saMyama-zraddhA hI saMgha-bhavana kA mukhya AdhAra stambha hai / ata: kalyANArthI ke liye sadA isa prakAra ke saMgha kI zaraNa zreyaskara mAnI gaI hai| * rAjya zAsana meM jaise ImAnadAra sainika Avazyaka haiM ThIka aise hI dharma zAsana meM bhI AcArya, upAdhyAya Adi suyogya zAsakoM ke sAtha ImAnadAra zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA sainya dala bhI cAhiye zrAvaka-zrAvikAe~ sAdhu-sAdhvI ke vyaktigata lapeTe meM nahI Ae~ / ve saMgha ko mukhya mAnakara saMyama ke anurUpa sevA kreN| saMgha mukhya hai, vyakti mukhya nhiiN| saMgha sadA rahegA, vyakti sadA nahIM rhegaa| vyakti cAhe sAdhu ho, sAdhvI ho yA zrAvaka-zrAvikA / vyakti kA rakSaNa saMgha dvArA hotA hai| nandIsUtra kI sthirAvalI meM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kI stuti rUpa gAthA to tIna batAI, para saMgha kI mahimA ATha upamAoM se pandraha gAthAoM meM batAI gaI hai saMgha meru hai, saMgha nagara hai aadi-aadi| * zrAvaka rakSaka hotA hai aura rakSaka kA kartavya hai ki vaha sAdhu-sAdhvI ke AhAra-vihAra zikSA-dIkSA aura jJAna-dhyAna meM nirdoSa mArga kA sahayogI rhe| * hameM jo bhI sAdhanA karanI hai jinaraMjana ke lie karanI hai janaraMjana ke lie nhiiN| sAdhanA ke lie jinaraMjana cAhiye, janaraMjana nhiiN| janaraMjana ke vyavahAra meM sAdhaka-varga meM sAdhanA kA lakSya gauNa ho jAtA hai, bhale hI unako aneka bhakta mila jAyeM / khayAla rakho, janaraMjana se vAhavAhI ho jAyegI, kIrti ho jAyegI, lekina AtmotthAna nahIM hogaa| jina-raMjana meM AtmA kA kahIM patana na ho jAe isakA cintana rahatA hai| * jinaraMjana kI ruci vAle zrAvaka apane AtmotthAna ke sAtha saMta-samudAya ko bhI vItarAga bhagavAna aura saMgha kI
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa AjJA-pAlana karavAne meM sahayogI hote haiM / * sAmAnya janoM meM auratoM se adhika bAteM karane vAlA yA paisA rakhane vAlA saMta to Apako aparAdhI rUpa meM najara AtA hai, para AjJA kA ullaMghana karane vAlA usa taraha se aparAdhI ke rUpa meM najara nahIM aataa| AjJA kA virAdhaka kama doSI hai aisA nahIM hai, AjJA saba vratoM kA mUlAdhAra hai| 453 * hiMsA, corI, kuzIla kI taraha AjJA ullaMghana yA AjJA bhaMga karanA bhI bar3A aparAdha mAnA gayA hai| * saMgha meM koI sAdhu galatI kara jAya to saMghAdhikArI AcArya yathocita prAyazcitta dekara zuddhi karatA hai| kabhI kisI ko alaga bhI karanA hotA hai to yaha AcArya ke adhikAra kI bAta hai| zrAvakagaNa kA kartavya Adeza kI yathocita pAlanA kI vyavasthA karanA mAtra hai, para dakhala zrAvaka ke adhikAra kI bAta nahIM hai / sAdhuoM kA niyama hai- dhvanivardhaka yaMtra kA prayoga na kareM, phlaza kA upayoga na kareM, phoTo nahIM khiMcAveM / isI prakAra saMtoM ke sthAna para mahilAoM kA aura satiyoM ke sthAna para puruSoM kA asamaya meM AnA jAnA yA baiThanA varjita hai / ina niyamoM kA paripAlana tabhI hogA, jaba zrAvakoM kA ImAnadArI se sahayoga rahegA / # saMyama vANI aura zarIra ke doSoM ko kAbU kara lene para mAnasika doSa dhIre-dhIre niyaMtraNa meM A sakate haiN| mana Akhira vANI aura zarIra ke mAdhyama se hI to daur3a lagAtA hai| yadi kAyA ko vaza meM kara leMge to mAnasika pApa svayaM kama ho jaaeNge| kabhI kisI ke mana meM galata irAdA AyA, kintu vyavahAra meM vANI se jhUTha nahIM bolane kA saMkalpa hone ke kAraNa uccAraNa nahIM kiyA, vrata meM pakkA rahA to vaha mAnasika taraMga dhIre-dhIre vilIna ho jaaegii| isIlie bAhara ke AcAroM kA niyaMtraNa pahale karane kI AvazyakatA batalAI hai| * bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sAdhaka ko sUcanA dI hai ki bhojana utanA hI karanA cAhiye jisase saMyama kI sAdhanA meM bAdhA na pahu~ce ; AvazyakatA se adhika bhojana kiyA jAyegA to zarIra meM gar3abar3a hogI, mana meM azAnti hogI, pramAda AegA aura sAdhanA yathAvat na ho skegii| svAdhyAya aura dhyAna ke lie citta ko jisa ekAgratA kI AvazyakatA hai, vaha nahIM raha skegii| khAne meM saMyama rakha kara kama khAoge to roga se bacoge / vacana para, vANI para saMyama rakhoge, kama bologe to rAga, dveSa evaM lar3AI se bacoge / se * bharapUra yuvA vaya ho, gRhastha jIvana ho, zarIra svastha ho, sundara rUpa ho, phira bhI AdamI apane Apako vAsanA bacA le, yaha tabhI ho sakatA hai jabaki vAtAvaraNa pavitra ho / pavitra vAtAvaraNa meM jo palA ho aura satsaMga ke saMskAroM meM jisane vRddhi pAI ho, vahI Age bar3ha sakatA hai 1 saMsAra meM hajAroM saMta jana haiN| ve artha ke pIche nahIM daur3ate, kyoMki unhoMne apanI kAmanA ko kama kara diyA / / nirvAha ke liye unako do samaya thor3A bhojana cAhiye, pAnI cAhiye / jahA~ kahIM jagaha milI, kapar3A DAlA aura leTa gye| kAmanA ati svalpa hai| dasa gharoM meM ghUme, na Apake khAne meM vyavadhAna par3A aura na hamArI jarUrata meM kamI aaii| Apake ghara meM mehamAna bana kara cale gaye to Apa kaheMge ki mahArAja jarA Thaharo, bhojana | bana rahA hai| lekina saMta jana eka ghara se nahIM lekara thor3A-thor3A aneka gharoM se lete haiM, isaliye ve eka ghara para bhAra nahIM banate / * gRhastha ke ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, aparigraha Adi mUla aNuvrata haiM, inake liye mAyA, krodha, mada, moha kA
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________________ 454 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM manda honA paramAvazyaka hai| jisakA krodha manda nahIM huA, lobha manda nahIM huA, vaha aNuvratoM aura zikSAvratoM kA pUrI taraha pAlana nahIM kara skegaa| jisake vANI kA saMyama nahIM hogA, vaha satya-vrata kA pUrI taraha pAlana nahIM kara skegaa| isaliye ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha ina mUlavratoM kI rakSA ke liye kSamA,zama,dama kI / anivArya rUpa se paripAlanA ke liye tana, mana aura vANI para niyaMtraNa honA nitAnta Avazyaka hai| tapasyA ke samaya meM lobha-lAlaca kI mana meM lahara na Ane deN| jarA svajana-sambandhI aura jJAti-janoM ko samAcAra ho jAyeMge, sasurAla vAloM ko samAcAra ho jAyeMge, mere dosta A jAyeMge; bar3e nagara meM pAraNA karU~gA to nagara vAle acchA bahumAna kara deNge| yadi yaha bhAvanA hai ki nagara meM bar3e saMgha ke sAmane pUra hogA to abhinandana hogA, kIrti hogI; isa bhAvanA se koI tapa kA pUra bar3I jagaha karatA hai to vaha saMyama nahIM, asaMyama hogaa| . saMta-sevA/satsaMga - - gRhastha kA tyAgI varga ke prati dharma-rAga, prema yA anurAga jitanA adhika hogA, utanA hI Arambha parigraha se gRhastha | ko dara haTA sakegA aura zAnti ke najadIka rakha skegaa| kintu sAdhu kA Apase jyAdA rAga ho jAe, jyAdA nikaTa bar3hane lage, to ucita nahIM hogaa| * santa kA zrAvaka-zrAvikA ke sAtha anurAga sImAtIta hogA to santa kI saMyama maryAdA ko vaha gauNa kara degaa| parantu zrAvaka kI santa ke prati anurAga kI sImA nahIM honI caahie| vaha asIma honA caahie| * dharmAcArya tyAgI hone se gRhastha kI sevAoM ko svIkAra nahIM krte| jina vacanoM ko jIvana meM utAranA aura sadvicAroM kA prasAra karanA hI unakI sahI sevA hai| zarIra se ayatanA kI pravRtti nahIM karanA, vANI se hita, mita aura pathya bolanA evaM mana se zubhavicAra rakhanA unakI sevA hai| jIvana-nirmANa kI dizA meM mAtra satpuruSoM ke guNagAna se hI AtmA lAbha prApta nahIM kara pAtA, isake lie karaNI bhI Avazyaka hai aura guNIjanoM ko bhI kevala apanI prazaMsA bhara se vaha pramoda prApta nahIM hotA, jo ki unakI kathanI ko karanI kA rUpa dene se hotA hai| * mahArAja zreNika vrata grahaNa nahIM kara sakA, phira bhI satsaMga se usako sudRSTi prApta ho gii| * bhakta yaha nahIM socate ki tyAgiyoM ke pAsa, sAdhakoM ke pAsa, mumukSuoM ke pAsa dhana-sampadA jaisI vastue~ dene ko kucha nahIM hai to unake najadIka jAkara kyA kreN| aisA khayAla una vyaktiyoM ko AyegA jo tyAga aura tyAgI kI mahimA nahIM jaante| * saMta yadyapi chadmastha hote haiM; tIrthaMkaroM kI taraha pUrNa nahIM hote, tathApi ve saMsAra ko akhUTa nidhi dete haiN| lekina unakA denA mUkadAna hai| * eka samajhadAra aura vidvAn puruSa jaba mUrkha ke sAtha apanA dimAga lagAtA hai to usakI vidvattA murajhAtI hai, vikasita nahIM hotI aura jaba vaha satsaMga meM baiTha kara vidvAnoM ke sAtha saMvAda karatA hai to usakI vidvattA kA vikAsa hotA hai| ukti prasiddha hai - vAde-vAde jAyate tattvabodhaH / jJAnI puruSoM ke sAtha tattvavimarza karane se jJAna kI vRddhi hotI hai| unake sAtha kiyA huA vicAra-vimarza saMvAda kahalAtA hai aura jaba mUoM ke sAtha mAthA ragar3A jAtA hai to vaha vivAda kA rUpa dhAraNa kara letA hai aura zakti kA vRthA kSaya hotA hai| kalaha, krodha aura hiMsA kI vRddhi hotI hai| takarAra bar3hatI hai aura svayaM kI zAnti bhI
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 455 - - samApta ho jAtI hai| - - . saMskAra - - * jisa prakAra catura mAlI apane bagIce meM saphAI karate hue per3a-paudhoM ko samaya para pAnI pilAtA hai tathA || pazu-pakSiyoM dvArA unheM naSTa kiye jAne se bacAtA hai, usI prakAra mAtA-pitA ko apane baccoM kI dekhabhAla bhalI || prakAra se karanI caahie| zaizavakAla meM bAlaka meM samasta mAnavIya sadguNoM ke aMkura vidyamAna rahate haiN| agara usakI sAvadhAnI se || dekhabhAla kI jAe, to usameM uttama saMskAroM kA vapana hogA aura bar3A hokara rASTra kA upayogI ghaTaka siddha hogaa| yaha tabhI ho sakegA ki jaba abhibhAvaka svayaM susaMskArI hoN| * jIvana ko sadAcAra hI unnata banA sakatA hai| bure kAryoM kA tyAga karanA evaM jIvana meM acche kAryoM ko grahaNa | karanA hI sadAcAra hai| yaha sadAcAra bhI hamArI acchI-burI saMgati para nirbhara hai| jIvana meM hama jaisI saMgati kareMge vaisA hI hamArA AcAra-vicAra hogaa| * jaise pAnI (svAti) kI bUMda yadi garma tave para gire to bhasma ho jAtI hai, lekina vahI bUMda kele ke per3a para gire to kapUra bana jAtI hai, sAMpa ke mu~ha meM gire to viSa bana jAtI hai aura vahI bUMda sAgara kI sIpa meM giratI hai to muktA bana jAtI hai| usI prakAra hama jaisI saMgati kareMge vaisA hI hamArA AcAra-vicAra hogA evaM vinayAdi guNoM kI prApti hogii| jo mA~-bApa baccoM ke zarIra kI cintA karate haiM, kintu AtmA kI cintA nahIM karate, unake jIvana-sudhAra kI cintA nahIM karate, ve sacce mA~-bApa kahalAne ke hakadAra nahIM haiM / ve piMDa kI nirmalatA kI ora dhyAna dete haiM, para usa piNDa meM virAjita Atmadeva kI nirmalatA kI ora dhyAna nahIM dete| yadi mA~-bApa ko apanA pharja adA karanA hai to unheM apane bAlaka-bAlikAoM ke caritra nirmANa kI ora pUrA dhyAna denA caahie||| * jaba taka bAlaka aparipakva dimAga kA hai, taba taka use jaisA samajhAoge vaise hI samajha jaaegaa| lekina kaI | mA~-bApa to lAr3a pyAra ke kAraNa baccoM ko kucha nahIM kahate, ve jaisA karanA cAheM, vaisA karane dete haiM aura jaba-jaba || jitane rupaye cAhie turanta de dete haiN| isase bacce bigar3ate haiN| * hara mAtA-pitA yaha dekheM ki bacce-bacciyoM ke jIvana meM vikRti kahA~ se A rahI hai| yaha acchI taraha dekhane ke pazcAt unako samajhAne kA prayAsa kiyA jaae| samajhAne-bujhAne ke bAda unheM apane vicAra prakaTa karane kA maukA diijie| jaba unakI samajha meM yaha bAta A jAyegI ki amuka cIz2a se unako nukasAna hai aura amuka cIja se phAyadA hai to ve svataH hI sIdhI rAha para A jaayeNge| yaha cIz2a unake dimAga meM jamA dIjie ki jo kucha ve kara rahe haiM, usase dhana, jIvana aura samaya kI hAni ho rahI hai| Apake aura hamAre jIvana meM jo thor3I bahuta acchAI AyI hai, vaha bhI binA nimitta ke nahIM AI hai| yadi Apake lie koI saMtoM kA nimitta nahIM banA hotA yA pUrvajoM kA nimitta nahIM hotA, ghara meM acchA vAtAvaraNa nahIM hotA, satsaMga nahIM milatA to jo thor3I bahuta acchAI AI hai, vaha AtI kyA? Apane nimitta kA phAyadA uThAyA to kyA Apake nimitta kA phAyadA dUsaroM ko nahIM milanA cAhie? yadi Apa nimitta kA phAyadA dUsaroM ko nahIM deMge to maiM yaha kahU~gA ki Apa karjadAra raha jaaeNge| isalie yadi acchA nimitta baneM to marjI ApakI,
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 456 varanA burA nimitta to kama se kama mata bniye| hara mA~, bApa, strI, bhAI, bhatIje Adi kA kucha na kucha nimitta hotA hai| mAtA-pitA kI kamajorI se baccoM meM galata pariNati A jAtI hai| galata nimitta bananA acchA yA zubha nimitta? zubha nimitta banane ke lie jo avasara mile haiM, unakA pUrA upayoga honA caahie| * duniyAM bhara ke vyavahAra baccoM ke lie kiye jAte haiN| unakI sukha-suvidhA bar3hAne ke lie, zikSA ke lie, dhaMdhe meM lagAne ke lie hajAroM taraha ke prayAsa karate haiM, vyavahAra karate haiN| lekina unake Atma-sudhAra ke lie kyA kabhI Apane prayAsa kiyA hai, yA karate haiM? Apa prAtaHkAla uThate hI apane baccoM ke lie yaha to cintA karate haiM ki unhoMne nAztA kiyA yA nhiiN| kintu unase yaha nahIM pUchate ki unhoMne namaskAra maMtra kA smaraNa kiyA yA nahIM, sAmAyika kI yA nhiiN| unake jIvana meM zubha saMskAra bar3hane cAhie , isake lie Apane kyA kiyA? yadi yaha khayAla nahIM hai to yahI kahA jAegA ki ApakA baccoM para moha hai, anurAga nhiiN| * bIja akuMrita hokara bar3hanA jAnatA hai, lekina kidhara bar3hanA, DAliyoM ko kidhara phailAnA, isameM mAlI kI buddhi aura pratibhA kA upayoga lagatA hai, tabhI paudhA sughar3a aura sundara rUpa dhAraNa kara letA hai| bIja ke lie jisa | taraha mAlI yA kRSaka kI dekharekha rahatI hai, usI taraha bAlakoM ke vikAsa meM mAtA-pitA kI bhUmikA hotI hai| * hara kSetra meM sundaratA ke sAtha satyaM aura zivaM bhI honA caahie| ucita to yaha hai ki pahale satyaM aura zivaM ho, phira sundaraM / yahI bhAratIya saMskRti kI vizeSatA mAnI gayI hai| * jaise poSaka zakti ke abhAva meM zarIra pIlA aura vyAdhigrasta hokara bekAma bana jAtA hai, vaise hI AdhyAtmikatA ke abhAva meM bhAratIya saMtati hataprabha aura utsAhavihIna hotI jA rahI hai| isakA mUla kAraNa hai sAdhanA kI kamI aura mAtA-pitA se prApta hone vAle susaMskAra kA abhaav| * ghara meM mAtA-pitA kA jaisA vyavahAra hotA hai, prema yA virodha kA jo vAtAvaraNa dRSTigocara hotA hai, santAna ke mana meM usakA prabhAva avazya par3atA hai| isIlie bacce ko jaisA banAnA cAhate haiM, dampatI ko svayaM vaisA bananA hogaa| yadi mAtA-pitA svayaM vinayazIla na hoMge to bacce kaise vinayazIla hoMge? yadi pitA svayaM kI bur3hiyA mA~ se ThIka vyavahAra nahIM kare to usake bacce bar3e hone para mA~-bApa se vinaya kA vyavahAra kaise rakheMge? * mAtA-pitA kA yaha punIta kartavya hai ki baccoM kI sadvidyA kA usI prakAra dhyAna rakheM, jaise unake bharaNa-poSaNa kA dhyAna rakhate haiN| * yadi bAlaka ko dRr3ha susaMskAra diye gaye to vaha videza jAkara bhI ThagAegA nahIM aura yadi susaMskAra kA bala nahIM rahA to usake bhraSTa ho jAne kI adhika saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| * jaba mAtAoM kA samaya bhojana, zRMgAra Adi meM calA jAe aura patiyoM kA bAjAra, Aphisa-sinemA aura klaba Adi meM, to aise gharoM ke baccoM kA bhagavAna hI mAlika hai| ve sudhareM yA bigar3eM dUsarA kauna dekhe? jina baccoM ko bacapana meM dharma-zikSA kI bUMTI nahIM milatI, bar3e hone para unameM dharmaruci kahA~ se AegI? * ve mAtA-pitA aparAdhI haiM jo bAlaka ko sacce jJAna se vaMcita rakhate haiM aura use Arambha se hI unnata jIvana kA pATha nahIM par3hAte / kyoMki bAlaka kA dAyitva pAlaka para hai, bacce to abodha aura ajJAnI hote haiN| * jisa ghara meM dharma ke saMskAra hote haiM, satsAhitya kA paThana-pAThana hotA hai aura dharma-zAstroM kA svAdhyAya kiyA
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 457 jAtA hai, jahA~ haMsI majAka meM bhI gAlI galauca kA yA aziSTa zabdoM kA prayoga nahIM kiyA jAtA hai aura naitikatApUrNa jIvana vyatIta karane kA Agraha hotA hai usa ghara kA vAtAvaraNa sAttvika rahatA hai aura usa ghara ke bAlaka susaMskArI banate haiN| ataeva mAtA-pitA Adi bujurgoM kA yaha uttaradAyitva hai ki bAlakoM ke jIvana ko ucca, pavitra aura sAttvika banAne ke lie itanA avazya kareM aura sAtha hI yaha sAvadhAnI bhI rakheM ki bAlaka kusaMgati se bacA rhe| pitA bana jAnA bar3I bAta nahIM hai| bar3I bAta hai apane pitRtva kA sahI DhaMga se nirvAha karanA yaha bAta pratyeka puruSa ko pitA banane se pahale hI sIkha lenI caahie| jo pitA bana kara bhI pitA ke kartavya ko nahIM samajhate athavA pramAdavaza usa kartavya kA pAlana nahIM karate ve vastutaH apanI santAna ke ghora zatru haiM aura samAja tathA deza ke prati bhI anyAya karate haiN| santAna ko suzikSita aura susaMskArI banAnA pitRtva ke uttaradAyitva ko nibhAnA hai| santAna meM naitikatA kA bhAva ho, dharma-prema ho, guNoM ke prati AdarabhAva ho, kula kI maryAdA kA bhAna ho, tabhI santAna susaMskArI khlaayegii| kintu kevala upadeza dene se hI santAna meM ina sadguNoM kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| pitA aura mAtA ko apane vyavahAra ke dvArA inakI zikSA denI caahie| jo pitA apanI santAna ko nIti dharma kA upadeza detA hai, para svayaM anIti aura adharma kA AcaraNa karatA hai, usakI santAna dambhI banatI hai, nIti dharma usake jIvana meM zAyada hI A pAtA hai| vivekahIna zrImanta apanI santati ko Amoda-pramoda meM itanA nirata banA dete haiM ki paThana-pAThana kI ora unakI pravRtti hI nahIM hotii| satsamAgama ke abhAva meM ve AvArA ho jAte haiN| AvArA loga unheM ghera lete haiM aura kupatha kI ora le jAkara unake jIvana ko naSTa karake apanA ullU sIdhA karate haiN| Age calakara aise loga apane kula ko kalaMkita kareM to Azcarya kI bAta hI kyA? paTAkhoM ke badale baccoM ko yadi dUsare khilaune de diye jAe~ to kyA unakA manoraMjana nahIM hogA? paTAkhoM se baccoM ko koI zikSA nahIM miltii| jIvana-nirmANa meM bhI koI sahAyatA nahIM miltii| unakI buddhi kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| ulaTe unake jhulasa jAne yA jala jAne kA khatarA rahatA hai| samajhadAra mAtA-pitA apane bAlakoM ko saMkaTa meM DAlane kA kArya nahIM krte| kisa umra ke bAlaka ko kaunasA khilaunA denA cAhie jisase usakA bauddhika vikAsa ho sake, isa bAta ko bhalI-bhAMti samajha kara jo mAtA-pitA viveka se kAma lete haiM, ve hI apanI santAna ke sacce hitaiSI haiN| saMskRti-rakSaNa * Aja hamAre vartamAna jIvana meM sAmUhikatA, pArivArika sadbhAvanA, dharmaniSThA aura jJAna kI AcaraNazIlatA TUTa-TUTa kara bikhara rahI hai aura pratyeka kSetra meM svArthamUlakatA, vaiyaktika lipsA tathA saMgrahazIlatA ghara karatI jA rahI hai| pAzcAttya sabhyatA aura bhautikatA kI atizayatA ke andhAnukaraNa ne vyakti-vyakti meM khokhalApana, alagAva, gaira jimmedArI, phaizana-priyatA aura bAhya ADambara kI balavatI spRhA bhara dI hai| aise samaya meM vyakti ko naitika, dhArmika, saMvedanazIla, sahiSNu, karttavyaniSTha aura AtmonmukhI banane kI dizA meM kAragara kadama uThAne caahie|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 458 . samAja-ekatA * samAja pakSa meM Apako kArIgara bananA hai, majadUra nhiiN| kaiMcI nahIM banakara suI bananA hai| kaiMcI eka bar3e kapar3e ko kATakara aneka Tukar3e kara DAlatI hai, jabaki suI aneka bikhare hue Tukar3oM ko silatI huI bar3hatI jAtI hai| aise hI zrAvakoM ko apane saMgha meM ekatA lAne ke lie suI kI taraha vyavahAra karanA caahie| isake binA jinazAsana kA hita nahIM ho skegaa| mAnava jitanA hI guNagrAhaka aura satya kA Adara karane vAlA hogA, utanA hI aikya nirmANa kArya sarala evaM sthAyI ho skegaa| 'kAraNAbhAve kAryAbhAvaH' isa ukti ke anusAra bheda ke kAraNa miTane para bheda svayaM hI samApta ho jAte haiN| cimaTI bajAte haiM to aMgulI ke sAtha aMgUThA mela karatA hai tabhI cimaTI bajatI hai| mela nahIM kareM to nahIM baja sktii| bhItara meM jo krodha kA jahara hai, usa jahara ko nikAlakara usake sthAna para amRta barasAnA hai| amRta barasAyeMge to ApakI hRdaya taMtrI se AvAja uThegI--hama Aga lagAnA kyA jAneM, hama Aga bujhAne vAle haiN| * ahiMsaka samAja aura svAdhyAya saMgha ke sadasyoM kA to saMkalpa honA cAhie ki kabhI bhAI-bhAI meM Apasa meM TakarAva ho bhI jAye to bhItara meM hI nipaTa leNge| isa udAharaNa ke anusAra caleMge to bahuta pramoda hogA aura hama samajheMge ki mahAvIra kI vANI ne Apa para asara kiyA hai| aisI dRSTi rakhakara calane se lAkhoM ke jIvana meM zAnti utpanna hogii| mahAvIra kI vANI kA yahI sAra hai| * samAja ke loga sAtha baiThe haiM, kabhI sabhA, sosAiTI yA mITiMga meM eka dUsare kA mata nahIM mile, eka-dUsare ke sAtha Apasa meM bola-cAla kA maukA A jAya, krodha A jAya, teja bola gae to ApakA kartavya hai ki Aye hue krodha ko dabA deM, zAnta kara deN| samAja-sudhAra * sAmUhika jIvana meM parivartana lAne ke liye viziSTa prayogoM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, vahA~ eka kone meM baiThe rahane se kAma nahIM cltaa| sArvajanika jIvana meM sudhAra karane kI bhAvanA vAlA dekhatA hai ki yaha gaMdagI isa tarakIba se dUra kI jA sakatI hai| udAharaNArtha holI ke avasara para loga Amataura se gaMdI gAliyAM bakate haiM aura gande gIta gAte haiN| aisI sthiti meM sAmUhika cintana vAlA, sAmUhika zubha cetanA dene vAlA koI taruNa yA koI saMsthA usakA samucita aura saphala pratIkAra socegaa| vaha gande gItoM kI jagaha nayI zailI ke zubha gIta janatA ke samakSa rkhegaa| vaha isa vicAra ke dasa-bIsa taruNoM ko taiyAra kara legA aura jaba dasa-bIsa ho jAeMge to apanI TolI ko aura adhika bar3hA leNge| isa prakAra eka dina ve sAmUhika jIvana ko nayI dizA meM mor3a dene meM samartha ho skeNge| hamAre sthAnavAsI samAja meM aisA koI rUpa nahIM hai jisase sAdhu-sAdhvI deza-videza jAkara dharma-pracAra kara sakeM, dharma-dhyAna karA skeN| Aja kaI bhAI kahate haiM ki sAdhujI mahArAja Apa yahA~ kyoM baiThe haiM, videzoM meM jAo aura vahA~ dharma kA pracAra kro| sabhI kAma hamase karavAnA cAhate haiN| samAja kI saphAI kA kAma bhI sAdhuoM se
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________________ - - - *+ -- --- - -- -- - me - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 459 // karavAnA cAhate haiN| eka bAI AI aura kahane lagI-"mahArAja' ! merA putra merA kahanA nahIM maantaa| Apa use samajhAo" maiMne usase pUchA- beTA kisakA hai?' to vaha bolI 'merA hai'| jo apane beTe-beTiyoM ko nahIM sudhAra sakate ve samAja ko sudhArane kI jimmedArI kaise le sakate haiM? * maiM samAja ke bhItara kI kamajoriyoM ko, burAiyoM ko (akhAdya-bhakSaNa, apeya-pAna, agamya-gamana Adi duSpravRttiyoM ke dvArA, durvRttiyoM ke dvArA jo vikAra samAja meM praviSTa hue haiM unako) naMge rUpa meM bAhara prastuta karanA, samAja kI zakti meM, samAja ke mAnasa meM durbalatA lAne kA kAraNa samajhatA huuN| isake viparIta maiM yaha socatA hU~ ki ina || durbalatAoM ko bAhara prakaTa karane ke bajAya unake upacAra prastuta kara ilAja kiyA jAe, jisase ki samAja meM| aise vikAra praviSTa hI na hoM tathA jo vikAra praviSTa ho gaye haiM ve bar3he nahIM aura purAne vikAroM ko, purAnI burAiyoM ko jo samAja meM vyApta haiM , unheM dhIre-dhIre prabhAvI aura kAragara DhaMga se nikAlA jaae| mere cintana ne mujhe eka mArga prastuta kiyA ki yadi koI sAmUhika kAryakrama samAja ke sAmane prastuta ho aura || samAja usa kAryakrama ko apanA le to samAja meM vyApta burAiyA~ dUra ho sakatI haiM, samAja meM praviSTa hue vikAra dUra ho sakate haiN| bhASaNoM se ye burAiyA~ dUra ho jAeM , aisI AzA nahIM hai / vyaktigata rUpa se kucha logoM ko pakar3ane se bhI ye burAiyA~ dUra nahIM ho sakatI haiN| ye burAiyA~ to eka sabala sAmUhika kAryakrama ko samAja ke sammukha prastuta karane se hI dUra ho sakatI haiN| isI preraNA se samAja ke sAmane eka bhAvanA maiMne vyakta kI ki jo bhAI kisI naitika baMdhana meM baMdhe hue nahIM haiM, unako sAmAyika ke sAmUhika kAryakrama dvArA naitikatA kI sImA meM, niyamoM meM bAMdhakara sAmAyika karane kI zikSA dI jaae| isI preraNA se sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA huii| sAmAyika saMgha ke niyama banAye gye| eka ghar3I ke lie bhAI aura bahaneM sAmAyika lekara baiTha jAeM aura jo ina niyamoM kA pAlana kareM ve sAmAyika saMgha ke sadasya bana sakate haiN| isa prakAra maiMne eka upAya samAja ke sAmane ! prastuta kiyaa| isa taraha kiyA jAye to samAja meM jo burAiyA~ ghara kara gaI haiM, unakA nikandana ho sakatA hai| Apako tor3a-phor3a kI ora nahIM, nirmANa kI ora bar3hanA hai| hamAre samAja kA, eka Adarza samAja ke rUpa meM nirmANa kaise ho, isa ora vizeSa dhyAna dekara Apako bar3I niSThA, tatparatA aura lagana ke sAtha anavarata athaka parizrama karanA hai| kisI ko bar3A kAma mila gayA to vaha samajhatA hai ki choTA kAma kaise kiyA jaae| Asa-pAsa kI jamIna para kacarA par3A hai, aura use yadi oghe se pUMjatA hai to loga samajheMge choTA-moTA mahArAja hai| yahA~ para jAjama para baiThane se pUrva yadi Apase kahA jAe ki jhADU lagAne vAlA nahIM AyA hai, isa haoNla ko sApha karanA hai, to ApameM se kitane bhAI isake lie taiyAra hoMge? koI lakhapati-karor3apati seTha A gayA to Apa usakI ijjata karate haiN| yaha Apane paise kI ijjata kii| isI | taraha koI zAstroM kA jJAtA yA vidvAna Ave aura Apa usakA hAtha thAmakara Age karate haiM to yaha jJAna kA sammAna hogaa| isI prakAra koI bAraha vratadhArI zrAvaka Aye aura Apa usakA Adara kareMge to vaha vrata kA Adara | hogaa| jaba taka vyakti apane svayaM ke jIvana kA nirmANa nahIM kara letA taba taka vaha dUsaroM ke samakSa khar3A hokara sudhAra kI koI bAta kahegA to usakA svayaM kA mAnasika bala evaM Atmabala azakta aura nirbala hone ke kAraNa usakI vANI meM oja tathA teja kA abhAva hogaa| usake kathana kA koI prabhAvakArI pariNAma nahIM hogaa| isa - - - - --- - -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 460 prakAra usake hAtha meM liyA gayA samAja-sudhAra, rASTra-sudhAra athavA vizva-sudhAra kA kArya Age nahIM bar3ha skegaa| isIlie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne pharamAyA hai ki sudhAra kI dizA meM sabase pahale svayaM ko sudhAro aura tatpazcAt dUsaroM ke sudhAra kI bAta kro| yadi pApI hamAre sadprayaloM se nahIM sudhara pAtA to bhI usake Upara krodha na kara mAdhyastha bhAva kI zaraNa lenI caahie| aisA vyakti dayA kA pAtra hai, krodha kA nhiiN| kisI pApa karma ke kAraNa kisI bhI vyakti ko mArane kI apekSA use samajhAne yA sudhArane kA prayatna karanA acchA hai aura yadi prayAsa ke bAda bhI vaha nahIM sudhare to taTastha bhAva ko grahaNa kara lenA caahie| kyoMki samasta prANiyoM ke prati prema, maitrIbhAva evaM dayA hI mAnavatA kA mUloddezya hai| koI vyakti dharma ke lie samAjasevA yA pracAra meM apanA samasta jIvana lagA de, phira bhI samAja yadi usake prati Adara na kare to aise vyakti kI satpravRtti Age kaise bar3hegI? koI sonA, cAMdI, bhUmi, bhavana, pazudhana Adi parigraha kI apekSA yadi guNoM kI ora adhika dhyAna lagAve to aise sadguNiyoM kA samAja meM Adara honA caahie| koI zIlavrata grahaNa kare aura usakI khuziyA~ manAe to vaha ThIka hai para bAla-bacce paidA kiye, viSayoM kA sevana | kiyA, isakI khuziyA~ manAe~ to vaha dhana kA unmAda hI kahA jaaegaa| * samAja meM janma, maraNa evaM mRtyu para aneka galata rUr3hiyA~ cala rahI haiM, cAhe ve hAnikAraka hI hoM, kintu sAdhAraNa manuSya isa para vicAra nahIM krte| mahilAe~ to galata rIti-rivAjoM meM aura bhI adhika DUbI rahatI haiN| jalavA pUjanA, cAka-pUjana, jAta denA, tAbIja bAMdhanA, deva aura pitara kI pUjA karanA, mare hue ke pIche mahInoM baiThaka rakhanA aura ronA- ye saba kurItiyA~ samAja meM dRr3hatA se ghara banAe hue haiN| inake nivAraNa hetu dRDha saMkalpa kI jarUrata hai| * samudra meM vizAla sampadA hai, vaha ratna rAzi ko peTa meM dAbe rahatA hai aura sIpI ghoMghoM Adi ko bAhara pheMkatA hai| isa para kisI kavi ne usako avivekI batalAyA hai| vAstava meM yaha lalakAra usa samAja ko hai, jo guNiyoM ko bhItara dabAkara rakhe aura vAcAloM ko bAhara laave| jo samAja guNiyoM kA Adara aura vAtsalya karanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha prazaMsanIya nahIM khlaataa| * AvegapUrNa bAtoM se kaI bAra mArapITa aura samAja meM viSa taka prasArita ho jAtA hai| ataH vratI ko vyartha kI paTelagiri yA gappabAjI meM nahIM par3anA caahie| * pichar3e evaM asaMskRta janoM ke sudhAra ke lie korA kAnUna banA dene se koI vizeSa lAbha nahIM hogaa| asalI aura mUlabhUta bAta hai unakI manobhAvanAoM meM parivartana kara denaa| manobhAvanA jaba eka bAra badala jAegI to jIvana meM AmUlacUla parivartana svataH A jAegA phira unakI santati-paramparA bhI sudharatI calI jaaegii| agara Apa apane kisI eka par3ausI kI bhAvanA meM parivartana lA dete haiM aura usake jIvana ko pavitratA kI ora prerita karate haiM to samajha lIjie ki Apane samAja ke eka aMga ko sudhAra diyA hai| pratyeka vyakti yadi isI prakAra sudhAra ke kArya meM laga jAe to samAja kA kAyApalaTa hote dera na lge| * jIvana ke pratyeka kArya meM samAja kA pratyeka sadasya yadi isa bAta kA dhyAna rakhe ki usakA koI bhI kArya dUsare ke liye kisI prakAra kI kaThinAI paidA karane vAlA evaM bhArasvarUpa na ho, to samAja meM parigraha-pradarzana tathA
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 461 parigraha bar3hAne kI hor3a samApta ho sakatI hai aura yena-kena prakAreNa adhikAdhika parigraha upArjana ke pApa se samAja kAphI aMzoM meM baca sakatA hai| Aja prAya: yaha dekhA jAtA hai ki samAja meM parigraha-pradarzana, ADambara aura dikhAve meM dhana kA apavyaya kiyA jAtA hai| parigraha-pradarzana kI sarvatra hor3a sI lagI huI hai, jo vastuta: sAdhAraNa sthiti ke svadharmI bandhuoM ko parezAnI meM DAlane vAlI, duHkhadAyI aura una para anAvazyaka bhAra DAlane vAlI hai| yahI hor3a yadi sAmAjika sudhAra, dhArmika abhyutthAna aura dhArmika zikSA ke pracAra-prasAra meM lage, to kitane sukhada pariNAma nikala sakate haiM? eka ati sundara Adarza samAja kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai, jana-jana ke mAnasa meM dhArmika cetanA kI amiTa lahara utpanna ho sakatI hai| samAja kA dhArmika aura naitika stara unnata ho sakatA hai| sAdhaka ko stuti ke amRta kI taraha viSa ke pyAle bhI pIne par3ate haiN| jarA-sA bhI sAmAjika kArya meM cUkA ki loga usakI acchAiyA~ bhUlakara nindA karane laga jAte haiM, sAmAjika jIvana kA yaha dUSaNa hai| sAdhAraNa kAryakartA aisI sthiti meM Age nahIM bddh'taa| ata: zAstra meM kahA hai - mahimA-pUjA aura nindA-stuti kI apekSA chor3akara sAdhanA yA kArya kro| kisI rAhagIra ko koI baccA bhI kahe ki Age kA~Te yA gaDDA hai, to vaha burA nahIM mAnakara rAjI hogaa| Apa bhI Alocaka kI bAta meM lene jaisA ho to grahaNa kiijie| * samAja-vyavasthA ke liye sabameM bhAIcArA ho to ghara kI bAta ghara meM hI nipaTa jaayegii| bAhara kisI ko khela dekhane kA maukA na deveN| samAja meM kitane hI aise galata rivAja hoMge, jinameM dhanahAni, mAnahAni, dharmahAni evaM jJAnahAni bhogakara bhI loga unheM chor3ane ko taiyAra nahIM hote| mAtA-pitA ke jIte jI cullU bhara pAnI nahIM dene vAle vyakti marane ke bAda mRtyubhoja kara unakI gati karanA cAhate haiN| kaisI ha~sI kI bAta hai, ghara meM zoka-rulAI aura Apake mu~ha meM miThAI, kitanA lajjAspada dRzya hai| samAja meM nIti dharma ke zikSaNa ke lie vyavasthA nahIM, phira bhI mausara meM kharca kiyA jaayegaa| yaha aisI hI sthiti hai, jaise eka kisAna ke kyAre to sUkha rahe haiM, pAnI nahIM, para nAlI meM bharapUra bahA rahA hai| samAja-sevA/sevA samAja-sevA karanA hara vyakti kA kartavya hai| dhana vAle dhana dekara sevA kareM, dimAga vAle dimAga se sevA kreN| jo bolanA aura pracAra karanA jAnate hoM ve zubha kArya kA pracAra kreN| aisI milI-julI tAkata se Apa apanI zakti kA dAna kareMge to samAja sukhI rhegaa| ahiMsaka saMskRti sahI rUpa meM bar3hegI to bhagavAna kI saccI sevA hogI, hamAre jaise saMta ko bhI pramoda hogaa| Apa loga gaddI para baiTha kara kAma calAte haiM, lekina mahAjanoM kI lar3akiyA~ dUsaroM ke yahA~ pAnI bharatI haiN| dUsaroM ke yahA~ silAI kA kAma karatI haiM, ATA pIsatI haiN| kaI aisI bahineM haiM jo gA~voM meM gobara cuna kara lAtI haiN| aura apanA gujara calAtI haiN| pahale ghara-ghara dI jAne vAlI hA~tI se kamajora sthiti vAloM kI gujara calatI thii| samAja meM jaba usakA vitaraNa hotA thA taba kisI bur3hiyA ke ghara pahu~cate hI lApasI ke nIce muhara rakha kara | lApasI ke bahAne muhara usake ghara para pahu~cA dI jAtI thii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 462 * samAja meM pacAsoM bhAI-bahana aise haiM jinake khAne-pIne ko bhI subaha zAma vyavasthA barAbara nahIM hotI hai| kaI bhAI ThelA ghumAkara apanA peTa bharate haiN| mahAjana kI beTI dUsaroM ke yahA~ rasoI karake peTa bharatI hai| jaise bar3I-bar3I aTTAlikAe~ haiM vaise hI kucha kamajora loga bhI haiN| lekina bUMda-bUMda se ghar3A bharatA hai, yaha socakara unakA sahayoga karanA caahie| samAja kA koI baccA galata rAste para calA gayA hai to usase ghRNA nahIM karake use samajhAne kI koziza kareM acche mArga para lagAne kI koziza kareM to vaha sudhara jaayegaa| kisI samaya yaha kahA jAtA thA ki sthAnakavAsiyoM meM kharcA kama hotA hai| lekina Aja to lAkhoM rUpaye kharca hote haiN| santoM kI thor3I sI AvAja nikalegI to eka-eka vyakti unake izAre para apanI bhUmi, koThI aura lakSmI chor3a sakate haiN| unake prati itanI zraddhA hai, asara hai| phira bhI hama loga Age kyoM nahIM bar3he? zraddhA ke sAtha jJAna aura viveka caahiye| inakI kamI ke kAraNa paisA galata mArga meM bhI jAne lagatA hai| lAkhoM rupaye hara sAla khAlI sthAnakavAsI samAja kA kharca ho jAtA hai| usa rupaye se kucha varSoM meM samAja ke logoM ke liye, baccoM kI zikSA ke liye, unakI vyavasthA ke liye kitanA bar3A kAma ho sakatA hai| * hara jaina bhAI-bandhu jo jJAnI haiM, samAja ke stambha kahalAne vAle haiM ve itanA bhI saMkalpa kareM ki hama 12 vratadhArI | zrAvaka nahIM bana sakate, 5 mahAvratadhArI sAdhu nahIM bana sakate to jo vratI banane vAle haiM, jJAnI banane vAle haiM, dharma ke liye jIvana arpaNa karane vAle haiM unakI rakSA kreNge| dhana se , mana se, tana se aura vANI se rakSA kreNge| lekina Thokara kisI ko nahIM maareNge| tana se bhI Thokara nahIM mAreMge, mana se bhI Thokara nahIM mAreMge aura dhandhA-bAr3I se bhI Thokara nahIM mAreMge, TakarAyeMge nhiiN| yadi Apa itanA sA bhI saMkalpa kara leM to mai kahUMgA ki isase samAja kA bar3A hita ho sakatA hai| * hamArA samAja-sevA kA kArya Age nahIM bddh'taa| kAma karane vAle kucha sammAna cAhate haiM aura kAma karAne vAle cAhate haiM ki sammAna kisa bAta kA deM? "e to ghara kA TAbara hai, iNA ro bhI pharja hai, mhAre Upara ehasAna kare kNii| bAhara kA AdamI hove to sammAna bhI devaaN|" samAja ke aguA unako sammAna deveM nahIM aura kAma karane vAloM kA nAma Ave nhiiN| natIjA yaha hotA hai ki kAma karane vAle, bAharI samAja kA kAma kreNge| Ara. esa. esa. kA kAma kareMge, kAMgresa kA kAma kareMge, lekina samAja kA kSetra khAlI raha jaayegaa| jo bhAI-bahana upavAsa karate haiM ve apanA samaya kheloM meM, pramAda meM, pikcara dekhane meM nahIM lagAveM / pratikramaNa kareM, AlocanA kareM, satsaMga kI ArAdhanA kreN| samAja-sevA kA maukA Ave to use kareM, lekina dharma-kriyA ko nahIM chodd'eN| Apa dharmakriyA karate haiM aura dUsarA aisA nahIM karatA hai to use nAstika kahakara usakA tiraskAra nahIM kareM, usako bhI prema se gale lgaaveN| * samAja meM aise kitane loga haiM jo yaha kaheM ki merI bahaneM aura bhAI jo Arthika dRSTi se kamajora haiM una bhAI-bahanoM kI madada karanA, vAtsalya karanA merA kAma hai, kyoMki mere pAsa do paise kA sAdhana hai aura inake pAsa nahIM hai| inakI madada nahIM karU~gA to merI halkI hogii| kisI rogI kI sevA karanI hai, usakA mala sApha karanA hai, usakA zarIra aura mala-mUtra se kharAba kapar3e sApha karane haiN| yaha kAma tabhI kiyA jA sakegA jabaki glAni yA sUga mittegii| jisako yaha khayAla hogA ki yaha kAma mere karane kA thor3e hI hai to vaha svayaM sevA kA Ananda nahIM le skegaa| -
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 463 * mA~-bApa bImAra ho jAveM to kucha rupaye kharca karake aspatAla meM unake ilAja kI vyavasthA kara dete haiM, lekina ghara meM mA~-bApa kI sevA karanA muzkila hai| isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki unakI sevA karane vAlA koI nahIM hai| sevA karane vAlA beTA hai, lekina usakI AtmA meM ghRNA bhAva haiM, isa kAraNa vaha mAtA-pitA kI sevA nahIM kara paataa| sevA karane vAle ko bhUkhA bhI rahanA pdd'e| sardI meM kapar3e pUre na raheM to sahana karanA pdd'e| yadi lar3akA sevAbhAvI hai to vaha apane mA~-bApa ke kapar3e bhI sApha kara rahA hai, mala-mUtra bhI sApha kara rahA hai| koI usase yaha kahe ki yaha kAma tuma kyoM kara rahe ho, koI naukara nahIM hai kyA? to vaha kahegA ki naukara to hai lekina merA ahobhAgya hai ki mA~-bApa jinhoMne mujhe janma diyA hai unakI sevA karane kA maukA milA hai| unakI sevA nahIM karU~gA to kisakI karU~gA? jo loga ajJAnatAvaza macchI becate, zikAra karate aura pazu becakara Apako paisA cukAte haiM, Apa loga unako sAntvanA dete hue pApa kI burAI samajhAveM aura kucha sahAnubhUti rakheM to unakA jIvana sudhara sakatA hai hiMsA ghaTa sakatI hai aura thor3e tyAga meM adhika lAbha ho sakatA hai| sampanna logoM ko isa ora dhyAna denA caahie| * dhana se sevA karane vAle ke dvArA kI jAne vAlI madada kabhI ruka sakatI hai| lekina tana vAlA, mana vAlA, vANI bala vAlA, dimAga bala vAlA jo hai usake dvArA kI jAne vAlI sahAyatA kA rAstA kabhI baMda hone vAlA nahIM hai| * dharma aura zAstra kI sevA vahI karegA jisake dila meM oja, teja, vIratA aura kartavyaparAyaNatA ho| jisameM vIratA, teja aura oja nahIM hai, jo jIvana kA bhoga dene ko taiyAra nahIM hai, vaha dharma kI sevA nahIM kara skegaa| samAdhi-maraNa * apanA zarIra chUTane kA kAla najadIka pratIta ho , usa samaya jJAnadRSTi ko jAgRta rakhakara socanA hai ki zarIra aura AtmA alaga haiN| zarIra kSaNabhaMgura evaM nAzavAna hai to AtmA avinAzI evaM jJAnamaya hai| roga-zoka zarIra ko hote haiM, AtmA ko nhiiN| * maraNa se duniyA DaratI hai, parantu jJAnI maraNa ko mahotsava mAnate haiN| jaise musAphira khAne ko musAphira muddata pUrI hote hI khuzI se chor3a detA hai, aise hI jJAnI sthiti pUrI hote hI svecchA se zarIra kA parityAga karane hetu tatpara rahatA hai| jJAnI zarIra kI vedanA se vyAkula nahIM hotaa| vaha usa samaya adhika se adhika Atmazuddhi kA dhyAna rakhatA hai| * uttama maraNa ke liye indriyoM ke viSaya aura mana kI kaluSita vRttiyoM kA sarvathA parityAga karake saMsAra ke samasta prANisamUha se kSamAyAcanA kara niraMjana nirAkAra paramAtmA ke zuddha svarUpa meM dhyAna rakhanA hI kalyANa kA mArga - * jIvanakAla meM lage doSoM kA bhagavat caraNoM meM nivedana kara hArdika prAyazcitta , samasta pApoM kA manasA, vacasA, karmaNA parityAga, jIvamAtra se kSamAyAcanA kara maitrIbhAva, putra, mitra, kalatra aura isa zarIra taka se mamatA kA | parityAga kara samAdhimaraNa kA varaNa karanA caahie| durguNI mAnava parigraha ke pIche hAya-hAya karate maratA hai| kintu jJAnI bhakta marate samaya sadguNoM kA dhana saMbhAlatA hai| ataeva lar3akI jaise sasurAla se pitA ke ghara jAne meM prasannacitta hotI hai, vaise vaha bhI paraloka kI ora
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________________ 464 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ha~sate-ha~sate jAtA hai aura AnaMdita hotA hai| hara mAnava ko aisI hI sAdhanA karanI cAhie aura aisI taiyArI rakhanI cAhie, jisase ki vaha ha~sate-ha~sate isa saMsAra se prasthAna kara ske| jIvana sudhAra se maraNa sudhAra hotA hai| jisane apane jIvana ko divya aura bhavya rUpa meM vyatIta kiyA hai, jisakA jIvana niSkalaMka rahA hai, aura virodhI loga bhI jisake jIvana ke viSaya meM aMguli nahIM uThA sakate, vAstava meM usakA jIvana prazasta hai| jisane apane ko hI nahIM, apane par3ausiyoM ko, apane samAja ko, apane rASTra ko aura samagra vizva ko U~cA uThAne kA nirantara prayatna kiyA kisI ko kaSTa nahIM diyA magara kaSTa se ubArane kA hI | prayatna kiyA, jisane apane sadvicAroM evaM sadaAcAra se jagata ke samakSa spRhaNIya Adarza upasthita kiyA, usane apane jIvana ko phalavAna banAyA hai| isa prakAra jo apane jIvana ko sudhAratA hai vaha apanI mRtyu ko bhI sudhArane meM samartha banatA hai, jisakA jIvana Adarza hotA hai usakA maraNa bhI Adarza hotA hai| kaI loga samajhate haiM ki antima jIvana ko saMvAra lene se hamArA maraNa saMvara jAegA, magara smaraNa rakhanA cAhie | ki jIvana ke saMskAra maraNa ke samaya ubharakara kara Age Ate haiN| jisakA samagra jIvana malina, pApamaya aura kaluSita rahA hai, vaha mRtyu ke aina mauke para pavitratA kI cAdara or3ha legA, yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| ataeva jo pavitra jIvana yApana karegA vahI pavitra maraNa kA varaNa kara sakegA aura jo pavitra maraNa kA varaNa karegA usI kA AgAmI jIvana AnandapUrNa bana skegaa| sahiSNutA/sarvadharma sahiSNutA saMsAra meM aise bahuta se loga haiM, jo kahate haiM-"jo hamAre dharma ke virodhI haiM, jo hamArI ArAdhanA ko, hamArI sAdhanA ko, hamArI bhakti ko aura hamAre mantavyoM ko nahIM mAnane vAle haiM, una logoM ko agara mAra diyA jAya to koI pApa nahIM hogaa|" aisI mAnyatA mAnane vAle loga saMsAra meM bahuta haiN| IsA ko isIlie sUlI para car3hanA pdd'aa| lAkhoM loga dharma ke nAma para mAnava ke khUna ke pyAse haiN| videzoM meM raMgabheda ko lekara Aja bhI Ae dina mAnava dvArA mAnava kA khUna bahAne kI apriya ghaTanAe~ ghaTita hotI haiN| lekina dharma ke nAma para yaha saba anucita hotA * Aja ke sArvajanika mata-bheda aura jhagar3oM kA pradhAna kAraNa asahiSNutA hI hai| Aja se pahale bhI jaina, vaiSNava, musalamAna Adi aneka mata aura vallabha, zAkta, zaiva, rAmAnuja Adi vividha sampradAyeM thIM, parantu unameM vicAra bheda hone para bhI sahiSNutA thii| isI se unakA jIvana zAnti va ArAma se vyatIta hotA thaa| * gAMdhIjI ne apane aneka vratoM meM eka 'sarvadharma-samabhAva' vrata bhI mAnA hai| usakI jagaha 'sarvadharma sahiSNutA' mAna liyA jAya to unake mata se hamArI eka vAkyatA ho sakatI hai| * vibhinna dharmoM ke mAnane vAle aneka manuSya pratyeka dharma para ekasA Adara bhAva kabhI nahIM rakha sakate / kahane ke liye bhale hI, hama saba dharma para sama-bhAva rakhate haiM, yaha kahakara apanA udAra bhAva pragaTa kareM, kintu jaba taka Apa meM ajJAnatA, moha aura rAga dveSa haiM, samabhAvakI prApti kosoM dUra hai aura taba taka aisI praur3ha ukti bhI saccI nahIM ho sktii| Ajakala loga netA hI bananA pasanda karate haiM, cAhe netRtva kI zakti, guNa yA kSamatA kA leza bhI nahIM ho| sipAhI bananA koI nahIM caahtaa| bandUka dharane kI akla na rakhate huye bhI saba janarala hI bananA cAhate haiN|
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa kintu hareka vyakti apane deza yA samAja kA mukhiyA, nAyaka evaM netA nahIM bana sakatA / * hRdaya kI saMkIrNatA udAratA meM, haThadharmitA ko sahiSNutA meM palaTane se jaba vicAroM meM sAra buddhi paidA hokara vicAra-sahiSNutA A jAtI hai taba manuSya dUsaroM ke vicAra se apane vicAra ko milA kara Age bar3hatA hai aura deza tathA samAja kA kalyANa-vidhAtA yA nava nirmAtA banatA hai / yaha hai dharma nIti para calane kA maMgalamaya pariNAma / 465 * daza bIsa hI nahIM, zata sahastra sampradAyeM bhI kyoM na hoM, tuma ghabarAo nhiiN| hRdaya ko udAra banA eka dUsare ko samajhane kI koziza kro| bhrAtRtvabhAva baDhAo / prema kA vAtAvaraNa taiyAra karo / kSamA se hRdaya ko labAlaba bhara lo, phira dekho sampradAya raha kara bhI sampradAyavAda kA jahara dUra ho jaayegaa| Aja kI sampradAyoM meM jo bhayaMkara judAI kA, parAyepana kA asara pratibhAsita hotA hai vaha tIvra vAyu vega meM bAdala kI taraha ur3a jAyegA aura paraspara ke sneha sambandha se eka dUsare kI abhivRddhi hogI tathA zobhA bddh'egii| # sAdharmi- sevA * hajAroM bachar3oM ke bIca eka gAya ko chor3a dIjiye / gAya apane hI bachar3e ke pAsa pahu~cegI usI taraha lAkhoM-karor3oM AdamiyoM meM bhI sAdharmI bhAI ko na bhUleM / * Aja loga ADambara meM, thothe bAhyADambaroM meM lAkhoM, karor3oM kI dhanarAzi kharca kara dete haiM, jabaki dUsarI ora samAja ke lAkhoM bhAI-bahana aisI kamajora sthiti vAle haiM, hajAroM aisI vidhavAe~ haiM, hajAroM hI aise honahAra bAlaka haiM, bAlikAe~ haiM, jo abhAva kI sthiti meM bar3e hI kaSTa se apanA gujara-basara kara rahe haiN| koI bhAI lakhapati thA, lekina vivAha Adi meM adhika kharca gayA aura karjA ho gayA, yaha bAta Apako sAdharmI bhAI hone ke nAte mAlUma hai, kintu isa bAta ko bAhara prakaTa karane meM usakA vyAvahArika rUpa giratA hai to Apa usakI kamajorI prakaTa nahIM kreN| isake atirikta koI sAdharmI bhAI udAra hai, vratadhArI hai, guNI hai, hajAroM ke bIca meM baiThA hai, lekina loga usako jAnate nahIM haiM to usake guNoM kI bar3AI logoM ke sAmane karake usako camakAnA, usake guNoM kA anumodana karanA abhISTa ho sakatA hai / * jahA~ sAdharmI vAtsalya hai vahA~ kisI ko denadArI ke kAraNa AtmahatyA karane kA avasara nahIM AyegA, kyoMki jAgarUka samAja kisI vyakti ko duHkha ke kAraNa marane nahIM degA, hara saMbhava usakI sahAyatA karegA / koI bhAI bImAra hai to usake sAtha sahAnubhUti dikhAne se usakA AdhA roga calA jAyegA / tana se, dhana se Digane vAle ko sthira karanA ApakA kAma hai / mana se, zraddhA se Digane vAloM ko majabUta karanA hamArA kAma hai| * jisa bhakti - pradarzana kI rIti-nIti meM svadharmI bhAiyoM kA kaSTanivAraNa nahIM kiyA jAtA, unako vAtsalya kI dRSTi se dekhane kA kiJcitmAtra bhI prayAsa nahIM kiyA jAtA aura svadharmI bandhuoM ke murajhAye hue mukha kamala praphullita kara unheM dharma-mArga meM sthira nahIM kiyA jAtA to usa sAre bAhyADambara ko viDambanA mAtra hI samajhanA cAhiye / saMtoM kI prAcIna vANI ne ThIka kahA hai na kayaM dINuddharaNaM, na kayaM sAhammiyANa vacchallaM / hiayammi vIarAo, na dhAriyo hArio jammo // arthAt-sAmarthya zakti pAkara bhI yadi dInoM kA uddhAra nahIM kiyA, sahadharmI bhAiyoM se vAtsalya-prema nahIM kiyA,
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________________ 466 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM unake duHkha ko apanA duHkha samajha kara miTAne kA prayatna nahIM kiyA aura hRdaya meM vItarAga prabhu kI AjJA ko dhAraNa nahIM kiyA to saba kucha karake bhI usane apanA janma vyartha hI gaMvA diyaa| * loga bhakti ke sahI svarUpa ko samajha kara svadharmiyoM se vAtsalya kareM, ahiMsA ke pracAra meM apanI zakti lagAveM aura pIr3itoM ko bandhubhAva se dekha kara unake duHkha dUra kareM to dharma kI bar3I prabhAvanA ho sakatI hai| usake binA ADambaroM meM karor3oM kA vyaya karanA koI artha nahIM rkhtaa| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki pApAnubandhI puNya se arjita sampadA ne Aja logoM kI buddhi para pardA DAla diyA hai, buddhi ko malina kara diyA hai athavA mati ko hara liyA hai| vaha logoM meM sumati Ane nahIM detii| kevala bhakti kA dikhAvA karane meM hI mati calatI hai, zeSa sabhI zreyaskara kAryoM meM sumati kuNThita ho kara raha jAtI hai| * eka hI cAbI ko ghumAne se tAlA banda hotA hai aura usI ko ghumAne se tAlA khula jAtA hai| mana hI bure bhAvoM se karma baMdha karatA hai aura acche bhAvoM se karma tor3atA hai| saMsAra meM tana ke prati, kuTumba-kabIle ke prati, bhAI-bhatIjoM ke prati rAga kI bhAvanA se baMdha hotA hai| lekina deva, guru va dharma ke prati, dharmI-saMsAra ke prati, dharmI-saMgha ke prati yadi anurAga hai to usase karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai, zubha karmoM kA bandha hotA hai, saMsAra meM zAnti milatI hai, paraloka meM sukha milatA hai| * Apako eka bAta yaha samajhanI hai ki jaina saMgha ko U~cA uThAnA hai, jaina samAja meM zAnti lAnI hai, priyajanoM aura gurujanoM kA mAna rakhanA hai to jaina samAja ko sAdharmI vatsalatA bhI sIkhanI pdd'egii| * jo deva, guru aura dharma para zraddhA rakhatA hai, jo arihanta ko deva mAnatA hai, nirgrantha ko guru mAnatA hai aura kevaliyoM ke dharma ko dharma mAnatA hai, aise bhAI ko duHkha meM dekhakara Apake hRdaya meM tar3aphana AnI caahie| usake rahane aura khAne-pIne kI vyavasthA nahIM, dhandhA nahIM to usakI sahAyatA karanI caahie| * bujurgoM meM aisI kahAvata hai ki pAlI vagairaha kucha aise sthAna the jahA~ para koI nayA jaina bhAI bAhara se Akara basatA to usako eka-eka IMTa aura eka-eka muhara sone kI hara ghara se dI jaatii| dharmI bhAI socate ki hara ghara se eka muhara aura eka IMTa dI jAyegI to usa bhAI kI Arthika sthiti ThIka ho jAyegI aura vaha apanA dhaMdhA zurU karake ghara calA sakatA hai| loga socate, bAhara se koI bhAI hamAre nagara meM AyA hai, vaha idhara-udhara hAtha pasAra kara nahIM rahe, barAbarI kA bhAI banakara rhe| aisA samajhate the, taba jaina samAja meM sukha-zAnti thI aura samAja saba kA prema-pAtra thaa| Aja bhI jaina samAja ko U~cA uThane kA maukA milate rahanA caahie| sAmAyika * isa saMsAra meM jitane bhI duHkha, dvandva, kleza aura kaSTa haiM ve sabhI citta ke viSamabhAva se utpanna hote haiM / ina sabake vinAza kA ekamAtra upAya samabhAva hai / samabhAva vaha amogha kavaca hai jo prANI ko samasta AghAtoM se surakSita kara detA hai| jo bhAgyavAna samabhAva ke suramya sarovara meM sadA avagAhana karatA rahatA hai, use saMsAra kA tApa pIr3A nahIM pahu~cA sktaa| samabhAva vaha lokottara rasAyana hai, jisake sevana se samasta AMtarika vyAdhiyA~ evaM vaibhAvika pariNatiyA~ naSTa ho jAtI haiN| AtmA rUpI nirmala gagana meM jaba samabhAva kA sUrya apanI samasta prakharatA ke sAtha udita hotA hai to rAga, dveSa, moha Adi ulUka vilIna ho jAte haiN| AtmA meM apUrva jyoti prakaTa ho jAtI hai aura usake sAmane Aloka hI Aloka prasArita ho uThatA hai|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 467 * sAmAyika kA abhyAsa vaha abhyAsa hai, jisase AdamI apane Apako cAritra-mArga meM U~cA uThA sakatA hai| * pA~ca prakAra ke cAritra meM pahalA sAmAyika cAritra hai| sAmAyika meM sampUrNa pApoM kA tyAga hotA hai| svAdhyAya kahane se zruta arthAt jJAna A gayA aura sAmAyika kahane se kriyA A gii| svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika meM mukti kA mArga pUrA kA pUrA A gyaa| zAstroM meM 'jJAnakriyAbhyAM mokSaH' ina do mArgoM se tathA 'samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrANi mokSamArgaH' ina tIna mArgoM se aura tapa kA pRthak ullekha kara 'samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra-tapa' ina cAra mArgoM se bhI mukti batAI hai, vaha saba ina do meM -svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika meM A jAtA hai| duHkha kA vAstavika kAraNa Arthika viSamatA nahIM, mAnasika viSamatA hai| yaha mAnasika viSamatA sAmAyika kI sAdhanA dvArA samatAbhAva lAkara miTAI jA sakatI hai| sAdhanA kI apekSA se sAmAyika samyaktva, zruta, AgAra aura anagAra ke bheda se cAra prakAra kI hokara bhI mUla meM eka hI hai| gRhastha viSaya-kaSAya ke pragADha paMka meM rahakara bhI kSaNika samabhAva kI upalabdhi kara sake, rAga-roSa ke jora ko ghaTA sake, isalie AcAryoM ne use sAmAyika kI zikSA dI hai| samaya, upakaraNa aura vidhi kI apekSA paramparA bheda hone para bhI sAmAyika ke mUla rUpa meM koI aMtara nahIM hai| maulika rUpa se ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna tathA sAvadha kArya kA tyAga kara muhUrta bhara samatA meM rahanA sAmAyika hai| kahA bhI hai 'tyaktArtaraudradhyAnasya. tyaktasAvadyakarmaNaH / maharta samatAyAstaM vidaH sAmAyikaM vratam / / * sAmAyika meM koI yaha nahIM samajhale ki isameM korA akarmaNya hokara baiThanA hai| sAmAyika-vrata meM sadoSa pravRtti kA tyAga aura paThana-pAThana, pratilekhana, pramArjana, svAdhyAya, dhyAna Adi nirdoSa karma kA Asevana bhI hotA hai| sadoSa kArya se bacane ke liye nirdoSa meM pravRttizIla rahanA Avazyaka hai| * sAmAyika-sAdhanA karanA apane ghara meM rahanA hai| sAmAyika se alaga rahanA begharabAra rahanA hai / sAmAyika sAdhanA karanA AtmA kA ghara meM AnA hai| kAma, krodha Adi vikAroM se pariNata honA parAye ghara meM jAnA hai| * sAmAyika ke do rUpa haiM-sAdhanA aura siddhi / zruta sAmAyika se sAdhanA kA prArambha aura udaya hotA hai| vaha vikAsa pAkara jJAna aura cAritra ke dvArA AtmA meM sthiratA utpanna karatI hai| yaha Atma-sthiratA hI sAmAyika kI pUrNatA samajhanI caahie| ise Agama kI bhASA meM ayogI dazA kI prApti kahate haiN| * sAdhaka kI dRSTi se sAmAyika ke aneka prakAra kiye gaye haiN| sthAnAMga sUtra meM AgAra sAmAyika aura anagAra sAmAyika do bheda haiN| AcAryoM ne tIna prakAra bhI batalAye haiM-samyaktva sAmAyika, zruta sAmAyika aura cAritra saamaayik| samyaktva sAmAyika meM yathArtha tattva zraddhAna hotA hai| samyaktva kI prApti hone para hI zruta ke vAstavika marma ko samajhA jA sakatA hai| zruta sAmAyika meM jar3a-cetana kA parijJAna hotA hai| sUtra, artha aura tadubhaya rUpa se zruta ke tIna athavA anakSarAdi krama se aneka bheda haiN| zruta se mana kI viSamatA galatI hai, ata: zrutArAdhana ko zruta sAmAyika kahA hai| cAritra sAmAyika ke AgAra aura anagAra do prakAra kiye haiN| gRhastha ke lie muhUrta Adi pramANa se kiyA gayA sAvadya tyAga AgAra sAmAyika hai| anagAra sAmAyika meM sampUrNa sAvadya-tyAga rUpa cAritra jIvana bhara ke lie hotA hai| AgAra sAmAyika meM do karaNa tIna yoga se hiMsAdi pApoM kA niyata kAla ke lie tyAga hotA hai, |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 468 jabaki muni-jIvana meM hiMsAdi pApoM kA tIna karaNa tIna yoga se AjIvana tyAga hotA hai| sAvadyayogoM ke tyAga kA niyama lene se sAmAyika eka vrata hai| ise zikSA vrata mAnA gayA hai / isameM sAdhaka pApavRtti na karane kA saMkalpa letA hai| phalasvarUpa usakA citta zAnta hotA hai| sama hone ke sAtha-sAtha zAnti bar3hatI jAtI hai| aura zAnti bar3hane ke sAtha citta kI sAdhanA bhI bar3hatI jAtI hai| citta kI samatA rUpa avasthA hI sAmAyika cAritra hai| * Apa jaba sAmAyika kareM, usa samaya eka ghaNTA pAlathI Asana se baiThakara sAmAyika kA abhyAsa karanA caahie| pratidina isa prakAra kA niyamita abhyAsa karate raheMge to Age calakara isase Apako apanI indriyoM para kAbU pAne meM, citta ko ekAgra karane meM bar3I sahAyatA milegii| * sAmAyika meM sAvadhayogoM kI dravya nivRtti to kI, para parivAra vAloM kI ora ApakA mana calA gayA, ghara vAle yAda karate hoMge, aba to jaldI hI ghara jAU~gA, makAna kI marammata karavAnI hai| isake sAtha hI dUsarI vicAradhArA calI ki bAjAra se sabjI lAnI hai, amuka prakAra kI sAga-bhAjI banavAnI hai, phala-phUla lene haiM, rasa nikAlanA hai, kueM se pAnI nikAlanA hai, Adi-Adi rUpa se ApakA cintana calA to ApakI vaha sAmAyika dravya dRSTi se hI sAmAyika huI, bhAva dRSTi se nahIM huii| isalie sAmAyika para pUrA pahu~cane ke lie abhyAsa kI AvazyakatA rahatI hai| yadi Apa nirantara abhyAsa karate raheMge to bAhara kI dravya virati kI taraha sAvadhayogoM kI bhAva se bhI nivRtti kara skeNge| sAmAyika saMgha vAle aura svAdhyAya saMgha vAle kahIM isa bAta ko bhUla na baiThe, sadA isa bAta ko dhyAna meM rakheM ki sAmAyika, binA svAdhyAya ke zuddha nahIM ho sakatI aura svAdhyAya binA sAmAyika ke Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| yadi sAmAyika ko Age bar3hAnA hai, vizuddhipUrvaka karanA hai, AdhyAtmika pragati karanA hai, to usake lie svAdhyAya bahuta jarUrI hai, yaha eka anubhUta tathya hai| bahuta socane para mujhe yaha niSkarSa milA hai aura yahI niSkarSa maiMne Apake sAmane rakhA hai| * Apa meM se bahuta se bhAI sAmAyika karane ke abhyAsI haiM, para sAmAyika kI sAdhanA kA koI dAyitva nahIM samajhA hai| thor3I mAlA phera lI, kucha stavana bola diye aura sAmAyika kA samaya pUrA kara lete haiN| ve bhUla jAte haiM ki sAmAyika sAdhanA kI kyA vidhi hai, kyA vyavasthA, kyA-kyA niyama haiM? sAmAyika-sAdhanA koI sAdhAraNa vastu nahIM / vastutaH sAmAyika eka bahuta bar3I yoga-sAdhanA hai| pataJjali ne pAtaJjala yoga sUtra meM yoga ke ATha aMga batAye haiN| yoga ke jo ATha aMga yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra, dhAraNA, dhyAna aura samAdhi rUpa meM batAye gaye haiM, ve AThoM sAmAyika meM pUrNa hote haiN| * hamArI mAtAe~ sAmAyika grahaNa karane meM Apase Age haiM, para sAmAyika meM pramAda-sevana meM, vikathA karane meM bhI ve Apase Age haiN| ve sAmAyika meM apane ghara kI, para ghara kI, khAne-pIne kI sabhI prakAra kI bAteM kara leNgii| yahA~ taka ki sAmAyika meM vivAha-sambaMdha kI bAta bhI pakkI kara leNgii| isIlie sAmAyika kI sAdhanA jo eka bar3I sAdhanA mAnI gaI hai, vaha tejahIna ho jAtI hai| sAmAyika jaise ucca vrata kI sAdhanA khilavAr3a na bane, upahAsa aura AlocanA kI bAta na bane aura usakI vizuddhatA, zakti aura tejasvitA Age bar3he, isake lie svAdhyAya parama auSadhi hai, bahuta bar3A sAdhana hai| zAstra ne jo 'jJAnakriyAbhyAM mokSaH' kahA hai, usI ko-' svAdhyAya-sAmAyikAbhyAM mokSaH' ina dUsare zabdoM meM kahA jA sakatA
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa hai| udhara jJAna aura kriyA, idhara sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya / * mana meM garva, krodha, kAmanA, bhaya Adi ko sthAna dekara yadi koI sAmAyika karatA hai to ye saba mAnasika doSa ise malina banA dete haiN| pati aura patnI meM yA pitA aura putra meM ApasI raMjiza paidA ho jAe taba ruSTa hokara kAma na karake sAmAyika meM baiTha jAnA bhI dUSaNa hai| abhimAna ke vazIbhUta hokara yA putra, dhana, vidyA Adi ke lAbha kI kAmanA se prerita hokara sAmAyika kI jAtI hai to vaha bhI mAnasika doSa hai| aprazasta mAnasika vicAroM ke rahate sAmAyika se Ananda yA lAbha ke badale ulaTA karma bandha hotA hai / * 469 sAmAyika ke samaya zArIrika ceSTAoM kA gopana karake sthira eka Asana se sAdhanA kI jAtI hai / calAsana aura kuAsana, sAmAyika ke doSa mAne gae haiN| agara koI padmAsana yA vajrAsana Adi se lambe kAla taka na baiTha sake to kisI bhI sukhada evaM samAdhijanaka Asana se baiThe, kintu sthira hokara baitthe| pAlathI Asana yA utkaTuka Asana se bhI baiThA jA sakatA hai, kintu binA kAraNa bAra-bAra Asana na badalate hue sthira baiThanA caahie| * Apa sAmAyika meM sIdhe-sAde rUpa meM, sIdhe-sAdhe vastroM meM baiThe haiN| isase Apake pAsa baiThe dUsare sAmAyika kara rahe bhAI kA apamAna nahIM hogaa| para sAmAyika meM bhI agara Apa apane aMga-pratyaMga para AbhUSaNa lAda kara camakIle-bhar3akIle vastrAlaMkAra pahana kara baiTheMge to isase dUsaroM kA eka prakAra se apamAna hogaa| * sAmAyika karane vAle saikar3oM hajAroM bhAI-bahinoM ko jisa dhyAna se zravaNa karanA cAhie, jisa vidhi se vrata karanA cAhie, ve usa vidhi se nahIM kara rahe haiM, isIlie jo Ananda AnA cAhie vaha nahIM A rahA hai| sAmAyika karane vAloM ke sAmane koI karor3apati seTha A jAve, koI gavarnara A jAve yA koI selsa Taiksa kA insapekTara A jAve to bhI unakA kalejA hilanA nahIM caahie| lekina yahA~ to koI sAdhAraNa bAI yA bhAI bhI pacakkhANa karane ke lie A jAve, bAhara ke cAra-pA~ca mitra A jAveM to unakI gardana ghUma jaayegii| gardana ghUma gaI to ApakI sAmAyika sthira nahIM hogii| yadi isa prakAra kI vRtti calatI rahI to Age nahIM bar3ha sakeMge / jisa taraha ghara se nikalakara dharmasthAna meM Ate haiM aura kapar3e badalakara sAmAyika sAdhanA meM baiThate haiM usI taraha se kapar3oM ke sAtha-sAtha Adata bhI badalanI cAhie aura bAharI vAtAvaraNa aura idhara-udhara kI bAtoM ke khayAla ko bhulA denA caahie| yadi isa taraha se sAmAyika kareMge to bahanoM aura bhAiyoM ko avazya lAbha hogA / * Apane sAmAyika kA vrata liyaa| sAmAyika vrata meM ApakI nivRtti kisase ho ? 'sAvajjajogaM paccakkhAmi bhagavan ! jo bhI sAvadha - pApa sahita kAma hogA, usakA maiM tyAga karatA hU~ / tyAga kara diyA, lekina aMgIkAra kiyA kyA, yaha Apako yAda nahIM hai / Apane sAvadya yoga kA tyAga kiyA, usake sAtha niravadya yoga ko grahaNa karake usakA anupAlana aura AcaraNa bhI Avazyaka hai| * mAtAe~-bahineM sAmAyika meM baiThI- baiThI lambA caur3A plAna banA DAlatI haiM aura adhikAMza samaya batAzA, nAriyala aura veza kI bAtoM meM bitA detI haiN| sAmAyika meM isa taraha kI bAteM karane se saMvara- nirjarA nahIM hokara rAga-dveSa bar3hatA hai I * saMsAra meM mAnava caubIsoM ghaNTe Arambha - parigraha evaM viSaya- kaSAya meM tallIna rahatA hai| usake karmabandhana ko halkA karane ke lie sAmAyika sAdhanA batAI gaI hai| jaina dharma meM 'sAmAyika' kA bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| yaha sabhI sAdhanAoM kI bhUmi hai| pauSadhAdi sabhI vrata
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________________ 470 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAmAyika se prArambha hote haiN| tIrthaMkara bhagavAn bhI jaba sAdhanA mArga meM praveza karate haiM to sarva prathama sAmAyika cAritra svIkAra karate haiN| jaise-AkAza saMpUrNa carAcara vastuoM kA AdhAra hai vaise hI sAmAyika caraNakaraNAdi guNoM kA AdhAra hai| "sAmAyikaM gaNAnAmAdhAraH, khamiva srvbhaavaanaam| na hi sAmAyikahInAzcaraNAdiguNAnvitA yana / / * binA samatva ke saMyama yA tapa ke guNa Tika nahIM skte| hiMsAdi doSa sAmAyika meM sahaja hI chor3a diye jAte haiN| ata: Atma-svarUpa ko pAne kI ise mukhya sIr3hI kaha sakate haiN| bhagavatI sUtra' meM spaSTa kahA hai AyA khalu sAmAie, AyA sAmAiyassa atttthe|' arthAt AtmA hI sAmAyika hai aura AtmA (Atma svarUpa kI prApti) hI sAmAyika kA prayojana hai| sAmAyika tana aura mana kI sAdhanA hai| isa vrata kI ArAdhanA meM tana kI dRSTi se indriyoM para niyantraNa sthApita | kiyA jAtA hai aura mana kI dRSTi se usake udvega evaM cAMcalya kA nirodha kiyA jAtA hai / mana meM nAnA prakAra ke jo saMkalpa vikalpa hote rahate haiM, rAga kI, dveSa kI , moha kI yA isI prakAra kI jo paristhiti utpanna hotI rahatI hai, use roka denA sAmAyika vrata kA lakSya hai| samabhAva kI jAgRti ho jAnA zAnti prApti kA mUla maMtra hai| * sAmAyika dvArA sAdhaka apanI mAnasika durbalatAoM ko dUra karake samabhAva aura saMyama ko prApta karatA hai| ataeva prakArAntara se sAmAyika-sAdhanA ko mana kA vyAyAma kahA jA sakatA hai| jIvana meM sAmAyika sAdhanA kA sthAna bahuta hI mahattva kA hai| sAmAyika se anta:karaNa meM viSamatA ke sthAna para samatA kI sthApanA hotI hai| usakA anya uddezya mAnava ke antastala meM dhadhakatI rahane vAlI viSaya-kaSAya kI bhaTTI ko zAnta karanA hai| jIvana meM jo bhI viSAda, vaiSamya, dainya, dAridrya, duHkha aura abhAva hai, usa saba kI amogha auSadha sAmAyika hai| jisake anta:karaNa meM samabhAva ke sundara sumana suvAsita hoMge, usameM vAsanA kI badabU nahIM raha sktii| jisakA jIvana sAmyabhAva ke saumya Aloka se jagamagAtA hogA, vaha ajJAna, AkulatA evaM citta vikSepa ke andhakAra meM nahIM bhttkegaa| * sAmAyika kI sAdhanA ke lie dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva ina cAroM kI zuddhatA Avazyaka hai| jo hamArI siddhi ke bhAvoM kA, vAstavika guNoM kA kAraNa hotA hai vaha dravya hai| jisa tana se hama sAmAyika karane jA rahe haiM vaha udvelita to nahIM hai, uttejita to nahIM hai, rAga dveSa se grasta to nahIM hai aura jina upakaraNoM kI sahAyatA se (yathA-Asana, muMhapattI, pUMjaNI, svAdhyAya yogya grantha, mAlA Adi) sAmAyika kI jA rahI hai ve sApha, svaccha aura zuddha hone caahie| bhAvoM ko bar3hAne meM ve upakaraNa bhI sahAyaka hote haiN| ye upakaraNa zuddha sarala aura sAde hoN| aisA na ho ki mAlA cAMdI kI ho, pUMjaNI meM ghUghare lage hoM aura muMhapattI ratna jar3ita ho| * dravya kI taraha kSetra zuddhi bhI Avazyaka hai| yadi Apa cAhate haiM samatA, aura baiThate haiM viSamatA meM to samatA kaise AyegI? jahAM bArUda ke Dhera hoM, vahAM koI rasoI karane kI jagaha mAMge to kyA hogA ? vahAM to bIr3I taka pIne kI manAI hotI hai| yadi usa niSiddha kSetra meM koI bIr3I pItA pakar3A jAtA hai to vaha daMDa kA bhAgI hotA hai| jaise kamAI ke liye dukAna hai, par3hane ke liye skUla hai, nyAya ke lie korTa hai, usI prakAra sAmAyika ke liye bhI niyata sthAna honA Avazyaka hai| kaI bAra sardI ke kAraNa loga sthAnaka meM Akara sAmAyika nahIM krte| ve
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 471 palaMga ke pAsa yA rasoI ghara meM baiThakara sAmAyika karate haiM to samatA kaise AyegI? viSamatA ke kSetra meM rahakara samatA kI sAdhanA nahIM kI jA sktii| * sAmAyika sAdhaka ke lie kAla kA bhI apanA vizeSa mahattva hai| jisa prakAra bhojana karane kA, davA lene kA, zarIra kI Avazyaka kriyAoM se nivRtta hone kA nizcita samaya nirdhArita hone kA lAbha hai, usI prakAra niyamita rUpa se niyata samaya para kI jAne vAlI sAmAyika kA apanA vizeSa lAbha hai| sAmAyika samabhAva kI sAdhanA hai / sAmAyika sAdhaka ko pratidina yaha socate rahanA cAhiye ki usake viSama | bhAva kitane kama hue haiM, aura samatA kitanI AyI hai ? jisa prakAra bukhAra Ane para yadi do tIna dinoM taka davAI lete rahane para vaha nahIM utaratA hai to davA badala dI jAtI hai| isI prakAra Apako sAmAyika karate-karate varSoM bIta gaye aura mana kI vRttiyoM meM koI badalAva nahIM AyA to isa sambandha meM socanA cAhie aura prayatna karanA cAhiye ki krodha kaise kama ho, jhUTha kaise na bolA jAya, ghRNA kaise dUra ho? jisa prakAra davA roga miTAne ke lie lI jAtI hai usI prakAra sAmAyika samatA lAne ke liye kI jAnI caahiye| aisA na ho ki davA to roga miTAne ke li maTAna ka Alaya khAoM aura sAmAyika kevala rUr3hi pAlana ke lie kro| * jisa vyApAra se samabhAva kA vighAta ho, vaha saba vyApAra aprazasta kahalAtA hai| sAtha hI usa samaya "maiM sAmAyika vrata kI ArAdhanA kara rahA hU~" yaha bAta bhUlanA nahIM caahiye| yaha sAmAyika kA bhUSaNa hai kyoMki jise nirantara yaha dhyAna rahegA ki maiM isa samaya sAmAyika meM hU~, vaha isa vrata ke viparIta koI pravRtti nahIM kregaa| isake viparIta sAmAyika kA bhAna na rahanA dUSaNa hai| sAmAyika kA pahalA aticAra mana: duSpaNidhAna hai, jisakA tAtparya hai mana kA azubha vyaapaar| sAmAyika ke samaya meM sAdhaka ko aise vicAra nahIM hone cAhiye jo sadoSa yA pApayukta hoN| sAmAyika meM mana AtmAbhimukha hokara ekAgra bana jAnA caahiye| ekAgratA ko khaNDita karane vAle vicAroM kA mana meM praveza honA sAdhaka kI durbalatA hai| sAmAyika kA dUsarA doSa hai vacana kA duSpaNidhAna arthAt vacana kA aprazasta vyApAra / sAmAyika ke samaya Atma-cintana, bhagavat -maraNa yA svAtmaramaNa kI hI pradhAnatA hotI hai| ataeva sarvottama yahI hogA ki mauna bhAva se sAmAyika kA ArAdhana kiyA jaay| yadi AvazyakatA ho aura bolane kA avasara Ae to bhI saMsAra-vyavahAra sambandhI bAteM nahI karanA caahiye| hATa havelI yA bAjAra-sambandhI bAteM na kareM, kAma-kathA aura yuddha-kathA se sarvathA bacate rheN| kuTumba parivAra ke hAni-lAbha kI bAteM karanA bhI sAmAyika ko dUSita karanA hai| sAmAyika kA tIsarA dUSaNa zarIra kA duSpaNidhAna hai| zarIra ke aMga-pratyaMga kI ceSTA sAmAyika meM bAdhaka na ho, isake liye yaha Avazyaka hai ki indriyoM evaM zarIra dvArA ayatanA kA vyavahAra na ho| sAmAyika kI nirdoSa sAdhanA ke lie yaha apekSita hai| idhara-udhara ghUmanA, binA dekhe calanA, pairoM ko dhamadhamAte hue calanA, rAtri meM binA pUMje calanA, binA dekhe hAtha paira phailAnA Adi kAya duSpaNidhAna ke antargata Ate haiN| mana, vacana aura kAya kA duSpaNidhAna hone para sAmAyika kA vAstavika Ananda prApta nahIM hotaa| * sAmAyika kAla meM sAmAyika kI smRti na rahanA bhI sAmAyika kA doSa hai| * vyavasthita rUpa se arthAt Agamokta paddhati se sAmAyika vrata kA anuSThAna na karane se doSa kA bhAgI honA par3atA hai| yaha pA~cavA dUSaNa hai| sAmAyika aMgIkAra kara pramAda meM samaya vyatIta kara denA, niyama ke nirvAha ke
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________________ 472 MarE namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM lie jaldI-jaldI sAmAyika karake samApta kara denA, citta meM viSama bhAva ko sthAna denA Adi anucita haiN| * zvetAmbara paramparA meM sAmAyika ke pUrva veza parivartana Adi kI bahuta sI bAhya kriyAe~ apekSita mAnI jAtI haiN| digambara paramparA meM bAhya kriyAe~ ati nyUna haiM / zvetAmbara paramparA kA mantavya hai ki bharata, cilAtI putra Adi ko sAmAyika binA pATha aura bAhya kriyA ke huii| ve apavAda rUpa haiN| antara kI vizeSa yogyatA vAle binA bAhya / / vidhi ke bhI sAmAyika kara sakate haiM, kintu sAdhAraNa sAdhaka ke liye bAhya vidhi bhI Avazyaka hai| Aja vividha paramparA ke loga jaba eka jagaha para dharmakriyA karane baiThate haiM, taba bhinna-bhinna prakAra kI nIti-rIti ko dekhakara TakarA jAte haiM, vAda-vivAda meM par3a jAte haiM, jabaki dhArmika-maMca sahiSNutA kA pATha par3hAne kA agrima sthAna hai| lokasabhA meM vibhinna prakAra kI vezabhUSA, sAja-sajjA, bolacAla aura nItirIti ke vyakti eka sAtha baiTha sakate haiM, to phira kyA lambI muMhapattI aura caur3I muMhapattI vAle premapUrvaka eka sAtha nahIM baiTha sakate ? vItarAga ke zAsana kAla meM kisI bhI satyapremI ko jo khule mu~ha bolane meM doSa mAnatA ho, bhale vaha mu~ha ke hAtha lagAkara, kapar3A lagAkara yA mu~hapattI bAMdha kara yatanA se bolatA ho to eka sAtha baiTha sakatA hai| jaise-mu~hapattI bAMdhane vAle asAvadhAnI se bacanA cAhate haiM vaise hI use hAtha meM rakhane vAle bhI khule mu~ha nahIM bolane kA dhyAna rakheM to virodha hI kyA hai ? virodha asahiSNutA se , eka dUsare ke doSa batAne meM hai| mu~hapattI bAMdhane vAle ko dhuMka meM jIvotpatti batAkara chur3AnA aura nahIM bAMdhane vAle ko usakI paramparA ke viruddha balAt baMdhAnA virodha kA kAraNa hai / pasIne se gIle vastra kI taraha gIlI mu~hapattI jaba taka mu~ha ke Age rahatI hai, bhApa kI garmI ke kAraNa taba taka jIvotpati kI saMbhAvanA nahIM rhtii| isa prakAra donoM ke mana meM jIva rakSA kA bhAva hai| hiMsA, asatya, adatta,kuzIla, parigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa, kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, paizunya Adi pApa karma kA parityAga bhI donoM kA eka hI hai| * sAvadha yoga yA pApakArI kriyA cAhe mana kI ho, cAhe vacana kI ho, jisameM pApakArI kriyA hai, vaha daNDa kA rUpa hai| sAmAyika meM sabase pahale sAvadha yoga rUpa daNDa kA tyAga hotA hai| ziSya guru ke caraNoM meM nivedana karatA hai ki bhagavan ! maiM sAvadya yogoM kA tyAga karatA huuN| jisameM pApa hai, jhUTha hai, krodha hai, mAna hai, mAyA hai, rAga hai, dveSa hai, jo bhI pApakArI pravRttiyA~ haiM, daNDa ke lAyaka haiM, unako maiM chor3atA huuN| * sAmAyika ko paisoM se nahIM kharIdA jA sktaa| zreNika rAjA apane nArakIya dvAra banda karane hetu pUNiyA zrAvaka se sAmAyika kharIdane calA gayA, kintu kyA sAmAyika kA mUlya AMkA jA sakatA hai? zreNika rAjA ko apane vaibhava para garva thaa| vaha pUNiyA zrAvaka se sAmAyika kA manacAhA mUlya mAMgane hetu kahane lgaa| pUNiyA zrAvaka cupa rhaa| phira usane zreNika se kahA- sAmAyika kA mUlya mujhe jJAta nahIM hai / Apa bhagavAn mahAvIra se isakA mUlya jJAta kara liijie| mahAvIra ne batAyA ki karor3oM sumeru parvata bhI yadi diye jAe~ to ve sAmAyika kI dalAlI bhI nahIM kara skte| vastuta: sAmAyika kA dhana vaibhava se koI sambandha nahIM hai| dhana-vaibhava kA sambandha zArIrika sukha-suvidhAoM se ho sakatA hai, kintu AtmA se nhiiN| dhana-vaibhava se samatA A hI nahIM sktii| samatA Antarika viSamatA ko dUra karane para AtI hai tathA vahI AtmA kA vaibhava hai| * eka bhAI sAde sapheda kapar3e ke Asana para sAde vastra pahine sAmAyika meM baiThA hai aura dUsarA bhAI galIce kA Asana lekara baiThA hai| galIce vAle ko sAmAyika kA lAbha adhika milegA yA usa sIdhe -sAde vastroM meM sAde |
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________________ | dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 473 Asana para baiThane vAle bhAI ko ? eka bhAI sapheda raMga kI sAdI sUta se banI athavA candana kI lakar3I kI mAlA lekara baiThA hai aura dUsarA bhAI cAMdI ke maNiyoM kI mAlA lekara baiThA hai| seTha sAhaba apanI usa cAMdI kI mAlA ko Upara uThAkara jora-jora se namaskAra maMtra japa rahe haiN| isa taraha se seTha sAhaba sAmAyika kara rahe haiM yA saba logoM ke sAmane apanI sAhibI kA pradarzana kara rahe haiM ? athavA apane saba bhAiyoM ko beImAna samajhane kI | bhAvanA pradarzita kara rahe haiM yA apane bar3appana kA bhoMDA pradarzana kara rahe haiM ? sAmAyika meM baiThakara bhI ApakA yaha khayAla ho gayA ki merI moTAI, seThAI logoM ko kaise batAU~ to phira Apa kahA~ bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM pahu~cegeM? yadi sAmAyika ke svarUpa ke saMbaMdha meM Apa upAsakadazAMga kA thor3A sA cintana-manana kareMge to Apako bhalIbhAMti jJAta ho jAyegA ki pUrva kAla meM sAmAyika kI sAdhanA karate samaya pUrNata: sAdagI aura niSparigrahatva ko hI sarvAdhika mahattva diyA gayA hai| 'upAsakadazAMga' meM spaSTa ullekha hai ki kuMDakolika zrAvaka ne azoka vATikA meM sAmAyika ke samaya mUMdaDI bhI utAra kara alaga rakha dii| caddara aura mUMdaDI utAra kara usane sAmAyika meM dhyAna lgaayaa| vastuta: sAmAyika meM sonA, cAMdI, hIre, javAharAta ke AbhUSaNoM kA tyAga hotA hai| parigraha kA tyAga hotA hai| munivRtti kA rUpa hotA hai| aisI sAmAyika hI sAdhaka ko abhISTa honI caahie| viSama bhAvoM se samabhAvoM meM AnA sAmAyika kA lakSya hai| jisa prakAra kuztI, daMgala se zArIrika bala bar3hatA hai usI prakAra sAmAyika se mAnasika bala meM vRddhi hotI hai| jJAna ke sAtha AcaraNa aura AcaraNa ke sAtha jJAna honA Avazyaka hai| sAmAyika mukhyata: AcAra-pradhAna sAdhanA hai| para yaha AcAra kriyAkANDa banakara na raha jAye, ata: isake sAtha jJAna arthAt svAdhyAya kA jur3anA Avazyaka hai| Apa isa bAta kA dhyAna kareM ki ApakI sAmAyika dastUra kI sAmAyika na hokara sAdhanA kI sAmAyika ho| sAmAyika ko tejasvI banAne ke liye usameM svAdhyAya aura dhyAna-sAdhanA kI AvazyakatA hai aura svAdhyAya ko jIvanasparzI banAne ke liye sAmAyika kA abhyAsa Avazyaka hai| sAmAyika karate samaya tumhArA mana bAhara calA jAya to yaha samajho ki jisa cIja para mana gayA hai vaha bhautika cIja merI nahIM hai, usameM mamatA mata rkho| * mana ke bAhara jAne kA sabase bar3A kAraNa rAga hai isaliye usako kama kro| rAga kama karane kA upAya yaha hai ki bAharI padArthoM ke sAtha jo tumhArA apanApana hai, lagAva hai, usako apanA samajhanA chor3a do| yaha samajha lo ki jo merA hai vaha mere pAsa hai| jo duniyA meM hai, bAhara hai, vaha merA nahIM hai| dUsarA bAharI upAya yaha batAyA ki sukumAratA-komalatA kA parityAga karo, zarIra kI AtApanA bar3hAo tAki duHkha sahana karane kA abhyAsa kara sko| abhyAsa rahegA to ApattiyoM kA tathA kaThinAiyoM kA kabhI mukAbalA karanA par3e to mana meM kheda nahIM hogaa| * 'kAme kamAhi kamiyaM khu dukkhaM / ' prabhu ne kahA ki e sAdhaka ! yadi mana ko bAhara jAne se rokanA cAhatA hai to apanI kAmanA tyAga kara, kAmanA ko vaza meM kr| jitanI-jitanI icchAe~ bar3heMgI utanA hI jyAdA duHkha bhoganA pdd'egaa| icchAe~ bar3hAI, to mana sAdhanA se bAhara jaayegaa| ata: prabhu ne kahA ki duHkha dUra karane kI kuJjI hai - kAmanA dUra krnaa| sAmAyika jaisI sAdhanA ko nirmala aura nirdoSa banAkara Age bar3hAnA hai to usake liye prabhu ne kahA ki vikathA | - -
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________________ 474 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM kA varjana karake calo kyoMki jo AdhyAtmika mArga kI ora Age bar3hAne kI bajAya AdhyAtmika mArga se pIche mor3atI hai usa kathA kA nAma vikathA hai| mAnava nirantara aisI kathAe~ sunatA rahatA hai jo rAga bar3hAne vAlI haiM, bhoga bar3hAne vAlI haiM, krodha bar3hAne vAlI haiN| pariNAma svarUpa usake mana meM rAga-dveSa kI vRddhi hotI hai| isaliye prabhu ne kahA ki jo AtmabhAva kI ora le jAne vAlI nahIM haiM, AtmabhAva se mor3ane vAlI haiM, aisI kathAoM se dUra rho| AtmA meM jaba taka zuddha dRSTi utpanna nahIM hotI , zuddha AtmakalyANa kI kAmanA nahIM jAgatI aura mana laukika eSaNAoM se Upara nahIM uTha jAtA, taba taka zuddha sAmAyika kI prApti nahIM hotii| ataeva laukika kAmanA se prerita hokara sAmAyika kA anuSThAna na kiyA jAya, varan karmabandha se bacane ke lie saMvara kI prApti ke lie sAmAyika kA ArAdhana karanA cAhiye / kAma, rAga aura lobha ke jhoMkoM se sAdhanA kA dIpa manda ho jAtA hai aura kabhI-kabhI bujha bhI jAtA hai| ataeva Agamokta vidhi se utkRSTa prema ke sAtha sAmAyika karanI caahiye| jo sAdhaka pUrNa saMyama dhAraNa kara tIna karaNa tIna yoga se sAmAyika nahIM kara pAtA aise gRhastha ko AtmahitArtha do karaNa tIna yoga se AgAra sAmAyika avazya karanA caahie| kyoMki vaha bhI viziSTa phala kI sAdhaka hai, jaisA ki niyukti meM kahA hai - sAmAiyammi ukae, samaNo iva sAvao havai, eeNa kAraNeNaM, bahuso sAmAiyaM kujjaa| arthAt sAmAyika karane para zrAvaka zramaNa-sAdhu kI taraha hotA hai| vaha alpakAla ke liye pApoM kA tyAga karake bhI zramaNa jIvana ke liye lAlAyita rahatA hai| isaliye gRhastha ko samaya-samaya para sAmAyika sAdhanA karanA caahiye| sAmAyika karane kA eka lAbha yaha bhI hai ki gRhastha saMsAra ke vividha prapaMcoM meM viSaya-kaSAya aura nidrA-vikathA Adi meM nirantara pApa saMcaya karatA rahatA hai| ata: sAmAyika ke dvArA ghar3I bhara unase bacakara Atma-zAnti kA anubhava kara sakatA hai| kyoMki sAmAyika sAdhanA se AtmA madhyastha hotI hai| kahA bhI hai jIvo pamAyabahulo, bahuso u vi ya bahuvihesu atyesu| eeNa kAraNeNaM, bahuso sAmAiyaM kujjA / * sAmAyika sAdhanA vaha zakti hai jo vyakti meM hI nahIM, samAja aura deza meM bijalI paidA kara sakatI hai| vyakti-vyakti ke jIvana meM yaha sAdhanA AnI cAhie jisase usakA vyApaka prabhAva anubhava kiyA jA ske| agara Apa apane kisI eka par3ausI kI bhAvanA meM parivartita lA dete haiM aura usake jIvana ko pavitratA kI ora prerita karate haiM, to samajha lIjie ki Apane samAja ke eka aMga ko sudhAra diyA hai| pratyeka vyakti yadi isI | prakAra sudhAra ke kArya meM laga jAya to samAja kA kAyApalaTa hote dera na lge| svAdhyAya * 'svAdhyAya' zabda kA hama pada vibhAga kareMge to isameM do zabda paayeNge| eka to 'sva' aura dUsarA 'adhyAya' / isa pada vibhAga kA do prakAra se artha kiyA jAtA hai| eka to 'svasya adhyayanam' aura dUsarA 'svena adhyynm'| 'svasya adhyayanam' kA artha hai-apane ApakA adhyayana karanA, yaha svAdhyAya kA eka artha hai| 'svena adhyayanam' kA artha hai, apane dvArA adhyayana karanA arthAt svayaM dvArA svayaM kA adhyayana karanA; apane dvArA apane Apako
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 475 pddh'naa| yaha svAdhyAya kA dUsarA artha haa| svAdhyAya kA eka aura tIsarA artha maiM Apake samakSa rakhatA huuN| vaha tIsarA artha karate samaya 'svAdhyAya' pada kA pada-vibhAga isa prakAra karanA par3egA-'su', 'AG' aura 'adhyAya' / 'su' kA matalaba hai suSThu arthAt acche jJAna kA, 'AG' kA artha hai maryAdApUrvaka aura 'adhyAya' kA artha hai, | pddh'naa| to ina tIna zabdoM se bane svAdhyAya pada kA artha huA acche jJAna kA maryAdApUrvaka grahaNa karanA, su arthAt acchA jJAna isalie kahA hai ki jJAna meM do bheda haiM, eka to mithyAzruta arthAt mithyA jJAna aura dUsarA samyaktva arthAt samyagjJAna / samyagjJAna meM kevala roTI-rojI kamAne kA zikSaNa hI nahIM, balki jIvana ko banAne kA bhI yathArtha zikSaNa hotA hai|| yadi Apa cAhate haiM ki samaya-samaya para dila meM Ane vAlI tapana, kAma-krodha, ahaMkAra kI uttejanA Apako satA nahIM ske| yadi Apa cAhate haiM ki hamArA parivAra saMtuSTa rahe, hama saMtuSTa raheM, sukhI raheM, yadi Apa aisA saMsAra banAnA cAhate haiM jisameM zAnti, saMtoSa, sauhArda, sahiSNutA aura sadbhAva kA sAmrAjya ho, kalaha, azAnti aura avizvAsa kA lezamAtra na ho to Apako apane baccoM ko 'sva' kA adhyayana karAnA par3egA, jisa 'sva' ko samajha lene ke pazcAt sArI duniyA phIkI pratIta hogii| isa 'sva' tattva ko pA lene ke bAda AtmA svastha, zAnta aura nirmala hogii| agara jJAna prApta karanA hai to vaha kevala zabda se nahIM hogaa| pothI par3hakara yA zabda raTakara koI apane ko paryApta mAna le to vaha samyagjJAnI nahIM hogaa| samyagjJAna prApta karanA hai to svAdhyAya kro| svAdhyAya se apane Apako par3ho, apane Apa ko soco| hamAre sAmane hajAroM samasyAeM hoM, para una sabakA samAdhAna maiMne svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika meM hI paayaa| samAja sudhAra kI jitanI bAteM haiM ve saba inhIM do meM nihita haiM / samAja meM jhagar3e kyoM hote haiM ? sampradAya meM jhagar3e kyoM hote haiM ? inake pIche bhI mUla kAraNa yahI hai ki Aja samAja meM svAdhyAya kI pravRtti nahIM hai| ina mahArAja ke yahA~ jAnA aura dUsaroM ke nahIM jAnA, isa jhagar3e kA mUla avidyA yA ajJAna hai| use bhI svAdhyAya se samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| Aja vijJAna ke yuga meM saMsAra meM vidyA bar3hI hai| usake sAtha hI sAtha dharma kA jJAna aura kSetra bhI bar3hanA caahie| par3hane vAle lar3ake-lar3akiyoM kI saMkhyA bar3ha gaI, lekina isake sAtha hI dharma-jJAna yA jJAna-sAdhanA kI pUrNa vyavasthA apekSita hai| hara yuvaka isa bAta kA saMkalpa kare-'svAdhyAya avazya kruuNgaa| cAhe ghara meM samaya mile, na mile para, jaba taka svAdhyAya nahIM karU~gA taba taka anna, jala nahIM luuNgaa|' yadi svAdhyAya ko samAja dharma banA leM to kAma saralatA se ho sakatA hai| * Apa meM zakti nahIM ho, samajhane kA sAmarthya nahIM ho, aisI bAta maiM nahIM maantaa| Apa meM zakti hai, sAmarthya hai, hauMsalA hai, lekina Apa apanI zakti kA upayoga jaisA dhaMdhe meM karate haiM , vaisA dharma-dhyAna yA svAdhyAya meM nahIM krte| yadi do-cAra bAra vilAyata ghUmanA ho jAe to videzI bhASA ke zabda dhyAna meM rkhoge| jaisI udhara ApakI tavajjaha hai, aisI yadi idhara ho jAe to ber3A pAra ho sakatA hai| jisa prakAra vyAvahArika jJAna ke lie svayaM adhyayana karane kI jarUrata hai, vaisI hI jarUrata AdhyAtmika jJAna ke lie bhI hai| sIdhA sA udAharaNa hai| vyAkhyAna ho rahA hai, taba taka to Apane hamArI bAta sunI, lekina ghara jAne ke bAda apane Apa par3hane kA rAstA kisI ne nahIM banAyA to jJAna ke prakAza se vaMcita raha jaayeNge| jaba taka svayaM par3hane kA abhyAsa nahIM kareMge, taba taka jJAna kA prakAza kaise AyegA? isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 476 Apako yA Apake baccoM ko par3hane kA samaya nahIM milatA, samaya milatA hai, lekina kamI isa bAta kI hai ki samaya kA sadupayoga nahIM krte| AdamI ko khAne ke lie samaya milatA hai, kamAI ke lie athavA ArAma ke lie samaya milatA hai, vyavahAra ke lie samaya milatA hai, to phira svAdhyAya ke lie samaya kyoM nahIM milatA? * jaba taka zraddhA kA yuga thA, bhakti kA yuga thA, vizvAsa kA yuga thA, taba taka to Apa nahIM par3hate to bhI koI harja nahIM thaa| lekina aba zraddhA kA yuga calA gayA, bhakti kA yuga nahIM rhaa| aba buddhivAda kA yuga, vijJAna kA yuga A gyaa| Apake pitAjI, dAdAjI, mAtAjI meM dharma ke prati kitanI zraddhA thI aura Aja Apa meM kitanI zraddhA hai? unako dekhakara Apake mana meM bhI AtA hogA ki mAtAjI bar3I dharmAtmA haiM, roja sAmAyika karatI haiM, dharmadhyAna karatI haiM, unakI taraha hameM bhI karanA caahie| isa cIz2a ko ApakA dimAga kyA maMjUra kara letA hai? Aja ke dimAga ko jJAna caahie| yaha binA svAdhyAya ke nahIM mila sktaa| isalie yadi apanI bhAvI pIr3hI ko aura samAja ko dharma ke rAste para lAnA hai, tejasvI banAnA hai to svAdhyAya kA ghara-ghara meM vyApaka pracAra honA caahie| zRMgArarasa se sambandhita upanyAsa, jAsUsI-upanyAsa, hAsyarasa ke upanyAsa nahIM par3hane caahie| isa taraha ke nikamme upanyAsa par3hane se dimAga para ulaTA asara par3atA hai| samaya aura zakti kA bhI apavyaya hotA hai| upanyAsa par3hakara kisI meM zraddhA bhAva AyA ho yA vinaya bhAva AyA ho, aisA namUnA dekhane ko nahIM miltaa| upanyAsa ke bAre meM Apa vicAra kareMge to isameM naphA kama hai aura ToTA jyAdA hai, yaha mAnakara calanA caahie| isake bajAya yadi Apa AdhyAtmika sAhitya par3heMge, dhArmika grantha par3heMge, sadgrantha par3heMge, athavA mahApuruSoM ke jIvana caritra par3heMge to unase kevala munAphA hI munAphA hogA aura ghATA kucha nahIM hogaa| * jarmana vidvAna aura amerikana vidvAna jaina dharma ke grantha par3hate haiN| nahIM samajha meM Ave to bhI koziza karate haiN| ve jaina dharma ke AdhyAtmika granthoM kA anuvAda karavA kara bhI unako par3hane meM apanA samaya dete haiN| isalie ki ve unase jJAna prApta karane kI utkaNThA rakhate haiN| Azcarya to isa bAta kA hai ki Apa ghara kI cIz2a kI kImata nahIM karate haiM, usakA mUlya nahIM samajhate haiN| bAhara ke vidvAna to laMdana meM RSabha lAibrerI khola rahe haiM, kyoMki ve jaina dharma kI kadra karate haiN| hamAre purAne granthoM kA saMgraha kara rahe haiN| ve loga yaha samajhate haiM ki bhArata meM jaina sAhitya aura bauddha sAhitya kA amUlya khajAnA hai, jo unake vahA~ nahIM miltaa| unake vahA~ jJAna kA udaya huA hai, jabaki bhArata meM jJAna kA udaya aura vikAsa donoM hue haiN| isa taraha se ve loga hamAre sAhitya kI upayogitA samajhate haiN| lekina hama apane ghara meM nidhi hote hue bhI yadi usakI upayogitA nahIM samajha pAyeMge to dhyAna rakhane kI bAta hai ki videziyoM ke sammukha apane ko gardana nIcI karanI pdd'egii| mAna lIjie ki Apa meM se koI vyavasAya ke kAraNa vilAyata cale gaye yA ghUmane ke lie amerikA athavA jarmanI cale gye| Apa videzI se mile, unase hAtha milAyA tathA kisI taraha se unako mAlUma ho gayA ki Apa jaina haiM aura ve Apa se pUcha baiThe ki jaina dharma meM kyA khUbI hai? sAdhanA kyA hai? tattva kyA hai? ina sabake bAre meM ve Apase 15 minaTa ke lie jAnakArI cAheMge to kyA Apa unako jAnakArI de sakeMge? yadi Apa svayaM jAnakArI nahIM rakhate to Apako gardana nIcI karanI pdd'egii| satsaMga aura svAdhyAya jIvana ko U~cA uThAte haiN| Apa jIvana ke parama tattva ko samajha kara jJAna aura svAdhyAya kA mahattva ghara-ghara meM, mohalle-mohalle meM, gA~va-gA~va meM phailAkara jana-mana ko jAgRta kareMge to ajJAna kA aMdhakAra
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 477 dUra hogaa| apane dhArmika jJAna ko, saiddhAntika jJAna ko samRddha banAye rakhane ke lie hamAre samyakdRSTi zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA | kartavya ho jAtA hai ki ve niyamita svAdhyAya dvArA apane Apa meM jJAna-bala jagAveM / jJAna-bala nirmala hogA to darzana aura cAritra bala adhika majabUtI ke sAtha bddh'egaa| jaba mana meM lau laga jAtI hai to svayaM jagane vAlA bhI aMdhere meM nahIM rahatA aura dUsaroM ko bhI aMdhere se ujAle meM lAne kA prayAsa karatA hai| dIpaka dUsaroM ke lie bhI ujAlA karatA hai aura svayaM ko bhI prakAzita karatA hai| eka dIpaka ko dekhane ke lie dUsarA dIpaka jalAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM pdd'tii| jisa prakAra dIpaka svayaM ke lie aura dUsaroM ke lie prakAza karatA hai, usI prakAra ApakA jJAna dIpaka Apake bhItara jalegA to Apako | ubuddha karatA huA Apake antara ko bhI prakAzita karegA aura anya jIvoM ko bhI prakAzita kregaa| jIvana-nirvAha kI zikSA pAyA huA Aja kA par3hA-likhA yuvaka bigar3e hue nala ko ThIka kara sakatA hai, bijalI meM kahIM koI kharAbI ho gaI ho to usa bigar3e hue svica Adi ko ThIka kara sakatA hai, mazIna meM koI purjA bigar3a gayA ho to usako ThIka baiThA sakatA hai, para apanA bigar3A dimAga ThIka nahIM kara sktaa| do bhAiyoM ke bIca meM jhagar3A ho gayA, unakA jo madhura sambaMdha thA vaha sambaMdha bigar3a gayA, to usa bigar3e hue sambaMdha ko vaha nahIM sudhAra sktaa| pitA aura putra ke bIca kisI bAta ko lekara nArAjagI ho gaI, pitA se rupayA paisA athavA apanA hissA mAMgane para mAMga pUrI nahIM huI to usa samaya mana ko kaise samhAlanA, dimAga ke bigar3e hue snAyuoM ko kaise ThIka karanA, yaha vaha nahIM jaantaa| * adhyApaka aura bAlaka isa bAta ko dhyAna meM rakheM ki kevala pATha raTakara hI saMtoSa nahIM krnaa| ina baccoM ke mana meM, mastiSka meM, hRdaya meM ina pAThoM ke bhAvoM ko bharanA hai| * krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha kI jvAlAe~ uTha rahI haiN| ve dila-dimAga ko uttapta kara rahI haiN| yadi jJAna ke jalAzaya meM gotA lagAyA jAe, to inako hama zAnta kara sakate haiN| dUsarA lAbha isase yaha hai ki hamAre mana kA ajJAna dUra hogA, jJAna kI kucha upalabdhi hogI, kucha jAnakArI hogii| tIsarA lAbha hai prANI kA jo tRSNA kA tUphAna hai, vaha tUphAna bhI jarA halkA hogA aura tRSNA kA tUphAna halkA huA to vyakti meM jo azAnti hai, ghaTa-bar3ha hai, mana meM becainI hai, AkulatA, vyAkulatA hai vaha dUra hogii| * svAdhyAya se hamArA jJAna aura darzana nirmala bhI hotA hai aura dRr3ha bhI banatA hai aura jaba hamArA jJAna evaM darzana zuddha hogA, nirmala hogA to cAritra meM bhI Age bar3hanA hotA rahegA aura antatogatvA hama karmoM ko kATakara mukti ke adhikArI bana jaayeNge| * sthAnAMga sUtra ke pAMcaveM ThANe (sthAna) sUtra 468 meM prabhu ne pharamAyA- "paMcahiM ThANehiM suttaM vAejjA" arthAt pA~ca kAraNoM se sUtra kA vAcana kareM / bahuta gaharAI se cintana sAmane rakhA-"taM jahAM (1) saMgahaTThayAe (2) uvaggahaNaTThayAe (3) NijjaraNaTThayAe (4) sutte vA me pajjavayAe bhavissai (5) suttassa vA avocchittinnytttthaae|" arthAt pA~ca kAraNoM se guru ziSya ko vAcanA dete haiM- (1) saMgraha-sUtra kA jJAna karAne ke lie, (2) upagraha-upakAra karane ke lie (3) nirjarA ke lie (4) sUtrajJAna ko dRr3ha karane ke lie (5) sUtra kA viccheda na hone dene ke lie| itihAsa batalAtA hai ki hamArA vizAla zrutajJAna vicchinna kyoM huaa| zAstra kA vAcana, paThana aura parAvartana hotA rahatA hai to zrutahAni nahIM hotii| dIrghakAlIna duSkAla ke samaya jaba durlabha bhikSA kI gaveSaNA meM zramaNoM kA
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________________ kA -...-.-. namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 478 zruta kA vAcana tathA parAvartana chUTa gayA taba zrutajJAna kI hAni huii| Arya bhadrabAhu ke pazcAt hamArA bahata vizAla zrutajJAna itanA kSINa ho gayA ki antima vAcanA ke samaya to 11 aMgasUtra bhI pUrNa rUpa meM nahIM raha paaye| isakA kAraNa zAstra kI vAcanA aura parAvartana kA abhAva hI to rahA hai| vipAkasUtra gyArahavAM aMga zAstra jo kAphI bar3A thA, vaha sabase choTA raha gayA / isa zrutahAni kA kAraNa zAstra kI vAcanA kA alpa honA hI hai| * svAdhyAya pA~ca prakAra ke haiM, jaise- (1) vAcanA, (2) pratipRcchA, (3) parivartanA, (4) anuprekSA aura (5) dhrmkthaa| sarvaprathama vAcanA se hI svAdhyAya kA prArambha hotA hai| gurudeva se svayaM zAstra kA pATha lenA, sunanA athavA par3hanA vAcanA hai| vAcanA ke pazcAt zaMkAspada sthala yA bhUle hue pATha ko phira pUchanA pratipRcchA rUpa svAdhyAya hai|| tIsarA, par3he hue pATha kA punarAvartana karanA parivartanA svAdhyAya hai| cauthA hai anuprekSA / isameM zruta yA paThita tattva / / kA cintana karanA-gaharAI se vicAra karanA anuprekSA hai| cintana ke pazcAt kisI dUsare ko upadeza denA yA samajhAnA dharmakathA rUpa svAdhyAya hai| dazavaikAlika sUtra ke navama adhyayana ke caturtha uddezaka meM svAdhyAya se hone vAle cAra prakAra ke lAbhoM para prakAza DAlate hue kahA gayA hai-(1) zAstra par3hane se zrutajJAna kA apUrva lAbha hogA, isalie mujhe zAstra par3hanA caahie| (2) caMcala citta ekAgra hogA isalie par3hanA cAhie / (3) sUtra kA adhyayana karate samaya apane mana ko sthira kara sakU~gA isalie svAdhyAya karanA caahie| (4) svayaM jJAnabhAva meM sthira hokara dUsare kI asthira AtmA ko sthira jamA sakU~gA, usake saMdigdha mana ko dharma meM sthira kara sakU~gA, isalie adhyayana karanA caahie| isa prakAra zruta kA paThana-pAThana, cintana-manana bhI citta-samAdhi kA eka pramukha kAraNa hai| sthAnAMga sUtra (5/468) kA mUla pATha isa prakAra hai:-paMcahiM ThANehiM suttaM sikkhejjA, taM jahA-NANaTThayAe, ' daMsaNaTThayAe carittaTThayAe, vuggahavimoyaNaTThayAe, ahatthe vA bhAve jANissAmItti ktttt| arthAt-pA~ca kAraNoM se zAstra kA zikSaNa lenA cAhie , yathA (1) jJAnavRddhi ke lie (2) darzana zuddhi ke lie (3) cAritrazuddhi ke lie| (4) vigraha miTAne ke lie aura (5) padArthoM kA yathArtha jJAna prApta karane ke lie| * jIvana-nirmANa evaM AtmoddhAra ke lie, samAja-nirmANa aura rASTra-nirmANa ke lie svAdhyAya paramAvazyaka hai| vastutaH svAdhyAya bhautika evaM AdhyAtmika duHkhoM ko samUla naSTa karane kA eka amogha astra hai| ataH saba bhAI-bahanoM aura svAdhyAyiyoM ko pratidina niyamita rUpa se svAdhyAya karanA caahie| citta bar3A caMcala hai| 'citta cittaur3e, mana mAlave, hiyo hAr3otI jAya' isa lokokti ke anusAra citta kI caMcalatA ghaTa-ghaTa ke anubhava kI bAta hai| yadi citta kI caMcalatA kA nirodha karake sAdhanA karanI hai to zAstroM kA adhyayana kareM, svAdhyAya kreN| * svAdhyAya ke binA tyAgI-virAgI uccakoTi ke sAdhu aura zrAvaka nahIM mila skte| svAdhyAya se hI caturvidha / saMgha meM jyoti A sakatI hai| * svAdhyAya karane se eka bar3A phala to yaha hogA ki usase buddhi nirmala ho jaaegii| ghara-ghara meM jo lar3AI-jhagar3e, / / kalaha-kleza aura vaira-virodha cala rahe haiM, unakI davA svAdhyAya se hI milane vAlI hai| buddhi nirmala hone se pApa ! naSTa hoMge, puNya kA baMdha hogA, dayA-komalatA kA udgama hogA evaM nirdoSa dAna dene kI bhAvanA jgegii| svAdhyAya kevala dUsaroM ke hI kalyANa heta, dUsaroM ke nirmANa hetu yA dUsaroM ko hI sukha pradAna karane hetu nahIM hai, !! apitu pahale vaha sva-anuzAsana, sva- kalyANa aura sva-nirmANa kI dhArA lAkara phira parahita meM, samAjahita meM, vizvahita meM sAdhana banane vAlI eka AMtarika prabala zakti hai| svAdhyAya 'sva' meM nihita amogha zakti hai| ....... KIRIAnnu
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________________ 479 dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa * svAdhyAya se hI Apa Atma-nirmANa aura samAja-nirmANa ke sAtha jinazAsana ko samunnata karane meM samartha hoMge / jo svAdhyAya jJAnAvaraNIya karma ko khapAne vAlA, naSTa karane vAlA hai, jisa svAdhyAya se svayaM prabhu mahAvIra tathA sabhI tIrthaMkaroM ne aura anantAnta sAdhakoM ne jJAnAvaraNa evaM darzanAvaraNa karma ko mUlataH naSTa karake kevalajJAna prApta kiyA aura anAthI muni jaise samrAT zreNika ke bhI pUjya bana gaye, vaha svAdhyAya hama sabake lie parama kalyANakArI amogha zakti hai| * agara Apa apane Abhyantara meM rahI amogha zakti, jo pracchanna rUpa meM vidyamAna hai, use pahacAnanA cAhate haiM, prakaTa karanA cAhate haiM to zuddha aura ekAgramana se nityaprati niyamita rUpa se svAdhyAya kriye| mana ke kaluSa ko, kleza ko miTAne meM, samAja meM vyApta burAiyoM, bImAriyoM ko samApta karane meM, mAnasika duHkhoM ko mUlataH vinaSTa karane meM aura AtmA para lage karmamaila ko pUrNataH dhvasta kara AtmA ko saccidAnaMda zuddha svarUpa pradAna karane meM sakSama amogha zakti svAdhyAya hI hai| ataH Apa loga sva-para kalyANakArI svAdhyAya kA alakha jagAiye / * svAdhyAya ke dvArA praur3hajana bhI jJAna prApta kara sakate haiN| isake lie ekAgratA, tanmayatA aura dRr3ha saMkalpa ke sAtha aTUTa lagana kI bhI AvazyakatA hai| satpravRtti meM anurAga aura duSpravRtti ke tyAga ke lie jJAna kA honA atyAvazyaka hai| rAma kI taraha AcaraNa karanA yA rAvaNa kI taraha, yaha jJAna ke binA nahIM jAnA jA sakatA hai| | * bhagavAn mahAvIra ne uttama zAstroM kA lakSaNa yaha batalAyA hai ki 'jaM succA paDivajjaMti tavaM khaMtimahisayaM / ' jisa zAstra ko par3hakara yA sunakara mana ko supreraNA mile tathA kSamA, tapa, ahiMsA Adi kI bhAvanA balavatI ho| vaha uttama zAstra hai| jaise mujha meM lage kAMTe mere lie duHkhadAyaka haiM vaise hI dUsaroM ke lie bhI duHkhada hoMge, aisI bhAvanA yA uttama vRttiyA~ jisake adhyayana se jage, vahI uttama zAstra hai aura aise zAstroM ke adhyayana se hI manuSya meM vimala jJAna camakatA hai aura vaha jIvana ko uccatama banAtA hai / * yadi sAmUhika svAdhyAya kA rivAja hogA, to mana kI durbalatA dUra bhagegI aura karane yogya zubha karmoM meM pravRtti evaM dRr3hatA jora pakar3atI jaaegii| * samyagjJAna, samyagdarzana aura samyak cAritra se hI vyakti samAja, rASTra aura vizva kA kalyANa kara sakatA hai| svAdhyAya hI ina sabakA mUla hai| isake sAdhana se jJAna, darzana aura cAritra nirmala rakhA jA sakatA hai| dharmazAstra aura acche grantha, jinase jIvana meM tapa, kSamA aura ahiMsA kI jyoti jage aura yoga-jIvana uttarottara Age bar3he tathA bhoga-jIvana ghaTe, una granthoM ko maryAdA aura vidhi ke sAtha par3hanA va par3hAnA yahI svAdhyAya hai| hA~, ina granthoM ko par3ha sAtha-sAtha par3hAnA bhI svAdhyAya ke artha meM sammilita kiyA gayA hai| * yadi prArambha meM kisI zAstra kA paThana-pAThana kara rahe haiM to kucha vrata grahaNa karake paThana-pAThana karanA cAhiye / yadi pahale-pahala AcArAMga, sUtrakRtAMga athavA anya kisI Agama kA paThana karanA ho to kisI munirAja athavA zAstroM ke vizeSajJa ke caraNoM meM baiTha kara vratagrahaNapUrvaka par3hanA prArambha karanA cAhiye / yadi zAstra se bhinna kisI dhArmika pustaka kA adhyayana prArambha karate haiM to itanA Adara to honA hI cAhiye ki arhat bhagavAn aura gurudeva ko namaskAra kara, vizuddha sthAna meM baiTha kara par3hanA prArambha kreN| yadi zarIra meM baiThe rahane kI zakti ho to sthira Asana se baiTha kara hI dhArmika pustakoM ko par3hanA caahiye| jisa prakAra upanyAsoM, kathA-kahAniyoM kI pustakoM ko sote, uThate-baiThate, vividha AsanoM se leTe athavA baiThe raha kara par3hate haiM, usa prakAra kabhI nahIM par3hanA cAhiye / kucha vyakti maryAdA kI ina bAtoM se ghabarA kara athavA vItarAga- vANI kA mahattva na samajha pAne ke kAraNa zAstroM kA
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________________ gaMdhahatthINaM 480 paThana hI nahIM karate, jo ucita nhiiN| * Apa sAmAyika meM mAlA pheriye, stavana par3hiye, Apake mastiSka meM utanI tallInatA nahIM A pAyegI, jitanI ki svAdhyAya meM AtI hai| mAlA meM baiThane vAlA vyakti jhuka sakatA hai, usako nidrA kA jhoMkA A sakatA hai, mAlA japate-japate ArtadhyAna bhI A sakatA hai| dukAna ke kAma-kAja meM mana calA gayA, kisI mukadame kA vicAra A gayA to ApakA mana usakI ora jA sakatA hai aura jApa karate-karate usa vicAra-pravAha meM baha kara prabhu se prArthanA karane laga sakate haiM ki he prabho! aba to ApakI hI zaraNa hai ! isa prakAra mAlA japate samaya Apako cintA bhI ho sakatI hai, ApakI manovRttiyA~ anyatra bhI jA sakatI haiN| parantu svAdhyAya meM kAyayoga, vacanayoga aura manoyoga-ina tInoM prakAra ke yogoM kA upayoga rhegaa| vastutaH svAdhyAya karate samaya mana-mastiSka, jihvA aura A~khoM kA upayoga bhI jor3anA par3atA hai| . svAdhyAya karate samaya ApakI A~kheM pastaka para hoNgii| yadi thor3I sI bhI A~kha idhara-udhara ghUma gaI to pustaka | kI paMkti chUTa jAyegI aura ApakA svAdhyAya kA calatA huA krama TUTa jaayegaa| kAyayoga, vacanayoga aura manoyoga ina tInoM yogoM ke saMyojana se hI svAdhyAya ho sakatA hai| isIliye jJAniyoM ne kahA hai ki svAdhyAya karate samaya Asana sthira, vANI niyaMtrita tathA mana ekAgra hotA hai| mana ko ekAgra karane ke liye sthira Asana se baiThanA anivArya ho jAtA hai| svAdhyAya meM mana, vacana aura kAya ina tInoM kA yoga susAdhya hai| rAga-dveSa kI jaTilagAMTha jaba taka udaya meM hai aura jaba taka vaha nahIM TUTatI taba taka samyagdarzana nahIM hogaa| usa rAgadveSa kI gAMTha ke tor3ane athavA kholane ko hI granthibheda kahate haiN| viSaya-kaSAyoM ke granthibheda ke binA samyaktva kI prApti nahIM ho sktii| vastutaH granthibheda kA sabase bar3A sAdhana bhI svAdhyAya hI hai| svAdhyAya vaha prakriyA hai, jo hamArI manobhUmi ke sAtha zAstrIya vANI ke dvArA ajJAna kA andhakAra haTAne evaM jJAna kI jyoti jagAne ke liye gharSaNa kA kAma karatI hai| vaha eka sAdhana hai, jisase hama apane mana para Aye hue, AtmA para lage hue ajJAna ke parade ko dUra kara sakate haiN| deza evaM samAja ke sAmane dRr3hatA se khar3A honA hai, to svAdhyAya ke saMskAra ghara-ghara meM prAraMbha kiijie| apane baccoM meM svAdhyAya ke saMskAra ddaaliye| svAdhyAya meM Apa bhI pravRtta hoie| svAdhyAya sAdhu evaM zrAvaka kA sAmAnya dharma hai| sAmAyika, upavAsa, yama, niyama Adi vizeSa dharma haiM, para svAdhyAya sAmAnya dharma hai| jaise binA chAnA pAnI nahIM pInA, jApa karanA Adi samAja-dharma hai| agara sAdhu-sAdhvI virAjate haiM, to guru-darzana pratidina karanA samAja dharma hai| inheM jaise Apane samAja-dharma mAna rakhA hai, usI taraha svAdhyAya ko bhI samAja-dharma kA rUpa deN| bacce-bUr3he, yuvaka-yuvatiyA~,bAlaka-bAlikAe~, sabhI nitya-niyama ke taura para isa svAdhyAya ko svIkAra kreN| svAdhyAya kA lakSya Apa loga svAdhyAya ke antaraMga aura bahiraMga ina donoM lakSyoM ko lekara caleM / antaraMga lakSya svAdhyAya kA yaha hai ki jIvana ko dUSita karane vAle mithyA tattvoM se, AtmA ko kaluSita karane vAle sabhI prakAra ke kAryoM evaM vicAroM se apane Apako dUra rakhanA tathA antarmana ko zuddha cintana, zubha evaM parama kalyANakArI kAryoM meM nirata rkhnaa| isa Antarika lakSya meM pratipala sajaga rahane kI AvazyakatA hai| svAdhyAya kA bahiraMga lakSya hai samAja-nirmANa, samAja-sevA aura zAsana-sevA kA kArya krnaa| isa prakAra svAdhyAya ke do lakSya hue antaraMga
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________________ dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 481 lakSya aura bahiraMga lakSya / moTe rUpa meM svAdhyAya kA tIsarA lakSya batAyA gayA hai ki samAja ke hajAroM baMdhu parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM dharmArAdhana se vaMcita rahate haiM, unake vahA~ parvArAdhana ke dinoM meM svAdhyAyI baMdhuoM ko bhejakara unheM dharmArAdhana krvaanaa| svAdhyAya saMgha dvArA prativarSa aneka sthAnoM para parvArAdhana ke dinoM meM dharmArAdhana karavAne ke lie svAdhyAyI bheje jAte haiM / tathApi svAdhyAyiyoM kI saMkhyA AvazyakatA kI apekSA ati svalpa hone ke kAraNa aneka sthAnoM ke hajAroM bhAI isa lAbha se vaMcita raha jAte haiM / isa kamI ko pUrA karanA svAdhyAya kA tIsarA lakSya hai| 1 # svAdhyAya-saMgha * vartamAna meM hamArI sAdhu saMkhyA kama par3a rahI hai| tyAga tapa kI tejasvitA maMda ho rahI hai| svAdhyAya-saMgha ko khar3A karane kA uddezya sAdhu-saMgha ko bala denA hai / isI dRSTi se svAdhyAya-saMgha nAmaka isa saMsthA kA janma huaa| * hamAre gA~va to hajAroM haiM, samAja ke sadasyoM kI saMkhyA lAkhoM haiM, para sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI saMkhyA inI - ginI raha gayI haiM / una ine-ginoM meM bhI, jo samAja ko apanI ora khIMca sakeM, aise sAdhu-sAdhvI aMguliyoM ke pora para ginane yogya raha gaye haiN| to phira bhagavAna mahAvIra zAsana ke astitva ko kisa prakAra sudRr3ha aura sazakta rakhanA, yaha AvazyakatA ho gii| isa AvazyakatA ke bar3hate rUpa meM mana ko cintana karane kA avasara AyA ki yadi jaldI hI isakA upAya nahIM kiyA gayA to samAja kA rakSaNa nahIM ho sakegA / * Aja svAdhyAya saMgha ke sadasyoM kI saMkhyA 600 hai / isase aura adhika saMkhyA ho jAe to maiM kevala saMkhyA ke bar3hane mAtra se hI prasannatA prakaTa karane vAlA nahIM huuN| eka hI AvAja para eka iMgita para zAsana - sevA meM pila par3ane, juTa jAne aura samarpita hone kI bhAvanA jitanI adhika mAtrA meM hogI utanI hI mAtrA meM maiM svAdhyAyI baMdhuoM kA zAsana hita meM adhika yogadAna mAnU~gA / saMkhyA to adhikAdhika hotI jAe aura eka hI AvAja para susaMgaThita evaM anuzAsita rUpa meM zAsana hita ke kArya karane kI bhAvanA nahIM ho to ise isa saMsthA kI saphalatA nahIM mAnA jA sakatA / pratyeka svAdhyAyI ke mana meM zAsana hita va samAja sevA ke kAryoM meM sadA tatpara rahane kI bhAvanA aura lagana honA parama Avazyaka hai 1 # svAdhyAyI * pratyeka svAdhyAyI kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara agrasara hotA rahegA to vaha apane jIvana kA, samAja kA aura rASTra kA navanirmANa karane meM saphala hogaa| * maiM kisI bhI svAdhyAyI meM koI bhI vyasana dekhanA nahIM caahuuNgaa| yadi kisI svAdhyAyI meM koI vyasana hogA to vaha usake jIvana ke sAtha-sAtha svAdhyAya saMgha jaisI pavitra saMsthA para bhI dhabbA hogA / pratyeka svAdhyAyI kA jIvana nirvyasanI honA cAhie, kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara Age bar3hane vAlA honA cAhie / I * pratyeka svAdhyAyI pUrNa niSThA ke sAtha samAja sevA ke karttavya patha para agrasara hotA rahe / karttavyaparAyaNatA ke sAtha kArya karatA rhe| apane kArya ke phala kI icchA nahIM kre| mahimA - pUjA aura mAna-sammAna ko viSavat samajhe / kama se kama svAdhyAya saMgha ke, samAja sevA ke, jinazAsana kI sevA ke arthAt sva-para kalyANa ke isa punIta kArya ko to kisI laukika phalaprApti kI icchA rakhe binA karatA rhe|
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________________ 482 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * pratyeka svAdhyAyI yahI soce ki zAsana-sevA karanA merA kartavya hai, merA adhikAra to kevala nirantara kArya karate rahane kA hI hai, na ki phala kI kAmanA karane kaa| merA abhinaMdana nahIM kiyA gayA, maiMne itanA kArya kiyA, phira bhI mujhe koI sammAna yA koI pada Adi nahIM milaa| aise kisI bhI prakAra ke phala kI icchA karanA jahara hai, ataH isase bacate rahane kA hara svAdhyAyI dhyAna rkhegaa| SaDAvazyakoM ko apane jIvana meM DhAlakara pratyeka svAdhyAyI apane Apako camakAte hue dRr3hatA se calatA rahA to kalyANa mArga meM Age pragati kara skegaa| uparyukta bAtoM ko cintana ke rUpa meM Apa soMcege, samajheMge aura kArya rUpa meM pariNata kareMge to ApakA, samAja kA aura vizva kA, sabhI kA kalyANa hogaa| deza aura dezavAsiyoM kI rakSA ke lie senA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| yaha zastradhArI senA bAhya zatruoM se hI rakSA kara sakatI hai, Antarika zatruoM se nhiiN| Antarika zatru haiM- anAcAra, anaitikatA, pArasparika IrSyA-dveSa, kalaha aadi| ina Antarika zatruoM se rakSA ke lie inheM dUra karane ke lie AvazyakatA hai-zAstradhArI (zrutajJAnI) senA kii| , zAstradhArI sainika sat zAstroM kA adhyayana karake, jJAna aura cAritra pakSa ko hRdaya meM dhAraNa karake, svayaM apane jIvana kI anaitikatAoM ko nikAla bAhara pheMkate haiM, sAtha hI Antarika zatruoM se mukta hone meM anya logoM ke bhI sahAyaka banate haiN| isalie Aja saMsAra ko anAcAra, anaitikatA, IrSyA-dveSa, kalaha Adi kI samApti ke lie zastradhArI nahIM, zAstradhArI sainikoM kI AvazyakatA hai| jo svAdhyAyI paThana-pAThana meM praveza pA cuke haiM, ve yaha na soceM ki ve pUre svAdhyAyI bana gaye haiN| jisa taraha pahalI kakSA meM par3hane vAlA bhI vidyArthI kahalAtA hai aura jaba taka snAtaka nahIM ho jAtA taba taka bhI vidyArthI hI kahalAtA hai| snAtaka bana jAne ke pazcAt hI vaha kahatA hai ki usane par3hAI pUrI kara lI hai| usI prakAra Apa bhI svAdhyAya ke nirantara abhyAsa dvArA ajJAna ko miTAte hue nirantara Age bar3hate raheMge tabhI pUre svAdhyAyI kahalA sakate haiN| isI lakSya ko lekara Apako Age bar3hanA hai| * yaha pramoda kA viSaya hai ki hamAre aneka baMdhu svAdhyAya meM, svAdhyAya zikSaNa grahaNa karane meM pravRtta ho gaye haiN| jo nahIM hue haiM jinake mana meM jina zAsana ke prati prema hai, vItarAgavANI ke prati zraddhAsikta sneha hai, ve svAdhyAya meM pravRta hoN| * kabhI-kabhI aisA anubhava hotA hai ki sthAnaka meM jhADU svayaM svAdhyAyI bhAiyoM ko lagAnA par3atA hai aura ghara-ghara para jAkara bhAiyoM ko bulAnA par3atA hai| yadi svAdhyAyI bhAI ghabarA jAyeMge to kAma nahIM calegA, kahIM bhojana pakAne vAlA nahIM milatA, sAra-saMbhAla karane vAlA nahIM milatA to yaha nahIM soce ki maiM yahA~ para kyA rahU~, aisA soca liyA to sevA nahIM hogii| sevA nahIM hogI to sacce svAdhyAyiyoM ke nambara meM pAsa nahIM hoNge| svAdhyAyI ko kisI ke doSa nahIM dekhanA hai, kisI ke prati IrSyA nahIM jagAnI hai, kisI kI TIkA-TippaNI nahIM karanI hai| apane niyata kArya meM nirantara pragati karate hue niSThA ke sAtha jinazAsana aura samAja kI sevA ko | apanA kartavya samajha kara uttarottara Age bar3hanA hai| koI bhI svAdhyAyI ho, vaha svAdhyAyI ApakA sahadharmI bhAI hai| kisI svAdhyAya-saMgha kA svAdhyAyI ho, vaha ApakA svAdhyAyI baMdhu hai| pratyeka jaina ApakA jaina bhAI hai| isake alAvA jo dUsare samAja ke baMdhu haiM, ve bhI Apake bhAI haiM / ataH kisI kI AlocanA meM, TIkA-TippaNI meM par3akara Apako apane samaya kA durupayoga nahIM karanA hai|
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________________ (dvitIya khaNDa : darzana khaNDa 483 . hiMsA kA virodha __ ahiMsA ke premI yadi yaha socakara cupa raha jAeM ki sarakAra katlakhAnA khola rahI hai| usake sAmane hamArI kyA calegI? to yaha ucita nahIM hai| prajAtantrI sarakAra prajA kI icchA se calatI hai aura use calanA cAhie / yadi prajA kI AvAja meM bala hogA to sarakAra ko apanA nirNaya badalanA pdd'egaa| katipaya ahiMsA premiyoM ne katlakhAne ke khilApha AvAja uThAI hai aura ve AvAja ko bulanda karanA cAhate haiN| kendra meM bhI virodha huA hai aura deza ke dUsare-dUsare hissoM meM bhI / ahiMsA premiyoM kA cAhe ve kisI bhI dharma, paMtha yA sampradAya ke anuyAyI hoM, kartavya ho jAtA hai ki ve saMgaThita hokara aura DaTakara hiMsA kA virodha kareM / usa virodha ko sarakAra ke kAnoM taka pahuMcAveM / sAmUhika milana ke avasara bhI isake lie upayukta ho sakate haiN| agara ApakI yaha AvAja ki Apa dezavAsI aise hiMsAkRtyoM ko deza ke lie abhizApa samajhate haiM, mAnavatA ke lie abhizApa samajhate haiM, bulanda hokara sarakAra ke kAnoM taka AvAja pahu~cAyeMge to sarakAra ko vivaza hokara socanA pdd'egaa| kucha loga sarakAra ke isa prakAra ke kRtyoM kA virodha karanA 'viruddharajjAikkame' arthAt rAjya ke viruddha kArya karanA samajhate haiM, kintu yaha bhrama mAtra hai| prajAhita kI dRSTi se rAjya ne jo maryAdAyeM banAI haiM, unakA apane svArtha se prerita hokara avaidhAnika rUpa se ullaMghana karanA doSa hai| bhArata-cIna saMgharSa meM bhAratIya hitoM ke viruddha cIna kA sAtha denA aura isa prakAra deza droha karanA doSa hai, magara bhAratIya saMvidhAna ke anusAra jaba Apako sarakAra ke kisI prastAva yA kAnUna kA virodha karane kA adhikAra prApta hai aura Apa apane usa adhikAra kA sadupayoga karate haiM, deza, samAja aura saMskRti kI rakSA kI pavitra bhAvanA se virodha karate haiM to Apa 'viruddharajjAikamme' doSa ke bhAgI nahIM hote| yahI nahIM, jisa vidhAna ko Apa deza hita ke, dharma ke va saMskRti ke viruddha samajhate haiM aura jisakA virodha karane ke Apa adhikArI haiM, usakA bhI agara Apa virodha nahIM karate aura use cupacApa svIkAra kara lete haiM to yaha ApakI durbalatA hai, Apa ke lie kalaMka kI bAta hai|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa vyaktitva khaNDa prastuta khaNDa do stabakoM meM vibhakta hai- 1. saMsmaraNoM meM jhalakatA vyaktitva 2. kAvyAMjali meM nilIna vyktitv| prathama stabaka gadya meM hai tathA dvitIya stabaka padya meM hai| saMsmaraNa lekhaka kI cetanA se sIdhe jur3e rahate haiM, jinakA avagAhana kara pAThaka guNasamudra AcAryapravara kI vizeSatAoM kA svayaM Akalana kara sakatA hai| uccakoTi ke cAritraniSTha sAdhaka saMta, gahanavicAraka evaM yugamanISI mahApuruSa ke nispRhatA, apramattatA, udAratA, karuNAbhAva, guNiyoM ke prati pramodabhAva, vacana-siddhi, bhAvi-draSTutva, cAritra-pAlana ke prati sajagatA, AtmIyatA, asIma Atmazakti, vidvattA, pAtratA kI parakha, dUradarzitA Adi aneka guNoM kA ina saMsmaraNoM se bodha hotA hai| dvitIya stabaka meM kAvyamaya guNagAna hai, jisameM AcAryapravara kA sAdhanAzIla evaM yugaprabhAvaka vyaktitva ujAgara huA hai| ina stabakoM kA anuzIlana karane se yaha svataH bodha hotA hai ki AcAryapravara eka mahAn asAdhAraNa saMta kI vizeSatAoM se ota-prota the|
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________________ L tRtIya-khaNDa prathama stabaka saMsmaraNoM meM jhalakatA byaktitva (AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. para santa-pravaroM evaM zrAvakagaNa ke preraka saMsmaraNA)
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________________ adhyAtmayogI yugazAstA gurudeva * AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. gagana-maNDala meM udIyamAna sUrya kA paricaya nahIM diyA jaataa| usakA prakAza aura usakI USmA hI usake | paricAyaka haiN| phUla kA paricaya usakA vikasita rUpa aura sugaMdha hai, jisa para bhramara-dala svataH daur3e hue cale Ate haiN| pUjya gurudeva AcArya bhagavanta kA bhI kyA paricaya dU~, ve zramaNa saMskRti ke amaragAyaka, jaina saMskRti ke unnAyaka, yuga ko sAmAyika- svAdhyAya kA amara saMdeza dene vAle mahAna pratApI AcArya, itihAsa ke anveSaNa ke sAtha | itihAsa banAne vAle Adarza mahApuruSa evaM yazasvI santa the / Apake jIvana ke kaNa-kaNa meM prasiddhi nahIM, siddhi kA bhAva samAyA rhaa| ApakI sAdhanA kA pravacanaprabhAvanA evaM vItarAga vANI ke upadezoM kA lakSya prabhAva nahIM svabhAva meM lAne kA rhaa| Apake jIvana meM viSamatA nahIM samatA kA sAmrAjya rhaa| ApakI amara Atma-sAdhanA, sAdagI, saralatA va sevA kA sammilita saMyoga rahI / sampradAya meM rahate bhI asAmpradAyika rahakara Apa sabako dharma-mArga meM Age bar3hate rahane kI sadpreraNA karate rahe / kriyAniSTha hokara bhI ApameM ahaMkAra kI nahIM, Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI bhAvanA rhii| ve mahAmAnava dharma aura darzana ke jJAyaka, sabhyatA aura saMskRti ke rakSaka, nyAya aura nIti ke pAlaka Agama-AjJA ke ArAdhaka, satya aura ziva ke sajaga sAdhaka, dharma kI Ana-bAna aura zAna ke catura citere, dezakAla kI paristhitiyoM ke prabuddha vicAraka rhe| mana ke zyAma pakSa ArAdhanA se ujjvala banAne vAle, sAmAyika- sAdhanA rUpa mantra ke dAtA evaM ajJAnAndhakAra ko haTAne vAle svAdhyAya dIpa ke pradyotaka rhe| Apake jIvana meM svArtha kA koI saMketa nahIM, parokSa- pratyakSa meM koI antara nahIM, pradarzana - ADambara nahIM, lobha-lAlaca nahIM, mAtra AtmA ko paramAtmA banAne kI TIsa, sAdhaka se siddha banAne kI anta:kAmanA, samAja ko Upara uThAne kI evaM sudhAra kA dizA bodha dene kI hI antara gUMja rhii| isa yuga puruSa ne jJAna - darzana - cAritra - taparUpa mokSa mArga ke bala para caturvidha saMgha ko Age bar3hane kA saMdeza diyA aura nirbhIkatA kA saccAI kA vItarAgatA kA, siddhAnta para dRr3ha rahane kA, maryAdAoM evaM niyama- pAlana kA , " nUtana pATha pddh'aayaa| ve svayaM siddhAnta para aTala rhe| lAuDaspIkara ke niSedha, sAmAcArI ke pAlana aura saMvatsarI Adi ke siddhAntoM para dRr3ha rhe| jIvana meM kabhI himmata nahIM haarii| choTe se saMgha meM bhI maryAdA tor3ane vAloM ko | nikAlate kabhI hicakicAye nahIM / yugazAstA gurudeva ke ucca sAdhaka vyaktitva va kRtitva ke samakSa binA kisI bheda ke jaina jainetara sabhI zraddhAvanata rahe / Apane saMgha meM samatA ke merudaNDa ko puSTa kiyA va svAdhyAya ke ghoSa kA zaMkhanAda kiyaa| ApakI | ina preraNAoM ko AtmotthAna va saMghonnati kA anivArya sAdhana mAnate hue sabhI ne svIkArA hai aura usakA mUrtarUpa anya paraMparAoM dvArA bhI svAdhyAya saMghoM kI sthApanA ke rUpa meM pratyakSa dRSTigata ho rahA hai| Apake roma-roma meM prema, ekatA, anurAga saMcarita hotA rahA tathA aMtasa meM karuNA kA avirala srota niraMtara pravAhamAna rahA / bhagavaMta kI vANI utkarSatA rhii| ApakA bAhya vyaktitva jitanA nayanAbhirAma thA, meM oja, hRdaya meM pavitratA, udAratA evaM sAdhanA usase bhI kaI guNA adhika bhItara kA jIvana manobhirAma rahA /
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________________ 486 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM __ Apake jIvana meM sAgara sI gaMbhIratA, candra sI zItalatA, sUrya sI tejasvitA, parvata sI aDolatA kA sAmaMjasya || eka sAtha dekhane ko milaa| ApakI vANI, vicAra evaM vyavahAra meM saralatA kA guNa eka adbhuta vizeSatA rahI / / jIvana meM kahIM chipAva nahIM, durAva nhiiN| saralatA, madhuratA evaM niSkapaTatA kA adbhuta saMgama thA ApakA jiivn| garudeva ne sAdhaka jIvana meM ahaMkAra ko kAlA nAga mAnate hue utkRSTa sAdhanA ke svarUpa ko svIkArA, kyoMki jisako kAle nAga ne Dasa liyA ho vaha sAdhanA kI sudhA pI nahIM sktaa| gurudeva dayA ke devatA rahe / dayA sAdhanA kA makkhana hai, mana kA mAdhurya hai| dayA kI rasa dhArA hRdaya ko urvara banAtI hai| japa-sAdhanA Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi ko samApta kara samAdhi pradAna karane vAlI hai, ata: Apane bhojana kI apekSA bhajana ko adhika mahattva diyaa| mauna-sAdhanA ApakI sAdhanA kA pramukha evaM abhinna aMga rhaa| zikSA kI anivAryatA ko mahattva pradAna karate hue Apane pharamAyA ki jIvana meM zikSA ke abhAva meM sAdhanA apUrNa mAnI gaI hai| zikSA kA vahI mahattva hai jo zarIra meM prANa , mana va AtmA kA hai| jIvana meM camaka-damaka , gati-pragati, vyavahAra-vicAra saba zikSA se hI sundara hote haiN| saMsAra kI saba upalabdhiyoM meM zikSA sabase bar3hakara hai| dIkSA ke sAtha bhI zikSA anivArya hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki Apa ziSya-ziSyAoM evaM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko svAdhyAya-sAdhanA rUpa zikSA kI anamola preraNA dete rhe| AcArya bhagavanta kA dRr3ha maMtavya rahA ki jIvana niMdA se nahIM nirmANa se nikharatA hai| niMdaka bhI kabhI kucha de jAtA hai| jaisA ki kavi kA kathana hai - "niMdaka niyare rAkhiye, A~gana kuTI chavAya / bina pAnI sAbuna binA, nirmala kare subhAya // " ata: Apane niMdaka ko bhI apanA upakArI btaayaa| stuti vAloM se kahA -'tumhArA mere para sneha hai, ata: tuma rAga se kahate ho|' to virodha vAloM se kahA - "virodha mere lie vinoda hai|' anukUla - pratikUla hara sthiti meM gulAba kI taraha muskarAte rahanA, yahI samatA-sAdhanA kI sahI kalA hai, aura Apa usI samatA-sAdhanA ke sAdhaka ziromaNi rahe / saM. 2041 ke jodhapura cAturmAsa meM kSamApanA ke upalakSya meM yuvAcArya mahAprajJa renabo hAusa padhAre taba unhoMne kahA thA -"loga kahate haiM Apa alpabhASI haiM, kama bolate haiN| para kahA~ haiM Apa alpa bhASI ? Apa bolate haiM, bahuta bolate haiN| ApakA jIvana bolatA hai, saMyama bolatA hai|" ____ asvasthatA kI sthiti dekhakara santoM ne sahArA lekara virAjane kA nivedana kiyA to AcArya bhagavaMta bole"dharma kA sahArA le rakhA hai|" yahI bAta pAlI meM viduSI mahAsatI zrI mainA sundarI jI ke kahane para bhagavaMta ne kahI thI - "Apane mere gurudeva ko nahIM dekhA, nahIM to aisA nahIM khtii|" Apa saMgha meM rahe taba bhI evaM bAhara rahe taba bhI sabhI mahApuruSoM kA Apake prati samAna Adara bhAva rhaa| | AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma. Apake liye 'parisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' pada kA prayoga karate the| AcArya zrI Ananda RSi jI ma. samaya-samaya para samasyA kA samAdhAna maMgAte the| AcArya zrI devendra muni jI ma.sA. svayaM ko sAhitya ke kSetra | meM lagAne meM ApakA upakAra mAnate the| pravartaka zrI pannAlAla jI ma. Apako vicAraka evaM sahAyaka mAnate the aura pratyeka sthiti meM sAtha rhe| AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI ma. ne Apako siddhAMtavAdI evaM paramparAvAdI maanaa| ____ Apa guNaprazaMsaka va guNagrAhaka rahe tathA paraniMdA se sadaiva dUra rahe aura jIvana paryanta isI kI preraNA kii| Apa pracAra ke pakSadhara the, kintu AcAra ko gauNa karake pracAra ke pakSa meM nahIM rahe / "jinake mana meM guru basate haiM, ve ziSya | dhanya haiM, para jo guru ke mana meM rahate haiM, jinakI prazaMsA zobhA guru karate haiM, ve unase bhI dhanya dhanya haiN|" Apa zrI para
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________________ BIRGI- V IC-. (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 487|| | yaha kathana Apake mAhAtmya ko spaSTa karatA hai| bhagavaMta zithilAcAra rUpa vikAra kI vizuddhi kara sAraNA, vAraNA, dhAraNA ke poSaka rhe| Apane saMgha ke || !! saMgaThana, saMcAlana, saMrakSaNa, saMvardhana, anuzAsana evaM sarvatomukhI vikAsa va abhyutthAna hetu jIvana samarpita kara diyaa| sataguru kI mahimA anaMta, anaMta kiyA upakAra / lAcana anaMta ughAriyA, anaMta dikhAvana hAra / / " sadguru pUjya bhagavaMta ke caraNoM meM bhaktoM kI bhIr3a lagI rahatI thii| jijJAsu apanI jijJAsAe~ lekara Ate || | aura saMtuSTi prApta kara cale jaate| AzAvAdI apanI AzAe~ lekara Ate aura prasannatA se AplAvita hokara jAte / / zraddhAlu apanI zraddhA lekara Ate aura vrata-niyama ke upahAra se upakRta hokara jAte / bhakta apanI bhakti se Ate aura Atmika zakti lekara cale jaate| bhAvuka apane bhAvanAyukta aramAna lekara Ate aura bhAva vibhora hokara lauTa jaate| sabhI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna, ApazrI ke caraNoM meM hotA thaa| saMdhyA-samaya sUrya jaba astAcala kI ora jAtA hai to usakA prakAza bhI maMda ho jAtA hai| kintu AcArya bhagavanta sUrya se bhI adhika vilakSaNa vyaktitva ke dhanI the| jIvana kI sAMdhya-velA meM bhI unakA jJAna sUrya nii-nii| kiraNeM pheMkakara sabako sAvadhAna kara rahA thA, samAdhi-sAdhanA camatkRta kara rahI thii| Apa AMkha baMda karake bhI || caubIsoM ghaMTe jAgRta the, Atmastha the, apane Apa meM lIna the, apramatta the| Apane bhojana to chor3a diyA, para bhajana nahIM | chodd'aa| caubIsoM ghaMTe mAlA Apake hAtha meM suzobhita thii| aMguliyoM para lalAI Ane para Apake hAtha se mAlA lene | para bhI paura para mAlA calatI rahatI, pariNAmasvarUpa mAlA phira hAtha meM denI pdd'tii| caraNoM meM baiThakara aisA mahasUsa || hotA thA ki mAno jJAna-siMdhu ke caraNoM meM baiThe haiN| nitya navIna anubhava milate rahate the| ApakI vizeSatAoM kA aura guNoM kA kathana karanA asaMbhava hai| kyA kabhI virAT sAgara ko aMjali meM bharA jA sakatA hai ? meru ko tarAjU meM tolA jA sakatA hai ? pRthvI ko bAla caraNa se nApA jA sakatA hai? kadAcit ye saba saMbhava ho sakatA hai, parantu guNa-khAna pUjya gurubhagavanta ke guNa-gAna saMbhava nhiiN| jinakA jIvana kathanI kA nahIM karaNI kA, rAga kA nahIM tyAga kA sandeza detA hai , jana-jana ke hRdaya samrAT , sAdhakoM ke jIvana nirmAtA, bhaktoM ke bhagavAna, sAdhu maryAdA ke utkRSTa pAlaka evaM saMrakSaka, asIma guNoM ke akSaya bhaMDAra, saMyama - jIvana pradAtA, isa jIvana ke kuzala zilpakAra parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ko maiMne apane carma cakSuoM se jisa rUpa meM dekhA, vaha mahaja anubhUti kA viSaya hai / isa jIvana meM hara kSaNa una mahanIya guruvarya kA ananta upakAra rahA hai, saMyama ke hara kadama para unakI mahatI preraNA rahI hai, unakA varadahasta sadA pAtheya bana sambala detA rahA hai / sAdhaka jIvana kI abhivyakti vAle aneka sUtra bhagavanta ke jIvana meM sAkAra siddha the| unake jIvana-sUtra zikSA bana sAdhaka-jIvana kA patha prazasta kara rahe haiN| saMvat 2009 ke nAgaura cAturmAsa meM AcArya bhagavaMta ne apane jIvana meM sadhA huA eka sUtra diyA - "khaNa nikammo rahaNo nahIM, karaNo Atama kaam| bhaNaNo, guNaNo, sIkhaNo, ramaNo jJAna ArAma / / " caudaha varSa kI vaya meM isa bAlaka ne (maiMne) nAgaura cAturmAsa meM dekhA ki samagra saMsAra jisa samaya gahana nidrA meM soyA rahatA hai, usa samaya bhI vaha apramatta sAdhaka smaraNa va dhyAna meM lIna rahatA / rAtri 12 se 3 baje ke bIca jaba bhI bhagavanta jAga jAte, maiMne unheM sIDhiyoM meM eka pAMva dhyAnastha khar3e hokara sAdhanA karate paayaa| bhogiyoM ke
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________________ 488 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM liye jo nidrA kA samaya hai, una AtmayogI mahApuruSa ke lie vaha nirjarA kA samaya hotA thaa| saMsArI jana dina meM bhI sukhapUrvaka vizrAnti ke lie hI to yatna zIla rahate haiM, para mahApuruSa to rAtri meM bhI AtmA ke ananta prakAza ke prakaTIkaraNa ke liye yatnazIla rahate haiN| jAgaramANA una mahAmanISI ke lie rAtri bhI dina ke samAna hI thii| zramaNa bhagavAna kA kathana "devAvi taM namaMsanti jassa dhamme sayA maNo" bhagavanta ke jIvana meM sAkAra dekhaa| jinake mana meM dharma rama gayA hai, una dRDha saMyamI zramaNa bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM devatA bhI jhukeM to Azcarya kyA? anantapurA Adi aneka sthAnoM para una pUjyapAda ke pAvana padArpaNa va prabhAvaka preraNA se pazu bali banda ho jAnA jaise aneka udAharaNa unake sAdhanAniSTha jIvana ke prabala prabhAva batAte haiM / ahiMsA , saMyama evaM tapa se bhAvita ratnAdhika mahApuruSoM ke liye na koI bhaya hai, na unake jIvana meM sva para kA koI bheda hai aura na hI koI kheda / "ahiMsA pratiSThAyAM vairatyAga:", jinake roma-roma meM dayA kA vAsa ho, pratyeka prANI ke kalyANa kI hI kAmanA ho, una abhaya ke devatA se bhalA kisakA vaira ho sakatA hai , nAgarAja evaM araNya ke rAjA siMharAja bhI nata-mastaka ho jAyeM to bhalA Azcarya kyA ? bhava-bhava se saMcita karma zatru bhI to unakI AtmA ke puruSArtha yA siMhanAda ke samakSa kahA~ Tika pAte haiN| alavara ke vihAra krama meM maiM sAtha thaa| rAtri meM zera kI dahADa sanI, para zera jaise AyA, vaise cala diyaa| SaTkAyapratipAlaka mahApuruSa svayaM to nirbhaya hote hI haiM, apane saMsarga , sAnnidhya meM Ane vAloM ke liye bhI abhayapradAtA bana jAte haiN| saM. 2022 meM AcArya bhagavanta kA bAlotarA cAturmAsa thaa| merI dIkSA kA dUsarA varSa thaa| usa samaya bhArata-pAkistAna kI lar3AI kA prasaMga aayaa| bhagavanta usa samaya zramaNa saMgha meM upAdhyAya the| AcArya zrI Ananda RSijI ne pUjya gurudeva zrI hastImalajI mahArAja ke lie likhavAyA ki aisI sthiti meM kabhI sthAna badalanA par3e to Apa sthAna badala leN| usa lar3AI meM bADamera se vAyuyAna bAlotarA hokara jodhapura jAte / vAyuyAnoM kI gar3agar3AhaTa sunI jAtI, bama girte| kucha bama jodhapura se pahale bhI gire, jodhapura meM saikar3oM bama gire, lekina nukasAna nahIM huaa| AcArya samrATa ke samAcAra Ane para bhI bhagavanta ne sthAna nahIM badalA, nirbhayatA se vahIM cAturmAsa kiyaa| saMyamaniSTha mahAparuSa kabhI camatkAra nahIM dikhaate| RdiyA~ siddhiyA~ va camatkAra to unake ana unakA jIvana svayaM camatkAra bana jAtA hai| svayaM bhagavanta se pIpAr3a meM sunA - bAraha varSa taka yadi koI 'taccitte tammaNe' hokara satya bhASaNa va sad AcaraNa kare to use vacana siddhi ho jAtI hai| nirmala matizruta ke dhAraka una mahAmanISI ke alpa saMbhASaNa meM bhI bhaktoM ko bhaviSya kA sahaja saMketa mila jAtA thaa| zraddhAlu bhakta jana Ane vAlI vipattiyoM kA AbhAsa pA zraddhAvanata ho jaate| samatva sAdhaka bhagavanta jahA~ jahA~ padhAre, vaiSamya dUra hotA gyaa| sivAJcI kA vivAda jo kaI santa-mahApuruSoM kI preraNA se na sulajha pAyA, dhar3ebandI bhI itanI majabUta ki ghara AyA jAmAtA bhojana nahIM kare, rAkhI bAMdhane AI bhaginI bhAI ke ghara kA pAnI bhI nahIM piiye| paraspara vibheda itanA ki vivAda kA nipaTArA karane baiThe paMca bhI eka jAjama para baiThane ko taiyAra nahIM, lUnI nadI se reta maMgAkara usa para baitthe| sAmAjikoM ke mana meM kaisI gaharI khAI ? sAmAyika ke ArAdhaka AcArya bhagavanta kA samatva kA saccA saMdeza sivAMcIvAsI bhAiyoM ke gale utarA aura vahAM | jana-jana meM sneha saritA pravAhita huii| samadar3I, kizanagar3ha, bAlesara Adi aneka sthAnoM para samAja meM vyApta dhar3ebaMdI va kalaha ke bAdala Apake pAvana padArpaNa va preraNA se chaMTa gye| eka bAra maiMne bhagavanta se pUchA -"bhagavan ! Apake udbodhana se anumAnata: kitane vyaktiyoM ke jIvana ko naI
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 489 dizA milI hogI ? pratyuttara meM nispRhayogI ne pharamAyA - "bhAI ! kartavya karane ke hote haiM, kahane ke nhiiN|" jinake svayaM ke mana meM pakSapoSaNa va sAmpradAyikatA kI bhAvanA na ho, vaha mahApuruSa hI samAja ko samatva va ekatva kA saMdeza de sakatA hai| Apake jIvana meM aneka bAra aise prasaMga Aye jaba anya paramparA ke asantuSTa saMta gurucaraNoM se vimukha ho ApakI sevA meM Aye, para Apane kabhI unheM protsAhita nahIM kiyA, varan samajhA - bujhA kara satparAmarza dekara puna: guru caraNAnuyAyI bnaayaa| mohanIya ke udaya se kabhI kisI sampradAya kA koI saMta kabhI bhaTaka gayA to havA ur3Ane kI bajAya puna: zrAvakoM kA mArgadarzana kara unheM sthira hI kiyA va una paramparAoM kA sammAna va jina zAsana kI garimA ko akSuNNa banAye rkhaa| tabhI to sabhI paramparAoM ke mahApuruSoM kA Apake prati ananya sneha va zraddhAbhAva thaa| viparIta paristhiti hone para Apase mArgadarzana, sahayoga va saMrakSaNa lene meM kisI ko koI saMkoca nahIM huaa| AcArya samrAT pUjya zrI Ananda RSijI ma.sA. ke eka ziSya ko rAmapurA caukI se vihAra karate samaya sarpa ne Dasa liyaa| Age vihAra karate AcArya samrATa ko jAnakArI dI gaI to ni:saMkoca unhoMne pharamAyA - ghabarAne kI bAta nahIM, pIche pUjya zrI padhAra rahe haiM, ve saMbhAla leNge| paraspara kitanI udAratA ? Apake sAdhanAniSTha vyaktitva para mahApuruSoM kA bhI kitanA gaharA vizvAsa ! kahanA na hogA bhagavanta padhAre aura smaraNa va dhyAna sAdhaka ne kucha hI minaToM meM una saMta ko viSamukta kara diyaa| saM. 2012 meM bhagavanta kA cAturmAsa ajamera meM thaa| AcArya samrAT pUjya Ananda RSijI ma. sA. ke kucha saMta / bhI vahIM the| do saMta asvastha ho gye| AcArya samrATa ne satoM ko patra likhavAyA - "mere meM aura pUjya zrI meM koI | bheda nahIM hai , tuma unakI sevA meM rahakara svAsthya - lAbha karake aao|" japa sAdhaka gurudeva ke jIvana kI bujurgoM se sunI huI ghaTanA hai| jayapura meM eka sampradAya ke viziSTa pada vAle mahApuruSa kA eka saMta rAtri meM gAyaba ho gyaa| khojabIna prArambha huii| saMta ke saMyama-jIvana va saMgha kI pratiSThA kA savAla thaa| zrAvakagaNa pUjyapAda kI sevA meM pahu~ce, nivedana kiyA / dhyAna yogI AcArya bhagavanta ne dhyAna ke bAda kandIghara bhairUjI ke rAste meM milane kA saMketa phrmaayaa| zrAvakagaNa pahu~ce va puna: use guru caraNoM meM sNbhlaayaa| dhyAna kI kaisI ekAgratA / sAmAnya jana jaise rIla meM dekhate haiM, AcArya bhagavanta ko dhyAna meM vaise dRSTigocara ho jAtA thaa| dhyAna-sAdhanA se jinakI granthiyoM kA cheda ho jAtA hai , vaha mahAsAdhaka hI sAdhanA kI aisI ucca sthiti ko prApta kara sakatA hai| mahApuruSoM kA darzana, vandana va samAgama hI saMkaTanAzaka bana jAtA hai| una mahApuruSa kA vyaktitva hI aisA mahimAmaya thA, sAdhanA hI aisI atyucca koTi kI thI, unake sAnnidhya ke paramANu pudgala hI itane pavitra the, unakA AbhA maMDala hI itanA divya dedIpyamAna thA ki mAnava kI to bisAta hI kyA? sura asura kRta bAdhAe~ bhI Tika nahIM pAtI thiiN| saMkaTagrasta bhaktoM kA sahaja samAdhAna ho jAtA thaa| maiMne svayaM sAdhaka jIvana meM unake sAnnidhya meM rahate hue | aneka bhaktoM ko, jinhoMne jIvana kI, saMkaTa mukti kI sabhI AzAe~ chor3a dI, sahaja hI saMkaTa mukta hote dekhA hai|| __maiMne una jJAna sAgara sAdhanA sumeru guru bhagavanta ko carma cakSuoM se jo dekhA hai, usakA aMza mAtra kaha pA rahA | huuN| eka pravacana kyA, samagra jIvana hI una jJAna sAgara ke bAre meM bolatA rahU~ to bhI bolanA zeSa hI rhegaa| jJAna cakSuoM se una mahApuruSa ke antara guNoM kA avalokana atizaya jJAniyoM ke sAmarthya kA viSaya hai|
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________________ guNaratnAkara mahApuruSa upAdhyAyapravara zrI mAnacandra jI ma.sA. hamAre yahAM tIna prakAra ke AcArya kahe gaye haiN| eka kalAcArya, eka zilpAcArya aura eka dharmAcArya | AcArya bhagavanta kalAcArI, zilpAcArI aura dharmAcArI the / vyakti ko AkarSita karane kI unameM adbhuta kalA thii| unake saMsarga meM jo bhI AtA, use ve Age bar3hAte / unake pAsa jo koI AyA, lekara hI gayA / kahanA cAhiye - ve cumbaka the, AkarSita karane kI unakI kalA apane Apa meM anUThI thii| AcArya bhagavanta pArasa the - lohe ko sonA banAnA | jAnate the / idhara-udhara bhaTakane vAle, durvyasanoM ke zikArI aura sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa jisa kisI vyakti ne usa mahApuruSa ke darzana kie, usake jIvana meM sadguNa Ae hI / gurudeva ne cAturmAsa ke liye mujhe dillI bhejA / maiM nAma lekara calA gyaa| dillI meM kaI aise zrAvaka the, | jinhoMne AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. ke darzana nahIM kiye| AcArya bhagavaMta kA tIsa varSa pahale dillI meM cAturmAsa huA thA, parantu purAne purAne zrAvaka to cale gaye aura bacce javAna ho gye| dillI-vAsiyoM ne jaba saMtoM kA jIvana | dekhA to unake mana meM AyA - inake guru kaise hoMge ? dillI ke zrAvaka AcArya bhagavaMta ke darzanArtha Aye / A kahane lage - 'mahArAja ! hamane to bhagavanta dekha liye / ' gurudeva hara vyakti ke jIvana ko UMcA uThAne vAle kalAcArI the / usa mahApuruSa ne eka zilpAcArya rUpa meM bhI kaiyoM kA jIvana nirmANa kiyaa| merI dIkSA ke bAda bar3I dIkSA mahAmaMdira meM huI / gurudeva mUthAjI ke maMdira padhAre aura kahA - 'mere ko apramatta bhAva meM rahakara batalAnA / ' hara samaya unakI yahI zikSA rahatI thii| ve hara samaya zikSA dete hI rahate the / ve mahApuruSa cAhe jahA~ rahate, hara samaya zikSA dete hI rhte| jayapura meM rAmanivAsa bAga se gujara rahe the| usa samaya zera garaja rahA thaa| AcArya bhagavaMta ne pharamAyA- 'kyA bolatA hai ?' AcArya bhagavaMta se maiMne kahA - ' bAbajI ! | zera garaja rahA hai|' gurudeva bole-'maiM hU~, maiM hU~ kaha kara batA rahA hai ki maiM piMjare meM par3A huuN| isaliye merI zakti kAma nahIM kara rahI hai| yaha AtmA bhI zarIra rUpI piMjare meM rahI huI hai| AtmA bhI samaya-samaya para huMkAratI hai-- maiM hU~ | arthAt maiM ananta jJAna se sampanna hU~, maiM ananta darzana se sampanna hU~ Adi Adi / ' eka bAra bhagavaMta subodha kaoNleja meM khar3e the / pAsa patthara gar3hane vAle vyakti patthara gar3ha rahe the / patthara gar3hate vaha kArIgara pAnI chAMTa rahA thaa| gurudeva ne pUchA- 'yaha kyA kara rahA hai?' maiMne kahA - 'kAma kara rahA hai|' AcArya bhagavanta ne kahA - " patthara para pAnI DAlakara narama banA rahA hai, patthara komala hogA to gaDhA jaaegaa|" AcArya bhagavaMta ne Age pharamAyA ki 'ziSya bhI komala hogA to gar3hA jaaegaa|' ve hara samaya jIvana-nirmANa kI bAta batAyA karate | the| unakI choTI-choTI bAtoM meM kitanI bar3I zikSAe~ hotI thiiN| ve zilpAcArya kI taraha the / dharmAcArya the hii| varSoM taka caturvidha saMgha ko kuzalatApUrvaka saMbhAlA aura usI kA pariNAma hai ki Aja yaha phulavArI aneka raMgoM meM dikhAI de rahI hai| Aja caturvidha saMgha kA jo sundara rUpa dikhAI de rahA hai, vaha | unhIM mahApuruSoM ke puNya pratApa se hai /
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________________ TAARAAAAA tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 491 / / __ AcArya bhagavaMta kA jIvana kaisA thA, Apane dekhA hai, Apa jAnate bhI haiN| unameM thakAvaTa kA kabhI kAma nhiiN|| ve kitanA puruSArtha karate the ! ve sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke liye adhika bala dete the| dillI vAle AcArya bhagavaMta ke zrI caraNoM meM cAturmAsa kI vinatI lekara aaye| unase kahA-'Apa prati varSa vinatI lekara Ate haiM to kyoM nahIM Apa | sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA silasilA prArambha kara apane pairoM para khar3e hote haiM?' AcArya bhagavaMta sadA kucha na kucha dete hI rahate / jaba taka svastha rahe sthAna-sthAna para bhramaNa kara jJAna dAna / diyA aura anta samaya meM bhI kitanI udAratA, vizAlatA ! ve paramparA ke AcArya hokara bhI kabhI baMdhe nahIM rhe| ve || pharamAte-'jinako jahA~ zraddhA ho vahA~ jAo para kucha na kucha karo jarUra / ' AcArya bhagavaMta kI vizAlatA anUThI thii| ve cAhe zramaNa saMgha meM rahe, taba bhI vahI bAta, zramaNa saMgha meM nahIM rahe taba bhI vahI bAta / zramaNa saMgha se bAhara nikale usa samaya zrAvakoM ne kahA-kisake balabUte para alaga ho rahe ho? AcArya bhagavaMta ne kahA-'maiM AtmA ke balabUte para alaga ho rahA huuN| maiM apanI Atma-zAMti aura samAdhi ke / liye alaga ho rahA huuN|' usa samaya loga socane lage-'kauna pUchegA', para Apane dekhA hai-AcArya bhagavaMta jahAM bhI / padhAre, saba jagaha zraddhAlu bhaktoM se sthAnaka sadA bhare rhe| cAhe pravacana kA samaya ho, cAhe vihAra kA, zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA nirantara darzana-vaMdana ke liye AvAgamana banA hI rahA / sthAnaka choTe par3ane laga gye| unkaa| jabaradasta prabhAva thA kAraNa ki ve sabake the, saba unake the| ve mahApuruSa guNa-kIrtana pasanda hI nahIM karate / ve svayaM guNAnuvAda ke lie roka lagA dete the| madanagaMja meM || AcArya pada divasa thaa| usa samaya saMtoM ke bola cukane ke bAda merA nambara thA, lekina AcArya bhagavanta ne udbodhana de | diyaa| usake bAda mujhase kahA- tumheM bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke lie bolanA hai| mere bAre meM bolane kI jarUrata nhiiN|| kaise nispRhI the ve mahApuruSa ! ve prazaMsA cAhate hI nahIM the| ja mina vizepa / prazaMsA cAhane yA kahane se nahIM miltii| vaha to guNoM ke kAraNa sahaja milatI hai| AcArya bhagavanta nahIM cAhate the ki loga ikaTThe hoM para unakI puNya prakRti ke kAraNa logoM kA hara samaya AnA jAnA banA hI rahatA thaa| ajamera dIkSA svarNa-jayantI ke avasara para AcArya zrI kA mana nahIM thA, para zrAvakoM kI icchA thI isaliye vahAM dIkSA svarNa-jayantI mahotsava manAyA gyaa| ve mahApuruSa svayaM kI icchA nahIM hote hue bhI kisI kA mana bhI nahIM tor3ate the| unhoMne tyAga-pratyAkhyAna kI bAta rakha kara zrAvaka samAja ke sAmane tyAga-tapa kI rUparekhA rakha dii| unake puNya pratApa !! se kaI bAraha vratadhArI zrAvaka bane aura vyasanoM kA usa samaya tyAga kAphI logoM ne kiyaa| AcArya bhagavanta ne bacapana se lekara antima samaya taka hara kSetra meM apanA kIrtimAna sthApita kiyaa| dasa varSa || kI avasthA meM dIkSita hue| bacapana kI eka aisI avasthA, jaba eka baccA apane kapar3oM ko bhI acchI taraha se nahIM || samhAla pAtA hai, aise samaya meM unhoMne pA~ca mahAvratoM ko aMgIkAra kiyaa| apane jIvana ko guruoM ke caraNoM meM || samarpita kiyaa| 15 varSa kI avasthA meM AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ne unheM tIsare pada ke uttarAdhikArI ke rUpa meM manonIta kiyaa| 20 varSa kI avasthA meM caturvidha saMgha kA bhAra saMbhAlanA, koI sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM thii| pUjya | / mahArAja itane AdaraNIya the ki sArA caturvidha saMgha unake eka-eka Adeza kA tatparatA ke sAtha pAlana karane ke liye !! taiyAra rahatA thaa| vaha mAnatA thA ki pUjya zrI ne kucha kaha diyA vaha sahI hai| sabakA yaha mAnanA thA ki unhoMne kiyA, | / ThIka kiyA, soca-vicAra karake kiyA hai| AAAAGAMAKARLE -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 492 ___ jJAna evaM kriyA ke kSetra meM unameM itanI bar3I vizeSatA thI ki jisake kAraNa eka paramparA ke AcArya hote hae bhI unakI khyAti pUre jaina samAja meM jabaradasta thii| yaha bhI eka kAraNa hai ki unhoMne naye-naye kSetroM meM saphala cAturmAsa kiye| samaya-samaya para apane sAdhaka-bandhuoM ke sAtha samAja meM AtI huI vikRtiyoM ko dUra karane kA prayAsa kiyaa| zrAvaka saMgha ke prati bhI unake mana meM duHkha-darda thaa| isI bAta ko lekara varSoM taka maMthana ke bAda unhoMne makkhana yA sAra nikAlakara samajhAyA ki saMsAra meM prANI duHkhI kyoM hai, pIr3ita kyoM hai, use kheda kyoM hai? use duHkha darda ko dUra karane ke liye sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya kA saMdeza diyaa| unhoMne kahA ki manuSya moha aura ajJAna ke kAraNa duHkhI hai| moha aura mamatA ko miTAne ke liye tathA samatA ko prApta karane ke liye sAmAyika Avazyaka hai| ajJAna ko dUra karane evaM jJAna ke prakAza ko jagAne ke liye unhoMne svAdhyAya karanA bahuta jarUrI btaayaa| AcAryapravara kA yahI upadeza thA ki sAdhaka svAdhyAya dvArA AgamoM kA adhyayana, ciMtana-manana kara sva ke jJAna dvArA apane Apako smjhe| usake lie Apane vizva ko sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya kA pharamAna diyaa| Aja sabhI kahate haiM - guru hastI ke do saMdeza, sAmAyika-svAdhyAya vishess| pUjyazrI kA kitanA bar3A upakAra hai samAja aura vyakti pr| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra meM jIvana samarpita kara ApazrI ne jJAna aura kriyA donoM hI kSetroM meM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko agrasara kiyaa| svAdhyAya se jJAna aura sAmAyika se samatAbhAva kI prApti hotI hai| ye donoM jyoM-jyoM jIvana meM adhikAdhika sthAna pAyeMge, tyoM-tyoM vItarAgabhAva meM vRddhi hogii| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra meM pUjya AcAryazrI isa taraha samarpita rahe ki apane aMtima varSoM meM ve sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya ke paryAyavAcI bana ge| / AcArya bhagavanta to kahate the-sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA praNetA maiM nahIM hU~, bhagavAn mahAvIra praNetA haiN| maiM to unake batalAye hue saMdeza ko jana-jana taka pahuMcAne kI koziza karatA huuN| yaha mere dvArA praNIta kiyA huA hai, aisA nahIM hai| bhagavanta pharamA kara gaye haiM, zAstra ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAnA hai| kahane kA Azaya yaha hai ki svAdhyAya eka aisA mArga hai jisa para calakara sanmArga ko prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| pUjya pravartaka zrI pannAlAla jI ma.sA. ne saMta-satiyoM ke cAturmAsa se vaMcita kSetroM ke lie svAdhyAya kA bIjAropaNa kiyA, pUjya AcArya gurudeva ne aMkurita svAdhyAya-paudha kI vizeSa dekhabhAla kara use vikasita kiyaa| Apane svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane kI pravRtti ko prAthamikatA pradAna karate hue vibhinna kSetroM meM svAdhyAya-saMgha sthApita karane kI mahatI preraNA kii| Aja AcArya zrI ke unhIM satprayatnoM ke pariNAma svarUpa bhAratabhara meM svAdhyAya-saMghoM kI vizAla saMkhyA hai aura prativarSa nae svAdhyAyI taiyAra hote haiN| mahAparva ke prasaMga para ye svAdhyAyI-baMdhu ATha dina taka bAhara rahakara prArthanA, pravacana, pratyAkhyAna, AlocanA, pratikramaNa Adi kI vyavasthA karate haiM aura isa taraha dharma kI prabhAvanA kara cAturmAsa se rikta kSetroM meM dharma kI gaMgA bahAte haiN| gurudeva pharamAte the ki dharma-sthAna para Akara zAMti ke sAtha sAmAyika kareM, yaha dharmasthAna kI zobhA hai| AcArya bhagavAn ke guNa samUha ko unakI vizeSatAoM ke AdhAra para do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA | hai- (1) cumbakIya guNa aura (2) pArasa patthara ke sadRza gunn| _ AcArya bhagavanta ke cumbakIya guNoM ke kAraNa hI jo bhI vyakti eka bAra unake nikaTa Akara unake darzana pA
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa S jAtA, unake caraNAravinda ko sparza kara letA, vaha sadA ke liye ApakA zraddhAlu bhakta bana jaataa| Apake guNasamUha kI dUsarI vizeSatA pArasa patthara ke tulya thii| pArasa patthara jisa prakAra lohe ko sonA banA detA hai, usI prakAra AcArya pravara ke samparka meM Ane vAlA bhogI vyakti tyAgI aura virAdhaka ArAdhaka bana jAtA thaa| jo bhI AcArya zrI ke samparka meM AyA, unake upadezoM kA jisane bhI amRta pAna kiyA, unakI batAI huI / / zikSAoM, unakI dI huI preraNAoM ko hRdayaMgama kara unake batAe mArga para Age bar3hA to vaha AdhyAtmika patha para Age bar3hatA calA gyaa| AcArya zrI bhakta meM bhagavAna ke darzana karate the| unakA svayaM kA kathana thA ki sAdhaka ko bhakta nahIM bananA hai, bhagavAna bananA hai| ArAdhaka se ArAdhya, upAsaka se upAsya, sAdhaka se siddha bana jAne kA mArga prazasta karanA unakA lakSya thaa| gurudeva ke aneka guNoM meM eka guNa thA-unakA apramatta jIvana / pramAda unake prAyaH najadIka nahIM A paayaa| ve yadi rAta ko 10 baje soye aura 11 baje uTha gaye to phira pUrI rAta nahIM sote the| mAlA, dhyAna Adi meM hI samaya vyatIta karate the| ve apane vacana ke nirvahana meM bhI pakke the| 'prANa jAya para vacana na jAya', kathana kA ve nirvAha karate the| | jIvana ke aMtima samaya meM bar3e-bar3e nagaroM evaM DAkTaroM kI suvidhAoM ko tyAga kara nimAja jaise choTe grAma kI ora | prayANa karanA yahI siddha karatA hai| eka anya prasaMga hai| Apane ahamadAbAda kA cAturmAsAvAsa sAnanda sampanna kara jayapura kI ora vihAra kiyaa| usa samaya itihAsa-lekhana kA kArya cala rahA thaa| ApazrI ko kucha hI dUra sthita eka yati jI kA purAtana graMtha-bhaMDAra dekhanA thaa| Apane yati jI ko kahalavA diyA thaa| saMtoM ko bhI apane bhAva batA diye the| sUcanA milI ki yatijI kahIM bAhara gae hue haiN| idhara jayapura meM eka dIkSA-prasaMga thaa| maiMne gurudeva se nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! yatijI to haiM nhiiN| ataH sIdhe hI jayapura kI ora vihAra kara leN|" ApazrI ne pharamAyA-"maiMne unako vacana de rakhA hai aura maiM | apanI ora se vacana toDUMgA nhiiN|" AcAryazrI karuNA-sAgara the, unakA hRdaya kamala kI taraha komala thaa| ve paraduHkha kAtara the| 'saMta hRdaya navanIta samAnA' ke anusAra unakA hRdaya makkhana kI taraha mulAyama thaa| para-pIr3A se turaMta pighala jAte the| vizeSatA | yaha ki koI bhI duHkhI, trasta, santapta prANI unake nikaTa AtA, unakI caraNa-zaraNa grahaNa karatA to ApazrI ke AzIrvAda se usakA samasta duHkha, saMtApa, kaSTa dUra ho jAtA thaa| yaha ApazrI kI prabala puNyavAnI kA hI pratApa thaa| ve svayaM kisI ko kucha kahate yA batAte nahIM, para jisakA una para, unakI bhakti para, unake vacanoM para aTala vizvAsa hotA thA, usakA kaSTa, usakI bAdhAeM svataH dUra jAtI thiiN| AcArya gurudeva se vidvAn prabhAvita the, vicAraka prabhAvita the, AgamajJa prabhAvita the, saMta prabhAvita the| kauna prabhAvita nahIM thA unase? jaba taka zramaNa saMgha meM rahe, vahAM bhI apanA varcasva banAe rkhaa| eka teja thA ApameM, saMyama kA teja, jJAna kA teja, kriyA kA teja, dRr3hatA kA teja / yahI kAraNa thA ki jaba taka rahe, pUre sthAnakavAsI samAja para hI nahIM, sampUrNa jaina samAja para ApakA prabhAva rhaa| AcArya bhagavAn AgarA pdhaare| upAdhyAya kavi muni zrI amaracaMda jI ma. ke sAtha ApakA pravacana huaa| maMtrIjI ne pahale dina kahA-"Aja hameM jJAna aura kriyA kA samanvaya dekhane ko mila rahA hai|" dUsare dina AcArya zrI ne prAcIna zramaNa-saMskRti viSaya para itanA vidvattApUrNa evaM tathyagata vyAkhyAna diyA ki maMtrIjI kaha uThe-"AcArya zrI
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________________ (494 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM hastI to svayaM hI jJAna evaM kriyA ke saMgama haiN|" itanA saba hote hue bhI gurudeva atyanta sarala evaM vinamratA kI mUrti the| Apake upadezoM kA zrotAoM para | yatheSTa prabhAva par3atA thaa| kAraNa spaSTa thA / ve pahale karate the, jIvana meM utArate the aura phira kahate the| gurudeva ne apane saMyama-kAla meM viSama se viSama paristhitiyoM ko bhI dhairyapUrvaka shaa| kitane hI saMta vidA ho gye| kitane hI saMtoM kI samAdhi meM, unake saMthAre meM Apane sAja diyaa| jisa samaya maiMne dIkSA lI thI, usa samaya taka kA sampradAya meM koI bhI saMta Aja vidyamAna nahIM hai| bAbAjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA, svAmIjI zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. Adi aneka saMta gae, para usa vakta bhI gurudeva vicalita nahIM hue| bar3e Atma-vizvAsa se saMyama-jagat meM ramaNa karate rhe| unake jIvana kA eka-eka guNa unake bhaktoM ke jIvana meM mUrtimaMta ho, tabhI unakA smaraNa saphala hogaa| jJAna aura kriyA meM samanvaya jisa mahApuruSa ne kiyA thA vaha mahApuruSa saMsAra se vidA ho gayA, parantu antima samaya meM bhI samAdhimaraNa ke sAtha eka kIrtimAna sthApita kiyaa| jana-jana ko batA diyA ki maraNa ho to aisA ho mahotsava kI taraha / vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI ke dina ravi puSya nakSatra meM nazvara deha kA parityAga kara isa saMsAra se vidA ho gaye, parantu bahuta bar3I preraNA de gaye ki Apa loga bhI isa taraha kA jIvana jIyeM jisase antima samaya zAntipUrvaka paNDita maraNa ke sAtha yahA~ se vidA ho skeN| laMbe samaya kA vaha abhyAsa hI unako samAdhimaraNa kI tarapha prerita kara gyaa| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya kA saMdeza dene vAle ve svayaM hI sAmAyikamaya ho gaye, unake bhItara sAmAyika utara gyii| eka to ve haiM jo sAmAyika karate haiM tathA eka ve haiM jinake jIvana meM sAmAyika hotI hai| karane meM aura hone meM bar3A antara hai| karanA to kriyA hai, honA Atma-sAkSAtkAra hai| agara AtmA ke andara sAmAyika ho gayI to phira karanA kyA bacA ? unhoMne isa taraha se kevala sAmAyika hI nahIM kI, apane jIvana ke andara sAmAyika ko utAra kara logoM kI dhAraNA ko badala diyaa| lambe samaya ke bAda meM kisI AcArya ko aisA samAdhimaraNa huA to loga kahane lage ki AcArya ko samAdhi maraNa hotA hI nahIM hai, kyoMki ve jhaMjhaToM meM phaMse rahate haiM, caturvidha saMgha kI vyavasthA ke andara itane ulajhe rahate haiM ki unake mana meM cintA banI rahatI hai, jisake kAraNa ve antima samaya samAdhi-maraNa ko prApta nahIM kara pAte haiN| kintu vyakti kyA nahIM kara sakatA hai? cAhanA ke anusAra agara AcaraNa hai, jIvana vyavahAra hai, AtmA meM isa taraha kI saccI lagana hai to manuSya saba kara sakatA hai| apane 71 varSa ke saMyama kAla meM AcArya bhagavanta ne AcArya, upAdhyAya tathA saMta padoM kA kriyApUrvaka nirvahana kiyaa| 61 varSa AcArya rahate huye bhI apane ko sadA saMgha-sevaka zobhA ziSya hastI hI maanaa| gurudeva dvArA racita stavana-bhajana AtmA ko Upara uThAne vAle haiN| jaba AcArya bhagavanta ne nimAja meM saMthArA grahaNa kara liyA thA, taba unheM "mere antara bhayA prakAza, nahIM mujhe kisI kI Asa" tathA "maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa jahA~ nahIM hotI chAyA dhUpa"-jaise bhajana sunAye gye| sunAte-sunAte hI saMta bhAva vibhora ho uThate the| ve kevala upadezaka hI nahIM, upadezoM ko AtmasAt karane vAle the| hama bhI kabhI-kabhI socate haiM ki hamane | kabhI kisI kevalI ko nahIM dekhaa| gaNadharoM ko nahIM dekhA,para hame saMtoSa hai ki hamane AcArya bhagavanta ko dekhA, hama | bhAgyazAlI haiM ki hameM unakA sAnnidhya milaa|
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________________ jyotirdhara AcArya * upAcArya zrI devandra muni jI ma.sA.* san 1952 meM jaba sAdar3I meM santa-sammelana kA Ayojana huA, usa samaya Apa zrI kA maMgalamaya padArpaNa sammelana meM huaa| sAdar3I ke pavitra prAMgaNa meM sarvaprathama mujhe Apake darzanoM kA saubhAgya prApta huaa| prathama darzana meM hI maiM unase atyadhika prabhAvita huaa| unhoMne apanatva kI bhASA meM jo madhura zikSAe~ pradAna kI, ve jIvana kI anamola thAtI haiN| unakI apanatva kI bhAvanA ne hI unake prati ananta AsthA paidA kii| ___ san 1953 meM puna: sojata mantrI maNDala kI baiThaka meM Apake darzanoM kA saubhAgya milaa| jaba bhI maiM Apake kakSa meM darzanArtha pahu~catA taba sneha-sudhA se snigdha zabdoM meM Apa mujhe hita zikSAe~ dete ki tumheM rAjasthAna kI garimA ko sadA akSuNNa rakhanA hai| Apane mujhe yaha preraNA dI ki tumhAre antarmAnasa meM sAhitya ke prati sahaja ruci hai, kintu yaha upayoga rakhanA hai ki jo lekha likheM jAyeM, ve Agama va sthAnakavAsI mAnyatA ke viruddha na hoN| mahArAja zrI kI preraNA se maiMne yaha kArya saharSa kiyA bhii| san 1957 meM paramAdaraNIya upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma. tathA Apa zrI ke pAsa lagabhaga eka mahIne taka rahane kA avasara milaa| usa samaya maiMne bahuta hI sannikaTatA se Apako dekhaa| japa-sAdhanA ke prati ApakI niSThA ko dekhakara merA hRdaya Ananda-vibhora ho utthaa| san 1960 meM vijayanagara meM ATha-dasa dina sAtha meM rahane kA avasara milaa| 'akhaNDa rahe yaha saMgha hamArA' yaha nArA bulanda kiyaa| isa lekha meM 'zramaNa saMgha akhaNDa rahe' isa sambandha meM jo vicAra vyakta hue haiM, ve itihAsa kI eka apUrva dharohara haiN| una vicAroM ko par3hane se lagatA hai ki zramaNa saMgha ke prati kitane nirmala vicAra Apake rahe haiN| san 1990 kA sAdar3I kA yazasvI varSAvAsa sampanna kara hama loga pAlI pahu~ce / maiM madhyAhna meM ApakI sevA meM phuNcaa| Apane prasanna mudrA meM vArtAlApa kiyA aura kahA ki merA zarIra aba sAtha nahIM de rahA hai| hamane apane jIvana meM sthAnakavAsI samAja ke utkarSa hetu satata prayAsa kiyA hai| Apako bhI yahI prayAsa karanA hai| vicAroM kI utkrAnti ke sAtha AcAra kI upekSA na ho, yaha satata smaraNa rhe| itihAsa kA jo kArya apUrNa raha gayA hai use bhI pUrA karane kA lakSya rhe| pAlI se ApakA vihAra sojata hokara nimAja kI ora huaa| svAsthya zithila hone para kSamApanA patra bhI prApta huA jo Apake nirmala hRdaya kA spaSTa dyotaka thaa| saMthArA jIvana kI eka apUrva kalA hai| AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kA sarvocca zikhara hai / yaha vratarAja hai| jIvana kI antima velA meM kI jAne vAlI utkRSTa sAdhanA hai| yadi koI sAdhaka jIvana bhara utkRSTa tapa kI ArAdhanA karatAM rahe, para anta samaya meM yadi vaha rAga-dveSa ke dala-dala meM phaMsa jAtA hai to usakI sAdhanA niSphala ho jAtI hai| saMthArA jIvana-mandira kA sundara kalaza hai| saMthArA Atma-hatyA nahIM hai| AtmahatyA meM kaSAya kI pramukhatA hotI hai| antarmAnasa meM kaI icchAe~ hotI haiM para santhAre meM to icchAe~ nahIM hotii| ha~sate hue mRtyu kA varaNa kiyA jAtA hai| jina mahAn AtmAoM ne bhedavijJAna ke dvArA yaha samajha liyA ki deha aura AtmA pRthak hai, ve hI isa sAdhanA ko * bAda meM AcArya pada se suzobhita
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________________ 496 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ) apanAte haiN| AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. ne saMlekhanA yukta santhArA kara saharSa mRtyu kA varaNa karane kA jo saMkalpa kiyA, vaha unake AdhyAtmika jIvana ke utkarSa kA dyotaka hai| tele ke tapa para unhoMne dasa dina kA saMthArA kara jaina zAsana kI prabala prabhAvanA kI / AcArya pada para AsIna mahApuruSoM ko prAya: santhArA kama AtA hai, para Azcarya yaha ki Apako itanA lambA santhArA aayaa| usa santhAre meM ApakI japa-sAdhanA bhI calatI rhii| Apake cehare para apUrva ullAsa damakatA-camakatA rahA / antima kSaNa taka apUrva samAdhi banI rhii| bhAratIya sAhitya meM hastI kI apanI mahattA rahI hai| vaha yuddha ke kSetra meM kabhI bhI pIche nahIM haTatA thaa| hAthiyoM kI aneka jAtiyA~ haiN| unameM 'gaMdha hastI' ko sarvottama mAnA gayA hai| 'jJAtRdharmakathA' meM rAjA zreNika ke pAsa | jo secanaka hastI thA, use granthakAroM ne 'gaMdha hastI' likhA hai| vAsudeva zrIkRSNa ke pAsa jo 'vijaya hastI' thA va bhI gandha hastI kahalAtA thaa| jisake gaNDasthala se isa prakAra kA mada cUtA thA jisase dUsare hastI usa hastI ke sAmane Tika nahIM pAte the| 'uttarAdhyayana kI TIkA' meM dhavala hAthI kA ullekha AtA hai jo zaMkha ke samAna, candramA ke samAna aura kunda puSpa ke samAna ujjvala hotA thaa| kauTilya ne arthazAstra meM bhadra nAmaka hAthI ko sarvottama hAthI likhA hai| use jaina zAstroM meM gaMdha hastI kahA gyaa| 'zakrastava' meM devendra ne bhI tIrthaMkara bhagavAn ko 'gaMdha hastI' kI upamA se alaMkRta kiyA hai| AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. nAma se hI hastI nahIM the, unhoMne jisa saMyama-patha ko apanAyA usa patha meM nirantara Age bar3hate rahe aura jIvana kI antima ghar3iyoM meM santhArA varaNa kara karma-zatraoM ko parAsta karane kA jo upakrama unhoMne kiyA, vaha hara sAdhaka ke lie preraNA-srota hai| ____ maiM apanI tathA zramaNa saMgha kI ora se zraddhArcanA samarpita kara rahA huuN| bhale hI Aja unakI bhautika deha hamAre bIca nahIM hai, para ve yaza: zarIra se Aja bhI jIvita haiM aura bhaviSya meM bhI sadA jIvita rheNge| unakA maMgalamaya jIvana sadA preraNA kA srota banA rhegaa| (jinavANI, zraddhAJjali aMka, san 1991 se saMkalita)
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________________ dUsarA koI udAharaNa nahIM * paM. ratna zrI ghevaracandajI ma.sA. 'vIra putra' (AcArya zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. ke cAdara mahotsava ke samaya 2 jUna 1991 ko vyakta vicAra) pUjya pravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne 60 varSoM se kucha adhika samaya taka saMgha kA saMcAlana kiyaa| niraticAra AcArya pada kA itane lambe samaya taka pAlana karane vAle santa kA merI dRSTi meM dUsarA udAharaNa nahIM hai aura pichale 200 varSoM ke itihAsa meM aisA udAharaNa par3hane meM nahIM aayaa| usa mahApuruSa ne tele kI tapasyA sahita teraha dina kA saMthArA kiyaa| pichale 200 varSoM ke itihAsa meM AcArya zrI jayamalla jI ma.sA. ke tIsa dina ke saMthAre kA ullekha AtA hai, anyathA isa yuga meM itanA lambA saMthArA kisI AcArya ko nahIM AyA, yaha bhI eka kIrtimAna hai| mujhe pUjya AcArya zrI kI sevA kA avasara milA hai| sAdar3I sammelana meM saba AcAryoM ne pada kA tyAga kiyA taba eka nAma pUjya hastImala jI ma.sA. ne pUjya zrI gaNezIlAla jI kA rkhaa| pUjya gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA. ne kahA - "AcArya kauna ho? jo zAstroM kA pAragAmI ho, yuvaka ho aura vicaraNa-vihAra karake kSetroM ko sambhAlane vAlA ho| aisA koI AcArya ho sakatA hai to ve pUjya zrI hastImalajI ho sakate haiN|" -jinavANI, agasta 1991 se sAbhAra
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________________ sAdhanA ke zikhara puruSa * mahAna adhyavasAyI zrI mahendra muni jI mahArAja AcArya bhagavanta pUjya gurudeva zrI hastImalajI mahArAja jaba taka jIe , Adarza jIvana jiiyaa| unakA jIvana Aja bhI zraddhA se smaraNa kiyA jA rahA hai| bhagavanta meM gautama kI taraha jJAnagarimA, sudharmA kI taraha saMghavyavasthA, anAthI kI taraha vairAgya aura sthUlibhadra kI taraha dhyAna thaa| AcArya bhagavanta ne apanA jIvana AcaraNa ke sAtha aisA DhAlA ki hama Aja bhI zraddhA se usa mahApuruSa ko yaha kahakara yAda karate haiM ki unake jIvana meM parvata sI U~cAI thI to sAgara sI gaharAI thii| usa mahApuruSa meM anekAneka guNa the| ve pravacana ke mAdhyama se hI nahIM, mauna sAdhanA se bhI preraNA dene vAle mahApuruSa the| unakI preraNA se hajAroM svAdhyAyI bane aura hajAroM-hajAra logoM ne apanA jIvana sNvaaraa| AcArya bhagavanta jayapura virAja rahe the| kRSNa pakSa kI dazamI ko ve akhaNDa mauna rakhate aura dhyAna karate the| dhyAna-sAdhanA meM sva-svabhAva meM Ane kA unakA cintana calatA hI rhtaa| eka dina kRSNa pakSa kI dazamI ko AcArya bhagavanta dhyAnastha ho apanI sAdhanA kara rahe the, saMyogavaza usa dina jaina dharma ke mUrdhanya manISI antarrASTrIya khyAtiprApta zikSAvid DaoN. daulatasiMha jI koThArI AcArya bhagavanta ke darzana-vandana aura paryupAsanA ke lakSya se vahA~ phuNce| AcArya bhagavanta ke zraddhAzIla zrAvaka zrI nathamala jI hIrAvata nIce utara rahe the aura DaoN. koThArI sAhaba lAla bhavana kI sIr3hiyA~ car3ha rahe the| hIrAvata sAhaba ne koThArI sAhaba se kahA - AcArya bhagavanta to Aja mauna sAdhanA meM haiM, ApakI bAta nahIM ho skegii| koThArI sAhaba bole- koI bAta nahIM, mujhe darzana lAbha to hogaa|' AcArya bhagavanta dhyAna-sAdhanA meM virAjamAna the| DAkTara sAhaba vandana namana kara sAmane baiTha gye| ve karIba ghaNTe bhara vahAM baiThe rahe aura usake bAda nIce utre| saMyoga se hIrAvata sAhaba unheM phira mila gye| koThArI sAhaba bole - maiMne Aja jo pAyA hai vaha varSoM meM kabhI nahIM pA skaa| AcArya bhagavanta kA jIvana bolatA hai| AcArya bhagavanta ke upadeza prabhAva jamAne hetu nahIM, svabhAva meM lAne vAle hote the| AcArya bhagavanta ke jIvana meM karuNA thI vahIM vajra sI kaThoratA bhI thii| mahApuruSoM meM aise virodhI guNa bhI hote haiN| dIna-duHkhI aura asahAya ko dekha ve dravita hue binA nahIM rahate aura jahAM kahIM AcaraNa meM DhilAI dekhate usa samaya unameM vajrasI kaThoratA dekhI jaatii| usa mahApuruSa ne 71 varSa taka niraticAra saMyama kA pAlana kiyA aura apramatta jIvana jiiyaa| unakA jIvana lar3a kI taraha saba ora se madhura thaa| lar3a ko Apa jidhara se khAe~ usameM miThAsa hotI hai| usI prakAra AcArya bhagavanta kA jIvana madhurimA se yukta thaa| ___AcArya bhagavanta ne roga-grasta hone para doSa lagAnA to dUra kabhI mana ko kamajora taka nahIM hone diyaa| bhagavanta ke motiyAbinda kA Aparezana honA thaa| DaoNkTara Aparezana ke pUrva injekzana lagAne ke lie kaha rahe the, parantu bhagavanta ne dRDhatApUrvaka kahA -iMjekzana kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| bhagavanta ne binA iMjekzana Aparezana karavAyA aura Aparezana ke pUrva saMtoM ko sAvadhAna kiyA ki Apa dhyAna rakheM, Aparezana ke daurAna kahIM kacce pAnI kA upayoga na ho jaaye|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 499 AcArya bhagavanta ke jIvana meM saralatA, sahiSNutA aura sauhArda ke bhAva the| AcArya bhagavanta kA saM. 2015 meM dillI meM cAturmAsa thaa| usa samaya zramaNa saMgha ke prathamapaTTadhara AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI mahArAja ludhiyAnA cAturmAsArtha virAja rahe the| zramaNa saMgha ke prathama AcArya zrI AtmArAja jI mahArAja ne patra meM AcArya bhagavanta ke lie 'purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' vizeSaNa lgaayaa| jo vizeSaNa arihaMtoM ke lie lagAyA jAtA hai, zramaNa saMgha ke prathama paTTadhara ne usakA prayoga AcArya bhagavanta ke liye kiyaa| AcArya bhagavanta ke prati unakA vizeSa prema thaa| isalie ludhiyAnA se saMdeza AyA ki Apa dillI taka padhAra gaye haiM, dillI se ludhiyAnA jyAdA dUra nahIM hai, Apa ludhiyAnA padhAreM / para AcArya bhagavanta pUjya amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI rugNatA meM sevA ko pramukhatA dene ke kAraNa nahIM padhAra sake, yaha alaga bAta hai| jaina jagat ke jyotirdhara AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI mahArAja jeThANA virAja rahe the| usa samaya AcArya bhagavanta kA bhI jeThANA padhAranA huaa| AcArya zrI javAharalAla jI mahArAja ko vihAra karanA thA, AcArya bhagavanta pahuMcAne ke lie nIce utare / javAharAcArya kahane lage - Apa mujhe mAMgalika sunaao| javAharAcArya dIkSA paryAya aura vaya meM bar3e the, phira bhI mAMgalika zravaNa karanA cAhate the| AcArya bhagavanta laghutA prakaTa karate rahe, kintu javAharAcArya ne kahA ki maiM dakSiNa meM jA rahA hU~, ApakI mAMgalika zravaNa karake jaauuNgaa| Adara-samAdara kA vaha kitanA sundara udAharaNa hai| AcArya bhagavanta Atma-sAdhaka the| jaba taka jIye hara vyakti ke ve AsthA ke kendra rhe| antima samaya AyA to samAdhimaraNa se ve cira smaraNIya bana gye| jinAjJA ke anusAra unakA AcaraNa thaa| isalie bar3e bar3e AcArya bhagavanta aura santa bhagavanta unakA parAmarza prApta krte| bar3e choToM meM jaba kucha vilakSaNatA dekhate haiM, tabhI unakI prazaMsA hotI hai| zramaNa saMgha ke dvitIya paTTadhara AcArya zrI AnandaRSi jI mahArAja kA rAjasthAna meM padArpaNa huaa| AcArya samrATa bhopAlagar3ha padhAre, jahAM AcArya bhagavanta pahale se virAja rahe the| donoM meM kaisA prema thA, vaha Aja bhI hameM preraNA detA hai| AcArya samrATa zrI AnandaRSijI ko jodhapura padhAranA thaa| donoM mahApuruSoM ne Age pIche vihAra kiyaa| saMyoga aisA huA ki AcArya samrATa ke sAtha vAle kisI saMta ko sarpa ne Dasa liyaa| AcArya samrATa bhaktoM se bole - tuma AcArya zrI hastImalajI mahArAja ko sUcanA kro| pUjya gurudeva ko sarpa Dasane kI sUcanA milI, ve turanta vihAra kara vahAM phuNce| dekhA to gAMva vAle sabhI ciMtita aura parezAna haiM, saMta jise sAMpa kATa khAyA, vaha behAla hai| AcArya bhagavanta ne apanI sAdhanA-ArAdhanA se kucha sunAyA aura sAMpa kA jahara utara gyaa| yaha camatkAra nahIM sAdhaka kI sAdhanA ke bala kA namUnA hai| pUjya gurudeva ne saMyama-sAdhanA meM AgamavANI ko sadA Age rakhakara usakA pracAra-prasAra kiyaa| usa mahApuruSa ke samAdhimaraNa kI bAta Apane sunI hogii| tapa-sAdhanA meM usa yugamanISI ne pUrNa sajagatA meM saMthAre ke pratyAkhyAna aMgIkAra kiye aura saMthArA svIkAra karane ke bAda usa mahApuruSa ne zarIra taka se mamatva haTA liyaa| hAtha ho yA paira, vaha jisa avasthA meM hai use hilAyA taka nhiiN| saMtoM ne jisa karavaTa sulA diyA, unhoMne svayaM karavaTa nahIM bdlii| pratilekhanA ke lie jaba bhI Asana se uThAyA jAtA to bhagavanta karuNA kI dRSTi se dekha lete / saMta mahara najara rakhane kA nivedana karate, para ve AtmaramaNa - Atma cintana meM lIna rhte| unakI aMguliyoM para mAlA thI aura thA smaraNa / AgamoM meM pAdapopagamana saMthAre kA varNana AtA hai , AcArya bhagavanta kA samAdhimaraNa ThIka vaisA hI lagatA thaa| aise mahApuruSa ke lie jitanA kahA jAya kama hai| usa divya draSTA ne mere jaise anapar3ha ko pAmara se pAvana banA diyaa| .)
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________________ adhyAtma- Aloka pUjya gurudeva * madhuravyAkhyAnI zrI gautamamuni jI ma.sA. saMsArastha AtmAe~ anAdi ananta kAla se karma AvaraNa se saMyukta hokara janma, jarA aura maraNa ke cakravyUha meM cakkara lagA rahI haiN| viralI AtmAe~ hI isa cakravyUha kA bhedana kara Atma-svarUpa kA bhAnakara isake prakaTIkaraNa kI ora prayAsarata ho pAtI haiN| AtmA ke zuddha zAzvata svarUpa ke prakaTIkaraNa kI ora unmukha mahApuruSa kA jIvana sva para ke liye kalyANakArI bana jAtA hai| aise hI mahApuruSa the jIvana nirmAtA saMyamadhanapradAtA pUjyapAda gurudeva parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. / I mujhe una zrI caraNoM meM samarpita hone va unakA snehila sAnnidhya pAne kA saubhAgya milA hai, yaha ananta janmoM meM saMcita puNya kA prasAda hai / mA~ rUpA ke lAla, kevala ke bAla, boharA kula zRMgAra, zobhA guru ke ziSya, ratna vaMza ke | dedIpyamAna ratna, jinazAsanAkAza ke jAjvalyamAna nakSatra, lakSAdhika bhaktoM ke ArAdhya bhagavanta, saMyamI sAdhakoM ke liye bhI Adarza, sAmAyika ke paryAya, svAdhyAya gaMgA ke bhagIratha, aSTapravacanamAtA dvArA saMrakSita mahAvratoM dvArA | sAdhanA ke ucca zikhara para suzobhita, zIla saurabha se surabhita, maunavrata - anurAgI, japa-tapa va saMyama ke ArAdhaka, una | mahAmanA ke jIvana upavana meM na jAne kitane guNa puSpa khile hue the, jinakI suramya chaTA va divya mahaka se samUcA jaina | jagata AhlAdita thA / jinendrapraNIta nirgrantha pravacana meM jinakI AsthA thI to tadanurUpa saMyama - pAlana meM jinakI niSThA thI aura brahmacarya meM jinakI pratiSThA thii| jo bhI zrI caraNoM meM upasthita huA, use apanA banA lene meM jinakI siddhi thI, to | sAmAyika svAdhyAya meM jinakI prasiddhi thI / mana, vacana va karma meM jinake ekarUpatA thI to preraNAoM meM jinake | vividhatA thI / saMghazAsana unakA kAma thA to AtmAnuzAsana meM unakA nAma thA / unakI caryA meM Agama jIvanta the | to vyavahAra meM zAstra maryAdA kA bodha thaa| jinake cintana meM hara kisI ke kalyANa kI kAmanA thI, vANI meM sUtra kI vAcanA thI to kriyA meM zAstra kI pAlanA thii| jinake kadama jidhara bhI baDha gaye, hajAroM kadamoM ke lie vaha rAha bana gaI, alpa saMbhASaNa meM jo kucha nikalA, vahI preraNA bana gii| jidhara bhI unake caraNa par3e, vaha dharA pAvana ho gaI, jisa para bhI unakI najara par3I, vaha dhanya ho gayA, jise bhI unhoMne pukArA, vaha sadA ke liye unakA ho gyaa| jJAnasUrya hastI ke sUtra rUpa meM pharamAye gaye pravacana anekoM ke liye dizA bodhaka bana gaye, prakAzapuJja usa | divya yogI kI mahanIya snehila dRSTi se bhakta kabhI tRpta hI nahIM ho paate| amRtakalaza sadA preraNA kA pAvana amRta bAMTatA rahA, adhyAtma Aloka apane maMgalamaya mArgadarzana va prakhara sAdhanAdIpta jIvana se jinazAsana kI jIvanaparyanta prabhAvanA karatA rhaa| jAgaraNa kA vaha krAntidUta itihAsa ke pannoM para svarNima adhyAya ke rUpa meM aMkita hai| | itihAsavettA apane jIvana ke aneka kIrtimAnoM se itihAsa ko samRddha banA gaye / ve yuga se nahIM, varan yuga jinase pratiSThita hai, jinase jur3akara hara koI vyakti, kSetra va samaya mahimAmaMDita ho gyaa| kyA saMyama, saralatA, nispRhatAkA | vaha viziSTa yugazAstA yuganirmAtA jJAnasUrya kabhI asta ho sakatA hai ? kyA vaha preraNA kabhI mauna ho sakatI hai ? kyA lakSAdhika bhaktoM ke hRdaya meM saMsthApita vaha prajJApuruSa kabhI ni:zeSa ho sakatA hai ? eka hI pratyuttara hogA,
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa nahIM ! nahIM ! kadApi nhiiN| aneka bhaktoM kI kaI pIDhiyoM ke pratibodhaka guru kI AgAmI pIDhiyA~ sahaja vizvAsa bhale hI na kara pAyeM ki eka sAtha guNa puSpoM kI itanI vividhatA vAlA jIvana upavana kabhI yahA~ mahakA thA, para apane pUrvajoM se suna kara unake mahimAmaMDita jIvana kA anumAna lagA kara ve gauravAnvita ho skeNgii| kisI zAyara kI ye paMktiyAM una | guNaratnAkara ke jIvana para kitanI saTIka haiM - Ane vAlI nasleM jisake hone kA andAja kareMgI, vo aisA thA zakhsa nirAlA, sadiyAM jisa para nAja kreNgii| yUM to isa duniyA meM AnA aura jAnA sadA lagA rahA hai| anAdi kAla se aneka mahApuruSoM ne apanI jIvana UrmiyoM se patitoM ko pAvana kiyA, bhaktoM ko bhagavAna banAne kI rAha dikhaaii| yaha duniyA calatI rahI hai, calatI rahegI, svayaM una guNa sindhu ne apane Apako eka bindu mAtra hI mAnA, para yaha bAta aTUTa vizvAsa se kahI jA sakatI yUM to duniyAM ke samudra meM kabhI kamI hotI nahIM, lAkha gauhara dekha lo, isa Aba kA motI nhiiN| zAstroM kA jinhoMne bodha karAyA, svAdhyAya kI jinhoMne rAha dikhAI, AgamamanISI una gurudeva ke jIvana meM | Agama gAthAe~ mAno jIvanta pratIta hotI haiN| pUjyapAda ne jIvana ke uSAkAla meM hI apane Apako guru caraNoM meM samarpita kara diyA, pUjya svAmIjI harakhacaMdajI ma.sA, pUjyapAda gurudeva AcArya zrI zobhAcandajI ma.sA. evaM sevAbhAvI sAdhaka zrI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. ke anuzAsana va dekharekha meM bAlyakAla meM unakA jIvana anuzAsana kI anUThI misAla bana gayA, unhoMne guru caraNoM meM yaha pATha paDha liyA ki 'chaMde niroheNa uvvei mokkhaM' yAnI svacchandatA ke tyAga se mokSa kI prApti hotI hai| jinheM mokSa kI ora anugamana karanA hotA hai, ve ziSya to sarvatobhAvena sadA ke liye guru caraNoM meM samarpita ho unake antevAsI bana apanA jIvanadhana unheM sauMpa dete haiN| jahA~ zraddhA hai vahA~ samarpaNa hotA hai, zarta nahIM / jahA~ samarpaNa hai, vahA~ svacchandatA, durAva, lukAva, chipAva va mAyAcAritA kA bhalA avakAza hI kahA~ ! gurucaraNoM meM samarpita ziSya chanda rahita ho apane citta ko nirmala vimala banA AtmakalyANa ke patha para | agrasara ho jAtA hai| zuddha hRdaya meM hI dharma sthira raha sakatA hai| zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ne apanI antima dharmadezanA| meM pharamAyA hai - "sohI ujjuyabhUyassa, dhammo suddhassa citttthii|" / jinakA antara nirmala bana jAtA hai , jinake jIvana meM chala, kapaTa va prapaJca nahIM rahatA, unakA antara aura bAhya eka ho jAtA hai| Agama aise sAdhakoM ko 'jahA aMto tahA bAhi' kI upamA se upamita karatA hai| mahanIya gurudeva ne pUjyapAda gurudeva ke sAnnidhya va zAstroM ke anuzIlana se jo jJAna pAyA, vaha unake ciMtana va AcaraNa meM Dhala gayA, kyoMki "jJAnasya sAro virti:"| pUjyapAda ne jo par3hA, usakA cintana-manana kara jJAna kA makkhana arjita kiyA aura usI anurUpa sAdhanA kara apanI karanI meM utaaraa| ve jaisA socate, vaisA hI karate, jaisA karate, vaisA hI bolate / soca, kathanI va karanI meM aisA adbhuta sAmya virale mahApuruSoM meM hI dekhane ko mila sakatA hai| jinake antara va vyavahAra meM eka rUpatA hotI hai, ve mahApuruSa samaya ko pahicAna lete haiN| AtmA ko jAna lene
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 502 vAle mahApuruSa kAlajayI mahApuruSa bana jAte haiN| ve 'kSaNa' mAtra ko bhI vyartha nahIM jAne dete| aisA apramatta sAdhaka hI saccA paMDita hotA hai| AgamakAroM ne pharamAyA hai - 'khaNaM jANAhi paMDie' he paMDitoM ! kSaNa ko jaano| AtmA ko jAnane vAlA hI paMDita hotA hai| pUjyapAda ke jIvana ko dekhane kA jinheM saubhAgya milA hai, ve pratyakSa sAkSI haiM ki unakA jIvana kitanA apramatta thaa| rugNAvasthA ke atirikta unheM kabhI kisI ne leTe nahIM dekhA, pratipala sajaga vaha mahApuruSa to sadA 'jJAna ArAma' meM hI lIna rhtaa| unhoMne kabhI dIvAra kA TekA nahIM liyA, unheM to 'Agama' kA hI sahArA abhISTa thaa| jIvana kI kSaNabhaMguratA kA jinheM ahasAsa ho jAtA hai ve mahApuruSa samajha lete haiM - " asaMkhayaM jIviyaM mA pamAyae" yaha jIvana asaMskRta hai, na jAne AyuSya kI DorI kaba TUTa jAye, TUTI Dora ko koI kadApi jor3a nahIM sktaa| isaliye sAdhaka to paga paga para sAvadhAna hokara calatA hai ki saMyama jIvana meM koI doSa na lage cara payAiM parisaMkamANa, jaM kiMci pAsa iha maNNamANo / lAbhaMtare jIviya bUhaittA, pacchA parinnAya mlaavdhNsii| (uttarA. 4.7) pUjyapAda gurudeva ne jIvana ke uSAkAla se sandhyAkAla taka jisa niraticAra saMyama kA pAlana kiyA vaha bemisAla hai| ve sadA doSoM se bacate rhe| saMyama meM dRDha guruvarya ko ApavAdika paristhitiyoM meM bhI doSa iSTa nahIM thaa| unakA niraticAra saMyama jIvana dUsaroM ke liye preraNApradAyI hai| yatkiMcit-jAne-anajAne bhI koI doSa na laga jAya, yadi laga gayA hai to usakI bhI AlocanA-zuddhi kI ora kitanI sajagatA ! jAgRta avasthA meM sabhI ziSyoM se kSamA yAcanA kara yaha bhAvanA prakaTa karanA ki maiM Aja taka ke lage doSoM kI AlocanA karatA hU~, puna: mahAvratoM meM ArohaNa karatA hU~, unakI sajagatA, saralatA, ucca sAdhanA kA jIvanta pramANa hai| una mahApuruSa ke liye vastuta: kahA jA sakatA hai ki unhoMne apanI vimala saMyama-sAdhanA se saMsAra sImita | kara liyaa| ve nikaTa bhavI the, kyoMki svayaM jinapravacana isakA pramANa hai jiNavayaNe aNurattA, jiNavayaNaM kareMti je bhaavnn| amalA asaMkiliTThA, te honi parittasaMsArI / / (uttarA. 36, 260) arthAt jo jinavacanoM meM anurakta hote haiM, jo bhAvapUrvaka jinavacanAnusAra AcaraNa karate haiM, unakI AtmA | karmamala se rahita, saMkleza rahita evaM parIta saMsArI ho jAtI hai| kucha mahApuruSa najadIka se prabhAvita karate haiM, ve dUra se prabhAvita nahIM kara paate| kucha mahApuruSa dUra se prabhAvita | kara pAte haiM para unakA sAnnidhya prabhAvita nahIM kara paataa| gurudeva aise virala mahApuruSa the jinakA cumbakIya vyaktitva evaM sAdhanAmaya sAnnidhya, donoM prabhAvita karate the| unakI prabhAvaka vANI, hRdaya kI nirmalatA evaM nispRhatA bharA jIvana aisA thA ki jo bhI unake samparka meM AtA, vaha sadA unakA bana kara raha jaataa| unakI atizaya puNyazAlitA itanI thI ki unakI yaza:kIrti deza-dezAntara meM vyApta thii| sampradAya bheda se pare unakI kIrti patAkA samUce jaina jagata meM paracama phaharA rahI thii| ve mahApuruSa AkRti se bhI ramya the| unakI brahmateja se dIpta vihaMsatI huI AMkhoM meM mAno sneha va kalyANa kAmanA kA amRta rasa laharAtA rahatA, unake Anana kI muskAna bhakta ghaMToM nihArate rahate, para tRpta nahIM ho paate| bAlyakAla meM hI dIkSita usa sAdhaka kI prakRti bhI kitanI sarala sahaja ki unheM kisI meM doSa kI kalpanA karanA bhI iSTa nahIM lagatA, dekhane yA sunane meM ruci to bahuta dUra kI bAta thii| prabhAvaka vyaktitva kA kRtitva yugoM-yugoM taka sAdhakoM ko prabhAvita karatA rhegaa| 'sAmAyika saMgha' aura 'svAdhyAya saMgha' unake mahAn
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________________ 503 tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa kRtitva ke svarNima adhyAya haiN| aise virATa vyaktitva kA bodha to anubhavagamya hI ho sakatA hai, zabdoM meM nahIM gUMthA jA sakatA hai / saMkSepa meM || yahI kahA jA sakatA hai - tumhAre nAma meM yaza thA, tumhAra vacana meM gama thA, tyAga aura saMyama kI pratimUrti, sArA yaga tara basa meM thA ! - -
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________________ paMcAcAra ke Adarza ArAdhaka tattvacintaka zrI pramodamunijI ma.sA. AcArya kI ATha sampadAoM meM pahalI AcAra sampadA hai| jo saMgha Aja taka akSuNNa cala rahA hai vaha viziSTa | AcAryoM ke AcAra bala ke kAraNa cala rahA hai| tIrtheza mahAvIra kI paramparA ke avyAbAdha rUpa se calane kA pramukha kAraNa hai unakI AcAraniSTha sAdhanA / AcAra pAMca haiM jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra aura vIryAcAra | - - * pUrvasaMcita puNya kA udaya hai ki zreSTha gurudeva AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI masA. ke sAnnidhya kA hameM suavasara prApta huA / paMcAcAra ke Adarza ArAdhaka the / uSAkAla kI lAlimA se sandhyAkAla ke dhuMdhalake taka unakA sArA jIvana jJAnAcAra ke nirmala prakAza se prakAzita thA / gurudeva kA jJAna agAdha thA / Agama, thokar3e, itihAsa, saMskRta, prAkRta, tantra-mantra cAhe jisa viSaya para unase carcA kI jA sakatI thI / siddhAntakaumudI nAmaka vyAkaraNa graMtha unhoMne laghuvaya meM par3hA thA, kintu vRddhAvasthA meM bhI unheM usakA aisA pakkA jJAna thA, ki mAno ve usake adhikArI vaiyAkaraNa hoM / jJAna hI nahIM unakA sAdhaka jIvana | barabasa Agantuka ko AkarSita kara letA thA / bhagavanta ne 23 sAla kI yuvAvaya meM kekar3I meM zAstroM meM zuddha mAnyatA | kyA hai, usakI dhvajA phhraaii| ajamera sammelana meM bar3e bar3e AcAryoM aura santapravaroM dvArA AcArya bhagavanta kI | jJAna-garimA kA Adara kiyA gyaa| sammelana kI aneka samitiyoM meM Apako rakhate hue prAyazcitta samiti kA | saMyojaka niyukta kiyA gyaa| svayaM jJAnArAdhana meM tatpara gurudeva apane ziSyoM meM bhI isa prakAra kI preraNA karate the / | paNDita ratna zubhendra muni jI ke sAtha hama savAImAdhopura se san 1991 ke cAturmAsoparAnta pAlI pahu~ce / gurudeva ne mujhe pharamAyA- "mahendra muni jI eka ghaNTA sunAte haiM, gautama muni jI eka ghaNTA sunAte haiM, aba tU bhI eka ghaNTA bA~dha le| maiM aba par3ha nahIM sakatA isalie tuma mujhe nirantara sunAte rho| " bur3hApe meM bhI bhagavanta kI svAdhyAya evaM jinavANI ke prati kaisI niSThA ! svayaM vAcana na kara sakate to santoM se sunate / bhagavanta ne hama santoM ko bhI khUba pddhaayaa| mujhe yAda hai, gurudeva ne hamako pratidina eka-DeDha ghaNTe nirantara paDhAyA / svastha rahate hue eka bhI dina avakAza nahIM / eka disambara unnIsa sau bayAsI ko jalagAMva se vihAra yAtrA prArambha huii| kabhI hamako vilamba ho gayA, to upAlambha milA, parantu bhagavanta ne kabhI derI nahIM kI / dazavaikAlika sUtra aura saMskRta kA abhyAsa prArambha krvaayaa| jJAna ke prati bhagavanta kI kaisI lalaka thI ! bhagavanta bacapana kI umra se jJAnArAdhana samaya kA sadupayoga karate | saMskAradAtA bAbAjI harakhacanda ma.sA. se prApta samaya kA sadupayoga karane ke saMskAra bhagavanta meM | jIvanaparyanta rahe / ukti hai - " kSaNazaH kaNazazca vidyAM vittaM ca sAdhayet / kSaNe naSTe kuto vidyA, kaNe naSTe kuto dhanam // eka-eka kSaNa se samaya kI aura eka-eka kaNa se vitta kI rakSA karanI caahie| sAdhaka kA jIvana eka-eka | kSaNa kA sadupayoga karane vAlA hotA hai / bhagavanta isake Adarza udAharaNa rahe haiN| unhoMne dIkSA ke pazcAt eka varSa meM pAMca zAstra kaNThastha kiye| jJAna tabhI TikatA hai jaba usameM hI koI rama jAe, anyathA jJAna TikatA nhiiN| gaura se
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 505 kiyA gayA adhyayana TikatA hai ignora (upekSApUrvaka) kiyA gayA adhyayana Tika nahIM paataa| vIraputra zrI ghevaracanda jI ma.sA. san 1989 kA caumAsA pUrNa hone para vihAra karake AcArya bhagavanta kI svAsthya samAdhi kI pRcchA karane kosANA pdhaare| unhoMne prasaMgavaza pharamAyA-"bhInAsara cAturmAsa meM pratidina vyAkhyAna sunane jAtA thA to bhAvavibhora hokara vyAkhyAna sanatA thaa|" AcArya zrI padmasAgara jI ma.sA. bhopAlagaDha-jodhapura meM prasaMga sunAne lage to nAgaura meM AcAryapravara ke caraNoM meM kiye gaye adhyayana kI smRti karake gadgad ho gye| anya-anya paramparA ke santa jJAna kI pyAsa zAnta karane ke lie bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM prastuta rahate the| jJAna ke sAtha abhimAna kA na honA AcAryapravara kI mukhya vizeSatA thii| vaha prasaMga kitanA preraka hai jaba cAturmAsa hetu jayapura bhejane se pahale khavAsapurA meM gurudeva ne pharamAyA-"vyAkhyAna ke bAda zrotAoM dvArA kI jAne | vAlI prazaMsA meM mugdha mata bana jaanaa| sUMTha ke gA~The se koI paMsArI nahIM bana jaataa|" sAhitya kA vizAla jJAna hai, | jIvana meM Agama ekameka ho gayA hai, prAyazcitta granthoM ke vizArada haiM, jaina itihAsa ke prAcIna srotoM kI khoja kara samAja ke samakSa upasthita kiyA hai| ve mahApuruSa kahate haiM ki sUMTha ke gAMThe se koI paMsArI nahIM bana jaataa| basa yahI laghutA prabhutA dilAne vAlI hai| Apane deza ke kone-kone meM svAdhyAya kA alakha jgaayaa| jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna aura svAdhyAya vidyApITha jaisI saMsthAoM kI rUparekhA samAja ke samakSa prastuta kii| bhagavanta ne eka-eka vyakti ko zrutajJAna se jor3akara Atma-sAdhanA meM bar3hane kI preraNA kii| jJAnAcAra ke zuddha ArAdhaka the pUjya gurudev|| jJAna kA nirmala pAlana karane vAle sAdhaka kA dUsarA AcAra darzanAcAra hai| samyakdarzana kI AdhArazilA hai| saba prANiyoM ko apane samAna dekhanA-samajhanA - savvabhUyappabhUyassa sammaM bhUyAiM pAsao / __ samyaktva kI bhUmikA meM para kI nindA nahIM ho sktii| usameM sabake prati apanApana hotA hai| pUjya gurudeva ne bhajana meM kahA bhI hai - "nindA vikathA nahIM para ghara kI, jaya jaya ho ratna munIzvara kii|" maiMne bacapana se sunA thA ki yadi Apake dvAra kI sIr3hiyA~ mailI haiM to par3osI kI chata ke kUr3e kI AlocanA mata kiijie| AcArya bhagavanta kA jIvana preraNA pradAna karatA hai ki hama parAye ghara kI carcA ko protsAhana na deN| AcArya zrI kA sUtra thA guNadarzana, guNavarNana aura guNagrahaNa / guNagrahaNa apekSA se kaha rahA hU~, varanA guNa kA prakaTIkaraNa hotA hai / bhagavanta ke roma-roma meM vItarAga vANI ramI huI thii| darzanAcAra ke ATha aMgoM kA unhoMne samyak pAlana kiyaa| gurudeva ke caraNoM meM logoM kA mastaka zraddhA se jhuka jAtA thaa| merI dIkSA ke pazcAt byAvara meM pulisa kA koI uccAdhikArI esa. pI. yA DI. esa. pI. rAtri meM gurudeva ke darzanoM hetu aayaa| maiM bhI vahIM caraNoM meM baiThA thaa| usa adhikArI ne AcAryadeva ke caraNoM meM vandana kiyA aura bahuta hI gUDha dhyAna sambandhI prazna pUche / gurudeva ne unakA aisA samAdhAna kiyA ki vaha adhikArI gadgad ho gyaa| vaha jaina nahIM thA, kintu apane praznoM kA samAdhAna pAkara usane kahA ki aisA sundara samAdhAna to svayaM sAdhanA patha para calane vAle sAdhaka ke pAsa hI ho sakatA hai| cAritrAcAra meM pAMca samiti evaM tIna gupti kI ArAdhanA AtI hai| kisI jIva kI hiMsA na ho, isake lie ATha varSa kI umra se hI rAtri bhojana kA tyAga kiyaa| bhagavanta ke anta samaya taka cAritra meM dRDhatA banI rhii| uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke 24 veM adhyayana meM ullekha hai - 'tammuttI tappurakkAre' arthAt gamana kriyA meM tanmaya hokara evaM usI ko sammukha rakhakara upayoga pUrvaka cle| bAtacIta na kre| usI meM upayoga rahe / calate samaya sAdhaka cAra hAtha Age kI bhUmi dekhatA huA calatA hai| AcArya bhagavanta kA jIvana IryA samiti ke samyak pAlana para sadaiva kharA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 506 | utarA / bhASA samiti kA pAlana karate hue eka-eka zabda tolakara bolate the / niSprayojana bolanA, anAvazyaka bolanA Apake svabhAva meM thA hI nahIM / bhagavanta eSaNA samiti ke nirdoSa pAlana kA bhI pUrA dhyAna rakhate the| davA bhI kabhI | doSa vAlI A jAe to prAyazcitta dekara usakA zuddhIkaraNa karavAte the / antima samaya meM gurudeva ne AlocanA - | pratikramaNa kA kitanA sundara rUpa rakhA, Apane nimAja meM dekhA hai, sunA hai / pAnI meM roTI cUrakara khAne kA jinheM abhyAsa ho, unake lie mANDale ke doSa kI sambhAvanA hI kahA~ ? svAda kyA hotA hai, ise bhagavanta zAyada jAnate hI nahIM / yA yUM kaheM Atmarasa meM nimagna sAdhaka ko bAhya rasa A hI nahIM sakatA / vastra - pAtra lete - rakhate samaya Apa pUrI yatanA rakhate the| Aja sAdhaka bhUla jAte haiM ki zarIra bhI eka upakaraNa hai / ve dIvAra | kA sahArA lete haiM, parantu bhagavanta ne kabhI TekA nahIM liyaa| rAta meM vizrAma ke pUrva zarIra ko pUMjakara sote / bUMdI meM santoM dvArA Agraha kiyA jA rahA thA, kintu bhagavanta kI itanI sajagatA ki dekho, DaoNkTara kacce pAnI | se hAtha na dho le| jayapura se nivAI ke mArga meM kauthUna grAma meM rAta bhara pAnI Tapaka rahA thaa| usa choTe se sthAna se | sAmane kamare meM jA sakate the, para bhagavanta kA cintana ki pAnI kI bUMda mere jIva ke samAna hai / aisA sAdhaka kabhI bhI | zarIra kI suvidhA ko pradhAnatA nahIM de sakatA / hariprasAdajI evaM rAmadayAla jI vahAM maujUda the / 78 sAla kI umra meM sArI rAta baiThe nikAla dI gaI, yaha hai cauthI samiti / jIva ajIva kI ora dekhatA hai to pApa hotA hai, Asrava hotA hai, baMdha hotA hai| jIva mukti kI ora dekhatA hai taba saMvara hotA hai, nirjarA hotI hai aura mukti kI ora caraNa bar3hate haiN| jinakA lakSya AtmA kI zuddha dazA prApta | karanA hai ve sAdhaka zarIra ko kleza pahu~cAte hue bhI glAni kA anubhava nahIM karate / pAMcavI samiti hai pariSThApanA / tIna kilomITara jAnA hai, subaha-zAma jAnA hai, para jAnA hai to jAnA hI hai / kyoM to jIva-jantu rahita bhUmi para zarIra se nikalane vAle padArtha ko paraThanA hai / isase Apane preraNA lI ki zarIra ko mala bardAsta nahIM to AtmA ko kaise malina hone de| saMghanAyaka ko anuzAsana ke lie kaThora bhI bananA par3atA hai, para unake bhItara hita kI bhAvanA rahatI hai / vaha | ziSya ko DAMTegA to bhI hita kI bhAvanA se, yahI manogupti hai| mana ko aisA sAdhane para devatA vandana kare, isameM koI | Azcarya nahIM hai| bhagavanta kI sAdhanA ke kaI-kaI pahalU haiN| ve kAyA ko saMkucita karake baiTha jAte / jisa karavaTa so gaye, karavaTa badalate hI uTha jaate| yaha saba cAritra kI nirmala ArAdhanA se hotA hai / nimAja meM saMthAre ke samaya koI preraNA nahIM, kintu jainetara logoM meM ahiMsA kI bhAvanA prasphuTita honA aura jIvahiMsA kA tyAga karanA, Apake cAritrAcAra kA hI to prabhAva thA / Apane niHsaMga rahakara zramaNasaMgha ko gurukula bnaayaa| mokSa-mArga meM calakara jo samIpa AyA use zaraNa dI / anAsakta rahakara AcaraNa meM tatparatA rakhI / jodhapura meM kharataragaccha ke santa zrI maNiprabhasAgara jI kahane lage - "hama vidvattA ke lie nahIM, saralatA ke lie inake pAsa Ate haiM / " pAMca samiti - tIna gupti kA nirmala pAlana karane vAlA bArahaveM guNasthAna taka pahu~ca sakatA | hai aura AcaraNa ke abhAva meM pUrva kI tIsarI AcAra vastu kA jJAna hone para bhI guNasthAna mithyAtva hI raha jAtA I hamArA hara caraNa mukti kI ora bddh'e| bhagavanta ne anta samaya taka hamase kahA- "maryAdA kA pAlana karanA, AcArya zrI ratanacandra jI mahArAja ke ikkIsa bola kI maryAdA surakSita rakhanA aura maiM khAlI hAtha na calA jAU~ isakA dhyAna rkhnaa|" bhagavanta ko saMthAre rUpI kalaza kI atyanta utkaNThA thI / aglAna bhAva se saMgha kI sevA karane vAlA AcArya jaghanya isI bhava meM, madhyama dUsare bhava meM aura utkRSTa tIna bhava meM nizcita mokSa meM jAtA hai|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 507 bhagavanta preraNA karate kabhI thakate nahIM the| ve sAraNA-vAraNA-dhAraNA karate hameM jAgarUka rahane kI zikSA dete| AcArya dIpa samAna hote haiM 'dIvasamA AyariyA', jo svayaM ke jIvana ko prakAzita karate hue dUsaroM ke jIvana ko prakAzita karate haiN| bhagavanta ke jIvana se Aja bhI preraNA milatI hai| preraNA jisa kisI nAma se mile vaha cAhe sudarzana ho, kAmadeva ho, araNaka yA kuNDakolika ho preraNA AcAra se milatI hai| bhagavanta bolate yA nahIM, unakA AcAra bolatA thaa| AcAra svayaM preraNA karatA hai| saMthAre ko chor3akara tele se baDI tapasyA nahIM kI, lekina uNodarI, rasa-parityAga Adi tapa karate rhe| usa mahApuruSa ne cAlIsa varSoM taka dopahara kI bhikSA grahaNa nahIM kii| talI huI cIjeM, khaTAI, AcAra pAtare meM dekhanA pasanda nahIM / kahA hai - jite rase, jitaM sarvam - jisane svAda ko jIta liyA usane saba kucha jIta liyaa| svAda para niyantraNa hai to cAroM indriyA~ kAbU meM rheNgii| AcArya bhagavanta ne svAda para vijaya milAyI / unakA sadhA huA jIvana thaa| ve ghaMToM eka Asana se baiTha sakate the| unakA svayaM kA jIvana nirdoSa thA, dUsaroM ko vinaya-vaiyAvRttya aura sevA ke saMskAra dekara Apa Age bddh'aate| saMgha ke prati samarpaNa aura svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra ke prati nirantara prayAsa Aja bhI hameM preraNA dete haiN| vIraputra ghevaracandajI mahArAja kahate-hastI guru kI kyA pahicAna-sAmAyika svAdhyAya mahAn / svAdhyAya ke prati bhagavanta kI bhAvanA dekhie, anta samaya taka bhagavanta nirantara svAdhyAya kA pAna karate rhe| ApakI dhyAnasAdhanA utkRSTa thii| mer3atA meM ekAnta meM dhyAna karane padhAre evaM kaha gae ki idhara koI nahIM aave| eka bhAI binA jAnakArI ke kAraNa saMyoga se udhara calA gyaa| usane dekhA ki bhagavanta eka paira para khar3e dhyAna kara rahe the| gurudeva ne jAnakI nagara, indaura meM mujhe dhyAna sikhAnA prArambha kiyaa| kanhaiyAlAla jI loDhA sikhA rahe the| gurudeva pATa para virAje huye the / bhagavanta unakI dhyAna paddhati ko jAnane ke lie pATe se utara kara nIce virAja gye| kaisI mahAnatA ! kaisI saralatA ! saralatA sAdhutA kI kasauTI hai - se jahAvi aNagAre ujjukaDe, niyAgapaDivanne, amAyaM kuvvamANe ... / | sAdhaka meM tIna vizeSa bAteM cAhie- saralatA, lakSyonmukhatA aura pUrNa puruSArtha / vahAM beImAnI nahIM, lukAva chipAva nahIM / sAdhaka sarala hai, lakSya ke prati sadaiva sajaga hai aura mAyA nahIM hai to vaha saccA vIryAcAra kA pAlaka hai| apane vIrya ko chupAnA mAyA hai| puruSArtha kA gopana karanA bhI mAyA hai| jyotiSa zAstrAnusAra tIsarA ghara puruSArtha kA batAyA jAtA hai| bhagavanta kI kuNDalI dekhakara kahA jA sakatA hai ki unakA tIsarA ghara baliSTha thaa| usa mahApuruSa ne bacapana se puruSArtha kiyA aura anta samaya taka puruSArtha chor3A nhiiN| saMgha-sevA meM kitanA puruSArtha kiyaa| lambe vihAra kA puruSArtha aura phira dhyAna, mauna aura svAdhyAya meM puruSArtha / bhagavanta ne bacapana se vRddhAvasthA taka kaisA vIrya phodd'aa| unhoMne kisI rUpa meM vIrya ko nahIM chupaayaa| sundara padArtha sundara najara aayegaa| mizrI ko kahIM se cakho, miThAsa degii| laDDa kA kahIM se kora khAeM vaha mIThA hI hogaa| mati kI smRti nahIM kI jAtI aura maraNa kA smaraNa nahIM kiyA jaataa| bhagavanta ne paMcAcAra kA samyak pAlana karake hamako AcAra kA pATha pddh'aayaa| unakA jIvana hameM yugoM yugoM taka preraNA degaa| guNavarNana va guNadarzana ke liye hamArI taiyArI hogI tabhI hama unake jIvana se zikSA grahaNa kara sakeMge / (13 maI 2003 ke pravacana se saMkalita)
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________________ Aiccesu ahiyaM payAsayarA zAsanaprabhAvikA zrI mainA sundarIjI ma.sA. je sau canda ugAvahiM sUraja caDhahiM hajAra / eve cAnaNa hoM diyA, guru bina ghora andhAra / AcArya saMgha kA praharI hotA hai| saghana aMdhakAra ko jaise sUrya kI camacamAtI razmiyA~ naSTa kara detI haiM vaise hI || | zruta, zIla aura buddhi sampanna AcArya caturvidha saMgha ke ajJAna aMdhakAra ko naSTa kara dete haiN| ____ AcArya guNoM ke puMja hote haiN| AcArya zrI hastI kA jIvana sUrya kI taraha tejasvI, candra kI taraha saumya aura | siMha kI bhAMti nirbhIka thaa| AcArya zrI ke jIvana ke kSaNa -kSaNa meM aura mana ke aNu-aNu meM madhuratA thii| AcArya zrI saMskRti ke sacce saMrakSaka, jana-jana ke patha-pradarzaka aura Aloka stambha the| AcArya dharma-saMgha kA pitA hotA hai| ve tIrthaMkara to nahIM , para tIrthaMkara ke samAna hote haiN| tIrthaMkara ke abhAva | meM caturvidha saMgha kA saMcAlana va saMvardhana karate haiN| bhUle-bhaTake rAhiyoM ko sahI dizA kA sUcana karate haiN| AcArya zrI dIpaka kI taraha hote haiN| kahA hai-"dIvasamA aayriyaa|" ve svayaM jalakara dUsare dIpakoM ko bhI | jalAte haiN| AcArya AcAraniSTha mahApuruSa hote haiN| paMcAcAra kI sudRr3ha nIMva para hI unake jIvana-mahala kA nirmANa | hotA hai| AcArya zrI hastI aise hI mahApuruSa the| samudra ke jalakaNoM kI tathA himAlaya ke paramANu kI to gaNanA karanA phira bhI sahaja va sarala hai, kintu AcAryoM ke guNoM kI gaNanA karanA asaMbhava-sA pratIta hotA hai| AcArya zrI kuzala cikitsaka the / ve | bhava-vyAdhiyoM se grasta va trasta mAnava-samAja ko samyaktva rUpI auSadhi dekara bhavaroga se mukta karate the| AcArya zrI 'sAgaravara gaMbhIrA' the, 'candesu nimmalayarA' the, 'Aiccesu ahiyaM payAsayarA' the| AcArya zrI hastI caturvidha saMgha kI mukuTamaNi the| jinazAsana kI divya dinamaNi the aura ratnavaMza kI pavitra cintAmaNi the| AcArya hastI vyakti nahIM, saMsthA nahIM, AcArya nahIM, kintu yugapuruSa the| unhoMne yuga kI viSama paristhitiyoM ko dekhA, samajhA aura paattaa| AcArya zrI kI vANI meM oja, hRdaya meM pavitratA aura sAdhanA meM utkarSa thaa| ApakA bAhya vyaktitva jitanA nayanAbhirAma thA, usase bhI kaI guNA adhika unakA anta: jIvana manobhirAma thaa| laghu kAyA evaM maMjhalA kada, dIptimAna nirmala zyAmavarNa, prazasta bhAla, unnata zIrSa, nukIlI U~cI nAka, prema pIyUSa barasAte unake divya netra dekhate hI darzakoM ko maMtra mugdha banAte the| ___Apa svayaM bahuta viziSTa darje ke sAhityakAra the aura apane ziSya-ziSyAoM meM bhI yahI guNa dekhanA cAhate hogI koI 40-45 varSa purAnI bAta / guru bhagavaMta ne mujhe pUchA "mahAsatI mainA jI, dina ko Apa jo par3hatI haiM,
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 509 kyA rAtri ko sote samaya usakA smaraNa Apako hotA hai|" maiMne kahA- "hA~ bhagavan ! mujhe dina kI paThita bAteM rAta ko bahuta yAda AtI haiN|" gurudeva ne pharamAyA- " use subaha uThate hI, nityakarma se nivRtta hokara likha liyA karanA / " merI guruNI jI zrI | madana kaMvara jI ma.sA. ne bhI mujhe pUrA sahayoga diyA aura maiMne guru AjJA kA akSaraza: pAlana kiyA / sardiyoM ke dinoM meM bichaune ke lie lAI huyI katarana meM se kAgaja kI lIriyA~ nikAla-nikAla kara maiMne likhanA prArambha kiyaa| Aja maiM jo kucha hU~, caturvidha saMgha ke samakSa huuN| yaha saba merI nahIM, usa ghar3ane vAle mahApuruSa kI anUThI kRpA-dRSTi kA phala hai, jo Apa dekha rahe haiN| Apane to bacapana kI ghar3iyoM meM hI dRDha saMkalpa kara liyA thA ki mujhe to karma- baMdhanoM se mukta honA hai| sAtha hI jo prANI galata rUr3hiyoM meM baMdhe hue haiM, unako bhI vyasana - phaizana ke bandhanoM se mukta karAnA hai / baMdhana - mukti ke lie unhoMne zAstroM kA svayaM gahana adhyayana kiyA aura jo zAstra par3hane se bhayabhIta the aura par3hane se katarAte the, jinakI aisI dhAraNAe~ bana cukI thIM ki 'par3he sUtra to mere putra' aise logoM ko bhayamukta kara saikar3oM kI saMkhyA meM svAdhyAyI banAye / - ve svAdhyAyI dUra-dUra deza aura videzoM meM jAkara paryuSaNa meM jina dharma kA pracAra-prasAra kara rahe haiN| , Aja ke isa bhautika yuga meM jahA~ cAroM tarapha hiMsA, vyasana evaM svArtha- vRtti kA jahAM dekho daura cala rahA hai, vahA~ AcArya bhagavanta ne satya, ahiMsA, zAkAhAra, vyasana mukti aura prAmANikatA kA upadeza dekara Adarza samAja kI sthApanA karane kA prayatna kiyaa| kala taka jinheM dekha-dekha kara Apa - hama khuzI se jhUma uThate the, ve saMgha ke chatrapati jaina-jagata ke prakhara sUrya rUpA - kevala ke anupama lAla aura mAM bhAratI ke bAla, Aja hamAre bIca meM bhautika piMDa se vidyamAna nahIM haiM, kintu unake upadezoM kI sarcalAiTa Aja bhI hameM prakAzita kara rahI hai| kavi ke zabdoM meM - I dhanya jIvana hai tumhArA, dIpa banakara tuma jale ho vizva kA tama-toma harane, jyoM zamA kI tuma Dhale ho / ambara kA sitArA kahU~, yA dharatI kA ratna pyArA kahU~ / tyAga kA najArA kahU~, yA DUbatoM kA sahArA kahU~ / dhIra-vIra nirbhIka satya ke, anupama aTala bihArI / tuma mara kara bhI amara ho gae, jaya ho hastI tumhArI / " dedIpyamAna ratna, santarUpI maNimAlA kI ve mAnava mAtra ke masIhA, dayA ke devatA, bhAratIya saMskRti ke divyamaNi, sAdhu samAja kI DhAla, bAta ke dhanI, sacce yogI aura zAsana sUrya 1 yugapuruSa ke rUpa meM AcArya zrI hastI kA jIvana sadaiva smaraNIya rhegaa| ve mere jIvana ke nirmAtA, Agama ke jJAtA, jana jana ke trAtA the| unako - " zraddhA pIr3A bhare nayana, mana karate haiM, antimaM namana / " anta meM- "mAta kahU~ ki tAta kahU~, sakhA kahU~ jinarAja, je kahU~ te, ochyo badhyo, maiM mAnyo gururAja 1"
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________________ asIma upakAraka AcArya zrI * paM. zrI jIvanamunijI ma.mA. bhautika zarIra se bhale hI ve nahIM rahe, para unakI anupama zruta va cAritra rUpI yaza dhvajA Aja bhI laharA rahI hai| ve dina, vaha samaya, ve pala jo unakI pAvana sannidhi meM bIte the, akasmAt tarotAjA ho utthe| mere jIvana ke dRDhAdhAra rUpa meM ve mere samakSa upasthita hue the| vItarAga kA pAvana patha unhoMne hI to mujhe pradAna kiyA thaa| jina-zAsana ke vIra sainika rUpa meM unhoMne hI to mujhe sannidhi dI thii| vaha dina Aja mere hRdaya meM kamanIyatA se saMjoyA huA hai, jaba pUjya pravara ne apane ziSyatva rUpa meM mujhe svIkAra karake khuziyoM kI bahAra barasAyI thI mujha pr| aho ! kitanI divyatA thI, unake mukhamaNDala pr| maiM to prathama saMdarzana aura saMmilana meM hI unake yazasvI muktipatha para gatimAna caraNoM meM sarvatobhAvena samarpita ho gayA thaa| kyA nahIM milA unase, saba kucha paayaa| pyAra, dulAra, mamatva, apanApana saba hI to diyA aura sabase mahattvapUrNa jo unhoMne diyA, vaha thA jIvana kA kalyANa aura AnaMdakArI mukti kA patha / zruta aura cAritra kI anamola nidhi unhoMne ati premalatA se, bhAva-vibhora hokara dI aura maiMne lI / kaise bhUla sakatA hU~ unakA vaha divyadAna / vaha to mere jIvana meM, hRdaya meM prANoM meM Aja bhI jhaMkRta ho rahA hai __pUjyapravara kA jJAnakoSa Agama-granthoM ke sampAdana, jaina-dharma kA maulika itihAsa, pravacana-sAhitya Adi-Adi sAhityika guladastoM se sajA huA hai , jo unakI gahana, gambhIra dArzanikatA, sUkSma dRSTikoNatA aura tattvajJAna kI | gaharI pakar3a ko prakAzita karatA hai| jJAna kA phala laghutA evaM vinaya batAyA gayA hai| pUjyapravara AcArya pada kI garimA-mahimA aura mahattA se saMyukta hokara bhI vinaya kI sAkAra pratimUrti the| "AcArya pravara saMgha nAyaka hokara bhI vinaya, vinamratA kI divya mUrti the| jJAna, dhyAna, svAdhyAya-tapa-saMyama kI eka bhavya vibhUti the| bIsavIM sadI ke isa yuga puruSa kI mahimA aparampAra hai| 'guru' gurupada dhArI hokara bhI, sacamuca laghutA kI pratimUrti the|" pUjya pravara eka paramparA vizeSa se Abaddha hokara bhI nirAbaddha the| jahAM-jahAM bhI, jina-jina kSetroM meM pUjya zrI kA paribhramaNa huA vahAM-vahAM unhoMne viSamatA kI , rAga-dveSa kI jalatI Aga ko bujhAne kA prayAsa kiyA aura samatA ke apanatva ke sunahare surabhita phUla hI bichaaye| isake sAtha hI apane samasta upAsakoM ko bhI samatAbhAva kA amRta | pilaayaa| sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kI preraNA ke pIche unakA yahI AtmIya bhAva rahA thA ki jinazAsana ke upAsaka varga meM samatAbhAva kA saMcAra honA caahiye| isI zubhatvabhAvena pUjya pravara zrI ne sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA pracAra gAMva-gAMva aura ghara-ghara kiyaa| __ kitanI gahana aura mahAn thI unakI saadhnaa| ho bhI kyoM nahIM ? jIvana ke zaizava se hI ve jina zAsana ke | upAsaka ho gaye the| bIsa varSa kI atyalpa, laghu umra meM ve jina-zAsana ke nAyakatva ke ucca dhavala zikhara para ArUr3ha ho gaye the| kitane hI anubhavoM se gujara kara unake divya yazasvI jIvana kA nirmANa huA thaa| yauvana kI
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 511 |caMcala alhar3a deharI para khar3e hokara bhI ve praur3hatva kI gambhIratA se saMyukta ho gaye the| vahAM to athAha, atala, asIma sAgara-sI gahanatA, gambhIratA, vizAlatA hI thii| aise divya vyaktitva aura kRtitva ke dhanI ko 'guru' rUpa meM pAkara mujhe kyoM na garva hogaa| yaha to bhAgya kI, karmoM kI vicitratA hI rahI ki mujhe unakA pUrNa sAnnidhya nahIM mila paayaa| phira bhI pUjya pravara zrI ke ananya upakAroM ko maiM bhUla nahIM pAyA hU~, na hI bhulA sakatA huuN| jina zAsana ke mahAn jyotirdhara AcAryoM kI jagamagAtI divya paramparA meM pUjya pravara AcArya zrI kA jIvana | aura kRtitva apanA eka suyogya sthAna sthApita kiye hue hai aura yuga-yugoM taka rahegA bhii| pUjya pravara AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. na kevala nAma se 'hastI' the, apitu kRtitva meM bhI 'hastI' the| yadi yU~ kahU~ to bhI koI atizayokti nahIM hogI ki 'hatthIsu erAvaNamAhu' arthAt ve airAvata hastI ke samAna atizaya puNyazAlI mahAn puNya prabhAvaka the| jaise-hastiyoM meM airAvata hastI sarvazreSTha aura mahAn mAnA jAtA hai, vaise hI jinazAsana kI gauravamayI paramparA meM pUjya zrI bhI zreSThatA ke dhAraka mAne jAte haiN|
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________________ asIma zraddhA ke kendra mere guru bhagavanta . zrI mophatarAja pI muNota merI asIma zraddhA ke kendra pUjya gurudeva AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA jaba bhI smaraNa karatA hU~, mana pramoda evaM utsAha se bhara jAtA hai| pUjya gurudeva ke roma-roma meM santapanA thaa| unhoMne ucca se uccakoTi ke santa kA jIvana jiiyaa| ve apramattatA, nirliptatA aura asAmpradAyikatA kI pratimUrti the| gurudeva ke jIvana meM kathanI evaM karanI meM maiMne eka pratizata bhI antara nahIM paayaa| ve jJAna evaM kriyA ke bejor3a saMgama the| unakI sAdhanA kA merI dRSTi meM koI sAnI nhiiN| mere pitA zrI pukharAjajI muNota gurudeva ke pakke zrAvaka the / maiM bhI bacapana meM gurudeva ke darzana karane jAyA karatA thA, kintu adhika nikaTatA san 1982 ke jalagA~va cAturmAsa se aayii| maiM gurudeva ke jyoM jyoM nikaTa AyA, tyoM tyoM zraddhA kI agAdhatA bar3hatI hI gyii| ve sadguNoM ke puMja the| mujhe lagA, maiM apane jIvana ko gurudeva ke samparka se unnata banA sakatA huuN| maiM yAda karatA hU~, to apane jIvana meM sakArAtmaka parivartana kA anubhava kara harSita hotA huuN| san 1986 I. ke pIpAr3a cAturmAsa meM mujhe gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM rahane kA avasara adhika milaa| cAturmAsa meM merI dharmapatnI zarada candrikA ne aThAI tapa kiyaa| maiM isa khuzI meM bhoja kA Ayojana karanA cAhatA thaa| bhagavanta ko isa bAta kA patA lagA to pharamAyA - "Apa logoM ne zAdI-byAha mahaMge kara die, jIvana-maraNa mahaMgA kara diyA, tapasyA ko to maha~gA mata kro|" gurudeva ke saMketa ko maiM samajha gayA aura aThAI tapa ke upalakSya meM bhoja kA vicAra chor3a diyaa| unhoMne isa upalakSya meM mujhe kucha tyAga karane kI bAta khii| maiMne sigareTa chor3a dii| usake bAda sigareTa pIne kI kabhI icchA hI nahIM huii| __pAlI meM akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke adhyakSIya dAyitva kI carcA clii| tatkAlIna saMghAdhyakSa DaoN. sampatasiMhajI bhANDAvata, saMgha-saMrakSaka zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata, saMgha-kAryAdhyakSa zrI ratanalAlajI bAphanA Adi suzrAvakoM ne mujhase dAyitva svIkAra karane ko khaa| maiMne unase kahA mujhe yaha prapaMca lagatA hai| maiM bambaI meM rahatA hU~ aura saMgha kA kArya-kSetra rAjasthAna meM adhika hai| maiMne apanI sthiti saMgha-sadasyoM ke samakSa spaSTa karate huye kahA ki maiM na to niyamita sAmAyika hI karatA hU~ aura na mujhe dhArmika kSetra kI koI vizeSa jAnakArI hai| bambaI jAkara to maiM duniyA bhUla jAtA huuN| ata: merI bajAya saMgha kI rIti-nIti jAnane - samajhane vAle vyakti kA cayana karanA caahie| saMgha ke sujJa zrAvakoM ko mere uttara se santoSa haA yA nahIM, ve mujhe AcArya bhagavanta ke pAsa le gye| vahA~ bhI carcA cala niklii| zrAvakoM kI vicAra - carcA ko sunakara gurudeva ne mAtra itanA hI pharamAyA -"saMgha-sevA bhI karma-nirjarA kA bar3A sAdhana hai" alpabhASI gurudeva kI bAta merI samajha meM taba nahIM AyI, kintu aba mujhe isa vacana para pUrA vizvAsa hai| ni:svArtha saMgha-sevA apane Atma-vikAsa meM nizcita hI sahAyaka hai| saMgha ke adhyakSa pada para rahate hue mere jIvana meM kaI parivartana hue| kisI bhI kAraNa se saMgha kA pada lajjita na ho, isalie calane, baiThane, bAta karane yA anya pravRttiyoM meM parivartana kA anubhava huaa| krodha aura ahaMkAra ke bhAvoM para bhI niyantraNa huaa| mujhe yaha dhyAna rahane lagA ki koI kArya aisA nahIM karanA, jisase saMgha kI garimA kama ho / saMgha ke adhikArI ke rUpa
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________________ 513 tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa meM koI bhI bAta kahane se pUrva socanA par3atA hai / isa prakAra mere jIvana meM pUrvApekSayA kAphI sudhAra huaa| maiM yuvaka saMgha ke sadasyoM ko kahU~ ki Apa prAmANika bano, to pahale maiM apane meM prAmANikatA DhUMDhane lgaa| isa taraha sahajarUpa | se parivartana hone lgaa| saMgha kA dAyitva jaba samhAlA, taba gurudeva ne tIna zloka kahe the, jo mujhe Aja bhI yAda haiM pApAna nivArayati yojayate hitAya, guhyaM nigRhati guNAn prakaTIkaroti / ApadgataM ca na jahAti, dadAti kAle, sanmitralakSaNamidaM pravadanti tajJA: / saMskRta zloka kA hArda merI samajha ke bAhara thA, ata: maiMne nivedana kiyA - "bhagavan ! isakA kyA artha hai?" AcArya bhagavanta ne pharamAyA - "tattva ke jJAtA puruSoM ne sanmitra ke lakSaNa kahe haiM ki sanmitra apane mitra ko pApa kAryoM se haTAtA hai aura hita kAryoM meM lagAtA hai| rahasya kI bAtoM ko chupAkara rakhatA hai tathA usake guNoM ko ujAgara karatA hai vipatti Ane para sAtha nahIM chor3atA, apitu sahayoga karatA hai|" gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "tuma saMgha ke mitra ho, mitra bane rhnaa|" gurudeva ne Age pharamAyA - gacchata: skhalanaM kvApi bhavatyeva pramAdata: / hasanti durjanAstatra, samAdadhati sajjanA : // calate hue kahIM para bhI asAvadhAnI yA pramAda ke kAraNa skhalanA hotI hI hai / durjana use dekhakara ha~sate haiM tathA sajjana sahArA dete haiM, uThAte haiN| tIsarA padya thA - dhana de tana ko rAkhie, tana de rakhie laaj| dhana de tana de lAja de, eka dharma re kAja // gurudeva ke ve vacana mujhe Aja bhI AnandAnubhUti karAte haiN| saMgha-hitaiSI saMgha ke mitra hI hote haiN| yadi ApasI | | manamuTAva ke kAraNa saMgha ko nukasAna hotA hai to yaha saMgha-hitaiSitA nahIM hai| __maiM pahale thor3A thor3A AcArya rajanIza ke samparka meM bhI thA, kintu gurudeva ke samparka meM Ane ke pazcAt anyatra kahIM jAne kI icchA hI nahIM huii| AcArya bhagavanta kI dRSTi spaSTa thii| eka bAra AcArya rajanIza ke lekha ko lekara vicAra cala rahA thA, taba gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "jisakI kathanI karanI meM pharka ho, usakA pracAra-prasAra ucita nhiiN|" eka bAra maiMne gurudeva se pUchA - "tapazcaryA karane vAle kyA kAyA ko kaSTa nahIM dete ?" gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "tapasyA meM karma-nirjarA kA lakSya hotA hai, isaliye tapa karane vAlA kaSTa kA nahIM, Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai| tapa kA ArAdhaka to yahI anubhava karatA hai ki maiM yaha zarIra nahIM, varan isameM sthita AtmA hU~ , yaha mAnava deha mokSa pAne kA sAdhana hai, tapAgni se pUrva saMcita karmoM ko jalAkara maiM apanA zuddha buddha svarUpa pragaTa kara sakU~ / isI bhAvanA se tapa karane vAlA sAdhaka kabhI kaSTAnubhava nahIM krtaa|" tapa ke uddezya viSayaka gurudeva ke isa samAdhAna se mujhe bhI tapa ke prati pratIti va tapArAdhana kI icchA huI aura bhagavanta kI kRpA se mujhe prayogAtmaka rUpa meM yaha Ananda prApta karane kA avasara bhI milaa| gurudeva vilakSaNa pratibhA ke dhanI the| viSama paristhitiyoM meM bhI nirNaya lene kI gurudeva meM adbhuta kSamatA thii| zItalamuni jI ke prakaraNa meM unakA nirNaya saMgha-anuzAsana evaM nizchala sAdhanA-jIvana kA pakSadhara thaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zItalamunijI ke bUMdI cAturmAsa ke samaya gurudeva kI AjJA kA ullaMghana karane para gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "munijI ko maiMne mauna rahane kI AjJA pradAna kii| munijI ko merI AjJA pAlane meM kaSTa ho rahA hai, isameM mujhe hiMsA kA AbhAsa hotA hai| aba maiM unako AjJA nahIM duuNgaa|" yaha gurudeva kI sAdhanA-niSTha jIvana zailI kA paricAyaka thaa| sampradAya ke saMbaMdha meM eka bAra vicAra prakaTa karate hue gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "sampradAya eka pArivArika vyavasthA hai| apane parivAra kI unnati va pragati karanA apanA pharja hotA hai| para apanI unnati kisI kI avanati para nahIM honI cAhiye / isI prakAra apanI prazaMsA kisI kI nindA para evaM apanA sukha kisI ke duHkha para Azrita nahIM honA caahie|" kitane ucca vicAra the usa mahApuruSa ke| gurudeva ke mana meM kisI bhI sampradAya ke prati vidveSa evaM virodha nahIM thA, apitu guNi-santoM ko dekhakara unake cehare para sadaiva pramoda bhAva kI muskAna jhalakatI thii| gurudeva saMketa kI bhASA meM bAta kahate the| dhIre-dhIre unake saMketoM ko samajhane lgaa| unake dvArA kahe gaye kathana kA rahasya samajha meM Ane para mujhe prasannatA kA anubhava hotA thaa| saMthArA grahaNa karane ke pUrva nimAja meM pUjya gurudeva ne jo bholAvaNa dI, vaha mujhe pratipala smaraNa rahatI hai| unhoMne pharamAyA thA - "maiMne to isa saMgha kA saMcAlana mAtra mAmUlI saMketoM se bagaira koI TaMTA lagAye kara liyaa| mere zrAvaka bhI itane zraddhAlu the ki mujhe kabhI kahane kA avasara nahIM diyaa| Age bhI zrAvaka apanA dharma khuda nibhAyeMge aura santoM ko zrAvakoM ke kAmoM meM nahIM DAleMge to hI saMgha kI garimA kAyama rhegii|" unakI yaha bholAvaNa mere jIvana kA aMga bana gaI, unakA yaha upadeza mere liye bahuta bar3A mantra bana gyaa| gurudeva ke saMthAre kA dRzya adbhuta thaa| unakI yojanAbaddha sAdhanA anUThI thii| saMthArA dekhakara mujhe lagA ki mRtyu kA varaNa kitanI sundaratA se kiyA jA sakatA hai| AcArya bhagavanta kA saMthArA mRtyu para vijaya kA saphala prayoga thaa| maiM sacamuca bhAgyazAlI hU~ jo gurudeva kA AzIrvAda pA skaa| maiM usa mahApuruSa kA jaba bhI smaraNa karatA hU~ to mujhe alaukika zAnti evaM Ananda kA anubhava hotA hai| aise zraddhAspada guruvarya ko koTiza: vandana-namana / mArca, 1998 * muNotavilA, vesTa kampAuNDa lena, 63-ke bhUlAbhAI desAI roDa mumbaI 400026
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________________ kRpAlu karuNAnidhAna AcAryazrI . zrI ratanalAla bAphanA bhagavAna mahAvIra ke zAsana kI vizuddha sthAnakavAsI paramparA meM gauravazAlI ratnavaMza kA abhUtapUrva yogadAna rahA hai / isa paramparA ke jJAna-kriyAniSTha AcAryoM ne apanI utkRSTa saMyama-sAdhanA ke bala para jana-jana ke hRdaya-paTala para gaharI chApa aMkita kI hai| ratnavaMza ke saptama paTTadhara sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke prabala preraka yugapuruSa AcArya zrI hastI kA nAma to bIsavIM zatAbdI ke itihAsa meM amara bana gyaa| 71 varSoM ke dIrgha saMyamI-jIvana meM unhoMne gAMva-gAMva, ghara-ghara aura vyakti-vyakti ko dharma se jor3ane kA mahAn kArya kiyaa| unakA jJAna bahuta gaharA thA, cAritra nirmala thA, dayA aura karuNA to unake roma-roma se TapakatI thii| brahmacarya kA teja unake mukha-maNDala para camakatA thaa| jo bhI unake zrI caraNoM meM AtA; zAnti, Ananda aura prasannatA se bhara jAtA thaa| merA ahobhAgya rahA ki maiMne aise parivAra meM janma pAyA jahAM pIDhiyoM se ratnavaMza kA sambandha rhaa| AcArya bhagavanta kI to mujha para bAlyakAla se hI asIma kRpAdRSTi rhii| / Aja maiM jo kucha bhI saMgha-sevA, samAja-sevA aura mAnava-sevA ke kArya kara pA rahA hU~ vaha usa mahApuruSa kI hI preraNA aura AzIrvAda kA pratiphala hai| AcArya bhagavanta ke jIvana ko mujhe bahuta najadIka se dekhane kA suavasara prApta huaa| unakA jIvana guNoM kA sAgara thaa| 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae' bhagavAna mahAvIra ke isa Adeza ko AcArya bhagavanta ne jIvana meM isa taraha pAlA ki Apa eka-eka kSaNa kA sadupayoga karate the| samaya kI kyA kImata hotI hai, unhoMne acchI taraha se jAnA thaa| 'tavesu vA uttamaM baMbhaceraM' navavADa sahita akhaMDa rUpa se brahmacarya kA pAlana kara ve asIma Atma-zakti ke | dhAraka bana gaye the| brahmacarya aura sAdhanA kI tAkata kA mUrta rUpa unameM dekhA gyaa| eka saMpradAya vizeSa ke AcArya hote hue bhI pUrA jaina samAja unheM Adara-sammAna kI naz2ara se dekhatA thaa| unameM sAMpradAyikatA kI bU bilkula nahIM thii| unake mukhAraviMda se nikalA hara zabda maMtra aura hara kArya camatkAra thaa| asaMbhava se asaMbhava kArya sahaja meM saMbhava ho jAte the| ve mauna-sAdhanA ke prabala pakSadhara the| unheM mauna-sAdhanA ke dvArA vacana-siddhi prApta thI / sImita samaya meM hita, mita, priya bhASA unakI khAsa vizeSatA thii| AcArya zrI ne apane jIvana meM do kArya kiye-svakalyANa evaM parakalyANa / navanIta ke samAna komala hRdaya | vAle AcAryapravara sAdhanA meM vraja ke samAna kaThora the| Apane sudIrgha saMta-jIvana meM kabhI bhI kisI prakAra kI | maryAdA bhaMga nahIM hone dii| Apa bhagavAna mahAvIra ke vaphAdAra evaM yugamanISI saMta the| ve apane jIvana ke kuzala | zilpakAra the| pUjya gurudeva ne apane jIvana ko sArthaka karane kI aisI sundara yojanA banAyI jise birale mahApuruSa hI | pUrNa kara pAte hoNge| saMgha-utkarSa, sAhitya-sarjana, vItarAga ke prati vaphAdArI, para-duHkha kAtaratA, adhyAtma meM niSThA Adi | hara kSetra meM Apa advitIya sAdhaka the| sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA abhiyAna unakI dUradarzitA kA pariNAma hai| mana kI | bAta jAnane kI unameM adbhuta zakti thii| AcAryadeva tapa, japa evaM saMyama-sAdhanA ke zikhara puruSa the| laghutA meM prabhutA chipI thii| unheM nAma kI bhUkha bilkula na thii| pUrvAcAryoM va paraMparA ke prati niSThAvAna the| khuda kaSTa jhelakara | para-saMkaTamocaka the| __gurudeva kI mujha para asIma kRpA thii| yuvAvaya meM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke anuvAda Adi ke lekhana kA saubhAgya
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 516 prApta huaa| una karuNAnidhAna kI aba smRtiyA~ hI zeSa haiN| san 1979 ke jalagA~va cAturmAsa meM, usake pUrva evaM pazcAt ApakI sannidhi meM rahakara jo Ananda milA vaha Aja bhI mana ko pramudita karatA hai| gurudeva ne mujhe parigraha-maryAdA, saMyama, tapa evaM tyAga ke liye prerita kiyaa| Ayambila, upavAsa, paharasI Adi tapa kI preraNA gurudeva se hI milii| unhIM ke sadupadezoM se maiM mAMsAhAriyoM ko zAkAhArI banAne ke liye pravRtta huaa| ahiMsA se jur3e isa abhiyAna meM mujhe bahuta Ananda milaa| kaI mAMsAhArI hoTala zAkAhArI hoTaloM meM badala gye| kosANA cAturmAsa meM Apase pratimAsa pratipUrNa pauSadha kA niyama grahaNa kiyA, jo unhIM ke kRpAprasAda se Aja bhI cala rahA hai| svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika Apake jIvana ke mizana the| mujhe bhI karuNAnidhAna ne ina pravRttiyoM se jor3akara merA jIvana bdlaa| ___ maiM to unheM isa yuga kA bhagavAna samajhatA hU~ - ___ maine apanI ina A~khoM se saca aise iMsAna ko dekhA hai| jisake bAre meM saba kahate haiM, dharatI para bhagavAna ko dekhA hai| kRpAnidhAna pUjya gurudeva ke roma-roma se karuNA kI varSA hotI thii| zabda-zabda meM jIvadayA ke bhAva pratidhvanita hote the, jIvana ke eka-eka kSaNa kA unhoMne mahattva smjhaa| prANimAtra ke kalyANa ke lie cintanazIla AtmasAdhaka evaM adhyAtmayogI ne mujhe antima sandeza diyA - "saMgha - sevA, svAdhyAya-sAdhanA meM kahIM kasara na par3e, isakA khayAla rkhnaa|" unakA yaha saMdeza Aja bhI mere hRdaya meM TakasAla meM Dhale sikke kI taraha uTTaMkita hai| tatkAlIna saMghAdhyakSa zrI mophatarAjajI muNota ke bAda saMghAdhyakSa kise banAyA jAya ? saMgha meM yaha bar3A vikaTa prazna thaa| saMrakSaka-maNDala ke sabhI sadasyoM kI bhAvanA thI ki isa kAryabhAra ko maiM sambhAla lN| merI manaH sthiti isake liye bilkula taiyAra nahIM thii| AcArya zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa pIpAr3a siTI meM thaa| saMgha kI mITiMga meM bahuta prayAsa karane para bhI saphalatA nahIM milii| jayapura se saMgha ke AdhAra stambha suzrAvaka zrI nathamalajI sA hIrAvata ko bulAyA gyaa| unhoMne bhI khUba samajhAyA, parantu maiM kisI bhI paristhiti meM yaha pada lene ko taiyAra nahIM thaa| jalagAMva meM mere parivArajanoM se bhI svIkRti le lI gaI, phira bhI merI mAnasikatA nahIM bnii| prAta:kAla jaba hama vApasa ravAnA hone ke liye AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha upasthita hue to acAnaka mujhe gurudeva ke antima sandeza kA smaraNa ho AyA ki saMgha-sevA kA khayAla rkhnaa| mere mana ne mor3a liyA aura socA ki mujhe gurudeva kA AzIrvAda prApta hai, phira maiM kyoM ghabarA rahA huuN| maiMne tatkAla saMgha saMrakSakagaNa kA Agraha svIkAra kara liyaa| mophatarAjajI ne vahIM mujhe bAhoM meM bharakara uThA liyaa| pUre saMgha meM prasannatA kI lahara daur3a gii| maiM isameM apanI yogyatA ko nahIM, pUjya gurudeva ke AzIrvAda evaM kRpAprasAda ko hI kAraNa samajhatA hU~ ki mujhe saMgha-sevaka banane kA avasara milaa| aise mahimAmaMDita adhyAtmayogI itihAsa puruSa ke jitane guNAnuvAda kiye jAyeM kama haiN| vaha mahAn AtmA jahA~ bhI ho, mujhe satkAryoM kI ora prerita karatI rahe, yahI vinamra bhAvanA hai| isa yuga kA saubhAgya rahA jo isa yuga meM guruvara jnme| apanA yaha saubhAgya rahA, guruvara ke yuga meM hama janame / / kala yuga meM bhI yaha sata yuga guruvara ke nAma se jAnA jaayegaa| kabhI mahAvIra kI zreNI meM guruvara kA nAma bhI aayegaa| -nayanatArA, subhASa cauka, jalagA~va
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________________ prema evaM karuNA ke sAgara : guru mahArAja zrI nathamala hIrAvata guru mahArAja AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke roma-roma meM se prema evaM karuNA kI ajasra dhArA bahatI thI / unake pAsa jo koI bhI jAtA, vaha unakI prema evaM karuNA kI dhArA se prakSAlita evaM prabhAvita ho jAtA thaa| Avazyaka nahIM thA ki ve bAtacIta kareM hI, phira bhI ghaNToM unake pAsa baiThane kA mana karatA thA / una logoM ke prati bhI unakI prema bhAvanA utanI hI thI jinase ve kama bolate the / * maiM bhI una hajAroM vyaktiyoM meM se eka hU~, jina para gurudeva kA upakAra rhaa| unhoMne mujhe sahI dizA kI ora | mukha karake khar3A kara diyA, yaha merA ahobhAgya hai / unhoMne hI mujhe svAdhyAya se jodd'aa| guru mahArAja ke samparka meM maiM jIvana ke prArambha se hI A gayA thA / saMvat 2011 meM jaba 24 - 25 sAla kA thA, taba aura adhika jur3Ava | gayA, jo nirantara bar3hatA rhaa| gurudeva kA itanA prema rahA, jise zabdoM meM prakaTa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| zabdoM meM prakaTa | karanA use sImita banAtA hai| maiM hI nahIM hara eka vyakti yahI kahegA ki unakI bahuta kRpA thii| jo kAmanA pUrti kI | dRSTi se gurudeva ke pAsa pahuMcate the, unake mUlyAMkana meM kRpAdRSTi kama-adhika ho sakatI hai, anyathA Atmika unnayana kI dRSTi se unakA upadeza sabake lie mahatvapUrNa hotA thaa| gurudeva ke mauna hotI, koI bAta nahIM karate taba bhI unake | sAnnidhya meM baiThakara Ananda kA anubhava hotA / guru mahArAja bahuta hI saralahRdaya the| kabhI koI bAta hotI to ve pharamAte - " natthU (nathamala ) mujhase koI kyoM jhUTha bolegA ?" atyanta saralatA thii| guru mahArAja kA apane virodhiyoM ke prati bhI karuNA bhAva thA / unake mana meM kabhI anyathA bhAva nahIM AtA thaa| gurudeva ne mujhe AtmIyatA dI evaM saMgha-sevA se jor3A / gurumahArAja kA svAdhyAya para bar3A bala thA / unhoMne svayaM kitane hI vyaktiyoM ko thokar3e sikhAe sad granthoM | kA svAdhyAya karanA sikhAyA / santoM kA saMga to samaya-samaya para hI sambhava hotA hai, kintu sadgrantha kA sAtha kabhI bhI ho sakatA hai| gurudeva jJAna evaM AcAra ko vizeSa mahattva dete the / AcaraNa sudhArane ke lie unakI preraNA adbhuta | hotI thii| guru mahArAja ke yogadAna ko tIna staroM para samajhA jA sakatA hai - 1. nija kI sAdhanA ke rUpa meM / 2. jaina dharmAvalambiyoM ke prati yogadAna ke rUpa meM / 3. prANimAtra ke kalyANa ke rUpa meN| saMgaThana kI preraNA ke pIche gurudeva kA dRSTikoNa thA ki saba eka dUsare kI preraNA se apane jIvana ko Age bar3hAe~ / gurumahArAja ke darzana hI maMgala the, unake jIvana kI to kyA bAta kaheM / ve kisI se rAga-dveSa bar3hAnA nahIM cAhate the| kisI ke dvArA AkSepa lagAye jAne para bhI unake mana meM kabhI dveSa kA bhAva nahIM AyA / guNijanoM ko | dekhakara evaM unake guNoM ke sambandha meM sunakara guru mahArAja pramudita hote the / ApameM apane-parAye kA bhedabhAva nahIM thaa| sabako samAna rUpa se preraNA karate the| apane bhI yadi galata kArya karate to ve virodha karane yA kahane meM hicakicAte nahIM the tathA kisI bhI sampradAya kA sAdhu yadi AcAraniSTha evaM - | guNa sampanna hotA to ve usakI prazaMsA kie binA nahIM rahate / unakA hRdaya udAra thaa| guru mahArAja guNanidhAna the / unake guNoM se preraNA lene kI AvazyakatA hai /
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________________ 518 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ___ ve AdhyAtmika santa the| yauvana kAla meM 'mere antara bhayA prakAza', 'maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa' Adi AdhyAtmika padoM kI racanA unakI AdhyAtmika unnayana kI anta: ruci ko prakaTa karatI hai| gurudeva samAja evaM vyaktiyoM ko preraNA dene ke sAtha Atma-sAdhanA ke prati bhI sadaiva jAgarUka rahe / unase sabako sahaja preraNA milatI thii| gurudeva ke pravacana bhI bahuta prabhAvI evaM preraNAprada hote the| gurudeva ke prati zraddhA se logoM kA Atmabala bar3hA evaM jIvana meM Age bar3hane ko udyata hue / gurudeva kA smaraNa mere jIvana meM navIna - sphuraNA evaM preraNA pradAna karatA 2070, hIrAvata bhavana, bAraha gaNagaura kA rAstA, jayapura
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________________ kRpAlu AtmArthI gurudeva * zrI indaracanTa hIrAvata parama zraddheya AcArya gurudeva ananta kRpAlu the| unakI mere para bahuta kRpA thii| unake sAnnidhya meM baiThakara maiM apane ko dhanya mAnatA thA / ve mere jIvana ke nirmAtA rhe| maiM kyA kahU~, gurudeva ke bAre meM, unakI jaba bhI yAda AtI | hai, to A~khoM meM pramoda ke A~sU chalaka Ate haiN| eka bAra merA mana huA ki dUsare loga aThAI aura mAsakhamaNa taka tapa kara lete haiM aura maiM to eka upavAsa meM hI DhIlA ho jAtA huuN| maiMne gurudeva se bhI yaha bAta khii| unhoMne kahA, 'terA mana hai kyA aThAI karane kA?' maiMne kahA, 'hA~, gurudeva' gurudeva ne kahA ki tuma upAsare meM rahakara hI upavAsa kro| maiMne gurudeva se upavAsa vrata liyA aura vahA~ hI pauSadha karake rAtri vizrAma kiyaa| pA~ca upavAsa hone taka to mujhe patA hI nahIM calA ki maiMne upavAsa kiyA hai, sahaja meM hI aThAI tapa bhI ho gyaa| gurudeva ne sacamuca meM mere jIvana kA nirmANa kiyaa| mere meM kaI galata zauka the| ve saba gurudeva kI saMgati, samajhAiza aura unake prati niSThA se chUTate cale ge| maiMne unase kaI taraha ke niyama lie| Aja bhI maiM unakA pUrI dRDhatA se pAlana karatA hU~, usameM kabhI DhilAI nahIM Ane dii| yahI mere jIvana nirmANa kA sambala bnaa| sAmAyika rojAnA karatA huuN| sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya kA gurudeva ne aisA zaMkhanAda kiyA hai ki pahale jahA~ vyAkhyAna ke samaya rupaye meM cAra AnA loga sAmAyika meM baiThate the vahA~ aba bAraha AnA loga sAmAyika meM baiThane lage haiN| ___maiMne bacapana se hI unheM dekhaa| dIkSA ke bAda ve apanA adhikatara samaya par3hAI meM hI lagAte the| idhara-udhara | dhyAna nahIM dete the| isase unakI yogyatA bar3hatI calI gii| maiMne gurudeva meM yaha bhI vizeSatA dekhI ki yadi kisI ne anya guru se AmnAya le rakhI hai to ve use guru AmnAya nahIM dilAte the| koI unase guru AmnAya dilAne kI bAta kahatA to bhI ve svayaM use nA kara dete the| unakA kahanA thA ki dharma ke mArga para calane ke lie kisI eka ko guru mAnanA paryApta hai| maiMne bahuta sAdhuoM ko dekhA, kintu gurudeva meM yaha anokhI vizeSatA dekhii| mujhe dasa bAraha varSoM taka jayapura samAja kA adhyakSa rahane kA saubhAgya milaa| kintu maiMne aise AcArya nahIM dekhe jo svabhAva se sarala aura pakke AtmArthI ho / gurudeva meM maiMne yaha pAyA ki ve svabhAva se sarala aura itane U~ce AtmArthI the ki usakA andAjA lagAnA hamAre jaisoM ke lie muzkila hai| AcAryazrI ke bAre meM loga aisA mAnate the ki rAtri meM do baje se cAra baje ke bIca kaI bAra camakA sA dikhAI detA thaa| hama pauSadha karate the, taba hamane bhI vaha camakA dekhaa| AcAryazrI meM divyazakti thii| eka bAra maiM darzana karane gayA taba gurudeva pratidina kI bhAMti dhyAna meM virAjamAna the| maiM saMtoM ke darzana kara || AcArya gurudeva ke samIpa jAkara baiTha gyaa| dhyAna khulane ke pazcAt unhoMne sahaja bhAva se mujhe parigraha kI maryAdA gii| maryAdA karA dI / maiM usa samaya kalakattA meM kAma karatA thaa| maiMne parigraha kI maryAdA kI. jo zIghra hI para
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 520 | ke alAvA jo bhI paisA AtA use maiM jJAnakhAte yA dAnakhAte meM DAla detA thaa| vaha krama Aja bhI calatA hai / bace |hue paise kA upayoga maiMne mAnavatA aura samAja kI sevA meM karanA zreyaskara samajhA / ratna svAdhyAya bhavana, kuzala bhUdhara | TrasTa Adi kA nirmANa isalie AsAnI se ho skaa| jo bhI unake samparka meM AtA vaha unakA hI hokara raha jAtA, koI unako bhUlatA nahIM thA, na jAne kyA jAdU thA unmeN| baccoM se unako bahuta prema thaa| bacce bhI unase prabhAvita | rahate the| gurudeva jalagA~va se dUsarA cAturmAsa pUrNa karake indaura kI ora A rahe the, taba maiM vihAra meM sAtha rhaa| vihAra meM bar3A Ananda rhaa| usa samaya eka bAra AcAryazrI kI mAlA kho gaI / ve khojane bhI gae parantu milI nahIM / mere | pAsa mAlA thii| maiMne kahA, 'gurudeva, yaha mAlA le liijie|' unhoMne pUchA, 'yaha kitane rupaye kI hai ?' maiMne sahI-sahI mUlya batAte hue kahA, 'annadAtA, kevala tIna sau rupaye kI hai|' gurudeva ne pharamAyA, 'itanI mahaMgI mAlA saMtoM ko zobhA nahIM detii|' unhoMne vaha mAlA nahIM lI / . AcAryazrI devatA puruSa the| jalagA~va se indaura hote hue rAjasthAna kI ora pdhaare| maiM unako tInoM samaya | vandanA karatA thA / maiM sotA hU~ yA jAgatA hU~ taba unheM Aja bhI vandanA karatA huuN| maiMne sAMpa ko bacAne kI ghaTanA bhI | dekhI hai| kucha loga lAThI se sA~pa ko mAra rahe the / gurudeva bole, 'kyoM mArate ho ? ise chor3a do / ' ve loga bole, 'bacAnA hI hai to le jAo ise apanI jholI meM / ' gurudeva usa sarpa ko jholI meM lekara cala die / lagabhaga do | kilomITara Age le jAkara use chor3a diyaa| ve karuNAzIla bhI the aura niDara bhI / gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM rahakara maiMne bahuta kucha paayaa| mujhe isa bAta kI khuzI hai ki maiMne gurudeva kA kahA huA | TAlA nhiiN| yahI bAta mere jIvana-nirmANa meM kAma aaii| aba to gurudeva kI yAdeM hI zeSa raha gaI haiN| (ullekhanIya hai ki saMgha - saMrakSaka suzrAvaka zrI indaracanda jI sA. hIrAvata se mArca 98 meM mumbaI meM unake ghara para jo bAtacIta huI thI, usI ke aMza yahA~ prakAzita kie gae haiN| isake pazcAt san 1999 meM zrImAn hIrAvata sA. kA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| hIrAvata sA. eka udAramanA samAjasevI zrAvakarala the| gurudeva ke ananya bhakta hIrAvata sA. kI bhI aba smRtiyA~ zeSa raha gaI haiM / - sampAdaka) - 1301, paMcaratnA bilDiMga, AperA hAusa, mumbaI 400004
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________________ zraddhA ke kalpavRkSa the AcArya zrI * nyAyAdhipati zrI zrIkRSNamala lor3hA pUjya AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja sAhaba karIba cAra dazaka pahale ghor3oM ke cauka, jodhapura ke sthAnaka meM virAja rahe the| usa samaya mujhe Adeza diyA ki tumako paccIsa bola kaMThastha kara sunAnA hai| 'paccIsa bola kA thokar3A' pustaka se maiM hara roja eka-do bola yAda kara sunAne lagA tathA praznoM kA uttara bhI denA zurU huaa| yaha krama calatA rhaa| AcArya zrI kA Adeza thA, pAlana karanA hI thaa| paccIsa bola kaMThastha kiye| aba to unameM se thor3e hI yAda haiN| aisA yAda par3atA hai ki AcArya zrI ne usa samaya jIva ke do bheda batAe-saMsArI aura siddha / mujhe yaha samajhAyA ki jo karma sahita haiM, ve saMsArI jIva haiM aura jJAnAvaraNIya Adi ATha karma rahita haiM, ve siddha jIva haiM / pApa ke aThAraha bheda to mujhe zIghra hI yAda ho gye| saMkSepa meM batAyA ki jo prANI ko mailA kare, use pApa kahate haiN| Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA ke bheda udAharaNoM dvArA vistRta rUpa se smjhaae| zrAvaka ke bAraha vratoM ko aMgIkAra kara maryAdA meM calane kA Adeza diyaa| bahuta varSoM pahale jodhapura zahara meM sthita Ahora kI havelI meM AcArya zrI apanI saMta-maMDalI ke sAtha virAja rahe the| usa samaya AcArya zrI gahana adhyayana meM lage hue the| maiM vidyArthI thaa| prAtaH pravacana sunane jAtA thaa| vyAkhyAna madhura zailI meM hotA thaa| zAstroM kA pravacana hotA thaa| mere mana meM kaI zaMkAe~ jAgrata huiiN| prazna pUchanA cAhatA thA, praznoM kA samAdhAna cAhatA thaa| lekina phira saMkocavaza socatA ki mere praznoM se kahIM gurudeva nArAja to nahIM ho jaayeNge| sAhasa kara maiMne pUchA ki Apa kevala mahAmaMtra navakAra kI ArAdhanA kA hI upadeza kyoM dete haiM, anya maMtra-taMtra kA upadeza nahIM dete / AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki parameSThI bhagavantoM kA adhiSThAna navakAra mahAmaMtra hai| isameM arihanta ke guNa, siddha ke guNa, AcArya ke guNa va sAdhu ke guNoM kA kathana hai| yogyatA ke kAraNa vyakti kA mahattva hai| arihanta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya aura sAdhu, ye pAMcoM guNapuJja haiN| jisa vyakti meM inake guNa dikhAI deM, usakI zaraNa meM jAne se mukti prApta hotI hai| AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki deva, guru aura dharma ke prati prakRSTa niSThA prakaTa karane hetu navakAra mahAmaMtra meM vizvAsa kiyA jAtA hai| AcArya zrI ke darzana hetu jo bhI AtA thA usako mahAmaMtra navakAra kA pratidina adhika se adhika jApa karane kA pharamAte aura mahAmaMtra kI mahattA para prakAza ddaalte| camatkArI maMgalapATha kA ullekha karanA canda paMktiyoM meM sambhava nahIM hai| aise kaI prasaMga haiM ki AcArya zrI ke maMgala pATha se merA hita huA, cintAeM dUra huIM aura mAnasika zAnti milii| ____ AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya ke pratyeka kSaNa merI smRti meM sajIva haiN| AcArya zrI kI saralatA, guNagrAhI dRSTi, vyApaka cintana evaM gahana adhyayana kI anUThI chApa Apake darzana tathA samparka se sahaja hI mere para pdd'ii| mere ajJAnAndhakAra ko dUra kara Apa zrI ne jJAna kA prakAza diyaa| mere svayaM ke jIvana kI kaI ghaTanAeM haiM, jinakA vistRta ullekha karanA saMbhava nahIM hai| prasaMga to kaI aise haiM| ki Apa zrI kI AjJA va AdezoM kI pAlanA se merA hita huaa| maiM apanI smRtiyoM ke pichale pRSTha khola kara par3hane kA prayAsa karatA hU~ to zraddhA kA sAgara umar3atA hai| mere jIvana kI kucha ghaTanAeM jo AcArya zrI ne bhaviSya draSTA hone se saMketa kI unakA vivaraNa de rahA huuN|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 522 bhaviSya draSTA-karIba 34 varSa pahale jaba AcArya zrI ghoDoM ke cauka meM virAja rahe the, maiM bAhara bhramaNa hetu jAne kA kAryakrama banA kara dharmapatnI ke sAtha darzana karane va mAMgalika zravaNa karane pahu~cA / AcArya zrI ke mukha se sahaja hI nikalA-abhI saMta yahAM virAja rahe haiM, saMgha kA kArya evaM dhArmika adhyayana kro| maiM asamaMjasa meM par3a gyaa| yAtrA kA kAryakrama pUrA bana cukA thaa| puna: nivedana karane para AcArya zrI ne saMgha-sevA aura dhArmika adhyayana karane kI bAta doharAI / maiMne jodhapura se bAhara jAnA sthagita kara diyaa| ghaTanAkrama isa prakAra ghaTita huA ki merA dvitIya putra par3hAI meM bahuta hoziyAra thaa| parIkSA meM U~cA sthAna prApta karane vAlA thA, kintu vaha isa bAra prekTikala ke kAraNa asaphala | rhaa| yaha sUcanA dUsare dina parIkSA phala Ane para jJAta huI / vaha nirAza ho gayA, mAnasika saMtulana bhI bigar3ane lgaa| aise meM mere alAvA usako sAntvanA dene va dhairya baMdhAne vAlA parivAra kA dUsarA koI sadasya nahIM thaa| usa samaya anartha hone kI saMbhAvanA bana gaI thii| AcArya zrI kI AjJA kA pAlana kara jodhapura ke bAhara jAne kI yAtrA sthagita karanA ucita rahA / mujhe lagA, parivAra para Asanna saMkaTa Tala gyaa| ve divya jJAnI the aura bhAvI ke draSTA the| zraddhA ke kalpavRkSa -karIba 24 varSa pUrva AcArya zrI saMtoM ke sAtha pAvaTA meM mere baMgale meM virAja rahe the| merI va merI dharmapatnI kI AcArya zrI ke prati pUrNa niSThA thI, phira bhI merI dharmapatnI maMgalavAra ko hanumAnajI kA evaM zukravAra ko saMtoSI mAtA kA ekAzana karatI thii| eka dina rAmadeva jI kA aura pUrNimA ko satyanArAyaNa jI kA vrata karatI thii| hama donoM AcArya zrI ke darzana hetu Upara ke kamare meM gye| mere mu~ha se nikala gayA 'saddhA parama dullhaa|' AcArya zrI ne pUchA, kyA bAta hai? to maiMne AcArya zrI ko apanI dharmapatnI kA anya devI-devatAoM meM vizvAsa hone kI bAta khii| AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA- "bAI tumhAre kisa bAta kI kamI hai? saba Ananda hai| duniyAbhara ke asaMkhya devI devatA hI nahIM, varan devendra bhI jinake caraNoM meM jhuka kara apane Apako saubhAgyazAlI samajhate haiM, unake bhakta hokara bhI sAMsArika devI devatAoM kI upAsanA karane kA kyA lakSya ? ekAzana hI karanA hai to jainoM kA ekAzanA kro| jisase karma nirjarA hone se sahaja hI Ananda aura samAdhAna milegaa|" usake pazcAt merI dharmapatnI ne maMgalavAra, zukravAra Adi ke ekAzana banda kara diye| kucha hI samaya pazcAt hamArI cintA anukUla samAdhAna bhI pA gii| vacana siddhi-rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke nyAyAdhIza ke pada se maiM sevAnivRtta hone ke pazcAt apanI dharmapatnI ke sAtha AcArya zrI ke darzana hetu ajamera gyaa| maiM vikrama saMvat va mAravAr3a samvat bhinna bhinna hone se 62 kI bajAya 61 varSa kI umra meM sevAnivRtta ho gayA thaa| AcArya zrI ko maiMne sevAnivRtta ho jAne kA nivedana kiyaa| AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA-"abhI sevAnivRtta hone kA samaya nahIM AyA hai|" maiM to sevAnivRtta ho cukA thA, para kyA khtaa| kintu gurudeva ke vacanoM meM siddhi thii| sevAnivRttike bAda mujhe eka bar3e vivAda ko nipaTAne ke liye paMca niyukta kiyA gyaa| Arthika dRSTi se yaha kArya ucca nyAyAlaya ke nyAyAdhIza se bhI acchA thaa| isake pazcAt maiMne rASTrIya kAnUna ke tahata gaThita salAhakAra maNDala ke sadasya kA kArya sAta varSa taka kiyaa| san 1988 meM pA~ca sAla ke liye mujhe adhyakSa, rAjya Ayoga upabhoktA saMrakSaNa rAjasthAna niyukta kiyA gyaa| AcArya zrI kI vacanasiddhi pratyakSa huI aura vANI satya pratIta huii| * nirbhaya evaM prabhAvI sAdhaka __sUryanagarI jodhapura zahara kI purAnI AbAdI meM savAIsiMha jI kI pola (siMhapola) pokaraNa ke pUrva jAgIradAra zrI savAIsiMha jI kI thI, jisako vikrama saMvat 1972 dinAMka 17.10.1915 ko pUjya zrI zrIlAla jI ma.sA, pUjya
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 523 zrI jJAnacandajI ma.sA. evaM pUjya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. ke zrAvakoM ne dharmArAdhana hetu kharIdA thA / yahA~ para zrAvakoM ke dvArA sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha, dayAvrata Adi dainika dhArmika kAryakrama zAnti pUrvaka hote the / samaya-samaya para | saMta- munivaroM ke cAturmAsa bhI yahA~ para barAbara hote rahe, kyoMki dharma-ArAdhanA hetu yaha ucita va sukhadAyaka bhavana thaa| marudhara zrAvaka maNDala evaM ukta tInoM sampradAyoM ke zrAvakoM meM kucha muddoM ko lekara ukta siMhapola ke bAre meM vivAda utpanna ho gayA / nyAyAlaya taka vivAda pahu~ca gayA / antataH kucha dharmapremI bandhuoM ne donoM pakSoM ke bIca samajhautA karAne hetu osavAla samAja ke do pratiSThita evaM niSpakSa sadasya zrI magarUpa canda sA bhaNDArI va zrI dAnacanda sA bhaNDArI jo sthAnakavAsI samAja ke nahIM the, niyukta kiye ge| donoM paMcoM ne saMbaMdhita pakSoM ko sunakara Ta | patrAvalI Adi kA avalokana kara isa bhavana ko pUjya zrI zrIlAlajI ma.sA., pUjya zrI jJAnacandajI ma.sA. evaM pUjya zrI ratna candra jI ma.sA. ke zrAvakoM (anuyAyiyoM) kI sampatti hone kA paMca nirNaya diyA aura isa saMbaMdha meM ghoSaNA bhI kI / san 1940 ke paMca phaisale ke pazcAt bhavana kA tAlA nyAyAlaya ke Adeza se khola diyA gyaa| tatpazcAt yaha bhavana dhArmika kAryoM hetu upayoga meM AnA prAraMbha huA / I pUjya AcAryapravara 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne saMvat 2002 meM mUlasiMha jI ke nohare, motIcauka jodhapura meM cAturmAsa kiyA / zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kI suvidhA ko dhyAna rakhate hue pravacana Apa Ahora kI havelI meM | pharamAte the / kucha zrAvakagaNa siMhapola meM bhI dharmArAdhana karate the / cAturmAsa ke daurAna zrAvakoM ke nivedana para pUjya AcAryapravara ne paryuSaNa ke prathama dina apane variSTha santa zrI lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. evaM zrI mANakamunijI ma.sA. ko siMhapola meM dharmArAdhana karAne hetu bhejaa| kucha mahAnubhAva paMca phaisale se asaMtuSTa the, ataH ve pahale se hI nArAja ukta donoM santoM ke vahAM padhArane se unakA virodha ugra ho gyaa| aisA yAda par3atA hai ki sAyaMkAla pratikramaNa ke samaya siMhapola ke bAhara canda mahAnubhAvoM ne ekatrita hokara vyavadhAna paidA karanA zuru kiyA aura jora-jora se | cillAne lge| virodha pradarzana karane ke anucita tarIke bhI apnaaye| usI samaya pUjya AcAryapravara ke pAsa unhoMne tAra bhI bhijavAye, jisameM santoM ko siMhapola se vApasa bulAne kA Agraha thA / donoM santa paryuSaNa kI samApti para | vApasa pUjya AcAryapravara ke pAsa cale aae| cAturmAsa - samApti ke pazcAt pUjya AcAryapravara vihAra kara siMhapola pdhaare| asaMtuSTa mahAnubhAva apane ravaiye para DaTe rahe aura pratidina prAtaH kAla pravacana ke samaya siMhapola ke bAhara ziSTAcAra kA ullaMghana kara azobhanIya nAre | lagAte rahe aura ho hallA karate rahe, jisake phalasvarUpa pravacana sunane meM bAdhA utpanna huii| pUjya AcAryapravara samabhAva meM dRDha pratijJa the / 'oma zAnti oma zAnti' kI prArthanA bolanA Apako priya thA / aisA kaI dinoM taka calatA rahA / pUjya AcAryapravara ne apane zrAvakoM ko bhI samatA va zAMti rakhane ke nirdeza diye| sampradAya ke prati niSThAvAna ratnavaMza ke suzrAvakoM ne pUjya AcAryapravara ke Adeza va nirdezoM kI pAlanA kara usa samaya pUrNazAMti rkhii| sthaMDila va anya kAryoM hetu pUjya AcAryapravara evaM santoM ko kaThinAI kA sAmanA karanA par3atA thA / siMhapola | ke pravAsa ke samaya kaI mahAnubhAvoM ne virodha prakaTa karane va badanAma karane ke liye kaI galata, jhUThI va managaDhaMta aphavAheM bhI phailAI, kintu pUjya AcAryapravara gaMgAjala ke samAna pavitra, paropakArI, saMyama ke Adarza pratIka, Atma vizvAsI, bhaviSya draSTA, ekAnta va zAntipriya paramayogI mahAn santa the / ve ina aphavAhoM se kaba ghabarAne vAle the / unake AdhyAtmika teja, tyAga, ekatA aura samatAmaya jJAna - dhyAna meM koI kisI bhI prakAra kI kSati nahIM pahu~cA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 524 sakatA thA / pUjya AcAryapravara ne kucha samaya pazcAt siMhapola se vihAra kiyA aura sire bAjAra hote hue muthA jI ke maMdira pdhaare| mujhe acchI taraha yAda hai ki jaba pUjya AcAryapravara apanI santa-maNDalI sahita lakhAroM ke bAsa kI ora mur3ane lge| (kyoMki nAgaurI geTa jAne kA yaha sIdhA rAstA hai / ) usa samaya zraddhAlu suzrAvakoM ne pUjya AcAryapravara se nivedana kiyA ki Apa kapar3A bAjAra, kaTalA bAjAra se hote hue padhAreM / zraddhAlu suzrAvakoM ko utpAta kI AzaMkA thI / pUjya AcAryapravara ne zrAvakoM kI vinati ko dhyAna meM rakhakara kapar3A bAjAra hote hue prasthAna | kiyaa| usa samaya hamane dekhA ki katipaya pramukha virodhI zrAvaka bAjAra meM dukAnoM para baiThe hue the, parantu unhoMne vihAra meM koI azobhanIya pradarzana nahI kiyA / bhalA kara bhI kauna sakatA thA ? pUjya AcAryapravara samatA-sAdhanA ke dhanI dhIra gaMbhIra aura mahAn saMta the / AcAryapravara kI yaha mAnyatA thI ki ucita rIti se zAsana karane vAle ko bahuta sunanA aura kama bolanA | caahie| aisA karane meM zAstA ko saphalatAzrI svayaM varaNa karatI hai| AcArya zrI sampradAya ke saMkucita dAyare meM vizvAsa nahIM karate the / jaba kabhI sthAnakavAsI sampradAyoM meM zramaNa samAcArI ke saMbaMdha meM samasyAe~ utpanna huIM athavA alaga dhAraNAe~ banIM, usa samaya unako sulajhAyA aura samatA kA prayAsa kiyA tathA ApasI prema ko banAe rakhane kA saMdeza diyA / dhArmika kSetra meM nArI samAja ko jAgarUka kiyA / zrAvikA samAja meM jJAnapUrvaka kriyA kI AvazyakatA para | bala diyaa| rUDhivAda evaM jar3atAmayI bhAvanAoM meM jJAna hI parivartana karane meM samartha hai, aisA sadupadeza diyaa| gurudeva ne zrAvakoM ke pArasparika vivAda ko kama kiyA tathA unheM usa mArga para calane kA saMdeza diyA jisase samAja kA | utthAna aura saMgaThana majabUta bane / AcArya zrI ke cintana meM vizAlatA yA udAratA ko sthAna thA, saMkIrNatA ko nahIM / I maiMne ananta AsthA ke kendra AcArya zrI ke saMbaMdha meM thor3A likhane kA prayAsa kiyA hai| AcArya zrI ke guNa | ananta the aura maiM una guNoM kA varNana karane meM asamartha hU~ / AcArya zrI saMyama pradAtA, preraNA ke pAvana srota, viveka | ke zAzvata sarovara, sAdhanA patha ke amara sAdhaka, dhyAna- mauna sAdhanA ke prabala pakSadhara, sAmpradAyika sauhArda va samatA ke vizvAsI, zramaNa saMskRti ke mahAn santa, vinaya aura viveka ke zAzvata sarovara, saralatA kI sAkAramUrti aura jIvana patha-pradarzaka yuga puruSa the / 26 jUna 1998 pUrva nyAyAdhipati, rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya evaM pUrva adhyakSa rAjya Ayoga, upabhoktA saMrakSaNa, rAjasthAna candana, pAvaTA bI-2 roDa, jodhapura (rAja.) *
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________________ cumbakIya zakti ke dhanI : pUjya gurudeva . DaoN. sampatasiMha bhANDAvata pUjya gurudeva kI mujha para va mere parivAra para asIma kRpA thii| Aja jo kucha bhI dhArmika pravRttiyA~ evaM vicAra || mere va mere parivAra vAloM meM haiM, yaha saba unakI mahatI kRpA kA phala hai| pUjya gurudeva AdhyAtmika guru the| guru zabda ke artha kI garimA kitanI hai, maiM nahIM jAnatA, kintu jaina paramparA ke anusAra guru kA gaurava atulanIya hai| yadi guru prApta hI na ho to vyakti kA janma sacce arthoM meM vyartha hai| sa hi vidyAta: taM janayati tadasya zreSThaM jnm| mAtApitarau tu zarIrameva janayataH / / mAtA-pitA zarIra ko avazya janma dete haiM, kintu vAstavika janma guru se hotA hai, jise zAstrakAroM ne zreSTha janma kahA hai| sacce mAyane meM pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. mere sadguru the| unhoMne mere jIvana ko isa taraha se DhAlA ki mere pAsa zabda nahIM haiM ki maiM unakA guNagAna kara sakU~, kintu mere mana meM aisI kucha bAteM haiM jinakA maiM avazya | ullekha karanA cAhatA huuN| - pUjya gurudeva jaba savAImAdhopura virAja rahe the, taba AgAmI cAturmAsa renabo hAusa, jodhapura meM karane hetu nivedana kiyaa| gurudeva muskurAye aura kahane lage ki "are bholiyA ! thAro baMgalo to kirAye diyo huo hai|" jaba maiMne gurudeva se anurodha kiyA ki ApakI kRpA ho jAya to mujhe pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki Apa cAturmAsa renabo hAusa meM kreNge| usI vakta maiM jodhapura AyA to patA calA ki jo khanija vibhAga vAle kirAyedAra the, ve haphtA bhara meM khAlI kara deNge| maiM daur3A-daur3A pUjya gurudeva kI sevA meM pahu~cA aura arja kiyA ki gurudeva baMgalA khAlI ho gayA hai| Apako vahA~ cAturmAsa karanA hogA , gurudeva kI mauna svIkRti ho gaI aura san 1984 kA cAturmAsa renabo hAusa meM huaa| isa cAturmAsa se mere parivAra ko evaM mujhe dharmakriyA meM sakriya rUpa se jur3ane kA anokhA lAbha milaa| korTa se lagabhaga pUre cAra mAha avakAza lekara Apake sAnnidhya kA lAbha lete hue jo Ananda milA use zabdoM meM prastuta nahIM kara sktaa| maiMne usa samaya Apako nikaTa se dekhaa| Apake asAmpradAyikatA , guNiyoM ke prati pramodabhAva, | sAdhanA ke prati sajagatA, alpabhASitA, apramattatA Adi aneka guNoM ne mujhe AkarSita kiyaa| pUjya gurudeva anuzAsanapriya the| Apa samaya kA pUrA arthAt eka-eka minaTa kA sadupayoga karate the| a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke 15 varSoM taka kAryAdhyakSa evaM adhyakSa pada kA dAyitva vahana karate hue maiMne dekhA ki Apa kitane nispRha, vivekazIla evaM sAdhanA ke sajaga praharI haiN| Apane saMyama kI nirmala pAlanA ko sarvocca prAthamikatA dI / Apa bhaktoM ke pIche nahIM the, bhakta Apake lie lAlAyita rhe| ___pUjya gurudeva meM cumbakIya zakti thI / jo koI bhI unake samparka meM AtA vaha unakI ora khiMcA calA AtA thA tathA apane Apako bar3A bhAgyazAlI samajhatA thaa| mAno vaha sAkSAt bhagavAna ke sAmane baiThA hai aura ve sAkSAt | (bhagavAna hI the|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM unakA vyaktitva itanA mahAn thA ki bar3e-bar3e seTha sAhUkAra bar3e-bar3e adhikArI jo bhI Apake samparka meM Ate apanI saba bAta bhUla kara unake caraNoM meM zraddhA se jhuka jAte / mujhe yAda hai san 1984 meM mohanasiMha jI mehatA, jo rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya ke pUrva kulapati the, Apake darzanArtha aaye| unhoMne vartamAna zikSA-praNAlI evaM guru-ziSya paramparA ke sambandha meM sArthaka carcA karate hue Ananda kA anubhava kiyA / kendrIya rAjyamantrI rAmanivAsajI mirdhA bhI Apake sAnnidhya meM baiThakara upakRta hue / 526 gurudeva vidyA, vinaya evaM viveka ke dhanI the| unhoMne apane jIvana kAla meM kabhI bhI kisI ko aise zabda nahIM kahe jo unakI AtmA ko cubhane vAle hoM / bar3e sarala the / Apa pracAra meM nahIM AcAra meM vizvAsa rakhate the / Apa jodhapura ke koThArI bhavana virAja rahe the| bAharI bhUmikA se lauTate samaya ApakA AcArya zrI tulasIjI se madhura milana huA / maiM usa samaya gurudeva ke sAtha hI thaa| | prasaMgavaza gurudeva ne jo pharamAyA usakA bhAva thA - AcAra hI pracAra kA sabase bar3A mAdhyama hai| maiM apane Apako bhAgyazAlI samajhatA hU~ ki maiMne aise calate-phirate bhagavAna ke darzana kiye, unake bahuta nikaTa | rhaa| unase bahuta kucha sIkhA aura Aja maiM jo kucha bhI hU~, unhIM kI kRpA se hU~ / - renabo hAusa, maNDora ror3a, jodhapura
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________________ unake sAdhanAmaya jIvana ne prabhAvita kiyA * pro.cA~damala karNAvaTa pUjya AcAryazrI hastI ucca koTi ke sAdhaka the| unake apramatta sAdhanAmaya jIvana se kauna AkRSTa nahIM hotaa| ve prAyaH aharniza dhyAna-mauna, japa-tapa, svAdhyAya Adi kI sAdhanA meM lIna rahate / jaba bhI unake darzana karate to unheM kisI na kisI sAdhanA meM lIna paate| unake lie yaha kathana akSarazaH caritArtha hotA thAH khaNa nikamo rahaNo nahIM. karaNo Atama kaam| bhaNaNo, guNaNo, sIkhaNo, ramaNo jJAna aaraam|| AcAryapravara kabhI mauna to kabhI dhyAna meM lIna hote, to kabhI japa, to kabhI svAdhyAya, manana, cintana aura | lekhana meM / lekhana aura svAdhyAya meM bhI itanI lInatA hotI thI ki jaise ve unhIM meM kho gae hoN| sAdhanA meM unakI apramattatA, niyamitatA evaM dRr3hatA anukaraNIya hotI thii| apramattatA ko niralasatA ke sAmAnya artha meM lene para unakI sAdhanA tatparatApUrNa thii| cAhe vicaraNa-vihAra ho, AhAra-nihAra yA pravacana ho, hara | pravRtti kA eka nizcita samaya hotA, aura vaha usI samaya para sampanna ho jAtI thii| ahiMsAdi paMca mahAvratoM meM, samiti-gupti kI paripAlanA meM unakI dRr3hatA, niraticAra pAlana kI sajagatA kisa darzanArthI ko prabhAvita nahIM kara | pAtI ! usa mahAna sAdhaka kI sAdhanA ko dekhakara hRdaya hiloreM lene lagatA aura sAdhanA ke patha para dRr3hatA, sajagatA aura apramattatA kI prabala preraNAoM se bhara jAtA / madya, viSaya, nidrA, kaSAya aura vikathA ke pA~coM pramAdoM se ve dUra dRSTigata hote the| viSaya aura kaSAya ke bAdhaka tattvoM ko jaise unhoMne jIta rakhA thaa| krodha-mAna unase kosoM dUra the| mAyA ko unake sarala komala hRdaya meM kahA~ sthAna milatA? nirlobhatA, nispRhatA ke ve eka Adarza the| pravacana-sabhAoM meM unake guNagAna karane vAloM ko pUrA bolane se pUrva hI baiTha jAnA pdd'taa| saMgha va zrAvakoM dvArA aneka saMsthAoM kI sthApanA huI, parantu kahIM bhI unhoMne apanA nAma jor3ane hI nahIM diyaa| nidrA ke lie sunA gayA ki ve sAdhvAcAra ke anusAra eka prahara bhI nahIM sote the| jaba bhI saMta uThate to unheM baiThe hue hI paate| dhyAna-japa, mauna meM lIna / vikathA kabhI kisI taraha kI, unake mu~ha se sunI hI nahIM gii| rAjakathA, dezakathA bhI AdhyAtmika, | dhArmika prasaMga se hI, vaha bhI ydaa-kdaa| pichale eka do varSoM meM asvasthatA ke kAraNa unakI lekhanI banda huI to japa ne usakA sthAna le liyA thaa| prAyaH aharniza hI unakA jApa calatA hI rahatA / japa ke kAraNa unakI anAmikA mur3I hAlata meM hI raha gaI thii| vAstavikatA yaha hai ki unakA sampUrNa saMyamI jIvana sAdhanA kI hI athaka kahAnI thaa| usameM unakI lInatA, ekAgratA, tAdAtmya Adi pratyeka darzanArthI ko atyaMta AkRSTa karate the| unakI yaha sAdhanA eka, do, pAMca, dasa varSa paryaMta nahIM, apitu unakI pUrNa saMyama-paryAya meM calatI rhii| 11 varSa kI bAlavaya se 60-65 varSa kI avasthA taka lekhaka ko unakI yaha sAdhanA hI AkRSTa karatI rhii| unake mukhamaNDala para sadA sarvadA prasannatA kI lahara daur3atI rahatI thii| unakI yaha prasannatA mUka preraNA de jAtI thI ki samatA kA sAdhaka kaisA honA caahie| kaisI bhI pratikUla paristhitiyAM hoM, unheM kabhI gamagIna nahIM pAyA gyaa| bhale hI koI unakA upadeza nahIM suna pAyA ho, unase carcA kA kisI ko avasara sulabha nahIM huA ho,
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________________ (528 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM parantu unakI sAdhanA ko dekhakara hI darzaka saba kucha pA letA thaa| lekhaka ko bhI unake apramatta sAdhanAmaya jIvana kA khUba sAnnidhya milaa| unakI sAdhanA kI pUjanIya evaM anukaraNIya chavi hI hRdaya meM aMkita huI, jo amiTa hai| AcArya deva kI sAdhanA ko pratyakSa dekhakara, unake pAvana pravacana sunakara hI maiM harabAra unakI ora adhikAdhika AkRSTa hotA gyaa| unakI sAdhanAmaya jIvana kI gaharI chApa hI mere jIvana ko yatkiMcit dhArmika AdhyAtmika banAne kI buniyAda rhii| saca kahA jAya to isa gAthA meM, isa kathA meM na kucha merA hai na terA hai. usa vibhUti ke guNagAna kA bahAnA mAtra hai-yaha saba kuch| * dRSTikoNa meM badalAva pUjya AcArya zrI hastI dhArmika-AdhyAtmika jagat kI eka mahAn vibhUti the| ve eka mahAnatama sAdhaka the aura the sAdhanA ke utkRSTa Adarza / unakA sampUrNa jIvana sAdhanA kI samujjvala svarNima razmiyoM se jagamagAtA thaa| sAdhanA ke apratima prabhAva se prabhAvita jaina samAja hI nahIM, sampUrNa jana-samudAya unake caraNoM meM zraddhA se natamastaka thaa| usa apramatta sAdhaka kA sAnnidhya pAkara vyakti ke vicAra aura vyavahAra meM parivartana AnA koI Azcaryajanaka nahIM, Azcaryajanaka to isa mahAn AtmA ke sAnnidhya meM rahakara bhI parivartana nahIM Ane meM hotaa| yaha merA parama saubhAgya thA ki mujhe usa ,paHpUta divya AcArya kA sAnnidhya pA~ca dazAbdiyoM se adhika kAla taka prApta huaa| bAlapana se praur3hAvasthA paryanta mile isa sAnnidhya kA prabhAva atyaMta hI amUlya aura amiTa rhaa| usa mahApuruSa kI kRpA se saMsAra ke kArya karate hue bhI mere mana meM pApabhIrutA banI huI hai| pApamaya kAryoM se vilaga rahane kA bharasaka prayAsa aura antarmukhIvRtti usa pAvana sAnnidhya kI avismaraNIya nidhi hai| usa AdhAra para yaha dhAraNA banI hai ki vRttiyA~ ThIka raheM to pravRttiyAM nizcita rUpa se ThIka hoMgI hii| bhopAlagar3ha (jodhapura, rAjasthAna) kI saMta-caraNoM se pAvana banI bhUmi meM jainaratna vidyAlaya ke chAtrAvAsa meM rahate hue santa-satI varga evaM pUjya AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya kA aneka bAra svarNima avasara milaa| AcAryapravara ke darzana, vaMdana, pravacana, dharmacarcA, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, pauSadha Adi meM pUjya AcAryazrI ke sAnnidhya ne mujha meM eka samyak dRSTi jagA dii| phalasvarUpa jIvanayAtrA meM agrasara hote hue AdhyAtmika, dhArmika ruci bar3hatI gaI, dRr3ha hotI gii| bacapana meM aMkurita adhyAtma-bIja pallavita hote gye| AjIvikA upArjana ke sAtha jIvana meM dhArmikatA evaM AdhyAtmikatA kA sarvopari sthAna rahatA thaa| jJAna-kriyA ke prati rujhAna rahatA thaa| usa mahanIya vyaktitva kA hI amiTa prabhAva mere jIvana para aMkita hai| usa mahAn saMyama- zreSTha saMtaratna kI chApa mere mAnasa meM basI huI hai| Aja bhI maiM aura merA parivAra zaddhAcArI evaM kriyAvAna santa-satI varga kI binA kisI sampradAya kA vicAra kie sevA karate haiN| zuddhAcAra ko bala dete hae asAmpradAyikatA kI bhAvanA mere vicAra meM jaina ekatA kI eka sabala kar3I bana sakatI hai| yaha to dRSTikoNa ke badalAva kI bAta huI / jaba dRSTi badalI to sRSTi badalI, isa kahAvata ke anusAra merI dinacaryA meM bhI paryApta badalAva aayaa| AcArya pravara kA sAnnidhya bacapana se prauDhAvasthA taka milatA hI rhaa| unake tyAgamaya evaM tapaHpUta jIvana se evaM unake vairAgyapUrita pravacanoM se prerita hokara jahAM taka smaraNa hai, vidyArthI kAla se hI adhyayana ke sAtha dharma-sAdhanA meM tapa-tyAga (choTe-choTe) kI pravRtti prArambha ho gii| jyoM-jyoM umra bar3hatI gaI dinacaryA meM dharma-sAdhanA ko adhika adhika samaya milatA gyaa| sAMsArika jimmedAriyoM ko saMbhAlate hue bhI saMvara-nirjarA meM, AdhyAtmika
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 529 dhArmika kAryoM meM samaya lagAnA acchA lagatA thaa| svAdhyAya, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, mauna, dhyAna, ekAzana, Ayambila, saMvara, dayA, samAja-sevA meM adhika se adhika samaya lagAtA rhaa| yahI mujhe abhISTa thaa| kramazaH sAMsArika kAryoM meM dinacaryA kA samaya kama hotA gayA aura AdhyAtmika dhArmika pravRttiyoM meM adhik| sevAnivRtti ke bAda to AjIvikopArjana ke kArya se prAyaH pUrNa nivRtti lene ke bAda aba adhikAMza samaya Atma-sAdhanA meM jJAna, darzana, cAritra kI sAdhanA meM hI laga rahA hai| yaha saba usa mahAna AcArya deva kI kRpA kA hI suphala hai| . svAdhyAyI ko mahattva marudharA kA eka prasiddha audyogika nagara hai paalii| AcArya zrI yahA~ virAja rahe the| maiM bhI eka svAdhyAyI | zivira ke prasaMga meM vahA~ upasthita thaa| prAtaHkAlIna pravacana Arambha huA hI thaa| maiM sAmAyika vrata grahaNa kara Age kI paMktiyoM meM baiThA thaa| animeSa dRSTi se AcAryapravara ke darzana karatA huA unakI pravacanadhArA kA pAna kara rahA thaa| AcAryapravara kA udbodhana-pravacana sunakara gadgad ho rahA thaa| isI bIca AcAryapravara ke mahAn bhakta eka zreSThI zrAvaka kA Agamana huaa| ve anya logoM, mujhe aura anya svAdhyAyiyoM ko pIche chor3akara Age A rahe the| AcAryapravara ko yaha ucita nahIM lgaa| anya svAdhyAyiyoM aura merI tarapha saMketa karate hue unhoMne kahA-"aba ina logoM ko Age Ane do|" isa saMketa meM AcAryapravara kI svAdhyAya pravRtti aura svAdhyAyI varga ko samAja meM agra sthAna dene kI bhAvanA nihita thii| ve svastha, sadAcArI evaM vivekavAna samAja ke nirmANa meM svAdhyAyI varga kI mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA para bala denA cAhate the| AcAryapravara kA manobhAva aura Azaya samajha kara ve zrImanta sajjana mur3a gae aura pIche jAkara unhoMne apanA sthAna grahaNa kiyaa| * asAmpradAyikatA eka samudAya vizeSa ke AcArya hote hue bhI pUjyavara AcAryazrI hastI ke sudIrgha sAnnidhya se | asAmpradAyikatA ke dRSTikoNa kA vikAsa huaa| yaha eka vismayakAraka tathya ho sakatA hai, parantu hai yaha bilkula sty| isa mahAn AcArya ke prati sampUrNa jaina samAja kI zraddhA kA eka bar3A kAraNa unakA asAmpradAyika dRSTikoNa thaa| mere bAlyakAla se 60-65 varSa taka kI Ayu taka mujhe khUba yAda hai ki AcArya zrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM kabhI aisI bAta nahIM kI jisase sampradAyavAda ko havA mile| unake mu~ha se kabhI kisI kI nindA vikathA nahIM sunI gyii| unake upadezoM meM zuddha vairAgya evaM saiddhAntika vivecana bharA rahatA thaa| 11 varSa kI umra se hI chAtrAvAsa meM rahate huye AcArya zrI ke darzana, pravacana evaM pratikramaNa meM hame sammilita hone kA suavasara milatA thaa| sAyaMkAlIna pratikramaNa (devasiya pratikramaNa) ke pazcAt hameM AcArya zrI kI sevA meM baiThAyA jaataa| vahA~ praznottara, dharma-carcA hotii| kabhI sampradAyavAda kA jikra nahIM aayaa| praznottara evaM dharma-carcA ke mAdhyama se paryApta jJAna vRddhi huI, jo merI sthAyI nidhi banI huI hai| jaina ratna vidyAlaya bhopAlagaDha ke pradhAnAdhyApaka kA padabhAra, jinavANI patrikA kA 6 varSa taka sampAdana, svAdhyAyI kAryakramoM meM bhAga, sAdhanA-vibhAga kA saMcAlana jaise kucha vizeSa dAyitva mujhe saupeM gaye the| inheM saMbhAlate huye AcArya zrI se aneka bAra samparka huA, carcA bhI huii| parantu AcAryapravara ke mukha se kabhI sAmpradAyikatA kI
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________________ 530 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bAta nahIM sunI, na unhoMneM sampradAya ke viSaya meM aisA kucha kahA, jise sAmpradAyikatA samajhA jAya / itanA hI nahIM unakI ora se anya AcAryoM, saMtoM se lAbha lene kI preraNA hI milI / eka bAra pAlI nagara meM virAje the AcArya zrI / apane choTe putra ko guru AmnAya ke liye hamane nivedana kiyaa| eka bAra do bAra, parantu AcAryapravara ne mere choTe lar3ake ko guru- AmnAya kI svIkRti pradAna nahIM kI / kitanI virATtA evaM udAratA thI unakI dRSTi meM / nispRha sAdhaka pUjyavara itane bar3e saMgha ke AcArya hote hue bhI mUla rUpa se niSkAma evaM nispRha sAdhaka the| unake jIvana ke eka nahIM kaI prasaMga isa tathya ko ujAgara karate haiN| aisA hI eka prasaMga hai Aja se lagabhaga 35 varSa pUrva kA / pUjya AcAryapravara apane saMta samudAya ke sAtha mAravAr3a ke prasiddha zahara nAgaura meM virAjamAna the / AcArya pravara ke | sAnnidhya meM prAtaH prArthanA se lekara pratikramaNa taka sabhI kAryakrama niyamita aura vidhivat calate the I T AcAryapravara jahA~ bhI virAjate, darzanArthiyoM kI bhIr3a lagI rahatI thii| jaMgala meM bhI maMgala ho jaataa| maiM bhI pUjya AcArya zrI ke darzana evaM pravacana zravaNa kI abhilASA se nAgaura pahu~cA / vahA~ virAjita AcArya deva evaM | santagaNa ke darzana kara merA mana mudita ho gayA / prAtaHkAlIna prArthanA meM sammilita huA / sAmUhika prArthanA meM | vItarAga paramAtmA ke prati apanI zraddhA evaM vinaya arpita kara dhanya huA / prArthanA - samApti ke anta meM dharmasthAna jaya - jayakAra se gUMja utthaa| parantu yaha kyA ? jaya-jayakAra ke prakaraNa ko lekara vahA~ upasthita zrAvaka varga meM vivAda chir3a gayA / vAtAvaraNa meM garmI A gii| vivAdapUrNa 'jaya-prakaraNa' kI khabara AcArya zrI ke kAnoM taka bhI pahu~cI / jAnate haiM unhoMne zrAvaka varga ke isa vivAda para kyA nirNaya liyA? unhoMne pharamAyA, 'sabakI jaya bolI jAe, para Apa loga merI jaya mata bolie / ' | vastutaH unheM samAja meM zAMti aura sauhArda priya thaa| ve kabhI azAMti kA vAtAvaraNa nahIM dekha sakate the / unhoMne zrAvaka varga meM zAMti aura sadbhAva sthApita na hone taka pravacana banda rakhane kI bhI ghoSaNA kara dI / tadanantara | sAmAjika sthiti pUrvavat bnii| saMgha meM punaH zAMti va sAmaMjasya sthApita huaa| 35, ahiMsApurI, udayapura
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________________ kRpAsindhu gurudeva : mama koTi praNAma * zrI jJAnendra bAphanA maiM apane Apako atyanta saubhAgyazAlI samajhatA hU~ ki isa janma meM pUjyapAda AcArya hastI jaise mahA mAnava se saMskAra prApta karane kA saubhAgya milaa| bacapana se hI unake zrI caraNoM meM baiThane kA, kizora vaya meM hI unake kRpA-prasAda se saMgha se jur3ane kA va adhyayana kAla meM hI saMgha kA kAryakartA banane kA saubhAgya milaa| una kRpA-sindhu kI snehila A~khoM se barasate amiya sAnnidhya se sulabha anirvacanIya Ananda, hRdaya ke kone-kone meM | basI maMgala-kAmanA kA kRpA prasAda sadA-sadA milA, para unake padArpaNa ke bAda hI anubhava kara pAyA ki una caraNoM meM baiThanA kitanA sukhada thaa| Aja jaba una mahAmanISI ke caraNAravindoM meM bitAye kSaNoM kA , una akAraNa karuNAkara kI kRpA-dRSTi kA smaraNa karatA hU~ to anubhava hotA hai ki una mahApuruSa ne isa nAdAna, abodha, apAtra bAlaka para bhI jo amiya varSA kI, maiM usake yogya to na thaa| una kazala kalAkAra ke snehasikta hAthoM kA AzIrvAda pAkara bhI unakI apekSa anurUpa apane jIvana ko na DhAla pAyA, una mahAmAnava kI virATtA kA bodha na pA sakA, yaha merI apanI kamajorI hI to hai| kAza bAlyakAla meM hI maiM apane Apako sarvatobhAvena jIvana paryanta ke liye unake caraNoM meM samarpita kara detA,to pratipala unakA sAnnidhya pAkara apane Apako sAdhanA mArga meM Age bar3hA kara jIvana-lakSya ko siddha kara paataa| bacapana se hI jaba-jaba pUjya guruvarya ke bhopAlagar3ha (merI janma-bhUmi) padhArane kA prasaMga hotA, maiM bhI apane pitAzrI ke sAtha sAmane jAtA, jaba ApakA vihAra hotA, agale gAMva taka vihAra sevA kA lAbha bhI letaa| taba se | una pUjyapAda ke sAnnidhya meM jo-jo kSaNa bIte, ve jIvana kI anamola thAtI haiN| (1) san 1968 meM maiMne hAyara saikeNDarI parIkSA madhyapradeza borDa se dI thI, bhrAntivaza mujhe sUcanA prApta huI ki mai anuttIrNa huuN| hRdaya ko AghAta lagA, sahaja udAsI chA gii| jahA~ taka smaraNa meM hai, bhagata kI koThI relave sTezana ke kvArTarsa meM Apa virAja rahe the| maiM darzanArtha phuNcaa| pUjyapAda ne sahaja pUchA - "phUla kumhalAyA kyoM hai ?" maiMne nivedana kiyA-"bhagavan ! phUla kumlAyA hI nahIM hai, murajhAne vAlA hai|" tatkAla Apane Azvasta karate hue pharamAyA - "ghabarAnA nahIM, rAtri ke bAda dina, yaha prakRti kA aTala niyama hai|" kahanA na hogA - tIna dina bAda hI mujhe DAka dvArA merI mArka-zITa prApta huI, sabhI viSayoM meM mere vizeSa yogyatA ke aMka the| (2) jodhapura cAturmAsa meM ekadA Apane mujhe preraNA dete hue pharamAyA ki IsAI mizanarI meM jisa sevA-bhAvanA se yIzU kI sevA meM samarpita hokara jIvanadAnI kAryakartA banate haiM, usI bhAvanA se tuma brahmacarya dhAraNa kara zAsana hitArtha samarpita ho jAo, to mujhe vizvAsa hai ki bastImala (mere pitAzrI) kabhI manA nahIM kregaa| maiMne pratyuttara meM | samAja kI viSama sthiti va kAryakartAoM ke mAna-sammAna kI sthiti arja kI, to bhagavanta ne dUsare dina pravacana hI | isa viSaya para dete hue pharamAyA ki mere bhakta aisA kahate haiN| Apane samAja ko kAryakartAoM ke mAna-sammAna ke bAre | meM jAgRta karate hue jIvanadAnI samarpita kAryakartAoM ko prerita karane kI preraNA kii| (3) bacapana se hI hamane dekhA ki gurudeva na to kabhI khAlI virAjate na hI apanA samaya para-carcA meM lgaate| | yahI nahIM sAMsArika viSayoM bAbata bhI kabhI nahIM puuchte| ve to sadA Agantuka bhaktoM ko jJAnArjana hetu hI prerita
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________________ (532 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM karate / bAla bhakta saMskAravAna bana kara jJAnAbhyAsI baneM, isa hetu Apa baccoM ko preraNA pradAna karate / mujhe bhI unake kRpA prasAda se caraNoM meM baiThane va jJAnAbhyAsa karane kA avasara prApta huaa| saMvat 2021 ke bhopAlagaDha varSAvAsa meM eka dina gurudeva ne hama bAlakoM (mujhe, bhAI prasanna candajI, zrI nemIcandajI karNAvaTa va bhAI zrI jambU kumAra) ko prerita karate hue eka dina meM AcArya amitagati kRta "sattveSu maitrI_"prabhRti gyAraha zloka kaMThastha karane kA lakSya pradAna kiyaa| gurukRpA se hama cAroM ne hI usI dina meM gyAraha zloka kaMThastha kara liye| yaha thI gurudeva kI jJAnadAna kI utkaTa bhaavnaa| isI cAturmAsa meM pUjyavarya ne mahatI kRpA kara hameM svayaM karmaprakRti kA thokar3A va mahAvIrASTaka sikhaayaa| jodhapura cAturmAsa meM koThArI bhavana meM Apane apanI kRpA kA prasAda pradAna karate huye mujhe evaM bhAI | prasannacandajI ko tattvArthasUtra kA adhyayana kraayaa| kaoNleja meM par3hate hue hamAre mitragaNa ne gajendra svAdhyAya mitra maMDala kA gaThana kiyA evaM hama 15 mitra prati ravivAra muthAjI kA maMdira, nAgaurI geTa, jodhapura meM sAmUhika sAmAyika karate hue sAmAyika ke pATha, artha va bhAvArtha kA svAdhyAya karate / zraddheya zrI mahendra munijI ma.sA. usa samaya saMsArAvasthA | meM the va hamAre mitra-maNDala meM sammilita the| vahA~ huI carcA ke AdhAra para jaba maiMne sAmAyika sUtra para eka pustaka likhI to kRpAnidhAna ne usakA pUrNa avalokana kara isa bAlabhakta ko protsAhita kiyaa| (4) san 1970 meM ApakA cAturmAsa mer3atA siTI meM thaa| maiM bI. kAma. (antima varSa) kA chAtra thaa| Apake darzanArtha mer3atA gyaa| rAtri meM zrI caraNoM meM baiThA thA, Age samarpita karmaTha samAjasevI suzrAvaka zrI jaMvarImala jI ostavAla prabhRti mer3atA ke kAryakartA baiThe the| ApakI dIkSA svarNa-jayantI bAbata carcA calane para Apane pharamAyA-"Apa hameM saMta samajhate haiM, to tyAga pratyAkhyAna vrata kI bheMTa deM, yahI saMyama va saMyamiyoM kA saccA sammAna hai| anyathA saMtoM ke sAdhaka jIvana ke prasaMgoM meM mAna-sammAna, abhinandana jaise kAryakramoM ko hama kataI ucita nahIM samajhate haiM va aise kisI Ayojana ke prasaMga para upasthita rahane kI hamArI kataI bhAvanA nahIM hai|" gurudeva ke zrImukha se hI sunA eka zloka yAda A rahA hai - ____ "dhyAna dhUpaM mana: puSpaM paMcendriya hutAzanaM / kSamA jApa saMtoSa pUjA pUjo deva niraMjanaM / / " jaMvarImala sA. bola par3e-"bApajI ADI-TeDhI bAtAM kyUM karo, manA karanI ho, to spaSTa manA kara devo|" unhoMne |anya saMtoM ke jIvana-prasaMgoM ke Ayojana kA havAlA bhI diyaa| akasmAt mere mukha se nikala par3A -" Apa aisA kaise kahate haiM, mahApuruSa ke mukha se jo bAta nikalI hai, vaha | to hogI hii| dekhanA yaha hai ki yaha zreya kise milatA hai?" apanI bAta kA pratIkAra dekha kara unhoMne pIche mur3akara | dekhA ki yahA~ merI bAta kATane vAlA kauna hai ? pUjya deva ne pharamAyA - "yaha jogIdAsa jI kA potA hai|" ___kahanA na hogA ApakI bhAvanA ke anurUpa sAdhanA kAryakrama hAtha meM liyA gayA va Apake sAdhanAtizaya, puNya | pratApa va utsAhI kAryakartAgaNa zrI rAmasiMha jI hUMDA hIrAdesara, zrI madanarAja siMghavI, jodhapura, zrI saMpatarAja sA bAphanA va zrI pArasamala sA bAphanA bhopAlagar3ha Adi ke utsAhapUrNa yogadAna va bhakta samudAya dvArA apane mahanIya guruvarya kI bhakti meM vrata bheMTa karane kI prabala bhAvanA se lakSya se kaI gunA vrata-pratyAkhyAna hue| maiM isa Ayojana meM samAroha samiti ke mahAmaMtrI ke nAte yatkiMcita saMgha-sevA kara pAyA, yaha saba unhIM mahAmanISI kI kRpA kA hI to prasAda hai|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 533 (5) san 1971 meM bI. kAma. uttIrNa karane ke bAda maiM bhagavanta ke darzana karane jayapura phuNcaa| maiM sI. e karane hetu bambaI jAne kI soca rahA thA / Apane pharamAyA ki jodhapura rahane meM sI. e bhI ho jAyegI va saMgha-sevA bhI ho jaayegii| isa eka vAkya se hI mujhe ApakA AzIrvAda bhI mila gayA thA va mere jIvana kA kAryakSetra va lakSya bhI nirdhArita ho gayA, sAtha hI saMgha-sevA kA suavasara bhI prApta ho gyaa| bahuta kama par3hAI karate huye bhI maiM prathama prayAsa meM hI sI. e, banA, yaha Apake kRpA-AzIrvAda kA hI to pariNAma thaa| (6) saMgaThana va jaina ekatA ke bAre meM gurudeva aksara do udAharaNa pharamAte - "deza meM vAyu-senA, thala-senA aura jala-senA alaga-alaga haiM, para saba kA eka hI lakSya hai| rASTra kI surakSA va kabhI bhI deza khatare meM ho to saba senAe~ eka hokara surakSA ke upAya kreNgii| aise hI vibhinna sampradAyoM kI alaga-alaga vyavasthA hokara bhI saba kA eka hI lakSya jina-zAsana kI rakSA ho tathA jaba bhI jainatva kA savAla ho to sabhI sampradAya jina-zAsana ke jhaMDe tale eka hokara eka hI lakSya se kArya kreN|" nAraMgI Upara se eka pratIta hotI hai, para chilakA haTate hI alaga-alaga phAMke bikhara jAtI haiN| tarabUja para Upara se dhAriyAM najara AtI haiM, para chilake ke bhItara tarabUja eka hai| jaina ekatA nAraMgI kI taraha na hokara, tarabUja kI taraha ho| tarabUja kI bhAMti UparI vyavasthAe~ bhinna-bhinna bhale hoM, para antahardaya se sabakA eka hI lakSya jina-zAsana kI unnati va surakSA ho| (7) parama pUjya guruvarya kA vihAra sojata kI ora hone kI carcA thI, maiM pUjyapAda ke caraNoM meM baiThA thaa| sahaja hI maiMne bAlaceSTA bharA prazna kara liyA-"bhagavan ! sojata meM to apane ghara nahIM haiM / tatkAla una mahApuruSa kA uttara thA - "jaba taka mere jJAna, darzana, cAritra nirmala haiM taba taka sabhI kSetra , sabhI ghara hamAre apane hI haiM aura jisa dina | isa cadariyA meM koI bhI dAga laga gayA , to tuma bhI mere nahIM rhoge|" jJAna, darzana, cAritra kI nirmalatA ke prati kitanI sajagatA, saMyama-bala para kaisA vizvAsa va aMtarhadaya meM kaisI | sAmpradAyika nirapekSatA / Aja bhI una mahApuruSa ke caraNoM meM bitAye gaye kSaNa hRdaya ko zraddhA, bhakti va udAratA se sarAbora kara dete haiN| (8) maiM saMgha - mahAmaMtrI kA dAyitva nirvahana kara rahA thaa| taba pUjyapAda ke nAma ke pahale 1008 lagAyA jAya yA 108, bar3I UhApoha cala rahI thii| bhaktagaNa apane parama AsthA kendra, anupama yogI, yuga nirmAtA guruvarya ke nAma ke Age 1008 se kama lagAne ko kataI sahamata nahIM the| bhaktoM kI UhApoha va prabala Agraha ko maiMne caraNa sarojoM meM nivedana kiyaa| bhagavanta kA pharamAnA thA- "hamAre bacapana meM saMtoM ke nAma ke Age 6 lagAyA jAtA thaa|" maiM kucha samajha na paayaa| kucha pUchaM, usake pUrva hI bhagavanta ne pUchA 'samajhe ?' 'nahIM bhagavan / ' bhagavanta kA samAdhAna thA - "6 kA matalaba hotA hai SaTkAya pratipAla / saMyama grahaNa ke sAtha hI SaTkAya ke jIvoM ke rakSaka hone se saMtoM ke sAtha yaha vizeSaNa jur3a jAtA hai| kyA tuma isase bhI bar3A koI pada saMtoM ko de sakate ho?" natamastaka thA merA sira, zraddhA se utphulla thA merA hRdaya, kaisI nirabhimAnatA ! atula jJAna sampadA ke dhanI, | niraticAra saMyama ke pAlaka, jina pravacana ke prati pragADha AsthA ke dhanI una mahApuruSa ko mAno abhimAna, prazaMsA kI cAha, upAdhi AkarSaNa Adi chU hI na pAye hoM / jinheM nAma va prazaMsA kI cAha nahIM hotI hai, ve hI paMca parameSThI )
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 534 bhagavaMta sadA sadA ke liye vaMdanIya, abhivaMdanIya va pratipala smaraNIya bana jAte haiN| (9) jayapura meM akSaya tRtIyA kA prasaMga thA, maiM bhI darzanArtha gayA huA thaa| kucha dina pUrva hI pUjya zramaNa zreSTha paM. ratna zrI samarthamalajI ma.sA. evaM unake pramukha ziSya zrI prakAza muni jI ma.sA. (samprati zrutadhara) bhopAlagar3ha padhAre the| merI janma bhUmi thI, maiM bhI kucha dina vahA~ rukA va unakI sevA kA avasara prApta kiyaa| sAyaMkAla kucha praznacarcA meM bhI bhAga letaa| jayapura meM pUjyapAda ne zramaNa-zreSTha kI sevA kA lAbha lene ke bAre meM pRcchA kI to hamAre mu~ha se sahaja hI nikalA ki paM. ratna zrI prakAza muni jI jijJAsuoM ke praznoM kA samAdhAna karate samaya pUjya zramaNa zreSTha ke prati zraddhA, vinaya va samarpaNa yukta samAdhAna dete haiN| isa prazaMsAtmaka bAta ko sunakara mAno 'guNiSu pramodaM' kI ukti caritArtha ho uThI, pUjyapAda kA mukha kamala khila gayA aura binA eka kSaNa kA samaya liye unake mukha se udgAra vyakta hue- "aise | santoM se hI jina zAsana kI zobhA hai|" guNijanoM ke prati pramodabhAva gurudeva kI pramukhatama vizeSatA thI-ahaha mahatAM ni:sImAnazcari vibhUtayaH / mahAn | puruSoM ke caritra kI sImA nahIM / jahAM eka ora para prazaMsA suna loga cuppI sAdha lete haiM athavA vicalita ho jAte haiM, vahAM gurudeva kI dRSTi guNoM para rahatI thI Apa sadguNoM kI svayaM prazaMsA karate the, pramoda vyakta karate the evaM anusaraNa kI preraNA karate the| usI samaya maiMne bhI caraNoM meM pRcchA kI ki isa varSa jodhapura meM zraddheya marudhara kesarI jI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa ho rahA hai, cAturmAsa meM Ane jAne meM hamArI kyA soca honI cAhiye ? tapAka se pUjya gurudeva ne pharamAyA - yaha to Apako svayaM apane viveka se socanA hai, isameM hamase pUchane kA prazna hI kahA~ ? ____ apane bhakta janoM para kaisA anUThA vizvAsa ki unheM kabhI bhI sAmpradAyika aMdhatA kI janma yUMTI nahIM |pilAI / unheM hamezA svanirNaya ke liye viveka dRSTi pradAna kii| ___ (10) san 1990 meM pUjyapAda jodhapura ke vibhinna upanagaroM ko pAvana karate huye pAvaTA bhAMDAvata sA. ke baMgale meM virAja rahe the / eka dina aparAhna meM maiM bhI apanI dharma-patnI ke sAtha darzanArtha pahu~cA / hama donoM ne eka sAtha vaMdana kiyaa| zAdI ke pazcAt bhAvI meM gurudhAraNA karane ke bAda kvacit yaha prathama avasara thA jaba maiMne sapatnIka vaMdana kiyaa| (saMkocavaza hama donoM meM kabhI eka sAtha khar3e hokara vaMdana nahIM kiyaa|) hamAre khar3e hote hI kRpAnAtha merI dharmapatnI ko saMbodhita karate hue bole "Apa zAdI karake bhAvI Aye the, taba maiMne eka bAta kahI thI, Aja eka bAta aura kaha rahA hU~ / " maiM vismaya vimugdha dekhatA raha gyaa| 17-18 varSa pUrva kI ghaTanA kA kaisA | adbhuta smaraNa va una mahAmanA ko choTe se choTe bhakta kA bhI kitanA khayAla / hRdaya sahaja zraddhA se abhibhUta thA to mastaka jhukA huaa| (11) isI krama meM patitapAvana zAstrInagara padhAre / e sekTara sthita sthAnaka meM virAjita the| saMta pravacana pharamA rahe the, maiM bhI pravacana meM baiThA thaa| maiMne zAstrInagara meM makAna le rakhA thA, makAna meM rahavAsa prAraMbha nahIM kiyA thaa| akasmAt bhagavanta ne smaraNa kiyA va zraddheya gautamamunijI se pUchA - "jJAnendra AyA hai?" unhoMne mujhe saMketa kiyaa| maiM sevA meM phuNcaa| pUchA - "apanA makAna yahA~ se kitanI dUra hai?" maiMne kahA - "bhagavan lagabhaga pauna kilomiittr|" "mujhe kucha na kahakara gautama muni sA. ko pharamAyA - "saMtoM se kaho apanA kala kA kAryakrama vhaaN|" dUsare dina mahAbhAga vihAra kara pdhaare| ghara meM praveza dvAra meM pA~va rakhate hI mujhe pharamAyA - "niyama ! aisA na ho ki loga kaheM
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 535 | jJAnendra guru mahArAja ke nikaTa hai, so riyAyata / " maiMne nivedana kiyA- "bhagavan Apa jo bhI Adeza deMge, vahI | svIkArya / " rAtri meM bhI zrI caraNoM meM soyA thA / na jAne kaise svataH mere mana meM saMkalpa udita huA ki kala gurudeva se saMkalpa lenA hai ki bhagavan isa ghara meM rizvata kA koI hissA bhI na Ave / prAtaH Apane prasthAna pUrva mujhe | sapatnIka apanI icchAnusAra niyama dilaayaa| isake pazcAt maiMne saMkalpa arja kiyaa| gurudeva ko atIva prasannatA huI, Apane kRpA barasAte . tIna bAra pharamAyA " Apane bahuta acchA kiyA, bahuta acchA kiyA, bahuta acchA kiyaa| hue isase ApakI zoharata khUba phailegii|" kahanA na hogA usake bAda samasyAoM kA kabhI nahIM socA, usa DhaMga se samAdhAna huaa| sudAmA kI bhAMti kaba kaise samAdhAna huA, ve hI jaaneN| - (12) kRpA-sindhu pAlI varSAvAsa ke bAda nimAja padhArane kI bhAvanA se sojata pdhaare| holI cAturmAsa vahIM thA / saMgha kAryakartAoM kI baiThaka thI, maiM bhI vahA~ gyaa| rAtri meM nava manonIta saMghAdhyakSa zrI mophatarAja sA. muNota ke nirdezAnusAra maiM jodhapura jAne hetu mAMgalika lene phuNcaa| Apa poDhe hue the / zraddheya zrI hIrAmuni jI (vartamAna AcArya pravara), maiM, zrI jagadIzamalajI kumbhaTa va zrI nauratana jI mehatA Apake zrI caraNoM meM baiTha gye| thor3I dera bAda Apake | jAgane para hamane mAMgalika maaNgii| sahasA gurudeva ke mukha se nikalA - "ruko to mere hRdaya kI bAta kahU~ / " para na jAne merI buddhi ne kyoM javAba de diyA va maiMne Agrahavaza kahA ki bhagavan ! saMgha ke kAma se jA rahA hU~, zIghra hI | nauratanajI va maiM darzanArtha sevA meM AyeMge, mAMgalika zravaNa kara jodhapura Ane kA kAryakrama banA liyA / na jAne karuNAnidhAna kyA pharamAte, yaha prazna Aja bhI anuttarita hai| mere jIvana kI bhayaMkaratama bhUloM meM se yaha eka hai / AmramaMjariyAM paka jAtI haiM, to kaue ke gale meM roga ho jAtA hai, maiM bhI isI mAphika usa svarNima amiya varSA se vaMcita rahA / cauka pravAsa ke eka dina aparAhna Apane pharamAyA (usa samaya zrI (13) san 1990 meM hI ghor3oM | navaratanamala sA DosI, zrI lakhapata canda sA bhaMDArI va zrI gopAla sA abbANI sAtha meM the / ) "yuvaka saMgha merI icchA | hai, merI mahattvAMkAkSA hai|" phira pharamAyA "tuma cAroM meM jitanI pArivArika ghaniSThatA bar3hegI, utanI hI adhika - saMgha-sevA kara sakoge / "} - yuvaka kaise saMgaThita hokara saMskAravAna baneM va saMgha kI sevA kareM, isa ora usa samaya ApakA cintana satata vega na Ate dekha eka bAra upAlaMbha bhI milA vaha gati nahIM AI ( vaha gati calatA rhtaa| merI ora se prayAsoM se pUjyapAda kA Azaya sAdhanA - samAroha kI smRti dilAne kA thA) / phira siMhapola meM zraddheya gautamamunijI ma.sA. kI upasthiti meM pharamAyA- "maiM tumheM yuvaka saMgha kA phauja bakhzI mAnatA huuN|" phira pharamAyA- "samajhe?" maiMne kahA - " nahIM bhagavan / " taba pharamAyA- "bAdazAha ke samaya ke khIMvasI bhaMDArI phaujabakhzI the va usakA matalaba hotA hai| kamAnDara ina cIpha" / isa taraha bhAMti-bhAMti yuvaka saMgha ke saMgaThana hetu mujhe prerita kiyaa| yuvaka saMgha jo svarUpa pAyA va usakI nIMva meM hama cAroM bandhu jo bhI arghya de pAye, vaha saba unhIM kRpA - sindhu kA hI pratApa thA, hama nimitta the, ve hameM zreya denA cAhate the, jo mila gyaa| mAtra (14) pUjyapAda ke saMthAre ke pazcAt jodhapura meM zraddhAMjali sabhA kA Ayojana thA, ghor3oM ke cauka sAmAyika svAdhyAya bhavana meM jaina samAja kI sabhI paramparAoM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAgaNa upasthita the / vibhinna vaktAoM ne apane saMsmaraNa prastuta karate hue una mahApuruSa ke prati zraddhA sumana samarpita kiye| samUce jaina samAja meM apanI alaga pahacAna rakhane vAle tyAgamUrti vidvAn sAdhaka suzrAvaka bhI jauharI mala jI pArakha (sI.e) rAvaTI vAloM ne zraddhA sumana
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________________ 536 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM samarpita karate hue jo vicAra abhivyakta kiye ve zabda Aja bhI mere smRti-paTala para aMkita haiM "mere pitAjI sidhAre, mA~ bhI gaI, para mujhe laga rahA hai ki mhArAM mAyata (mAtA-pitA) Aja hI maryA / maiM janmajAta mandira mArgI hU~ , maiM kaI paramparA rA mahApuruSoM rA darzana krryaa| sAdhu meM tIna vizeSatA huvai - jJAna, kriyA va punnyvaanii| koI meM jJAna ucca koTi rau, kriyA konI, koI kriyA rA dhaNI to jJAna rI gaharAI konI, kadAcit donuM bAtA huvai to puNyavAnI konI, para guru mahArAja meM maiM tInUM hI bAtAM jJAna, kriyA ara puNyavAnI ro samanvaya dekhiyo|" itara paramparA ke agragaNya sujJa zrAvakoM kI bhI Apake prati kaisI AsthA ! Apake vyaktitva-kRtitva se kitane prabhAvita ! vastuta: pUjyapAda mAtra ratnavaMza paramparA ke hI AcArya nahIM, varan isa yuga meM jina zAsana ke yuga pradhAna AcArya the, jinake sAdhanA sampUrita jIvana, nirmala AcAra va jJAna garimA se samUcA jaina samAja to prabhAvita thA hI, jainetara dhArmika jana bhI kama prabhAvita nahIM the| -sI-55 zAstrInagara jodhapura
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________________ niraticAra sAdhvAcAra ke sajaga praharI . zrI prasanna canda bAphanA mujhe mere bAlyakAla kI 40 varSa pUrva kI ghaTanAoM kA sahaja smaraNa ho AtA hai| bhopAlagar3ha meM hama choTe-choTe bAlakoM kA samUha lambI dUrI taka gurudeva ke padhArane kI khuzI meM chalAMgeM lagAtA huA sAmane jAtA thaa| sAre gAMva meM eka utsava-sA mAhaula hotA thA , jo dekhate hI banatA thaa| choTe-choTe bAlakoM se gurudeva kA vizeSa lagAva thaa| gurudeva kA vizvAsa thA ki ina bAlakoM ko abhI se dharma se jor3A gayA, to kucha kara-gujara sakate haiN| apanA jIvana to banAyeMge hI sAtha hI saMgha va samAja kI sevA ke saMskAra kA bhI inameM bIjAropaNa ho skegaa| merA bhI saubhAgya rahA ki 12-13 varSa kI umra se hI gurudeva kA sneha prApta kara yatkiMcit saMskAra prApta kara sakA / pAlI ke antima cAturmAsa meM bhAdavA suda kA prasaMga hai| hamAre dAdIsA kA do dina pahale saMthArA sahita svargagamana ho cukA thaa| idhara mere bhatIje narendra ke aThAI kI tapasyA thii| usakI gurudarzana kI bhAvanA se hama pAlI gye| darzana-vandana ke pazcAt maiMne gurudeva ke samakSa dAdIsA ke saMthArA sahita svarga gamana ke samAcAra arja kiye| gurudeva ne tatkAla pratiprazna karate hue pUchA - "saMthArA kisane karAyA ? zraddhAna kiyA athavA nahIM ?" gurudeva yadyapi usa dina asvastha the, phira bhI unakA ciMtana dravya-kriyA para nahIM, bhAva-kriyA para thaa| spaSTa bhAsita hotA hai ki ve aupacArikatAoM meM nahIM, AcaraNa meM vizvAsa karate the| ___gurudeva paMcamI (jaMgala) se lauTane para paira ke adhobhAga para atyalpa prAsukajala kI bUMda-bUMda DAlakara usakA prakSAlana karate the| eka bAra maiMne gurucaraNo meM nivedana kiyA - annadAtA ! loga isa saMbaMdha meM pratikriyA vyakta karate haiM?" gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "ve ThIka kahate haiN| kintu bAlyakAla se hI jaba maiM par3hane baiThatA thA taba se merI Adata-sI bana gayI hai| maiMne anubhava kiyA ki gurudeva satya ke prati kitane sahaja haiN| unake roma-roma meM satya kA kitanA Agraha hai| isI prasaMga ke saMbaMdha meM eka bAra maiMne gurucaraNoM meM nivedana kiyA "annadAtA, Apake paira-prakSAlana ke pazcAt tuccha jalarAzi jo pharza para hotI hai usako lene ke liye loga tarasate haiN| usase unako sAtA pahuMcatI hai, aisA unakA prabala vizvAsa hai| Apa visarjita jalarAzi ko chitarA dete haiM tathA lene vAle ko manA karate haiM, isakA kyA hetu hai?" gurudeva ne pratyuttara meM pharamAyA, "yaha to andha-vizvAsa hai| sAtA upajane meM isa jala kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| sAtA-asAtA vyakti ko apane karmoM se milatI hai|" camatkAroM ke pIche bhAgane vAloM ke liye yaha saMdeza bodha dene ke liye paryApta hai| gurudeva ke guNa unake cintana ke paryAya the| ve camatkAra para nahIM, siddhAntoM ke prati dRr3ha AsthAvAna the| 1984 ke jodhapura (renabo hAusa) cAturmAsa ke pazcAt saradArapurA meM virAjane ke sthAna ko lekara zrAvaka UhApoha meM cala rahe the| dUra se bAta kahate hama zrAvakoM kI bAta kA gurudeva ko andAja lagate hI unhoMne pharamAyA - "hameM rokane vAlA hai kauna ? aura rokane vAle se hama rukane vAle nahIM haiN|" isa vAkya meM eka ora gurudeva kA dRr3ha cAritra-bala evaM Atma-vizvAsa jhalaka rahA thA aura dUsarI tarapha yaha samUce samAja para adhikAra (saba apane haiM) kI | puSTi kara rahA thaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 538 san 1971 kI bAta hai| gurudeva mahAmaMdira relave sTezana ke sAmane paMcamI ke liye padhAra rahe the| maiMne aMgalI se izArA karate hue batAyA ki vo apanI phaikTrI (dAla mila) hai| gurudeva ne sahaja bhAva se pUchA-"ghara kI hai kyA?" usake bAda basa dAtA ko dete nahIM dekhA, jholI bharI avazya dekhii| san 1985 ke bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa meM eka dina sAMyakAla kucha zrAvakoM meM bakarAzAlA (dharmapurA) evaM | gozAlA ke cande ko lekara gahamA-gahamI ho rahI thii| maiM gurudeva ke pAsa baiThA thaa| gurudeva ne pUchA - "kyA bAta hai. loga itane jora-jora se kyoM bola rahe haiM ?" maiMne gurudeva ke samakSa vastusthiti arja kI, to gurudeva tapAka se bolegozAlA aura bakarAzAlA kyA ? bAta to donoM hI jIva dayA kI hai na ? kyA kala koI kuttA bImAra par3a jAye, to kuttAzAlA aura gadhe ke lie gadhAzAlA alaga banAoge ?" maiM gurudeva ke vacana sunakara avAk raha gyaa| maiM Aja taka nirantara socatA hU~ ki gurudeva ke hRdaya meM prANimAtra ke prati kitanI anukaMpA , kitanI karuNA bharI huI thI? san 1984 ke jodhapura cAturmAsa meM sAMvatsarika kSamApanA hetu terApaMtha saMgha ke tatkAlIna yuvAcArya mahAprajJajI | renabo hAusa padhAre aura bAtacIta ke krama meM AcAryapravara pUjya gurudeva se kahA ki hama chadmastha avazya haiM, kintu hamArI avasthA chadma nahIM hai|" gurudeva ne tatkAla pratyuttara meM pharamAyA - "Apa apanI kaha sakate haiM, merI nahIM / " maiM | mana hI mana socatA rahA ki gurudeva prazastiyoM se prasanna nahIM hone vAle virala mahAmAnava haiN| mere agraja zrI mUlacaMdajI sA. bAphanA evaM bhAbhIjI suzIlA devI ke sajor3e mAsakhamaNa ke pAraNe ke saMbaMdha meM nivedana karate-karate hamAre AMsU chalaka aaye| gurudeva apanI pratikUlatA ke saMbaMdha meM snehapUrvaka hameM samajhA rahe the para AMsU chalakate hI bAtacIta ke krama ko baMda kara pharamAyA - "moha ke cakkara mujhe pasaMda nahIM haiM / maiM usa mAtA kA putra hU~ jisa mAtA ne dIkSA lene ke bAda kabhI mujhase pAMca minaTa bAta taka nahIM kii|" abhI to avasara nahIM hai| kAlAntara meM gurudeva saradArapurA, neharU pArka pdhaare| zAma ke samaya paMcamI se vApasa Ate samaya rAste meM mujhase pUchA - "ghara kidhara hai / " maiMne nivedana kiyA - "annadAtA, abhI to bhAI sAhaba ghara para nahIM hoNge| " gurudeva ne turaMta pharamAyA - "bhAIsAhaba se kyA kAma hai ? ghara pharasAnA ho to abhI maiM calane ko taiyAra hU~, aura pdhaare| mujhe jaba-jaba bhI yaha prasaMga yAda AtA hai to gurudeva ke aneka guNoM kA sahaja hI smaraNa ho AtA hai| gurudeva kitane nispRha the| ____ banAr3a meM eka jaina zrAvaka ke ghara pharasane hetu jAne para AcArya zrI dvArA saMtoM se kevala ThaMDI roTI aura dahI lAne ko kahate maiMne sunA thaa| gurudeva ko zaMkA ho gaI thI ki zrAvakajI ne Aja saMtoM ke nimitta se hI caukA kiyA | hai| kintu zrAvakajI kI bAta sunakara unakI prabala bhAvanA ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue uparyukta bAta khii| gurudeva ke cAturya ke aise aneka udAharaNa haiM, jo nirdoSa saMyama-pAlana ko pratibimbita karate haiN| maiMne sI. e karanA chor3a, vyApAra karane kA mAnasa banA liyaa| parivAra vAloM kI icchA par3hAne kI thii| Akhira nizcaya huA ki gurudeva kI sevA meM AgolAI caleMge aura gurudeva jaisA saMketa kareMge vaise karanA hogaa| hama rAgI ve | virAgI, kintu hRdaya meM vizvAsa jo ThaharA / gurudeva ke samakSa pitAjI ne saba bAta nivedana kii| para gurudeva se mere | manobhAva kahAM chipe the, unhoMne mujhase koI saphAI nahIM maaNgii| gurudeva manobhAvoM ke kitane kuzala jJAtA the ! san 1984 meM cAturmAsa ke pazcAt AcAryadeva svAsthya-saMbaMdhI kAraNoM se saradArapurA koThArI-bhavana meM | virAjamAna the| vaidya saMpatarAjajI mehatA kA upacAra cAlU thaa| mere bhI zvAsa meM bAdhA kA upacAra vaidya saMpatarAjajI kA hI cala rahA thaa| vaidyarAjajI se hI mujhe jJAta huA ki merI aura AcAryazrI kI davAI kI puDiyA samAna hI haiM /
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 539 | maiMne gurudeva se nivedana kiyA annadAtA, kucha puDiyA merI meM se bhI lirAve / bAra bAra nivedana karane para eka dina pramoda muni sA ne 5-6 puDiyA lI / kAlAntara meM svAsthya lAbha ke pazcAt AcAryazrI vihAra kara rahe the aura davAI kI kucha puDiyA~ baca gaI thiiN| maiMne nivedana kiyA- annadAtA, yaha davAI kI pur3iyA mujhe de dirAveM / AcArya deva ne | saMtoM se kahA ki ina puDiyoM ko vaidya saMpatarAjajI ko lauTA kara aaveN| mujhe nahIM dI / yaha thI una mahApuruSa kI sajagatA, apramattatA va nispRhatA / eka - eka prasaMga aneka taraha kI preraNAe~ pradAna karane vAlA hai, to dUsarI ora vizuddha saMyama aura sAdhu samAcArI ke prati niSThA ko prakaTa karatA hai / isameM kaise bhI bhakta ke sAtha koI riyAyata nahIM / puruSArtha ke dhanI mahApuruSa pUjya gurudeva ne jaba hama kizora avasthA meM the, to apane aMga cihnoM se batAyA ki yaha cihna pahale yahA~ thA aura aba yahA~ A gyaa| gurudeva pharamAte - " takadIra (bhAgya) nahIM tajabIja (puruSArtha ) honI caahiye|" choTI-choTI vArtA meM gurudeva jIvana meM saphalatA ke rahasya samajhA dete the / san 1991 meM gurudeva ne mahAvIra bhavana saradArapurA meM virAjate samaya prasaMgavaza pharamAyA ki maiMne jIvana meM | kabhI DhabakA nahIM khAyA / arthAt cAritra pAlana meM kabhI kotAhI nahIM brtii| dRr3hatA evaM niSThA pUrvaka AcAra dharma kA pAlana kiyaa| siMhapola meM virAjate prasaMgavaza eka dina sAdhuoM ke maryAdA viparIta AcaraNa ke saMbaMdha meM ghaTanA ke vivaraNa | ke sAtha pharamAyA ki koI jaina sAdhu bhI bhalA aisA kara sakatA hai, isakI maiM kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakatA / utkaTa | saMyama pAlaka gurudeva kI pratyeka sAdhaka ke liye yahI bhAvanA rahatI ki vaha maryAdA meM sthira rahe / chala chadma kI to kalpanA unake jehana meM hI na A pAtI / vayasaMpanna logoM ke saMyama - dhAraNa virodhI-svaroM ke pratyuttara meM gurudeva pharamAte ki kyA bUr3he logoM ko | AtmA ke kalyANa kA adhikAra nahIM haiM? yaha thI "AtmavatsarvabhUteSu" va 'sarve bhavantu sukhinaH' kI bhAvanA / san 1984 meM jodhapura ke renabo hAusa meM paryuSaNa ke pazcAt gurudeva kA svAsthya kAphI kamajora ho gayA thaa| eka dina dIrghazaMkA nivAraNa ke pazcAt gira gye| gurudeva ko saMta UMcAkara lAye aura renabo hAUsa ke cauka meM paTTe para sulAyA / saba cintita the, para gurudeva kucha hI samaya meM kucha svasthatA anubhava karate hue pATa para virAja gaye aura mAlA pherane lge| DAkTara aura sabhI upasthitajana Azcarya cakita the / DAkTaroM kI pUrNa vizrAma kI salAha para gurudeva bhaktoM kA mana bojhila na ho, isa dRSTi se unase ojhala nahIM rahanA cAhate the aura na apanI sAdhanA kamI Ane denA cAhate the / hamezA pharamAte - maiM asvastha kahA~ hU~ aura pharamAte - 'svasmin sthitaH svasthaH / ' ' meM -1, neharU pArka, jodhapura (rAja.)
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________________ prajJApuruSa ko praNAma . DaoN. narendra bhAnAvata AcArya zrI hastI eka vyakti nahIM, eka saMsthA nahIM, varana sampUrNa yuga the| AcArya zrI kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA jo mujhe dekhane ko milI, vaha thI unakI gaharI sUkSma dRSTi, vyakti kI pAtratA kI pakar3a aura usakI yogyatA va sAmarthya ke anusAra kArya karane kI pradatta prernnaa| jo bhI unake saMparka meM AtA, vaha aisA anubhava karatA ki jaise AcArya zrI usake apane haiM, usakI kSamatA ko pahacAnate haiN| ve dharma ko kisI para lAdate nahIM the, vyakti kI pAtratA ke anusAra use aisI preraNA dete ki vaha dharma ko jIvana meM utArane ke lie tatpara ho jAtA, usa patha para cala par3atA / yahI kAraNa hai ki anapar3ha se lekara bar3e-bar3e vidvAn-paNDita, sAmAnya jana se lekara bar3e-bar3e zrImanta unake bhakta the| unakI pravacana-sabhA meM sabhI jAti aura varNa ke loga Ate the / ve sabako samAna sneha aura AzIrvAda dete the / AcArya zrI ke preraNAdAyI prabhAvaka vyaktitva kA hI pariNAma hai ki dhArmika, sAmAjika, zaikSaNika aura sevA-kSetroM meM vibhinna staroM ke saikar3oM kAryakartA aura samAjasevI lage hue haiN| prAcIna sAhitya ke saMrakSaNa aura saMgraha kI preraNA pAkara sva. zrI sohanamalajI koThArI isa kArya meM juTa gaye the| ve apanI dhuna ke pakke the| kaI logoM ko unhoMne vinayacandra jJAna bhaNDAra se jor3A / mujhe bhI AcArya zrI kI preraNA aura zrI koThArIjI ke Agraha se jJAna-bhaNDAra meM saMgRhIta hastalikhita graMthoM ke sUcIkaraNa ke kArya se jur3ane kA avasara milaa| hastalikhita graMtha-saMgraha ke sAtha-sAtha bhaMDAra meM vibhinna dharmoM ke mUla graMtha bhI saMkalita kiye gaye aura ise zodha pratiSThAna ke rUpa meM vikasita karane kA prayatna rhaa| bhAratIya sAhitya ke praNayana, saMrakSaNa evaM saMvarddhana meM jaina sAhityakAroM kA mahattvapUrNa yogadAna rahA hai| | madhyayugIna janapadIya bhASAoM ke vividha rUpoM aura kAvya-zailiyoM kI surakSA meM jaina sAhityakAroM kI ullekhanIya sevAe~ rahI haiN| bhAratIya jana-jIvana ke sAmAjika, dhArmika, sAMskRtika evaM naitika itihAsa-lekhana meM jaina srota bar3e mahattvapUrNa, vizvasta aura prAmANika haiN| jaina sAhitya vizeSakara sthAnakavAsI paramparA se sambaMdhita jaina sAmagrI jIrNa-zIrNa avasthA meM, upAzrayoM, sthAnakoM aura nijI AlamAriyoM meM banda par3I thI / usakI prAya: upekSA thii| AcArya zrI kI bhAratIya sAhitya aura saMskRti ko sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa dena yaha thI ki unhoMne idhara-udhara bikhare par3e hastalikhita graMthoM, kalAtmaka citroM/nakzoM ko jJAna bhaNDAroM me saMgRhIta karane kI preraNA dI aura unake adhyayana aura anusaMdhAna ke lie anukUla vAtAvaraNa bnaayaa| jayapura Ane ke bAda maiM AcArya zrI kI preraNA se hI samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala aura 'jinavANI' ke sampAdana jaisI pravRttiyoM se judd'aa| AcArya zrI paramparA kA nirvAha karate hue bhI Adhunika bhAva-bodha se sampakta the / ve samAja kI nabja ko pahacAnane meM dakSa the| unhoMne dekhA ki dharma ko loga rUr3hi rUpa meM pAlate avazya haiM, para isase unakA jIvana badalatA nhiiN| saccA dharma to vaha hai jo turanta apanA asara dikhaaye| unakA cintana thA ki jJAnarahita kriyA bhAra hai aura kriyA rahita jJAna zuSka hai| jJAna aura kriyA ke saMtulita samanvaya se hI mukti kA patha prazasta hotA hai aura rASTra kA pragati-ratha Age bar3hatA hai| usI se mAnava jIvana sArthaka banatA hai| ata: unhoMne sAmAyika ke sAtha svAdhyAya ko jor3A aura svAdhyAya ke sAtha sAmAyika ko / dharmArAdhanA ke ina donoM aMgoM ko naI zakti dI, naI rozanI dI, naI
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 541 dRSTi dI AcArya zrI ne / sabhI varga ke loga isa dizA meM yathAzakti khiMcate cale Aye aura dekhate-dekhate deza ke | vibhinna prAntoM meM svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda gaMja utthaa| svAdhyAya kevala mastiSka kA vyAyAma banakara na rahe. usameM sAdhanA kA rasa chalake, hRdaya kA miThAsa ghule, vaha vAcanA, pRcchanA aura parivartanA taka hI sImita na rhe| anuprekSA aura dharma kathA ke tattva svAdhyAya ke sAtha jur3eM, isI vicAra ne sAdhanA saMgha ko mUrta rUpa diyA / svAdhyAya sAdhanA kA aMga banakara hI jIvana ko rUpAntarita kara sakatA hai, bhItarI paratoM ko bhigo sakatA hai| AcArya zrI vastu ko khaNDa-khaNDa dekhakara bhI jIvana kI akhaNDatA aura sampUrNatA ke pakSadhara the| unakA vicAra thA ki jaina samAja saba prakAra se sampanna hokara bhI apanA oja aura puruSArtha prakaTa nahIM kara pA rahA hai| samAja ke zrImanta, apanI dhana-sampadA meM masta haiM to samAja ke vidvAn apane jJAna-loka meM ekAkI magna haiN| kAryakartAoM kI jaisI pratiSThA honI cAhie, vaha nahIM hai aura adhikAriyoM kA apanA alaga aham hai| yadi samAja ke ye cAroM aMga mila jAe~ to Adarza samAja kA nirmANa sahaja-sulabha ho sakatA hai| isI vicAra ke pariNAmasvarUpa akhila bhAratIya jaina vidvat pariSad astitva meM aaii| __ AcArya zrI ke san 1978 ke indaura cAturmAsa meM vahA~ ke pramukha samAjasevI zrI phakIracandajI mehatA ne jaina | samAja ke pramukha vidvAnoM kA eka sammelana indaura meM Ayojita karane kI bAta mujhe likhI / maiM indaura gyaa| AcArya zrI se vicAra-vimarza huA aura isa yojanA ko mUrtarUpa milA / vibhinna kSetroM ke lagabhaga 100 vidvAna isase jur3e aura phira to AcArya zrI ke pratyeka cAturmAsa meM vidvat saMgoSThI kA Ayojana hotA rahA / vidvat pariSad ko saMpuSTa karane ke lie zrImantoM, sAmAjika kAryakartAoM aura prazAsanika adhikAriyoM ko bhI isase jor3A gayA / AcArya zrI kA vidvat pariSad ko sadaiva AzIrvAda milaa| rAjasthAna ke atirikta deza ke sudUra kSetroM madrAsa, rAyacUra, jalagAMva Adi meM isakI goSThiyAM huii| atyanta vyasta rahate hue bhI AcArya zrI saMgoSThiyoM ke avasara para vidvAnoM ko samyak mArgadarzana dete| AcArya zrI kA bala barAbara isa bAta para rahatA ki vidvAn apane ko kitAboM taka sImita na rakheM, ve dharma-kriyA meM bhI apanA oja dikhaayeN| ve kahA karate the-'yastu kriyAvAn puruSa saH vidvAn' arthAt jo kriyAvAn hai, vahI puruSa vidvAn hai| AcArya zrI kI preraNA rahatI ki yadi eka vidvAn sahI artha meM dharmArAdhanA ke sAtha jur3a jAtA hai to vaha aneka bhAI-bahinoM ke lie preraNA stambha bana jAtA hai| AcArya zrI ke isa udbodhana se prabhAvita-prerita hokara vidvat pariSad ke kaI vidvAnoM ne dharma sAdhanA-sambandhI dainandina niyama, vratAdi grahaNa kiye| AcArya zrI dharma ko Atma-kalyANa kA sAdhana mAnane ke sAtha-sAtha use loka-zakti ke jAgaraNa kA bahuta bar3A mAdhyama mAnate the| isIlie unhoMne nArI zakti ko saMgaThita hone kI preraNA dii| zrI mahAvIra jaina zrAvikA saMgha isI preraNA kA pratiphala hai| AcArya zrI ne apanI janmakAlIna paristhitiyoM meM nArI ko kurItiyoM ke baMdhana meM jakar3e hue dekhA thaa| una kurItiyoM se nArI-zakti mukta ho, aura vaha apanA sarvAMgINa AdhyAtmika vikAsa kare, isake lie ve sadaiva preraNA dete the| kahanA na hogA ki unakI preraNA ke phalasvarUpa hI saiMkar3oM-hajAroM bahinoM kA jIvana badalA hai| ve svAzrayI aura svAvalambI banI haiN| yuvakoM ko bhI AcArya zrI saMgaThita hone kI sadA preraNA dete the| joza ke sAtha ve hoza ko na bhUleM, apanI | zakti racanAtmaka kAryoM meM lagAyeM, mAdaka padArthoM ke sevana va anya vyasanoM se ve dUra raheM, jIvana meM sAdagI aura | khAna-pAna meM sAttvikatA barateM / isa dizA meM AcArya zrI yuvakoM ko barAbara sAvaceta karate the| Aja 'a.bhA. jaina |
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________________ (642 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ratna yuvaka saMgha ke antargata vibhinna kSetroM meM aneka yuvA samAja-sevA meM pravRtta haiN| AcArya zrI ne apane janma-kAla meM jo mahAmArI aura durbhikSa dekhA, usase unakA dila pasIja uThA aura saMyama patha para bar3hane ke bAda ve hamezA roga-mukti ke lie upadeza dete the| ve atyanta dayAlu aura karuNAzIla the| jJAna kA phala prema aura vAtsalya mAnate the| ve kahA karate the yadi jJAnI kisI ke A~sU na poMcha sake to usake jJAna kI kyA sArthakatA ? AcArya zrI kI isa vANI ne vibhinna kSetroM meM jIvadayA, vAtsalya phaNDa, bandhu kalyANa koSa Adi ke mAdhyama se janahitakArI pravRttiyoM ko sakriyatA pradAna kii| ___AcArya zrI pAramparika rUpa se eka sampradAya vizeSa ke AcArya hote hue bhI vicAroM meM udAra aura vyavahAra meM sahiSNu the| yahI kAraNa hai ki alaga alaga paramparAoM ke loga AcArya zrI kI preraNA se vibhinna kAryoM se jur3e rhte| sabhI dharmoM ke prati unake mana meM Adara kA bhAva thaa| 'jinavANI' kA sampAdana karate samaya mujhe AcArya zrI kI udAra dRSTi, taTastha cintana aura vizAla hRdayatA kA kaI bAra ahasAsa huaa| 'jinavANI' ke tapa, zrAvaka dharma, jaina saMskRti, sAdhanA, karma-siddhAnta aura aparigraha jaise vizeSAMkoM meM deza-videza ke vibhinna dharmoM kI saMbaddha avadhAraNAoM aura mAnyatAoM ko sthAna dene meM unakI svIkRti aura preraNA thii| ve kahA karate the -"tulanAtmaka adhyayana se jJAna pakatA hai aura cintana meM nikhAra AtA hai|" unakI vyApaka dRSTi, dhArmika sahiSNutA aura udAra manovRtti ke phalasvarUpa hI 'jinavANI' ke 'karma siddhAnta' vizeSAMka meM pUrA eka khaNDa "karma siddhAnta aura sAmAjika cintana" viSaya para jA sakA, jabaki katipaya logoM ne isa para Apatti bhI kI thii| AcArya zrI smita muskAna ke sAtha sahaja bhAva se yahI pharamAte ki "bhAnAvata ne to viSaya se sambandhita vibhinna dRSTiyoM ko vizeSAMka ke rUpa meM eka sthAna para pAThakoM ko parosa diyA hai| aba ve apane apane DhaMga se isakA rasAsvAdana kareM aura apanI-apanI TippaNiyA~ deM tAki vaicArika manthana ho sake aura ciMtana kI paramparA Age bar3ha ske|" AcArya zrI vastuta: itihAsa-manISI aura Agama-puruSa the| unakI zodha dRSTi bar3I painI aura prakhara thii| nitya navIna jJAna-vijJAna ko jAnane aura samajhane kI unakI jijJAsA barAbara banI rahatI thii| maiM unase carcA meM prAya: kahA karatA thA ki "AcArya pravara ! bhAratIya vizvavidyAlayoM meM Aja prAcya vidyAe~ upekSita haiM, jabaki videzI vidvAn isa ora AkRSTa ho rahe haiN|" AcArya zrI isa para kabhI-kabhI TippaNI karate ki jJAna ke kSetra meM bhI vyAvasAyikatA A gaI hai aura pallavagrAhI pAMDitya bAjI mAra rahA hai| AcArya zrI kA yaha dRr3ha abhimata thA ki kisI bhI paramparA ko mUla rUpa meM samajhe binA usako nakAranA | hitakara nahIM hai| isIlie ve saMskRta, prAkRta ke adhyayana-adhyApana para vizeSa bala dete the, kyoMki ina bhASAoM ke adhyayana ke binA bhAratIya saMskRti ke mUla svarUpa ko samajhA hI nahIM jA sakatA aura na maulika cintana kA dvAra khula pAtA hai| prAcInatA aura navInatA ke svastha samanvaya ke pakSadhara the| AcArya zrI zikSA ke kSetra meM bhI isa samanvaya ko caritArtha karanA cAhate the| isI bhAvanA se jayapura meM 'jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna' kI sthApanA huI, tAki aise Thosa vidvAn taiyAra kiye jA sakeM, jo prAcya vidyAoM ke prakANDa paNDita hokara bhI Adhunika jJAna-vijJAna aura zodha-prakriyA meM niSNAta hoN| AcArya zrI kI mujha para evaM mere parivAra para ahaitukI kRpA thii| sAhitya aura saMskRti ke vibhinna pahaluoM para merI AcArya zrI se samaya-samaya para bAtacIta huA karatI thii| maiMne unheM kabhI kisI bAta ke prati AgrahI nahIM paayaa| sadaiva sahaja-sarala, prajJAzIla aura sarvagrAhI dRSTi sampanna paayaa| unakA itihAsa-bodha vibhinna saMdarbho se jur3A
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 543 huA thA / bhAratIya itihAsa-lekhana meM jaina srota upekSita na rahe, isake lie ve preraNA dete the / unhIM ke sAnnidhya meM san 1965 ke bAlotarA cAturmAsa meM jaina dharma ke itihAsa lekhana kI yojanA bnii| usa samaya jaina AgamajJa vidvAn paM. dalasukha bhAI mAlavaNiyA vizeSa rUpa se bAlotarA padhAre the| maiM bhI usa avasara para upasthita thaa| jaina itihAsa | lekhana kI sAmAnya rUparekhA bhI banI aura yaha Avazyaka mAnA gayA ki rAjasthAna aura gujarAta ke jJAna bhaNDAroM kA sarvekSaNa kiyA jAe aura dakSiNa bhArata kI bhASAoM meM jo jaina sAmagrI vidyamAna hai, usakA Akalana kiyA jAe / itihAsa kI zodha sAmagrI ke Akalana kI dRSTi ko pradhAna rakhakara hI sambhavataH AcArya zrI ne bAlotarA ke bAda ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa kiyA aura sAmagrI saMkalita karane kI preraNA dI / itihAsa ke dvitIya aura tRtIya bhAga ke lie AcArya zrI ne karnATaka aura tamilanADu kI yAtrAe~ kIM aura kaI naye tathya udghATita kiye / sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke itihAsa-lekhana kI AdhArabhUta sAmagrI 'paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha' ke rUpa meM saMkalita kI / isakA dUsarA bhAga bhI AcArya zrI ke nirdezana meM taiyAra kiyA gayA, jisake prakAzana kI pratIkSA hai / AcArya zrI saMskRta, prAkRta, apabhraMza, hindI, gujarAtI, rAjasthAnI Adi bhASAoM ke adhikRta vidvAn the / unhone 'dazavaikAlika', 'uttarAdhyayana sUtra', 'nandI sUtra', 'antagaDadazAMga', 'prazna vyAkaraNa' Adi zAstroM kI saTippaNa | vyAkhyAe~ prastuta kIM / Atma jAgRti mUlaka kaI pada likhe, jo atyanta preraNAdAyI aura jIvanasparzI haiM / bhagavAn mahAvIra se calI A rahI jaina zAsana paramparA ko 'jaina AcArya caritAvalI' ke rUpa meM padyabaddha kiyaa| AcAryazrI | kA pravacana sAhitya hindI ke dhArmika, dArzanika sAhitya kI amUlya dharohara hai / ye pravacana sAmAnya vicAra nahIM haiM / | inameM taponiSTha sAdhaka kI anubhUtiyA~ aura ucca koTi ke AdhyAtmika santa kI AcaraNazIlatA abhivyaMjita huI | hai / prAkRta, saMskRta ke prakANDa paMDita hote hue bhI AcArya zrI ke pravacana kabhI bhI unake pANDitya se bojhila nahIM hue| unameM unakI saMyama - sAdhanA kA mAdhurya aura jJAna mahodadhi ke gAMbhIrya kA adbhuta saMgama hotA / choTe-choTe | vAkyoM meM loka aura zAstra ke anubhava ko ve isa prakAra bAMTate the ki zrotA kA hRdaya - pAtra bodhAmRta se labAlaba bhara | jaataa| unakI pravacana - prabhA se hajAroM bhaktajanoM kA ajJAnAMdhakAra miTA hai, nirAza mana meM AzA kA saMcAra huA hai, thakAna muskAna meM badalI hai aura Aga meM anurAga kA nandana vana mahaka uThA hai| merA kisI na kisI rUpa meM AcArya zrI se lagabhaga 40 varSoM kA samparka sambandha rahA / AcArya zrI ke preraka vyaktitva aura maMgala AzIrvAda ne mere jIvana-nirmANa meM aura use AdhyAtmika sphuraNa dene meM AdhArabhUta kArya kiyA hai / unake satsaMga kA hI prabhAva hai ki mere lekhana aura cintana kI dizA bdlii| yadi AcArya zrI kA sAnnidhya na milatA to maiM dizAhIna bhaTakatA rahatA / jIvana - samudra kI UparI sataha para hI lakSyahIna laharoM kI bhAMti uThatA-giratA aura sAMsArika prapacoM ke kinAroM se TakarAtA rahatA, jhAga baToratA rahatA / AcArya ne hI mujhe jIvana - samudra kI gaharAI kA, usakI maryAdA aura prazAntatA kA bodha kraayaa| mujhe hI kyA mere jaise saikar3oM-hajAroM logoM ko jIvana kA rahasya batAyA, samyak jIvana jIne kI kalA sikhAI / Aja samAja meM jJAna ke prati jo niSThA dikhAI detI hai, usake mUla meM AcArya zrI kA jIvana, vyaktitva aura kRtitva samAhita hai / ema.e karane ke bAda merI sarvaprathama niyukti gavarnamenTa kaoNleja, bUndI meM hindI prAdhyApaka ke pada para huI / maiM vahA~ 13 julAI, 1962 taka rhaa| saMbhavata 1960-61 kI bAta hogii| AcArya zrI apane ziSyoM ke sAtha padavihAra maiM unake darzanArtha sevA meM pahu~cA / AcArya zrI mujhe vahA~ karate hue koTA se bUndI pdhaare| jaba mujhe jJAta huA | dekhakara bar3e pramudita hue aura kahA - "tumheM apanI ruci ke anusAra kArya-kSetra mila gayA hai| lekhana satata jArI rakho,
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 544 jaina zAstroM kA adhyayana bhI kro| aura sahaja bhAva se yaha bhI kahA-"yadi tumhArI niyukti jayapura ho jAe to samAja ko jyAdA lAbha ho sakatA hai|" maiMne kahA-aisA saMbhava nahIM lgtaa| kucha dina rahakara AcArya zrI vahA~ se vihAra kara gaye / idhara merA pI-eca.DI. kA kArya bhI pUrA ho gayA aura saMyoga se rAjya sarakAra ke nirNayAnusAra rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya ko nayA rUpa diyA jAnA taya huaa| vibhinna kaoNlejoM se vibhinna viSayoM ke prAdhyApakoM se rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya meM Ane ke lie vikalpa (Option) mAMge gye| merA adhyApana anubhava yadyapi kama thA, para tatkAlIna priMsipala zrI ema. ela. garga sA. ke yaha kahane para ki tumhArA ekeDemika kairiyara bahuta acchA hai, ata: tuma vikalpa de do aura daivayoga se rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya, jayapura ke lie zaikSiNaka yogyatA ke AdhAra para binA sAkSAtkAra hI merA cayana ho gayA aura maiM 14 julAI, 1962 ko jayapura A gayA / Aja socatA hU~ to lagatA hai ki AcArya zrI kitane bhaviSyadraSTA the, vacanasiddha the| mujhe svapna meM bhI kalpanA nahIM thI ki maiM itane sahaja rUpa se jayapura A jaauuNgaa| _AcArya zrI ke 1990 ke pAlI cAturmAsa meM 'yuvApIr3hI aura ahiMsA' viSayaka saMgoSThI jaina vidvat pariSad ke tattvAvadhAna meM Ayojita kI gaI thii| AcArya zrI ne vidvAnoM ko vizeSa saMdeza dete hue kahA ki ve apane jJAna ko zastra ke sAtha nahIM, zAstra ke sAtha jor3eM, apanI vidvattA ko kaSAya-vRddhi meM nahIM, jIvana-zuddhi meM lagAyeM aura dhyAna rakheM ki saMyama ke binA ahiMsA laMgar3I hai| pAlI cAturmAsa ke bAda AcArya zrI kA svAsthya anukUla nahIM rahA aura pAlI meM kucha samaya unheM rukanA pdd'aa| 26 disambara ko maiMne pAlI meM AcArya zrI ke darzana kiye taba lagabhaga Der3ha-do ghaNTe taka sAhitya aura sAdhanA viSayaka vibhinna binduoM para bAtacIta huii| AcArya zrI ne mujhe saceta kiyA ki tuma bhArata meM bahuta ghUma cuke, aba jyAdA bhAgadaur3a na karo, sthira jamakara kAma karo, dhyAna paddhati ko nizcita rUpa do, prAkRta-saMskRta bhASA evaM sAhitya kI jo anamola virAsata hai, use saMbhAlo aura naI pIr3hI ko isa ora prerita karo, AkarSita kro| isI prasaMga meM unhoMne 'jinavANI' ke prati pramodabhAva vyakta kiyA aura saMketa diyA ki 'svAdhyAya-zikSA' prAkRta bhASA kI mukhapatrikA bane / prAkRta-lekhana kI ora Aja vidvAnoM kI ruci nahIM hai| isa patrikA ke mAdhyama se prAkRta saMskRta lekhana ko bala mile to zreyaskara hogaa| videzoM meM zramaNa saMskRti ke zuddha svarUpa ko prastuta karane ke lie svAdhyAyiyoM ko vizeSa rUpa se taiyAra karane kI bAta bhI unhoMne khii| yaha bhI saMketa diyA ki videzoM meM vibhinna kSetroM meM hamAre samAja ke loga acchI sthiti meM haiN| yadi unako saMgaThita kara koI yojanA banAI jAve to vahA~ zramaNa saMskRti ke pracAra-prasAra kA acchA vAtAvaraNa bana sakatA hai| Arthika dRSTi se to ve loga AzA se adhika sampanna ho gaye haiM, para dhArmika aura sAMskRtika dRSTi se vipanna na raheM, isa ora dhyAna denA vidvat pariSad kA kartavya hai| kAza ! AcArya zrI ke ina vicAroM ko mUrta rUpa dene ke lie samAja kucha kara ske| AcArya zrI jaba nimAja padhAre, maiM sapatnIka mahAvIra jayantI para unake darzanArtha pahu~cA / taba AcArya zrI mauna meM the| para hameM lagabhaga pauna ghaNTe taka AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM baiThane kA, apanI bAta kahane kA, mauna saMketoM dvArA AcArya zrI se unakA samAdhAna pAne kA saubhAgya prApta huaa| zrI gautama munijI ne isa vArtAlApa meM hameM vizeSa sahayoga diyaa| jaba hama calane lage, taba AcArya zrI ne pATa se khar3e hokara mauna mAMgalika pradAna kii| yaha eka prakAra se AcArya zrI se hamArI antima bheTavArtA thii| usake bAda 14 apraila ko hama darzanArtha pahu~ce, taba AcArya zrI ne saMthArA grahaNa kara liyA thaa| darzanArthiyoM
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 545 kI apAra bhIr3a katArabaddha khar3I thI apane ArAdhya ke zrIcaraNoM meM / para AcArya zrI Atmastha the, japa- sAdhanA meM lIna | the| unheM na kisI ke prati rAga thA, na dveSa / zarIra kA mamatva ve chor3a cuke the| eka-eka kara darzanArthI paMktibaddha unake nikaTa Ate, natamastaka ho vandana karate aura mauna AzIrvAda le apane ko dhanya samajhate / nimAja tIrthadhAma bana | gayA / dharmaniSTha zraddhAniSTha udArahRdaya bhaNDArI parivAra evaM sakala nimAja jaina zrIsaMgha ne apane ArAdhya gurudeva kI | bhakti meM apanA sarvasva nyauchAvara kara diyA, Agantuka darzanArthiyoM ke Atithya satkAra meM palaka-pAMvar3e bichA diye| nimAja kA yaha aMcala apane lokaraMga meM antarrASTrIya ho utthaa| deza-videza se bhAvuka bhakta bar3I saMkhyA meM khiMce cale Aye / 21 apraila, ravivAra ko isa yuga kA divya divAkara samAdhipUrvaka paramAtma-jyoti meM samA gyaa| pArthiva rUpa meM AcArya zrI aba hamAre bIca nahIM haiN| para unakA saMdeza kaNa-kaNa meM vyApta hai / ve preraNA banakara yugayugoM taka hameM anuprANita karate raheMge, sphuraNA banakara hameM jagAte raheMge, hama para unake ananta upakAra haiM, hama unase uRNa nahIM ho sakate / ve aise mahAsAgara the, jise koI tairAka pAra nahIM kara sakatA, ve aise asIma AkAza the, jise | koI pakSI lAMgha nahIM sakatA / kisameM tAkata hai jo unake guNoM kI thAha le sake ? una prajJApuruSa ko koTi-koTi praNAma / (jinavANI ke zraddhAMjali aMka se sAbhAra) *
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________________ uccakoTi ke saMyamaniSTha nirbhIka yogI . zrI TIkamacanda hIrAvata merI samajha meM nahIM AtA ki usa uccakoTi ke mahAn adhyAtmayogI ke jIvana ko kisa chora se dekheM / mizrI jisa prakAra cahu~ ora se madhura hotI hai usI prakAra pUjya gurudeva kA jIvana sampUrNa rUpa se karuNA, pramoda, AtmIyatA Adi divya guNoM se paripUrNa thaa| hamArA parivAra gurucaraNoM meM sudIrgha kAla se zraddhAnata hai| mujhe smaraNa hai ki pitAjI evaM parivAra ke anya sadasya santa-samAgama meM sadaiva tatpara rahate the| AcArya zrI kI preraNA se pitRvara niyamita rUpa se sAmAyika karate __maiM apanA saubhAgya mAnatA hU~ ki mujhe apane jIvana meM kucha kAla AcAryapravara kI sevA meM rahane kA avasara | milA / Aja bhI vaha dina mere smRti-paTala para aMkita hai, jaba maiM amerikA se indaura AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanoM hetu upasthita huaa| rAtri ke 9 baje kA samaya thaa| pUrNimA ke dhyAna ke anantara jaba Apane cakSu unmIlana kiyA, maiM Apake sAnnidhya meM vandana kara baiTha gyaa| Apane pUchA - "kahA~ se A rahe ho ?" maiMne kahA - "bhagavan ! amerikA se A rahA huuN|" gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "kyA tuma batAoge ki tumhAre pAsa auraMgajeba, akabara yA anya rAjA-mahArAjAoM se adhika paisA ho jAegA? yadi ho bhI gayA to kyA pharka par3egA? kyA unako Aja koI pUchane vAlA hai ? tuma soco, tumhArI kyA sthiti hogI?" Apake zabdoM meM na jAne kyA AkarSaNa thA, maiM tamAma vyApAra kA kArya banda kara bhArata A gyaa| gurudeva ne mujhe AdhyAtmika vikAsa, jIvana-nirmANa va tyAga kI mahatI preraNA dI, para yaha merI kamajorI rahI ki jIvana kA jaisA vikAsa karanA cAhiye thA, vaisA nahIM kara skaa| dakSiNa-pravAsa meM hI eka bAra eka choTe se gAMva meM vicaraNa karate hue Apane jarjara vastroM meM lipaTI vRddhA ko | dekhA, to dravita ho utthe| Age calakara mujhase bole - "usa vRddhA ko dekho|" AcAryapravara ke isa vAkya meM karuNA | barasa rahI thii| mitabhASI AcAryapravara kA itanA kahanA hI mere lie mArgadarzaka bana gyaa| vihAroparAnta Apa eka grAma ke vidyAlaya bhavana meM virAja rahe the / yaha sambhAvanA jAnakara ki Apa dinabhara virAjeMge maiMne dayAvrata ke pratyAkhyAna le liye| kintu nirmohI sAdhakoM kA kaba vihAra ho jAye, yaha ve hI jAnate haiN| AcArya zrI ne aparAhna 4 baje vahA~ se vihAra kara diyaa| svAbhAvika thA maiM bhI dayAvata meM hone se unake sAtha naMge pAMva claa| grISmAtapa ke kAraNa dharatI Aga ugala rahI thii| Adata nahIM hone se mere pairoM meM moTe moTe chAle ho ge| gantavya para pahu~cane ke pazcAt gurudeva mujhase chAloM ke bAre meM dayArdra ho pUchane lage to ApakI karuNA ko dekhakara mujhe aisA lagA, ki maiM sAkSAt bhagavAna ke sAmane khar3A huuN| eka bAra kinhIM zramaNoM ne AcArya bhagavanta ke prati apanI galataphahamI yA anya kAraNa se kaTu zabdoM kA prayoga kara diyaa| zrAvaka varga kA nArAja honA svAbhAvika thaa| kintu Apane zrAvakoM se pharamAyA ki Apa loga unake pAsa jAkara madhuratA se unakI nArAjagI dUra kro| aisA hI huaa| bhAI sA. nathamala jI hIrAvata Adi katipaya zrAvakoM ne jAkara santoM ko nivedana kiyA to unheM apane kie para pazcAttApa huaa| isase paraspara kI kaTutA kA vAtAvaraNa evaM galataphahamI donoM dUra ho ge|
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________________ 547 (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa pUjyapravara ke jIvana ke aneka saMsmaraNa yAda Ate haiM, kintu antima bAta yahI hai ki ve sAdhanA ke prati sadaiva jAgarUka rhe| pAtra kI kSamatA dekhakara hI Apa use niyama, pratyAkhyAna dilA kara Age bar3hAte the| Apa Atma-ramaNatA ke sAtha prANihita ke lie bhI tatpara rhe| AcAraniSTha hone ke sAtha Apa udAra pravRtti meM AsthA rakhate the| Apa pracAra ko nahIM, AcAra ko mahattva dete the| svAdhyAya kA mujhe zauka thaa| maiM kabhI jainetara AdhyAtmika sAhitya bhI par3hatA to ve yahI dekhate ki isa svAdhyAya se jIvana meM vikAsa ho rahA hai| Apa udAra, nirbhIka evaM ucca koTi ke sAdhaka the| Apa zarIra se nahIM haiM, kintu ApakI vANI samAja meM vidhAna ke rUpa meM sadaiva Adara pAtI rhegii| 13e perADAija apArTameNTa 44 nepIyanasI roDa mumbaI
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________________ adbhuta yogI aura mahAmanasvI . zrI vimalacanda DAgA (1) purAne samaya yAtAyAta ke sAdhana bahuta sImita the| jayapura kSetra padhArane hetu saMtoM ko bar3A parISaha sahana karanA par3atA thaa| purAne zrAvaka kahate the ki saMtoM ko dUdU se telA pacakha kara AnA par3atA thaa| AcArya pravara padhArate to jayapura ke pramukha zrAMvaka bhAMkaroTA (jayapura se 13 kimI) taka amUmana vihAra sevA kiyA karate the| AcArya bhagavanta ke bhAMkaroTA padhArane para eka bAra gulAba canda jI DAgA kI dAdI, zrI saradAramalajI DAgA kI mAM evaM zrI ghevaracandajI DAgA kI patnI, AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha bhAMkaroTA giiN| zrI ghevaracanda jI DAgA kI patnI mIThA mAM sA. ke nAma se prasiddha thI , zarIra se bahuta sthUla thI, pAMvoM meM hAthoM meM jagaha-jagaha gAMThe thIM, calanA phiranA bahuta muzkila se ho pAtA thaa| zraddhA ke vazIbhUta darzana karane ve bhI bhAMkaroTA gii| sahaja hI AcArya zrI ne pUchA - mIThA mAM sA. dharma karaNI kaisI cala rahI hai ? to mIThA mAM. sA. bole-" bAbajI ! zarIra sAtha nahIM detaa| jagaha - jagaha hAtha pA~va meM gA~The ho rahI haiM, calA nahIM jaataa|" to AcArya bhagavanta ne pharamAyA -"ina gAMThoM ko bhAMkaroTA ke TIloM meM hI kyoM nahIM chor3a jAte ho?" (usa samaya bhAMkaroTA meM miTTI ke TIle hI TIle the) zraddhAzIla mIThA mAMsA jinako ghevarAnI jI bhI kahate the, tatkAla hI bole -"bAbajI, Apane kahA aura maiMne ye gAMTheM TIle meM hI chor3a diiN|" dekhate-dekhate hI mIThA mAM sA pUrNa svastha ho gaIM evaM varSoM dharma-sAdhanA meM anurakta rhiiN| yaha thI bhagavanta kI vANI kI mahattA evaM purAnI zrAvikA kI zraddhA kA ruup| yaha prasaMga maiMne apane bhuAsA (zrImatI jatana kaMvara jI dhArIvAla) se sunA, jo vartamAna meM 90 varSa kI avasthA (2) icaraja kaMvara jI luNAvata kI 165 divasa kI tapasyA ke samaya AcArya zrI kA jayapura padhAranA huaa| usa tapa-samAroha meM kendrIya maMtrI zrI jagajIvana rAma jI bhI upasthita the| AcArya bhagavanta ne apane pravacana meM pharamAyA ki Aja zAsaka varga ko gAMdhI ke siddhAntoM para calakara deza kA vAtAvaraNa zuddha banAnA caahiye| abhI Apa loga gAMdhI kI kamAI khA rahe ho| __isa para zrI jagajIvanarAmajI nArAja hokara apane vaktavya meM bole ki Apa loga bhI mahAvIra kI kamAI khAte ho| unhoMne acche zabdoM kA prayoga nahIM kiyA to hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM upasthita janasamUha meM roSa vyApta ho gyaa| bhIr3a zrI jagajIvanarAma jI kA kucha bhI kara sakatI thii| aisI avasthA ko dekhakara tathA dhyAna kA samaya bhI najadIka AyA jAnakara AcArya zrI mAhaula na bigar3e, isalie turanta vahAM se padhAra gye| hama sabhI yuvAoM ke mana meM baDI azAnti thii| rAta ko darzana karane bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM phuNce| unase | nivedana kiyA ki bhagavan ! Apake bAre meM bahuta sunA ki devatA ApakI sevA karate haiN| Apake pAsa aneka labdhiyA~ haiM, Aja Apane mahAdeva kI bhAMti tIsarA netra khola kyoM nahIM diyA? karuNA siMdhu , kSamAsAgara bhagavanta bole- "bholiyA ! baiThe baiThe hI kyoM paMcendriya jIva kI hatyA kA pApa mola
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 549 le liyA ? mere liye karanA to dUra kI bAta hai, para agara yaha vicAra mAtra bhI A jAtA to jIvana bhara kI sAdhanA hI niSphala ho jaatii|" aise the ve samatAdhArI sajaga sAdhanApuruSa AcArya bhagavanta / (3) AcArya zrI ne zramaNa saMgha chor3ane kI jayapura meM ghoSaNA kii| usa samaya jaise hI vyAkhyAna samApta huA, jayapura ke eka variSTha zrAvaka AdaraNIya zrI svarUpa canda jI coraDiyA AcArya zrI se bole ki Apake zrAvakoM kA aisA kauna sA saMgaThana hai jisake balabUte para zramaNa saMgha chor3a diyA ? AcArya zrI gaNezI lAla jI mahArAja ke sAtha to zrAvaka zrAvikAoM kA bahuta bar3A samUha hai| to AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA ki maiMne zrAvakoM ke pIche saMyama nahIM liyaa| per3a ke nIce rahakara bhI caumAsA purA| | kara sakatA huuN| aise the dRDhasaMyamI AcAryapravara jo ki vItarAga vANI kA pUrNata: pAlana karane hetu per3a ke nIce bhI caumAsA pUrNa karane kA sAhasa rakhate the| (4) zrI niraMjana lAla jI AcArya rAjasthAna vidhAnasabhA ke adhyakSa the| yazavantasiMha jI nAhara bhIlavAr3A se tatkAlIna vidhAyaka evaM prasiddha adhivaktA the| nAhara sAhaba unheM preraNA dete calane kI, to kahate-hA~ calU~gA kaI prazna bhI haiM, unake samAdhAna prApta karane haiN| eka dina pravacana ke samaya padhAre / AcArya zrI kA vyAkhyAna kisI anya prasaMga para cala rahA thA, zrotAoM ne dekhA ki ekAeka AcArya zrI ne viSaya hI palaTa diyaa| vyAkhyAna samApta hone para niraMjana nAtha jI AcArya zrI ke caraNa pakar3a kara bole ki Apako yaha kaise jJAta ho gayA ki mere mana meM kyA prazna haiN| mere dvArA kisI ko na batAne para bhI Apako mere mana ke praznoM kA kaise jJAna ho gayA? AcArya zrI kucha bhI nahIM bole| eka tarapha gambhIra sAdhaka AcAryapravara the, to dUsarI ora abhibhUta darzanArthI / (yaha bAta gumAnamalajI sA corar3iyA ne AcArya zrI kI janma-jayantI para pharamAI thii|) (5) bUMdI nivAsI zrI sujAna malajI bhar3akatyA AcArya zrI ke parama bhaktoM meM rhe| unake suputra pannAlAla jI sAhaba kI bhI bhakti rhii| kintu saMtoM kA vicaraNa usa kSetra meM na hone se parivAra kA rukha maMdira kI tarapha ho gyaa| unake putra zrI motIlAlajI sA. jayapura tapAgaccha saMpradAya ke maMtrI-pada kA nirvahana jimmedArI pUrvaka kara rahe haiN| unase nikaTa kA sambandha rahA hai| eka dina AcArya zrI kA prasaMga calA to bole-usa mahApuruSa kI bAta chor3a do, kahIM para bhI jAtA to AcAryazrI ke darzana avazya karatA thaa| ajamera gayA huA thaa| rAtri adhika ho gaI, darzana kI bhAvanA se AcArya zrI ke caraNoM meM pahu~cA va pATe ke pAsa baiTha gyaa| pUrNa andhakAra thaa| AcArya zrI dhyAnastha the| ekAeka aisA jabaradasta prakAza huA, aisA prakAza, jisakI maiM jIvana meM kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sktaa| aise prakAza meM jaise hI AcArya zrI kI naz2ara merI ora gaI to maiM to gadgad ho gyaa| (6) AcAryapravara AgarA pdhaare| upAdhyAya kavi zrI amaramunijI ma.sA. va AcArya pravara kA madhura milana huaa| zabdoM se bhAvabhInA svAgata vahA~ ke meyara va saMgha ke logoM ne kiyA to meyara kalyANamala jI agravAla ne kahA ki rAjasthAna se kriyA ke zUravIra Aye haiM evaM jJAna kI gaMgA (kavi jI) yahAM para hai to jJAna va kriyA kA | adbhuta jor3a hai| dUsare dina vyAkhyAna prArambha huaa| pahale kavizrI amaramuni jI ma.sA. ne pravacana phrmaayaa| phira AcAryapravara ne AgamavANI kA AdhAra lete jo pravacana pharamAyA usase prabhAvita hokara meyara agravAla sAhaba ne kahA -"kala maiMne
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________________ (550 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bahuta bar3I bhUla kI thii| eka ko jJAna kI gaMgA evaM dUsare ko kriyA kI gaMgA kahA thA, parantu gajakesarI AcArya zrI | hastImalajI ma.sA. to jJAna aura kriyA donoM ke saMgama haiN|" mere paradAdA sA. zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI DAgA AcArya pravara zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA. ke darzanArtha jodhapura padhAre to sahaja prazna kiyA - "pUjya sA. Apake pIche paramparA ke bAre meM socA ?" pAsa meM bAla muni hastImalajI mahArAja virAja rahe the| unakI ora saMketa karate hue pharamAyA -"inake bAre meM tuma kyA socate ho? vinamratApUrvaka paradAdA sA. zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI bole -"jaba Apane soca liyA, vicAra kara liyA, to hamAre socane kI to bAta hI kyA ?" 1370, tArAcanda nAyaba kA rAstA jauharI bAjAra, jayapura (rAja.)
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________________ ucca koTi ke siddha puruSa * zrI gumAnamala corar3iyA parama pUjya, cAritra-cUr3AmaNi, itihAsa mArtaNDa sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke prabala preraka, apramatta yogIrAja, akhaNDa bAla brahmacArI, jina nahIM para jina sarIkhe, AcArya pravara 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. laghuvaya meM hI pravrajita ho gaye the| ApameM vicakSaNatA evaM honahAritA sahaja hI parilakSita hotI thI, ata: 20 varSa kI avasthA meM hI Apako AcArya pada se suzobhita kiyA gyaa| 61 varSa taka Apa AcArya pada para virAje / itane lambe samaya taka AcArya pada se alaMkRta hone vAle Apa hI eka AcArya the| vRhad ajamera sAdhu sammelana meM Apa zrI kA evaM jyotirdhara krAntikArI AcArya zrI javAharalAlajI ma.sA. kA bhI vizeSa samparka rhaa| AcArya zrI ne ApakI pratibhA ko prkhaa| sammelana ke 3 varSa pazcAt Apa donoM AcArya jeThAnA virAja rahe the, taba AcArya zrI javAhara gujarAta ke lie vihAra kara rahe the / AcArya zrI javAhara ne vihAra karate vakta pharamAyA ki Apa mujhe mAMgalika sunAiye / AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. hataprabha ho gaye aura kahA ki Apa itane bar3e AcArya, maiM Apako kyA mAMgalika zravaNa karAU~? para 'AcArya ko AcArya mAMgalika nahIM sunAvegA to kauna sunAyegA?' AcArya zrI javAhara ke sneha evaM snehapUrNa vyavahAra ke Age Apako mAMgalika zravaNa karavAnI pdd'ii| AcArya zrI meM eka vizeSa guNa apramattatA kA thaa| sUryodaya se lekara sUryAsta taka Apa eka kSaNa bhI pramAda nahIM karate the| Apa dainandinI caryA ke alAvA apane lekhana ke kArya meM yA adhyayana ke kArya meM hamezA vyasta rahate the| koI bhI zrAvaka-zrAvikA darzana karane Ate the taba Apa unase unakI sAdhanA ke viSaya meM jAnakArI kara, kucha adhika preraNA de kara vApisa apane lekhana yA svAdhyAya ke kArya meM vyasta ho jAte the| vyartha kI sAMsArika bAtoM kA Apake saMyamI-jIvana meM kataI sthAna nahIM thaa| jaina AgamoM ke Apa zrI prakANDa paMDita the, gahana svAdhyAya va cintana Apake jIvana kA mUla lakSya rhaa| Apake mana meM eka bhAvanA thI ki santa-santiyoM ko adhyayana karAne ke lie yogya vidvAnoM kI bahuta alpatA hai, ata: eka saMsthA aisI honI cAhiye ki jahA~ chAtra apane vyAvahArika zikSaNa ko prApta karate rahane ke sAtha-sAtha dhArmika viSayoM meM bhI pAraMgata ho sakeM, ata: ApakI preraNA se prerita hokara eka siddhAnta zAlA kI sthApanA huI evaM yogya | samarpita gRhapati zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI lor3hA kI sevAoM se prAkRta evaM saMskRta meM acche vidvAn taiyAra ho rahe haiN| Apa yaha mahasUsa karate the ki santa-satiyoM kI saMkhyA sImita hai, saba jagaha cAturmAsa ho nahIM sakate, ata: kama se kama paryuSaNa parvAdhirAja meM kucha svAdhyAyI bandhu, jina kSetroM meM cAturmAsa santa-satiyoM ke nahIM hoM, vahA~ jAkara | zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM meM jJAnArAdhanA, dharmArAdhanA karavAne meM sahayogI bneN| usa samaya kevala svAmI zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA. kI preraNA se vijayanagara meM svAdhyAyI bandhuoM kI eka saMsthA thI jo deza meM saba jagaha svAdhyAyiyoM ko bhejane meM sakSama nahIM thI, ata: ApakI preraNA se 'samyak jJAna pracAraka maNDala' ke antargata 'svAdhyAya saMgha' kI sthApanA kI gii| isake mAdhyama se yogya zikSaNa ke lie samaya-samaya para jagaha-jagaha zivira Ayojita hote rahate haiN| Apane svayaM ne svAdhyAyI banane ke liye yuvakoM ko prerita kiyA, phalasvarUpa acchI saMkhyA meM acche stara ke svAdhyAyI sarvatra
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 552 sevAeM pradAna kara rahe haiM / Apa hamezA mumukSu jIvoM ko sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya kI prabala preraNA diyA karate the / tamilanADu, karnATaka, | madhyapradeza, hariyANA, gujarAta, mahArASTra, dillI, rAjasthAna jo-jo kSetra ApakI caraNa-raja se upakRta hue, vahA~ sarvatra ApakI sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kI preraNA se kAphI bhavya jIva lAbhAnvita huye haiN| Apane apane jIvana kA kAphI samaya | mauna sAdhanA meM vyatIta kiyA hai| pUrva meM somavAra ko, bAda meM guruvAra ko vyAkhyAna ke alAvA mauna evaM pratimAsa kRSNA pakSa kI dazamI ko pUrNa mauna evaM ekAzana kI sAdhanA karate the / san 1952 meM sAdar3I-sammelana meM jaba zramaNa saMgha kA nirmANa huA aura ise saMjoyA gayA to isameM ApakA | pUrNatayA mArga-darzana evaM sahayoga thA / upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma.sA. ne jaba zramaNa saMgha se pRthak hone kI ghoSaNA | kI taba Apa upAcArya zrI ko zramaNa saMgha meM upAcArya pada para rahane ke liye vizeSa Agraha karane udayapura padhAre the / upAcArya zrI ne ApakI bAtoM ko vizeSa mahattva dete huye bhI asamarthatA prakaTa kI evaM Apa se kahA ki "zrI | hastImalajI ma.sA. ! Apane merA sAtha nahIM diyA, para eka dina Apako bhI zramaNa saMgha se pRthak honA par3egA, Apa | isameM raha nahIM skeNge|" mahApuruSoM ke mukha se uccarita svara kabhI mithyA nahIM ho sakate, etadsvarUpa kAlAntara meM Apa zrI ne bhI jayapura ke upanagara Adarzanagara meM pRthaktva kI ghoSaNA kI / Apa zrI kA evaM AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. kA bhopAlagar3ha meM maitrI sambandha sthApita huA, usa prasaMga | vArtA hetu jaba ApakI sevA meM zrAvaka upasthita huye taba Apane eka hI jijJAsA prakaTa kI ki bhAI ! AcArya zrI | anta:karaNa se cAhate haiM yA nahIM ? jaba AcArya zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. se puchAkara Apa se punaH nivedana kiyA ki | AcArya zrI kI antaramana kI bhAvanA hai, taba Apa pramudita hue evaM Age kA saMbhAvita kAryakrama nizcita hotA gayA tathA atyanta prema ke vAtAvaraNa meM maitrI-saMbaMdha sthApita huA jo Aja bhI yathAvat hai / Apa zrI, jaba bhI koI zrAvaka-zrAvikA sevA meM upasthita hote to unheM preraNA dene ke alAvA anya sAdhakoM ke | liye bhI sAdhanA ke viSaya meM jAnakArI kara prerita karane ke liye pharamAyA karate the / mumukSu jIvoM ke lie sahaja rUpa meM Apake mukhAravinda se jo zabda uccarita ho jAte, ve hamezA satya sAbita hue haiN| Apa ucca koTi ke siddha puruSa evaM eka mahAn santa the / Agata vyakti kyA jijJAsA lekara AyA hai, Apako sahaja hI bhAsita ho jAtA thaa| Apa zeSakAla meM lAla bhavana meM virAja rahe the / pratidina pravacana kI pIyUSadhArA pravAhita hotI thii| vidhAna sabhA ke tatkAlIna spIkara niraMjananAthajI AcArya padhAre evaM vyAkhyAna sunA, prabhAvita huye, puna: dUsare dina pravacana - sabhA meM pdhaare| AcArya jI apane mana meM jo jijJAsAe~ lekara padhAre the, | una sabakA Apane pravacana meM samAdhAna kara diyaa| pravacana ke pazcAt AcAryajI ne AcAryazrI se arja kiyA - jo-jo jijJAsAe~ mere mana meM thIM, una sabakA binA pUche hI Apane samAdhAna kara diyA / niraMjananAthajI AcArya zrI se ati prabhAvita hue| jIvanakAla meM Apa zrI ne yadyapi koI lambI tapasyA nahIM kI, para jIvana ke saMdhyAkAla meM tele kI tapasyA kara, pAraNe meM saMthArA grahaNa kara 10 dina tivihArI saMthArA kara aMtima samaya savA cAra ghaNTe kA pUrNa cauvihArI saMthArA kara, eka kIrtimAna sthApita kiyA / - pUrva adhyakSa, zrI a. bhA. sAdhumArgI jaina saMgha, corar3iyA bhavana, soMthalI vAloM kA rAstA, jayapura
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________________ guru-samAgama se jIvana meM parivartana . zrI tArAcanda siMghavI | merA janma haidarAbAda meM huaa| bacapana vahA~ hI biitaa| Aja bhI mere bar3e bhAI sAhaba zrI jaina rana hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha haidarAbAda ke adhyakSa haiN| lagabhaga 15 varSa kI avasthA meM pAlI aayaa| vaise mUlata: hamArA parivAra pAlI kA hI thaa| dharma para merI AsthA bacapana se thI, parantu mujhe yaha jJAta nahIM thA ki mere guru kauna haiM / saMyoga se bAbAjI sujAnamala jI ma.sA.kA pAlI padhAranA huaa| maiM pAlI meM apanI bahina ke pAsa rahatA thaa| unhoMne mujhe batAyA ki tere gurudeva Ae haiN| bAbAjI ma.sA. kI vANI kA prabhAva mere para isa kadara par3A ki maiMne unase pUchA - "gurudeva ! AcArya zrI ke darzana kaba hoMge? Apa hI mujhe guru AmnAya karA deN|" bAbAjI ma.sA. ne guru AmnAya karavAyI aura kahA ki tumhAre deva 'arihaMta ' guru 'nirgrantha' aura dharma 'dayAmaya' hai| Aja se tere dharma guru ratnavaMza ke zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. haiN| taba se mere mana meM unake darzana kI utkaTa abhilASA utpanna ho gyii| saMyoga se kucha samaya vyatIta hone para zraddheya AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa pAlI meM huaa| unake darzana kara maiM Anandita ho gayA / mere mana meM aise bhAva jage ki maiM gurudeva ke darzana karatA hI rhuuN| maiMne cAturmAsa meM sevA bhI khUba kii| kintu maiM thor3A ugra svabhAvI thaa| AcArya bhagavanta ke teja kA mujha para prabhAva pdd'aa| cAturmAsa meM sAta dinoM taka zAnti jApa calA, taba rAtri meM jApa ko sucAru rUpa se calAne kI jimmedArI mujha para thii| una dinoM lagabhaga rAta bhara jaganA par3atA thaa| usa samaya maiMne dekhA ki pUjya gurudeva eka nIMda hI lete haiM, jaba jAga jAte, taba hI dhyAna meM eka Asana se baiThakara cAra-pAMca ghaMToM taka dhyAna magna rahate haiN| maiMne socA isa yuvAvasthA meM bhI gurudeva ko nIMda nahIM AtI kyA? merI jijJAsA bar3hI, kaI bAra dayAvrata kA ArAdhana karate samaya rAtri meM maiM sthAnaka meM soyA, taba maiMne phira dekhA ki gurudeva eka nIMda se jaba bhI jagate to dhyAna meM ArUDha ho jaate| aisA saMta maiMne kabhI dekhA nahIM, jisameM tanika bhI Alasya nahIM , idhara-udhara kI paMcAyatI nahIM aura dinabhara lekhana kArya karatA rhe| maiM socatA, kyA gurudeva ko thakAvaTa nahIM AtI hai? jaise-jaise gurudeva ke sambandha meM merI jAnakArI bar3hatI rahI vaise-vaise merI dharma-zraddhA sabala hotI gii| gurudeva ke prati merA AkarSaNa bar3hatA gyaa| prativarSa darzana karane jAtA to gurudeva pUchate, dharmadhyAna cala rahA hai? Age kyA bar3hAnA hai? kahate - "lAlA dharma kSetra meM Age bddh'o| " mere bhAgya meM dharma-dhyAna to vizeSa nahIM bar3ha pAyA, parantu gurudeva aura dharma para zraddhA bar3hatI rahI / samAja sevA meM maiMne avazya adhika bhAga liyA jo nirantara calatA rhaa| sAmAjika kSetra meM mere jIvana meM aneka bAra utAra-car3hAva Ae parantu maiMne pIche haTane kA kabhI bhI nahIM socaa| gurudeva ke AzIrvAda se maiM samAja-sevA aura saMgha-sevA meM nirantara lagA rhaa| mere kaI sAthI, yuvaka aura bacce mujhe 'gurujI | ke nAma se saMbodhita karane lge| ___ eka bAra gurubhagavanta ne bhI kahA - 'gurujI' mAre sUM thAre celA ghaNA hai' maiMne kahA - "bhagavan, jaba maiM hI ApakA celA hU~ to mere cele kisake cele haiM, Apake hI to haiN|" AcArya bhagavanta ke madrAsa cAturmAsa meM hama donoM darzana hetu ge| gurudeva ne pUchA - "kyA niyama lene Ae || ho?" maiMne kahA-"bhagavan hama zIlavata aMgIkAra karanA cAhate haiN|" gurudeva ne pUchA - "pakAvaTa hai?" maiMne kahA -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 554 'hAM bhagavan / ' usa samaya merI umra lagabhaga 45 varSa kI thii| . kucha varSoM pazcAt gurudeva dakSiNa se jalagAMva, indaura hokara jayapura kI ora bddh'e| taba maiMne socA ki bhagavanta kA cAturmAsa pAlI karavAnA hai| lagAtAra hamArI pAlI kI vinati calatI rahI, parantu gurudeva ne mauna ke alAvA kisI prakAra kA AzvAsana nahIM diyaa| vinati kA hamArA krama barAbara calatA rhaa| kosANA ke cAturmAsa ke pazcAt merI prabala bhAvanA huI ki agalA cAturmAsa pAlI meM yenakena prakAreNa karavAnA hai| AcArya zrI ke pIpAr3a padhArane para kabhI hamArA saMgha, kabhI yuvaka saMgha, bAlikA saMgha, bAlaka saMgha aura kabhI zrAvikA saMgha thor3e-thor3e antarAla se pIpAr3a jAte rhe| vahA~ para sampanna holI cAturmAsa para hameM kevala itanI hI saphalatA milI ki hameM kSetra khAlI nahIM rahane kA AzvAsana mila gyaa| pIpAr3a se vihAra huaa| maiM pratidina vihAra meM jAtA aura nivedana karatA | 'bhagavana Apa kSetra para kRpA rkheN|' (bola bola mhArA pyArA guruvara, kAI thANI marajI re, mhAM sU muNDe bol)| gurudeva mahAmandira pdhaare| hameM saMketa milA ki gurudeva nava varSa kI velA meM caitra zuklA ekama ko cAturmAsa khola sakate haiN| pAlI saMgha ke pratinidhi mahAmaMdira gye| vahA~ para dopahara ko gurudeva ne hamArI vinati svIkAra karate hue kahA ki yadi cala sakane kI sthiti rahI to pAlI meM cAturmAsa ho skegaa| AcArya bhagavanta kI calane jaisI sthiti thI hI nahIM / lagabhaga 80-85 dina Apa jodhapura zahara evaM usake upanagaroM meM dharma prabhAvanA karate rhe| ____ yahA~ para vihAra 1-2 kimI hI ho pAtA thaa| gurudeva ko kamajorI bhI mahasUsa hotI thii| sabhI yaha socane laga gae ki aba cAturmAsa jodhapura meM hI honA hai| mere sAthI bhI isa vicAra se sahamata hone lage the| parantu maiMne hara bAra yahI kahA ki AcArya bhagavanta ne jisa dRr3hatA ke sAtha cAturmAsa kholA hai, usake anusAra agalA cAturmAsa pAlI meM hI hogaa| ____ yahA~ eka camatkAra ghaTita huaa| AcArya bhagavanta kA prathama vihAra jodhapura kI madhuvana kAlonI se kur3I gA~va kI ora huaa| vihAra ke samaya pAlI aura jodhapura ke aneka zrAvaka upasthita the| jodhapura nivAsI kahane lage ki Aja itanA lambA vihAra kara kur3I padhAranA saMbhava nahIM hai| gurudeva rAste meM vizrAma kara pdhaareNge| maiMne kahA - "Aja Apa AcArya bhagavanta kA camatkAra aura pAlI kI puNyazAlitA kA ahasAsa kreNge|" jaya - jayakAroM kI AvAja gUMja utthii| vihAra kara AcAryapravara kur3I padhAra ge| kisI prakAra kI thakAvaTa nahIM laga rahI thii| unake cehare kI tejasvitA se aisA AbhAsa ho rahA thA jaise AcArya bhagavanta svastha ho gae haiN| dUsare dina kA vihAra mogar3A kI tarapha honA thaa| pAlI saMgha aura jodhapura saMgha sAtha meM thaa| garmI kA mausama thA aura vihAra lambA thaa| parantu prAta:kAla AkAza meM megha prakaTa hue, rimajhima varSA huI aura mausama suhAvanA ho gyaa| AcArya zrI ne vihAra karate samaya pharamAyA ki Aja to kazmIra jaisA mausama hai| isa taraha gAMvoM meM vicaraNa karate hue AcArya zrI rohaTa padhAre, jahAM dharmadhyAna kA anupama ThATa lgaa| vahA~ se vihAra karate hue do jagaha rAtri vizrAma kara AcArya zrI keralA sTezana padhAre / pramukha saMta zrI hIrAmuni jI (vartamAna AcArya zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA.) ne pharamAyA, "siMghavI sAhaba, Aja kyA lakSya hai? pAlI kI gumaTI to bahuta dUra hai| itanA vihAra sambhava nahIM lgtaa|" maiMne kahA, "bhagavan ! rAste meM khArar3o kI DhANI AtI hai, sar3aka se eka kilomITara andara calanA hogaa| vahA~ para skUla hai| Thaharane meM parezAnI nahIM aayegii|" kintu jaba AcArya bhagavanta khArar3oM kI DhANI kI ora mur3ane vAle rAste ke nikaTa pahuMce to unase nivedana kiyA gayA, "bhagavan ! idhara pdhaareN| pAlI kI gumaTI to bahuta dUra hai" to gurudeva ne kahA , "sIdhe hI calate haiM" aura gurudeva binA kisI ar3acana ke pAlI kI gumaTI padhAra gaye / pAlI saMgha ke harSa kA pArAvAra nahIM rhaa| gurudeva apAra
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 555 jana-samUha ke sAtha ziSya maNDalI sahita cAturmAsa hetu surAnA bhavana pdhaare| dUsare dina pAlI meM paryApta varSA huii| san 1990 kA pAlI kA yaha aitihAsika cAturmAsa svarNa akSaroM meM likhA jAye to bhI kama hai| bhale hI sampradAya ke gharoM kI saMkhyA kama thI, parantu utsAha dekhate hI banatA thaa| dakSiNa bhArata se lauTane ke pazcAt yaha pahalA avasara thA ki AcArya bhagavanta pratidina surAnA bhavana ke bAhara sthita pravacana hAla meM padhArate the| kabhI svayaM pravacana pharamAte aura kabhI satiyoM ko pravacana dene kA kahate / kintu pratidina AdhA-pauna ghaNTe avazya viraajte| vakIla hukmIcanda jI AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha pdhaare| ve jaba maMgalapATha lene ke liye gae to AcArya bhagavanta ne kahA ki abhI avasara nahIM hai, maiM bhI vahIM para thaa| mujha se kahA - "lAlA ! dhyAna rakhanA, yaha sthAna sAtAkArI hai, binA Arambha - samArambha kA hai| " surANA mArkeTa meM sthita yaha bhavana Aja sAmAyika svAdhyAya sadana ke rUpa meM dharmArAdhanA kA pramukha kendra banA huA hai| mere jIvana kI kyA-kyA bAteM likheM, maiM ugra svabhAvI thaa| philma dekhane kI bhI merI Adata thI, maiM koI philma dekhe binA nahIM rahatA thaa| isa prakAra mujha meM kaI avaguNa the, kintu AcArya bhagavanta ke prati maiM pUrNata: samarpita thaa| saMvat 2047 meM socA ki bhagavanta kA cAturmAsa A rahA hai, yaha pikcara dekhane kA kAryakrama kaise pUrNa hogA, kyoM na ise pahale hI chor3a diyA jaaye| usa samaya maiM jarde kA pAna bhI khAtA thaa| maiMne socA cAturmAsa meM to ise chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| ata: pahale hI kyoM na chor3a diyA jaae| kintu AcArya bhagavanta ke prati zraddhA kA yaha prabhAva rahA ki vigata 9 varSoM meM maiMne zAyada hI eka yA do philma dekhI hogI, pAna bhI sambhavatayA pAMca-sAta bAra khAne kA prasaGga banA hogaa| isa prakAra merI kaI burI AdateM chUTa gii| Aja mujhe kisI prakAra kA zauka nahIM rahA, na goTha-ghUgharI, na sinemA aura na TI.vI. kaa| 9 varSoM meM eka hI lagana meM lagA huA huuN| Atma sudhAra aura saMgha-sevA hI merA lakSya bana gayA hai| AcArya bhagavanta pharamAyA karate the - 'ghara sudharA saba sudhraa'| isI bAta ko pakar3akara maiMne samAja-sevA aura saMgha-sevA kA bIr3A uThAyA hai, jo nirantara saphalatA kI ora bar3ha rahA hai| pAlI cAturmAsa ke pUrva AcArya bhagavanta ne mujhase kahA - "cAturmAsa karAne kA mAnasa tUne pakkA banA liyA hai, kintu chuTTI kitanI lI?" maiMne kahA - "bhagavan philahAla 1 varSa / " maiMne parivAra se 1 varSa ke liye svIkRti le bhI lii| AcArya bhagavanta ke pAvana caraNoM meM sevA kA prasaGga banA rahA, yaha merA saubhAgya thaa| pAlI kA yaha cAturmAsa hone ke pUrva pAlI ke kaI zrAvaka merI majAka ur3Ate ki kevala 20-25 ghara haiM, itanA bar3A pravacana haoNla banAyA, usameM kise biThAyeMge, mAsakhamaNa Adi tapasyA karane vAle bhI ratnavaMza meM nahI haiM, kharce kI pAnar3I karane meM bhI pasInA aayegaa| parantu saba kucha sahaja hI ho gyaa| pANDAla cAroM mAha bharA rhaa| paryuSaNa meM loga khar3e rhe| mAsakhamaNa Adi tapasyAoM kI jhar3I lgii| pAnar3I meM ummIda se adhika rAzi ekatrita huii| isa cAturmAsa meM zrI lAbhacandra jI ne 40 x 60 ke 18 plATa dene kI bhAvanA vyakta karate huye kahA, ina para bAuNDarI khiMcAoM to saMgha ko de duuN| maiMne unheM Azvasta kiyA ki Apa Aja do to kala bAuNDarI khiNcaaeN| yaha kArya sampanna bhI huA aura | Aja usa sthAna para zrI jaina ratna chAtrAvAsa banakara taiyAra ho gyaa| isameM aba chAtra bhI raha rahe haiN| AcArya bhagavanta kA jaba bhI smaraNa karatA hU~, mana pramudita ho uThatA hai , jIvana meM Atma-vizvAsa kA anubhava hotA hai tathA saMgha-sevA meM satata lage rahane kI anta:preraNA milatI hai| 7, gA~dhI kaTalA, pAlI mAravAr3a (rAja.) -
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________________ ArAdhyadeva kI smRti Aja bhI mere hRdaya paTala para aMkita hai . zrI gaNezamala bhaNDArI adabhuta yogI, asIma Atma-zakti ke dhArI, hiMsA, jhUTha corI, maithuna evaM parigraha ke tyAga kI kasauTI para khare utarane vAle, jJAna ke sAtha zuddha kriyA-pAlana karane vAle mere ArAdhya deva, AcArya bhagavanta jinake nAma kA zravaNa sambhavataH mA~ ke garbha se karake AyA thA, ke sabase pahale darzana kahA~ kiye, yaha mujhe dhyAna meM nahIM AtA, para mer3atA kA cAturmAsa evaM sAdar3I sammelana kA citra merI smRti meM hai| maiM apane pitAzrI ke sAtha mer3atA cAturmAsa meM gayA thaa| bacapana meM maiM apane phUphAjI (bhUrosA) kI dukAna se | binA pUche jeba meM khAne kI kucha goliyA~ le aayaa| sAyaMkAla pratikramaNa ke samaya goliyA~ pAjAme se gira gii| mere pitAzrI ne eka cA~TA maaraa| pratikramaNa ke bAda AcArya bhagavanta ne mere pitAzrI ko upAlambha diyA-"jIvana banAne kI kalA sikhaao|" dUsarI rAta pitAzrI sthAnaka meM hI soe hue the| acAnaka rAta meM AcArya bhagavanta ke kamare meM prakAza huaa| sapheda kapar3e meM eka bUr3he vyakti ko dekhakara saba ghabarA gae , AcArya bhagavanta kI eka AvAja sunate hI nizcinta ho ge| pitAzrI ArAdhya deva kI sAdhanA ke aneka prasaMga va camatkAra sunAyA karate the| AcAryazrI kI sammelana meM bar3I dhAka thI, ve jitane dayAlu va kRpAlu the, utane hI vrata-niyama meM caTTAna kI taraha aDiga the| Apane siddhAntoM kA saudA samanvaya ke lie kabhI nahIM kiyaa| ApakA prabhAva anUThA thaa| nimAja meM devarAjajI khIMvasarA bhUta-preta kI bAdhA se grasta the| ApakI mAMgalika se bAdhA dUra ho gaI, jIvana ke antima samaya taka bAdhA nahIM aaii| ___ mere jIvana para gurudeva kA bar3A upakAra rhaa| maiM 1971 meM jayapura ke lAla hAthI vAloM ke makAna se caraNoM meM samarpita ho gayA, bhakti kI ora bar3hatA rahA, caraNoM meM samarpita hotA rhaa| merI ananta prabala puNyavAnI ke kAraNa AcArya bhagavanta kA dakSiNa meM padhAranA huA, mujhe caraNoM meM luTane kA avasara milane para bhI, jitanA luTanA thA, nahIM luTa paayaa| solApura meM AcArya bhagavanta virAja rahe the, vahA~ maiMne sthAnaka meM pretabAdhA se yukta eka muslima bhAI ko dekhA / vaha Upara kI maMjila taka pahu~ca gyaa| AcArya bhagavanta kI sevA meM zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata evaM zrI zrIcandajI golechA jJAna-carcA kara rahe the| muslima bhAI ko vajrAsana meM virAje AcAryazrI ne jaise hI nihArA, vaha zAnta ho gyaa| apane karmoM ko doSa dete hue usameM se bhUta-preta kI bAdhA nikala gii| vihAra meM lambe samaya taka caraNoM meM sAtha rahane se aneka saMsmaraNa yAda Ate haiM / bAgalakoTa ke pUrva surANAjI | ke baMgale para pUjyazrI kRSNA dazamI ko mauna sAdhanA meM virAja rahe the| pratikramaNa ke bAda dhyAna-sAdhanA hetu eka vRkSa ke nIce virAje / hama bhI khir3akI se bAra-bAra dekhane kI koziza kara rahe the, rAtri ke karIba 1 baje kA samaya hogA, AcArya bhagavanta eka pA~va para khar3e the evaM prakAzamaya zarIra thA, yaha maiMne A~khoM se dekhaa| rAste ke vihAra meM kortI gA~va ke pAsa eka paTela kA baila AcArya bhagavanta kI kRpA-dRSTi kA pAtra banA, vaha | baila nahIM, eka zveta azva jaisA laga rahA thA, AcArya bhagavanta ne usakI ora kRpA bharI dRSTi se dekhaa| usane pUrva
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 557 puNyavAnI se baila ke bhava meM AcArya bhagavanta jaise mahApuruSa ke darzana kie| dakSiNa padhArane para isa bhakta kI bhakti para bhI thor3A sA vizvAsa huaa| saMketa ke rUpa meM pharamAyA - "tU mATI kA gaNeza nahIM, gajAnanda hai, saMgha ko terI jarUrata par3egI, dhyAna rakha laalaa|" pitAzrI ke dehAnta ke samaya nimAja meM saMsAra kA kAma nipaTAkara pUre parivAra evaM gA~va ke sadasyoM ke sAtha kosANA cAturmAsa meM gurudeva ke darzana karane hetu gyaa| gurudeva bar3I kRpA kara vyAkhyAna meM padhAre tathA hameM pitAzrI | suganamala jI ke mArga para calane kI preraNA dii| usI samaya hamane cAturmAsa kI vinati kii| AcAryadeva ke pIpAr3a pahu~cane para saMgha-hita ko socakara cAturmAsa hetu pAlI ko svIkRti pradAna kI gii| madhyAhna ke samaya maiM ArAdhyadeva ke caraNoM meM ro pdd'aa| paM. ratna zrI zubhendramuni jI ma.sA. pAsa hI virAjamAna the| bole-"bhakta ne kucha pharamAvo jala jalo vai rayo hai" AcArya bhagavanta ne pharamAyA-"pAlI ke bAda pahale nimAja kA dhyAna rakhUgA, tU mAre sugana jI re jagaha hai mane dhyAna rAkhaNo hai|" saMyoga se pAlI se vihAra nimAja kI ora huaa| maiM bagar3I grAma meM gurudeva ke caraNoM meM upasthita huaa| dinAMka 10.3.1991 ko AcArya bhagavanta ne nimAja meM praveza kiyaa| cauke kI vyavasthA mere jimme hone se maiM mAtra darzana hI kara pAtA, adhika samaya nahIM nikAla pAtA thaa| mahAvIra jayantI ke pahale dopahara meM darzana karane lagA taba ArAdhya deva ne rukakara kahA-"lAlA dUra dUra kyoM rahatA hai, terI bhakti meM pharaka hai? hama to yaha dehalIlA yahIM chor3ane vAle haiN|" saMthArA ke paccakkhANa ke sAtha mujhe lagA aba mahApuruSa nahIM rheNge| antima zvAsocchavAsa ke samaya bAhara hI khar3A dekhatA raha gyaa| teraha dina ke saMthAre ke sAtha AcArya bhagavanta apane lakSya kI ora mahAprayANa kara gae, para ArAdhya deva mere hRdaya paTala para Aja bhI virAjamAna haiN| 13, chaThA krAsa, triveNI ror3a yazavantapura, baiMgalora, 560022
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________________ mahimAzAlI guru mahArAja . zrI bhaMvaralAla bAphanA Ajakala camatkAroM ko enalArja (baDhA-car3hAkara) karake zraddhA baTorI jAtI hai, jo kSaNika va asthAyI hotI hai| guru mahArAja ke camatkAroM ko, jinakA maiM pratyakSa sAkSI hU~, likhakara maiM na to zraddhA baToranA cAhatA hU~, na aisI preraNA hI denA cAhatA huuN| unakA svayaM kA apramAdI dainandina jIvana va zarIra kA aNu-aNu evaM roma-roma zraddhA vAlA thaa| mujhe iMdaura va bhopAlagaDha ke do cAturmAsoM meM pAMca-pAMca mAsa taka nikaTa sAnnidhya evaM samparka meM rahane kA saubhAgya prApta huaa| usa avadhi meM maiMne svayaM kaI adbhuta va avismaraNIya prasaMga dekhe, para maiM unakA varNana nahIM karake usa mahAmAnava kI kucha adbhuta vizeSatAe~ likhane kA prayAsa kara rahA huuN| ___unakI guNagAthA kahA~ se zurU karU~ aura kahAM usakA aMta karU~ (aMta to hai hI nahIM) samajha nahIM paataa| phira bhI jaise-jaise smRti meM A rahA hai, likhane kI ceSTA kara rahA huuN| iMdaura cAturmAsa ke svIkRta hone se zurU karU~gA / san 1977 meM pAlAsaNI meM guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA thA ki agalA cAturmAsa mAravAr3a meM nahIM karane kA dhyAna hai| mere dAdAjI usa samaya AgarA virAjate the| unako jaba yaha bAta jJAta huI to unakA phona AgarA se mere pAsa iMdaura AyA ki bhaMvaralAla ! agara terI dRr3ha zraddhA ho aura Atma-vizvAsa ho to cAturmAsa kA lAbha tujhe mila sakatA hai| iMdaura cAturmAsa karAnA sahaja nahIM thA jisakA mukhya kAraNa lAuDaspIkara va bhojana kA TikaTa mukhya ar3acaneM thii| gurudeva ke bhakta bAdalacaMdajI mehatA evaM mere sahayogI bastImalajI coraDiyA se bAtacIta kii| hama tInoM usa samaya ke iMdaura saMgha ke adhyakSa zrI suganamalajI sA. bhaMDArI va mAnad maMtrI zrI phakIracaMdajI mehatA se cAturmAsa kI carcA ke liye gye| maiM AbhArI hU~ una donoM kA ki indaura meM lAuDaspIkara evaM bhojana TikaTa kI ulajhana ke bAvajUda hamArI bhAvanA samajhakara baiThaka bulAne kI vyavasthA kii| baiThaka meM kAphI virodha thA, parantu eka to bhaMDArI sA. kA vyaktitva aura guru mahArAja ke darzana va pravacana-zravaNa-lAlasA ne unako socane para majabUra kara diyA aura sarvasammati se prastAva pArita karake eka vinati patra likhA gyaa| usameM guru mahArAja kI samAcArI ke anusAra hI cAturmAsa kI vinati kI gyii| saMgha adhyakSa, maMtrI mahodaya va anya logoM ke hastAkSaroM sahita yaha vinati patra likhA gyaa| guru mahArAja usa samaya mer3atAsiTI virAja rahe the| hama loga phakIracaMda jI mehatA va sAgaramala jI betAlA ko lekara vinati ke liye mer3atAsiTI gye| vaMdana karake baiThe aura cAturmAsa kI bAta claaii| itane meM zrI hIrAmunajI (vartamAna AcArya zrI) ne pharamAyA ki vinati to lekara Aye haiM, para hamArI samAcArI ke viSaya meM taiyAra haiM yA nhiiN| hamane turanta vinati patra jisameM saMgha adhyakSa va maMtrI ke hastAkSara the, sevA meM prastuta kiyaa| phakIracaMdajI se kAphI vicAravimarza ke bAda guru mahArAja ne dhyAna meM rakhane kA AzvAsana sA diyaa| isase mujhe saMtuSTi nahIM thI, isalie maiM bArabAra vinati ke liye gyaa| guru mahArAja ne merI kitanI kar3I parIkSA lI, yaha likhane kA viSaya nahIM hai| anta meM eka dina maiM aura guru mahArAja akele baiThe the to maiMne azrupUrita hRdaya se vinati kI ki dAdA logoM ko bhopAlagaDha va AgarA meM cAturmAsa ke va dIkSA ke lAbha diye to kyA potA binA lAbha ke rhegaa| karuNA ke sAgara aisA to Apa kara nahIM skte| aba nirNaya Apake hAtha meM hai|
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________________ - - (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 559 // isake pahale maiM yaha batA denA cAhatA hU~ ki kucha sAloM se mere vicAra nAstikatA kI tarapha jhuka gaye the aura sAhitya bhI maiM usI taraha kA par3hatA thaa| para guru mahArAja ke prati asIma AkarSaNa ke vaza sAla meM eka bAra darzana karane jarUra jAtA thaa| vaMdana karane ke bAda turanta mAMgalika pharamA dete the, kyoMki ve jAnate the ki yaha khAlI darzana karane hI AtA hai| na mAlA pherane, na sAmAyika yA svAdhyAya ke lie aura na hI koI vrata lene ke liye mere se || kahA / ve to antarjJAtA the ki yaha abhI isa taraha kI mAnasika sthiti meM nahIM hai| yuddhakAla meM bAlotarA cAturmAsa thaa| hIrA muni sA. nIce virAja rahe the, guru mahArAja ke darzana karake Upara se nIce AyA to unhoMne mujhe bulAyA aura ulAhanA dene lage ki jogIdAsajI kA potA hokara mAlA bhI nahIM pherate ho| cUMki merI usa samaya nAstika vicAra-dhArA thii| maiM mAlA pherane va vrata ke virodha meM bahasa karane lgaa| bahasa jora kI hone se Upara gurudeva ne suna liyaa| nIce jhA~kakara hIrA munijI se pharamAyA ki ise jAne do, roko mata, samaya para maiM hI use smjhaauuNgaa| kitanA dhairya, apane Apa para kitanA vizvAsa? Aja bhI mujhe tAjjuba hotA hai ki maiM unase dUra | thA, para ve mujhe apane kitanA nikaTa samajhate the| saca hI kahA hai ziSya guru ko nahIM DhU~DhatA, guru ziSya ko DhU~Dha letA hai| vyakti ko pahacAnane kI unameM kitanI bar3I sAmarthya thii| mere jaise hajAroM vyaktiyoM ko unhoMne pahicAnA, DhU~DhA, aura dharma kI tarapha modd'aa| kAphI bhAgadaur3a aura nirantara vinati se dravita hokara unhoMne mujha para karuNA kI varSA kii| AgAra sahita | indaura cAturmAsa kI svIkRti phrmaaii| ujjaina vAloM kI bhI usa samaya joradAra vinati thii| nAgadA jo iMdaura se 70 kilomITara karIba hai, vahA~ se eka rAstA ujjaina bhI jAtA hai, maiM, merI patnI aura bastImalajI nAgadA gye| vaMdana karane ke pazcAt yakAyaka guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki bhaMvaralAla ! aba merA karjA | utAra de| maiM bhI asamaMjasa meM par3a gayA ki kauna se karja kI bAta ho rahI hai| guru kA karjA to kabhI utaratA nhiiN| maiM usa samaya iMdaura cAturmAsa kI khuzI meM thaa| AgAra meM ujjaina bhI khulA thA, isalie aura bhI zaMkA thii| maiMne bhI usa samaya phira se vaMdanA karake hAtha jor3akara kahA ki karjA byAja sameta le liijiye| guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki byAjasameta kI bAta kara rahA hai to pati-patnI donoM nitya eka sAmAyika karane kA vrata le lo| kitane lambe samaya taka dhairya, apane AsAmI para kitanA vizvAsa- Ama paka gayA hai, use tor3a lene kI kitanI apAra zakti / hama donoM ne turanta hAtha jor3akara vrata le liyaa| jo Aja bhI badastUra jArI hai| tIna cAra bAra paryuSaNa-sevA meM unakI AjJA se bAhara bhI gayA huuN| unakA pharamAnA thA ki tumhAre sarIkhe svAdhyAyI banakara bAhara jAkara sevA deM to dUsaroM para bhI asara par3atA hai| iMdaura cAturmAsa kI upalabdhiyA~ ginAnA sahaja nahIM hai| usa samaya taka iMdaura jaise bar3e zahara meM kucha hI logoM ko pratikramaNa AtA thaa| nirantara preraNA se vahA~ kaI logoM ne pratikramaNa siikhaa| svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA huii| kaI svAdhyAyI bAhara kSetroM meM jAkara sevA dene lge| vaha krama Aja bhI jArI hai| isameM azoka maNDalika va vimala tAter3a ne sakriya sahayoga kiyaa| samAja meM vidvAnoM kI kamI guru mahArAja ko nirantara khaTakatI rahatI thii| Aja bhI sthiti kucha ThIka nahIM hai| eka prayAsa ke rUpa meM usa samaya iMdaura meM pahalI vidvat pariSada Ayojita kI gayI aura bahuta se vidvAnoM kA sammelana | huA jo Aja bhI kama jyAdA rUpa se cAlU hai| vidvAnoM ko Adara satkAra dene evaM Arthika rUpa se unako samRddha | banAne meM Aja bhI hamArA samAja udAsIna hai| guru mahArAja kI agara sacamuca meM hameM bAta mAnanI hai to samAja ko
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________________ namo parisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 560 isa kAma meM tana-mana-dhana se Age AnA caahiye| __ paryuSaNa meM upasthiti jyAdA hogI, isaliye guru mahArAja ko lAuDaspIkara kA upayoga karanA cAhie, aisI sugabugAhaTa iMdaura meM hone lgii| ve apanI samAcArI ke pakke the, isalie lAuDaspIkara para bolane kA to savAla hI nahIM utthtaa| eka dina paryuSaNa ke pUrva mahAvIra bhavana rAjavADA se guru mahArAja do saMtoM ke sAtha jAnakI nagara padhAre / maiM usa samaya mahAvIra bhavana meM thA / / zaharavAloM ko AzaMkA huI ki hamAre lAuDaspIkara kI sugabugAhaTa se AcArya zrI kahIM jAnakInagara to na virAja jAyeM / jAnakI nagara kI usa samaya sthiti aisI thI ki saMtoM ko ThaharAne yA sAmAyika karane kA koI sthAna nahIM thaa| TIna ke zeDa meM bhayaMkara garmI meM usa dina vahA~ viraaje| zahara ke bhI bahuta se loga A gaye the| Aja to jAnakI nagara meM jaina bhavana hai, bar3A jaina sthAnaka hai| Aja iMdaura meM jAnakI nagara poza kAlonI mAnI jAtI hai aura zahara vAle usa kAlonI ko minI mAravAr3a ke nAma se kahate haiN| ___ mere choTe bhAI anUpakumAra kI patnI ne usa cAturmAsa meM mAsakhamaNa kI tapazcaryA kii| pratyAkhyAna ke dina mahAvIra bhavana meM sacitta nAriyala sabako prabhAvanA meM baaNtte| guru mahArAja ko tatkAla mAlUma ho gyaa| mere ko bulAyA aura pharamAyA ki tumase mujhe yaha ummIda nahIM thI ki tuma hI mere niyamoM ko bhaMga kroge| merI, pUre parivAra kI va pAraNA karane vAlI kI hArdika icchA thI ki pAraNA ke dina guru mahArAja ghara padhAreM va AhAra-pAnI kA lAbha diraaveN| mizrI se komala hRdaya vAle , kintu niyama, samAcArI ke kaThora rakSaka mere ghara nahIM padhAre, kyoMki sacitta nAriyala bAMTa kara unako Thesa pahuMcAI thii| usI dina hastImalajI jhelAvata kI patnI ke pAraNA thA, vahA~ padhAra gye| niyama ke lie najadIka dUra kA unake lie koI mahattva nahIM thaa| chaha mAha taka koI sAdhaka, sAdhu, zrAvaka jhUTha na bole aura samyak AcaraNa kare to vacanasiddhi ho jAtI hai, | aisA eka dina guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA / unake khuda to jhUTha bolane kA savAla hI nahIM thaa| unakI vacanasiddhi ke kaI udAharaNa mere pAsa haiM, para maiM unakA varNana karake camatkAroM kI zRMkhalA nahIM banAnA caahtaa| indaura meM eka dina guru mahArAja mere makAna pdhaare| pUchA, sArA ghara to merI dekhane kI icchA kataI nahIM hai- para | tere itane bar3e makAna meM sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA kamarA kahA~ hai- yaha batA / maiM sakate meM A gyaa| makAna to hama bar3e se bar3A banA lete haiM, para sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke lie choTI sI jagaha bhI nahIM rkhte| hamArA dharma ke prati kaisA anurAga hai| usa preraNA se maiM sAmAyika-svAdhyAya ke liye niyata jagaha rakhatA hU~ aura kitAbeM to saikar3oM kI tAdAda meM rakhatA huuN| bahuta samaya pahale kI bAta hai - bAbAjI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. guru mahArAja ke sAtha bhopAlagaDha meM virAja rahe the| merI umra usa samaya karIba dasa varSa kI thii| roja bAbAjI se mAMgalika sunane eka daphe jAtA thaa| do dina gayA nahIM / tIsare dina gayA to bAbAjI ma.sA. ne pharamAyA ki do dina kyoM nahIM AyA? isalie Aja mAMgalika nahIM sunaauuNgaa| maiM binA mAMgalika sune hI jAne lgaa| usa samaya itanI buddhi to thI nahIM, guru mahArAja ne dekha liyA, mujhe rokA aura bAbAjI ma.sA. se nivedana kiyA ki agara Apa mAMgalika nahIM pharamAyeMge to yaha AnA hI baMda kara degaa| aura mujhe to aparokSa rUpa se pharamA hI diyA ki AnA baMda mata kara denaa| indaura se vihAra karake jalagAMva kI tarapha padhAra rahe the| zAma ko baDavAha rukanA thaa| baDavAha 3 kilomITara raha gayA thaa| sUryAsta hone meM thor3I hI dera thii| pAsa meM gesTa hAusa thaa| maiMne gesTa hAusa ke caukIdAra se bAta karake
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 561 Thaharane kI svIkRti le lii| guru mahArAja se gesTa hAusa meM padhArane kI vinati kii| guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA - maiM galata paramparA nahIM DAlU~gA, na suvidhA bhogI bnuuNgaa| thoDI hI dUra para eka vizAla bar3a kA per3a thA aura cabUtarA sA banA huA thaa| guru mahArAja va saba saMtoM ne vahIM Asana bichAyA, pratikramaNa kiyA, jJAna sAdhanA kI aura rAtri meM vahIM vizrAma kiyaa| samAcArI aura niyamoM ke aTUTa hone se ghane jaMgala meM per3a ke nIce binA hicaka aura Dara ke vizrAma karane ko ruka gye| maiMne aisA anUThA udAharaNa pahalI bAra hI dekhaa| vihAra ke samaya guru mahArAja ke pAMva meM chAle par3a jAte the| kabhI-kabhI pairoM meM kapar3A bAMdhakara vihAra karate the| khilAr3I khelate samaya ghuTanoM para saleTI raMga kA moTe kapar3e kA per3a lagAte haiN| suganacaMdajI bokaDiyA va bAdalacaMdajI ghuTane duHkhane se vaisA peDa lagAte the| maine guru mahArAja se arja kI ki ye peDa Apa pairoM meM lagA lIjiye tAki chAle meM darda nahIM hogA aura vihAra AsAnI se hogaa| guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki agara maiM jarA bhI samAcArI meM DhIlA par3a gayA aura ye peDa lagAne lagA to bhaviSya meM saMta-satI peDa to eka tarapha moma, plAsTika aura na jAne kyA kyA upayoga karane lageMge, isalie maiM saMghahita meM chAloM kI paravAha nahIM krtaa| kitanI dUradRSTi ! ___ eka rAta bhopAlagaDha meM brahmacarya ke viSaya kI carcA cala rahI thii| guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki 60 varSa kI umra hone para jATa mAlI bhI ghara ke bAhara sote haiM, yA alaga akele sote haiN| jainoM ko kama se kama eka zikSA to unase avazya lenI cAhiye ki 60 kI umra ke bAda cauthe vrata kA niyama le leN| jATa mAlI, viznoI aksara guru mahArAja ke pAsa Ate rahate the| unakI bAta kA bhI guru mahArAja kitanA khayAla rakhate the| jalagAMva meM navajIvana maMgala kAryAlaya, jahA~ cAturmAsa meM guru mahArAja virAjate the, merA makAna cAra kilomITara dUra paDatA hai| zrI gautama munijI jo do sAla pUrva hI dIkSita hue the, eka dina gocarI hetu ghara padhAre / maiMne kucha kapar3e khaddara ke baharA diye| gautama munijI ne inkAra kara diyaa| mere jora dene para ki agara guru mahArAja manA kareM to vApisa kara diijiyegaa| sthAnaka meM gautama munijI se guru mahArAja ne pRcchA kI ki ye khaddara ke kapaDe kahAM se lAe? unhoMne merA nAma btaayaa| guru mahArAja ne pharamAyA ki bhaMvaralAla to khaddara pahanatA nahIM , kharIda kara lAyA hogaa| maiMne bhI tatkAla usake bAda se khaddara ke kapar3e hI pahanane kA vrata liyA aura prAyazcitta bhii| maiM priya zrAvaka, para binA lihAja aura bagaira lAga lapeTa lihAja ke kharI kharI bAta khii| guru kA upAlambha denA eka taraha se baila kI lagAma khIMcanA hI hai tAki ziSya dubArA bhUla na kareM va niyamAnusAra cleN| mere pitAjI kI kanyA pAThazAlA saMcAlana meM vizeSa abhiruci thii| maiMne va mere bhAiyoM ne unakI smRti meM kanyA pAThazAlA banAkara samAja ke antargata saMcAlita karane kI bhAvanA se sthAnaka ke pAsa hI jahA~ bacciyAM ArAma se A jA sakeM, jamIna kraya kara pAThazAlA bhavana banAyA, para eka sAla taka samAja kI ora se saMcAlana karane kI tatparatA na dikhane para mana hI mana, ise sarakAra ko supurda karane kA mAnasa bnaayaa| mana meM yahI vicAra lie saMvAI mAdhopura meM vihAra meM zAmila hone gyaa| vaMdana karake baiThA to pharamAyA ki samAja hamezA bar3A hotA hai| kyA zraddhA meM pharka A gayA hai jo samAja ke nimitta banI cIja sarakAra ko dene kA khayAla AyA hai? maiM to hakkA bakkA raha gayA ki mere aMtaraMga vicAra unako kaise mAlUma par3a gaye, jabaki maiMne hamezA sAtha rahane vAle rikhabarAjajI bAphaNA ko bhI nahIM kahA thaa| thoDI dera maiM ekadama gumazuma ho gyaa| Aja guru kRpA se bhopAlagaDha kA samAja pAThazAlA ko sucAru rUpa se calA rahA hai| sarakArI mAnyatA bhI mila gayI hai| abhI karIba 200 bAlikAe~ vidyAdhyayana kara rahI
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________________ 562 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM guru mahArAja nityakarma ke lie bAhara padhArate the to pIche maiM apane Apako unakI nityalikhita DAyarI par3hane se roka nahIM pAtA thaa| eka dina acAnaka hI guru mahArAja turanta padhAra gaye, mere hAtha meM DAyarI thI aura maiM par3ha rahA thA so unhoMne dekha liyaa| pharamAyA - corI karanI kaba se sIkha lI ? maiMne kahA - maiM to khAlI DAyarI par3ha rahA thA, usameM se kucha panne vagairaha to nahIM nikAle phira corI kaise huI ? pharamAyA - binA ijAjata ke kisI kI DAyarI, liphAphA, patra, kArDa par3hanA corI hai| isameM tIsare vrata kA doSa lagatA hai, yaha hamezA dhyAna meM rkhnaa| maiM to Dara rahA thA ki Aja guru mahArAja kitane nArAja hoMge, eka taraha se kAMpa hI rahA thaa| corI karane vAle ke pAMva kcce| para unhoMne itane dhIraja se samajhAyA ki Aja maiM kabhI aisI ceSTA bhI nahIM krtaa| yahA~ taka ki kisI kI kitAba par3I ho to use pUchakara letA huuN| -je.je. egro iNDasTrIja, ema.AI.DI.sI. jalagAMva (mahA.)
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________________ zraddhA kyoM na ho una para pUjya gurudeva AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. se maiM atyanta prabhAvita huuN| aneka saMsmaraNa Aja bhI * zrI pArasamala coraDiyA yAda haiM / kucha saMsmaraNa maiMne apane pUjya pitA zrI lakhamIcandajI coraDiyA evaM bujurga zrAvaka zrI harakacaMdajI mUthA se sune haiM tathA kucha kA maiMne svayaM anubhava kiyA hai| vikrama saMvat 2000 meM pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kA ujjaina cAturmAsa kaI kAraNoM se smaraNIya rahA (1) isa cAturmAsa meM mUrtipUjaka santa zrI dharmasAgarajI mahArAja kA bhI cAturmAsa thaa| eka dina jaba AcAryazrI jaMgala se lauTa rahe the taba Apase dharmasAgarajI mahArAja kA sAkSAtkAra ho gyaa| unhoMne AcAryazrI ko sambodhita kara | kahA ki yaha acchA avasara mila gayA hai jaba mandira aura mUrti ke viSaya meM thor3I carcA kara leM / AcAryazrI ne kahA - munijI carcAe~ to Apake aura hamAre pUrvajoM ne bIsiyoM bAra kI haiM, kintu unakA koI | nirNAyaka natIjA Aja taka nahIM niklaa| isake uparAnta bhI yadi Apa cAheM to Apake saMgha kI ora se isa prakAra kI mAMga prastuta hone para samudyata ho skuuNgaa| Apa kadAcit merI bAta se sahamata bhI ho jAyeM to jarUrI nahIM ki | ApakA saMgha bhI hamase sahamata ho| AcArya zrI ne sthAnaka meM Akara samAja ke sammukha dharmasAgarajI mahArAja kI bAta rkhii| isase mUrtipUjaka samAja aura sthAnakavAsI samAja donoM meM halacala maca gii| mUrtipUjaka samAja ne pArasparika vicAravimarza ke pazcAt kahalavAyA ki hamAre yahA~ donoM samAjoM meM pArasparika saumanasya aura prema kA vAtAvaraNa hai / hama carcA kucha nahIM karanA cAhate / pariNAmata: vivAda kA jo budabudA uThA thA vaha usI kSaNa zAnta ho gyaa| (2) sthAnakavAsI dharma ko mAnane vAle parivAra aneka jAtiyoM meM the aura Aja bhI haiN| usa vakta mor3a jAti ke zrAvaka zrAvikA bhI sthAnakavAsI dharma kA AcaraNa karate the| unake sAtha baiThakara bhojana karane kI paramparA nahIM thI, kAraNa ki unako halkI jAti kA mAnate the| jaba yaha bAta pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ko jJAta huI, taba unhoMne sthAnakavAsI zrAvaka saMgha ke pramukha vyaktiyoM se kahA ki Apake mor3a jAti ke bhAI haiM aura Apake sAtha-sAtha dharma ArAdhanA karate haiN| svadharmI bandhuoM ke sAtha bhedabhAva ucita nhiiN| isa para sthAnIya pramukha zrAvakoM ne saMvatsarI ke upavAsa ke pAraNe sAmUhika karane kA nirNaya liyA aura sAmUhika pAraNe eka hI sthAna para hue| mor3a jAti ke sabhI zrAvaka bhI sammilita hue| prema kA vaha dRzya adbhuta thaa| (3) saMvat 2000 meM hI paryuSaNa mahAparva para sthAnIya sthAnaka choTA par3ane ke kAraNa pravacanoM kI vyavasthA baccharAja bhaNDArI kI dharmazAlA meM kI gayI thii| usa varSa paryuSaNa parva ke dinoM varSA khUba hotI thii| para jisa samaya pUjya AcArya bhAgavanta evaM santamaNDala ko pravacana ke liye dharmazAlA meM jAnA hotA taba varSA banda ho jaatii| vahAM para pahuMcane ke pazcAt phira varSA prArambha ho jAtI tathA pravacana pUrNa hone ke pazcAt varSA banda ho jAtI aura pUjya AcArya bhagavanta evaM santa-maNDala sthAnaka meM AsAnI se A jaate| eka bhI dina pUjya AcArya bhagavanta evaM sthAnIya saMgha ko pravacana meM jAne Ane kI antarAya nahIM lgii| yaha eka aisA camatkAra thA ki hara vyakti pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke guNa- gAna karatA thakatA nahIM thaa| prakRti bhI pUjya AcArya bhagavanta para meharabAna thii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 564 aba katipaya ve saMsmaraNa prastuta kara rahA hU~, jinakA mujhe svayaM anubhava huA - (1) pUjya AcArya zrI kA sailAnA cAturmAsa huaa| usa samaya pUjya pitA zrIlakhamI canda jI kamara kI haDDI kreka ho jAne ke kAraNa pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha sailAnA jAne meM asamartha the| unhoMne miThAI evaM anya 1-2 vastuoM kA tyAga kara diyA thA ki jaba taka pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke darzana nahIM kara lU~ taba taka inakA sevana nahIM kruNgaa| yaha bAta pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ko sailAnA meM mAlUma huI taba cAturmAsa samApti ke pazcAt yadyapi pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ko sailAnA se vApasa rAjasthAna kI ora jAnA Avazyaka thA, kintu karuNA ke sAgara pUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya pitA zrI kI bhakti ke kAraNa ujjaina pdhaare| pUjya pitA zrI ne unake darzana kara apane ko dhanya maanaa| (2) yadyapi merA pUrA parivAra dhArmika thA aura hai , kintu maiM usa samaya dharma ke rAste para bilkula nahIM thaa| aura to ThIka hai, kintu 2-4 mAha meM bhI navakAra maMtra kA smaraNa nahIM karatA thaa| itanI merI dayanIya sthiti thii| sAtha hI Arthika sthiti bhI bahuta hI dayanIya thii| pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ujjaina padhAre, hamArA ghara ratnavaMza kA bhakta hone ke kAraNa maiM pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanoM kA evaM pravacana Adi kA lAbha lene ke liye jAne lgaa| 12 dina pazcAt pUjya AcArya bhagavanta sthAnaka se vihAra kara phrIgaMja pdhaare| maiM bhI dopahara meM pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke sAtha sAtha phrIgaMja gyaa| vahA~ para mujhase AcArya bhagavanta ne pUchA ki dhArmika kAryakrama kyA karate ho? usa dina prathama bAra pUjya AcArya bhagavanta se bAta karane kA svarNima avasara milaa| usake pUrva pUjya AcArya bhagavanta se bAta karane ke vicAra hI mere mana meM nahIM aaye| maiMne uttara diyA koI bhI dhArmika kAryakrama nahIM karatA huuN| isa para unhoMne mujhe preraNA dI ki Apako navakAra mantra kI eka mAlA niyamita ginanA hai aura maiMne saharSa navakAra mantra kI mAlA niyamita ginane kA saMkalpa pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke mukhAravinda se liyaa| tabase maiMne jIvana meM prathama bAra navakAra mantra kI mAlA ginanA prArambha kiyA, jisase AtmA meM adbhuta zAnti evaM sukha kI lahara prApta huI / usake pazcAt pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa meM maiM darzanoM ke liye gyaa| vahA~ para phira unhoMne mujhase pUchA ki dhArmika kriyA karate ho? taba maiMne nivedana kiyA ki pUjya gurudeva ApakI preraNA ke anusAra navakAra maMtra kI mAlA gina rahA huuN| taba unhoMne kahA are bholiyA, abhI taka tUne sAmAyika zurU nahIM kii| Aja jJAna paMcamI kA dina hai aura Aja se Apako nitya sAmAyika karanA hai| maiMne nivedana kiyA ki sAmAyika ke koI bhI upakaraNa mere pAsa nahIM haiN| ata: kaise prArambha kruuN| upasthita zrAvaka dvArA sAmAyika ke upakaraNa kI vyavasthA karane para mujhe sAmAyika kA niyama karavAyA aura nitya sAmAyika karane kI preraNA dete huye paccakkhANa krvaaye| tabase AtmA meM zAnti evaM sukha kI vRddhi ke sAtha Arthika sthiti bhI uttarottara sudharatI gii| yaha to prathama upakAra mere jaise pApI ke Upara pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kA | huaa| ___ ghara meM pUrA vAtAvaraNa dhArmika hotA calA gayA aura pUjya AcArya bhagavanta evaM santa-satI maNDala para dRDha zraddhA uttarottara bar3hatI gii| ___(3) indaura cAturmAsa ke 10-12 varSa pUrva merI dharmapatnI zrImatI suzIlA bAI corar3iyA ne rAtri 4-5 baje svapna dekhA ki pUjya AcArya bhagavanta evaM santa ghara para padhAre aura hamane pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ko pAtare meM cAvala baharAye aura AcArya bhagavanta muskarAte hue cAvala lekara vApasa padhAra gye| dharmapatnI ne prAta: mujhe svapna kA vRttAnta sunAyA,
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________________ [ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 565 apAra prasannatA ho rahI thii| tabhI mere mana meM vicAra AyA ki jaba taka pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke caraNa apane ghara para nahIM par3ate, taba taka jIvana paryanta cAvala kA tyAga kara diyA jaay| dharmapatnI saharSa sahamata ho gaI aura hama donoM ne cAvala kA upayoga karanA banda kara diyaa| indaura cAturmAsa ke pazcAt AcArya zrI ke ujjaina padhArane para hamArA svapna sAkAra huaa| (4) pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kA vihAra bhIlavADA se mAlavA kI tarapha prArambha huaa| cittaur3agar3ha, nImaca hote huye mandasaura pdhaare| mandasaura meM zrI mahAvIra prasAda jI kI dIkSA sAnanda sampanna huI aura pU. gurudeva ne unakA nAma nandISeNa muni rkhaa| vahA~ se vihAra kara jAvarA hote huye ratalAma padhAre / ratalAma meM sampradAyavAda adhika hai, kintu pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke pravacanoM meM tInoM sampradAyoM ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM upasthita hue. aisA dRzya tInoM sampradAyoM ke zrAvakoM kI upasthiti kA na pUrva meM kabhI dekhA aura na usake pazcAt Aja taka dekhane ko | milaa| (5) pUjya AcArya bhagavanta indaura jAnakI nagara sthita jaina bhavana meM virAjamAna the| una dinoM maiMne svapna dekhA ki pUjya AcArya bhagavanta virAjamAna haiN| maiMne pUjya AcArya bhagavanta se nivedana kiyA ki bar3e bhAI sA zrI bAbUlAla jI caurar3iyA ko cauthe vrata ke AjIvana tyAga karA diijiye| isa para pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne kahA ki cauthe evaM pA~cave vrata ke tyAga karA do| usa vakta baDe bhAI sA kI tabIyata kharAba cala rahI thii| azaktatA jyAdA thii| prAta: kAla maiMne bar3e bhAI sAhaba se kahA ki pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne Apako cauthe va pA~caveM vrata ke tyAga karAye haiM , aisA maiMne svapna dekhA hai| ata: ApakA mana ho to tyAga kara diijiye| isa para bar3e bhAI sA ne svIkRti de dI, maiM turanta ujjaina virAjita tapasvI lAlacandajI ma. zrI kAna munijI ma.sA. evaM zrI gulAba muni jI ma.sA. ke pAsa gayA aura kahA ki bhAI sA ko cauthe va pA~cave vrata ke tyAga karanA hai ata: Apa ghara para padhAreM aura unheM tyAga karA deveN| zrI gulAba munijI ma.sA. ghara padhAre aura svapna anusAra unheM cauthe | evaM pAcaveM vrata ke paccakhANa kraaye| dopahara meM maiM pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ke darzanoM ke liye indaura gayA aura nivedana kiyA ki bhagavanta Apane jo mujhe nirdeza diyA usakA maiMne pAlana kara diyA hai| pUjya AcArya bhagavanta eka miniTa socane lage phira kahA ki kaisA nirdeza ? maiMne kahA ki Apane mujhe svapna meM bar3e bhAI sA ko cauthe evaM pA~cave vrata ke paccakkhANa karAne ke liye kahA thaa| bhAI sA kI tabIyata kharAba hone ke kAraNa indaura nahIM lA sakate the| ata: zrI gulAba muni jI ma.sA. se | unheM paccakkhANa karavA diye haiN| usa samaya zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI loDhA (jayapura) vahA~ para sAmAyika meM baiThe the| pUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne unako | saMbodhana karate huye kahA ki "suno zrAvaka jI ! thAMne rUbarU kevAM to bhI the kahaNo nI mAno ? inake svapna meM bhI | kaha devAM to ye keNo kara leve|" -vhI. pArasa bhayyA, purAnA kailAza TAkIja ke sAmane, ujjaina (ma.pra.) 456006
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________________ nAmaiva te vasatu zaM hRdaye'smadIye . pro. kalyANa mala lADhA kucha manISI aise virAT medhA, prajJA va divya vyaktitva kI tejasvitA se pUrNa hote haiM, jinheM zabdoM meM rUpAyita karanA asaMbhava hai, ve zabdAtIta hote haiM- athAha sAgara kI bhAMti jisakI gaharAI ko nahIM mApA jA sktaa| pUjya hastImalajI mahArAja sAhaba aise hI prajJAvAna, divya va alaukika sadguru the| jaba kabhI una para socatA hU~, jaba kabhI | jIvana ke kisI ekAkI kSaNa meM bhAvanAeM atIta meM lauTatI haiM, taba mana, prANa aura tana bhAva-vibhora hokara unheM apanI || azeSa zraddhA aura praNati dete haiN| aMgrejI ke mahAn Alocaka methyU ArnanAlDa kI eka kavitA sahaja smRti meM AtI || hai - praznoM se saba baMdhe, mukta to kevala tuma ho| hama praznoM para prazna kareM, tuma mauna viha~sate / pare jJAna se tuma usa giri sama sahaja ubharate jisakA gaurava gAna lagA nakSatroM ko| apane aDiga padoM kI gurutA se laharoM ko karate ho tuma vivaza, zreSThatama svarga banAte kintu bhaTakatI mAnavatA ko dhIra baMdhAte samatala para lA bhAva-bhUmi kI sImAoM ko (anuvAdaka-bhAgavata prasAda mizra 'niyAja) ve yahI haiM - darzana, jJAna aura cAritra kI uccatama pAvanatA ke sarvocca zikhara para dedIpyamAna haiM- jinake liye bhagavAn mahAvIra kI yaha gAthA hI saTIka ThaharatI hai savIrie parAyiNai avIrie praaijji| jo vIryavAna hai, jisameM azeSa utsAha hai - sAhasa, oja, parAkrama aura puruSArtha kA akSaya srota hai - jisake anta:karaNa meM ziva-saMkalpa sadaiva vidyamAna rahate haiM, vahI saMsAra ke duSkara patha ko pAra kara vizva meM Aloka stambha | bana jAtA hai| AcArya hastI aise hI Aloka staMbha the| darzana, jJAna aura cAritra kI sarvotkRSTatA ke zramaNa / 'SaTtriMzadguNasampanna: paramo guruH|' sambhavata: dvAdazAnuprekSA (kundakunda) meM dharma ke dasa lakSaNa isa prakAra batAe gae haiM uttama khama - maddavajjava - saccaM-sauccaM saMjamaM cev| tavacAgamakiMcaNhaM bamhaM idi dasavihaM hodi / uttama kSamA, uttama mArdava, uttama Arjava, uttama satya, uttama zauca, uttama saMyama, uttama tapa, uttama tyAga, uttama | AkiMcanya aura uttama brahmacarya - ye hI dharma ke dasa lakSaNa haiN| AcAryapravara ina sabhI uttama lakSaNoM ke mUrta rUpa the| guru va AcArya kI dRSTi hI ziSya ke sAre saMzayoM vikalpoM kA aura saMdehoM kA nivAraNa karatI hai| bhAratIya saMskRti meM isI se guru aura govinda kI tulanA meM guru ko hI zreSTha ginA hai, kyoMki guru hI Atma-saMdhAna kA mArga prazasta karatA hai - vahI jJAnAMjana zalAkA se ajJAna kI tamisrA dUra kara jyoti vikIrNa karatA hai| Adya zaMkarAcArya ne 'viveka cUDAmaNi' meM guru kI mahattA pratipAdita karate huye kahA hai ki guru kA vyaktitva supta cetanA ko UrdhvamukhI
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________________ - tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 567 kara parA vidyA kI prApti karAtA hai| mujhe zrI guru gItA kA yaha zloka atyanta priya hai jAnasvarUpa nijabhAvayanamAnandamAnanTakara prasannam / yogIndrIDyaM bhavarAgavedha zrImadaga nityapahaM namAmi / / 514 / / pUjya AcArya aise hI jJAna svarUpa, nija Atma-bodha se saMpanna, Ananda kI pIyUSa dhArA meM avagAhana karane || vAle yogIndra - pUjanIya aura bhava roga kI saMjIvanI dene vAle vaidya the| guru zabda kA vyutpattiparaka tattvArtha samajhAte || hue paM. kezava deva zarmA ne likhA hai ki 'ga' zabde kyAdi aura 'gR' nigaraNe tudAdi gaNa kI dhAtu ko 'kugrArucca' isa uNAdi sUtra se ku pratyaya aura ukArAntAdeza hone para 'uraNa raparaH' sUtra se vaha raparaka huaa| phira prAtipadika saMjJA ke anantara 'su' vibhakti se 'guru' banatA hai| guru meM gakAra siddhidAtA, repha pApanAzaka aura u kAra kA artha zambhu hai|| (kalyANa yogAMka) / jyotiSa zAstra meM bRhaspati ko guru kahA gayA hai| eka anya mata ke anusAra 'gu' aMdhakAra kA dyotaka hai aura 'ru' prakAza kaa| guru aMdhakAra se prakAza kI ora le jAtA hai - 'tamaso mA jyotirgamaya' / 'giratyajJAnamiti guruH' / 'yadvA gIyate stUyate devagandharvAdibhiriti guru:' evaM 'gRNAti upadizati dharmamiti guru:|' tAtparya yaha hai ki guru dharma ke upadeza se ajJAnAndhakAra ko naSTa kara jJAna kI jyoti pradAna karatA hai| guru hI deva gandharva Adi se vandya hotA hai| Adya zaMkarAcArya ke anusAra jisane avidyA rUpI graMthi kA chedana kara diyA hai, vahI guru hai| jaina graMthoM meM guru ke liye dharmAcArya Adi zabdoM kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai| bhagavatI ArAdhanA meM darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa aura vIrya ina pA~ca AcAroM kA jo svayaM niraticAra pAlana karatA hai - tathA dUsaroM ko pravRtta karatA hai vahI guru hai - AcArya hai / bhagavatI sUtra meM sadguru ke lakSaNoM kA vivecana milatA hai| guru vahI hai jo sUtra aura artha donoM kA parama jJAna rakhatA ho, saMgha ke lie rIr3ha ke sadRza ho aura dharma saMgha ko saMtApoM se mukta karane kI kSamatA rakhatA ho evaM AgamoM ke gUDhArtha batAtA ho - vahI AcArya hai - guru hai| guru aMtaraMga va bahiraMga parigraha se rahita hotA hai| AcArya bhadrabAhu ne saMgha ke AcArya ko 'sIyagharo Ayariyo' kI saMjJA dI hai arthAt AcArya zIta gRha ke samAna hotA hai - zAnta aura zItala, samasta kaSAyoM se mukta / Aja to vijJAna ke anusaMdhAna ne bhI yaha pramANita kara diyA hai ki AMtarika va bAhya zItalatA (saumya aura saralatA) USmA se adhika manuSya ko adhika zakti sampanna banAtI hai| isa vaijJAnika mAnyatA ko "kriyojeniksa sAinsa' kahA gayA hai| isa AMtarika va bAhya zItalatA kA hI saMdeza AcAryapravara svAdhyAya va sAmAyika, cintana va dhyAna se diyA karate the| svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika ke pazcAt ve cintana | |va dhyAna kI ora abhiprerita karate the / siMha ke samAna nirbhaya ho, AkAza kI bhAMti nirlepa aura saMgha ke anugraha meM kuzala ho, sUtrArtha meM vizArada aura sarvatra kIrti sampanna ho vahI AcArya zreSTha hai| (bhagavatI sUtra, abhayadeva vRtti) AdipurANa meM bhI guru ke lakSaNa batAe haiM / 'guru-tattva-vinizcaya' meM guru kI aneka vizeSatAoM va guNoM kA nirUpaNa kiyA gayA hai| guru manuSya ko antarmukhI banAkara AtmAnusaMdhAna kI ora agrasara va prerita karatA hai| AcAryapravara kA yahI saMdeza thA ki manuSya ko | karma baMdha va karma vipAka se mukta hone ke lie SaDAvazyaka haiN| pAtaMjala yoga sUtra (2-4) meM kahA gayA hai | 'svaadhyaayaadissttdevtaasmpryogH| arthAt svAdhyAya se iSTa devatA (AtmA) kA bodha hokara sAdhaka ko abhISTa kI siddhi | prApta hotI hai| abhISTa kI siddhi se tAtparya hai ki ananta jJAna, ananta darzana aura cAritra kI siddhi| ise hI | yoga-sAdhanA meM bhinna prakAra se "tasya saptadhA prAntabhUmi: prajJA" kahA gayA hai| yaha nirvivAda hai ki zItalatA athavA | zAnti bAhara se nahIM aatii| usakA mUla srota bhItara AtmA ke nikaTa hai - mana jitanA AtmA se dUra hogA - utanA | hI karmajanya kleza aura azAnti hogii| AcArya pravara kI yahI zikSA thI ki tumhArA jJAna Anantya taka aura ||
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 568 sarvabhUtoM ke prati prema, dayA va sauhArda bhI usI prakAra Anantya taka prasArita ho - yahI darzana hai - yahI cAritrya hai - yahI ahiMsA hai / yahI "parasparopagraho jIvAnAm" hai| paraspara eka dUsare ke lie nimitta bananA hI jIva kA upakAra hai| jIva kA AtmabhUta lakSaNa 'upayoga' hai| 'jIvo uvaogalakkhaNo' yaha lakSaNa trikAla meM bAdhita nahIM hotA hai aura pUrNa nirdoSa hai| AcAryapravara ne paMca mahAvratoM ko svIkAra kara kaThora muni-jIvana kI sAdhanA kii| Atma-saMyama, apramAda, akaSAya aura samatva kI sAdhanA hI unakI jIvana pravidhi thI |is sAdhanA patha meM Ane vAle sAre upasargoM aura parigrahoM ko samabhAva se svIkAra kara ve sadaiva aDiga,acala aura akaMpita bhAva se uccatara cetanA kI prajJA bhUmi para vicaraNa karate rhe| ve vItarAgI the| AMtarika zuddhi ke yahI mUla tattva haiM - kevala bAhya zuddhi se hI yaha nahIM hotaa|| puna: prabhu mahAvIra kA kathana yAda AtA hai "jaM maggahA bAhiriyaM visohiM na taM sudiTuM kusalA vayaMti / manuSya kA antarmana jitanA virAT hogA - utanA hI vaha kriyAvAdI va AtmavAdI bana sakegA / dharma yadi dhAraNa karane yogya, AcaraNa karane yogya, vivekapUrNa banakara kartavyaniSTha banAtA hai aura mAnavIya jIvana ko sacarAcara jagata ke sAtha samabhAva kI ora abhiprerita karatA hai - to vahI mAnuSa dharma hai, jisake lie maharSi vyAsa ne kahA thA "guhyaM brahma tadidaM bravImi na hi mAnuSAt zreSThataraM hi kiMcit" - manuSya hI isa guhya tattva kI upalabdhi kA sarvottama sAdhana hai| jaina dharma kI yahI vAstavikatA bhI hai| laukika mArga yahIM alaukika banakara Rju patha kA saMdhAna karatA hai - jahA~ vidheya hai - samApatti hai aura hai satya kI sAdhanA paddhati / bhAratIya manISiyoM ne isI se vicAra-AcAra-saMskAra vyavahAra aura saMcAra (dArzanika artha meM) kI vyAkhyA kI hai| jIvana meM aneka prasaMga haiM, jaba maiM AcArya zrI kI zItala chAMha meM baiThakara ayaskAnta maNi kI bhAMti AkRSTa hotA thaa| aise aneka saMsmaraNa hai, jahA~ unakI kRpA dRSTi mAnasika svAsthya kA saMvardhana kara kucha hone kA kucha banane kA, kucha pAne kA upakrama banatI thii| unakA jodhapura meM cAturmAsa thA - maiM bhI vahAM apane anuja ke yahA~ ThaharA thaa| mana AyA ki AcArya zrI Ae~ aura bhikSA grahaNa kareM to kaisA suyoga aura saubhAgya milegA / parijanoM ne hatAza kara diyA ki AcArya zrI aba nahIM jAte haiM - para dRr3ha bhAvanA se jaba maiMne nivedana kiyA to unakI sahamati pAkara kRtakRtya ho gyaa| liye kevala lauMga, para vaha parama saubhAgya kA kSaNa bana gyaa| isI prakAra do aura prasaMga bhI pUrva kAla meM hue the - jaba gurudeva do bAra cAturmAsa meM isI prakAra Akara bhAva vibhora kara ge| ve mere jayapura gRha meM kRpA pUrvaka do bAra Thahare the - sArA vAtAvaraNa jaise zAMti aura sAdhanA kA, svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika se paripUrNa ho gayA - AcArya zrI talakakSa meM merA graMthAgAra dekhane padhAre- unakI dRSTi dharma, darzana adhyAtma ke graMthoM para aura vizeSata: jaina dharma se saMbaMdhita graMthoM para pdd'ii| unakA pramoda bhAva spaSTa thaa| AcArya zrI kA jayapura meM aMtima vihAra mere AvAsa para hI huaa| varSoM ke anantara Aja bhI vaha smRti jIvana kI akSaya dharohara hai| jIvana meM aneka sAdhu-saMtoM ke, dharmaguruoM aura mahAtmAoM ke, AcAryoM evaM muniyoM ke darzana kie haiN| vibhinna dhArmika AyojanoM, saMgoSThiyoM aura dharma sabhAoM meM bhAga liyA hai - para jaisA pratibodha aura jAgarUkatA AcArya zrI se milatI thI vaha virala thii| "jina khojA tina pAiyA~, gahare pAnI paiTha" gahare pAnI meM paiThanA to daSkara thA - para kinAre baiThakara bhI bahuta kucha prApta hotA rhaa| merI pArivArika paramparA saMgha ke prati samarpita thI , pUjya pitA zrI va pUjya mAtR zrI AcArya zrI ke parama bhakta va anuyAyI the| zaizava meM jaba mujhe guru maMtra milA to itanA jJAna nahIM thA ki guru maMtra kI mahimA samajha skuu| jIvana kI vikAsa yAtrA meM yaha bodha huA ki maMtra kevala zabda hI nahIM hote - manyate vicAryate AtmAdezo yena sa mantra; arthAt jisake dvArA Atmadeza para vicAra kiyA jAe, vahI mantra hai| athavA 'manyante sakriyante paramapade
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 569 sthitA - AtmAna: vA yakSAdizAsanadevatA anena iti mantraH' jisake dvArA parama pada meM sthita ucca AtmAoM kA athavA yakSAdi zAsana devoM kA satkAra kiyA jAya - vahI maMtra hai| divya jyotirmaya Atma tattva kA mantra hai aura vaha manasAtmaka 'man' evaM pAlanAtmaka 'tra' ke saMyoga se ghaTita hotA hai - isI se 'mananAt trAyate iti mantraM' kahA gayA hai| yahI manana, cintana va dhyAna ke zakti-srota ko pravAhita kara Atma - caitanya kI ora le jAtA hai| guru ke zrImukha se prApta maMtra kI bIja zakti zanaiH zanaiH vRkSa meM puSpita, pallavita va pUrNa hotI hai| merI dRr3ha dhAraNA hai ki guru apane maMtra se ziSya ke jIvana ko usake antarbAhya ko sarvathA, sarvadA aura sarvabhAvena prabhAvita kara jIvana patha kA saMdhAna karate haiN| maiM Aja usa guhya rahasya ko samajha pAyA hU~ - yahI samajha pAyA hU~ ki aisA maMtra hI zaktisaMpanna hokara sva-patha-supatha para le jAtA hai aura maMtra-caitanya Atma-caitanya kA mArga prazasta karatA hai| jAnatA hU~ apanI laghutA va sImA aura akiMcanatA, maiM vaha caitanya nahIM pA sakA - na apanA mArga hI prazasta kara sakA- para kabhI kabhI jyoti darzana karane kI sAdha avazya ghanIbhUta ho jAtI hai - "mANusattaM suI saddhA saMjamammi ya vIriyaM" manuSyatva, dharma-zravaNa, dharma-zraddhA aura saMyama - ye cAra tattva prApta nahIM hote, jaba taka samyak zruta zravaNa kA suavasara upalabdha nahIM hotaa| guru se upalabdha maMtra hI isa upalabdhi kA zreyas hai| maiM apanI laghutA meM unakI mahAnatA nahIM rakha pAyA aura yahI parAbhUta sthiti hai| eka ghaTanA yAda A gyii| mahAtmA gA~dhI ko siyArAmazaraNa gupta apanI kavitA sunA rahe the - "tere tIrtha salila se prabhu yaha merI gagarI bhrii-bhrii"| pArzva meM baiThe mahAdeva bhAI hNse| pUchane para unhoMne kahA ki tIrtha salila se gagarI bharI to sahI, para vaha salila kahIM gagarI ke jJAta-ajJAta chidra se nirantara bAhara to nahIM jA rhaa| AcArya zrI ke tIrtha salila se merI -bahutoM kI gagarI bharI gayI, para hama usa pavitra salila ko jIvana meM kitanA rakha pAye ? kahIM jIvana gagarI ke chidroM se vaha puna: bAhara nikalatA rahA aura hama vaise hI jar3avat hI rahe? maiM to | apanI jar3atA se anabhijJa nahIM hU~ - auroM kI nahIM jaantaa| ___ Aja mAnavIya saMskRti - saMsRti kA hrAsa ho rahA hai - bhautikavAdI bhogavAdI pravRttiyoM ne cAroM ora mUlyahInatA, anaitikatA ko nirasta kara vicitra visaMgati - vyAghAta upasthita kara diyA hai| samAjazAstriyoM ne udghAnta vyakti ko A lonely crowd with completely enstranged kI saMjJA dI hai| spardhA hai sattA, sampatti aura svArtha | kii| yudhiSThira ne kahA thA - yatrAdharmo dharmarUpANi vibhadra kRtsno dharmo dRzyate'dharmarUpaH / tathA dharmo dhArayatyadharmarUpaM vihAsaMsta sampazyanti / Aja yahI sthiti hai - dharma adharma ke rUpa meM aura adharma dharma ke rUpa meM dikhAI par3a rahA hai| isa apasaMskRti se mukti pAne kA eka hI upAya hai - apanI mahAn paraMparA aura saMskRti ke AdazoM kA anusaraNa krnaa| rAga, dveSa, kAma, krodha manuSya kA nAza karate haiM- usakA jJAna apahRta hotA hai aura cAritra bhraSTa evaM tattvoM meM ruci kA abhAva dRggocara hotA hai| "taccarUI sammattaM, taccaggahaNaM ca havai saNNANaM, cArittaparihAro payaMpiyaM jiNavariMdehi"aura yaha tattvabodha aura karma baMdha karane vAlI kriyAoM kA parityAga, jJAnI, vidvAn va cAritrya ke tapa:pUta Adarza ke zAsana meM rahane se hI saMbhava hai / jo unake upadeza para nahIM calatA, vaha apanA hI zatru hotA hai| AcArya zrI kahA | karate the ki manuSya kI jijIviSA bahuta baDI hai - para vaha vijigISA meM na badala jAye - yahI Avazyaka hai| usakA upayoga honA caahie| Aja bhI sabhI cintaka yahI svIkAra karate haiM ki mAnavIya prakRti kA udArIkaraNa anivArya hai| Aja manuSya kI vicchatti, vicyuti aura usakA ajanabI pana (AuTa sAiDeDanesa) prema ke abhAva ke kAraNa haiM - usakI mAnasika rugNatA aura hatAzA bhaviSya kI AsthA aura ujjvalatA ke prati nirAzA kA pariNAma aura anAsthA
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________________ - - - - namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 570 samAja meM pratiSThita vyaktiyoM ke bhogaparAyaNa hone kA phala hai| isI se Aja puna: saMskRti ke mahAna mUlyoM kI avadhAraNAoM meM hI maMgala abhISTa hai| isake liye puna: AcArya zrI ke anusAra sthiratA, dRr3hatA, nirantaratA aura sAttvika buddhi-prajJA Avazyaka hai| AcAryapravara "pumAn pumAMsaM paripAtu vizvata:" ke udghoSaka the| hamArI cetanA kA utkRSTa rUpAntaraNa AMtarika kriyAzIlatA kI sthiti se hI saMbhava hai| mujhe aba bhI smaraNa hai, jaba unhoMne || dazavaikAlika sUtra meM cAra AvegoM kI pratipakSa bhAvanAoM kA nidarzana kiyA thA - krodha kA upazama se, mAna kA mRdutA se, mAyA kA RjutA se aura lobha kA saMtoSa se pratipakSa puSTa karane kA upadeza diyA thaa| maiM unakA yaha sUtra kabhI nahIM bhUla sakatA "naika supteSu jAgRyAt" suSupta vyakti ko jagAne ke liye svayaM kA jAgrata rahanA Avazyaka hai| samaya apanI cAla cala rahA hai| vartamAna kA hara kSaNa atIta meM lupta hotA hai aura bhaviSya kA satata pravAha hara |kSaNa vartamAna meM rUpAyita / kAla kI isa akhaMDatA meM pratyeka kSaNa kA upayoga hameM ziva saMkA jIvana kA kalmaSa naSTa karane meM karanA hai| isakA sarvArtha sAdhana saMtoM kI zItala chAyA hai| AcArya zrI isI zItala chAyA ke vaTa vRkSa the, jisakA vistAra aura jisakI vyApti caturdika meM vidyamAna thii| yahI kAraNa hai ki jaina aura jainetara samAja unake sAnnidhya meM sattvastha hokara nIti kA zreya prApta karate the| unakI maraNa-samAdhi para sahasra zraddhAluoM ne, zrAvakoM ne azrupUrita netroM se unheM devaloka kI pAvana yAtrA ke liye vidA dii| jana samudAya kI agaNita saMkhyA isakA pariNAma va pramANa thI ki unakI maMgala vANI aura sadupadeza ne na jAne kitane vipathagAmI vyaktiyoM ko sadvRtta kI ora prerita kiyaa| aise mahAna pratApI guru ko maiM zrI gajasiMhajI rAThauDa ke 'guru-gajendra-gaNiguNASTakam' kI isa vaMdanA se hI apanI azeSa praNati detA huuN| svAdhyAya-saMgha saha dharmi-samAja-saMvA siddhAnta-zikSaNavidhI vividhApadezaH / adhyAtmabodhanaparAstava zaMkhanAdA : gaJjanti deva! nikhile mahImaNDalasmin / prAtarjapAmi manasA tava nAma mantraM madhye'hani te sparaNamastu saTA gjendr| sAyaM ca te smaraNamastu zivAya nityaM nAbhava te vasatu zaM hRdaye'spadIye / / -2 e. dezapriya pArka (IsTa), kolakAtA 700029
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________________ phakkar3a santa : mahaka ananta Sa-iii"arinama * zrI devendrarAja mahatA parama pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kI mere evaM mere parivAra para asIma kRpA thii| mere bacapana se lekara unake samAdhimaraNa taka yaha kRpA banI rahI jo merA parama saubhAgya thaa| jaba mujhe dillI meM yaha sUcanA milI ki AcArya zrI kA svAsthya anukUla nahIM hai to maiM 23 mArca 1991 ko unake darzanArtha nimAja phuNcaa| mujhe vahA~ yaha batAyA gayA ki 4 dina se AcArya zrI maunarata haiM ata: unake darzana to ho sakate haiM, para carcA-vArtA nhiiN| para jaba maiM unake sAnnidhya meM pahuMcA to unhoMne svata: hI mujhe evaM mere parivAra ko AzIrvAda diyaa| ratnavaMzIya sAdhu-parivAra evaM mere svayaM ke parivAra ke sAta se adhika pIr3hiyoM ke saMbaMdhoM kA pramoda bhAva se ullekha kiyA aura kAphI asvastha hone ke uparAnta lagabhaga 30 miniTa taka bAtacIta kI, va anta meM sadA kI bhAMti naitika evaM prAmANika jIvana jIne ke bindu para bala diyaa| ahiMsA evaM sevA ke kSetra meM aura adhika ruci lene tathA kArya bar3hAne kI vizeSa preraNA dii| AcArya zrI ke isa AzIrvAda aura AtmIyatApUrNa aMtima nirdeza ko pAkara maiM Atma-vibhora va bhAva-vihvala ho utthaa| mujhe bAda meM batAyA gayA ki isake bAda AcArya zrI samAdhimaraNa taka pUrNa mauna meM rahe aura anya kisI se vArtA nahIM kI, yaha unakI antima vArtA thii| mere evaM mere parivAra kA yaha saubhAgya hai ki ratnavaMzIya caturvidha saMgha-paramparA ke sAtha pIr3hiyoM se hamArA zraddhA, bhakti evaM premapUrNa saMbaMdha rahA hai jisakA ullekha AcArya zrI svayaM yadA-kadA karate rahate the| mujhe vaha prasaMga smaraNa ho AyA jaba AcArya zrI Alanapura savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa meM virAja rahe the| maiM jayapura se rAtri ke samaya vahA~ AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha pahu~cA- andherA thaa| ata: vahA~ upasthita zrAvakoM ne pUchA - Apa kauna haiM? kahA~ se Aye haiM? maiMne apanA nAma Adi btaayaa| AcArya zrI ne isa para sahaja bhAva se kahA- sarakAra meM ye kyA kArya karate haiM, yaha to mujhe patA nahIM, para kama se kama sAta pIr3hiyoM se - hamAre sAdhu saMgha va inake parivAra se sambandha rahe haiN| isa sambandha meM AcArya zrI ne eka ghaTanA sunAI jo unake svayaM ke jIvana evaM vaMza-paramparA meM vyApta phakkar3apana tathA anAsakta bhAva ko ujAgara karatI hai| AcArya zrI ne kahA ki mahAn kriyoddhAraka AcArya zrI ratnacandrajI ma. (jinake nAma para ratnavaMza paramparA cala rahI hai) jaba kabhI jodhapura padhArate to zrI jasarUpajI sA. mehatA (mere pUrvaja) unheM apane ghara lADanUM kI havelI meM avazya Ate-jAte ThaharAte the| zrI jasarUpajI sA. apane samaya ke pramukha zrAvaka the aura jodhapura rAjagharAne meM unakA atyadhika prabhAva thaa| unake prabhAva kA eka dRSTAnta yaha hai ki unhoMne apane kAmadAra zrI kAlUrAma paMcolI ko rAjya kA dIvAna banA diyaa| usa samaya jodhapura ke nareza mahArAjA mAnasiMha the jinakA vyaktitva vicitra aura virodhAbhAsI thaa| eka ora ve gahana AdhyAtmika evaM jJAnI the to dUsarI ora prazAsana meM kUTanItijJa tathA kaThora the| jasarUpajI sA. ne jodhapura nareza se nivedana kiyA ki ratnacandajI ma.sA. unakI havelI meM Thahare hue haiN| unake | darzana karane ve pdhaareN| unase yaha sunakara ki ratnacandajI ma.sA. eka pahu~ce hue santa haiM to nareza ne dUsare dina unakI havelI para Ane kI svIkRti de dii| yaha ghaTanA pradhAna carcA kA viSaya ho gayI, kyoMki una dinoM meM nareza kA kisI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 572 ke ghara jAnA bhagavAna kA ghara AnA mAnA jAtA thaa| kile se jaba rAta ko jasarUpajI sA. vApasa Aye to sarvaprathama ratnacandajI ma.sA. ko jodhapura nareza kI svIkRti kI sUcanA yaha samajha kara dI ki isase ma. sA. atyadhika prasanna hoNge| unakI manobhAvanA zAyada yaha bhI rahI ho ki mahArAja sA. samajheMge ki unakA zrAvaka kitanA bar3A vyakti ho gayA hai ki jo nareza ko bhI apane ghara lA sakatA hai| para AcArya ratnacandajI ma.sA. ne isa para koI pratikriyA vyakta nahIM ki aura andherA hone ke kAraNa unake bhAva bhI cehare se nahI par3he jA ske| dUsare dina saverA hote hI mahArAja sA. ne vihAra kara diyaa| naukara Upara bhAgA aura jasarUpajI sA. ko isakI sUcanA dii| jasarUpajI sA. sakate meM A gaye aura ghor3e para baiThakara mahArAja sA. ke pIche phuNce| unhoMne AcArya zrI ratnacandajI ma.sA. se puna: apanI havelI para Ane kA nivedana kiyA tathA yaha bhI batAyA ki jodhapura nareza jinhoMne unake (AcArya zrI ke ) prati zraddhA vyakta kI thI, ve ise apanI ghora avamAnanA smjheNge| isa para AcArya zrI ratnacandajI ma.sA. ne nisaMga aura nirbhIka hokara kahA - hamane to saMsAra chor3a diyaa| kauna rAjA? kisakA rAjA ? sAMsArika prapaMcoM meM hameM mata phNsaao| hamAre pAsa to ye kASTha pAtra haiM aura rAjA ke pAsa chatra hai| pAtra-pati va chatra-pati kA kyA saMga? ___ AcArya zrI kA yaha uttara sunakara zrI jasarUpajI mahArAja mAnasiMhajI ke pAsa gaye aura AcArya zrI va apane bIca huA pUrA vArtAlApa unheM sunAkara kSamAyAcanA kii| mahArAja mAnasiMha bahuta prabhAvita hue aura yaha kahA ki tumhAre guru to pakke phakkar3a haiN| AcArya zrI ratanacandajI ma.sA. kA yaha phakkar3apana, anAsakta bhAva aura ni:saMgapanA maiMne AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke jIvana meM bhI sadaiva dekhaa| rAjanItijJoM, zrImantoM aura sattAdhAriyoM se ve kabhI prabhAvita nahIM hue| mAna-sammAna kI unheM kabhI paravAha nahIM rhii| unakI dRSTi meM rAjA-prajA, amIra-garIba, varNa-jAti kA koI bhedabhAva nahIM thaa| jayapura meM mahAn tapasvinI zrImatI icarajadevI lUNAvata kI 165 dina kI sudIrgha tapasyA ke mahotsava para bhArata sarakAra ke khAdya maMtrI zrI jagajIvanarAma Aye the| AcArya zrI ko jaba isa bAta kA patA calA to unhoMne isake liye koI pramoda vyakta nahIM kiyA aura apane pravacana meM eka nirbhIka, tejasvI, phakkar3a santa kI taraha deza kI paristhiti para apane vicAra vyakta kiye| unhoMne kahA ki rAjanItijJa sirpha gAMdhI kI kamAI hI nahIM khAveM, balki deza meM bar3hate bhraSTAcAra para niyantraNa kiyA jaaye| yaha alaga bAta hai ki aneka logoM ko unakI yaha bAta rAsa na AI ho| pIpAr3a cAturmAsa meM rAjasthAna ke rAjyapAla basanta dAdA pATila ke Ane para bhI AcArya zrI apane dharmArAdhana | meM hI lage rahe aura jaba mahAmahima rAjyapAla svayaM ne unake darzana kara AzIrvAda mAMgA to kevala zarAba bandI kI bAta khii| AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM sabake liye samAna avasara aura samadarzitA kA bhAva thaa| maiMne kaI bAra dekhA hai ki saMgha ke variSTha padAdhikArI bhI dharmasabhA meM jaise Ate haiM, vaise baiThate jAte haiN| unake lie koI sthAna nizcita nahIM rhtaa| ___AcArya zrI dharma ko janma se nahIM, sadkarma se jor3ate the| jo satkarma karatA hai, jo sadguNI hai, vahI unakI dRSTi meM U~cA mAnA jAtA thA, phira cAhe vaha kisI jAti va varNa kA kyoM na ho| mere eka sahayogI mitra ne jo prazAsana meM haiM aura janma se mINA jAti ke haiM, eka bAra kahA - ki Apake dharma guru AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. isa yuga ke mahAn AdhyAtmika santa haiN| ve samatA kI pratimUrti haiN| hamArI jAti ke eka yuvaka ko unhoMne jaina dIkSA pradAna kI
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 573 hai aura unheM apane saMgha meM, AcAra-vyavahAra meM barAbara kA darjA diyA hai| bar3e bar3e vidvAn aura zrImanta usa yuvaka muni ke caraNa-sparza karate haiM / jAtivAda ke viruddha mahAvIra ne jo paramparA kAyama kI, usI ke anurUpa yaha kArya huA / AcArya zrI naitika va prAmANika jIvana jIne para vizeSa bala dete the| unakI barAbara yaha preraNA rahatI thI ki dharma jIvana meM utare, vyavahAra meM pragaTa ho / dharma dastUra rUpa meM na hokara AcaraNa rUpa meM ho| AcArya zrI kriyAkANDa meM dharma nahIM mAnate the / ImAnadArI, sAdagI aura naitikatA ke rUpa meM dharma pratiphalita ho, aisI unakI preraNA rahatI thI / yadi ye guNa kisI vyakti meM haiM, unakI dRSTi meM vaha vyakti dhArmika aura naitika thaa| mere cAcA zrI jasavantarAjajI | mehatA aise hI vyakti the / AcArya zrI unheM isI bhAva se dekhate the / ve jIvana paryanta ImAnadAra, naitika, prAmANika aura sAdagI priya rahe / AcArya zrI pAtra kI yogyatA aura sAmarthya dekhakara dharmArAdhana ke kSetra meM unake anurUpa bar3hane kI preraNA dete the / yahI kAraNa hai ki unake saMparka meM Ane vAle vyaktiyoM meM jIvana ke sabhI kSetroM ke loga hai| kyA dhanI, kyA | udyogapati, kyA vakIla, kyA nyAyAdhIza, kyA DAkTara, kyA iMjIniyara, kyA adhyApaka, kyA adhikArI / AcArya zrI atyanta karuNAzIla aura dayAlu the / ahiMsA aura prema unake raga-raga meM vyApta thA / prANI mAtra ke prati unake mana meM dayA kA bhAva thA / unake mukha-maNDala para sadaiva prasannatA kA bhAva, karuNA kA bhAva, saumya bhAva | vyApta rahatA thaa| jo bhI unake samparka meM AtA, sAnnidhya pAtA, bhItara se bhIga uThatA, sahRdaya bana jAtA / usakI parAkASThA samAdhimaraNa ke samaya phuNcii| unake viziSTa tyAga va karuNAbhAva se vAtAvaraNa aisA vizuddha huA ki Ida kI namAja par3hakara saikar3oM musalamAna AcArya zrI ke darzana ko Aye tathA yaha praNa liyA ki AcArya zrI ke samAdhimaraNa taka kisI pazu kA vadha nahIM hogaa| isa praNa ko unhoMne pUrNa rUpa se nibhaayaa| eka tarapha Aja | sAmpradAyikatA kI bAta hotI hai, dUsarI tarapha itara sampradAya ke loga bhI prabhAvita hote / yahA~ yaha bhI kahanA | prAsaMgika hogA ki AcArya zrI kI antima yAtrA meM zmazAna taka pahuMcAne meM hajAroM musalamAna the| isa yAtrA meM karIba eka lAkha loga zAmila the jisameM Adhe se adhika jainetara the| isI karuNA kI bAta ko Age bar3hAte hue nimAja kI hI sambandhita eka ghaTanA kA ullekha Avazyaka hai| jaba kasAiyoM ke praNa kI bAta maiMne sunI to dUsare dina nimAja pahu~cane para maiM sAta kasAiyoM ke ghara gyaa| unase kAphI carcA huii| ve svayaM yaha mAnate haiM ki unakA kAma acchA nahIM hai, para peTa bharane va paramparA ke kAraNa aisA karate haiM / eka ne yaha kahA ki usane hajAroM jAnavara kaTavA die, para usake ghara para koI barakata nahIM huI, ve vahIM ke vahIM hai| eka- dUsare vyakti ne batAyA ki 21 aprela ko 325 bakare gA~voM se nimAja meM ekatra kiye jAyeMge aura unheM kaTane ke liye bambaI bhejA jaayegaa| saMgha ke kaI logoM ke mana meM vicAra AyA ki aise mahAn mRtyuMjayI saMta ke AsapAsa kA koI prANI kaise vadhita ho sakatA hai ? ataH tatkAla nirNaya huA ki sAre bakare saMgha dvArA kharIda liye | jaayeN| isake liye kucha vyakti sArI rAzi dene ko taiyAra the| dUsare dina vyAkhyAna meM jaba isakI carcA huI to saikar3oM vyaktiyoM ne sArI rAzi de dii| aisA lagA mAno eka ghaMTe taka rupaye paisoM kI varSA hotI rhii| zAma sAr3he | chaha bace taka sAre bakare saMgha dvArA mukta karA diye gaye / AcArya zrI ke mahAprayANa ke do ghaMTe pUrva sabhI prANiyoM ko abhayadAna de diyA gayA thA / AcArya zrI kA barAbara isa bAta para bala rahA ki samAja meM hiMsA kA vyAvasAyIkaraNa na ho, bar3hatI huI hiMsA -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 574 | ko rokane ke lie yojanAbaddha kAryakrama banAyA jaaye| kaI bAra aisA lagatA hai ki hamane ahiMsA ke niSedhAtmaka pakSa para adhika bala diyA hai aura usakA sakArAtmaka pakSa upekSita rahA hai / mere mana meM isa sambandha meM prAyaH zaMkA uThA | karatI thI / eka dina jodhapura meM maiM darzana karane gayA taba AcArya zrI eka mAlI parivAra meM Thahare hue the / vahA~ koI saMvAdadAtA AcArya zrI se bAtacIta kara rahA thaa| bAtacIta ke bAda jaba maiM AcArya zrI ke pAsa gayA to AcArya zrI ne mujhase kahA ki Aja to eka akhabAra vAle ne mujhe niruttara kara diyaa| maiMne pUchA kaise ? AcArya zrI ne kahA | ki akhabAra vAlA pUcha rahA thA ki ApakI ahiMsA kahAM taka jAtI hai| maiMne kahA - prANI mAtra tk| isa para vaha | bolA- yadi kisI mA~ dvArA tyAjya zizu sar3aka para mila jAye to Apa kyA kareMge ? - taba maiMne AcArya zrI se nivedana kiyA ki hama zrAvakoM kA to kartavya banatA hai na ? kyoM na aise baccoM ke | rakSaNa, lAlana-pAlana aura jIvana - nirvAha ke liye anAthAlaya banAye jAe~ / AcArya zrI ne kevala itanA kahA- soco / aura taba mujhe lagA ki merI zaMkA kA samAdhAna ho gayA / | ahiMsA kA sakArAtmaka pakSa sevA, dayA aura karuNA meM hai aura isa kSetra meM samAja ko Age bar3hanA cAhie / AcArya zrI kI preraNA se hI 'bAla zobhA' nAma se eka anAthAlaya bana gayA, jahA~ vartamAna meM karIba 32 bacce raha rahe haiM aura 70 taka bacce rakhane kI aba yojanA hai| samAja kI ora se aise 10 anAthAlaya kholane kI yojanA bhI hai| vikalAMgoM kA jIvana bhI svAvalambI aura sukhI bane, isa dizA meM bhI AcArya zrI kI preraNA banI rahI / | AcArya zrI ke jalagA~va cAturmAsa meM vikalAMgoM kA eka zivira Ayojita kiyA gyaa| AcArya zrI jaMgala jAkara | A rahe the| maiMne AcArya zrI se zivira sthala kI ora padhArane kA nivedana kiyaa| AcArya zrI padhAre aura apanI mAMgalika dii| AcArya zrI kI mAMgalika sunakara kArya zurU kara diyA gyaa| Aja mahAvIra vikalAMga sahAyatA | samiti kA kArya deza videza meM tejI se bar3hatA jA rahA hai| AcArya zrI kA isa kArya meM hamezA AzIrvAda rahA / vidhavAoM, parityaktAoM, pratAr3ita pIr3ita mahilAoM kI sahAyatA ke liye bhI eka vyApaka yojanA jodhapura meM kriyAnvita kI gaI hai| anya sthAnoM para bhI yaha yojanA cAlU ho, isake lie prayatna apekSita hai| - pIpAr3a cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI kA saMketa thA ki svAdhyAyiyoM se sevA ke bAre meM bAta kI jAye / svAdhyAyiyoM kI bar3I zakti hamAre pAsa hai| santa satiyoM ke cAturmAsa se vaMcita kSetroM meM paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM jAkara | ve dharmArAdhanA meM mahattvapUrNa sahayoga aura preraNA dete haiM / unakA upayoga sevA ke kArya meM ho, yaha AcArya zrI kI bhAvanA thI / sevA niSkAma bhAva se ho, isake liye saMgaThana aura sampatti mukhya nahIM haiN| mukhya hai sevA kI bhAvanA aura sahRdayatA / pIpAr3a meM eka svAdhyAyI adhyApaka mujhe aise mile, jo apane netrahIna caparAsI ko, jo prati dina 30 mIla dUra apane kArya para jAtA thA, use basa sTaiNDa se skUla aura skUla se basa sTeNDa taka chor3A karate the / ja | aisI karuNA kI bhAvanA kA hRdaya meM udreka hotA hai, taba kahIM sevA kArya ho pAtA hai| AcArya zrI ne sAdhu-maryAdA meM rahate hue ina saba kAryoM ke lie preraNA dI, jisake phalasvarUpa samAja meM sevA kAryoM se jur3ane vAle bhAI-bahinoM kI | saMkhyA bahuta adhika hai / kucha ullekhanIya nAma haiM- zrImatI icarajadevI lUNAvata, zrImatI indarabAI sA, sajjanabAI sA, | suzIlA boharA, zrI evaM zrImatI ema. sI. bhaNDArI, dalIcandajI jaina, ratanalAlajI bAphanA, pUnamacandajI harizcandajI baDera, indaracandajI hIrAvata, ummedamala jI jaina, sI. ela. lalavANI, sumaticanda jI koThArI, pArasamalajI kuceriyA Adi / AcArya zrI ke saMyamI jIvana aura sAdhanAniSTha vyaktitva kA hI yaha prabhAva thA ki zikSA, cikitsA,
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 575 vidyAlaya, chAtrAlaya, pustakAlaya, jJAna bhaNDAra Adi vividha janahitakArI pravRttiyA~ sakriya banIM aura pratyeka kSetra meM bar3I saMkhyA meM bhAI bahina inase jur3e / a.bhA. jaina vidvat pariSad ke rUpa meM vidvAnoM kA eka saMgaThana bhI AcArya zrI kI preraNA se banA, jisake sAtha zrImanta aura sAmAjika kAryakartA bhI jur3e, tAki samAja kI jvalanta samasyAoM para sabhI dRSTiyoM se vicAra ho sake aura unake samAdhAna kA rAstA khojA jA ske| pIpAr3a meM Ayojita vidvat saMgoSThI ke avasara para yaha vicAra carcA calI ki dharma jIvana meM kaise utare ? ahiMsA ke vidhAyaka pakSa para bala diyA gyaa| usa samaya rAjasthAna vizeSakara mAravAr3a meM bhayaMkara akAla thA / mUka prANiyoM kI rakSA ke lie mAravAr3a akAla sahAyatA koSa kI sthApanA huI jisake mAdhyama se pAMca lAkha pazuoM ko bacAyA gayA / Aja AcArya zrI pArthiva rUpa se hamAre bIca nahIM haiM, para samAja meM ahiMsA, sevA, jJAna aura kriyA kI jo | jyoti unhoMne prajvalita kI, usameM unakI preraNA, unakA prakAza aura AzIrvAda akSuNNa banA rhegaa| mujhe unhoMne jo antima nirdeza diyA, vahI mere jIvana kI sabase bar3I nidhi hai / mujhe usa ora bar3hane kI preraNA milatI rahe, yahI abhyarthanA hai / usa phakkar3a santa, jisakI mahaka ananta, ke caraNoM meM koTizaH vandana / (jinavANI ke zraddhAJjali vizeSAGka se sAbhAra) - sevAnivRtta adhyakSa, sebI, bI-5, mahAvIra udyAna patha, bajAja nagara, jayapura 302015
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________________ saMsmaraNoM kA vAtAyana . nyAyAdhipati zrI jasarAja copar3A bacapana meM pUjyapAda AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke darzana sarvaprathama kahA~ kiye, yAda nhiiN| pacapadarA aura bAlotarA meM hI saMbhavata: prathama darzana hue| hama pA~ca bhAI haiN| ata: jaba-jaba bhI hama darzana karane jAte to AcArya zrI kahate 'Ao paMca bhaiyaa'| jodhapura ke siMhapola meM zramaNa saMgha ke mantrimaNDala evaM pramukha saMtoM kA | cAturmAsa thA, taba maiMne jo darzana kie usakI smRti Aja bhI tarotAjA hai| isa cAturmAsa meM AcAryapravara zrI AtmArAma jI mahArAja sAhaba prajJAcakSu hone se nahIM padhAra pAye the| upAcArya pUjya gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA. ke netRtva meM yaha cAturmAsa sampanna huA |saaraa sAdhu maMtrimaMDala jaba pATa para virAjatA thA taba dRzya dekhane lAyaka hotA thaa| | siMhapola ke maidAna ke bIca lambe pATa lagate the jina para sabhI saMta munivara virAjate the| pUjya gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA. ke atirikta pUjya madanalAla jI ma.sA, pUjya hastImala jI ma.sA, pUjya kavi amara muni jI ma.sA, pUjya samarthamala jI ma.sA, pUraNa bAbAjI, kar3aka mizrI mala jI mahArAja, madhukara mizrImala jI ma.sA. Adi bar3e-bar3e saMta isa cAturmAsa meM sammilita the| zramaNa saMgha kI eka saMvatsarI evaM katipaya vivAdAspada viSayoM para vicAra-vimarza karake sarvAnumati para pahu~canA thaa| pUjya samarthamala jI ma.sA. evaM pUraNa bAbAjI zramaNa saMgha meM sammilita nahIM hue the, parantu vyAkhyAna meM sAtha baiThate the| vArtAlApa isa bAbata bhI cAlU thA / vyAkhyAna Adi meM siMhapola ThasAThasa bharA rahatA thaa| eka sAtha itane pramukha saMtoM kA eka sthAna para cAturmAsika ThaharAva usake pazcAt dekhane ko nahIM milaa| pUjya gurudeva ke camakate netra, zAMta gambhIra mudrA aura samasyAoM kA Agamasammata samAdhAna AkarSaka hotA thaa| ve taba bhI sabhI saMtoM ke dvArA pUrI taraha AdarAspada aura kriyA kI vAraNA-sAraNA meM niSNAta saMta mAne jAte the| yaha san 1953 kI bAta hai| usake pazcAt pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke darzana eka do bAra jodhapura meM hI ho paae| phira maiM 1956 meM rAjakIya sevA meM saMlagna hone ke kAraNa jodhapura se bAhara rhaa| san 1969-70 meM ajamera meM pUjya gurudeva kA padArpaNa huA, taba maiM vahAM sIniyara sivila va sahAyaka sezana jaja thaa| lAkhanakoTaDI darzana va vyAkhyAna hetu jAtA thaa| pUjya gurudeva kA vihAra kizanagaDha kI tarapha honA thA, maiM | taba sI-4 mIrazAha alI kaoNlonI meM rahatA thaa| vihAra ke samaya maiMne nivedana kiyA ki merA nivAsa sthala rAste meM hI hai, Apa vahA~ virAjakara mujhe kRtArtha kreN| gurudeva ne smitavadana hokara kahA - "kyA bheMTa caDhAoge?" mere mukha se | nikalA "jo Apa Adeza deN|" gurudeva parama kRpA kara baMgale padhAre / maiM taba kevala mAlA pheratA thA, kabhI kabhI sAmAyika kara letA thaa| AcArya zrI ne merI dhArmika kriyA kA lekhA-jokhA liyaa| dUsare dina vahA~ se prasthAna karane ke pUrva gurudeva ne pRcchA kI, hamArI bheMTa kA kyA huA? maiM hAtha jor3akara khar3A ho gayA - annadAtA ! jo ApakA aadesh| pUjya gurudeva ne pharamAyA hama jo kaheMge vaha mAna loge? maiMne kahA - annadAtA kA hukma sira A~khoM para hogaa| gurudeva ne pharamAyA- brahmacarya kI maryAdA aura pratidina eka sAmAyika kara sakoge? Apa niyama dilA deM evaM nibhAne yogya caritra bane aisA AzIrvAda deN| hama donoM pati-patnI ne niyama aMgIkAra kara liyaa| unhIM ke dvArA pradatta niyama kA pratApa hai ki maiM itanA svAdhyAya kara paayaa| gurudeva ne pharamAyA thA ki sAmAyika meM AdhA ghaNTA svAdhyAya avazya krnaa| ata: sAmAyika 48 miniTa kI na hokara 1 ghaMTe kI ho jAtI thii| kintu isa niyama ke
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 577 kAraNa sAre AgamoM ke adhyayana kA avasara mila gyaa| mujhe jo bhI prApta huA isI sAmAyika ke niyama se prApta huaa| kabhI koI kaSTa AyA to sAmAyika se prApta jJAna use samabhAva se sahane meM itanA sahAyaka huA ki usakA bayAna zabdoM meM nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jo sukha-duHkha prApta haiM mere apane karmoM kA phala hai| dUsarA koI isake lie jimmedAra nahIM hai, ata: kisI ke prati dveSa kA bhAva, upAlambha kA bhAva kabhI AtA hI nhiiN| mana itanA zAMta-prazAMta | rahatA hai ki kyA btaaeN| yaha saba usa mahApuruSa kI dena hai jisane samabhAva kI sAdhanA ko jIvana meM avatIrNa kiyA va usakI sAdhanA hetu prerita kiyaa| ajamera ke bAda lambe samaya taka gurudeva ke darzana nahIM kara paayaa| jaba AcArya zrI kA rAyacUra cAturmAsa thA, taba puna: darzana kie| tIna dina sevA kA yaha lAbha huA ki meM pUjya gurudeva se pUrI taraha jur3a gyaa| 1974 kA cAturmAsa gurudeva kA savAImAdhopura huaa| maiM taba bharatapura sezana jaja thaa| savAI mAdhopura taba bharatapura jajazipa kA bhAga thaa| taba vahA~ mAtra do muMsipha the| sI. je. ema. korTa va bAda meM eDI.AI. kempa korTa meM hara 15 dina va tIna haphte meM eka bAra savAI mAdhopura jAkara pUjya gurudeva ke sapatnIka darzana karatA, pravacana kA lAbha letA va koI maukA hotA to svayaM bhI vyAkhyAna meM bhASaNa de detaa| khUba lAbha milA vahA~ sevA karane kaa| poravAla kSetra kA bhAgyodaya thaa| khUba dharmadhyAna huaa| khUba naye loga ratnavaMza se jur3e / bar3A sarala sAdA kSetra hai| bhautika samRddhi itanI nahIM thI , para AdhyAtmikatA va sAdagI kI bhAvanA se ota-prota kSetra thaa| gurudeva ne isa kSetra kA pUre tanamana se poSaNa kiyA va Aja bhI kSetra unakA upakRta hai| vahA~ gurudeva ne aisA alakha jagAyA ki anekoM | svAdhyAyI nirmita kara die, jo Aja bhI bhArata ke kone-kone meM apanI svAdhyAya sevAeM pradAna kara vibhinna kSetroM meM dharma-jAgRti lAkara samAja-sevA kA lAbha uThA rahe haiN| savAImAdhopura ke bAda jayapura, ajamera, kizanagaDha, jodhapura Adi meM sevA kA lAbha milatA rhaa| san 1982 meM gurudeva dakSiNa se padhAra rahe the| holI cAturmAsa 'Avara' meM thaa| eka choTA sA gA~va jahA~ nahAnA va nipaTanA saba nadI para hI hotA thA, bahuta zuddha sAttvika vAtAvaraNa thaa| tIna dina Avara meM sevA kii| usake bAda karIba-karIba pratidina rAste kI sevA kA lAbha liyaa| gurudeva koTA pdhaare| koTA meM gurudeva ko mere baMgale para virAjane ke bhAva the| koTA meM AI. esa. kAvaDiyA kamiznara the, taba unhoMne pharamAyA ki merI icchA hai ki gurudeva mujhe Thaharane kA lAbha deN| Apa merI siphAriza kreN| maiM kyA kahatA eka bar3A aphasara nayA jur3a rahA thaa| gurudeva ke karIba AnA cAhatA | thaa| utsAha bhI thA to maiMne saba kucha socakara gurudeva se arja kiyA - gurudeva kamiznara sAhaba kI bar3I utkaTa icchA hai ki Apa unake yahA~ ThahareM / maiM to lAbha se vaMcita rahU~gA, parantu ucita rahegA ki unakI bhAvanAeM Ahata na hoN| hama to Apake haiM hI, ve bhI jur3eM to kitanA acchA ho| gurudeva muskarAe, phira bole - jaisI terI icchaa| maiMne phira kAvar3iyA sAhaba se kahA- "Apa padhArakara rAste meM Thaharane hetu vidhivat nivedana kreN|" ve mere sAtha cale va svIkRti prApta kii| do yA tIna dina gurudeva kA virAjanA huaa| bar3e acche kAryakrama hue| sabhI aphasara dharma sabhAoM meM zarIka hue| kaiyoM ne niyama liye| jayapura vAle zrAvakoM ne taba sevA kA bar3A lAbha liyaa| mahAvIra jayantI kA kAryakrama koTA meM hI huaa| ___ mujhe jaisA yAda par3atA hai suzIlA kaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi satiyA~ taba bUndI virAja rahI thiiN| gurudeva ne unheM darzana ke lie phrmaayaa| mujhase kahA - satiyoM ko ThaharAne kA lAbha tujhe mila jaayegaa| merI dharmapatnI zrImatI ratana caupar3A taba jodhapura thii| vaha katipaya gharelU kAraNoM se koTA nahIM A pA rahI thii| maiM akelA thaa| jayapura ke prasiddha
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 578 - zrAvaka zrIcanda jI golecchA mere yahA~ saparivAra apane dAmAda navalakhA jI ke sAtha Thahare huye the / mahAsatiyAM jI 33 ki. mI. vihAra kara koTA padhArIM / gurudeva ke darzana kie| mere nivedana para baMgale meM rahane kI svIkRti milI / | mahAsatI jI lambA vihAra kara padhArI thiiN| paira meM phaphole ho gae the, ghara para pAnI lene ke lie padhArIM taba rasoI meM | thor3A aMdherA thaa| ajJAnavaza mere pahAr3I rasoIdAra ne bijalI jalA dI, satiyAM jI ne turanta kahA caupar3A sAhaba ghara | asUjhatA ho gyaa| mere bAra-bAra nivedana karane para bhI aura Upara kI maMjila meM Thaharane kA nivedana karane para bhI mahAsatI jI to zahara kI ora vihAra kara gyii| mere antarAya karma kA bandhana adhika hone se koI lAbha na le | skaa| mahAsatI jI ko zArIrika kaSTa hote hue bhI zahara ora padhAranA pdd'aa| kitanA kaThina hai jaina sAdhucaryA kA pAlana evaM usakI pAlanA meM saMta-satiyoM kI cAritrika dRDhatA / usakA pratyakSa anubhava usI dina huA / jayapura cAturmAsa meM bhI sevA kA lAbha milA / taba maiM vidhi saciva thA / pramoda muni jI kI dIkSA jayapura | huii| maiM unake abhinandana samAroha kA mukhya atithi thA, merA nAma taba ucca nyAyAlaya ke nyAyAdhIza kI niyukti hetu rAjasthAna se dillI jA cukA thaa| gurudeva ko patA nahIM svataH AbhAsa huA, mujhase pUchA-kyA sAdhanA karate ho ? maiM jo karatA thA vaha maiMne nivedana kiyaa| gurudeva ne pharamAyA - " dharma bahuta bar3A sambala hai / " AcArya zrI jaise | mahApuruSa binA kisI sUcanA ke bhakta kI kaThinAI ko bhAMpakara usakA upacAra karane meM sakSama AdhyAtmika vaidya the| | yaha unhIM ke puNya pratApa aura kRpA kA prasAda hai ki samasta bAdhAoM ko pAra kara maiM jaja banA / nimAja kI aMtima bholAvaNa meM saMgha sevA ke atirikta gurudeva ne yaha bhI pharamAyA thA ki jaina ekatA samaya | | kI mahatI AvazyakatA hai| yaha tumhArA priya viSaya bhI hai evaM tuma AdhikArika rUpa se isa para bola sakate ho| tumhArA koI burA nahIM mAnegA, ata: jahA~ bhI jAo isake bAre meM avazya hI bAta khnaa| isase yaha jJAta hotA hai ki mahApuruSa zrAvakoM meM sAmaJjasya evaM jaina ekatA ke prabala pakSadhara the / 1 unakA jIvana karuNA va prema se otaprota thA / bolate kama the, para zraddhAlu ko dekhate hI usakI sthiti ko bhAMpane kI vilakSaNa pratibhA ke dhanI the / zrAvaka ko samAdhi va zAMti prApta ho isa ora bhI pUrI taraha sajaga rahate the| 'zAMti pamADe tene saMta kahie va tenA dAsAnudAsa thaI ne rahie / " isa ukti ko caritArtha karate the / ve aise saMta the jinakA sAnnidhya bhI zAMti pradAna karatA thA / ajamera, jodhapura va pAlI Adi kSetroM meM mujhe pUjya zrI kI sevA kA khUba lAbha milaa| pUjya gurudeva ne pAlI va nimAja meM pharamAyA thA ki aba dharma va zAsana prabhAvanA kI tarapha dhyAna do| pAlI cAturmAsa ke daurAna gurudeva kA svAsthya bahuta jyAdA ThIka nahIM thA, para aisA bhI nahIM thA ki hama unake pAvana sAnnidhya se vaMcita ho jAyeMge / pUjya gurudeva ke saMthArA paccakkha lene ke bAda karIba-karIba pratidina nimAja jAtA thA / kaI loga bhItara baiThe rahate the, unakA sAnnidhya hAsila karane ko lAlAyita the| maiMne kabhI apane Apako AyojakoM para thopA nahIM / paMkti meM khar3e hokara apanI bArI Ane para darzana kie tathA pAsa ke kamare aura maidAna meM sAmAyika lekara baiTha jAtA thA / | saMthAre ke samaya zrI miTThAlAla jI mehatA mukhya saciva rAjasthAna sarakAra, zrI indrasiMha jI kAvaDiyA, AI. e. esa. zrI | jJAnacandajI siMghavI mahAnidezaka pulisa ( saparivAra) darzana karane pdhaare| saMthAre ke daurAna lAkhoM logoM ne pUjya gurudeva ke darzana kie| pUjya jayamala jI mahArAja ke pazcAt sajagatApUrvaka saMthArA karAne kI mAMga kara kisI AcArya kA yaha itanA lambA saMthArA sadiyoM pazcAt huaa| tele kI tapasyA sahita 13 dinoM taka yaha saMthArA claa| jaina va | jainetara sabhI sampradAya ke logoM ne hI nahIM musalamAna bhAiyoM ne bhI isa phakkar3a phakIra ke darzana kie aura unhoMne
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 579 yaha pratijJA lI ki aise vilakSaNa saMta kA saMthArA jaba taka na sIjhe ve pazuvadha aura mAMsa bhakSaNa nahIM kreNge| aisA samabhAva kA prabhAvazAlI saMthArA maiMne apanI umra meM nahIM dekhaa| AcArya zrI ke cehare para aMtima samaya taka vahI cirasthAyI zAMti va samabhAva kAyama rahA / dAha saMskAra ke pazcAt zAma ko nimAja udyAna meM zraddhAMjali sabhA Ayojita kI gyii| samAja ne mujhe yaha saubhAgya diyA ki pUjya gurudeva kA aMtima likhita patra maiM sabhA meM par3hakara sunAU~ / jisameM paramapUjya hIrAcanda jI | ma.sA. ko AcArya aura parama pUjya mAnamunijI mahArAja ko upAdhyAya ghoSita karane ke nirdeza the / hameM isa bAta kI gauravAnubhUti hai ki donoM mahApuruSoM ke netRtva evaM saMrakSaNa meM hamArA saMgha gatimAna evaM vardhamAna hai / yaha saMgha sadA jayavanta rahe va hama saba bhI apane kartavya kA pAlana kareM to svataH saMgha uttarottara unnati kI | ora agrasara hogA, yaha mujhe pUrA vizvAsa hai / 22 janavarI, 1998 - pUrva nyAyAdhipati, rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya evaM adhyakSa, upabhoktA saMrakSaNa Ayoga, rAjasthAna - mahAvIranagara, rejIDeMsI roDa, jodhapura
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________________ paMcAcAra meM apramatta evaM zAstrArtha meM bejor3a zrI kanhaiyAlAla loDA AcArya kI vizeSatA hotI hai ki vaha svayaM to paMcAcAra kA utkRSTa, zuddha evaM niraticAra pAlana karatA hI hai, | sAtha hI jisa gaccha, saMpradAya, saMgha kA vaha AcArya hai usake sAdhakoM ko samucita AcAra pAlana karAnA bhI usakA | dAyitva hotA hai / pUjya AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja sAhaba ne isa dAyitva kA nivarhana pUrNa niSThA ke sAtha | kiyaa| sAtha hI paMcAcAra ko samRddha va dRDha banAne meM mahattvapUrNa evaM ullekhanIya yogadAna bhI kiyaa| isa dRSTi se | Apa sAmAnya AcArya se bar3hakara mahAn AcArya the| paMcAcAra haiM- (1) jJAnAcAra (2) darzanAcAra (3) cAritrAcAra (4) | tapAcAra aura (5) vIryAcAra | * jJAnAcAra ke ArAdhaka AcArya zrI jJAnAcAra ke utkRSTa ArAdhaka the / ApakA AgamajJAna agAdha thA / Apa pratidina niyamita rUpa | se Agama kA svAdhyAya karate the / Apane aneka AgamoM kA anuvAda va TIkAeM kii| jJAnAcAra ke sajaga praharI hone ka sAtha ApameM satyAnveSaNa kI bhI pravRtti thI / eka bAra Apane tAttvika carcA ke daurAna mujhase kahA- " tattvArthasUtra meM samyaktva mohanIya, hAsya, rati evaM puruSaveda ko puNya prakRti kahA gayA hai| kintu mohanIya karma kI prakRti to puNya hotI nahIM / ye cAroM to mohakarma se sambaddha haiN| digambara tattvArtha sUtra meM ina cAroM kA ullekha nahIM hai / ata: | yaha zodha kI jAnI cAhie ki zvetAmbara mata dvArA mAnya tattvArthasUtra meM ina cAroM prakRtiyoM kA samAveza puNya prakRti | ke rUpa meM kaise ho gayA ?" yaha thI ApakI tattvajJAna ke prati satyAnveSaNa kI pravRtti / AcArya zrI kuzala pravacanakAra evaM zreSTha lekhaka the / Apane prArambhika varSoM meM dharma, Agama, darzana, nIti, karma | siddhAnta, tattva jJAna Adi sabhI viSayoM para lekhanI calAI / Apake lekha hRdayasparzI, mArmika tathA preraNAprada haiM / mujhe lekha likhane kI preraNA Apase hI prApta huI / vastutaH mujhe likhanA sikhAyA / alpavaya meM hI ApakI vidvattA kA prabhAva deza ke dUrastha bhAgoM meM phailane lagA thaa| ApakI sUjhabUjha evaM zAstrajJAna kI kIrti kA eka udAharaNa kekar3I kA zAstrArtha hai / isa zAstrArtha kI ghaTanA yahA~ dI jA rahI hai / kekar3I meM zAstrArtha kA paracama ajamera sammelana ke pUrva saMvat 1990 meM AcArya zrI zAhapurA ke saba sezana jaja zrI saradAramalajI chAjer3a ke | nivedana para baner3A se vihAra kara zAhapurA pdhaare| vahA~ se anya kSetroM ko pharasate hue kekar3I padhAre / una dinoM kekar3I va isake cAroM ora ke kSetra meM bar3A viSAkta sAmpradAyika vAtAvaraNa thA / usa samaya usa kSetra meM jo sthAnakavAsI santa- satI Ate unheM digambara evaM mUrti pUjaka samAja kI ora se ThaharAne, AhAra- pAnI dene kA niSedha kara rakhA thaa| | unake sAtha abhadra vyavahAra kiyA jAtA tathA apamAnita va parezAna kiyA jAtA thaa| digambara samAja kI ora se | zvetAmbara samAja ke AgamoM para yaha Aropa lagAyA gayA evaM prasArita kiyA gayA ki inameM bhagavAna mahAvIra ne mAMsa khAyA, aisA likhA hai, ataH ye Agama amAnya haiN| isa Aropa kA kekar3I ke sthAnakavAsI samAja ne 'revatIdAna *
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 581) samAlocanA' pustaka prakAzita kara samucita khaNDana kiyaa| una dinoM kekar3I bhAratavarSa meM zAstrArtha kA pramukha sthAna thaa| yahA~ Arya samAja, digambara, zvetAmbara, mUrti | pUjaka evaM sthAnakavAsI samAja meM paraspara akhila bhAratIya stara para vidhivat zAstrArtha hote rahate the| kekar3I usa samaya vastuta: digambara paMDitoM va zAstriyoM kA gaDha thaa| paMDita zrI mUlacandajI zrI zrImAla pramukha vidvAna the| inakI zAstrArtha meM vizeSa ruci thii| ve digambara evaM zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka samAja ko sthAnakavAsI samAja ke sAdhuoM se zAstrArtha karane ke liya protsAhita karate rahate the| usa samaya jo bhI sthAnakavAsI sAdhu- sAdhvI kekar3I Ate, unheM zAstrArtha karane ke liye lalakArA jAtA thaa| ata: sthAnakavAsI sAdhu kekar3I meM Ate hicakicAte the| saMyoga se jaba AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA kekar3I padhAranA huA to kekar3I ke sthAnakavAsI samAja kI ora se zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka samAja ko AcArya zrI se apane praznoM kA samAdhAna karane ke liye likhA gyaa| isa para mUrtipUjaka samAja ne apane prazna zAstrArtha ke rUpa meM bheje / dinAMka 16 pharavarI san 1933 se eka saptAha taka zAstrArtha claa| paMDita zrI mUlacanda jI zAstrI ko donoM pakSoM kI ora se nirNAyaka cunA gyaa| AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne zvetAmbara samAja kI ora se pUche gae gUDha se gUDha praznoM ke uttara prAMjala saMskRta bhASA meM die| AcArya zrI ke prakANDa pANDitya pUrNa samucita samAdhAnoM se nirNAyaka paMDita jI sahamata hI nahIM, atyanta prabhAvita bhI hue| unhoMne nirNaya diyA ki AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke uttara jainadharma kI dRSTi se bahuta saTIka evaM samucita haiN| zAstrArtha ke pazcAt kekar3I ke digambara evaM mUrtipUjaka sampradAya kA joza ThaMDA par3a gayA aura sthAnakavAsI santa-satiyoM ko zAstrArtha ke lie lalakAranA baMda ho gyaa| isa zAstrArtha meM kekar3I sthAnakavAsI samAja ke mantrI suzrAvaka zrI dhanarAjajI nAhaTA ne pramukha bhUmikA nibhaayii| AcArya zrI kI umra usa samaya bAIsa-teIsa varSa kI hI thii| itanI choTI vaya meM diggaja paNDitoM se zAstrArtha karanA aura vijaya prApta karanA AcAryapravara ke viziSTa jJAna kA sUcaka rhaa| * darzanAcAra , cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra evaM vIryAcAra ke utkRSTa ArAdhaka AcArya zrI samyagdarzana aura saMvedanazIlatA rUpa darzana ina donoM hI darzanoM ke ucca starIya ArAdhaka the| Apake hRdaya meM dayA, karuNA, anukaMpA umar3atI thI, jo sarva hitakArI bhAva ke rUpa meM prakaTa hotI thii| jo bhI Apake samparka meM va darzanArtha AtA, usake duHkha se dravita ho use doSoM ke tyAgane kA koI na koI niyama dilAne kA Apako dhyAna rahatA thaa| Apa dayA ke sAgara evaM karuNA ke bhaNDAra the| samasta duHkhoM kI jar3a haiM - rAga, dveSa, moha, viSaya, kaSAya Adi doSa / AcArya zrI ina doSoM se bacane ke liye svayaM to satata jAgarUka rahate hI the, sAtha hI anya vyakti bhI ina doSoM va samasta dukhoM se mukti pAyeM, isake liye sadA preraNA dete rahate the| cAritrAcAra ke Apa utkRSTa ArAdhaka the| Apa indriyajayI evaM kaSAya-vijayI the| pratikUla prasaMga Ane para bhI Apa kruddha nahIM hote the, kSamA ke sAgara the| yadi koI doSI vyakti apane doSa ko Apa se nivedana karatA to Apa use binA burA bhalA kahe atyanta karuNA va prema se usake doSa-nivAraNa kA mArga batalAte the| aneka aparAdhI manovRtti ke vyaktiyoM ne ApakI zaraNa meM Akara jIvana ko aparAdha mukta va unnata bnaayaa| ApakA vyaktitva itanA prabhAvazAlI thA ki prAya: koI bhI vyakti Apake samakSa abhadra, aziSTa vyavahAra tathA anAdara karane kA sAhasa
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 582 | nahIM kara pAtA thaa| AcArya zrI bar3e saralahRdaya the aura dUsaroM ko bhI ve vaisA hI sarala samajhate the| koI mAyAcAra yA kapaTa kara sakatA hai, jhUTha bola sakatA hai, unheM prAya: aisA nahIM lagatA thaa| AcArya zrI nirlobhatA kI pratimUrti the / aneka bahumUlya citra va amUlya hastalikhita graMtha jinakA Apa cAhate to saMgraha kara sakate the, parantu Apane unheM zAstra bhaNDAroM ko sambhalAne kI preraNA pradAna kara unheM samAjopayogI bnaayaa| Apa krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha ina cAroM | hI kaSAyoM se apane ko bacAne meM sadaiva sajaga rahate the| kaSAya-vijaya ke lie satata parAkrama karate rahate the| ___ AcAryapravara tIna guptiyoM ke pAlana meM sadaiva jAgarUka rhe| Apa kAyA kA gopana kara vyartha kI pravRttiyoM se bacate the| vacanagupti ke prati bhI pUrNa sAvadhAna the| vikathAoM se to sadA bacate hI the, Agantuka darzanArthI ko bhI sAmAyika svAdhyAya, vrata-pratyAkhyAna ke niyama dilAkara apane kArya meM laga jAte the| vyartha kI bAta bilkula nahIM karate the| Apa svayaM utkRSTa cAritra kA pAlana karate the, sAtha hI samparka meM Ane vAle vyaktiyoM ko bhI kisI na kisI prakAra kI sAdhanA kI preraNA dete rahate the| Apake apane zAsana kAla meM ikatIsa santoM evaM cauvana satiyoM kI dIkSA huii| ApakI preraNA se sAmAyika-saMgha va sAdhanA-saMgha kI sthApanA huii| ApakA vyaktitva itanA prabhAvazAlI hone para bhI Apa mAna se kosoM dUra rahate the| saMthAre ke kucha dina pahale ApakI rugNAvasthA meM sAdhanA viSayaka carcA meM Apane pharamAyA ki sAgara meM eka budabudA rahe to kyA aura na rahe to kyA, arthAt sAgara meM budabude kA koI mahattva yA mUlya nahIM hai usI prakAra isa saMsAra meM hamAre rahane na rahane kA, jIne marane kA koI mahattva nahIM hai / AcArya zrI ke isa kathana se hI yaha anumAna lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki Apa kitane nirabhimAnI the| ApakI preraNA se saikar3oM sAdhakoM ne apane jIvana ko unnata bnaayaa| Apa tapAcAra ke bhI utkRSTa ArAdhaka the| AcAryapravara ke pAMcoM iMndriyoM ke AhAra (ke bhoga) kA tyAga rUpa anazana tapa to sadaiva calatA hI rahatA thA, sAtha hI zarIra aura indriyoM kI kriyA ke liye jo AhAra lenA par3atA thA vaha bhI kama se kama lete the arthAt uNodarI tapa barAbara calatA thaa| jo AhAra lete the usameM nijI saMkalpa nahIM hotA thA, apane ziSyoM kI prasannatA ke lie evaM saMyama-sAdhanA ke lie lete the / isa prakAra vRttipratyAkhyAna yA | bhikSAcaryA tapa ke bhI sacce ArAdhaka thaa| AhAra meM rasa kA bhoga na karane se Apa rasa-parityAgI the| dina bhara baiThe-baiThe kArya karane para tathA calane se thakAna hone para bhI Apa dina meM leTate nahIM the| roga Ane para samatA se sahana karate the| isa prakAra ApakA kAya-kleza tapa calatA rahatA thaa| Apa indriyoM ke sAtha mana ko bhI bahirmukhI vRtti se haTAkara apane ko jJAnopayoga meM saMlIna karane meM tatpara rahate the| arthAt pratisaMlInatA tapa bhI ApakA utkRSTa zreNI kA thaa| saMyama kI utkRSTa pAlanA ke lie prAyazcita kA Apa sadA dhyAna rakhate the| Apa ahaMbhAva se pare the isalie vinaya tapa sahaja kriyAnvita ho jAtA thaa| / ApakA sabake prati vinamratA kA vyavahAra thaa| vaiyyAvRttya yA sevAbhAva to ApakA sahaja guNa thaa| ApakI vidvattA, yogyatA, sAmarthya Adi sabhI saMsAra kI sevA meM arpita the| Apa karuNAI ho sabhI ko sanmArga para calane kI preraNA dene rUpa sevA meM tatpara rahate the| svAdhyAya tapa ke to Apa mUrtimAna rUpa the| prAta:kAla se rAtri taka svAdhyAya meM rata rahate the| aMdherA haTate hI likhane par3hane kA kArya cAlU kara dete the| apanA samaya vyartha na jAve, isake prati pUrNa sAvadhAna rahate the| Apake samparka meM jo bhI paDhA likhA vyakti AtA ; Apa use niyamita svAdhyAya karane kI preraNA dete evaM niyama dilAte
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 583 the| ApakI preraNA se hI svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA huI, jisakA uddezya gAMva-gAMva meM, pratyeka vyakti meM svAdhyAya kA pracAra prasAra karanA hai| poravAla - pallIvAla Adi kSetroM meM svAdhyAya se hI jAgRti AI hai / ina kSetroM meM pahale jahA~ do cAra bhI vaktA nahIM the, vahA~ Aja zatAdhika vaktA taiyAra ho gaye haiN| dhyAna tapa to Apake jIvana kA aMga hI thaa| prAta:kAla sUryodaya ke samaya, madhyAhna meM 12 se 1 baje taka tathA rAtri meM zayana ke samaya ApakI dhyAna-sAdhanA niyamita calatI thii| caturvidha saMgha meM svAdhyAya va sAmAyika kI taraha hI dhyAna sAdhanA cAlU ho, isake liye mujhe Apase barAbara preraNA milatI rhii| Apa pharamAte - "svayaM bhI dhyAna-sAdhanA karo tathA dUsaroM ko bhI dhyaan-sikhaao|" ata: Apake sAnnidhya meM aneka dhyAna zivira lagAye gye| vyutsarga tapa dhyAna-sAdhanA kA agalA caraNa va AbhyaMtara tapa kA aMtima caraNa hai| dhyAna-sAdhanA kartA-bhoktA bhAva se chUTane va jJAtA draSTA banane kI sAdhanA hai| vyutsarga tapa dehAtIta-lokAtIta hone kI sAdhanA hai| isa sAdhanA meM sAdhaka indriya evaM loka ke prabhAva se mukta ho, asaMga ho, inase pare ho jAtA hai| phira buddhi sama ho apane meM hI lIna ho jAtI hai tathA ciMtana-manana saMkalpa-vikalpa kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| vyutsarga-sAdhanA kA utkRSTa rUpa hai saMlekhanA saMthArA / AcAryapravara ne jabase saMthArA liyA tabase pUrNa hoza meM hote hue bhI Apa tana-mana-vacana se nizceSTa rahe / apanI ora se karavaTa bhI na lI, na kisI se bAta kI aura na koI saMketa hI kiyaa| bAhyatapa se AbhyaMtara tapa adhika mahattvazAlI hai aura AbhyaMtara tapa meM vyutsarga tapa sarvotkRSTa tapa hai| yaha mukti meM sAkSAt kAraNa hai| AcArya zrI ne bAhya-Abhyantara sabhI tapoM kA anupAlana kiyaa| Apa mahAn tapasvI the| vIryAcAra athavA puruSArtha-parAkrama ke Apa dhanI the| 'samayaM goyama ! mA pamAyae' yaha sUtra Apake jIvana meM caritArtha thaa| AcArya zrI kA prAta: se sAyaMkAla taka sArA kriyA-kalApa mukti kI prApti ho, isI ke lie hotA thii| * mahattva guNa pUjA kA hai, vyakti pUjA kA nahIM savAImAdhopura meM AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sAhaba kI jayantI manAI gayI thii| prAta:kAla kI dhArmika sabhA meM vaktA AcArya zrI ke guNoM se preraNA lene para jora dete rhe| sAyaMkAla pratikramaNa ke pazcAt AcAryapravara se maiMne nivedana kiyA ki mere dAdA zrI bhUrAlAlajI loDhA kahA karate the ki jIvita (chadmastha) vyakti kI prazaMsA nahIM karanI caahie| kyA unakA yaha pharamAnA ucita hai? _AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki pahale saba saMta bhI yaha hI kahate the aura yaha ucita hI hai| mujhe AcArya zrI ke mukha se yaha bAta sunakara atyanta prasannatA huI, kAraNa ki mujhe Dara thA ki kahIM AcArya zrI isa kathana kA yaha artha nahIM le leveM ki Aja jo mere guNagAna kie gae, ve ise pasaMda nahIM haiN| AcArya zrI ke ukta kathana ko sunakara mujhe lagA ki AcArya zrI prazaMsA ke bhUkhe nahIM haiM, pratyuta prazaMsA sunanA pasaMda bhI nahIM krte| prAta: kAla kI dhArmika-sabhA meM bhI ApakI prazaMsA karane vAle vaktAoM ko Apa bAra-bAra Toka rahe the| mujhe lagA ki mere mana kA Dara eka bhrama thA jo AcArya zrI ke ukta kathana ko sunakara dUra ho gyaa| paMcAcAra ke utkRSTa ArAdhaka hone ke sAtha Apa caturvidha saMgha ke hita ke lie sadaiva tatpara rahate the| AcArya zrI ke guNoM kI thAha nhiiN| mahAn AcAravAn AcAryapravara ko zataza: sahasrazaH namana / -adhiSThAtA, zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna sAdhanA bhavana, bajAja nagara, jayapura)
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________________ apramatta sAdhaka kI dinacaryA * DaoN. dharmacandra jana 'samayaM goyama ! mA pamAyae, evaM 'kAle kAlaM samAyare' Agama-vAkyoM ke ArAdhaka AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. aise adhyAtmayogI evaM yugamanISI sAdhaka santa the jo nindA - vikathA evaM sAMsArika prapaMcoM se | manasA, vacasA evaM karmaNA dUra rahakara samaya eka-eka pala kA sadupayoga karate the| rAtri meM Apa niyata samaya para por3hate, kintu jaba bhI nIMda se jAga jAte, to rAta ke do baje hoM yA tIna, Apa uThakara japa, mAlA, dhyAna yA cintana | meM lIna ho jaate| rAtri ke andhakAra meM bhI kabhI-kabhI citta meM upaje vicAroM yA kAvya paMktiyoM ko lipibaddha kara lete| Apa khAlI kAgaja evaM peMsila sAtha meM rakhakara por3hate / rAtrika pratikramaNa kA samaya hone para pratikramaNa karate, | santoM ko pratyAkhyAna karAte evaM sUryodaya ke pazcAt pratilekhana karake sthaNDila ke lie padhAra jAte / vApasa Akara alpAhAra - mukhyataH peya grahaNa karate aura svAdhyAya tathA lekhana meM saMlagna ho jAte / prAtaHkAla pravacana evaM aparAhna meM zAstra vAcana kA krama niyamita cltaa| jaba kabhI pravacana meM nahIM padhArate | to svAdhyAya evaM lekhana kA kArya jArI rakhate / madhyAhna meM 12 baje dhyAna ke lie virAjate / dhyAna kA aisA krama thA ki kabhI vihArakAla meM vilamba ho jAtA to per3a ke nIce yA jo bhI ucita sthAna milatA, vahA~ hI eka baje taka | dhyAnastha ho jAte / mauna kA samaya 2 baje taka rahatA thA / phira zAstra vAcana karate, santa-satiyoM kI jijJAsAoM kA | samAdhAna karate, unake zAstrajJAna ko pATha dekara yA preraNA kara Age bar3hAte / samaya milate hI vajrAsana, padmAsana Adi | AsanoM se virAjakara lekhana meM juTa jaate| Avazyaka hone para sAMyakAla 4 baje bAda sAmayika viSayoM para carcA | karate / sAyaMkAla sthaNDila bhUmi se lauTakara dainandinI likhate evaM thor3A sA AhAra lete / madhyAhna meM prAya: AhAra | grahaNa nahIM karate the| kabhI karate to halkA sA lete| mirca-masAle yukta evaM gariSTha AhAra kA varjana hI rakhate / / | AhAra kA sevana saMyama - jIvana ke lie thA, svAdapUrti evaM zarIra-poSaNa ke lie nahIM / I sAyaMkAla kA pratikramaNa bhI samaya para karate / pratikramaNa ke pazcAt santoM tathA Agantuka zrAvakoM se | jJAna- carcA karate / zrAvakoM ko bhI jijJAsA samAdhAna kA yaha samaya upayukta lagatA, kyoMki rAtri meM pUjyapravara lekhana | Adi kAryoM meM vyApRta nahIM milate the| yaha samaya AcAryadeva prAya: jijJAsu zrAvakoM ke lie niyata rakhate the, kintu dina meM bhI dhyAna, mauna, pravacana, zAstravAcana Adi ke atirikta jaba bhI yoga banatA Apa AgantukoM ko | sAmAyika svAdhyAya kI preraNA evaM vrata - pratyAkhyAna karAne hetu sajaga rahate the / smaraNazakti itanI tIvra ki andhere meM bhI AvAja mAtra zrAvakoM ko pahacAna lete the / AgantukoM se Apa Arthika evaM pArivArika viSaya para kabhI bhI bAtacIta nahIM karate the| Asana isa prakAra lagAte ki zrAvakoM ko caraNa sparza kA prAyaH avasara nahIM milatA thaa| | jJAnacarcA ke anantara niyamita rUpa se kalyANamandira stotra evaM nandIsUtra kA svAdhyAya karake Apa kASThapaTTa para yA | nIce hI zarIra evaM mastiSka ke vizrAmArtha por3ha jAte the| dina meM kabhI por3hane yA leTane kA kAma nahIM / manobala itanA dRDha ki jvaragrasta hone para bhI baiThe rahakara hI svAdhyAya - lekhana meM pravRtta rahate / ApakI dinacaryA ko jisane apane | nayanoM se dekhA hai, vaha AsAnI se samajhA sakatA hai ve mahApuruSa kitane apramatta the / ( upAdhyAyapravara zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. se bAtacIta ke AdhAra para) - 34 24-25 kuDI bhagatAsanI, jodhapura
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________________ mere jIvana-nirmAtA ___ pUjya gurudeva AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. paristhitiyoM ko pahacAnane meM pAraMgata the| atala tala meM pahuMcane DaoN. maMjulA bamba kI zakti Apa meM vidyamAna thii| vyakti kA ceharA dekhakara usake manogata bhAvoM ko jAnane meM nipuNa the / gurudeva dekha lete the ki isa vyakti ke jIvana ko sudRDha banAne ke lie kisa prakAra ke upacAra kI AvazyakatA hai| mere jIvana kA nirmANa karane meM unakA mahattvapUrNa yogadAna rhaa| san 1975 meM mere jIvana meM yakAyaka parivartana aayaa| acAnaka mere pati zrI hemacanda jI bamba 14 agasta 1975 kI rAtri 11.30 baje isa saMsAra se mujhako tIna baccoM ke sAtha chor3akara cale ge| isa vIrAna jindagI ke | bAre meM hamezA socatI rahatI thii| aneka prazna uThate rahate the| maiM 17 sitambara san 1975 ko pUjya gurudeva ke darzanoM ke lie parivArajanoM ke sAtha byAvara gyii| taba gurudeva ne mujhako rote hue dekhakara samajhAte hue kahA thA "yadi vyakti apane guNoM kA vikAsa karegA to usakI jIvana- yAtrA nirvighna sampanna hogii| guNoM kI vRddhi kA kahIM ahaMbhAva jAgrata nahIM ho jAve, isake lie vyakti ko mahApuruSoM ke caraNoM meM svayaM ko arpita karanA caahie|" / yahI vAkya hamezA mere kAnoM meM gUMjate rahate the| usa samaya svAdhyAya kI pravRtti mujhameM nahIM hone se maiM dhArmika anuSThAnoM se bilkula anabhijJa thii| ajJAnatA ke kAraNa kaI prazna mere mana meM kautUhala utpanna karate the aura maiM hamezA una praznoM ko likhakara rakha letI thii| maiM jaba bhI gurudeva ke darzanoM ke lie jAtI, ve prazna apane sAtha lekara jAtI ki anukUla avasara milane para gurudeva se puuchuugii| magara mere sabhI praznoM kA samAdhAna vyAkhyAna meM hI ho jAtA thaa| mere Azcarya kA ThikAnA nahIM rahatA thA ki hara samaya hI mere praznoM kA samAdhAna mere binA pUche kaise ho jAtA hai| dopahara kI mauna-sAdhanA ke bAda jaba maiM AcAryapravara kI sevA meM baiThatI taba mujhase gurudeva pUchate ki 'mana meM jo koI prazna hai vaha puuch| maiM cupa rahatI, phira "pUcha bAI puuch| maMjU puuch|' maiM zarma se aura Dara se bolatI hI nahIM thii| maiM sahamI-sahamI sI kaha detI, nahIM bAbajI nahIM, koI prazna nahIM hai| aisA mere jIvana meM karIba ATha-dasa bAra huaa| isI taraha mere mana meM zaMkAe~ uThatI rahatIM aura pUjya bhagavanta ke darzanArtha jAtI tabhI pravacana meM hI sabhI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna mila jaataa| mere Azcarya kA ThikAnA nahIM rahatA ki gurudeva ko mere mana kI bAteM eksare mazIna kI bhAMti kaise patA calatI haiM? vANI meM oja, pravacana meM prakharatA, utkRSTa saMyama-sAdhanA ke sAtha saralatA Adi aneka guNa Apa meM the, jo cumbakIya zakti kA kArya karate the| jo bhI eka bAra gurudeva ke samIpa baiTha jAtA usakI vahA~ se jAne kI icchA nahIM hotI thii| aisA lagatA thA ki ApakA saumya ceharA apalaka nihArate rheN| isase nayana to pavitra hote hI the, mana bhI pulakita rahatA thaa| gurudeva se Atmika-zakti milatI thii| darzana karake vApisa jayapura lauTatI to bahuta hI ronA AtA thaa| Apa zrI ke vAtsalya aura cumbakIya-zakti se maiM bahuta prabhAvita huii| mere nIrasa, vIrAna jIvana meM unhoMne mujhe kabhI bhI vrata-niyama ke lie nahIM khaa| mujhe hamezA jIvana-lakSya kI preraNA pradAna krte| ApazrI ne apanA sampUrNa jIvana sva-para kalyANa meM hI samarpita kiyaa| isI kAraNa ApazrI ke samparka meM Ane vAlA koI bhI vyakti khAlI nahIM lauTatA thaa| sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, dhyAna, mauna, naitika utthAna, kuvyasana-tyAga
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________________ 586 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ityAdi jIvana jIne kI kalA Apa se prApta hotI thii| gurudeva, paropakArI santa the| hamezA dUsaroM ke hita meM socA karate the| mamatAmayI janmadAtrI rUpA kI goda ko chor3akara Apa aSTa pravacana mAtA kI goda meM baiThakara saMgha ko, samAja ko hI nahIM, apitu pUre vizva ko vAtsalya rUpI amRta pilAkara isa paMcama kAla ke mahAn santa bne| AcAryapravara karuNA ke sAgara the| unhoMne mujhe rogI kI sevA karane kI preraNA kii| taba se mAnava kuSTha Azrama kI samucita vyavasthA maiMne dekhanA zuru kiyA thaa| netrahIna bAlakoM ke Azrama meM saptAha meM eka bAra unako snAna karAne kA kArya bhI kiyaa| savAI mAnasiMha aspatAla ke netrarogiyoM kA eka vArDa maiMne goda liyaa| usameM jAne para unakI bebasI para apAra duHkha hotA thaa| kisI ke pAsa davA lAkara dene vAlA nahIM hotA thA to kisI ke pAsa dudha lAkara dene vAlA nahIM hotA thA, to kisI ke pAsa dUdha garma karane vAlA nahIM thaa| yaha sabhI kArya maiM svayaM hI karake AtI thI aura mujhe bahuta acchA lagatA thaa| Apa kahA karate the ki apane jaisA hI dUsaroM ko smjho| yadi Apako kisI ko preraNA denI hai to svayaM vaisA hI AcaraNa kro| AcaraNa ko dekhakara dUsare svayaM zikSA leNge| ____jisa prakAra zarIra puSTi ke lie vyAyAma aura bhojana Avazyaka hai usI prakAra mastiSka ke vikAsa ke lie svAdhyAya Avazyaka hai| gurudeva kI isa preraNA se maiM nitya svAdhyAya va thokar3e Adi sIkhane lgii| ___ApakI preraNAoM ne hI mere ekAkI, bebasa, khokhale, parAzrita supta jIvana ko jgaayaa| zreSTha mUlyoM kA navanIta pradAna kiyaa| bhautikatA ke jAla meM phaMsI huI mujhe AdhyAtmikatA kA amRta pilaayaa| atIta ko bhUlakara vartamAna meM jIne kI kalA btaaii| Aja maiM jo bhI hU~ jaisI bhI hU~ ApakI dIrgha dRSTi se huuN| Apane mujhe AnevAlI ApadAoM se saceta kara una ApattiyoM ke pratikAra yA pratirodha kA samaya-samaya para upAya bhI btaayaa| sAtha hI vikAsa ke dIrgha pariNAmI sUtra bhI diye| ___ mujhe aksara kaI bahineM pUchatI haiM ki Apa dina bhara kyA karatI hoMgI? kaise samaya vyatIta karatI hoMgI? bar3e sahAnubhUtipUrNa zabdoM meM pUchatI haiN| maiM unase kahatI hU~ mere ArAdhyadeva mere gurudeva ne mujhe prAtaH kAla se rAtri sone taka kI dinacaryA meM jIvana jIne kI aisI kalA sikhAI hai ki eka pUrA dina bhI choTA par3a jAtA hai| mere pAsa ekAkIpana ko pAsa phaTakane kI guMjAiza nahIM hai| yaha uttara sunakara bahineM Azcarya cakita ho jAtI haiM / mere jIvana ke khivaiyA, jIvana saMvArane vAle vANI ke jAdUgara ko zraddhA sumana dete hue 'dharatI kAgaja karUM lekhana karUM vnraay| sAta samudra kI masi karUM guru gaNa likhA nahIM jaaye|' __svayaM ko sunane vAle, svayaM ko dekhane vAle, svayaM ko jAnane vAle antarmukhI jar3a aura caitanya ke vijJAtA, mere jIvana ke nirmAtA, vAtsalya kI pratimUrti, ratnavaMza ke ziromaNi AkarSaka vyaktitva ke dhanI, yuga-draSTA, itihAsa mArtaNDa, sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke praNetA aise adbhuta evaM virala yogI ke caraNoM meM merA koTizaH vandana, abhinaMdana / * zraddhA kA kalpavRkSa ___yaha ghaTanA san 1969 kI hai| AcAryapravara kA vikrama samvat 2026 kA cAturmAsa nAgaura meM thaa| yaha ghaTanA bamba parivAra kI hai| zrI anUpacaMdajI sAhaba bamba ke choTe bhAI zrI sirahamala jI sAhaba bamba AcArya pravara ke ananya bhakta the| usI samaya mahAsatI jI zrI sAyarakaMvarajI ma.sA. evaM mahAsatIzrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. Adi ThANA kA vi. saMvat 2026kA cAturmAsa bhopAlagaDha (bar3ala) meM thaa| bamba sAhaba apanI bahina tapasvinI zrImatI lAr3adevI botharA, dharmapatnI zrImatI sampata devI bamba, putra zrI padama bAbU aura zrI kamala bAbU ko sAtha lekara kAra se mAravAr3a kI ora
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 587 bhopAlagaDha mahAsatI jI ke darzanArtha gye| vahA~ dinabhara sevA karane ke bAda rAta ko AcAryapravara ke darzanArtha ravAnA ho rahe the, tabhI mahAsatiyA~ jI ne manA kiyA ki rAta ko yahIM para ArAma karo aura subaha nAgaura dayA pAla lenaa| magara darzanoM kI utkaMThA ne rAta ko hI ravAnA kara diyaa| sabhI loga rAta ko hI kAra dvArA bhopAlagar3ha se nAgaura ke liye ravAnA hue| acAnaka dhyAna AyA ki rAstA bhaTaka gae haiM aura kAra bajAya sar3aka ke calane ke ghAsa aura miTTI para cala rahI hai| cAroM ora dekhane para kahIM para bhI sar3aka dikhAI nahIM de rahI thii| usa bhayAnaka kAlI rAta meM jaMgala meM auratoM va baccoM ke sAtha bamba sAhaba ko bhI cintA honA svAbhAvika thaa| unhoMne guru hastI kA cintana kiyaa| kAra ke calate huye sAmane Age sAikila para lAla sAphA bAMdhe eka vyakti dikhAI diyaa| sAikila savAra ke pAsa gADI dhIre kara bamba sAhaba ne rAstA puuchaa| sAikila roka kara usane kahA ki bhAI ! Apa galata cala rahe haiN| rAstA bhaTaka gae haiN| yaha rAstA idhara nahIM hai| hAtha se izArA karate huye usane kahA ki rAstA udhara hai aura vaha vyakti vahA~ se ravAnA ho gyaa| gAr3I teja kara usa vyakti ko idhara-udhara dekhaa| para vaha vyakti dikhAI nahIM diyaa| phira kAra ko vApasa ghumAyA ki sar3aka dikhAI dii| sabake Azcarya kA ThikAnA nahIM rahA aura sabake mukha para eka ajIba khuzI chA gyii| usa kahane vAle vyakti ko DhUMDhate raha gae, magara vaha kahIM para bhI dikhAI nahIM diyaa| rAta ko nAgaura pahu~ca gye| -3, meru pailesa hoTala ke pAsa, savAI rAmasiMha ror3a jayapura (rAja.)
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________________ namana . DaoN. lagamana midharvA parama zraddheya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sAhaba ko maiMne apane bacapana se dekhA , jAnA aura unake AzIrvacana kI maMgalamaya zItala chAyA meM zaizava, kaizaurya, yauvana aura praur3hAvasthA ke hara caraNa meM unase mujhe udbodhana milA, preraNA milii| mere pUjya dAdAjI ke samaya se maiMne unake pAsa jAnA zuru kiyaa| navakAra maMtra kA pratidina apane nitya naimittika kAryakrama meM niyamita rUpa se japa karane kA vrata unhoMne hI mujhe diyaa| maiMne saMskRta kA adhyayana bacapana meM hI zuru kiyA thaa| ve mujhase subhASita sunate aura protsAhana dete / parivAra ke saba sadasyoM ko dharma dhyAna pharamAte / saMskRta ke sAtha prAkRta kA abhyAsa karane kA sujhAva dete| maiMne eka bAra kahA ki mujhe vaiSNava paramparA meM bhI gaharI ruci hai, to unhoMne anekAnta ke saMdarbha meM eka parimArjita dRSTi dii| unhoMne mujhe batAyA ki zramaNa-paramparA Arya saMskRti kI do zAkhAoM meM se eka hai aura vaidika saMskRti ke samAnAntara atyanta prAcIna kAla se calI A rahI hai| ve jJAna ke jyotipuMja the, sAdhanA aura tapasyA ke kIrtimAna the, preraNA ke srota the| ve eka zikSaka, guru aura mArgadarzaka the, ahiMsAparaka evaM anekAntavAdI kSamAzIla zramaNa-paramparA ke prAmANika evaM mAnaka yugapuruSa the| unakI puNya-smRti ko, unake kRtitva ko, unake jIvana-dRSTAnta ko merA zata-zata nmn| __ 16 mArca, 1998 4-epha, vhAiTa hAusa, 10-bhagavAnadAsa roDa naI dillI 110001
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________________ Aloka puMja gurudeva * zrI AsRlAla saMcatI gurudeva parama pUjanIya zrI gajendrAcArya eka Aloka puMja ke samAna the| aisA Aloka puMja jo bAhya Aloka ke sAtha-sAtha AbhyaMtara Aloka bhI prasArita karatA hai| isIlie ve anupama the, apratima the| gurudeva kI upasthiti ke phalasvarUpa jahA~ vAtAvaraNa meM karuNA, zAnti, ahiMsA va maitrI kA prakAza prasArita hotA, vahA~ Antarika AdhyAtmika zakti kI bhI pragati hotI thii| isa prakAra anekAneka prANiyoM yA vyaktiyoM ko Atmika unnati ke mArga para agrasara hone kA sahArA yA sambala milatA thaa| jo maiMne svayaM dekhA aura anubhava kiyA usa para AdhArita kucha saMsmaraNa yahA~ prastuta karane kA prayatna kruuNgaa| vijJa pAThaka vistArabhaya ke kAraNa saMkSipta vivaraNa ko hI yatheSTa smjheN| * sAmiSa bhojana nahIM banA gurudeva kA san 1958 meM dillI meM cAturmAsa thA aura merA bhI uttara relave ke makAna meM nivAsa thaa| gurudeva kA kRpA kara vahA~ padhAranA huaa| kucha saMtoM kI cikitsA ke liye maiMne usa gRha meM virAjane kA nivedana kiyaa| vahA~ para eka pratikUlatA thii| Asa pAsa ke baMgaloM meM jainetara sAmiSabhojI parivAra rahate the, isake cihna spaSTa dRSTigocara the| satya bhI thA ki ve aise sAmiSa bhojI the ki nirAmiSa vyakti kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sktaa| varNana to dUra, kintu jaba una sAmiSa bandhuoM ko jJAta huA ki gurudeva va jaina saMta aise sthAna para nivAsa kI vicAraNA bhI nahIM kara | sakate to unhoMne svayaM AzvAsana diyA ki jaba taka saMta munimaNDala vahA~ virAjegA, vahA~ sAmiSa bhojana nahIM banegA aura yahI huaa| vahA~ nirAmiSa AhAra hI banA aura jaba taka santa vahA~ virAje, una jainetara logoM ne bhI santa-sevA kA lAbha liyaa| isa prakAra vahA~ kucha dina hI sahI, mahatI jIva hiMsA rukI aura zAnti va karuNA kA saMcaraNa huaa| * bhakta kRpAlu san 1968-1971 taka merI niyukti pazcima relave kSetra meM ajamera meM thI, kyoMki relave kA makAna zahara ke bAhara mukhya mArga ke samIpa thA, gurudeva ne usako eka se adhika bAra virAja kara pavitra kiyaa| isameM prakaTata: kAraNa merI divaMgata dharmapatnI para gurudeva kI kRpA dRSTi aura usakA bhI vizeSa Agraha thA, kintu mujhe spaSTa anubhava huA ki gurudeva mujhe AdhyAtmika mArga para lAnA cAhate the, agrasara kara rahe the| na jAne gurudeva ne kaise mujhe apanI kRpA dRSTi ke lie cunA thA (yaha anubhava mere aneka mitroM ko huA, jinakA jIvana-nirmANa gurudeva dvArA huA) "AMkha tAdara kI nazemana para rahI paravAja meM" / jisa prakAra pakSI dUra gagana meM U~ce ur3ate hue bhI apane nIDa para evaM zizuoM para dRSTi rakhatA hai, gurudeva bhI apane bhaktoM kA satata dhyAna rakhate the, unakA mArgadarzana karate rahate the| astu ajamera pravAsa ke kucha bindu sAmAjika evaM vyaktigata dRSTi se mahattvapUrNa rahe /
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________________ 590 jIvana nirmAtA eka dina gurudeva ne mujhe praznavAcaka mudrA meM pUchA- 'AsUlAla ! utkoca ? prathamataH maiM samajha nahIM sakA, kintu | bAda meM samajhane para maine nakArAtmaka uttara diyA, to gurudeva ne kahA tyAga karo, jIvana paryaMta kisI prakAra kI rizvata nahIM lenA / basa yahI vrata sevAkAla meM merA sambala banA aura maiM mAno kAjala kI koTharI se sApha niSkalaMka nikala | gayA / yadyapi kaI prakAra ke pralobhanoM dhamakiyoM, upAlambhoM se do cAra karatA rahA sAtha hI jyoM-jyoM mere isa vrata 1 | ke bAre meM jAnakArI phailI to merI aura merI lekhanI kI vizvasanIyatA bhI bar3hI alaga * namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM maiM maikade kI rAha se hokara gujara gyaa| varanA saphara hayAta kA kitanA tavIla thA / sAtha- sAtha hI gurudeva apane gurumaMtra kA jAdU mujha para bhI DAlate rahe aura sAmAyika svAdhyAya kI preraNA dete | rhe| pahale pA~ca sAmAyika mAsika se prArambha kara ke dhIre dhIre naukarI meM tarakkI ke sAtha isa tarapha bhI tarakkI | karane kA udbodhana diyA / phira jaina Agama ke svAdhyAya kA protsAhana diyaa| kyoMki relave meM aMgrejI bhASA kA pracalana thA / AgamoM ke aMgrejI anuvAdoM ke adhyayana kA mArgadarzana diyA aura maiMne sarvaprathama haramaina jaikobI dvArA | anUdita AcArAMga, sUtrakRtAMga, uttarAdhyayana Adi kA paricaya prApta kiyaa| sAtha hI mere putroM ko bhI isa adhyayana | AkarSaNa evaM Ananda kA anubhava huA / isa ananta upakAra se mujhe Age jAkara jo upalabdhiyA~ huI unakA jikra isa lekha ke aMta meM draSTavya hai / ajamera meM relave ke daphtaroM meM karIba 1000 vyakti kAryarata the| adhikAMza ajaina the jo jaina muniyoM ke | kriyAkalApa se aparicita the, kintu gurudeva ke sAmIpya se ve karmacArI jaina mArga se paricita hI nahIM lAbhAnvita bhI | hue| kyoMki gurudeva ne apanI dhIra gaMbhIra prasanna zailI meM unakA isa prakAra kA zaMkA-samAdhAna kiyA ki unake hRdaya | meM zraddhA kA bIjAropaNa ho gayA / phalasvarUpa relave ke kaiMTIna hAla meM gurudeva ke pravacana kA Ayojana huaa| dina meM 3 baje grISma Rtu apane utkarSa para aura hAla ThasAThasa bharA huA thaa| paMkhoM ke nIce to loga garmI se trasta the / phira | gurudeva ke padArpaNa ke sAtha paMkhe baMda aura kucha kSaNoM kI khalabalI, kintu jyoM hI gurudeva ne amRta vANI kI varSA to ekadama apAra zAMti / saMkSepa meM vaha pravacana sabhA cirasmaraNIya bana gaI aura AcAryapravara pUjya hIrAcaMda jI mahArAja sAhaba jo vahA~ upasthita the, abhI taka usakA smaraNa karate haiM / sabako jAnA hai isa prakAra kI aneka choTI-choTI ghaTanAe~ haiM, kintu nAvika ke tIra kI bhAMti prabhAvapUrNa haiM / 1981 meM merI mAtAzrI ke dehAnta ne mere pitAzrI ko atyaMta vicalita - vikSipta sA kara diyaa| aise meM gurudeva ke darzana aura unakI | zaraNa meM jAnA hI ucita pratIta huaa| pitA zrI kA mAnasika santulana bigar3a sA gayA thaa| unheM bAra-bAra merI mAtA | kI yAda satAtI thii| ve gurudeva ke pAsa ge| duHkha kA kAraNa gurudeva ko patA thaa| gurudeva ne pitAzrI ko aisA mantra | diyA, jise prApta kara pitA zrI kA jIvana badala gyaa| jaba mere pitA zrI darzana kara lauTe to ve eka bhinna vyakti | the / na ve duHkhI the na cintita / sarvathA sAmAnya / kAraNa unhIM ke zabdoM meM gurudeva ke zrI mukha se uccarita | maMtra- "sabako jAnA hai bAlakoM ko, yuvAoM ko, sabako eka dina jAnA hai| yaha koI anahonI nahIM na cintA kI | bAta / " unake jIvana kA eka sUtra bana gyaa| phira to jaba bhI unako cintA satAtI to unakI jabAna para yahI maMtra
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 511 hotA - "sabako jAnA hai , sabako jAnA hai|" aisA lagatA mAno yaha satya unake hRdayapaTala para aMkita ho gayA ho| yaha bhI likha dUM ki aisI hI paristhiti meM yahI maMtra merA bhI sahArA bnaa| vijJajana yaha kaheM ki isameM navInatA kyA hai, yaha to ciraMtana satya hai, kintu ye hI ciraMtana satya jaba mahApuruSoM ke mukhAraviMda se prakaTa hote haiM to ve prabhAvI bana jAte haiM, asara karate haiN| kyoMki unake pIche tyAga, tapa aura sAdhanA hotI hai dila se jo bAta nikalatI hai asara rakhatI hai, para na sahI tAkate paravAz2a magara rakhatI hai| * svAdhyAya kI preraNA eka bAra gurudeva ke sAmane mere mitroM ne hI mere khilApha zikAyata kara dI - "AsUlAla sAmAjika kAryoM meM bhAga nahI letA, sadA pIche rahatA hai|" Aropa satya bhI thaa| maiM sAmAjika kAryoM meM adhika dilacaspI na lekara ekAMta | meM pustakoM meM adhika samaya lagAtA rahA huuN| mitrabandhu mujhe sAmAjika kAryoM se jor3ane ke asaphala prayAsa bhI karate rahate the aura unakA antima prayAsa thA gurudeva ke samakSa mere prati zikAyata / kintu gurudeva ne samAdhAna kara diyA-"yaha to svAdhyAya karatA hai, ise svAdhyAya meM lage rahane do / " isa prakAra mere lie lakSya nizcita ho gayA-svAdhyAya aura mArga bhI prazasta ho gyaa| isa prakAra gurudeva apane bhaktoM kI pAtratA ko jAnate the, pahacAnate the aura yathAyogya mArga nirdhArita karate the kisI kI bekitajjalI hama para na nUra pr| dete haiM vadA jarphe kadAvAra dekhakara / / __ aura phira gurudeva yadyapi dUrastha pradezoM meM virAjate-jaise dakSiNa bhArata meM, phira bhI unake saMdeza preraNA prasAda ke | rUpa meM prApta hote rahate aura merI svAdhyAya ke kSetra meM pragati ke bAre meM prazna milate rhte| jo dUra hai unako upahAra denA yAda karanA bar3I bAta hai| varanA pratyeka vRkSa apane pairoM para to phaloM ko khuda girAtA hI hai| isI saMdarbha meM jodhapura cAturmAsa meM gurudeva ne sUtrakRtAMga kA aMgrejI anuvAda karane kI preraNA dii| Adeza thA zrAvakavara pArakha jauharI mala jI sAhaba hindI meM anvaya-anuvAda kareM aura mai aMgrejI meM / kArya dustara thA, kyoMki maiM saMskRta-prAkRta se ekadama anabhijJa aura Agama kI bhASA usameM sUtrakRtAMga kI - bujjhijja tiuTTejA baMdhaNaM parijANiyA - 2500 varSa pUrva kI atyanta prAcIna, sAragarbhita evaM duruuh| kintu gurudeva ne eka-eka gAthA kA zAbdika artha hI nahIM batAyA, balki usakA bhAva va tAtparya bhI aura jisa prakAra koI bAlaka ko aMguli pakar3akara calA detA hai, vaise hI kaI gAthAoM kA aMgrejI anuvAda huA jo kucha samaya pUrva jinavANI meM sampAdaka DaoN. dharmacanda jI ke vivecana ke sAtha kramabaddha prakAzita huA haiN| isI zRMkhalA meM gurukRpA se maiM sarala aMgrejI meM jainadharma kA paricaya dene vAlI do pustakeM likha skaa| pharsTa | sTepsa oNpha jainijma ke prathama bhAga meM jainadharma ke tAttvika sUtra kA paricaya dene kA prayAsa hai| isake antargata chaH dravya, sAta yA nau tattva, tIna ratna, tIna lakSaNa aura paMca parameSThI kA saMkSipta vivaraNa hai| gurudeva ne jodhapura Ate hue| banADa meM isakA vivaraNa bhI sunA aura mujhe dhanya kiyA kaI aMgrejI jAnane vAle zrAvakoM ko pustaka apane kara kamaloM se dekr| yaha gurukRpA kA hI phala hai ki pustaka deza-videza meM svIkAra huI hai| bAda meM pustaka kA dvitIya bhAga prakAzita huA jisameM karmavAda, anekAMtavAda, guNasthAna, samavAya Adi kA prathama paricaya hai| pA~ca samavAya ke bAre meM vizeSa nivedana hai ki isa viSayAMtargata kAla, svabhAva, niyati, purAkRta karma aura puruSArtha para gurudeva ne svayaM)
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________________ 592 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM vistAra se prakAza ddaalaa| kahA~ taka likheM, gurudeva kI anukaMpA kA varNana zabdoM meM nahIM ho sktaa| Aja bhI usI Aloka paMja ke prakAza meM jIvana kA zeSa bhAga svAdhyAya ke sahAre sukha-duHkha-samabhAva meM vyatIta ho, aisI prArthanA ke sAtha viramatA ujAle apanI yAdoM ke hamAre sAtha rahane do| na jAne jindagI kI kisa, galI meM zAma ho jaae| mArca, 1998 * DI-121, zAstrInagara, jodhapura
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________________ sacce nispRhI evaM udArahadaya AcArya zrI . zrI sampana rAja DosI AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kI AtmIyatA evaM kRpA se maiM Aja bhI abhibhUta huuN| ApakI preraNA se san 1970 meM svAdhyAya saMgha se judd'aa| isa kArya meM mujhe svAdhyAyiyoM se samparka kA avasara milA tathA aneka naye anubhava hue| svAdhyAya-saMgha ke saMyojaka ke rUpa meM kArya karate hue AcAryapravara ke nikaTa sAnnidhya se maiMne yaha anubhava kiyA ki svAdhyAya AcAryapravara kI preraNA kA mukhya viSaya hone para bhI unhoMne svAdhyAya-saMgha kI gatividhiyoM ke saMcAlana meM kabhI kisI prakAra kA hastakSepa nahIM kiyaa| cAhe kSetroM kI mAMgoM kA viSaya ho, cAhe svAdhyAyiyoM se samparka karanA ho, svAdhyAyiyoM ke lie Avazyaka sAhitya kA prakAzana karAnA ho athavA svAdhyAyI-ziviroM kA Ayojana karanA ho, AcAryapravara ne kabhI kisI prakAra kI preraNA nahIM kii| AcArya pravara kI isa prapaMcavihInatA ke kAraNa svAdhyAya-saMgha kA kArya sAmpradAyikatA se Upara uThakara saMcAlita ho skaa| svAdhyAya saMgha kI pravRtti kI AvazyakatA aura upayogitA kA anubhava karate hue sAre jaina samAja ne isa pravRtti ko apanAyA aura eka - eka karake aneka svAdhyAya-saMgha khulate gae tathA svAdhyAya-saMghoM kI gUMja sAre bhArata meM phaila gii| naye svAdhyAya-saMghoM meM svAdhyAya-saMgha gulAbapurA aura svAdhyAya saMgha jodhapura ke anubhavI svAdhyAyiyoM ko apanI ora khIMcane kI pravRtti bddh'ii| svAdhyAya-saMgha jodhapura ke aneka anubhavI svAdhyAyI naye - naye svAdhyAya-saMghoM meM jAne lage, parantu AcAryapravara ne kabhI mujhase yaha nahIM kahA ki DosI yaha kyA ho rahA hai? isake viparIta pIpAr3a ke cAturmAsa meM eka bAra svAdhyAyI zivira meM AcArya zrI ne mujhe tathA sabhI svAdhyAyiyoM ko yaha niyama dilAyA ki kisI bhI anya svAdhyAya-saMgha ke svAdhyAyI ko idhara khIMcane kA prayAsa nahIM kreN| ho sake utanI pUrti naye svAdhyAyI banAkara hI kreN| yaha usa mahApuruSa kI nispRhatA aura udAratA kA eka Adarza kriyAtmaka rUpa thaa| zrAvaNa athavA bhAdrapada mAha do hone para kaI kSetroM meM dvitIya zrAvaNa tathA kaI kSetroM meM bhAdrapada meM paryuSaNa | manAne kA prasaMga aayaa| taba svAdhyAya-saMgha dvArA donoM paryuSaNoM meM svAdhyAyI bheje ge| isI prakAra kabhI saMvatsarI ko caturthI athavA paMcamI kA bheda ho jAtA to binA kisI Agraha ke kSetra vizeSa ke zrAvaka saMgha kI bhAvanA ke anurUpa caturthI yA paMcamI ko svAdhyAyiyoM dvArA saMvatsarI manAyI gyii| isa prakAra ke vivAdAspada viSayoM meM nIti-nirdeza hama usI mahApuruSa kI udAratA se lene meM samartha hue| svAdhyAyiyoM ke prati AcAryapravara kA sahaja sneha thaa| ve unheM svAdhyAya kI pravRtti ko apanAne ke sAtha jIvana meM sAdhanA ko bhI sthAna dene kI preraNA karate the| svAdhyAya kI pravRti ko asAmpradAyika rIti se pramukhatA dene ke kAraNa AcArya zrI svAdhyAya ke paryAyavAcI samajhe jAne lge| jaba bhI svAdhyAya zabda kA uccAraNa sunA jAtA, AcArya zrI kI chavi mastiSka para aMkita ho jaatii| saccI nispRhatA evaM udAratA ke dhanI una AcAryapravara ko merA zata zata vndn| -saMgItA sAr3Ija, DAgA bAjAra, jodhapura
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________________ AzcaryoM kA Azcarya zrI kastUracaMda sI. bAphaNA janma se lekara svargavAsa taka AcArya hastI ke jIvana para dRSTipAta kareM to lagatA hai AcAryazrI kA jIvana | AzcaryoM kA Azcarya hai| unake mukhAravinda se nikalA hara zabda, maMtra va unake dvArA kiyA gayA hara kAma camatkAra hai / | dasa sAla kI laghu vaya meM paMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karanA kama Azcarya kI bAta nhiiN| saMyama lete hI zAstrIya jJAna hRdayaMgama kara tadanusAra apane jIvana ko DhAlanA 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae' 'tavesu vA uttamaM baMbhaceraM' ye paMktiyAM na kevala par3hI, socI, samajhI, balki AjIvana inakA niraticAra rUpa se pAlana kiyaa| kisI bhI avasthA, yahAM taka ki | bImArI avasthA meM bhI pramAda ko pAsa meM nahIM Ane diyA / sUryodaya se lekara sUryAsta taka bahuta hI vyasta va niyamita kAryakrama rahatA thaa| koI kitanA hI bar3A AdamI AtA, to bhI apane kAryakrama meM heraphera yA DhilAI kabhI nahIM kI / zAstrIya jJAna prApta kara unhoMne DigriyA~ nahIM lI, para DigriyA~ prApta karane ke icchuka inake pAsa Ate the | jJAna-prApti ke lie| eka bAra zekhekAla bhopAlagaDha meM virAjate hue vyAkhyAna kA viSaya 'vinaya' liyA, jisakA vivecana niraMtara pandraha dinoM taka aisA kiyA ki vidyAlaya ke zikSaka Azcaryacakita ho gae hindI, saMskRta va prAkRta bhASA ke prakAMDa vidvAna the guruvara / pandraha varSa kI laghu avasthA meM guru dvArA AcArya manonIta honA va bIsa kI alpAyu meM AcArya pada para pratiSThita honA vizva kIrtimAna thA / ikasaTha sAla taka | jisa kuzalatA se saMgha kA saMcAlana kiyA apane Apa meM eka rekArDa hai| anukUla-pratikUla paristhitiyoM meM saMyama kI | mastI ko barakarAra rakhA / apanI saMyama sAdhanA kI tejasvitA dina-pratidina bddh'aaii| anekoM ke jIvana ko banAkara unheM raja se rajata, kaMkara se zaMkara va patita se pAvana bnaayaa| kaiyoM ke jIvana ko bcaayaa| ve paramparA ke prati bahuta niSThAvAna the / pUrvAcAryoM ke prati agAdha zraddhA thI / mauna sAdhanA ke prabala pakSadhara / phalasvarUpa unheM vacanasiddhi prApta thI / jIvana bhara alpabhojI va alpabhASI rhe| kada choTA, para pada moTA thA / laghutA meM prabhutA chipI thii| apane nAma kA pradarzana kabhI nahIM kiyA unhoMne / hara bhakta guNagAna karatA, para abhimAna chU taka nahIM paayaa| nara ratnoM ke pArakhI the| kisameM kitanI va kyA yogyatA hai, samajhane meM dera nahIM lagatI thI unheM / upakArI gurudeva san 1983-84 kI bAta akasmAt mere pUre parivAra para bhArI devI prakopa / kapar3e phaTanA, dAgIne va rupaye gAyaba ho jAnA, bhAiyoM meM anabana, ghara meM pUrI azAMti kA vAtAvaraNa / putravadhU jo bhI sAr3I pahanatI, pahanate hI phaTa jAtI / parivAra meM zAMti va caina kA nAma nhiiN| pAgala sA ho gayA thA maiN| zarIra meM jAna hote hue bhI bejAna / socane samajhane kI zakti nahIM rahI / merA potA nayA baccA, pahale dina ghara Ate hI usake gale meM se sone kI caina gAyaba / usake zarIra ko kATA jA rahA hai, baccA be hisAba ro rahA hai| aisI sthiti meM mujha para kyA bItI, maiM hI jAnatA hU~ / san 1985 kA bhopAlagaDha meM cAturmAsa / ghara meM cala rahI azAMti se maiM vyathita thaa| eka dina muni zrI hIrAcandrajI 'vartamAna AcArya zrI' ko apanI kathA sunaayii| unhoMne kahA saMkaTa mocaka ke rahate kyoM bhugata rahe ho, | AcArya zrI se bAta kara lo| dUsare dina subaha AcArya zrI eka kamare meM svAdhyAya kara rahe the| himmata nahIM ho rahI thI unake pAsa jAne kI / kaise jAU~ ? kyA kahU~ ? parokSa zakti Age bar3hane nahIM de rahI thI mujhe| bahuta sA
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 595 juTAkara kamare kA daravAjA kholaa| AcAryazrI svAdhyAya meM magna the| vaMdanA arja kara atyanta darda ke sAtha bolA - gurudeva ! maiM bahuta kaSTa meM hU~ Apa merA kaSTa nivAraNa kreN| kucha nahIM bolate hue sirpha mere sAmane dekhaa| maiM kamare se bAhara nikala aayaa| merI ataraMga vyathA va kaSTa ko jAna gae the| usI dina mere kaSTa nivAraNa kI bAta mana meM tthaanii| unhoMne kyA kiyA, mujhe kucha nahIM mAlUma, para kaSTa nivAraNa kara diyaa| vaha devI prakopa jisase maiM do sAla se jyAdA samaya taka pIr3ita rahA, nAnAvidha upAyoM se bhI kucha nahIM ho skaa| aisA bhayaMkara devI prakopa sAdhanAzIla vyaktitva ke pratApa se hI zAMta ho sakatA hai| unhoMne mujhe aura mere parivAra ko jIvanadAna diyaa| sacamuca isa jaga kA garala pIne vAle mahAdeva the ve / janma-janmoM taka maiM unake upakAra ke prati RNI rhuuNgaa| antarmana ke jJAtA - aMtarmana ke bhAvoM ko jAnane kI adbhuta kSamatA thI unmeN| AcAryazrI bhopAlagaDha | pdhaare| karIba saptAha bhara Thaharane ke bAda eka dina mujhe kahA ki kosAnA vAloM ko saMdeza de denaa| maiMne socA ki kosAnA vAloM ko saMdeza de diyA to ve loga vinati kara AcAryazrI ko kosAnA jarUra lekara jaayeNge| ata: saMdeza na dUMgA to ve loga vinati hetu nahIM AyeMge aura AcAryazrI bhopAlagar3ha jyAdA ruka skeNge| yaha bAta maiMne kisI ko nahIM btlaayii| dUsare dina subaha darzana hetu gayA to jAte hI AcAryazrI ne kahA-bhAvanAvaza kosAnAvAloM ko sandeza nahIM diyaa| ghara kA aphasara hotA hai to Upara kI phAila nIce aura nIce kI phAila Upara kara detA hai| mujhe Azcarya lagA ki mere mana kI bhAvanA unhoMne kaise jAnI? __ kRpAdRSTi - vidyAlaya ke padAdhikAriyoM ke cunAva kI mITiMga meM mujhe koSAdhyakSa manonIta kiyA gyaa| maiMne socA, mujhe bilkula anubhava nahIM hai| maiM yaha kAma kaise saMbhAla pAUMgA? jimmedArI milane para viparIta paristhitiyoM meM bhI koSAdhyakSa va maMtrI ke rUpa meM pandraha sAla taka jo kArya sevA mujhase huI , maiM AcAryazrI kI kRpA hI mAnatA huuN| vidyAlaya para gurudeva kI parama kRpA thii| AcAryazrI pharamAte the ki vidyAlaya AdamI banAne kI mazIna hai, unhIM kI kRpA ke kAraNa aneka utAra car3hAva Ane ke bAvajUda yaha vidyAlaya sudIrghakAla se gatimAna hai| gurudeva ke jahA~ bhI caraNa par3a jAte, vaha sthAna dhanya ho jaataa| jaMgala meM bhI maMgala ho jaataa| TUTe dila jur3a jaate| choTI sI lekhanI kI kyA tAkata ki asIma Atmazakti ke dhArI gurudeva ke guNoM ko lekhanI baddha kara sake, jitanA likhA jAya thor3A hai| kyoMki unakA hara zabda maMtra va hara kArya camatkAra thaa| -nayana tArA, subhASa cauka, jalagA~va |
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________________ tattvajJAtA mahAn yogI : AcArya zrI manuSyANAM sahasreSu kazcidyatati siddhaye / yatatAmapi siddhAnAM kazcinmA vetti tattvataH zrI RSabharAja bAphaNA hajAroM manuSyoM meM koI hI manuSya prabhu-prApti ke lie prayatna karatA hai / una hajAra-hajAroM yatna karane vAle yogiyoM meM se koI hI tattva prApta karane meM saphala hotA hai / isa zloka ko par3hakara mujhe ekadama pUjya gurudeva AcArya bhagavanta kI yAda A gaI / ve lAkhoM meM apanI taraha | ke eka hI mahApuruSa the, jinhoMne apane mUla lakSya ko kabhI bhI vismRta nahIM kiyaa| mere pUjya pitAjI zrI jAlamacaMdajI sA. ko AcArya bhagavanta ke sAnnidhya ke kaI avasara mile| ve jaina ratna | vidyAlaya ke karIba 25 sAla taka maMtrI rhe| gAMva ke pratikUla vAtAvaraNa ke saMbaMdha meM kabhI AcArya bhagavanta kI | sevA meM arja karate to pharamAte ki apanI sevA ni:svArtha honI cAhie phira koI agara gAlI bhI nikAle, hameM sahajatA se saheja lenA caahiye| tabhI hameM usa kArya meM saphalatA milatI hai / paMDitajI zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA cAturmAsa ke daurAna bhopAlagar3ha virAjate / ve AcArya zrI ko par3hAyA karate / zAma ko prAya: bar3e pitAjI sA. zrI jogIdAsajI, pitAjI sA. zrI jAlamacaMdajI paMDitajI ke pAsa aksara jAyA krte| usa samaya paMDitajI sA. pharamAte ki AcArya zrI unakA (paMDitajI kA) AdarabhAva rakhate haiM tathA sAtha meM yaha bhI kahate ki AcArya zrI bahuta hI vilakSaNa pratibhAvAna haiN| adhyayana meM AcArya bhagavanta kI ananya ruci thI / sote samaya agala-bagala meM choTe-choTe kaMkara rakha kara sote, karavaTa badalate hI kaMkaroM kI cubhana se nIMda khula jAtI aura uThakara baiTha jAte va dinabhara meM jo par3hA usako punaH-punaH yAda krte| aisA pitAjI sA. ne mujhe batAyA / bhopAlagar3ha ratnavaMza kA ekachatra kSetra rahA hai| usa samaya bhopAlagar3ha meM anyAnya sampradAyoM ke munirAjoM ke cAturmAsa hote rahate / AcArya bhagavanta ne kabhI-bhI sampradAyavAda kA poSaNa nahIM kiyaa| sampradAya ko ve AtmotthAna | kA eka sAdhana mAnate / svayaM hamezA guNIjanoM kA Adara karate tathA hameM bhI yahI karane ke liye protsAhita karate / | hamezA yahI pharamAte ki guNa ke grAhaka bano, tyAgiyoM kA hamezA hRdaya akhaNDa bAla-brahmacArI Atma-sAdhanA ke dhanI, usa nagarI ke bhUpa jahA~ chAyA-dhUpa nahIM hotI, jisane bheda vijJAna se bhavabhava ke bandhana kATa diye, usa satpuruSa ke liye kisI ke mana kI bAta jAna lenA, kisI vizeSa ghaTanA | kI pUrva sUcanA mila jAnA, kisI ke saMkaTa kA pUrvAbhAsa ho jAnA mAmUlI bAta thI / 'Adara kro| pAlI se vihAra karake gurudeva thor3e samaya ke liye sojata meM virAje / eka rAta pharamAyA - " kisI ne kahA hai ki samudra meM eka bU~da rahe to kyA, nahIM rahe to kyA ! dUsare dina phira pharamAyA ki aisA rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa ne kahA thaa| mere mana meM usa samaya yahI vicAra kauMdhA ki AcArya bhagavanta 'maiM' ko 'hai' meM vilIna karane kA nizcaya kara rahe haiN| Age jAkara yahI vicAra saMthAre ke rUpa meM sArthaka huaa|
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 597 ___ saMthAre ke samaya karIba eka mahInA nimAja meM gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM biitaa| saMthAre ke samaya unakI samAdhi ke bAre meM AcArya devanandI (chaThI zatAbdI) dvArA racita zloka likhatA huA usa mahAn AtmA ko AtmabhAva ke zata-zata praNAma karatA huA virAma letA huuN| kimidaM kIdRzaM kasya kasmAtkvetyavizeSayan svadehamapi nAvaiti yogI yogaparAyaNaH / / dhyAna meM lagA huA yogI yaha kyA hai ? kaisA hai ? kisakA hai ? kyo haiM? kahA~ hai ? ityAdi vikalpoM ko || na karate hue apane zarIra ko bhI nahIM jaantaa| kyA kaisA kisakA, kisameM, kahAM, yaha Atama rAma / taja vikalpa nija deha na jAne, yogI nija vizrAma // -c/o sudarzana palseja H2MTDC, jalagAMva
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________________ kaise bhUlU~ ? - * zrI jananag2az2a mahatA yuga manISI, tapa: pUta, apramatta, yogavibhUti AptapuruSa, saMghanAyaka, kuzala saMcAlaka pUjya gurudeva 1008 || AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. eka yuga puruSa the| ApazrI ke prathama darzana se hI merA mana Apake prati samarpita ho gayA / antara kA tAra ekAkAra ho gayA, jhaMkRta ho gyaa| Apake Apta vacanoM se merI sUkSma zaktiyA~ jAgRta ho utthiiN|| vi.saM. 2008 se 2048 taka maiM gurudeva kI sevA meM AtA-jAtA rahA / isa cAlIsa varSa kI lambI jIvana-yAtrA meM AcArya zrI ke sAnidhya meM bahuta sI vizeSa ghaTanAe~ ghttiiN| unameM se kucha ghaTanAoM ko saMsmaraNa ke jharokhe se likhane kA prayAsa kiyA hai| ___AcArya zrI ke jIvana kA pratyeka kSaNa hI saMsmaraNa thA, phira bhI sindhu ko bindu meM darzAne kA prayatna kiyA | | gayA hai| kahIM kucha galatI ho to sujJa pAThaka kSamA kreN| * prabhu-bhakti meM tallInatA prabhu ko prApta karane kI pagaDaMDI jo gurudeva ke pAsa thI, vaisI zakti virala vibhUtiyoM ke pAsa hotI hai|| ApakA brahmavAda adbhuta thaa| prabhu ke prati unmanI zakti ApakI pramukha vizeSatA thii| pUjya gurudeva ke roma-roma meM brahma kA bhAva chAyA rahatA thaa| ata: manda svara svaralaharI lekara nikalatA thaa| Apa eka adbhuta yogI the| aneka bAra pUjya gurudeva ko (prabhubhakti ke) bhAvAvega kA jvara car3ha jaataa| vaha samaya pUjya gurudeva ke prabhu ke sAmIpya kA hotA, aura aisA Apa zrI ke jIvana meM aneka bAra huaa| usa samaya ve tandrAvat ho jAte aura kisI taraha kA bhAna nahIM rhtaa| prabhu meM khoe-khoe se pUjya gurudeva mana hI mana hRdaya meM prabhu kA amRtapAna karate rahate aura yaha sthiti unakI sahaja hI ho jaatii| nandI sUtra guNate-guNate pUjya gurudeva kI sthiti yogamaya ho jAtI aura usa samaya pUjya gurudeva prabhu ke sAtha ekameka ho jAte / prabhu ke sAtha AtmA kI UrjasvitA aura antazcetanA ke svaroM ke sAtha tadAkAra ho jAnA, pUjya gurudeva ke | dainika jIvana meM prAya: hotA rahatA thaa| jaba kabhI ekAnta meM prabhu kA dhyAna karate taba unakI sthiti aura bhI adhika cinmaya ho utthtii| pUjya gurudeva ko ekAnta bahuta priya thaa| ata: pUjya gurudeva kRSNA 10 kA mauna akhaNDa karate evaM nagara ke bAhara kisI ekAnta sthAna meM padhAra jAte / mer3atA meM aneka bAra pUjya gurudeva ekAnta sthala meM pdhaare| prAya: subaha sADhe ATha baje taka mauna sadaiva rhtaa| subaha sAr3he cAra baje uThakara sAr3he ATha baje taka pUjya gurudeva kI antaHprabhu-bhakti calatI aura unakI vANI vyAkhyAna meM gahana gUDha aura adhyAtmamayI ho uThatI / vANI kA pratyeka zabda rasa se sarAbora hotA aura zrotA ke antarhRdaya meM coTa krtaa|| ___unake virAT vaibhava, unake antarhadaya kI prabhu-bhakti ke saundarya ko dekhakara eka muslima mer3atA meM prabhu-bhakti se otaprota vANI ko sunakara bhAva vibhora ho uThA aura nija kA bhAna hI bhUla baitthaa| prabhu ke prati pUjya gurudeva kI bhakti itanI gaharI thI ki ve nirguNamArgI hote hue bhI kabhI-kabhI bhAvavihvala hokara saguNa bhakta kI taraha parilakSita hote|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 591 camatkAra to Apake jIvana kA nagaNya rUpa thaa| yaha to sAdhaka ke jIvana meM svata: ghaTita hotA hai| Apake antarhadaya meM prabhu-bhakti ke teja kA eka aisA adbhuta parimaNDala bana cukA thA, jisase pratyeka vyakti pUjya gurudeva se, unake mukhamaNDala se, unakI vANI se prabhAvita ho uThatA thaa| byAvara meM eka bAra pUjya gurudeva jaba zaMkaralAlajI muNota kI bagIcI meM virAja rahe the taba Apa zrI ke bhItara prabhu-bhakti kA aisA bhAvAvega umar3A ki vaha zarIra kI samasta romarAji se phUTa-phUTa kara nikalanA cAha rahA thaa| sAdhaka kI jaba aisI sthiti hotI hai taba vaha sAdhaka ke zarIra kI sImAoM ko lAMgha jAtI hai| kvacit kadAcit jisakI pratikriyA meM zarIra kA bhI tApamAna bar3ha jAtA hai aura aisA hI vahA~ huaa| pUjya gurudeva ko maiMne bAlyakAla se dekhA taba se hI sAdhanA kI utkRSTa sthiti meM paayaa| prathama bAra jaba gurudeva ke darzana hue taba gurudeva yoga kA Asana lagAye huye prabhu meM tallIna the| mere bhAvuka mana para prathama dRSTyA jo prabhAva par3A vaha Aja bhI cira sthAyI hai| phira to majITha ke raMga kI taraha pUjya gurudeva kA sneha, prema, vAtsalya itanI pracura mAtrA meM milA ki merA jIvana dhanya ho utthaa| pUjya gurudeva kI prabhu-bhakti kA varNana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| mere pAsa bhAva haiM, para bhASA nhiiN| pUjya gurudeva atulita zakti ke bhaNDAra the| ananta vaibhava ke pratIka the| ve AkhirI avasthA meM ananta ke sAtha lau lagAkara antardhyAna ho gye| __ pUjya gurudeva kI ananta zakti yukta AtmA ko mere ananta vandana / bhaya bhaMjanahArI guruvara mer3atA zahara meM zrImAloM ke mauhalle meM eka prAcIna upAzraya hai| isa upAzraya kI anokhI vizeSatA yaha hai ki yahA~ para adhiSThAyaka deva maNibhadrajI kI camatkArika pratimA virAjamAna hai| vi.saM. 2008 meM pUjyapravara hastImala jI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa isI upAzraya meM huaa| isa cAturmAsa se mer3atA ke samagra jaina samAja meM eka navIna cetanA kA | prAdurbhAva huaa| isa cAturmAsa kI eka ghaTanA mere hI nahIM apitu mer3atA ke sabhI variSTha zrAvakoM ke mastiSka paTala para Aja taka jIvaMta hai| saMvatsarI kA dina thA, gurudeva kI maMgalamayI preraNA se lagabhaga 300 zrAvakoM ne pauSadha vrata kiye| rAtri meM jaba sAre zrAvaka so cuke the, taba maiM aura zrIudayarAja sA. surANA jJAnacarcArata the| rAtri ke ThIka bAraha baje maNibhadra jI kA upadrava huaa| acAnaka upAsare kI jamIna hilane lgii| eka sAtha sabhI logoM ke mukha se cItkAra nikalI, har3akampa maca gayA, loga idhara-udhara bhAgane lge| kucha loga nIce cauka meM ekatrita ho gye| isa samaya AcAryapravara dhyAna-magna the| ho hallA sunakara gurudeva nIce padhAre aura bhayabhIta logoM ko zAnta kiyaa| mAMgalika | . zravaNa karate hI zAnti ho gii| zrAvakoM kI bhaya-bAdhA dUra ho gaI sabhI ko lagA ki vighna Tala gayA hai| * vacanasiddhi __ mahApuruSoM ke mukha se sahajatA meM uccarita bAteM bhI bhaviSya meM akSaraza: satya hotI haiN| mahApuruSoM ke isa guNa ko vacanasiddhi kahate haiN| aise kaI prasaMgoM kA darzana lAbha mujhe milA jo gurudeva kI vacanasiddhatA ke puSTa pramANa haiN| eka prasaMga kA ullekha kara rahA huuN|
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________________ 600 ___ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zrI ummedanAtha jI bhaMDArI, mer3atA nagarapAlikA ke cunAva meM vijayI hue aura adhyakSa pada ke lie prayAsa karane lge| usa samaya do mahilA pratyAziyoM kA manonayana sarakAra kI ora se hotA thA, ata: zrI bhaMDArI jI apane pakSa ! kI do mahilA pratyAziyoM ke nAma lAne ke lie mer3atA se jayapura ravAnA hue| basa meM unakI mulAkAta jodhapura ke || eka sajjana se huI jo kizanagar3ha gurudeva ke darzanArtha jA rahe the| unhoMne zrI bhaMDArI jI se Agraha kiyA ki Apa bhI gurudeva ke darzana karake jayapura nikala jAnA, zrI bhaMDArI jI ne unakA Agraha svIkAra kiyA aura kizanagar3ha utara / gye| gurudeva ko vaMdanA karane ke pazcAt ukta sajjana ne bhaMDArI jI kA paricaya karavAkara unake jayapura jAne kA / prayojana bhI btlaayaa| taba gurudeva ke zrI mukha se sahaja meM uccarita huA-"terA kAma to ho gyaa|" zrI bhaMDArI jI ko jayapura pahuMcane para bahuta hI Azcarya huA, kyoMki jina do mahilAoM ke nAma ve pArSada ke liye lAne jA rahe the unakA manonayana to zrI bhaMDArIjI ke pakSa meM pahale se hI ho cukA thaa| __ zrI bhaMDArI jI hamezA ke liye gurudeva ke bhakta bana gye| * navo juno mata karIjai zrI pArasamala jI sA. surANA nAgaura vAle gurudeva ke darzanArtha jodhapura padhAre hue the| acAnaka ghara se tAra AyA ki mA~ bImAra hai, jaldI aao| tAra par3hakara surANA sA baicena ho gaye va AcArya zrI kI sevA meM mAMgalika | lene upasthita hue aura sArA vRttAMta gurudeva ko btaayaa| gurudeva zrI ne sArI bAta sunakara muskarAte hue mAMgalika pharamA dI aura jAte jAte kahA ki koI navo juno mata kriijai| rAste bhara pArasamala jI isI udher3abuna meM lage rahe ki "koI navo juno mata karIjai" kA kyA tAtparya ho sakatA hai? kucha samajha meM nahIM aayaa| ghara Akara dekhA to mA~ to svastha , kintu patnI asvastha thii| smaraNa rahe ki purAne samaya meM patnI ke bImAra hone para beTe ko bulAnA hotA to patnI kI bImArI nahIM likhakara mAM kI bImArI likhI jAtI thii| - - zrI pArasamalajI ne patnI kI sAra saMbhAla kI aura do cAra dina bAda hI patnI kA dehAMta ho gyaa| zoka baiThaka kA Ayojana kiyA gyaa| AThaveM naveM dina hI bIkAnera se koI sajjana apanI lar3akI kA riztA lekara AyA taba unheM AcAryazrI dvArA kahI bAta kA gUDhArtha samajha meM aayaa| unhoMne mana hI mana AjIvana brahmacarya vrata pAlana karane kA nirNaya le liyaa| * rUhAnI bola jAti nA pUchiye saMta kI, pUcha lIjiye jJAna / mola karo talavAra kA, par3I rahana do myAna / / kisI kavi kA yaha dohA ekadama satya hai / vi.saMvat 2027 ke mer3atA cAturmAsa meM pratidina gurudeva ke | zrImukha se pravacanoM kI amRta vRSTi ho rahI thii| zrotAoM se sabhAgAra khacAkhaca bhara jAtA thaa| muslima baMdhu nasAra bhAI aura kArI sAhaba pravacana meM Ane se eka dina bhI nahIM cuukte| . ___ eka dina kArI sAhaba gurudeva kI alaukika vANI se itane bhAva vibhora ho gaye ki gaza khAkara (behoza
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 601 hokara gira pdd'e| phira turaMta hI saMbhale aura AcArya zrI ke caraNoM meM mastaka jhukAkara bole, "aisI adbhuta vANI, ye rUhAnI bola to maiMne jIvana meM kabhI nahIM sune / " saca hI to hai mahApuruSa kisI eka sampradAya evaM dharma se pratibaMdhita nahIM hote haiM / sampUrNa vizva ke prANI hI nahIM, apitu prakRti bhI unakI pujArI hotI hai / Apta puruSoM kI vANI vizva ke prANimAtra ke utthAna ke lie hotI hai / mINA logoM kI bhakti savAImAdhopura kSetra meM vicaraNa karate hue AcAryapravara alInagara nAmaka gAMva meM pahuMce, jahAM 25 ghara mINA jAti ke the aura ve sabhI jaina dharmAvalambI the| dopahara me raMga biraMge paridhAnoM meM gAMva kI mahilAeM hAthoM meM reta kI | ghaDiyA~ lekara sAmAyika karane AyIM / AcArya ne unheM pAnI kaise chAnanA cAhiye, parivAra meM kaise rahanA cAhiye Adi bAteM batAyI va dhAraNA ke liye paccakkhANa krvaaye| gurudeva ke sadupadezoM se mINA jAti ke logoM meM itanA | parivartana A cukA thA ki hameM lagA ki ye loga sacamuca jaina hI haiN| yahAM se vihAra kara dUsare dina AcArya zrI ukhalAnA pahuMce / ukhalAnA brajamohana kA gAMva thA, ataH brajamohana ne AcArya zrI ke sAtha calane vAle saMgha kI bahuta hI Avabhagata kii| lagabhaga 200 - 300 AdamiyoM kA bhojana | satkAra kiyaa| mINA jAti kA gurudeva ke prati Adara-satkAra dekhate hI banatA thA / jinavANI banda nahIM huI * jinavANI mAsika patrikA kI vArSika baiThaka jayapura meM huii| jinavANI meM isa samaya koI phaNDa nahIM thA va kharca bahuta hI jyAdA thA / kharce kI pUrti kI vyavasthA jaba mITiMga meM nahIM ho sakI to patrikA ko banda karane kA prastAva rakhA gyaa| hama AcArya zrI kI sevA meM pahuMce aura sArI bAteM unake samakSa rkhii| gurudeva ne mujhe nathamala jI hIrAvata se milane kA saMketa kiyA / maiM hIrAvata sA. ke pAsa gayA to unhoMne jinavANI kA kArya samhAlanA svIkAra kiyaa| usa dina se AdaraNIya zrI hIrAvata jI hamezA ke liye jinavANI evaM samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala Adi saMsthAoM se jur3a gaye / yaha thA gurudeva kA alaukika prabhAva / * vaha avismaraNIya rAtri mahArASTra meM vicaraNa karate samaya vihAra meM gurudeva ke sAtha thaa| eka gAMva meM jahAM eka bhI jaina ghara nahIM thA, | gurudeva eka mAhezvarI sajjana ke ghara meM virAje / vahAM kAphI darzanArthI Aye, unakI bhojana-vyavasthA bhI unhIM sajjana ne bar3I hI AtmIyatA ke sAtha kii| zAma ko gurudeva ne usa gAMva se vihAra kara diyaa| pAMca sAta kilomITara calane para jaba dina thoDA hI raha gayA thA taba gurudeva sabhI saMtoM ke sAtha eka vaTa vRkSa ke nIce virAja gye| sabhI saMtoM ne apanI apanI zayyAeM bichAlI / maiMne bhI apanA bistara lagA liyaa| pratikramaNa ke bAda kA samaya jJAna - carcA meM gujraa| yaha merA pahalA avasara thA jaba santoM ko maiMne vaTa vRkSa ke nIce rAtri zayana karate dekhA aura svayaM ne bhI rAtri zayana vaTa vRkSa ke nIce
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________________ 602 kiyA / Aja bhI jaba smRtiyoM ke dhavala pRSThoM ko palaTatA hU~ to asIma AnaMda kI anubhUti hotI hai / zrI kAMtisAgara jI se sAkSAtkAra * namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa meM jaina dharma ke maulika itihAsa ke lekhana kA kArya gurudeva kara rahe the| unhIM dinoM | itihAsa se saMbaMdhita sAmagrI lAne hetu paM. zazikAMta jI jhA ke sAtha maiM muni zrI kAntisAgara jI ke pAsa udayapura gyaa| muni zrI kAntisAgara jI kA gauravarNa, bhavya lalATa dhavala keza rAzi, vizAla vakSa sthala, dedIpyamAna | vyaktitva, kisI bhI vyakti ko ekAeka AkarSita kara letA thA, muni zrI kI dhArApravAha saMskRta evaM unake pANDitya | se aisA lagatA thA, mAno unakI jihvA para sAkSAt sarasvatI virAjamAna ho / gurudeva kA saMdeza sunakara muni zrI kAMtisAgara jI bhAva vibhora ho gaye / sampradAyavAda se pare haTakara gurudeva | ke jJAna aura kriyA ke prati apane uccatama bhAva prakaTa kiye| yaha tIna dinoM kA pravAsa bahuta hI sArthaka rhaa| hamAre lauTane ke kucha dinoM bAda muni zrI ne lagabhaga 1000 pRSThoM kI sAmagrI AcArya zrI kI sevA meM bhejI / AcArya zrI ne sArI sAmagrI ke avalokana ke pazcAt maiM punaH muni zrI kI sevA meM gyaa| usa samaya muni zrI | udayapura mahArANA ke nivedana para ekaliMgajI meM virAja rahe the| ekaliMgajI meM unake sAtha meM tIna dinoM taka rhaa| ina tIna dinoM me muni zrI ne mujha para asIma sneha uMDelA / AcArya zrI ke jJAna evaM kriyA pakSa kI bAra bAra prazaMsA karate the| ye tIna dina mere jIvana ke svarNima dinoM meM the / * bhakta kA samarpaNa purAtattva kI vastuoM kA vyApAra karane vAlA eka sajjana gurudeva kI sevA meM boriyAM bharakara prAcIna graMtha lAyA aura gurudeva se nivedana kiyA ki jo grantha Apako pasaMda ho rakha lirAveM / gurudeva ne Dhera sAre graMthoM meM se upayogI graMtha chA~Tane kA kArya mujhe sauNpaa| gurudeva ke saMketa ke anusAra maiMne bahuta se upayogI graMtha alaga nikAle / usa vyakti ne sAre graMtha binA mUlya liye bheMTa karane kI icchA prakaTa kI / ina graMthoM ko jodhapura ke siMhapola meM sthita zrI jainaratna pustakAlaya meM bhijavA diyA gyaa| usa ajaina vyakti kI gurudeva ke prati asIma zraddhA-bhakti dekhakara maiM Azcarya cakita raha gayA / dAr3hI vAlA * 2027 ke mer3atA cAturmAsa meM gurudeva ke sAtha tIna vairAgI bAlaka the / unameM azoka nAma kA vairAgI bAlaka bahuta hI medhAvI thaa| azoka ke mAtA-pitA jhagar3e kI nIyata se mer3atA Aye huye the / zrAvaka varga ko isa bAta kI bhanaka lagI to satarka ho ge| zrI campAlAla jI koThArI ne gurudeva se nivedana kiyA ki maiM Apake kamare ke bAhara sonA cAhatA hU~ / gurudeva sahaja svIkRti de dI / rAta ko do baje ke AsapAsa gurudeva ke kamare meM teja prakAza huA jise dekhakara campAlAlajI ghabarA gae aura utsukatA vaza kamare ke andara jhA~kA to pAyA ki eka dAr3hI vAlA bAbA gurudeva ke
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 603 caraNa dabA rahA thA aura phira vaha bAbA yakAyaka adRzya bhI ho gayA / koThArI jI burI taraha bhayabhIta ho ge| unhoMne har3abar3Ate hue gurudeva se pUchA , yaha saba kyA thA? gurudeva ne pratiprazna karate hue pUchA, 'tUM DarA to nahIM?' campAlAla jI Aja bhI usa ghaTanA ko yAda karate haiM to samajha nahIM pAte haiM ki vaha saba kyA thaa| mahApuruSoM kI alaukikatA kI thAha koI nahIM le sakatA hai| * preraNA kA kamAla ___ maiM gurudeva ke darzanArtha mer3atA se ahamadAbAda jA rahA thA / jodhapura relave sTezana para eka sajjana briTiza koTa | |va sAphA pahane hue dikhe| yahI sajjana puna: mAravAr3a jaMkzana meM bhI dikhAI diye| jaba maiM ahamadAbAda pahuMcA to mere se pahale hI ve sajjana gurudeva ke samakSa karabaddha khar3e dikhAI diye| bAda meM mAlUma huA ki ye sajjana jodhapura riyAsata kI prasiddha hastI zrI bhopAlacaMda sA lor3hA haiN| gurudeva ne Apako vRddhAvasthA meM bhI sAmAyika sIkhane kI preraNA dii| Apane guru AjJA ko zirodhArya karate hue cAra dina ahamadAbAda meM hI rukakara sAmAyika kaMThastha kii| itanI vRddhAvasthA meM bhI Apake sAmAyika sIkha lene para mujhe Azcarya huaa| vAstava meM yaha preraNA kA kamAla thaa| * dArAzikoha kA pharamAna AcArya zrI mer3atA virAja rahe the| eka dina koI sajjana zAhajAdA dArAzikoha kA hastAkSarita pharamAna lekara AyA, jisameM lokAgaccha ke sAdhuoM kI surakSA evaM unheM kisI prakAra kI takalIpha na diye jAne kA Adeza thaa| yaha prAcIna pharamAna itihAsa kI dRSTi se to mahattvapUrNa thA hI , dharma-sahiSNutA kA bhI paricAyaka thaa| pIpAr3a se padhAre koThArI parivAra ne usa vyakti se mu~ha mAMgI kImata dekara yaha pharamAna kharIda liyaa| yaha pharamAna Aja bhI vinayacaMda jaina jJAna bhaMDAra meM surakSita hai jisakI phoToprati mere pAsa vidyamAna hai| * zrutilekhana ___ AcAryapravara mer3atA virAja rahe the| rAtri meM lagabhaga 10 baje sabhI zrAvakoM ke cale jAne ke bAda AcArya pravara ne pharamAyA "sphuraNA A rahI hai tU aMdhere meM likha sakegA kyA? maiM turaMta hAmI bharate hue kAgaja kalama lekara likhane baiTha gyaa| usa nivir3a aMdhakAra meM likhane se koI akSara Upara jAtA to koI nIce, paMktiyAM Ter3hI mer3hI ho jaatii| isI taraha lagabhaga kaI pRSTha gurudeva ne likhvaae| yaha krama 4-5 dina calatA rhaa| rAtri meM pRSTha likhanA, subaha taiyAra karake gurudeva ke caraNoM meM prastuta karanA hotA thaa| yaha gurudeva kI hI kRpA dRSTi thI, jisase mere antarmana meM eka divya cetanA kA prasphuTana huA aura yaha kArya saphalatA ke sAtha sampanna huaa| Aja bhI ve pRSTha mere pAsa surakSita haiN| jaba kabhI unheM dekhatA hU~ to AnaMda kI | anubhUti hotI hai|
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________________ 604 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * nahIM to lor3hA jI videza cale jAte AcAryapravara zreSTha vidvAnoM paNDitoM ko samAja se jor3ane meM utsuka rahate the| zrI kanhaiyAlAla jI lor3hA eka || | aise hI vidvAna haiM jinhoMne jaina siddhAnta zAlA jayapura ko saMcAlita kara jaina samAja ko DaoN. dharmacanda jaina jaise kaI || ratna pradAna kiye| maiM zrI kanhaiyAlAla jI lor3hA se milane kekar3I gyaa| jaba maiMne gurudeva kI bhAvanA se unako avagata karAyA ! to ve turaMta hI apanI sevAeM dene ke lie taiyAra ho ge| ullekhanIya hai ki lor3hA jI ko isa samaya yadi nahIM bulAyA jAtA to ve suzIla muni jI ke sAtha videza cale gae hote / AcArya bhagavaMta kI sUjhabUjha thI ki unhoMne aise tattvaciMtaka vidvAn ko saMgha se jodd'aa| yaha to eka udAharaNa haiN| unhone isa taraha aneka yogya logoM ko jodd'aa| * saMta-sevA kA pariNAma sva. zrI pArasamala jI koThArI 2008 ke mer3atA cAturmAsa meM saMgha-maMtrI the| eka dina dopahara meM koThArI sA. bhojanAdi kAryoM se nivRtta hokara AcArya zrI kI sevA meM upasthita hue| gurudeva ne Apako pharamAyA ki bhAI pArasamala patra likhane haiN| yadyapi koThArI sA. ko dukAna jAnA thA, phira bhI Apa gurudeva kA Adeza sunakara patra likhane baiTha gye| patra likhate-likhate zAma ke cAra baja gye| patra DAka meM DAlakara jaba ve bAjAra meM pahuMce to bAjAra meM lagabhaga sannATA chA cukA thA / grAhakoM kI koI cahala pahala nahIM thii| saMkalpa vikalpa karate hue koThArI sA. dukAna para pahuMce hI the ki kucha hI dera meM eka grAhaka AyA aura lagabhaga 1500-2000 rupayoM kA sAmAna kharIda kara le gyaa| usa samaya yaha rAzi bahuta bar3I huA karatI thii| usa dina se pArasamala jI kI yaha dhAraNA bana gaI ki bhAgya meM likhA huA kahIM jAtA nahIM, phira kyoM santa-sevA se vaMcita rahA jAya / koThArI sA ne apanA jIvana saMgha aura samAja ke liye arpita kara diyaa| * sarakArI patra nahIM AegA eka bAra korTa kacaharI aura sarakArI patroM ke cakkara meM dIrghAvadhi taka gurudeva ke darzana nahIM kiye| samaya milane para gurudeva ke darzanArtha pahuMcA to gurudeva ne sahajatA se pUchA "jatanajI kyA bAta hai, isa bAra to bahuta dinoM bAda dayA paalii|" maiMne apanI vyastatA kA kAraNa pUjya gurudeva ke samakSa jAhira kiyaa| gurudeva ke zrImukha se prasphuTita huA "aba koI sarakArI patra nahIM AegA" ___gurudeva kA vacana siddha huA aura isake bAda mujhe koI sarakArI patra prApta nahIM huaa| mere korTa kacaharI ke cakkara bhI baMda ho ge| * Age lAre I jAvAMlA mere pitAjI zrI premarAja jI mehatA kI AcArya zrI ke prati agAdha zraddhA aura aTUTa bhakti thii| eka bAra pitAjI atyadhika asvastha ho gae taba gurudeva mer3atA hI virAjamAna the| maiMne gurudeva ko ghara padhArakara mAMgalika zravaNa karavAne kA nivedana kiyA to gurudeva ne merI bhAvabhInI vinatI ko svIkAra kiyA aura ghara pdhaare|
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________________ 605 (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa karuNA ke sAgara, bhaktoM ke bhagavAna ko apane samakSa samupasthita pAkara pitAjI ne leTe hue hI gurudeva ko vaMdanA kI aura azru bharI AMkhoM se nihArate hue nivedana kiyA "gurudeva ! aba aMta samaya nikaTa jAna par3atA hai, Apa mujhe saMthArA karavA diijiye|" yaha sunakara gurudeva ke mukhAgra se jo zabda prasphuTita hue ve hama sabake lie AnaMdakArI aura Azcaryajanaka the| gurudeva ne pharamAyA "bholiyA jIva tUM kyuM paravAha kare, ApAM to Age lAre I jAvAMlA" / ina zabdoM ne divya auSadhi kA kArya kiyaa| pitAjI zanaiH zanaiH svastha ho ge| yaha bAta pitAjI ke svargavAsa ke lagabhaga 15 varSa pUrva kI thii| kAla-cakra calatA rahA, Akhira 21 aprela 1991 ko paramapUjya gurudeva devaloka padhAre, dUsare hI dina pitAjI ne apanI kSINa deha tyAga dii| _ vidhi kI vicitratA dekhie ki donoM kI aMtima yAtrA eka hI dina niklii| * gurudeva kA atizaya ___ AcArya zrI eka bAra mer3atA virAja rahe the| tatkAlIna upa jilAdhIza zrI mahAvIra prasAdajI zarmA mere mitra the| maiMne unheM nivedana kiyA ki AcArya zrI bhArata kI eka vibhUti haiM va meDatA padhAre hue haiM, Apa unake darzana kreN| | unhone turaMta svIkRti dI aura kahA-"kaba calanA hai ?" maiMne unheM 4 baje kA samaya diyaa| ThIka samaya para hama AcArya zrI kI sevA meM phNce| maiMne upa jilAdhIza mahodaya kA paricaya kraayaa| AcArya zrI ne unheM upadeza diyA -"adhikAra pAyA hai to sabakI bhalAI karo, paropakAra karo, ghaTa meM dayA rakho hiMsA kA parityAga kro|" yaha upadeza dete hue AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA-"yahI bAta maiMne dAmodara ko kahI hai"- (smaraNIya hai usa samaya AcArya dAmodarajI hamAre nAgaura jile ke vidhAyaka the|) yaha saba bAta ho hI rahI thI ki itane meM vidhAyaka dAmodara jI kI kAra sthAnaka ke sAmane rukI aura dAmodarajI ko Ate dekha kara upa jilAdhIza mahodaya avAk raha gye| upasthita sabhI loga yaha dekhakara Azcarya cakita raha gaye / yaha thA gurudeva kA atizaya / -mer3atA siTI, rAjasthAna
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________________ AdhyAtmika cumbakIya zakti ke srota . zrI bhaMvaralAla bAthaga AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke darzanoM kA prathama saubhAgya mujhe taba milA jaba AcArya zrI saMvat 2001 ke cAturmAsArtha jayapura A rahe the| maiM usa samaya ajamera ror3a para bhAMkaroTA (jayapura se 12 kimI) taka sAmane gayA thaa| usa dina gurudeva AcArya zrI kI caraNaraja apane zISa kyA car3hAI, mAno jAdU sA ho gyaa| caubIsoM ghaNTe gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM rahane kA mana karane lgaa| AcArya zrI kI mere para bahuta kRpA thii| jayapura ke isa cAturmAsa meM maiM prAyaH sthAnaka meM hI rahatA thaa| mAtra donoM samaya bhojana ke lie ghara jAtA thaa| prAtaH evaM sAyaMkAla gurudeva ke sAtha hI jaMgala (phatahaTIbA) jAtA thaa| dopahara meM gurudeva ke dvArA batAyA gayA lekhana kArya karatA thaa| 56 varSa bIta jAne ke bAda bhI vaha cAturmAsa merI A~khoM ke sAmane citrita ho jAtA hai| isake pazcAt maiM jahA~ kahIM bhI gurudeva ke darzanoM hetu gayA, prAyaH unakI sevA meM hI adhikAMza samaya vyatIta karatA thaa| gurudeva ke prati jo zraddhAbhAva paidA huA vaha ekadama sahaja thaa| isameM pUrva saMskAra kAraNa the, yA yaha koI jAdU thA, athavA unameM koI adRzya zakti thI jo apanI ora khIMcatI thii| _AcArya bhagavanta kA vikrama saMvat 2030 kA varSAvAsa jayapura meM thaa| zrI kharatara gaccha ke saMta zrI asthira muni jI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa bhI jayapura meM hI thaa| unake zrAvakoM ne 300 sAmUhika tele kA tapa kiyaa| tele kI tapasyA ke dina pratyAkhyAna karane hetu sabhI bhAI-bahana zrI asthira muni jI ma.sA.kI aguvAI meM AcArya zrI ke pAsa lAlabhavana meM aae| sabhI tapasvI zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko AcArya zrI ne tele kI tapasyA kA pratyAkhyAna kraayaa| usa samaya zrI asthira muni jI AcArya zrI ke pATa ke nIce caraNoM meM birAje / zrAvakoM ne pATa para baiThane kA Agraha kiyA to unhoMne kahA-"merI to jagaha yahA~ hI hai|" do sampradAyoM kA pArasparika sauhArda evaM mUrtipUjaka sampradAya ke dvArA AcAryazrI ke prati AdarabhAvanA kA dRzya dekhane yogya thaa| usa varSAvAsa meM mAsakhamaNa va aThAI Adi tapasyAe~ bar3I mAtrA meM huii| vikrama saMvat 2038 meM jayapura nagara meM zrI premamani jI ma.sA. (AcArya zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. kI paramparA ke saMta) ThANA 3 kA cAturmAsa thaa| unhoMne vyAkhyAna meM eka dina pharamAyA -"maiMne AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke | jaba darzana kie to unhoMne mujhe dekhakara kahA thA tuma jaldI hI zramaNa dIkSA loge aura mujhe Azcarya hai ki merI dIkSA jaldI hI ho gii| jayapura se kucha loga ToMka jilA ke mAlapurA sthita dAdAbAr3I meM dAdAguru ke darzanArtha gae hue the| vahAM para | virAjita saMtoM ne AgantukoM se pUchA ki Apa loga kahA~ se Ae haiM? javAba diyA-jayapura se / jayapura kA nAma lete hI ve saMta kahane lage 'ciMtAmaNi ratna hAtha meM hote hue bhI idhara-udhara bhaTaka rahe ho|' saMtoM kA saMketa AcArya zrI kI ora thaa| AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA varSAvAsa usa samaya jayapura meM hI thaa| AcArya zrI ke caraNoM meM padma kA cihna aMkita thaa| isakI una saMtoM ko jAnakArI thii| unhoMne kahA-jAkara AcArya zrI ke paira meM zIza jhukAo aura apane bhAgya ko sraaho|| ___ ajamera ke aMtima varSAvAsa ke pazcAt gurudeva jaba jayapura padhAre taba motIDUMgarI roDa para lalavAnI jI ke
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 607 baMgale para virAja rahe the| usa samaya merI dohitrI bahuta bImAra thii| 3-4 dina baccoM ke aspatAla meM rahane ke bAda bhI svastha nahIM ho pAI to hama ghara le aae| zrI digvijaya jI koThArI ne kahA ki 'Apa ise gurudeva kI mAMgalika kyoM nahIM sunavA dete|' dUsare dina prAtaH kAla gurudeva kI sevA meM le gye| gurudeva ne jyoMhI mAMgalika sunAI vaise hI usakI tabIyata ThIka hotI calI gii| mAMgalika meM jaise koI prANadAyI zakti ho / DAkTara kI davAoM ne jo kAma nahIM kiyA vaha mAtra eka mAMgalika se ho gyaa| isI prakAra kI eka ghaTanA aura hai| AcArya zrI jayapura meM hI zrI hIrAcanda jI hIrAvata ke AvAsa-sthala para virAja rahe the| mere pautra pArasamala (saurabha) kI tabIyata acAnaka kharAba ho gii| gurudeva kI sevA meM pArasamala ko lekara aae| gurudeva ne mAMgalika phrmaaii| turanta hI ArAma ho gyaa| usake bAda Aja dina taka usakI tabIyata kharAba nahIM huii| prAcIna patroM kA sUcIkaraNa karane ke alAvA mere pAsa eka aura kArya rahA karatA thaa| gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM jahAM kahIM bhI dIkSA kA prasaMga hotA vahA~ para oghA evaM pUMjanI bAMdhane kA kAma mere jimme hotA thaa| gurudeva ne mujhe jo bhI kArya sauMpA use sampanna karane meM mujhe bahuta Ananda AtA thaa| gurudeva kI kRpA se jinavANI patrikA ke saMcAlana kA kArya bhI saMbhAlA thaa| mere prati gurudeva kA vizvAsa dekhakara mujhameM Atmabala kA saMcAra hotA thaa| gurudeva kA smaraNa hI aba merA mArgadarzaka hai| unakA smaraNa kara pramoda kA anubhava hotA hai| (ullekhanIya hI parama bhakta | zrAvaka zrI botharA sA. aba hamAre bIca nahIM rahe, unakI bhAvanAe~ hI hamArI mArgadarzaka haiN| -sampAdaka ) 24 janavarI, 1998 galI purandara jI, rAmalAlajI kA rAstA, jayapura (rAja.)
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________________ AcArya zrI va nArI jAgaraNa * zrImatI suzIlA boharA isa yuga ke mahAn manISI, bhaktoM ke bhagavAna, jJAna ke ArAdhaka, kSamA ke dhAraka, zuddha cAritra dharma ke ananya pujArI, sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke prabala preraka, zuddha sAttvika vicAroM ke dhanI, sarala hRdaya AcAryapravara Aja hamAre bIca nahIM haiM, lekina jo bhI unake samparka meM AyA vaha bhUla nahIM paayaa| ve zizu ke samAna niSkapaTa nizchala evaM sarala the, lekina dRDhatA himAlaya kI taraha thii| eka bAra jo nirNaya le lete usa para aDiga rahate the, usake nirvahana hetu unheM kaI kaThina parISahoM kA sAmanA bhI karanA par3A, lekina caTTAna kI taraha akampa evaM aDola rhe| yaha vyavahAra unake | jIvana kI amUlya nidhi evaM dharma kI akSuNNa thAtI bana gyaa| mahilAoM ke utthAna hetu ve vizeSa jAgRta the| ve kahA karate the ki mahilA mA~ banakara baccoM kA pAlana | |poSaNa karatI hai aura guru banakara unakA mArgadarzana bhI kara sakatI hai| gAMdhIjI ne bhI kahA thA ki mA~ kI goda meM 5 varSa kI Ayu meM bAlaka jo kucha sIkha letA hai use 100 adhyApaka milakara jindagI bhara nahIM sikhA skte| AcAryapravara bahinoM ko rUr3hiyoM se Upara uThakara zuddha sAttvika jIvana-nirmANa kI preraNA dete the| tapasyA meM unake dvArA kiye jAne vAle ADambaroM evaM dikhAve kA hamezA virodha karate the| ve kahA karate the ki tapazcaryA karane vAlI bahinoM ko zAstra-zravaNa, svAdhyAya, dhyAna, japa Adi ke dvArA tapa ko sajAnA cAhiye na ki pIhara ke gahanoM-kapar3oM kI icchA yA kAmanA se| isase tapazcaryA kI zakti kSINa hotI hai| mahimA, pUjA, satkAra, kIrti, nAmavarI athavA prazaMsA pAne ke liye tapane vAlA jIva ajJAnI hai| unhIM ke zabdoM meM - Dhola DhamAke kyA raMga lAyeMge, tapa ke raMga ke saamne|| tapa ke sAtha bhajana-kIrtana, prabhusmaraNa, svAdhyAya Adi to sabase U~cA kiramicI raMga hai| aisA tapa hI | AtmasamAdhi kA kAraNa, mAnasika zAMti evaM kalyANa kA hetubhUta hotA hai| Apa jahAM paramparAvAdI mahAn saMtoM kI zRMkhalA meM zIrSastha the, vahIM uccakoTi ke vicAraka bhI rhe| Apane | sadiyoM se jIvana nirmANa kSetra meM pichaDI huI mAtRzakti ko kArya kSetra meM utarane kA AhvAna kiyaa| sevA evaM dhArmika kAryoM meM Age Ane kI preraNA mujhe bhI gurudeva AcArya zrI hastImala jI masA. se milii| 35 varSa pUrva ema. e. pAsa bahineM bahuta kama thiiN| jaba maiMne ema. e kiyA to unakA yahI AzIrvAda rahA ki tuma par3hI likhI ho, tumheM Age Akara anya bahinoM ke liye mArga prazasta karanA hai| majha jaisI saMkocI lar3akI ke liye yaha bAta anahonI thI, lekina gurudeva kI kRpA se sAmAjika yA dhArmika kSetra meM jo bhI kArya prArambha kiyA vaha svata: hI | uttarottara vRddhi kI ora agrasara hotA gyaa| antima samaya meM nimAja meM bhI unakA yahI AzIrvAda rhaa| gurudeva jaba asvastha cala rahe the taba maiM zArIrika kAraNoM se do mAha gurudeva kI sevA meM nahIM jA skii| mere pAsa samAcAra Aye ki gurudeva ne Apake bAre meM pRcchA kI hai| mere dhanya bhAga the, maiM zArIrika asvasthatA kI sthiti meM bhI eka dina pahu~ca gii| AcArya zrI kI baiThane kI sthiti nahIM thI ataeva leTe hue the| jaba maiM pahu~cI to vartamAna AcArya zrI hIrAcandrajI mahArAja sA. evaM zubha munijI pAsa meM virAja rahe the| mujhe dekhakara unhoMne gurudeva se kahA Apa suzIlA
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________________ 601 tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa jI ke bAre meM pRcchA kara rahe the, ve AI haiN| do tIna saMtoM kA sahArA lekara ve uThe AzIrvAda ke liye unake hAtha Upara uThe aura tIna dina se mauna guruvara kI vANI mukharita huii| acchA tuma A gii| unhoMne mere nimAja pahuMcane para pharamAyA - tuma jo sevA kA kArya kara rahI ho, use nirantara karate rahanA, lekina saMgha-sevA bhI barAbara karatI rhnaa| mujhe AzIrvAda svarUpa maMgala pATha pradAna kiyaa| maiM bhAva vibhora ho gyii| merI AMkhoM meM AMsU chalakane lge| maiMne socA, jJAna kI yaha jyoti ananta meM vilIna hote samaya bhI antima hitopadeza se hamArA mArga darzana kara rahI hai| | kitanA apanApana unakI vANI aura vyavahAra meM thaa| mujha jaise akiMcana para bhI unakI mahatI kRpA thii| ve nArI svataMtratA ke pakSadhara the, svacchandatA ke nhiiN| nArI svataMtratA kI oTa meM phaizanaparastI kI daur3a ko nakArate hue unhoMne kahA - bahuta samaya taka deha sajAyA, ghara-dhaMdhA meM samaya bitAyA, nindA vikathA chor3a karo, satkarma ko jii| dhAro dhAro rI saubhAgina zIla kI cUndaDI jI / / ve yadA-kadA pharamAyA karate the ki sAdhanA ke mArga meM strI-puruSa meM koI bheda nahIM hai| striyoM kI saMkhyA dharma || kSetra meM sadaiva puruSoM se adhika rahI hai| sabhI kAloM meM sAdhuoM kI apekSA sAdhviyoM kI evaM zrAvakoM kI apekSA | zrAvikAoM kI saMkhyA adhika rahI hai| mokSa kA dvAra kholane vAlI mAtA marudevI bhI strI hI thii| inhIM mAtAoM kI goda meM mahAna puruSoM kA lAlana-pAlana hotA hai| lekina mAtA ko pUjyA banane hetu viveka kA dIpaka, jJAna kA tela, zraddhA kI bAtI aura svAdhyAya ke gharSaNa ko uddIpta karanA hogaa| isaliye unhoMne sAmAyika ke sAtha svAdhyAya ko mahattva diyaa| unakA kahanA thA - svAdhyAya binA ghara sUnA hai, mana sUnA hai, sadjJAna binA / ghara-ghara guruvANI gAna karo , svAdhyAya karo, svAdhyAya kro| ata eva AcArya bhagavanta ne jJAna-patha kI pathika, darzana kI dhAraka, sAmAyika kI sAdhaka, tapa kI ArAdhaka |zIla kI cUndaDI or3hane vAlI, saMyamamayI evaM dayA va dAna kI jar3ata vAlI jisa zrAvikA ratna kI kalpanA kI hai |vaha yuga-yugoM taka hama bahanoM ke jIvana kA Adarza banakara hamArA patha-pradarzana karatI rhegii| jI-21, zAstrInagara, jodhapura |
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________________ sAmAyika ke mahAn preraka-AcAryazrI man * zrI cunnIlAla lalavANI saMvat 2016 meM AcAryapravara 1008 zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA jaba ziSya maNDalI ke sAtha jayapura meM praveza ! huA to AcArya zrI ne sAmAyika saMdeza ke rUpa meM eka bhajana diyA, jo sAre deza meM gUMja uThA hai, jisameM jIvana ko| U~cA uThAne kI preraNA milatI hai jIvana unnata karanA cAhA to, sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo| AkulatA se bacanA cAho to, sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo|| mujhe yaha bhajana bahuta hI pasaMda aayaa| jahA~ bhI maiM jAtA, isa bhajana ko hara jagaha gAtA rahatA, bar3A hI Ananda aataa| pahale 'OM zAnti prabhu jaya zAnti prabhu' prArthanA bolatA, usake bAda isa bhajana ko gaataa| isI meM maiM bhAva vibhora ho jaataa| kArtika zuklA paMcamI (jJAna paMcamI) ko maiMne AcArya zrI se mAMgalika mAMgI to AcAryazrI ne pharamAyA ki kyA mAMgalika koI aise hI milatI hai? nathamala jI hIrAvata ko niyama lete dekhakara maiMne AcArya zrI se nivedana kiyA ki mujhe bhI jJAna paMcamI kA upavAsa karA diijie| usa dina gurudeva ne upavAsa ke sAtha niyamita sAmAyika karane tathA dayAvrata kA bhI niyama karA diyaa| jJAnapaMcamI kA upavAsa karate hue lambA samaya bIta gayA hai, isase mujhe zArIrika, mAnasika, Atmika saba prakAra kI zAnti prApta huI hai| kArtika zuklA paMcamI se pUnama taka saMvat 2016 ke jayapura cAturmAsa meM 5000 sAmAyika kA lakSya rakhA gayA, jo saphalatApUrvaka pUrNa huaa| isase mere mana meM sAmAyika-saMgha kI sthApanA karane kI bhAvanA utpanna huii| cAturmAsa pUrNa hone para vihAra ke samaya 11 vyaktiyoM ne 5 varSa taka sthAnaka meM niyamita sAmAyika karane kA niyama liyaa| isa taraha sAmAyika saMgha kA prArambha huaa| sAmAyika saMgha ke sadasyoM ke lie kucha niyama banAe gaye - sapta-kuvyasanoM se dUra raheM, kUr3A taula mApa na kareM, vastu meM milAvaTa na kareM, sthAnaka meM niyamita sAmAyika kareM, usameM kama se kama 20 miniTa svAdhyAya kareM, hiMsA-jhUTha-corI Adi se dUra rheN| sailAnA cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI ne akhila | bhAratIya jaina sAmAyika saMgha kI rUparekhA prastuta kI tathA vahIM para prathama sAmAyika sammelana kA Ayojana huaa| | isake pazcAt jahA~ bhI AcArya zrI padhAre bAlotarA, bAr3amera bhopAlagar3ha, pIpAr3a Adi sarvatra sAmAyika saMgha kA gaThana huaa| AcAryapravara kI kRpA se maiM svAdhyAya saMgha se bhI jur3A tathA paryuSaNa meM jaitAraNa, betula, madrAsa, savAImAdhopura Adi sthAnoM para dharmArAdhana hetu gyaa| vahA~ dinabhara sAmAyika sAdhanA karane meM tathA saiMkar3oM zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko sAmAyika karAne meM mujhe AtmAnanda kA anubhava huaa| sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra ke lie preraNA karate hue gurudeva ne mujhase kahA - "tU bhAratIya bImA nigama kA dalAla hai, isalie ta dharma kI dalAlI bhI acchI taraha se kara sakatA hai|" isase mujhe sAmAyika saMghoM kI sthApanA karane kI dhuna laga gyii| maiMne laghu sarvatobhadra tapa kA ArAdhana bhI kiyaa| yaha tapasyA maiMne 1 varSa Ayambila se tathA 6 varSa ekAzana tapa se kI aura yaha pratijJA kI ki jaba taka 100 sAmAyika saMgha nahIM baneMge taba taka maiM yaha vrata karatA rhuuNgaa| merI bhAvanA ke anusAra bhIlavAr3A, jaitAraNa, Daboka,
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________________ ( tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa sailAnA, betula, madrAsa, ahamadanagara, pAtharDI, lAtUra, lAsala-gA~va, cAlIsa-gA~va, dhUliyA, kopara gA~va, auraMgAbAda, zAjApura, bhopAla, nAgapura, nAgaura, ludhiyAnA, kucerA, gogelAva, kizanagar3ha, madanagaMja, ajamera, kapAsana, gaMgApura, cittaur3a, bhAdasor3A, nAthadvArA, mAlapurA, kekar3I, gulAbapurA, hurar3A, vijayanagara, mer3atAsiTI, ujjaina, thAMdalA, durga, bhilAI, jabalapura, solApura, savAImAdhopura, Alanapura, zyAmapurA, gaMgApura, hiNDauna, alavara Adi aneka sthAnoM para sAmAyika saMgha sthApita hue| gA~va-gA~va meM sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA AcArya zrI kI bhAvanA thii| mere vicAra meM yaha taba hI saMbhava hai jaba pracArakoM kA eka dala sAhitya tathA sAmAyika ke upakaraNa sAtha lekara gA~va-gA~va meM jAye tathA sAmAyika sAdhanA karake sAmAyika-saMghoM ko sthira karane kI preraNA kre| bhavAnI siMha mArga, kraya-vikraya saMgha ke sAmane, jayapura kArtika sudI paMcamI, saMvat 2040
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________________ bhaviSyadraSTA va vacana-siddhi ke yogI zrI pI. ema. corar3iyA AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. alpabhASI the / ve gUr3ha se gUr3ha viSaya kA sAra kucha hI nape tule zabdoM meM | prakaTa kara dete the / bhASA samiti evaM vANI viveka ke prati vizeSa jAgarUka saMta the| unakI vANI brahmavAkya huA karatI thii| apane viziSTa jJAna evaM sAdhanA ke bala se unheM bhaviSya kI ghaTanAoM kA jJAna jAtA thA / bhaviSya ke ghaTanA - citra kA ullekha ve apanI preraNAoM aura upadeza se bhaktoM ke samakSa isa prakAra karate, jisakA unheM ahasAsa bhI nahIM hotA thaa| mere jIvana meM bhI aise kaI prasaMga Ae, jaba unhoMne preraNA evaM samyak mArgadarzana dekara mujhe | jAgarUka bnaayaa| ApakA AzIrvAda pAkara maiM dhanya ho gayA / Aja bhI jaba una sabakA cintana karatA hU~, to usa | jyotipuruSa evaM adhyAtmayogI ke prati zraddhA se sira jhuka jAtA hai / yahA~ para kucha saMsmaraNa prastuta haiM (1) san 1979 meM AcArya zrI kA ajamera meM cAturmAsa thA / Apa lAkhana koTar3I sthAnaka meM virAja rahe the / | isI cAturmAsa meM madrAsa meM svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra hetu eka svAdhyAya samiti ke gaThana kI carcA clii| usake | vidhAna kA prArUpa bhI taiyAra kiyA gyaa| kucha samaya pazcAt mujhe AcAryapravara ke darzana karane hetu ajamera jAne kA | saubhAgya prApta huA / AcArya bhagavanta ke samakSa carcA karane para unake mukha se anAyAsa nikala par3A - varSa bhara meM yaha kArya ho jAyegA / maiMne kahA, gurudeva / ise eka mahIne meM hI pUrA karane kA prayAsa kiyA jaaegaa| madrAsa Akara pUrA prayAsa kiyA, lekina koI na koI bAdhA yA ar3acana upasthita ho jaatii| sAla bhara pUrA hone para hI samiti kA paMjIkaraNa sambhava ho sakA / (2) AcArya zrI ke madrAsa cAturmAsa kA prasaMga thA / merI dharmapatnI kI tapasyA cala rahI thii| pratidina AcArya bhagavanta ke mukhAraviMda se hI paccakkhAna liye jAte the| jisa dina 20 kI tapasyA thI, usa dina hamezA kI bhAMti sAyaMkAla maiM AcArya zrI kI sevA meM upasthita huaa| mujhe dekhakara AcArya zrI ne sahaja hI pUchA - "bahana kI tapasyA | kaisI cala rahI hai ?" usa dina pitta evaM ulTI kI zikAyata jyAdA thI, ataH maiMne sthiti batAI tathA arja kiyA ki | 21 upavAsa kara pAraNA ke bhAva haiN| AcArya zrI kucha samaya to mauna rahe, phira bole - "dhairya rkho| garma pAnI ke upayoga se pitta kI prakRti zAMta ho sakatI hai|" AcArya zrI kI kucha samaya kI cuppI tathA preraNApUrvaka sandeza se mujhe aisA ahasAsa huA ki AcArya zrI kA hamAre corar3iyA parivAra ko AzIrvAda prApta hai / jaba maiMne zrImatI jI | ko yaha vArtAlApa sunAyA, to unakA manobala jAga uThA aura mAsakhamaNa kI tapasyA karane kA saMkalpa kara liyaa| | vAstava meM yaha 30 dina kI tapasyA sukhasAtA pUrvaka sampanna huii| yaha saba AcArya deva kI kRpA kA hI phala thA / -89, Audiappa Naicken Street, Ist Floor CHENNAI 600079
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________________ dUradarzI the AcArya bhagavanta * zrI anarAja bAMtharA AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. me aneka guNa the| unakI dUradarzitA ke tIna saMsmaraNa smRti - paTala para A rahe haiM / (1) AcAryapravara pUjya zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. ne apane AjJAnuvartI zrI prema muni jI, zrI jiteza muni jI mahArAja kA varSa 1990 kA cAturmAsa koThArI bhavana, saradArapurA, jodhapura ke lie svIkRta kiyA thA / AjJAnusAra munidvaya cAturmAsArtha saradArapurA pdhaare| saradArapurA meM unheM AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke nyU pAvara hAUsa ke AsapAsa virAjane kI jAnakArI milI to munidvaya darzana - vandana kI bhAvanA se nyU pAvara hAUsa roDa sthita suzrAvaka zrI sampatarAja jI bAphanA kI dAla mila pdhaare| vidvavarya zrI premamuni jI ma.sA. ne darzana - vandana kara kahA ki gurudeva AcArya zrI nAnAlAla jI ma.sA. ne hamArA cAturmAsa koThArI bhavana, saradArapurA pharamAyA hai| AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja ne muni zrI kI bAta sunakara sahaja kahA - "ThIka hai, Apa pAvaTA kSetra khulA rakhanA / " munidvaya kucha samaya sevA kA lAbha prApta kara mAMgalika sunakara vihAra kara punaH koThArI bhavana lauTanA cAha rahe the, taba punaH AcArya bhagavanta ne premamuni jI se kahA- "pAvaTA kSetra kA dhyAna rakhanA / " munidvaya mAMgalika lekara apane sthAna lauTa aae| jodhapura unake lie nayA kSetra thaa| unhoMne pAvaTA kidhara hai, zrAvakoM se pUchA aura mana hI mana cintana karane lage ki AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja ne pAvaTA kSetra khulA rakhane kI bAta kyoM pharamAI hai ? rAta meM ekAeka teja varSA se koThArI bhavana ke prAyaH sabhI kamaroM meM pAnI bhara gyaa| saverA huaa| dekhA hara kamare meM pAnI hai| isa sthAna para rahakara cAturmAsa sambhava nahIM lgaa| abhI cAturmAsika pakkhI meM samaya hai, vicAra kara munidvaya zrI ugamarAja jI mehatA ke sAtha pAvaTA kSetra dekhane Aye / pAvaTA meM dharmanArAyaNa jI ke hatthe meM varddhamAna | bhavana khAlI hai, zrAvakoM ke Agraha para munidvaya ne sthAna kI upayogitA samajhakara koThArI bhavana, saradArapurA ke bajAya varddhamAna bhavana, pAvaTA meM cAturmAsa kiyA / zraddheya zrI premamuni jI ma.sA. ne pAvaTA meM pravacana sabhA meM AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja kI dUradarzitA batAte hue kahA ki usa divya-divAkara ne hameM samaya pUrva sAvadhAna kara saMyama - sAdhanA ke nirvahana meM sambala diyA hai, vaha sadA smRti - paTala para rahegA / (2) zraddheya zrI premamuni ma.sA. ne dIkSA pUrva ke prasaMga ko lekara pharamAyA ki AcArya bhagavanta bhopAla padhAre taba pAMca chaH bhakta unake vihAra meM jA rahe the, maiM bhI una logoM ke sAtha ho gyaa| sabhI zrAvakoM ne AcArya bhagavanta ko vandana - namana kiyA, mujhe dekhakara AcArya bhagavanta ke mukhAravinda se sahasA nikalA ki tUM yadi dIkSA le usake kucha varSoM to jinazAsana kI acchI prabhAvanA hogii| usa samaya maiMne dIkSA kA kabhI socA bhI na thA, parantu bAda merI bhAvanA banI aura maiM AcArya zrI nAneza ke caraNoM meM dIkSita huA / AcArya bhagavanta kitane dUradarzI sAdhaka the, jinhoMne na to merI kuNDalI dekhI, na hAtha; lekina apanI anubhUti se jo pharamAyA, Aja vaha sArthaka laga rahA hai|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (3) seTha motIlAla jI lor3hA mAlegAMva (mahArASTra) se jodhapura Ae hue the| AcArya bhagavanta usa samaya ajamera virAjamAna the / darzana-vandana evaM mAMgalika - zravaNa kI bhAvanA 've jodhapura se naI kAra lekara ajamera pahu~ce / unakA vicAra ajamera kAra dvArA mahArASTra jAne kA thA, ataH apane kAryoM se nivRtta ho ve mAMgalika zravaNa karane pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kI sevA meM upasthita hue| vandana - namana evaM sukha-zAMti pRcchA kara lor3hA jI ne gurudeva se mAMgalika dene kA nivedana kiyA / 614 AcArya bhagavanta ne pUchA- "abhI kaunasI gAr3I hai ? " zrI motIlAla jI lor3hA ne kahA- " bAbajI ! hama kAra se jA rahe haiN|" "itanI dUra aura kAra se ?" jJAnI guru ke manobhAva bhakta jaldI samajhatA hai / mana hI mana socA, yaha ThIka nahIM hai, isaliye AcArya | bhagavanta ke muMha se nikalA 'itanI dUra aura kAra se' / lor3hA jI ne apanA aura apane parivAra ke sadasyoM kA kAra | jAnA sthagita kara DrAivara se kahA- "tuma kAra lekara jAo, hama rela se pahuMca rahe haiN|" mAlika kI AjJAnusAra DrAivara ajamera se ravAnA huaa| koI pandraha kilomITara gAr3I calI hogI ki | akasmAt kAra ke iMjana meM Aga laga gii| naI gAr3I kA iMjana jala-bala gyaa| kucha samaya bAda seThajI ko sUcanA | milI ki kAra meM akasmAt Aga laga jAne se kAra ko nukasAna huA hai aura kAra Age bar3hane kI sthiti meM nahI haiN| eka kSaNa meM unheM gurudeva ke ve vacana dhyAna meM Ae 'itanI dUra aura kAra se' / pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kitane dUradarzI the, jinhoMne saMketa mAtra se sAvadhAna bhI kara diyA aura kahane meM kahIM | doSa bhI nahIM lagAyA / dhanya hai pUjya gurudeva kI dUradarzitA ko / - dIvAnoM kI havelI, ghAsamaNDI, jodhapura /
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________________ jinake pAvana darzana se pApoM ke parvata hilate the * zrI brajamAhana jaina (mINA) mahAn zrutadhara AcArya hemacandra sUri ne gurjara nareza kumArapAla ko zAsana meM jor3a kara jinadharma kA udyota kiyaa| mahAn tapasvI zrI hIra vijaya sUri ne bhArata samrATa akabara kA hRdaya parivartana kara unheM ahiMsaka bnaayaa| mahAn AcArya ziva muni viSNu kumAra Adi tapa: pUta tapasviyoM ne duSTa rAjAoM kI yAtanAoM se saMgha ko mukta karAyA, jisakA itihAsa sAkSI hai| svarNabhUmi ke mahAn prabhAvaka AcArya kAlaka ne mahArAja gardabhilla dvArA acAnaka kie anAcAra kA virodha kara gardabhilla ko yuddha meM parAsta kara sAdhvI sarasvatI ko unase mukta karAyA evaM jaina zAsana kI yazogAthAe~ dig diganta meM phailaaii|| usI zruta paramparA ke tapa:pUta hamAre ArAdhya AcArya deva ne zAsanasevA meM jo kiyA, usake AdyopAnta varNana meM buddhi kI alpatA hI bAdhaka hai| jina zAsana ke prabala hitaiSI jyotirdhara AcAryazrI kI guNa gAthA ko eka kavi ne isa prakAra vyakta kiyA hai| dhanya jIvana hai tumhArA, dIpa banakara tuma jale ho| vizva kA tama toma harane, jyoM zamA kI tuma Dhale ho| ambara kA sitArA kahU~ yA dharatI kA ratana pyArA khuuN| tyAga kA najArA kahU~ yA DUbatoM kA sahArA khuuN| gurudeva AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. zreSTha zramaNa the aura ubhaya loka hitakArI zramaNa -jIvana ke sAtha utkRSTa | tapa evaM dhyAna yoga ke upAsaka, sAdhaka evaM maunAbhyAsI the| Apane AcArya -kAla meM jaina saMgha kI unnati kA zaMkhanAda kiyaa| sarvaprathama Apane dharmapriya zrAvakoM meM jJAna kA abhAva dekhA aura upAya socA / phalasvarUpa svAmIjI zrI pannAlAlajI ma.sA. ke sahayoga se svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA kI nIMva rakhI gii| phira parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa meM dharmArAdhanA se ve kSetra bhI lAbhAnvita hone lage jahA~ saMta-satI nahIM pahuMca pAte haiN| samAja meM jJAna kA sambala milatA rahe, etadartha cintana diyaa| isa prakAra 'jinavANI' patrikA kA prakAzana prArambha huaa| vidvAnoM ko eka maMca para lAne ke liye vidvat pariSad kI sthApanA evaM naye vidvAna taiyAra karane ke liye jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna kA zubhAraMbha bhI Apake saccintana ke phala rahe haiN| Apako jaina itihAsa kI kamI sadaiva khaTakatI thii| aneka jJAna bhaMDAroM kA avalokana kara vipula aitihAsika sAhitya sAmagrI kA sarjana kiyA evaM jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa jo cAra bhAgoM meM vibhakta hai, kI racanA kii| itihAsa ke ye bhAga samAja kI amUlya nidhi haiN| sarasvatI putra, kriyoddhAra paramparA ke ratna, jJAna zikhara, dhIra vIra gaMbhIra, paropakArI santa, sAdhanA ke sumeru, kaThora sAdhanA yogI, jaina jagata ke dedIpyamAna nakSatra, tAttvika va sAttvika , nirbhIka aura nispRhI, para-duHkha meM navanIta sI komalatA, parantu vrata-pAlana meM caTTAna sama kaThoratA, saumya aura gaMbhIra zramaNa saMskRti ke gaurava, parama zAnta AtmA, dUradarzI , bhakta vatsala, svapna draSTA AcArya zrI kI yazogAthAoM ko zabdoM meM nahIM bAMdhA jA sktaa| Apa ko
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 616 | upamita karane ke liye zabdoM kI kamI hai| Apa adhyAtma sUrya the / Apa hara hAlata meM prasannacitta rahate the / Apa apanI sAdhu-maryAdAoM ke prati sadaiva saceta the / maryAdA kA ullaMghana Apako pasanda nahIM thA / mujhe san 1969 ke anta meM ApakI sevA meM pahu~cane kA saubhAgya zrI jatanarAja jI sA mehatA, mer3atA siTI | vAloM ke mAdhyama se prApta huaa| jaba maiM ApakI sevA meM pahu~cA to vahA~ upasthita zrAvakoM ne merI kRSi veza bhUSA | dekhakara vyaMga kiyA / yaha kisAna lar3akA kyA gurudeva kI sevA kregaa| para bhAI mehatA sA. kA nizcaya hI kahie ki maiMne gurudeva kI sevA meM lagabhaga 20 varSa ke lambe kAla kA lAbha uThA pAyA / AcAryazrI samAja ko nirvyasanI evaM prAmANika dekhanA cAhate the| pUjya zrI zobhA caMda jI ma.sA. zatAbdI sAdhanA samAroha ajamera evaM bhagavAna mahAvIra nirvANa zatAbdI samAroha jodhapura meM lakSya se adhika vrata- pratyAkhyAna | karavA kara Apane jaina saMgha ko samujjvala bnaayaa| Apa prabala puruSArthI the / prAtaH se sAyaM taka ApakI lekhanI sadaiva | calA karatI thii| pramAda ko Apa apane pAsa Ane kA avakAza hI nahIM dete the| mujhe eka kavi ke vAkya smaraNa A rahe haiM jisane pahacAnI na koI, kadra' apane vakta kI / kAmayAbI usako hAsila ho sakatI nahIM kabhI / / Apane samaya ke mUlya ko pahacAna liyA thA aura hara kSetra meM kAmayAbI hAsila kI thI / nArI utthAna meM ApakA vizeSa yogadAna rahA / apane saMgha meM mahilAoM ke barAbara kI bhAgIdArI pradAna kI | aura akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna zrAvikA saMgha kA zrI gaNeza huaa| isase nArI jAti ke liye dharma kSetra meM Age | baDhane kA nayA AyAma khulaa| navayuvakoM evaM bAlakoM ko bhI Apane prerita kiyA / 1 Apa dIna-duHkhI mAnava ko duHkhI hAlata meM dekhakara dravita ho jAyA karate the / ApakI isa dInoddhAra bhAvanA ke anurUpa zrI bhUdhara kuzala sAdharmI kalyANa koSa kI sthApanA huI, jahA~ se pratimAha saiMkaDoM asahAya bhAI-bahinoM ko sahayoga pradAna kiyA jA rahA hai| ApakA jJAna-bala bar3A viziSTa thA isa sandarbha meM mujhe eka ghaTanA yAda A rahI hai / pUjya zrI ne pazcimI rAjasthAna ke AgolAI se DhAMDhaNiyA grAma kI ora vihAra kiyA / 3 janavarI 1962 mAgha kRSNA 3 saM. 2028 somavAra ko lagabhaga 5 baje sAyaMkAla AgolAI ke zrAvaka zrI caMdanamala jI gogaDa kA pA~ca varSIya bAlaka acAnaka ghara se guma ho gyaa| samUce AgolAI grAma vyaktiyoM ne rAtri meM hAthoM meM lAlaTeneM lekara Asa-pAsa kA sArA jaMgala DhUMDha liyA, para isa abodha zizu kA kahIM patA nahI lgaa| pUrA gAMva udAsIna ho gyaa| kyoMki gogaDa parivAra gA~va vAloM kI hamadardI meM sadaiva agraNI rahatA AyA thaa| jaba bacce kA kahIM patA nahIM lagA to katipaya | grAmINa 4 janavarI ko prAtaH 9 baje ke lagabhaga AcArya zrI kI sevA meM pahuMce aura rAta se prAtaH taka kI sArI ghaTanA sammukha nivedana kI / pratyuttara meM AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA " cintA karane jaisI koI bAta nahIM hai, puNya va dharma ke pratApa se baccA sakuzala mila jAyegA / " - sthAnIya skUla ke pradhAnAdhyApakajI evaM baccoM kA samUha sahakArI phArma ke Age jaMgala meM nikala gayA / vahA~ | dekhate haiM ki eka caTTAna para baccA so rahA hai| use dekhA to ve pulakita ho uThe evaM gA~va meM harSa kI lahara daur3a gii| gurudeva kI vANI satya siddha huI / 'aae| pUre gAMva meM |
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________________ 617 tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa Apa se devatA bhI Darate the| jisameM nimna guNa hote haiM, unase devatA bhI bhaya khAte haiN| udyama: sAhasaM dhairya, balaM buddhiH parAkramaH / SaData yatra vidyante, tasmAd devo'pi zakate / / udyama, sAhasa, dhairya, bala, buddhi aura parAkrama ye 6 guNa jinake pAsa hote haiM, unase devatA bhI Darate haiN| gurudeva meM || | ye sabhI guNa the| siMvAMcI paTTI kA aitihAsika jhagar3A Apake sAhasa evaM buddhi kI sUjha se hI nipaTa pAyA thaa| Apane aneka sthAnoM para pazubali kA niSedha krvaayaa| rAjasthAna meM mUNDiyA evaM madhya pradeza ke aneka | sthAnoM para abhI bhI Apake parAkrama kI yazogAthAe~ sunane ko milatI haiN| Apa Ayurveda para vizeSa vizvAsa rakhate the / maMtra, taMtra, yaMtra, kAla-jJAna, svara vijJAna, zakuna-zAstra, svapna zAstra sAmudrika zAstra evaM hastarekhA vijJAna ke sAtha jyotiSa evaM khagola ke bhI vettA the| sAtha hI phakkaDa santa the| jaina AgamoM ke gahana anveSaka evaM jainetara sAhitya ke pAragAmI vidvAn the| jayapura ke mahArAjA zrI mAnasiMha jI ne jaina santoM ke sambandha meM kahA hai kAhU kI na Asa rAkhe, kAhU se na dIna bhaakhe| karata praNAma jAko rAjA rANA jevdd'aa| sIdhI sI Aroge roThI, baiThA bAta kare mottii| oDhana ko dekho jAke, dhoLA sA pachevar3A / khamA khamA kare loga, kadIyana rAkhe zoka / bAje na mRdaMga caMga, jaga mAMhi jebdd'aa| kahe rAjA 'mAnasiMha' dila meM vicAra dekho| duHkhI to sakala jana, sukhI jaina sevar3A / / ukta kathana Apake jIvana meM akSaraza: caritArtha hotA thaa| ApakI sevA meM rASTra nAyaka, ucca rAjyAdhikArI, zrImaMta, vidvAn, nyAyAdhipati, udyogapati, vyApArI, rAja karmacArI, kRSaka, vyavasAyI, sAdharmI evaM anya dharmI garIba-amIra yAcaka-bhAjaka sabhI samAnarUpeNa pahu~cate the| anekoM kI AkAMkSAoM kI pUrti bhI sahaja rUpa se hotI thii| pUrvI rAjasthAna ke savAImAdhopura evaM bharatapura jiloM meM basane vAle poravAla va pallIvAla jainoM meM avidyA evaM Arthika vipannatA kI sthiti se ApakA hRdaya dravita ho gyaa| Apane isa kSetra meM zikSA kA sUtrapAta kara nayA dizAbodha diyaa| phalasvarUpa kSetra meM dhArmika cetanA kA saMcAra huaa| sampannatA ke sAtha zikSA ke kSetra meM bhI pragati AcArya zrI ke jIvana meM atizaya thaa| AcArya zrI kI sevA meM cautha kA baravAr3A se zrAvaka govinda rAma jI jaina alIgaDha-rAmapurA padhAre aura kahA, 'annadAtA ! bInaNI kI A~khoM kI jyoti acAnaka calI gii|' gurudeva ne alIgaDha-rAmapurA sthAnaka se mAMgalika pradAna kiyA aura dUrastha bInaNI kI A~khoM meM nava jyoti kA saMcAra huaa| ___eka bAra maiM gurudeva ke sAtha bara - mAravAr3a ke sthAnaka meM guru sevA meM rata thaa| sAMyakAla eka baDe se bicchu ne | mere pA~va meM DaMka mAra diyaa| mere paira meM vedanA zuru huii| guru mahArAja pratikramaNa meM the| maiMne kahA gurudeva bicchu ne DaMka mAra diyA, pA~va phaTa rahA hai| unhoMne mAMgalika sunaayaa| thor3I dera meM pairoM meM jhanajhanAhaTa sI huI aura nIMda A
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 618 gaI / vedanA samApta ho gii| tapa:pUta AcArya zrI utkaTa sAhasI evaM adamya utsAha ke dhanI the| alavara evaM satArA ke kSetroM meM gA~va vAloM dvArA satA jA rahe kAle sAMpoM ko unase chur3Akara apanI jholI meM DAlakara dUra jaMgala meM jAkara choDA unheM abhaya pradAna kiyaa| ___ ApakI dhyAna ke prati vizeSa lagana thI / jaba kabhI bhI dhyAna ke viSaya ko lekara carcA calatI to Apa || vizeSa AhlAdita najara Ate the| dhyAna zivira lagA kara dhyAna sAdhakoM kI Apane acchI TIma taiyAra kii| Apa samUce deza tathA videza meM rahe bhaktoM dvArA sadaiva pUje jAte rhe| namaskAra mantra ke tIna padoM para Apa adhiSThita rahe / AcArya, upAdhyAya evaM sAdhu ke parameSThi padoM kI apane | zobhA bar3hAyI / parameSThi ke 108 guNoM meM se 88 guNa ApameM eka sAtha milA karate the| Apako kI gaI vaMdanA pUre guru pada kI vaMdanA hotI thI, phira bhalA bhaktoM ke duHkha dUra kyoM na hoNge| paMca parameSTI meM se Apa tIna padoM ke dhAraka the| jaina jagata ke samUce itihAsa kA avalokana karane para bhI zAyada hI koI aisA AcArya dRSTi gocara hogA, jisameM eka sAtha AcArya, upAdhyAya evaM sAdhu pada vidyamAna rahA ho, ata: Apa jaina itihAsa ke nirAle hI zrutadhara the| Apa jJAna, darzana aura cAritra kI sAkSAt pratimUrti the| Apake sAnnidhya meM aneka bhavyAtmAoM ne saMsAra kI nazvaratA kA bodha pAkara pravajyA grahaNa kI aura AtmoddhAra kiyaa| kaI AtmArthI santa mahAsatiyoM ne apanA bhava-sudhAra kiyaa| ApakI saMgati se aneka saMsArI prANI pArasa ke sparza se sonA banane kI bhA~ti durjana se sajjana aura kuvyasanI se suvyasanI bne| aneka ne Atma-vikAra naSTa kiye| itane bar3e mahAn guru kA sAnnidhya milane ke bAda bhI katipaya AtmAoM ne liyA huA saMyama bhI chor3a diyaa| usa para mujhe eka kavi kI paMktiyA~ prastuta karane kA avasara mila rahA hai parasI pArasa bheTiyA, miTagyA loha vikaar| tIna bAta to nA miTI, bAMka dhAra arU bhAra / / Apa jaise pArasa ke sparza ke pazcAt bhI ve apanI vAMka, dhAra aura bhAra ke kAraNa saMsArAbhimukha hue| yaha | unake karmoM kI hI viDambanA hai| lenA saMjama sahaja hai, pAlana ati duzvAra / khule pA~va se jora de, calanA asi ke dhAra / / Apa apane udbodhanoM meM anIti kA khulakara virodha karate the| anIti Apako apriya thii| Apake pAvana caraNoM se kSetra-sparzana kI bhAvanA nirdhana-amIra sabhI kiyA karate the| kahA bhI hai ki zIlavAna ko sabhI cAhate haiM zIlavaMta nirmala dazA, pA parihai cahu khuutt| kahe kabIra tA dAsa kI, Asa kare baikuNtth|| __ kAla jJAna ke adhikArI pUjya zrI ko apanI AyuSya kI samApti kA AbhAsa ho AyA thaa| unhoMne apanA aMtima samaya najadIka jAnakara mAraNAntika tapArAdhana ke liye upayukta sthAna nimAja ko cunA jisake bAre meM san 1984 ke varSAvAsa meM renabo hAusa jodhapura meM asvasthatA kI sthiti meM zrI hIrA muni jI ma.sA. dvArA pUche gaye praznoM ke uttara meM Apane pharamAyA thA ki mukhya rAja mArga para basI nagarI ho, devAlaya ho, harA bharA vana ho, pAsa meM jJAna zAlA ho evaM jalasrota (ku~A) ho ye pA~ca bAteM jahA~ milatI hoMgI vahA~ jAnanA ki merA saMthArA - samAdhi maraNa tapa
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 619 hogaa| ina pAMca boloM kA yoga nimAja meM milaa| ApakI yAdeM - smRtiyA~ jyoM kI tyoM haiM, para gurudeva aba deha se hamAre bIca nahIM hai| adhyAtma-loka kI isa divya vibhUti kI sadiyoM taka sugandha vyApta rahegI tU nahIM terI ulphata hara kisI ke dila meM hai| zamA to bujha cukI rozanI mahaphila meM hai| ukhalAnA, po. alIgaDha, jilA Toka (rAja.)
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________________ agaNita vandana sad gururAja ko . zrI nemIcanda jaina * saMyama dharma para anUThI dRr3hatA zramaNa sUrya pUjya pravartaka marudhara kesarI zrI mizrImala jI ma.sA. kA saMvat 2040 kA aMtima cAturmAsa mer3atA siTI meM thaa| eka rAta hama zrI marudhara kesarI jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM baiThe the| dharma ke prati dRr3hatA kA viSaya claa| pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke jIvana kA eka prasaMga bhI A gyaa| mahArAja zrI ne bar3e hI bhAva bhare zabdoM meM | pharamAyA ki jaba satArA (pUnA) ke pAsa kucha nAsamajha loga eka bhayaMkara viSadhara nAga ko bar3e berahamI se mAra rahe the, usa samaya AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. una logoM ke bIca pahuMca gye| prema se samajhAte hue pUrNa nirbhayatA ke sAtha kapar3A DAlakara kSubdha nAga ko hAtha meM le liyaa| binA kisI saMkoca ke bAhara jaMgala meM jAkara chor3a aaye| zrI marudhara kesarI jI ma.sA. ne pharamAyA ki aisI honI cAhie saMyamadharma ke prati dRr3ha aasthaa| jaba marUdhara kesarI jI ma.sA. jaise mahApuruSa ne bhI isa prasaMga kA ullekha kiyA taba isa ghaTanA kI mahattA va vizvasanIyatA svataH siddha ho jAtI hai| ____ AcAryapravara jIvoM para karuNA ke kSetra meM phUla se bhI komala tathA chaha kAya ke jIvoM kI rakSA ke kSetra meM vajra se bhI kaThora the| ___ uparyukta ghaTanA krodha ke Upara kSamA kI tathA viSa ke Upara amRta kI vijaya thii| * hRdaya meM basA saMthArA pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA saMthArA nimAja meM cala rahA thaa| tapa saMthAre kA terahavAM dina / mere riztedAra goTaNa nivAsI zrI jogIlAla jI kAMkariyA AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha nimAja Aye aura sahaja bhAva se mujhe sujhAva diyA-"Apa pUjya zrI ko 108 bAra vaMdana karane kA mahAn lAbha prApta kara leN| kyoMki yaha dharma sUrya zIghra hI asta hone vAlA hai|" unakA kathana mere lie saMkalpa meM badala gyaa| usI rAta ko saMtoM kI anumati lekara AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya (sannikaTa) meM pahuMca gyaa| vaMdana karanA prArambha kiyaa| 108 bAra vaMdana karane kA saMkalpa sAkAra huaa| mana meM atyanta prasannatA, pramoda tathA utsAha thaa| kintu maiM stabdha bhI raha gayA yaha jAnakara ki AcArya zrI pUrNa jAgRta avasthA meM haiN| zArIrika vedanA bhI asAdhAraNa hai| grISma Rtu kI bhISaNa tapana hai| prANI Akula vyAkula ho rahe haiN| aisI sthiti meM bhI yaha pratIta nahIM ho rahA thA ki AcArya zrI isa kakSa meM leTe hue haiN| unake aMgoM ke halana-calana kI bhanaka taka nhiiN| ___ zArIrika vedanA kA leza mAtra bhI ijahAra nhiiN| Atma-cintana meM lIna / mana, vacana va kAyA kA utkRSTa | gopana / samatva bhAvoM meM adbhuta ramaNa / pUrNatayA maunastha / mRtyu kA bhaya nahIM, jIne kI AkAMkSA nahIM / __aise utkRSTa yogI ko agaNita vaMdana karatA huA maiM saMthAre (saMlekhaNA) ke kakSa se bAhara AyA, lekina pUjya gurudeva kA saMthArA hRdaya meM sadA sadA ke lie basa gyaa|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa * kauna thA vaha ? nimAja meM AcArya zrI kA saMthArA cala rahA thaa| mana meM eka utsukatA thI ki AcArya zrI ke saMthAre ko najadIka se dekhA jaae| saMthAre kA zArIrika aMgoM tathA mana ke bhAvoM para kaisA tathA kisa rUpa meM prabhAva par3atA hai , yaha jijJAsA balavatI huii| ataH borDa kI parIkSA meM pratiniyukta hote hue bhI eka-do dina chor3akara dUsare, tIsare dina nimAja pahuMcatA thaa| eka rAta bilAr3A basa sTeNDa para basa kI iMtajAra meM 9.00 baja gaye / Akhira eka Traka meM baitthaa| Traka DrAivara ne nimAja rAjamArga para eka kilomITara pahale utarane kI mujhe salAha dii| maiM utara gyaa| pAsa kI galI se prasthAna kiyaa| eka ki.mI. claa| ujAr3a jaMgala / bhUta kI taraha jhAr3a khar3e the| Age rAstA nhiiN| vicAra huA, galata rAstA pakar3a liyA hai| caDhatI rAta hai| yahAM se lauTanA cAhiye / AcArya zrI ke nAma kA smaraNa karatA huA vApasa ravAnA huA aura rAjamArga para A gyaa| vahAM se prasthAna kiyA hI thA ki eka sAikila savAra A phuNcaa| maineM usase nimAja ke andara jAne kA rAstA pUchA to usane sahaja bhAva se mujhe kahA-"Apa merI sAikila para baiThiye / Apa jahAM cAhate haiM vahAM Apako chor3a duuNgaa|" maiMne spaSTa manA kara diyaa| lekina vaha mAnA nhiiN| usake aura mere bIca khIMcatANa ho gii| Akhira usane mujhe sAikila para baiThane ke lie rAjI kara liyaa| mujhe sAikila para biThAkara AcArya zrI ke saMthArA sthala para lAkara chor3a diyaa| sAikila se utarane ke pazcAt vApasa dekhA to vahA~ na sAikila thI aura na hI sAikila savAra / * vaha sAikila savAra kauna vyakti thA? vaha kisaliye vahAM AyA? ye prazna abhI bhI anuttarita hI haiN| -pradhAnAcArya , rAjakIya ucca mAdhyamika vidyAlaya, araTiyA kalAM (jodhapura)
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________________ viziSTa dhyAna-sAdhaka AcArya hastI . zrI prakAza canda jaina jinake jIvana meM jJAna kI atula gaharAI thI, cAritra kI advitIya U~cAI thI, saMyama kA anUThA teja thA, brahmacarya kA dedIpyamAna oja thA, dayA-karuNA tathA mamatA kA srota thA, una AcArya zrI hastI kA jIvana jana-jana ke AkarSaNa kA kendra thaa| candramA ke samAna saumya evaM sUrya ke samAna tejasvI, gulAba ke samAna muskarAte hue unake cehare ko dekhakara bhakta hRdaya Ananda ke sAgara meM DUba jAtA thaa| unhoMne apane 71 varSa ke sAdhanA-kAla meM sAmAyika svAdhyAya va dhyAna-sAdhanA para vizeSa bala diyaa| pratidina dopahara 12 se 1 kA samaya dhyAna ke lie niyata thaa| dhyAna se citta kI zuddhatA bar3hatI jAtI hai aura pariNAmasvarUpa aneka ajJAta bAteM jJAta ho jAtI haiN| AcArya zrI ke dhyAna sambandhI do saMsmaraNa smRti-paTala para aMkita haiM, ve isa prakAra haiM (1) vardhamAna nagara, nAgapura ke jaina sthAnaka meM suzrAvaka zrIpremajI bhAI nAgasI Adi bandhu sevA meM upasthita hokara dhyAna saMbaMdhI carcA karane lge| cakroM kI anubhUti kI bAta clii| usa samaya AcArya zrI ne yaha bhAva pharamAye - "maiM karIba 40 varSoM se nirantara niyamita samaya para dhyAna karatA hU~, mujhe to abhI taka cakroM kI anubhUti nahIM huI hai| lekina dhyAna-sAdhanA se citta kI zuddhatA itanI bar3ha jAtI hai ki aneka bAteM dhyAna ke samaya pratyakSa dikhAI dene lagatI haiN| ajamera sammelana ke samaya AcArya samrAT zrI AtmArAmajI ma.sA. kA eka ziSya kahIM calA gayA thaa| AcArya zrI ko bahuta cintA huI mujhe bhI vaha samAcAra jJAta huye| 12 baje ke samaya jaba maiM dhyAna meM baiThA to vaha sAdhu mujhe eka makAna ke kamare ke kone meM baiThA huA dikhAI diyaa| maiMne eka bhakta zrAvaka ko dhyAna samApti para bulAkara usa sthAna para jAne kA saMketa kiyaa| unhoMne vahA~ jAkara dekhA to vaha sAdhu usa sthAna para baiThA huA thaa| AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. ko samAcAra dekara usa sAdhu ko vApasa lAyA gayA / yaha koI camatkAra nahIM thaa| citta kI zuddhi se yaha sambhava ho jAtA hai|" ___(2) boravar3a (mahArASTra) ke jaina sthAnaka meM AcArya zrI apanI ziSyamaNDalI sahita virAjamAna the| maiM sAmAyika | karake tilaka vidyApITha pUnA kI saMskRta-parIkSA ke pAThyakrama kA adhyayana kara rahA thaa| AcArya zrI ne mujhase kahA - "bhAI ! isa pustaka ke kucha zloka kaMThastha krlo|" maiMne kahA - "gurudeva / parIkSA meM zloka nahIM pUche jAte, kevala artha va praznottara hI pUchate haiM / gurudeva muskarAte huye bole - "bhaiyyA ! yAda karane meM kyA nukasAna hai| abhI 5 zloka yAda kara mujhe sunAnA / maiMne AcArya zrI ke Adeza ko zirodhArya karake 8-10 zloka kaMThastha kara liye| parIkSA ke praznapatra meM eka prazna AyA, koI bhI 2 zloka likhie| maiMne tatkAla gurukRpA se yAda kiye gaye zlokoM meM se 2 zloka zIghra likha diye / AcArya zrI kI usa bAta ko yAda kara maiM mana hI mana unheM vandanA kara rahA thaa| aise mahAn AtmasAdhaka, dhyAna yogI, jinazAsana ke mahAn nakSatra AcArya deva ke caraNoM meM zata zata vndnaa| prAcArya, zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha, jalagA~va
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________________ sAdhanA ke dhanI zrI premacanda koThArI * bhArata bhUmi para aneka santa-mahApuruSa hue haiM, jinhoMne apanI sAdhanA evaM Atma-kalyANa ke sAtha - sAtha vizva | ko bhI mArgadarzana diyA hai| una mahApuruSoM meM zraddheya AcArya zrI hastI kA bhI apanA viziSTa sthAna rahA hai| AcArya zrI kA samagra jIvana aneka preraka prasaMgoM se bharA huA thaa| yoM likha diyA jAya to atizayokti nahIM hogI ki vaha mahApuruSa preraNA kA calatA-phiratA bolatA koSa thA / sAdhaka ko sAdhanA meM lagAne kI unameM AkarSaka zailI thii| eka bAra maiMne AcArya zrI ke darzana kiye| aksara jaba bhI koI unake nikaTa AtA to unakA lakSya usako AdhyAtmika mArga para agrasara karane kA rahatA thaa| maiM usa samaya nitya sirpha eka sAmAyika karatA thA / AcArya zrI pUchA, 'sAmAyika karate ho ?' nivedana kiyA, 'karatA huuN|' phira pUchA, 'kitanI karate ho ?' nivedana kiyA, 'eka karatA huuN|' zikSA dI, 'bhAI Age bddh'o|' uttara thA, avakAza kI kamI hai|' AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA, "bhAI do sAmAyika nahIM kara sakate ho to bhI sAmAyika kA kAla bar3hA kara savA sAmAyika kara lo arthAt jIvana kA eka ghaMTA | saMvara - sAmAyika meM lagAo va usa bar3hAye hue samaya meM niyamita va vyavasthita svAdhyAya kro| " bAta saralatA se gale utara gaI, va jIvana meM sthAna de diyaa| bAda meM jaba bhI darzana kA prasaMga AtA, pUchate rahate, 'sAdhanA cala rahI hai aura Age bar3ho, Aja kyA niyama loge ?' isa taraha ke vyavahAra se pratyeka nikaTa Ane vAle vyakti ko aisA lagatA thA "gurudeva kI mere Upara asIma kRpA hai, merI gatividhi kA dhyAna rakhate haiM", jabaki sabhI ke sAtha unakA aisA hI AkarSaka kuzala vyavahAra rahatA thaa| isI prakAra nikaTa Ane vAle kI pAtratA dekhakara use ve kisI na kisI saMvara- kriyA se jor3ane meM kuzala the / svayaM kI sAdhanA ke sAtha-sAtha saMgha- sevA kA bhI pUrA lakSya thA / AcArya zrI antima bAra jaba bUndI padhAre the, usa samaya maiMne vyApAra se nivRtti le thI, merI bhAvanA thI ki maiM sadA ke lie mauna rakha kara eka tarapha baiTha kara mAtra dharmadhyAna meM hI jIvana bitaauuN| maiMne socA ki AcArya zrI kI saMgha sevA kI tIvra painI anubhavI dRSTi hai, ataH isa viSaya meM Apase mArga-darzana yA preraNA prApta karUM / AcArya zrI ne pahale to pharamAyA ki merA nirNaya ucita hai, lekina bAda meM pharamAyA- " bhAI maiM to abhI 80 varSa kI avasthA meM bhI gA~va-gA~va vihAra kara jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA kI bhAvanA rakhatA hU~ aura tuma eka tarapha baiThanA cAhate ho / apanI sAdhanA bhI karo va saMgha- sevA bhI / jisa saMgha kI chatra chAyA ke kAraNa tumheM paramparAgata saMskAra mile haiM, tumhArA vikAsa huA hai usa saMgha ko tumhArI yogyatA, zakti evaM samaya kA lAbha milanA cAhie / jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA ke lie bhI puruSArtha karanA caahie|" usI preraNA ke kAraNa Aja maiM saMgha-sevA se jur3A huA hU~, saMgha-sevA meM ruci banI huI hai| mujhe aisI jAnakArI milI ki Apa antima samaya jaba nimAja virAja rahe the, usa samaya anya sampradAya se nikale do santa Apake darzana karane va sAtA pUchane pdhaare| santoM ne Apase zikSA pharamAne hetu nivedana kiyA / AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA " merA to yahI kahanA hai ki Apa jahA~ se Aye ho, vahIM vApasa jAveM, apane ThikAne para hI apanI pratiSThA va zobhA hai| " kitanA niSpakSa evaM ucita mArgadarzana thaa| anya sampradAya ke hone para bhI usa sampradAya ke prati unake mana meM hIna bhAva paidA hone vAlI bAta nahIM kahI /
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________________ 624 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ___ eka bAra AcAryazrI ke suziSya AtmalakSyI tattvacintaka pUjya zrI pramodamunijI ma.sA. ke pAsa AcArya zrI kI hastalikhita dainandinI dekhane kA prasaMga aayaa| ApakI dainandinI meM guNagrAhakatA va guNAnuvAda kI vizeSatA ko dekhakara atyanta prabhAvita huaa| usa DAyarI meM jhAlAvADa (rAja) jile ke rAyapura nivAsI zrI pUnamacandajI dhUpiyA evaM mandasaura jile ke rAmapurA nivAsI AgamajJa zrAvaka zrI kesarImala jI kI vizeSatAoM kA varNana aMkita thaa| santa kA jIvana sUpar3e (chAjale) kI taraha hotA hai| jaise sUpaDA anAja meM se kaMkara-kacarA Adi vijAtIya dravya nikAlakara anAja ko chA~Takara rakha letA hai, usI prakAra santa anukUla, pratikUla prasaMga, vyavahAra, vacana Adi meM apane hita kI bAta dhyAna meM le lete haiM zeSa ko mAdhyastha bhAvanA rakhate hue choDa dete haiM, pakar3a nahIM karate haiM aisA maiMne unake jIvana meM aneka bAra dekhaa| vAstava meM usa mahApuruSa ko jisane bhI nikaTa se dekhA, vaha anubhava karatA hai ki unakI pratyeka pravRtti meM mauna, dhyAna, vicakSaNatA, sajagatA Adi guNa jhalakate the| sAtha meM sIkha bhI milatI thii| vAstava meM mahApuruSoM kI jihvA nahIM, jIvana zailI bolatI hai| vaha sabake lie hitakara hotI hai| -pUrva mahAmaMtrI , a.bhA. zrI sudharma jaina zrAvaka saMgha, caugAna geTa bUMdI
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________________ mere preraNA srota AcArya zrI zrI raNajItasiMha kUmaTa bAlyakAla aura vidyArthI jIvana meM hamArI mUrata ko kaI loga ghar3ate haiM aura jagaha-jagaha para chainI hathaur3e se eka zakla sUrata pradAna karate haiN| bahuta choTI avasthA meM mAtA-pitA yaha kArya karate haiN| jaba bar3e hote haiM to skUla meM adhyApaka aura dharmAcArya hamAre jIvana kI mUrata ko ghar3ate haiN| aise hI the AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI mahArAja jinakI preraNA se merI mUrata ghar3I gaI / AcAryapravara ke kaI preraNAprada prasaMga haiM aura una sabako lipibaddha karanA eka lekha meM sambhava nahIM, lekina kucha bAteM aisI rahIM jinhoMne mujha meM lekhana zailI kA evaM likhane kI pravRtti kA prAdurbhAva kiyaa| jaba maiM dillI meM adhyayana kara rahA thA usa vakta AcArya zrI kA cAturmAsa dillI meM huA aura saptAha meM eka yA do bAra jAne kA prasaMga bana jAtA thA / jaba bhI maiM jAtA AcArya zrI pUchate, 'kucha par3hatA hai, kucha likhatA hai' maiM kahatA, 'par3hatA to hU~, | lekina likhanA nahIM AtA / ' mRdu rUpa se ha~sate aura kahate, 'prayAsa kro| svAdhyAya dharma kA mUla aMga hai aura svAdhyAya meM par3hane ke sAtha likhanA bhI Avazyaka hai / ' do-tIna bAra pUchane para bhI kucha nahIM likha pAyA aura | asamarthatA jAhira kI to unhoMne kahA ki tuma aMgrejI meM koI acchA lekha par3hate ho to usakA hI hindI rUpAntara kara do / 'dharmayuga' yA anya akhabAra meM lekha likhe jAte haiM unako bhI saMkSepa kara lekha likha sakate ho| bAra-bAra unakI | preraNA aura pRcchanA se prerita ho pahalA lekha 'jinavANI' meM chapane bheja diyA / lekha chapa gayA / Ananda vibhora huA | aura likhane kI preraNA banatI rahI aura kucha na kucha likhatA rahA / jaba bhI AcArya zrI milate, yahI pUchate - kyA likhA ? kyA par3hA ? eka bAra maiMne kahA ki samaya nahIM milatA, to kahA ki sAmAyika meM bhI yaha kArya kara sakate ho aura ravivAra ko eka atirikta sAmAyika kara par3hane aura likhane kA kArya kara sakate ho / likhate-likhate 30 / 40 lekha ekatrita ho gaye to unheM pustaka ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA, jisakA zIrSaka thA 'mujhe mokSa nahIM caahie|' yaha zIrSaka bar3A ajIba lagA, lekina par3hane vAloM ne mere isa mata se sahamati vyakta kI ki jIvana vartamAna | ke lie hai na ki bhaviSya ke lie| yadi vartamAna hI nahIM sudharA to bhaviSya kaise sudharegA / 1978 meM vipazyanA dhyAna meM baitthaa| usake bAre meM AcAryazrI ne bahuta bAteM puuchii| unako naI nahIM lagI, | kyoMki lagatA thA ki ve svayaM isako prApta kara cuke the / AcArAMga sUtra kI kucha gAthAoM ke bAre meM mujhe kucha zaMkA huI aura pUchane gayA to unhoMne niHsaMkoca kahA, 'jo kucha vipazyanA meM sIkhA-par3hA hai vahI una gAthAoM kA artha hai / ' svAdhyAya, dhyAna aura lekhana para hamezA unhoMne jora diyaa| jaba bhI maiM darzanArtha gayA to svayaM bhI kisI pustaka ko likhane meM lage rahate the| jaina dharma ke itihAsa ke cAra bar3e grantha unake svayaM ke zodha ke AdhAra para likhe gaye haiN| apane likhane aura cintana ke kArya meM ve itane tanmaya rahate the ki darzanArthI bAra-bAra mAMgalika sunAne ke lie kahate to unheM ekAgratA meM vyavadhAna mahasUsa hotA thA / AcAryazrI ke guNagAna ke lie sabhI zabda kama par3a jAte haiN| unhoMne mere jIvana para jo upakAra kiyA hai usase maiM kabhI uRNa nahIM ho sktaa| jIvana meM sAmAyika, samatA, svAdhyAya Adi ke guNa unhIM kI preraNA ke suphala haiM aura unhIM se jIvana meM zAnti anubhava hotI hai| 29 apraila, 1998 A-201, dazaratha mArga, hanumAna nagara, jayapura
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________________ adhyAtma-yogI tapomUrti . zrI javAharalAla vAghamAra jaina jagata nita kara rahA, avirala jina para naaj| tyAga tapasyA ke dhanI, zrI hastImalajI mahArAja // carcA jinakI deza meM, gAMva galI ghara Aja / jana-jana ke antara base, zrI hastImalajI mahArAja / / sabake bana karake rahe, mAne sakala smaaj| hai ! dhanya dhanya tapa mUrti, zrI hastImalajI mahArAja / / jaga ko nita aise lage, tAraNa tiraNa jhaaj| sabake mana ko bhA gaye, zrI hastImalajI mahArAja / / alpa Aya meM Apane, suna mana kI AvAja / mahAvIra patha para cale, zrI hastImalajI mahArAja / / mAhita sabako kara gaya, jIvana ke andAja / smRti jinakI zeSa, aise hastImalajI mahArAja / / zvetAmbara sthAnakavAsI jaina ratnavaMza ke saptama paTTadhara, sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke prabala preraka, itihAsa mArtaNDa | akhaNDa bAla-brahmacArI , cAritra cUr3AmaNi , adhyAtma yogI, parama pUjya AcArya pravara 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke caraNa kamaloM meM rahane kA asIma saubhAgya mujhe laghu vaya se hI prApta huaa| vaise, maiM unakI janmasthalI pIpAr3a ke pAsa kosAnA (rAjasthAna) kA nivAsI huuN| jIvana ke liye, Atma-abhyudaya ke liye, jJAnArjana ke liye svAdhyAya parama Avazyaka hai - isa satya ko maiMne unhIM ke sAnnidhya meM rahakara smjhaa| unakI dUradarzitA aura vANI kI satyatA ke prati vaise to hajAroM lAkhoM vyakti natamastaka haiM, maiMne svayaM bhI apane jIvana meM unakI vANI kI satyatA aura bhaviSya draSTA hone kI vizeSatA ke aneka bAra pratyakSa darzana kiye haiN| ___saMvat 2046 meM hamAre grAma kosAnA meM hI AcArya pravara kA cAturmAsa thaa| hamezA kI taraha saparivAra maiM bhI vahIM thaa| nitya-niyama ke anusAra prAta: prArthanA meM sammilita hotA, phira darzana-pravacana kA lAbha letaa| eka dina prAta: AcAryapravara ne mujhe apane pAsa bulAkara pUchA -"tumhAre mana kI kyA abhilASA hai?" maiM kucha asamaMjasa meM par3a gayA, yakAyaka kucha pratyuttara nahIM de skaa| yaha bAta maineM mere sasura mahodaya zrImAn amaracanda jI sA chAjer3a, rAjasthAna meM | mevar3A (ji. ajamera) nivAsI ko jo una dinoM kosAnA Aye huye the, btaayii| unhoMne kahA, AcArya pravara ne kucha | vizeSa prayojana se hI Apase yaha prazna kiyA hogaa| maiMne isa bAta para gaura kiyA aura mujhe aisA pratIta huA jaise ve mujhe tapazcaryA ke mArga para bar3hane ke liye prerita kara rahe hoN| ataeva dUsare dina prArthanA ke bAda maiMne upavAsa ke | paccakkhANa le liye| bar3I zAnti se vaha dina biitaa| dUsare dina maiMne belA paccakkha liyaa| phira tIsare dina maiMne bar3e utsAha se telA bhI paccakkha liyaa| usa vakta AcArya pravara ne mujhe gaura se dekhA aura maMda maMda muskurAte huye pUchA - "Age bhI bhAva haiM kyA?" mere mu~ha se anAyAsa hI nikalA - "gurudeva ApakA AzIrvAda hogA to aThAI bhI pUrI kara luuNgaa|" hAlAMki una dinoM taka maiMne upavAsa yA bele se Age kI tapasyA kabhI kI hI nahIM thii| yaha samAcAra jaba merI dharmapatnI zrImatI zAntikaMvara taka pahu~ce ki maiM aThAI karane kI ThAna cukA hU~ to ve bhI AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha pahu~cI aura bar3I anunaya vinati ke sAtha pA~ca upavAsa paccakkhAne kI prArthanA karane lagI,
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 627 para gurudeva ne yaha pharamAyA ki yaha tumhAre basa kI bAta nahIM hai| parantu merI zrImatI aDiga rahIM aura baDI nizcintatA se pA~ca upavAsa paccakkhAne kI vinatI karatI rhii| unakI jida aura hArdika icchA dekhakara paccakkhANa karavA diye gye| isa jida kA natIjA bhI zIghra hI sAmane A gyaa| pA~ca kI yaha tapasyA pUrNa karane meM unheM kitane kaSTa aura zArIrika vedanAoM se jUjhanA par3A, yaha maiM, merI zrImatIjI aura merA parivAra hI jAnatA hai| AcArya bhagavanta to sarvadarzI the, pahale hI jAnate the ki yaha tapasyA unake basa kI bAta nahIM hai, sAtha hI gurudeva kI satpreraNA ke phalasvarUpa merI aThAI kI tapasyA bar3I zAntipUrvaka aura nirvighna sampanna huii| usa dina se hamane yaha samajhA ki mahApuruSoM ke eka-eka zabda meM kitanA yathArtha, kitanA pUrvAbhAsa chipA rahatA hai| AcAryapravara kI dUradarzitA, bhaviSya-dRSTi aura satya-vANI ke prati hama zraddhA se natamastaka ho jAte haiN| AcAra kI dRDhatA aura vicAra kI udAratA Apake vyaktitva kI mahattvapUrNa vizeSatAe~ thiiN| Apa prAya: kahA | karate the ki AcAra meM meru parvata kI taraha aDola bane raho aura vicAra meM gaMgA kI pavitratA liye bahate clo| Apa sampradAya ko eka parivAra mAnate the aura kahA karate the ki apane parivAra ke vikAsa ke liye satata kriyAzIla raho, para kisI ke liye bAdhaka na bno| dUsare ko girAkara uThane kA prayatna na karo, sabako sAtha lekara clo| isI bhAvabhUmi para anya sampradAyoM ke prati ApakA sadA sahiSNutA kA bhAva rhaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki sabhI sampradAyoM ke logoM kI Apa meM pUrNa AsthA evaM agAdha zraddhA-bhakti rhii| samAja ko dhArmika, zaikSika va anya sarvajana hitakArI pravRttiyoM kI satata preraNA dete hue bhI Apa sadaiva Atma-cintana aura dharma-dhyAna meM lIna rahate the| eka kSaNa bhI Apa pramAda meM nahIM bitAte the| cintana manana, japa-tapa, svAdhyAya meM lIna rahate hae bhI Apa samparka meM Ane vAle pratyeka bhAI-bahina, bAla. yavA vaddha ko usakI Ane vAle pratyeka bhAI-bahina, bAla, yuvA, vRddha ko usakI yogyatA aura sAmarthya ke anusAra dhArmika, sAmAjika, AdhyAtmika pravRtti banAne kI preraNA aura niyama sikhAte the| pAtra meM rahI huI yogyatA dekhakara, use usI ora Age bar3hane kI preraNA dete, jisase Apake samparka meM Ane vAlA pratyeka ta Apake darzana kara AMtarika prasannatA aura viziSTa zAMti kA anabhava karatA thaa| ApakI dI haI preraNA aura kahe hue vacana hRdaya kI gaharAI taka sparza karate the aura ApakI koI bhI bAta bhArabhUta nahIM lagatI thii| yahI kAraNa hai ki Apake samparka meM Ane vAle bhAI-bahinoM ke jIvana meM rUpAntaraNa AyA hai aura ve sacce mAnava aura Adarza nAgarika banane kI ora agrasara hue haiN| Apa jaise jyotirdhara AcArya kA mArga-darzana pAkara hamArA saMgha hI nahIM, pUrA samAja, rASTra aura vizva kRtakRtya | ho utthaa| Aja pArthiva rUpa se Apa hamAre bIca nahIM haiM, para svAdhyAya ke rUpa meM diyA gayA ApakA sandeza hameM sadA preraNA detA rhegaa| 4 akTUbara 1999 -6, Chandrappa Mudali Street, Sowcar pet, Chennal
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________________ svAdhyAya - sevA ke preraNAstrota zrI * 'phUlacanda mahatA AcArya zrI ke pAvana sAnnidhya evaM preraNA se mere jIvana meM parivartana aayaa| merI dainika caryA va dRSTikoNa meM badalAva aayaa| usakA vivaraNa : 1 merI mAtA evaM bahana san 1947 meM dIkSita hue| mere pitA zAstroM ke jJAtA the / ve pratidina svAdhyAya karate the tathA jaba saMta-satiyoM kA vallabha nagara meM padhAranA nahIM hotA to ve hI samaya-samaya para vyAkhyAna karate the / saMsArI jIvana meM naukarI karate hue adhikatara nyAyanItimaya jIvana jIte hue saMta samAgama meM sAmAyika, dayA, | AyaMbila, upavAsa, ekAzana kabhI-kabhI kiyA karatA thA / hamane usa samaya DUMgalA meM jaina vidyAlaya saMcAlana samiti | sthApita kii| mevAr3a kSetra meM udayapura, cittaur3a, bhIlavAr3A tathA kucha madhyapradeza kSetroM meM isake antargata jaina pAThazAlAeM kholii| inake nirIkSaNa evaM ziviroM kA Ayojana aura unameM par3hAne likhAne kA jimmA merA thA / pratyeka rAjakIya chuTTI inhIM pAThazAlAoM ke nirIkSaNa meM bItatI thI / ziviroM meM adhyApana evaM saMcAlana maiM hI kiyA karatA / phira mAlUma huA to san 1970 meM jodhapura svAdhyAya saMgha se adhyApana hetu zikSaka bulAye gae jisameM zrImAn sampatarAja sA DosI evaM zrImatI suzIlA jI | boharA pdhaare| unase samparka huaa| unheM hamArA kAryakrama acchA lgaa| unhoMne mujhe salAha dI evaM preraNA kI ki ina | pAThazAlAoM ke adhyApaka evaM adhyApikAoM ko svAdhyAya saMgha ke sadasya bnaayeN| maiMne preraNA dekara kaI sadasya bnaae| jodhapura svAdhyAya saMgha ke ziviroM meM mujhe bulAyA gayA / svAdhyAya saMgha ke ziviroM ke mAdhyama se hI maiM AcAryapravara ke samparka meM aayaa| vaise maiM pUrva meM bhI darzana kara | cukA thA, kintu svAdhyAya saMgha se jur3ane ke bAda unake jIvana ko vivekapUrvaka dekhA to ve zAnta, saumya evaM andara bAhara samAna dikhe| mAlA meM, dhyAna - cintana meM, mauna -sAdhanA meM rahate tathA kisI se bAta karane meM ekamAtra vrata - niyama, sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke lie hI preraNA karate the / anya koI ADambara, kriyA-kANDa, pradarzana nahIM dekhakara maiM atyadhika | prabhAvita huaa| jaba-jaba bhI maiM jAtA to eka mAtra mujhe svAdhyAya kI pravRtti, svAdhyAyiyoM kI gati pragati, unake jIvana meM tyAga - vairAgya, svAdhyAyamaya jIvana meM nikhAra evaM adhika se adhika svAdhyAyI baneM, unakA jIvana unnata bane ve paryuSaNa meM sevAe~ deM, ziviroM meM bhAga leM isa prakAra kI hI preraNA karate the| yaha kabhI nahIM kahA ki ina svAdhyAyiyoM ko apanA bhakta bnaayeN| unakI udAratA, vicakSaNatA, niSpakSa dRSTikoNa, asAmpradAyikatA kI chApa mujha para pdd'ii| isI kAraNa maiM apanA antara nirIkSaNa karatA evaM apane ko maiMne asAmpradAyika banAye rakhA / guNadRSTi, paramArtha dRSTi, niSpakSa dRSTi kAraNa sUtroM kA, granthoM kA aura dhArmika sAhitya kA adhikAdhika svAdhyAya karane para majabUra | huaa| ziviroM meM jAne se pahale maiM khUba adhyayana kara noTsa bnaataa| jo viSaya mujhe diye jAte aura nahIM bhI diye jAte to bhI sabhI kA svAdhyAya kara paThana-manana kara noTsa likhatA aura ziviroM meM par3hAtA / mujhe AcArya zrI ke AzIrvAda kI, kRpA kI bahuta apekSA thI / AcArya zrI ke jIvana meM jJAna va kriyA kA
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 629 sAmaMjasya thaa| usa para maiM bahuta aMzoM meM apanI zakti evaM yogyatA ke anusAra socatA aura pAlana krtaa| mujhe bhI jinavANI para dRDha zraddhA unhIM ke pratApa se huii| jitanI bAra jAtA, AcArya zrI merI gatividhi kI pUrI jAnakArI lete| merI galatiyoM para bhI mujhe AgAha krte| mere va svAdhyAya saMgha ke hita ke liye hI ve phrmaate| maiM saMkalpa kiyA karatA thA ki jo kAma hAtha meM liyA athavA jo kAma karanA hai usameM zrI jinAjJA mukhya ho, svapara kalyANa mukhya ho| acche se acche svAdhyAyI baneM, unakI pragati ho / ve prAmANika jIvana jIte huye svAdhyAya-dhyAna meM Age bddh'eN| mevAr3a kSetra meM svAdhyAyiyoM ke jIvana se AcArya zrI adhika prabhAvita the| unakA jJAna - vairAgya evaM lagana dekhakara mujha para bhI AcArya zrI kI mahAn kRpA thii| mere para unakA varada hasta thaa| pAlI cAturmAsa ke bAda bAhara kaoNlonI meM maiM darzana karane gyaa| mere sira para donoM hAtha rkhe| mujhe bahuta bholAvaNa dI- svAdhyAya-saMgha-ziviroM ke lie evaM svAdhyAyiyoM kI pragati ke liye| ise maiM nahIM bhUla sktaa| icchA zakti, dRDha saMkalpa zakti, kAma karane kI lagana unakI preraNA se mujhameM balavatI banatI gyii| isakA srota ve hI mahAn vibhUti the| usake bAda maiM darzana karane gayA nimAja meN| unakI mUkadRSTi, nispRhatA, samabhAva kI sAdhanA, moharahitatA | dekhakara mujhe lagA ki aba kauna mujhe preraNA evaM sujhAva degaa| maiMne mauna hI mauna rUpa se saMkalpa kiyA ki AcArya zrI kI usa mahatI preraNA se niraMtara isI svAdhyAya - pravRtti meM lagA rhuuN| anya jhaMjhaToM se prapaMcoM se bacatA rhuuN| apane jIvana ko adhikAdhika tyAga-vairAgyayukta svAdhyAya-dhyAna meM lagAtA rahU~, pramAda se bacatA rahU~ aura adhika sevA svAdhyAya kI karatA rhuuN| mujhameM sadA sadbuddhi sad vicAra, satpuruSArtha bar3he, yahI jJAnIjanoM se prArthanA hai| 25 pharavarI, 1998 -382, azoka nagara, udayapura (rAja.)
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________________ vizva ke dedIpyamAna sUrya : guru hastI zrI caMcalamala corar3iyA * bahu AyAmI vyaktitva ke dhanI bahu AyAmI vyaktitva ke dhanI, mere jIvana ko saMskArita banAne vAle yuga draSTA, yuga nirmAtA, yuga puruSa, jJAnI, dhyAnI, maunI, sAhasI, dhIra, vIra, gaMbhIra, vacana siddha virala vicakSaNa, sAmAyika svAdhyAya ke preraka, parama zraddheya AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja sAhaba ke jIvana kI itanI vizeSatAeM thI ki kina-kina kA smaraNa karU~ / AcArya zrI kA jIvana Atma-kalyANa ke sAtha-sAtha prANimAtra ke kalyANa hetu samarpita thaa| AcAra meM dRr3hatA, | vicAroM meM udAratA, jJAna evaM kriyA kA bejor3a samanvaya, guNiyoM ke prati pramoda bhAva tathA kathanI karanI meM ekarUpatA thI / niyamita mauna sAdhanA, svAdhyAya, dhyAna, apramatta jIvana ke Apa pratIka the| kaba, kyA, kitanA aura kaise bolanA | isa kalA meM ve bahuta nipuNa the / nindA vikathA se ve sadaiva dUra rahate the| unakA mAnanA thA ki jIvana niMdA se nahIM | nirmANa se nikharatA hai| jahAM ApakA hRdaya navanIta sA komala thA, vahIM saMyama patha para Apa caTTAna kI bhAMti aDola | the| sampradAya vizeSa ke AcArya hote hue bhI asAmpradAyika manovRttiyukta evaM vyavahArakuzala the / sabhI varga, sampradAya, dharma evaM jAti ke loga binA bhedabhAva Apake mArga-darzana evaM preraNA se apane jIvana kA | vikAsa karate the / Apane kabhI bhI anya sampradAyoM ke bhaktoM ko tor3akara apane zraddhAluoM kI saMkhyA bar3hAne kA | prayAsa nahIM kiyaa| ve dharma ko kabhI kisI para nahIM thopate, parantu sarala DhaMga se dharma ke svarUpa ko pratipAdita karate / | ve niyamabaddha jIvana ke bar3e hAmI the / ataH jo bhI unake samparka meM AtA, use niHsaMkoca sevA, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, | vyasana mukti Adi ke sAtha vyakti kI yogyatA, sAmarthya ke anusAra dhArmika, sAmAjika, AdhyAtmika kSetra meM | naitikatA ko bar3hAvA dene kI preraNA dete aura janasAdhAraNa ke jIvana-nirmANa hetu Apa satata prayatnazIla rahate aura niyama dilAte / pAtra meM rahI yogyatA ko pahacAnane meM Apa bar3e siddhahasta the| jaisI pAtratA dekhate usa vyakti ko usI kSetra meM adhyAtma ke sAtha Age bar3hane kI preraNA dete, jisase samparka meM Ane vAlA pratyeka zraddhAlu atyadhika prasannatA aura zAMti kA anubhava krtaa| ApakI preraNA itanI hRdayasparzI hotI, jisase Apake dvArA karAyA gayA vrata, | niyama vyakti ko bhArabhUta nahIM lgtaa| kaba, kyA, kyoM, kitanA aura kaise bolanA, isa kalA meM ve bahuta nipuNa the / choTI choTI bAtoM meM jIvana kI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna kara dete the / nirbhayatA kI mUrti ajJAna hI sabhI duHkhoM kA mUla kAraNa hai evaM jitanA - jitanA sAdhaka samyagjJAna ke samIpa pahu~catA hai use | bheda-vijJAna hone lagatA hai| vaha nirbhaya bana jAtA hai evaM prANoM kA moha chUTa jAtA hai| AcArya zrI ke jIvana-kAla meM | sarpa kA jIvana bacAne ke do prasaMga Aye / sarpa ko to sabhI ahiMsaka vicAradhArA vAle bacAnA cAhate haiM, parantu jaba | taka svayaM ke prANoM kA moha nahIM chUTatA, sarpa ko gale nahIM lagAyA jA sktaa| AcArya ne sarpa ko apanI jholI meM | DAla liyA / itane nirbhaya the hamAre zraddhAspada AcArya zrI /
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 631 * guNagrAhakatA ke pujArI AcArya zrI bar3e guNagrAhI the| jaba koI vidvAn , vizeSajJa, sAdhaka, tapasvI athavA sevAbhAvI unake samparka meM | Ate to bar3I ekAgratA se unake anubhavoM ko sunate tathA unakI yogyatA kA lAbha jana-jana taka pahuMce isa hetu bar3e | pramodabhAva se Apa preraNA dete| AcArya zrI kA dhyAna pratyeka vyakti ke sadguNoM kI tarapha hI jAtA thaa| padAdhikAriyoM evaM kAryakartAoM kI kamajoriyoM ko unhoMne kabhI mahattva nahIM diyaa| pratyeka prabhAvazAlI vyakti ko saMgha evaM zAsana-sevA meM jor3ane hetu Apa sadaiva prayatnazIla rahate the| san 1989 kI mahAvIra jayantI ko jaina jagata ke prakhyAta cintaka, vidvAna, ahiMsA premI, zAkAhAra krAnti evaM | tIrthaMkara ke sampAdaka svargIya DaoN. nemIcaMda jaina (iMdaura vAle) AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha mere sAtha jodhapura meM pAvaTA sthita sthAnaka meM padhAre / ApasI carcA ke bAda AcArya zrI ne DaoN. jaina ko kahA-"Apa vidvAna haiN| jaina dharma kI nIMva Apa jaise vidvAnoM ke hAtha meM hai|" itane bar3e AcArya kA vidvAnoM ke prati aisA AdarabhAva suna maiM gadgad ho gyaa| byuTI vidAuTa krUyalTI (binA krUratA saundaryatA) pUnA kI adhyakSA zrImatI DAyanA ratnA ke jodhapura pravAsa ke | samaya, maiM unako AcAryazrI ke darzana karAne pIpAr3asiTI le gyaa| saundarya prasAdhana ke nAma se hone vAlI hiMsA kI| vistRta jAnakArI dI evaM batalAyA ki ajJAnavaza kisa prakAra hiMsA aura krUratA kA pratyakSa-parokSa meM apane Apako ahiMsaka mAnane vAle bhI anumodana kara rahe haiM / dainika jIvana meM janasAdhAraNa dvArA upayoga meM liye jAne vAle aise caMda hiMsaka padArthoM kI sUcI batalAI evaM unake vikalpoM kI bhI carcA kii| unhoMne cAMdI ke varaka evaM anya hiMsaka padArthoM ke nirmANa meM hone vAlI pratyakSa-parokSa hiMsA kA AcArya zrI ke samakSa citraNa kiyaa| unhoMne batAyA ki ve svayaM to aise padArthoM kA upayoga nahIM karatI aura jana sAdhAraNa meM sajagatA paidA karane hetu prayatnazIla haiN| eka ajaina mahilA kI ahiMsA ke prati aisI niSThA dekha AcArya zrI ko atyadhika pramoda huA evaM DAyanA ratnA ko adhika utsAha aura niSThA se kArya karane hetu preraNA milii| * ahiMsAtmaka - cikitsA paddhati ke prati AkarSaNa __merA ahiMsaka cikitsAoM ke prati vizeSa AkarSaNa thaa| 1986 ke bAda jodhapura meM aisI cikitsAoM ke prazikSaNa hetu deza ke vikhyAta prazikSakoM ko mahAvIra iNTaranezanala saMsthA dvArA niyamita rUpa se AmaMtrita kiyA jAtA thaa| jaba maiM AcArya zrI ko una cikitsAoM kI vizeSatAoM kI jAnakArI detA to ve merI bAta ko bahuta hI dhyAna se sunate / unakA ahiMsaka cikitsAoM meM pUrNa vizvAsa thaa| AcArya zrI jaba kosANA kA cAturmAsa samApta kara pIpAr3a se vihAra kara jodhapura padhAre taba unakA svAsthya anukUla nahIM thaa| taba rakSA prayogazAlA ke nidezaka DaoN. rAmagopAlajI, suzrI AzAjI bir3alA, zrI raMgarUpamalajI DAgA evaM maiMne ekyUprezara cikitsA-paddhati dvArA upacAra karAne kA anurodha kiyA to Apane sahaja hI svIkRti de dii| Apa vikaTatama paristhitiyoM meM bhI aisI davAiyAM lenA pasanda nahIM karate the, jinameM pratyakSa/apratyakSa rUpa se hiMsA hotI ho| ApakI prabala bhAvanA thI ki sAdhu evaM sAdhvI samudAya AvazyakatA par3ane para ekyUprezara jaisI, sahaja, sarala, ahiMsAtmaka, niravadya paddhati se apanA upacAra kreN| isI kAraNa jaba bar3odA se ekyUprezara evaM cumbakIya cikitsA ke vizeSajJa DaoN. jitenajI bhaTTa padhAre taba unhoMne apanI ziSya maNDalI ko isa paddhati kI jAnakArI prApta
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM karane hetu prerita kiyaa| jUna 1990 meM AcArya zrI mahAvIra bhavana saradArapurA, jodhapura meM virAja rahe the, taba ekyUprezara prazikSaNa zivira hetu bambaI se jaya bhagavAna ekyUprezara antarrASTrIya ke pramukha AcArya zrI vipina bhAI zAha bhI jodhapura padhAre huye the| maiM zrI zAha ko ekyUprezara ke sambandha meM vizeSa jAnakArI santoM ko dene ke liye le gayA, taba AcArya zrI svayaM isa paddhati ko samajhane hetu pAsa meM virAja gye| itane sarala evaM sahaja va jijJAsu the pUjya gurudev| AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM sojata siTI meM pharavarI 1991 ke aMtima saptAha meM jAnA huaa| usa samaya maiMne AcArya zrI ko jodhapura meM DaoN. devendra vorA dvArA Ayojita prazikSaNa zivira meM kaiMsara jaise asAdhya rogoM ke nidAna aura upacAra ke bAre meM ekyUprezara jaisI ahiMsaka paddhati ke sambandha meM vistRta carcA kii| AcArya zrI ne apanI sArI ziSya-maMDalI ke samakSa sArI bAta sunI evaM mujhe saMta-satiyoM ko isa vidhi se paricita karA unake sAdhanAmaya jIvana meM sahayoga dene kI preraNA dii| unhIM ke AzIrvAda se Aja svAvalaMbI ahiMsAtmaka cikitsA ke kSetra meM maiM kucha kArya kara pA rahA huuN| vAstava meM AcArya zrI kA jIvana apane ApameM virAT thaa| jisa utsAha evaM sajagatA se sAdhanA ke patha para Apa Age bar3he, usI utsAha se jIvana ke antima samaya meM mRtyu ko mahotsava meM badala diyaa| saMthAre kI avasthA meM atyadhika zArIrika durbalatA ke bAvajUda tanika bhI pratikriyA nahIM kara samAja tathA ziSya samudAya se pUrNarUpeNa nispRhI bana gaye, jaise kisI se koI sambandha athavA paricaya thA hI nhiiN| __Apa antima samaya deha meM rahate huye dehAtIta ho gye| AcArya zrI ke sampUrNa jIvana meM zubha bhAvanAoM ke nimnAGkita zabda guMjita hote the sattveSu maitrI guNiSu pramodaM, kliSTeSu jIveSu kRpAparatvam / mAdhyasthabhAvaM viparItavRttI, sadA mamAtmA vidadhAtu dv|| aise parama zraddheya gurudeva AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ko zata zata vandana / -coraDiyA bhavana, gola bilDiMga roDa jodhapura (rAja.)
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________________ mere parama ArAdhya * zrI amaracaMda kAMsavA AcAryapravara 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA smaraNa Ate hI merA roma-roma pulakita ho uThatA hai aura ho bhI kyoM nahIM, unhoMne mere jaise pAmara prANI ko sanmArga para lgaayaa| jJAnIjana pharamAte haiM ki upadeza ke bajAya AcaraNa kA prabhAva anya vyakti para sthAyI va jIvana meM parivartana lAne vAlA hotA hai| aisA hI prabhAva AcAryapravara kA mere | jIvana para pdd'aa| __ bAta saMvat 2017 ke ajamera cAturmAsa kI hai| pitAjI zrI motIlAlajI kA~savA ke svargavAsa ke pazcAt || | isI cAturmAsa meM svataMtra rUpa se prathama paricaya huaa| pUchA 'kAMI nAma hai'? maiMne arja kiyA 'amaracaMda kAMsavA' / / 'kiNaro lar3ako hai ?' uttara diyA motIlAlajI kAMsavA ko / puna: pUchA 'dharma dhyAna kAI hove?' maiMne arja kiyA 'ekAdha mAlA vagairaha ho jAve / ' 'Azcarya mizrita bhASA meM 'kaThe motIlAlajI, kaThe tUM uNAro pATa liyo hai| ' maiMne arja kiyA gurudeva pharamAvo, koI AjJA ? pratidina sAmAyika svAdhyAya honA caahiye| Aja karIba 37 varSa ho gaye, ajamera meM rahate hue kabhI svAdhyAya sAmAyika se vaMcita nahIM huuN| Azcarya hotA hai usa mahAn yogI ke vacanoM para ki kitanA oja vANI meM, zAyada maiMne socA bhI nahIM hogA ki mere jIvana meM sAmAyika svAdhyAya kI jyoti prajvalita hogii| saMvat 2042 mAha sudI 2 , 10 pharavarI 1986 ko AcArya pravara kA dIkSA divasa ajamera meM manAne kA nizcaya huaa| samaya para lAkhana koTar3I paMDAla padhAranA huaa| mAha sudI 1 ko rAta ko maiMne vahIM saMvara kiyaa| prAta: 3 baje nidrA tyaagii| vicAra huA ki gurudeva jinakA mere Upara itanA upakAra hai kyA zraddhA sumana caDhAU~? tyAgI jIvana se tyAga kI hI preraNA milatI hai| ciMtana calA ki saba Ananda hai, kyoM na zIla vrata grahaNa kiyA jAya / prAta: saMvara pAlakara ghara phuNcaa| dharmapatnI se salAha kii| sahaja svIkRti milii| vyAkhyAna meM donoM khar3e ho gye| hamAre sAtha zrI motIlAlajI kaTAriyA va zrI cAMdamalajI gokharu bhI the| gurudeva ne tInoM ko niyama krvaayaa| tyAgI mahAna AtmA ke zrImukha se dilAye gaye niyama kA sahajatA se pAlana ho rahA hai| saMvat 2043 ke pIpAr3a zahara ke cAturmAsa meM Ayojita zivira meM AcArya pravara ne pharamAyA amaracaMda aba Age kAMI ?" maine arja kiyA gurudeva kI AjJA zirodhArya / ata: pharamAyA 'jamIkaMda kA kataI tyaag|' tabase barAbara niyama kA pAlana sahajatA se ho rahA hai| yoM kaha dU~ ki ve mere jIvana nirmAtA the, to atizayokti nahIM hogii| aise mahAn upakArI gurudeva ke caraNoM meM bhAva zraddhA yukta zata-zata vandana / bAta saMvat 2034 kI hai| ajamera meM cAturmAsa thA AcAryapravara kaa| bhojana-vyavasthA kA saMyojaka maiM thaa| isa varSa saMvatsarI 2 manAI gii| ____ maiM san 1963 se svAdhyAyI ke nAte paryuSaNa meM sevA dene jAtA thA, lekina bhojana-vyavasthA kI jimmedArI ke kAraNa jAnA nahIM huaa|
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________________ (634 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM isI varSa mere cauthe putra ci. vimala ne bI.kAma. (oNnarsa) pAsa kiyA thaa| vaha sI. e karanA cAhatA thaa| lekina ajamera meM zrI rAdhezyAmajI DANI ke ArTikala kI jagaha khAlI nahIM thii| usane esa. ke . bigAvata ke jAnA prArambha kiyA, lekina santuSTa nahIM thaa| maiM bhI ciMtita thA ki vaha par3hanA cAhatA hai aura maiM vyavasthA nahIM kara pA rahA hai eka dina rAtri ko AcAryapravara ke pAsa baiThA thaa| sahaja bAta calI, maiMne apanI bAta arja kara dii| lekina koI pratyuttara nhiiN| dekhiye , zraddhA AcAryapravara ke prati kaise na ho| kucha dina hI pazcAt zrImAn saMpatarAjasA DosI |saMyojaka svAdhyAya saMgha ajamera darzanArtha pdhaare| AcAryapravara kI sevA meM khar3e the| maiM bhI acAnaka pahaMca gayA saMyojaka mahodaya mujhe dekhakara bole - amaracaMda sA isa bAra Apa paryuSaNa meM sevA dene nahIM pdhaare|' ___ maiMne nivedana kiyA ki bhojana-vyavasthA kI jimmedArI ke kAraNa nahIM jA skaa| saMyojaka mahodaya ne pharamAyA ki isa varSa tricanApallI meM varSoM se adAlatI kAryavAhI meM sthAnaka kA kabjA prApta huA hai| ata: vahA~ donoM | saMvatsarI manAne kA nirNaya huA hai|" isa bAra pIpAr3a nivAsI zrI jabaracaMdajI koThArI ko bhejaa| aba Apako jAnA hai| maiMne arja kiyA mujhe pahale bhI inakArI nahIM thI, aba, bhI nahIM, lekina bhojana-vyavasthA kI jimmedArI ke kAraNa asamartha huuN| ____ yaha vArtA AcAryapravara ke samakSa cala rahI thii| bIca meM hastakSepa karate hue AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA "ai to kAma hotA rhsii|" phaurana maiMne mere sAthI zrI saradAramalajI boharA ko bulAyA aura 15 dina ke liye bhojana-vyavasthA samhalA dii| kAryakramAnusAra tricanApallI gyaa| bahuta Ananda rhaa| kanyA kumArI taka yAtrA kI / vApasa lauTate samaya indaura tthhraa| zrI chItaramalajI koThArI ajamera vAle usa samaya indaura rahate the| carcA vArtA meM vimala ke sI.e. kI bAta clii| koThArI jI ne kahA ki ema. ema. mehatA eNDa kampanI se bAta kro| mehatA jI kI bAta saphala rhii| yoga apane Apa bana gyaa| ajamera aayaa| vimala se bAta huii| zIghra hI ravAnA hokara indaura gayA evaM sI. e kiyaa| socatA hU~ ki na to AcArya zrI tricanApallI jAne ke liye saMketa karate, na jAtA, na hI vimala sI. e krtaa| bAta saMvat 2044 ke cAturmAsa kI hai| mer3atAsiTI meM cAturmAsa kI vinati hetu ajamera saMgha phuNcaa| maMtrI zrI | jItamalajI ne vinati sevA meM arja kii| AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA-" maiM lAkhana koTar3I se baMdhA huA nahIM huuN|" bAhara |Akara maiMne jItamalajI se carcA kI evaM batAyA ki anya saMtoM kI taraha Apa inake vicAroM meM parivartana nahIM karA skoge| lAkhana koTaDI nahIM virAje to phira kyA phAyadA? jItamalajI ne kahA tuma dekhe jAo maiM lAkhana koTar3I | le aauuNgaa| cAturmAsa svIkRta huaa| AcAryapravara mahAvIra kaoNlonI puSkara ror3a hI virAje / aise mahAn yogI ko zata-zata vandana / -310/4, mahAvIra bhavana ke pAsa, lAkhana koTar3I ajamera (rAja.) 305001
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________________ ratna - catuSTaya se suzobhita yugapradhAna AcArya zrI jazakaraNa DAgA I 1 ratna catuSTaya se jo maNDita, jinazAsana ujiyAre the / gaMgA yamunA jaisA saMgama, jJAna kriyA ko dhAre the || dRDha AcArI paMcAcArI, apramatta rahate kSaNa-kSaNa | dhanya dhanya ho divya tapasvI, svIkAro zraddhA ke sumana || jana-jana ke zraddhA-kendra yugapuruSa AcArya zrI hastI kA jIvana ratnacatuSTaya - samyag jJAna, darzana, cAritra va tapa kA apUrva saMgama thA / yahI kAraNa thA ki jo bhI unake samparka meM eka bAra bhI AyA, vaha unase prabhAvita hue binA nahIM rahA / usa mahAyogI kA jJAna, darzana, cAritra va tapa kaisA thA ? isI kA kucha ullekha yahA~ kiyA jA rahA hai| (1) jJAnajyotirdhara AgamavettA AcArya zrI AgamoM ke gahana jJAtA, marmajJa tathA nirmala jJAna va uttama medhA ke dhAraka the / gahana tAttvika praznoM kA samAdhAna bhI Apa saTIka saMdarbha sahita kara praznakartA ko saMtuSTa karane meM pUrNa samartha the / udAharaNArtha eka ghaTanA ullikhita kI jAtI hai| eka bAra AcArya zrI ToMka se vihAra kara jayapura padhAra rahe the / mArga meM lekhaka ne nivAI pahuMca kara svAdhyAyI hone ke nAte kucha tAttvika prazna sevA meM rakhe / AcArya | | zrI asvastha the / ata: unhoMne kucha praznoM kA samAdhAna de zeSa ke liye unakI sevA meM raha rahe AgamajJa paM. ratna zrI hIrAcanda jI ma.sA. (vartamAna AcArya zrI ) ko saMketa kara diyaa| ve praznoM kA samAdhAna dene lage, kintu eka prazna kA aura spaSTa samAdhAna denA Avazyaka lagA to Apa asvastha dazA meM vizrAma karate huye bhI uTha baitthe| Apane mere prazna ko dhyAna se sunA / merA prazna thA ki 'jinameM mAtra saMjvalana kI kaSAya raha gayI hai, chaH kAyA ke rakSaka haiM, dayA aura karuNA ke ananya srota haiM, aise aNagAra bhagavaMtoM meM bhI, kRSNa lezyA honA Agama meM batAyA hai, so kaise ?' AcArya zrI ne isakA jo samAdhAna diyA usakA bhAva isa prakAra thA - 'deva- guru-dharma para vizeSa saMkaTa yA upasarga Adi Ane | kI dazA meM, pramattatA ke calate muniyoM meM bhI azubha yoga A jAte haiM / taba saMkliSTa pariNAmodaya se muni bhI kucha | samaya ke lie azubha lezyAoM meM A jAte haiN| phira kRSNa lezyA ke bhI bhAva apekSA se aneka prakAra ke hote haiM / jinameM kRSNa lezyA ke jaghanya prakAra ko muni sparza kara sakate haiN| udAharaNa ke lie bhagavatI sUtra zataka 15 meM, gozAlaka kA jIva tIsare bhava meM, vimala vAhana rAjA banakara zramaNoM ko satAtA thA / usane AtApanA lete, sumaMgalA | aNagAra ko tIna bAra ratha kI Takkara mAra, nIce girA diyaa| isa para sumaMgalA aNagAra ne tejo lezyA se use bhasma kara diyA thA, jo sAtavIM naraka jAkara paidA huA thaa| isa prakAra saMjvalana kaSAya va pramattatA bhI kabhI-kabhI kRSNa | lezyA ko sparza karane hetu muni ke liye kAraNa bana jAte haiN| AcArya deva ke zrI mukha se aisA saTIka uttara zravaNa | kara, sabhI upasthitajana pramudita ho uThe the / (2) nirmala darzana - sAdhanA ke sumeru- ApakI darzanavizuddhi kI eka vizeSatA thI ki sadaiva Apa dhyAna rakhate ki kisI bhI dharma va unake anuyAyiyoM ke prati kisI prakAra kA galata yA unako akharane vAlA vyavahAra na ToMka padhAra rahe the / mArga meM chANa grAma meM vizrAma karanA ho| isakA eka udAharaNa hai| AcAryapravara eka bAra dUNI thA / vihAra meM sAtha hone se, maiMne chANa grAma meM Akara, sAtAkArI eka vaiSNava mandira ke tibAre meM ThaharAne kA nizcaya kiyA / AcAryapravara vahA~ padhAre aura devAlaya parisara kA avalokana kara mujhe bulA upAlambha diyaa| kahA- 'Apa
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 636 eka variSTha svAdhyAyI haiM, yaha sthAna kaise cayana kiyA? merI sthiti puna: puna: sIDhiyA~ car3hane utarane kI nahIM hai, jaba ki laghunIta Adi devAlaya kI maryAdAnusAra yahA~ ke parisara meM bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| tadanantara AcAryapravara ne usa sAtAkArI sthAna para na Thahara kara eka sAmAnya bAr3e meM jo bastI se bhI dUra thA, jAkara rAtri vizrAma kiyaa| (3) cAritra-sAdhanA ke cUDAmaNi - Apa aharniza, apramatta bhAva se, sadA jJAna-dhyAna, japa-tapa, mauna-lekhana Adi meM hI sAdhanA rata rahate the| jo bhI Apake samparka meM eka bAra bhI AtA, Apake tejasvI vyaktitva evaM cAritra se prabhAvita hue binA nahIM rahatA thaa| AcAryapravara kA adhikAMza rAtri kAla bhI, jJAnadhyAna, sUtra-svAdhyAya, mAlA, japa Adi meM hI vyatIta hotA thA aura bahuta alpa samaya Ar3A Asana karate the| ApakI isa apramatta sAdhaka -caryA se prabhAvita ho, anya sampradAyoM ke va ajaina gaNa bhI Apake zraddhAniSTha bhakta ho gaye the| udAharaNa ke lie ToMka ke hI mandiramArgI samAja ke eka pramukha zrAvaka zrI bahAdura malajI dAsota (jo jayapura rahane lage the), Apake jJAna, dhyAna va |cAritra kI prazaMsA sana. lAla bhavana , jayapura meM darzanArtha Ane lage the| ve kArya vyastatA se kabhI rAtri ke gyAraha baje to kabhI prAta: cAra baje bhI (jaba samaya mila jAtA) darzanArtha lAla bhavana pahu~cate to sadA AcArya zrI ko pATa para | virAje, sAdhanarata pAte the| isase ve bar3e prabhAvita hue aura Apake niSThAvAna bhakta bana gae the| (4) divya tapomUrti - ApakI tapa sAdhanA apane ApameM bejor3a thii| yadyapi Apa bAhya tapa upavAsa Adi vizeSa nahIM karate the, tathApi ApakA samagra jIvana pratisaMlInatA va Abhyantara tapa svAdhyAya, dhyAna, kAyotsarga, japa va mauna sAdhanA Adi se paripUrNa eka Adarza tapomUrti rUpa thaa| pariNAmata: Apake jIvana meM aneka labdhiyA~ apragaTa rUpa se vikasita ho gayI thiiN| jahA~, jaba jisa para bhI ApakI tanika mahara najara hotI, to usakI manokAmanA svata: hI zIghra pUrNa ho jAtI thii| Apa para yaha ukti sarvathA ghaTita hotI thI - "phakIroM kI nigAhoM meM, ajaba tAsIra hotI | hai| nigAhe mahara kara dekhe, to khAka aksIra hotI hai|" _ApakI tapa-sAdhanA kI vizeSa labdhiyoM kI aneka ghaTanAe~ jaga jAhira haiN| jaise Apa sudUra virAjita hote hue bhI nizcita samaya para, ApakA mAMgalika saiMkar3oM kilomITara dUra rahate bhI zraddhApUrvaka manobhAva se parokSa zravaNa karane para bhaktoM ke vividha duHkha va asAdhAraNa roga bhI cikitsA karAe binA dUra ho jAte the| aise aneka udAharaNa haiN| yahA~ labdhi vizeSa kI pratIka kucha ghaTanAe~ prastuta haiM___(ka) ToMka meM pazu bali ko rukavAnA - eka bAra Apa ToMka se nivAI hote, jayapura padhAra rahe the| nivAI ke nikaTa Apane muMDiyA grAma meM vizrAma kiyaa| vahA~ ke nivAsiyoM se Apako mAlUma huA ki vahA~ para prativarSa rAmanavamI ko baNajArI devI ke maMdira meM pADe kI bali caDhAI jAtI hai| ApakA navanIta sama saMta hRdaya, yaha kaba baradAzta kara sakatA thaa| Apane tatkAla sabhI grAma vAsiyoM ko ekatrita kara, ukta pazu bali na karane kA eka | tejasvI udbodhana diyaa| AcAryapravara ke tapo tejomayI udbodhana se prabhAvita ho, vahA~ Ae adhikAMza grAmINoM ne bali | na karane kA saMkalpa le liyaa| kintu kucha asAmAjika tattva, isake liye sahamata nahIM hue| taba AcArya deva ne mujhe (jo vihAra meM sAtha thA) saMketa diyaa| maiM, ToMka Akara jilA kalekTara va anya prazAsanika adhikAriyoM se milaa| jIva dayA TrasTa kI tarapha se unheM grAma muMDiyA meM niyama viruddha hone vAlI pazu bali ko rokane kA jJApana diyaa| AcArya deva ke AzIrvAda se tatkAla isa bali ko rukavAne ke Adeza jArI karAne meM saphalatA mila gyii| pichale lagabhaga 12-13 varSoM se yaha pazu bali prativarSa rAjyAdeza jArI karAkara rokI jA rahI hai| (kha) hRdaya roga se mukti-lagabhaga tIsa varSa pUrva kI ghaTanA hai| merI dharma sahAyikA zrImatI suzIlA devI
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________________ [ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 637 DAgA ke adhika asvastha ho jAne para jayapura le jAkara saMtoka bA durlabhajI aspatAla meM DA. azoka jaina (hRdaya roga vizeSajJa) ko dikhaayaa| unhoMne yAMtrika mazInoM se hRdaya kA nirIkSaNa parIkSaNa kara hRdaya ke do vAlva avaruddha honA batAyA, jisakI puSTi mere bhatIje DA. candrazekhara DAgA ne bhI, yAMtrika mazInoM se dekha kara kii| upacAra hetu Aparezana kI salAha dI gyii| usa samaya jayapura meM, trimUrti caurAhe para pUjya AcAryapravara birAja rahe the| hama donoM prathama unhIM ke darzana karane gye| merA ceharA dekha AcArya deva bole- "Apa susta kyoM ho? kyA bAta hai?" maiMne dharma sahAyikA ke hRdaya ke oNparezana hone kI bAta khii| unhoMne sArI bAta dhyAna se sunI aura ve kucha samaya ke liye dhyAnastha ho gye| tadanantara bole, cintA kI koI bAta nahIM hai| merI dharma sahAyikA ko kahA "phikra nahIM krnaa| saba ThIka hosii|" hama donoM ko nikaTa bulA, maMgala pATha sunAyA aura puna: kahA ciMtA nahIM karanA saba ThIka hogaa| hama Aparezana kI taiyArI karate hue ToMka lauTa aaye| ToMka Akara mukhya cikitsAdhikArI ToMka ke parAmarza se eka sAmAnya golI (elaTroksina) bhI denA prArambha kiyaa| pandraha dina meM svAsthya kAphI ThIka ho gayA, oNparezana kA vicAra sthagita kara diyaa| kucha hI dinoM meM hRdaya roga jAtA rhaa| Aja karIba tIsa varSa vyatIta ho jAne para bhI pUrNa svastha hai, aura ghara ke sAre kArya sAnanda karatI hai| jIvana meM eka camatkAra ho gyaa| yaha saba hama pUjya gurudeva kI mahatI kRpA kA phala hI samajhate haiN| merI tuccha buddhi, guNoM ke sAgara, isa yuga kI mahAn hastI, AcArya hastI ke guNoM ko vyakta karane meM eka aNu jitanI bhI sakSama pratIta nahIM hotI hai| phira bhI usa mahApuruSa ke mahA upakAroM se upakRta hone se isa akiMcana kI lekhanI, unake guNa smaraNa hetu pravRtta huI hai| DAgA sadana, saMghapurA, ToMka (rAja.)
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________________ Atma-bala kA camatkAra * zrI sUrajamala mehatA 24 pharavarI 1958 miti phAlguna zuklA 6 saM. 2014 ko paM. ratna upAdhyAya pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. apane ziSyoM sahita alavara se vihAra kara 7 mIla dUra sthita bahAlA grAma padhAre hue the| vahAM para dopahara bAda karIba Der3ha baje kI ghaTanA hai, jaba ki mahArAja zrI koTharI ke bAhara cabUtare para dhyAna ko virAje the| dhyAna samApta hote hI mahArAja sA. kI dRSTi sAmane gaI aura dekhA ki makAna ke bAhara 2-3 AdamI lAThiyA~ lekara khar3e haiM aura bhItara se ghabarAI huI sI AvAja A rahI hai| bAhara khar3e AdamI chappara kI ora dekha rahe the aura bhItara se koI chappara kA ghAsa haTA rahA thaa| kucha anumAna kara mahArAja zrI uThe, sAtha hI vairAgI rAjendra Age ghara kI ora bar3ha kara bole ki mAro mata / itane meM dIvAla para sarpa dikhAI par3A jo bhItara se lAThI dvArA bAhara pheMkA jA rahA thaa| mahArAja ne oghA jhopar3I ke nIce kiyA aura eka gaja bhara laMbA sarpa usa para lipaTa gyaa| mahArAja zrI grAma ke bAhara chor3ane ko le cle| sAtha meM alavara ke aura bhI 2-3 bhAI (jo ki darzanArtha Ae the) grAma ke 5-10 loga jo vahAM khar3e the ,cala pdd'e| rAste meM ma.sA. ne usako hAtha se shlaayaa| thor3e Age jAne para vaha utarane lgaa| ma.sA. ne pITha dabAye thor3I dUra saMbhAlA aura grAma ke bAhara jAkara bhUmi para TikAyA to muMha phADa kara vaha kucha ugalane lagA aura dekhate hI dekhate eka bar3A (karIba 9-10 iMca laMbA) cUhA ugala diyaa| dekhane vAloM ko baDA tAjjuba huaa| zAyada sarpa ko bhI saMtoM ke hAtha lagane para hiMsA se ghRNA ho gaI ho| asta ! sarpa phira grAma kI ora bar3hane lgaa| mahArAja ne 2-3 bAra rajoharaNa se usakA muMha dUsarI tarapha kiyA, kintu usakI icchA to grAma kI ora hI jAna ko thI, ata: mahArAja ne use phira oghe para uThAyA aura Age chor3ane ko cle| rAste meM eka bAra vaha nIce gira par3A aura pAsa hI ghAsa meM chipa gyaa| rAste ke pAsa hone se loga bhI nirbhaya nahIM the, unheM khatarA thA, ata: use hAtha se uThAkara oghe kI DaMDI para rakhA aura Age le cle| Asa pAsa meM koI bila na hone se mahArAja use dUra le gaye ora chor3a diyaa| vaha vApisa | grAma kI ora Ane lagA taba grAma vAloM ne bhaya vaza dUra chor3ane ko khaa| ma.sA. ne jaba manA kiyA to usane 2-3 | bAra phuphakAra bhI mArI aura uchalA kuudaa| aMta meM usakI icchAnusAra jAne ko choDakara ma. zrI dekhate khar3e rahe aura kahate rahe ki idhara nahIM udhara jaao| vaha bhI samajha gayA aura kucha dUra jAne para eka kheta kI tarapha calA gyaa| | surakSita sthAna meM cale jAne para ma.sA. bhI padhAra gye| isa ghaTanA se grAma vAle bhAiyoM kI pUjya pravara, jaina dharma evaM ahiMsA para bar3I zraddhA huI aura ve pUjya zrI ke Atmabala evaM Atma vizvAsa kI bar3I sarAhanA karane lge| yaha hai prANimAtra para samabhAva evaM Atma bala kI eka A~khoM dekhI ghaTanA / (jinavANI aprela 1958 se sAbhAra) cArTarDa ekAunTeTa , alavara
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________________ ucca sAdhaka evaM dayAlu santa zrI vastImala corar3iyA (1) jJAna-darzana rUpa svAdhyAya aura cAritra rUpa sAmAyika - sAdhanA ke prabala preraka Agama jJAtA itihAsa | | mArtaNDa dhyAnayogI parama zraddheya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sA. kRSNa pakSa kI hara dazamI ko akhaMDa maunavrata kI sAdhanA karate / isI prasaMga meM mujhe saMvat 2021 Asoja kRSNA dazamI kI bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa kI eka avismaraNIya ghaTanA yAda A rahI hai| AcArya zrI sthAnIya tAlAba para sthita dAdAbAr3I meM rAtrivAsa va dhyAna-sAdhanA ke lie pdhaare| AcArya zrI jaba dhyAnarata the, taba rAtri ke lagabhaga 8 baje eka bhakta vahAM para AyA / usake hAtha meM TArca bhI thii| vaha ucca svara bolate hue AcAryazrI jahAM dhyAnarata the, vahAM pahu~cA aura karkaza svara meM anargala pralApa karane lagA / jAte-jAte yaha cetAvanI bhI de gayA ki kala se mujhe yahAM nahIM milane cAhie / AcAryazrI apane dhyAna meM itane tallIna the ki | una para isa kaTu vAtAvaraNa kA koI asara nahIM huA, nirvighna rUpa se rAtri dhyAna karate rahe / I AcArya zrI ke isa dhairya va sAgara ke samAna gaMbhIratA se vaha kaTu vAtAvaraNa bhI madhurima hI rhaa| gAMva vAloM | ko dUsare dina jaba isa ghaTanA kA patA calA AcAryazrI se isa bAre meM jAnanA cAhA, para AcAryazrI ke cehare para | koI viparIta bhAva najara nahIM aayaa| isa avinIta bhakta ke parivAra vAloM ne AcAryazrI se isa durvyavahAra ke lie kSamA bhI mAMgI para AcAryazrI to sAgaravara gaMbhIrA the 1 (2) AcArya bhagavanta bIjApura se vihAra kara bAgalakoTa padhAra rahe the| koranI grAma meM nadI ke bAhara sahaja | | banI eka sAla meM virAjamAna the / vahA~ dekhA ki gAMva meM rUr3hivAdI logoM kI mAnyatA thI ki nadI para bakare kI bali se gAMva meM zAnti rahatI hai / isa managaDhanta mAnyatA ke kAraNa gAMva kI zAnti ke lie bakarA usa dina bali car3hAyA jAnA thA, joroM se taiyAriyAM cala rahI thI / AcArya bhagavanta ne jaba eka bhakta sunA to sahaja bhAva se usa bhakta dvArA gAMva vAloM ko bulavAyA va ahiMsA kA upadeza diyaa| logoM ko dharma kA marma smjhaayaa| logoM ne ahiMsA va dharma ke marma ko samajhA va usa dina hone vAlI bakare kI bali hamezA ke lie ruka gii| (3) parama zraddheya AcAryapravara kA bhIlavAr3A meM indaura cAturmAsa khulane ke bAda AcAryazrI kA vihAra indaura kI tarapha hone lagA / AcAryazrI ke darzanArtha va vihAra meM sAtha rahane ke kAraNa indaura se mandasaura hokara kaI bAra Ane-jAne kA krama rahA / AcArya zrI mandasaura karIba subaha dasa baje pdhaare| usa dina eka zrAvaka ke parivAra kA eka nanhA bAlaka dUsarI maMjila se karIba 8 baje gira pdd'aa| behozI kI hAlata meM thA tathA vahAM ke DAkTaroM ne ilAja ke lie manA kara diyaa| bAhara bar3e haoNspiTala meM bhartI karAnA par3egA, isI taraha kA vicAra cala rahA thA, taba eka anya zraddhAlu bhakta ne kahA - "maunI, dhyAnI, saMyama-sAdhanA ke pathika AcArya bhagavanta se mAMgalika to sunavA do, jinakI mAMgalika sammelana meM sabhI bar3e saMtoM va AcAryoM ne apanI apanI dizA meM vihAra karane ke pahale sunI thI / " usa bhakta ne nanheM bAlaka ko AcArya bhagavanta se mAMgalika sunvaayaa| kucha hI kSaNoM meM bAlaka ne AMkheM kholI va hoza meM Ane lagA, dhIre-dhIre yathAvat hone lgaa| AcArya bhagavanta 15 dina virAje / naMdISeNajI ma.sA. kI dIkSA kA prasaMga bhI yahIM bnaa| usI bhakta ne sArA saMcAlana kiyA / - 183, masUriyA, sekzana, 7 patrakAra kaoNlonI, jodhapura
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________________ vyakti meM chupI pratibhA ke jJAyaka aura unnAyaka . zrI nAgtana mahatA pratipala smaraNIya paramArAdhya mahAmahima AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. apramatta tapa:pUta sAdhaka mahApuruSa the| usa divya-divAkara meM samAja hita -cintana kI zubhabhAvanA thii| unake sAnnidhya meM Ane vAlA vyakti gurukRpA se kaise nihAla hotA, isakA use patA taka nahIM calatA aura vaha apanI pratibhA ko sahaja vikasita karatA jaataa| vi.saM. 2020 meM AcArya bhagavanta kA pIpAr3a siTI cAturmAsa thaa| maiM usa samaya rAjakIya sevA meM zikSaka pada para rahakara kArya karatA thaa| merI mAtA zrI nitya-prati pravacana zravaNa karane evaM satsaMga sevA meM jAyA karatI thii| karIba ATha nau dina taka mujhe guru caraNa-sevA meM na jAte dekha mAtR hRdaya se nikalA-"ittA moTA mahArAja aThe birAja rahiyA hai, tUM cala mere saath|" mA~ kI mamatAmayI bAta TAlane kI merI bhAvanA nahIM thI, ata: maiM madhyAhna meM unake sAtha guru caraNa-sevA meM | phuNcaa| vandana-namana kara pUjya gurudeva ke samIpa baiThate hI , karuNAkara ne eka bAra mAtAzrI kI ora dekhA, phira merI ora dekhakara pUchA - "tUM kyA karatA hai ?" merA uttara thA - "bAbajI ! maiM par3ausa ke gAMva meM mAsTara huuN|" "acchA , to tuma zikSaka ho ?" pUjya gurudeva kA dUsarA prazna thA - "tumhAre akSara kaise haiM ?" maiMne uttara meM kahA - "jaise dUsaroM ke akSara haiM vaise mere|" pUjya gurudeva ne AtmIya bhAva se pharamAyA - "jarA likhakara batAo to !" maiMne vahIM se kAgaja-pena lekara kucha paMktiyA~ likhI aura gurudeva ke sammukha kAgaja rakha diyaa| ___ pUjya gurudeva ko zAyada mere akSara ThIka lage, ata: bar3e prema se kahA - "nauratana ! tuma dina meM eka-Der3ha baje | taka skUla se A jAte ho, phira thor3A samaya nikAlo to tumhArA kucha upayoga ho ske|" pUjya gurudeva ke zrIcaraNoM meM bAta kA vaha merA prathama avasara thaa| maiM AcArya bhagavanta kI AtmIyatA se itanA AkarSita huA ki skUla se lauTane ke bAda bhojana karake sIdhA rAtA upAzraya phuNctaa| vandana-namana karane ke sAtha | pUjya guruvarya lekhana kA koI kAma sauMpate aura maiM vahIM baiThakara use karatA rhtaa| maiM usa samaya saMketa lipi ke mAtra akSara jAnatA thaa| ravivAra ko pUjya gurudeva kA pravacana sunA aura maiMne zrIcaraNoM meM apanI bAta rakhate nivedana kiyA - "bhagavan ! merI yadi spIDa hotI to maiM ApakA pravacana likhtaa|" merI ruci va bhAvanA ko bar3hAvA mile isa vicAra se guruvarya ne pharamAyA - "tUM mehanata kare to likha sakatA | hai|" pUjyazrI ke vacanoM meM na jAne kyA jAdU thA ki maiM dUsare dina zArTahaiNDa kI kaoNpI - peMsila lekara pravacana sabhA meM baiTha gyaa| kucha likhane meM AyA, kucha chUTa gyaa| saMketoM ko hindI rUpAntara karane baiThA to kara nahIM skaa| dUsare dina apanI kamajorI batAte maiMne AcArya bhagavanta ke caraNoM meM nivedana kiyA - "gurudeva ! saMketa lipi
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________________ 641 (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa meM likhanA mere lie saMbhava nahIM hai|" pUjya gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "mehanata se kyA nahIM hotA ? tUM himmata mata haar|" | pUjya gurudeva ke vacanoM se merA sAhasa banA aura maiM puna: likhane lgaa| cAra dina ke bAda mere lekhana meM kucha sudhAra aayaa| cAra - pAMca dina bAda merI gati bar3hI, AtmavizvAsa jagA aura guru kRpA se hAtha meM zakti kA saMcAra huA, jisase maiM pravacana ko noTa kara skaa| pIpAr3a cAturmAsa ke karIba sau pravacana maiMne likhe| pIpAr3a ke pazcAt bhopAlagar3ha, bAlotarA aura ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa meM maiMne pravacana-lekhana ke sAtha patrAcAra kA kAma kiyaa| AcArya bhagavanta ke kRpA prasAda se mujhameM Atma-vizvAsa jagA aura maiM pravacana Alekhana-sampAdana ke sAtha patrAcAra meM yat kiMcit saphalatA arjita kara sakA, usameM pUjya gurudeva kA upakAra jIvana paryanta bhUla nahI skuuNgaa| AcArya bhagavanta vyakti-vyakti meM chupI pratibhA vikasita karane vAle yugapuruSa rahe, jinheM Ane vAlI pIr3hI zraddhA se smaraNa kregii| -a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kAryAlaya, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura -
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________________ savAImAdhopura kSetra meM kAyAkalpa . zrI cAMdamala bodhaga vikrama saMvat 2031 kA prasaMga hai| parama pUjya AcAryapravara 1008 zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sAhaba cAturmAsa kAla ke prAraMbha hone se pUrva apane vidvAna muni-maNDala ke sAtha koTA virAja rahe the| dharma-dhyAna,tapasyA Adi ke ThATha laga rahe the| bAhara se aneka zrAvaka-saMgha cAturmAsa kI vinati hetu padhAra rahe the| koTA zrI saMgha ne bhI usa varSa kA cAturmAsa koTA ko pradAna karane kI atyanta AgrahapUrNa vinati kI thii| pratidina vyAkhyAna samApti para yaha krama calatA thaa| kintu hama koTA ke zrAvakagaNa apanI vinati bhI pratidina doharAte rahate the aura hameM pUrNa AzA thI svIkRti kii| tabhI savAImAdhopura zrI saMgha bhI cAturmAsa kI vinati lekara upasthita huA aura AcAryapravara kI sevA meM atyanta bhAvapUrNa vinati kii| taba taka vahAM sthAnaka Adi kI bhI paryApta suvidhA nahIM thii| usa samaya taka pramukha jaina saMtoM kA vihAra bhI udhara kama hI huA thA, parantu savAImAdhopura zrI saMgha ke padhArane ke pazcAt AcArya zrI ke mukhAravinda se isa varSa kA cAturmAsa savAImAdhopura ko pradAna karane kI svIkRti sunakara koTA zrI saMgha stabdha raha gyaa| kintu yaha bhI eka siddha tathya hai ki AcAryapravara kA saM. 2031 kA yaha cAturmAsa isa saMpUrNa kSetra ke lie varadAna sadRza saphala rhaa| isa cAturmAsa ne isa pUre kSetra kA kAyAkalpa kara diyaa| isa cAturmAsa meM jahA~ zahara ke basa sTeNDa para sthita baMsala bhavana meM santa-maNDala ThaharA thA tathA bhavana ke bAhara pAToM para tripAla ke nIce vyAkhyAna kI vyavasthA thii| Aja vahI kSetra bhArata bhara ke agraNI dhArmika kSetroM meM apanA sthAna banA cukA hai| vahA~ ke aneka svanAma dhanya svAdhyAyI bandha prativarSa darastha kSetroM meM padhAra kara dharmodyota kara rahe haiN| vahAM eka sarva sa sthAnaka bhavana kA nirmANa ho cukA hai aura vahA~ ke zrAvakagaNa apane kriyA kalApoM dvArA hama sabake AdaraNIya bana cuke haiN| yaha ghaTanA isa bAta kA prabala pramANa hai ki hamAre AcAryapravara eka bhaviSya draSTA the aura unhIM ke pAvana sAnnidhya kA yaha pratiphala hai ki savAImAdhopura ke sampUrNa kSetra meM eka saphala dhArmika krAnti kA prakAza phaila gayA | aise bhaviSya-draSTA ko zata zata namana / -koTA sADI kendra DhaDhDhA mArkeTa, jayapura
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________________ poravAla kSetra para asIma kRpA . zrI rAmadayAla jaina sarrApha AcArya bhagavaMta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA poravAla kSetra para asIma upakAra hai| AcArya bhagavaMta kA padArpaNa do bAra ina kSetroM meM huaa| isa kSetra kI dayanIya sthiti thii| AhAra kI anukUlatA nahIM thI, pratikramaNa ke jAnakAra bahuta hI kama the| adhyApakoM kI saMkhyA adhika thI / dIrghadraSTA AcAryapravara ne adhyApakoM kA upayoga svAdhyAya kSetra meM ho, aisA ciMtana kara sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kI preraNA kii| aneka svAdhyAyI taiyAra hue| pauSa zuklA 14 san 1968 ko zyAmapurA (dharmapurI) meM AcArya bhagavanta ke sAnnidhya meM zrI zve. sthA. jaina svAdhyAya saMgha jodhapura kI zAkhA savAImAdhopura kA zubhAraMbha zrI cauthamalajI jaina (adhyApaka) ke saMyojakatva meM huaa| taba se aneka svAdhyAyI paryuSaNa sevA meM jAne lge| AcArya bhagavanta ne aneka parISahoM ko sahana karate hue sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA zaMkhanAda guNjaayaa| AcArya bhagavanta ke caraNa kamala pallIvAla kSetra ko pAvana kara rahe the, usa samaya gaMgApura siTI meM holI cAturmAsika parva para zrI saMgha, savAI mAdhopura ne 1974 ke varSAvAsa kI bhAvabhInI vinati prastuta kii| AcArya bhagavaMta ne dUradarzitA se vicAra kara 101 svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane kI zarta ke sAtha cAturmAsa kI svIkRti ke bhAva pharamAye / saMgha ne AcArya bhagavanta kI preraNAoM ko saharSa svIkAra kiyA, antata: cAturmAsa kA suyoga savAImAdhopura ko mila gyaa| vaha cAturmAsa abhUtapUrva thA jisameM 101 se bhI adhika pratikramaNa vAle taiyAra hue evaM aneka svAdhyAyI paryuSaNa meM sevA dene ge| isa cAturmAsa se savAImAdhopura poravAla kSetra kI khyAti bddh'ii| sthAna-sthAna para sAmAyika, svAdhyAya hone lge| khuzahAlI bhI bar3hane lgii| varSItapa ke adhikatama pAraNe savAImAdhopura kSetra meM hue| __ AcArya bhagavanta kI isa kSetra para mahatI kRpA rhii| san 1988 meM cAturmAsa ke lie rAjadhAnI jayapura ke mahAvIra nagara ke lie purajora vinatI thI, kyoMki bhagavanta kA svAsthya nirbala thA, vihAra karane meM bar3I kaThinAI thii| sthiravAsa ke lie bhI saMgha ne nivedana kiyaa| kintu AcArya bhagavanta ne isa kSetra para mahAn kRpA kara savAI mAdhopura zahara kI vinati ko sammAna dekara 1988 kA cAturmAsa svIkAra kiyaa| cikitsakoM ne vihAra ke liye pUrI taraha se manA kara diyA thA, kintu AcArya bhagavanta kI kRpA isa kSetra para pUrI-pUrI thii| do saMtoM ke hAtha ke sahAre bhagavanta ne jayapura se savAImAdhopura kI ora bhISaNa garmI meM vihAra kiyaa| vaha dRzya dekhane kA saubhAgya mujhe bhI milaa| anekAneka parISahoM ko sahana karate hue AcArya bhagavanta kA savAImAdhopura kA 1988 kA dvitIya cAturmAsa dharmadhyAna evaM anekAneka upalabdhiyoM ke sAtha sampanna huaa| yaha hamArA tathA hamAre kSetra kA parama saubhAgya rahA jo hameM aise mahAn paropakArI dIrghadraSTA AcArya bhagavanta kA guru rUpa meM sAnnidhya prApta huaa| AcArya bhagavanta jinakA mere jIvana para anaMta-anaMta upakAra hai, puna: guNa smaraNa karatA huuN| -sarrAphA bAjAra, savAI mAdhopura
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________________ svAdhyAyI banane kI preraNA zrImatI mAhanI devI jana AcAryapravara kA savAI mAdhopura ke mahAvIra bhavana meM cAturmAsa cala rahA thA / tapa-tyAga meM sabhI bhAI-bahina | utsAha pUrvaka bhAga le rahe the / merA bhI tapasyA karane kA mana huaa| una dinoM paryuSaNa prArambha hone vAle the| maiM bele kA pratyAkhyAna karane ke liye AcArya zrI kI sevA meM pahu~cI / to gurudeva ne pharamAyA - "bAI, paryuSaNa parva meM dharmArAdhana karAne ke liye khijUrI grAma meM AvazyakatA hai|" maiM gurudeva kI bhAvanA ko samajha gyii| maiM isase pUrva | kabhI kisI anya kSetra meM paryuSaNa parva para sevA dene hetu nahIM gaI thI, ataH maiM ghabarA sI gii| maiM jaise hI manA karane kI himmata juTA rahI thI ki AcAryapravara ne preraNA dI ki bahina himmata se jina zAsana kI sevA kA kArya karo / | unhoMne apane donoM hAthoM ke saMketa se jo himmata ba~dhAI, usake kAraNa maiM sAhasa karake eka anya bahana rekhA jaina (aba | rakSitA zrI jI ma.sA.) ke sAtha khijUrI grAma meM phuNcii| vahA~ para jo svAdhyAyI pahale niyukta the, ve kisI kAraNa se nahIM pahuMca sake the| hamane vahA~ prArthanA, sUtra- vAcana, pratikramaNa Adi alAvA lIlAvatI caritra evaM anya pustakoM kA vAcana - vivecana kiyaa| jisase sabhI zrAvaka-zrAvikAeM bahuta prasanna hue| hameM bhI Atma-vizvAsa kA anubhava | huA aura paryuSaNa parva meM hue dharma ArAdhana ko dekhakara Ananda kA anubhava huA / maiMne yaha samajha liyA ki mere usa | bele ke tapa kI apekSA dharma-ArAdhana kA yaha kArya utkRSTa hai| savAI mAdhopura lauTakara maiMne AcArya bhagavanta kI sevA | meM parvArAdhana kA sArA vivaraNa prastuta kiyaa| gurudeva prasanna hue aura mujhe prativarSa paryuSaNa meM sevA dene ke liye prerita | kiyaa| gurudeva kI isa preraNA ke phalasvarUpa mujhameM Atma vizvAsa sudRDha huA / ataH maiM taba se prativarSa poravAla kSetra aura mahArASTra kSetra meM binA hicakicAhaTa ke parvArAdhana hetu svAdhyAyI ke rUpa meM sevA de rahI hU~ / - raghunAthajI ke mandira ke pAsa, Alanapura, savAI mAdhopura (rAja.)
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________________ guruvara kI mahatI anukampA . zrI pArasacanda jaina parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kI hamAre poravAla kSetra para vizeSa anukampA rahI hai| bhagavanta prathama bAra 1968 meM zeSakAla meM yahA~ padhAre the| isI varSa yahA~ zramaNa saMgha ke AcArya rASTra saMta zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA. tathA samatA vibhUti AcArya pravara zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. kA zubhAgamana bhI huaa| maiM usa samaya bahuta choTA thA, para mujhe abhI bhI smaraNa AtA hai ki AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne pravacana sabhA meM eka prazna kiyA thA- saMjJA kitane prakAra kI hotI hai ? maiMne uttara dene ke liye hAtha khar3A kiyA , to mujhase javAba ke liye kahA gayA, maiMne tIna prakAra kI (skUlI jJAna vAlI) saMjJA batA dI, hAlAMki gurudeva (AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA Adi cAra saMjJAoM) ke bAre meM pUcha rahe the| usa pravacana sabhA meM yahA~ ke jaina samAja ke zrAvakoM kI dhArmika bhAvanA dekhakara hI gurudeva ne saMbhavata: isa kSetra meM cAturmAsa karane kA mAnasa banA liyA jisakI pariNati 1974 meM ho paayii| gurudeva ke prathama cAturmAsa ke pUrva hamAre poravAla samAja ke baMdhu adhikatara grAmINa kSetroM meM rahate the, vahIM paracUna, kapar3e Adi kI dukAna tathA khetI ke sahAre apanI jIvikA calAte the| dhArmika saMskAra to kSetra meM pahale se hI the, parantu sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke darzanArtha jAne kA bahuta kama pracalana thA, kyoMki isa taraha kI prabhAvanA bhI kama hotI thI tathA Aya ke sAdhana bhI sImita the, parantu 1974 ke cAturmAsa ke bAda AcArya bhagavanta kI aisI kRpA banI ki choTe se choTA tathA bar3e se bar3A zraddhAlu kharca kI paravAha nahIM karatA huA santa-satiyoM ke darzanArtha jAne lagA, AcArya bhagavanta kA cAturmAsa cAhe bAlotarA huA ho, jalagAMva huA ho yA madrAsa, jahA~-jahA~ bhI bhagavanta padhAre, hamAre isa kSetra ke zraddhAlu bhI gurudeva ke darzanArtha jAte rahe / merA to aisA mAnanA hai ki gurudeva ke yahA~ caraNa par3ane ke bAda mAno hamAre poravAla baMdhuoM ne cahu~mukhI unnati kI hai| . bhagavAna se sAkSAtkAra san 1988 ke AcArya bhagavanta ke savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa meM prakhyAta cintaka DaoN. maheza candra zarmA (rAjya sabhA sadasya tathA saciva dInadayAla zodha saMsthAna, naI dillI) darzanArtha mahAvIra bhavana meM padhAre the| pUrva paricaya thA, | isaliye maiM bhI unake sAtha hI thaa| maiMne gurudeva ko unakA paricaya karAyA tathA yaha bhI batAyA ki Apa kaoNleja kI | naukarI chor3akara rASTra sevArtha nikale haiN| pUjya pramoda muni jI ma.sA. kA bhI vidyArthI jIvana meM unase ghaniSTha samparka thaa| AcArya bhagavanta DA. mahezajI ko preraNA de rahe the| maiM dUra khar3A thA, parantu mujhe bhI gurudeva ke zrImukha se yaha sunAI diyA ki samAja ke upekSita logoM kI sevA bhI karate ho yA nahIM, maiMne bIca meM yaha kahane kA prayAsa kiyA ki bAbajI yaha to jIvanadAnI vyakti haiM jinakA lakSya hI upekSitoM kI rakSA karanA hai, parantu mujhe DA. mahezajI bhAI sA. ne roka diyA aura cupa rahane kA izArA kiyaa| khaira AcArya bhagavanta se AzIrvacana lene ke pazcAt rAste meM maiMne DA. |
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________________ 646 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM mahezajI se pUchA, Apane mujhe pUrI bAta spaSTa kyoM nahIM karane dii| isa para ve bole, pArasa, tujhe patA nahIM hai, majhe aisA laga rahA thA jaise maiM bhagavAn se sAkSAtkAra kara rahA hU~, dhanya haiM aise mahApuruSa ! -pArSada nagara pAlikA, je. ema. bI, savAI mAdhopura rAja.)
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________________ nispRha evaM nirbhaya yogI * zrI jJAna muni | * guru AmnAya ke prati nispRha sthAnakavAsI samAja meM gurudhAraNA (guru AmnAya) kI paramparA rahI hai| ina varSoM meM yaha paramparA bhI kabhI-kabhI | vivAda evaM vidveSa kA kAraNa bana rahI hai| eka paramparA ke zrAvaka ko dUsarI paramparA ke saMta jaba guru dhAraNA karavAte haiM to vidveSa, vivAda evaM kSobha kA vAtAvaraNa banatA dekhA jAtA hai / AcArya bhagavanta isa viSaya meM bahuta satarkatA evaM nispRhatA rakhate the| guru dhAraNA karavAne se mere bhakta bar3ha jAyeMge, prAyaH dhAraNA hai, para ve apane bhaktoM ko bar3hAne kI isa paramparA se pare hI rahate the| do prasaMga mujhe dhyAna meM haiM (i) ahamadAbAda ke suprasiddha vyavasAyI zrI bastImalajI mehatA apanI bahina (sva. bhopAlacanda jI sA.lor3hA ke putra sva.DA.lakSmI canda jI sA.kI dharmapatnI) ke kAraNa prAyaH jodhapura Ate rahate the tathA bAda meM saMvat 2023 meM AcArya zrI ke ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI ke atyanta nikaTa samparka meM aaye| AcArya bhagavanta ke mahAna jIvana se prabhAvita hokara ve punaH punaH guru dhAraNA karavAne kI vinati karane lge| kintu unakI pUrva paramparA se AcArya zrI paricita the, ata: ve unakI vinati ko TAlate rahe / guru dhAraNA nahIM krvaaii| 2034 meM zrI bastImala jI mehatA jodhapura aaye| punaH gurudhAraNA ke liye haThAgraha karane lage, para AcArya zrI ne haMsate hue kahA ki yaha to haThIlA bhakta hai| zrI bastImala jI ne mujhe vArtAlApa meM kahA -"dUsare saMta hote to kaba kI gurudhAraNA karavA dete| koI-koI to hAtha dhokara ke gurudhAraNA ke liye pIche hI par3a jAte haiM, para gurudeva haiM ki bAra-bAra kahate hue bhI hamArI sunavAI nahIM karate, para gurudhAraNA gurudeva bhale na bhI karAveM, merI AsthA pahale se adhika dRr3ha hI huI hai|" (ii) Deha nivAsI zrIpAlacanda jI betAlA bhI AcArya bhagavanta ke 2026 ke nAgaura varSAvAsa meM samparka meM Aye taba se hI ve gurudhAraNA dene ke liye punaH punaH prArthanA karate rhe| ve kahate rahe, gurudeva TAlate rhe| saMvat 2040 meM AcArya zrI kA varSAvAsa jayapura meM thaa| taba taka zrIpAlacanda jI bhI saparivAra jayapura meM basa gaye the| zrI sirehamala jI navalakhA ke baMgale para (jahA~ AcArya bhagavanta virAja rahe the) eka dina zrIpAla canda jI ar3a gye| mujhe gurudhAraNA karavAyeMge tabhI yahA~ se jAU~gA nahIM to baiThA rhuuNgaa| maiM unakI bAta suna rahA thaa| maiMne sahaja bhAvukatAvaza AcArya bhagavanta se arja kI-"bhagavan unheM guru dhAraNA karavA deN|" AcArya zrI ne smita hAsya bikherate hue pharamAyA-"Apa inake bagaira muAvaje ke vakIla bane haiN|" para itanA kahakara phira TAla gye| haThIlA bhakta bhI mAnane vAlA nahIM thaa| Akhira AcArya zrI ne betAlA jI ko pharamAyA ki Apake pitAjI zrI mAnamala jI benAlA svIkRti deMge taba gurudhAraNA dI jA sakatI hai| Akhira Deha se zrI mAnamala jI betAlA ke Ane para, unake arja karane para bhakta kA mana bhagavanta ko rakhanA pdd'aa| Aja kI paristhiti meM aise udAharaNa virale hI milate haiN| (iii) AcArya bhagavanta kA 2002 meM mer3atAsiTI meM cAturmAsa thaa| cAturmAsoparAnta AcArya zrI vicaraNa karate hue bar3I rIyA pdhaare| bar3I rIyA AcArya zrI sAyaMkAla acAnaka padhAre tathA sardI ke dina the, sUrya asta hone meM | thor3A hI samaya thaa| usa samaya bar3I rIyA meM sthAnaka nahIM thaa| ataH makAna kI gaveSaNA kara hI rahe the, taba eka
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________________ 648 wwanmmm.martamannrn namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM anajAna bhAI ne eka sUnA makAna btaayaa| vaha makAna varSoM se baMda rahatA thA / koI bhI gRhastha usameM praveza karate bhI DaratA thaa| rAtri meM tathA kabhI-kabhI dina meM bhI usa makAna se DarAvanI AvAjeM AtI rahatI thii| lAla havelI ke nAma se prasiddha bhUtahA havelI andara se DarAvanI hI thii| para AcArya zrI to AjJA lekara usameM Thahara gye| thor3I hI dera meM jaba zrAvakoM ko jJAta huA to ve daur3e daur3e Aye tathA vahA~ Thaharane ke liye manA karane lge| para AcArya zrI ! ne kahA ki Apa koI mata ghbraao| merA tathA kisI kA kucha bhI aniSTa nahIM hogaa| dUsare dina prAtaH bhaktoM ne | AcArya zrI ke tathA saba saMtoM ke sakuzalatA meM darzana kiye tathA rAtri meM kyA huA, pUchane lge| AcArya zrI ne maMda-maMda muskAna bikherate hue pharamAyA ki saba Ananda hai tathA yahA~ rahane vAle ko ghabarAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| taba se lekara Aja taka bhI usa havelI meM rahane vAle nirbhaya rahate haiM, kisI prakAra kA koI vikSepa aba vahA~ sadA ke liye | miTa gayA hai| yaha bAta bar3I rIyA ke jaina hI nahIM aneka purAne itara samAja ke loga bhI kahate haiN| (iv) siddha yogI -AcArya bhagavanta kI pAvana sannidhi meM saMvat 2040 meM jayapura varSAvAsa ke bAda kizanagar3ha kI ora vihAra huaa| maiM vartamAna AcArya zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. ke sAtha thaa| jayapura se calakara bIca meM dUdU se 12 kimI dUra pAlukhurda pahuMce to rAtri meM mujhe acAnaka peTa meM tIvra darda huaa| darda bar3hatA hI jA rahA thA kisI taraha se dUdU phuNce| vahA~ sAmAnya upacAra kiyA, kintu lAbha nahIM huaa| ilAja calatA rhaa| karIba saptAha bhara bAda suprasiddha vizeSajJa DA.esa.AramehatA Aye tathA phaurana unhoMne nidAna kiyA ki epeMDiksa kA Aparezana karavAnA par3egA, ataH yA to jayapura lauTeM athavA ajamera meM Aparezana saMbhava hogaa| Aparezana ke nAma se hI mujhe ghabarAhaTa huii| 2-4 dinoM meM hI AcArya bhagavanta bhI dUdU padhAra gye| maiMne arja kI -"bhagavanta Apa hI merA upacAra karAveM / darda kI sthiti meM maiM kaba to ajamera pahuMcU~gA yA kaba jayapura lauttuuNgaa|" aisI sthiti meM eka dina maiM gurudeva ke samakSa ro pdd'aa| bhagavanta ne pyAra se mujhe pAsa sulAyA (dina meM prAtaH 9 baje) tathA mana hI mana kucha stavana jaisA gunagunAte hue mere darda vAle sthAna para dhIre-dhIre sahalAte rhe| karIba AdhA ghaMTA bAda hI maiMne anubhava kiyA ki darda kAphUra ho cukA hai tathA maiM apane ko pUrNa svastha anubhava karane lgaa| usake bAda na Aparezana huA na hI usa prakAra kI pIr3A hI huii| aisA thA bhagavanta kA karuNApUrNa hRdaya tathA aisI thI unakI prakRSTa saadhnaa| (v) udAratA - zramaNa saMgha se pRthak hone ke bAda AcArya bhagavanta kA 2028 meM pahalI bAra jodhapura meM varSAvAsa ho rahA thaa| usa vakta kucha logoM ne jodhapura meM hI siMhapola sthAnaka meM anya saMtoM kA varSAvAsa krvaayaa| hAlAMki bAda meM ve bhI zramaNasaMgha meM nahIM raha pAye / vAtAvaraNa kucha kucha tanAva evaM asamaMjasa jaisA thaa| nizcita | samaya para AcArya zrI jodhapura padhAra gye| dUsare saMta bhI varSAvAsa hetu padhAra gye| AcArya bhagavanta ne jodhapura meM praveza ke pahale hI pravacana meM pharamAyA ki jisa-jisa bhAI ke jo sthAna samIpa ho, vaha vahIM jAkara dharma dhyAna, sAmAyika evaM vyAkhyAna zravaNa kara lAbha leve| AcAryazrI ke varSAvAsa sthala ghor3oM ke cauka se navacaukiyA, paceTiyA, gUMdI kA mauhallA paryApta dUra thA tathA siMhapola se ye sthAna apekSAkRta samIpa the| AcArya zrI kA Azaya thA ki laMbI dUrI se yahA~ Akara eka sAmAyika kara pAo tathA AdhA adhUrA vyAkhyAna suna pAo isakI apekSA samIpa ke sthAna para adhika sAmAyika evaM vyAkhyAna kA pUrA lAbha leve| daraasala meM AcArya bhagavanta atyanta udAra evaM sulajhe dRSTikoNa ke dhanI the| ve cAhate to apane bhaktoM ko eka izAre meM hI dUsare sthAna kI varjanA kara dete, para mahApuruSoM ke virAT mana kI bAta hI nirAlI hotI hai| ___ (vi) kalaha nivAraNa - AcArya bhagavanta kA saMvat 2023 meM ahamadAbAda meM varSAvAsa thaa| vahA~ se (cAturmAsa ke pazcAt 2024 meM jayapura meM varSAvAsa thaa| isa bIca vihArakrama meM AcArya bhagavanta phatehagar3ha pdhaare|
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 649 phatehagar3ha sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha meM 20-25 varSoM se manamuTAva cala rahA thA tathA samAja vyavasthA do bhAgoM meM vibhakta thii| isa kAraNa kaI taraha se vidveSa-vivAda evaM tanAva kI sthiti rahatI thii| AcArya bhagavanta ne vahA~ ke mAhaula ko dekhakara pArasparika prema-saMvardhana kI prabala preraNA dii| AcArya bhagavanta kI vANI ke prabhAva se saMgha kA varSoM purAnA vivAda zAnta ho gayA tathA samAja meM prema kI saritA phira bahane lgii| vaha prema kI saritA Aja taka abAdha rUpa se baha rahI hai| saravAr3a, 21 pharavarI 1998 preSaka-nArAyaNasiMha lor3hA, varddhamAna vastra bhaNDAra, saravAr3a (rAja.)
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________________ prabhAvaka yogI zrI esa. esa. preraNA kA phala - (i) san 1962 kI bAta hai jaba jodhapura meM AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja kA | cAturmAsa cala rahA thA / maiM jodhapura meM AphIsarsa TreniMga skUla meM rAjasthAna lekhA sevA kI TreniMga le rahA thA / usa samaya saptAha meM eka do bAra AcArya zrI ke darzana karane hetu siMhapola sthAnaka para jAyA karatA thaa| eka bAra mere sAtha mere eka sAthI zrI bI. pI. mAmagena bhI sAtha ho liye / jaina AcArya zrI ne zrI mAmagena se jijJAsA kI ki Apake jIvana meM kisI prakAra kA vyasana to nahIM hai / zrI | mAmagena ne batAyA ki ve sirpha sigareTa pIne ke AdI haiM aura dina meM lagabhaga eka paikeTa sigareTa pI lete haiM / AcArya zrI ne sigareTa ke durguNoM ke bAre meM avagata kraayaa| zrI mAmagena ne AzvAsana diyA ki ve prAtaH evaM sAyaM khAnA khAne ke pazcAt eka-eka sigareTa liyA kareMge evaM zanai: zanai: kama karane kA prayAsa kreNge| AcArya kI preraNA kA | phala thA ki zrI mAmagena ne 2-3 mAha meM bilkula sigareTa pInA banda kara diyaa| AcArya zrI kI preraNA zailI evaM | sAdhaka vyaktitva hI aisA thA ki unakI preraNA kisI ko bhI bhArasvarUpa nahIM lagatI va vyakti vyasanamukta ho apanA jIvana-nirmANa kara letA / (i) isI prakAra 1984 meM jaba maiM rAjasthAna kopareTiva DeyarI pheDarezana meM thA, taba AcArya zrI zeSakAla meM jayapura se vihAra karake kizanagar3ha kI tarapha padhAra rahe the / mArga meM jayapura se lagabhaga 25 ki.mI. dUrI para zrI tAleDA jI kI phaikTrI para birAja rahe the / maiM vahA~ darzana karane gayA thaa| mere sAtha eka DrAivara zrI kAnasiMha bhI sAtha | gayA thaa| jaba maiM AcArya zrI ke darzana karake vApisa ravAnA hone vAlA thA taba zrI kAnasiMha ne bhI AcArya zrI ke | darzana karane ke bAre meM jijJAsA kI ki kyA maiM bhI AcArya zrI ke darzana kara sakatA hU~? maiM use saharSa AcArya zrI | ke pAsa le gyaa| zAma kA samaya thA / AcArya zrI ne usase bhI kisI vyasana ke bAre meM jAnakArI kii| cUMki vaha rAjapUta parivAra se thA, ataH mAMsAhAra bhI karatA thA evaM bIr3I sigareTa bhI piyA karatA thA / AcArya zrI ne use samajhAyA evaM zrI kAnasiMha ne usI samaya mAMsAhAra evaM bIr3I sigareTa kA tyAga kara diyA / siddha yogI-varSa 1980-81 kI bAta hai ki jayapura se saMgha Trena dvArA AcArya zrI ke darzana karane rAyacUra gayA thaa| usameM mere pitAzrI, mAtAzrI evaM choTA putra zrI citaraMjana bhI bhIlavADA se saMgha ke sAtha gaye the| usa vakta | mere pitAzrI zrI manoharasiMha jI caudharI golechA grupa meM udayapura minarala siMDikeTa prAiveTa li. meM prazAsaka the evaM bhIlavADA meM padasthApita the / mujhe aisI jAnakArI milI ki mere pitAzrI ko acAnaka bar3I jabaradasta ulTI huI aura ulTI meM khUna bhI nikalA, jo lagabhaga do bAlTI thA / AcArya zrI ko jaba aisI sUcanA milI to ve jahA~ saMgha ThaharA huA thA, padhAre aura mere pitAzrI ko mAMgalika pradAna kiyaa| usI mAMgalika kI dena thI ki mere pitAzrI itanI | jabaradasta ulTI hone ke pazcAt bhI ThIka hokara saMgha ke sAtha hI saharSa jayapura lauTe evaM Aja bhI sakuzala haiN| 9 pharavarI, 1998 - sI 55, priyadarzI mArga, tilakanagara, jayapura M
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________________ saMyama-sAdhanA kA sumeru * zrI miTThA lAla murar3iyA, 'sAhityaratna' sandhyA kA samaya thA, sUrya astAcala kI ora bhAga rahA thA, gagana svaccha thA, tAroM kI camaka ke sAtha | nizAnAtha zItalatA vikIrNa karane vAle the, sataraMgI indra dhanuSa tanA thA, rimajhima-rimajhima motI ke kaNa dharA para | bikhara rahe the| campA, camelI aura gulAba khilakhilA rahe the, unakI saurabha se sArA vAyumaNDala mahaka rahA thA, deva dundubhiyA~ baja rahI thI, sitAra ke tAra jhana jhanA rahe the, vINA gUMja rahI thI, deva mandiroM meM AratI ke sAtha pUjA sampanna ho rahI thI / usa samaya AkAza se eka dhvani gUMja uThI - 'sukhI rahe saba jIva jagata ke, koI kabhI na ghabarAve' yaha dhvani mahApratApI AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke antaratama meM samA gyii| dayA-karuNA-sevA aura samatA se bharA huA yaha AcArya saMyama-sAdhanA ke zikhara para pahu~ca gayA thaa| bhImakAya pASANa-khaNDa para baiThakara yaha saMta sat-cit-Ananda luTA rahA thaa| sAdar3I sAdhu-sammelana ke prathama darzana se hI maiM unake mahAn vyaktitva se AkarSita hokara nata mastaka ho gayA thaa| jinavANI meM prakAzita - 'maiM bhI kAlA hU~'- nibandha para merA nAma bhI jinavANI ke sampAdaka-maNDala meM jur3a gyaa| vyakti ko pahacAnane kI unameM adbhuta zakti thii| unake vyaktitva meM eka camaka aura anUThApana thaa| unakI AkRti para eka AbhA vyApta thii| jaisA sunA thA, isa saMta ko vaisA hI paayaa| mere mAnasa meM unake prati asIma zraddhA umar3a pdd'ii| unake prabhAva se merA jIvana badala gyaa| jJAna-darzana aura cAritra se yaha AcArya jagamagA rahA thaa| satyaM-zivaM-sundaram kI marakata maNiyoM se yaha Alokita ho rahA thaa| yaha manamaujI svabhAva kA jAgarUka dharma-praharI thA, yaha sote hue bhI jAgRta thaa| isa AcArya kA na kisI se lenA thA na kisI kA denA thA, na kisI kI nindA ke cakkara meM par3A, na kisI kI prazaMsA meM bhaa| na koI prapaMca, na koI chala-chadma, na koI samasyA, na koI ADambara / yaha AcArya svaccha, nirmala aura maMgalamaya thaa| yaha AcArya dharma meM DUbA huA aura prema meM pagA thaa| ekatA | isakA sambala thaa| sAmAyika - svAdhyAya isakA nArA thaa| isa AcArya meM eka teja thaa| yaha jo kahatA thA, vahI ho jAtA thaa| yaha camatkArI puruSa thaa| jo eka bAra isase dRSTi milA letA, vaha nihAla ho jAtA thaa| santa samudAya para | | isakA jabaradasta prabhAva thaa| yaha sAdhanA kA saratAja thA, svAdhyAya kA bAdazAha thA, dharma ke ananta upAdAnoM se yaha tRpta thA, saMyama - sAdhanA kI apanI sAhasika vicAra saraNiyoM se yaha gauravAnvita huA thaa| isake sammukha kitane Aye aura kitane gaye, kitane uThe aura kitane gire| kitane bane aura kitane bigdd'e| kitane zikhara para pahu~ce aura kitane bhU-luNThita hue| magara yaha vyaktitva apanI Ana-bAna aura zramaNatva kI zAna ke sAtha usI vicAra-paddhati para aDiga rahA, dRr3hatA isakA sAtha detI gii| loka jIvana ko jagAyA-isa dUradarzI saMta ko samAja kA bhaviSya dIkha rahA thaa| isakA mAnanA thA ki abhI vAlI pIr3hI para sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya karane ke saMskAra nahIM par3e to bhAvI pIr3hI kI kyA dazA hogI ? vaha dizAhIna hokara bhaTakatI rhegii| isIlie isa saMta ne loka-jIvana ko jagAyA aura usameM dharmaniSThA paidA kii| yaha saMta vilakSaNa pratibhA kA dhanI thaa| isakA vyaktitva vIravANI se alaMkRta thaa| jo vyakti eka bAra isake samparka
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________________ 652 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM meM A jAtA to vaha AcArya zrI kA ho jAtA thaa| isa vyaktitva ke prabhAva ne merA jIvana jhakajhora diyA thaa| maiM isake nAma smaraNa se hara saMkaTa se bacatA rhaa| yaha santa jIvanAdarzoM aura jIvana jIne kI kalA meM bar3A nipuNa thaa| yaha dharma kI bhAvabhUmi para sAdhanA kA zaMkhanAda karatA rhaa| isa AcArya ke vyaktitva kA nirmANa tIrthaMkaroM, gaNadharoM aura AcAryoM kI dharmaniSThA aura anekAnta ke paramANuoM se huA thaa| sacamuca yaha karmayogI puruSa thaa| isa karmayoga meM isakA AcAryatva jhAMkatA thA, vIravANI kA yaha maMgala kalaza thaa| uttarAdhyayana, gItA, rAmAyaNa aura bAibala kA yaha navanIta thaa| isane vikAroM kI sabhI gAMTheM tor3a dI thii| yaha santa cAhatA thA ki samAja kA baccA-baccA svAdhyAyI aura samatAvAna bane, nyAya-nIti para cale, dhairya aura viveka se kAma le, hara sadasya ke sAtha saujanya bddh'aave| prArthanA ke sAtha sAmAyika kre| agara baccoM meM jainatva utarA aura samyaktva jamA to Age kI cintA kama hogii| isa AcArya ke antara meM kitanA darda thA yaha inake bhAvoM se jAnA jA sakatA hai| yaha santa jJAnI aura samatA-zakti sampanna thA, itihAsajJa thA, vidvAn, samAlocaka, kavi, kathAkAra, sAhityakAra aura catura citerA thaa| saiMkaDoM mIla kI paidala yAtrA meM yaha saMta kabhI nahIM ghabarAyA , bhayAvanI aura durgama ghATiyoM ke durUha patha ko pAra karate hue kabhI hatotsAhita nahIM huaa| isa santa kI kIrti kathA aura gaurava gAthA diga-diganta meM gUMja rahI hai| isakI kIrti patAkA phaharAne ko isakA sAhitya hI paryApta hai| yaha AcArya thA / isake AcAryatva meM zramaNatva camakatA thaa| saMyama-sAdhanA isa saMta kI bejor3a thI, burAiyoM ko dUra karane ke liye yaha saMta jIvanabhara zera kI taraha garajatA rahA, pAkhaNDa para isakI bagAvata thI, aMdha- zraddhA para | isakA prahAra thA, ADambaroM ke khilApha yaha sadA lalakAratA rhaa| -zrI ha.mu. jaina chAtrAvAsa naM. 20, prImaroja roDa baiMgalora, 25
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________________ mere jIvana ke kalAkAra . zrI rAmadayAla jaina daraasala AcArya zrI ke bAre meM likhane meM maiM samartha nhiiN| na mere meM buddhi hI hai| AcArya zrI kI bahuta bar3I dena hai| yadi unheM mere jIvana ke kalAkAra bhI kahU~ to koI atizayokti nahIM hogii| AcArya zrI kA jo upakAra hai, use zabdoM meM aMkita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vaha mAtra anubhava kA viSaya hai| | jisa prakAra gUMgA gur3a ke svAda kA anubhava hI kara sakatA hai, kahane meM samartha nahIM hotA, vahI sthiti merI bhI hai| san 1973 kI bAta hai ki AcArya zrI gaMgApura siTI kI nasiyAM kAlonI meM pdhaare| maiMne AcArya zrI ke prathama darzana yahA~ hI kiye| AcArya zrI ne seTha Rddhicanda jI va unake suputra gulAbacanda jI ko bAraha vrata aMgIkAra karane kI preraNA kii| donoM pitA va putra ne merI tarapha saMketa karate huye kahA ki ye bAraha vrata mAsTara sAhaba ko dilA deN| maiMne pUjya zrI se nivedana kiyA ki maiM dharma ke viSaya meM jAnatA to kucha nahIM hU~, phira bhI yadi ye lenA nahIM cAhate haiM aura merI ora saMketa karate haiM aura Apa ucita samajhate haiM to ye bAraha vrata mujhe avazya deveM / maiMne AcArya zrI ke sAmane jholI kara dii| pUjya zrI ne mujhe bAraha vrata ke vivaraNa kA pannA dete hue pUrNarUpeNa samajhA kara pratyAkhyAna kraaye| usa samaya na to maiM sAmAyika hI jAnatA thA, na dharma ke sambandha meM aura kucha hI jAnatA thaa| hA~, digambara sampradAya kA AlocanA pATha va merI bhAvanA kA pATha nitya prati kiyA karatA thaa| AcArya zrI kI preraNA se maiM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, paccIsa bola Adi sIkha gyaa| paryuSaNa parva meM bAhara | sevA dene bhI jAne lgaa| jaba jaba AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha unakI sevA meM pahuMcatA, kucha na kucha nayA prasAda mila hI jAtA thaa| eka sAmAyika se pA~ca sAmAyika tathA anya jo bhI niyama dilAye, sabakA niyamita rUpa se pAlana ho | rahA hai| pUjya zrI kI kRpA se maiMne bahuta kucha paayaa| AcArya zrI ne sAmAyika va svAdhyAya kA aisA bigula bajAyA | ki maiM hI nahIM jo bhI unake sAnnidhya meM Aye unake jIvana meM avazya hI parivartana huA hogaa| (1) merA jIvana sarakArI naukarI meM lagabhaga cAlIsa varSa kA niklaa| merI Adata thI ki jo kAmacora athavA rizvata khora hote cAhe ve adhikArI hoM yA adhInastha, mujhe unase cir3ha hotI thI, kintu AcArya zrI kI preraNA se svAdhyAya ke mAdhyama se maiMne samajhA ki aise vyaktiyoM ke prati mAdhyastha bhAva apanAnA hI upayogI hai ___ sattveSu maitrI, guNiSu pramodaM kliSTeSu jIve kRpaaprtvm| mAdhyasthabhAvaM viparItavRttI, sadA mamAtmA vidadhAtu dev|| maiMne mAdhyastha bhAva ko apanAyA aura jAnA ki jo bhI galata kAma karate haiM, vaha unakI ajJAnatA hai| unake prati Aveza yA krodha karanA ucita nahIM hai| (2) kabhI kisI ke dvArA AlocanA yA nindA sunakara pahale bahuta roSa AtA thA, kintu AcArya zrI kI dena hai|
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________________ ---- namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 654 karar3I, cabhatI bAta sana nI Ave jaTa ross| to jAno vI manakha meM, manakha paNArI bodh|| (3) AcArya zrI kI dena se maiMne yatanA ko samajhA, jaisA ki bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne gautama gaNadhara ke pUchane para kahA - jayaM care. jayaM cidra, jayamAse, jayaM pr| jayaM bhujaMnA, bhAsanA, pAvakammaM na bNii|| arthAt yatanApUrvaka cale, yatanApUrvaka khar3A rahe yatanApUrvaka baiThe tathA yatanApUrvaka hI soe| yatanA pUrvaka khAtA huA aura bolatA huA vyakti pApa karma kA baMdha nahIM karatA hai| (4) AcArya zrI kI dena se maiMne nimnaGkita sUtra samajhA - jaM iNi appaNanA. ja ca kA irisa aadhnnnaa| isa parapsa ti, eniaM jiNamAyaNa / / arthAta jo apane lie cAhate ho, vaha dUsaroM ke lie bhI cAhanA cAhie aura jo apane lie nahIM cAhate ho vaha dUsaroM ke lie bhI nahIM cAhanA caahie| basa itanA mAtra jinazAsana hai| (5) apane parAye ko jAnA, jaisA ki kahA bhI hai - jAnana meM nita jigra tapa sA na sapanA hoya ! to pratyakSA para drA kaMpa apanA hoy|| aura bhI kahA hai : jo jAva vaha merA nahIM jo nahIM jAya vaha maMga hai| AtmA ke atirikta saba jAne vAle haiM isalie AtmA hI merA hai| uparyukta nivedana karane kA merA tAtparya yaha hai ki mujhase galatiyA~ to hotI rahatI haiM, parantu yA to maiM usI vakta saMbhala jAtA hU~ aura kabhI usa vakta nahIM saMbhala pAtA to svAdhyAya eka aisA mAdhyama hai ki jaba svAdhyAya karane baiThatA hU~ taba galatI kA ahasAsa hotA hai aura apane prati glAni hotI hai| galatiyoM kA cintana calate-phirate uThate-baiThate bhI ho jAyA karatA hai| -sevA nivRtta tahasIladAra, gaMgApura siTI (rAja.) -dan-TA-'--...---... AATHARMA.VAN A Kinemamara
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________________ AcArya zrI : eka manovaijJAnika mArgadarzaka - -- - Hima - - n s.-- -. -- - zrIlAcana samaya-samaya para saMsAra meM aise mahApuruSoM ne janma liyA hai, jinakI AdhyAtmika U~cAI mAnavatA kI sAmAnya sataha se bahuta UMcI rahI hai| AcAryapravara ke jIvanadarzana ko samajhanA hara kisI ke lie saMbhava nahIM hai| unhoMne isa samUce vizva ke samakSa Adhunika yuga meM itanA mahAn jIvana jIkara dikhA diyA ki usakA vizleSaNa karanA || manISiyoM ke lie bhI eka abUjha pahelI ke samAna hai| unake samparka meM jaina-ajaina sabhI prakAra ke vyakti Ate the| ve apanI divya medhA se pratyeka vyakti ke sampUrNa jIvana ko par3ha lete the| usakI kamiyoM ko turanta jAnakara unheM dUra karane ke prayAsa meM laga jAte the| ve jAnate the ki koI bhI vyakti ekadama adhyAtma kI ora AkarSita nahIM hotA, vyakti ko dhIre-dhIre adhyAtma ke Ananda kaa| anubhava AtA hai, isake liye svAdhyAya hI jJAnArjana kA eka aisA mAdhyama hai jise apanAkara vyakti apanI | AdhyAtmika U~cAiyoM ko arjita kara sakatA hai| ve svAdhyAya ke antargata dharmagranthoM ko paDhane ke liye prerita karate the| unakA isa saMbaMdha meM gahana anubhava thaa| | ki yadi vyakti meM pratidina kucha adhyayana karane kI Adata vikasita ho gaI to zanai: zanai: vaha sanmArga kI ora / AkRSTa ho jAyegA aura usakI adhikatara vipadAe~ svata: hI samApta ho jaayeNgii| jaba vyakti 10-15 minaTa ke liye bhI par3hane baiThatA hai to ghaMTA AdhA ghaMTA bIta jAnA mAmUlI bAta hai| svAdhyAya kA caskA jaba vyakti ko laga jAtA hai tathA usI bIca yadi saubhAgya se gurudeva ke darzana kA aura lAbha prApta ho jAtA hai to ve sabase pahale yahI pUchate ki bhAI ApakA svAdhyAya kaisA cala rahA hai? jaba sAdhaka batAtA | ki bhagavan Apane to mujhe 10-15 minaTa svAdhyAya kA kahA thA, parantu maiM par3hane baiThatA hU~ to eka ghaMTA kaba bIta || jAtA hai, patA hI nahIM lgtaa| taba AcArya pravara pharamAte the ki bhAI jaba tuma eka ghaMTe taka paDhate rahate ho to eka ghaMTe se bhI kama samaya 48 | minaTa meM eka sAmAyika ho jAtI hai, phira sAmAyika pUrvaka svAdhyAya kyoM nahIM karate ? unakI yaha bAta zrAvaka yA zrAvikA ke gale utara jAtI thii| isa prakAra ve apane bhaktoM ko sAmAyika ke | mArga kI ora AkarSita kara lete the| aba cAritra cUDAmaNi saMtapravara ko apane bhakta ke liye kucha karanA zeSa nahIM rahatA thaa| vaha apane Apa |AcArya zrI kI ora khiMcA huA calA AtA thaa| guru kumhAra ziSya kuMbha hai. gar3hI gar3hI kAr3hata khott| antara hAtha sahAra da, bAhara mAra cott| _ve paMca mahAvratadhArI the / anuyAyI ko aNuvrata ke pAlana hetu taiyAra karane meM ve dakSa the| zrAvaka ko adhyAtma | ke patha para kaise Age bar3hAnA, isameM gurudeva siddhahasta the| AcArya zrI ko unakI isI manovaijJAnika zailI ne vizva | ke mahAn saMta ke rUpa meM pratiSThita kara diyaa| __ ve par3he-likhe naukarI pezA vyaktiyoM kI acchI pakar3a jAnate the / unakI isa jJAna-zakti ko ve )
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________________ 656 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM samAjopayogI banAne meM sadaiva prayatnazIla rahate the| ve kahate the - ___hIrA mukha se kaba kahe lAkha hamAro mol| isa prakAra ke vyaktiyoM se eka aisA svAdhyAya saMgha bana gayA jisake mAdhyama se dUra-dUra ke sthAnoM para bhI dharma ArAdhanA kA mArga khula gyaa| unakI yaha zailI itanI adhika kAragara siddha huI ki ve svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika ke || preraka ke nAma se amara ho gye| sabhI saMghoM ke liye svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika ke liye ve mArgadarzaka ke rUpa meM siddha hue| Aja unake AdhyAtmika vicAra kAryarUpa meM pariNata hote hue saphala lakSita hote haiN| . trikAlazaraNaM bhavabhavazaraNaM sadguruzaraNam / -pUrva pradhAnAcArya, choTI kasarAvada jilA-kharagona (ma.pra.) 451228
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________________ do mahAn divyAtmAoM kA adbhuta milana zrImatI rUpakuMvara mehatA bIsavIM sadI meM marudharA meM do mahAn divya vibhUtiyA~ avatarita huIM va unhoMne cahu~ ora apanA Aloka | phailaayaa| unameM se eka the jainAcArya pUjya gurudeva zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. va dUsarI vibhUti thI bALAgAMva kI nirAhAra yoginI satI mA~ rUpa ku~vara jI / mujhe donoM saMtoM ke atyanta samIpa rahane kA saubhAgya prApta huA hai| donoM hI mahA mAnava the| donoM ne hI apane jIvana kAla meM tyAga va tapasyA kA anupama itihAsa racA / donoM hI ahiMsA ke vilakSaNa pujArI the / guru hastI ke AzIrvAda se hI maiMne 23 varSItapa tIna mAsakhamaNa sahita saharSa pUre kiye aura mere saba kaThina abhigraha bhI phalIbhUta hue / bALA satI jaba guru hastI ke pahalI bAra darzanArtha AI, dUra se hI daMDavat karatI AI / yaha dRzya adbhuta thaa| isake pazcAt satI mA~ kaI bAra guru hastI ke darzana karane unake cAturmAsa meM gii| kaI yAtrAoM meM maiM bhI unake sAtha thI / eka samaya maiM guru hastI ke pIpAr3a cAturmAsa meM unake darzanArtha gii| guruvara ne pharamAyA ki satI mA~ ko apanI mRtyu kA bahuta pahale hI pUrvAbhAsa ho gayA thaa| satI jI ne mujhe apanI mRtyu ke pUrva darzana dekara mArgadarzana karane ko kahA aura | bhAvanA prakaTa kI ki anta samaya meM maiM vahA~ maujUda rahU~ / guru hastI ne pharamAyA ki jisa prabala bhAvanA se rUpakuMvara jI ne unase vAdA liyA thA vaha manA nahIM kara sake / bAlA satI ne kArtika zuklA 14 san 1986 ko yaha nazvara zarIra tyAga diyaa| pUnama ko unakA pArthiva zarIra agni ko samarpita huA / cAturmAsa kalpa ke anusAra jaina zramaNa vihAra nahIM kara sakate, ataH AcAryazrI | pratyakSataH bAlAsatIjI ko darzana va pAtheya dene hetu zarIra se nahIM padhAra sake / tathApi bAlA satIjI ko zarIra chor3ane ke pUrva AcArya zrI ne mAMgalika pradAna kiyA / sahaja zraddhAbhibhUta rUpakuMvarajI ne kara yugala jor3akara mahAprayANa ke liye vidA maaNgii| 'rUpa zrI' 46, ajIta kAlonI, jodhapura
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________________ -- parama kRpAlu gurudeva mmameer RAANDA------ - - --- - mere para parama gurudeva zraddheya AcArya zrI kI asIma kRpA rhii| san 1942 meM agasta krAnti ke daurAna maiM vairAgI ke rUpa meM katipaya varSoM ke lie AcArya gurudeva ke sAnnidhya meM rhaa| gurudeva kA vidyAnurAga itanA prabala thA ki ve svayaM mujhe prAkRta kA adhyayana karavAte the aura paMDita duHkhamocana jI jhA ke pAsa anya santoM ke sAtha mujhe bhI saMskRta ke adhyayana kA avasara milA thaa| dhAra nagarI ke : kucha zrAvakoM kI mA~ga para mujhe svAdhyAyI ke rUpa meM paryuSaNa karavAne dhAra nagarI bhejA gyaa| dhAra kA vaha paryuSaNa bahuta hI saphala rahA aura mere khayAla se usI samaya se paryuSaNa meM svAdhyAyI bhejane kA kAryakrama prativarSa calane lgaa| ujjaina cAturmAsa samApta hone para maiM gurudeva ke sAtha-sAtha hI paidala vihAra karane lgaa| mahAn saMtoM kI saMgati / kA prabhAva unake AcaraNa ko dekha kara par3atA hai| unake sAnnidhya meM kucha aise sAttvika paramANuoM kA AdAna-pradAna hotA hai ki unake saMga rahane vAlA vyakti bhI binA kahe hI vaisA banane lagatA hai| loMca to maiM nahIM kara sakatA thA, para maiMne dAr3hI aura bAla banavAne baMda kara diye / pA~va meM jUte pahanane baMda kara diye / mAtra dhotI, kurtA aura 2 caddara se sardI-garmI ke saba dina guru kRpA se AnaMda pUrvaka bIta gye| gurudeva vihAra meM bahuta teja calate the, maiM bhI unake sAtha-sAtha usI cAla se calane kA prayatna karatA thaa| ujjaina se iMdaura, ratalAma, mandasaura, jAvarA Adi aneka grAma nagaroM se hote hue gurudeva kA vihAra udayapura kI ora ho rahA thaa| bIsa-bIsa mIla kA ugra vihAra aura phira kisI gA~va meM prAsuka jala kA abhAva to kahIM prAsuka gocarI kA abhAva / kahIM Thaharane ke sthAna kA abhaav| kar3akar3AtI sardI meM tAlAba ke kinAre eka kacce TUTe-phUTe pharza vAle tibAre meM do caddara se rAta bitAnA ! kiMtu gurudeva kA aisA prabhAva ki saba saMta AnaMda pUrvaka sahana kara lete / kisI ko koI zikAyata nhiiN| merA jIvana bhI gurudeva kI saMgati se usa samaya kitanA parivartita ho gayA thA ! kitanA sAdA aura sarala thA vaha jIvana ! merA jIvana bhI usa samaya saMta-jIvana jaisA hI ho gayA thaa| udayapura cAturmAsa meM gurudeva ne adhyayana ke sAtha-sAtha mujhe gujarAtI par3hanA bhI sikhAyA aura gujarAtI se hiMdI meM anuvAda karane kI preraNA dii| maiMne gujarAtI karmasiddhAMta pustaka se kaI lekha hiMdI meM anUdita kara bhopAlagaDha bheje jo usa samaya kI jinavANI meM kapUracaMda jaina ke nAma se prakAzita hue| udayapura cAturmAsa ke bAda gurudeva kA vihAra mAravAr3a kI tarapha hone kI saMbhAvanA jAna kara maiMne gurudeva se prArthanA kI ki "maiM to abhI mAravAr3a nahIM jA sakUgA, taba merA adhyayana kyA adhUrA hI raha jAyegA?' gurudeva ne ha~sate hue kahA ki saba vyavasthA ho jaayegii|" udayapura se cArabhujA taka maiMne gurudeva ke sAtha-sAtha vihAra kiyaa| usake bAda mujhe iMdaura meM paMDita pUrNacaMdrajI daka ke pAsa Age ke adhyayana ke liye jAne kI AjJA hii| maiM bhArI mana se gurudeva kA sAtha chor3a kara iMdaura ke liye cala par3A, kiMtu gurudeva ke sAnnidhya ke mere ve do varSa abhI bhI mujhe romAMcita kara dete haiN| mere jIvana ke ve dina svarNima dina the, jinheM smaraNa kara Aja vRddhAvasthA meM bhI merA roma-roma gadgad ho jAtA hai| aise mahAna vidyAnurAgI the AcArya pravara ! mujhe hI nahIM unhoMne anya bhI kaI logoM ko jaina dharma ke adhyayana ) -
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 659 ke liye prerita kiyA thaa| iMdaura meM paMDita pUrNacaMdra jI ke pAsa rahakara maiMne kalakattA saMskRta mahAvidyAlaya kI vishaard| | kI parIkSA uttIrNa kI aura hitecchu zrAvaka saMgha ratalAma kI siddhAMta vizArada kI parIkSA uttIrNa kii| yaha gurudeva kI hI kRpA aura preraNA kA prasAda hai ki maiM siddharSigaNi ke upamiti bhava prapaMca kathA jaise mahAn graMtha kA hiMdI meM anuvAda kara sakA aura lAlabhAI dalapata bhAI bhAratIya saMskRtividyAmandira, ahamadAbAda meM rahakara prAcIna hastalikhita pratiyoM meM loMkAzAha sambandhI ullekhoM kA anveSaNa Adi kArya kara skaa| unhIM kI kRpA se maiM madhyapradeza jaina | svAdhyAya saMgha kI sthApanA evaM zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha jalagA~va ke saMcAlana meM sahayogI bana sakA / AcArya zrI hastI kI dinacaryA ko maiMne nikaTa se dekhA hai. prAta:kAla yA saMdhyA ke samaya unake samakSa baiThakara bhaktAmara yA kalyANamaMdira stotra kI athavA nandIsUtra kI sajjhAya ko zravaNa karane meM jo alaukika AnaMda prApta hotA thA, usakA varNana karane kI zakti lekhanI meM nahIM hai| maiMne kabhI unako eka kSaNa ke liye bhI khAlI baiThe nahIM | dekhA / prAta: kAla se sUryAsta taka unakA adhyayana aura lekhana kArya niraMtara calatA hI rahatA thaa| aise mahAn | adhyavasAyI vidyAnurAgI ve svayaM the aura aisA hI vidyAnurAga ve unake saMparka meM Ane vAle vyaktiyoM ke mana meM bhara dete the| maiM to Aja jo kucha bhI hU~ vaha gurudeva kI kRpA kA hI prasAda hai / yadi gurudeva ne mujhe zaraNa na dI hotI, to mere bhUmigata jIvana kA sadupayoga kaise ho pAtA aura unakI sahAyatA ke binA maiM jaina darzana, prAkRta, saMskRta, gujarAtI kA adhyayana kaise kara pAtA ? aise mahAn gurudeva ko zata zata praNAma ! -10 / 595 nandanavana, jodhapura
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________________ sarpa bacAne kI A~khoM dekhI ghaTanA . bhaMDArI zrI saradAracanda jaina vikrama saMvat 2015 arthAt IsvI san 1958 kA varSAvAsa parama pUjya gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA, vayovRddha svAmIjI zrI amaracaMdajI ma.sA, jyeSTha evaM zreSTha ziSya sevAbhAvI zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma.sA, zrI mANakacaMdajI ma.sA, bAbAjI zrI jayaMtIlAlajI (jAlamacaMdajI) ma.sA, navadIkSita muni zrI suganacaMdajI ma.sA. evaM zramaNa saMgha ke saMta zrI hagAmIlAlajI ma.sA, zrI rozanalAlajI ma.sA, zrI premacaMdajI ma.sA. Adi ThANA nau kA bhArata kI rAjadhAnI mahAnagarI dillI ke sabjImaMDI sthAnaka meM thaa| cAturmAsa susampanna hone ke pazcAt jaba maiMne sunA ki pUjya gurudeva zrI kA vihAra dillI se rAjasthAna kI ora hone vAlA hai, maiM sevA meM dillI pahuMcA aura pUjya gurudevazrI ke dillI se alavara taka vihAra meM, maiM paidala sAtha rahA aura jaba meharolI, gur3agAMva, bAdazAhapura Adi grAma-nagaroM se vicaraNa karate hue Age bar3ha rahe the, taba rAste meM subaha ke samaya eka gAMva ke loga ikaTThe hokara (gAMva kA nAma smaraNa meM nahIM rahA), hAthoM meM bar3I bar3I lAThiyA~ lekara, eka makAna ke kacce chappara se, eka bahuta bar3e kAlindara sarpa (nAgarAja) ko girAkara mArane lge| usI samaya usa rAste se pUjya gurudeva zrI aura hama sAtha hI A rahe the to ekadama gurudevazrI ne vahIM rukakara una logoM se kahA ki Apa sAMpa ko mAro nahIM, taba ve loga kahane lage ki mAre nahIM to kyA kareM, yaha viSailA sAMpa hamako kATa jAyegA-khA jAyegA, hama mara jaayeNge| usI vakta gurudevazrI ne pharamAyA ki Apa saba loga dUra ho jAveM, hama isako pakar3akara surakSita sthAna meM dUra chor3a deNge| Apa loga nizcinta ho jAveM, ghabarAyeM nahIM, cintA na kareM, DareM nhiiN| usa sAMpa ko AcAryapravara pUjya gurudevazrI ne oghe para lekara, bahuta dUra ekAnta nirjana sthAna meM le jAkara surakSita chor3a diyaa| taba gAMva ke sabhI loga gurudeva bhagavanta kI isa 'asIma zakti' 'Atmabala' kI bahuta bahuta prazaMsA karane lge| isake pUrva to kaI logoM se sirpha sunane meM hI AyA thA ki sAtArA nagara mahArASTra prAMta meM bhI gurudeva bhagavaMta | ne eka nAgarAja ko jIvana dAna diyA, para isa gAMva meM to hamane pratyakSa A~khoM se dekhA, aura hamArA antara-mana gunagunAne lagAH "phUla to bahuta hote haiM, para gulAba jaise nhiiN| saMta to bahuta hote haiM, para 'hastI' gurudeva jaise nahIM / / " -tripoliyA bAjAra, jodhapura-342002
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________________ AcArya zrI : jaisA maiMne dekhA aura pAyA * zrI motIlAla surAnA __ maiM apanI janmabhUmi rAmapurA (jilA maMdasaura) hAiskUla meM par3hatA thaa| AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja sAhaba kA vahIM cAturmAsa thaa| mere pitAjI hemarAja jI se mujhe AcArya zrI ke bAre meM jyAdA bAteM mAlUma hotI thI, kyoMki eka to maiM choTA thA, ataH AcArya zrI ke pAsa bAra-bAra jAne meM zurU zurU meM jhijhaka AtI thI tathA dUsarA yaha bhI vicAra AtA thA ki unake jJAnAbhyAsa meM kyoM vyavadhAna paidA karUM kyoMki pitAjI ne batalAyA thA ki unakA cAturmAsa yahAM kevala isIlie huA hai ki yahAM zAMti hai| zaharoM jaisI AvAgamana kI sthiti na hone se bhaktoM kI ora se bhI kucha samaya kI bacata hogI, tathA zAstrIya jJAnopArjana adhika ho skegaa| mujhe yaha bhI samajhAyA gayA thA ki ye sabase kama umra ke AcArya haiM, saMtoM ke samUha para eka eka AcArya hotA hai| santoM ko cAhe ve umra meM (yA dIkSA meM) bar3e hoM para sabhI bAta AcArya se pUcha kara karanI par3atI hai| vaise to choTI umra kI kaI bAteM maiM bhUla gayA hU~, para rAmapurA kA AcArya zrI kA vaha cAturmAsa to mujhe acchI taraha yAda hai| paMDita duHkhamocana jI jhA se Apa jJAnAbhyAsa sIkhate the| satArA vAle seTha sAhaba bhI usa cAturmAsa meM| darzanArtha padhAre the| yaha saba mujhe yAda hai| kyoM yAda hai, isakA eka hI javAba hai ki usI samaya se AcArya zrI kI gaharI chApa mere hRdaya para par3I thii| ghara meM dhArmika vAtAvaraNa hone se sAdhu-saMtoM ke pAsa to pahale bhI jAtA thA, para AcArya zrI kI vaya, jJAnAbhyAsa, choTI umra meM isa saMsAra ko asAra samajhakara chor3anA, ina saba bAtoM ne mujha para tathA mere sAthI chAtroM para bahuta asara kiyA thaa| __ AcArya zrI usa samaya saMskRta kA abhyAsa karate the| paM. duHkhamocana jI jhA ko usa samaya hama jaba saMskRta meM kisI anya vidvAna se bAta karate sunate to hameM Azcarya hotA thA ki kyA saMskRta meM bhI bAtacIta kI jA sakatI | hai| mujhe yAda hai ki usa samaya AcArya zrI ne kucha aMgrejI kA abhyAsa bhI zurU kiyA thA, kyoMki jaba bhI hama | darzanArtha jAte hamAre hAtha meM bhASAntara pAThamAlA yA aisI koI pustaka hotI to ve use dekhate tathA kabhI kabhI usameM se kucha noTa bhI kara lete the| isa cAturmAsa ke bAda to mujhe zAjApura, sailAnA, bhIlavAr3A tathA anya kaI sthAnoM para AcArya zrI ke darzanoM kA tathA pravacana sunane kA suavasara milaa| una sabhI kSaNoM ko maiMne apanA aho bhAgya hI mAnA ki aise jJAnavAna kriyAvAna-AtmabalI saMta Aja hamAre sAdhu-samAja meM vidyamAna haiN| __AcArya zrI jaisI pravacana zailI, zAstrIya jJAna, eka eka zabda tolakara bolane kI Adata tathA smaraNa zakti | | bahuta kama saMto meM milegii| ina saba bAtoM para jaba maiM vicAra karatA hU~ to aisA mAlUma par3atA hai ki bAla vaya meM jo saMskAra bhare jA sakate | haiM, vaise susaMskAra zAyada bar3I umra vAloM meM itanI AsAnI se nahIM bhare jA sakate haiN| sAdhu niyamoM ko bArIkI se pAlane kI Adata ApakI saMpradAya meM bhI varSoM se rahI hai| jaba Apa choTe the taba mujhe pitAjI ne batalAyA thA ki Apake bhojana para bhI dhyAna rakhA jAtA thaa| bhaktajana to zraddhAvaza acchA (pauSTika)
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 662 bhojana baharAne kA Agraha karate the, para saMtagaNa aisI cIjeM lAte the jo Apake svAsthya tathA bhaviSya ke lie ucita ho| Apake sAthI sAdhagaNa bhI vaisA hI AhAra karate the| ve bhI anya padArtha kA upayoga nahIM ke barAbara karate the| aisA nahIM ki ve kucha aura padArtha khAveM tathA AcArya zrI ko kucha aura deveM / navabAr3a sahita brahmacarya pAlana ke lie | jisa vAtAvaraNa kA dhyAna rakhanA Avazyaka thA, usakI ora jAgarUka rahakara bAlavaya meM ApakA lAlana-pAlana anya saMta karate the| kabhI-kabhI dIkSA sambandhI jo bAteM calatI haiM usameM bAla-dIkSA kI bAta ko lekara loga apanA apanA alaga mata rakhate haiM para yaha bAta nirvivAda hai ki yadi yogya bAlaka kama umra meM bhI dIkSA ke lie Agraha kare to pUrI pUrI sAvadhAnI se usake bhAvoM kI jAMca karake use dIkSA dI jAya tathA bAda meM Upara vAle saMta sabhI bAtoM kA usake , jAnAbhyAsa kA khAna-pAna kA. anya vAtAvaraNa kA parA parA dhyAna rakheM to phira kisI zaka kI gaMjAiza nahIM ki vaha / dIkSA kaisI hogii| hamAre sAmane to AcArya zrI ke sadguNoM kA tathA bAlavaya kA yaha eka pakkA udAharaNa hai hii| __AcArya zrI kI vidvattA tathA vaktRtva-kalA ke viSaya meM jo bhI likhA jAya vaha thor3A hI hogaa| unake pravacanoM meM, upadezoM meM, sAhitya meM kyA bAlaka, kyA javAna, kyA vRddha sabhI ko eka sarIkhI AdhyAtmika khurAka | milatI hai jise grahaNa karane ke pazcAt chor3ane ko dila nahIM krtaa| svAdhyAya-sAmAyika jaise mahattva ke viSaya ko Apane jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA jo saphala kArya kiyA hai vaha . nizcita hI advitIya hai| ina saba saphalatAoM meM eka rahasya rahA huA hai, vaha hai AcArya zrI kA satata adhyAtma ciMtana aura kathanI-karanI meM adbhuta sAmya / AcArya zrI kI kAyotsarga (kAussaga) kI sthiti bhI dekhane lAyaka hotI hai| zarIra kA koI sA bhI choTe se choTA bhAga bhI kyA majAla kI hila jaay| eka bAta aura likhakara lekha samApta karatA huuN| pUjya zrI javAhara lAla jI ma.sA. ke vihAra ke samaya Apake dvArA mAMgalika sunAne ke prasaMga svayaM ApakI bulandI ke paricAyaka haiM, jina zAsana ke aise prabhAvI AcArya mahArAja kI sarAhanA jitanI kI jAve, vaha kama hai| apanI pUrNa zraddhA ke sAtha zata-zata vNdnaa| (jinavANI ke 'sAdhanA aMka' san 1973 se saMkalita) -indaura (ma.pra.)
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________________ saMyama aura viveka ke Adarza pratIka - - ---- ------ bAta mahArAjA ummedasiMha jI ke zAsana ke samaya kI hai| dikhane meM to vaha sAdhAraNa hai, para usake pIche eka / mahAn uddezya jinAjJA ke apavAda rahita vRtti-vijaya kA pAlana hai| viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya, pramAda, pralobhana, parISaha, / upasarga Adi karma ripu vividha rUpa se pratyeka ke sAmane Ate hI haiM / pUjya zrI eka saphala sAdhaka hone se unheM parAsta kara samatA, saMtoSa, dhairya, abhayatA, zAnti kA sAmrAjya vistRta kara anya ko bhI Atmonnati ke phala pradAna karate haiN| jodhapura nagara se pUjya gurudeva ke vihAra kA prasaMga hai| kucha bhAvuka zrAvakoM ne banAr3a sTezana kI ora vihAra ho jAne ke bAda jodhapura se banAr3a ke sTezana para phona dvArA sUcanA kara dI ki abhI ApakI ora gurudeva kA vihAra ho cukA hai| banAr3a sTezana para mAlagAr3I Ane para usake injana meM se pAnI kI pyAU vAle ne do pIpe garama jala se bhara kara alaga rakha diye| pUjya zrI yathAsamaya banAr3a pdhaare| jaba sAtha vihAra meM Ane vAle bhAI, jisako saMbhavataH isa pAnI ke prabandha kI jAnakArI ho gaI hogI, usane saMtoM ko dUra Aye hue grAma meM, pAnI ke liye na jAte hue idhara hI prAsuka pAnI kI jogavAI hone kA nivedana kiyaa| pUjya zrI svayaM hI jala grahaNa karane padhAre aura pUrI gvessnnaa| zuru kii| anta meM yaha pUchA ki isa pIpe meM, yaha injana kA garama jala bharA, usake pUrva kaisA jala thA? pIpA pahale gIlA to nahIM thA? pyAU vAle ne jo sahI bAta thI vaha kaha dii| aMdara ke sacitta pAnI se doSa yukta huA garama || jala lene se pUjya zrI ne manA kara diyA aura sAtha ke santa ko gAMva meM jAkara pAnI lAne kI AjJA dii| lagabhaga eka | bajane AyA hogA jaba do santa gAMva se jala aura AhAra lekara sTezana ke samIpa pdhaare| (2) madhya pradeza meM sailAnA ke cAturmAsa ke pazcAt ApakA vihAra koTA kI ora ho rahA thaa| kintu nalakher3A gAMva pahuMcane ke bAda, jisa dIkSA ke prasaMga ke kAraNa udhara vihAra ho rahA thA, vaha prasaMga sthagita hone se, zujAlapura hote hue bhopAla padhArane kI vinatI svIkRta huii| surasalAra gAMva se makara-saMkrAnti ke dina meghAcchAdita nabha ke kAraNa 9 baje AkodiyA maMDI kI ora vihAra prArambha huaa| sAr3he tIna mIla calane para AkodiyA ke zrAvaka / zujAlapura se Aye hue caudharI jI Adi pAMca vyakti ke sAtha, vihAra meM sAtha ho gye| bAtacIta karate hue hama pUjya zrI ke pIche-pIche cala rahe the; sAta mIla kA vihAra ho cukA thaa| aba gAMva eka hI mIla dUra thaa| anya bhAI-bahina bhI usa samaya sAmane se Ate dikhAI de rahe the; ekAeka varSA zuru huI aura pUjya gurudeva vahAM para najadIka kI zmazAnazAlA, jo ki unhIM dinoM taiyAra huI thI, meM pdhaare| madhyAhna kA mAlA jApa kA samaya ho jAne para pUjya zrI ne apanA dhyAna zuru kiyaa| isa prasaMga para ullekha kara denA ucita hogA ki aneka varSoM se pUjya zrI ke trikAla dhyAna va svAdhyAya kA / samaya prAya: niyata rhaa| choTe gAMva meM, vihAra meM, jodhapura yA jayapura jaise vizAla nagaroM meM jahA~ jJAna-goSThI cala rahI ho, pUjya zrI ko svayaM ko dina bhara zAstroM kI pratiyoM kA avagAhana kArya karanA ho, kitane hI dUra-dUra se Aye hue LTETOVA
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________________ 664 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM / zrAvaka bAtacIta karane ko utsuka hoM, yA anya koI bhI vyasta kAryakrama ho to bhI prAtaH samaya kA dhyAna dopahara / (madhyAhna) kA ghaMTe-pauna ghaMTe kA dhyAna aura rAtri zayana kAla pUrva kalyANa maMdira Adi stotroM va nandI sUtrAdi kA svAdhyAya hokara hI rhegaa| eka-eka kSaNa kA upayoga aura prati samaya ke lie pUrva Ayojita nizcita kArya apramatta / / rUpa se honA pUjya zrI ke liye svAbhAvika ho gyaa| AkodiyA gAMva kI zmazAna zAlA meM baiThakara dhyAna huA hii| dhyAna kA kArya pUrA hone para Agantuka zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne nivedana kiyA ki gurudeva aba eka bhI baja cukA hai, Apa dUra se padhAre ho, AhAra pAnI bhI grahaNa nahIM kiyA hai aura varSA bhI rukI huI hai| kRpayA Age padhAreM aura hamArA gA~va pAvana kreN| gurudeva ne pharamAyA, Apako apane utsAha meM kabhI-kabhI girate chIMTe na dikhate hoM, mujhe to apane cazmoM ke bhItara se bhI ve dikha par3ate haiN| jaba taka varSA kI eka bhI bUMda dikhI, taba taka sabhI baiThe rhe| pUrNataH choTe rukane para vihAra huA taba aDhAI baja cuke the| gAMva ke nikaTa Ane para punaH vahI varSA / rAste kIcar3a se bhare par3e the| ekAdha khAlI jagaha para sabhI ko khar3A rahanA pdd'aa| sAMya sAr3he cAra baje AkodiyA maMDI ke jaina maMdira meM, jahAM ki saMtoM ko virAjanA thA, vahAM praveza huaa| sardI adhika thI, saMtoM ke oDhane ke sabhI vastra gIle the| sUrya prAtaH kAla se dina bhara dikhA hI nahIM thaa| usa vAyumaMDala meM binA pAnI nicor3e, vaise hI sukhAe hue upakaraNa va caddarAdi kaba sUkhane vAle the| isa asAdhAraNa havAmAna meM kisI bhI prakAra kA doSa na lage, usakI pUrI sAvacetI se saMta paristhiti kA sAmanA kara rahe the| idhara saMtoM ke sAtha dina bhara rahane para bhI apane yahAM ke dAnAntarAya ke kAraNa bhaktajana vihvala bane hue saMtoM kI ora TakaTakI lagAye hue the| mAravAr3a meM bAlotarA kA cAturmAsa pUrNa kara pUjya zrI ne bhInamAla, DIsA, pAlanapura ke rAste se mukhyatayA | prAcIna hastalikhita granthoM ke nirIkSaNArtha va sthA. paramparA ke AcAryoM ke hAtha se likhI huI pratiyA~ yadi upalabdha hoM to unake ucita saMgraha va saMrakSaNa kI vyavasthA dekhane hetu praveza kiyaa| bahuta parizrama se hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM saMgRhIta va vyavasthita DhaMga se rakhI bahuta prAcIna kAla kI aneka pratiyA~ pUjya zrI ko pAlanapura, pATaNa, ahamadAbAda, khaMbhAta, chANI, vaDodarA Adi ke jJAna bhaMDAroM meM avalokanArtha miliiN| Agama prabhAvaka muni zrI puNya vijaya jI kA maMtavya thA ki "pATaNa ke tADapatrIya saMgraha ke zAnI kA koI bhI saMgraha bhArata meM yA samasta saMsAra meM nahIM hai|" unhIM ke sahayoga va sadbhAvanA se uparyukta bhaMDAroM kI amUlya nidhi kA bhI nirIkSaNa ho skaa| ina prAcIna durlabha alabhya hastalikhita pratiyoM kI khoja karate hue pUjya zrI jaba ahamadAbAda padhAre taba unhoneM zAstra bhaMDAroM ke nirIkSaNa ke pUrva, sarasapura ahamadAbAda ke eka hisse meM virAjamAna pUjya zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma. ke darzana va sevA kA lAbha lene kI prabala bhAvanA vyakta kii| tadanusAra sthA. jaina sosAyaTI ke upAzraya se pUjya zrI apane saMtoM ke sAtha caitra zuklA 8 saMvat 2022 ko prAtaH ATha baje vihAra kara, sarasapura ke nikaTa padhAre taba tapasvI zrI madanalAla jI ma. Adi saMta aura kucha dUra taka pUjya zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma. zrI svayaM sAmane padhAre aura saMtoM kA madhura milana huA jo ki smaraNIya banA rhegaa| upAzraya meM padhArane para vaMdanA sukha sAtA pRcchAdi hue| maMgala milana ke pazcAt, jo vahAM upasthita zrAvakAdi the, unheM anyonya prema, anurAga, zraddhA se yukta vAtAvaraNa, meM Aja bhI kAna meM gUMjate hue hArdika sneha kI bhAvanA ke zabda sunane ko mile| donoM pUjya vara sAmane rakhe hue pATa para virAje taba prathama |
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________________ 665 tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa zrI hastImala jI ma. zrI ko kucha sunAne kA Adeza zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma. zrI kI ora se hone para unhoMne kahA- hameM bar3I prasannatA hai ki jinake darzana varSoM se karane kI bhAvanA aMtara meM thI unake nikaTa Aja maiM pahuMca gayA hU~ / una | mahAn kArya Apa sabhI ke sAmane hai| bIseka varSa se adhika samaya se jaba se pUjya ghAsIlAla jI ma. zrI saurASTra meM | padhAre taba se Aja taka AgamoM kA saMskRta, hindI, gujarAtI aura mUla prAkRta bhASA meM prakAzana a. bhA. zve. sthA. jaina zAstroddhAra samiti dvArA ho rahA hai| yaha saba pratApa ina sthavira, zAstrajJa, zrutapremI munizrI kA hai| assI varSa kI Ayu meM hote hue bhI, jisa utsAha, ullAsa, lagana, parizrama aura prema se eka Asana para virAja kara chaH sAta ghaMTe binA vizrAma, lagAtAra, sthavira muni zrI bhAvI pIDhI kI aura Aja kI janatA kI hita dRSTi se zAstra uddhAra kA kArya kara rahe haiM, vaha eka yuvaka ko bhI zarmiMdA kare, vaisA hai| Apa sabhI isase apanI zAstra ruci bar3hAveM aura jitanA lAbha | uThA sakeM utanA uThAveM taba hI Apa zrI kA kiyA huA puruSArtha saphala hogaa| cAra bhASAoM meM se kisI eka bhASA kA jJAtA bhI una AgamoM kA svAdhyAya kara sUtrabodha pA sakatA hai| Apa sabhI ke puNya kA udaya hai ki aise dharma ke jJAtA munivara kA yahAM isa sthAna para virAja kara nau varSoM se yaha TIkAdi racanA kArya ho rahA hai, jisase Apako unake | pratidina darzana va maMgalavANI zravaNa kA lAbha ho rahA hai / pUjya zrI ghAsIlAla jI ma. zrI ne apanI madhura vANI meM bolate hue unase laghu saMta zrI hastImala jI ma. ke kahe hue zabdoM ko AzIrvAda rUpa batalAyA / yaha karanA unakA gurupane kA pratIka hai| mahAna vyakti hI aise vacana samarathamalajI ma bola sakate haiN| Age unhoneM pharamAyA ki "samAja meM maiMne tIna ratna pAye zrI AtmArAma jI ma, aura mere pAsa baiThe hue hastImala jI ma. / mAravAr3a kI do hastiyA~ zAstrajJa va AcAra meM samarthatA kI rUpa haiN| puruSoM meM | gandha hastI hI grAhya hai jinake pratApa se dUsare bhAga jAte haiM, sAmanA karane kI aura khar3e rahane kI bhI unakI tAkata | nahIM / ina hastImala jI ko maiMne Aja hI dekhA, pahile sunA karatA thA ki mAravAr3a meM aisA tejasvI sAdhu hai| unheM maiM, | kyA kahU~ jodhapura kA rAjA kahU~ yA nava koTi mAravAr3a kA saratAja ?" yaha kahate hue unhoMne saMskRta meM racita apanI eka prazasti gAnA prArambha kiyaa| yaha aSTaka unhoMne atithi muni zrI hastImalajI ko bAda meM arpaNa bhI kiyA / punaH unhoMneM eka-eka zloka lekara usakA hindI meM bhAva batalAte hue anta meM prasannatA pragaTa kI ki aise zAMta, | zAstra maryAdA meM vicarane vAle upakArI saMta se merA milanA huA aura isa Ananda meM maiMne isa prazasti meM unake guNa gAna kiye haiM / pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA, sthavira muni zrI ghAsIlAlajI pAsa sarasapura meM cAra dina virAje / jisa | premayukta vAtAvaraNa meM eka-eka viSaya para vArtAlApa hotA thA vaha pUrA alpamati darzaka ke liye grAhya na bhI ho rahA ho to bhI vaha saMtoM kI goSThI kI madhuratA kA AsvAdana daivIya pratIta ho rahA thaa| zanivAra ke prAtaH ATha baje pUjya hastImalajI ma. sA. ne apane saMtoM ke sAtha ati sneha pUrNa bhAva ke vAtAvaraNa meM vihAra kiyA /
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________________ tathAgata AcArya zrI zrI ca una dinoM kI bAta hai, jaba maiM jinavANI kA saMpAdaka thaa| bIkAnera rAjya kI asembalI meM seTha zrI campAlAla | jI bAMThiyA ne bAladIkSA pratibaMdhaka bila kAnUna banAne ke liye rkhaa| sAmayika patra-patrikAoM ne bila ke samarthana meM bahuta kucha likhA / maiMne bhI kucha likhaa| saMyoga se chapane ke pahale maiMne vaha likhA huA saMpAdakIya pUjya zrI ko | unakI rAya lene ke liye batAyA / unhoMne apanI spaSTa rAya dI va kaI pahaluoM para prakAza DAlA, jisase merI rAya | pUrNata: badala gaI tathA abhI taka merI yahI mAnyatA hai ki dhArmika mAmaloM meM kAnUnana sarakArI hastakSepa ucita nahIM / caturvidha saMgha ko hI deza kAla ke anusAra parivartana saMzodhana karanA cAhiye / seTha zrI campAlAlajI bAMThiyA zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya bhopAlagaDha ke vArSika utsava meM adhyakSa banakara padhAre | the| saMyoga kI bAta hai ki pUjya zrI una dinoM vahIM virAjate the / usa dina vyAkhyAna meM svAvalaMbana para bolate hue zrI | bAMThiyA jI ko saMbodhita karate hue gurudeva ne kahA- yahIM se kucha mIla jAne para kAra kI mazInarI meM kucha gar3abar3a | ho jAya va calane se ruka jAya to kyA Apa gaMtavya sthAna para paidala hI pahu~ca sakate haiM? daivayoga se jaba bAMThiyA jI | bhopAlagar3ha se jodhapura ke liye kAra dvArA ravAnA huye the to mArga meM kAra kharAba ho gayI aura phira kisI anya | sAdhana se jodhapura pahu~canA par3A / isa taraha kI ghaTanAoM ke bAre meM maiMne eka dina gurudeva se pUcha hI liyA ki kyA ina vAradAtoM kI jAnakArI Apako pahale se ho jAtI hai| gurudeva ne sahaja smita bhAva se yahI batAyA ki ve to sAmAnyata: vyAvahArika nIti ke | hisAba se hI aisA kaha diyA karate haiN| ina ghaTanAoM ko cAmatkArika rUpa nahIM denA cAhiye / .
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________________ jIvana - nirmANa ke kuzala zilpI - - . zrI azoka kumAra jaina pUjyapAda AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI mahArAja ke darzanoM hetu maiM 1988 ke savAI mAdhopura cAturmAsa meM upasthita huA, to pUchA - kahA~ kAma karate ho ? maiMne kahA - lebara iMspekTara huuN| phaikTarI Adi meM majadUroM se vAstA rahatA hai| AcArya pravara ne pharamAyA - "vahA~ para nirvyasanatA kI preraNA kiyA kro|" mAnava jAti ke prati unakA yaha karuNAbhAva mujhe chU gyaa| AcArya pravara kA prabhAva adbhuta hai| maiMne Alanapura meM eka bairavA jAti ke sajjana se bAta kI to jJAta huA ki vaha pratidina AcArya zrI kI mAlA pheratA hai| eka bairavA jAti kA bhAI kustalA ke pAsa cunAI kA kAma karatA thaa| maiMne usase bAta kI to vaha bolA - agale janma kI kyA taiyArI hai? usake isa prakAra ke saMskAroM ke pIche AcArya zrI kI preraNA rahI hai| mujhe jAnakara Azcarya mizrita pramoda huA ki usakI putrI ko icchAkAreNaM kA pATha || yAda hai| __maiM jaba zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna, jayapura meM paDhatA thA, taba saMsthAna ke sabhI chAtra prativarSa Apake darzanoM hetu jAyA karate the| san 1978 kI bAta hai| nimAja se jaitAraNa vihAra karate samaya rukakara AcAryapravara ne saMsthAna ke chAtroM ko do-tIna zloka yAda karAye the, unameM eka zloka thA - saMsAradAvAnala-dAhanIraM sApyohaliharaNe samIgp ! mAyArasAsAgAmArapIra, namAmi vIra girisAradhIrama / / mujhe ve kSaNa bhI yAda haiM jaba AcArya zrI ko yaha jJAta huA ki poravAla samAja meM baccoM kA vivAha kama umra meM kara diyA jAtA hai, to unhoMne hama sabhI chAtroM (DaoN. dharmacanda, gautamacanda, dharmendra kumAra Adi) ko tIna-cAra varSa brahmacarya pAlana karane kA niyama karAyA thaa| -zrama nirIkSaka Alanapura, savAI mAdhopura (rAja.)
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________________ bhaktoM para prabhAva : saMkalana mauna se krodha para niyantraNa * zrI ugamarAja bhaNDArI AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. se merA pratyakSa saMparka jaitAraNa (rAja.) meM 1953 meM huA, jabaki maiM, vahA~ muMsipha niyukta thA / dveSa, mAyA, moha, rAga se chuTakArA pAnA itanA kaThina nahIM lagatA thA, parantu krodha para kAbU nahIM ho rahA thA / | maiMne apanI samasyA AcArya zrI ke samakSa rakhI, unhoMne isakA nidAna mauna btaayaa| maiM prAtaH 9 baje taka mauna rakhane 1961 taka calA (kevala durghaTanAvaza mujhe 16 mAha aspatAla meM rahanA par3A taba mauna kA niyama nahIM raha | sakA / ) isa niyama se maiMne bahuta kucha pAyA / lagA, jaitAraNa meM gurudeva ke darzana mere jIvana kI avismaraNIya ghaTanA rahI, jisase mere jIvana meM bahuta parivartana huA / dhUmrapAna chUTA eDavokeTa, 19/440 chAvanI, seTelAiTa roDa, ahamadAbAda * kundana surANA, zrI jAne kA avasara dhUmrapAna karake gayA eka bAra pAlI se basa dvArA, tArAcandajI siMghavI ke sAtha, pIpAr3a ke pAsa rIyAM (seThoM kI) milaa| vahA~ sabhI ke sAtha maiMne bhI krama se AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke darzana kiye| maiM thA, AcArya zrI ne mere mukha kI durgandha se mujhe turaMta dhUmrapAna na karane kA tyAga karA diyA, mai daMga raha gayA / para | kAraNa vaza va mana kI kamajorI ke kAraNa maiM vaha niyama na nibhA skaa| kucha mAha bAda AcArya zrI ke darzana kA | maukA Ane vAlA thA / maiMne socA ki AcArya zrI mujhe vrata ke bAre meM pUcha na leM yA sAthI loga zikAyata na kara deM, | maiMne dhUmrapAna chor3a diyaa| taba se Aja taka merA yaha vrata nibhatA A rahA hai / niyamita svAdhyAya bhI usI mahApuruSa | kI dena hai| aise mahAn sAdhaka ko pala-pala vandana / satyanArAyaNa mArga, pAlI mA~sa-madirA kA tyAga zrI * tanasukharAja jaina pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA dUsarA jalagA~va - cAturmAsa thA, maiM jalagA~va sthAnaka ke dvAra para khar3A thA ki eka vyakti gA~dhI TopI pahane rikzA meM AyA, aura mujhase AcArya zrI ke liye pUchA / maiMne kahA ki AcArya zrI bAhara Thele mAtare (zauca ke lie padhAre hue haiN| usane kahA - ' kaba aayeNge|' maine kahA" AdhA ghaMTe se aayeNge|" taba vaha vyakti calA gyaa| - -
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 669 ThIka AdhA ghaMTe bAda vaha vyakti puna: rikzA meM sthAnaka AyA aura mujhe pUchA ki AcArya zrI kahA~ haiM? maiMne kahA-gocarI (bhojana) kara rahe haiN| taba mere pAsa baiTha kara sampUrNa vRttAnta sunAne lagA___"mahAtmA jI (AcArya zrI) seMdhavA (ma.pra.) se vihAra kara zirapura (mahArASTra) ke pAsa hamAre gAMva meM padhAre, hamAre makAna ke eka kamare meM rAtri vizrAma kiyA aura savere jAne se pahale majhe kahA ki mAMsa-madirA kA saugaMdha le lo| taba maiMne kahA ki hama rAjapUta samAja ke haiM ataeva mAMsa madirA kA saugandha lenA hamAre liye saMbhava nahIM hai| yadi Apa meM camatkAra ho to hamArA mAMsa-madirA chur3avA do| isa para AcArya zrI mauna rahe aura mAMgalika dekara vihAra kara gye| mujha meM ahaMkAra thA, ata: usake bAda maiMne mAMsa madirA kA sevana kiyaa| mere zarIra para phor3A, phunsI ho gaye, jisase maiM ilAja karAkara ThIka huaa| dUsarI bAra mAMsa-madirA kA sevana kiyA to puna: phoDA, phunsI ho gye| phira mere dimAga meM AyA ki zAyada maiMne mahAtmA jI ko caileMja kiyA thA, usI kA pariNAma hai ki zarIra para phoDA-phunsI ho gye| taba maiMne mAMsa-madirA kA sevana karanA chor3a diyaa|" kucha samaya pazcAt kAryavaza usakA jalagA~va AnA huaa| usane basa sTeNDa para AcArya zrI ke virAjane kI sUcanA dekhI aura mahAtmAjI ke darzana ke liye vaha sthAnaka para calA aayaa| jaba AcArya zrI (mahAtmAjI) gocarI se nivRtta hue, taba usa vyakti ne AcArya zrI ke darzana kiye aura mAMgalika liyaa| pAsa meM khar3e zrI caMpaka muni ne bhI usa ghaTanA kA samarthana kiyaa| isase merI AsthA ko bala milaa| borIdAsa mevAr3A, gujarAtI kaTalA, pAlI (rAja.) bhaviSya draSTA * zrI dulIcanda boharA san 1979 kI bAta hai jaba AcAryapravara 1008 zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ajamera meM virAja rahe the| maiM AcArya bhagavanta ke darzana hetu madrAsa se lADanUM hokara ajamera gyaa| vahA~ AcArya bhagavanta ke darzana kiye| mujhe mer3atA siTI eka jarUrI kAma se jaldI hI jAnA thaa| maiMne AcAryapravara se mAMgalika dene kI prArthanA kI to AcArya bhagavanta ne pharamAyA ki abhI aura navakAra maMtra kI mAlA phero| maiM kucha bhI nahIM bolA aura mAlA pherane baiTha gyaa| karIba 1 ghaMTA samaya bItane ke bAda AcArya bhagavanta ne mujhe bulAyA aura mAMgalika de diyaa| maiM ajamera basa sTaiNDa para gayA to vahAM vaha basa nikala gayI aura usake bAda mujhe mer3atA siTI jAne ke liye 2 ghaMTe bAda basa milii| maiM meDatA siTI basa sTeNDa se utara kara sIdhA apane riztedAra ke pAsa gayA jahA~ mujhe unase kAma thaa| unhoMne bolA ki Apa kaunasI basa se Aye ajamera se| maiMne kahA ki pahalI basa to merI nikala gayI 2 ghaMTe bAda basa milI, usI se maiM A rahA huuN| maiMne pUchA, kyA bAta hai ? Apane aisA kaise pUchA ? to ve bole ki Apa jisa basa se Aye usake pahale kI basa to gar3e meM gira gayI aura 2 AdamI kI vahIM mRtyu ho gyii| maiMne apane mana meM socA ki AcAryapravara kitane divya dRSTi vAle haiM; sambhavata: isIliye mujhako mAMgalika samaya na dekara mAlA pherane ko bolaa| usa dina se to merI AcAryapravara ke prati itanI AsthA evaM zraddhA ho gayI ki usakA varNana maiM nahIM kara sktaa| -'Man Mandir No. 7, Audippan Street, Purasawakkam, Chennai 600007
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________________ | 670 devI balidAna nahIM mA~gatI namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zrI giradhArIlAla jaina parama pUjya gurudeva zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. jaba dakSiNa bhArata punaH rAjasthAna kI bhUmi kI ora padhAre taba | mujhe bhI bhagavanta ke sAtha vihAra kA lAbha milaa| eka dina bhagavanta kA rAtri pravAsa sar3aka ke eka kinAre choTe gA~va meM huA, jahA~ jaina ghara eka bhI nahIM thaa| sabhI bastI ajaina gharoM kI thii| kacce makAna the / eka hI makAna pakkA vahA~ ke sarapaMca kA thaa| jisake cAroM tarapha dIvAra kA parakoTA banA huA thaa| usake samIpa hI eka harijanoM | kI devI kA kaccA cabUtarA banA huA thA / AcArya bhagavanta zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. sarapaMca ke makAna meM Thahare hue the / usI dina eka harijana parivAra ne devI ke bali caDhAne hetu bakarA bAMdha rakhA thaa| jaba AcArya bhagavanta ko bakare kI | bali car3hAne kI bAta jJAta huI to gA~va ke sarapaMca evaM mukhiyA logoM ko bulAkara bhagavanta ne kahA ki Apa loga isa harijana parivAra ko samajhA deveM ki jIva ko mAra kara khAne se koI phAyadA nahIM hai / gA~va vAloM ne kAphI | samajhAyA, lekina harijana parivAra nahIM samajhA aura kahane lagA ki merI devI rUTha jaayegii| isane merI manokAmanA pUrI | kI hai| lekina devI jisake zarIra meM AtI thI vaha pujArI bAhara gA~va kA rahane vAlA thA / vaha rAtri ko 7 baje AyA, logoM kI bhIr3a lagI huI thii| sAdhu va zrAvaka sabhI pratikramaNa kara rahe the| devI ke pujArI ko kisI bhI mAhaula kA patA nahIM thA / vaha Ate hI cabUtare para car3hA aura devI A gii| kahane lagI " are duSToM ! merA nAma | badanAma karate ho / jo mahApuruSa yahA~ baiThA huA hai, devatAoM kA rAjA indra bhI jisakI vANI ko nahIM ThukarAtA hai, | usake sAmane tumane mujhe badanAma kara diyA hai ki devI bakare mA~gatI hai| maiMne kaba bakare mAMge haiN| tuma tumhAre khAne | vAste bakare mere nAma para bali karate ho| tumhAre kArya kA phala tuma bhogoge / " itanA kaha kara devI zarIra se nikala | gii| jabaki usa pujArI ko yaha bhI mAlUma nahIM thA ki yahAM saMta virAja rahe haiN| dUsare dina prAta: sabhI grAmavAsI va | harijana parivAra gurudeva ke jaya jayakAra ke nAre bolate hue eka kilomITara taka vihAra meM sAtha cale / aise the mahA | upakArI AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA, jinakI mahimA sura-nara saba gAte haiM / * pracAraka, zrI sthA. jaina svAdhyAya saMgha zAkhA, bajariyA, savAmAdhopura bAlaka ThIka huA * zrI pArasamala sureza kumAra koThArI maiM saparivAra ahamadAbAda meM pUjya gurudeva kI sevA meM pahu~cA / usa samaya hamArA karIba do mAsa kA lar3akA bhI sAtha meM hI thaa| isa bacce kA svAsthya bahuta kamajora calatA thaa| jaba maiM mere gA~va raNasIgA~va se ravAnA huA, usa samaya pUre parivAra ne bolA ki sirpha do mAsa kA choTA baccA hai, dUdha bhI pItA nahIM / bacce kA svAsthya ahamadAbAda pahu~cane jaisA nahIM hai| kahIM rAste meM hI takalIpha na ho jaay| vAkaI meM bacce kI tabIyata bahuta hI | kamajora cala rahI thii| maiM himmata kara sapatnIka ravAnA hokara pUjya gurudeva ke caraNoM meM ahamadAbAda pahu~cA / maiM aura merI patnI gurudeva ke zrI caraNoM meM vandanA kara baiTha gye| dhIre-dhIre bhIr3a kama dekha kara gurudeva ke zrI caraNoM meM kamajora bacce ko caraNasparza karAkara sulA diyA / thor3I dera meM gurudeva ke pratApa se bacce ke peTa se lambA jAnavara (choTA sarpa jaisA) niklaa| jAnavara ke
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________________ ( tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 671 nikalate hI bacce kI A~kha khulI aura mA~ ne use dUdha pilaayaa| baccA ekadama svastha hogayA, Aja vaha yuvA hai| 27, candrappana sTrITa sAhukAra peTa, cennaI hakalAhaTa dUra huI * zrI prakAza nAgorI 1988 meM pUjya AcArya zrI 1008 zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke koTA meM darzana karane kA avasara prApta huaa| vahA~ AdaraNIya zrI phUlacaMdajI mehatA, udayapura ne AcArya zrI se merA paricaya karAte huye kahA ki maiM lagabhaga dasa varSoM se svAdhyAya saMgha kA sadasya hU~, sAmAnyata: jAnakArI (tattvoM kI) acchI hai, lekina paryuSaNa meM sevAeM nahIM detA huuN| taba AcArya zrI ne mujhe paryuSaNa meM sevAe~ nahIM dene kA kAraNa pUchA / maiMne AcArya zrI se nivedana kiyA ki dukAna para kArya karane vAlA maiM akelA hU~ tathA bolane meM maiM hakalAtA huuN| taba AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA yaha bahAnA nahIM calegA, tumheM kama se kama tIna varSa lagAtAra sevAe~ denI haiN| mujhameM AcArya zrI ke Adeza ko nakArane kA sAhasa nahIM ho pAyA, maiMne AcArya zrI ke samakSa tIna varSoM taka paryuSaNa meM sevAe~ dene kA saMkalpa vyakta kiyaa| yaha camatkAra hI huA ki paryuSaNa meM pravacana dete samaya merI hakalAhaTa samApta ho gii| po. siMgolI, jilA - mandasaura (ma.pra.) ArAdhanA kA prabhAva * zrI bhopAlacanda pagAriyA AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja sAhaba kA varSAvAsa indaura thaa| merI tathA mere parivAra kI tIvra icchA thI ki AcArya zrI ke darzana karane haiN| indaura phona karane para jJAta huA ki indaura ke pAsa jo nadI hai usakA pAnI karIba 9 phITa UMcA cala rahA hai| jo indaura pahuMcanA muzkila hai para hamArI icchA to darzana karane kI thii| yaha prabala vizvAsa thA ki gurudeva kI kRpA se yaha icchA avazya pUrNa hogii| hama kAra dvArA ravAnA hue, nadI ke pAsa pahuMcane para pAnI barAbara ho gyaa| hama nadI pAra kara indaura pahuMca gaye tathA bAda meM phira pAnI kA car3hAva zurU ho gyaa| aisA thA AcArya zrI kI ArAdhanA kA prabhAva / No. 51, B.V.K. Iyengar Road, Bangalore 560025 vrata-niyama kI preraNA . zrI kizanalAla koThArI hamAre grAma jAmanera ke dharmapremI zrAvaka zrI phateharAja jI corar3iyA ke sAtha maiM bhI indaura meM AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha gyaa| gurudeva ne vratoM kA mahattva samajhAkara 12 vratoM ke niyama kraae| isase merA jIvana saMyamI ho gyaa| maiM una vratoM kA pAlana Aja bhI pUrI tatparatA se kara rahA huuN| AcArya zrI ke do cAturmAsa jalagA~va meM hue| usa samaya vihAra kAla meM 9-10 dina jAmanera meM virAje / usa samaya maiMne pratikramaNa pUrA sIkhA, gurudeva kI preraNA se maiM niyamita rUpa se donoM samaya pratikramaNa aura pratidina 5 sAmAyika karatA huuN| jalagA~va ke dUsare cAturmAsa ke samaya gurudeva ne hameM AjIvana brahmacarya vrata dilaayaa| gurudeva kI vANI se maiMne jamIkanda kA sevana nahIM karane kA niyama
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 672 | liyaa| gurudeva kI nirmalatA aura vANI kA mujha para bahuta asara pdd'aa| -saMghapati, jAmanera osavAla zrI saMgha jAmanera, (mahArASTra) bhaviSya jJAtA * zrI motIlAla gAMdhI, adhyakSa parama pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI mA. sAhaba hIrAcandrajI mahArAja sA. Adi santoM ke sAtha pracAra karate nAgapura se jalagA~va cAturmAsa hetu vihAra karate hue vardhA pdhaare| hamArA saMgha vardhA meM vinati karane gyaa| saMgha kI AgrahabharI vinati svIkAra kara cakkara par3ate hue bhI hamAre grAma rAlegAMva padhArane kI kRpA kii| grAma ke navayuvaka darzana hetu sthAnaka meM aaye| maiMne paricaya diyaa| mere putra mohana gAMdhI kA bhI paricaya diyaa| AcArya zrI ne najara uThAkara dekhate hI yaha TippaNI kI "Apake nayanoM kI caMcalatA dekhate Apa khetIbADI meM sImita nahIM rhoge|" vakIla hone para bhI vakAlAta karane kI bhAvanA nahIM thii| dUsarA vyavasAya kahA~ para kaunasA karanA phikara rahatI thii| thoDe dinoM bAda meM hI sabhI saMyoga banakara aaye| yavatamAla zahara meM makAna, dukAna tathA vyavasAya bahuta acche se calane lgaa| hameM baDA Azcarya huaa| jisako janma se dekhate Aye jAna na sake , AcArya pravara ne dekhate hI kSaNa mAtra meM TippaNI kI, jo sahI niklii| yaha pratyakSa meM merI najaroM ke sAmane ghaTita ghaTanA hai| aise mahAn AcArya ko koTiza: vNdn| zrI.vardha. sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha, rAlegAMva ji. yavatamAla (mahArASTra rAjya)
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________________ prabhAvI vyaktitva ke katipaya prasaMga ajamera sammelana ke lagabhaga 3 varSa pazcAt jeThAnA grAma meM ApakA pUjya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. ke sAtha puna: kucha samaya virAjanA huaa| pUjya javAharAcArya Apase umra, dIkSA, anubhava Adi sabhI dRSTiyoM se bahuta variSTha the| kintu ApakI vidvattA aura kriyApAlanA se bar3e prabhAvita the aura sadaiva Apako mAna dete the| 'jeThAnA' gA~va se zrI javAharAcArya jI gujarAta kI ora vihAra karane kA mAnasa banA cuke the| jaba donoM AcArya alaga hone lage aura vihAra kA samaya AyA to pUjya zrI javAharalAla jI ma.sA. ne AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. se mAMgalika sunAne ko khaa| AcArya zrI hastI cauMka ge| itane bar3e, itane anubhavI AcArya mujhase mAMgalika sunAne ko kaha rahe haiN| jaba zrI javAharAcArya ne unake saMkoca kA anubhava kiyA to kahA ki 'yadi AcArya hI AcArya ko mAMgalika nahIM sunAegA to kauna sunAegA?" ata: Apa to mujhe mAMgalika sunaaeN| anta meM Apase mAMgalika sunakara hI unhoMne vihAra kiyaa| saMvat 2023 ke cAturmAsa meM AcArya zrI ahamadAbAda ke budhA bhAI Azrama meM virAjita the| usI daurAna eka bAra | ApakA svAsthya bahuta kharAba ho gyaa| asvasthatA ke bAvajUda Apa dina bhara apanI dinacaryA meM lage rahate / cikitsakoM ne Apako pUrNa vizrAma kI arthAt dina bhara leTe rahane kI salAha dii| magara Apane to samagra jIvana meM kabhI kSaNa bhara bhI vyartha nahIM khoyA thaa| vizrAma samaya ke sadupayoga kA bhI upAya Apane khoja hI nikaalaa| kahane lage ki koI saMta mere pAsa baiTha kara zAstroM kA vAcana kare to mujhe cikitsakoM kI rAya ke anusAra koI zrama bhI na hogA aura sAtha hI sAtha svAdhyAya bhI hotA rhegaa| 30 disambara 1990 ko ApakI janmajayaMtI kA avasara aayaa| Apa usa samaya pAlI meM virAjamAna the| isa prasaMga ko bhaktoM dvArA dillI meM bhI samArohapUrvaka manAyA gayA, jisameM bhArata ke tatkAlIna pradhAnamaMtrI zrI candrazekhara, kaI kendrIya maMtriyoM va aneka gaNamAnya vyaktiyoM kI upasthiti rhii| bhAvuka bhaktoM ne bar3e-bar3e posTara bhI chpvaae| jaba AcArya zrI kI nigAhoM meM ye posTara Ae to unheM dekhakara spaSTa zabdoM meM turanta apanI nArAjagI prakaTa karate hue bole, "yaha kyA ADambara hai? ina mele-Thele meM mujhe vizvAsa nahIM aura ina saba meM sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA ullekha taka nahIM, khuzI to mujhe taba hotI jaba mere nAma ke bajAya sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kI preraNA meM ApakA puruSArtha hotaa| apane samagra jIvanakAla meM Apane eka bhI saMsthA apane nAma se nahIM khulane dii| AcArya vinayacandra jJAna bhaNDAra, jaina ratna vidyAlaya, bhUdhara-kuzala kalyANa koSa, amara jaina rilIpha sosAyaTI jaisI anekAneka saMsthAe~ pramANa haiM unakI nispRhatA kI ki apane hI jIvana kAla meM khulane vAlI aisI pacAsoM saMsthAoM meM se eka kA nAma bhI unhoMne khuda ke nAma se nahIM jur3ane diyaa| hAlAMki bhaktoM ne kaI bAra aisI ceSTAeM kii| apane jIvana kI samasta saphalatAoM, upalabdhiyoM kA zreya svayaM na lekara 'gurukRpA' ko dete rahe / jIvanakAla meM apanA jIvanacaritra na chapane dene ke pIche bhI unakI yaha niSkAma vRtti rhii| zraddhAluoM dvArA jaba ApakI jaya jayakAra kI jAtI taba kaI bAra Apa use rokakara anya mahApuruSoM yA tIrthaMkaroM kI jaya karane kI hI bAta krte| smaraNa AtA hai saMvat 2020 kA ajamera meM sampanna adhikArI muni sammelana / zramaNa-varga ne jaba paM. ratna zrI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM - Ananda RSi jI ma.sA ko zramaNa-saMgha ke AcArya pada para pratiSThita kiyA to yuvAcArya pada ke liye pUjyazrI hastI kA nAma prastAvita kiyA gyaa| 674 * aneka zramaNa-diggajoM ne ApazrI ke agAdha Agama-jJAna, ApakI divya-bhavya-sAdhanA, Apake jana-kalyANI svabhAva kI ora saMketa karate hue Apako siddhAntapriya, anuzAsanapriya evaM AcAraniSTha batAte hue yuvAcArya pada ke lie prastAvita ApazrI ke nAma ko samarthana diyA aura ApakI sahamati maaNgii| caritanAyaka ne taba bahuta hI vinIta svara meM isake lie inkAra kara diyaa| isa para aneka adhikArI saMtoM ne Apase AgrahapUrvaka kahA ki jaba Apa sarvathA sakSama haiM inkAra kyoM ? unhoMne ratnavaMzIya variSTha saMta zrI lakSmIcaMda jI ma.sA. ko bhI kahA ki ve caritanAyaka ko yuvAcArya pada ke liye taiyAra kreN| pUjyavara ke pramukha bhakta rAjasthAna ucca nyAyAlaya ke nyAyAdhIza zrI indranAtha jI modI se bhI kahA gayA ki ve bhI caritanAyaka se yuvAcArya pada ke liye nivedana kareM / kintu Apane vinamratA evaM dRDhatApUrvaka usa gauravapUrNa pada ko asvIkAra kara diyA / sambhavataH unheM bhaviSya dikhAI rahA thA / gehuMA varNa va choTe kada ke bAvajUda AcAryapravara ke mukha-maNDala para unakI utkRSTa - sAdhanA kI aisI divya AbhA camakatI thI ki darzanArthI bhAI- bahanoM ke netra unheM ghaMToM nihArane para bhI atRpta se hI raha jAte the / zAnta saumya mukhAkRti para apUrva Ananda evaM saMtoSa kI kAMti ! icchA hotI thI ki vakta vahIM Thahara jAye aura AkRti netroM se kabhI ojhala na ho / kaI bAra jaba AgantukoM kI bhIr3a adhika hone para unheM zIghra darzana kara Age bar3ha jAne ko kahanA par3atA to bhI guru bhagavanta ke cehare para camakate teja meM ve isa taraha kho jAte ki Adeza ko anasunA karake vahIM khar3e rahate / eka mAtra yahI kAmanA liye ki kucha ghar3I aura isa apUrva Ananda kI prApti kara leM / isI saMdarbha meM gurudeva ke ananya bhakta jayapura ke suprasiddha jauharI suzrAvaka zrImAn pUnamacaMda jI baDera kI abhivyakti sAdhAraNa zabdoM meM, kintu gahana bhAvoM ke kAraNa hRdaya ko chU jAtI hai| svayaM unhIM ke zabdoM meM " AcArya pravara kI saumya mUrti nai to bAra - bAra dekha ne bhI jIva konI dhApe / aThA taka ki maiM to kaI bAra sAmAyika leNoM bhI bhUla jAU~ / " gurudeva ke jIvana meM eka nahIM, aneka aise prasaMga dRSTigata hote haiM jaba Apane anya saMtoM kI rugNAvasthA yA antima samaya meM apanI sevA-bhAvanA kA utkRSTa va anukaraNIya paricaya diyaa| unameM se kucha prasaMgoM kA yahA~ ullekha kiyA jA rahA hai - (1) svAmI zrI bhojarAja jI ma.sA. eka uttama sevAbhAvI evaM khyAtiprApta ratnavaMzIya santa the / apane aMtima samaya meM unhoMne pUjya gurudeva zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ko svAmI zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. ke sambandha meM bholAvaNa dete hue yaha vacana liyA ki gurudeva zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI pUrI taraha sAra saMbhAla karate raheMge / gurudeva to vacana ke pakke dhanI the| basa Apane svAmI zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI sevA suzrUSA kA pUrA dAyitva apane Upara le liyA / apane antima dinoM meM dillI pravAsa ke daurAna svAmIjI kaiMsara jaisI bhayaMkara vyAdhi se grasta ho gaye to gurudeva svayaM unakI sevA meM tatpara ho gye| unheM sAtha lekara zanaiHzanaiH punaH jayapura kI ora vihAra karane 1 kA lakSya banAyA / ThIka isI samaya zramaNasaMghIya tatkAlIna AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. paMjAba ke ludhiyAnA kSetra meM virAjita the / jahA~ ApakI vidvattA va AgamajJAna se gurudeva svayaM prabhAvita the, vahIM AcArya zrI AtmArAma jI ma.sA. Apake
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 675 vyaktitva evaM guNoM se itane prabhAvita the ki patrAcAra ke daurAna Apako 'purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM' se sambodhita karate the| unhIM AcArya zrI ne usa samaya gurudeva ko AtmIyatAvaza sahaja milana evaM paMjAba kSetra meM dharmapracAra kI dRSTi se udhara Ane hetu Agraha kiyaa| aba idhara to gurudeva para svAmI zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI sevA kA dAyitva thA to udhara eka jJAnI santa se milana aura paMjAba kA kSetra pharasane kA prabala AkarSaNa / kintu gurudeva to the vacana ke dhanI, dRr3ha sevaavrtii| basa, Apane usa avasara aura AkarSaNa ko gauNa kara sevA ko hI prAthamikatA dI aura svAmI jI ko dhIre-dhIre jayapura taka le aae| phira pUre eka varSa taka (unake dehAvasAna taka) Apane unakI pUrNa sevA-suzrUSA kii| isa prakAra Apane apane AjJAnuvartI santa kI sevA kA utkRSTa Adarza bhI prastuta kiyaa| (2) pUjya zrI jayamala jI ma.sA. kI paramparA ke vayovRddha svAmI zrI cauthamala jI ma.sA. saMvat 2009 meM jodhapura zahara meM virAjita the| AcArya zrI bhI jodhapura meM hI the| ApakA cAturmAsa nAgaura meM honA taya huA thaa| ata: Apane vahA~ pahu~cane hetu ASAr3ha mAsa ke kRSNa pakSa meM jodhapura se prasthAna kara mahAmandira padhAra gaye the| usI samaya zrI cauthamala jI ma.sA. ne saMthAre ke pratyAkhyAna kara lie aura saMthArA pUrNa hone taka caritanAyaka pUjyazrI ke sAnnidhya kI icchA prakaTa kii| cAturmAsa prArambha kA samaya najadIka hone ke bAvajUda bhI purAtana madhura saMbaMdhoM kI akSuNNatA aura muni zrI ke prati sevAbhAva ke lakSya se nAgaura vihAra sthagita kara, Apa puna: jodhapura zahara meM padhAre / yahA~ Apane vairAgya evaM samabhAva ko puSTa karane vAle stotra, bhajana, pada Adi sunAkara zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA. ke manobala evaM Atmabala ko sudRDha kiyaa| isI samaya caritanAyaka ne 'maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa' Adi vairAgyaprada padoM kI racanA kii| 13 dinoM meM saMthArA pUrNa hone ke pazcAt Apane ASADha zuklA 4 ko nAgaura kI ora ugra vihAra kiyA evaM ASADha zuklA 13 ko bhISaNa tapatI huI dupaharI meM 3 baje nAgaura meM praveza kiyaa| (3) ratnavaMza ke variSTha evaM vayovRddha bAbAjI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. evaM AcArya zrI ke madhya mAtra pragADha sneha hI nahIM varan vinaya kI pArasparika Adarza bhAvanA bhI thii| dIkSAkAla evaM pada ke AdhAra para donoM hI eka dUsare ke prati vinayavRtti rakhate the| bAbAjI ma.sA. jaba apane jodhapura sthiravAsa ke samaya atyanta asvastha ho gaye to Apane AcArya zrI ke sAmIpya kI AkAMkSA prakaTa kI aura sevAvratI AcArya deva ne bhI unakI icchA ko pUrNa sammAna dete huye unake devaloka hone taka unake nikaTa rahakara unakI pUrNa sevA kii| (4) AcAryapravara cAturmAsArtha mer3atA nagarI meM virAjita the| usI daurAna Apako yaha samAcAra mile ki kucerA meM svAmI jI zrI rAvatamala jI ma.sA. ke saMta zrI bherUmala jI ma.sA. kA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| usa samaya kucerA meM do hI saMta the aura unameM se bhI eka ke divaMgata ho jAne se vayovRddha sthavira zrI rAvatamalajI ma.sA. ekAkI raha gaye the| aise samaya meM svAmI zrI rAvatamala jI ma.sA. kI vRddhAvasthA evaM ekAkIpana ko dRSTigata rakhate hue apane saMtoM ko zIghra hI unakI sevArtha vihAra karA diyaa| (yaha bAta aura hai ki bAda meM jaba yaha samAcAra mile ki jayagacchIya anya saMta unakI sevArtha padhAra rahe haiM to phira apane santoM kI vahA~ AvazyakatA na dekhate huye Apane unheM puna: apane pAsa bulA liyaa|) apane saMtoM ko bhejane kA nirNaya nizcaya hI ApakI utkRSTa sevAbhAvanA, saralatA va snehabhAva kA anukaraNIya udAharaNa hai| pUjya gurUdeva kI kabhI yaha abhilASA nahIM rahI ki unake guNagAna meM kucha likhA jaae| ve to guNagAna kI apekSA vyakti ke AdhyAtmika - unnayana ko hI mahattva dete the| yaha tathya zraddheya zrI gautama munijI ma.sA. ke
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 676 agrAGkita saMsmaraNa se spaSTa hai"gurudeva ke saubhAgyazAlI sAnnidhya ko prApta karate hue usa dina maiM unake pATa ke pAsa nIce baiThA unake jIvana adhyAya ke pramukha preraka prasaMgoM va saMsmaraNoM ko vividha pustakoM va lekhoM meM se cuna kara saMgRhIta kara rahA thaa| maiM apane kArya ko bar3I tatparatA se aMjAma de rahA thA ki anAyAsa hI gurudeva ne sneha saMbodhana ke sAtha sahaja prazna kiyA- 'baccU (gautama), kyA kara rahe ho?' maiMne turanta utsAha ke sAtha pratyuttara diyA, "annadAtA ! Apake jIvana se saMbaMdhita saMsmaraNoM kA saMkalana kara rahA huuN|" merA yaha vAkya sunate hI gurudeva ne atyanta AtmIya bhAvanA se jo preraka vacana kahe unakA prabhAva Aja taka mere hRdaya-sthala para amiTa rUpa se aMkita hai| unhoMne kahA, "are bhAI ! jitanA samaya tU isameM lagAtA hai, itanA hI yadi Agama pAThoM va jaina zAstroM meM lagAyegA to acchA paMDita bana jaayegaa|" maiM daMga raha gayA, mere hAtha thama gye| isa yuga meM aisA nirmohI ! itanI nispRhatA ! na Atma-mahimA kI cAha, na svayaM ke prati koI AkAMkSA, apitu dUsare ke Atma-utthAna evaM jIvana-nirmANa kI itanI utkRSTa abhilASA dekhakara ye do netra dhanya ho gye|" indaura ke upanagara jAnakI nagara meM pUjya AcAryapravara apane kucha ziSya saMtoM ke sAtha virAja rahe the| mausama saMbaMdhI badalAva se AcArya deva ke svAsthya meM kucha zithilatA A gyii| ciMtita ziSyagaNa ne saMketa dvArA cikitsaka ko bulvaayaa| cikitsaka ne sannikaTa jAkara AcAryazrI se sAmAnya parIkSaNa kI anumati maaNgii| AcArya zrI Thahare nispRhI, apane zarIra ke liye auSadhisevana va parIkSaNoM se yathAsaMbhava virakta rahane vaale| magara muskarAye aura na jAne kyA soca kara sahaja bhAva se apanA parIkSaNa karavA liyaa| kise kyA patA ki usa muskAna ke pIche chupA rahasya kyA hai? cikitsaka lauTane ko udyata hue ki vinoda mudrA meM AsIna AcArya zrI kI ora se nizchala muskAna ke sAtha mAMga AyI 'are bhAI merI phIsa to dete jaao|' niyamoM ke sarvathA viparIta bAta / cikitsakoM ne unakA parIkSaNa kiyA aura cikitsakoM se hI phIsa mAMgI jA rahI thii| yaha kyA bAta huI bhalA? usa mahAmanISI kA to saMpUrNa jIvana hI asAdhAraNa thA aura jAnate haiM usa divya sAdhaka ne vaha alaukika phIsa kyA lI? cikitsakoM se 15 minaTa svAdhyAya roja karane ke niyama ke sAtha yaha vacana ki bhaviSya meM dIna, duHkhI, sAdhanahIna vyakti kI cikitsA hetu ve sahaja sevA ke bhAva se jAne ko sadaiva tatpara raheM tathA vyasana-mukta samAja ke nirmANa meM sakriya sahayoga deN| kitanI adbhuta zailI thI usa mahAmAnava kI dharma aura sevA kI preraNA dene kii| 'kosAnA' grAma meM eka vyakti pratidina do tolA aphIma sevana kA AdI ho cukA thaa| anekAneka prayatnoM ke bAvajUda bhI vaha isa vyasana se mukti nahIM pA sakA / antataH nirvyasanatA ke kSetra meM ApakI upalabdhiyA~ zravaNa kara vaha AzA ke sAtha AcArya deva ke zrI caraNoM meM upasthita haa| AcAryapravara ne mAtra 7 dina use aphIma sevana na karane ko kahA tathA yaha bhI kahA ki yadi vaha 7 dina niyaMtraNa kara le to jIvana paryanta isa vyasana se mukti pA skegaa| ApakI preraNA se usameM nayI icchA zakti kA saMcAra huA aura dharma kA pratApa dekhiye eka bhI dina aphIma ke abhAva meM na raha sakane vAle vyakti ne usa dina ke pazcAt aphIma ko punaH chuA taka nhiiN| Aja usakA zAMta, sukhI, nirvyasanI jIvana yakInana AcArya bhagavanta kI dena hai| AcArya zrI kI isa prakAra kI dena eka vyakti, eka parivAra taka sImita nahIM rahI, varan pUre samAja, pare rASTra meM Apa zrI kI preraNA se hajAroM loga vyasanamukta hokara unmukta svastha jIvana jI rahe haiN|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 677 * kisI kArya ko prArambha karane ke pazcAt usameM tanmayatApUrvaka juTa jAnA aura usa kArya ko pUrNa karanA ApakA svabhAva thaa| Apane jaina itihAsa lekhana ke mahattvapUrNa kArya ko hAtha meM liyA, aura isa kArya meM juTa gye| kArya kI sampannatA hetu gujarAta ke bhaMDAroM ke prAcIna hastalikhita granthoM kA avalokana Avazyaka thaa| ataH rAjasthAna se laMbA vihAra kara, mArga meM aneka parISahoM ko sahana karate hue Apa gujarAta pdhaare| vahA~ ahamadAbAda, khaMbhAta, pATaNa Adi ke bhaMDAroM kA avalokana karate hue ApakA ANaMda meM padArpaNa huaa| bar3audA meM yatijI ke bhaNDAra meM prAcIna hastalikhita granthoM kA eka vizAla saMgraha thaa| usake avalokana hetu Apane ANaMda se bar3audA kI ora vihAra kiyaa| mArga rela kI paTarI ke sahAre thA, retIlA thaa| grISma Rtu kI bhISaNa garmI par3a rahI thii| pracaMDa dhUpa kI garmI se reta itanI tapta ho rahI thI ki usake kucha kaNa uchalakara pairoM para par3ate the, ve bhI asahanIya lagate the| pazu-pakSI bhI usa tapta vAtAvaraNa se saMtapta the| sira para dhUpa aura pairoM nIce dhUla kA tApamAna niraMtara bar3hatA jA rahA thaa| aisI sthiti meM ApakA naMge paira calanA vAstava meM kaSTadAyaka rahA hogaa| mArga meM prAsuka-jala kI upalabdhi bhI durlabha thii| isa prakAra asahya tApa va tRSA kI vedanA sahana karate ApakA agale nagara meM padhAranA huaa| dopahara kA samaya ho cukA thaa| ataH munimaMDala ko itanA prAsuka jala na mila sakA ki jisase tRSA zAMta hotii| phira bhI AcArya zrI va munimaMDala ke ceharoM para kiJcit bhI udAsInatA nahIM thii| jala ke abhAva meM bhI mukhAraviMda praphullita the| AcArya zrI nitya ke samAna usa dina bhI itihAsa-lekhana ke kArya meM vyasta ho gye| una dinoM AcAryapravara zeSakAla meM jayapura virAja rahe the| pratidina ApakA bar3A sundara, prabhAvazAlI vANI meM pravacana hotA aura aneka dharmapremI bandhu pravacana-zravaNa kA lAbha utthaate| usI daurAna eka dina vidhAnasabhA ke tatkAlIna adhyakSa zrI niraMjananAtha jI AcArya bhI pravacana meM aae| pravacana zravaNa kiyA aura bar3e prabhAvita hokara lautte| agale dina jaba pravacana meM Ae, hRdaya meM kucha jijJAsAe~ thii| socA, pravacana ke pazcAt gurudeva ke samakSa apanI zaMkAe~ rakhakara unake samAdhAna hetu unase nivedana kruuNgaa| yahI socakara pravacana sunane baiTha ge| magara jaba pravacana sunane lage, sunate-sunate cakita raha ge| sahasA vizvAsa nahIM huA apane kAnoM para ki mana meM jo-jo jijJAsAe~ lekara ve Ae the, pravacana meM unhIM sabakA samAdhAna prApta ho rahA thaa| unheM lagA ki AcArya zrI binA kahe hI dila kI bAta jAna gae haiN| AcArya niraMjananAtha jI to abhibhUta ho utthe| jaise hI pravacana samApta huA, turanta AcArya zrI ke samIpa pahu~ce aura nivedana kiyA, "bhagavan merI jo bhI zaMkAe~ thIM, Apane mere binA kahe hI unakA svataH samAdhAna kara diyaa| maiM to hairata meM hU~, ApakI yaha divya dRSTi dekha kara / dhanya dhanya haiM gurudeva aap"| jJAna gacchAdhipati bahuzruta paNDita zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA. aura AcArya zrI hastI ke pArasparika sambandha bahuta hI madhura the| saMvat 2010 ke jodhapura meM 6 mahAn santoM ke saMyukta cAturmAsa meM bhI ApakA sneha dUsaroM ke lie | Adarza bana gayA thaa| bAda meM bhI Apake sambandhoM meM sadaiva madhuratA rhii| bahuzruta paNDita ratna zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA. apane bAlotarA pravAsa ke daurAna asvastha ho ge| AcAryapravara ne bhI unakI asvasthatA ke samAcAra sune / na jAne kaise Apako aisA pUrvAbhAsa ho gayA ki aba bahuzruta paNDita jI ma.sA. kA antima samaya najadIka hI hai| unhIM dinoM meM eka dina Apa bAlA grAma se kAparar3A kI ora vihAra kara rahe the ki calate-calate yakAyaka apane sAtha cala rahe zrAvakoM se bola uThe ki 'jina zAsana rUpI mAnasarovara kA haMsA
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________________ 678 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM Aja ur3a gayA hai|' Apa vismaya kareMge yaha jAnakara ki kucha samaya pazcAt jodhapura se Ae zrAvaka zrI pArasamalajI reDa ne batAyA ki bahuzruta paMDitaratna zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa ho gayA hai| * AcAryapravara san 1971 kA jodhapura varSAvAsa sampUrNa kara AgolAI, bAlesara Adi gAMvoM meM dharmagaMgA bahAte hue vicaraNa kara rahe the| isI daurAna eka dina AgolAI gA~va meM sonarAja nAma kA eka choTA bAlaka guma ho gayA / jaisA ki svAbhAvika thA, bAlaka ke parijana va anya grAmavAsI bahuta cintita ho utthe| sabhI ne milakara Asa-pAsa, sabhI saMbhAvita sthaloM para bahuta khoja kI, kintu vyartha / antataH nirAza hokara ve loga AcAryapravara ke samakSa upasthita hue| sArI ghaTanA kI savistAra jAnakArI dii| AcArya zrI ne dhyAnapUrvaka byaurA sunA, kucha kSaNa cintana kiyA jaise koI divya svapna dekha rahe hoM aura phira pUrNa nizcintatA aura AtmavizvAsa ke sAtha bole- 'cintA mata karo, kala subaha taka intajAra kro|' hAlAMki sahasA vizvAsa to nahIM kara pAe bAlaka ke parijana, phira bhI 'guru to antaryAmI haiM, inakI bAta kabhI vyartha nahIM jA sakatI' soca kara kAphI rAhata mahasUsa kii| isI taraha vicAroM meM DUbate-utarate rAta biitii| subaha huii| eka-eka pala yuga kI taraha kaTa rahA thaa| isI UhApoha meM eka bAra punaH khojane nikale to dekhA baccA najadIka hI eka pahAr3I para soyA huA thaa| parijanoM kI prasannatA kA pArAvAra na rahA aura anya grAmavAsI bhI gurudeva ke kathana kI yathArthatA dekha cakita raha ge| idhara daraasala huA yaha ki baccA ghUmate-ghUmate pahAr3I para calA AyA / calate-calate thaka to gayA hI thA, vahIM so gyaa| ThaMDI havA cala rahI thI, thakAna to thI hI, basa gaharI nidrA A gaI aura vaha adbhuta svapnoM meM kho gayA aura rAta bhara vahIM sotA raha gayA / gurudeva ke antaryAmI vyaktitva kI jhalaka detA yaha agalA prasaMga vartamAna upAdhyAyapravara ke dillI cAturmAsa se sambaddha hai, jisakA jikra kaI bAra Apake pravacanoM meM sunane ko milA hai| unake apane hI bhAvoM meM yaha prasaMga"dillI cAturmAsa kA prasaMga thA / vidyAnurAgI zrI gautama muni jI va tapasvI zrI prakAza muni jI mere sAtha / unhIM dinoM gurudeva ke samAcAra mile ki "dillI meM zrAvaka yogya aura acche haiM kintu mahAnagara hone se kSetra bhI bar3A hai| Apa santa kama haiN| ho sakatA hai koI ar3acana bhI Ae lekina kAma rukane vAlA nahIM hai|" dhIre-dhIre cAturmAsa kAla bItane lgaa| tapa, tyAga, saMvara, dayA, pauSadha Adi kI dhArmika lahara vRhad stara para jana-jana ke mana meM, jIvana meM hiloreM lene lagI / yaha dharma- jAgRti kI lahareM paryuSaNa parva Ate-Ate vizAla sAgara kA rUpa dhAraNa kara cukI thI / agale dina se paryuSaNa parvAdhirAja prArambha hone vAle the ki yakAyaka pratikramaNa ke pazcAt zrI gautamamunijI kI tabIyata bigar3a gaI aura itanI bigar3I ki ve ghAyala kabUtara kI taraha tar3aphane lage / dUsarI ora merA bhI svAsthya kharAba / vamana para vamana ho rahe aura udarazUla itanA bhayAnaka ki asahanIya sA ho gyaa| sAre pramukha zrAvakagaNa ekatra ho ge| sabhI ciMtAtura / hama bhI vicAra meM par3a gae ki kala se paryuSaNa prArambha hone ko haiM aura sabhI ke hRdaya dharma ke prati utsAha umaMga se bhare haiN| aise meM parvAdhirAja kI mahattA aura AvazyakatA ke anurUpa pravacana, zAstravacana Adi hama kisa prakAra kareMge ? koI cArA na dekha va samaya kI jarUrata ko dekhate hue zrAvaka nivedana karane lage ki ma.sA. DAkTara le AveM kyA ?' magara maiMne kaha diyA ki "davA lenA to dUra, isa velA meM DAkTara ko dikhAnA bhI varjita hai / " idhara zrI gautama muni jI bhI dRr3ha the| hamArI isa dRr3hatA ke samakSa sabhI zraddhAnata the, kintu mAnasa meM cintA to banI huI thI hii| aise meM
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 679 yAda AyA gurudeva kA saMdeza ki "ho sakatA hai koI ar3acana Ave, para kAma rukane vAlA nahIM hai" aura unake vacanoM kI sArthakatA gajaba kI rhii| arddharAtri ke pazcAt dhIre-dhIre svAsthya meM sudhAra hone lagA, nIMda bhI A gaI, aura jaba subaha uThe to pUrI UrjA, pUre utsAha ke sAtha / paryuSaNa parvAdhirAja nirvighna rUpa se, apUrva dharma - prabhAvanA ke sAtha sampanna hue| isa prakAra ar3acana AI aura kAma roke binA calI bhI gaI, kintu sAtha hI yaha jhalaka bhI chor3a gaI ki gurudeva ko | kaise, kaI bAra, honI kI ghaTanAoM kA pUrvAbhAsa sahaja meM ho jAyA karatA thaa|" * pUjya AcAryadeva meM adbhuta divyadRSTi thii| upAdhyAyapravara paM. ratna zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. ne pravacana meM eka prasaMga sunAte hue kahA - "kizanagar3ha pravAsa thaa| AcArya bhagavanta mAlA meM magna the| maiM (vartamAna upAdhyAyapravara zrI mAnacandra jI ma.sA.) aura paM.ra. zrI lakSmIcaMda jI ma.sA. AcArya zrI ke nikaTa hI baiThe svAdhyAya meM lIna the| modI gharAne kA eka vyakti AtA hai aura nivedana karatA hai ki mahArAja ! zrI bAdaramala sA modI asvastha haiM evaM gurudarzana ke icchuka haiN| maiMne sunaa| vicAra kiyA, kala hI to paMDita jI ma. ke sAtha unake ghara gayA thaa| svastha the, prasanna citta the, vandanA kI thI, baharAyA bhI thaa| aura yaha bhI kahA thA-"kAI karU~ mahArAja ! lAralA chorA-TAbara dharama meM jIva rAkheIja konI / ghaNoI keUM paNa e to mhArI bAta ro dhyAna Ija nahIM deve|" paMDita jI ma. ne unheM dhairya baMdhAyA thaa| AcArya zrI ne saMketa kiyA paMDita jI ma. ko| paMDita jI ma.sA. gae usa vyakti ke sAtha, modI jI ke ghara / modI | jI ne khar3e hokara vandana kiyA aura kahA mujhe laga rahA hai ki samaya A gayA hai| Apa mujhe saMthArA karA do| lagatA nahIM thA ki mRtyu unakA abhI varaNa karane vAlI hai, para ve mRtyu kA svAgata karane ko taiyAra the| paMDita jI | ma.sA. ne jaba taka AcArya zrI padhAre taba taka ke lie unheM sAgArI saMthArA karA diyaa| pUjya gurudeva zrI kI mAlA pUrNa huI / ve uThe aura cala par3e modI jI ke ghr| AcArya zrI ke padhArane para unake cehare se harSa ke bhAva prasphuTita ho utthe| unhoMne Age Akara vaMdanA kI aura saMthArA | dilAne kI prArthanA kii| AcArya zrI ne unako nihArA, unake cehare para kucha dera ke lie AcArya zrI kI dRSTi jaise ekadama sthira ho gii| taba | Apa zrI ne zrI bAdaramala jI ko yAvajjIvana saMthAre ke pratyAkhyAna karA die| sAyaMkAla kA smy| pratikramaNa ho cukA thaa| vandanA ho rahI thI ki dhyAna AyA mujhe zrI modI jI kA / kyA huA unake saMthAre kA? eka bhAI se pUchA to vaha bolA-"are mahArAja, modI jI ro saMthAro to tIna ghaMTA bAda hI sIjha gayo / vhAMne gAjA-bAjA sUM zmazAna pahuMcAra pache maiM loga parakUNA (pratikramaNa) meM AyA haaN|" maiMne yaha sunakara Azcarya kiyaa| modI jI ke to antarmana meM ghabarAhaTa yA anya kAraNa huA hogA, para AcArya zrI | kI antardRSTi kaisI ki jaise sacamuca jAna liyA ho modI jI ke samaya ke bAre meN| Aja socatA hU~ ki gurudeva avazya hI usa divyadRSTi ke dhAraka the, jo bhaviSya ko darzA detI hai|" san 1978 / AcArya bhagavanta kA cAturmAsa jalagA~va meM thaa| yadA-kadA barasAta bhI hotI rahatI thI, kintu eka bAra aisA huA ki bUMdA-bAMdI ne niraMtaratA kA rUpa le liyaa| eka zramaNa ke lie aise meM bhikSAcarI ke lie bAhara jAnA niSiddha hai aura barasAta thI ki bUMda-bUMda karake barasatI hI jA rahI thI to gocarI lene jA pAne kA to koI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM prazna hI nahIM thaa| sabhI saMtoM ne tapasyA kA avasara jAnakara upavAsa kara liyaa| agale dina bhI varSA kI jhar3I jArI thii| gocarI lA sakane kI saMbhAvanA dikhAyI nahIM detI thii| sabhI sthAnIya variSTha zrAvaka atyanta ciMtita ho utthe| vRddhAvasthA meM bhI AcArya zrI ke upavAsa ho cukA thA aura Aja bhI gocarI lA pAne ke AsAra pratikUla hI the| antataH pramukha zrAvaka rAgavaza eka upAya lekara AcArya zrI ke samIpa upasthita hue| unhoMne nivedana kiyA, "bhagavan maMgala kAryAlaya meM nIce hI eka tarapha darzanArthiyoM ke liye caukA calatA hai| ataH vahA~ se AhAra pAnI lene kI kRpA karAe~ aura phira paristhitivaza to yaha maryAdA ke pratikUla bhI nahIM hai|" kintu unhoMne svIkRti nahIM dii| mAtra isaliye ki ve yaha jAnate the ki Aja unakI yaha paristhitijanya AvazyakatA bhaviSya meM dUsaroM ke lie anukaraNa kA mArga bana sakatI hai| isase dhArmika zithilatA kA janma hogA aura kiMcit mAtra bhI zithilatA nissaMdeha hAnikAraka hI hotI hai| samAcArI meM niyama hai ki yathAsaMbhava sAdhu-saMta, satiyoM se sevA nahIM lete| eka bAra Apa jodhapura ke kisI upanagara meM virAjamAna the / asvasthatA ke kAraNa kisI auSadhi kI AvazyakatA huii| zahara meM virAjita ApakI sampradAya kI satiyA~ nitya prati Apake darzanArtha AtI thiiN| Akhira ve bhI kyoM avasara chor3atI usa divyAtmA kI sevA kaa| saMta auSadhi lAte, usase pUrva hI sahaja utsuka bhAva se mahAsatiyA~jI le Aye, kintu jaise hI AcArya zrI ko isakI jAnakArI milI, unhoMne auSadhi grahaNa karane se iMkAra kara diyaa| mAtra isIliye ki kahIM yaha paramparA na bana jaaye| isI bhAMti kosAnA cAturmAsa se saMbaMdhita ghaTanA bhI hai| vahA~ Apa atyanta asvastha ho gye| kucha svAsthya sudhAra hone para cAturmAsa ke pazcAt pIpAr3a kI ora vihAra kiyaa| vihAra krama meM hI pIpAr3a se lagabhaga 4 ki.mI.pUrva zrI pArasamala jI ke phArma para Apa virAje / unhIM dinoM pIpAr3a meM zAsana-prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainA sundarI jI ma.sA.virAjita thiiN| vahA~ se kucha satiyA~ jaba darzanArtha phArma para AyIM to AcAryazrI kI asvasthatA ko lakSyagata rakhakara apane sAtha peya padArtha bhI lekara A gii| kintu kriyA ke pakke pakSadhara usa mahAmAnava ne use lene se bhI iMkAra kara diyaa| pUjya hastImala jI ma.sA. eka aisI divya-vibhUti the jinhoMne jIvana meM jo socA, jise acchA samajhA, use apane jIvana meM utArA bhii| isalie ve apane samagra jIvana meM pramAda se kosoM dUra rhe| ghaMToM taka eka hI Asana meM baiThe rhte| kabhI thaka kara vicalita nahIM hote| dina meM kabhI svAdhyAya-lekhana ityAdi karate to bhI kabhI zArIrika ArAma kI dRSTi se paira phailAkara yA dIvAra kA sahArA lekara baiThanA mAnoM ApakI jIvana zailI meM hI nahIM thaa| lambe samaya taka nikaTa samparka meM rahane vAloM ne bhI zAyada hI unheM kabhI dina ke samaya sote dekhA ho| unakI yaha vizeSatA rugNAvasthA/vRddhAvasthA meM bhI yathAzakya kAyama rhii| kaI bAra zArIrika avasthA ko dekhate hue santagaNa nivedana bhI kara dete ki gurudeva Apa kAphI dera se eka Asana meM virAjamAna haiM, kRpayA thor3A sahArA le lirAveM to zarIra ko bhI kucha ArAma milegaa| magara ve apramatta yogI, zAMta sahaja rUpa meM yahI kahate ki "bhAI, saccA sahArA to mujhe apane guru kA hI hai, phira yaha kRtrima sahArA kisalie? maiMne to apane guru ko dekhA hai, unakI apramattatA ko jAnA hai aura unake Adarza jIvana se yahI zikSA lI hai ki jIvana kA pala bhara bhI pramAda meM naSTa na kro| phira bhalA unakA ziSya hokara maiM kaise unakA upakAra, unakI zikSAe~ vismRta kruuN|" kahane kI jarUrata nahIM ki aisI saccI guruniSThA dekha kara sahavAsI santa hI nahIM varan vahA~ upasthita sabhI darzanArthI
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 681 bandhu gadgad ho jAte, natamastaka ho jaate| pUjyavara zrI hastI gurudeva ke jIvana ke lagabhaga 70 varSa saMyamAvasthA meM gujre| isI sudIrgha antarAla meM anekAneka aise dRSTAnta bhI dekhane-sunane meM Ae jaba unake darzana evaM mAMgalika prabhAva se yA unakI kisI bAta, kisI ghaTanA meM aisA kacha haA jise Ama bhASA meM hama camatkAra kA nAma dete haiN| yadyapi aise camatkAroM se kaI ganA baDhakara unakA jIvana sAdhanA ke preraNA ke choTe baDe asaMkhya prasaMgoM se bharA par3A hai. kinta jaisI ki daniyA kI rIti hotI toM ko saba mahasasa kara pAeM yA nahIM jAna pAeM yA nahIM kinta camatkAra kA sA AbhAsa dene vAlI hara sUkSma bAta bhI betAra ke tAra kI taraha alpasamaya meM cAroM ora prasata ho jAtI hai| yahI kAraNa rahA hai ki kaI bAra bhaktagaNa bhAvukatA meM unheM 'camatkArI santa' kaha utthte| kintu hakIkata meM unake vyaktitva kA yaha paricaya mahattvapUrNa nhiiN| saca to yaha hai ki unake jIvana ke, unakI sAdhanA ke uddezya camatkAra kI bhAvanA se bahuta Upara uThe hue the| unhoMne camatkAra ko kabhI bhI sAdhanA kA lakSya nahIM smjhaa| kintu unake atizaya va teja se kaI bAra sahaja meM aisA kucha ho jAtA jise bhaktagaNa camatkAra kaha baiThate the| eka bAra aise hI kisI zraddhAlu bhakta ne kahA ki ApakI mAMgalika meM vaha divya camatkAra hai ki asvastha bhI svastha bana jAtA hai, kaSTa aura bAdhAe~ dUra ho jAtI haiM aura kaThinAiyA~ sarala bana jAtI haiM / gurudeva ne zAnta bhAva se sunaa| sunakara bhI cehare para koI darpa, koI harSa nhiiN| pratyuttara meM usI sahajatA usI nispRhatA se kahane lage "bhAI, eka sAdhaka kI sAdhanA aura dIkSA kA lakSya ye thothe camatkAra nahIM hote| yoM kaI bAra sahaja hI aise prasaMga bana jAte haiN| jaise ki eka kisAna bIja to botA hai, kintu cAre bhUse kI kAmanA se vaha itanA parizrama nahIM karatA / usakA lakSya hotA hai anAja ke dAnoM kI prApti / hA~, una hajAroM dAnoM ke sAtha sahaja rUpa se use cArA-bhUsA bhI mila jAtA hai| isI bhAMti eka sAdhaka to sadaiva apanI AtmA ke utthAna ke uddezya se niSkAma bhAva se sAdhanA meM lIna rahatA hai| usameM kabhI kucha camatkArika prabhAva najara A jAtA hai to vaha suniyojita nahIM varan sahaja ghaTita hotA hai isIlie usakI sAdhanA kI U~cAI ko camatkAroM se tolanA kadApi ucita nhiiN|" kahane kI bAta nahIM unake ye vicAra sarala rUpa se hameM yaha ahasAsa karA jAte haiM ki sAdhanA aura saMyama camatkAroM se bahuta Upara uThe hue hote haiN| sAdhAraNa jana se lekara bar3e-bar3e sampanna vyakti bhI gurudeva ke bhakta the| kaI bAra loga koI bar3I dhanarAzi kisI dhArmika yA paropakArI kArya meM lagAne kI icchA se gurudeva ke pAsa A phuNcte| pUchate, salAha mAMgate ki bhagavan ! ye rupaye kisa kArya meM lgaauuN| magara sAMsArika kRtyoM aura bAtoM se sarvathA virakta rahane vAle usa mahAmAnava kA sabhI ko yahI javAba hotA ki bhAI, aise kAryoM meM to Apa saMsArI loga jyAdA catura haiN| bhalA rupayoM ke mAmale meM hama kyA boleM? hameM aisI bAtoM se kyA karanA? samaya kA sadupayoga aura apramAda ! gurudeva ke jIvana kI eka aham vizeSatA ! samaya kA pala-pala sArthaka ho, aisI ceSTAe~ sadaiva unakI rhtiiN| kaI bAra rAtri samaya meM kAvyamaya mAnasa bana jAtA yA phira kucha lekhana yogya acche vicAra Ane lagate...basa turanta kAgaja aura paiMsila lekara andhere meM hI unheM anaupacArika rUpa se noTa kara lete aura agale dina unheM vyavasthita rUpa de dete / samaya ke sadupayoga kI yaha Adata yadi unameM nahIM hotI, to zAyada unakI kaI sundara kavitAoM aura bhajanoM se hama vaMcita raha jaate| yaza, khyAti aura pratiSThA ke pradarzana kI lAlasA se janasamUha meM adhikAdhika ghirA rahane kI hor3a meM gurudeva
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 682 jIvana ke anya kSetroM kI taraha yahA~ bhI apavAda nikle| kahate 'adhika bhIr3abhAr3a se sAdhaka kI sAdhanA meM, ekAgratA meM bAdhA par3atI hai| aura isIlie ekAnta bar3A priya thA unheM / adhyAtma carcA ke atirikta anya niruddezya bAteM karane kI yA bhIr3a-bhAr3a se ghire rahane kI bajAya adhikatara dhyAna, mauna, japa, sAdhanA Adi meM lIna rhte| bar3A kaThina aura durUha hotA hai saMyama kA mArga / paga paga para kaThinAiyA~ pratikUlatAe~_kaba kaisI paristhitiyoM se sAkSAtkAra ho jAe kucha patA nahIM cltaa| magara eka saccA sAdhaka hara hAla meM masta, saMtuSTa rahatA hai| guruvara bhI aise hI Adarza ke paryAya the| kaI bAra bhISaNa garmI meM bhI lambA, ugra vihAra karanA pdd'taa| mArga durUha, Upara se AhArAdi kI sulabhatA bhI kama / aise meM kabhI-kabhI koI santa yA koI bhakta kaha baiThate ki bhagavan, Aja to hara dRSTi se pratikUlatA hI pratikUlatA rhii| magara gurudeva sahamati vyakta karane kI bajAya kahate 'mana caMgA to kaThautI meM gaMgA' / are bhAI, yahI to sAdhaka-jIvana hai, isI meM to phakIroM ko Ananda AtA hai / yadi sabhI kucha anukUla ho jAve to jIvana hI kyA?' sunane vAle dekhate raha jaate| itane parISaha sahakara bhI aisA saMtoSa ! yaha thA unakA bheda jJAna, jahA~ ve zarIra ko nahIM Atmadharma ko pramukhatA dete the| kabhI-kabhI to ApakI AtmaramaNatA dekhakara dekhane vAle daMga raha jAte / aisI hI eka ghaTanA hai Apa zrI ke saMvat 2031 ke savAImAdhopura cAturmAsa kii| cAturmAsa ke daurAna eka dina Apako bhayaMkara jvara ne grasita kara liyaa| jvara kI tIvratA itanI adhika bar3ha gaI ki Apa aceta ho ge| magara usa avasthA meM bhI hairata kI bAta yaha ki Apake hAtha kI mAlA nirantara, nirAbAdha rUpa se cala rahI thii| zArIrika bala kI suptAvasthA meM mAno AdhyAtmika bala ke prabhAva se ve mAlA ke motI svataH gati kara rahe the| Asa - pAsa khar3e santagaNoM va zrAvakagaNoM ke netra yaha dekhakara gadgad ho utthe| AtmA kI yaha kaisI sajagatA, kaisI adbhuta sAdhanA ! AcArya zrI ne ziSya samudAya sahita jayapura se alavara kI ora vihAra kiyaa| mArga meM zAhapurA se Age padhAre aura vana meM sthita eka makAna meM virAje / makAna choTA sA va sarvathA asarakSita sthiti vAlA thaa| saryAsta hone meM kucha samaya zeSa thaa| usI kSetra meM eka nara bhakSI siMha rahatA thaa| AcArya zrI ke padhArane ke eka do dina pUrva hI vaha eka manuSya ko khA cukA thaa| ataH usa kSetra meM sarvatra usakA AtaMka chAyA huA thaa| yaha sarvavidita hai ki zera ke mu~ha para eka bAra manuSya kA khUna laga jAne para use manuSya-bhakSaNa kA caskA laga jAtA hai| phira vaha mAnava-tana kI hI tAka meM lagA rahatA hai| ataH aise narabhakSI zera ke bhramaNa kA kSetra bar3A hI jokhima bharA va khataranAka hotA hai| AcAryapravara jahA~ virAja rahe the, vaha sthAna aise hI kSetra meM thaa| vahA~ upasthita sabhI zrAvakoM ne AcArya zrI se prArthanA kI ki, 'abhI sUryAsta hone meM samaya zeSa hai ataH yahA~ se lagabhaga do eka mIla dUra sthita grAma meM padhAra jAne kI kRpA kreN|' kintu Apa meM to anupama AdhyAtmika bala thaa| Apa upasargoM-parISahoM se kaba Darane vAle the| Apane nirbhayatApUrvaka pharamAyA, "zrAvaka jI nizciMta rhie| mujhe koI khatarA nahIM hai| yadi hai bhI to sAdhu khataroM se DarA nahIM karate haiM, sAdha jIvana to khataroM kA ghara hI hotA hai| ataH mujhe isa sthAna ko chor3akara anya kahIM nahIM jAnA hai, Aja kI rAta yahIM rahanA hai| hA~ Apa yahA~ se avazya cale jaaiye| zrAvakoM meM se koI bhI yahA~ na rahe tathA hamArI surakSA hetu kisI bhI prakAra kI vyavasthA nahIM karanI hai|" zrAvakoM ke AgrahapUrvaka bahuta nivedana karane para bhI AcArya zrI ne vaha sthAna nahIM chodd'aa| zrAvaka gaNa vahA~ se ravAnA ho ge| saMtagaNa sahita AcArya zrI rAtri ko vahIM virAje / zrAvaka nagara meM to A gae, kintu hRdaya meM aneka
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 683 AzaMkAe~ uthala-puthala macA rahI thiiN| zrAvakoM kI vaha eka rAtri eka mAsa tulya niklii| prAtaHkAla huA aura zrAvaka saMzakita hRdaya lie darzanArtha gurudeva ke pAsa pahu~ce / gurudeva ko sakuzala dekha zrAvakagaNa pulakita ho gae aura sAtha hI sAtha gurudeva kI nirbhayatA para natamastaka bhii| vahA~ upasthita samudAya meM yaha carcA joroM para thI rAta | bhara zera kI dahAr3a sunAI detI rahI, para gurudeva ke atizaya prabhAva se sabhI AzaMkAeM nirmUla sAbita huii| jIvana kI sAMdhyavelA ke hI dinoM meM gurudeva kucha asvastha the| eka dina pATa para baiThe the| pahale se hI pATa para | kAphI Age kI ora saraka kara baiThe the tathA aura Age kI ora saraka rahe the| 'kahIM saMtulana bigar3a jAne se kucha anahonI na ho jAe, isa AzaMkA se, samIpavartI, vartamAna upAdhyAyapravara zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. ityAdi saMta gaNoM ne sahaja nivedana kiyA 'bhagavan, jarA pIche sarakeM' / "bhAI, maiM to Age bar3hanA hI jAnatA hU~ " mRdu hAsya ke sAtha | uccarita vacana nissaMdeha bejor3a the| madrAsa (cennaI) meM saMvat 2037 kA cAturmAsa cala rahA thaa| eka dina nitya kI bhAMti Apa zaucAdi se nivRtta hone | hetu sthAnaka se nikle| barasAta ke dina hone kI vajaha se mArga meM jagaha-jagaha kIcar3a bharA par3A thaa| phalataH AcAryapravara sAvadhAnIpUrvaka kIcar3a se bacakara nIce dekhate hue cala rahe the| yakAyaka ApakA santulana bigar3a| gayA aura Apa phisala kara mu~ha ke bala gira pdd'e| girane se ApakI dAI A~kha ke Upara gaharI coTa AI aura | khUna bahane lgaa| jaise hI ApakI sevA meM sAtha cala rahe zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. evaM katipaya anya zrAvakoM ne | yaha dekhA to ghabarA gae aura Apako punaH sthAnaka lauTa calane kA nivedana karane lage tAki yathAzIghra Avazyaka upacAra Adi karavAyA jA ske| kintu Apa Thahare samatA ke, sahiSNutA ke vizAla sAgara / unakI bAta anasunI karake coTagrasta sthAna para khuda hI kapar3A dabA kara nityakarma nivRtti hetu Age bar3ha ge| isI bIca ghaTanA kI khabara pAkara pUjya zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. (vartamAnAcArya) ityAdi santa gaNa bhI ApakI sevA meM pahu~ca gae aura sthaNDila bhUmi se nivRtta ho Apako sthAnaka lekara aae| zrAvakagaNa bhI zIghra hI cikitsaka ko le aae| unhoMne nirIkSaNa karake kahA ki ghAva ke zIghra upacAra ke lie TAMke aura iMjekzana lagAnA jarUrI hai| lekina Apane turanta yaha kaha kara manA kara diyA ki 'gurukRpA se mere ThIka hai, ina saba kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM, mAtra paTTI hI kAphI hai|' akAraNa cikitsA ke aise sAdhanoM kA prayoga Apa nahIM karanA cAhate the aura sAtha hI apanI sahanazIlatA, apane Atmabala para Apako pUrNa vizvAsa thaa| jahA~ hama tuccha jana choTI bAtoM, choTe-choTe darda | ke lie bar3e se bar3A upacAra lene se nahIM jhijhakate, basa yahI socate haiM ki kisI taraha jaldI se jaldI vyAdhi se, darda se rAhata mile, vahIM dUsarI ora AcAryapravara jaise sahanazIlatA ke dhAraka adhikAdhika sAdhanoM, suvidhAoM kA | prayoga kara zIghra svastha hone kI bajAya nyUnatama, mAtra Avazyaka sAdhanoM kA prayoga karate hue, svayaM kaSTa sahane ko adhika ucita mAnate haiM aura usako yathArtha meM bhI svIkArate haiN| sacamuca dhanya hai| sahiSNutA kI aisI pratimUrti aura dhanya hai unakA aisA aadrsh| ekadA eka bhAI Apa zrI kI sevA meM aaye| kisI prasaMgavaza ve kisI vyakti vizeSa kI AlocanA AcArya zrI ke samakSa karane lge| AcArya zrI ko yaha arucikara va anucita lgaa| unhoMne isa carcA ko samApta karane hetu bAta kA rukha mor3a diyaa| una bhAI se sAmAyika aura svAdhyAya se saMbaMdhita prazna karane zurU kara diye| unake isa kriyA-kalApa se AgaMtuka darzanArthI lajjita ho gyaa| pratyakSataH kucha na kaha kara bhI apane vAk-cAturya || va manovRtti se AcArya zrI ne yaha spaSTa saMketita kara diyA thA ki unakI ruci nindA-vikathA meM nahIM hai|
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________________ 684 * namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AcAryadeva jayapura sthita lAla - bhavana meM virAjita the| guruvAra kA mauna thAmauna ke sAtha anavarata svAdhyAya va sAdhanA jArI thii| saMyogavaza usI dina vizvavidyAlaya anudAna Ayoga ke tatkAlIna adhyakSa evaM prasiddha vaijJAnika DA. daulatasiMha jI koThArI AcArya zrI ke darzanArtha vahA~ Aye / jIne meM hI utkRSTa cintaka, vicAraka va variSTha zrAvaka zrI nathamala sA. hIrAvata mila gye| sUcanA dI ki gurudeva ke Aja mauna hai kintu koThArI sA. aisA kahakara ki mAtra darzana karane haiM, vArtAlApa nahIM, unheM bhI apane sAtha Upara le gaye / * Upara Ae to zAnta, mudita, manohArI mukhamudrA ke darzana kara aMga-aMga pulakita ho uThA / dRSTi nirnimeSa ho gaI / AdhA ghaMTe pazcAt nIce lautte| hIrAvata sA. ne prazna kiyA, 'Apako kaisA anubhava huaa|' DA. koThArI ne uttara diyA, "maiMne Aja yaha nayA anubhava prApta kiyA ki mauna meM zabdoM kI apekSA adhika prabhAvI zakti hotI hai| itanA sAmIpya aura Ananda mujhe Aja se pahale kabhI darzana karake mahasUsa nahIM huaa| aisA laga rahA thA mAno vANI ke baMdhana tor3a kara bhAvanAe~ bAta kara rahI thiiN| yaha nizcaya hI mere lie eka abhUtapUrva, akathanIya anubhUti hai jo sadaiva smaraNIya rahegI / " apUrva Anandamizrita saMtoSa kI AzA se unakA ceharA damaka rahA thA aura netroM meM bhI kRtajJatA kA bhAva thaa| DaoN. koThArI kI bhAMti unake darzana - vaMdana kara aura Adarzamaya jIvana ko dekha kara binA vArtA ke hI pratyeka vyakti paritRpti kA anubhava karatA thA / zraddheya zrI mANakamuni jI ma.sA. ke saMthAre ke samaya Apa zrI apane suziSyoM sahita ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM virAjita the| paM. ratna zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. (vartamAnAcArya) bhI Apa ke sAtha the / eka dina kI bAta / zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. prAtaHkAla zaucAdi se nivRtti hetu gozAlA ke maidAna pdhaare| nivRtta hone ke pazcAt Apa punaH sthAnaka lauTa rahe the ki mArga meM kAlaTeksa peTrola pampa ke pAsa se gujarate samaya yakAyaka pIche se Akara eka skUTara savAra Apase TakarA gyaa| durghaTanA meM Apa nIce gira par3e tathA behoza ho ge| saMyoga aisA ki pIche-pIche hI svayaM gurudeva bhI zaucAdi ke pazcAt punaH sthAnaka kI ora padhAra rahe the| jaise hI Apane dekhA ki zrI hIrA muni jI ma.sA. behozI kI avasthA meM nIce gire hue haiM, Apa samIpa aae| apane hAthoM meM unheM uThAyA aura hAtha kA sahArA dekara sthAnaka kI ora le jAne lge| acaraja kI bAta yaha ki jo hIrA muni jI ma.sA. behozI kI hAlata meM the, aceta the, ve usa hAlata meM bhI patA nahIM kaise Apake hAtha kA sambala pAkara calane lage aura sakuzala ghor3oM ke cauka taka pahu~ca bhI ge| sthAnaka pahu~ca kara ve punaH behoza ho ge| thor3e samaya uparAnta jaba unheM punaH hoza AyA to unhoMne batAyA ki unheM to kucha yAda nahIM ki ve kisa taraha sthAnaka taka pahu~ce / gurudeva saMvat 2020 kA apanA pIpAr3a cAturmAsa sAnanda sampanna kara yatra-tatra vicaraNa kara rahe the| isI krama meM ve pahale jodhapura phira lUnI, rohaTa, pAlI, sojata, caNDAvala, kuzAlapurA Adi gAMvoM se gujarate hue nimAja padhAre / unhIM dinoM nimAja ke eka suzrAvaka, gurubhakta zrI mizrImala jI khivasarA ke suputra zrI devarAja jI khiMvasarA kisI daivIya prakopa se grasta hokara asAmAnya vyavahAra karane laga gae the| yaMtra, taMtra maMtra, anuSThAna ityAdi aneka upAya kiye gaye, lekina koI phAyadA nahIM thaa| aise meM jaba AcAryapravara ke nimAja padArpaNa kI sUcanA Apako milI to hRdaya meM phira se AzA baMdhI / usI AzA ke sAtha ravivAra, dinAMka 14 disambara 1963 ke dina Apa AcAryapravara kI sevA meM putra sahita upasthita hue aura AcArya bhagavanta ke samakSa sArI sthiti rakha dI / dhairya pUrvaka
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa unakI bAta sunakara bhagavanta ne kucha kSaNa gahana cintana kiyA aura phira zrI mukha se mAMgalika zravaNa kraayaa| ApakI maMgalavANI meM aisI AdhyAtmika zakti aisA alaukika prabhAva aura parahita kI aisI prabala bhAvanA avazya thI ki lar3ake kI devI -vipadA tatkAla dUra ho gaI aura vaha pUrNa svastha ho gyaa| usake pazcAt usa para devI prakopa kA kabhI prabhAva nahIM par3A / * 685 saMvat 2000 ke Apake cAturmAsa ke pUrva ujjaina ke najadIka hI khAcaroda meM zrI mANaka muni jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA sampanna huii| tatpazcAt ASADha zuklA tIja ko vahA~ se ujjaina kI ora vihAra kiyA / 24 ki.mI. kA ugra vihAra kara Apa ujjaina nagara kAphI karIba A phuNce| eka taraha se nagara kA hI bAharI kSetra thaa| vahA~ rAtri vyatIta | karane kI dRSTi se eka makAna meM ruke| vaha makAna sarpoMvAlA makAna ke nAma se logoM meM jAnA jAtA thA, kyoMki sabhI kA yaha vizvAsa thA ki vahA~ sarpoM kA nivAsa hai, aura isIlie rAta meM koI manuSya vahA~ nahIM Thahara sktaa| vahA~ sarpoM ke utpAta meM kucha na kucha aniSTa honA avazyambhAvI hai, isI bhaya se koI bhI usa makAna meM kabhI jAne kA sAhasa nahIM kara pAtA thA aura vaha makAna varSoM se banda par3A thA / kintu AcArya zrI to nirbhayatA aura Atmabala ke dhanI the / ve rAta bhara usI makAna meM virAje aura zAyada unakA AdhyAtmika atizaya hI rahA ki pUrI rAta meM sarpoM ke dvArA koI bAdhA, koI kaSTa upasthita nahIM kiyA gyaa| pUrNa zAnti banI rahI / savAImAdhopura meM kisI musalamAna putra ko eka bAra eka sarpa ne kATa khaayaa| vaha use upacAra hetu cikitsaka ke pAsa jA rahA thA ki mArga meM use koI anya muslima bandhu mila gayA / vaha bandhu pratidina kI bhA~ti usa dina bhI usI zahara meM virAjita AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kA vyAkhyAna sunakara A rahA thA aura unase bahuta prabhAvita bhI thA / usane pUchA kyA bAta hai ? kahA~ jA rahe ho ? cintita musalamAna bolA- mere putra ko viSaile sarpa kATa liyA hai, usI ko upacAra ke lie cikitsaka ke pAsa le jA rahA hU~ / isa para vaha bhakta musalamAna bolA" are bhAI, merA kahA mAno, amuka bAbA (AcArya pravara) yahA~ Ae hue haiM unake pAsa le jaao| ve baDe siddha puruSa haiM jarUra kucha upAya kreNge|" ThIka hai, yadi tumheM vizvAsa hai to calo, kahakara vaha apane putra ko lekara usake sAtha AcArya zrI ke caraNoM meM upasthita ho gayA aura unheM batAyA ki isa bAlaka ko sAMpa ne kATa khAyA hai / AcArya bhagavanta ne saba sunakara vahIM baiThe-baiThe use mAMgalika sunAyA aura hairata yaha ki mAtra mAMgalika ke prabhAva se usakA jahara utara gyaa| phalataH usa dina se vaha muslima vyakti bhI AcAryapravara ke caraNoM meM sampUrNa zraddhA ke sAtha jIvanabhara ke lie samarpita ho gayA / * samaya san 1984 / aprela-maI ke dinoM meM garmI apane yauvana para thI / jodhapura nivAsI suzrAvaka hastImala jI burar3a mAnasika rUpa se atyanta vyathita the / garmI kI laMbI dupaharI kI bhA~ti hI unakI nirAzA bhI aMtahIna ho gayI thii| kAraNa thA unakI suputrI kavitA kA vicitra mAnasika vyAdhi (saMbhAvita kisI bhUta preta kI bAdhA vaza) se grasta ho jaanaa| vaha nAnA prakAra ke upadrava krtii| kAle kapar3e pahanatI aura vicitra harakateM krtii| aMgrejI kA alpa jJAna rakhane ke bAvajUda dhArA pravAha aMgrejI bolatI thii| sabhI hairAna parezAna the| use kAbU meM karane ke sabhI saMbhava prayatna kiye jA cuke the| magara cikitsaka bhI vyAdhi ke mUla taka nahIM pahu~ca ske| cahu~ ora se nirAzA kA gahana timira unheM ghera cukA thaa| jisase pAra nikalane kI AzA taka dhUmila ho cukI thI / magara tabhI aisA camatkAra huA ki jisane eka sanAtana kahAvata ko yathArtha kA Thosa dharAtala pradAna kara diyA ki jaba koI mArga zeSa nahIM raha jAtA taba dharma hI ADe AtA hai / zrI burar3a ko jJAta huA ki AcArya zrI hastImala
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 686 jI ma.sA. holI cAturmAsa ke mAMgalika avasara para saradArapurA sthita koThArI bhavana meM virAje haiN| AzA kI kiraNa netroM meM jhilamilAne lgii| kahate haiM DUbate ko tinake kA sahArA paryApta hotA hai| magara yahA~ to samUcA kinArA unheM udAtta bhAva se AmaMtrita kara rahA thaa| ve turanta putrI sahita AcAryapravara ke darzanArtha pahuMce evaM apanI duHkhada sthiti prakaTa kii| AcArya zrI to samAja ke uddhAraka evaM dukhiyoM ke tAraNahAra the| unhoMne 3 dina taka use nirantara maMgalapATha zravaNa kraayaa| dharma kA pratApa va AcArya bhagavanta kA atizaya dekhiye, cauthe dina hI vaha pUrNa zAMta va svastha ho gyii| anahonI honI bana gayI aura kavitA ke jIvana meM naye prabhAta kA udaya huaa| kavitA aba pUrNa svastha zAMta hai evaM apane navajIvana kA sUtradhAra AcArya zrI ko hI mAnatI hai, jinake liye usake va usake parijanoM ke hRdaya meM asIma zraddhA, AbhAra va kRtajJatA hai| ghaTanA kucha varSa pUrva kI hai| AcArya zrI madhyapradeza meM indaura ke samIpastha gAMvoM meM vicaraNa kara rahe the| usI samaya indaura meM hIrAmaNi nAmaka eka lar3akI mastiSka jvara se grasita ho gyii| vyAdhi carama sImA taka pahuMca cukI thii| parijana yathA saMbhava sabhI prayatna karake hAra cuke the| yahA~ taka ki zahara ke suprasiddha cikitsaka zrI nandalAlajI boradiyA ne bhI lar3akI ko aspatAla se chuTTI dekara usake jIvana kI saMbhAvanA se spaSTa iMkAra kara diyA thaa| lar3akI kI mAtA AcArya zrI ke prati bahuta zraddhA rakhatI thii| AcArya zrI usa samaya indaura se 25 ki. mI. dUra sAMvera gAMva meM virAjamAna the| ata: apanI putrI ko kAra meM lekara sAMvera taka AI aura sthAnaka meM lAkara AcArya zrI ke zrI caraNoM meM baiThA diyaa| antaryAmI AcAryapravara nizchala vANI meM ciraparicita zailI meM bole, bholI, yaha kyA kara rahI hai? atyanta du:kha ke sAtha mAtA ne uttara diyA- gurudeva, sabhI cikitsaka iMkAra kara cuke haiN| aba Apa ise mAMgalika zravaNa karA deM to maiM ise zAMti se ghara le jA skuuNgii| AcArya zrI ne hIrAmaNi ko mAMgalika zravaNa karA diyaa| zraddhA aura dharma kA prabhAva dekhie, vaha lar3akI usI kSaNa svastha ho gayI aura uThakara khar3I ho gyii| Aja vaha khuzahAla jIvana vyatIta kara rahI hai aura apane jIvana ko gurudeva ke AzIrvAda kA pariNAma mAnakara unake prati upakRta hai| * patA nahIM mahApuruSoM ke jIvana meM aisI kyA adbhuta, alaukika vizeSatAe~ hotI haiM ki manuSya to manuSya, mUka pazu-pakSI aura sabase baDhakara kaI bAra prakRti taka unake prati samarpita ho jAtI hai| gurudeva ke jIvana meM aise kaI udAharaNa milate haiM jaba Azcaryajanaka DhaMga se prakRti bhI unake prati udAra bana jAtI thI, samarpita ho jAtI thii| nimAja meM gurudeva ke saMthArA lene ke pazcAt binA mausama bAdala barasA kara varuNadeva kA unake prati apane zraddhAsumana arpita karanA ise siddha karatA hai| gurudeva ke jIvana kAla meM bhI kaI mauke aise aae| masalana gurudeva aksara garmiyoM meM prAta: kAla yA sAMyakAla meM hI vihAra krte| dina meM vihAra prAya: sardiyoM meM hI hotA kintu kabhI-kabhAra jaba garmI meM bhI dina ko vihAra karanA Avazyaka ho jAtA to anekoM bAra sAtha cala rahe santagaNoM va bhaktagaNoM ko yaha dekhakara Azcarya hotA ki yakAyaka mausama ThaMDA ho jAtA, AkAza meM bAdala chA jAte, dhUpa vilupta ho jAtI aura ApakA vihAra sarala ho jaataa| aisA lagatA mAno bAdala chatrI banakara Apake vihAra meM sahayoga de rahe hoN| dakSiNa pravAsa se AcArya zrI madrAsa cAturmAsa pUrNa kara rAjasthAna kI ora padhAra rahe the| isI vihAra krama ke daurAna Apa ke. jI. epha. ke pAsa bAgalakoTa pdhaare| 20 janavarI 1981 kA vaha dina thaa| Apane sAMyakAla
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________________ - (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 687 zauca nivRtti ke pazcAt khajUra ke eka per3a ke nIce virAja kara hAtha dhoe| hAtha sApha karake jaise hI Apa uThe aura kucha kadama hI Age baDhe hoMge kI pIche yakAyaka per3a kI eka bhArI bharakama zAkhA usI sthAna para TUTa kara gira par3I jahA~ Apa kucha kSaNa pUrva virAjita the| AcAryapravara kI sevA meM sAtha cala rahe zrI gautama munijI ne turanta AcArya bhagavanta ke samakSa AzaMkA prakaTa kI ki bhagavana, yadi caMda kSaNoM pahale yaha hAdasA ho jAtA to kitanA baDA aniSTa ho sakatA thaa| isa para AcAryapravara ke mukhAravinda se sahasA nikala par3A- dharmo rakSati rakSita: aura cehare para koI bhaya, koI AzaMkA nhiiN| vahA~ to thI | pUrNa zAMti aura nishcinttaa| * pragati kI rAha meM sabase bar3I bAdhaka banatI haiM hamArI rUr3ha paramparAe~ / eka sAdhAraNa mAnava meM itanA Atmabala nahIM | hotA ki vaha inheM badalane kA prayAsa kara paae| magara AcAryapravara apAra Atmabala ke dhanI the| isalie kaI rUr3hiyoM ko tor3a paae| savAImAdhopura kA ApakA prathama cAturmAsa (san 1974) isI kI eka kar3I thaa| vahA~ para paryuSaNa ke daurAna bhAdrapada kRSNA caturdazI ko roTa parva manAne kI prathA thii| isa kAraNa se paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu svAdhyAyI bAhara dUsare kSetroM meM jAne se hicakicA rahe the| unheM prathA ke bhaMga hone se aniSTa kI AzaMkA bhI thii| AcArya zrI ne apAra Atmabala kA paricaya dete hue apanI jimmedArI para unheM roTa ke divasa kI tithi badalakara paryuSaNa meM sevA dene kI preraNA kii| roTa ke divasa kA pratisthApana dazamI ko kiyA gayA aura paryuSaNa meM vahA~ se svAdhyAyI jagaha jagaha para dharmadhyAna kI prabhAvanA hetu gye| kisI kA kucha bhI aniSTa nahIM huaa| nijI Atmabala ke dama para aise parivartana kA khatarA guruvara jaise sAhasI aura dharma meM saccI zraddhA rakhane vAle hI uThA sakate haiN| eka dina eka vyakti gurudeva zrI ke darzanArtha aayaa| bhakta thA, zraddhAlu thaa| gurudeva ko vandanA kI, caraNa sparza kie| sukhasAtA pRcchA kii| guruvara to the hI AtmIyatA ke anamola sAgara / vyakti se dharma-dhyAna Adi kA puuchaa| vArtA ke madhya vyakti ne apanA bega kholA, eka patrikA nikAlI, gurubhagavaMta ke sammukha rakhate hue bolA"gurudeva ! bar3A anargala pralApa kiyA gayA hai isameM / Apake ucita nirNayoM aura satya vicAroM para durAgraha vaza bar3I tIkhI kalama calAI gaI hai| yaha to bahuta hI zarmanAka bAta hai| hama isakA aisA pratyuttara denA cAhate haiM ki." "gurudeva ne usa bhakta kI bAta ko yahIM rokate hue bahuta hI zAMta sthira svara meM kahA - "bhAI ! yadi hama apane Apa meM satya haiM, yadi jJAna-darzana-cAritra meM hamArI sajagatA nirantara banI huI hai to phira koI bhI kucha bhI kahe yA likhe, hameM bhalA kyA cintaa| aba yadi Apa kucha likhate haiM javAba meM, to ve phira kucha likheMge, Apa phira likheMge, isakA to koI anta nahIM hai| acchA to yahI hai ki aisI patra-patrikAoM aura unameM chape aise tathyahIna prakaraNoM ko Apa mahattva hI na deN|" kaisI samatA ! kaisI zAnti ! kaisA dhairya ! dhanya hai zramaNAcArya rUpa meM bhI arihanta sama vItarAgatA ke ujjvala bhAvoM ke dhAraka pUjya zrI hastI ko| ('jhalakiyAM jo itihAsa bana gaI' pustaka se saMkalita)
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________________ jyotirvidyA kI dRSTi meM AcAryapravara * DaoN. bhagavatIlAla vyAsa * AcArya zrI kI janma-kuNDalI vikrama saMvat 1967 zAke 1832 ravau uttarAyaNe hemanta Rtau pauSa mAse zukle pakSe 13 trayodazyAm 6/12 | paraM 14 tadanusAra dinAGka 13 janavarI 1911 iSTa 15/30 sUrya 8/29 lagna 0/26 ArdrA 1caraNa rAzi mithuna / 189B gu mahApuruSoM kA janma viziSTa graha nakSatroM ke yogAyoga meM hI sampanna hotA hai| yaha to nirvivAda satya hai ki mAnava ke samasta kriyAkalApa grahoM ke dvArA prabhAvita hote haiM, jinakA pratyakSa prabhAva carAcara jagata para par3atA hai| kahA bhI gayA hai| pratyakSaM jyotiSa zAstraM cNdraako yatra saakssinnau|" isa prakAra sUrya-caMdra to pratyakSa haiM hI, nakSatra tathA tithyAdi bhI pratyakSa haiN| vijJAna dvArA yaha siddha kiyA jA | cukA hai ki ina graha-nakSatroM kA prabhAva mAnava jIvana para avazya par3atA hai| isalie jyotiSa zAstra sUrya ko AtmA aura caMdra ko mana mAnatA hai| jIvana ke sAre kriyA-kalApa sUrya aura caMdra dvArA niyantrita hote haiN| ina donoM grahoM kA sAmaMjasya hI jIvana ko saMcAlita karake vyavasthita karatA hai| sUrya AtmA kA kAraka hai arthAt adhyAtma kA adhiSThAtA hai| AdhyAtmika jIvana meM pravRtti sUrya ke kAraNa hI saMbhava hai| janmakAla meM sUrya kI sthiti mahattvapUrNa mAnI gaI hai| yahI nahIM uttarAyaNa aura dakSiNAyana kA bhI prabhAva parilakSita hotA hai| mahApuruSoM kA AvirbhAva aura mahAprayANa donoM uttarAyaNa meM hI zreSTha mAne gaye haiN| kahA bhI gayA- hai "saumyAyane karma zubhaM vidheym"| pUjya AcArya zrI kA janma bhI uttarAyaNa meM huA aura unhoMne tapa:pta hokara mahAn kAryoM se jIvanmukta kI avasthA prApta kii| AcArya zrI ke jIvana ke samasta kArya uttarAyaNa sUrya meM hI sampanna hue| jaise unakA janma saM. 1967 poSa zuklA 14, dIkSA mAgha zuklA 2 saM.1977, AcArya pada kI prApti akSaya tRtIyA saM. 1987 tathA mahAprayANa bhI
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI saMvat 2048 ko huaa| uparyukta samasta ghaTanAe~ uttarAyaNa meM hI huiiN| sAtha hI uparyukta cAroM / / ghaTanAe~ zukla pakSa meM hI huiiN| zukla pakSa kA jyotiSa zAstra meM bahuta mahattva hai| isakA kAraNa spaSTa hai| kyoMki || isameM caMdra balI rahatA hai| balI caMdra kA bala hI mAnava ke manobala ko bar3hAtA hai tathA jIvana kA vikAsa karatA hai| ata: muhUrta ciMtAmaNi meM kahA gayA hai naMdA ca bhadrA ca jayA ca riktA pUrNeti tithayo'zubhamadhyazastAH / site'site zastasamAdhamA: syuH sitajJabhaumArkigurau ca siddhAH / / calita navAMza 12za sU9caM 8rA 10 zu 3za AcArya zrI kI janma-kuNDalI meM navamabhAva meM sUrya budha ke sAtha avasthita hai| budha ke sAtha hone se budhAditya | yoga hai, sAtha hI yaha guru kI rAzi kA hai aura mitra rAzi kA hone se bhAgya sthAna kI vRddhi karatA hai| calita meM bhI vahI sthiti rhii| vizeSatA to yaha hai ki navamAMza meM bhI sUrya vargottamI bana gayA aura candra ke sAtha yuti ho gii| anya sadguNoM evaM yogyatA ke sAtha sUrya ke balavAna hone ke kAraNa hI gurudeva AcArya pada para AsIna hue aura unakA varcasva aharniza vRddhi ko prApta hotA rhaa| isI kAraNa hI AdhyAtmika kSetra meM kuzala netRtva kiyA aura sAtha hI dedIpyamAna nakSatra ke samAna jJAna se saMsAra ko Alokita karate rhe| aba candra kI sthiti kA nirUpaNa kiyA jAya to caMdra tRtIya sthAna meM sthita hai| yaha sthAna parAkrama kA hai| | isakA svAmI budha hai, jo sUrya ke sAtha baiThakara isa ghara ko dekha rahA hai| sUrya budha kI dRSTi tRtIya bhAva parAkrama ko majabUta kara rahI hai| isa ghara kI vizeSatA hai| isa ghara para pA~ca-pA~ca grahoM kI dRSTiyA~ haiN| sUrya va budha ke sAtha-sAtha zani aura guru bhI parAkrama ko dekhate haiN| guru kI dRSTi sakArAtmaka mAnI gaI hai aura zani kI dRSTi nakArAtmaka mAnI gaI hai| zani kI candra para dRSTi nivRttimArga kI dyotaka hai| vaha tyAga, tapasyA aura vairAgya pradhAna banAtI hai to dUsarI * jaina dharma meM puruSArtha-parAkrama kI pradhAnatA hai , jo AcAryapravara meM thI ; tathApi paMca samavAya meM kAla ke antargata jyotirvidyA kA bhI apanA eka pakSa hai jisakI carcA isa lekha meM kI gaI hai|
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________________ 690 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ora bRhaspati kI sakArAtmaka dRSTi alaukika jJAna sampanna, pratibhAzAlI, tejasvI-varcasvI, paropakArI ke sAtha-sAtha 'sarvabhUtahiterataH' loka kalyANa karane vAlA mahApuruSa banAtI hai| aba maMgala para dRSTipAta kiyA jAya to maMgala lagneza hokara aSTama meM svagRhI hai aura vaha bhI vizeSa dRSTi se tRtIya sthAna parAkrama ko dekhatA hai| candra para maMgala kI dRSTi atyanta zubha mAnI gaI hai| yaha viparIta rAjayoga kI bhI saMjJaka hai| yaha vyakti ko karmaTha, anuzAsana priya, saMgaThanakartA, kuzala netRtva se sampanna rASTrIya saMta aura kuzala prazAsaka banAtI hai| grahoM kI itanI sArI dRSTiyA~ AcArya zrI ke vyaktitva ko bahumukhI pratibhA se saMpanna batAtI haiM tathA samAja ko sanmArga kI ora prerita karane vAlA patha-pradarzaka batAtI haiM / vastuta: candra kI sthiti kemudrama yoga vAlI hai, parantu bRhaspati kI dRSTi ne use jJAna saMpanna kara diyaa| laukika riktatA ko alaukika jJAna se paripUrNa kara diyaa| bRhaspati ke kAraNa hI jainAgamoM ke marmajJa aura tattvavettA bane aura vANI ojasvI zakti se yukta ho gii| maMgala ke kAraNa bIsa varSa kI Ayu meM hI AcArya pada kI prApti huI aura 61 varSa taka kuzala netRtva kiyA tathA jJAna, darzana aura cAritra ko sAkAra kiyaa| kendra meM guru aura zukra kI sthiti bhI kama mahattvapUrNa nahIM hai| guru AtmotthAna kA paricAyaka hai to zukra samAjotthAna ke kArya karavAtA hai| eka hI graha inameM se kendra sthita zubha mAnA gayA hai to do-do graha milakara atyaMta prabhAvazAlI banAte haiN| kahA bhI gayA hai zukro yasya budho yasya, yasya kendre bRhsptiH| dazamogArako yasya sa jAta: kula dIpakaH // yahA~ kula dIpaka yoga sthita hai| isa kAraNa hI AcArya zrI ne apane kula kA nAma rozana kiyA aura saMsAra meM ApakA mAna-sammAna, pada-pratiSThA aura khyAti dig-digaMta meM sugandha ke samAna phaila gii| akelA bRhaspati hI siMha ke samAna parAkramI batAyA gayA hai| akelA zera jisa prakAra hAthiyoM ke jhuNDa ko parAsta kara detA hai, ThIka vaise hI akelA kendrastha guru hI paryApta hotA hai| zAstrakAroM ne kahA bhI hai kiM kurvanti grahAH sarve yasya kendra bRhaspatiH / ___ astu / aba zani kI sthiti para vicAra kiyA jAya to zani nIca rAzi kA hai| zukra dazama bhAva meM sthita hai aura zani dazama bhAva meM sthita zukra ko dekhatA hai| yaha zani kI apanI rAzi hai| calita meM dvAdaza bhAva meM zani pravrajyA yoga kAraka hotA hai| yaha eka tarapha tyAga-vairAgya karavAtA hai to dUsarI ora loka-kalyANa ke kArya karAtA hai| eka ora svayaM ko tyAgI vairAgI banAtA hai to dUsarI ora samAja meM dhArmika kAryoM aura AdhyAtmika cetanA meM pravRtti karavAtA hai| yahA~ para zani kI jo nakArAtmaka dRSTi hai vaha dazama bhAva karma ke lie sakArAtmaka dRSTi bana gaI hai| antatogatvA yaha niSkarSa nikalatA hai ki ina yogAyogoM ne AcArya zrI ko eka mahAn rASTrIya saMta ke rUpa meM dedIpyamAna nakSatra kara pratiSThita kiyaa| * dIkSA kuNDalI dIkSA kuMDalI kA bhI apanA alaga mahattva hotA hai jisa prakAra janma kuMDalI mahattvapUrNa hotI hai ThIka usI prakAra se saMta ke jIvana ko dIkSA kuMDalI prabhAvita karatI hai| saMpUrNa AdhyAtmika jIvana dIkSA kuMDalI se hI saMcAlita hotA hai, kyoMki eka saMta kA jIvana-cakra to dIkSA ke bAda hI pravartita hotA hai|
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________________ (tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 691 saMvat 1977 zAke 1842 mAgha zuklA dvitIya dvitIyA 21 pharavarI 1921 guruvAra madhyAhna abhijita meM | dIkSA saMpanna huii| usa samaya kI dIkSA kuMDalI nimnalikhita hai 1 ketu 4 nepa zukra 12 maMgala budha 11 harSala caMdra zani / rAhu7 uparyukta dIkSA kuMDalI meM vRSa lagna hai| vRSa lagna kA jyotiSa meM adhika mahattva hai| yaha sthira lagna hai| sthira lagna meM saMpanna kArya sthira hotA hai| ata: isa lagna ko siMha lagna kI taraha mAnA gayA hai| lagneza zukra ekAdaza bhAva meM sthita hai| yaha graha gyArahaveM meM zubha mAnA gayA hai| ata: dIrgha jIvana kA rahasya | hai| lagneza zukra kI maMgala ke sAtha yuti bhI zukra ko bala dene vAlI hai| yaha vyaktitva ko kaThora tapasyA se yukta banAtI hai| sAtha hI zukra va maMgala para zani kI dRSTi tyAga-vairAgya pUrNa jIvana ko saphala banAtI hai| zani kI sthiti bhI trikoNa meM mahattvapUrNa hai| yahA~ zani-budha kI paraspara sthiti atyaMta zreSTha hai| paMcameza budha dazamabhAva (karma) meM caMdra ke sAtha sthita hai| sAtha hI dazama evaM ekAdaza kA svAmI zani paMcama meM sthita hai| vidyA aura karma ke svAmiyoM kA paraspara sthita honA arthAt donoM kA paraspara parivartana honA atyanta zubha hai| yaha zAstrajJAna meM pAraMgata evaM karma meM bhI dakSa banAtA hai| yahAM kriyAzIlo' hi paNDita: vAlI ukti caritArtha ho jAtI hai| kuNDalI meM guru kI sthiti bhI kendra meM zubha hai| budha aura guru donoM kendra sthAna meM zubha phaladAyI haiN| kahA bhI gayA hai - "zukro yasya, budho yasya, yasya kendre bRhsptiH|" guru kI dRSTi bhI joradAra hai| guru aSTama bhAva ko dekhatA hai, jo dhanurAzi kA adhipati hai| yaha sthiti dIrgha AyuSya pradAna karatI hai| sAtha hI dvAdaza para dRSTi pravrajyA-yoga ko puSTa karatI hai| kuNDalI meM sUrya kI sthiti bhI balavatI hai| kendra kA adhipati sUrya navama bhAva trikoNa meM sthita hai| yaha sUrya | | atyanta varcasvI vyaktitva kA nirmANa karatA hai| kuNDalI meM rAhu aura ketu kI sthiti bhI atyanta mahattvapUrNa hai| rAhu chaThe sthAna meM zubha phaladAyI hotA hai| | yaha roganAzaka hai, bImArI ko samApta karatA hai| zarIra nIroga rahatA hai| kahA bhI gayA hai - 'triSaTe ekAdaze rAhuH / '
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 692 tIsare, chaThe aura gyArahaveM bhAva meM rAhu zubha phaladAyI mAnA gayA hai| isI prakAra se dvAdaza meM ketu bhI AdhyAtmika jIvana puSTa karatA hai / isa prakAra uparyukta yogAyogoM ke dvArA isa samaya meM sampanna dIkSA ke dvArA unheM alpAyu meM hI AcArya pada kI prApti huI aura dIrghakAla taka AcArya pada para AsIna rahe, sAtha hI rAjayoga ke grahoM ke dvArA loka kalyANa karate rahe / * mahAprayANa kuNDalI mahAprayANa vi. saM. 2048 vaizAkha zuklA 8 dinAGka 21 aprela 1991 ravivAra rAtri 8 bajakara 21 minaTa / rA9 11 8 10 za 12bu 7 1 sU 6 caM 4 gu 2 As maM. zu AcArya zrI gurudeva kA mahAprayANa divasa bhI atyanta zreSTha aura mahattvapUrNa rahA hai| jaisA ki pUrva meM kahA jA | cukA hai ki gurudeva ke janma, dIkSA AcAryapada aura mahAprayANa sabhI kArya uttarAyaNa sUrya meM hue haiN| uttarAyaNa sUrya meM | deha tyAga hone se mokSa (svarga) kI prApti hotI hai, aisI zAstra mAnyatA hai / AcArya zrI ke mahAprayANa ke samaya ucca kA sUrya AdhyAtmika jyoti ko nirvANapada dene ke lie tatpara rahA hai| 1 aba candra kI sthiti para vicAra kiyA jAya to zukla pakSa hai, ataH candramA pUrNa balI hai| vaha aSTamI kA dina | hone se apanI pUrNa prabhA ke sAtha Alokita hai| sAtha hI karka rAzi para sthita hai jo svagRhI hai aura guru ke sAtha | hai| jaisA ki dIkSA muhUrta ke samaya guru caMdra kI yuti huI thI, vahI sthiti mahAprayANa (nirvANa) kAla meM huI hai, jo atyanta durlabha sthiti hai / guru aura caMdra kI dRSTi zani para hai, jo kalyANa kI sUcaka hai| nakSatra kI dRSTi se dekhA jAya to usa dina puSya nakSatra thA, jo apanI carama sImA para thaa| ravivAra ke dina puSya | nakSatra honA atyanta zubha mAnA gayA hai|
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 693 isa nakSatrarAja kI prazaMsA meM kahA gayA hai - "siMho yathA sarvacatuSpadAnAM, tathaiva puSyo balavAn uDUnAm / candre viruddhe'pyatha gocare vA, sidhyanti kAryANi kRtAni puSye // arthAt jisa prakAra sAre pazuoM meM siMha balavAna hotA hai, ThIka vaise hI sAre nakSatroM meM puSya nakSatra balavAna hotA hai| yadi anya graha nirbala hoM to bhI puSya meM kiyA gayA kArya phalIbhUta hotA hai| isa dRSTi se ravi puSya ke dina mahAprayANa honA zubhra saMketa kA pratIka hai| iti zam jyotiSAcArya, sevAnivRtta variSTha sa. prophesara (hindI vibhAga), 6 'devIkRpA' ror3a naM. 8 zaktinagara, jodhapura (rAja.) dUrabhASa 2544445
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________________ dvitIya-stabaka kAvyAJjali meM nilIna vyaktitva (1) vande guruM hastinama (chanda - zArdUla vikrIDitam) hastimeM (hastI me) bhavabhIti-bhedana-paro, vande guruM hstinm| (hastina: sugururgajendragaNirAT vande guruM hastinam / ) tIrNaM yena ca hastinA jagadidaM, tasmai namo hastine // duSprApyaM nahi hastina: yadi dayA, syAd hastimallasya vai / bhaktirvardhatu hastini dRDhatarA, me hastimalla prbho|| (bhaktirvardhatu hastini dRDhatarA, hastin guro pAhi nH||) mere gurudeva AcArya zrI hastImallajI mahArAja bhava-bhaya-bhaMjana meM sadA tatpara rahate haiM, maiM una hastImallajI mahArAja ko namaskAra karatA huuN| jina gurudeva zrI hastImallajI mahArAja ne isa saMsAra ko pAra kara liyA hai una pUjya zrI hastImallajI mahArAja ko namaskAra hai| yadi pUjya zrI hastImallajI mahArAja kI mujha para dayA ho to unase koI bhI vastu mere lie aprApya nahIM hai| merI zraddhA gurudeva zrI hastImallajI mahArAja ke prati nirantara bar3hatI rahe, he pUjya prabho hastimalla jI ! Apase merI yahI prArthanA hai| TippaNa - uparyukta stuti kA yaha vaiziSTya hai ki isameM 'hastin' zabda kI sabhI vibhaktiyoM kA prayoga huA hai| (2) bAlye'pi saMyamaruci (paM. muni zrI ghevaracandajI ma.) bAlye'pi saMyamaruciM caturaM suvijJam , kAntaM ca saumyavadanaM sadanaM gunnaanaam| maunena dhyAnasahitena japena yuktam, pUjyaM namAmi guNinaM gaNihastimallam // [bhaktyA namAmi daminaM gaNihastimallam //
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 696 AcArya zrI hastImalla-gaNASTakam (pUjya ghAsIlAlajI ma.sA. dvArA racita) asAraM saMsAraM vadati sakalo bodhayati no, budhe boddhA buddhyA sakalajanatAbodhanaparaH / yadIye sadvAkye sphurati mahimA ko'pyanupamo,gaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH shubhmtiH||1|| saMsAra ko mithyA kaheM, saba kintu samajhAte kahA~, buddha madhya boddhA buddhi se, gaNivarya samajhAte yahA~ / jinake manohara vAkya meM, bahuteja anupama bhAsate, zubha buddhi hastImalla, gaNiM ko dekhi kalimala bhAgate // 1 // isa saMsAra ko saba manuSya asAra arthAt mithyA kahate haiM, kintu isake sacce tAtparya ko nahIM samajhate haiN|| buddhimAn manuSyoM meM jJAnI manuSya hI isake satya svarUpa ko samajhate haiM, jinakI manohara vANI meM anupama mahimA prakaTa hotI hai| aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImallajI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna ho jAte haiM arthAt dUra ho jAte haiM / (athavA Apako dekhakara kaliyuga ke malla zAnta ho jAte haiN|) zaraccandrAbhAsaM pravacanamamUlyaM vadati yaH dadattIvaM bodhaM sakalamalazodhaM nijgiraa| sadA pApaM tApaM harati bhavinAM hRttalagatam, gaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH zubhamatiH // 1 // upadeza jinakA zarad zazi sama ati amUlya mahAna hai| dete sakala kalimala haraNa jo, moha nAzaka jJAna haiN| jinake vacana bhavijana hRdayagata-pApa tApa nivArate zubha buddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekha kalimala bhAgate // 2 // jinakA upadeza zaradaRtu ke nirmala candramA ke samAna amUlya evaM mahAna hai, jo saba pApoM kA nAza karane vAlA | evaM moha ko naSTa karane vAlA upadeza dete haiM, jinake vacana bhavya janoM ke hRdaya meM rahe huye pApa evaM saMtApa ko naSTa karane vAle haiM, aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImallajI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM dUra ho jAte haiM vihAraM yaH kurvannavanitalajantUnupadizanbhRzaM tApaM zApaM jinavacanazaktyA prihrn| amandaM sAnandaM dhvajamupari jainaM paridhuvan / gaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH zubhamatiH // 3 //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa jaha~ taha~ viharate bhavya upadeza tai saMtApa ko, jina vacana zakti vicAra se harate sadA jo pApa ko, jAte jahA~ sarvatra hI jaina dhvajA phaharAvate / 697 zubha buddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekhi kalimala bhAgate // 3 // AcArya zrI jahA~ jahA~ vicarate haiM vahA~ bhavya manuSyoM ke pApoM kA jinezvara pratipAdita vANI ke upadeza se nAza karate haiM aura jahA~ jAte haiM vahA~ jaina dhvajA ko phaharAte haiM / aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImallajI ko | dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna ho jAte haiM arthAt dUra ho jAte haiM / cakorANAM vRndaM sukhamupanayed yadyapi zazI, divA rAtrau naiva prabhurayamalaM sarvasamaye / guhAdhvAntaM sUryo harati nahi hRddhvAntamapi yo, gaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH zubhamatiH // 4 // rAta meM hI candra detA, sukha cakora samUha kodina rAta munivarajI hamAre, de rahe sukha bhavya ko / ravi kandarA tama bhI nahIM, gaNivara hRdaya tama nAzate zubha buddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekhi kalimala bhAgate // 4 // yadyapi candramA rAtri meM hI cakoroM ke samUha ko Ananda pradAna karatA hai, kintu munivara (AcArya zrI) hameM rAtri-dina | upadeza rUpa uttama sukha pradAna karate haiN| sUrya to guphAoM meM rahe hue aMdhakAra ko hI naSTa karatA hai, kintu AcArya zrI hRdaya meM rahe huye ajJAnAndhakAra ko naSTa karane meM samartha haiM, aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya hastImalla jI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna ho jAte haiM / yathA vai janmAndho vimalanayanaM prApya sunidhi, daridro daivenApratimamatisaukhyaM labhate / tathA bhavyA harSaM dadhati kila yaddarzanavazAdgaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH zubhamatiH // 5 // janmAndha jaise vimala locana prApta kara hotA sukhInirdhana sunidhi pA daivavaza jaise sadA atizaya sukhI / munivarya darzana se turata bhavijana mudita maya harSate - zubha buddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekhi kalimala bhAgate // 5 // jaise janmAndha manuSya netra jyoti prApta kara sukhI hotA hai aura nirdhana manuSya bhAgya se amUlya nidhi ko prApta kara sukhI hotA hai vaise hI munivara AcArya zrI ke darzana se bhavya manuSya atyanta harSita hote haiM / aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImala jI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna jAte haiM arthAt dUra ho jAte haiM /
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________________ 698 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM vidagdho vyAkhyAne madhuratarabhASI munivaraH pradIptiM kurvan yo jinavacanamatyantamamalam / mudA dharmArAme carati saMtataM zuddhamanasA, gaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimalla : zubhamatiH / 6 / / vANI madhuratA yuta caturatA hai sarala vyAkhyAna meM, gaNirAja jinavara vacana ko dIpita kiyA nija jJAna meM, Apa kevala vimala mana jIvAdi tattva vicArate - zubha buddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekhi kalimala bhAgate // 6 // jinake vyAkhyAna meM vANI kI atIva madhuratA hai aura jo apane nirmala jJAna se jinezvara vacanoM ko dedIpyamAna karate haiM, zuddha mana se aura prasannatA se dharma rUpI bagIce meM vicaraNa karate haiM, aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka zrI hastImallajI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna ho jAte haiM arthAt dUra ho jAte haiN| sugacche svacche'cchaH sphaTikamaNizobhAM vitanuteprazastairAcAraiH zubhataravicArairgaNivaraH / sadA bhavyaiH sevyo guNagaNagariSThaH kila budhairgaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH zubhamatiH // 7 // ati svaccha sundara gaccha meM jo sphaTika maNi sama bhAsate / atizaya sudRDha AcAra se zubhatara vicAra viraajte| jinako hamezA bhavya jana zraddhA sahita haiM sevate, zubhabuddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekhi kalimala bhAgate // 7 // jo atIva svaccha gaccha meM sphaTika maNi ke samAna svaccha haiN| zuddha AcAra-pAlana meM tathA zubha vicAroM se sadaiva suzobhita rahate haiN| mokSa mArga cAhane vAle prANI zraddhA se jinakI sevA karate haiM, aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImallajI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna ho jAte haiM arthAta dUra ho jAte haiN| na cA'smin saMsAre jinavacanato ramyamaparaMvacastad vaktA ya: prathama iha tasyA'sya gaNinaH / munirghAsIlAla zubhamakRta gaNyaSTakamidaM / gaNI hastImallaH zamitakalimallaH zubhamatiH // 8 // saMsAra meM jina vacana se kucha anya ramya na diikhtaa| isakA pravaktA Aja jo usase bhavika jana siikhtaa| muni ghAsIlAla praNIta hastImalla aSTaka zobhate / zubha buddhi hastImalla gaNi ko dekhi kalimalla bhAgate // 8 //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 699 isa saMsAra meM jinavANI se bar3hakara koI sundara dRSTi gocara nahIM hotaa| usa jinavANI kA upadeza pharamAne vAloM meM AcArya zrI prasiddha haiN| muni zrI ghAsIlAla jI dvArA racita yaha aSTaka zrI hastImallajI ma. sA. ke guNa varNana svarUpa racA gayA hai| aise zuddha buddhi ke dhAraka AcArya zrI hastImallajI ko dekhakara pApa svayaM palAyamAna ho jAte haiM arthAt dUra ho jAte haiM / (4) gajendra guNASTakam (zrI vallabha munijI) zrAmaNyadIkSAM, jinadharmazikSAm, tattvasamIkSAM, bhavato mumukSAm / bAlyAtprabhRtyeva tu yaH siSeve vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH // 1 // lekara zramaNa yoga kI dIkSA, jaina dharma kA zikSA sAra, tattva samIkSA meM paTutA hita, chor3a diyA jinane saMsAra / bAlyakAla se kiyA jinhoMne sevana vrata rata bana anagAra aise budhavara muni gajendra kI ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 1 // yasyAsya candro'mitamodakartA, amandajADyAndhatamisrahartA / jJAnAmRtaM bhavyamanaHsubhartA, vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH // 2 // jinakA zazi mukha janagaNa mana ko detA hai, priya harSa apAra, aura darzakoM kA karatA hai jar3atA rUpI tama parihAra | jo sAMsArika jana mAnasa meM bharate niza dina jJAna vicAra, aise budhavara muni gajendra kI, ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 2 // jIvAnukampAplutacittavRtti:, satyAnvitA'niSThuravAkprayoktA / paropakArI mitapathyabhojI, vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH ||3 || jinake mana meM jIvoM ke prati karuNA kA hai pArAvAra, tathA satya yut namra vacana maya, jinakA hotA hai udgAra /
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________________ 700 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM para hita nirata alpa mAtrA meM, jo lete haiM pathyAhAra / aise budhavara muni gajendra kI, ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 3 // jJAnAnurakto yaminAM vareNyaH, bhvaabdhimjjntaashrnnyH| jainairupAdhyAyapade'bhiSikta; vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH // 4 // jJAnArjana meM rata rahate jo, yatiyoM meM haiM zreSTha apAra, bhavasAgara meM DUba rahe jana ke hita jo haiM zaraNAdhAra / upAdhyAya bana kara mAnasa meM karate sadA dharma saMcAra, aise budhavara muni gajendra kI ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 4 // yasyopadezo bhavinAM hitAya, sadA sdaacaarvicaarcaaru| sanmArgadarzI sutarAM prasiddhaH, vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH // 5 // jinakA pravacana bhavaprANI kA karatA hai bahuvidha upakAra, aura sarvadA jo karate haiM, sadAcAra kA zuddha vicAra / sahaja prasiddha supatha ke darzaka, jJAnI jina patha ke anagAra, aise budhavara muni gajendra kI ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 5 // yaH sarvasAdhuSvanuzAsanasya, vRttiM tathA saccaritasya vRddhi / draSTu sadA kAMkSati mAnasena vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH // 6 // bar3he samasta zramaNa vargoM meM, anuzAsana kA priya vyavahAra, jinakA mana hai cAha rahA jaga, sat caritra kA sadA prasAra / jo tana mana se rahate nizadina, parama kAruNika aura udAra, aise budhavara muni gajendra kI, ho jagatI meM, jaya jayakAra // 6 // sad bhArate'smin suciraM vihatya, yaH zrAvakeSu prayataH karoti / svAdhyAyasAmAyikayoH pracAraM, vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAda gajendraH // 7 //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 701 dIrghakAla meM bhArata bhU para dharma hetu kara rahe vihAra / sAmAyika svAdhyAya dharma kA anupala karate bhavya pracAra / zuddha ahiMsA maya jIvana, jinake jIvana kA mUlAdhAra, aise budhavara muni gajendra kI, ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 7 // praaciinhstaangkitshaastrptrprshstisNshodhndttcitH| yazcetihAsollikhane sayatnaH vidvadvaro'yaM jayatAd gajendraH // 8 // hasta likhita prAcIna zAstra ke, patroM ko karake saMskAra, jo nizivAsara karate rahate haiM prazasti kA ucita sudhaar| likhate haiM itihAsa jaina kA, kara prayatna jo vividha prakAra, aise budhavara muni gajendra kI ho jagatI meM jaya jayakAra // 8 // zrImad prAjJaguroH ziSyaH vidyArthI vallabho muniH / lilekha zraddhayA zIghramupAdhyAyaguNASTakam / / hA hanta! hastigaNirAja ! divaM prayAta: (paM. ratna zrI ghevaracandajI ma. 'vIra-putra' dvArA racita aSTaka) pIpAr3a - nAma - nagare zubhalabdhajanmA, pUjyaH pitA vimala - 'kevalacandra' naamaa| 'rUpA' satI guNavatI jananI sudhanyA, bhaktyA bhajantu bhavino!gaNi- hastimallam // 1 // bAlye'pi saMyamaruciM ruciraM suvijJaM, kAntaM ca saumyavadanaM sadanaM guNAnAm / maunena dhyAnasahitena japena yuktaM, bhaktyA bhajantu bhavino!gaNi- hstimllm||2|| audArya-dhairya-sahitaM suvicakSaNaM ca, svAdhyAya-saMgha-racane prathamaM prsiddhm| sAmAyike prabala- prerakamIzamiddhaM, pUjyaM japantu japinaM gnnihstimllm||3||
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________________ 702 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dRSTaH sadA sravati yasya sudhAsamUho, yasyAI - zuddhahRdayAt karuNA-prapUraH / yasyAnane vahati saumya-sarit-pravAhaH, hA hanta ! hasti gaNirAja! divaM prayAtaH // 4 // yenaikadApi tava vAk zravaNIkRtA vA, dRSTaM sakRd tava subhvyNmukhaarvindm| AjIvanaM manasi bhAti chavistvadIyA, hA hanta ! hasti-gaNirAja! divaM prayAtaH / / 5 / / labdhA tvayA dhavalakIrtirativizAlA, prAptaM yazazca vimalaM vizadaM vishuddhm| kalpAntakAlamavinAzamakhaNDalaM ca, hA hanta ! hastigaNirAja! divaM prayAtaH / / 6 / / soDhA tvayA samatayA paramA hi pIDA, noccAritaM nija-mukhena kadApi kiJcit / zAntA sadA smitayuktA tavavaktramudrA, hA hanta ! hasti-gaNirAja divaM prayAtaH / / 7 / / zrImadviyoga iha sAdhu-samAjaniSThAna, duHkhIkaroti sutarAM sujnaansubhktaan| ziSyAMstathaiva sakalAn tava pAdalInAn, hA hanta ! hasti-gaNirAja divaM prayAtaH / / 8 // zraddhAMjali samaya'mAM, vIraputraH smicchti| AtmA te paramAM zAnti, zIghraM prApnotu shaashvtiim||9|| (AcAryapravara ke samAdhimaraNa ke anantara zraddhAJjali rUpa meM 12 maI 1991 ko jodhapura meM samarpita)
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 703 - - guru-gajendra-gaNi-guNASTakam zrI gajasiMha rAThaur3a (vasantatilakAvRttam) (1) he tAta ! he dayita! he bhuvanaikabandho ! zobhAnidhe ! sarala! he karuNaikasindho ! tvAmAzrito guru - gajendra jagaccharaNya ! mAM tArayAzu bhavadhestu bhavAbdhipota ! he prANAdhika vallabha tAta ! he tribhuvana ke ekamAtra bandho ! he zobhA ke sAgara ! he nitAnta sarala ! karuNA ke athAha sindhu ! saMsAra ke sacarAcara prANivarga ko zaraNa pradAna karane vAle guruvara gajendra ! (zrI hastimalajI mahArAja sAhaba) maiM ApakI zaraNa meM AyA huuN| he bhavasAgara se pAra utArane vAle mahAn jahAja ! mujhe zIghra hI saMsAra-sAgara se pAra utaariye| svAdhyAyasaMgha - sahadharmisamAja - sevA, siddhAnta - zikSaNavidhau vividhopadezaH / adhyAtmabodhanaparAstava zaMkhanAdAH guJjanti deva ! nikhile mahImaNDale'smin // he gurudeva ! svAdhyAya saMgha, sahadharmi-vAtsalya, samAja-sevA evaM zAstroM ke zikSaNa ke sambandha meM Apake vividha | | viSayoM ke upadeza aura adhyAtma-bhAva ko prabuddha kara dene vAle Apake zaMkhanAda isa sampUrNa mahImaNDala meM gUMja rahe haiN| (3) kSoNyA sadA tilakabhUtamarordharAyAm , rAThoDavaMzakSitipaiH pripaalitaayaam| rUpA-satI-tanaya ! kevalacandrasUno ! janmAbhavat tava kale: madabhaJjanAya / / he rUpAsatI ke lAla-zrI kevalacandrajI ke Atmaja ! ApakA janma kalikAla ke prabhAva ko nirasta karane ke | liye rAThor3a vaMza ke rAjAoM dvArA suzAsita-surakSita sadA sakala mahImaNDala kI tilaka svarUpA marubhUmi meM huaa| tiryak - nR - nAraka-nigoda- surAsurANAM, baMbhramya yoninivaheSu ciraughakAlam / pUrvArjitaiH zubhatarairgaNivaryapuNyaiH, labdhAsti te caraNareNu - punIta- sevA //
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 704 he AcAryapravara ! mujhe naraka, nigoda, tiryaJca, mAnava, deva, asura Adi caurAsI lAkha jIva yoniyoM meM ananta kAla | taka bhaTakane ke pazcAt pUrva janmoM meM upArjita atIva zubha puNyoM ke phalasvarUpa Apake caraNAravindoM kI pavitra raja !! kI sevA prApta huI hai| pari. meroeswwwanim- ratnatrayaM durita- durgakSayaikavajraM, prApto'smi pUjya ! tava bhUridayAprasAdAt / mithyAtva-moha-mamatA-mada - lumpakA: mAM, kiM hA tathApi na hi deva ! parityajanti / he pUjyavara ! ApakI asIma dayA ke prasAda se, mujhe pApoM ke gar3ha ko naSTa karane meM pUrNata: sakSama, vajratulya ratnatraya prApta huA hai| tathApi he ArAdhyadeva ! yaha duHkha kI bAta hai ki ye mithyAtva, moha, mamatva aura mada rUpI luTere merA pIchA kyoM nahIM chor3a rahe haiM? e labdho'si he kuzalavaMza- dhurAdhurINa! saMsAra - tAraNavidhau pttukrnndhaarH| cittaM kaSAya - nikhilArti-harauSadhaM tvAM, kalpadrumAbhamapi prAptasupIDito'smi // he kuzala-vaMza-zramaNa-paramparA ke kuzala dhurAgraNI nAyaka ! bhavyoM ko saMsAra- sAgara se pAra lagAne vAle Apa jaise samartha karNadhAra mujhe mila gaye haiN| mujhe bar3A Azcarya ho rahA hai ki viSaya-kaSAyoM tathA saba prakAra ke duHkha-dvandva ko naSTa kara dene meM samartha divya auSadhi tulya evaM sabhI icchAoM ko pUrNa karane vAle kalpavRkSa ke samAna Apako pAkara bhI maiM (bhava-roga se) pIr3ita huuN| (7) nAmnApi te guru gajendra ! layaM vrajanti, vighnopasarga * duritaughabhava - prpnycaaH| sAkSAt zivaudha ! tava darzana - vandanena, karmArayo yadi layanti kimatra citrm|| he gurudeva gajendrAcArya ! ApakA nAma lete hI sabhI prakAra ke vighna, upasarga, pApapuMja aura saMsAra ke prapaJca | tirohita ho jAte haiM, to he mUrtimAn kalyANakuMja ! Apake darzana aura vandana se yadi karmazatru naSTa hote haiM, to isameM Azcarya hI kyA hai ? (8) prAtarjapAmi manasA tava nAmamantraM madhye'hni te smaraNamastu sadA gajendra /
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________________ tatIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 705 sAyaM ca te smaraNamastu zivAya nityaM, nAmaiva te vasatu zaM hRdaye'smadIye // he gajendrAcArya ! maiM prAta:kAla Apake nAmamantra kA antarmana se japa karatA huuN| madhyAhna meM bhI Apake maMgalakArI nAmamaMtra kA smaraNa rahe / nitya hI sAyaMkAla ke samaya meM bhI kalyANa ke lie ApakA smaraNa rahe / he deva ! hamAre hRdaya meM kevala ApakA kalyANakArI nAma hI basA rhe| vande sukIrtidhavalIkRtabhUmibhAgam ' (zrI arhaddAsamuniH) cAritryacArukavacAvRttadivyadehaM vidvatsabhAgatajanArcitapAdapadmam / jainetihAsakulazAradazubhrasomaM vande sukiirtidhvliikRtbhuumibhaagm||1|| vaiduSyapuNyaguNasAgaramadvitIyaM kaarunnysomrspuurithempaatrm| zuddha vizuddhahRdayaM sadayaM supUjyaM bhaktyA smarAmi gaNinaM hRdayAmbujastham // 2 // snehopacArasudhayopakRto'yamadya kaiste bhaNAmi vacanaiH karuNAM dayAlo! bhaktiprabhAvavivazo yadudAharAmi cApalyameva tadidaM nitarAM girAM me // 3 // rUpAsatItanuja! kevalacandrasUno! mAdhuryayuktavacanAmRtapUrNasindho! tvatsadguNaughagaNanAkuzala sa eva varSAmbubindugaNanAkuzalo jano yH||4|| mohAdikarmakaluSAvRtadehabhAjaH tvadarzanena sahasA vimalA bhavanti / sparzermaNerbhajati cellaghulauhakhaNDam cAmIkaratvamamalaM kimu tatra citram / / 5 / /
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________________ 706 hanti yaH jyotirvindaM ca tejonidhe ! vimalapUrNazazAMkamatyA mithyaiva mUrkhamadanastvayi baddhalakSyaH / dRSTvA pracaNDatapaso jvalanaM tvadIyaM dehapradAhabhayato nikaSaiti naiSaH ||6 // hA hanta hanta vidhinA'karuNena nUnaM tvAM sadguNaughanilayaM vibudhaM vareNyam / mUDhena hA ! hRtavatA sahasA dhariNyaH ojobalaM nanu hRtaM sakalaM budhAnAm // 7 // vidyApate tvayi gate sumanaH prasAde riktaM babhUva nikhilaM khalu jainavizvam / astaMgate'mbaramaNau jagataH prakAze pazcAttamo'sti gaMgane ghanameva zeSam // 8 // (8) atastvAM satataM vande svopadezena, pApAni sakalAni ca, sanmUrti, hastimallaM namAmyaham // 1 // locane yasya, arhaddhyAnasamanvite, nityaM zAstrapravaktre ca hastimallAya vai namaH // 2 // stimite manuvRtti sadA zIlaM, sadA sanmArgadraSTAraM hastimallaM yAdRzI zrUyate atastvAM satataM namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM nAnAvidhaSamAnvitam natosmyaham // 3 // laGghitA naiva maryAdA, ApatkAlepi yena vai tasmAttaM zatazo vande, hastimallaM ca sUriNam // 4 // zobhA, tAdRgeva vande, hastimallaM ca pratIyate, daivatam // 5 // (9) zrI hastimallaHsudhIH cAturyaM caturAnanasya nibhRtaM gAmbhIryamambhonidheraudAryyaM vibudhadrumasya madhurAM vAcaM ca vAcaspateH /
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________________ whw tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa dhairya dharmasutasya zarma sakalaM devAdhipasyAharat dhImAn khyAtanayaH sadA savinayaH zrI hastimallaH sudhIH / -paM. jagannAtha jyotirvid - kuMDerA 25/1/1968 zrI hastimala jI mahArAja brahmA ke jaise cAturya ko dhAraNa karane vAle, samudra ke samAna gambhIratA vAle, kalpavRkSa | ke samAna udAratA vAle, bRhaspati ke samAna madhura vANI se yukta, dharmaputra ke samAna dhairyavAna tathA devatAoM ke adhipati indra ke sampUrNa sukhoM kA haraNa karane vAle, buddhimAna, prasiddhi ko prApta, sadA vinayazIla evaM vidvAn AcArya haiN| (10) khidyate me hRdayam vyAptaH sarvatra bhUmau zazadharadhavalaH zambhuhAsApahAsI, kIrtistomo yadIyo janayati paritaH kssiirpaathodhishngkaam| yasmin sammAnakAyA amarapatigajo diggajAzcandratArA, jAtAH sarvAGgazubhrA munijanamahitaH so'pi yAto divaM hA // 1 // AsId yaH pratibhAprabhurguNanidhi vizvambharAvizrutaH, AcAryo munipuGgavo'malamanA: zrI hastimallAbhidhaH / kAlenApahatastadadya nitarAM zokAkulA medinI, sAdhUnAmapi mAnasaM vyathayati prArabdhazokasvaraiH // 2 // daSTo yaH prathamaM mayA nikaTato nAgauramadhye tataH, pAlyAM sUryasamaprabhaH sa munirAT zrI hastimallaH prbhuH| tasminnastamite'dya gADhatimiraM vyAptaM samantAt tataH, sanmArgAnavalokanAt pratipadaM bhrazyanti sarve janAH // 3 // lokAbhyarcitapAdapadmayugalAnAcAryavaryAnapi, hatvA kAla na lajjase kathamaho kiM vacyatastvAM prti| tvaM bhUyAH sadayaH sadeti manasA vAJchatyasau kevalam, zrImatpuSkarapAdapadmanilayaH ziSyo ramezo muniH // 4 // hastimalo'malacetAH zrI jinadharma prasArakAcAryaH svasthasmRtyA sukhayatu, puSkara - ziSyaM ramezamunim // 5 // zrI ramezamuni zAstrI : gar3hasivAnA 22/4/91
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 708 (11) hastimallaM namAmyahaM zrI la.vA. mANDavagaNe, jalagAMva apramattaM sadA zAntaM kAyeM magnaM divAnizam / svAdhyAyasya pravaktAraM hastimallaM namAmyaham // 1 // doSAn parityajya guNAn jighRkSuH prAkhyApayatsvasya budhtvm| rAtrindivaM jJAnarato gjendrH| zAstreSu sarveSveva bhavatpravINa: // 2 // AcAraniSTho guruhastimallaH siddhAntavitvAd RjumaargdRshvaa| svAdhyAyamArga janabhadrahetoH prAkAzayadvai zivatattvaprAptyai // 3 // (12) jayastasya bhavelloke (DaoN. dharmacanda jaina) saptativarSaparyantaM dharmagaMgAM prvaahyn| divaGgato munirhastI, saMstArakasamAdhinA // 1 // zokamohau vinirjitya, samabhAvamasAdhayat / / jIvanasyAMtime bhAge, mRtyuM vIratayA'jayat // 2 // prasannavadanAH sarve jiivaastddhitcintkaa:| jAtA: khinnamanaskAzca, bhaktA mohaparAyaNA: // 3 // bibhyati mAdRzo mRtyostAdRzastaM jayanti c|| samyaktayA hi jAnanti, jAto dhruvaM mariSyati // 4 // antima-vihAraH upakRtyAMtime varSe, paaliingrvaasinH| AcAryapravarazcakre, vihAraM sojataM prati // 5 // adhyuSya holikAM yAvat, pratasthe sojatAt pun:| nimAjamupakartuM sa, ziSyAn prasthAtumAdizat // 6 // vahantaH zivikAM ziSyA gurubhaktimadarzayan /
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 709 pUrayituM guroricchAM, sarve nimAjamAgatAH // 7 // Atma-sAdhanA samAdhigrahaNaJca jAyate nirbalaM svAsthyaM, vRddhatve tu smaagte| kSINA tasya vapuHzaktirAtmazaktiravardhata // 8 // AtmanyevAtmanA tuSTaH so'nnamauSadhamatyajat / vAcA maunaM gRhItvA ca, karmamalazodhayat // 9 // mRtyuM sannikaTaM jJAtvA, tyaktvA''hAraM caturvidham / aSTabhaktaM tapastaptvA, zukladhyAnaM samAdadhAt // 10 // pAraNaM tapaso'kRtvA, tyaktvaziSyanivedanam / zuddhena manasA sAdhu, saMstArakaM gRhItavAn // 11 // AtmahatyA-samAdhimaraNayoH bhedaH AtmahatyAM prakalpante, samAdhimaraNaM jnaaH| ajJAnino na budhyanti, yadetadAtmasAdhanA // 12 // AtmahatyA tu sAvezA, raagrossvimishritaa| samAdhimaraNaM tAvat, samabhAvena tajjaya: // 13 // darzanArthinAmAgamanam zrutvA samAdhivRttAntaM, bhaktAH dUrata aagtaaH| paMktau baddhA narA nAyaryo, darzanAya samutsukA: // 14 / sahasradazakaM nityaM, bhaktAnAM vA tato'dhikaM / dhanyamamanyatA''tmAnaM, saMprApya gurudarzanam // 15 // dehAtmanobheMda-jJAnam ihAmutraiSaNAtyAgI, tA mRtyumahodadhiM / na hyamuhyata bhakteSu sarvAn kSamAmayAcata // 16 // dehe'nitye vasannAtmA, nAnubhavati zAzvataM / kintu dehe vasanneva, pRthagAtmAnamanvabhUt // 17 // samAdhimaraNaM zraddhAJjalisamarpaNaJca dazame'hani samAdherhi, dehaM tyaktvA'maro'bhavat / vRttAnto prasRto mRtyorAzu sulabhasAdhanaiH // 18 //
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________________ 710 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sArddhalakSAdhikA:prAptA mAnavAstatra srvtH| aMtima darzanaM kRtvA zraddhAMjali samArpayan // 19 // samAdhimaraNaM tAdRk , draSTuM prAya: sudurlabham / ato'pi rAjanetAraH, zraddhArpaNArthamAgatA: // 20 // prajvAlita:zavastasya, zrAvakaizcandanArcibhiH / jayaghoSernabho'guJjat , khyAti nimAjamAptavat // 21 // nUtanAcAryopAdhyAyayoH ghoSaNA zraddhAJjalisabhAmadhye, hastilekho suvaacit:| AcAryoM ratnavaMzasya, hIrAcandro bhaviSyati // 22 // upAdhyAyapade bhUtvA, saMghasaMcAlane sdaa| mAnacandro munistasya, 'sahayogaM kariSyati // 23 // AcAryahastI vijayatAm samyagjJAnanidhihastI, samyakzraddhAsamanvita: / muktipathe samArUDhaH samyakcAritrapAlakaH // 24 // sAdhakAnAM kRte panthA, prazasto tena saadhunaa| jayastasya bhavelloke, yAvaccandradivAkarau // 25 // (13) AcArya zrI gajendra gaNagAna (racayitA-zrI hIrAmuni) (tarja - jo bhagavatI trizalA tanaya) jo mahAsatI rUpA tanaya, kevala sukula ke bhAna haiN| dIkSita hue ajamera meM, priya nAma 'gaja' guNavAna haiM // 1 // karuNAI mana navanIta sA (komala sarala), vrata niyama meM caTTAna haiN| vANI madhura lAtI lahara, upadeza paTu zrutavAna haiM // 2 // zatadala praphullita sA vadana, jIte madana matimAna haiN| jJAnI prabala karaNI atula, dharmI jagata kI zAna haiM // 3 // AbAla brahmavatI guNI, saMyama niyama ke dhAma haiN| una pUjya hastI munIza ko, mama koTi- koTi praNAma haiM // 4 // [ina pUjya hastI munIza ko, mere aneka praNAma haiM // ]
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 711 (14) gaNagrAma zrI guru caraNa saroja madhupa haiM munivara nirmama, hastI sama prativAdi mAna mardana hita harisama / tIvra jinhoM kA tyAga rAga pai hai saMyama para, mananazIla mana mudita hota jinake darzana kr| labdha pratiSThita nija iSTa ke sevaka sacce pelakho, jIvana su-dhanya zubha nAma yaha AdyAkSara meM dekha lo // 1 // (15) varSa gAMTha para stuti (zrI puSkaramunijI ma.) Agama ke jJAtA aru vizva meM vikhyAtA muni, pravacana dAtA tere janatA kA ThATa hai| saMyama kI sAdhanA meM japa kI ArAdhanA meM, lIna rahe AThoM yAma samatA samrATa haiN| jaina dharma jyotirdhara paNDita maNDita vara, pUjya zobhAcanda jI kA dipA rahA pATa hai| zAsana kI seva kara cirAyu ho 'gajamuni', AcAryavara terI Aja 'varSagAMTha' hai| (16 janavarI 1965 pauSazuklA 14 saMvat 2021 ko janmatithi para prastuta) (16) bhavya bhAvanA (marudhara kesarI zrI mizrImalajI ma.) pekho samujjvala sAdhanA sarvocca jisakI zreSThatara / ArAdhanA traya-ratna kI puni dekhalo hai prabalatara // hai zAntimaya muskAna jisake, rAjatI mukha pai sdaa| mauna-vratI rahate nirarthI jhaMjhaToM se sarvadA // 1 // jo icchate unnati ahA ! AcAra aura vicAra kii| puni haiM batAte bhAvukoM kI kSINa-gati saMsAra kii||
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________________ 712 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jo mAra kA mada mAra ke be - mAra karate cAra ko| lAcAra kara durbhAvanA apanA rahe puni cAra ko // 2 // jisakI aDiga AsthA ahA ! mana sajjanoM ke bhA rhii| jo pizunatA ke premiyoM ko trAsa detI hai shii|| nindAdi vikathA, vaJcanA , zodhI mile na ahA ! jahAM / kAraNa yahI ura ThAnalo nahIM dambha to phaTake vahA~ // 3 // alamasta hai itihAsa-lekhana kArya meM dina-rAta jo| bikharI huI sAmagriyA~ saMgraha kareM nija hAtha jo| puni pUrvajoM kA prema-nidhi hiya meM hiloreM le rhaa| vRttAnta gauravatA bharA jisako sadaiva suhA rahA // 4 // adhyAtma - jJAnAmRta bharI vAnI suhAnI hai ghnii| mana-mudita bhAvuka bhramara hote pekhalo jisako sunI / / ho, kyoM na kaisI bhI paristhiti, dhyeya pai nahiM ddhaavnaa| hove cirAyu gajendra-muni-vara, mizri kI yaha bhAvanA // 5 // (AcArya zrI kI dIkSA svarNa jayantI para prastuta) (17) pUjya - paJcaka kRSakaSAya mRdutA bharI, dhyAtA dhyAna dhuriindr| sAmya bhAva bhAvita sadA, gajagaNi rUpa sUrIndra // 1 // mada macchara mithyA pare, atizayavanta ytiindr| ziva-diva-laila harita rahai, gajagaNi rUpa surIndra // 2 // bhavya bodha bodhita sadA, kRdAmoha khavIndra / mudAmAna mardita yadA, dadA jJAna gaNIndra // 3 // Atama tattva avalokatA, cittasamAdhi puur| gaNanAyaka sAyaka nibala, sabalA saMyama zUra // 4 // azubhAcAra nivAraNe, sAdhyabhAva bhviindr| rUpa svarUpa sAdhaka gaNi, hastImala munIndra // 5 // (zrI rUpamuni 'rajata', 12.8.1989)
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 713 (18) savaiyA _(tarja - savaiyA namUM zrI arihaMta) namUM siri gajaindra ha~sa mukha saumya candra, kevala rUpAMrA nanda sUrata mohana gArI hai| paMca mahAvratAcAra indriya pA~ca damana hAra, samiti gupti dhAra kiriyA uddhArI hai||1|| krodha kI miTAI jhAla, mAna mAyA dInI TAla, lobha Ar3I bAMdhI pAla, bAla brahmacArI haiN| jJAnI dhyAnI zraddhA (iSTa) vAna chattIsa guNAM rI khAna, Aparo jo dhare dhyAna, pIr3A jAve sArI hai // 2 // (19) guru guNa mahimA jaya bolo gajendra guruvara kI, saMgha saMcAlaka padavIdhara kI ||tter // satI rUpA mAM ke nandana haiM, kevalacandajI kula candana haiN| laghuvaya meM dIkSita munivara kI ||1||jy. // zobhAcandra jaise guru pAye, zItalatA candana sI laaye| prANa rakSA kI thI phaNidhara kI ||2||jy.|| jo zAsana ke ujiyAre haiM, zramaNoM meM saMta nirAle haiN| mahAtapo dhanI yogIzvara kI ||3||jy. // svAdhyAya kA nAda guMjAyA hai, samabhAva meM dharma batAyA hai| ___ barase hai dhAra sudhArasa kI ||4||jy. // guNiyoM kI mahimA gAve jo, tIrthaMkara pada pAve vo| mukti patha ke ujiyAgara kI ||5||jy.|| guru paMca mahAvrata dhArI haiM, kaI bhavya AtmA tArI haiN| __ AcAraniSTha saMkaTa hara kI ||6||jy. // sUraja sama nirmala jyoti ye, candA sama nirmala motI ye| kahe 'hIrA' dharma divAkara kI ||7||jy. //
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________________ 714 (20) vande munivaram (59 vIM janma jayantI ke upalakSya meM) (tarja- Ao baccoM tumheM dikhAeM....) mArI hai I Ao bhayyA tumheM karAe~, jhAMkI guru bhagavAna kI, ina caraNoM meM namana karo, yahA~ bahatI gaMgA jJAna kI / vande munivaram vande guruvaram ||tter // paMca mahAvrata pAlana karate paMcAcAra vihArI haiM / nigraha kInA paMcaindriya kA, samiti gupti ke dhArI haiN| nau bAr3oM se brahma pAlate, kaisI mamatA kSamA namratA sahaja saralatA, upazama guNa ke dhArI haiN| guNa chattIsa se zobhita hote, tejasvI guNavAna kI ||1||in. // vande munivaramATha sampadA ke svAmI haiM, sunalo Aja sunAtA hU~ / svayaM pAlate aura palavAte, prathamAcAra batAtA hU~ / sUtra artha ke jJAtA haiM jo, ojasvI tana pAtA vAk caturatA bhASaNa zailI, sunakara moda manAtA pyAsI rahatI janatA inake upadezAmRta pAna kI ||2||in. // vande munivaram-- zAstra vAcanA nidhi pAMcavIM, bhinna bhinna samajhAte haiM / tIkSNa mati hI tuccha vastu se, sAra grahaNa kara paravAdI mata bhaMjana karate, vAda jIta kara Ate sAdhaka ko jisase sAtA ho, aise kAma karAte nahIM lAlasA, hotI inako, mAna aura apamAna hU~ / pAte namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM vande munivaram- sAmAyika svAdhyAya karo yaha, saba duHkha bhaMjana hArA hai / tArA hai / bhavasAgara meM DUbe jana ko, dik sUcaka dhruva hara prANI ko sabhI samaya meM, isakA eka itanI sI zikSA jo dhAreM, ber3A pAra hai / hai / sahArA hamArA haiM / haiM / haiM / kI // 3 ||in. //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 718 saMkaTa meM bhI pAleM AjJA, vIra prabhu bhagavAna kI // 4 // vande munivaramchor3a diyA ghara bAra jinhoMne , saba jaga ko ghara mAnA hai| kahA~ raheMge koI na jAne, inakA Thaura ThikAnA hai| dIpaka kI Tima Tima jyoti kyA, sUraja ko dikhalAnA hai| inakA jIvana nirakha nirakha kara, apanA teja bar3hAnA hai| guru kRpA se mahimA gAI, 'hIrA' ne bhagavAna kI // 5 ||in. / vande munivaram(21) dharmacakra ke dhArI parama pratApI pUjyarAja ye dharmacakra ke dhArI haiN| jaina jagata siratAja guruvara zuddha bAla brahmacArI haiM ||tter // tribhuvana meM chAyA suyaza, ahA zubha kara lalAma jagatoddhAraka Apa haiM, nAma kAma abhirAma / alpa avasthA meM bhI jo AcArya supada ko pAte haiM jo caraNa kamala ko Ate haiM, ve jJAnasudhA pI jAte haiM // 1 // aisI hastI Apa haiM, aura na kahIM dikhalAya darzana se ika bAra hI paramabhakta bana jaay| pApa vinAzaka satya upAsaka, sarva guNoM ke dhArI haiM nara zreSTha hue jisa puNya goda se dhanya dhanya mahatArI haiM // 2 // tIrtharAja gururAja haiM jJAna gaMga kara snAna sabako milatA hai nahIM aisA bhAgya mahAna / isI khuzI meM Ao hilamila dila ke tAle khola do nabha gUMja uThe gururAja kI eka bAra jaya jaya bola do // 3 // (22) kahA~ cale gae guruvara pyAre (tarja - uTha jAga musAphira...) svAdhyAya kI bIna bajA kara ke, kahA~ cale gae guruvara pyAre, bhaktoM ke mana ko mohita kara, kahA~ cale gaye. ||tter //
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________________ 716 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jaba janma-janma kA puNya phalA, zrI caraNoM kA sAnnidhya milA, satpatha para thor3e kadama calA, kahA~ cale gae zaMkAe~ hoM, parISaha Ate, sanmArga se mana ko macalAte, taba samAdhAna hama the pAte, kahA~ cale gae - nita sAmAyika svAdhyAya karo, jIvana meM maMgala moda bharo, yaha dharma kA marma batAkara ke, kahA~ cale gae naranArI daur3e Ate the, mAnoM koI navanidhi pAte the, anupama guru maMtra sunA karake, kahA~ cale gae saMthArA telA sahita liyA phira paMDita maraNa kA varaNa kiyA, eka nayA banA itihAsa yahA~, kahA~ cale gae. hama mokSa ko lakSya banA pAveM, sudRDha kadamoM se bar3hate jAveM, hai yahI bhAvanA 'gautama' kI, kahA~ cale gae. (23) guru kI divya-sAdhanA (tarja - bar3I dera bhaI nandalAlA...) guru 'hastI' dIna dayAlA, jIvana thA bhavya nirAlA divya sAdhanA se jinake antara meM bhayA ujAlA re ||tter|| kabhI na ulajhe moha-mAyA meM, bhautikatA se dUra rahe laghuvaya meM hI santa bane aura tapa saMyama meM zUra rhe| bIsa varSa kI alpAyu meM , pada AcArya saMbhAlA re||guru // koI na khAlI hAtha lauTatA dvAra Apake jo AtA sAmAyika svAdhyAya niyama ke kucha motI vaha pA jaataa| kaI duHkhI vyasanI the unako vyasana mukta kara DAlA re ||guru // kahIM miTAI phUTa kahIM para jIvoM ke balidAna ruke, kahIM kiyA nirbhaya logoM ko, kahIM virodhI Ana jhuke| kahIM jur3I vidvat pariSad to kahIM dhArmika zAlA re ||guru // jina zAsana kI rakSA ke hita, svAdhyAyI taiyAra kie phira se jAgI naI cetanA, kaI aise upakAra hue| pala-pala yAda karegI janatA, kaisA jAdU DAlA re ||guru // -
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa anta samaya nimAja meM jAkara apanA vacana nibhAyA thA telA kara saMthAre kA ika, nava itihAsa jaina dharma kI zAna bar3hI muni 'gautama' japatA mAlA re ||guru // banAyA thaa| guruvara hastI kA, duniyA meM nAma thA, duniyA meM nAma thA / Aja bhI hai aura kala bhI rhegaa| kala bhI rahegA ||ra || banakara ke kyA kyA sunAyeM, vo jana-jana kA rAma thA, jana-jana kA rAma thaa| Aja bhI hai aura vo Ae the sacce masIhA mahAvIra ke anamola diye motI hameM AMgana se svAdhyAya sAmAyika unakA paigAma thA, unakA paigAma hameM zabda nahIM milate jinase guNagAna camakA jo divAkara sA to kyA sammAna kareM unakA cunakara kareM unakA, guNagAna unakA ghara-ghara subaha aura zAma thA, subaha aura zAma thA // 2 // Aja bhI // kaI varSoM meM aisA kabhI koI santa ratna hotA upakAra yAda jisake hai kare to yuvA bAla vRddha rotA hai, vicare jahA~-jahA~ dhanya vaha mukAma thA, dhanya vaha mukAma thA. // 3 // Aja bhI // guru darzana pAne ko bhakta daur3a ke Ate the tIratha melA rahatA jahA~ kahIM Apa cale jAte 'gautama' kI AsthA kA vahI eka dhAma thA, vahI eka dhAma thA // 4 // Aja bhI // hastI guruvara ke sAmAyika aura (24) duniyA meM nAma thA (tarja- sau sAla pahale....) (25) pratidina karo (tarja siddha arihanta meM mana ramAte calo...) - upadeza dila meM svAdhyAya pratidina parivAra saMga supatha vipula vaibhava na manuja " svAdhyAya se ke thA. // 1 // Aja bhI // dharo / karo // // jAyegA pAyegA 717
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________________ 718 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAmAyika se hRdaya kI viSamatA haro ||saamaa. // 1 // jagata-jaMjAla meM jindagI jA rahI vikaTa aMtima ghar3I nita nikaTa A rahI bhaTaka ajJAna meM bAla jyoM mata maro ||saamaa. // 2 // netra haiM dhanya jo saMta darzana kare jIbha hai dhanya vANI se amRta jhare kAna se zAstra suna, jJAna kA ghaTa bharo ||saamaa. // 'jJAna Atma kA guNa hai' unhoMne kahA zraddhA kA raMga bina jJAna ke kaba rahA karake svAdhyAya zraddhA bahuta dRDha karo ||saamaa. // 4 // AcaraNa ke binA jJAna sUnA hai jyoM AcaraNa bhI adhUrA hai bina jJAna tyoM zuddha kara AcaraNa jJAna, bhava jala taro ||saamaa. // 5 // kaisA anamola motI' ye nara tana milA aba to AtmA ko 'gautama' parama pada dilA tyAga do durvyasana karma-ripu se Daro ||saamaa. // 6 // (26) guru hastI ne alakha jagAyA (tarja - bar3I dera bhaI nandalAlA....) guru hastI ne samajhAyA, svAdhyAya karo pharamAyA gAMva-gAMva ghara-ghara sAmAyika, aisA alakha jagAyA re||tter // samyak darzana jJAna cAritra tapa yahI mokSa kA mArga kAhI hai svAdhyAya jJAna-darzana to, sAmAyika tapa carita mahA, sAmA. gaharA manthana kara Agama kA, sAra tattva batalAyA re // 1 // cAheM agara samAja rASTra guNa garimA se sampanna bane, garimA cAhe yadi saMkaTa ke bAdala, chAeM nahIM cahuM ora ghane, chAe~ sabase sarala mArga sAmAyika, aru svAdhyAya sujhAyA re // 2 // kabhI na bhUleMge 'gautama' ina guruvara ke upakAroM ko, guru antarmana meM jhAMka haTAveM mana meM bhare vikAroM ko, mana meM jinazAsana motI camakAne 'hIrA' pATa biThAyA re // 3 //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 719 (27) tU bhI guru sama bana jAsI (tarja:- hari bhaja hari bhaja prANIr3A) guru bhaja, guru bhaja, guru bhaja, manavA, guru bhajyAM guru dhana paasii| guru ne dhyAkara guru ne pAkara, tU bhI guru sama bana jAsI ||tter // siddha prabhu haiM siddha zilA para, kuNa dekhyA dekhaNa jAsI / guru caraNana kI zaraNa leya to, siddha zilA daur3I AsI // 1 // mahAvideha arihanta virAje, iNa bhava to nahIM mila pAsI / gurudeva kI kRpA huI to, tU khuda arihanta bana jAsI // 2 // prabhu ke ruThyA guru zaraNa hai, jhaTa sumArga batalAsI / / guru ruThyA nahIM Thaura jagata meM, guru tUSyAM prabhu mila jAsI // 3 // guru tAta guru bhrAta guru hI deva, oma guru jo dhyAsI / iNa bhava riddhi siddhi paga paga pAsI, para bhava ziva sukha baratAsI // 4 // guru hastI miliyA puNya yoga, yo avasara phira kada AsI / / 'jIta' pakar3ale caraNa guru kA bina tAriyAM nahIM, tira pAsI // 5 // (28) parama dayAlu guru mahimA (tarja: - cupa-cupa khar3e ho) tAraNa tiraNa sadguNa ke nidhAna haiM, parama dayAlu pUjya guru guNakhAna haiN|tter // satI rUpAM mAtA dekho dhanya dhanya ho gii| ratanoM kI rAzi hameM khuzI khuzI de gii| osa vaMza kevalacanda jI tAta buddhimAna haiM ||1||prm // nAma hai gajendra pyArA, citta ko lubhAvanA, laghuvaya dIkSA phira, pUjya pada pAvanA zobhAcandra guru mile jJAna ke nidhAna haiM // 2 ||prm // bAla brahmacArI terI zAna hI nirAlI hai, pravacana zailI, adbhuta rasa vAlI hai saMgha ke praNetA, jina zAsana kI zAna haiM ||3||prm //
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________________ 720 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zrI pUjya rAja Apa jahA~ kahIM jAte haiM, jaMgala meM maMgala kA daraza dikhAte haiM jahA~ kahIM suno Aja kIrti mahAna hai||4||prm // cAroM saMgha mila Aja vinati sunA rahA jJAna ke prakAza hetu dila tar3aphA rahA AzIrvAda mile svAmI hove kalyANa hai // 5 ||prm // (29) zraddhA ke sumana (tarja -mahAvIra tumhAre caraNoM meM) AcArya pUjya ke caraNoM meM zraddhA ke kusuma car3hAyeM hama / Adarza Apake anupama se, aba jIvana saphala banAyeM hama ||tter // guru paMca mahAvrata dhArI haiM, aru paMcAcAra vihArI haiM / paMca samiti trigupti dhArI haiM, vaMdana vidhivat kara pAyeM hama // 1 // dhanya bAla brahmacArI jJAnI, tapa mauna sAdhanA mahAdhyAnI / jina dharma ke rasiyA agavAnI, nahIM varNana guNa kara pAyeM hama // 2 // 'kevala' ke nanda dulAre ho, ziva patha ke Apa sitAre ho / / satI rUpa kaMvara ke lAla hastI, jaya vijaya ApakI gAyeM hama // 3 // o ratna vaMza zAsaka nAyaka, o dharma dhurandhara niryAmaka / Atama guNa meM ahaniza ramate, yaha bhAva vaMdanA karate hama // 4 // upadezAmRta jo dhAreMge, bhavasAgara se tira jAyeMge / narakAdi duHkha nahIM pAyeMge, ziva sAdhaka samakita pAyeM hama // 5 // svAdhyAya karo gururAja sadA, kahate bhava bandhana kaTa jAyeM / kahe 'rAja malla' isa jIvana meM, zAsana sevA kara pAyeM hama // 6 // (30) jaina jagata ke tAre (tarja - rimajhima barase bAdaravA....) cama cama camake bhArata meM, jaina jagata ke taare| guru hastImalla jI pyAre, guru hastImalla jI pyAre ||tter //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 721 sabhI dizA meM suyaza jinhoM kA chAyA hai 2 aparaMpAra jinhoM kI dekho mAyA hai2 jJAna prakAza dikhAkara ke, moha aMdhiyArA TAre ||gurujnm zahara pIpAr3a nagara meM pAyA hai2 dhanya 2 satI rUpakaMvara ne jAyA hai2 mA~ kI kUkha dIpAI re , jaga meM prakaTe sitAre ||gurusNym le daza varSa meM jJAna bar3hAyA hai 2 zobhAcArya ke ziSya mere mana bhAyA hai2 Atama guNa vikasAyA re, mahimA pUjA se nyAre ||gurudkssinn deza satArA nagarI pAvanI 2 nAga kI jIvana rakSA kI mana bhAvanI 2 duHkha saha zikSA deve re, koI na kisI ko mAre ||gurunity naye upadeza sunAyA karate haiM2 vacanoM meM amRta ke jharane jharate haiM 2 pI lo pyAlA bhara bhara ke jJAna kA amRta jhAre ||gurudo hajAra teraha meM mana kI Aza phalI 2 'mainA sundara' Aja nikAlI mana ralI 2 nizadina tumako dhyAU~ maiM, pUro manoratha sAre ||guru (31) gurudeva-vandanA (tarja - jaya bolo mahAvIra svAmI kI....) vandana karate hama pUjyavara ko, saMgha nAyaka dharma divAkara ko ||tter // hastI kI zakti nirAlI hai, mukha para sUraja sI lAlI hai / camakIle jJAna prabhAkara ko // 1 // kalayuga meM satayuga lAte haiM, kAMToM meM phUla bichAte haiM / suzItala zAnti sudhAkara ko // 2 // guruvara kI mahimA bhArI hai, ye akhaNDa bAla brahmacArI haiM / ___jyotirmaya guNa ratnAkara ko // 3 // amRta sI mIThI vANI hai, jana-jana kI jo kalyANI hai /
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________________ 722 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dhanya dhanya hai kalpa taruvara ko // 4 // sAmAyika pATha paDhAte haiM, svAdhyAya saMdeza sunAte haiM / mahatI karuNA ke sAgara ko // 5 // zrI lakSmI mANaka jJAnI haiM, anamola hIrA vyAkhyAnI haiM / saba pUjya saMta aru satIvara ko // 6 // hama grAma nagara se Aye haiM, darzana kara sukha pAye haiM / pAvana kara do hamAre pura ko // 7 // (32) pUjya hastI muni guNa gAo (55 vIM janma - jayantI para zrI hIrAmunijI dvArA racita) (tarja - yaha parva paryuSaNa AyA....) pUjya hastI muni guNa gAo, yaha janma jayanti manAo jI ||tter // laghu vaya meM kAraja sArayA , ajamera baNyA anngaaraa| rUpA nanda ne nitya dhyAo jI // 1 // jodhANe pUjya pada pAyo, saMgha cAroM ke mana bhaayo| gaNivara bana dharma dIpAyo jI // 2 // hai japa tapa mAMhI zUrA, AcAra niSTha gmbhiiraa| ___ vandana kara karma khapAo jI // 3 // zuddha mana se pUjya guNa gAo, dina ugata dhyAna lgaao| zAnti aru samatA pAo jI // 4 // jo caraNa zaraNa meM Ave, duHkha zoka roga miTa jaave| __ pagaraja bhI gara pAo jI // 5 // svAdhyAya sAmAyika kIje, mukti kA mArga grhiije| jIvana meM dharma kamAo jI // 6 // sevaka ne mahimA gAI, tapa- tyAga karo bhAI baaii|| karmoM kA phaMda chur3Ao jI // 7 //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa (33) cAritravAna gurudeva kI mahimA (tarja- dekho re Adezvara bAbA....) dekho dekho guru gajendra ko, kaisA saMyama dhArA hai ||tter // kevalacandajI ke putra kahAye, rUpA mAM ke dulArA hai| dhana vaibhava aura kuTumba kabIlA lAgA viSa sama khArA hai // 1 // ho itihAsa ke tuma nirmAtA, tapa guNa tumako pyArA hai / jJAna dhyAna meM ramaNa karata ho, krodha mAna ko mArA hai // 2 // mukha maNDala kI chaTA nirAlI, haMsamukha saumya apArA hai / pIr3A jAve darzana karake, harSita bhavijana sArA hai // 3 // bhakta janoM kI bhIr3a lagI hai mastaka caraNoM meM DArA hai / vANI sunate vrata Acarate karate saphala jamArA hai // 4 // jIvo aura jIne do sabako, maMtra hI tAraNa hArA 1 abhayadAna sama dharma jagata meM, nahIM anya zreyakArA hai // 5 // samayaM goyama mA pamAyae ye Adarza tihArA hai pratipala kImatI vRthA na khoo, to utaro vaizAkhI pUnama hai AI, gAye guNa sukhakArA caraNa kamala raja, hIrA zubha ke, mana meM harSa apArA hai // 7 // 1 bhava pArA hai // 6 // 1 (34) gaNi gajendra guNagAna (tarja- tumako lAkhoM praNAma....) gurudeva tumako jaga tAraka lAkhoM praNAma ||tter // vandana hai nityameva- tumako.... mana hai svaccha gaMga kI dhArA, jIta liyA hai Alama sArA, kATe karma nityameva - tumako-- hastI pUjya hai divya sitAre, yathA nAmavat guNa ke dhAre, apramAda kI Teva tumako.. naratana munipana aura hai netA, parama vicakSaNa adbhuta vettA, ati durlabha hai deva - tumako... 723
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________________ 724 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM mana aDola hai meru jaisA, dekhA jaga meM tyAgI aisA, seve sura nara deva- tumako vIra vANI ghara ghara meM phaile, prabhu bhakti ke nita ho maile, zikSA hai ahareva -tumako. pala pala kSaNa vyartha na khoo, bIja dharma ke ghara-ghara boo, ___ karo jJAna svayameva - tumako - nagara bharatapura vicarata AyA, do hajAra bIsa meM gAyA, juga juga jIvo gurudeva -tumako (35) guru guNa mahimA (tarja - cAMdanI Dhala jAyegI...) guru hastI guNavAna haiM jaina jagata kI zAna haiM, bAla brahmacArI re, vandanA hamArI re||tter // kevalajI ke bAla haiM, rUpAM satI ke lAla haiM, dhanya mahatArI re, vandanA hamArI re||1||guru // deza mAravAr3a meM, zahara pIpAr3a meM, hue guNa dhArI re, vandanA hamArI re // 2 ||guru // bAlA pana AyA hai, zobhA guruvara pAyA hai| mahAvratadhArI re, vandanA hamArI re||3||guru // gurudeva jJAnI haiM, amRta sI vANI hai, suno nara nArI re, vandanA hamArI re ||5||guru // sAmAyika vrata pAla lo, svAdhyAya kA lAbha lo, girA ye uccArI re, vandanA hamArI re ||6||guru // 'govinda' ko tAroge, pAra bhI utAroge, AzA yahI bhArI re, vandanA hamArI re||7||guru // (36) guNaratnAkara kI gauravagAthA (tarja - jaya bolo mahAvIrasvAmI kI...) jaya bolo hastI guruvara kI,
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 725 jina zAsana divya divAkara kI ||tter / pIpAr3a nagara meM janma liyA rUpA - kevala ko dhanya kiyA boharA parivAra prabhAkara kI ||jy // laghu vaya meM hI jaga chor3a diyA mana ko saMyama se jor3a liyA 'zobhA' ke guNa ratnAkara kI ||jy // Agama kA gaharA jJAna kiyA vidvAnoM ko bahumAna diyA zItalatA thI sura taruvara kI ||jy // sAmAyika lo svAdhyAya karo jIvana meM divya prakAza bharo jana-jana meM preraNA pUjyavara kI ||jy // ghara-ghara meM guNagAthA hotI arpita haiM zraddhA ke motI muni "gautama" karuNA sAgara kI ||jy // (37) terI vandanA kareM (dinAMka 21.4.91 ko AcArya bhagavanta ke zarIra ko vaikuNThI (mAMDI) meM baranDe meM rakhate samaya gAyA gayA gIta) || mA~ rUpA ke lAla terI vandanA kareM kevala kula kI zAna terI vaMdanA kareM ||tter // duHkha kA mArA AyA koI sukha use milA, lAyA jholI khAlI jo bhI bharake vaha calA, dhyAna magna jJAna bA~TA, sAdhanA kareM ||1||vndnaa kreN| prabhujI adhIna Apake, pAvana dayAlu dIna, hue jyota meM milA ke jyota saMthArA meM lIna, mokSa meM ThaNDI najara bhaktoM para dhareM // 2 ||vndnaa kreN| puNya bhAgyazAlI vaha nagarI nimAja thI,
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________________ 726 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM prabhu meM base svayaM prabhu yahA~ tIrtha lahara thI, rahe karor3oM varSa nAma, kAmanA kareM ||3||vndnaa kareM // hama anta meM jhukAte sira bichAke do nayana, khuda Aye karane nAga, indradeva bhI nayana, nita darza denA kamala madhura cAhanA kare ||4||vndnaa kareM | (38) hastI naTavara nAgariyo (tarja - cA~dI kI dIvAra na tor3I.....) mA~ rUpA rI kokha sarAI kevala kula ro ttaabriyo| nara sUM nArAyaNa baNa kara cAlyo hastI naTavara nAgariyo |tter // janme zahara pIpAr3a meM devI - deva nahalAyo hularAyo, ghara-ghara gIta badhAI suNakara mAM ro manar3o hulasAyo, dekha nakSatra paMDita muskAyo bAlaka baNa sI sAMvariyo // 1 // bAla umra vaya dasa meM baNiyo zobhA guru ro bAvariyo, guru sevA kara vinaya bhAva sUM baNiyo jJAna ro sAgariyo, pAyo AcArya pada bIsaveM varSa baNiyo saMgha ro tthaakriyo||2|| dIrghakAla meM bhArata bhU para grAma nagara vicaraNa kariyo, nagara bairATha saMthArA mAMhI nAga prabhu ne namana kariyo, Agama rahasya ro jJAtA baNiyo, jIva suziva mhAro sAMvariyo // 3 // pAlI antima janma divasa kara AyA, nImAja guru mana jaMciyo, utkRSTa bhAva saMthAro lIno taba Akara prabhu meM prabhu basiyo, dhanya bhAgya nimAja zahara rA, kara gayo mhAro sAMvariyo // 4 // 'hIro' parakha AcArya baNAkara, upAdhyAya pada 'mAna' dhariyo, taba 'nAga' deva aura 'indra' deva A, caraNoM meM prabhu namana kariyo, 'madhura' thAre caraNoM ro cAkara, pAra kIjo bhava sAgariyo // 5 // (39) jaya bolo hastI pUjyavara kI (tarja - jayabolo mahAvIra svAmI kii)| jaya bolo hastI pUjyavara kI, pUjya zobhAcandajI ke paTTadhara kI ||tter //
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________________ tRtIya khaNDa : vyaktitva khaNDa 727 mAtA rUpA ke nandana haiM, kevalacanda jI kula candana haiN| brahmacArI bAla yatIzvara kI, jaya bolo // 1 // bahu sUtrI sUtra vicAraka haiM, samabhAva ke zuddha pracAraka haiM, isa parama zAMta yogIzvara kI, jaya bolo // 2 // ziSya saba hI AjJAkArI haiM, vidvAna teja tapa dhArI hai, mahimAmaya jagata hitezvara kI, jaya bolo // 3 // svAdhyAya saMgha ke sarjaka ho, jana jana meM jJAna guNa vardhaka ho, jina zAsana dharma divAkara kI, jaya bolo // 4 // 'govinda' araja guruvara karatA, zraddhA ke sumana arpaNa karatA, vizvAsa hai Asa phale mana kI, jaya bolo // 5 // jJAna ke nidhAna haiM udIyamAna sUrya tulya saumya teja puMja ko / mahAna tIna ratna se khile huye nikuMja ko // vizAla bhAla se sadaiva jo prakAzamAna haiM / namo gaNI gajendra jo ki jJAna ke nidhAna haiM // 1 // pavitra bhU pIpADa ke pradIpta pUrNa candra haiM / / gajendra bhavya prANiyoM ke prANa au munIndra haiM // Tapak Tapak Tapaka rahI , sudhA bharI girA sadA / sumaMtra mugdha ho rahe, gaNIndra se sabhI mudA // 2 // mukhAravinda ojapuMja iMdu sA cakAsatA / sahasra bhAnu tulya divya teja hai prabhAsatA // dayArdrabhAva mAtra se vinaSTa kaSTa ho rahe /
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________________ 728 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM gajendra ke sudarza se hI, pApa naSTa ho rahe // 3 // sumeru sI aDolatA, samudra sI agAdhatA / supAda padmarekha hI batA rahI mahAnatA // anaMta haiM asIma haiM, guNAnuvAda Apake / gajendra nAma japa se DhaheM pahAr3a pApa ke // 4 // jineza dharmasaMgha ke dhurAgraNI mahArathI / subhAgya se ho saMgha ko mile mahAna sArathI // baDhA rahe susaMgha ko mukti patha pai sadA / praNAma hai gajendra deva koTi koTiza: mudA // 5 // vibhAva se svabhAva meM ramA rahe vicAra ko / / subrahma kI hutAza se jalA rahe vikAra ko | sujJAna dhyAna meM samasta, kAla ko lagA rahe / sujJAna ke prakAza se tamAndha ko bhagA rahe // 6 // prabho tavaiva nAma se, kaThora karma cUra hoM / paDheM tathA smareM sadA, samasta duHkha dUra hoM // kRpA kaTAkSa se vareM vimukti kI vadhU varA / gajendra nAma jApa se surAlayA bane chaTA // 7 // suzaMkha nAda pUra pUra zAntiyukta krAnti ke / jagA diyA samagra rASTra aura masIha zAMti ke // dharA dharendra meru se mahocca pUjya hasti bho / pragADha nau prakAra kI sabhakti se prazasti ho // 8 // 'dhanaMjaya' gajAgrasiMha pI rahe yazosudhA / gajendravarya hasti kI subhakti se bhAvata: mudA // jinendra au gajendra ke prati punIta AsatA / mile hameM haThAt miTe duranta karma dAsatA // 9 //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa kRtitva khaNDa prastuta khaNDa ke prathama adhyAya 'AcAryapravara kI sAhitya-sAdhanA' ke anuzIlana se jJAta hotA hai ki Apa uttama koTi ke tattvAnveSI zodhaka, prajJAzIla, manISI, hRdayasparzI pravacanakAra, marmaprakAzaka Agama vyAkhyAkAra, maulika cintaka aura jaina itihAsa ke mahAn prastotA the| dvitIya adhyAya 'kAvya-sAdhanA' meM saMkalita padoM, bhajanoM evaM prArthanAoM ke rasa meM nimagna hone para yaha sahaja hI bodha hotA hai ki AcAryapravara kA kAvyapakSa kitanA bhAvapUrNa, sugrAhya, sarasa evaM prabhAvI thaa| Apane adhyAtma, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, dehAtma-bheda, samAja-ekatA, kuvyasana-tyAga, guru-bhakti, sevA, mahilA zikSA, SaT karmArAdhana Adi vividha viSayoM para bhAvabhare padoM evaM bhajanoM kI racanA kara jana-jana ko jAgRta karane kA prayAsa kiyA hai| yuvAvaya meM mere antara bhayA prakAza', 'maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa', samajho cetana jI apanA rUpa', 'satguru ne yaha bodha batAyA' Adi pada Apako uccakoTi ke adhyAtmayogI kI zreNI meM pratiSThita karate haiN|
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________________ AcAryapravara kI sAhitya-sAdhanA (AcAryapravara kI kRtiyoM kA paricaya) AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. AgamaniSTha cintaka evaM ucca koTi ke sAdhaka santa the| Apake sAdhanAniSTha jIvana meM jJAna evaM kriyA kA adbhuta samanvaya thaa| 'samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrANi mokSamArga:' ke isa adbhuta sAdhaka ne samAja meM zrutajJAna ke prati vizeSa jAgRti utpanna kii| ApakA cintana thA ki jJAna kA sAra kriyA hai evaM kriyA ko jaba jJAna kI AMkha milatI hai tabhI vaha tejasvI banatI hai| zrutajJAna ke prasAra ke liye Apane eka ora svAdhyAya saMgha kI saMgaThanA evaM jJAna-bhaNDAroM kI sthApanA kI preraNA kara jJAna ke prati jana-jAgaraNa kI alakha jagAI, to dUsarI ora Agama-vyAkhyA, AdhyAtmika va zikSA-saMskArapradAyI bhajanoM evaM apane jIvana nirmANakArI preraka prabhAvaka pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se mA~ bhAratI ke bhaNDAra ko samRddha karane meM viziSTa yogadAna kiyaa| Apa sthAnakavAsI paramparA kI jisa ratnasampradAya ke tejasvI AcArya the, usameM racanAdharmitA kI sudIrgha | paramparA rahI hai| pUjya zrI kuzalo jI ma.sA. ke paramArAdhya guruvarya tapodhanI AcArya zrI bhUdharajI ma.sA. ucca koTi ke bhakta kavi the| 've guru mere ura baso' prabhRti unakI racanAe~ gAgara meM sAgara sama bhAvapravaNa haiN| pUjya zrI kuzalo jI ma.sA. ke guru bhrAtA pUjya zrI jayamalajI ma.sA. ucca koTi ke sAdhaka racanAkAra the| yaha paramparA jina mahAvibhUti ke nAma se prasiddha hai, ve pUjyapAda AcArya zrI ratnacandajI ma.sA. atyucca koTi ke phakkar3a kavi the| unake dvArA racita 'AcAra chattIsI' Adi aneka racanAe~ sAdhakoM kA patha prazasta kara unheM saMyama ke sacce svarUpa va mAnava deha dhAraNa ke lakSya kA bhAna karAtI haiN| unakI racanAe~ 'ratanacandra pada muktAvalI' ke nAma se prakAzita ho cukI haiM to unake cAcA guru pUjya zrI durgAdAsa jI mahArAja kI racanAe~ 'durgAdAsa padAvalI' ke rUpa meM prakAzita huI haiN| pUjya AcArya zrI ratanacandajI mahArAja ke paTTadhara AcArya zrI hammIramalajI mahArAja ke upadeza va sAdhanAmaya vyaktitva se prerita ho prajJAcakSu bhakta kavizreSTha zrI vinayacanda jI kumbhaTa ne 'vinayacanda caubIsI' jaisI mahAstuti kI racanA kI hai| pUjya AcArya zrI ratanacandajI mahArAja ke suziSya zrI himmatarAmajI mahArAja, unakI suziSyA mahAsatI zrI jaDAvajI mahArAja Adi ucca koTi ke kAvya racanAkAra hue haiN| Age calakara vAdImardana kanIrAma jI mahArAja ne 'siddhAntasAra' jaise ucca koTi ke saiddhAntika grantha ke mAdhyama se vaicArika dvandva meM phaMse kaI santoM ko bhI sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke mUla siddhAntoM meM dRDha kiyaa| zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja kI racanAe~ 'sujAna pada vATikA' ke rUpa meM saMkalita haiN| isake atirikta bhI paramparA meM aneka santa kavi evaM sAdhvI kavayitriyAM huI haiM, jinakI racanAe~ bhakta hRdayoM ko chu letI haiN| yugamanISI AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne utkRSTa saMyama-sAdhanA ke sAtha-sAtha zruta sAdhanA kA gaurava upasthita kiyaa| pUjyapravara ke liye sAhitya-racanA pracAra kA nahIM, varan AcAra mArga ko paripuSTa karane, jJAnAticAra se bacane va bhava-duHkha se saMtapta jana-jana taka vIravANI ko pahu~cAne kA mAdhyama thii| ApakI racanAoM meM jIvana-nirmANa, saMskAravapana evaM AcAra niSThA kA hI bodha hai / ApakA lakSya apane Apako atyucca koTi ke sAhityasarjaka ke rUpa
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________________ 730 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM meM pratiSThita karane kA athavA lokaiSaNA kA nahIM, varan jinavANI ke pAvana pravAha ko AryadharA ke kone-kone meM pahuMcAne kA thaa| para jaba unheM pratIta huA ki Aja kA sAdhaka AtmotthAna kA apanA mUla lakSya bhUla kara mAtra sAhitya racanA evaM apane vyaktitva ko pratiSThApita karane kI ora agrasara ho rahA hai to unhoMne isase virAma lene meM bhI koI saMkoca nahIM kiyaa| sAdhanA ke purodhA isa mahApuruSa ne jo kucha apanI mitavANI dvArA uccarita kiyA, jo kucha apanI kalama se Abaddha kiyA, vahI ucca koTi kA sAhitya bana gyaa| dhyAna, sAdhanA evaM Atmika svarUpa ke cintana se jo navanIta prApta huA, vaha ApakI kAvya racanA ke mAdhyama se prakaTa huaa| prAcya saMskRti ke prati gaurava evaM zraddhA ke dhanI AcAryapravara ne itihAsa kA Alor3ana kara itihAsa kI aneka vismRta kar3iyoM ko DhUMDhA, aneka visaMgatiyoM kA samAdhAna kara itihAsa kA maulika svarUpa prastuta kara saMgha ko atIta ke gaurava kA bhAna karAte hue abhinava bhaviSya kI saMracanA kA AhvAna kiyaa| bahumukhI pratibhApuJja AcAryadeva kI racanAe~ mukhyata: pA~ca rUpoM meM vibhakta kI jA sakatI haiM - 1. Agamika vyAkhyA sAhitya 2. pravacana sAhitya 3. itihAsa 4. kAvya-kathA 5. aprakAzita evaM anupalabdha rcnaaeN| (a) Agamika vyAkhyA-sAhitya Agama-manISI AcAryapravara kA Atma-jIvana to Agama-dIpa se Alokita thA hI, kintu ve usakA prakAza jana-jana taka pahu~cAne hetu bhI sannaddha rhe| AcArya zrI kI dRSTi Agama-jJAna ko zuddha evaM sugama rUpa meM sampreSita karane kI rhii| yahI kAraNa hai ki AcAryapravara ne pUrNa tanmayatA se AgamoM kI pratiyoM kA saMzodhana bhI kiyaa| unheM saMskRta chAyA, hindI padyAnuvAda, anvayapUrvaka zabdArtha evaM bhAvArtha se samanvita kiyaa| padyAnuvAda kA prayoga AcAryapravara kI maulika dRSTi kA paricAyaka hai| sUtra ke prakAzana kArya ko sAdhvAcAra kI dRSTi se sadoSa mAnakara bhI AcAryapravara ne tIna uddezyoM se isa kArya meM sahabhAgitA svIkAra kii| nandIsUtra kI prastAvanA meM svayaM AcArya zrI ne isa saMbaMdha meM likhA hai - "pustaka mudraNa ke kArya meM sthAnAntara se grantha-saMgraha , sammatyartha patra-preSaNa, prUpha-saMzodhana va sammati pradAna karanA Adi kArya karane yA karAne par3ate haiN| isa bAta ko jAnate hue bhI maiMne jo Agama-sevA ke liye isa aMzata: sadoSa kArya ko apavAda rUpa se kiyA, isakA uddezya nimna prakAra hai 1. sAdhumArgIya samAja meM viziSTatara sAhitya kA nirmANa ho| 2. mUla AgamoM ke anveSaNapUrNa zuddha saMskaraNa kI pUrti ho aura samAja ko anya vidvAn munivara bhI isa ___ dizA meM Age laaveN| 3. sUtrArtha kA pATha par3hakara janatA jJAnAticAra se bce| ina tInoM meM se yadi eka bhI uddezya pUrNa huA to maiM apane doSoM kA prAyazcitta pUrNa huA smjhuugaa|" AcAryapravara kRta yaha ullekha unakI Agama-niSThA ko ujAgara karatA hai| yahA~ para yaha bhI ullekhanIya hai ki san 1980 ke dazaka meM AcArya zrI ne lekhana-prakAzana ke kArya se virAma le liyA thaa| AcAryapravara dvArA kI gayI Agamika vyAkhyAe~ nimnAGkita haiM
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 731 / / (1) dazavaikAlika sUtra (avacUri evaM bhASA TIkA sahita) zramaNAcAra kI dRSTi se Arya zayyambhava dvArA racita dazavaikAlika sUtra atyanta mahattvapUrNa Agama hai| AcArya / zrI kA jaba saMvat 1996 (san 1939 I) meM sAtArA (mahArASTra) meM cAturmAsa thA taba 'dazavaikAlika sUtra' kA prakAzana saMzodhita mUlapATha, saMskRta chAyA, avacUri evaM AcArya zrI dvArA likhita 'saubhAgya candrikA' nAmaka hindI bhASA TIkA ke sAtha huaa| kArya atIva kaThina evaM zramApekSita thaa| sUtra kA mahattvapUrNa prakAzana sva. zreSThicandana jainAgama granthamAlA ke antargata motIlAla jI muthA ke dvArA zAstroddhAra yojanA meM karAyA gyaa| grantha-prakAzana ke samaya AcArya zrI mAtra 29 varSa ke the aura Agama-vyAkhyA ke kSetra meM unakA yaha prathama kArya thaa| bhaNDArakara oriyaNTala iMsTITyUTa pUnA meM upalabdha avacUri sahita prati (saMvat 1515) ko AdhAra banAkara avacUri kI anya tIna pratiyoM se milAna kara pATha saMzodhana kA kArya zramasAdhya thaa| mUla prAkRta pATha kI saMskRta chAyA evaM hindI anuvAda (saubhAgya candrikA bhASA TIkA) kara AcAryapravara ne Agama-sAhitya ke kSetra meM mUlyavAna yogadAna kiyaa| usa samaya isa prakAra ke prayatna kI bahuta mA~ga thii| tatkAlIna pramukha santoM evaM vidvAnoM kI sammatiyA~ aura sujhAva bhI maMgAye gae jo sUtra | ke prArambha meM prakAzita haiN| grantha kA prakAzana patrAkAra zailI meM huA hai, jise jilda bandha bhI karAyA gayA hai| AcAryapravara ne isakI bhASATIkA apane pUjya gurudeva zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke nAma para likhate hue guru kI kRpA ko mahattva dekara vinamratA kA paricaya diyA hai| jaisA ki bhASA TIkA ke anta meM AcAryapravara kA kathana hai hai jAnanA sUtrArtha kA guru kI kRpA para Tika rahA / haTha se svayaM jo par3ha liyA, vaha tattva se vaJcita rahA // yaha bAta saccI mAnakara, gurunAma se TIkA racI / guru ne sikhAI thI tathA jo bAta mati se bhI jacI // 1 // isa bAta ko gAthAnugata, nyUnAdhikoM ko chor3akara / maiMne likhA hai guru kathita, nija saMsmaraNa se jor3akara // smRti hI huI ho kSINa yA viparIta to cAhU~ yahI / vidvAn munivara socakara, samajheM vahI jo ho sahI // 2 // jo kucha pAyA vaha guru kRpA kA hI prasAda hai ApakI yaha antarhadaya kI bhAvanA uparyukta kathana se prakaTa hotI grantha ke anta meM pratyeka adhyayana se cune hue ardhamAgadhI zabdoM kI saMskRta chAyA, liGga evaM unakA hindI artha | diyA gayA hai, jisase isakA mahattva bar3ha gayA hai| anta meM zuddhipatra bhI jor3A gayA hai| dazavaikAlika ke isa saMskaraNa para tatkAlIna upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja sA evaM upAdhyAya zrI amaracandrajI mahArAja sA ne ludhiyAnA (paMjAba) se 23 maI 1940 ko isa prakAra bhAva preSita kiye the - "dazavaikAlika sUtra kA itanA adhika sundara evaM saphala saMskaraNa jaina saMsAra ko dene ke upalakSya meM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ko hArdika dhanyavAda / Adhunika sampAdana paddhati ke sabhI samucita sAdhanoM kA upayoga karake vAstava | meM sthAnakavAsI jaina samAja meM prakAzana kI eka naI dizA sthApita kI gayI hai| saubhAgya candrikA TIkA kI bhI apanI eka khAsa vizeSatA hai| sarasa, sarala aura subodha bhASA ke dvArA saMkSepa meM mUla kA vAstavika Azaya prakaTa kara denA hI viziSTa lekhana kalA hai aura isameM AcArya zrI kI saphalatA prazaMsanIya hai|"
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dazavaikAlika sUtra kA yaha saMskaraNa Aja bhI vidvAnoM ke lie sandarbha grantha kA kArya karatA hai | dazavaikAlika sUtra mahArASTra ke vizvavidyAlayoM meM ardhamAgadhI ke pAThyagrantha ke rUpa meM svIkRta thA, ata: isakA mahArASTrI anuvAda grantha sampAdaka zrI amolaka candajI surapuriyA ke dvArA kiyA gyaa| (2) nandIsUtra nandIsUtra kI gaNanA mUla sUtroM meM hotI hai| isameM paMcavidha jJAnoM kA sundara nirUpaNa huA hai| AcAryapravara ko yaha sUtra atyanta priya thA / ve pratidina rAtri - zayana se pUrva isakA pATha karate the / 732 'zrImannandIsUtram' nAma se isa kRti kA prakAzana sAtArA se vikrama saMvat 1998 (san 1942 I.) meM taba huA | jaba AcAryapravara mAtra 31 varSa ke the / nandIsUtra kI TIkA se AcAryapravara ko tatkAlIna AcAryoM evaM vidvAnoM meM mahatI pratiSThA milii| prakAzaka the rAya bahAdura zrI motIlAla jI mUthA / nandIsUtra kA yaha saMskaraNa vividha dRSTiyoM se | advitIya hai| isameM prAkRta mUla ke sAtha saMskRta chAyA evaM zabdAnulakSyI hindI anuvAda diyA gayA hai| jahA~ vivecana | kI AvazyakatA hai vahA~ vistRta evaM vizada vivecana bhI kiyA gayA hai| anuvAda-lekhana meM AcArya malayagiri evaM | haribhadrasUri kI vRttiyoM ko AdhAra banAyA gayA hai, sAtha hI aneka upalabdha saMskaraNoM kA sUkSma anuzIlana kiyA | gayA hai| Avazyaka hone para vidvAn muniyoM se zaMkA-samAdhAna bhI kiyA gayA hai| AcAryapravara ne jaba nandI sUtra kA | anuvAda likhA taba nandIsUtra ke katipaya prakAzana upalabdha the, parantu unameM mUlapATha ke saMzodhana kA paryApta prayatna nahIM huA thA / AcAryapravara ne yaha kArya kuzalatApUrvaka sampanna kiyA / nandIsUtra ke isa saMskaraNa kI vidvattApUrNa bhUmikA kA lekhana upAdhyAya zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja ne kiyA / | AcArya zrI ne nandIsUtra kI vyApaka tulanAtmaka prastAvanA likhii| sUtra ke prakAzana kA prabandhana paM. duHkhamocana jI jhA | ne kiyA jo AcAryapravara ke zikSA- guru the aura AcAryapravara kI vidvattA, pratibhA evaM tejasvitA se abhibhUta the / nandIsUtra kA yaha saMskaraNa vidvAnoM dvArA bahuta samAdRta huaa| isake pA~ca pariziSTa haiM / prathama pariziSTa | pAribhASika evaM viziSTa zabdoM kI vyAkhyA para hai| dvitIya pariziSTa meM samavAyAMga sUtra meM varNita dvAdazAMgoM kA | paricaya hai / tRtIya pariziSTa meM nandIsUtra ke sAtha anya zAstroM ke pAThAntaroM kI sUcI hai| caturtha pariziSTa zvetAmbara | evaM digambara sampradAyoM kI dRSTi se jJAna kA nirUpaNa karatA hai tathA antima pariziSTa meM nandIsUtra meM prayukta zabdoM kA koza diyA gayA hai| (3) praznavyAkaraNa sUtra nandIsUtra ke prakAzana ke ATha varSa pazcAt disambara 1950 I meM. praznavyAkaraNa sUtra saMskRta chAyA, anvayArtha, bhASA TIkA (bhAvArtha) evaM TippaNiyoM ke sAtha pAlI (mAravAr3a) se prakAzita huA / isakA prakAzana suzrAvaka zrI | hastImalajI surANA pAlI ne karAyA / praznavyAkaraNa sUtra kA yaha saMskaraNa do khaNDoM meM vibhakta hai| prathama khaNDa meM pA~ca AsravoM kA varNana hai to | dvitIya khaNDa meM ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha rUpa pA~ca saMvaroM kA nirUpaNa hai| pariziSTa meM zabda koSa, viziSTa sthaloM ke TippaNa, pAThAntara sUcI aura kathA bhAga diyA gayA hai| yaha sUtra -graMtha AcAryapravara ke | vidvattApUrNa 17 pRSThoM ke prAkkathana se alaMkRta hai|
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________________ (caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 733 ___pAThAntaroM yA pATha-bhedoM kI samasyA praznavyAkaraNa meM nandIsUtra se bhI adhika hai| isakA anubhava svayaM AcArya zrI ne kiyA hai| unhoMne pATha-bheda kI samasyA para prAkkathana meM ullekha karate hue likhA hai-"Agama maMdira (pAlItANA) | jaisI prAmANika prati jo zilApaTTa aura tAmrapatra para aMkita ho cukI hai, vaha bhI azuddhi se dUSita dekhI gaI hai|" AcAryapravara ne pATha-saMzodhana hetu aneka pratiyoM kA tulanAtmaka upayoga kiyA hai, jinameM pramukha thI - abhayadeva sUri | kRta TIkA, hastalikhita TabbA , jJAna vimalasUri kRta TIkA evaM Agama maMdira pAlItANA se prakAzita mUla paatth| saMzodhita-pATha dene ke bAda AcAryapravara ne pAThAntara sUcI bhI dI hai, jisameM anya pratiyoM meM upalabdha pATha-bheda kA ullekha kiyA hai| praznavyAkaraNa ke jo pATha-bheda adhika vicAraNIya the , aise 17 pAThoM kI eka tAlikA banAkara samAdhAna hetu viziSTa vidvAnoM yA saMsthAoM ko bhejI gaI, jinameM pramukha haiM-1. vyavasthApaka Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 2. puNyavijaya jI , jaisalamera 3. bhairoMdAna jI seThiyA, bIkAnera, 4. jinAgama prakAzana samiti, byAvara evaM 5. upAdhyAya zrI amara muni jI, byAvara / tAlikA kI eka prati 'samyagdarzana' meM prakAzanArtha sailAnA bhejI gaI, kintu inameM se tIna kI ora se paha~ca ke atirikta koI uttara nahIM milaa| samyagdarzana patrikA ke prathama varSa ke gyArahaveM aMka meM yaha tAlikA | prakAzita huI , kintu kisI kI ora se koI TippaNI nahIM aaii| isa prakAra sAdhana-hIna evaM sahayoga rahita avasthA meM bhI AcAryapravara ne athaka zrama evaM niSThA ke sAtha zrutasevA kI bhAvanA se prazna-vyAkaraNa sUtra kA viziSTa saMzodhita saMskaraNa prastuta kara Agama-jijJAsuoM kA mArga prazasta kiyaa| (4) bRhatkalpasUtra zrI bRhatkalpasUtra para AcAryapravara ne eka ajJAta saMskRta TIkA kA saMzodhana evaM sampAdana kiyA hai| prAkkathana evaM bRhatkalpa paricaya ke sAtha yaha pA~ca pariziSToM se alaMkRta hai| isa sUtra kA prakAzana samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke purAtana kAryAlaya tripoliyA bAjAra, jodhapura dvArA kaba karAyA gayA , isakA graMtha para kahIM nirdeza nahIM hai, kintu Antarika vivaraNa se yaha sunizcita hai ki isa sUtra kA prakAzana praznavyAkaraNa kI vyAkhyA ke pUrva arthAt san | 1950 I. ke pUrva ho cukA thaa| ___ AcAryapravara hastI kI bRhatkalpa kI yaha saMskRta-TIkA ajamera ke suzrAvaka zrI saubhAgyamalajI DhaDDA ke jJAna-bhaNDAra se prApta huI jo saMrakSaNa ke abhAva meM bar3I jIrNa-zIrNa avasthA meM thii| AcAryapravara ke dakSiNa pravAsa ke daurAna isake saMzodhana va sampAdana kA kArya sampanna huaa| bRhatkalpa ke ye saMskRta TIkAkAra kauna the, yaha jJAta nahIM, kintu yaha saMketa avazya milatA hai ki zrI saubhAgyasAgarasUri ne isa subodhA TIkA ko bRhaTTIkA se uddhRta kiyA thaa| usI subodhA TIkA kA saMpAdana AcArya zrI ne kiyaa| bRhatkalpa sUtra cheda sUtra hai, jisameM sAdhu-sAdhvI kI samAcArI ke kalpa kA varNana hai| AcAryapravara ne sampUrNa kalpasUtra kI viSaya-vastu ko hindI pAThakoM ke lie saMkSepa meM 'bRhatkalpa paricaya' zIrSaka se diyA hai jo bahuta upayogI evaM sAragarbhita hai| aMta meM pA~ca pariziSTa haiN| prathama pariziSTa meM akArAdi ke krama se sUtra ke zabdoM kA 34 pRSThoM meM hindI artha diyA gayA hai| dvitIya pariziSTa meM pATha-bheda kA nirdeza hai| tRtIya pariziSTa bRhatkalpasUtra kI vibhinna pratiyoM ke paricaya se sambaddha hai / caturtha pariziSTa meM vRtti meM Ae vizeSa nAmoM kA ullekha hai , jo
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________________ 734 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zodhArthiyoM ke lie upAdeya haiN| paMcama pariziSTa meM kucha vizeSa zabdoM para saMskRta bhASA meM vistRta TippaNa diyA gayA yaha saMskRta TIkA aneka dRSTiyoM se mahattvapUrNa hai| isakI bhASA sarala, subodha evaM prasAda guNa se samanvita hai, isameM sUtroddiSTa, tathyoM kA vizada vivecana hai| saMskRta adhyetAoM ke liye yaha TIkA Aja bhI mahattvapUrNa hai| AcAryapravara dvArA saMpAdita yaha saMskRta TIkA zuddhatA, vizadatA evaM saMkSiptatA kI dRSTi se viziSTa mahattva rakhatI hai| isakA saMpAdana AcAryapravara ke saMskRta jJAna evaM zAstrajJAna kI kSamatA ko puSTa karatA hai| (5) uttarAdhyayana sUtra uttarAdhyayana sUtra jaina Agama-sAhitya kA pratinidhi sUtra hai| yaha bhagavAna mahAvIra kI aMtima dezanA ke rUpa meM | prakhyAta hai| isakI gaNanA cAra mUla sUtroM meM hotI hai| chattIsa adhyayanoM meM vibhakta yaha Agama dravyAnuyoga, caraNAnuyoga evaM dharmakathAnuyoga se samanvita hone ke kAraNa atyanta samRddha evaM sugrAhya hai| vItarAga vANI kA rasAsvAdana karane ke liye yaha uttama Agama hai| AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. dvArA uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA yaha aisA saMskaraNa upalabdha karAyA gayA, jisameM mUla gAthAoM ke sAtha saMskRta chAyA, anvayArtha bhAvArtha, evaM hindI padyAnuvAda bhI prApta hai| sampUrNa uttarAdhyayana sUtra tIna bhAgoM meM vibhakta hai , jo samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura se prakAzita haiN| prathama bhAga- isameM eka se dasa adhyayanoM kA saMkalana hai| isa bhAga meM jIvana-nirmANa ke pracura sUtra upalabdha haiN| vinayazIla banane, parISahoM para vijaya prApta karane, dharma zravaNa kara use AcaraNa meM lAne, apramatta banane, samAdhimaraNa apanAne, kSaNika viSaya-sukhoM meM anAsakta rahane aura samaya kA sadupayoga karane Adi ke sUtra sahaja upalabdha haiN| isa bhAga meM pratyeka adhyayana se saMbaMdhita kathAe~ bhI dI gayI haiN| saMskRta chAyA, hindI padyAnuvAda, anvayArtha-bhAvArtha Adi isa graMtha ko samajhane aura usake marma taka pahu~cane meM sahAyaka haiN| pratyeka adhyayana ke prArambha meM usa adhyayana kA sAra diyA gayA hai, jisase pAThaka pAThya viSaya ke prati pahale se hI jijJAsu evaM jAgarUka ho jAtA hai| dvitIya bhAga -gyAraha se bAIsa adhyayanoM kA vivecana isa bhAga meM huA hai| isameM bahuzruta kI vizeSatAe~ batAte huye zikSA-prApti ke bAdhaka evaM sAdhaka kAraNoM kI carcA kI gaI hai| harikezIya adhyayana meM cAMDAla jAti meM utpanna hone vAle harikezabala muni ke sAdhaka-jIvana kA preraka varNana haA hai| citta sambhUtIya adhyayana meM citta evaM sambhUta nAmaka bhrAtAoM ke pUrva janmoM kA varNana karate huye bhoga kI apekSA tyAga kA mahattva sthApita kiyA gayA hai / iSukAra adhyayana meM bhRgu purohita aura unake putroM kA vairAgyaparaka mArmika saMvAda hai| pandrahaveM adhyayana meM sadbhikSu kA, solahaveM adhyayana meM brahmacarya samAdhi sthAna kA, satarahaveM adhyayana meM pApa zramaNa kA, aThArahaveM adhyayana meM acche zramaNa kA, unnIsaveM adhyayana meM mRgAputra ke vairAgya kA, bIsaveM adhyayana meM anAthI muni evaM rAjA zreNika ke rocaka evaM preraka saMvAda kA, ikkIsaveM adhyayana meM samudrapAla ke gRha-tyAga aura zramaNa jIvana kA tathA bAIsaveM adhyayana meM rathanemi kI sAdhanA kA varNana kiyA gayA hai| AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM taiyAra hue isa saMskaraNa se uttarAdhyayana kI viSayavastu ekadama spaSTa ho jAtI hai| tRtIya bhAga -prathama evaM dvitIya bhAga kI zailI ke anusAra hI tRtIya bhAga meM mUla gAthA kI saMskRta chAyA, hindI padyAnuvAda, anvayArtha, bhAvArtha evaM vivecana diyA gayA hai| isameM tebIsaveM kezIgautamIya adhyayana se lekara
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 735 aMtima chattIsaveM adhyayana jIvAjIva vibhakti taka bahuta hI sundara DhaMga se varNana huA hai| caubIsaveM adhyayana meM pAMca || samiti va tIna gupti nAmaka aSTapravacanamAtA kA, paccIsaveM adhyayana meM jaya ghoSa aura vijaya ghoSa kA saMvAda, chabbIsaveM adhyayana meM sAdhu-samAcArI kA, sattAIsaveM adhyayana meM durvinIta ziSya kA, aTThAIsaveM adhyayana meM mokSamArga kA tathA unatIsaveM adhyayana meM adhyAtma viSayaka 73 praznottaroM kA varNana huA hai, jo isa sUtra ke mahattva evaM upayoga ko pratipAdita karatA hai| tIsaveM adhyayana meM Abhyantara evaM bAhya tapoM kA, ikatIsaveM adhyayana meM cAritra kA aura battIsaveM adhyayana meM pramAda aura apramAda kA athavA vItarAgatA kA pratipAdana huA hai| taiMtIsaveM adhyayana meM aSTavidha karmoM kA, cauMtIsaveM adhyayana meM SaDvidha lezyAoM kA aura paiMtIsaveM adhyayana meM aNagAra mArga kA tathA chattIsaveM adhyayana meM jIvoM aura ajIvoM kA nirUpaNa huA hai| uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke isa tRtIya bhAga kA prathama saMskaraNa 1989 I. meM prakAzita huA thaa| (6) uttarAdhyayana sUtra - padyAnuvAda AcArya zrI kI yaha bhAvanA rahI ki uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA hArda pratyeka vyakti saralatApUrvaka grahaNa kara ske| isIliye unhoMne apane sAnnidhya meM uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA hindI meM padyAnuvAda taiyAra kraayaa| isa kArya meM paM. zazikAMtajI jhA kA vizeSa sahayoga milaa| padyAnuvAda sarala, sarasa evaM subodha hai| koI bhI sAdhAraNa hindI kA jJAtA isa padyAnuvAda ke mAdhyama se samasta uttarAdhyayana sUtra kI viSayavastu ko alpa samaya meM hI jAna sakatA hai| isa pustaka kA dvitIya saMskaraNa san 1996 meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura se prakAzita huA hai| (7) dazavaikAlika sUtra (padyAnuvAda sahita) Adhunika yuga meM zrAvakoM evaM zramaNoM ko dazavaikAlika sUtra kA hArda zIghra evaM saralatA se jJAta ho sake, etadartha AcArya pravara ne isake mUla pATha ko hindI padyAnuvAda , pratyeka zabda ke anvayapUrvaka artha evaM bhAvArtha ke sAtha taiyAra kraayaa| pratyeka adhyayana ke anta meM Avazyaka aMzoM yA zabdoM para vistRta TippaNiyA~ bhI dI gii| isa prakAra yaha saMskaraNa sAmAnya evaM viziSTa sabhI pAThakoM ke liye upayogI bana gayA hai| hindI padyAnuvAda kA eka prayojana Ama logoM meM Agama ke prati ruci utpanna karanA bhI rahA hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki isase Agama kA bhAva sugama ho jAtA hai| hindI padyAnuvAda AcAryapravara ke mArgadarzana meM paM. zazikAnta jI jhA dvArA kiyA gayA hai| dazavaikAlika sUtra ke isa prathama saMskaraNa kA prakAzana maI 1983 I. meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala jayapura dvArA kiyA gyaa| dazavakAlika sUtra kA yaha saMskaraNa bahuta lokapriya huA, jisakI nirantara mA~ga rahatI hai evaM AvRttiyA~ nikalatI rahatI haiN| uttarAdhyayana sUtra kI bhAMti dazavakAlika sUtra bhI eka mahattvapUrNa Agama hai, jo lagabhaga sabhI sAdhusAdhviyoM ke dvArA kaMThastha kiyA jAtA hai tathA zramaNa-jIvana ke lie isakA adhyayana Avazyaka mAnA jAtA hai| dazavaikAlika sUtra kI gaNanA cAra mUla sUtroM meM hotI hai| dasa adhyayanoM meM vibhakta yaha Agama sAdhvAcAra kI dRSTi se atyanta mahattvapUrNa hai| isakI racanA AcArya zayyambhava ke dvArA unake alpavaya putra manaka ko saMkSepa meM zramaNAcAra se paricita karAne ke lie kI gayI thii| isameM SaTkAyika jIvoM kI rakSA, paMcamahAvratoM ke niraticAra pAlana, AhAra-gaveSaNA, vinaya-samAdhi, tapa-samAdhi Adi kA vistRta pratipAdana huA hai|
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________________ 736 (8) aMtagaDadasAsuttaM antagaDadasA sUtra kA vAcana paryuSaNa parva ke avasara para pratidina kiyA jAtA hai| samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala | ke mAdhyama se aMtagaDadasAo ke do saMskaraNa nikala cuke haiN| prathama saMskaraNa san 1965 I. meM tathA dUsarA saMskaraNa san 1975 I. meM prakAzita huA / prathama saMskaraNa meM prAkRta mUla evaM hindI artha diyA gayA thA tathA anta meM eka pariziSTa thA, jisameM viziSTa zabdoM kA sarala hindI artha diyA gayA thaa| dvitIya saMskaraNa adhika zrama evaM | vizeSatAoM ke sAtha prakAzita huA / isa saMskaraNa meM kAlama paddhati apanA kara pahale prAkRta mUla, phira usakI | saMskRta chAyA tathA usake sAmane ke pRSTha para zabdAnulakSI hindI artha (chAyA) tathA aMtima kAlama meM hiMdI bhAvArtha diyA gayA hai| ina cAroM ko eka sAtha pAkara nitAnta maMda buddhi prANI ko bhI Agama jJAna prApta ho sakatA hai / yaha dvitIya saMskaraNa vizeSataH paryuSaNa meM vAcana kI suvidhA hetu upayogI hai| isake dvArA saMskRta kA yat kiJcit jJAna rakhane | vAlA pAThaka bhI mUla Agama kA hArda sahaja rUpa se samajha sakatA hai / anta meM pramukha zabdoM kA vivecanayukta pariziSTa bhI isa grantha kI zobhA hai| namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AkAra meM vRhat hone ke kAraNa paryuSaNa parva kI dRSTi se phira eka nayA saMskaraNa taiyAra huA jisameM bAMye pRSTha para prAkRta pATha evaM dAhine pRSTha para hindI artha diyA gayA hai| isakA tIna bAra prakAzana ho cukA hai| saMpAdana DaoN. dharmacanda jaina ne kiyA hai / - (A) pravacana- sAhitya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI mahArAja sA. 'gajendrAcArya' ke nAma se vikhyAta the / isalie unake dvArA pharamAe gae adhikAMza pravacana 'gajendra muktAvalI' evaM 'gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA' kI zRMkhalA meM prakAzita hue| kucha pravacana 'AdhyAtmika-sAdhanA', 'AdhyAtmika- Aloka', 'prArthanA- pravacana', 'paryuSaNa-sAdhanA' Adi pustakoM ke rUpa meM bhI prakAzita haiN| ullekhanIya hai ki AcAryapravara ke katipaya vyAkhyAna hI pustaka kA rUpa grahaNa kara sake haiN| bahuta se pravacana abhI bhI aprakAzita haiM tathA adhikAMza pravacanoM kA Azulekhana bhI nahIM ho sakA thaa| ve pravacana tatkAlIna zrotAoM ko hI karNagocara ho sake the / AcArya pravara ke pravacana AgamAdhArita hote hue bhI sahaja evaM hRdayasparzI haiN| (1) gajendra muktAvalI muktA bhAga -1 - AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM kI sambhavataH yaha prathama pustaka hai / isakA prakAzana san 1950 meM zrI indaracanda jI | jabaracanda jI hIrAvata ke dvArA kiyA gayA thaa| isameM kula 9 pravacana saMkalita haiM - ( 1 ) sarva dharma sahiSNutA (2) dila kI divAlI (3) satya mahAvrata (4) deza kI durdazA aura usase mukti (5) dharma aura usakI upayogitA (6) manojaya ke | sarala upAya (7) Atmatattva mImAMsA (8) kAraNa vicAra (9) jaina sAdhu kI AdhAra zilA / AcArya zrI ke ye pravacana sAragarbhita rUpa meM viSaya kA vivecana karane ke sAtha pAThaka ko AdhyAtmika jIvana-nirmANa hetu prerita karate haiM / gambhIra cintana-manana-nididhyAsana evaM AcaraNa kI kasauTI para kase hue tathA loka-hita ke bhAvoM se bhare hue | pravacana hRdaya meM adamya utsAha aura sphUrti kA saMcAra karate haiM / AcArya zrI sarvadharma samabhAva kI apekSA sarvadharma ye
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 737 sahiSNutA ko upayukta mAnate haiN| AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM-"Aja sArvajanika matabheda aura jhagar3oM kA kAraNa asahiSNutA hai| vicAra bheda evaM matabheda honA eka bAta hai, para usake lie dveSa karanA dUsarI bAta hai| Aja se pahale bhI jaina, vaiSNava, musalamAna Adi aneka mata tathA vallabha, zAkta , zaiva, rAmAnuja Adi vividha sampradAyeM thIM, parantu unameM vicAra bheda hone para bhI sahiSNutA thii| isI se unakA jIvana zAnti aura ArAma se vyatIta hotA thaa| gAMdhI jI ne apane aneka vratoM meM eka sarvadharma samabhAva vrata bhI mAnA hai| usakI jagaha sarvadharma sahiSNutA ko mAna liyA jAe to unake mata se hamArI ekavAkyatA ho sakatI hai|" satya mahAvrata nAmaka pravacana meM AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM ki satyavAdiyoM kI deva bhI sahAyatA karate haiN| isalie satya dUsarA bhagavAna hai| satyavrata ke pAlana meM bhale hI kaThina sAdhanA karanI par3e aura tatkAla kaThora daNDa bhI sahana karanA par3e phira bhI asatya ke rAste nahIM laganA caahie| AcArya zrI ne sthAnAMga meM varNita 10 prakAra ke satyoM kA vivecana karane ke sAtha isa pravacana meM 10 prakAra ke varjanIya satya bhI batAe haiM tathA satyavrata ke 5 doSoM kA nivAraNa karane para bhI bala diyA hai| usa samaya bhAratavarSa meM akAla kA bolabAlA thaa| ata: AcArya zrI ne deza kI durdazA ke sambandha meM pravacana karate hue karttavya pAlana aura pArasparika sahayoga kI preraNA kI hai| samAja meM vyApta viSamatA para bhI AcArya zrI ne dhyAna kendrita kiyA hai| AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM ki apane cAroM ora kisI bhI prANI ko duHkhI nahIM hone denA, unakI dekhabhAla karanA aura koI saMkaTa meM ho to tatkAla usakI sahAyatA karanA yahI sAmAnya dharma yA pUjA hai| dharma ke sambandha meM AcArya zrI kA mantavya hai ki zuddha AtmasvarUpa kI tarapha le jAne vAle pavitra cintana, manana aura AcaraNa hI vAstavika dharma haiN| ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, nirlobhatA Adi usake pramukha aGga haiN| 'manojaya ke sarala upAya' nAmaka pravacana meM AcArya zrI ne virakti bhAva ko mukhyatA dI hai| ApakA pharamAnA hai ki jitanA virakti kA abhyAsa bar3hatA jAyegA utanA hI mana kA kSetra saMkucita hotA jAyegA aura anta meM dRzya jagata ke bhautika padArtha mAtra se virakta hokara yaha jIva Atma-ramaNa meM lIna ho jAyegA, yahI pUrNa manojaya hai| bhedajJAna se bAhya padArthoM ko nazvara aura para samajhakara unase virakta rahanA cAhie, kyoMki Atma-svarUpa hI anurAga karane yogya hai| 'Atma tattvamImAMsA' pravacana meM praznottara zailI ko apanAyA gayA hai| isameM pratipAdita kiyA gayA hai ki AtmA hI karma kA kartA aura bhoktA hai| yadi isa siddhAnta ko nahIM mAnA jAe to sarvatra avyavasthA ho jaayegii| AtmA nitya dravya bhI hai, kintu vaha nayA zarIra dhAraNa karane aura jIrNa zarIra ko chor3ane rUpa paryAya badalatA rahatA hai| AtmA jJAna, kSamA, saralatA, Adi ananta guNoM kA puJja hai| 'kAraNa vicAra' nAmaka pravacana meM vividha kAraNoM kI carcA kI gaI hai tathA upAdAna aura nimitta donoM prakAra ke kAraNoM kA mahattva sthApita kiyA gayA hai| 'jaina sAdhu kI AdhAra zilA' nAmaka pravacana meM AcAryapravara ne sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI vandanIyatA ke lie AdhArabhUta pA~ca niyamoM ko Avazyaka batAyA hai- (1) nindA tyAga (2) vikathA prapaJcatyAga (3) vibhUSA aura strI saMsarga-tyAga (4) upazama bhAva (5) asaMgraha vRtti| ___ isa prakAra AcArya zrI gajendra ke pravacanoM kI yaha adbhuta pustaka hai jisameM eka hI sthAna para vividha viSayoM kA nirUpaNa karate hue pAThaka kA samyak mArgadarzana kiyA gayA hai| pravacanoM kA sampAdana paM. zazikAnta jI jhA ke dvArA kiyA gayA hai| (2) gajendra muktAvalI bhAga-2 AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM kI yaha dUsarI pustaka 'samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala' dvArA gupta dravya sahAyakoM ke | | sahayoga se prakAzita huI hai| isameM kula 7 pravacana upalabdha haiM / (1) bhautikavAda aura dharma (2) duHkha kA mUla lobha |
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________________ 738 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (3) svabhAvavAda evaM puruSArtha (4) samaya kA mahattva (5) paramparA aura sudhAravAda (6) AtmA hI apanA tAraka hai (7) ahiMsA para tAttvika vicAra / bhautikavAda aura dharma ke saMbaMdha meM vivecana karate hue AcArya zrI bhautikavAda ko jana saMgharSa, vaira aura dveSa kI bhAvanA kA kAraNa batAte haiM to dharma ko ApasI sneha aura zAnti kA sAdhana batAte haiM / AcArya zrI kahate haiM ki dharma kI vilakSaNa zakti ke Age bhautika bala sadA se hAra khAtA AyA hai| Aja dharma ke makAbale meM bhautika tattva ko UMcA batAyA jA rahA hai, lekina yAda rakhanA cAhie ki dharma ko bhUlane para mAnavatA kI nIMva DAMvADola ho uThegI tathA svArthalipsA sImA kA atikramaNa kara jaaegii| duHkha kA mUla lobha ko batAte hae AcArya zrI ne kahA hai ki lobha kA udaya hone para zAnti, dayA, karuNA aura sneha bAdala meM cA~da kI taraha chipa jAte haiN| saMsAra kI sArI sampadA aura vipula vaibhava prApta karake bhI lobhI ko saMtoSa nahIM hotaa| saMsAra meM Aja taka jitane lomaharSaka yuddha yA saMhAra hue haiM usakA pramukha kAraNa lobha hI hai| lobha se hRdaya azAMta, mana caMcala, vyavahAra va vyApAra kRSNa, bhAvanA azubha, uddezya malina, dRSTi viSama, vicAra kutsita aura lakSya azuddha bana jAte haiN| lobhI manuSya bandhu, mitra aura priya kuTumba kI rattI bhara bhI paravAha nahIM rakhatA aura jaise-taise arthasaMgraha meM pravRtta hotA hai| lobha ke kAraNa hI Aja kI adAlatoM meM bhIr3a jamI rahatI hai| 'svabhAvavAda evaM puruSArtha' pravacana dArzanika dRSTi se mahattvapUrNa hai| paMca samavAya meM kAla, svabhAva, niyati, karma aura puruSArtha kI gaNanA hotI hai| svabhAvavAdiyoM kI mAnyatA hai ki saMsAra meM sukRta aura duSkRta dikhAI dete haiM, ve svabhAva se hI hote haiM inameM kisI ke zrama yA puruSArtha kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / siMha kA hiMsaka svabhAva janma se hI hai| mayUrAdi pakSiyoM ke paMkha svabhAva se hI raMga biraMge haiN| yaha svabhAvavAda ekAnta rUpa se sahI nahIM hai| svabhAva ko hI kartA-dhartA nahIM mAnA jA sakatA / AtmA kA puruSArtha isameM mukhya kAraNa hai| isI prakAra kAla, niyati aura karma ko bhI kArya kA ekAnta kAraNa mAnanA satya se dUra hai| puruSArtha evaM anya kAraNoM ke sahayoga se hI kArya sampanna huA karate haiM / 'samaya kA mahattva' nAmaka pravacana meM apramatta hokara samaya kA upayoga karane kI preraNA kI gaI hai| AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM - "adhikatara logoM kA isa bAta para dhyAna nahIM jAtA ki jIvana saMgrAma meM samaya kA kyA mahattva hai| yaha jAnate hue bhI ki mRtyu aTala aura nizcita hai, loga isa ora se bekhabara aura bephrika bane rahate haiN| Avazyaka se Avazyaka kAma ko bhI kala para TAlane kI Adata sI bana gaI hai aura yahI pramAda mAnava ko unnata aura gauravazIla banane se rokatA hI nahIM, balki bhayaMkara patana ke garta meM girAkara sarvanAza kara detA hai|" "paramparA aura sudhAravAda' viSayaka pravacana meM AcArya zrI | isa bAta kI ora dhyAna kendrita karate haiM ki paramparAvAdI vyakti apanI rUr3hi se cipakA rahanA cAhatA hai aura sudhAravAdI prAcInatA ke nAma se hI cauMkatA hai| jabaki satya, zAnti aura loka kalyANa ke lie donoM kA ucita samanvaya honA Avazyaka hai| purAnI hone se hara bAta A~kha mUMda kara mAnane lAyaka nahIM hotI aura na navIna hone se | saba bAteM burI hotI haiN| sajjanoM ko cAhie ki una donoM meM parIkSA kara eka ko grahaNa kareM tathA dUsare kA parityAga kreN| AtmA hI svayaM apanA tAraka hai, isa saMbaMdha meM AcArya zrI ne jaina dharma kI mAnyatA ko Agamika uddharaNoM aura kathAnakoM ke mAdhyama se samajhAte hue kahA hai ki hamArI du:kha-mukti dUsaroM ke hAtha meM nahIM hai| sAmAnya deva kI kauna kahe, asaMkhya devI-devoM kA svAmI indra bhI hameM duHkha mukta nahIM kara sktaa| hamAre bhItara hI vaha zakti hai jisase hamArI mukti ho sakatI hai| ahiMsA para tAttvika vicAra karate hue AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA hai ki ahiMsA kevala parahita kA hI nahIM svahita aura Atma-santoSa kA bhI pramukha kAraNa hai| vidhi aura niSedha rUpa se ahiMsA ke do pahalU haiM - jaise aisA koI kAma mata karo jisase jIvoM kI hiMsA ho - yaha ahiMsA kA niSedha rUpa hai aura yatanA
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________________ (caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 739 se uTho, baiTho, calo, khAo, pIo, yaha ahiMsA kA vidhi rUpa hai| pA~ca samiti aura tIna gupti isI vidhi-niSedha ko samajhAne vAle zAstrIya saMketa haiN| AcArya zrI ne ahiMsA ke sambandha meM uThane vAlI zaMkAoM aura ahiMsA ke galata tarIkoM kA bhI saMketa kiyA hai| ahiMsA kI sAdhanA meM praveza hetu AcArya zrI ne saMyama, samatA aura tapasyA ko praveza dvAra batAyA hai| ahiMsA kA sUkSma vivecana karate hue unhoMne bauddhoM dvArA mAnya ahiMsA se jaina ahiMsA kA antara batAte hue kahA ki bhagavAna mahAvIra jahA~ SaTkAya ke jIva mAtra kI hiMsA kA niSedha karate haiM vahA~ buddha kevala gatizIla, jaMgama prANiyoM kI hiMsA kA hI niSedha karate haiN| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki jaina dharma meM kRta, kArita aura anumodita rUpa tInoM kriyAoM kA ahiMsA meM niSedha kiyA gayA hai, kintu bauddhaparamparA meM kevala apane hAtha se nahIM | mAranA hI ahiMsA mAna liyA gayA hai| gajendra muktAvalI ke isa bhAga kA sampAdana bhI zazikAnta jI jhA ke dvArA kiyA gayA hai tathA prApti sthAna | | jinavANI kAryAlaya, tripoliyA , jodhapura rahA hai| pustaka para prakAzanavarSa kA ullekha nahIM hai| (3) AdhyAtmika sAdhanA adhyAtmayogI AcArya zrI ke pravacana AgamAdhArita, atyanta sahaja, preraNAprada, rocaka evaM prabhAvazAlI hote | | haiN| unake pravacanoM kI eka pustaka 'AdhyAtmika sAdhanA' ke nAma se prakAzita huI thii| navambara evaM disambara 1962 meM AcAryapravara ke dvArA ujjaina evaM ratalAma meM die gae preraNAprada pravacanoM meM se | 20 kA saMkalana isa pustaka meM huA hai| 10 pravacana ujjaina ke evaM 10 hI ratalAma pravAsa ke haiN| AcArya zrI ke ye | pravacana sAdhaka, cintaka, svAdhyAyI aura sAmAnya pAThaka sabhI ke lie mArgadarzaka haiN| AcArya zrI kI pravacana zailI rocaka evaM prabhAvazAlI hai| ve kisI zAstrIya viSaya ko prasiddha kathAnaka yA prasaGga se isa prakAra Age bar3hAte haiM ki usase mUla Agamika bhAva to spaSTa hotA hI hai, kintu vartamAna jIvana kI samasyAoM evaM ulajhanoM kA bhI samAdhAna prApta hotA hai| ujjaina meM die gae pravacanoM meM sAdhanA aura zrAvaka, bhagavAna pArzvanAtha, ahiMsA, kalA evaM jJAna, zrAvaka kI sAdhanA, AhAra-zuddhi, jinavANI-jJAnagaMgA, Atma-sAdhanA Adi viSayoM kA sundara vivecana huA hai| isake atirikta nimitta evaM upAdAna jaise dArzanika viSaya bhI vivecita hue haiN| ratalAma ke pravacanoM meM svAdhyAya ko jIvana-nirmANa kI zakti batAte hue saccA jJAnAnandI banane kI preraNA kI gaI hai| jJAna ko AcArya zrI ne mukti kA sopAna batAte hue usake AcaraNa para bhI bala diyA hai| pravacanoM ke anya viSaya isa prakAra haiM - zrAvaka aura vrata-sAdhanA, samavasaraNa ke niyama, sAhitya aura aikya bhAvanA, dravya mImAMsA, saccI upAsanA aura puNya kA sdupyog| AcArya zrI ne ina pravacanoM meM Ananda aura zivAnandA ke prasaGgoM kI carcA karate huye zrotAoM ke liye tAttvika bodha ko sarala banA diyA hai| AcArya zrI 'jIvana nirmANa kI zakti : svAdhyAya' nAmaka pravacana meM pharamAte haiM- "jaina dharma caitanya kA Adara karane vAlA hai, bhautika tattva ko vaha kevala sAdhana rUpa hI mAnatA hai, AdaraNIya tattva to caitanya ko hI samajhanA caahie| para caitanya mUrti vidvAn munirAjoM ke satsaMga kA sahArA samAja ko kvacit aura alpakAla kA hI mila sakatA hai| ata: munirAjoM ke pIche bhI Apa sabako apanI sAdhanA kA svarUpa DhIlA nahIM par3e aisA socanA caahie| Ananda yadi bhagavAna mahAvIra ke cale jAne ke bAda apanI sAdhanA kA svarUpa DhIlA kara detA, to kyA vaha avadhijJAna pA sakatA thA? samAja ke jina logoM ne UMcI-UMcI DigriyA~ prApta kI haiM ve bhI agara svAdhyAya kA
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________________ 740 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sahArA nahIM leMge to kyA jIvana kA nirmANa kara pAeMge? gaharAI se vicArane para yaha acchI taraha mAlUma hogA ki svAdhyAya ke sivAya koI anya sahArA nahIM hai, jisase jIvana ko UMcA uThAyA jA ske| kyA gRhastha aura kyA sAdha, svAdhyAya sabake lie Avazyaka hai|" AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA hai ki jaina dharma ko pAkara bhI yadi rAgadveSa ko zAnta nahIM kara sake to kahA~ aura kaunasI yoni meM karoge? eka pravacana 'kalA aura jJAna' meM AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM - "kheda hai ki Ajakala hamAre bhAI aura bahina 12 vratoM ke svarUpa to dUra kI bAta, unakA nAma taka bhI nahIM jAnate, kyoMki hamAre samAja meM dharmazikSA kA prAya: abhAva hai| jaba vratoM ke nAma aura svarUpa kA jJAna hI nahIM ho to phira bhalA unakA dhAraNa karanA aura pAlana karanA to kalpanA kI vastu ho jAtI hai|" "AhAra-zuddhi vicAra-zuddhi kA mUla hai, vicAra-zuddhi hone para hI AcAra zuddhi sambhava hai| vicAra zuddhi ke binA AcAra-zuddhi banAvaTI hai, jo TikAU nahIM hotii| yadi Apa loka-lAja se yA rAjA ke bhaya se yA gurujanoM kI phaTakAra ke bhaya se AcAra zuddha rakhate haiM, usameM Apake manoyoga kA samarthana nahIM hai to aisI AcAra zuddhi bAlU ke Dhera para bane mahala ke samAna hai, jo na jAne kaba Dhaha jaae|" ___'nimitta aura upAdAna' nAmaka pravacana meM Apane pharamAyA hai- "zarIra aura sadguru bAhya sAdhana haiM, dhRti, zraddhA Adi antara ke sAdhana haiM, bAhya-Abhyantara nimittoM ke sAtha AtmA ke upAdAna kI anukUlatA se siddhi prApta hotI hai| kevala nimitta aura kevala upAdAna se kArya kI siddhi nahIM ho sktii|" AcArya zrI ke ina pravacanoM kA sampAdana paNDita zazikAnta jI jhA ke dvArA kiyA gayA hai tathA prakAzana samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala jayapura ke dvArA san 1965 meM kiyA gayA thaa| (4) AdhyAtmika Aloka ___ adhyAtmayogI AcArya zrI kA pravacana-sAhitya jIvana-nirmANa hetu anamola nidhi hai| 'AdhyAtmika Aloka' meM mukhyata: AcAryapravara dvArA san 1962 meM sailAnA cAturmAsa meM pharamAye gae pravacanoM kA saMkalana hai| prArambha meM ye pravacana cAra khaNDoM meM prakAzita hue the, kintu aba ye saba eka hI pustaka ke antargata do khaNDoM meM vibhakta haiN| prathama khaNDa meM 45 pravacana haiM tathA dvitIya khaNDa meM 39 pravacana haiM, donoM khaNDoM ke kula milAkara 84 pravacana haiN| sabhI pravacana AdhyAtmikatA se otaprota haiM tathA pAThaka ko sat tattva kA bodha karAte hue use sanmArga para calane kI preraNA karate haiN| bhASA evaM zailI bhI bahuta sadhI huI hai| pratyeka pravacana nayA saMdeza lekara upasthita hotA hai| sAdhanA, duHkha-mukti, ahiMsA, sadAcAra, parigraha-parimANa, vicAra, jJAna kA prakAza, bhogopabhoga niyantraNa, pramAdajaya, sAdhanA ke bAdhaka kAraNa, zraddhA ke doSa, asteya, brahmacarya, amamatva, zubha-azubha, vikAra-vijaya, karmAdAna, saMgha-mahimA, sAmAyika, | pauSadhavrata, nimitta-upAdAna, mAnasika santulana, svAdhyAya Adi vibhinna viSayoM para AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM meM unake | sAdhanAzIla cintana kA navanIta upalabdha hai| pravacana kA eka aMza uddhRta hai . "parigraha kA dUsarA nAma 'daulata' hai, jisakA artha hai -'do-lata' arthAt do burI Adata / ina do latoM meM pahalI lata hai -hita kI bAta na sunanA, dUsarI lata hai- guNI mAnanIya neka salAhakAra aura vandanIya vyaktiyoM ko na dekhanA, na maannaa| samaSTi rUpa se yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki parigraha jJAnacakSa para pardA DAla detA hai| jisake pariNAma svarUpa manuSya apanA sahI mArga nirdhArita nahIM kara pAtA / "-pRSTha 17 "jIvana meM zArIrika aura AdhyAtmika donoM sAdhanAoM kA sAmaMjasya Avazyaka hai| jaise pakSI apane donoM
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________________ 741 caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa paMkhoM ke kuzala rahate hI Upara ur3a sakatA evaM svaira vihAra kara sakatA hai, vaise hI mAnava jIvana ke lie uparyukta donoM prakAra kI sAdhanA apekSita hai| phira bhI jIvana ko UMcA uThAne ke lie AdhyAtmika sAdhanA ko pradhAna evaM zArIrika sAdhanA ko gauNa rUpa denA susaMgata hai|" 'AdhyAtmika Aloka' meM Ananda zrAvaka ko mAdhyama banAkara zrAvaka jIvana ke lie upayogI evaM preraka sandeza diyA gayA hai| prasaMgata: aneka preraka kathAnakoM kA samAveza pravacanoM kI saralatA, rocakatA evaM sugamatA meM sahAyaka siddha huA hai| (5) prArthanA pravacana jaina darzana meM yaha mAnA jAtA hai ki sabhI jIva apane karmoM ke anusAra phala prApta karate haiM tathA arihaMta, siddha Adi deva bhI kisI ke karmoM meM parivartana nahIM kara skte| ataeva prazna uThatA hai ki tIrthaMkaroM kI prArthanA kyoM kI jAe ? AcArya zrI ne isa prakAra ke praznoM kA samAdhAna bahuta hI sundara rIti se 'prArthanA pravacana' pustaka meM prastuta kiyA hai| AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA hai - "vItarAga bhagavAna ke bhajana se bhakta ko usI prakAra lAbha milatA hai jisa prakAra sUrya kI kiraNoM ke sevana se aura vAyu ke sevana se rogI ko lAbha hotA hai|" "vItarAga hone ke kAraNa ve isa kAmanA ko lekara nahIM calate ki amuka prArthI merI prArthanA kara rahA hai, ataeva usa para dayA dRSTi kI jAe aura use koI bakhzIsa dI jAe aura jo prArthanA nahIM karatA use daNDa diyA jaae| aisA hone para bhI yaha asaMdigdha hai ki jo bhakta zAntacitta se vItarAga kI prArthanA karate haiM, smaraNa karate haiM unheM jIvana meM apUrva lAbha kI prApti hotI hai| vItarAga ke vizuddha Atma-svarUpa kA cintana bhakta ke anta:karaNa meM samAdhibhAva utpanna karatA hai aura usa samAdhi | bhAva se AtmA ko alaukika zAnti kI prApti hotI hai| bhakta ke hRdaya meM bahatA huA vizuddha bhakti kA nirjhara | usake kaluSa ko dho detA hai aura AtmA niSkaluSa bana jAtI hai|" prArthanA vItarAga paramAtmA kI hI kyoM kI jAtI hai? isakA mukhya hetu vItarAgatA prApta karanA hI hai| AtmA ke lie paramAtmA sajAtIya aura jar3a padArtha vijAtIya haiN| sajAtIya dravya ke sAtha ragar3a hone para jyoti prakaTa hotI hai | aura vijAtIya ke sAtha ragar3a hone se jyoti ghaTatI hai| cetana kA cetana ke sAtha sambandha honA sajAtIya ragar3a hai aura jar3a ke sAtha sambandha honA vijAtIya ragar3a hai| sajAtIya meM bhI apanI cetanA kI apekSA adhika vikasita cetanA ke sAtha ragar3a hogI to vikAsa hogA aura yadi kama vikasita yA murjhayI huI cetanA ke sAtha ragar3a hogI to hamArA Atmika vikAsa nahIM hogaa| ataeva hamArI prArthanA kA dhyeya ve haiM jinhoMne ajJAna kA AvaraNa chinna bhinna kara diyA hai, moha ke tamasa ko haTA diyA hai aura jo vItarAgatA va sarvajJatA kI sthiti taka pahu~ca cuke haiN| AcArya zrI prArthanA kA phala saMkSepa meM isa prakAra pratipAdita karate haiM - 'jaise mathanI ghumAne kA uddezya navanIta prApta karanA hai usI prakAra prArthanA kA uddezya paramAtma-bhAva rUpa makkhana ko prApta karanA hai|' sampUrNa pustaka prArthanA ke vivecana para hI kendrita hai / isameM kula 16 pravacana haiM jinameM 'prArthanA kendra, prArthanA vargIkaraNa, tAratamya , prArthanA kaisI ho, prArthanA kA lakSya, ekaniSThA, prabhuprIti, prArthanA-prabhAva, prArthanIya kauna, nirbala ke bala rAma, anta:karaNa ke AIne ko mAMjo, guNa-prArthanA, prArthanA kA adbhuta AkarSaNa, Adarza mAtA kI ArAdhanA, mana | meru kI acalatA, paradA dUra karo, jIvana kA mor3a idhara se udhara' Adi sammilita haiN| AcArya zrI ne ye pravacana zrI amaracanda jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM rahate hue jayapura meM prArthanA ke samaya pharamAe |
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 742 the| (6) Concept of Prayer prArthanA pravacana nAmaka pustaka kA yaha aMgrejI anuvAda hai| anuvAda kA kArya Ara. sI. bhaNDArI aura himmata | siMha sarUpariyA dvArA kiyA gayA hai| pustaka kA prAk-kathana prasiddha vaijJAnika DaoN. DI. esa. koThArI ne likhA hai evaM prakAzana san 1974 meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura dvArA kiyA gayA hai| (7) gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA - pahalA bhAga ___ gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA ke aba taka samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura se sAta bhAga prakAzita hue haiN| prathama bhAga meM san 1975 ke byAvara-cAturmAsa ke samaya paryuSaNa-parvAdhirAja ke avasara para AcArya pravara dvArA pharamAye gaye ATha dinoM ke vyAkhyAna saMkalita haiN| pravacana sabhI rocaka evaM tAttvika bodha karAne vAle hone ke sAtha sanmArga para calane kI preraNA karate haiN| darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa, bhakti, svAdhyAya, dAna aura ahiMsA viSayoM kA sarala DhaMga se vivecana huA hai| tapa kA vivecana karate hue Apane pharamAyA tapa kI parIkSA kyA ? tana to mujhayA sA lage, para mana harSita ho utthe| zarIra se aisA lage ki zarIra tapa rahA hai, para mana harSa se praphullita ho uThA hai| yaha kaba hogA ? jaba ki sAdhaka cAhegA ki mujhe bhUkha pyAsa sahanI hai, sardI garmI sahanI hai, amuka vastu kA tyAga karanA hai, kyoMki mujhe isa taraha ke abhyAsa ke dvArA apanI AtmA kI anaMta zakti ko yathAzakti camakAnA hai|" hiMsA kA vivecana karate huye pharamAyA - "vastuta: kisI prANI kI hiMsA karane vAlA vyakti na kevala dUsare prANI kI hI hiMsA karatA hai, apitu vaha usa hiMsApUrNa kRtya dvArA pahale apanI svayaM kI, apane jJAna-darzana-cAritra | Adi Atma guNoM kI hiMsA karatA hai|" svAdhyAya ko samAja dharma banAne para bala dete huye AcAryapravara ne kahA - "Aja jo ghara-ghara meM lar3AI-jhagar3e, mana muTAva Adi vikRtiyoM ke vividha rUpa dekhane ko milate haiM, ina sArI vikRtiyoM kA eka hI ilAja hai-svaadhyaay|" (8) gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA - dUsarA bhAga . san 1973 ke jayapura cAturmAsa meM pharamAye gaye pravacanoM meM prArambhika teraha dinoM ke pravacana isameM prakAzita haiN| pravacanoM ke viSaya haiM- AtmapariSkAra, santa zaraNa, mahAna santa AcArya zrI zobhA candra jI ma.sA, mokSa-mArga, samyak jJAna, adhyAtma-vijJAna, sAdhanA ke jJAtavya sUtra, siddhi ke sopAna, kAla kI lIlA aura rakSaNIya kI rakSA (rkssaa-bndhn)| mokSa mArga para do aura samyagjJAna para tIna pravacana saMkalita haiN| sabhI pravacana jIvoM ko samyagdizA pradAna karate haiM tathA svayaM socane ke lie tatpara kara pAThaka kA patha pradarzana karate haiN| 'Atma pariSkAra' zIrSaka ke antargata diye gaye pravacana kA kucha aMza yahA~ uddhRta hai - "yadi apanI Atmazakti ko vikasita karanA hai to usa para par3A haA jo malabA hai use sApha karanA hogaa| isa malabe ko haTAne kA kArya bhI hameM svayaM ko hI karanA hogaa| sahAre ke rUpa meM, mArgadarzaka ke rUpa meM, zAstroM aura sadguruoM kA (sahayoga liyA jAtA hai| sadguru aura zAstra hameM malabA kaise dUra kiyA jAya, isakA upAya batA sakate haiN| lekina vaha)
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________________ 743 caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa kacarA to hameM svayaM ko hI haTAnA pdd'egaa|" svAdhyAya ke liye preraNA karate hue kahA - "sabase pahale vicAroM meM jJAna bala pravAhita honA caahiye| jJAna bala prApta hotA hai satsaMga se aura svAdhyAya se| AdamI ko khAne ke liye samaya milatA hai, kamAI ke liye athavA ArAma ke liye samaya milatA hai, vyavahAra ke liye samaya milatA hai, phira svAdhyAya ke liye samaya kyoM nahIM miltaa| Aja ke dimAga ko jJAna cAhiye lekina tarka ke sAtha, yogyatA ke sAtha milAyA huA jJAna caahie| yaha binA svAdhyAya ke nahIM mila sktaa|" vrata ke sambandha meM AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA - "vrata meM samaya kI kImata nahIM, usameM kImata hai citta kii| citta | kA matalaba hai mn| mana kitanA U~cA hai, kitanA vivekazIla hai aura kitanA nirmala hai, mana kI nirmalatA aura | manovRttiyoM kI uccatA ke anupAta ke anusAra hI kriyA kA mahattva bar3hatA hai|" (9) gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA - tIsarA bhAga __yaha bhAga bAlotarA meM san 1976 meM hue cAturmAsa meM paryuSaNa ke avasara para pradatta sAta pravacanoM kA saMkalana | hai| saMvatsarI se sambaddha vyAkhyAna ko isameM sammilita nahIM kiyA gayA, kyoMki isa viSaya para sabhI pramukha tathyoM ke sAtha eka pravacana gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA ke prathama bhAga meM upalabdha hai| adhyAtma-sAdhanA se paripUta evaM AtmAnubhUti se udbhUta patita pAvanI pIyUSa vAk AcArya zrI ke pravacanoM kI vizeSatA hai / nirAza evaM niSkarmaNya bane mAnava kI dhamaniyoM meM samyak puruSArtha kA vega utpanna karane meM AcAryapravara kI vANI sakSama dikhAI detI hai| gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA ke isa tIsare bhAga meM samyak darzana, samyak jJAna, samyak cAritra, samyak tapa aura dAna kA hRdayagrAhI sundara pratipAdana huA hai| vyAkhyAnoM meM sahajatA bhI hai aura painApana bhii| apane eka pravacana meM AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA hai ki saccA jaina lakSmI kA dAsa nahIM, apitu lakSmI kA pati hotA hai| dhana kadApi tArane vAlA nahIM, kevala dharma hI tArane vAlA hai| apane anya vyAkhyAna meM AcArya zrI kahate haiM ki amIra vyakti dAna AsAnI se de sakatA hai, kintu saMyama | karanA usake lie kaThina hotA hai| isalie dAna to UMcA hai garIba kA aura tyAga, tapa, saMyama karanA UMcA hai amIra kaa| "tapasyA kI saphalatA meM jisa prakAra saMyama sabala sahAyaka hai usI prakAra prAyazcitta, vinaya, vaiyAvRtya aura | svAdhyAya ye cAra caukIdAra jisa sAdhaka ke pAsa hote haiM usakI tapasyA kI saphalatA asaMdigdha hai|" sampAdana gajasiMhajI rAThaur3a aura premarAjajI bogAvata ne kiyA hai tathA prakAzana samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala | jayapura se kiyA gayA hai| isakA tIsarA saMskaraNa sadya: prakAzita huA hai| (10) gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA - caturtha bhAga san 1977 ke ajamera cAturmAsa meM AcAryapravara dvArA pharamAyI gayI amRta-vANI rUpI pravacana isa bhAga meM saMkalita haiN| saMpAdana paMDita zazikAnta jI jhA ne kiyA hai| pravacanoM meM dharma-sAdhanA, sAdhanA se siddhi, tyAga kA mahattva, samaya kama aura maMjila dUra, AcAra kA mahattva, dharma se ubhaya loka kalyANa, AtmothAna, vItarAga vacana kA prabhAva, vANI kI zakti, vizvabhUti samatA ke patha para pragati kA zatru pramAda, azAMti kA mUla krodha aura lobha, Atmaroga aura jJAna guTikA, karma : duHkha kA mUla, kaSAya-vijaya hI Atma-vijaya, asamAdhi ke mUla kAraNa se baceM,
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 744 karma prabala hai' Adi zIrSaka upalabdha haiN| ____ 'tyAga kA mahattva' zIrSaka se prakAzita pravacana meM Apane pharamAyA - "Ananda bhautika vastuoM ke rAga meM nahIM. tyAga meM hai, yaha bAta jaba ghaTa meM utara jAyegI, mana meM samA jAyegI taba kyA kabhI Apasa meM kisI se jhagaDoge ? taba kyA kabhI bApa-beTe meM lar3AI hogI ? par3ausI-par3ausI se kalaha hoMge ? yadi yaha rAga kA viSa dila aura dimAga se utara gayA to duniyA bhara ke sAre jhagar3e kalaha, azAMti aura dveSa na jAne kahA~ vilIna ho jaayeNge| jar3a || mUla se kaTa jaayeNge|" dharma ke sambandha meM AcAryapravara ne pharamAyA - "dharma ke do pAye haiM- eka Arjava bhAva aura dUsarA mArdava bhAva, jinheM vinaya aura saralatA kahA gayA hai| vinaya aura saralatA jahA~ hai usa kuTumba meM, gAMva meM, nagara meM, rASTra aura ! | jAti meM dharma Tika sakatA hai aura jahA~ inakA abhAva hai vahA~ dharma nahIM raha sktaa|" 'samaya kama aura maMjila dUra' nAmaka pravacana meM AcArya pravara ne pharamAyA - "mana, vANI aura kAyA ke sAdhana jo prANI ko mile haiM unakI pravRtti nirantara calatI rahatI hai, parantu inakI pravRtti se karma kATane ke bajAya karma bAMdhe jA rahe haiN| prazna hotA hai ki isase bacA kyoM nahI jaataa| to isakA samAdhAna hai ki antara meM karma kATane kA yA maMjila pAne kA sahI darda nahIM jaagaa| jaba taka prabala viratibhAva jAgRta nahIM ho taba taka kucha nahIM hogA, kyoMki darda ke binA kriyA hokara bhI pramAda aura kaSAya ke kAraNa asAvadhAnI se bandha kATane ke badale bandha bar3hAne vAlI hogii|" ____ AcArya pravara ke samasta pravacana jIvana ko unnata banAne vAle haiN| (11) gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA -pA~cavA~ bhAga isakA prathama prakAzana 'gajendra vyAkhyAna muktA' ke nAma se indaura ke seTha zrI suganamala jI bhaNDArI ke dvArA apane suputra sva. zrI gajendra siMha jI bhaNDArI kI pAvana smRti meM jUna 1980 meM karAyA gayA thaa| gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA ke isa bhAga meM san 1978 meM hue indaura cAturmAsa ke 21 pravacanoM kA saMkalana hai| pravacanoM ke viSaya svAdhyAya, jJAna aura bhakti, Atma jAgaraNa, sadAcAra aura sadvicAra, saMyama, tapa, bandhana kA mUla, AhAra zuddhi evaM AcAra-zuddhi, doSa-parimArjana, saMta-samAgama, vivekapUrNa-pravRtti, parigraha-nivRtti, vAstavika tyAga, AdhyAtmika jJAna aura AdhyAtmika zikSaNa, zAstradhArI sainika Adi haiN| AcArya zrI ne pravacanoM meM isa bAta ko ubhArA hai ki Aja logoM kA jIvana bAhara se TIpa TApa dikhAI detA hai, kintu bhItara se unakA jIvana sUkhA-sUnA hai jise AdhyAtmika rasa aura svAdhyAya jaise mArgadarzaka kI AvazyakatA hai| AcArya zrI ne isa bAta ko spaSTa kiyA hai ki jIvana nirvAha kI zikSA pAyA huA yuvaka mazIna ke purje to ThIka kara sakatA hai, kintu jIvananirmANakArI AdhyAtmika zikSaNa ke binA vaha apanA bigAr3A huA dimAga ThIka nahIM kara sktaa| samAja-sudhAra ke lie evaM vyakti-sudhAra ke lie AdhyAtmika jJAna eka amogha sAdhana hai| eka pravacana meM | AcArya zrI kahate haiM ki aba jyAdA bhASaNa dene kA yuga nahIM hai, samaya kAma karane kA hai, yuga bar3I tejI se Age bar3ha | rahA hai| kama bolane aura jyAdA karane se hI samAja Age bar3ha sakatA hai| samAja ko jAgRta kara Age bar3hAne kI ora AcArya zrI ne saMketa karate hue kahA hai ki Aja alakha jagAne vAloM kI AvazyakatA hai| Atmazakti ke saMbaMdha meM AcArya zrI batAte haiM ki AtmA kI zakti mana kI zakti se kaI gunI adhika hotI hai aura mana kI
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 745 zakti vidyut kI zakti se lAkhoM karor3oM guNA adhika hai / sabhI vyAkhyAna atyanta preraNAspada evaM sacce jIvana ke mArgadarzaka haiN| (12) gajendra vyAkhyAnamAlA - chaThA bhAga san 1979 meM AcArya zrI ke dvArA jalagA~va cAturmAsa meM pradatta pravacanoM meM se isameM 26 pravacana upalabdha haiN| ina pravacanoM meM saMskAra nirmANa, AcAra-zuddhi aura svAdhyAyazIlatA para vizeSa bala diyA gayA hai| katipaya pravacana dazavaikAlika sUtra, jambU svAmI kI tyAga-gAthA jaise viSayoM para kendrita haiM to adhikAMza pravacanoM meM doSa-parimArjana, jJAna aura kriyA , parigraha-nivAraNa, svAdhyAya, dharma-sAdhanA, tyAga, dharmazikSA, mamatva vijaya, bandha-mukti kI sAdhanA jaise viSayoM kI carcA hai| kucha pravacana gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA ke pA~caveM bhAga aura isa bhAga meM samAna bhI haiN| pravacanoM kA sampAdana DaoN. harirAma jI AcArya, jayapura ne kiyA hai| sabhI pravacana pravAhamaya evaM antas kI gaharAI se udbhUta aura svAbhAvika haiN| saMta kA anubhava bhI ina pravacanoM meM prakaTa huA hai to vyakti aura samAja kI sthiti ke prati pIr3A bhI abhivyakta huI hai| AcArya zrI ne satsaMga aura svAdhyAya ko jIvana kA dIpaka batAyA hai tathA bAlaka, yuvA, mahilA, puruSa Adi sabhI ke yogya cintana pradAna kiyA hai| 'jahA~ mamatva nahIM, vahA~ duHkha nahIM', nAmaka pravacana meM spaSTa kahA hai ki mamatA ke visarjana se hI duHkha miTa sakatA hai| ve kahate haiM jahA~ mamatva hai vahA~ duHkha hai| yadi mamatva nahIM hai to hameM usa vastu kA vinAza hone para duHkha bhI nahIM hotA hai| sAdhanA ke lie sukomalatA kA tyAga Avazyaka hai| mahA-Arambha se paidA hone vAle camakIle aura komala vastra pahananA tathA ArAmatalabI bananA nahIM chor3eMge to Arambha aura parigraha kama nahIM ho skeNge| AcArya zrI ne AhAra-zuddhi para bala dete hue kahA hai ki Aja tAjA khAne kI evaM ghara meM khAne kI rIti banda ho rahI hai, Aja ke loga bAhara kI cATa aura bhojana meM adhika ruci lene lage haiN| yaha AhAra bigar3ane kA eka rUpa hai| AhAra azuddha hone para vicAra aura AcAra zuddha rahanA kaise sambhava hai| prAcIna kAla meM "UnA khAo, UnDA soo, pAva kosa maidAna meM jAo" kahAvata pracalita thii| eka anya pravacana meM mamatva-vijaya kA upAya batAte hue AcArya zrI ne kahA hai -"jJAnI kahate haiM ki mAnava dUsaroM ko dene ke eka minaTa bAda hI usa vastu ko parAyI samajhatA hai, to dene se pahale hI kyoM nahIM samajhatA ki yaha vastu merI nahIM hai|" sabhI pravacana apane Apa meM mahattvapUrNa (13) gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA - sAtavA~ bhAga paryuSaNa, jJAna, ajJAna aura vijJAna, cAritra, tapa, saMyama, dAna, dayA, sAmAyika, sAdharmI vAtsalya, du:khamukti Adi aneka viSayoM para isa bhAga meM 27 pravacana upalabdha haiN| isakA prathama prakAzana cennaI ke seTha zrI mohanamala jI duggaDa kI smRti meM duggaDa pratiSThAna ke Arthika sahayoga se samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura ke dvArA kiyA gayA thaa| vikrama saMvat 2037 san 1980 meM AcArya zrI kA cAturmAsa madrAsa nagara meM huA thaa| vahA~ pharamAe gae pravacanoM kI upayogitA ko dekhakara yaha bhAga prakAzita huA hai| isameM kula 27 pravacana haiN| katipaya pravacanoM ke zIrSaka isa prakAra haiM -(1) jJAna, ajJAna aura vijJAna (2) | cAritra kI mahattA (3) saMyama : bhava-bhramaNa nAzaka (4) sukha kA sAdhana : dAna (5) sAmAyika : samatva kI sAdhanA (6)| jIvana kI sArthakatA : dharmakaraNI (9) zAnti kA mArga: AcAra zuddhi evaM vicAra zuddhi (8) mana kA mAdhurya : sAdharmi -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM / 746 vAtsalya (9) Antarika ramaNIkatA (10) duHkhamukti ke cha. Ayatana / AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM - azubha mana, vacana aura kAyA daNDa ke kAraNa haiM, daNDa se adaNDa meM lAne vAlI pravatti kA nAma sAmAyika hai| karma ke kacare ko dhone aura AtmA ko halkA karane meM sAmAyika kA mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai|" eka pravacana meM AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA ki jaina dharma jaisA U~cA dharma pAkara Apa hama pichar3e raha gae to isase jyAdA koI Azcarya kI bAta nahIM hogii| anya pravacana meM pharamAyA-"dayA ke do rUpa haiM -1. dravya dayA 2. bhAva dyaa| dravya dayA ke sAtha yadi bhAvadayA jur3a jAe to usakA phala karma kA kSaya hai| dravya dayA se zarIra kA rakSaNa to hotA hai, kintu isase jIvana pavitra banane, jIvana meM nirmalatA kA nikhAra Ane kA nizcaya nahIM hai, kintu bhAva dayA karake usase jIvana ko pavitra banAyA jA sakatA haiN|" 'dhana kA sadupayoga : saMvitaraNa' meM AcArya zrI ne pharamAyA hai -"Apake pAsa duHkha se mukta hone kI kuMjI to hai, lekina usako ghumAnA nahIM AtA, yahI kAraNa hai ki saMsAra ke lAkhoM, karor3oM, araboM manuSya duHkhI ke duHkhI raha jAte haiN|" ___ AcArya zrI ke pratyeka pravacana meM jIvana ke utthAna hetu vicAra upalabdha haiN| inakA jitanA manana kiyA jAegA, una para cintana-manana kara AcaraNa meM utArA jAegA, utanA hI jIvana sukhI evaM samunnata hogaa| (14) paryuSaNa sAdhanA AcAryapravara ke san 1970 ke pUrva ke kucha pravacana isa laghu pustikA meM saMgRhIta haiN| pravacana sahaja svAbhAvika evaM preraNAprada haiN| isameM darzana, jJAna, sAmAyika, tapa, dAna, saMyama, zuddhi aura ahiMsA-sAdhanA kA vivecana huA hai| darzana-sAdhanA viSayaka pravacana kA eka aMza yahA~ uddhRta hai__"Apa loga jaina dharma pAye hue haiM, ata: sabake lie samyaktva kI pRthak zikSA dene kI AvazyakatA nahIM honI cAhie kintu Aja kA mohabharA vyaktigata yA sAmAjika jIvana aisA vikRta ho gayA hai ki usameM pada-pada para mithyAtva ke AcAra-vicAra ghara kie baiThe haiN| isake pramukha kAraNa cAra haiM-1. ajJAnatA 2. bhautika AkAMkSA 3. daivI bhaya aura 4. par3ausI samAja kA asr|" samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala dvArA 'paryuSaNa sAdhanA' kI tRtIyAvRtti prakAzita kI gaI hai| (15) Atma-pariSkAra AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke pravacana Atma-pariSkAra kI dRSTi se nitAnta mahattvapUrNa haiN| unake | vizAla pravacana-sAhitya meM se katipaya pravacana yA unake aMza isa 56 pRSThIya laghu pustikA meM samAhita haiM, jo hRdaya ko chUte haiM, cintana-manana kI preraNA dete haiM tathA jIvana meM agrasara hone kA mArga prazasta karate haiN| pravacanoM ke zIrSaka haiM-Atma-pariSkAra, santa-zaraNa, mahAn santa AcArya zrI zobhAcandajI mahArAja, mokSamArga aadi| pravacana kA eka aMza-"parigraha kA matalaba kevala paisA bar3hAnA aura tijorI meM bharanA hI nahIM hai, balki kuTumba, parivAra, vyApAra vyavasAya Adi meM ulajhe rahanA bhI parigraha hai|" pustaka kA prakAzana - samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, bApU bAjAra, jayapura ne kiyA hai|
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________________ || caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 747 (i) itihAsa-sAhitya (1) paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha jaina itihAsa para AcArya zrI kI yaha prathama pustaka hai| jaina itihAsa meM vizeSata: loMkAgaccha aura sthAnakavAsI paramparA ko jAnane kI dRSTi se yaha kRti atyanta upayogI evaM mahattvapUrNa hai| AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. itihAsa mArtaNDa kI upAdhi se alaMkRta rahe haiN| unake dvArA itihAsa sAmagrI ke saMkalana aura lekhana kA ucca starIya kArya kiyA gayA hai| paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha meM loMkAgaccha kI sAta paTTAvaliyA~ evaM sthAnakavAsI paramparA kI dasa paTTAvaliyA~ saMgRhIta haiN| ye paTTAvaliyA~ jaina itihAsa para vizeSa prakAza DAlatI haiN| inakA nirmANa zvetAmbara jaina muniyoM ne kiyA hai| paTTAvaliyoM ko mukhya rUpa se do bhAgoM meM bAMTA jA sakatA hai - zAstrIya paTTAvalI aura viziSTa pttttaavlii| kalpasUtra aura nandIsUtra meM sudharmA svAmI se devardhigaNi taka jo paTTAvalI prApta hotI hai vaha zAstrIya paTTAvalI hai| gacchabheda ke pazcAdvartI paTTAvaliyA~ viziSTa paTTAvaliyoM ke nAma se kahI jA sakatI haiN| ina paTTAvaliyoM kI apanI alaga vizeSatA hotI hai| itihAsa lekhana meM jisa prakAra zilAlekha, prazastiyA~ Adi upayogI haiM usI prakAra paTTAvaliyoM kA bhI mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| zilAlekha evaM prazastiyoM se kevala itanA hI bodha hotA hai ki kisa kAla meM kisa muni ne kyA kArya kiyaa| adhika huA to usa samaya ke rAjya zAsana evaM guru-ziSyaparamparA kA bhI paricaya mila sakatA hai, kintu rAsa, gIta aura paTTAvalI unake smaraNIya guNoM, tapa, saMyama evaM AcAra kA bhI jJAna karAte haiN| paTTAvalI meM apanI paramparA se sambandhita paTTaparamparA kA pUrNa paricaya diyA jAtA hai| paTTAvaliyoM kA nirmANa kiMvadantiyoM aura anuzrutiyoM se nahIM huA hai, inake nirmANa meM tatkAlIna rAsa, gIta, sajjhAya aura prazastiyoM kA bhI upayoga hotA hai| zruti paramparA ke bheda se inameM kadAcit nAma evaM ghaTanA cakra meM bhinnatA bhI prApta hotI hai| paTTAvalI ke dvArA hI AcArya paramparA kA kramabaddha pUrNa itihAsa prApta hotA hai, jo itihAsa lekhana meM sahAyaka hai| zvetAmbara sampradAya kI ora se isa paTTAvalI ke prakAzana se pUrva do-tIna saMkalana prakAzita hue the, parantu unameM loMkAgaccha aura sthAnakavAsI paramparA kI paTTAvaliyoM kA vyavasthita saMkalana nahIM ho pAyA thaa| ata: usa kamI kI pUrti isa paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha dvArA kI gaI hai| yaha saMkalana AcArya zrI ke dvArA rAjasthAna ke vibhinna jJAna-bhaNDAroM aura gujarAta meM pATana, khambhAta, bar3audA , ahamadAbAda Adi nagaroM ke jJAnabhaNDAroM kA nirIkSaNa karane kA pariNAma hai| isase AcArya zrI kI itihAsa viSayaka gaveSaNAtmaka dRSTi kA paricaya milatA hai| AcArya zrI ke isa abhiyAna kA prArambha saMvat 2022 meM bAlotarA cAturmAsa se huaa| loMkAzAha ke bAda kI paramparA ke mukhya srota isa kRti ke mAdhyama se eka sthAna para upalabdha ho sake haiN| pustaka meM hastalikhita pratiyoM kA mUla pATha surakSita rakhA gayA hai| loMkAgaccha paramparA ke antargata nimnAMkita sAta paTTAvaliyA~ saMkalita haiM 1. paTTAvalI prabandha 2. gaNi tejasIkRta padya paTTAvalI 3. saMkSipta paTTAvalI, 4. bAlApura paTTAvalI 5. bar3audA paTTAvalI 6. moTA pakSa kI paTTAvalI 7. loMkAgacchIya pttttaavlii| ___ sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke antargata ye dasa paTTAvaliyA~ saMkalita haiM- 1. vinayacandra jI kRta paTTAvalI 2. prAcIna paTTAvalI 3. pUjya jIvarAjajI kI paTTAvalI 4. khaMbhAta paTTAvalI 5. gujarAta paTTAvalI 6. bhUdharajI kI paTTAvalI 7.
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________________ 748 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM marudhara paTTAvalI 8. mevAr3a paTTAvalI 9. dariyApurI sampradAya paTTAvalI 10. koTA paramparA kI pttttaavlii| grantha ko adhikAdhika upayogI aura bodhagamya banAne kI dRSTi se pratyeka paTTAvalI ke pUrva saMkSepa meM usakA sAratattva de diyA gayA hai| loMkAgaccha paramparA kI pratinidhi racanA 'saMskRta paTTAvalI prabandha' kA hindI anuvAda paNDita zazikAntajI jhA ne tathA sthAnakavAsI paramparA kI pratinidhi racanA vinayacandra jI kRta paTTAvalI kA saralArtha paNDita muni zrI lakSmIcanda jI mahArAja ne kiyA hai| ye donoM paTTAvaliyA~ hI AkAra meM bar3I haiM, zeSa paTTAvaliyA~ laghukAya haiN| ___itihAsa ke vidvAnoM aura zodhArthiyoM ke lie 'paTTAvalI prabandha saMgraha', pustaka mahattvapUrNa hai| isameM kucha paTTAvaliyA~ saMskRta meM haiM to kucha rAjasthAnI yA sthAnIya bhASAoM meM / kucha padya meM haiM to kucha gadya meM / pustaka kA sampAdana DA. narendra jI bhAnAvata ne kiyA hai| prastAvanA zrI devendra muni jI ke dvArA evaM bhUmikA prasiddha vidvAn zrI agaracanda jI nAhaTA ke dvArA likhI gaI hai| prAkkathana meM saMkalita paTTAvaliyoM kA sAragarbhita antaraMga paricaya dete hue paTTAvaliyoM kA mahattva udghATita kiyA gayA hai| ___ prakAzana 'jaina itihAsa nirmANa samiti' jayapura ke dvArA kiyA gayA hai| (2) jaina AcArya caritAvalI isa pustaka meM bhagavAn mahAvIra se lekara Adhunika yuga ke pramukha jainAcAryoM kI paramparA aura unakI vizeSatAoM ko padya ke rUpa meM prastuta kiyA gayA hai| itihAsa bodha kI dRSTi se yaha pustaka mahattvapUrNa hai| itihAsa kA viSaya prAya: nIrasa hotA hai, kintu AcAryapravara ne padyabaddha rUpa meM jainAcAryoM ke caritra ko gUMthakara jana sAmAnya ke lie sugrAhya evaM rucikara banA diyA hai| isameM saMkSepa meM jaina paramparA, saMskRti evaM dharmAcAryoM sambandhI Avazyaka jAnakArI prApta kI jA sakatI hai| padyabaddha hone se rucizIla bhakta zrAvaka ise kaNThastha bhI kara sakate haiN| viSaya aura bhAva kI spaSTatA ke lie pratyeka padya kA artha bhI sAtha meM diyA gayA hai| itihAsa-jijJAsu isa grantha kA lAbha uThA sakeM, isa dRSTi se anta ke pariziSToM meM loMkAgaccha kI paramparA aura dharmoddhAraka zrI jIvarAja jI ma.sA, zrI dharmasiMha jI ma, zrI lava jI RSi, zrI harajI RSi, zrI dharmadAsa jI mahArAja Adi se sambandhita vibhinna zAkhAoM kA vivaraNa bhI diyA gayA hai| vidvAnoM aura zodhArthiyoM kI suvidhA ke lie zabdAnukramaNikA dI gaI hai jisake dvArA AcArya, muni, rAjA, zrAvaka, grAma, nagara, prAnta, gaNa-gaccha, zAkhA, vaMza, sUtra, grantha Adi ke sambandha meM sugamatA va | zIghratA se jAnakArI prApta kI jA sakatI hai| grantha ke lekhana meM dharmasAgarIya tapAgaccha paTTAvalI, hastalikhita sthAnakavAsI paTTAvalI, prabhuvIra paTTAvalI aura paTTAvalI-samuccaya Adi granthoM kA upayoga kiyA gayA hai| prAcIna hastalikhita patroM evaM AcArya zrI kI apanI dhAraNA kA bhI isameM sadupayoga huA hai| caritAvalI kA sarvaprathama prakAzana san 1971 meM jaina itihAsa samiti jayapura ke dvArA zrI gajasiMha jI rAThaur3a ke sampAdana meM kiyA gayA thaa| dvitIya saMskaraNa san 1998 meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala jayapura dvArA prakAzita kiyA gayA hai| dvitIya saMskaraNa meM AcAryoM kI paramparA ke pariziSTa meM adhunAyAvat hue AcAryoM ke nAma bhI jor3a die gae haiN| (3) jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne jaina dharma ke itihAsa ko prastuta karane kA mahAna kArya kiyA hai| jaina dharma yU~ to anAdikAlIna mAnA jAtA hai, kintu avasarpiNI kAla ke tIsare Araka meM hue Adi tIrthaMkara bhagavAna RSabhadeva se
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________________ 749 caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa lekara loMkAzAha paryanta kA jaina itihAsa AcAryapravara ke dvArA 'jainadharma kA maulika itihAsa' nAmaka graMtha ke cAra bhAgoM meM prastuta kiyA gayA hai| yahA~ pratyeka bhAga kA saMkSipta paricaya diyA jA rahA hai| prathama bhAga- prathama tIrthaMkara bhagavAna RSabhadeva se lekara 24 veM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke jIvana kI aitihAsika ghaTanAoM kA ullekha isa bhAga meM huA hai| isa bhAga ko 'tIrthakara khaNDa' nAma diyA gayA hai| isa bhAga meM sabhI tIrthaMkaroM ke pUrvabhava, unakI devagati kI Ayu, cyavanakAla, janma, janmakAla, rAjyAbhiSeka, vivAha, varSIdAna, pravrajyA, tapa, kevalajJAna, tIrtha sthApanA, gaNadhara, pramukha AryA, sAdhu-sAdhvI kI saMkhyA evaM tIrthaMkaroM dvArA kie gaye vizeSa upakAra kA varNana huA hai| AcArya zrI ne isa grantha ke prArambha meM apanI bAta ke antargata yaha ullekha kiyA hai ki yaha grantha prathamAnuyoga kI prAcIna AgamIya-paramparA ke anusAra likhA gayA hai| isameM AcArAMga sUtra, jambUdvIpa prajJapti, samavAyAMga, Avazyaka sUtra, Avazyaka niyukti, Avazyaka cUrNi, pravacanasAroddhAra, sattarisaya dvAra aura digambara paramparA ke mahApurANa, uttarapurANa, tiloyapaNNatti Adi prAcIna granthoM kA AdhAra rahA hai| hemacandrAcArya dvArA racita triSaSTizalAkA puruSa caritra, AcArya zIlAMka dvArA racita mahApurisacariyaM, jinabhadragaNi kSamAzramaNa dvArA racita vizeSAvazyaka bhASya Adi grantha bhI itihAsa lekhana meM sahAyaka rahe haiN| matabheda ke sthaloM para zAstrasammata vicAra ko hI pramukhatA dI gaI hai| jaina samAja meM, vizeSata: zvetAmbara sthAnakavAsI samAja meM prAmANika itihAsa kI kamI cirakAla se khaTaka rahI thI / use AcArya zrI ne isa grantha kA lekhana kara dUra kiyA evaM jaina samAja aura bhAratIya itihAsa ko mahattvapUrNa avadAna kiyaa| isa khaNDa meM bhagavAna RSabhadeva, bha. ariSTanemi, bha. pArzvanAtha aura bha.mahAvIra ke jIvana caritra aura ghaTanAoM kA vistAra se varNana huA hai| zeSa 20 tIrthaMkaroM ke sambandha meM saMkSipta jAnakArI prApta hotI hai| caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM meM antima tIna tIrthaMkara aitihAsika yuga ke tIrthaMkara mAne jAte haiM jabaki prArambha ke 21 tIrthaMkara prAgaitihAsika kAla meM gine jAte haiN| tIrthaMkaroM ke sAtha hI bharata evaM brahmadatta cakravartI ke sambandha meM tulanAtmaka dRSTi se prakAza DAlA gayA hai| zrI kRSNa ke sambandha meM jaina dRSTi se ciMtana kiyA gayA hai| vaidika aura jaina granthoM ke AdhAra para bha. ariSTanemi kA vaMza paricaya diyA gayA hai| isa prakAra grantha meM jaina sAhitya ke atirikta vaidika aura bauddha sAhitya se bhI gaveSaNA kI gaI hai| grantha saMpAdana ke kArya meM gajasiMha jI rAThaur3a ke atirikta zrI devendra muni jI zAstrI, paM. ratna muni zrI lakSmIcaMda jI ma, paM. zazikAnta jI jhA aura DA. narendra jI bhAnAvata kA bhI sahayoga rahA hai / isa grantha kA prathama saMskaraNa san 1971 meM prakAzita huA thaa| usake anantara isake do saMskaraNa aura nikala cuke haiN| grantha kA sarvatra svAgata kiyA gayA hai| ___AcArya zrI dvArA nirmita isa itihAsa grantharatna kI aneka mUrdhanya vidvAnoM ne bhUri-bhUri prazaMsA kI hai| katipaya vidvAnoM ke abhimata saMkSepa meM nimna prakAra haiM 1. jaina dharma kA yaha taTastha aura prAmANika itihAsa hai| -paM. dalasukha bhAI mAlavaNiyA, ahamadAbAda 2. jaina dharma ke itihAsa sambandhI AdhAra-sAmagrI kA jo saMkalana isameM huA hai, vaha bhAratIya itihAsa ke lie || upayogI hai |-ddoN. raghuvIra siMha sItAmaU 3. digambara evaM zvetAmbara paramparA ke prasiddha puruSoM ke caritroM kA isameM dohana kara liyA gayA hai|- paM. hIrAlAla zAstrI, byAvara
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________________ 750 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 4. itihAsa ke aneka naye tathya isameM sAmane Aye haiN| zrI agaracanda nAhaTA, bIkAnera 5. caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM ke carita ko tulanAtmaka dRSTi se prastuta kiyA gayA hai|- DaoN. jyotiprasAda jaina, lakhanaU 6. isa itihAsa se aneka mahattvapUrNa naI bAtoM kI jAnakArI hotI hai|- DaoN. ke sI jaina, ujjain| 7. jaina tIrthaGkara paramparA ke itihAsa ko tulanAtmaka aura vaijJAnika paddhati se mUlyAMkita kiyA gayA hai| -DaoN. nemIcanda jaina, indaura 8. aitihAsika tathyoM kI gaveSaNA ke lie brAhmaNa aura bauddha sAhitya kA bhI upayoga kiyA gayA hai| -zramaNa, vArANasI 9. phuTanoTsa ke mUla granthoM ke sandarbha se yaha kRti pUrNa prAmANika bana gaI hai| 10. isa grantha meM zAstra ke viparIta na jAne kA vizeSa dhyAna vidvAn lekhaka ne rakhA hai| - DaoN. bhAgacanda jaina bhAskara, nAgapura dvitIya bhAga - yaha khaNDa kevalI va pUrvadhara khaNDa ke nAma se jAnA jAtA hai| isa khaNDa meM bha. mahAvIra ke nirvANa ke pazcAt ke 1000 varSoM kA prAmANika itihAsa nibaddha huA hai| indrabhUti gautama, Arya sudharmA, Arya jambU ina tInoM kevaliyoM ke jIvana aura unake kRtitva kA aitihAsika pariprekSya meM varNana karane ke pazcAt zruta kevalI AcAryoM, dasa pUrvadhara AcAryoM aura sAmAnya pUrvadhara AcAryoM kA aitihAsika AdhAra para varNana kiyA gayA hai| zruta kevalI kAla ke AcArya prabhava svAmI, AcArya zayyaMbhava, AcArya yazobhadra svAmI, sambhUtavijaya, AcArya bhadrabAhu kA paricaya diyA gayA hai| unake anantara AThaveM paTTadhara ke rUpa meM AcArya sthUlabhadra tathA unake anantara paTTadharoM ke rUpa meM Arya mahAgiri, Arya suhastI, vAcanAcArya balissaha, guNasundara, vAcanAcArya svAti, zyAmAcArya, SAMDilla samudra, maMgU, nandila aura nAga hastI kA varNana karate hue inake kAla kI vibhinna ghaTanAoM aura tatkAlIna anya AcAryoM yathA susthita, Arya indradinna, kAlakAcArya, revatI mitra, siMhagiri, dhanagiri, arhaddatta, bhadragupta, pAdalipta, vRddhavAdI aura siddhasena, Arya vajrasvAmI, nAgahastI kA bhI paricaya yathA prasaMga diyA gayA hai| yathAkAla cANakya, candragupta, bindusAra, samrATa azoka, kaliMgapati khAravela, puSyamitra zuMga Adi rAjAoM yA rAjanaitika puruSoM kA bhI nirUpaNa kiyA gayA hai| sAmAnya pUrvadhara kAla ke antargata vAcanAcArya revatI ko bhagavAn mahAvIra kA 19 vAM paTTadhara batAyA gayA hai| unake anantara brahmadvIpaka siMha, skandila, himavanta, kSamAzramaNa, nAgArjuna, bhUtadina, dohitya, dUSyagaNi aura | devardhi kSamAzramaNa kA paricaya dete huye tatkAlIna rAjavaMza, dhArmika sthiti evaM anya AcAryoM aura unake kAryoM kA bhI varNana kiyA gayA hai| isa prakAra jaina dharma ke maulika itihAsa kA yaha dvitIya khaNDa gautama gaNadhara se lekara devardhigaNi kSamAzramaNa taka kI pramukha dhArmika, sAmAjika aura rAjanaitika ghaTanAoM kA tathyaparaka vivecana karatA hai| AcArya zrI ne bha. mahAvIra ke 27 paTTadharoM kA isameM kramika itihAsa saMjoyA hai| dvAdazAMgI ke hrAsa evaM vibhinna vAcanAoM ke saMbaMdha meM zodha pUrNa sAmagrI prastuta kI gaI hai| sama sAmayika dharmAcAryoM aura rAjavaMzoM ke itivRttoM ko bhI prastuta kiyA gayA hai| jaina itihAsa kI jaTila gutthiyoM kA prAmANika hala dete hue bhAratIya itihAsa viSayaka katipaya aMdhakAra pUrNa prakaraNoM para nUtana prakAza DAlA gayA hai| jaina paramparA meM zramaNI aura zrAvikAoM ke yogadAna ko bhI rekhAMkita kiyA gayA hai| itihAsa jaise gUDha evaM nIrasa viSaya kA sarasa, subodha evaM pravAha pUrNa zailI meM Alekhana kiyA gayA hai| matabheda ke prasaMgoM ko ujAgara karate hue unakA samucita samAdhAna gaveSaNApUrNa dRSTi se prastuta karane kA prayAsa kiyA
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________________ 751 caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa gayA hai| maulika itihAsa ke prathama bhAga kI apekSA dvitIya bhAga kA lekhana adhika zramasAdhya rahA hogA, isameM saMdeha nhiiN| isa bhAga kA prathama saMskaraNa san 1974 meM vIra nirvANa ke 2500 veM varSa meM jaina itihAsa samiti jayapura se | nikalA thA tathA aba tRtIya saMskaraNa prakAzita ho cukA hai| tRtIya bhAga -vIra nirvANa saMvat 1001 se 1500 taka ke dharmAcAryoM aura vibhinna paramparAoM kA isa bhAga meM vistRta varNana huA hai| prArambha meM devarddhigaNi kSamAzramaNa ke uttaravartI itihAsa se sambandhita katipaya ajJAta tathyoM kA aitihAsika dRSTi se paricaya karAyA gayA hai| isake anantara vIra nirvANa se devarddhi kAla taka dharma aura zramaNAcAra kI carcA kI gaI hai aura usI krama meM caityavAsI paramparA, bhaTTAraka paramparA aura yApanIya paramparA kI vistAra se carcA karate hue inake kAryoM para bhI prakAza DAlA gayA hai| ina paramparAoM ke pracAra-prasAra evaM utkarSa meM sahayogI gaMga vaMza, da vazoM ko bhI carcA kI gaI hai| Agama ke anusAra jaina zramaNa evaM zramaNI ke veza tathA dharma zAstra aura AcAra-vicAra kA bhI nirUpaNa kiyA gayA hai| caityavAsI paramparA kA prArambha vIra nirvANa kI sAtavIM zatAbdI meM aura bhaTTAraka paramparA kA prArambha vIra nirvANa kI gyArahavIM zatAbdI meM batAyA gayA hai| bhaTTArakoM kI paramparA zvetAmbara aura digambara donoM sampradAyoM meM clii| bhaTTArakoM ne grAmAnugrAma vihAra kI paramparA ko tyAga kara caityoM, caityAlayoM athavA grAma nagara ke bAhara sthita gharoM meM rahanA prArambha kara diyaa| zvetAmbara bhaTTArakoM ko zrI pUjyajI aura inake AvAsoM ko Azrama, mandira jI Adi nAmoM se aura digambara paramparA ke siMhAsana pIThoM ko maTha, nasiyAM Adi nAmoM se jAnA gyaa| prArambha meM yahA~ zikSaNa kA kArya hotA thA, kintu dhIre-dhIre inake pAsa bar3I dhanarAzi, AvAsa bhUmi, kRSi bhUmi Adi meM vRddhi hone lgii| aneka zikSaNa saMsthAna caityavAsI paramparA, zvetAmbara bhaTTAraka paramparA, digambara bhaTTAraka paramparA aura yApanIya paramparA ke lie eka ora varadAna siddha hue to dUsarI ora cAritrika adha:patana ke kAraNa bhI bne| ina zikSaNa saMsthAnoM se nyAya, vyAkaraNa, sAhitya, jaina darzana , saMskRta, prAkRta apabhraMza Adi ke jJAtA vidvAn taiyAra hue to dUsarI ora karmakANDa, anuSThAna, pUjA vidhAna Adi bhI pracalita hue| grantha meM ina paramparAoM kA gaveSaNApUrNa rocaka evaM preraka varNana huA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ke 28 veM paTTadhara AcArya zrI vIrabhadra se lekara 47 veM paTTadhara AcArya zrI kalazaprabhasvAmI tathA unake yuga kI dhArmika, sAmAjika aura rAjanaitika ghaTanAoM ko isa grantha meM kramabaddha rUpa meM prastuta kiyA gayA hai| sAtha hI zuddha zramaNAcAra ke kramika hrAsa evaM vikRti janya paramparAoM, sama sAmayika dharmAcAryoM evaM rAjavaMzoM kA itivRtta prastuta kiyA gayA hai| caturtha bhAga - isa bhAga meM 48 veM paTTadhara AcArya umaNaRSi se lekara 63 veM paTTadhara AcArya zrI rUpajI svAmI evaM unake kAla ke dhArmika, sAmAjika evaM rAjanaitika itivRtta kA vivaraNa prApta hotA hai| yaha bhAga maulika itihAsa ke tRtIya bhAga kA pUraka graMtha hai| isameM loMkAzAha kI krAMti evaM unakI paramparA kA paricaya diyA gayA hai| anya bhAgoM kI taraha itihAsa kA yaha bhAga bhI gahana gaveSaNA evaM zodha ke anantara prakAzita huA hai| pUrva pIThikA ke rUpa meM 80 pRSThoM meM bhUle bisare aitihAsika tathyoM, dhArmika krAMtiyoM aura bhArata para muslima rAjya jaise viSayoM para aitihAsika dRSTi se vicAra kiyA gayA hai| kumArapAla, ajaya deva, kharataragaccha, upakeza gaccha, aMcalagaccha, tapAgaccha, bar3agaccha Adi gacchoM kA varNana kiyA gayA hai| AcArya phalgumitra, udyotanasUri jinezvarasUri abhayadevasUri (navAMgI vRttikAra) jinavallabhasUri, jinadattasUri hemacandrasUri Adi AcAryoM kA paricaya bhI isa graMtha meM upalabdha hai| loMkAgaccha kI carcA karate hue loMkAzAha ke 34 bola, 58 bola Adi kA bhI nirUpaNa huA hai| eka pAtariyA
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 752 | (potiyAbaMda) gaccha kI paTTAvalI bhI dI gaI hai / 868 pRSThoM kA yaha bhAga sarvaprathama 1987 I. meM prakAzita huA thA / jainadharma kA maulika itihAsa ke antima do bhAgoM kA Alekhana evaM saMpAdana zrI gajasiMha jI rAThaur3a ne kiyA hai / vizAlakAya jaina dharma ke maulika itihAsa ke cAroM bhAgoM kA prakAzana jaina itihAsa samiti lAla bhavana caur3A rAstA, jayapura se huA hai| aba punaH prakAzana samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura dvArA kiyA jA rahA hai / (4) aitihAsika kAla ke tIna tIrthaMkara isameM ariSTanemi, pArzvanAtha aura bha. mahAvIra nAmaka antima tIna tIrthaMkaroM kA jIvana caritra aura unake kAla | kI ghaTanAoM kA aitihAsika AdhAra para varNana huA hai| yaha pustaka 'jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa' ke prathama bhAga kA hI eka aMza hai| isakA prakAzana bhI jaina itihAsa samiti jayapura dvArA hI kiyA gayA hai| (I) kAvya, kathA evaM anya sAhitya 1 (1) gajendra-pada-muktAvalI AcArya zrI kA kAvya-racanA pakSa bhI bhAvoM kI pAradarzitA ke kAraNa atyanta samRddha evaM lokapriya hai / | AcArya zrI ke dvArA jo kAvya racanA kI gaI hai vaha sampUrNa rUpa meM to upalabdha nahIM hai, kintu jo racanAe~ upalabdha ho | sakI haiM, unameM se 70 padya racanAe~ gajendra pada muktAvalI ke rUpa meM prakAzita haiM / inameM kucha prArthanAe~ haiM, kucha AdhyAtmika cetanA ko sphurita karane vAle bhajana aura pada haiM to kucha kAvya sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, sevA, guruguNa-gAna aura samAja cetanA se sambandhita haiM / katipaya racanAe~ paryuSaNa, rakSAbandhana varSA Rtu Adi parvoM se bhI sambaddha haiN| 'jagata kartA nahIM Izvara' jaisI kucha padya racanAe~ dArzanika haiM to "pratidina japa lenA" jaisI katipaya racanAe~ itihAsa aura paramparA bodha ko sameTe hue haiN| AcArya zrI ke kAvya ko DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata ne cAra bhAgoM meM vibhakta kiyA hai - 1. stuti kAvya 2. upadeza kAvya 3. carita kAvya 4 padyAnuvAda / stuti meM bhakta apane ArAdhya ke prati nizchala bhAva se apane ko samarpita karatA hai| AcArya zrI ke ArAdhya vItarAga prabhu haiM, jo rAgadveSa ke vijetA haiM / bhagavAn RSabhadeva, zAntinAtha, pArzvanAtha evaM mahAvIra svAmI kI stuti karate hue AcArya zrI ne unake guNoM ke prati apane Apako samarpita kiyA hai / vardhamAna mahAvIra kI stuti karate hue AcArya zrI kahate haiM zrI vardhamAna jina, aisA hamako bala do ghaTa ghaTa meM sabake, AtmabhAva pragaTA do| Tera / prabhu vaira-virodha kA bhAva na rahane pAve / vimala prema sabake ghaTa meM sarasAve / ajJAna moha ko, ghaTa se dUra bhagA do // ghaTa // 1 // AcArya zrI ko guru ke samAna aura koI upakArI najara nahIM AtA, isalie guru-vandanA karate hue AcArya zrI kahate haiM upakArI sadguru dUjA, nahIM koI saMsAra / moha bhaMvara meM par3e hue ko, yahI bar3A AdhAra // upadezakAvya ke rUpa meM 'gajendra pada muktAvalI' meM aneka racanAe~ saMgRhIta haiM yathA- "samajho cetana jI apanA
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 753 rUpa," "mere antara bhayA prakAza", "maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa", "satguru ne bodha batAyA", "jIvana unnata karanA cAho", "ghaNo sukha pAvelA", "zikSA de rahA jI hamako", "sevA dharma bar3A gambhIra" aadi| inameM adhikAMza racanAe~ Atmabodha kA upadeza detI haiM, kucha racanAe~ Atmabodha aura samAjabodha donoM se jur3I huI haiN| " he uttamajana AcAra", "sAMcA zrAvaka tene kahie", "pyArI bahanoM samajho", "samajho samajho rI mAtA", "jinarAja bhajo saba doSa tajo' Adi isI prakAra ke bhajana yA pada haiN| Atmabodha kI dRSTi se AcArya zrI kI aneka racanAe~ prasiddha haiM, unameM se eka kI | zabdAvalI yahA~ prastuta hai mere antara bhayA prakAza, nahIM aba mujhe kisI kI Aza // Tera || tana dhana parijana saba hI para haiM, para kI Aza nirAza / pudgala ko apanA kara maiMne kiyA svatva kA nAza // 1 // roga zoka nahiM mujhako dete, jarA mAtra bhI trAsa sadA zAntimaya maiM hU~ merA, acala rUpa hai khAsa // 2 // svAdhyAya aura sAmAyika AcArya zrI ke pramukha do upadeza rahe haiN| svAdhyAya ko ve jana-jana ke lie Avazyaka mAnate haiM svAdhyAya binA ghara sUnA hai, mana sUnA hai sadjJAna binA / ghara ghara guruvANI gAna karo, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo / Atma-jyoti prakaTa karane ke lie svAdhyAya Avazyaka hai tathA svAdhyAya se hI jJAna sambhava ataH ve kahate bina svAdhyAya jJAna nahIM hogA, jyoti jagAne ko rAga dveSa kI gAMTha gale nahIM, bodhi milAne ko // jIvana kA nirmANa karane ke lie jisa prakAra svAdhyAya upayogI hai, usI prakAra sAmAyika bhI Avazyaka hai agara jIvana banAnA hai, to sAmAyika tU karatA jA / haTAkara viSamatA mana kI, sAmyarasa pAna karatA jA / / mile dhana sampadA athavA, kabhI vipadA bhI A jAve / harSa aura zoka se bacakara, sadA eka raMga rahatA jA | sAmAyika jIvana unnati kA sAdhana hai| jisa prakAra tana kI puSTi ke lie vyAyAma Avazyaka hai usI prakAra mana ke poSaNa aura AdhyAtmika bala ke lie sAmAyika Avazyaka hai-- jIvana unnata karanA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhanA kara lo| AkulatA se bacanA cAho, to.... sA. ||tter // tana puSTi-hita vyAyAma-calA, mana poSaNa ko zubha dhyAna bhalA AdhyAtmika bala pAnA cAho to... ||saa. // mahilAoM ko zikSita karane kI dRSTi se bhI AcArya zrI ne aneka bhajanoM kA nirmANa kiyaa| kabhI bahanoM ke rUpa meM to kabhI mAtAoM ke rUpa meM, saMbodhita karate hue unheM hitazikSA pradAna kI hai
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________________ 754 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM dhAro dhAro rI sobhAgina zIla kI cUndaDI jI ||tter // sAMco / jhUThe bhUSaNa meM mata rAco, zIla dharma ko bhUSaNa rAkho tana-mana se the prema, eka sata dharma se jI // kucha bhajana parvoM se sambaddha haiM, rakSAbandhana parva para jIva kI yatanA karane kA saMdeza dete hue AcArya zrI pharamAte jIva dayA hI rakSA bhArI, mana meM bAMdhI je| iha bhava para bhava pAme sAtA, avicala pada lIje // dIpAvalI para dIpaka kI taraha sAdhanA rata rahane kI preraNA dete hue AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM dIpaka jyoM jIvana jalatA hai mUlyavAna bhAyA re jagat meM | satpuruSoM kA jIvana parahita, jalatA zobhAyA re jagat meM | varSARtu meM dharma kI karaNI karane ke lie preraNA dete hue AcArya zrI pharamAte haiM jIva kI jatanA kara lIje re / Ayo varSAvAsa dharma kI karaNI kara lIje re / yA dharmako mUla samajha kara, samatA rasa pIje re / / AcArya zrI ne apanI kAvya-racanA meM mUlataH AdhyAtmika pakSa ko hI prastuta kiyA hai / sAmAjika anuSThAnoM, | parvoM aura utsavoM ko bhI Apane kAvya meM AdhyAtmika raMga diyA hai| AcAryapravara ne jIvana kI viSamatA ko haTAkara samatA rasa kA pAna karAne ke sAtha Adarza samAja ke nirmANa kA bhI mArga prazasta kiyA hai| aprakAzita padya-AcArya zrI ke aneka padya aprakAzita haiM aura ve isa samaya anupalabdha bane hue haiN| (2) svAdhyAya mAlA (prathama bhAga ) pUjya AcAryapravara kA svAdhyAya para vizeSa bala thA / Apa svayaM bhI svAdhyAya karate the tathA AgantukoM ko bhI svAdhyAya ke lie prerita karate the / san 1947 meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala kA kAryAlaya jodhapura meM thaa| usa samaya jaina kanyA bodhinI ke | prathama evaM dvitIya bhAga ke prakAzana ke pazcAt tRtIya puSpa ke rUpa meM svAdhyAya-mAlA (prathama bhAga) kA prakAzana huA thaa| 'svAdhyAya mAlA' pustaka ke isa bhAga meM 'vIra jinastava' (abhayadevasUri racita) evaM 'gautama kulaka' nAmaka prAkRta bhASA kI kRtiyoM kA zabdArtha, bhAvArtha ke sAtha vivecana upalabdha hai / pratyeka gAthA kA hindI meM chAyAnuvAda bhI diyA gayA hai / vIra jinastava evaM gautamakulaka isa kRti ke pUrva aprakAzita the| unheM pANDulipi se pUjya AcAryapravara ne | vivecana sahita taiyAra kiyA thaa| pustaka ke pariziSTa meM gautama kulaka se sambaddha 15 kathAnaka saMkSepa meM sarasa bhASA meM die gae haiN| kathAnakoM ke zIrSaka haiN| 1. sAgaradatta seTha 2. jambU svAmI 3. dhannA seTha 4. kuNDarIka 5. zAlibhadrajI 6. mahAtmA gajasukumAla 7. mahArAjA udAyI 8. araNaka zrAvaka 9. bAhubalI 10. marIci 11. bhagavAna | mallinAtha 12. kapila brAhmaNa 13. citta muni 14. seTha sudarzana 15. arjuna mAlI / -
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 755 pustaka meM donoM prAcIna kRtiyoM kA bahuta hI sundara vivecana huA hai| tAttvika vyAkhyA ke udAharaNoM evaM sUktiparaka uddharaNoM kA bhI prayoga huA hai| bAda meM AtmA ke sambandha meM zabdArtha sahita 14 gAthAe~, bAraha bhAvanAoM kA vivecana evaM AdhyAtmika prArthanAe~ dI gaI haiN| sAmAyika meM svAdhyAya karane kI acchI sAmagrI se susajjita yaha || pustaka nizcaya hI usa samaya pAThakoM ke lie pUrNata: upayogI evaM preraka siddha huI hogii| Aja bhI pustaka kI upayogitA asaMdigdha hai| isake puna: prakAzana kI AvazyakatA hai| pustaka kA sampAdana zrI ratnakumAra jI jaina 'ratneza' ne kiyA hai| (3) amaratA kA pujArI isa pustaka meM ratnavaMza ke SaSTha paTTadhara evaM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke guruvarya pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI mahArAja sAhaba kA jIvana-caritra hai| pustaka kA lekhana yugamanISI AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke tattvAvadhAna meM vidvAn paNDita zrI duHkhamocana jI jhA ke dvArA kiyA gayA hai tathA sampAdana unake suputra paNDita zazikAnta jI jhA ne kiyA hai| pustaka kA prakAzana saMvat 2011 meM huaa| lagabhaga 200 pRSThoM meM 57 prakaraNoM ke mAdhyama se lekhaka ne AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke jIvana kA sAhityika rUpa se sahaja evaM prabhAvI rekhAMkana kiyA hai| isa pustaka para upAdhyAya kavi amaramuni jI ma.sA. kI TippaNI isa prakAra hai ___ "zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zramaNa saMgha ke AdaraNIya sahamaMtrI svanAma dhanya paM. muni zrI hastImalajI mahArAja zata-sahasrazaH dhanyavAdAha haiM ki jinake vicAra pradhAna nirdezana ke phalasvarUpa jIvana caritra rUpa yaha sundara kRti janatA ke samakSa A skii| sahamantrI jI kI ora se apane mahAmahima gurudeva ke caraNoM meM arpaNa kI gaI yaha suvAsita zraddhAJjali jaina itihAsa kI sudIrgha paramparA meM cira smaraNIya rhegii|" _ "zraddheya jainAcArya pUjya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke sukhyAta jIvana kI punIta gAthA ke kucha aMza suna gayA, bar3e cAva se, bar3e bhAva se / suna kara hRdaya harSa se pulakita ho utthaa| kucha viziSTa prasaMgoM para to antarmana bhAvanA kI vegavatI laharoM meM DUba-DUba sA gyaa| vidvAn lekhaka kI bhASA prAMjala hai, puSTa hai aura hai mana ko gudagudA dene vAlI / bhAvAMkana spaSTa hai, prabhAvaka hai aura jIvana lakSya ko jyotirmaya banA dene vAlA hai| bhASA aura bhAva donoM hI itane sajIva evaM saprANa haiM ki pAThaka kI antarAtmA sahasA uccatara AdarzoM kI svarNa zikhAoM ko sparza karane lagatI haiN|" upAdhyAya kavi amaramunijI kI TippaNI kA uparyukta aMza isa pustaka ke prArambha meM unake dvArA likhita 'abhinandana' se uddhRta hai| AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. kA janma kArtika zuklA paMcamI vikrama saMvat 1914 ko jodhapura meM huA thA, dIkSA mAgha zuklA paMcamI vikrama saMvat 1927 ko jayapura meM huI thI, AcAryapada phAlguna kRSNA 8 vi. saMvat 1972 ko ajamera meM diyA gayA thA tathA 56 varSa saMyama pAlane ke pazcAt svargavAsa jodhapura meM zrAvaNa kRSNa amAvasa ko vi.saM. 1983 meM huA thaa| ___ AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma. aneka guNagaNoM se vibhUSita the| paramata-sahiSNutA, vatsalatA, gambhIratA, saralatA, sevAbhAvitA, vinayazIlatA, marmajJatA, AgamajJatA aura nItimattA ye AcArya zrI ke pramukha guNa the| unake saMbaMdha meM nimnAMkita vacana satya thA
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________________ 756 guru kArIgara sArikhA, TAMkI vacana rsaal| patthara se pratimA kare, pUjA lahe apAra // namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (4) saiddhAntika praznottarI pustaka ke nAma hI yaha spaSTa hai ki isameM siddhAntagata praznoM ke uttara nihita haiN| vastuta: yaha pustaka paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu bAhara jAne vAle svAdhyAyiyoM Avazyaka jJAnavardhana kI dRSTi se racita hai| prazna sabhI mahattvapUrNa evaM svAdhyAyiyoM ke lie Avazyaka jAnakArI pradAna karate haiM / isa pustaka prathama saMskaraNa kA sampAdana zrI pArasamala jI prasUna ke dvArA kiyA gayA thaa| dvitIya evaM tRtIya saMskaraNa kA sampAdana zrI kanhaiyAlAla jI loDhA ne kiyA hai| | vartamAna upalabdha pustaka do khaNDoM meM vibhakta hai| prathama khaNDa meM tAttvika, dArzanika evaM vartamAna yuga se sambandhita 31 praznoM ke uttara haiM / dvitIya khaNDa meM antagaDa sUtra kA vAcana karate samaya uThane vAle prazna evaM unake samAdhAna haiN| | sabhI praznoM kA samAdhAna tarkasammata evaM yuktiyukta hai / Adhunika navIna praznottaroM ko jor3a dene se dvitIya saMskaraNa | kI upayogitA bar3ha gaI hai| pustaka meM saMsAra, Izvara, jIva, dharma, jAti, sampradAya, puruSArtha, kriyAkANDa, asvAdhyAya, acitta-jala, pauSadha Adi ke sambandha meM tathA digambara evaM zvetAmbara matabheda kI bhI vizada tAttvika carcA huI hai| antagaDadasA sUtra ke saMbaMdha meM aneka prazna pAThaka ke mana-mastiSka meM uThate rahate haiM, unameM se kucha kA tArkika | samAdhAna isa pustaka meM upalabdha hotA hai / jaise- eka prazna yaha hai ki arjunamAlI dvArA kI gaI 1141 mAnava - hatyAoM | kA pApa arjuna ko lagA yA yakSa ko yA anya kisI ko / isI prakAra eka anya saiddhAntika prazna hai - samyagdRSTi zrAvaka ke lie dhArmika dRSTi se devArAdhanA evaM tadartha tapArAdhanA ucita hai kyA ? isa prakAra ke antagaDasUtra tAttvika praznoM kA samyak samAdhAna prastuta karane kA saphala prayatna kiyA gayA hai| AcAryapravara ke mArgadarzana meM taiyAra huI yaha pustaka na kevala svAdhyAyiyoM ke lie apitu pratyeka jijJAsu lie jJAnavardhaka evaM cintana ko naI dizA dene vAlI hai| pustaka kA dvitIya saMskaraNa saMvat 2029 meM evaM tRtIya saMskaraNa saM. 2037 meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala dvArA prakAzita karAyA gayA hai| (5) jaina svAdhyAya subhASita mAlA subhASitoM kA jIvana-unnayana meM mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. dvArA isI dRSTi se saMskRta, prAkRta evaM hindI bhASA ke subhASita saMkalita kie gae the, jinakA prathama prakAzana san 1968 meM huA thA / aba dvitIya saMskaraNa san 1998 meM prakAzita huA hai, jisake antargata 33 vibhinna viSayoM para subhASita saMkalita haiN| subhASitoM ke viSaya haiM - sAdhu mahimA, sajjana svabhAva, lobha, santoSa, dAna, krodha, satya, dayA, satsaMga, parigraha, | sanmitra, durjana, tapa, vidyA, vairAgya, kSamA, ahiMsA Adi / (6) kulaka saMgraha dAna, zIla, tapa aura bhAva ko mokSa ke sAdhana rUpa meM nirUpita kiyA jAtA hai| ina sAdhanoM meM pratyeka para kulaka ke rUpa meM prAkRta gAthAoM kA saMkalana prApta hotA hai| ye kulaka kisI eka AcArya dvArA racita haiM yA saMgraha, spaSTa rUpa se isa saMbaMdha meM kahanA kaThina hai, kyoMki ina kulakoM ke anta meM racanAkAra yA samaya kA nirdeza nahIM hai / bhASA zailI kI dRSTi se yaha madhyakAlIna racanA pratIta hotI hai| AcAryapravara zrI hastI ne dAna, zIla, tapa aura bhAva
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 757 para prApta ina gAthAoM ke mahattva kA Akalana kara inakA hindI anuvAda evaM vivecana karane ke sAtha sambaddha kathAoM kA bhI lekhana kiyA hai| kathAoM ke lekhana meM abhidhAna rAjendra koSa, bola saMgraha, solaha satI aura TIkA granthoM kA Alambana liyA gayA hai| dAna kulaka meM 18 gAthAe~, zIla kulaka meM 20 gAthAe~, tapa kulaka meM 20 gAthAe~ tathA bhAva kulaka meM 18 gAthAe~ haiN| pratyeka gAthA kI hindI meM chAyA padya ke rUpa meM dI gaI hai, phira usake pazcAt zabdArtha, bhAvArtha aura vizeSArtha die gae haiN| isameM AcArya zrI ke prAkRta bodha aura vivecana vaiziSTya kA digdarzana hotA hai| pustaka meM kula 47 kathAe~ haiM, jinameM dAna kulaka kI 8, zIla kulaka kI 16, tapa kulaka kI 13 aura bhAva kulaka kI 10 kathAe~ haiN| kathAoM kA lekhana saMkSepa meM viSaya ko spaSTa karate hue kiyA gayA hai| dAna prakaraNa kI kathAoM ke zIrSaka isa prakAra haiM-1. zreyAMsa kumAra 2. candanabAlA 3. revatI 4. kayavannA 5. zAlibhadra 6. dhana seTha, 7. bAhubalI 8. mUladeva / zIla se sambandhita kathAe~ isa prakAra haiM- 1. rAjamatI 2. subhadrA 3. narmadA sundarI 4. kalAvatI 5. zIlavatI 6. sulasA 7. sthUlabhadra 8. vajrasvAmI 9. sudarzana seTha, 10. sundarI 11. sunandA 12. celanA 13. manoramA 14. aMjanA 15. mRgAvatI 16. accaMkAriya bhaTTA / tapa prakaraNa kI kathAoM ke zIrSaka isa prakAra haiM -1. bAhubalI 2. gautama gaNadhara 3. sanatkumAra 4. dRDhaprahArI cora 5. nandIsena 6. harikezI 7. DhaMDhaNa kumAra 8. arjunamAlI 9. dhannA muni 10. mahAsatI sundarI 11. zivakumAra 12. balabhadra muni 13. viSNu kumAra / bhAva prakaraNa meM ina kathAoM ko zAmila kiyA gayA hai- 1. rAjarSi prasannacandra 2. mRgAvatI 3. ilAputra 4. kapila muni 5. karagaDa muni 6. marudevI 7. puSpacUlA 8. skandaka ziSya 9. da1ra 10. caNDarudra / kulaka saMgraha pustaka kI upayogitA asaMdigdha hai| isake pUrva svAdhyAya pAThamAlA' prathama bhAga meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke dvArA 'gautama kulaka' kA prakAzana kiyA gayA thaa| prastuta pustaka maNDala ke dvArA san 1965 IsvI meM prakAzita kI gaI thii| (7) paryuSaNa parva padAvalI isa pustaka kI racanA svAdhyAyiyoM ke dvArA paryuSaNa parvArAdhana ke avasara para dharmopadeza karane ke lakSya se kI gaI pratIta hotI hai| pustaka ke do khaNDa haiN| prathama khaNDa meM aMtagaDa sUtra ke kathAbhAga ke krama se usake bhAvoM ko prabhAvazAlI rIti se prastuta karane vAle padyoM kA saMkalana hai| isake atirikta isa khaNDa meM paryuSaNa, kSamA, saMyama, dharma, SaT karmArAdhana, svAdhyAya, sAmAyika, krodha-niSedha Adi kI preraNA dene vAle bhajana yA gIta bhI saMkalita haiN| isa prakAra prathama khaNDa upadezaparaka padyoM se suzobhita hai| dvitIya khaNDa meM katipaya caritrAtmAoM ko prastuta karane vAle padyabaddha carita haiN| 'Adarza caritrAvalI' nAmaka isa khaNDa meM draupadI, indra aura namirAja saMvAda, bhRgu purohita dharmakathA, kAnhaDa kaThiyAra kathA, mRgAputra aura mAtA Adi ke preraNAprada jIvana-caritra hindI bhASA meM saMkalita haiN| paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM inakA caupaI ke rUpa meM upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| pustaka ke prArambha meM paryuSaNa ke ATha dinoM aura saMvatsarI kI aitihAsikatA para AcArya zrI ke dvArA prAmANika prakAza DAlA gayA hai| (u) aprakAzita / anupalabdha sAhitya AcArya pravara ke prakAzita evaM upalabdha sAhitya kA hI Upara paricaya diyA gayA hai| isake atirikta | anupalabdha evaM aprakAzita sAhitya bhI jAnakArI meM AyA hai, yathA -
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________________ 758 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (1) tattvArtha sUtra (padyabaddha ) / vAcaka umAsvAti dvArA racita tattvArthasUtra zvetAmbara evaM digambara donoM sampradAyoM meM mAnya grantha hai, jisameM jaina darzana kA sAra A gayA hai / AcAryapravara ne tattvArthasUtra ko saMskRta-padyoM meM DhAlane kA mahattvapUrNa kArya kiyA hai| Apane ina padyoM meM tattvArthasUtra ke sUtrArtha ko hI grahaNa nahIM kiyA, varan vivakSita viSaya ko bhI spaSTa karane kA prayAsa kiyA hai / tattvArthasUtra meM daza adhyAya haiM, Apane 673 padyoM meM ina adhyAyoM kI viSayavastu ko gUMthA hai / yaha grantha | prakAzana kI apekSA rakhatA hai| isakI pANDulipi prApta hai| | (2) dhyAna sambandhI pustaka AcAryapravara ke nirdezana meM dhyAnaviSayaka pustaka taiyAra huI thI, kintu na to yaha prakAzita huI aura na hI | isakI pANDulipi kA atA-patA hai / 1 (3) syAdvAdamaMjarI Apane syAdvAdamaMjarI kA hindI vivecana taiyAra karAyA thA, kintu isa pustaka kI bhI pANDulipi kahIM kho gaI (4) mukti sopAna Apane jainadharma-darzana kI jAnakArI hetu mukti sopAna eka pustaka taiyAra kI thI, kintu yaha apUrNa evaM aprakAzita hai| (5) SaDdarzanasamuccaya zrI rAjazekharasUri viracita SaDdarzanasamuccaya kA Apane vivecana taiyAra karAyA thaa| isakI pANDulipi | upalabdha hai evaM prakAzanAdhIna hai| inake atirikta ApakI dainandiniyA~ bhI sAhitya kA hI rUpa haiN| unameM jo sArabhUta vAkya upalabdha haiM, ve | jIvana ke mArgadarzaka haiN| unameM grAma, nagara, zrAvaka, vizeSa ghaTanA Adi kI jAnakArI bhI upalabdha hotI hai| uparyukta | vivaraNa ke alAvA bhI ApakA sAhitya sambhava hai, jo jAnakArI meM na A sakA ho| yadi kisI ko jAnakArI ho to sUcita kare /
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________________ kAvya-sAdhanA (AcArya zrI kI pramukha cayanita racanAe~) 1 zrI zAntinAtha bhagavAna kI prArthanA ___(tarja- ziva sukha pAnA ho to pyAre tyAgI bano) OM zAnti zAnti zAnti, saba mila zAnti kaho ||tter // vizvasena acirA ke naMdana, sumirana hai saba duHkha nikaMdana / aho rAtri vaMdana ho, saba mila zAnti kaho ||1||AUM|| bhItara zAnti bAhira zAnti, tujhameM zAnti mujhameM zAnti / sabameM zAnti basAo, saba mila zAnti kaho ||2||AUM|| viSaya-kaSAya ko dUra nivAro, kAma-krodha se karo kinAro / zAnti sAdhanA yoM ho, saba mila zAnti kaho ||3||AUM // zAnti nAma jo japate bhAI, mana vizuddha hiya dhIraja lAI / atula zAnti unheM ho, saba mila zAnti kaho ||4||AUM|| prAtaH samaya jo dharmasthAna meM, zAnti pATha karate mRdu svara meM / unako duHkha nahIM ho, saba mila zAnti kaho ||5||AUM|| zAnti prabhu-sama samadarzI ho, kare vizva hita jo zakti ho / 'gajamuni' sadA vijaya ho, saba mila zAnti kaho ||6||AUM|| saba jaga eka ziromaNi tuma ho (tarja- bAlo pAMkhA bAhira Ayo mAtA bena sunAve yU~ sataguru ne yaha bodha batAyA, nahiM kAyA nahiM mAyA tuma ho // soca samajha cahu~ ora nihAro, kauna tumhArA aru ko tuma ho // 1 // hAtha-paira nahIM, zira bhI na tuma ho, gardana, bhujA, udara nahIM tuma ho / netrAdika indriya nahIM tuma ho, para sabake saMcAlaka tuma ho // 2 // asthi, mAMsa, majjA nahIM tuma ho, rakta, vIrya, bhejA nahIM tuma ho /
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________________ 760 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM zvAsa na prANa rUpa bhI tuma ho, sabameM jIvanadAyaka tuma ho // 3 // pRthvI, jala, agni nahIM tuma ho, gagana anila bhI nahiM tuma ho / mana, vANI, buddhi nahIM tuma ho, para sabake saMyojaka tuma ho // 4 // mAta, tAta, bhAI nahIM tuma ho, vRddha nArI-nara bhI nahIM tuma ho / sadA eka aru pUrNa nirAle, paryAyoM ke dhAraka tuma ho // 5 // jIva, brahma, Atama aru haMsA 'cetana' puruSa rUha tuma hI ho / nAma rUpadhArI nahiM tuma ho, nAma vAcya phira bhI to tuma ho // 6 // kRSNa, gaura varNa nahIM tuma ho, karkaza, komala bhAva na tuma ho / rUpa, raMga dhAraka nahiM tuma ho, para saba hI ke jJAyaka tuma ho // 7 // bhUpa, kurUpa, surUpa na tuma ho, santa, mahanta, gaNI nahiM tuma ho / / 'gajamuni' apanA rUpa pichAno, saba jaga eka ziromaNi tuma ho // 8 // (3) Atma-bodha (tarja-gurudeva hamArA kara do...) samajho cetanajI apanA rUpa, yo avasara mata hAro ||tter // jJAna darasa-maya, rUpa tihAro, asthi-mAMsa maya, deha na thAro // dUra karo ajJAna, hove ghaTa ujiyAro ||1||smjho // popaTa jyUM piMjara baMdhAyo, moha karma vaza svAMga banAyo / rUpa dhare haiM anapAra, aba to karo kinAro // 2 ||smjho / tana-dhana ke nahIM, tuma ho svAmI, ye saba pudgala piMDa haiM nAmI / sat cit guNa bhaNDAra, tU jaba dekhana hAro ||3||smjho // bhaTakata-bhaTakata nara tana pAyo, puNya udaya saba yoga savAyo / jJAna kI jyoti jagAya, bharama tama dUra nivAro ||4||smjho|| puNya-pApa kA tU hai kartA, sukha-duHkha phala kA bhI tUM bhoktA / ____ tUM hI chedanahAra, jJAna se tattva vicAro ||5||smjho // karma kATa kara mukti milAve, cetana nija pada ko taba pAve / / ___ mukti ke mArga cAra, jAnakara dila meM dhAro ||6||smjho // sAgara meM jaladhAra samAve, tyUM zivapada meM jyoti milAve / hove 'gaja' uddhAra, acala hai nija adhikAro ||7||smjho||
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 761 (4) jAgRti-sandeza __ (tarja- jAo jAo re mere sAdhu) jAgo jAgo he AtmabaMdhu mama, aba jaldI jAgo ||tter // ananta-jJAna zraddhA-bala ke ho, tuma pUre bhaMDAra / bane Aja alpajJa mithyAtvI, khoyA sad AcAra ||1||jaago|| kAmadeva aura bhakta sudarzana, ne dI nidrA tyAga / nata mastaka devoM ne mAnA, unakA saccA tyAga ||2||jaago|| ajAta-zatru bhUpati ne rakkhA, prabhu bhakti se pyAra / pratidina jinacaryA suna letA, phira karatA vyavahAra ||3||jaago // jaga prasiddha bhAmAzAha ho gae, loka candra isa bAra / deza dharma aru Atma dharma ke, hue kaI AdhAra ||4||jaago|| tuma bhI ho unake hI vaMzaja, kaise bhUle bhAna / kahA~ gayA vaha zaurya tumhArA, rakkho apanI zAna ||5||jaago|| tana-dhana-jIvana lagA morce, aba nA raho aceta / dekho jaga meM sabhI paMtha ke, ho gaye loga saceta ||6||jaago|| tana-dhana-lajjA-tyAga-dharma kA, kara lo aba sammAna / 'gajamuni' vimala kIrti aru jaga kA, ho jAve utthAna ||7||jaago|| antara bhayA prakAza (tarja-doro jaina dharma ko mAraga...) mere antara bhayA prakAza, nahIM aba mujhe kisI kI Asa ||tter // kAla anaMta jhUlA bhava vana meM, baMdhA moha kI pAza / kAma, krodha, mada, lobha, bhAva se banA jagata kA dAsa ||1||mere // tana-dhana-parijana saba hI para haiM, para kI Aza nirAza / pudgala ko apanA kara maiMne, kiyA svatva kA nAza ||2||mere // roga-zoka nahiM mujhako dete, jarA mAtra bhI trAsa / sadA zAntimaya maiM hU~, merA acala rUpa hai khAsa ||3||mere // isa jaga kI mamatA ne mujhako DAlA garbhAvAsa /
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________________ 762 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM asthi-mAMsa maya azuci deha meM, merA huA nivAsa // 4 ||mere // mamatA se saMtApa uThAyA, Aja huA vizvAsa / bheda jJAna kI painI dhAra se kATa diyA vaha pAza // 5 ||mere // moha mithyAtva kI gAMTha gale taba, hove jJAna prakAza / 'gajamuni' dekhe alakha rUpa ko, phira na kisI kI Asa ||6||mere // (6) Atma-svarUpa (tarja- doro jaina dharma ko mAraga ...) rUpa / svarUpa // 3 || maiM hU~ usa nagarI kA bhUpa, jahA~ nahIM hotI chAyA dhUpa ||tter || tArAmaMDala kI na gati hai, jahA~ na pahuMce sUra / jagamaga jyoti sadA jagatI hai, dIse yaha jaga kUpa // 1 maiM nahIM zyAma gaura tana bhI hU~, maiM na surUpa- kurUpa / nahiM lambA, baunA bhI maiM hU~, merA avicala rUpa // 2 asthi-mAMsa majjA nahIM mere, maiM nahiM dhAtu hAtha, paira, sira Adi aMga meM, merA nahIM dRzya jagata pudgala kI mAyA, merA cetana rUpa / pUraNa galana svabhAva dhare tana, merA avyaya rUpa // 4 // // zraddhA nagarI vAsa hamArA, cinmaya koSa anUpa / nirAbAdha sukha meM bhUlU~ maiM, sacit Ananda rUpa // 5 zakti kA bhaMDAra bharA hai, amala acala mamarUpa / merI zakti ke sanmukha nahIM dekha sake ari bhUpa // 6 // // maiM na kisI se dabane vAlA, roga na merA rUpa / 'gajendra' nija pada ko pahacAne, so bhUpoM kA bhUpa // 7 // // ||maiN | (61) || || 11 svAdhyAya-sandeza tarja- (navIna rasiyA) karalo zrutavANI kA pATha, bhavikajana mana mala harane ko ||tter // bina svAdhyAya jJAna nahIM hogA, jyoti jagAne ko / rAga-roSa kI gAMTha gale nahIM, bodhi milAne ko // 1 ||kr lo //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa jIvAdika svAdhyAya se jAno, karaNI karane ko / sunAne ko / pAne ko // 3 ||kr lo // dene ko // 4 ||kr lo // baMdha mokSa kA jJAna karo, bhava bhramaNa miTAne ko // 2 ||kr lo // tuMgiyApura meM sthavira padhAre, jJAna sujJa upAsaka milakara pUche, surapada sthaviroM ke uttara the, saba jana mana gautama pUche sthavira samartha hai, uttara jinavANI kA sadA sahArA, zraddhA rakhane ko bina svAdhyAyana saMgata hogI, bhava duHkha harane ko // 5 ||kr lo // subuddhi ne bhUpa sudhArA, bhava pudgala pariNati ko samajhAkara dharma dIpAne ko nita svAdhyAya karo mana lAkara zakti bar3hAne ko 1 jala tirane ko 1 // 6 ||kr lo // / 'gajamuni' camatkAra kara dekho, nija bala pAne ko // 7 ||kr lo // harSAne ko / (8) svAdhyAya karo (tarja- uTha bhora bhaI Tuka jAga sahI...) // 1 // jinarAja bhajo, saba doSa tajo, aba sUtroM kA svAdhyAya karo / mana ke ajJAna dUra karo, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // // jinarAja kI nirdUSaNa vANI, saba santoM ne uttama jAnI / tattvArtha zravaNa kara jJAna karo, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya suguru kI vANI hai, svAdhyAya hI Atma kahAnI hai / svAdhyAya dUra pramAda karo, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // 2 // svAdhyAya prabhu ke caraNoM meM, pahuMcAne kA sAdhana jAno / svAdhyAyamitra, svAdhyAya guru, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // 3 // mata khela-kUda nidrA, vikathA, meM jIvana dhana barbAda karo / sadgrantha par3ho, satsaMga karo, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // 4 // mana-raMjana nAvila par3hate ho, yAtrA vivaraNa bhI sunate para nija-svarUpa olakhane ko, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // 5 // svAdhyAya binA ghara sUnA hai, mana sUnA haiM sadjJAna binA / ghara-ghara guruvANI gAna karo, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // 6 // ho / 763
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________________ 764 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jina zAsana kI rakSA karanA, svAdhyAya prema jana mana bharanA / 'gajamuni' ne anubhava kara dekhA, svAdhyAya karo svAdhyAya karo // 7 // svAdhyAya-mahimA (tarja- ai vIroM uTho vIra ke tattvoM ko apanAvo) hama karake nita svAdhyAya, jJAna kI jyoti jagAyeMge / ajJAna hRdaya ko dho karake, ujjvala ho jAyeMge // 1 // zrI vIra prabhu ke zAsana ko, jaga meM camakAyeMge / satya, ahiMsA ke bala ko, jana-jana samajhAyeMge // 2 // ghara-ghara meM jJAna phailAyeMge, jIvAdika samajheMge / / kara puNya-pApa kA jJAna,sugati patha ko apanAyeMge // 3 // zreNika ne zAsana sevA kI, jina pada ko pAeMge / hama bhI zAsana kI sevA meM, jIvana de jAyeMge // 4 // zrI loMkAzAha sama zAstra vAMca kara jJAna bar3hAyeMge / zAsana sevI zrI dharmadAsa muni, ke guNa gAyeMge // 5 // dekara prANoM ko zAsana kI, hama zAna bar3hAyeMge / saba prAntoM meM svAdhyAyI jana, aba phira dikhalAyeMge // 6 // (10) jinavANI kA mAhAtmya (tarja- jAvo - jAvo ai mere sAdhu, raho guru ke saMga) kara lo kara lo, aya pyAre sajanoM, jinavANI kA jJAna ||tter // jisake par3hane se mati nirmala, jage tyAga tapa bhAva / kSamA dayA mRdu bhAva vizva meM, phaila kare kalyANa // 1 // mithyA-rIti anIti ghaTe jaga, pAve saccA bhAna / deva-guru ke bhakta bane saba, haTa jAve ajnyaan| // 2 // pApa-puNya kA bheda samajhakara, vidhiyuta devo dAna / / karmabaMdha kA mArga ghaTAkara, kara leo utthAna // 3 // guruvANI meM ramane vAlA, pAve nija guNa bhAna / / rAya pradezI kSamAzIla bana, pAyA deva vimAna // 4 //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 765 ghara-ghara meM svAdhyAya bar3hAo, taja kara Arata dhyAna / jana-jana kI AcAra zuddhi ho, banA rahe zubha dhyAna // 5 // mAtR-divasa meM jor3a banAI (yA) dhara AdIzvara dhyAna / do hajAra aSTAdaza ke dina 'gajamuni' karatA gAna // 6 // (11) AhvAna (tarja-vijayI vizva tiraMgA pyArA) ai vIroM ! nidrA dUra karo, tana-dhana de jIvana saphala karo / ajJAna aMdherA dUra karo, jaga meM svAdhyAya prakAza karo ||tter // ghara-ghara meM alakha jagA denA, svAdhyAya mazAla jalA denA / aba jIvana meM saMkalpa karo, tana-dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 1 // campA kA pAlita svAdhyAyI, dariyA taTa kA thA vyavasAyI / hai mUla sUtra meM vistAro, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 2 // svAdhyAya se mana-mala dhulatA hai, hiMsA jhUTha na mana ghulatAhai / / suvicAra se zubha AcAra karo, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 3 // ajJAna se duHkha dUnA hotA, ajJAnI dhIraja kho detA / sadjJAna se duHkha ko dUra karo, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 4 // jJAnI ko duHkha nahIM hotA hai, jJAnI dhIraja nahIM khotA hai / svAdhyAya se jJAna bhaNDAra bharo, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 5 // hai satI jayantI sukhadAyI, jinarAja ne mahimA batalAI / bhagavatI sUtra meM vistAro, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 6 // vIroM kA eka hI nArA ho, jana-jana svAdhyAya prasArA ho / saba jana meM yahI vicAra bharo, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 7 // zramaNoM ! aba mahimA batalAo, bina jJAna, kriyA sUnI gAo / / 'gajamuni' sadjJAna kA prema bharo, tana dhana de jIvana saphala karo // 8 // (12) jIvana utthAna gIta (tarja- karane bhArata kA kalyANa-padhAre vIra..) karane jIvana kA utthAna, karo nita samatA rasa kA pAna ||tter / -
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________________ 766 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAmAyika kI mahimA bhArI, yaha hai sabako sAtAkArI / isameM pApoM kA pacakhAna, karo nahIM Atma guNoM kI hAna // 1 // nita prati hiMsAdika jo karate, tyAga ko mAna kaThina jo Darate / ghar3I do kara abhyAsa mahAna, banAte jIvana ko balavAna // 2 // cora kezariyA ne lI dhAra, haTAye mana ke sakala vikAra / milAyA usane kevalajJAna, kiyA bhUpati ne bhI sammAna // 3 // mana kI sakala vyathA miTa jAtI, svAnubhava sukha saritA baha jaatii| hotA udaya jJAna kA bhAna, milAte sahaja zAnti asamAna // 4 // jo bhI gaye mokSa meM jIva, saboM ne dI samatA kI nIMva / unhIM kA hotA hai nirvANa, yahI hai bhagavat kA pharamAna // 5 // kahatA 'gajamuni' bArambAra, kara lo prAmANika vyavahAra / haTAo moha aura ajJAna, mile phira amita sukhoM kI khAna // 6 // (13) sAmAyika kA svarUpa (tarja-agara jinarAja ke caraNoM meM) agara jIvana banAnA hai, to sAmAyika tU karatA jA / haTAkara viSamatA mana kI, sAmyarasa pAna karatA jA ||dhruv pada // mile dhana-sampadA athavA, kabhI vipadA bhI A jAve / harSa aura zoka se bacakara, sadA eka raMga rakhatA jA // 1 // vijaya karane vikAroM ko, manobala ko bar3hAtA jA / harSa se citta kA sAdhana, nirantara tUM banAtA jA // 2 // aThAraha pApa kA tyAgana, jJAna meM mana ramAtA jA / acala Asana va mita bhASaNa, zAnta bhAvoM meM ramatA jA // 3 // par3e ajJAna ke bandhana, sadA mana ko ghumAtA hai / jJAna kI jyoti meM Akara, amita Ananda bar3hAtA jA // 4 // par3A hai karma kA baMdhana, parAkrama tUM bar3hAtA jA / / haTA Alasya vikathA ko, amita AnaMda pAtA jA // 5 // kahe 'gajamuni' bharosA kara, parama rasa ko milAtA jA / bhaTaka mata anya ke dara para, svayaM meM zAnti letA jA // 6 //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 767 (14) sAmAyika-gIta (tarja-navIna rasiyA) kara lo sAmAyika ro sAdhana, jIvana ujjvala hovelA ||tter // tana kA maila haTAne khAtira, nita prati nhAvelA / mana para mala cahuM ora jamA hai, kaise dhovelA ||1||kr lo|| bAlyakAla meM jIvana dekho, doSa na pAvelA / moha-mAyA kA saMga kiyAM se, dAga lagAvelA ||2||kr lo| jJAna gaMga ne kriyA dhulAI, jo koI dhovelA / / kAma, krodha, mada, lobha, dAga ko dUra haTAvelA ||3||kr lo // satsaMgata aura zAnta sthAna meM, doSa bacAvelA / / phira sAmAyika sAdhana karane, zuddhi milAvelA ||4||kr lo|| doya ghar3I nija-rUpa ramaNa kara, jaga bisarAvelA / dharma-dhyAna meM lIna hoya, cetana sukha pAvelA ||5||kr lo| sAmAyika se jIvana sudhare, jo apanAvelA / / nija sudhAra se deza, jAti, sudharI ho jAvelA ||6||kr lo|| girata-girata pratidina rassI bhI, zilA ghisAvelA / karata-karata abhyAsa moha ko, jora miTAvelA ||7||kr lo // (15) sAmAyika-sandeza (tarja-terA rUpa anupama giradhArI, darzana kI chaTA nirAlI hai) jIvana unnata karanA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo / AkulatA se bacanA cAho, to--sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo ||tter // tana-dhana parijana saba supane hai, nazvara jaga meM nahIM apane haiM / avinAzI sadguNa pAnA ho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 1 // cetana nija ghara ko bhUla rahA, para ghara mAyA meM jhUla rahA / sacid AnaMda ko pAnA ho, to...sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 2 // viSayoM meM nija guNa mata bhUlo, aba kAma krodha meM mata jhUlo / samatA ke sara meM nahAnA ho, to..sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 3 //
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________________ 768 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM tana puSTi-hita vyAyAma calA, mana poSaNa ko zubha dhyAna bhalA / AdhyAtmika bala pAnA cAho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 4 // saba jaga jIvoM meM baMdhubhAva, apanAlo taja ke vaira bhAva / saba jana ke hita meM sukha mAno, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 5 // nirvyasanI ho, prAmANika ho, dhokhA na kisI jana ke saMga ho / saMsAra meM pUjA pAnA ho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 6 // sAdhaka sAmAyika-saMgha bane, saba jana sunIti ke bhakta bane nara loka meM svarga basAnA ho, to sAmAyika sAdhana kara lo // 7 // / (16) guru- bhakti (tarja- sAtA baratejI) ghaNo sukha pAvelA, jo guru vacanoM para prIti bar3hAvelA ||Tera // vinayazIla kI kaisI mahimA, mUla sUtra batalAvelA / vacana pramANa kare so jana, sukha sampatti pAvelA // 1 // ghaNo // guru sevA jaura AjJAdhArI, siddhi khUba milAvelA / jala pAye taruvara sama ve, jaga meM sarasAvelA ||2||ghnno // vacana pramANe jo nara cAle, ciMtA dUra bhagAvelA / Apa mati Arati bhoge nita, dhokhA khAvelA // 3 ||ghnno // ekalavya lakhi cakita pAMDusuta, mana meM socakarAvelA / kahA guru se hAla bhIla bhI, bhakti batalAvelA // 4 ||ghnno // deza bhakti usa bhIla yuvA kI, vanadevI khuza hovelA / binA aMgUThe bANa cale yoM, bara de jAvelA // 5 // ghaNo // guru kArIgara ke sama jaga meM, vacana jo khAvelA / patthara se pratimA jima vo nara, mahimA pAvelA // 6 ||ghnno // kRpA dRSTi gurudeva kI mujha para, jJAna zAnti barasAvelA / 'gajendra' guru mahimA kA nahiM koI, pAra milAvelA // 7 // ghaNo //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 769 (17) deha se zikSA (tarja- zikSA de rahI jI hamako rAmAyaNa ati pyArI) zikSA de rahA jI hamako, deha piMDa sukhadAI ||tter // daza indriya aru bIsoM aMga meM, dekho eka sagAI / sabameM eka, eka meM sabakI, zakti rahI samAI ||1||shikssaa // A~kha cUka se lagatA kAMTA, pairoM meM dukhadAI / phira bhI paira A~kha se cAhatA, deve mArga batAI ||2||shikssaa // sabake poSaNa hita karatA hai, saMgraha peTa sadAI / rasa kasa le sabako pahu~cAtA, pAtA mAna bar3AI ||3||shikssaa // dila sabake sukha-duHkha meM dhar3ake, mastaka kahe bhalAI / isI hetu saba tana meM inakI, banI Aja prabhutAI ||4||shikssaa / apanA kAma kareM saba nizchala, parihara svArtha mitAI / kuzala deha ke lakSaNa se hI, svastha samAjaracAI ||5||shikssaa // vibhinna vyakti aMga samajhalo, tana samAja sukhadAI / 'gajamuni' sabake hita saba daur3e, duHkha daridra naza jAI ||6||shikssaa // (18) sukha kA mArga : vinaya ___ (tarja-riSabhajI muMDe bola) sadA sukha pAvelA 2 jo ahaMkAra taja, vinaya bar3hAvelA ||sdaa // ahaMkAra meM akar3A jo jana, apane ko nahIM mAnelA / jJAna-dhyAna-zikSA- sevA, ko lAbha na pAvelA // 1 // vinayazIla nita haMsate rahatA, rUThe mitra manAvelA // nija-para ke mana ko harSita kara, prIta bar3hAvelA // 2 // vinaya-prema se narapura meM bhI, surapura - sA raMga lAvelA / udAsIna mukha kI sUrata nahIM, najara nihArelA // 3 // vinaya dharma kA mUla kahA hai, ijjata khUba milAvelA / yogya samajha svAmI, guru pAlaka mAna dilAvelA // 4 // putra-pitA se kuMjI pAve, ziSya guru mana bhAvelA / -
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________________ 770 vinayazIla zAsaka jana ko bhI khUba rijhAvelA // 5 // yat kiMcit kara vinaya guru kA, 'gajamuni' mana harSAvelA / anubhava kara dekho, jIvana - gaurava bar3ha jAvelA // 6 // (19) vIra-vandanA (tarja- mana pyAre pyAre nita raTanA) / ||tter // // 1 ||viir // mana pyAre nita prati (pratidina) raTa lenA, vIra jinezvara ko jagamaga jaga meM jyotirdhara, vIra jinezvara ko dhanya trizalAjI ke naMdA, nRpa siddhAratha kula candA sura narapati vandana karate haiM zubhacaitra trayodazI ke dina, avatare jagata hita zrIjina tribhuvana ke prANI guNa gAte // 2 ||viir // prabhu adhama udhAraNa Aye, dInoM ke prANa bacAye saba zIza jhukAte pramudita ho // 3 // vIra // zreNika ceTaka aru koNika, the bhakta kaI jana pAlaka / I / bhojana bhI kare vandana kara // 4 ||viir // the kAmadeva aru araNaka, kaI anya bhI nirbhaya zrAvaka / suravara ko lajjita kara gAte // 5 ||viir // jo baMdhana mukti cAho, sukha - zAnti kI icchA ho / nitya bhAva sahita tuma bhaja lenA // 6 // vIra // utsAha meM gajamuni (yuvakoM) Ao, apanA gaurava pragaTAo / vaha bhUta samaya phira dikhalAnA // 7 ||viir // jinarAja caraNa kA cerA, mAMgU maiM sumati baserA / ho 'hastI' nita vaMdana karanA // 8 // vIra // (20) vidAI - sandeza (tarja- siddha arihanta meM mana ramA jAyeMge) dharma jIvana mahAvIra kA tattva namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ke hita meM lagA jAyeMge, sikhA jAyeMge |Tera //
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________________ 771 (caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa cAhe kaho koI burA athavA bhalA kaho, para hama kartavya apanA bajA jAyeMge ||1||mhaaviir // cAhe sune koI prema se athavA ghRNA kare, para hama dharma kA tattva batA jAyeMge ||2||mhaaviir // cAhe karo dhana meM zraddhA yA dhArmika kArya meM, para hama zAnti kA mArga jacA jAeMge ||3||mhaaviir // ahamadanagara ke zrotAoM kucha karake dikhalAnA, hama bhI prema se mAna bar3hA jAeMge ||4||mhaaviir // (21) vIra-sandeza (tarja- lAkhoM pApI tira gaye, satsaMga ke paratApa se) vIra ke sandeza ko, dila meM jamAnA sIkhalo / vizva se hiMsA haTAkara, sukha se rahanA sIkha lo ||tter // chor3a do hiMsA kI vRtti, duHkha kI jar3a hai yahI / zatrutA aru droha kI, jananI ise samajho sahI // 1 // prema mUrti hai, ahiMsA divya zakti mAna lo / vaira nAzaka prIti varddhaka, bhAvanA mana dhAralo // 2 // krodha aura hiMsA anala se, jalate jaga ko dekha lo / nita naye saMhAra sAdhana, kA banA hai lekha lo // 3 // pariNAma hiMsA kA samajha lo, duHkhadAI hai sahI / maranA aru jaga ko miTAnA, pATha isakA dekha lo // 4 // (22) hita-zikSA (tarja-Aja raMga barase re) ghaNo pachatAvelA, jo dharma-dhyAna meM mana na lagAvelA ||tter // rammata gammata kAma kutUhala, meM jo citta lubhAvelA / satsaMgata bina mUrakha niSphala, janma gamAvelA ||1||ghnno // vItarAga kI hitamana vANI, suNatAM nIMda ghulAvelA / raMga-rAga-nATaka meM sArI, rAta bitAvelA ||2||dhnno||
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________________ 772 pavaragaMdhahatthINaM mAta pitA gurujana kI AjJA, hiya meM nahIM jamAvelA / icchAcArI banakara hita kI, sIkha bhulAvelA ||3||ghnno // yo tana pAyo ciMtAmaNi sama, gayAM hAtha nahIM AvelA / dayA-dAna-sadguNa saMcaya kara, sadgati pAvelA ||4||ghnno|| nija Atama ne vaza kara para kI, Atama ne pahacAnelA / paramAtama bhajane se cetana, zivapura jAvelA ||5||ghnno // mahApuruSoM kI sIkha yahI hai, 'gajamuni' Aja sunAvelA / gogolAva meM mAha badi ko, jor3a sunAvelA ||6||ghnno|| (23) sevA-dharma kI mahimA (tarja- sevo siddha sadA jayakAra) sevA-dharma bar3A gaMbhIra, pAra koI virale pAte haiM / virale pAte haiM, baMdhutA bhAva bar3hAte haiM |(jgt kA khAra miTAte haiM) tana-dhana-auSadha-vastrAdika se, sevA karate haiM / svArtha-moha-bhaya-kIrti hetu, kaI kaSTa uThAte haiM // 1 // sevA se hiMsaka prANI bhI, vaza meM Ate haiM / sevA ke calate sevaka, adhikAra milAte haiM // 2 // naMdiSeNa muni ne sevA kI, deva parakhate haiM / / krodha-kheda se bacakara, mana ahaMkAra na lAte haiM // 3 // dharmarAja kI dekho sevA, kRSNa batAte haiM / kror3oM vyaya kara ahaMbhAva se, aphala banAte haiM // 4 // dravya-bhAva do sevA hotI, muni jana gAte haiM / roga aura durvyasana chur3AyA, jaga sukha pAte haiM // 5 // jIva-jIva kA upayogI ho, duHkha na dete haiM / jagahita meM upayogI honA, viralA cAhate haiN| (gajamuni' cAhate haiM) // 6 // (24) udbodhana (tarja-terA rUpa manohara...) ai vIra bhUmi ke dharmavIra, jIvana nirmANa karo aba to ||tter //
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________________ 773 (caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa gAmA ne tana nirmANa kiyA, cahuM ora nAma mazahUra kiyA / Akhira tana jala ke khAka huA, nirmANa karo aba to // 1 // dhanakoTi banAyA mummaNa ne, ratnoM kA baila banA DAlA / vidha-vidha kaSToM ko sahakara bhI, jaba marA calA nahIM dhana taba to // 2 // muhammada ne gajanI meM dekho, dhana lUTa-lUTa bhaMDAra bharA / aMtima dama bhU para sisaka par3A, jIvana dhana-koSa bharo aba to // 3 // rAvaNa ne deza adhIna kiyA, prabhutA ke mada meM bhUla gayA / suvaraNa kI laMkA chor3a gayA, nijaguNa sAdhana kara lo aba to // 4 // hiTalara ne dhAka jamAI thI, saMsAra vijaya kI ThAnI thI / kara vizvayuddha meM sarva homa, jaba calA samajha AI aba to // 5 // zAlI ne saba kucha chor3a diyA, dhannA ne tana ko galAdiyA / / jIvana nirmANa kiyA apanA, dekho saba amara hue ve to // 6 // bhautika nirmANa karo kucha bhI, sukhadAyaka bhI dukha deMge kabhI / jaba nAza kI ghar3I batAyeMge, kucha kara na sakoge tuma taba to // 7 // barlina perisa kI sajjA ho, suragaNa ko bhI jahAM lajjA ho / pala meM laya vaha bhI ho jAtA 'gajamuni' kyoM bhUla karo aba to // 8 // (25) sapta vyasana-niSedha (tarja- hove dharma pracAra....) hai uttama jana AcAra, sunalo naranArI tUM dhAra sake to dhAra, zikSA hitakArI ||tter // 1. juA juA khelana burA vyasana hai, dhana chIje duHkha bhoge tana hai / hAre rAjakoSa saba dhana hai, pAMDava hArI nAra ||1||shikssaa // nala bhUpati rAja gaMvAyA, damayaMtI saMga ati duHkha pAyA / bar3e bar3oM kA mAna vilAyA, jAne saba saMsAra ||2||shikssaa // 2. corI cora daMDa pAte nita dekho, rAja samAja meM niMdA dekho / rahatA nahIM bharosA dekho, kare na koI itabAra ||3||shikssaa // "eka pahalavAna
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________________ 774 3. vezyAgamana vezyA aura parastrI tyAgo, rAvaNakula meM huo abhAgo / sItA ko lekara vaha bhAgo, huA sakala saMhAra // 4 // zikSA // 4. parastrIgamana laMpaTa tana-dhana kA bala khove, sukha kI nIMda kabhI nahIM sove / phala bhugatAna kI belA rove, tyAga karo naranAra // 5 ||shikssaa // 5. mAMsa namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM madya-mAMsa nahIM khANo pINo, durvyasanoM se dUra hIrahaNo / nazo bhUlakara bhI nahIM karaNo, buddhi bigAr3aNahAra ||6||shikssaa // 6. madya pyAlI pI kaI janma bigAr3e, galI, nalI meM par3ata nihAle / kutte bhI Akara muMha mAre, haMse bAla- gopAla // 7 ||shikssaa // 7. tambAkU bIr3I aura tambAkU chor3o, kaiMsara se mata nAtA jor3o / dhana-jana kA hai nAza karor3oM, mana se do dutkAra // 8 // zikSA || saba dharmoM kA sAra yahI hai, durvyasanoM se lAbha nahIM hai / vyasana bigAr3e janma sahI hai, hote jana bekAra // 9 // zikSA // (26) saccA zrAvaka (tarja- prabhAtI) sAMcA zrAvaka tene kahiye, jJAna kriyA jo dhAre re TAle re hiMsA- jhUTha - kuzIla nivAre, corI karma ne saMgraha buddhi, tRSNA tyAge, saMtoSAmRta pAve re // 1 // droha nahIM koI prANI saMga, Atama sama saba lekhe re / para duHkha meM duHkhiyA bana jAve, saba sukha meM sukha dekhe re // 2 // parama deva para zraddhA rAkhe, nirgrantha guru ne seve re / dharma dayA jinadeva prarUpita, sAra tIna ko mana seve re // 3 // zraddhA aura viveka vicArAM, vimala kriyA bhava tAre re / tIna base guNa jina meM jAnoM, zrAvaka sAMcA tehane re // 4 // ||tter // /
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa (27) Izvara aura sRSTi vicAra (tarja- agara jinadeva ke caraNoM meM terA dhyAna ho jAtA) jagata - karttA nahIM Izvara, nyAya se zodha kara dekho ||dhu. // na rAgI hai na dveSI hai, cidAnaMda vItarAgI hai / prapaMcI vaha na ho sakatA // 1 // nyA. // dayAlu pUrNa jJAtA hai, amita zakti kA dharttA hai jagata kA khela nahIM (kyoM) karatA rUpa aru nAma nahIM jisameM, nahIM icchA hai kucha bAkI use kyA (nahIM kucha) prApta karanA hai // 3 // nyA. // hai Agara / / // 2 // nyA. // / jJAna AnaMda kA sAgara, vimala guNa kA jAdUgara ho nahIM sakatA // 4 // nyA. // viSama duniyA kI hAlata kA, zubhAzubha karma kAraNa hai / yaha jar3a caitanya kA melA // 5 // nyA. // sujana, durjana, sabala, nirbala, duHkha aru saukhya kI chAyA / karma kI dRSTa saba mAyA // 6 // nyA. // nAma, rUpAdi kI sRSTi bharI hai vividha doSoM se / pUrNa nirdoSa hai Izvara // 7 // nyA. // (28) suzikSA (tarja- hove dharma pracAra...) nara tuma suno sabhI yaha karatI janma sudhAra, zikSA tattvAttva pichANe jAse, puNya-pApa ko jAne sabako apanA jAne jAse, sukhI bane saMsAra // 1 // zikSA // par3hakara jhUTha vacana jo chor3e gAlI se mana ko nahIM jor3e / bhAMga tamAkhU mada tana tor3e, taje vijJa nara-nAra // 2 // zikSA // durvyasanoM ke pAsa na jAve, tana-dhana- ijjata khUba bacAve para dhana para nahIM citta lubhAve, jJAna par3he kA nAra zikSA sukhadAI / sukhadAI ||tter // jase / / sAra // 3 // zikSA || 775
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________________ 776 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM corI kabhI na karanA cAhe, dhokhA de nahIM nambara pAve / sAdA jIvana mana ko bhAve, hare jJAna kuvicAra ||4||shikssaa // Apta janoM kA Adara karanA, sabameM maitrI bhAva bar3hAnA / zikSA se suvicAra phailAnA, yahI jJAna sukhakAra ||5||shikssaa // dharma jAti kA (dveSa)garva na karanA, baMdhu bhAva se vaira mittaanaa| tor3a-phor3a-hiMsA nahIM karanA, jJAna bar3hAve pyAra ||6||shikssaa // brahma bhAva se chAtra rahe saba,corI, hiMsA, vyasana taje sb| jhUThI phaizana dUra kare saba, saccA ho vyavahAra ||7||shikssaa / aisI zikSA jo dhAreMge, chAtra deza ko pAra kareMge / vidyAlaya bhI nAma vareMge, saMkaTa hogA pAra ||8||shikssaa // deva-guru ke bhakta baneMge, vRddha janoM kA mAna kareMge / choToM se bhI pyAra kareMge, kahate saMta pukAra ||9||shikssaa // (29) jinavANI kI mahimA (tarja- mAMDa-marudhara mhAro deza) zrI vIra prabhu kI, vANI mhAne pyArI lAge jI ||tter // paMcAsti maya loka dikhAyo, jJAna nayana diye khola / guNa paryAya se cetana khele,pudgala(mAyA) ke jhaka jhola ho ||1||shrii // vANI jAne jJAna kI khAnI, sadguru kA varadAna / bhrama ajJAna kI pranthi gAle, TAle kumati kuvAna ho ||2||shrii // anekAnta kA mArga batAkara, mithyAtva diyA Thela / dharma-kalaha kA anta karAke, de nija sukha kI sela ho ||3||shrii // tripadI se jaga khela batAyo, gautama ko diyo bodha / dAna-dayA dama ko ArAdho, yahI zAstra kI zodha ho ||4||shrii // 'gajamuni' vIra caraNa citta lAo, pAo zAntiapAra / bhava baMdhana se cetana chUTe, karaNI kA yaha sAra ho ||5||shrii //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 777 (30) guru-mahimA (tarja- kuMthu jinarAja tUM aisA) agara saMsAra meM tAraka, guruvara ho to aise hoM ||tter // krodha o lobha ke tyAgI, viSaya rasa ke na jo rAgI / sUrata nija dharma se lAgI, munIzvara hoM to aise hoM ||1||agr // na dharate jagata se nAtA, sadA zubha dhyAna mana bhAtA / vacana agha mela ke haratA, sujJAnI hoM to aisehoM ||2||agr // kSamA rasa meM jo sarasAye, sarala bhAvoM se zobhAye / prapaMcoM se vilaga svAmin, pUjyavara hoM to aise hoM ||3||agr // vinayacanda pUjya kI sevA cakita ho dekhakara devA / guru bhAI kI sevA ke, karaiyyA hoM to aise hoM ||4||agr // vinaya aura bhakti se zakti, milAI jJAna kI tumane / bane AcArya janatA ke, guNa subhAgI hoM to aise hoM ||5||agr // (31) guru-vinaya (tarja-dhana dharmanAtha dharmAvatAra suna merI) zrI gurudeva mahArAja hameM yaha vara do2 / raga-raga meM mere eka zAnti rasa bhara do ||tter // maiM hU~ anAtha bhava duHkha se pUrA dukhiyAra / prabhu karuNA sAgara tUM tAraka kA mukhiyA / kara mahara najara aba dIna nAtha tava kara do2 ||1||rg|| ye kAma - krodha- mada-moha zatru haiM gherera, lUTata jJAnAdika saMpada ko mujha Dere / aba tuma bina pAlaka kauna hameM bala do2 ||2||rg|| maiM karUM vijaya ina para Atama bala pAkara,2 jaga ko batalA dUM dharma satya harSAkara / hara ghara sunIti vistAra karU~ vaha jara do2 ||3||rg // dekhI hai adbhuta zakti tumhArI jaga meM2
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________________ 778 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM adhamAdhama ko bhI liye tumhIM nija maga meM / maiM bhI mAMgU aya nAtha hAtha zira dhara do2 ||4||rg // kyoM saMgha tumhArA dhanI mAnI bhI bhIru2, sacce mAraga meM bhI na tyAga gaMbhIrU / sabameM nija zakti bharI prabho ! bhaya hara do2 ||5||rg // savinaya arajI gururAja caraNa kamalana meM 2, kIje pUrI nija viruda jAni dInana meM / AnaMda pUrNa karI sabako sukhada vacana do2 ||6||rg|| gAI yaha gAthA avicala moda karaNa meM2, saubhAgya guru kI parva tithi ke dina meM / saphalI ho AzA yahI kAmanA pUraNa kara do2 7||rg // (32) bAla-prArthanA vinaya se karatA hU~ nAtha pukAra, saMbhAro naiyA kI ptvaar| Aja banI hai dazA hamArI, cintA janaka apAra // 1 // pAlaka kabhI saMgha meM the, karate kITa uddhAra / / Aja vahA~ mAnava dharmI kI, bhI nahIM hotI saMbhAra // 2 // para hita karate dAna hajAroM, bhAI ke rakhavAra / Aja karAte kamAI, hotA nahIM upakAra // 3 // kalaha zUra hokara karate haiM, naSTa puNya balasAra / sukha zAMti aru kIrti gamAkara, hote haiM bekAra // 4 // jJAna dayA ke Akara ho tuma, vimala zAMti bhaMDAra / bAla jIva hama sabake bhI, mana karo zakti saMcAra // 5 // (33) bhagavat caraNoM meM (tarja - tU dhAra sake to dhAra saMyama sukhakArI) hove zubha AcAra pyAre bhArata meM, saba kareM dharma pracAra, pyAre bhArata meM ||tter //
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________________ 779 (caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa dharma prANa yaha deza hamArA, satpuruSoM kA bar3A dulArA, dharmanIti AdhAra pyAre // 1 // sAdA jIvana jIeM sabhI jana, pazcima kI nahIM cAla caleM jana, sadAcAra se pyAre // 2 // nyAya nIti maya dhaMdhA cAveM, prAmANikatA ko apanAveM, saba dharmoM kA sAra // 3 // maitrI ho saba jaga jIvoM meM, nirbhayatA ho saba jIvoM meM, _ bhArata ke saMskAra // 4 // hiMsA, jhUTha na mana ko bhAve, saba sabako Adara se cAveM, hove na mana meM khAra // 5 // (34) zubha kAmanA (tarja- yahI hai mahAvIra saMdeza) dayAmaya hove maMgalAcAra, dayAmaya hove ber3A pAra // kareM vinaya hilamila kara saba hI, ho jIvana uddhAra ||1||dyaamy // deva niraMjana grantha -hIna guru, dharma dayAmaya dhAra / tIna tattva ArAdhana meM mana, pAve zAnti apAra ||2||dyaamy // nara bhava saphala karana hita hama saba, kareM zuddha AcAra / pAveM pUrNa saphalatA isameM, aisA ho upakAra ||3||dyaamy // tana-dhana-arpaNa kareM harSa se, nahIM ho zithila vicAra / jJAna dharma meM rameM (lage) raheM hama, ujjvala ho vyavahAra ||4||dyaamy // dina-dina bar3he bhAvanA saba kI, ghaTe avidyA bhAra / yahI kAmanA gajamuni' (hama saba) kI ho,tumhI eka AdhAra ||5||dyaamy // (35) darzanAcAra darzanAcAra ko zuddha rIti se pAlo, Atma-zuddhi hita dUSaNa paMcaka TAlo ||tter // nizzaMkita AcAra prathama mana bhAnA 2, jina vacanoM meM zaMkA zIla na rahanA /
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________________ 780 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM saMzayAlu jana kArya siddhi nahIM pAtA 2, zaMkita mana nahIM iSTa lAbha karavAtA / nija darzana meM zaMkA dUSaNa TAlo // 1 // kAMkSA dUSaNa darzana kA pahacAno 2, niSkAMkSita honA hI sukhakara jAno / kAMkSA se kUNika ne janma gaMvAyA 2, bhakti patita ho durgati sAja sajAyA / saddarzana zodhana hita kAMkSA TAro // 2 // mithyAdarzana yA Rddhi mana bhAve 2, kAMkSA moha ke udaya amita duHkha pAve / / zAstra vacana pai zaMkA kaMkha nivAre 2, niSkAMkSita AcAra doSa ko TAre / jinavANI ArAdha zAnti sukha pA lo // 3 // kAmadeva ne kAMkSA dUra nivArI 2, vIra prabhu ne karI prazaMsA bhArI / tana, dhana, jana kA nAza sAmane dekhA 2, para nahIM kiMcit bhI mana meM AlekhA / saba milakara aisI guNa gAthA gA lo // 4 // vicikitsA darzana guNa kA dUSaNa hai 2, guNa pramoda saddarzana kA bhUSaNa hai / karma karata phala meM zaMkA nahiM AnA 2, nirvitigicchA aMga tIsarA mAnA / nissaMzaya vrata karo dhairya mata DAlo // 5 // ADambara meM bane mugdha jo mAnava 2, camatkAra meM bana jAtA vaha dAnava / vItarAga ko chor3a bhaje vaha rAgI 2, mUr3ha dRSTi bhava vana bhaTake vo abhAgI / amUr3ha dRSTi ho nija svarUpa saMbhAlo // 6 // upabRMhaNa AcAra pAMcavA jAnora, vyakti kA vyaktitva guNoM se mAno /
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa yathAyogya guNa ko dipAnA bhAI 2, protsAhita jana gaNa guNa grahaNa kI sabhI preraNA dhara asthira mana se dharma kabhI nahIM hotA 2, yathAzakti sthira bhAva karo tuma bhrAtA / dravyabhAva se sthirIkaraNa hotA hai2, muni zrAvaka kA bhinna rUpa hotA hai / jJAna jagAkara bhrAnta citta rAga moha arati se asthira sevA bodha saMvedana se dharma prema se darzana paMthaka se selaka sevA se dharmI kI hotA sukhadAI / lo // 7 // saMbhAlo // 8 // hove 2, duHkha khove / puSTi Avera, muni bhAna milAve / arati TAlo // 9 // vatsalatA darzana meM saptama jAno 2, prIti bhAva se tyAga kare nara chAno / dharma samAja meM asthiratA hai chAI2, parivartana kA cakra rahA maMDarAI / jJAna vyavasthA se aba vRtti sudhAro 2 // 10 // daMsaNa - nANa - caritra se dharma dIpAnA, tyAga-tapasyA se zobhe zreSTha pahacAno 2 prabhAvanA ke aMga janamAnasa meM bar3he dharma darzana guNa ko iha vidhi bhavi camakAlo // 11 // darzana kI bhitti para vrata zobhAvera, vrata nAnA / mati ThAno / kAmadeva araNaka saba guNa gAve / sulasA kI dRr3hatA jinavara vIra sarAve 2, jayapura meM 'gajamuni' yo bhAva sunAve / puSTa saddarzana ziva pada pAlo // 12 // 781
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 782 strI zikSA (tarja- bhaja mana bhaktiyukta bhagavAna) pyArI bahanoM samajho dharma marma ko jaga phailAnA hai ||tter // bhAvi kula aru deza kI tumako, dhAtrI bananA hai / bhAvI (sakala) jagata meM zAnti aura saujanya bar3hAnA hai ||1||pyaariisaadaa veSa sabhI ko sukhakara, pApa ghaTAnA hai / Arambha hove alpa, mamatva kA roga ghaTAnA hai ||2||pyaariiraajkumaarii candanabAlA, sItA bananA hai / kara jIvana Adarza, vizva meM mahimA pAnA hai ||3||pyaariicor, jAra chaliyoM se, apanA zIla bacAnA hai / chor3o jaga dekhAva, isI se, jaga sukha pAnA hai ||4||pyaariiaajaadii kI cale havA, svacchaMda na bananA hai / vimala buddhi se svayaM satya kA mArga milAnA hai ||5||pyaariiraajtNtr aura jAtitaMtra se, aba nahiM calanA hai / / hokara khuda nirbhIka, satya patha DaTakara rahanA hai ||6||pyaariilaalc-md- aru kAma vAsanA se aba lar3anA hai / / 'gajamuni' banakara vIra, dharma kI zAna bar3hAnA hai ||7||pyaarii (37) mAtA ko zikSA (tarja- navIna rasiyA) samajho samajho rI mAtAoM, pUjanIya pada tuma pAI ho ||tter // RSabhadeva aura mahAvIra se, nara vara jAye ho / rAma-kRSNa tere hI suta haiM, mahimA chAI ho // 1 // jaga tana vaMdata saba hI tuma para, Aza dharAve ho / yuga-yuga se tuma hI mAtA bana pUjA pAI ho // 2 // zIla aura saMyama kI mahimA, tuma tana zobhe ho / sonA-cAMdI-hIraka se, nahIM khAna pUjAI ho // 3 // svecchAcArI bana mata, bhadrA nAma dharAo ho /
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa bhUlocana kara cAlo, catura hoI bar3AI ho // 4 // ekAkI puruSoM ke jhuNDa meM, mata nA jAo rI / madhura maMda vacanoM se pAo, jagata bar3AI ho // 5 // padmAvatI candanabAlA aru, sItA ho gaI ho / Ana kAna ko bhUla, Aja mata karo ha~sAI ho // 6 // kaso vastra se nija tana ko tuma, jJAna se manasamajhAvo / 'gajamuni' kahe ucca jIvana se, ho bhalAI ho // 7 // (mer3atA saMvat 2008) (38) strI-zikSA (tarja- sItA mAtA kI godI meM....) pAlo pAlo rI sobhAgina, bahanoM dharma ko jI ||tter // bahuta samaya taka deha sajAyA, ghara-dhaMdhA meM samaya bitaayaa| nindA- vikathA ne chor3a, karo satkarma ko jI ||1||paalo sadAcAra-sAdApana dhAro, jJAna dhyAna se tapa siNagAro / para upakAra hI bhUSaNa khAsa, samajho marma ko jI // 2 ||paalo.ye jara jevara bhAra sarUpA, luTerA cora jAti bhaya bhUpA / dAna-japa-tapa meM bhaya na kisI kA, niyama zubha karma ko jI // 3 ||paalo.. devI aba yaha bhUSaNa dhAro, ghara saMtati ko zIghra sudhAro / sarvasva deya miTAvo, Aja jaga ke bharama ko jI ||4||paalodhaarinnii sItA-sI bana jAo, pratApI vIra vaMza pragaTAo / 'hastI' unnata kara do, deza dharma aru saMgha ko jI // 5 ||paalo (39) strI-zikSA (tarja- sItA mAtA kI godI meM....) dhAro dhAro rI jhUThe bhUSaNa meM mata rAco, zIla dharma ko bhUSaNa sAMco rAkho tana mana se the prema, eka sata dharma se jI // 1 // dhAro || mastaka deva guru ne namo, yahI mukuTa zira saccA samajho // sobhAgina zIla kI cUndar3I jI 2 ||tter // 783
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________________ 784 karane jinavANI kA zravaNa, ratnamaya kuMDalo jI // 2 ||dhaaro // jIva, dayA aura sataguru darzana, saphala karo isameM nija locana / nathavara aTala niyama sUM, dharma prema hai nAka ro jI // 3 ||dhaaro // mukha se satya vacana priya bolo, jina guru guNa meM zakti lagAlo / bhaginI yahI cUMpa hai, avinAzI sukhadAyinI jI // 4 // dhAro // sajjana yA durbala jana sevA, dIna kI Tahala ghaNI sukha devA / bhujabala vardhaka ratna-jaTita, bhujabandha lo jI // 5 ||dhaaro // (40) mahAvIra janmotsava (tarja- agara jina deva ke caraNoM meM terA dhyAna ho jAtA) zrI mahAvIra svAmI kA janma hamako mubAraka ho janma mahAvIra kA hamako, mubAraka ho 2, pAvanI bharata bhUmi ko, mubAraka ho 2 caitra zuklA trayodazI kI, rAtri vaha maMgalA aba bhI jagAde vIra se nara ko ||tter || / // 1 ||mubaark // jagata meM saba tarapha hiMsA kA naMgA nAca hotA / thA namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM janmanA ApakA taba yaha dharma ke nAma para kror3o, mUka prANI bali car3hate bacAyA Apane unako // 2 ||mubaark // / // 3 ||mubaark // sUkSma jIvoM kI bhI hiMsA, dharma ke nAma se karanA ' ajJAnI pana kahA tumane (prabhu kahate) // 4 ||mubaark // zravaNa kara vIra vANI ko, sakala prANI dayA karanA 1 / // 6 // mubAraka // bhakti yaha muktidA jAno // 5 // mubAraka // sakala jaga jIva sukhadAyI, dharma pharamAyo jinarAI usI saddharma ko pAnA satAnA dIna jIvoM ko, paraspara kalaha phailAnA dharma ke nAma dhabboM ko miTAnA hI dhanya siddhArtha mahArAjA, mAta trizalA hai guNa khAni, / // 7 // mubAraka // ratana tAraka huA jinase // 8 // mubAraka //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 785 dhanya vaha Aja kI ghar3iyAM, dhanya vaha vasumatI vasudhA / bacAyA dharma 'hastI' ko ||9||mubaark // (41) varSAkAla meM jatanA (tarja- dharma kA mAraga hai bAMkA....) jIva kI jatanA kara lIje re2, Ayo varSAkAla dharma kI karaNI kara lIje ||tter // dayA dharma ko mUla samajha kara, samatA rasa pIje re, samajhakara2 ||aayo|| nita varSe jala bindu gagana se, jIva cale asarAla / lIlaNa phUlaNa pAMca raMga kI, cAlo unako TAla ||1||jiiv // khAne pIne kI vastu kA saMgraha nahIM kIje / mirca, masAle aura dAla, bina dekhAM mata lIje ||2||jiiv // rAtri-bhojana Adi aMdhAdhuMdha sajjana taja dIje / caumAsA ke puNya dinoM meM, hiMsA TAlIje ||3||jiiv // munivara taja saMcAra kAla, varSA meM sthira rahate / uttama zrAvaka dharmI bhI nahiM, bina matalaba bhamate ||4||jiiv // (rAmacandra vanavAsa samaya bhI, paMcavaTI rahate) ||4||jiiv // asaMkhya jIva mala-mUtra sthAna meM, jJAnI batalAte / galI-nalI ko chor3a dayA hita, sUkhe meM jAte ||5||jiiv // bina chAne mati pIo pAnI, jIva-piMDa lo jAna baMdhuvarajI / dina prati donoM samaya nihAle, pANI ko matimAna ||6||jiiv // jIva asaMkhya hue bhUmi para, bhaTakata mara jAve / tAne jJAnI jIva dayA hita, pauSadha vrata ThAve ||7||jiiv // parva samaya kA lAbha kamAvana, Arambha taja denA re / AjJApUrvaka nija guNa sAdho, pAo sukha cainA re ||8||jiiv // dAna, zIla, tapa,bhAva ArAdho, vimala bhAva dharake re, ArAdho / 'gajamuni' satya samajhakara sevo, prANI saba jagake ||9||jiiv //
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________________ 786 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (42) AcArya-paramparA (tarja- sujJAnI jIvA) pratidina japa lenA, tyAgI guruoM ko bhavijana bhAva se |Tera // mahAvIra ke zAsana bhUSaNa, dharmadAsa munirAya / ho zUra dUra // 2 ||prti // 1 ho ||5||prti // parama pratApI dharma pracAraka, the AcArya mahAna ziSya ninnANu hue Apake jJAna kriyA meM dhannAjI ne marubhUmi se, kiyA kumata ko paTTadhara bhUdhara pUjya pratApI, ziSya jinhoM ke cAra raghupata, jayamala, jetasiMha aru kuzalacandra lo dhAra ho // 3 // prati // raghupata, jayamala, kuzalAjI ke, huA ziSya samudAya / kuzala vaMza ke pUjyoM kA maiM, dhyAna karU - citalAya ho // 4 ||prti // gumAnacandra aura ratnacandra jI, zAsana ke zRMgAra / cAcA guru the ratnacandra ke, durgAdAsa anagAra cAra bIsa saMvatsara laga rakhane ko sammAna ratnacandra gaNipada nahIM lInA, pUjya durga ko mAna ho durgAdAsa ke bAda ratnamuni ko dInA gaNa bhAra guru gumAna kI maryAdA meM, gaNapati the sukhakAra ho kuzala vaMza ke pUjya tIsare, hamIramalla parama pratApI pUjya kajor3I, mahimA kahI paMcama pUjya bahuzrutadhArI, vinaya candra zobhAcandra jI pUjya hue chaTTa, damiyoM ke vAdImardana kanIrAmajI, bAlacandra candana munivara zItala candana, munitraya the sukhakAra // 10 ||prti // I ||6||prti // / // 7 ||prti // na tapadhAra / munirAya jAe // 1 // prati // / // 8 // prati // munirAja / siratAja // 9 // prati // 'gajendra' saba pUjyoM kA anucara karatA unakA dhyAna I bhAva sahita jo par3he bhavika jana, pAve saukhya nidhAna ho // 11 // prati //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa (43) pArzva mahimA tarja- (zivapura jAne vAle tumako...) pArzva jinezvara pyArA, tumako koTi praNAma 2 ||tter // azvasena kula kamala divAkara, vAmAde mana kumuda nizAkara / bhakta hRdaya ujiyArA // 1 // tumako | jar3a jaga meM bebhAna banA nara, Atma tattva nahIM samajhe pAmara / unakA karo sudhArA // 2 // tumako | tuma sama dUjA deva na bhaya hara, vItarAga nikalaMka jJAna dhara / dhyAna se hove amarA // 3 // tumako | sakala carAcara sampatti asthira, Atma ramaNatA sadAnaMda kara . yahI bodha hai sukhakara // 4 // tumako // deva tumhArI sevA mana bhara, kareM bane vaha ajara-amara nara / sadA lakSya ho saba ghara // 5 // tumako | (ho yaha bhAvanA saba ghara) bhUla na tU dhana meM lalacAkara parijana tana aru dhana bhI nazvara / pArzva caraNa hI diladhara // 6 // tumako | duniyA meM mana nahIM lubhAkara, pArzva vacana kA to pAlana kara / 'gajamuni' (hastI) viSaya haTAkara // 7 ||tumko // (44) parva paryuSaNa AyA yaha parva paryuSaNa AyA, saba jaga meM AnaMda chAyA re ||tter // yaha viSaya kaSAya ghaTAne, yaha Atama guNa vikasAne / jinavANI kA bala lAyA re, yaha yaha jIva rule cahuM gati meM, ye pApa karaNa kI rati meM / nija guNa sampada ko khoyA re, yaha tuma chor3a pramAda manAo, nita dhyAna rama jAo / lo bhava-bhava duHkha miTAo re, yaha tapa-japa se karma khapAo, de dAna dravya phala pAo / 787
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________________ 78 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM mamatA tyAgo sukha pAo re, yahamUrakha nara janma gamAve, nindA vikathA mana bhAve / inase hI gotA khAyA re, yaha jo dAnazIla ArAdhe, tapa dvAdaza bhede sAdhe / zuddha mana jIvana sarasAyA re, yaha belA, telA aura aThAyAM, saMvara- pauSadha kare mana bhAyA / zuddha pAlo zIla savAyA re yaha tuma viSaya-kaSAya ghaTAo, mana malina bhAva mata lAo / nindA vikathA taja mAyA re, yaha koI Alasa meM dina khove, sataraMja tAsa rame yA sove| pikcara meM samaya gamAyA re, yaha -- saMyama kI zikSA lenA, jIvoM kI jayaNAM karanA / jo jaina dharma tuma pAyA re, yaha.. jana-jana kA mana haraSAyA, bAlaka gaNa bhI hulasAyA / Atma zuddhi hita AyA re, yaha samatA se mana ko jor3o, mamatA kA baMdhana tor3o / hai sAra jJAna kA pAyA re, yaha surapati bhI svarga se AveM, harSita ho jina guNa gAveM / jana-jana ko abhaya dilAyA re - yaha.. 'gajamuni' nija mana samajhAve, yaha soI zakti jagAve / anubhava rasa pAna karAyA re, yaha (45) sAmAyika : zAnti kA dvAra (tarja - jiyA bekarAra hai, hRdaya kI pukAra hai) sAmAyika meM sAra hai, TAre viSaya vikAra hai / karalo bhaiyA sAmAyika to nizcaya ber3A pAra hai ||tter // bharata bhUpa ne kAca mahala meM, samatA ko apanAyA ho viSaya-vikAra ko dUra haTAkara, vItarAga pada pAyA ho / / mana ko lInA mAra hai, pAyA kevala sAra hai ||krlo||
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa metAraja muni sAmAyika kara, tana kA moha haTAyA ho prabala vedanA sahakara muni ne kevala jJAna milAyA ho / dila meM karuNA dhAra hai, nija duHkha diyA visAra hai // karalo // puNiyA ne nita sAmAyika kara, kAma krodha ko mArA ho nyAya nIti se dravya milAkara, apanA kiyA gujArA ho / vIra prabhu darabAra dhanya huA avatAra hai // karalo // indriya vazakara zAMta sthAna meM, mauna sahita abhyAsa karo jJAna dhyAna meM citta ramAkara, rAga dveSa kA nAza karo karanA sabase pyAra hai, yahI dharma kA sAra hai aMza mAtra bhI jo sAmAyika apanAte nara nAra hai vaira virodha rahe nahIM jaga meM, ghara ghara maMgalAcAra hai / 'gajamuni' kA AdhAra hai, sukha zAMti kA dvAra hai // karalo // / ||krlo // (46) saMkalpa gurudeva caraNa vandana karake maiM nUtana varSa praveza karU~ / zama-saMyama kA sAdhana karake, sthira citta samAdhi prApta karU~ // 1 // tana, mana, indriya ke zubha sAdhana, paga-paga icchita upalabdha karU~ / ekatva bhAva meM sthira hokara, rAgAdika doSa ko dUra karU~ // 2 // ho citta samAdhi tana-mana se, parivAra samAdhi se vicarU~ / avazeSa kSaNoM ko zAsanahita, arpaNa kara jIvana saphala karU~ // 3 // nindA, vikathA se dUra rahU~, nija guNa meM sahaje ramaNa karU~ / guruvara vaha zakti pradAna karo, bhavajala se naiyA pAra karU~ // 4 // zamadama saMyama se prIti karU~, jina AjJA meM anurakti karU~ / paraguNa se prIti dUra karU~ 'gajamuni' yoM AMtara bhAva dharUM // 5 // (apane 73 veM janmadivasa para ke. jI. epha. meM racita) (47) prabhu prArthanA (tarja- dhana dharmanAtha dharmAvatAra suna merI) zrI vardhamAna jina, aisA hamako bala do / 789
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________________ - - namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM ghaTa-ghaTa meM sabake, Atma bhAva pragaTA do ||tter // prabhu vaira - virodha kA bhAva na rahane pAve, vimala prema sabake ghaTa meM sarasAve / ajJAna moha ko , ghaTa se dUra bhagA do ||1||ghtt / jJAna aura suviveka bar3he hara jana meM, zAsana sevA nita rahe sabhI ke mana meM / tana mana sevA meM tyAgeM, pATha par3hA do ||2||ghtt // hama zuddha hRdaya se kareM tumhArI bhakti, saMyukta prema se bar3he saMgha kI zakti / ni:svArtha baMdhutA savinaya hameM sikhA do ||3||ghtt // cirakAla saMgha sahavAsa meM lAbha kamAyeM, nahIM bheda bhAva koI dila meM lAveM / eka sUtra meM hama, sabako dikhalA do ||4||ghtt // cara sthAvara sAdhana bharapUra milAveM, sAdhanA mArga meM nahIM citta akulAve / 'gaja' vardhamAna pada ke, adhikArI kara do ||5||ghtt // (48) gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM jIvana dhana Aja samarpita hai, gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM Tera // yadyapi maiM baMdhana tor3a rahA, para mana kI gati nahIM pakar3a rhaa| tuma hI lagAma thAme rakhanA, gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM // 1 // mana - mandira meM tuma ko biThA, maiM jar3a baMdhana ko tor3arahA / ziva maMdira meM pahu~cA denA, gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM // 2 // maiM bAlaka hU~ nAdAna abhI, eka terA bharosA bhArI hai / aba caraNa-zaraNa meM hI rakhanA, gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM // 3 // aMtima basa eka vinaya merI, mAnoge AzA hai pUrI / / kAyA chAyAvat sAtha rahe, gurudeva tumhAre caraNoM meM // 4 //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa (49) saMgha kI zubha kAmanA (tarja : lAkhoM pApI tira gaye) zrI saMgha meM Ananda ho, kahate vande viram // // mithyAtva nizicara kA damana, kahate hI vande jinavaram, samyaktva ke dina kA udaya, kahate - dila khola aru mala dUra kara, abhimAna pahale gAla do, kalyANa ho sacce hRdaya, kahate // 2 // // 1 // // 3 // dAnI damI jJAnI baneM, dharmAbhimAnI hama sabhI, bina bheda premI dharma ke, kahate satya, samatA, zIla aru saMtoSa mAnasa citta ho, tyAgAnurata mama citta ho, kahate. // 4 // zubha dharma sevI se nahIM, paraheja aNubhara bhI hameM, sarvasva deveM saMgha hita, kahate // 5 // yahI, sahadharmI vatsalatA kareM, jinavara hameM vara do anabhijJa ko 'karI' bodha deM, kahalAve vande jinavaram // 6 // (zrI saMgha meM Ananda ho, kahate hI vande jinavaram // ) (50) paryuSaNa - mahimA (tarja- jhaNDA U~cA rahe hamArA) paryuSaNa hai parva hamArA, deha mukti kA hai yaha dvArA ||tter // anaMtajIva kA mukti-vidhAtA, zAnti sudhA saba jaga barasAtA / Atma zuddhi kA pATha par3hAtA, tabhI banA jaga kA yaha pyArA // 1 // surapati isameM puNya kamAte, mRtyuloka bhI parva manAte / munijana ke manasuna harSAte, saMyamiyoM kA parama AdhArA // 2 // pApa tApa saMtApa miTAtA, muda maMgala sanmati kA dAtA / jIvamAtra ke ho tuma bhrAtA, nirmala kara do citta hamArA // 3 // yuga-yuga meM jo ise manAveM, rAga-dveSa ko dUra bhagAveM / divya bhAva kI saMpada pAveM, Ananda bhogegA aba sArA // 4 // 791
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________________ |792 (51) bhagavAna tumhArI zikSA jIvana ko zuddha banA leU~, bhagavAn tumhArI zikSA se samyagdarzana ko prApta karU~, jaDa cetana kA parijJAna karU~ / jinavANI para vizvAsa karU~, bhagavAna tumhArI zikSA se // 1 // arihaMta deva nirgrantha guru, jina mArga dharma ko nahIM bisarU~ / apane bala para vizvAsa karU~, bhagavAna tumhArI zikSA se hiMsA asatya corI tyAgU~, viSayoM ko sImita kara DAlU~ jIvana dhana ko nahIM naSTa karU~, bhagavAn tumhArI zikSA se // 2 // / // 3 // (52) saccI sIkha (tarja- vIra prabhu ke guNa nitya gAye jA) jindagI hai saMgha kI, sevA meM lagAe jA / vIra ke caraNoM meM pyAre dila ko ramAejA ||tter // guru mAta guru tAta, guru sacce jAno bhrAta / Atma zAMti pAne hetu dhyAna ta~ lagAe jA // 1 // dhana dArA ke tyAgI haiM, jo vizva meM virAgI haiM jo / satya ke anurAgI unakA mAna bar3hAye jA // 2 // kAma krodha moha lobha, vizva meM bar3hAte kSobha / guru kA pratApa pAya, doSoM ko haTAe jA // 3 // deva haiM parokSa Aja, guru unakA karate kAja / parameza gurudeva hI manAe jA // 4 // pUjya zobhAcaMda se vizva meM hue muniMda / pratyakSa , 'gajamuni' gurujI ko zISa namAe jA // 5 // (53) kaumI hamadardI (tarja - lAkhoM pApI tira gaye satsaMga ke pratApa se) (bhAiyoM) jainioM ! kaumI hamIyata Apa aba to sIkha lo / rasabharI pyAlI muhabbata kI, pilAnA sIkha lo ||tter // namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa // 2 // jAtiyAM karatI tarakkI, deza meM saba dekha lo / dharma bandhu muhabbata, kA sabaka aba sIkha lo // 1 // ApakA koI bhI bhAI ho nahIM bhUkhA kahIM / mUrkhatA ko bhI nizAM jaga se miTAnA sIkha lo hai isI meM ApakI ijjata va isameM zAna hai / kaumI khidamata ke bahAdura aba to honA sIkha lo // 3 // deva guru aura dharma kI sevA tana arpaNa karo / hai bhalA isameM hI aba dila ko jamAnA sIkha lo // 4 // kharcate dhana raMga se utsava dikhAne ke liye / para dukha bhaMjana ke lie kucha bhI to denA sIkha lo // 5 // bhUkha se pIr3ita hajAroM baMdhu chor3e dharma ko / dharma meM bhI zarma AtI duHkha chur3AnA sIkha lo // 6 // darda hotA dekha ke 'gajamuni' parAye hAla 1 para na jo upha bhI kareM unako jagAnA sIkha lo // 7 // (54) SaT karma kI sAdhanA (tarja dhanadharmanAtha dharmAvatAra suna merI....) pAyA 2, kahe munIzvara suno bAI aru bhAI SaT karmArAdhana kI karo kamAI ||tter // amUlya nara bhava puNya yoga se saphala karo, mata phaMso jagata kI mAyA / nazvara hai saba ThATha eka dina jAnA 2 aisA kara lo kArya na ho zAstra vacana ko deva guru aru dharma-tattva traya jAnora, pachatAnA // dhAra, jo prabhutAI // 1 // SaT yahI pahicAno / saba zAstroM kA sAra zakti sahita tInoM ko jo ArAdhera, zreNika nRpa sama tIrthaMkara pada sAdhe // prathama karma (kartavya) deva bhakti mana bhAI // 2 // SaT 793
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________________ 794 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM deva vahI jo rAga roSa se hInAra, kanaka kAminI vijaya karana pravInA / guNa vardhana kI ujjvala bhakti jAno 2, vItarAgatA maya prabhu hai yaha mAno // niravadya bhakti hI sabako sukhadAI- ||3||sstt arjuna mAlI ne kI jinavara kI bhakti 2 seTha sudarzana ne batalAI zakti / usI janma meM karma kATa ziva pAyA2, saccI pUjA kA phala yoM zAstra sunAyA // prabhu bhakti bina dete janma gaMvAI- ||4||sstt karma dUsarA guru sevA dila dharalo2, mahAvratI jJAnI muni vaMdana karalo / asaMgrahI sAttvika jIvana ke dhArI 2, zAnta jitendriya binA svArtha upakArI // aise guru hI bhava jala deta tirAI_ ||5||sstt prAta: samaya meM muni darzana nita karanAra, cavade bhede pratilAbhI duHkha haranA / saMyama meM upakAraka sevA kariye2, bhUla kabhI unmArga sAkha nahIM bhariye // sadguru hI bhava jala se deta tirAI- ||6||ssttblbhdr muni kI mRga ne kI thI sevA 2, zubha yoga kalpa paMcama kA bana gayA devA / / rAya pradezI ko kezI ne tArA 2, nAstika thA bharapUra bar3A hatyArA // guru vacanoM se usane sura gati pAI- ||7||sstt guru vandanA (tarja - jAo jAo aya mere sAdhu...) Ao Ao aya pyAre mitroM ! guru darzana ko Ao //
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________________ | caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 795 prAta: uTha maMgalamaya prabhu kA, nirmala dhyAna lagAo / bhavabhava ke upakArI sadguru, unako sIsa namAo // 1 // kanaka kAminI ke jo tyAgI, indriya viSaya virAgI / karma baMdha chedana ke hetu, unakI sevA bajAo // 2 // guru mukha dekhe du:kha TAle saba, hove maMgalAcAra / / sura taru sama sevo nitabhavijana, sukha zAMti dAtAra // 3 // upakArI sadguru sama dUjA, nahIM koI saMsAra / moha bhaMvara meM par3e hue ko, yahI bar3A AdhAra // 4 // krodha lobha se dUra haTAkara, dete hameM bacAya / isIlie kahatA hai 'gajamuni', guru zaraNA lo jAya // 5 // saccI sIkha (tarja - jAvo jAvo ai mere sAdhu....) gAo gAo aya pyAre gAyaka, jinavara ke guNa gAo ||tter // manuja janma pAkara nahIM kara se, diyA pAtra meM dAna / mauja zauka aru prabhutA khAtira, lAkhoM diyA bigAr3a // 1 // binA dAna ke niSphala kara haiM, zAstra zravaNa bina kaan| vyartha netra muni darzana ke bina, take parAyA gAta // 2 // dharma sthAna meM pahu~ci sake nA, vyartha mile ve paaNv| inake sakala karaNa jaga meM, hai satsaMgati kA dAMva // 3 // khAkara sarasa padArtha bigAr3e, bola bigAr3e bAta / vRthA milI vaha rasanA, jisane gAI na jina guNa gAta // 4 // sira kA bhUSaNa guru vandana hai, dhana kA bhUSaNa dAna / kSamA vIra kA bhUSaNa, sabakA bhUSaNa hai AcAra // 5 // kAma moha aru pudgala ke haiM, gAyeM gAna hajAra / 'gajamuni' Atma rUpa ko gAo, ho jAve bhava pAra // 6 //
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 796 (57) rakSA-bandhana (tarja- jIva kI jatanA kara....) jIva kI rakSA kara lIje re2 rakSA bandhana parva bhAva se saccA pA lIje ||tter // jIva dayA hI rakSA bhArI, mana meM bAMdhIje / iha bhava para bhava pAme sAtA, avicala pada lIje ||1||jiiv // rakSA bAMdhe bahana bhAI ke, purajana ke bhUdeva / jJAna-sUtra se bAMdhe gurujana, janma maraNa chIje ||2||jiiv // zIla sUtra satavaMtI bAMdhe, jyUM subhadrA nAra / / sura, nara, dAnava rakSA bala se, caraNa name rIjhe ||3||jiiv // (58) cAturmAsa kAla (tarja - sunalo bhava prANI...) varSA Rtu AI munivara kIdhA hai baMda vihAra jI / / Atama zAnti kA, karalo vicAra jI ||tter // bhUmi para hariyAlI chAI, jala thala ho gaye eka / jinavANI barase hai hRdaya para, dharma bIja dhara neka ||1||vrssaa || viSaya kaSAya ghaTAya prema se, niyama karo mana dhAra / / dharma kriyA meM Alasa arU mata lAo bedarakAra ||2||vrssaa // zrAvaka kI Adarza jIvanI, zikSA de hitakAra / / dhana dArA se mamatva ghaTAkara, sad vyaya karanA sArajI ||3||vrssaa // sAmAyika pauSadha nizi bhojana, tyAga arU yala vishess| khAna-pAna AraMbha kArya meM, hai yaha kartavya leza jI ||4||vrssaa // jIvana ke malinAcAroM kI mana se karanA zuddhi / yogya kSetra meM hI sampati ko, bone kI ho buddhi ||5||vrssaa // puNyodaya yA itara hetu se, sandhi milI navIna / sadupayoga kara lAbha uThAveM, to hai puruSa pravINa jI ||6||vrssaa //
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________________ caturtha khaNDa : kRtitva khaNDa 797 satArA ke (dhArmika) sAttvika baMdhu, karo dharma udyota / phira se camako hinda sitAre, bar3he jaina dharma kI jyotajI // 7 ||vrssaa // ratnavaMza saubhAgya gurupada - kaja sevI gaja iMda / hArdika bhAva sunAye tumako (leke)zaraNa vIra jinandajI ||8||vrssaa | (satArA cAturmAsa saMvat 1996 ke avasara para) mahAvIra stuti (tarja - sevo siddha sadA jayakAra) dhyAo zAsanapati mahAvIra, isase hove maMgalAcAra ||tter // kSatriyakula meM janma liyA prabhu, dhana dhana vRddhi apAra / rAjya vibhava saba tyAge Apane, yoga liyA svIkAra ||1||dhyaao|| kAma, krodha, mada SaD ripuoM kA, kiyA vijaya sukhakAra / sakala carAcara ke jJAyaka bana,bodha diyA hitakAra ||2||dhyaao // vijayA aparAjitA devI mila, seva kare trikAla / varddhamAna kA dhyAna dhare nita,jo ghara harSa apAra ||3||dhyaao // (60) pArzvanAtha stuti (tarja - tumako lAkhoM praNAma) vAmAjI ke nandana, tuma ho mere AdhAra ||dhruv // kAzI deza janma prabhu lInA, azvasena kula unnata kInA / / ___ mama mana maMdira rahanA, tuma ho- // 1 // jaga meM anya padArtha nAnA, unameM nahIM Ananda pichAnA / jIvana hita dhara lInA, tuma ho... // 2 // sAdhana se zAsana hita karanA, isI kAmanA meM ho maranA / / tana mana arpaNa karanA, tuma ho- // 3 // saphala banUM nija hita sAdhana meM, yahI AzA tumase hai mana meM / lIna hUM terI lagana meM, tuma ho - // 4 // caitra kRSNa tithi tava sumiraNa meM, saMghonnati hI basI dhunana meM / 'hastI' magana manana meM, tuma ho.. // 5 //
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 798 (61) mAtA- pada (tarja - mahAvIra bhagavAna tumako lAkhoM praNAma) marudevIjI mAtA jaga meM amara huI ||tter // RSabhadeva sA suta dekara ke, saccA sukha sabako dikhalA ke / ____ banI mukti adhikArI ||1||jg // caitra badI aSTamI tithi jAe, RSabhadeva sA suta mana bhAe / jaga jananI pada pAI ||2||jg // bharata bAhubalI pautra hue sau, sUrya vaMza kA mUla huA so / mAM kI mahimA chAI ||3||jg // sahasra pIr3hiyAM dekhI jisane, roga zoka nahIM pAyA usane / pUrNa dayA avatArI ||4||jg|| tana, dhana sampatti saba sukha pAyA, anta samaya meM kevala pAyA / car3he bhAva kI zreNI ||5||jg // marudevI sI banalo bahanA, pAogI tuma bhI sukha cainA / taja mithyA jaMjAla ||6||jg // mAtA kA dina khUba manAtI, apanA jananI pada visarAtI / Aja bhaTakatI nArI ||7||jg //
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________________ paMcama khaNDa pariziSTa prathama cAra khaNDoM meM avibhakta sAmagrI kA samAveza isa khaNDa meM kiyA gayA hai| isameM cAra pariziSTa haiM- 1. caritanAyaka kI sAdhanA meM sahayogI pramukha sAdhaka mahApuruSa 2. caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM dIkSita santa-satI 3. kalyANakArI saMsthAe~ aura 4. AcAryapravara ke 70 cAturmAsa : eka vivaraNa | prathama pariziSTa meM pUjya caritanAyaka ke gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA., zikSA guru svAmIjI zrI harakhacanda jI ma.sA., saMgha-vyavasthApaka zrI sujAnamala jI ma. sA., zAsana sahayogI zrI bhojarAjajI ma.sA. evaM paM. ratna zrI lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA. ke yogadAna kA saMkSipta ullekha kiyA gayA hai| dvitIya pariziSTa meM caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM dIkSita hokara sAdhanA meM niraticAra rUpa se saMlagna rahane vAle pramukha santa-satiyoM kA saMkSipta paricaya diyA gayA hai| tRtIya pariziSTa meM una kalyANakArI saMsthAoM kA paricaya hai jo caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM sujJa, vivekazIla evaM jAgarUka zrAvakoM dvArA upakAra kI bhAvanA se sthApita kI gaI haiN| antima pariziSTa meM caritanAyaka pUjya gurudeva ke 70 cAturmAsoM kI sAriNI hai, jisameM zAsanakAla kI pramukha ghaTanAoM evaM gaccha ke saMtoM ke cAturmAsoM kI bhI sUcanA saMkalita hai|
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________________ pariziSTa - prathama caritanAyaka kI sAdhanA meM pramukha sahayogI sAdhaka mahApuruSa caritanAyaka pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke vyaktitva nirmANa evaM sAdhanA meM jina mahApuruSoM kA sahayoga rahA hai, unakI kucha carcA grantha ke Amukha meM kI gaI hai| yahA~ para caritanAyaka ke gurudeva pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. pramukha sahayogI santoM, mAtA mahAsatI rUpaka~vara jI evaM unakI guruNI mahAsatI bar3e dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA saMkSipta paricaya diyA jA rahA hai| pUjya AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. * "guru kArIgara sArakhA, TAMkI vacana rasAla / patthara se pratimA kare, pUjA lahe apAra // " jIvana ke kuzala zilpI jina mahAsAdhaka ne apanI guru-gaMbhIra zikSA-dIkSA se bAlaka hastI ke jIvana ko ghar3a kara unheM jana-jana kA ArAdhya guru, ratnasaMgha kA dedIpyamAna ratna va jinazAsana kA divya divAkara banAne kA | mahanIya kArya kiyA, unakA nAma hai pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. / ApakA janma jodhapura nivAsI zreSThivarya zrI bhagavAnadAsa jI cAmar3a kI dharmazIlA dharmapatnI pArvatI devI kI | ratnakukSi se vi.saM. 1994 kArtika zuklA paMcamI ko huA / saubhAgya paMcamI ko janma hone se ApakA nAma zobhAcandra (saubhAgyacandra) rakhA gayA / bAlaka zobhA ko adhyayana hetu pAThazAlA bhejA gayA, para ApameM bAlya sulabha caMcalatA se adhika gaMbhIratA thii| Apa bacapana se hI ekAnta priya the / adhyayana meM mana lagatA na dekha kara pitA ne Apako vyApAra meM jor3a diyA, para jinheM ratnatraya kI AmadanI iSTa ho, ve bhalA sAMsArika dravyArjana meM kahA~ aTakate ! zubha saMyogavaza evaM Apake asIma puNyodaya se pUjyapAda AcArya kajor3Imala jI ma.sA. kA padArpaNa huA / Apake dhIra-vIra- gambhIra vyaktitva, sAdhanAniSTha jIvana va pIyUSapAvana vANI ne bAlaka zobhA ko sadA-sadA ke liye | apanI ora AkRSTa kara liyA / AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya se zobhA ke vairAgya saMskAra sudRDha hote gye| mAtA-pitA ne bahuta samajhAyA, saMyama ke parISahoM kA bhAna karAyA, para sacce virAgI ko kauna bAMdhe rakha sakatA hai| aMtata: vi.saM. 1927 mAgha zuklA paMcamI kA suprabhAta AyA, jaba bAlaka zobhA ne saMyama-jIvana svIkAra kara apane Apako sadA-sadA ke liye pUjya kajoDImalajI ma.sA. ko samarpita kara diyaa| aba Apake do hI lakSya the - guru-sevA va | jJAnAbhyAsa / guru-sevA karate hue Apane zAstroM kA acchA jJAna kara liyA, sAtha hI saMskRta va vyAkaraNa kA bhI pUrA abhyAsa kara liyaa| vi.saM. 1936 meM pUjyapAda gurudeva AcArya pUjya zrI kajor3Imala jI ma.sA. ke svargArohaNa ke pazcAt Apane apane Apako gurubhrAtA pUjya zrI vinayacandajI ma. sA kI sevA meM samarpita kara diyaa| ApakA pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. ke prati sahaja samarpaNa, anupama zraddhA-bhakti dekha kara hara koI Agantuka Azcarya cakita raha
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________________ 800 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM jAtA / sevA va samarpaNa kI Apa pratimUrti the / nayana- jyoti maMda hone se pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. ko 14 | varSoM taka jayapura sthiravAsa virAjanA par3A, taba unakI aharniza jo sevA Apane kI vaha jinazAsana ke itihAsa meM | sadA svarNAkSaroM meM aMkita rhegii| rAtri meM pUjya zrI agara karavaTa bhI badalate to AhaTa mAtra se hI Apa jAga jaate| nidrA ke kSaNoM meM apramatta bhAva se sevA hetu sajagatA kA Apane anupama Adarza upasthita kiyA / vi.sa. 1972 meM pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacaMda jI ma.sA. ke mahAprayANa ke bAda caturvidha saMgha dvArA ajamera meM phAlguna kRSNA aSTamI ko Apako isa gauravazAlI paramparA ke AcArya pada para adhiSThita kiyA gyaa| AcArya ke | rUpa meM Apane apanI amiTa chApa chor3I va sahasroM vyaktiyoM ko dharma se jor3a kara unheM saMskAra pradAna kiye| eka | sampradAya ke AcArya hokara bhI asAmpradAyikatA, sabhI ke sAtha sneha ApakI anUThI vizeSatA thii| usa samaya ke | mAravAr3I bhakta samudAya meM eka mAtra koTyadhipati seTha sohanamalajI sA. corar3iyA ( mAlika agaracanda mAnamala, madrAsa) ke nau varSIya dattaka putra zrI mohanamalajI va unake mAtA-pitA dvArA nivedana karane evaM svayaM mAMge jAne para bhI Apane pUrva guru AmnAya palaTAne se spaSTa inakAra kara diyA / yaha ApakI nispRhatA kA anupama udAharaNa hai| yahI nahIM bhaktoM meM kauna AyA, nahIM AyA, isase bhI Apa sarvathA nirapekSa the / sadA svAdhyAya va sAdhanA meM | lIna apramatta jIvana ke Apa sAkAra svarUpa the / svayaM caritanAyaka ne anekoM bAra ApakA smaraNa karate hue pharamAyA "mere gurudeva ne kabhI TekA nahIM liyaa| unake jIvana kA mUlamaMtra thA - saralatA aura apramattatA / apane ziSyoM ko kisa prakAra gar3hanA, isameM Apa niSNAta the / kuzala zilpI kI bhAMti Apane apane ziSyoM kI vizeSatAoM ko kisa prakAra vikasita kiyA, isakA sAkSAt udAharaNa hama bAlaka muni hastI ke jIvana se dekha | sakate haiN| Apa apane ziSyoM se Agama adhyayana ke sAtha hI saMskRta, prAkRta va vyAkaraNa meM niSNAta banAne hetu sadA yatnazIla rhte| Apa pharamAyA karate " ghAla gale meM gUdar3I, nizcaya mAMDe maraNa / go cI pa li nita kare, taba Ave vyAkaraNa || " pu AcArya zrI svAdhyAya, sAdhanA va kSaNa-kSaNa ke upayoga ke prati sajaga the| Apa nitya prati uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA pUrNa svAdhyAya kiyA karate / uttarAdhyayana sUtra Apako nijanAmavat kaMThastha thA, yahA~ taka ki pIche ke krama se bhI pUrA uttarAdhyayana sUtra pharamA dete / aThAI jaisA tapa hone para bhI Apa pravacana pharamAte va Avazyaka hone para svayaM gocarI bhI padhAra jAte / sahajatA, saralatA, alhaDa phakkar3apana, sevA, sAdhanA va svAdhyAyaratatA jaisI aneka vizeSatAe~ ApakI jIvana-zailI kA mAno aMgabhUta ho gaI / Apane jina mahApuruSoM ko dIkSA pradAna kI, ve haiM - sAdhanA kI pratimUrti zrI sAgaramalajI ma.sA, zrI lAlacaMdajI ma.sA, caritanAyaka zrI hastImalajI ma.sA, zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA. evaM zrI baDe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. / Apake zAsanakAla meM 16 mahAsatiyoM kI dIkSA huI - (1) mahAsatI zrI kevalakuMvarajI (2) mahAsatI zrI jhamakU jI (3) mahAsatI zrI kizanakaMvarajI (4) mahAsatI zrI rUpakaMvarajI (5) mahAsatI zrI amRtakaMvarajI (6) mahAsatI zrI kevalakaMvarajI (7) mahAsatI zrI dhUlAjI (8) mahAsatI zrI sajjanakaMvarajI (9) mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvarajI (10) mahAsatI zrI chogAjI (mahAmandira vAle) (11) mahAsatI zrI visanakaMvarajI (12) mahAsatI zrI ratanakaMvarajI (13) mahAsatI zrI cainakaMvarajI (14) mahAsatI zrI hulAsakaMvarajI (15) mahAsatI zrI suvAjI (16) mahAsatI zrI dhUlAjI /
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 801 jIvana ke kuzala zilpakAra AcArya bhagavanta ziSyoM meM chipI pratibhA ko pahicAnane meM kitane niSNAta the, | isakA pratyakSa pramANa Apa dvArA bAlaka muni hastI ko apanA uttarAdhikArI AcArya manonIta kiye jAne se milatA hai| Apa jaisA mahApuruSa hI mAtra 5 varSa ke saMyama-paryAya vAle va 15 varSa kI vaya vAle ziSya meM rahI virAT AtmA kA anubhava kara isa gurutara dAyitva ke liye yaha sAhasika manonayana kara sakatA thaa| aneka grAma-nagaroM ko jIvanaparyanta apane vicaraNa-vihAra va sAdhanA se pavitra pAvana karane vAle mahApuruSa ko || | svAsthya kI kamajorI se vi.saM. 1979 mAgha zuklA pUrNimA se jodhapura meM apanA sthiravAsa svIkAra karanA pdd'aa| Apake sthiravAsa virAjane se jodhapura nagara mAno tIrthadhAma hI bana gyaa| apane saMyama saurabha se 56 varSoM taka saMgha | ko surabhita kara amaratA kA pujArI yaha mahApuruSa vi.saM. 1983 zrAvaNa kRSNA amAvasyA ko saMthArA-samAdhipUrvaka amaraloka ke liye mahAprayANa kara gyaa| 1. svAmIjI zrI harakhacandajI ma.sA. jina mahApuruSa ne bAlaka hastI meM nihita pratibhA ko pahicAnA ki yaha bAlaka dIkSA lekara bhaviSya meM zAsana kA AdhAra bana sakatA hai| aisI sUjha-bUjha ke dhanI, zAsana hita-cintana meM sadA nirata rahane vAle mahApuruSa kA nAma hai svAmI jI zrI harakhacandajI ma.sA. (zrI harSacandajI m.saa.)| __ Apa pUjya AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. ke AcArya kAla meM dIkSA lene vAle prathama mahApuruSa the| saMyamadhanI ina mahApuruSa ne guru bhagavaMtoM kI sevA karate hue apanA sampUrNa jIvana jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI sAdhanA meM lagA diyaa| jinazAsana sadA jayavanta rahe, ratnasaMgha paramparA kA gaurava sadA vardhamAna ho va yaha paramparA mahApuruSoM kI saMyama-sAdhanA kI saurabha se sadA suvAsita rahe, isa ora Apa sadA saceSTa rhe| cha: sAta varSIya abodha bAlaka hastI ke aMtara meM rahe hue vairAgya bIja ko vikasita karanA, apane hRdaya kA asIma sneha uMDela kara unheM jJAnArAdhanA hetu prerita karanA Apa jaise mahApuruSoM kA hI upakAra thaa| Apane bAlaka hastI ke sAtha aisA AtmIya saMbaMdha sthApita kiyA ki bAlaka hastI sadA ApakI sevA meM hI jJAna sIkhane meM lagA rhtaa| jaise eka govatsa sadA apanI mA~ se lagA rahatA hai, kucha vaisA hI sneha AkarSaNa ina vayovRddha mahApuruSa meM bAlaka hastI ko naz2ara aayaa| vairAgya avasthA meM hI bAlaka hastI ko (mAtra nau-dasa varSa kI vaya meM hI Apane kitanA suyogya banA diyA, isake liye pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcaMdajI ma.sA. ke jIvana caritra 'amaratA kA pujArI' meM vairAgI hastI kA paricaya dete hue likhA gayA hai - "honahAra bIravAna ke hota cIkane pAta" / ataeva zIghra hI Apa muni zrI harSacandajI ma. ke upadeza, vacanoM aura saMyama ke anukUla zikSAoM se sAdhu-jIvana ke sarvathA yogya bana gye| muni zrI harSacandajI ma. ne ajamera meM rahate hue Apako paccIsa bola, navatattva, laghudaMDaka, samiti-gupti, vyavahAra samyaktva, zvAsocchvAsa, 98 bola aura bhagavatI evaM pannavaNA ke milA kara 25-30 thokar3e, vIra-stuti, namipravajyA aura dazavaikAlika sUtra ke cAra adhyayana kA abhyAsa karA diyA thaa| saMskRta meM zabda rUpAvalI bhI pUrI kaMThastha karA dI gii|" __ vairAgI hastI ke adhyayana krama ke ullekha se svAmIjI kI aneka vizeSatAe~ spaSTata: dRSTigocara hotI haiM ki Apa thokar3oM ke gahana jJAtA, Agama premI, eka kuzala zikSA-guru evaM bAlaka hastI ke sacce saMrakSaka the, jinhoMne eka kuzala mAlI kI bhAMti bAlaka hastI ke jIvana-upavana meM zikSA va saMskAroM kA bIja vapana kiyaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM bAbAjI zrI harakhacandajI mahArAja saMyama ke prati jAgarUka hone ke sAtha Atma-niyantraNa evaM apramattatA ke sajaga sAdhaka the / ve or3hane ke liye mAtra apane pAsa DhAI hAtha lambI eka caddara rakhate, jisameM pUre paira phailAye nahIM jA sakate the| unakA niyama thA ki paira phailAkara nahIM sonA, paira phailAne se dugunI nIMda aaegii| isa prakAra se sAdhanAzIla svAmIjI dvArA ratnavaMza paramparA para kiye gae upakAra se hama saba upakRta evaM zraddhAvanata haiN| vi.saM. 1979 ke ajamera varSAvAsa meM saMthArA-samAdhipUrvaka isa mahApuruSa ne samAdhimaraNa prApta kara paraloka gamana kara diyaa| * zAsana sahayogI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. jina mahApuruSa ne laghuvaya manonIta AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke vayaska hone taka antarima kAla meM unake pratinidhi rUpa meM mahimAzAlI ratnavaMza-paramparA kA kuzala netRtva kiyA, ve the-svanAmadhanya svAmI jI zrI | sujAnamalajI m.saa.| ___ ApakA janma ratnanagarI jayapura ke pratiSThita zreSThivarya suzrAvaka zrI mAlIrAmajI paTanI kI dharmazIlA dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrImatI dAkhIbAI kI kukSi se vi.saM. 1938 Asoja kRSNA navamI ko huaa| bacapana se hI nisarga se prApta va saMta samAgama se vikasita vairAgyasaMskAra puSTa hote gaye va vi.saM. 1951 caitra zuklA dazamI ko 13 varSa kI alpAyu meM Apane nAgaura meM tapasvI zrI bAlacandajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| ___navadIkSita munizrI ne paM. ratna zrI candanamalajI ma.sA. kI sannidhi meM rahakara zrutajJAna kA abhyAsa kiyA, sAtha hI anekoM thokar3e bhI kaMThastha kiye| saMgIta kI ora ApakI vizeSa abhiruci thii| mahIne meM Apa kama se kama cAra upavAsa saMyama-jIvana ke prArambha se hI kiyA karate / pravacana kalA meM Apa kuzala the| Apane jodhapura, pIpAr3a, jayapura, pAlI, byAvara, bhopAlagar3ha, nAgaura, ajamera, rIyA, kizanagar3ha, ratalAma, udayapura, ahamadanagara, satArA, guledagar3ha, lAsalagAMva, ujjaina Adi vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM varSAvAsa kara jinavANI kI pAvana saritA pravAhita kii| Apane apane jIvana meM sampradAya ke tIna AcAryoM bahuzruta AcArya zrI vinayacandajI ma.sA, parama pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcaMdajI ma.sA. evaM caritanAyaka AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. aura tapasvI ziromaNi zrI bAlacaMdajI ma.sA, candana sama zItala zrI candanamala jI ma.sA. prabhRti mahApuruSoM kI sevA kii| parama pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcaMda jI ma.sA. ke devaloka gamana ke samaya caturvidha saMgha ne Apa jaise vaya va dIkSA sthavira mahAmuni ke netRtva meM hI yaha nirNaya liyA ki pUrvAcArya zobhAcaMdajI ma.sA. ke AdezAnusAra munizrI hastImalajI ma.sA. hamAre saMgha ke bhAvI AcArya hoNge| para muni hastI kI umra abhI sADhe 15 varSa kI thI, ve svayaM bhI adhyayana ke lie paryApta samaya cAhate the aura abhI dAyitva saMbhAlane ke anicchuka the, ataH zAsana saMbhAlane ke liye svAbhAvika taura para sabakI dRSTi ApakI ora hI thii| lagabhaga cAra varSa taka Apane kuzalatApUrvaka sampradAya kI sAraNA, vAraNA, dhAraNA evaM saMrakSaNa kA dAyitva sNbhaalaa| manonIta AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja ko zAsana saMbhAlane meM sarvathA sakSama pAkara Apane apanA abhiprAya sahavartI saMtoM evaM caturvidha saMgha ke samakSa rkhaa| tadanusAra vi.saM. 1987 vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA ko jodhapura meM AcArya pada mahotsava niyata huaa| ___niyata dina akSaya tRtIyA ke divasa para caturvidha saMgha kI sAkSI va hajAroM kI janamedinI kI upasthiti meM Apane va zrI bhojarAja jI ma. ne svargIya AcArya zrI zobhAcaMda jI ma.sA. kI pUjya pachevaDI kizoravaya muni zrI hastImalajI ma. ko oDhAI to sabhI mAno maMtramugdha apalaka dRSTi se yaha nayanAbhirAma prasaMga dekhate raha gye| usa
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 803 | samaya Apane pharamAyA jisakA kucha aMza isa prakAra thA - " yazasvinI ratnasaMghIya paramparA ke SaSTha paTTadhara svanAmadhanya | prAtaH smaraNIya zraddheya AcArya zrI zobhAcandrajI mahArAja ko svargastha hue Aja 3 varSa 9 mAsa aura 3 dina pUre hone jA rahe haiN| muni zrI hastImalajI mahArAja ne adhyayana kA samaya mAMgA thA / caturvidha saMgha ne muni zrI kI dUradarzitA | aura zlAghanIya vivekapUrNa icchA ko bahumAna dekara inheM adhyayana kA avasara diyA aura saMgha-saMcAlana kI vyavasthA | kA dAyitva mujhe sauNpaa| muni zrI hastImalajI mahArAja apanA adhyayana sampanna kara suyogya vidvAn bana gaye haiN| inake sarvavidita vinaya, viveka, vAgvaibhava, pratyutpannamatitva, vilakSaNa pratibhA, kuzAgrabuddhi, kriyApAtratA, athaka zramazIlatA, kartavyaniSThA, mArdava, Arjava, nirabhimAnatA Adi guNoM para hama sabako garva hai / ye suyogya AcArya ke sabhI guNoM se sampanna haiN| hama saba inheM AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI mahArAja kI sampradAya ke sAtaveM paTTadhara ke rUpa meM AcAryapada para pratiSThita karate haiM / ye vaya se bhale choTe haiM, kintu guNoM evaM pada se bahuta bar3e haiN| mujhe bhI ApakI pratyeka AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai aura Apa saba santa-satiyoM tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko bhI aisA hI karanA hai|" Apake udbodhana se ApakI laghutA, udAratA, saralatA ke sAtha hI saMghanAyaka ke prati sarvatobhAvena samarpaNa va samAdara kI bhAvanA parilakSita hotI hai / svAmIjI mahArAja saralatA ke bhaMDAra the| unakA kaNa-kaNa saralatA ke madhura rasa se vyApta thA / mana, vANI aura kAya kI triveNI meM saralatA sadA pravAhita hotI rahatI thI / ve kRtrimatA se kosoM dUra the| unake hRdaya meM jo kucha bhI hotA, rasanA se vahI prakaTa ho jaataa| donoM meM anupama advaita thA / unakA antara sarvathA svaccha, nirmala va nirvikAra thA / purANa puruSa hote hue bhI unake vicAroM meM sahaja udAratA va adbhuta sajIvatA thI / ve japI, tapI aura | spaSTavAdI saMta the / Apa jaisA socate, vahI bolate va karate / mana, vacana va karma meM adbhuta sAmya thA / Apake jIvana kI yahI vizeSatA va hRdaya kI saralatA Apake tIkhe spaSTa vacanoM ko bhI mRdu banA detI / ApakA vyAkhyAna jozIlA va preraNAprada hotA / ApakI vANI meM oja, gAMbhIrya va pariNAma kI madhurimA thI / 70 varSa se Upara kI vaya meM bhI ApameM taruNoM sA utsAha va saMyama meM adbhuta parAkrama parilakSita hotA thA / bhaktajana Apako Adara se 'bAbAjI mahArAja' ke saMbodhana se saMbodhita karate the / ApakA antima samaya jodhapura va vizeSataH kAMkariyA bilDiMga meM vyatIta huaa| ApakI icchA thI ki antima samaya meM pUjya zrI (hastImala jI ma.sA.) kA sAnnidhya lAbha mile| Apako apanI bhAvanAnusAra pUjya AcAryadeva kA sAnnidhya prApta huA / vi.saM. 2010 mAgha kRSNA caturdazI ko pichalI rAtri meM saMthArApUrvaka isa mahAyogI ne samAdhimaraNa prApta kiyaa| sevAvratI sAdhaka zrI bhojarAja jI ma.sA. * dIkSA, vaya aura anubhava meM vRddha hokara bhI jina mahApuruSa ne apane laghuvaya AcArya kI pUrNa zraddhA va samarpaNa | bhAva se sevA kI tathA adhyayana kAla meM saMrakSakavat mAtRtulya sevA kI, ve mahApuruSa the - sevAvratI sAdhaka zrI bhojarAja jI mahArAja sAhaba / ApakA janma vi.saM. 1944 meM Asopa - khiMvasara ke madhya sthita lalAva gAMva ke jATa parivAra meM huaa| zubha saMyogavaza Apa naukarI hetu bhopAlagar3ha ke pratiSThita zrAvaka zrI motIcanda jI corar3iyA ke parivAra meM Aye / jahA~ sahaja hI Apako saMta samAgama kA svarNima suavasara prApta huaa| mahApuruSoM kA samAgama bhava-bhava ke bandhana kATane
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 804 kA mArga prazasta kara detA hai| Apake bhI vairAgyasaMskAra vikasita hue / vi.saM. 1957 meM mahAsatI jI zrI siddhU jI ne | jodhapura meM saMthArA grahaNa kiyaa| mahAsatI jI ke dIrghakAlIna saMthAre ke samaya darzanArtha bhopAlagar3ha ke bhAI-bahinoM ke sAtha Apa bhI jodhapura ge| vahIM Apako paMDita muni zrI candanamalajI ma.sA. ke darzana va upadeza zravaNa kA suavasara milaa| seThAnI jI zrImatI sonI bAI jI kI anumati se Apa paMDitamuni zrI ke sAnnidhya meM rahe, jahA~ Apane sAkSaratA va prAraMbhika dhArmika jJAna prApta kiyaa| paMDita muni zrI kI sevA meM zikSA va saMskAra pAkara ApakA vairAgya | dRr3ha se dRDhatara banatA gayA / mAtra 14 varSa kI vaya meM vi.saM. 1958 ASADha kRSNA paMcamI ko seThoM kI rIMyA meM Apane svAmIjI zrI candanamala jI ma.sA. kA ziSyatva svIkAra kara bhAgavatI zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kara lii| dIkSA lekara Apane saMyama-sAdhanA ke sAtha guru bhagavaMtoM va zAsana kI sevA ko apanA lakSya banA liyA / Apa una virala sAdhakoM meM se eka haiM jinhoMne tIna-tIna AcAryoM (AcArya zrI vinayacaMdajI mahArAja, AcArya zrI | zobhAcaMda jI mahArAja evaM caritanAyaka AcArya zrI hastImala jI mahArAja) kI sevA kii| 37 varSa kA ApakA saMyama paryAya sevA kA paryAya samajhA jA sakatA hai / laghuvaya AcArya zrI hastImalajI | mahArAja jaba sthaMDila padhArate to Apa sammAnArtha sAtha padhArate va AgrahapUrvaka sthaMDila kI pAtarI bhI hAtha meM lene meM | saMkoca nahIM karate / adhyayanarata laghuvaya AcArya zrI jaba kamare meM adhyayana karate to Apa mAno praharI bana bAhara | virAjate va bhakta samudAya ko bAhara se hI mauna darzana karane kA saMketa krte| Apa bhikSAcarI ke vizeSajJa saMta the / kinake lie kyA Avazyaka va upayogI hai, isakA sadA satarkatA se dhyAna rakhate / laghuvaya AcArya zrI va anya | adhyayanarata saMtoM ke liye bauddhika rUpa se kyA upayogI, sAtha hI vikAra bhAva jAgRta hI na ho, aise hita mita |pathyakArI AhAra kI gaveSaNA karane kA sadA khayAla rakhate / vastutaH eka kuMbhakAra jaise miTTI ke bartanoM ko ghar3ane meM | aMdara hAtha rakha kara coTa karatA hai, mAtA jaise sneha, mamatva va hita bhAva se zizu ko bar3A karatI hai kucha vaisA hI yogadAna AcArya hastI ke jIvana-nirmANa meM ApakA rahA / Apako agara AcArya hastI kI dhAya mAM kI upamA de dI jAya to koI atizayokti nahIM hogI / indriyoM para ApakA bar3A niyantraNa thaa| ginatI kI kucha cIjoM ke sivAya lagabhaga sabhI miSThAnnoM ke tyAgI the / jo acchI se acchI vastu bhikSA meM milatI, use ve sAthI santoM ko de dete| Apane samasta harI sabjI kA bhI tyAga kara diyA thaa| mahIne meM pAMca dina sivAya Apako cAra vigaya kA tyAga thA / AcArya zrI ke dakSiNa pravAsa kI ora vihAra meM bhI Apa unake sAtha the / ratalAma meM vi.saM. 1994 phAlguna zuklA ekAdazI ko Apane saMlekhanA saMthArA svIkAra kara dvAdazI ko prAtaH 5 baje brahmavelA meM apanA antima | manoratha pUrNa kara mahAprayANa kara diyaa| bahuta kama aise mahApuruSa hote haiM jo dUsaroM ke nirmANa meM apane astitva ko bhI samarpita kara dete haiN| aise hI mahApuruSa the svAmI jI bhojarAjajI mahArAja / * paM. ratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ratnasaMgha rUpI hAra kI bahumUlya maNi, marmajJa zAstravettA, Agama rasika, zodhapriya itihAsajJa evaM vizuddha zramaNAcAra ke pAlaka aura prabala samarthaka the paM. ratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. / saMvat 1965 meM mAravAr3a | harasolAva grAma meM zrI baccharAjajI bAgamAra kI dharmapatnI zrImatI hIrAbAI kI kukSi se janme lUNakaraNa jI alpAyu meM | pitAzrI kA viyoga hone para vikrama saMvat 1979 mArgazIrSa zuklA pUrNimA ko 14 varSa kI vaya meM muthAjI ke maMdira, ( jodhapura meM pUjya AcAryapravara zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara 'muni lakSmIcandajI'
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________________ anvaareenaTrewwmaran-BorwWEARI paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa bana ge| Apako prAkRta, saMskRta, apabhraMza, hindI, rAjasthAnI Adi bhASAoM kA vizeSa jJAna thaa| Apa satya bAta kahane meM spaSTa rahate the| bhItara aura bAhara se Apa eka the| sarala evaM bhadrika prakRti ke santa the / lambe kada evaM suDaula deha ke dhanI paNDitaratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ne lagabhaga 56 varSoM kI sudIrgha avadhi taka ananya niSThA ke sAtha zramaNa dharma kA pAlana karate hue aneka hastalikhita evaM prAcIna granthoM kA anuzIlana kara sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke viziSTa kaviyoM, tapasviyoM, sAdhviyoM Adi ke jIvana aura kRtitva para prakAza ddaalaa| zrI ratanacandra pada muktAvalI, sujAnapada sumana vATikA, tapasvI muni bAlacandrajI , santa-jIvana kI jhAMkI Adi aneka kRtiyAM Apake parizrama se prakAza meM A skiiN| paramparA ke santa-satiyoM kA jIvana caritra, jo sahaja upalabdha nahIM thA, use zramapUrvaka khojakara Apane samAja ke sAmane rkhaa| 'jainadharma kA maulika itihAsa' ke lekhana meM bhI ApakA sahayoga sarAhanIya rhaa| santa-satiyoM ke vidyAbhyAsa meM ApakI gahana ruci thI aura samaya-samaya para Apa unako par3hAyA bhI karate the| AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke satIrthya hote hue bhI Apane jisa niSThA evaM samarpaNa se unakI AjJA meM apanA sarvasva arpita kiyA, vaha sAdhakoM ke lie preraNApuMja ke rUpa meM smaraNIya rhegaa| Apa eka prakAra se AcAryadeva ke dakSiNa hasta the| lagabhaga 2 varSa jodhapura meM sthiravAsa virAjita rahane para Apake suziSya zrI mAnacandra jI ma.sA. (vartamAna upAdhyAya pravara) ne ApakI tana, mana se sevA kara anUThA Adarza upasthita kiyaa| kAla dharma ko prApta hone ke 10 dina pUrva pATa se gira jAne ke kAraNa ApakI gardana kI haDDI TUTa gaI thI, jisake anantara Apane deha kI vinazvaratA ko jAnakara AcAryapravara kI svIkRti milane para AlocanA prAyazcittapUrvaka citta ko samAdhi meM lagA liyA aura pauSa zuklA 10 saMvat 2035 dinAMka 7 janavarI 1979 ko prAta: 5.30 baje Apa jodhapura meM devaloka gamana kara ge| vyAkhyAna sthagita rakhakara AcAryapravara evaM santa-maNDala ne indaura meM Apako zraddhAJjali arpita kii| * mahAsAdhikA mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakavara jI ma.sA. jinazAsana unnayana meM saMta bhagavaMtoM ke sAtha hI mahAsatIvRnda kA mahimAzAlI yogadAna rahA hai| itihAsa isa bAta kA sAkSI hai ki yAkinI mahattarA ne haribhadrasUri ko prerita kara jina-dharmAnuyAyI hI nahIM, mokSa-mArgAnuyAyI banAyA jo Age calakara jinazAsana ke yugapradhAna prabhAvaka AcArya bne| anekoM mahAsatiyoM ke upakAra ke prasaMga jaina itihAsa ke svarNima pRSThoM para aMkita haiN| ratnavaMza paramparA ko bhI samaya-samaya para saMyama kI utkaTa ArAdhikA mahAsatiyoM ne apanI jIvana-jyoti, saMyama-sAdhanA va jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI ArAdhanA se samRddha kiyA hai| aisI hI eka mahAsAdhikA kA nAma hai mahAsatIzrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI m.saa.| mahAsatIzrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. meM jJAna-kriyA kA maNikAMcana saMyoga thaa| mahAvratoM ke niraticAra pAlana va saMyama ke prati Apa sajaga rahate / saMyama-jIvana meM sahaja samajhe jAne vAle doSa bhI na laga pAyeM, isa ora Apa | sadA saceSTa rhte| kriyA ke sAtha-sAtha hI mahAsatIjI sadA jJAna-sAdhanA meM rata rahate / svayaM jJAna-dhyAna meM rata rahanA va dUsaroM ko prerita karanA, unheM jJAnadAna denA, Apake jIvana kA lakSya thaa| rUpakaMvara bAI va unake ekAkI putra hastI ke hRdaya meM vairAgya bIja kA poSaNa kara unheM saMyama-grahaNa hetu prerita karane kA prAthamika zreya Apako hI hai| bAlaka hastI va unakI mAM ko saMyama kI ora prerita kara Apane jinazAsana evaM ratnasaMgha kI mahatI sevA kii| mahAsatI jI zrI Hom
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________________ Sa namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 806 rUpakaMvara jI ne ApakI nezrAya meM hI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana ko sArthaka kiyaa| ApakA janma surapurA (dezanoka jilA bIkAnera) ke zreSThivarya zrI jasarUpamalajI golechA kI dharmazIlA dharmapatnI zrImatI nAnI bAI kI kukSi se huaa| vaya prApta hone para ApakA vivAha dezanoka nivAsI zrI hajArImalajI bhUrA ke sAtha sampanna huaa| jIvana sAMsArika sukhopabhoga aura aizvarya ke sAtha vyatIta ho rahA thA, para 'gahanA karmaNo gati:' yauvanAvasthA / meM hI ApakA yaha sukha suhAga kAla ke krUra paMjoM se na baca skaa| mahApuruSoM ke jIvana meM AI vipattiyA~ bhI kalyANa kA mArga prazasta kara detI haiN| Apake puNyodaya se Apako jJAna-kriyA kI dhanI mahAsatIjI mallAjI ma.sA. kA sAnnidhya milaa| mahAsatIjI ke darzana, upadeza sAnnidhya se Apako saMsAra kI asAratA va vinazvaratA kA bodha huA aura Apane nAgaura meM mahAsatIjI kA ziSyatva svIkAra kara bhAgavatI zramaNI-dIkSA aMgIkAra kara apane Apako sadA ke liye samarpita kara diyaa| guruNI jI ma. sA. kI sevA meM ! rahakara Apane zAstroM va thokar3oM kA acchA abhyAsa kiyaa| vRddhAvasthA meM ApakA sthiravAsa bhopAlagar3ha meM huaa| dIrghakAla taka Apake vahA~ virAjane se aneka bahinoM ne sAmAyika, pratikramaNa va thokar3oM kA abhyAsa kiyaa| bhopAlagar3ha kI bahinoM ko dharma-saMskAra dene va unheM jJAna-dhyAna sikhAne meM ApakA mahanIya upakAra rahA hai| vi.saM. 2008 ke phAlguna mAsa meM bhopAlagar3ha meM hI ApakA mahAprayANa ho gyaa| * mahAsatI zrI rUpakaMvara jI ma.sA. 'strINAM zatAni zatazo janayanti putrAn, nAnyA sutaM tvadupamaM jananI prsuutaa|' isa vizva meM lAkhoM mAtAe~ putra ko janma dekara apane Apako saubhAgyazAlI samajhatI haiM, para aisI mAtAe~ / / virala hotI haiM, jo lAkhoM bhaktoM kI asIma AsthA ke kendra jinazAsana ke dedIpyamAna ratna saMta-ziromaNi AcArya hastI jaise putra ratna ko janma detI hoN| zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryoM ko janma dene vAlI mAtAoM meM bhI Apa jaisI mAtAe~ virala hotI haiM, jo svayaM apane putra kI kalyANa-kAmanA evaM usake Atma-hitArtha use saMyama-grahaNa hetu prerita kare, aura svayaM bhI dIkSA lekara saccA Adarza prastuta kre| rUpakuMvara kA janma pIpAr3a nivAsI rAjamAnya zreSThivarya zrI giradhArIlAlajI muNota kI dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrImatI candrAbAI kI ratnakukSi se huaa| bhare-pUre parivAra meM ApakA lAlana-pAlana huaa| yauvana meM praveza hote hI ApakA vivAha pIpAr3a ke pratiSThita zrAvaka zrI dAnamalajI boharA ke suyogya suputra zrI kevalacaMdajI boharA ke sAtha | sampanna huaa| sAsUmA~ naujyAMbAI kI chatrachAyA meM pati ke saMga ApakA vaivAhika jIvana sAMsArika sukhoM se vyatIta ho rahA thaa| kintu prakRti ko yaha maMjUra nahIM thA, use to Apako zAsana AdhAra ko puSTa karane kA nimitta banAnA thaa| puNyAtmA Apake garbha meM AI , parivAra meM harSollAsa chA gayA, bhAvI jIvana kI madhura kalpanAe~ parijanoM va Apa dampatI ke mana meM aMgaDAiyAM lene lagI, para alpakAla meM hI pativarya kA da:khada nidhana ho gyaa| isase Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gii| parantu garbha meM AzA kA prasUna palane se aura bAda meM bAlaka ke lAlana-pAlana ke kAraNa dIkSA kA yoga nahIM bana paayaa| katipaya varSoM pazcAt plega kI mahAmArI se bhare pUre paitRka parivAra ke sadasyoM ke asAmayika nidhana ne Apake jIvana ko jhakajhora diyA tathA saMsAra kI anityatA evaM azaraNatA kA sAkSAt anubhava) -thale A.AN-Asans- anna
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________________ - - paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 807 huaa| isase ApakA vairAgya bhAva adhika sudRDha ho gyaa| bAlaka hastI bhI nAnA ke parivAra para mahAkAla ke sAye ko dekhakara saMsAra kI nazvaratA va asAratA kA naisargika bodha pA ge| prayatna karane para bhI jo satya samajha meM nahIM AtA, caritanAyaka ke hRdaya meM sahajatA se aMkita ho gyaa| unake vairAgya kA poSaNa karane meM mAtA rUpakaMvarajI kA bhI yogadAna rhaa| mahAsatI madAlasA ne to apane putroM ko jhUlA jhulAne ke sAtha saMskAra diye, para mA~ rUpA ne to apane saMskAra apane zizu ko garbhAvasthA se hI dene prAraMbha kara diye| brahmacarya evaM saMsAra ke svarUpa kA bhAna jaise saMskAra Apase | garbha meM hI pAkara bAlaka hastI muni hastI bana kara, akhaMDa brahmacArI va bheda-vijJAna kA saccA jJAtA bnaa| bAlaka hastI ko janma dekara mA~ nihAla ho gii| Apane bAlaka ke lAlana pAlana ke sAtha hI susaMskAroM kI sIkha bhI dI va chaha varSa kI umra meM hI unake samakSa saMyama kI bhAvanA vyakta karate hae unheM bhI isa ora AkaSTa va prerita kiyaa| dhanya || / hai mA~ rUpA ! jinhoMne apane patra ko moha-mamatA kI zikSA dene kI bajAya usake Atma-kalyANa kA cintana kiyaa| mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA sAnnidhya pAkara rUpakaMvara kA vairAgya aura apane putra ko jinazAsana ko samarpita karane kA nizcaya dRr3ha dRr3hatara hote ge| parijanoM kI AjJA meM avarodha hone para unhoMne apanI sUjhabUjha kA paricaya dete hue spaSTa kaha diyA-"maiM hastI kI mA~ hU~, maiM use dIkSA kI anumati pradAna karatI huuN|" isase bAlaka hastI kI dIkSA kA mArga prazasta ho gyaa| parijanoM ke pAsa bhI rokane kA koI kAraNa nahIM bcaa| vilamba kA hetu nahIM rahane se parijanoM ne antata: rUpakaMvara ko bhI dIkSA kI anumati pradAna kara dii| vi. saM. 1977 mAgha zuklA dvitIya dvitIyA ko Apane ajamera meM ratnavaMza ke AcArya pUjya zrI zobhAcaMda jI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se apane putra bAlaka hastI ke sAtha dIkSA aMgIkAra kara mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA ziSyatva svIkAra kara liyaa| dIkSA ke uparAnta Apane apane Apako pUrNata: guruNI mAtA kI sevA meM va ratnatraya kI sAdhanA meM samarpita kara diyaa| ApakI saralatA ke kaI udArahaNa pUjyA mahAsatI vRnda sunAte-sunAte gadgad ho jAtI haiN| ApakI sarvopari vizeSatA moha para prabala vijaya hai| 22 varSoM ke saMyama-paryAya meM Apane apane putra AcArya hastI se kabhI vizeSa bAta nahIM kii| AcArya zrI svayaM pharamAte the ki maiM to usa mAtA kA putra hU~, jisane dIkSA lene ke pazcAt kabhI pA~ca minaTa bhI mujhase bAta nahIM kii| isase mahAsatI rUpakaMvara ke saMyama-jIvana meM niSThA evaM nirmoha bhAvanA kA bodha hotA hai| ve mokSamArga kI saccI pathika banakara Atma-bhAvoM meM sthira hone meM hI apanA kalyANa mAnatI thii| putra ke AcArya banane kA unheM koI garva nahIM thaa| nirabhimAnatA, ni:spRhatA evaM saralatA se unhoMne apanI saMyama-sAdhanA ko nirantara Age bddh'aayaa| saMyama-jIvana kA pAlana karate hue sAdhvI rUpakaMvara caritanAyaka ke mohavijaya meM nimitta bnii|| guruNI jI ma.sA. ke bhopAlagar3ha sthiravAsa virAjane para ApakA bhI lambe samaya taka bhopAlagar3ha virAjanA huA aura bhopAlagar3ha meM hI Apane bAIsa varSa kI saMyama-paryAya ke sAtha mArgazIrSa zuklA 11 saMvat 1995 ko devaloka ke liye prayANa kara diyaa| dhanya hai mA~ rUpA ko jinhoMne bAlaka hastI ko jinazAsana ko samarpita kiyaa| dhanya hai mahAsatI rUpA ko jinhoMne anAsakta raha kara saMyama-sAdhanA kA saccA svarUpa upasthita kiyaa| jaba-jaba bhI AcArya hastI kA smaraNa | kiyA jAyegA, mA~ rUpakavaMra kA nAma samAdara va zradvA ke sAtha yAda kiyA jAtA rhegaa|
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________________ pariziSTa - dvitIya caritanAyaka ke zAsanakAla meM dIkSita santa-satI yugamanISI adhyAtmayogI AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke zAsanakAla meM 34 santoM evaM 51 satiyoM ne | dIkSita hone kA saubhAgya prApta kiyaa| yahA~ para pramukha santoM evaM satiyoM kA saMkSipta paricaya diyA jA rahA hai| (a) pramukha santavRnda kA paricaya * zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. sevAbhAvI zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 1962 kI mAgha kRSNA saptamI ko madhyapradeza ke mAlavA kSetra ke antargata 'mahAgaDha' nAmaka grAma meM zrI pannAlAlajI kI saMskArazIlA dharmapatnI zrImatI acarajakaMvarajI kI kukSi se huaa| pUjya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. jaba vi.saM. 1988 ke ASADha mAha meM mahAgaDha padhAre to darzana-pravacana evaM satsaMga-sevA se prabhAvita hokara lakSmIcandajI ke mana meM vairAgyabhAva jAga utthaa| isI varSa AcAryapravara ke rAmapurA cAturmAsa meM unhoMne zrAvaka ke 12 vrata aMgIkAra kie aura zraddhA-bhakti ke kAraNa gurudeva kI sevA meM rahane kA krama nirantara bar3hatA gyaa| ApakI prabala bhAvanA se evaM suzrAvaka zrI ratanalAlajI nAhara, barelI ke samajhAne se Apake cAcA zrI indramalajI cauhAna Adi svajanoM ne anumati pradAna kara dI aura vi.saM. 1989 kI ASADha kRSNA paMcamI ke zubha muhUrta meM mumukSu lakSmIcandajI ne AcAryapravara ke mukhAravinda se ujjaina meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSotsava ke samaya caturvidha saMgha kI vizAla upasthiti thii| dIkSA meM ujjaina ke gurubhakta suzrAvaka zrI lakSmIcandajI coraDiyA kA sarAhanIya yogadAna rahA / dIkSA ke anantara Apane tapazcaraNa aura zAstrAdhyayana ke sAtha samarpaNa, vinaya evaM vaiyAvRttya ko jIvana kA aMga bnaayaa| Apa apane pUjya gurudeva kI zArIrika ceSTA mAtra se hI samajha lete ki gurudeva ko kyA abhISTa hai, evaM vaiyAvRttya meM juTa jaate| Apako thokar3oM kA gahana jJAna thA tathA Agantuka bhaktoM ko thokar3oM kA jJAna karAne meM ApakI vizeSa abhiruci thii| Apa gocarI ke vizeSajJa santa the| AcAryapravara ke Apa prathama ziSya the| apanI sahaja hita-bhAvanA evaM agAdha sevA-bhakti ke kAraNa Apa santoM ke madhya 'dhAya mA~' ke rUpa meM AdRta hue| ___Apake adhikAMza cAturmAsa AcAryapravara ke sAnnidhya meM hI hue| bhopAlagar3ha (saMvat 2028), Alanapura (saMvat 2031), jodhapura (saMvat 2032), mahAgaDha (saMvat 2035) evaM ballArI (saMvat 2038) ke cAturmAsa hI Apake svataMtra cAturmAsa the, jo jJAnavardhana kI dRSTi se sarvathA saphala rhe| madhurabhASI evaM AcAraniSTha santa kA dakSiNa bhArata kI padayAtrA ke samaya vi.saM. 2038 kI pauSa zuklA pUrNimA tadanusAra 9janavarI 1982 ko rAtri meM 3 bajakara 20minaTa para bIjApura (karnATaka) meM Akasmika hRdayAghAta hone se svargavAsa ho gyaa| Apane lagabhaga pacAsa varSa saMyama-paryAya kA pAlana kiyaa| * zrI mANakacanda jI ma.sA. __bhajanAnandI zrI mANakamunijI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 1967 phAlguna zuklA SaSThI ko madhyapradeza ke dhAra jilAntargata nAlachA grAma meM huaa| Apake pitA zrI hajArImalajI kAMkarecA tathA mAtA zrImatI dhanakaMvarajI thiiN|
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________________ 809 // -SE- ++--.-air- 455---- --- - - - RELarzas -LALJRA paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa / mAtA-pitA ke dhArmika saMskAra Apako virAsata meM mile| dIkSA ke pUrva ApakA nAma 'mAMgIlAla' thaa| Apane || AcAryapravara 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se vi.saM. 2000 ASADha zuklA dvitIyA ko khAcaroda / / (ma.pra.) meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| ApakI dIkSA meM zrI hIrAlAlajI nAMdecA-khAcaroda kA mahattvapUrNa sahayoga rhaa| bar3I dIkSA ke pazcAt ApakA nAma 'muni mANakacandajI' rakhA gyaa| Apa vairAgyotpAdaka evaM sAragarbhita bhajanoM ko tanmaya hokara gAte va sunate the, isIliye Apako 'bhjnaanndii'| ke nAma se bhI jAnA gyaa| adhikAMza cAturmAsoM meM Apa AcAryapravara kI sannidhi meM rhe| udayapura (saMvat 2001), jodhapura (saMvat / / 2006), pIpAr3a (saMvat 2007), mer3atA (saMvat 2008) evaM jodhapura (saMvat 2009) ke cAturmAsa Apane svAmIjI zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM , vijayanagara (saMvat 2012) kA cAturmAsa bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM, jodhapura (saMvat 2032) kA cAturmAsa zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM tathA zerasiMha jI kI rIyAM (saMvat / 2027) aura jayapura (saMvat 2031) kA cAturmAsa svatantra rUpa se kiyaa| ApakA antima cAturmAsa vikrama saMvat 2032 meM ghor3oM kA cauka jodhapura meM zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ke | sAnnidhya meM sampanna huaa| yahA~ Apane jIvana kA antima samaya nikaTa jAnakara saMlekhanApUrvaka saMthArA grahaNa kara | liyaa| yaha saMthArA bahuta hI utkRSTa rhaa| 35 dinoM taka saMthArA claa| saMthAre kI avadhi meM Apake cehare para || prasannatA, samatA evaM zAnti dekhate hI banatI thii| aneka paramparAoM evaM dharmoM ke logoM ne Akara Apake darzana-vandana kara apane Apako dhanya-dhanya mAnA / Atma-vijaya kI yaha anupama sAdhanA thii| AcAryapravara gurudeva ne bhI bAr3amera se | ugravihAra karate hue jodhapura padhArakara sAdhanA meM sAja diyaa| vikrama saMvat 2032 phAlguna zuklA aSTamI 9 mArca | 1976 maMgalavAra ko sAyaMkAla samAdhipUrvaka nazvara deha kA tyAga kara Apa svargagamana kara ge| Apake 35 dinoM ke saMthAre kI smRti meM jodhapura ke zraddhAlu bhaktoM ne ghor3oM ke cauka meM 'zrI vardhamAna jaina || rilIpha sosAyaTI' nAmaka saMsthA prArambha kI, jo vardhamAna hAspiTala ke mAdhyama se Aja bhI nirantara sabhI prakAra ke | rogiyoM kA upacAra karane meM sakriya hai| * zrI jayantalAlajI ma.sA. bAbAjI zrI jayantalAlajI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 1953 mArgazIrSa kRSNA paMcamI ko pIpAr3a zahara meM huaa| | pitA zrI dAnamalajI caudharI tathA mAtA zrImatI gulAbakaMvarajI se Apako dhArmika saMskAra prApta hue| Apane 56 varSa kI vaya meM vi.saM. 2009 mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI ko pAlI-mAravAr3a meM pUjya gurudeva AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| dIkSA ke pazcAt ApakA nAma jAlamacandajI se 'jayantamuni jI' kara diyA gyaa| bAbAjI ma.sA. ke nAma se vizruta zrI jayantamuni jI ma.sA. kA saMyama-jIvana sAdhanA, sevA aura vaiyAvRttya hetu samarpita thaa| saMyama meM ApakA prabala puruSArtha preraNAdAyI thaa| Apa sarala, saMyamaniSTha aura sahanazIla vyaktitva ke dhanI the| Apake adhikatara cAturmAsa AcArya bhagavanta ke sAnnidhya meM hue| ToMka (saMvat 2017), mer3atA (saMvat 2021), bhopAlagar3ha (saMvat 2025), jodhapura (saMvat 2026), thAMvalA (saMvat 2027) ke cAturmAsa paM. ratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM hue| saMvat 2032 se Apane jodhapura meM sthiravAsa virAjakara apanI sAdhanA ko Age bddhaayaa|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM mArgazIrSa zaklA SaSThI vi.saM. 2039 ko 30varSa kI niraticAra saMyama-paryAya kA pAlana karate hue Apane isa nazvara deha kA tyAga kara samAdhimaraNa kA varaNa kiyaa| . zrI suganacandajI ma.sA. saralAtmA zrI suganacandajI ma.sA. kA janma lADapurA meM vi.saM. 1969 bhAdrapada zuklA caturthI ko huaa| Apake | pitA zrI cunnIlAlajI khaTor3a tathA mAtA zrImatI alolabAIjI thiiN| Apane vi.saM. 2010 jyeSTha zuklA dazamI ko lADapurA meM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. se bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa thokar3oM ke jJAtA evaM sarala manasvI santa ratna the| saMyama meM pratipala jAgarUkatA Apake jIvana meM jhalakatI thii| thokar3e sIkhane-sikhAne meM ApakI vizeSa ruci thii| vi.saM. 2020 jyeSTha zuklA SaSThI ko jAjIvAla (jodhapura) meM bhISaNa garmI evaM lU ke kAraNa ApakA asAmayika dehAvasAna ho gyaa| mAraNAntika upasarga Ane para bhI Apa vicalita nahIM hue| . zrI zrIcandajI ma.sA. tapasvI zrI zrIcandajI ma.sA. kA janma dakSiNa bhArata ke kAverIpaTTama meM vi.saM.1993 meM huaa| Apake pitA zrIbaMkaTa svAmIjI nAyaDU tathA mAtA zrImatI rAjammAdevIjI thiiN| Apa bhopAlagar3ha nareza ke yahA~ rasoiyA ke rUpa meM kAryarata the| tadanantara jainaratna chAtrAlaya meM A ge| vahA~ para AcArya zrI ke darzana kara Apa atyanta prabhAvita hue evaM dIkSA lene kA bhAva jAgRta ho gyaa| rAjapUta kula ke hote hue bhI Apane apanA khAnapAna evaM AcAra-vicAra sAdhvAcAra ke anurUpa DhAlA / navakAra mantra se Apane jJAnArAdhana prArambha kiyaa| apane aTala saMkalpa se Apane parijanoM se AjJA prApta kara vi.saM. 2016 jyeSTha zuklA ekAdazI ko jayapura meM AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kara apane jIvana kI dizA hI badala lii| tamilabhASI hone se Apako hindI , saMskRta evaM prAkRta sIkhane meM kaThinAI huii| parantu Apane athaka parizrama kara bahuta se zAstroM kA jJAna kara liyaa| Apake ojasvI pravacana evaM bulanda AvAja se yukta stavana zrotAoM ko bahuta prabhAvita karate the| Apane 'nirgrantha bhajanAvalI' ke rUpa meM bhajanoM, stotroM evaM prArthanAoM kA saMkalana bhI kiyaa| Apane 18 varSoM taka ADA Asana nahIM kiyaa| pUrva saMcita karmaraja ko halakA karane kI bhAvanA se Apane tapa kA mArga cunA evaM pacole-pacole kI tapasyA kara karma-nirjarA kii| isI kAraNa Apa 'tapasvI' ke nAma se jAne ge| | rAjasthAna ke poravAla evaM pallIvAla kSetroM meM AcAryapravara ke svAdhyAya evaM sAmAyika ke sandeza ko grAma-grAma pahu~cAkara vizeSa zAsana prabhAvanA kii| ____ AcAryapravara kI sannidhi ke atirikta jodhapura (saMvat 2026), zerasiMha jI kI rIyA (saMvat 2027), bhopAlagaDha (saMvat 2029), jayapura (saMvat 2031), jodhapura (saMvat 2032), ajIta (saMvat 2033) ke cAturmAsa vibhinna variSTha santoM ke sAnidhya meM hue| Alanapura (saMvat 2034), gaMgApura siTI (saMvat 2035), bharatapura (savat 2036) evaM sindhanUra (saMvat 2038) meM Apake svatantra cAturmAsa hue, jo atIva prabhAvazAlI rahe / 23 varSoM taka nirmala rUpa se saMyama kA pAlana karane ke anantara vi.saM. 2039 pauSa zuklA tRtIyA ko indaura meM saMthArApUrvaka Apane samAdhimaraNa kA varaNa kiyaa|
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa zrI maganamunijI ma.sA. sevAbhAvI zrI maganamunijI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM.1962 mAgha zuklA ekAdazI ko jodhapura meM huaa| Apake | pitA zrI sonarAjajI muNota tathA mAtA zrImatI amarakaMvarajI muNota thiiN| ___ Apane 58 varSa kI umra meM bhare pUre parivAra ko chor3akara vi.saM.2020 vaizAkha zuklA trayodazI ko jodhapura meM mAnacandra jI ma.sA. ke sAtha jaina zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa zAnta, dAnta, sevAbhAvI evaM tapasvI santa the| thokar3e sIkhane-sikhAne meM ApakI vizeSa ruci thii| lagabhaga 9 varSa ke saMyama-jIvana meM sabhI 8 cAturmAsa pUjya AcAryapravara ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM kie| jodhapura meM acAnaka ApakA svAsthya narama ho gyaa| santoM ne bar3I lagana se sevA kii| AcAryapravara ne maMgalapATha sunAyA, paccakkhANa kraaye| kintu zvAsa kI gati ekadama ruka jAne se phAlguna kRSNA dvAdazI zukravAra saMvat 2028 ko Apa saMsAra se vidA ho ge| * upAdhyAyapravara paM. ratna zrI mAnacandra jI ma.sA. pada, paricaya evaM pratiSThA kI abhilASA jinako chU hI na pAI ; sevA, svAdhyAya evaM samarpaNa hI jinake | jIvanAdarza haiM, aise sarala, virala saMtaratna tathA bhaktoM ke sahaja AkarSaNa ke kendra kA nAma hai zraddheya upAdhyAya pravara paM. | ratna zrI mAnacandra jI m.saa.| ApakA janma vi.sa. 1991 mAghakRSNA caturthI ke dina sUryanagarI, jodhapura meM zraddhAniSTha samarpita suzrAvaka zrI acalacandajI seThiyA kI dharmazIlA dharmapatnI zrImatI choTAbAI jI seThiyA kI kukSi se huaa| bAlyakAla se hI santa-samAgama va pravacana-zravaNa kA sukhada saMyoga pAkara Apake pUrvasaMskAra vardhamAna hue tathA Apake hRdaya meM asAra saMsAra se virakti ke aMkura prasphuTita ho ge| parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta pUjya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. evaM paNDita ratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA. ke pAvana sAnnidhya se Apake vairAgya saMskAra pallavita-puSpita hue evaM ApakA saMyamamArga para bar3hane kA nizcaya dRr3hatara hotA gyaa| zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha meM zikSaNa kArya Apake isa nizcaya meM aura adhika sahAyaka bnaa| chaha bhAiyoM aura tIna bahinoM ke bhare pUre parivAra ke moha-baMdhana ko tor3akara vi.saM. 2020 vaizAkhazuklA trayodazI ko jodhapura meM Apane paramapUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI zramaNa-dIkSA aMgIkAra kara mokSamArga meM apane kadama bddh'aaye| sAMsArika sukhoM ke pralobhana va parijanoM ke sneha baMdhana ko bheda kara virale mahApuruSa hI mokSamArga meM agrasara ho pAte haiN| isa durlabha saMyamadhana, 'jJAnadarzanacAritra' ke sAkAra svarUpa guru bhagavantoM kA sAnnidhya pA Apane apanA samagra jIvana hI jJAnArjana, gurucaraNoM meM samarpaNa evaM niraticAra saMyamapAlana hetu samarpita kara diyaa| AgamoM ke talasparzI jJAna ke sAtha hI thokar3oM ke gahana jJAna se Apa zIghra hI jijJAsuoM kI zraddhA ke kendra bana gye| nirmala saMyama-sAdhanA, utkRSTa vaiyyAvRtya, sahaja saralatA va nirabhimAnatA se Apa zramaNavareNyoM ke bhI sneha pAtra bana gye| virale jJAnI mahApuruSa hI aglAna sevA kA Adarza upasthita kara pAte haiN| Apake jIvana meM yaha durlabha maNikAMcana saMyoga sahaja dRSTigocara hotA hai| sudUra kSetroM ke vicaraNa, pravAsa meM vyaktitva ke sahaja nikhAra va prasiddhi koI bhI AkarSaNa Apako bAMdha na skaa| jaba bhI vRddha sthavira saMtoM kI sevA karane va unheM samhAlane kA avasara AyA, Apa sadA tatpara rhe| paM. ratna zrI bar3e lakSmIcanda jI ma.sA. evaM bAbAjI zrI jayantamuni jI ma.sA, kI jisa atizaya utsAha, samarpaNa va zraddhA bhAva se Apane sevA kI, vaha ratnavaMza ke svarNima itihAsa kA gauravazAlI adhyAya hai| zrI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 812 | jayantamuni jI ma.sA. ko khar3e-khar3e jaba azuci A jAtI to use bhI Apane aglAna bhAva se hAthoM se uThAkara , sApha kiyaa| ApakI jJAna garimA, saMyamaniSThA va tapaHpUta vyaktitva ne zraddheya guru bhagavantoM ko bhI AkarSita kiyA / | paramapUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ne bhAvI zAsanavyavasthA hetu paramapUjya zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. kA AcArya pada para manonayana karane ke sAtha Apako upAdhyAya manonIta kiyaa| nimAja meM vi.sa. 2048 vaizAkha | zuklA navamI somavAra dinAMka 22 aprela 1991 ko Apa saMgha dvArA vidhivat 'upAdhyAya' pada para pratiSThita kiye gye| ratnavaMza kI isa yazasvinI paramparA meM Apa prathama upAdhyAya haiM / Apake jIvana kI saralatA, nirabhimAnatA, saMyama kI dRr3hatA, Anana para sahaja smitatA evaM madhura va sugama pravacana zailI sahaja hI bhaktajanoM ko zraddhAvanata kara detI hai| Apa sadaiva svAdhyAya, dhyAna evaM cintana-manana meM lIna rahate haiM, Apake cintanaparaka, Agamika, sAragarbhita evaM prabhAvaka pravacanoM se zrotAgaNa sahaja hI tyAga pratyAkhyAna kI | | ora prerita hote haiM / Apake cumbakIya vyaktitva meM bhaktajana 'cauthe Are kI bAnagI' kA anubhava karate haiM / Apake pratidina dopahara meM 12 se 2 baje taka tathA kRSNapakSa kI dazamI ko pUrNa mauna rahatA hai / pUjya caritanAyaka ne ApakI yogyatA evaM pratibhA ko dekhakara ahamadAbAda aura dillI jaise vRhat kSetroM meM | svatantra cAturmAsa pradAna kie, jinameM jJAnakriyA kA sundara rUpa dekhakara vahAM ke zrAvaka atyanta prabhAvita hue| dillI | ke zrAvaka to kahane lage- jaba mAnacandra jI ma. sA. jJAna-kriyA meM itane UMce haiM to inake gurudeva kaise hoNge| dillI kA | ziSTamaNDala savAImAdhopura meM pUjya gurudeva ke darzana kara itanA pramudita huA mAno bhagavAna ke darzana kie hoM upAdhyAya pada para ArohaNa ke pazcAt Apake jodhapura, (saMvat 2048) madanagaMja (saMvat 2055), jalagAMva (saMvat 2057) tathA dhuliyA (saMvat 2058) meM zraddheya AcAryapravara ke sAtha cAturmAsa ratnavaMza kI yazasvinI paramparA kI | gaurava garimA ko Age bar3hAne vAle rahe tathA bhIlavAr3A (saMvat 2049), koTA (saMvat 2050), kaMvaliyAsa (saMvat 2051), pAlI (saMvat 2052), kosAnA (saMvat 2053), jayapura (saMvat 2054), savAImAdhopura (saMvat 2056), tathA | holAnAMthA (saMvat 2059) ke svayaM ke cAturmAsa Apake sAdhanAtizaya, nirmala niraticAra saMyama niSThA, nirabhimAnatA prabhRti Atma- guNoM kI chApa jana-mAnasa para aMkita karane meM saphala rahe / upAdhyAyapravara prazAntAtmA, paMDitapravara evaM | saralamanA santa haiM / AcAryapravara AgamajJa paM. ratna zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. vyaktitva meM 'hIre' sI camaka va damaka aura saMyama meM 'hIre' sI dRr3hatA, zramaNoM meM kohinUra 'hIre' ke samAna | dedIpyamAna, zramaNavareNya kA nAma hai paM. ratna zrI hIrAcanda jI ma.sA. / ApakA janma vi.saM. 1995 caitra kRSNA aSTamI 'AdinAtha jayantI' pAvana dina 13 mArca, 1939 ko marudharA ke dharmapradhAna kSetra pIpAr3a zahara meM ananya dharmaniSTha suzrAvaka zrI motIlAla jI gAMdhI kI dharmazIlA sahadharmiNI zrImatI mohinIbAI jI gAMdhI kI ratnakukSi se huA / dharmaniSTha mAtA-pitA va dharma-guruoM se Apako satsaMskAra virAsata meM hI prApta hue| ApakA bacapana nAgaura meM biitaa| bacapana meM hI choTI bahina ke Akasmika | dehAvasAna se Apako saMsAra kI vinazvaratA kA bodha huA tathA Apake bAla mana meM vairAgya aMkura kA vapana huA, jo pUjya guru bhagavaMtoM ke pAvana samAgama se pallavita hotA rahA / parama pUjya AcArya hastI ke saMvat 2013 ke ( bIkAnera cAturmAsa meM unake dizA nirdezana meM ApakA vyavasthita adhyayana prArambha huaa| gurudeva ke pAvana sAnnidhya va
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 813 adhyayana se ApakA dIrghakAlika vairAgya paripuSTa hotA gayA tathA Apane saMyama grahaNa kA dRDha nizcaya pUjya mAtA-pitA va parijanoM ke samakSa vyakta kiyaa| sneha-baMdhana ko tor3akara apane yuvA putra ko sadA ke lie saMyamamArga para bar3hane hetu samarpita kara denA AsAna nahIM hai, para saMskArazIlA mAtA va dharmaniSTha pitA zrI ne Apake dRr3ha nizcaya va paripuSTa vairAgya ko dekhakara dIkSA hetu anumati pradAna kI / parama pUjya bhagavanta ke saMvat 2020 ke pIpAr3a varSAvAsa meM kArtika zukla SaSThI zramaNa dIkSA aMgIkAra kara Apane apane Apako guru caraNoM meM samarpita kara diyaa| parama pUjya AcArya hastI ke sAnnidhya kI zItala chAMva meM ApakA zramaNa jIvana jJAna-darzana- cAritra kI sAdhanA va vividha guNoM ke arjana se nirantara nikharatA gayA / pUjyapAda kI sevA meM Apane AgamoM va thokar3oM ke talasparzI jJAna ke sAtha hI saMskRta, prAkRta, hindI va gujarAtI bhASAoM jyotiSa zAstra kA adhyayana kiyaa| prakANDa pAMDitya, gahana Agamika adhyayana, dhArApravAha ojasvI pravacana zailI evaM guru caraNoM meM sarvatobhAvena samarpaNa se ApakA vyaktitva prabhAvI banatA gayA / vi.saM. 2020 meM dIkSita hokara vi.saM. 2047 taka pUjyapAda ke mahAprayANa taka vi.sa. 2044 ke nAgaura cAturmAsa atirikta Apane sabhI cAturmAsa una mahAmanISI ke caraNoM meM hI kara zAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kI / saMyamaniSThA, saMgha aikya bhAvanA, gahana Agama - cintana, sevA va samarpaNa bhAvanA Adi vividha guNoM tathA ApakI zAsana saMcAlana pratibhA ko dRSTigata rakha kara pUjya gurudeva AcArya zrI hastI ne apane likhita saMketa meM Apako apanA uttarAdhikArI bhAvI AcArya manonIta kara saMgha para mahAn upakAra kiyaa| sUryanagarI jodhapura meM vi.saM. 2048 jyeSTha kRSNA paMcamI ravivAra dinAMka 2 jUna 1991 ko caturvidha saMgha dvArA vidhivat cAdara arpaNa kara Apako mahanIya ratnavaMza paramparA ke aSTama paTTadhara ke rUpa meM pratiSThApita kiyA gyaa| Aja Apa apanI yazasvinI paramparA ke gaurava ko vRddhigata karate hue caturvidha saMgha kA kuzalatApUrvaka saMcAlana kara rahe haiM / paramapUjya AcArya zrI AkarSaka vyaktitva evaM virAT kRtitva ke dhanI prajJApuJja manISI sAdhaka haiN| AcArya pada kI AThoM sampadAoM se sampanna AcAryapravara paMcAcAra ko pAlane va palavAne meM 'hIre' kI bhAMti dRr3ha haiM, to Agama | rahasyoM ke talasparzI jJAtA haiN| gauravarNa, dIrghanetra, prazasta bhAla, saumyakAnti va manamohaka AkRti ke AcAryapravara kA | vyaktitva bhaktoM va darzakoM ko barabasa apane cumbakIya AkarSaNa meM bAMdha letA hai| ApakI ojasvI vANI meM kI | gaI Agamika vyAkhyA zrotAoM para anUThA prabhAva chor3ane meM sakSama hai| pratyutpannamati AcAryapravara ne apane pUjyapAda gurudeva ke 'sAmAyika svAdhyAya' ke saMdeza ke pracAra-prasAra ke sAtha hI samAja va rASTra ko vyasanamukti kA abhinava saMdeza diyA hai| unake prabhAvaka pravacanoM va subodha zailI meM kI gaI ApakI pAvana preraNA se hajAroM logoM ne vyasana tyAga kara apanA jIvana pavitra va nirmala banAyA hai| rAtri - bhojana tyAga, saMskAra sampanna parivAra vratagrahaNa evaM brahmacarya pAlana ApakI prabhAvI preraNAe~ haiM / AcAryapada grahaNa ke pazcAt Apane rAjasthAna, gujarAta, madhyapradeza va mahArASTra ke saikaDoM kSetroM meM hajAroM hai| jodhapura (saM. 2048), bAlotarA ( saMvat kilomITara kA pAda vihAra kara jinazAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA 2059) 2049), jayapura (saM. 2050), jodhapura (sa. 2051), vijayanagara (saM. 2052), ajamera (saM. 2053), pIpAr3azahara (saM. 2054), madanagaMja (saM. 2055) nAgaura (saM. 2056), jalagAMva (saM. 2057), dhuliyA (saM. 2058), mumbaI / Adi kSetroM meM kiye gaye saphala cAturmAsoM se abhinava dharmakrAnti kA saMdeza deza ke kone-kone meM phaile bhakta samudAya ko prabhAvita karane meM sakSama rahA hai| Apake zAsanakAla meM 6 santoM va 32 mahAsatiyoM kI dIkSAe~ sampanna ho cukI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 814 | haiN| jJAna kriyA ke anupama saMgama, pravacana prabhAkara, Agama- ratnAkara AcAryapravara sAmpradAyikatA va nindA vikathA se kosoM dUra haiN| * zrI zubhendramunijI ma.sA. paM. ratna zrI zubhendramunijI ma.sA. kA janma jodhapura jile ke kAkelAva grAma meM vi.saM. 2012 pauSa zuklA | dvitIyA ko zrI rAmabagasa jI purohita kI bhAgyazAlinI dharmapatnI zrImatI tIjAbAI kI kukSi se huA / Apane jayapura zahara vi.saM. 2028 vaizAkha zuklA aSTamI ravivAra dinAGka 2 maI 1971 ko bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| dIkSita hokara Apane pUrNa manoyoga se AgamoM tathA thokar3oM kA adhyayana kiyA / nirantara abhyAsa se Apake pravacana ojapUrNa evaM prabhAvazAlI bana gaye the / Apake mukhamaMDala para saMyama kA teja camakatA thaa| Apa spaSTa | evaM nirbhIka vaktA the| guru evaM saMgha ke prati samarpaNa ApameM jabaradasta thA / lagabhaga 25 varSa ke saMyamI jIvana meM Apa zrI ne maNDAvara (san 1984), nAgaura (san 1985), koTA (1986), | hiNDauna (1988) savAI mAdhopura (1990), mer3atA (1991) meM svatantra cAturmAsa kara jinazAsana kI viziSTa chApa | chodd'ii| nAgaura cAturmAsa meM eka sAtha 108 tapa-sAdhakoM ne aThAI tapa aMgIkAra kiyA, jinameM sthAnakavAsI, terApaMthI | evaM mandiramArgI saba sammilita the / pallIvAla kSetra meM Apa mAdhavamunijI ke rUpa meM jAne ge| Apake saMyamI evaM ojasvI vyaktitva se prabhAvita hokara aneka jainetara bandhu bhI Apake bhakta bana gae / Apane prathama aura antima donoM cAturmAsa bhopAlagar3ha meM kie / antima cAturmAsa ke pUrva brena TyUmara ho jAne | se Apake zarIra meM bahuta adhika vedanA rahatI thI / upacAra se kucha samaya rAhata mahasUsa huI, parantu vi.saM. 2052 ke | bhopAlagar3ha cAturmAsa meM phira vedanA bar3ha gayI / vedanA ke samaya Apane pUrNa samAdhibhAva banAye rakhane kI jAgarUkatA | rakhI / anta meM sevArata tattvacintaka zrI pramodamunijI ma.sA. ne kArtika zuklA aSTamI maMgalavAra ko sAgArI saMthArA tathA kArtika zuklA trayodazI ravivAra dinAMka 5 navambara 1995 ko prAtaH 10.15 baje yAvajjIvana saMthArA saMgha kI sAkSI se karA diyaa| Apane donoM hAtha jor3akara saMthAre ke pratyAkhyAna svIkAra kiye / mArgazIrSa kRSNA aSTamI budhavAra 15 navambara 1995 ko 16 divasIya tapa saMthAre ke sAtha hI Apane sAyaM 4 bajakara 55 minaTa para nazvara deha kA tyAga kara diyaa| * zrI mahendra munijI ma.sA. meM mahAn adhyavasAyI zrI mahendramunijI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 2011 zrAvaNa zuklA navamI ko mahAmaMdira jodhapura huaa| Apako dharmaniSTha pitA suzrAvaka zrImAn pArasamalajI sA. loDhA tathA mAtA tapasvinI suzrAvikA zrImatI sohanakaMvarajI loDhA se dharmabhAvanA ke susaMskAra janma se adhigata hue| Apane snAtaka (B.Com.) taka kA vyAvahArika zikSaNa prApta kiyaa| ApakA gharelU nAma zrI takhatarAjajI loDhA thA / parama zraddheya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se Apane vi.saM. 2032 vaizAkha zuklA | caturdazI 24 maI 1975 ko sTeDiyama maidAna, jodhapura meM zramaNa dharma kI pAvana pravrajyA aMgIkAra kI / dIkSita hone para ApakA nAma 'mahendramunijI' rakhA gyaa| dIkSita hokara guru-sevA meM rahate hue Apane thokar3oM va AgamoM kA gahana abhyAsa prArambha kiyA, phalata: kucha hI varSoM meM Apane dazavaikAlika, nandIsUtra, sukhavipAka, AcArAMga, uttarAdhyayana | Adi aneka Agama tathA thokar3e kaNThastha kara liye /
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 815 ApameM sevA kA guNa kUTa-kUTa kara bharA hai| Apane pUjya gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. kI khUba sevA kii| AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. kI sevA meM samarpita haiN| sevA to mAno Apake sAdhaka jIvana kA lakSya hai / iMgita mAtra se sabakI sevA meM juTa jAnA Apake sAdhaka-jIvana kI vizeSatA hai| Apake cAturmAsa prAya: AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. evaM AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandajI ma.sA. ke sAtha hue haiN| saMvat 2041 kA cAturmAsa Apane paMDitaratna mAnacandrajI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM ahamadAbAda kiyaa| sevA ke sAtha tapasyA karane meM bhI Apa Age rahate haiN| pravacana evaM carcA ke madhya viSayavastu ke pratipAdana meM bhI nipuNa haiM / zAnta evaM saumya ceharA, ApakI sevA-bhAvanA tathA saMyama kI sajagatA ko pratibimbita karatA hai| * zrI gautamamunijI ma.sA. __ madhura vyAkhyAnI zrI gautamamunijI ma.sA. kA janma jodhapura jile ke pAlAsanI grAma meM vi.saM.2019 pauSa zuklA SaSThI ko dharmaparAyaNa suzrAvaka zrI jAvaMtarAjajI Abar3a kI dharmaniSTha dharmasahAyikA zrImatI zAntAdevIjI Abar3a kI kukSi se huaa| ___ Apane lagabhaga 3 varSa ke vairAgya ke anantara AcAryapravara zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se pAlAsanI meM hI vi.saM. 2034 mAgha zuklA dazamI 17 pharavarI 1978 zukravAra ko zramaNadharma aMgIkAra kiyaa| dIkSA | ke samaya ApakI Ayu mAtra 15 varSa thii| Apane dIkSA grahaNa kara apane pitAzrI kI bhAvanA ko bhI sAkAra kiyaa| Apake pitAzrI kI bhAvanA thI ki eka putra dIkSA aMgIkAra kare to ve saharSa AjJA pradAna kara deNge| dIkSA lekara Apane hindI evaM saMskRta bhASAoM ke jJAna ke sAtha thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA abhyAsa kiyaa| prArthanA evaM bhajanoM kI racanA karane meM Apa siddhahasta kavi haiN| gAyanakalA meM ApakI vizeSa dakSatA hai| ApakI madhura kaNThakalA sahaja hI logoM ko prabhAvita karatI hai| ApakI pravacana zailI bahuta sarala, sarasa evaM hRdayasparzI hai| svatantra cAturmAsa evaM vicaraNa ke daurAna Apane apane sAragarbhita, pravAhapUrNa, AgamapoSita evaM rocaka pravacanoM se jana-mAnasa para amiTa prabhAva chor3A hai / AcAryapravara zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. evaM upAdhyAyapravara paM. ratna zrI mAnacandrajI ma.sA. ke mahArASTra pravAsa ke daurAna Apane mAravAr3a meM sarAhanIya bhUmikA adA kI hai| ApameM sevA kI bhAvanA bhI kUTa-kUTa kara bharI huI hai| Apane pIpAr3a meM vayovRddha zrI rAmamunijI ma.sA. kI jo dattacitta hokara sevA kI vaha sadaiva smaraNIya rhegii| __ IsvI san 2000 ke pAlI, san 2001 ke pIpAr3a aura san 2003 ke pAlAsanI cAturmAsa meM Apane vRddha santoM kI sevA ke sAtha pravacana-prArthanA Adi sabhI dAyitvoM kA atyanta kuzalatApUrvaka nirvahana kiyA evaM mAravAr3a meM apanI pratibhA se bar3e santoM kI kamI nahIM khalane dii| . zrI nandISeNamunijI ma.sA. sevAbhAvI evaM thokar3oM ke jJAtA zrI nandISaNajI ma.sA. kA dIkSApUrva nAma mahAvIra prasAda thaa| ApakA janma savAImAdhopura meM dharmaniSTha suzrAvaka zrI rAmanivAsajI jaina kI dharmaparAyaNA dharmapatnI zrImatI gulAbadevIjI jaina kI kukSi se vi.saM. 2016 kI jyeSTha zuklA dvitIyA 8 jUna 1959 ko huaa| ApakI dIkSA grahaNa karane kI utkaTa bhAvanA thii| Apa gurucaraNoM meM katipaya varSa vairAgI rhe| parijanoM se AjJA prApta karane evaM dIkSA niyata karane meM sailAnA ke dharmaniSTha udAramanA bhakta zrAvaka zrI pyAracanda jI rAMkA kI nirNAyaka bhUmikA rhii| mandasaura meM pUjya
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________________ MO namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 816 gurudeva ke zrImukha se jyeSTha zuklA 10 saMvat 2035 dinAMka 16 jUna 1978 ko Apane bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara sAdhanA-mArga meM caraNa bddhaae| Apane dIkSA lekara thokar3oM kA gahana abhyAsa kiyaa| Apa bhAI-bahinoM ko sAmAyika pratikramaNa ke sAtha thokaDe sikhAne meM vizeSa ruci rakhate haiN| Apane varNamAlA para AdhArita praznoM, dohoM Adi kA anUThA saMkalana evaM nirmANa kiyA hai| Apa sevAbhAvI evaM tapasvI santa haiN| Apa poravAla kSetra ke gaurava va saMgha ke prati samarpita AtmArthI santa haiN| * zrI prakAzamunijI ma.sA. tapasvI santa zrI prakAzamuni jI ma.sA. kA janma sUryanagarI-jodhapura meM vi.saM. 1991 mAgha zuklA dvAdazI 15 pharavarI 1935 zukravAra ko huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrImAn pArasamalajI bhaNDArI tathA mAtA zrImatI mAnaka~varajI bhaNDArI se Apako dhArmika saMskAra prApta hue| Apane apanI dharmapatnI, putra, putrI, bhAI-bahina Adi parijanoM ko chor3akara vi.saM.2037 mAgha zuklA paMcamI (basanta paMcamI) dinAGka 9 pharavarI 1981 ko baiMgalaura meM AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| samarpita bhAva se saMyama jIvana kA niraticAra pAlana karane meM saMlagna munizrI ne tapa ko sAdhanA kA pramukha aMga bnaayaa| vi.saM. 2041 ke ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa meM Apane mAsakhamaNa tapa kiyaa| Apa sevA evaM tapasyA meM Age rahate haiM tathA niyamita svAdhyAya karate haiN| * zrI pramodamunijI ma.sA. tattvacintaka evaM jaina siddhAnta marmajJa zrI pramoda muni jI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM.2017 ASADha kRSNA dvitIyA zanivAra dinAMka 11 jUna 1960 ko apane nAnA zrI umarAvamalajI seTha ke yahA~ jayapura meM huaa| alavara nivAsI Apake pitA dharmaniSTha zraddhAniSTha suzrAvaka zrI sUrajamalajI mehatA evaM mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI premakumArIjI Apako janma dekara dhanya hue| sabase choTe putra hone ke kAraNa ApakA lAlana-pAlana bahuta lAr3apyAra se huaa| Apa prArambha se hI pratibhAsampanna chAtra rhe| Apako naitika evaM dhArmika saMskAra virAsata meM mile| pariNAmasvarUpa Apane vyAvahArika zikSaNa meM jahA~ B.Com,L.L.B, evaM C.A. inTara kiyA, vahIM dhArmika kSetra meM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, 25 bola Adi bhI kaNThastha kara liye| Apa vidyArthI jIvana meM rASTrIya svayaM sevaka saMgha ke sakriya kAryakartA rahe tathA vAda-vivAda pratiyogitAoM meM ApakI sakriya bhUmikA rhii| Apane pramukha svAdhyAyI ke rUpa meM paryuSaNa parva para aneka grAma-nagaroM ko lAbhAnvita kiyaa| usa samaya ApakI vyAkhyAna zailI, sAdhanA eva yogyatA se prabhAvita hokara Apako kaI saMghoM ne abhinandana-patra bheMTa kie| __ Apane 23 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se jayapura zahara meM mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI vi.saM. 2040 dinAMka 15 disambara 1983 ko bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara Apane jIvana ko ucca lakSya kI ora agrasara kara diyaa| dIkSita hokara Apane thokar3e, Agama, itihAsa, saMskRta, prAkRta Adi kA gahana adhyayana prAraMbha kiyaa| Aja
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 817 Apa ratnasaMgha ke dedIpyamAna santa ratna haiN| vi.saM.2052 ke cAturmAsa meM bhopAlagar3ha meM Apane paM.ratna zrI zubhendramunijI / / ma.sA. kI aglAna bhAva se pramudita hokara anUThI sevA kI evaM unake saMlekhanA-saMthArA pUrvaka samAdhimaraNa meM jo anupama yogadAna kiyA vaha cirasmaraNIya rhegaa| vi.saM. 2054 ke jayapura cAturmAsa meM apanI saMsArapakSIya mAtAzrI ke saMthArApUrvaka samAdhimaraNa meM bhI Apane nirmoha bhAva se anUThA sahayoga pradAna kiyaa| Apa jJAna-dhyAna sIkhane-sikhAne meM vizeSa tatparatA rakhate haiN| Apake AgamAdhArita tattvajJAna se garbhita, sarasa evaM ojasvI pravacana vizeSa prabhAvotpAdaka hote haiN| ApakI sannidhi meM jo bhI baiThatA hai, use jIvana meM Age bar3hane kI preraNA prApta hotI hai| Agama, karmagrantha evaM tattvajJAna ke Apa marmajJa santa haiM tathA nirantara tathyAnveSaNa karate rahate haiN| pratibhA, vairAgya evaM | sAdhanA ke Apa saMgama haiM tathA apramatta puruSArthI santa haiN| - zrI dayAbhunilo malA thokar3oM ke jJAtA zrI dayAmunijI kA janma sUryanagarI jodhapura meM vi.saM.1976 kArtika zuklA trayodazI ko| huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI mANakarAjajI siMghavI tathA mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI mAnakaMvarajI thiiN| ApakA sAMsArika nAma duleharAja jI siMghavI thaa| rAjasthAna sarakAra ke devasthAna vibhAga meM jaisalamera, pAlI Adi sthAnoM para kAryarata rahe / sevAnivRtti ke pazcAt AcAryapravara kI preraNA se Apa tattvajJAna sIkhane lge| gahana '' ruci ke kAraNa Apako kaI thokar3oM kA abhyAsa ho gyaa| Apane gRhastha meM rahakara zrAvaka ke vratoM kA pAlana || kiyaa| aneka varSa taka paryuSaNa parva meM bAhara kSetroM meM jAkara svAdhyAyI ke rUpa meM sevAe~ bhI diiN| Apane 65 varSa kI avasthA meM apanI dharmapatnI kI AjJA lekara vi.saM.2041 mAgha zuklA dazamI 31 janavarI . 1985 ko jodhapura ke renabo hAusa meM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| Apa thokar3oM ke vizeSa jJAtA the| Apa sarala svabhAvI evaM guNagrAhI santa the| anavarata svAdhyAya meM rata rahate the| Apako stoka, bhajana Adi meM gahana ruci thii| 10 varSa kA saMyama pAlakara vi.saM. 2051 mArgazIrSa zuklA caturdazI ko bhopAlagar3ha meM Apane saMthArApUrvaka samAdhi-maraNa kA varaNa kiyaa| 1. zrI rAmamAnajA ma.sA. saralasvabhAvI zrI rAmamunijI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM.1976 dvitIya zrAvaNa zuklA saptamI ko rAjasthAna ke pallIvAla kSetra meM huaa| Apake pitAzrI rAmakumArajI jaina tathA mAtA zrImatI jhatthIbAI thiiN| gRhastha meM rahakara vratoM kA evaM zrAvaka kI pratimAoM kA pAlana karane ke kAraNa Apa 'tyAgI jI' ke nAma se jAne jAte the| Apane 67 varSa kI umra meM vi.saM.2043 mAgha zuklA dazamI 8 pharavarI 1987 ko apanI dharmapatnI ke vidyamAna hone para bhI unakI AjJA se pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. se jodhapura meM bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kara duSkara saMyama-sAdhanA meM puruSArtha kiyaa| vayovRddha zrI rAmamunijI ma.sA. ne 'pAchala khetI nIpaje, to bhI dAridrya dUra' kahAvata ko caritArtha kiyaa| Apa sarala, saumya evaM alpabhASI the tathA svAdhyAya meM nirata rahate the| / pIpAr3a ke antima cAturmAsa meM madhuravyAkhyAnI zrI gautamamunijI ma.sA. ne ApakI khUba sevA-suzrUSA kii| vi.saM. 2054 vaizAkha zuklA dazamI 17 maI 1997 ko Apane saMthAre ke sAtha samAdhimaraNa kA varaNa kiyaa| - -- --
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________________ 818 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * zrI kailAzamunijI ma.sA. ApakA janma vi.saM. 2018 zrAvaNa kRSNA trayodazI ko huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI zubhalAlajI sA. siMghavI tathA mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI ucchabakaMvarajI siMghavI ne bAlyAvasthA se hI Apako satsaMskAra pradAna kie| apanI dAdIjI ke saMthArApUrvaka samAdhimaraNa ko dekhakara Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| Apane vi.saM.2043 mAgha zuklA dazamI ravivAra 8 pharavarI 1987 ko 25 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se jodhapura meM bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| ___dIkSita hokara Apane saMyama kA sajagatA se pAlana kiyaa| aneka choTI-bar3I tapasyAe~ bhI kii| yuvAvarga ko | dharma meM jor3ane meM ApakI ahaMbhUmikA rhii| garmI ke kAraNa lU ke prakopa se acAnaka svAsthya bigar3a jAne se vi.saM.2048 jyeSTha kRSNA navamI zukravAra dinAMka 7 jUna 1991 ko jodhapura meM ApakA asAmayika dehAvasAna ho gyaa| (ba) pramukha sAdhvIvRnda kA paricaya * sAdhvIpramukhA pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundara kaMvara jI ma.sA. jinakA nAma, vyaktitva evaM sAdhanAmaya jIvana tInoM hI sundara, aisI mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 1967 meM zrI bhujabala jI rAjapUta kI dharmapatnI zrImatI kezarabAI kI kukSi se huaa| Apake pitAjI ratalAma nareza kI sevA meM kAryarata the| bacapana se hI Apa zreSThivarya zrI cAMdamalajI muNota riyAMvAloM kI dharmapatnI kI sevA meM the| sevA, saralatA, vinaya evaM Apake sundara salone vyaktitva ne seThAnI sA ko AkarSita kara liyA va unhoMne mAtRvat ApakA saMrakSaNa kara Apako dharma saMskAra pradAna kiye| seThAnI sA. unheM barAbara saMta-satiyoM ke darzana va samAgama hetu sAtha le jaatii| mahApuruSoM ke pAvana darzana va saMta samAgama se Apake mana meM prasupta vairAgya saMskAra jAgRta hue aura Apane mahAsatI chogAjI ma.sA. ke caraNoM meM apane Apako samarpita karane kA dRDha nizcaya kiyaa| pUjyA mahAsatI jI se jJAna-dhyAna sIkha kara Apane apane dharmapitA zreSThivarya zrI cA~damalajI va unakI dharmazIlA sahadharmiNI kI AjJA prApta kara vi.saM. 1983 kArtika zuklA 15 ko 16 varSa kI vaya meM jaina bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara saMyama-mArga meM apane kadama bddhaae| zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara Apane pUjyA guruNI maiyA kI aharniza sevA karate hue unase zAstroM va thokar3oM kA acchA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apane guru-bhaginI mahAsatI jI zrI kevalakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI bhI anupama sevA kii| pUjyA guruNI jI va guru bhaginI jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM ApakA lambe samaya taka ajamera virAjanA rhaa| isake anantara ApakA vicaraNa vihAra mukhyataH mAravAr3a va meravAr3a meM rhaa| Apake vicaraNa vihAra se mukhyataH jayapura, jodhapura byAvara, ajamera, pAlI, madanagaMja, bhopAlagar3ha, thAMvalA, ahamadAbAda, masUdA Adi kSetra lAbhAnvita rhe| ___ ApakA svabhAva madhura, hRdaya sarala, vyaktitva vinamra tathA vANI prabhAvI thii| jaina jainetara jo bhI isa divyamUrti mahAsAdhvI ke darzana karatA, prabhAvita hue binA nahIM rhtaa| ina bAla brahmacAriNI mahAsatI jI ke jIvana ke pora pora meM dharma va saMyama ramA thaa| bar3oM kI hI nahIM varan choTI mahAsatiyoM kI sevA yA vaiyyAvRtya karane meM bhI Apa sadA
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________________ [paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 819 Age rhtiiN| Apake ina Atmika guNoM se samUcA caturvidha saMgha Apase prabhAvita thaa| vi.saM. 2031 ke savAI mAdhopura cAturmAsa meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke 2500 veM nirvANa mahotsava ke avasara para paramapUjya yugamanISI AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ne Apako 'pravartinI' pada se vibhUSita kiyaa| ApakA saMghanAyaka ke prati samarpaNa va sAdhvI samudAya ke prati vAtsalya bhAva anUThA thaa| apanI sahaja vAtsalyapUrNa zailI meM pratyeka Agantuka ko jIvana-nirmANa, samarpaNa, sevA va saMgha-niSThA kI preraNA dene meM Apa niSNAta thiiN| vRddhAvasthA va zArIrika azakyatA ke kAraNa vi.saM. 2035 meM jodhapura saMgha ke atizaya anurodha para ApakA jodhapura sthiravAsa virAjanA huaa| tapa:pUta mahAsatIvaryA ke virAjane se varddhamAna bhavana, pAvaTA dharmasthAnaka tIrthadhAma banA rhaa| puNyanidhAna ina mahAsatIvaryA ke darzana va mAMgalika-zravaNa hetu pratidina saiMkaDoM bhAI-bahina niyamita rUpa se upasthita hote| vi.saM. 2042 caitra kRSNA trayodazI dinAMka 7 aprela, 1986 ko rAtri meM 60 varSa kI sudIrgha saMyama-sAdhanA va 7 varSa ke sthiravAsa ke pazcAt ApakA saMlekhanApUrvaka mahAprayANa huaa| * mahAsatI zrI cUnAjI ma.sA. ___ApakA janma thA~valA (nAgaura) meM huaa| Apa zrI cunnIlAlajI Abar3a kI suputrI thiiN| Apane vi.saM. 1983 | ko ajamera meM mahAsatI zrI bhImakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI evaM niraticAra saMyama kA pAlana kiyaa| 27 varSa taka saMyamaniSTha jIvana ke anantara vi.saM. 2010 bhAdrapada zuklA saptamI ko ajamera meM ApakA | svargavAsa ho gyaa| * mahAsatI zrI dhUlAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma pIpAr3a zahara meM huaa| Apake pitA zrI choTamalajI gA~dhI tathA mAtA zrImatI sundarabAI thiiN| Apake pati zrI mUlacandajI kaTAriyA kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| Apane vi.saM. 1984 ke vaizAkha mAha meM haramAr3A meM mahAsatI zrI rAdhAjI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA | aMgIkAra kii| 15 varSa ke zramaNI-jIvana ke anantara vi.saM. 1999 meM mahAmaMdira-jodhapura meM ApakA svargavAsa ho gyaa| * mahAsatI zrI svarUpaka~varajI ma.sA. __ ApakA janma jodhapura meM vi.saM. 1946 vaizAkha kRSNA tRtIyA ko huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrImAn indramalajI koThArI tathA mAtA zrImatI jIvanaka~varajI thiiN| ApakA vivAha jodhapura ke zrI sAMvatarAjajI bAgarecA ke sAtha huaa| Apake pati kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apa saMsAra se virakta ho gayIM tathA vi.saM. 1991 mAgha zuklA paMcamI ko mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvarajI ma.sA. (bar3e) kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| vi.saM. 2029 ASADha kRSNA aSTamI ko ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM ApakA samAdhimaraNa ho gyaa|
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________________ 820 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAdhvIpramukhA pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. saralatA, sahiSNutA, sahajatA, sahRdayatA, sAttvikatA va saMtoSavRtti kI sAkAra pratimA mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara | jI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 1966 Azvina zuklA pratipadA ko bhopAlagar3ha ke pAsa ' gArAsaNI' grAma meM vahA~ ke | kAmadAra zreSThivarya zrI motIlAlajI caturamuthA kI dharmazIlA sahadharmiNI zrImatI sundarabAI kI kukSi se huA / * bAlikA badanakaMvara kI bAla-krIDAe~ sAmAnya bAlaka-bAlikAoM se viziSTa thiiN| bacapana meM bhI mukha vastrikA bA~dhanA, pU~janI rakhanA aura choTI-choTI kaToriyoM ke pAtare tathA rumAla kI jholI banAkara AhAra baharane jAnA ityAdi krIDAoM meM Apako bahuta Ananda AtA / mAtA-pitA kI lAr3a pyAra bharI zItala chAMva meM ApakA lAlana-pAlana ho rahA thA ki krUrakAla ke krUra paMjoM ne pitAzrI kA sAyA asamaya hI chIna liyaa| chaha varSa kI abodha bAlikA 'badana' ko asAra saMsAra ke svarUpa kA paricaya mila gyaa| pUrA parivAra nanihAla bhopAlagar3ha A gayA / 13 varSa kI vaya meM . | ApakA bhopAlagar3ha nivAsI pratiSThita zrAvaka zrI dhIMgar3amalajI kocara mehatA (bAgoriyA vAle) ke suputra zrI | bakhtAvaramala jI ke sAtha pariNaya huaa| sabhI 'badana' ke bhAgya kI sarAhanA kara rahe the, dharmAnurAgI susaMskArI kocara parivAra bhI 'badana' sI vadhU pA prasannacitta thA, para 'honI' ko kucha ora hI maMjUra thA / punaH kAla kA prakopa huA aura badana ke saubhAgya sindUra zrI bakhtAvaramalajI ko jhapaTa claa| badanaku~vara hataprabha raha gaI / azrudhArA kI jagaha usane usI dina mauna sAdha lii| pati ke viyoga ko saMyama - saMyoga kA nimitta mAnakara saMsAra kI asAratA kA sAkSAt anubhava kara Apane mana hI mana dIkSA lene kA saMkalpa kara liyaa| parijana dIkSA dene ko sahamata nahIM the, para ApakI nirbhIkatA va dRr3hatA ke Age sabako niruttara honA pdd'aa| ajamera kI bahina campAjI se Apane akSara jJAna prArambha kiyaa| sarala, saumya, bhadrika saMta zrI lAbhacandajI ma.sA. evaM dRDha saMyamI mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke pAvana sAnnidhya se ApakI | vairAgya bhAvanA aura adhika balavatI ho utthii| Apa prArambha se hI nirbhIka va dRDha nizcaya kI dhanI thiiN| ajamera sAdhu-sammelana meM jAkara Apane Arambha samArambha va sacitta - tyAga jaise kaI tyAga-pratyAkhyAna svIkAra kara liye / Apane vairAgyAvasthA meM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, kaI bola thokar3e va DhAleM kaMThastha karate hue adhyayana krama cAlU rakhA / vi.saM. 1991 mAgha zuklA paMcamI ko siMhapola jodhapura meM parama pUjya AcArya zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. ke | mukhAravinda se va pUjyA mahAsatI jI zrI amarakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke nizrA meM ApakI bhAgavatI zramaNa dIkSA sampanna huI / dIkSA lekara jIvana lakSya para Apa apramatta bhAva se Age bar3hane lgiiN| jJAna, darzana, cAritra kA vikAsa hI aba | ApakA jIvana lakSya thA / jIvana ke prArambha meM zikSA na pAne ke kAraNa bhale hI zAbdika vidvattA kama rahI ho, para 'jJAnasya phalaM viratiH' kI saccI vidvattA kA pATha Apane bakhUbI pddh'aa| saMyamadharma meM ApakI aTUTa AsthA thI, | saralatA hI jIvana kA AbhUSaNa thA, pUjyA guruNI zrI amarakaMvara jI ma.sA. evaM mahAsatI zrI kevalakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM ApakA saMyama jIvana nikharA / unhoMne Apake jIvana meM ucca saMskAra va saMyama niSThA kUTa-kUTa kara bharI / mahAsatI dvaya kA pAvana sAyA bhI kucha arase taka banA rahA va saMghAr3e kA dAyitva Apako saMbhAlanA par3A / mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. sahaja puNyazAlitA kI dhanI the| bacapana meM mA~-bApa kA atizaya dulAra, dIkSA - jIvana meM pUjyA guruNI jI va mahAsatI zrI kevalakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA zItala sAnnidhya va bAda meM guruNI bhaginiyoM va ziSyAoM kA samAdarapUrNa sahayoga va samarpaNa Apako prApta huaa| Apane jIvana meM kabhI pravacana nahIM
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 821 diyA, para Apake utkaTa Atmika guNoM ke Age bhakta jana sahaja hI jhuka jaate| Apa prArambha se hI nirbhIka va anuzAsanapriya thIM / gA~va-gA~va nagara-nagara meM pAda-vihAra kara Apane jinavANI kA pracAra-prasAra kiyaa| prapaJcoM se Apa bilkula virakta rhiiN| pUjyA pravartinI mahAsatI jI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA. ke mahAprayANa ke anantara Apake dIkSA divasa 1 pharavarI / 1986 ko paramapUjya AcArya bhagavanta ne Apako 'pravartinI' pada pradAna kiyaa| sarala, saumya, anuzAsanapriya mahAsatI jI ma.sA. ne sAdhvI pramukhA evaM pravartinI ke isa pratiSThita dAyitva kA kuzalatApUrvaka nirvahana kiyaa| gAMbhIrya, dhairya, vAtsalya, saralatA jaise aneka guNoM kI dhanI mahAsatI jI ke Anana para sadA prasannatA chAI rahatI va apanI / AtmIyatA se Apa sabhI ko prabhAvita krtii| ApakA jIvana sphaTika sA svaccha nirmala thaa| upAlambha denA Apake svabhAva meM hI nahIM thaa| lAga lapeTa se Apa kosoM dUra thiiN| zArIrika asvasthatA ke kAraNa pichale kaI varSa ApakA jodhapura sthiravAsa virAjanA huaa| 85 varSa kI Ayu meM paramapUjya AcArya zrI hIrAcanda jI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se Azvina kRSNA paMcamI ravivAra dinAMka 25 sitambara 84 kI aparAhna Apane tivihAra saMthArA va 26 sitambara 94 kI prAtaH AcAryapravara se jIvanaparyanta cauvihAra saMthArA ke pratyAkhyAna kara apane antima manoratha ko siddha karate hue usI dina isa nazvara deha kA samAdhipUrvaka tyAga kara devalokagamana kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI harakaMvarajI ma.sA. (choTe) ApakA janma kizanagar3ha meM vi.saM.1951 ASADha zuklA caturdazI ko huaa| Apa zrI samarathamalajI nAhara kI suputrI thiiN| Apake pati zrImAn tejakavaMrajI boharA kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apa saMsAra se virakta ho gyiiN| Apane vi.saM.1993 bhAdrapada zuklA paMcamI ko ajamera meM mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA(bar3e) kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| 25 varSoM kA saMyamaniSTha jIvana jIne ke anantara vi.saM.2018 zrAvaNa kRSNA trayodazI ko kizanagaDha meM Apane | samAdhi-maraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvarajI ma.sA. (choTe) ApakA janma kizanagar3ha meM vi.saM. 1960 mAgha zuklA caturthI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI hIrAlAlajI boharA tathA mAtA zrImatI dhApUbAIjI thiiN| Apake pati zrI magarAjajI bar3amecA kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| Apane vi.saM. 1993 mAgha zuklA trayodazI ko kizanagaDha meM mahAsatI zrI rAdhAjI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| ___vi.saM. 2015 phAlguna zuklA SaSThI ko byAvara meM ApakA svargavAsa ho gyaa| Apane 22 varSa taka niraticAra saMyama kA pAlana kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI phUlakaMvarajI ma.sA. ApakA janma bAraNI (jodhapura) meM vi.saM. 1963 bhAdrapada zuklA caturthI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI bhIkamacandajI bhaNDArI tathA mAtA zrImatI sirekaMvarajI thiiN| ApakA vivAha jodhapura ke zrI pRthvIrAjajI bhaMsAlI ke sAtha huaa| gRhastha avasthA meM ApakI dhArmika ruci bahuta acchI thI, ata: Apane apane pati kI AjJA lekara vi.saM.
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 822 | 1994 mArgazIrSa zuklA paMcamI ko mahAmaMdira-jodhapura meM mahAsatI zrI hulAsaka~varajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI | 35 varSoM taka saMyama kA pAlana kara Apane vi.saM. 2029 zrAvaNa zuklA dvitIyA ko ghor3oM kA cauka jodhapura meM samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| sAdhvI pramukha pravartinI zrI lADakaMvara jI ma.sA. sAdhvIpramukhA mahAsatI zrI lADakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA janma puNyadharA pIpAr3a zahara meM dharmapremI suzrAvaka zrImAn | phateharAjajI muNota kI dharmasahAyikA sahadharmiNI zrImatI badanabAIjI kI kukSi se huaa| bacapana se hI mAtA-pitA | evaM saMtasatI - samAgama se ApakI dharmAbhiruci va dharma saMskAra puSTa hote rahe / yogyavaya hone para ApakA zrI jugarAja jI bhaNDArI, mahAmandira (jodhapura) ke sAtha pariNaya huA / alpakAlika | vaivAhika jIvana ke uparAnta hI patideva zrI jugarAjajI bhaNDArI kA asAmayika nidhana ho gayA / yauvana kI dahalIja | para khar3I lADaka~vara ko saMsAra ke sacce svarUpa, sAMsArika sukhoM kI asAratA va kSaNa bhaMguratA kA bodha huA aura | bAlyakAla se prApta dharmAbhiruci vairAgya bhAva meM pariNata ho gaI / 16 varSa kI laghuvaya meM paramapUjya AcArya hastI kI | anujJA se vi.saM. 1995 mAgha zuklA trayodazI ko zramaNI jIvana aMgIkAra kara Apa mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI ziSyA banI / zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara Apane guruNI maiyyA ke caraNoM meM rahakara dhArmika jJAna se apane saMyama jIvana ko | samRddha kiyA / sevAbhAva, saralatA, nispRhatA, dRr3ha AcAra niSThA, ucca samarpaNa bhAva kI bemisAla pratimA mahAsatI jI ma.sA. ne dIkSA lene ke sAtha hI ziSyA nahIM banAne va navIna vastra na pahinane kA niyama lekara nispRhatA va tyAgavRtti kA anupama Adarza prastuta kiyA / sevA va vaiyyAvRtya kI dhanI mahAsatI zrI lADakaMvara jI ma.sA. ne mahAsatI zrI svarUpa kuMvara jI ma. sA, mahAsatI zrI dhanaka~vara jI ma.sA. mahAsatI zrI kizana kaMvara jI ma.sA. (khIMvasara vAle), mahAsatI zrI jJAnakaMvara jI ma.sA. mahAsatI zrI vRddhikaMvara jI ma.sA, pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. prabhRti | mahAsatIvRnda kI pUrNa niSThA, kuzalatA va aglAna bhAva se sevA kara anukaraNIya Adarza prastuta kiyA / Apake 64 varSIya saMyama-jIvana meM 36 varSAvAsoM kA lAbha jodhapura ko milaa| isake pIche bhI ApakI sevA bhAvanA va vaiyyAvRtya kI kuzalatA hI pramukha kAraNa the / sudIrgha kAla taka eka hI sthAna para virAjane para bhI Apa vyaktigata moha-mamatva se sadA dUra rhe| zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko kabhI bhI koI upAlambha na dekara sadA svayaM apanI | dharma-sAdhanA va Atma-cintana meM hI lIna rahanA va AgantukoM kI dharmapravRtti ko protsAhita karanA Apake jIvana kI vizeSatA thI / svayaM pravacana pravINa hote hue bhI choTI satiyoM ko Age baDhAne hetu unheM pravacana ke lie Apa | protsAhita va prerita karate rahate the| Apane apanI guru bhaginiyoM kI to sevA kI hI, aneka satiyoM ko saMyamaniSThA va dRr3ha AcAra pAlana kI dRSTi se unheM ghar3ane kA bhI mahanIya kArya kara zAsana kI prabhAvanA kI / sevAkArya meM Apane apane svAsthya kI bhI kabhI paravAha nahIM kI / pUjyapAda AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne vi.saM. 2046 mArgazIrSa zuklA ekAdazI 9 disambara, 1989 ko Apako upapravartinI pada se vibhUSita kiyaa| pUjyA pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badana kaMvara jI ma.sA. ke svargArohaNa ke pazcAt vi.saM. 2051 Azvina zuklA dazamI 14 akTUbara, 1994 ko AcArya pravara zrI hIrAcanda jI ma.sA. dvArA
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa Apako pravartinI pada se suzobhita kiyA gyaa| antima varSoM meM svAsthya pratikUla hone para bhI Apa sadA samabhAva meM rahakara sAdhanAzIla rahatI thI / 14 | navambara 2002 ko jodhapura meM hI pUrNa samAdhibhAva va saMthAre ke sAtha rAtri meM lagabhaga 11.45 baje ApakA mahAprayANa ho gyaa| * mahAsatI zrI ugamakaMvarajI ma.sA. ApakA janma jodhapura meM huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI sajjanarAjajI bhaMsAlI tathA mAtA zrImatI kuMvarIbAIjI thIM / Apake pati zrI sukhalAlajI bAphanA kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gayI / * * 823 Apane vi.saM. 1997 mArgazIrSa zuklA paMcamI ko bhopAlagar3ha meM mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA. (bar3e) kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI tathA saMyamI jIvana meM sadguNoM kA arjana kiyA / vi.saM. 2001 meM nAgaura zahara meM ApakA svargagamana ho gyaa| mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvarajI ma.sA. (sabase choTe ) ApakA janma jodhapura meM vi.saM. 1956 ke pauSa mAha meM huaa| Apake pitA zrImAn bhAgacandajI mUthA tathA mAtA zrImatI sirebAIjI thIM / Apake pati zrI manoharamalajI siMghavI kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gayI / Apane vi.saM. 1998 ASADha zuklA dvitIyA ko jodhapura meM mahAsatI zrI rAdhAjI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA | aMgIkAra kI / 30 varSoM taka saMyama pAlana kara vi.saM. 2028 mArgazIrSa kRSNA saptamI ko ghor3oM kA cauka jodhapura meM Apane samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| sAdhvIpramukhA mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvarajI ma.sA. saralahRdayA mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma madrAsa vi.saM. 1983 kI phAlguna zuklA dazamI ko | huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrImAn rir3amalajI bhaNDArI tathA mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI jatanabAIjI se Apako bacapana se hI dhArmika saMskAra prApta hote rahe, jisake kAraNa Apa santa-satiyoM ke darzana - vandana evaM pravacana zravaNa kA yathAyogya lAbha letI rahatI thiiN| bIkAnera nivAsI zrImAn zivakaraNajI mehatA khajAMcI ke sAtha ApakA vivAha sampanna huaa| kucha samaya pazcAt hI Apake patideva kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apane saMsAra kI asAratA ko acchI taraha samajha liyA tathA parama zraddheya AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se vi.saM. 2003 kI mAgha zuklA trayodazI / ko bAraNI khurda meM jaina bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara zramaNI - jIvana ko apanA patha bnaayaa| Apane zraddheyA mahAsatI | zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM rahakara apanA jJAna-dhyAna tyAga tapa Age bddh'aayaa| ApakI madhuratA, vinamratA evaM | vAtsalya bhAvanA Agantuka zrotAoM ko sahaja hI prabhAvita kara letI hai| Apa svabhAva se sarala, sahiSNu evaM bhadrika ( mahAsatI haiM tathA samprati mahAsatI maNDala meM sabase variSTha hone se sAdhvI pramukhA haiN| ApakA vicaraNa kSetra nimAja,
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________________ 824 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM byAvara, pIpAr3a, pAlI, bhopAlagaDha, madanagaMja, jodhapura, nAgaura, jayapura, sailAnA, ajIta, bhIlavAr3A, bAlotarA, indaura, bIjApura, yAdagirI, pAcorA, gulAbapurA, dhanopa, ajamera, dundAr3A, nImaca Adi mukhya rUpa se rahe haiM / Apake saMsAra pakSa meM choTI bahina mainAjI jo ki vartamAna meM zAsana prabhAvikA paramaviduSI mahAsatI zrI | mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. ke nAma se ratna saMgha meM khyAta nAmA mahAsatI haiM, kI dIkSA bhI Apake sAtha hI sampanna huI thii| * zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kA janma dRDhadharmI, priyadharmI, suzrAvaka zrImAna rir3amalajI bhaNDArI kI dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrImatI jatanakaMvarajI bhaNDArI kI kukSi se madrAsa zahara meM vi.saM. 1991 meM ASADha zuklA dvitIyA ko dvitIya putrI ke rUpa meM huaa| parivAra janoM ne prema se 'mainA' nAma rkhaa| virAsata meM prApta paitRka saMskAroM ke kAraNa 'mainA' jI kI bacapana se hI dhArmika bhAvanA uccatA kI ora bar3hane | lagI thIM / ApakI dRr3ha vairAgya bhAvanA ke kAraNa mAtA-pitA ne kaThina parIkSAoM ke pazcAt Apako apanI bar3I | bahana ke sAtha dIkSita hone kI AjJA pradAna kI / mAgha zuklA trayodazI saM. 2003 ke zubha muhUrta meM bAraNI khurda grAma meM ApakI bhAgavatI dIkSA AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se sampanna huI / guruNIjI pravartinI | mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nezrAya meM Apane jJAnArAdhana se apanI yogyatA meM vRddhi kI / mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. bAla brahmacAriNI hone ke sAtha prAraMbha se hI kuzAgra buddhi kI dhanI rahIM / Apane prAkRta, saMskRta, Agama, thokar3e, itihAsa Adi kA gahana adhyayana kiyaa| Apane niSThA evaM lagana se apanI | pravacana zailI ko bahuta prabhAvotpAdaka banA liyA / saMyama kI nirmalatA banAye rakhane ke sAtha Apane jinazAsana kI | viziSTa prabhAvanA kI aura Aja bhI kara rahI haiN| isI kAraNa AcAryapravara zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ne Apako 'zAsana prabhAvikA' ke pada se alaGkRta kiyaa| ApakI vANI meM oja evaM pravacanoM meM sarasatA rahatI hai| jaina dharma ke siddhAntoM ke pratiprAdana meM Apa vizeSa nipuNa haiN| ApakI vANI se prabhAvita hokara kaI bahanoM ne zramaNa jIvana aMgIkAra kiyA hai| rAjasthAna, madhyapradeza, mahArASTra, karnATaka, tamilanADu, uttarapradeza Adi aneka prAntoM meM vicaraNa ke sAtha Apake | cAturmAsoM kA saubhAgya nimAja, byAvara, pIpAr3a, pAlI, jodhapura, bIkAnera, nAgaura, jayapura, sailAnA, bhIlavAr3A, bhopAlagar3ha, ajamera, ToMka, cautha kA baravAr3A, bIjApura, gajendragaDha, baiMgalaura, madrAsa, rAyacUra, mumbaI, jalagA~va, kAnapura, | mer3atA, koTA, ujjaina Adi kSetroM ko prApta huA / Apake prabhAvotpAdaka pravacanoM se svAdhyAyI varga tathA anya bhAI-bahina bhI lAbhAnvita ho sakeM, isa lakSya se | paryuSaNa ke pravacanoM ke saMgraha rUpa meM 'paryuSaNa parvArAdhana' pustaka kA prathama prakAzana lagabhaga 20 varSa pUrva ho gayA thaa| | Apake aneka pravacana jinavANI evaM svAdhyAya zikSA patrikAoM meM bhI prakAzita hue haiN| ApakI aba taka aneka pustakeM prakAzita ho cukI haiM, jinameM durlabha aMga catuSTaya, paryuSaNa parvArAdhana, patha kI rukAvaTeM zivapurI kI sIDhiyA~, sujAna jyoti Adi pramukha haiM / / mahAsatI zrI umarAvakaMvara jI ma.sA. ApakA janma vi.saM. 1967 meM pIpAr3a zahara meM huaa| Apake pitA zrI kanakamalajI bhaNDArI tathA mAtA
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________________ 825 / paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa / zrImatI oTIbAIjI thiiN| ApakA vivAha zrI mANakamalajI siMghavI ke sAtha huaa| Apake pati kA Akasmika meM nidhana ho jAne ke pazcAt Apa saMsAra se virakta ho gayI tathA vi.saM. 2044 jyeSTha kRSNA saptamI ko jodhapura meM | mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvara jI ma.sA. (choTe) kI nizrA meM Apane bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| ma 22 varSa taka saMyama kA pAlana kara Apane vi.saM. 2026 pauSa kRSNA caturthI (yA paMcamI) ko ghor3oM kA cauka ! jodhapura meM samAdhi-maraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI santoSa kaMvara jI ma.sA. sevAbhAvI mahAsatI zrI santoSakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma ajamera jilAntargata masUdA grAma meM suzrAvaka zrI dhanarAjajI rAMkA kI dharmapatnI zrImatI indrAbAI jI rAMkA kI kukSi se vikrama saMvat 1987 meM huaa| putrI kA nAma / 'santoSa' rakhA gyaa| mAtA-pitA ne dhArmika saMskAroM se samRddha banAne meM ullekhanIya yogadAna kiyaa| santoSajI kA vivAha byAvara ke sonI parivAra meM huaa| parantu kucha samaya pazcAt hI patideva kA Akasmika | nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se vairAgya ho gyaa| dRDha vairAgya bhAvanA se Apane mahAsatIjI zrI choTA dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM ajamera zahara meM vi.saM. 2007 jyeSTha zuklA paMcamI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara saMyama kA patha apnaayaa| Apane pravacana-sAhitya, DhAleM, caupAI Adi kA abhyAsa kiyaa| ApakI santoSavRtti, saralatA va madhura vANI Agantuka darzanArthiyoM ko Aja bhI AkarSita karatI hai| Apa saMyama dharma kA nirmala pAlana kara rahI haiN| vikrama saMvat 2016 se Apako pravartinI mahAsatI zrI suMdarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM rahane kA suavasara prApta huaa| ___ Apake sarvAdhika cAturmAsa jodhapura meM hue| jodhapura ke alAvA nimAja, pIpaliyA, bara, masUdA, vijayanagara, byAvara, ajamera, kizanagaDha, ahamadAbAda, pAlI, bhopAlagaDha, thAMvalA, nasIrAbAda, baDU, jAvalA, govindagaDha, pIha, haramAr3A, mer3atA siTI , goTana, dhanArIkalAM Adi sthAnoM ko bhI Apake cAturmAsa prApta hue| ___ Apane jodhapura ke pAvaTA sthAnaka meM saMvat 2035 se 2043 taka rahakara pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA., mahAsatI zrI icarajakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi kI aglAna bhAva se sevA kii| * mahAsatI zrI jJAnakaMvara jI ma.sA. ___ ApakA janma pAlI meM vi.saM. 1970 kI caitra zuklA dazamI ko huaa| Apa zrI gulAbacandajI vaida kI suputrI thiiN| Apake pati zrI mANakacandajI sukalecA kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gayI tathA vi.saM. 2009 mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI ko pAlI meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| 28 varSoM taka saMyama kA pAlana kara Apane vi.saM. 2037 dvitIya jyeSTha zuklA dvitIya aSTamI ko ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI ma.sA. ___ zAntasvabhAvI mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma jodhapura jilAntargata bhopAlagar3ha tahasIla ke bar3A | araTiyA grAma meM zrImAn siremala jI karNAvaTa evaM unakI dharmapatnI zrImatI bhaMvarabAIjI kI AtmajA ke rUpa meM huaa| -- -
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________________ 1826 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM Apake mAtA-pitA ne ApakA vivAha bhopAlagaDha nivAsI zrI bhaMvaralAla jI kAMkariyA ke sAtha sampanna kiyaa| kintu asamaya meM hI Apake patideva kA nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| phalasvarUpa Apane mahAsatI zrI harakaMvara jI ma.sA. (bar3e) kI nizrA meM pAlI meM vikrama saM. 2009 mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kara lii| Apane apane nAma ko sArthaka karate hue zAntipUrvaka jIvana jIte huye jJAna, dhyAna va tapa-tyAga meM apane jIvana ko Age bddh'aayaa| zAntasvabhAvI hone ke sAtha Apa tapasvinI mahAsatI haiN| vRddhAvasthA meM bhI tapa meM vizeSa puruSArtha prakaTa karane ke kAraNa Apako AcArya zrI hIrAcandrajI ma.sA. ne 'tapasvinI' pada se alaGkRta kiyA hai| Apa pichale aneka varSoM se paryuSaNa ke dinoM meM aThAI tapa karatI rahI haiM tathA mAsakhamaNa jaise dIrghakAlIna tapa bhI aneka bAra kie haiN| vi.saM. 2051 ke puSkara cAturmAsa meM Apane mAsakhamaNa kI tapasyA kii| isake pazcAt 2052 ke alIgaDha (rAmapurA) cAturmAsa meM, 2054 ke hiNDauna cAturmAsa meM aura 2055 ke dhanopa cAturmAsa meM bhI mAsakhamaNa kI tapasyA sAnanda sampanna kI / 2053 ke alavara cAturmAsa meM 24 upavAsa tathA 2056 ke nAgaura cAturmAsa meM 18 upavAsa kI tapasyA sampanna kii| ___ Apa prAya: zrAvaNa va bhAdrapada mAha meM ekAntara tapa bhI karatI rahatI haiN| saMyama aura tapa kI ArAdhanA meM Apake bar3hate hue kadama Aja bhI sabake liye preraNA srota haiN| Apane aba taka mukhya rUpa se tilorA, Alanapura, jayapura, kizanagaDha, madanagaMja, dhanopa, puSkara, mer3atA siTI, araTiyA, pAlAsanI, jodhapura, bhopAlagaDha, ajamera, nAgaura, AgUMcA, saravAr3a, hIrAdesara, bharatapura, ajamera, pIpAr3azahara, nasIrAbAda, alIgaDha, alavara, hiNDauna siTI Adi sthAnoM para cAturmAsa kiye haiN| ApakI zAnta evaM saumya mukhamudrA AgantukoM ko saMyama-mArga meM bar3hane kI vizeSa preraNA pradAna karatI hai| * mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvara jI ma.sA. ApakA janma vi.saM. 1966 kArtika kRSNA caturdazI ko AgUMcA (bhIlavAr3A) meM huaa| Apake pitA zrI harakacanda jI rAMkA va mAtA zrImatI jhamakUbAI jI thiiN| zrI motIsiMha jI koThArI-kanakapura vAloM ke sAtha ApakA vivAha huaa| parantu vaivAhika jIvana adhika samaya taka nahIM cala skaa| asamaya meM hI Apake pati kA svargavAsa ho jAne se Apako saMsAra kI asAratA kA bodha ho gyaa| ___Apane vi.saM. 2016 mAgha zuklA paMcamI ko apane janma-sthAna meM hI mahAsatI jI zrI harakaMvara jI ma.sA. (bar3e) kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apane vi.saM. 2045 kArtika kRSNA aSTamI 1 navambara 1988 maMgalavAra ko puSyanakSatra ke yoga meM lagabhaga 4.30 ghaNTe ke saMthArA pUrvaka mer3atAsiTI meM samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI icarajaka~vara jI ma.sA. ApakA janma vi.saM. 1974 ASADha kRSNA ekama ko jodhapura meM huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI milApacandajI muNota tathA mAtA zrImatI kalyANakaMvarajI muNota thiiN| ApakA vivAha ajamera nivAsI zrI mohanalAlajI navalakhA ke sAtha huaa| Apane apane patideva se AjJA
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________________ 827 - (paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa prApta kara vi.saM. 2018 pauSa zuklA dvAdazI ko ajamera meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI suMdaraka~vara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apane vi.saM. 2035 se 2043 taka pAvaTA sthAnaka, jodhapura meM sthiravAsa kiyaa| anta meM Apane vi.saM. ! 2043 phAlguna zuklA caturthI maMgalavAra 3 mArca 1987 ko prAta: 6 bajakara 5 minaTa para saMthArApUrvaka samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI vRddhikaMvara jI ma.sA. ApakA janma DA~garA grAma meM huaa| pitA zrI kesarImala jI tathA mAtA zrImatI sonIbAI jI se Apako satsaMskAra prApta hue| ApakA vivAha zrI madanalAla jI karNAvaTa ke sAtha huaa| Apake pati kA Akasmika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| Apa zrI trilokacandajI saMcetI, madrAsa kI bahina thiiN| Apane vi. saM. 2019 mArgazIrSa zuklA dazamI ko sailAnA meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| 16 varSa kA saMyama pAlana kara Apane vi.saM. 2035 caitra kRSNA paMcamI ko ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM | samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvara jI ma.sA. vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma ratnasaMgha ke prasiddha suzrAvaka zrI umarAvamala jI seTha jayapura kI dharmapatnI zrImatI sajjanakaMvara jI kI kukSi se vi.saM. 1996 jyeSTha zuklA tRtIyA ko huaa| seTha parivAra prArambha se hI dhArmika saMskAroM se otaprota rahA hai| AcAryapravara zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. jahA~ bhI virAjate, Apake pitAzrI pratyeka pUnama ko vahA~ jAkara avazya hI darzana-vandana kA lAbha lete the| isa kAraNa Apake pitAzrI pUnamiyA zrAvaka jI ke nAma se prasiddha the| ApakI mAtAzrI bhI dharmaparAyaNa Adarza zrAvikA thiiN| prArambha se hI Apake ghara-parivAra meM dhArmika vAtAvaraNa hone se ApakI dharma-bhAvanA nirantara bar3hane lgii| Apane zAsanaprabhAvikA parama viduSI mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kI preraNA se jayapura zahara meM vi.saM. 2020 mAgha zuklA dvitIyA ko AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke mukhAravinda se bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| dIkSA ke samaya ApakA nAma tejakaMvara se badalakara mahAsatI zrI nirmalAvatI jI ma.sA. rakhA gayA, kintu Apa mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvarajI ma.sA. ke nAma se hI prasiddha haiN| Apane apanI guruNI jI kI AjJA meM rahakara thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA acchA abhyAsa kiyA / Aja Apa vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI ke rUpa meM ratna saMgha meM prasiddha haiN| Apane aba taka bhIlavAr3A, bhopAlagar3ha, jayapura, jodhapura, kosAnA, bilAr3A, gulAbapurA, bAlotarA, ajIta, bIjApura, yAdagirI, pAcorA, pAlI, alavara, haramAr3A, rUpanagar3ha, khoha, gaMgApura siTI, pIpAr3a zahara, ahamadAbAda, mumbaI, haidarAbAda, rAyacUra, jalagAMva, kajagA~va, toMDApura Adi sthAnoM para cAturmAsa kiye haiN| ApakI vANI meM vizeSa miThAsa hai, jisake kAraNa zrotAgaNa Apase vizeSa prabhAvita rahate haiN| -
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________________ (828 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM * mahAsatI zrI ratanakaMvara jI ma.sA. vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI ratanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma gIjagaDha nivAsI priyadharmI suzrAvaka zrImAn kundanamalajI corar3iyA kI dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrImatI rUpavatI jI corar3iyA kI kukSi se vi.saM. 1996 zrAvaNa zuklA paMcamI ko huaa| mAtA-pitA ne bacapana meM hI Apako dhArmika saMskAroM se siMcita kiyaa| ApakI dhArmika ruci dinoMdina bar3hatI rhii| jaba Apako zAsana prabhAvikA parama viduSI mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kA pAvana sAnnidhya milA to ApakI vairAgya bhAvanA puSTa hone lgii| pariNAmata: jayapura meM vi.saM. 2024 vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI ko Apane jaina bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| guruNIjI ke pUrNa anuzAsana meM rahate hue Apane Agama-zAstroM evaM thokar3oM kA gahana adhyayana prAraMbha kiyaa| tyAga-tapa evaM sevA ke kSetra meM bhI apane caraNa Age bddhaaye| vartamAna meM Apa vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI jI ke rUpa meM jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA meM nirmala saMyama-pAlana ke sAtha tatpara haiN| Apane jayapura meM rahakara apane se kaniSTha evaM asvastha mahAsatI zrI candrakalA jI ma.sA. kI pramudita bhAvoM se sevA kI hai, jo prazaMsanIya hai| Apane aba taka mukhya rUpa se jayapura, jodhapura, bhopAlagar3ha, ajamera, bilAr3A, gulAbapurA, byAvara, cautha kA baravAr3A, ToMka, bIjApura, gajendragaDha, baiMgalora, madrAsa, rAyacUra, bAlakezvara (mumbaI) jalagA~va, pAlI, savAI mAdhopura , | hiNDauna, kAnapura, koTA, ujjaina, ahamadAbAda Adi kSetroM meM cAturmAsa kiye haiN| ___ Apake pravacana ojasvI evaM sarasa hote haiN| yuvAvarga ko dharma se jor3ane meM ApakI sadaiva sakriya bhUmikA rahatI hai| * mahAsatI zrI suzIlAkaMvara jI ma.sA. viduSI mahAsatI zrI suzIlAkaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma sUryanagarI jodhapura ke suzrAvaka zrImAn bherUsiMhajI mehatA kI dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrImatI ugamakaMvarajI mehatA kI kukSi se vi.saM. 2009 meM vaizAkha kRSNA trayodazI ko huaa| ___ mAtA-pitA evaM parijanoM ne apane dhArmika saMskAroM se ApakA pAlana-poSaNa kiyaa| bacapana se hI Apa ghor3oM | ke cauka sthAnaka meM santa-satiyoM kI sevA meM apane mAtAjI ke sAtha AtI rahatI thiiN| jaba Apako zAsanaprabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kA pAvana sAnnidhya prApta huA to Apake | dhArmika saMskAra evaM vairAgya bhAvanA bar3hane lgii| pariNAmasvarUpa Apane saradAra skUla jodhapura meM vi.saM. 2026 ko jyeSTha zuklA SaSThI ko zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI tabhI se Apa suzIlAkaMvara jI ma.sA. ke rUpa meM jAnI jAtI haiN| Apane hindI, saMskRta, Agama, thokar3e Adi kA bahata acchA adhyayana kiyaa| ApakI vANI meM oja evaM mAdhurya hai| Apake pravacana sarala evaM sarasa hone se zrotAoM ke liye vizeSa prabhAvotpAdaka hote haiN| ____ Apane aba taka kosANA, ajamera, jodhapura, bilAr3A, gulAbapurA, bhIlavAr3A, byAvara, cautha kA baravAr3A, ToMka, indaura, jayapura, yAdagirI, bIjApura pAcorA, bharatapura, bhopAlagaDha, TAMToTI, kizanagar3ha, savAI mAdhopura, dUNI, khaNDapa, masUdA, kheralI, pAlI, kekar3I , deI, karahI , dhuLe tAharAbAda Adi sthAnoM para cAturmAsa sampanna kiye haiN| ___ Apa viduSI vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI ke rUpa meM ratna saMgha meM vizruta haiN| Apane mahilAoM, yuvatiyoM evaM yuvakoM meM|
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa vizeSa dhArmika preraNA phUMkI hai| Apa niSThApUrvaka jinazAsana sevA meM samarpita haiM / mahAsatI zrI sUrajakaMvara jI ma.sA. ApakA janma nAgaura jile ke surasaro gAMva meM vi.saM. 1966 kI caitra zuklA paMcamI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI zubhakaraNajI sonI tathA mAtA zrImatI jar3AvabAIjI thIM / 829 ApakA vivAha zrI mohanalAla jI surANA ke sAtha huA / Apake pati kA svargavAsa ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gayI / Apane pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundaraka~varajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM vi.saM. 2029 mAgha zuklA trayodazI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa 'bhakharI vAle' mahArAja ke nAma prasiddha thIM / Apane vi.saM. 2056 kArtika zuklA navamI dinAGka 17 navambara 1999 ko sAMya 5.50 baje ajamera meM sAgArI saMthArA grahaNa kiyA tathA isI rAtri ko 7.25 baje yAvajjIvana cauvihAra tyAga rUpa saMthArA ke pratyAkhyAna | grahaNa kara liye / 11 dina taka ApakA saMthArA pUrNa cetana avasthA meM claa| anta meM vi.saM. 2056 mArgazIrSa kRSNA |paMcamI, zanivAra 27 navambara 1999 ko prAta: 10.15 para samAdhimaraNa ko prApta hue / mahAsatI zrI saralakaMvara jI ma.sA. Apake pitA zrI phUlacandajI lUMkaDa tathA mAtA zrImatI maganabAIjI thiiN| mAtA-pitA ne ApakA nAma sajjana | kaMvara jI rkhaa| ApakA vivAha zrI magarAja jI khiMvasarA jodhapura ke sAtha sampanna huaa| pati ke nidhana se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| Apane vi.saM. 2033 caitra zuklA navamI guruvAra dinAGka 8 aprela 1976 ko mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI | ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhopAlagaDha meM bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kii| vi.saM. 2042 ke ajamera cAturmAsa meM Apane mAsakhamaNa kI dIrgha tapasyA kI / vi.saM. 2045 prathama jyeSTha zuklA pUrNimA maMgalavAra 31 maI 1988 ko nAgaura meM 6 ghaNTe ke saMthArApUrvaka | samAdhimaraNa ko prApta hue / mahAsatI zrI saubhAgyavatI jI ma.sA. * vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI saubhAgyavatIjI ma.sA. kA janma jodhapura jile ke bhopAlagaDha kasbe meM vikrama saMvat 2014 kI vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA ko huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI mukanacandajI kAMkariyA the tathA mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI guTiyAbAI haiM / Apane vi.saM. 2033 caitra zuklA navamI, guruvAra ko bhopAlagaDha meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSA ke pUrva ApakA nAma sohanakaMvara thA, dIkSoparAnta ApakA nAma 'mahAsatI zrI saubhAgyavatIjI' rakhA gyaa| kintu Apako aneka zraddhAlu sohanakaMvarajI / dIkSita hokara Apane Agama-zAstroM, thokar3oM evaM saMskRta bhASA kA gahana adhyayana ma.sA. ke nAma se hI jAnate kiyaa| ghor3oM kA cauka sthAnaka meM aneka varSa rahakara Apane apanI guruNI jI pravartinI zrI badanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI khUba sevA kii| pAvaTA sthAnaka meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI lADaka~vara jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM Apa aharniza saMlagna rahIM / Apake ojasvI evaM dhArA pravAha pravacana bar3e hI prabhAvazAlI hote haiN| ApakI vANI meM gAMbhIrya evaM mAdhurya
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM hai| * mahAsatI zrI manoharakaMvara jI ma.sA ApakA janma ajamera ke caMgeriyA kula meM vi.saM. 2015 kI pauSa kRSNA paMcamI dinAMka 31 disambara 1958 ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI kaMvarIlAla jI caMgeriyA tathA mAtA zrImatI bhaMvarIbAI haiN| ___Apane 18 varSa kI Ayu meM vi.saM. 2033 caitra zuklA navamI ko bhopAlagaDha meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundara || | kaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hone ke pazcAt Apane thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyaa| Apa sevAbhAvI madhurabhASI vyAkhyAtrI | mahAsatI haiN| vartamAna meM Apa vayovRddhA mahAsatI zrI santoSakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM vicaraNa kara rahI haiN| * mahAsatI zrI rAjamatI jI ma.sA. ApakA janma vi.saM. 1976 Asoja zuklA navamI 3 akTUbara 1919 ko devalI kI chAvanI meM huaa||| Apake pitA zrI supAtaracanda jI bhaNDArI tathA mAtA zrImatI sadAbAI jI bhaNDArI thii| ___ ApakA vivAha saMgha ke pramukha kAryakartA jodhapura nivAsI suzrAvaka zrImAn vijayamala jI kuMbhaTa ke sAtha huaa| zrImAn kumbhaTa sA. kA saMgha-sevA meM ullekhanIya yogadAna rhaa| kumbhaTa sA. kA asAmayika nidhana ho jAne se Apako saMsAra se virakti ho gyii| Apane vi.saM. 2033 phAlguna zuklA dvAdazI ko jodhapura meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa bahuta hI saralasvabhAvI mahAsatI thiiN| 22 varSoM taka saMyama kA pAlana kara Apane anta meM vi.saM. 2055 jyeSTha kRSNA navamI, budhavAra 20 maI 1998 ko sAMya 5.15 baje pAvaTA sthAnaka jodhapura meM saMthArApUrvaka samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyaa| * mahAsatI zrI kauzalyAvatI jI ma.sA. ApakA janma thAMvalA jilA nAgaura meM vi.saM. 2019 mAgha kRSNA paMcamI ko huaa| Apake pitA kA nAma zrI pannAlAlajI kaTAriyA tathA mAtA kA nAma zrImatI kamalA devI hai| Apane 15 varSa kI vaya meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM vi.saM. 2034 mAgha zuklA dazamI ko pAlAsanI (jodhapura) meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane thokar3e, zAstra evaM saMskRta bhASA kA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apake pravacana sarala evaM prabhAvazAlI hote haiN| vartamAna meM Apa mahAsatI zrI santoSa kaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM vicara rahe haiN| * mahAsatI zrI sohanakaMvara jI ma.sA. ___ vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI sohanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA janma bAraNI khurda (jodhapura) meM vi.saM. 2017 zrAvaNa kRSNA | caturdazI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI udArAma jI bhATI evaM mAtA zrImatI dAkhI bAI haiN| Apane 17 varSa kI Ayu meM vi.saM. 2034 mAgha zuklA dazamI ko pAlAsanI (jodhapura) meM mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane thokar3oM kA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apake pravacana sarala evaM prabhAvI hote haiN|
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________________ (paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 831 * mahAsatI zrI saraleza prabhA jI ma.sA. vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI saraleza prabhAjI ma.sA. kA janma vi.saM. 2017 jyeSTha zuklA navamI 4 jUna 1960 ko bhopAlagar3ha meM huaa| ApakA vidyAlayIya adhyayana cennaI meM huaa| Apake pitA dharmaniSTha suzrAvaka zrImAn rikhabacandajI kAMkariyA samarpita zrAvaka ratna the| mAtA zrImatI pistAkaMvara jI ne puNe meM 12 maI 2003 ko zramaNI dIkSA aMgIkAra kara saMyama patha meM caraNa bar3hAe haiN| Apane 21 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2038 vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI 9 maI 1981 zanivAra ko rAyacUra (karnATaka) meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane AgamoM, thokar3oM evaM saMskRta bhASA kA acchA adhyayana kiyaa| Apa madhurabhASI evaM vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI haiN| * mahAsatI zrI candrakalA jI ma.sA. ApakA janma bhopAlagar3ha meM vi.saM. 2020 mArgazIrSa zuklA ekAdazI ko huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI || bhaMvaralAla jI huNDIvAla haiM tathA mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI umarAva bAI thiiN| Apane 18 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM zAsana prabhAvikA parama viduSI mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM vi.saM. 2038 vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI ko rAyacUra meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apa mAravAr3I tarja ke dhArmika bhajanoM ko sumadhura svara meM gAtI haiN| sarala-svabhAvI dRDhamanobalI mahAsatIjI para lagabhaga 7 varSa pUrva makAna kI chata gira jAne se rIDha kI haDDI para gaharI coTa AI, kintu Apane dhairya evaM sAhasa se kAma liyaa| abhI bhI Apa calane meM pUrNa samartha nahIM huI haiM, abhyAsa jArI hai| tathApi Apa saMvat 2057 ke jayapura cAturmAsa ke pazcAt svayaM kucha dUra calakara evaM zraddhAlu zrAvikAoM ke dvArA uThAyI gaI DolI se jodhapura padhAre haiM tathA apanI guruNIjI zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatIzrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM * mahAsatI zrI indubAlA jI ma.sA. vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI indubAlA jI ma.sA. kA janma nAgaura meM vi.saM. 2019 mAgha zuklA navamI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI mAMgIlAla jI surANA tathA mAtA zrImatI jJAnabAI jI haiN| __Apane 20 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2039 vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA, somavAra dinAMka 26 aprela 1982 ko jodhapura meM tapasvinI mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa bAlaka-bAlikAoM meM dhArmika saMskAra DAlane hetu prayatnazIla rahatI haiM tathA vyAkhyAtrI satI haiN| . mahAsatI zrI vimalAvatI jI ma.sA. ApakA janma bAraNI khurda meM vi.saM. 2020 vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI maMgalasiMha jI | | bhATI tathA mAtA zrImatI gItA bAI haiN| Apane 19 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2039 kI vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA 24 aprela 1982 ko pravartinI
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________________ 832 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM | mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM jodhapura meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa sevAbhAvI mahAsatI haiM / mahAsatI zrI zAntiprabhA jI ma.sA. ApakA janma iMdaura meM vi.saM. 2016 bhAdrapada zuklA ekAdazI ko huaa| Apako pitA zrImAn indracanda jI | mehatA tathA mAtA zrImatI caMcala bAI se bacapana meM hI sudRDha dhArmika saMskAra prApta hue| Apane 23 varSa kI yauvanAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2039 pauSa zuklA paMcamI 19 janavarI 1983 ko jAnakI nagara, | iMdaura meM saralahRdayA mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / ApakI AvAja spaSTa evaM bulanda hai tathA prabhAvI pravacana karatI haiN| Apa sevAbhAvI evaM vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI * haiM / mahAsatI zrI jJAnalatA jI ma.sA. vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI jJAnalatA jI ma.sA. kA janma kAMcIpurama (tamilanADu) meM vi.saM. 2021 bhAdrapada zuklA dvitIyA 8 sitambara 1964 ko huA / Apake pitA zrI pArasamalajI boharA tathA mAtA zrImatI choTI bAI haiM / * Apane 19 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2040 mArgazIrSa zuklA caturdazI somavAra 19 disambara 1983 ko zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainA sundarI jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM madrAsa meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra 1 ApakI pravacana zailI sarala, sarasa evaM prabhAvotpAdaka haiM / Apane thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA bahuta acchA adhyayana | kiyA hai / bajariyA savAImAdhopura, gaMgApura siTI Adi ke cAturmAsa Apake netRtva meM saphala rahe haiM / mahAsatI zrI darzanalatA jI ma.sA. * ApakA janma vi.saM. 2023 ko ziraguppA (rAyacUra) meM huaa| Apake pitA zrI dhanarAja jI vedamUthA tathA mAtA zrImatI kAntAbAIjI vedamUthA thI / Apane 17 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2040 mArgazIrSa zuklA caturdazI ko zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM madrAsa meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / Apa sevAbhAvI mahAsatI haiM / Apane sarala hRdayA mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI sevA meM rahakara unakI | acchI sevA kI hai tathA abhI zAsana prabhAvikA jI evaM mahAsatI candrakalA jI kI sevA meM sannaddha haiM / mahAsatI zrI cAritralatA jI ma.sA. * ApakA janma phAjilAbAda (savAI mAdhopura) meM vi.saM. 2026 phAlguna zuklA ekama 8 mArca 1970 ko | huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrImAn prabhudayAlajI jaina tathA mAtA zrImatI tArAbAIjI haiN| Apane 14 varSa kI vaya meM vi.saM. 2040 mArgazIrSa zuklA caturdazI ko zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI | mainAsundarI jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM madrAsa meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / dIkSita hokara Apane thokar3oM evaM aneka zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyaa| Apa madhurabhASI evaM sevAbhAvI mahAsatI haiM /
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________________ - - - -- - - - paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 833 - -- O -ETMLA s -- - - - - - - * mahAsatI zrI nityavatIjI ma.sa vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI ni:zalyavatI jI ma.sA. kA janma jodhapura meM vi.saM. 2016 Asoja kRSNA trayodazI 1 akTUbara 1959 ko huaa| Apake pitA dharmaniSTha suzrAvaka zrI bha~varalAlajI surANA the tathA mAtA zrImatI kiraNadevIjI haiN| Apane 25 varSa kI yuvAvaya meM vi.saM. 2041 caitra zuklA SaSThI zanivAra 7 aprela 1984 ko mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM nAgaura meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apane thokar3oM evaM aneka zAstroM kA acchA adhyayana kiyaa| Apake pravacana sarala evaM prabhAvazAlI hote haiN|! abhI Apane masUdA evaM jarakhodA meM do navadIkSitA sAdhviyoM ke sAtha atyanta saphala cAturmAsa kiyA hai| isake pUrva Apake lagabhaga sabhI cAturmAsa guruNIjI ke sAtha sampanna hue| * mahAsatI zrI suzrI prabhAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma khArAberA (jodhapura) meM vi.saM. 2023 Asoja zuklA navamI 15 akTUbara 1966 ko huaa||| Apake pitA zrImAn bhaMvaralAlajI caupar3A evaM mAtA zrImatI bidAmakaMvarajI haiN| ___ Apane 18 varSa kI Ayu meM vi.saM. 2041 mArgazIrSa zuklA SaSThI budhavAra 28 navambara 1984 ko jodhapura meM pravartinI mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane aneka thokar3e evaM zAstroM kA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apake pravacana sarala evaM prabhAvI hote haiN| Apa apane adhyayana ko Age bar3hAne meM nirantara sannaddha haiN| 1. mahAsatI zrI vinayaprabhAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma madrAsa (cennaI) meM vi.saM. 2019 mArgazIrSa kRSNA tRtIyA-budhavAra 14 navambara 1962 ko huaa|| Apake pitA dharmaniSTha suzrAvaka zrImAn rikhabacandajI kAMkariyA kA svargavAsa ho gayA hai tathA mAtA suzrAvikA zrImatI pistAkaMvarajI ne 12 maI 2003 ko puNe meM jaina bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI hai| Apane 22 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2041 mAgha zuklA dazamI ko jodhapura meM viduSI mahAsatI zrI suzIlAkaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane aneka thokar3e, zAstra va saMskRta bhASA kA acchA adhyayana kiyaa| Apa madhura-bhASI evaM sevAbhAvI mahAsatI haiN| * mahAsatI zrI indrAprabhAjI ma.sA. ___ApakA janma bhanokhara (alavara) meM vi.saM. 2021 zrAvaNa kRSNA ekAdazI 4 agasta 1964 ko huaa| Apake pitA suzrAvaka zrI ratanalAlajI jaina tathA mAtA zrImatI sUrajadevIjI thiiN|| __ Apane 20 varSa kI yuvAvasthA meM vi.saM. 2041 mAgha zuklA dazamI ko jodhapura meM viduSI mahAsatI zrI suzIlAkaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane aneka thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA abhyAsa kiyaa| Apa zAnta-svabhAvI evaM sevAbhAvI mahAsatI haiN|
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________________ 834 * mahAsatI zrI zaziprabhAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma sahAr3I (alavara) vi.saM. 2025 Asoja zuklA paMcamI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI | svarUpacandajI jaina tathA mAtA zrImatI suzIlAdevIjI haiN| Apane 16 varSa kI Ayu meM vi.saM. 2041 mAgha zuklA dazamI ko jodhapura meM mahAsatI zrI suzIlAkaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa kI I namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM sAta varSa taka saMyama pAlana kara anta meM Apane vi.saM. 2048 kI Asoja zuklA tRtIyA ko ghor3oM kA cauka | jodhapura meM saMthArApUrvaka samAdhimaraNa ko prApta kiyA / mahAsatI zrI muktiprabhAjI ma.sA. * vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI zrI muktiprabhAjI ma.sA. kA janma hiNDauna siTI meM vi.saM. 2027 vaizAkha zuklA tRtIyA ko huA / Apake pitA zrI manoharalAlajI jaina tathA mAtA zrImatI kiraNadevIjI haiN| Apane 14 varSa kI umra meM vi.saM. 2041 mAgha zuklA dazamI ko jodhapura meM viduSI mahAsatI zrI | suzIlAkaMvarajI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane thokar3e evaM aneka zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyA / vartamAna meM Apa viduSI evaM vyAkhyAtrI | mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvarajI (nirmalAvatI jI) ma.sA. ke sAnnidhya meM haiM tathA saMvat 2058 meM Apane sendhavA (ma.pra) meM | aura 2059 meM lAsUra sTezana meM bahuta hI saphala svatantra cAturmAsa kie haiN| mahAsatI zrI sumanalatAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma bhopAlagaDha meM vi.saM. 2018 meM kArtika zuklA ekAdazI ko huaa| Apake pitA zrImAn | javarIlAlajI muNota tathA mAtA zrImatI surajIbAI haiN| Apane 25 varSa kI yuvAvaya meM vi.saM. 2043 vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI ko pAlI - mAravAr3a meM mahAsatI zrI | tejakaMvarajI ma.sA. (nirmalAvatI jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa sevAbhAvI evaM vyAkhyAtrI mahAsatI haiM / mahAsatI zrI sumatiprabhAjI ma.sA. * ApakA janma nAgaura meM vi.saM. 2025 mArgazIrSa zuklA navamI 28 navambara 1968 ko huaa| Apake zrImAn mAMgIlAlajI surANA tathA mAtA zrImatI jJAnabAI jI haiM I Apane 18 varSa kI vaya meM vi.saM. 2043 vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI ko pAlI-mAravAr3a meM tapasvinI mahAsatI zrI zAntikaMvara jI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / dIkSita hokara Apane aneka thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyA hai| mahAsatI zrI vimalezaprabhAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma mahuA, maNDAvara ror3a (karaulI) meM huaa| Apake pitA zrI madanamohanajI jaina tathA mAtA zrImatI
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa zakuntalAjI jaina haiN| ___Apane vi.saM. 2046 vaizAkha zuklA saptamI ko madanagaMja (kizanagar3ha) meM mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvarajI ma.sA. (zrI | nirmalAvatIjI ma.sA.) kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| ApakI thokar3e sIkhane-sikhAne meM vizeSa ruci hai| * mahAsatI zrI zazikalAjI ma.sA. ApakA janma rAyacUra (karnATaka) meM vi.saM. 2024 mArgazIrSa kRSNA dvitIyA, ravivAra dinAMka 19 navambara 1967 | ko huaa| Apake pitA zrI pukharAjajI bAphanA tathA mAtA zrImatI umarAvakaMvarajI haiN| Apake mAtA-pitA vartamAna meM madrAsa meM nivAsa karate haiN| Apane 22 varSa kI Ayu meM vi.saM. 2046 mAgha zuklA SaSThI guruvAra 1 pharavarI 1990 ko pIpAr3a zahara meM zAsana prabhAvikA mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| dIkSita hokara Apane aneka thokar3oM evaM zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyA hai| * mahAsatI zrI vinItaprabhAjI ma.sA. ___ApakA janma gaMgApura siTI (savAImAdhopura) meM vi.saM. 2032 mArgazIrSa kRSNA caturthI ko huaa| Apake pitA || zrI manoharalAlajI jaina pallIvAla tathA mAtA zrImatI puSpAdevI haiN| Apane 14 varSa kI Ayu meM vi.saM. 2046 mAgha zuklA SaSThI guruvAra 1 pharavarI 1990 ko zAsana prabhAvikA | parama viduSI mahAsatI zrI mainAsundarIjI ma.sA. kI nizrA meM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kii| Apa sevAbhAvI evaM zAnta svabhAvI mahAsatI haiN|
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________________ pariziSTa - tRtIya kalyANakArI saMsthAe~ (AcAryapravara ke zAsanakAla meM sajaga evaM vivekazIla zrAvakoM dvArA saMsthApita) -.- .. - --... - yugamanISI, yugaprabhAvaka, karuNAsAgara AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. jaina jagat ke divya divAkara, ratnasaMgha ke dedIpyamAna nakSatra evaM bhakta-samudAya ke mahanIya bhagavanta the| ApakA jIvana hI preraNA evaM hara vacana pramANa . thaa| niraticAra saMyama sAdhaka una mahAsanta ne na to kisI saMsthA ke lie pratyakSa preraNA dI, na hI kisI saMsthA ke nAma athavA saMcAlana se apane Apako jodd'aa| ve anUThe mahAsAdhaka to saMghanAyaka hokara bhI saMgha ke prati moha - Asakti se pare the| aise nispRha mahAmanISI mahApuruSa bhalA saMsthAoM se kyoM baMdhate? ___ una yugamanISI ne bhale hI kisI preraNA ko saMsthAgata svarUpa nahIM diyA, para unake zraddhAlu bhaktoM ke mAnasa paTala para unake vacana preraNApuMja bana ge| mahimAzAlI gurudeva ke sAdhaka-vyaktitva kA unake bhakta-samudAya para kaisA anUThA prabhAva , bhagavanta ke zraddhAniSTha zrAvaka bhI kitane sujJa, jAgarUka evaM vivekazIla ki saMsthAoM ke gaThana va unake samyak saMcAlana meM kabhI zraddheya guru bhagavantoM ko jor3ane kI na to koI apekSA kI, na hI aisI koI bAlaceSTA kii| zraddheya gurudeva ke sujJa bhakta bhI una karuNAnidhAna kI pAvana preraNA ke hI to aMga haiN| bhaktoM ne samaya-samaya para saMgha-saMgaThana, saMgha-sevA tathA prANimAtra ke kalyANa va sevA kI bhAvanA se kaI saMsthAoM kA gaThana evaM saMcAlana kiyaa| yaha bhI una mahAmanasvI pUjya AcAryadeva ke svarNima zAsanakAla kA svarNima adhyAya hai, isI dRSTi se pUjya ! bhagavanta ke zAsanakAla meM gaThita saMsthAoM kA paricaya diyA jA rahA hai(a) jJAnArAdhana hetu gaThita saMsthAe~ samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, jayapura zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, jodhapura zrI jaina ratna mAdhyamika vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna, jayapura zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha, jalagAMva zrI sAgara jaina vidyAlaya, kizanagar3ha AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaNDAra, jayapura AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jJAna bhaNDAra, jodhapura zrI jaina ratna pustakAlaya siMhapola, jodhapura zrI jaina ratna pustakAlaya, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura - - -- - - - -DiwiAIMiu-ka
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________________ 837 - paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa jaina itihAsa samiti, jayapura zrI mahAvIra jaina ratna granthAlaya, jalagAMva zrI akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina vidvat pariSada, jayapura zrI karnATaka jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, baiMgalora zrI madhyapradeza jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, indaura zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya zAlA , indaura zrI jaina ratna javAhara lAla bAphanA kanyA ucca prAthamika vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha zrI kuzala jaina chAtrAvAsa, jodhapura zrI mahAvIra jaina pAThazAlA yojanA, jalagAMva zrI varddhamAna jaina kanyA pAThazAlA, nAgaura aneka grAma nagaroM meM dhArmika pAThazAlAoM kA saMcAlana aneka grAma/nagaroM meM pustakAlayoM kI sthApanA || (A) sAdhanA-ArAdhanA hetu gaThita saMsthAe~ akhila bhAratIya sAmAyika saMgha, jayapura sAdhanA vibhAga, jodhapura saMgha unnayana hetu gaThita saMsthAe~ akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, jodhapura akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna zrAvikA maNDala, jodhapura akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna yuvaka pariSad, jodhapura vibhinna grAma nagaroM meM zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kI sthAnIya /kSetrIya zAkhAoM kA nirmANa samAja-sevA ke uddezya se gaThita saMsthAe~ zrI amara jaina meDikala rilIpha sosAyaTI, jayapura zrI varddhamAna jaina rilIpha sosAyaTI, jodhapura zrI mahAvIra jaina haoNspiTala, jalagAMva zrI bhUdhara kuzala dharma-bandhu kalyANa koSa, jayapura bAla zobhA saMsthAna, jodhapura svadharmI sahAyatA koSa, jalagA~va zrI mahAvIra ratna kalyANa koSa, savAImAdhopura zrI mahAvIra jaina kuzala sevA samiti, baiMgalora -
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________________ 838 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke divaMgata hone ke pazcAt gaThita saMsthAe~ 1. zrI jaina ratna chAtrAvAsa, pAlI-mAravAr3a 2. AcArya zrI hastI meDikala rilIpha sosAyaTI, savAI mAdhopura 3. a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa borDa, jodhapura 4. AcArya zrI hastI ni:zulka homyopaithI cikitsAlaya, kizanagar3ha 5. AcArya zrI hastI ahiMsA kAryakartA avArDa yojanA, jalagA~va 6. gajendra nidhi TrasTa mumbaI 7. gajendra phAuNDezana , mumbaI 8. zaradacandrikA mophatarAja muNota vAtsalyanidhi, mumbaI (a) jJAnArAdhana hetu gaThita saMsthAe~ * samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala, bApU bAjAra, jayapura 302003 phona naM. 0141-2565997 ___ paramapratApI mahAn kriyoddhAraka AcArya zrI ratnacandra jI ma.sA. kI svargavAsa zatAbdI ke punIta avasara para vikrama saMvat 2002 meM jJAna aura sAdhanA kI vibhinna pravRttiyoM ke saMcAlana hetu samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala kI sthApanA huii| prArambha meM isakA kAryAlaya jodhapura meM thA, phira kucha varSoM meM hI jayapura sthAnAntarita ho gyaa| samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala kI pramukha pravRttiyA~ isa prakAra haiM 1. jinavANI mAsika patrikA kA prakAzana - jaina dharma-darzana, saMskRti, itihAsa evaM AdhyAtmika aura naitika mUlyoM kI vAhaka 'jinavANI' mAsika patrikA kA vigata 60 varSoM se nirantara prakAzana ho rahA hai| patrikA ke prakAzana kI rUparekhA AcAryapravara ke lAsalagAMva cAturmAsa saMvat 1999 meM paM. duHkhamocana jI jhA ke nirdezana meM taiyAra huI tathA prakAzana kA zubhArambha zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha se pauSa zuklA pUrNimA saMvat 1999 tadanusAra janavarI 1943 meM huaa| tadanantara akTUbara 1948 se isakA prakAzana samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke jodhapura kAryAlaya se zrI vijayamalajI kumbhaTa evaM zrI mAdhomalajI loDhA kI vyavasthA evaM dekharekha meM huaa| saMvat 2011 meM AcAryapravara kA cAturmAsa jayapura meM thaa| zrAvakoM ne jodhapura kI apekSA pradeza kI rAjadhAnI jayapura meM adhika suvidhA ko dRSTigata rakhakara jinavANI kAryAlaya jayapura meM sthAnAntarita kara diyaa| usake pazcAt agasta 1954 se yaha patrikA jayapura sthita samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala kAryAlaya dvArA niyamita rUpa se prakAzita kI jA rahI hai| jayapura ke sarva zrI umarAvamala jI seTha, zrI sirahamala jI bamba, zrI panamacandajI baDera, zrI ugrasiMha jI botharA, zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata, zrI TIkamacandajI hIrAvata ke sAtha samAja ke aneka mahAnubhAvoM ne isake niyamita saMcAlana meM pratyakSa-parokSa sahayoga pradAna kiyaa| prArambha meM yahAM zrI bhaMvaralAla jI botharA ne kuzalatApUrvaka jinavANI kA kArya samhAlA / nyAyamUrti zrI indranAthajI modI, nyAyamUrti zrI sohananAtha jI modI kI preraNA sadA banI rhii| _ prArambhika avasthA meM jinavANI mAsika patrikA ko pratiSThita karane kA dAyitva bahuta bar3A thA, parantu zrAvakoM ke dhairya evaM niSThA ne vighnabAdhAoM evaM vipadAoM kA dRDhatA se sAmanA kiyaa| pariNAmasvarUpa yaha patrikA san
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 839 1943 se nirantara prakAzita ho rahI hai| jaina patrikAoM meM jinavANI kA viziSTa sthAna hai| patrikA kI mukhya vizeSatA hai ki yaha sabhI sampradAyoM kI bhAvanAoM kA Adara karate hue eka sakArAtmaka evaM naI soca pradAna karatI hai| isameM prakAzita sAmagrI bAla, yuvA evaM vRddha sabhI ko sajIva cintana pradAna karatI hai| navambara disambara 1955 kA dIpAvalI vizeSAGka, maI 1956 kA bhInAsara sammelana vizeSAGka prAcIna prasiddha vizeSAGka rhe| jinavANI patrikA ke aba taka 16 vizeSAMka prakAzita ho cuke haiM- svAdhyAya vizeSAMka (san 1964), sAmAyika vizeSAGka (1965), tapa-vizeSAGka (1966), zrAvakadharma vizeSAGka (1970), sAdhanA vizeSAGka (1971), dhyAna vizeSAGka (1972), jaina saMskRti aura rAjasthAna (1975), karmasiddhAnta-vizeSAGka (1984), zrAvaka dharma aura samAja vizeSAGka (1985), | aparigraha vizeSAGka (1986), AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. zraddhAMjali aMka (1991), AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. | : vyaktitva evaM kRtitva (1992), ahiMsA vizeSAGka (1993), samyagdarzana vizeSAGka (1996), kriyoddhAra cetanA aGka | (1997), jainAgama-sAhitya vizeSAGka (2002) / jinavANI patrikA ke prathama sampAdaka DaoN. phUlacandajI jaina 'sAraGga' the| zrI campAlAlajI karnAvaTa zrI kezarI kizorajI nalavAyA, zrI cAMdamalajI karNAvaTa zrI pArasamalajI prasUna, paM. ratanalAlajI saMghavI, zrI zAnticandrajI mehatA, zrI miTThAlAla jI murar3iyA, paM. zazikAnta jI jhA Adi vibhinna vidvAnoM ke sampAdakatva meM vikasita isa patrikA kA | disambara san 1967 se navambara san 1993 taka kuzala sampAdana hindI ke prasiddha sAhityakAra evaM jaina dharma ke vidvAn DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata ke hAthoM huaa| isa avadhi meM patrikA (zrImatI) zAntA jI bhAnAvata kA bhI sampAdana meM pUrNa sahayoga milaa| akTUbara 1994 se isa patrikA kA sampAdana acchI lokapriyatA pratiSThA milii| DaoN. DaoN. dharmacanda jaina, esozieTa prophesara, jayanArAyaNa vyAsa vizvavidyAlaya, jodhapura kara rahe haiN| jinavANI patrikA ke | pracAra-prasAra meM zrI daulatarUpacandajI bhaNDArI, zrI devarAjajI bhaNDArI kA yogadAna ullekhanIya rhaa| zrI motIlAlajI muthA satArA, zrI gularAja jI abbANI jodhapura, zrI kevalamalajI loDhA jayapura evaM zrI saradAracandajI bhaNDArI jodhapura ne bhI acchA sahayoga pradAna kiyaa| zAsana sevA samiti ke sadasya zrI vimalacanda DAgA, jayapura patrikA ke sucAru saMcAlana meM samarpita bhAva se sannaddha haiN| 1 prArambha meM yaha patrikA 24 evaM phira 32 pRSThoM meM prakAzita hotI thii| aba 80 pRSThoM meM prakAzita isa patrikA | meM pravacana, nibandha-vicAra, Agama-paricaya, kathA, kavitA, preraka-prasaMga Adi vividha racanAoM ke atirikta sAhitya-samIkSA, sampAdakIya evaM samAcAra stambha bhI niyamita rUpa se upalabdha rahate haiN| patrikA kI vartamAna meM stambha sadasyatA 11000/- rupaye, saMrakSaka sadasyatA 5000 rupaye, evaM AjIvana sadasyatA 500 rupaye hai| videza meM AjIvana sadasyatA 100 DAlara meM pradAna kI jAtI hai / (2) svAdhyAya zikSA kA prakAzana yaha dvaimAsika patrikA prAkRta, saMskRta evaM hindI bhASA meM prakAzita lekhoM ke mAdhyama svAdhyAyiyoM aura jijJAsuoM ke jJAnavardhana meM sahAyaka siddha huI hai| isa patrikA kA lakSya prAkRta evaM saMskRta bhASA kA abhyAsa bar3hAnA bhI hai / patrikA kA prArambha san 1986 meM zrI zrIcanda surAnA sarasa ke sampAdana meM huA tathA 1989 se isake sampAdana kA kArya DaoN. dharmacanda jaina ne samhAlA / isa patrikA ke aba taka 45 aMka prakAzita ho cuke haiM tathA 19 vAM aMka 'AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. smRti aMka' ke rUpa meM prakAzita huA hai, jisameM prAkRta, saMskRta evaM hindI lekhoM ke atirikta saMgha kI vibhinna saMsthAoM kA paricaya bhI diyA gayA hai| svAdhyAya - zikSA patrikA ne vidvadvarga evaM
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 840 -- | svAdhyAyI-varga meM lokapriyatA arjita kI hai| isakA 45 vAM aMka 'jainAgama-vizeSAGka' sarvatra samAdRta huA hai| (3) sAhitya prakAzana * AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA satsAhitya ke svAdhyAya para vizeSa | bala thA / satsAhitya manuSya kA saccA mArgadarzaka hotA hai / vaha manuSya ko bAharI cakAcauMdha, viSama vAsanAoM evaM | Asakti se dUra rakhakara samatA, zAnti evaM Atma bala kA saMcAra karatA hai| isI lakSya se samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala dvArA sAhitya kA prakAzana kiyA jAtA hai| maNDala dvArA prakAzita sAhitya meM pramukha - uttarAdhyayana sUtra (saMskRta chAyA, hindI - vivecana evaM padyAnuvAda | sahita)- tIna bhAga, dazavaikAlika sUtra (saMskRta chAyA, hindI - vivecana evaM padyAnuvAda sahita), aMtagaDadasA sUtra, AdhyAtmika Aloka, gajendra vyAkhyAna mAlA bhAga 1-7, upamiti bhavaprapaMca kathA, ahiMsA : vicAra aura vyavahAra, aparigraha : vicAra aura vyavahAra, jainAgama ke stoka ratna, jainadarzana Adhunika dRSTi, jaina AcArya caritAvalI, | samyagdarzana : zAstra aura vyavahAra, nirgrantha bhajanAvalI, ratnavaMza ke dharmAcArya, patha kI rukAvaTeM jaina tamila sAhitya aura tirukurala, paryuSaNa parvArAdhana, sakArAtmaka ahiMsA, vrata- pravacana saMgraha, hIrA pravacana - pIyUSa Adi / jaina dharma kA maulika | itihAsa ke cAroM bhAgoM kA bhI prakAzana aba maNDala dvArA kiyA jA rahA hai| samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala dvArA prakAzita sAhitya kI AjIvana sadasyatA rAzi mAtra 1000 rupaye hai| (4) jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna, jayapura kA saMcAlana jaina vidyA ke vidvAn taiyAra karane kI dRSTi | se yaha saMsthA samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke dvArA jayapura meM saMcAlita hai, jisameM AvAsa evaM bhojana kI niHzulka | vyavasthA hai tathA dhArmika va zAstrIya adhyayana ke sAtha vizvavidyAlaya evaM mahAvidyAlaya ke vyAvahArika zikSaNa kA bhI prAvadhAna hai| (vizeSa paricaya alaga se diyA gayA hai) (5) zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha kA saMcAlana santa satiyoM ke cAturmAsa se vaMcita kSetroM meM svAdhyAyI bhejakara paryuSaNa parvArAdhana karAne kA mahattvapUrNa kArya svAdhyAya saMgha dvArA saMcAlita kiyA jAtA hai / vibhinna prakAra ke ziviroM evaM pracAra-prasAra kAryakrama ke mAdhyama se svAdhyAya kI pravRtti ko protsAhita kiyA jAtA | hai| samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala kI yaha eka pramukha pravRtti hai| (vizeSa paricaya alaga se diyA gayA hai) - (6) AcArya zrI hastI - smRti-sammAna Adi tIna sammAna maNDala dvArA tIna prakAra ke sammAna prativarSa diye jAte haiM / (a) AcArya zrI hastI-smRti-sammAna - yaha vidvAnoM ko unakI zreSThakRti ke AdhAra para diyA jAtA hai / (ba) viziSTa svAdhyAyI sammAna- yaha sammAna prativarSa eka viziSTa svAdhyAyI ko diyA jAtA hai I (sa) yuvA pratibhA zodha - sAdhanA sevA sammAna yaha sammAna zodha, sAdhanA evaM sevA ke kSetra meM pratibhAzAlI yuvA | | ko pradAna kiyA jAtA hai| sammAna ke lie nAmoM kA cayana nirNAyaka maNDala dvArA kiyA jAtA hai| AcArya zrI hastI smRti sammAna ke mukhya nirNAyaka prophesara kalyANamala jI loDhA haiM / samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke vikAsa meM nyAyamUrti sva. zrI indranAtha jI modI, sva. zrI sirahamalajI bamba, | nyAyamUrti sva. zrI sohananAtha jI modI, sva. zrI zrIcandajI golechA, sva. zrI umarAvamalajI DhaDDA, zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata, zrI DI. Ara. mehatA, DaoN. sampatasiMha jI bhANDAvata, zrI mophatarAja jI muNota, sva. zrI sirahamalajI navalakhA, zrI
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________________ 841 IATTratam E- paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa ......_... kanakamalajI coraDiyA, zrI pUnamacandajI baDera, zrI candrarAjajI siMghavI, zrI TIkamacandajI hIrAvata, sva. zrI motIcandajI karNAvaTa sva. zrI sajjananAthajI modI, zrI caitanyamalajI DhaDDA, zrI cetanaprakAzajI DUMgaravAla, zrI sumerasiMha jI botharA, zrI vimalacandajI DAgA, zrI IzvaralAla jI lalavANI , zrI padamacandajI koThArI, zrI prakAzacandajI koThArI, zrI prakAzacanda jI DAgA Adi kI sevAe~ sadaiva ullekhanIya evaM prazaMsanIya haiN| . zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, por3oM kA coka, jodhapura AcAryapravara kA yaha dUradarzI cintana thA ki santa-satiyoM ke cAturmAsa se vaMcita kSetroM meM paryuSaNa ke ATha || dinoM meM dharmArAdhana karAne vAle aise svAdhyAyI taiyAra hoM jo sUtravAcana, pratikramaNa, pravacana yA bhajana-gAyana Adi meM niSNAta hone ke sAtha sAdhanAzIla jIvana jIte hoM / AcArya zrI ke isa cintana kA hI mUrta rUpa hai zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, jodhapura / saMvat 2002 meM samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke antargata svAdhyAyiyoM ko paryuSaNa meM || dharmArAdhana karAne hetu grAmAnugrAma bhejane kI pravRtti prArambha huI, jisameM sarvaprathama pA~ca sthAnoM para svAdhyAyiyoM ko bhejA gyaa| saMvat 2015 taka yaha pravRtti zaizavAvasthA meM calatI rhii| saMvat 2016 meM svAdhyAya pravRtti ko sudRDha rUpa se saMcAlita karane hetu zrI sthAnakavAsI jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, jodhapura kI sthApanA kI gii| svAdhyAya saMgha ke antargata paryuSaNa-sevA ke sAtha dhArmika zikSaNa-zivira, dhArmika pAThazAlA Adi ke kAryakrama bhI judd'e| svAdhyAya-saMgha ke unnayana meM zrI saradAracandajI bhaNDArI, zrI padamacandajI muNota, zrI prasannacandajI bAphanA, zrI | sampatarAjajI DosI kA saMyojaka ke rUpa meM tathA zrI caMcalamalajI coraDiyA evaM zrI aruNajI mehatA kA saciva ke rUpa meM mahattvapUrNa yogadAna rahA hai| vartamAna meM rikhabacandajI mehatA isake saciva evaM zrImatI suzIlAjI boharA saMyojaka haiN| svAdhyAya-saMgha kI pramukha pravRttiyA~ isa prakAra haiM - (1) paryaSNa sevA - deza evaM videza ke una kSetroM meM jahAM santa evaM mahAsatI vRnda kA cAturmAsa na ho, paryuSaNa kAla meM vahAM para dharmArAdhana hetu svAdhyAyiyoM ko bhejanA svAdhyAya-saMgha kI pramukha pravRtti hai| vartamAna meM isa saMgha meM 830 svAdhyAyI haiM jinameM se lagabhaga 400 svAdhyAyI prativarSa paryuSaNasevA pradAna kara rahe haiN| aneka svAdhyAyI aise bhI haiM jo vyAvahArika jagata meM nyAyAdhipati, sI.e., iMjIniyara, prophesara, prazAsanika adhikArI, eDavokeTa, udyogapati, vyApArI, vyAkhyAtA, adhyApaka Adi pratiSThita padoM para kAryarata haiN| deza ke vibhinna prAntoM ke sAtha videza meM bhI svAdhyAyI apanI sevAeM de rahe haiN| (2) svAdhyAya-prazikSaNa zivira - svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane evaM unameM jJAnavRddhi karane hetu svAdhyAya prazikSaNa ziviroM kA samaya-samaya para Ayojana kiyA jAtA hai| (3) sthAnIya zivira - pratyeka grAma evaM nagara meM svAdhyAya tathA sAmAyika kA zaMkhanAda karane evaM AdhyAtmika jAgRti utpanna karane hetu sthAnIya stara para dhArmika evaM naitika zikSaNa ziviroM kA Ayojana kiyA jAtA - - - (4) dhArmika pAThazAlA - bAlaka-bAlikAoM ko naitika evaM dhArmika dRSTi se susaMskArita karane ke uddezya se isa saMsthA dvArA akhila bhAratIya stara para dhArmika pAThazAlAoM kA saMcAlana muNota phAuNDezana mumbaI ke Arthika
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 842 saujanya se kiyA jAtA hai / (5) dhArmika pracAra-prasAra kAryakrama svAdhyAyiyoM se vyaktigata samparka kara jJAnavardhana evaM sadAcaraNa | kI preraNA pradAna karane tathA jana sAdhAraNa ko sAmAyika va svAdhyAya kI pravRtti se jor3ane ke liye samaya-samaya para pracAra-prasAra yAtrAoM kA Ayojana kiyA jAtA hai| yaha kAryakrama san 1987 se nirantara cala rahA hai / (6) svAdhyAyI parIkSA svAdhyAyiyoM dvArA arjita jJAna kA mUlyAMkana karane hetu SaDvargIya svAdhyAyI | parIkSAe~ varSa 1993 se vibhinna kendroM para Ayojita hotI thii| aba do varSoM se ye parIkSAe~ a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa borDa ke antargata prArambha kI gaI haiN| - svAdhyAya-saMgha ke dvArA patrAcAra pATha yojanA, Agama-ArAdhanA protsAhana yojanA evaM ardhamUlya para sAhitya-vitaraNa jaise kAryakrama bhI saMcAlita kie jAte haiM / maNDala se prakAzita 'svAdhyAya zikSA' patrikA svAdhyAya | saMgha ke lakSya ko hI pUrA karatI hai / svAdhyAya saMgha jodhapura kI samprati 5 zAkhAe~ haiM-- 1. savAImAdhopura - isa zAkhA kI sthApanA san 1974 meM huI / poravAla kSetrIya zAkhA savAI mAdhopura kA | deza meM mahatvapUrNa sthAna hai, jisameM lagabhaga 150 svAdhyAyI haiM / isa zAkhA ke saMyojaka kA kArya zrI rUpacandajI jaina bajariyA evaM zrI cauthamalajI jaina adhyApaka kuzalatApUrvaka vahana kiyaa| vartamAna meM zrI padamacandajI jaina isake saMyojaka haiM / 2. udayapura - mevAr3a kSetra ke svAdhyAyiyoM ko sakriya evaM saMgaThita banAne hetu san 1975 meM mevAr3a zAkhA | udayapura kA zubhArambha huaa| zrI phUlacandajI mehatA prArambha se hI isa sAkhA ke saMyojaka haiM tathA isa zAkhA meM lagabhaga 80 svAdhyAyI haiN| 3. alavara - pallIvAla kSetra ke svAdhyAyI pahale poravAla kSetra kI zAkhA savAI mAdhopura ke antargata | kriyAzIla the, kintu kAryAdhikya ko dekhate hue sitambara 1982 meM pallIvAla kSetrIya zAkhA kA zubhArambha alavara meM | vIrapitA zrI sUrajamala jI jaina ke saMyojakatva meM kiyA gyaa| isa zAkhA ke sakriya svAdhyAyI 32 haiM tathA vartamAna meM saMyojaka zrI chaganalAla jI jaina haiM / 4. jalagAMva - AcAryapravara ke san 1979 ke jalagAMva cAturmAsa meM 8 julAI 1979 ko mahArASTra jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, jalagAMva kI sthApanA huii| prArambha se hI isake saMyojaka zrI prakAzacandajI jaina haiN| isa zAkhA ke | sakriya svAdhyAyI lagabhaga 140 haiM / 5. jayapura - jayapura kSetra kI zAkhA kA prArambha san 1983 meM huA, jisameM abhI 45 svAdhyAyI haiM / isa zAkhA ke saMyojaka ke rUpa meM zrI kevalamala jI loDhA evaM zrI hIrAcandajI hIrAvata kI sevAe~ prazaMsanIya rahIM / vartamAna meM zrI rAjendra jI paTavA zAkhA ke saMyojaka haiN| I * zrI jaina ratna mAdhyamika vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha, jilA - jodhapura (rAja.) jodhapura jile ke pramukha dhArmika kSetra baDalU (vartamAna nAma bhopAlagar3ha) kI bhUmi urvarA rahI hai, jahA~ mahApratApI kriyoddhAraka AcAryapravara zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. ne kriyoddhAra kiyaa| vigata do sau varSoM se bhI adhika samaya se yaha (pAvana bhUmi ratnavaMza paramparA ke AcArya bhagavaMtoM ke prati pUrNata: samarpita rahI hai evaM ratnavaMza kI zrAvaka - paramparA meM va
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________________ 843 paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa caturvidha saMgha kI sevA meM yahA~ ke zrAvaka samudAya kA agragaNya yogadAna rahA hai| ___isI grAma meM 'zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya' rUpI kalpavRkSa kI sthApanA 15 janavarI 1929 ko huI jahA~ se | adyAvadhi sahasroM chAtroM ne zikSA va saMskAra prApta kara bhArata ke kone-kone meM apanA, apane gurujanoM va isa vidyAlaya | kA nAma ujjvala kiyA hai| vidyAlaya kA snAtaka honA hI apane Apa meM pramANa-patra bana gayA, aisI prabhAvI yahA~ kI zikSA va dRr3ha saMskAra rahe haiN| vidyAlaya zrI jaina ratna pauSadhazAlA bhavana meM saMcAlita hai, jisake liye 34000 varga gaja se bhI adhika | | jamIna bhopAlagar3ha ke zikSApremI mahAmahima mahArAjAdhirAja zrI kAnasiMha jI sAhiba dvArA pradAna kI gii| bhavana nirmANa meM udAramanA suzrAvaka zrI bhIkamacandajI vijayarAjajI sA kAMkariyA, zikSApremI krAntikArI vicAroM ke dhanI zrI rAjamalajI lakhIcaMdajI lalavAnI (jAmanera) kA pramukha yogadAna rhaa| vidyAlaya ke vikAsa meM sarvazrI sUrajarAjajI botharA, zrI kizanacandajI muthA, zrI jAlamacandajI bAphanA, zrI gajarAjajI ostavAla, zrI motIlAlajI muthA (satArA), zrI lAlacaMdajI muthA (gulejagar3ha), zrI jabaracaMdajI chAjer3a, zrI AnandarAjajI surANA (jodhapura), zrI indramalajI gelaDA (madrAsa), zrI indracandajI lalavANI (nAcaNakher3A), zrI vijayamalajI kumbhaTa (jodhapura), zrI ratanalAlajI nAhara (barelI), zrI ratanalAla jI botharA , zrI pArasamalajI bAphanA , zrI sAyaracandajI kAMkariyA, zrI suganacandajI kAMkariyA, zrI suganacandajI ostavAla, zrI rikhabarAjajI karNAvaTa, zrI anarAjajI botharA, zrI mUlacandajI bAphanA, zrI anarAjajI kAMkariyA, zrI kistUracandajI bAphanA Adi sujJa zrAvakagaNa kI mahanIya bhUmikA rahI hai| vartamAna meM vidyAlaya kA kuzala saMcAlana adhyakSa ke rUpa meM zrImAn sUrajarAjajI ostavAla saMbhAla rahe haiN| paNDita zrI bhIkamacandajI vidyAlaya ke prathama pradhAnAdhyApaka the| tadanantara zrI sUryabhAnujI bhAskara, zrI ratanalAla jI saMghavI, zrI phUlacandajI jaina sAraMga, zrI candra IzvaradattajI zAstrI, zrI kezarIkizorajI nalavAyA, zrI vizvaprakAzajI baTuka, zrI dezanAthajI relA, zrI cAMdamalajI karNAvaTa, zrI pArasamalajI prasUna Adi kI sevAeM sarAhanIya rhiiN| vartamAna meM zrI rANIdAnajI bhAkara ke pradhAnAdhyApakatva meM vidyAlaya agrasara hai| __ vidyAlaya meM zikSA ke sAtha saMskAra, sAhitya va dharma kA samucita jJAna chAtroM ko prApta hotA rahA hai| yahA~ ke chAtra zikSA ke sAtha sadA sAhityika evaM sAmAjika gatividhiyoM se jur3e rahe haiN| vyAvahArika zikSA ke sAtha sAtha pAtharDI borDa se dhArmika parIkSAoM va hindI sAhitya sammelana, prayAga se hindI kI parIkSAoM ke Ayojana kI | vidyAlaya meM sadA vyavasthA rahI hai| vidyAlaya samprati mAdhyamika vidyAlaya ke rUpa meM gatimAna hai| bAhara ke chAtroM ke AvAsa va bhojana kI | vyavasthA hetu 'jaina ratna chAtrAvAsa' vidyAlaya ke eka aMga ke rUpa meM saMcAlita hai| vidyAlaya kA parIkSA pariNAma lagabhaga zata pratizata rahatA hai| yahA~ ke kaI snAtakoM ne ucca zikSA meM sarvocca sthAna prApta kara vidyAlaya kA mAna bar3hAyA hai| sAMskRtika gatividhiyoM meM pAraMgata yahA~ ke kaI snAtaka saMgha ke kAryakartAoM va svAdhyAyI zrAvakoM ke rUpa meM samAja kI mahanIya sevA kara rahe haiN| vidyAlaya parivAra ratnavaMza paramparA ke zrAvakoM dvArA saMcAlita vibhinna saMsthAoM se sadA abhinna rUpa se jur3A rahA hai| isI prAMgaNa meM AcArya bhagavanta zrI ratnacaMdajI ma.sA. kI zatAbdI manAI gii| usa avasara para 'samyag jJAna pracAraka maNDala' kI sthApanA huii| jaina jagata kI agragaNya patrikA 'jinavANI' kA vidyAlaya saMsthApaka hai va kaI varSoM taka isakA saMcAlana yahIM se hotA rahA, grAmya kSetra meM prakAzana saMbaMdhI asuvidhAoM ke maddenajara ise jodhapura va phira
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________________ - - - - namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 844 jayapura sthAnAntarita kara diyA gyaa| svAdhyAya saMgha ke sthApanA-kAla se hI sarvaprathama svAdhyAyI banane vAloM meM yahA~ / / ke snAtaka zrI rikhabarAjajI karnAvaTa haiM to saMgha-saMrakSaka mAnanIya zrI cAMdamalajI sA karnAvaTa saMgha ke vartamAna adhyakSa ! zrI ratanalAlajI bAphanA , ratnavaMzIya zAsanasevA samiti ke sadasya zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA, zrI prasannacaMda jI bAphanA || Adi isI vidyAlaya ke gauravazAlI snAtaka haiN| . zrI jaina siddhAnta zikSaNa saMsthAna, mahAvIra udyAna patha, bajAja nagara, jayapura saMskRta, prAkRta , darzana va nyAya ke jJAtA jaina dharma-darzana ke marmajJa vidvAnoM kI kamI dUra karane ke mahAn lakSya ! se samyagjJAna pracAraka maMDala ke antargata, jayapura meM 16 navambara 1973 ko isa saMsthAna kI sthApanA kI gaI evaM isake adhiSThAtA pada kA mahanIya dAyitva jaina dharma evaM darzana ke labdhapratiSTha vidvAn zrI kanhaiyAlAlajI loDhA ko sauMpA gyaa| yaha eka AvAsIya zikSaNa saMsthAna hai, jahA~ pratibhAzAlI chAtroM ke liye jainadharma, darzana, prAkRta va saMskRta bhASA ke adhyayana, AvAsa va bhojana kI samIcIna vyavasthA hai, sAtha hI chAtroM kA bhaviSya surakSita rahe, isa hetu ve rAjasthAna vizvavidyAlaya kI snAtaka evaM snAtakottara parIkSAe~ uttIrNa kara sakeM, aisA prAvadhAna hai| saMsthAna meM aba taka 90 chAtroM ne praveza liyA hai jinameM se 50 chAtroM ne dhArmika-zikSaNa meM vizeSa yogyatA arjita kI hai| vartamAna meM saMsthAna meM 11 chAtra adhyayanarata haiN| saMsthAna ke chAtra ahamadanagara pAtharDI kI vizArada se AcArya taka dhArmika parIkSAe~ tathA samatA bhavana, bIkAnera kI parIkSAe~ acche aMkoM se uttIrNa karate rahe haiN| aba saMsthAna kA apanA pAThyakrama hai| yahA~ chAtroM kI dinacaryA evaM anuzAsana para pUrA dhyAna diyA jAtA hai| saMsthAna kA prArambha rAmalalAjI ke rAste sthita bar3I guvAr3I meM huA thA, jo san 1977 meM bajAjanagara meM a.bhA. zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke pUrva adhyakSa zrI lAbhacandajI loDhA ke dvArA apane laghu bhrAtA zrI vijayamalajI loDhA kI smRti meM nirmita bhavana (sAdhanA-bhavana) meM sthAnAntarita ho gyaa| saMsthAna ke pratibhAzAlI snAtakoM meM DaoN. dharmacanda jaina (samprati esoziyeTa prophesara-saMskRta vibhAga, jayanArAyaNa vyAsa vizvavidyAlaya, jodhapura), zrI gautamacanda jaina (jilA rasada adhikArI), zrI jambUkumAra jaina (lekhAkAra rAjasthAna | sarakAra), zrI pArasamala caudharI (sI.e), zrI dharmendra kumAra jaina (vyAkhyAtA), zrI azoka kumAra jaina (zrama nirIkSaka), zrI azoka kumAra jaina (nijI sahAyaka), zrI pavanakumAra jaina (ArapI.esa.), zrI suzIla kumAra jaina (vyAkhyAtA), zrI hemanta kumAra jaina (vyAkhyAtA) Adi pramukha haiN| yahA~ se nikale kaI chAtra sI.e. haiM / saMsthAna ke vikAsa meM udAramanA suzrAvaka zrI indaracandajI hIrAvata, prakhara cintaka zrI zrIcandajI golechA, saMgha-saMrakSaka zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata, zrI TIkamacandajI hIrAvata, mAnanIya zrI DI.Ara. mehatA sA. kA viziSTa sahayoga va mArgadarzana rahA hai| vartamAna meM variSTha svAdhyAyI zrImatI zAntA jI modI kA mArgadarzana prApta hai| zrI jambU kumAra jI jaina evaM zrI suzIla kumAra jI jaina apanI adhyApana sevAeM de rahe haiN| . zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAya vidyApITha, bhIkamacanda nagara, piMprAlA rADa jalagA~va ___ samrAT samprati ne deza-videza meM jina-dharma ke pracAra-prasAra hetu apane vipula vaibhava kA upayoga kara jina zAsana kI mahatI prabhAvanA kii| yugamanISI itihAsa mArtaNDa parama pUjya AcAryapravara pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke jalagAMva varSAvAsa meM yaha itihAsa bodha prApta kara karmazIla janapriya rAjanetA evaM udAramanA zrImanta zreSThivarya zrI
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 845 sureza dAdA jaina ke mana meM eka taraMga uThI- mujhe parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta jaise guru mile, maiM bhI koI aitihAsika kArya kara jina zAsana kI sevA karUM / AcArya bhagavanta ke prati pUrNa samarpita ananya gurubhakta isa jujhArU vyaktitva ke saMkalpa kA hI pariNAma thA - 25 akTUbara 1979 ko isa vidyApITha kI sthApanA / vidyApITha kI sthApanA ke mukhya uddezya the1. jainadharma-darzana ke vidvAn taiyAra krnaa| 2. dhArmika pAThazAlAoM ke saMcAlana va dharma-pracArArtha sevA dene vAle adhyApaka taiyAra krnaa| 3. paryuSaNa parvArAdhana karAne vAle suyogya svAdhyAyI taiyAra krnaa| vidyApITha meM isa samaya do yojanAoM ke mAdhyama se prazikSaNa diyA jAtA hai| (1) nyUnatama dasavIM uttIrNa chAtroM ko 4 varSa taka vidyApITha meM rakhakara dhArmika adhyayana kI vyavasthA hai| adhyetA chAtroM ke liye bhojana evaM AvAsa kI ni:zulka vyavasthA ke sAtha hI mAhavAra chAtravRtti bhI pradAna kI jAtI hai| adhyayana pUrNa karane ke pazcAt samAja sevA meM sarvisa kI gAraNTI bhI pradAna kI jAtI hai| (2) aMzakAlika dhArmika adhyayana ke icchuka chAtroM ko kakSA sAta se praveza diyA jAtA hai| ina chAtroM ke liye niyamita zaikSaNika adhyayana ke sAtha pratidina 2 ghaNTe dhArmika zikSaNa Avazyaka hai| vidyApITha meM adhyetA chAtroM ke liye donoM samaya prArthanA, dainika sAmAyika evaM sAptAhika va pAkSika pratikramaNa karanA Avazyaka hai, rAtri bhojana evaM jamIkanda kA upayoga niSiddha hai| prati ravivAra jalagAMva meM virAjita santa-satI vRnda ke darzana karanA bhI chAtroM ke liye Avazyaka vyavasthA hai| vidyApITha ke mAdhyama se abhI taka 20vidvAn adhyApaka taiyAra ho cuke haiM, jo deza ke vibhinna bhAgoM meM samAja ko apanI sevAeM de rahe haiN| saMsthAna meM abhI 12 vidyArthI adhyayana kara rahe haiM / saMsthAna kA sampUrNa vyayabhAra sthApanA kAla se hI udAramanA zrImanta zrAvaka zrI sureza dAdA jaina dvArA hI vahana kiyA jA rahA hai| sudIrghakAla se zrI prakAzacandajI jaina isake prAcArya ke rUpa meM apanI mahanIya sevAeM de rahe haiN| . zrI sAgara jaina vidyAlaya, kizanagar3ha prAta: smaraNIya AcAryapravara pUjya zrI zobhAcandra jI ma.sA. ke suziSya dRr3ha AtmabalI prazAntAtmA zraddheya zrI sAgaramalajI ma.sA. ke 59 divasIya saMthArA kI smRti meM zrI sAgara jaina vidyAlaya, kizanagar3ha kI sthApanA huI, jo samprati ucca prAthamika vidyAlaya ke rUpa meM kAryarata hai| vidyAlaya meM lagabhaga 350 chAtra adhyayanarata haiN| zikSA ke sAtha saMskAroM ke bIjAropaNa hetu vidyAlaya meM pratidina navakAra maMtra ke paThana va prArthanA se hI zaikSaNika kArya prAraMbha hotA hai| * AcArya zrI vinayacandra jJAna bhaMDAra, lAlabhavana, caur3A rAstA, jayapura parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kI preraNA se vi.saM. 2016 meM lAlabhavana sthita purAtana hastalikhita graMthoM ko saMbhAla kara suvyavasthita kiyA gyaa| hastalikhita grantha evaM purAtattva sAmagrI jaina itihAsa kI eka anamola thAtI va pIDhiyoM kI dharohara hai jise saMbhAlanA Avazyaka hai , isa punIta bhAvanA se pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke janma-divasa para jayapura ke zraddhAlu bhaktagaNa ne saMvat 2016 meM isa sAmagrI ko eka vyavasthita rUpa dete hue isa jJAna
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 846 bhaMDAra kI sthApanA kI evaM isakA nAmakaraNa ratnavaMza paramparA ke paMcama paTTadhara bahuzruta Agamamahodadhi AcAryapravara pUjya zrI 1008 zrI vinayacaMdajI ma.sA. (jinakA sudIrgha avadhi taka jayapura sthiravAsa virAjanA rahA) kI smRti meM kiyA gyaa| suzrAvaka zrI sohanamalajI koThArI ne apanI ni:svArtha mahanIya sevAeM dekara jJAna-bhaNDAra ko vyavasthita | karane meM apratima yogadAna kiyaa| unake svargastha hone ke pazcAt zrI zrIcandajI golechA evaM tadanantara zrI nathamalajI || hIrAvata isakI vyavasthA dekhate rahe haiN| zrI bAbUlAlajI jaina vartamAna meM isake vyavasthApaka haiN| ____ bhaMDAra meM isa samaya lagabhaga 25000 graMthoM kA vizAla saMgraha hai| ye graMtha 12 vIM zatI se lekara 19 vIM zatI | ke kAlakhaNDa ko apane meM sameTe hue haiN| inameM kucha tAr3apatra, bhojapatra va sacitra graMtha bhI haiM, jo apanA vizeSa mahattva rakhate haiN| vyaktigata saMgrahoM se prApta granthoM se bhaNDAra kI samRddhi hotI rhii| bhaMDAra ke saMgrahAlaya ke mukhya tIna vibhAga haiM 1- hastalikhita granthAgAra 2- alabhya citrAvalI 3- durlabha prakAzita grantha isa jJAna bhaNDAra meM vibhinna dharma-darzana, itihAsa, saMskRti Adi se sambaddha lagabhaga 8500 prakAzita pustakeM upalabdha haiM , jinake adhyayana kA lAbha vizvavidyAlaya ke zodhArthI chAtra bhI lete rahate haiN| jayapura zahara meM yaha apane ApameM viziSTa pustakAlaya hai| isa jJAnabhaNDAra ke nidezaka DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata ke nirdezana meM sUcIpatra kA prakAzana bhI huA hai| * AcArya zrI zobhAcandra jJAna bhaNDAra , jodhapura jodhapura ke ghor3oM kA cauka sthita isa jJAna bhaNDAra meM hastalikhita granthoM , pANDulipiyoM evaM puTThoM kA acchA saMgraha hai| isakA kArya zrI kaMvararAja jI mehatA dekha rahe haiN| * zrI jaina ratna pustakAlaya, siMha pola, jodhapura isakI sthApanA vi.sa. 1990 ASADha kRSNA tRtIyA ko kI gii| yaha pustakAlaya siMhapola sthAnaka meM saMcAlita hai| pustakAlaya kA siMhapola sthita bhavana riyA~ vAle seTha zrI ghanazyAmadAsa jI kI dharmapatnI suzrAvikA zrImatI mohanakaMvarajI dvArA banavA kara bheMTa kiyA gyaa| isa pustakAlaya kI sthApanA ke uddezya nimnAMkita rahe(1) jJAna-vRddhi hetu Agama-sAhitya evaM vibhinna upayogI graMtha upalabdha krvaanaa| (2) jaina dharma va darzana kI pustakoM kA saMgraha karanA tathA samAja meM jaina dharma ke adhyayana ke prati ruci bar3hAne kA prayAsa krnaa| (3) sAmayika upayogI sAhitya kA nirmANa evaM prakAzana krnaa| pustakAlaya meM Agama evaM unakI TIkAoM ke atirikta nyAya, vyAkaraNa, kAvya , alaMkArazAstra, nATaka, caritra, stotra, dhArmika-kathAnaka, purANa Adi se sambaddha sAhitya upalabdha hai| prAcIna ucca starIya grantha isa pustakAlaya kI nidhi haiN| pustakAlaya ke saMcAlana meM suzrAvaka zrI rikhabacandajI siMghavI kI ullekhanIya sevAe~ sudIrghakAla taka
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________________ . - [paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa | prApta huI / vartamAna meM zrI sohanalAlajI saMkalecA isakA kArya dekha rahe haiN| * zrI jaina ratna pustakAlaya, ghoDoM kA cauka, jodhapura ghoDoM kA cauka sthita zrI jaina ratna pustakAlaya kA zubhArambha saMvat 2002 meM huA thA / yaha pustakAlaya bahuta hI samRddha evaM sevA meM samarpita hai| santa-satiyoM evaM jijJAsuoM ke liye yaha niyamita rUpa se khulA rahatA hai| pustakAlaya meM lagabhaga 25000 pustakeM haiM jinameM Agama, TIkAeM, pravacana sAhitya ke sAtha jaina dharma-darzana viSayaka sabhI sampradAyoM ke vividha grantha upalabdha haiM tathA nayA sAhitya bhI AtA rahatA hai| jaina samAja kI pramukha patra-patrikAeM yahA~ niyamita rUpa se AtI haiN| pustakAlaya kA kArya prArambha se hI variSTha svAdhyAyI zrI saradAracandajI bhaNDArI sampUrNa niSThA, kartavyaparAyaNatA evaM sevAbhAva se dekha rahe haiN| vyApAra se nivRtti lene ke pazcAt Apa prAta: 10 baje se aparAhna 4 baje taka pustakAlaya ko hI apanA samaya dete haiN| yaha pustakAlaya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha , jodhapura dvArA saMcAlita hai| hiNDauna , gaMgApura, savAI mAdhopura, bajariyA, pIpAr3a siTI, pAlI mAravAr3a, kheralI, nadabaI, bhopAlagaDha, nAgaura, kizanagar3ha, ajamera, pAvaTA jodhapura Adi sthAnoM para bhI saMgha meM pustakAlaya cala rahe haiM, jinakI sthAnIya zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM evaM cAturmAsa va zeSakAla meM virAjita santa-satiyoM ke lie mahatI upayogitA hai| * jaina itihAsa samiti, lAla bhavana, caur3A rAstA, jayapura yugamanISI, itihAsa mArtaNDa, parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke vi.saM. 2022 ke bAlotarA cAturmAsa ke avasara para san 1966 meM jaina itihAsa-granthoM ke prAmANika praNayana hetu isa samiti kA nimna uddezyoM ko lekara gaThana kiyA gayA : (1) prArambhika kAla se lekara adyatana jaina-paramparA ke prAmANika itihAsa kA lekhana evaM prakAzana (ii) purAtana aitihAsika sAmagrI kA saMkalana (i) ajJAta evaM saMdigdha aitihAsika vRtttoM kA anveSaNa evaM prakAzana / samiti kA paMjIkaraNa rAjasthAna sarakAra ke rAjasthAna saMsthA paMjIkaraNa adhiniyama 1958 ke antargata san 1974 meM huaa| gyAraha sadasyIya kAryakAriNI ke adhyakSa zrI indranAthajI modI, maMtrI zrI sohanamala jI koThArI, sahamaMtrI zrI sirahamalajI bamba evaM koSAdhyakSa zrI pUnamacandajI baDera the| zrI zrIcandajI golechA evaM zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata ke mArgadarzana meM yaha samiti sucAru rUpeNa kArya karatI rahI hai| zrI indaracandajI hIrAvata ke dehAvasAna ke anantara zrI pArasacandajI hIrAvata samiti ke adhyakSa bane evaM maMtrI pada kA dAyitva zrI candrarAjajI siMghavI ne smhaalaa| samiti dvArA aba taka nimnAGkita granthoM kA prakAzana kiyA jA cukA hai(i) jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa bhAga 1 (ii) jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa bhAga 2 (ii) jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa bhAga 3
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM (iv) jaina dharma kA maulika itihAsa bhAga 4 (4) jaina AcArya caritAvalI (vi) aitihAsika kAla ke tIna tIrthaMkara / zrI mahAvIra jaina ratna granthAlaya, jalagA~va jaina dharma-darzana ke vidyArthiyoM ko sabhI sambandhita pustakeM eka hI sthAna para upalabdha karAne ke uddezya se 30 | navambara 1982 ko AcArya zrI kI satpreraNA se isa granthAlaya kI sthApanA kI gaI jisameM jaina dharma va sAhitya sambandhI karIba 2000 pustakeM saMgRhIta hai, isakA upayoga adhikAMzatayA sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke dvArA kiyA jAtA hai| yaha granthAlaya ratanalAla sI bAphanA jaina svAdhyAya bhavana meM cAlU hai| isakA sampUrNa kharca samAja ratna zrI sureza kumAra jI jaina dvArA vahana kiyA jAtA hai| * zrI akhila bhAratIya jaina vidvat pariSad, sI-235e, dayAnanda mArga, tilakanagara, jayapura ___ AcAryapravara ke indaura cAturmAsa meM 12 navambara 1978 ko 'zrI akhila bhAratIya jaina vidvat pariSada' kI sthApanA huI, jisake uddezya nimna prakAra the 1. akhila bhAratIya stara para purAnI evaM naI pIDhI ke jaina vidvAnoM ko saMgaThita krnaa| 2. jaina vidyA ke adhyayana, adhyApana, anusandhAna, saMrakSaNa-saMvardhana, lekhana-prakAzana, pracAra-prasAra Adi meM sahayoga denaa| ___ 3. jaina vidyA meM saMlagna vidvAnoM, zrImantoM, kAryakartAoM evaM saMsthAoM meM pArasparika samparka evaM sAmaMjasya sthApita krnaa| 4. jaina vidyA meM nirata vidvAnoM evaM saMsthAoM ke hitoM kI rakSA karanA evaM unheM yathAzakya sahayoga denaa| 5. jaina dharma-darzana, itihAsa ke sambandha meM pracalita bhrAntiyoM kA nirAkaraNa krnaa| 6. anya aise kArya karanA jo isa pariSad ke ukta uddezyoM kI sampUrti meM sahAyaka hoN| isa pariSad ke mAdhyama se mukhya rUpa se sthAnakavAsI paramparA ke vidvAnoM kA eka maMca ubharakara aayaa| pariSad ke dvArA deza ke vibhinna prAntoM meM aneka saMgoSThiyA~ AcArya zrI ke sAnnidhya meM Ayojita kI gii| ina goSThiyoM meM | sthAnakavAsI vidvAnoM ke atirikta anya jaina-jainetara vidvAnoM ko bhI Amantrita kiyA gyaa| pariSad ke sthApanA kAla se hI jinavANI ke mAnad sampAdaka DaoN. narendra jI bhAnAvata ne mahAmantrI kA dAyitva samhAlA aura ise vyApaka rUpa dete huye pariSad ke mAdhyama se vibhinna pravRttiyoM kA saMcAlana kiyA, yathA (1) saMgoSThiyoM kA Ayojana - pariSad ne san 1979 se san 1993 taka ajamera, indaura, jalagAMva, | madrAsa, rAyapura, jayapura, AbUparvata, kalakattA, bhopAlagaDha, pIpADazahara, kAnoDa kosANA, pAlI, jodhapura Adi sthAnoM para kula 20 saMgoSThiyA~ Ayojita kI, jinameM bAla saMskAra, yuvA pIDhI,samAja sevA, svAdhyAya, vRddhAvasthA jaina Agama, sAmAyika, patrakAritA, zrAvaka dharma, aparigraha, dharma, samatA-sAdhanA, karmasiddhAnta , jaina siddhAnta pracAra-prasAra, ahiMsA, paryAvaraNa Adi viSayoM para carcA kI gii| __(2) jJAna prasAra pustakamAlA (TrekTa yojanA) - 'kuA pyAse ke pAsa jAye' isa bhAvanA se jJAna prasAra )
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 849 | pustakamAlA ke antargata 101 rupaye meM 108 TrekTa pustakeM dene kI yojanA banAI gaI jo bahuta lokapriya huii| DaoN. bhAnAvata ke rahate isa yojanA meM vibhinna viSayoM para 87 TrekTa pustikAe~ prakAzita ho gaI thIM / (3) AcArya zrI ratnacandra smRti vyAkhyAnamAlA - isa vyAkhyAnamAlA ke antargata DaoN. indararAja baida, DaoN. mahendrasAgara pracaNDiyA, DaoN. dayAnanda bhArgava evaM DaoN. rAmacandra dvivedI ke vyAkhyAna hue / jaina divAkara vyAkhyAnamAlA meM. DaoN. vizvambharanAtha upAdhyAya, svAmI zrI AtmAnanda jI evaM DaoN. lakSmImalajI siMghavI ke vyAkhyAna hue aura agaracanda nAhaTA smRti vyAkhyAnamAlA meM eka hI vyAkhyAna DaoN. gaNezadatta tripAThI kA ho sakA / (4) jaina vidyA protsAhana chAtravRtti isa yojanA ke antargata deza ke vibhinna vizvavidyAlayoM meM ema. e. ke stara para aicchika rUpa meM jaina darzana viSaya lekara adhyayana karane vAle chAtra-chAtrAoM meM pratyeka ko 500 rupaye kI chAtravRtti dene kA prAvadhAna kiyA gyaa| (5) anya kArya - jaina dharma evaM darzana se sambaddha viSayoM para pariSad kI ora se nibandha pratiyogitA Ayojita kI gii| jaina darzana aura sAhitya para pI.eca.DI karane vAle yuvA zodha karmiyoM ko sammAnita kiyA gyaa| pariSad ne do sarvekSaNa kArya prArambha kie| - (1) jaina saMsthA sarvekSaNa aura (2) sthAnakavAsI jaina sAhitya srvekssnn| vartamAna meM pariSad ke adhyakSa zrI kanhaiyAlAla jI loDhA evaM mahAmaMtrI DaoN. saMjIva jI bhAnAvata haiM / zrI karnATaka jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, 61, nagaratha peTa, baiMgalora * parama zraddheya AcAryapravara pUjya zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. kA samagra jIvana sAmAyika - svAdhyAya kI | preraNA hetu samarpita rhaa| Apake dakSiNa pravAsa ke samaya karnATaka prAnta meM isa saMsthA kI sthApanA nimnAGkita uddezyoM | se huI - (1) samAja meM saMskAroM kA sRjana karanA (2) bAla- yuvA pIr3hI meM dharma kI vizuddha jAnakArI ke sAtha zraddhA jAgRta karanA (3) pUjya saMta-satIvRnda ke cAturmAsa lAbha se vaMcita kSetroM meM suyogya svAdhyAyI baMdhuoM ko bhejakara parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa sAdhanA sampanna karavAnA / samprati lagabhaga 50 kSetroM meM isa saMgha ke mAdhyama se svAdhyAyI baMdhu apanI sevAeM pradAna kara rahe haiN| saMgha ke mAdhyama se svAdhyAyiyoM ke jJAna-varddhana hetu mAha ke antima ravivAra ko svAdhyAyI saMgoSThI evaM varSa meM do bAra tIna divasIya svAdhyAyI ziviroM kA Ayojana kiyA jAtA hai| saMgha pustakAlaya ke saMcAlana evaM hindI tathA kannar3a bhASA meM satsAhitya prakAzana karate hue karnATaka prAnta meM dharma-pracAra ke mahAna kArya meM saMlagna hai / zrI madhyapradeza jaina svAdhyAya saMgha, mahAvIra bhavana, imalI bAjAra, iMdaura * parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta jahA~ bhI padhAre, sAmAyika- svAdhyAya kA bigula baja utthaa| Apake madhyapradeza meM vicaraNa ke samaya sAmAyika evaM svAdhyAya ke pracAra-prasAra ke pavitra uddezya se isa saMsthA kI sthApanA huii| saMsthA kI sthApanA ke nimnAGkita uddezya rahe 1- pUjya saMta-satIvRnda ke cAturmAsa lAbha se vaMcita kSetroM meM paryuSaNa parvArAdhana hetu svAdhyAyI sadasyoM ko bhejanA /
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________________ 850 namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 2- AdhyAtmika zikSaNa ziviroM kA Ayojana krnaa| 3- vibhinna kSetroM meM svAdhyAya zAlAoM kI sthApanA krnaa| 4- sAmAyika svAdhyAya kA pracAra-prasAra krnaa| saMgha ke mAdhyama se prativarSa 40-50 svAdhyAyI bandhu vibhinna grAma-nagaroM meM paryuSaNa -sevA kA lAbha le rahe haiN| sAtha hI saMgha dvArA prativarSa svAdhyAya prazikSaNa zivira kA Ayojana kiyA jAtA hai| vizeSa gaurava kI bAta yaha hai ki abhI taka saMgha ke mAdhyama se paryuSaNa parvAdhirAja kI ArAdhanA meM sevA dene vAle 8 svAdhyAyI bhAI - bahina jaina zramaNa-dIkSA aMgIkAra kara munivrata dhAraNa kara cuke haiN| * zrI mahAvIra jaina svAdhyAyazAlA, mahAvIra bhavana, imalI bAjAra , indaura bAlavaya meM dIkSita parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kA bAlaka -bAlikAoM ko susaMskArita karane para vizeSa jora | rhaa| ApazrI kI mAnyatA thI ki yahI vaha umra hai jisameM diye gaye saMskAra jIvana bhara amiTa rahate haiN| Apake indaura cAturmAsa kI ullekhanIya upalabdhi rahI - isa svAdhyAyazAlA kI sthaapnaa| isakA mukhya uddezya baccoM va yuvAoM meM dhArmika ruci jAgRta kara unheM susaMskRta banAnA hai| isa svAdhyAyazAlA meM vigata 22 varSoM se niyamita rUpa se prAta: 8 se 10-30 baje taka, aparAhna 3 se 4 baje taka va sAyaM 6.30 se 7.30 baje taka dhArmika adhyayana kA krama cAlU hai| aba taka saikar3oM chAtra-chAtrAe~ sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, thokar3oM, stotroM kA abhyAsa kara cuke haiN| aneka yuvA uttarAdhyayana , dazavaikAlika , antakRtAMga sUtra Adi AgamoM kA adhyayana kara cuke haiN| saMsthA dvArA vigata ATha varSoM se traimAsika grISmakAlIna dhArmika zikSaNa kA Ayojana kiyA jAtA hai| prati ravivAra sAmUhika sAmAyika-svAdhyAya evaM prArthanA kA kAryakrama anavarata cAlU hai| bAlaka-bAlikA hI nahIM, zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhI saMsthA se jur3e hue haiN| parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta kI preraNA se zrAvaka-zrAvikAgaNa dhulaNDI va raMgapaMcamI para vigata kaI varSoM se raMga na khela kara sAmUhika svAdhyAya evaM pAMca-pAMca sAmAyika kI ArAdhanA kara eka Adarza upasthita kara rahe haiN| dIpAvalI para AtizabAjI na karane vAle chAtroM ko puraskRta kara unheM hiMsA se virata karane kA prayAsa kiyA jA rahA hai| * zrI jaina ratna javAharalAla bAphanA kanyA ucca prAthamika vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha mahApratApI kriyoddhAraka jainAcArya parama pUjya 1008 zrI ratnacandrajI ma. sA. kI pAvana-smRti meM saMcAlita zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha ke kAryakartAoM ne vidyAlaya kI svarNa jayantI 15 janavarI 1979 ke avasara para kanyA pAThazAlA kI sthApanA ke dvArA bAlikAoM meM zikSA va saMskAra pradAna karane kA nirNaya liyaa| isa bhAvanA ko mUrta rUpa pradAna kiyA bhopAlagaDha ke hI mUla nivAsI ananya gurubhakta labdhapratiSTha suzrAvaka zrI javAharalAlajI bAphanA ke suputragaNa udAramanA zrI bhaMvaralAlajI, sajjanarAjajI, kalyANamalajI, anUpakumArajI bAphanA ne , jinhoMne apane dvArA saMcAlita zrI je. je. ceriTebala TrasTa indaura evaM jalagAMva ke mAdhyama se kanyA pAThazAlA hetu bhavana banavA kara samarpita kiyaa| yahI nahIM varan unake dvArA niyamita rUpa se isake saMcAlana hetu artha sahayoga pradAna kiyA jA rahA hai|
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________________ [paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa vartamAna meM yaha vidyAlaya ucca prAthamika vidyAlaya ke rUpa meM bAlikAoM ko zikSA pradAna kara rahA hai| samprati yaha vidyAlaya zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya parivAra ke eka aMga ke rUpa meM kAryarata hai tathA ise zikSA vibhAga, | rAjasthAna sarakAra se mAnyatA prApta hai| vidyAlaya meM 14 zikSaka kAryarata haiM tathA lagabhaga 225 chAtrAe~ adhyayana kara || 851 - - - 1. zrI kuzala jaina chAtrAvAsa, pAlo prathama, pAvaTA, jodhapura - ratnavaMza paramparA ke mUla puruSa pUjya zrI kuzalacandajI ma.sA. kI dvizatAbdI kA Ayojana kriyoddhAra bhUmi bhopAlagar3ha meM parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke pAvana sAnnidhya meM sampanna huaa| zrI jaina ratna vidyAlaya, bhopAlagar3ha ke chAtra Age adhyayana hetu AvAsa, bhojana evaM suyogya saMcAlaka kA kuzala saMrakSaNa prApta kara ucca zikSA va susaMskAroM se sampanna baneM, isa punIta lakSya se isa chAtrAvAsa ko prAraMbha karane | kA nirNaya isa pAvana prasaMga para liyA gyaa| saMsthAna ke TrasTIgaNa udAramanA samAjasevI zrI sAyaracandajI kAMkariyA, zrI ratanalAlajI bAphanA, zrI rikhabacaMdajI bAphanA, zrI bhaMvaralAlajI bAphanA, zrI mUlacaMdajI bAphanA evaM unake parijanoM ke sahayoga se saMsthApita | evaM saMcAlita isa chAtrAvAsa kA pAvaTA, jodhapura meM apanA vizAla bhavana hai, jahA~ 35 chAtra zikSaNarata haiN| chAtrAvAsa meM dasavIM kakSA uttIrNa chAtroM ko praveza diyA jAtA hai, chAtroM ke AvAsa va bhojana kI sundara vyavasthA hai, sAtha hI suyogya gRhapati kA saMrakSaNa bhI prApta hai| chAtrAvAsa meM rahane vAle sabhI chAtroM ke lie dainika prArthanA, pratidina sAmAyika evaM prati saptAha saMta-satI darzana anivArya hai| . zrI mahAvIra jaina pAThazAlA yojanA, jalagA~va jalagAMva jile ke gAMvoM meM baccoM meM dhArmika saMskAroM kA bIjAropaNa karane ke uddezya se dhArmika pAThazAlAoM ke saMcAlana kA kArya AcAryapravara ke rAyacUra cAturmAsa meM zrI mAnamala jI lalavANI kI mauna sAdhanA ke upalakSya meM unake suputra zrI IzvaralAlajI lalavANI dvArA prArambha kiyA gayA, jo nirantara pragatizIla hai| aba taka isa yojanA ke mAdhyama se karIba 2000 vidyArthI sAmAyika, pratikramaNa , paccIsa bola Adi ke jAnakAra bana cuke haiN| sabhI vidyArthiyoM kI varSa meM eka bAra parIkSakoM kI upasthiti meM eka hI dina eka hI samaya parIkSA Ayojita kI jAtI hai| uttIrNa parIkSArthiyoM ko puraskAra pradAna kiye jAte haiN| pratyeka pAThazAlA kA pratimAha nirIkSaNa karane hetu zrI hIrAlAla jI maMDalecA ko niyukta kiyA huA hai| yojanA kA sampUrNa kharca mai. rAjamala lakhIcanda dvArA vahana kiyA jAtA hai| (A) sAdhanA-ArAdhanA hetu gaThita saMsthAe~ ____ AcArya bhagavanta samyak jJAna ke sAtha samyak kriyA para vizeSa rUpa se bala dete the, ata: sAmAyika-sAdhanA kA usa mahApuruSa kA AhvAna AbAla-vRddha sabako AkarSita karatA thaa| hajAroM hajAra bhakta nitya prati sAmAyika sAdhanA se jur3e / gAMva gAMva, nagara nagara aura mahAnagaroM meM "kara lo sAmAyika ro sAdhana, jIvana unnata hovelA" kI gUMja jihvA taka hI nahIM vyavahAra meM parilakSita huii| zrAvaka aura sAdhu ke bIca sAdhaka eka kar3I ke rUpa meM raheM, AcArya bhagavanta ke isa cintana ko sAdhanA vibhAga dvArA taiyAra sAdhakoM se pUrA karane kA prayAsa huaa| dayA-saMvara, upavAsa-pauSadha kI pravRtti gAMva-gAMva aura ghara-ghara meM jAgRta ho, sAtha hI AyaMbila ArAdhanA kendra caleM, AcArya -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 852 bhagavanta kI isa preraNA se sAdhaka zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA manobala bddh'aa| sAdhanA-ArAdhanA meM gaThita saMsthAoM kA saMkSipta vivaraNa isa prakAra hai. akhila bhAratIya sAmAyika saMgha, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura AcAryapravara kA sAmAyika-sAdhanA para bahuta bala thaa| Apa pharamAte the ki sAmAyika-sAdhanA jIvana ke unnayana kA mUla AdhAra hai| ghara-ghara meM isakA pracAra honA caahie| Apake pravacanoM se prabhAvita hokara sujJa zrAvakoM ne saMvat 2016 meM akhila bhAratIya sAmAyika saMgha kI sthApanA kii| prArambha meM isakA kArya zrI cunnIlAla jI lalavANI ne dekhA tathA bAda meM kaI varSoM taka zrI rAjendra jI paTavA ne isakA saMcAlana kiyaa| samprati isake saMyojaka zrI navaratanamala jI DosI haiN| sAmAyika saMgha ke pramukha kArya haiM 1. adhika se adhika sAmAyika sAdhaka taiyAra krnaa| 2. sadasyoM ko sAmAyika sAdhanA hetu prerita krnaa| 3. pustakAlaya evaM vAcanAlaya kholnaa| 4. sAhitya evaM sAmAyika ke upakaraNa vitarita krnaa| sAmAyika saMgha ke sadasyoM kI tIna zreNiyAM rakhI gaI 1. naiSThika sadasya- dharmasthAna meM pratidina sAmAyika sAdhanA karane vaale| 2. sAdhAraNa sadasya - mAha meM kama se kama cAra dina dharmasthAna meM sAmAyika-sAdhanA karane vaale| 3. premI sadasya - pratidina 20 minaTa dhArmika pustakoM kA svAdhyAya karane vaale| sAmAyika saMgha ke sadasya sapta kuvyasana ke tyAgI hone ke sAtha naitika jIvana jIte haiN| unakI jIvana zailI | ahiMsaka hotI hai tathA kurItiyoM ko protsAhita nahIM krte| sAdhanA-vibhAga, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura sAdhanA kI gatividhiyoM ko protsAhita karane hetu sAdhanA - vibhAga kA prArambha huA, jisakA saMcAlana sAdhanAniSTha zrAvaka pro. cAMdamala jI karNAvaTa, udayapura ne kiyA tathA aba zrI sampatarAjajI DosI, jodhapura isakA kArya dekha rahe haiM |is vibhAga ke dvArA sAdhanA-ziviroM kA Ayojana kiyA jAtA hai evaM sAdhanA kI ora gatizIla banane ke liye zrAvakoM ko prerita va protsAhita kiyA jAtA hai| (i) saMgha-unnayana hetu gaThita saMsthAe~ AcAryapravara sampradAyavAda se pare the, kintu sampradAya ko saMghahita meM sahAyaka mAnate the| sampradAya kI gaurava garimA nirantara vikasita ho, etadartha akhila bhAratIya stara para zrAvaka saMgha, zrAvikA-maNDala aura yuvaka pariSad kA gaThana kiyA gyaa| ina saMsthAoM kA saMgaThana saMgha-unnayana kI dRSTi se mahattvapUrNa hai, jinakA saMkSipta paricaya isa prakAra * akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha, ghoDoM kA cauka, jodhapura, dUrabhASa 0291-636763 ratnavaMzIya zrAvakoM ne nirmala saMyama-sAdhaka, dRDha pratijJa, paramparA ke mUlapuruSa, pUjya zrI kuzalacandrajI ma.sA. se
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________________ [paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 853 lekara pratipala smaraNIya paramArAdhya mahAmahima AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA.ke zAsanakAla taka sva-prerita saMgha vyavasthA kA gaurava banAe rkhaa| AcArya bhagavanta saMgha ko pramukhatA dene vAle yuga puruSa rhe| usa mahApuruSa kI saMgha ke prati aTUTa AsthA dekhakara zrAvakoM ke mana meM saMgha-vyavasthA ko aura adhika sakriya, sakSama aura saMgaThita banAne kI bhAvanA jagI aura vikrama saMvat 2032 meM byAvara (rAjasthAna) meM akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kI aupacArika rUpa se sthApanA kI gii| saMgha-sthApanA ke pazcAt saMgha-uddezyoM kI pUrti meM sAmUhika uttaradAyitva kI bhAvanA se saMgha-sadasya isakI pravRttiyoM ke poSaNa aura kAryakramoM ke kriyAnvayana meM satata sakriya haiN| saMgha ke pramukha uddezyoM meM zraddhA va viveka ke sAtha jJAna-darzana-cAritra kA rakSaNa evaM vRddhi karanA, adhyAtmapremI bandhuoM kI vAtsalya bhAva se sevA va sahAyatA karanA, tyAgAnurAgI - vairAgI bhAI-bahinoM ko sahayogapUrvaka Age bar3hAnA, caturvidha saMgha kI sAra-saMbhAla evaM sahayoga karanA , caturvidha saMgha kI zikSA-dIkSA kI vyavasthA karanA, saMgha meM saMcAlita naitika va AdhyAtmika pravRttiyoM ko bar3hAvA denA, mahApuruSoM ke janma-dIkSA-puNya tithi evaM viziSTa prasaMgoM ko sAdhanApUrvaka manAnA, sAmAjika kurItiyoM ke unmUlana evaM samAja-sudhAra ke lie Avazyaka kArya karanA, sAmAyika-svAdhyAya kA pracAra-prasAra karanA, nirvyasanatA-zAkAhAra sadAcAramaya jIvana zailI kA pracAra-prasAra karanA, bhAratIya prAcya saMskRti evaM Agama-sAhitya kA rakSaNa, prakAzana evaM vikraya karanA, prAkRta - saMskRta Adi prAcIna bhASAoM ke adhyayana-adhyApana evaM anusaMdhAna kI vyavasthA karanA, adhyAtma-sAdhanA evaM ratnatraya ArAdhanA ke liye prazikSaNa kI vyavasthA karanA, sAdhaka - vyaktitva kA nirmANa karanA, hastalikhita granthoM, kalAtmaka kRtiyoM, purAtattva va aitihAsika vastuoM kA saMgraha karanA tathA unakI surakSA kA prabandha karanA, samyagjJAna-darzana-cAritra ke vikAsa hetu naitika va AdhyAtmika pAThazAlAoM, svAdhyAya kendroM, mahAvidyAlayoM evaM ucca adhyayana kendroM kI sthApanA karanA, mAnava-sevA, jIvadayA, samAja-sevA aura pAramArthika kArya karanA sammilita haiN| sAmAyika-svAdhyAya, sAdhanA aura sevA ke vividha sopAnoM ke sAtha saMgha meM jJAna-dhyAna, tyAga-tapa, sAdhanA-ArAdhanA ke kAryakrama suvyavasthita caleM tathA saMgha-sadasyoM meM paraspara prema-maitrI sahayoga kI bhAvanA aura AtmIyatA bar3he, isakA pUrA dhyAna rakhA jAtA hai| saMgha kI rIti-nIti kA nirdhAraNa saMgha-saMrakSaka evaM zAsana sevA samiti ke sadasya karate haiM jise kAryakAriNI aura sAdhAraNa sabhA ke anumodana ke pazcAt mUrta rUpa diyA jAtA hai| saMgha vyavasthA ke lie adhyakSa, kAryAdhyakSa , upAdhyakSa, mahAmaMtrI, atirikta mahAmaMtrI, koSAdhyakSa, saha-koSAdhyakSa , maMtrI, sahamaMtrI, kSetrIya pradhAna evaM kAryakAriNI sadasya deza bhara meM phaile saMgha-sadasyoM meM dharma ke saMskAra jagAne, jJAna-kriyA ke samanvaya ke sAtha unheM AdhyAtmika kSetra meM Age bar3hane ke lie prerita karate haiN| mahApuruSoM ke janma, dIkSA evaM puNya-prasaMgoM para sAdhanA-ArAdhanA ke sAmUhika kAryakramoM kI saphala kriyAnviti se sakala jaina samAja guru hastI ke sAmAyika svAdhyAya aura guru hIsa ke vyasana - tyAga sandezoM ko jIvana vyavahAra meM AtmasAt karane hetu agrasara haiN| sampradAya meM rahate hue sampradAyavAda kA poSaNa nahIM kiyA jAtA aura 'guru eka, sevA aneka' kI ukti jIvana - vyavahAra meM sAkAra karate hue saMgha samAjahitacintana meM sakriya hai| guNagrAhakatA ke dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa saMgha-sadasyoM kI vRtti meM kisI kI nindA - AlocanA kA bhAva nahIM hai| ata: ratnavaMzIya zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM kA varcasva sakala jaina samAja para hai| hamAre saMgha meM prakhara vaktA haiM, prabuddha cintaka haiM aura pratibhA kI kamI nahIM hai, ina saba vizeSatAoM ke kAraNa hamArA prabhAva sarva
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 854 vidita hai aura hameM isa para garva hai| saMgha kA pradhAna kAryAlaya ghoDoM kA cauka , jodhapura (rAjasthAna) meM hai| saMgha-vyavasthA kI dRSTi se pradhAna kAryAlaya deza bhara meM phaile gyAraha kSetrIya kAryAlayoM, ikattIsa zAkhA kAryAlayoM va vibhinna grAma nagaroM va mahAnagaroM meN| sthApita samparka sUtroM ke mAdhyama se kArya saMcAlita karatA hai| AcAryapravara , upAdhyAya pravara Adi saMta-satIvanda ke vicaraNa-vihAra, pravAsa, cAturmAsa, svAsthya-samAdhi evaM viziSTa AyojanoM kI jAnakArI samaya-samaya para saMgha kAryAlaya dvArA dI jAtI hai| saMgha dvArA samaya-samaya para kSetrIya evaM rASTrIya stara para sammelana Ayojita kie jAte haiM jisase saMgha kI ekatA-ekarUpatA puSTa hotI hai aura saMghahita meM sArthaka nirNaya bhI kiye jAte haiN| saMgha kI vibhinna pravRttiyoM ke saMcAlana ke lie vittIya AdhAra ke rUpa meM Ala iNDiyA zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha TrasTa cennaI, akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI saMgha pAramArthika TrasTa indaura, gajendra nidhi mumbaI , zrI gajendra phAuNDezana mumbaI evaM zrImatI zaradacandrikA mophatarAja muNota vAtsalya nidhi saMsthAoM kA sahayoga prApta hai| jJAna-darzana-cAritra kI unnati, saMgaThana va saMgha sadasyoM meM vAtsalya, sevA Adi lakSyoM se gaThita aneka saMsthAoM kA saMcAlana saMgha ke saMrakSaNa/antargata kiyA jA rahA hai| pramukha saMsthAoM kA paricaya isa adhyAya meM alaga se diyA gayA hai| ___ cunAva nahIM, cayana saMgha-saMcAlana kI mukhya vizeSatA rahI hai| saMgha-saMcAlana meM nyAyAdhipati zrI sohananAtha jI modI, zrI lAbhacandajI loDhA, zrI nathamalajI hIrAvata, DaoN. sampatasiMha jI bhAMDAvata, zrI mophatarAjajI muNota evaM zrI ratanalAlajI bAphanA ne adhyakSa pada ko sazobhita kiyA hai| kAryAdhyakSa ke rUpa meM DaoN. sampatasiMha jI bhANDAvata, shrii| ratanalAlajI bAphanA, zrI sAyaracandajI kAMkariyA va zrI kailAzacandajI hIrAvata ne apanI mahanIya bhUmikA kA nirvahana kiyA hai| saMgha mahAmaMtrI ke rUpa meM zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA , zrI mANakamalajI bhaNDArI, zrI kiror3ImalajI lor3hA, zrI jagadIzamalajI kumbhaTa zrI prasannacandajI bAphanA va zrI aruNa jI mehatA ne apanI viziSTa sevAe~ dI haiN| saMgha-saMrakSaka evaM zAsana sevA samiti ke sAtha vividha TrasToM ke TrasTIgaNa evaM saMgha kI sahayogI saMsthAoM ke adhyakSa, kAryAdhyakSa, saciva, saMyojaka Adi ke sahayoga se saMgha va saMgha kI sahayogI saMsthAoM kA sAmaMjasya to banA rahatA hI hai, sArthaka cintana se pravRttiyoM kA poSaNa aura kAryakramoM kA kriyAnvayana bhI saphala hotA hai| saMgha sadasyoM meM guru hastI ke sAmAyika - svAdhyAya aura guru hIrA ke vyasana-tyAga saMdeza kI amiTa chApa hai| saMgha-sadasyoM kA guru ke prati samarpaNa hai aura sevA meM yaha saMgha eka Adarza saMgha ke rUpa meM apanI pahacAna rakhatA hai, jisa para sadasyoM ko garva hai| * akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna zrAvikA maNDala, ghoDoM kA cauka, jodhapura ralavaMzIya zrAvakoM kI bhAMti saMgha-sevA meM zrAvikAoM kA mahatvapUrNa sthAna hai| zrAvikAe~ zraddhA-bhakti meM, tyAga-tapa meM aura sevA-dharma kI sAdhanA meM agraNI rahatI haiN| akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kI sahayogI saMsthA ke rUpa meM zrAvikA-maNDala kA punargaThana 24 sitambara 1994 ko sUryanagarI jodhapura meM kiyA gyaa| isase pUrva yaha bhagavAna mahAvIra zrAvikA samiti ke rUpa meM sakriya thii| ___zrAvikA-maNDala baccoM ko saMskArita karane ke sAtha pArivArika saMgharSa ghaTAne aura ApasI prema sthApita karane kA prayatna karatA hai| saMgha-sevA aura saMta-sevA ke sAtha jarUratamaMda bahinoM ko sahayoga karane meM evaM dhArmika kAryakrama ----------uae.w-namuser APKNEEMARRIEREKAARLPHABiuruPrasaraatmarMEMULNIR
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 855 Ayojita karane meM zrAvikA - maNDala kI ahaM bhUmikA hai| jJAnAbhyAsa meM maNDala kI sakriyatA se pAThyakramAnusAra | adhyayana evaM parIkSAoM ke saphala AyojanoM se zrAvikA maNDala kA kArya vistRta huA aura saMgha ne zikSaNa-vyavasthA ko akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa borDa ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara zrAvikA saMgha dvArA prArambha kie gae pAThyakrama ko apanAyA / svAdhyAya sevA, AyaMbila - ArAdhanA aura jIvadayA ke kSetra meM zrAvikA - maNDala kI tatparatA anukaraNIya hai / zrAvaka saMgha kI bhAMti zrAvikA - maNDala ke adhyakSa kA cunAva tIna varSa pazcAt hotA hai aura kAryAdhyakSa, upAdhyakSa, mahAsaciva, saciva, koSAdhyakSa sahita kAryakAriNI kA gaThana kiyA jAtA hai| zrAvikA - maNDala dezabhara meM | phailI zrAvikAoM ko sthAnIya zAkhAoM se saMyukta kara sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, prArthanA, svadharmI vAtsalya sevA aura samaya-samaya para zikSaNa-prazikSaNa ke zivira Ayojita kara akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ke | kAryoM meM sahayoga karatA hai / sAmAjika kurItiyoM ke nikandana meM zrAvikA - maNDala kI sakriyatA se ahiMsaka jIvana zailI kI ora bahinoM kA AkarSaNa bar3hA hai| bhrUNa hatyA jaise jaghanya aura nindanIya kArya kI rokathAma meM zrAvikA - maNDala kA vizeSa yogadAna hai| vartamAna meM zrAvikA-maNDala kA mukhyAlaya ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM sthita hai aura maNDala ke tattvAvadhAna meM | lagabhaga 40 zAkhAe~ aura 20 samparka sUtra kAryarata haiN| adhyakSa ke rUpa meM DaoN. suSamA jI siMghavI ke bAda se zrImatI vimalA jI mehatA apanI sevAe~ de rahI haiM / zrAvikA maNDala samaya-samaya para kAryakAriNI baiThaka meM kAryakramoM kI rUparekhA nirdhArita karatA hai aura kAryakramoM ke kriyAnvayana meM saMgha va saMgha kI sahayogI saMsthAoM ke sAtha sAmaMjasya banAkara eka kar3I ke rUpa meM sevAe~ detA hai| akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna yuvaka pariSad, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura * yugamanISI AcArya zrI hastI yuvA zakti meM bhaviSya kI AzA rakhate the / jIvana ke saMdhyAkAla meM AcArya bhagavanta ne preraNA ke mAdhyama se yuvakoM ko saMgha - sevA, saMta sevA evaM svayaM ke jIvana-nirmANa kI dizA meM sakriya kiyaa| AcArya bhagavanta kI bhAvanA ko dhyAna meM rakhakara akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha ne 21 navambara 1991 ko jodhapura meM akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna yuvaka pariSad kI sthApanA kI / yuvaka pariSad apanI sthApanA se saMgaThita ikAI ke rUpa meM saMgha kI sahayogI saMsthA kA uttaradAyitva nirvahana kara rahI hai| baccoM evaM yuvakoM meM dhArmika- naitika-AdhyAtmika saMskAra sRjita karane, unheM nirvyasanI banAne, bhrAtRtva bhAvanA ke sAtha 'hama saba haiM bhAI-bhAI, hamameM nahIM ho judAI' kA Adarza sthApita karane, saMgha-sevA, saMta sevA aura svayaM ke jIvana-nirmANa meM Age Ane ke liye yuvakoM ko nirantara prerita karatI hai| sAmAyika svAdhyAya aura caturvidha saMgha kI sevA yuvaka pariSad ke mukhya uddezya haiN| inhIM uddezyoM kI pUrti hetu yuvaka pariSad apanI sthApanA se rASTrIya stara para caturvidha saMgha- sevA, sAmAyika - svAdhyAya, svadharmI vAtsalya evaM samAja-sevA, dhArmika-zikSaNa va naitika saMskAra jaise kAryakrama hAtha meM lekara unakI saphala kriyAnviti kI ora nirantara Age bar3ha rahI hai / - vyakti-vyakti kA jIvana Adarza aura preraNAdAyI bane, isa lakSya se sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, nirvyasanatA, tapa, saMyama, zikSA, khelakUda, samAja-sevA jaise kSetroM meM ullekhanIya kArya karane vAle yuvAratnoM ko prerita - protsAhita kara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 856 vyaktigata stara para kucha mAnadaNDoM ke sAtha evaM zAkhA stara para svastha spardhA hetu prativarSa vArSika adhivezana meM ullekhanIya kArya karane vAle yuvAratnoM ko aura sarvazreSTha zAkhA ko sammAnita kiyA jAtA hai| saMgha kI bhAMti yuvaka pariSad parAmarzadAtAoM se preraNA prApta kara rASTrIya stara, kSetrIya stara evaM sthAnIya stara para samaya-samaya para zivira-prazikSaNa kAryakrama Ayojita kara svAdhyAya senA ke liye svAdhyAyI taiyAra karatI hai| niyata samaya para kAryakAriNI evaM pratinidhi sabhAoM ke mAdhyama se kAryoM kI samIkSA aura bhAvI kAryakramoM kA nirdhAraNa kiyA jAtA hai| pratyeka tIna varSa ke kAryakAla ke pazcAt pariSad-adhyakSa kA cunAva kiyA jAtA hai| kAryakAriNI meM kAryAdhyakSa upAdhyakSa, mahAsaciva, saciva, koSAdhyakSa kAryakrama prabhArI, kSetrIya pradhAna ke sAtha kAryakAriNI sadasyoM kA manonayana kiyA jAtA hai| pariSad pUrva nidezakoM kI sevAe~ sthAyI Amantrita sadasyoM ke rUpa meM lekara unake anubhavoM se lAbha uThAne kA prayAsa karatI hai aura akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha kI chatrachAyA meM apane kAryakramoM kA kriyAnvayana karatI hai| saMgha-saMrakSaka maNDala ke saMyojaka , saMghAdhyakSa, saMgha kAryAdhyakSa, saMgha mahAmaMtrI, samyagjJAna pracAraka maNDala ke adhyakSa, kAryAdhyakSa, maMtrI, svAdhyAya saMgha ke saMyojaka, saciva va zrAvikA maNDala ke adhyakSa, kAryAdhyakSa mahAsaciva jaise padAdhikAriyoM ke mArgadarzana evaM preraNA se yuvaka pariSad apane uddezyoM kI pUrti meM sakriya bhUmikA nibhAtI A rahI hai| yuvaka pariSad adhyakSa ke rUpa meM zrI amitAbha jI hIrAvata, zrI AnandajI caupar3A, zrI vinayacandajI DAgA ne sevAe diiN| aba san 2000 se anilajI boharA apanI sevAeM de rahe haiN| yuvaka pariSad kA rASTrIya kAryAlaya ghoDoM kA cauka jodhapura meM sthita hai aura samasta patrAcAra kAryAlaya dvArA kiyA jAtA hai| yuvaka pariSad ne svAdhyAyI taiyAra karane kA saMkalpa liyA, use pUrA kiyA aura Aja par3he likhe evaM viziSTa padoM para kAryarata yuvaka svAdhyAyI-senA ke sipAhI ke rUpa meM apanI sevAeM de rahe haiN| jinavANI kA vyApaka pracAra-prasAra ho isa bhAvanA se bhagavAna mahAvIra 2600 veM janma-kalyANaka varSa meM "jinavANI' mAsika patrikA ke 2600 se adhika sadasya banAne kA saMkalpa saghanatA se sampanna kiyaa| saMgha Arthika rUpa se sabala ho, isa punIta kArya meM yuvAratna bandhuoM ne jodhapura zrAvaka sammelana meM gajendra nidhi ke 81 AjIvana sadasya banAne kA kAryakrama hAtha meM liyA, jisakI kriyAnviti meM yuvaka pariSad kI sakriyatA preraNAdAyI hai| (I) samAja-sevA ke uddezya se gaThita saMsthAe~ sevA ko AcArya bhagavanta sabake liye karaNIya mAnate the| saMgha-sevA, santa-sevA, svadharmI vAtsalya-sevA, dIna-duHkhI, nirdhana aura asahAya kI sevA ke sAtha karuNA kI bhAvanA se prANimAtra kI sevA ke preraka AcArya | bhagavanta ne sevAdharma kI sAdhanA meM AbAla-vRddha aura jaina-jainetara jana samudAya ko prerita kiyA, pariNAma svarUpa vyakti-vyakti meM sevA ke bhAva vikasita hue| sevAbhAvanA se gaThita saMsthAoM kA saMkSipta paricaya isa prakAra hai* zrI amara jaina meDikala rilIpha sosAyaTI, caur3A rAstA, jayapura ___ jayapura meM samatAmUrti zrI amaracandajI ma.sA. ke saMthArA pUrvaka svargavAsa kI smRti meM san 1961 meM zrI amara jaina meDikala rilIpha sosAyaTI kI sthApanA kI gyii| rogI kA duHkha dUra karane kI preraNA se prArambha yaha saMsthA aba vizAlavRkSa kI bhAMti samAja-sevA meM saMlagna hai| isa saMsthA ke antargata amara jaina aspatAla, caur3A rAstA meM saMcAlita hai tathA DispensarI motIsiMha bhomiyoM ke rAste meM cala rahI hai| amara jaina aspatAla anubhavI evaM yogya
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 857 cikitsakoM kI sevAoM kAraNa viziSTa sthAna rakhatA hai / isameM vAtAnukUlita Adhunikatama upakaraNoM se susajjita Aparezana thiyeTara, AI.sI.yU., 75 zayyAoM se yukta meDikala vArDa, sarjikala vArDa, gAinI vArDa, eksare, I. sI. jI, nidAna kendra, sonogrAphI, gesTroeNTolAjI Adi suvidhAe~ upalabdha haiN| Arthika sthiti se kamajora vyaktiyoM ke upacAra, auSadhi, Aparezana, prasava Adi kI niHzulka vyavasthA hai| azakta evaM asahAya rogiyoM ko davA-baiMka se niHzulka davA vitarita kI jAtI hai / jayapura meM amara jaina rilIpha sosAyaTI mAnava-samAja meM sevA kA bahuta bar3A kArya kara rahI hai tathA nirantara pragati kI ora agrasara hai I zrI varddhamAna jaina rilIpha sosAyaTI, ghoDoM kA cauka, jodhapura * ratnavaMza paramparA ke mahApuruSoM kI sAdhanA jana-mAnasa para anUThI chApa chor3atI rahI hai / manasA vacasA - karmaNA sAdhanA kI ekarUpatA isa paramparA kI viziSTa vizeSatA hai| paramparA ke aneka mahApuruSoM ne apane jIvana kI antima | velA meM sudIrgha saMthAroM ke mAdhyama se samAdhimaraNa prApta kara maraNa-varaNa kA Adarza jaina-jainetara samAja ke samakSa | jIvanta kiyA hai| sAdhaka ziromaNi parama pUjya AcArya bhagavanta pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke bhajanAndI suziSya zrI | mANakamuni jI ma.sA. ne ghoDoM kA cauka sthAnaka, jodhapura meM varSa 1976 meM 35 dinoM kA sudIrgha saMthArA kiyA, jisakI smRti Aja bhI bhaktoM ke hRdaya meM akSuNNa hai| 'nara nArAyaNa bana jAyegA' ke isa sAdhaka kI sAdhanA kI pAvana smRti svarUpa zrI varddhamAna jaina rilIpha sosAiTI kI sthApanA huii| sosAiTI dvArA ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM varddhamAna aspatAla kA niyamita saMcAlana kiyA jA rahA hai| yaha sosAiTI eka svayaMsevI paMjIkRta saMsthA hai / vigata 26 varSoM se roga pIr3ita mAnavatA kI sevA meM saMlagna | vardhamAna aspatAla anubhavI cikitsakoM kI sevAe~ upalabdha karA rahA hai| aspatAla meM sAmAnya cikitsaka hai| (phijiziyana), sarjana, vAta roga vizeSajJa, strI-roga vizeSajJa, daMta roga vizeSajJa, roga nidAna vizeSajJoM kI sevA prApta | prAtaH evaM sAMyakAlIna AuTa Dora ke sAtha hI ApAtakAlIna sevA evaM rAtrikAlIna sevA bhI upalabdha hai| aspatAla | ke pAsa apanA vAtAnukUlita zalyacikitsAkakSa evaM roganidAna ke Adhunika upakaraNa upalabdha haiN| jana sAmAnya ke sAtha-sAtha prAthamikatA se bhAvanApUrvaka nirdoSa cikitsA sevA zramaNa- zramaNiyoM ko upalabdha karAnA yahA~ ke kAryarata cikitsaka va karmacArIgaNa apanA saubhAgya samajhate haiN| rilIpha sosAyaTI ke adhyakSa | sevAnivRtta nyAyAdhipati zrI zrIkRSNamala jI loDhA, upAdhyakSa zrI pUraNarAjajI abbANI, mantrI zrI dhanapatajI seThiyA evaM koSAdhyakSa zrI narapatarAjajI caupar3A haiM / isa cikitsAlaya meM prativarSa lagabhaga 40 hajAra rogiyoM kA paMjIkaraNa hotA hai / * zrI mahAvIra jaina haoNspiTala, jalagA~va mAnava sevA ke uddezya se AcArya zrI ke san 1982 ke cAturmAsa meM zrI kuzala jaina sevA samiti ke antargata mahAvIra jaina haoNspiTala zuru kiyA gayA, jo Aja apanI cAra zAkhAoM ke mAdhyama se kevala eka rupaye zulka para rogiyoM ko sabhI davAiyA~ muphta upalabdha karavA rahA hai| isa samaya cAroM zAkhAoM meM pratidina 250 rogI svAsthya
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 858 | lAbha prApta karate haiN| hAspiTala ke pAsa 7 lAkha rupaye kA sthAyI phaNDa hai| zrI sureza dAdA jaina, zrI bhaMvaralAla jI jaina, zrI ratanalAla sI bAphanA va zrI dalIcaMda jI jaina isake pramukha TrasTI haiM / * zrI bhUdhara kuzala dharma - bandhu kalyANa koSa, baDera bhavana, takhlezAhI mArga, jayapura paramazraddheya AcAryapravara pUjya zrI 1008 zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ke suziSya tattvacintaka zrI pramodamuni jI | ma.sA. kI pAvana dIkSA ke maMgalamaya prasaMga para dinAMka 15 disambara 1983 ko svadharmI vAtsalya ke punIta lakSya se | ananya guru bhakta suzrAvakagaNa sarvazrI indaracanda jI hIrAvata, zrI pUnamacandajI baDera evaM kailAza canda jI hIrAvata | ke satprayAsoM se eka sArvajanika pranyAsa ke rUpa meM isa koSa kI sthApanA kI gii| yaha pranyAsa Ayakara adhiniyama | kI dhArA 80 jI ke tahata anudAnoM kI kara mukti hetu paMjIkRta hai| vartamAna meM koSa ke pAsa 55 lAkha rupaye se | adhika kA dhruvakoSa hai evaM isake dvArA prativarSa 265 parivAroM ko 7 lAkha 70 hajAra rupaye kI pratimAha sahayoga | rAzi upalabdha karAI jA rahI hai / * bAla zobhA saMsthAna, purAnA anAthAlaya bhavana, bAgara cauka, jodhapura sevA ahiMsA kA vidheyAtmaka rUpa hai| parama zraddheya AcAryadeva ke ananya bhakta, sevA dharma ke paryAya kuzala prazAsaka, vinimaya evaM pratibhUti borDa ke ceyaramena jaise gauravazAlI pada se sevAnivRtta zrI devendra rAjajI mehatA AI. e esa. ke saMkalpa evaM preraNA kA pariNAma hai- bAla zobhA saMsthAna, jisameM mAtR pitR vihIna bAlakoM kA mamatA, pyAra, dulAra evaM vAtsalya ke sAtha lAlana-pAlana kiyA jAtA hai| isa saMsthAna kI sthApanA 15 agasta 1987 ko 4 bAlakoM ke praveza se kI gyii| Aja isameM 87 bAlaka haiN| saMsthAna eka svayaMsevI rajisTarDa saMsthA hai jo binA kisI bhedabhAva, kSetra, dharma, jAti Adi ke ina bAlakoM ke | niHzulka AvAsa, bhojana, vastra, cikitsA va zikSA kI sucAru rUpeNa vyavasthA kara rahI hai| sthApanA kAla se hI saMsthAna kA saMcAlana karane vAloM meM pramukha samAja sevikA zrImatI suzIlA jI boharA agragaNya haiN| I svadharmI sahAyatA koSa, jalagA~va samAja ke garIba bhAI-bahinoM kI sahAyatA karane ke liye isa koSa kI sthApanA zrI sureza kumArajI jaina dvArA pradatta 3 lAkha 42 hajAra kI rAzi se kI gayI thI, jisake mAdhyama se jarUratamandoM ko 30 pratizata kama mUlya para rAzana upalabdha karAyA jAtA hai tathA Arthika vyavasthA ke liye binA byAja RNa diyA jAtA hai| aba taka 150 | bhAiyoM ko binA byAja karIba 6 lAkha ru. ke RNa diye jA cuke haiN| zrI mahAvIra ratna kalyANa koSa, savAImAdhopura * apane svadharmI bhAI-bahinoM kI sAra-saMbhAla evaM samaya-samaya para apekSita sahayoga pradAna karanA zrAvaka kA | kartavya hai / isI pavitra bhAvanA se parama zraddheya AcArya bhagavanta ke 1988 ke varSAvAsa meM isa koSa kI sthApanA huI / saMsthA vartamAna meM aneka parivAroM ko mAsika sahayoga pradAna kara unakI AvazyakatAeM pUrI karane kA prayAsa | kara rahI hai| noTa diyA jA rahA hai| pUjya AcAryapravara ke mahAprayANa ke anantara gaThita saMsthAoM kA paricaya yahA~ sthAnAbhAva se nahIM *
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________________ jA pariziSTa - caturtha AcAryapravara ke 70 cAturmAsa : eka jhalaka yA pAnA santa-nAmAvalI evaM anya cAturmAsa vizeSa vivaraNa kra. vikrama | IsavIya cAturmAsa saM. saMvat / san / sthala 1 1978 1921 ajamera 2 1979 1922 jodhapura 1.AcAryapravara pUjya zrI zobhAcanda jI ma.sA., pauSa zuklA caturdazI saMvat 1977 ko ajamera 2. muni zrI harakhacaMdajI 3. muni zrIlAbhacaMdajI meM caritanAyaka kI diikssaa| sAtha meM mani zrI 4. muni zrI sAgaramalajI 5. muni zrI cauthamalajI, mAtA mahAsatI zrI rUpakaMvarajI evaM lAlacandajI 6. muni zrI hastImalajI 7. muni mahAsatI amRtakaMvarajI kI bhI usI dina diikssaa| zrI cauthamalajI ThANA-7 prathama cAturmAsa ajamera meM hI vizeSa vinati para / nAgaura - 1. muni zrI sujAnamalajI, 2. muni zrI bhojarAjajI 3. muni zrI amaracandajI jI - ThANA 3 1. AcAryapravara pujya zrI zobhAcandajI ma.sA. 1. pUjya zrI harakhacaMdajI ma.sA. kA bhAdrapada kRSNA 2.muni zrI sujAnamalajI 3. muni zrI amAvasa ko svargavAsa ho jAne para muni bhojarAjajI 4. muni zrI amaracandajI 5. muni lAlacaMdajI akele raha jAne se ve ajamera se zrI lAbhacandajI 6. muni zrI sAgaramala jI 7. jodhapura padhAra gye| mani zrI hastImalajI 8. muni zrI cauthamalajI, 2. muni zrI lakSmIcaMdajI (bar3e) kI dIkSA jodhapura ThANA-8 meM sthita muthAjI ke maMdira meM agahana (mArgazIrSa) ajamera- 1. muni zrI harakhacanda jI, zudi pUnama saMvat 1979 meM huii| inake sAtha hI 2. muni zrI lAlacandajI ThANA 2 mahAsatI chogAjI (loDhaNa jI) evaM kizanakaMvara jI kI dIkSA sampanna huii| isase pUrva vaizAkha mAha meM mahAsatI sajjanakaMvara jI evaM suganakaMvara jI| kI dIkSA siMhapola, jodhapura meM sampanna / 1. AcAryapravara pUjya zrI zobhAcandajI ma.sA. mAgha pUrNimA saMvat 1979 se AcAryapravara zrI 2.muni zrI sujAnamalajI 3. muni zrI zobhAcandrajI ma.sA. dvArA jodhapura ke motI cauka bhojarAjajI 4. muni zrI amaracandajI 5. muni sthita peTI ke nohare meM sthiravAsa / zrI lAbhacaMdajI 6. muni zrI sAgaramalajI 7. mani zrI lAlacaMdajI 8. muni zrI hastImalajI 1. mani zrI cauthamalajI 10. muni zrI lakSmIcandajI ThANA-10 pUjya zrI zobhAcandajI ma. sA. kA zrAvaNa kRSNA amAvasyA ravivAra saMvat 1983 ko svargavAsa / pUjya AcArya zrI zobhAcandajI ma.sA. ke saMketAnusAra caritanAyaka kA AcAryapada hetu cayana, kintu unheM unakI abhilASA ke anusAra abhI adhyayana kA samaya diyA gyaa| svAmI jI zrI sujAnamalajI mahArAja ko saMgha-vyavasthApaka aura zrI bhojarAja jI mahArAja ko parAmarzadAtA banAyA gyaa| kArtika pUrNimA saMvat 1983 ko mahAsatI sundarakaMvara jI kI ajamera meM bhAgavatI diikssaa| mahAsatI cUnA jI kI dIkSA bhI ajamera 1980 1923 jodhapura 4 1981 1924 jodhapura 5 1982 1925 jodhapura / 6 1983 1926 jodhapura meM hii|
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 860 1984 1927 18 1985 1928 kizanagar3ha (1986 1929 bhopAlagar3ha 10 1987 1930 jayapura 1. mani zrI bhojarAjajI jI 2. muni zrI vaizAkha mAha meM pIpAr3a nivAsI mahAsatI dhUlA jI hastImalajI 3. mani zrI cauthamalajI 4. muni kI dIkSA mahAsatI zrI bhImakaMvara jI kI nizrA meM| zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ThANA-4 smpnn| pAlI-1. zrI sajAnamalajI ma. sA. 2. muni pIpAr3a - bhojarAjajI ma. kA yaha caumAsA saMtoM ke zrI amaracandajI jI 3. muni zrI lAbhacandajI jJAnArjana kI dRSTi se haa| |4. muni zrI sAgaramalajI 5. muni zrI pAlI - nAreloM kA bhakhAra meM cAturmAsa, pravacana lAlacandajI ThANA-5 makAna ke prAMgaNa meM / 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA, 2. muni zrI muni zrI sAgaramalajI ma. sA. kA zrAvaNa badi 13 bhojarAjajI, 3. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 4. muni saMvat 1985 meM 59 dina kA saMthArApUrvaka zrI lAbhacandajI 5. muni zrI sAgaramalajI svargavAsa huaa| 6.muni zrI lAlacandajI 7. muni zrI hastImalajI 8. muni zrI cauthamalajI 9. muni zrI lakSmIcandajI ThANA-9 zrI sujAnamalajI ma. sA. 2. muni zrI bhojarAjajI 3. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 4. muni zrI hastImalajI 5. muni zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ThANA-5 ajamera - 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI, 2. muni zrI lAlacandajI 3. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA-3 1. zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI akSaya tRtIyA saMvat 1987 ko muni zrI bhojarAjajI 3. muni zrI amaracaMda jI 4. muni hastImalajI ma.sA. ko jodhapura meM savAIsiMha jI| zrI lAbhacaMdajI, 5. munizrI lAlacaMdajI 6.kI pola meM caturvidha saMgha kI upasthiti meM| AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 7. muni zrI sthAnaka meM AcArya padavI pradAna kI gii| cauthamalajI, 8. muni zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ThANA8 1. muni zrI bhojarAjajI 2. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. (caritanAyaka) 3. muni zrI lAlacandajI ThANA 3 rAyapura (jhAlarApATana ke pAsa)- 1. muni zrI sajAnamalajI 2. muni zrI amaracandajI 3. muni zrI lakSmIcandajI ThANA 3 mandasaura (mAlavA) - 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 1. zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI ratalAma - mahAgar3ha nivAsI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI bhojarAjajI , 3. muni zrI amaracandajI 4. ma. kI dIkSA ujjaina meM ASAr3ha kRSNA 5 saMvat AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA., 5. muni zrI bar3e 1989 ko sampanna / ajamera sAdhu sammelana meM lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI padhArate samaya kekar3I meM hae zAstrArtha meM vijaya ThANA6 se ysh-kiirti| khAcaroda - 1. muni zrI lAbhacaMdajI 2. muni zrI lAlacaMdajI 3. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 11 1988 1931 rAmapurA (mAlavA) 12 1989 1932 ratalAma (mAlavA)
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 13 1990 1933 jodhapura 14 1991 1934 pIpAr3a 15 1992 1935 pAlI 16 1993 1936 ajamera | 17 1994 1937 udayapura |19 1996 1939 satArA (mahArASTra) 861 ThANA-6 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma. sA. 2. muni zrI saMvat 1990 ko bRhatsAdhu sammelana caitra zuklA bhojarAjajI 3. muni zrI amaracandajI, 10ko ajamera meM zuru huaa| caritanAyaka ke 4. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 5. muni zrI sAtha svAmIjI zrI bhojarAjajI ma evaM zrI lakSmIcaMjI 6 muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI cauthamalajI ma. bhI pratinidhi AcAryazrI AtmArAmajI ma. ke sAtha saMyukta cAturmAsa vyAkhyAna bhopAlagar3ha 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni vAcaspati zrI madanalAla jI ma. zrI rAmalAla jI zrI lAlacandajI, 3. muni zrI cauthamalajI ma muni zrI hemacandajI meM Adi bhI yahA~ hI the| 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. munizrI bhoja - mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvara jI kA 52 dina kA rAjajI 3. muni zrI amaracanda jI 4. AcArya zrI saMthArA mahAmandira meM bhAdrapada zuklA saptamI ko hastImalajI ma. sA. 5. muni zrI paM. lakSmIcaMda pUrNa huaa| mAgha zuklA paMcamI ko jodhapura meM jI6. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ThANA -6 mahAsatI zrI svarUpakaMvara jI evaM mahAsatI zrI gagarANA - mAravAr3a 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI badanakaMvara jI kI bhAgavatI dIkSA sampanna / 2. muni zrI lAlacandajI 3. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA-3 20 1997 1940 gulejagar3ha (karnATaka) 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI bhojarAja jI 3. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 4. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 5. muni zrI paM. bar3e lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ThANA -6 " 18 1995 1938 ahamadanagara 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni " 1. zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI saMvat 1994 phAlguna zuklA 19 ko munivarya bhojarAjajI 3. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 4. AcArya zrI bhojarAja jI ma.sA. kA dehAvasAna ratalAma meM zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 5. muni paM. bar3e (sthAna osavAla nyAtI noharA ) mahAsatI lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 7. phUlakaMvara jI kI mahAmandira meM mArga zIrSa zuklA paJcamI ko bhAgavatI dIkSA / muni zrI lAlacaMdajI ThANA-7 ThANA 6 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI mahAsatI lADakaMvara jI kI mAgha zuklA 13 amaracaMdarjI 3. AcAryazrI hastImalajI ma.sA. saMvat 1995 ko mahAmandira, jodhapura meM zramaNI 4. muni zrI paM. bar3e lakSmIcaMdajI 5. muni zrI dIkSA / choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI lAlacaMdajI " mahAsatI harakaMvara jI kI dIkSA dvitIya bhAdrapada zuklA 5 ko sampanna mAgha zuklA 13 ko kizanagaDha meM mahAsatI amarakaMvara jI (choTe) kI diikssaa| muni zrI darzana vijayajI se zAstrArtha ajamera meM mahAsatI zrI rAdhA jI dhanakaMvarajI, chogA jI Adi virAjamAna sthAna mamaiyoM kA noharA / zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI amara bAraNI nivAsI jorAvara mala jI (jAlamacandrajI) caMdajI AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 4. kI dIkSA sAtArA meM Azvina zuklA 13 saMvat muni zrI paM. bar3e lakSmIcaMdajI 5 muni zrI choTe 1996 meM seTha motIlAla jI mudhA ke sahayoga se / lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI lAlacaMdajI ma. 7. sampanna mahAsatI zrI amarakaMvara jI kA kArtika zuklA 1 ko jayapura me svargavAsa kArtika muni zrI jorAvara mala jI ThANA - 7 zuklA 9 ko mahAsatI lAlakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA sihapola meM devaloka gamana / "1 mArgazIrSa zuklA paMcamI ko bhopAlagar3ha meM mahAsatI ugamakaMvara jI kI dIkSA /
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 862 uhA . - . -. - .- 28 21 1998 1941 ahamadanagara |1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI mahAsatI dhanakaMvara jI ma.sA. (sabase choTe kI amaracaMdarjI 3. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. ASADha zuklA 2 ko jodhapura meM bhAgavatI| 4. muni paM. lakSmIcaMdajI 5.muni zrI choTe diikssaa| lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI jorAvaramalajI ThANAda 22 1999 1942 lAsalagA~va |1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI mahAsatI zrI ghalAjI ma.sA. kA mahAmandira (nAsika) amaracandajI 3. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. jodhapura meM svargArohaNa / mArgazIrSa zaklA 11 4. mani paM. lakSmIcaMdajI 5. muni zrI choTe saMvat 1999 ko bhopAlagar3ha meM caritanAyaka kI lakSmIcandajI ThANA 5 mAtAzrI mahAsatI rUpakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA| yahA~ Apake pravacanAmRta se cAturmAsa ke pUrva svargArohaNa / samAja meM mana-muTAva dUra huaa| 23 2000 1943 ujjaina 1. zrI sajAnamalajI ma.sA. 2.muni zrI zrI mANakacandajI ma. kI dIkSA ASAr3ha zuklA 2] amaracaMdajI 3. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. saMvat 2000 ko khAcaroda meM sampanna / 4. muni paM. zrI lakSmIcaMdajI 5. muni choTe lakSmIcandajI 6. navadIkSita muni mANakacaMda jI ThANA-6 24 2001 1944 jayapura 1. muni zrI amaracandajI 2 AcArya zrI muni zrI indramalajI ke ziSya muni motIlAla jI hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni choTe lakSmIcadaMjI va muni lAlacaMdajI ThANA 2 kA bhI cAturmAsa ThANA 3 udayapura - 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni |paM. lakSmIcaMdajI 3. muni zrI mANakacaMdajI ThANA thaa| -'-.- 3 25 2002 1945 jodhapura -.--.-". - NAITEMSTRA 26 2003 1946 bhopAlagar3ha 27 2004 1947 ajamera 1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA. 2. muni zrI mahAsatI zrI pAnakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA zrAvaNa kRSNA amaracaMdajI 3. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA.,/2 ko pIpAr3a meM samAdhimaraNa / 4. muni paM. lakSmIcaMdajI 5. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI mANakacaMdajI ThANA-6 mahAsatI zrI sAyarakaMvara jI evaM mahAsatI zrI mainA sundarI jI ma.sA. kI mAgha zuklA 13 saMvat 2003 ko bAraNI grAma meM zramaNI diikssaa| jyeSTha zuklA 7 ko mahAsatI zrI umarAvakaMvara jI ma. sA. kI bhAgavatI diikssaa| mahAsatI zrI chogAjI ma.sA , bar3e rAdhA jI ma.sA. Adi| satImaNDala kA cAturmAsa bhI ajamera meM hii| 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. muni zrI agahana sada 2 ma. lAbhacaMdajI evaM cauthamala jI| choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 3. muni zrI mANakacaMdajI saMvat 2005 meM shaamil| mahAsatI badanakaMvara ThANA-3 jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA kA cAturmAsa bhI byAvara pAlI-1. zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA., 2 mani zrI meN| amaracandajI, 3. muni paM. zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ThANA-3 28 2005 1948 vyAvara /
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa |29 2006 1949 pAlI mAravAda 1. muni zrI amaracandajI 2. AcArya zrI muni zrI ratanajI paMjAba se Ae evaM pUrva zraddhA ke hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe kAraNa sAtha rhe| ' lakSmIcandajI 4. munizrI ratanajI ThANA-4 / jodhapura -1. muni zrI sujAnamalajI 2. muni paM. lakSmIcaMdajI 3. muni zrI mANakacaMdajI bhopAlagaDha-1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 30 2007 1950 pIpAr3a 1. muni zrI amaracandajI 2. AcArya zrI sthavirA mahAsatI zrI tIjA jI ma.sA. kA caitra hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe mAsa meM ghor3oM kA cauka , jodhapura meM svargavAsa / lakSmIcandajI 4. muni zrI ratanajI ThANA-4 mahAsatI zrI saMtoSakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI jyeSTha jodhapura-zrI sujAnamalajI ma.sA., 2. muni zrI zuklA 5 saMvat 2007 ko ajamera meM diikssaa| pa. lakSmIcaMdajI 3. muni zrI mANakacandajI phAlguna zuklA 2 ko mahAsatI zrI bar3e dhanakaMvara ThANA-3 jI ma.sA. kA bhopAlagaDha meM svargArohaNa / puSkara- 1. muni zrI lAbhacaMdajI , 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA-2 31 /2008 1951 mer3atA 1. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 2. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 4. muni zrI ratanajI ThANA-4 | jodhapura-1 zrI sujAnamala jI ma. sA. 2. muni paM. lakSmIcaMdajI, 3. zrI mANakamani jI ThANA-3 ajamera - 1. muni zrI lAbhacaMdajI 2. mani zrI cauthamalajI ThANA-2 32 2009 1952 nAgaura 1. muni zrI amaracandajI 2. AcArya zrI vaizAkha zuklA 3 saMvat 2009 se prArambha hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe sAdar3I sammelana meM prtinidhitv| pUjya zrI lakSmIcandajI 4. muni zrI ratanajI ThANA 4 jayamalajI ma.sA.kI sampradAya ke muni zrI jodhapura 1. zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. 2. muni paM. cauthamalajI ma.kA saMthArA ASADha zuklA 3 ko lakSmaciMdajI 3. muni zrI mANakacanda jI jodhapura meM sampanna / bAda meM caritanAyaka zrI ugra ThANA-3 vihAra karake nAgaura pdhaare| mArgazIrSa zuklA madanagaMja - 1. muni lAbhacaMdajI 2. muni dazamI ko pAlI meM muni zrI jayanta lAla jI cauthamalajI ThANA-2 ma.sA., mahAsatI zrI zAMtikaMvara jI ma.sA. evaM mahAsatI zrI jJAnakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI bhAgavatI| dIkSA / 17 janavarI (mAgha zuklA 2) se 30 janavarI 1953 taka sojata meM maMtrI munivaroM ke sammelana meM vicAra-vimarza meM sakriya bhuumikaa| 33 2010 1953 jodhapura / 1. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 2. AcArya zrI jyeSTha zuklA 10 saMvat 2010 ko lADapurA meM hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMda muni zrI suganacanda jI ma. evaM mahAsatI jI 4. zrI mANaka muni jI 5. munizrI jayaMtajI jar3AvakaMvara jI kI bhAgavatI diikssaa| bhAdrapada 6.munizrI suganacaMda jI ThANA6 zuklA saptamI saMvat 2010 ko mahAsatI zrI saradArapurA (jodhapura) - 1. zrI sujAnamalajI cUnAjI ma.sA. kA smaadhimrnn| mAgha kRSNA ma.sA. 2. paM. muni zrI lakSmIcandajI 3. muni zrI caturdazI ko svAmI jI zrI sujAnamala jI ma.sA. kA jodhapura meM svrgaarohnn| sAdar3I 1. muni zrI lAbhacaMdajI, 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ma. ThANA-2 ratanajI
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 34. 2011 1954 jayapura ||35 2012 1955 ajamera jodhapura meM caritanAyaka kA cAturmAsa upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAla jI ma.sA pradhAnamaMtrI zrI Ananda RSi jI ma.sA, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zrI madanalAla jI ma.sA, kavi zrI amaracandajI ma.sA, paM. rala zrI samarthamala jI ma.sA, bAbAjI zrI pUrNamala jI ma.sA. Adi saMta-vareNyoM ke sAtha huaa| 1. mani zrI amaracandajI 2. AcArya zrI mahAsatI zrI jasakaMvarajI Adi satI- maNDala bhii| hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. paM. zrI lakSmIcandajI ma. jayapura virAjita / 4. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma. 5. muni zrI mANakacanda jI 6. muni zrI ratanajI 7. muni zrI jayaMta jI 8. muni zrI suganajI ThANA -8 sojata siTI-1. muni zrI lAbhacaMda jI 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 1. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 2. AcArya zrI muni zrI AnandaRSijI ke sampradAya ke mani zrI| hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. "muni zrI choTe puSpaRSi jI, mani zrI himmataRSijI kA bhI|| lakSmIcaMdajI 4. muni zrI ratana jI 5. muni zrI cAturmAsa caritanAyaka kI sevA meM / jayantajI 6. zrI suganamuni jI ThANA 6 2. mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvara jI ThANA 3 kA vijayanagara - 1. paM. lakSmIcaMdajI 2. zrI cAturmAsa bhI ajamera meM / mahAsatI zrI rAjakaMvara mANakamuni jI ThANA 2 jI evaM jatanakaMvara jI kI kramaza: kArtika zuklA DehaNa (vandara) - 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2.10 evaM mArgazIrSa kRSNA 12 ko dIkSA / 26 muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 mArca se 6 apraila taka bhInAsara sammelana meM mahattvapUrNa bhuumikaa| 1 aprela 1956 caitra zuklA 2013) ko zramaNa saMgha meM upAdhyAya mnoniit| 1. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 2. pUjya zrI sthavirA mahAsatI zrI chogAjI ma.sA. kA ASADha hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. mani zrI choTe kRSNA 4 saMvat 2013 ko ajamera meM lakSmIcandajI 4. zrI mANakamuni jI 5. zrI svrgaarohnn| koTA sampradAya ke muni rAmakumAra jayantamAni jI 6. zrI saganamanijI ThANA6 jI ThANA 3, upAcArya zrI gaNezIlAlajI ma. ke bhInAsara-gaMgAsara-1.muni zrI lakSmIcandajI bar3e santa zrI pannAlAlajI ma. ThANA 5 kA 2.muni zrI ratanajI ThANA 2 cAturmAsa bhI bIkAnera meM thaa| mahAsatI zrI mAlUMgA mumbaI- muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni badanakaMvarajI, lADakaMvara jI Adi kA cAturmAsa zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 bhI yahAM hI thaa| 1. muni zrI amaracandajI 2. caritanAyaka zrI mani zrI pannAlAlajI ke ziSya zrI hagAmIlAla hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe jI ThANA 1 sAtha meM the| lakSmIcaMdajI, 4. zrI mANakamuni jI 5. zrI jayanta muni jI 6. zrI suganamanijI ThANA 6 / ajamera - 1. muni paM. zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI ratanamunijI ThANA 2 dAdara-bambaI- 1. muni zrI lAbhacaMdajI 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 36 2013 1956 vAkAnera sthavirA mahAsatI / 3. muni zrI takSmIcandajI |37 2014 1957 kizanagar3ha
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 865 38 2015 1958 dillI 1. muni zrI amaracaMdajI 2. pUjya zrI dillI - muni zrI pannAlAlajI ma. ke ziSya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. muni zrI choTe hagAmIlAla jI ma. ThANA 1 sevA meM / paM. muni zrI lakSmIcaMdajI 4. zrI mANakamuni jI 5. zrI premacaMda jI, zrI rozanalAla jI ma. sevA meN|| jayantamuni jI.,6. zrI suganamunijI sthAnaka sabjI maMDI / haMgarI nivAsI bauddha dharma || kAMdalA- 1. paM. zrI lakSmIcandajI ma. 2. zrI ke vidvAn phailiksa bailI jaina siddhAntoM kI ratanamunijI ThANA 2 vizeSa jAnakArI ke lie upasthita / mAgha zuklA sAdar3I (sANDerAva), 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI /6 ko byAvara meM mahAsatI zrI dhanakaMvara jI (choTe)|| 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA 2 kA evaM phAlguna zuklA 6 ko mahAsatI shrii| amarakaMvara jI kA smaadhimrnn| 1. muni zrI amaracandajI 2. pUjya zrI mani zrI zrIcanda jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA jyeSTha hastImalajI ma.sA. 3. paM. lakSmIcandajI 4. muni zuklA 11 saM. 2016 ko jayapura meM / mahAsatI zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI 5. zrI mANakamani jI zrI badanakaMvara jI, zrI lADakaMvara jI, zrI 6.zrI jayantamuni jI, 7. zrI sugana muni jI mainAsundarI jI ma. Adi satI-maNDala kA 8.zrI ratanamuni jI 9. zrI zrI caMdajI ma. ThANA cAturmAsa bhI jayapura meM / 39 2016 1959 jayapura |40.2017 1960 ajamara ajamera 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI ThANA -2 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. mani zrI svAmI muni zrI amaracandajI ma. kA svargavAsa choTe lakSmIcandajI 3. zrI mANaka muni jI 4. ASAr3ha kRSNA 3 saMvat 2017 ko jayapura zrI suganamuni jI 5. muni zrI zrIcandajI ThANA meM mahAsatI zrI suganakaMvara jI ma.sA. AgUcA -5 (bhIlavAr3A) meM mAgha zuklA 5 ko bhAgavatI ToMka - 1. muni paM. lakSmIcandajI 2. zrI dIkSA / ratanamuni jI 3. zrI jayanta muni jI ThANA3 bhopAlagar3ha - 1. muni lAbhacaMdajI 2. muni cauthamalajI ma. ThANA 2 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. paM. zrI jodhapura- mahAsatIjI zrI gogAjI ma. Adi kA lakSmIcandajI ma. 3. muni zrI choTe sthiravAsa, ghor3oM kA cauka, jodhapura meM / pUjya zrI lakSmIcandajI 4. mani zrI mANakacanda jI 5.kA cAturmAsa siMhapola meN| pauSa zuklA 12 ko muni zrI ratanajI, 6. muni zrI jayantajI 7. muni ajamera meM mahAsatI zrI icarajakaMvara jI ma.sA. kI zrI suganacandajI 8. muni zrI zrIcandajI ThANA bhAgavatI diikssaa| zrAvaNa kRSNA 13 ko 8 kizanagaDha meM mahAsatI choTA harakaMvara jI ma.sA. madanagaMja- 1. mani zrI lAbhacaMdajI 2. muni kA svrgvaas| 41 2018 1961 jodhapura madanagaMja - 3. TA2 ralA mahAsatI zrI badana meM hI / kArtika zuklAkavara jI prAcI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2 mAna zrI cAturmAsa sAko mahAsatI zrI hulAkamArgazIrSa 42.2019 1962 sailAnA (mAlavA) 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. paMDita ratna mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvara jI ma.sA. Adi ThANA kA muni zrI lakSmIcandajI 3. muni zrI cAturmAsa sailAnA meM hI / kArtika zuklA pUrNimA mANakacandajI 4. muni zrI jayantajI 5. muni zrI saMvat 2019 ko mahAsatI zrI hulAsakaMvara jI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 6. muni zrI ratanajI 7. mani ma.sA. kA jodhapura meM svrgvaas| mArgazIrSa zrI suganajI 8. muni zrI zrIcandajI ThANA8 zuklA 10 ko sailAnA meM mahAsatI zrI jodhapura- 1. muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni zrI vRddhikaMvara jI ma.sA. kI bhAgavatI diikssaa| cauthamalajI ThANA 2 choTe lakSmIcaMdana zrI zrIcandajI ThANAni zrIvRddhikaMvara
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 866 43 2020 1963 pApAr3a 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. muni zrI vaizAkha zuklA 13 saMvat 2020 ko zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI 3. muni zrI mANakacandajI maganamunijI evaM zrI mAnacandra jI ma.sA. kI 4. muni zrIjayaMta jI 5. zrI maganamuni jI jodhapura ke hAI skUla prAMgaNa meM dIkSA / muni zrI 6.mani zrI mAnacandajI 7. muni zrI hIrAcanda jI suganacanda jI ma.sA.kA jyeSTha zuklA 10 saMvat ThANA7 2020 ko jAjIvAla meM svargavAsa / pIpAr3a meM pAlI - 1. paM. ratna muni zrI lakSmIcandajI 2. muni zrI hIrAcandra jI ma.sA. kI kArtika zuklA mani zrI ratanajI 3. muni zrI zrIcandajI ThANA 36 saMvat 2020 ko zramaNa dIkSA / mAgha zuklA jodhapura - muni zrI lAbhacandajI 2. muni zrI dvitIyA saMvat 2020 ko mahAsatI zrI tejakaMvara cauthamalajI ThANA 2 jI ma.sA. kI jayapura meM bhAgavatI diikssaa| 44 2021 1964 bhopAlagar3ha 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma, 3. zrI mANakamuni jI 4. zrI ratana munijI 5. zrI zrIcaMda jI ma.6. zrI magana muni jI ma.7. zrI hIrAmunijI ma. ThANA7 mer3atA - 1. paM. lakSmIcandajI ma. 2. zrI jayantamuni jI ma. 3. zrI mAnamuni jI ma. ||45 2022 1965 vaalotraa| 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. muni zrI isa cAturmAsa meM zrAvaka saMgha meM vizeSa dharmadhyAna choTe lakSmIcandajI 3. zrI mANakamuni jI 4. kI vRddhi huI aura itihAsa nirmANa samiti kI| zrI jayanta muni jI 5. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma.6. zrI yojanA banI, kArya prArambha huA aura AcArya zrI maganamuni jI 7. zrI hIrAmuni jI ThANA 7 ke upadeza se siMvAMcI paTTI kA varSoM se ulajhA kosANA - 1. paM. lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI huA jhagar3A samApta huA tathA samAja meM ekatA ratanamuni jI 3. zrI mAnamuni jI ma. ThANA 3 kA saMcAra haa| 2023 1966 ahamadAbAda 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. paM. ratna zrI sthAnaka badhA Azrama, Agama maMdira meM virAje / lakSmIcanda ma., 3. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 4. mahAsatI jI zrI sundara kaMvara jI ma. ThANA 3 zrI mANakamani jI, 5. zrI ratanamunijI 5. zrI sthAnakavAsI sosAyaTI meM cAturmAsArtha viraaje|| jayanta muni jI 7. zrI zrIcandajI ma.8. zrI maganamuni jI ma. 9. zrI mAnamuni jI ma.10. zrI hIrAmuni jI ThANA 10 |47 2024 1967 jayapura 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. paM. ratla zrI vaizAkha zaklA 6 saMvat 2024 ko mahAsatI zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 3. muni zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ratanakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA jayapura meM zramaNI jIvana 4. zrI mANakamuni jI ma. 5. zrI jayanta mani jI meM prvesh| mahAsatI zrI badanakaMvarajI ma, zrI 6.zrI zrIcandajI ma.7. zrI maganamani jI 8.zrI lADakaMvara jI ma, zrI mainAsundarI jI ma. Adi mAnamunijI 9. zrI hIrAmunijI ThANA 9 ThANA kA bhI cAturmAsa jayapura / saMvat 2024| kI mArgazIrSa kRSNA 2 ko caritanAyaka ne zramaNa saMgha se pRthak hone kI ghoSaNA Adarzanagara jayapura meM kii| 48 2025 1968 pAlI 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. choTe sthAna - sarANA mArkeTa, pAlI lakSmIcandajI ma. 3. zrI mANakamani jI 4. zrI mahAsatI zrI sandarakaMvarajI ma.sA. Adi satIvRnda zrIcaMdajI ma. 5. zrI maganamanijI ma. 6. zrI kA cAturmAsa bhI pAlI meM hI thaa| hIrAmuni jI ThANA 6 bhopAlagar3ha- 1. paM. ratna zrI lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2.zrI jayantamani jI 3.zrI mAnamani jI ThANA3
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________________ paMcama khaNDa: pariziSTa 49 2026 1969 nAgIra 50 2027 1970 mer3atA siTI 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. zrI choTe sthAnaka mahAvIra bhavana / zrI jayamala jaina lakSmIcaMdajI ma., 3. muni zrI cauthamalajI 4. zrI chAtrAvAsa meM mahAsatI zrI harakaMvarajI sthiravAsa maganamuni jI 5. zrI hIrAmunijI 6. zrI zItala ThANA 4 se, zrI kizanakaMvara jI ma. ne mAsakhamaNa muni jI ThANA 6 kI tapasyA kI vayovRddha zrI jayantIlAla jI ma dhAMvalA- 1 paM. zrI lakSmIcandajI 2. zrI kI asvasthatA ke kAraNa cAturmAsa ke bAda bhI jayanta muni jI 3. zrI mAnamunijI rIyAM dhAMvalA virAje aura AcArya zrI mer3atA se bihAra (serasiMha jI kI) 1. zrI mANakamuni jI 2. kara thAMvalA pdhaare| zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. ThANA- 2 51 2028 1971 jodhapura 867 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. zrI choTe mahAsatI zrI suzIlA kaMvara jI ma.sA. kI jyeSTha lakSmIcaMdajI jI ma. 3. zrI mANakamuni jI 4. zuklA 6 saMvat 2026 ko jodhapura meM zramaNI zrI maganamunijI 5. zrI hIrAmunijI ThANA 5 dIkSA - jodhapura paM. ratna zrI lakSmIcandajI ma. 2. paM. jodhapura ke saradArapurA sthita koThArI bhavana meM zrI zrI lAbhacaMdajI ma. 3. zrI cauthamalajI ma. 4. zrI lAbhacaMdajI ma. sthiravAsa virAjita the paM. mAnamunijI 5. zrI jayantamuni jI 6. zrI lakSmIcaMda jI ma asvasthatA ke kAraNa yahA~ | zrIcaMdajI ma. ThANA 6 1 virAje / mahAsatI zrI sundarakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA cAturmAsa bhI jodhapura meM muni zrI lAbhacaMdajI ma kA Asoja kRSNA 6 ko svargavAsa muni zrI zItalacandajI kI dIkSA mAgha zuklA 13 ko pAvaTA jodhapura meN| 1 52 2029 1972 kAMsANA mAgha zuklA pratipadA se saptamI taka (27 janavarI se 2 pharavarI 1971 taka, ajamera | meM zobhAguru kI dIkSA zatAbdI evaM AcAryapravara kI dIkSA arddhazatI para sAdhanA-samAroha) 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma. sA. 2. paM. zrI zrI zubhamuni jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA jayapura zahara meM lakSmIcandajI ma. 3. paM. zrI cauthamalajI ma. 4. saM. 2028 vaizAkha zuklA 5 ko sampanna / " zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. 5. zrI mAnamuni jI ma. sA. 6. phAlguna kRSNA dvAdazI saMvat 2028 ko zrI zrI mANakamuni jI ma. sA. 7. zrI jayaMtamuni jI maganamunijI kA jodhapura meM svargavAsa (ThANA 2 8. zrI hIrAmuni jI 9. zrI zItala muni jI zrI mANakamuni jI ma zrI jayantamuni jI ma saradArapurA meM koThArI bhavana meM) mahAsatiyA~ jI ThANA9 bhopAlagaDha- 1. mani zrI choTe lakSmIcaMda jI ma zrI badanakaMvara jI lADakaMvara jI ma. Adi 2. zrI maganamuni jI, 3. zrI zubhamuni jI ThANA ThANA 12 kA cAturmAsa bhI jodhapura ghor3oM kA cauka meN| 3 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI lakSmIcandajI ma. 3. zrI mANaka muni jI 4. jayantamuni jI 5. zrI hIrAmuni jo 6. zrI muni jI ThANA 6 pAlI 1. zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma. 2 mAnamunijI 3. zrI zItalamuni jI bhopAlagar3ha 1. zrI cauthamalajI ma. 2. zrIcaMdajI ma. ThANA 2 choTe prathama vaizAkha zuklA paMcamI ko bar3e harakaMvarajI zrI ma.sA. kA mer3atA siTI meM svargArohaNa / ASADha zubha kRSNA 8 ko mahAsatI zrI svarUpakaMvarajI kA jodhapura meM svargagamana zrAvaNa zuklA 2 ko zrI mahAsatI zrI phUlakaMvarajI ma.sA. kA svargagamana mAgha zuklA trayodazI ko bhakharI meM basanta zrI munijI evaM mahAsatI sUraja kaMvara jI kI dIkSA / -
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________________ namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 53 2030 1973 jayapura 54 2031 1974 savAI mAdhApara 1. pajya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI bar3e mAgha zuklA paMcamI ko AgarA meM caMpakamani jI lakSmIcaMdajI ma.3. zrI choTe lakSmIcandajI ma. kI diikssaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra kA 2500 vAM 4.zrI mANaka mani jI, 5. muni zrI cauthamalajI, nirvANa varSa tapa-tyAga ke sAtha manAne kI prernnaa| 6. zrI jayaMta muni jI,7. muni zrI zrIcaMdajI, 8. zrI mAnamunijI, 9. zrI hIrAmuni jI , 10. zrI zItalamuni jI , 11.zrI zubhamuni jI , 12. zrI basaMta muni jI ThANA-12 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA., 2. zrI jayaMta mahAsatI zrI sundara kaMvara jI ma.sA. pravartinI' pada mani jI, 3. zrI hIrA muni jI , 4. zrI se alaMkRta / zItalamuni jI, 5. zrI zubhamuni jI, 6. zrI basaMta muni jI ma.sA. ThANA 6 vijayanagara 1. zrI baDe lakSmIcaMdajI, 2. muni zrI cauthamalajI, 3. zrI mAnamunijI ThANA-3 . Alanapura (savAImAdhopura) 1. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI, 2.zrI caMpakamuni jI ThANA-2 | jayapura 1. zrI mANaka muni jI, 2. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. ThANA-2 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI vaizAkha zuklA 13 ko saMvat 2032 zrI bhadrika cauthamalajI ma., 3. zrI hIrAmuni jI 4. zrI muni jI dvArA saMyama jIvana aMgIkRta / vaizAkha zItalamani jI, 5. zrI zubhamuni jI 6. zrI zaklA 14 ko saMvat 2032 ko sTeDiyama caMpakamunijI 7. zrI jJAna muni jI 8. zrI maidAna, jodhapura meM zrI jJAna muni jI evaM zrI mahendra mahendra muni jI ThANA 8 muni jI kI prvrjyaa| phAlgana zuklA 8 ko zrI| harasolAva - 1. zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma. 2. mANaka muni jI ma.sA. kA jodhapura meM 35 zrImAnamunijI 3. zrI basaMtamuni jI ThANA 3 divasIya saMthAre ke sAtha mahAprayANa / jodhapura - 1. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI mANakamuni jI 3. zrI jayaMti muni jI 4. zrIzrIcaMdajI ma. 5. zrI bhadrikamani jI ThANA 5 |1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI choTe caitra zuklA 9 saMvat 2033 ko bhopAlagar3ha meM lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 3. zrI hIrAmunijI 4. zrI mahAsatI zrI saralakaMvara jI, zrI saubhAgyavatI jI zItalamuni jI 5. zrI caMpaka muni jI 6. zrI evaM zrI manoharakaMvara jI ma.sA. kA zramaNI jIvana meM praveza / phAlguna zuklA 12 ko mahAsatI zrI goTana - 1. zrI baDe lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI rAjamatI jI ma.sA. kI jodhapura meM diikssaa| mAnamunijI 3. zrI bhadrika mani jI ma.sA. ThANA 55 2032 1975 vyAvara 56 2033 1976 bAlotarA jA 6. zrI evaM zrI manoharA saubhAgyavatI jI mahandra muni jI ThANA 57 2034 1977 ajamera / jodhapura * 1. zrI cauthamalajI ma. 2. zrI jayaMtamuni jI 3. zrI zubha muni jI ThANA 3 ajIta - 1. zrI jJAna munijI 2. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. 3.zrI basaMtamuni jI ThANA 3 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI choTe mAgha zuklA 10 saMvat 2034 ko pAlAsanI meM lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 3. zrI hIrAmunijI 4. zrI zrI gautama muni jI ma.sA. kA saMyama-jIvana meM mahendra muni jI ma. ThANA 4 prvesh| jodhapura * 1. zrI bar3e lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2.zrIjayaMtamuni jI 3. zrI mAnamunijI 4. zrI zubhamunijI ThANA 4
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 58 2035 1978 indaura dudhAr3A 1. zrI cauthamalajI ma. 2. zrI basaMtamuni jI 3. zrI jJAnamunijI ThANA 3 Alanapura - 1. zrI zrIcandajI ma. 2. zrI bhadrimunijI ma. ThANA 2 phAlanA - 1. zrI zItalamunijI 2. zrI campakamunijI ThANA 2 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI hIrA saMvat 2035 jyeSTha zuklA dazamI ko zrI| muni jI , 3. zrI zItala muni jI, 4. zrI zubha naMdISeNa muni jI kI dIkSA mandasaura meM sampanna / muni jI 5. zrI mahendra muni jI 6. zrI gautama paM. zrI bar3e lakSmIcandajI ma.sA. evaM yuvAcArya muni jI ThANA 6 pravara zrI nAnAlAlajI ma.sA. kA saMyukta cAturmAsa, jodhapura - 1. zrI bar3e lakSmI caMdajI ma. 2. zrI ghoDoM ke cauka jodhapura meN| jayaMta muni jI 3. zrI mAnamuni jI 4. zrI basaMta pauSa zuklA dazamI saMvat 2035 ko jodhapura meM muni jI ThANA 4 paM. rala zrI bar3e lakSmIcaMdajI ma.sA. kA mahAgaDha-1. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma., 2. zrI svrgvaas| caMpaka muni jI 3. zrI nandISeNa muni jI ThANA 59 2036 1979 jalagAMva nAgaura 1. muni zrI cauthamalajI 2. zrI jJAna muni jI ThANA 2 gaMgApura siTI 1. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI bhadrika muni jI ma.sA. ThANA 2 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI 3. zrI hIrAmunijI 4. zrI zItalamani jI 5. zrI mahendra muni jI 6. zrI gautama muni jI 7. zrI nandISeNa mani jI ThANA7 jodhapura 1. muni zrI cauthamalajI 2. zrI jayaMtamuni jI 3. zrI mAnamuni jI 4. zrI basaMta muni jI 5. zrI jJAna muni jI ThANA 5 bharatapura 1. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI zubha muni jI 3. zrI caMpakamuni jI 4. zrI bhadrikamuni jI ThANA 4 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI choTe dvitIya jyeSTha zuklA saptamI saMvat 2037 ko| lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 3. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. 4. zrI jodhapura meM zrI cauthamalajI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa / hIrAmunijI 5. zrI zItalamuni jI 6. zrI isI mAha kI navamI ko mahAsatI zrI jJAnakaMvara zubhamuni jI 7. zrI caMpaka manijI 8. zrI mahendra jI ma.sA. kA jodhapura meM svrggmn| mAgha muni jI 9. zrI gautama muni jI 10. zrI zuklA paMcamI saMvat 2037 ko baiMgalora meM zrI nandISeNa mani jI ThANA 10 prakAza muni jI ma.sA, zrI dhannA muni jI ma.sA. jodhapura 1. zrI jayaMtamani jI 2. zrI mAnamuni Adi kI bhAgavatI diikssaa| jI 3. zrI basaMta munijI 4. zrI jJAna muni jI ThANA4 60 2037 1980 madrAsa
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________________ 870 61 2038 1981 rAyacUra 62 2039 1982 jalagAMva 63 2040 1983 jayapura 64 2041 1984 jodhapura 65 2042 1985 bhopAlagar3ha namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM 1. AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI vaizAkha zuklA 6 saMvat 2038 ko rAyacUra hIrAmunijI, 3. zrI zItala munijI 4. zrI mahendra (karnATaka) meM mahAsatI zrI saraleza prabhAjI evaM muni jI 5. zrI gautama muni jI 6. zrI nandISeNa mahAsatI zrI candrakalA jI ma.sA. kI bhAgavatI muni jI 7. zrI dhannA munijI ThANA 7 dIkSA / 2038 pauSa zuklA 15 ko bIjApura meM ballArI- 1. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI choTe lakSmIcaMdajI ma.sA. kA svargavAsa / zubhamuni jI 3. zrI caMpakamunijI 4. zrI prakAzamuni jI ThANA 4 jodhapura 1. zrI jayaMtamuni jI 2. zrI mAnamunijI 3. zrI basaMta munijI 4. zrI jJAna munijI ThANA 4 sindhanUra - 1. zrI zrIcaMdajI ma. 2. zrI gaNeza muni jI 3. zrI jambU muni jI ThANA 3 A 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI vaizAkha zuklA 3 ko mahAsatI zrI indubAlA jI zrIcaMdajI ma. 3. zrI hIrAmunijI, 4. zrIzItala ma.sA. evaM mahAsatI zrI vimalAvatIjI ma.sA. kI muni jI, 5. zrI caMpakamuni jI, 6. zrI mahendra jodhapura meM zramaNI dIkSA / muni jI, 7. zrI gautama muni jI, 8. zrI nandISeNa mArgazIrSa zukla 6 ko jodhapura meM jayaMtI muni jI muni jI 9. zrI dhannAmuni jI ThANA 9 ma.sA. kA svargavAsa / jodhapura - 1. zrI jayaMtamuni jI 2. zrI pauSa zuklA 3 ko zrI zrIcaMdajI ma.sA. kA indaura mAnamunijI 3. zrI zubha munijI 4. zrI basaMta meM svargavAsa / mahAsatI zrI zAMtiprabhA jI ma.sA. muni jI 5. zrI jJAna muni jau 6. zrI prakAza muni kI indaura meM pauSa zuklA paMcamI ko bhAgavatI jI ThANA 6 dIkSA / 1. pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI mArgazIrSa zuklA 10 saMvat 2040 ko zrI mAna muni jI 3. zrI hIrAmunijI 4. zrI zItala pramoda muni jI ma.sA. kI dIkSA jayapura meM muni jI 5. zrI zubhamuni jI 6. zrI basanta muni sampanna / madrAsa meM mArgazIrSa zuklA 14 ko jI, 7. zrI campaka muni jI 8. zrI jJAna muni jI mahAsatI zrI jJAnalatAjI, darzanalatAjI, cAritra 9. zrI mahendra muni jI 10. zrI gautama munijI latAjI kI bhAgavatI dIkSA mahAsatI zrI mainA 11. zrI nandISeNa muni jI 12. zrI prakAza muni sundarI jI ma.sA. dvArA sampanna / jI, 13. zrI dhannA munijI ThANA 13 1. pUjya AcArya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI caitra zuklA 6 saMvat 2041 ko nAgaura meM zrI hIrAmunijI, 3. zrI zItala muni jI, 4. zrI harIzamuni jI evaM mahAsatI zrI niHzalyavatIjI jJAna munijI, 5. zrI gautama munijI 6. zrI ne bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / mArgazIrSa nandISeNa muni jI, 7. zrI pramoda munijI 8. zrI zuklA SaSThI ko mahAsatI nalinIprabhA jI evaM harIza munijI ThANA 8 suzrI prabhAjI (suzIlA jI) ma.sA. kI dIkSA / ahamadAbAda - 1. zrI mAnamunijI 2 zrI mahendra mAgha zuklA dazamI 31 janavarI 1985 ko zrI muni jI 3. zrI prakAza munijI 4. zrI dhannA dayAmunijI mahAsatI vinayaprabhAjI, munijI ThANA 4 indirAprabhAjI, zaziprabhA jI evaM muktiprabhAjI mahuA 1. zrI zubha muni jI 2. zrI basaMta ma.sA. ne zramaNI jIvana meM praveza kiyA / muni jI 3. zrI caMpaka muni jI ThANA 3 - 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI hIrAmunijI, 3. zrI basaMta muni jI, 4. zrI mahendra munijI, 5. zrI dhannAmuni jI 6. zrI pramoda munijI ThANA 6 , *
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________________ paMcama khaNDa : pariziSTa 871 pAlI - 1. zrI mAnamuni jI , 2. zrI jJAna muni jI, 3. zrI prakAza munijI, 4. zrI harIza munijI, 5.zrI dayA munijI ThANA 5 savAImAdhopura - 12. zrI zItalamuni jI, 13. zrI nandISeNamuni jI ThANA 2 nAgaura- 1. zrI zubhamuni jI, 2. zrI caMpakamanijI, 3. zrI gautamamunijI ThANA 3 _ 66 2043 1986 pIpAr3a pirTI 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI vaizAkha zuklA SaSThI ko mahAsatI zrI hIrAmunijI , 3. zrI zItalamunijI, 4. zrI basaMta sumanalatAjI ma.sA. evaM mahAsatI zrI| munijI, 5. zrI caMpakamunijI , 6. zrI jJAna samatiprabhAjI ma.sA. kI pAlI meM zramaNI dIkSA / / munijI, 7. zrI mahendra munijI, 8. zrI gautama mAghazuklA 10 ko zrIrAmamuni jI evaM shrii| muni jI, 9. zrI dhannAmunijI, 10. zrI dayAmuni kailAzamuni jI kA zramaNa-jIvana meM prvesh| jI ThANA 10 vijayanagara 1. zrI mAnamunijI, 2. zrI prakAza manijI, 3. zrI pramoda manijI ma.sA. ThANA 3 koTA 1. zrI zubhendra munijI, 2. zrI nandISaNajI, zrI harIzamunijI ThANA 3 67 2044 1987 ajamera 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI mAgha zuklA 10 ko zrI arhadAsa munijI kI zItalamanijI, 3. zrI zubhendra munijI 4. zrI mahAvIra nagara jayapura meM diikssaa| caMpaka munijI 5. zrI gautama munijI 6. zrI dhannA munijI ThANA 6 jayapura - 1. zrI mAnamunijI 2. zrI prakAzamunijI 3. zrI pramoda munijI 4. zrI rAma manijI ThANA 4 nAgaura - 1. zrI hIrA munijI , 2. zrI basaMta manijI 3. zrI mahendramuni jI, 4. zrI harIza munijI,5.zrI kailAza munijI ThANA 5 jodhapura - 1. zrI jJAna munijI 2. zrI nandISaNa jI 3. zrI dayA munijI ThANA3 68 2045 1988 savAI 1. pUjya zrI hastImalajI ma.sA. 2. zrI mAdhApura hIrAmunijI 3. zrI caMpakamunijI, 4. zrI mahendramunijI, 5. zrI dhannA munijI, 6. zrI pramoda munijI, 7. zrI kailAza munijI 8. zrI arhaddAsa muni jI ThANA 8 dillI - 1. zrI mAnamunijI 2. zrI gautamamunijI 3. zrI prakAzamunijI 4. zrI harIza muni jI ThANA 4 jayapura - 1. zrI zItalamunijI 2. zrI basantamunijI 3. zrI jJAnamunijI 4. zrI dayAmunijI ThANA 4 hiNDauna siTI - 1. zrI zubhendra muni jI 2. zrI nandISeNa munijI 3. zrI rAmamunijI ThANA 3
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________________ dhanyavAda-sAdhuvAda adhyAtmayogI, cAritra-cUDAmaNi, pratipala smaraNIya, paramArAdhya pUjya gurudeva AcAryapravara zrI 1008 zrI hastImala jI ma.sA. isa yuga ke prabhAvazAlI yugamanISI AcArya rahe haiN| unase lAkhoM zraddhAlu bhakta jIvana-nirmANa kI dRSTi se upakRta hue haiN| ve eka sampradAya ke AcArya hokara bhI jana-jana ke hRdaya meM virAjita mahApuruSa the| gurudeva ke vicAra, AcAra evaM sAdhanA sabake lie preraNAsAgara haiM, isI vicAra ko kendra meM rakhakara "namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM" grantha kA prakAzana kiyA gayA hai| grantha ke lekhana evaM sampAdana kA kArya vidvadvarya DaoN. dharmacanda jI jaina evaM sampAdaka maNDala ke sadasyagaNa sarva zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA, zrI prasannacanda jI bAphanA, DaoN. (zrImatI) maMjulA jI bamba evaM DaoN. (zrImatI) suSamA jI siMghavI ke suyogya hAthoM se huA hai| sampAdaka-maNDala ke stutya satkArya kI muktakaNTha se prazaMsA karate hue hamArI ora se evaM akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka saMgha parivAra kI ora se hArdika bdhaaii| AcArya bhagavanta kI jIvanI vyaktigata stara para prakAzita karavAne ke lie saMgha-sevI zrAvaka utsuka the, para AcArya zrI hastI jIvana-caritra prakAzana samiti ke adhyakSa zrI jJAnendra jI bAphanA kA yaha sujhAva thA ki guru hastI ke upakAroM se hama saba upakRta rahe haiM, ataHjIvanI prakAzana meM jo bhI sahayoga karanA cAheM unakA saharSa samAna sahayoga svIkAra kiyA jAnA caahie| saMgha stara para isa prastAva ko svIkAra kara gurubhrAtAoM se nivedana kiyA gayA ki ve apane nAma prakAzana sahayogI ke rUpa meM deN| jodhapura, jayapura, mumbaI, cenaI, baiMgalora, jalagAMva Adi vibhinna kSetroM ke gurubhrAtAoM ke nAma saharSa prApta hue haiN| hama sahayoga pradAna karane vAle sabhI gurubhrAtAoM kA hArdika sAdhuvAda-dhanyavAda jJApita karate haiN| paramapUjya gurudeva ke ananya zraddhAniSTha, saMghaniSTha sampAdaka-maNDala dvArA grathita-sampAdita "namo purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM" ko Apake kara-kamaloM meM sauMpate hue hameM pramoda kA anubhava ho rahA hai| svAdhyAyamanISI mahApuruSa kI isa jIvanI kA svAdhyAya zraddhAluoM va pAThakoM ke jIvana meM parivartana kA pAtheya bane, yahI maMgala bhAvanA hai| mophatarAja muNota kailAzacanda hIrAvata sumerasiMha botharA navaratana DAgA pArasacanda hIrAvata saMyojaka-saMrakSaka maNDala adhyakSa kAryAdhyakSa mahAmaMtrI koSAdhyakSa akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna hitaiSI zrAvaka
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________________ savinaya sazraddhA samarpaNa * amRtalAla bhaMvaralAla zrImatI kAMtAdevI candUlAla kaTAriyA-pIpAr3a vAle-nAgapura amaramala manojakumAra surAnA-bIkAnera * amaramala, zAMtimala, narendramala, rAjendramala, surendramala mehatA-jodhapura amaracanda bAdalakaMvara hukmIcanda prakAza mehatA-vyAvara amaracanda kamalakizora Ananda bharata rAjendra boharA-pIpAr3azahara amaracanda-anopakaMvara anila-alakA AyuSya samakita dudher3iyA-ajamera akhila bhAratIya zrI jaina ratna zrAvikA maNDala-zAkhA mumbaI anila-latA akuMza mehatA-mumbaI * anilakumAra bAbela-mumbaI * aravindakumAra, vijayakumAra, paMkajakumAra, utsava, umaMga, ritika bAphanA-jalagAMva azoka, abhiSeka, mItA karnAvaTa-mumbaI . azoka, mukezakumAra gundecA-mumbaI * azokakumAra, zailabhakumAra hIrAvata-jayapura * azokakumAra, AzISakumAra boharA-jayapura * ajaya-zrAvikA, saMjali, sakhI muNota-mumbaI * ajItakumAra mUthA-mumbaI * ajItakumAra, amitakumAra birAnI-jayapura anarAja-kusumalatA, sumaticanda-padamA, zItala, siddhArtha kocara mehatA-jodhapura / anuja-sAkSI muNota-mumbaI * AyacukIdevI gautamacanda navaratnamala sumeracanda prasannacanda bAghamAra-kosAnA-cainnaI * AratI-lAbhacanda, saurabha lor3hA-jayapura AnandakaMvara-zAMtidevI, ummedamala, narendrakumAra, Adeza, luNAvata jaina-jodhapura-mumbaI baMkaTalAla, prazAntakumAra, vikAsa kAMkariyA-mumbaI baMzIlAla pramodakumAra bhAgacanda zAMticanda gautamacanda koceTA-kizanagar3ha baMzIlAla, pannAlAla, rAjendrakumAra, vijayakumAra, nilezakumAra botharA-jalagAMva bAMDIdevI caMdanamala siremala, mAMgIlAla, rameza, rAjeza, mahendra caupar3A (lAdhAMNI) parapadarA-pAlI bAdalacanda nIlamacanda gautamacanda bAghamAra -kosAnA-cainnaI bAdalacanda-campAdevI, kAMtilAla-indumati, pravINa, vinaya, kamaleza bAphanA-jodhapura * bAdalacanda, pramoda, virendra-suzIlA, manISa karnAvaTa-jayapura * bastImala-bhaMvarIdevI, sumeramala, jJAnendra, pyArelAla, Ananda, dharmendra bAphanA-bhopAlagar3ha-jodhapura badanakaMvara kailAzamala-suzIlA, nakula namratA siMghavI-dillI baccharAja, nemIcanda-lIlAdevI, rAvalacanda-zaMkutalAdevI zrImAla-bAr3amera-jodhapura * budhamala padamacanda cainarAja mRgezakumAra koThArI khiMvasarA-kaNakkAkamacatarama-ahamadAbAda-cainnaI
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________________ clolo buddhiprakAza-indrA narendra-maMjU mahendra-saMgItA jaina-koTA bajaraMgalAla mahAvIraprasAda subAhukumAra hemantakumAra jaina-savAImAdhopura * bizanacanda dalapatarAja kizorakumAra subhASacanda milApacanda saMdIpa chAjer3a mUthA-kosAnA- haidarAbAda bidAmakaMvara sajjanarAja harIza sAMkhalA-baiMgalora bhaMvarIbAI sunIlakumAra ramezakumAra mahezakumAra lalavANI-cintAdarI peTa-cainnaI bhaMvarIbAI lalitAbAI mahAvIracanda rAjeza rAkeza lalavANI -cintAdarI peTa-cainnaI bhaMvarIdevI-trilokacanda, mohanalAla, abhayakumAra, saMjaya koThArI-jayapura bhaMvaralAla mahendrakumAra rAjeza mukeza karnAvaTa-kolakAtA bhaMvaralAla prakAzacanda surezacanda kailAzacanda sAgaramala zAMtilAla dudher3iyA-mer3atAsiTI-pADI-cainnaI * bhaMvaralAla premacanda zAMtilAla zrIkumAra kuzala saMdIpa aMkita lor3hA-kAnapura bhaMvaralAla sampatarAja azoka dalapata basanta rAjeza DaoN. sunIla vimala caudhrii-piipaadd'-dillii| bhaMvaralAla-pAnakaMvara, javarIlAla, miThAlAla, mahAvIracanda, rAjendra-lalitA, rajata, tanu kumbhaTa-jodhapura bhaMvaralAla, kundanamala, karaNamala, nareza muNota-mumbaI * bhaMvaralAla, hIrAlAla corar3iyA jaina-jalagAMva bhaMvaralAla, padamacanda, surezacanda, rAkeza, rAhula, jinendra bAphanA-jalagAMva bhaMvaralAla, navaratnamala rAkezakumAra, vikramakumAra, gaurava, mohita, namana bAghamAra-cainnaI bhIkamacanda hastImala vimala azoka vinoda, rAhala sarANA-nAgaura-baiMgalora-kolakAtA * bhabhUtarAja, sUrajarAja, dIpaka mehatA-jayapura bharataprakAza dIpakaprakAza mahAvIra RSabha anuja ostavAla-mer3atA siTI * bhopAlacanda rAjendra mahendra pagAriyA-baiMgalora bhopAlacanda, premacanda, caMcalacaMda, dhanapatacaMda, rAjendracaMda, mahendracaMda seThiyA -jodhapura bhAgacanda, hemeza, unnata, upaneza seTha -jayapura bhAgacanda, rAjeza, dineza navalakhA -jayapura pro. cAndamala-hukmakaMvara Ananda-sunItA, sUryaprakAza-mAyA pravINa-saMgItA karnAvaTa-udayapura chataracanda-bilamakaMvara, Ananda-zazi, prakAza-prabhA, arUNa-sunItA, amita, kuNAla, priyaMkA harSa mehatA caMcalamala-ratana, azoka-kAjala, ananta, pradyuma corar3iyA-jodhapura campAlAla cetanaprakAza zAMtilAla DUMgaravAla-baiMgalora campAlAla candrakAnta dhaneza mohita zreNika gAMdhI-icalakaraMjI * cAMdamala-jhamakUbAI koThArI-alasUra, beMgalora cunnIlAla, subhASa, vimala, dineza lalavAnI-jayapura cainarUpacanda, dIpacanda, kamalakizora, vijayarAja bAphanA-goTana-jalagAMva * cainIbAI, pukharAja, prakAzacanda, rAjendra koThArI-mumbaI
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________________ 88 * cainarAja iMnjiniyara pravINakumAra DaoN. gaNatantra yoga nIla khuza mehatA - pAlI candanamala sohanalAla budhamala sampatarAja rAjendrakumAra bAghamAra - maisUra * candanamala - zAMtidevI, dineza nirmalA, manISa - nirmalA lor3hA jodhapura * candanamala, amaracanda, harakacanda, sohanarAja, surendra, narendra, veMkaTa, zreSTha sadAvata mehatA - jodhapura * candrasiMha, saradArasiMha, tArAcanda, rIteza, AzISa botharA - jayapura * candrA - amaracanda muNota - mumbaI, * candralekhA - subhASa, jitendra koThArI - mumbaI * cAndamala, caitanyamala, nemIcanda DhaDDA-jayapura * dharmacanda - zaMkutalA hIrAvata saMjaya - mumbaI * dharmacanda - caMcala, anuja, zarada botharA - mumbaI * dharmacanda, surezakumAra, gaurava, gautama jaina- jayapura * dhIMgar3amala - tArAdevI, bhaMvaralAla - zazikalA, bhairUlAla, nareza, mohita bAMThiyA - jodhapura * dhIrendrarAja, saMjaya mehatA - jayapura dhApIbAI - pArasamala, amita, rohita, mohita, aMkita, akSaya, rakSita, cirAga, arihanta koThArI - cainnaI * dhanapata - snehalatA DosI, jagadIza mInA siMghavI, mohanakaura, navanIta jaina - jodhapura * dhanarAja-manoharakuMvara, cauthamala - kizanakuMvara, prasannamala, raMgarUpamala, dIpaka, alakeza abhiSeka phophaliyA - jodhapura * dinezakumAra surendra vikramakumAra sacina huNDIvAla- bhopAlagar3ha - cennaI * dilIpakumAra - maMjU jaina - dillI vAle, mumbaI * dIpacanda - dhanIdevI, pRthvIrAja, amRtalAla, pArasamala gulecchA - jodhapura dIpacanda - kiraNakaMvara, pannAlAla, bAdalacanda, rAjendra kumbhaTa - jodhapura * dalIcanda, surezakumAra, punamallI kavAr3a - cainnaI * dalajIta - sunItA, prajJA, yaza birAnI - mumbaI * phUlacanda sajjanarAja ramezacanda ummedarAja rAjakumAra vimalacanda bAghamAra - kosAnA - pIpAr3a - cainnaI * ghamaNDIcanda, sAyaracanda, padamacanda, madanacanda, gautamacanda, zAMticanda, bhAgacanda kAMkariyA - jodhapura * ghevaracanda - ratanabAI dhIraja abhaya kamala vimala akSaya prema saMjaya nAhara - bhopAla gupta - mumbaI * jJAnacanda zrImatI candrakAntA rAhula botharA - mumbaI * jJAnacanda - santoSa bamba - mumbaI * jJAnacanda, paMkajakumAra bAliyA - jayapura * vaidya gopAlalAla - kamalAbAI dharmendra jitendra vinoda saMjaya jaina alIgar3ha rAmapurA (ToMka) gaNezamala caMcalarAja vinAyakiyA mehatA - ahamadAbAda gularAja - ratanakaMvara, gopAlarAja - zAMti abAnI - jodhapura gulAbacanda milApacanda kailAzacaMda prakAzacaMda vinayacaMda botharA - jayapura
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________________ 879 gulAbacanda, bhaMvaralAla, kaMvaralAla, javAharalAla, kamalakizora, nileza, snehIla saMghavI-jalagAMva * hIrAcanda, arUNakumAra, ajItakumAra jaragar3a-jayapura * harakacanda nitInakumAra ostavAla-pUnA * harakacanda-suAbAI, suganacanda-kamalAdevI, bhaMvaralAla, prakAzacanda, subhASacanda, dilIpa bhaNDArI-jodhapura * harIcanda, anila, saritA, aMkita hIrAvata-mumbaI hoziyAracanda-indrakaMvara, lakhapatacanda-madhu, navanIta, amita, aMkita bhaNDArI-jodhapura hastImala mahendra lalita yazavanta RSabha manISa golecchA-girI-byAvara * hukmIcanda vinodakumAra saMtoSacanda vipula DosI-baiMgalora * hemakumAra, hemanta, saramAnta, saMcetI-mumbaI * hagAmIlAla, arUNa dhArIvAla-mumbaI * indaramala manISa kumAra surAnA-bIkAnera * indaracanda (mahendracanda) zAMtilAla rekhacanda kamalacanda caudharI -pIpADasiTI-cintAdarI peTa, cainnaI * indaracanda rAjakumAra dinezakumAra surANA-cainnaI indrakaMvara, indramala, lakhapata, vijaya, vinaya bhaNDArI-jayapura * indramala, tArAcanda, prakAzacanda, surezacanda, kamaleza muNota-mumbaI * indrA-sumaticanda, hemanta koThArI-jayapura * indrAbAI hemarAja vinodakumAra soMlakI-koyambaTUra jinendrakumAra-vinayakumArI, ajendrakumAra-AzA, nidhi, Rddhi jaina-dillI * jayantI prasAda saMjaya rAjIva jaina zAhadarA-dillI / * jaMvarImala azokakumAra mahAvIracanda zrImatI sUrajAdevI sUryakalA puSpAdevI bAghamAra-cainnaI * jaMvarIlAla pArasamala sampatalAla bAbUlAla tapasvIlAla madanalAla bAghamAra-jabalapura * jaMvarIlAla prakAzacanda dilIpakumAra jJAnacanda hemarAja lUNiyA-pallIpaTa jaMvarIlAla-pArasakaMvara, mIThAlAla, mahAvIra, rAjendra, rAkeza, Rtika kumbhaTa-jodhapura jaMvarIlAla-candrAdevI, prasannacanda, jJAnacanda subhASacanda-lADakaMvara, vikAsa gundecA-jodhapura jaMvatarAja, dhanarAja, sajjanarAja, raMgarUpamala, jJAnacaMda, narapatacaMda, jasavaMtarAja DAgA-jodhapura jabaracanda, bastImala, mAMgIlAla coraDiyA -laverAkalAM-cainnaI jItamala naMdalAla kesarImala rikhabacanda nImeza rUNavAla-bIjApura jodharAja, basantakumAra, vizAlakumAra surAnA-beMgalAra . jasarAja-ratanakaMvara Ananda candrazekhara abhinava prAMjala caupar3A-jodhapura-jayapura * jasavaMtarAja-saradArakaMvara, dalapatarAja, pRthvIrAja, nyAyamUrti prakAza, rAjeza, azoka, umeza TATiyA-jodhapura javAharalAla haMsarAja bharatakumAra anilakumAra akhila akSaya nikhila yaza jaya boharA-icalakarajI javAharalAla lAlacanda prakAza subhASa anUpa karaNa mUthA -gulejagar3ha vAle-ahamadanagara * javAharalAla, premacanda, surezakumAra, rAjendrakumAra bAghamAra -kosAnA vAle-kAnapura-cainnaI .
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________________ 880 javAharalAla, anUpakumAra - prakAzakaMvara, saMjayakumAra - sunIlA, zivAnI bAphanA - indaura * jugarAja pArasamala zAMtilAla, saMjaya, aravinda dIpaka rAhula kavAr3a - pAlI * khImarAja, kesarImala, rUpakumAra mohanarAja madanarAja dharmezakumAra caupar3A - pAlI - bAlotarA - jodhapura * khemacanda narapatacaMda anila candrazekhara kamalA siMghavI - jayapura * kaMcana DAgA - jayapura * kaMcanakumArI, mamatA, anitA bhaNDArI-nimAja - beMgalora * kaMcanadevI - kanhaiyAlAla, sureza, madhu mehatA - mumbaI * kamalAbAI mAnamala hemalatA surAnA - cainnaI kamalAbAI sAgaramala surezacanda gautamacanda bAphanA - baiMgalora kamalAdevI dulIcanda lalitakumAra aruNakumAra sunIlakumAra bAghamAra - kosAnA - cainnaI kamalAdevI, cetana, vIrendra, pIyUSa DhaDDA-jayapura karor3Imala, umarAvamala, zrIpAla, cirAga surAnA - nAgaura - cainnaI kAMtilAla - vimalA, kalpeza surendra hitaiSa caudharI (corar3iyA ) - dhuliyA kAntilAla zAntilAla rAjendrakumAra lUMkaDa - pacapadarA - pAlI * kauzalyA sampatarAja aravinda abhiSeka AratI hRdaya RSabha siMghavI - baiMgalora * kAntA, azoka kumAra bhaNDArI - cainnaI * kastUracanda, suzIlakumAra, sunilakumAra, abhiSeka, RSabha bAphanA - jalagAMva * kusuma - ratanacanda, manoja, manISa koThArI - jayapura * kusuma, zaradakumAra, spaneza golecchA - jayapura kundanamala-rAjAbAI, pArasamala - amRtakaMvara, devendra - prItala gir3iyA - jodhapura kevalamala, pratApasiMha, premasiMha, pravINakumAra, vinodakumAra lor3hA - jayapura kevalacanda vijayarAja sureza amita gulecchA - jodhapura kailAzacanda pukharAja bhaMsAlI - jodhapura - baiMgalora kailAzacanda, avinAza, atula koThArI - jayapura kailAzacandajI bhaNDArI - mumbaI kanakamala dazarathamala daulatamala dhanapatamala gautamacanda raMgarUpamala corar3iyA - cainnaI kanakarAja, pravINa, mahendra, azoka, zekhara, gajendra, ravindra kumbhaTa - jodhapura kanhaiyAlAla chaganamala phatehacanda subhASacanda dalapatarAja basanta mUthA - pIpAr3azahara * kalyANamala aruNakumAra azoka zaradakumAra bAphanA - indaura * kizoramala, caMcalamala, candanamala, campakamala, narendrakumAra surAnA- bIkAnera * kizanalAla surezacanda prIyeza bhaNDArI - baiMgalora * kizanalAla ostavAla eNDa sansa - bhopAlagar3ha - cainnaI * kistUracanda sunIlakumAra sAhila sukalecA - jayapura
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________________ - - 881 . * pro. kalyANamala, surezamala lor3hA-kolakAtA-mumbaI lIlAbAI-dalIcanda jaina -jalagAMva lAbhacanda subhASa, AratI, saurabha lor3hA-jayapura lADakaMvara anarAja kAMkariyA -bhopAlagar3ha-cainnaI lADakaMvara, devendrarAja mehatA-jayapura lAlarAja, gajarAja, jitendra caudharI-mumbaI * lAlacanda, anilakumAra jaragar3a-jayapura lUNakaraNa-suzIlA sajjana-vimalA vijaya-ana vikAsa lor3hA-kAnapura lUNakaraNa, rAvalacanda-campAdevI, bhaMvaralAla, svarUpa, satIza, cetana caupar3A-jodhapura bI. madanalAla-mainAbAI, sumeracanda, dinezacanda, mahAvIracanda baida -cainnaI maMjUdevI anopacanda paMkajakumAra saMdIpakumAra bAghamAra-kosAnA-cainnaI magarAja,nagarAja-lIlA,hukamarAja,kamala-sneha,pradIpa-candrA,saMjaya-sunItA,anupama-dIpAlI khiMvasarA mehatA-jodhapura maMgalacanda dharmIcanda rAjendrakumAra bhaMsAlI-girI-cainnaI mahendrakumAra jJAnacanda vijayakumAra reDa-baiMgalora mahendrarAja himAnI baDhera-mumbaI mIThAlAla kamalA jitendra gautama siddhArtha mohita madhura-bAlotarA mInA-sudhIra, mehA, manana golecchA-jayapura mANakarAja harakarAja-lIlAdevI, narendra, mahendra, rAjendra surANA-jodhapura mANakarAja, arjunarAja, sureza, kuladIpa, jayadIpa, sannI mehatA-jodhapura mANakacanda javAharalAla ratanalAla mahAvIracanda nemIcanda gautamacanda karnAvaTa-cainnaI mANakacanda-sUrajakaMvara manamohanarAja-caMcala dilakhuzarAja-vasantI mehatA pIpAr3a vAle-mumbaI * mANakacanda, saMdIpakumAra, sudIpakumAra karnAvaTa-jayapura mAMgIlAla gautama rAjendra jitendra, niteza, abhiSeka, sumati, vinoda, nikhila, namana kaTAriyA-pIpAr3azahara mAMgIlAla, mahendrakumAra, kRNAla gAMdhI-pAlI mohanalAla kailAzacanda zrIpAla zAMti mahAvIra kamala vinoda dezalaharA -araTiyA khurda-sikandrAbAda mohanalAla pArasamala suzIlakumAra AnandakumAra boharA-tirUvannAmalAI mohanalAla sumeracanda mUlacanda sunIlakumAra siddhArtha harSita corar3iyA -indaura mohanalAla-kavitAbAI, javAharalAla, motIlAla, bijayarAja, sohanalAla-alasUra, beMgalora mohanalAla-patAsIbAI, hastImala, mahendra, budhamala, jinendra, pavana, zItala boharA-ratakur3iyA-pIpAr3a mohanalAla, baMzIlAla, bhaMvaralAla, dhanarAja, anantilAla, hanumAnacanda luNAvata -jodhapura * mohanalAla, prasannacanda, prakAzacanda navalakhA-jayapura * mophatarAja-zaradacandrikA, parAga-monikA, sAcI, zubhikA muNota-mumbaI motIcanda, manoja, subhASa navalakhA-mumbaI
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________________ motIlAla prakAzacanda-ugamakaMvara kamalA gaurava karnAvaTa-jodhapura motIlAla-mohinIdevI, dhanapatarAja-candA, budharAja aMkita aMkura bAgarecA mehatA-pIpAr3azahara madanalAla mohanalAla hemalatA mehula sAMkhalA-mumbaI madanalAla pArasamala zAMtilAla mahAvIra nitIna nIraja botharA-bIjApara madanalAla-puttaladevI, padamacanda-zAMtidevI, surezacanda-indrAdevI bAphanA-bhopAlagar3ha madanalAla-zazikalA, gaurava, sunItA lalavAnI-mumbaI manamohanacanda-kaMcanadevI pramoda-uSA, raunaka pratibhA bAphanA -kAnapura manasukhalAla azokakumAra rAjezakumAra gugaliyA -lonAvanA * malarAja-kesarakaMvara. maMja-sva. narendrarAja, zAna-saMdIpa dhArIvAla-jodhapara mUlacanda nandalAla dilIpa rAjeza pradIpa bhaNDArI-byAvara mUlacanda, pradIpa, jayadIpa, himAMzu, namana jaina-hiNDaunasiTI * mizrImala-sItAdevI, narapatarAja-saMtoSa, mahIpata, gajendra caupar3A-jodhapura milApacanda padamacanda ajIta azoka zItala navanIta aMkita amita sumita samakita khAbiyA-icalakaraMjI .pI. mAMgIlAla, harIzakumAra kavAr3a-punamallI-cainnaI zrImatI mANakakaMvara himmatasiMha galuNDiyA memoriyala TrasTa-jayapura DaoN. maMjulA, Aloka, mehula bamba-jayapura * nirmala, manoja, anuja jaina-mumbaI / * nirmalA, prakAzamala putra sva. zrI jItamalajI surANA-bar3audA * nitikA-manISakumAra, azvaryA, AryA lalavAnI-jalagAMva nirbhayamala, vijayamala, urmilA jaina-mumbaI niraMjanalAla mukeza rAjeza manoja paMkaja jaina-hiNDaunasiTI * nRsiMhamala, sohanamala, rAjeza, ajaya, saMjaya mehatA-jodhapura * nRsiMhamala, abhayamala-kamalA, rameza, sunIla, saMdIpa, dIpaka mehatA-jodhapura * naMdalAla-madhu, zaguna, zazAMka hIrAvata-mumbaI * nIraja-pUrNimA, salaunI bhaNDArI-mumbaI * narezakumArajI lor3hA-mumbaI * narendra-maMjU mehatA-jayapura narendra-sujAtA, zreyAMsa hIrAvata-mumbaI navaratnamala lakSmIcanda bhaNDArI-vyAvara navaratanamala-anilA koThArI-mumbaI * nemIcanda dhanarUpacanda amitakumAra AnandakumAra mehatA-baiMgalora * nemIcanda-zazibena, jitendra, jayacanda, candrikA rAMkA-mumbaI nemIcanda, nIlamacanda coraDiyA-mambaI-jalagAMva
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________________ 883 nemIcanda, namatA, pAyala, nidhi, nikitA botharA-mumbaI * omaprakAza mahAvIra navaratana ostavAla-goTana omaprakAza, diptezacanda, kaMcanadevI, priyA, saurabha mehatA-cainnaI * prabhudayAla kailAzacanda narendrakumAra vimala nirmala dineza jaina-hiNDaunasiTI * premacanda-nirmalA, ajaya, Aloka hIrAvata-mumbaI * pistAbAI dharmIcanda haMsarAja azokakumAra bAghamAra-kosAnA-cainnaI pRthvIrAja, premacanda kavAr3a-punamallI-cainnaI pI. ema. Aloka, zekhara, kamala coraDiyA-cainnaI pArasa, zikhara, lIlA, vinoda, razmi, kIrtideva surAnA-cainnaI pArasabAI kiraNakumArI vijayAlakSmI hIrAkaMvara latAdevI huNDIvAla-bhopAlagar3ha-cainnaI pArasakaMvara-maMjU dIpaka, darzana, prasannacanda bhaNDArI-korammaMgalA, beMgalora pArasakaMvara-ratanarAja, gautamacaMda, prakAzacaMda, azoka, aneSa, dilIpa bhaNDArI-pIpAr3a pArasamala-manabharadevI, vimalacanda jItamala kuzalacanda DhAbariyA-ajamera pArasamala-suzIlA vimalakumAra-sImA rAkezakumAra-rekhA corar3iyA-ujjaina pArasamala-jasakaMvara, sirehamala, sAyaramala, sureza, rameza, dineza reDa-jodhapura * pArasamala, ghIsUlAla, rAjeza bamba-mumbaI pArasamala, zAMtilAla, mahAvIra, azoka, siddhArtha, AkAza, abhiSeka, AzISa, yaza kAMkariyA bhopAlagar3ha-jalagAMva / pArasamala, surezakumAra, narendrakumAra, rAjendrakumAra, vimalakumAra khiMvasarA koThArI -raNasIgAMva-cainnaI / pArasacanda-zakuntalA, sumita-mumbaI pArzvakumAra, dilIpakumAra, harSa mehatA -mumbaI popaTalAla lalitakumAra kuNAla ostavAla -pUnA padamarAja amita AzISa bAgharecA mehatA -baiMgalora padamadevI-nathamala, abhitAbha hIrAvata -jayapura padamacanda-maMjU koThArI -jayapura padamacanda-ratanIdevI, pradIpa, rajanI, ekatA, zvetA mehatA (pIpAr3a) jodhapura * padamacanda, pradIpakumAra, akSaya mehatA-mumbaI * padamacanda, subhASacanda, manojakumAra, abhiSeka, jaya kaTAriyA-pIpAr3a puSpAkaMvara prakAzamala jyotikaMvara, surezamala pavitrAkaMvara, kailAzamala dugar3a-cainnaI pRSpAdevI-candrarAja siMghavI-jayapura pukharAja kavAr3a-cainnaI * pukharAja rAjendra anila surANA-kaMvaliyAsa pukharAja-premakumArI, jorAvaramala-kamalA, pUraNarAja-lIlA pravINa-rekhA, prazAnta-zvetA, prAMjala, abAnI-jodhapura pukharAja-sAyarakaMvara, pyArelAla, bAbUlAla, prakAzacanda, badhamala koThArI khiMvasarA-raNasIgAMva-cainnaI "pApAcannaI
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________________ * pukharAja-suganIdevI, mophatarAja-zaradacandrikA muNota-mumbaI pukharAja, prakAzacanda, ramezacanda, padamacanda, vizAla, akSita bAghamAra-cainnaI pukharAja, prazAnta pArakha -mumbaI-jalagAMva pUnamacanda, kusama, zvAti, anurAga hIrAvata-mumbaI pUnamacanda, harIzacanda baDhera-jayapura * prakAzabAI yazavantarAja lalitakumAra bharatakumAra dinezakumAra pavanakumAra sAMkhalA-baiMgalora . prakAzacanda rAkezakumAra vimala sunIla kamala gAMdhI-thAMvalA-sUrata * prakAzacanda zAMtilAla mahAvIracanda lor3hA-nADasara-baiMgalora * prakAzacanda-suzIlA lor3hA -koThI vAle-jayapura . prakAzacanda, zreyAMsakumAra DhaDDA-jayapura * pramodakumAra, vivekakumAra mohanota-jayapura * pramilA- uttamacanda anurAga bhaNDArI-baiMgalora ' * pramilAdevI-gaNapatarAja, hemantakumAra, upendrakumAra bAghamAra-kosAnA-cainnaI * prasannacanda-prasannadevI gAMga -mumbaI * pradIpakumAra, hemantakumAra koThArI-jayapura * pratIka lalitakumAra kAnamala bAliyA-baiMgalora * premakaMvara milApacanda anila sunIla suzIla mohita burar3a -vyAvara * premAbAI-bhIkamacanda jaina-jalagAMva * premacanda dharmendrakumAra, prerita capaloda jaina-gIjagar3ha vihAra, jayapura * premacanda, prakAzacanda, kailAzacanda, vimalacanda DAgA-jayapura * premacanda, azoka, anila, arUNa, saMjaya gokharU-jayapura * premalatA-sirahamala, vinayacaMda, hIrAcanda, vinIta navalakhA-jayapura rUci-amarIza lalavAnI-jalagAMva rUpacanda sohanalAla sampatarAja sajjanarAja dhArIvAla-pAlI * rikhabarAja, ajItakumAra bacchAvata-jayapura * rikhabacanda-mInU lor3hA-jayapura * rikhabacanda-zrImatI kevalakaMvara vIrendra mAnendra jinenda ostavAna-jodhapura * rikhabacanda-ratanakaMvara, hukmIcanda nemIcanda pukharAja gaNapatarAja pArakha-jodhapura * rikhabacanda, rAjIva-aMjali, AditI, avanI mehatA-jodhapura * rikhabarAja chAjer3a-mumbaI * riteza, abhilASA hIrAvata-mumbaI rAdhezyAma kuzalacanda padamacanda azokakumAra gaurava jaina-savAImAdhopura * rAyacanda-zazi, riteza, kSitija hIrAvata-mumbaI
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________________ 885 rAmadayAla ummedacanda lAlacanda namokAra mohanalAla dhanarAja rUpita jaina-savAImAdhopura rAmalAla jhUmaralAla zAMtilAla ratanalAla amRtalAla gautamacanda kavAr3a-pIpAr3a rAjakaMvara, candrarAja-premalatA, saMjaya-AzA, ariSTha-zreyAMsa siMghavI -jodhapura rAjakumAra-ratanalAla bAphanA-jalagAMva rAjamala, manoja kavAr3a-mumbaI * rAjIva surAnA-mumbaI * rAjeza-sudhA, umaMga, khuzAlI golecchA-mumbaI * rAjezakumAra, surezakumAra jaina-jalagAMva * rAjendra-sudhA bAphanA-mumbaI * rAjendra, surendra, narendra karnAvaTa-mumbaI rAjendra, amolaka, devabAlA bhaNDArI-mumbaI rAjendrakumAra mahAvIracanda siddhArtha, gaurava, abhinandana, jinendra bAphanA-jalagAMva (bhopAlagar3ha) * rAjendrakumAra mahendrakumAra gajendrasiMha DAMgI-kizanagar3ha * rAjendrakumAra, sureza mehatA-mumbaI ratanakaMvara-prazAnta karnAvaTa-jayapura ratanamala-kamalA, anila mehatA-zivAkAzI * ratanAdevI-surezakumAra jaina-jalagAMva ratanacanda, azoka, rAjeza, abhiSeka, vIra bhaMsAlI-mumbaI ratanalAla mAnikalAla javAharalAla nAhara-barelI vAle-indaura ratanalAla cunnIlAla bAphanA-jalagAMva-bhopAlagar3ha ratanalAla, premarAja gAMdhI-thAMvalA rupAsatI mahilA maNDala-pIpAr3azahara zaMkaralAla, puSpA-IzvaralAla, manISakumAra, amarIza lalavAnI-jalagAMva zakuntalA-prakAzamala, pradIpa dilIpa rohita bharata bhaNDArI-cainnaI zakuntalA-prakAzacanda hIrAvata-jayapura zAMtA-sva. siddhezvaranAtha, madhu-pradIpa, prakhara modI -jayapura zIlA-prakAzacanda, prazAnta koThArI -jayapura zAMtidevI, devendra-zazi bhaNDArI -mumbaI zAMtidevI, surezacanda dilIpacanda padamacanda amita gaurava pIyUSa surANA-cainnaI zAMtilAla kizanalAla padamacanda manojakumAra amitakumAra pravINa yaza seThiyA-cainnaI zAMtilAla-rAjazrI, zuci, saMkula karnAvaTa-mumbaI zAMtilAla, mukeza, rAjeza, ajaya, nileza lalavAnI-jalagAMva zobhAgamala-kapUrIdevI, DaoN. dharmacanda, RSabhacanda, TIkama, vinoda,, mudita, aMkita, kovida jaina-alIgar3ha (ToMka)
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________________ 886 * zailezakumAra, surezakumAra jaina-jalagAMva zivanAthamala-anopakaMvara, sumeramala-lIlA, sureza-cAMda, suzIla-saritA bhaNDArI -jodhapara . siddhArtha-ratanalAla bAphanA-jalagAMva siddhArtha, arUNa khIMcA-jayapura zrImatI sUrajabAI hastImala bhaMsAlI cerITebala TrasTa zUle-baiMgalora zrIcanda hastImala nemIcanda zrIpAla nikhila aMkita arihanta DosI-mer3atA saMdIpa-prIti, vedAnta, araNaka koThArI-mumbaI saMjaya-maMjU, sukRta, zIvikA, sArAMza koThArI-mumbaI sampatabAI-rekhacanda, ujjvalA-padamacanda, lalitakumAra, gajendrakumAra bAghamAra-kosAnA-cainnaI sampatarAja mahAvIracanda vimalacanda azokakumAra basantakumAra maralecA -baiMgalora sampatarAja prakAzacanda umarAvamala svarUpacanda bAphanA-jodhapura-sUrata sampatarAja, mohanalAla, amRtalAla, gautamacanda esa. mehatA-mumbaI sampatarAja, choTamala-lADakaMvara, navaratana-sumana, pArasa-sImA, punIta, nitina, nitiza DAgA-jodhapura sampatacanda, zItalacanda, sUrajacanda, zambhucanda, saMdIpa, kuladIpa siMghavI-jodhapura saritA premacanda mohita kumAra bAghamAra -kosAnA-cainnaI sahajamala-madhubAI, mevArAma-zAMtibAI, azoka, bhUpenda, rAjeza bAMThiyA-jodhapura * saroja-narendrakumAra sAMDa-jayapura sarojabAI suganacanda mUthA-baiMgalora * saradAramala mahAvIra gautama jinendra surAnA-durga saradAramala navaratanamala muNota cerITebala TrasTa-mumbaI saradAramala-umarAvakaMvara, kailAzamala-DaoN. bimalA, sanila-rAginI, saurabha bhaNDArI -jodhapura saradArasiMha-kamalA karnAvaTa-mumbaI sAyarabAI mANakacanda haMsarAja kAMkariyA -vijayapurA-baiMgalora sAyaracaMda-jatanakaMvara, kizoracaMda, mahAvIracaMda, kuzalacaMda, rAjakumAra bAphanA-jodhapura sAyaracanda-jatanakaMvara, nandakizora-nIrA, siddhArtha bAphanA-mumbaI sohanamala-akalakaMvara, narapatamala-puSpA, dIpaka, rAjendra lor3hA-jodhapura sohanarAja gautamacanda ummedarAja premacanda ajItarAja haNDIvAla-bhopAlagar3ha-cainnaI * sohanarAja, pRthvIrAja, sUrajakaraNa, surezakumAra, lADezakumAra siddhakumAra, zreNikakumAra rAMkA-jodhapura * sohanalAla-vijayakaMvara sunIlakumAra, nihAlacanda, zAMti, ravi, rAhula nAhara -pAlI sohanalAla, mahAvIracanda, arpita botharA-jalagAMva * sonarAja-umarAvakaMvara, bhaMvaralAla, jauharIlAla, kistUracanda, prakAzacanda-haidarAbAda -jodhapura-vyAvara-cainnaI saubhAgamala, bahAduramala, navIna DAgA-bIkAnera saubhAgamala sumera, sunIla, nIraja loDhA-jayapura
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________________ 887 saurabha gaurava gautama gaNezamala suganamala bhaNDArI -nimAja-baiMgalora solezvaranAtha-akalakaMvara, jinendra, ravindra, kavindrakumAra, nileza, kalpeza, vipula, rAhI modI-jodhapura sudhIrakumAra, anupama, anurUpa lor3hA -jayapura sumeramala-kaMcanadevI, manoja-sunItA, rAjeza-mInAkSI, zubhama, Rtika, manana kAMkariyA -bhopAlagar3ha * sumeracanda padamacanda rikhabacanda lIlamacanda nAhara-baiMgalora sumeracanda, kizoracanda-uSAkiraNa, kamala, kailAza, anurAga abAnI-jodhapura * sareza paMkaja mahipAla ratana boharA-icalakaraMjI surezacanda, zaileza koThArI -jayapura surendra-Rtu, siddhAnta, yaza, arihanta koThArI -mumbaI surendrakumAra, sumatakumAra jaina -mumbaI * suzIlakumAra-lalitA vinodakumAra-kamalA, rAjenda-sunItA, manoja, rAhula, mayaMka DosI -pAlI suzIlakumAra, rAhulakumAra bAphanA -jalagAMva * suzIlA patnI sva. pArasamala, sudhA-anila, rAjula, pUrvA, AzISa boharA-jodhapura * sunIla, AditI hIrAvata -mumbaI * sundarasalUdevI, candanamala, pArasamala, vijayendra, rameza, dilIpakumAra pItaliyA -haidarAbAda * suganacanda ratanalAla rAMkA -ajamera suganacanda-bhaMvarIdevI, mUlacanda, prasannacanda, siddharAja, navaratanamala bAphanA-jodhapura * suganacanda-gaMgAdevI, mUlacanda-mainAdevI, dilIpa, zAMtilAla, zrIcanda, kuzala, nIraja,arihanta luNAvata-jodhapura sajjanarAja maMjU gaurava dIpikA jaina-dillI sajjanarAja jJAnacanda boharA -villIpurama sajjanarAja sampatarAja zrImatI rAjakaMvara zreNikarAja sunIlakumAra bhaNDArI -bIjApura sajjanarAja uttamacanda dharmacanda azokakumAra jJAnacanda bhaNDArI-bIjApura sajjanarAja, mahendrakumAra, rAjezakumAra bAphanA-jalagAMva sajjanadevI mizrImala sAgaramala nAgaramala chAjer3a-cainnaI saratarAja, premakaMvara, azoka, viradarAja, nirmalA surANA-jayapura * sUrajamala-premakumArI, krAnticanda, kamalacanda, manISa mehatA-alavara sUrajarAja-sAyarakaMvara, prasannacanda, punavAnacanda, hastImala, lilamacanda, zAMtilAla ostavAla-bhopAlagar3ha DaoN. sampatasiMha-zrImatI nalinI, saMdIpa-bindU, sacina, zreyAMsa bhANDAvata-jodhapura * jasTisa zrIkRSNamala DaoN. surendramala, jasTisa rAjendramala lor3hA-jodhapura thAnacanda, nArAyaNacanda-vimalA, kailAza, bhUpeza mehatA-jodhapura tIjAdevI bhaMvaralAla campAlAla pukharAja suganacanda rAjeza saMdIpa botharA-hIrAdesara-cainnaI tArAdevI-ratanalAla bAphanA-jalagAMva tejakaMvara, sumana, jJAnacanda, vinaya, viveka koThArI -jayapura
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________________ 888 * tArAcanda-pArasa, nauratana kuzala TIkama rAjendra dharmacanda vinoda navanIta mehatA-jodhapura * TIkamacanda, rAjIva hIrAvata -mumbaI * ummedamala, indramala, surendra, narendra, dhanarAja, rAjendra, kamala jaina-cautha kA baravAr3A * ummedanAtha bhaNDArI -eDavokeTa-jayapura * umarAvabAI bhaMvaralAla dulIcanda budhamala sAlecA boharA-kosAnA-cainnaI * umarAvamala, vinodakumAra, azokakumAra seTha-jayapura * urmilA-zrIcanda, vimalacanda, paMkaja, pIyUSa golecchA -jayapura * urmilA, manAlI, ugarasiMha, sumerasiMha, upendra, saMkalpa botharA -jayapura * udayarAja sampatarAja navaratanamala-zAMti, premacanda, ajaya DosI-jodhapura * udayarAja, gautamarAja, zAMtilAla, vijayarAja, dinezacanda surAnA -cainnaI * uttamacanda, pukharAjakaMvara DhaDDA -jayapura , * ugamakaMvara jhUmaramala rAjendrakumAra kizorakumAra kuNAla bAghamAra-kosAnA-cainnaI ugamacanda kalyANacanda mahAvIracanda mannUlAla muNota -bhopAlagar3ha-cintAdarI-cainnaI vimalA Ananda kapila saMdhyA corar3iyA -cainnaI * vimalA-kailAzacanda, dharmendra, dhIrendra hIrAvata -mumbaI * vimalacanda rikhabacanda subhASacanda zreNika azoka dhokA -maisUra * vimalacanda vinayakumAra manISa rohita maralecA -baiMgalora * vimalacanda-sunItA hIrAvata, vinIta, sumita -mumbaI * vijayakumAra-sunItA, jaza, nizakA corar3iyA -mumbaI * vijayamala-puSpA, suSamA-AzA-pravINA-sunItA-sumana-amItA DaoN. zaMzAka, divyAzuM gAMga -jayapura * vijayarAja, Ananda, dhanapata, sureza bhaMsAlI-mumbaI * vijayarAja tAter3a-mumbaI * vijayAnandinI-rAjendrakumAra malArA-jalagAMva * vijayacanda, harIzacanda, nirmalakumAra lor3hA-jayapura * vinIta, vinasa, vinamra hIrAvata-mumbaI vinodakumAra, siddhArthakumAra bAphanA-jalagAMva vijayakumAra nirmalakumAra dilIpa jitenda surAnA-kolakAtA * vandanA-vinayacaMda, vinamra koThArI-jayapura * vallabhakaMvara mahAvIramala anilakumAra apUrva arpita bhaNDArI-baiMgalora * jhaNakAramala, motIlAla mUthA-mumbaI * jhaNakAramala, siddharUpamala, rAkeza-anitA, siddhArtha-nizA mehatA-jodhapura
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________________ "paramAtmA kA jo zuddha, buddha, vItarAgatAmaya svabhAva hai, vahI merA svabhAva hai| karmoM ke AvaraNa ne mere / svabhAva ko Dhaka rakhA hai, dRr3ha saMkalpa ke sAtha mujhe AvaraNa dUra kara apanA zuddha svarUpa prApta karanA hai| kAma-krodhalobha-moha merA svabhAva nahIM hai| maiM dRr3hatA se nizcaya karatA hU~ ki kaisI bhI paristhiti ho, mujhe kAma, krodha, lobhAdi ke adhIna nahIM honA hai| jaba bhI prasaMga AegA maiM dRr3hatA se vikAroM kA mukAbalA kruuNgaa|" -AcArya zrI hastI (54veM janma-divasa para) samasta pApoM, tApoM aura santApoM se mukti pAne kA mArga hai- anubhava dazA ko jAgRta karanA, svAnubhUti ke sudhA-sarovara meM sarAbora ho jAnA, nijAnanda meM vilIna ho jAnA, AtmA kA AtmA meM hI ramaNa krnaa| jIvana meM jaba yaha sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai to AtmA deha meM sthita hokara bhI dehAdhyAsa se mukta ho jAtA hai aura phira koI bhI sAMsArika santApa usakA sparza nahIM kara sktaa| jagat kI koI bhI vedanA use vyAkula nahIM banA . sktii| -AcArya zrI hastI * jIvana meM jo bhI viSAda, dainya, dAridrya, duHkha aura abhAva hai, usa sabakI amogha auSadha sAmAyika hai| sAmAyika se samabhAva kI prApti hotI hai| samabhAva vaha lokottara rasAyana hai, jisake sevana se samasta Antarika vyAdhiyA~ evaM vaibhAvika pariNatiyA~ naSTa ho jAtI haiN| AtmArUpI nirmala gagana meM jaba samabhAva kA sUrya apanI samasta prakharatA ke sAtha udita hotA hai to rAga, dveSa, moha Adi ulUka vilIna ho jAte haiN| AtmA meM apUrva jyoti prakaTa ho jAtI hai aura usake sAmane Aloka hI Aloka prasArita ho uThatA hai| -AcArya zrI hastI agara Apa apane Abhyantara meM rahI amogha zakti, jo pracchanna rUpa se vidyamAna hai, use pahacAnanA cAhate haiM, prakaTa karanA cAhate haiM, to zuddha aura ekAgra mana se nityaprati niyamita rUpa se svAdhyAya kiijie| mana ke kaluSa yA kleza ko miTAne meM, samAja meM vyApta burAiyoM, bImAriyoM ko samApta karane meM, mAnasika duHkhoM ko mUlataH vinaSTa karane meM aura AtmA para lage karmamaila ko pUrNataH dhvasta kara AtmA ko saccidAnanda zuddha svarUpa pradAna karane meM sakSama amogha zakti svAdhyAya hI hai| ataH sva-para kalyANakArI svAdhyAya kA alakha jgaaie| -AcArya zrI hastI sAmAyika mukhyataH AcAra-pradhAna sAdhanA hai| para yaha AcAra kriyAkANDa banakara na raha jAye, ataH / isake sAtha jJAna arthAt svAdhyAya kA jur3anA Avazyaka hai| Apa isa bAta kA dhyAna rakheM ki ApakI sAmAyika dastUra kI sAmAyika na hokara sAdhanA kI sAmAyika ho| laukika kAmanAoM se prerita hokara sAmAyika kA anuSThAna na kiyA jAya, varan karmabaMdha se bacane ke lie, saMvara kI prApti ke lie sAmAyika kA ArAdhana karanA caahie| -AcArya zrI hastI
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________________ A isasan -131553 ayanmandirthohaturth.org Atmazodhana ke lie pradhAnarUpa se do sAdhana haiM- sAdhanA kI uccatara bhUmi para pahu~ce hue mahApuruSoM kI jIvaniyoM kA Antarika nirIkSaNa aura unake upadezoM kA cintn| sAdhanA kI jisa paddhati kA anusaraNa kara unhoMne Atmika vizuddhi prApta kI aura phira loka-kalyANa hetu apane anubhavoM ko bhASA ke mAdhyama se prakaTa kiyA, sAdhanA ke kSetra meM praveza karane vAloM ke lie yahI donoM mArga upayogI ho sakate haiN| (dainandinI se saMkalita) -AcArya zrI hastI