Book Title: Atmasiddhishastra Part 01
Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra, Bhanuvijay
Publisher: Satshrut Abhyas Vartul
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005521/1
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________________ parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajI praNIta // AtmasiddhizAstrI pravacanamALA 'bhAga :- 1, gAthA :- 1 thI 4 2 * pravacanakAra ja pUjya munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjasAheba sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAmoDIyA (pATaNa). A Brival For Personal & Private Use Only wwa
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________________ paramakRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdra praNIta II AtmasiddhizAstra II pravacanamALA bhAga : 1 : pravacanakAra : pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ paramakRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdra praNIta | AtmasiddhizAstra || pravacanamALA gAthA: 1 thI 42 bhAga:1 : pravacanakAra : pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja : preraNA ane AziSadAtAH pU. sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrIjI mahArAja pU. sAdhvI guNadharmAzrIjI mahArAja : saMkalanakartA: pU. sAdhvI divyadarzitAzrIjI mahArAja zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjanabhAI mahetA : prakAzaka : sadbhuta abhyAsa vartuLa sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA, pATaNa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zrImad rAjacaMdrajI praNIta AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bhAga : 1 gAthA : 1 thI 42 pravacanakAra : pa.pU. munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja (gurujI) adhiSThAtA - sarvamaMgalam Azrama, gAma: sAgoDIyA, jI. pATaNa (u.gu.) tathA sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama, pATaNa - 384 265 saMkalanakAra : sAdhvI divyadarzitAzrIjI mahArAja zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjanabhAI mahetA prakAzakaH sadbhuta abhyAsa vartuLa, sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA - 384 265 tA.jI. pATaNa (u.gu.) vatI, DaoN. esa.TI. koTaka prathama AvRti - 6 jUlAI - 2011 prata: 1000 (pa.pU. gurujIno 81 mo janma divasa) mUlya rUA. 150-00. prApti sthAna sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA - 384 265. tA.jI. pATaNa. (u.gu.) phona: 02766-277594 zrI jagadIzabhAI vorA jI-1, khIrA InDasTrIyala esTeTa, esa.TI. roDa, sAMtAkrujha (vesTa) muMbaI - 400 054. phona: 022-2613708, mobAIla : 098211 30307 E-mail : jkpaints.bombay@gmail.com zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjanabhAI mahetA 9, bole smRti, 1156, sUryavaMzI hola lena, zivAjI pArka, muMbaI - 400028. phona : 022-24456471, mobAIla : 09320027291 : mudraka: zArpa oNphaseTa prinTarsa 312, hIrA pannA kaoNpleksa, DaoN. yAjJika roDa, rAjakoTa-360001. phona : 2468461, mobAIla : 98250 75061, amadAvAda phona : 26584414 15 Email: sharpoffset@hotmail.com For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zrImad rAjacaMdra janma : vavANIA dehavilaya: rAjakoTa vi.saM.1924 vi.saM. 1957 Main FkArataka suda pUnama, ravivAra"onal & Prote Use Ovy caitra vada-5, maMgaLavAra
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________________ zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranuM maMgala avataraNa Aso vada 1 vi.saM. 1952 naDiyAda. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjasAheba sarvamaMgalam Azrama, gAma : sAgoDIyA, jI. pATaNa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ VII prakAzakIya paramasattAnI anukaMpAthI adhyAtma yugapuruSa parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdranI sahaja AtmAnubhUtinI dazAmAM avatarela, anupama AdhyAtmika graMtharatna AtmasiddhizAstra" upara zrImad rAjacaMdra satsaMga maMDaLa, sAMtAkrujha - pArlA, muMbaInA upakrame pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAje tA. 18-10-2005 thI tA. 18-1-2009 daramyAna Apela pravacano uparathI A mUlyavAna graMtha "AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bhAga-1' prakAzita karatAM satazruta abhyAsa vartuLa, sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA - pATaNa atyaMta harSa ane gauravanI lAgaNI anubhave che. nigraMthapaNA taraphanI dharmacisabhara vyavahAra dharAvanAra Adarza tyAgI, vairAgI, tapasvI virala sapuruSa zrImad rAjacaMdranA zuddhatama caitanyanA atala UMDANamAMthI avatarela Atmatattvamaya vINAnA sUrone karuNA-prema-saMyamanI vAtsalyamUrti adhyAtmayogI pa.pU. gurujI zrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAje punaH jhaMkRta karyA che. AtmasiddhizAstra e zrImannI AtmAnubhUtimAMthI chUrelI, sUtrAtmaka chatAM saraLa ane subodha zailIe lakhAyelI, kaMThastha karavAmAM sahelI, AtmopaniSadanA prakAranI aneka jIvone preraNA ApI sanmArge vALanArI sarvottama kRti che. zrImannA AdhyAtmika zAstrajJAna, avadhAna zakti, nItimattA ane saMskAritAthI prabhAvita yugapuruSa rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhIe potAnI AdhyAtmika bhIDamAM mArgadarzana mATe AtmA, karma, mokSa, Izvara, punarjanma, bhakti, vizvapralaya, veda, gItA, pazuyajJa, sarpa karaDavA Ave tyAre zuM karavuM? -vagere sattAvIza prazno zrImane pUchAvyAM hatAM. vizada, tarkayukta ane dharmaniSTha javAbothI saMtuSTa thayela gAMdhIjInI mUMjhavaNa maTatAM samayasaranA mArgadarzanathI dharmAntaranI manodazAmAMthI mukta banela gAMdhIjIe zrImahmAMthI akhUTa preraNA laIne ahiMsA, satya, brahmacarya, parigraha pramANa, tapazcaryA, sarvadharma samabhAva, anekAntavAda vagere apanAvyAM. "satyanA prayogo'mAM gAMdhIjIe zrImad For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ VIII mATe noMdhyuM che : "zrImad A kALanA uttamottama bhAratIya puruSa che tathA temanI tole Ave evo eka paNa AtmajJAnI puruSa mArA jovAmAM Avyo nathI." jagatavaMdya vibhUti gAMdhIjI paNa jemane vaMdya gaNe tevA zrImad dvArA "AtmasiddhinuM avataraNa A avanI paranI adbhuta, alaukika ane asAdhAraNa ghaTanA che. - jJAna, bhakti ane dhyAnamaya yogazaktinA prAbalya vaDe pa.pU. gurujInA svasaMvedana ane svAnubhUtinA sAmarthyathI A Atmasiddhi zAstra uparanA pravacano tattvajJAnamaya aMta:preraNAnA amRtamaya udgAra, AtmAnI anaMta zaktio ane zAzvata saMpattinI pratIti karAvI, paramArtha mArge paramAnaMdane pAmavA Atma jijJAsuone mArgadarzana ane preraNA pUrA pADe che. mumukSu jIvonA AtmakalyANa arthenA A mUlyavAna graMtha ratnanA prakAzanano sarva zreya AtmArthI jIva zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjanabhAI mahetA, muMbaI, pUjya sAdhvI mahArAja sAhebo sarva zrI pU. sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrIjI mahArAja, pU. sAdhvI guNadharmAzrIjI mahArAja, pU. sAdhvI divyadarzitAjI mahArAja ane zrI niraMjanabhAI mahetAne jAya che. bhAre jahemata uThAvI zrImatI bhAratIbene pa.pU. gurujInA pravacano uparathI rAta-divasa mahenata karI saMkalana karyuM ane badhAM sAdhvI mahArAja sAheboe nAdurasta tabiyata hovA chatAM athAka mahenata karI A A saMkalanamAM jarUrI sudhArA vadhArA tathA presa nakalamAM bhUla sudhAra vagere dvArA saMkalanamAM preraNAdAyI mArgadarzana ane madada pUrAM pADela che. duHkhomAMthI saMpUrNa mukta banavA ane nijasvarUpanI sthiratAmAM paramAnaMdano parama sparza pAmavA sadguru samAna A sazAstranA prakAzana mATe ame A sarveno RNa svIkAra saha aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka saharSa AbhAra mAnIe chIe. zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjanabhAI mahetAe pa.pU. gurujInA pravacanomAMthI saMkalita karI dareka gAthAnA zabdane vigatavAra samajAvela che, jene A pustakanA aMte pariziSTamAM zabdArtha" heThaLa prakAzita karela che. gAthAne spaSTatAthI samajavA mATe adhyayana kartAne e atyaMta upayogI pUravAra thaze, evI AzA rAkhIe chIe. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ banArasa hiMdu yunivarsiTInA jaina ceranA adhyakSa tathA zAjApura (ma.pra.)nI jaina vidyAnA mULa graMthonA adhyayana, saMzodhana ane pI.eca.DI. mATe prazikSita karatI nAmAMkita prAcya vidyApIThanA saMsthApaka, nirdezaka AdaraNIya DaoN. sAgaramalajI jaina sAheba dvArA prApta prastAvanA A graMthanuM gaurava vadhAre che. anekAMtavAdathI samanvayAtmaka adhyayana, dhyAna ane sAdhanA dvArA satyanA sAkSAtkAra mATe dIvAdAMDI samAna jJAnI puruSa ane pU. gurujInA paramapremI DaoN. sAgaramalajI jaina sAhebano ame hRdayapUrvaka saharSa sAdara AbhAra mAnIe chIe. aneka rIte A graMthanA prakAzanamAM alaga alaga rIte sahakAra ApavA mATe amo zrI rAIbena paTela, zrI jagadIzabhAI vorA, DaoN. mahendrabhAI zAha, zrI anilabhAI dozI, zrI kauzikabhAI dave, naTubhAI prajApati, vinodabhAI paraDavA, azokabhAI, haMsAbena, kAntibhAI, kalpanAbena ane suMdara chApakAma mATe mudraka zrI dharmezabhAI ane zrI amarabhAI (zArpa ophaseTa) - rAjakoTa pratye AbhAranI lAgaNI vyakta karIe chIe. A parAvANI - saravANInA udgAtA pa.pU. gurujInA caraNakamalamAM dAsAnudAsa bhAve koTi koTi vaMdana karIe chIe. A paramahitakArI graMthanuM adhyayana, parizIlana ane manana aneka ArAdhaka mumukSuone bodhaprada bane ane ArAdhanAmAM pathadarzaka thAya, mumukSu AtmA aMtaranA atala UMDANamAM kheDANa karI jIvanamAM samatA prApta karI, Atmazreya kare e ja maMgala kAmanAo saha, vIra saMvata - 2537 satuzruta abhyAsa vartuLa, vikrama saMvata - 2067 sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA, pATaNa. aSADa suda-6, budhavAra tA. 6-7-2011 pa.pU. gurujIno 81mo zubha janmadina For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra kA dvArotghATana -pro. DaoN. sAgaramalajI jaina * | AtmasiddhizAstra eka zAstra hai| grantha aura zAstrameM maulika antara yaha hai ki grantha likhe jAte hai, jabaki zAstra prakaTa hote hai| zAstra anubhava pradhAna hote hai, jabaki grantha buddhipradhAna yA trkprdhaan| AtmasiddhizAstra zrImadAjacandrajI kI Atmika anubhUtiyoM kA prakaTana hai| vaha svabhAvika hai, usakI abhivyakti huI hai, lekhana nahIM kyoMki vaha eka sahaja Atmika pIDA kI hI abhivyakti hai| isIlie usakA prakaTana hI nimna bhAvoM se hotA hai __ vartamAna A kAlamAM mokSamArga bhulop| vicAravA AtmArthIne, bhAkhyo atra agopya / / puna: usI sahajatA se AtmArthI ke lakSaNa karate hue kahA gayA hai AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya pryog| apUrvavANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya / / prakRta pustaka kI vizeSatA yaha hai ki zrImad rAjacandrajI kI mumukSu AtmAoM ko sadbodha dene ke lie jahA~ isa kRti kA avataraNa huA, vahI isake hArda ko janasAmAnya ko samajhAne ke lie parama pUjya zrI bhAnuvijayajI ma.sA. dvArA isakI vyAkhyArUpa ina vyAkhyAnoM kA saMkalana huaa| ata: isa kRti ko do-do sadpuruSoM kI AtmAnubhUti kA saMsparza huA hai, ata: yaha mAtra eka pustaka nahIM hai apitu adhyAtma se paripUrNa eka zAstra hai| dUsare eka zAstra hone ke kAraNa mAtra jAnane aura mAnane kI vastu nahIM, apitu jIne kI kalA kI abhivyakti hai| prastuta kRti kI vizeSatA yaha hai ki isakA avataraNa eka AdhyAtmika pariveza meM huA hai / yaha AdhyAtmika pariveza kaisA hotA hai, ise spaSTa karate hue gurujI likhate hai ki "jyAM zabdoM ke tarka asara nathI karatA, vAda-vivAda ke granthoM asara nahIM karatA, mAtra dRSTi no milana thAya ane parivartana thAya...ane te vakhate je ghaTanA thAya che te sampUrNa TrAnsapharamezana cetanA no thAya che." aisI kRtiyA~ kisI siddhAnta yA mAnyatA kA poSaNa nahIM hotI, parantu eka samagra satya kI * banArasa hiMdu yunivarsiTInA jaina ceranA adhyakSa ane zAjApura (ma.pra.)nI jaina vidyAnA mULa graMthonA adhyayana, saMzodhana ane pI.eca.DI. mATe prazikSita karatI nAmAMkita prAcya vidyApIThanA saMsthApaka nirdezaka A. DaoN. sAgaramalajI jaina sAhebanA mArgadarzana heThaLa 100 sAdhu-sAdhvImI pI.meya.31. thayAM che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XI abhivyakti kA prayatna hotI hai| satya to eka hI hotA hai, usakI abhivyakti jaba zabdoM ke mAdhyama se hotI hai vaha sImita ho jAtA hai| AtmasiddhizAstra para pUjya gurujI ke ye vyAkhyAna usa sasIma ko asIma banAne kA puruSArtha hai / usameM tArkikatA nahIM, eka AtmAnubhUti abhivyakta hotI hai| AtmasiddhizAstra kA avataraNa bhI eka samagra satya ke avagAhana hetu huA, vaha gaccha, mata aura paMtha se upara uThakara eka samagra satya ko prastuta karatA hai, usameM | virodha meM bhI avirodha ko dekhane kA prayatna huA hai tathA vItarAga paramAtmA kI anekAMta dRSTi ke poSaNa kA puruSArtha hai| isalie zrImadjI kahate hai Agala jJAnI thaI gayA, vartamAnamA hoy| thAze kAla bhaviSyamAM, mArgabheda nahi koya / / zrImadjI evaM vyAkhyAkAra zrI bhAnuvijayajI donoM hI gaccha, mata, paMtha, saMpradAya Adi se upara uThakara satya kA AkhyAna evaM vyAkhyA prastuta karate haizrImadjI kahate haiM darzana SaTe samAya che, A SaT sthAnaka maaNhii| vicAravAM vistArathI, saMzaya rahe na kaaNi|| puna: ve kahate hai gaccha matanI je kalpanA, te nahIM sadvyavahAra / bhAna nahIM nija rupanu, te nizcaya nahIM sAra / / pUjya zrI bhAnuvijayajI ne bhI apane vyAkhyAno meM isI bAta ko spaSTa kiyA hai ki 'Atma sAdhanA gaccha mata evaM paMtha se upara uThakara hI sambhava ho sakatI hai| kyoMki jaba gaccha, mata aura paMtha ke Agraha hai, rAga bhAva hai aura jaba mahAvIra ke prati gautama kA rAgabhAva unakI vItarAgatA meM bAdhaka banA rahA to hama kisa kheta kI mUlI hai ? zrImadjI ne nizcaya vyavahAra, upAdAna nimitta, jJAna aura kriyA ke saMbaMdha meM jo udAra evaM samanvayAtmaka dRSTi dI hai, pUjyazrI ne usI bAta ko apane ina vyAkhyAnoM meM spaSTa kiyA hai| zrImadjI AtmasiddhizAstra meM apane bhAvoM ko abhivyakta karate hue kahate hai naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI khel| ekAMte vyavahAra nahI, banne sAtha rahela // For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XII nizcayavANI sAMbhalI, sAdhana tajavAM no'y| nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAdhana karavAM soya // athavA nizcaya naya grahe, mAtra zabdanI maaNy| lope sadvyavahArane, sAdhana rahita thAya / / zrImadjI kI isa anAgrahI dRSTi kA nirvAha pUjya zrI bhAnuvijayajI ne apane vyAkhyAnoM meM pUrI prAmANikatA ke sAtha kiyA hai , ve nizcaya aura vyavahAra donoM ko sAtha lekara calate hai| ve yaha kahate hai ki nizcaya jAnane yogya hai aura vyavahAra karane yogya hai, vyavahAra kA parityAga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai| zrImadjI AtmasiddhizAstra meM kahate hai - je sadguru upadezathI, pAmyo kevalajJAna / guru rahyA chadmastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna / (19) isa prakAra hama dekhate hai ki zrImadjI ne pUjyazrIjI ne siddhAnta aura vyavahAra ke madhya | eka samanvaya kA sUtra diyA hai, siddhAnta jAnane aura mAnane yogya hai, kintu vyavahAra jIne yogya hai| jagata kI vyavasthA, phira cAhe vaha munijIvana kI ho yA gRhasthajIvana kI ho, vaha to vizuddha rUpa se vyavahAra para calatI hai, yadi vyavahAra kA lopa hogA to sAmAjika aura dhArmika vyavasthAe~ caramarA jaayegii| isIlie zrImadjIne AtmasiddhizAstra meM evaM pUjyazrIjI ne usakI apanI vyAkhyA meM isa samanvayatAtma dRSTi ko apanAyA hai| zrImadjI Atmasiddhi meM kahate hai - koi kriyA jaDa thaI rahyA, zuSkajJAnamA koi| mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA upaje joii|| isIkI vyAkhyA meM pUjyazrI likhate hai- "paramakRpAlu deva (zrImad rAjacandrajI) kahe che. ame jagatane joIye chIo temAM amane be pAtro jovA mlyaa| koika kriyA jaDa banyA che ane koika zuSka jJAnI banyA che| kriyA kare che paNa temAM jaDatA cha (samyak samajha nahIM) jJAna che paNa zuSkatA ch| nadI hoya, paNa temAM nIra na hoya to nadI zobhe nahIM, rAta hoya paNa temAM candramA na hoya to rAta zobhe nahIM tema jJAna hoya paNa temAM vairAgya nahIM hoya, jJAna hoya paNa tapa tyAga na hoya to jJAna zobhe nahIM'' (pR 31) vastuta: vartamAna yuga kI sabase pramukha samasyA yahI hai ki vyakti satya ko jAnatA to hai, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XIII | kintu jItA nahIM hai| jAnanA (jJAna) aura mAnanA (zraddhA) to bahuta hotA hai, kintu yadi jInA nahIM hotA hai, to vaha jAnanA aura mAnanA vyartha hai| jJAna aura darzana cAhe kitanA hI ho, kintu yadi samyak cAritra aura samyak tapa nahIM hai, to mukti saMbhava nahIM haiN| jJAna kitanA hI arjita kara liyA ho, kintu yadi jIyA nahIM jAtA hai to vyartha hI hai| kriyAvihIna jJAna aura jJAnavihIna kriyA donoM hI nirarthaka hai| isIlie jJAnayoga, kriyAyoga aura bhaktiyoga tInoM kI samanviti meM hI mokSa prApti saMbhava hogii| paramakRpAlu deva kI yaha vANI pUjyazrI ke pravacanoM meM ati mukhara huI hai| isIko spaSTa karate hue paramakRpAlu deva ne kahA hai| bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatA, aMtarbheda na kAMi; jJAnamArga niSedhatA, teha kriyA jaDa aai|| dUsarI ora ve yaha bhI spaSTata: kahate hai baMdha-mokSa che kalpanA bhAkhe vANI maaNhii| varte mohAvezamAM zuSkajJAnI te AMhI / / jisa prakAra ratha ko calane meM dono cakra, pakSI ko uDane meM do paMkha aura manuSya ko calane hetu donoM paira Avazyaka hai, usI prakAra jJAna aura kriyA ke samanvaya meM hI mukti hai| paramakRpAludeva aura pUjyazrI ke jIvana meM ina doM kA samanvaya spaSTa dekhA jAtA hai, kintu yaha durbhAgya hai, ki Aja eka pakSIyatA pramukha hotI jA rahI hai| Atmasiddhi jaise sad zAstra aura paramakRpAludeva ke jIvana darzana se yadi eka yahI bAta sIkha sake, to pUjyazrI ke ina pravacanoM kI sArthakatA hogii| paramakRpAludevane spaSTata: kahA hai tyAga virAga na cittamAM thAya na tene jJAna / aTake tyAga virAgamAM to bhUle nija bhAna / / jyAM jyAM je je yogya cha tihAM samajavU teh| tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana aha / / AtmasiddhizAstra aura usa para hue pUjyazrI ke pravacanoM kI dUsarI vizeSatA yaha hai ki ve bAhyalakSI nahIM, AtmalakSI hai, ve antarAvalokana yA antardarzana para bala dete hai, sAtha hI 'para' | meM jo apane pana kA mithyAbodha aura mithyAgraha hai usase mukta hone kI bAta karate hai| For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XIV AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udayaprayoga | apUrvavANI paramazruta sadgurulakSaNa yogya | AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNu, te sAcA guru hoya | bAkI kulaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya // AtmajJAna yA svarupabodha ke abhAva meM jJAna samyakjJAna nahIM hai, vaha mAtra sUcanAtmaka jJAna hai, aisA sUcanAtmaka jJAna to eka kampyUTara meM bhI ho sakatA hai, kintu vaha to mAtra zAbdika sUcanA mAtra hai, vaha AtmakalyANa meM sAdhaka nahIM hai| vaha 'para' ke prati mithyA 'sva' ke AropaNa se mukti nahIM dilA sakatA hai, 'sva' (Self) ke sacce svarUpa bodha nahIM karavA sakatA hai| isalie AnandaghanajI ne kahA hai AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re / - kintu yaha AtmajJAna jJAtA jJeya saMbaMdharUpa jJAna nahIM hai| kyoMki upaniSadoM meM spaSTataH kahA gayA hai vijJAMtare are kena vijAnIyeta / yena sarva vijJAtavya bhavati, tena kim vijAnIyeta // yadyapi upaniSad eka ora yaha bhI kahate hai ki yadi vizva meM koI jAnane yogya yA manana karane yogya tattva hai, to vaha AtmA hI hai| kintu yaha AtmajJAna mAtra antardarzana se saMbhava hai| yaha Atma anAtma ke viveka se prakaTa hotA hai| isIlie paramakRpAlu deva ne AtmasiddhizAstra meM kahA hai bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA dehasamAna | paNa te banne bhinna che, jema asi ne myAna // isa Atma-anAtma viveka ke lie zrImadjI ne AtmasiddhizAstra meM SaTsthAnakoM kI bAta kahI hai-ina SaTsthAnakoM kI carcA hame vizeSAvazyaka bhASya Adi pUrvavartI granthoM meM bhI milatI hai / ye SaTsthAnaka hai- 1 AtmA hai, 2 AtmA nitya hai, 3 AtmA kartA hai, 4 AtmA bhoktA hai, 5 mokSa hai aura 6 mokSamArga hai / ina SaTsthAnakoM kI siddhi hetu paramakRpAludeva zrImadjIne pUrva pakSa aura uttarapakSa ke tarka bhI diye hai / sarvaprathama Atmasiddhi hetu kahA gayA hai ki AtmA ke prati zaMkA bhI AtmA ke abhAva meM saMbhava nahIM hai| kyoMki binA cetana sattA ko For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ svIkAra kiye AtmA ke prati saMdeha bhI saMbhava nahIM hai, kyoMki saMdeha eka vicAra hai aura vicAra, binA vicAraka arthAt cetana sattA ke saMbhava nahIM hai| pAzcAtya vicAraka dekArta ne kahA thA I doubt therefore I am. arthAt AtmA ke prati saMdeha bhI Atma astitva ko svIkAra kiye binA saMbhava nahI hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne apane prathama ziSya gautama ko bhI yahI bAta samajhAI thI / vizeSAvazyaka bhASya ke gaNadharavAda meM isakA ullekha hai / paramakRpAludeva ne bhI AtmasiddhizAstra meM yahI bAta kahI hai| phira bhI yaha jJAtavya hai ki AtmA kI yaha sattA anubhUtigamya hai, tarka yA zabda gamya nahIM hai| upaniSad aura jainAgama AcArAMga Adi isIkA samarthana karate haiN| AtmA hai kintu zabdoM ke mAdhyama se AtmA samyak nirvacana saMbhava nahIM hai / zrImadjIne AtmasiddhizAstra meM evaM pUjya zrI ne apane pravacanoM meM ise vistAra se spaSTa kiyA hai / punaH AtmA ko nitya tathA kartA bhoktA mAne binA smRti aura baMdha mokSa Adi saMbhava nahIM hai| AtmA kA kartA aura bhoktApanA karma siddhAnta kA AdhAra hai| yaha satya hai ki AtmA tattvataH zuddha, buddha hai, kintu saMsAradazA meM vaha karma-mala se yukta hai yaha bhI utanA hI satya hai / * udAharaNa ke lie pAnI - pAnI hai aura maTTI-maTTI hai, pAnI alaga hai aura maTTI alaga hai| phira bhI pAnI meM maTTI hai| isI prakAra AtmA alaga hai, karma alaga hai phira bhI ve dono eka dUsare hai / AtmA alaga hai aura krodhAdi kaSAya bhAva alaga hai, phira bhI ve AtmA meM hai| unake zodhana kA prayatna mokSamArga aura pUrNa zuddhi mokSa hai| AtmasiddhizAstra kA yahI sAra hai, jise pUjyazrI ne apane pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se jana sAdharaNa ke lie AtmasAta karane kI dRSTi se saralatama banA diyA hai| isameM tattvajJAna kI kaThina pehaliyoM ko sarala DhaMga se samajhAyA hai, ye vastuta: unakI antarAtmA ke nikale hue udgAra hai| bhASA sarala evaM bodhagamya hai / pUjyazrI se aisI jJAnaprasAdI sadA milatI rahe aura jana-jana usakA AsvAdana kara Atma tRpta hotA rahe yahI zubhabhAvanA hai| Wan XV For Personal & Private Use Only .
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________________ XVI bhUmikA zrI sAMtAkrujha - pArlA - aMdherI zrImad rAjacaMdra satsaMga maMDaLa, parama kRpALu devano bodha mumukSuone vizeSa ane vizeSa upalabdha thAya, tenA UMDA bhAva ane rahasyo samajAya te mATe chellA 27 varSothI satata kAryarata che ane saMtonA, bhASyakAronAM, vidvAnonAM satsaMga-svAdhyAyanuM aviratapaNe Ayojana kare che. paramakRpALu devanI adbhuta ane avani paranAM amRta samAna kRti "zrI AtmasiddhizAstramAM sarva Agamo ane zAstrono nicoDarUpa sAra kRpALudeve Azcaryajanaka rIte 142 gAthAomAM samAvI dIdho che. ghaNAM varSothI sarve mumukSuonI UMDI abhilASA hatI ke dareka gAthAnuM ghuMTana karI karIne tenA rahasyonAM camakArA, amRtanuM pAna koI jJAnInA caraNomAM besIne karIe, paraMtu A bhagIratha kAryano yoga sAMpaDato na hato. paraMtu sau mumukSuonAM puNyabaLe te suvarNayoga AvI gayo, zrI jagadIzabhAI vorA sAthe maMDaLanA sau kAryakaroe pa.pU. bhAnavijayajI mahArAjasAhebane vinaMtI karI ane pUjya sAhebazrIe saMmati ApatA A "AtmasiddhizAstranAM mahApArAyaNa no tA. 18-10-2005 nAM zubhadine prAraMbha thayo. varSathI adhika cAlelA A jJAnayajJamAM pUjyazrI sAgoDIyAthI sAMtAkrujha 19 vakhata padhAryA ane kula 118 svAdhyAyomAM jIjJAsuo ane mumukSuo samakSa zrI AtmasiddhizAstranAM gUDha ane sUkSma rahasyone teozrInI saraLa ane sahaja amRta vANImAM ujAgara karI rasapAna karAvatA rahyA. dareka svAdhyAya pachI mumukSuo dhanyatA anubhavatA ane AgaLanAM svAdhyAyanI cAtaka pakSInI jema rAha jotA hatA. koI samaya pUjyazrInI zArIrika asvasthatA hoya to paNa takalIpha uThAvIne pravAsa karatA ane svAdhyAya ApI mumukSuonI jIjJAsA saMtoSatA. AtmasiddhizAstra dvArA paramakRpALu deve prabodhelo vItarAga mArga ane mArganuM rahasya, pUjyazrIe eka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XVII eka gAthAnuM dohana, vizeSa arthaghaTana, sUkSma rahasyo pragaTa karI mumukSuo pratye vahAvela karuNA mATe maMDaLa sadAya teozrInuM RNI raheze. A bhagIratha mahApArAyaNanI pUrNAhuti atyaMta ullAsapUrvaka aneka saMto, mahAnubhavonAM sAnidhyamAM thaI. AjIvAsana haoNlamAM viziSTa rIte navapadajInAM vadhAmaNAM (pUjana) zrI dipakabhAI bAraDolIvALA e tA. 17/1/2009 nA roja karAvela ane aMtima svAdhyAya yogI sabhAgRhamAM tA. 18/1/2009 nA roja thayo, jeno lAbha zrI dilIpabhAI zAha (pI.DI. kansTrakzana) lIdhela. A bhagIratha mahApArAyaNa daramyAna zrI jagadIzabhAI tathA sau. hemAbahene Apela sevA badala maMDaLa vatI temano AbhAra vyakta karuM chuM. A uparAMta maMDaLanA sarve kAryakaro, svayaMsevakoe Apela sevA badala maMDaLa vatI temano paNa AbhAra vyakta karuM chuM. zrI AtmasiddhizAstranAM mahApArAyaNa daramyAna pa.pU. sAhebazrIe vahevaDAvela amRtavANI, zabdazaH pustakarUpe graMthastha thAya che te jANI atyaMta AnaMda thAya che. sarve mumukSuo A graMtha dvArA "AtmasiddhizAstranuM amRtapAna karI zakaze. sarvamaMgalam Azrama dvArA A graMthanA prakAzana badala maMDaLa vatI huM atyaMta harSa vyakta karuM chuM. zrImad rAjacaMdra satsaMga maMDaLa (zrI sAMtAkrujha - pArlA- aMdherI) vatI, mahendrabhAI dozI (bApu) nAM jaya prabhu For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XVIII vA vi? saMtoti kaI dizA? saMta e ja dizA - mahAbhArata pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja pa.pU. munizrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAja "samanva yogA vyate" sAdhanApatha samajAvatA sarvamaMgalam Azrama sAgoDIyA ane "tamaso mA jyotimaya' - aMdhakAramAMthI astitvano prakAza pAmavA sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama pATaNanA adhiSThAtA che. 6 julAI 1931 pUnAmAM avataraNa, jaina kuLamAM janma, 12 varSanI nAnI vaye potAnA mAtA-pitA sAthe dIkSA grahaNa, 17 varSanI uMmare muMbaImAM jAhera dhArmika mananIya pravacano dvArA adhyAtma gaganamAM bAlamuni tarIke UMcI uDAna, sarva dharmo | ane satazAstronA abhyAsa ane ArAdhanA thakI sAdhakane sAMkaDA kUMDALAmAMthI bahAra ANI, saghaLe vilasI rahela eka parama tattvanI arthAt satyanI jhAMkhI karAvavA ja mArgadarzana ane sAdhanA mATe munizrI kAryarata che. jaina Adarzane anurUpa jIvana jIvatAM ane mAnavasevAne ja mAdhavasevA mAnI sarvanuM maMgala thAo, sarva svastha raho, sarva sukhI thAo', evI zubha karuNAsabhara | bhAvanAne sAkAra karavA lokahitArthe janakalyANanI vividha pravRtio pU.munizrInI nizrAmAM sAgoDIyA ane pATaNa AzramomAM cAle che. temanI jJAnagarimA, bhASAdhikAra ane adhyAtmanI satyazodhaka navanIta pIrasatI amRta vANIthI prabhAvita dharmapremI | janatAe zraddhA, Adara ane premathI munizrIne "gurujI" tarIke hRdayamAM prasthApita karela che. pU.gurujInI amRta vANImAM vedonI vANI, upaniSadono udghoSa ane omakArano nAda che. AgamonuM amRta, vItarAga paramAtmAnA vacanAmRto, saMyamano sAra ane jIvananI cetanA che. RSatulya, saumya sarvatomukhI jJAnamUrti pU.gurujIe potAne prApta jJAna ane svAnubhavane samAjanA eka varga pUrato maryAdita na rAkhatAM sarvanA AtmakalyANa arthe sarvadharmasamabhAva ane sadbhAvanA pAyA upara I.sa.1966 mAM sarvamaMgalam Azrama For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XIX sAgoDIyAnI sthApanA karI. emanI udghoSaNA che : "dharma eka che. dharma sanAtana che. dharma e parabrahma prAptino eka mArga che. rastA aneka hoya paNa chevaTanuM vizrAma sthAna to eka ja che, mATe dharmane saMpradAyanA vADAmAM keda na karo. dharmane nAme kadI paNa jhaghaDo na karo. jyAM jhaghaDo che tyAM dharma nathI ja." - pU.gurujInI preraNAthI athAka parizrama ane akhUTa dhIrajapUrvaka sAgoDIyAnI khArIpATa 68 ekara jamIna upara vividha vaijJAnika prayogo dvArA jamIna sudhAraNA thaI, sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyAne nayanaramya cittaAkarSaka naisargika suMdaravanamAM rUpAMtarita karela che. mananA kolAhalane zAMta karI, bhItaranA AMdolanane jhaMkRta karI, Atmakhoja arthe sAdhaka ahIM pragADha zAMti ane alaukika AnaMdano anubhava kare che. camatkAra ane dunyavI lAlacathI potAnI pAse AvavAnuM anumodana na ApatAM pU.gurujI haMmezA AgaMtukane samajAvatAM hoya che ke eka khUNe beThA beThA mANasanA jIvanamAMthI rAga, dveSa, kaSAyane ochA karavAno amAro prayatna che. amAre mANasane naramAMthI nArAyaNa karavo che. A amAruM dhyeya che ane e mATe amArA prayatno che. pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI nizrAmAM ahIM AzramamAM zikSaNa, sevA tathA AtmaArAdhanAnI pravRttio suMdara rIte cAlI rahI che. - sadAcAra, cAritrya ghaDatara mATe jIvana jyoti jJAnamaMdira (buniyAdI mAdhyamika zALA) ane jIvana jAgRti saMskAra maMdira (gurukuLa-chAtrAlayomAM vidyArthIono sarvAgI ane saMtulita vikAsa thaI rahyo che. komyuTara senTara, pustakAlayanI sagavaDo sAthe zALAmAM saMskAra siMcana saha sAcI keLavaNI mATe pU.gurujI prayatnazIla rahe che. AzramamAM aneka sevAkIya pravRttio pU.gurujInA vaDapaNa heThaLa saMtoSajanaka cAle che. Arogya sevA mATe zrI ema. vasA parivAra mobAIla meDIkala vAna ane sthAnika meDIkala DIspensarI, madhyama varga ane nirAdhArone sahAya karavA hariom sahAya yojanA, maMdabuddhi apaMga sahAya yojanA, tejasvI vidyArthIo mATe ziSyavRttio, vidhavAo mATe sahAya yojanAo, duSkALa-ativRSTi-bhUkaMpa vakhate | vividha rAhatakAryo pU.gurujInI rAhabarI heThaLa niyamita cAlatA hoya che. ahiMsA premI pU.gurujIe jIvamAtranuM kalyANa thAya evI bhAvakaruNAne mUrtimaMta karavA kumuda gauzALAmAM gAyonI sevA zuzruSA arthe suMdara vyavasthAnuM Ayojana karyuM che. sauMdaryasabhara naisargika kumuda gauzALA madhye baMsarIvAdaka bhagavAna kRSNanI pratimA | For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XX ane samagra gauzALA saMkula mana ane cittane zAMti tathA AnaMda Ape che. - puSpane kahevuM nathI paDatuM ke mArAmAM sugaMdha che, tema sevA, svAdhyAya, sumiranathI svarUpa- sthiratAnI sAdhanAnI adhyAtma pravRttio ane AtmabodhadAyaka pU.gurujInI amRtavANInI saurabha DIsA, pAlanapura, mahesANA, kheravA, amadAvAda, kobA, morabI, rAjakoTa, vavANIyA sudhI sImita na rahetAM muMbaI, madhyapradeza, beMglora ane amerikA sudhI prasarI che. pU.gurujInA sAMnidhyamAM adhyAtma jIvananuM sarvottama zikhara svarUparamaNatA siddha karavA sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA Adarza AdhyAtmika saMkula ane divya tIrthadhAma che. prabhubhakti, svAdhyAya, dhyAna vagere sAdhanA dvArA jIvananI zAMti ane paramArthano mArga pAmavA vAnaprastho mATe suvidhAjanaka vAnaprastha ArAdhanA kendra che. AtmArthI sAdhako mATe sAdhaka kuTira, kezara dhyAna kakSa - pAMca kuTiro, bhagavAna pArzvanAthanuM maMdira che. atithio mATe Adhunika sagavaDo dharAvatuM atithigRha che. adhyayana mATe lAyabrerI, oDiyo-vijhayuala mATe oDIToriyama ane suMdara bhojanAlayanI sagavaDa A pavitra parisaramAM AvelI che. zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika dhyAna kendramAM pU.gurujI Atmabodha ApI vItarAgatAne varavA jJAna, dhyAna ane vairAgyanuM amRta pIrase che. pa.pU. gurujIne sAMbhaLavA e svayaM eka madhuratama dhyAna che. dara ravivAre ane samayAMtare niyamita AyojAtI dhyAna zibiromAM emanI nizrAmAM dhyAnanI bhUmi upara premanA puSpo pAMgarI jIvana utsava bane che. jIvanamAM jJAna prakAzanA ajavALA pAtharI sAdhaka pU.gurujInA sAMnidhyamAM paramatattvanI oLakhANa dvArA parama samIpe javA dhyAna sAdhanA kare che. - pU.gurujInI preraNAthI AzramanI pavitra cetanavaMtI bhUmimAM ekAMta, asaMga, maunastha dazAmAM svAdhyAya, zAstra adhyayana, bhakti, dhyAna sAdhanA arthe sAdhu-saMto ane AtmArthI mumukSu jIvo Atmonnati karI zake te hetuthI sagavaDo ApatA Adarza "Atma ArAdhanA kendranI zarUAta adhyAtma jagatanI noMdhapAtra ghaTanA che. dareka tattvajJAnI aMte to eka "sat tattvanI ja khoja kare che. sarvadarzana sabhAva ane anya mata pratye udAra, anekAMtadaSTi dharAvanAra pU.gurujIe AtmArthI jIva bhAratIya tattvajJAnanI padarzana vicAradhArAne jANI ane samajI zake e uddezyathI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXI AzramamAM vItarAga vijJAna kendranI sthApanA karela che. jemAM vItarAga darzananI dRSTie dharma, karma, tattvadarzana, mokSamArga, jIvanA kramika vikAsanA 14 guNasthAna, anekAMtavAda, bAra anuprekSA, yoga, dhyAna, vItarAga vijJAnanI mAhitIsabhara saMkSipta pleTone prathama khaMDamAM darzAvavAmAM AvI che. bIjA khaMDamAM sasAdhanA dvArA AtmArthI sAdhaka AtmajJAna ane AtmazAMti pAme e hetusara paramatattvavetA, adhyAtmayogI, jJAnAvatAra zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA jIvana darzanane Alekhela che. ane trIjA khaMDamAM veda upara AdhArita nyAya-vaizeSika, sAMkhyayoga, pUrva mimAMsA-uttara mimAMsA (vedAMta) darzano ane veda upara AdhArita na hoya tevA cArvAka, jaina ane bauddha darzano uparanI vicAraNA tathA bhAratanA mahAna saMto dArzanikonA jIvanacaritraviSe saMkSiptamAM mAhitI ApavAmAM Avela che. - pa.pU. gurujI dvArA 1968 mAM sthapAyela sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama pATaNamAM pU.gurujInA AdhyAtmika pravacano, cAturmAsa daramyAna jJAna yajJo, saMto-vidvAnonA pravacanonuM Ayojana thAya che. ane sAdhakane AtmakalyANa arthe preraNA, mArgadarzana ane Atmabodha maLe che. 34 cAturmAsa pravacanamALAo thaI. 36 pustakonuM prakAzana ane dara traNa mahine AzramanuM mukhapatra "parama tattvanuM prakAzana dharmapremI janatAne adhyAtmanA pIyUSa pIvaDAve che. pU.gurujInI preraNA ane mArgadarzana heThaLa samyam jJAna prasAraNa yojanA, sadbhuta abhyAsa vartuLa ane zrI guruvANI, AdhyAtmika pustakonuM prakAzana ane oDiyo-viDIyo sI.DI. taiyAra kare che. pU.gurujImAM sAdhunI sAdhutA ne saMtanuM saMtatva che. teo samAdhinA suMdarezvara che, maunanA muni, yoganA yogezvara, premanuM pUrNa svarUpa ane satyanuM sattva che. teo kRpAnA sAgara, jJAnanI sarasvatI, bhaktinI yamunA ane adhyAtmanI gaMgA che. pa.pU.gurujInI divyasAdhanAthI pavitra banelI A tapobhUmi sAdhakonI zraddhAnuM kendra tathA mAnavIya garimAnuM kSetra che. adhyAtmanuM araNya ane amRtanuM sarovara che. AtmajJAnarUpa divya jyotinA jhaLahaLatA prakAzathI sanAtana mokSamArga ane vItarAgatAne udyota karanAra pU.gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja sAheba mAnavatAnA masIhA che, evA premasvarUpa, karuNAmUrti pa.pU. gurujIne koTi koTi praNAma. DaoN. esa.TI. koTaka (DIsA) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXII purovacana OM arha namaH zrImaNi-buddhi-mukti-kamala-kezara-caMdra-prabhavacaMdrasUrisadgurubhyo namaH 'samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrANi mokSamArgaH / ' adhyAtmamArgamAM traNa zabdo mahattvanAM che. (1) sAdhya (2) sAdhaka (3) sAdhana sAdhanA. (1) sAdhya H anaMtajJAnAdiguNathI yukta AtmAnuM zuddha paramAtma svarUpa. (2) sAdhaka : paramAtmadazAne pragaTa karavAnI rucivALo ane puruSArtha karato mumukSuAtmArthI (3) sAdhana H samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, ane samyak cAritra. AtmAnA anaMtaguNomAM jema jJAna guNa jIvanuM lakSaNa che tema samyagdarzana e zraddhA guNanI paryAya che ne e pAyAno guNa che. 'samakti pAme jIva je, bhavagaNatIe gaNAya' (vIravijayajI mahArAja) samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI jIvanA bhavonI gaNatarI thAya che. A guNanA prAgaTya mATe zrutajJAna jarUrI che. zrutajJAnanI prApti mATe sadguru ne satzAstro parama AdhAra rUpa che. vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsananA aneka mahApuruSoe mumukSu jIvonA Atmazreya mATe aneka satzAstronI, graMthonI racanA karI che. zrImadbhue ''AtmasiddhizAstra''nI adbhuta racanA karI che. samyagdarzananI 67 bolathI vicAraNA zAstromAM che. temAM samyagdarzananA nivAsabhUta je cha sthAnaka tene guru-ziSyanA saMvAdarUpe varNavI mumukSu varga upara teoe ghaNo moTo upakAra karyo che. 'Thare jIhAM samakti te thAnaka, tehanA vidha kahIe re' (upA. yazovijayajI mahArAja). samyagdarzananI prApti ane sthiratA thavAmAM A SaTkadanI vicAraNA atyaMta mahattvanI che. A graMtha upara pU.gurujIe muMbaImAM 19 satromAM kula 118 pravacano ApyA. graMthanA gahana tattvo jevA ke nizcaya, vyavahAra; upAdAna, nimitta; dravya, guNa, paryAya; Adine bAla, madhyama (AbAla-gopAla) Adi mumukSuo samajI zake te mATe lokajIvanamAM jIvAtA udAharaNo ApI lokabhogya banAvavA prayatna karyo che, ane tattvajJAnane vadhu spaSTa karavA punarAvRtti paNa karI che. tathA gahana tattvajJAnane vyApaka saMdarbhamAM samajAvavA mATe prAcIna, arvAcInayugIna, bhAratIya pAzcAtya tattva ciMtako; bauddhiko, bhakto jemake gaNadhara gautamasvAmIjI, maharSi veda vyAsa, bha. gautamabuddha, zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryajI, zrI haribhadrasUrIjI, zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI, zrI AnaMdaghanajI, upA. yazovijayajI ma., zrI zaMkarAcAryajI, kabIra, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXIII mIrA, narasiMha, bhartuhari, umAzaMkara joSI, dAsa raNachoDa, AInsTAIna AdinA pado, maMtavyo ApIne tattvane vizada rIte spaSTa karyuM che. zrImad rAjacaMdra satsaMga maMDaLa (sAMtAkrujha, pArlA, aMdherI)nA sarvee pUjya gurujI pratye potAnA bhAvo vyakta karatAM jaNAvyuM ke, saumya malapatI mudrAne prema amIrasa DhoLatI najaro, RSitulya tejasvI pratibhAne jJAnasabhara rasavANI, caitanyanI anubhava vANI, paramArthanI hitakArI, kadI na bhUlAya gurujI, mUrata ApanI nyArI. parama prema ane niSkAraNa karUNAzIlatAthI vahetI ApanI jJAna gaMgA sarva mumukSuo ane sAdhako upara varasatI rahe ne ApanI kRpA prasAdIthI, AtmajAgRtithI sahu nijAnaMdane pAme e ja abhyarthanA." budha janone kadAca AmAM sAhityika sauMdarya ke vidvadabhogyatA na paNa jaNAya paNa saMkalana kartAono uddeza eka ja rahyo che ke pU. gurujIno asmalita dhArA pravAha jaLavAya ne vAcaka vargane pU.gurujI sAkSAt pravacana ApI rahyA hoya tevo bhAva haiye sparze. | mumukSu AtmAo A graMthanA vAMcana, ciMtana, manana dvArA sadAgamanA (jJAna-jJAnInA) | bahumAnapUrvaka AtmatattvanA bodhane prApta kare, bodhane anurUpa AcaraNa kare, duSkarmono pazcAtApa kare, kaSAyono tyAga kare, iMdriyagaNane saMyamamAM rAkhe, AzravadvAro baMdha kare ane sabhUtaguNonuM poSaNa karI, bhavaprapaMcathI mukta bane, e ja maMgalakAmanA. laghukarmAne kiriyA phala dIye, saphala suguru upadeza, sera hoya tihAM kUpa khanana ghaTe nahi to hoI kaleza. (upA. yazovijayajI ma.sA. zrIpALarAsa) A graMtha saMkalanamAM je kaMI kSatio hoya te ama chadmasthonI che, tathA vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha je kAMI lakhAyuM hoya tenuM trividha micchAmi dukkaDaM. sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrI yoganiSTha AcArya vijaya kezarasUrI mahArAjanA AzAvartinI, parama yoginI pU. sAdhvIjI jJAnazrIjI mahArAjanA ziSyA paramavidUSI pU. sAdhvIjI vinayazrIjI mahArAjanI caraNakiMkarI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXIV tvadIyaM tubhyaM samarpayAmi AtmArthI jIvonA zreyArthe bhAvakaruNAvaza atyaMta upakArI pU. gurujI zrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjanA hRdayamAMthI udbhavela "zrI AtmasiddhizAstra"uparanA pravacana puSponI A pravacanamALA graMtha rUpe pU.gurujInA karakamaLamAM arpaNa karatAM atyaMta harSa ane dhanyatA anubhavIe chIe. anaMta upakArI paramakRpALudeve AtmasiddhizAstranI 142 gAthAomAM 14 pUrvano sAra samAvI, adbhuta racanA karI, ApaNA upara asIma upakAra karela che. A badhI gAthAo savistAra kholI kholIne saraLa ane sugama zailImAM tathA vyavahArika jIvanamAM banatAM saMyogonA dRSTAMto ApIne amane atyaMta prema ane karuNApUrvaka je upadeza Apyo che, te badala ame mumukSu jIvo ApanA atyaMta RNI chIe. Ape ApanuM hRdaya valovI amRtatulya upadeza ApavAno utkRSTa puruSArtha karela che, te pAchaLa ApanI apAra karuNA ja che. sarva jIvonuM kalyANa thAya ane kRpALudevano bodha mumukSu jIvomAM spaSTapaNe hRdayagata thAya, e vAta lakSamAM rAkhI, Ape AtmasiddhizAstra upara pravacano Apela che. gurujI ! ApanI karuNA, prema, vAtsalya ane samatAbhAvone amArA jIvanamAM utAravAnuM ahobhAgya prApta thAya tevI bhAvanA bhAvIne, sarva darzanonA sArarUpa A adbhuta AdhyAtmika graMtha tvadIyaM tubhyaM samarpayAmi DaoN. esa.TI. koTaka suzrI rAIbena I. paTela zrI niraMjanabhAI mahetA bhAratIbena ena. mahetA * zrI jagadIzabhAI vorA - . mahendrabhAI sI. zAha zrI anilabhAI dozI zrI IzvarabhAI ke. caudharI tathA mumukSu bhAI bahenonAM gurujInA caraNakamaLamAM vaMdana. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXV zrI jinezvara paramAtmAne namaH : saujanyaH zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjana mahetA (muMbaI) : Na svIkAra : zrImad rAjacaMdra satsaMga maMDaLa (zrI sAMtAkrujha-pArlA-aMdherI) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXVI bhAvavaMdanA | bhAratI ena. mahetA parama pUjya gurujInA bhAvo ane vANIthI bhAvita thaIne AlekhAyeluM A pada temanA 81 mA varSamAM maMgaLa praveza dine temanA caraNakamaLamAM mArA hRdayanA ati ullAsathI arpaNa. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola, gurajInI vANI mane bhIMjave re lola, emAM jJAna - AnaMda chalakAya jo. zraddhAnuM tela akhUTa bharyuM re lola, jJAna-darzananI jyota jalakAya jo. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...1 samatAno sAgara gaMbhIra bharyo re lola, rAga-dveSanuM nahIM nAma nizAna jo. jJAnI saMtonI vANI emAM bharI re lola, sarve saMtono upadeza samajAya jo . gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lala...2 emanI vANImAM bodha-amRta bharyo re lola, Atmasiddhino sAra samajAya jo. emanI vANImAM adhyAtma rasa abhuta bharyo re lola, emAM tattvanuM jJAna ghUMTAya jo. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...3 karuNA ne premarasa emAM vahe re lola, gahana bhAvo, saraLatAthI samajAya jo. emanI mIThI najara saune bhIMjave re lola, emAM AzIrvAda ne kSamAbhAva parakhAya re. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...4 emano upadeza siddhAMtothI samajAvatA re lola, jethI bhAvArtha saraLa thaI jAya jo. emAM nizcayanayano sAra mukhya rahyo re lola, vyavahAra naya samajane gauNa thaI jAya jo. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...5 emAM AtmAnI ekatvatA mukhe karI lola, bIjA sarvethI bhinna thaI javAya jo. emanI vANImAM siMha kerI garjanA re lola, sauno AtmA jAgRta thaI jAya jo. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...6 e to paryAyanI svataMtratA samajAvatA re lola, jethI AtmA bhaNI dRSTi jAya jo. e to bhedajJAnanI amUlya vidhi samajAvatA re lola, jethI pariNati vizuddha thatI jAya jo. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...7 e to trikALI akhaMDane samajAvatA re lola, jethI khaMDa khaMDa jJAna vilIna thAya jo. e to AtmA ane Azravano bheda samajAvatA re lola, jethI vijJAnaghana svabhAva khIlI jAya jo. gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...8 e to zAMtinuM svarUpa samajAvatAM re lola, jethI samyaktvanuM mUlya samajAya jo. guruvANIne preme mArI vaMdanA re lola, emAM jina svarUpa darzana thAya jo . gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...9 jinavANIne preme mArI vaMdanA re lola ane sadagurune koTi koTi praNAma jo . gurujInA bhAva mane bhIMjave re lola...10 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXVII - traNa svIkAra : 2. che 1. vItarAga deva zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna je paramatArakanI amIdaSTi tathA pavitra chatrachAyAmAM sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA, pATaNamAM A graMtharatna taiyAra thayo. paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI asIma karuNA ane pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAja sAheba, jeonI kRpAdRSTi anujJAthI A graMtharatnano A prAraMbha ane pUrNatArUpa kArya thayuM. 3. pU.sA. priyadarzanAzrIjI mahArAja ane pU.sA. guNadharmAzrIjI mahArAja jeoe A graMtharatnanA saMkalana mATe preraNA karI ane amUlya mArgadarzana ) ApyuM. ( 4. zrImad rAjacaMdra satsaMga maMDaLa, (sAMtAkrujha, pAla, aMdherI) muMbaI, jemanA . thakI AtmasiddhizAstra pArAyaNa nimitte pa.pU. gurujInA pravacanonuM zubha ! Ayojana thayuM. je A pavitra graMtharatna mATe nimitta banyuM. 1 pa. prastAvanA lakhI A graMtharatnanuM gaurava vadhAravA mATe banArasa hiMdu yunivarsiTInA jainaceranA adhyakSa tathA prAcya vidyApITha, zAjApura (ma.pra.) - nA saMsthApaka nirdezaka A. DaoN. sAgaramalajI jaina sAheba. 6. pu.sA. divyadarzitAzrIjI mahArAja ane AtmArthI zrImatI bhAratIbena ! niraMjanabhAI mahetA, jeoe athAga parizrama karI, 5.pU. gurujInA pravacano ) uparathI A graMtharatnanuM saMkalana karyuM. aneka rIte A pustaka prakAzanamAM tana, mana ane dhanathI sahakAra ApavA | badala sarvazrI DaoN. mahendrabhAI zAha, zrI jagadIzabhAI vorA, zrImatI bhAratIbena mahetA, zrI niraMjanabhAI mahetA, zrI anilabhAI dozI, zrI , kauzikabhAI dave, naTubhAI prajApati, vinodabhAI paraDavA, azokabhAI, haMsAbena, kAntibhAI paTela, kalpanAbena. suMdara chApakAma badala mudraka zrI dharmezabhAI zAha, amarabhAI (zArpa ophaseTa prinTarsa rAjakoTa) sadbhuta abhyAsa vartuLa sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA - tA.jI. pATaNa (u.gu.) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXVIII OPAO aninsidi. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXIX hey , , * sexy pueee e 3.9 , 12 ++ khruu * n ain kthm ?. ? 4 ed e eqyi, thungain hew hru en* aepernn - nung cchd 24w aehi mip) ecch hecchn ecchw. 336, tab 3 nn e`aaeh ekht, kcch e + edthefchaay, At (21er maak + 44 * n. 6 44, 4 aecan re, hnangs .k. 3+1 (5 kh n . eR cchaart 2, ti aie ewkhecch khh mddedaa, epid daecch 4 eeeee kh. 4.~ , 64n+, 23 ee lungeht, r d t 4. ng For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXX ani ani ado .5 . inde. i n . . . aura. 8 ye 21.11.307, hin 0R-, 5 // Pan... ... . men aur na riyo po // Mana, 2013 Ghami . . 5 13 , 20 Carni yo 66 nier chik40. // 13. 655, nam0035, 25.5965 // 23.n 535. 12 meena naruni (313, pra.511 20953 kora, cuint. 1.13 15 143 // 5 // meM lipa vi.25i, Innoint.50. 7 zela 2-57, 5 mA 5.main min7. music 5. 14 arth 1903 , 2.5762ail man65055R. Ancom .. 15 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXXI O99,9g ((c)w 24k+, hd aaeot tu~, 4 ain4 cchaah80 , 99, ect u0e19 thetheRs ai~ htt, okha 499 thukt 313 eut us esiitng. 14 * saar3 9aaineth, en khsecch, 14 eBsyver.99% 13 tuecchecch, caa e thueng aid + , olngem. qnts thii epid aah% kh (teL thcchey3 hngedim, et t t jit htetimnid+ fn + t aahog: 21 at yyy 94 , he Me 2 e, khn. thaaecchn, hnuun 5 khno: 23 gay haaecch , n d e hot, kha hung twng, thd ruucchr dn 23 thcchet5ket- 1 - 49 ew: tt ruaecchng, 2 hecchi 48 % thn4, ekhrhn`., rinrih1 hReq. 27 - G+ 24 naaeyed, aid 443 4aet ecchr, "duuk cchaan . $ 3 kh n . 1% Oces, ego For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXXII 5. 206.13ni.2 rika thaang 4 emd 46 . (d-ecch" ruu 4. wetimhi, 9 ain "aangekh, hedi hlud 9adin, khn8. ed ekhekh. 2ng aiy 3-43% ~okhr, 45 46 tethkh hld c3 ens, 688 ekh. 24 , khn, khn , he4,44 hi , ngaan 41 pet+ , ain, 4taad en ruedtat < G, en+ ee khrip edi ri ng n *, di~tth: 8. 39 , tet s4 ,kepi, Mew,nge@3, edima x 4deht, thaa thaaorekt - 3y\ khn 440 44 thn sepn `aacchhtes + hn4n. thii . tae : haaeka, tung -4, 3 44 34 .thaerkh, nicknv ecchaaet 33 maaedtheg (t. htch ecch : htui, 6 14. orng+ *k 39 18 sect, thae d 31 5 4 41:39 n. ph( t2h 43eng, 3 eeics n. s ph nn. 3 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ re kevA kALAM, 92% Ek keraLa pAne, te 31maMt ema vicArI vyaMtare, zodhe 15 maheza, Ama heM bhayuM, 4ne nAMNe goma 36 khAtI durgAM01, zAka gAma bAla bhale kALAM, tyAM jabhAnA 21 38 Ave mAM ebI nA 15{boma yuni, te bodhe 23 vinA nA, tyAM maTe 36te 37 dIThA 1 jethI nAMOMI, jIva laTe 12 kheta kSamA ke 17, n` na aMtaro, 38 . mAM prazna de 33 ciA, mAM de ne jJAna, je gAne rUpa mAM 14, pATha 16 nirbI 41 For Personal & Private Use Only upaje te tu AirA, hetaf anh gurU hna traMbAdI, bhALuM 6 nira AtmA che tenesa, che rDo ne rma dejotA bheLuM che, tole ubhe dharma, 43 ETa sthaLa saMkSepani, 15 ba pa veda, rAkhavA paDe, ghaNAM sAthemoTI jara XXXIII
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________________ XXXIV - Opee, W) khh 4g hi eyn, th ae 3x, 40 vui huta , en (43% thain oph* eche, Mt. Case 29. 9 t hekhr, erii ~ kg. " (9 6 maaech aen lingkh run *ae~ aa ai n. x2 ! eu Ch. chng the% 6 at 22eln (Pt. ect ge th d3 ee kh`n, 4% tn ai$ae. . hn44. - aiai48 49e tuengin raonepnk, ehi aie2decch, ey d ++ ed+, hng2 edwid ecch. ** Reenecchaath, 1 che Acaaeng, uu 65 (G, 8, maacchthphecch. Y. 6 4y, ts 4g, * hes 3+, thain hng++ 12 8 44 sat. 21 6 ain , 6- ecchit qa aecch, vix d @y . tel 0,~eriitecch. 22 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ dara na baLe tene, jANe 1 huM bAhya, ane rIke je prabansa 19 193 1Atha-poviSe, to 1980, rUpameLa, e evA vaida naja ghara, 93 1TI nA huM, tethI tene tA1, nA, zALa19, ke zuM 16 gajudu hRSTa deTamAM, mULa deza 11, deha hema je AgA, o na gAma vi. dakuM I me11no jina che, dezaLa garavAl ke huM ke nahIM, vaeN kuLa na jAya. zera, tAra te, 1820 bheTa ramAda Atmana 1 me, A 23no carma uvAca. zALA svatvA, Ave. OMkA ne saMjAla teno pAka che, 1 sh For Personal & Private Use Only 17 18 1 29 Ama pAne mAM, chatA nahIM AAiya, deva mozI Upadhye, devo 15 rUpala vastu dIThThuM che, e ad palaTAra, AphustakI palaLI, AtmA viSe nhAya. 61 4 mA 1, XXXV
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________________ XXXVI >> ulaya. te mAtra tema che. vaLi 2 narma, evaLa hatI le, jenA hama? 62 jenA te jalaja ne ujave che . " vinA, kama 1 3 jAna. 63 upade nahi tema mA vikame e java ne, re - kema ke I rakama jaLad, jene ubhA - 1 jene laI, te philma rada kaka koMdhI , salAnI , 4 kAra, jaba 1 1 67 e tni che, je lAve, baLA vaya mahemAna ne ke 68 jA - hea3, 2 naLa bAra, kare te dara 10 diva* 69 vize kaI vastune 110 . aina un nid, on, }ni niz necar so For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXXVII ee% 9.* 30 we 4 ehn, sv cch ruup: hty 24te4q+ek Si, rm ~ : ng ect ain hcchedii, 49 khn. nu desu, kh. ng4 khr hyd 8naik, U khngcchuu "yaecch, hoes Sai yet.ie, echii . 93 aecch , Rdaict, oye h ni 3, rye wl94<, , 996. ng~ trng+ 374 ~, h n n xx, wng 3-4tek 2, dira e` . % ri<<+ aeaee 135 , 6, erud + + 3 ? hit 6 6 22:. ecchitecchi 1. ngduu nfl 2,33naecch, 299, May 6 m`ng, Jesus z2. ngng + s 6 theng, 3 htt yut , khaaeg ecchecch 30 x ytech. ngd For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXXVIII ONLO zi5955. 5 bhaFnl ser, 5 in att soma 11.37, 55nit. 28 35. Ska xed one21501 ana vi, Sri- 5. 8. See Annan,marate st: *t ,t. etrm. t`cchng n. (p ani.n. 13 950 5. sxen, 35, ba vI pI . 4 kare . 82 24 none, 5 351.5; in m msvi, marh ruit. 3 kAkA, lI; 19298 8 ne zAla. - 1. 2219 0 12, 5 5li, 4 Ms. ra admin zeSanA25.1144 lA, ven . 85 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXXIX - je bava to, jala je nAre , 23ja kare ane te gAma che, pAna re daphaLa, phaM vahIvana vi. 88 21. 2 roja pha, joke na bane ne nila baLa, naTe mah 23 89 janma na ja che, mArA nAtha, je ja zam mta, urae ja ~ DeviDa vora, nAnA hiM, aa hLa che, nijana saba jerA. 91 mora, u1, 6 La jatana, 21 che ja, 9a athavA na dInapaNa, ura maLe; te mana nAca no , ne 1 e8 ki. 3 umA nimAM thA che ke jemAM mota, e nijanA bane, ba jene 2. 90 ne ema ke che, 1 kSa ume; jo jamAno, je ujaka 10 98 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XL via @dng 2ing aenw ai3. aihecchekh cchaan; ekhn, ~ ecch cchiwecch, cy aihey+- y, qaarisaa , maaech (9a 3aicch, hng etens), ex/kicch ti ngaicch <
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________________ XLI kopara, danende. pra0mm50ne, ini titet 1. in maram, arineet, Par norma, randen ner. 104 15. tund, 54 , 5. Rafi, hrtinof art. 109 25inle, Tet mrore, 1. Ani le . 1.. 35.. 656in mata M5, . mat riacTRA (Ah. 108 birAla, 201435, ko pAra ohan . 2 zo6. 1. Mater anime aa n sh, tara 56 nand, oni le 56. 10 2 -- , Moham, se nirmi, 53anam 56.nan2026,212 mi.in 6443 , Amittin. // 2 350 25.93, 05:5 sAla ra 15 te 18 la . 113 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XLII honaseoni .m. dila Ran.1 2 .1. hai, asjix. naralas gen Mewatar. morent jot9535, nine , onchman535. 19 4 -151, 2055 para. 2 digo in.. ni55 naga, manm aun Mit, 2180 Pahtanit, 8 Readinar. 211131. 659 , antaj aun. (5.nninE, 121 rA. 15 100-2-5350, 14 // 11, 2101 ma , R 535.12. {t meihe manodi.1955, 1 mini 4. 5. nili -210 35, hindeat. 52514. 122. moha-zA 55, Sonoment nirmanarni. 113 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XLIII ! do. varjha ra, 2 , ajara, pAmavA jaze, joI lo.. ka ane dhare, tamAma TI me, 2 22Ana- pada deva bhAi, 1 kapa, 11, navuM ja che. je mAna 11, 126 ha-16 112 raja baje mana kI 121111, ne 611 ka. 127 20 su mane avaLa, nA 4 ke jammati koi turatA udAra na paDe tema che, A ja sthAna mAM ti, jika thi 2 1 ka. 128 sAmAni sama , sara a nA utama nahi, parimALA. 1289 ne e pA , pharo - uravAI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XLIV nima jaLa jaLa, sadhana 15 nara, nipaLa la , Ina karaje ra1. 131 nima no , na mAM naLa che, ane bAI naTa, baje saha rahe. 132. cha manana e phaLa nahi rahe, jAna navI phi., leninI ra. 133 raLa rAnI chAla, kAnamAM dama, 11kALa nakkima, majeda nA me, 13ja risarca iva che , je temane je che, nijhara nA hinA, vAjA karatA.13 upasLanuM nAma laI ne je te nimina, ume tni , 2Te jyAM 1i , 136 ratALa ja ne, 12 ju na moha, kAma karI re, ma 2 ka .137 daliza , rAma , je, tyA, rame, homa mumula paTara, e 21.1 21.138 moha jAva tayapa ne, apavA makAna, te ke sana da2, bAkI phITame 138 Ochama For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XLV 23nde.n5.5*2017, tera tAna, rA. . 21 // 18 55 mi.li. he tanda, 5in 13 555.itite. 1 28 oni An ita, mari Rethi, [in anem.mra on ni M6, 519zani. mat. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XLVI anukramaNikA pravacana naM. | viSaya | gAthA naM. | pAnA naM. # $ 9 9 @ O S 08-09 09-10 101 prastAvanA. duHkhanuM kAraNa - svarUpanuM ajJAna. graMthano viSaya prayojana. sAdhanA mArgamAM bhUlo. kriyAjaDa kone kahevAya? zuSkajJAnI kone kahevAya? vairAgyAdi saphaLa kyAre thAya? AtmajJAnanuM kAraNa-tyAga vairAgya. AtmArthI jana kevo hoya? saMta caraNa sevA. sadgurunA lakSaNo. saddagurunA lakSaNo. pratyakSa sadgurunI mahattA. sadganA upadezanuM mAhAbhya. sadguruno yoga na hoya to zAstro AdhArarUpa che. zAstro kaI rIte vicAravA? sAdhanAmAM bAdhaka paribaLa svachaMda. kAraNa samakti. mAna rokAya che - saddagurunA zaraNamAM. vinayanuM mAhAbhya. 1) 114 10. 11 126 136 148 162 173 187 14 15-16 199 17 18 19 thI 21 212 224 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XLVII pAnA naM. 23pa 247 258 2 27 281 26 293 27 3/4 pravacana naM. viSaya gAthA naM. | vinaya mArgano samya nirdhAra. 22 matArthInA lakSaNo - gurutattva saMbaMdhI bhUla. 23-24 devatattvasaMbaMdhI bhUla. 25 zAstra saMbaMdhI bhUla. 26-27 zAstra saMbaMdhI bhUla. sadguruyogamAM vimukhatA. zAstra saMbaMdhI bhUla. dharmasaMbaMdhI bhUla tathA zuSkajJAnInuM varNana. | 28-29 | zuSkajJAna-jaisI pattharakI nAva. . 30-31 matArthI durbhAgya. 32-33 AtmArthInA lakSaNo. sadguru prAptino upakAra. traNe kALamAM paramArthano mArga eka che. AtmArthInI eka ja jhaMkhanA. mokSamArganI sAdhanA. 38 thI 40 sAdhanAnI prakriyA. 41-42 313 326 33 34 py 347 3pa7 367 380 390 403 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka - 1 prastAvanA AtmAjJAnabhavaM du:khamAtmajJAnena hanyate / tapasApyAtmavijJAna-hInaizchetuM na zakyate // je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. eka parama gaMbhIra sAgaramAM AjathI ApaNe UtarI rahyA chIe. taLAvamAM ke nadImAM taravuM saheluM che, paNa ghUghavATa karatA dariyAmAM taravuM kaThina che. e mATe sAmarthya-baLazakti, aMdaranuM vIrya, puruSArtha ane kauzalya paNa joIe. AjathI je sAgaramAM praveza karI rahyA chIe e zabdono, kalpanAono, vicArono, vikalpono ke bhAvono sAgara nathI. e samagra astitvano sAgara che. AvA astitvanA sAgaramAM DUbakI mAravI, e jIvanano lhAvo che. A sAgaramAM DUbakI mAravA sAhasa, hiMmata ane abhaya joIe. maraNIyA thavuM paDaze. jenAmAM sAhasa nathI e aMdara DUbakI mArI nahi zake. mAMhI paDyA te mahA sukha mANe dekhaNahArA dAjhe re. jemaNe sAhasa karI DUbakI mArI te motI laIne bahAra AvyA ane kinAre UbhA rahI jonArA jotA ja rahyA. motInI kiMmata cUkavavA jevuM sAhasa je karI zakaze te ja AtmasiddhinA sAgaramAM UtarI zakaze. AjathI A 142 gAthA pUrI thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe UMDA sAgaramAM DUbakI mAravAnI che. e UMDA sAgaramAM DUbakI mAravA mATe pracaMDa sAhasa, pracaMDa puruSArtha, tAlAvelI, tatparatA, tamannA, zAMta mana, viveka, ekAgratA, sthiratA joIe. A AtmasiddhinA pratyeka zabdamAM anaMta jJAnano sAgara bharyo che. AtmAnI siddhi jemAM karavAmAM AvI che evuM je zAstra te Atmasiddhi zAstra. AtmAnI siddhi thAya to ja dharma haze, to ja dhyAna haze, to ja yoga haze, to ja bhakti haze, to ja adhyAtma haze, to ja sAdhanA haze, to ja sadaiva, to ja sadguru, to ja sad dharma ane to ja mokSa haze. pAyAmAM AtmA ja na hoya to A badhuM konA mATe ? A badhI sAdhanA ane avasthA eTalA mATe che ke AtmA che. jIvanI anaMtakALanI jo koI bhUla hoya to teNe AtmA sAMbhaLyo che, vAMcyo che, jANyo che, paraMtu AtmA satya che, evo saMpUrNapaNe svIkAra ane anubhava karyo nathI. AtmasiddhinI samAptimAM jo AtmA siddha thaI jAya ane Atma-anubhava thaI jAya to AtmasiddhinuM pArAyaNa saphaLa. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ prastAvanA AtmA che evuM jo nakkI thaze to tenuM svarUpa paNa nakkI thaze ane svarUpa je nakkI thaze to tene prApta kema karavo tenI spaSTatA paNa thaze. tamAma zAstroe mAtra AtmAne ja gAyo che, bIjuM kazuM gAyuM ja nathI. zAstronA zabda zabda AtmAnuM saMgIta gUMje che. AtmAno jhaMkAra che, AtmAnI anubhUtinI vAta che, AtmAno prasAda che, mATe ema kahyuM ke AtmA kevo che? enuM svarUpa kevuM che? e pachI nakkI karIzuM paNa pahelI vAta "AtmA che', e nakkI thavuM joIe. UMghamAM koI pUche ke tuM koNa? te vakhate paNa ema kahe ke huM AtmA chuM. talavAra hAthamAM laIne ApaNA upara ghA karavAno hoya ane te vakhate koI pUche ke tuM koNa che? tyAre raNakAra sAthe kahe ke huM AtmA chuM; evuM sAmarthya je divase prApta thaze te divase sAcA arthamAM sAdhanAnI, upAsanAnI, bhaktinI zarUAta thaze. buddhinA levale AtmAno nirNaya thAya te jJAna, eTalA mATe ja zAstro, satsaMga ane sapuruSano yoga. "AtmA che', A nirNaya-nizcaya karavAmAM zAstro sahayogI, satsaMga ane sadga-sapuruSa paNa upayogI. sapuruSa-sadguru maLyA, zAstro vAMcyA, siddhAntonI carcA karI, paNa "AtmA che' evo nirNaya na karyo to A badhuM niSphaLa javAnuM. anaMta kALamAM ApaNe puruSane, sadgurune, are ! tIrthakarone paNa niSphaLa banAvyA che. AkarNito'pi mahito'pi nirIkSito'pi, nUnaM racetasa mAM vikRtoDasimajyA. (kalyANa maMdira stotra) prabhu ! ame ApanA samavasaraNamAM AvyA, beThA, ApanI dezanA sAMbhaLI, paraMtu AtmA che' evo nirNaya karyA vinA bahAra AvyA. ame nirNaya nathI karyo ke "AtmA che.' A vAta yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM sudhI "AtmA che', evo nirNaya na thAya tyAM sudhI koI paNa saMyogomAM sAdhanAnI zarUAta thaI zakaze nahi. karmakAMDathaze, kriyA thaze, karmathaze, bAhya pravRtti thaze, sAdhanA nahi. sAdhanA to cetanAnI aMtaraMga avasthA che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, buddheH phalaM tattvavicAraNaM ca, dehasya sAraM vratadhAraNaM ca / arthasya sAraM kila pAtradAnaM, vAca: phalaM prItikaraM narANAm // cAra mahattvanAM sAdhana che. emAM sauthI mahattvanuM sAdhana che buddhi. buddhino upayoga tattva nirNaya karavA mATe che, tattva vicAraNA karavA mATe che. koIne zIzAmAM utAravA mATe ke cUMTaNI jItavA mATe nathI ke koIne khaMkheravA mATe nathI. A jIve ghaNI vicAraNA karI paNa tattva vicAraNA karI nathI; buddhi dvArA tattva vicAraNA karI, AtmAno nirNaya thAya, tene For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA kahevAya che jJAna. te vakhate buddhi parivartita thaI prajJA bane che. kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArye yogazAstramAM ene prajJA kahI che, kuMdakuMdAcAryajIe samayasAramAM paNa ene maharSi prajJA kahI che ane maharSi pataMjalie "prajJA-pratimA prajJAnA prasAda upara ArUDha thaIne ame parama tattvanI jhAMkhI karIe chIe, ema kahyuM. AnaMdaghanajIe gAyuM che ke, aisA jJAna vicAro cetana! aisA jJAna vicAro, nizcaya svalakSaNa avalaMbI, prajJA chenI nihAro, tasa chenI madhyapAtI duvidhA kare jaDa cetana phAro. cetana! aisA jJAna vicAro. tasa jainIkara grahIye jo dhana, so tuma soDahaM dhAro; soDahaM jANI daTo tuma mohaM, hai hai sama ko vAro.. cetana! aisA jJAna vicAro. soDahaM soDahaM soDahaM soDahaM soDahaM aNu na bIsAro. cetana! aisA jJAna vicAro. A saLaMga prakriyA che, he cetana ! tuM evA jJAnano vicAra kara ke "soDahaM', te huM chuM, te huM chuM, te huM chuM. jene huM mAnI beTho chuM, te zarIra huM nathI. huM garIba ke tavaMgara nathI. huM brAhmaNa nathI. kSatriya nathI ke vaizya nathI, huM bALa nathI, yuvAna nathI ke vRddha nathI. huM rUpALo nathI ke kadarUpo nathI. huM mAMdo nathI ne marato paNa nathI. A badhAthI judo evo huM chuM evo nizcaya, jJAna dvArA eka vakhata karI lo to bhavanA pherA TaLI jaze. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM ke "nizcaya svalakSaNa avalaMbI', AtmAnuM mukhya lakSaNa jJAna che. AtmA jJAtA che, draSTA che, jJAyaka che. AtmA jANanAro che. AMkha jotI nathI AMkha dvArA jonAro koka che. kAna sAMbhaLatA nathI, kAna dvArA sAMbhaLanAro koka che. jIbha svAda letI nathI, jIbha dvArA svAda lenAro koka che. cAmaDI sparza karatI nathI, cAmaDI dvArA sparza karanAro koka che. e zarIramAM che ane chatAM zarIrathI judo che. tamane koI pUche ke tamAruM koNa? to tame ghaNuM moTuM lisTa Apo cho. "A amArI patnI, putra, putrI, parivAra, sagAsaMbaMdhIo che, A amAruM kuTuMba, sAheba!' bhAI ! A tamAruM nahi, tamAruM to jJAna che. ago me sAsao appA, naanndNsnnsNjuo| sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, savve saMjogalakkhaNA // agohaM natthi me koi, nAhamannassa kssi| avaM adINamaNaso, appANamaNusAsai // For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ prastAvanA jemAMthI AtmAno jhaMkAra maLe che, jemAMthI AtmAnuM saMgIta Ave che, AtmAnI mahephIla Ave che, AtmAnI sugaMdha Ave che, tevI hajAro gAthAo Aje vidyamAna che. umAsvAti mahArAje tattvArthAdhigamamAM eka nAnakaDA sUtramAM caitanyanuM svarUpa mUkI dIdhuM che. emaNe kahyuM ke 'upayono hrakSaLak' upayoga e AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. upayoga zabda yujha-vaparAza e arthamAM nathI; upayoga eTale AtmAmAM potAnAmAM rahelI potAnI jovAnI ane jANavAnI AMtarika zakti, jovuM ane jANavuM ene kahevAya che upayoga. jJAna upayoga ane darzana upayoga ema upayoga be prakAranA che. sUrya ugyo hoya ne jonAro na hoya to koNa kaheze ke sUrya Ugyo che ? e jonAro-kahenAro je aMdara beTho che te AtmA ane enuM lakSaNa darzana ane jJAna-jovuM ne jANavuM. A tamAruM lakSaNa che. sattA tamAruM lakSaNa nahi. zarIra tamAruM lakSaNa nahi. bahAra nIkaLo cho tyAre darpaNa pAse jAva cho. be-cAra miniTa jenA mATe AdhA pAchA thAva cho e tame nahi. tame enAthI judA ane jonArA cho. e jonArAne jANavo, e prakriyAne kahevAya che buddhinI prakriyA-prajJAnI prakriyA. 4 prajJAne chINInI upamA ApI che. dhAradAra chINI joIe, buThThI nahIM. lAkaDA kApatI vakhate kuhADI kAma kare, paNa majabUta gAMTha jo Ave to kuhADI kAma na kare. te mATe moTA dhAradAra chINA joIe. te chINA mUkI tenA upara moTA hathoDAnA ghA karavA paDe. emAM reMgI peMgI mANasa ke 80 varSano Doso na cAle. majabUta bAvaDAvALo ghA karanAro joIe. e dhA karato jAya, ghA karato jAya ane be phADa thaI jAya. prajJA chINI che, gAMTha toDanArI che. zAstramAM eka adbhuta zabda Avyo che, e che 'graMthibheda'. parama kRpALu deve kahyuM che ke jIva tIrthaMkaranA samavasaraNamAM aneka vAra gayo ne graMthi sudhI anekavAra Avyo che paNa pAcho vaLyo. graMthibheda na karyo. e graMthibheda karavAmAM pracaMDa sAhasa joIe. prajJA nAmanI chINI ane vairAgya nAmano hathoDo joIe. prajJAnI chINI mUkIne vairAgyanA hathoDA mAratA jAva, mAratA jAva. eka divasa e graMthi tUTI jaze. eka divasa nahi paNa eka kSaNamAM tUTI jaze. Ane graMthi bhedanI prakriyA kahevAya che. e jJAnamAM, e prajJAmAM jenI siddhi thaI ne e nirNaya karyo ke huM jJAna svarUpa, darzana svarUpa, cAritra svarUpa, sata, cita, AnaMda svarUpa AtmA chuM, dehathI bhinna, IndriyothI bhinna, prANathI bhinna, manathI bhinna, hRdayathI bhinna, vRttiothI bhinna, vikArothI bhinna, vicArothI bhinna, vikalpothI bhinna, nokarmathI bhinna, dravyakarmathI bhinna, bhAvakarmathI bhinna, rAga-dveSathI bhinna, sarva adhyavasAyothI bhinna, A badhAthI bhinnajudo caitanya svarUpa AtmA chuM. prajJAnA levale A nirNaya thayo paNa Atma-tattvano anubhava For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA thayo nathI. anubhava e judI vAta che. jema A mohanathALa che ne A bAsuMdI che e nirNaya karyo kahevAya paNa jIbha upara mUko ne je majhA Ave-svAda Ave te anubhava judo che. jema dUdhamAMthI dahIM ane dahIMmAMthI mAkhaNa bane che ema buddhi prajJAmAM parivartita thaI jAya. prajJA nirNaya karI Ape che ke A jaDa ane A cetana, A zarIra ane A AtmA. A tuM ane A tAruM, A judA karavAnuM kAma prajJA kare che. "jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetanabhAva." prajJA nirNaya karI Ape che ke A jagatamAM pudgala dravya che ane bIjAM dravyo paNa che, paNa e badhAthI judo sata, cita ane AnaMda svarUpa caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AtmA tuM cho. je divase A nirNaya thaze te divase sAdhanAnA pAyA naMkhAze, maMgala muhUrta thaze, maMgala coghaDiyuM Avaze. anaMtakALa vItyo. anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra sAdhanA-kriyA karavA chatAM sAdhanA niSphaLa gaI. jJAnIo kahe che. "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kacha hAtha haju na paryo. tame vepArI cho. vepAra karo cho, mUDI rokANa karyuM paNa napho keTalo? napho kare te vepArI. ema prajJA dvArA je nirNaya karyo te jJAna-samyajJAna. prajJA dvArA nirNaya karyA pachI e Atma tattvano dhyAnanI prakriyAmAM anubhava thavo enuM nAma samyagdarzana. samyagdarzana ApavAnI cIja nathI, aMdaranI prakriyA che, AMtarika ghaTanA che. be prakriyA thaI. eka prakriyA prajJAnI ane bIjI prakriyA dhyAnanI. prajJAnI prakriyAmAM cetana tattvano samyam nirNaya thayo ane dhyAnanI prakriyAmAM eno svAnubhava thayo. AnaMdadhanajIe gAyuM, avadhU! anubhava kalikA jAgI, mati merI Atama sumaraNa lAgI." choDa upara kaLI khIle to kaLI ema bole che, "meM to A gaI, phUla AnevAlA hai." phUla kahe che ke "hama A gaye, phala AyeMge." kaLI jAhera kare che ke phUla Avaze, phUla jAhera kare che ke phaLa Avaze. samyajJAna thayuM e jAhera kare che ke samyagdarzana thaze, ane samyagdarzana thayuM e jAhera kare che ke ene cokkasa mokSa maLaze ja. mokSa mAMgavAnI cIja nathI. e ApaNI potAnI milkata che. samyagdarzana thayA pachI aMtaranI tamAma dazA badalAI jAya che. zarIra to enuM e raheze. bahAranA saMyogo enA e raheze paNa tame badalAI jazo. je aMdarathI badalAI gayo tene zastro samyagdaSTi kahe che. samyagdaSTinI sevAnI rIta, samajavAnI rIta, mUlavavAnI rIta, vicAra karavAnI rIta badalAI jAya che. Aje pAMca rUpiyA choDavA hoya to kAThuM paDe, ze chUTe? kema choDAya? paNa je divase dRSTi badalAI te divase cha khaMDanI cakravartInI saMpatti choDatAM eka kSaNa paNa nahi thAya. "rajakaNa ke Rddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva jo.' dhULano eka kaNa ke vaimAnika devanI Rddhi baMne pudgala che For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ prastAvanA ane pudgalano eka ja svabhAva che, "saDana-paDana-vidhvaMsana" evo raNakAra jenA aMdarathI Avyo te samyagdaSTi. samyagdaSTijIvane bhogamAM sukha nathI dekhAtuM, yogamAM sukha dekhAya che. ajJAnI jIva gALo Ape ne samyagdarzana na hoya to daza gALa ApavAnuM mana thaI jAya. samyagdarzana jo hoya to ema vicAre ke enA moDhe gALo ApI che ke, cAlo jema pANI ane dUdha pI jaIe chIe tema gALo pI jaIe. A samyagdarzananuM sAhasa che. bIjAnuM sAhasa nathI. mATe ja upA. yazovijayajI ma.sA. kahyuM, "gaI dInatA sabahI hamArI, prabhu tuja samakita dAnameM." prabhu! amArI dInatA-lAcArI cAlI gaI. bahAranA saMyogo game tevA hoya, vRkSa nIce UbhA hoIe, zarIra upara DhAMkavA kapaDuM na hoya paNa aMdaranI mastI-khumArI kaMIka ora che. prabhu ! tame amArA upara kRpA karI, samakitanuM dAna ApyuM. samakita meLave che pote, paNa bhakta ema kahe che ke prabhu! tame ApyuM. te ema nathI kaheto ke meM mArA jore, mArA prayatnathI meLavyuM che. gurudeva ! ApanI kRpA che, Apano anugraha che. ApanI kRpAthI maLyuM che. Atma tattvano nirNaya karAve, evuM eka divya zAstra vi.saM. 195ra Aso vada ekama, guruvAra tA. 20-10-1894nA roja A dharatI upara pragaTa thayuM, e che Atmasiddhi zAstra. jemAM dhyAnanI, samyajJAnanI, samyagdarzananI parama anubhUtinI vAta che. anaMtakALanA jIvanA pramAdanI vAta, ne bhUlanI paNa vAta che. AvuM Atmasiddhi zAstra mAtra zAstra nathI paNa zAstronI khANa che. sonuM bahAra nIkaLI javuM judI vAta che paNa sonAnI khANa maLI javI e judI vastu che. koI tamane kahe ke A 200 tolA sonuM tame lo ane A sonAnI khANa amane ApI do, to tame kaho ne ke tuM sonuM tArI pAse rAkha, kAraNa amArI pAse to sonAnI khANa che. A dharatI upara 800vacanAmRta nahi hoya, bIjA zAstro nahi hoya, paNa eka mAtra Atmasiddhi zAstra haze to bIjA zAstro emAMthI jIvita thaze. A samagra zAstra adhyAtmanuM saMgIta che, ratnano DAbalo che. gAmaDIyAne enI khabara na paDe paNa jhaverI ene jANe. enA eka eka zabda pAse aTakIne UbhA rahIe. tenuM maMthana karIe. tenuM dholana karIe. mAkhaNa kADhavA mATe dahIMne valovavuM paDe che ema Atmasiddhi zAstrane valovavuM paDaze. A zAstra vahetI pracaMDa nadI che. nadI jyAre vahe che tyAre kacaro taNAI jAya che, tema anaMtakALanA ApaNA badhA kacarAone tANI jaze. naDiyAda gAmamAM nAnA kuMbhanAtha mahAdevanA maMdiramAM eka sAdA oraDAmAM A zAstra pragaTa thayuM. kRpALu deva pharIne sAMjanA ghera AvyA che, tyAre lAITo nahIM hoya. sAthe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA AjJAMkita sAdhaka aMbAlAlabhAI hatA. temanuM bhAgya phaLI gayuM. temane puruSa pAse mAtra sAMbhaLavAnuM maLyuM eTaluM ja nahi, paNa emanI sevA karavAno lhAvo paNa maLyo. eka vakhata jeNe manathI, vacanathI ne kAyAthI puruSanI pUrepUrI bhakti karI che, sevA karI che, temAM tanmaya banyo che, ene mokSa mAgavo nahi paDe, kRpA mAMgavI nahi paDe. sevAthI ja kRpA prApta thAya che. kRpA prApta karavA namra banavuM paDe, ahaMkAra ogALavo paDe. aMbAlAlabhAIne AjJA karI ke phAnasa lAvo. teo pUchatA nathI ke zuM karavA? ApaNe cokhavaTa karyA vagara rahIe nahi ke phAnasane zuM karavuM che? phAnasa lAvyA to kharA paNa thAMbhalAnI jema phAnasa gharI UbhA rahyA. pAse pArkara pena nahi, paNa khaDiyo, kalama ane sAdo kAgaLa hato. uMmara 29 varSanI hatI. kalama cAlI te cAlI. baMdha thaI nahi. jyAre deha chatAM jenI dazA varte dehAtIta, te jJAnInA caraNamAM ho vaMdana agaNita.' e lITI AvI tyAre kalama aTakI. vacamAM UbhA rahevuM na paDyuM, vicAra karavo na paDyo. Atmasiddhi zAstranI racanA alaukika che. adbhuta che. AtmasiddhinI racanA karI che ema bolazo ja nahi. jAgatika astitvamAMthI Atmasiddhi pragaTa thaI che. enA mAdhyama kRpALu deva banyA che. racanAno prayatna nahIM, racavAnI vRtti paNa nahi ane pragaTa thayuM che. A prAgaTyanI pAchaLa thoDI AMtarika ghaTanAo che. vi.saM. 195ra Aso suda-1 nA divase kRpALu deva ANaMdamAM hatA. te divase jagatane mULa mArganuM rahasya -"mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re' e pada maLyuM. jaina zAstromAM tattvArthAdhigama sUtramAM eka atyaMta mahattvanuM sUtra che. "sagarzana-jJAna-vAritrAMi mokSanA:' A pAyAno siddhAMta che. AnA upara 45 Agamo che. 14 pUrvo che, tamAma zAstro che. samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra e traNeya sAthe maLe to ja mokSano mArga che. ekalA samyajJAnathI nahi, ekalA samyagdarzanathI nahi ane ekalA samyagyAritrathI nahi. vyavahAramAM kahevata che ke lADavA banAvavA hoya to te mATe "ghI goLane ATo, bAkI badhuM dATo.' ema mokSa mATe A traNa tattvo sAthe joIe ja. tattvArthanA A pahelA sUtra upara mULamArganuM rahasya pragaTa thayuM. kRpALu devanA hRdayamAM dholana cAlyuM ane Aso vada-ekamanA divase e nadI sAgara banI gaI. Aso suda pUname caMdramA soLe kaLAe khIlI gayo. mULamArgamAM pUruM na kahevAyuM e AtmasiddhimAM kahevAyuM. bIjI mahattvanI eka vAta che. A dharatI upara zAstro racAyAM nathI paNa saMvAda thayo che. saMvAda ane pravacana, saMvAda ane zAstra racanA baMne judAM che. saMvAda be vacce hoya ane emAM dila kholIne vAta thAya. emAM baMne hAjara hoya agara na hoya paNa baMneno tAla, saMgIta, prakRti, svabhAva maLI gayo hoya ane enA vacce je kaMI pragaTa thAya ene kahevAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ prastAvanA che saMvAda. saMvAda be vacce thAya ane emAMthI je pragaTa thAya ene kahevAya che. zAstra. kahenArA zukadevajI ane sAMbhaLanArA parIkSitajI, emAMthI bhAgavata pragaTa thayuM. kahenArA vasiSThajI ane sAMbhaLanArA rAmacaMdrajI, emAMthI yogavasiSTha pragaTa thayuM. kahenArA aSTAvakrajI ane sAMbhaLanArA janaka videhI, emAMthI aSTAvakra gItA pragaTa thaI. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya kahenArA ane kumArapALa sAMbhaLanArA ane pragaTa thayuM yogazAstra. gautama svAmIjIe prazno pUchyA ane bhagavAna mahAvIra bolyA, emAMthI pragaTya bhagavatI sUtra, emAM chatrIsa hajAra prazno pUchAyA che. jenI hAjarImAM zAstra pragaTa thAya evA nimitto ahIM be banyA eka laghurAja svAmI ane bIjA saubhAgabhAI. vi.saM. 1951mAM laghurAja svAmI suratamAM hatA. dasa-bAra mahinAthI tAva paNa Avato hato, tabiyata barAbara na hatI. lallubhAI jhaverInuM mRtyu thayuM. e mRtyu joyA pachI laghurAja svAmIne vadhAre mUMjhavaNa thaI. emane thayuM ke mAro paNa kALa najIkamAM AvI gayo che, uMmara thaI che, dIkSA grahaNa karI che, vratonuM, niyamonuM, AcAranuM pAlana karIe chIe paNa hajI samyagdarzana (AtmajJAna) thayuM nathI. Avo ekarAra karanArA laghurAja svAmI sAhasika puruSa hatA. teo kRpALu devane patra lakhIne vAraMvAra vinaMtI kare che ke samakita vinA deha chUTI jaze to mAruM badhuM eLe jaze." A vedanA-vyathA hatI. haiyuM raDatuM hatuM. "prabhu! kRpA karo. kaMIka Apo." kRpALu devanI kRpA varasI ne SaTrapadano patra naM.493 lakhAyo. AThaso patromAM A ziramora ane pAyAno patra che. emAM AtmAnA cha padanuM varNana che, AkhI sAdhanAnuM alaukika varNana che. eka kopI saubhAgabhAIne maLI. patra vAMcyo. chAtI saraso cAMpyo. UbhA thaIne nAcyA, paNa patra gadyamAM che eTale kaMThastha na thAya, smaraNa rahe nahi, kaTokaTInA kALamAM yAda na rahe to amAruM zuM thaze? evuM temane thayuM ne vinaMtI karI ke amane A padyamAM Apo, ame kaMThastha karI zakIe, punarAvRtti karI zakIe. padyamAM ApavAnI vinaMtInA pariNAme jagatane maLyuM Atmasiddhi zAstra. temanAmAM parama mumukSutAnI vedanA hatI, talasATa hato. mAchalI pANI vinA taraphaDe tema teo samakti vinA taraphaDatA hatA. "roI roI akhiyAM rAtI, nayanA prabhu darasanakI pyAsI." (mIrA). AvI abhipsA-jhaMkhanA-vedanA-taraphaDATatAlAvelI sivAya samyagdarzana na maLe. roma romamAM Aga lAgavI joIe. "dava lAgyo re DuMgare kema olavAya." (mIrA) emane viraha sAlato hato e avasthAmAM emanA bhalA mATe A padyamAM AvyuM. te vakhate cAra jaNa adhikArI hatA. laghurAja svAmI, saubhAgabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI ne mANekabhAI. A cArane AnI kopI maLI, ane emane AjJA karI ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA A jene tene na Apazo. Aje to prinTIMga presamAM chapAI gayuM. pUchavAnI jarUra ja kyAM che? Atmasiddhi zAstra parama gaMbhIra dravyAnuyogano khajAno che. dravyAnuyoga jaina darzanano nicoDa che. jaina darzananA rahasyo AmAM che. "pravacana samudra biMdumAM UlaTI Ave ema." (zrI rAjacaMdrajI) pacAsa lAkha rokaDA rUpiyA bahAra gAma laI javA hoya to khaTAro joIe, paNa pacAsa lAkhano DrAphaTa khIsAmAM hoya to kAMI ciMtA kharI? bojo kharo? Atmasiddhi e jainadarzanano DrAphaTa che. jainadarzananA AtmavAda, karmavAda, mokSavAda, sAdhanavAda, jJAna ane kriyA, upAdAna ane nimitta, nizcaya ane vyavahAra, matArthI ane AtmArthI, jijJAsu ane mumukSu, bodhibIja, guruziSya, bhedajJAna, mULa roga ane tenuM pathya, samarpaNa, jJAtAdRSTA A badhA ja gaMbhIra rahasyo AmAM samAI gayA che. sadehInI vAta paNa kharI, jyAre dehamAM hoya. videhInI vAta paNa kharI jema ke "deha chatAM jenI dazA varte dehAtIta." ane adehInI vAta paNa kharI "sarva jIva che siddha sama' Ama traNeyanI vAta AmAM che. nizcaya-vyavahAranI, jJAna-kriyAnI ane kartA-karmanI vAta che, paNa tANAtANa karavAnI jarUra nathI. temaNe kahyuM che ke "naya nizcaya ekAMtathI AmAM nathI kahela, ekAMte vyavahAra nahIM, banne sAthe rahela.' amArI vAta ekAMgI nathI, sarvAgI che. A matanI vAta nathI, saMpradAyanI vAta nathI, Agraha ke kadAgrahanI vAta nathI, A mAnyatAnI vAta nathI, mAnI lIdhelI vAta nathI paNa amArA anubhavathI ame kahIe chIe. kabIrajIe paNa kahyuM che ke, kAgaLa masI chuo nahIM. ame anubhavathI kahIe chIe. tamAma zAstrono sAra sarvAgIpaNe ane anekAMtanA pAyA upara AtmasiddhimAM kahyo che. ApaNe AtmasiddhinA eka eka zabdane vAgoLavo che, ghUMTavo che, pIvo che, cAkhavo che ane eno rasa mANavo che. A prastAvanA thaI. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 10 pravacana kramAMka gAthA kramAMka duHkhanuM kAraNa - svarUpanuM ajJAna - 2 1 pravacana kramAMka - 2, gAthA kramAMka - 1 - je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. (1) TIkA : 'je AtmasvarUpa samajyA vinA bhUtakALe huM anaMta duHkha pAmyo te pada jeNe samajAvyuM eTale ke bhaviSyakALe utpanna thavA yogya evA anaMta duHkho pAmata te mULa jeNe chelluM evAM zrI sadguru bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM.' aMbAlAlabhAInI pratyeka gAthA upara nAnI TIkA che. kRpALu devanI najara taLe A TIkA nIkaLI gaI che eTale sAkSIbhUta che. AtmasiddhinI yAtrA bahu lAMbI che. kRpALudeve pahelI gAthAmAM jIvananA tamAma praznono ukela ApI dIdho che. bahu dhIrajathI, zAMtithI, svastha banIne samajavAnI phoziza karIe. 'pAmyo duHkha anaMta' -anaMtakALathI huM anaMta duHkha pAmyo. A vAkyamAM be pado samAveza pAmyA che. huM anaMtakALathI du:kho pAmyo, eno artha mAruM astitva anaMtakALathI che, janmathI nathI. huM ajanmA chuM, mRtyuthI mAro nAza nathI. (1) AtmA che. (2) AtmA nitya che. duHkhano anubhava karanAra koI che, e duHkhano anubhava kare che. e duHkhano anubhava anaMtakALathI kare che. duHkha jema anaMtakALathI che tema duHkha bhogavanAro paNa anaMtakALathI che. duHkha bhogavyuM eno artha duHkhano bhoktA thayo ane duHkhano bhoktA jo hoya to teno kartA paNa hoya. Ama bIjA be pado AvyA (3) AtmA karmano kartA che. (4) AtmA karmano bhoktA che. be pado bahArathI nIkaLe che, jo vicAra karazo to te be pado aMdarathI samajAze. A saMsAranI cAra gatiomAM duHkha anaMta che. narakagatimAM spaSTa ughADuM duHkha ja che. pazugatimAM madhyama duHkha, manuSyagatimAM sAmAnya duHkha ane devagatimAM dekhAya nahi paNa AMtarika duHkha pAra vagaranuM che. koI devane sArI saMpatti hoya, bIjo deva ene jue ne ene baLatarA thAya che. du:khI thavAnI tene jarUra nathI, paNa IrSyAnA kAraNe tyAM paNa du:khI thAya che. patrAMka 213 mAM kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke A loka trividha tApathI AkuLavyAkuLa che. traNa prakAranA tApa che. (1) Adhino tApa (2) vyAdhino tApa ane (3) upAdhino tApa. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 1 1 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA Adhi eTale mAnasaki ciMtAo, vyAdhi eTale zArIrika pIDA ane Adhi ane vyAdhine janma ApanArI emanI mAtA eTale upAdhi. mahArASTramAM saMta tukArAme emanA eka abhaMgAmAM kahyuM che, "saMsAra tritApAtI sagaDI." sagaDI eTale cUlo. cUlAmAM kolasA baLe teno tApa hoya che. amArA A saMsArarUpI cUlAmAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhirUpa traNeya tApa che. tame tApa sahana karavA TevAI gayA cho mATe tApa lAgato nathI. jene tApa lAgyo te UbhA rahyA, nIkaLI gayA, saMsAramAMthI vidAya lIdhI. hasatA moDhe saMsArathI pAchA pharyA. saMsAramAM kone zAMti che? tamane koI pUche ke kema cho? to tame kahone ke "ola rAITa." paNa jarA UMDANathI juo. olarAITa kahenAra ane pUchanAra banne duHkhIyArA bhegA thayA che. jagatanA jIvo AkuLa vyAkuLa che. aMdarathI vyagra che. tRSA lAgI che. tRSA chIpAvavA sAcuM pANI joIe. e pANI maLatuM nathI ne jhAMjhavAnA nIra levA doDI rahyA che ane tRSA chIpAvavA icche che. bhAre vicitra vAta che. saurASTramAM vaDhavANa pAse bhogAvo che. bhoga le e bhogAvo. ema kahevAya che ke baporanA bAra vAge tame nIkaLo to moTI nadI vahetI dekhAya. jonArane ema lAge ke DhagalAbaMdha pANI che. levA mATe tyAM jAya paNa pANI maLe nahIM. dekhAya kharuM paNa hoya nahIM, tene jhAMjhavAnA nIra kahe che. saMsAramAM sukha dekhAya kharuM paNa hoya nahIM, te mAyika sukha. saMsArI jIvo mUMjhAyelA che, vyAkuLa che, vyagra che, kema Ama thayuM? ajJAnane lIdhe svarUpa vismaraNa thaI javAthI bhayaMkara paribhramaNa tene prApta thayuM che. je svarUpa samajyA vinA e ajJAnanI jAherAta che. paribhramaNa eTale rakhaDapaTTI. cAre gatimAM pharatAM pharatAM ApaNe AvyA chIe. A vakhatanA taMbU muMbaImAM tANyA che. have pachI taMbU kyAM taNAze tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. kyAMka taMbU tANyA haze tyAMthI khAlI karIne ahIMyA AvyA ane keTalA rasathI ghara banAvyuM ! eka bhAI kahetA hatA ke "sAheba ! A makAna thayuM ne te eTaluM majabUta, simenTa eTalo badho pAko, pANInI pAIpa huM jAte hAthamAM laIne pANI chAMTato hato, kAMkarI khase ema nathI." traNa divasa pachI emane hArTa eTeka Avyo. makAnanI kAMkarI na khasI, paNa emanI kAMkarI khasI gaI. zuM bharoso che A jIvanano? AvuM nAzavaMta, AvuM kSaNabhaMgura jIvana che. saMtoe gAyuM: jisa ghara aMdara AI caDAve so ghara nAhIM terA, aise aise ghara bahuta banAye, rAha calana jyu DerA. lAkho vaNajhAro eka lAkha poTho laIne jato hato. jyAM rAtavAso kare tyAM IdrapurI vasI jAya. 25-25 mAIla sudhI prakAza jAya. loko jovA jAya. koIke jovAnA bAkI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 12 pravacana kramAMka - 2, gAthA kramAMka - 1 rahI gayA hoya to bIje divase savAre jAya paNa kazuM hoya nahIM. vaNajhAro cAlyo gayo. e vaNajhAro jema bhaTakato che tema jIva paNa saMsAranI cAre gatimAM rakhaDe che. kyAMya sthiratA nahIM, kyAMya TharIne rahevAnuM nahIM. "kho-kho nI ramata joI che ne? chokarA ramatAM hoya che. mAMDa olo beTho hoya pAchaLathI bIjo AvIne kahe "kho'. pelo tarata Ubho thaI jAya. mota paNa AvuM ja che. dIkarA moTA thayA, paraNyA, gharanuM makAna thayuM, uMmara thaI gaI. mAMDa TharyA, ema thAya ke have TharIne ApaNe rahIzuM, paNa mRtyu AvIne kahe "kho'. UTho, cAlatA thAva. kyAM bharoso che jIvanano ! AvI jIvananI avasthA che. kalAke kalAke nahi, miniTe miniTe nahi paNa samaye samaye atula kheda che. kheda eTale pIDA, ciMtA, bhaya. A zabdo na samajAya to tamAro priya zabda Tenzana, hevI Tenzana. jIvo saMsAramAM jvarAdi roga, maraNAdi bhaya ane viyogAdi duHkhane anubhave che. evo azaraNatAvALo A saMsAra che, paNa A badhAnI vacce eka nAnakaDo varga che, jenI bahumatI nathI, jeo alpa pramANamAM che evA vItarAgI puruSo, jJAnI puruSo, sapuruSo kahe che ke ame anaMta duHkhamAMthI mukta banyA chIe. amArA jIvanamAM duHkha nathI, kAraNa ke duHkhanuM kAraNa svarUpanuM ajJAna, mithyAtva ame dUra karyuM che. yA kAraNa mithyAtva diyo tyaja, kayuM kara deha dhareMge, aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge. jJAnI puruSo kahe che "amArA jIvanamAM bhaya nathI, du:kha nathI, ciMtA nathI, vyAkuLatA nathI, DIprezana nathI. ame AnaMdanA sAgaramAM DULyA chIe. A amAro anubhava che." sapuruSane deha hoya, dehamAM roga hoya, teo pratikULatA vacce hoya to paNa temanA manamAM duHkha na hoya. teo gRhasthI hoya, garIba hAlatamAM hoya to paNa duHkhI na hoya. AgaLa gAthA Avaze "zuddha buddha cetanya ghana, svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma." ame je AtmAnI vAta kahIe chIe e AtmA sukhanuM dhAma che, sukhano sAgara che, sukhano khajAno che. duHkha bahArathI AveluM che, AnaMda e svabhAva che. duHkha e vibhAva che. duHkha svabhAvamAM nathI, dekhAya che kharuM paNa svabhAva nahi. svabhAva hoya e trikALa hoya. trikALa hoya te jAya nahi. duHkhane TALI zakAya che, dUra karI zakAya che, temAMthI mukta banI zakAya che mATe te svabhAva nahIM. dukha dohaga dUre TaLyA re, sukha saMpadazuM bheTa, dhiMgo dhaNI mAthe kiyo re, kuNa gaMje nara kheTa, vimalajina dIThA loyaNa Aja.(AnaMdadhanajI) bhagavAna ame tamArA darabAramAM AvyA, tamArAM locana joyAM tethI amArA duHkho dUra thayAM, durbhAgya dUra thayAM, ciMtA, pIDA dUra thaI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 13 sukha duHkha paristhitimAM nathI, bahAramAM nathI, te aMdaramAM che. Aropa bahAra thAya che. Aropa eTale hoya nahIM paNa mAnavuM. anaMta kALathI kema duHkhI chIe? e samajavA koziza karajo. "je svarUpa samajyA vinA." "je zabda che te mahattvano che. je che te astitvahovApaNuM. lAotsae kahyuM che ke paramAtmAnA aneka nAmo, aneka rUpo hoI zake che. koI ene paramAtmA kahe che, koI caitanya kahe che, koI brahma kahe che, koI parama tattva kahe che, koI Atmatattva kahe che. je eTale pote, pote eTale AtmA. e AtmAnuM svarUpa samajyA nathI tethI ame anaMta duHkha pAmyA, samajyA hota to duHkha na pAmata. jyAre svarUpa samajAze tyAre duHkha raheze nahIM, ane nahi samajAya tyAM sukha duHkha raheze, ema jJAnI puruSo kahe che. pAMcamuM pada ApyuM "mokSa che." duHkhamAMthI mukta thaI zakAya che. gAthA bahu nAnI che. savAla moTo che. ane savAla jeno che te AtmA savAlathI paNa moTo che. te AtmA nitya che, kartA che, bhoktA che, mokSa che. ghaNuM badhuM samajAya che paNa duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI samajyA, te samajAtuM nathI. svarUpane samajavA nIcenA zabdo samajI laIe: (1) rUpaH je dekhAya che te. ApaNe jene joI zakIe chIe, jene AkAra che, vajana che, je dazya che, je ApaNI pakaDamAM AvI zake che. jaina paraMparAmAM tenA mATe pudgala zabda vaparAya che. A jaDa jene ApaNe najare joI zakIe chIe te. (2) arUpaH eka bIjuM tattva che arUpa. che kharuM paNa te dekhAtuM nathI. AkAza che kharuM paNa dekhAtuM nathI. dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya dravya che kharA paNa dekhAtA nathI. je kAMI dekhAya che te ApaNuM rUpa nathI, te pudgalanuM rUpa che. pudgalanuM rUpa jovAmAM ApaNe ApaNane bhUlI gayA chIe. nAnuM bALaka meLAmAM jAya ane tenI mAtAthI vikhUTuM paDe tema A jIva paNa pudgalanA rUpane jotAM jotAM potAnA svarUpane bhUlI gayo che. jJAnIo kahe che ke potAne oLakhI lyo ane jANI lyo." (3) svarUpa sva eTale potAnuM, rUpa; svanuM rUpa eTale AnaMda. sukha e svarUpa che, samAdhi e svarUpa che, jJAna e svarUpa che. parama zAMti e svarUpa che. parama samatA e svarUpa che. vItarAgatA e svarUpa che. A tamAruM svarUpa che. tame rUpa nathI, tame arUpa nathI, tamAruM svarUpa e tamAruM potAnuM che. svarUpa e raMga nathI, AkRti nathI, paNa che. AtmA AnaMdamaya che, sukhamaya che, samAdhimaya che, jJAnamaya che, samatAmaya che, zAMtimaya che. loko ema kahe che ke "evuM koI sthaLa batAvo ne ke jyAM zAMti maLe." "bhAI ! sauthI sArI jagyA tamArI aMdara che, tyAM zAMti maLaze, bahAra zAMti nahi maLe." e svanuM je rU5 che te mATe zaMkArAcAryajIe gAyuM: For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 14 pravacana kramAMka - 2, gAthA kramAMka - 1 'vivAnaMvarupa: zivom zivo'm / ' aMgo me sAsao appA, nANadaMsaNasaMjuo, sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, savve saMjogalakkhaNA / (jaina darzana) huM eka chuM, zuddha chuM, arUpI chuM, jJAnamaya chuM, darzanamaya chuM, cAritramaya chuM, vIryamaya chuM, AnaMdamaya chuM, samatAmaya chuM, samAdhimaya chuM, nirupAdhika avasthA mArI che. tame A cho. A zabdo tamArA mATe che. bahAra je juo cho te rUpa, te jaDa, te pudgala che. te AnaMdamaya nathI. pudgalamAM zAMti nathI, AnaMda nathI. pudgalamAM zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparza che. ene vajana che, kada che, AkRti che. e bhegA thAya che, vikharAI jAya che. emAM tuM kyAM Avyo ? tuM AnAthI judo che. jenI pAse je na hoya te kadI paNa ApI zake nahIM. gaLapaNa joItuM hoya to goLa pAse jAo, khaTAza joItI hoya to lIMbu pAse jAo, khArAza joItI hoya to mIThA pAse jAo, tIkhAza joItI hoya to maracA pAse jAo. mIThA pAse jAo ane gaLapaNa mAgo to na maLe, lIMbu pAse jAo ane khArAza mAgo to na maLe, goLa pAse jAo ane tIkhAza mAgo to na maLe. jenI pAse je na hoya to te kyAMthI Ape ? pudgala ema kahe che ke amArA svabhAvamAM sukha nathI, tame sukha mAgo to ame sukha kyAMthI ApIe ? A vAta jIvane kyAre samajAze ? pudgala anubhava tyAgathI, karavI jasu paratIta ho mitta. (zrI devacaMdajI ma.) pudgalanA anubhavanA tyAgathI parama AnaMdano anubhava thaze. pudgalamAM sukha nathI, AnaMda nathI paNa ApaNe ApaNuM badhuM sukha pudgalamAM-jaDa padArthomAM mAnIne beThA chIe. noTo gaNatA hoIe to kevo AnaMda ! kevI majA Ave che ! hIrA mANekanA ghareNAM paheratA ho, kiMmatI vastro paheratA ho tyAre keTalo AnaMda anubhavo cho ! kevuM sarasa lAgatuM haze ! have kaho, ghareNAM ke vastromAM AnaMda che ke Aropa karo cho ? navalakho hAra gaLAmAM paheryo hoya ane khovAI gayo hoya to AkhI duniyA pharI vaLe. mAro hAra kyAM gayo ? mAro hAra kyAM gayo ? paheranArI gAMDI thaI jAya. pelo hAra kaheto haze ke 'mArI paheranArI kyAM gaI ?' hArane paDI ja nathI. moTAmAM moTI koI bhUla thaI hoya to ApaNe badhA atyAre ApaNuM sukha pudgalamAM mAnIne beThA chIe. jenI pAse vadhAre pudgala te mANasa moTo. mANasanuM mApa pudgalathI, jaDathI nIkaLe che paNa mANasanuM mApa svarUpathI nIkaLavuM joIe. AnaMda e svarUpa che, A jenuM svarUpa che te che AtmA. te AtmAne pAmyA vinA, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 15 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA jANyA vinA pAmyo duHkha anaMta', A kaDI hAthamAM AvI. A mULa hAthamAM AvyuM. have tamane koI pUche ke tame duHkhI cho to tame kahejo ke "hA, ame du:khI chIe.' pachI ema pUche kema duHkhI cho? to ema kahejo ke AtmAne samajyA vinA duHkhI chIe. bIjA rodaNAM na rozo ke vahu barAbara nathI ke sAsu barAbara nathI. ghara barAbara nathI, TAIlsa tUTI gaI che, dhaMdho barAbara nathI, dhaMdhAmAM khoTa AvI che, zerabajAranA bhAva ghaTI gayA che, AvA rodaNA na rozo. anAdikALano A moTo goTALo che. duHkha ApaNA svabhAvamAM che ja nahi, to paNa duHkhano pAra nathI. AnaMda ApaNo svabhAva che paNa AnaMdano chAMToya anubhavI zakatA nathI, samajavA koziza karajo, bhUla pakaDajo ke garabaDa kyAM thaI che ? goTALo kyAM thayo che? A goTALAne pakaDo, A goTALo nIkaLaze to ja kAma thaze. mATe paramakRpALu deve kahyuM ke, "je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta." jIvane svarUpanI samajaNa nathI. svarUpanI samajaNa e ja jJAna, e ja dharma, e ja bhakti ane e ja upAsanA che. A samajaNa jIvanano khajAno che. dharmano, dhyAnano, bhaktino, jJAnano prAraMbha paNa samajaNathI thAya che. akho bhagata kahe che, samajyA vinAnuM sukha nahi jIvane re, vastugati kema karI oLakhAya. A vAta jIva samajato nathI. duHkha TALavuM che? AnaMdanA sAgaramAM jhaboLAvuM che? jo hA che, to duHkha TaLI zake tema che, AnaMdanA sAgara relAya tema che. badhA jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke anaMtakALathI duHkha bhale rahyuM, paNa anaMtakALanuM duHkha eka kSaNamAM TALI zakAya tema che. eTalA ja mATe upamiti bhavaprapaMcakathAmAM siddharSi gaNie alaMkArI bhASAmAM kahyuM che ke vItarAga paramAtmAe jagatamAM DhaMDhero bahAra pADyo che ke anaMtakALathI duHkha che paNa duHkha tamArA svabhAvamAM nathI. teoe saMtone kahyuM ke tame duniyAnA khUNe khUNe jAo ane jagatanA jIvone kaho ke duHkha tamAro svabhAva nathI. temAMthI mukta banI zakAya tema che." saMtoe ema paNa kahyuM ke eka divasa ame paNa duHkhI hatA, AMsu sArI rahyA hatA. Aje amArA AMsu sukAI gayA. ame sukhanA-AnaMdanA sAgaramAM DUbakI mArI rahyA chIe. zuM karavuM paDyuM ? zenAthI A duHkha gayuM ? koI dorA, dhAgA, maMtra, taMtra ke koI tAvijathI duHkha gayuM ? nA, svarUpanI samajaNathI duHkha gayuM. A samajaNa meLavavI paDaze. A je samajaNa zabda che temAM tamAma sAdhanA che. "samaja pIche saba sahela hai, binu samaje muzkela." svarUpa konuM? svarUpa potAnuM ane eTalA mATe vacanAmRtanA pahelA pAnA upara moTA akSaromAM lakhyuM che ke, "jeNe AtmA jANyo, teNe sarva jANyuM." 'no emAM nADu, so saLaM gALA' (AcArAMga sUtra) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 16 pravacana kramAMka - 2, gAthA kramAMka - 1 upaniSadomAM sAkSI ApI. "va vijJAnaM sarva vijJAti mavati, sarvavijJAtaM, akamavijJAtaM kiJcidapi vijJAtaM na bhavati.' je eka AtmAne jANe che te sarvane jANe che. sarvane jANato hoya paNa potAnA AtmAne jANyo nathI to badhuM jANavA chatAM teNe kAMI paNa jANyuM nathI. duHkha TALavuM che, duHkhI rahevuM nathI, to zuM karavuM? tame nirNaya karI ne saMto sAthe tAla meLavo. tamAruM ne teonuM TyuniMga maLI jAya to duHkha TaLI jAya. tamAruM TyuniMga duHkhIyArA sAthe che. koI saMto sAthe cAlyA? koI saMtonuM gIta gAyuM? koI saMtonA caraNe beThA? saMtoe kahyuM che ke AtmAne jANyA sivAya anaMta duHkha pAmyA cho, to duHkha TALavA potAnuM svarUpa samajo. svarUpa potAnuM che. anaMtakALathI te potAnI pAse che. AtmA TALyo TaLe tema nathI. AtmAne khovo hoya to khovAya tema nathI. pote che, potAnuM svarUpa che, e AnaMdamaya che. AtmA dUra nathI. nikaTamAM nikaTa che. nikaTamAM che ema kahevA karatAM tame pote AtmA cho. AtmA hovA chatAM AtmAne Aja sudhI oLakhyo nathI ne khoLavA nIkaLyA chIe. baDI Azcarya kI bAta hai ! Apa Apase bhUla gaye, Inase kyA aMdhera, samara, samara aba hasata hai, nahi bhUleMge phera. A vAta potAne nahIM samajAya. potAnAthI samajAtuM hota to kyArano ya samajI gayo hota. je pote che te potAne oLakhato nathI. jihAM lage AtamadravyanuM, lakSaNa navi jANuM, tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhalu, kema Ave tANyuM. Atamatattva vicArIe...(upA. yazovijayajI ma.) AtmAnuM lakSaNa jANyuM nathI, to koNa samajAvaze? koI samajAvanAra joIe ne! je samajyA te samAyA, je samAyA te samajAvI zake. tamAre svarUpa samajavuM haze ane pIDA UpaDaze ke huM anaMtakALathI duHkhI thayo chuM, du:khI rahyo chuM. mAre du:khamAMthI mukta thavuM che mATe svarUpa samajavuM che. konI pAse javAthI svarUpa samajAze? koNa samajAvaze te svarUpa? samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta." A dharatI upara eka kalpavRkSa che, eka astitva che, eka tattva che, eka parama cetanA che, je e svarUpane samajAve che, tene kahevAya che puruSa, saru. sadguru eTale AdhyAtmika sattA. emanI pAse cAvI che. mAsTara kI che. teo kaheze ke le A samajaNanI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 17 cAvI. A samajIza tyAre tAruM anaMtakALanuM duHkha TaLaze. samajAvyuM te pada namuM, pachI eka zabda vAparyo che, "zrI" zrI eTale lakSmI, tame dhanateraze jene dhovo cho, jenuM pUjana karo cho ne kaho cho ke "dhannA zAlibhadranI Rddhi hojo, tenAthI jarAya ochI nahIM." te zrI lakSmI nahIM, paNa jemanI pAse karuNAnI lakSmI che, premanI lakSmI che, bodhanI lakSmI che, jJAnanI lakSmI che, anubhavanI lakSmI che, vItarAgatAnI lakSmI che, nirapekSatAnI lakSmI che, jeone koI apekSA nathI, jeone kAMI joItuM nathI, kAraNa teone koI atRpti nathI, evA sadguru te padane samajAve che. te pada eTale Atmapada. jenA mATe yogIo dhyAna dhare che, tapasvIo tapa kare che, jenA mATe rAjAo saMsAra choDe che, jenuM varNana vedo ane purANo kare che e padanI saru vAta kare che. teonuM eka ja kAma che, teo kahe che ke A tamAro mAla, ene oLakho. teone A samajaNa kyAMthI maLI ? A khajAno kyAMthI maLyo ? e dhana kyAMthI AvyuM ? e amRta kyAMthI AvyuM ? bhagavaMta pAsethI AvyuM. bhagavaMta eTale vItarAga puruSa. "namo arihaMtANaM." arihaMta paramAtmAne namaskAra ho. sadguru pAse je bodha Avyo, jJAna AvyuM te tIrthaMkara paramAtmA pAsethI AvyuM. ahIM keTakeTalA samAyA? sadguru AvyA, bhagavaMta AvyA, zAstro AvyA, bodha Avyo, samajaNa AvI, jJAna AvyuM. AtmA Avyo ane karmamAMthI mukta thavAnI kaLA paNa AvI. gAthA utAvaLathI bolazo nahi, ekeka zabdane chUTo pADo. A eka gAthAmAM AkhI sAdhanA che. AkhA jIvananuM rahasya che. akhUTa khajAno che. A gAthA vAMcyA pachI duHkha raheze nahi ane AnaMdano sAgara chalakAyA vagara paNa raheze nahi. - sadguru kahe che ke amArI pAse je khajAno Avyo che te ame tamArI pAse mUkIe chIe. evo aNamola khajAno, tamArI saMpatti ame tamane ApavA AvyA chIe. huM zuM bolyo khabara paDI? ame to ApavA AvyA chIe. tame kaho cho, "nA, amAruM duHkha bhale rahyuM, A baLatarA bhale rahI, A khaMjavALa bhale rahI, A pIDA bhale rahI. A duHkhamAMthI jo tame mukta karazo to ame duHkha kyAM raDIzuM! kyAM gAIzuM!' jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke are, eka vakhata to duHkhamAMthI mukta banIne jo. tuM AnaMdanA sAgaramAM dhubAkA karIza. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 3, gAthA kramAMka - 2 pravacana kramAMka - 3 gAthA kramAMka - 2 graMthano viSaya prayojana vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSa mArga bahu lopa; vicAravA AtmArthIne, bhAkhyo atra agopya. (2) TIkA:A vartamAna kALamAM mokSamArga ghaNo lopa thaI gayo che. je mokSamArga AtmArthIne vicAravA mATe (guruziSyanA saMvAdarUpe) atre pragaTa kahIe chIe. prAcInakALamAM koI paNa graMthanI racanAno prAraMbha karatAM pahelA potAnA ISTadevanejJAnI puruSane yAda karI, vaMdana-stuti karI pachI graMthano prAraMbha karatA. A praNAlikAne maMgalAcaraNa kahe che. eka zreSTha kArya karavuM che, tenI nirvighna samApti thAya tathA e mahApuruSo pratyeno ApaNo vinaya, namratAbhAva vyakta thAya tethI pahelI gAthAmAM sadgurune namaskArarUpa maMgalAcaraNa karyuM. maMgalAcaraNa pachI bIjo prazna e Ave che ke ATalA badhA zAstro che, siddhAMto che to A graMthanI racanA karavAnuM zuM prayojana che? prazaMsA, prasiddhi, khyAti meLavavA, sanmAnapatra ke evorDa meLavavA ke paisA kamAvA mATe A graMthanI racanA to nathI karIne? jJAnI puruSone pUchAya nahi ke tame zA mATe zAstronI racanA karo cho? nivedana karI zakAya. pUchavAmAM ahaMkAra che. nivedanamAM bhakti che. nivedana karI zakAya ke sAheba ! A zAstronI racanA Apa zA mATe karo cho? jJAnI puruSonA hRdayamAM be dhArA cAle che. eka vItarAgatAnI dhArA ne bIjI karaNAnI dhArA. vItarAgatAnI dhArA emane ekAMtamAM laI jAya, maunamAM laI jAya, sarvasaMga parityAgamAM laI jAya, bahAranA kartutvabhAvamAMthI aMdara laI jAya, AMtarika avasthAnI sAdhanAmAM laI jAya, dhyAnamAM ne samAdhimAM laI jAya. A vItarAgatAnI dhArA "aMdara jAva, aMdara jAva, aMdara jAva', ema emane kahyA ja karatI hoya che. ekalI e dhArA jo hoya to te vItarAga puruSo ApaNI vacce na hoya. jarUra paNa nathI ApaNI vacce emane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 19 AvavAnI, paNa ApaNI vacce teone AvavAnI jarUra eTalA mATe che ke ApaNI vacce koI satpAtra hoya, mumukSu jIva hoya to e AtmAnuM kalyANa, teno uddhAra AvA jJAnI puruSanA yogathI thAya che. jJAnI puruSomAM je karuNAnI ghArA hoya che, te dhArA be bhAgamAM kAma kare che. eka bahArathI je duHkhI che, bhUkhyo che, tarasyo che, khAvA pIvAnuM nathI, kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM paheravA-oDhavA vastro nathI, vikalAMga che, rogI che, aMdha che, duHkhathI gherAyelo che, muzkelImAM che, enuM duHkha jotAM haiyuM dravI jAya, ema thAya ke huM tenuM duHkha dUra karavA upayogI thaI zakuM, AvI 'du:prAchA ' haiyAmAM jAge che, ene dravyakaruNAnI dhArA kahe che. AmAM dhyAna zarIra tarapha che, bahAranI paristhiti tarapha che. bIjI bhAva karuNAnI dhArA che te zreSThatama che. A jagatanA jIvo anaMta duHkhamAM aTavAyelA che. mohamAM aTavAyelA che, rAga dveSathI, kaSAyothI, vAsanAothI, vikArothI gherAyelA che, A ja emanA badhA du:khanuM mULa che. bhUkhyAne anna Apazo, phera bhUkha lAgaze, tarasyAne pANI Apazo, phera tarasa lAgaze, paNa koI evI avasthA haze ke jemAM A badhA duHkho na hoya? hA, che, deha rahita avasthA. jyAM zarIra ja na hoya. mahApuruSo kahe che ke ApaNane sauthI vadhu Asakti A zarIra pratye che ne tamAma duHkhonuM mULa paNa A zarIra ja che. evI ghaTanA ghaTe ke tame ho paNa dehamAM na ho. tamAruM astitva koI paNa saMjogomAM nAbUda thaI zake tema nathI. tame nitya cho, zAzvata cho, sadAjIvI cho. ajo nityaH zAzvato'yaM purANo, na hanyate hanyamAne zarIre / (bha.gItA 2/20) dehamAM na hovuM ne ApaNuM (AtmAnuM) astitva hovuM, tene jJAnI puruSo mokSa kahe che. A adbhuta avasthA che. sarva duHkhathI mukta A avasthA ApaNane prApta thAya evI ciMtA jJAnI puruSoe karI che. mA to bALakane janma ApyA pachI ciMtA kare, bApa bALaka hAthamAM AvyA pachI ciMtA kare, paNa ApaNI oLakhANa na hatI, ApaNo paricaya na hato, e vakhate jemaNe ApaNA hitanI ciMtA karI che evA A jJAnI puruSo che. karma rahita thayA vagara deha rahita thavAtuM nathI, karma rahita to ja thavAya ke jo rAgadveSa rahita thavAya. jagatanA jIvo rAgadveSamAMthI kAyama mATe mukta bane evo bhAva jemanAmAM jAge che te karuNAvaMta jJAnI puruSono ApaNA upara anaMta upakAra che. rAgo ya dosovi ya kammabIyaM, kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vyNti| kammaM ca jAimaraNassa mUlaM, dukkhaM ca jAi maraNaM vayaMti // (uttarAdhyayana 32/7) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ O pravacana kramAMka - 3, gAthA kramAMka - 2 rAga ane dveSa jJAnAvaraNAdi karmanuM bIja che ane karma rAga-dveSarUpa motanuM kAraNa che. janma maraNanuM mULa kAraNa karma che ane janma maraNa duHkhanuM kAraNa che. jagatamAM maraNa jevuM bIjuM koI duHkha nathI. bIjA badhA duHkho maraNathI heThe che, paNa maravuM kone paDe ? karma hoya tene. karma kone vaLage che? rAgadveSa hoya tene. rAgadveSa kyAMthI Ave? rAgadveSa mohamAMthI Ave. moha kyAMthI Ave che? moha ajJAnamAMthI Ave che. Ama ajJAnamAMthI moha, mohamAMthI rAga dveSa thAya ane rAga dveSathI karma baMdhAya. karma bhogavavA janma levo paDe. janma thAya to mRtyu avazya Ave. A badhuM jo TALavuM hoya to ajJAnamAMthI mukta thavuM paDe. jagatanA jIvo ajJAnamAMthI mukta bane evI je dhArA aMdaramAM cAle tene kahevAya che bhAvakaruNA. vItarAgatAnI dhArAmAM teo kazuM kahetA nathI ane bhAva karuNAnI dhArAmAM jJAnI puruSo bIjAnA hita mATe kahyA vagara rahI zakatA nathI. bhAva karuNA e graMtha racanAnuM kAraNa che. 5.ka.deva ema kahe che ke Atmasiddhi kahevAnuM bIjuM mahattvanuM kAraNa e che ke vartamAnakALa sAme joIe chIe to ghaNI ghaNI ghaTanAo banI che. ghaNA ghaNA pheraphAro thayA che, paNa sauthI moTI ghaTanA, "mokSano prasiddha mArga lupta thato jAya che.' naSTa thayo nathI, paNa DhaMkAI gayo che, avarAI gayo che, dabAI gayo che, oLakhavo muzkela thaI gayo che. mULa mArga upara bahu jALA jhAMkharA bAjhI gayA che. ghAsa UgI gayuM che ane khADA TekarA thaI cUkyA che ane keDIo paDI gaI che. kayA raste javuM e mUMjhavaNa thAya che. mULa mAraga jaDe tema nathI. cothA ArAmAM (satayugamAM) A mArga cokakho hato. A jagata sAmuM jyAre joIe chIe tyAre amArA manamAM maMthana cAle che. 300 varSa pahelAM AnaMdadhanajI mahArAje abhinaMdana svAmInA stavanamAM potAnI A vedanA pragaTa karI hatI. "mata mata bhede rejo jaI pUchIe, sahu thApe ahameva." judI judI jagyAe jaIne pUchIe ke amAre mokSano mAraga joIe che to teo kahe ke ame kahIe te ja mokSano mArga. "jAka jAku pUchIe sau apanI apanI gAve, sAcA mAraga kou na batAve." - trIjI vAta. A graMthamAM kayo viSaya kahevAnA cho? jo te kaho to graMthanuM mAhAbhya, garimA, zreSThatA kevI che? AdhyAtmika darzana kevuM che? te jANI zakAya ane cothI vAta AnA adhikArI koNa che? adhikArI vagara jo rajU karAya to samajAya nahIM, gerasamaja paNa thAya, tethI adhikArI koNa che te jaNAve che. ame je vAta karavAnA chIe te ToLA mATe karavAnA nathI. je varga pAse A vAta thaI zake tevA eka varga pAse amAre vAta karavI che. te vargane AtmArthI kahe che. AtmAnuM bhalu For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 21 thAya, kalyANa thAya, maMgala thAya, AtmA ajJAnamAMthI mukta bane, mohamAMthI mukta bane, kaSAyomAMthI mukta bane, AsaktimAMthI mukta bane, ahaMkAra ane mamatvathI mukta bane, AtmA baMdhanamAMthI mukta bane, AvuM ciMtana jenA manamAM cAle che tene kahevAya AtmArthI. AtmAnA hita sivAya, AtmAnA kalyANa sivAya jenA aMtaramAM bIjuM koI prayojana nathI, evA AtmArthI jIvo mATe A zAstranI racanA karIe chIe, paNa vartamAnakALamAM AtmArthI jIvo maLavA durlabha che. A vartamAna kALa huMDA avasarpiNIno 'duSama' nAmano pAMcamo Aro che. Ane kaparo kALa, kaThina kALa ke kaliyuga paNa kahe che. parama kRpALu deve A kALane paMcamakALa kahyo che. ane tenA thoDA sUtro ApaNe joIe. (1) A kALamAM manuSyonI nigraMtha pravacana uparanI zraddhA kSINa thatI jAya che. A nigraMtha zabda adbhuta che, zrImadbhue gAyuM che ke, 'kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo.' 'kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAya evA, nigraMthano paMtha, bhava aMtano upAya che.' graMtha eTale graMthi, gAMTha. jemanI graMthio chUTI gaI che, jemanI graMthio tUTI gaI che, gAMTho ogaLI gaI che te nigraMtha. mukhya gAMTho be che (1) rAga (2) dveSa. A rAga, dveSa, moha Adi doSo jemanA cAlyA gayA che te puruSa nirdoSa che. 'nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno, teha jeNe anubhavyuM.' 'puruSa vizvAse vacana vizvAsa', nItinI vAta anIti karanAra paNa kahe, paNa tenuM mahattva nathI. ahIM nirdoSa naranI vAta zrImadbhujIe karI. emaNe prabhu mahAvIra ke AdinAtha zabda na mUkyo paNa nirdoSa zabda mUkyo. mAtra soLa varSanI uMmare teoe A binasAMpradAyikatAnI, sarva dharma samabhAvanI vAta karI. vaLI temaNe kahyuM ke jemaNe jIvanamAM Ano anubhava karyo che, tenuM vacana mAnavA jevuM che. zrI hemacaMdrAcArye yogazAstra graMthanI racanA karatI vakhate kahyuM ke vItarAga puruSe kahelA je graMtho che tenuM maMthana karIne tathA sadgurudeve je bodha Apyo che tenA AdhAre tathA svasaMvedana-svAnubhavapUrvaka ame A racanA karIe chIe. Ama nirdoSa puruSa paNa joIe ane svAnubhava paNa joIe. temanuM vacana te nigraMtha pravacana. AvA nigraMtha pravacana uparanI manuSyonI zraddhA kSINa thatI jAya che. (2) dharmanA mULa tattvomAM mata matAMtara vadhaze. satya ane mata banneno meLa paDato nathI. paramArthano paMtha to traNe kALamAM eka ja hoya. 'evaM sat viprA nadudhA vavanti.' satya juduM hoI zakatuM nathI. bhASAmAM bheda hoI zake, jema pANIne koI jaLa kahe, koI nIra kahe, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 22 pravacana kramAMka - 3, gAthA kramAMka - 2 koI voTara kaho, koI bIaM pappu kahe. (3) janasamUhanI ruci adharma bhaNI raheze. tyAga, saMyama, asaMga, mauna ochA gamaze. khANI, pINI, haravuM, pharavuM, sInemA vadhAre gamaze. sattara bhedI pUjA bhaNAve tyAre pUche ke pUjA pachI aDhAramo bheda che ? aDhAramo bheda 'lADu'. pUjAnA sattara prakAra bhale hoya paNa aDhAramA bhedamAM ja jIvone ruci hoya che. (4) satya, dayA, karuNA, prema, sahiSNutA, sahAnubhUti, samabhAva e ghaTatAM jAya che. (5) moha, rAga, dveSa, krodhAdi kaSAyo vadhatA jaze. (6) daMbhI, pApI guruo moTuM rUpa dhAraNa karaze, pUjya rUpa dhAraNa karaze ne manuSyo temanAM phaMdAmAM phasAI jaze. (7) sadguruone sanmAna ochuM maLaze. (8) samAjamAM duSTone sanmAna vadhAre maLaze. (9) tattvajJAnanA, AtmajJAnanA rastAo che te ochA thatA jaze. (10) kriyAo vadhatI jaze, kriyAo zA mATe karIe chIe tenuM jJAna kriyA karAvanArane paNa nathI hotuM. ajJAnapUrvaka kriyA thaze. (11) ekAMtavAdI pakSonA hAthamAM mArga cAlyo jaze. vaLI A kALamAM bIjI eka moTI vedanA e paNa che ke pUrve jeNe dharmano mArga ArAdhyo che evA jIvo ghaNuM karIne A vartamAnakALamAM deha dhAraNa karatA nathI. ArAdhaka jIvo alpa saMkhyAmAM hovAthI paramArtha mArga sahelAIthI prApta thaI zake tevo nathI. chelle chelle, AraMbha ane parigraha vizeSa ne vizeSa vadhatA jAya che, tenA kAraNe jIvanI pAtratA haNAya che. mAtra buddhi vadhe eTale pAtratA AvI evuM na kahevAya. jJAnIpuruSo kahe che ke cittanI nirmaLatA ne cittanI zuddhi thavI joIe ane te AraMbha parigraha ghaTyA vinA thAya nahIM. vartamAna kALamAM asat saMga ane asat prasaMgathI jIvane sadgurunI oLakhANa thavI duSkara thaI gaI che. asadgurumAM mana rokAI jaze. sadguru paDakhe haze to dhakko mArIne jIva cAlyo jaze. koNa mArga batAvaze ? mATe mokSamArga bahu dohyalo che. 'mokSa mArgano bahu lopa thaI gayo che', to zuM karavuM ? to kahe che ke 'vicAravA AtmArthIne bhAkhyo atra agopya.'samagra sAdhanA be zabdomAM ApI che. (1) vicAravuM ane (2) samajavuM. vicArathI samajaNa prApta thAya. zrImadbhue kahyuM ke 'enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo karyA.' zrI zaMkarAcArye kahyuM ke 'arniza i paricintanIya.' he gurudeva ! amAre niraMtara zuM ciMtana karavuM ? zenuM ciMtana karavuM ? gurudeve kahyuM, 'brahmano vicAra karo, Atma kalyANano For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 23 vicAra karo.' vicAramAMthI dharma Avaze. prAraMbhamAM vicAra joIe. khetaramAM vAvavuM hoya to bIja vavAya, jhADa na vavAya, bIjamAMthI vRkSa Uge che, ema vicAra e samagra sAdhanAnuM bIja che. vicAramAMthI dharma Avaze, dhyAna Avaze, upAsanA Avaze. ApaNane jo sauthI vadhAre kaMTALo Avato hoya to tattva vicArano Ave che. ame kahIe ke tattva vicAra thoDo thoDo karo to kahe ke sAheba! karIe to chIe paNa jhokuM AvI jAya che. samAdhi lAgI jAya che. gAvAnI ke bolavAnI vAta hoya to barAbara. tattva vicAra karyA vagara samajaNa prApta nahIM thAya. tattva vicAra karatAM karatAM samajaNa prApta thAya che ane samajaNa pachI AcaraNa thAya che. jene vicAra karavo che tene vicAra mATe samaya to joIze ne? vicAra AMkhathI, kAnathI nahIM thAya, manathI ja thAya, paNa mana pAse TAIma hoya to ne? mana navaruM paDe to vicAra thAya, paNa mana pAse avakAza nathI. manamAM parigrahanuM ciMtana niraMtara cAlyA ja kare che. eka bhAI kahe ke "amane AzIrvAda Apo.' ame kahyuM ke zenA?" teo kahe ke "traNa peDhI cAle che have cothI peDhI cAlu karavI che. ame kahyuM ke "bhAI ! ame to evA AziSa ApIe ke tame A badhAmAMthI mukta thaI nigraMtha bano." eka bhAI kahe ke "mAre kaMI joItuM nathI. sittera varSa thayA che, cAlI zakuM chuM, khAI zakuM chuM, UMgha paNa sArI Ave che. cAra vahuo che. moTuM makAna che, benka belensa che" ame kahyuM ke, "to tamAre zuM kahevuM che?' teo kahe ke "sAheba evA AzIrvAda Apo ke A lIlIvADI kAyama lIlI rahe." je mana AmAM je ramatuM hoya, AmAM ja rokAyeluM hoya to jIva, tattva vicAra kaI rIte karaze? mATe paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke sAdhanA mATe tattva vicAra ne samyaka samaja e be mahattvanA paribaLo che. tattva vicAra mATe sAmagrI joIe tethI zrImajI kahe che ke ame e mATe A Atmasiddhi zAstrano prAraMbha karIe chIe. kayA varga mATe A Atmasiddhi zAstranI racanA karo cho? AtmArthI jIva mATe. Atmasiddhine jIvanamAM, aMtaramAM utAravI hoya to AtmArthI banyA vinA nahIM cAle. artha eTale prayojana, hetu, InTenzana, lakSa. zAstra zA mATe? Atmahita thAya te mATe, AtmAno vicAra thAya eTalA mATe. jIvanamAM je kAMI nAnAmAM nAnI sAdhanA karo, nAnAmAM nAnuM vrata karo, maMdiramAM jAva, anuSThAna karo, koI paNa kriyA karo, tenAthI jagatano vaibhava joIto nathI, mAna, pratiSThA, sattA joItI nathI, dhana, saMpatti ke svargaloka paNa joItA nathI, Idrano vaibhava paNa joIto nathI, kaMI ja joItuM nathI, eka mAtra Atmahita ja karavuM che evo jeno nirNaya che tene kahevAya AtmArthI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 24 pravacana kramAMka - 3, gAthA kramAMka - 2 vicAravA AtmArthIne bhAkhyo atraagopya. AtmArthI jIvane samyaka samaja prApta thAya tethI A mokSano mArga spaSTapaNe varNavyo che. mArga gopavavA jevo nathI. goLa goLa vAta nathI karavI. nezanala hAIveno mArga che. mahArASTramAM zabda che "ghopaTa mArga samavasaraNamAM tIrthakara bhagavaMte bAra parSadA vacce A mArga upadezyo che. paramArthano mArga sAco hovo joIe ane jo te maLI jAya to badhA saMdeha maTI jAya. zrImadjIe gAyuM che ke; "mAraga sAcA mIla gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha." AtmasiddhinA UMDANamAM javuM che, ene mANavI che, cAkhavI che, kAMI ja gopavavuM nathI, ghUMTavuM che. "mane guNavardhanama.' jema jema mardana thAya, ghUMTAya tema tema guNanuM vardhana thAya che. AtmArthIne samajAya teTalA mATe saraLatAthI samajAvyuM che ne tene je je prazno UThe, uThavAnA che te kadAca pUchI na zake, mUMjhavaNa thAya tethI badhA prazno tathA javAba paNa sAthe ApyA che. AnAthI zuM thAya? guru ziSya vacce saMvAda thAya. visaMvAda, vikhavAda na thAya. prema hoya tyAM saMvAda hoya, bhakti hoya tyAM saMvAda hoya, udAratA hoya tyAM saMvAda hoya, sahiSNutA hoya tyAM saMvAda hoya. guru ziSyanA saMvAdarUpa A AtmasiddhinI racanA che. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka - 4 gAthA kramAMka - 3 sAdhanA mArgamAM bhUlo koI kriyA jaDa thaI rahyA, zuSkajJAnamAM koI; mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA upaje joI. (3) TIkA koI kriyAne ja vaLagI rahyA che, ane koI zuSkajJAnane ja vaLagI rahyA che. ema mokSamArga mAne che, je joIne dayA Ave che. sAdhakanA jIvanamAM, sAdhanAnA mArgamAM be prakAranI sauthI moTI bhUlo thAya che. enuM varNana A gAthAmAM batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. mahenata, puruSArtha karavA chatAM sAdhanAnA mArgamAM jo yathArtha pariNAma AvatuM nathI to pharI vicAravuM paDe ke kyAM bhUla rahI jAya che? kyAM khAmI rahI jAya che? jIve sAdhanA karI nathI ema nathI paNa be bhUlo rahI gaI che. eka jJAnanI ane bIjI kriyAnI. bhUla kriyAmAM nathI, bhUla jJAnamAM nathI, paNa je kriyAno karanAra che, je jJAna prApta karanAra che enA abhigamanA kAraNe, enI bhUlanA kAraNe kriyAnI ane jJAnanI bhUla che, ema kahevAya che. Atmasiddhi zAstramAM AtmAnI, sAdhanAnI, dhyAnanI vAta Avaze, samyagadarzananI ne SapadanI vAta Avaze, samarpaNanI ne gurubhaktinI paNa vAta Avaze, nizcaya ne vyavahAranI vAta Avaze, nimitta ane upAdAnanI vAta Avaze ne potAnI vRttinA rUpAMtaranI paNa vAta Avaze. AvI gaMbhIra vAtomAM praveza karatAM pahelAM potAnAmAM thatI bhUlo sAdhake avazya samajI levI joIe. te samajavA mATe traNa gAthA jotAM pahelAM prAstAvika vAta vicArIe. samagra vizva, samagra mAnavajAta e rASTra, jJAti, jAti, liMga, varNa, dharma, saMpradAya, vicAronI rIta Adi ghaNA vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyelI che temAM be moTA vibhAgo che. (1) bhautikavAdI-bhogavAdI (2) adhyAtmavAdI (dharma parAyaNa mAnavo). jenAmAM adhyAtma nathI, je atIndriya sRSTino InkAra kare che te bhautikavAdInuM samagra ciMtana, samagra valaNa, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 6 pravacana kramAMka - 4, gAthA kramAMka - 3 samagra AcaraNa, samagra abhigama bhautikatA tarapha che. tenA jIvanamAM (1) AhAra (2) nidrA (3) bhaya (4) viSayopabhoga (5) saMpatti ane (6) sattA A cha mahattvanA sUtro che. te chanI AjubAjumAM ja potAno vyavahAra ne prakriyA goThave che. potAnuM samagra jIvana ane prakRtie Apela tamAma zaktiono viniyoga e mATe ja kare che. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che ke, "bahu puNya kerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavano maLyo." AvuM zreSTha mAnava jIvana te A chanI pAchaLa khoI nAkhe che. samagra AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM AdhArabhUta tattva AtmA che ane bhautikavAdInA samagra jIvananuM AdhArabhUta tattva zarIra che. te pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ne AkAza e pAMca mahAbhUtomAMthI banyuM che. pAMca mahAbhUtanA pUtaLAmAM-zarIramAM je eka tattva che tene bAda karIne bhautikavAdI pAMca mahAbhUtono svIkAra kare che. caitanyanuM zarIramAM UtaravuM tene janma kahe che ne zarIramAMthI caitanyanuM nIkaLI javuM ene mRtyu kahe che. caitanyanA kAraNe zarIramAM spaMdana tathA kriyAo thAya che ne A zarIra jenAthI zobhe che te caitanya tattvano bhautikavAdI InkAra kare che. AtmA nathI e bhautikavAdInuM sUtra che ane AtmA che e adhyAtmavAdInuM sUtra che. bhautikavAdIe AtmA nathI evo svIkAra karyo eTale karma paNa nathI. karma nathI eTale baMdha nathI. baMdha nathI eTale puNya-pApa nathI. puNya-pApa nathI eTale punarjanma nathI. punarjanma nathI eTale sukha-du:khanA koI kAraNo nathI. sukha-duHkhanAM kAraNo nathI eTale kartavya-akartavyano viveka meLavavAnI dharma ane adharmane jANavAnI jarUra nathI. enI samagra duniyA pudgalamAM che. jaina darzanamAM eka zabda che "bahirAtma dazA." Atama buddha ho kAyAdika grahyo, bahirAtama agharUpa, kAyAdikano ho sAkhIdhara rahyo, aMtara Atama rUpa. sumati caraNakaja Atama arpaNA. (AnaMdadhanajI ma.) bhautikavAdInI mAnyatA pramANe AtmA nathI evo svIkAra karazo to "AtmA che' enA pAyA upara je dharmanI ImArata UbhI thAya che te tUTI jAya. jIvanamAM dharmanI jarUra rahe nahIM. AtmA che evo svIkAra thAya to gharmanI, dhyAnanI, bhaktinI, satsaMganI, sapuruSanI, samyajJAnanI jarUra. jo AtmA nathI ema svIkAre to badhAno cheda mukAI jAya che. AtmA nathI evo jeNe svIkAra karyo, teNe tamAma atIndriya sRSTino asvIkAra karyo. atIndriya sRSTi eTale ke IndriyonI pakaDamAM na Ave, mananI pakaDamAM na Ave, buddhinI pakaDamAM na Ave, zabdonI pakaDamAM na Ave, chatAM jenuM hovApaNuM che te. vedAMtamAM tenuM majhAnuM varNana karyuM che. "neti, neti, neti." nA, e nathI, e nathI, e tenAthI judo che, bhinna che For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA Indriya AdinI pakaDamAM Ave tevo nathI paNa teno anubhava thAya, sAkSAtkAra thAya. anubhavagocara vastu che re, jANavo ehI re IlAja, kahana sunana ko kachuM nahIM pyAre, AnaMdadhana mahArAja, nizAnI kahA batAvuM re, tero agama agocara rupa. koIe AnaMdadhanajIne pUchyuM haze ke tame je AtmAnI vAta karo cho te kevo che? tenI nizAnI-cinhato batAvo. lAcAra che AnaMdadhanajI, kAraNa tenI nizAnI batAvI zakAya tema nathI. je dazya che, je rUpI che, IndriyonI pakaDamAM Ave che tenuM cinha, nizAnI jaNAvI zakAya. jJAna e AtmAnuM lakSaNa che paNa e sthULa cinha nathI. teno AkAra, kada, vajana nathI, paNa che, te atIndriya tattvano anubhava zabdomAM na thAya, teno anubhava dhyAnamAM thAya. dhyAna avasthAmAM jemaNe anubhava karyo che emaNe ema kahyuM ke evuM eka tattva che je zarIrathI, IndriyothI, prANathI, manathI, buddhithI bhinna che, zabdothI ane samagra pudgalathI bhinna che. AdhyAtmika sRSTimAM sauthI moTuM pAyAnuM jo koI tattva hoya to AtmA che. zAstromAM jIva, ajIva, puSya, pApa, Asrava, saMvara, baMdha, nirjarA, mokSa A nava tattvo kahyAM che, paNa A tattvomAMthI jo AtmAne kADhI lo to zuM raheze? AtmA che to puNya che, pApa che, Asrava che, baMdha che, saMvara che, nirjarA che, mokSa che. AtmA che to jagatamAM ajIva che, pudgala che, tema kahenAro che. eka miniTa mATe kalpanA karo jagatamAMthI AtmA nAmanuM tattva vidAya laI le to jagata che tema koNa kaheze? upaniSadamAM eka mITho vArtAlApa thayo che. eka vakhata Indriyone, manane, buddhine ema thayuM ke ame chIe to A badhuM cAle che. A jhaghaDo jJAnI puruSa pAse pahoMcyo. temaNe kahyuM ke eka kAma karIe ke eka eka tattva vidAya le ane tenA vagara jo cAlatuM hoya to samajavuM ke tenA vagara cAle tevuM che. AMkhane utAvaLa hatI, teNe kahyuM ke huM pahelAM vidAya lauM chuM. eka varSa nahIM AvuM ane AMkha gaI. eka varSa pachI pAchI AvI, joyuM ke vyavahAra cAlyo. jagatamAM ghaNAM AMdhaLAo che, temano vyavahAra cAle che. pachI kAna gayA, kAna vagara cAlyuM. svAda vagara paNa cAlyuM. mana vagara paNa cAlyuM. chevaTe caitanya tattva-AtmA kahe che ke have huM jAuM chuM. tame lahera karo. lahera zuM kare ? kALo kera thaI jAya. AtmA che to A zarIra ane Indriyo vagere kAma kare che. e AtmAno InkAra karavo e bhautikavAdInuM paheluM sUtra che. tethI eno mArga khullo thaI jAya che. tenI vacamAM vidhiniSedha, puNya ane pApa, kartavya-akartavya ke niyamo AvatAM nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA vakhatamAM ajJAnI jIvo Ama bolatA hatA : For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 28 pravacana kramAMka - 4, gAthA kramAMka - 3 hatthA gayA, ime kAmA, kAliyA je annaagyaa| vo nApha pare troe thi vA nalthi vA puNo II (uttarAdhyayanasUtra) "are bhAI ! jJAnI puruSonI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI jarUra nathI. amArI vAta sAMbhaLo ame tamArA hitamAM, tamArA bhalA mATe vAta karIe chIe. teo je vAta kare che e ApaNI sArI vAtomAM, ApaNA bhogamAM, ApaNI majhAmAM paththaro nAkhe che. hAthamAM A kAma bhogo AvyA che, tene bhogavavA Indriyo paNa ApaNane maLI che, zarIra maLyuM che, bhogavI zakAya tevI kSamatA maLI che to e bhogavI lo ne? kone khabara che, paraloka che ke nahIM? kone khabara che ke pApa ke puNya che ke nahi? kone khabara che ke karmanA phaLo bhogavavAnAM che ke nahi? kone khabara che ke pharI janma levAno che ke nahi?" bhautikavAdInuM kAma vacamAMthI dharmane khaseDavAnuM che. enI vyavasthA evI che ke atIndriya tattvano InkAra jo thAya to zarIra kendramAM Ave ne koI paNa maryAdA vinA bhoga parAyaNa jIvana jIvAya. Ama bhautikavAdI mATe enuM kendra zarIra che. Aje ApaNe paNa kahevAtA dhArmika-AdhyAtmikavAdI bolIe chIe ke, AtmA che te nitya che. te karmano kartA che. A badhI vAto kharI, papada kharA, nItizAstra kharuM paNa A ApaNA rUpALA zarIramAM jo kAMI thAya to ApaNane phaphaDATa thAya. zarIra ApaNuM kendra che. kRpALudeve eka adbhuta zabda Apyo, "dehAdhyAsa', te zabda sAmAnya nathI. dehanI sAthe anAdikALathI rahevAthI huM dehachuM e prakAranI pragADha buddhi e dehAdhyAsa. je zarIramAM ApaNe gayA te zarIra e huM chuM, e vAtane anAdikALathI ghUMTI ane huM AtmA chuM e vAta to A jIvanamAM bhUlecUke koI sAdhu saMta pAse jaIe to sAMbhaLavA maLe. svIkAranI avasthA to pachI thAya. zarIra sAthe tAdAbhya buddhi thaI che. huM deha chuM e prakAranI mAnyatA samaja-buddhi daDha thaI che, eTalA mATe jainadarzanamAM kahyuM che ke huM AtmA nathI ane deha te ja huM chuM te prakArano svIkAra, mAnyatA tenuM nAma mithyAtva. A mithyAtva be kAma kare che, je pote nathI tene pote che ema svIkAre che. ane je pote che te pote nathI tema svIkAra kare che. zarIra pote nathI paNa zarIra pote che tema svIkAre che ne pote AtmA che chatAM te AtmA huM nathI tema pote svIkAre che. Avo je svIkAra ene mithyAtva kahe che, dehAdhyAsa kahe che. bhautikavAdInA pAyAmAM zarIra che. zarIrane AhAra joIe, zarIrane nidrA joIe, zarIra che mATe bhautika sAdhano bhoga-upabhoga-saMpatti ane sattA paNa joIe. zarIrane bhoga joIe, tene bhoga vagara cAlatuM nathI. bhoga eTale pAMca IndriyonA zabda, rUpa, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 29 rasa, gaMdha, sparza viSayo. bhautikavAdIe AtmAno asvIkAra karyo eTale puNya-pApa Adi tattvano asvIkAra thayo. zarIra pote che, tethI zarIrane kAMI Apo. bhogavomANo. rAtre 12 vAge khAvAnI icchA thAya gharamAM na maLe to te lArI zodhavA nIkaLe. mahamada begaDo je palaMgamAM sUto hoya, tenI banne bAjue A tarapha mIThAInA thALane pelI tarapha paNa mIThAInA thALa mUkyA hoya. UMghamAMthI UThe ne je tarapha hAtha jAya tyAMthI mUThI bhare ne moDhAmAM mUke. eNe ema ja mAnyuM ke huM zarIra chuM ne tenAM mATe bhoga joIe. bhoga mATe arthopArjana karavuM paDe. paisAnI sIdhI kiMmata nathI. paiso ene joIe che ke jene bhoga joIe che. paiso e padArtho meLavavAnuM, vinimayanuM sAdhana che. AjanuM calaNa karansI noTo che, sonuM che, cAMdI che, hIrA che, motI che, paNa jo AvatI kAle evI jAherAta thAya ke A mATIno DhekhALo che tenI kiMmata so rUpiyA che to muMbaInA rastA upara kyAMya DhekhALo jovA nahIM maLe kAraNa ane mUlya maLI gayuM. paisAne je mUlya maLe che e bhoganI sAmagrI meLavavA mATe maLe che ane e mUlya jyAre maLyuM tyAre Any How game tema karIne saMgraha karo, mAtra paiso joIe che tema nahi paNa saMgraha paNa joIe. saMgrahanI vRtti evI che ke kavi dalapatarAme kahyuM ke, " mAkhIoe madha kIdhuM, na khAdhuM na khAvA dIdhuM, lUMTArAe lUMTI lIdhuM re. zarIra mATe bhoga, bhoga mATe viSayonA sAdhano, viSayonA sAdhano mATe akarAMtiyA vRtti ane tenA mATe asaMyama ne asaMtoSa. asaMtoSa hoya to "haju thoDuM vadhAre ema thAya ane e meLavavA jatAM nIti, sadAcAra, saMyama, cAritra, tapa nahIM rahe, paropakAra nahIM rahe. badhAya mAnavIya mUlyo ane badhAya AdhyAtmika mUlyo khatama thaI jAya. traNa abaja mANasomAMthI A prakAranuM jIvana jIvanArA moTA bhAganA mANaso che. nAnakaDo AMgaLInA veDhe gaNI zakAya teTalo bhAga dharma tarapha, tattvajJAna tarapha vaLelo jovA maLe che. je loko potAne dhArmika ane AdhyAtmika mAne che, je loko Atmatattvano svIkAra kare che teo paNa be mahattvanI ane moTI bhUlo kare che. te be bhUlonuM varNana AtmasiddhinI 3 thI 5 naMbaranI gAthAomAM karyuM che. A traNa gAthAo asAdhAraNa che. - jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke mokSa prAptinA be sAdhano che. "jJAnakriyAbhyAM nola:"'eka jJAna ane bIjI kriyA. ekalA jJAna vaDe ke ekalI kriyA vaDe mokSa prApti nahIM thAya. banne sAthe joIe. be AMkha joIe, be hAtha joIe ane be paga joIe, ema jJAna ane kriyA bane joIe. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karanAra vargamAM eka jJAnanI bhUla ane eka kriyAnI bhUla thatI hoya che tethI ahIM eka zabda vAparyo "zuSkajJAna' ane bIjo zabda vAparyo "kriyAjaDa' For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 30 pravacana kramAMka -4, gAthA kramAMka - 3 koI kriyAjaDa thaI rahyAM, zuSkajJAnamAM koI, mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA upaje joI. (3) paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke ame jagatane joIe chIe temAM amane be pAtro jovA maLyAM. koIka kriyAjaDa banyA che ane koIka zuSkajJAnI banyA che. kriyA kare che paNa temAM jaDatA che. jJAna che paNa zuSkatA che. nadI hoya paNa temAM nIra na hoya to nadI zobhe nahIM, rAta hoya paNa caMdramAM na hoya to rAta zobhe nahIM, tema jJAna hoya ane vairAgya na hoya, jJAna hoya ne tapa-tyAga na hoya, jJAna hoya ne satkarma-sakriyA na hoya, jJAna hoya ne bhakti na hoya, jJAna hoyane dhyAna na hoya to jJAna zobhe nahi. e zuSkajJAna, lukhkhuM jJAna. jJAna zobhe che vairAgyathI, jJAna zobhe che tapa-tyAgathI, jJAna zobhe che satkarmathI, jJAna zobhe che bhaktithI, jJAna zobhe che dhyAnathI ne jJAna AnAthI rasamaya bane che. moTA bhAge tattva jJAnIonI vAto gaMbhIra moDhA karIne cAlatI hoya che. emanA moM para hAsya jovA na maLe. are ! brahmanI vAto karo cho, brahma to AnaMdamaya che. te zokamaya, viSAdamaya nathI. AtmAnI vAta karo to AnaMda to Ave ne? mastI to Ave ne? khumArI ne majhA to Ave ne? rasa to Ave ne? je jJAnamAM rasa nathI te jJAna kazuM kAma na karI zake. zuSkajJAna asarakAraka na bane. samayasAramAM kuMdakuMdAcAryajI kahe che ke je talavAra kApI na zake te talavArane karavI che zuM? tema je jJAnamAM sAmarthya nathI, je jJAna jIvaMta avasthAmAM kAmamAM na Ave te jJAnane karavAnuM zuM? Aje to thoDuM jJAna prApta thayuM hoya to ahaMkAra poSyA kare, amane Atmasiddhi kaMThastha che hoM! apUrva avasara moDhe che, jJAnasAra ane adhyAtmasAra paNa kaMThastha che. kRpALu deva kahe che ke A te vAta karI, pUrI thaI gaI ne? to have amArI vAta lakSamAM le. hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa, jIvane jANyo nahIM to sarva te ajJAna bhAkhyuM, sAkSI che Agama ahIM. tAruM jJAna to khobA jeTaluM che paNa nava pUrvanuM jJAna prApta karyuM hoya to paNa tenI gaNatarI ajJAnImAM che. navapUrvono abhyAsI paNa ajJAnInA khAnAmAM gayo. kaMI kAraNa? zuSkajJAna che mATe. akhAe to vAta ThIka nathI karI paNa kahyuM ke, "graMtha garabaDa karI vAta na karI kharI" e khaMkherIne Ubho thaI gayo. eka vAta to rahI gaI. jJAna kharuM paNa je jJAna tapa vagaranuM che, je jJAna tyAga vagaranuM che, je jJAna vairAgya vagaranuM che, prema vagaranuM che, samajaNa vagaranuM che, je jJAna bhakti vagaranuM che, je jJAna dhyAna vagaranuM che, te zuSkajJAna. zeraDImAMthI rasa kADhyA pachI enA kUcAno moTo Dhagalo paDyo hoya ane koI AvIne kahe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bApu! tame laI jAva, to bApu kaheze rAkha tArI pAse. mAre A kUcAne karavA che zuM? temAMthI rasa to nIkaLI gayo che. tema je jJAnamAMthI adhyAtmano rasa nIkaLI gayo che te jJAna kUcA jevuM che. jaththo keTalo che te mahattvanuM nathI, paNa kvaoNliTI kevI che te mahattvanI che. eka bhAI kahetA hatA ke Akho moTo vATako bharIne cA pIvA Ape che paNa te to relvenI cA. Akho vATako bharIne Apo to paNa zuM kAmanI? paraMtu ardhI rakAbI ekalA dUdhanI, sArI IlAyacI nAMkhelI, sugaMdhavALI, kaDaka, mIThI cA Ape to te kvaoNliTI kahevAya. kvaoNliTI meInTeIna karo, kvaoNnTITInI jarUra nathI, kvaoNliTInI jarUra che. je jJAna tamane bacAve, je jJAna tamane roke, te kvaoNliTI. je jJAna tamane krodha karatAM rokI zakatuM nathI, je jJAna tamane ahaMkAra karatAM rokI zakatuM nathI, je jJAna tamane mAyA karatAM rokI zakatuM nathI, je jJAna tamane lobha ke IrSyA karatAM rokI zakatuM nathI, je jJAna tamane kAmavAsanA ke asaMyamamAM jatAM rokI zakatuM nathI, e jJAna game teTaluM hoya paNa tene paramakRpALu deva zuSkajJAna ke ajJAna kahe che. amane to jemAM sAmarthya che tevuM sakriya jJAna joIe. dhArmika jagatanA moTA bhAganA loko zuSkajJAnamAM aTavAyA che. temanuM kAma to phakta bolavAnuM che. AtmA ajara che, amara che, marato nathI, AtmA khAto nathI, pIto nathI. jagatamAM ekalA AvyA chIe ne ekalAM javAnA chIe paNa e maratAM pahelAM poka mUke che, haju maryo paNa nathI. bhAI ! A jJAna eTalA mATe nathI. jJAna to jIvananI khumArI che. jIvananI mastI che, jIvananuM saMgIta che, jIvananI mahephIla che, jIvananI prasannatA che. aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge.' AnaMdadhanajIne A mastI kyAMthI AvI? A sTeTamenTa kyAMthI AvyuM? thayuM zuM? bhAna thayuM, samaja AvI. ame amara chIe, ame nahIM karIe. ame maratA nathI ane mota Ave to amane mArI zakatuM nathI. kavi nAnAlAle nAnI kaDI kahI ke "mRtyu to marI gayuM re lola" amArA mATe mRtyu marI gayuM che ane TAgorajI kahe che ke "ame mRtyunuM svAgata karIe chIe ke dosta Ava." zarIramAM je tattva che te huM chuM te kadI paNa maratuM nathI. "deha vinAzI huM avinAzI apanI gati pakage." (AnaMdadhanajI) A jJAna mRtyunA bhayathI roke che. mRtyuno bhaya to roga che. jJAna mRtyunA bhayathI mukta kare che, jJAna kalezathI roke che, jagatanA viparIta saMyogothI roke che, jJAna anukULa saMyogo Ave temAM aTavAvA na de paNa tenAthI roke che. jJAna jagatanA anukULa padArtho maLyA hoya temAM ahaMkAra na AvavA de, tenAthI paNa roke che. bAhya padArtho hAthamAMthI gayA to poka mUkatAM paNa jJAna roke che. A kAma jo jJAna karI zakatuM na hoya to evA jJAnane zuSkajJAna kahe che. aMdara vRttio jora karatI hoya ane jJAna For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka -4, gAthA kramAMka - 3 vRttione rokI na zake to e jJAnane karavAnuM zuM? bhartuharie potAnA jIvananI eka nAnakaDI ghaTanA kahI. temaNe kahyuM ke huM saMnyAsI banyo. gAmanI bahAra sAMjanA TAIme kUvA pAse mAro utAro hato. sAme nadI hatI. sUvAno TAIma thayo. meM retI jarA sarakhI karI, gAdalA jevuM banAvyuM. thoDI retIno Dhagalo karyo, ozikA jevuM banAvyuM. A ghaTanA eka bAI jotI hatI. te mane oLakhatI hatI. teNe tenI sakhIone kahyuM ke "joyA A pelA bhartuharijI, saMnyAsI thayA, paNa lakhaNa na gayAM, cALA na gayAM, retInI gAdI banAvI ane ozikuM banAvyuM, mAthA nIce rAkhavA. meM sAMbhaLyuM ne mane vAta sAcI lAgI. meM tarata ja badhuM pheMdI nAkhyuM. bAIe kahyuM ke "joyuM, ATaluM kahyuM temAM to emane TaNI caDI gaI." bhartuharie kahyuM ke A bAI mane bodha ApI gaI. koI gALa Ape ne sAme daza gALa tame ApI zako cho paNa emAM tamArI khumArI nathI. ame kahIe ke "gALa pI jAva' tyAre tame kaho cho ke "sAheba ! jhera pIvA taiyAra chIe paNa gALa pIvA taiyAra nathI.' roja savAre AtmasiddhinI 142 gAthAonuM pArAyaNa karIe, vacanAmRtano svAdhyAya karIe paNa jo jIvana vyavahAramAM nAnA nAnA prasaMgo ke ghaTanA banatAM sAsu-vahu, bApadIkaro, mA-dIkarI, derANI-jeThANI, bhAI-bhAI ekabIjAnuM khamI na khAya ane krodha kare, tUTI paDe to te jJAnane zuSkajJAna kahevAya. "karuNA upaje joI" kRpALu deva kahe che ke temane joIne amane karuNA Ave che. ATaluM badhuM jJAna hovA chatAM jIva moha ane vRttionA hAthamAM rame che. varSo sudhI maMdiramAM gayA, pUjA karI, pATha karyA, pratikramaNa karyuM, sAmAyika karI, navakArazI karI, A badhuM karo cho te mATe dhanyavAda, paNa amAre jANavuM che ke tamArI prakRtimAM kaMI pheraphAra thayo? muMbaInA kALA kAgaDA saMgha kADhIne kAzIe jAya pachI pAchA Ave tyAre kevAM hoya? bagalA jevA, haMsa jevA ujaLA? are ! kAzIe jAya toya kAgaDA kALAM ke ujaLAM hove nahIM re lola, jenA jevA DhaLyAM hoya DhALA, te koI di badale nahIre lola. kRpALu deva kahe che ke ame koI jagyAe jANyuM ke ajANye sakriyAno niSedha karyo nathI paNa sakriyA karatAM karatAM je vAta bAkI rahI jAya che, tenA tarapha tamAruM dhyAna dorIe chIe. kriyA karatAM karatAM tuM sAro thA, sajjana thA, tuM zANo thA, samaju thA, tuM sahiSNu thA ne udAra thA, tuM premALa ne snehALa thA. tArI vANI mIThI thAya, moTuM hasatuM hoya. tame kaho cho "sAheba! A to bahu kaThina che." For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 33 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA jema jema sAbu lagADo tema kapaDAMno mela dhovAto jAya, rAkhathI vAsaNa ghaso vAsaNa ujaLuM thAya, kAcanA arIsA upara DAgha paDyA hoya ne potuM karo to arIso (kAca) cokhkho thAya, jema jema caMdana ghaso tema tema sugaMdha Ape, agarabattI jema jema saLage tema suvAsa Ape che, tema sAdhaka satkarmo kare, vrata ne anuSThAna kare, pUjA, pATha, mALA, devavaMdana, pratikramaNa, sAmAyika, AjJA bhakti vigere kriyA kare, Azraya bhakti, parA bhakti, parama bhakti, dhyAna ne tapa kare to tenA jIvanamAMthI sugaMdha prasaratI jAya, e saraLa banI jAya, saujanyamUrti banI jAya, sahAnubhUtivALo banI jAya, e zAMta thAya, e vivekI ne sahana karanAra thAya, e udAra dilano ane khamI khAnAro thAya, bAMdhachoDa karavA taiyAra thAya, paNa jo AvuM na kare ne e kahe ke "sAheba ! huM pAcho paDuM tevo nAmarda nathI. are ! gharanA naLiyA vecAI jAya to paNa huM samAdhAna karavA taiyAra nathI, amArA vaDavA kevA hatA? bAMdhachoDa kare te bIjA, ame nahi" Avo jIva saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kare che, badhA jIvo sAthe kSamApanA kare che, micchAmi dukkaDa Ape che, paNa jenI sAthe mana duHkha thayuM che, abolA che, tene kSamApanA- micchAmi dukkaDa ApavA taiyAra nathI. jIva bIjAnI bhUla bhUlavA taiyAra nathI. ATalA varSo sAdhanA karyA pachI, kriyAo karyA pachI, jo ATalo pheraphAra na thAya to tene paramakRpALu deva kriyAjaDa kahe che. ATalA varSo sAdhanA karyA pachI tamAruM dila jarA paNa udAra na thAya, tame kSamA ApI na zako, premabharI AMkhe bIjAnI sAmuM na joI zako, tame sahiSNu na thaI zako, tamAruM mana nirmaLa na bane to jovuM joIe ke bhUla kyAM rahI jAya che? kriyA karatA karatA, bhakti karatA karatA mana nirmaLa bane che, bhakta bhagavAnamAM tanmaya tadAkAra bane che, mATe kabIrajIe kahyuM ke, mana aisA nirmala bhayA, jeso gaMgA nIra. jema jema kriyA karI, bhakti karI tema mana nirmaLa thayuM paNa AgaLa vadhIne kabIrajIe vAta karI "eka dina aisA thA kI kabIra hari hari kara rahA thA, aba aisI kucha ghaTanA bana gaI kI hari kabIra kabIra kara rahA hai." Ane kahevAya che kriyA, samyak kriyA, jJAnInI AjJApUrvaka thatI kriyA. dhArmika kSetramAM moTo varga kriyA jaDa che, ene khabara ja nathI ke A ame kema karIe chIe? ne zAne mATe karIe chIe? eka masjidamAM eka navo juvAna namAjha paDhavA pahelI ja vakhata gayo, teNe bAjumAM rahelAne pUchyuM "kyA karanA?" pelAe kahyuM ke "AgevAlA jo karatA hai vaisA tuma karanA." bhIDa bahu hatI. AgaLathI dhakko Avyo. e samajyo ke pAchaLa Ubho hoya tene koNI mAravI, te namAjha paDhavAnI pahelI kriyA haze, eTale eNe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 34 pravacana kramAMka - 4, gAthA kramAMka - 3 paNa jorathI koNI mArI. pAchaLavALAe pUchyuM "aisA kyuM karate ho? yuvAna kahe ke Age se calI AtI hai hama kucha jAnate nahi." Ane kriyAjaDa kahe che. sauthI moTI muzkelI to e che ke "mAne mAraga mokSano', pote je kare che tene mokSano mAraga mAne che. Ane zuM kahevuM? te evo AgrahI, kadAgrahI che ke Tasa se masa nahiM hotA, sUnatA bhI nahIM, apanI bAta choDatA hI nahIM, "jo hama kahete hai, karate hai, vahI satya hai" ema kahe che. kriyAjaDatAmAM ne zuSkajJAnamAM mokSano mAraga mAne che evA ajJAnI jIvone joIne jJAnIone karuNA Ave che, tethI kahyuM ke "karuNA upaje joI." zuSkajJAnavALo kevo hoya tenuM varNana have AgaLanI gAthAmAM Avaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka gAthA kramAMka 4 kriyAjaDa kone kahevAya ? - 5 bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatAM, aMtarbheda na kAMI; jJAnamArganiSedhatA, teha kriyAjaDa AMI. (4) TIkA :bAhya kriyAmAM ja mAtra rAcI rahyA che, aMtara kaMI bhedAyuM nathI, ane jJAna mArganiSedhyA kare che, te ahIM kriyAjaDa kahyA che. 35 sAdhaka jIvananI ane sAdhanAnA jagatanI sauthI moTI samasyAonA ukela ahIM AtmasiddhimAM mUkyAM che. baMdha ane mokSa, jJAna ane kriyA, nizcaya ane vyavahAra, nimitta ane upAdAna, guru ane ziSya, matArthI ane AtmArthI, jijJAsu ane sAdhaka vigerenuM spaSTa vivecana ane varNana paramakRpALu deve AtmasiddhizAstramAM karela che. AtmasiddhinuM vAMcana ApaNe vAraMvAra karIe chIe te mATe jJAnI puruSo ApaNane dhanyavAda Ape che, paNa jJAnIone pUchavuM che ke marma kAMI samajyA ? gUDha rahasya dhyAnamAM AvyuM ? jIvananA prazno ukelAyA ? AtmasiddhinA aMtamAM ziSya gurudevane kahe che, 'prabhu ! Ape je varNana karyuM tethI mArA aMtaramAM samAdhAna thayuM.' vedAMtamAM SasaMpattinuM varNana Ave che. zama, dama, titikSA, zraddhA upati ane samAdhAna. temAM samAdhAna chellu sUtra che. jenA cittamAM Tenzana nathI, jenA cittamAM kheMcatANa nathI, jenA cittamAM tarka vitarka nathI, jenA cittamAM vAda vivAda nathI, jenA cittamAM zaMkA nathI, saMdeha nathI, mUMjhavaNa nathI, jenA cittamAM viparIta bhAva nathI tene kahevAya che samAdhAna. vyavahAramAM jhaghaDo cAlato hoya ane samAdhAna thAya eno paNa AlhAda moDhA para dekhAya che to AdhyAtmika samAdhAna thAya teno AnaMda moDhA upara dekhAya nahi ? jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke vyavahAranA samAdhAna to ghaNAM thayAM paNa AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM je tArI mUMjhavaNa che tenuM samAdhAna thayuM ? je divase e samAdhAna thaze, te divasa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 36 pravacana kramAMka - 5, gAthA kramAMka - 4 ApaNA mATe divALI, te divasa ApaNA mATe besatuM varSa haze, e divasa ApaNA mATe AnaMdano utsava haze. je kaMI samasyAo che tene yathArthapaNe jema che tema samajI laIe. tame zuM mAno cho ane tame zuM karo cho? te bahu mahattvanuM nathI, huM zuM mAnuM chuM ne zuM jANuM chuM ane huM zuM karuM chuM te paNa bahu mahattvanuM nathI, paNa jJAnI zuM kahe che te mahattvanuM che. aMtima suprima othorITI tame paNa nathI ane huM paNa nathI. aMtima othorITI jJAnI che ane jJAnI ema kahe che ke amArA mAthe suprima othorITI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA che. | 'marDavatraprasUte madhararacitaM drAvazai vizAma." arihaMta-tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA mukhamAMthI pragaTa thayela, gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe racela dvAdazAMgarUpa sarva zAstrane huM namaskAra karuM chuM." A zabdo vItarAga paramAtmAnA mukhamAMthI nIkaLyA che. A kahenAra reMgIpuMgI, rAjakAraNI ke dhaMdhAdArI nathI paNa jemanAmAM aMze paNa rAga, dveSa ke moha nathI temanA mukhamAMthI A zabdo nIkaLyA che. zabda vagara nahi cAle paNa zabda ja samasyA pedA kare che. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM, gaganamaMDaLameM gauA viyANI, dharatI dUdha jamAyA; mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA, chAsa jagata bharamAyA. tIrthakara devanI vANI amRta che. "gaganamaMDaLameM gauA viyANI" -jagatamAM tIrthakara devanI vANI pragaTa thaI. tIrthaMkara devanI vANIrUpI gAya viyANI, "dharatI dUdha jamAyA' ane saMtoe dUdhanI jamAvaTa karI ane pachI valoNuM karyuM. sAheba ! majhA evI thaI gaI ke mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA, chAsa jagata bharamAyA." mAkhaNa to saMto laI gayA. emaNe corIne lIdhuM nathI paNa emane samajAyuM ke mAkhaNa levA jevuM che, chAsa levA jevI nathI. ApaNane ema samajAyuM che ke levA jevI chAsa ja che ne mAkhaNa sAme jovA jevuM nathI. pahelAnA kALamAM ghaNA lokonA gharamAM valoNA thatA hatAM. zerImAM kahevA nIkaLe ke chAsa levA Avajo. koI mAkhaNa levA AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApatuM nathI. chAsa ApavAnI cIja che. mAkhaNa rAkhavAnI cIja che. "mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA." mAkhaNa viralAne ja maLe che. zabda vagara nahi cAle. zabdanA Azraya vinA kAma nahi thAya. chAla vagara keLAMne rAkhazo zI rIte ? khAtI vakhate chAlane kADhavI paDe che. ratnAgIrI kerI TheTha jAmanagara pahoMce, kerIno rasa aMdara kevI rIte raheto haze. chAla na hoya to rasa DhoLAI jAya. kudaratanI vyavasthA to juo, upara chAla, aMdara rasa ane upara bUca paNa kharuM. A For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 39 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA adbhuta pekIMga joyuM? tamane barAbara khabara che ke A rasa kADhI levAno ane uparanI chAla pheMkI devAnI. chAla joIe kharI paNa chAla kAmamAM AvatI nathI. chAla vagara rasa raheze nahi. zabda e chAla che. jJAna amRta che, rasa che. zabdane kholavAM paDaze. traNa zabdo samajI laIe. jJAna eTale zuM ? kirA eTale zuM? ane jaDatA eTale zuM? AtmasvarUpa cetanatattva dehAdi para vastuthI ane rAgAdi para bhAvothI tathA karma AdinA sarva saMyogo temaja sarva vikArothI bhinna che, evo je aMtaramAM bodha thavo ene kahevAya che jJAna." (1) AtmasvarUpa eTale caitanya, e dehAdi para vastuthI judo che. AtmA dehathI judo che. najIkamAM najIka zarIra che te zarIrathI judo che, to pachI gharathI to judo hoya ja, rUpiyA, noTo ne ghareNAMthI paNa judo hoya ja, TI.vI. beThakarUma, pharnicara ane ophisathI paNa judo hoya ja, kAraNa ke te dehathI ja judo che. paheluM bhAna e thAya ke AtmA dehathI bhinna che ane dehane vaLagIne rahelA je padArtho che tenAthI paNa AtmA judo che. Avo bodha aMdaramAM thavo tene kahevAya che jJAna. mAtra nirAza thaIne bolo ke ""A jIvanamAM koI koInuM nathI'', tene kaMI bodha na kahevAya. jJAna te jIvananI jIvaMta avasthA che. AtmA dehAdi para vastuthI judo to che ja, jarA UMDANamAM jaI vicArIe to e (2) rAgAdi bhAvothI paNa judo che. AtmA ane rAgane judA karavA paDaze. deha ane AtmA judA tema rAga ane jJAna, rAga ane AtmA be judA, kaSAyo ane AtmA be judA. vaiSa ane AtmA e baMne judA. tyAM phADa pADavI paDaze. dehathI to judo pADyo paNa rAgathI ene judo pADavo paDaze. pratIti thAya ke rAga mAro svabhAva nathI, rAga mAruM svarUpa nathI. rAga mArAmAM dekhAya che kharo, paNa mArAmAM nathI, huM tenAthI bhinna chuM, judo chuM, alaga chuM, svataMtra chuM, rAgano jANanAra chuM. rAga mAruM jJaya che ane huM rAgano jJAtA chuM. mArAmAM rAga UThe che, te huM jANuM chuM kharo paNa rAga huM nathI. bahu abhuta ane maulika vAta che. ekalo rAga nahi paNa rAgAdika eTale rAga, dveSa, moha, kaSAyo A badhA rAgAdika bhAvo che. devacaMdrajI mahArAje sImaMdhara svAmInA stavanamAM gAyuM, je pariNAmika dharma tamAro, tehavo amaco dharma. prabhu! ame tamArA zaraNomAM AvyA chIe, dAsa thaIne AvyA chIe, paNa mane e vAtano khyAla che ke ApaNe banne eka bhUmikAmAM chIe, paNa pharaka eTalo paDyo ke vibhAvathI, rAgadveSathI ame pakaDAI gayA ane tame rAgadveSathI mukta banyA. have tamane joIne pratIti AvI gaI ke huM paNa rAgadveSathI mukta thaIza. have bhAna thayuM ke rAga judo che ane jJAna juduM che. jema zAka samAratI vakhate chAla judI pADo ane gara judo pADo ema For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 38 pravacana kramAMka -, gAthA kramAMka - 4 aMdaramAM kAma thAya che. jJAna rAgane juduM pADe che, jJAna paNa juduM che ane rAga paNa judo che. ane trIjI vAta karyAdinAM sarva saMyogothI paNa AtmA judo che. A badhA saMyogo je UbhA thayA che temAM tamArI buddhi ane puruSArtha che te jANI zakAya tevuM paribaLa che ane bIjuM na jANI zakAya tevuM paribaLa che, te karma che. karmanA kAraNe saMyogo UbhA thAya che. hAni lAbha jIvana maraNa, yaza apayaza vidhi hAtha. (tulasIdAsajI) hAni thavI, lAbha thavo, jIvana-maraNa, yaza-apayaza, vidhinA hAthamAM che. karmataMtra A badhA saMyogo UbhA kare che. rAga-dveSano ApaNo pariNAma te bhAvakarma. tene kAraNe kArpaNa vargaNAmAMthI baneluM karyataMtra te dravyakarma. A dravyakarmano udaya jagatamAM saMyogo UbhA kare che. te saMyogothI paNa AtmA judo che. AvuM jJAna jo thAya to jIvanamAM samatA Ave, zAMti Ave, svasthatA Ave, utsAha Ave, skUrti Ave. jIvanamAM samAdhAna rahe ke bhAI A karmanA saMyogo che, temAM thAya zuM? ane je prakAranAM karmo haze te prakAranAM saMyogo prApta thaze. chellI vAta (4) sarva vikArothI AtmA judo che Avo aMdaramAM bodha thavo tene kahevAya che jJAna. zAstro game teTalA vAMcyA hoya, pravacano game teTalA sAMbhaLyA hoya ane game teTalA pravacano karyA hoya paNa aMdara jJAna pariNata thayuM? pariNata thavuM te bahu moTI, mahattvanI ghaTanA che ApaNe jamavA besIe ane be-pAMca vATakA bAsuMdI pI jaIe pachI pace nahi tenuM zuM? ardho glAsa jo pacI jAya ane lohI thaI jAya to pacyuM kahevAya. jJAna DhagalAbaMdha hoya paNa pariNata jo na thAya to jJAna pacyuM na kahevAya. bodha eTale aMdara pariNata thavuM. dehAdi sarva vibhAvothI cetanatattva bhinna che tevo je bodha thavo tene kahevAya che jJAna. A jJAnane zAstra paraMparAmAM bhAvazruta kahe che, ane ene ja samyagrajJAna kahe che. A samyajJAna, bodha athavA bhAvazruta ke jJAna prApta kevI rIte thaze? bahAramAM kyAM paribaLo, kyAM sAdhano che, jenAthI A jJAna prApta thAya? zAstro vAMcyA na hatA te vakhate AtmAnI tamane khabara na hatI, zAstranuM vAMcana karyuM to AtmA che tenI tamane khabara paDI. zAstro jo na hota to AtmA che, nava tattvo che tevo nirNaya karI zakata? nA. jenA dvArA A badhuM jJAna prApta thAya, tene kahevAya che dravyazrata. dravyazratanuM bIjuM nAma che sazAstra. satuzAstra ane AtmA vacce je meLa karI Ape evuM eka trIjuM tattva che, te che satpuruSa. ekaluM zAstra tamArA hAthamAM jo Avaze to koNa jANe tame zAstranA zuM artha karazo? bodha paNa zAstrathI thAya che ane saMpradAya paNa zAstrathI ja thayA che. emAM zAstrono vAMka nathI. e zAstro vAMcatA na AvaDyA, zAstrono marma pakaDatA na AvaDyo, tenA kAraNe thayA che. sapuruSanA mukhethI sanzAstranuM zravaNa thAya tene kahevAya che dravyazruta ane dravyazrutathI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 38 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA aMdaramAM je bodha pariNata thAya tene kahevAya che bhAvaRta, tene kahevAya che jJAna, samyagrajJAna. A samyajJAnathI aMdara nirNaya thaI jAya che ke AtmA dehAdi para vastuthI judo che, AtmA rAgAdi parabhAvothI judo che, AtmA karma AdinA saMyogothI judo che, AtmA sarva vikArothI, vibhAvothI judo che. judo che eno artha e thayo ke mAre tenI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI, eTale mAre tenI sAthe bhaLavuM nathI. pADozIne ghera lAkho rUpiyA hoya to paNa bhale ane lagna dhAmadhUmathI thAya to paNa bhale ane tenA gharamAM kaMIpaNa mana duHkha thAya to ya bhale, pADozInA ghera je thavAnuM hoya te thAya. pADozI e pADozI. tema zarIra mAruM pADozI, rAga mAro pADozI, vikAra mArA pADozI, zarIranA saMyogo paNa pADozI ane bhAvakarmo paNa mArA pADozI. A badhAthI Atmatattva bhinna che evo bodha satuzAstro dvArA thaze, mATe dravyazruta e paNa jJAna ane bhAvathuta e paNa jJAna, paNa emAM je bhUla thAya che te bhUlanuM nAma che zuSkajJAna. jJAnamAM bhUla nathI, jJAnamAM doSa nathI, jJAnamAM je bhUla thAya che te ApaNA kAraNe thAya che, ApaNI viparIta samajanA kAraNe thAya che, tene kahevAya che zuSkajJAna. kone kahevAya che kriyA? "je jJAna prApta karyuM che e jJAnane anurUpa rAgAdino tyAga karIne zuddha AtmapariNatinuM pravartavuM tene kahevAya che kriyA." A jaina darzananI alaukika vAta che. tame to mAno cho ke bahAramAM je karIe chIe te kriyA. aMdara je bodha thayo, jJAna thayuM te bodhe nakkI karI ApyuM, tene anurUpa jIvana jIvavuM paDe ne ? jJAnane anurUpa rAgAdino tyAga karIne, dehAdi para vastunI Asaktino tyAga karIne, vikArono tyAga karIne ane karmanA saMyogothI je saMyogo UbhA thayAM che te saMyogonI Asaktino tyAga karIne, zuddha AtmapariNatinuM pravartavuM tene kahevAya che kriyA. Asaktino tyAga thaze to svarUpamAM ramavAnuM thaze. emane ema svarUpamAM ramavAnuM nahi thAya. mAtra AMkho baMdha karavAthI svarUpamAM ramavAnuM nahi thAya. AMkho baMdha karyA pachI vadhAre dekhAze. AMkho baMdha nahi hoya to muMbaI dekhAya paNa AMkho baMdha karazo to AkhuM amerikA dekhAze, kAraNa dikaro tyAM beTho che ne? mAtra AMkha baMdha karavAthI kAma nahi thAya. eka apekSAe vicArIe to tyAga eTale choDavAnuM che ja nahi, kAraNa ke tamAruM che nahi. banArasIdAsa kahe che ke dhobIne tyAM cAdara dhovA ApI ane bhUlamAM bIjAnI cAdara ApaNe tyAM AvI gaI. ApaNuM nAma nathI lakhyuM paNa dAdAjI evuM nAma lakhyuM che, tethI khabara paDI jAya ke A cAdara ApaNI nathI. dAdAjI pharatA pharatA Ave ne pUche ke mArI cAdara tamAre tyAM AvI che? ApaNe cAdara ApI daIe. emAM zuM tyAga karyo? cAdara For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 40 pravacana kramAMka -5, gAthA kramAMka - 4 potAnI hatI nahi ane choDI dIdhI temAM navAI zuM karI ? zarIra tamAruM che nahi ane Asakti choDI temAM zuM navAInI vAta. A jagatanA padArtho tamArA che ja nahi to tame tyAga karavAmAM kema garva anubhavo cho? tamAruM che ja nahi tyAM tyAga zeno? tAruM nathI emAM tArI Asakti che, tAruM mamatva che, tArI mUcha che tethI tuM mAtra tenI sAthe saMbaMdha joDe che. tAra bAMdhe che, sAMkaLa bAMdhe che, tenI sAthe tanmaya thAya che, tadAkAra thAya che ane mAruM mAruM e pramANe tuM kahe che, paNa tAruM che zuM? mRtyu AvatAM zarIra saMpatti badhuM ahIM paDyuM raheze. sAva sonAnAM sAMkaLA, paheraNa nava navA vAghA, ghoLuM vastra enA karamanuM, te to zodhavA lAgyA. eka re divasa evo Avaze. (udayaratna.mahArAja) traNaso varSa pahelAM upA. yazovijayajI mahArAje mahAvideha kSetramAM bIrAjatA sImaMdhara svAmIne vinaMti karatAM kahyuM ke, dhUmadhAme dhamAdhama calI, jJAna mAraga rahyo dUra re, svAmI sImaMdhara vinaMti, sAMbhaLo mAharI deva re. prabhu ! A bharatakSetramAM bAhya kriyAo ghaNI thAya che. paraMtu jJAna mArga gauNa thato jAya che." dehAdi paravastuno ne rAgAdino tyAga karIne zuddha AtmapariNatie pravartavuM tene jJAnI puruSo kriyA kahe che. to zuM karavAnuM AvyuM? jema cho tema, jevAM cho tevAM, tame je cho teno anubhava karo. tamArA je guNo che tene bhogavo ane tame jyAM cho tyAM AvI jAva. vyavahAramAM dIkarAne jaNAvo cho ne ke beTA ! amArI bhUla thaI, ame utAvaLa karI, tane kahevuM na joIe paNa kahI dIdhuM, bolavuM na joIe paNa bolI gayA paNa dIkarA have tuM ghera AvI jA. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke "tuM ghera AvI jA. tAruM ThekANuM bahAra nathI. tAruM ThekANuM zuddhAtmA che." rAga, dehAdi bhAvo ane enI Asakti-mamatvano tyAga karI zuddha Atma pariNatie pravartavuM te bhAvakriyA che ane emAM je madadagAra thAya, nimittarUpa thAya, sahAyaka bane, puSTi Ape, AlaMbanarUpa thAya evI je kriyA tene kahevAya che dravyakriyA. jema ke sAmAyika, caturvizati stava, (davavaMdana) guruvaMdana, paccakhANa, gurubhakti, sevA, tIrthayAtrA, pUjA pATha A dravyakriyA che, te Atma pariNatirUpa bhAva kriyAmAM madadarUpa thAya che. sAmAyika samatA svarUpa AtmapariNatirUpa kriyAnA TekAmAM che. pratikramaNa pApathI pAchA pharavA svarUpa AtmapariNatirUpa kriyAnA TekAmAM che. devavaMdana AtmapariNati rUpa kriyAnA TekAmAM che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 41 devavaMdana karatAM karatAM tamAro upayoga bahArathI khasyo ane aMda2mAM Tharyo to ja kharuM devavaMdana. upayoganuM svarUpamAM TharavuM tenAthI bIjuM moTuM koI kAma nathI. e upayoga aMdara Tharato nathI ane ene bahAra javA devo nathI e mATe vacalI je avasthA tene kahevAya che dravyakriyA. jJAnI puruSoe tenA mATe Avazyaka zabda vAparyoche. sAmAyika, caturvizatistava, vaMdana, pratikramaNa, kAyotsarga ane paccakkhANa A cha AvazyakomAM tamAma anuSThAno samAI jAya che. bAkI badhI peTA zAkhAo che. jagatamAM ghaNI ghaTanAo ghaTatI hoya che. caMdrabhAgA nadInA kAMThe paMDharapura moTuM tIrtha che. mahA suda puname tyAM moTo meLo bharAya che. lAkho mANaso Ave che tame juo to hajAro mANaso UbhA hoya, nhAtA hoya, gAtA hoya, bhajana karatA hoya, ALoTatA hoya, pUjA pATha karatA hoya, tyAM paMDharapuranA viThobAjI (viThThalanAtha bhagavAna) pAse nAradajI pharatAM pharatAM AvyAM. A ghaTanA ghaTI ke na ghaTI temAM na paDazo paNa vAta samajo. nAradajI viThobAjIne kahe che ke ahoho ! tamAro bahu moTo ThATha che, ATalA badhA mANaso ApanI bhakti karavA AvyA che ! A kolhApuranA mahArAjA, A sAMgalInA mahArAjA, A mIrajanA mahArAjA tathA A moTA mahAnubhAvo, paMDito paNa che.'' viThobA kahe ke ''pAse Ava, tane kAnamAM kahuM, A badhA AvyA che te potapotAnI phAIla laIne AvyA che. mArA mATe AvyA nathI.'' AmAM kAMI samajANuM ? jIva jyAM jyAM jAya tyAM potAnI phAIla laIne jAya. 'dikaro nathI, ne dikaro Ape A emanuM kAma che ?' jIva zuM dhaMdho mAMDIne beTho che ? A kriyA nathI. AtmapariNati rUpa pariNamanamAM sahAyaka bane evI je kriyA ene kahevAya che dravyakriyA. phera vicArIe, bhAvakriyA kone kahevAya ? to jJAnane anurUpa rAgAdino tyAga karIne zuddha AtmapariNati rUpa pravartavuM tene kahevAya che bhAvakriyA. ane A bhAvakriyAnA TekAmAM je hoya te dravyakriyA. paramAtmAnI bhakti bhAvakriyAnA TekAmAM che, bhakti karatAM karatAM nirvikalpa avasthA AvI jAya. sulasA mahAvIrane yAda karatI hatI ane hAthanI baMgaDIo tUTI jatI hatI. caMdanabALA roI ane bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAryA. bhagavAnane 175 upavAsa thayA che ne te upavAsanA pAraNAmAM mAtra aDadanA bAkaLA, na gaMThoDAnuM pANI ke na maganuM pANI, na lIMbunuM pANI ke na sUMThanI goLI. ApaNAM pAraNAmAM to ThATha hoya che, bAdazAhI pAraNuM hoya che. eka bahena kahetAM hatAM ke ''zrAvaka chaThanA pAraNe chaTha kare che, bahu sAruM kare che paNa temane chaThanuM pAraNuM jyAre hoya tyAre AkhuM ghara TenzanamAM hoya kAraNake ekAdi vastu rahI jAya to moTo kaleza ane kaMkAsa thAya, kaSAya thAya. pAraNuM patI jAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 42 pravacana kramAMka - 5, gAthA kramAMka - 4 eTale amane AnaMda AnaMda thAya, pachI ja ame khAIe." Ane zuM kahevuM? mATe zAstroe kahyuM ke je koI anuSThAno bhAvakriyAnA TekAmAM hoya tene kahevAya drakriyA. Avazyaka anuSThAna je kahyA che te zAstranI vidhipUrvaka karavAM ane gurunI AjJAe karavAM. zAstramAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, kAussagga, paccakhANa Adi darekanI vidhi batAvI che. A kriyAo karato hovA chatAM enA aMdaramAM Atma pariNatirUpa pravartana (pariNamana) na thAya to ene kriyA jaDa kahe che. dravyazruta, bhAvazruta, drakriyA ane bhAvakriyAnA samanvayathI Amravano nirodha thAya. ekalA jJAnathI paNa nahi cAle, ane ekalI kriyAthI paNa nahi cAle. banne sAthe joIe ane eka ja TAIme joIe. roTalI Aje khAva ane zAka AvatI kAle khAva, bhAta paramadivase ane dALa cothA divase, e kAMI jamavAnI rIta che ? thALImAM badhuM joIe. tame sAdhanA karavA beso to jJAna paNa joIe ane kriyA paNa joIe. bhAvazruta paNa joIe ne dravyazruta paNa joIe. dravyakriyA paNa joIe ne bhAvakriyA paNa joIe, te hoya to Azravano nirodha thAya. anaMtakALamAM A meLa nathI pADyo, tALo nathI meLavyo, jJAna hoya to kriyA na hoya ane kriyA hoya to jJAna na hoya, A badho goTALo kADhI nAkhavo paDe. Azrava eTale navA karmo AvavA. Azrava nirodha eTale AvatAM karmo rokavA, tene saMvara kahe che. dravyakriyA, bhAvakriyA, dravyazruta, bhAvakRta A cArenA samanvayathI Azrava nirodha eTale saMvara thAya. AvatAM karmo rokAyA paNa belensamAM jUnA karmo paDyAM che, khAtAmAM bole che ke amuka bhavamAM tame Ama kareluM. khAtAvahI cokhkhI caTa che. eka janmamAM tame zavyApAlakanA kAnamAM zIzuM reDyuM hatuM. karma udayamAM AvyuM eTale kAnamAM khIlA ThokANA. khAtAmAM paDelA jUnA karmono jJAnadazApUrvaka samatAbhAve kSaya karavo tenuM nAma sakAma nirjarA. AvatAM karmo rokAyA te paheluM kAma thayuM ane jUnA karmono pheMsalo thayo te bIjuM kAma thayuM, eTale AtmA khAlIkhama. 'sarvarmakSayAnmola:" sarva karmano kSaya thavo tene jJAnIo mokSa kahe che. AvI avasthA jo prApta karavI hoya to jJAna ane kriyA banne sAthe joIe. bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatAM' kriyA vidhipUrvaka thavI joIe. e kriyA ane vidhi zAstramAM kahelI hovI joIe. emAM jJAnI puruSanI AjJA joIe. potAne game ane pote jAte pasaMda kare e na cAle. zAstra viruddha na cAle. jJAnInI AjJA viruddha na cAle. jJAnI paNa sAkSI ane zAstra paNa sAkSI. ene bAju para rAkhIne je kaMIpaNa kriyA thAya tene kahevAya che bAhyakriyA. jJAnInI AjJA vagaranI ane zAstramAM nahi kahelI evI je bAhyakriyA athavA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 43 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA zAstramAM kahI hoya to paNa aMdaramAM bodha na hoya, dravyazrata na hoya, bhAvaRRta na hoya evI je bAhya kriyA emAM te rAce che. "aMtarabheda na kAMI" aMtarabheda bahu mahattvano zabda che. AtmavikAsano saMbaMdha cittazuddhi-mananI zuddhi sAthe paNa che. eka bAjumAM zarIra, eka bAju AtmA ane vacce A mana che. mana banne pakSe kAma kare che. AtmAnA pakSe paNa kAma kare che ane zarIranA pakSe paNa kAma kare che. zarIra sAthe paNa mana joDAya che ane AtmA sAthe paNa mana joDAya che. eTalA mATe ema kahyuM ke A mananuM sAdhana zuddha hovuM joIe. A tamAma anuSThAno mananI zuddhi mATe che, citta kaho, mana kaho, aMtaHkaraNa kaho, A paryAyavAcI zabdo che. tenA zodhana mATe A kriyA che. citta zuddhi citta zodhanathI thAya. citta zodhana' eTale zuM? manamAM UThatAM vicAro, vRttio, manamAM UThatAM saMkalpo enuM avalokana karavuM, tenuM pRththakkaraNa karavuM, taTasthapaNe joyuM ane tenuM visarjana karavuM tene kahevAya che citta zodhana. aMdara vicAra UThe che, vRttio UThe che, saMkalpo UThe che, te kyAM dekhAya che? mananA paDadA upara. jema pIksara paDadA upara, TI.vI.nA paDadA upara dekhAya che ne? tema mana paDado che. ApaNA mana upara vicAro dekhAya, vRttio dekhAya tenuM avalokana karavuM. jIva pratikramaNa kare che ane jagatanA jIvo pratye maitrIbhAvanI vAta kare che paNa bIjo nIkaLe che tyAre te moDhuM bagADe che. bhAI ! kaI rIte meLa paDe ? ane A avalokana kare nahi ane kriyA kare, calAve rAkhe tene kahevAya che kriyA jaDa. jo to kharo ! A tuM zuM kare che? A citta zodhana arthe anekavidha kriyAno jJAnIoe upadeza Apyo che. kriyA jaDa eTale zuM? AtmazuddhinuM lakSya na hovAthI citta zodhana karato nathI. ane emane ema kriyAo kare jAya che, tene kahevAya che kriyA jaDa. A kriyAnA sevanathI mArA AtmAmAM keTalI jAgRti AvI? A kriyAo karavAthI mArI keTalI AMtarika zuddhi thaI? huM kaMIka cokkho thayo ? mAro gusso ocho thayo? mAro mijAja ghaTyo ? AvuM kriyA karanAro vicAre. eka bhAI ema kahetA hatA ke "huM gharamAM paga mUkuM to sUnamUna ! na koI bole ke cAle. sAheba ! ApaNo kaDapa evo che." meM kahyuM ke ""haDakAyuM kUtaruM Ave to paNa Ama ja thAya ne, bIjuM zuM thAya? tuM gharamAM jAya ane sUnamUna? tAro chokaro pappA kema cho? ema pUchato tArI pAse AvI na zake?" A jIva maMdiramAM pacIsa vakhata gayo paNa kaDapa na gayo, to A kriyA jaDa. pratikramaNa karyuM paNa pApano bhaya na lAgyo te kriyA jaDa. mahA mahino hoya, kaDakaDatI ThaMDI paDatI hoya, tame tamArA beDarUmamAM ho, savAmaNanuM gAdaluM hoya, kAzmIrI sAla oDhI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 44 pravacana kramAMka - 5, gAthA kramAMka - 4 hoya ane TyUbalAITa hoya, dhImuM dhImuM saMgIta guMjatuM hoya, tamane ghasaghasATa UMgha AvatI hoya, acAnaka khakhaDATa thAya ane moTo bhorIMga nAga chata upara laTakato dekhAya te vakhate ''bhale rahyo'' ema tame kaho ke phaTa daIne UbhA thAva ane AkhI zerIne paNa jagADo ne kaho ne ke amArA gharamAM sApa nIkaLyo, tame Avo, bahAra kADhIe ane sApa evo jabaro hoya ke te kyAMka pesI jAya ane savAra sudhI bahAra na nIkaLe to tame UMgho kharA ? e sApano bhaya lAge che ne ? sApanA bhaya karatAM pApano bhaya vadhAre lAge ene kahevAya che cittanI zuddhi, na lAge to kriyA jaDa. bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM gayA ane bhagavAnanI bhakti karI ane AMkhamAM virahanAM AMsu na AvyAM to kriyA jaDa. roI roI akhiyAM rAtI, nayanA prabhudarzanakI pyAsI. A to bole ja jAya, bole ja jAya, tame gAva, huM nA nathI kaheto paNa haiyuM bhInuM thavuM joIe, virahanI Aga saLagavI joIe. mAro priyatama mane kyAre maLaze ? mArI keTalI zuddhi thaI ? zuddhi thatI nathI tenuM zuM kAraNa? AvI aMtara tapAsa karato nathI ane DhagalAbaMdha kriyA kare che tene jJAnI puruSo kriyA jaDa kahe che. zaMkarAcAryajIe upaniSada upara TIkA lakhI. teo ema mAnatAM hatAM ke 'RRte jJAnAna muktti: / ' brahmajJAna vagara mokSa na thAya, te barAbara paNa brahmajJAna prApta karavA mATe kAMI upAya kharo ? to kahe che ke hA, zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana 'AtmA vAre zrotavyo, mantavyo, nividhyAzitavyo / ' sAheba ! varSothI ame sAMbhaLIe chIe paNa kAMI thayuM nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM? aMtaHkaraNa zuddha nathI, to zravaNa manananI prakriyA mATe aMtaHkaraNa eTale mana zuddha karavuM paDaze. to mana zuddha zenAthI thAya ? niSkAma karmathI, koIpaNa jAtanI bhautika kAmanA vagara, AtmAnA hitArthe jJAnI puruSe kahela Avazyaka kriyA karavI ene kahevAya che niSkAma karma. brAnanI prApti zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana vagara na thAya ane e prakriyA cittazuddhi vagara na thAya. cittazuddhi niSkAma karma vagara na thAya. AvI cittazuddhi thAya che ke nathI thatI tevo aMtarabheda jANyA vagara karma karye jAya che. 'aneka juga vItyA re ene paMthe cAlatAM re jI ? hajuye na Avyo mAragaDAno aMta.' bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatAM aMtarabheda na kAMI.' A to ThIka paNa jaDa evo, dhUnI evo, AgrahI evo, kadAgrahI evo, pUro jJAnI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 45 hoya to barAbara, paNa aMtarabheda nathI, bAhya kriyAmAM rAce che ane pAcho jJAnamArgano niSedha kare che. jJAnanuM zuM kAma che? zAstro vAMcIne zuM karavuM che? graMtha bhaNIne zuM karavuM che? saMtapuruSanI zI jarUra che? sadguru pAse javAnI zI jarUra che? salphAstrathI mAMDIne sapuruSanA caraNamAM samarpaNa thAya e tamAma jJAna prAptinA mArgo che. teno niSedha kare che. A gAthAmAM traNa vAto AvI (1) bAhya kriyAmAM rAce che (2) aMtarabheda nathI ane (3) jJAnamArgano niSedha kare che tene ahIM kriyAjaDa kahyA che. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 6, gAthA kramAMka - 5 pravacana kramAMka - 6 gAthA kramAMka - 5 zuSkajJAnI kone kahevAya? baMdha mokSa che kalpanA, bhAkhe vANI mAMhI varte mohAvezamAM, zuSkajJAnI te AMhI. (5) ' TIkA baMdha mokSa mAtra kalpanA che evAM nizcayavAkya mAtra vANImAM bole che ane tathArUpa dazA thaI nathI, mohanA prabhAvamAM varte che. e ahIM zuSkajJAnI kahyA che. baMdha mokSa mAtra kalpanA che, evAM nizcayanAM vAkya mAtra vANImAM bole che. jIvanamAM koI AMtarika avasthA nathI, jIvanamAM jJAna AtmasAt thayuM nathI. jIvana jJAnathI raMgAyuM nathI, jIvana bhInuM banyuM nathI paNa vANImAM bole che. Ane mAyAzalya kahe che. tattvArthAdhigamamAM eka sUtra che, "niHzanyo vatI' (7/13) vratI-vratavAna kone kahevo? niHzalya eTale jenuM hRdaya zalya (kAMTA) vagaranuM thayuM che te vatI. zalya traNa prakAranA che. (1) mAyA zalya -mAyA-kapaTa e paNa zalya (2) nidAna (niyANa):- bhautika kAmanA e paNa zalya ane (3) mithyAtva:- viparIta mAnyatA e paNa zalya. AvA traNe traNa zalyo jenA aMtaHkaraNamAMthI nIkaLI gayA hoya enuM vrata velIDa eTale mAnya gaNAya. jJAnI puruSa tenA vratane mAnya rAkhaze, svIkAraze, zAstro e vAta svIkAraze. hRdayamAM juduM ne vANImAM juduM, samyapha samajaNa nahi ane vANImAM mAtra bole che, paNa tathArUpa dazA thaI nathI. koIpaNa mANasa potAne karoDapati kahevarAvI zake che paNa karoDapati hovuM e judI vAta che. eka bhAIe eka pustaka lakheluM ke karoDapati kevI rIte thavAya? e pustaka laIne te moTA dhanavAnane tyAM pahoMcyo ne kahyuM ke, "sAheba meM pustaka lakhyuM che ke karoDapati kema thavAya?" "sArI vAta che paNa tame kyAMthI AvyA?'' to kahe "dasa kilomITara cAlIne', "cAlIne kema?" "sAheba, paisA na hatA !" karoDapati kema thavAya te pustaka lakhI zakAya paNa pustaka lakhavAthI karoDapati thavAya e na bane. dazA hovI judI vAta che. ane jJAna hovuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 47 judI vAta che. vANImAM bolavuM judI vAta che tathArUpa dazA thavI judI vAta che. bahu mahattvanI vAta e ke te mohanA prabhAvamAM varte che. "varte mohAvezamAM', mAtra moha nahi paNa mohano Aveza, mAtra kaSAya nahi paNa kaSAyano Aveza, mAtra viSayo nahiM paNa viSayono Aveza, mAtra ahaMkAra nahi paNa ahaMkArano Aveza. Aveza AvatAM guNAkAra thAya che, Aveza AvatAM kSamatA vadhe che, Aveza AvatAM tenI mAtrA ane pramANa vadhe che. je mohanA prabhAvamAM varte che, tene ahIM zuSkajJAnI kahyAM che. A vAta eTalA mATe thAya che ke sauthI pahelAM ApaNe ApaNane oLakhIe. koInI sAme jovA mATe A vAta nathI ane koI kevo che te nirNaya karavA mATe paNa A vAta nathI, vyakti pote potAne jANI le ke potAnI avasthA-dazA-sthiti kevI che? bahu gaMbhIra vAta che. zAMta avasthAmAM, dhIrajathI, ekAgratAthI vAtane samajavA prayatna karajo. be pAtrone samajI laIe, eka che zuSkajJAnI ane bIjA jeone tathArUpa jJAnadazA prApta thaI che tevA jJAnI. bannenI kvaoNliTI judI che. jJAnI zabda bannemAM che. eka zuSkajJAnI ane bIjA, jJAna dazA jeone prApta thaI che tevA anubhavajJAnI. zuSkajJAnI paMDita hoI zake, vidvAna hoI zake, zAstrajJa hoI zake, zAstro kaMThastha karyA hoya, bIjAne kahI zakato hoya, bIjA pAse vAta karI zakato hoya, hajAronI medanIne vANI dvArA prabhAvita karI zakato hoya, te vidvAna hoI zake che ane zuSkajJAnI paNa hoI zake. paMDita hoya ane vidvAna hoya to paNa zuSkajJAnI hoI zake che. jJAnadazA jeone prApta thaI che, teone kahevAya che anubhavajJAnI, be kvaoNliTI judI. cidAnaMdajI mahArAje eka adbhuta vAta karI che, nAnakaDI kaDImAM. mahApuruSo jyAre bolyA che tyAre nAnakaDI lITImAM ja bolyAM che. binajarUrI zabdo vAparyA ja nathI, zabdonI bahu karakasara karI che. jo lau anubhava jJAna ghaTa meM pragaTa bhayo nahi, tau loM mana sthira hota nahi, chIna jima pIparako pAna. veda bhaNyo paNa bheda vinA zaTha pothI pothI jANa. "jyAM sudhI anubhava jJAna ghaTamAM pragaTa thayuM nathI', ghaTa eTale aMtara, ghaTa eTale hRdaya, ghaTa eTale caitanya, ghaTa eTale bhItara. A ghaTanA bhItara bane che, aMtaramAM bane che, caitanyamAM bane che. evI ghaTanA jenAmAM ghaTI che te zarIramAM hoI zake che. paNa ghaTanA zarIramAM banatI nathI, ghaTanA ghaTe che aMdara. to jyAM sudhI AvuM anubhava jJAna ghaTamAM pragaTa thayuM nathI, tyAM sudhI mana sthira thaI zakaze nahi. jagatamAM be vAto cAle che. pahelAM mana sthira karo pachI Atma anubhava thaze. ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 48 pravacana kramAMka - 6, gAthA kramAMka - 5 jJAnI puruSa ema kahe che ke Atma anubhava thaze pachI mana sthira thaze. manane sthira karavA alaga prayatna karavAnI jarUra nathI. pIpaLanuM pAna pavananuM eka jhokuM Ave tyAM hAlatuM thaI jAya tema ApaNe paNa ""namo arihaMtANaM' bolIe ane eka dhakko lAge to namo siddhANaM bolI zakatA nathI. namo arihaMtANa ane namo siddhANaM vacce paNa ATaluM aMtara paDI jAya che. cidAnaMdajI kahe che, "veda bhaNyA, zAstro bhaNyAM, upaniSada bhaNyA AgaLa vadhIne ema kaho ke nava pUrvo paNa bhaNyAM, paNa bhedajJAna nathI, zarIra ane AtmA judo che, jaDa ane cetana judAM che evo anubhava nathI tyAM sudhI pothI jJAna sArthaka thatuM nathI.' bhedajJAna thAya, anubhava thAya te mahattvanI ghaTanA che mATe ziSya kahyuM ke SasthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa, myAna thakI taravAravata, e upakAra amApa. e upakArano badalo prabhu ame kevI rIte vALIzuM? tamArA caraNomAM ratnanA DhagalA mUkIe, IndranuM IndrAsana mUkIe ke tamArA caraNomAM cakravartInI saMpatti mUkIe to paNa gurudeva! tame je ApyuM che teno badalo ame tamane nahi ApI zakIe. tame amane amAro khajAno Apyo che, amAro vaibhava tame amane Apyo che. kuMdakuMdAcAryajI bahu AnaMda ane ullAsamAM AvIne kahe che ke, ame tamane je kahI rahyA chIe te tamArA vaibhava vize kahI rahyA chIe. tame jANo to kharA. saMto game tyAMthI bole che. raNako to e ja Avaze ne? "nizcaya sarva jJAnIno atre AvI samAya', uttara pradezamAM bole ke dakSiNa bhAratamAM bole ke gujarAta ane mahArASTramAM bole, kabIra bole ke mIrAM bole ke AnaMdadhanajI bole. jemane anubhava thayo che, emanI vANI ja adbhuta che temanI vAta ja adbhuta che. nija gharameM hai prabhutA terI." tArI prabhutA tArA gharamAM che. tuM oLakhato kharo ! padmanaMdI AcArya paMcaviMzatinI TIkAmAM ema kahe che ke tatpati prativartana vArtApirizrutA' bhAI AtmA pratye prItiyukta citta vaDe jeNe tenI vArtA paNa sAMbhaLI che te jIva nizca bhavya che. bhagavad gItAmAM kahyuM ke, __ Azcaryavatpazyati kazcidenamAzcaryavadvadati tathaiva cAnyaH / AzcaryavaccainamanyaH zRNoti, zrutvApyenaM veda na caiva kazcit / / (2/29) koI Azcaryavatu tene jue che, koI Azcaryavatu tene varNave che, bIjo koI Azcarya mugdha banI tene sAMbhaLe che, paNa koIka viralA ja teno anubhava kare che, ane jemaNe eno anubhava thayo te AnaMdadhanajIe gAyuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 48 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA anubhava rasameM roga na zokA, lokavAda saba meTA, kevala acala anAdi abAdhita, zivazaMkarakA bheTA. anubhava jene thayo tene AvuM kIrtana thAya, e badalAI jAya, enI AvI avasthA thAya. enI vANI judI, enuM vartana juduM, enuM hRdaya juduM, badhuM badalAI jAya. pArasamaNi loDhAne aDe che to te kSaNe ja loDhuM AkhuM sonuM thaI jAya che. pacAsa TakA thAya, tema nahi, thAya to so TakA. eka vakhata jene anubhava thAya tenI AkhI cetanA badalAI jAya, enuM rUpAMtara thAya. zarIra enuM e rahe paNa e badalAI jAya. mAMhyalo jyAre badalAya tyAre avasthA judI thaI jAya. oLakhI lo, tamAro khajAno judo che, tamArI saMpatti judI che. yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM, "prabhu mero! tuM saba bAte pUro." juo, saMto kevuM bolyA che! A pUro zabda be arthamAM vaparAya che. tuM badhI vAte pUro che. teno artha judo thAya, ahIM te artha nathI. "prabhu mero, tuM saba bAte pUro." tArI pAse zuM ochuM che? vItarAga puruSa pAse je che te tArI pAse che. tuM siddhanA jevo che. tArAmAM anaMta jJAna che, anaMta darzana che, anaMta cAritra che, anaMta vIrya che, anaMta guNo che. astitva, vastutva, dravyatva, pradezatva, prameyatva ne agurulaghutva vigere sAmAnya dharmo che. anaMtajJAna, darzanano bhaMDAra tuM cho. AnaMdathI chalakato tuM cho. te badhI vAte pUro (pUrNa) cho paNa tane khabara nathI. basa, saMtonuM A kAma che. teo khabara ApavA AvyA che. tamAro mAla oLakhAvavA mAM AvyA che, tamAro khajAno tamane batAvaze, Avo adbhuta khajAno tArI pAse che. nija gharame he prabhutA terI, parasaMga nIca kahAo, pratyakSa rIta lakhI tuma aisI, grahIe Apa svabhAvo. AvA svabhAvano jene anubhava thayo che te anubhava jJAnI. zAstro ane jJAnI kahe che. AvI AtmAnI vAta jeNe jANI che, zAstromAM jeNe vAMcI che, buddhino kSayopazama che, smRti tIvra che, zAstro kaMThastha karyA che, anubhava karyo nathI paNa bIjAne kahe che, ene kahevAya che zuSkajJAnI. ene vadhu kahevAnuM mana thAya. anubhava jJAnIne bahu kahevAnuM mana na thAya eTale prasaMga Ave to ja bole. koI mumukSu hoya, jijJAsu hoya to ja vAta kare. zAstro jANavAM, vAMcavAM, bolavA, carcA karavI, vAdavivAda karavo, matamatAMtara UbhAM karavAM, brahmajJAnanI vAto karavI, jagata mithyA che tenI vAta karavI paNa jIvanamAM je jIvato nathI ane sAdhanAno rasa jene nathI tevA paMDitane kahevAya che zuSkajJAnI. TAgorajI bahu jabaro kaTAkSa karatAM hatAM. e ema kahetAM hatAM ke vedAMtIo ane paMDito jyAre bhegA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 5O pravacana kramAMka - 4, gAthA kramAMka - 5 thAya tyAre koI ema kahe ke ame cAra veda moDhe karyA che, koI kaheze ame traNa, koI kaheze ame upaniSada moDhe karyuM che, koI kaheze mahAbhArata moDhe karyuM che, koI kahe ke bhAgavata ame pI gayA chIe, AvA moTA moTA paMDita bhegA thAya ne kalAko sudhI carcA kare, tarka vitarka kare, ane vAda vivAda kare, ane pachI vacamAM koI paMDitanI chIMkaNInI DAbalI khovAI jAya to TAgorajI kahe ke te AkhuM ghara mAthe le che. TAgorajI pUche che, "alyA! AkhuM jagata mithyA ane tArI chIMkaNInI DAbalI mithyA nahIM !' kyA bAta hai! tame derAsaramAM gayA ho, navA cappala paheryA hoya, darzana karatAM karatAM najara to nAkhI ja lyo cho ne? huM to majhAkamAM kahuM chuM ke derAsaramAM jAo ke pravacana sAMbhaLavA jAo tyAre phATelA, jUnAM slIpara ja laIne jajo. aMdara slIparano moha chUTyo nathI to saMsArano moha kema chUTaze? jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI jJAna prApta thAya che, paNa mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thayo nathI. mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thayo na hovAne kAraNe jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI je jJAna prApta thAya tene jJAnIo jJAna kahetAM nathI paNa ajJAna kahe che. abhuta vAta che. IzAvAsya upaniSamAM RSi ema kahe che ke vidyAM vAvidyAM yastatvenomaye saE! avidyayA mRtyu tIA vidyayAmRtamaznute // 11 // jagatamAM be vidyAo che, vidyA ane avidyA. vidyA eTale AtmajJAna ane avidyA eTale vijJAna, vijJAna tamArI bhautika muzkelIo dUra karaze, paNa tamane amRtanI prApti nahi karAve. vidyA prApta thAya eTale tamArA hRdayamAM prema UbharAya, sneha UbharAya, badhAM sAthe maitrI thAya, karuNA UbharAya, tame zANA bano, zAMta bano, svastha bano, tamane samatA prApta thAya. tame udAra bano, sahiSNu bano, tamArAmAM sahAnubhUti Ave, sahakAranI bhAvanA Ave, tame paropakArI bano. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI jJAna prApta thAya tene jJAna kahetAM nathI paNa ajJAna kahevAya che. paramakRpALu deve A vAta AnA karatAM vadhu spaSTa zabdomAM kahI. hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa jIvane jANyo nahi. nava pUrva bhaNyo paNa jIvane jANyo nahi, mULa muddo ja rahI gayo. AkhI jAna muMbaI AvI pachI khabara paDI ke vararAjA amadAvAda rahI gayA che. vara vinAnI jAna zA kAmanI? ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA zA kAmanA? jJAnIne Azcarya thAya che ke AtmasiddhimAM AtmA zabda Avyo, sUyaDAMgamAM AtmA zabda Avyo, to navapUrvamAM koI ThekANe AtmA zabda nahi Avyo hoya? navapUrva je bhaNyo che teNe AtmA zabda nahi jAmyo hoya? nahi For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 51 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA vAMcyo ke nahi sAMbhaLyo hoya? teNe vAMcyo che, jANyo che paNa mANyo nathI, anubhava thayo nathI. AtmA che, brahma che, mAyAthI bhinna che, jagata mithyA che, saMsAra nAzavaMta che, Ama badhI vAta kare paNa bhItara kucha nahi, Ane kahevAya zuSkajJAnI. navapUrNa bhaNyo hoya to paNa ajJAnI kemake teNe AtmAne anubhavyo nathI. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya tenAthI jJAna prApta thAya. tenAthI ucca buddhimattA prApta thAya. tame vaijJAnika bano, DaoNkTara bano, enjiniyara bano, moTA udyogapati bano, AInasTAIna bano, amerikAnA pramukha bano, hiMdustAnanA vaDApradhAna bano paNa jJAnI nahi. jJAnI tyAre banAya ke mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thAya to. bahu abhuta vAta che. jJAna meLavyuM paNa mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thayo nathI. mohanIya karmanA kSayopazamathI aMdaramAM je bodha pragaTa thAya che tene kahevAya che anubhava. sAheba ! yAda rAkhajo ke jJAna bahArathI AvatuM nathI paNa jJAna aMdarathI pragaTa thAya che. "bhItara se AtI hai jJAna kI dhArA." bahArathI nahi. jJAna to AtmAmAMthI Avaze. zarIramAMthI ke IndriyomAMthI nahi Ave, pustakamAMthI nahi Ave. kUvAnuM pANI kUvAnA taLiyAmAMthI Ave che paNa TAMkAmAM pANI bahArathI bharavuM paDe ane TAMku eka lAkha gelanathI chalochala bharyuM hoya paNa jo kokanaLa khullo rahI gayo hoya to TAMku khAlI thaI jAya paNa kUvAmAMthI pANI ulece ja jAva, pANI AvyA ja karaze, kUvo khAlI nahi thAya. A kSayopazama thayA pachI jJAna aMdarathI bahAra UbharAya che, kAraNa jJAna AtmAno svabhAva che, ane jJAna anaMta che, ochuM nathI. jJAnI puruSa pAse anaMta sivAya vAta ja nathI. jJAna paNa anaMta, darzana paNa anaMta, cAritra paNa anaMta ane sukha paNa anaMta. tamArI paribhASAmAM du:kha anaMta, amArI paribhASAmAM sukha anaMta. anaMta eTale khUTe ja nahi. siddha bhagavAna siddha zIlAmAM AnaMda anubhavatAM haze to AnaMda kyAreka to khUTato haze ne? nA. anaMtakALa hovA chatAM teone AnaMda, AnaMdane AnaMda ja che. anaMtakALa bhogavavA chatAM, eka aMza paNa AnaMda ocho na thAya. zAstromAM vividha prakAranI vAto Ave che te samajI laIe. vastutva, astitva, dravyatva, prameyatva, agurulaghutva, pradezatva, ene samajavAnI zailI judI judI che, paripATI judI judI che, eka vAta. bIjI vAta vastu svayaM saMpUrNa che. eka paramANu paNa tenI keTegarImAM saMpUrNa, eka AtmA tenI keTegarImAM saMpUrNa, eka dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya tenI keTegarImAM saMpUrNa, eka nigodamAM rahelo jIva tenI keTegarImAM saMpUrNa che, IzAvAsya upaniSadamAM eka sUtra Ave che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 52 pravacana kramAMka - 6, gAthA kramAMka - 5 OM pUrNamadaH pUrNamidaM pUNAt purNamaducyate / pUrNasya pUrNamAdAya pUrNamevAvaziSyate // A paNa pUrNa che, te paNa pUrNa che. 'tama pUrNa, yamapUrNa' pUrNamAMthI pUrNa kADhI lo to paNa pUrNa. pUrNamAM pUrNa umero to paNa pUrNa pUrNane pUrNathI bhAgo to paNa pUrNa. adbhuta vAta che. A tattva AkhuM pUrNa che. zenA tame duHkhI thAva cho? ane zenAM tame rodaNAM raDo cho? duHkhI thavA jevuM che nahi, rodaNAM raDavA jevuM che nahi. thoDA jADAM kapaDAM paheravA paDe to bhale, lukhkho roTalo khAvA maLe to bhale maLe, nAnA makAnamAM rahevAnuM hoya to bhale, paNa aMdarathI pUrNa puNIyA zrAvakane jevI samAdhi hatI, tene jevI zAMti ane sukha hatuM, te magadhanA samrATa zreNika mahArAjane paNa na hatuM. eka vRkSa nIce Ubhelo muni, jenA zarIra upara lajjA DhAMkavA kapaDuM paNa nathI, UbhAM che, upara AkAza che, nIce dharatI che. unALo che, garamI che, dhagadhagato tApa paDe che, chatAM e muni jevA sukhI che tenA jevuM koI sukhI nathI. cha khaMDanA cakravartIne paNa tevuM sukha nathI. A anubhavanI vAta che. AtmA saMpUrNa che, paripUrNa che tene dravya paNa kahe che. dravya ekaluM nathI, guNa paryAyanI sAthe che. tattvArthAdhigamamAM eka sUtra che. kuparyAyavadravyam dravya ene kahevAya che ke je guNa paryAyathI bharela che. dravya sAthe sahabhAvI dharma te guNa che ane kramabhAvI dharma te paryAya che. dravya nitya che, guNa nitya che ane paryAya anitya che. AtmA satu che tattvArthAdhigama sUtramAM sanI vyAkhyA karI "utpA-vyaya-dhrauvya-yukta sata'' A sat je che te utpAdavyaya ane dhruvathI yukta che. dhruva eTale zAzvata, kAyama, nitya, kyAreya naSTa na thAya tevuM. utpAda eTale utpanna thavuM, vyaya eTale naSTa thavuM. paryAyamAM utpAdvya ya thAya che. dhruvanA (dravyanA) paDakhethI paNa jovAya ane paryAyanA paDakhethI paNa jovAya. utpanna thavuM, nAza pAmavuM ane TakIne badalAvuM "takriAvAvyaye nityam " e TakIne badalAya che. vastu tarapha jovAnI be rIta che. dhruvanA paDakhethI jove evI dRSTine kahevAya che dravyArthikanaya ane paryAyanI dRSTithI jove tene kahevAya che. paryAyArthika naya. jaina darzanamAM be naya che. dravyArthikanaya ane paryAyArthika naya, nizcayanaya ane vyavahAranaya. trikALa avasthAne jovI ene dravyArthika naya kahe che ane vartamAna avasthAne jovI tene paryAyArthika naya kahe che. A vAta eTalA mATe karI ke zuSkajJAnI dhruva taraphathI jove che ane vAta kare che ke AtmA nitya che. AtmA mukta che, AtmA baMdhAyelo nathI, baMdha kalpanA che, mukta kalpanA che. AtmA baMdhAto paNa nathI, AtmA chUTato paNa nathI. AtmA duHkhI thato nathI, AtmA vikAro karato nathI paNa te paryAyanuM paDakhuM bhUlI jAya che. sAthe jovA jevI to vartamAna For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 53 avasthA che. vartamAna avasthAmAM azuddhi jo hoya to, dravya ApyuM AnaMdathI bharela hovA chatAM teno anubhava nahi thAya. AnaMdano anubhava zuddha avasthAmAM thaze. zuSkajJAnI paryAyaavasthA bhUlI jAya che. baMdha mokSa che kalpanA bhAkhevANI mAMhI, vartamohAvezamAM zuSkajJAnIte AMhI." trikALI Atmadravya tarapha najara gaI. nizcaya tarapha najara gaI paNa vyavahAramAM vartamAna tarapha najara jatI nathI. vartamAnamAM je azuddhi che te lakSamAM leto nathI ane tenI zuddhi mATe sAdhanA karato nathI. svacchaMdamAM te jIve che, mohanA AvezamAM varte che, ane potAne jJAnI kahevaDAve che. Ane zuSkajJAnI kahe che. bahu duHkhanI vAta to e che ke baMdha mokSa kalpanA che', vigere nizcayanayanI vAta mAtra vANIthI kare che, paNa varte che mohanA AvezamAM ane mohanA AvezamAM vartato hovAthI tathArUpa avasthA tene prApta thatI nathI. tenA kAraNe te jANe che paNa jIvanamAM jIvato nathI te zuSkajJAnI. ane jIvanamAM jIve che te anubhava jJAnI. koI kavie kahyuM che ke, jANyuM to tenuM bhaluM mohe navi lepAya, sukha duHkha Ave jIvane harSazoka nahi thAya. je mohathI lapAto nathI, mohano lepa jene lAgato nathI teNe jANyuM kahevAya. pUcho kamaLane, kamaLa ema kahe che ke kAdavamAM janma chuM, pANIthI vadhu chuM. ane pANImAM ja rahuM chuM mArA upara seMkaDo gelana pANI paDe che, paNa sAheba ! eka paNa chAMTo mane aDato nathI. jene moha sparza karato nathI enI abhuta avasthA che. cakravartI cha khaMDanI saMpatti khumArIthI choDI de che, kaMI raDatAM nathI, koIe kADhI mUkyAM nathI, gharamAM kaMI prazna thayo nathI. teo to AnaMdathI jAya che, kAraNa jJAnI che. mohathI lepAyelAM nathI. jJAnakaLA ghaTabhAsI jAku jJAna kaLA ghaTa bhAsI, tana dhana neha rahyo nahi vAkuM, khINameM bhayo re udAsI. sUrya haju ugyo nathI. sUryanArAyaNanI savArI AkAzamAM padharAvAnI che, paNa sUryanArAyaNa AvatAM pahelAM aruNodaya thAya che ane aruNodaya thatAM jagatamAMthI aMdhakAra cAlyo jAya che. jJAnarUpI sUrya haju ugyo nathI paNa jJAnanI bhUmikA upara paNa jo Ave to tene tana, dhanano sneha raheto nathI ane kSaNabharamAM udAsI thaI jAya che. udAsI eTale paDela moTuM nahi paNa udAsI eTale mastI, khumArI, AnaMda. A avasthA kema AvI? have ene barAbara samajAyuM, bhAna thayuM, daDha thayuM, nizcita thayuM. UMghamAM pUcho ke jAgatAM pUcho ke hAthamAM talavAra laIne pUcho, tene nizcaya thaI gayo che ke huM avinAzI chuM ane jagatanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 6, gAthA kramAMka - 5 tamAma bhAvo vinAzI che. huM avinAzI bhAva jagata ke nizcaya sabahI vinAzI, jagatanA badhA bhAvo vinAzI ane A pudgala game teTaluM suMdara, rUpALu ane sohAmaNuM hoya to paNa vinAzI eTale mIrAMe kahyuM ke, "mukhaDA kyA dekhe darpanameM have zuM moTuM joyA karavuM? hADa jale jese lakaDekI maulI, bAla jale jaise ghAsakI polI, (kabIrajI) jJAnIoe kahevAmAM kaMI bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. "khIlyAM je phulaDAM Aje, jarUra te kAla karamAze." Aso suda pUrNimA AvI, AkAzamAM cAMdo khIlyo ane pachI pAchuM ghora aMdhAruM. to cAra divasanA cAMdaraDAnI AvI mamatA zA mATe." "huM avinAzI bhAva jagatake, nizcaya sabahIvinAzI, aisI dhAra dhAraNA gurugama, anubhava mAraga pAsI jAkuM jJAnakaLA ghaTa bhAsI." Ane kahevAya che jJAnI, je jANe paNa che ane jIvanamAM utAre paNa che, jIvanamAM jIve che, paNa mohanA AvezamAM Avato nathI. te mohanA AvezamAM vartato nathI paNa samatAmAM varte che, dhyAnamAM varte che. te premamAM varte che. te tapamAM varte che. te vairAgyamAM varte che. e asaMga dazAmAM varte che. te viSayothI para varte che. kaSAyothI para varte che. e upazamanA sAgaramAM jhIle che. parathI mukta banI, potAnA svabhAvamAM varte che. jJAnInI AMtarika avasthAnuM varNana nahIM thaI zake temanI anubhava dazA varNavI nahIM zakAya. jinhI pAyotinihi chipAyA, na kahe kolake kAnameM, tAlI lAgI jaba anubhava kI, taba jAne kou sAnameM, hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM. AvI aMtaraMga avasthA che. jJAnInI alaukika avasthA che. muMbaI pAyadhUnI upara revAzaMkara jagajIvanadAsanI peDhI upara karoDo rUpiyAno hIrA mANekano vepAra thato hoya chatAM jJAnI hoya. te jJAnInI zuM khabara paDe ? jJAnIne oLakhavo, pArakhavo, jANavo muzkela che. ene samajavo paNa muzkela che. tamArI phUTapaTTI laI jJAnIne mApavA ane samajavA na nIkaLazo. nahIM oLakhI zakAya. tame tene oLakhazo kaI rIte ? temanI aMtaraMga dazA alaukika che. jenAthI jJAnI oLakhI zakAya tevA daza lakSaNo koI AcArya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bhagavaMte A zlokamAM varNavyA che. akrodhavairAgyajitendriyatvaM, kSamAdayAsarvajanapriyatvam / nirlobhadAtA bhayazokahartA, jJAnaM pratilAbhaM ca daza lakSaNAni // (1) jJAnI to te che jenI akrodha avasthA che. krodha nahi paNa akrodha. krodha eTale tiraskAra, napharata, dhRNA, aNagamo, Avega, Aveza. jenAmAM krodha nathI, Imozana nathI, Aveza ke aNagamo nathI, dhRNA nathI koInA pratye napharata nathI, paNa jenA aMtaramAM premano sAgara chalake che, tene kahevAya che jJAnI. IzAvAsya upaniSadamAM ziSya prazna pUchyo che, prabhu ! Izvarano sAkSAtkAra thAya to zuM khabara paDe?" gurue kahyuM, "khabara nahi paDe, paNa eka lakSaNa che, "tato na viSNugupta' jene IzvaranA darzana thayA che, te dharatI upara jagatamAM koInI paNa dhRNA, tiraskAra karato nathI. eka vakhata majhAnI vAta thaI, Isu krAIsTa pAchA AvyA ane amerikA gayA. amerikAnA pramukhane maLyA, ne temane kahyuM ke "huM Isu krAIsTa chuM, tamo je mAgo te ApIza." amerikAnA pramukhe kahyuM "A jagatanA nakazAmAMthI raziyA nAbUda thaI jAya tema karo." "sAruM kahI' pachI teo raziyA gayA tyAre sTAlIna hato. temane paNa kahyuM ke "kaMIka mAgo.' te kahe "ame nathI mAnatA ke Apa krAIsTa cho paNa tame kaho ja cho ne ApavA taiyAra cho to amArI mAgaNI che ke jagatanA nakazAmAMthI amerikA nAbUda thaI jAya." pachI pharatAM pharatAM briTanamAM AvyAM tyAM paNa mAMgavAnI vAta karI. briTIzaro bahu DAhyA hoya che. teo kahe ke, "tame kyAM kyAM jaI AvyAM ne teoe zuM mAMgyuM? temaNe kahyuM "raziyA jaI Avyo, temaNe amerikA nAbUda karavAnuM kahyuM ke, amerikA jaI Avyo. temaNe raziyA nAbUda karavAnuM kahyuM.' briTizaro kahe, "sAheba ! amAre kaMI mAMgavuM nathI e bannee je mAgyuM che tenI mAMgaNI pUrI thaI jAya." A dhRNA. eka bIjAnuM astitva sahana na karI zakAya tevI avasthAne kahevAya che dhRNA ane dhRNA jenA pratye hoya te sAmethI cAlyo Avato hoya to rasto badalI nAkhe. sAthevALA bhAIne kaheze "mAre emanuM moDhuM jovuM na paDe.' prANI mAtra pratye jenA aMtaramAM prema che te jJAnI. (2) vairAgya-jagatanA badhA padArtho anitya che, nAzavaMta ane kSaNabhaMgura che, evI samajaNa AvatAM emanA pratyenI Asakti chUTI javI tene kahevAya che vairAgya, vArevAre bolyA na karazo ke "jagata nAzavaMta che, saMsAra asAra che, saMsAramAM koI koInuM nathI, ekalA AvyA chIe, ekalA javAnuM che." AvA marasiyA na gAzo. tenA karatAM Asakti kADhI nAkho. Asakti rAkhavI che ane marasiyA gAvA che. are ! vairAgI to mastIthI jIve. vairAgya kaMTALo thoDo che! vairAgya to AnaMda che. choDa upara gulAbanuM phUla khIlyuM che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 5 pravacana kramAMka - 6, gAthA kramAMka - 5 khIlyuM che paNa kAle karamAI javAnuM che. khIlyuM che tene paNa juo ane kAle karamAI javAnuM che tene paNa juo ane bannene jotAM jo AvaDaze to Asakti nahIM thAya. phUlanI TIkA paNa na karo ane phUlanA vakhANa paNa na karo. Asakti na karo ane aNagamo paNa na karo. (3) jene Indriyo para potAno saMyama che tene kahevAya che jitendriya. eka bhAI AvyA hatA. meM pUchyuM 'zuM thayuM che ?' 'sAheba ! vadhAre khavAI gayuM, zvAsa nathI levAto, be kalAke ThekANuM paDaze' 'mohanathALa kokano hato, peTa to tAruM hatuM ne ? tAre nAkhatAM vicAra to karavo hato ne ?' jIbha upara ATalo paNa kAbU rAkhI zakato nathI te jIva sAdhanA kevI rIte karaze? (4) kSamA H koIe aparAdha karyo hoya to kSamA ApavI te jJAnInuM lakSaNa che. kSamA e jJAnInuM AbhUSaNa che, kSamA e mokSano bhavya daravAjo che. khAmi savva jIve, savve jIvA khamaMtu me miti me savvabhUasuveraM majja na keNai / jJAnI puruSoe savAra-sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM, caudaze, comAsI caudaze ane saMvatsarI pratikramaNamAM A gAthA bolI sarva jIvonI sAthe kSamA mAgavAnuM kahyuM che. (5) dayA : ''dravya thakI duHkhIyAnI je dayA dharma hINAnI re bhAva'' roga, bhUkha, tarasa vagere bhautika duHkhothI pIDAtA du:khI jIvone joI temanA duHkho dUra karavAnI icchA te dravya dayA, hiMsAdi pApo karatAM, rAgadveSa vagere doSothI bharelA dharma rahita jIvone temAMthI mukta karavAnI je icchA te bhAva dayA. e jJAnInuM pAMcamuM lakSaNa che. (6) sarvajana priyatvam jJAnI badhAne vhAlo lAge che, e madhuratAthI bharelo che temAM kaDavAza nathI. temAM kaThoratA, kaTutA ke napharata nathI, enAmAM aNagamo nathI. ke (7) nirlobha-jenAmAM koI lobha nathI. lobha ane jJAna banne sAthe na rahI zake. (8) dAtA H tenI pAse je kAMI hoya te ApavA tatpara hoya. (9-10) bhayazokahartA H bhaya ane zokamAMthI mukta hoya. bhagavad gItAnI zarUAtamAM zrIkRSNe arjunane kahyuM ke azocyAnanvazaucastvaM prajJAvAdAMzca bhASase (2/11) jeno zoka karavA jevo nathI teno tuM zoka kare che, ane DAhI DAhI vAto kare che ? jJAna game teTaluM hoya paNa zoka kare te zuSkajJAnI. zuSkajJAna Atmasiddhino zabda che. ane prajJAvAda bhagavad gItAno zabda che. AvA dasa lakSaNo jenAmAM dekhAya tene ame jJAnI kahIe chIe. A dasa lakSaNo jenAmAM nathI te paMDita che, te zuSkajJAnI che. chellI vAta : yazovijayajI mahArAje jJAnasAramAM eka majhAnI gAthA ApI che For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA ___ majjatyajJa: kilAjJAne, viSTAyAmiva zUkaraH / jJAnI nimnati jJAne, maphata mAnase | (5/1). emaNe emanI vAta karavA mATe be pAtro pasaMda karyA. eka to bhUMDa, bIju pAtra haMsa. ema kahevuM che ke jema bhUMDa viSTAmAM, gaMdakImAM, malinatAmAM, gaTaromAM DUbe che tema ajJAnI saMsAranA padArthomAM gaLADUba DUbe che. saMsAranI mAyAne ajJAna kahyuM che. saMsAra mATe bIjo zabda ajJAna. ane ajJAna mATe bIjo zabda mAyA. mAyA mATe bIjo zabda saMsAranA bhogo. jema bhUMDa viSTAmAM majjati-DUbe che, tema saMsAranA bhogomAM DUbelo hoya tene ajJAnI kahevAya ane chatAM vAta kare jJAnanI, tene kahevAya che zuSkajJAnI ane bIjuM pAtra haMsa. haMsa badhe jovA maLatAM nathI. te mAnasarovaramAM rahe che ane sAcA motIno cAro care che. e bIjuM khAtA nathI. "mAnasarovaranAM motI re, cUge nita haMsalAjI re." kavie sarasa vAta karI ke mAna sarovaranA haMsalA mAnasarovaramAM rahe ane sAcA motIno ja cAro care. bhUMDa viSTAmAM rahe ane haMsa mAnasarovaramAM rahe, tema ajJAnI bhogomAM DUbe ane jJAnI potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM rame. AtmasvarUpamAM DUbelo hoya tene kahevAya che anubhavI, jJAnI. kriyADa e jaDa che, e bAhyakriyAmAM rAce che, e enI dhUnamAM che, e kare jAya che, tene aMtarabheda nathI, tenA mATe prazna paNa nathI, kAraNa ke te jaDa che. kyAreka kyAreka te jJAnamArgano niSedha paNa kare che. te paMDita nathI, te vidvAna nathI, bahu zAstro vAMcyA nathI ane zAstro vAMcavAno tene rasa paNa nathI. Avo zAstra vAMcavA bese to enI sevAmAM cAra jaNA hAjara thAya. pahelAM bagAsuM hAjara thAya, pachI bIjA naMbare jhoku, trIjA naMbare kaMTALo ane cothA naMbare nidrA ! bahu vAMcyuM, keTaluM vAMcavAnuM? A cArecAra tenI sevAmAM hAjara. bahu zAstro vAMcyA nathI, rajuAta karavAnI kaLA nathI, e bIjA mATe bahu jokhamarUpa nathI. Avo kriyAjaDa bIjAne AdhyAtmika nukasAna pahoMcADI zake tema nathI, bIjAne unmArge te caDAvI zake tema nathI, koIne khoTe raste dorI zake tema nathI, kAraNa ke tenI pAse zAstronuM jJAna nathI, paNa sauthI vadhAre jokhama to zuSkajJAnInuM che. te potAne to nukasAna pahoMcADe che paNa sAthe bIjA hajAro lokone jokhama pahoMcADI zake che. te hajAronuM ahita karI zakaze kAraNa ke teNe zAstro paNa vAMcyA che, vidvAna paNa che, paMDita paNa che, zAstrono vistAra paNa karI zake che, bolavAnI kaLA paNa che, vAta karI zake tema che, pote ajJAnI che chatAM paNa pote paMDita che, evI kalpanAthI vAta paNa kare che. mohanA AvezamAM rahe che, ahaMkArathI unmatta paNa che, lokasaMjJA paNa che, mAnapratiSThA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 58 pravacana kramAMka - 6, gAthA kramAMka - 5 paNa joIe che, temAM aTavAya che. daMbha, ADaMbara karI zake tema che. lokeSaNAmAM jIve che. ene rAganI mIThAza che ane svacchaMdamAM jIve che. tene jJAnAvaraNIya karmano pracaMDa kSayopazama che, paNa mohanIya karmano kSayopazama nathI. loko tene jJAnI kahe che ane te potAne jJAnI manAve che. AvA loko judA judA mato UbhA kare che. judA judA vADA UbhA kare che. zuSkajJAnInuM A kAma che. kriyAjaDa oLakhI zakAze paNa zuSkajJAnI oLakhavA muzkela che. e dhyAnanI vAta karaze, e jJAnanI vAta karaze, e AtmAnI vAta karaze, AtmA ajara che, amara che, tenI vAta karaze, ane baMdha mokSa che kalpanA', AtmA baMdhAto nathI, baMdhANo hoya to mukta thavAnuM hoya ne? mukta ja che. paraMpAriNAmika bhAvathI e mukta che. tene mokSa kyAM meLavavo che? e to mokSamAM che. te kalpanA kare che ke huM brahma, tuM brahma, sarva jagata brahma ane aMdaramAM mAyA bharI hoya Ane kahevAya che zuSkajJAnI, Avo zuSkajJAnI bahu jokhamI che. be vAto karI, zuSkajJAnI ane kriyAjaDa. pAMca gAthAo pUrI thaI gaI. pharI jyAre maLIzuM tyAre AgaLanI gAthA vicArIzuM. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 59 pravacana kramAMka - 7 gAthA kramAMka - 6 vairAgyAdi saphaLa kyAre thAya ? vairAgyAdi saphaLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna, temaja AtmajJAnanI, prApti taNAM nidAna. (6) TIkAH vairAgyatyAgAdi jo sAthe AtmajJAna hoya to saphaLa che, arthAt mokSanI prAptinA hetu che, ane jyAM AtmajJAna na hoya tyAM paNa jo te AtmajJAnane arthe karavAmAM AvatA hoya, to te AtmajJAnanI prAptinA hetu che. (6) A pravacano ke vyAkhyAna nathI, paNa gaMbhIra ane aTala sAgaramAM DUbakI mAravAnI che. A DUbakI saue sAthe ja mAravI paDaze ane e mATe ApaNI pAse zAMta ane svastha mana joIze, dhIraja joIze, jAgRti joIze, tIkSNa prajJA joIze ane UMDI samajaNa mATe kSamatA paNa joIze. sAmAnya rIte kathA vArtA ane sAmAnya sAdhanAnI vAta karatAM kaMIka judI ja vAta, abhuta vAta, apUrva vAta, paramakRpALu deve karI che. gAthA 42 mAM "upaje te suvicAraNA' A kaDI Ave che. tyAM sudhInI 42 gAthAo jo barAbara samajAI jAya to AgaLanI 100gAthAo samajavAmAM sugamatA thaze. tamAma marmo, tamAma gUDha rahasyo A 42 gAthAmAM che. A pAyo che. AmAM suvicAraNA che. tattva vicAraNA che, dravya guNa paryAyanI vicAraNA che, adhyAtmika vicAraNA che ane jIvananA UMDA rahasyonI vicAraNA che. bIjI vAta samagra sAdhanAnI prakriyAo A 42 gAthAmAM che, te barAbara samajAI jAya to sAdhanA kaI ane kevI rIte karavI e koIne paNa ApaNe pUchavuM nahi paDe. evI adbhuta vyavasthA A gAthAomAM che ane gaMbhIra rahasyo paNa che. sAdhanAno niSkarSa AmAM che ane adhyAtma zAstranA tamAma siddhAMto A 142 gAthAomAM samAI jAya che. carcAno prAraMbha karatAM pahelAM eka cetavaNI paramakRpALu deve 22mI gAthAmAM ApI che. e gAthAne pahelAM joIe chIe, kemake tenAthI ApaNI bhUmikA pahelA taiyAra thaze. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ SO pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 emAM zAstra samajavA mATe eka UMDI adbhuta cAvI che. A tattvavicAra, A pAramArthika vicAra, A AdhyAtmika satyo koNa pAmI zakaze? koNa samajI zakaze? koNa lakSa karI zakaze? tenI spaSTatA paNa A gALAmAM karelI che. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM be mahattvanA pAtro che. eka pAtra mumukSu ane eka pAtra matArthI. hoya mumukSa jIva te, samaje eha vicAra, hoya matArthI jIva te, avaLo le nirdhAra. A gAthAmAM bahu vedanA che ane spaSTatA paNa che. jJAnI puruSoe, vItarAga puruSoe je kaMI kahyuM che ane kaheze te koNa samajI zakaze? koNa lakSamAM leze? e samajavA mATe tIkSNa buddhi joIze. mAtra tIkSNa buddhi ja nahIM, aMtaranI avasthA paNa joIze.aMtaranI te avasthAne kahevAya che mumukSutA. e aMdaranI avasthA che, cetanAnI ghaTanA che, parivartanano saMketa che. ApaNuM jIvana ahIMthI badalAya che. ghaTanA ghaTe che ane eka avasthA prApta thAya che. mumukSatA eTale mAtra vairAgya nahi, mumukSutA eTale mAtra mokSanI abhilASA nahi, mumukSutA eTale mAtra saMsArano kaMTALo nahi, mumukSutA eTale mAtra nirveda nahi paNa mumukSutA e aMdaranI cetanAnI eka adbhuta avasthA che, je avasthAmAM AdhyAtmika satya samajAya, je avasthAmAM paramArtha samajAya, je avasthAmAM yathArtha sAdhanA thAya, sakhya ArAdhanA thAya. mumukSunI sAme matArthI jIva che. matArthI adhArmika nathI, matArthI nAstika nathI, matArthI dhArmika paNa hoI zake ane karmakAMDa paNa karI zake che, zAstrajJa paNa hoI zake che, sAdhu paNa hoI zake che, AcArya paNa hoI zake che. aneka zAstrono jJAtA paNa hoI zake che, hajAro ziSyono guru paNa hoI zake che. Avo hovA chatAM te matArthI hoI zake che. matArthInuM eka ja lakSaNa, satyane satya samajavAne badale, satyane yathArtha samajavAne badale, avaLuM samaje che, avaLo nirNaya kare che. nirNaya kare che paNa avaLo nirNaya kare che. tenI bhUla avaLuM samajavAnI che. yathArtha samajaNamAM ApaNane jo koIpaNa avarodha Avato hoya to ApaNI buddhi ochI che tema nahi, paNa matArthIpaNuM che. matano je arthI che, matano je upAsaka che, matamAM potAnI mAnyatAmAM je aTavAyela che, teno ja AgrahI che, eno je kadAgrahI che, eno ja durAgrahI che te satyane samajato nathI ane ghaNI vakhata satya tenI sAme spaSTa thAya che, paNa matArthI avasthA hovAnA kAraNe e satyano svIkAra karI zakato nathI. satya jANuM nathI ke satya sAMbhaLyuM nathI tema nahIM paNa matArthI hovAnA kAraNe ene satyano svIkAra nathI. - sAdhaka jIvanuM vibhAjana be vibhAgamAM karavAmAM AvyuM. eka matArthI ane eka mumukSu. A baMne pAtro upara kAma thaI zake che, paNa matArthI pAtra upara kAma thavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 1 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA sAdhaka jIva che te sAdhanA kare che, tema matArthI paNa sAdhanA kare che. te sAdhanA karato nathI tema nahi, gurune paNa mAne che, dharmane paNa mAne che, zAstrane paNa mAne che, sAdhanAno svIkAra paNa kare che, dhyAnano svIkAra paNa kare che, paNa teno nirdhAra avaLo hoya che. anaMtakALa A jIve je kADhyo te emane ema kADhyo nathI. mArga maLyo nathI tema nathI. jJAnI puruSa nathI maLyAM tema nathI, paNa jyAre jyAre jJAnI puruSa maLyA che tyAre tyAre teno nirdhAra avaLo hato. nirdhAra eTale nizcaya, svIkAra. nirdhAra eTale manamAM jenI svIkRti karI che te. te savaLI paNa hoI zake ane avaLI paNa hoI zake. savaLI hoya to mArga badalAya. avaLI hoya to judA mArga para jAya, mATe mahApuruSoe kahyuM che ke jJAnI puruSo mumukSu para kAma karaze. saMguru maLe bahu AnaMdanI vAta, sapuruSa maLe ghaNAM saubhAgyanI vAta, paNa saguru maLyA pachI ApaNAM potAnAmAM kAma thaI zake ane teo ApaNA upara kAma karI zake evI bhUmikA sAdhake pUrI pADavAnI che. varasAda Avaze paNa khetara taiyAra na hoya to, kheDUta karaze zuM? tema sadguru maLaze paNa mumukSu taiyAra na hoya to sAdhanA thaze kevI rIte? jIve A bhUla karI che. mumukSutAnuM khetara teNe taiyAra karyuM nathI. matArthI ane mumukSu e banne judI judI avasthAmAM che. matArthI paNa sAdhanA kare che, e tapa kare che. e paNa vrata ane anuSThAna kare che, e paNa karmakAMDa kare che ane zAstro paNa vAMce che. e paNa siddhAMto ane tattvanI vAta kare che, e paNa jJAnanI vAto kare che, e paNa AtmAnI ane paramAtmAnI vAta kare che. ATaluM badhuM thatuM hovA chatAM teno nirdhAra avaLo che. mATe paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke, . hoya mumukSa jIvate, samaje eha vicAra. 43mI gAthAthI guru ziSyanA saMvAdathI e vicAra, tattva vicAra raju karavAnA chIe. e amAro vicAra hajAro loko sAMbhaLaze paNa matArthI grahaNa nahi kare. mumukSu ja grahaNa karaze. A suvicArano prAraMbha thAya ane matArthIpaNuM TaLI, mumukSupaNuM Ave to aMdaranI avasthA badalAI jaze mATe "hoya mumukSu jIva te, samaje eha vicAra', A vicAra mumukSu jIva prApta karaze. pharI pUcho ke buddhi joIze? bhale buddhi rahI. tIkSNa buddhi joIze? bhale tIkSNa buddhi rahI, paNa samajavA mATe AMtarika avasthA joIze ane AMtarika avasthA mATe mumukSatA joIe tema kahe che. hoya matArthI jIva te avaLo le nirdhAra." A naDe che ane evuM naDe che ke je satya jANe che te khoTuM jANe che, mithyA jANe che. mArthI jIva viparIta jANe che ane nirdhAra kare che. muzkelI tyAM naDe che ke khoTuM jANe che ane prANa jAya to bhale jAya paNa mArI vAta nahi choDuM, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 62 pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 tyAM satpuruSa niSphaLa jAya, kAraNa ke matArthI che. tene satyanI bahu ciMtA nathI, ene mokSanI bahu ciMtA nathI. tene sauthI vadhAre ciMtA potAnA matanI che. te satyane gauNa kare che ane potAnA matane mukhya banAve che. e satyano svIkAra karI zakato nathI. satya tenI pAse AvyuM nathI tema nathI paNa je je vakhate satya kahenArA maLyA te te vakhate A matane mukhya mAnato hato, e matArthI hato. artha eTale prayojana, lakSa, hetu. ene matano hetu che, matanuM lakSa che, ene matanuM prayojana che. potAno mata siddha karavo che. e jJAnI puruSa pAse paNa jIbhAjoDI karaze ane ema kaheze ke jJAnI puruSanA caraNamAM ame samajavA beThA chIe, paNa e samajavA beTho nathI, paNa pote je mAne che te samajAvavA beTho che ane jo sAmeno mAnI le to kaheze mANasa samaju che ane jo e na mAne to kaheze ke aNasamaju che. samaja ane aNasamaja sAmI vyaktimAM nathI paNa samaja ane aNasamaja potAmAM che. ' matArthI sAdhanAne paNa mAne che, prakriyAne paNa mAne che, sAdhano paNa jANe che, zAstrone paNa jANe che ane je kaMI jANe che te viparIta jANe che. matArthI je deva nathI tene deva mAne che, je guru nathI tene guru mAne che ane je zAstra nathI tene zAstra mAne che. je sAdhana nathI tene sAdhana mAne che. je sAdhanA nathI tene sAdhanA mAne che. mAne che tema nahi paNa huM je kahuM chuM te ja barAbara che, tevo teno Agraha che. eka bahu UMDI vAta te e ke te vyavahArathI vItarAga paramAtmAnAM mArgamAM, zAsanamAM paNa hoI zake ane moTo sAdhaka paNa hoI zake. jJAnI puruSo ema kahe che ke tame vyavahArathI vItarAga paramAtmAnA mArgamAM hovA chatAM matArthI hoI zako cho, mATe matArthIno sIdho artha jo karavo hoya to jenAmAM mithyAtva jIvaMta che, mithyAtvanI sattA che ene kahevAya matArthI. jenAmAM darzanamohanuM sAmrAjya che tene kahevAya che matArthI. jema madirApAna karyuM hoya ane ghenamAM hoya, tame tene game te vAta karo, te samajaze nahi, tema mithyAtvanAM ghenamAM matArthI AdhyAtmika vAta, satya vAta samaje nahi ane tethI badhuM avaLuM le che. bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse AvatAM pahelAM ane thoDAka kalAko pahelAM gautama gaNadhara IndrabhUti mithyAtvI hatAM, yajJa maMDapamAM beThA hatA, 500 ziSyo hatAM, maMtrono uccAra karatAM hatAM. AkhA bhAratanA sauthI moTA vidvAna hatA. yajJa jevuM mahattvanuM kAma karatAM hatAM chatAM te vakhate temano nirdhAra avaLo hato ane matArthIpaNuM hatuM. teo bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse AvyA, haju maLyAM nathI paNa jotAnI sAthe ja bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che, "IndrabhUti ! bhale AvyA.' e zabdamAM AmaMtraNa hatuM, AhvAna hatuM ane pachI kahe che ke tamane je guMcavADo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 63 thAya che, temAM kAraNa zAstranA zabdo che. te zAstranA zabdonA artha tamane besADatAM AvaDatA. nathI mATe guMcavADo thAya che. A IndrabhUti bhAratanA te vakhatanA sauthI zreSTha vidvAna, seMkaDo ziSyonA guru, hajAro paMDito temanA caraNomAM besatAM hatAM, paNa emane AtmA viSe zaMkA hatI ke AtmA che ke nahi? ane majhAnI vAta, AtmA che ke nahi te zaMkA thaI te mAtra vedamAM AvelAM sUtrane kAraNe thaI, ema kahevA karatAM temano avaLo nirdhAra hato mATe thaI. eka vakhata jIva savaLo thaI jAya to parivartana thatAM vAra nahi lAge, samyagadarzana thatAM vAra nahi lAge, vItarAga avasthA prApta thatAM vAra nahi lAge. A jIva avaLo che, mATe matArthI che, e matArthI che tenA kAraNe parivartananI ghaTanA ghaTatI nathI. tame roja gAva cho ke "anaMtakALathI AthaDayo vinA bhAna bhagavAna" paNa pUcho to kharA, zA mATe AthaDyo? banyuM zuM? ghaTanA zuM ghaTI ? ""le avaLo nirdhAra.'' tame badhAM paramakRpALu devanA upAsaka cho paNa tamAro nirdhAra kevo che te mane khabara nathI, paramakRpALu devane paNa tame tamAro mata banAvI zako cho ane e bAbatamAM tame satyathI dUra rahI zako cho, tame mata na banAvazo. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM ke mata sAthe amane koI nisbata nathI. amane to sata sAthe nisbata che. ame je dharatI upara AvyA chIe te satya kahevA mATe AvyA chIe, mata sthApita karavA mATe AvyA nathI. amArA nAmathI mata Ubho karazo paNa nahi. koIpaNa mahApuruSa pAchaLa mata Ubho karyA sivAya ApaNane cena paDatuM nathI. ApaNI pAse ApaNA matanA bIbA taiyAra che. jJAnI puruSa AvyA nathI ke ApaNA matanAM bIbAmAM DhALyA nathI ane pachI vAta karIe chIe ke ame satya kahIe chIe ane satya samajIe chIe. mahAvIra bhagavAna emane maLyA tyAre IndrabhUtimAM TarniMga poInTa parivartana biMdu AvyuM. Avo TarnIMga poInTa jIvamAM Ave paNa jIvane potAno nirdhAra savaLo karavo paDe. sapuruSo kahe che, amArA be kAma che paheluM kAma matArthIne mumukSu banAvavo. puruSa maLyA pachI tame zuM karazo? be hAtha joDI tame besI rahezo, pravacana sAMbhaLazo. DolavA lAgazo, AnaMda Avaze, bahu sAruM bole che tevuM tamAruM pramANapatra Apazo? sarasa kahe che evuM pramANapatra ApIne kahezo ke e to amane khabara hatI, e to ame jANatAM hatAM, paNa navuM kaMI nathI, emane sAruM kahetAM AvaDe che. thayuM? sadgurune cUkyA ! emanI sAthe, emanI cetanA sAthe tamAre saMbaMdha nathI. bIjuM kAma mumukSune samyagudRSTi banAvavA, samyagdaSTine vItarAga banAvavA. vItarAga banazo tame, samyagadaSTibanazo tame, puruSArtha karazo tame, mahenata karazo tame, pracaMDa puruSArtha paNa tame ja karazo. paNa satpuruSa te vakhate hAjara haze, emanI hAjarIthI kAma thAya che. sUrya ema nathI kaheto ke tame daravAjA ughADo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 64 pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 ane beThA thAva. sUrya AkAzamAM Ave che ane tame beThA thAva cho. phUla nathI kahetuM ke tame Avo paNa phUlanI sugaMdha Ave che ane tame tenI pAse jAva cho. nadI nathI kahetI ke tame mArI pAse Avo, paNa tame tarasyA thAva cho ane nadI pAse jAo cho. - satpuruSa samyagdaSTi banAvIne vItarAga puruSa banAvavAnuM kAma kare che. mohathI mukta banAvavAnuM, ajJAnathI mukta banAvavAnuM kAma satpuruSa kare che. jJAnI puruSane jagatanAM jIvo sAthe koI vyaktigata saMbaMdha nathI. teo virakta che. sabaMdha hoya to aMze rAga thAya, mamatva thAya. jJAnI puruSanI AjubAjumAM hajAro mANaso hoya to paNa temane saMbaMdha nathI ane saMbaMdha jo bAMdhe to matArthIne mumukSu banAvavA ane mumukSune samyagdaSTi banAvavA ane samyagdaSTine vItarAga banAvavA bAMdhe che. A emanuM abhiyAna che. ghaDataranuM kAma temane karavAnuM che. tamArI prazaMsA prApta thAya ke vakhANa prApta thAya ane tame mAna, moTAI ke pratiSThA Apo te poSavA mATe satpuruSo tamArI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhatAM nathI ane chellI vAta, tamArI koI paNa bhautika icchA pUrI karavA puruSo saMbaMdha rAkhatAM nathI. ApaNI ghaNI badhI mAgaNIo che, ApaNe to mAgatA ja AvyA chIe. eka arthamAM ApaNe mAMgaNa ja chIe, bhagavAna pAse mAMgIe, sadguru pAse mAMgIe. sapuruSa kahe che ke jo vItarAgatA prApta karavI hoya to ja amArI pAse Avajo. 22 mI gAthA vacamAM che AgaLa je vAta karavAnI che tene mATe paNa cetavaNI tyAM Apaze ane have je vAta karavAnI che tenI cetavaNI paNa tyAM Apaze. hoya mumukSu jIva te, samaje eha vicAra, hoya matArthI jIva te avaLo le nirdhAra | 22 .. "je mokSArthI jIva hoya jenuM prayojana mokSa che, mukti che, jenuM prayojana ajJAnamAMthI mukta thavAnuM che evo jIva e vinaya Adi mArgano vicAra karaze. AgaLa gAthA che. je sadguru upadezathI, pAmyo kevaLajJAna, guru rahyA chadmastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna. A vinayanI TocanI vAta thaI gaI. jemane kevaLajJAnanI avasthA prApta thaI gaI hoya, paripUrNa avasthA prApta thaI gaI hoya ane AkhI cetanA pUrepUrI khIlI gaI hoya, jeo kRtakRtya banyA hoya, jemane kaMIpaNa karavAnuM bAkI rahetuM na hoya ane jemaNe badhuM ja karI lIdhuM hoya, jeo mohathI mukta banyA hoya, ajJAnathI mukta banyA hoya evA vitarAga sarvajJa bhagavAna (ziSya) chaba0 guruno vinaya kare che. koI koI vakhata evI ghaTanA ghaTe ke ziSya sarvajJa bane ane guru chadmastha hoya ! AvI ghaTanA A dharatI upara ghaTI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 65 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA che. ziSya AgaLa jaI zake, tene AgaLa javAno pratibaMdha nathI. jainadarzanamAM to je puruSArtha karaze te AgaLa ne AgaLa jaze. guruchadhastha rahyA che. eka vAta jyAM sudhI temane khabara na paDe tyAM sudhI bhagavAna (ziSya) vinaya kare. temane have vinaya karavAnI koI jarUra nathI. teo kRtakRtya thayA che. teo tamAma vyavasthA-AcArasaMhitA ane karmakAMDanI bahAra che. tamAma sImAo ane maryAdAnI bahAra che. temaNe kazuM ja karavAnuM nathI, chatAM kahetA nathI ke mahArAja ! mane kevaLajJAna thayuM che. ApaNane thoDI mumukSatA AvI gaI hoya to jAhera karIe chIe ke ame mumukSu chIe. A vinayano mArga juo! guru rahyA chadmastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna." AmAM koI kRtrimatA nathI. tamAma prakAranI AcArasaMhitA ne niyamonI bahAra hovA chatAM, eka prakAranI avasthA evI Ave che ke jyAM koI niyama lAgu paDato nathI evI avasthA hovA chatAM potAnA mukhethI ame kevaLajJAnI chIe tema ziSya jAhera karatAM nathI. paramakRpALu devane ema kahevuM che ke ame AvI UMcI vAta karIe chIe te mumukSu jIva samajI zakaze, bIjA samajI nahi zake. tamane hajAro vikalpo AvatA haze ke kema sarvajJa paramAtmA kahe nahi ke amane jJAna thayuM che. sarvajJa thAya chatAM vinaya karavo ema lakhI ApyuM che? zAstranI AjJA che ?' AvA koI vikalpo jJAnI puruSa karatAM nathI. hoya mumukSu jIva te samaje eha vicAra." ane jo matArthI hoya to evaLo nirdhAra le. asadguru e vinayano lAbha lahe jo kAMI. zAstromAM gurubhaktinI vAta karI che, vinayanI vAta karI che, AjJApAlananI vAta karI che, AjJAMkitatAnI vAta karI che, zaraNAgatinI vAta karI che paNa A kahenAra koNa che? aMdara kaMI AkAMkSA che? aMdara koI icchA che? aMdara koI vRtti ke moha che? mamatva che? kaMI ene meLavavuM che? prApta karavuM che? AvuM jo kaMI hoya to A kahelA satyano ane zAstramAM kahelAM siddhAMtano jo koI vyaktigata lAbha le to e mohanIya karmanahi paNa mahAmohanIya karma bAMdhe che. "lAbha lahe eTale ke pote vinaya ziSyAdi pAse karAve che athavA asadguruo pote sadgunI brAMti rAkhIne vinayamArgano upayoga kare che. A gAthAnI vizeSa carcA 22mI gAthA Avaze tyAre karIzuM. paNa A gAthAmAM mAsTara kI che. zAstrone jANavAnI, zAstrone oLakhavAnI ane saddagurune oLakhavAnI A mAsTara kI che. matArthI mumukSu ane AtmArthI, traNene oLakhavA paDaze. tenA lakSaNo dvArA teone oLakhI zakAya. AtmA che, AtmA nitya che, AtmA kartA che, AtmA bhoktA che, mokSa che ane mokSano upAya che, e vAta AtmArthI mATe che. jene AtmAne jANavo che, jene For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 AtmAne anubhavavo che, enA upara karuNA karI, paramakRpALu deve guru ziSyanA saMvAdathI SapadanI racanA karI che ''bhAnuM SaTkada AMhI'' A cha padanI vAtano have AraMbha karIzuM, have AjanI gAthA... 6 vairAgyAdi saphaLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna, temaja AtamajJAnanI prApti taNA nidAna. 6 TIkAH vairAgyatyAgAdi, jo sAthe AtmajJAna hoya to saphaLa che, arthAt mokSanI prAptinA hetu che, ane jyAM AtmajJAna na hoya to tyAM paNa jo te AtmajJAnane arthe karavAmAM AvatA hoya, to te AtmajJAnanI prAptinA hetu che. vairAgya tyAga Adi sAthe jo AtmajJAna hoya to saphaLa che. be zabdo AvyA. jo ane to, jo zabdanI racanA sAthe to zabda Ave ja. jo AtmajJAna hoya to vairAgya vi. saphaLa athavA jo AtmajJAna na hoya to AtmajJAnanA arthe karavAmAM AvatA hoya to te AtmajJAnanI prAptinA hetu banI zake che. duniyAbharanA dharmo moTAbhAge saddharmanI ane sadgurunI vAta kare che. sakriyAnI vAta kare che. ane moTAbhAganA dharmo sadguNanI vRddhi e ja dharma che ne evA dharmanI bhalAmaNa kare che. mAnavIya sadguNo te ''sadguruno satkAra, mAtApitAnI sevA, nyAya saMpanna vaibhava''; ''ahiMsA, satya, sadAcAra'' A dhArmika sadguNo ane ''vairAgya, tyAga, prema, sadbhAvanA, titikSA, tattvano sadvicAra'' -A AdhyAtmika sadguNo. AvA mAnavIya sadguNo, dhArmika sadguNo sudhI moTAbhAganA dharmo pahoMcyA che. ahIM ema kahe che ke tame sadguNonI vRddhi karI te sArI vAta, dhArmika pravRtti karo te sArI vAta, AdhyAtmika guNo keLavyA te sArI vAta, paNa e vAta samajI lejo ke A tamArA sadguNo, tamArI dhArmika sAdhanA, A tamArA vrato ane anuSThAno saphaLa kyAre thaze ? vairAgya, tyAga, karuNA, dayA, aMtaraMga vRttivALI kriyA to ja saphaLa thAya ke jo sAthe AtmajJAna hoya to. bIjI vAta ahiMsA Adi guNo hoya, nItimattAdi guNo hoya, vairAgya Adi guNo hoya paNa AtmajJAna na hoya to vairAgya tyAga Adi guNo saphaLa thAya nahi kAraNa ke vairAgya tyAga e aMtima prAptavya nathI. e hetu che, mArga che. e sIdho hetu nathI paNa prApti mATeno upAya che. zuM meLavavuM che ? zuM prApta karavuM che ? mAtra anubhava karavo che, AtmajJAna thAya ane anubhava thAya enA mATe A samagra jIvananI prakriyA che. to vairAgya hoya, tyAga hoya, karuNA hoya, aMtaraMga kriyA hoya, vRttiono nirodha karavA mATenA vrato hoya paNa yAda rAkhajo ke sAthe AtmajJAna hoya to e saphaLa, paNa dhAro ke AtmajJAna nathI, evI avasthA prApta thaI nathI to bIjo vikalpa, bIjuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA sUtra, AtmajJAnanI prAptinA e hetu banI jAya to paNa te saphaLa che. AtmajJAna mAtra vAMcavAthI prApta nahi thAya, AtmajJAna mAtra tattvacarcAthI prApta nahi thAya, AtmajJAna mAtra graMtho kaMThastha karavAthI ke pArAyaNa karavAthI nahi thAya. AtmajJAna mATe vairAgya, tyAga ane aMtaraMga avasthA paNa joIze. ApaNe zAstro vAMcatA hoIe to sAruM lAge che, samaya pasAra thAya che, samaya sAro jAya che ane vAMcavAnI majA Ave che. zAstro majA mATe che? nA. zAstro ciMtana mATe che. zAstro parivartananI avasthA mATe che. zAstro ghaTanA mATe che. to aMtaranI avasthAmAM tyAga hoya, vairAgya hoya saMsAranA padArtho pratye mamatva na hoya ane AtmajJAna hoya to saphaLa che. saphaLa che eTale ? AtmajJAna hoya to vairAgya saphaLa che, AtmajJAna hoya to tyAga saphaLa che. AtmajJAna hoya to karuNA saphaLa che. saphaLa che eTale phaLa sahita, pariNAma sahita che. zuM phaLa joIe che? kayuM pariNAma joIe che? to paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke bhavanuM mULa chede tevuM pariNAma joIe che. saMsAranuM mULa chedI nAkhavuM che. jagatamAM vRkSone kApavAmAM Ave che zobhA thAya, sArA dekhAya, suMdara dekhAya eTalA mATe. ahIM ema kahe che ke saMsAranuM kaTIMga karavAnuM nathI, tenuM mULa ja ukheDI nAkhavAnuM che. Ama A jJAnI puruSone kahevuM che. AtmajJAna thayA sivAya bhavanuM mULa chedI zakAtuM nathI. Ano artha evo thayo ke, sadgaNonI vRddhi thaI AnaMdanI vAta, nIti, nyAya, sadAcAra, ahiMsA, satya, aparigraha saguNono vikAsa thayo, tame zubha pravRtti karo cho AnaMdanI vAta ane sAthe vRttionuM nirAkaraNa thAya te AnaMdanI vAta paNa amAre e jANavuM che ke sAthe AtmajJAna che? AtmajJAna nathI, kaMI vAMdho nahi, paNa AtmajJAnanI prAptinAM hetu mATe ame A karIe chIe to lakSa badalAI jAya che, hetu badalAI jAya che. tamAma pravRtti eka mAtra AtmajJAnanI prApti arthe ja karavAnI che. jIvamAM prathama A guNo jevA ke tyAganI, vairAgyanI, karuNAnI zuM jarUra che? jarUra eTalA mATe che ke e guNo jo Ave to sadguruno upadeza pariName. sadUguruno upadeza eka vAta ane sadguruno upadeza aMdara pariNamavo bIjI vAta. dUdha pIvo to dUdha pacAvavuM paDe, tame mIThAI khAdhI to aMdaramAM eNe kAma karyuM? aMdara lohI banyuM? pheraphAra thayo? jJAna prApta karavuM eka vAta ane jJAna pariNamavuM bIjI vAta. A baMne vacceno bheda samajI lejo. DhagalAbaMdha jJAna haze, paNa jJAna jo pariNamyuM nahi hoya to nahIM bacAve. tarasa lAgI hoya ane dariyAkAMThe Ubho hoya, aphATa pANI dariyAmAM bhareluM che paNa je tRSAtura che, jene tarasa lAgI che tene eka pyAlo pANI paNa dariyAnuM kAma nahi lAge. kAraNa? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 68 pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 pANI khAruM che. tyAM to eka loTA jeTaluM mATInA maTakAmAM je mIThuM pANI bharela haze te ja pANI pIvAnA kAmamAM lAgaze. DhagalAbaMdha zAstro vAMcyA haze e tamane nahi bacAve paNa pariNameluM jJAna tamane bacAvaze. zrIpALa mahArAjA paradezamAM jAya che tyAre mayaNAsuMdarI ema kahe che ke, "svAmInAtha! Apa paradeza jAo cho. videzanI yAtrAe jAo cho, tamArI yAtrA saphaLa thAya, zubha mavatu, vanyA bhavatu paNa mArI vinaMti che ke tamArAmAM tAkAta ane baLa che, sAmarthya che, sattA meLavazo, saMpatti meLavazo, vaibhava meLavazo, duniyAbharanuM dhana tame prApta karI zakazo, paNa eka vAta yAda rAkhajo ke, e badhuM kSaNabhaMgura che." kaI patnI potAnA patine AvuM kaheze? te to kaheze ke ""zuM beThA cho? juo, sAme Akho baMgalo thaI gayo ane tamAre AvuM ne AvuM rahyuM." AvuM aneka prakAranuM mAnasika dabANa karyA ja kare che. mayaNAsuMdarI bIjI mahattvanI vAta kare che ke, "mane bhUlajo, paNa svAmInAtha ! vItarAga paramAtmAnA mArgane kadI bhUlazo nahi. tamAruM kalyANa ane unnati e mArgathI che.' A mayaNAsuMdarInuM jJAna pariNameluM che. ghaNAM loko kahetAM hoya che ke, mAre "Atmasiddhi moDhe, "he prabhu! he prabhu' moDhe. "icche che je jogIjana", moDhe. A patro badhA moDhe. bApu ! dhanyavAda. paNa pariNameluM keTaluM? kAma keTaluM Ave che? krodhano prasaMga hoya to krodha karatAM roke? ahaMkArano prasaMga hoya to ahaMkAra karatAM roke? ane duniyAnuM pralobhana thatuM hoya to te tarapha DhaLatA roke? suMdara puruSa ane strIne jotAM kAmanI vRttithI roke? ane koI niMdA kare to aMdarathI dhRNA karatAM roke ane koI prazaMsA karatAM hoya to phulAIne phALako thatAM roke? jo e rokAtuM hoya to e jJAna aMdara pariNamyuM kahevAya. jo sajAvelI talavAra duzmano Ave tyAre kAmamAM na Ave, e talavArane pUjIne karavAnuM zuM? tema je jJAna rojanI jiMdagImAM kAmamAM na Ave to kAmanuM zuM? jJAna koI carcAno viSaya nathI. loko to mAne che ke be kalAka svAdhyAya thayo eTale bahu moTuM kAma thaI gayuM. svAdhyAya karIne Ubho thAya ane thoDuM pANI ThaMDu na hoya to pitto jAya. are bhalA mANasa! te svAdhyAya karyo ane ThaMDA pANI mATe pitto gayo, e kema cAle? tyAgathI, vairAgyathI, karuNAthI aMdara eka mahattvanI ghaTanA ghaTe che. aMtaHkaraNa ujjavaLa thAya che. aMtaHkaraNa sAMkhya darzanano ane vedAMtano zabda che. jaina paraMparAmAM to mana athavA citta e zabda che. sAdhanAmAM mana ujjavaLa hoya, citta zuddha hoya e anivArya che, kAraNa ke zuddha mana vinA saddaguruno upadeza pariNAma pAmato nathI. ATaATalA varSo satata For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 69. AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA jJAnI puruSo pAse zravaNa karavAM chatAM kema kaMI pheraphAra thato nathI? kema koI parivartana AvatuM nathI? kema koI ghaTanA ghaTatI nathI? koI vakhata tamane A vicAra Avato hoya to samajavuM ke ujjavaLa aMta:karaNa ApaNI pAse nathI. je darpaNamAM moDhuM jovuM che te darpaNa cokhuM joIze, je kapaDAM paheravAM che te DAgha vagaranA joIze, je cAdara oDhavI che te melI na hovI joIe, tema je aMtaHkaraNathI kAma levuM che te aMtaHkaraNa nirmaLa joIze. tyAga aMta:karaNane nirmaLa kare che, vairAgya aMta:karaNane nirmaLa kare che. karuNA, vRtti jItavAnI kriyA aMtaHkaraNane nirmaLa kare che. adhyAtmasAramAM upA. yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke "zAMte manasi jyotiH pravAzo aMtaHkaraNa, mana zuddha thAya eTale zAMta thAya. zAMta manamAM e jyoti pragaTa thAya che, ane sadguruno upadeza pariNAma pAme che, mATe amAre ema kahevuM che ke vairAgya, tyAga jo AtmajJAna hoya to saphaLa athavA AtmajJAnanI prAptinAM sAdhano che tema jo samaje to saphaLa. trIjI bahu abhuta vAta, paramakRpALudeve karI che. je mAtra kriyAkAMDa kare che, tene ema kahyuM, bhAI ! tuM vrato ane anuSThAna kare che, te mAtra AtmajJAnanI prAptino hetu nathI. bAhya karmakAMDamAM ApaNuM zarIra rokAya. svAdhyAya karatAM ho, prArthanA karatAM ho, bhakti karatAM ho, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa karatAM ho to mAtra zarIra rokAya. te kAMI AtmajJAnanI prAptino hetu nathI. zuM kahevA mAge che? tame na karazo tema jJAnI puruSo kahetAM nathI, paNa tame to tamane je game tevo artha kADho cho. tamArI pAse eka pharamo che. temAMthI ja artha kADho. jJAnI puruSa kahe che mAtra kAyA rokavI te AtmajJAnanI prAptino hetu nathI, to AtmajJAnanI prAptino hetu vairAgya, tyAga, karuNA Adi guNo che, mATe tame je kriyAne avagAho, karo, paNa te kriyAmAM aTakIne UbhA rahevuM nathI. AgaLa gAthAmAM Avaze. tyAga vairAgyamAM aTakIne UbhA rahyA to vikAsa gayo. ahIMthI (muMbaIthI) amadAvAda javuM hoya ane valasADa aTakI gayA, are valasADa javA do ne vaDodarA aTakI gayA, to paNa amadAvAda tame jaI zakatAM nathI. vacamAM kyAMya paNa tame aTakatA nathI. kAraNa amadAvAda pahoMcavuM che, tema AtmajJAna pAmavuM che. AtmajJAna vinA bhavanuM mULa chedI zakAtuM nathI. je kriyAjaDa che ene ema kahyuM ke bhAI ! tArA vrato, anuSThAno, kriyAo Adi jo saphaLa karavAM hoya to vairAgya ane tyAga Adi guNo joIze ane te prApta karavAno puruSArtha karavo paDaze. kriyAno niSedha nathI karatAM, nA nathI pADatAM ane temAM kAyakaleza karo cho paNa kaSAya Adi kSINa thatAM nathI, tethI mokSa maLaze evo durAgraha tame rAkhazo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 70 pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 nahi, AvI bhalAmaNa kriyAjaDane karI, cetavaNI ApI, A temanI karuNA che. je zuSkajJAnI che tene lAge che ke ame AtmAne jANyo, have amAre tyAganI ke vairAgyanI jarUra nathI. padmavijayajI mahArAje tapapadanI pUjAmAM kahyuM che ke, khAvata pIvata mokSa je mAne, te ziradAra bahu jaTamAM, tapa karIye samatA rAkhI ghaTamAM. upA. yazovijayajI mahArAje sADA traNaso gAthAnA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke "koI kahe mukti che vINatAM cIMtharA', vINatAM cIMtharA e zabda paDilehaNanI kriyA mATe vAparyo che. jaina munio be vakhata paDilehaNanI kriyA karatAM hoya che. A upAdhyAyajI jaina muni che, zAstronA jJAtA che, teo ema kahe che ke koI kahe ''mukti che vINatAM cIMtharA.'' A kriyA jaDa mATe kahyuM che. ane 'koI kahe mukti che, jImatAM dahItharA.' A vAta zuSkajJAnI mATe kahI. AtmAnI vAta karo ane dahItharA khAdhA karo to mokSa maLaze, bIjuM kaMIpaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. Ama jJAnI bannenI AMkha ughADe che. zuSkajJAnI tyAga rahita hoya, vairAgyarahita hoya, vAcAjJAnI hoya, ene kahe bhAI ! vairAgyAdi AtmajJAnanI prAptinA sAdhana che, kAraNa vagara kArya na bane. tame vairAgyAdi pAmyA nathI to AtmajJAna kema pAmI zakazo ? mATe taTasthapaNe, niSpakSapAtapaNe tame avalokana karo. vicAro jethI tamane paNa khyAla Ave. AtmajJAna thayA pahelAM A cAra guNo mumukSumAM joIe. (1) saMsAra pratye saMpUrNa udAsInatA, kaMTALo zabda nathI vAparyo. udAsInatAno artha jANIne, samajIne, vicArIne ane samyak prakAre nirNaya karI saMsArathI vRtti pAchI vALavI tene kahevAya che udAsInatA. ApaNe to koIpaNa mANasanuM moDhuM paDeluM hoya to pUchIe chIe ke kema tame udAsIna thayA cho ? paDeluM ke caDeluM moDhuM e udAsInatA nathI. cha khaMDano mAlika cakravartI hoya, AkhI dharatI tenI sattAtaLe hoya, badhI sattA hAthamAM hoya, paNa eNe jANyuM che ke teno svabhAva ane tenI avasthA kevI che ? koI kavie kahyuM che ke, eka dina jAnA hai, aura miTTImeM mila jAnA hai, 'miTTI kahe kumhArako tuM kyuM roM de moya, eka dina eso Ayego maiM roduMgI toya.' A jJAnIe jANI lIdhuM che. vastuo to che, padArtho to che, paNa tenAthI te udAsIna che, e u52 UThyo che. udAsIna eTale upara UThavuM. padArthothI upara UThavuM, vastuothI ane saMyogothI upara UThavuM, vyaktiothI upara UThavuM, paristhitiothI upara UThavuM, Ane kahevAya che udAsInatA. udAsInatA to khumArI che, udAsInatA to mastI che, udAsInatA jIvananuM saMgIta che. udAsInatA madhura hAlaraDuM che, udAsInatA jIvanano For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA alaukika AnaMda che ane udAsInatA eka mahephIla che. utareluM moTuM ane dhImo avAja e udAsInatAnuM lakSaNa nathI. ghaNAM loko dhImA avAje bole che ne? gaLuM besI gayuM hoya ane pUchIe ke kema? to kahe udAsInatA AvI gaI che. gharamAM jAya to chokarA sAthe vAta na kare. chokaro kaheze kema Ama pappA? to kaheze beTA ! udAsInatA AvI gaI che. udAsInatA to jIvanano AhvAda ane mastI che. A eka cetanAnI avasthA che. (2) dehanI mUchanuM alpatva e bIjo guNa. jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che ke saMsAramAM, duniyAmAM tamAma duHkhonuM mULa koIpaNa jo hoya to A zarIra che. janmyA eTale zarIra maLe, pachI roga Ave, janma thayo to vRddhAvasthA Avaze, janma thayo to saMyogo Avaze. janma thayo to viyoga thaze. janma thayo to padArtho maLaze. janma thayo to padArtho chUTaze. janma thayo to koI tamane gamaze, janma thayo to koI nahi game. janma thayo to koI upara vahAla ubharAze ane janma thayo to koI upara dveSa thaze. viyoga thayo, kAraNa janmyA mATe ne? loko kahe che, "arere adhavacce choDIne gayA." to kyAre choDIne jAya? adhavacce ja choDIne jAya ne? ghaTanA to ema ja ghaTavAnI che. adhavacce choDIne ja javAnuM che. zuM thAya? zarIra che to tamAma duHkho che. bIjI AzcaryanI vAta, A jIvane sauthI vadhAre mUcha jo hoya to A dehane kAraNe. umAsvAtI bhagavAne tattvArthasUtranI kArikAmAM eka kaDI ApI che. . du:khanimittamapIdaM tena sulabdhaM bhavati jnm| bhAI! A zarIra to du:khamAM nimitta thaze, duHkhI thavuM na thavuM te tamArI svataMtratA che. jema zarIra duHkhamAM nimitta che ema samyakdarzana Adi prApta karavAmAM paNa A zarIra nimitta banI zake che. du:khamAM nimitta banAvavuM na hoya to samyagdarzana, samyagrajJAna, ane samyakracAritrya enI prAptimAM nimitta banAvo. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke dehanI mUrchA ghaTyA sivAya vratanI, tapanI, jApanI, svAdhyAyanI, dhyAnanI koI sAdhanA nahi thAya. loko ema kahe che ke ziyALo jAya, ThaMDI ochI thAya pachI ApaNe dhyAnamAM besavuM che. pachI unALo Avyo, to kaheze ahAhA ! A to zekAI jaIe chIe. varasAda varase pachI dhyAna karazuM. varasAda varase pachI kahe ke varasAdamAM palaLI jaIe chIe to dhyAna kevI rIte thAya? unALAmAM nahi, ziyALAmAM nahi, comAsAmAM nahi to pachI dhyAna kyAre thAya? kaI RtumAM tuM dhyAna karIza? A dehanI mUcha. dehano tiraskAra karavAno nathI, deha pratye napharata karavAnI nathI, dehane toDI nAkhavAnI vAta nathI, paNa deha pratyenI mUcha uThAvI levAnI che. jo dhananI mUcha jaze to dAna ApI zakazo ane dehanI mUcha jaze to dhyAna karI zakazo, sAdhanA karI zakazo. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 72 pravacana kramAMka - 7, gAthA kramAMka - 6 (3) trIjI vAta-bhogamAM anAsakti arthAt bhAgamAM Asakta na banavuM. bhogomAM gaLADUba DUbelA na rahevuM, e paNa eka mahattvanI avasthA che. zAlibhadrane vairAga thayo. temane 32 strIo hatI. temaNe niyama karyo hato ke roja ekeka strIno tyAga karavo. temanA banevI dhannAjIe A vAta sAMbhaLI. teo ATha strIono tyAga karI zAlibhadra pAse AvyA ne kahyuM ke zAlibhadra tyAga Ama na thAya. choDavuM hoya to ekI sAthe choDo. ghaTanA evI ghaTI ke teo banne ekI sAthe badhuM choDI nIkaLI gayA. A kema ghaTyuM? teo bhogamAM anAsakta hatA. (4) cothI ane chellI vAta, mAnAdinuM pAtaLApaNuM. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha AdinuM pAtaLApaNuM. pAtaLApaNuM eTale tenuM baLa ghaTI javuM joIe. kahevata che ke vIMchInuM jora enA DaMkhamAM, sApanuM jora enI dADhamAM, kSatriyanuM jora enI talavAramAM ane vANiyAnuM jora enI kalamamAM, AnI tamane khabara che. ema mohanuM jora kaSAya che. jo moha nabaLo paDI jAya to kaSAya pAtaLA paDI jAya. cAra bAbato (1) saMsAra pratye udAsInatA (2) dehanI mUchanuM alpata (3) bhogamAM anAsakti ane (4) mAnAdinuM pAtaLApaNuM, A mAnAdinuM pAtaLApaNuM bahu AkaruM paDe. juo, mahArAja pAse gayA, temaNe Avo ema paNa na kahyuM, sAmuM paNa na joyuM, "besa' tema paNa na kahyuM. yAda rAkhajo, puruSo ke jJAnI puruSo tamArI sAme na jue topaNa tame to keDo mUkazo nahi, kAraNa ke emanuM dhyeya che ke tamane mumukSu banAvavA che, tamane mumukSumAMthI samyagdaSTi banAvavA che, samyagdaSTimAMthI vItarAga banAvavAM che. AvI kaDavI pharaja emane adA karavI che. bALaka cAlatuM hoya ane bALaka paDI jAya to te UbhuM thaI zake nahi. mA sAMbhaLe che, jove che ke bALaka raDe che, paNa kaheze kaMI vAMdho nahi. ene bALakane cAlatAM zIkhavADavuM che. satpuruSane tamane vItarAgatAmAM laI javA che. mATe tame AvI badhI apekSA na rAkhazo ke "amane kema bolAvatA nathI? kema mAna nathI ApatA? amane AzIrvAda ApIne sukhI thAva, tamArI lIlI vADI thAya, tevuM kema kahetA nathI?' A tamAre joIe che paNa AvuM jJAnI puruSo kahetA nathI. AtmajJAna pAmatAM pahelAM paNa te guNo joIe, ane AtmajJAna pAmyA pachI te guNo daDha thAya che, kAraNa tamAmanuM mULa AtmajJAna emane prApta thayuM che, zuSkajJAnIne nahi. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke tame mAno cho "amane AtmajJAna che paNa aMdaramAM bhoganI kAmanAno agni baLyA kare che. pUjA, satkAra, sanmAna, loko mAne, pUje, evI kAmanA aMdara skurAyamAna thAya che, ane enA kAraNe ochuM vadhatuM jo thAya to AkuLatA vyAkuLatA paNa thAya che. A badhuM tamArA khyAlamAM kema nathI AvatuM? mATe tamAre paNa tyAga, vairAgyanI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA jarUra che. mAtra jJAnI kaherAvavuM ethI kAma pUruM nahi thAya.' eka ja gAthAmAM mahattvanI vAto paramakRpALu deve karI. vairAgyAdi saphaLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna, temaja AtamajJAnanI, prApti taNA nidAna. temaja tyAga vairAgyAdi uttama sAdhanothI AtmajJAnanI sanmukhatA thAya ane sanmukhatA jo thAya to jIvanamAM AvI avasthA prApta thAya. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only 73
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 pravacana kramAMka - 8 gAthA kramAMka - 7 AtmajJAnanuM kAraNa-tyAga vairAgya. tyAga virAga nacittamAM thAya tene jJAna, aTake tyAga virAgamAM, to bhUle nija bhAna. (7) TIkA jenA cittamAM tyAga ane vairAgyAdi sAdhano utpanna thayAM na hoya tene jJAna na thAya; ane je tyAga virAgamAM ja aTakI rahI, AtmajJAnanI AkAMkSA na rAkhe, te potAnuM bhAna bhUle, arthAtu ajJAnapUrvaka tyAga vairAgyAdi hovAthI te pUjA satkArAdithI parAbhava pAme, ane AtmArtha cUkI jAya. jema saMsAramAM samasyAo hoya che, jema jIvanamAM samasyAo hoya che, jema saMpradAyomAM samasyAo hoya che, jema dharmamAM samasyAo hoya che tema AdhyAtmikatAmAM paNa samasyAo hoya che, ane e samasyAo ukelAvI joIe, tyAra pachI ja sAdhaka svasthapaNe sAdhanAno prAraMbha karI zakaze. mATe zAstrone atyaMta mahattvanI vAta karavI che paraMtu e vAtane yathArthapaNe samajatAM pahelAM thoDI bhUmikA samajI laIe. tyAga virAga nacittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna, tyAga ane vairAgya jenA cittamAM nathI tene jJAna thatuM nathI. jJAna thatuM nathI eTale? AtmajJAna thatuM nathI. jJAna zabdano artha bhautikajJAna nahi, vijJAna nahi paNa AtmajJAna. jenA cittamAM tyAga ane vairAgya Adi sAdhano utpanna thayA na hoya tene jJAna na thAya eTale AtmajJAna na thAya, svarUpa jJAna na thAya, astitvanuM jJAna na thAya, svanuM jJAna na thAya, nijanuM jJAna na thAya ane jo tyAga vairAgyamAM je aTakI jAya, rokAI jAya eTale AtmajJAnanI AkAMkSA na hoya, AtmajJAnanuM lakSa na hoya. AzcaryanI vAta che ke tyAga che vairAgya che ane A badhuM hovA chatAM tene AtmAnuM lakSa nathI ane jo AtmAnuM lakSa na hoya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 75 to ne AtmaprAptino hetu na hoya to ka2ze zuM ? AtmajJAna AtmAnubhUtinuM lakSa nathI mATe ajJAna che ane ajJAna hoya to mAnamAM aTake, prazaMsAmAM aTake, lokasaMjJAmAM ane lokeSaNAmAM aTake, manAvavA ane pUjAvavAnI vRttimAM aTake. bAhya vaibhavamAM ane bAhya mAnyatAomAM aTake. ajJAna zuM nathI karatuM ? ajJAna jo hoya to ajJAnano moTo parivA che eTalA mATe zAstramAM ema kahyuM che ke 'ajJAnaM khalu kaSTa', sauthI moTuM kaSTa jo kaMI hoya to te ajJAna che. prAthamika eka vAta samajI laIe. jJAna prAptinuM sAdhana mAtra buddhi nathI, jJAna prAptinuM sAdhana mAtra vAMcana, carcA ke vAdavivAda nathI. mAtra eTale eTaluM ja kAraNa nathI, paNa ''AtmA vAre zrotavyo, maMtavyo, nividhyAsitavyo'' je Atmatattva che tenuM zravaNa thAya, manana thAya ane nididhyAsana thAya te paNa che. A traNe traNa prakriyAo jo karavI hoya to e mATe sAdhaka pAse zuddha aMtaHkaraNanI mUDI joIze. svaccha jaLamAM jema pratibiMba paDe tema zuddha-svaccha aMtaHkaraNamAM, AtmajJAnanuM pratibiMba paDe. tamane kyAreya thAya che ke ghaNuM sAMbhaLIe chIe, varSo sudhI sAMbhaLIe chIe paNa aMda2mAM kAMI ghaTatuM nathI, parivartana thatuM nathI, prakRti ane vRtti to badalAtI nathI, karma badalAtuM nathI, avasthA enI e 2he che. tenI pIDA jo jIvanamAM thAya to tenuM kAraNa aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi nathI. aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi tyAga ane vairAgyathI thAya che. A judo vibhAga che, A judo rasto che. jJAna prApta karavA mATe ApaNI samaja evI che ke, tIvra buddhimattA hoya, ghaNAM zAstro, graMtho ane siddhAMto vAMcyA hoya, ghaNI carcAo karI hoya, ghaNAMnA sAnidhya sevyA hoya, ghaNAM zAstro kaMThastha karyA hoya tene jJAna prApta thAya, paNa A prakriyA judI che. ahIM paramakRpALu deva ema kahe che ke, tIvra buddhimattA hoya, bahu AnaMdanI vAta paNa tIvra buddhimattA ane zuddha aMtaHkaraNa vacce pharaka che. tIvra buddhimattA hoya paNa aMtaHkaraNa zuddha na hoya, mAtra buddhi AtmAne samajavA AtmajJAnanA kAmamAM nahi Ave. A buddhi upara zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana prakriyAnI jarUra che. jJAnanI prApti buddhithI thAya che te siddhAMtane badale jJAnanI prApti aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhithI thAya che. aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi zenAthI thAya ? to kahe ke tyAga ane vairAgyathI thAya. aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi jeTalA jeTalA pramANamAM thAya teTalA teTalA pramANamAM tyAga ane vairAgyanuM baLa vadhatuM jAya ane jeTalA jeTalA pramANamAM tyAga ane vairAgyanuM baLa vadhatuM jAya eTalA eTalA pramANamAM aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thatuM jAya. kapaDAMmAM mela che, kapaDuM bahu melu thayuM che. pANImAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 76 pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 boLo, sAbu lagADo ane masaLo, thoDIvAra rAkhI mUko, dhoko mAro ane pachI juo ke thoDo maLa ocho thayo che, thoDo raMga khIlyo che. to bIjI vakhata tame sAbu lagADo. jema jema sAbu lagADo tema tema kapaDuM nirmaLa thAya. jema jema tyAga vairAgyanI sAdhanA thAya tema tema aMtaHkaraNa nirmaLa thAya ane e aMta:karaNamAM svayaM jJAna pragaTe che. jJAna bahArathI lAvavAnI cIja nathI, e aMtaHkaraNamAMthI pragaTaze. kevuM aMtaHkaraNa joIe? to zuddha-nirmaLa. aMtaHkaraNa kaho, citta kaho ke mana kaho, eka ja che. buddhithI ke mAtra vAMcavAthI jJAna thAya tema nathI. jJAna prApti mATe zuddha mana joIe ane zuddha mana (aMtaHkaraNa) vagara tyAga-vairAgya na thAya. mATe siddhAMta Avyo ke "tyAga-virAga nacittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna." jIvanamAM tyAga vairAgya na hoya te zabda na vAparyo, zarIramAM tyAga vairAgya na hoya tema zabda na vAparyo, bahAramAM tyAga vairAgya na hoya te zabda na vAparyo, zabda vAparyo che citta. citta eTale aMtaHkaraNamAM tyAga vairAgya joIe. bahAramAM tyAga hoya aMdaramAM tyAga na paNa hoya. tyAga bahAramAM paNa joIe ane aMtaHkaraNamAM paNa joIe. patrAMka naM 569 mAM paramakRpALu deve bahu adbhuta vAta karI che. be muddAo che. kapaDAM badalavA tenuM nAma tyAga ? bAhya padArtho choDavA tenuM nAma tyAga ? choDIne kyAMka cAlyA javuM? guphAmAM jAva toya bhale, ekAMtamAM jAva toya bhale. badhuM choDIne jAva toye bhale, paNa mAtra eTalo ja tyAga nathI, tyAga vizeSa ghaTanA che. AtmAmAM thatAM jJAnanA, darzananA, zraddhAnA, cAritranA, sadbhAvanAnAM pariNAmathI jeTalo anya padArthano tAdAbhya adhyAsa tUTavo te tyAga che. tAdAbhya eTale tadAkArapaNuM, tanmaya thavuM. Ama to loDhuM ThaMDu che, tene hAthamAM lo to paNa vAMdho nahi, paNa jo loTuM agnithI tapeluM hoya to tene aDAya nahi, kAraNa ke loDhuM agnimAM tanmaya thaI gayuM che, athavA agni loDhAmAM tanmaya thaI gayo che. jo tene aDazo to dAjhayA vagara nahi raho. jema loDhuM ane agni tanmaya thAya che tema anya padArthonI sAthe A AtmAne tAdAbhyatA Ave che, tarUpatA Ave che. jANe ekAkAra avasthA thaI jAya. padArtha ane AtmA judA che evuM bhAna e vakhate bhulAI jAya che ane e bhAna vAraMvAra je bhUlavuM ane padArthanI sAthe tanmayatA anubhavavI tene kahevAya che adhyAsa. ekano eka vicAra, ekanI eka prakriyA vAraMvAra karyA pachI e lagabhaga svAbhAvika thaI jAya tene kahevAya che adhyAsa. chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA adbhuta vAta karI, eTalA mATe ja ema kahyuM ke bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna, paNa te banne bhinna che, jema asi ne myAna. deha ne AtmA banne bhinna che, paNa jyAM jyAM deha ApaNane maLyo tyAM huM zarIra e prakArano bhAva AtmAe vAraMvAra karyo. tame zarIrathI judA cho ane zarIra nathI, zarIra ane AtmA banne judA che, tame zarIramAM cho paNa tame zarIra nathI. tame dehamAM cho paNa deha nathI, Avo nirNaya jIve karyo nathI. jyAM jyAM deha maLyo tyAM tyAM deha sAthe teNe ekatA anubhavI che, tanmayatA anubhavI che. kUtarAne khabara che ke huM kUtaruM chuM, gAyane khabara che ke huM gAya chuM, strIne khabara che ke huM strI chuM ane puruSane khabara che ke huM puruSa chuM. vANiyAne khabara che ke huM vANiyo chuM ane musalamAnane khabara che ke huM musalamAna chuM. kUtaruM hoya, gAya hoya, gadheDuM hoya ane tame kUtarAne roTalI khavarAvavA oTalA upara UbhA raho ne kUtaruM kUtaruM ema bolo to kUtarAne khabara che tethI kUtaruM ja Ave, gadheDuM na Ave. gadheDAne eTalI khabara to che ke huM kUtaruM nathI. zarIra judu che ane AtmA judo che tenI tamane khabara che? jo khabara nathI to tene kahevAya che adhyAsa. evo adhyAsa nivartavo, evo adhyAsa chUTI javo, evuM tAdAbhya tUTI javuM, evI avasthAne jinezvara paramAtmA tyAga kahe che. jagatanAM koIpaNa sAhityamAM AvI vyAkhyA nathI. padArthono tyAga anaMtavAra karyo che, tame jIvaMta avasthAmAM nahi choDo to mota AvIne choDAvaze paNa tene tyAga nahi kahevAya. tyAga to khumArI che, tyAga to bahAdurI che, tyAga to zUravIratA che. jIvatAM jAgrata avasthAmAM potAnI Asakti choDe tene tyAga kahevAya, maryA pachI zuM rahevAnuM? kabIrajIe kahyuM che "Apa mUA pIche DUba gaI duniyA." koNa tamArI sAme jovAnuM? pU. udayaratna ma. kahyuM che ke, kADho re kADho, ene sau kahe, jANe janamyo ja nahoto, eka re divasa evo Avaze. te tyAga nathI. tyAga eTale je padArthonI sAthe adhyAta che ane adhyAsane kAraNe e potAne bhUlI gayo che, te tAdAbhya-adhyAsa nivRtta thavo tene kahevAya che tyAga. paramakRpALu devanI A adbhuta zailI che, temaNe kahyuM, "adhyAsanI nivRttirUpa tyAga to thAya, paNa tevo tyAga thavA arthe bAhya prasaMgano tyAga e paNa bahu upakArI che." aMtaramAM tyAga thavA mATe, adhyAsano tyAga thavA mATe, bAhya tyAga e paNa bahu upakArI che. jo tene For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 78 pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 karatAM AvaDe to kAryakArI paNa che. to bAhya tyAga paNa hoya ane adhyAsano tyAga paNa hoya-tAdAbhyano tyAga paNa hoya. baMne maLIne je ghaTanA ghaTe che tene kahevAya che tyAga. atyaMtara tyAga eTale adhyAsano tyAga ane bAhya tyAga eTale padArthono, vastuono tyAga. evA baMne tyAga maLIne je ghaTanA ghaTe tene vItarAga paramAtmA tyAga kahe che. - siddhAMta :- ""atyaMta jJAna hoya, tyAM atyaMta tyAga saMbhave che.' jJAna Asakti kADhyA vagara nahi rahe, jJAna mamatva toDyA vagara nahi rahe, jJAna abbAsa toDyA vagara nahi rahe. jJAna padArthonI sAthe ekatA buddhi toDyA vagara na rahe. te jJAnanuM sAmarthya che. hathoDAno ghA thAya ane vastu tUTe nahi tevuM bane nahi, tema jJAna prApta thAya ane Asakti na tUTe tema bane nahi. jJAna to che paNa Asakti chUTatI nathI ema jo koI kahe to tene kahevA jevuM che ke jJAna thayuM che, tevo dAvo na karazo. jJAna nirarthaka nathI, jJAna akriya nathI, jJAna nabaLuM nathI. jJAna sakriya che. agnine aDo ane hAtha baLe nahi tevuM bane nahi. dhagadhagatA loDhAne aDo ane hAtha baLe nahi tevuM bane nahi, tema jJAna prApta thAya ane tyAga na hoya tevuM na bane. jJAnanI sAthe tyAga joDAyela che. jJAna rAgane toDe che. jJAna Asaktine tathA mamatvane toDe che. atyaMta jJAna hoya tyAM atyaMta tyAga saMbhave che. baMne dhArA sAthe cAle che. jJAna rAganI dhArAne toDe che. jJAna tyAga tarapha laI jAya che ane chellI vAta "atyaMta tyAga pragaTyA vinA atyaMta jJAna na hoya' ema tIrthaMkara deve svIkAryuM che. abhuta vAta che. paramakRpALu deva A ame kahIe chIe evo dAvo karatA nathI. ApaNe kaMIka kahIe temAM dasa vakhata bolIe chIe ke huM Ama kahuM chuM, huM Ama kahuM chuM. koI divasa jJAnI puruSo dAvo karatAM nathI. emaNe kahyuM ke yathArtha tyAga te parama puruSArthanuM pratIka che. Asaktino tyAga karavo te parama puruSArthanuM pratIka che. adhyAsa toDyo te parama puruSArthanuM pratIka che. ane jyAre evuM pariNAma prApta thAya to jJAne kAma karyuM tema kahevAya. tyAga virAga nacittamAM thAya ne tene jJAna. virAga eTale vairAgya. virAga eTale rAganI maMdatA. jainadarzananuM ema kahevuM che ke jema sApano kaNIyo gharamAM rakhAya nahi, bahAra kADhavo ja paDe, agnino kaNIyo gharamAM hoya te rakhAya nahi, bhaDako thAya. thoDuM paNa devuM rakhAya nahi, rAkhIe to moTuM devuM thAya. tema jIvanamAM rAgano kaNIyo paNa rakhAya nahi, rAga saMsAra Ubho kare, mATe vItarAga zabda vAparyo. thoDo rAga gayo tema nahi paNa saMpUrNapaNe jemanAmAMthI rAgano abhAva thayo che tene For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 79 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA kahevAya che vItarAga, paNa te pahelAM rAganI maMdatA thAya, rAgano ghaTADo thAya, rAgano rasa tUTI jAya. ApaNane rAga karatAM rAgano rasa bahu vadhAre che. te tIvrapaNe kAma kare che. mIThAI khAdhI nathI paNa sAme ja AvI che, joI ja che, paNa moDhe pANI chUTe, kAraNa rasa che. rasa hovAnA kAraNe padArtho, vastuo, saMyogomAM jIva Asakta thAya che ane rasa to ja tUTe jo padArthanuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM jANI levAmAM Ave. A jaina darzananI vizeSa vAta che. gAyattvamAvI ja saMvevairAgyArthina' -A jagatanuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM tame jANo. lakSmInuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM jANo, svajanonuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM jANo, AkhA jagatanuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM tame jANo. to zuM thaze? jagatanuM svarUpa jANavAthI vairAgya prApta thaze. paramakRpALu deve 16 varSanI uMmara pahelAM bhAvanA bodhanI pahelI gAthAmAM kahyuM, vidyutalakSmI prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te to jaLanA taraMga, puraMdarI cApa, anaMgaraMga, zuM rAcIe jyAM kSaNano prasaMga. bahu mahattvanI vAta karI. kyAM ramavA jevuM che? kyAM rAga karavA jevo che? kyAM Asakti karavA jevI che? zuM rAcIye? kema ema? kSaNano prasaMga. A badhuM che kharuM, paNa kSaNa pUratuM. bIjI kSaNe haze nahi. kamaLanAM pAMdaDA upara pANInuM biMdu paDyuM che, joyuM na joyuM tyAM kharI paDe. hAthamAM pANI lIdhuM che, joyuM tyAM sarI paDe. patAsu pANImAM mUkyuM che tarata pIgaLI gayuM, tema jagatanAM padArtho A prakAranA che. "zuM rAcIe? kSaNano prasaMga!' A samajaNa AvatAM aMdara vairAgyanuM bIja prApta thAya. A samya vicAra che. samya vicAra vagara risAIne, cIDAIne gusse thaIne, ghaNAM loko kajIyo karIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. have gharamAM paga nahi mUkuM. tamAruM moTuM nahi jouM, patI gayuM. have vairAgya thaI gayo ! e bhAI rAtanA sUto haze ne tyAre bAbo yAda Ave, bAbo zuM karato haze? enI mammI zuM karatI haze? A rasa to rahyo, aMdarathI rasa chUTyo nathI. vairAgyanuM bIja samyagU vicAra che. samyagU vicArathI jyAre adhyAsa tUTe che, tyAre adhyAsa tUTatA rAga maMda paDe che. evo rAga maMda paDatAM je aMdaramAM avasthA Ave che, tene kahevAya che vairAgya. tAdAbhya tUTatAM padArtha pratyenuM aMdara mamatva je chUTe che tene kahevAya che vairAgya. vairAgyanuM bIja samya vicAra ane samyagU vicAranuM phaLa sadAcAra, tyAga, virAga, samya vicAra, sadAcAra tenAthI AtmajJAna prApta thAya che. tenA vagara AtmajJAna thAya nahi. samyam vicArathI vairAgya prApta thAya, vairAgyathI aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thAya, tyAgathI aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thAya. sadAcArathI aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thAya ane aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thatAM aMdaramAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 80 pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 AtmajJAna prApta thAya. 'tyAga virAga nacittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna. jo tyAga, vairAgya cittamAM na hoya to AtmajJAna thatuM nathI. tyAga vairAgyanuM atyaMta mahattva che. bahu moTI ghaTanA che. paNa zAstro ema kahe che ke A ghaTanA moTI to che paNa aTake tyAga virAgamAM', aTakavAno rasto paNa ahIM ja che. tyAga vairAgya prApta thayA pachI e aTake paNa che. aTake eTale AtmajJAnanI AkAMkSA na rAkhe. tyAga vairAgya aMtima pagathiyuM nathI. tyAga vairAgya pachI paNa eka pagathiyuM che ane te che AtmajJAna. tyAga vairAgya sAthe AtmajJAna na hoya to zuM avasthA hoya? zuM ghaTanA ghaTe? to ema kahe che ke te potAnuM bhAna bhUle che. upara vAta karI ke tyAga vairAgya vagara AtmajJAna thAya nahi. gAthAmAM zabda che ke tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna.' ahIM jJAna zabda mUkyo che, paraMtu uparanI chaThThI gAthA virAgyAdi saphaLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna', temAMthI Atama zabda levo eTale AtmajJAna zabda thayo. tyAga vairAgya cittamAM na hoya to AtmajJAna na thAya te eka pAsu, paNa "aTake tyAga virAgamAM', aTake eTale zuM? zuM kAraNa aTakavAnuM? ATalo moTo tyAga karyo ane vairAgya thayo to paNa aTake? aTake eTalA mATe ke tyAga vairAgya prApta thavA chatAM AtmajJAnanI AkAMkSA na rAkhe. bhAra kyAM mUkavAno? jora zenA upara mUkavAnuM? pratipAdana kyAM karavAnuM? to ema kahe ke A badhA sAdhano AtmajJAna prApta karavA arthe che ane tamAma prakriyAo AtmajJAnanA arthe che. A badhu ja karatAM jo AtmajJAna na prApta thayuM, Atma anubhava na thayo to badhuM kareluM niSphaLa che, saphaLa nathI. A mAtra jaina paraMparAmAM ja kahyuM che evuM nathI. narasiMha mahetAe paNa kahyuM che, temaNe sIdhI vAta karI che ke jyAM lagI AtmA tattva cihno nahi, tyAM lAgI sAdhanA sarva jUThI. teoe to spaSTa zabdomAM vAta karI, bhale ne tame sAdhanA karo, paNa jyAM sudhI AtmatattvanI anubhUti nahi thAya, tyAM sudhI tamArI sAdhanA saphaLa nathI. jo AtmajJAna prApta na thAya to ajJAna kahevAya. sUrya nathI to aMdhAruM hoya. jJAna nathI to ajJAna hoya. tyAga vairAgya sAthe ajJAna hoya to e ajJAna AtmajJAna tarapha vaLavAne badale pUjA, satkAra, prazaMsA, pratiSThA, mAna, martabo, mobho enA tarapha laI jAya ane enAthI e parAbhava pAme, e hArI jAya, e aTakI jAya. ane AtmArtha chUTI jAya. koI paisAvALA hoya, temanuM koI sanmAna kare to bhale, kAraNa paisA enI pAse che. koI cUMTaNI jItyA hoya ane tenuM sanmAna kare to hA, te cUMTaNI jItyA che. koI gavarnara ke pradhAna bane to koI enuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 81 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bhale sanmAna kare, e gavarnara thayA che. paNa koIe saMsAra tyAga karyo to tenuM koI sanmAna kare kAraNa eNe tyAga karyo che, paNa mAruM sanmAna thAya tevo rasa aMdara paDyo hoya to e rasane poSanAra ajJAna che. tame upavAsa karyo hoya ane tamane koI pUche ke Aje zuM karyuM che? to tame kaho ke upavAsa karyo che. ane jo koI kahe ke emAM zuM navAI karI ? to tamane gamaze nahi, ane jo koI ema kahe ke aho dhanyavAda, to sAruM lAge. are ! upavAsa dhanyavAda sAMbhaLavA karyo che ke vRttiono kSaya karavA mATe karyo che? paNa jIvane A game che, kemake ajJAna che, ane ajJAna jo haze to jIvanI vRtti AtmAmAM TharavAne badale bahAra pharatI haze. jenA aMtaHkaraNamAM tyAga vairAgya Adi guNo utpanna thayA nathI evA jIvane AtmajJAna na thAya. eka eka siddhAMta vicArajo. kema na thAya? te carcAthI na thAya, vAda vivAdathI na thAya, zAstro kaMThastha karavAthI na thAya. kema ? to kahe che ke malina aMtaHkaraNarUpa darpaNamAM Atma upadezanuM pratibiMba paDatuM nathI. bahu moTI vAta karI. aMdara Atma upadezanuM pratibiMba paDavuM joIe ne? kyAMthI paDe? pANI DahoLAyeluM hoya, cAMdIno sikko na dekhAya. cAMdIno sikko jo jovo hoya to pANIne zAMta thavA devuM paDe. darpaNamAM moTuM jovuM hoya to darpaNane cokhkhuM karavuM paDe. ema Atma upadezanuM pratibiMba aMdara paDatuM nathI, kAraNa aMtaHkaraNa malina che, nirmaLa nathI. ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM, ghaNuM vAMcyuM, ghaNI pArAyaNa karI, ghaNA zAstro vAMcyA paNa pratibiMba paDyuM nahi kAraNa ke darpaNa upara bahumela che. to bhAI ! e darpaNane cokhkhuM karavuM paDaze. temaja tyAga vairAgyamAM rAcIne kRtArthatA mAne che ne potAnA AtmAnuM bhAna bhUle che. tyAga, vairAgya uttama zreSTha avasthA che temAM nA nahi, paNa AtmAnA bhAna vagara e avasthA zobhatI nathI. eTalA mATe AtmajJAna nahi hovAthI ajJAnanuM sahacArIpaNuM che AtmajJAna jo na hoya to ajJAna sAthe che. tyAga kharo paNa ajJAna sAthe, vairAgya kharo paNa ajJAna sAthe. ajJAna hovAnA kAraNe te AtmajJAna tarapha jAya nahi. to jAya kyAM? bahAramAM jAya, mAnamAM, pratiSThAmAM, prazaMsAmAM, lokasaMjJAmAM, lokavRttimAM jAya ane tyAga vairAgya AdinuM mAna utpanna karavA arthe tene ema thAya che ke meM ATalo tyAga karyo che to mane mAna maLavuM joIe, mane sanmAna maLavuM joIe, mane Adara maLavo joIe. mAna na maLe to jIvane game nahi, te ajJAnanI pIDA che, ane ajJAnanI pIDA hovAnA kAraNe mAnArthe kare tethI sarva saMyamanI pIDA thaI mATe saMsArano uccheda thAya nahi. ghA kyAM karavo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 82 pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 che? khabara che? A saMsArano uccheda karavA mATe. tyAgamAM ja aTakavAnuM thAya arthAta te AtmajJAnane prApta kare nahi. to be vAto karI. 'tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna', paheluM sUtra tyAga virAga ja cittamAM na hoya to AtmajJAna thAya nahi. kAraNa aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi vinA koI vicAra jAge nahi, vicAra vinA vairAgya thAya nahi ane jJAna vinA tyAga na thAya, tyAga ane vairAgya vinA sadAcAra Ave nahi ane sadAcAra vinA aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thAya nahi ane aMtaHkaraNa zuddha na thAya to Atma upadezanuM, AtmajJAnanuM pratibiMba paDe nahIM. upaniSadamAM paNa kahyuM che, AtmA vAre zrotavyo, maMtavyo, vidhyAsitavyo ! AtmAnuM zravaNa karavuM, manana karavuM ane nididhyAsana karavuM, paNa e mATe aMtaHkaraNane zuddha karavuM, cittane zuddha karavuM. bahu moTuM kAma che aMtaHkaraNane zuddha karavuM te. aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi tyAga vairAgya vagara thatI nathI. tyAga vairAgya vagara AtmajJAna na thAya eTale tyAga vairAgya jIvanamAM prApta karIe. bIjI vAta karI jo tame tyAga vairAgya prApta karyA haze ane AtmajJAnanI AkAMkSA nahIM hoya ane AtmajJAna jo prApta na thAya to tyAga vairAgya hovA chatAM tyAga vairAgyamAM aTakavApaNuM thaze. tyAga virAgamAM aTakavApaNuM thAya eTale moTuM mAThuM pariNAma Ave. "to bhUle nija bhAna" upara jJAna na thAya e vAta AvI ane nIce vAta AvI ke bhAna bhUlI jAya. jJAna na thAya te ThIka che, paNa bhAna ja bhUlI jAya. samajAya che? jJAna na thAya e to samajAya paNa bhAnane bhUlI jAya. ema kema thAya che? to ajJAna hovAnA kAraNe tyAga vairAgya AdinuM mAna utpanna karavA arthe, bIjAo mAna Ape tenA mATe sarve saMyama AdinI pravRttio thaI. ajJAna haze to jaze kyAM? ajJAna kAma karyA vagara nahi rahe, ajJAna ahaMkAramAM laI jAya. ajJAna mAnamAM laI jAya. ajJAna sattAmAM laI jAya. ajJAna lokeSaNAmAM laI jAya. potAnI pUjA, pratiSThAmAM AnaMda Ave. ajJAnanI pIDA jevI tevI nathI ane ajJAnamAM rasa paNa che koI potAnI prazaMsA kare to sAruM lAge ne kahe ke A bhAI samaju che, tene khabara paDe che ke kone mAna ApavuM ke na ApavuM. hajAro mANaso hoya, mAna pratiSThA thatI hoya, teNe Avo tyAga karyo, Avo tyAga karyo, ema kahe pachI te tyAgI kahe ke are bhAI ame kSudra chIe, tuccha chIe. ame zuM tyAga karyo che? amArA pahelAM thaI gayA che teoe moTo tyAga karyo che. ame kaMI paNa gaNatrImAM nathI. paNa jo bIjA koI ema kahe ke tame gaNatarImAM nathI to pitto phATI jAya. zrImajIne samajo. eka eka vAtano siddhAMta spaSTa karyo che ane eTalA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 83 mATe tyAgamAM aTakavuM thAya to saMsArano aMta na Ave. AtmajJAna vagara hajAro upAya karavAM chatAM paNa saMsArano aMta na Ave, mukta na thavAya, ane e AtmajJAnane pAme nahi. kriyAjaDane kahyuM ke bhAI ! tuM tyAga kare che, vairAgya prApta kare che, sAdhana kare che te sArI vAta che paNa te saphaLa jo karavA hoya to tAre AtmajJAnanI prApti karavI paDaze. zuSkajJAnIne ema kahyuM ke tyAga vairAgya Adi sAdhana tArI pAse nahi hoya to tArI pAse mAtra vAcA jJAna haze, vANInuM jJAna haze. mukhathI jJAna kathe ane, aMtara chUTyo na moha, te pAmara prANI kare, mAtra jJAnIno droha. to te vAcA jJAna-zabdomAM jJAna che. popaTane koIe zikhavADyuM ke 'billI Ave to UDa jAnA' ane billI AvI to popaTa bolyo, billI Ave to UDa jAnA, billI pAMjarA pAse AvI, paNa popaTa to bole rAkhe ke billI Ave to UDa jAnA. billIe ene pakaDI lIdho. A vAcA jJAna che ke AtmA nitya che, AtmA janamato nathI, AtmA marato nathI, AtmA zAzvata che, deha mare che. deha judo che, AtmA judo che. jagatamAM koI koInuM che ja nahi. badhA svArthI che. AvuM bolyuM jAya, paNa bhUkha lAge tyAre khabara paDe ke zuM thAya che ? roTalI bhANAmAM Ave ne ochI copaDI hoya to gusso Ave ke roTalI ochI kema copaDI che ? alyA ! tuM hamaNAM tattvajJAnanI vAta karato hato ne ! te kahe ke 'vAtanI jagyAe vAta, ahIM nahi. ahIM to roTalI jhaboLIne maLavI joIe. je te cAle nahi.' zAstro ema kahe che ke A vAcA jJAna che. zuSkajJAnIne ema kahyuM ke A vAcA jJAnathI tAruM kalyANa nahi thAya. tAre tyAga vairAgya prApta karavA paDaze. ane kriyAjaDane ema kahyuM ke tAre AtmajJAna pahelAM meLavavuM paDaze, tyAga-vairAgyamAM aTakavAnuM nathI. banne vargane emaNe divAdAMDI ApI. banne vargane kalyANano mArga batAvIne bahu moTo upakAra karyo che. ghaNAM sAdhako pAlItANA zatruMjaya tIrthanI covihAra (nirjaLA) be upavAsa karI sAta yAtrA kare che. temanI mazkarI karavA jevI nathI, teo be hAtha joDI vaMdana karavA yogya che. temanI anumodanA karavI ane sAthe teone dhIrethI kahevA jevuM che ke tame A karyuM, te ghaNuM sAruM karyuM paNa sAthe tamArA jIvanamAMthI krodha kaSAya ochA thAya to tamArI A sAdhanA vizeSa zobhaze. ema temanuM dhyAna doravA jevuM che. kriyA jaDane kahyuM ke AtmajJAna vagara kriyAo zobhaze nahi ane zuSka jJAnIne ema kahyuM ke vAcAjJAna che, zAstrono bhaMDoLa che, siddhAMto vAMcyA che, jJAna prApta karyuM che, paNa bhAI ! tArAmAM tyAga For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 84 pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 vairAgya nathI, tAruM aMtaHkaraNa zuddha nathI ane aMtaHkaraNa zuddha nathI eTale savicAra nathI, sadvicAra nathI eTale AtmAnuM pratibiMba AtmAmAM paDI zake tema nathI. zAstro vAMcyA pachI paNa tuM bahAra ja Ubho rahIza? tuM aMdaramAM nahi jAya to aMdaramAM ghaTanA nahi ghaTe, avasthA prApta nahIM thAya. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM ke, nijagharameM hai prabhutA terI, parasaMga nIca kahAvo, pratyakSa rIta lakhI tuma aisI, grahIye Apa svabhAvo. jJAna vinA tuM tArA gharamAM praveza nahi karI zake. A kAma jJAnanuM che. jJAna hAtha pakaDIne rAgathI choDAvaze. jJAna hAtha pakaDIne Asakti mamatva choDAvaze, adhyAsa choDAvaze, tAdAmya buddhi choDAvaze. jJAnanuM sAmarthya apAra che. paNa kevuM jJAna ? tyAga-vairAgyathI zobhatuM. yazovijayajI mahArAje eka sarasa udAharaNa ApyuM che. jaise zIra para pAghaDI bAMdhe, paheraNa nahi laMgoTI." AdivAsI rAjA sAthe moTI pAghaDI bAMdhe, paNa paheravA laMgoTI na hoya. sAruM na lAge, zobhe nahi. mAthe pAghaDI nahi hoya to cAlaze, paNa laMgoTI to pahera. e paheryA vagara kema cAlaze? ema jJAna hoya ane tyAga vairAgya na hoya to laMgoTI nathI paherI tevuM lAge. mAthA para pAghaDI bAMdhI che eTale jJAna che paNa tyAga vairAgya nathI. A sAtamI gAthAmAM ghaNo moTo ukela ApI dIdho, ghaNI spaSTatA karI. eka paNa aMga hINuM nathI gaNAvyuM. jJAna paNa joIe ane tyAga paNa jAIe. vairAgya paNa joIe, aMtaHkaraNa zuddha paNa joIe ane sadvicAra paNa joIe ane aMdaramAM Asaktino tyAga paNa thavo joIe. tAdAbhya tUTavuM joIe. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha. (8) eka pachI eka ati gahana ane rahasyamaya gAthAo AvatI jAya che. ApaNAM manamAM ghaNI kSatio che, bhramaNAo che. ghaNI badhI mAnyatAo ane khyAlo che. paNa satya tenAthI juduM che. ApaNo mata judo che ane tathya enAthI juduM che. eTalA mATe zrImadjInA zabdo laIne laDavAnI jarUra nathI, vAda-vivAda karavAnI jarUra nathI ane temane vAda vivAdanuM sAdhana banAvavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. ApaNe evA apalakSaNA chIe ke ApaNAM hAthamAM je kaMI Ave tene vAda-vivAdanuM sAdhana banAvI daIe chIe. zrImadjI amArI mAnyatA pramANe Ama kahe che, tame je mAno cho te barAbara nahi. ame je mAnIe chIe te barAbara che. matalaba ke badhA ja khoTAM che, Ano artha evo thayo. have ghaNI abhuta carcAno prAraMbha For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA thAya che. jaina darzanamAM be mukhya siddhAMto, eka viveka buddhi ane bIjo siddhAMta anekAMtavAda. bahu duHkhanI vAta che jainone anekAMtavAdano vAraso maLyo che paNa tenI teone khabara nathI. AInasTAInane tenI sApekSavAdanI) khabara che, paNa ApaNane khabara nathI. anekAMtavAda e vAda nathI, anekAMtavAda koI phIlosophI nathI. anekAMtavAda koI vicAradhArA nathI. anekAMtavAda koI mata nathI. koI abhiprAya nathI, paNa anekAMtavAda padArthanA gaMbhIra svarUpane, padArthanA rahasyane spaSTa karanAruM eka tathya tattva che. padArthane yathArthapaNe jo samajavo hoya, dravyane yathArthapaNe jo samajavuM hoya, astitvane yathArthapaNe samajavuM hoya to astitvane samajavA mATenI zreSThatama prakriyA anekAMtavAda che. anekAMtavAda vicAra nathI, te tarka ke carcA nathI. je padArtha che, je vastu che, je dravya che, tene samajavAnI sAcI paddhati che. tenAthI vastune, tattvane samajI zako. dravyane, guNa, paryAyane, astitvane, pradezane, paramArthane tame samajI zako cho, e samajavAnI rItane zAstro anekAMtavAda kahe che. anekAMtavAda hoya to Agraha na hoya, haThAgraha na hoya, matArtha na hoya, durAgrahana hoya, ane anekAMtavAda hoya tyAM pUrvagraha paNa na hoya. AgrahathI para chatAM satyaniSTha evI anekAMtanI khUbI che, anekAMtavAda zabda barAbara nathI. mAtra anekAMta zabda ja barAbara che. vAda nahi, paNa vAda eTale kathana, vAda eTale zailI. vastune kahevAnI zailI, rIta, yathArtha rIte kahevAnI prakriyA tenuM nAma anekAMta. tamane koI ema kahe ke AtmA nitya paNa che ane AtmA anitya paNa che to tame pUcho ne ke A kaI rIte? dravyanI apekSAe nitya che ane paryAyanI apekSAe anitya paNa che. vastu dravya ane paryAya bannethI ekatrita thayelI che. khyAlamAM Ave che? A vAta khyAlamAM nahi lo to nahIM cAle, chUTakAro nahi thAya. khyAlamAM levI paDaze ane tame jainakuLamAM janamyA cho ane tame anekAMta na jANo to kema cAle? anekAMta jo jANatA ho to ATalA matamatAMtaro na hota. ATalA saMpradAya na hota ane anekAMta jANatA hota to ATalA laDAI jhaghaDA paNa na hota. matamata bhede re jo jaI pUchIye, sau sthApe ahameva, abhinaMdanajina darazana tarasIye re! AnaMdadhanajI thAkyAM haze, konI sAthe vAta karavI? kone kahevuM? kone pUchavuM? jAku jAku pUchIye, sI apanI apanI gAve, sAcA mAraga kou na batAve!" ane A vAta bhagavAna mahAvIranA siddhAMta mATe, A vAta jainadarzana mATe ane A vAta paramakRpALu For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 86 pravacana kramAMka - 8, gAthA kramAMka - 7 deva mATe eka ja che. zrImadjInI gAthAno artha ame je karIe chIe te paraphekTa, yogya che ane bAkInA je kahe che te taddana khoTuM che. sAcA ane khoTAM, e baMne vacce tolavAnuM koIpaNa sAdhana jo hoya to eka mAtra sAdhana che anekAMta. anekAMta trAjavuM che, tenA kAMTe tolAya. be mahattvanI ghaTanA vacce vivekabuddhi ane anekAMta mahattvanAM che. vivekabuddhi na hoya to mUDhatA hoya ane mUDhatA ene kahevAya ke kartavya zuM, akartavya zuM tenI khabara ja na paDe. zeThanA sALAne zeThANIe kahyuM ke bhAI ! tuM kAma karavA jAya to ekI pherAmAM cAra pAMca kAma patAvavA joIe. tuM pratyeka kAma mATe alaga-alaga jAya te na cAle. zeTha mAMdA hatA ane te davA levA gayo. davA to laI Avyo paNa sAthe khAMpaNa paNa laI Avyo. zeThANIe kAraNa pUchyuM. teNe kahyuM ke tame nahotuM kahayuM ke tAre cAra-pAMca kAma sAthe patAvavAM, eTale A laI Avyo chuM, jarUra to paDaze ja ne? Ane kahevAya che mUDhatA, mUDhatA na cAle. vivekabuddhi joIe, ane mUDhatAnA kAraNe zuM kartavya che, zuM akartavya che, zemAM hita che, zemAM ahita che, zuM choDavA jevuM che ane zuM tyAgavA jevuM che, tenI khabara paDe nahi, e kAma mUDhatAnuM che. anekAMta na hoya to dRSTirAga hoya. pote je mAne che te ja satya che Ane kahevAya che dRSTirAga, ane dRSTirAga jyAM hoya tyAM matAgraha paNa hoya. eTalA mATe zAstronuM ema kahevuM che ke (1) vivekabuddhi ane (2) anekAMtadaSTi jIvanamAM jarUrI che. vivekI AtmA potAnI vartamAna dazA kevI che teno vicAra kare ane te dazA mATe karyuM sAdhana karavA jevuM che te paNa nakkI kare. meDIkala sToramAM jAya to sTorano mAlika kaheze prIskrIpzana lAvyA cho? to davA tamane maLe ane jo tame kaho ke phAve te Apo ne? mAre khAvI che ne? to tamArI zI hAlata thAya? prIskrIpzana vagara davA kAmamAM na Ave tema viveka vagara sAdhana paNa kAmamAM na Ave. krodha dUra karavo hoya to zuM upAya? Asakti dUra karavI hoya to zuM upAya? e badhA upAyo sAdhakane prApta thavA joIe. ane jo viveka ane anekAMta dRSTinI prApti thAya to ja te prApta thAya. A banne tathyone AThamI gAthAmAM abhuta rIte mUkI dIdhAM che. Aje gAthAno ullekha karIe. carcA AvatIkAlathI thaze. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha. paramakRpALu devanA pratye jemane bhakti che, je temanI upAsanA kare che te bIjuM kAMI na kare paNa AThamI gAthA jIvanamAM jo utAre to paNa dhanya thaI jAya. jIvananA moTAbhAganA prazno ukelAI jAya, evI emAM adbhuta vyavasthA che. tamArI dRSTi, tamAruM AcaraNa, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 87 tamAro nyAya AmAM tolyo che. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tyAM tyAM te samaje, Acare vAta pachI karI, pahelAM samaje. A samajaNamAM ja moTA vAMdhA che. eTalA mATe tame jyAre vAta karatAM ho tyAre tame ema kahetAM ho cho ke alyA ! samajato kema nathI ? tuM samajane pahelAM. are, samajyA vagara nahi cAle. amArA akhAe sarasa vAta karI che. 'samajyA vagaranuM sukha nahi jIvane', samajyA vagara jIvane karoDo upAya karavAthI paNa sukha prApta na thAya. paramakRpALu deve moTo siddhAMta Apyo ke, 'samaja pIche saba sahela che, ane bina samaje muzkila.' zuM samajavAnuM ? to jyAM jyAM, je je yogya che tyAM tyAM te samajavuM. jyAM jJAna joIe tyAM jJAna samajavuM ane tyAga joIe tyAM tyAga samajavo ane jyAM vairAgya joIe tyAM vairAgya samajavo. jyAM ahiMsA joIe tyAM ahiMsA samaje, ane jyAM satya joIe tyAM satya ja samaje. jyAM dAna joIe tyAM dAna samaje ane jyAM kSamA joIe tyAM kSamA samaje. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tyAM tyAM te te samaje, mAtra samaje nahi paNa te Acare. A kaparuM kAma che. tyAM tyAM te Acare, eTale krodha dUra karavo hoya to kSamA joIe ane kSamA AcaravI paDe. ahaMkAra dUra karavo hoya to namratA joIe ane namratA AcaravI paDe. lobha dUra karavo hoya to saMtoSa joIe ane pachI teNe saMtoSa Acaravo joIe. lobha barAbara nathI e to samajyA, paNa samajavA mAtrathI na cAle, saMtoSanuM AcaraNa paNa kare, te AtmArthI puruSanuM lakSaNa che. (1) vivekadRSTi, (2) anekAMtavAda, (3) jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tyAM te samaje ane (4) je samaje te Acare, A cAra vAta jenAmAM hoya tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. ane A cAra jyAM na hoya tene kahevAya matArthI. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 pravacana kramAMka - 9 gAthA kramAMka - 8 AtmArthI jana kevo hoya ? gaIkAle AThamI gAthAnA keTalAMka aMzo joyAM hatAM. bAkInA aMzo Aje levAnA che ane navamI gAthAno prAraMbha karavAno che. navamI gAthAthI mAMDIne ogaNIsamI gAthA sudhI paramakRpALu deve gahana rahasyo pragaTa karyA che. tamArA manamAM prazno UThaze kAraNa ke ApaNe je mAnIe chIe te ane paramakRpALu deva je kahe che te vacce ghaNuM aMtara che, tAlamela nathI, samanvaya nathI. ApaNe je mAnIe chIe te mAnatI vakhate ApaNe eka daravAjo khullo nathI rAkhatAM ke satya mArI pAse Avaze to huM svIkAravA taiyAra chuM. A daravAjo baMdha karI daIe chIe. evI saraLatA, evI madhyasthatA hoya, evI niSpakSapAtatA hoya, evI RjutA hoya, evuM hRdaya khulluM hoya ke jyAre jyAre satya mArI pAse Avaze tyAre tyAre e satya huM svIkArI laIza. e satyano huM InkAra nahIM karuM. zAstromAM eka varNana Ave che, koI ziSya koI nagaramAM rahyA hoya ane emaNe prarUpaNA karI hoya ane e prarUpaNAmAM bhUla thaI hoya, zAstra viruddha prarUpaNA thaI hoya ane jyAre te gurudeva pAse Ave ane gurudeva ema kahe ke tame A prakAranI je prarUpaNA karI hatI e zAstrathI kharekhara viruddha che. ziSya kahe ke "have zuM karavuM?' gurudeva kahe ke "prAyazcita karo." "zuM prAyazcita karuM?' to gurudeva ema kahe che ke "jyAM tame prarUpaNA karI che tyAM tame jAva ane tyAM jaIne ema kaho ke meM je kahyuM che te zAstrathI viparIta kahyuM che, khoTuM kahyuM che, satya kahyuM nathI." ziSya ema kahe che, "sAheba ! badhuM thaI zakaze paNa A nahIM thaI zake. kaThina vAta che. jyAM meM upadeza Apyo, prarUpaNA karI ane mArI smalanAthI meM asatya kahyuM, viparIta kahyuM, zAstra viruddha kahyuM, tyAM huM jaIne ema kahyuM ke meM A khoTuM kahyuM che? khoTuM hovA chatAM huM te khoTuM nahIM kahuM." jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke te jIva ArAdhaka nathI paNa virAdhaka che. A vAtamAM mahattva e che ke ApaNuM hRdaya satyane svIkAra mATe hara haMmeza khulluM hovuM joIe ane varaso sudhI asatya ghUMTyuM hoya, mata ghUMTyo hoya, pUrvagraha hoya, potAno kadAgraha For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 89 hoya, potAnI mAnyatA hoya, paNa satyane jANatAMnI sAthe ja te asatyane, matane choDavAnI taiyArI thAya tene zAstramAM saraLatA kahe che. saraLatAno, RjutAno artha mAtra bIjAne na chetaravuM te nahi, paNa jyAre jyAre ApaNI samakSa satya Ave tyAre tyAre ApaNe jIvananA tamAma pUrvagraho, mAnyatAo ane tamAma mato niHsaMkocapaNe saraLatAthI choDavA taiyAra thaIe ane satyano ApaNe svIkAra karIe. zAstro aneka che, temAM aneka vibhAgo che, aneka prarUpaNA che, aneka vAto che, sAdhakanA jIvanamAM paNa aneka prakriyAo ane aneka bhUmikAo che, vikAsanA kramamAM cauda guNasthAnako e prasiddha bhUmikAo che, peTA bhUmikAo aneka che. mArgAnusArIthI zarUAta thAya ane caudamA guNasthAna sudhI ArohaNa thAya, apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze ? ane kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo ? sAdhaka kaI rIte, kaI kaI bhUmikAthI kevo kevo vikAsa kare che tenuM varNana che. A to varNavI zakAya, kahI zakAya, paNa evI asaMkhya bhUmikAo che jemAMthI sAdhaka pasAra thAya che, te asaMkhya bhUmikAonuM varNana zAstromAM karI zakAya tevuM nathI. zrI haribhadrasUrijIe traNa prakAranA yoga kahyA, 1. IcchA yoga, 2. zAstra yoga ane 3. sAmarthya yoga. (1) IcchA yoga : 'tRmio' dharma pravRtti karavAnI tAlAvelI che, zAstronA arthane jANe che, jJAnI che paNa pramAdanA kAraNe vikala-potAnI nabaLAInA kAraNe avidhipUrvaka dharmapravRtti kare che, tene IcchA yoga kahe che. e potAnI jAtane-nabaLAIne jANe che, svIkAre paNa che. A vAtane suradAsajIe paramAtmAne vinaMtinA rUpamAM karI. 'mero avaguNa citta nA dharo, samadarzI hai nAma tumhAro, cAhe to pAra karo,' mArA avaguNo ghaNAM che, Apa hRdayamAM na rAkho. Apa to samadarzI cho. Apa pAra karo to ya bhale, na karo to ya bhale, paNa prabhu ! mArA avaguNane cittamAM dhAraNa na karazo. huM avaguNathI bharelo chuM. AvI eka saraLatA, AvI eka namratA, saujanyatA jenA jIvanamAM Ave che, te vyakti satyano svIkAra kare che. (2) zAstra yoga H jenAmAM zraddhA che, sAthe sUkSma bodha che, zAstramAM je vidhi batAvI hoya te vidhipUrvaka apramattabhAve yathAzakti dharmapravRtti kare tene zAstra yoga kahe che. (3) sAmarthya yoga : bahu mahattvano che. sAdhanA karatAM karatAM evuM baLa, evuM vIrya phorave che, evo zaktino saMcAra thAya che, evuM sAmarthya thAya che ke e je sAdhanA kare che, tenuM varNana zAstromAM karI zakAya tevuM nathI. Ane kahevAya che sAmarthya yoga. AtmAmAM anaMta vIrya paDyuM che, e vIrya uchaLe che sAdhanA karatAM karatAM. kharekharI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 90 pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 vAta to e che ke jema jema sAdhanA karo, tema tema tyAganuM, vairAgyanuM, jJAnanuM, zraddhAnuM, viratinuM, anAsaktinuM ane saMbhAvanAnuM baLa vadhatuM jAya che ane e ja mUDI laIne sAdhaka AgaLa vadhe che. cothA guNasthAnake je baLa prApta karyuM che, je zakti prApta karI che e mUDI laIne teNe pAMcamA guNasthAne javAnuM che. pAMcamA guNasthAne je baLa prApta karyuM te laIne cha guNasthAne javAnuM che. e ja mUDI vAparavAnI che. eka avasthA evI AvI jAya che ke aphATa vIrya tenAmAM pragaTa thAya che. jema dariyo aphATa che ane temAM pracaMDa mojAM vahe che tema sAdhakamAM sAdhanA karatAM karatAM pracaMDa mojAM vahetAM thAya che. jarA dhIrajathI vAta khyAlamAM lejo. A aMdaramAM banatI ghaTanA che, A aMdaranI avasthA che. have zAstro ema kahe che tame amane pUcho ke A je sAdhanA kare che tenuM tathA AtmAnuM varNana karo ne? to zAstro kahe che ane tenuM varNana karI zakIe tema nathI. paramakRpALu devanA ja zabdo che : "je pada zrI sarva dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyAM nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo', bahu spaSTa vAta karI ke khuda bhagavAna paNa na kahI zakyA to tame zuM kahezo? kadAca zAstro jANamAM hoya ane vakatRtva kaLA-oreTarI hoya, sarasa vyAkhyAna karatAM AvaDatuM hoya, uttama rajuAta hoya, sAcI rajuAta karatAM AvaDatI hoya, to garva karavA jevuM nathI, kAraNa? je satya che te to anaMta che, virATa che, apUrva ane adbhuta che, anirvacanIya che ane avakRtavya che. zabdomAM lAvI zakAya tevuM nathI ane eTalA ja mATe kahIe chIe ke sarvajJa paramAtmA badhuM ja jANe che paNa jeTaluM jANe che teTaluM kahI zakyAM nathI, eTalA mATe kahI zakyAM nathI ke vastu tattva anaMta che. anaMta tattvane zabdomAM tame kevI rIte lAvI zako? sAdhanA karatAM karatAM sAdhakamAM AtmabaLa vadhe che. jJAnanuM baLa, vairAgyanuM baLa, tyAganuM baLa, dhyAnanuM baLa, samatAnuM baLa, anAsaktinuM baLa vagere baLa vadhatAM jAya che. jema jema baLa vadhe che tema tema e baLa upara prApta thayelI sAdhanAnI mUDI laIne sAdhakane AgaLa javAnuM che. tene to caude cauda guNasthAnako vaTAvavAnA che. te mATe enI pAse viveka joIze ke A bhUmikA upara zuM choDavA jevuM che. A bhUmikA upara zuM bAdhA thaI zake tema che? zuM avarodha AvI zake tema che? A bhUmikA upara zuM kartavya che ane zuM akartavya che? ane kevuM sAdhana kAmamAM Ave evuM che? Avo viveka jo potAnI pAse na hoya to te zAstrone yathArthapaNe samajI zakaze nahi. zAstro to dariyo che. temAM aneka prakAranI vAto Ave che. paramakRpALu devanA AThaso vacanAmRta che. aneka paDakhAMothI, aneka bAjuethI temaNe vAta karI che. zAstromAM vividha dRSTikoNathI vAta karI che. eno jo tALo meLavatAM na AvaDe to aMdara mUMjhavaNa thaze, guMcavaNa thaze ane kAM to haThAgrahamAM e vAta pariNamaze. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 91 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA eTalA mATe eka ukela ApI dIdho ke, jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha. (8) TIkAH jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tyAM tyAM te te samaje, ane tyAM tyAM te te Acare e AtmArthI puruSanAM lakSaNo che. (8) sAdhaka mATe potAnI jAtano vicAra karavAnI rIta A che. potAnI kaI bhUmikA che? tyAM zuM yogya che? tyAM zuM sAdhana che? tyAM zuM karavA jevuM che? tyAM zuM heya-tyAga karavA lAyaka che? tyAM zuM AdaravA lAyaka che? tyAM zuM jANavA lAyaka che? sAdhuone ema kahyuM ke munio! asaMga avasthAmAM raho, e eka avasthA che, kAraNa teone potAnI cittavRttine potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM TheravavAnI che. svarUpamAM sthira thavA mATe potAnI vRtti DolAyamAna thAya evA tamAma prasaMgothI munie dUra rahevuM ghaTe, mATe emanA mATe sarvasaMga parityAganI vAta karI. 'vRtti vahI nija bhAvamAM, paramArthe samakti." je vRtti bahAra jAya che, e vRttine pAchI vALavI. AnaMdadhanajIe emanI alaMkArika bhASAmAM kahyuM : vAro re koI, paraghara ramavAno DhALa. DhALa Ave tyAre sAyakalane peDala mAravuM na paDe, enI meLe cAlI jAya, DhALa che paNa temAM jokhama paNa che. breka mAratA na AvaDe, sAyakala calAvatAM na AvaDe ane breka jo nirarthaka thAya to sAyakala paNa jAya ane pote paNa jAya. vRttine paramAM javuM saheluM che, vibhAvamAM javuM saheluM che. dhyAna karatA hoIe ane dhyAna karatAM karatAM jo vRttine bahAra javuM hoya to chAnImAnI vRtti bahAra jaI zake che, tene pAchI vALavI che ane potAnA svarUpamAM TheravavI che. mAtmasaMstha manaH kRtvAna ziSyavapi vicintA (bhagavadgItA) manane AtmAmAM sthira karIne potAne e avasthA prApta karavI che. zAstromAM to ema kahyuM che ke tamAre zvAsocchavAsa levo te paNa guru AjJAthI levo. e kevI rIte bane ? parAkASTAnI A vAta che paNa ema kahevuM che ke sAdhaka pote maTI jAya, teno ahaMkAra ogaLI jAya, teno mata maTI jAya, sAdhano karavAno kadAgraha maTI jAya ane saMpUrNapaNe gurune samarpita thaIne rahe. saMtoe gAyuM, aisI AdhInatA kaba hove, AdhIna thayA hoya tene moTA bhUpati zIza namAve. sadguru pratye evI AdhInatA ke potAno koI vikalpa nahi, mata nahi mAnyatA nahi. gurudeve AjJA karI eno saMpUrNa svIkAra. ema kahyuM ke guru AjJA vagara zvAsa paNa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 92 pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 na levo. tamane ema nathI lAgatuM ke ATalI badhI parataMtratA amArA upara lAdo cho ? parataMtra banAvavA gurudevane vAta karavI nathI, paNa kAraNa juduM che. sAdhanA karatAM karatAM aMdaranI vRttiono uchALo Ave che. te vakhate sadguru ema kaheze ke AnAthI dUra raho. eka bhAIne gesa thato hato. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke "vAyu thAya tevo khorAka na khAzo." olAe kahyuM, "DhokaLA khavAya ke nahi?' DaoNkTare kahyuM, "DhokaLA na khavAya" "to sAheba, pachI IDalI khavAya ke nahi?" jIvanI pasaMdagI UMdhI ja che. jIvane zuM hita karanAra che ane zuM ahita karanAra che e sadguru barAbara jANe che. sAtaso zloka kahyA pachI kRSNa arjunane kahyuM ke "he arjuna ! tuM tArI jema icchA hoya tema kara, amAre tane kaMI kahevuM nathI." paNa arjune kahyuM, naSTo moha: smRtirlabdhA tvtprsaadaanmyaacyut| sthito'smi gatasandeha: kariSye vacanaM tava / / he azruta ! mArAmAM parivartana thaI gayuM, mAro moha cAlyo gayo, ApanI kRpAthI mane AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM ane saMdeha vagarano huM thayo. have ApanA vacana pramANe huM cAlIza. vacana eTale AjJA. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha. A eka sAdI vyAkhyA ApI. ahIM be vAto karI che. samajaNa paNa yathArtha joIe ane AcaraNa paNa yathArtha joIe. samajaNa kevI joIe? ke jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tyAM te samaje, A samajaNanuM sIdhuM daDhIkaraNa zAstramAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. paramakRpALu deve patrAMka naMbara pacIzamAM bahu mahattvanI vAta karI che paNa e tarapha dhyAna bahu ochu jAya che. zAstronuM cAra anuyogamAM vibhAjana karyuM che. dravyAnuyoga, caraNakaraNAnuyoga, dharmakathAnuyoga ane gaNitAnuyoga. mana jo zaMkAzIla thayuM hoya to dravyAnuyogano vicAra karavo yogya che. jo tattvanirNaya karavo hoya, mananI zaMkAne dUra karavI hoya to teNe UMDANamAM javuM joIe. niHzaMka avasthA prApta karavI hoya to dravyAnuyoga vicAravA yogya che. te mATe adhyAtmanA graMtho, dravya, guNa, paryAya, naya, nikSepa, pramANa, satabhaMgI, guNasthAnaka, karma, vezyA, mArgaNA A vicAravA yogya che. kAraNa? mana zaMkAzIla che. AtmA che ke nahi? che to nitya che ke nahi? AtmA karma kare che ke nahi? AtmA karmanuM phaLa bhogave che ke nahi? AvI zaMkA jo thatI hoya to dravyAnuyogano vicAra karavA yogya che. jo mana pramAdI banyuM hoya, viSayothI ane vAsanAothI gherAyeluM hoya to te vakhate caraNakaraNAnuyoga vicAravo. Indriyone vazamAM rAkhavI tathA cAritranuM AcaraNa kema karavuM tenuM varNana jemAM AvyuM hoya te caraNakaraNAnuyoganA graMtho kahevAya. caraNakaraNAnuyogamAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 93 be vAto Ave che. karma ItyAdinuM paNa varNana Ave ane aMdara je vRttio UThe che te vRttio kevI rIte sAdhakane pajave che ane vRtti nirAkAraNa mATe kayA kayA upAyo che te varNavyA che. guptino upayoga, samitino upayoga, dasa prakAranA dharmano vicAra, pariSahajayano vicAra, cha lezyAno vicAra, judA judA je vikAro che teno vicAra, zarIrathI kaI rIte vRttio jItavI teno vicAra sAdhake karavo. bahu kaSAyo thatA hoya, bahu rAga-dveSa thatAM hoya, bahu vairabhAva thato hoya, bahu dveSabhAva thato hoya to dharmakathAnuyogano vicAra karajo. bhagavAna pArzvanAthane pUchI jojo. kamaTha sAthe emaNe vera bAMdhyuM na hatuM, paNa kamaThe vera bAMdhyuM hatuM. dasa dasa bhava sudhI e veranI paraMparA jALavI. agnizarmA ne guNasenane pUcho, tenI eka bhUla thaI gaI to enuM pariNAma nava nava bhava sudhI emane bhogavavuM paDyuM. caMDakauzikane pUcho. jarA kaSAya karyo tenA pariNAme caMDakauzikane nAga thavuM paDyuM. bAhubalIjIne pUcho ke bAra bAra mahinA dhyAnamAM rahyA, kevaLajJAna AjubAju AMTA mAratuM rahyuM. aMdara na gayuM, kAraNa ke ahaMkAra naDato hato. kaSAyo naDatA hoya to dharmakathAnuyogano vicAra karavA yogya che. jaDatA hoya, cena paDe nahi, kyAMya game nahi, kaMI karavuM game nahi to paramakRpALu deve kahyuM ke tuM gaNitAnuyogano vicAra kara. saMkSepamAM joIe to mana zaMkAzIla thaI gayuM hoya tene dravyAnuyoga vicAravo. vRttio, vAsanA, vikAro pajavatA hoya teNe caNAnuyoga vicAravo. kaSAyonA bhAva thAya teNe to dharmakathAnuyoga vicA2vo ane jene jaDatA AvI gaI hoya teNe gaNitAnuyogano vicAra karavo. Ama cAra prakAranA anuyoga sAdhakane Apela che. sAdhaka mATe A mahattvanI vAta che. emaNe kahyuM ke caraNAnuyoganA mATe je pAtra hoya tene dravyAnuyoganI bhalAmaNa karatAM nathI, dravyAnuyoganI jenAmAM yogyatA hoya tene caraNAnuyoganI vAta ame karatA nathI, temane AgaLa vadhAravA che. dravyAnuyoganI vicAraNA e zreSThatama koTinI vicAraNA che. e zukala dhyAnanuM kAraNa che. dravya, guNa, paryAyanuM ciMtana zukala dhyAnanI avasthAmAM laI jAya che, mATe tenuM mahattva che. 'jyAM jyAM je je yogya che tahAM samajavuM teha', mAtra samajavuM tema nahi, paNa 'tyAM tyAM te te Acare.' samajavAnuM kArya kadAca saheluM che, samajAI jAya, paNa AcaravAnuM kAma kaThina che. mahAbhAratamAM eka nAnakaDI vArtA Ave che. droNAcArye pahelA divase emanA vidyArthIo pAMDavo ane kauravo zALAmAM AvyA tyAre pahelo pATha Apyo. 'gusso na karavo ane juThThuM na bolavuM' ane pUchyuM ke pATha besI gayo to kahe 'hA sAheba, besI gayo.' 'jAva AvatI kAle Avajo. Aje rajA. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 94 pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 AvatIkAle pATha pUchavAmAM Avaze." duryodhane kahyuM ke, "krodha na karavo ane jAkuM na bolavuM te atyArathI yAda rahI gayuM che temAM AvatIkAlanI kyAM jarUra che?' bIjA divase pharI pAMDavo ane kauravo AvyAM. pahelAM duryodhanane pUchyuM ke "pATha taiyAra thaI gayo?' to kahe hA", "zuM taiyAra thayuM ?', to kahe "krodha na karavo." eka tamAco duryodhanane mAryo ane duryodhane kahyuM "sAheba ! tame amArA pagAradAra nokara cho, ane huM to dhRtarASTrano putra chuM. tame mane tamAco mAro te na cAle ane pATha to taiyAra thaI gayo che." ane bIjo tamAco mAryo, "pATha kyAM taiyAra thaI gayo che? krodha na karavo ane juThuM na bolavuM to tuM krodha to kare che ane pATha paNa thaI gayo che tema juThuM bole che." AvuM banyuM hoya ke na banyuM hoya, paNa daMtakathA che. pachI dharmarAjAne pUchyuM ke "pATha taiyAra thaI gayo che?' dharmarAjAe kahyuM, "bahu mahenata karI, AkhI rAta mahenata karI paNa pATha taiyAra thaI zakyo nathI. temane paNa e ja prasAda-camacamato tamAco. eka tamAco paDyo, zAMta. bIjo tamAco paDyo, zAMta. trIjo tamAco paDyo, zAMta. dharmarAjAe kahyuM, "gurudeva ! have pATha AvaDI gayo." pATha ghaNo kaThina che. A prayoga che. vAMcI javuM te vAta judI che ane jIvanamAM prasaMga Ave tyAre krodha na karavo tathA juThuM na bolavuM te judI vAta che. samajavuM ane AcaravuM e be vacce aMtara che. jyAM tyAga vairAgya yogya hoya tyAM tyAga vairAgya Adi samajavuM. jyAM AtmajJAna yogya hoya tyAM AtmajJAna samajavuM. zuSkajJAnIne ema kahyuM ke tArA mATe tyAga vairAgya anivArya che ane kriyAjaDane ema kahyuM ke tArA mATe AtmajJAna anivArya che. A baMneno tAra jIvanamAM maLavo joIe. ema je samaje ane e pramANe pravarte te AtmArthI jIva che. teno mArga bahu saraLa thaI jaze. sAdhanA saraLa thaI jaze. kazI mUMjhavaNa nahi rahe, koI samasyA nahIM rahe. paramakRpALu devanuM eka nAnakaDuM vAkya che. "mAna na hoya to mokSa ahIMyA ja che." mokSa meLavavA javAnI jarUra nathI. jIvane A mAna naDe che. kabIrajIe kahyuM che ke "jAte he prabhu milanako aura bIca meM baDI laMbI talavAra.' prabhune maLavA ame nIkaLyA hatA ane vacamAM lAMbI lAMbI talavAro amane maLI, ekanuM nAma che mAna ane ekanuM nAma che mata. A mAna ane mata e beno arthI hoya te yogya mArgane grahaNa karI zakaze nahi. kriyAmAM ja jene durAgraha thayo che evo matArthI ane zuSkajJAnamAM jene abhimAna thayuM che tathA jJAnIpaNuM mAnI lIdhuM che evo te mAnArthI jIva potAnI sAdhanA pote karI zakaze nahi. samajavuM paNa yathArtha ane AcaravuM paNa yathArtha. ame je vAto karIe chIe te eka sAthenI ghaTanA che. samaje koka ane Acare koka tevI vAta nathI. je samaje te ja Acare ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 95 jene AcaravuM haze teNe samajavuM paDaze. samajavuM e pahelAM mUkyuM ane AcaravuM e pachI mUkyuM. samajyA vagara Acarazo zuM? ajJAnI puNya pApano navi bheda te jANe, nayagama bhaMga prarUpaNA haThavAde tANe." dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "paDhamaM nA to sayA' he muni! jene ahiMsAnI sAdhanA karavI che, jene jIva dayAnI sAdhanA karavI che teNe tattvane jANavuM paDaze. je jIvane jANato nathI, je ajIvane jANato nathI e kevI rIte jIvadayAnuM pAlana karI zakaze? ahiMsAnuM AcaraNa karavA mATe nave nava tattvone jANavA jarUrI che ane nathI jANatA teo te AcaraNa karI zakatAM nathI. pahelAM samajavuM ane pachI AcaraNa karavuM. jo samajazo to AcaraNamAM AnaMda Avaze, sugama thaze. huM lAITIMgane jANato ja na houM ane svIca UMcI-nIcI karyA karuM to kAMI vaLe nahi. mane khabara paDavI joIe ke vAyara kyAM chUTo paDyo che. garabaDa kyAM thaI che, te pahelA samajavuM joIe. Ama yathArtha samajane zAstromAM vivekabuddhi kahe che. to TUMkamAM sAra e Avyo ke jIvanamAM sAdhanA karatI vakhate athavA zAstronuM vAMcana karatI vakhate enI ghaDa besADavI paDe. kapaDAMnI ghaDI vALo cho ne ! kyAMya saLa paDavI na joIe. kapaDAmAM saLa paDe te na cAle. kapaDAmAM saLa besADavI paDe tema zAstramAM dhaDa besADavI paDe, AcaraNamAM dhaDa besADavI paDe ane te ghaDa tyAre bese ke jyAre barAbara samajamAM Ave. yathArthapaNe samaje te ja yathArthapaNe AcaraNamAM mUkI zake. A ATha zlokomAM eka prastAvanAnI vAta karIne paramakRpALu deva have sIdhI sAdhanAnI vAtano prAraMbha kare che. A navamI gAthAthI ogaNIsamI gAthA sudhI badhuM guMcavaNa bharela che. te samajIne nirNaya karavo paDe. eka vAra khaMbhAtamAM jamaNavAra hato ane jJAtInA AgevAnoe lokone kahI dIdhuM ke savAre nava vAgye thALI vATako laIne jamavA Avajo. AkhI jJAtIne jamavAnuM che. pachI rAtanA TrasTIonI mITIMga maLI ke zuM banAvavuM? eka grupe kahyuM ke mohanathALa banAvo ane bIjA grupe kahyuM ke baraphI cUramuM banAvo. carcA cAlI ane pachI to bAyo caDI gaI, caDasAcaDasI thaI. je mohanathALa grupanA hatA te kahe baraphI cUramu karI to juo, kema thAya che! to baraphI cUramAvALA kahe ke kema na thAya? tame paNa joI lejo. savAre ATha vAgyA, nirNaya thayo nahi, AkhI nAta thALI vATako laIne AvI. badhA kahe keTalI vAra che? kyAM jamavAnuM che? paNa nirNaya thAya to ne! A jIva carcAmAM, mAnyatAmAM, kadAgrahamAM, pUrvagrahamAM aTavAI jAya che. tene khabara paDavI joIe ne nirNaya karavo joIe. eka mANasa mAMdo paDyo ane kuTuMba bheguM thayuM. tyAM eka dIkaro ema kahe ke bhaNazALI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 96 pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 sAhebane bolAvo ane bIjo dIkaro kahe ke modI sAhebane bolAvo. trIjo dIkaro ema kahe ke trivedI sAhebane bolAvo. vaLI cotho dIkaro kahe ke pArAMjapene bolAvo. bApAne hArTa eTeka Avyo che, paNa nakkI thatuM nathI ke kayA DaoNkTarane bolAvavo. bApA ukalI jAya, ThekANe pahoMcI jAya pachI DaoNkTara Ave to karavAnuM zuM ? ApaNe paNa nirNaya karI zakatAM nathI. pratyakSathI kAma thAya ke parokSathI kAma thAya ? A kALamAM sadguru che ke nahi, hoya to kevA hoya ? temane oLakhavA kevI rIte ? jIvane karavuM ja hoya to karI zake che paNa nakharAthI na thAya. gujarAtImAM kahevata che '"jene nAcavuM nathI tenuM AMgaNuM vAMku'' A AMgaNuM barAbara nathI ema kahevAnA badale ema kahene ke tAre nAcavuM nathI, karavuM nathI ema kahe ne. jene karavuM che te karI zake che. sAdhanAnI zarUAta kyAMthI thAya ? prAraMbha biMdu kyAMthI, zarUAtanuM biMdu zuM che ? dhyAnathI sAMbhaLajo. karmathI zarUAta nahi thAya. kriyAthI zarUAta nahi thAya, karmakAMDathI zarUAta nahi thAya. to zarUAta kyAMthI thAya ? sAdhanAnuM maMgalAcaraNa kyAMthI karavuM ? jIve pahelA zuM karavuM ? paramakRpALu devane bahu adbhuta vAta karavI che ane e vAta e che keseve sadguru caraNane, tyAgI daI nija pakSa, pAme te paramArthane, nijapadano le lakSa (9) TIkA H potAnA pakSane choDI daI, je sadgurunA caraNane seve te paramArthane pAme, ane AtmasvarUpano lakSa tene thAya. (9) seve eTale pAse jAya, bese, thoDuM sAMbhaLe tema nahi paNa sevana kare. jema davAnuM sevana kare, khorAkanuM sevana kare, pakSI jema baccAnuM sevana kare. tema sevana kare. konuM? caraNanuM. caraNa eTale paga nahi, pagamAM zuM sevavA jevuM che ? jo caraNano artha paga karatA ho to pagane hAtha aDADo. ApaNe pagane mAtra hAtha aDADIne namaskAra nathI karatAM paNa mAthu aDADIne namaskAra karIe chIe. temAM saraLatA ane namratA che. ane temAM vijJAna paNa che. je aMdaranI enarjI che te enarjI paga vATe jyAre bahAra jatI hoya ane teno Taca jo thAya to jIvanamAM ghaTanA ghaTe. 'seve sadguru caraNane', sadgurunA caraNanI e sevanA kare, AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che 'dhAra taravAranI sohilI dohilI caudamA jinataNI caraNa sevA', teo kahe che ke talavAranI dhAra upara cAlavuM haju saheluM che, to muzkela zuM ? to kahe dohyalI jinezvaranI caraNa sevA. caudamA tIrthaMkaranI caraNasevA karavI dohyalI che. guru pAse javuM saheluM, temano upadeza sAMbhaLavo te saheluM che, temanI bAhya sevA karavI sahelI che, AhAra Adi dAna ApavuM saheluM, vastro vagere ApavA sahelAM. ahIM sevAno artha bahu judo thAya che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 97 ,, sevA karavAnI pahelI zarata, koNa sevA karI zake ? zuM karavuM paDe tenA mATe ? kaMI paisA ApavA paDe ? caraNe kAMI mUkavuM paDe ? namaskAra karavA paDe ? A to badho vyavahAra, bhale karo, paNa sauthI moTI vAta 'tyAgI daI nija pakSa', potAno pakSa choDIne. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke cha khaMDano mAlika cakravartI, tene jo vairAgya thAya to taNakhalAMne jema choDe tema cha khaMDanI sAhyabIno tyAga karI zake che. Avo tyAgI potAno pakSa choDI zakato nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAme temanA jamAI jamAlI paDyA hatA, teo ema kahetAM hatAM ke ''bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che te khoTuM che, huM kahuM chuM te satya che.'' teo 500 sAdhuo laIne judA paDI gayA ane bhagavAna mahAvIra sAme temaNe judo coko mAMDyo. bhagavAna mahAvIranI putrI priyadarzanA hajAra sAdhvIone laIne judI paDI gaI. AvA tIrthaMkara puruSo sAme, emanA ja kuTuMbIjano virodhamAM paDyA ane kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che te yathArtha nathI. huM kahuM chuM te mAro mata sAco che. badhuM karavA taiyAra, taDake tapavA taiyAra, ThaMDImAM TharavA taiyAra ane varasAdamAM bhIMjAvA paNa taiyAra. bAhubalIjI kahe che ke A badhuM zakya che. velaDIo viMTAya te zakya che, pakSIo mALA bAMdhe te paNa zakya che, yuddhanA medAnamAM UtaravuM zakya che, bAra mahinA UbhA rahevuM zakya che, paNa nAnAbhAInA caraNamAM mAthu mUkavuM te zakya nathI. kevaLajJAna mATe bAra mahinA moDA paDyA. ApaNe ahaMkAranA kAraNe moDA paDyA chIe paNa ApaNane teno vasavaso paNa nathI. cakravartI cha khaMDanI sAhyabI choDI zake che, potAno pakSa ane potAnI mAnyatA choDI zakatAM nathI. zAstromAM zabda Ave che nihava. A ninheva eTale je vAta pote pakaDI che ane te vAta khoTI che, jJAnI puruSa sAme hAjara hoya ane kahetA hoya ke A vAta yathArtha nathI ane A vAta yathArtha che ema jANavA chatAM paNa e potAnI vAtane choDI na zake evI majabUta pakaDa jenA manamAM che, tene kahevAya che nintava. sadgurunA caraNamAM besavuM, eTalA mATe saheluM nathI ke tyAM besatAM pahelA potAno pakSa, potAnI mAnyatA choDavI paDe. je potAno pakSa che eTale pUrvabaddha potAno mata che te choDavo paDe. pUrvagraha yukta mana, vyaktine joyA pahelA ja pote pahelAM pUrvagrahathI yukta thaI jAya. pUrva eTale pahelA ane graha eTale pakaDa. jANyA pahelA, maLyA pahelA je potAnI aMdaramAM pakaDa thaI jAya che, te rahI jAya eTale pahelAno mata ane potAnA matamAM Agraha ane Agraha sAthe mAna. eka kavie kahyuM che ke - markaTasya surApAnaM, tato vRzcikadaMzanam / tanmadhye bhUtasaJcAro, yadvA tadvA bhaviSyati // For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 zloka bahu majAno che. eka to vAMdaro, teNe madirA pIdhI ane dArU pIdhA pachI tene vIMchI karaDyo. DIsko DAnsa cAlu thaze, pachI to zuM bAkI rahe ? ane temAM bhUtano praveza thayo, have vAMdarAbhAI zuM na kare te mane kaho. samajAya che? yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke ''eka to viSa ne vaLI pAchuM vadhAryuM.''DAlDAmAM nahi, telamAM nahi, paNa cokhkhA ghImAM. zuM bAkI rahe ? eka to potAno pakSa ane temAM Agraha bhaLe ane Agraha sAthe pAchuM mAna bhaLe. A traNe bhegAM thayA hoya, Avo pakSa potAno hoya. sadguru pAse jyAre jAva tyAre e pakSane tyAgI daIne jAva. janakavidehIne maLavA koI saMnyAsI AvyA. eka kamaMDaLa ane daMDa temanI pAse sAdhana hatuM, sikyorITI ophisarane kahyuM amAre janakavidehIne maLavuM che. 'rajA vagara nahi maLAya !' to kahe '"pUchI Avo ane kahejo ke koI saMnyAsI AvyA che.'' cokIdAra janakavidehI pAse gayA ane kahyuM ''saMnyAsI daravAje UbhA che, Apane maLavA Icche che'' janakavidehI kahe 'emane ema kahejo ke badhA zastro heThA mUkIne Ave', cokIdAre kahyuM ke Avo, paNa badhA zastro nIce mUkIne Avo. 'are, janakavidehI zuM samaje che ? mArI pAse talavAra, barachI kaMI nathI ane huM thoDo AtaMkavAdI chuM ? ke TAImabomba laIne AvuM ?' saMnyAsI hatA, vivekI hatA. bIjI vakhata kahevarAvyuM. 'merI pAsa kucha hai nahi, kayuM Apa nA kahate ho ?' janaka videhIe kahyuM ke 'hai, unake pAsa bahuta zastra hai, ye saba choDake AyeMge. taba hamArA milana hogA, unake binA nahi hogA.' pachI khyAla Avyo ke huM saMnyAsI chuM ane mArI pAse to ghaNAM zAstro che, huM vedAMtI chuM, vedo jANuM chuM, upaniSadomAM pAraMgata chuM, mAro moTo Azrama che, mAre hajAro ziSyo che, saMnyAsIne bhAna thayuM ke mArI pAse moTAmAM moTuM zastra che te zAstro. huM zAstrono bhaMDAra laIne jaI rahyo chuM. zAstro khoTAM nathI, paNa zAstrone zastromAM pheravavA khoTA che. A zAstro laDavA ke pakSapAta mATe nathI, mata sthApana karavA mATe nathI. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che ke, 98 A zAstra sarva kahyAM vizeSe, jIva karavA nirmaLo. zAstro to AtmAne nirmaLa karavA kahyA che. saMnyAsIne thayuM, vAta sAcI che. mArI pAse talavA2 to nathI paNa talavAra karatAM paNa vadhAre bhayaMkara zastro mArI pAse che, te zAstro che. janaka videhI kaMIpaNa kaheze teno zAstro dvArA huM virodha karIza. tamArI jANakArI haze to TyunIMga nahi thAya. sadguru kaMIpaNa kaheze ke turata ja tame kahezo ke 'sAheba ! meM A pramANe vAMcyuM che enuM zuM ?' ane teo ema kahe ke 'tame A pramANe vAMcyuM che teno artha Ama thAya che', to tame nahIM svIkAro. saMnyAsI vicAra kare che ane vicAra For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA karatAM karatAM te nirvicAra thaI jAya che ane janakavidehI pAse pahoMcyA. janakavidehIe svAgata karyuM, satkAra karyo. potAnA Asane besADI temane namaskAra karyA. janakavidehIe kahyuM ke "je tyAga bhalabhalA karI na zake tevo mata ane mAnyatAno moTo tyAga Ape karyo che. pakSano tyAga Ape karyo che." - satyane jIvanamAM jhIlavuM ane satyane svIkAravuM e jIvanamAM tAkAta mAMge che. khalIla jIbrAne kahyuM che "satyane ghareNAM na paherAvazo, vAghA na paherAvazo. satyane zabdamAM na maDhazo. jo tene maDhazo to satya satya nahi rahe.' vrata upavAsa thaI zakaze, sameta zikhara, pAlItANA, cAradhAma yAtrA karavA jaI zakazo, aDasaTha tIratha pharI zakazo. saheluM che A karavuM, paNa potAno pakSa choDavo atyaMta muzkela che. sadguru pAse jAva to taiyAra thaIne jAva. taiyAra thaIne eTale? potAno pakSa choDIne, e niSedhAtmaka siddhAMta ane vidheyAtmaka rIte vinayayukta thaIne guru pAse javuM. vinaya moTI mUDI che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke "vinayamUlo dhammo.' vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che ane mokSanI prApti paNa vinayathI ja thAya che. prazamarati zAstramAM pU. umAsvAti mahArAje kahyuM che ke, vinayanuM phaLa zuzruSA (upadeza sAMbhaLavAnI icchA) che. zuzruSAthI zrutajJAna (Agama bodha) prApta thAya che, jJAnanuM phaLa virati che. viratithI Azrava nirodha (saMvara) thAya che. saMvarathI tapa karavAnuM sAmarthya pragaTe che. tapathI karma nirjarA thAya che. karma nirjarAthI kriyAnI nivRtti thAya che. kriyA nivRttithI ayoga avasthA thAya che. yoga nirodhathI saMsArano aMta thAya che ane tethI mokSanI prApti thAya che." mIrAMe gAyuM che, "bhavasAgara aba sUka gayo saMsAra sAgara sUkAI gayo. ane tame ema kaho cho ke bhavasAgara taravo che, te muzkela che. ane mIrAM kahe che ke bhavasAgara rahyo ja nathI. sUkAI gayo che. "phikara rahI nahi tarananakI." taravAnI phikara have rahI ja nathI. mIrAMne koIe pUchyuM ke ATalI badhI mastI tArAmAM AvI kyAMthI? teM kaI davA khAdhI? zuM thayuM tane? "mohe lAgI lagana gurucaraNanakI." mane to gurunA caraNonI lagana lAgI gaI che. have kone ciMtA che bhavasAgaranI? ane kone ciMtA che saMsAranI? A bhakti! "mAraga jatAM guru maLyA", "gurue amane amArI oLakhANa karAvI. vinayayukta bhaktithI chalaktA hRdaye saddagurunA caraNanI upAsanA karI." caraNanI upAsanA eTale AjJAnI ArAdhanA, AjJAnI ArAdhanA sivAya virAdhanA jAya nahi. potAno pakSa tyAgI daIne je AjJAnI ArAdhanA kare che tene lAbha zuM thAya che? zuM maLe che? "pAme te paramArthane, te paramatattvane pAme che. nizcaya, vyavahAra, upAdAna, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 100 pravacana kramAMka - 9, gAthA kramAMka - 8 nimitta, dravya, guNa, paryAya, utpAda, vyaya, dhruva, karma, mArgaNA, guNasthAnaka, lezyA, A badhA marmonI prApti thAya che. tenA karatAM vizeSa vAta dhyAna samAdhi che. sAdhanA karatAM zreNInI racanA kare che enAthI vadhAre karmono kSaya kare che. vRttione te zAMta kare che, potAnA svabhAvamAM Thare che. pAme te paramArthane ane chellI vAta. "nijapadano le lakSa.' tyAre tene potAnuM lakSa Ave che. cAre kaDIo maLIne eka gAthA. cAra aMza judA joyA. paheluM seve sadguru caraNane eka. kevI rIte ? tyAgI daI nija pakSa be. zuM thAya ? pAme te 5ramArthane trIjI vAta ane chevaTe zuM thAya ? tyAre je potAnuM pada che te tene prApta thAya. tene khabara paDe ke have mane mAruM ghara maLyuM, tyAre te potAnA gharamAM paga mUke che. eka bhakta dAsa raNachoDe gAyuM che, dAsa raNachoDe ghara saMbhALyuM, jaDI kUMcI ne ughADyuM tALuM. dAsa raNachoDe ghara saMbhALyuM, nija padanI-AtmapadanI khabara paDI. ''jaDI kUMcI ne ughADyuM tALuM'' A majabUta mohanuM tALuM, mAyAnuM tALuM, AsaktinuM tALuM, mamatvanuM tALuM lAgyuM che. dAsa raNachoDane sadgurue jJAnanI kUMcI ApI ane mohanuM tALuM, mAyAnuM tALuM vAsanAnuM tALuM khUlI gayuM. pachI zuM thayuM ? ''thayuM bhomaMDaLa ajavALuM'', aMda2mAM ajavALuM ajavALuM thaI gayuM. jJAnano prakAza relAI gayo. aMdhakAra maTI gayo ane ajavALuM thayuM. 'dilamAM dIvo karo re dIvo', Avo dIvo sadgurunI prAptithI thAya. pharI bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. 9 thI 19 gAthAo gUMcavaNa bharI che, tamane ghaNAM prazno UThaze. e prazno jyAre UThe te noMdhajo paNa kazo nirNaya na karatAM. laDazo nahi mArI sAthe, paNa premathI ukela karIzuM. bAMyo nahi caDAvavAnI, premathI pUruM karazuM. eka hajAra vakhata pUchazo to mane rIsa nahi caDe. badhA ja prazno pUchajo. paNa je kaMI samajo te sAcuM ja samajajo. nahi to akhAe kahyuM che ke ''gAlanuM osaDa AMkhe ghasyuM'' tevuM thAya. navathI ogaNIsa gAthAmAM mArga che, Akho nezanala hAIve che. A mArge cAle to koInI tAkAta nathI ke raste jatAM rokI zake. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka - 10 - gAthA kramAMka 9 saMta caraNa sevA dazamI gAthAno prAraMbha karatA pahelAM navamI gAthA saMkSepathI vicArI jaIe. seve sadguru caraNane, tyAgI daI nijapakSa, pAme te paramArthane, nijapadano le lakSa. (9) sadguru prApta thavA muzkela che, paNa prApta thayA pachI temanI sAthe TyunIMga na thAya, tAla na maLe, bhAvAtmaka milana na thAya, hRdayanA tAra na maLe, hRdayanuM joDANa na thAya to tene sadguru prApta thayA hoya to paNa niSphaLa thAya. jenI pAse premanI mUDI che, sadguru u52 prema che, e sadguru sAthe tAla meLavI zakaze. bhagavAna kRSNe bhagavadgItAmAM kahyuM che ke, 'zraddhAvAna jImate jJAna, tatpara: saMyaandriya: / ' (4/36) zraddhAnI mUDI jenI pAse che, je paramAtmAmAM tatpara che, Indriyo jenI saMyata che, e ja jJAna prApta karI zake. paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke A traNe vAto premamAM samAI jAya che. jemanI pAse premanI mUDI nathI, premanuM amRta nathI te sadguru sAthe tAla meLavI zakato nathI. vyaktinI sAthe paNa tAla meLavavo hoya to premanI mUDI joIe. vyavahAramAM tAla meLavavo hoya to paNa premanI mUDI joIe, paNa pakSa prema pragaTa thavA deto nathI. pote mAnelA pakSano Agraha premanI dhArAne toDe che. ane kyAreka vyakti karatAM potAno pakSa, potAno mata, potAnI mAnyatA mahattvanI banI jAya che, satya karatAM potAno Agraha mahattvano banI jAya che, tethI jyAM sudhI pakSano rAga che. tyAM sudhI sadguru sAthe joDANa thAya nahIM. sUtra samajI lo, 'seve sadguru caraNane' paNa kevI rIte sevavA? to ''tyAgI daI nija pakSa.'' potAno pakSa, potAno mata, potAnI mAnyatA choDIne. zA mATe mAnyatA choDavI ? jyAM sudhI vyaktinI paripUrNa avasthA na Ave tyAM sudhI ene je kaMI paNa jJAna prApta thAya che te jJAna khaMDita haze, te pAkSika haze, sarvAMgINa nahIM hoya, sarvottama nahIM hoya ane e 101 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 102 pravacana kramAMka - 10, gAthA kramAMka - 9 je potAnuM khaMDita jJAna che, e ja akhaMDa jJAna che, evI je mAnyatA Ave che, tethI jJAnanA dvAra baMdha thaI jAya che. pakSa e khaMDita jJAna che. pakSa durnaya, ekAMta naya che, ane eTalA mATe pakSano rAga jo haze to rAga vacamAM Avaze, ane sadguru sAthe aMdaranuM joDANa nahIM thAya, ane jyAM sudhI AvuM joDANa, Avo prema pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI daDhatApUrvaka AjJApAlananI sAdhanA paNa nahIM thAya. A viSe bahu mahattvanI carcA AgaLa AvavAnI che. saddaguru pAse potAnuM dhAryu karAvavuM ane potAnI vAta mAnya karAvavI ane ema kahevuM ke amAre sadgurunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM che, ame AjJA mAnya karIe chIe, enA jevI bIjI koI ramata jagatamAM hoI zake nahIM. athavA AjJApAlanano artha sthULa kare che, viparIta kare che. bAbalAnuM nAma zuM pADavuM te sadgurune pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. tame pADI zako cho. tame pAchA ema kaho cho ke A nAma je pADyuM che te gurudevanA kahevAthI pADyuM che, A ghelachA che. dukAnanuM muhUrta kADhavuM te sadgurunuM kAma nathI. pAchA ema kahe ke ame dukAna cAlu karI che, e gurudeve ApelA muhUrta pramANe cAlu karI che. sadgurunuM A kAma nathI. vItarAgatAnI prApti mATe ane saMsAranA kSaya mATe je je AjJA sadguru Ape te AjJAnuM akhaMDapaNe pAlana karavuM ene kahevAya che AjJAnI ArAdhanA, AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che ke, koI patiraMjana ati ghaNuM tapa kare, pati raMjana tana tApa; e patiraMjana meM navi citta dharyuM re, raMjana dhAtu milApa. koI strI potAnA patine rAjI rAkhavA mATe, khuza karavA mATe, prasanna karavA mATe, vaza karavA mATe, bahu tapa kare. pote kaSTo paNa sahana kare, AgamAM jhaMpalAve-AnaMdadhanajI kahe che ke A patiraMjana mane maMjura nathI. mane to "raMjana dhAtu vilApa', patinI prakRti sAthe, patinA svabhAva sAthe, potAno svabhAva meLavavo, e ja raMjana karavAno sauthI moTo upAya jaNAya che. sadgurune paNa raMjana karavAno sauthI moTo upAya e che ke emanI prakRtinI sAthe, emanI avasthAnI sAthe potAno tAla meLavavo. sadguru niSpakSa che, premano sAgara che. sadaguru nisaMga. nispRha ane nirapekSa che. sadgurune koI pakSa nathI. emane koI apekSA ke spRhA nathI. emane koI abhilASA nathI. emane saMbaMdho jALavavA nathI, paNa ziSyane sadguru sAthe nAto joDavo che, mATe A prayatno ziSya taraphathI che, sadguru taraphathI nahIM. vyavahAramAM ghaNI vakhata ema thAya che ke paraNyAne pacAsa varSa thayA. ane pachI koI pUche ke kema cho? to kahe ke "haju TyunIMga thayuM nathI pacAsa varSe. eka chAparA nIce rahIe chIe paNa mata amArA judA che. emano mata For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 103 judo, mAro mata judo. e kahe pIksara jovA javuM che. huM kahuM chuM maMdira javuM che. meLa paDato nathI. e kahe IDalI khAvI che, huM kahuM chuM DhosA khAvA che.' A IDalI ane DhoMsAmAM tame jIvanane toDazo? tamArA premanI dhArAne toDazo? jIvanamAM saMgIta hoya to ja saddaguru sAthe meLa paDaze. - sadguru pote nirapekSa che. temane koI paNa jAtanI apekSA nathI. "A amIra che, A garIba che, A upayogI che, A bhaviSyamAM kAma lAgaze.' sadgurune AvA vikalpa hotA nathI. AvA puruSa jagatamAM ochA maLe che. sadguru nirAza che. nirAza eTale AzA rahati. emane koI AzA ke IcchA nathI. sadUguru pAse mAtra premano sAgara che. ziSyane pakSanI pALa toDavI paDaze. A dhoriyo ghaNo majabUta che. te tUTato nathI. jo pakSanI pALa te toDe to sadguru sAthe pote ekAgra thAya, tanmaya thAya, to jIvanamAM TyunIMga Ave. | mukhyatve paramakRpALu devane be pakSanI vAta karavI che. (1) kriyAjaDa ane (2) zuSkajJAnI. A be moTA pakSo che. nAnA pakSo ghaNAM che. laghurAja svAmIe kahyuM ke paramakRpALu deve amArA upara evI kRpA karI ke amane kyAMya UbhA na rAkhyA. na rAkhyA derAvAsImAM ke na rAkhyA sthAnakavAsImAM. sIdhA amane laIne AtmAmAM mUkI dIdhA. tame kahezo ke "amAre AtmAmAM nathI javuM, koIka pakSamAM javuM che', tethI AtmAmAM javAnI je eka avasthA che te prApta thaI zakatI nathI. koIpaNa pakSa sAdhakane aTakAvaze. saddaguru maLyA haze to paNa tenI sAthe TyunIMga nahIM thAya. A TyunIMga zabda samajI lo. majA to jIvananA TyunIMgamAM che. saMgItanI beThaka maLI hoya. pacAsa vAjIMtro vAgatA hoya. gAyaka gAya paNa badhAno tAlameLa na hoya to? gAnAra malhAra gAya, vagADanAra dIpaka vagADe ane tabalA upara bhIma palAsI Theko Ape to kevo dekAro thAya. mahephila to to ja jAme jo saMgItamAM tAlabaddhatA Ave, layabaddhatA Ave. - sadgurunI sAthe tAlabaddhatA meLavavI, layabaddhatA meLavavI, e ziSyanI sAdhanA che. tame sadgurunI pAse jAva, emanI pAse beso, emanI sevA karo, emane AhAranuM ne vastunuM dAna Apo. temanI pAse zravaNa karo. temane prazno pUchIne temaNe kahela vAtanuM ciMtana karo, sAthe raho, rAta divasa sevA karo, paNa TyunIMga che ? ane jo TyunIMga nahIM hoya to kAma nahIM thAya. sadUgurunA pakSe koI avarodha nathI. avarodha ziSyanA pakSe che. ane ziSya pakSanI pALa toDavI paDaze. jevI pALa tUTaze ke tarata ja premano sAgara vaheto thaze. be haiyAno prema jyAre bhego maLe che, tene kahevAya che saMdhi. "ubhaya milyA hue saMdhi" be bhegA maLe tyAre saMdhi thAya. sadUgurunuM hRdaya ane ziSyanuM hRdaya baMne jyAre maLe tyAre For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 104 pravacana kramAMka - 10, gAthA kramAMka - 9 sAdhakamAM ziSyatva pragaTe che, ane AvuM ziSyatvajyAre prApta thAya che, tyAre AjJApAlananI sAdhanA sugamatApUrvaka thAya che, ane aMtamAM ema kahevuM che ke jo sadgurune sevyA hota to AvA durAgrahamAM paDI javAno vakhata jIvane na Avata. e kriyA jaDa ke zuSkajJAnI paNa na thAta, ane AtmasAdhanAmAM jIva joDAta, ane tathArUpa sAdhanathI e paramArthane pAmata, ane potAnA nijapakSanuM lakSa paNa leta, ane vRtti Atma sanmukha paNa thAta. AmAMthI eke ghaTanA ghaTI nathI, eke pariNAma AvyuM nathI. eTalA mATe ziSya pUche che "gurudeva Apa vAta karo cho paNa ema paNa jANavAmAM AvyuM che ke pUrve sadgano yoga to ghaNI vakhata thayo che, chatAM jIvanuM kalyANa thayuM nathI, to sadgurunA upadezanuM koI vizeSapaNuM nathI? gurudeva kahe che teno javAba bIjA padamAM Apyo che. sadguru maLyA tenI sevA karI, temanI pAse rahyA paNa potAno pakSa eNe choDyo nathI, tenA kAraNe A kArya thaI zakyuM nathI. je potAno pakSa tyajI sadgurunA caraNane seve che, te AtmA paramArthane pAme che. pUrve sadUguruno yoga thayo paraMtu sagurune oLakhyA nathI. oLakhANa thavI bahu muzkela che. ApaNe gharamAM sAthe rahenAranI prakRtine oLakhIne jIvanamAM saMvAda sAdhI zakatA nathI, to ApaNe sadagurune kevI rIte oLakhI zakIe ? sadguru alaukika che. temane oLakhavAnuM koI sAdhana nathI. kevI rIte oLakhazo? aMdaramAM jemane AtmAnubhUti thaI che, aMdaramAM jemane Atmadarzana thayuM che, aMdaramAM jemane Atma sAkSAtkAra che, ane enA kAraNe temanA jIvanamAM je avasthA AvI che, temane tame oLakhazo kaI rIte? paNa oLakhI zakAya. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che ke, mumukSunA netro mahAtmAne oLakhI zake che. tame phUTapaTTI laIne sagurune mApavA jazo to nahi oLakhAya. bhAgavatamAM eka majAnI vAta karI che. kRSNa bahu tophAna karatA hatA. yazodAne khUba mUMjhavaNa thaI ke A gharanuM kAma karavA deto nathI, bAMdhI rAkho eka thAMbhalA sAthe. yazodA doraDuM laI AvyA. kRSNa kahe bAMdho. e taiyAra hatA. doraDuM bAMdhe to te cAra AMgaLa ochuM paDe. badhA ja prayatno karyA; paNa yazodA kRSNane bAMdhI zakyA nathI. kRSNe kahyuM, "mane bAMdhavo e kAma saheluM nathI. cAra AMgaLa hara vakhate ochA paDaze.' tema sadagurune oLakhavA sahelA nathI. phUTapaTTI nAnI paDaze. vaLI temanI pAse potAnuM mAna ane potAno mata choDyo nathI, tethI saguruno upadeza pariNAma pAmyo nathI. jo pakSa choDyo hota to kAma thaI jAta. mata, svaccheda ane kuLadharmano Agraha dUra karIne jo sadguruno upadeza grahaNa karaze to paramArthane prApta karaze. dasamI gAthA bahu mahattvanI che teno prAraMbha thAya che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 105 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI paramakRta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. 10 TIkAH AtmajJAnane vize jemanI sthiti che, eTale parabhAvanI IcchAthI je rahita thayA che; tathA zatru, mitra, harSa, zoka, namaskAra, tiraskArAdi bhAva pratye jene samatA varte che; mAtra pUrve utpanna thayelA evAM karmonA udayane lIdhe jemanI vicaravA Adi kriyA che; ajJAnI karatAM jenI vANI pratyakSa judI paDe che, ane SadarzananA tAtparyane jANe che, te sadgurunAM uttama lakSaNo che. (10) saddaguru kevA hoya? temanuM svarUpa kevuM hoya? temanA lakSaNo kevA hoya? te samajavA tamane eka sUtra ApIe chIe. te sUtra tame lakSamAM lejo. tenAthI turata ja tamane khyAlamAM AvI jAya, samajaNa AvI jAya. haiyAmAM oLakhANa thaI jAya to ghaTanA ghaTI jAya ane sadguru oLakhAI jAya to prema thaI jAya, pakSa mukAI jAya, temanI sAthe TyunIMga thaI jAya to mokSano rasto nezanala hAIve jevo saraLa ane sIdho thaI jAya. galIkUcIomAM aTavAvavuM paDe nahIM. bIjo upAya karavo paDe nahIM. A sadganA lakSaNo che. temAM eka lakSaNa evuM nathI ke bahArathI oLakhAya, A khUbI che. narasiMha mahetAnuM pada che. vaiSNava jana to tene kahIe, je pIDa parAI jANe re. narasiMha mahetA evA DAhyA ke "vaiSNava jana to tene kahIe'', tyAMthI zarUAta karI ane chelle "kULa ekotera tAryA tyAM sudhImAM eka lakSaNa evuM nathI mUkyuM ke jhaTa pakaDAya. emaNe ema kahyuM hota to sAruM ke rAmanAmanI cAdara oDhI hoya e vaiSNava, rUdrAkSanI mALA pahere e vaiSNava, kapALe moTo cAMdalo kare e vaiSNava, paNa AvuM ekeya lakSaNa AmAM nathI. AmAM lakSaNa to e che ke, je pIDa parAI jANe re; para duHkhe upakAra kare, toya mana abhimAna na ANe re. jihvA thakI asatya na bole, parastrI jene mAta re'' eke lakSaNa AmAM evuM nathI ke je bahArathI oLakhAya. sadgurunuM eka lakSaNa evuM nathI ke ApaNe bahArathI oLakhI zakIe. pAMca phUTanI UMcAI hoya to te sadguru, ATalI lAMbI dADhI hoya te sadguru, ATalA moTA vALa hoya ke mAthe TAla hoya te sadguru, mALA pheravatA hoya te sadUguru. sadguru dUdha ja pIve che, bIjuM kAMI khAtA nathI, AvuM kahyuM hota to keTaluM saraLa thAta? sadgurunuM eka lakSaNa AmAM nathI, paNa je pAMca lakSaNo che, te atyaMta mahattvanA che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 106 pravacana kramAMka - 10, gAthA kramAMka - 9 AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrva vANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. 1. "AtmajJAnane viSe jemanI sthiti che. AtmajJAna zabda jyAre ApaNe bolIe chIe tyAre AtmA che, nitya che, karmano kartA bhoktA che, AtmA avinAzI che, AtmA mukta che, AtmA ajara che, AtmA marato nathI, janmato nathI. A kaDIbaddha bolI javuM e AtmajJAna nathI, paNa zabdo che. AtmajJAnI eTale AtmAnubhava jene thayo che te. zAstrothI, zabdothI jANyo to kharo paNa jene pratyakSa anubhava thayo che, jene aMdaramAM anubhUti thaI che te. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM. anubhava kalikA jAgI, mati merI Atama samaraNa lAgI. jema choDa upara kaLI khIle che, te saMdeza Ape che ke phulane AvavAnI taiyArI che. phUla samAcAra Ape che ke have phaLa AvavAnI taiyArI che. Atma anubhava thAya che, te kahe che ke have tamArI vRttine bahAramAMthI aMdara lAvI zakazo, ane aMdaramAM Tharazo. tame aMdaramAM Tharazo tyAre samyaka cAritranI prApti thaze, ane jevA samAcAra maLe che ke samyakUcAritra prApta thayuM che, tenI sAthe khabara paDaze ke mokSanuM phaLa besaze. AvI kramika sAdhanA jemanA jIvanamAM thAya, AvI kramika ghaTanA jemanA jIvanamAM ghaTe tene Atmaanubhava thayo che. AtmAne zAstrothI jANavo eka vAta, AtmAne varNavavo bIjI vAta, AtmA vize vAta karavI e trIjI vAta. upaniSadamAM kahyuM che ke, "Rtivati gAtmAna' koIka je AtmAnI vAta Azcarya mugdha banIne kare che, koIka AtmAnI vAta Azcaryamugdha banIne sAMbhaLe che, koIka ja AtmAnI vAta Azcarya mugdha banIne bIjAne kahe che, paNa A badhAmAMthI AtmAno anubhava karanArA koIka ja haze. jevo AtmAnubhava thAya ke aMdara ghaTanA ghaTe che, aMdara parivartana thAya che, aMdara badalAI jAya che. chokarIne khabara paDe ke mAruM sagapaNa thayuM ke tarata ja tene khabara paDI jAya che ke have A ghara mAruM nathI. ame majAkamAM kahIe chIe ke sagapaNa thayuM na hoya ane pADozamAM chokaro raheto hoya ane keTalo vakhata rastA uparathI Avana jAvana karato hoya topaNa kaMI na thAya paNa eka vakhata tenI sAthe sagapaNa jo thAya ane pachI khabara paDe ke enuM mAthuM duHkhe che to ahIM duHkhAvo cAlu thaI jAya, sagapaNa thayuM ne? saMbaMdha thayo ne? saMbaMdha thayo eTale aMdaranI avasthA badalAI gaI, AtmAmAM eka vakhata anubhava thAya to aMdaranI avasthA badalaI jAya. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 107 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA anubhava rasameM roga na zokA, lokavAda saba meTA, kevala acala anAdi abAdhita, ziva zaMkarakA bheTA. anubhavano rasa jeNe cAkhyo tenA mananA roga maTI gayA. teno zoka maTI gayo. ghaNAM lokonuM zarIra ghaNuM taMdurasta hoya che. eMzI varSanI uMmare paNa ghaNA taMdurasta mANaso hoya che ane ema kahetA hoya che ke haju be lADu khAI zakuM chuM, paNa tene pUchIe ke mananI zuM hAlata che? te kahe ke e pUchazo nahIM. manamAM ghaNAM goTALA che. jevo AtmAnubhava thAya ke tarata mananA badhAM roga kharI paDe. mana nirogI thaI jAya. zarIra nirogI hovuM eka vAta che. paNa mana nirogI hovuM bahu adbhuta vAta che. mananA aneka rogo che. krodha e roga, ahaMkAra e roga, mAyA e roga, mAna e roga, mata e roga, haThAgraha e roga, kAmavAsanA e roga, IrSyA e roga, dveSa e roga, hiMsA, asatya e roga, tiraskAra e roga. jevo Atmanubhava thAya ke mananA A badhA rogo maTI jAya. manamAM ekapaNa roga na rahe. IzAvAsya upaniSadamAM kahyuM ke ""jene AtmAnubhava thayo che, tenuM eka lakSaNa che, ene jagatamAM koI jIvo pratye tiraskAra na hoya, ene dhRNA na hoya, enI AMkhamAMthI, enI vANImAMthI ane haiyAmAMthI prema Tapakato hoya. enA samagra astitvamAMthI prema Tapakato hoya. enA jIvanamAM premano sAgara laherAto hoya. tene bheda nathI. pakSapAta nathI. mArA tArApaNuM nathI. A mAro che, ane A pArako che. evI gaNatarI have ene maTI gaI che. ene to "mittI ne selvamUsuM', jagatanA tamAma prANIo pratye aMdara maitrIbhAva hoya. Atma anubhava thAya ane parivartana na thAya? AtmAnubhava thAya ane aMdarathI badalAI na jAya? AtmAnubhava thAya ane aMdara krAMti na thAya? AvuM na bane. gaI dInatA saba hI hamArI, prabhu! tuja samakita dAnameM, prabhu guNa anubhavake rasa Age, Avata nahi kou mAnameM. (upA. yazovijayajI ma.) AtmAno anubhava thAya ke tenA hRdayamAM eka mastI AvI jAya. eka khumArI AvI jAya. dInatA, lAcArI cAlI jAya. enA jIvanamAM kyAreya paNa dvandra ane mUMjhavaNa na hoya. paheluM lakSaNa AtmAnubhUti. A pAyAnuM mahattvanuM lakSaNa che. AnA upara sadgurunI ImArata che. saddagurunA jIvanamAM koIpaNa sauthI moTI ghaTanA hoya to je AtmAnI vAta zAstro kahe che, je AtmAnI vAta pravacanamAM thAya che, je AtmAnuM varNana vedo ane Agamo kare che, je AtmAnuM varNana jJAnI puruSo kare che, evA AtmAno emane pragaTa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 108 pravacana kramAMka - 10, gAthA kramAMka - 9 anubhava thaI gayo che. A adbhuta vAta che. anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra bAkI badhuM ja karyuM paNa AtmAno anubhava karyo nathI. 'hIro ghoghe jaI Avyo, Dele hAtha daI Avyo.' badhuM ja karyuM. paNa A na karyuM. 'haju ye na Avyo mAragaDAno aMta.' jemaNe AtmAno anubhava karyo che, temanI pAsethI AtmAnI jhalaka maLaze. jemaNe AtmAno anubhava karyo che, temanI pAsethI AtmAnI vAta maLaze. jemaNe AtmAno anubhava karyo che, temanI pAsethI AtmadarzananI keDI maLaze. je pote jANato ja nathI ane anubhava thayo ja nathI, tenI pAsethI keDI kyAMthI maLaze ? AtmajJAna vize jenI sthiti che eTale AtmA vize jenI sthiti che. zarIra to game tyAM kAma karatuM haze, paNa e rahyA che AtmAmAM. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAje be zabdo ApyA che. 'citta pAtI ne kAyapAtI.' zarIra to saMsAramAM che, zarIra kAryomAM che, paNa mana to AtmAmAM che-sthira thayuM che. Atma anubhavamAM jemanI sthiti che eTale parabhAvanI IcchAthI je rahita thayA che, have emane parabhAvanI IcchA rahI nathI, kaMI paNa joItuM nathI. 'jAku kachuM na cAhiye, vo zAhana ko zAha.' e mastI emanAmAM AvI gaI che. bIjuM lakSaNa samadarzitA-samadarzIpaNuM. zatru, mitra, harSa, zoka, namaskAra, tiraskAra, niMdA, stuti, gamatuM aNagamatuM AvA bhAvo pratye jene viSama bhAva thato nathI. mAna-apamAna citta sama gaNe, sama gaNe kanaka pASANa re. vaMdaka, niMdaka samagaNe, Izyo hoya tuM jANa re. A samyagdaSTi che. A jAgrata che. A haiyAno bhoTa nathI, upalo mALa khAlI nathI, magajanA skrU DhIlA nathI. ene badhuM samajAya che, saMvedanazIla che. koI stuti kare to paNa bhale. koI niMdA kare to paNa bhale. AvI nirhandu avasthA jenA aMtaramAM AvI gaI che. paramakRpALu deve apUrva avasaramAM gAyuM che ke, zatru mitra pratye varte samadarzitA, mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva jo, jIvita ke maraNe nahIM nyUnAdhikatA, bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo. temane aMdaramAM samatA che, samatA e jIvanano AnaMda che, jIvananI avasthA che, evI samatA temaNe prApta karI che. AtmAnubhUti thaI che te eka ghaTanA. ane samatA jIvanamAM prApta thaI che, te temanA jIvananI bIjI ghaTanA. samatA eTale samabhAva. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahetA hatA ke 'samamAvamAviappA, ipha mutyuM na saMvedo.' samabhAvathI je AtmAne bhAvita kare che, tene mokSa prApta thAya ja, temAM koI saMdeha nathI. have trIjuM lakSaNa : 'vicare udaya prayoga.' Dabbo pATA upara Ubho che. Dabbo pote For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 109 cAlato nathI. enjina joDAya ane DabbAmAM gati Ave. jJAnI puruSo paNa evA che, zarIra che, temAM je kaMIpaNa kArya thAya te pUrvanA prArabdhanA dhakkAthI thAya. kartAbhAva nathI, karavAnI vRtti ke IcchA nathI, mAnapAnanI apekSA nathI. kaMI meLavavuM nathI, kaMI prApta karavuM nathI, harIphAImAM UtaravuM nathI, koInI sAthe tulanA karavI nathI, koInA jevA thavuM nathI, kaMI ja karavuM nathI, svarUpamAM TharavuM che, paNa je kaMI thAya che, te pUrvanA dhakkAthI thAya che. eka evI avasthA che ke je avasthAmAM kartAbhAva nathI. akhAe kahyuM, kartA miTe to miTe karma, e che mahA bhajanano marma. kartA maTI jAya to karma maTI jAya. A bhajanano marma che. tame kazuM ja karatA nathI, paNa mAno cho ke huM karu chuM. jJAnI to 'vicare udaya prayoga', udaya zabda che. pUrvanA prArabdhanA vegathI jJAnInuM kArya thAya che. A traNa lakSaNo ane eka cothuM lakSaNa "apUrva vANI" - emanI vANI apUrva che. apUrva eTale alaMkArika, asarakAraka, oreTarI, dila jItI le tevI? nA. loko to kahe che ke mahArAja bahu sArI vArtA kahe che, gAya che bahu sAruM. are ! gAvuM ane vArtA kahevI te apUrva vAta nathI. paNa jemanI vANImAM AtmAno jhaMkAra che, je zabda sAMbhaLatAM paramatattva yAda AvI jAya, astitva yAda AvI jAya, potAnuM svarUpa yAda AvI jAya, Ane apUrva vANI kahe che tathA paramazrata eTale jJAnanI tamAma zAkhAo jANe che. AvA tamAma lakSaNo jenAmAM che, emane ame sadguru kahIe chIe. A bahu saMkSepamAM vAta karI, paNa A vAtanI pAchaLa ghaNI mahattvanI vAta have zarU thAya che. Atmasiddhino prAraMbha varSa-29 mAM Aso vada-ekama gurUvAra-19para mAM thayo tyArabAda AtmajJAna samadarzitA-e dasamI gAthA upara varSa-31 saMvata-1954 mAM khAsa karIne samadarzitA upara paramakRpALu deve vizeSa vivecana lakhyuM che. patrAMka-837, pAnA naM. 22 A vacanAmRta eTalA mATe vacamAM joyuM che ke, 19 gAthAomAM je kaMIpaNa paramakRpALu deve kahyuM te atyaMta saMkSiptamAM kahyuM, 837mAM nicoDa mUkI dIdho che. je kaMIpaNa teoe kahyuM tene kholatAM AvaDavuM joIe, ane khAsa karIne AtmasiddhinA prAgaTya pachI be varSa bAda 1954 mAM jeTha vada-cotha pachI AnA upara vivecana lakhyuM. A parama rahasyamaya che. doDhathI be varSanA gALAmAM ghaNuM gholana thayuM ane patrAMka-837 mAM mArga vize, mArganI prarUpaNA vize, sadguru vize, upadeza vize, upadezaka vize, ghaNuM gholana karIne niSkarSa Apyo. A eTalA mATe vacanAmRta mAre yAda karavuM che ke samagra sAdhaka jIvanamAM je kaMIpaNa prazno che te praznono ukela AmAM Apyo che. paramakRpALu devanA hArdane, emanA rahasyane, emanI asmitAne yathArthapaNe jANavuM hoya to 837patra barAbara For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 110 pravacana kramAMka - 10, gAthA kramAMka - 9 samajavo paDaze. pahelI vAta sadguru yogya A lakSaNo mukhyapaNe kayA guNasthAnake saMbhave che? jarA vAta to kaThina che, gahana paNa che, gaherI che. zuSka ane rasa vagaranI paNa che, paNa tamAre rasa levo paDaze. tamAre jANavuM paDaze, tamAre samajavuM paDaze. AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI, paramazrata A je lakSaNo che te mukhyapaNe kayA guNasthAnake saMbhave ? ane bIjo prazna samadarzitA eTale zuM? A be praznone lakSamAM rAkhIne lakhyuM che. praznakAra paNa pote ane uttara ApanAra paNa pote che. prazna koka kare ane uttara koka Ape tema nahIM. to sadguru yogya lakSaNo darzAvyA te mukhyapaNe upadezaka arthAt mArga prakAzaka evA sadUgurunA lakSaNo hoI zake, enI vAta karI. | upadezaka tarIkenA guNasthAnaka be ja che. A be guNa sthAnaka upara rahelA upadeza ApI zake. bIjA upadeza prAyaH na Ape. upadezaka guNa sthAnaka chaDyuM ane teramuM che. chaThuM guNasthAnaka e pramatta saMyata (sarva virati) guNa sthAnaka ane teramuM guNasthAnaka e saMyogI kevalI guNasthAnaka. bAramA pachI teramuM guNasthAnaka Ave che. saMpUrNapaNe mohamAMthI mukta banyA che. 14 guNasthAnako che. guNanuM sthAna te guNasthAnaka, caitanyano vikAsa. to upadeza ApavAnuM sthAna chaThTha guNasthAna athavA teramuM guNasthAna. vacamAM AThamA guNasthAnathI bAramA guNasthAna sudhIno kALa bahu alpa che, badho maLIne aMtarmuhUrtano kALa. tyAM vANI nathI tyAM upadeza nathI. upadeza ApavAnI pravRtti paNa nathI. mArgano upadeza ApavAnI pravRtti chaThThA guNa sthAnake hoya che, te pahelA nahIM. chaThThA guNa sthAnake saMpUrNa vItarAgadazA ane kevaLajJAna nathI. te terame guNasthAne che. kharekhara to adhikRta rIte yathAvat yathArthapaNe mArganuM upadezakapaNuM terame guNasthAne hoya, emano adhikAra che. kAraNa saMpUrNa vItarAgapaNuM che ane kevalyanI prApti paNa che. kevaLajJAna ane vItarAgatA e banne jenA jIvanamAM hoya e ja upadeza ApI zake. parama sadaguru zrI jinezvara tIrthakara Adi vize evI avasthA ghaTe che to bAkI bIjAne upadeza ApavAnA rastA baMdha? koI upadeza ApI na zake ? paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke 'tathApi cha guNasthAne vartatA muni saMpUrNa vItarAgatA ane kaivalyadazAnA upAsaka che." juo teramA guNasthAne paripUrNa avasthA che ane chaThThA guNasthAne sAdhunI upAsakanI avasthA che, teo vItarAgatAnA upAsaka che. kaivalyadazAnA upAsaka che, ane e dazA arthe jemanA pravartana ane puruSArtha che, rAta divasa teo e mATe ja zrama kare che, mathAmaNa kare che, mathe che, anya koI kAraNe mathatA nathI, teo to mAtra vItarAga For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 111 avasthA ane kaivalya avasthA prApta karavA mathe che. bhagavAna mahAvIre zramaNa zabda Apyo. zramaNa eTale zrama karanAro, mahenata karanAro. zuM kodALI-pAvaDA laIne khodatA haze? evI mahenata karatA haze? nA. vItarAga avasthA prApta karavA mATe ane kaivalya avasthA prApta karavA mATe emano puruSArtha che. te dazA saMpUrNapaNe pAmyA nathI. to paNa te dazA pAmavAno mArga ane tenuM sAdhana, e parama sadguru zrI tIrthaMkara devo pAsethI ane emanA vacananA AzrayathI jemaNe jANyA che, pratItyA che, anubhavyA che. ane e mArganI upAsanA jeo kare che, ane vizeSa vizeSapaNe upAsanA karatA jAya che. teramA guNasthAnake je rahyA che te jina ane tIrthaMkara Adi parama sadgurunI ane temanA svarUpanI oLakhANa koNa karAvaze? chaThThA guNasthAne je rahyA che, te oLakhANa karAvaze. emanA nimitte emanI oLakhANa thAya che. mATe mArganuM upadezakapaNuM emanA mATe avirodhapaNe che. chaThThA guNasthAnake jeo che, e paNa mArgano upadeza ApI zake che. kAraNa ? tIrthakaradevanA upadezanA AzrayathI emaNe pratIti karI che, anubhava karyo che, sAkSAtkAra karyo che. vItarAgatAnA ane kaivalyanA upAsaka che. ethI nIcenA pAMcamA ane cothA guNasthAnakanuM mArganA upadezakapaNuM ghaNuM karIne ghaTatuM nathI. kAraNa ke tyAM bAhya (gRhastha) vyavahArano pratibaMdha che. ane bAhya aviratirUpa gRhastha vyavahAra chatAM viratirUpa mArganuM prakAzavuM te mArganA mATe virodharUpa che. A vacano konA che? A pratipAdana konuM che? A koNe kahyuM? paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che. cothAthI nIcenA guNasthAne to mArganuM upadezakapaNuM ghaTe ja nahi. kema? eTalA mATe ke tyAM mArganI khabara nathI, tyAM AtmAnI khabara nathI, tattvanI khabara nathI, tyAM jJAnInI oLakhANa nathI, pratIti nathI ane samya virati paNa nathI. AtmAnI pratIti nathI ane oLakhANa, pratIti ane sabhya virati na hovA chatAM prarUpaNA karavI, upadezaka thavuM te pragaTa mithyAtva che. kagurupaNuM, mArganuM virodhapaNuM che. traNa lakSaNo ApyA. mithyAtva che, kugurupaNuM che ane mArganuM virodhapaNuM che. jANato ja nathI ane vAta kare che. joyuM nathI ane vAta kare che. pratIti nathI, vItarAgatAnI khabara nathI, kaivalyanI khabara nathI, sarvajJanI khabara nathI, emanA mArganI khabara nathI, dravya guNa paryAyanI khabara nathI, ane vAta kare che. cothA pAMcamA guNasthAnake e oLakhANa che, pratIti che, ane AtmajJAnAdi guNo aMze varte che. ane pAMcame dezaviratipaNAne laIne cothAthI vizeSa che, chatAM chaThThA guNasthAne sarva virati jeTalI vizuddhi tyAM nathI. pratipAdana je Avaze te jJAnamAMthI nahi paNa AMtarika zuddhimAMthI Avaze. eTalA mATe paramakRpALu deva ema kahe che ke AtmajJAna For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 11 2 pravacana kramAMka - 10, gAthA kramAMka - 9 samadarzitA Adi je lakSaNa darzAvyA te saMyati dharme sthita, vItarAgadazA sAdhaka, upadezaka guNasthAnake (chaThThA guNasthAnake) vartatA ane sarunA lakSe mukhyatAe darzAvyA che, kAraNa ke temanAmAM AvA ghaNAM prakAranA aMdaranA aMzo khIlelA che. jarA samajI lejo. chaThThA guNasthAnakanI vAta ane teramA sthAnakanI vAta, ane eTalA ja mATe sarvAze saMpUrNapaNe teramA guNasthAnake je varte che, evA vItarAga ane kaivalya saMpanna evA jIvanamukta sayogI kevaLI evA je arihaMta paramAtmA emanA vize, AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. A pAMce pAMca lakSaNo pUrepUrA parAkASTAe ghaTI zake che, ane A jina, A arihaMta, A tIrthakara ane parama sadgurune paNa oLakhAvanArA jo koI hoya to vidyamAna evA sarvaviratidhara sadguru che. eTale sadganA lakSaNo mukhyatve teramA guNaThANe che, paNa gauNa aMzamAM chaThThA guNasthAnake paNa che. AvA lakSaNo jenAmAM prApta thayA hoya te ja mArganI prarUpaNA karI zake che, ane e mArgano upadeza ApI zake che. ATalI vAta jo spaSTa thAya to mArga vize ATalA vivAdo je thayA, mArgamAM ATalA pakSapAta je thayA te na thAta. ane mATe ema kahyuM ke samadarzitAno prAraMbha chaThThA guNasthAne thAya, ane parAkASTA teramAM guNasthAne thAya. saMpUrNa vItarAga svataMtrapaNe mArganI prarUpaNA kare che, eTalA mATe A patranA bAkInA aMzo jotA pahelA A pAMce pAMca lakSaNo-saMpUrNapaNe teramA guNasthAne vartatA sayogI kevaLI jIvanamukta tIrthaMkara paramAtmAmAM hoya ane tenA ghaNAM aMzo chaThThA guNasthAne sarvaviratidhara evA munimAM, saMyamImAM hoya, tethI chake guNasthAnake ane teramAM guNasthAnake mArganuM upadezakapaNuM ghaTe. zAstroe to spaSTapaNe kahyuM che ke ATalA badhA bhinna bhinna mArgo jethayA tenuM kAraNa e che ke teo mArgane jANatA nathI ane mArganI vAta kare che, AtmAne jANatA nathI ane AtmAnI vAta kare che, tattvane jANatA nathI ane tattvanI vAta kare che, vItarAgatAne jANatA nathI ane vItarAgatAnI vAta kare che ne dAvo paNa kare che. e dAvo karanArA hAthamAM jhaMDA laIne pharanArA kahe che ke "tuma Age baDho, hama tumhAre sAtha hai.' Ama mArga spaSTa na thAya, eTalA mATe paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che ke dasamI gAthA e mahattvanI gAthA che. vizeSa vicAraNA have ApaNe pAchA maLIzuM tyAre karIzuM. AmAM bahu spaSTa vAta che. spaSTa siddhAMta ane prarUpaNA che, ane jIvanamAM samagrapaNe je avasthA prApta thavI joIe te avasthA prApta karavAnA zreSThatama upAyo AmAM che. eka eka gAthAmAM eka eka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 113 mArga ane eka eka spaSTatA che. A je kRSNamUrti che ane bIjA kahenArA che e ema kahe che ke guru joIe ja nahIM. eka varga evo che ke game tevA guru cAlaze, paNa guru joIe. gujarAta ane saurASTramAM eka maheNu che ke A naguro che-guru vagarano che. ghaNAM loko ema kahe che ke A nagurApaNAnuM maheNuM bhAMgavAnA mATe guru karI laIe chIe. AvA guru zuM karaze? mATe akhAe kahyuM, guru karyA meM gokuLa nAtha, gaLIyA baLadane nAkhI nAtha. dhana hare dhokho na hare, akhA evA gurune zuM kare? sadguru ja prApta thavA joIe. kuguru ke asadguru na cAle. kuLaguru na cAle. saMpradAya guru na cAle. bApA ke dAdAnA guru nA cAle. jIvaMta guru joIe, sadguru ja joIe. ane saddaguru evA hovA joIe ke jemAM AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI, paramakRta A lakSaNo hoya. AvAno bheTo thAya. to yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke Avo bheTo thAya tyAre mArA kapALamAM mokSanuM tilaka khuda bhagavAne AvIne karyuM che. mokSa mArA bApano che. koI rokI zake tema nathI. mATe paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke bIjuM kaMI zodha mA, eka satpuruSane zodhI le pachI mokSa tamAro che. 837 mo patra AdhyAtmika dastAveja che. ane zrImadghane oLakhavA mATenuM sauthI moTuM zreSTha sAdhana che, jemAM spaSTapaNe temaNe vAta karI che. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 114 pravacana kramAMka - 11, gAthA kramAMka - 10 pravacana kramAMka - 11 gAthA kramAMka - 10 sadgurunA lakSaNo AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udayaprayoga apUrvavANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. (10) TIkA AtmajJAnane vize jemanI sthiti che, eTale parabhAvanI IcchAthI je rahita thayA che. tathA zatru, mitra, harSa, zoka, namaskAra tiraskArAdi bhAva pratye jene samatA varte che; mAtra pUrve utpanna thayelAM evA karmonA udayane lIdhe jenI vicaravA Adi kriyA che, ajJAnI karatAM jenI vANI pratyakSa judI paDe che, ane SadarzananA tAtparyane jANe che, te sadagurunA uttama lakSaNo che. (10) A gAthAne svastha banIne, zAMta banIne vicArajo. ApaNA manamAM je pakSa che, mAnyatAo che, svIkRtio che te khaMDita jJAna che. enA viSe ApaNane rAga che. putra pratye, patnI pratye, pati pratyeno rAga kadAca vairAgya prApta thAya to chUTI jAya paNa vairAgya prApta thayA pachI paNa je rAga chUTato nathI te potAnA matano rAga che, potAnI mAnyatAono rAga che. pote je mAnyuM che te sAcuM che, te ThasAvavAnI koziza haMmezA mANasa karato hoya che. dharmanA nAme, adhyAtmanA nAme ATalA badhA bhinna bhinna saMpradAyo dharatI upara hoI zake nahi paNa bhinna bhinna saMpradAyo dekhAya che te jJAnanA kAraNe nahi paNa potAnA matanA rAganA kAraNe che. anaMtakALanA paribhramaNamAM anaMtavAra A badhI ja kriyAo karavA chatAM ApaNo potAnAM pakSa pratyeno, mata pratyeno ane mAnyatAo pratyeno rAga chUTI zakyo nathI. sAta khoTanA bALakane choDI devA taiyAra thaIzuM paNa ApaNe grahaNa karelA mata ane mAnyatA choDavA taiyAra nathI. tenA kAraNe keTaluM badhuM khovuM paDe che! AMtarika ghaTanA ghaTavAmAM ATalI vAra lAge nahIM paNa te mATe anaMtakALa kADhyo. "anaMtakALathI AthaDyo vinA bhAna For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 115 bhagavAna!' AthaDyo kema ? jagatamAM sAdhano to hatA 'sevyA nahi guru saMtane mUkyuM nahi abhimAna.' zabdo spaSTa che. potAnuM abhimAna mUkyuM nathI. dhananuM abhimAna chUTavuM saheluM che. cakravartIne cakravartIpaNAnuM abhimAna choDavuM saheluM che paNa pote je mAne che te satya che evuM je abhimAna e chUTavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. mArgamAM jo koI avarodha hoya to A avarodha che. A dazamI gAthAthI thoDI gAthAo sudhI ghaNI gaMbhIra vAta kRpALu devane karavI che. A vAta mahattvanI che, te praznarUpa nathI paNa tene prazna ApaNe banAvIe chIe. jJAnInI vANImAMthI prazna Ubho na thAya. jJAnInI vANImAMthI prazno UbhA karavAnI kuzaLatA ApaNI pAse che. ApaNe bahu hoziyAra chIe. jJAnInI vANImAMthI prazno UbhA karavAnuM kAma A chadmastha jIvonuM che. jyAre A carcA cAlaze tyAre tamArA manamAM prazno UThaze, UThavA dejo ane e prazno spaSTa paNa thaze. pahelI vAta sadguruvAda paNa na cAle ane sadguru vagara paNa na cAle. eka zabda che pracalita; te gurugama. vAraMvAra kahevAmAM Ave che ke sadguru vagara nahi cAle, nahi cAle. evuM haze kharuM ke jJAnI puruSone tamane parataMtra banAvavA che ? evuM haze kharuM ke amArA vagara kAma nahi thAya ? amAro hAtha pakaDo, pachI barAbara amArI sevA karo, evuM kahevAno emano bhAva haze ? haze zuM tyAre ? sadguru zabda barAbara che, paNa sadguruvAda zabda barAbara nathI. sadguruvAdamAM Agraha che ane sAthe sadguru vagara cAlaze ema je mAnavuM te paNa eka vAda che. sadguru vagara nahi yAle ne sadguru vagara paNa cAlaze te banne paNa eka vAda che. jagatamAM be mata pravarte che. eka mata ema kahe che ke ApaNAthI ja prApta thaze, koInI jarUra nathI. zAstranI jarUra nathI, sadgurunI jarUra nathI, siddhAMtanI jarUra nathI, abhyAsanI jarUra nathI, vairAgyanI jarUra nathI, tyAganI jarUra nathI, Aje paNa evuM kahenArA che. teo eka ja dRSTikoNathI vAta kare che, ane bIjo varga ema kahe che ke sadguru vagara nahi cAle. paramakRpALu deva vacce UbhA che. teo vAda tarapha paNa nathI ane nakAra tarapha paNa nathI. be zabdo yAda rAkhajo. sadguruvAda ane sadguru vagara cAlaze tevo paNa vAda, bannethI teo alaga UbhA che mATe e banne pakSone yathArthapaNe kahe che. pahelAM thoDA zabdo samajI laIe, vigatavAra pachI samajIzuM. vAraMvAra ATalA zabdo Avaze. eka zabda Avaze te ziSyatva ane bIjo zabda Atmabodha, trIjo zabda upadeza, cotho zabda upadezaka ane pAMcamo zabda mArga, chaThTho zabda mArga pravartaka. ATalA zabdonI AjubAjumAM A gAthAo che. vinaMti karIne kahuM chuM ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 116 pravacana kramAMka - 11, gAthA kramAMka - 10 bahu dhIrajathI, bahu zAMtithI ane kharekhara to bahu premathI A sUtro samajavA prayatna karajo. Atmabodha jJAna nathI, Atmabodha zAstra jJAna nathI. Atmabodha e AMtarika ghaTanA che. "bhItara kucha hotA hai', aMdara kaMIka thAya che. A eka ghaTanAmAM eka ajJAta paribaLanathI jANatA tevuM paribaLa ane eka jJAta paribaLa-jANItuM paribaLa che. banne bhAga bhajave che paNa banne judA che. jyAre carcA thaze tyAre spaSTa thaze ke ajJAta paribaLa te aMdaramAM thato darzanamohanIya karmano upazama, te kevI rIte thAya? te tame joI zakatAM nathI, thAya che paNa joI zakatA nathI, jANI zakatAM nathI, paNa tenuM pariNAma jANI zako. anaMtAnubaMdhI cAra kaSAya ane darzanamoha e pAMcano upazama thatAM aMdara je anubhava thAya che tene kahevAya che Atmabodha. ApaNe ema kahIe ke AtmA che, te nitya che, karmano kartA che, karmano bhoktA che, mokSa che, mokSano upAya che. AtmA ajara-amara ane avinAzI che, te janmato nathI, marato nathI, zAzvata che, te utpAdu, vyaya ane dhrauvya yukta che. zuM A bodha nathI? to kahe che nA, te bodha nathI paNa jJAna che. hajAro zAstro kaMThastha hoya to paNa A jJAna. paramakRpALu deve siMha garjanA karI. hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa jIvane jANyo nahi" ApaNe kayA jJAnano garva karavo? ApaNe kadAca pAMca-daza zAstro-graMtho vAMcyA haze, kadAca Atmasiddhi kaMThastha karI haze, temAM ATalo badho garva? nava pUrvamAM keTaluM jJAna che tenI kalpanA paNa nahi karI zako. te jJAnano dariyo che. paryuSaNa parvamAM Ave che ke Indra mahArAjAno je airAvata hAthI tenA pramANa jeTalI korI zAhIno Dhagalo thAya teTalI zAhIthI je lakhAya te eka pUrva sAmAnya rIte bolapenamAM rIphIlanI zAhI keTalAya divasa cAle che. be hAthI pramANe zAhIthI lakhAya te bIju pUrva, cAra hAthI pramANa zAhIthI lakhAya te trIjuM pUrva. Ama uttarottara Dabala Dabala hAthI pramANa zAhIthI lakhAya tevA nava pUrva bhaNelo hoya. jJAnI ema kahe che ke "paNa jIvane jANyo nahi" ane na jANyo hoya to "e sarva ajJAna bhAkhyuM', A badhuM ajJAna che. nava pUrva bhaNela hoya to paNa ajJAnI? pUchavAnuM mana thAya ke tame kaho cho ne? tamAro abhiprAya che ne? tamAro mata che ne? paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke nA amAro mata nathI "sAkSI che Agama mahI" A paramakRpALu devanI khUbI juo, teo potAnA nAmano havAlo ApatA nathI, teo potAnuM khAtu kholatAM nathI "sAkSI che Agamo' dazavaikAlika sUtramAM eka vAkya Ave che, 'gALI vi #ArI', adbhuta vAkya che ane A je vAta AgamomAM kahI te ja vAta upaniSadomAM paNa kahI, te tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna jatuM nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 117 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA upaniSadomAM ema kahyuM ke ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM je athaDAya che enA karatAM vadhAre jJAnanA prakAzamAM athaDAya che. tyAM avidyA ane vidyA ema be zabdo vAparyA che. ___avidyAyAmaMtare vartamAnA: svayaM dhIrA: pNdditmnymaanaaH| avidyAnA ghanaghora aMdhakAramAM ane potAne paMDita mAnIne cAlI rahyA che, teno bacAva kema thaze ? ene koNa samajAvavA jAya? e samajavA taiyAra nathI, yAda rAkhajo, jyAM sudhI jIva samajavAnI AMtarika taiyAra nahi kare, tyAM sudhI hajAro pravacano thAya te niSphaLa jaze. kAzIthI bhaNIne eka chokaro Avyo. mA kahe, "beTA ! tuM vahelo kema Avyo?' chokaro kahe ke "huM bhaNI rahyo." badhuM bhaNI rahyo hoya tema kahevuM hoya to kAzImAM eka paraMparA che. vAdavivAdamAM teno vijaya thavo joIe ane vijayanuM sarTIphikeTa maLe to samajavuM ke te badhuM bhaNyo che. teNe kahyuM "mA! moTA vAdamAM meM vijaya prApta karyo." mA vicakSaNa hatI. teNIe pUchyuM beTA ! teM vijaya kevI rIte prApta karyo? teNe kahyuM ke sAmo paMDita je kaMI kaheto hato temAM tene huM ema kaheto hato ke "huM A mAnato nathI" A vijayanI rIta nathI. abhimAnathI tamAma dvAra baMdha thaI jAya che, ane eTalA ja mATe ema kahyuM ke A dharatI upara vidvAno, paMDito, mahaMto ke AcAryo ke gAdIpati ane vakatAo bhegA maLe e ghaTanA bahu kaThina che. mATe kahyuM ke avidyAnA ghanaghora aMdhakAramAM je athaDAya che, tenA karatAM mane jJAna thayuM che tema mAnI ahaMkAranA aMdhakAramAM je athaDAya che tene bhagavAna paNa bacAvI zakatA nathI. to ahIMyA zuM kahevuM che? jJAna ane bodha vacceno bheda samajo. jJAna prApta thaI zake che tIvra buddhimatAnA levala upara. jJAnanA udhADa mATe jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamanI jarUra che. tame AInasTAInanI barAbarI na karI zako, te moTo vaijJAnika che. rAjakAraNInA bhejA sAthe ApaNuM bhejuM kAma na karI zake. teo jANe che ke zuM karavuM? temanI avasthA judI che. abajo rUpiyAno dhaMdho seTa karavo ane sAcavavo ane saMbhALavo te sAdhu mahArAjanuM kAma ja nathI ane te jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI prApta thayela tIvra buddhinuM kAma che, paNa bodha mATe jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama joIe ane darzanamohanIya karmano kSayopazama paNa joIe, banne sAthe thavA joIe. darzana mohanIya karmano kSayopazama je vakhate ApaNe kahIe chIe te vakhate pAMca zabdo khyAlamAM levAnA che. jo eka ja zabda kahevo hoya to darzanamohanIya kahejo, ane jarA vigata ApavI hoya to cAra anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ane pAMcamo darzanamoha (mithyAtva) Ano upazama thavo joIe. A ghaTanA sAthe ghaTaze. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 118 pravacana kramAMka - 11, gAthA kramAMka - 10 jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama to thayo che paNa darzana mohanIya karmano upazama ekavAra paNa thayo nathI. zAstronuM kahevuM che ke darzanamohanIya karmano upazama eka vakhata thayA pachI mokSanA daravAje javAnI ghaTanA cAlu thaI jAya. jIvane prathama upazama samakita thAya che. upazama samakitano kALa aMtarmuhUrtano hoya che, pachI jIva jAgrata hoya ane mithyAtvano ke mizra mohanIya karmano udaya na thAya to tene kSayopazama samakti prApta thAya che. A aMdaramAM ghaTatI ghaTanA che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya to jJAna prApta thAya ane A jJAnamAM joyo grAhya bane che. tenAthI zAstro kaMThastha thAya. IndrabhUti bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse AvyA. te vakhate emanA jevA vidvAna puruSa bhAratamAM koI na hatA. temane bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che, "IndrabhUti ! tamAruM jANeluM jJAna e tamane samajavAmAM aMtarAyabhUta bane che, ane tenuM kAraNa zabdone kyAM besADavA te tamane AvaDatuM nathI." zabdo dvArA vAta thAya paNa zabdo kyAM besADavA tenI khabara nahIM paDavAthI AtmA vize temane zaMkA hatI. teo yajJa karatAM hatAM, temane 500 ziSyo hatAM, kapALamAM cAMdalA karatA hatA, gIto gAtA hatA, upaniSado bolatAM hatAM paNa AtmA vize zaMkA hatI ane duHkhanI vAta e hatI ke 11-11 paMDito potapotAnI zaMkA ekabIjAne kahI zakatAM na hatAM. ajJAnIne bahu sahelo rasto che ke kama se kama te bIjAne kahI to zake. A paMDitonI moTI muzkelI che ke koIne pUchAya nahi ane jo bIjAne pUche to te kaheze ke "ATaluM jANatAM nathI' A sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI temanI hotI nathI. mIrAbAIe gAyuM che. jJAna vijJAnanI poTalI mAthethI koI heThI mukAvone! samajyA! A zabdo. A jJAna ane vijJAnanA pustakonAM poTalAM je mAthe caDI gayA che te kRpA karI koka heThe to mukAvo, to ame vicAra to karI zakIe, ciMtana to karI zakIe. AtmabodhanI ghaTanA ane (zAbdika) AtmajJAnanI ghaTanA bane judI judI che. AtmajJAna hoI zake paNa Atmabodha hoya ke na hoya. Atmabodha jyAM hoya tyAM AtmajJAna avazya hoya. AtmajJAna jyAM hoya tyAM Atmabodha hoya tevuM nakkI nahi. jJAna zabda paramakRpALu deve vAparyo che paNa bodha zabda vAparyo nathI. jJAna zabda bolIe tyAre zrutajJAna, vANI jJAna, vAcA jJAna levuM. AtmasiddhimAM AgaLa Avaze "mukhathI jJAna kathe', mukhathI bodha kathe zabda na vAparyo. jJAnI puruSo bilakula yogya zabda vApare che. mukhathI jJAna kathe tyAM vAMdho zo Avyo? to kahe ke "aMtara chUTyo namoha', darzanamoha to gayo nahi. jJAnanI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 119 vAta karI paNa darzanamohana gayo. 'te pAmara prANI', ATaluM kahyuM hota to barAbara paNa te jJAnIno droha kare che. jagatamAM koIno droha na karazo. droha eTale chetaravAM, vizvAsaghAta karavo, koIno droha karavAno nathI to jJAnIno droha to kyAreya paNa karAya nahIM. AtmabodhanI ghaTanA ziSyanA AtmAmAM ghaTe che, bahAra ghaTatI nathI. A ghaTanA dehamAM nathI ghaTatI, IndriyomAM nathI ghaTatI, manamAM nathI ghaTatI, A ghaTanA ghaTe che AtmAmAM bhItara. - A AtmabodhanI ghaTanA ghaTe che tyAM ajJAta paribaLa darzanamohano upazama che, paNa jyAre A ghaTanA ghaTe che tyAre bahAramAM kayuM paribaLa kAma kare che? kayuM sAdhana anivAryapaNe kAma kare che? e aMdaranI ghaTanA ghaTatI vakhate aMdara darzanamohano upazama thAya che. tyAre bahAramAM zuM paristhiti hoya che? zuM saMyoga hoya che? kyu sahAyakArI paribaLa tyAM kAma kare che? te sAdhana che eka mAtra saguru. sadguru eka mAtra sAdhana ane enA mATe zAstromAM zabda vAparyo nimitta. nimitta majhAno zabda che. kuMbhAra ghaDo banAve che, kartA kuMbhAra che, ghaDo bane che mATImAMthI paNa sAdhana joIe cakra ane daMDa, daMDa cakrane halAvavA mATe che. daMDa goLa goLa cAkaDo pherave eTale ghaDAne ghATa maLe, cAkaDo pheravavA mATe daMDa joIe. thoDIkavAra pachI tame jozo to mATInA pIMDAmAMthI eka majhAnuM vAsaNa, majhAno ghaDo ke jo taiyAra thAya che paNa te mATe daMDa ane cakra joIe. ghaTanA ghaTe che mATImAM paNa je vakhate ghaTanA ghaTe tyAre daMDa ane cakra banne hAjara hoya che, tene kahevAya che nimitta. A ghaTanA ghaTyA pachI tame ghaDo kharIdIne lAvyA, mATaluM ja AvyuM. kuMbhAra Avyo? cAkaDo Avyo? nA, ApaNe ghaDo kharIdavA jaIe ane kuMbhAra paNa sAthe Ave ane daMDa ane cakra paNa sAthe Ave kharA ? nA. ghaDo ghaDAI gayo pachI daMDa, cakra chuTTA. kuMbhAra paNa chuTTo. samyagadarzananI adbhuta ghaTanA sadgurunI hAjarImAM ghaTe che, chatAM teo kahevA nahIM Ave ke meM tamane samyagadarzana ApyuM. "AbhAra'' ema na kaho to paNa vAMdho nahIM. A dazamI gAthAthI thoDI gAthAo praznArtha svarUpe che. prazna paramakRpALu devano nathI paNa prazna ApaNo che. prazna saguno nathI paNa sadguru mATeno che. AvI AtmabodhanI abhuta ghaTanA jyAre dharatI upara ghaTe to konI hAjarImAM ghaTatI haze? te amAre jANavuM che. paramakRpALu deva kahe che e ghaTanA jenI hAjarImAM ghaTe tene kahevAya che sadguru. dareka cetanA mATe nizcita thayelA sadguru hoya che. koInA mATe nimitta kAraNa bhagavAna mahAvIra hoya che ane koInA mATe nimitta kAraNa gaNadhara gautama svAmI hoya ane e ja AvavA joIe, ane te ja Avaze. jarA samajavA koziza karajo. e ja AvIne UbhA raheze tamAre bolAvavA nahi paDe paNa tamAre zuM karavuM? tamAre pArakhavuM paDe, jANavuM paDe, samajavuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 120 pravacana kramAMka - 11, gAthA kramAMka - 10 paDe. mArA mATe ja AvyA che. mATe jagatamAM eka ja sadguru nathI paNa dareka vyakti mATe alaga alaga sadguru che. guru vyaktigata alaga alaga che paNa temAM sagurupaNuM alaga alaga nathI. vyakti judI judI hoI zake paNa sagurutva eka ja. saguru tattva eka ja, ene kahevAya sAmAnya. jema so ghaDA che-ghaDA judA judA paNa ghaTata eka ja. sadagurupaNuM hajAro gurumAM eka sarakhuM, paNa vyakti judI judI nizcita, parTIkyulara guru. vyaktigata sadaguru hoI zake, jenAthI jene bodha thavAno hoya. bhagavAna mahAvIrane nayasAranA janmamAM, mArga bhUlIne jaMgalamAM AvelA eka sadgurunA nimitte bodha thayo. AdinAthane dhana sArthavAhanA janamamAM dharmaghoSa AcArya guru tarIke maLyA, tenAthI bodhanI prApti thaI. sadgurunI avasthA aMdara judI judI nathI. sadguru vyakti tarIke judA judA che. zarIra judA hoya, vANI judI hoya paNa avasthA judI nathI. prazna ziSyanA pakSe che, mumukSunA pakSe che. sadgurunA pakSe koI prazna ja nathI. sadguru eTalA badhA nirAgrahI che ke tame emane hAtha joDIne kaho "gurudeva! A tamArI vAta amAre sAMbhaLavI nathI, teo kaheze ke tamane game te karo. dhanyavAda. teo tamane vaLagaze nahi ke nA, nA, sAMbhaLo ne sAMbhaLo, ema nahi kahe. bhagavAna kRSNa arjunane gItAnA chellA adhyAyamAM kahyuM ke "yathecchasi tathA kuru' tane yogya lAge tema kara, paNa chelle arjune kahyuM ke, "bhagavAna kRSNa ! A ghaTanA mArAmAM ghaTI, mAro moha naSTa thayo ane mArA astitvanI smRti prApta thaI.' zenAthI thayuM? kayA paribaLathI thayuM? to kahe ""tamArI kRpAthI thayuM.' arjuna potAnI sAme AMgaLI cIMdhIne kahI zakata, paNa tema na kahyuM. tamArA prasAdathI huM sthira thayo, mArA saMdeha badhA dUra thayA. mAraga sAcA mila gayA ora miTa gayA saMdeha.' sAco mArga maLyo ane saMdeha badhA maTI gayA. varSo thayA chatAM ApaNe saMdehanA cagaDoLamAMthI bahAra nathI AvatA. ApaNe goLa-goLa pharIe chIe. vAdAMzca prativAdAMzca vdnto'nishcitaaNstthaa| tattvAnta maiva Rtti, tirupIvAtI II (jJAnasAra) vAda ane prativAda A niraMtara cAle che. emAMthI tattvano nizcaya thaI zakato nathI. ghAMcIno baLada ghANIe savArathI joDAyo, sAMjanA chUTavAno. tenI AMkhe paDadA che. huM TheTha muMbaIthI valasADa pahoMcyo, ema tene lAgatu haze, paNa pATA choDe tyAre hato tyAMno tyAM. kaDavuM lAge to bhale, anaMtakALathI ApaNe khUba pharyA paNa tyAMnA tyAM chIe. vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo tadapi haju kachu hAtha na paryo. ghANInA baLadane goLa goLa pheravavo hoya to tenA AMkhe pATA bAMdhavA e ja upAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 121 che. baLada ghANImAM pharato hato ane ghAMcI beTho hato. eka vakIla tyAM Avyo. teNe kahyuM. ''bhAI tuM baLadane pherava paNa AMkhe pATA zuM kAma bAMdhe che ?'' ghAMcI kahe ke ''bolazo nahi, baLada sAMbhaLI jaze ane sAMbhaLyA pachI ema kahe ke pATA choDI nAkho to goLa goLa nahi phare, e sIdho cAlavA mAMDaze, AMkhe pATA bAMdhyA haze to goLa goLa pharaze.'' A rIte mata ane mAnyatAnA pATA bAMdhyA haze te paNa goLa goLa pharaze, pATA chUTI jAya to goLa goLa nahi pheravI zakAya. jIvanamAM adhyAtmanI, khAsa karIne AtmabodhanI, Atma anubhUti athavA Atma darzananI ghaTanA jyAre ghaTatI hoya tyAre be kAraNa kAma kare che. (1) upAdAna kAraNa ane (2) nimitta kAraNa. A samagra vizvanI niyata vyavasthA che. tame A vyavasthAne toDI nahi zako, upAdAnamAM ghaTanA jyAre ghaTatI hoya tyAre ghaTanA ghaTavAmAM je sahAyaka paribaLa hAjara hoya tene kahevAya che-nimitta kAraNa ane te anivArya che. bIja Uge che, bIja vRkSa bane che paNa e bIja tijorImAM nahi Uge. lAkha rUpiyAnI tijorI haze, tame temAM bIja paNa mUkazo to bIja nahi Uge. e bIjane ugADavuM haze to khetaramAM ja ugADavuM paDaze. ene pANI joIze, khAtara joIze, mAvajata joIze. Uge che bIja, khIle che bIja, vikase che bIja. ghaTanA ghaTe che bIjamAM ane bIjamAM je chUpAIne rahyuM haze te ja bahAra Avaze. jamIna tene bahAra nathI lAvatI, bIjamAM potAnuM sAmarthya che, tema AtmAnuM paNa potAnuM sAmarthya che ane eTalA ja mATe ema kahyuM ke "sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya" siddha avasthAmAM Atma dravyano, tenA anaMtaguNo sAthe, enI anaMta paryAyo sAthe pUrepUro vikAsa thayo. caitanya kamaLa pUrepUruM khIlI gayuM. have khIlavAnuM kaMI bAkI rahyuM nathI. AtmA pUrepUro khIlyo. enA asaMkhyAta pradezo, pratyeka pradeze anaMta guNo, tenI anaMta paryAyo, e AkhuM Atmadravya pUrepUruM khIlyuM, vikasyuM, te siddha avasthA, have kaMI khIlavAmAM bAkI nathI. e siddha avasthAmAM je Atma dravya khIlyuM, te Atma dravya nigoda avasthAmAM hatuM tyAre paNa tenI pAse te sAmarthya hatuM. aparyApta nigoda avasthAmAM ApaNe hatA ane siddho paNa hatA. siddho paNa je khIlyA che, teo aparyApta nigoda avasthAmAM je vakhate hatA tyAre paNa ToTala mUDI temanI pAse hatI. tenA mATe eka zabda vAparyo tirobhUta, e aMdara chUpAyela che. pIparanA gAMgaDA Ave che. vaidaka zAstramAM kahyuM che ke pIparanA gAMgaDAne cosaTha praha2 (192 kalAka) sudhI ghUMTavAmAM Ave, lasoTavAmAM Ave tyAre e gAMgaDA maTI jAya ane cosaTha praharI pIpara (davA) banI jAya. te rAInA dANA jeTalI lo to paNa zaradI maTI jAya. A cosaTha praharI pIpara thaI temAM zakti AvI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 1 22 pravacana kramAMka - 11, gAthA kramAMka - 10 kyAMthI? aMdara ja hatI. ene ghUMTavAthI pragaTa thaI. aMdara hovuM tenuM nAma tirobhAva ane pragaTa thavuM tenuM nAma AvirbhAva. aMdaramAM je che te pragaTa thAya, aMdaramAM haze te pragaTa thaze, siddha avasthA aMdara hatI. e ApaNI milakata che. tamane kema vizvAsa Avato nathI? e aMdara tirobhUta che. mATImAM ghaDo che paNa tirobhUta, bIjamAM vRkSa che paNa tirobhUta, AtmAmAM paramAtmA che paNa tirobhUta che. to ApaNe zuM kAma karavuM? ene ApaNe khIlavavAnuM che. e khIle tevuM khetara enuM nAma sAdhanA. tamAma AdhyAtmika ghaTanAo upAdAna kAraNa AtmAmAM ghaTe che. darzana mohanIya karmano upazama je vakhate thAya teTalA TAIma daramyAna bahAramAM je paribaLa joIe tene kahevAya che nimitta. nimitta ghaTanA ghaTe teTalA pUratuM ja, pachI te nimitta tamArI sAthe AvatuM nathI. AnA uparathI khyAla karajo ke saddaguru tamane pUrNa svataMtratA (Total Freedom) Ape che. tamane bAMdhI rAkhavA mAMgatA nathI. tamAruM kAma thayuM, jAva, dhanyavAda ! lIlA lahera karo. siddha bano ane lIlA lahera karo. ATalI moTI AtmabodhanI ghaTanA emanI hAjarImAM ghaTI, chatAM paNa temanAmAM kartAbhAva nathI. tattvane samajavA pUro prayatna karajo. ATalI moTI ghaTanA ghaTI to paNa 'gumaste vasthA: ' tamAro paMtha maMgalamaya bano, eTaluM ja kahe che. ghaTanA ghaTe che upAdAnamAM ane sAme anivArya jenI hAjarI hoya ane jenI hAjarImAM ghaTanA ghaTe tene kahevAya che nimitta. AtmabodhanI ghaTanA jemanI hAjarImAM ghaTe che temanA mATe guru zabda na vAparyo, asalluru zabda na vAparyo, kuguru zabda na vAparyo, paraMparA guru zabda na vAparyo, mataguru zabda ke amArA bApadAdAnA guru zabda na vAparyo, paNa adbhuta zabda vAparyo che, te che sadUguru. temanI hAjarImAM ja ghaTanA ghaTe. A kvaoNliTI menTeIna karavAnI vAta che. rasoI karavI hoya to agni joIe, lAkaDA hoya ke kolasA hoya ke gesa hoya. koI paNa agni joIe. vAvavuM hoya to khetara joIe ja. tame ema kaho ke amAre tyAM grenAITa pAtharyo che ne, kema na uge ? na Uge, sAheba ! grenAITa nahIM kAmano, khetara athavA mATI ja joIe. trIjI vAta e ke nimitta che te avaMcaka joIe. be zabdo che (1) vaMcaka ane (2) avaMcaka. vaMcaka eTale ThaganAra, dekhAva kare paNa kAma na kare te ThaganAra ane avaMcaka-nahi ThaganAra. saddaguru e avaMcaka che. haribhadrasUri mahArAje yogadRSTi samuccayamAM traNa prakAre avaMcaka kahyA che. (1) yoga avaMcaka (2) kriyA avaMcaka ane (3) phaLa avaMcaka. avaMcaka eTale kadI paNa nahi ThaganArA, eTale e nimitta te kArya mATe anukULa che. kAryakArI paNa joIe eTale kArya kare ja, evuM ja joIe, e niSphaLa na jAya ane evI je ghaTanA e For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 123 bahAranA phekTaramAM banatI ghaTanA che. to be zabdo spaSTa thayA? upAdAna spaSTa thayuM ? upAdAnamAM-aMdaramAM ghaTanA ghaTaze. tamane bodha prApta thaze, lAbha tamane thaze, mokSanA daravAjA tamArA mATe UghaDaze. mahArASTramAM eka saMta hatA, temanuM nAma gArgI mahArAja. emano niyama hato, je gAmamAM sAMjanA kathA kare pachI rAtre be vAgyA hoya to paNa te gAmamAMthI nIkaLI jAya, kahe ke e gAmanuM pANI paNa mAre pIvuM nathI, kAraNa ke pANI pIdhuM hoya koInuM, to temane sAcuM kahevAnuM hoya to ADuM Ave. eka nyAyAdhIza TreInamAM jatA hatA ane tyAM jeno kesa cAlato hato te mANasa paNa hato, ene khabara paDI gaI, te mAravADano haze, te jabaro hoya, lAkho rUA.nI vAta hatI. nyAyAdhIza tenA pakSamAM jo cukAdo Ape to lAkho rUpiyA maLe. na Ape to lAkho rUA. jAya. teo bIjA sTezane UtaryA, te sAheba pAse pahoMcyo. namaskAra karyA, pachI pUchyuM guDa mornIga sara, zuM lezo tame? cA, kophI, rabaDI? nyAyadhIza vicakSaNa hatA. hAtha joDIne kahyuM, tame kahyuM eTale dhanyavAda. mAre kaMI levuM nathI. bahu vinaMti karI paNa teNe kahyuM "bhAI! eTalA mATe huM leto nathI ke jyAre huM jajamenTa ApavA besIza te vakhate tamArI rabaDI ke cA ADI Avaze, pANI paNa nahi.' ATalo nirapekSa nyAyAdhIza ! enA karatAM anekagaNA nirapekSa sadguru che. oLakho, sadguru nirapekSa che. koI hAtha joDe tenI paNa temane apekSA nathI. kAraNa? kAraNa eka ja, teo saMpUrNapaNe parama karuNAthI chalakatA che. sadganuM lakSaNa eka ja "parama karuNA''. AMkhamAM kaNA, vANImAM karuNA, vyavahAramAM karuNA. traNa zabdo jovAnA bAkI raheze. yoga avaMcaka, kriyA avaMcaka, phaLa avaMcaka. enA pahelAM thoDI spaSTatA karI laIe. sadguru kaMIpaNa karatAM nathI paNa temanI hAjarImAM thAya che. sUrya kaMI paNa karato nathI paNa tenI hAjarImAM AkhuM jagata jAgI jAya che. sAta vAgyA ane tame na UThyA ho to kaMI sUryanArAyaNa nIce Ave ne bAraNuM khakhaDAve kharA? nA. emanI hAjarImAM thAya. varasAda varase, phUlanuM khIlavuM na khIlavuM, bIjanuM khIlavuM na khIlavuM tenI marajInI vAta che. varasAda varase che ne dharatI khIle che. ghaTanA bodhanI che, te AMtarika ghaTanA che. yathArtha bodha thAya che, Atma bodha thAya che. ahIMthI mokSanA mAMDavA naMkhAya che, zrI gaNezAya nama: ahIMthI cAlu thAya che. e konI hAjarImAM thAya che? e jenI hAjarImAM thAya tene kahevAya che saddaguru. paNa sadguru ja hovA joIe. jemanAthI nahi paNa jemanA vagara paNa nahIM thAya. ziSyanA pakSe parama samarpaNa che. ziSya ema kahe che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 124 pravacana kramAMka - 11, gAthA kramAMka - 10 aho aho zrI sadaguru, karuNA siMdhu apAra, A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho aho upakAra. kaMI ema na kahyuM ke tame zuM karavAnA hatA? mArAmAM hatuM ne te khIlyuM. ziSyanuM parama samarpaNa che ane sadgurunI parama karuNA che. parama karuNA ane parama samarpaNanI saMdhi, enuM lagna, eno meLApa ene kahevAya ziSyatva, A ziSyatvanI ghaTanA che. A mAro celo ane huM teno guru emAM kaMI vaLe nahi. saguru akartA che teo kAMI karatA nathI. A sagurunuM lakSaNa che, e spaSTa karyuM. kayA zabdothI? vicare udaya prayoga', e akartA bhAva sUcave che. A vartamAnakALanI vAta che paNa bhUtakALamAM emaNe bhAvakaruNAnI sAdhanA karI che. jagatanAM tamAma jIvo ajJAnamAMthI ne mohamAMthI mukta thAya, jagatanAM jIvo janma maraNamAMthI mukta thAya, AvI ciMtA nathI ApaNI mAe karI ke nathI bApe karI, nathI pati ke patnIe karI, dIkarAe karI nathI. bimArInI davA karI haze paNa evI ciMtA nathI karI ke janma maraNamAMthI ane mohamAMthI mukta thAva. ane ciMtA kare che, te oLakhANa pachI kare che, A mArA pati che, A mArI patnI che ane A mAro dIkaro che, ane AmAMthI kaMI paNa na hoya to mAre zuM levA devA? ema kahe che. jenI oLakhANa ApaNane nathI, je ApaNane maLyA nathI, jeno ApaNane paricaya nathI, ApaNe jeone kazuM ja ApyuM nathI paNa temanA hRdayamAM ApaNe hatA. ApaNe temanAthI dUra hovA chatAM ApaNA pratye prema vyakta karyo ke A ajJAna ane moha, janma tathA maraNamAMthI mukta thAya, Ane kahevAya bhAva karuNA. A bhUtakALanI bhAva karuNA vartamAnakALamAM akartA hovA chatAM paNa kAryakArI bane che. eTalA mATe varSo sudhI sadguru bolyAM. emane ema nathI thayuM ke ame nahi bolIe. bhagavAna buddha pAse nirvANa AvyuM che ane bhagavAna buddha vRkSanI pAchaLa gayA ane ziSyone kahyuM, have mane bolAvazo nahi. eTalAmAM eka kheDUta doDato Avyo. kheDUte AnaMdane kahyuM ke AnaMda mane khabara to hatI paNa kheDavAmAM paDyo hato tethI moDo Avyo. tame bhagavAnane kaho ne ke mane be zabdo kahe. AnaMde kahyuM ke have nahi bane, bhagavAna buddha kahyuM ke "nA na pADazo. be zabdo mATe Avyo che ne? bhale mane vilaMba thAya paNa tenA kalyANamAM vilaMba na thavo joIe." AvuM jemanuM haiyuM tene kahevAya che bhAva karuNAvAna. AvI bhAva karuNA jemanAmAM hoya ane chatAM akartA hoya. soLa varSanI uMmare zrImadjIe udghoSaNA karI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA re Atma tAro Atma tAro, zIghra ene oLakho; sarvAtmamAM sama dRSTi gho A vacanane hRdaye lakho. ApaNe 80 varSanI uMmare paNa dehanI ciMtA karIe chIe, AtmAnI ciMtA karatA nathI. kuTuMbanI ciMtA karIe chIe, paisAnI ciMtA karIe chIe, paherelAM kapaDAMnI ane pagamAM nAkhelAM phATelAM slIparanI ciMtA karIe chIe, paNa AtmAnI ciMtA karatA nathI. sAcavavA ane saMbhALavA jevo hoya to AtmA che. '"re AtmA tAro, Atma tAro'' zu karavuM ? 'zIghra ene oLakho.' zIghra eTale turaMta ja. vAyado na karazo. kone khabara mRtyu kyAre Ave ? 'vIjaLInA camakAre motI poravavuM pAnabAI', vIjaLInA camakAre motI poravI levAnuM che. bodhanI ghaTanA ghaTe te vakhate samaja prApta thavI joIe. e samaja upadezathI prApta thAya che ane e mATe upadeza ja joIe ane upadezaka paNa samyag, yathArtha joIe, sadguru joIe. eTalA mATe AtmajJAna, samadirzatA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI, paramazruta A sadgurunA lakSaNa kahyA. teramuM guNasthAnaka mArgapravartaka ane chaThThuM guNasthAnaka mArga upadezaka. ApaNane koI teramAvALA maLe, koI chaThThAvALA maLe to kAma thaI jAya. jemane maLyA temanuM kAma thaI gayuM. ApaNe rakhaDyA. paNa rakhaDyA eTalA mATe ke ''yoga avaMcaka, kriyA avaMcaka ane phaLa avaMcaka'' A traNe avaMcakatA prApta na thaI. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. 125 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 1 2 6 pravacana kramAMka - 12, gAthA kramAMka - 10 pravacana kramAMka - 12 gAthA kramAMka - 10 sadganA lakSaNo che. AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI paramakRta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. (10) A dazamI gAthAnAM 1. AtmajJAna, 2. samadarzitA, 3. vicare udaya prayoga, 4. apUrva vANI, 5. paramazruta, A pAMca zabdo punaH ApaNe yAda karI jaIe. jemanI sthiti AtmajJAna vize che te AtmajJAnI. prApta karavA lAyaka, meLavavA lAyaka AtmA che. e AtmAnuM jJAna jemanI pAsethI maLe, emaNe AtmAne anubhavelo hovo jAIe. jemane Atma anubhava na hoya to temanI pAsethI AtmajJAna maLe nahi. jhaverI pAsethI jhaverAta maLe, kaMdoInI dukAnethI phAphaDA ane gAMThiyA maLe. tema jemanI pAse AtmAnubhava che temanI pAsethI ja AtmajJAna maLaze. AtmAno anubhava nahi hoya to AtmajJAna nahi maLe. cidAnaMdajI mahArAje eka gAthA kahI che : kevala Atmabodha hai, paramAratha zivapaMtha, tAmeM jInakumaganatA, sohI bhAvanigraMtha. kevaLa mAtra AtmAno bodha e ja mokSano upAya che, rasto che, ane jenI AvA AtmAmAM maganatA, ramaNatA ane sthiratA che, AtmAmAM ja tanmayatA, tarUpatA che, je AtmAmAM ja DUbelo che, AtmAmAM ja je ekAkAra che evA AtmajJAnI te sadgurunuM paheluM lakSaNa. e ja vicAra e ja manana, e ja ciMtana ane e ja bhAvana, e ja dhyAna, e ja anubhava e ja smaraNa ane e ja smRti, e ja mAhola, e ja raMga, mAtra e e ane e ja. niraMtara zuddhatAnuM dhyAna kare, zuddhatAmAM keli kare. dhyAna paNa zuddhatAnuM ne AnaMda paNa zuddhatAmAM. kAraNa ke te AtmAmAM magna che. "tameM jInaku maganatA' -e AtmAmAM magna banyo che, DULyo che, tarUpa banyo che, tanmaya thayo che. "sohI bhAvanigraMtha e ja bhAva For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 127 nigraMtha che. nigraMtha eTale sAdhu, muni, yati. AnaMdadhanajI mahArAje vAsupUjya svAmInA stavananI samAptimAM eka vAta karI che ke : AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re, vastugate je vastu prakAza AnaMdadhana mata saMgI re. A eTalA mATe ApaNe joIe chIe ke paramakRpALu deve je mArmika vAta karI che eno badhethI aNasAra, saMdeza ne abhiprAya maLe che. Ane saMgati kahevAya. mahephIlamAM paNa saMgIkAro tabalA, hAramoniyama, Dholaka, sAraMgI, dilarUbA, sitAra vigere vAdyonI saMgati meLave che. AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve', jene AtmajJAna thayuM che, e zramaNa, e ja sAdhu ane e ja virakta. vastu jema che tema che. tame jANo cho ke mAno cho ke svIkAro cho tema nahi, paNa vastu pote jema che tema, te vastumAM je vastutva rahyuM che tema enuM prakAzana kare che, te AtmajJAnI puruSa che. A moTI ghaTanA che. AtmajJAnamAM je magna che tenI avasthA badalAI jAya che. "AtmajJAnameM magna jo, so saba pudgala khela IndrajALa karI lekhave, maLe na tihAM manameLa." AtmajJAnInI A aMtaraMga avasthA che. AtmajJAnamAM, AtmAnA anubhavamAM je magna banyo che te Ama to hoya che jagatamAM, hoya che saMsAramAM ane hoya che pudgala vacce paNa tene to A badho pudgalano khela dekhAya che. temAM AtmajJAnIne vAstaviktA lAgatI nathI. vedAMte Ane mAyA kahI, bhrama kahyo. cidAnaMdajIe Ane pudgalano khela kahyo. e IndrajALa che. dekhAya che kharI paNa hoya nahi. jAdugarano khela jema dekhAya che kharo, paNa hakIkate tema hoya nahi. jema jAdugaranI bAjI vAstavika nathI tema pudgalano A khela paNa vAstavika nathI ane enA kAraNe "maLe na tihAM manameLa" tyAM manano meLa maLato nathI. sAthe rahe che kharA, saMbaMdho che kharA, upayoga thAya che paNa mana daIne maLato nathI. saMsAramAM kahIe chIe ke sAthe jIvIe chIe, rahIe chIe paNa tAlameLa nathI, manameLa nathI. yazovijayajI mahArAje pAMcamI sthirAdaSTimAM eka udAharaNa ApyuM che ke, bAladhUlI ghara lIlA sarakhI, bhavaceSTA IhAM bhAse. comAsAmAM varasAdathI retI bhInI thaI hoya, nAnA bALako nadI kinAre jaI potAnA pagane vacce rAkhI tenA upara retIno Dhagalo kare ane pachI nIcethI dhIme rahIne potAno paga kADhI le eTale ghara taiyAra. pachI A gharane maganIyo aDe eTale chaganIyo raDe ke mArA gharane tuM kema aDyo? A mAruM ghara che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 128 pravacana kramAMka - 12, gAthA kramAMka - 10 paNa e ghara te 'bAla dhUlI ghara lIlA sarakhI', bALaka jema dhULanA gharamAM khela kare che, ramata 2me che, tema jJAnIne cakravartI rAjAnI saMpatti paNa bALakanA dhULanA gharanI ramata samAna lAge che. AtmajJAna thatAM aMdaramAM kevI avasthA thAya che ? teo parabhAvanI icchAthI rahita thAya che. be zabdo svabhAva ane parabhAva. potAno je bhAva, tene kahevAya che svabhAva ane potAno nahi paNa paranA, bahAranA je bhAva, vikArIbhAva tene kahevAya che parabhAva. tamAma adhyavasAyo, vikAro, vAsanAo, tamAma rAga-dveSo, tamAma kaSAyo te parabhAva vibhAva che. yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke sahaja svabhAva lakhe nahi apano, paDiyo mohake dAva meM, jIu lAgI rahyo parabhAvameM. jIva parabhAvamAM lAgyo che, tenA kAraNe potAno sahaja svabhAva lakSamAM leto nathI, jANato nathI. zAstro kahe che, jJAnIo kahe che, saMto kahe che, sAdhuo kahe che, sadguru kahe che paNa potAno sahaja svabhAva te lakSamAM leto nathI. te kharekhara mohanA dAvamAM paDyo che, mohanA hAthanuM ramakaDuM banyo che. mohanA hAthanuM ramakaDuM je banyo te saMsArI ane je mohanA hAthanuM ramakaDuM maDhyo te sadguru. sadgurune pudgalanI, parabhAvanI, jagatanI vastuonI, saMyogonI ke banAvonI icchA nathI, anukULatAnI icchA nathI, jagatanA sukhonI icchA nathI. ane icchA jenI gaI tenuM badhuM duHkha gayuM. duHkha ane icchA baMne najIkanA sagA che. ApaNe duHkhane dUra karavuM che paNa icchAne UbhI rAkhavI che. icchA ema kahe che ke ''duHkha mAro dIkaro che ane mane bahu vahAlo che. eka miniTa paNa huM mArA dIkarAne mArAthI dUra nahi karuM. mane rAkhavI hoya to mArA dIkarAne paNa rAkhavo paDaze. jo tamAre duHkha na joItuM hoya to duHkhane kADhavAnI koziza na karazo. ene kazuM kahezo nahi. duHkhane kADhavuM hoya to mane javA dyo. huM jyAre jaIza tyAre mArA dIkarAne laIne jaIza. ene mUkIne nahIM jauM. icchA haze tyAM sudhImAM duHkha che. parabhAvanI icchA, rAgadveSanI icchA, jagatanA padArthonI icchAmAM duHkha che. abhinaMdana bhagavAnane devacaMdrajI mahArAja kahe che ke, 'prabhu ! tame je anubhava karo cho, tame je rasamAM DUbyA cho, tame je rasa mANo cho tenI rIta amane kaho ne, amAre evo anubhava karavo che' ane bhagavAna ema bolyA ke 'devacaMdra ! ame je rasa mANIe chIe, AnaMdamAM rahIe chIe, ame je samAdhimAM chIe, amArI zAMtimAM chIe tenuM kAraNa ame jaDacala jaganI eMThano bhoga choDI dIdho che.' For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 129 jaDacala jaganI eMThano, na ghaTe tujane bhoga ho mitta; kayuM jANuM karyuM banI Avaze. jagatanA padArtho jaDa ane nAzavaMta che. te aneka AtmAoe bhogavelA padArtho che. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke jamaNavArano eMThavADa khAvA tuM taiyAra nathI paNa AkhA jagatanA jIvoe je pudgalo bhogavyA che, bhogavIne choDyA che, te jagatanA jaDa padArthono eMThavADa khAvA tuM taiyAra cho. jyAM icchA che tyAM moha che ane jyAM moha che tyAM icchA che. ghaNAM loko kaMTALIne, nirAza thaIne ke gharamAM jhaghaDAM thayA hoya to kahetA hoya che ke amane kaMI moha rahyo nathI. potAnuM dhAryuM thayuM na hoya, gharamAMthI ekaDo nIkaLI gayo hoya ane koI gaNakAratuM na hoya tyAre AvuM thaI jAya che ke amane have saMsArano moha nathI. dhIre rahIne pUchIe ke zuM thayuM? pachI kaheze 'gharavALI mAnatI nathI, chokaro mAnato nathI.' jagatanA je padArtho ane saMyogo che te zreSTha koTinA maLela hovA chatAM paNa jene icchA thatI nathI te mohathI rahita che. icchA e mohanuM cinha che. moha che ke gayo tevo dAvo ApaNe karatA hoIe ke sAdhu ane saMnyAsI karatAM hoya to eTaluM jovAnuM ke koI jAtanI icchA che ? icchA hoya to samajI lejo ke moha che. jahA ya aMDappabhavA balAgA, aMDaM balAgappabhavaM jahA ya / ameva mohAyayaNaM khu taNhA, mohaM ca taNhAyayaNaM vayaMti / (32 / 6) bhagavAna mahAvIre aMtima dezanA je ApI teno saMgraha uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM thayo che. temAM 36 adhyayano che. temAM 32mA adhyAyanI A chaThThI gAthA che. temAM bhagavAna mahAvIra ema kahe che, "jema iMDAmAMthI maraghI thAya che ane maraghImAMthI iMDuM Ave che te pramANe mohamAMthI icchA janme che ane icchAmAMthI moha janme che.'' mohane janma ApanAra icchA jemanAmAM nathI, parabhAvanI icchA ke pudgalanI icchA jenAmAM nathI, AzaMsA jenAmAM nathI, AkAMkSA nathI, mAna, pratiSThA, mobho, lokasaMjJA, lokeSaNA, dhananI icchA, putranI icchA, saMpattinI icchA-A badhI icchAo rahita jeo thayA che ane AtmajJAnamAM jemanI sthiti che te sadguru. be muddA ahIM che, pojhITiva vidheyAtmaka e ke AtmajJAnamAM jenI sthiti che ane negeTIva arthAt nakArAtmaka parabhAvanI icchAthI je rahita che te. baMne maLIne eka lakSaNa jene kahevAya che te AtmajJAna, Atmabodha. AtmajJAna-Atmabodha jyAre thAya tyAre aMdaramAM eka avasthA Ave che tene kahevAya che zama. A zama zabda bahu mahattvano che. enAmAM koI viSamatA have rahI nathI. jagatamAM anaMta jIvo che ane anaMta jIvo anaMta avasthAmAM hovA chatAM paNa tene ema lAge che ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 13) pravacana kramAMka - 12, gAthA kramAMka - 10 A badhI upalI avasthA che, upAdhijanita avasthA che. aMdaramAM caitanya to ekasarakhuM che, Avo ja bodha tene kahevAya che zama. A vastune spaSTa karanArI bahu majhAnI nAnakaDI kaDI paramakRpALu devanI che. rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva jo. rajakaNa-mATInuM ke dhULanuM kaNa eka bAju ane vaimAnika devanI riddhi bIjI bAju, baMnenI tulanA thaI zake tema nathI. zAstramAM varNana karyuM che ke devalokamAM sAmAnya deva pagamAM je mojaDI pahere che evI mojaDI A mRtyulokamAM lAvavAmAM Ave ane A jhaverI bajAramAM vecavA mUkavAmAM Ave to DAhyA jhaverIo enI kiMmata AMtA ema kahe ke cha khaMDanA mAlika cakravartInI badhI saMpatti ApI do to paNa A mojaDInI kiMmata thaI zake tema nathI. rajakaNa eTale eka dhULanuM kaNa hoya ane vaimAnika devanI riddhi hoya paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke "sarve mAnyAM pudgala eka svabhAva jo." A pudgalano svabhAva che. jIvamAM viSamabhAva nathI ane pudgalamAM paNa viSamabhAva nathI. A viSamabhAva jIvamAM dekhAya che te karmanI upAdhinA kAraNe dekhAya che. aMdaramAM je paramatattva che te eka ja che, juduM juduM nathI. AvuM je dekhAya che, ene kahevAya che zama. rajakaNa hoya ke vaimAnika devanI riddhi hoya, A banne paNa jene eka sarakhI dekhAya che ene kahevAya che zama. Avo samabhAva, e sadgurunuM bIjuM lakSaNa che. zamarasa bhAva bhalA citta jAke, thApa uthApa nahoI, avinAzIke gharakI bAtA, jANe go nara sohI, avadhUnirapakSa viralA hoI. A samarasI bhAva emanA aMtaramAM che. A abhuta bhAva che. ene bhagavad gItA samatA kahe che. jaina paraMparA upazama bhAva kahe che. kuMdakuMdAcAryajI ene samarasI bhAva kahe che. Avo samabhAva, upazamabhAva ke samatAbhAva sadgurunA jIvanamAM pragaTa thayo che. zatru hoya ke mitra, harSa hoya ke zoka, namaskAra hoya ke tiraskAra e tamAma bhAvo pratye jemane aMdaramAM viSamabhAva prarvatato nathI evI jemanI aMtaraMga avasthA che tene kahevAya samadarzIpaNuM. samadarzI hai nAma tumhArA cAhe to pAra karo. tame samadarzI cho ane ame to jevA chIe tevA ja chIe, paNa tame jo cAho to amane pAra karI zako tema cho. e dora tamArA hAthamAM che. AvuM samadarzIpaNuM jemanAmAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 131 hoya tene kahevAya che sadguru. AtmajJAna ane samadarzitA A be lakSaNomAM badhA lakSaNo samAI jAya che. jene AtmAno bodha che, jenI AtmAmAM sthiti che, je parabhAvanI IcchAthI rahita che ane jene A prakAranI samatA prApta thaI che, teo jIvana to jIve che, zarIramAM che, vyavahAra paNa che, pravRtti vacce UbhA che, emanI judI judI bAhya avasthAo paNa hoI zake ane kaI avasthAmAM UbhA che te kahI zakAya nahIM. te badhA vacce UbhA che ane kartavya karma kare che ane karatA hovA chatAM pote kazuM karatA nathI, tevI alaukika dazA che. ApaNe nathI karatAM to ye ghaNuM karIe chIe, A ghaNuM kare che to paNa kazuM karatAM nathI. akhAe kahyuM che : kartA mITe to mITe karma, e che mahAbhajanano marma. karma TALI nahi zakAya. karma to raheze, paNa kartApaNuM TALI zakAya che. kartApaNuM maTe to karmabaMdhana maTI jAya che. karmane TALavAnI vAta nahi paNa kartApaNuM TALavAnI vAta che. ApaNe to karma TALavAnI koziza karIe chIe ane kartAne to Ubho ja rAkhIe chIe. ghaNA kahe che ke 'sAheba ! A tamArA dikarAnA lagna thayA, ame na hota to khabara paData. dhoLe divase tamane tArA dekhAyA hota. ame hatA eTale thayuM ? ''ame karyuM'' evo pragADha kartApaNAno rasa che, mATe jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM ke jagatamAM badhA rasa karatAM atyaMta mITho rasa te kartApaNAno rasa che. eka citrakAre mRtyuthI bacavA sarasa upAya khoLI kADhyo. teNe potAnA jevA eka sarakhAM dasa sTecyu banAvyA, kAraNa ke mRtyudeva jyAre levA Avaze tyAre temane eka sarakhA sTecyu joI guMcavaNa thaI jaze ke AmAMthI sAco koNa ? kone laI javo ? ane mRtyu AvyuM. yamarAjA sAce ja guMcavaNamAM paDI gayA ke AmAMthI kone laI javo ? e gayA citragupta pAse ane kesa noMdhAvyo ke AvI hAlata che. mRtyulokamAM khabara nathI paDatI ke AmAMthI kone lAvavo ? citragupte sarasa upAya batAvyo. tame tyAM jAva. bIjuM kaMI karavAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra eTaluM ja kahejo ke AvA suMdara sTecyu koNe banAvyAM haze ? je ema kahe ke meM banAvyAM, basa ene pakaDI lAvavo. mRtyudeva to sTecyu pAse AvyA ane sTecyunA vakhANa karyAM. zuM sTecyu che ? koNe banAvyA haze ? AnI barAbarI thaI zake ema nathI. A sAMbhaLatA citrakAra rahI zakyo nahIM. bolyo ke ''sAheba, A meM banAvyA che.'' citrakAra pakaDAI gayo. A kartApaNAno bhAva. jJAnIpuruSa virATa kAma karatA hovA chatAM temanAmAM kartApaNAnI buddhi nathI. karavuM eka vAta che ane kartApaNAnI buddhi bIjI vAta che. jemanI buddhimAMthI kartApaNuM nIkaLI gayuM che, teone pUrvanA karmanA udayane lIdhe vicaravA AdinI kriyA niraMtara thAya che. evI avasthA tene "vicare udaya prayoga'' kahe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 132 pravacana kramAMka - 12, gAthA kramAMka - 10 che. A sadgurunA aMdaranA lakSaNo che. emane ja khabara paDe ApaNane khabara na paDe. A traNa AtmajJAna, samadarzitA ane vicare udaya prayoga e AMtarika lakSaNo che. bAkInA be lakSaNonI bahAra khabara paDe. te che apurvavANI ane paramazrata. apUrvavANI jevuM jJAnI bole che tevuM ja ajJAnI paNa bole che. jevA zabdo jJAnI vApare che tevA ja zabdo ajJAnI paNa upayogamAM le che, chatAM jJAnInI vANI ane ajJAnInI vANI ekadama judI paDe che, kAraNa eka ja ke ajJAnI je bole che e vAMcIne bole che ane jJAnI je bole che te anubhavIne bole che. kabIrajIe kahyuM : "kAgaLa masI o nahi, kAgaLa ane zAhIne ame hAtha paNa lagADyo nathI, chatAM ame je kahIe chIe te "AMkhana dekhI", najaro najara amArI anubhUtimAM che, jeno pratyakSa anubhava karyo che, jeno pragaTa anubhava karyo che e anubhavIne ame kahIe chIe. tukArAmane brAhmaNo ane paMDito bahu pajavatA hatAM, bahu herAna karatAM hatAM, teo vArevAre pUche ke tuM veda bhaNyo che? tukArAma kahe ke huM veda bhaNyo nathI, huM to abhaNa chuM. mane kaMI AvaDatuM nathI." tuM Rgaveda jANe che? tukArAma kahe-"nA". "yajurveda jANe che?' to kahe "nA" "cAra veda jANato nathI ane chevaTe tukArAme kahyuM ke huM veda to jANato nathI paNa 'mAma vokta te ve', ame je bolIe chIe te veda che. AvuM kahevAnuM sAhasa tukArAma ja karI zake, kAraNa ke te je bole che te anubhavIne bole che. jJAnInI bhASA sarasa na paNa hoya, suMdara na hoya, alaMkArika na hoya, oreTarI na hoya, vakartutva ke vyAkhyAnanI kaLA bhale na hoya, zabdono kalarava emAM na hoya, Ayojana na hoya, emAM kAlIdAsa, bhavabhUti ke bANa kavionA zabdo na hoya ane kAlIghelI bhASAmAM bolato hoya chatAM jJAnInuM vAkya anubhavanuM vAkya che ane paMDitanuM vAkya gokheluM vAkya che. apUrvavANI eTale je hRdayane Taca kare, aMdarane sparza kare, aMdara halabalAvI nAkhe, aMdaranA tAra jhaNajhaNI UThe. A kAma jJAnInI vANI karaze. paMDita ke vakatA jyAre bolaze tyAre tame ema kahezo ke "kevuM sarasa bole che !' paNa e vANI asarakAraka nahIM thAya. pAMcamuM lakSaNa paramakRta che. SaTradarzananA tAtparyane paNa sadguru jANatA hoya che. A jagatamAM mukhya cha darzano che. temanA peTA bhedo paNa aneka che. (1) sAMkhya-yoga (2) bauddha (3) jaina (4) nyAya-vaizeSika (5) pUrva mImAMsA-uttara mImAMsA (6) cArvAka ane (7) vedAMtadarzana. peTA bhedo sahita padarzanane je jANe che, tenA tAtparyane je jANe che, evI avasthA jenI che te paramazrutajJAna che. A pAMca lakSaNa arthAt AtmajJAna, samadarzitA vicare udaprayoga, apUrvavANI ane paramazruta jenAmAM che tene kahevAya che sadga. A For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 133 sadgurunI avasthAnuM varNana che. sadgurune jo tame phUTapaTTI laIne mApavA nIkaLazo to sadgurune mApI nahi zako. sadUgurune oLakhI nahi zako. rojabarojanA jIvanamAM sadgurunI jarUra ApaNane lAgatI nathI. sadguru vagara aTakIne UbhA rahyA hoIe evo koI divasa yAda Ave che kharo? dhana vagara na cAle, strI vagara paNa na cAle, pati vagara na cAle ane DaoNkTara vagara ke vakIla, zikSaka ane enjinIyara vagara paNa na cAle, ane zAkabhAjI, dUdha vagara na cAle, paNa sadguru vagara cAle. emanI zuM jarUra che? jIvanamAM temanI AvazyakatA zuM? bhautika jIvanamAM sadguru vagara cAle che. dhArmika jIvanamAM sadguru vagara cAle che, paNa eka AMtarika ghaTanA evI ghaTe che ke je ghaTanA ghaTyA pachI guru vagara cAlatuM nathI. jema AMbA upara mahora Ave ane koyala khAya pachI koyalane gAyA vagara cAlatuM nathI. koNa koyalane kaheze ke tuM gA? koNa ene paisA Ape che? koNa eno kAryakrama ghaDe che? koyalanI saMgIta saMdhyA koNa rAkhe che? paNa koyala Tahuke che. e mastIthI gAya che. koyalano Tahuko sAMbhaLanAranA dilane raNajhaNatuM karI mUke che. koyalane gAvuM paDe che. gAyA vagara na cAle. kAraNa? eNe mahora khAdho che. e aMdaranI ghaTanA che. koyalane ja kahezo ke "gA" to te nahi gAya, paNa AMbAno mahora khAchA pachI e gAyA vagara rahI zakatI nathI. AkAzamAM vAdaLa Ave che ane mora dharatI upara TahukAra kare che. baMne vacce prema thAya che. have mora vAdaLAne joIne TahukAra karyA vagara rahI zakato nathI. teNe prayatna karavo nathI paDato. rAtre zaradapUrNimAno caMdra Ugyo hoya ane cakora nAmanuM pakSI mastIthI gAyA vagara rahI zakatuM nathI. A svAbhAvika che. koI tarka ke niyamanI jarUra nathI. tema AMtarika ghaTanA ghaTe to sadguru vagara nahi cAle. bhUkha lAge che ane khorAkanI zodha cAlu thAya che, dharatI tape che ane varasAda varase che, A jema svAbhAvika che, tema jenA aMdaramAM mumukSatA jAgI che ene sadUgurunI jhaMkhanA cAlu thaI jAya che. ""guru pratyakSa ke parokSa? hAjara ke gerahAjara?' e carcAmAM nahi paDe. koyala carcAmAM nathI paDatI paNa gAyA vagara rahI nathI zakatI. cakora carcAmAM nathI paDatuM paNa caMdramAne joyA vagara rahetuM nathI. mora Tahuko karyA vagara raheto nathI. bhUkha lAge che tyAre carcAmAM paDavAnI jarUra ja nathI. bhojana zodhyA vagara ApaNe rahI zakatA nathI. mumukSatA aMdara pragaTa thAya che tyAre badhI carcAo zAMta thaI jAya che. jema mA rAtanA sUtI hoya, potAnuM bALaka potAne vaLagIne sUtu hoya, mA nasakorA bolAvatI hoya. AkAzamAM vIjaLInA kaDAkA thatAM hoya, avAja game teTalo thato hoya paNa mAnI uMgha UDatI nathI, paNa potAnuM bALaka jevuM thoDuMka uhuM kare ke jhaTa mA jAgI jAya che. kAraNa? te mA che. mA ne For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 134 pravacana kramAMka - 12, gAthA kramAMka - 10 pUchazo nahi ke tuM ThaMDImAM sUIne bALakane oDhADe che, tuM bhInAmAM sUve che ane bALakane sUkAmAM sUvaDAve che, tuM bhUkhI rahIne paNa bALakane khavaDAve che, tuM Ama kema kare che ? to kaheze 'huM mA chuM' mAtRtva svAbhAvika che. eka ATheka varSanI nAnI bebI potAnA nAnAbhAIne jhoLImAM nAkhI DuMgara upara caDhatI hatI. caDhANa joI koI DAhyA mANase sahajatAthI pUchyuM, 'beTA ! tane bhAra nathI lAgato ?' te AMkho kADhIne bolI ''zuM bolyA ? A to mAro bhAIlo che. bhAIlAno bhAra kevo ?'' A badhuM jema svAbhAvika che tema mumukSutA jyAre pragaTa thAya tyAre sadaguru mATenI jhaMkhanA paNa svAbhAvika che. mumukSutA jyAM sudhI pragaTI nathI tyAM sudhI jIvane cALA thAya che, te carcAmAM paDe che. jyAre mumukSutA jAge che tyAre aMdaramAM jhaMkhanA jAge che, sadguru, sadguru, sadguru. kyAre maLaze ? kyAre maLaze ? viraha thAya che. vyathA thAya che. raDe che. AMkhamAM AMsu Ave che. ene pIDA thAya che. e jIvI zakato nathI. e rahI zakato nathI. e aMdara virahanI vedanA anubhave che. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che : AnaMdaghana prabhu vaidya viyoge kema jIve madhumehI ! madhumehI arthAt DAyAbiTIsano dardI DaoNkTara vagara kaI rIte jIvaze ? davA vagara, InsyulIna vagara nahi jIvI zake, ema mumukSu sadguru vagara jIvI na zake. mumukSutA sudhI zAstro ane upadezako lAvI zakaze paNa mumukSutA pachI nijayAtrA che, te sadguru vagara nahi thAya. zAstro ema kahe che ke sadguru pAse tame zuM levA jAo cho ane zuM meLavavuM che te tame spaSTa karyuM ? emanI pAse kaMI nathI, e khAlIkhama che. temanI pAse dhana nathI, sattA nathI, baLa nathI, rUpa nathI, sAmarthya ke zakti nathI. DaoNkTara pAse kema jaIe chIe ? vakIla pAse ane ArkiTekaTa pAse kema jaIe chIe ? rAjakAraNI pAse kema jaIe chIe te khabara che. sadguru pAse kema jaIe chIe te khabara che ? hA, sadguru pAse eTalA mATe jaIe chIe ke aMdarathI bodha prApta karavo che. Atmabodha vagara-AtmajJAna vagara jIvAya nahi. evI avasthA ane evI vedanA jene aMda2mAM jAgI che te taraphaDyA che. mAchalI jema jaLa vinA taraphaDe che tema te sadguru vagara taraphaDe che. e raDyA che sadguru vagara. kyAre maLaze amane sadguru ? 'kyAre mane maLaze manameluM ?' AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che ke manano meLa jenI sAthe che te mane kyAre maLaze ? sAdhakanA jIvananI cAra avasthA hoya che. mumukSutA pahelAnI jIvananI eka avasthA, mumukSutA pachInI jIvananI bIjI avasthA. Atmabodha thayA pachI jIvananI trIjI avasthA ane Atmabodha thayA pachI sAtamA guNasthAnaka pachI zrapaka zreNI maMDAya e cothI avasthA. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 135 te sIdho terame guNasthAnake pahoMce. bIjI avasthAvALo mumukSu mahAtmAne jhaMkhe che, satpuruSane jhaMkhe che. paramakRpALu deva vAraMvAra kahetAM hatAM ke amane e vana yAda Ave che, e bhUmi yAda Ave che, e vRkSo yAda Ave che, jyAM besIne ame satsaMga karatAM hatAM, satpuruSa pAse beThA hoIe e prasaMga amane yAda Ave che. mumukSutA te aMdaranI vedanA che. te aMtaranI ghaTanA che ane evI mumukSutA jyAre aMdaramAM pragaTa thAya che tyAre potAnA jIvanamAM sadgurunI anivAryatA lAge che. anaMtakALamAM sadgurunI jarUra nathI paDI paNa jyAre mumukSutA pragaTaze, tyAre tame sadguru vagara jIvI nahIM zako. aMdara vedanA jAgaze, vyathA jAgaze, taraphaDazo, tApa lAgaze, viraha lAgaze ane tame zodhazo, tamArI AMkha DhUMDhaze sadgurune. mumukSune aMdaramAM vedanA jAgI che, ane bahAramAM A pAMca lakSaNothI yukta sadguru maLe to kAma thaI jAya. mumukSu ema nahIM pUche ke sadgurunI zI jarUra che. ApaNe pUchIzuM. kAraNa ApaNane bhUkha lAgI nathI. bhUkha na jove ThaMDA bhAta, tarasa na jove dhobI ghATa, niMda na jove tUTI khATa, prema na jove jAta kajAta. vaizAkha mahino hoya, tarasa lAgI hoya, aMdarathI pANI pANI thatuM hoya ane kaMTha sukAto hoya, cAre bAju najara nAkhato hoya ane pANI dekhAtuM na hoya paNa dhobI kapaDAM dhotA hoya ane pANI pIvA jAya ane koI kahe ke 'alyA A to dhobI ghATa che.' 'bhale rahyo. amane sakhata tarasa lAgI che. jIvavA mATe huM pANI to pIza ja?' bhUkhyA mANasane ema kaho ke 'savAranA ThaMDA bhAta che', to paNa kaheze, 'lAvone, kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che.' mumukSutA jyAre pragaTa thAya che tyAre sadguru vagara te jIvI zakato nathI. AvI avasthA jenAmAM pragaTa thaI che te che mumukSu ane AvA mumukSu mATe paramakRpALu deve dazamI gAthA kahI, AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga, apUrvavANI paramazruta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. IjIptamAM eka kahevata che ke A dharatI upara jyAre ziSya janme che tyAre sadguru paNa janma le che. guru-ziSya sAthe ja Ave che. kaMI zodhavA javAnI jarUra nathI. aMdara mumukSutA joIe. to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? mumukSutA pragaTa karavI. A mumukSutA pragaTa thaze to sadguru sAmethI AvIne maLaze ane ApaNA jIvanamAM badhA prazno zAMta thaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 136 pravacana kramAMka - 13, gAthA kramAMka - 11 pravacana kramAMka - 13 gAthA kramAMka - 11 pratyakSa sadgurunI mahattA pratyakSa saru sama nahIM, parokSa jina upakAra, evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra. (11) TIkA jyAM sudhI jIvane pUrvakALe thaI gayelA evA jinanI vAta para ja lakSa rahyA kare, ane teno upakAra kahyA kare, ane jethI pratyakSa AtmabrAMtinuM samAdhAna thAya evA sadguruno samAgama prApta thayo hoya temAM parokSa jinonA vacana karatAM moTo upakAra samAyo che, tema je na jANe tene AtmavicAra utpanna thAya. (11) AtmasiddhizAstra 11-12-13 traNe gAthAo sAthe samajavAnI che. e jhUmakho che. jema lAITanA doraDA bahArathI judA dekhAya paNa aMdara tenI vyavasthA AMtarika joDANanI hoya che tema traNe gAthAmAM paraspara AMtarika saMbaMdha che. eka rahasyanA sAgaramAM Aje pharIthI UtarIe. rahasya eTalA mATe ke buddhithI ane zAstrothI spaSTa nahi thAya, paNa jo anubhava thAya to ja spaSTa thAya. e Indriyo ane saMbaMdhothI para evI avasthAmAM jANI zakAya che tethI tene kahevAya che rahasya. khetaramAM bIja nAkho cho, emAMthI gheghUra vaDalo kema bane che te tame nahi kahI zako. Akho vaDalo khIlyo kevI rIte? hajAro DALIo, hajAro pAMdaDAM ane phaLa phUla khIlyAM tenI ApaNane khabara nathI, paNa A rahasya che. AkAzamAM tAralAo che, e keTalA che tenI khabara nathI. dariyAnA atala UMDANamAM zuM che? dariyo kaI rIte kAma kare che? tenI ApaNane khabara nathI, te rahasya che, tema keTalAka rahasyo evA che ke jyAM buddhi pahoMcI zakatI nathI. umAzaMkara joSIe kahyuM, "kSitijanI pele pAra." ApaNe paNa evA eka rahasyamAM UtarIe chIe. e rahasyamAM UtaratA pahelAM keTalIka bAbato atyaMta spaSTapaNe samajI levI jarUrI che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 137 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA parakRpALu deve potAnuM mahattva vadhAravA mATe ke tIrthakara Adi mahApuruSonuM athavA zAstronuM mahattva ghaTADavAnA mATe A gAthA kahI nathI. tIrthakara AdinuM mahattva ghaTADavuM ane potAnuM mahattva vadhAravuM e tIrthakaro AdinI ghora AzAtanA che ane te mahAmohanIya karmanA baMdhanuM kAraNa che. A parama satyane teo barAbara jANe che. zrImadjIne potAno koI saMpradAya sthApavo nathI. laghurAja svAmIjIe zrImajIne kahyuM, prabhu! tame amane kyAMyanA na rAkhyA, na rAkhyA tapAmAM, na rAkhyAM zvetAMbaramAM, na rAkhyAM digaMbaramAM ke na rAkhyA sthAnakavAsImAM. sIdhA amane UMcakIne AtmAmAM mUkI dIdhAM. A koI saMpradAyanI vAta nathI. zrIdamajIne potAno koI saMpradAya sthApavo nathI ke potAno mata Ubho karavo nathI. emanA nAmathI koI saMpradAya sthApe to e judI vAta che, paNa temane to vItarAga paramAtmAnA mArgathI koI alaga mArga pragaTa karavo nathI. A gAthA samajavA mATe A bhUmikA samajavI atyaMta jarUrI che, ane zrImadjInA nAme koI saMpradAya Ubho kare ke matamatAMtara UbhA kare to e zrImadjInI ghora AzAtanA thaze, kAraNa ke tenAthI mahAmohanIya karmano baMdha thAya che. paramakRpALu deva satyanA parama prakAzaka hatAM, temaNe koI bhaya rAkhyo nathI, koInI zarama rAkhI nathI. koInI zehamAM taNAyA nathI, koInA virodha vacce e DolAyamAna thayA nathI. kevA bahAdura puruSa ! siMhanI jema temaNe garjanA karI che, Aje zrImajInI vAta karavI bahu sahelI che, kAraNa ke bhUmikA teoe taiyAra karI che, paNa je vakhate AjubAjumAM pracaMDa virodha hato te vakhate satyane bahAra lAvI, satyanI udghoSaNA karavI e vanarAjanA sAmarthya karatAM paNa vadhAre sAmarthya mAgI le tevuM che. jemanA baMdhAraNamAM vizALatA che, udAratA che, madhyasthatA che, nirAgratA che evA zrImajI vItarAga paramAtmAne zAstrone ane thaI gayelA mahApuruSone kadApi bAju para na mUke. A vItarAga puruSanAM vacanAmRto bolatAM bolatAM temanuM haiyuM bharAI jAya che. teoe kahyuM ke, "o kuMdakuMdAcAryajI ! amArI sthira vRttimAM tamArAM vacano amane upayogI thaI paDyAM." je mahApuruSa saubhAgyane paNa yAda kare che te zAstrone, jJAnI puruSone, tIrthakarone ke vItarAga paramAtmAnA mArgane bAju upara muke kharA? "anaMta anaMta bhAva bhedathI bharelI bhalI," te kAvyamAM chellI kaDImAM temaNe kahyuM ke "jinezvarataNI vANI jANI teNe jANI che," A bolatAM bolatAM jemanA haiyAmAM alaukika bhAva utpanna thAya che, AvuM gAnAra te mahApuruSe A gAthA lakhI che. teo eka mahattvanI vAta kare che. varSo pahelAM ke sAta peDhI pahelAM ApaNAM kuTuMbamAM sAMdipanI ke maharSi vyAsa jevA koI mahAna zikSaka thayA hoya ane Aje vidyArthI jo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 138 pravacana kramAMka - 13, gAthA kramAMka - 11 bhaNato hoya to tenA mATe e zikSaka zreSTha hovA chatAM teo bhUtakALamAM thayela hovAthI Aje e zikSaka kAmamAM nahi Ave, paNa Aje je zikSaka che te enA kAmamAM Avaze. tamArA kuTuMbamAM sAta peDhI pahelAM moTA vaidya thayAM hoya ane e vaidya zreSTha che temAM nA nahi, e moTA AyurvedanA AcArya che temAM nA nahi, e pataMjali jevAM prabhAvazALI che temAM nA nahi, e dhanavaMtarI vaidya jevAM che temAM nA nahi, paNa Aje tamane jo tAva Avyo hoya to Ajano vaidya tamane joIze. e tamane phAkInuM paDIkuM Apaze. pelA dhanavaMtarI tamane paDIkuM ApavA nahi Ave. AvuM tamane kyAreka kahevAmAM Ave to tame zuM ema mAnazo ke dhanavaMtarInuM apamAna thayuM ? ema mAnazo ke dhanavaMtarIne gauNa karyA ? ema mAnazo ke dhanavaMtarInI AzAtanA karI ? ema mAnazo ke dhanavaMtarIne bAju para mUkyA ? cANakya jevo rAjanItijJa puruSa tamArA kuTuMbamAM thayo hoya ane Aje kAyadAnI gUMcavaNa UbhI thaI hoya to pAlakhIvALA ja kAmamAM lAge. pahelAM thayelAM kAma na Ave. AvuM jyAre kahevAya tyAre zuM cANakyane ochuM mahattva ApIe chIe ? omakAranAtha ThAkuranA sAta peDhI pachI temanA dIkarAo saMgIta zIkhavA taiyAra thAya ane pachI ema kahe ke amAre koI saMgIta zikSakanI jarUra nathI kAraNa ke amArA omakAranAtha saMgItanA mahAniSNAta hatAM. e zreSTha hovA chatAM omakAranAtha ThAkura kAmamAM nahi Ave. temanA pratye Adara che, sanmAna che, sadbhAva che, bhakti che, alaukika prema che paNa vartamAnamAM to hAlanA ja saMgIta zikSaka kAmamAM Avaze. saMgItano zikSaka joIze temAM nA nahi, vaidya ke gaNitano jANakAra joIze emAM nA nahi, davA ApI zake tevuM koI joIze temAM nA nahi, paNa pUrve thaI gayelA niSNAta puruSo vartamAnamAM kAma nahi lAge. A gAthAne samajavA pUrI koziza karIe ane e jo samajAI jAya to pUrepUrI AMTI dUra thaI jAya. ane AMTI dUra karavA mATe TIkAmAM ema kahyuM che ke ''jyAM sudhI jIvane pUrvakALe thaI gayelA evA jinanI vAta para ja lakSa rahyA kare, e khoTuM nathI. A vItarAge kahyuM che, jinezvara paramAtmAe kahyuM che, tIrthaMkara deva ane jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che, cauda pUrvadhArIe kahyuM che. e vAta para lakSa na jAya tevuM na bane, paNa e vAta para lakSa rahyA kare ema kahyuM, paNa temanuM mahattva nathI ema nathI kahyuM, e ghaTanA ghaTI nathI ema nathI kahyuM, e zreSTha nathI tema nathI kahyuM, paNa temanA upara ja lakSa rahyA kare ane temano upakAra kahyA kare'', ema kahyuM che. tIrthaMkara devono, jinezvara devono, zAstrono, siddhAMtono, pUrve thaI gayelA mahApuruSono, kuMdakuMdAcAryajIno, haribhadrasUri Adi AcAryono, yazovijayajI, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 139 AnaMdadhanajI vigere mahApuruSono khUba khUba moTo upakAra che. temaNe mArganuM pravartana karyuM, tIrthanI sthApanA karI, mArga Apyo, paraMparA ApI ane nezanala hAI-ve taiyAra karyo. patthara ane DuMgaramAM khodI khodIne bogadAM taiyAra kare che, tema vItarAga devoe A DuMgara khodI khodIne paramArthano mArga taiyAra karyo che, to emanuM bahumAna na thAya? lakSa na jAya? e game nahi? AnaMda na thAya? temane yAda karatAM karatAM sADAtraNa karoDa roma beThAM na thAya? nAcavAnuM mana na thAya? jarUra thAya ke temano Avo anaMta upakAra jarUra che, paNa vartamAnamAM AtmAnI bhrAMti dUra karavI hoya to jIvaMta jJAnI puruSa joIe. Avo tALo paramakRpALu deve meLavyo che. A abhuta gAthA che. paramakRpALu deve parama satyanI vAta karI che, paramArthanI vAta karI che. AtmabrAMtinI vAta karI che, tenuM samAdhAna karavuM che. tattvane jANavuM che. AtmAne samajavo che te atIndriya eTale IndriyathI para che. zabdothI para che. agocara che, vANIthI para che, manathI para che, buddhithI para che, evA AtmAne jANavo che. zAstro vAMcIne paNa te spaSTa thatuM nathI. te vakhate AtmA AvI che tema samajAvanAra jIvaMta jJAnI joIe. A zAstra sarva kahyA vizeSe, jIva karavA nirmaLo. jIvane nirmaLa karavA A zAstro gAyA che. A badhA zAstro anaMtavAra vAMcyA, paNa pAra na Avyo. A paraspara virodha nathI. samajavuM jarUrI che. zAstromAM zabdo che. emAM marma nathI. marma, artha to jJAnInA hRdayamAM che. mahAbhAratamAM maharSi vyAse ema kahyuM ke, smRtio bhinna bhinna che, zrutio bhinna bhinna che, zAstro bhinna bhinna che, kahenArAM mahApuruSo paNa bhinna bhinna che, judA judA vAdo ane saMpradAyo che, amAre tattvane jANavuM che to amAre konI pAse javuM? to temaNe ema kahyuM ke "gharmaca tattva nihita guNAyAma !" dharmanuM je paramatattva che te jJAnI puruSanA hRdayamAM che. tattvane jANavuM haze to jJAnI puruSonA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcavuM paDe. tyAM pahoMcavAno rasto paiso nathI, adhikAra ke moTAI nathI, saMpradAya, mata ke mAnyatA nathI. mAtra premanA raste e hRdaya sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. narasiMha mahetA e kahyuM ke mAro vahAlo kazAne vaza nathI. e to premane vaza che. premanA paMtha graMtha nyArA odhavajI, premanA paMtha graMtha nyArA. gopIo bhale bharavADaNa rahI, bhale gAyanA chANa vAsIdAM karanAra rahI, bhale abhaNa rahI, paNa kahe che ke odhavajI, premanA paMtha nyArA che ane premanA graMtha paNa nyArA che. A kahevAnI hesiyata gopIomAM narasiMha mahetAmAM, AnaMdadhanajI ane paramakRpALu For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 140 pravacana kramAMka - 13, gAthA kramAMka - 11 devAmAM hatI. adbhuta vAta karI che. AtmabrAMtinuM samAdhAna karavuM hoya to sadguruno samAgama jarUrI che. mAtra zAstro vAMcIne nahi thAya. A kahIne zAstronI AzAtanA karavI nathI. zAstrone bAjue mUkavA nathI, paNa zAstramAM zabdo che, ane tame tene je DhAMcAmAM DhALavA hoya temAM DhALI zako cho, je phremamAM phITa karavA hoya temAM phITa karI zako cho mATe paramakRpALu deve kahyuM ke : AtmabhrAMti sama roga nahi, sadguru vaidya sujANa. samasyA eka ja che. prazna eka ja che. darda eka che. roga ghaNAM nathI, paNa asaro ghaNI che. roga to eka ja thayo hoya hArTaeTekano, paNa Ubho rahI zakato nathI, bolI zakato nathI, cAlI zakato nathI, sUI rahevuM paDe che. zvAsamAM takalIpha che. lohInuM paribhramaNa barAbara thatuM nathI. gabharAmaNa thAya che. chAtImAM du:khe che. A to badhI judI judI asaro che. ahIMyAM roga to eka ja che, ane te mAtra AtmAnI bhrAMti che, ane te zAstrothI bhedI zakAtI nathI. eka vakhata eka ghaTanA ghaTI ghaTanA to bahu nAnI che, paNa majhAnI che. eka bhAIne evI Teva ke rAtre sUtI vakhate jaMgala javA mATe pANIno moTo loTo khATalA nIce muke. savAre UThe, loTo laIne bahAra jAya. eka vakhata evuM thayuM ke thoDAMka chokarAoe lAla raMga loTAnA pANImAM nAkhI dIdho. have bhAI to savAre loTo laIne gayA. pANI lIdhuM. nIce lAla joyuM ane dhrAsako paDyo ke lohI tUTI paDyuM che. parANe UbhA thayA. patnIe pUchyuM ke zuM thayuM? to kahe have upara javAnI taiyArI che. chokarAne bolAva. ATaluM badhuM lohI tUTI paDyuM hoya to mANasa jIvato kema rahe? DaoNkTaro AvyAM ne kahe ke blaDapresara ghaTI gayuM che, sarakyulezana barAbara nathI. koI jyotiSI AvyA ane kahe ke zani naDI rahyo che. ane koI tAMtriko AvyA ne kahe ke bhUtapreta naDI rahyA che, tema jAtajAtanI vAto thavA lAgI. pelo chokaro camanIyo bahAra jAya ane aMdara Ave. koIke pUchayuM alyA camanIyA tAre zuM kAma che? te kahe ke mAro loTo kyAM gayo? bIjo kahe ke tAre vaLI loTAne zuM karavo che? chokaro kahe ke emAM meM lAlaraMga palALyo hato. phaTa laIne bApa beTho thaI gayo. blaDaprezara gayuM, bhUtapreta gayAM, kharekhara e lohI nahIM paNa lAla raMga hato. A je bhrAMti thaI hatI te camanIyAe dUra karI. camanIyo jarUrI che. A bhrAMti dUra karavI hoya to camanIyo joIze. ema vartamAna sadguru e camanIyA jevA che. tenA vagara bhrAMti dUra nahi thAya. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 141 kyAM tIrthakara deva ? kyAM vartamAna sadguru? game teTalA UMcA sadguru hovA chatAM tIrthakaranA tole na Ave, paNa AtmabhrAMti dUra karavI haze to jIvaMta sadguru joIze. sadguruno yoga prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmabrAMtinuM samAdhAna thaI zakatuM nathI. je parokSa jinanA upakArane yAda karIne vartamAnamAM bhrAMtinA chedana karanArA je saguru che. enI upekSA ja kare, ene dUra rAkhe, judA rAkhe, ene TALe ane teno sahAro jo na le to tenA aMdaramAM AtmavicAra utpanna thAya nahi. pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi, parokSa jina upakAra, evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra. A eka prakriyA che. sadgurunA yoga vinA, jIvaMta jJAnInA yoga vinA sadva ane saddharmanuM svarUpa samajavuM muzkela che. sadaiva, sadguru ane saddharma A kramamAM bolAya che. eka bAjumAM sava ane eka bAjumAM saddharma ane vacamAM saddaguru che. saguru, savane paNa oLakhAve che ane saddharmane paNa oLakhAve che. saddavane yathArthapaNe, samyak prakAre oLakhavA haze to saru ja oLakhAvaze. saddharmanI sAdhanA karavI che, tene yathArthapaNe oLakhavo che to A sadguru ja oLakhAvaze. e saMdarbhamAM kabIrajIe kahyuM che : guru goviMda dono khaDe, kisako lAguM pAya, balihArI gurudevakI goviMda diyo batAya. guru paNa che ane goviMda paNa che, kone page lAguM? chevaTe samAdhAna kare che ke balihArI gurudevakI, kema? to goviMda diyo batAya. A goviMdane emaNe oLakhAvyAM. A paramAtmAne temaNe oLakhAvyA. e na hota to A paramAtmAnI oLakhANa thAta nahi. mATe ja jo mAthuM jhUkAvavAnuM hoya to emanA caraNe jhukAvuM. oLakhavA che goviMdane, paNa guru vagara nahi oLakhAya. sadUgurune to mAthe laIne nAcavA jevuM che. jemaNe paramAtmAne oLakhAvyA, temanA gIta gAvA jevA to che ne? tIrthakarone mAthe caDAvavA jevA che, paNa jemaNe oLakhAvyAM temano paNa moTo upakAra che. A na maLyA hota to sadva oLakhAta nahi. kabIrajIe eka bIjI vAta karI : guru bina kona batAve vATa, baDA vikaTa yama ghATa. ghATa bahu jabaro che. saMsAra ane jagata yama ghATa samAna che. ame vihAramAM hatAM. rasto bhUlI gayAM. be mAIla cAlyA paNa gAma ja na Ave. te vakhate rastAmAM melAghelAM kapaDAvALo AdivAsI maLyo. ame tene pUchyuM, bhAI ! ame rasto bhUlI gayA chIe. tame For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 142 pravacana kramAMka - 13, gAthA kramAMka - 11 rasto batAvazo? teNe hA pADI. AgaLa e cAlyo ane pAchaLa ame cAlyAM. have te vakhate ame kahIe ke ame sAdhu, mahAna, vratadhArI ane tapasvI, kyAM moTA bhaNelAM ane moTA lekTara ApanArA ame ane kyAM A melo ghelo AdivAsI? paNa te kahe temaja cAlavuM paDe, kAraNa ke te mArga batAvanAro che eNe amane rasto batAvyo. ame be gAu cAlyAM pachI teNe kahyuM sAheba ! A raste na AvyA hota to tamAre bAvIza mAIla cAlavuM paData. bAvIza mAIla cAlavAnI mahenatamAMthI jemaNe bacAvyA tene dhanyavAda ApavA jevA nathI? tIrthaMkaradeva pAse javA mATe rasto batAvanAra sagurune zuM dhanyavAda ApavA jevA nathI? tIrthakara devano parama upakAra che, anaMta upakAra che, temAM nA nahIM. anaMta jinezvara thaI gayA che, temaNe tIrthanI sthApanA karI che, emAM nA nahi. temanAM zabdo ane vANImAMthI zAstro racAyAM che, temAM nA nahi, paNa amAre Aje jo jANavuM hoya ane amArI AtmabhrAMti jo dUra karavI hoya to amAre A nAnakaDA saguru pAse pahoMcavuM paDaze. e amArI bhrAMti dUra karaze. "pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi, parokSa jina upakAra', AmAM jinezvaranuM sthAna nIce nathI jatuM ane sadgurunuM sthAna UMce nathI AvatuM. haju paNa samajavA koziza karo ke pratyakSa sadgurunA avalaMbananI jarUra che. teo pragaTapaNe ane pratyakSapaNe samajAvaze. kAraNa? e jANIne AvyA che. eka mANasa muMbaImAM rahIne saurASTranA potAnA gAma zihoramAM jAya che, ane zihoramAM rahenAra tene pUche ke tuM muMbaI rahIne Avyo? te hA pADe. kevuM che muMbaI? e kaheze cAla mArI sAthe, tane muMbaI batAvuM. copATI upara heMgIMga gArDanamAM laI jAya tyAre khabara paDe ke muMbaI kevuM che. batAvanAre muMbaI joyuM che, mATe batAve che. tIrthaMkarano Azaya zo che? te saddagurue jANyo che. zAstrono Azaya zo che te sadgurue jANyo che. kaI davA karavA jevI che te saru jANe che, kaI TrITamenTa karavI te sadgurune khabara che. roga kayo che te sagurue jANyuM che. AtmabhrAMti, je bhramaNA che te sadgurue jANI che tathA tene kema toDAya te paNa temaNe jANyuM che, ane vartamAnamAM teo hAjara che tethI upAya karI zakaze. ananya zraddhA pragaTyA vagara sadguruno upadeza pariName nahi." sAMbhaLavuM eka vAta che ane upadeza pariNamavo te judI ghaTanA che. hajAra rUpiyAnI kiMmatanI moMghI bhasma khAvI te sahelI che paNa phUTI nIkaLe che ke pace che te pAchaLathI nakkI thAya, ane jo phUTI nIkaLatI hoya to bhasma khAvAno koI artha nathI. anaMta zraddhA pragaTa thayA vagara sadguruno upadeza pariName nahi, ne tenA vinA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA pratye bhakti pragaTa nahi thAya, zAstra pratye For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 143 zraddhA pragaTa nahi thAya, mArganI upAsanA nizcita nahi thAya. sadaguru dUra na kare tyAM sudhI, mananI samasyAo ane mananI bhrAMtio dUra nahi thAya. dharmaprAptinuM kAraNa saddavicAra che. dharmano prAraMbha karmakAMDa ke kriyAthI nahi thAya, savicArathI thaze, Atma vicArathI thaze. sadguru prApta na thAya to evo AtmavicAra yathArthapaNe udbhavato nathI. mATe pratyakSa saguruno upakAra samajAvavA mATe paramakRpALu deve kahyuM ke bhAI ! tuM tAruM lakSa thoDuM haTAvI de. jJAnIpuruSo, tIrthakaro, jinezvaro sAcA; zAstro paNa sAcAM ane bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelAM tIrthakara devono upakAra paNa zreSTha, paraMtu vartamAna bodhamAM ane samyakatvamAM kAraNabhUta saddaguru tarapha durlakSa jo thaze to mArgane tuM pAmI nahi zake. taTasthapaNe vAtano vicAra karajo. zAstramAM eka zabda che "zAstra abhiniveza'. A bahu mahattvano zabda che. zAstranA pote je artha kare che te artha ja sAcA che evuM je mAnavuM tene kahevAya che abhiniveza. e abhiniveza dUra karavAnuM kAma zAstra nahi karI zake. jIvaMta jJAnI puruSa ja kahI zakaze ke zAstramAM A pramANe kahyuM nathI, paNa A pramANe kahyuM che. zAstra A nahi bole. moTI muzkelI e che ke jeTalAM vAto kare che te zAstranAM nAme ja kare che. ame je kahIe chIe te zAstramAM kahyuM che, tema zAstrane AgaLa kare che ane vacce pote UbhA rahe che. AgaLa zAstra ane pAchaLa pote. matamata bheda re jo jaI pUchIye re, sau sthApe ahameva, abhinaMdana jina!darizaNa tarasIe.(AnaMdaghanajI) dharmanA nAme ATalA vADA ane kadAgraha na hoya, dharmanA nAme ATalI laDAIo paNa na hoya, A dharatI para sauthI vadhAre yuddho thayA, te dharmanA nAme thayA. strI khAtara, rAjya khAtara, dharatI khAtara yuddho thayA haze, paNa sauthI vadhAre yuddho dharmanA khAtara thayA che, paNa kharekhara to A dharmane nAme nahi, paNa potAnI mAnyatAo ane saMpradAyanA kAraNe thayA che. dharma to badhAthI para che, mukta che. saMpradAya cokaThuM che. dharma aMdarano phoTo che. DahApaNa to ene kahevAya ke jevo phoTo hoya te pramANe phrema kApavI joIe. Aje jema phema che tema phoTAne kApe che. A phoTo kApatAM kApatAM phoTo ja rahyo nahi. Aje AvI hAlata thaI che. pahelAMnA kALamAM baLadagADI ke UMTa gADImAM jAna jatI hoya tyAre rakSaNa karavA mATe mazAlacIo sAthe rAkhatAM hatAM. temanI pAse telano Dabbo hoya ane hAthamAM mazAla hoya. teo thoDI thoDI vAre tela reDyA kare jethI mazAla cAlu rahe ane tenA ajavALe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 144 pravacana kramAMka - 13, gAthA kramAMka - 11 ajavALe pAchaLanA badhA cAle, paNa dhIme dhIme mazAlacIo TevAI gayAM. teo to nIce joIne cAlyA kare, upara jue ja nahi ke mazAla olavAI gaI che, eTale pote paNa aMdhArAmAM ane pAchaLa AvanArAM paNa aMdhArAmAM. koIke vAta karI ke mazAla olavAI gaI che, to teo kahe ke tArI olavAI gaI haze, mArI olavAI nathI. eTale mazAla prakAza ApavAnA badale mAthA phoDavAnA DaMDAnA kAmamAM AvI. mata, mAnyatA, abhiniveza e DaMDA che, paNa mazAla nathI. dharma e mazAla che, mATe ema kahyuM ke AtmavicAra e kalyANanuM sAdhana che. zAstrano ane matano abhiniveza, pote je mAne che te sAcuM che evo abhiniveza A badhI bhramaNAone bhAMgIne bhUkko karavAnI tAkAta jIvatA sadgamAM che. pachI e bhramaNAo nahi rahe. teo tIrthakarone, jinezvara paramAtmAone oLakhAvaze. zAstromAM kahelA zabdone tathA tenA marmane samajAvaze ane jIvanamAM kayA prakAranI sAdhanA karavI e paNa tamane samajAvaze. kyAM tIrthakara ane kyAM sadguru? sadguru to bahu nAnA che. nAno paNa rAIno dANo. nAno paNa taNakho, nAnuM paNa bIja, emAM badhuM samAyeluM che. vyavahAramAM ema kahe che ne ke A jevA tevA bApano dIkaro nathI, A to rANA pratApano dIkaro che. tema sadguru e tIrthaMkaradevanA laghunaMdana che, teo oLakhAvaze ke juo, A tIrthaMkara deva AvAM che, ane zAstro AvAM che. sarvajJane paNa samyagRSTithI oLakho to jIvana saphaLa che. eka bahu mahattvanI gAthA paramakRpALu deve karI che. jina pravacana dUra gamyatA, thAke ati matimAna, avalaMbana zrI sadguru, sugama ane sukhadAya. dUragamyatA eTale praveza na thaI zake tevAM zAstro. siddhAMtone samajavA amArI pAse tIvratama buddhimattA che, ema ApaNe mAnIe chIe paraMtu paramakRpALu deva kahe che, "thAke ati matimAna." ati matimAna, ati buddhimAna je hatAM e paNa thAkyA. tamArI buddhi keTalI? jenI pAse parama buddhino vaibhava hato, teo paNa thAkyAM. AvI avasthAmAM A paramArthane, parama mArgane jo jANavo hoya to Akhare amAre konA zaraNe javuM ?' to avalaMbana zrI sadguru', sadguru e sugama avalaMbana che. dariyAmAM taravuM muzkela che. dhasamasatA vege vahetI narmadA nadImAM taravuM muzkela che. paNa svImIMga pulamAM taravuM jokhama vagaranuM ane saraLa che. tIrthaMkaradeva to moTo dariyo che. ane jJAnI puruSo dhasamasatA vege vahetI narmadA jevA che. kevI rIte tarI zakazo? kyAMthI pAra pAmI zakazo? svImIMga For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 145 pulamAM nirAMte tarI zakAya. eno artha evo nathI ke dariyAnuM ke narmadAnuM mahattva ochuM che. narmadAmAM ane dariyAmAM jatAM pahelAM eka ja upAya che ane te che svImIMgapulamAM taravAmAM nipuNatA prApta karavI. sadguru svImIMga pula jevA che. zAstromAM AjJAo che. 'sAcu bolo, saraLa bano. A na khAzo, Avo vyavahAra na karazo, AvuM jIvana jIvajo', te barAbara che. tenAthI tame adhikArI thaI zakazo, paNa bhItaranI vAta jo jANavI hoya to jIvaMta jJAnI puruSo pAse javuM paDaze. zAstro jIvane adhikArI banAve che, yogya banAve che, paNa eTaluM pUratuM nathI. hakIkatamAM aMdara DUbakI mAravI te mahattvanuM kAma che, ane e DUbakI mAratI vakhate jo tIrthaMkaradeva hAjara hoya to AnaMdanI vAta. pUrvanA jJAnI puruSa hAjara hoya to AnaMdanI vAta, paNa jo teo hAjara nathI to vartamAnamAM je sadguru hAjara che teno sahAro laI DUbakI mAro. pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi, parokSa jina upakAra, evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra. evo lakSa na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmavicAra nahi thAya. evuM lakSa karAvavuM che. bhakti ochI karAvavI nathI. zAstronuM apamAna karavuM nathI. tame rastAmAM cAlyA jAo cho. AkAzamAM pataMga cagelo che. tene jotAM jotAM tame cAlo cho, sAmethI skUTara AvI rahyuM che. te vakhate pAse UbhelA kaheze ke eya ! jarA jo to kharo, skUTara phUlavegathI AvI rahyuM che. turata ja teNe tamAruM dhyAna choDAvyuM, zemAMthI ? pataMgamAMthI, ane dhyAna kyAM doryuM ? rastA upa2, skUTara sAme, tema sadguru badhethI dhyAna khaseDIne, tamArA potAnA upara dhyAna doravAnuM kAma kare che. teo bahu moTuM kAma kare che. tamAro hAtha pakaDI tamArA gharamAM laI jAya che, ane kahe che ke A tamAruM gha2. zAstro vAMcyA pachI mANasane ema thaI jAya che ke ame badhuM ja jANIe chIe. tame koIpaNa vAta karo to kaheze ke ame samayasAra, niyamasAra, pravacanasAra, Atmasiddhi zAstra badhuM ja vAMcyuM che, paraMtu tene lakSa spaSTa thayuM nathI. lakSa spaSTa thavA mATe, mArga jANavA mATe ane AtmabhrAMti dUra karavA mATe je jIvaMta sadguru che, tenI anivArya AvazyakatA che, paNa sadguru maLe te vakhate tenuM dhyAna bhUtakALa tarapha hoya che. vartamAnakALamAM ApaNe AvatAM nathI ane bhUtakALane gAyA karIe chIe. ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke amAruM ghara khAnadAna hatuM. je AvatAM hatAM temane ame jamADatAM hatAM ane ghI dUdhanI choLo UDatI hatI. tene pUchIe ke AjanI zuM hAlata che ? to For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 146 pravacana kramAMka - 13, gAthA kramAMka - 11 te kahe jamavAnAM paNa phAMphA che. bhUtakALane yAda karI vartamAnakALamAM nahi javAya. vartamAnakALamAM je pratyakSa sAdhana che teno pratyakSapaNe upayoga thAya to ja jIva potAno puruSArtha phoravI zake. sadaguru bhrAMti dUra kare che, sadguru parama jJAnI puruSanI oLakhANa karAve che. saddaguru zAstrono marma Ape che. sadguru tIrthaMkaradevanI oLakhANa karAve che. saguru, saddharma, sazAstra ane sadevane oLakhAve che. mAnyatAothI mukta kare che, ane ApaNA jIvanamAM rahela AgrahothI ApaNane para kare che. jIvato puruSa tamane kahI zake che. tame maMdiramAM UbhA UbhA, darzana karatAM karatAM, AjubAju jotAM hazo to, bhagavAnanI mUrti nahi bole ke tuM AjubAju kema jue che? paNa joDe koI UbhuM haze to, tarata ja kaheze ke darzana kare che ke DAphoLiyA mAre che? e tamane jagADaze. teno artha evo nathI ke te tIrthaMkaradeva karatAM moTo thaI gayo, paNa jIvaMta vyakti ApaNane jAgrata karaze. tIrthakara sarvajJa che, kevaLajJAnI che. ApaNe kevA chIe? tenI temane zuM jANa nathI? che. sAruM che ke e bolatAM nathI. ema nathI kahetA ke maMdiramAM Avaze nahi. paNa sadga ApaNI bhUla kahe che, mATe sadguru ApaNane kaDavA lAge che, ane mUrti ApaNane pyArI lAge che. jIvaMta jJAnI puruSa ApaNane kaheze. eka sadguru hAjara hoya to te keTalA kAmo karaze. 1. bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelAM jinezvaro ane tIrthaMkara devone oLakhAvaze. 2. bhUtakALamAM thayelA jJAnI puruSone oLakhAvaze. 3. zAstromAM kahelA zabdono marma zuM che te kaheze, ane 4. mArga kevo che? kyA mArge javAya? e tamane spaSTa kaheze. ane jarUra paDe to e hAtha pakaDIne tamane dorI paNa jaze. Avo upakAra jIvaMta sadguru kare che, mATe ema kahyuM pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi parokSa jina upakAra." A gAthAno durupayoga karavAnI hiMmata nahIM karatAM. durupayoga karazo to zrImadjInI AzAtanA thaze. have to pekIMga kokanuM, mAla vaLI kokano ane nAma potAnuM. A bahu muzkelI thaI gaI che. oLakhavuM ja muzkela che. mAla kokano, pekIMga ane sikko kokano-A dhaMdho paramArtha mArgamAM na cAle. jeno mAla hoya tenuM ja nAma ane teno ja sikko joIe. sadguru to kaheze ke jo A mAla judo che, pekIMga paNa juduM che ane sikko paNa judo che. tuM cetI jA. teo tamane cetavaze, teo khyAla Apaze, ane teo tamArI bhrAMti-bhramaNA dUra karaze. sadaguru kyAMya paNa tIrthaMkaradeva ke thaI gayelA jJAnI puruSanuM mahattva ochuM AMkavAnI vAta karatAM nathI ane kyAMya paNa pote moTA che, tevuM temane sthApita karavuM nathI. temane saMpradAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 147 sthApavo nathI. AgaLa AvavuM nathI, moTAI joItI nathI, temane kaMI ja joItuM nathI. A jagatanI aMdara judA judA mANaso judI judI vAta kare che. zAstro enA e, paNa potAnA nAme vAto judI judI kare che. zabdanA aneka artha thAya. zabdano tAla kyAM besADavo e je jANe che tene kahevAya che sadguru. hAramoniyama ApaNane koI Ape ane ApaNe vagADavA mAMDIe tyAre pADozI AvIne hAtha joDe, sAheba ! kRpA karI baMdha karo, mAthuM caDI gayuM. e hAramoniyama saMgItakAranA hAthamAM Ave to tame DolavA lAgo cho. zuM karyuM teNe? tene svara meLavatA AvaDe che. saddaguru ene kahevAya jene badhA svara meLavatA AvaDe che. A tIrthakara, A jJAnI puruSa, A zAstra, A mArga, A marma, A brAMti, A roga ane A enI davA. A savAre, A bapore ane A sAMje levAnI. ardhA kalAka pachI pANI pIvAnuM. vacamAM khAvAnuM nahi. tIkhuM, taLeluM ane khATuM na khAvuM. AvuM badhuM zAstro nahi kahe. A jJAnI puruSa kaheze, eTalA mATe ema kahyuM ke "tamAruM lakSa jJAnI puruSa tarapha Ave, te mATe A vAta karI, chatAM jJAnI puruSane potAnuM mahattva vadhAravuM nathI. teo potAnI jAtane AgaLa karatAM nathI." have bAramI gAthAmAM ema kahe che ke "sagurunA upadeza vaNa samajAya na jinarUpa." bhAI ! chevaTe to jinezvaranA svarUpane samajavAnuM che, ane te samajAvavAnuM kAma saguru karaze. emanA vagara jinezvaranuM svarUpa nahi samajAya, ane jinezvaranuM svarUpa samajyA vagara jJAna jIvanamAM kevI rIte kAma karaze. sAMjanA bAramI gAthAo prAraMbha thaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 148 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 pravacana kramAMka - 14 gAthA kramAMka - 12 sadgurunA upadezanuM mAhAbhya sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa samajyAvaNa upakAra zo?samaye jinasvarUpa. (12) TIkA sadgurunA upadeza vinA jinanuM svarUpa samajAya nahIM, ane svarUpa samajAyA vinA upakAra zo thAya? jo sadguru upadeze jinanuM svarUpa samaje to samajanArano AtmA pariNAme jinanI dazAne pAme. (12) ApaNe spaSTapaNe samajI levA jevuM che ke sadgurunI jarUra kone che? sadgurunI jarUra badhAne nathI, mAtra mumukSune che, mAtra AtmArthIne ane jIjJAsune che. A dharatI upara abajo mANaso che. temane badhAne saddagurunI jarUra nathI, ane cAre gatimAM rahelA jIvo jo gaNIe to temanI saMkhyA anaMta che. narakagatimAM asahya vedanA che. devagatimAM bhogavilAsa vizeSa che. tiryaMca gatimAM koI samajaNanuM stara nathI. bAkI rahyAM mAtra manuSyo, temanI saMkhyA A dharatI upara abajomAM che. te badhAne sadgurunI jarUra nathI, paNa mumukSutA jenA aMtaramAM jAgI che, je jIjJAsu banyo che, AtmArthI banyo che, tene sadgurunI jarUra che, paNa ene sadgurunI jarUra zA mATe paDe che? mumukSune have saMsAra asAra lAge che. mumukSunA aMtaramAM have asaliyatano khyAla AvI gayo che ke A saMsAra kevo che? phUla khIlyuM che, paNa tenI asaliyata to e che ke te cAra divasa pachI karamAIne kharI paDaze. caMdra Ugyo che ane dharatI jhAkajhamALa thAya che, paNa asaliyata to e che ke amAsano ghanaghora aMdhakAra Avaze. mAthAnA julphAvALa Aje zobhe che paNa temAM asaliyata to e che ke ghAsanA pULAnI jema e eka divasa baLI jaze. apane khAtira mahela banAyA, Apa hI jaMgala jAkara soyA.' For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 149 potAnA mATe mahela banAvyo che ane pote ja mahelamAM rahI zakavAno nathI. plAniMga karI pote ja ghara banAvyuM hoya, dhananuM rokANa pote karyuM hoya, ane ArkiTekanuM paNa pote ja nakkI karyuM hoya ane baMgalo majabUta thAya eTalA mATe pote ja pANI chAMTela hoya chatAM paNa e jyAre maraNa pAmaze tyAre to jaMgalamAM ja tene laI jaze. A saMsAra A prakArano che, tema saMsAranI asaliyatane mumukSu barAbara spaSTapaNe jANe che. - tattvArthAdhigama sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "gAyatvamAvI 2 saMvevairAyArthama " A jagatanI racanA ane zarIranI vyavasthA jo tame jANI lo to temAMthI saMvega ane vairAgya thayA vagara raheze nahi. ema kahevAya che ke rokaphelara potAnI ophisamAM, potAnA Tebala upara lAkho rUpiyAnI kiMmatI vastuo mUkato hato ane te badhAnI vacamAM eka tUTelo phUTelo kAcano glAsa paNa mUkato hato. loko kahetAM ke A ophisanI kiMmatI vastuo sAthe tUTelo glAsa ThIka nathI lAgato. tamAruM kiMmatI Tebala che. A phUTelo glAsa jarA dUra mUko ne? rokaphelara mArmika pratyuttara ApatAM kaheto ke A mAro guru che. te mane ema kahe che ke jema A kAcano glAsa tUTyo che tema eka divasa A badhuM tUTavAnuM che. kAcanI kAyAre chevaTa chAranI, kUDI che mAyAre A saMsAranI, zItala nahIMchAyAre A saMsAranI. saMsAra AvI che te ajJAnI jANato nathI, saMsAra AvI che te bhogI jANato nathI, paNa AvA saMsArane mumukSu barAbara jANe che. mumukSu saMsAranuM samyagadarzana kare che, e nirAza thato nathI. vairAgyamAM nirAzA nathI, baLApo nathI. vairAgya e jIvananI mastI ane jIvanano AhUlAda che. mumukSue tathya ane satya jANyuM che. have tene saMsAra asAra lAge che. te kaMTALyo nathI. kaMTALo te vairAgya nathI. kaMTALo negeTIva eproca che. have tene saMsAramAM ramavuM nathI, rahevuM nathI. tene janamavuM nathI. maraNa to TALI zakAya tema nathI paNa have navo deha dhAraNa karavo nathI. navI mAtAnI kukhamAM javuM nathI, tema tene thayA kare che. janmamaraNa mAre TALavA che ane temAMthI mukta banavuM che. maravuM paDaze, deha choDavo paDaze paNa janma nathI levo. AvI jhaMkhanA enA aMtaramAM thAya che. mAre mukta avasthA prApta karavI che, jyAM Adhi, vyAdhi ke upAdhi na hoya, jyAM janma, jarA ne maraNa na hoya. du:kha na hoya, ciMtA na hoya, Dipresana ke sapresana na hoya, Tenzana ane ciMtA paNa na hoya. | mumukSune spaSTa thaI gayuM che ke have A saMsAra na joIe. jyAM jarA nathI, mRtyu nathI, upAdhi nathI, vedanA nathI, evI koI jagyA mAre joIe che. evI koI avasthA mAre joIe che ke je avasthAmAM deha dhAraNa karavo na paDe. ApaNane koI divasa AvA vicAro For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 150 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 Ave che kharA ? koIka vakhata kadAca jarUra AvyA haze, paNa e vicAro pAchaLa samya samajaNa che? yathArtha darzana che? yathArtha bAbatano khyAla che ke saMsAramAM AvI ghaTanA ghaTe che? ApaNe ekamekane kahIe chIe ke tArA vagara nahi javAya. "sAtha hI maranA aura sAtha hI jInA, jaba taka camake cAMda sItAre chUTe na merI prIta." AvuM thatuM haze. are ! ajJAnadazAmAM A bakavAsa karyo che. AkAzamAM cAMdo ane tArA hoya tyAM sudhI tAro prema nachUTe? alyA, tAruM jyAre hArTa pheIla thaze tyAre to tuM raste paDI jaIza. mumukSune khyAla che ke AvI ghaTanA saMsAramAM bane che. te A ghaTanAone, paristhitine jANe che. deharUpa yugalanI avasthAne paNa jANe che. put eTale pUraNa ane gala eTale galana, bhegA thavuM ane chUTuM paDavuM, pudgalo bhegA thayA pachI chUTA na paDe, tevuM bane nahi. AvuM saMsAranuM svarUpa hovAnA kAraNe ane vAraMvAra paribhramaNa karavuM paDatuM hovAnA kAraNe have enAthI e thAkyo che. paramakRpALu deve ghaNA ThekANe kahyuM che ke have janmamaraNano thAka lAge che", Avo thAka jene lAge che te mumukSu che. ene saMsAramAMthI mukta thavuM che. ene laganI lAgI che, dhUna lAgI che. atyAra sudhImAM enI noMdhapothImAM be zabdo ja hatAM-artha ane kAma, paiso ane bhoga. have trIjo zabda emAM bhaLyo, e zabda che mokSa. mokSanI pAchaLa dharma Avaze. jene mokSa prApta karavo che te kaI prakriyA, kaI rItathI, kayA sAdhanathI, kayA upAya kare ke A mokSa maLe? e je prakriyA tenuM nAma dharma. have artha ane kAma gauNa thayA, mokSa mukhya banyo ane dharma enA jIvanamAM Avyo. jyAM sudhI artha ane kAma mukhya che tyAM sudhI game teTalI adhyAtmanI vAto karIe ke sAMbhaLIe paNa ApaNe to TheranA Thera. A dharatI upara ghaNI AzcaryakAraka ghaTanAo ghaTe che. aSTAvakrajInA AThe aMga vAMkA, hAtha vAMkA, paga vAMkA, moTuM ane nAka paNa vAMkA che. AvA aSTAvakrajInA caraNomAM janakavidehI beThA che. janakavidehIne teo pUche che : muktimicchasi cettAta viSayAn viSavattyaja / kSamArjavadayAtoSasatyaM pIyUSavadbhaja // tane muktinI icchA che? A baMdhanamAMthI bahAra AvavuM che? A piMjarAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM che? to viSayone viSavat tyaja, ane kSamA, dayA, Arjava, saMtoSa ane satyane pIyUSavatu bhaja. tane jo mokSanI tIvra AkAMkSA utpanna thaI hoya to, mArI A vAta tArA kAmanI che, nahi to mArI A vAta tArA kAmanI nathI. ahIMyA mumukSu mATe sadgurunI, jJAnI puruSanI jarUra che. muMbaImAM ghaNA DaoNkTaro che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 151 keTalAMka loko evAM haze ke DaoNkTaranA davAkhAnAnuM pagathiyuM paNa nahi caDyA hoya, paNa eka divasa evo Ave ane dasa jaNane pUche che ke kayo DaoNkTara sAro ? ane ApaNe ene pUchIe chIe ke zuM thayuM che tamane ? hArTano problema che, hArTano spezyAlisTa koNa che ? probalema thayo eTale spezyAlisTane zodhe che. jeone probalema thayo nathI teo spezyAlisTane zodhatA paNa nathI. dhannAjInI mAtA dhannAjIne kahe che ke dhannA ? batrIsa padminI strIo sonAnA thALamAM miSTAnna laIne tArA caraNonI sevA karavA UbhI che. dhannAjI kahe che ke mA ! mane popaTanuM piMjaruM yAda Ave che. piMjaramAM eka popaTa che, te popaTa mahArANInA mahelamAM che. mahArANIne popaTa bahu vahAlo che. e popaTane sAcavavA mATe, tenI sevAmAM dasa bAra dAsIo ane nokaro che. ane chae RtunA madhura madhura phaLa sonAnA kaTorAmAM tene khavaDAvavAmAM Ave che. pAMjaruM paNa sonAnuM che, temAM hIrA ane mANeka jaDyAM che, chatAM e popaTa jyAre jyAre AkAzamAM koI popaTane UDatAM jove che tyAre tyAre tene ema thAya che ke A piMjaruM kyAre ughaDaze ? A bAraNuM kyAre tUTaze ? huM kyAre mukta banIne AkAzamAM vihAra karIza. bhale khAvAnuM ThekANuM nathI, rahevAnI jagyA nathI. kayA jhADa upara phaleTa banAvavo e khabara nathI ? chatAM tene A pAMjaruM UghaDI jAya, A daravAjo khUlI jAya, huM bahAra nIkaLuM ane badhA sAthe kyAre AkAzamAM UDuM ? e jema popaTane game che tema mA ! mane paNa muktapaNe AkAzamAM UDavuM game che. mane paNa svataMtratA ane svAdhInatA game che. koI AsaktinA, mAyAnA, mamatAnA, mArApaNAnA, mohanA, snehanA, rAgadveSa ane kaSAyonA baMdhano tathA saMbaMdho mane gamatAM nathI. have A pAMjaruM mAre choDI devuM che, ane bahAra nIkaLavuM che. ratnajaDitako piMjaro re mAtA, te sUDo jANe re baMdha, kAmabhoga saMsAranA re mAtA, jJAnIne mana phaMda re, jananI ! huM levuM saMyama bhAra. mA ! mane AjJA Apo, mane javA do. temanuM aMtara jAgI gayuM. 'drAkSa khATI che', tema ziyALe kahyuM ane badhAe te mAnI paNa lIdhuM, paNa koIka lucco ziyALa teno mitra hato. teNe pUchyuM ke drAkSa khATI kema che ? to kahe keTalAye kUdakA mAryA paNa drAkSa moDhAmAM na AvI, mATe drAkSa khATI che. tamane saMsAra asAra lAgyo haze paNa drAkSa khATI che tenA jevo. jagatanuM vAstavika svarUpa samajAI jAya ke saMsAra Avo che. saMsAranI koI niMdA karavAnI jarUra nathI, saMsArane vagovavAnI ke saMsArano doSa jovAnI paNa jarUra nathI, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 152 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 saMsAranI TIkA karavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. A jagatanuM satya che, jagatanI avasthA che, jagatanuM svarUpa che. Aje yuvAna lAta mAre ane bhIMta tUTI jAya, paNa pachI jo ene lakavo thAya to jAte khAI paNa nathI zakato. A saMsAra paNa Avo parivartanazIla che. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke : jammadukkhaM jarA dukkhaM, rogA ya maraNANi ya / aho dukkho hu saMsAro, jattha kIsaMti jaMtuNo // A saMsAramAM janamanuM duHkha, ghaDapaNanuM du:kha, roganuM duHkha ane maraNanuM duHkha che. A saMsAra ja duHkharUpa che, tyAM prANIo pIDAya che. AvA saMsA2thI mukta thavAnI vedanA ane vyathA mumukSunA aMtaramAM jAgI che. tene thAya che ke kevI rIte mukta thavAya ? saMsAranI AdhArazilA moha che, rAgadveSa che ane cAra kaSAya che. rAgo ya dosoviya kammabIyaM, kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vayanti / kammaM ca jAImaraNassa mUlaM, dukkhaM ca jAImaraNaM vayanti // bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che rAga ane dveSa e karmanuM bIja che, e saMsAranuM bIja che. e rAga ane dveSa dUra karavA jarUrI che. mumukSumAM evI jhaMkhanA jAge che ke rAga dveSa jenAmAM na hoya tevA puruSane mAre zodhavA che. pahelI jhaMkhanA sadguruno yoga kyAre prApta thAya ane bIjI jhaMkhanA rAga, dveSa, moha tathA kaSAyothI mukta, Asakti ne mamatvathI mukta, vAsanAthI mukta evA puruSanI kyAre prApti thAya ? AvA puruSanI zodhamAM je nIkaLyo che, tene kahevAya mumukSu. mumukSunI be zodha che. eka vItarAga puruSanI zodha ane eka sadgurunI zodha. emanuM svarUpa jANe. e kevI rIte vItarAga banyA ? thoDI Asakti choDavI paNa jyAM muzkela che, rAga dveSa choDavA muzkela che, krodha ocho ka2vo muzkela che, jItavAnI vAta to javA gho, ghaTADo karavo paNa muzkela che, to teo kevI rIte A krodha ane ahaMkArathI mukta banyA haze ? mAyA ane lobhathI, rAga-dveSathI mukta kevI rIte banyA haze ? AvA vItarAga puruSane jANavAnI jhaMkhanA jenA aMtaramAM jAgI te mumukSu. 'vItarAga' mATe jaina paraMparAno bIjo zabda che jina. 'vItarAga' e hiMdu ane buddha paraMparAno paNa zabda che. bhagavad gItAno paNa zabda che. jeNe haMmeza mATe, kAyama mATe rAgadveSa jItI lIdhA che tene kahevAya che jina. jina kaho, vItarAga kaho ke arihaMta kaho. e badhA paryAyavAcI zabdo che. e jinanuM svarUpa samajavuM paDaze, vItarAganuM svarUpa samajavuM paDaze, koNa karAvaze A oLakhANa ? A vItarAga puruSa che ane vItarAga AvA hoya te koNa oLakhANa karAvaze. A dharatI upara vItarAga puruSane oLakhAvavAnuM kAma eka ja For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 153 ejansI kare che ane te che saguru. saddagurunuM kAma vItarAga puruSane, jina svarUpane samajAvavAnuM che. saguru mumukSune jinezvaranuM svarUpa samajAve che. saddaguruno upadeza, jJAnI puruSano upadeza vItarAga thavAno upadeza che. rAganuM poSaNa thAya evo upadeza sadguru kyAMya paNa ApatA nathI. vItarAgatAnuM poSaNa thAya tevo ja upadeza saguru Ape che. have A gAthA samajIe. sadagurunA upadeza vaNa samajAya na jina svarUpa, samajyA vaNa upakAra zo, samaje jina svarUpa. (12) bahu mArmika gAthA che ke ApaNe vItarAga puruSane samajavAnA che ane evA vItarAga puruSane samajAvaze koNa? saguru. vItarAga puruSanI oLakhANa mATe sadgano upadeza jarUrI che. sAdhanAno prAraMbha jene karavo che teNe sauthI pahelAM sadgarano yoga prApta karavo ane pachI vItarAga puruSane zodhavA. sadganA upadeza vinA jinanuM svarUpa samajAya nahi. potAnI meLe, potAnI kalpanAthI na samajAya, zAstro vAMcIne paNa na samajAya. A jina bhagavAna rahasyamaya puruSa che. jagatamAM sauthI moTuM Azcarya pirAmIDa nathI, sauthI moTuM Azcarya vizvanI suMdarIo nathI. sauthI moTuM Azcarya to vItarAga puruSa che ke jeNe rAgadveSa jItyA che. anaMtakALathI ApaNane rAgadveSe jakaDI lIdhA che. AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM : je te jItyAre teNe huM jitiyo re, puruSa kizya muja nAma. mane puruSa kahevaDAvatAM zarama Ave che kAraNa tame jene jItyA eNe amane jItI lIdhA. prabhu ! tame rAga dveSane jItyA ane e rAgadveSe amane jItI lIdhAM. prabhu! ame rAga vaiSane jItyAM nathI." AvuM svarUpa samajyA vinA upakAra zo thAya? bahu mArmika vAta che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno ApaNA upara moTo upakAra che. paNa te kevI rIte samajAya? vItarAga puruSane samajo to samajAya. sagurunA upadezathI jinanuM svarUpa jo samaje to samajanArano AtmA pariNAme jinanI dazAne pAme. jene jina thavuM che teNe jinane zodhavA paDaze, jANavA paDaze, ane oLakhavA paDaze. sadgurunA upadezathI, samaje jinanuM rU5. tame jyAre sadguru pAse jAva cho tyAre sadguru vItarAgatAno bodha Ape che. vItarAga puruSanI oLakhANa karAve che. tAre vItarAga thavAnuM che, ema sadguru kaheze. sadgurunA upadezathI jinanuM rUpa kevuM che? tene pote samaje ane zuM thAya to te pAme nija dazA" to enAthI potAnI dazAne, nijadazAne pote prApta kare che. savAla e che ke ApaNe ApaNA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 154 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 svarUpane zodhavuM che ? svarUpane prApta karavuM che ? svarUpanI oLakhANa karavI che? jo karavI che to thAya kevI rIte ? A jagatamAM konI sAme joIe to ApaNI oLakhANa thAya ? A jagatamAM konI sAme najara mAMDavI ? ke jenI sAme jotAM ApaNI oLakhANa thAya ? jJAnIpuruSa kahe che ke jina sAme joIe to ApaNI oLakhANa thAya. ApaNI oLakhANa jo karavI hoya to jinezvarane, A vItarAgane oLakhavA paDaze. vItarAga sAme joIne ApaNA AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya. huM paNa AmanA jevo chuM. je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo du:kha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. A sadguru bhagavaMte svarUpa samajAvyuM, mATe temane namaskAra karyA che. sadguru ema kahe che ke vartamAnamAM tArI avasthA game tevI hoya, karmathI baddha hoya, upAdhithI, rAgadveSathI ane kaSAyathI yukta hoya ane tArAmAM game te bharyuM hoya; vicAro, vikalpo bharyA hoya, mamatva bharyuM hoya, tuM game tevo ho paNa asalamAM to tuM A badhAthI judo che. tuM dhanathI judo che ane gharathI paNa judo che. tuM dehathI judo ne IndriyothI judo che. tuM prANathI paNa judo che, manathI judo, buddhithI judo, vikalpo, vicAro ne kaSAyothI paNa judo che. vibhAvothI judo ane tamAma adhyavasAyothI paNa judo che. vartamAnamAM A badhuM bhale tArAmAM dekhAtuM hoya, paNa te tAruM svarUpa nathI. bhAI ! A sonAnI lagaDI bhale gaTaramAM paDI hoya paNa e sonAnI lagaDI nahIM maTe. tene bahAra kADho ane naLa nIce cokhkhA pANIthI dhuo eTale cokhkhI. jJAnI puruSa ema kahe che ke tuM karmathI bhale baMdhAyelo che, bhale rAgadveSathI bharelo che, kaSAyothI bharelo che, paNa tArAmAM e na hoya, tuM enAthI judo che. karmathI judo che, upAdhithI ane rAgadveSa tathA kaSAyothI judo che. Avo bhaNakAra kAna upara sadguru pAsethI Ave che. devacaMdrajI mahArAje kahyuM, prabhu ! rAgadveSe bharyo moha vairI naDyo; lokanI rItamAM ghaNuMye rAto, krodha vaza dhamadhamyo, zuddha guNa navi ramyo, bhamyo bhavamAMhe huM viSaya mAto. Avo doSothI bharelo huM chuM, paNa jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke Avo hovA chatAM bIjI vAta tuM sAMbhaLa, ame tane kahIe chIe : zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma, bIjuM kahIe keTaluM, kara vicAra to pAma. asalamAM tuM A che. kuMdakuMdAcAryajI, amRtacaMdrasUri mahArAja, haribhadrasUri mahArAja vagere jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke A vItarAga puruSo che, ane ApaNe tenA jevA chIe. evI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pratIti jIvanamAM thAya tene samyagdarzana kahe che. e bahu moTuM kAma che. zaMkarAcAryajIe udghoSaNA karI ke vivAnaMvarupa: zivoDaTham zivom. huM cidAnaMda svarUpa kalyANamaya AtmA chuM '7 me rAdveSI, na me jAmodho.' rAgadveSa ke kAma krodha mArAmAM nathI. upAdhi mArAmAM nathI. jema mAkhaNa chAzathI juduM che, tema A badhAthI huM judo chuM. jJAnI puruSa ema kahe che ke 'jo ! tuM caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AtmA cho. jo ! tuM amArA jevo che. jo ! tuM vItarAga jevo che.' A upadeza jJAnI puruSa pAsethI, zrI sadaguru pAsethI jyAre maLe che tyAre jinezvaranuM svarUpa yathArthapaNe samajAya che. maMdiramAM to jAo cho, dhanyavAda. pUjA paNa karo cho, AnaMdanI vAta, ane aDadhI kalAka stuti karo cho, te bahu AnaMdanI vAta. hAtha joDIne bahAra paNa nIkaLo cho, barAbara che, paNa jenI pUjA ane bhakti karo cho tene oLakho cho kharA ? e che koNa ? temanI sAthe ApaNo saMbaMdha zuM che ? teo ApaNI jJAtinA che. vizA, dazA, osavALa e jema jJAti che tema siddha paNa jJAti che. ApaNe siddhanI jJAtinA chIe. tamane koI pUche ke tame kaI jJAtinA ? to AjathI kahejo ke ame siddha paramAtmAnI ane vItarAganI jJAtinA chIe. A amArI kharI jJAti che. eka vakhata AnaMdathI kaho ke 'he vItarAga ! he paramAtmA ! huM paNa tamArA jevo chuM.' paramAtmA paNa kaheze, 'sAMbhaLa, tuM amArA jevo che. bhale vartamAnamAM tuM melo che paNa thaIza amArA jevo.' A pratIti Ave tene samyagdarzana kahe che. devacaMdra mahArAja maMdiramAM gayAM che. suvidhinAtha bhagavAnanI stuti karatAM karatAM dhyAnamAM UtarI gayAM che, samAdhimAM UtarI gayA che, ane samAdhimAMthI A zabdo AvyA che. dITho suvidhi jiNaMda, samAdhi rase bharyo ho lAla. meM suvidhinAtha bhagavAnane joyA. kevA lAgyAM ? samAdhinA rasathI bharelAM. zeraDInA rasa ane AIskrImanA rasa karatAM paNa mITho rasa, e samAdhino rasa che. jyAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi nathI, evA samAdhinA rasathI bharelAM prabhu ! ame tamane dIThAM. dIThAM eTale joyA. ame tamane vinaMtI karIe chIe ke jyAre maMdiramAM jAva tyAre ghaDiyALa to jozo ja nahi. pAMca-daza miniTa ekITaze bhagavAna sAme juo. kaMI bolavAnI ke karavAnI jarUrI nathI. paramAtmAne basa nIrakho, nIrakho, nIrakho ne dharAIne juo. akhiyanameM avikArA, jiNaMdA terI akhiyanameM avikArA, 155 rAgadveSa paramANu nipAyA, saMsArI savikArA. A badhA saMsArI vikArovALA che. he paramAtmA ! tArI AMkhamAM kyAMya paNa rAgano dveSano vikAra dekhAto nathI. e joIne amAruM mAthuM ApoApa jhUkI jAya che. A to For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 156 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 bahAranI, maMdiramAM banelI ghaTanA paNa te ja vakhate aMdaramAM ghaTanA zuM ghaTI? "bhAsyo AtmasvarUpa', tamane jotAM jotAM prabhu! aMdaramAM huM mane ja maLI Avyo. huM mane yAda Avyo. mane khyAla Avyo ke huM deha svarUpa nathI, huM Atma svarUpa chuM, e jhaNakAra aMdarathI Avyo. e dhvani aMdarathI Avyo, e gIta aMdarathI AvyuM, e saMgIta aMdarathI AvyuM, e tAla aMdarathI Avyo, e avAja aMdarathI Avyo, AtmasvarUpanuM mane bhAna thayuM. anAdikALathI huM potAne bhUlI gayo hato. Apa Apase bhUla gayA, to Inase kyA aMdhera samara samara aba hasata hai, nahi bhUleMge phera eTalA mATe AtmasiddhinI pahelI gAthAmAM kRpALudeve kahyuM ke : je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadaguru bhagavaMta. pahelI gAthAmAM laganano mAMDavo ropyo ane gIta gAyAM. brahma sAthe maLavAnuM che, siddha sAthe maLavAnuM che. siddho sAthe temanI paMgatamAM besavAnuM che. anAdithI potAnA svarUpane bhUlI gayo hato, tenuM bhAsana thayuM. sakala upAdhi thakI mana osaryo ho lAla, prabhu! eka bIjI ghaTanA ghaTI. A jeTalI upAdhi che, mAyAnI, saMsAranI, rAgadveSanI, kaSAyonI e badhI upAdhimAMthI mAruM mana osaryuM. osaryuM eTale samajIne pAchuM vaLI gayuM, mana upAdhimAMthI pAchuM vaLI gayuM. sattA sAdhana mArga, bhaNI e saMcaryo ho lAla. ane prabhu! mArI asaliyata tarapha javAno meM nirNaya laI lIdho che. mArI asaliyata A saMsAramAM nathI, mAruM svarUpa A dehamAM nathI, mAruM hovApaNuM rAgadveSamAM nathI, mArI asaliyatanI mane khabara paDI gaI. have to mAre tamArA darabAramAM AvavuM che, jyAM siddhono meLo che, tyAM mAre AvavuM che, ane tyAM jIvavuM che. eTalA mATe AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM ke, "jahAM siddhokA melA', jyAM siddhano meLo che tyAM amAre javuM che. evI avasthA jIvanamAM prApta karavI che. devacaMdrajI mahArAja kahe che ke prabhu ! tame tribhuvananA nAtha cho, huM tamAro dAsa chuM. he karuNAsAgara ! mArI eka abhilASA che ke je AtmasvabhAva che, je Atmatattva che te mane sAMbharyA kare. huM ene yAda karyA karuM, kAM tame yAda Avo, kAM to mane mAro AtmA yAda For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 157 Ave. enA sivAya kaMI yAda na Ave. evI avasthA he prabhu! have jIvanamAM prApta karavI che, A AkAMkSA che, A jhaMkhanA che, mATe kRpALu deve kahyuM ke, sadgurunA upadezathI, samaje jinanuM rUpa, to te pAme jinadazA, jina che AtmasvarUpa. jina eTale vItarAga paramAtmA AtmasvarUpa che, nokarmathI rahita, dravyakarmathI rahita, bhAvakarmathI rahita, TUMkamAM rAgadveSa vibhAvothI rahita. asala je zuddha AtmA che te jina che, vItarAga che, kAraNa ke zuddha svabhAvane pAmyA che, ane tethI amAruM mastaka jhUke che. prabhu ! tame rAgadveSathI rahita thayA cho. ame tamArA guNAnuvAda karIe chIe ke "he prabhu! tame rAgadveSane jItyA che." Avo jinano svabhAva samajAya to aMdarathI AtmAno raNakAra Ave, jhaMkAra Ave. jema sitAranA tAra upara ravizaMkaranI AMgaLIo phare ane jhaMkAra UThe tema he paramAtmA ! tamane jotAM amane aMdarathI AtmAno jhaMkAra Ave. ATalA varSomAM ApaNane maMdiramAM koI divasa jhaMkAra Avyo kharo? raNakAra to aMdarathI Ave che. sadgurunA upadezathI potAnA svarUpanI dazA pAme che, kAraNa ke zuddha AtmapaNuM e jinanuM svarUpa che. zuddha AtmA kaho ke jina kaho. rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna jemanA viSe nathI, te zuddha AtmA che. jevA vItarAga paramAtmA rAgadveSa ane ajJAnathI mukta che, tema sattAnI apekSAe badhA jIvo paNa emanA jevA ja che. mohanavijayajI mahArAje bhagavAnane Thapako Apyo che, are ! bhaktonI mastI hoya che ane mastImAM bole che, "bALapaNe ApaNa sanehI, ramatAM nava nava veze', bhagavAna bhUlI gayA ! ame nAnA hatAM tyAre ApaNe sAthe dhULamAM ramatAM hatAM. "Aja tume pAmyA prabhutAI, ame to saMsAra niveze." tame prabhutA pAmyA, tIrthaMkara thayAM, siddha banyAM, mukta banyAM, vItarAga thayA ane ame to tyAMnA tyAM rahyAM. jo kharekhara sabhAvanA hoya, prema hoya to A bALapaNano sAthI, bALapaNano goThiyo saMsAramAM rakhaDe che, tene rakhaDato baMdha karo. tamArA jevo mane banAvI do, A bhakti. paramAtmAne kahevAno bhaktane adhikAra che. ane mATe ema kahyuM ke, sahu konA manavAMchita pUro, ciMtA sahunI cUro, evuM birUda che rAja tamAruM, kema rAkho cho dUre. prabhu ! tame tamArA padane kema yAda karatAM nathI? koI bhakta vaLI ema kahyuM, dAyaka nAma dharAvo cho, to detA zuM thAya? suratarunI Agere, zuM bahu mAMgavuM? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 158 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 kalpavRkSa pAse ATaluM mAMgavuM paDe? prabhu ! tame to dAyaka cho, denAra cho, dAtAra cho, detA zuM thAya che? ane ame tamArI pAse zuM mAMgIe chIe? amAruM svarUpa amane Apo. ane e paNa sattAe saune che. sagurue vItarAgane oLakhAvyAM, jinane oLakhAvyAM ane jinane oLakhAvatAM AtmAnA svarUpane paNa oLakhAvyuM. mAnava janma pAmIne AtmA ane paramAtmA oLakhI levA jevA che. mota AvatAM pahelAM jIvanamAM A prakAranI avasthA prApta karI levA jevI che, mATe ema kahyuM ke "Atma hita kAraNe saguruno upadeza sAMbhaLyA vinA ane samajyA vinA, jina bhagavaMtonuM bhakti karavA yogya sahajAtma svarUpa samajAtuM nathI." A bhASA navI che. bAkI badhI sAMbhaLI che, ane samajyA vagara teono karelo upakAra TUre nahi. ApaNA upara tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe kevo upakAra karyo che? mokSamAM jatAM pahelAM tIrthakara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA trIjA bhavamAM thAya che. vizasthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA kare che. karoDo varSa sudhI AvuM ghora tapa e tIrthakaro kare che. emanI kvoliTI judI che. e jIvadaLa juduM che. emanuM tathAbhavyatva juduM che. emanI uccatama kvoliTI che. jagatanA sarva prANIonuM hita thAya, e ja mAtra jemanA haiyAmAM eka karuNAnI bhAvanA che, tevA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe ApaNI ciMtA karI che. mA janma ApyA pachI ciMtA kare che. pitA-pappA zabda bolAya tyAre ciMtA kare che, ane pati patnI paraNe tyAre ciMtA kare che. ApaNI sAthe tIrthakara bhagavaMtone koI saMbaMdha nathI chatAM teoe ApaNI ciMtA karI che. tame karmamAMthI mukta bano, du:khamAMthI mukta bano, ajJAna ane vAsanAmAMthI mukta bano. tame jAgo ane tamAro khajAno prApta karo. evI ciMtA temaNe karI che. ApaNI ciMtA levAdevA vagara karI che, mATe tIrthaMkara paramAtmA e premanA sAgara che, karuNA ane vAtsalyanA sAgara che. bhagavAnanI pUjA karatAM karatAM AMgaLI aDADatAM aDADatAM AvuM yAda karajo. haiyuM bharAI jaze, AMkha AMsuthI chalakAI jaze. paramAtmA ! Ape mArI ciMtA karI, huM to nigodamAM rakhaDato hato. mAruM kaMI ThekANuM na hatuM. Aje to huM mAnavadehamAM chuM. kaMIka puNyano udaya che. prabhu! nigodamAM hato, e vakhate paNa tame mArI ciMtA karI che. mAruM hita tame icchavuM che, mAruM bhaluM tame icchavuM che. AvI ciMtA koI na kare. mAre janma ja na levo paDe, AvI ciMtA tame karI che." "savijIva karuM zAsana rasI aisI bhAvadayA, mana utsasI." A paramAtmAnI vizeSatA che. AnAthI tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA thAya che. parahitArtha rasikatAthI baMdhAyelA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmano udaya thavAthI tIrthanI sthApanA thaI che. ApaNane mokSa maLe eTalA mATe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 159 tIrthanI sthApanA karI che. tIrthaMkaradeve AtmakalyANano Akho mArga Ubho karyo che. A nezanala hAI-ve che. koI vighna nahi, aMtarAya nahi, evo mArga che. sarvajJa paramAtmAnI A apUrvatAnuM varNana saguru kare che. e varNana sAMbhaLatA mumukSunA hRdayamAM paramAtmA pratye bahumAna krUre che, ane emAMthI bhakti jAge che, Ane kahevAya che bhakti. thoDA stavano bolo, eTale bhakti mAno cho ne? sArI vAta che. ame to koInI ochI kiMmata AMkatA nathI paNa AnAthI UMco mAla paNa che. A loDhAno kaTako ane A cAMdIno TUkaDo che. cAMdI karatAM sonuM vadhAre moMghu che, ane sonA karatAM hIrA ne mANeka vadhAre moMghA che. loDhuM loDhAnI jagyAe barAbara paNa jhaverAta sAthe sarakhAmaNI na thAya. paramAtmAnI oLakhANa thayA pachI emano mArA upara anaMta upakAra che. mArI ciMtA emaNe karI che. saMsArathI, karmathI, rAgadveSathI huM mukta banuM, mohathI mukta banuM, mukta banuM tema nahi paNa badhAne mukta banAvuM. abhayadayANuM, cakakhudayANuM, mammadayANa, saraNadayANuM, boDidayANuM, ghammadayANa, ghammadesayANa, dhammanAyagA, dhammasArahIzuM, ghammaracAuraMtacakravaDhaNuM. jiNANuM jAvayANa, tinnAkhuM tArayANuM, buddhANaM boyANa, muttANuM moagANuM." "prabhu ! tame A adbhuta kAma karyuM." A sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA roma romamAM ullAsa thAya ane ullAsamAMthI je bhAva pragaTe tene kahevAya che bhakti. bhakti cetanAnI avasthA che. bhakti kriyA nathI. mIrAe gAyuM: nathI re pIdhAM aNajANI mevADanA rANA, jheranAM pyAlAM pIdhAM ame jANI. tame jhera Apo paNa mane to amRtano pyAlo maLe che. e amRtanuM pAna karyuM che. have tamArA jheranA pyAlA amane pajavavAnA nathI, A bhakti kahevAya. paramAtmAne yAda karatAM karatAM haiyuM bharAI jAya. nAradajI ema kahe che "kaMTha avaLoda thAya, bharAI jAya, AMkhamAM AMsu Ave. bolI na zako, haiyuM bharAI jAya, romAMca khaDA thaI jAya." e paramAtmAne yAda karatAM, je zabdo nIkaLe tene kahevAya che bhakti, bhakti premanI abhivyakti che. hRdaya halabalI jAya ane mana tarabatara thaI jAya, pachI je gIta nIkaLe tene kahevAya che bhakti. sadgurunA upadezathI vItarAga puruSa pratye AvI bhakti jAge che. sadguruno upadeza zuM kAma kare che? jIvanamAM potAno AtmA jAgRti pAmIne, jina svarUpa ja potAnuM che evo nirNaya karIne, potAnA svarUpane prApta karavA mATe puruSArthanuM maMDANa kare che. Ane kahevAya che dharma, Ane kahevAya che dhyAna ane yoga, Ane kahevAya che tapa, ane majAnI vAta to e che ke jinanI-vItarAganI upAsanA karatA karatA eka divasa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 160 pravacana kramAMka - 14, gAthA kramAMka - 12 pote ja jina thaI jAya che. jina svarUpa thaI jina ArAdhe, te sahI jinavara hove re, bhaMgI IlikAne caTakAve, te bhaMgI jaga jove re. (AnaMdadhanajI mahArAja) rAgadveSathI bharelo A AtmA che. jinanuM dhyAna karatAM karatAM eka divasa tenA rAgadveSa kharI paDe che, moha kharI paDe che, Asakti kharI paDe che. jema jhADa uparanuM sUkuM pAMdaDu kharI paDe che, tema bhakti karatAM karatAM rAgadveSa kharI paDe che. kaSAyo, mAyA, Asakti ane moha kharI paDe che. janma, jarA, maraNa kharI paDe che, ane zarIra paNa kharI paDe che. aMdaranI mukta avasthA prApta thAya che. jina sAme joIne temanI oLakhANa thAya tevI avasthA sadgurunA upadeza vagara prApta thatI nathI. Avo prema pragaTa thato nathI. jinezvarane oLakhyA, samajyAM pachI premanI dhArA pragaTa thaze. pachI ema lAgaze ke jagatamAM prema karavA jevuM pAtra jo koI hoya to eka mAtra paramAtmA che. jyAM tyAM ApIne A premanuM dhana ApaNe khoTuM veDaphI nAkhyuM che. A premanuM dhana kyAMya paNa arpaNa karavA jevuM nathI. paramAtmAnA caraNomAM ja arpaNa karavA jevuM che. mATe AnaMdadhanajIe gAyuM: RSabha jinezvara prItama mAharo re ora na cAhuM re kaMta, rIjhayo sAheba saMga na parihare re, bhAMge sAdi anaMta. 28Sabhadeva bhagavAna mArA priyatama che. A priyatama zabda ahIM zobhe. priyatama priyatama kahetAM paraNyAM ane bIjA dahADe chUTA cheDAM le tyAM "priyatama" zabda na zobhe. eka vakhata jo teo rIjhayA to ApaNo saMga choDe nahIM. A mArA paramAtmA evA che ke rIjhayA eTale rIjhayA. saMga ja na choDe. hAtha choDe ja nahi, TheTha mokSamAM laI jAya. koI kahenAro maLe Avo? evAno hAtha pakaDo je mokSamAM laI jAya. evAno hAtha pakaDo je jIvanano sAthI banI jAya. A samajo. A samajyA vagara paramAtmAno ApaNA upara kevo upakAra che, te kyAMthI khabara paDe ? eka vakhata jo khabara paDI jAya to zuM samajAI jAya? jinezvara paramAtmAnuM svarUpa. te upAsya bane ane upAsaka banelo mumukSu, AtmA maTato jAya ane paramAtmA banato jAya. vaLagelI upAdhi chUTatI jAya. sadguruno yoga niraMtara rahevo durlabha che, paNa jyAre yoga thAya tyAre ame to ema kahIe chIe ke sadguru maLyAM to tenA caraNomAM ja rahejo. niraMtara vItarAga puruSane samajajo. temane sAMbhaLajo, ane ema mAnajo ke jIvanano lhAvo kharekhara jo hoya to AmAM che. sagurunI vANIthI sarvajJa bhagavAnanI apUrvatA bhAse che ane tenI upAsanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 1 61 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA karatAM pote te avasthAne prApta kare che. chellI vAta, A badhAnuM kAraNa sadguru pratye kRtajJatAnI buddhi che. kRtajJatA eTale karelA upakArane na bhUlI zakAya evI avasthA. zuM prabhu caraNa kane dharuM, AtmAthI sau hIna, te to prabhue Apiyo, vartu caraNAdhIna. prabhu, tamArA caraNamAM zuM arpaNa karuM? ApavA jevuM mArI pAse che zuM? huM ja bhikhArI chuM. tamane huM zuM ApuM? paNa prabhu ! tamane oLakhyA, tamane jANyA, mArA upara tamAro upakAra che, tenI mane smRti thaI, tenuM mane bhAna thayuM. mArA mAlika! tamArA pratye premano, snehano sAgara UchaLI rahyo che, temAMthI bhakti pragaTa thaI che, tethI tamArI huM stavanA karuM chuM, tamAruM dhyAna karuM chuM ane dhyAna karatAM karatAM jemanuM dhyAna huM karuM chuM tenA jevo banI jAuM chuM. Atama paramAtamaku dhyAve, so Atama paramAtama pada pAve, bhRgI IlikAne caTakAve to IyarI bhamarI pada pAve. mahArASTramAM saMta tukArAma thayA che. temaNe eka anubhava kahyo che. ke "bhajana karatAM pAMDuraMga, sukA jhAlA pAMDuraMga.' bhagavAna kRSNanuM mahArASTramAM priya nAma che pAMDuraMga. emanuM bhajana karatAM karatAM, bhajana karanAra tukArAma maTI gayo ane pAMDuraMga banyo. kabIrajIe judI vAta karI, "mana esonirmala bhayo jaiso gaMgA nIra', mana gaMgAnAM pANI jevuM nirmaLa thaI gayuM, pachI zuM thayuM? "eka dina kabIra hari hari kara rahA thA, aba eka dina aisA ho gayA ke hari kabIra kabIra kara rahA hai.' AvI eka avasthA jIvanamAM prApta thAya. A gAthA adbhuta che. eka eka gAthA adUbhuta che. ene ghUMTavI paDe. "mardana guNavardhanam." maheMdInA pAMdaDe pAMdaDe raMga che, paNa lagADatA AvaDe to? ane dUdhamAM mAkhaNa chUpAIne rahyuM che, paNa valoNuM karatAM AvaDe to? paramakRpALu devanA zabda zabda mokSa che paNa prApta karatAM AvaDe to? bAramI gAthAnI A samApti che. paramakRpALu devanI khUbI che, sadguru yoga thayo nathI ne? ciMtA karIza nahi. eka daravAjo baMdha che to tane bIjo daravAjo ughADI ApazuM, ane e paNa baMdha thAya to trIjo daravAjo. AvatI kAle 13-14 mI mahattvanI gAthAmAM A joIzuM. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 1 6 2 pravacana kramAMka - 15, gAthA kramAMka - 13 pravacana kramAMka - 15 gAthA kramAMka - 13 sagarano yoga na hoya to zAstro AdhArarUpa che AtmAdi astitvanA, jeha nirUpaka zAstra, pratyakSa sadguruyoganahi, tyAM AdhAra supAtra. (13) TIkA je jinAgamAdi AtmAnA hovApaNAno tathA paralokAdinA hovApaNAno upadeza karavAvALAM zAstro che, te paNa jyAM pratyakSa saruno joga na hoya tyAM supAtra jIvane AdhArarUpa che; paNa sadguru samAna te bhrAMtinA chedaka kahI na zakAya. (13) matArthI avasthA TALIne, AtmArthI avasthA siddha karavI che. A avasthA prApta karyA pachI ja AtmAnA SapadanI vAta thaI zakaze. paramakRpALudeve A parSadanI vAta guruziSyanA saMvAdarUpe kahI che. guruziSyano saMvAda prAraMbha karatAM pahelAM 4ra gAthAomAM pUrva taiyArInI vAta teoe karI che. jema saMgItanI mahephIlamAM zAstrIya saMgItano prAraMbha karatAM pahelAM ardhA kalAka sAja meLavAya che, A aDadho kalAka mAthAnA duHkhAvA samAna hoya che. hathoDI hAthamAM hoya, tabalA Thokato hoya, hArmoniyama vagADato hoya, ApaNane lAge samaya bagADe che, paNa samaya bagADato nathI, sAja meLave che. sAja barAbara hoya to kalAkonA kalAko-AkhI rAta mahephIla jAme che, tema jo guru-ziSyanA sAja maLyA hoya to guru ziSyano saMvAda suMdara thAya che. matArthI avasthA dUra thAya, AtmArthI avasthA prApta thAya tyAre suvicAraNA pragaTa thAya che, emAMthI jJAna prApta thAya che, jJAnathI mohano kSaya thAya che, ane mohano kSaya thayA pachI mokSanI prApti thAya che. mokSanA A aMtima caraNa sudhI yAtrA karavA mATe AtmAnA parpadano saMvAda atyaMta upayogI che, ane teno prAraMbha karatAM pahelAM paramakRpALudeve adbhuta vyavasthA ApI che. A mAtra buddhizALInuM ke mAtra tattvacarcA karanArAonuM kAma nathI. jene aMtaHkaraNamAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 163 zuddhi thaI che, cittazuddhi ne manazuddhi thaI che, kaSAyo ane rAgadveSa moLAM paDyAM che, maMda thayA che, gayA nathI, darzanamoha moLo paDyo che, maMda thayo che, gayo nathI, tenA mATe A vAta che. A maMda thAya tyAre tene sAdhanA mATe avakAza maLe che, eka taka maLe che, eka bhUmikA taiyAra thAya che. jamIna kheDatAM kheDatAM jyAre baLada thAke che ane kheDUta pote paNa thAke che tyAre pAMca miniTa visAmo kare che. e visAmA pachI tAjagI anubhave, tema sAdhakane paNa evI tAjagInI jarUra che, ane tAjagI hoya to saMvAda thAya, kAraNa ke tene mokSa avasthA, anirvacanIya avasthA, divya avasthA, alaukika avasthA prApta karavI che. anaMtakALanI A badhI muzkelIo kAyama mATe dUra thaI jAya, evI avasthAmAM ene javAnuM che. tenI pUrva taiyArI barAbara thavI joIe, tethI 42 gAthAomAM prAthamika vAta karI che, te dhIrajathI samajavI jarUrI che. 13mI gAthAmAM eka samasyA rajU karI che. sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA je je prazno tamArA manamAM UbhA thaI zake e prazno kRpALudeva jAte rajU karIne tenuM samAdhAna Ape che. teo jANe che ke kayA prazno UbhA thaze? A kaDI pachI ane A zabdo pachI, AvA prazno UbhA thaze. Ama ApaNAM praznone jANe che ane A praznonuM samAdhAna karavuM paDaze, ema samajIne pote tenuM samAdhAna paNa kare che. saguno yoga prApta thAya to AnaMdanI vAta, paNa na thAya to vacagALAmAM zuM karavuM? nirAza thavuM? hatAza thavuM? besI rahevuM? gamagIna thavuM? ALasu thavuM? niSkriya thavuM? kaMI karyA vagara paDyA rahevuM? saguno yoga prApta thAya to dazerA ne divALI, paNa sadguruno yoga prApta nathI thayo, mumukSu TAMpIne beTho che, tene talasATa che. jema cAtaka pakSI moDhuM phADIne bese che ke kyAre varasAda thaze? tema mumukSu paNa sadgurunI rAha jue che, paNa sadaguru AvyA nathI. viraha che, yoga thayo nathI, jhaMkhanA che paNa maLyA nathI. aMdaranI tAlAvelI che paNa prApta thayA nathI. to te daramyAna karavAnuM zuM? teno uttara A teramI gAthAmAM kahyo che. jJAnI kahe che ke nirAza na thazo. saddaguruno yoga prApta thaze ja thaze. jema pavana varasAdane kheMcI lAve che tema mumukSatA sadgurune kheMcI lAve che. jema gaLapaNa kIDIone kheMcI lAve che. rasoDAmAM koI ThekANe sAkaranA dANAM verAyA che, tenI kIDIone to game tyAMthI khabara paDI jAya che, kAraNa tene sugaMdha Ave che, ane tamane navAI lAgaze ke sAkaranA dANA bhegA retInA kaNa paDyA hoya to e retInA kaNane nahi aDe. e sAkaranA dANAne ja aDaze. ATaluM ApaNe kIDI pAsethI samajIe to paNa ghaNuM che. kIDI jema For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 164 pravacana kramAMka - 15, gAthA kramAMka - 13 sAkaranA dANAne pakaDe che tema tame AtmAne pakaDo ne? zarIrane zuM kAma pakaDo cho? dhanane, saMpattine, kuTuMbane, yaza-kIrtine zuM kAma pakaDo cho? mAyAne kema pakaDo cho ? kIDI kahe che bhale retInA kaNa pAse paDyA paNa ame temAMthI sAkara pakaDI laIzuM. tema tame kema kahetAM nathI ke bhale ne saMsAra rahyo paNa ame paramAtmAne gotI laIzuM. A dharatI uparanI eka anivArya ghaTanA che ke koI paNa mumukSu evo nathI ke jene sadguru maLyA nahi hoya. Aje nahi to kAle, tene sadguru avazya maLe che. vizvano A aphara niyama che. vizvanuM A baMdhAraNa che ke mumukSutA pragaTa thAya to sadguru maLe ja. ciMtA na karazo, kyAre maLaze? kone mAnavA? kyA kapaDAmAM jovAM? kone svIkAravA? zA mATe muMjhAva cho? zodhavAnI jarUra ja nathI. khoLavAnI ke phUTapaTTI laIne mApavA javAnI jarUra nathI. mahApuruSo kahe che ke kamaLa khIlaze to bhamarAo Avaze ja. AkAzamAM caMdramA khIle to dariyo UchaLaze ane meghanI garjanA thaze to moralo TahukAra karaze ja. avinAbhAvI saMbaMdha che ke mumukSutA pragaTa thaI ke sadguru maLe ja maLe, paNa jyAM sudhI nathI maLyA tyAM sudhI paramakRpALu deva judA judA upAyo Ape che. judA judA mArga karI Ape che. eka daravAjo baMdha thAya to bIjo daravAjo kholI Ape che. pratyakSa sadguruno yoga thayo nathI, e daravAjo nathI khUlyo, tyAM sudhImAM bIjo daravAjo ughADIne paramakRpALu deva kahe che, "sadguruno yoga thayo nathI tyAM sudhImAM eka moTo AdhAra sazAstrono ApIe chIe. A zAstrano AdhAra supAtra jIva-sapAtratA jenAmAM che te jIva laI zakaze. kupAtra laI zakaze nahi." zAstro e kalpita kalpanAo nathI. AptapuruSonA vacanono saMgraha jemAM thayo hoya ene kahevAya che. zAstra. AptapuruSa prApta thavA joIe, paNa te prApta thayA nathI. Apta eTale rAgadveSa rahita, moha rahita ane ajJAna rahita. A jagatamAM je kaMI prazno che te A cAra rAgAdimAMthI ja UbhAM thAya che. rAga, dveSa, moha ane ajJAna, e cArethI jemanI cetanA sadA mATe rahita thaI gaI che, evI jIvaMta cetanA ene kahevAya che Apta. je vakhate AtmA rAga, dveSa, moha ane ajJAnathI mukta thAya tyAre tene vItarAgatA prApta thAya che. te vakhate jJAna potAnI badhI ja maryAdAo toDIne amaryAdita bane che, aphATa banI jAya che. jema dariyAne maryAdA nathI, tema jJAnane maryAdA rahetI nathI. jJAnane maryAdA lAvanAra cAra paribaLo rAga, dveSa, moha ane ajJAna hatAM, te cArecAra dUra thayAM tethI jJAna aphATa thayuM ane evuM je aphATa jJAna, virATa jJAna ane paripUrNa jJAna tene zAstrIya bhASAmAM kevaLajJAna kahe che. e sarvajJa avasthA che. evI je sarvajJa avasthAmAM dekhAya, anubhavAya, sparza thAya, je Taca thAya, je sAkSAtkAra thAya ne temanA mukhamAMthI enA saMbaMdhI je kaMIpaNa zabda nIkaLe, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 165 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA te zabdane kahevAya che. zAstra. zAstrane mAthe mUkI nAcavA jevuM che. hindustAnamAM paraMparA che. bhAgavata saptAha hoya tyAre tenA caDAvA bolAya che, ane caDAvAmAM lAkho rUpiyAno caDAvo bole. moTA gharanI putravadhU lAkho rU. nA kiMmatI ghareNAM paherI bharabajAramAM bhAgavatajIne mAthe mUkI nAcatI ughADe page cAle che. A bhAgavatajInuM bahumAna che. A korA zabda nathI paNa A motInA dANA che. e jIvane jagADanArA che, e jAgRti ApanAra che. sadguru maLyA nathI, paNa maLyA pachI je ghaTanA ghaTaze te alaukika haze. sazAstra paNa jemane maLyAM che temanA jIvanamAM je ghaTanA ghaTe che te abhuta hoya che. jyAM rAga nathI, jyAM dveSa nathI, jyAM moha nathI, jyAM ajJAna nathI, jyAM jJAna aphATa thayuM che, jyAM virATa jJAnano dariyo ghUghavATa kare che, evA jJAnamAM vizvanuM samasta darzana jemane thayuM ane jevuM jANyuM, joyuM ane anubhavyuM tevuM kahyuM, tene kahevAya che. zAstra. doDhaso varSa pahelAM thayelAM paramakRpALu devane soLa varSanI uMmare raNakAra Avyo. te prApta karavA vacana konuM satya kevaLa mAnavuM, nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno teha jeNe anubhavyuM. paramakRpALudeva jagatanA saMtone pUche che ke amAre e paramatattvane meLavavuM che. e paramapadane meLavavuM che. e parama astitvanI jhAMkhI karavI che. e caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AtmAmAM amAre DUbI javuM che. e AnaMdanA sAgaramAM amAre nAhavuM che. prabhu! ame kone pUchIe ane konA zaraNe jaIe? konA AdhAre A kAma karIe te amane kaho to kharA? amane bAheMdharI to Apo ke jyAM gayA pachI amArI chetarapIMDI na thAya. satya kevaLa eTale nirbheLa, aMdara kaMI bheLavela na hoya. atyAre cokhkhA ghImAM vejITebala ghInI bheLaseLa hoya che. eka mANasa jIvanathI kaMTALyo. tene ema thayuM ke marI javuM che. meDIkala sToramAM jaI jhera laI Avyo. daza-vIza sekaMDamAM ja marI javAya tevuM kAtila jhera kharIdela. jhera pIdhAM pachI eka miniTa thaI, bIjI miniTa thaI, paNa kaMI thayuM nahi. tene navAI lAgI. A zuM thayuM? jheramAM paNa bheLaseLa? evo jamAno Avyo che ke mANasane maravuM hoya to jhera khAIne maravA mATe cokhkhuM jhera paNa nathI maLatuM, to dharma cokhkho kyAMthI maLaze? "satya kevaLa mAnavuM', kevaLa satya kyAMya nirbheLa maLatuM nathI. paramakRpALu deve ja kahyuM ke ciMtA na karazo. "nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno', A mahApuruSanI khUbI to juo. ame kahI zakata ke bhagavAna mahAvIra pAsethI maLaze, bhagavAna AdinAtha pAsethI maLaze, kuMdakuMdAcAryajI ke amRtacaMdrAcAryajI pAsethI maLaze, paNa tema na kahetAM, emaNe ema kahyuM ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 166 pravacana kramAMka - 15, gAthA kramAMka - 13 evo puruSa zodhI lyo ke je nirdoSa hoya. nirdoSa eTale doSa vagarano, doSa rahita eTale rAga, dveSa, moha ane ajJAna rahita. sAthe eka vAta joDI ke, "teha jeNe anubhavyuM, evo anubhava jeNe karyo hoya. majhA to anubhavanI che. mohanathALa hAthamAM laI copATI upara pharo. mohanathALa. mohanathALa bolavAthI majhA na Ave, paNa jevI kaTakI moDhAmAM mUkI ke tarata ja majhA paDe. tema AtmAno anubhava thAya tyAre khabara paDe, AtmAnI vAta karavI te eka vAta che ane anubhava karavo te bIjI vAta che. AtmajJAna magna jo, so saba pugala khela, IndrajALa karI lekhave, male natihAM manameLa. evA Apta puruSanuM vacana tene kahevAya che. zAstra. zAstrane jyAre aDo tyAre tame paramAtmAne aDo cho tevo anubhava karajo. ghaNAM loko to ozikuM na hoya tyAre pustaka mAthA nIce mUkI sUI jAya che. eka bhAIne meM pUchyuM ke tame AvuM kema karo cho? to kahe badhuM vAMcavuM tenA karatAM mAthA nIce pustaka rAkhI prArthanA karuM to badhuM jJAna mArA mAthAmAM Ave. A jagatamAM namUnA paNa jAtajAtanA che. karoDonA jhaverAta karatAM paNa zAstra kiMmatI che. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryajInA ziSya bAlacaMdra mahArAje kahyuM ke, arhadvaktraprasUtaM, gaNadhararacitaM, dvAdazAGgaM vizAlaM, citraM bahvarthayuktaM, munigaNavRSabhairdhAritaM buddhimadbhiH / mokSAgadvArabhUtaM, vratacaraNaphalaM, jJeyabhAvapradIpaM, bhaktyA nityaM prapadye, zrutamahamakhilaM sarvalokaikasAram // jJAnI puruSoe kahelAM je zAstro che, ene huM nitya namaskAra karuM chuM, vaMdana karuM chuM, bhaktipUrvaka premapUrvaka bahumAna karuM chuM. A saMsAramAM sArabhUta kaMI hoya to jJAnI puruSanAM kahelAM vacana che. AvI zraddhAne jJAnI puruSoe samyagdarzana karyuM che. samyagadarzana ApavAnI cIja nathI. samyagadarzana aMtaranI avasthA che. aMtara bhUdAI jAya che. darzanamoha anaMta kALathI aDDo jamAvI beTho che, te darzanamoha bIstarAM poTalAM uThAvIne cAlyo jAya che. vallabhabhAIne briTIzaroe kahyuM hatuM ke ame to tamane svataMtratA ApavA taiyAra chIe paNa tame rAjya karI zako evuM amane lAgatuM nathI. vallabhabhAIe hAtha joDI kahyuM, "sAheba ! ame rAjya karIe ke na karIe, kapAIne marIe ke game te karIe, paNa tame tamArA bistarAM poTalA upADI cAlavA maMDo, amAruM je thavAnuM haze te thaze.' e marda hatAM. ApaNe darzanamohane kahI zakIe kharAM ke "tArA bistarA poTalA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 1 67 uThAva." AvuM kahevAnI ApaNe hiMmata ane tAkAta keLavavI joIe. sarva jagatamAM sArabhUta evA A zAstrano janma arihaMta paramAtmAnA mukhamAMthI thayo che, ane cAra jJAnanA dhaNI evA gaNadharoe enI gUMthaNI karI che, racanA karI che. ane vizALa bAra aMgo pragaTa thayA che. aneka arthothI e bharelAM che ane munirUpI vRSabhoe e bhAra kheMcelo che. munine vRSabhanI upamA ApI, (vRSabha eTale baLada) ane buddhimAna puruSoe tene dhAraNa karela che. e mokSanuM agra dvAra che, ane vrata tathA cAritra tenuM phaLa che. yabhAvane pragaTa karanAro pradIpa che. evA sazAstrone amArA vAraMvAra namaskAra hojo. sanzAstrone arIsAnI upamA ApI che. potAnuM mukha jovA mANaso arIsAnodarpaNano upayoga kare che. bahenone bahAra javuM hoya tyAre darpaNa sAme jue che. bhAI bahAra horna vagADyA kare ane pAMca miniTamAM AvuM chuM kahI, aDadho kalAka darpaNa choDe ja nahIM ne? e pAMca miniTa pUrI thAya ja nahi. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke, "Isa tana dhananI kauna baDAI, dekhata nayano meM miTTI milAI." zenI baDAI che emAM? darpaNamAM ApaNe ApaNA mukhane jovA jaIe chIe-AkRtine joIe chIe, pachI darpaNa kahe barAbara che. tame nakkI nathI karatAM paNa tamAruM barAbarapaNuM darpaNa nakkI karI Ape che, tema ApaNI jAtane aMdarathI jovI hoya to amAre konI sAme joyuM? to kahyuM ke, "AgamarUpI arIsAmAM jovuM." aMdara krodha che, ahaMkAra che. mAyA che, lobha che, kAmavAsanA ane IrSA che, dveSa ane ajJAna che, te keTalAM che ane e DAghAM keTalAM ochA thayAM? vIravijayajI mahArAje gAyuM ke "tuja Agama arIso jovatAM re lola." saMto to saMskRtamAM paNa bolyAM, mAgadhImAM paNa bolyAM, gujarAtI ane hiMdImAM paNa bolyA. paNa ApaNe na jAgyAM te na ja jAgyAM. ApaNA upara keTalI kRpA teoe karI che ! prabhu ! tamAro AgamarUpI arIso, zAstrorUpI arIso jotAM amane lAge che ke ame asalamAM tamArA jevA chIe paNa amArA upara ghaNA DAghA paDyAM che. kAmano DAgha, krodhano DAgha, ahaMkArano DAgha, IrSA, ajJAna ane mithyAtvano DAgha, kaSAya ne pramAdanAM DAgha, amArA AtmA upara AvA aneka DAghA che. amane dekhAtAM na hatAM, paNa tamArA AgamarUpI arIsAmAM ame joyuM tyAre dekhANA. zAstro A kAma kare che. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane game te mAnIe paNa vAstaviktA zuM che? te jovuM joIe. jabalapuramAM gAMDAonI hospiTala che. temAM 25 varSano juvAna chokaro dekhAvamAM suMdara, kaDakaDATa IglIzamAM vAta kare. eka vakhata javAharalAlajI tyAM mulAkAte AvyAM. temaNe pharatAM pharatAM A yuvAnane joyo. yuvAne javAharalAlajI sAthe IMglIzamAM vAta karI. javAharalAlajIne Azcarya thayuM ane mukhya saMcAlaka sAthe vAta karI ke A yuvAna ATaluM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 168 pravacana kramAMka - 15, gAthA kramAMka - 13 sarasa IglIza bole che. mane to e gAMDo lAgato nathI. saMcAlake kahyuM, "sAheba ! gAMDo che tethI rAkhyo che, ane jo parIkSA karavI hoya to nAsavAnI taiyArI rAkhajo, nahIM to haDapheTe caDI jazo, tame A yuvAnane kaho ke huM javAharalAla naherU chuM, teoe tema kahyuM, ane te sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja pelA yuvAnano pitto gayo. tame khoTA cho. huM javAharalAla naherU chuM. A yuvAna potAne javAharalAla naherU mAnavAnA citta bhramathI gAMDo thaI gayo hato. e gAMDo DAhyo thayo ke nahi te ApaNane khabara nathI, paNa ApaNe gAMDA DAhyA thaI jaIe to AnaMdanI vAta thaze. TIkAmAM kahyuM ke, "je jinAgamAdi AtmAnA hovApaNAno tathA paralokAdinA ! hovApaNAno upadeza karavAvALAM zAstro che, te supAtra jIvane AdhArarUpa che. zAstro mATe eka baMdhAraNa ane vyavasthA ApI ke kone kahevAya zAstro? kayo graha naDe che, te zAstramAM na hoya. ApaNe ja ApaNane naDIe chIe, graha naDato nathI. jemAM AtmAnA hovApaNAno eTale ke AtmA che, AtmA nitya che, AtmA kartA che, AtmA bhoktA che, mokSa che, mokSano upAya che, AtmA karmathI baddha che, karma anaMtakALathI che, anaMtakALanA karmathI mukta thaI zakAya che, vItarAga avasthA prApta thaI zake che vagerenuM varNana che; bahirAtmadazA, aMtarAtmadazA ane paramAtmadazA vigerenuM varNana jemAM Ave ne paraloka AdinuM varNana jemAM Ave-evo upadeza je kare tene zAstro kahyAM che. AvA zAstro pratyakSa sadguruno joga na hoya tyAM supAtra jIvane AdhArarUpa che, ane jo sadguru hAjara hoya ane temanA caraNomAM nivAsa karatAM ho to zAstro gauNa karavA. pratyakSa saguru e ja zAstra, temanuM vacana e ja zAstra, paNa pratyakSa sadaguruno joga na hoya to zAstro supAtra jIvone AdhArarUpa che, TIkAmAM eka bahu moTI spaSTatA karI che ke zAstro AdhArarUpa che. atyaMta kalyANakArI ane maMgalamaya che paNa sadguru samAna te bhrAMtinA chedaka kahI zakAya nahi. A vAta tarka karavAvALA mATe, kalpanA karavAvALA mATe ke nakAra karavAvALAnA mATe karI nathI. pratyakSa saguru hAjara na hoya to zuM karavuM? AtmA Adi tattvo viSe jemAM vivecana karyuM che tevA zAstro vAMcavA, paNa tyAM kahyuM ke supAtra hovo joIe. supAtratA eTale 'vidyA rAti vina, vinayaviyAti pAtratAma.' jenAmAM vinaya che, namratA che, potAnI mAnyatA, Agraha, kadAgraha potAno durAgraha, pUrvagraha, haThAgraha A badhA graho jenA haThI gayA che, je atyaMta namra che, huM kaMIpaNa jANato nathI evI jenI svIkRti che, tene kahevAya supAtra. AInasTAInane koIe pUchyuM, "sAheba! Apa jagatanA zreSTha vaijJAnika cho ane A abajo mANasomAM ApanA jevo zreSTha mAnavI koI nathI. tame ghaNAM tattvo zodhI kADhyAM che, tamane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 169 zuM anubhava che?" AInasTAIna koI saMtapuruSanA caraNomAM beThA nathI ke maLyA paNa nathI, ane zAstro paNa vAMcyA nathI, evA AInasTAIne potAno anubhava jaNAvatAM namratApUrvaka kahyuM ke "meM je kaMIpaNa jAmyuM che, tenAthI anaMtagaNuM jANavAnuM haju bAkI rahI gayuM che. huM to dariyA kinAre chIpalAM vINI rahyo chuM. huM to kaMIpaNa jANato nathI.' A AInasTAIna kahI zake ApaNe na kahI zakIe. ApaNe to garvamAM AvIne kahIe ke mane to badhuM ja moDhe che. huM badhuM ja jANuM chuM. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke tamArI buddhi tamane mubAraka. gaNadharo ane tIrthakara devo pAse ApaNI buddhi zuM hisAbamAM? eTalA mATe to kabIrajIe kahyuM ke : gharatI kA kAgaja karuM, samudrakI karuM zAhI, merUkI lekhaNa karuM, prabhu guNa lakhyA na jAya. A dharatIne kAgaLa karI, samudranA pANInI zAhI banAvI ane merU parvata jevaDI bolapena karuM to paNa prabhu, ApanA guNa lakhI zakAya nahi; evA paramAtmA, temanuM jJAna paNa anaMta ane ApaNe thoDuM vAMcyuM, thoDuM jANyuM tyAM jJAna jIravAtuM nathI. jJAna jIravavuM ati muzkela che. je zabdane jANe che, arthane jANe che, jenAmAM vizALatA che, jenAmAM nirAgrahatA che, je pakSapAta rahita che, jenI buddhi madhyastha che, jene vairAgya utpanna thayela che, jene bhavanI bhIti lAgI che, jene pApano bhaya lAge che evo puruSa zAstra vAMcanano adhikArI kahevAya. AvA jIvone puruSano yoga na maLe tyAM sudhI sanzAstro AdhArabhUta che. koI pUrvanA ArAdhakane svarUpa prAptimAM paNa sanzAstro kAraNabhUta thaI zake che. pUrvanA ArAdhaka jIva mIrAe bahu spaSTa kahyuM che. prIti pUrva janmanI, bhakti A bhavanI, tene maLe bhagavAna. mIrAM premanI mUDI laIne AvI che. sulasA premanI mUDI laIne AvI che. bhagavAna mahAvIre sulasAne dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyA tyAre sulasA jhIlI zakatI nathI. kaMcUkI phATI gaI. romAMca khaDA thaI gayA. baMgaDIo tUTI gaI. cauda rAjalokanA dhaNI ke jemanA caraNomAM asaMkhya devo mastaka namAve che, temaNe mArA jevI zreNika rAjAnA sArathinI patnIne yAda karI? rAjA rANIne nahi, zeTha zrImaMtane nahi, sulatAne kIdhAM dharmalAbha. zreNika rAjAne nahi, celaNA rANIne nahi, zeTha zAlIbhadrane nahi, A sulatAne dharmalAbha kIdhAM! dhanya thaI gayuM mAruM jIvana, ane sulasA gadgad thaI gaI. anaMta jJAnI evA paramAtmAnA hRdayamAM mane jagyA maLI. koInAM paNa hRdayamAM jagyA maLe to ApaNe khuza khuza thaI jaIe chIe. A cauda bhuvananA dhaNInA hRdayamAM jagyA maLI, teno AnaMda For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 170 pravacana kramAMka - 15, gAthA kramAMka - 13 sulatAne samAto nathI. saddaguruno yoga maLavo durlabha che. kadAca maLyo hoya to paNa niraMtara rahevo durlabha che. dAduno ziSya rajhaba 20 varSano, bahu rUpALo, bahu dekhAvaDo, pezAvaramAM janmelo, tenA pitA moTA jAgIradAra hatA. tenA lagna hatA tyAre hajAro mANaso bhegA thayA che. rajaba ghoDA upara beTho hato. lagnanA ThAThanI vAta zI karavI? ane dAdu hajAro mANaso vacce tyAM pahoMcyA ane kahyuM, rajhaba tUne gajhaba kIyA, zirape bAMdhA mora, AyA thA hari bhajana ko calA narakakI Thora! e ja kSaNe rajhaba ghoDA uparathI nIce Utaryo. dAdue kahyuM calo. hajAro mANasonI barAta vacce rajhaba dAdunI sAthe cAlyo. rajhaba dAduno banI gayo. dAdunuM mRtyu thAya che tyAre rajhabe AMkho baMda karI dIdhI. ziSyoe kahyuM, "AMkho to ughADo." "have AMkha ughADIne zuM karuM? jene jovA mATe AMkho hatI te to cAlyA gayA. have jovA jevuM jagatamAM rahyuM paNa zuM che? A dharatI upara mAre jovA jevAM to mArA saddaguru hatAM, te to gayA. have bIjuM kaMI nathI jovuM.' teNe AMkha na ughADI. Avo sadguruno yoga, AvI bhakti, AvI utkaMThA pragaTela na hoya tyAre sazAstro suSTivaMtane parama mitra tulya che. zAstra jevuM jagatamAM bIjuM koI mitra nathI. he kuMdakuMdAdi AcAryo, A dharatI upara tame na hota to, samayasAra na hota, niyamasAra na hota, paMcAstikAya ane pravacanasAra na hota, to amArI vRtti svarUpamAM kevI rIte vaLata? tamAro moTo upakAra che. paramakRpALu deva mAthu jhUkAve che, "he kuMdakuMdAcArya, tamArA vacano vRttinA anusaMdhAnamAM parama upakArI thayAM che." he sudharmasvAmI, he haribhadrasUri mahArAja, he yazovijayajI mahArAja, he devacaMdrajI mahArAja, tame na hota to, A zAstro na hota to amAruM zuM thAta ? A tattvo ame kyAMthI jANata? svarUpa sthiratA thavAmAM moTe bhAge zAstro parama upakArI bane che. svarUpamAM sthiratA karI, paNa tyAM sthiratA lAMbo TAIma TakavI joIe ne? te mATe paNa zAstro upakArI che. tame Aje je kaMI bolo cho ke AtmA che. AtmA nitya che, kartA che, ajara amara che. te A zAstro vAMcIne bolo cho. he paramakRpALu deva ! tame "Atmasiddhi ApI na hota to ame kyAM jAta? "apUrva avasara' na ApyuM hota to masta thavA mATe zuM gAta? have gAI zakIe chIe. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze, kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 171 ame AtmAne kyAMthI jANata? karmane kyAMthI jANata? karmanA saMyogone, dravyone ane mokSane kyAMthI jANata? je kaMI jANyuM te sadguru ane sazAstrothI jANI zakyAM chIe. tamArA kahelAM sazAstro keTalAM badhAM upakArI che? Avo bhAva Ave ane zAstro vAMco tyAre aMdarathI AnaMda Avaze. devacaMdrajI mahArAje gAyuM ke : je pariNAmika dharma tamAro, tehavo amaco dharma. are prabhu! jevo tamAro dharma tevo amAro dharma, parama pAriNAmika bhAve amArAmAM che, paNa zraddhA nathI, enA kAraNe vibhAva vaLagyo che, mATe tamAruM ane amAruM cheTuM paDyuM che, paNa have cheTA nathI rahevuM, mArA mAlika ! huM tamArA vagara nahi jIvI zakuM. "dhAra taravAranI sohilI dohilI." A raNakAra AnaMdadhanajIno che. ane yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM, "prabhu ! tame tamArA hAthe mArA kapALamAM tilaka karyuM che, tethI mane mokSa maLaze, pachI mane ciMtA zenI?' A mastI ! A khumArI ! A yazovijayajI, A AnaMdadhanajI, A kabIra, A mIrAM, A tulasI na hota, narasiMha ke nAradajI na hota, rAmAyaNa na hota to bhAratanuM thAta zuM? A saMskRtinA sUtradhAra satazAstro jIvanamAM parama AdhArarUpa che. kyAre? sadguruno yoga na hoya tyAre. AtmAdi astitvanA, jehanirUpaka zAstra, pratyakSa sadguru yoga nahi, tyAM AdhAra supAtra. bilakula spaSTa kahyuM che. kyAMya bhUla na thAya. pratyakSa saguru ja na hoya tyAM AdhAra paNa kone? komana vyaktine nahi, supAtra hoya tene. Aje paNa hajAro zAstro dharatI upara hAjara che. koIpaNa eka zAstra lo, te tamane bacAvI deze. be bhAIo vacce milkatano jhaghaDo cAlyo. A milkata mArI che. olo kahe mArI che, mane maLavI joIe. eka divasa bapore rAmAyaNanI kathA cAlatI hatI ane A baMne bhAIo tyAM gayA. dazaratha mahArAje rAmane rAjya ApyuM. kaikeyIe bharata mATe mAMgaNI karI hatI. dazaratha rAjAe rAmajIne pUchyuM ke A rAjya bharata mATe mAMge che. to huM ApuM?" rAmajIe kahyuM ke "tame mane pUcho cho e mAre mATe zaramAvA jevuM che. rAjya tamAruM che. tame iccho tene ApI zako cho. tamArA sevakane paNa ApI zako cho ane mane cAmara vIMjhavAnuM kaho to huM tene mATe cAmara vIMjhavA paNa taiyAra chuM. pitAjI! mane Apa zA mATe pUcho cho?' e vakhate rAjya to ApyuM paNa kaikeyIne phakta eTaluM ja maMjUra nathavAthI rAma vanavAse gayA. A baMne bhAIone thayuM ke "AkhuM rAjya choDIne rAma vanavAsa gayA che, ane ApaNe baMne bhAIo saMpatti mATe laDI rahyA chIe ! cAlo, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 172 pravacana kramAMka - 15, gAthA kramAMka - 13 A badhI saMpatti sat karmomAM arpaNa karI daIe.' rAmAyaNe baMne bhAIone bacAvyA. athavA sadgurue kahyAM, je avagAhana kAja, te te nitya vicAravA karI matAMtara tyAja. 14 uparanI gAthAmAM spaSTa thaI gayela vAta pharI zA mATe A gAthAmAM kahI. upara je vAta karI te samagra sazAstronI vAta karI, caraNakaraNAnuyoga, dharmakathAnuyoga, dravyAnuyoga, dhyAnanA, yoganA, nizcayanayanI pradhAnatAvALA zAstro, vyavahAranA zAstro; dravya, guNa paryAyanA zAstro vagere aneka gaMbhIra zAstro che, paNa A badhA zAstromAMthI vartamAnamAM Ubhelo je pAtra jIva che, tenA mATe zuM upayogI thaI paDe tema che te nirNaya vAcaka nahi karI zake. sadguru e nirNaya karI zakaze ane kaheze. sadgurue je zAstro vicAravAnI AjJA ApI hoya te zAstro matAMtara eTale mata mAnyatA, kuLadharma eTale je kuLamAM janma thayo hoya, te kuLamAM je dharma pALatA hoya, tene sArthaka karavAno hetu Adi bhrAMti choDIne mAtra AtmA arthe nitya vicAravAM. AdhyAtmika dravyAnuyoga jevA gaMbhIra zAstrono abhyAsa pratyakSa guru-jJAnI puruSanA caraNomAM rahIne ja karavA jevo che. nahi to zAstro viparIta asara karI zake tema che, mATe kahyuM ke potAnI mati kalpanA ane pasaMdagI pramANe jo zAstro vAMce to eka doSa svaccheda poSAya, bIjo doSa viparIta buddhi gADha thAya, trIjo doSa ajJAna dazAmAM jJAna dazA manAI jAya ane zAstra abhiniveza nAmano cotho doSa utpanna thAya. tenI vicAraNA pachI karIzuM. jJAnanI vAta karavI to bahu game che. AtmA jJAnI che, draSTA che, khAto nathI, pIto nathI, paraMtu AcaraNamAM utArI zakato nathI, AcaravAnI vAta kare to rAjAnI ciThThI AvI evuM lAge, "jaise kUpakI ciTTi.' rAjAnI ciThThI Ave eTale phaphaDATa thAya. game nahi. dravyanI, guNanI, paryAyanI, anAsaktinI, sAkSI bhAva, jJAtA, draSTA, kartA, akartA, Adi jJAnanI vAtomAM bahu majhA Ave, paNa AcaraNanI vAta ke abhyAsa karavAnI vAta Ave to kaDavuM lAge. te vakhate sadguru haze to kaheze ke bhAI, tArA mATe A zAstra kAmanuM nathI ane tArA mATe A zAstra kAmanuM che. A gAthA bAkI che. pharI vigatavAra carcA karIzuM. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka - 16 gAthA kramAMka 14 zAstro kaI rIte vicAravA ? athavA sadgurue kahyAM, je avagAhana kAja, te te nitya vicAravAM, karI matAMtara tyAja. (14) TIkA H athavA jo sadgurue te zAstro vicAravAnI AjJA dIdhI hoya, to te zAstro matAMtara eTale kuLadharmane sArthaka karavAno hetu Adi bhrAMti choDIne mAtra AtmArthe nitya vicAravAM. (14) 173 teramI gAthAthI eka mahattvanI vAta karI che. sAdhaka, sAdhaka tarIke jIvavAno jyAre prAraMbha kare che, tyAre tenA jIvanamAM ghaNI samasyAo Ave che. saMsArI jIvane ghaNI samasyAo che, tema sAdhakane paNa samasyAo che, paNa sAdhakanI samasyAo racanAtmaka che, teno hetu che, tenA manamAM jhaMkhanA che, tene kaMIka prApta karavuM che, tenA manamAM tAlAvelI che, tene nizcita koI sthAne pahoMcavuM che, tene kaMIka anubhUti karavI che, anubhava karavo che. te anubhUti karavAmAM sAdhaka paribaLo ane avarodhaka paribaLo jANavA paDe, avarodha eTale aMtarAya karanArA paribaLo. sahAya karanArA paribaLo paNa che ane aMtarAya karanArAM paribaLo paNa che, te baMnene sAdhake samajI levA joIe. teramI gAthAmAM eka moTuM AzvAsana ApaNane ApyuM ke sadguru prApta thaze ja thaze, koI zaMkA nahi. sAdhake mumukSutA pragaTAvavAnI che, sadguru zodhavA javAnI jarUra nathI. mumukSutA, tAlAvelI, jijJAsA, abhipsA, jhaMkhanA haze to sadguru AvIne ApaNA dvAra khakhaDAvaze. vyavahAramAM alaMkArika bhASAmAM ema kahevAya ke jema mumukSu sadgurunI zodhamAM che. tema sadguru paNa mumukSunI zodhamAM che. jema kheDUta sAruM khetara zodhe che, kAraNa ke tene vAvetara karavuM che, jema vepA2I sAro bhAgIdAra zodhe che kAraNa ke dhaMdho karavo che. tema For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 174 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 sadguru paNa mumukSune-sAdhakane zodhe che. teone je kaMI ApavuM che, je kaMI reDavuM che, je amRta vahevaDAvavuM che, je vAvetara karavuM che, te mumukSunA hRdayamAM karavuM che. sadgurunI karuNA ane mumukSanI yogyatA maLIne guru ziSyanI saMdhi thAya che. eTalA mATe AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM ke "ubhaya milyA hoya saMdhi', sadgurumAM karuNA hoya ane mumukSumAM pragADha vairAgya, tIvra tAlAvelI ane tamannA hoya tyAre saMdhi thAya. - sadguru prApta nathI thayA, nathI maLyAM tyAM sudhI muzkelI che. emanA darzana ApaNane thayA nathI, tyAM sudhI sAdhake zuM karavuM? koI upAya kharo? koI AlaMbana kharuM? koI Teko kharo? koInA zaraNe javA jevuM kharuM? e daramyAna vacagALAmAM sAdhaka kare zuM? te vakhate sadguru kahe che ke nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. eka bIjo daravAjo khUle che, ane te e che ke, AtmAdi astitvanAM, jehanirUpaka zAstra, pratyakSa saguru yoga nahi, tyAM AdhAra supAtra. jJAnI puruSa vAta kare che tyAre kramabaddha ane sarvAgINa vAta kare che. jemAM AtmAnAM astitvanuM pratipAdana karyuM hoya te zAstro levA. A eTalA mATe spaSTatA karI ke zAstra zabdathI ghaNAM zAstro Ave tethI zAstra zabda pUrato nathI, tethI pahelAM padamAM tenuM vizeSaNa mUkI spaSTatA karI. pahelI vAta to e che ke samagra sAdhanAnI AdhArazIlA AtmA che, ane AtmAnuM hovApaNuM buddhimAM, samajaNamAM, bodhamAM nakkI na thAya tyAM sudhImAM sAdhaka karaze zuM? moTA bhAganI sAdhanA AtmAnA hovApaNAno nirNaya karyA vagara thAya che. sAdhanA kare che te khoTuM nathI, paNa AtmAno nirNaya joIe. jema ApaNe sTezana mAstara pAse jaIe ane teo pUche ke kaI TikiTa ApuM? ApaNe ema to na kahIe ne, ke game te Apo. ApaNe nirNaya levo paDe ke mAre A zaheranI TikiTa joIe che, tema sAdhakano paNa nirNaya joIze. pahelo nirNaya AtmAnuM hovApaNuM che. parSadamAM prathama pada "AtmA che." A satu upara eTale astitva para bhAra mUkyo, hovApaNA upara bhAra mUkyo. jema hovApaNuM che, tema paraloka Adi paNa che, tevo upadeza jemAM karavAmAM Avyo che, tenuM nAma zAstra che. A zAstranI paribhASA samajI levI jarUrI che. A paribhASAthI ghaNAM zAstro bAkAta thaI gayA, dUra thaI gayA. AtmAnuM hovApaNuM, paraloka AdinuM paNa hovApaNuM jemAM che te zAstra. paNa eka vAta atyaMta mahattvanI che ke evAM zAstro pratyakSa saruno yoga na hoya tyAM supAtra jIvane AdhAra che. A supAtra zabda kema vAparavo paDyo ? yogyatA ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 175 lAyakAta pratyeka kSetramAM atyaMta mahattvanI che. vastuno upayoga karavAnI kaLA pAtratA, yogyatA, lAyakAta vinA prApta thatI nathI. e pAtratA jo na hoya to zAstrothI hita, maMgala ke kalyANa thavAnA badale bIjI muzkelIo UbhI thAya che. sAdhanAmAM mukhya avarodho cAra che. upaniSadamAM te mATe vAsanA zabda vAparyo che. je vRtti, je vicAra, je vikalpa, je kriyA vAraMvAra karavAnA kAraNe aMdaramAM daDha thaI jAya tene kahevAya che-vAsanA. vicAra ke vRtti badalAvavI sahelI, kriyA badalAvavI sahelI paNa te vAsanAnuM svarUpa jo dhAraNa kare to badalavuM kaThina thaI paDe che. pahelI che dhananI vAsanA. dhana vyApaka zabda che. dhana eTale IndriyonAM sukho mATe joItI sAmagrI meLavavA mATenuM sAdhana. Indriyo che ane IndriyonA viSayo che, ane viSayo bhogavavA mATe tenI sAmagrI joIe. sAmagrI kyAMthI lAvazo? sAmagrI meLavavA mATe vinimayanuM je sAdhana tenuM nAma dhana. jyAM jyAM Indriyo che ane jyAM jyAM Indriyone viSayo bhogavavAnI vRtti che, tyAM tyAM dhanavAsanA che. dhanavAsanA mAtra manuSyamAM ja che tema nathI. pazuo ane devonI aMdara paNa che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "tiryaMca tarunA mULa, rAkhI rahyo dhana upare re, vRkSanI nIce koIe khajAno dATyo hoya to vRkSa vikAsa pAmatuM pAmatuM jyAM khajAno dATyo che tenA upara potAnA mULiyA phelAvI de che. ene bajAramAM kharIdI karavA javuM nathI ke jhaverI bajAramAM hIrA mANeka levA javuM nathI, paNa e vRkSa potAnA mULiyA phelAvI e dhanane DhAMkI de che. e vAta nizcita che ke vRkSanA kAmamAM dhana AvavAnuM nathI, te dhana vAparI zakavAnuM nathI, to pachI Ama kema thAya che? ene kahevAya che dhananI vAsanA. mArgamAM sauthI prabaLa avarodha Avato hoya to A saMgraha karavAnI vAsanA che, te ApaNane aTakAve che, roke che. ApaNA mArgamAM aMtarAya Ubho kare che. eTalA ja mATe ema kahyuM ke jyAM sudhI IndriyonA bhogonI vAsanA aMdaramAM majabUta haze tyAM sudhI dhana pAchaLanI doDa tIvrapaNe raheze ja. tame dhananI pAchaLa doDo cho ke tamane tamArI vAsanA doDAve che? tame sajjana mANasa cho, paNa A vAsanA doDAve che. prabaLa che A dhananI vAsanA. bIjI saMtatinI vAsanA che. ApaNo ahaMkAra vyApaka rUpamAM kAma kare che. ahaMkAra ApaNA mana, buddhi ane bhAvanI upara presara karato hoya che. tuM to jabhyo, paNa tAro vAraso jagatamAM akhaMDa rahevo joIe, aitihAsika pAtra banI javuM joIe. zAstramAM eka majhAnI vAta karI che ke cakravartI cha khaMDa sAdhe che. tyAre RSabhakUTa parvatanA pUrvabhAga For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 176 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 upara kAkiNI ratnathI potAnuM nAma lakhe che. vaLI navo cakravartI AvIne jUnA cakravartInuM nAma bhUMsI nAkhIne potAnuM nAma tyAM lakhe che ane pachI AgaLa jAya che. koIke jJAnIne pUchyuM ke AvAM keTalAM cakravartIonA nAmo bhUMsAyA haze? jJAnI kahe che ke anaMta cakravartIonAM nAma bhUMsAyA che. AvuM hovA chatAM ApaNane ema ja che ke huM kAyama rahuM, mArI paraMparA kAyama rahe, mAro vaMzavelo cAlu rahe. saMtati pratyenI vAsanA ATalI prabaLa hoya che. trIjI che lokavAsanA. Ane zAstromAM lokeSaNA kahe che. te sauthI vadhAre avarodha karanArI che. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che ke "lokasaMjJA jenI jiMdagIno dhRvakAMTo che, te paramArtha mArgane kadI pAmI zakato nathI.' lokasaMjJA eTale mane loko mAne, mane pUje. eka jagyAe koIka rAjakIya netAnuM sanmAna thatuM hatuM. pacAsa hAra caDAvavAmAM AvyAM. kAryakrama pUro thaI gayA pachI temaNe sekreTarIne pUchyuM, "pAMca hAra kyAM guma thaI gayA? meM to paMcAvana hAranA paisA Apela che. caDAvavAmAM to pacAsa ja vaparANA." A zuM? potAnA paisA, potAnuM mAthuM, potAno mANasa. AmAM zI majhA AvatI haze? A lokavAsanA che. ene moTAI joIe che. kAM to huM lokone rAjI rAkhuM, kAM to loko mane rAjI rAkhe, paNa sAheba! A loko rAjI thayA nathI ane loko kadI paNa tamane rAjI rAkhaze paNa nahi. bhagavAna kRSNa ane bhagavAna rAmajIne pUcho, mahAvIra svAmIjIne pUcho. lokoe emane rAjI rAkhyAM? lokothI teo rAjI rahyAM? A loka saMjJA bahu ja prabaLa che. A prabaLa saMjJA mAtra saMsArI jIvone ja pajave che evuM nathI, paNa sAdhuone paNa pajave che. jJAnIo tathA vidvAnone paNa pajave che. vaktAo ane kathAkArane paNa pajave che. gAdInA mahaMtone paNa pajave che. bIjuM kAMI nahi, loko mane jANe. tAre karavuM che zuM, jaNAvIne? tuM tane jANa ne. lokasaMjJA jenI jIMdagIno dhruvakAMTo che te paramArtha mArgane kadI pAmI zakato nathI." zUnya thaI jaIe, ekadama zUnya thaI jaIe, ane evI zUnyatA jyAre jIvanamAM Ave che tyAre paripUrNa thaI javAya che. zUnya thaIe to pUrNa sAthe ApaNo meLApa thAya. pUrNa jagatamAM hAjara che. ahaMkAra ane lokavAsanAthI zUnya thavAya tyAre pUrNa sAthe meLApa thAya. ane cothI prabaLa vAsanA che zAstra vAsanA. A vAtane jarA jAgRtipUrvaka samajavAno prayatna karajo. nahi to gerasamajaNa jarUra thaze. mumukSu avasthAmAM sAdhanAmAM upayogI thAya te mATe zAstro vAMcavA, jANavA ane avagAhana karavAM e judI vAta che, paNa zAstramAM kahela zabdono potAnI buddhi pramANe artha karIne, temAM aTavAI javuM tathA zAstronA artho badalavAM te darzanamohanuM kAma che. aneka janmomAM pharatAM pharatAM aneka vRttiono ApaNe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 177 pragADha anubhava karyo che, mATe ApaNI pAse pUrvanA saMskAra che, ane jyAre jyAre buddhi maLI tyAre tyAre zAstro vAMcyA haze ane potAnI buddhi pramANe artha karyo haze tethI ApaNe sa sudhI pahoMcI zakyA nathI. UMDANathI vicArajo. darzanamoha je kAma kare che tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. tenuM gUDha kAma che. jeTalI buddhi tIvra, hAIlI AI kyu levala, tenAthI kAM to zAstronI spaSTatA karaze, kAM to potAnA manamAM gUMcavaNo UbhI karaze. buddhipUrvaka je mithyA mAnyatA, vicAro svIkAravA, emAMthI je UbhAM thAya ene kahevAya che matamatAMtaro, ene kahevAya che saMpradAya. dharmamAM saMpradAyane avakAza nathI. dharmamAM matane avakAza nathI, paNa ahIM be paribaLo kAma kare che. eka darzanamoha ane bIjuM paribaLa che tIvra buddhi. tame ema pUchazo ke jo A buddhinI samasyA che to zuM buddhi kADhI nAkhIe? buddhi vagaranA ane jaDa banI jaIe? zAstro kahe che ke nA. e buddhine prajJAmAM rUpAMtara karavI che, durAgrahamAM rUpAMtara karavI nathI, mAnyatAomAM rUpAMtara karavI nathI, matAgrahamAM rUpAMtara karavI nathI. tattva jema che, satya jema che ema svIkAra karavo tene kahevAya che prajJA. prathama traNa vAsanAo vairAgyathI dUra thaze. vidyuta lakSmI prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te to jaLanA taraMga." A tame sAMbhaLazo ane samajazo to kadAca vairAgya utpanna thAya. kadAca zabda eTalA mATe vAparuM chuM ke hajI sudhI thayo nathI, paNa kadAca thAya. ghara pratye vairAgya thAya, dhananI mUcha ochI thaI jAya, putravAsanA ane lokavAsanA vairAgyathI dUra thAya, paNa zAstra vAsanA vairAgyathI dUra thaI zakatI nathI. zrImadjIe kahyuM che ke vairAgyathI dhanavAsanA dUra thaze, vairAgyathI lokavAsanA ane putra vAsanA dUra thaze, paNa vairAgyathI zAstra vAsanA dUra nahi thAya. vairAgyanI parAkASTA nagnatA arthAtu badhAM vastro paNa choDyAM, digaMbara thayAM, vRkSa nIce besI dhyAna kare, garamImAM tape, ThaMDImAM Thare, varasAdamAM palaLe, vRkSa nIce UbhA rahe, pazuo Ave che, avAja kare che, DaMkha mAre che. sahana kare che. AthI vadhAre vairAgyanI vibhAvanA karI zakAya nahi. Avo vairAgya hovA chatAM tene zAstranA nAme mithyA Agraha hoI zake che. A vAsanA satu pAse jatAM aTakAve che. sata bahu dUra nathI. sata saraLa che. sata to pragaTa che. sata samIpa-najIka che. parama nidhAna pragaTa mukha AgaLa; jagata ullaMghI ho jAya, jinesara. dharma jinesara gAvuM raMgazuM. (AnaMdadhanajI ma.) khajAno ApaNI pAse che. sata apragaTa nathI. sata chUpuM nathI. satya kaThina ke gahana For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 178 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 nathI. satya vAMku cUkuM nathI. satya guMcavADAvALuM nathI. satya saraLa che, sugama che. tamArI najIkamAM najIka tamAruM zarIra che, tethI paNa vadhAre tamArI najIka sata che. AvuM najIka sata hovA chatAM mithyA AgrahanA kAraNe satanI prApti thatI nathI. zAstravAsanAnA kAraNe matamAM, mAnyatAomAM aTavAyelo raheze. ghaNI vakhata jJAnI puruSa pAse gayo paNa potAno mata ane mAnyatA laIne gayo. huM A pramANe mAnuM chuM. tamAre zuM kahevuM che? ene to pote je mAne che tenA upara jJAnI puruSono sikko lagADavo che. huM je mAnuM chuM tenA upara tame sahI karI Apo. "tuM kahe che e satya che', tevuM kahenArA guru maLe tyAre ema thAya ke mokSa to ApaNA hAthamAM che, paNa vAstavamAM ema nathI. zAstro jyAre jIvanamAM Ave che tyAre sAdhaka samajato nathI ke potAnA jIvanamAM kevI samasyA, kevI gUMcavaNa pedA thAya che. barAbara samajI lo. zAstrano doSa nathI paNa te jenA hAthamAM Ave che te vyaktinA tenA pratyenA abhigama upara AdhAra che. jagata zemAM rokAyuM che? moTAbhAganuM jagata dhanamAM, putra vAsanAmAM, ane lokavAsanAmAM rokAyuM che, paNa tenA karatAM paNa moTI zAstravAsanA che, temAM rokAyuM che, ane tethI ja ATalA darzano, ATalI mAnyatAo, ATalA matamatAMtaro che. eka bhAI bAra varSa kAzImAM vyAkaraNa bhaNIne AvyA ane khIcaDI karavA beThA. khIcaDI hAMDalImAM taiyAra thaI. khadabada avAja AvavA lAgyo. teNe joyuM ke mArA vyAkaraNa zAstramAM khada bada nAmano prayoga Avyo nathI. A khoTuM bole che, A uccAra khoTo kare che. kahyuM ke uccAra zuddha kara. huM bAra varSa kAzImAM vyAkaraNa bhaNela chuM, vaiyAkaraNI chuM. barAbara bhaNyo chuM, khadabada zabda vyAkaraNamAM Avato nathI. tuM khadabada kema bole che ? hAMDalI kyAMthI samaje ke paMDitane zuM kahevuM che? teNe bIjI vakhata tathA trIjI vakhata kahyuM. pAchaLa dhoko paDyo hato. teNe hAMDalI upara pachADyo.hAMDalI tUTI gaI ane khIcaDI paDI cUlAmAM. A paMDitAInI ane vidvatAnI muzkelI che. zAstro tamArA hAthamAM Avaze tyAre tenA zabdonI mulavaNI tame kevI rIte karo cho? tame tenuM arthaghaTana kevI rIte karo cho? tame temAM sAra tattva zuM samajyA? tamAro tenA pratye kevo abhigama che? tame emAMthI zuM zodho cho? zuM parizIlana, zuM anuzIlana, zuM avagAhana karo cho? tenA upara AdhAra che. - saddaguru ane zAstra, baMne vacce pharaka che. tame mithyA artha karazo to sadguru bolaze paNa asaguru, kuguru ke zAstro nahi bole. saguru hAtha pakaDaze ke A mithyA che. zAstro nahi bole, mATe ema kahyuM ke zAstro satanA samIpa paNa laI jaI zake ane zAstro For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 179 satathI vimukha paNa karI zake. zAstro taTastha ane madhyastha che. mATe AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM ke, 'sau re suno bhAI, valoNuM valove to, tattva amRta koI pAI.' sAMbhaLo bhAIo, valoNuM valovo. vicAra karo, ciMtana karo, manana karo, buddhine prajJAmAM rUpAMtarita karo. tattvanuM UMDANathI jo ciMtana karo to kadAca mAkhaNa tamArA hAthamAM Ave. zAstro mAkhaNane prApta karavA mATe che. chAzamAM aTavAvavAnI jarUra nathI. zabdo chAza jevA che. eka bahu mahattvanI vAta paramakRpALu deve A gAthAmAM karI che. have A gAthA samajIe. 'athavA' A zabda vAparyo. athavA eTale kaMIka kahevuM che te pahelAM mahattvanI vAta karI. AtmAdi astitvanA, jehanirUpaka zAstra, pratyakSa sadguruyoga nahi tyAM AdhAra supAtra. pachI e bhAva UThyo A gAthAmAM kaMIka khUTe che. kaMIka ochapa che. kaMIka ume2vA jevuM che. ane umeryuM. zuM umeryuM ? 'athavA sadgurue kahyAM, je avagAhana kAja.' Thera Thera vacanAmRtamAM paramakRpALudeve sUcano ApyAM che. tame yogavaziSThanuM vAMcana karajo. yogavaziSThanA be prakaraNo, vairAgya prakaraNa ane upazama prakaraNa, tenuM vAMcana karajo. vicAra sAgaranuM vAMcana tame karajo. paramAnaMdI paMcaviMzatinuM tame vAMcana karajo. tame yogadRSTi samuccaya uparathI ATha dRSTinI je sajjhAyo che, tenuM vAMcana karajo. zAMta sudhArasa ane adhyAtmasAranuM bhAvana karajo. jJAnI puruSe jemanA mATe kahyuM, emanuM vyaktitva jANIne kahyuM che. emane ema lAgyuM ke Ane vairAgyanI jarUra che, Ane upazamanI jarUra che. vairAgya ane upazama dRDha thayA sivAya Ane jJAna pacaze nahi. emaNe samayasAranI ke niyamasAranI vAta na karI. dravyAnuyoga ke paMcAstikAyanI vAta na karI. emaNe ema kahyuM ke tamAro vairAgya ane upazama tame dRDha karo. jenA vairAgya-upazama dRDha thayA che, teo emAM ne emAM na aTake mATe teone ema kahyuM ke tamAre dravyAnuyogano abhyAsa karavo. parama gaMbhIra zAstra samayasAra Adino tamAre abhyAsa karavo. kAraNa tamAre enI jarUra che. paNa jene jaina darzanano paricaya nathI, sAMpradAyika paricaya nathI, ene paNa mArge vALavo che tethI tene ema kahyuM ke tame yogavaziSThanuM vAMcana karo. paramakRpALu deva jAte nathI kahetA ke huM je kahuM chuM te barAbara che. teo pUrvanA jJAnI puruSoe lakhelA zAstrone AgaLa kare che. temaNe manasukharAma zivarAma desAI jevA vidvAnane bhalAmaNa karI ke 'tame SaDgarzana samuccaya, je haribhadrasUri mahArAja racita che tenuM vAMcana ane adhyayana karajo, avagAhana karajo.' For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 180 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 koI davA tame tamArI jAte lo, tenuM pariNAma kadAca sAruM Ave ane ghaNIvAra ulaTuM paNa Ave, paNa niSNAta DaoNkTaroe kahyuM hoya ke A davA lo to te davAnuM viparIta pariNAma na Ave, mATe ema kahyuM ke zAstra supAtra jIvane AdhAra che. paNa tethI vizeSa AdhAra "sarue kahyAM' enA upara che. bahu AnaMdanI vAta ke saddaguru ema kahe tame Atmasiddhi vAMcajo, sadguru ema kahe ke tame adhyAtmasAra jojo, sadguru ema kahe ke jJAnasAra jojo, teno artha evo thAya ke ApaNAM mATe je yogya che tenI pasaMdagI karIne sadgurue AjJA karI. ApaNane paNa vAMcatI vakhate AnaMda thAya ke mArA saddagurudeve A zAstranuM avagAhana karavAnuM kahyuM che, eTale karuM chuM. "athavA sadgurue kahyA, je avagAhana kAja', ATalA vAkyathI pUruM thatuM nathI. vacamAM bIjI bhalAmaNa, cetavaNI ApI. "A zAstro mata matAMtara eTale kuLadharmane sArthaka karavAno hetu Adi bhrAMti choDIne mAtra AtmArthe nitya vicAravAM." zuM karavA kahyAM? matamatAMtara mATe? alaga coko ke alaga vADA mATe? alaga mAnyatA mATe? alaga grupa UbhA karavA mATe? nA, nA. A zAstra sarva kahyAM vizeSa jIva karavA nirmaLo. A zAstro nadI che, A zAstro gaMgA che. gaMgAmAM snAna karIne jema maLa dUra karavAno che tema zAstrarUpI nadImAM snAna karIne AtmAne nirmaLa karavAno che. AtmA nirmaLa karavA mATe A zAstro che. mata matAMtaronI sthApanA karavA A zAstro nathI. ATalAM jorazorathI jJAnI puruSo kahetAM AvyAM che. hara yugamAM jJAnI puruSo janmyAM che, ane temaNe mata matAMtaronA tyAga mATe vAta karI che, to sAmI bAjumAM matamatAMtaro majabUta karanArA paNa jamyAM che, ane temaNe A ja kAma karyuM che ke jethI matamatAMtara majabUta thAya. matamatAMtaranA vADA tUTe tevuM kAma eka varge karyuM che. je kuLamAM janmyA hazo te kuLanI koI ne koI paraMparA tamane prApta thaze, te kuLadharma vize sarasa vAta AnaMdaghanajIe kahI : baMbhaNake ghara nahAtI dhotI, jogI ke ghara celI, kalamA paDha paDha bhaI re turakaDI Apa hI Apa akelI, avadhU aiso jJAna vicArI. A vRtti, A buddhi jyAM gaI tyAM je mata hato, je mAnyatA hatI, je pratIti hatI, je saMyogo hatAM, temAM DhaLI gaI. buddhi haMmezA matamAM DhaLI jAya che, te samAM DhaLI nathI. buddhi haMmezA mAnyatAmAM DhaLI che, te anveSaNamAM DhaLI nathI. buddhi AgrahamAM DhaLI che, nirAgrahamAM DhaLI nathI. AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che ke baMbhaNake ghara nAtI dhotI'-brAhmaNanA ghera vRtti jAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 181 tyAre kaheze nahAvuM ghovuM, basa A ApaNo dharma. eka vaidya sIMgApora loTo laIne gayA. loTAne sApha kare, ghase ane emAM ja pANI pIe. hindustAnamAM AvyA pachI teo lokone kahe "dekho hama sIMgApora meM rahe, saba kiyA, dArU piyA, mAMsAhAra kiyA, dusarA bhI jo kAma thA vo bhI saba kiyA, lekina loTA barAbara cokhkhA kiyA.' Ano dharma loTAmAM Avyo. koIno dharma loTAmAM to koIno dharma soTAmAM. paramakRpALudeva "udghoSaNA kare che. karI matAMtara tyAjya. zAstro je vakhate vAMco te vakhate kuladharmane matane laIne beso nahi. jogI ke ghara celI', bAvAonA ghera jAya tyAre calama bhare. calama bharavI, cipiyo rAkhavo, pachADavo A bAvAonuM moTuM kAma. "kalamA paDha paDha bhAI re turakaDI', musalamAnanA gharamAM gayAM to kalamo paDhI paDhIne te turakaDI thaI. A buddhi jyAM gaI tyAM DhaLI gaI. buddhi satya tarapha DhALavI evuM zAstra kahe che. te pramANe je kare te mumukSu. A moTuM kAma che. bhrAnti choDIne buddhine vALavI paDaze. bahu duHkhanI vAta che ke zAstro brAnti dUra karavA mATe che, tenA badale zAstrono upayoga bhrAnti vadhAravA mATe karavAmAM Ave to jIvano chUTakAro kevI rIte thAya? kayo AdhAra che tenA mATe ? tamAma zAstro AtmArthe ja vicAravAM. AtmAnuM hita ke AtmalakSa rAkhI, jJAnI puruSa pAse abhyAsa karavA yogya che. adhyAtma zAstro, khAsa karIne dravyAnuyoganA parama gaMbhIra zAstro jIvaMta jJAnI pAse tenA samIpamAM rahIne abhyAsa karavA yogya che. athavA temanI AjJAe ArAdhana karavA yogya che. AvuM ArAdhana tame nitya karajo. jo A pramANe na kare to zuM thAya? cAra pariNAmo Ave. paheluM pariNAma svaccheda poSAya." AgaLanI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM praveza jene karavo che teNe sauthI paheluM kAma zuM karavuM paDe ke je karyA vagara AdhyAtmika sAdhanAno prAraMbha koI saMjogomAM thaI zake nahi, tethI paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke "roke jIva svacchaMda to pAme avazya mokSa. A adbhuta gAthA che. anaMtakALamAM jIvane je bhramaNA thaI che, tenuM je ahita thayuM che te svacchaMdanA kAraNe thayuM che. potAno chaMda poSAya che, zAstro vAMcatA vAMcatA paNa potAno chaMda poSAya. potAne je game tevo artha tArave. je mAne che tevo artha tArave athavA koI koI vakhata potAnI buddhi vizeSa che tema mAnI zAstronAM artha badalAve. bIjuM pariNAma viparIta buddhi gADha thAya." potAno mata sthApe, A mUrkha mANasonA khela nathI. bhaNelA gaNelA buddhizALInA khela che. duniyAmAM koI mata ochI buddhivALAe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 182 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 sthApyo nathI, paNa prakhara buddhivALAoe ja sthApyo che. matamatAMtara temaNe karyA che. darzana moha aMdara kAma kare che, ane bahArathI A buddhinI bhUmikA laIne viparIta artha kare che. tethI viparIta buddhi gADha thAya che. ane trIjuM pariNAma "ajJAnadazAne jJAnadazA manAve." muktAbAI nava varSanA hatAM. jJAnezvara, nivRttinAtha, sopAna ane muktAbAI ema traNa bhAIo ane eka bahena hatAM. cAMgadeva caudazo varSanA hatAM. teone cAra veda, aDhAra purANo, badhA upaniSado kaMThastha hatA. duniyAbharanA zAstromAM teo nipuNa hatA. nava nidhi temanA AMgaNe UbhI rahe, aSTamahAsiddhi temanI dAsI hatI ane yogasAdhanA karIne prabaLa zaktio temaNe prApta karI hatI, chatAM aMdarathI teo khAlIkhama hatAM. pahelI vakhata muktAbAInA saMparkamAM jyAre AvyAM tyAre muktAbAIe kahyuM, cAMgyA? A kAgaLa jema koro che tema tuM paNa bilakula koro rahI gayo. nava varSanI muktAbAInA AvA zabdo cAMgadeve premapUrvaka sAMbhaLyA, A temanI pAtratA. muktAbAI cAMgyA kahe ane cAMgadeva sAMbhaLe. ApaNane koI kaMI kahI to jue? sAheba! jarA bolatAM to zIkho, mAruM pUruM nAma A pramANe che, noMdhI lyo. have pachI bolatI vakhate saMbhALajo. cAMgadeva koro rahI gayo hato. ajJAnadazAmAM jJAnadazA manAI jAya, AnA jevuM jagatamAM bIjuM koI moTuM jokhama nathI. ajJAnI eTale abhaNa nahi, moTo vidvAna paNa ajJAnI hoya. moTo vaktA paNa ajJAnI hoya ane moTo mahaMta paNa ajJAnI hoya. enA mATe bhagavatI sUtramAM pramANa ApyuM che. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM, hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa, jIvane jANyo nahIM, to sarva te ajJAna bhAkhyuM, sAkSI che Agama ahIM. navapUrva bhaNyA hoya chatAM jIvane jANyo na hoya tenI khatavaNI ajJAnInA lIsTamAM thAya. A kahe che ke vacce eka khAtuM pADI buddhimAnonuM, emAM amane mUko. khAtA be ja che. eka ajJAnInuM ane bIjuM jJAnInuM. navapUrvabhaNIne paNa jIvane jANyo nathI e ajJAnadazA che. moTA AcArya hoya ane pAMcaso ziSyonA guru hoya, moTo Azrama hoya, hajAro tapasvIonA guru hoya, AvuM hovA chatAM ajJAna dazA hoya. ajJAnadazA hoya to bhale hoya paNa ajJAnadazAmAM jJAnadazA manAvavI te bhUla che. ajJAna dazA hoya to paNa taka che, avasara che paNa ajJAnadazAmAM jJAnadazA manAI gaI to koNa sudhAraze? koNa parivartana lAvaze? koNa krAMti karaze? eka bhAI amane varSo pahelAM kahetAM hatAM, "sAheba ! Ama to mArI tabiyata sArI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 183 che. paNa mArA peTamAM AMtaraDA ja nathI. ghaNAM DaoNkTarone batAvyuM. DaoNkTaro kahe che AMtaraDA che. paNa huM kahuM chuM ke AMtaraDA nathI.' DaoNkTaro tene samajAve che paNa te mAnavA ja taiyAra nathI. have Ane koNa samajAvaze ? ThIka che. AMtaraDA che, te mAnavA taiyAra thAya paNa ajJAna dazAmAM jJAnadazA mAnI bese, tene kaI rIte samajAvI zakAya? jagatamAM anaMta jIvo aTakI gayA che. emaNe brahmacarya pALyuM, eo ahiMsaka banyAM, satyaniSTha ane vratadhArI banyAM, emaNe karmakAMDo karyA. teo ekAMtamAM gayA, mauna rahyA, prANAyAma karyA; yogasAdhanA karI, padyakrabhedana karyuM, kuMDalinI jAgRta karI, sAruM bolatAM AvaDyuM ane mAnyuM ke mArAmAM jJAnadazA che. cotho doSa te zAstra abhiniveza. abhiniveza eTale khoTo Agraha, kadAgraha. ane tenuM daDhIkaraNa tene kahevAya che abhiniveza. buddhipUrvaka khoTAnuM daDhIkaraNa. je khoTuM che te khoTuM'' ja sAcuM che, tevuM daDha karavuM tene kahevAya che daDhIkaraNa. mRtyuno bhaya ApaNane lAge che. e abhiniveza che. kAraNa ke vAraMvAra deha choDavo paDyo. sApa kAMcaLI utAre tema athavA ApaNe jema kapaDAM badalIe chIe evI rIte ApaNe deha choDyo nathI. ApaNane to deha choDavo ja nathI, ane deha choDatI vakhate ApaNane bhaya lAge che, kaMpana thAya che. mUMjhavaNa thAya che, vyAkuLa thavAya che. AvA saMskAra laIne ApaNe navA dehamAM jaIe chIe ane pUrvano bhaya tyAM paNa kAma kare che, ane e dRDha thatAM thatAM je avasthA thAya tene kahevAya che abhiniveza. ema zAstro vAMcIne je khoTuM che, buddhithI vAraMvAra ghUMTI ghUMTIne nirNaya je karyo tene kahevAya che abhiniveza. loko kahe che, yajJamAM hiMsA karavI koI doSa nathI. koI pUche ke kema? to kahe che ke zAstromAM kahyuM che ke pazuonuM sarjana yajJa mATe ja thayuM che. hajAro pazuono vadha vinA vAMke thayo haze. pahelI vakhata jeNe A kArya karyuM haze tene khabara nahi hoya ke AnuM bhayaMkara pariNAma bhaviSyamAM zuM Avaze? hajAro prANIo khatama thAya che, ane te paNa zAstra ane dharmanA nAme. A abhiniveza nAmano cotho doSa utpanna thAya che. zAstro kayA ane kevI rIte vAMcavA tenI yathArtha samajaNa na hoya mATe kRpALu deve kahyuM, athavA sadgurue kahyAM', A "athavA" zabda ATalA mATe vAparavo paDyo ke amAre je vAta karavI hatI te teramI gAthAmAM kahI dIdhI hatI. AtmAdi astitvanA, jehanirUpaka zAstra, pratyakSa sadguru yoga nahi, tyAM AdhAra supAtra. vAta pUrI thaI gaI hatI, paNa lAla lITI karIne, A cAra bAbato vacamAM na Ave For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 184 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 mATe A vAta amAre pharI kahevI paDI. jene sadguruno yoga maLI Avyo che, tene to sadguru AjJA kare te ja zAstro vAMcavA ane tenuM avagAhana karavuM temAM ja tenuM kalyANa che. kema? kAraNa ke sadguru vyaktinA vyaktitvanuM mApa kADhIne, enI AMtarika avasthA lagabhaga lagabhaga jANIne, e bhUmikAnI sAthe zuM saMgata che teno vivekapUrvaka nirNaya karIne, UMDA UtarIne AjJA kare che ke tamAre A zAstro vAMcavA. A sagurunI kALajI tamArA khyAlamAM AvI ? AvI kALajI mA ke bApa na le tevI temaNe lIdhI. tethI mane AtmAnuM bhAna thaze evo sAdhakane ullAsa hoya. saddagurue mUlyAMkana karyuM ane AjJA karI ke yoga vaziSThanuM vAMcana karajo. Ano artha evo thayo ke je jIve haju vItarAga mArganI paraMparA jANI nathI, tenAthI dUra che, tethI yoga vaziSThanA be mahattvanA prakaraNo vairAgya ane upazama vAMcavAnuM kahyuM. tenA dvArA vairAgya ane upazamanI prApti thAya. jene yogasAdhanA karavI che tene yoganI ATha dRSTi che tenuM adhyayana karajo ema kahyuM. dhyAna tarapha jenI pragADha ruci che ane jenAmAM dravyAnuyoganA gahana sAgaramAM praveza karavAnI kSamatA che tene ema kahyuM ke dravyAnuyoga te parama gaMbhIra zAstra che ane tenA dvArA AtmAnuM bhAna thaze, mATe te nitya vicArajo ema kahyuM. "te te nitya vicAravA', ekapaNa zabda vadhAre ke ocho karavA paramakRpALudeva taiyAra nathI. te te sadgurue je je kahyAM te te nitya vicAravAM. upaniSaddhAM kahyuM che ke tame AhAra lo cho, roja nidrA lo cho, roja svAdhyAya paNa karo cho, kadAca koI vakhata tamane samaya na maLe to AhAra kenidrA na lezo. vyavasAya na karazo paNa svAdhyAyamAM pramAda na karazo. A badhuM ochuM thaze to cAlaze paNa svAdhyAya nahi thAya to nahi cAle. ApaNe muMbaI samAcAra jevI rIte vAMcIe chIe tevI rIte zAstro na vaMcAya. svAdhyAyanA pAMca prakAra che. vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA, anuprekSA ane dharmakathA. prathama zabda che vAcanA. vAcanA e jaina paraMparAno zabda che. AcAryazrI, jJAnI puruSa sUtranuM vAMcana kare ane ziSyo vidhipUrvaka zravaNa kare te prakriyAne vAcanA kahe che. sAMbhaLavuM nahi paNa zravaNa. mana bahu vyAkuLa haze, mana caMcaLa ke aTavAyeluM haze, moha mAyAmAM phasAyeluM haze, bahu vicArothI AkuLa vyAkuLa haze to tame zAstro sAMbhaLavA chatAM sAMbhaLI nahi zako. haiyA sudhI zabdo nahi jAya, kAna sudhI ja Avaze. e sAMbhaLyA pachI ekAMta hoya, mauna hoya, nivRtti hoya, AraMbha parigrahanuM alpatva hoya, zAMta citta hoya, svasthatA hoya, nivRtta mana hoya to tenI vAraMvAra vicAraNA karavI. avagAhana ane ciMtana karavuM. vicAraNA karatAM karatAM kadAca koI vAta spaSTa na thAya, na samajAya to saMkoca For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 185 rAkhyA vagara gurudevane pUchavuM ke he gurudeva! A vAta mane spaSTa thatI nathI. A pRcchanA che. pachI trIjo zabda che parAvartanA, nitya vicAravAM', zAstro vAMcI bAju para nathI mUkavAnAM. zAstro vAMcIne AtmAne vairAgya ane tyAgathI bhAvita karavo che. jJAnathI ane dhyAnathI bhAvita karavo che. AtmA upara pragADha zubha ane zuddha saMskAra nAkhavA che, te mATe prakriyA vArevAre karavI paDaze, te mATe parAvartanA svAdhyAya. svAdhyAyano cotho prakAra che anuprekSA. anuprekSA eTale atyaMta UMDANamAM jaI tattvanuM ciMtana karavuM. eka yuvAne muni jIvana svIkAryuM. zarIra taMdurasta ane svastha. thoDA mahinA pachI temanA svajano maLavA AvyAM. temanuM zarIra sukAI gayuM hatuM. ciMtA thaI ane svajano gurudevane pUche che ke "gAmamAM zrAvakonA ghara che ke nahi? bhikSA barAbara maLe to che ne?' to kahe ke "hA maLe che.' pachI pUchyuM ke teo sukAtA kema jAya che?' gurudeva paNa vicakSaNa hatA. temaNe kahyuM "zrAvako to bhaktibhAvapUrvaka AhAra Ape che paNa muni eTalA mATe sukAI jAya che ke rAta ane divasa pragADhapaNe e tattvanuM ciMtana UbhA UbhA kare che. munine koI ciMtA ke mUMjhavaNa nathI. ame AjJA karI che, AhAra lo ane AhAra le paNa che, hAthamAM koLiyo hoya ane tattvanA ciMtanamAM UtarI jAya. pAsenA muni kahe ke munirAja ! hAthamAM koLiyo che. UbhAM hoya ane temanuM mana tattva ciMtanamAM cAlyuM jAya. UMghamAM gayA hoya to jhabakIne beThAM thAya." tamane thatuM haze ke ATaluM badhuM tattvaciMtana? anuprekSA dhyAna che, mAtra svAdhyAya nahi. che svAdhyAyanuM aMga paNa joDANa che dhyAna sAthe. svAdhyAya karatAM karatAM dhyAna. dhyAnamAMthI svAdhyAya ane svAdhyAyamAMthI dhyAna. dhyAnanI dhArA tUTI ke anuprekSA. anuprekSA karatAM karatAM evI avasthA AvI ke dhyAnamAM DUbI gayo. kAThiyAvADano zabda che "garI gayo" arthAta DUbI gayo. dhyAnamAM garI gayo, UMDo utarI gayo. anuprekSA (ciMtana) karatAM karatAM dhyAna ane dhyAnanI dhArA tUTe to anuprekSA svAdhyAya. A cAra karyA pachI koI pAtra mumukSu jIva jo hoya to ene je kaMI paNa zAstro pote vAMcyA che tenuM namratApUrvaka tenI pAse nivedana kare to tene kahevAya che dharmakathA. A vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA, anuprekSA ane dharmakathA e svAdhyAyanA pAMca prakAro che, tethI te nityavicAravA. chevaTe bhalAmaNa karI ke, "karI matAMtara tyAja." mata ane matAMtara choDo. navA to UbhA karazo ja nahi. paNa je laIne AvyA cho te choDajo. ApaNe koIne pUchIe ke tame koNa? to kaheze sthAnakavAsI, tame? derAsarI. tame? digaMbara. tame? terApaMthI. tame? cothavALAM, tame? pAMcamavALA. tame? cha koTivALAM. ame kharataravALA, paNa mahAvIravALAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 18 pravacana kramAMka - 16, gAthA kramAMka - 14 to koI nahi? jAku jAku pUchIye saba apanI apanI gAve, sAcA mAraga kau na batAve. caudamI gAthAmAM ghaNI spaSTatA karI. zAstrono upayoga sAdhake kevI rIte karavo? zAstro kevI rIte vAMcavA ? zAstro vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNa karI, paNa zAstro vAMcavAnI prakriyA ane tenI rIta rasama paNa ApaNane zIkhavADI. jema koI saMgItakAra zikhavADe ke Ama AMgaLIo pheravavI joIe, to dipaka rAga Ave, bilAvala Ave, ThumarI Ave, Avo rAga Ama pragaTa thAya. tema zAstro kevI rIte vAMcavA, te zikhavADyuM. A bahu moTI vAta che. A kemIsTrI che. A vijJAna che. A vAta karyA pachI AgaLanI gAthAmAM eka mahattvano TarniMga poInTa batAve che. tamAre ahIMthI parivartana karavuM ja paDaze. te parivartana karyA sivAya mokSamArgamAM kadI paNa tamAro praveza nahi thAya. vrata ke kaMpanI A vAta nathI. samyagadarzananI vAta nathI. AtmabodhanI vAta nathI, paNa enI pahelAM anivAryapaNe je ghaTanA ghaTavI joIe tenI vAta karI che. pAchA maLIzuM tyAre e gAthAthI prAraMbha karIzuM. vinaMtI che ke dhyAnathI samajavA koziza karajo. paramakRpALu deva parama satya vacce UbhA che. tame koI DhAMcA ke pharamA taiyAra karIne Avazo nahi. paramakRpALu deve siMhanI jema adbhuta garjanA karI che. e vAtane barAbara samajIe. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 187 pravacana kramAMka - 10 gAthA kramAMka - 15, 16 sAdhanAmAM bAdhaka paribaLa svachaMda roke jIva svachaMda to, pAme avazya mokSa, pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM jinanirdoSa. (15) TIkA jIvana anAdikALathI potAnA DahApaNe ane potAnI IcchAe cAlyo che, enuM nAma svacchaMda che. jo te svadane roke to jarUra te mokSane pAme; ane e rIte bhUtakALa anaMta jIva mokSa pAmyA che. ema rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna emAMno ekke doSa jene viSe nathI evA doSarahita vItarAge kahyuM che. (15) AtmasiddhizAstranI paMdaramI gAthAmAM siMhagarjanA che. A mAnavajIvananI sAme satyanuM pradAna che. koI hicakicATa nathI. koI zaMkA nathI. koI dvighA nathI. koI dvanda nathI koI mUMjhavaNa nathI ane satyanA pAyA upara UbhA rahIne emaNe garjanA karI che ke "pAme avazya mokSa." A zabdonI pAchaLa bhAre hiMmata ane AtmabaLa che. mAtra AzvAsana nathI paNa tathyanuM uddhATana che. tame kALanI vAta javA do, paristhitinI vAta javA do, karmano bahu boja che, tenI vAta javA do. A badhA paribaLo ame jANIe chIe. chatAM kahIe chIe ke avazya mokSa prApta karI zakazo. zuM pramANa? to pramANa ApyuM ke "pAmyAM ema anaMta che." Aja sudhImAM anaMta jIvo mokSa pAmyA che. to AnAthI moTuM pramANa kayuM? anaMta jIvo saMsAramAMthI mukta banyA che, paNa sAheba, A koNe kahyuM? "bhAnuM jina nirdoSa." A vAta jeNe karI che te sAkSAt jinezvara paramAtmAe karI che ane teo nirdoSa che. rAga, dveSa ane moha ema traNa prakAranA doSothI rahita che. jemanI cetanA rAga rahita hoya, dveSa rahita hoya ane moha rahita hoya e nizcita ajJAna rahita hoya ja. ane je ajJAna rahita hoya, emanA jJAna uparanA AvaraNo tUTI gayA hoya ane samagra jJAna, saMpUrNa astitvanuM jJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM hoya, evI avasthA jemaNe prApta karI che temaNe kahyuM che ke avazya mokSa prApta kare For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 188 pravacana kramAMka - 17, gAthA kramAMka - 15 che. ane A rItathI anaMta jIvo mokSa pAmyA che. ATalI badhI mahattvanI vAta jo hoya to jANavuM jarUrI che ke zuM karavAthI mokSa prApta thAya? tamAma prakAranI sAdhanAo jema ke dhyAnanI sAdhanA hoya ke maMtrajapanI hoya, dharmanI hoya ke svAdhyAyanI hoya, tattva ciMtananI ke pUjApAThanI hoya, stotra pAThanI hoya, ke bhaktinI hoya, paNa sauthI pahelAM sAdhake zuM karavuM? kyAMthI zarUAta karavI? samyakdarzananI sAdhanA ane yoganI vividha prakAranI sAdhanAo karatAM pahelAM sAdhake sauthI pahelAM zuM karavuM joIe? A gaMbhIra prazna laIne paramakRpALu deva vAta karI rahyA che, tenuM eka kAraNa e che ke Aja sudhImAM anaMta janmomAM anaMta prakAranI sAdhanAo jIve karI che. chatAM te niSphaLa gaI che. A dharatI upara koI paNa jIva evo nathI ke je akAma nirjarA karato na hoya, puNyano baMdha karato na hoya, zubhabhAva ke zubha pravRtti karato na hoya, vartamAnamAM bhale te nAstika dekhAto hoya chatAM paNa koI janmamAM eNe tyAga paropakAranI sAdhanA karI haze. A jagatamAM anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra anaMta prakAranI sAdhanA karavA chatAM te saphaLa kema na thaI? niSphaLa kema gaI? niSphaLa kema gaI te negeTIva eproca ane saphaLa kema na thaI e pojhITIva eproca che. evuM zuM bAkI rahyuM hatuM je A jIve nathI karyuM? jyAM sudhI A spaSTa nahi thAya tyAM sudhImAM sAdhanAno pAyo nahi naMkhAya. sAdhanA ApaNe karIe chIe chatAM evuM kaMIka rahI jAya che jenA kAraNe sAdhanAnuM yathArtha pariNAma AvyuM nathI. paramakRpALu deve A gAthAmAM kahyuM ke tame avazya mokSa prApta karazo. anaMta jIvo mokSane pAmyA che-tema nirdoSa jinezvara paramAtmAe kathana karyuM che, paNa te mokSa thAya kyAre ? - have pahelI kaDI laIe ke "roke jIva svachaMda to." ApaNe A kaDI chellI lIdhI, pAme avazya mokSa, pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuMjina nirdoSa." A prastAvanA che. paNa zenAthI A prApta thAya? zuM nathI karyuM A jIve? svachaMda rokyo nathI. "roke jIva svaccheda to", "to' zabda vAparyo. A jIva svacchaMdano tyAga kare, svacchaMdano parihAra kare, to svacchaMda zabdane samajI laIe. sva ane chaMda A be maLIne svaccheda zabda thAya che. svanA be artho thAya. eka artha svarUpa, A ThekANe svarUpa artha nahi levAya kAraNa ke svarUpanuM tene bhAna nathI to svacchaMdamAM sva zabdano zuM artha karazo? svamAM ghaNo jamelo che. mULamAM aneka vRttiono saMgraha che. e badhuM laIne eka svarUpa je taiyAra thayuM tene kahevAya che aham. sva eTale aham. anaMtakALamAM svarUpanuM bhAna AtmAne thayuM nathI paNa sva eTale ahamanuM bhAna AtmAne jarUra che. chaMda eTale nAda, nAda eTale Teva. Teva eTale vRtti, Teva For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 189 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA eTale Adata. enuM e karavAnI Teva tene kahevAya che chaMda. kono chaMda? ahamano chaMda. vRttio che, zAstrajJAna che, vividha kriyAo che. temAM potAne game, potAno aham poSAya, manane pasaMda paDe, ahamanA kahevA pramANe game evI potAnI icchA, potAnuM DahApaNa, te DahoLatAM DahoLatAM A jIve ghaNI mathAmaNa karI che paNa pAra nathI Avyo, kAraNa ke jIvAtmAne svarUpanuM jJAna nathI. svarUpano anubhava na hoya tyAre pAMca sattAo kAma kare che. pahelI sattA-ajJAnanI che. sauthI moTI sattA A ajJAnanI che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, ajJAna khalu kaSTam." ajJAna jevuM jagatamAM bIjuM koI kaSTa nathI. eka yajJano maMDapa hato. hajAro brAhmaNo bhegAM thayA che. yajJa cAlI rahyo che. maMtroccAra thaI rahyA che, Ahutio apAI rahI che. ghI homAI rahyuM che. moTA moTA brAhmaNo tilaka karI beThAM che. temaNe gaLAmAM mALAo paherI che. hajAro mANaso satkAra kare che ane tenI vacce svAhA svAhAno pATha cAle che. te vakhate be munio maMDapanI bahAra UbhA rahIne jorathI udghoSaNA kare che. 'pado vaSama, do Nama, tattva na jJAyate paramA" bahu duHkho sahana karo che, bahu duHkho veTho che, bahu takalIpho sahana karo che paNa tattvane jANatA nathI. yazovijayajI mahArAje bhAre kaTAkSa karyo che. temaNe ema kahyuM, jo mAtra kaSTa sahana karavAthI dharma thato hoya to. baLada thAya to sAruM. je loko sAdhanA kare che tenA caraNomAM namaskAra karIne vAta karIe chIe, TIkA nathI, paNa ahIM ajJAnanI sattA che. dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM ke ajJAnI puNyane jANato nathI. pApane paNa jANato nathI. Azrava, saMvara ke nirjarAne jANato nathI. baMdhanA kAraNone jANato nathI, mokSanA upAyone jANato nathI. tevo ajJAnI ahiMsAnI sAdhanA kevI rIte karaze? jIvanamAM sauthI moTo avarodha koIpaNa hoya to e ajJAnano avarodha che. mATe AtmasiddhizAstranA prAraMbhamAM paramakRpALu deve bahu premapUrvaka kahyuM ke : je svarUpa samajyA vinA pAmyo duHkha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadaguru bhagavaMta. temaNe svarUpanA ajJAnanI vAta karI ane ajJAna zabdano artha ApaNe anekavAra karyo che. nathI jANato tema nahi, nathI bhaNyo tenuM nAma ajJAna nahi. abhaNa ane ajJAnI baMne vacce pharaka che. abhaNa jJAnI hoI zake che, ane bhaNelo ajJAnI hoI zake che. bhaNelA mAThuM na lagADazo. tukArAma ane kabIra bhaNyAM na hatAM. kabIra to kahe che ke huM kAgaLa ane zAhIne aDyo ja nathI, paNa "meM kahetA AMkhana dekhI, aura tuma kahate ho pAna meM dekhI." huM to AMkhathI joyela kahuM chuM, ane tame to zAstromAM lakhelA pAnAmAM vAMcIne kaho For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 190 pravacana kramAMka - 17, gAthA kramAMka - 15 cho. kone jJAnI kahevo? zAstro bhaNe ne jJAna meLave, te jJAna nahi. jJAna to AMtarika avasthA che, mATe zAstra na jANato hovA chatAM jJAnI hoI zake che. ane anya kaMIpaNa jANato na hoya to paNa jJAnI hoI zake che. tethI sAcA arthamAM jJAna kone kahevAya ane ajJAna kone kahevAya tenuM spaSTIkaraNa karIe chIe. eka ajJAnanI sattA jIva upara che. kAraNa ke yathArtha, sAcuM ane vAstavika e jANato nathI ane jANato nahi hoya to ajJAnI karaze zuM? ajJAnI puNya pApano bheda te navi jANe, naya gama bhaMga prarUpaNA haThavAde tANe. pUjAmAM ema Ave che ke ajJAnI puNya pApano bheda to jANato nathI, paNa naya, nikSepa, pramANa, saptabhaMgI, nizcayanaya vyavahAranaya e badhI vAta karIne haThavAdamAM tANAtANa karyA kare che, tethI ajJAnI aTakIne Ubho che. vAMcyuM ghaNuM, sAMbhaLyuM ghaNuM, karyuM paNa ghaNuM, chatAM aTakIne Ubho che. bIjI ApaNA upara vRttionI ane vAsanAonI sattA che. anaMtakALathI A vAsanAonI sattA ApaNA AtmA upara majabUta rIte kAma karI rahI che. tattvajJAnamAM jaina paribhASAmAM saMjJA zabda che. AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA, parigraha saMjJA A cAra saMjJAo che. temaja bIjI bAra saMjJAo che. krodha saMjJA, mAna saMjJA, mAyA saMjJA, lobha saMjJA, odha saMjJA, duHkha saMjJA, sukha saMjJA, moha saMjJA, dharma saMjJA, zoka saMjJA, jugupsA saMjJA. saMjJA eTale mohane oLakhavAnuM cinha. AnAthI mohaoLakhAya. AhAranI vRtti rahetI hoya to samajavuM ke aMdara moha kAma kare che. saMgrahanI vRtti rahetI hoya to samajavuM ke parigraha kAma kare che. krodhanA Aveza Ave to samajavuM ke mohanuM zAsana kAma kare che. moha soLe kaLAe khIlyo che, mohanuM jora che, mohanuM sAmarthya che. saMjJA eTale cinha, lakSaNa. A soLa saMjJAnuM zAsana A jIvAtmA upara rahela che. trIjI moha ane kaSAyonI sattAH tame bhale game te mAnatA ho paNa adhikAra mohano che, adhikAra kaSAyono che. e ApaNane tANI jAya che, kheMcI jAya che. bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM nAkhI de che. chelle kahIe chIe ke mAre krodha nahoto karavo ane thaI gayo. kema? tuM bahAragAma gayo hato? thAya kevI rIte? paNa A sattA kAma kare che. cothI sattA ahaMkAranI sattA ane chellI pAMcamI sattA te potAnI icchA ane pasaMdagI pramANe potAnuM DahApaNa DahoLavAnI sattA. A pAMca sattA taLe jIva je paNa kare che ane jJAnIo svacchaMda kahe che. 1. ajJAnanI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 191 sattA, 2. vRttio ane vAsanAnI sattA, 3. mohane kaSAyonI sattA, 4. ahaMkAranI sattA, ane 5. IcchA pramANe DahApaNa DahoLavAnI sattA. A pAMca sattAono saravALo tenuM nAma svachaMda che. A svaccheda zuM che? tene vigatavAra samajIe. chaMda eTale nAda, dhUna. koIne pIvAnI koIne jugAra ramavAnI dhUna lAgI jAya che. koIne saTTo ramavAnI to koIne khaTapaTa karavAnI dhUna lAgI hoya che. koI ThekANe zAMtithI loko rahetAM hoya tyAM kaMIka karo ema kahIne hoLI saLagAve eTale laDAI cAlu thaI jAya. A pAMcenI sattA maLe, AvI avasthAmAM je paNa kaMI karavuM tene kahevAya che svacchaMda. pachI japa karatAM hoya, vrata karatAM hoya, yoga sAdhatA hoya, pUjApATha karatA hoya, paramakRpALudeva tene svacchaMda kahe che. A roga kaMI navo nathI. ghaNo jUno che A roga. pAMca dasa varSa jo roga rahe to DaoNkTaro hAtha dhoI nAkhe che. have amAruM kAma nathI. paNa te vakhate koI DaoNkTara ema kahe ke huM Ano spezyAlisTa chuM. bhale Avo jUno roga che paNa tenA upara huM kAma karIza. A svacchaMdano roga to anAdikALano che. to ""jIva anAdikALathI potAnA DahApaNe ane potAnI icchAe cAlyo che'' sAcI samajaNa hota, DahApaNa hota, vRttionuM zAsana na hota, kaSAyonuM sAmrAjya na hota ane potAnA DahApaNe cAlata, to te mAnya hatuM, barAbara hatuM. paNa sattA pAMcenI ane cAle che potAnA chaMda. sattA ajJAnanI ane cAle che potAnA chaMde. sattA vAsanAo ane kaSAyonI ane kare che potAnA chaMde. sattA ahaMkAranI ane kare che potAnA chaMde. anaMtakALathI anaMtavAra vividha prakAranI dharma sAdhanA karavA chatAM e saphaLa na thaI to tenuM eka ja kAraNa che-svachaMda. zuM lAge che tamane ? tamArI mahenatane niSphaLa javA devI nathI, nakAmI javA devI nathI. tame je mahenata karo te saphaLa thAya. kheDUta mahenata karI khetaramAM vAve ane pAzera paNa anAja na Uge to kheDUta rAjI thAya? tene duHkha thAya ke vAvyuM ghaNuM paNa UgyuM nahiM. lAkhono vepAra karyo paNa napho thayo nahi. anaMtakALamAM anaMtavAra gharma karavA chatAM kaMI prApta thayuM nahi. tamane thaze ke A koNa lUMTI gayuM? kayo cora aMdara beTho che, je corI karAve che? tenuM nAma che svachaMda. paramakRpALu deve kahyuM "roke jIva svachaMda to" temAM roke zabda vAparyo che. rokavuM e bahu baLavAna zaktizALI mANasanuM kAma che. saheluM kAma nathI. nadInuM pUra AvatuM hoya to tene be hAthathI rokavuM sahelI vAta nathI. phUla spIDamAM 120 mAIlanI jhaDape AvatI gADIne rastA vacce UbhA rahIne rokavI sahelI vAta nathI. paNa e gADIne paNa kadAca rokI zakAya, tUTelA pUlane sAMdhI zakAya, nadInA pUrane rokI zakAya paNa svacchaMda rokavo ghaNo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 192 pravacana kramAMka - 17, gAthA kramAMka - 15 muzkela che. je svachaMda rokI zakato nathI, te kahe che ke mane A pasaMda che mATe A karuM chuM. mane Ama ja game mATe A karuM chuM. mane je gamaze te ja karIza. mane game che, mane game che, mane game che-paNa vAstavikatA zuM che ? te vicArato nathI. jo te svacchaMdane roke to jarUra te mokSane pAme. ane e rIte bhUtakALa anaMta jIvo mokSa pAmyA che. A ghaTanA ghaTI che. ema rAga, dveSa, moha ane ajJAna emAMno eke doSa jemanAmAM nathI, evAM jinezvara paramAtmAevItarAga paramAtmAe kahyuM che. to jIve potAnuM baLa kyAM vAparavAnuM? zarUAta kyAMthI karavAnI? sTAraTIMga poInTa kyAM che? sTAraTIMga poInTa che, potAno svachaMda rokavo te. paNa sAheba ! svacchaMda ema nahi rokAya, olo ahaMkAra tamane nirAMte besavA nahi de. tamArI mAnyatA, tamArI vRttio kaLa karIne besavA nahi de. ghaNI vakhata tapa karo, vrata karo, anuSThAna karo paNa vRttine poSavA mATe. eTalA ja mATe ApaNe IcchIe chIe ke AvatAM janmamAM devaloka maLe. IndranI padavI maLe, sAhyabI maLe. loko ema mAnatA hoya che ke cAlo bhAI, A janmamAM takalIpha paDI paNa AvatA janmamAM devalokamAM jaIzuM. tyAM moTA kuMDa haze. moTI moTI IndrANIo haze, hIrA mANeka haze, tyAM ame rahIzuM. Ama dharma karyo che kharo paNa potAnI icchAnI bhaviSyamAM pUrti karavA mATe karyo che. paribhramaNanuM kAraNa svacchaMda che. e svachaMda rokavo evI vAta paramakRpALu devane sAdhakanA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcADavI che, ane emane ema kahevuM che ke "mane A game che mATe huM karuM chuM' A rIte karelI kriyAo svacchede thayela kriyAo che. svacchaMdane rokavA sarva kriyAo saddagurunI AjJAe karavI. kriyAo, vidhi, zAstravAMcana paNa sagurunI AjJAe karavuM, e ApaNI paraMparA che. sAmAyika paNa guru mahArAjanI AjJA laIne karavAnuM che. huM sAmAyika karuM? IryAvahiyaM paDikkamAmi? pratikramaNa karuM? gurudeva ! caityavaMdana karuM? prANAyAma karavo che amane AjJA Apo. have vidhi TreDIzana thaI gaI. IcchAmi khamAsamaNo', gADI gabaDAvI gayA ane kriyA pUrI thaI, ema na thAya. sAmAyika pAratI vakhate paNa sAmAyika karanAra pUche che ke sAmAyika pAruM? ane gurudeva kahe che, "punarapi kAyavyam.' pharI karavA yogya che. sAmAyika pAravA jevI nathI. sAmAyikamAMthI bahAra javA jevuM nathI. paNa pachI ema kahe che ke saMjoga evA che, besAya tevuM nathI, TAIma pUro thayo che, ane sAmAyika pAryuM to gurudeva kahe che ke "AyAro na mottavo', sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA, caityavaMdana je kaMIpaNa vidhi karIe te AjJA laIne thAya. kAyotsarga karatI vakhate paNa huM kAusagga karuM? ane gurudeva kahe che "karo." A jIvano koIpaNa rIte ahaMkAra ogALavo che, ane eTalA mATe kahe che ke svaccheda For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 193 kriyAo karavI, svacchede zAstro vAMcavA ane vAMcIne zuSka jJAnI banI besavuM, A saMsAranuM kAraNa che, mokSanuM sAdhana nathI. paMDitone ghaNI muzkelIo hoya che. bhaNyA to kharA, zAstro vAMcyA, paMDita thayA, joradAra lekTaro paNa Ape che. loko paNa paMDitajI, paMDitajI kahe che, tAlIo pADe che, bahumAna kare che, phUlahAra caDAve che, kAmaLI oDhADe che. paNa temanA manamAM ghaNI gUMcavaNa che. paNa koIne pUchI zake nahi. koI pAse besI dila kholI vAta karI zake nahi. 'IndrabhUti (gautama svAmIjI) vigere agiyAra gaNadharo aMdara aMdara bhAIo hatA, ane ekamekanA manamAM saMdeha ane zaMkA hatI paNa ekamekane pUchI zakatAM na hatAM. - IndrabhUti bhAratanA sauthI moTA vidvAna hatA. temane "AtmA che ke nahi?'' e zaMkA hatI paNa teo pAse beThelA vidvAnane pUchI zakatA na hatA ke mane AtmA vize zaMkA che. mane samajAvazo? jo ema pUche ke mane khabara nathI, huM jANato nathI to olA kaheze ke paMDita thaIne tame ATaluM paNa jANatA nathI? IndrabhUtine bhagavAna mahAvIra maLyAM na hota to IndrabhUti kyAM hota? bhagavAna mahAvIra IndrabhUtine jotAM ema kahe che ke bhAI ! tArA manamAM AtmA che ke nahi, e prazna che ne? e samasyA che ne? paNa vAMka tAro nathI. vedanA zabdono yathArtha artha tane besADatAM AvaDato nathI, ane te tArA chaMde artha besADyAM che mATe tArA manamAM A samasyA thaI che. jo A zabdo A rIte goThave to tArA manamAM je samasyA thaI che te nIkaLI jaze. saMgIta ene kahevAya ke jyAM svaronuM anusaMdhAna karavAmAM Ave ane mAthAkUTa ene kahevAmAM Ave ke jyAM svaranuM anusaMdhAna chUTI jAya. tAruM koI saMgIta nathI, layabaddhatA nathI, zabdone kyAM besADavA ane zabdone kyAM vAparavA e kaLA tane AvaDatI nathI, ane tuM koIne pUchI zakato paNa nathI. paMDitonI bahu moTI pIDA che. saMtone pIDA nathI. saMto bALaka jevA nirdoSa hoya che. jANatA hoya to kaheze jANuM chuM, ane na jANatA hoya to nathI jANato ema kahe. paMDita jANato hoya to kahe huM jANuM chuM paNa na jANato hoya to kahevAya kaI rIte ke huM nathI jANato? eno ahaM AvIne Ubho rahI jAya. te kaheze "tAruM mAna che, tAro mobho che, tuM paMDita che, tuM vidvAna che, huM nathI jANato tema bolIza nahi, jo nathI jANato ema bolyo ane tAro ahaMkAra ogaLI gayo to mokSa tAro che, tArA hAthamAM che, paNa tane ahIM rokI rAkhavo, emAM amAro AnaMda che." zuSkajJAnI banIne besavuM e saMsAranuM kAraNa che. ethI e heya che. heya eTale choDavA lAyaka. svacchaMda heya che, choDavA lAyaka che, tyajavA lAyaka che. svachaMda je roke te jarUra mokSa pAme. svacchaMda rokAyA pachI yathArtha svarUpamAM samyaka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 194 pravacana kramAMka - 17, gAthA kramAMka - 15 prakAre sAdhanAnI zarUAta thaze. svacchaMda rokAya pachI darzana samyak, jJAna samyak, cAritra samyak, vrata, tapa ane kriyAo samyak, bhakti ane dhyAna samyak, yoga samyak, ane samaja paNa samyak, sAcI, tathya bane che. tame svacchaMda rokayo e ja mokSano mArga che. ane tIrthaMkara Adi devoe niHsvArthapaNe e ja vAta karI che. savAla e che ke svacchaMda ATalo baLavAna ane ATalo jabaro che, anaMtakALathI ApaNane pajavI rahyo che, ane ApaNuM badhuM niSphaLa banAvI rahyo che, to tene kema rokavo ? khetaramAM anAja barAbara taiyAra thAya, lIluMchama ghAsa taiyAra thAya ane rAtanA TAIme be traNa pADAo pesI jAya to savAra thatAM thatAM badhuM saphAcaTa tema ApaNA sAdhanAnA khetaramAM anaMtakALathI keTalAye pADAM peThAM che ane badhuM saphAcaTa karI jAya che. 'AdaryuM AcaraNa loka upacArathI, zAstra abhyAsa paNa kAMI kIdho.' devacaMdrajI mahArAje kahyuM, ame AcaraNa ke sAdhanA nathI karI ema nahi, ame zAstrono abhyAsa paNa karyo che, to zuM bAkI rahI gayuM ? 'zuddha zraddhAna vaLI Atma avalaMbana vinu', zuddha zraddhA vinA ane AtmAnA avalaMbana vagara jevuM kArya thavuM joIe tevuM kArya jIvanamAM thaI zakyuM nathI. aMda2mAM zAMtithI vicArajo. ApaNe sAdhanA karIe chIe chatAM saraLatA kema AvatI nathI ? rAgadveSa kema jatAM nathI ? moha kema jato nathI ? ajJAnanI dhArA kema tUTatI nathI ? A vicAratAM ema khyAla Avaze ke ApaNI sAdhanA eLe na jAya tenI kALajI ApaNe lIdhI nathI ane e kALajI jo ApaNe laIe to ApaNuM kArya saraLatApUrvaka paripUrNa karI zakIe. to svacchaMda kaI rIte rokAya ? zuM upAya che ? kayuM baLavAna sAdhana joIe ? jeTalo roga baLavAna, teTalI davA paNa baLavAna. jeTalo khADo UMDo, pUraNa paNa teTaluM ja UMDuM karavuM paDaze. avarodha jeTalo baLavAna teTalo avarodha toDanAra paribaLa paNa baLavAna hovuM joIe. konA AdhArathI, konI sahAya ane konI kRpAthI ? kono hAtha pakaDIe to svacchaMda rokAya ? svacchaMda rokavA mATe zAstra vAMcavuM ke mALA gaNavI ? pUjApATha karavA ke koI zAstro kaMThastha karavAM ? koI tIrthayAtrA karavI ? pAlItANa jaI AvavuM? karavuM zuM? te kaho. A svacchaMda zuM karavAthI rokAya, ane paramakRpALu deva spaSTa zabdomAM kahe che : pratyakSa sadguru yogathI, svacchaMda te rokAya, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA anya upAya karyA thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya. 16 TIkA : pratyakSa sadgurunA yogathI te svacchaMda rokAya che, bAkI potAnI IcchAe bIjA ghaNAM upAya karyA chatAM ghaNuM karIne te bamaNo thAya che. (16) bahu sIdhI vAta che. svacchaMdanA game teTalAM prakAra hoya, icchAonA game teTalA prakAra hoya, DahApaNanAM game teTalA prakAra hoya ane AtmA upara ajJAna ane vRttionI sattA hoya, kaSAyo ane mohanI sattA hoya, sAthe sAthe ahaMkAranI paNa sattA hoya ane DahApaNanI ke icchAnI sattA hoya te badhAne TALanAra, rokanAra sAdhana eka ja che, "pratyakSa sadguru yoga." prApti nahi paNa yoga zabda vAparyo. sadguru maLyAM emanI pAse gayAM, beThAM, emanAM pravacano sAMbhaLyAM ane satsaMga karyo. hA kahI, sAruM thayuM. sAMbhaLanAre pramANapatra paNa ApyuM. mahArAja sAruM bole che, ThIka kahe che, majhA Ave che, AnaMda Ave che. zAstro kahe ke sadguru to maLyA paNa yoga na thayo. maLavuM eka vAta ane yoga thavo bIjI vAta. yoga eTale mAtra prApti nahIM paNa sadgurunI cetanA sAthe potAnI cetanAnuM anusaMdhAna, joDANa. ene kahevAya che yoga. 195 sadgurunI cetanA sAthe ApaNI cetanA maLI javI. tamArI paribhASAmAM kahevuM hoya to TyunIMga thaI javuM. sadgurunI sAthe ApaNuM TyunIMga thaI javuM joIe. pAse gayA, beThAM, vAto karI paNa haju TyunIMga thayuM nathI. jyAM sudhI TyunIMga na thAya, tyAM sudhI yoga thayo na kahevAya. yoga thavo eTale cittamAM anusaMdhAna thavuM. yoga thavo eTale laya sAdhavo, yoga thavo eTale TyunIMga sAdhavuM. konI sAthe ? sadguru sAthe. ghaNI vakhata pUchIe chIe ke bApa dIkarA vacce kema cAle che ? TyunIMga nathI. dIkaro juduM kahe che, bApa juduM kahe che. kaMI meLa paDato nathI. e bApa-dIkaro che. ahIM guru ziSya che paNa TyunIMga nathI, ane TyunIMga na hovAnA kAraNe sadguru pAsethI je cetanAno pravAha aMdara dAkhala thavo joIe te pravAha aMdara dAkhala thaI zakato nathI. pravAha dAkhala thavo te AdhyAtmika ghaTanA che. sadgurunI cetanAmAMthI je kaMpano, je bhAvo, je ullAsa Ave che, te tamAma bhAvo ziSyamAM dAkhala thAya kyAre ? TyunIMga hoya tyAre. AvuM TyunIMga ene kahevAya che yoga. Avo yoga jo prApta thAya to svacchaMda rokAya. svacchaMda rokanAra paribaLa mAtra sadguru sAthenuM TyunIMga che. have zaMkA kare che. ThIka che A upAya. paNa svAdhyAya ke tapa karIe to kema ? maMdiramAM jaIe to kema ? pUjApATha karIe to kema ? AmAMthI batAvone kayuM sAdhana karIe ? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 196 pravacana kramAMka - 17, gAthA kramAMka - 15 AnaMda zrAvaka bAra vratadhArI, gRhastha hatAM. temane potAnI poSadha zALA hatI. ame to bhalAmaNa karIe chIe, tame tamArA gharamAM TI.vI. rUma banAvo cho, svImIMga pula banAvo cho, DAnsIMga rUma banAvo cho tene badale pauSadhazALA banAvo ne? tyAM besIne dhyAna thAya, svAdhyAya thAya, tattvaciMtana thAya, gharamAM nAnakaDuM maMdira banAvo to bhagavAnanuM smaraNa, pUjA thAya. pauSadhazALAmAM AnaMda sAdhanA kare che. sAdhanA karatAM karatAM emane vizeSa prakAranuM avadhijJAna thayuM hatuM. gautamasvAmIjI AhAra levA AvyA che ane AnaMda zrAvaka pUche che ke gurudeva ! AvA prakAranuM jJAna gRhastha avasthAmAM rahela gRhasthane thAya kharuM? gautamasvAmIjI cAra jJAnanA ghaNI che. are ! anaMta labdhinA nidhAna che. tamArA copaDAmAM emanuM nAma pahelA lakho cho ke gautamasvAmInI labdhi hojo. tamAre emanI sAthe bIjI kaMI levAdevA nathI. teo pacAsa hajAra ziSyonA guru ane bhagavAna mahAvIranA cauda hajAra ziSyomAM mukhya hatAM. AvI jemanI hAITa, AvI jemanI zreSThatA, temane AnaMda zrAvaka pUche che ke mane AvuM jJAna thayuM che ane gautamasvAmI kahe che AnaMda, AvuM jJAna gRhasthane thaI zake nahi, paNa AnaMde kahyuM ke prabhu ! mane thayuM to temaNe kahyuM ke huM bhagavAna mahAvIrane pUchIza. chaTha tapa-be divasanA upavAsa hatA. Aje pAraNuM hatuM. ane AhAra laIne bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse jaIne kahe che ke ""AnaMda zrAvakane ATalI maryAdAvALuM avadhijJAna thayuM tema AnaMda zrAvaka kahetAM hatAM. A sAcI vAta che ?'' bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM, hA gautama, sAcI vAta. temane jJAna thayuM che ane tame jJAnIne nA pADIne AzAtanA karI che. tame pharI AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM jAva ane temane micchAmi dukkaDam kaho. ane khamAvIne pAchA Avo. A kahenAra bhagavAna mahAvIra ane kahyuM che gautamasvAmI IndrabhUtine. cAra jJAnanA dhaNI, anaMta labdhinA nidhAna evAM gautamasvAmI che. gautamasvAmIjI kahI zakyAM hota ke prabhu! A vAta rahevA do. huM mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa karuM, huM cAra mahinAnA upavAsa karuM, guphAmAM rahIne dhyAna karuM, huM ThaMDImAM TharuM, bIjuM badhuM karuM paNa Ape kahyuM tema nahi thAya. gautamasvAmIjIe AvuM ja kahyuM hota to teo svacchaMdI hatA tema zAstro lakhata. samajAya che ? gautamasvAmI bhagavAnanI AjJA thatAMnI sAthe ja chaThanuM pAraNuM karyA vagara cAra mAIla dUra cAlIne AnaMda zrAvaka pAse jAya che, ane kahe che. zrAvaka ! tamane jJAna thayuM che te vAta satya che. meM tamane nA pADI te mAro aparAdha che. huM tamArI pAse micchAmi dukkaDamAgavA Avyo chuM. AvA mahApuruSone mokSa na maLe to kone mokSa maLe? jenAmAM AvI vinamratA che, temaNe svacchaMda rokAyo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 197 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA kahevAya. pratyakSa sadguru yogathI, svacchaMda te rokAya, anya upAya karyA thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya. e sivAya eTale pratyakSa sadgurunA yoga sivAya anya upAya karavAmAM Ave to prAya zabda vAparyo eTale ghaNuM karIne svacchaMdanuM vajana vadhI jAya. potAnI icchAe bIjA ghaNAM upAya karyA chatAM ghaNuM karIne te bamaNo thAya che. pratyakSa sagurunA yogathI svacchaMda rokAya ema kema kahyuM? saguru niSkAraNa karuNAvaMta che. tyAM zuM ghaTanA ghaTe che? sAmA jIvane Thapako ApyA vagara, teno tiraskAra karyA vagara, tenA tamAma doSo jANIne, tuM doSita cho tema kahyA vagara, tene utArI pADyA vagara, tenI niMdA karyA vagara, parama premathI, parama karuNAthI tene tenA doSo jevAM che tevAM samajAve che. ane samajAvIne upadeza Ape che ke AnAthI tAruM ahita thaze, bhaluM nahi thAya. amaMgala thaze. Ama premathI te te doSothI bacAvI le che. A kAma sadguru ja karI zakaze. bIjA koI na karI zake, mATe zAstro paNa kahe che ke sadguru doSothI bacAvI le che. gaMdakImAM ke viSTAmAM paDelAM bALakane mA upADIne navaDAve che, kapaDAM badalAve che. A kAma mammI ja karI zake, pappA na karI zake. ema guru mA che. mahArASTramAM gurune mAulI kahe che. sadguru mA barAbara che. bahu premathI teo doSono khyAla ziSyane Ape che. bhagavAna mahAvIra meghakumArane ema kahe che ke megha ! rAtrImAM munioe avara javara karI. emanA javA AvavAthI tArI nidrAmAM khalela pahoMcI ane eTalA mAtrathI te evo vicAra karyo ke savAre bhagavAna mahAvIranI AjJA laIne ghara bhegA thaI javuM che? meghakumAre dIkSA lIdhI hatI ane bIje divase savAre A vicAra Avyo. paNa eka bacavAnI bArI emaNe rAkhI. chAnAmAnAM nAsI na gayAM, paNa bhagavAna mahAvIrane pUchIne, temanI saMmati laIne javAnuM vicAryuM. bhagavAna mahAvIrane pUchavA gayA che ane bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM ke megha ! A to sAdhuo che, saMto che, munio che, temanI caraNa rajathI tAro saMthAro pavitra banyo. paNa tuM je megha banyo tenI pAchaLa tArA jIvananI adbhuta karuNAnI kathA che. hAthInA janmamAM te karuNAnI sAdhanA karI che. adbhuta sAdhanA tuM AvA bhAvapUrvaka karI zakyo to ATalI nAnI muzkelIthI tuM naMkhAI gayo. bhagavAna mahAvIre premapUrvaka meghane samajAvyA. meghakumAra mahAvIra svAmIne kahe che ke A be AMkho sivAya zarIranA bIjA avayavonI zuzruSA game tevuM saMkaTa paDe to paNa nahIM karuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 198 pravacana kramAMka - 17, gAthA kramAMka - 15 pratyakSa saguru yogathI, svachaMda te rokAya, anya upAya karyA thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya. e pratyakSa sagurunA yoga vinA je paNa kaMI kare tenAthI doSa TaLavAne badale doSa bamaNAM thAya. kama se kama ahaMkAra to thAya ja. e daza ThekANe kahe ke savAre cAra vAgye UThI jaIe chIe. tamArI jema pathArImAM paDyA nathI rahetAM. paloThI vALIne besIe chIe. prANAyAma karIe chIe. dhyAna karIe chIe. bhAI! A badhuM tane koNe pUchyuM hatuM? paNa kahyA vagara na rahI zake. eka anuSThAna karyuM ane bIjo doSa AvIne Ubho rahyo. jIvane A Teva paDI gaI che. mATe ema kahyuM ke, pratyakSa sadguru yogathI, svacchaMda te rokAya, anya upAya karyA thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya. A soLamI gAthAnI samApti thaI. AvatI kAle savArathI sataramI gAthAno prAraMbha thaze. eka eka zabda dhyAnathI samajajo, sAMbhaLajo ane vicArajo. TyunIMga jema che tema besADajo. sAdhaka avasthAmAM jAgrata rahIne jIvananI yAtrA karavAnI che. sataramI gAthAmAM paramakRpALu deva abhuta vAta kare che. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka - 18 gAthA kramAMka 17 kAraNa samakti svacchaMda mata Agraha tajI, varte sadguru lakSa samakti tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa. (17) TIkA HsvacchaMdane tathA potAnA matanA Agrahane tajIne je sadgurunA lakSe cAle tene pratyakSa kAraNa gaNIne vItarAge 'samakita' kahyuM che. (17) 199 AtmasiddhimAM samakti zabdano artha 17 mI gAthAmAM ane te paNa kAraNa samaktine gaNIne karela che. A gAthAne bahu UMDANathI samajavA prayatna karIe. kAraNa ane kArya A vizvanI sAMkaLa che. kAraNa joge ho kAraja nIpaje re, emAM koI na vAda, paNa kAraNa viNa kAraja sAdhIe re, e nija mata unmAda. (AnaMdaghanajI ma.) kAraNanA yoge kArya utpanna thAya temAM koI vivAda ke matabheda na thAya, paNa kAraNa vagara kArya thAya tema jo koI kahetuM hoya to te potAnA matano unmAda che. kAraNa vagara kArya sAdhI zakAya, kAraNa vagara cAle, tenA vinA kArya siddha thaI zake evuM kahIne kAraNano niSedha karI kAryanI apekSA rAkhe e vAta to biyAraNa vAvyA sivAya pAka taiyAra thAya, mATI sivAya ghaDo taiyAra thAya ane dUdha sivAya ghI maLI jAya ane khAdhA sivAya kSudhA tRpti thAya tevI che. A zakya nathI, kAraNamAMthI ja kArya thAya. je prakAranuM kArya thAya tene anukULa kAraNa joIe, eTale kAraNa ane kArya vacce kvoliTI DIpharansa na cAle. baMne vacce kvolITI meInaTena thavI joIe, jaLavAvI joIe. je prakAranuM kArya thavAnuM hoya tene anukULa ja kAraNa joIe. eka zeTha pAse eka majhAno saMgItakAra Avyo. teNe premathI vAMsaLI alaga alaga rItathI vagADI ane gAyuM. paNa jenI pAse gAyuM te haiyAno buThTho hato. eNe to kahyuM ke AmAM vaLI zuM navAI karI teM ? A vAMsaLI to polI che eTale vAge ja ne, paNa sAMbeluM vagADe to tuM sAco che ema jANuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 200 pravacana kramAMka - 18, gAthA kramAMka - 17 sAMbeluM vagADavAnuM zakya banatuM nathI. je prakAranuM kArya hoya tene te prakAranuM kAraNa joIe. kAraNa kAryanI saMdhi tUTe che, mATe kArya thatuM nathI. samajavA prayatna karajo. eTalA mATe kheDUto biyAraNanI talAza bahu kare che. zuddha biyAraNa joIe. sarTIphAIDa biyAraNa vagara anAja na thAya tema zuddha kAraNa vagara zuddha kAryana thAya. samyagadarzana e kArya che. to samyagadarzana pragaTa thavA mATe samyagadarzanane anukULa kAraNa kayuM? tenI spaSTatA paramakRpALu deve sattaramI gAthAmAM karI che. bahu mahattvanI gAthA che. darzanamohano kSaya, upazama athavA kSayopazama thatAM je nirvikalpa zuddha caitanyanI anubhUti thAya tene jJAnI puruSa nizcaya samyaktva kahe che. A anubhavanI ghaTanA che, te kahI zakAtI nathI ke kanvarTa karI zakAtI nathI, bIjAne ApI zakAtI nathI. A ghaTanA svayaMmAM-potAmAM ghaTe che. pote jANe che. pote ja anubhUti kare che, ane pote temAM DUbe che. tyAM koI hAjara nathI. je vakhate A anubhUti thAya te vakhate vyakti hAjara nathI, zAstro hAjara nathI. vicAro ke vikalpo hAjara nathI. mAtra te ekalo che. saMpUrNa ekalo che. samyagadarzanamAM zuM thAya che? zAstromAM dravyArthika nayanI apekSAe, nizcayanayanI apekSAe je zuddha caitanyanI vAta karI che te zuddha caitanya sAthe karmanI, vikAranI, vibhAvanI, rAganI, dveSanI je upAdhi che tene bAda karIne, gati, mArgaNA, vezyA, guNasthAnaka, ATha karma tathA te karmabaMdhanA kAraNo e badhAne bAda karIne, je bAkI rahe che te zuddha Atma tattvanI je anubhUti thAya te nirvikalpa AtmatattvanI anubhUti samyagadarzanamAM thAya che. A dharatI uparanI te adbhuta ghaTanA che. mokSamAM jatAM pahelAM A dharatI upara potAnA zarIramAM A ghaTanA ghaTe che. A dehamAM teno pratyakSa pragaTa anubhava thAya che, svayaMno anubhava thAya che. bIjA pAse hoya to, te paNa jANI ke joI zake nahi. ghaTanA potAmAM ghaTe che. e ghaTanA jyAre ghaTe che tyAre nirvikalpa avasthA hoya che. tyAM koI zAstrano ke ciMtanano AdhAra nathI, koI puruSano AdhAra nathI, tyAM badhuM ja gerahAjara, mAtra zuddha caitanya hAjara. zuddha caitanyanI anubhUti zuddha caitanya pote ja kare che, potAnA dvArA potAnI anubhUti. AvI alaukika ghaTanA samyagudarzanamAM thAya che. ahIM traNa zabdo Ave che. anubhava jene karavo che te, jeno anubhava kare che te ane jenA dvArA kare che te. jJAtA, zeya ane jJAna, draSTA, dazya ane daSTi. A tripuTIno cheda mUkAI jAya che. e ja jJAtA, e ja jJAna ane e ja zeya ane tenI ja anubhUti. je jANanAra che, je jANe che e potAnI anubhUti kare che. A samyagadarzananI ghaTanA che. A eka avasthA che, eka AdhyAtmika parivartana che. aMdaramAM thatI avasthA che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 201 sauthI pahelAM samyagdarzana thAya, tyAre darzanamohano upazama thAya che. upazama evI ghaTanA che ke aMtarmuhUrta mATe darzanamohano agni zAMta thaI jAya che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano udaya nathI, darzanamohano dAvAnaLa aMtarmuhUrta mATe saMpUrNapaNe zAMta thaI gayo che evI avasthAmAM aMtaramAM je zuddha AtmatattvanI nirvikalpa anubhUti thAya tenuM nAma samyagdarzana. A avasthAmAM ''AtmA zuddha che, buddha che, mukta che, niraMjana che, nirvikAra che evA vikalpo nathI. nizcayanayanI apekSAe AtmA Avo che ane vyavahAra nayanI apekSAe AtmA Avo che. dravyArthika nayanI apekSAe AtmA Avo che ane paryAyArthika nayanI apekSAe AtmA Avo che, zAstromAM AtmA Avo varNavyo che, samayasAramAM Avo varNavyo che ane paMcAstikAyamAM Avo varNavyo che, tevA vikalpo paNa tyAM nathI. Itane dina tU nAhi pichAnyo, mero janma gamAyo ajAnameM, aba to adhikArI hoI beThe, prabhu guNa akhaya khajAnameM, gaI dInatA saba hI hamArI, prabhu ! tuja samakita dAnameM, prabhu guNa anubhavake 2sa Age, Avata nahi kou mAnameM; hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAna meM. (upA.yazovijayajI mahArAja) have to ame mokSanA adhikArI thaI beThA chIe. ane evo adhikAra amane sAkSAt tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe Apyo che. mokSa maLaze ke nahi te prazna rahyo ja nathI. tuM ja mokSa svarUpa cho. akSaya sukhano khajAno mArA hAthamAM AvI gayo che. nirvikalpa dazAmAM zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti thAya che. te zuddhAtmA kevo che ? karma, lezyA, gati vigere upAdhithI te rahita che. badhI upAdhi gaI. vedAMtamAM jarA judI paribhASAmAM vAta karI che. 'neti, naiti, naiti.' emanA pAribhASika zabdo 'annamaya koSa, prANamaya koSa, manomaya koSa, vijJAnamaya koSa ane AnaMdamaya koSa.' enAthI je para che tevA zuddhAtmAnI nirvikalpa anubhUti je A samayamAM thAya tene kahevAya che samyagdarzana. A to aMdaramAM thatI ghaTanA che. tene kaMI kahevAnI jarUra nathI. kabIrajI ema kahe che ke "mana masta bhayo aba kyuM bole ?' e darzana thaI gayuM, eka sAkSAtkAra thaI gayo. eka khajAno maLI gayo. have bolavAnI jarUra zI ? gAMThamAM hIro bAMdhI lIdho, hAthamAM laIne pAyadhunI para batAvavA na javAya ke lyo bApu ! juo A hIro. e to gAMThe bAMdhIne ghara bhego thaI jAya. ema AtmAnI anubhUti jyAre thAya tyAre aMtaraMga avasthA badalAI jAya che. "" A sattaramI gAthA vizeSa prakAranI che. kAraNa ke samakti zabdano praveza ahIMthI thAya che. samyagdarzana e mahattvanI ghaTanA che. samyagdarzana eTale nirvikalpa tattvanI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 202 - pravacana kramAMka - 18, gAthA kramAMka - 17 anubhUti, A saMpUrNa AMtarika ghaTanA che. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM, AlaMbana sAdhana je tyAge, parapariNatine bhAge. ahIM badhA AlaMbano chUTI gayA, badhA sAdhano, vicAro chUTI gayA. zAstro paNa chUTI gayA ane badhA bhAvo paNa chUTI gayA. mAtra bAkI rahyo zuddhAtmA. have ame eno anubhava karI rahyA chIe ane emAMthI AnaMdanI choLo UchaLe che. pravAha aMdarathI vaheto thAya che. zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma, bIjuM kahIe keTaluM, kara vicAra to pAma. evI eka zuddha caitanyanI anubhUti thAya che, ane "vRtti vahI nija bhAvamAM paramArthe samakti'' bahAramAM pharatI vRtti je bahAra doDatI hatI te pAchI vaLI ane svarUpamAM gaI ane svarUpamAM TharI evI zuddhAtmAnI anubhUti, nirvikalpa anubhUti ane jJAnIo nizcaya samyagadarzana kahe che. A ToTala AMtarika ghaTanA varNavI zakAtI nathI, kahI zakAtI nathI. jinahI pAyA tinahI chipAyA, na kahe kouke kAnameM; tAlI lAgI jaba anubhavakI, taba jAne kou sAnameM, hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM. jene maLyuM te teNe chupAvyuM. jJAnI puruSI chipAve che kAraNa ke teo jANe che ke haju jokhama che. AjubAjumAM coro pharI rahyA che. luMTI le tevA che, atyAre bahu jAherAta karavA jevI nathI. kAnamAM paNa kahetA nathI. evI AMtarika, gupta ane alaukika ghaTanA ghaTe che. te kyAre samajAze? jyAre tAra saMdhAze, aMdaramAM tanmayatA Avaze tyAre e sAnamAM samajI jaze. ene kahevuM nahi paDe. AvI eka avasthAne jJAnIo nizcaya samyagadarzana kahe che. AvuM nizcaya samyaggadarzana prApta karavA mATe anukULa kAraNo joIe ne? tene kahevAya che kAraNa samakti. eka kAraNa samakti ane eka kArya samakti. zuddha AtmAnI nirvikalpa anubhUti te kArya samakti, ane zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti thavAmAM je mahattvanA ne cokkasa kAraNo tene kahevAya che kAraNa samakti. upAdAna Atama sahi re, puSTAlaMbana deva, upAdAna kAraNapaNe re pragaTa kare prabhu seva; jinavara pUjo, pUjo re bhAvika jana pUjo, prabhu pUjyA paramAnaMda. (devacaMdrajI mahArAja) AvuM samyaggadarzana prApta thavAmAM je paribaLo kAma kare che ene paramakRpALu deva kAraNa samyaktva kahe che. darzanamohano upazama thatAM je nirvikalpa zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti thAya te For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 203 kharekhara samyagdarzana che. e samyagdarzana thavAmAM sthULa bhUmikA para je anukULa evAM kAraNo tene kAraNa samakti kahevAmAM Ave che. kema ? nirvikalpa zuddhAtmAnI anubhUti thavAmAM te kAraNa che. acUka kAraNa che. AnAthI samyagdarzana thAya ja. kAraNa tene kahevAya ke jyAre tenAthI, tenI hAjarImAM kArya thAya. tenA vinA zAstro tene kAraNa kahetAM nathI. jyAre hastameLApa thAya tyAre lagna thayA kahevAya. nirvikalpa AtmAnI anubhUti thAya te kArya ane e kAryamAM anivArya ToTala phekTara je bhAga bhajave che ene kahevAya kAraNa samyaktva. kayuM kAraNa ? to pratyakSa. A pratyakSa kAraNa che. A kAraNa hoya to samyagdarzana thAya ja. anubhava rasameM roga na zokA, lokavAda saba meTA, kevala acala anAdi abAdhita, zivazaMkarakA bheTA, avadhU anubhava kalikA jAgI, mati merI Atama samarana lAgI. have to niraMtara AtmAnuM smaraNa thavA lAgyuM. gopIo kahe che "nahi re visAruM hari, aMtaramAMthI nahi re visAruM.' have bhUlI zakAya ja nahi. kAraNa tArA sivAya bIjuM koI rahyuM nathI. je kaMI che te tuM che. AvI zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti kyAre thAya ? 'svacchaMda mata Agraha tajI', ahIM pahelo zabda svacchaMda Apyo paNa te adhUro paDyo. tethI svacchaMda zabdanI joDe eka navo zabda mUkyo te che 'matano Agraha.' paramakRpALu deva vAraMvAra matAgrahanI vAta karatAM AvyA che ane emaNe ema kahyuM che ke amAro koI mata nathI. vItarAga paramAtmAno abhiprAya e ja amAro mata, ane e ja amAro abhiprAya che, amAro koI svataMtra mata hoI zake nahi. mata sthApavAnI vAta ja nahi. ame chIe ja nahi. ame vItarAga puruSanA caraNanA dAsa chIe. AvI jemaNe udghoSaNA karI teo kahe che ke mata satathI judo paDe che. mata e chAMTo che paNa e chAMTo satya nathI. mata e agnino taNakho che. agni ja kAma karI zakaze, taNakho kAma na karI zake. ema A mata te chAMTo ke taNakho che, satya to nathI ja. sata ane mata baMne vacce pharaka che. mata adhUro che, mata khaMDita che, mata, abhiprAya, mAnyatA adhUrA jJAnanuM pariNAma che. mata potAnI svIkRti che. sat ToTala vyaktitva che. satya samagratAmAM che, sata akhaMDa che, satyanA kaTakA thaI zake nahi. sAheba ! kaTakA thayA tene kahevAya che mata. A jIva ahIM sudhI Ave che. mata sudhI Ave che, paNa matanI hada kudAvIne pelI pAra jo na jAya to satyanA darzana na thAya. jIva matanI bAunDrI kudAvI zakato nathI. krikeTanA medAnamAM bAunDrI kudAve che paNa jIvananA kSetramAM matanI bAunDrI kudAvato nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 204 pravacana kramAMka - 18, gAthA kramAMka - 17 - duniyAmAM koIpaNa mANasa evo nathI ke jene koI mata na hoya. nAstikano cArvAkano paNa mata che, ame puNya pApamAM mAnatA nathI e paNa mata che. ame mAnIe chIe ke khAnA, pInA, ronA, sonA', e paNa mata che, ane AtmA che e paNa mata che. AtmA nitya che, brahma che, Izvara karyA che, AtmA arUpI ke rUpI che te paNa mata che. satya to akhaMDa hoya. khalIla jIbrAna ema kahetA hatA ke tame jyAre satyane zabdanAM alaMkAra paherAvo cho te vakhate satya, satya maTI asatya banI jAya che. jyAM sudhI anubhava che tyAM sudhI sata, jyAM sudhImAM mauna tyAM sudhImAM sata, mATe ja jJAnI puruSo bolavA taiyAra nathI. kathA evI che ke bhagavAna buddhane buddhatvanI prApti thaI tyAre mauna thaI gayA. bolatAM ja nathI. A dharatI upara buddhatvanuM phUla khIlyuM, kamaLa khIlyuM, e bolaze ja nahi to emane ema dharatI uparathI khajAno jato raheze. devo nIce AvyA. prabhu! tame bolo. bhagavAna buddha kahe che ke huM bolIza ane tame pAmazo ja, evuM mAnazo nahi, ane je pAmavAnA haze te huM nahi boluM to paNa pAmaze." devoe prArthanA karI, tamArA nimitte je pAmavAnA haze te to pAmaze. pachI bhagavAna buddha bolyAM. satyanI anubhUti thAya to te maunamAM thAya, anubhUti nirvikalpa ane nirvicAra che, ane jyAre jyAre e anubhUti zabdomAM DhALavAmAM AvI tyAre mato UbhA thayAM ane matano Agraha thayo. A jIva tyAM aTakyo che. A jIva muni banyo, saMnyAsI banyo, virakta banyo, sAdhu mahaMta banyo paNa matamAM aTakyo. eka kahe che bhagavA vastra vagara na cAle, bIjo kahe che kALA vastra vagara na cAle. A Agraha che. tapa, japa, vrata, anuSThAna thaI zake, saMsArane lAta mArI zakAya, saMnyAsI thaI zakAya. nagna-digaMbara thaI zakAya paNa matano Agraha chUTavo bahu muzkela che. A mate ApaNane satya pAse jatAM rokI rAkhyAM che. tame hiMmata karazo to dhana choDI zakazo, strI choDI zakazo, kuTuMba, ghara, zarIrane paNa tame choDI zakazo paNa matane tame nahi choDI zako. jyAM sudhI tamAruM jIvana matanA hAthamAM che tyAM sudhI tamane satyanI anubhUti nahIM thAya. satya kaThina nathI, satya saraLa che. satya sugama che. Agraha paNa zeno? matano, paNa mata khaMDita che, mata aMza che, aMza aMzI nathI. paryAya pUruM dravya nathI. khaMDa e akhaMDa nathI. bhale caMdramAM bIjano hoya paNa bIjano ne? pUrNimAno to nahi ne? caMdramAM khIlyo che. ApaNe darzana karavA jaIe chIe, e vAta sAcI, paNa caMdramA che bIjano, akhaMDa to nahi. zaradapUrNimAno to nahIM ja ne ? satya e zaradapUrNimAno caMdra che, ane mata te bIjano caMdra che. matano Agraha haze tyAM sudhImAM ApaNe pakaDAyelA ja chIe. mATe zabda vAparyo matAgraha. be bhegAM maLyAM. eka svacchaMda to hato ane svacchaMdane Teko ApavA mATe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 205 A matAgraha AvI gayo. te kahe che, 'dosta ! have jIva upara ApaNuM rAja. tAruM tuM calAva ane mAruM jora huM calAvuM.' Avo jIva satyane pAmI zake nahi. eTalA ja mATe vAraMvAra kahIe chIe ke badhuM choDavuM saheluM paNa svacchaMda ane matAgraha choDavA muzkela che. svacchaMda kaI rIte jAya ? kAraNa samakti kaI rIte thaze ? nirvikalpa anubhUti zemAMthI thaze ? A ghaTanA zuM karavAthI ghaTaze ? paramakRpALu deva kahe che 'svacchaMda mata Agraha tajI', mane bolatAM ane tamane sAMbhaLatAM vAra nahi thAya. paNa A baMne choDatAM keTalAMya janama karavA paDe ? mATe hiMmata karI svacchaMda ane matAgraha choDI do. jene satya meLavavuM che te koInI zehamAM taNAto nathI, jene satyanI anubhUti ane sAkSAtkAra karavo che te kyAMya Ubho raheto nathI. loko tamane kaheze ke 'tame terame guNasthAne cho, tame bhagavAna cho.' paNa tame tamane jANo cho ke tame kyAM cho ? 'mA jANe bApa ane Apa jANe pApa.' potAne khabara che ke pote kyAM Ubho che ? chatAM DokuM halAvyA kare. AnI bahu bhAre mIThAza che. hindustAnamAM paTAvALA thavuM kaThina che, paNa bhagavAna thavuM bahu saheluM che. paramakRpALu devanA traNa zabdo svacchaMda, mata ane Agraha che. matano Agraha paNa hoI zake che ane e sivAya bIjA ghaNAM Agraho paNa hoI zake che. Agraha eTale pakaDa, jIda. bahu muzkelI to e che ke jIda chUTI zakatI nathI. kahevata che ke 'gaddhA puccha pakaDyuM te pakaDyuM.' pachI bhale gadheDo lAta mAre ane paDI jAya, paNa choDe te bIjA. are bhalA, tuM keTaluM khovA beTho che? vicAra to kara. svacchaMda, mata, Agraha A negeTIva sAIDa che. saMpUrNa choDavAnI vAta che. svacchaMdane choDo ane matanA Agrahane choDo-paNa A adhUrI vAta che. A pacAsa TakAthI vAta pUrI nahi thAya, ATalAthI kAma nahi thAya. eka pojhITIva vAta umeravI paDaze. 'varte sadguru lakSa', varte eTale jIve. vartavuM eTale jIvavuM, te pramANe cAlavuM. vartavuM eTale AcaravuM, vartamAnamAM niyamonuM pAlana karavuM. vartavuM eTale cAritra athavA AcaraNa. kevI rIte jIvavuM? atyAra sudhImAM to matanA lakSe, svacchaMdanA lakSe, bhoganA lakSe, AgrahanA lakSe, bhautikatAnA lakSe, dhana, kaMcana ane kAminInA lakSe jIvyA. have jIvavuM kevI rIte ? have sadgurunA lakSe jIvavuM. A navIna tattva umerAyuM. ApaNI noMdhapothImAM AnI noMdha na hatI. paiso, makAna, patnI, kuTuMba, parivAra, vevAI, sALo, dhaMdho, Avaka, jAvaka, kapaDAMlattAM, zarIra, ghara, dAgIno, khAvuM, pIvuM, keTaluM gaNAvuM ? A badhuM to hatuM paNa eka tattva na hatuM, sadguru na hatAM. have sadguru umerAyA, tethI phaTa daIne mokSanA daravAjA khullA thaI jaze, jarAya vAra nahi lAge. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 206 pravacana kramAMka - 18, gAthA kramAMka - 17 sadguru umerAya tenA pahelAM taiyArI zuM karavAnI? makAna sApha karavAnuM? raMgoLI karI rAkhavAnI? zrIphaLa mUkavAnuM? savA rUpiyo mUkavAno? zuM karavAnuM? be kAma karavA paDaze. svachaMda ane matAgraha choDavA paDaze. ApaNane anaMtavAra saguru maLyAM che. "atyAre che ke nahi? A dharatI upara che ke nahi? nathI maLatAM, pahelAM thaI gayA, have hoya nahi." A badhI vAto choDo. tame taiyArI to karo, pachI sadguru sAme Avaze. AvIne kaheze ke "cAla beTA." pATaNa pAse kanoDAmAM navijayajI mahArAja gayA ane pAMca varSanA jazavaMtanI mAne kahe che, "bena ! A bALaka honahAra che, ene tame mane Apo.' mA kahe -"Apyo." ane e jazavaMta upAdhyAya yazovijayajI banyA. dhaMdhukAmAM devendrasUri mahArAja padhAryA. mAtA pAhinI pAMca varSanA cAMgadevane (hemacaMdrAcAryane) laIne upAzrayamAM AvyA. guru mahArAje mAtAne kahyuM ke "A putra mane ApI do." mAtAe putra ApI dIdho. tame zenI vAto karo cho ke sadguru maLatAM nathI. are ! tame taiyAra nathI. tame eka vAra taiyAra to thAva. sadguru tamArA AMgaNe AvIne UbhA rahe to paNa tame kaho cho ke amane hamaNAM TAIma nathI. koI bhakta bhagavAnane kahyuM, "bhagavAna ATalI ATalI prArthanA karIe chIe paNa kema tame AvatAM nathI?" bhagavAne kahyuM, "bhAI, huM ghaNI vakhata tAre jhAMpe Avyo, paNa borDa lagADela hatuM ke paravAnagI sivAya AvavuM nahi, tethI pAcho vaLI gayo. bIjA ThekANe paNa mane yAda karyo eTale pharato pharato huM tyAM gayo hato, to tyAM borDa mAreluM hatuM ke kUtarAthI sAvadhAna rahejo, eTale pAcho vaLI gayo. AvA to keTalAya borDa mArelAM che." sadguru nathI maLatAM e vAta choDo. saddaguru hAjara che, paNa prApta karavA bahu moTI taiyArI karavI paDaze. svacchaMda, mata, Agraha choDavAM paDaze. gAmaDAmAM kheDUta ema kahe che ke "sAheba ! aSADha mahino Avyo, vADa pAkI karI, khetara kheDyuM. have hAtha joDIne beThA chIe, megharAjA kyAre padhAraze? tenI rAha joIne taiyArI karIne beThA chIe. vADa, jamIna badhuM taiyAra che.' tema sAdhaka paNa taiyAra thaIne bese che. sadguru kyAre padhAraze? tame taiyAra thaIne besazo to sadguru Avaze ne Avaze ja. tame matane potAno mAnyo che. kharekhara to tamAro mata ja kyAM hoya che? tamArI pasaMdagI ja kyAM hoya che? kyAM janamavuM? e paNa nakkI nahi. tame janmI cUkyA. kharekhara jo tamane pUchavAnuM rAkhyuM hota ke tamAre kyAM janamavuM che? to sAheba ! tame muMbaImAM to nahi ja, paNa amerikAmAM rokaphelarane tyAM, rASTrapati buzane tyAM ja tamArI pasaMdagI jaNAvata, bIjI reMgIyeMgI jagyAe nahi, paNa tamane pUche che koNa? bIjuM e ke mA-bApa je For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 207 samajatAM hatAM, mAnatA hatA te emaNe mane kahyuM ane tame svIkAryuM, e tamAro mata thaI gayo. mata mATe tame satyane choDavA taiyAra thayAM. mata mATe tame satyanI upekSA karI. matane bacAvavA tame satyano droha karyo. bhagavAna mahAvIranA jamAI jamAlI ema kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIra khoTAM che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke navagraha to che, zani, rAhu, ketu, maMgaLa vigere paNa jamAI e dazamo graha che. paNa e dazamA graha karatAM paNa matAgraha agiyAramo graha jabaro che. enI pakaDamAMthI tame chUTI zakatAM nathI. sAta khoTano dIkaro choDavo sahelo che paNa mata choDavo ghaNo muzkela che. jamAlI to gayo, paNa potAnI lADakI dIkarI priyadarzana paNa eka hajAra sAdhvIone laIne jamAlI pAchaLa gaI. teo badhAM ja kahetA hatAM ke bhagavAna mahAvIra khoTAM che ane priyadarzana paNa kahetI ke jamAlI sAcA che, mahAvIra nahi. e bApAne bhUlI. A matano Agraha. jamAlI sasarAne bhUlyA e matano Agraha. matano Agraha zuM kAma karAve che te samajI lo. jIvavAnuM kevI rIte? "svaccheda mata Agraha tajI, varte sadguru lakSa." varte eTale jIvavAnuM, varte eTale vartavuM, jIvavuM, AcaravuM. varte eTale rahevuM. kevI rIte rahevuM ? sadgurunA lakSe rahevuM. sadganA lakSe rahevuM eTale emano ja vicAra, emanuM ja bhAvana, emanuM ja ciMtana, emanuM ja avalokana, emanA ja zabdo, emanI AjJA. basa emanI ja AjJA pramANe jIvavuM. aMbAlAlabhAI kahe che "svacchaMdane tathA potAnA matanA Agrahane tajIne je sadgurunA lakSe cAle.' have lakSa eka ja rahyuM. jema lagna thAya eTale strI potAnA patinI anugAmI thAya che. patinA pagale pagale cAle che. sItAjIne koIe pUchyuM ke "tame sukomaLa cho, janakavidehInA dIkarI cho, dharatI upara paga nathI mUkyo. pAlakhImAM ja pharyA cho, dAsa dAsIo vacce rahyAM cho, Aje tame rAmajI pAchaLa ughADe page cAlo cho, tamane pagamAM pIDA thatI nathI ?' sItAjIe kahyuM, "bhAI ! mane pIDA thatI nathI paNa AnaMda Ave che. rAmajInI pAchaLa huM cAluM chuM, ane temanI pAchaLa cAlatAM cAlatAM, pagale pagale prasanna thauM chuM. emanA paga jouM chuM ane jIvanamAM badhA duHkhane bhUlI jAuM chuM. mane janaka yAda nathI AvatAM, mane mithilA ke saMpatti yAda nathI AvatI. mane ayodhyA ke mArI mahelAto paNa yAda nathI AvatI. mArA patinA caraNane nirakhatI nirakhatI huM jAuM chuM.' Ane kahevAya che varte lakSa. "saddagurunA lakSe varte tene pratyakSa kAraNa gaNIne vItarAga paramAtmAe samakti kahyuM che." AmAM AtmAnI anubhUti nathI. samyagadarzana thayuM nathI. darzana moha For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 208 pravacana kramAMka - 18, gAthA kramAMka - 17 che, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che, chatAM tene samakti kahyuM che kAraNa ke samaktinuM phUla AmAMthI nakkI khIlavAnuM che. e vAta zaMkA vagaranI che. Ane kAraNa samakti kahyuM che. A thaze to nirvikalpa anubhUti thaze. vacanAmRta 771 mAM paramakRpALu deve bahu mahattvanI vAta karI che. A vacanAmRta ghaNI vakhata vAMcI javAmAM AvyuM che paNa muMbaI samAcAranI jema vAMcI gayA chIe, paNa tema na vaMcAya. vacanAmRtajIno zabde zabda adbhuta che. 'mokSamArganI nizAnI samyagdarzana che.' dhajA dekhAya eTale khabara paDe ke maMdira che. dhUmADo dekhAya eTale khabara paDe ke agni che. hobALo thAya tyAre khabara paDe ke kaMIka thayuM che, tema mokSamArganI nizAnI samyagdarzana che. A cinha che. tenI prApti zAthI thAya ? zuM karavAthI thAya ? kevI rIte thAya ? A mokSanI nizAnI to che, paNa karavuM zuM paDe ? 'bhagavat tIrthaMkaranA nigraMtha, nigraMthinIo, zrAvaka tathA zrAvikAo kaMI sarvane jIva ajIvanuM jJAna hatuM tethI tene samakti kahyuM che, evo siddhAMtano abhiprAya nathI.' A badhAne jIvAjIvanuM jJAna hatuM, teTalA mATe samakti kahyuM che tema nathI. evo siddhAMtano abhiprAya nathI. samakti kema thayuM ? zuM thayuM tyAM ? kayuM paribaLa ? kayuM pojhITIva phekTara tyAM kAma karatuM hatuM ? 'temAMthI kaMIka jIvone tIrthaMkara sAcAM puruSa che', evo je svIkAra hato te bahu moTI vAta che. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM, bhagavAna ! have ciMtA gaI, have mUMjhavaNa gaI. pahelAM ame ema kahetAM hatAM ke moha jabaro che, kAmavAsanA jabarI che, lobha jabaro che, kaSAya jabarA che, paNa prabhu ! e amArI bhUla hatI. ame eTalA mATe kahetAM hatAM ke tuM nahoto maLyo. have tuM maLyo, tethI bIka gaI, bhaya gayo. have zuM thayuM ? 'thiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re kuNa gaMje nara kheTa, vimala jina dIThAM loyaNa Aja.' (AnaMdaghanajI) prabhu ! meM tamane joyAM. phojadAranI gharavALI zAka mArkeTamAM jAya ane zAkano bhAva pUche to zAkavALo kaheze ke ''zuM karavA bahena pUcho cho ? A zAka tamAruM ja che'' zAkavALo AvuM kema kahe che ? phojadA2nI gharavALI che mATe kahe che. phojadAranI gharavALI che mATe vaTa paDe che to tIrthaMkaradevano koI vaTa ja nahIM. tame tIrthaMkaradevane zuM samajo cho ? e dhiMgodhaNI che. loko ema kahetA hoya che ke manamohanasiMha amArA gajavAmAM che. tame eka vakhata to kaho ke tIrthaMkara mArA mAthe che. mAro dhaNI che. e sAmAnya nathI. cauda bhuvanano dhaNI che. bhAgavatamAM madhura rIte eka vAta karela che. bhagavAna kRSNe traNa jaNane bolAvyA. mAyAne bolAvI, karmasattAne bolAvI ane mohane bolAvyo. pachI kahyuM 'A bhakta mArA zaraNe Avyo che. have mAyA, tArI sattA nahi cAle.' mAyA kahe che 'hA mAlika, jevI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 209 tamArI AjJA.... karmane kahyuM, "AnA upara tamArI sattAM nahi cAle, tame jAva." ane karmo gayA. ane mohane kahyuM, 'tamAre AnuM nAma na levuM. A mAro che, mAro bhakta che." paramAtmAe mAro kahyo. tame eka vakhata AnaMdamAM AvI ema kaho. "prabhu! huM tAro chuM." to AnaMda thAya. "kaMIka jIvone tIrthakara sAcAM puruSa che." basa teo sAcAM mokSamArganA upadeSTA che. jema teo kahe che, temaja mokSamArga che, evI pratIti, evI ruci ane zrI tIrthakaranA AzrayathI ane nizcayathI temane samakti kahyuM che. "karmanI keTalI prakRtio ane naya keTalAM? sAta ke ATha? saptabhaMgI kaI ? to sAheba! ame kaMI jANatA nathI. ame eTaluM jANIe chIe ke dhiMgo dhaNI, caudabhuvanano dhaNI mAthe che evI pratIti, evI ruci ane evA Azrayano tathA AjJAno nizcaya che." ApaNe muzkelImAM hoIe ane koInuM zaraNuM laIe ane kahIe ke "bhAI ! be divasa tamArA gharamAM rahevA do. voraMTa AvyuM che. mAre chupAIne rahevuM che. mane Azaro Apo.' "te paNa eka prakAre jIvAjIvanA jJAna svarUpa che." bhale tene jIva, ajIva, Agnava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ane mokSa; dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza, kALa; naigama, saMgraha, vyavahAra, RjusUtra, zabda vagere nayo; cAtu asti, syA nAsti, syAt avaktavya, syAd ati avaktavya, syAt nAsti avaktavya; cauda guNasthAna, A badhu bolatAM na AvaDatuM hoya paNa te tIrthaMkara deva sAcAM che, basa temano ja Azraya "eka bharosA terA." basa prabhu! eka tAro ja bharoso, tArA bharose jIvavAnuM che, Avo dRDha nizcaya jemaNe karyo te paNa eka prakAre, eka dRSTithI jIvAjIvanA jJAna svarUpa che, Ane jIvAjIvanA jJAna svarUpa kahyuM. majhAnI eka vArtA che. eka core corI karI che. tene zULI upara caDAvyo che, baporanAM bAra vAgyAM che, tarasa lAgI che, pIDA sahana thatI nathI ane pANI pANI thaI rahyuM che. rAjAe kahyuM che ke Ane je pANI pAze tene paNa AvI zikSA thaze. tyAMthI nagara zeTha nIkaLyAM. cora kahe che "zeTha ! mane pANI pAvane. tarasa sahana thatI nathI." zeThe kahyuM, pANI gharethI bharIne laI AvuM chuM, tyAM sudhImAM tuM "namo arihaMtANuM, namo arihaMtANaM ema bolyA kara." sainikoe kahyuM, "zeTha! tame pANI lAvazo to tamane paNa zULIe caDhAvavAnI zikSA thaze." "kaMI vAMdho nahi. AnuM bhaluM thatuM hoya to bhale mane zULInI zikSA thAya." zeTha pANI levA gayA che. cora "namo arihaMtANamu e bhUlI gayo ane ANe tANe kaMI na jANuM, zeThanuM vacana pramANuM.' A rIte jApa karatAM karatAM e coranuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 210 pravacana kramAMka - 18, gAthA kramAMka - 17 samAdhi maraNa thayuM. tene zAMti thaI. maraNa pAmI devalokamAM gayo. devalokamAM gayo te vAta judI che. paNa "ANuM tANe kaMI na jANuM, zeThanuM vacana pramANuM." zeThanA A vacanane cora pramANa gaNe che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne jo pramANa gaNIe to emanA vacano paNa pramANabhUta thayA. paramAtmAnA vacanonI ruci thaI, teo gamyA. mIrAMbAIe kahyuM ke "loko ema kahe che ke saMsAra sAgara ghaNo moTo che paNa amane to moTo lAgato nathI. amArA mATe to juduM ja banI gayuM, bhava sAgara suka gayo hai, koNa kahe che moTo che? saMsAra sAgara sUkAI gayo. rahyo ja nathI." koI pUche che ke "mIrAM ! kahe to kharI, tane thayuM zuM? A zAstro kahe che ke saMsAra sAgara taravo bahu muzkela che. anaMta che, vizALa che ane tuM ema kahe che ke bhavasAgara sukAI gayo." tyAre mIrAM kahe che ke lAgI lagana prabhu carananakI, prabhu carananakI, guru caranananakI, lAgI lagana hari carananakI." A ghaTanA ghaTI gaI. lagana lAgI gaI. AthI mIrAMe kahyuM, "saMsAra sAgara sUkAI gayo.' Ane kahevAya che ruci. mane paramAtmA vahAlA lAge che, evI pratIti ane AzrayathI "pachI spaSTa vistAra sahita jIvAjIvanuM jJAna ene anukrame thAya che." kaMI na bhaNyA hoya to paNa kSapakazreNI mAMDI zakAya. AThamA guNasthAne jaI zakAya. marUdevI mAtA pAThazALamAM dAkhala thayA na hatA, paNa kSapakazreNI mAMDI, kevaLajJAna pAmyA. "mA tuSa ane mA ruSa." ATalA zabdo spaSTa bolavAnI hesiyata jenAmAM nathI temaNe paNa kSapaka zreNI mAMDI ane bhalabhalA vidvAno carcA karatAM ja rahyAM ke "pratyakSa che, parokSa che." A carcAno viSaya nathI. anubhavano viSaya che. "tathArUpa puruSanI AjJA upAsavAthI rAgadveSano kSaya thaI vItarAga dazA thAya che", mATe chello niSkarSa tathArUpa satpuruSanA yoga vinA e samakti prApta thavuM ghaNuM kaThaNa che, to zuM karavuM? svaccheda mata Agraha tajI, varte sadguru lakSa, samakti tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa. A abhuta gAthA che. pharI upasaMhAra karI jaIe. svachaMda ane matAgrahane tajIne je sadgurunA lakSe niraMtara varte che, tene vItarAga paramAtmAe samakti kahyuM che. eTalA mATe ke nirvikalpa anubhUtirUpa je samyagadarzana che, nizcayanayanI dRSTithI je samyagadarzana varNavyuM che, tevuM samyagudarzana thavAmAM A samakti kAraNarUpa thAya che. A raste ja tamAre javuM paDaze. svacchaMda matAgraha tajIne sadgurunA lakSe vartIne enI pratIti, enI ruci ane eno Azraya karI, te rIte jIvatAM jIvatAM dIvA jevuM jJAna thaze, ane pratyakSa AtmAnI anubhUti thaze. "samakti tene bhAkhiyuM kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa', A samaktinuM kAraNa che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 211 kAraNamAMthI kArya thAya. goTalAmAMthI ja kerI thAya, goTalo joIe. goTalo khavAya nahi, pIvAya nahi, sUMghAya nahi, jovo game nahi paNa hAphusa kerI taiyAra thAya tyAre paDApaDI thAya. A kerI goTalAmAMthI AvI, goTalo na game paNa hAphUsa kerI game ne ? A kAraNa che, temAMthI kArya thaze.evuM kAraNa jemaNe siddha karyuM temane samaktinI prApti thAya. sattaramI gAthAnI samApti thaI. aDhAramI gAthAno prAraMbha Aje sAMje thaze. eka eka vAtane UMDANathI samajajo. na samajAya to kAgaLamAM noMdha karI pUchajo, paNa guMcavAzo nahi. athavA to tamArA matanA Agrahane majabUta banAvazo nahi. ame je kahI rahyA chIe te matAgraha majabUta karavA mATe nahi paNa A agiyAramA grahane choDavA mATe kahI rahyA chIe. A vAta amArI nathI paNa paramakRpALu devanI che. mATe temaNe kahyuM, tamAre pUrva taiyArI karavI paDaze. vyavahAramAM tame taiyArI karo ja cho. pAMca vAgyAnI TreIna hoya to tame cAra vAge UTho cho ane poNA pAMce to sTezana para pahoMcI jAva cho. sadguru AvavAnAM che, hAjara che, tamArI pAse Avaze paNa tame taiyArI karo. zuM taiyArI karazo ? svacchaMda, mata, Agraha tajo, ane nirNaya karo, jyAre maLaze tyAre temanA lakSe vartIzuM, emano Azraya karIzuM. emanI pratIti karIzuM. emanI ruci karIzuM. temanA pagale pagale ane zabde zabde cAlIzuM. emanI AjJA pramANe jIvIzuM. sAheba ! pachI mokSa nahi maLe, evuM nahi bane. 'pAme avazya mokSa', A tamArI ekalAnI vAta kyAM karIe chIe ? tema anaMta mokSane pAmyAM che ane AvuM jinezvara paramAtmAe kahyuM che. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 19, gAthA kramAMka - 18 pravacana kramAMka - 19 gAthA kramAMka - 18 mAna rokAya che - sanA zaraNamAM mAnAdika zatru mahA, nijachaMde na marAya; jAtAM sadguru zaraNamAM, alpaprayAse jAya. 18. TIkA mAna ane pUjA satkArAdino lobha e mahA zatru che. te potAnA DahApaNe cAlatAM nAza na pAme, paraMtu sadgurunA zaraNamAM jatAM sahaja prayatnamAM jAya. (18) sadgurunA lakSe vartavuM, evuM ahIM bhArapUrvaka kahevAmAM AvyuM che. tamane prazna thaze ke sadguru, sadUguru, guru AjJA pAlana karo, evuM bhArapUrvaka zA mATe kaho cho? ghaNAM badhA sAdhano ane upAyo mAnane dUra karavA mATe che. saddaguruthI ja thAya tevuM zA mATe ? tamane ema lAgaze ke sadUguru amArI pAchaLa paDyA che athavA to emane koIpaNa rIte amArA jIvanamAM AvavuM che. je kRSNamUrti kahe che ke A guruvAda ane gurugamathI bacavA jevuM che. A guruo zoSaNa kare che, AdhyAtmika zoSaNa kare che, temAMthI mAnava jAtane mukta karavA jevI che. AvI krAMtikArI vAta teo kare che, paNa te eka pakSanI vAta kare che. be traNa kAraNo samajI laIe, jethI vAtanI spaSTatA thAya. pahelI vAta to e che ke saddaguru kaMI karatAM nathI. teo mAtra hAjara che. teo akartA che. bArIkAIthI vAta khyAlamAM lejo. teo mAtra hAjara che. teo kaMI karatA nathI paNa kArya temanI hAjarImAM thAya che. koIe saMtane kahyuM ke tame mane kaMIka Apo jethI mAro roga maTI jAya." saMte kahyuM ke, "huM tamane kaMIka ApuM to tamane roga to maTI jaze paNa mane mahAroga thaze. ahaMkArano roga, kartutvano roga, meM dardo-roga maTADyA teno roga, bhaluM karyuM teno roga." e rogathI emane bacavuM che. sadUgurune samajI lyo. saddagurune kaMI karavuM nathI. kriyA che, karma che, paNa kartutva nathI. emanA samagra jIvananI caryA pUrvanAM prArabdhanAM prayogathI cAle che. TreInanA DabbAne enjina sAthe joDo, enjina jyAM jAya tyAM Dabbo paNa jaze. prArabdha enjina che, e emane kheMcI jAya che. "vicare udayaprayoga', eTale karmanA udaya pramANe kArya thaze. teo mAtra pUrvanA prArabdhanA vegathI jIvananI samagra kriyA kare che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 13 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bIjI vAta jagatamAM sadgurunAM nimitte je pAmavAnAM haze, te pAmaze, te temanuM kArya che. jagatamAM je je mumukSuo che te te mumukSuo mATe sadguru pragaTa thAya che, te jAgatika niyama che. e jagatanI gupta vyavasthA che. sadganI hAjarI vagara kArya thatuM nathI. sadguru zikSaka nathI ane zikSaka che te sadguru nathI. banne judA che. zikSaka ene kahevAya ke je sthULa jagatamAM judA judA viSayo bhaNAve, taiyAra karAve. nRtyakaLA, saMgItakaLA, sAhityanI kaLA, bhASAnI kaLA, vijJAna, gaNita, ItihAsa bhaNAve. DaoNkTaranI ke vakIlanI lAIna taiyAra karAve te zikSaka. A zikSakane bhautika sRSTi sivAya kAMI levA devA nathI, ane bhaNanArane bhautikatA sivAya kaMI joItuM nathI. zikSakanuM kAma eTaluM ja ke teo mAtra vijJAna Adi viSayo bhaNAve che, ene taiyAra kare che, sarjana kare che. saddaguru zikSaka nathI paNa te udghATaka che, teo cetanAnuM udghATana kare che. dhIme dhIme jema choDa upara kaLI Ave che, kaLI pachI phUla khIle che, phUla pachI phaLa Ave che. e jema dhIme dhIme khIle che tema sadguru caitanyanAM kamaLane khIlave che. emanI hAjarImAM caitanyanuM kamaLa khIle che. teo bhaNAvatAM nathI, teo zikSaNa ApatA nathI, varga letAM nathI paNa temanI hAjarImAM cetanAnuM udghATana thAya che. zikSaka ane sadguru vacce pharaka che. sadguru zreSTha zikSaka hoI zake paNa zreSTha zikSaka saguru hoya tevo niyama nathI. bIjI agatyanI vAta zikSakane dazya sRSTimAM, bhautika jagatamAM kArya karavAnuM che jyAre sadgurune atIndriya sRSTimAM kArya karavAnuM che. sauthI moTI samasyA atIndriya sRSTimAM praveza karavAnI che. jene rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza, AkAra, kada ke saMsthAna nathI, baMdhAraNa nathI, vajana nathI, jAti ke liMga kazuM ja nathI te atIndriya sRSTimAM praveza karavAnuM kAma atyaMta kaThina che. dariyAmAM jaI zakAya, AkAzamAM pahoMcI zakAya, paNa je sRSTi atIndriya che tyAM na pahoMcI zakAya. AnaMdadhanajIe thoDAM zabdo kahyAM che, anubhavagocara vastu che re jANavo ehI re IlAja; kahana sunanako kachu nahi pyAre, AnaMdaghana mahArAja. nizAnI kahAM batAvuM re. bhautika sRSTimAM je dekhAya che jene rUpa, raMga che tenI ahIM vAta nathI, paraMtu A badhAthI rahita evuM tattva, jene koI mAnavA taiyAra nathI, e tattvanI anubhUtinuM kArya karavuM te AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnuM sUtra che. atIndriya sRSTimAM praveza karavAnI vAta che. eTalA mATe ema kahyuM ke "anubhava gocara vastu che re, te IndriyothI para, manathI para, buddhithI para, siddhAMtothI para ane zabdothI paNa para che. e kahevuM hoya to kahI zakAya tema nathI, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 214 pravacana kramAMka - 19, gAthA kramAMka - 18 sAMbhaLavuM hoya to sAMbhaLI zakAya tevuM paNa nathI. bhagavad gItAmAM eka adbhuta zloka mUkyo che. koI Azcarya mugdha banIne AtmAnI vAta kare che. koI Azcaryamugdha banIne sAMbhaLe che ane koI Azcaryamugdha banIne AtmA che tema paNa kahe che, paraMtu amane ema kahevA do ke A Azcaryamugdha banIne kahenArA haju atIndriya sRSTinI bahAra UbhA che, aMdara gayA nathI. e atIndriya sRSTimAM dorI javAnuM kAma je kare che te sadUguru. koI kaheze sagurunI zI jarUra che? kaMI jarUra nathI, paNa jene atIndriya sRSTimAM javuM haze, praveza karavo haze, tene sarunI jarUra paDaze. atIndriya sRSTimAM raheluM tattva jene rUpa, raMga, vajana ke kada nathI evA, arUpI eTale je avarNa, gaMdha, arasa, asparza che ane samayasArajImAM jene mATe aliMga grahaNa evo zabda vAparyo che, je koIpaNa cinhathI grahaNa na thAya ane na pakaDAya evA AtmAmAM, je IndriyonI pelI pAra che tevI atIndriya sRSTimAM praveza karAvavAnuM kAma sadguru dvArA thAya che. trIjI vAta..saguru e sRSTino anubhava karIne ApaNA vacce AvyAM che. tyAM jaIne, tyAMthI pAchA pharIne, ahIM AvyA che. keTalAka anubhavIo evA che ke aMdara DULyA te DULyA. ApaNane kahevA AvyA ja nathI ane AvavA jevuM paNa nathI, paNa keTalAka anubhavIo karuNAthI kheMcAIne, karuNAthI prerAIne, atIndriya sRSTino anubhava karIne, sthUla bhUmikA upara ApaNI vacce AvyA che ane atIndriya sRSTino aNasAra ApavAnuM kAma kare che. tamane kyAMthI jhalaka maLaze? tamane aNasAra kyAMthI maLaze? koNa e dizA batAvaze? koNa oLakhANa Apaze? AtmA nAmano zabda ghaNAMne khabara nathI, evA arUpI atIndriya AtmA tarapha dorI javAnuM kAma, atIndriya sRSTimAM DUbakI marAvavAnuM kAma, ane DUbakI mAratA hoya emane dhakko mAravAnuM kAma guru kare che. tamAre atIndriya sRSTimAM javuM haze to sadguru vagara nahi cAle. e laI jatAM nathI, paNa temanI hAjarImAM javAnuM mana thAya che. teo kahetAM nathI, paNa e tarapha doDavAnuM mana thAya tevuM temanuM astitva che, evI temanI hAjarI che, mAtra hAjarIthI kAma thAya. kyA divase sUryae kahyuM ke ame AkAzamAM AvI rahyA chIe, UTho, savAra thaI gaI. paraMtu sUryodaya thatAM tame jAgI jAo cho. sUryanI hAjarImAM tame jAgo cho. sadgurunI hAjarImAM jhaNakAra Ave, aMdarathI dhUna Ave, sadgurunI hAjarImAM aMdarathI lagana lAge, aMdarathI bhAva ane zraddhA thAya, sadgurunI hAjarImAM aMdarathI saMvedanA Ave ke cAlo, atIndriya sRSTi amAre jovI che. jagata to joyuM. bhautika sRSTito joI paNa atIndriya sRSTijoI nathI. atIndriya sRSTimAM javAnuM kAma jene karavuM che tene evI vyakti joIze ke jeNe atIndriya sRSTi joI che, jANI che, mANI che, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 215 anubhavI che ane karuNAnA kAraNe hAtha pakaDIne tyAM laI jAya che, temane sadguru kahe che. - saguru e che ke jeo ApaNA jIvanamAM AvIne, ApaNA samagra astitvanuM udghATana kare. ApaNA caitanya bIjane khIlave. biyAraNa peka karI kheDUta tijorImAM mUke, ane so varSa jAya to paNa biyAraNa biyAraNa ja raheze. paraMtu eka dANo paNa jo kheDUta khetaramAM vAve to eka dANAmAMthI moTo choDa taiyAra thAya, ane kadAca vRkSa paNa taiyAra thAya. ApaNI pAse paNa mULabhUta bIja che te khIlyuM nathI. nigodamAM paNa bIja hatuM ane ekendriyamAM hatAM tyAre paNa bIja hatuM. pazugatimAM hatA tyAre ane Aje manuSya chIe tyAre paNa bIja che. ApaNe tene tijorImAM rAkhyuM che, khIlavavA mATe prayatna karyo nathI. e bIjane khIlavavAnuM kAma je kare che tene kahevAya che sadguru. sadguru bIjane khIlave che, pragaTa kare che, ane khIlavavAnI prakriyAmAM e sAmela thAya che. cothI mahattvanI vAta, bAkI badhA bhautika jagatanA prazno kadAca ukelI zakAze paNa AMtarika jagatanAM prazno ukelavAnuM kAma bhautika suSTinA vaijJAniko karI nahi zake. tenA mATe AdhyAtmika sattA joIe. vAMcatA nathI AvaDatuM, to akSarajJAna ApanAra che. saMgIta nathI AvaDatuM to saMgIta zIkhavanAra che, nRtya ane DIsko nathI AvaDatA to zIkhavanAra paNa che, paraMtu caitanyamAM DUbakI mAravI hoya to koNa zIkhavanAra che? AtmAmAM DUbakI mAravI che, svarUpanI anubhUti karavI che to koNa zIkhavanAra che? evI anubhUti karAvanAra je paribaLa tene kahevAya che sadguru. tame sadgurunuM kAma samajI lyo. badhI vAta karatI vakhate e vAta bhUlazo nahi ke sadguru kaMI ja karatAM nathI-mAtra hAjara hoya che. hAjara rahevuM ane AkhI prakriyAne jovI e kaThinamAM kaThina kAma che. ApaNe to bolyA ane kahyA vagara rahI zakatA nathI. eka bALaka vikAsa pAmatuM pAmatuM vRddha thAya, eka bIja khIlatuM khIlatuM vRkSa thAya, bIjano caMdramAM khIlato khIlato pUrNimAno caMdra bane, e prakriyAne jovI tenA karatAM paNa A jIva khIlato khIlato ziva thaI jAya ane AtmA khIlato khIlato paramAtmA thaI jAya e prakriyAne jovI te parama dhIrajanuM kAma che. evuM parama dhairya jemanI pAse che temane kahevAya che saguru. vicAra karajo, sadguru zikSaka nathI. zikSaka sarjaka che paNa udghATaka nathI, sadgurucetanAnuM udghATana kare che. jenAmAM tAlAvelI na hoya enAmAM tAlAvelI jagADe che ane jene tAlAvelI lAgI che tene pAra pamADe che. A banne kAma koIpaNa jAtanI apekSA vagara, badalAnI AzA rAkhyA vagara saguru kare che. ziSya to badhuM ApavA taiyAra che, paraMtu sadgurune kaMIpaNa joItuM nathI. AvI temanI avasthA che. ahIM eka mahattvanI vAta kare che ke, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 21 6 pravacana kramAMka - 19, gAthA kramAMka - 18 mAnAdika zatru mahA, nija chaMdana marAya, jAtAM sadguru zaraNamAM, alpa prayAse jAya. zarIramAM roga thAya to DaoNkTaro maLaze, artha upArjana karavuM haze to salAhakAro maLaze, InkamaTeksamAM garabaDa karI che to ukelanArA maLaze, paraMtu aMdara garabaDa thaI che to tene ukelanAra koNa maLaze? mATe jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che ke jIvanamAM mAna Adi je zatruo che tene potAnA chaMde dUra karI zakAtAM nathI. jo potAnA chaMde dUra karI zakatA hota to kyAranAM dUra karI dIdhAM hota. Aje jAta pratye jojo. aMdaramAM nirIkSaNa karajo, avalokana karajo ke aMdaramAM kaSAyo che kharAM? cidAnaMdajI mahArAje lAkSaNika zailImAM kahyuM ke "avadhU! kholI nayana aba jAo. tuM jarA AMkha to ughADa, tArI kevI hAlata thaI che ! jema koI ghara avyavasthita thayuM hoya, vALatAM na hoya, badhuM ADuM avaLuM paDyuM hoya, aMdara bilADAM pharatAM hoya ane acAnaka gharano mAlika Ave ne kahe ke beTA ! tuM jarA gharanI hAlata kevI thaI gaI che te to jo. tema jJAnI puruSa paNa ApaNane kahe che ke tuM jo to kharo? tArI hAlata kevI thaI gaI che ? avadhU! tArA AMtarika cakSu khola. AMtarika nirIkSaNa kara, tuM tArI jAtane jo. maLI cAra caMDALa cokaDI, maMtrI nAma dharAyA. cidAnaMdajI mahArAje kahyuM ke tuM samajI le. cAra caMDALa bhegAM maLe eTale caMDALa cokaDI thaI jAya, jyAM laI javuM hoya tyAM laI jAya, ane jema doravuM hoya tema dore. A cAra cokaDI eTale anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, anaMtAnubaMdhImAna, anaMtAnubaMdhI mAyA ane anaMtAnubaMdhI lobha. A caMDALa cokaDI ahita kare che. "maMtrI nAma dharAyA", teo maMtrI thaIne beThAM che. ApaNane salAha Ape che ke "sAheba, sAMbhaLI nahi levAnuM. saNasaNato javAba ene ApI do. tame DhIlA nathI, nabaLA nathI, pahoMcI vaLo tevA cho. e to magatarA jevo che." aMbAlAlabhAInI TIkA che, "mAna ane pUjA Adino lobha e mahAna zatru che. te potAne DahApaNe cAlatAM nAza na pAme, paNa sadgurunAM zaraNamAM jatAM sahaja prayatnamAM jAya.' ApaNane to zatru hajI bahAra lAge che. jJAnI kahe che ke ApaNuM kharekhara ahita karanAra paribaLa bahAra nathI paNa aMdara che, ane e paribaLamAM sauthI pahelAM mAna zabda mUkyo. Ama to krama evo che ke krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, paNa ahIM mAna zabda pahelAM mUkyo kAraNa ke A mAna arthAt abhimAna sauthI moTo paramArtha mArgamAM avarodha karanAra zatru che. kahyuM che ke "jo mAna na hota to, ahIM ja mokSa hota." jIvanuM kaMI paNa khoTuM karanAra jo koI hoya to te mAna arthAt ahaMkAra che. gurupUrNimAno divasa hato. ziSya guru pAse jaI rahyo che, tenA banne hAthomAM noTonA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 217 baMDala che. gurunA caraNomAM tene mUkavAM che. ziSya AvI rahyo che ane guru ziSyane kahe che choDI de, choDI de.' ziSya DAbA hAthanuM baMDala choDyuM ane jamaNAM hAthamAM rahevA dIdhuM. pharI gurue kahyuM "choDI de', to jamaNA hAthanuM paNa choDI dIdhuM. baMne khAlI hAthe thayAM ane pachI cAlyo Ave che. pAchuM guru mahArAje kahyuM ke "choDI de", pelAne mUMjhavaNa thaI. DAbAnuM choDyuM, jamaNAnuM paNa choDyuM, have zuM choDavAnuM haze? UMDo vicAra karatAM khyAla Ave che ke "A meM choDyuM che, e smRti choDavAnI jarUra che.' tamane kaMI samajANuM? meM choDyuM te yAda rahI jAya che. choDyA pachImAM tene yAda rAkhavAnuM kAma bhAna kare che, ApaNo ahaMkAra kare che. meM kaMI ochuM choDyuM nathI, tame to lAkha choDIne dIkSA lIdhI, meM to daza lAkha choDIne dIkSA lIdhI che. vadhAre choDyuM eTale tamArA karatAM eka veMta UMcA thayA. pote je choDyuM che tene bhUlI jAya, vismaraNa kare, te kharo kahevAya, paraMtu A ahaMkAra ane mAna tenuM vismaraNa nahi thavA de. eTalA mATe kahyuM ke, potAnAM DahApaNe cAlatAM A badhA kaSAyo nAza pAmI zake tema nathI. anaMtAnubaMdhI mAna, krodha, mAyA, lobha A cAra samyakatvane rokanAra che. zAstromAM pharI pharI samaktinI vAta AvyA ja kare che, upAya nathI, kAraNa ke pahelAM darzana thavuM joIe. samyaggadarzana mokSano bhavya daravAjo che. e daravAjAmAMthI mokSamAM praveza thaI zakaze. paraMtu samyagadarzana thavAmAM aMtarAyabhUta thoDAM kAraNo che. - temAM paheluM kAraNa huM jANuM chuM te ja sAcuM che', samajAya che? "tame bahu DAhyA thazo nahi, tamane mArA karatAM kaMI vadhAre samajaNa paDatI nathI. ame ghaNI duniyA joI che. ane tame to haju UgI nIkaLyA cho.' huM jANuM chuM te ja sAcuM ema nakkI karo eTale mokSanAM dvAra baMdha thaI gayA. 'huM karuM chuM te paNa sAcuM ja che." have tene pheraphAra ke parivartana karavAnuM kaheze koNa? jeNe nakkI karI lIdhuM ke je huM karuM chuM ane jANuM chuM, te ja sAcuM che, Avo Agraha jenA jIvanamAM haze teNe vikAsanA daravAjA baMdha karI dIdhA. tenI bhUla thatI haze to paNa nahi sudhare, ane tene koI samajAve to paNa nahi samaje. kAraNa ke teNe nakkI karI lIdhuM che ke pote je samaje che te ja barAbara che. khoTuM hoya to paNa je mAnyuM che te ja sAcuM evuM svIkAravuM ane tevuM mAnIne jIvavuM tene zAstro mAna, abhimAna athavA ahaMkAra kahe che. A eka vAta thaI. potAnI buddhie dharma saMbaMdhI paramArthanI kalpanA karavI e bIjo moTo doSa che. yazovijayajI mahArAje 300 varSa pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke... dhUmadhAme dhamAdhama calI, jJAnamAraga rahyo dUra re, svAmI sImaMdharA vinati. devacaMdrajI mahArAje paNa kahyuM ke... dravya kriyA ruci jIvaDA, bhAvadharma ruci hIna, upadezaka paNa tehavA, zuM kare jIva navIna? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 218 pravacana kramAMka - 19, gAthA kramAMka - 18 AnaMdadhanajI mahArAje paNa kahyuM che ke... gacchanAM bheda bahu nayana nihALatAM, tattvanI vAta karatAM na lAje, udara bharaNAdi nija kAja karatAM thakAM, mohanaDiyAM kalikAla rAje. A traNe mahApuruSoe kahela vAtano tALo maLI gayo. paramArtha saMbaMdhI kalpanA karavI te vAstavikatA nathI." paramArtha saMbaMdhI kalpanA, paramArtha lAbhanI kalpanA, avasthA na hoya, bhUmikA na hoya, prApti thaI na hoya, aMdaramAM anubhUti thaI na hoya paraMtu mAne ke amane anubhava thayo che, darzana thayuM che, pAra pAmI gayA chIe, have kaMI karavAnuM aMdaramAM bAkI nathI, evI kalpanA karIne paramArtha viSe vAta karavI. A aMtarAyabhUta bIjuM kAraNa che. paramakRpALu deve sadguru mATe TocanI vAta karatA kahyuM che ke "guru rahyAM chaghastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna." ane sAthe sAthe kaDaka zabdomAM cetavaNI ApatA kahyuM ke asaguru e vinayano, lAbha lahe jo kAMI, mahAmohanIya karmathI, bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI. aDadhI gAthAmAM vAta prAmANika puruSa mATe, niSThAvaMta puruSa mATe che. ane pachI aDadhI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke jenAmAM tathA prakAranI avasthA thaI nathI, dazA thaI nathI, sadguru yogya lakSaNa nathI, bhUmikA prApta thaI nathI ane potAmAM saddagurupaNAno Aropa karIne, ame je siddhAMta kahIe chIe, teno jo koI lAbha le to "mahAmohanIya karmathI bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI." ATalA kaDaka zabdomAM paramakRpALu deva ja cetavaNI ApI zake. sadguru jema zAstrane AgaLa rAkhI vAta kare che tema asaguru paNa zAstrone AgaLa rAkhIne vAta kare che. emano paNa mIDIyA A zAstro che. baMne eka ja zAstranI vAta kare che. sadguru vItarAga paramAtmA vatI kahe che paNa asaddaguru pote vacamAM Ave che ane tethI zAstranA nAme bahu muzkelI UbhI kare che. AvI avasthA hovAne kAraNe potAne je prApta thavuM joIe te prApta karI zakatA nathI. cidAnaMdajIe kahyuM, "jAku jAku pUchIye sau apanI apanI gAve, sAcA mAraga kou na batAve." jene jene pUchIe te sau potAnI ja vAta gAya che. sAco mArga koI batAvatuM nathI. sAco mArga maLavo, sAco rasto maLavo bahu kaThina che, khoTAM mArgo UbhA thayAM che. sadaguru vagara sAco mArga zodhavo atyaMta muzkela che. mahApuruSoe kahyuM che ke tIrthakara devo maliyA' mArgane ApavAvALAM che, sanmArge dorI janArAM che. mArga Ape che, zaraNa Ape che, bodhi Ape che, ane hAtha pakaDIne tamane tyAM laI paNa jAya che. AvuM adbhuta For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 219 ane divya kAma A tIrthaMkaradevo kare che. ane tIrthaMkaradevone najara samakSa rAkhIne sadguruo paNa A ja kAma kare che. sadgurunA kAmanI jema, uparathI sArA dekhAvA rUpa mAyA karavI e trIjuM kAraNa che. sArA thavuM te judI vAta che ane sArA dekhAvA mATe karavuM e judI vAta che. jJAnI banavuM judI vAta che ane jJAnanI vAto karavI te judI vAta che. ApaNane sArA dekhAvuM che, paNa sArA thavuM nathI. jagatamAM sArA dekhAvA mATe jeTalAM prayatno thayAM che, tenA somA bhAge paNa sArA thavA mATe jo prayatno thayA hota to mAnava jAtinuM bhAvI juduM hota, abhuta mAnavajAta hota. uparathI sArA dekhAvuM che paNa aMdaramAM sArA thavuM nathI, evI avasthAne kahevAya che mAyA. chetaravuM ane kapaTa karavuM te mAyAnuM eka rUpa che. paraMtu kharI vyAkhyA e che ke uparathI sArA dekhAvAno DoLa karavo ane aMdaramAM sArA na hovuM ane emAM je rasa levo tene kahevAya che mAyA. AvI mAyA jyAM sudhI haze tyAM sudhI mArga prApta nahi thAya. mAnane kevI rIte jItazo? ane mAyAne tame kaI rIte jItazo? paramArtha saMbaMdhI je kalpanA karI che, tene tame sadgurunA zaraNamAM gayA vinA kaI rIte dUra karazo? chelluM kAraNa. bIjA jIvo pratyeno dveSa, bIjA pratyenI dhRNA, te kaI rIte dUra karazo? IzAvAsya upaniSadamAM sAdhake prazna karyo che. gurudeva! jyAre IzvaranAM darzana thAya che tyAre tenuM lakSaNa zuM? kema khabara paDe ke IzvaranA darzana thayA che? gurudeva kahe che ke tenuM lakSaNa kahI zakAya tema nathI. jene IzvaranA darzana thAya tenA moM para lAlI Ave tema kahIe to bahu saheluM thaI jAya. hemoglobIna vadhavAthI paNa moM para lAlI Ave che. bahAranA pheraphArane lakSaNo kahI zakAya tevuM nathI. paraMtu eka vAta che, jene IzvaranAM darzana thayAM che tene jagatamAM koIpaNa prANI pratye aMtaramAM dhRNA thatI nathI, AvI vyaktie Izvara joyA che tema kahI zakAya." ghaNA eTale tiraskAra, napharata, aNagamo. ghaNI vakhata ApaNe kahetAM hoIe chIe ke enuM moTuM mAre jovuM nathI A tiraskAra che, dhRNA che. paNa te jovuM ja paDaze. A janamamAM to javuM paDaze, paNa AvatAM janamamAM e sAthe Avaze. ghUNAmAMthI ja hiMsA pragaTe che. hiMsA sIdhI thatI nathI. koI mANasa koI mANasane sIdho mArI zakato nathI. koIpaNa prANIne mAravuM saheluM kAma nathI. enA manamAM pahelA dhRNA thAya. temAMthI tiraskAra thAya, temAMthI dveSa ane temAMthI verabhAva thAya, ane tenA pariNAme je pragaTa thAya te hiMsA. sAheba ! dhRNA baMdha karyA sivAya hiMsA baMdha karI nahi zakAya. dhRNAno vyApaka artha bIjAnuM astitva ApaNAthI sahana na thAya, A dharatI upara huM ekalo ja basa chuM, bIjuM koI joIe nahi evI je potAnI icchA evI je potAnI vRtti te dhRNAne kAraNe che. paramakRpALudeve soLa varSanI uMmare mokSamALAmAM abhuta kAvya lakhela che. temAM kahyuM che ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 20 pravacana kramAMka - 19, gAthA kramAMka - 18 'nirdoSa sukha, nirdoSa AnaMda lyo game tyAMthI bhale; e divya zaktimAna jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe." AnaMda e jIvana che ane jIvana AnaMda mATe che. AnaMdanI anubhUti mATe che, tame AnaMda game tyAMthI lyo, paNa e AnaMda nirdoSa hovo joIe. zikArI zikAra kare che, tene temAM majhA Ave che, paNa jeno zikAra thayo hoya tene pUcho ke tArI zuM hAlata thaI ? zikAra karanArane majhA AvI paNa zikAra thayo tene keTalI pIDA thaI te tene pUcho, mATe ema kahyuM ke nirdoSa sukha ane nirdoSa AnaMda game tyAMthI lo tenI nA nathI paNa te nirdoSa hovo joIe, jemAM koInI hAya ke pIDA na hoya, koI baMddha na hoya, koI mUMjhavaNa na hoya, koInI AMtaraDI kakaLatI na hoya. A kyAre bane? tamane saunA pratye prema hoya, ane prema tyAre ja hoya jyAre aMtaramAM ghaNA na hoya. ghaNAM loko kahetA hoya che ke amane bhagavAnanA darzana thaI gayA che, te vAta bhagavAna jANe paNa jene bhagavAnanAM darzana thayAM hoya tene koI pratye dhRNA na hoya. A cAra bAbato huM jANuM chuM, te ja sAcuM, huM karuM chuM te ja kharuM. gharamAM ghaNAM loko evuM kahetA hoya che ke basa, nahi bolavAnuM. meM kahI dIdhuM te ja phAInala. e ghara kevuM cAlatuM haze? te tame jojo. yAda rAkhajo, cauda pUrvadharo paNa dAvo nathI karatAM ke ame pUrepUruM jANIe chIe. zAstrIya paribhASAmAM mati, zruta, avadhi ane manaHparyaya jJAna, A cAra jJAna jemane che, temane paNa sarvajJa kahyAM nathI, kevaLI kahyAM nathI paNa chadmastha kahyAM che, kemake haju doSo thavAnI zakyatA che. kevaLajJAna jyAre prApta thAya tyAre sarvadoSothI mukta thavAya. jene jANavuM che teNe samajaNanAM dvAra, jJAnanAM dvAra khullA rAkhavAM paDaze, koI tenI sAthe dila kholIne vAta karI zake tevI avasthA teNe rAkhavI paDaze. A to ema kahe che ke "ame jANyuM che te ja sAcuM ane jene jANavuM hoya te amArI pAse Ave." huM je karuM chuM te ja sAcuM, evuM te mAne che te pahelI vAta thaI. bIjI vAta : potAnI buddhie dharma saMbaMdhanI paramArthavAdanI kalpanA karavI. A bahu moTuM pApa che. jAtajAtanI kalpanAo ApaNe buddhithI UbhI karIe chIe. "eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha, pAme te paramArthane te vyavahAra saMmaMta. mArga badalAvazo nahi. unmArganI dezanA Apazo nahi ane sanmArgano nAza karazo nahi. e mArga palaTAvazo nahi. tamArI buddhi, ahaMkAra ane kartRtva khAtara mArga badalAvazo nahi. mAna, sanmAna ane tamArI moTAI khAtara vItarAga paramAtmAno kaMDArelo je mArga che, te akhaMDa mArga upara tame kyAreya jALAM ugADazo nahi. mArgane badalAvavo te sauthI moTo aparAdha che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 221 mATe paramArtha saMbaMdhI jAtajAtanI kalpanA karavI nahi ane mArga jevo che tevo samajavo. trIjI vAta - e karI hatI ke uparathI sArA dekhAvAno DoLa karavo, tene kahevAya che mAyA. paramakRpALudeva ema gAI zake ke huM to doSa anaMtanuM bhAjana chuM karuNALa." ApaNe ArtahRdayathI AvuM gAI zakIe nahIM.ApaNe temaNe gAyeluM gAIe paNa aMdarathI mAnIe chIe ke amArI kvolITI judI che. suradAsajIe paNa bahu karuNApUrvaka gAyeluM ke.. mo sama kona kuTila khala kAmI, jina tanu diyo Inako bisarAyo, aiso nimaka harAmI, mo sama kauna kuTila khala kAmI. keTalI vedanA haze? keTalI aMdarathI pIDA haze? prabhu ! bIjAnI vAta to zuM karuM? paraMtu mArA jevo koI kuTila nathI, koI khala nathI, koI kAma nathI. mArI AMkhamAM vikAra jAge che, bIjAne chetaravAnuM mana thaI jAya che, huM koIno vizvAsaghAta karuM chuM. ane sauthImoTI vAta e che ke "jIna tanu diyo, Inako visarAyo." jeNe mane A naradeha Apyo, te tamane ja prabhu ! huM bhUlyo. prabhu ! tamAruM smaraNa bhUlyo. Avo nimakaharAmI koNa hoya ? mArAM karatAM to kUtaruM sAruM, eka roTalo nAkho to oTale besI jAya, ane rakSaNa kare. ghara mAlika UMghato rahe paraMtu e jAgato rahe. e sIkyorITI gArDa tarIke kAma kare. kaTako roTalo maLyo eTale e nimakahalAla. he prabhu! teM mAnavadeha Apyo, paNa ame nimakaharAma thayA. A vedanA, vyathA ane aMdaranI pIDA che. paramAtmAe ApaNane AvuM karavA nathI mokalyAM. sAheba! tame zuddha thAva, svaccha thAva, AtmAnuM kalyANa karo eTalA mATe mokalyA che. bApe dIkarAne ugharANI karavA mokalyo che, ane dIkaro ugharANI karavA jAya che. jene tyAM gayo te vyavahArakuzaLa mANasa hato. khATalo pAtharyo, gAdaluM pAtharyuM. cA, pANI, bIDI ApI ane rasoI taiyAra karAvI. lADu, dALa, bhAta, bhajIyAM karI jamADyo. pachI be kalAka UMdhyo ane Ubho thaI cAlato thayo. ghera Avyo tyAre bApAe pUchyuM, ugharANI karIne Avyo? nA, bApA! e to bhUlI ja gayo. tyAre tyAM jaI karyuM zuM? cA pIdhI, lADu dALa, bhAta jamyo ane pachI sUI gayo. be kalAka ArAma karyo. bApe kahyuM, 'tane ATalA mATe mokalyo hato?' tevI rIte A mAnavadehamAM AvyAM te khAI pIne ArAma karavA ja AvyA chIe ? ke ahIM paramAtmAno bheTo karavA AvyA chIe ? paNa A mAnAdi kaSAyo tathA bIjA pratye dhRNA naDe che. "mAnAdi zatru mahA nija chaMde na marAya." kabIrajIe kahyuM che ke... jAte the prabhu milanako, bIcameM baDI laMbI talavAra, eka kaMcana dusarI kAminI, usane diyA mAra. A saMtonI vedanA to juo. tamane vedanA nathI, kemake tame tenAthI AgaLa cho. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 2 2 pravacana kramAMka - 19, gAthA kramAMka - 18 bUrA dekhanako calA, to bUrA na milyA koI, aMtara khojana dekhIyA, mujase bUrA na koI. A badhA doSo kevI rIte jaze? jo mArA prayAse gayA hota to kyAranAya gayAM hota. Aje paNa doSo to che ja. jarA jAtanuM aMtara nirIkSaNa bArIkAIthI karajo. jarA bArIkAIthI jojo ke keTalAM satsaMgo karyA? keTalI pArAyaNo karI? keTalI vakhata apUrva avasara gAyuM? keTalI vakhata vacanAmRta sAMbhaLyuM, carcA karI? ane ekAMtamAM paNa gayA. keTalI vakhata A badhuM besIne vAMcyuM? paraMtu aMdara jojo, olI cAra caMDALa cokaDI je beThI che temAMthI koIe rAjInAmuM ApyuM? ekapaNa ocho thayo? rAgadveSe bharyo, moharI naDyo, lokanI rItamAM ghaNuM ye rAto, krodha vaza dhamadhamyo, zuddha guNa navi ramyo, bhamyo bhavamAMhI, huM viSaya mAto, tAra ho tAra, prabhu muja sevaka bhaNI, jagatamAM eTaluM sujaza lIje. Avo pokAra to karo ke prabhu mane bacAvo, khAkhI kapaDAMvALo polIsa pAchaLa paDe to bhagavAnane kaho cho ke bhagavAna ! mane bacAvo. A krodha ke mAnanI bIka lAge che? ane tyAre kadI ema kahyuM ke prabhu ! mane bacAvo? anaMta varSo gayA chatAM kaSAyo nabaLAM na paDyAM. kema nabaLAM na paDyAM? sAheba ! yAda rAkhajo ke, mAnAdika zatru mahA, nija chaMde na marAya, jAtAM sadguru zaraNamAM, alpa prayAse jAya. potAnAM chaMdathI ke potAthI mAna, krodha dUra thatAM nathI. mAnAdi dUra karavAnI eka rIta che, eka paddhati che. jemaNe A kaSAyo jItyAM che, temane khabara che ke e kaSAyo kema jAya. jeo mAnathI mukta banyA che temane mAnathI mukta thavAnI rIta khabara che. teo kahe che ke jAtAM sadaguru zaraNamAM, alpaprayAse jAya." sadgurunAM zaraNamAM javAthI, sahelAIthI jAya. zabda samajIne vAparyo che ke prayAsa to karavo paDaze, mathAmaNa karavI paDaze paraMtu alpa eTale bahu thoDI, pasIno UtarI jAya teTalI badhI mahenata nahIM karavI paDe. alpa prayatnathI paNa kaSAyo jItI zakAya che. jo saguru na hoya to, eTale ke temanuM zaraNuM na hoya to, game teTalAM prayatno karavAthI paNa kaSAyo jItI zakAtAM nathI. kAraNa zuM? saguno yoga jyAre thAya che tyAre te oghadRSTimAMthI yogadRSTimAM praveza kare che. ogha dRSTi eTale sAmAnya dRSTi, pravAhanI dRSTi, laukika dRSTi, jagatamAM je cAle che te ogha dRSTi. ApaNe othe odhe to cAlyA. eka gheTuM AgaLa cAle ane tyAM khADo Ave to te gheTuM khADAmAM paDe. tenI pAchaLa bIjuM gheTuM cAlyuM, te paNa khADAmAM paDyuM, tenI pAchaLa trIjuM, te paNa khADAmAM paDyuM. koI gheTuM bIjA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 23 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA gheTAne pUchatuM nathI ke khADAmAM kema paDo cho? A gADariyo pravAha che. AmAM ja ApaNane majA Ave che. jAgRta thaIne jIvavuM ApaNane gamatuM nathI. A je gADariyo pravAha tene kahe che ogha dRSTi. saMguruno yoga thavAthI jIva ogha dRSTimAMthI yoga dRSTimAM TrAnsaphara thAya che. ahIM jIva sTArTIga poInTa para Ave che. tenA jIvanamAM TarnIMga poInTa Ave che, te vakhate doSo saheje dUra thAya che. ahIMthI bahu mahattvanI prakriyAno prAraMbha thAya che. yoganAM bIja IhAM grahe, jinavara zuddha praNAmo re, bhAvAcAra ja sevanA, bhava-udvega suThAmo re. yogadaSTisajhAyanI eka bahu nAnakaDI kaDI che. yoganAM vIza bIjo che. haribhadrasUrijI mahArAje tenuM yogadaSTimAM varNana karyuM che ke koIpaNa jAtanI kAmanA vagara jinezvara paramAtmAnAM caraNomAM namaskAra tathA bhAvAcAryanA caraNomAM namaskAra e yoganuM bIja che. sadguru mATe zAstrIya paribhASAmAM zabda che bhAvAcArya, paramakRpALudeva kahe che ke AvA sadagurunA zaraNamAM jatAM A badhA doSo alpa prayAse jaze. have nakkI tamAre karavAnuM che. zaraNe javuM ke na javuM, te tamArI marajInI vAta che. manamAM ema thAya ke mAre kaSAyomAMthI mukta banavuM che, to pahelAM kaSAyo khaTakavA joIe. AMkhamAM kaNuM paDe to na khaTake? jyAre DaoNkTara pAse jaI kaDhAvo tyAre nirAMta thAya. koI sAthe aNabanAva thayo hoya to paNa khaTake, kAMTo vAgyo hoya to paNa khaTake. je khaTake che tene ApaNe dUra karyA vagara rahI zakatAM nathI. turata ja IlAja karIe chIe, tema kaSAyo kyAreya khaTake che? duHkha ke pIDA thAya che? vyathA thAya che? ema vicAra thAya che ke ATalA varSothI ame maMdire jaIe chIe, pravacano sAMbhaLIe chIe, bhagavAnanI pUjA karIe chIe, to paNa A krodha ane ahaMkAra mAro keDo mUkatAM nathI, te mATe kyAreya AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA kharA? ratnAkara pacIzImAM spaSTapaNe kahyuM che ke "meM mukhane meluM karyuM doSo parAyAM gAIne, ne netrane niMdita karyA paranArImAM lapaTAIne', Avo ekarAra ratnAkarasUrI mahArAja karI zake. ApaNe evuM na karI zakIe. jyAre kaSAyo khaTakaze tyAre Avo ekarAra karavAnI hiMmata Avaze. khaTaka jyAre thaze ke mAre kaSAyo dUra karavA che tyAre ema thaze ke kone pUchavuM? to paramakRpALudeva javAba Ape che ke... jAtAM sadguru zaraNamAM, alpa prayAse jAya. ATalo suMdara upAya A gAthAmAM jovAmAM Avyo. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 24 pravacana kramAMka - 20, gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 pravacana kramAMka - 20 gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 vinayanuM mAhAnyA je sadguru upadezathI, pAmyo kevaLajJAna, guru rahyA chadmastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna. (19) evo mArgavinaya taNo, bhAkhyozrIvItarAga, mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koI subhAgya. (20) asaddaguru e vinayano, lAbha lahe jo kAMI, mahAmohanIya karmathI, bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI. (21) TIkA je sagurunA upadezathI koI kevaLajJAnane pAmyA, te sadguru haju chaghastha rahyAM hoya, topaNa je kevaLajJAnane pAmyA che evA te kevaLI bhagavAna chAstha evA potAnA sadagurunI vaiyAvacca kare. (19) evo vinayano mArga zrI jine upadezyo che, e mArgano mULa hetu eTale tethI AtmAne zo upakAra thAya che, te koIka subhAgya eTale sulabha bodhi athavA ArAdhaka jIva hoya te samaje. (20) AvinayamArga kahyo teno lAbha eTale te ziSyAdinI pAse karAvavAnI IcchA karIne jo koIpaNa asaguru potAne viSe saddagurupaNuM sthApato te mahAmohanIya karma upArjana karIne bhavasamudramAM bUDe. (21) A traNe gAthA gahana ane gaMbhIra che. alaukika siddhAMto paramakRpALudeve A gAthAmAM pragaTa karyA che. barAbara samajavAmAM Ave to lAbha thaze, ane barAbara samajavAmAM nahi Ave to nukasAna paNa thaze. taTasthapaNe, svastha manathI, niSpakSapAtapaNe AmAM je kAMI jJAnI puruSane kahevuM che tene saraLatAthI, namratAthI samajavAno prayatna sAdhake karavAno che. satyane koIpaNa jAtanA avarodha ane kadAgraha vagara svIkAravAnI pUrva taiyArI tene kahevAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 2 25 saraLatA. saraLano sAmAnya artha je koIne chetare nahi, paNa gaMbhIra artha to e che ke je satyanI sanmukha che, anukULa che, jeNe potAnA dvAra satya mATe khullA mUkyAM che, je pragaTa che, jeNe potAnI jAtane khullI mUkI dIdhI che ane koI avarodho rAkhyAM nathI tene kahevAya che saraLa. AvA saraLa banIne keTalAMka sUtro samajavAM paDaze. ahIM eka samasyA che, eka gahana prazna paNa che ane sAthe apUrva ghaTanAnuM varNana paNa che. A vAta tarka ane vAdavivAdathI para che, zAstrothI para che, mAnyatAothI para che, paNa ghaTanA ghaTI che, bInA banI che, ane e bInAnuM alaga alaga rIte pRthakkaraNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. vizvamAM adhyAtmano eka mahAniyama che. vyavahAramAM nAnA ane moTAnI vyAkhyA judI che. sevA karanAra ane sevApAtra tenI vyAkhyA judI che, ane AdhyAtmika jagatamAM je vyAkhyA che te vyavahArathI judI che. bAhubalI muni aTakIne UbhA rahyA che. teo eTalAM mATe aTakyA che ke pahelAM mArAM nAnAbhAIoe dIkSA grahaNa karI che, teo sAdhu banyA che, aNagAra banyA che, muni banyA che. huM vayamAM moTo chuM ane huM pachI dIkSA grahaNa karuM chuM, to emanI pAse jAuM to vaMdana karavA paDe. eka bArI khullI che ke jo huM kevaLajJAnI banIne jAuM to vaMdana karavA na paDe. temane kevaLajJAna eTalA mATe prApta karIne javuM che ke nAnA bhAIone vaMdana karavAM na paDe. AdhyAtmika niyama evo che ke vayamAM bhale game tevaDAM hoya, paraMtu jeono dIkSA paryAya vadhAre hoya, jeo kevaLajJAna pAmyA hoya te moTAM gaNAya. te dRSTie bAhubalInA nAnAbhAIo moTA che. temane vaMdana karavuM paDe. jeo A niyamane anukULa thavA taiyAra nathI temanuM kevaLajJAna aTakI jAya. bAhubalIjIne temanA pitAzrI RSabhadeva bhagavAna pAse javuM che. vicAra thAya che ke huM tyAM jaIza to mAre mArAM nAnAbhAIone paNa vaMdana karavA paDaze. haju temanI daSTiuMmara upara ja che. zAstro ema kahe che ke have vyAkhyA badalAI gaI. have nirgatha thayelA munio je tamArA vyavahArika rIte nAnAbhAI che paraMtu AdhyAtmika dRSTie teo tamArAthI moTAM che. tame moTAM hovA chatAM paNa tame nAnA, AvI vyAkhyA svIkAra karavAmAM je mana ADuM cAlyuM che tenI pAchaLa abhimAna-mAna kAma kare che. e abhimAnanAM kAraNe temane ghaNI mahenata karavI paDI. teo yuddhanA medAnamAM bAra mahinA tapasyA karI kAyotsarga dhyAnamAM UbhA rahyAM, beThA nahi. AkhuM comAsuM pasAra thayuM ane palaLyAM. kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM TharyA, aMgArA varasatAM hoya tevI asahya garamI sahana karI. sthiratA to evI ke pakSIo paNa bhramaNAmAM paDI gayA ke A jIvaMta vyakti nathI, A to vRkSa che. tyAM kabUtaro ane cakalAoe mALA bAMdhyAM. AvuM badhuM thavA chatAM temane ruMvATe paNa kaMpana nathI ane vikalpa nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 226 pravacana kramAMka - 20, gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 ATalI ugra sAdhanA hoya to kevaLajJAna thavuM joIe, paNa na thayuM. eka nAnakaDI vAta ADI AvI. "taraNAM othe DuMgara re, DuMgara koI dekhe nahi re.' A taraNAMe aTakAvyAM. bAhubalI jevAM hAthIne ahaMkArarUpI kIDI tANI gaI. bhagavAna RSabhadeve temane jagADavA temanI brAhmI ane suMdarI be bahenone mokalI. banne baheno tyAM jaIne alaMkArika bhASAmAM kahe che ke "vIrA morA, gaja thakI Utaro, gaja caDhe kevaLa na hoya." A zabdo sAMbhaLI bAhubalIjI vicAre che ke "ya gaya ratha sahu pariharyA." meM to hAthI ghoDA ratha badhuM choDyuM che, dharatI upara Ubho chuM, mArI beno jUThuM na bole, to kayo hAthI ? are, ahaMkArarUpI hAthI upara caDhyo chuM. ahaMkArarUpI hAthI uparathI heThA UtaryAne vaMdana karavA paga upADyo. "paga upADyo re vAMdavA, upavuM kevalajJAna re." emane e Dagale ja kevaLajJAna thayuM. A bahu nAnakaDI ane AzcaryakAraka ghaTanA che. ahaMkArano pariNAma vinaya pragaTa thavA deto nathI. eTalA mATe ja A gAthAomAM paramakRpALudeve vinayanI mahattA batAvavA bahu pAramArthika vAta karI che. pahelI vAta, guru ane ziSyane joDanArI je kaDI che tenuM nAma vinaya. jyAre tame ziSya thaIne guru pAse jazo tyAre deha laIne jazo, saMpatti laIne jazo, bIjuM kaMIpaNa laIne jazo paNa AdhyAtmika mArgamAM tenuM mUlya nathI. mUlya hRdayanuM che ke hRdayamAM kevo bhAva che, eTalA mATe eka pAramArthika zabda vAparyo ane te che vinaya. 'vinayamUtro gho' dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. jema vRkSa mULamAMthI pragaTa thAya che tema dharma vinayamAMthI pragaTa thAya che, tethI ziSyanI mUDI vinaya che. bhagavad gItAmAM judA zabdo vAparyA che. arjune zrIkRSNane pUchyuM ke A tattvajJAna, AdhyAtmika jJAna, A paramajJAna prabhu ! kone prApta thAya? kaI sAmagrI laI guru pAse javuM? bhagavAna zrIkRSNa kahuM, arjuna ! "zraddhAvAna mane jJAna " A zraddhAno eka artha che ruci ane bIjo artha che prema. jenI pAse ruci ane premanI mUDI che e jJAna prApta karaze. ahIM ema kahyuM ke ziSyanI pAse vinayanI mUDI joIe ane sadguru pAse nirapekSatA joIe. jemane koIpaNa jAtanI apekSA nathI tene kahevAya che nirapekSa. jJAnI puruSa to pravacana ApI AbhAra vidhinI rAha paNa jotAM nathI. bolyAM ke vAta pUrI thaI gaI. yAda paNa nathI rAkhatA ke ame tamane kahyuM. teo ema paNa nathI kahetAM ke ame tamane upadeza na Apyo hota to tamane samyagadarzana na thAta. temane sanmAnanI paNa apekSA nathI. nirapekSatA eka mUDI ane bIjI mUDI niSpakSatA. temane koIno pakSa nathI. pakSamAM haMmezA rAga hoya che. tame jeno pakSa lezo tenA mATe rAga ane jeno pakSa nathI letAM tenAM mATe aNagamo che. jo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 227 tamane gamo, aNagamo haze to tamArI sAdhanAmAM aMtarAya Ubho thayA vinA nahi rahe. cidAnaMdajI kahe che, avadhU, nirapakSa viralA koI, dekhA jaga sau joI. ame AkhA jagatamAM joyuM to niSpakSa koIka ja maLyAM. jemane koI pakSa ja nahi. A mAruM, A mAruM nahi, A mane anukULa nathI, A mAro bhakta evo jemane koI pakSa ja nathI, ane niraMtara jemanI cetanA svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che, te svarUpa ramaNatA A trIjI mUDI. ziSya pAse vinayanI mUDI joIe, ane sadguru pAse nirapekSatA, niSpakSatA ane svarUpa ramaNatA, ema traNa mUDI joIe. vinayanI bAbatamAM paNa traNa bAbato Ave che. eka bAbata vaiyAvacca, bIjI zuzraSA ane trIjI sevA. A traNe ghaNA mahattvanA che. vaiyAvacce pAribhASika zabda che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM ogaNIsamAM adhyayanamAM ziSya pUche che ke, veyAvacceNaM bhaMte ! jIve kiM jaNayai ? veyAvacceNaM titthayaranAmago kammaM nibaMdhai // 45 // he bhagavaMta ! vaiyAvacca karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? ane bhagavAna kahe che ke vaiyAvacca karavAthI tIrthakara nAmakarma nAmanI prakRtino baMdha thAya che. eTalI UMcI kakSAe te vaiyAvacca karato karato pahoMce che. vaiyAvaccano artha sevA karatAM ho to te adhUro artha che, khoTuM nathI paNa adhUruM bhASAMtara che. vaiyAvaccamAM kaMIka vizeSa tattva che, je karavAthI tIrthakara nAmakarmano baMdha thAya che. jemane mATe sadUbhAva che, temanA caraNamAM potAnuM samagra jIvana arpaNa karIne, jIvananA chellA zvAsa sudhI temanI AjJAe AjJAe jIvavuM, sevA karavI tene kahevAya che vaiyAvacca. A dehAdi AjathI, varte prabhu AdhIna, dAsa dAsa huM dAsa chuM, teha prabhuno dIna. vaiyAvacca e vinayamAMthI vahetI thayela gaMgA che. bIjI zuzruSA...zuzruSA zabdano artha thAya che-atyaMta kALajIpUrvaka, atyaMta kRtajJatApUrvaka sAmAM jIvanI pIDA ane duHkhane dUra karavA tamAma prakAranI prakriyAno prayatna. sevA eTale bIjAne sukha ane zAtA ApavI. ziSya pAse sauthI moTI mUDI hoya to vinayanI mUDI che. ane guru pAse nirapekSatA, niSpakSatA ane svarUpamAM ramaNatAnI mUDI che. banne mUDI ekatrita thAya, ane teno guNAkAra thAya tene kahevAya che guru ziSya. mokSa jevo lAbha ane kevaLajJAna jevo lAbha joIto hoya to A mUDI joIze. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 28 pravacana kramAMka - 20, gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 A gAthAmAM kRpALudevane je vAta karavI che te ati gaMbhIra che. Ano khulAso mAMgazo to ame nahi ApI zakIe, ane zAstro paNa nahi ApI zake, paraMtu ghaTanA ghaTI che, ane te mahattvanI che. "je sadgurunA upadezathI pAmyo kevaLajJAna,guru rahyA chadmastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna.' A alaukika ane AzcaryakAraka ghaTanA che. bhagavAna gautama svAmIjI aSTApadajInI yAtrA karavA gayelA. A yAtrA ati vikaTa che, kAraNa ke aSTApada parvata AThayojana UMco che. ekeka yojananA aMtare ATha pagathiyA che, tethI tyAM caDavuM te sAmAnya mANasanuM gaju nathI. gautamasvAmIjI pahelAM paMdaraso tApasI yAtrA karavA gayela che. tyAM caDI zakyA nathI eTale aTakIne beThAM che. gautamasvAmIjI yAtrA karI uparathI AvI rahyAM che ane paMdaraso tApaso vicAre che ke A kevI rIte jaI zakyAM haze? kathA evI che ke gautama svAmIjI sUryanAM kiraNo pakaDIne upara caDI gayela. vaijJAniko jANaze to kaheze ke lAvo leboreTarImAM ane sAbita karI Apo ke kiraNo kevI rIte pakaDAya ? atyAre eTaluM ja lakSamAM lo ke kiraNo pakaDIne caDI gayela. (evI labdhi che.) paMdaraso tApasIne upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. teo gautama svAmIne pUche che ke tame kevI rIte gayAM? to kahe ke paramAtmAnI kRpAthI. temaNe ema kahyuM nathI ke ame labdhidhArI chIe ane sUryanAM kiraNo pakaDIne gayA hatA. paMdaraso tApasoe gautamasvAmI pAse saMyama grahaNa karyuM. bIjI AzcaryanI vAta e che ke temanI pAse akSayapAtra hatuM ane e pAtramAM khIra vhorI lAvIne paMdarasone pAraNuM karAvyuM. paMdaraso jaNAM pAraNuM karI rahyA che, temAMthI pAMcasone kevaLajJAna thayuM. paMdarasone sAthe laIne gautamasvAmI bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse AvI rahyA che. bhagavAna mahAvIranuM samavasaraNa jotAM bIjA pAMcasone kevaLajJAna thayuM. ne bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA trIjA pAMcasone kevaLajJAna thayuM. samavasaraNamAM alaga alaga beThako hoya che. kevaLIone besavAnI alaga beThako, chabasthone besavAnI alaga beThako. A paMdaraso kevaLI parSadA tarapha javA lAgyA che, tyAre gautama svAmIjI kahe che, "tame kaI bAju cAlyAM? e to kevaLI bhagavAna mATe che. te vakhate bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che, gautama, AzAtanA na karo. teo kevaLajJAnI che." "guru rahyA chadmastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna.' gautama svAmIne haju kevaLajJAna thayuM nathI, ane paMdaraso tApasone kevaLajJAna thayuM. A tathya che ane aitihAsika ghaTanA che. A vAstavikatA che, AvuM banyuM che. AvI avasthA thaI che. paMdaraso tApasane kevaLajJAna thayuM ane gautamasvAmIjIne viSAda thayo ke A gaIkAlanA tApaso, huM temanI sAthe rahyo, emane kevaLajJAna thayuM ane huM koro ghAkora For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 29 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA rahI gayo chuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che, goyama ma karIza kheu, cheha jaI ApaNa sahI, hoza tullA beu. ciMtA karIza nahi. chelle tame ane ame sarakhAM thaI jaIzuM. dhIraja rAkhaje. paMdarasone gautamasvAmIe vaMdana karyA. gautamasvAmIne cAra jJAna che. cAra jJAna eTale mati, zruta, avadhi ane mana:paryaya. e cAra jJAnanA dhaNIne chabI kahyA. chadma eTale doSa, AvaraNa ane jenAmAM haju paNa doSa che te chaba0. sarvajJa ane chadmastha vacce pharaka che. vItarAgasarvajJa ene kahevAya ke jenAmAM rAga dveSano atyaMta abhAva che. gautamasvAmImAM mana:paryaya jJAnanI UMcAI AvI che, paNa maMda maMda rAgadveSa rahyAM che tethI temane chabastha kahyAM. appaDihayavaranANadaMsaNadharANa, viachaumANe. "chabastha avasthA jemanI dUra thaI che, ane jeo sarvajJa banyAM che, temane namaskAra thAo." jeo cAra jJAnanAM ghaNI che, ATalo badho vikAsa thayo hovA chatAM alpatama evAM rAgadveSa hovAne kAraNe emane pUrNajJAnI, kevaLajJAnI, sarvajJa kahyAM nathI. kevaLajJAnanI dRSTie haju kacAza che. AvI chadmastha avasthA rahI hoya, ane temaNe jemane upadeza Apyo te kevaLajJAnI thAya to temanI vacce vyavahAra kevo hoya ? kaI rIte vyavahAra thAya? teo potAnA guru bhale chamastha che chatAM vinaya choDatAM nathI. caMdanabALAjI bhagavAna mahAvIranI prathama ziSyA che. teo bIjA sAdhvIjIo sAthe bhagavAna mahAvIrane vaMdana karavA, dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA che. AzcaryakAraka ghaTanA evI ghaTI ke sUrya ane caMdra mULa vimAne prabhune vaMdana karavA AvyA che. sAMje saMdhyA samaya thatAM pahelAM caMdanabALAjI tathA bIjA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto potAnA sthAne pAchA AvI gayA. temanA ziSyA sAdhvIjI mRgAvatIjIne samayano khyAla na rahyo ke sAMja paDI gaI che. sUrya ane caMdra darzana karI cAlyAM jAya che, ane aMdhakAra chavAI jAya che. aMdhakAramAM mRgAvatIjI caMdanAjI pAse Ave che. te vakhate caMdanAjI mRdubhASAmAM Thapako Ape che ke uttama kuLamAM janmelI strIe AvA aMdhakAramAM javuM hitAvaha nathI. ATalI ja vAta caMdanAjIe karI ane mRgAvatIjIne thayuM ke meM mArA guru mahArAjane pIDA ApI, duHkha ApyuM. mArA nimitte temaNe mane kahevuM paDyuM ne? sAdhAraNa strI mATe ucita na hoya to sAdhvI mATe ucita kema hoya? temane khUba ja pazcAttApa thaI rahyo che. pazcAttApa karatAM karatAM teo zreNIo caDavA mAMDyAM. chaThThA guNasthAnethI sAtamA guNasthAne ane sAmethI AThamA guNasthAne ane tyAMthI zrapakazreNI mAMDI teramA guNasthAnake gayA, ane mRgAvatIjIne kevaLajJAna thayuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 230 pravacana kramAMka - 20, gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 ghaTanA juo, prasaMga ghaNo nAno che. mAtra caMdanAjIe eTalAM ja zabdo kahyAM ke "uttama kuLanI strIe AvI rIte nIkaLavuM hitAvaha nathI." AmAM kazuM ja vadhAre kahyuM nathI. mRgAvatIjI caMdanabALAjI pAse beThA che. caMdanabALAjI saMthArA upara sUtA che. temano hAtha bAjumAM che, tyAMthI eka kALo jherI sApa nIkaLe che. tethI mRgAvatIjIe hAtha upADI bAju para lIdho. caMdanabALAjIe pUchayuM, "mAro hAtha kema upADyo?" tyAre mRgAvatIjIe kahyuM ke "ahIMthI eka kALo jherI sarpa jatAM joyo, te Apane pIDA na Ape te mATe meM Apano hAtha bAju para mUkyo." caMdabAvAjIe pUchyuM ke AvA ghanaghora aMdhArAmAM tamane khabara kema paDI? tyAre mRgAvatIjI vinaya sAthe kahe che ke jJAnathI khabara paDI. temaNe pharI pUchyuM, 'kayuM jJAna?' AnA mATe zAstromAM be zabdo Ave che. (1) pratipAti (AvIne cAlyu jAya paNa kha) (2) apratipAti. (AvyA pachI kyAre paNa jAya nahIM) temaNe kahyuM ke mane ApanI kRpAthI apratipAtI jJAna thayuM che. sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja caMdanabALAjI beThAM thayAM ane mRgAvatIjIne khamAvyAM, vaMdana karyuM upadeza ApanAra guru pAchaLa rahyA ane upadeza grahaNa karanAra ziSya sarvajJa avasthAnI prApti karI che. AvI gupta ghaTanA ziSyamAM ghaTI che paNa ziSya arthAta kevaLajJAnI potAnA chadmastha gurune sAme cAlI kahetAM nathI ke mane kevaLajJAna thayuM che. tathA potAnI sevAvaiyAvaccano krama guru chadmastha hovA chatAM baMdha karatA nathI. somala ane kAco pAro pacAvavo sahelo che paNa jJAna pacAvavuM bahu muzkela che. saMpUrNapaNe rAga, dveSa ane moha gayA sivAya kevaLajJAna thAya nahi. A saMpUrNa AdhyAtmika ghaTanA che. AvI ghaTanA ghaTI hovA chatAM chabastha sadguruno teo vinaya ane vaiyAvacca choDatA nathI. bIjI vAta, jyAre sadgurune khabara paDe ke ziSyane kevaLajJAna thayuM che, te ja vakhate guru temane vaMdana kare che ane ema kahe che ke tamArI sevA amArAthI levAya nahi. ame tamArI sevA karIzuM. eka vakhatanA ziSyanI sevA guru kare che. gurune ema thatuM nathI ke A eka vakhatano celo che. ane huM tenI sevA kema karuM? zAstro kahe che ke "guru rahyA chaghastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna. ahIM bhagavAna zabdana mUkyo hota to na cAlata? to kahe che nA. bhagavAna eTale bhagavattA jemane prApta thaI, kaivalyajJAnanI avasthA jemane prApta thaI, evI avasthAvALA puruSa paNa emanA guru chadmastha hovA chatAM vinaya karavAnuM cUkatAM nathI. sarvajJa tamAma niyamothI para che, vidhi ane maryAdAnI bahAra che. emanI koI AcArasaMhitA nathI, chatAM chadmastha guruno vinaya bhagavAna kare che. ahIM ema batAvavuM che ke vinaya ane sadguru pratyenA bhAvanuM keTaluM mahattva For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 231 che. A vAta ka2vAmAM eTalA mATe jokhama che ke A vAtano upayoga sadguru to kadI karatAM nathI paNa asadguruo upayoga karyA vagara rahetAM nathI. AgaLanI gAthAmAM kaheze, asadguru e vinayano lAbha lahe jo kAMI, mahAmohanIya karmathI bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI. (21) asadguru AvI bhUmikAno geralAbha laI le che, ane je kevaLajJAna pAmyA che evA kevaLI bhagavAna chadmastha gurunI vaiyAvacca ke sevA karyA vagara rahetAM nathI. A to kevaLajJAna ane sarvajJa avasthA che chatAM vinayanuM mAhAtmya che. eTalAM mATe bhagavAna mahAvIre aMtima dezamAM je uttarAdhyayanasUtranA 36 adhyAyo kahyAM che, temAM sauthI pahelAM adhyAyanuM nAma vinaya adhyayana che. bhagavAne vinayanI vAta karI. bhagavAne ema kahyuM ke ziSyanI pAse bIjI mUDI nahi hoya to cAlaze, paNa vinayanI mUDI to joIze ja. gaIkAle e cakravartI hato, karoDo rUpiyAno mAlika hato, ane Aje e ziSya banyA pachI e cakravartInA paTAvALAe jo pahelA dIkSA grahaNa karI hoya ane e cakravartIne guru ema kahe ke AmanI tame sevA karo to cakravartI ema na kahe ke 'tame mane oLakho cho ? huM cakravartI hato.' have avasthA badalAI gaI che. bhUmikA badalAI gaI che, eTale ema nahi kahe. jJAnI puruSo Avo vicAra karatAM nathI, kAraNa ke jJAnathI abhimAna TaLe che. A vAta samajI lejo. jJAna ja eka sAdhana che, je abhimAna ogALI zake che ane jJAna ja evuM sAdhana che ke enA kAraNe abhimAna utpanna thAya che. jJAnathI abhimAna TaLe paNa kharuM ane jJAnathI abhimAna thAya paNa kharuM. paraMtu jJAnanuM abhimAna thatuM hoya to AMkho mIMcIne e jJAnane ajJAna kahejo, jJAna na kahezo. jJAnanI vyAkhyA samajAI ? manovaijJAnika ema kahe che ke traNa graMthio bahu majabUta che. (1) bhayanI graMthi, (2) kAmavAsanAnI graMthi ane (3) ahaMkAranI graMthi. A traNa graMthio kADhavI ghaNI muzkela che. jagatanAM badhA jIvo ane prANImAtra jo aTakyAM hoya to A traNa graMthiomAM aTakyAM che. kAraNa ke traNe graMthio bharapUra tAkAtathI kAma kare che. zAstrone ema kahevuM che ke bhayanI graMthi dUra thAya te saheluM che, paraMtu kAmavAsanAnI graMthi dUra karavI muzkela che. kAmavAsanAnI graMthi paNa haju dUra thaI zakaze paNa ahaMkAranI graMthi kADhavI e ghaNI ghaNI muzkela che. zAstromAM kAmavijetA sthUlibhadra muni mATe kahevAyuM che ke nAma rAkhyuM che jagamAMhI, corAsI covisI lage tyAMhI, sAdhu pahoMcyA che devalokamAMhI. A dharatI upara evo puruSa thayo che ke kAmavijetA tarIke jenI nAmanA corAsI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 232 pravacana kramAMka - 20, gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 covizI sudhI jagatamAM raheze. AvA samartha puruSane paNa ahaMkAre pADyA. teoe dazapUrvano abhyAsa karyo hato. yakSA yakSadinnA Adi emanI saMyamI sAta beno temane vaMdana karavA mATe AvatA hatA, sthUlibhadra muni potAnI labdhi zakti batAvavA kSaNa mATe siMhanuM rUpa laIne beThA. guru mahArAjane teno khyAla Avyo. tethI AgaLanA bIjA cAra pUrvanA jJAna mATe teone ayogya kahyAM. Fearless thaI zakAya, Sexless paNa thaI zakAya paraMtu Egoless thavuM ghaNuM kaparuM che. ApaNAM eka vakhatanAM bhUtapUrva vaDApradhAne temanA daravAjA bahAra pATiyuM rAkhyuM ane lakhyuM ke bhUtapUrva vaDApradhAna. have sarakArI niyama pramANe mANaso AvyAM ane pATiyuM kADhavA lAgyA to temaNe ema kahyuM ke, "are mata nikAlo, IsameM likhA hai bhUtapUrva vaDApradhAna. pradhAna to nahi likhA hai, bhUtapUrva vaDApradhAna paDhane se hameM zAMti milatI hai." ahaMkAra rahita thavuM-Egoless thavuM kaThina che. chellAmAM chellI graMthi rahI jatI hoya to te ahaMkAranI che. sadgurunA upadezathI ziSyane kevaLajJAna thAya, te ziSya kevaLajJAna pAmyAnuM abhimAna kare nahi. mohano kSaya thayA vinA kevaLajJAna thAya nahi. baMne sAthe nahi rahe. moha Ubho hoya ane kevaLajJAna hoya, A ghaTanA adhyAtmika jagatamAM ghaTatI nathI. moha ocho thAya, maMda thAya tema paNa nahi, pUrepUro kSaya thavo joIe. saMpUrNapaNe kSaya thavo joIe. moha ghaTavAnI, ocho thavAnI ke upazama thavAnI vAta nahi, paNa saMpUrNapaNe kSaya, ane Avo kSaya na thAya tyAMsudhI kevaLajJAna thAya nahi. bIjuM sUtra - kevaLajJAna thayA pachI moha nathI, rAgadveSa nathI, teno Akho parivAra gayo. huMpaNuM gayuM, mArApaNuM gayuM. kartApaNAnI buddhi gaI, bhoktApaNAnI buddhi gaI. A badho mohano parivAra che. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che, avadhu vairAgya beTo jAyo, vAne khoja kuTuMba saba khAyo. evI ghaTanA ghaTI ke A dIkaro janamyo ane dIkarAe janmatAnI sAthe paheluM kAma e karyuM ke mohanA kuTuMbane khAI gayo. alaMkArika bhASAmAM e vAta che. moha gayA pachI emanI pravRttio je rahe che te udayAdhIna ja hoya che. jo pravacana ApavAnuM hoya, dezanA ApavAnI hoya, saMgha sthApavAno hoya ke AhAra, vihAra vi. je kaMI pravRtti rahe che te udayAdhIna pravRtti hoya che. have e pravRttio vAsanA ke rAgadveSane AdhIna nathI, mohane AdhIna nathI, kaSAyone AdhIna nathI, vibhAvone AdhIna nathI. e mAtra udayAdhIna che. udaya sivAya bIjI koI ghaTanA ghaTatI nathI. evI avasthAmAM guru sevA paNa thaI zake ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 233 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA vinayamAM pravartana paNa thaI zake. AvI avasthA kevaLajJAnIne prApta thayela hovA chatAM, e bhagavAna vinaya kare che. vinayanuM AvuM mAhAbhya che. paraMtu sAthe sAthe bIjI vAta, je sadguruno kevaLI bhagavAna vinaya karatAM hoya, te sadgurune khabara paDe ke ziSyane kevaLajJAna thayuM che, to turata ja ziSyane pUjya gaNIne sadguru tenI sevA ane vaiyAvacca karavA lAgI jAya che. A AdhyAtmika jagatanI adbhuta vAta che. mATe bhagavAna kahe che vinayathI svane paNa lAbha thAya ane parane paNa lAbha thAya. AvA vinayano mArga kadI choDatAM nathI. gAthA zuM AvI? je sadguru upadezathI, pAmyo kevaLajJAna, guru rahyA chapastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna. A AdhyAtmika niyama che. zAstrathI para banatI ghaTanA che. guru ziSya vaccenI saMdhi che. kevaLajJAnInI avasthA kevI adbhuta che? vinayanuM kevuM mAhAmya che? ane ATalI badhI adbhuta vAta karatI vakhate kRpALudevanAM khyAlamAM che ke A vAtano vadhAremAM vadhAre geraphAyado paNa thaI zake tema che, tethI temaNe kaDaka cetavaNI ApI che ke sadguruo lAbha letAM nathI paNa asaguruo pUrepUro lAbha lIdhA vagara rahetA nathI. evo mArga vinayataNo, bhAkhyo zrI vItarAga, mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koI subhAgya. 20 A vinayano mArga vItarAge kahyo che. "mULa hetu e mArgano samaje koI subhAgya. je sulabhabodhi che, je najIkamAM mokSa pAmavAno che, te pAtra mATe subhAgya zabda vAparyo che. subhAgya eTale je bhAgyazALI che, jenuM sAruM bhAgya che. je sulabhatAthI bodha pAme che ane je nikaTamAM mokSe javAno che. A gAthAmAMthI eka vAta spaSTa samajI lejo ke koIpaNa saguru, sadguru thavA mATe koziza karatAM nathI, ane asadUguru koziza karavAnI bAkI rAkhatAM nathI. sadgurune kevaLajJAna thayuM na hoya ane ziSyane jo kevaLajJAna thAya to te kevaLajJAnI thaIne paNa sadgurunI vaiyAvacca sevA kare che. ane sadgurune khabara paDe ke A ziSyane kevaLajJAna thayuM che to te potAnI sevA choDAvI te ziSyanI sevA karavA lAgI jAya che. Avo vinayano mArga che. ahIM sagurunI yAtrA haju adhUrI che, kSapakazreNI mAMDavAnI bAkI che. e mAMDaze pachI kevaLajJAnanI avasthA prApta karaze. paraMtu teo paNa potAno vinaya choDatAM nathI. ane asaguru jenAmAM A prakAre avasthA nathI ane potAne saguru manAve, ane AvuM manAvavA kahe ke juo, kevaLajJAnI paNa sadgurunI sevA kare che, mATe tame amArI sevA karo. evuM jo kahetAM hoya to kRpALudeve kahyuM ke, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 234 pravacana kramAMka - 20, gAthA kramAMka - 19, 20 ane 21 asadguru e vinayano, lAbha lahe jo kAMI, mahAmohanIya karmathI, bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI. 21 A kaThina gAthA che. koIne ekAda apazabda bolavo paNa ApaNane sAruM na lAge, jyAre A to 'mahAmohanIya karmathI bUDe bhavajaLamAMhI' - A moTAmAM moTI gALa ApavA jevuM thAya, paraMtu zrImadbhu to ahIM cetavaNI ApavA mATe kahe che. UMdho artha na lezo. pote asadguru che, pote jANatAM hovA chatAM ame sadguru chIe evuM manAvI temane ziSya pAse sevA karAvavI che. kahe che ke ''juo, jene kevaLajJAna thayuM che teo paNa sadgurunI sevA kare che. are, beTA ! tuM paNa amArI sevAmAM AvI jA.'' evuM jo kahetAM hoya to mahAmohanIya karmano baMdha karI bhavasAgaramAM paribhramaNa karyA karaze. adbhuta gAthA che. vicAra karajo. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 235 pravacana kramAMka - 21 gAthA kramAMka - 22 vinaya mArgano sakhya nirdhAra hoya mumukSu jIvate, samaje eha vicAra, hoya matArthI jIva te, avaLo le nirdhAra. (22) TIkA je mokSArthI jIva hoya te A vinayamArgAdino vicAra samaje, ane je matArtha hoya te teno avaLo nirdhAra le, eTale kAMpote vinayaziSyAdi pAse karAve, athavA asagurune viSe pote sadgurunI bhrAMti rAkhI A vinaya mArgano upayoga kare. (22) mANasa sadAcArI hoya, nItimAna hoya, tapa, tyAga, vrata, anuSThAna paNa karato hoya, eNe munijIvanano-dravyaliMgano paNa svIkAra karyo hoya, agiyAra aMgano pAThI hoya, ane ghora tapazcaryA paNa karato hoya, A badhuM karavuM zakya che, paraMtu potAno mata choDavo ghaNo muzkela che. jIva aTakyo che, te potAnA matArthIpaNAmAM aTakyo che. potAno mata mahattvano che kAraNa ke pote mahattvano che. matano Agraha jenA aMdaramAM che te jIva sAcA arthamAM AtmArthane pAmI zakato nathI. anaMtakALa A badhI sAdhanAo karI paNa A sAdhanAo karavA chatAM matApaNuM choDyuM nahi, tethI sAdhanA phalita thatI nathI. ahIM traNa zabdo atyaMta mahattvanAM che. e zabdo che matArthI, mumukSu ane AtmArthI. abhuta zabdo che, pAyAnA zabdo che. A samajI levAM jarUrI che. A samajatA pahelAM ogaNIsa, vIsa ane ekavIsa A traNe gAthAomAM je carcA karI tene atyaMta saMkSepamAM pharI samajavA prayatna karIe. mokSano mULa mArga ratnatraya che, samyagadarzana, samyagrajJAna ane samyapha cAritra. A ratnatrayane prApta karavAno mArga vinaya che. vinaya vagara samyagudarzana prApta na thAya, samyajJAna ane samyapha cAritra paNa prApta na thAya. vinaya eTale samarpaNa, vinaya eTale bhakti ane vinaya eTale AjJAnI ArAdhanA. saMbodha-sattari sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, ANAi tavo ANAi saMjamo, taha ya daannmaannaao| ANArahio dhammo, palAlapullUva paDihAi // For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 236 pravacana kramAMka - 21, gAthA kramAMka - 22 AjJAnuM pAlana to polIsakhAtuM paNa kare che ane sainiko paNa kare che, ane parataMtra mANaso paNa kare che. ahIM pAlana zabda nathI paNa ArAdhanA zabda che. AjJAnI ArAdhanA ahIM karavAnI che. AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM temAM dabANa che, bhAra che, bojo che, karavuM paDe tevo bhAva che, jyAre AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM samarpaNa ane bhakti che. jJAnI puruSanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA karavI te dharma che, te tapa che. bahu mahattvanI kaDI paramakRpALudeve mUkI che ke, "guru rahyA chaghastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna." A kaDI mahattvanI eTalAM mATe che ke AvI avasthA (bhagavattA) prApta thaI che, jemane koIpaNa jAtanI niyamAvalI rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI chatAM teo vinaya kare che. Ano kaMI hetu, lakSa hovo joIe, kaMIka guptatA hovI joIe, kaMIka gaMbhIratA hovI joIe. vitarAgadeve vinayano mArga eTalA mATe bhAkhyo ke je haLukarmI che, je ArAdhaka che, jenuM mana nirmaLa che, jenuM ataHkaraNa zuddha che, te ja A vinayano mArgasamajI zakaze, hetu samajI zakaze. samaktinAM 67 bolamAM jyAre vinayanI vAta karI tyAre arihaMtAdi dezanA pAMca prakAranAM vinayanI vAta karI. arihaMta paramAtmAno vinaya, siddha paramAtmAno vinaya, AcArya bhagavaMtono vinaya, upAdhyAya bhagavaMtono vijya, sAdhu-sAdhvIno vinaya, dharmano vinaya, zAstrono vinaya, sadaguruno vinaya. A vinaya vinaya zabda je vAraMvAra Avyo tenuM eka kAraNa che. vinaya jyAre prApta karavo hoya tyAre sAme koI jIvaMta vyakti joIe. vinaya e bhAva che, vinaya e samarpaNa che, vinaya premanI sAdhanA che, vinaya e bhakti che, vinaya ArAdhanA che. konI ArAdhanA karazo ? sAme pAtra jIvanI karavI, ane e pAtra che sapuruSo. sapuruSano yoga jyAre thAya, emanI oLakhANa thAya, emanA pratye bahumAna ane prema thAya, tyAre e prema pragaTa karavAnI je rIta, paddhati, tene kahevAya che vinaya, vinaya abhivyakti che. vinaya prAgaTya che, bhAvanI dhArA che ane vinaya jIvanano AhalAda ane AnaMda che. vinaya karavo e parataMtratA nathI, vinaya e premamAMthI khIleluM puSpa che ane e puSya jIvanamAM khIle che. vinaya zabda Ave tyAre be vyaktiono saMbaMdha Ave che. eka ziSya ane bIjA sapuruSa. ziSya ane puruSa vaccenuM anusaMdhAna, emanA vaccenI kaDI, emanA vacceno jetAla, emanA vaccenuM aikya ane AtmIyatA, tAdAbhyatA e vinaya che. puruSa ane ziSyanuM joDANa mAtra jJAnathI nahi thAya, mAtra vratathI nahi thAya, e baMnenuM joDANa vinayathI ja thaze. jenA hRdayamAM vinayano bhAva che, tenAmAM namratA, saraLatA ane sadAcAra to hoya ja. sadbhAvanA paNa hoya paraMtu sauthI moTI vAta, tenAmAM ahaMkAra ogaLelo hoya. jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra ogaLela na hoya tyAM sudhI vinayano bhAva Avato nathI. jyAre For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 237 vinayabhAva bolIe te vakhate teno ahaMkAra ogaLelo athavA ati maMda che, ane ahaMkAra maMda thavAnA kAraNe enA jIvanamAM premanA puSpo khIlavAno prAraMbha thAya che. | vinaya prApta thAya tyAre konA pratye vinaya karaze? konI bhakti ane konA pratye AlhAda vyakta karaze? konA pratye prema vyakta karaze? e sapuruSa pratye prema vyakta kare che. sapuruSa pratyeno prema arthAt vinaya e mUrtimaMta thAya sevAmAM ane vaiyAvaccamAM. sapuruSa pratyeno vinaya jemanAmAM pragaTa thayo che e manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI, sarvabhAvathI vaiyAvacca kare che, sevA kare che. sevA karavI paDaze tevuM jJAnI puruSa kahetAM nathI, sevA pharajiyAta che tema kahetA nathI, temane koIpaNa jAtanI apekSA nathI, paraMtu je ziSyamAM vinayano bhAva pragaTyo che, tenA kAraNe tamAma prakAranI sevA, tamAma prakAranI vaiyAvacca karyA vagara te rahI zakato nathI. premanI dhArA, vinayanI dhArA je pragaTa thAya che, te dhArA sevAmAM, namratAmAM, sadUbhAvamAM ane vaiyAvaccamAM Utare che. tenA aMtaramAMthI eka prakAranI lAgaNIno pravAha vaheto thAya che, mATe ema kahyuM ke jyAM vinaya pragaTa thAya, tyAM sAme sapuruSa hoya ane sapuruSanI sevA e vinayanI abhivyakti che. ethI zuM thAya? satpaSanA hRdayamAM rahevAno yoga prApta thAya. tethI bIjI ghaTanA ghaTe che, "tene saddhodhanI prApti thAya che." bodha vAMcIne na thAya, carcA karIne na thAya. tarka ke vAdavivAdathI na thAya. ahaMkArathI na thAya, paNa satparuSanA hRdayamAM vahetI jJAnadhArA jyAre ziSyanA hRdayamAM avatare che tyAre bodhanI prApti thAya che. jema gaMgA gaMgotrImAMthI janmI ane vahetI vahetI nIce AvI, jema erejamenTa karavAthI pAIpa lAInamAMthI pANI saheje khetaramAM jAya che, e rIte satparuSanA hRdayamAM je bodhanI dhArA, jJAnanI dhArA vahe che te ziSyanA aMtaramAM Utare che. ziSya ane guru vacce eka rasto taiyAra thAya che. A jJAna prApta thAya, vijJAna prApta thAya, vidvatA prApta thAya, zAstrajJAna ane tarka prApta thAya, vAdavivAda thAya, paraMtu bodha prApta thato nathI. bodha sUkSma ghaTanA che, AMtarika ghaTanA che. bodhathI jyAM spaSTapaNe astitva che, tyAM astitvano raNakAra ane bhaNakArA tene maLI jAya che. astitvanuM spaSTa pikyara tenI pAse lAvavAnuM kAma bodha kare che. bodha be kAma kare che. jJAna to Ape ja che paNa sAthe AcaraNanuM baLa paNa Ape che. jJAna sAthe AcaraNanuM baLa tene kahevAya che bodha. je buddha che, jene bodha thayo che te IndriyonA viSayomAM aTavAto nathI. kAraNa ke te pariNAme duHkha ApanArA ane anitya che. gAmApAyinoDanityAjJAMstitikSasva mAratA (bha.gItA-2/14) ema kahIne bhagavAna maharSi vyAse eka mahattvanI vAta karI ke je buddha che tene A For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 238 pravacana kramAMka - 21, gAthA kramAMka - 22 bodha prApta thAya che, ane Avo bodha prApta thavo te mahattvanI ghaTanA che, ane tenuM mAdhyama che sadbhuta. yoga juo, vinaya prApta thayo, satpuruSa maLyAM, sadbodha maLyo ane teno AdhAra sadbhuta banyuM, ema paNa kahyuM ke saghaLAM zAstro jJAnI puruSa maLyAM pachI yathArtha thAya che, saphaLa thAya che. gautama svAmI cAra vedanA pAragAmI tathA sAthe aneka zAstronA abhyAsI che, AvA moTA vidvAna puruSane 'AtmA che ke nahIM', te zaMkA che. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che ke 'gautama tArI je zaMkA che temAM vedanA vAkyono doSa nathI paNa teno artha tane besADatA nathI AvaDato, te che.' saMgItakAra zuM kare che ? ene svara besADatAM AvaDe che mATe saMgIta che. jJAnI puruSa pAse evI kaLA che ke zabdane ane zabdanAM arthane saMvAditAmAM DhALe che. zAstro vAMcavA eka vAta che ane zAstromAM rahela zabdone yathArtharUpe goThavavA, samajavA tathA samajAvavA judI vAta che. saMgIta to ja pragaTa thAya ke e svarane goThavatAM AvaDe ane bodha to ja pragaTa thAya ke zAstramAM rahelAM zabdone goThavatAM AvaDe. e zabdo ajJAnI pAse Ave to anartha thAya, ane jJAnI pAse Ave to sArthaka thAya. jJAnInI e kaLA che, jJAnInuM e mahattva che. jJAna sAthenuM je AcaraNa che tene kahevAya che sadAcAra tenAthI mANasanuM AkhuM jIvana badalAI jAya che. AgaLa Avaze mumukSu kevo hoya ? AtmArthI kevo hoya ? tenuM AcaraNa kevuM hoya ? tenI vicAra karavAnI paddhati ane STikoNa kevo hoya ? abhiprAya kevo hoya ? ane e pote vastune samajavA mATe kevI taiyArI dharAvato hoya ? te lakSaNo paNa Avaze. paraMtu AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM eka zabda kahevo hoya to 'sadAcAra' che. AdhyAtmika mArgamAM jene praveza karavo che tenI pAse zIla ane sadAcAranI mUDI joIze. bhagavAna buddhe cAlIza varSa upadeza Apyo, temane koIe pUchyuM ke tame zuM vAta karI ? bhagavAna buddhe kahyuM, 'meM eka zabda ghUMTyo-taNDA.' taNNA eTale tRSNA. tamAma duHkhonuM mULa tRSNA che. viSayonI tRSNA, bhogonI tRSNA che, temAMthI bIjA ghaNAM badhAM duHkho UbhA thAya che. A tRSNAne jItavAnI je rIta che te prajJA, zIla ane samAdhi A traNa zabdomAM che. mahAbhAratamAM ema kahyuM che ke tamArI jAti kevI che ? te amAre pUchavuM nathI. tamAruM gotra kayuM che, ane tame kayA mArge cAlo cho, te paNa amAre pUchavuM nathI. amAre pUchavuM che ke tamArI pAse sadAcAranI mUDI che ? zIlanI mUDI che ? samAdhinI mUDI che ? zIlanI mUDI hoya to e brAhmaNa, e zIlanI mUDI jo na hoya to e brAhmaNa kuLamAM janamelo hovA chatAM te brAhmaNa nathI. zIla e jIvananuM sauMdarya che, zIla e jIvanano alaMkAra che. zIla e For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA jIvananI zobhA che. bhartRharie kahyuM che ke, sarveSAmapi sarvAraLanivaM zItyuM paraM mUSaLa / (nItizataka zloka naM.80) jIvanamAM ghaNAM badhAM alaMkAro che, ghaNAM badhAM zaNagAranAM sAdhano che, paraMtu manuSya mATe zIla ane sadAcAra jevo zreSTha koI alaMkAra nathI. evo sadAcAra jenA jIvanamAM sthira thAya che, tene AtmajJAnanI prApti thAya che. zarUAta karI vinayathI. vinayathI satpuruSano yoga thayo, ane satpuruSanA yoga pachI temanI sevA ane vaiyAvaccano bhAva thayo. tenAthI sadbodhanI prApti thaI, sazrutano yoga thayo, ane sadbhuta prApta thayA pachI tenA jIvanamAM zIlanI sugaMdha, sadAcAranI sugaMdha pragaTa thaI, ane A sadAcArathI tene AtmajJAnanI prApti thaze. kaThopaniSadamAM nAnakaDA naciketAne yamarAjA kahe che ke, 'nAyamAtmA pravacanena labhyaH, na medhayA na bahunA zrutena / ' 'satyana, brahmacaryeLa, tapatA jamya: / ' naciketA ! A AtmA, A atIndriya tattva, A parama tattva e mAtra pravacanathI tarkathI prApta na thAya, mAtra buddhithI, mAtra carcAthI ke bahu zrutathI paNa prApta na thAya. ApaNAM badhA ja zastro ANe jhUMTavI lIdhAM. huM jANuM chuM, huM medhAvI chuM, huM tarkavAna chuM, ane huM vAdavivAda karI zakuM chuM e zastro nahi cAle. to kaI rIte prApta thAya ? tyAre kahyuM ke AtmA vaDe AtmA prApta thAya che, te mATe pAtra thavuM paDe. pAtratA satya, brahmacarya ane tapathI Ave. e traNeyanuM milana hoya tene kahevAya che sadAcAra. sadAcAranI mUDI jenI pAse che te pAtra che, lAyaka che, yogya ane kSamatAvAna che. AvA kSamatAvAna jIvane ja AtmajJAna prApta thAya che. jIvAdi nava padArthonuM jJAna anivAryapaNe sAdhake prApta karavuM joIe. jenI pAse sadAcAranI mUDI che te sadbhuta dvArA AtmajJAna prApta karI zakaze. AtmajJAna thAya to AtmadhyAna thAya. AtmAne jANyA pahelAM jeTalI dhyAnanI prakriyA che, te prANa sudhI ke mana sudhI pahoMce che, dhAraNA sudhI pahoMce che, paNa dhyAnanI ghaTanA ghaTatI nathI. AtmajJAna vagara dhyAna na thAya. jJAna ane dhyAna e banne prakriyAo eka bIjAnI pUraka che. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke je dhyAnamAM AtmA mukhya nathI, evI dhyAnanI prakriyA zakti Apaze, bAhya ghaTanAo ghaTaze paNa AMtarika zuddhi nahIM thAya. AtmajJAna thayA pachI AtmadhyAna thAya ane AtmadhyAna thAya to vItarAgatA prApta thAya. A rIta juo, jIvanamAM vikAsa kaI rIte thAya che e paNa juo. rAga, dveSa ane moha e jabaro kacaro che, anaMtakALano kacaro che, tene agnimAM-dAvAnaLamAM ja nAkhavo paDe. mATe dhyAnane 239 For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 240 pravacana kramAMka - 21, gAthA kramAMka - 22 agninI upamA ApI che. "dhyAna hutAzana yoga, dhyAna e prajjavalita agni che. jema agni pragaTa thAya ane moTuM vana baLIne khAka thaI jAya tema anaMtakALanAM rAga, dveSa ane mohane bALavAnI zakti dhyAnarUpI agnimAM che. te baLyA pachI vItarAgatA prApta thAya. vItarAgatA Ave to kevaLajJAna Ave ane kevaLajJAna thAya pachI mokSanI prApti thAya. "mULa hetu e mArgano samaje koI subhAgya." A mArgano mULahetu che, koI lakSa che ane AnuM kaMIka gupta rahasya che. hetu e che ke vinayathI satparuSanI sevA, temAMthI sarbodha, sabodhathI satazruta ane tenAthI sadAcAra, sadAcArathI AtmajJAna ane AtmajJAnathI AtmadhyAna, AtmadhyAnathI vItarAgatA, vItarAgatAmAMthI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLajJAnathI mokSa. mokSa joIto hoya to A mokSano upAya che, A mokSamArga che. A sIdho rasto che. ahIM paramakRpALudeve kaDaka cetavaNI ApI che ke duniyAmAM haMmezA sAcI ane yathArtha vAtano durupayoga paNa thAya che. mAlamAM jyAre bheLaseLa thAya tyAre zuddhamAla hoya to bheLaseLa thAya. azuddhimAM tame zuM bheLavazo? thoDuM cokhkhuM ghI hoya to temAM vejITebala ghI bheLavAya, paraMtu naryuM vejITebala ja hoya to zuM bheLavazo? satyamAM paNa bheLaseLa thaI zake. sAdhakanI muzkelI e che ke satya tene pahelAM zodhavuM paDe ane satyamAM je kacaro bhaLI gayo che tene pachI dUra karavo paDe. satyamAM bhaLela kacarAne dUra karavA mATe jo koI sAdhana hoya to te che prajJA. prajJA maLane dUra kare che. nirbheLa satya, navuM satya, nirdoSa satya ApaNane prApta thatuM nathI. tenA mATe prajJA joIe. eTalA mATe ema kahyuM ke A vinayano mArga to che, teno mULa hetu paNa che, paraMtu je jIva sulabhabodhi, nikaTabhavI, haLukarmI haze, ArAdhaka haze, jene bhItara laganI lAgI haze, tAlAvelI lAgI haze, je aMdara namra banyo haze, je mokSa mATe udyamazIla banyo haze, e A mArgane samajaze. badhA A mArgane samaje nahi. mATe "mULahetu e mArgano samaje koI subhAgya." bahu abhuta zabda vAparyo che "subhAgya', eTale ke bhAgyazALI bhAgyazALI tene kahevAya je saMsAramAM lAMbo TAIma rahevAno nathI, jene saraLatAthI bodha prApta thaI zake che. sulabhabodhi athavA bhAgyazALI haze te A mULa hetu samajaze. jagatamAM A upadezano athavA siddhAMtono durupayoga karanAra paNa haze ane e pAtra che asadguru. sadguru e AdhyAtmikatAnuM mukhya dvAra che ane asadguru e AdhyAtmika mArgamAM UMDI khAI che. e khAI dUra karavI paDe. e khAImAM jo paDyAM to bahAra AvavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. asaguru ema kaheze ke "juo, zAstramAM vinayano mArga kahyo che, bhaktino mArga kahyo che, samarpaNano mArga kahyo che, ahaMkAranA layano mArga kahyo che. saddagurune AdhIna thaIne rahevAno mArga kahyo che, mATe tame amArI sevA karo. zAstramAM kahyuM che ne ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 241 vinayathI mokSanI prApti thAya, ane "guru rahyA chadmastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna" guru chabastha rahyAM, ane ziSya kevaLajJAnI thavA chatAM paNa, temanI sevA A bhagavAna kare che, mATe tame amArI sevA karo." asadgurune zoSaNa karavuM che, lUMTa calAvavI che, ziSyano durupayoga karavo che. teo A siddhAMtono durupayoga karI zake che. Avo lAbha lenAra jagatamAM ghaNAM che ane lAbha ApanAra paNa ghaNAM che. celAo paNa evAM che ke jemanAmAM gama nathI. guruo paNa evAM che jemanAmAM lAyakAta nathI. vepArI pAse mAla nathI ane gharAka pAse paisA nathI, A beno meLa paDe tema nathI. asaguru pAse AtmajJAna nathI ane ziSyo pAse sadAcAranI mUDI nathI. mATe A siddhAMtono vadhAremAM vadhAre durupayoga koIe karyo hoya to asagurue karyo che. asara e vinayano lAbha lahe jo kAMI, mahAmohanIya karmathI bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhI." A TIkA nathI, virodha nathI, niMdA nathI paNa spaSTa cetavaNI che. ema kahevuM te guno nathI ke rastAmAM kAMTA paDyAM che, jarA sAcavIne cAlajo. rastAmAM keLAnI chAla paDI che, joIne cAlajo. "khADo Ave to AMkha ughADIne cAlajo, nahitara hADakAM bhAMgI jaze' tema kahevuM e guno nathI. A to bacAvavAnI vAta che. asaddagurue A vinayano lAbha na levo joIe, chatAM le che. kAraNa? asaddagurune duSkarmono, pApano bhaya nathI. temane AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karavI nathI, mokSa meLavavo nathI ke vItarAgatA prApta karavI nathI. emane potAno svArtha sAdhI mAna meLavavuM che. guru lobhI, ziSya lAlacu, dono khele dAva, ' tare nahi, tAre nahi, jaisI patthara nAva. jema pattharanI nAvatare nahi ane tAre paNa nahi. akhAne A vAtanI sauthI vadhAre pIDA thaI, teNe kahyuM ke guru karAvyA gokuLanAtha, gharaDAM baLadane nAkhI nAtha. gharaDo baLadiyo te ziSya, tene nAtha nAkhI ane "dhanahare paNa dhokonahare', bhavano dhoko ke saMsArano dhoko harato nathI. asadUguru upadeza ApI kahe che ke juo, jJAnI puruSoe zAstromAM vinayano mArga kahyo che, samarpaNano ane bhaktino mArga kahyo che, to tame amArI bhakti sevA, vaiyAvacca karo. paramakRpALudeve bahu bhArekhama zabda vAparyo che ke strI pratye AkarSaNa thAya to moha, paisA ane sattA upara AkarSaNa thAya e moha, mAnapAna ane pratiSThA pratye AkarSaNa thAya te moha, A mAruM, A tAruM e moha, mamatvabhAva thAya te moha, ahaMkAra Ave te moha, paraMtu asaMguru ja vinayano lAbha le to te mahAmoha. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke mahAmohanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 24 2 pravacana kramAMka - 21, gAthA kramAMka - 22 pariNAmathI jIva mithyAtva mohanIya karmanI sIttera koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI utkRSTa sthitino baMdha kare che. A kaDaka cetavaNI che. mohano upAya che, paNa mahAmohano upAya nathI. kemake moha dekhAya che. tamane koI cetavaNI ApanAra maLaze ke "tame zA mATe Asakti karo cho? eka divasa tamAre ghara choDI javuM paDaze. zA mATe dIkarAne joI malakAvo cho? eka divasa tene paNa choDavo paDaze. jyAre A asaru to kaheze ke "amArI sevA ane bhakti karo, temAM tamAruM kalyANa che." A kaDaka cetavaNI che ke jo asaddaguru Avo lAbha leze to saMsAramAM DUbaze. Avo mArga spaSTa karIne, mokSanA mULamArganI vAta karIne, navI ja vAtano prAraMbha 22 mI gAthAthI kare che. ahIM traNa pAtro samajI levAM paDaze. eka mumukSa, bIjo matArthI ane trIjuM pAtra che AtmArthI. A tattvano vicAra, A vinayano vicAra, AdhyAtmiktAno vicAra koNa samajI zakaze? ene samajavA mATe kaI pAtratA joIe? ema kahyuM che ke zAstrajJAnI kadAca nahi samaje, moTo AcArya haze topaNa kadAca nahi samaje, bahu karmakAMDa karato haze te kadAca nahi samaje, e samajavAnI kSamatA eka ja pAtramAM che ane te pAtra che mumukSu. mumukSunI avasthA adbhuta che. AdhyAtmikatAno prAraMbha mumukSu avasthA prApta thayA vagara kadI paNa thato nathI. zaMkarAcAryajIe traNa zabdo ApyA. emaNe kahyuM manuSyatva prApta thavuM bahu durlabha che. mahapuruSano yoga prApta thavo tenAthI paNa durlabha che. enA karatA eTale jJAnI puruSa, sapuruSa ane mahipuruSa e badhAthI paNa mumukSutA prApta thavI atyaMta durlabha che. vicAra sAgara vedAMtano graMtha che. temAM adhikAronuM varNana karyuM che. zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana koNa karI zakaze? upaniSadomAM paNa kahyuM ke, AtmA vAre zrotavyo, maMtavyo vidhyAsitavyo", "AtmA vAre zrotavyo, maMtavyo ane nididhyAsitavyo'', A adhikAra kone che? A adhikAra cAra sUtromAM varNavyo che. enuM nAma sAdhana catuSTaya. (1) nityAnitya viveka. nitya ane anitya e baMne padArthono viveka karavo te paheluM sUtra, e paheluM sAdhana. jagatamAM nitya zuM che? ane anitya zuM che? nitya ane anityano khyAla Ave. jo nitya tattva na hoya ane mAtra anitya tattva ja hoya to ahIM svAdhyAyamAM AvavAnI, zAstro vAMcavAnI, dhyAna karavAnI ke sAdhanA karavAnI koI jarUra nathI. cArvAko to ema kahe che ke "puSpa che, pApa che, Asrava che, saMvara che, nirjarA che, karma che. A badhI vAta choDo, bhasmIbhUtasthalehaca punarAgamanaM suta: eka vakhata A dehanI rAkha thaI gaI pachI pAchuM AvavAnuM che ja kyAM?' ane A vAta badhAne gamI gaI. AkhuM jagata bhautikavAdI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 243 che. tamane navAI lAgaze ke Astika darzanonA sthAna che, emanAM maMdiro ane Azramo che, emanI goThavaNa ane vyavasthA che, saMnyAsIo ane upadezako paNa che, emanI ophiso che, paraMtu cArvAkanI koI vyavasthA A jagatamAM nathI. emanuM koI saMgaThana nathI, jANe AkhuM jagata cArvAka ja banI gayuM che. cArvAka zabdano artha e thAya ke cAru vAka, jenI vAta sAMbhaLavI ApaNane game. cArvAka ema kahe che ke - "avi 9tvA kRtaM pitA' devuM karIne ghI pIvo, ghI keLA khAva. ciMtA karazo nahi, beMkamAMthI jeTalI lona levAya teTalI lo. pAchI kone ApavAnI che? beMka phaDacAmAM jaze. tamane zuM vAMdho che? koNa janma levAnuM che ? ane koNa pAchuM AvavAnuM che? koIe upara gayA pachI tamane kahyuM ke huM A jagyAe chuM? paradezI rAjAe kezIkumArane kahyuM ke, "mahArAja ! tame kaho cho ne ke paraloka che, mArA dAdA to bahu durAcArI ane nAstika hatA, madirApAna karatAM hatAM, ane tamArA kahevA pramANe cokkasa narkamAM ja gayA haze. emane mArA pratye bahu hAla ane prema hato, ane narkamAM jo bahu vedanA bhogavavAnI hoya to mane yAda karIne kahevA na Ave ke dIkarA ! tuM mArA jevuM karato nahi, nahi to bahu duHkha bhogavavuM paDaze. e kahevA to AvyA ja nahi." ane pachI ema kahyuM ke, "mArA dAdImA bahu dhArmika hatA. teo tapa, japa, vrata, anuSThAna karatAM hatAM. to svargamAM gayelA teo mane jotAM to haze ke huM madIrApAna, hiMsA, jugAra badhuM karuM chuM. mArA dAdImAne mArA upara bahu vhAla hatuM, to svargamAM gayelA teo mane kahevA na Ave ke beTA ! pApakarmo baMdha kara ne satkarmo kara, jethI tuM mArI jema sadgatimAM sukha pAmIza.' teo bannemAMthI koI paNa mane kahevA AvyA nathI, mATe choDo A badhI vAta kezIkumAra !' mRtyu pachI janma che ane zAzvata koI tattva che tethI nitya ane anitya bane padArthane jANavAM. jo nitya tattva na hoya to sAdhanA koNa karaze? dharma koNa karaze? dhyAnanI zuM jarUra che? ane bhaktinI paNa zuM jarUra che? to nityane paNa jANI ane anityane paNa jANo. bIjuM sUtra - (1) zama (manano nigraha) (2) dama (Idriya nigraha) (3) zraddhA (4) samAdhAna (5) uparati (saMsAranA padArthomAMthI mana viramI jAya) () titikSA (sukha duHkha Adi dvandrone samabhAve sahana karavA) A sAdhakanI SaDaguNa saMpatti che. trIjuM sUtra - A lokanAM ane paralokanAM bhogo pratye vairAgya. cothuM sUtra - mumukSutA. A cAra sAdhano jenI pAse haze, te AtmajJAnanI prakriyA zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsanamAM DhaLI zakaze. A sAdhana catuSTaya che. emAM cotho naMbara ane mahattvano For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 244 pravacana kramAMka - 21, gAthA kramAMka - 22 naMbara Ave mumukSutAno. mumukSu bahu buddhizALI che evuM na samajatAM, mumukSue ghaNAM zAstro vAMcyA che tevuM na samajazo, paraMtu mumukSu e saraLa che. tenuM hRdaya taiyAra che. tenI jIvana dharatI taiyAra che. sadaguru kheDUtane je dhAna vAvavuM hoya te vAvI zake ane vAveluM UgI zake tevI tenI taiyArI che. ApaNe to biyAraNa nakAmuM veDaphIe chIe. loko vAvyA kare che paNa UgatuM nathI. jo UgavA daIe to kAma thAya ne ! je mumukSu haze te mokSa prApta karavA badhI kiMmata cUkavavA taiyAra che. janma ane maraNano jene atyaMta kaMTALo Avela che, ane saMsAranA tamAma baMdhanomAMthI mukta thavAnI jene tAlAvelI jAgI che, te mumukSu che. vAcharaDAMne khIle bAMdhavA jaIe to te tenI tamAma tAkAta vAparIne potAne khIle baMdhAvA deto nathI. te jANe che ke eka vakhata jo baMdhANA to baMdhANA, pachI chUTakAro nahi thAya. paraMtu jabaro rabArI tene bAMdhe to badhI tAkAta vAparI khIlo ukheDI nAkhaze, kAraNa ke tene baMdhana sahana thatuM nathI. tevI ja rIte saMsAranA baMdhana jene gamatAM nathI te saMsArathI baMdhAto nathI. tamAre baMdhAvAnI jarUra nathI, tame baMdhAI gayelAM ja cho. eka bIjI vAta paNa e che ke eka vakhata ja baMdhAI gayAM to bIjI vakhata baMdhananI Teva paDI gaI. ane jyAre kheDUta khetarethI pAcho AvIne kaheze ke khIle jA, to baLada tyAM jaI Ubho raheze, tene pharI kahevuM nahi paDe. tame paNa pravacana sAMbhaLI pAchAM saMsAramAM, tamane kahevuM nahi paDe. mokSa mATe tIvratA jenAmAM jAgI che te dhannAjI ema kahe che ke "mA! have huM A saMsAramAM nahIM rahuM. kema ? have A baMdhana sahana thatuM nathI. A janma-maraNa sahana thatAM nathI." janma maraNano kaMTALo jene Avyo che, ane mokSa prApta karavAnI tAlAvelI jenAmAM jAgI che, ane mokSa prApta karavA je kiMmata cUkavavI paDe te kiMmata cUkavavA pote taiyAra thayo che, tene kahevAya che "mumukSu'. A adbhuta pAtra che, AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM A ja pAtra sAdhanA karI zakaze, ane e sAdhanA karavA taiyAra che. paramakRpALudeva ema kahe che ke... hoya mumukSu jIva te, samaje eha vicAra, hoya matArthI jIva te, avaLo le nirdhAra. jJAnI puruSoe spaSTatA karavAmAM kaMI ja bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. je mokSArthI jIva hoya te A vinayamArga Adino vicAra samaje, ane je matArthI hoya te teno avaLo nirdhAra le. te samaje to nahi paNa avaLo nirNaya le, viparIta nizcaya kare. A moTI upAdhi. na samaje to eka ja vAta, paNa je nirNaya kare te avaLo ja kare. je avaLo nirNaya kare che, tene sapuruSano yoga thAya to paNa tene samajAvavo muzkela paDe che. bhartuharIe kahyuM ke traNa jAtanAM manuSyo che. eka jJAnI, eka ajJAnI, ane eka durvidagdha eTale vacalo. jJAnIne For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 245 samajAvavo sahelo che, bahu muzkela nathI. ajJAnIne samajAvavo paNa bahu muzkela nathI, kAraNa ke tenI pATI korI che. paraMtu je pUro jJAnI paNa nathI ane pUro ajJAnI paNa nathI ne huM jANuM chuM tevo jene ahaMkAra che tene samajAvavo bahu muzkela che. hAhitaM naraM raMgati. sAkSAta brahmA Ave to paNa A mANasane samajAvI na zake. "matArthI jIva hoya te avaLo nirdhAra kare', eTale kAM to pote siddhAMtane je rIte samajavo joIe te rIte samajato nathI, athavA asagurune viSe saddagurunI bhrAMti rAkhI A vinayamArgano upayoga kare che. asadguru kyAreya paNa potAnI oLakhANa nahi Ape ke ame sadguru nathI, jema sadaguru kyAreya kahetA nathI ke ame sadguru chIe. asaddaguru ema ja kaheze ke ame sadga chIe. kabIrajI kahe che ke "hIrA mukhase nA kahe, lAkha hamArA mola." hIro potAnA mukhathI kyAreya kaheto nathI ke amAruM mUlya lAkhathI paNa vadhAre che, athavA ame maNi, motI, mANekathI vadhAre chIe. kharekhara jo sadguru potAnI oLakhANa Ape to, lokone tapAsa na karavI paDe ke pratyakSa sadguru koNa? parokSa koNa? e kyAM maLe? kema oLakhavAM? kaI rIte jANavA? sadguru na hoya to zuM thAya? AvA ghaNAM badhAM prazno ukalI jAya. asadguru ame sadguru chIe tevI bhramaNA utpanna kare che, ane e bhrAMtino lAbha laIne zAstromAM je vinayano mArga kahyo che, e vinayanA mArgano upayoga kare che. mumukSu ke vicAravAna jIva hoya te janma-maraNathI bhaya pAmI sapuruSono vinaya bhakti pote kare, paraMtu sapuruSa hoya te bIjA potAnI bhakti kare tevuM kyAreya Icche nahi. A gaMbhIra zabdo samajI lejo ke asaguru pratye vinaya karavo nirarthaka che, te uparAMta mithyAmArgane uttejana ApavA jevuM che. ema samajIne mumukSu hoya te asadgurune tajI de che, paNa matArthI jIvanI samajaNa UlaTI hovAthI potAne lAbha nathI tevI vinaya AdinI IcchA rAkhI mAnAdi zatruone poSe che. vinaya koI na kare to TheSa rAkhe che. mAnanI bhUkhathI pIDAIne tamAruM kalyANa amArA pratyenA vinayathI thAya che tema pote kahyA kare che. A rIte vinayamArgano durupayoga kare che. matArthI, mumukSu ane AtmArthI A traNa zabdone samajavA koziza karajo. mumukSune tAlAvelI hoya che paNa matArthI pAse game te tattvanI vAta mUkavAmAM Avaze to samyaka prakAre, yathArthapaNe samajavuM joIe tema nahi samaje. te avaLo nirNaya kare che. kalpasUtranI TIkAmAM eka nAnakaDI ghaTanAnuM varNana karyuM che. eka mAtA pitAe nAnA chokarAne kahyuM ke vaDilonI sAme bolavuM nahi, temAM tArI zobhA che.' chokarAe kahyuM ke "bhale." eka divasa mA bApa bahAra gayA ane chokarAe aMdarathI bAraNuM baMdha karyuM. mA bApa pAchA AvyAM ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 246 pravacana kramAMka - 21, gAthA kramAMka - 22 bahArathI sAMkaLa khakhaDAvI. te aMdara beTho hato. bAraNuM na ughADyuM. tethI teo gharamAM vaMDI ThekIne pAchaLanA rastAthI gharamAM AvyA. AvIne pUchyuM ke, tuM kema na bolyo, bAraNuM kema na kholyuM? to kahe ke "tame ja kahyuM hatuM ke sAme bolavuM nahi.' A avaLo nirdhAra. AvA loko sAme sagurunI zI hAlata thatI haze te vicAro. matArthI vinaya mArgano durupayoga kare che ane asagurune potAnuM mAna poSavAnI mIThAza Ave che. jo koI ema kahe ke guru mahArAja mAthe hAtha mUke ane roga maTI jAya, tevI labdhivALAM che, tyAM DokuM halAve che. jeTalI zuzruSA, sevA ane bahumAna maLe te badhAne kAraNe potAnuM mAna poSyA kare che. potAnuM mAna poSavuM te halAhala jhera karatAM paNa kAtila jhera che. matArthI jIvane potAnA kuLadharmano paNa Agraha vadhAre che, tethI te satya jANI zakato nathI, mATe kahyuM ke, hoya matArthI jIvate, avaLo le nirdhAra, ane hoya mumukSu jIvate, samaje ehavicAra. ame je satya kahI rahyA chIe, ame je siddhAMta sthApI rahyA chIe e koNa samajaze? je mumukSu haze te samajaze, ane je matArthI haze te samajaze to nahi, paNa khoTo ane avaLo nirNaya karaze, ane nirNaya karyA pachI tene samajAvavo muzkela che. have A sUtrathI matArthI jIva kevo hoya, tenA lakSaNo kayA kayA hoya? tenuM vivecana vigatavAra karavAno prAraMbha paramakRpALudeva karaze. nIti, sadAcAra, pUjApATha, cAritra pAlana A badhuM karato hovA chatAM matArthI jo hoya to tene AtmajJAnanI prApti thatI nathI. mArgamAM sauthI moTo avarodha hoya to matArthIpaNuM che. mAtA e che ke "jene potAno mata sAco karavo che, jene potAnA matano Agraha che, jene potAno mata bIjA upara lAdavo che, jene potAno mata satya TharAvavo che, ane jene potAnI mAnyatAno atyaMta Agraha che." jagatamAM moTA yuddho paNa matArthIpaNAne kAraNe thayAM che. be pAtro oLakhavAM paDaze. (1) matArthI ane (2) AtmArthI. matArthIpaNAMne tilAMjali ApavAnI che ane AtmArthIpaNuM prApta karavuM che. paramakRpALudeva kahe che ke ame jyAre matArthInI vAta karIe chIe tyAre tenI TIkA ke niMdA nathI karatAM, paNa matArthIpaNuM dUra thAya tevI bhAvanA rAkhI, ame tenAM sUtronuM varNana karIe chIe. bahupremathI, dhIrajathI, sadbhAvathI A sUtro samajajo, ane AtmasAta karavA pracaMDa puruSArtha karajo. have pachInI gAthAthI matArthInA lakSaNono prAraMbha thaze. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 247 pravacana kramAMka - 22 gAthA kramAMka - 23, 24 matArthInA lakSaNo - gurutattva saMbaMdhI bhUla hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na AtamalakSa; teha matArthI lakSaNo, ahIM kahyAM nirpakSa. (23) bAhya tyAga paNa jJAna nahi, te mAne guru satya; athavA nijakuLa dharmanA, te gurumAM ja mamatva. (24) TIkA je matArthI jIva hoya, tene AtmajJAnano lakSa thAya nahIM, evAM matArthI jIvanAM ahIM niSpakSapAte lakSaNo kahyAM che. (23) jene mAtra bAhyathI tyAga dekhAya che, paNa AtmajJAna nathI ane upalakSaNathI aMtaraMga tyAga nathI, tevA gurune sAcA guru mAne, athavA to potAnA kuLadharmanA game tevA guru hoya to paNa temAM ja mamatva rAkhe. (24) have ApaNe ghaNAM UMDANamAM praveza karIe chIe. A sUkSma ciMtana che. "jIva vrata kare, tapa kare, japa, dhyAna ane anuSThAna kare. saMnyAsa le, ekAMtamAM jAya, jaMgalamAM jAya, mauna rahe, AzramamAM jAya, maMdiramAM jAya, tIrthamAM phare, upavAsa ane mALA tathA pUjA karo, dAna, puNya kare.' paraMtu tene e nathI samajAtuM ke A badhAne niSphaLa koNa banAve che? ATalI badhI mathAmaNa karavAM chatAM prayatno niSphaLa jatAM hoya to jAgRta mANase tenAM kAraNo zodhavA joIe. paramakRpALudeve bahu gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM che ke, "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMtakiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha hajuna paryo. bahu navAInI vAta e che ke yama niyamathI zarUAta karI ane pachI kahyuM ke A badhA sAdhano che, te eka vakhata nahi paNa anaMtavAra karela che, paNa haju kAMI hAthamA nathI AvyuM. ApaNe jyAM jyAM gayA chIe, tyAM tyAM te bhUmikA pramANe dharma sAdhanAmAM bhAga lIdho haze, zubhakarmo karyA haze ane zubhakarmo eTale puNyanAM phaLa paNa bhogavyA che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 248 pravacana kramAMka - 22, gAthA kramAMka - 23, 24 paryuSaNamAM upavAsa karyA che ane jamaNavAra karI Dhola nagArAM paNa vagADyAM che, AvA sAdhano anaMtavAra karyA che, paraMtu jarA to vicAro, ke anaMtavAra sAdhano karavA chatAM haju kaMI saphaLatA maLI nathI. valoNuM be kalAka karyuM, hAtha dukhavA AvyAM paNa mAkhaNa hAtha na AvyuM. juo to kharA ke valoNuM dahInuM karyuM ke pANInuM karyuM? anaMtavAra sAdhano karyA paNa kaMI hAtha lAgyuM nathI. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke kaMIka evuM baLavAna kAraNa hovuM joIe ke jenA kAraNe te badhAM sAdhano niSphaLa gayAM che, ane e kAraNomAM eka ja mukhya kAraNa che matArthIpaNuM. matArthI ane AtmArthI e be dhArAo judI che. je matArthI che te AtmArthI nathI, ane je AtmArthI che te mArthI nathI. hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na Atama lakSa, teha matArthI lakSaNo, ahIM kahyA nirpakSa. (23) : A mahattvanI gAthA che. je matArthI hoya tene AtmAnuM lakSa thatuM nathI. sAdhano to anaMtavAra karyA che paNa AtmajJAnanuM lakSa na hatuM. bANa to pheMkyA, paraMtu nizAna tAkyA vagara, lakSa nakkI karyA vagara. evA matArthI jIvanAM ahIM lakSaNo kahyAM che. te kahetAM pahelAM eka spaSTatA karI laIe ke, ame je kahevAnA chIe temAM koIno pakSa letAM nathI. je satya haze te niSpakSapaNe kahIzuM. jenAmAM matArthInAM lakSaNo hoya tevAM jIvane AtmAno lakSa thato nathI. ane AtmAno lakSa thayA vagara AtmasAdhanA thatI nathI. AtmasAdhanA vagara Atma-anubhUtinI, samyagadarzananI ghaTanA ghaTatI nathI. samyam AcaraNa thatuM nathI. ane samyaka cAritra vagara, samyaka tapa vagara rAgadveSano kSaya thato nathI. rAgadveSanA kSaya vagara vItarAgatAnI prApti thatI nathI, sarvajJa avasthA maLatI nathI. mokSanI ghaTanA to sauthI chellI ghaTanA che. AtmArtha ane matArtha e baMnene prakAza tathA aMdhakAranI jema virodha che. aMdhakAra hoya tyAM prakAza na hoya ane prakAza hoya tyAM aMdhakAra na hoya. eka divasa aMdhakAre suprIma korTamAM kesa dAkhala karyo ane kahyuM "sAheba ! A prakAza mArI pAchaLa paDyo che. mane jaMpIne rahevA deto nathI. tame kaMIka goThavaNa karI Apo.' mukhya nyAyAdhIze kahyuM, 'tamArI vAta sAcI haze, paNa mAre tamArI hAjarImAM sUryane bolAvI jAbAnI levI paDaze.' sUryane bolAvyo tyAM aMdhakAra gAyaba. sUrya hoya tyAM aMdhakAra na hoya ane aMdhakAra hoya tyAM sUrya na hoya. tevI rIte jyAM AtmArthIpaNuM hoya, tyAM matArthIpaNuM na hoya ane matArthIpaNuM hoya tyAM AtmArthIpaNuM na hoya. "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo." For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 249 tenuM kAraNa sAdhana khoTAM che tema nahi, paNa matArthIpaNuM maTyuM nathI, ane AtmArthIpaNuM haju AvyuM nathI. AtmA e ja enuM prayojana, AtmA e ja enuM lakSa, AtmA e ja enI ciMtA, eno ja vicAra, AtmA e ja prAptavya, evI dhUna jenAmAM hoya tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. matArthInAM lakSaNo choDavA jevAM che-heya rUpa che, paNa tene samajavA mATe pakSapAta ke niMdAnA uddeza vagara, AtmArthInA upakAra arthe ame te kahevAno prAraMbha karIe chIe. matArthI zabda samajI lejo, artha eTale prayojana, hetu athavA lakSa. jenA jIvanamAM potAno mata e ja hetu che, e ja jenuM lakSa che, ane e ja jenuM prayojana che te matArthI. mata eTale zuM? vItarAgadazA aprApta evo asarvajJa-eTale ke je badhuM jANato nathI evo artha jJAnI athavA khaMDita jJAnI athavA ajJAnI, je zAstro jANe che, siddhAMta jANe che. veda upaniSado jANe che, purANo jANe che, ne te bIjAne upadeza Ape che AvA A ajJAnInA abhiprAye karelo tattvano khaMDita ane apUrNa nirNaya, dharmano nirNaya ene kahevAya che mata. pote ajJAnI hovA chatAM, potAno abhiprAya ane potAnA matano Agraha e ja satya che ane tene vicAravAnI jarUra nathI, amane kahevAnI ke samajAvavAnI jarUra nathI, zAstronA pATha ApavAnI jarUra nathI, e so TakA sAcA che ane tame so TakA khoTAM cho, Avo jeno Agraha che, e matano ja jene rAga che, potAnA matanuM ja jene mahattva che tene kahevAya che matArthI. dhanano rAga chUTI zake, strI, putra, kuTuMba, deha ane sattAno rAga chUTI zake, padArthono rAga chUTI zake, paNa matano rAga chUTI zakato nathI. matano rAga baLavAna che. tethI saMsArano parityAga karyA pachI, muni jIvana svIkAryA pachI, badhuM ja choDyA pachI, potAnA matane choDI zakato nathI tene kahevAya che matAgrahI. tyAga karyo, paNa matane puSTa karyo. zrI hemacaMdrAcArye rAga traNa prakAranAM gaNAvyAM che. sneha rAga, kAmarAga ane dRSTirAga. vAtsalyano bhAva e sneha rAga che jema ke mA, dIkaro, bhAI, mitra, sAthI, svajano, saMbaMdhIo, emanAM pratye je rAga, Asakti, mamatva che te neharAga. strI puruSa vacce vijAtIyatAnA kAraNe je rAga thAya te kAmarAga. kAmarAga chUTato nathI. mAe dIkarAne moTo karyo, keTalAya samaNAM rAkhyAM haze ke dIkaro moTo thaze, mArI sevA karaze, mArI sAthe raheze, ene bahu lADakoDathI paraNAve ane cha mahinA pachI dIkaro kaheze ke mA ! tame ane ame judA rahIe, AnaMda Avaze. tamane ke amane koIne takalIpha nahi. A dIkarAne sneha rAga gayo ane kAmano rAga Avyo. sneha rAga chUTI zake che paraMtu kAmarAga choDavo muzkela che. rAganA kAraNe rAvaNa khatama thaI gayo, barabAda thaI gayo. rAvaNane vibhiSaNe, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 250 pravacana kramAMka - 22, gAthA kramAMka - 23, 24 enA putroe ane maMdodarIe paNa samajAvyo. na samajyo, te khatama thaI gayo, A che kAmavAsanA-kAmano rAga. zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajIne kahevuM che ke sneharAga choDI zakAya paraMtu kAmarAga choDavo kaThina che. tene paNa muzkelIthI choDI zakAya paraMtu e badhA karatAM dRSTirAga bhayaMkara che. dRSTirAga eTale pote mAnelA ane svIkArelA mata pratye je rAga, je mamatva, je mUrchA tene kahevAya che dRSTirAga. Akho saMsAra choDyo, ugramAM ugra tapa kare che, mAkhInI pAMkha paNa na dubhAya tevuM cAritra paNa pALe che, paraMtu mAro je mata che te ja satya che evo je Agraha, e matane sAcavavAnI ciMtA, e matamAM samAvAnI ciMtA ane e matane satya TharAvavAnI ciMtA karavI ane te mATe tamAma zAstrone kAme lagADavA tene kahevAya che matArthIpaNuM. kyAM jIva aTakIne Ubho rahyo che? mAro mata sAco che tene siddha karavA te tamAma buddhino upayoga kare che, tamAma zAstrono upayoga kare che, ene AtmAnI, parama tattvanI paDI nathI. dhanArthI paNa AvAM ja hoya che. dhana pAchaLa pAgala che e tame joyuM haze, e khAto pIto nathI, zAMtithI jIvato nathI, kuTuMba sAthe maLato nathI, bALako sAthe vAto karavAno TAIma nathI, gharavALI kahe to paNa tenI sAthe pAMca miniTa besato nathI, te kahe che ke mAre ghaNuM kAma che, Avo che dhanArthI. sattAnI pAchaLa je paDyAM che, te che sattArthI ane kAmavAsanA pAchaLa je paDyA che te kAmArthI. potAnAM ja sukha mATe je ciMtA kare che te svArthI. paraMtu dhanArthI, kAmArthI, sattArthI ane svArthI karatAM paNa matArthI vadhAre AgrahathI bharelo che. dhanArthI kadAca dhana choDI de, sattArthI kadAca lokasabhAmAMthI rAjInAmuM ApI de, e zakya banaze paraMtu matArthI potAno abhiprAya choDe te zakya nathI. matArthI jIvane adhyAtmamArgamAM praveza maLato nathI. anaMtakALathI anaMtavAra A sAdhanono upayoga karavAM chatAM, jIvanAM hAthamAM kaMI na AvyuM, tenuM kAraNa e che ke tenuM lakSa mata upara che, AtmA upara nathI. jenuM lakSa mata upara che tenAM badhAM bAhya sAdhano niSphaLa jAya che, tenAmAM kAma karI zakatAM nathI. AvI vAta paramakRpALudeve to karI ja che ane devacaMdrajI mahArAje paNa kahyuM ke, AdaryuM AcaraNa loka upacArathI, zAstra abhyAsa paNa kAMI kIdho, zuddha zraddhAna vaLI, Atma avalaMbana vinu, tehavo kArya tiNe ko na sIdho. bIjA saMtoe paNa kahyuM che ke aneka juga vItyAM re, ene paMthe cAlatAM, hajue na Avyo mAragaDAMno aMta. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 251 aneka jAga vityAM tene paMthe cAlatAM; paNa hAthamAM kazuM AvyuM nathI. satyanuM jJAna nahi, satyano svIkAra nahi, satyanI anubhUti nahi, pariNAma e AvyuM ke bAhya karmakAMDo karavA chatAM, matArthIpaNuM hovAnA kAraNe e tamAma bAhyakarmakAMDone niSphaLa banAve che ane AtmArthIpaNuM thaI zakatuM nathI. AtmakalyANanI vAto karatAM pahelAM jarA vicAra karajo ke ApaNe vAta to AtmAnI karIe chIe paNa ApaNe kyAM aTakIne UbhA chIe? dareka mANasa ema ja kahe che ke tame game te kaho paraMtu mAro abhiprAya, mAro mata to A che. satya karatAM tenA mATe teno mata mahattvano banI jAya che. jene potAno ja mata mahattvano che, jene AtmArthIpaNuM nathI, te game teTalAM karmakAMDo kare paNa te saphaLa thatAM nathI. A vAtanI gerasamaja na karazo, jJAnI puruSo karmakAMDano niSedha karatAM nathI, nA pADatAM nathI paraMtu ema kahe che ke kaMIka to vicAra karo, daLI daLIne DhAMkaNImAM ugharAvyuM, hAthamAM zuM AvyuM? gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke "AMdhaLo daLe, ane vAcharaDo cATe.' hAthamAM kaMI na Ave. ahIM ATaluM badhuM karavA chatAM AtmA prApta thato nathI, tenuM kAraNa e che ke te je kaMI kare che, tenuM lakSa matane poSavAnuM ja che. tenuM lakSa AtmA nathI. ApaNe tene kahIe ke tAre A karavA jevuM che, to kaheze nA, nA, AmAM kaMI pheraphAra karavA jevo nathI. A ja sAcuM che. A matArthIne AtmalakSa na thAya. zrImadjIe kahyuM ke, hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na AtamalakSa. AtamalakSa thayA sivAya AtmajJAna na thAya ane AtmajJAna thayA sivAya AtmadhyAna na thAya. AtmadhyAna na thAya to sarva karmano kSaya na thAya, ane sarva karmanA kSaya vinA mokSa prApti na thAya. matamAM aTavAIne AkhuM jagata UbhuM rahyuM che, ane jagatanA tamAma kSetromAM, moTe bhAge dhArmika kSetramAM jIvanArAM mANaso haMmezA potAnAM matane siddha karavA ane satya TharAvavA prayatno kare che. matArthInAM lakSaNo jANavAM khUba ja jarUrI che. oLakhI lejo ke matArthI kevo hoya? bIjA sAme jovAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNI jAta sAme jovAnI jarUra che ke ApaNe to matArthInA khAnAmAM AvatAM nathI ne? jo AtmArthInI vAto karIe ane hoIe matArthInA khAnAmAM to meLa nahi paDe. A matArthIpaNuM kevuM hoya? tenA zuM lakSaNo hoya? kaI rIte teno khyAla Ave? tenI eka eka rItanuM saMkSepamAM varNana karavAno kRpALudevaprAraMbha kare che, ane prAraMbha karatAM pahelAM spaSTatA kare che ke ame je kahIe chIe te niSpakSapaNe kahIe chIe. amAro koI pakSa nathI amAro koI mata nathI. jo mata hoya to amane kahevAno adhikAra nathI. jagatamAM niSpakSa thavuM atyaMta kaThina che. mANasa jyAM jyAM jAya tyAM tyAM potAno pakSa dhAraNa kare che. kAM to For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 252 pravacana kramAMka - 22, gAthA kramAMka - 23, 24 nizcayanayano pakSa, kAM to vyavahAranayano pakSa, kAM to nimittano pakSa, kAM to upAdAnano pakSa, kAM to jJAnano, kAM to kriyAno, kAM to bAhya karmakAMDano pakSa, kAM to dhyAnano pakSa, kAM to tapano pakSa, paNa pakSa to kharo ja kharo. pakSa laIne ja vAta kare che. amAre saMpUrNapaNe niSpakSa vAta karavI che. hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na Atama lakSa, tehamatArthI lakSaNo, ahIM kyAMnipekSa. ahIM pakSapAta rahita kahIza. amArI pAse eka to pakSapAta nathI, ane bIjI vAta e ke koInI niMdA karavAno amAro hetu nathI. trIjI vAta, ame je vAta kahIe chIe te amArI sAme je eka pAtra che, te pAtranuM kalyANa thAya, hita thAya, bhaluM thAya evuM lakSa rAkhI vAta karIzuM. e pAtra AtmArthInuM che. have ame amAruM dhyAna jagatamAMthI pAchuM kheMcI lIdhuM. matArthI, kAmArthI, sattArthI ke dhanArthI upara dhyAna nathI. amAruM dhyAna mAtra AtmArthI upara che. jene AtmAnuM prayojana che, AtmAnuM hita karavuM che, AtmakalyANa karavuM te ja jenI dRSTi che, niSpakSapaNe matArthano tyAga karI, jene mAtra sAdhanA karavI che evA AtmArthI pAtra mATe ame vAta karI rahyA chIe. A kahevAthI AgrahI, kadAgrahI, saMpradAya ane mata mAnyatAvALA chUTyA. tenA upara kAma karavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. emane badalavA ghaNAM muzkela che. temane AgrahamAMthI bahAra lAvavA muzkela che. dariyAmAM DUbato hoya to bahAra kADhI zakAya, UMDA kUvAmAMthI paNa bahAra kADhI zakAya paNa matArthIne matanAM kUvAmAMthI bahAra kADhavo ghaNo muzkela che. e kuvAmAM rahIne anaMtakALa sudhI anaMta prakAranAM sAdhano kare che tethI temanA mATe kahyuM ke, 'tadapi kachu hAtha hajAna paryo', ATaluM badhuM karavAM chatAM haju kaMI hAthamAM AvyuM nathI, kaMI pAra paDyuM nathI. have matArthInAM lakSaNo kahIe chIe, ahIM krama pADelAM che, ane e krama hetupUrvaka che. AdhyAtmika mArgamAM sauthI vadhAre mahattvanuM sAdhana satapuruSa-saguru che. bIjuM sAdhanatIrthaMkara paramAtmA che. trIjuM sAdhana-sazAstro che ane cothuM sAdhana-bahAranI prakriyA che. e cAremAM kevuM matArthIpaNuM che tenI vAta karavI che te kramathI karaze. pahelI vAta, bAhya tyAga', tyAga uttama vastu che, zreSTha vastu che, tyAgano niSedha kadI paNa jJAnI puruSa karatAM nathI. tyAgano to upadeza Ape che. A pahelAM, eka gAthAmAM paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 253 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA tyAga virAga nacittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna; aTake tyAga virAgamAM, to bhUle nija bhAna. cittamAM tyAga vairAgya na hoya to, tene AtmajJAna thAya nahi, AtmajJAnanI ghaTanA ghaTI zake nahi. tyAganI vAta to karI paraMtu temAM eka vAta umeravAnI che. bAhya tyAga to kharo, paNa jo jJAna nahi hoya to zA mATe, kayA hetuthI, zuM karavA tyAga? kyAre tyAga? kyA padArthono tyAga? tyAga pAchaLa kaMIka hetu-baLavAne kAraNe joIe. tyAga ghaNAM karatAM hoya che, gharamAM kaMI kajIyo thayo hoya to jAuM chuM AzramamAM, e AzramamAM jAya paNa kharo. e uttejanA ane AvezamAM bhAgI chUTyo che. teNe samajaNapUrvaka ekAMta mATe tyAga karyo nathI. bhAgI chUTavuM judI vastu che, ane tyAga karavo judI vastu che. tyAgamAM be vastuo jarUrI che. pahelI vAta, bAhya padArtho ane bAhya saMyogo samajaNapUrvaka choDavAM joIe, ane bIjI vAta, tenA pratye Asakti, mamatva ke mUcha chUTavA joIe, te chUTyA na hoya to e tyAga sArthaka na gaNAya, te saphaLa thaI zakato nathI. tyAga aMtima lakSa nathI. tyAga vacalI ghaTanA che, kaMIka vizeSa kAma karavA mATe tyAga karavAno che. ApaNe ghaNI vakhata kahIe chIe ke eka kalAka mane mArA rUmamAM ekalo rahevA do. mAre ekAMta joIe che, kAraNa ke agatyanAM copaDAM taiyAra karavAnAM che. Ama tyAga pAchaLa kaMIka hetu athavA vizeSa kAma che. tyAga e bhAgeDu vRtti ke palAyanavAda nathI, tyAga rIsAmaNAM mATe nathI ane koIne sIdhA dora karavA mATe paNa nathI. tyAga e kaMTALo paNa nathI. - tyAga e vizeSa ghaTanA che, jyAM ekAMtano avakAza maLe, jyAM ciMtanano avakAza maLe, ane khAsa karIne to je Atmatattva che tenA nirNaya mATe zravaNa, manana, ciMtana karI zakAya, arthaghaTana nididhyAsana thaI zake eTalA mATe tyAga karavAno che. paramakRpALudeva vAraMvAra kahetAM hatAM ke "cAlo IDara jaIe, uttarasaMDA jaIe." evA puruSane paNa ekAMtamAM javAno bhAva thato hato. "e dharatI, e zIlA, e nadI kinAro amane vAre vAre yAda Ave che. amAre AraMbha ane parigraha choDI ekAMtamAM rahevuM che.' tyAga e koIka hetu mATe che, te kazAka lakSa mATe che. tyAga AtmajJAnanI ghaTanA jIvanamAM thAya eTalA mATe che, tame paisA, strI tyAgo, te bAhya tyAga che paNa te AtmajJAna mATe na hoya to moTe bhAge tyAga karyA pachI samaya vAtomAM jAya, guphAmAM paDyA rahevAmAM jAya. emAM jo kAMI ciMtana, manana, adhyayana, abhyAsa vigere kazuM ja hoya nahi to bAhya tyAga kharo paNa te AtmajJAna mATe nahi. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 254 pravacana kramAMka - 22, gAthA kramAMka - 23, 24 AtmajJAna emane ema na thAya. tenA mATe to eka prakAranuM mALakhuM athavA to amuka paristhiti joIe. AtmajJAna mATe satuzAstro joIe, satpuruSa joIe, satuzravaNa joIe. AraMbha parigrahanuM alpatva joIe, mauna joIe. manamAM bojo, lAgaNI ke Aveza na joIe. zAMta avasthA ke vicAra karI zake te prakAranI paristhiti joIe, ane tattvanA UMDANamAM javAnI taiyArI hovI joIe. ATaluM badhuM mALakhuM goThavAya tyAre tattvajJAnanI ghaTanA ghaTe. A kaMI muMbaI samAcAra vAMcavAnI vAta nathI, A tattvajJAnanI vAta che. vartamAna patro e judI vastu che ane Atmasiddhi judI vastu che. ekAMtamAM rahIne gahana tattvaciMtana thAya ane Atma prAptinI sAdhanA nizcitapaNe karI zake tevI bhUmikA pUrI paDe te mATe tyAga che. pharI samajI lo, tyAganI sAdhanA jJAnanI upAsanA mATe che. have ema kahe che ke bAhya tyAga paNa jJAna nahi' bAhya tyAga to che ane bAhya tyAga ja dekhAya. e jovo sahelo che, jyAre jJAna dekhAtuM nathI. jJAna aMdaranI ghaTanA che ane tyAga bahAranI ghaTanA che. koIne aMdara Atma anubhUti thaI che te jANavA bIjuM koI ja sAdhana nathI. pote jAherAta kare to khabara paDe. Ama to e jANe ane uparavALo jANe. paraMtu jAherAtathI nakkI na thAya. AtmajJAna e AMtarika atIndriya ghaTanA che. have jenAmAM AMtarika ghaTanA ghaTI nathI, Atma anubhava ke AtmasAkSAtkAra thayo nathI e pAchA guru thaIne bese, ane bAhya tyAga joIne ja e gurune satya mAne tene kahevAya che matArthI. mArgadarzaka sAcAM, yogya ane yathArtha maLavAM joIe. mAtra savA rUpiyo ane zrIphaLa emanAM caraNamAM arpaNa karI do, eTale lIsTamAM nAma lakhAI jAya ane amane guru maLI gayAM, amAruM kAma thaI gayuM, nagarA na rahyAM ema mAne. je sAcAM guru hoya te aMdaramAM parivartana lAve che, krAMti kare che. jemanI hAjarImAM A AMtarika parivartananI ghaTanA ghaTe che te sAcA guru che, sadguru che. asadgurune potAnA vADAmAMthI chAnomAno nIkaLI na jAya eTalI ja kALajI rAkhavAnI hoya che. sAcI kALajI to sadguru kare che, A nahi kare. bIjI vAta, "athavA nijakuLa dharmanAM te gurumAM ja mamatva', eTale paraMparAthI cAlyAM AvatAM je guru che, potAnA kuLa ane saMpradAyanAM ja gurune mAnavAnI jenI vRtti che, tene paramakRpALudeva matArthI kahe che. mArthIpaNuM hovAthI satyanAM dvAra baMdha thayA, atIndriya tattvane jANavAnAM dvAra baMdha thayAM. atIndriya tattva jANavAno aNasAra tene have nahi maLe. kAraNa? jene AtmajJAna thayuM nathI tevA bAhya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA tyAgI guru kevI rIte AtmA tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhI zake ane batAvI zake ? AnaMdaghanajIe bahu mulAyama ane namra bhASAmAM spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM ke, AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re. AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, 'naM samma ti pAsaddA taM moLuM tti pAsaThA, khaM moLuM ti pAptahA, teM samma ti pAsahA.' jene AtmajJAna che te muni che ane muni che tene AtmajJAna che. asadguru zabda pahelAnI gAthAmAM Avyo, ane asadguru kevAM hoya te spaSTa thayuM ke jene bAhya tyAga che paNa AtmajJAna nathI, ane sadguru athavA muni te che jene AtmajJAna che. 255 bAhya tyAga hoya, Rddhi ke siddhi hoya, camatkAra hoya, mamatva, moTAI, mAna, pratiSThA ane hajAro ziSyo hoya, hajAro zAstro kaMThastha karyAM hoya, ane hajArone upadeza ApatAM bhale hoya, paNa AtmajJAna na hoya to temane kahyAM che asadguru. bahu mahattvanuM lakSaNa asadgurunuM che ke 'mAMhyalAne jANatAM nathI.' mAMhyalo aMdara zarIramAM beTho che paNa zarIrathI judo che, tene jANatAM nathI. riddhi, siddhi, labdhio hovA chatAM jo AtmajJAna nathI to zAstramAM tene sadguru kahyAM nathI. asadguruthI cetavavAnI ane sadgurune prApta karAvavAnI ATalI badhI ciMtA paramakRpALudevane zuM kAma karavI paDe ? te eTalA mATe ka2vI paDe che ke paramArtha mArganI yAtrA jene karavI che, AdhyAtmika mArganI yAtrA jene karavI che, AtmajJAna, AtmadhyAna jene prApta karavuM che, AtmasAkSAtkAra athavA anubhUti jene karavI che, Atmadarzana jene karavuM che te alaukika kArya, divya ane adbhuta kArya karavA mATe mahattvanI vyakti jo koI hoya to te sadguru che. paramakRpALudeva kahe che ke 're Atma tAro, Atma tAro, zIghra ene oLakho.' AtmAne tAro, bacAvo, AtmAnuM rakSaNa karo. sAcavavA ane meLavavA jevo AtmA che to tene kyAre tA2zo ane kyAre oLakhazo ? TAIma na bagADo. pachI karIzuM, moTI uMmare ane ghaDapaNamAM karIzuM, tema na kaho. paga cAlatAM nathI, hAtha thatharI rahyAM che, mAthuM DolI rahyuM che-evI hAlatamAM kevI rIte zakya banaze ? eTalA mATe 'yAvazrvathamivaM zarIramanam', jyAM sudhI svAsthya sAruM che, zarIra roga vagaranuM che ane Indriyo sakSama che evI avasthAmAM AtmAne jANI lo. zIghra ene oLakhI lo. AtmAne oLakhavAnI prakriyA, AtmAne jANavAnI prakriyA jenI hAjarI vagara na thAya tevuM tattva te sadguru che. sadguru vyakti nathI paNa sadguru tattva che, sadguru cetanA che, sadguru astitva che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 256 pravacana kramAMka - 22, gAthA kramAMka - 23, 24 e pragaTa thAya che deha dvArA ane vyakti dvArA. e parama tattva che eTalA mATe maharSi pataMjalie bahu majhAno zabda Apyo. "guru guru: I' e paramaguru. paramaguru je astitva che te mULa tattva che, mATe mAtra vyakti niSThA nahi paNa tattva niSThA joIe. AtmabodhamAM nizcitapaNe je asAdhAraNapaNe pariNAmadAyaka kArya kare che, ane jenI hAjarImAM thAya che chatAM je kazuM karatAM nathI paNa jenI hAjarI vagara kazuM ja thatuM nathI tene kahevAya che saddaguru. je matArthI che te sadgurune na samajavAnI pahelI bhUla kare che. jinezvara paramAtmAne to have samajavAnAM che. temane samajavAmAM kyAM ne zA mATe bhUla thAya che? zAstrone samajavAmAM kyAM bhUla thAya che, ane vratone samajavAmAM kyAM bhUla thAya che? A cAra bAbato tarapha paramakRpALune dhyAna doravuM che. bAhya tyAga paNa jJAna nahi, te mAne guru satya, athavA nijakuLa dharmanA, te gurumAM ja mamatva. potAne je mata, potAnuM je kuLa, potAno je saMpradAya, je paraMparA, temAM cAlyAM AvatAM hoya, pachI teo game tevAM hoya to paNa bApAnA bApAnA dAdA, tyAMthI amArI paraMparA cAlI Ave che, have amAre satapuruSa hAjara hoya to paNa e paraMparA toDavI nathI. A cuMgAlamAMthI chUTI temanI pAse pahoMcavuM nathI ane asadguru chUTavA deze paNa nahi. be kAma thaze. A chUTavA deze nahi ane olo chUTavA taiyAra nathI, evI jenI avasthA che tene kahevAya matArthI, paheluM lakSaNa pUrNa thayuM. bIjuM lakSaNa have pachI "je jinadeha pramANa che," te gAthAthI samajAvaze. te gAthA AnA karatAM paNa gaMbhIra che. jinezvara bhagavAnI sAcI oLakhANa zAnAthI? temanA dehathI, samavasaraNathI ke bAhya ruddhithI? A Indro Ave che, devo Ave che. samavasaraNanI racanA kare che, cAle che tyAre kamaLa mUkAya che. cotrIsa atizayo che. pAMtrIsa vANInAM guNo che, e badhuM che mATe jinezvara che, mATe tIrthaMkara che ke bIjuM koI lakSaNa che? temanA zarIramAMthI sugaMdha Ave che A lakSaNa mahattvanuM gaNAya? emanA zarIranuM pramANa AvuM che tenuM mahattva gaNavuM? samayasArajImAM kuMdakuMdAcAryajIe traNa vAto mUkI che ke jeo jItamoha che teo tIrthaMkara che, bIjI vAta e ke jeo jItendriya che-jemaNe Indriyo jItI che ane trIjI vAta jItarAga, jeoe rAga jItyo che, te tIrthakara che. samavasaraNa che mATe tIrthakara nathI, paraMtu moha jItyo che mATe tIrthaMkara che. AvI adUbhuta vAta jagatamAM kyAMya thaI nathI. koIe karI nathI. e abhuta vAta bIjI gAthAmAM "je jinadeha pramANa che ne," temAM laIzuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 257 bahu dhIrajathI, kaMTALyA vagara ane vacamAM buddhine DahoLyAM vagara A badhA lakSaNone samajavAno pUrepUro prayatna karajo. ghaNAM tarko manamAM UThaze. amArA mahArAja, amArA bApadAdAnA mahArAja, ene amAre choDI devAM? tene kema choDavAM ? e to amArI paraMparAnA che. AvA khyAlo manamAM Avaze. paraMtu tathya jema che tema samajI laIe. paramakRpALudeve (1) pakSapAta vagara (2) koInI TIkA ke niMdA karyA vagara vAta karI, ane (3) AtmArthInuM kalyANa thAya te mATe vAta karI. ATalI badhI vAta tamArI samajaNamAM AvyA vagara jAya to na cAle. pUrepUrI rIte vAta samajajo. matArthInA lakSaNo barAbara samajazo to matArthIpaNuM jaze. matArthIpaNuM jaze to pacAsa nahi paNa nevuM TakA kAma pUruM thaze, ane matArthIpaNuM jo raheze to nevuM TakA kAma niSphaLa jaze. badhuM ja karavA chatAM jo matArtha hazo to kAma nahi thAya. AvuM matArthIpaNuM TALavA tenAM lakSaNo jANavA jarUrI che. paNa lakSaNo jyAre jANavA besIe tyAre je jANeluM che, Aja sudhI je ghaMTeluM che teno ubharo Ave che, A kema choDAya? A kema manAya? A badhAM ubharA zamAvI, zAMta banI, samajavA pUrepUro puruSArtha karajo. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 23, gAthA kramAMka - 25 pravacana kramAMka - 23 gAthA kramAMka - 25 devatattvasaMbaMdhI bhUla. je jinadeha pramANa ne, samavasaraNAdi siddhi; varNana samaje jinanuM, rokI rahe nija buddhi. (25) TIkA je jinanA dehAdinuM varNana che, tene jinanuM varNana samaje che, ane mAtra potAnA kuLadharmanA deva che mATe mArApaNAnA kalpita rAge samavasaraNAdi mAhAlya kahyAM kare che, ane temAM potAnI buddhine rokI rahe che, eTale paramArtha hetu svarUpa evuM jinanuM je aMtaraMga svarUpa jANavA yogya che te jANatA nathI, tathA te jANavAnuM prayatna karatA nathI, ane mAtra samavasaraNAdimAM ja jinanuM svarUpa kahIne matArthamAM rahe che. (25) parama gaMbhIra A vAta che, kAraNa ke ApaNI je samajaNa che, ApaNe je vAMcyuM che, ApaNe je sAMbhaLyuM che, ane je rIte enuM arthaghaTana karyuM che, tenI sAthe tAlameLa maLe tema nathI. tame mAnatA ho ane svIkAratA ho, te saraLa lAge ane tenI sAthe tAlameLa maLe to kahezo ke barAbara ema ja che. ApaNe pUchIe ke te barAbara che e kaI rIte? te kahe ke ame paNa ema ja mAnIe chIe, mATe barAbara che. ApaNe kahIe chIe mATe barAbara nahi, paNa e je mAne che, tema che mATe barAbara che. - satyanI tulanA na hoya, te nirapekSa che. satya zabdAtIta che. satya nirvikalpa che. ane satyanuM hovuM e svayaMbhU che mATe tenA hovA mATe koInI apekSA ke koInA AdhAranI jarUra nathI, mATe A sUtro atyaMta mahattvanAM che. AtmasiddhimAM be pAtronuM varNana karIne, banne pAtrone alaga alaga samajAvavAmAM AvyA che. jene AtmAnI sAdhanA karavI che teNe AtmArthI banavuM paDaze ane matArthIpaNAno tyAga karavo paDaze. A spaSTa vAta kahyA pachI papadanI prarUpaNAno prAraMbha karavAnA che. parSadanI prarUpaNAno prAraMbha pahelAM eTalAM mATe karyo nathI ke SapadamAM paheluM pada "AtmA che', te AtmA viSe ApaNane kaMI jANakArI nathI. ApaNe AtmArthI nathI, ApaNane AtmAnuM prayojana nathI, AtmAnuM lakSa nathI, hetu For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 259 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA nathI, AtmAne prApta karavo nathI, AtmAne jANavo nathI. ApaNI DIkSanerI athavA zabda noMdhamAM AtmA ja nathI. ApaNI noMdhamAM paiso che, sattA che, parivAra che, mAna-pratiSThA che, mobho che, IndriyonA sukho che, bhogavilAsa che, raMgarAga che paraMtu AtmA nathI. eTalA mATe paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke "lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM, zuM vadhyuM te to kaho?" ApaNane pUche che ke lakSmI vadhI, adhikAra vadhyo, sattA vadhI, bahoLuM kuTuMba thayuM paraMtu tamArA hAthamAM zuM AvyuM? A badhA mATe zAstroe eka ja zabda vAparyo che, A badhuM anitya che. "zuM rAcIye? jyAM kSaNano prasaMga!" A cAra divasanuM cAMdaraNuM che, enA mATe ATalI badhI mamatA ! tenA mATe jIvana khoyuM ! anaMtavAra dehanI khAtara tame AtmAne bhUlyA cho, "anaMtavAra... A nAnakaDAM vAkyamAM keTalo moTo Thapako Apyo ? are jIva ! nazvara dehanI khAtara AtmAno kevo upayoga karyo, deha tane keTalo sAtha Apyo? AnaMdadhanajIe eka padamAM kahyuM che ke, mRtyuno samaya Avyo che, aMtima kSaNo che, sAme badhA UbhA che, "aba jAnA hogA, bulAvA AyA hai.' kALadevatA hAjara che. zarIra mAre tane eka vAta karavI che ke ApaNe 60 varSa sAthe rahyAM. covIse kalAka sAthe ne sAthe ja. patnI ke dIkaro koI covIsa kalAka sAthe rahetAM nathI. huM hara vakhata tArI sAthe ja rahyo. tArA mATe meM hiMsA karIjADuM bolyo, parigraha ekatrita karyo, paTa AbhUSaNa suMdhA cUA, azana pAna nitya nyAre, phera dine khaTarasa toye suMdara, te saba malakara DAre. kAyA ! je vakhate te je mAgyuM te ApyuM. hoTalamAM javuM che, to hoTalamAM laI gayo. pAuMbhAjI, samosA khavaDAvyAM. tArI keTalI sevA karI! rojanAM bhojano navAM navAM ApyAM. savAre, sAMje ane bapore judI judI vAnagI ApI ane vacamAM cA vakhate paNa judI vAnagI khavarAvI. kapaDAM paNa roja navA navA paherAvyAM. A badhuM tArA mATe karyuM. ApaNo nAto baMdhANo. have mArI sAthe tuM cAla. ApaNe sAthe jaIe. zarIra, kAyA te vakhate zuM javAba Ape che. jIva suNo yA rIta anAdi, kahA kahata vAraMvAre, meM na calUMgI toye saMga cetana, pApa puNya do lAre. AtamajI ! sAMbhaLo, huM tane vAre vAre zuM kahyuM? A rIta to anAdinI che. huM tArI sAthe nahi AvuM. AnaMdaghanajIe chellI vAta karI. tuM mArI sAthe nahi Ave ? tane smazAnamAM laI jaze. tArA upara lAkaDA mUkI tane bALIne tArI rAkha karaze. kAyA kahe che ke e mane maMjUra che, paNa huM tArI sAthe nahi AvuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 60 pravacana kramAMka - 23, gAthA kramAMka - 25 zrImajI kahe che, "anaMtavAra A deha mATe AtmA arpaNa karyo, eka vakhata mAtra AtmAne arthe deha arpaNa kara to anaMtabhavanuM sATuM vaLI jaze." keTalI vakhata A sAMbhaLyuM? ApaNe rIDhA thaI gayA chIe. A zarIranI A prakAranI sthiti che, mATe kahyuM ke lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM? te to kaho." have tamArA lIsTamAM pahele naMbare e lakho ke amAre AtmAne prApta karavo che. AtmA mATe amAre A jIvana jIvavuM che, AtmArUpI dhana prApta karavuM che, AtmAnI anubhUti karavI che. zarIra sAcavo, saMbhALo paNa te kAyama raheze nahi, jIva nIkaLI gayA pachI be ke traNa divasa koIne darzana karAvavA, davAomAM rAkhe paraMtu cothA divase nikAla karavo ja paDaze. je nathI rAkhI zakAtuM tenI ciMtA ane je rAkhI zakAya che tenI bedarakArI, ema kema? tenuM dhyAna ja nahi? tenuM lakSa ja nahi? jJAnI puruSa kahe che tAre AtmAne prApta karavo che? "re Atma tAro, Atma tAro, zIdhra ene oLakho." AtmA prApta karavo hoya to jIvananuM lakSa, jIvanano hetuM AtmA hovo joIe. tamane koI pUche ke zuM prApta karavuM che? to AtmA. zeno vicAra karo cho? to AtmAno. zenuM dhyAna karavuM che? to AtmAnuM. zuM joIe che? zuM prApta karavuM che? to AtmA. kadAca dharaNendra deva ane padamAvatIjI hAjara thaI jAya ane tamane pUche, zuM joIe che? AtmA sivAya amAre kAMI joItuM nathI, ema kaho ne? AtmA e ja jenA jIvanano hetu che, AtmAnubhUti e ja jenA jIvananuM kartavya che, AtmA e ja sAcuM dhana ane saMpatti jene mAnI che-evA AtmArthI mATe SapadanuM varNana che. AtmArthI banatAM pahelAM e matArthI ja che. matArthI banavAnuM nathI paNa matArthI maTavAnuM che. vAkya samajI lo, matArthI chIe te maTavAnuM che ane AtmArthI thayA nathI, to AtmArthI banavAnuM che. eka vAta nizcita che ke matArthI maTyA sivAya AtmArthI banI zakAze nahi, ane AtmArthI banyA sivAya AtmAnI prApti thaI zakaze nahi. kevo che matArthI? tenI samajamAM kyAM kyAM bhUla thAya che ane kevI rIte e bhUlo kare che tenuM varNana paramakRpALudeva A gAthAmAM karI rahyA che. gayA pravacanamAM vAta e hatI ke bAhyatyAga che paNa AtmajJAna nathI. abhuta bAhyatyAga hoya, paheravAM kapaDAM paNa na hoya, digaMbara avasthA hoya ane pAMdaDA ja khAIne raheto hoya, Avo bAhyatyAga hoya paNa AtmajJAna na paNa hoya. eka bahu moTA saMta ane jJAnI puruSa thayAM che. emaNe kahyuM ke "AhArano svAda jItavA meM eka prayoga karyo. dhIme dhIme lImaDo vATI lImaDAMnAM lADuM banAvato hato. A lADu khAto hato ane dhIme dhIme emAM paNa svAda AvavA mAMDyo." Avo tyAga hovA chatAM AtmajJAna na paNa hoya. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 261 bIjI vAta, pAMcaso jAnaiyA sTezana upara UtaryA che. beMDavAjAM vAgI rahyAM che. svAgata karavAnI taiyArI thAya che, paraMtu va22AjA pAchalA sTezane rahI gayA che. e to mULa pAtra che. have svAgata konuM karavuM ? Ama jo AtmAne ja bhUlI jAya to bAhyatyAga che paNa AtmajJAna nathI. AtmajJAnano artha AtmA avinAzI che, AtmA nitya che, AtmA ajara amara che. te khAto pIto nathI ema bolato jAya ne rasapUrvaka lADavA khAto jAya, AvA badhA cALAM te AtmajJAna nathI. jJAnIpuruSo kahe che ke 'jeNe AtmA jANyo eNe badhuM ja jANyuM' -ahIM jANavuM eTale anubhavavuM, e anubhavanI ghaTanA ghaTI nathI ane bAhyatyAga che, e bAhyatyAgano paNa vAMdho nathI, paraMtu bAhyatyAgathI mAruM kAma paripUrNa thayuM che, have mAre kaMI karavA jevuM nathI AvuM mAnIne je cAle che tene kahevAya che asadguru. evAM asadgurune sadguru tarIke mAnavAM ane tene daDha karavAM tene kahevAya che matArthI. jema A eka bhUla che, tema tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne oLakhavAmAM paNa A jIve anekavAra bhUla karI che. je jinadeha pramANa ne, samavasaraNAdi siddhi, varNana samaje jinanuM, rokI rahe nijabuddhi. A badhuM varNana barAbara che. tIrthaMkaradevanI vANInAM pAMtrIsa guNo, cotrIsa atizayo, emanI adbhuta kAyA, temanA dehamAM roga nathI, deha suMdara che. yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM, Indra caMdra ravi giri taNA, guNa lahI ghaDIyuM aMga lAla re. IndranAM guNa, caMdranA guNa, sUryanAM guNa, himAlaya parvatanAM guNa, AvAM badhAM guNo laIne jemanI kAyA ghaDavAmAM AvI che, ane jemanAM sauMdaryanI sAme IndronuM sauMdarya paNa tulanA karI zake tema nathI, evuM jemanuM adbhuta sauMdarya che, jemanAM maLamUtra dekhAtAM nathI, zarIramAMthI sugaMdha Ave che, durgaMdha AvatI nathI, evAM jemanA atizayo che ane temanA dehanuM pramANa ATaluM che. A badhuM sAcuM hovA chatAM A varNana eka apekSAe che. A bahAranuM varNana che. jyAre sarvajJa avasthA prApta thAya che, tIrthaMkara nAmakarmano udaya thAya che tyAre dezanA mATe, samavasaraNanI racanA thAya che. temAM cAMdI, sonA ane ratnanA traNa gaDho hoya, temAM adbhuta beThaka hoya che. A traNa bhuvanano nAtha samavasaraNamAM besIne dezanA Ape che. azokavRkSa che, duMdubhinA nAda thaI rahyAM che. puSponI vRSTi thAya che, vAMsaLiyo vAge che, saMgItamAM tAla pUravAmAM Ave che, karoDo mANaso ane karoDo devatAo AvI samavasaraNamAM bese che, ane potapotAnI bhASAmAM sahu samaje che. vAgha vAghanI bhASAmAM ane gheTuM gheTAnI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 262 pravacana kramAMka - 23, gAthA kramAMka - 25 bhASAmAM samaje che, tarajumAnI vyavasthA vagara samajI jAya evI jemanI adbhuta vacana siddhi che, vacanAtizaya che. e arihaMta paramAtmA jyAre devachaMdAmAM jAya che tyAre temanI sevAmAM ochAmAM ochA eka karoDa devatAo rahe che. A badhA varNanamAM jinezvara paramAtmAnuM varNana pUruM thAya che ema je mAnI le che ane emAM ja jenI buddhi aTakI jAya che, te che matArthI. saMmaMtabhadra AcArya siMha jevI garjanA karIne kahe che, 'he tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ! A tamAruM samavasaraNa che eTalA mATe ame tamane mAnIe chIe tema nathI. AvuM samavasaraNa aMbaDa parivrAjaka ke jAdugara paNa karI zake, A mAyAjALa hoI zake, IndrajALa paNa hoI zake. A mAruM mastaka eTalA mATe jhUke che ke AvAM samavasaraNamAM Apa beThAM hovA chatAM, ApanA rUMvATAmAM kyAMya rAga nathI, kyAMya moha nathI, kyAMya mamatva nathI. Apa vItarAga cho, amAruM mastaka vItarAgatAne jhUke che.' prabhu ! amane to e Azcarya thAya che ke, A badhA vacce rahIne paNa tamane rAgano aMza sparzato nathI. AvI bahAdurI ane AvI zreSThatA jagatamAM kyAM jovA maLaze ? A joIne amAruM mastaka jhUke che. pahelAM je varNana karyuM hatuM te bahAranuM ane have pAMca sUtrothI je varNana thAya che te aMdaranuM varNana che, te tIrthaMkara devanI sAcI oLakhANa mATe che. eka zabda che jina. A jina zabda jainadarzanano pAribhASika zabda che. te zabdano artha thAya che jItanAra. jemaNe jaya karyo, vijaya meLavyo, tene kahevAya che jina, paNa konA upara jIta meLavI ? konA upara vijaya meLavyo ? rAga, dveSa, moha, kaSAya ane iMdriyo A pAMca upara vijaya meLavyo. pahelo zabda jitarAga, jitarAga eTale jeNe rAgane jItyo che. zAstrone ema kahevuM che ke jagatamAM kharekharo bahAdu2 eTale mahAvIra athavA yuddha niSNAta jo koI hoya to te che ke jemaNe rAgane jItyo che, te ja kharekhara zUravIra che. namirAjanI parIkSA karavA Indra mahArAjA AvyAM, tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke, 'namirAja ! tame saMsAra tyAgIne muni thaIne beThAM cho, paNa huM tamane kahevA Avyo chuM ke tame kSatriya cho, mithilAnA mahArAjA cho. haju paNa tamArA duzmano ane zatruo che. to jeo tamane namatA nathI temane jItIne, namAvIne, pachI A mArge tame jAva.' tyAre namirAja dhIrethI kahe che, 'Indra mahArAjA ! tamArI sUcanA pramANe ja karuM chuM. pharaka eTalo che ke tamArA zatruo bahAra che, ane mArA zatruo aMdara che. ekane jeNe jItyo teNe pAMca jItyAM, pAMcane jItyAM teNe cArane jItyAM ane cArane jItyAM teNe dazane jItyAM.' jItavA jevo to eka ja che, ane e che rAga. A rAganI Aga jeNe olavI nAkhI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 263 che te che vItarAga. jenAmAM rAga nathI, jenAmAM dveSa nathI, jenAmAM moha nathI, jenAmAM kaSAyo nathI ane jeNe Indriyo jItelI che tene kahevAya che jitarAga, jitadveSa, jitamoha, jitakaSAya ane jitendriya. A dharatI upara vijetAnuM sanmAna emane maLavuM joIe ke jeNe rAgane jItyo, dveSane ane mohane jItyo, kaSAyone tathA Indriyone jItI. zAstrone ema kahevuM che ke saMsA2nuM mULa rAga che. rAga eTale Asakti, rAga eTale mUrchA, rAga eTale eTecamenTa, rAga eTale AkarSaNa, rAga eTale kheMcANa, rAga eTale DhaLI javuM, gamI javuM ane rAga eTale rucavuM, sAruM lAgavuM, ane rAga eTale aTakI javuM. kyAM aTakIne UbhA chIe ApaNe ? padArtha naDato nathI paNa padArtha pratyeno rAga ApaNane naDe che. bhatRhirae bahu adbhuta vAta karI ke 'ame prApta karelAM padArtho enI meLe, amane pUchyA vagara, amane kahyA vagara, amArI saMmati lIdhA vagara, amane choDIne cAlyAM jAya to aMdaramAM bhayaMkara Aga saLagI UThe che.' padArtho enI meLe choDIne cAlyA jAya eTale ke tame beThAM cho, athavA rAtre sUtAM cho, zera lIdhA che, ane rAtre bAra vAgye samAcAra maLe ke zeranAM bhAva gagaDI gayAM. zuM thAya ? bahu sAruM thayuM ema tame kaho ke aMda2mAM baLatarAM thAya? tamArI IcchA nathI padArtho choDavAnI, paNa padArtho tamane choDIne cAlyAM jAya to aMda2mAM Aga saLage, paNa svataMtratApUrvaka, IcchApUrvaka padArthono tyAga karo to paramasukhano anubhava thAya. cakravartI cha khaMDanI sAhyabI choDe che, hasatAM moDhe. aNagAra banIne, nigraMtha banIne, te jhADa nIce Ubho rahe che. tenI mastIno koI pAra nathI. Indra paNa tenI pAse tuccha lAge che kAraNa ke cakravartIe svataMtratApUrvaka padArthono tyAga karyo che, sAthe teNe aMdarathI Asakti kADhI nAkhI che. je bhIkha mAMgI rahyo che tenI pAse tUTeluM eka pAtra che paraMtu tenA pratye Asakti che. janakavidehInI sabhAmAM aSTAvakrajI satsaMga karatAM hatAM. have parIkSA karavA koIe kRtrima Aga lagADI, ane jevI Aga lAgI ke janakavidehInAM mANaso doDatAM AvyAM ane kahyuM ke 'mahArAja ! mahelane Aga lAgI che.' hajAro mANaso beThAM hatAM te bhAgyAM, UbhA rahe kharAM ? janakavidehI zAMta avasthAmAM ema kahe che ke, mihilAo DajjhamANIo Na me Dajjhai kiMcanaM / mithilA baLe che emAM mAruM kaMI baLatuM nathI. je baLe che te mAruM nahi, ane mAruM hoya te baLe nahi. eTalAmAM bhagavAM vastro paherelAM saMnyAsIo doDyAM. temane pUchyuM ke tame kema doDo cho ? teo kahe che ke amArI tuMbaDI ane laMgoTI tyAM paDI che, e levA mATe jaIe chIe. A ema kahe che ke mithilA baLe che temAM mAruM kAMI baLatuM nathI ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 64 pravacana kramAMka - 23, gAthA kramAMka - 25 saMnyAsIo kahe che ke tuMbaDIo ane laMgoTIo baLe nahi tethI levA jaIe chIe. A rAganuM tophAna che. rAgano vistAra padArtho sAthe nathI, mamatva ane AsaktinI tIvratA sAthe che. saMsAranuM mULa rAga che. jagatanA dharmo ema kahe che ke dveSa dUra karo, premathI raho, maitrIbhAva keLavo, e sAruM che, paNa jainadarzana ethI AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke rAgane dUra karo, kema? rAga jo haze to dveSa utpanna thaze. dveSanI utpatti rAganA kAraNe thAya che, mATe jainadarzana rAgane dUra karavAnuM kahe che. jagatamAM anaMtA jIvo che, temAM rAga bhAgalAM pADe che. A mArI vyakti, A mAro padArtha, A mArI vastuo, A mArA saMyogo, A mane game che, A mane vhAluM che, A mAruM che. Ama rAge bhAga pADyAM eTalA mATe to kampAunDa vola karavI paDe che ane khetaramAM vADa karavI paDe che. vADa na karo to na cAle ? khetaramAM vADa karavI paDe, nahi to koI ghUsI jAya. A koNa karAve che ? rAga karAve che, rAga vaheMce che, judAM kare che, ane bhAgalAM pADyAM pachI A mAruM che, A mane game che, tethI Asakti vadhe che. A mane gamato nathI, tene kahevAya che Sa. ghaNAM pati-patnI jhagaDe tyAre kahetAM hoya che, A janmamAM maLyAM te maLyAM, have pachI moDhuM jovuM nathI. huM kahuM chuM ke AvatA janmamAM enuM ja moDhuM jovuM paDaze, kAraNa ke aNagamo ane dveSa karyo. pahelA rAga thAya che ane e rAga thayA pachI je naDe che, tenA pratye dveSa thAya che. dhRtarASTrane kauravo pratye rAga, to pAMDavo pratye dveSa thayo. dhRtarASTra raDe che. huM pAMDavo mATe kaMI karI zakato nathI. pAMDavo sukhI thAya ane kauravo sAthe teoe rahevuM joIe ema paNa kahe che, paraMtu manamAM UMDe UMDe che ke mAro duryodhana mane vhAlo che, ane sattA to tenA hAthamAM ja AvavI joIe, pAMDavonAM hAthamAM nahi. A rAga che. rAma ane rAvaNane zuM levA devA? kaho, maLyAM ja nathI, zenuM vera? zeno dveSa? zeno tiraskAra? zA mATe ? vacamAM kaMIka AvyuM-e rAga Avyo. konA pratye? sItAjI pratye. sItAjIne rAvaNa pratye rAga nathI, te to rAvaNane kahe che ke tuM ahIM AvIza nahi. cheTo rahe. azokavATikAmAM tuM paga mUkIza nahi. rAvaNanI tAkAta nathI ke A rekhA bhedIne AgaLa AvI zake. paradArAno saMga karIne, Akhare ugaryuM koNa?"he rAvaNa ! paradArAno saMga karIne konuM bhaluM thayuM che? tane mArA deha pratye rAga che, mArA pratye nahi. sItAjIne rAvaNa pratye rAga nathI eTalA mATe to rAvaNane sItAjInuM apaharaNa karavuM paDyuM, ane tethI rAma pratye dveSa thayo. rAma to vacce bInajarUrI AvI gayA. chUTako ja nathI. rAvaNa rAmane vacce kheMcI lAvyo. A kono khela thayo? rAgano khela thayo. zAstro ema kahe che ke saMsAra For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 65 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA padArthamAM nathI, vastuomAM nathI, saMsAra vyaktio ke ghaTanAomAM nathI. saMsAra aMdaramAM rahelAM rAgamAM che. pharI vAra kahIe chIe ke mamatvanA kAraNe, mUchanA kAraNe, mArApaNAnA kAraNe rAga thAya che. sAgoDiyAnI, ApaNI gauzALAmAM eka rAtre gAya jora jorathI bhAMbharatI hatI. amane thayuM ke Ane zuM thayuM atyAre ? ame bharavADane bolAvI pUchyuM ke A gAya kema bhAMbhare che? to kahe bIja vAMdho nathI, paNa tenuM vAcharaDuM cheTuM bAMdhyuM che eTale bUma pADe che. zAstro ema kahe che ke A badhuM rAganA kAraNe thAya che. pazuomAM paNa rAga che. e vAcharaDuM moTuM thaIne gAyanI zuM sevA karaze? paNa mamatvano, mArApaNAno rAga. AnA karatAM paNa mahattvanI vAta vIravijayajI mahArAje kahI. tiryaMca tarunAM mULa, rAkhI rahyA dhana upare re." A abhuta vAta che. vRkSa potAnAM mULiyA dhana upara phelAve che. vRkSanA jIve koI bhavamAM dharatImAM dhana dATyuM hoya ane te jIva tyAM najIkamAM jo jhADa thayo hoya to e jhADa potAnAM mULiyA dhana upara phelAve che. tene kyAM zerabajAramAM dhaMdho karavA javuM che? ke mUDI rokANa karavuM che? A konuM tophAna che? badhAMne saMsAramAM jo koI rAkhanAra hoya to rAga che. badhI Aga olavAze. rAganI Aga olavAtI nathI. jemaNe rAganI Aga olavI che, temanA caraNomAM anaMtavAra namaskAra. bhagavAna mahAvIra rAgarahita banyAM. he bhagavAna! ame tamArAM atizayo ke tamArA sauMdaryane joIne mugdha banatAM nathI. tame samavasaraNamAM besIne upadeza Apo cho te mATe ke tame cAlo cho tyAre tamArA paga nIce suvarNakamaLo mUkAya che te mATe ame mugdha banatAM nathI. bhagavAna jyAre cAle tyAre vRkSo jhUke che ane kAMTAo rastAmAM verAyAM hoya te sIdhAmAMthI UMdhA thaI jAya che. prabhu ! Avo tamAro bAhya ThATha, labdhi ane siddhi che, te mATe ame tamane namaskAra karatA nathI. A badhuM hovA chatAM, tamArAmAM rAga nathI, e amane Azcarya thAya che, ane rAga na hovAne kAraNe Apa arAgI cho, vItarAga cho tethI ame tamane namaskAra karIe chIe. rAganAM be prakAra paDe che. eka prazasta rAga, ane bIjo aprazasta rAga. aprazasta rAga eTale na karavA jevo rAga. dhana pratye, strI pratye, puruSa pratye, vastu, vyakti ke padArtha uparano rAga te aprazasta rAga che. deva, guru, zAstro, dharma uparano rAga te prazasta rAga che. pAlanapura pAse mAlaNa gAma che. amArI tyAM sthiratA hatI. savAre pravacanamAM eka bhAI AvelAM. te ja bhAI bapore cAra vAge hAtha upara pATApIMDI karIne AvyAM. meM pUchyuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 2 66 pravacana kramAMka - 23, gAthA kramAMka - 25 ke, zuM thayuM? to kahe phekTara. kAraNa? to kahe mAro bhAI muMbaIthI laksa sAbu laI Avelo, ane mane kahyuM ke A sAbu mAro che, tene nahIM aDavAnuM. huM rahI na zakyo ane meM e laksa sAbu vAparyo. tethI bolAcAlI ane pachI mArAmArI thaI. mAro hAtha tUTyo ane cha mahinA mATe plAsTara thayuM. A laksano savAla nathI paNa A rAga karAve che. bahenone lagnamAM javAnuM hoya tyAre keTalAMya ghareNAM pahere che. eka paNa aMga bAkI nathI rahetuM. kAna, nAka, hAtha, paga badhe ja ghareNAM paheryA hoya. varaghoDo bajAramAM nIkaLe eTale jue ke keTalAM jaNAM mArI sAme jue che? pachI rAjI thAya. ghareNAM to rAjI nathI thatAM ke amArA mahAbhAgya ke zeThANIe mane paheryA. rAjI to baheno thAya che. A ghareNAM pratyeno rAga. badhuM chUTI zake che paNa rAga chUTI zakato nathI. badhA sAgara tarI zakAya, paNa rAga sAgarane tarI zakAto nathI. evA rAgane jemaNe jItyo che, tevA jJAnIo dhanyavAdane pAtra che. baMne rAga choDavAnAM che. aprazasta to choDavAno ja che. prazastane paNa aMte to choDavAno ja che. saddaguru pratye, tIrthaMkara pratye ane zAstro pratyeno rAga prazasta che ane teno upayoga bAhya padArtho pratyenA rAgane choDavA mATe karavAno che. bAhya padArtho pratyenA aprazasta rAgane choDavA sadguru ane zAstrono AdhAra levo paDe che. paraMtu chevaTanuM lakSa prazasta ane aprazasta rAga baMne choDavAnAM che, pachI je avasthA Ave tene vItarAga avasthA kahevAya che. saMpUrNa rAga jAya to vItarAgatA Ave. rAga jAya to veSa paNa jAya, ane dveSa jAya to maitrI pragaTa thAya. maitrI pragaTa thAya eTale dveSa rUpI agni zAMta thAya. maitrIbhAvanAnuM niraMtara je bhAvana kare che tenA hRdayamAM saLagI rahela rAga ane dveSarUpI agni olavAI jAya che, paNa dveSanI agni rAgamAMthI pragaTa thAya che. lAkaDAmAMthI dhUmADo Avato nathI, paNa lAkaDuM pANIthI bhInuM thayela che tethI dhUmADo Ave che, temaSanI Aga rAganA kAraNe ja Ave che. Avo rAga jemaNe jItyo che, te tIrthaMkara paramAtmA che. AvuM je mAne che, jANe che te AtmArthI che ane bAhya vastuo ne samavasaraNanI mAtra siddhi ane riddhine ja jue che, te matArthI che. matArthI che te tIrthaMkara devonI riddhi siddhi joIne rAjI thAya che, bahAranAM varNana ane ThAThamAThathI rAjI thAya che. tIrthaMkaradevonuM puNya alaukika che. 64 Indrone bhegA karo ane emanuM je sauMdarya che, tenA karatAM anaMtagaNuM sauMdarya tIrthaMkaradevonuM che. are ! eka AMgaLIno bhAga hoya tenA jevuM rUpa jo racavuM hoya to 64 Indro bhegAM thaIne racI na zake evuM alaukika sauMdarya che. A badhuM to che paraMtu mAtra A tIrthaMkarapaNuM che ane aMdaranI vItarAgatAne For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 2 67 na jANe to e matArthI che, AtmArthI nahi. ApaNo saMbaMdha vitarAgatA sAthe che. karoDo devatAo ke traNa gaDha uparanA hIrA mANekanA kAMgarA sAthe nathI. tIrthaMkaradevane abhuta puNya hoya paNa e navAI nathI. Azcarya to e che ke A badhA vacce teo vItarAga rahyA che. tame koInAM lagnamAM gayA ho, sarasa hoTalamAM utAro hoya ane ghera jAva pachI koI pUche ke vyavasthA kevI hatI? AgatA svAgatA kevI thaI ? to moM bagADI kahezo ke ThIka hatuM, khAsa nahi, A je duHkha thayuM te konA kAraNe? duHkha rAganA kAraNe thAya, dveSa rAganAM kAraNe thAya, azAMti ane mUMjhavaNa paNa rAganAM kAraNe thAya. karmano baMdha rAganA kAraNe thAya. Tenzana rAganA kAraNe thAya. rAga gayo to Tenzana gayuM, mUMjhavaNa gaI, saprezana, ciMtA badhuM ja gayuM. A Aga rAganI che. rAga gayA vagara saMsAra nahi jAya. jema sApano kaNiyo moTo bhorIMga thAya, agninA kaNiyAmAMthI dAvAnaLa pragaTe, tema rAganA kaNiyAmAMthI cauda rAjalokano saMsAra Ubho thAya che. rAga rahita je banyAM te jitarAga, ane je jitarAga te jitaSa. rAga gayo to Sa paNa gayo. alaMkArika bhASAmAM kahevuM hoya to rAga pATavI kuMvara che ane dveSa phaTAyo kuMvara che. rAjAonI A paribhASA che. rAga jaze to dveSa paNa jaze ja. paheluM sUtra jitarAga, vItarAga, bIjuM sUtra jita dveSa ane trIjuM-jita moha. rAgo ya dosovi ya kammabIyaM, kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vyNti| kammaM ca jAImaraNassa mUlaM, dukkhaM ca jAImaraNaM vayaMti // " mohae mahArAjA che. saMsArano kharo mahArAjA che, ane tenuM sAmarthyacauda rAjalokamAM che. e moharAjAnI avidyA nAmanI naTakhaTa patnI che. tenuM bIjuM nAma che mAyA. e moha mAyAnA be saMtAno, ekanuM nAma rAga ane bIjo dveSa. A kuTuMba oLakhI lIdhuM? temane koI ophisa nathI, cUMTaNI thatI nathI, mata meLavavAnAM hotAM nathI, ane temanuM rAjya paNa naSTa thatuM nathI. anaMtakALathI teo jagatanAM badhA jIvo upara rAjya kare che. emane phakta aNagamo hoya to saMto upara, bAkI badhAM sArAM lAge. ahaMkAra ane mamatvane kAraNe rAga dveSa pedA thAya che. ahaMkAra, mamatvane kADhavAnI vAta karavI to sahelI che paNa raga ragamAM e ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelAM che. kema jaze? bahu jAgRta rahevuM paDaze. ahaMkAra to game tyAM Ubho thaze. eka bhAInuM moTuM saheja paDeluM hatuM. koIe pUchyuM "Aje Ama kema lAge che?' te bhAI jorathI tADUkyA, "khabara nathI? Aje upavAsa che." bApa re ! ATalA jorathI tADUkIne kahevAnuM? ene koI pUchanAra maLavo joIto hato ane jAherAta karavI hatI ke mAre Aje upavAsa che. pUchanAra maLe to majhA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 268 - pravacana kramAMka - 23, gAthA kramAMka - 25 Ave. ahaMkAra sUkSma che. mamatva sUkSma che. ahaMkAra ane mamatva; athavA rAga ane dveSa emAMthI cAra kaSAyo utpanna thAya che. zuM zuM vAta karI? pahelo zabda che jitarAga, bIjo zabda jitaSa, trIjo zabda che jitamoha. jyAre bhagavAna dIkSA levA nIkaLe che, tyAre gharanI strIo sarasa gAtI hoya che. "jIta nizAna caDhAvajo re, mohane karI cakacUra ho lAla." teo ema kahe che ke tame saMsAra choDIne, amane badhAne mUkIne, vairAgyanAM mArge jaI rahyAM cho. tamAruM kalyANa thAva, tame have mohane jItI lejo, ne vijayano dhvaja pharakAvajo, vijayanA DaMkA vagADajo." mohamAMthI rAga Ave, dveSa Ave, mohamAMthI ahaMkAra ane mamakAra Ave, ane mohamAMthI cAra kaSAyo paNa Ave. jema bALaka mAne pajave che tema cAra tophAnI kaSAyo che te AtmAne bahu pajave che. teo bahu jabarA che. koInAM kAbumAM na rahe tevAM che. oLakhI lo temane. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, A cAra tapasvIne paNa pajave, jJAnIone ane saMtone paNa pajave, bhalabhalAne pajave che. A cAranI phoja game tyAM pahoMcI jAya. mAtra gharamAM Ave tema nahi paNa maMdiramAM ane AzramomAM paNa pahoMcI jAya. jaMgalamAM jAva to tyAM paNa Ave. maLI cAra caMDALa cokaDI, maMtrI nAma dharAyA; A cAra caMDALa cokaDI krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobhane jItavAnA che. loko kaheze ke, eka krodhane jItavo kaThaNa paDe che. to cAranI zI vAta karavI? he paramAtmA ! Ape A cAre kaSAyone jItyAM che, mATe jitakaSAya cho. AtmArthI paramAtmAnI AMtarika avasthA joze, ane matArthI bhagavAnanI riddhi, samovasaraNa, zarIranuM sauMdarya, tenuM pramANa, temanA nAka, kAna, hoTha kevAM che te joze. paramAtmA vItarAga vItaSa ane vItamoha che. teo cAra kaSAyathI rahita che. kAnamAM khIlAM ThokyA, to paNa prabhu UbhA rahyAM. saheja paNa gusso nahi, ane cosaTha Indro AvI mastaka jhukAve che to paNa ahaMkAra nahi, rAga nahi. A pacAvavuM muzkela che. rASTrapati jo Ave to temanI sAthe phoTo paDAve ane batAve ke juo, mAre tyAM rASTrapati AvelAM, mAre oLakhANa che. A ahaMkArano khela che. jene eka paNa kaSAya nathI tevA paramAtmA jitakaSAya che. AvI oLakhANa AtmArthI kare. pAMca cora ajahu to ya luTata, tAsa marama nahi jANA. chellI vAta, jitendriya! cAra kaSAya to naTakhaTa che paNa A pAMca Indriyo paNa ochI Utare tema nathI. bahu jabarI che. Akho divasa emAM ja jAya che, khAvAmAM, suMghavAmAM, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 269 jovAmAM ane sAMbhaLavAmAM. AkhuM rasoDuM eka jIbha mATe, DroIMgarUma sparza, cAmaDI mATe. lAkho rUpiyAnuM pharnicara ame karAvyuM che. AvuM pharnicara koIne tyAM nathI, majhA che A sparzanI ! pAMca IndriyonI! A pAMca cora roja lUMTa kare che. jIbha, AMkha, kAna, nAka, sparzanendriya A pAMca Indriyo Ape jItI lIdhI che mATe he paramAtmA! Apa jitendriya paNa cho. ApanAM caraNomAM anaMtavAra vaMdana ho. AvI rIte oLakhIne je vaMdana kare che te AtmArthI che. je jinadeha pramANa ne samavasaraNAdi siddhi, varNana samaje jinanuM, rokI rahe nija buddhi. basa, ATalAmAM aTakI gayo? dhakko mAra, AgaLa vadha. A jinadevanuM varNana che. jeo samavasaraNamAM beThAM che, jeo suMdara dehamAM beThAM che paNa teo vItarAga che, vItaSa ane vItamoha che te tuM jo. teo kaSAya rahita che te tuM jo, ane temaNe Indriyo jItI che, te tuM jo. jovA jevA to te che. samavasaraNa jovuM hoya to jo, enI nA nathI. e bAhya dekhAva che. karoDo devo temanA caraNomAM bese che, jhUke che, te temanI puNyanI saMpatti che. tAre to temanI vItarAgatA, kaSAya rahita avasthA jovA jevI che, moha rahita avasthA jovA jevI che. A vAta parama gaMbhIra che, tene jeTalI samajI zakAya teTalI samajavA koziza karajo. tIrthaMkaradeva kevAM abhuta che ane apUrva che, teTaluM to jANo. jANyuM haze to koka divasa ullAsa Avaze, prema pragaTa thaze, bhAva jAgaze, ane nahi jANIne mAtra bAhya varNana ja jo jANazo, to emAM ja buddhi aTakI jaze. tyAM na aTakatA zu AuTa tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI AMtarika avasthA jevI che tevI tame jANo to kalpita rAga nahIM thAya ane sAcI avasthA jIvanamAM prApta thaze. pratyeka zabdane spaSTapaNe UMDA UtarI vigatavAra samajavAno puruSArtha karajo. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 270 pravacana kramAMka - 24, gAthA kramAMka - 26, 27 pravacana kramAMka - 24 gAthA kramAMka - 26, 20 zAstra saMbaMdhI bhUla pratyakSa sadguru yogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha, asadgurune daDha kare, nija mAnArthe mukhya. (26) TIkA:pratyakSa sadguruno kyArekayoga maLe to durAgrahAdichedaka tenI vANI sAMbhaLIne tenAthI avaLI rIte cAle, arthAt te hitakArI vANIne grahaNa kare nahi, ane pote kharekharo daDha mumukSu che evuM mAna mukhyapaNe meLavavAne arthe asadga samIpe jaIne pote tenA pratye potAnuM vizeSa dRDhapaNuM jaNAve. (26) cAlu viSayane gauNa karIne vizeSa vAta tarapha paramakRpALudevane dhyAna doravuM che. gurunI vAta thaI, tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI vAta thaI ane tyArapachI zAstronI vAta AvavI joIe, tenI vAta 27mI gAthAmAM mUkI che, ane vacce A 26mI gAthA mUkI che. kAraNa ke vAraMvAra ApaNane paramArtha sAdhanA mATe guruno yoga thAya che paNa te taka-yoga ApaNe khoI besIe chIe, enuM zuM kAraNa che, tenA tarapha pharI dhyAna doravuM che. kyAreka ghaTanA ghaTe che ane pratyakSa sadguru prApta thAya che. saddaguruno yoga prApta thato nathI tevI koI nirAzA karavAnI jarUra nathI. A dharatI sadguru vagaranI nathI. A dharatI upara kyAMka ne kyAMka sadguru che, satuzAstro che. yoga prApta thavo joIe ane sauthI moTI vAta e che ke temanI oLakhANa thavI joIe. eka kheDUta khetaramAM kAma karato hato. tyAMthI eka jhaverAtano vepArI nIkaLyo. tRSA lAgI haze eTale khetaramAM pANI pIvA Avyo. khetaramAM pAka taiyAra che ane pAka upara pakSIo bese che, tene uDADavA mATe te gophaNa hAthamAM le che. vepArI pANI pIvA beTho che ane tenI najara kheDUta gophaNa upara patthara mUke che tenA upara gaI. najara jevI gaI ke vepArI tene ekadama aTakAve che ke A tuM zuM kare che? Ubho rahe. kheDUta kahe, sAheba! A pakSIone uDADavA mATe huM gophaNamAM patthara nAkhI taiyAra karuM chuM. bhalA mANasa ! A patthara For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 271 nathI. mArI badhI saMpatti ApI dauM topaNa tenuM mUlyAMkana thAya tema nathI, tevI kiMmatI cIja tArI pAse AvI che. sAheba ! A to chello patthara che, 359 pattharo to meM nAkhI dIdhA. kheDUtanI jema ApaNe paNa karyuM che. have tame kadI paNa ema na kahezo ke mane taka maLI nathI, mane sadguruno yoga prApta thayo nathI. tame jAgRta rahyA nathI. pratyakSa sadguruno yoga jIvanamAM kyAreka jarUra prApta thAya che paraMtu ApaNe khoI besIe chIe. kheDUta to ema kahe che ke A kiMmatI ratna che tenI to mane khabara ja na hatI, have mane mArI bhUla samajANI. A mAruM aNajANapaNuM che. pratyakSa sadguruno yoga e kiMmatI ciMtAmaNi ratna karatAM paNa ghaNo mUlyavAna che. ApaNe te yoga khoI besIe chIe temAM ApaNuM aNajANapaNuM che, ajJAnatA che ke aNasamaja che tevuM nathI paNa AnuM kAraNa ghaNuM UMDuM che ane tethI ja paramakRpALudevane A gAthAmAM vAta karavI che ke jo tame yoga, aNasamaja ke ajJAnatAne laIne khotAM ho to mApha che, paNa mAre je kAraNa varNavavuM che te kAraNa lakSapUrvaka, buddhipUrvaka ane hetupUrvakanuM che, ane jANatAM hovA chatAM ApaNe A kAraNane poSIe chIe, tenI ahIM vAta karavI che. tamane jyAre jyAre koInI vANImAM AtmajJAnano saMketa maLe, vairAgya ane sadAcArano saMketa maLe, 52mArtha mArganA bhaNakAra sAMbhaLavA maLe, tamArI cetanA jAgRta thAya, aMdaramAM khaLabhaLATa maTI jAya, ane tamArAmAM utkRSTabhAva jAgI jAya, tamArI suSupta cetanA jAgRta thaI jAya, tamane temanI vANIno Taca thAya to samajI lejo, e pratyakSa sadguruno aNasAra che. Avo pratyakSa sadguruno aNasAra maLavA chatAM, paramArtha tarapha sRSTi jAya tevI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM, sadgurunI jhalaka maLI gaI, temano yoga thavA chatAM tamArA durAgraha ane matAgrahanA kA2Ne evuM kaMIka bane che ke temanI hAjarImAM 'varte dRSTi vimukha.' yoga thayo paNa prApti na thaI. kAma saphaLa na thayuM. yAda rAkhajo, ke jo tame taiyAra hazo, to sadguru game tyAM Avaze. A vAta alaMkArika bhASAmAM karI che, jema mumukSuo sadgurune zodhe che tema sadguru paNa mumukSuone zodhe che. hIrA mANeka kharIdavA tame sArA jhaverIne zodho cho ane jhaverI gharAka zodhe che, tema sadguru tamane zodhe che, tamArI pAse Ave che, tamAro hAtha pakaDe che, tamane kAnamAM kahe che. te vakhate tame kaho cho ke nahi sAheba ! mAro mata to A che. mAro Agraha ane mAnyatA A che. tamArA Agraha ane mAnyatAno meLa nahi paDe. koI kavie kahyuM che ke, 'bhagavAna ! ame tamane bolAvIe chIe ane tame AvatAM nathI. keTalIya vakhata bolAvyA paNa tame AvyAM nahi. bhagavAna ema kahe che ke 'huM ghaNI vakhata tArA jhAMpA sudhI Avyo, paNa tyAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 272 pravacana kramAMka - 24, gAthA kramAMka - 26, 27 borDa mAreluM ke paravAnagI sivAya aMdara AvavuM nahi. huM pAcho vaLI gayo." saddaguruno yoga to thayo, teo pAse AvyA, baraDe hAtha pheravyo ne kahyuM ke "cAla ! A paramArtha mArganI vAta te lakSamAM le." "sAheba! e mArAthI nahi thAya. kemake mAro A ja mata che. tame kayA vezamAM cho? kyA saMpradAyamAM cho? kaI mAnyatAmAM cho? tamArA vALa kevAM che? tame kevA kapaDAM pahero cho ? dhoLA, kALA ke pILA ? tamArA kapALamAM cAMdalo kevo che? mAre pILA kapaDAMvALA joIe, dhoLA kapaDAM na cAle.' taka to aneka vakhata maLI. e vAta bhUlI jAva ke sadguru maLatAM nathI. saddaguruno yoga pratyakSa thAya che, paraMtu temanI hAjarImAM e vimukha dRSTi rAkhI varte che. vAMka saguno nathI. vAMka A jIvano che. temanI sanmukha dRSTi paNa na kare, sAme najara paNa na nAkhe. bhagavAna mahAvIra luhAranAM kArakhAnAmAM dhyAnamAM UbhAM che. e luhAra cha mahinAthI mAMdo hato. tene sAruM thayuM pachI eka divasa dhaMdhAnI zarUAta karavA kArakhAnAmAM Avyo che, tyAM bhagavAna dhyAnamAM UbhA hatAM, ane teNe jevA bhagavAnane joyAM ke hAthamAM hathoDo lIdho ane kahe ke Aje mAro pahelo maMgaLa divasa che, dhaMdhAnI zarUAta karavI che ane AnAM apazukana thayA. cauda bhuvanano dhaNI AMgaNe Ubho che ane e mANasane apazukana lAgyA. ekalo luhAra AvI bhUla kare che tema nahi, ApaNe paNa AvI bhUla karI rahyA chIe. Ane kahevAya "varte dRSTi vimukha', jyAM sudhI dRSTi vimukha haze, tyAM sudhI TyunIMga nahi thAya, saMbaMdha nahi thAya, milana nahi thAya, saMketa nahi maLe, tanmayatA nahi thAya. sadguru maLavA ane temane oLakhavA baMne kAma agatyanAM che. gurune oLakhIne temanA pratye bahumAna jAgavuM agatyanuM che. bahumAna thayA pachI prema pragaTa thavo joIe. prema thAya to TyunIMga thAya. TyunIMga thAya to samarpaNa thAya ane samarpaNa thAya to AjJApAlana thAya. samarpaNa vagara AjJApAlana na thAya. pratyakSa sadguruno yoga thayo paNa zuM ADuM AvyuM? paramakRpALudeva kahe che, pratyakSa sadguru yogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha, asadgurune daDha kare, nija mAnArthe mukhya. "asagurune daDha kare" e pachI vAta karIe paNa potAnA mAna, abhimAna ane ahaMkArane AgaLa kare che. pote saMghamAM AgevAna che. pote karmakAMDa kare che, pote vizeSa prakAranI ArAdhanA kare che, pote siddhAMtone jANe che, ema potAnuM mAna, potAno ahaMkAra poSavA mATe AgaLa AvavuM che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke A jIva jyAM gayo tyAM teNe potAnuM mAna poSavAnuM kAma karyuM che. mAna eTale abhimAna, ane mAnano sIdho ne saraLa artha e For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 273 ke tuM mane mAna, huM tane mAnuM ke na mAnuM. A jIva mAnano, prazaMsAno bhUkhyo che. te ema kaheze ke "ame A gurumahArAja pAse gayA to "Ava' ema paNa na kahyuM, ane bIjA gurumahArAja pAse gayA to bAraNA sudhI mUkavA AvyA, te keTalA vyavahAra kuzaLa che. amane pahelAMe na bolAvyAM." eTale vAMdho. jIva tAre zuM joIe che? prema, sAkSAtkAra ane anubhava joIe che ke nahi? jo mAna sivAya kaMI joItuM nathI, mAna maLe to meLa paDe, ane mAna na maLe tyAM meLa na paDe evuM hoya to pratyakSa sadguruno yoga thavA chatAM te potAnuM mAna mukhya gaNe che. A mAnane poSaNa karavAnI vRtti halAhala jhera che. saddaguru pAse mAna nahi maLe paNa prema ane karuNA maLaze. sadguru pAse bodha maLaze. ahIM mAna nahi maLe paNa atIndriya sRSTino raNakAra maLaze. asaguru mAna Apaze, saguru jJAna Apaze. asaguru aham poSaze, sadguru prema Apaze. asaguru prazaMsA karaze, saguru karuNA karaze. pasaMda karI lo. karuNA ane prema joIe che? jJAna ane samajaNa joIe che? zAstrano bodha joIe che? atIndriya sRSTino raNakAra joIe che? saMketa joIe che? paramArthano jhaNakAra joIto hoya to sadguru pAse jAva, bhale mAna na poSAya. zuM karavuM che? te nakkI karo. narasiMha mahetAe to bahu saraLa vAta karI ke, sakaLa lokamAM sahune vaMde, niMdA na kare kenI re, vAca kAcha mana nizcala rAkhe, dhana dhana jananI tenI re. temaNe ATalI ja vAta karI. "sakaLa lokamAM sahune vaMde.' A hAtha na joDe paNa mAthuM UMcuM rAkhe. mAna poSAvAnI vRttine kAraNe A jIve pratyakSa saguno yoga khoyo, mokSa paNa khoyo ane AtmA paNa khoyo, Atma anubhUti ane Atmadarzana paNa khoyuM, Atma sAkSAtkAra paNa khoyo. pratyakSa saguruno yoga kyAreka maLe to durAgraha Adi chedana karanArI emanI je vANI che te asarakAraka che. tame choDavA taiyAra ho to, tamAro Agraha choDAvaze. tamArI mAnyatAo, durAgraha, haThAgraha, kadAgraha ane sAMpradAyika Agraha choDAvIne kuvAmAMthI bahAra lAvaze. saddaguru jIvane bahAra lAvavA kuvAmAM premarUpI doraDuM nAkhe che, paraMtu A kahe che, nA ame mAnane ja pakaDIzuM, tamArA premane nahi pakaDIe. sadgurunI durAgraha matAgrahachedakavANI sAMbhaLI anukULa thaI cAlavAne badale avaLI rIte cAle che, arthAt hitakArI vANIne te grahaNa karato nathI. pote kharekharo daDha mumukSu che, evuM mAna tene poSavuM che. AvuM mAna sadguru pAse poSAtuM nathI. e to kaheze mAre AtmAnI ke paramArthanI vAta karavI nathI, paNa mAna poSo tenI vAta karavI che. e to asarunI samIpa jaI, potAnA mAnane poSI, durAgraha daDha karI, hAthamAM AvelI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 274 pravacana kramAMka - 24, gAthA kramAMka - 26, 27 aNamola taka pote khoI bese che. sAcAM sadaguru maLyAM hoya paNa tenI pratye lakSa na ApyuM. sadgurune zodhavA e so mAIla cheTo jAya, paNa pADozamAM ja hoya chatAM najara na nAkhe. kAraNa ke tyAM tene mAna nathI maLatuM. jIvamAM eka mAnanI bhUkha che ane bIjI premanI bhUkha che. saddaguru premanAM sAgaramAM DUbADI deze, ane asadguru mAnanAM haLAhaLa jheramAM DUbADI deze. zemAM DUbavuM che, te tame nakkI karajo. "pratyakSa sadguruyogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha. ahIM eka zabda khUTato hato, asadgurune mAne ema nahi, tene svIkAre tema nahi, paNa asadgurune daDha kare. A jIvanI avaLAI to juo. pAcho kaheze ke mokSa maLavo durlabha che, sadguru ane jJAnI maLavAM durlabha che. are ! savaLo tuM thA. badhuM taiyAra che. sadUgurune daDha karavA joIe, temano svIkAra karavo joIe. sadgurunAM caraNomAM namI javuM joIe. paraMtu A to samarpaNa karavAne badale asaddagurune daDha kare che. zenA mATe? "nija mAnArthe', AtmArthe nahi. tene koI asadguru kaheze ke, bhAI ! tArA jevo dhArmika mANasa bIjo koI nathI." basa, tene ema lAge che ke A ja kharA guru che. tame ema na kahezo ke avasara maLyo nathI athavA taka maLI ja nathI. anaMtakALanAM saMsAramAM anekavAra sadguru maLyAM che, paNa dhakko mArI tame nIkaLI gayA cho. tyAM "nija mAnArthe mukhya" eTale jIve potAnuM mAna poSavA prayatna karyo che. paramakRpALudevane AgaLa vAta karatAM pahelAM eka sUcanA-cetavaNI ApavA jevuM lAgyuM. A taka vAraMvAra khoI nAkho cho, tenA mATe jAgRti ApavA jevuM lAgyuM tethI A gAthA kahI. gAthAnuM svarUpa zuM banyuM? pratyakSa sadguru yogamAM', yoga thayo, prApti thaI, saMyoga thayo, saMbaMdha thayo paNa dRSTi vimukha thaI. dRSTi bahu majhAno zabda che. tenA be artha che. eka to temanI sAme najara javI ane bIjo artha che, temanAM hRdayamAM ApaNo praveza thavo. mahAbhAratamAM maharSi vyAse kahyuM ke dharmanuM tattva zAstramAM nathI, smRtiomAM nathI, vAda vivAdamAM nathI, zabdomAM nathI. dharmacatattvavidita puchAyA', dharmanuM tattva jJAnI puruSanA hRdayamAM che, ane tyAM pahoMcavAno rasto mAna, sattA, paiso ke buddhi nathI paNa tyAM pahoMcavAno rasto prema che. premanI vATe sadgurunAM hRdayamAM pahoMcI javAze. sadguru premane mUlya Ape che. bIjAne mUlya ApatAM nathI. AvuM premanuM mUlya jene ApatAM AvaDatuM nathI te vimukha daSTi karIne asagurune daDha kare che. Ama thatuM hovAthI A jIve vAraMvAra avasara khoyo che. devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna, mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha mukti nidAna. (27) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 275 TIkA deva-narakAdi gatinA 'bhAMgA' AdinAM svarUpa koIka vizeSa paramArtha hetuthI kahyAM che, te hetune jANyo nathI, ane te bhaMgajALane zrutajJAna je samaje che, tathA potAnA matano, veSano Agraha rAkhavAmAM ja muktino hetu mAne che. (27) - vAraMvAra huM dhyAna doruM chuM, tame gerasamaja na karazo. tIrthaMkaradevonA atizayo sAco che. samavasaraNanuM je varNana karyuM che te sAcuM che, paraMtu tIrthaMkaradevo to vItarAgadazAmAM che. emanI vItarAga dazA tarapha dhyAna doravuM che. tIrthaMkara devanI stuti, varNana be prakArathI karavAmAM Ave che. eka nizcaya stuti, ane eka vyavahAra stuti. tamAruM zarIra AvuM che, tamArI UMcAI AvI che, puNya AvuM che, tamAro janma thAya eTale 64 Indro AvIne merU parvata upara laI jaI abhiSeka kare che, karoDo devatAo nRtya kare che. e varNana sAcuM che paNa te vyavahAra varNana che. nizcayanaya kahe che ke amArA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA to jitamoha ane jitarAga che, jitaSa che, jitakaSAya ane jitendriya che. amAruM dhyAna te tarapha jAya che. emanAmAMthI prApta karavA jevuM jo kaMI hoya to vItarAgatA che, emanuM samavasaraNa nahi, riddhi ke siddhi nahi, sonAnA kamaLa upara cAle che te nahi. duMdubhi nAda thAya che, azokavRkSanI racanA thAya che, puSpavRSTi thAya che, e bhale thAya. paraMtu Apa vItarAga cho, te amane game che. te prabhu ! Apa vItarAga cho. eka aMza paNa Apane rAga nathI. cosaTha Indro mAthuM jhUkAve che, chatAM koIne kahevA gayAM nathI ke cosaTha Idro AvyAM hatAM. ApaNe to chApAmAM chapAvIe ke rASTrapati AvelAM, ane ame hAthamAM hAtha milAvyo. he prabhu ! tamArI vItarAgatA adbhuta che, tame moha, rAga ane dveSane jItyAM te adbhuta che. bAhya vaibhava to mAyAvI jAdugarane paNa hoya, paraMtu vItarAgatA tamArA puruSArtha vagara na hoya. he paramAtmA ! ame tamArA caraNomAM, tamArI vItarAga dazA hovAne kAraNe vaMdana karIe chIe. A nizcaya stuti thaI. samayasArajImAM tathA adhyAtmasAramAM kahyuM che ke nagarAdinuM varNana karavAthI rAjAnuM varNana thatuM nathI. nagaranuM varNana te nagaranuM varNana che, ane zaurya, gAMbhIrya, dharyAdi guNonuM varNana te rAjAnuM varNana che. bahAranA dekhAvathI aMdaranA svabhAvanuM varNana na thAya. A vAta jema tIrthaMkara paramAtmA viSe che, tema sazAstro viSe paNa che. sazAstro anivArya che, sAdhaka mATe AdhAra che. vIra vijayajI mahArAje kahyuM ke, viSamakALa jinabiMba jinAgama, bhaviNaku AdhArA, jigaMdA terI akhiyanameM avikArA. he prabhu! A viSamakALamAM be ja AdhAra che eka jinabiMba ane bIjuM jina Agama. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 276 pravacana kramAMka - 24, gAthA kramAMka - 26, 27 tamAruM pratIka (tamArI mUrti) ane tamArA kahelAM zAstro, siddhAMto e AdhAra che. - sazAstra e AdhAra che. satu zAstromAM jAtajAtanAM varNano Ave. bhUgoLanuM varNana, samudranuM varNana, parvatonuM, nArakIonuM, devonuM varNana Ave, judA judA bhAMgAonuM varNana Ave. paraMtu sAdhake temAMthI zuM levA jevuM che? Avo viveka sAdhaka pAse joIe. eka ThekANe paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che, vacanAmRta vItarAganAM, parama zAMtarasamULa, auSadha je bhavaroganAM, kAyarane pratikULa. paramakRpALudevanI kahevAnI eka khUbI che. vacana e ja amRta, tIrthakaranI vANI e ja amRta. vacanAmRta-to konuM vacana? vItarAganuM vacana. e kevuM che? to amRta jevuM. vacanAmRta vItarAganAM-e kevA che? e paramazAMtarasanuM mULa che. jagatamAM ghaNAM rasa che. sauthI uttama rasa parama zAMta rasa che. paramAtmAnAM vacana, vItarAganAM vacana parama zAMta rasanAM mULa che ane te auSadha paNa che, te roga maTADe che. kayo roga? bhavano roga. vAre vAre janamavuM ane vAre vAre maravuM tene kahevAya che bhavaroga. bhava eTale thavuM. vAre vAre thavuM. zaMkarAcAryajIe kahyuM che. 'punarapi jananaM, punarapi maraNaM, punarapi jananI jaThare zayanam, punarapi, punrpi|' pharI janamavuM, pharI maravuM ane pharI pharI mAtAnA garbhamAM javuM. bhava eTale thavuM, janamavuM, karma jyAM laI jAya tyAM janma levo. vAraMvAra janamavuM ane maravuM, A bhavaroga moTAmAM moTo roga che ane te anaMtakALathI che. A roga dUra karavAnuM auSadha te vItarAga paramAtmAnA vacano che. vacanAmRta vItarAganAMparama zAMtarasamULa." zAMti, parama zAMti joIe chene? vItarAga paramAtmAnuM ekAda vacana tame laIne besajo. parama zAMti maLaze. koIe gusso karyo, koIe gALa ApI, koIe apamAna karyuM, to paramAtmA eka vacanamAM kahe che ke teNe bhale gALa ApI ke gusso karyo, mAna na ApyuM, paNa he jIva! tuM muMjhAIza nahi, akaLAIza nahi, temAM kazuM tAjuM bagaDatuM nathI. A vacanathI tane zAMti maLaze. DaoNkTara Ijekazana Apaze temAM zAMti nahi maLe. meDikala sToramAM evI koI goLIo nathI ke tame eka goLI gaLI jAva ane tamane zAMti maLe. jo A bhavaroganuM auSadha lezo to moTuM kAma thaI jaze. saMsAra te roga, janamavuM ane maravuM te roga, paNa vItarAganA vacana te roganuM auSadha che. paNa sAheba! eka vAta karavA do, e auSadha kharuM, amRta kharuM, paraMtu kAyara mATe nahi. kAyarane e pratikULa che, kemake te vacano svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 277 zAstro AdhAra che. viSamakALamAM zAstronI anivAryatA che, paNa matArthIonI zAstrone jovAnI dRSTi judI che, te vAta jJAnI puruSone spaSTa karavI che. ema kahyuM ke carmacakSuo badhAne che. devone avadhijJAna che te cakSu che. ane siddhone kevaLajJAna cakSu che. tenA dvArA teo jue che. ApaNI pAse cAmaDAnI AMkho che. paraMtu siddhAMtone jovAM hoya, atIndriya tattvane jovuM hoya, AtmA viSe mAhitI ke aNasAra meLavavo hoya to kyAMthI maLaze? to zAstrarUpI cakSu dvArA maLaze. zAstro sAdhaka mATe cakSu che. zAstrathI te potAno vyavahAra niyaMtrita kare che. eTalA mATe kahyuM ke "AtmAdi astitvanAM jehanirUpaka zAstra." A gAthA vicArI gayAM chIe. AtmAnAM astitvanI vAta jemAM kahI hoya te zAstro niraMtara, matAMtarano tyAga karI vicAravAM. athavA sadgurue je kahyAM te zAstronuM avagAhana karavuM. zAstra sAdhaka mATe AMkha che. sadguru athavA zAstro pAsethI mAhitI maLaze. zAstra mATe bIjI vAta karI che, zAsanAt trANazaktezca, budhaiH zAstraM nirucyate / vanaM vanara/ca, tattva nAceca ruvit II (jJAnasAra aSTaka 24/3) A yazovijayajI mahArAjanI abhuta gAthA che. paMDito zAstra zabdanI vyutpatti karatAM kahe che ke zAs eTale je hita zikhave ne tra eTale nirdoSa rakSaNa karavAnI zakti dharAve tenuM nAma zAstra. tuM krodha karIza nahi, tuM ahaMkAra karIza nahi, durAcAra sevIza nahi, tuM pApa karIza nahi vigere, hita zikSA ApIne saMsArathI AtmAnuM rakSaNa kare che tethI tene kahevAya che. zAstra. zAstra eTale pustaka ke graMtha nahi, zAstra eTale lakhelAM pAnAM nahi. A kAryakArI paribaLa che, ane hitazikSA ApIne saMsArathI AtmAnuM rakSaNa kare che, tethI dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM che ke jJAnI puruSa pAse jaIne zAstronuM zravaNa kare che ke kalyANa-saMyama zemAM che ? duSkarmI-pApa-asaMyama zAmAM che? e jANe che ane kalyANane Acare che ne pApathI bace che, te kArya zAstra kare che. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke pratyakSa saguno yoga prApta thAya to abhuta vAta che, apUrva vAta che, paraMtu zAstromAM je AjJA karI che tenuM paNa pAlana jIve pahelAM karavuM joIe, kema ke e rIte jIvanI pUrva taiyArI thAya che. ahiMsAthI, satyathI, sadAcArathI, nItithI, paropakArathI, svAdhyAyathI, zAstra vAMcanathI, tattva ciMtanathI, maMtrajApa karavAthI, navakAra gaNavAthI, AvI aneka zAstranI AjJA pALavAthI jIva taiyAra thAya che. jIvanI barAbara taiyArI thaI hoya, ane sadguru AvI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. khetara kheDI rAkhyuM hoya, vADa taiyAra karI hoya ane pachI acAnaka varasAda Ave to khetaramAM UgatAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 278 pravacana kramAMka - 24, gAthA kramAMka - 26, 27 vAra na lAge. A jIva to ema kahe che ke "AkAzamAM vAdaLAM caDe, varasAda thAya pachI huM kheDavA jAuM, pachI vADa karuM, pachI biyAraNa lAvuM ane vAvaNI karuM.' are ! pachI tane TAIma kyAMthI maLaze. gaMgAsatIe kahyuM che ke "vIjaLInAM camakAre motI parovo, pAnabAI !" vIjaLInAM camakAre motI parovavuM emAM kAMI samajAya che ? vIjaLInA camakAre motI parovavuM che, keTalI taiyArI joIe? keTalI ekAgratA joIe? evo vicAra kare ke AkAzamAM gaDagaDATa thAya, vAdaLAM Ave, vIjaLIno camakAra thAya pachI doro zodhavA jAuM, pachI soya zodhavA jAuM. are bhalA mANasa ! vIjaLI eTalo samaya nahi rahe. vIjaLInA camakAre motI parovo, AmAM jema jAgRti rahe che, tema zvAse zvAse paramArthanI prApti karavI che, evI jAgRti jIvamAM joIe. taiyArI karI rAkho, sadguru Avaze. 'vo jarura jAye" taiyArI karelI haze, to kAma thaze. jema ghera tame AvavAnA ho ane rasoI taiyAra hoya ane turata ja pIrasI de to kevuM lAge ? ane bhUkhyA ho pachI pUcho ke keTalI vAra che? to kaheze ke haju cUlo ja peTAvyo nathI, to kevA bhaDakI jAva? - jIvane ema thavuM joIe ke satapuruSa AvyAM pahelAM mArA jIvanarUpI khetarane taiyAra karI dauM. sapuruSa AvIne gayA, kema gayA? to kahe ke khetara taiyAra na hatuM. eTalA mATe ame kahIe chIe ke zAstra tamane taiyAra kare che. zAstra ema kahe che ke dharma karajo. satakarma karajo, pApa na karazo, hiMsA ane corI na karazo, asatya na bolazo. A badhI zAstranI AjJA che. "na vartavyamata: pApa, vartavyo gharmasaMg: I' tuM pApa karIza nahi, duSkarmo karIza nahi. zA mATe? jIvane taiyAra karavA mATe. bIjI vAta samajI lejo. zAstranI vAta Ave tyAre tamane yAda Ave ke na Ave paNa jJAnIonI yAda Ave che ke A zAstro koNe kahyAM? e kahenAra vItarAga puruSa. to vAyA mIDiyA, eTale zAstro dvArA tame konI pAse pahoMco cho? A lAIva cenala ! A mIDiyA khyAlamAM Avyo? tame jyAre zAstro vAMco cho tyAre prazna thAya che ke A koNe kahelAM zAstro che? Ano kahenAra koNa che? zrImadjIe kahyuM che ke, te prApta karavA vacana konuM, satya kevaLa mAnavuM? nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno, teha jeNe anubhavyuM. A saMketa karyo che ke zAstra dvArA tame konI pAse pahoMco cho? tame vItarAga puruSa pAse pahoMco cho, mATe upadezaka kyAreya ema na kahe ke ame kahIe chIe. upadezaka haMmezA vItarAga puruSane AgaLa kare, potAnI jAtane AgaLa na kare. kahenAra to cauda For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 279 bhuvanano dhaNI che, vItarAga paramAtmA, sarvajJa paramAtmA, mohamukta paramAtmA che. emane AgaLa karajo, emano puraskAra karajo. potAnI jAtane AgaLa na karazo, potAnI jAtane gauNa karajo, bhUMsI nAkhajo, ane kahejo ke A vItarAga paramAtmAe kahyuM che. zAstrane je AgaLa kare che tene vItarAga puruSa sAthe saMbaMdha thAya che, temanuM joDANa thAya che ane vItarAga puruSane je AgaLa kare che tene bhaktinI prApti thAya che. A bhaktine AvavAno rasto te zAstra che. vItarAga puruSa pratye prema pragaTa thAya ane te prema bhaktimAM pariName, tenA mATe zAstro atyaMta upakArI che. bIjI mahattvanI vAta zAstrone kahevI che ke tamane je pratyakSa dekhAya che ke A khurazI che, TI.vI. che, mANaso che vigere. gharamAM jAvato badhI vastuo AMkhothI dekhAya, IndriyothI khabara paDe te pratyakSa che. paNa IndriyonI pelI pAra je che, te anubhava gocara che. anubhava gocara vastu , jANavo ehIre IlAja, kahana sunanako kachu nahi pyAre, AnaMdadhana mahArAja, nizAnI kahA batAuM! je najare dekhAya te tame AMkho vaDe joI zakazo, AMkhathI na dekhAya tevuM jhINuM leboreTarImAM joI zakazo. vijJAna tamane sAmagrI Apaze, paraMtu je IndriyothI para che, evuM atIndriya Atmatattva tame zenAthI jozo? tamane zenAthI saMketa ane mAhitI maLaze? e adaSTamAM praveza karavAnuM dvAra sazAstra che. mATe kahyuM ke je joyuM nathI tene jovA jAya, ane tenI pAse zAstrarUpI divo na hoya to hAthamAM kaMI ja na Ave, ane paramArtha tattvano nizcaya thaI zake nahi. pharI A vAtane samajI laIe, adRSTa eTale IndriyonI pelI pAra rahela AtmA. ApaNe AtmA joyo che? keTalAM varSothI AtmAnI vAta thAya che. tame pahelAM nAnapaNamAM upAzrayamAM gayA hazo, ane sAdhu mahArAje kahyuM paNa haze ke bhAI ! AtmAnuM kalyANa karo. AtmA zuM? kono AtmA ? kevo AtmA? AtmAnuM citra spaSTa thayuM nathI, ene joyo nathI, jANyo nathI. haju gaDabaDa che. paraMtu AtmA nAmano zabda tamArA kAna upara Avyo, tene lAvavAno yaza zAstrone maLe che. "AtmA che. karma che. dharmAstikAya ane adharmAstikAya che. nizcaya-vyavahAra, nimitta-upAdAna che. legyA che. ATha karmo che, tenI 148 prakRtio che." A badhuM tamane koNe kahyuM? zAstro vAMcIne tame kahevA lAgyAM. A kAMI tamArI mUDI nathI. A mUDI to zAstronI che. beMkamAM koInAM khAtAmAM lAkho rUpiyA hoya to temAM tamAre zuM levA devA? khAtuM koInuM ane paisA tamArA kevI rIte kahevAya? A For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 280 pravacana kramAMka - 24, gAthA kramAMka - 26, 27 zAstranA khAtAmAM upadeza che. tuM zeno DAhyo thAya che ? A saMketa zAstroe Apyo che. A zAstro parama upakArI che. pratyakSa sadguru na maLe tyAM sudhI A zAstro parama AdhAra che. eTalA mATe zAstranI bhakti karavAnuM kahyuM che. pratyakSa sadguru maLe tenI to vAta ja na thAya, paNa nathI maLyAM tyAM sudhImAM zAstrono moTo AdhAra che. ApaNe tyAM niyama che ke pustakane nIce na mUkAya, paga na lagADAya, doSa lAge. pustakane to mAthe mUkI nacAya. bhagavAna mahAvIra na hota, gaNadhara gautama na hota ane 45 Agamo na hota, jo kuMdakuMdAcAryajI na hota ane samayasAra na hota, paramakRpALudeva na hota, ane Atmasiddhi na hota to tame zuM karata ? tame jANakArI ane jJAna kyAMthI meLavata ? A badhuM temanI pAsethI maLyuM. A samaja ane jANakArIno AdhAra zAstra che. adRSTa eTale Indriyo ane mananI pelI pAra raheluM je parama tattva che, tene zodhavA javuM hoya to zAstra rUpI divA sivAya jaDe tema nathI. chellI vAta, game teTaluM zubha AcaraNa kare, tapa kare, japa kare, bhakti kare paNa zAstranI AjJA pramANe jo na kare to e mAthuM kApI pAghaDI bAMdhavA jevuM kahevAya. pote badhuM kare paNa zAstranI AjJA pramANe na kare to phAyado nathI. zAstra to parama upakArI che paNa zAstrane samajavAmAM ghaNI bhUlo kare che. zuM bhUla kare che ? na devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna, mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha mukti nidAna. zAstra khajAno che, zAstra AdhAra che paNa zAstrane samajavAmAM jIva kevI bhUla kare che te have samajIzuM. pahelAM bhUla sudhAro pachI saravALo karo, nahi to meLa nahi maLe. kyAMka bhUla Avaze. rojameLa joyA ja karo ane mAthuM khaMjavALyA karo. tamAro meLa nahi paDe. pahelAM bhUla sudhAravI paDaze. zAstromAMthI zuM samajavAnuM ? zAstro zenA mATe che ? 'A zAstra sarva kahyAM vizeSe, jIva karavAM nirmaLo.' eka vAtamAM badhI vAta AvI gaI. devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna, mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha mukti nidAna. A adbhuta gAthA bIjA pravacanamAM pharI vicArIzuM. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 281 pravacana kramAMka - 25 gAthA kramAMka - 20 zAstra saMbaMdhI bhUla devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna, mAnenija mata veSano, Agraha muktinidAna. (27) atyaMta gaMbhIra, mahattvanI, mUlyavAna apUrva ane sAMbhaLavA na maLe tevI durlabha vAta che, Avo bhAva rAkhI, vacamAM kaMI paNa vikalpa karyA vagara zAMta banIne, jAgRta rahIne A je gAthA che, tene samajavA pUro prayatna karIe. samagra carcA ekI sAthe pUrI thaze. TukaDe TukaDe nahi thAya. samagratAmAM vastune samajI levAmAM jAgRta rahejo. sAdhaka mATe sazAstro parama AdhAra che. "AtmAdi astitvanAM jehanirUpakazAstra', eTale je zAstromAM AtmAdi tattvo je zarIrathI, manathI ke buddhithI pakaDAtA nathI, vicArathI pakaDAtAM nathI, je badhAthI pele pAra che, evA atIndriya tattvanuM nirUpaNa jemAM karavAmAM AvyuM hoya tene adhyAtma zAstra kahevAya. zAstra ghaNAM prakAranAM che. vaidaka zAstra, zRMgAra zAstra, jyotiSa zAstra, vijJAna zAstra, gaNita zAstra, paraMtu A adhyAtmanuM zAstra che. adhi+AtmA eTale jemAM Atmatattva mukhya che, jemAM cetanA mukhya che, ane kendramAM rAkhIne AjubAjumAM je zabdanI gUMthaNI thaI che ane atIndriya sRSTimAM praveza karavAnuM je dvAra che, te adhyAtma zAstra che. pratyakSa sadguru e jIvaMta zAstra che, teo hAjara hoya to koI paNa zAstranI jarUra nathI. jo pratyakSa sadguru hAjara na hoya to A zAstrono naMbara bIjo che. pratyakSa sadgurunI gerahAjarImAM A zAstro sAdhaka mATe AdhArarUpa bane che. A eka vAta thaI. bIjI vAta, game te zAstro tame na lo. jo tamArI vyavahAranayanI bhUmikA hoya ane tame nizcayanayanAM zAstro vAMco to viparIta pariNAma Avaze. dravyAnuyoganI yogyatA hoya ane gaNitAnuyoganuM vAMcana karo to viparIta pariNAma Avaze. je bhUmikA upara vyakti che tyAM teNe yogya zAstranI jarUra che. je zAstra ane je upAya sAdhakane batAvavAmAM Ave te pramANe teNe karavuM. meDIkala sToramAM koI dardI jaIne kahe ke "A goLInuM pekIMga bahu sAruM che, ane te Apo." meDIkala sToravALo nahi Ape. e pahelAM pUchaze ke prIskrIpzana For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 282 pravacana kramAMka - 25, gAthA kramAMka - 27 che? DaoNkTare zuM lakhI ApyuM che te batAvo. je tamAruM darda hoya, tene zAmaka davA hovI joIe. jJAnI puruSa kahe che, tame potAnI jAte nakkI na karazo, haju nakkI karavAnI vAra che, kAraNa ke haju AMtarika zuddhi nathI, taTasthatA nathI, AMtarika baLa paNa nathI, cetanAnI ane mananI zuddhi nathI, pUrvagraho che, mato ane mAnyatAo che, tethI jarA dhIraja rAkhI vicAro, ane sadgurue je avagAhana karavAnuM kahyuM che te karo. sAdhaka mATe be AdhAra. (1) sadbhuta ane (2) satpuruSa. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke upa2nA guNasthAnake jene ArohaNa karavuM che te sAdhaka mATe sadbhuta ane satpuruSa AdhArarUpa che. A adbhuta vAta che. ApaNane thoDuM vAMcyA pachI ema thAya che ke badhuM jANI lIdhuM paNa e ApaNo bhrama che. sAdhakanI ane mumukSunI mahAmUlI mUDI jo koI hoya to satzAstro che. mahApuruSoe kahyuM che ke, tame tamArA gharamAM ghareNAM vasAvI na zako to cAlaze, moMghu pharnicara vasAvI na zako to cAlaze, paraMtu tamane jAgRti Ape tevA zAstro acUka tamArAM gharamAM rAkhajo. e tamAro dIvo che, e tamAro prakAza che. e tamAro bodha ane e tamArI cetavaNI che, ane tamane jAgRti ApanAra che, eTalA mATe ema kahyuM ke ekAda vakhata khAvA na maLe to calAvI lejo, UMgha na thAya to calAvI lejo, paNa svAdhyAyamAM pramAda na karazo, kAraNa ke sAdhakanI sauthI moTI mUDI svAdhyAya che. prAcInakALamAM gurukuLamAM 25 varSa sudhI chokarAo rahetAM hatAM ane 25 varSe adhyayana pUruM thAya pachI ghera jatAM hatAM. janAranAM AMkhamAM paNa AMsu hoya ane vidAya ApanAranAM AMkhamAM paNa AMsu hoya. RSio guru hatAM ane teo adhyayana karAvatAM hatAM. have teo jaI rahyA che tyAre temanA AcAryo-sadguru kahe che ke amArAmAM je kaMI sAruM joyuM hoya tenuM AcaraNa karajo, nabaLuM joyuM hoya te ahIM mUkI jajo. tame jyAM jAo cho tyAM gRhastha banazo, mAtA, pitA ane AcAryone pUjya mAnajo, paNa sAthe eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhajo ke kadAca khorAka na maLe to calAvI lejo; UMghavA na maLe to na UMdhajo paNa svAdhyAya karavAmAM pramAda karazo nahi. sAdhanAno bagIco khIlavavA svAdhyAya e pANI che, ane tenA dvArA bagIco khIle te ApaNI mUDI che. satzAstrano zreSThatama upayoga samyak prakAre sAdhanA karavI, samyak prakAre upAsanA karavI te che. dhyAna karavuM che, rAgadveSa jItavA che, karmo kSaya karavA che, mokSane prApta karavo che, A saMbaMdhI tamAma vigatonI mAhitI tamane zAstromAMthI maLaze. mArgAnusArIthI prAraMbha thAya che, samyagdarzana pahelAMnI bhUmikA mArgAnusArInI che, temAM prathama guNa nyAyasaMpanna vaibhava che. Indriyo upara kAbU, kRtajJatA ane udAratA, AvA sadguNo prApta For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 283 karIne je mArge caDyo che-raste caDyo che, je mArgane anusare che ane asaMgrahano vijaya karIne tattvane anusaranArI buddhi jeNe prApta karI che tene kahevAya che. mArgAnusArI. A mArgAnusArIthI mAMDIne kSINamoha sudhInI yAtrA sAdhake karavAnI che. teno nakazo zAstramAM Aje paNa spaSTa che. apunabaMdhaka, samyagadRSTi, gRhastha jIvana, muninuM jIvana, sAtamuM guNasthAna, AThamuM guNasthAna ane kSapaka zreNI, upazama zreNI vigerenuM zAstramAM je varNana che te tame juo. temAM kahyuM che ke muni ! tame A rIte jIvo, zrAvaka ! tame A rIte jIvo, tamArA vrato A che. tamAruM kartavya A pramANe che. savAre vahelA UThIne A rIte dhyAna ane sAmAyika karajo, pratikramaNa karajo, prArthanA karajo, tattvaciMtana ane guNAnuvAda karajo, ane "apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze, kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo, AvI bhAvanA karajo. tamArI bhUmikA kevI che te tamAre jANavuM hoya to zAstromAM yoganI ATha dRSTio, caudaguNasthAno tharmomITara che. A paMcamakALamAM paNa tamArI pAse aNamola khajAno che. zAstro ughADIne vAMco to khabara paDe. paheluM guNasthAnaka kevuM hoya? cothe ke pAMcame zuM thAya? cha vartana kevuM hoya? apramatta avasthA kevI hoya? kRpaka zreNI kevI hoya? karma nirjarA kevI rIte thAya? cAritra mohano parAjaya kema thAya? kSaNamoha guNasthAnake kema pahoMcAya? A badhI ghaTanAo jIvanamAM je ghaTe che, tenuM taiyAra spaSTa citra Aje paNa zAstramAM tamArI samakSa che. amane kahevAnuM mana thaI jAya che ke tamArA gharamAM tamArA phoTA nahi coTADo to cAlaze, paNa sarasa gAthAo sonAnA akSare maDhIne gharamAM rAkho. gharamAM AvatAM jatAM vAMcI zakAya. deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta, te jJAnInAM caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita." tamane hemarIMga thAya, bodha maLe, tamane jAgRti maLe. pU.yazovijayajI mahArAje jJAnasAramAM eka bahu mahattvanI vAta karI. ajJAnAhimahAmantraM, svAcchandyajvaralavanam / gharmArAmasughAvuMnyAM, zAstramAkurmarSaya: II (24/7) ajJAna jhera utAre, TALe svacchaMdatA javara; dharmabAge sudhA siMce, maharSi zAstra tene kahe. RSio, jJAnIo, saMto ane zAstra kahe che. zAstra zuM kAma kare che? paheluM kAma ajJAnarUpI nAganuM jhera utAre che. bIjo sApa jo karaDe to zarIramAM jhera phelAya che, paNa A ajJAnarUpI sApa AkhA AtmAmAM jhera phelAve che. ajJAna che, to viSayo, vibhAvo, kaSAya, moha, Asakti ane duSkarmo che. A badhI ajJAnanI pedAza che. sAheba ! mahA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 284 pravacana kramAMka - 25, gAthA kramAMka - 27 mahinAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM tame garama zAla oDhIne palaMgamAM sUtA ho ane acAnaka khakhaDATa thAya, AMkha UghaDe ane lAITa karo tyAM moTo bhorIMga laTakato dekhAya to zuM karo? OM zAMti kaho ke AkhA gharane ane pADozIne paNa bUmAbUma karI, jagADIne kaho ke sApa gharamAM ghUsyo che, tene bahAra kADho. sApane jotAM jo ATalo bhaya lAge che to e sApa karatAM, ajJAnarUpI sApa ghaNo bhayaMkara che. tenI bIka lAgavI joIe. A sApa to gharamAM rahe che paNa ajJAnarUpI sApa AtmAmAM rahe che. e ajJAnarUpI viSagharanuM viSa utAravA zAstra maMtra che. zAstrarUpI maMtrathI ajJAnarUpI jhera UtarI jaze. bIjuM pariNAma, svachaMda eTale potAnA chaMde cAlavAnI vRtti. "tamAre zuM kAma che? ame game tevuM karIe, A vIsamI sadI che. ame boghA jevA nathI. bahu DAhyA chIe. amane ThIka lAgaze tema karIzuM." A potAnA ja chaMde cAlavAnI TevathI je ahita thayuM che te tamArA svachaMdane zAstra roke che. upamA evI ApI che ke svachaMda tAva che, meleriyA, TAIphoIDa, Dabala nyumoniyA ane Debyu karatAM paNa svacchaMda rUpI tAva bhayaMkara che. svaccheda rUpI tAvane dUra karavA zAstro lAMghaNa samAna che. trIjI vAta, dharmarUpI bagIco banAvavo hoya to pahelAM pANInI goThavaNa karavI paDe. bagIco banAvI hAtha joDI UbhA raho ke pANI kyAMthI lAvavuM? to muzkelI thAya. pANI bagIcAne navapallavita ane lIlochama rAkhe che. jema bagIcAmAM mALI choDane pANI pAya ane choDa khIle, tema gharmarUpI bagIcAne khIlavavA mATe zAstro pANInI garaja sAre che. tamArI pAse gharmarUpI bagIco che ke nahi? te mane khabara nathI. jemAM ahiMsAno choDa, satyano choDa, samatAno choDa, ane premano choDa tathA karuNAnI vela hoya, evo bagIco siMcavo hoya to zAstrarUpI pANI niraMtara siMcavuM paDaze, eTalA mATe to paramakRpALudeva kahe che ke A sazAstro parama upakArI che. teno upakAra bhUlAya tevo nathI. apUrva che. tenAthI sAdhake potAnI yAtrA niraMtarapaNe karavAnI che. A cAra bAbato mahattvanI che. (1) jJAna samyagu maLavuM joIe. (2) AcArasadAcAra hovo joIe. (3) vANI koIne pIDAkArI na joIe. (4) dRSTi paramArtha mArga tarapha rahevI joIe. A cAra muddAo khyAlamAM AvyAM? jJAna, AcAra, vANI ane dRSTi, AmAM badalavAM jevuM zuM che ? A cAra cAra badalavA jevAM che. jJAna badalAya tenuM nAma samyagUjJAna. AcAra badalAya tenuM nAma sadAcAra, vANI badalAya tenuM nAma satya, priya ane madhura vANI, ane dRSTibadalAya tenuM nAma samyagRSTi. A cArene badalanAra paribaLa sazAstra che. zAstro kaheze, kaMdamULa na khAzo, paryuSaNa parva che to vanaspatino tyAga karajo, ATalo TAIma bhakti karajo. ATalo TAIma dhyAna ane zAstra vAMcana karajo. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 285 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA zAstrone jANanAra je hoya, teNe pote potAnuM jJAna DahoLyA sivAya zAstramAM jema kahyuM che tema AcAra pALavAM, ane zAstro para dRSTi rAkhavI eTale paramArtha mArga bhaNI dRSTi rAkhavI. Ama karanArane paramapadanI prApti thAya che. Ama karavuM mahattvanuM che, paNa kamanasIbe A zAstra matArthInA hAthamAM Ave to hitanA badale tenAthI te potAnuM ahita kare che. have mULa vAta para AvIe chIe. devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna, mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha muktinidAna. (27) zAstronuM vibhAjana cAra bhAgamAM karyuM che. dravyAnuyoga, kathAnuyoga, gaNitAnuyoga, caraNakaraNAnuyoga. pahelI vAta :- zAstramAM tamAma prakAranI vAto hoya. bhUgoLanuM ane lokanuM varNana hoya, saMsAranuM varNana hoya, alaga alaga jIvonuM varNana hoya, jIvanI yoninuM varNana hoya, devagati, narakagati, pazugati ane manuSyanI gatinuM varNana hoya, janma levAnAM keTalAM sthaLa che, tenuM varNana hoya. varNana to ghaNAM che, paraMtu emAM agatyanuM ane maulika zuM che? te sAdhakone zodhatA AvaDavuM joIe. nahi to zAstra upayogI na thAya. kyAM bhUla thAya che? A cAre cAra gatio, devagati, manuSyagati, tiryaMcagati, narakagati temAM jIvonuM keTaluM AyuSya? kevI sthiti? A vaimAnika devo, jyotiSI ane vyaMtaradevo. A anuttara vimAna, tenI vizALatA ATalI ane AyuSya ATaluM, te varNana hoya che. devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna', A badhI gati tathA tenA bhAMgA te zrutajJAna che, ema samaje che. A badhuM zAstra jJAna sAcuM che, paraMtu temAMthI bodha zuM levo? te jANatA nathI. zAstro kahe che, A jaMbudvIpa che, te thALI jevo goLa che. teno vyAsa eka lAkha jojanano che. tenI pharate be lAkha yojanAno baMgaDI jevA AkAravALo lavaNasamudra che. tenI pharate cAra lAkha yojanano ghAtakI khaMDa che. A rIte eka dvIpa, eka samudra ema bamaNA vistAravALA dvIpa samudro che. chello svayaMbhUramaNa samudra asaMkhya yojanano (ardhA rAja pramANano) che. ghaNAM loko to AmAM aTavAya che. A badhuM vAMce che ane pachI kahe che ke magajamAM nathI besatuM. kRpALudevane koIe pUchyuM ke lavaNa samudra ATalo moTo che te vAta sAcI che? emaNe ema kahyuM ke tAre zuM kAma che? zAstromAM bhUgoLanuM varNana che paraMtu zAstro mAtra ATalA mATe nathI. zAstro khoTAM nathI. jamaNavAra hoya tyAM be-traNa zAka, kacuMbara, purI badhuM hoya paNa mULa mAla mIThAI eTale lADavA ke zIro na hoya to kevuM lAge? zAstromAM badhAM ja varNano che. paraMtu mULa mAla AtmA che. A AtmArUpI mULa mAlane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 286 pravacana kramAMka - 25, gAthA kramAMka - 27 meLavavA mATe, teno anubhava karavA mATe zAstro che. zAstro svarUpane jANavA mATe, AtmAne jANI, prApta karavAM mATe che. teno anubhava kema karavo te rIta batAvavA mATe che. AnaMdadhanajIe temanI zailImAM kahyuM, gaganamaMDaLameM gauA viyANI, dharatI dUdha jamAyA, mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA, chAze jagata bharamAyA. gagana maMDaLa eTale AkAzarUpI saMsAra, temAM gauA viyANI. tIrthaMkaradevanI vANI e dUdha-amRta pragaTa thayuM. saMtoe te jamAvyuM ane mAkhaNa thayuM te saMto laI gayA ane zabdorUpI chAza je thaI te ApaNAM mATe rahI ane ApaNe temAM aTavAyAM. A zabdorUpI chAzanAM kAraNe vAdavivAda thayAM. mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA.' A mAkhaNamAM vAdavivAda nathI. koIka ja viralA mAkhaNa prApta kare eTale AtmAne paramAtmAne prApta kare, atIndriya tattvane prApta kare. bAkI badhA aTavAIne UbhA rahe ke lavaNa samudra ATalo moTo ? svayaMbhUramaNa samudra ATalo badho moTo ? te keTalo dUra che ? emAM aTavAIne UbhA rahe. are bhalA mANasa ! zAstra to aTavAvavA mATe nathI. zAstramAM varNana che ke AtmA che, karma che, karmano saMyoga che, baMdha che, baMdhanA kAraNo che, mukta thaI zakAya che. mokSano upAya che, puNya ane pApa che, Asrava, saMvara ane nirjarA che. A badhuM jANavAM mATe zAstro che. Atmadravya AvuM che. tenAM asaMkhyAta pradezo che. dravya, guNa ane paryAyavALuM che. tenI anaMta paryAyo che. jagatamAM judAM judAM dravyo che, jIva dravya, pudgala dravya (jaDa padArtha), dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza ane kALa dravya. AtmAne varNavanAro nizcayanaya, vyavahAranaya, dravyArthikanaya ane paryAyArthikanaya, tenAM sAmAnya guNo, vizeSa guNo. AtmA Avo Avo che tenuM varNana jANIne, AtmAne prApta karavA mATenuM sAdhana zAstra che. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM ke 'he kuMdakuMdAdi AcAryo ! tamArA vacano, svarUpa anusaMdhAna viSe amane parama upakArI thayAM che te mATe tamone atizaya bhaktithI namaskAra.' 'svarUpanuM anusaMdhAna', A zabda samajAyo ? svarUpanA anusaMdhAna karavAM mATe tamArA vacano upakArI banyAM che. koI jaMgalamAM, koI ekAMtamAM, koI vRkSa nIce nagna avasthAmAM tADapatra laIne ciMtana karatAM karatAM gAthA lakhAtI jAya ane te vakhate AcAryazrI ema kahe ke 'sAMbhaLo ! ame tamArAM vaibhavanI vAta karavAM beThAM chIe. tamArA vaibhavanI vAta premathI sAMbhaLajo, svIkArajo. tame kAmabhoganI vAta to aneka vakhata sAMbhaLI che paNa dehathI bhinna AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLI nathI, te kahevA Avyo chuM.' kalAkonAM kalAko sudhI teone AhAranI ciMtA nahi, vastronI ciMtA nahi, ThaMDI ke garamInI ciMtA nahi paNa aMdaramAM dhArA vahI rahI che For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 287 temAM kalama boLIne 415 gAthAo samayasAranI lakhI che. amRtacaMdrAcAryajIe tenA upara TIkA lakhI che ane kahyuM che ke ame tamArA vaibhavanI vAto karIe chIe. AvAM che zAstro! haribhadrasUrijIe 1444 graMthonI racanA karI. badhAM graMtho hAjara nathI paNa jeTalAM hAjara che tene AkhI jiMdagI vAMcazo to paNa nahi vaMcAya. eka divasa haribhadrasUrijInAM moM para gamagInI dekhANI. sAdhunA moM upara gamagInI na hoya, becenI hatAzA ke nirAzA na hoya. haribhadrasUrijI gamagIna che eTale lalliga nAmano bhakta pUche che ke "gurudeva! Apa Aje kema gamagIna jaNAo cho ?" mahArAja kahe che ke "divase AkAzamAM sUrya hoya che, tethI graMtha racanAnuM kAma divasabhara cAle che. rAta ema ne ema pasAra thAya che, enA kAraNe graMtha racanAnuM kAma thaI zakatuM nathI. teNe haribhadrasUri mATe kiMmatI ratno upAzrayanI bhIMta para coMTADyA, tethI sUrya jevo prakAza rAtre paNa maLe. divase paNa zAstra racanA ane rAtre paNa zAstra racanA. Ama AkhA jIvanabhara temaNe zAstronI racanA karI. bolo! teoe ApaNA upara keTalo moTo upakAra karyo che! paramakRpALudeva kahetAM hatAM ke yoganI ATha dRSTinuM vAraMvAra vAMcana karajo. samayasAra Adi graMthonuM vAraMvAra vAMcana karajo. maharSi vyAse aDhAra purANa-graMtho lakhyAM che. lakhatAM ja rahyA, lakhatAM ja rahyA. kathA evI che ke koI sTeno maLe to jhaDapI lakhAya, ane koI evuM lakhanAra na maLyuM to gaNapati sTeno banyAM. maharSi vyAse lakhyuM ane gaNapatijIe avataraNa karyuM. ghaNAM zAstro A dharatI upara lakhAyAM che, temAM hemacaMdrAcAryajIe sADA traNa karoDa zloko lakhyAM che. yazovijayajI mahArAje aDhI lAkha zloko lakhyAM che. bhadrabAhu svAmI, amRtacaMdra AcArya, pUjyapAda svAmI, akalaMkamuni, vaziSThajI, zaMkarAcArya, vAlmIkI, bIjA saMto, gaNadharo, jJAnIo, A badhAe ApaNAM upara kRpA karI, ApaNAM bhalA mATe keTakeTalAM zAstronI racanA karI che! huM zuM kahI rahyo chuM tamane samajAya che? A ApaNo vAraso ane vaibhava che. tame DokiyuM karo ke tame kyAM UbhAM cho? huM kyAM Ubho chuM? zAstra e to darpaNa che, e arIso che. darpaNa sAme UbhA raho eTale vALa barAbara nathI. A moDhA upara lAgaDyuM che te barAbara nathI, tema khabara paDe che. tevI rIte zAstro tamane turata ja kaheze ke tame tamArI jAtane jJAnI mAno cho, dehAdhyAsa dUra thaI gayo, tame pAra pAmI gayA tema mAno cho paraMtu dilhI dUra che. je tamArI bhUmikA nathI te tame manAvazo nahi. aTakI jazo. loko to saraLatAthI kahe che ke mane brahmajJAna thaI gayuM. jaMgalamAM sAdhuo maLe che, temane na thayuM ane Ane gharamAM besIne hIMcakA khAtAM khAtAM, vADIlAlano AIskrIma khAtAM khAtAM thaI gayuM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 25, gAthA kramAMka - 27 zAstro nA pADe che. jJAna thayuM che to krodha gayo ? Indriyo jItI ? ahaMkAra gayo ? dayA AvI ? kSamA AvI ? udAratA AvI ? mRtyuno bhaya gayo ? nathI gayo ne ? to kahezo nahi ke amane brahmajJAna thayuM. 288 akrodhavairAgyajitendriyatvaM kSamAdayAsarvajanapriyatvam / nirlobhadAtA, bhayazokahartA, jJAnaM pratilAbha ca daza lakSaNAni // jJAna prApta thayuM hoya tenAmAM krodha na hoya, lobha na hoya, vairAgya hoya. kSamA ane karuNA hoya, jitendriyatva ane janapriyatva hoya, bhASAnuM mAdhurya hoya, tRSNA na hoya, udAra hoya, dAtA hoya, ene motano bhaya na hoya. uparanA zlokamAM jaNAvela daza lakSaNo jenAmAM hoya tene kahevAya che jJAnI. zAstro kahe che ke A lakSaNo tArAmAM ghaTe che ? ane jo na ghaTatA hoya to mahoruM kADhI nAkha ane saraLa thaIne kahI de ke huM jJAnI nathI. huM jJAnI chuM tema kahevuM saraLa che, paraMtu huM jJAnI nathI tema kahevuM bahu muzkela che. maharSi vyAse kahyuM ke zAstra dvArA juo ke potAnuM vartana ane AcaraNa barAbara che ? zAstrano sadupayoga paNa thaI zake che ane durupayoga paNa thaI zake che. AtmArthI satzAstrano sadupayoga kare che ane matArthI satzAstrono durupayoga kare che. A tamAma saMpradAyo, A tamAma gaccho, A tamAma mato, mAnyatAo, tamAma judA judA darzano, vAdavivAdo, A tamAma jhagaDA tathA carcA je kaMI karato hoya te matArthI zAstrane AdhAra banAvI kare che, ane pachI kahe che ke ame je kahIe chIe te zAstrane AdhAre kahIe chIe. tethI bahu moTI muzkelI UbhI thAya che, mATe zAstra konA hAthamAM che te mahattvanuM che. juo, AtaMkavAdInA hAthamAM baMdUka hoya to zuM pariNAma Ave ? ane sArA polIsanAM hAthamAM Ave to zuM pariNAma Ave ? te vicArI lejo. baMdUkanuM kArya to eka ja. eka AtaMkavAdInAM hAthamAM che ane eka D.S.P nA hAthamAM che. eno upayoga badalAI jaze. zAstro jo AtmArthInA hAthamAM haze to sadupayoga karaze ane matArthInAM hAthamAM haze to durupayoga ka2ze. mULa gAthA upara jaIe. devAdi gatibhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna, mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha mukti nidAna. jhINAmAM jhINI vAtanI paramakRpALudeve noMdha laI ullekha karyo che. kyAM kyAM aTakAyata thAya che ane koNa ApaNane rokanAra che ? keTalI nAnI nAnI vAtamAM A jIva aTavAI jAya che, teno khyAla Ape che. dA.ta. koI kahe che ke vastro haze to mokSa nahi maLe. koI kahe che ke dhoLA paherazo to ja mokSa maLaze, pILA paherazo to nahi maLe. koI kahe che ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 289 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA ATalA nIcAM vastra paherazo to mokSa maLaze. koI kahe che ke cAra AMgaLanI muhapatti haze to mokSa maLaze ane koI kahe che ke traNa AMgaLanI haze to mokSa maLaze. A traNa AMgaLa ane cAra AMgaLa, kALuM, pILuM ane dhoLuM, emAM aTavAI javAnuM thAya che. A kAma matArthInuM che. deva naraka Adi gatinAM bhAMgA (prakAra) te badhA judA judA che. vaimAnika devo, jyotiSI devo, vyaMtara devo, anuttara vimAna, sarvArtha siddhanAM devo che. sarvArthasiddhanA devo siddha zIlAthI bAra gAu cheTAM che. devonA vimAno ratnothI maDhelAM che. devo che, devIo che. svargamAM moTAM moTAM udyAno ane svImIMga pulo che. deva devIonAM zarIra AvAM suMdara che, A badhuM varNana zAstromAM che, tema narakagatinuM varNana paNa zAstromAM che. paraMtu A varNana te ja zAstro che tema mAne che te matArthI che. mULa muddo bhUlAI gayo. zAstro AtmajJAna mATe che te bhUlAI gayuM ane AjubAjunAM varNanane teNe vadhAre mahattva ApyuM. vizeSa paramArtha hetuthI zAstramAM varNana karyuM che ke duSkarmo karazo, atyaMta pApo karazo, tIvra azubha karmo karazo to narakagatimAM javuM paDaze. pazugati-tiryaMcagati ane narakagati bane durgati che. jo narakamAM javuM paDe to tyAM ghaNI vedanAo che. narakamAM ATalA badhA paramAdhAmIo che, AvuM sthaLa che, tenAM ATalAM prakAro che, A badhuM ja varNana zAstramAM che. bahu puNya jo bheguM karazo athavA satakarmo ke zubhakarmo karazo to devalokamAM jazo. devalokamAM vimAno AvAM hoya, AvuM sukha hoya, AvI ArAmadAyaka jiMdagI hoya enuM varNana paNa zAstroe karyuM che. tiryaMcagatimAM ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya tiryaMca sudhImAM jIvanA aneka prakAro che. pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati Adi ekendriya, aLasIyA Adi beIndriya, kIDI, mAMkaNa vagere teIndriya, viMchI, mAkhI Adi caurindriya; mAchalA, gAya, kabUtara, sApa, garoLI Adi paMcendriya jIvo ne te te gatimAM pApanuM phaLa A rIte bhogavavuM paDe che ane sadgatiomAM puNyanuM phaLa A rIte bhogavAya che, paraMtu A mULabhUta hetu na kahevAya. mULabhUta hetu to e che ke AtmAno karmamAMthI chUTakAro kevI rIte thAya? te paramAtmA kaI rIte bane? tamAre konI sAthe levA devA che? te kaho. kabIrajI e kahyuM ke, "dulhA dulhana kI zAdI ho gaI aura phIkkI paDa gaI barAta", vahu vara paraNI gayA pachI jAnane koNa jue che? pachI kahe ke tame padhAro, kAma pUruM thaI gayuM. jene AtmA anubhavyo, AtmajJAna thayuM, Atmabodha thayo, rAga dveSathI mukta thaI gayo tenuM kAma thaI gayuM. dahIMmAMthI valoNuM karI mAkhaNa kADhyuM. to mAkhaNa e dahIMno sAra ane attara e For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 290 pravacana kramAMka - 25, gAthA kramAMka - 27 phUlono sAra, tema AtmA te sarva zAstrono sAra che. jeNe AtmA jANyo teNe, sarva jANyuM. AcArAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che ke "no ei nA, so saLaM gAbaDuM " je ekane jANe che te sarvane jANe che. jyAM lagI AtamadravyanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM, tyAM lagI guNaThANuM bhalu, kema Ave tANuM, Atmatattva vicArIe. zAstro zenA mATe che? zAstro laDavA mATe nathI, carcA mATe nathI, tarka mATe nathI, vAda vivAda mATe nathI. paramArthanI gaveSaNA karavA mATe zAstro che. AtmAnuM zodhana karavA mATe zAstro che. kevI rIte AtmA baMdhAya che? zuM bhUla thAya che? bhrAMti kema thAya che? kema TaLe ? zuM karavuM? te TALavA konI pAse javuM? konA Azare javuM? karmo kema tUTe? baMdhano kema tUTe? AtmA zuddha kevI rIte thAya? vibhAva TALI, svabhAvamAM kema rahevAya? sAheba! A badhuM jANavA mATe zAstro che. zAstromAM A varNana che. paramakRpALudevanI nAnakaDI kaDI vAraMvAra yAda karIe chIe ke, "A zAstra sarva kahyA vizeSe, jIva karavAM nirmaLo." AtmAne nirmaLa karavAM mATe zAstro kahyAM che, to nirmaLa karavAnI te ciMtA karato nathI, paNa digaMbara sAcA ke zvetAMbara sAcAM, tenI ciMtA kare che. A badhuM tuM choDI de ne bhAI ! zA mATe navuM Tenzana umere che? kuMdakuMdAcArya sAcAM ke haribhadrasUri sAcAM? tArI pAse tolamApa kayuM? A zAstrano upayoga Atmazuddhi mATe kara. rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa kahetAM hatAM ke, be mANaso AMbAnA jhADa nIce gayA. temAM eka DAhyo mANasa hato, teNe nIce pAkI kerI paDI hatI te khavAya teTalI khAI lIdhI. kAma pUruM thayuM. paraMtu bIjAe to mALIne bolAvyo ane pUchyuM ke AnuM bIja-goTalo kyAMthI lAvyA? kaI rIte vAvyo? zuM khAtara nAkhyuM? kyArathI A che? koNa dhyAna rAkhe che? TAIma pUro thaI gayo. pahelAMe kerI khAdhI, ane A carcAmAM rahyo." "mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA, chAze jagata bharamAyA. moTA bhAganAM loko carcAmAM ja rahI jAya che ane mAkhaNa koIka ja khAI zake che. jinahI pAyA, tinahI chipAyA, na kahe kou kAnameM, tAlI lAgI jaba anubhavakI, taba jAne kou sAnameM. hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM. jene khajAno maLyo te kahevA rahetA nathI. mana masta thaI gayuM. khajAno hAthamAM AvI gayo, hIro maLyo, pachI bolavA jevuM che zuM? ApaNane kaMI maLatuM nathI ane ghaNuM bolIe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 291 chIe. hAthamAM kaMI che nahi ane vAta ghaNI karIe chIe. AtmAne anubhavyo nathI ane AtmA upara be kalAka lekTara karIe chIe. be kalAka pachI pUcho, AtmA kevo che? anubhava thayo che? khabara nathI. pANinI vyAkaraNanA eka prayoganI paMDito carcA karatAM hatAM, A prayoga barAbara nathI, A uccAra barAbara nathI, vyAdhra uccAra barAbara che. A carcA cAlatI hatI. eTalAmAM vAgha Avyo ane vAghe potAnuM kAma pUruM karI lIdhuM. carcA carcAne ThekANe rahI gaI. paMDito carcAmAM rahI jAya che. ApaNI paNa hAlata A che. carcA karIe chIe ke samayasAra Ama kahe che, pravacanasAra Ama kahe che, phalANA mahArAja Ama kahe che. tuM zuM kahe che, e kahe ne? tane zuM samajAyuM che? te zuM sAra lIdho? zaMkarAcAryajInAM jIvananI eka mahattvanI ghaTanA che. moTI uMmare eka bhAI saMnyAsI thayo. pachI tene thayuM ke huM paNa vyAkaraNa, nyAya, kAvya bhaNuM. teNe vyAkaraNathI zarUAta karI. vyAkaraNamAM eka sUtra Ave che. Duka karaNe"--te kaMThastha karato hato, paNa kaMThastha thAya nahi ane yAda na rahe. zaMkarAcAryajI tyAMthI nIkaLyAM, temaNe kahyuM "he muni! nahi nahi tAre kUDu karaNe, bhaja govinda, bhaja govinda, bhaja govinda mUDhamate ! A uMmare tuM bhagavAnanuM bhajana kara. A 'DukUDu karaNe tane nahi tAre." zAstro mAtra ATaluM zIkhavA mATe nathI ke gokhavA mATe nathI. zAstro AtmAne nirmaLa karavA mATe che. matArthI A zAstrono upayoga AtmAne nirmaLa karavA mATe karato nathI. devAdi gati bhaMgamAM je samaje zrutajJAna', A ATalI ja kaDI tamAma zAstro mATeno ApaNo abhigama bilakula spaSTa kare che. binajarUrI carcAmAM rokAzo nahi. loko pUche che ke zAstromAM lakhela merU parvata sAva sonAno che? te kyAM Avyo? merU parvata kharekhara che? svayaMbhUramaNa samudra che ke nahi? are ! tuM pote koNa che te nakkI karI le ne? nahi to zAstro vAMcavAno parizrama niSphaLa jaze. ane bIjI muzkelI e ke "mAne nija mata veSano Agraha mukti nidAna." potAnA matano ane veSano ja Agraha rAkhe che. mukti mATe kyo veSa hoya te nakkI karI, teno ja Agraha rAkhe che. kharekhara to siddhazIlA para jaI tapAsa karavI joIe ke tyAM bahAra kaMI lakhI rAkhyuM che ke kALA kapaDAM ke pILAM kapaDAMvALA mATe athavA kapaDAM vagaranAM mATe ahIM eDamIzana che. kayA kapaDAMvALAM tyAM pahoMcI zakyA, tenI tapAsa karavI joIe. are ! vItarAga thayA vagara mokSa nathI maLato. mokSa mATe moha javo joIe. rAga, veSa, kaSAyo javA joIe. zuM tamane lAge che ke rAga, dveSa, moha ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelAM hoya ane chatAM dhoLAM kapaDAMthI mokSa maLe? yazovijayajI mahArAja ema kahe che ke, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 292 pravacana kramAMka - 25, gAthA kramAMka - 27 koI kahe mukti che, viNatAM ciMtharA, koI kahe mukti che, jImatAM dahIMtharA. koI ema kahe che ke kapaDAMnuM paDilehaNa karavAthI, mAtra kriyA karavAthI mokSa maLaze ane koI ema kahe che ke dahIMtharA jamatAM jamatAM, AtmAnI vAta karatAM karatAM mokSa maLaze. zAstro eTalAM mATe nathI. matArthInuM mAnavuM che ke potAnA matano, veSano Agraha mokSanuM kAraNa che. te ema nathI kaheto ke "kaSAyo nahi hoya, rAga dveSa ane moha nahi hoya, krodha nahi hoya to ja mokSa maLaze. paraMtu te ema kahe che "pILuM paheryuM haze ane dhoLuM nahi paheryuM hoya to mokSa nahi maLe." Ane kahevAya che matArthI. to Avo matArthI parama tattvane prApta karI zakato nathI. 27mI gAthA samApta thaI. eka eka vAta samajavA pUro prayatna karajo. kadAca na samajAya tema banI zake, ATalI spaSTa vAta hovA chatAM goTALo thAya, viparIta vAta ane carcA karI zakAya. kRpA karI bhalA thajo, saraLa thajo, gAMTho kADhI nAkhajo. jema che tema samaje. zAstro to amRta che. A zAstro mithyAjJAna rUpa sarpanuM jhera utAravA parama maMtra rUpa che. zAstro to parama upakArI che. Ano upayoga laDavA mATe na karatAM. kadAgraha mATe, mata mAnyatA mATe ane saMpradAyanA Agraho mATe na karazo, ane potAno Agraha poSavA mATe paNa na karazo. pharIthI kahuM chuM ke dharatI upara je saMpradAyo UbhAM thayAM che te zAstrone kAraNe thayAM che. zAstrone AgaLa dharI saMpradAyanA Agraho UbhA karanAra matArthI che. AtmArthI to AtmAne prApta karIne potAnuM kAma karI le che. pahelAMnA vakhatamAM valoNuM thatuM hatuM. mAkhaNa kADhI, tAravIne eka bAju mUkI de ane pachI zerImAM kahevA jAya ke chAza levA Avajo. koI ema nathI kahetAM ke mAkhaNa levAM Avajo. mAkhaNa to AtmA che, ane te saMtoe prApta karI lIdho ane zabdorUpI chAza bAkI rahI che, jagata temAM bharamAya che. zabdomAM aTavAyA vagara zAstrono upayoga karajo. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 293 pravacana kramAMka - 26 gAthA kramAMka - 26 sadguruyogamAM vimukhatA pratyakSa sadguru yogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha, asagurune daDha kare, nija mAnArthe mukhya. (26) gAthA kramAMka 2 nuM pharI vihaMgAvalokana karI laIe. aneka janmomAM AtmAe vividha prakAranI sAdhanA karI che. zAstroe ema kahyuM ke saMsAramAM cAra cAra gatiomAM ApaNe jaIne AvyA chIe. devagati ane manuSyagati e zubhanuM pariNAma che, ane narakagati tathA tiryaMcagati e azubhanuM pariNAma che. temAM pApa ane puNya baMne paribaLo kAma kare che. pApanA pariNAme durgati prApta thAya ane puNyanA pariNAmathI sadgati prApta thAya. je puNyano baMdha thAya che te zubhabhAva ane satkarmathI thAya che, zubha AcaraNathI thAya che ane durgatino baMdha azubhabhAvathI, azubha karmathI, azubha AcaraNathI thAya che. Ano artha evo thayo ke saMsAramAM ApaNe anaMtakALathI chIe. anaMtakALanAM paribhramaNamAM anaMtavAra cAre gatiomAM jaI AvyA chIe. azubha pravRttio paNa karI che ane zubha pravRttio paNa karI che. azubha pravRttinuM pariNAma to narakagati ane tiryaMcagati che. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhIe to zubha pravRttinuM pariNAma manuSyagati ane devagati che. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhatAM nathI. zubha pravRttinuM pariNAma je AvavuM joIe te AvatuM nathI. ApaNe zubhamAM aTakI jaIe chIe. traNa avasthAo che, azubha avasthA, zubha avasthA ane zuddha avasthA. moTe bhAge vizvanAM bIjA koI sAhityamAM A traNa vibhAjana nathI. jagatanAM dharmo bahu bahu vAta karatAM haze to paropakAranI vAto karatAM haze. maharSi vyAse ema kahyuM ke ame aDhAra purANo banAvyAM. e aDhAre aDhAra purANono sAra, nicoDa ane niSkarSa to A che ke paropara: puSyAya, pApAya parapIDanam I' paropakArathI puNya thAya che ane bIjAne pIDAM ApavAthI pApa thAya che. puNyathI sadgati thAya che ane pApathI durgati thAya che. sadgati ane durgati vacce, pApa ane puNya vacce ApaNe pharatAM rahyA chIe. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che ke, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 294 pravacana kramAMka - 26, gAthA kramAMka - 26 nija svarUpa je kiriyA sAdhe, te adhyAtama lahIe re, je kiriyA karI cau gati sAdhe te na adhyAtama kahIe re, zrI zreyAMsajina aMtarajAmI, AtamarAmI nAmI re. je kriyA karavAnAM pariNAme, je pravRtti karavAnAM pariNAme saMsAramAM ja rahevAnuM thAya, saMsAramAM ja paribhramaNa thAya, te yathArtha pariNAma nathI. ahIM eTalA mATe kahevuM che ke zubha ane azubha baMne vacce e jholAM khAya che, paraMtu kudako mArI e zuddhamAM gayo nathI, DhaLyo nathI. bhUla ApaNI kyAM thAya che? te ApaNe samajavAnuM che, ApaNe keTalI badhI sAdhanAo karIe chIe ! vrata ane tapa karIe chIe, zAstra vAMcana, svAdhyAya karIe chIe, ghaNuM badhuM karIe chIe paraMtu ghaNuM badhuM karavA chatAM pariNAma zuM AvyuM? "nija svarUpa je kiriyA sAdhe', e pariNAma lAvavuM che. azubhamAM gayA, zubhamAM paNa gayA, paNa eka vAta bAkI rahI gaI. potAnuM je nija svarUpa, asala svarUpa, zuddha svarUpa, vAstavika svarUpa che teno Taca thayo nathI. nija svarUpanA anubhavane, sparzane zAstrIya paribhASAmAM samyagadarzana kaheche. samyagadarzana eTale AtmAno sparza, AtmAno anubhava athavA AtmAnI-svarUpanI anubhUti. svasvarUpano raNakAra aMdarathI Ave e samyagdarzana che. samyagradarzananI anubhUti thaI nathI eTale ApaNe zubha azubhamAM ja rahyA chIe, eTale e palaTo je khAdho nathI, je parivartana AvyuM nathI, je kudako mArI zakyAM nathI, je parivartana lAvI, zubhane vaTAvI zuddhamAM javuM joIe e ghaTanA ghaTI nathI, tenuM eka kAraNa sadaguruno yoga prApta thayo nathI. bahu majhAnI vAta che. ghaTanA tamArAmAM ghaTaze, parivartana tamArAmAM Avaze, Atmadarzana tamane thaze, AtmasAkSAtkAra tamane thaze paNa jyAre thaze tyAre bahAramAM pratyakSa sadgurunI hAjarI anivArya haze, ane zAstro to ema kahe che ke sadguru kaMI karatAM nathI, mAtra hAjara hoya che. anubhUti vakhate eka paramatattvanI hAjarI anivArya che, mATe tamAma dharmo, tamAma zAstro ane tamAma siddhAMtomAM sauthI mahattva jo koInuM hoya to puruSanuM che, jJAnI puruSanuM che. jJAnI puruSa te sadguru. Indriyo dvArA je dekhAya che tene vijJAna spaSTa karI Ape che. vijJAnanI kSamatA che, vijJAne keTaluM badhuM pRthakkaraNa karyuM che ! cheka aNuonuM paNa vibhAjana karyuM. IlokTrona, proTona, nyuTrona, enI pradakSiNA, vidyuta zakti, urjA ane tenuM sAmarthya, AmAM vijJAne kaMI ochuM pRthakkaraNa karyuM nathI. vijJAna samagrapaNe pugala upara kAma kare che. (vijJAna AtmA upara kAma karI zakatuM nathI.) eTamabomba hoya ke aNubomba ke pachI hAIDrojana bomba je kaMIpaNa hoya, enarjI ke vidyuta hoya, badhuM ja kAma pudgala upara che. pudgalane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 295 vaTAvI pelI pAra raheluM Atmatattva e vijJAnanI pakaDamAM AvatuM nathI. te ema kahe che ke amArI leboreTarInA TesTamAM je na Ave, tene ame mAnavA taiyAra nathI. ame nA kahetAM nathI, paNa tamAro AtmA leboreTarImAM Avavo joIe, tyAM pratyakSa pRthakkaraNa ane vizleSaNa thavuM joIe. pudgalanI pelI pAra je tattva rahyuM che tyAM vijJAna jaI zakatuM nathI. vijJAna che ane tenuM mahattva paNa che. A e.sI. lAITo, plenamAM UDavuM, gADIomAM pharavuM te badhI siddhi vijJAnanI che. vijJAne ATaluM badhuM ApyuM che. vijJAna tamArA sthULa duHkho dUra karI zake, sthULa pratikULatAo dUra karI zake paNa amRtanI anubhUti vijJAna na karAvI zake. avidyA eTale vijJAna dvArA bAhya duHkho dUra thaze paNa 'vidyayAmRtamanute / ' parama tattvanI anubhUti, vidyA eTale ke samyagdarzana dvArA ja thaze. anaMtakALanAM paribhramaNamAM azubha ane zubha vacce jIve jholAM khAdhAM che. eka avasthA e che ke zubha ane azubhathI para thaIne zuddhamAM DUbakI mAravI. samajavA koziza karajo. zubhamAM paNa rahyA ane azubhamAM paNa rahyAM, paraMtu samagratA zubhAzubhamAM ja rahI. eka paLa ke eka kSaNa evI nathI AvI ke je kSaNe zubha ane azubha banne cakromAMthI kUdako mArI zuddhamAM DUbakI mArI hoya. e ghaTanA jIvanamAM nathI ghaTI. enuM kAraNa pratyakSa sadguru prApta thayAM nathI, paNa mAtra eTaluM ja kAraNa nathI. A jagatamAM koI kALa evo nathI ke : sadguru na maLe. ''sadguru thayA te thayA, have thavAnA nathI, atyAre che ja nahi', AvI binajarUrI carcAmAM paDavA jevuM nathI. 'AgaLa jJAnI thaI gayA, vartamAnamAM hoya, thAze kALa bhaviSyamAM' paramakRpALudeve A vAkya kahyuM che. rasto baMdha thayo nathI. tame kema kahI zako ke 'jJAnI thavAnAM ja nathI.' basa paramArthano, sAdhanAno, bhaktino, aMta AvI gayo ? are ! jJAnI che ane jJAnI thaze. sadguruno yoga prApta to thayo che, paNa jIva potAnI avaLacaMDAIne lIdhe dRSTithI vimukha rahyo che. A sRSTi zabda bahu majhAno che. dRSTi eTale sadgurunI najara. bIjAnI najare tame caDavA koziza karo cho. koI gavarnara, koI vaDApradhAna AvavAnA hoya, rASTrapati AvavAnA hoya to tenI najare caDavA tame koziza karo cho. kAraNa ke e moTo mANasa che. basa, tenI najara paDI jAya ane pAse AvIne pUche kema cho ? to to adhadhadha....thaI gayuM. rASTrapatie pUchyuM, kema cho ? vAha ! ane phoTo paDAvyo hoya to badhAne batAve, maDhAvIne rAkhe ane dIkarAne kaheto jAya ke rASTrapati mane maLyAM hatAM. paraMtu temanI pAchaLa khuzAmata keTalI karelI te kaheto nathI. ahIM sadgurunI najara ApaNAM upara paDe paNa te zenAthI paDaze ? zuM joIne sadgurunI najara ApaNA upara paDaze ? tamAruM rUpa ? tamArI sattA ? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 296 pravacana kramAMka - 26, gAthA kramAMka - 26 tamArI saMpatti ke tamAro vaibhava? tamArI AvaData ane kauzalya ke tamArI buddhi ? A badhAmAMthI zuM joIne tamArA upara najara paDaze? hajAro mANaso beThAM hoya temAM sadgurunI najara konA upara paDaze? bahu paisAvALA upara? bahu rUpALA upara? bahu zAstro vAMcyAM haze to najara paDaze? ghaNuM tapa karatAM hazo to najara paDaze? saMsArano tyAga karyo haze to najara paDaze ? bahu siddhAMto kaMThastha karyA haze to najara paDaze ? nahi paDe. saddagurunA mUlyAMkanamAM A nathI AvatuM. sadgurunA mUlyAMkanamAM to e Ave che ke jene aMtaramAM parama tattvanI anubhUti karavAnI tIvra vedanA jAgI che, e vedana jenA hRdayamAM che, enA upara najara paDaze. pharI samajI lo, teo zodhI kADhaze. "jene lAgI tene lAgI' "rAmabANa vAgyAM hoya te jANe, bIjA to vAtuM tANe." aMdaramAM jene ghA lAgyAM haze, aMtaranI vedanA jene thatI haze, tIvra tAlAvelI jene thaI haze, bhale te kaMgAla avasthAmAM hoya, paheravAM pUratAM kapaDAM na hoya, e muphalIsa jevo dekhAto hoya topaNa sagurunI najara tenA upara paDaze, sadguru tene oLakhI leze, paNa A jIva evo aLavItaro che ke saddagurunI najara potAnA upara na paDe tema potAnI jAtane bacAvI le che. kAMI samajAya che? ApaNe zuM parAkrama karyuM? sadguru hAjara hovA chatAM emanI najara, emanI dRSTi ApaNA upara paDe tevI ApaNI koziza nathI. 'teo ApaNAM vakhANa kare, prazaMsA kare, zeTha padhAro ema kahe to game. tamArA gAmamAM tamArA jevuM koI nathI, tema kahe to game. tame cho to vahivaTa thAya che, tame cho to upAzraya cAle che, tame cho to duniyA cAle che." AvuM badhuM kahe to game che. sarune to e jovuM che ke aMtaramAM vyathA kone jAgI che? zAstroe to kahyuM che ke cha khaMDano cakravartI hoya paNa tene jo Atmasparza nathI, to te jJAnInI dRSTie bhikhArI che. vartamAnakALanA abajopati pUratI A vAta nathI. cha khaMDano mAlika paNa jo samyagadarzana rahita hoya to ene daridra ja kahyo che. daridramAM daridra jo koI hoya ane tenI pAse Atma anubhava eTale samyagadarzana jo hoya to jagatano te sauthI moTo dhanavAna che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA samavasaraNamAM je sthAna pUNIyA zrAvakanuM hatuM tevuM sthAna samyagdaSTi jIvanuM paNa che. zreNika mahArAjA pUNIyAnI tole na Ave. zreNika mahArAjA pUche che ke prabhu ! meM mArA jIvanamAM ghaNI bhUlo karI che, eTalA mATe mAre narakamAM javuM paDaze. narakamAM na javuM paDe te mATe koI upAya kharo ? bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che ke "eka rasto che. pUNIyA zrAvakanI eka sAmAyika jo vecAtI laI le to tAre narakamAM na javuM paDe. puNIyAne kahyuM ke mAre eka sAmAyika vecAtI levI che.' pUNIyAe pUchyuM ke "tamane koNe mokalyA?" teNe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 297 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA kahyuM ke, "bhagavAna mahAvIre. pUNIyAe kahyuM ke "eka sAmAyikanI kiMmata zuM thAya? te prabhune pUcho, mane pUchavAnI jarUra nathI." zreNike bhagavAnane pUchyuM, bhagavAne kahyuM ke "tAruM magadha dezanuM rAjya, badhI Rddhi tuM ApI de, te ghoDAnI kharIdI AgaLa mAtra lagAma jeTalI kiMmatanI che." pUNIyAnI eka sAmAyika A UMcAI dharAve che. kAraNa? daridra hovA chatAM tenI pAse aMdaranI samRddhi hatI, aMdaranI cetanA ane aMdaranuM baLa hatuM, aMdaranuM sAmarthya hatuM, ane e baMdha tALA ughADavAnI cAvI sadguru jANe che. sadguru bIjuM kazuM ja karatAM nathI. cAvI Ape che. dhAro ke tamAro cAvIno jhUDo khovAI gayo hoya, ramatAM ramatAM nAnA bAbAnAM hAthamAM Avyo. tame cAvI zodhatAM ho ane bAbo kahe ke A jhUDo tamAro che? tamane jotAM khyAla Ave ke e to mAro ja che, to pachI bAbo keTalo vhAlo lAge! bAbAe karyuM zuM? jhUDo tamAro, khoyo tame, bAbAe mAtra batAvyo. e batAvanAra AnaMda Ape che. tamArA daravAjA baMdha che, upara khaMbhAtI tALAM che darzanamohanAM ane cAritra mohanAM; mithyAtva, avirati kaSAya ane pramAdanA; krodha, ahaMkAra ane ISyanAM majabUta tALAM che. e tALAMnI cAvI sadguru Ape che, paNa A moDhuM pherave che, pratyakSa sadguru yogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha pratyakSa sadguruno yoga thayo hovA chatAM te lAbha leto nathI. pharI punarAvartana karIne-pratyakSa sadguruno yoga jIvane avazya thayo che. paNa te kevI rIte khove che? eka phakIre eka mANasane kahyuM ke mArI pAse je Ave tene huM bahu saMpatti ApuM chuM. te mANase kahyuM ke mane paNa Apo. phakIre kahyuM ke tuM cothA divase Avaje. huM pula upara beTho hoIza, tyAM tane saMpatti maLI jaze. tyAM sonAmahoranAM be carUo mUkelAM che. rastAmAM AvatAM pelA mANasane vicAra Avyo ke huM to barAbara cAluM chuM, mArI AMkho to sArI che, paraMtu AMdhaLA kevI rIte cAlatAM haze? ane teNe prekTIza zarU karI. rastAmAM mUkelA carU cUkI gayo. phakIranI pAse jaI pUchayuM ke mane tame ApavAnAM hatAM ne? are, "maine to rakhA thA, Apane dekhA nahi?" jovA mATe AMkha khullI rAkhavI paDe. nayanAnI ALase re, meM to harine nirakhyA nahi re." hari sarvatra che paNa nayananI ALasa che. AMkha ughADavAnI ALasa tene kahevAya che pramAda. AMkha ughADavAnI ALasa tene kahevAya che darzanamoha-mithyAtva. enA kAraNe harine oLakhyAM nahi. pratyakSa sadaguruno yoga thayo hoya, maLyAM hoya, khabho ghasIne cAlyA ho paNa varte dRSTivimukha." emanI najara potAnA upara na paDavA de. A jIva mokSanI vAta to kare che, "Apo Apo ne mahArAja ! mokSa sukha Apone.' hAtha lAMbo karIne gAya to che For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 298 pravacana kramAMka - 26, gAthA kramAMka - 26 paraMtu mokSa maLe tevuM Ayojana-plAnIMga karato nathI. "varte daSTivimukha', kema ema? trIjuM kAraNa, sadguru jyAre maLe che tyAre sadgurunI vANI matAgraha, kadAgraha ane durAgrahane dUra kare che, mata, mAnyatA ane vikArone dUra kare che, paraMtu durAgraha chedaka temanI vANI sAMbhaLavA AnI taiyArI nathI. ene to potAno mata poSavo che. loko kahe ke jJAnI puruSa pAse jAva, te jAya. jJAnIne kahe ke ame sAMbhaLavA AvyA chIe ane tenuM pravacana cAlu thAya, be kalAka pUrA thAya pachI kahe ke mAre tamane pUchavuM che ke huM barAbara chuM? I am Absolutely right tame sIkko (sTempa) mArI Apo. rASTrapati sIkko mArI Ape, saguru nahIM. jIvane ziyALanI vANI sAMbhaLavI game che paNa jIvano Agraha maTe, ajJAna mATe, mithyAtva maTe, mata ane mAnyatA maTe evI siMhanI garjanA jevI, durAgrahachedaka jJAnInI vANI sAMbhaLI nahIM game. A jIvanI kamanasIbI evI che ke pote jyAM jyAM gayo tyAM tyAM potAnA Agraho ane durAgraho laIne gayo. satyano Agraha hoya to to ThIka che, tenuM samAdhAna thaI zake paNa te durAgraha laIne gayo. sadgurunI vANI sAMbhaLI, tenAthI avaLo cAle tene kahevAya che varte dRSTi vimukha." sadguru maLyAM, temaNe paramArthanI vAta paNa karI, satya tarapha AMgaLI paNa cIMdhI, atIndriya sRSTino aNasAra paNa Apyo, ATaluM badhuM karyuM paraMtu e durAgraha cheDavA taiyAra na thayo. jenAthI potAnuM hita thAya tevA prakAranI vANI te grahaNa karavA taiyAra thaI na zakyo. bhUla samajAI? tame marasiyA gAzo nahi ke A paMcamakALa che, jJAnI puruSo kyAM che? sadguru kyAM che? zAstro kyAM che? AjubAjumAM game te thatuM haze paNa dharatI saddaguru vagaranI hotI nathI, satI vagaranI hotI nathI. jJAnI puruSa ke saMtapuruSa vagaranI dharatI kyAreya hotI nathI. purANanI kathA che ke A dharatIno bhAra zeSanAga upara che. e zeSanAgane koIe pUchyuM ke "ahIM jugArI loko che, dArUDiyA che, corI, durAcAra ane hiMsA karanArA che. chetaranArA ane hajArone pIDA ApanArA paNa che, to tame zA mATe AvA kharAba loko mATe dharatIno bhAra veMDhAro cho? zeSanAge kahyuM ke e badhA mATe veMDhArato nathI. A badhA vacce dharatI upara koI koI jJAnI puruSo, saMta puruSo paNa che, koI satI che ane koI divya puruSo paNa che, emanA mATe A badhAno bhAra veMDhAruM chuM. - sadguru pratyakSa hAjara hoya, emanI vANIno yoga maLe, paraMtu jo tame tamArA Agrahane mahattva Apazo to tamane sadguru karatAM AgrahanuM mahattva vadhAre che. tame kone mahattva ApyuM? sagurune ke tamArA Agrahane? sadguru tamAro Agraha chede che, te vakhate tame For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 299 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA hitakArI vANI grahaNa karatAM nathI. pote mumukSu che, jIjJAsu che, dhArmika che evuM mAna meLavavA mATe sadgurune choDI asadguru pAse jAya che. punarAvRtti karIe, sadguru maLyAM, yoga paNa thayo ane vANI paNa sAMbhaLI paNa avaLI rIte grahaNa karyuM ane potAnuM hita thAya tevAM zabdo lIdhAM nahi ane pote mumukSu che, jijJAsu che, dhArmika che, evuM mAna meLavavA mATe asadgurune dRDha kare che. bahu spaSTa vAta che. gAthAnA cAra bhAga karI joIe. 'pratyakSa sadguru yogamAM', bhUla kaMI kare che ? (1) varte dRSTi vimukha (2) vaLI te zuM kare che ? to asadgurune dRDha kare che. (3) zenA mATe kare che ? zuM meLavavuM che ? to ene mokSa meLavavo nathI; paramArtha, dharma ke AtmA meLavavo nathI. paNa 'nija mAnArthe mukhya', A jIva jyAM gayo tyAM potAnuM mAna athavA abhimAna poSavAnI vAta kare che. abhimAnanA ghaNAM prakAra che. koIe kahyuM ke IzvaranAM jema anaMta svarUpa che tema ahaMkAranAM paNa anaMta svarUpa che, ahaMkArane oLakhavo ghaNo muzkela che. be hAtha joDIne cAlato hoya, ane kaheze ke ame to bahu namra chIe, saune namIe chIe, A paNa ahaMkArano prakAra che. jIva potAno ahaMkAra majabUta karavA mAMge che. jIva jyAM jyAM gayo tyAM tyAM mumukSu banyo nahi, vicAraka ke ciMtaka banyo nahi. sAdhaka ke upAsaka banyo nahi, bhakta banyo nahi, jyAM gayo tyAM potAnuM mAna ja popyuM. A badhAno upayoga nija mAnArthe karyo. sadguru tenuM mAna na poSe tethI tyAM na jAya, paraMtu potAno ahaMkAra puSTa thAya tevuM pAtra A jIva zodhI kADhe che, ane e pAtra che asadguru. jyAM jAya tyAM potAnuM mAna mukhyapaNe meLavavA prayatna kare che. asadguru pratye potAne zraddhA ane bhakti che, tevuM batAvI, tyAM sthAna meLave che ane potAnA mATe mokSanA daravAjA pote ja baMdha karI de che. paMcamakALamAM mokSa na maLe te carcA baMdha karo. AgaLa varNana Avaze. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke A kaLikALamAM jIvAtmA jo puruSArtha kare to sAtamA guNasthAnaka sudhI jaI zake che. ATalI vAta to jJAnIe kahI che. tame paNa yAtrA karI zako. cothe, pAMcame, chaTTe ane sAtame sudhI jaI zako. A kALamAM dhyAna na thAya, Atma anubhUti na thAya tevI vAto baMdha karI tuM pahele to Ava. pahelAM guNasthAnake cAra dRSTi khUle che. mitrA, tArA, balA ane dIprA. yoganI ATha dRSTi che. paramakRpALudeve bhalAmaNa karI che ke yoganI ATha dRSTiono abhyAsa vAraMvA2 ka2vA jevo che, e tharmomITara che. tame kaI bhUmikA upara cho, te batAvI zakaze. jIvane vhAlAmAM vhAluM mAna che. tame A nAnakaDuM vAkya vAMcyuM ja haze. 'jagatamAM jo mAna na hota to, ahIM ja mokSa hota.' badhuM mUkAze paNa mAna nahi mUkAya. tame jo mAna For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 300 pravacana kramAMka - 26, gAthA kramAMka - 26 Apazo to tamAre ane amAre meLa paDaze, nahi to meLa nahi paDe. sadguru sAthe ahIM muzkelI paDe che ane asadguru sAthe sodo sahelAIthI thaI zake che. asaddaguru kahaze ke "ohoho...gayA janamamAM tame keTalI sAdhanA karIne AvyA cho, have A janamamAM mokSa maLaze." Ama kahevAmAM zuM jAya? maryA pachI jyAM javAno haze tyAM jaze. koNa jovA javAnuM che? pratyakSa saguruyogamAM, varte daSTivimukha." paraspara sApekSa vastu che. sadgurunI najara potAnA upara na paDavA de ane pote dharAIne sadgurune na jue. saMta dAdunuM mRtyu thayuM. teno ziSya rajaba hato. jevuM dAdunuM mRtyu thayuM ke rajabe potAnI AMkho baMdha karI dIdhI. lokone thayuM ke mRtyunuM du:kha lAgyuM che. paraMtu 24-48 kalAka gayA, rajabe AMkho na kholI. lokoe kahyuM ke "rajaba ! gurudeva to cale gaye, aba AMkha to kholIe." rajabe kahyuM ke jene jovA mATe A AMkho hatI te to dharatI upara rahyAM nahi, have kone jovAM AMkho kholuM?' saguru maLyAM hota ane AvI zraddhA thaI hota to tamAruM kAma thaI jAta. AvI zraddhA asaddaguru pratye karI haze paNa guru pratye daDha zraddhA karI nahi hoya. saddaguru pAse nukasAna eka ja che ke mAna khovuM paDe. tame AzramamAM AvyA ho ane aThavADiyuM tamArI sAthe vAta na karuM to tamane thaze ke ahIM rahIne zuM karavuM che? bIjA guru zodhI laIzuM. ahIM ja thoDI chApa mArI che? A bhUla samajI lo. jIve kyAM bhUla karI che? mokSa nathI. paMcamakALa kaThina che, jJAnI puruSa nathI, sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI, Avo negeTIva eproca mUkI do. tame bIjI sAIDa to juo. sAtamA guNasthAna sudhInI yAtrA thaI zake che, paNa tame baLa vAparo to ne? darzanamohane to haTAvo, anaMtAnubaMdhIno kSayopazama to karo. graMthibheda ane apUrvakaraNa to karo? eka vakhata nirvikalpa thaIne aMtarmuhUrta AtmAno anubhava to karo. vRttio upara kAbU to meLavo. tamAre ATaluM paNa karavuM nathI, nakArAtmaka abhigama ja rAkhavo che. zrI padmAnaMdajI AcArya ema kahe che ke "ame je AtmAnI vAta karIe chIe, te tamArI vAta che. bIjAnI vAta karatAM nathI. AtmAnuM varNana karyuM te tamAruM varNana che. he jIva! eka vakhata AnaMdamAM AvIne, ullAsamAM AvIne huM AtmA chuM' ema to kahe." zerabajAramAM bhAva vadhyAM haze to nAcyAM hazo ja, paraMtu guru ema kahe ke "ame tArA vaibhavanI vAta karIe chIe, AtmAnI vAto karIe chIe. tuM sAMbhaLIne ullAsamAM, AnaMdamAM to Ava. tuM prasanna to thA. ane eka vakhata kahe ke huM AtmA chuM, AtmA mAro nijavaibhava che." A nAnakI kaDI yAda rAkhajo. aI kathamapi mRtvA, AtmakautavaM halisam / For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 301 are mRtyunI kiMmata cUkavIne paNa tuM AtmAne prApta karavA taiyAra thA. AvI taiyArI je kare tene AtmA maLyA vagara rahe nahi. jIve bhUla karI che, kyAM? maMdiramAM jAya to paNa TrasTI tarIke, emAM bahu majhA Ave. huM TrasTI chuM, khabara che? pUjArIne khakhaDAvI nAkhe. abhiSeka mATe pANI taiyAra nathI? phUla taiyAra nathI? tane khabara nathI ke huM pUjA mATe roja nava vAge AvuM chuM? e bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM bhakta tarIke nahi paNa TrasTI tarIke gayo. A jIva jyAM gayo tyAM potAnuM mAna laIne gayo. eka vakhata A mAna mUko to badhuM mukAze. tame kahezo ke ame jhera pIvA taiyAra chIe paNa mAna mUkavuM ghaNuM kaThina che. gopIoe mAna mUkyuM to kRSNa maLyAM. pUNIyAe mAna mUkyuM ane bhagavAna mahAvIra maLyAM. jeNe mAna mUkyuM, te saddagurunAM caraNomAM gayA. saMgurunAM caraNomAM mAna mUkazo to jIvanamAM AtmAnA anubhavanI ghaTanA ghaTaze. sAcAM saMguru maLyo hoya, chatAM tenA tarapha lakSa na Ape, eTale TALe, ne bIje vizeSa lakSa Ape, eTale jyAM mAna poSAtuM hoya tyAM jAya. lokazAhI, samAjazAhI, rAjAzAhI te karatAM moTI ToLAzAhI. ToLuM tamane kyAMya na javA de. A ToLAzAhI mATe paramakRpALudeve bahu majhAno zabda vAparyo che, e zabda che lokasaMjJA, Ane upaniSamAM lokeSaNA, ane jaina paraMparAmAM lokasaMjJA kahe che. ToLAmAM javuM ApaNane game che. koI jJAnI puruSa hoya ke aSTAvakra hoya tyAM koka janakavidehI hoya. vaziSTha beThAM hoya tyAM eka rAma ane eka ja mANasa hoya, tyAM ApaNane javuM na game. ToLuM hoya to barAbara. ATalAM badhAM loko kaMI khoTAM hoya? ekalA che te barAbara nathI. tame satyane jovA taiyAra nathI. ToLAMne jovA taiyAra cho. kone mahattva Apo cho? tenA upara AdhAra che. loko zuM kaheze teno paNa Dara hoya ne? mAna poSAya tyAM jAya ane tyAM potAnI zraddhA vadhAre daDha kare. zraddhA kiMmatI cIja che. bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke A manuSyatva maLavuM durlabha che, ane zraddhA prApta thavI tethI paNa durlabha che. zraddhA to mukhya dvAra che. e zraddhAnI mUDI jenA caraNomAM arpaNa thavI joIe, tenA caraNomAM arpaNa na karatAM, jyAM na karavI joIe tyAM arpaNa karI che. asagurumAM zraddhA rAkhI tene majabUta kare che ane asadguru ziSyane majabUta kare che. guru lobhI ziSya lAlacu, dono khele dAva, tere nahi tAre nahi, jaisI patthara nAva. A moTo khela duniyAmAM cAle che. A khelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM ane koI jJAnInAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 302 pravacana kramAMka - 26, gAthA kramAMka - 26 caraNa pakaDavAM, temanAM caraNe zraddhAnuM phUla arpaNa karavuM, te kaThinamAM kaThina vAta che. eka vakhata AvuM zraddhAnuM phUla sadgurunAM caraNe arpaNa karazo to mokSa mAgavAnI jarUra nahi rahe. mokSa hatheLImAM haze. A thoDI thoDI bhUla jIva kyAM kare che tenuM varNana thAya che. tame to AkhI Atmasiddhi moDhe karI che. kyAM kyAM jIvanI bhUla thaI ? eNe sadguru ane asadgurumAM kevI bhUla karI ? tIrthaMkaranuM svarUpa samajavAmAM kevI bhUla karI ? te vAta thaI, have zAstra samajavAmAM kevI bhUla karo cho tenI vAta che. tame amuka zAstra athavA Atmasiddhi vAMcatAM khoTo artha karo to zAstra kaheze nahi ke bhAI ! tuM khoTo artha kare che . zAstra bolatuM hota to ghaNuM sAruM thAta, paNa zAstra bolatuM nathI ane je bole che tenI vAta ApaNe sAMbhaLavI nathI. kyAMthI meLa paDe ? satzAstro zenAM mATe che ? zAstromAM tamAma prakAranuM varNana Ave, paraMtu zAstrono hetu to 'jIvane nirmaLa karavA mATe che.' paramakRpALadeve kahyuM che ke 'zAstra sarva kahyAM vizeSe, jIva karavAM nirmaLo.' badhA ja zAstro jIvane nirmaLa karavAM mATe che. A zAstromAM devagati, narakagatinI vAto Ave, lavaNa samudra ane merU parvatanI vAta Ave. devagatinAM bhAMgA ane narakanAM prataranI vAta paNa Ave. ApaNe A bahAramAM ja aTavAI rahyAM chIe. phakta eTalAM mATe ja zAstro nathI, e to AnusaMgika varNana che. zAstro to potAnI jAtane oLakhavAM mATeche. 27mI gAthAmAM tenuM varNana che. 28mI gAthAmAM ApaNI AkhI sAdhanAnI pAyAmAMthI kyAM bhUla thAya che tenI vAta Avaze. 29mI gAthAmAM A jIva nayadRSTino kevo upayoga kare che, tenI vAta Avaze. ane 30mI gAthAmAM A jIva jJAnadazA pAmato nathI, sAdhano chUTI jAya che, ane badhethI rakhaDe che tenI vAta Avaze ane pachI mumukSunI vAtano prAraMbha thaze. darzanamohano prabaLa vega jenAmAM che te matArthI. jeno darzanamoha maMda ane moLo paDyo che, tenuM jora ghaTyuM che te mumukSu, ane darzanamohano upazama, kSayopazama athavA kSaya thAya te samyagdaSTi. AtmasiddhimAM mumukSu zabde praveza karyo che. ApaNI vartamAnamAM hAlata kevI che te batAvavA mATe pahelA matArthInI vAta karI. pachI ApaNe kevA thavuM joIe te samajAvavA mumukSunI vAta karI. ane pachI AtmAnA SaTpada eTale samyagdarzananI vAta karI. samyagdaSTi, mumukSutA ane matArthI traNene samajI laIe. matArthI maTavuM che, mumukSu thavuM che ane samyagdaSTi thaIne maravuM che te nakkI che ne ? evI hAma keLavo ke dosta mRtyu ! tuM Ubho raheje, mAre samyagdarzananI prApti mATe jIvavuM che. A sAhasa jIvanamAM joIe. bahu dhyAnathI ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 303 premathI vicAra karIne sAMbhaLajo. tamAro jANelo khajAno vacamAM lAvazo nahi. keTalAMya zAstro phaTaphaTa bolI jAo cho? zAstramAM eka zabda che zukapAThI. zuka eTale popaTa. popaTa rAma rAma bole che, paNa popaTane pUchyuM ke "rAma koNa che? tenI tane khabara che?" tenI tene khabara nathI. AvAne zukapAThI kahevAya. samyagradarzana zAstro vAMcavAthI nahi thAya. zAstro jene oLakhavA mATe che tene oLakho. chAzamAMthI mAkhaNa kADhI potAnI pAse rAkhavAnuM ane badhAne chAza ApavAnI, ema zabdo chAza che ane tattvajJAna te mAkhaNa che. evuM amRta jIvanamAM prApta karavuM che. A cAre cAra gAthAomAM ane batrIsa gAthAo sudhImAM atyaMta mahattvanAM sUtro che. jIvanI sUkSma bhUlo jevI ke mAnyatAnI bhUla, samajaNanI, zraddhAnI ane svIkAranI bhUla, enuM vizeSa varNana karyA pachI kahe che ke A ame matArthInA lakSaNo kahyAM ane tetrIsamI gAthAmAM upasaMhAra karatI vakhate kaheze ke ame A lakSaNo "matArtha jAvA kAja', eTale matArthamAMthI mukta thavA mATe kahyA. ane have ame AtmArthInAM lakSaNo kahIzuM. be ja pAtro che matArthI ane AtmArthI. AkhuM jagata be khAnAmAM che, tame kayA khAnAmAM cho te tame jANo. matArthInA khAnAmAMthI nIkaLI, AtmArthInAM khAnAmAM AvI jAva, to pachI padano bodha thaze. AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, bhoktA che, mokSa che ane mokSano upAya che. A zabdo ke sUtro nathI paraMtu samyagdarzananAM cha sthAnako che. samaktine rahevAnAM sthAnako che. samaktine tapAsavuM hoya, zodhavuM hoya to A cha sthAnakomAM zodhavuM. koNa zodhaze ? AtmArthI zodhaze. kyAre ? to matArthI maTaze tyAre. kyAre maTaze? to matArthI kevo hoya te jANIne matArthIpaNuM TALI, AtmArthI bane tyAre. jasthAnakamAM AtmArtha zodhIe ane eka vakhata AtmAnuM amRtapAna jIvanamAM karI laIe. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 304 pravacana kramAMka - 27, gAthA kramAMka - 27 pravacana kramAMka - 20 gAthA kramAMka - 20 zAstra saMbaMdhI bhUlA paramakRpALudeva praNIta Atmasiddhi zAstranI matArthInA lakSaNo jaNAvatI gAthAone najara samakSa rAkhI, sAdhake "jagatamAM jeTalAM sat sAdhano che, sat mArga mATe sAdhano che, e sAdhanono sAdhaka potAnI bhUlanA kAraNe kevI rIte durupayoga kare che, tenuM ciMtana karavAnuM che. bhUla sAdhananI nathI, bhUla vyaktinI che. sAdhano taTastha che, ApaNI sAme hAjara che. svIkAra karanAra vyaktinI bhUmikA kaI che? avasthA kaI che? ane enI AMtarika sthiti kevI che, tenA pramANe te sAdhanano upayoga karaze. matArthI haze to sAdhana tenuM te, paNa upayoga judo karaze. mumukSu paNa sAdhana tenuM te, paNa eno upayoga judo karaze, AtmArthI paNa upayoga judI rIte karaze ane samyagdaSTi paNa sAdhanano upayoga judI rIte karaze. sAdhanano vAMka nathI, paNa sAdhanane samajavuM paDaze, jANavuM paDaze ke kyAM vivAda thAya che? kyAM bhUla thAya che? ane te bhUla kevI rIte TALavI, te vicAravuM paDaze. bane che evuM ke anaMtakALamAM je bhUla thaI che tenI punarAvRtti thAya che. enI e bhUla vAraMvAra karIe chIe. bhUla vAraMvAra karavAnA pariNAme te svabhAvagata thaI gaI che. | pahelI vAta to e karavI che ke A satuzAstro sAdhaka mATe atyaMta anivArya che. zAstra e arIso che, zAstra e sAgara che, samudra che. IndriyonI pelI pAra atIndriya sRSTinAM je tattvo che, teno aNasAra, saMketa-khyAla, sauthI prathama sanzAstro Ape che. sadguru maLyAM tenI pahelAM zAstro maLyAM che. e dhyAna dore che. zAstronuM kAma IzAro karavAnuM che, paNa IzAro samajavo to joIe ne? khoTuM samaje to teno durupayoga paNa thAya. mATe pahelI vAta e karI ke zAstro traNa hetu mATe che. (1) atIndriya sRSTinI ane tattva viSenI vigata sAdhakane prApta karavI che. paramAtmA tattva, dravya, guNa, paryAya, karma ane karmanA prakAro, mArgaNA, guNasthAnaka, vezyA, vrato, anuSThAna, karmanAM baMdhanI mAhitI te kyAMthI meLavaze? e kaMI skula ke kolejamAM nathI AvatuM. A je badhI vigata maLe che te sazAstromAMthI maLe che. sazAstro ApaNane eka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 305 bIjI sRSTimAM laI jAya che. ApaNI sRSTi eka bhautika sRSTi che ane zAstra atIndriya, abhautika sRSTimAM laI javAnuM kAma kare che. zAstronI maryAdA che, e anubhava nahi karAvI zake. paNa anubhava jeno karavo che teno aNasAra Ape che. anubhava tamAre karavo paDaze, paraMtu je eka pAtra saguru che, temanI hAjarImAM anubhava thaze. paNa anubhava karatAM pahelAM teno aNasAra tenuM citra ApaNane prApta thavuM joIe, ane e zAstramAMthI prApta thAya che. (2) bIjI vAta, vyaktie potAnA jIvanamAM kevuM kevuM rUpAMtara karavAnuM che. kevuM parivartana ane kevI krAMti jIvanamAM karavAnI che, kevuM jIvana jIvavAnuM che, teno khyAla zAstramAMthI maLaze. zAstra vinA tame tevuM jIvana jIvavAnI avasthA kevI rIte prApta karazo? (3) trIjI vAta, pote kharekhara aMdarathI kevo che? potAnI bhUmikA kevI che? te jovA mATe zAstra darpaNanI garaja sAre che. zAstra ApaNane batAve che ke tamArI avasthA AvI che. tame pote tamane game te mAnatAM ho ane kahenArA paNa tamane game te kahetAM hoya paNa zAstro tame jevA cho tevA batAvaze ke tamArI vartamAna avasthA AvI che. guNasthAnaka ane dRSTio uparathI paNa khyAla Ave, mArgaNAsthAna uparathI khyAla Ave. aMdara je bhAvo UThe che tenA uparathI khyAla Ave ke A zubhabhAva che, A azubha bhAva che ke zuddha bhAva che. A vrato che, A vRttio che. A badho khyAla zAstro ApaNane Ape che. moTo AdhAra to khyAla lenAra kevI rIte khyAla le che, tenA upara che. zAstronI evI koI avasthA nathI ke tame khoTo khyAla karatAM ho to tamane roke. zAstro to tamArI bahiraMga avasthA, aMtaraMga avasthA, paramAtma avasthA, bhavAbhinaMdI, pudgalAnaMdI, AtmAnaMdI ane brahmAnaMdI je avasthA hoya tenuM spaSTa citra Ape che. tame tamane pudgalAnaMdI hovA chatAM brahmAnaMdI mAnI beso to zAstro Thapako nahi ApI zake. zAstrone je kahevuM che, samajAvavuM che te eka jIvaMta vyakti ja tamane hAjara rahInekahI zakaze, ane te namratApUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI tamArI taiyArI paNa joIe. mAna jAya to tamArI taiyArI thaI zake. mAna jAya, sadguru maLe pachI anubhavanI prakriyAmAM DhaLI zakAya. guru daravAjA sudhI mUkavA Ave che, pachI to tamAre ekalAe javAnuM che. zAstrane samajavAmAM ghaNI bhUlo thAya che. jagatamAM jeTalAM dharmo che te badhAMne potapotAnAM zAstro che. aneka zAstro che. muslIma paraMparAmAM kurAna, krizcayananuM bAIbala, hiMdunI paraMparAmAM veda, zIkhone graMtha sAheba, jainonI paraMparAmAM Agama zAstro che. dareka dharmonAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 306 pravacana kramAMka - 27, gAthA kramAMka - 27 zAstro che, paraMtu khUbI e che ke mULa puruSoe zAstro lakhyAM nathI, paNa teo bolyAM che. temaNe mAtra kahyuM che. temane zAstro lakhavAno vicAra na hato, teo bolyAM pachI temanI pAse rahIne temanAM zabdone guMthavAnuM kAma pAchaLanI vyaktioe karyuM che. e gUMthanAra jo bhUla kare to samajavAmAM bhUla thAya. tIrthakaroe zAstro lakhyAM nathI. A ajItanAthanuM zAstra ke A zAMtinAthanuM zAstra ke A mahAvIra svAmInuM zAstra, evuM nathI. teo phakta bolyAM ja che, paraMtu te racavAnuM kAma sAkSaro, paMDito ane vidvAnoe karyuM. temAM bhUla kyAM thAya? zAstra lakhanAra vyakti eTalI buddhimAna hoya paNa aMtaramAM AMtarika zuddhi na hoya to zAstronAM zabdo gUMthavAmAM bhUla thAya. AMtarika zuddhi sAthe parama buddhi joIe. - parama buddhi ane AMtarika zuddhi jenAmAM hoya tene kahevAya che gaNadhara. gaNadhara eka avasthA che teone tIvra buddhi paNa che ane sAthe parama zuddhi paNa che. temane traNa zabdo maLyAM che. '35rnavA, vimevA ane guruvA." A traNa ja zabdo uparathI caudapUrvanI racanA karavI e apratima buddhimattAnuM kAma che. sAmAnya vyaktithI zakya nathI. (1) utpanna thAya che, (2) nAza thAya che ane (3) kAyama rahe che, A traNe zabdo uparathI gaNadharo mAtra 48 miniTamAM cauda pUrvanI racanA kare che. sAMbhaLatAM ApaNane zvAsa caDe. mAtra aDatAlIza miniTamAM ja ATalI racanA kaI rIte thAya? teone parama buddhi che, teo bIjabuddhinAM dhaNI che. parama buddhi ane parama zuddhino sumeLa temanAmAM thayo che. zuddha buddhine RtaMbharA prajJA kahe che. zvata eTale satya. Rtane eTale satyane dhAraNa karanArI prajJA te RtaMbharA prajJA. jema mA garbhane dhAraNa karI zake tema je satyane, parama satyane dhAraNa karI zake tevI buddhi-te prajJA. buddhimAM satya dhAraNa nahi thAya paNa te mATe prajJA ja joIze, ane e prajJA sivAya satya dhAraNa nahi thAya. evuM paNa bane ke RtaMbharA prajJA jemane prApta thaI hoya te tamArI dRSTie nirakSara paNa hoya ane kadAca prAthamika zALAmAM gayA paNa na hoya, akSara lakhatAM ke vAMcatAM paNa na AvaDato hoya. kabIre kahyuM ke, "kAgaLa masi chuo nAhi', eTale huM to kAgaLa ke zAhIne aDyo paNa nathI. kabIrajI kahe che ke "huM bolyo te koInuM sAMbhaLIne bolyo nathI, paraMtu aMdarathI ane AMkhethI je joyuM te kahyuM, anubhavamAM je AvyuM te kahyuM. pragaTa je thayuM ane sAkSAtkAra jeno thayo te kahyuM. AmAM mAruM kaMI nathI." , anubhava thavo kaThina che, paNa potAnA anubhavane taTasthapaNe kahevo ati kaThina che. AMtarika anubhava kaThina che paNa bIjAne kahevA ane nirbheLa-kaMIpaNa umeryA sivAya kahevuM te ati kaThina che, ane tevo anubhava jemane thayo che te bolyAM che ane zAstro racAyAM che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 307 keTalAka zAstro temanI paraMparAmAM AvelA puruSoe racyAM che, bahu jAgRti rAkhI che. bahu viveka rAkhyo che. bahu ciMtana ane maMthana karyuM che, eka paNa zabda ADo avaLo na jAya, sUtra, artha, vyaMjana, svara, anusvAra vagerenI kyAMya bhUla na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhI che. e zAstromAM mAtra adhyAtmanI ja vAta Ave tevuM nahi bane. vyavahAranI vAta jyAre Avaze tyAre jagatanuM varNana paNa Ave, gationuM varNana Ave. devagati, manuSyagati, tiryaMca ane narakagatinI vAta Ave, bhUgoLanI vAta Ave, dvIpa samudranI paNa vAta Ave, vizALa AkAzanI ane alokAkAzanI vAta Ave, ane dravyanI, guNaparyAyanI paNa vAta Ave. A badhI vAto zAstromAM Ave paNa vAMcanAra vyakti kevI che ? jenA hAthamAM zAstro AvyAM tenI AMtarika avasthA kevI che? jo e matArthI, matanA AgrahavALo haze to ema kaheze ke zAstromAM narakagatinuM varNana Ave che tathA devagatimAM vaimAnika devo mATe bAra devaloka, nava raiveyaka tathA pAMca anuttaradevanA vimAno che, tyAM bAgabagIcAo AvAM che, A badhA varNanane ja je zrutajJAna samaje tene kahevAya che matArthI. tamAre ghera koI Ave ane tamane maLe ja nahi ane ghara jue, koIgarUma, kicana, osarI badhuM jove, noMdha kare, bahu paraphekTa, sarasa che tema kahe ane temanA gAma jaI tamArA gharanA ja vakhANa kare ane tamArI kaMI vAta ja na kare, tevI rIte mULa AtmAne bAda karI, bIjuM badhuM varNana karyA kare, te che matArthI. mULa muddo ja rahI jAya. devonAM ATalAM prakAra ane svargamAM Avo vaibhava che, A badhuM varNana je karyuM che te varNana zAstramAM vizeSa hetupUrvaka karyuM che. jo tame zubhabhAva karazo, zubha pravRtti karazo to puNya baMdhAze ane puNya bhogavavAM mATe jagatamAM judA judA sthAno che. jagatamAM badhI vyavasthA saMpUrNa ane kAyama mATe che. jIva satkarmo ane zubhabhAva kare che, tethI puNya baMdhAya che ane puNya bhogavavAnAM ghaNA sthaLo che. amuka prakAranuM puNya manuSyagatimAM bhogavI zakAya, jyAre amuka zreSTha puNya bhogavavAnI vyavasthA devalokamAM che, tethI zAstromAM devalokanuM varNana Ave che. jeNe potAnA jIvanamAM duSkarmo karyA che, pApa ane azubhabhAvo karyA che, tene bhogavavAnI vyavasthA paNa jagatamAM che. amuka duHkho manuSyagatimAM bhogavI zakAya che, amuka duHkho bhogavavAM narakagatimAM paNa javuM paDe che. manuSyagatimAM keTalAMka duHkha bhogavI zakAtAM nathI, paraMtu duHkho bhogavavA paDe tevAM pApo thaI zake che. pazuone paNa duHkha ochuM nathI. teo mAMdA paDe to koNa pAse besanAra che? koNa pUchanAra che ke tamane kema che? khAvuM hoya ke tarasa lAgI hoya to koNa denAra che? A pApanA pariNAmane bhogave che. manuSya ane tiryaMcane paNa pApa bhogavavAnI amuka lImITa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 308 pravacana kramAMka - 27, gAthA kramAMka - 27 hada che. je manuSya ke pazugatimAM bhogavI na zakAya tevA tIvra pApo bhogavavA mATe je sthaLa che te naraka. AvI badhI vyavasthA jagatamAM che ane tenuM varNana zAstramAM Ave che. narakanA varNanamAM pahelI nArakI, bIjI nArakI tema sAta nArakIo ane teno vistAra, teno aMdhakAra, tyAM paramAdhAmI devo kevuM duHkha Ape che, tenuM paNa varNana che. paraMtu A badhA varNana pUrato je zAstrano artha samajato hoya to te matArthI che. A badhuM varNana to AjubAjunuM che, paraMtu mukhya varNana je karavuM che, te svarUpanuM varNana che. dhAroke, tame jamavA beThAM ho ane eka pachI eka vAnagI thALImAM pIrasAtI jAya. tame joyA karo, A zAka, A dALa, A pApaDa, A pharasANa ane jo mULa muddo mIThAI pIrasavAmAM na Ave to bhojana adhUruM che, tema lAge. zAstromAM je vividha varNano karavAmAM AvyAM che te mULa AtmAnI AjubAjunAM che. mULa AtmAne ja mahattva na Ape ane ATalo ja zAstrono artha karato hoya to Avo artha karanAra jIva matArthI che. moTA bhAganA vivAdo AmAMthI thAya che. A pRthvI thALI jevI goLa che ke daDA jevI goLa che ? ApaNe kahIe ke thALI jevI che to turata ja kaheze ke vaijJAniko nA pADe che, ane varSo pachI paNa ema ja kaheze ke haju nakkI thayuM nathI. kyAre nakkI thaze ? zAstro ATalA mATe nathI. bIjI vAta, zAstro mAtra pATha karavA mATe paNa nathI. koI pUche ke keTalAM guNasthAnako che ? to te mithyAtva, sAsvAdana, mizra, avirata samyagdaSTi, dezavirati, pramatta saMyata, apramatta saMyata, apUrvakaraNa, anivRttikaraNa, sUkSma saMparAya, upazAMta moha, kSINamoha, Ama phaTAphaTa bolI jAya. A badhA varNano mAtra kaMThastha ke pATha karavAM mATe nathI. zAstromAMthI to eka AtmAne zodhavAno che. AtmAnI zodha sivAya bAkI badhuM mAne ane svIkAre ane tene ja zAstrajJAna-zrutajJAna mAne evA jIvone kRpALudeva matArthI kahe che. devagati, nArakI Adi gatinAM bhAMgA ane tenuM svarUpa koI vizeSa prakAranAM hetuthI kahyuM che, A hetune jANyo nathI. kayo hetu ? A eTalA mATe varNana karyuM che ke jo tuM azubhapApa karIza to tAre bhogavavuM paDaze, mATe tuM rokAI jA, tuM aTakI jA, AvAM AvAM pariNAma tAre bhogavavAM paDaze. A varNana sAMbhaLI tane mUMjhavaNa thatI hoya, bhaya lAgato hoya to bhAI ! bhalo thaIne A jIvanamAM tuM azubha karmo nahi karato, tema samajAvavA mATe zAstromAM A badhuM varNana che. zAstrone ema kahevuM che ke satkarmo karazo to puNya baMdhAze ane karoDo varSa bhautika sukha bhogavazo paNa jo AtmasAdhanA nahi thAya, dhyAna ke tapa nahi thAya, to anubhUti nahi thAya. guNasthAnake caDI nahi zakAya. upazama zreNI nahi maMDAya. kSapaka zreNI nahi maMDAya. tane puNya maLaze, devaloka maLaze paNa 'kSIne puNye martyo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 309 vizaktiA' puNya kSINa thayA pachI devalokathI tAre pAchuM nIce AvavuM paDaze. 'pAchA hatA tyAM ne tyAM AvuM samajAvavA mATe zAstramAM devagatinuM varNana che. pharI puNya-pApa ane pharI pAchA gationAM cakkaramAM paDAze. devAdi gatinA bhAMgAmAM zrutajJAna samaje che, zrutajJAnano ATalo ja artha samajato hovAnA kAraNe, varSo sudhImAM zAstro vAMcela hovA chatAM, zAstrano nicoDa, zAstrano artha, zAstranuM amRta ke mAkhaNa tenA hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. "mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA, chAza jagata bharamAyA." zAstromAMthI zuM levA jevuM che? zenA mATe zAstro che? teno viveka ane bodha jo hoya to A jagatamAM saMpradAyo ane judA judA mato mATe laDe che, te badhuM na hota. je laDAI thAya che te laDAInuM mukhya kAraNa zAstra jANavAnI aNasamaja, gerasamaja che. zAstro laDavA mATe nathI, laDatAM ho to zAMta thavA mATe che. kRpALudevanA ghaNAM badhAM vacano che, te kharA arthamAM nahi samaje to temAM paNa ghaNAM matabheda thaze. svAdhyAya karAvanArA judAM judAM, teonI samajaNa judI judI, temano Agraha judo judo, ane kRpALudeve zuM kahyuM? tema koI pUchaze to kaheze ke huM kahuM chuM te ja kahyuM che. temanA kahevAno artha huM karuM chuM te thAya che, eTale navI paraMparA, navA saMpradAyo ane navuM jutha, navo vADo, navo gaccha ane gacchanA bhedo A badhuM UbhuM thaze. gacchanA bheda bahu nayana nihALatAM, tattvanI vAta karatAM na lAje, udara bharaNAdi nija kAja karatAM thakA, moha naDiyA kalikAla rAje. (AnaMdaghanajI) A paMcamakALamAM moha naDyo che, e mohanA kAraNe Avo Agraha thAya che te eka vAta. bIjI vAta mahattvanI e ke "mAne nija mata veSano Agraha mukti nidAna." pahelAM to e samajI lo ke mokSamAM, siddha avasthAmAM zarIra nathI. tame hazo paNa zarIra nahi hoya. muMjhAzo nahi, siddhone deha hoto nathI. deha ja nathI to kapaDAM paheravAnA nathI. kapaDAM paheravAnAM ja nathI to jhagaDA zAnA? ahIM jhagaDA thAya che ke kayA kapaDAM paheranArane mokSa maLe, ane kevA raMganA paheranArane mokSa maLe, te nakkI karo. dareka saMpradAyanA lokonAM kapaDAnAM raMga judA judA hoya che. koIno pILo to koIno dhoLo ane koIno kALo. pILAMvALAM ema kaheze ke dhoLAM paherazo to mokSa nahi maLe, ane dhoLAM pahere che teo ema kaheze ke dhoLAM paherazo to ja mokSa maLaze. ATalo sasto mokSa nathI. lAla kADhIne dhoLAM paheryA to kAma thaI gayuM tema nathI. judA judA saMpradAyanA loko ema kahe che ke A pramANe kapaDAM paherazo to mokSa maLaze. jo AvAM kapaDAM pahero to mokSa na maLe Ama vezanA Agrahane mokSanuM kAraNa mAne che paNa teo ema nathI kahetAM ke kaSAyo karazo ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 310 rAgadveSa karazo to mokSa nahi maLe, duSkarmo karazo to mokSa nahi maLe. 'ekAkI vaLI vicarato smazAnamAM', evI mastI ane khumArI kyAM che? evo AnaMda kyAM che ? are, kaDakaDatI ThaMDI hoya to paNa eka vikalpa na UThe evI adbhuta avasthA che, potAno mata mUke to AvI adbhuta avasthA prApta thAya. ApaNe janmyAM tyAre ApaNAM mA-bApa to hoya ja, ApaNAthI vIza ke pacIza varSa pahelAM teo AvyAM, temaNe ApaNA mATe ghaNI taiyArI karI rAkhI. emano mata, emanI mAnyatA, emano saMpradAya, emanAM mAnelAM zAstro, siddhAMto A badhuM taiyAra karI mA-bApa beThAM che. bALaka AvyuM, haju tenI pAse kapaDAM nathI ke mata mAnyatA nathI, have A phekTarImAM DhALavAnuM kAma mA-bApa karaze. ApaNe sthAnakavAsI chIe, muhapatti bAMdhavI paDaze. koI kaheze ApaNe derAvAsI, sthAnakamAM na javAya, A ApaNo vAraso. mA-bApa jo ATalo nirNaya kare ke je satya che te ja bALaka pAse 2ju ka2vuM, potAnI mAnyatA raju na karavI. ATaluM jo mA-bApa kare to ghaNAM saMpradAyo ochAM thaI jAya. paraMtu satya tene samajAvuM joIe. AnaMdadhanajIe bahu majhAnI vAta karI ke, pravacana kramAMka - 27, gAthA kramAMka - 27 bamhanake ghara nAtI dhotI, yogI ke ghara celI, kalamA paDha paDha bhai re turakaDI, Apa hI Apa akelI, avadhU aisA gyAna vicAro. brAhmaNane ghera janma lIdho, pUcho, zuM dharma ? to nhAvuM, dhovuM e dharma ane kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM savAre koI aDI jAya to pharI nhAvA javuM paDe. zaradI thAya ke nyumoniyA thAya to bhale thAya, pharI nhAvA to javuM ja paDe, kema ? to kaheze ke koI aDI na jAya te dharma che. eka bhaiyAjI raMguna gayA, tyAM loTo laIne gayelA. loTAne bahu sAcave, sApha karI nAkhe, cokhkho kare ane pANI bhare. eka paNa DAgha loTA para paDavA na de. pachI raMgUnathI lakhanau AvyAM. kuTuMbIo maLyAM. pUchyuM ke zuM karyuM ? dArU pIdho, mAMsAhAra karyo, A badhuM karyuM paNa loTAne barAbara sApha rAkhyo. ApaNe paNa loTA rUpI zarIrane sApha rAkhIe chIe ane aMdara hRdaya je sApha rAkhavuM joIe, te rAkhatAM nathI. tame bALakone tamArA matamAM ane tamArA DhAMcAmAM DhALo cho. tamane thaze ke amAre kaMI kahevuM ja nahi emane ? saMskAra na ApavA ? ghaDatara na karavuM ? evo prazna thaze. to mAre ema ja kahevuM che ke satyanI bhUmikA upara je che te bALaka pAse mUko. je vAstavika nathI te na mUko. ApaNane sauthI vadhAre jo rAga hoya to matano che. Ama to tabakkA paDe che. sauthI vadhu rAga dhana upara, dhana karatAM pragADha rAga strI upara hoya ane strIne puruSa pratye hoya, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 311 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA ane trIjo deha pratye rAga. tame dhana choDazo, strI choDazo, kadAca kaMI ImarajansI UbhI thaze to deha paNa choDazo, paNa matano rAga nahIM choDo. tame dasa lAkha rUpiyA khIssAmAM laI jaI rahyA cho. koI AtaMkavAdI bukAnI paherI maLe ane paisA mAge to tame nA nahi pADo, tame bhayathI turata ja ApI dezo. A tame dAna ApyuM? nA, dAna nahi paNa zarIra para prema hato eTale dhana ApI dIdhuM. tamane strI upara paNa rAga che, paraMtu te strIne anyanA upara prema che tema khabara paDe to pachI e strI game? eno rAga paNa chUTI jAya. paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke A traNe uparano rAga, jIve ghaNIvAra choDyo che paNa matano rAga choDI zakato nathI, Ane kahevAya che matAgraha, matano rAga, satyane bAju para mUkI dIdhuM. are ! A dharatI upara avatArI puruSo AvyAM, anaMta tIrthakaro AvyA, anaMta covIsI thaI ane te vakhate ApaNe badhA hAjara hatAM, tIrthakaro pAse paNa ApaNe gayA chIe paNa jyAM jyAM ApaNe gayA chIe, tyAM tyAM mata ane Agraha laIne gayA chIe ne kahIe chIe ke ame to A pramANe mAnIe chIe pachI kAma kaI rIte thAya? satyanI paDI nathI paNa matanI paDI che. jene matanI paDI che te matArthI, ane jene satyanI paDI che te AtmArthI. AtmArthIne pacAsa varSathI potAno mata hoya paNa je kSaNe tene khabara paDe ke mAro mata khoTo che, e kSaNe e matano tyAga karI de che. zAstramAM eka varNana Ave che ke koI moTA muni hoya, aneka ziSyonAM guru hoya, moTA Agamadhara hoya, sArA pravacanakAra ane vakatA hoya AkhI sabhA DolatI hoya ane loko kahe vAha! abhuta pravacana che, ane te vakhate emanAthI sUtra viruddha ke zAstra viruddha kaMI prarUpaNA thaI gaI hoya, ane pachI potAnA gurudeva pAse Ave ane gurudevane samAcAra maLI gayA hoya ke khoTI prarUpaNA thaI gaI che. gurudeva tene pUche ke A pramANe prarUpaNA karI hatI? hA, gurudeva! mArI bhUla thaI gaI che paraMtu have zuM thAya? gurudeva kahe ke tyAM pAchA jAva ane kaho ke meM sanI prarUpaNA karI nathI, mArI bhUla thaI gaI che, ema kahetAM Avo. to e kaheze ke "tame je zikSA Apazo te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. tame kahezo to ThaMDImAM TharIza, tApamAM tapavA taiyAra chuM, mA khamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa karavA taiyAra chuM, mArA rAI rAI jevaDAM TukaDAM thAya to paNa huM khoTo chuM tema kahevA taiyAra nathI.' kono Agraha Avyo? A vAta mArA, tamArA ane saunA mATe che. ApaNe badhA mata laIne beThA chIe. tame bolatAM nathI paNa rajUAta karo eTale khabara paDe ke tamAruM jora kyAM che? tamAruM valaNa kyAM che? paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke nirAgrahI bano, koI jAtano Agraha nahi. mAne nijamata', badhAM karatAM tene potAnuM mahattva vadhAre game che. eka vakhata ahIM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 312 pravacana kramAMka - 27, gAthA kramAMka - 27 pravacanamAM kahyuM ke priyadarzanA bhagavAna mahAvIranI ekanI eka dIkarI. jamAlI sAthe tenA lagna thayA. upadeza sAMbhaLI jamAlI muni banyA ane priyadarzanA sAdhvI banI. jamAlInA 500 ziSya thayAM ane priyadarzanAne hajAra ziSyA thaI. jamAlIne eka Agraha thayo. vAta sAdI hatI, bimAra hatA, tAva Avyo hato. temaNe ziSyane kahyuM ke saMthAro karo, ane ziSya saMthAro karI rahyA che. temaNe ziSyane pUchyuM, saMthAro thayo ? ziSye kahyuM ke thayo. have jamAlI tyAM gayA. saMthAro thato hato, eka kapaDuM pAtharavAnuM bAkI hatuM. jamAlIe kahyuM ke haju tame pUruM karyuM nathI to kema kahyuM ke thayuM ? ziSye kahyuM ke 'karavA mAMDyuM eTale karyuM kahevAya' jamAlI kahe 'jyAre pUruM thAya tyAre karyuM ema kahevAya. karavA zarU karyuM eTale karyuM tema na kahevAya.' A darzanamohe mAthuM kADhyuM. bhagavAna mahAvIranA mate vyavahAranayathI e vAta sAcI che. ane jamAlI kahe ke mArI vAta sAcI che. jamAlInA keTalAka ziSyo temanA pakSamAM, ane navAInI vAta to e che ke sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrIjI paNa temanA pakSamAM. 'patidevo bhava.' priyadarzanA kahe che ke jamAlI sAcAM che. jamAIrAja ane dIkarI bhagavAna sAme paDyA. bhagavAna vItarAga hatAM. jamAlI ane priyadarzanAne bhagavAna mahAvIra karatAM potAno mata vhAlo hato. matanA AgrahanAM kAraNe ApaNe ghaNuM khoyuM che, vAraMvAra khoyuM che. Ane kahevAya matano rAga. 'nijamatano Agraha ane vezano Agraha.' zarIra ane AtmA bannene levAdevA nahi. zarIra juduM ane AtmA judo, to zarIra paranuM kapaDuM AtmAthI juduM nahi ? che juduM, paNa AnA vagara mokSa nahi maLe ema mAne. buddhanI paraMparAmAM jAva to turata ja kaheze ke badhI vAta rahevA do, pILA kapaDAM vagara nahi cAle. buddhe kahyuM ke na kahyuM te khabara nathI, ane saMnyAsIne pUcho to kaheze bhagavA kapaDAM vagara nahi cAle. zvetAMbara kahaze ke dhoLA kapaDAM vagara nahi cAle. digaMbara kaheze, kapaDAM ja mAthAphoDa che, e upAdhine kADhI nAkho. A je aTavAyA te dhoLAM, pILAM, bhagavA vacce aTavAyA. A vezano Agraha, ane A Agraha, 'mukti nidAna' eTale A ja muktinuM kAraNa che, ema je mAne tene paramakRpALudeva matArthI kahe che. dhanyavAda ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. Ra For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA pravacana kramAMka 28 gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 dharmasaMbaMdhI bhUla tathA zuSkajJAnInuM varNana - lahyuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, grahyuM vrata abhimAna, grahe nahi paramArthane, levA laukika mAna. (28) TIkA :vRttinuM svarUpa zuM che ? te paNa te jANato nathI, ane 'huM vratadhArI chuM' evuM abhimAna dhAraNa karyuM che. kavicat paramArthanA upadezano yoga bane to paNa lokomAM potAnuM mAna ane pUjA satkArAdi jatAM raheze, athavA te mAnAdi pachI prApta nahIM thAya ema jANIne te paramArthane grahaNa kare nahIM. (28) 313 sau prathama ahIM be zabdo samajI levA che, eka che vrata ane bIjo zabda che vRtti. jaina zAstromAM gRhastha-zrAvakanA vrato, sthavIra kalpI, jinakalpI munionA vrato vagerenuM varNana Ave che, tene caraNakaraNAnuyoga kahe che. zrAvakakuLamAM janmyo eTalA mAtrathI zrAvaka ema nahIM paNa zrAvakanA 21 guNo joIe. (1) prANAtipAta (hiMsA) vimaraNa, (2) mRSAvAda (asatya) viramaNa, (3) adattAdAna (corI) viramaNa, (4) maithuna (abrahma) viramaNa, (5) parigraha (saMgraha) viramaNa Adi bAra vrato tathA zrAvakanI agiyAra pratimAo vagerenuM yathAzakti pAlana paNa karavAnuM hoya che. A badhuM vigatavAra sAMbhaLIne vrato grahaNa kare, huM vratI chuM tema mAne paNa aMdaramAM je vRttio UThe che te tarapha dhyAna jatuM na hoya to vrata vRttionA nirodha mATe che te dhyeya spaSTa na thavAthI, yathArtha pariNAma prApta thatuM nathI. vrata vRttione jItavA mATe che. hiMsA eka vRtti che, ene jItavA ahiMsAvratanI sAdhanA che. viSayabhoga eka vRtti che, tene jItavA viSayatyAganI, brahmacarya vratanI sAdhanA che. saMgraha karavAnI vRtti che mATe parigraha parimANa vratanI (aparigraha vratanI) sAdhanA che. 25 lAkha rUA.thI vadhAre na rAkhavA Ama parigraha parimANa vrata le. puNye jora karyuM ne bIjA daza lAkha rUA. vadhI gayA. guru mahArAjane pUche ke AnuM zuM karuM ? guru mahArAja kahe ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 314 pravacana kramAMka - 28, gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 sanmArge vAparI nAkha, paNa te pharI pUche ke guru mahArAja mArI gharavALInA nAme karuM to? Ane vrata lIdhuM paNa saMgraha vRtti na gaI. vratonuM pAlana kare che paNa vRttionuM nirAkaraNa thatuM nathI. saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kare, bIjA badhAne micchAmi dukkaDa de paNa jenI sAthe vairabhAva thayo che te najIkamAM beThelA pADozIne micchAmi dukkaDa na de. pApathI pAchA pharavAnI kriyA rUpa pratikramaNa karyuM paNa manamAMthI vairanI vRtti na gaI. dharmakriyAo ane vrato vRttionA nirAkaraNa mATe che, te vAta kriyAjaDa samajI zakato nathI. bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatA, aMtarbheda na kAMI, jJAnamArganiSedhatA, te kriyAjaDa AI. (4) A gAthAmAM TUMkamAM kriyAjaDanI pAyAnI vAta karI, paNa kriyAjaDa kevo hoya tenuM vigatavAra varNana bAhya tyAga paNa jJAna nahIM, te mAne guru satya." gAthA 24thI zarU karI 28mI gAthAmAM pUrNa karyuM. zAstromAM Thera Thera vrato viSe varNana che. moTA bhAge je upadeza apAya che te vrato mATe apAya che. ema paNa kahevAmAM Ave che ke AvA vratanuM pAlana karavAthI, AvA phaLanI prApti thaze, ane e phaLanI prApti sAMbhaLIne vrata karavAnuM mana thAya, bhAva thAya ane vratano prAraMbha paNa kare. vratanA prakAra paNa asaMkhya che. A dharatI upara jeTalAM saMpradAyo ane dharmo che te badhAe alaga alaga rIte potAnAM vrato nakkI karyA che. musalamAno ema kahe che ke pAMca vakhata namAjha paDhavAnI, emAM kAMI bAMdhachoDa cAle nahi. krizcano kahe che ke ravivAre prArthanA karavI, emAM kaMI cAle nahi. jaino kahe che ke sAmAyika ane pratikramaNa karavA joIe. A vratonuM pAlana karavuM e zAstrono Adeza che, paNa zAstroe eka bIjI mahattvanI vAta karI che. vrata pAlana tarapha dhyAna jAya che, paraMtu vrato pAlana karatI vakhate eka bIjI bAju paNa spaSTa karI che te tarapha dhyAna jatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI ApaNI vRttionuM nirAkaraNa na thAya, vRttiono kSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI vratonuM yathArtha pAlana karyuM tema na kahevAya. A vRtti zabda mahattvano che. AkhA jagatamAM mAnavo, devo, prANIo badhAM ja vRttine AdhIna che. vRtti zabda samajI laIe. AtmA ane karma e bannenA saMyogamAM AtmA anAdino che tema AtmAne karmano saMyoga paNa anAdino che. Aje ja karmo UbhA thayAM tevuM nathI, jyArathI AtmA che tyArathI karmo paNa che. AtmA ane karma e bannenA saMyogamAM AtmAmAMthI UThatA taraMgo enuM nAma vRtti. nadI paNa che ane nadImAM pANI paNa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 315 che. pavana Ave eTale mojuM UThe. pavana na hoya to moLuM na UThe, nadI na hoya to ane pANI na hoya to mojAM na UThe. mojuM UThe che to nadI paNa joIe, pANI paNa joIe ane pavanano sparza paNa joIe. aMdara je vRttio UThe che te UThavAmAM be paribaLo kAma kare che. eka paribaLa AtmA ane bIjuM paribaLa karmano saMyoga che. karmanA udayanA kAraNe aMdara kaMpana thAya che. sitArane AMgaLI aDe eTale madhura saMgIta pedA thAya che, e saMgIta sitA2mAM paNa nathI ane AMgaLImAM paNa nathI. paraMtu sitAra vagara saMgIta thaze nahi, sitAranA tAra upara jyAre vAdakanI AMgaLI jAya che tyAre emAMthI taraMga pedA thAya che, tene ApaNe saMgIta kahIe chIe. AtmA ane karma e benA saMbaMdhamAM karmano udaya thavAthI aMdara je kaMpana thAya che tene ApaNe vRtti kahIe chIe. mAyA rAga e eka vRtti che. rAga eTale mamatva, mArApaNuM, mUrchA. dveSa paNa vRtti che, tiraskAra, dhikkAra, napharata, aNagamo, bIjA pratye durbhAva, e duHkhI thAya, tenuM ahita thAya tevo vicAra. badalo levo te paNa vRtti che. ahaMkAra ane krodha paNa vRtti che, ane lobha paNa vRtti che. karmanA udayanA kAraNe aMdara vRtti jyAre UThe che tyAre te vRttinA saMskAra paDe che. ApaNe jyAre krodhamAM hoIe tyAre pA kalAka, ardho kalAka ke ethI vadhAre satata krodha karI zakatAM nathI. prayatna karI jojo. krodha Avaze paNa te miniTa, be miniTa ke pAMca miniTa cAlaze. krodha zAMta paNa thaze. tame zAMta na thAva to bIjAo tamane zAMta karavAM Avaze. are ! jaMpo ne, zAMta paDo, zA mATe laDo cho ? paraMtu eka vAta e ke je krodha karyo te krodhanAM saMskAra paDe che tethI jyAre jyAre tene anukULa nimitta Avaze te te vakhate ApaNe jAgRta na hoIe to krodhanI vRtti UThe. matalaba ke krodha karavA ApaNe niSNAta banI jaIe chIe. nAnA bALakone bolatAM nathI AvaDatuM paNa ApaNane tenA hAvabhAva parathI khabara paDe che ke te risAyo che ke ciDAyo che. bAbo bolI zakato nathI paNa tene krodha karavAnI khabara paDe che, kAraNa ke krodhanI vRtti anaMtakALathI teNe poSI che. AvI vRttio anaMtakALathI ApaNe poSatAM, poSatAM AvyA chIe. jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM ApaNe zuM karyuM ? vRttione poSavAnuM kAma karyuM. A vRtti zabda mATe zAstramAM saMjJA zabda che. saMjJA eTale cinha, oLakhANa. vRttine oLakhavAnuM lakSaNa ene kahevAya che saMjJA. zAstramAM ema kahyuM ke AhAra saMjJA eTale khAvAnI prabaLa vRtti. prabaLa vRtti eTale vizeSa prakArano svAda poSavAnI vRtti. atyAre to lIsTa banAvavAmAM Ave che ane te lIsTa keTaluM lAMbu che te For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 316 pravacana kramAMka - 28, gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 mahattvanuM che. tamane DAyAbITIjha che ane tame khAI zakatA nathI to zuM zuM khAI zakAya che tenuM lIsTa hoya che ane temAM hariphAI thAya. AhAranI prabaLa vRtti te AhAra saMjJA, bhayanI vRtti te bhaya saMjJA, parigraha saMgraha) karavAnI vRtti te parigraha saMjJA, kAmavAsanAnI vRtti te maithuna saMjJA, abhimAna karavAnI vRtti te abhimAna saMjJA, chetarapIMDI karavAnI vRtti te mAyA saMjJA, atyaMta saMgraha karavAnI vRtti te lobha saMjJA, vagara vicAre pravRtti karavAnI vRtti te odha saMjJA, ane loko rAjI kema rahe, te rAjI rAkhavAnI vRtti eTale loka saMjJA. krodha karavAnI vRtti te krodha saMjJA. A daza saMjJAo che. A saMjJAo ApaNe nahi jItIe ane tenA upara niyamana nahi Ave tyAM sudhI AtmAno AsvAda ApaNe mANI zakIzuM nahi, athavA AtmAno anubhava thaI zakaze nahi. pataMjalIe yogazAstra jyAre lakhyuM, tyAre paheluM sUtra lakhyuM 'matha yogAnuzAsanaHI' have ame yoga viSenI carcAno prAraMbha karIe chIe. koIe pUchyuM ke ATalA badhA zAstro ane graMtho che temAM navo umero zA mATe? zA mATe yoganI vAta karavI che? pataMjalIe kahyuM ke yoga cittavRtti nirodha karavA mATe che, tethI cittamAM UThatI vRttiono nirodha karavA mATe ame vAta karavAnA chIe. nirodha karavo eTale rokavuM, abhAva karavo, punarAvRtti na karavI, khAlI karavuM, tenuM kharI paDavuM. yoganI prakriyA, citta vRttionA nirodha karavA mATe che. eka bAju zarIra che, eka bAju AtmA che ane e be vacce kaDI banatuM tattva che te mana. mana pula che, mana saMdeza vAhaka che. zarIranA saMdezA AtmAne pahoMcADavA ane AtmAnA saMdezA zarIra pAse pahoMcADavAnuM kAma mana kare che. mana banne pakSe kAma kare che. zarIramAM je thAya che, te AtmA pAse pahoMcADe che. zarIra para macchara beTho to mana samAcAra Ape che ke A jagyAe macchara beTho che. hAthane orDara maLe che. tyAM ImarajansI che, pahoMcI jAva ane hAtha macchara uDADe che. AtmAmAM je kaMI thAya tenI manamAM asara thAya che. ekazana to pachI levAya. aMdara krodhanI vRtti UThe e paheluM kAma ane vRttio UbhI thAya pachI hoTha dabAya, dAMta pisAya, muThThIo vaLAya, AMkha lAlaghUma thaI jAya, hoTha phaphaDavA lAge ane pachI ghaNuM sAhitya vAMcyuM hoya, kAlidAsa, bhavabhUti ke sureza dalAlane vAMcyA hoya, paNa badhA zabdo tyAre bhUlI jAya ane jUnAM zabdo yAda Ave. ApaNe tene kahIe ke tuM to sAkSara che, sAhityakAra cho. to te kaheze ke sAheba ! krodha Avyo eTale kazuM yAda na rahe. (jUnA saMskAro UbhAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 317 thAya) AvA 24 kalAka khela aMdara cAle che. ApaNe 24 kalAka vRttiomAM jIvIe chIe. pataMjalIe ema kahyuM ke cittavRttiono virodha karavA mATe ame yoganI vAta karIe chIe. tame koIpaNa sAdhana karatAM ho, yoga karatAM ho, pUjA, bhakti, svAdhyAya ke prANAyAma karatAM ho paraMtu eTaluM samajI lejo ke A badhuM vRttiono virodha karavA mATe che. majhAnI vAta to e che ke ApaNane A khabara nathI ke zuM kAma karIe chIe? ane karyo jaIe chIe? pariNAma e Ave che ke vRttio akabaMdha rahe che. vRttio badalAtI nathI ke ghaTatI nathI, chUTatI nathI. daza varSanI uMmare koIe maMdira javAnI zarUAta karI hoya ane 80 varSa sudhI maMdire javA chatAM tenAmAM koI parivartana na thayuM hoya, eno e krodha, eno e ahaMkAra, enI e cheratapIMDI, enI e mAyA, eno e lobha ane enI e IrSA. bhAI ! tuM sIttera varSathI maMdire jAya che paNa teM zuM karyuM? aneka juga vItyAMre, ene paMthe cAlatAM, hajue na Avyo, mAragaDAno aMta. A paMthe anaMtakALa cAlyAM, paNa haju aMta Avyo nathI. haribhadrasUrijI mahArAje yoganA pAMca prakAra varNavyAM che, adhyAtmayoga, bhAvanAyoga, dhyAnayoga, samatAyoga ane vRttisaMkSaya yoga.yoganAM pAMca prakAra pADIne kahyuM ke pahelAMnA cAra yoga pAMcamA yoga mATe che. pAMcamo yoga kayo? vRtti saMkSaya yoga. vRttiono saMkSaya eTale vRttiono sarvathA kSaya. vRtti jene che te saMsArI. vRtti rahita thayo te vItarAga. vitarAga tene kahevAya jenAmAM vRtti UThatI nathI. ApaNe vyavahAramAM nivRtti zabda bolIe chIe. sarakAre nakkI karyuM che ke 58 varSa thAya eTale tame nokarImAMthI nivRtta. e nivRtti nathI paNa UlaTAnI upAdhi che. ghaNAM lokone phaphaDATa thAya che, have A nivRtta thaze to Akho divasa gharamAM raheze ane paMcAta karaze. nivRtti eTale aMdaramAMthI tamAma vRttio kharI paDe. jyAM vRtti ja nathI ane AtmA ja che e vItarAga che. ApaNI pAse AtmA che ane saMsAra paNa che, to karavAnuM zuM? jema kerImAMthI rasa ane chotarA goTalAM judA pADIe tema vRttione judI pADavAnI che, vRttino virodha karavAno che. zenA dvArA nirodha thAya? yoga dvArA thAya. yoga vRtti nirodha karavAnI prakriyA che. maharSi pataMjalIe ema kahyuM ke tA : svarupe avasthAnama' A majhAnuM sUtra che. tadA eTale tyAre, jyAre vRttiono nirodha thAya che tyAre draSTA potAnA svarUpamAM sthira For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 318 pravacana kramAMka - 28, gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 thAya che. draSTA eTale jonAro AtmA, tyAre potAnAM svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che. zuM karavuM che ApaNe? TharavuM che, caitanyamAM TharavuM che. mATe AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM ke, nija gharameM hai prabhutA terI, parasaMga nIca kahAvo, pratyakSa rIte lakhI tuma aisI, gahIe Apa svabhAvo. cetana zuddhAtamaku dhyAo. A padamAM zuddha AtmAnuM dhyAna karavAnuM kahyuM che. kRpALudeve paNa kahyuM ke "vRtti vahe nija bhAvamAM, paramArthe samakti." vRtti je bahAra jAya che te potAnA svabhAvamAM pAchI phare te samakti che. koI bAI risAIne ghara bahAra jatI rahe tyAre pAMca dasa mANaso tene samajAve che ke AvuM te cAle? ApaNe jIvavuM che, saMsAra calAvavo che, cAlo have pAchA vaLo. ema samajAvIne bAIne pAchI lAve, tema saMto kahe che ke A vRtti bahAra gaI che, mAyAmAM gaI che, vAsanAo ke vikAramAM gaI che, krodha ane mAnamAM gaI che, te vRttione samajAvIne ghera laI javAnI che. tame pUcho ke sAdhanA zuM karavAnI? sAdhanA e karavAnI ke bahAra jatI vRttione samajAvI, pAchI vALIne, potAnA gharamAM TheravavAnI. tamArA gharanI tamane khabara hovI joIe. AtmA e potAnuM ghara, eTale AtmAmAM vRtti TheravavAnI. vRtti rahita avasthA e ApaNuM lakSa, e ApaNuM dhyeya. bhakti ane svAdhyAya karIne zuM karavAnuM che? vRttione dUra karavAnI che. jyAM vRttio che tyAM saMsAra che, ane jyAM vRttio nathI tyAM mokSa che, tyAM AnaMda che. ApaNane mokSa joIto hoya to A kramathI yAtrA karavI paDaze. e vRttione oLakhavAnI, pArakhavAnI, jANavAnI, samajavAnI ane kyAre UThe che? zuM karavAthI UThe che? teno abhyAsa karavo. bahAramAM game tevuM jIvana jIvatAM hoIe, loko ApaNane dhArmika kahetAM hoya, paraMtu ApaNane barAbara ApaNI khabara che ke ApaNI aMdara zuM che? bahArathI to premathI vAto karIe chIe paNa aMdara bIjA pratye dveSa hoya. A banne khela karatAM ApaNane AvaDe che. bahAra prema batAvavo ane aMdara dveSa rAkhavAmAM ApaNe niSNAta chIe. aMdara ane bahAranAM jIvanamAM tAlamela tene kahevAya che saMvAditatA. aMdaramAM krodha hoya ane bahArathI madhura bhASAmAM vAta karIe te visaMvAditatA che, e mAyA che, chala che, e prapaMca che. - paramakRpALudevane ahIM eka vAta karavI che ke vratonuM pAlana karavAnuM che, sAdhanA karavAnI che, paNa jyAre tame sAdhanA karo tyAre vicAra karajo ke A vrato phakta vrata karavA mATe nathI, A vrato jAherAta ke dekhAva karavA mATe nathI. vrato jyAre karIe chIe tyAre For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 319 sanmAna thAya, moTA varaghoDA nIkaLe, abhinaMdana apAya, mAna apAya te ThIka, paNa aMtaramAM ema thAya ke "hamane kucha kiyA hai.' vrata to karyuM paNa sAthe ahaMkArane poSavAnI taka paNa maLI. zAstronuM kahevuM che ke je vrato karIe chIe te vRttiono nirodha karavA mATe karIe chIe. zAstroe nakkI karI ApyuM ke AhAra saMjJA baLavAna che, khAvuM khAvuM ane khAvuM ane judA judA svAda levAnI vRtti jo thatI hoya to zuM upAya? to tapa tenuM sAdhana che. tapa AhAra saMjJA jItavA mATe che. ATha divasa tapa karyuM hoya ane navame divase phAIvasTAra hoTalamAM hoya to kyAMka garabaDa thaI che. ATha divasanAM upavAsa ane navame divase phAIvasTAra hoTalamAM ! meLa nathI paDato. eNe tapa ane vrata jarUra karyuM che paNa vRttione jItI nathI. sanmAna ane mahattva maLyuM che. dharmasAdhanA jarUra karI che, paNa vRtti aMdara akabaMdha rahI. vRtti aMdara DhIlI paDe, to vRtti naSTa karI zakAya. AhAra saMjJAnI vRtti naSTa karavA mATe tapa sAdhanA che. bhaya ApaNane pIDe che. ApaNe tenI vacce jIvIe chIe. keTalAMka bhaya vAstavika che to keTalAMka bhayo kAlpanika che. bhayanuM ApaNane kaMpana thAya che. bhayathI mUMjhavaNa thAya che ane bhayanAM kAraNe ApaNe vyAkuLa rahIe chIe. Tenzana zabda bhaya pachI Ave. jeTalo bhaya vadhAre teTaluM Tenzana vadhAre. A Tenzana koI cIja ke vastu nathI. te eksa-re kArDayogrAmamAM Avato nathI. tharmomITaramAM AvatI nathI ane koIne dekhAto paNa nathI. e binajarUrI che paNa thAya che. te bhayanA kAraNe thAya che. bhayane jItavA jJAnI puruSo bhAvanAnI sAdhanA karavAnuM kahe che. zAstramAM bAra vairAgyanI ane cAra kalyANanI ema kula soLa bhAvanAo che. bAra vairAgyanI bhAvanA (1) anitya (2) azaraNa (3) saMsAra (4) ekatva (5) anyatva (6) azuci (7) Azrava (8) saMvara (9) nirjarA (10) lokasvarUpa bhAvanA (11) bodhi durlabha (12) dharma durlabha (dharma upadezaka ahaMdAdi durlabha) cAra kalyANanI bhAvanA (1) maitrI (2) pramoda (3) karuNA (4) madhyasthatA. A soLa bhAvanAonuM bhAvana eTalA mATe karavuM ke tenAthI bhayanI vRtti jItAya. bhAvanAonuM bhAvana karavA chatAM jo vRttio na jItAya to samajI lejo ke tame saphaLa thayA nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 32) pravacana kramAMka - 28, gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 aMdara kAmavAsanAnI vRtti UThe che, to zIla, sadAcAra, saMyama tathA brahmacarya vratathI kAmavAsanA jItAya. brahmacarya e mAtra vrata nathI paNa aMdara je kAmavAsanAnI vRtti UThe che, pIDA Ape che, mUMjhavaNa Ape che, jenA kAraNe jIvanamAM asaMtoSa Ubho thAya che, e vRttine jItavA mATenI sAdhanA che, A vRttine jItavA zIla ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karavAnI che. A vratanuM pAlana thatuM hoya ane kAmavAsanAnI vRtti jItAtI na hoya to, laghuM vrata abhimAna', paNa vRttinuM svarUpa teNe jANyuM nahi. parigraha saMjJA e saMgraha karavAnI vRtti che. tamane koI pUche ke tamane keTaluM maLe to saMtoSa thAya. mane ema lAge che ke tame bIjA mATe bAkI nahi rAkho. badhuM mane ekalAne ja joIe che. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahetAM hatAM ke manuSyanI IcchAo anaMta che. jema jema vadhAre maLe che tema tema IcchAo paNa vadhe che. A lobhanI vRtti jItavA dAna devuM jarUrI che. tapa, bhAvanA, zIla ane dAna A cAre dharmo te cAra saMjJAo AhAra, bhaya, maithuna ane parigraha saMjJAne jItavA mATe che. hiMsAvRtti, corInI vRtti, parigrahanI vRtti, asatyanI vRtti Ama asaMkhya vRttio che. jIvadayAnuM pAlana karIe chIe, pANI gALIne pIe chIe, rAtribhojana karatAM nathI, AnaMdanI vAta che. koI jIvane dubhavatA nathI te paNa AnaMdanI vAta, paNa aMdaramAM bIjAnuM bUra karavAnI bhAvanA UThatI hoya to vrata thayuM paNa vRtti gaI nathI. jIvanamAM vrato thAya che paNa vRttio jatI nathI. "laghuM svarUpa na vRttinuM paheluM sUtra je vrata kare che te vRttionuM svarUpa samajyo nathI. azubha vRttio ane zubha vRttio ema be bhAgamAM badhI vRttiono samAveza thAya che. rAga ane dveSa A bemAM paNa badhI vRttio samAI jAya che. tamAma dharmazAstro ema kahe che ke rAga dveSathI mukta bano. rAgadveSathI mukta bano tema keTalI vAra vAMcyuM ane sAMbhaLyuM paraMtu eka Tako paNa rAga teSa gayA nahi. rAga dveSathI mukta thavuM te dharma che. kezIkumAra ane gautama svAmIjI banne maLyAM che. kezIkumAra bhagavAna pArzvanAthanAM gaNadhara ane gautama svAmI mahAvIra prabhunAM gaNadhara che. A banne mahApuruSo eka nagaramAM bahu saraLatAthI maLyAM che. moTe bhAge A ghaTanA ghaTavI ghaNI muzkela che, paNa jJAnIomAM ghaTe. jJAnIo maLe paNa je jJAnI nathI ane vidvAna che tene maLavuM ghaNuM muzkela che, kezIkumAra kahe che ke huM jouM chuM ke tame mukta vihAra karo cho, tamane baMdhana nathI, tame AnaMdamaya cho. vasaMtaRtu khIle tema tamArI cetanA khIlelI che. zaradapUnama ane kamaLanuM phUla jema khIle tema tame khIlyAM cho. ghasamasatI nadI vahe tema tame vahI rahyA cho. tamArA mukha para koI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 32 1 bhaya, vyagratA, vyAkuLatA nathI. baMdhana lAgatuM nathI. zuM evuM karyuM ke jenAthI tame AnaMdathI viharI zako cho? te vakhate gautama svAmI kahe che, _ rAgaddosAdao tivvA nehapAsA bhyNkraa| te chiMdittu jahAnAyaM viharAmi jahakkammaM // he munirAja, rAganA, dveSanA, gamAnA, aNagamAnA, sneha Asakti tathA dhRNAnA, ahaM ane mamatvanA majabUta baMdhanone jJAnarUpI astra dvArA ame kApI nAkhyAM che, ame svataMtra banyA chIe ane AnaMdathI viharI rahyA chIe. jeNe vRtti jItI teo svataMtra thayA che. jeNe vRtti jItI te jJAnI paNa che ane vItarAga paNa che. vAto game teTalI kare, pravacano game teTalAM Ape, zAstro game teTalAM vAMce paNa jJAnI pUche che vRttione jItI? vRttiono kSaya ane nirAkaraNa thayuM? nirodha thayo? ane javAba nA hoya to phakta bhAra veMDhAryo, jIvanamAM je karavAnuM hatuM te karI na zakyA. to "laghuM svarUpa na vRttinuM', vRttinuM svarUpa jANavuM paDaze. aMdara jojo ke vRtti kevI rIte kAma kare che? ApaNe ema kahIe chIe ke nA, nA, mArA vakhANa na karazo. paNa vakhANa thatAM hoya to sAMbhaLavAM game che. ame to tamArA caraNanI dhULa chIe, pAmara chIe, paraMtu vakhANa game che te aMdaranI miThAza che, te vRtti che. game che, te gamavApaNuM vRttinI AdhInatA ane sAmrAjya che. bahAra judI avasthA ane aMdara judI avasthA, e banne vacce viSama avasthA thAya to jIvanano AnaMda nahi Ave, mATe vRttine jANI levI. vRttinA svarUpane je jANato nathI, teno khyAla nathI, vRttione joI nathI ane huM vratadhArI chuM, evuM abhimAna kare che. mAre cAra mahinAnA upavAsa karavA che, bahu AnaMdanI vAta che, paNa pAchuM te ema kahe ke "ame ja karI zakIe, emAM tamAruM gaju nahi." tame karo, temAM nA nahi, tyAM sudhI barAbara, paNa ame vratadhArI, ame saMnyAsI, ame virakta chIe, ame jaMgalamAM rahIe chIe. kapaDAM paNa paheratAM nathI. nagna digaMbara avasthA che paNa aMdara vRtti paDI che tenuM zuM? e vRttiono nirodha kema karavo te jANatA nathI ane kadAca jJAnI puruSano yoga bane, paramArtha upadezano yoga bane to paNa potAnAM abhimAnanAM kAraNe te paramArthane grahaNa karato nathI. traNa vAto thaI, paramArthanuM svarUpa jANyuM nathI te 1. jANyA vagara vrato grahaNa karyA che ane pAchuM tenuM abhimAna karyuM che te 2, ane laukikamAna levA paramArthane grahaNa kare nahi te 3. paramakRpALudeva mAna zabdane bahu yAda kare che. mAna, mAna. teno sIdho artha, tame For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 32 2 pravacana kramAMka - 28, gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 amane mAno. bIjAo pUje, mahattva Ape, svIkAre, mUlya Ape, vakhANa kare te ApaNane bahu game. kahe ke tamArA jevo sAdhaka ame joyo nathI, to UMco thaIne kudavA lAge. tene harSa ane ullAsa thAya. kema? "to levA laukika mAna." jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke vrata karo paNa vRttione to samajo. to A zikhAmaNa nahi game, paNa ema jo kahe ke dhanyavAda ! tame vrata grahaNa karyuM che, svIkAryuM che, sanmAna Ape, Adara Ape, te gamaze, paNa jo ema pUche ke vrata to grahaNa karyuM paNa vRttio moLI paDI? to te na game. vRttionI khabara ja nathI, to ghA kyAM mAre? vrata, tapa, japa, sAdhanA kare che paNa vRtti rokAtI nathI. kAraNa ke AtmArthe karavAno lakSa nathI. A badhuM ja kare che. te samagra sAdhanA pachI vrata, tapa, japa ke saMyamanI hoya, dhyAnanI hoya ke yoganI hoya paNa A samagra AtmArthe karavAnI che. AtmAnA lakSe karavAnI che. dharmiSTha kahevarAvA mATe karavAnI nathI, loko jANe ane potAnuM mAna poSAya te arthe karavAnI nathI. vRttinuM svarUpa jANI, vratanI sAdhanA kare tene kahevAya che sAdhaka. vRttinuM svarUpa jANato nathI ane kahe che ke ame vratadhArI chIe, tene kahevAya che matArthI. ahIM kRpALudeve kriyAjaDanuM varNana pUruM karyuM. have A 29mI gAthAthI zuSkajJAnInA varNanano prAraMbha thAya che. athavA nizcayanaya grahe, mAtra zabdanI mAMya, loe savyavahArane, sAdhana rahita thAya. (29). TIkA athavA samayasAra ke yogavAsiSTha jevA graMtho vAMcI te mAtra nizcayanayane grahaNa kare, kevI rIte grahaNa kare? mAtra kahevArUpe grahaNa kare; aMtaraMgamAM tathArUpa guNanI kazI sparzanA nahIM, ane saguru, satuzAstra tathA vairAgya, vivekAdi sAcA vyavahArane lope, tema ja potAne jJAnI mAnI sAdhana rahita varte. (29) zAstromAM je pratipAdana thayuM che, te A jIva mAtra vAMcI jAya che. paraMtu teno mULabhUta Azaya samajato nathI. eka vakhata evuM thayuM ke eka bhAIyogavaziSTha vAMcatA hatAM. jagata thayuM nathI, jagata che ja nahi, banyuM ja nathI, vigere. te vakhate teNe ugharANI levA munimane mokalyo hato, te ugharANI na patavAthI pAcho Avyo. zeThe kahyuM, "tuM ugharANI lIdhA vagara jIvato pAcho kema Avyo?' munIme kahyuM, "zeThajI ! jagata che ja nahi to ugharANI kyAMthI hoya?' jagata che ja nahi AvuM je zeTha bole che te zuSkajJAna che. jJAna AMtarika avasthA che. aMdaramAM thatI ghaTanA che. samayasAra yogavAsiSTha vagere graMtho vAMcIne nizcayane grahaNa kare. paraMtu kevI rIte? to spaSTatA karI ke mAtra zabdomAM, vANImAM, paraMtu vartanathI nahi. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 323 zabdomAM bole che ke AtmA ajara, amara, avinAzI che, janamato nathI, marato nathI. paraMtu rastAmAM sAme kUtaruM dekhAya to bhAge. kema bhAgyo? to kaheze ke karaDI jAya to? paNa alyA! tuM kahe che ke AtmA ajara che, amara che, janmato nathI, marato nathI, ane pAcho Dare che? to kahe ke e to bolAya. koInuM maraNa thayuM hoya ane besaNAmAM jAya to kevI DAhI DAhI vAto kare ke bhAI ! jagatamAM koNa kAyama rahyuM che? zarIra mare che, paraMtu AtmA to avinAzI che, sAMbhaLanArane ema lAge ke A to ghaNo jJAnI lAge che. paraMtu tene ghera kaMI thAya to khabara paDe. loko tene chAno rAkhe to kaheze "mane khabara che." "tuM bIjAne bodha Apato hato, paraMtu tAre ghera thayuM tyAre samajaNa kyAM gaI? tAro nizcayanaya kyAM gayo ?' zAstro kahe che ke A samajaNa mAtra zabdanI mAMya.' saMta jJAnezvarajIe eka ThekANe kahyuM che, "bolAyacI bhAta ane bolAyAcI kaDhI, koNa tRpta jhAlA." ahIM ema kahevuM che ke mahemAna ghera AvyA, tame jamavA thALI ApI, pachI ema kaho ke lo lADu, lo mohanathALa, lo dALa, lo bhAta. paraMtu bhANAmAM pIraso nahi to khAya zuM? AvuM jamIne koNa tRpta thayuM? Ama mAtra nizcayanayathI vAto karIne koNa potAmAM Tharyo ? ane koNa svarUpamAM gayo? koNa sthira thayo? koNa nirvikalpa ane jJAtA draSTA thayo? koNa sAkSI thayo? ane kono ahaMkAra ane konA vikAro gayA? "kucha nahi huA." jagata AkhuM zabdomAM rame che. nizcayanaya sAva sAco che, paraMtu pAramArthika rIte tene svIkArI, jIvanamAM utAravo paDe, jIvanamAM pragaTa karavo paDe. bhagavAna buddha bhikSukane kahetAM ke pahelAM tame mazAnamAM jaIne cha mahinA dhyAna karo. pahelAM divase jAva pachI rAtre paNa jAva. tamane koI kahe ke AtmA ajara che, amara che, smazAnamAM jaI dhyAna karo, to zuM javAba Apo? paramakRpALudeve gAyuM ke, ekAkI vicarato vaLI zmazAnamAM, vaLI pavartamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo. AvI avasthA AvI hoya, sAkSAtkAra thayo hoya to tattva aMdaramAM pragaTa thayuM kahevAya. zAstromAM nizcayanaya-vyavahAranaya vagere nayothI varNana Ave che, bhAI ! AtmA ajara amara avinAzI che. karma rahita che, rAga dveSa rahita che, kaSAya ane bhAvakarmothI rahita che, kharI vAta, paraMtu e varNana che ane evI avasthA jIvanamAM anubhavavI te judI vAta che. zabdo judI vastu che. mAtra zabdathI anubhava na thAya, zAbdika pratIti thAya. anubhava tene kahevAya ke jyAre teno nizcaya kare, tene aMdara utAre. aMtaraMgamAM tathArUpa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 324 guNanI sparzanA hoya. 'athavA nizcayanaya grahe mAtra zabdanI mAMya' aMbAlAlabhAInuM vAkya che ke 'samayasAra jevA graMtho vAMcIne nizcayanayane kahevArUpe grahaNa kare paNa aMtaramAM tathArUpa guNanI kazI sparzanA nathI', Taca nathI, anubhava nathI, evI avasthA AvI nathI. sAkSIbhAvanI vAta kare paNa sAkSIbhAva nathI. jJAtA draSTA bhAvanI vAta kare paNa jJAtA draSTA thayo nathI. vastu mithyA che, nAzavaMta che e vAta kare, vAta karIne Ubho thAya ane slIpara khovAI jAya to majhA juo ! mArA slIpara kyAM gayA ? hamaNAM to kaheto hato ne ke A badhu nAzavaMta che ane mUkIne javAnuM che ? A to slIpara gayA che, paraMtu tuM to cho ne ? paraMtu tene aMdaramAM kaleza thAya che, kAraNa ke ene mAtra zabdo bhegAM karyA che, anubhava nathI, tevI aMtaraMga dazA prApta thaI nathI. zabda jJAna ane dazA e beno tAlamela joIe. premanI vAta karatAM hoya to aMdara premanI avasthA ane bahAramAM premanI abhivyakti, e baMneno tAlamela joIe. vAta ghaNI UMcI paNa tAlamela nahi, tene kahevAya che visaMvAditA. vAta kare nizcayanI, mAtra zabdomAM paNa aMtaraMgamAM tathAprakAranI avasthA nathI. pravacana kramAMka - 28, gAthA kramAMka - 28, 29 trIjI vAta sAthe sAthe...e zAstro vAMcyA pachI moTuM jokhama kheDe che. samayasAra Adi zAstro vAMcyA pachI zabdomAM nizcayanayanuM varNana kare che. jyAre varNana karato hoya tyAre moDhuM eTaluM badhuM gaMbhIra hoya, AMkho gaMbhIra hoya, hAtha paga sthira hoya-ema lAge ke A aMdara gayo ke zuM ? paNa e aMdara gayo nathI. A to kharuM, paNa te sarvyavahArano lopa kare che. sadguru, sattzAstra, vairAgya, svAdhyAya, bhakti, maMtrajApa, paramAtmAnI pUjA, sAdhu saMtonI sevA, tIrthonI yAtrA A savyavahAra che teno niSedha kare che. nizcayanayanI avasthA prApta thayA pahelAM, evI avasthA AvyAM pahelAM, jo vyavahAra choDe to nizcayanaya prApta thato nathI. ane vyavahAra paNa rahyo nathI. te avasthA prApta thatAM vyavahAra chUTI jaze, ene choDavAnI jarUra nathI. A to baMne khoyuM. 'na Idhara ke, na udhara ke !' ane AvuM khovAnuM kAma A nizcayanayanI vAta karanArAM karatAM hoya che. A zuSka vAto ja che. chellI vAta, potAnA jJAnanA kAraNe potAne jJAnI mAnyA pachI ema kahe ke have amAre sAdhanA karavAnI koI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ? ame jJAnI. amAre kaMI rAtri bhojanano tyAga karavo paDe ke kaMI viveka rAkhavo paDe nahi. koNa khAya che ? ame to jJAnI chIe ! koNa khAya che zuM? tuM khAya che. bhojanamAM mATIno loMdo hoya ane bIjI bAju buMdIno lADu hoya to tuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 325 zuM khAIza? mATI ane buMdI tAre to baMne sarakhAM, baMne pudgala che, baMne judA nathI, chatAM tuM mATI nahi khAya paNa buMdI ja khAIza. A jJAnI nathI, A daMbha che, A mithyAcAra che. potAnI jAtane jJAnI manAvavAnI Teva che. nizcayanaya zabdomAM grahaNa karyo ane savyavahArano lopa karyo. pote sAdhana rahita thayo. A nizcayanayanI avasthA prApta thaI nathI, tene kAraNe teNe badhuM ja khoyuM. AvI avasthAmAM je jIve che tene kahevAya che zuSkajJAnI. zAstro vAMcajo, nA nathI. Atmasiddhi kaMThastha karajo, nA nathI. deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta', gAjo tenI nA nathI. AtmA asaMga che, saMga rahita che tema bolajo, tenI nA nathI, paNa sAthe anubhava paNa karajo. ekalA bolavAthI kAma nahi thAya, ane anubhava nahi thAya to, boleluM mAtra vANImAM raheze. mAtra vANI tamane nahi bacAve. AvI avasthA AvatAM pahelAM savyavahAra ke sagurune choDazo nahi. svAdhyAya bhaktine choDazo nahi. bhagavAnanI mUrti choDazo nahi. tapa, tyAga, vairAgya A badhuM choDazo nahi. A badhuM choDazo ane aMdaranI avasthA AvI nathI to bhItara gaye nahi aura bahArakA saba choDa diyA. aba kyA hogA ?' AvI avasthAmAM tame na mUkAva mATe paramakRpALudeve A reDa sIgnala, lAlabattI dharI che ke Ane jJAnI kahevAya nahi. "AtamajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re, (AnaMdadhanajI) keTalA prakArathI jJAnI puruSoe vAta karI che. AvatI kAle 30mI gAthAmAM thoDuM rIpITezana che, paraMtu judI bhUmikAmAM A 30mI gAthAmAM vAta karI che. tyAra pachInI be gAthAmAM matArthInA lakSaNo pUrA thaze ne AtmArthInA lakSaNano prAraMbha thaze. dhanyavAda ! dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 32 6 pravacana kramAMka - 29, gAthA kramAMka - 30, 31 pravacana kramAMka - 29 gAthA kramAMka - 30, 31 zuSkajJAnI-jaisI pattharakI nAvA jJAnadazA pAme nahi, sAdhana-dazA na kAMI, pAme teno saMga che, te bUDe bhavamAMhI. (30) e paNa jIva matArthamAM, nijamAnAdi kAja, pAme nahi paramArthane, anu-adhikArImAM ja. (31) TiIkA te jJAnadazA pAme nahIM. tema vairAgyAdi sAdhanadazA paNa tene nathI, tethI tevA jIvano saMga bIjA je jIvane thAya te paNa bhavasAgaramAM DUbe. (30) e jIva paNa matArthamAM ja varte che, kemake upara kahyA jIva, tene jema kuLadharmAdithI matArthatA che, tema Ane jJAnI gaNAvavAnA mAnanI IcchAthI potAnA zuSkamatano Agraha che, mATe te paNa paramArthane pAme nahi, ane an adhikArI eTale jene viSe jJAna pariNAma pAmavA yogya nahi, evA jIvomAM te paNa gaNAya. (31) A gAthAmAM saMga kono na karavo? konI sAthe na besavuM? konI sAthe vAta na karavI ane kono upadeza na levo? te vAta karI che, A jagata, A saMsAra, A kALa ane temAM vicitratA paNa evI ja che, temAM zaMkA nathI, paraMtu temAM paNa jo koI vyakti kriyAjaDa vyaktino saMga kare to tene ghaNuM nukasAna che. AvI vyaktiothI bacavA mATe kRpALudeve cetavaNI ApI che. paheluM sUtra - "jJAnadazA pAme nahi', A nAnakaDI kaDImAM paNa mahattvanI vAta karI che. jJAnadazA pAme nahi, AnuM pRthakkaraNa, jJAna pAme paNa dazA nahi. A jIva jJAna prApta kare che, paNa dazA eTale aMtaraMga avasthA prApta karI zakato nathI. dazA eTale TrAnsapharamezana, dazA eTale AMtarika bhUmikA, dazA eTale AMtarika phera. je nava pUrva bhaNelo hoya, tene tame ajJAnI to na ja kahI zako. navapUrvabhaNyo hoya te nizcayanaya, vyavahAranaya, upAdAna, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 327 nimitta, jJAna, kriyA, guNasthAna, vezyA, baMdha, mokSa, na jANe tevuM to na ja bane. badhuM jANe, kAraNa ke te navapUrva bhaNyo che. paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRto be, cAra, pAMca vakhata vAMcyA hoya to tene adhadha thaI jAya che. badhA zAstro ame pI gayA chIe. amane ghaNo abhyAsa che. navapUrva bhaNyo hoya, tene tame ajJAnI kaI rIte kahI zako? paraMtu jJAnI tene ajJAnI kahe che. ApaNe tene ajJAnI na kahI zakIe, paNa che to ajJAnI ja. nava pUrvamAM A guNa, A paryAya, A astitva, A nAstitva, A prameyatva, pradezatva, agurulaghutva, bAhyadazA, aMtaraMga dazA, cAritra A badhA zabdo nahi AvyA hoya ? badhA ja zabdo AvyA che. te DhagalAbaMdha jJAna pAmyo che. nava pUrva ochAM nathI. kalpasUtramAM Ave che ke Indra mahArAjanA airAvaNa hAthInAM pramANamAM zAhIno Dhagalo karo, ane eTalI zAhIthI je lakhAya te eka pUrva kahevAya. be hAthI pramANa zAhIthI je lakhAya te be pUrva kahevAya. ema navapUrva gaNavA. jJAna pAmavuM temAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamano saMbaMdha che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano jo kSayopazama hoya to moTo vaijJAnika thAya, moTo kaLAkAra thAya, paMDita thAya, vaktA thAya, zAstrone kaMThastha kare, zAstro dhAraNa kare, "saba zAstra ke naya dhArI lIye", AvuM jJAna te prApta kare che, paraMtu apUrva jJAna pAmato nathI. hAI AI. kyu. levalavALA moTA moTA ejIniyaro hoya, vakIlo korTamAM kALo Dagalo paherI UbhA hoya, ane dalIlo karatAM hoya to bhalabhalAnAM chakkA chUTI jAya che ke tene zuM nyAya Apavo? nyAyAdhIza paNa mUMjhAI jAya che, AvAM jabarAM vakIlo hoya. DaoNkTaro, kavio, sAhityakAro, vaktAo, ArkITekTa tame temane ochA gaNo cho? AvAnuM paNa jJAna tIvra hoya che. AvI ja rIte zAstronuM jJAna hoya, moTo vidvAna hoya, moTo mahaMta hoya, hajAro ziSyono guru paNa hoya, ane hajAronI sabhAmAM upadeza paNa Apato hoya, e jJAna pAmyo che paNa dazA nahi. jJAna judI vastu che ane dazA judI vastu che. jJAnano saMbaMdha jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA layopazama sAthe ane dazAno saMbaMdha mohanIya karmanA upazama Adi sAthe che. mohanIya karmamAM kSaya ke upazamana thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnanI mAtrA tamArAmAM nava pUrva jeTalI hoya topaNa dazA na badalAya. dazA badalavAnuM kAma jJAnanuM nathI paNa dazA badalavAnuM kAma mohanA kSaya, upazama upara AdhAra rAkhe che. jhADanA mULane pANI pAzo. e pANI DALIone maLaze, pAMdaDAo, phUlo ane pacAsa phUTa upara nAnI kUMpaLa hoya to tene paNa pANI maLaze. mULane pANI pAzo to AkhuM vRkSa lIluMchama. mULane khodI bahAra kADhazo to AkhuM vRkSa paDI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 328 pravacana kramAMka - 29, gAthA kramAMka - 30, 31 javAnuM. moha saMsAranuM mULa che. mohane pANI pAzo to saMsAra lIlochama, mohane ukheDI nAkhazo to mokSa maLaze. kAma DALIo ane pAMdaDA upara karavAnuM nathI paraMtu kAma mULa upara karavAnuM che. moha te ja mULa che. saMsAranuM mULa moha che. anaMtakALamAM tame ghaNuM badhuM karyuM che, paraMtu moha akabaMdha ane akabaMdha ja rahyo che. upamiti bhava prapaMca kathAmAM siddharSigaNie alaMkArika bhASAmAM kahyuM che ke tame maMdiramAM jAva, tIrthayAtrA karavA jAva, pUjA karo, pATha karo, dAna karo, anuSThAna karo, zIla pALo, brahmacarya pALo, sAmAyika ane pratikramaNa karo, chUTa che, nA nathI paNa eka bAbata che ke, koI jIvaMta jJAnI puruSa pAse jazo tyAre ja moha khatama thaze. moha kahe che, tamArAM vrata, tapa, japa mane khatama nahi kare paNa A jIvato jJAnI puruSa mane khatama karaze. saddaguru AvyA ke amAruM uThamaNuM, javuM ja paDaze. nathI AvyAM tyAM sudhI amArA besaNAM raheze. mATe kahyuM ke jJAna pAmaze paNa dazA nahi. dazAno saMbaMdha AMtarika avasthA, AMtarika vikAsa, AMtarika parivartana ane aMdaramAM rUpAMtaraNa e badhAM sAthe che, ane e kAma caitanyamAM thAya che. e kyAre thAya? jyAre mohano kSaya athavA upazama thAya tyAre. jo moha emane ema rahyo to AMtarika parivartana nahi thAya. eka vAta samajI lejo, jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAyakarmanI sthiti ghaNI moTI che. zAstromAM ema kahyuM che ke kSapakazreNImAM dazamAM guNasthAne mohanIyakarmano kSaya thayA pachI aMtarmuhUrtamAM, aDatAlIsa miniTanI aMdara ja Ano pheMsalo thAya che. A zAstranI vAta samajavA koziza karajo. jevo moha gayo ke A jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya je baLavAna karmo che, zaktizALI ane samartha che, chatAM 48 miniTathI vadhAre rahI zakatAM nathI. kAraNa? moha gayo, teno kSaya thayo. have koI DIsTarba ke muzkelI karanAra nathI, ane nAma, gotra, AyuSya ane vedanIya A cAra karmo tame jJAnI ho ke ajJAnI. badhAne bhogavavAM ja paDe che, bhogavye ja chUTako thAya! bAkInA traNa ghAtI karmo moha jAya to ja jAya. to AdhAra konA upara rahyo? moha upara, e rIMga lIDara, geMgano AgevAna, AtaMkavAdIonA netA jevo che. jyAM sudhI e majabUta che, tyAM sudhI koIne UnI AMca AvatI nathI. aghAtI karmono saMbaMdha bhautika avasthA sAthe che. karmone bhogavavA zarIra joIe. zarIra te nAmakarmanI racanA. zarIra nirogI joIe ane duHkha na joIe te zAtAvedanIya karmanuM kAma. tabiyata taMdurasta rahe, sArI rIte khAI zakAya, cAlI zakAya, te paNa zAtA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA vedanIya karmanuM kAma che. Ama aghAtI karmono saMbaMdha bhautika avasthA sAthe che. sakala padAratha hai jagamAMhI, bhAgya vinA e pAvata nAhIM. tulasIdAsajIe kahyuM, jagatamAM badhAM padArtho meLavavAnuM sAdhana joIe. e sAdhana mATe tulasIdAsajIe bhAgya zabda Apyo, ane jainadarzanamAM tene mATe karma zabda Apyo. bahAramAM tamane je kaMIpaNa maLe che te karmanI vyavasthA che. bIla geITsa pAse karoDonI saMpatti che, te puNya karmanI vyavasthA che. pacAsa abajamAMthI pacIsa abaja dAnamAM ApyAM, thoDo moha ghaTyo. dAna ApyA pachI meM dAna ApyuM ema ahaMkAra thAya to pharI moha majabUta thAya che. A mohanIya karmano khela ! Avo khela aMdara niraMtara cAlyA kare che ane pharI karma ane pharI saMsAra Ubho thAya che. paramakRpALudeve spaSTatApUrvaka kahyuM che, mohabhAva kSINa hoya jo, athavA hoya prazAMta, te kahIe, jJAnI dazA, bAkI kahIe bhrAMta. jo jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya ane mohanIya karma akabaMdha che to jJAna pAme paNa dazA nahi, ane jo mohanIya karmano kSaya ke upazama thAya to dazA pAme. A jo na banyuM to bAkI badhuM bhrAMta eTale bhramaNA che, bhrAMti che. ame jJAnI chIe, ame badhA jJAnI chIe. have nAco, kUdo, AnaMda karo. koNa tamane nA pADe che ? paNa te avasthA nathI. eka kasoTI che. moha prazAMta athavA kSaya thayo hoya to jJAnI dazA, nahi to bhramaNA che. koI tamane ema kahe ke mArA hajAra ziSyo che, mAro moTo Azrama che, sonAnAM patarAMthI maDhyo che, meM ATalAM ATalAM kAmo karyA che, bhale rahyuM badhuM, paraMtu pahelAM e kaho ke tamAro moha ocho thayo ? vRttio nAbUda thaI ? moha zAMta ke upazama thayo ? enI mAtrA ghaTI ? e nabaLo paDyo, tenuM baLa ochuM thayuM ? enI zakti ane tAkAta ochI thaI? ghaNAne sIttera varSe paNa ema thAya che ke bIjA karoDa kamAI lauM, bIjI vAra lagna karuM. bhAI, have tuM japI jA. tane sIttera varSe paNa A vicAra Ave che ? tArAmAM mohanuM jora che. moha tane kheMcI jaze. jyAM sudhI mohamAM kaMI phera nahi paDe, tyAM sudhI bAjI sudharaze nahi. koInI kIDanI bagaDI hoya ane zaradInI davA le to kaMI kAma na thAya. kIDanI vadhAre bagaDaze. davA kIDanI mATe levI joIe, tema ahIM sAdhakane je kAma karavAnuM che te bIjA karmo upa2 ka2vAnuM nathI paNa mohanIya karma upara karavAnuM che. moha upara jo tamAro kAbU na hoya to teno kSaya na thAya. jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che ke, mohanIya kaMrma upara taravAra paDavI joIe. kAma moha upara thavuM joIe. kAma mAtra For Personal & Private Use Only 329
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________________ 330 pravacana kramAMka - 29, gAthA kramAMka - 30, 31 jJAnathI nahi thAya paNa anubhavathI thaze. mAtra zrutajJAna ke zAstrajJAnathI nahi thAya. tame evo artha na karazo ke ame zAstro vAMcavAnI nA pADIe chIe. ApaNe Atmasiddhi zAstra ja vAMcI rahyA chIe. e zrutajJAna che, enuM vAMcana thaI rahyuM che. e zrutajJAnane anubhava jJAnamAM badalavuM joIze. bAsuMdI banAvavI hoya to mULa tattva je dUdha che, tene kaDhavuM paDe che, tema jJAna dUdha che ane anubhava jJAna bAsuMdI che. jJAnane lUMTavuM paDe. jJAnane ghUMTavAnI prakriyA zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana. cothI prakriyA dhyAna ane pAMcamI prakriyA jIvananAM hara kAmamAM, hara kSaNamAM, hara pravRttimAM saMpUrNa jAgRti. jAgIne jIvo. jJAna anubhavamAM parivartita thaI jaze. anubhava jJAnane zrutajJAna (kAco mAla-ro maTIrIyala) joIze. IrAna ane arabastAnanA kUvAmAMthI, jamInamAMthI ragaDo nIkaLe che. temAMthI peTrola, DIjhala, ghAsaleTa chUTuM paDe che. A badhuM chUTuM pADavuM paDe, paraMtu nIkaLe ragaDo. tema zAstrajJAna joIe paNa temAMthI tattvo judA pADavA paDe. e judA pADavAnuM kAma sAdhanAthI thAya, ane temAMthI je pragaTa thAya te anubhava jJAna. anubhava jJAna moha upara asara kare ane moha zAMta thAya. aMtaradazA pragaTa thAya. A sAcA raste javuM paDaze. tethI jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM ke, "jJAna pamAya dazAthI." dazA kevI rIte prApta thaze ? anubhava jJAnathI, anubhava jJAna zuM karaze? moha upara asara karaze. tethI moha zAMta thaze, mohano upazama thaze. sUryane joIne jema kamaLa khIle che, tema caitanyakamaLa khIlaze. caitanyakamaLane khIlavavAnI A prakriyA che. ane sAthe sAthe bIjA badhA ja karmo aMtarmuhUrtamAM (48 miniTanI aMdarano samaya) khatama thaI jaze. phakta cAra aghAti karmo bAkI rahI jaze. jJAnI puruSone kevaLajJAna thayA pachI paNa te bhogavavAM paDe che. koI AtmArthIe ATha varSanI uMmare saMyama grahaNa karyuM, nava varSanI uMmare kevaLajJAna thayuM ane jJAna thayA pachI teone karoDo varSanuM AyuSya hoya ane te jIvana daramyAna, javuM-AvavuM vigere gamanAdi tathA upadeza Adi kriyAo teo kare chatAM temane karmabaMdha thato nathI. temanA upara paNa aghAti karmonI sattA che. temane jIvavuM to paDaze paNa temane jIvanano kaMTALo ke aNagamo nathI. jIvananuM svAgata che. jIvana to bakSisa che. zarIra, bAhya padArtho, bAhya paristhiti, bAhya saMyogo e badhuM tame game teTaluM mathazo paNa badalAvI nahi zakAya. A tamArAthI nahIM maTe, karmataMtra upara teno AdhAra che, sAmrAjya karyataMtranuM che. zAtAvedanIya haze to zarIra sAruM raheze. ane zAtAvedanIya nahi hoya to hajAra rUpiyAnI bhasma khAzo to paNa zarIra sAruM nahi thAya. A cAre cAra For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 331 aghAtI karmo dareka jIvane bhogavavAM ja paDe che, paraMtu jJAnI dhairyathI vede che, ane ajJAnI raDIne vede che. jJAnIne moha nathI. jyAM sudhI moha haze tyAM sudhI jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya karma traNe raheze. jevo moha chUTyo ke traNene ucALA bharatAM vAra nahIM lAge. AvuM mohanuM sAmarthya che. zAstronuM game teTaluM jJAna thayuM hoya paNa jo AMtarika avasthA prApta na karI hoya, dazA pAmyA vagara potAne jJAnI mAne ane pAMca paMdara jaNAM Dhola vagADanArAM maLI Ave ke tame jJAnI cho, tALIo pADe, phUlahAra paherAve, ane jo te vairAgya Adi sAdhana choDI de, ane kahe ke have amAre tyAganI jarUra nathI, to te ajJAnI che. vedAMtanI praNAlikAmAM eka dRSTAMta ApavAmAM Ave che. eka vedAMtI saMnyAsI hatA. haMmezA vAta karyA kare ke jagata mithyA che, brahma satya che. zarIra che ja nahi, ane koNa khAya che ? koNa pIve che ? have eka sAdhake temane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM ane bhojanamAM badhI vastuo sarasa banAvI. dUdhapAka, pUrI, bhajIyA vigere. teNe bahu AnaMdathI khAdhuM, dUdhapAkanA kaTorA pIvAya teTalAM pIdhAM. (bole kharo ke AtmA khAto pIto nathI.) bhojana karyA pachI sAdhake kahyuM, Apa bAjunA rUmamAM vizrAMti karo. sAdhaka bahu DAhyo, teNe bhojana pachI pANI na ApyuM. A saMnyAsI UThyA, maracAMnA tIkhA bhajIyA khAdhelAM, eTale tarasa lAgI. teNe kahyuM, 'celAjI ! pANI laI Avo.' celAjIe kahyuM ke 'jJAna gaMgAmAMthI thoDuM pANI pI lo.' A jIva dazA pAmyo nathI. jJAnIne jokhama che, ajJAnIne jokhama nathI, tene kaMI lUMTAvA jevuM nathI. paraMtu jJAna hoya ane dazA AvI na hoya to moTuM jokhama. eka ahaMkAranuM jokhama, eka lokasaMjJAnuM jokhama, eka bhaktonuM ane eka celAonuM jokhama. moTI upAdhi thAya. pote to DUbe paNa bIjAone paNa DUbADe. amArI sAthe khADAmAM paDo to ja kAma thAya. avasthA badalavAnuM kAma jJAna nahi kare. mohano upazama thAya to kAma thaze. kRpALudevane kahevuM che ke tame bAkInA karmonI ciMtA nahi karatAM. bAkInAM karmo sAta, traNa thAtI ane cAra aghAtI, temAM aghAtI karmono sabaMdha bhautika jagata sAthe che. tamane bahAranI je vyavasthA maLe che, tamAruM gha2, tamAro pati, tamAruM bALaka, tamAruM sauMdarya, tamAruM dhana, tamAro mobho, vaibhava, adhikAra, tamArI prazaMsA A badhuM je kaMI tame meLavo cho teno saMbaMdha karmo sAthe che. tamAro bAbo sAtamA dhoraNamAM nevuM TakA mArksa lAvyo. sArI vAta. tenuM AI.kyu. levala sAruM, ene jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama che, paNa teno artha evo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 332 pravacana kramAMka - 29, gAthA kramAMka - 30, 31 nathI ke bAbo juThuM nahi bole, pAna tamAku nahi khAya. e khAto haze, moha Avyo ne? mohane kADhavAnI tAkAta A jJAnamAM nathI paraMtu anubhava jJAnamAM che. jJAnakaLA ghaTa bhAsI, jAkuM jJAnakaLA ghaTa bhAsI, tana dhana neha nahIM rahyo tAkuM, chiname bhayo udAsI..jAkuM.. huM avinAzI bhAva jagata ke, nirce sakala vinAzI, ehavI dhAra dhAraNA gurugama, anubhava mAraga pAsI..jAuM. aMdaramAM jJAna thAya tyAre zuM thAya? AkAzamAM sUrya Ugyo nathI paNa tenI pahelAM aruNodaya thAya ane aMdhakAra cAlI jAya. sUrya AvyA pachI aMdhakAra na rahe te nakkI, tema jJAna thAya ane aMdara krAMti thAya, "jJAnakaLA ghaTa bhAsI zuM thayuM? 'tana dhana sneha nahIM rahyo tAkuM." tana, dhana eTale zarIra saMpatti, temAM tenI mUcha, temAM mArApaNuM rahyuM nahi. ane kSaNabharamAM e jagatanA badhA padArthothI udAsIna thaI gayo. cakravartI tenI saMpatti tyAgIne jaMgalamAM vRkSa nIce digaMbara avasthAmAM muni tarIke prasannatAthI UbhA rahe che. sAheba! pAMca paisA phALAmAM ApavA hoya to, so vakhata khIsAmAM hAtha nAkhe, pAMciyuM kyAM gayuM? noTo to hoya paNa pAMciyuM ja ApavuM che, ane jJAnIne A cha khaMDanI sAhyabI eka kSaNamAM chUTI jAya che. anaMtakALanI Asakti, anaMtakALanI mUcha, anaMtakALano sneha kSaNabharamAM chUTI jAya che. e tAkAta jJAnanI che. jJAnano hathoDo paDyo nathI ke Asakti tUTI nathI. game teTalI majabUta Asakti haze, te kSaNabharamAM chUTI jaze. jJAnakaLA ghaTa bhAsI! Asakti chUTI na hoya to jAte nirNaya karI lejo ke haju jJAna thayuM nathI. bahu sarasa bolatAM na AvaDatuM hoya, tattvajJAna na hoya, to kaMI vAMdho nahi, paNa Asakti chUTI gaI to samajavuM ke jJAna thayuM. jJAnano saMbaMdha Asakti chUTI javA sAthe che. pachI aMdara gholana thAya ke huM avinAzI chuM, aMdara rahela jJAtA draSTA avinAzI che. ane jagatanA badhA bhAvo nizcita vinAzI che, nAzavaMta che, kSaNabhaMgura che, AvI phATa paDI jAya. have tene samajAya che ke mAMhyalo avinAzI ane jene huM joI rahyo chuM te vinAzI, jonAro kAyamI ane jene joI rahyo chuM te kAyamI (paramenanTa) nahi. tamAro dasa beDarUmano phaleTa te kAyamI nahi, paNa jonAra kAyamI. AvI anubhUti jIvanamAM thAya ke huM avinAzI chuM ane jagatanAM padArtho vinAzI che, vinazvara che, teno nAza thAya temAM navAI zI? tame perIsathI cAnA kaparakAbI lAvyA ho ane lokone kaho ke A eka hajAra rUpiyAnA Dajhana che, juo to kharA ! A kaMI jevI tevI vastu nathI. pachI temAM cA bharI jamAIne For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 333 ApavA jatAM ho to hAthamAMthI chaTakI jAya to cA to jAya paNa hAthamAMthI kapa rakAbI paDe tenA TukaDe TukaDA thaI jAya, to zuM thAya? haiyAnA TukaDA thAya ke nahi? te vakhate tame bolazo ke huM avinAzI, jagatanI badhI vastu vinAzI che. jJAnI puruSa jo hAjara hoya to kaheze ke aisA hI honevAlA thA." nAzavaMta che, kSaNabhaMgura che. kaparakAbI tUTe paNa pote na tUTe. ApaNane to haiyAmAM tarADa paDe ke mArAM kaparakAbI tUTyA. tamArA kaparakAbI tUTyA paNa tame rahyA ke nahi? jJAna jyAre thaze tyAre tamAruM jIvana saheluM thaI jaze. tame sukhI thaI jazo. hasatAM hasatAM jIvI zakazo. jJAna thAya eTale AMtarika avasthA badalAya che, na bhaya, na ciMtA, na krodha, na ahaMkAra, na mAyA, na Asakti, na mUrchA, na mamatva, na mArApaNuM, na lenA ke denA. hasatAM hasatAM bojA vagara tamane jIvavuM game ke nahi? paraMtu sAheba ! e bIjA kazAthI na thAya. anubhava jJAnathI mohano upazama thaze tyAre AvI avasthA prApta thAya. jyAM sudhI AvI avasthA na Ave tyAM sudhI sAdhana choDavAnA nathI. nadInA kinAre Avo, pachI nIce Utaro ane naukA choDo. adha vacce Utarazo to DUbI jazo. jJAnadazA eTale AMtarika dazA prApta thayA pachI sAdhana choDavAM nahi paDe, enI meLe chUTI jaze. zuM kahe che jJAnI puruSo? jJAnadazA pAme nahi, sAdhanadazA na koI, pAme teno saMga che, te bUDe bhavamAMhI. jJAnI na hovA chatAM e svachaMdI banI gayo, potAnA chaMde cAlyo. kharekhara to e mohanA hAthanuM ramakaDuM che, ane moharAjAne AvA pAtro sAthe kAma karavuM bahu game. tame cUMTaNImAM UbhA ho ane sAmenA umedavArane harAvavo hoya to mahenata to karavI paDe. tame bahumatithI cUMTAI Avo ane bajAramAM cAlo to chAtI kevI phUle? mArA sAme e jevo tevo to na hato, chatAM hArI gayo. moharAjAne lAge ke reMgIyeMgIne harAvavAmAM zuM vaLe? koI jJAnI, koI saMnyAsI ke sAdhu maLI jAya, moTo tapasvI maLI jAya ane tene harAvIe to raMga rahI jAya. mAro jhaMDo UMco rahe. A mohathI bacavA jevuM che. jAgRta rahejo. A mohanuM rAjakAraNa che. bacavAnI tAkAta aMdara joIe. ahIM ema kahe che ke jJAnadazA pAmyo nathI ane sAdhano choDI dIdhAM, AvAno je saMga pAme te bhavasAgaramAM DUbI jAya. pote to DUbaze paNa teno je saMga pAmaze tene paNa DubADaze. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke ekalAM rahejo, paraMtu AvAno saMga na karatAM. je anubhavI puruSa che teno saMga karajo. jenI AMtarika dazA badalANI che, TrAnsapharamezana thayuM che teno saMga karajo. ajJAnI-jenI dazA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 334 pravacana kramAMka - 29, gAthA kramAMka - 30, 31 badalANI nathI teno saMga karazo to bhavasAgaramAM DUbazo. AthI vadhAre spaSTa cevataNI kayA zabdomAM hoya? paramakRpALudeve paMcamakALamAM jagADyA che. A paMcamakALamAM ghaNA jJAnIo thayAM che ane thaze. jema phAgaNa mahinAmAM gheraiyA hoya, tema jJAnIono rAphaDo phATavAno che. khaTArAM bharAya teTalA jJAnIo thavAnAM che. temAMthI jJAnadazA pAmelAne oLakhavA ane pAmavA, muzkela thaI paDaze. tamane evo koI jJAnI maLI jAya ke tene bhalene bolatAM na phAvatuM hoya, zAstro vAMcatAM na AvaDatAM hoya to kazo vAMdho nahi. tenA zabdomAM zAstro che, tenI najaramAM kRpA che, tenI dRSTimAM karuNA che. tevAno saMga karajo. aMbAlAlabhAIe temanI TIkAmAM kahyuM che, "jene jJAnadazA thaI nathI, ane je AtmArthe sat sAdhana karatAM nathI, evAM kahevAtAM guruno saMga karavAthI sAdhakane saMsAramAM rakhaDI maravAnuM thAya che." A aMbAlAlabhAInI TIkA othenTIka che. paramakRpALudeva te vAMcI gayA che ane temAM temaNe kaMI pheraphAra karyo nathI. AthI saraLa gujarAtImAM vadhAre zuM kahI zakAya ? to eka vAta nakkI thaI gaI ke "bhItara dekho. mULa mohamAM kyAMya taDa paDI che?' moTA lokhaMDanA daravAjA hAthInAM dhakkAthI paNa khUlatAM nathI te sAThIkaDAnA ghA karavAthI khUle kharAM? AmAM to ghaNanAM ghA karavAM paDe. tema bIjA badhAthI moha na jAya. tenA upara to ghaNanA ghA karavAM paDe. have baMne gAthAonuM samIMga apa karIe. kriyAjaDa ane zuSkajJAnInuM pahelAM varNana karela. ahIM ema kahe che ke kriyAjaDa to oLakhAze, kAraNa ke kriyAjaDa che eTale kriyA karyA ja karaze. zuSkajJAnIne ajJAnI to na ja kahevAya. teNe to zAstro vAMcyA che. tame tene sAMbhaLo to pANI pANI thaI jazo. paraMtu e zuSkajJAnI, svachaMdI ane matArthI che. "jJAnI thayo mATe matArthI nahi ane kriyAjaDate ekalo matArthI.' A vyAkhyA adhUrI che. kriyAjaDa paNa matArthI ane zuSkajJAnI paNa matArthI. upara kahelAM kriyApaDa tene kuLadharma AdimAM Agraha che ane A zuSkajJAnIne mAnanI IcchAthI pote jJAnI che tema ThasAvavAno Agraha che, ane e vAta bahu mIThI lAge che. AvAthI bhaya rAkhavA jevuM che, A janama to bagADaze paNa bIjo paNa bagADaze. zuSkajJAnIne paNa jJAnI manAvavuM che ane potAno mata Ubho karavo che ane teno Agraha che. paramakRpALudeve sApha sApha zabdomAM kahyuM che ke Avo jIva paramArthane pAmI zake nahi, ane chellI vAta A jIva anaadhikArI gaNAya. A sarTIphIkeTa ApyuM. svachaMdI ane zuSkajJAnIne jJAna prApta na thAya. e adhikArI nathI paNa anaadhikArI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 335 che. jenA viSe jJAna pariNAma pAme nahi evAM jIvomAM tenI gaNatarI thAya. jJAna pAmavAnI yogyatAvALA jIvamAM enI gaNatarI na thAya. teNe potAno adhikAra khoyo. e aadhikArI che, tene jJAna prApta na thAya. 31mI gAthA pUrI thaI. 32 mI gAthAmAM paramakRpALudevane eka nAnakaDo nakazo Apavo che. jo tamAre sAdhanA karavI hoya ane mokSa prApta karavo hoya to eka citra dorela che. ATaluM ATaluM jo tamArAmAM na hoya to tame sAdhanA karI zakazo, ane ATaluM ATaluM jo hoya to tame matArthI gaNAzo. matArthInuM durbhAgya e che ke tene mokSa prApta na thAya. jJAnI AvA kaThora zabdo vAparavAM icchatAM nathI. te haMmezA madhura ane mIThuM bole che. durbhAgI zabda bahu pIDA ane vedanA pachI vAparyo che. A je zabdo ane varNavavAnA chIe te negeTIva sAIDa. A na hoya, A na hoya tevo negeTIva jIva, jenuM ame varNana karavAnAM chIe, AvA lakSaNavALo jIvate matArthI che ane AvomatArthI jIva kamanasIba ane durbhAgI che. matArthI jIva sAdhanA karI zakato nathI ane tene mokSa prApta thato nathI. AvI chellI oLakhANa ApIne paramakRpALudeva AtmArthInA lakSaNo oLakhAvaze, te krame krame joIzuM. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 336 pravacana kramAMka - 30, gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 pravacana kramAMka - 30 gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 matArthI durbhAgya nahi kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahi aMtara vairAgya, saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matArthI durbhAgya. (32) lakSaNa kahyAM matArthInA, matArtha jAvA kAja, have kahuM AtmArthanA, Atma-artha sukhasAja. (33) , TIkA jene krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobharUpa kaSAya pAtaLA paDyA nathI, tema jene aMtara-vairAgya utpanna thayo nathI, AtmAmAM guNa grahaNa karavArUpa saraLapaNuM jene rahyuM nathI, tema satyAsatya tulanA karavAne jene apakSapAta dRSTi nathI, te matArthI jIvadurbhAgya eTale janma, jarA, maraNane chedavAvALA mokSamArgane pAmavA yogya evuM tenuM bhAgya na samajavuM. (32) ema matArthI jIvanAM lakSaNa kahyAM, te kahevAno hetu e che ke koIpaNa jIvano te jANIne matArtha jAya. have AtmArthI jIvanAM lakSaNa kahIe chIe. te lakSaNa kevA che? to ke AtmAne avyAbAdha sukhanI sAmagrInA hetu che. (33) paramakRpALudeve ekathI ekatrIsa gAthAomAM je kahyuM teno temane 32mI gAthAmAM niSkarSa Apavo che, ane 33mI gAthAmAM AgaLa je vAta karavAnI che, tenI prastAvanA karavAnI che. 3ramI gAthAmAM niSkarSa ApIne eka vAta spaSTa karavAnI che ke jene AtmAnuM hita ane bhaluM karavuM hoya, jene paramArtha sAdhanA karavAnI hoya, jene AtmAnI sAdhanA karIne paramArtha pAmavo hoya teNe nIcenI bAbato jIvanamAMthI dUra karavI paDaze. azubha pravRttio dUra kare te navAInI vAta nathI. kriyAjaDa kriyAo to kare che. Avazyaka anuSThAno, tapa, vrata paNa kare che. tIrthayAtrA, svAdhyAya dhyAna Adi paNa kare che, chatAM kriyAjaDa che. teNe kriyAjaDa maTavuM paDaze. tene vrata, anuSThAna choDavAnAM nathI, paraMtu je hetupUrvaka, je lakSapUrvaka thavA joIe, je viveka sAthe karavAM joIe te nathI karato. teoe bIjI vAta e kahI ke jJAna to anivArya che ja, jJAna to prakAza che. aMdhakAramAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 337 jIvI na zakAya tema jJAna prakAza vagara jIvI na zakAya. jJAna zabda bolatAMnI sAthe ja ApaNI samajamAM vAcA jJAna, vANI jJAna, zAstranuM jJAna, bolI zakIe tevuM jJAna Ave che. tyAM paramakRpALudevane ema kahevuM che ke A jJAna nahi, paraMtu aMdarathI rUpAMtaraNa thaIne Ave e jJAnanI vAta ame karIe chIe. A jJAnanI vAta karyA pachI temaNe eka mahattvanI vAta karavI che. A vAta niSedhAtmaka bhUmikA upara karI che. paramakRpALudevanI prarUpaNA prAye niSedhAtmaka nathI. paraMtu A 32mI gAthAmAM emano eproca negeTIva che. emaNe nakArathI zarUAta karI. A cAra bAbato tamArAmAM hoya to tame sAdhanA karI zakazo nahi. jemane sAdhanA karavI che tene A tathya samajI levuM paDaze. A zarata che, A AcArasaMhitA che. A sAdhanAnI niyamAvalI che. sAdhakane potAnA jIvanamAM ATaluM to choDavuM ja paDaze, ane ATaluM to karavuM ja paDaze. A prAImarI sTejanI vAta che. A bAlamaMdiranI vAta che, kolejanI nathI. bAlamaMdiramAM prAthamika ke mAdhyamika zALAmAM gayA sivAya sIdhuM kolejamAM javAtuM nathI ane bAlamaMdiramAM kAyama rahevAnuM paNa nathI. kolejamAM javAnI taiyArI karavAnI che, tema A badhI ja ghaTanA jIvanamAM siddha karavAnI che. tamArA jIvanamAM kaSAya upazAMta thayA nahi hoya, aMtara vairAgya nahIM hoya, madhyasthatA, saraLatA nahi hoya to tame sAdhanA karI zakazo nahi, ane sAdhanA karavI ja haze to matArthIpaNuM dUra karavuM paDaze. ane pachI sAdhanA karavA mATe paramakRpALudeva eka zabda Ape che, ane e zabda che AtmArthI. traNa zabdomAMthI ApaNe pasAra thaI rahyA chIe. pahelo zabda che matArthI, bIjo zabda che mumukSa ane trIjo zabda che AtmArthI. AtmArthI eTale AtmA e ja jeno hetu che, AtmA e ja jenuM Ayojana che ane AtmA e ja jenuM lakSa ane prayojana che. AvA sAdhakanI vAta paramakRpALudevane karavI che. kevo hoya AtmArthI? AtmAnuM hita jene sAdhavuM che te kevo hoya ? enI dRSTi kevI hoya? enA vicAro kevo hoya ? enuM avalokana kevuM hoya? eno abhigama ane samajaNa kevI hoya? enI mUlavaNI ane prakriyA kevI hoya? e jIvana kevuM jIvato hoya? tame eTaluM ja kahezo ke "amAre amAruM bhaluM karavuM che, mokSamAM javuM che." A gANuM navuM nathI. ApaNe A gANuM gAtA ja AvyA chIe, paraMtu jene A avasthA prApta karavI hoya tene samajavuM paDaze ane potAnA jIvananI zailI badalavI paDaze. nahi kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahi aMtara vairAgya, saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matArtha durbhAgya. keTalI vedanA haze hRdayamAM? A vedanA rAganI ke AsaktinI nathI. A vedanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 338 pravacana kramAMka - 30, gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 karuNAmAMthI AvI che. tIrthaMkaradevone ema thAya che ke amAruM jagatamAM zAsana che, amArA samavasaraNamAM tame Avo cho ane pAmyA vagara jAo cho ? eka ghaTanA ghaTI hatI. devalokamAM Indra mahArAjAe prazaMsA karI ke bhagavAna mahAvIra e parama dhairyanAM sAgara che, emane dhyAnamAMthI, kAussaggamAMthI koI calAyamAna na karI zake. saMgama nAmanA eka devane ema lAgyuM ke A Indra game teTalA vakhANa kare paraMtu mAnavanI hesiyata zuM ? e jarApaNa hale cale nahi evuM bane kharuM ? huM jaIne parIkSA karuM. e deva dharatI upara Avyo. kathA evI che ke teNe lAgalAgaTa cha mahinA sudhI jeTalAM apAya teTalAM duHkho, kaSTo bhagavAna mahAvIrane ApyA. saMgame rAta divasa herAna karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyAM nathI. ApaNI paribhASAmAM kahIe to rAtadivasa sukhethI zvAsa levA dIdho nathI. sukhethI besavAM, UMghavA ke AhAra levA dIdho nathI. kAraNa vinA eka rAtrimAM 20 upasargo karyA. tenuM varNana zAstramAM che. dhULano varasAda vasAvyo ane nAka sudhI dhULa AvI gaI, ane zvAsa levAmAM muzkelI paDatI hatI. kIDIo evI taiyA2 karI ke eka bAjuthI pese to bIjI bAju nIkaLe. cAmaDI cAraNI jevI thaI gaI. merUparvatanA majabUta zikhara upara paDyuM hoya to tenA cUrecUrA karI nAkhe tevuM eka hajAra bhAra vajanavALuM kAlacakra prabhunA zarIra upara nAkhyuM. te zarIra upara paDavAthI prabhu DhIMcaNa sudhI jamInamAM pesI gayA. AvA aneka bhayaMkara kaSTo ApyA. cha mahinA sudhI te deve karelA upasargone prabhue samabhAve sahana karyA. prabhune cha mahinA sudhI AhAra na maLavA dIdho. prabhune cha mahinAnA upavAsa thayA, paNa bhagavAna mahAvIre virodha karyo nahiM. aMte saMgama hAryo ane thAkyo. teNe kabUla karyuM ke je hetu mATe Avyo hato, temAM saphaLatA na maLI. bhagavAna mahAvIra to sAgara jevAM gaMbhIra che ane merU parvata jevA aDola che, himAlaya jevAM dhairyavAna che, emane dhyAnamAMthI huM deva hovA chatAM calAyamAna karI zakyo nahi, ke DagAvI zakyo nahi. aMte nirAza thaI pAcho gayo. saMgama jyAre pAcho vaLyo tyAre bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA. TIkAkAro kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIre saMsArano parityAga karyo tyAre moTAbhAI naMdivardhana hAjara hatAM, teo dhrusake dhrusake raDe che ke he vI2 ! ame tArA vagara kyAM jaIzuM ? konI sAthe vAta karIzuM ? tArA vagara mahelo sUnA lAgaze. tuM amane mUkIne jAya che ? te vakhate mitro, svajano raDe che, chatAM AzcaryanI vAta che ke bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM AMsu nathI. moTAbhAI raDe ane AMkhamAM AMsu na Ave ? saMgama nAmano deva cha cha mahinA rahyo, ATalAM kaSTo ApyAM, ATalo trAsa gujAryo chatAM AMsu na AvyA. paNa jyAre saMgama hArIne jAya che tyAre AMsu AvyAM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 339 kRtAparAdhe'pi jane, kRpAmaMtharatArayoH / phaSabASpArtayormavra, zrIvIrabinanetrayo: II (zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI) bhagavAna mahAvIranI AMkha azrubhInI thaI gaI. emane evo bhAva Avyo ke A saMgama mArI pAse cha cha mahinA rahyo, na samyagdarzana pAmyo, na bodhi bIja pAmyo ke na mArgAnusArI banyo, na AtmArthI thayo. mArI pAse rahIne potAno anaMta saMsAra vadhArIne gayo. AvA karuNAbhAvathI bhagavAnanI AkhamAM AMsu AvyA. tIrthaMkaradevane jJAnI puruSone oLakho. hAtha to joDIe chIe paNa temanI karuNA kevI haze te vicAro. ame hAjara chIe ane mArga hAjara che, chatAM A jIvo pAmatAM nathI, mohamAMthI mukta thatAM nathI, evI karuNA jJAnI puruSanA hRdayamAM thAya che. ahIM eka zabda vAparyo che. e zabda khedamAMthI Avyo che. mANasa bhAgyahIna che. e durbhAgya che. aMbAlAlabhAI temanI TIkAmAM kahe che jene krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobharUpa kaSAya pAtALA paDyAM nathI te mokSa meLavavA durbhAgI che. kaSAyono saMpUrNa kSaya to kSapaka zreNImAM dazamA guNasthAnanA aMte thAya che. bAramA guNasthAne eka kaSAya rahyo nathI. koIne AMgaNe eka kUtaruM AvyuM, tene bhAIe roTalAno TukaDo nAkhyo. basa pachI tenI beThaka cAlu thaI gaI. bIje divase ane trIje divase paNa Apo, ema paMdara divasa Apo to kUtaruM ema mAnaze ke mane sIkyorITI gArDa tarIke nokarI maLI gaI che. ane kUtarAne mAlika haTa kaheze to mAnaze ke mane premamAM kahe che. olo mANasa vadhAre gusse thAya to Ubho thAya, thoDuM cAle, ane pachI pAchuM vaLI jue ke mAlika Ave che ? thoDI vAra dUra jaI ane kalAka pachI pAcho AvI AMgaNe besI jAya. paMdara divasamAM paramenanTa thaI jAya. te AMgaNuM choDavA taiyAra nathI, to anaMtakALanA kaSAyo ApaNane kema choDe ? kaSAyo ApaNAM vagara rahI zakatAM nathI, ane ApaNe kaSAyo vagara rahI zakatAM nathI. saMpUrNa kSaya to kSapaka zreNImAM thAya, paraMtu pahelAM kaSAyo pAtaLAM paDe to aMdaramAM eka prakAranI zAMti thAya, vicAra karavAno avakAza prApta thAya. tame aMdara jozo to khyAla Avaze ke tame jyAre krodhamAM hazo tyAre tamArI avasthA judI haze ane pachI tamArI avasthA judI haze. mane lAge che tamArAthI krodha thaI jato haze ane pachI thAya ke A krodha karyo na hota to sAruM hatuM. khoTI utAvaLa karI, paraMtu A pachInuM DahApaNa zuM kAmanuM ? zAstrone ema kahevuM che, kaSAyo ochAM thayA hoya, krodha pAtaLo paDyo hoya, ahaMkAra, mAyA ane lobha pAtaLAM paDyAM hoya tevI avasthA joIe. pAtaLA eTale jora vagaranAM, zakti vagaranAM, sAmarthya vagaranAM ane tamane bebhAna na karI mUke tevAM. pAtaLAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 340 pravacana kramAMka - 30, gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 eTale tamane sTebIlITI Ape evAM, tame vicAra karI zako, tame ciMtana, manana ane avalokana karI zako tevAM. tame gherathI jhagaDo karIne pravacanamAM jAva pachI tyAM pravacana sAMbhaLavAno avakAza maLe ? manamAM zAMti na hoya to pravacana kevuM jAya ? eka vAta samajI lo. tame jyAre krodha karo cho, ahaMkAra karo cho, mAyA-kapaTa ke lobha kaSAya karo cho tyAre tame tamArI zakti khoI beso cho. paramakRpALudeve eka siddhAMta Apyo che, 'enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMtabhAve jo karyA, to sarva Atmika jJAnanAM siddhAMtatattva anubhavyAM. A zAMtabhAva mahattvano zabda che. kaSAyo pAtaLAM paDe to zAMta avasthA Ave ane kSaya thAya to vItarAgatA Ave. vItarAgatA AvatAM pahelAM sAdhakane ghaNI badhI avasthAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. kArakhAnAmAM paNa mAla taiyAra thatAM pahelAM mAlane ghaNI prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. sAdhaka ghaNI avasthAo pAra kare pachI ja vItarAga bane che. jene krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobharUpa kaSAyo pAtaLAM paDyA nathI, tene ghaNI jAgRtipUrvaka kAma karavuM paDe che. jene dUdha na pacatuM hoya tene DaoNkTara salAha Ape che ke dUdhamAM pANI nAkhI, garama karI pachI pIvo, to tamane dUdha pacaze, tema jo tame kaSAyone pAtaLA karo to dharma pacaze. kaSAya pAtaLAM thAya to temAM jora, sAmarthya ane zakti nahi rahe. tamane bhAna bhUlAvI de tevI avasthA nahi thAya, ane sauthI moTo lAbha e ke jo tamAruM mana azAMta na bane to tamArA manane avakAza maLaze. tene mAnasika nivRtti kahe che. ahaMkAra hoya to tamane zAMti na maLe. koIne tyAM lagna hoya ane tamane kaMkotrI na mokalI to tarata ja ahaMkAra-mAna saLavaLaze. kAMI vAMdho nahi, batAvI daIzuM emane, A azAMti. aMdara kaSAyo hoya to zAMti kema rahe ? krodha, mAna-ahaMkAra thAya tyAre te ApaNAM manane DahoLI nAkhe che. cittane vyagra ane vyAkuLa kare che. ApaNane aMdarathI azAMta banAve che. azAMta hazo tyAM sudhI zAstronuM vidhipUrvaka zravaNa nahIM karI zako, ane tattva zravaNa pachI manana nahi karI zako. ane tattvanuM manana karyA vagara tattvane jIvanamAM vaNI nahIM zako. (1) jenA kaSAyo pAtaLA paDyA nathI (2) jene aMtaramAM vairAgya utpanna thayo nathI, ahIM aMtara zabda mUkyo che. aMtaravairAgya kone kahevAya ? mAbApa kahetAM hoya che ke A chokarAne bhaNAvI gaNAvI moTo karyo, amerikA mokalyo ane lagna karyA eTale UDI gayo, baLyo A saMsAra ! Ane vairAgya na kahezo, A baLApo ane ajaMpo che. A mUMjhavaNa ane nirAzA che, paNa vairAgya nathI. vairAgya judI vastu che. gharamAM mAna sanmAna jaLavAtuM na For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 341 na hoya to ghaNAM loko AzramamAM rahevA jAya che. AvatI kAle AzramamAM paNa baLApo thaze to kyAM jaze? vairAgya AMtarika avasthA che. AMtarika vairAgya eTale aMtaramAMthI Asakti chUTI javI. e ghaTanA jyAre ghaTe tyAre jagatanA padArtho, jagatanA banAvo, jagatanI paristhiti enA upara chApa na pADe. enuM mana vyagra ane vyAkuLa na bane. jagata che, jagatamAM saMyogo judAM judAM hoya, anukULa hoya, pratikULa hoya, ThIka aThIka hoya, mAna, apamAna paNa emAM hoya, te vakhate tenA mana upara asara na thAya, mana DahoLAI na jAya, enuM mana valovAI na jAya kAraNake tene aMtara vairAgya che, Asakti nathI. trIjI vAta :- 'AtmAmAM guNa grahaNa karavArUpa saraLapaNuM jene rahyuM nathI.' saraLapaNuM kone kahevAya ? ApaNe ghaNI vakhata kahIe chIe ke A mANasa bicAro bahu saraLa cheeTale teno upalo mALa khAlI che, tene gama paDatI nathI, AvI saraLatA nahi. paraMtu tIvra buddhizALI hoya, hoMziyAra, jANakA2, tamAma prakArano buddhino vaibhava jenAmAM hoya, ane Avo hovA chatAM bIjAmAM rahelA sadguNone namratApUrvaka grahaNa karavAnI jenI taiyArI che tene kahevAya che saraLatA. bIjAne na chetaravA, kapaTa na karavuM, mAyA na karavI, daMbha ane ADaMbara na karavo, dekhAva na karavo, hoya tethI vadhAre gAvuM nahi-A badhA sAdhano to karavAnAM ja, paNa kharI vAta to e ke bIjAmAM sadguNo hoya te sadguNone grahaNa karavAnI potAmAM taiyArI hoya. bIjAne jANe, samaje, bIjAne dhanyavAda Ape, tene hAtha joDe, tenA guNAnuvAda kare, tenI prazaMsA kare, teno saMga kare, tenA AzIrvAda meLavavA taiyAra hoya tene kahevAya che saraLatA. game teTalo lAbha thato hoya paraMtu jo temAM kapaTa karavuM paDatuM hoya to lAbha choDavA mATe jenI taiyArI che, tene kahevAya che saraLatA. lAkho rUpiyA maLatAM hoya to kaheze ke thoDuM khoTuM to karavuM paDe, thoDuM juThuM to bolavuM paDe e saraLatA nathI. mAMdo na hoya ane sIka lIva mUke. rajA maMjUra thaI, rajA bhogavI lIdhI paNa yAda rAkhajo, bhaviSyamAM kampalasarI 2jA bhogavavI paDaze. kapaTa karyuM ne ? AvuM kapaTa je jIvanamAM karato nathI, mAyA karato nathI ane bIjAmAM rahelAM sadguNone grahaNa karavA je taiyAra che, AvI avasthA jenA jIvanamAM che tene kahevAya che saraLa. AvI saraLatA jenA jIvanamAM nathI te sAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. zAstrane ema kahevuM che ke saraLatA jIvanamAM nahIM hoya to mokSa nahIM maLe. keTalAka loko to evA hoya che ke AkhA divasamAM koIne na chetare to cena na paDe ke Aja koIne chetaryA nahi. Ajano divasa nakAmo gayo. e vicArato nathI ke jIvanamAM saraLatA Avaze ane mAyA kaMpaTa jaze to dharma thaze. narasiMha mahetAe paNa gAyuM che ke -moha mAyA vyApe For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 342 pravacana kramAMka - 30, gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 nahi jene, daDha vairAgya jenA manamAM re. cothI vAta - satya ane asatya, pAramArthika ane vyavahArika, A bannenI tulanA karIne apakSapAtapaNe samajavAnI dRSTi jenI nathI, te AtmasAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. jJAnI puruSo anuSThAna karavAnI nA pADatA nathI, paNa temane ema kahevuM che ke anuSThAno sAthe aMtaranI taiyArI paNa joIze. gADI cAle to be pATA para cAle. eka pATAthI gADI na cAle. jJAnI puruSoe bahAramAM anuSThAna karavAnuM kahyuM, ane aMdaramAM A badhA kaSAyo na hoya to anuSThAna tamArA sArthaka thAya ema kahyuM. tame anAja gharamAM lAvo cho, te sApha karo cho, vINo cho. viNAmaNamAM kAMkarA pheMkavAnA ane anAja rAkhavAnuM. temAM bhUla karo cho? ema tame je vakhate sAdhanAmAM DhaLo, Avazyaka anuSThAno karo te vakhate ghauM tamArI pAse AvyAM paNa mAyA, kapaTa rUpI kAMkarA aMdarathI kADhavA paDaze. satya ane asatya, pAramArthika ane vyavahArika A baMne sattAo jagatamAM che, e satya ane asatyane tulanAtmaka rItathI samyaka prakAre samajavA apakSapAta dRSTi joIe,. pakSapAtavALI dRSTi haze to tame asatya-satyano nirNaya nahIM karI zako. eka habasI hato. kolaso paNa zaramAya evo kALo. rAjAno te sevaka hato. rAjAe tene kahyuM ke dIkarI moTI thaI che, tenA mATe sAro mUratiyo zodhI lAvo. habasI badhe moTA moTA mahelomAM jovA gayo paNa tene game tevo koI rAjakumAra na maLyo. e badhe pharyo ane chevaTe rAjA pAse jaIne kahyuM ke mahArAjA, badhe pharI Avyo paNa koI sAro na dekhAyo. paraMtu mAro dIkaro rAjakumArI mATe yogya che. zuM thayuM A? potAnA dIkarAno pakSapAta. jyAM pakSapAta haze tyAM satya-asatyano nirNaya tame karI nahIM zako. satyanI khoja karavI paDaze, talAza karavI paDaze, e mATe sAhasa karavuM paDaze. enA mATe pakSapAta ane Agraha choDavA paDaze. niSpakSapAtapaNe, sarvAgINapaNe vicAra karavAnI kSamatA prApta karavI paDaze. cAre bAjuthI tattvanI vicAraNA karavI paDaze-Ane jaina darzane anekAMtavAda kahyo. te baMne bAjuthI vicAraNA, pakSapAta vagara (ekAMta vagara) karavI paDaze. haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che ke pakSapAto na ke vIre, na TreSa: pichAviSA amane bhagavAna mahAvIra pratye pakSapAta nathI ane kapilAdi pratye dveSa nathI, paNa yutima vanaM yasya eTale jenuM vacana yuktiyukta eTale nyAyayukta che, nyAya saMgata che, te vacana amAre grahaNa karavAnuM che. AvI samajaNa jenAmAM nathI te sAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. zuM saravALo Avyo? pahelI vAta - jenA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vigere kaSAyo pAtaLAM paDyAM nathI, e AtmArthanI sAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. e potAnA jIvananuM kalyANa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 343 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA karI zakaze nahi. bIjI vAta - jene aMtara vairAgya utpanna thayo nathI, aMdarathI vairAgya Avyo nathI te paNa AtmArthanI sAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. jene vairAgya hoya tenA jIvanamAM AnaMda hoya, AsvAda hoya, AhUlAda hoya, eka prakAranI mastI tenA jIvanamAM hoya, kAraNa? tene samajAI gayuM che jagatanAM padArtho anitya ane nAzavaMta che. jIsa ghara aMdara AI caDA hai, so ghara nAhi terA, aise aise ghara bahota banAye, rAha calaNa jayuM DerA. je gharamAM AvIne caDyAM cho, te jhUpaDuM hoya ke dasa beDarUmano phaleTa hoya, tuM khuza khuza thato hoya to paNa bhale, je gharamAM tuM AvI caDyo che te ghara tAruM nathI, kAraNa ke saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM AvAM ghara ghaNAM maLyAM. vhAlAM re vhAlAM zuM karo re, vhAlAM vaLAvIne vaLaze, hAlAM te vananAM lAkaDAM, te to sAthe ja baLaze. eka re divasa evo Avaze. (udayaratna ma.) A kaMI nirAzAnI vAta nathI, A vAta satya che. te samajIne jenA aMdarathI Asakti cAlI gaI che, tene kahevAya che aMtara vairAgya. trIjI vAta - AtmAmAM guNa grahaNa karavAnI saraLatA jemanAmAM nathI te AtmArthanI sAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. cothI vAta - satya ane asatya samajavA apakSapAta dRSTi jenI nathI, te matArthI che. kriyAjaDanI vAta karI te matArthI, zuSkajJAnInI vAta karI te paNa matArthI ane chelle samIMga apamAM niSkarSamAM A cAra bAbato batAvI e jenAmAM che te matArthI, Avo jIva durbhAgI eTale janma, jarA, maraNane chedavAvALA mokSamArgane pAmavA bhAgyazALI nathI. evo A durbhAgI jIva che, kamanasIba jIva che. ane chelle chelle zAstronuM ema kahevuM che ke dhArmika kriyA karato hoya, paNa dhArmika kriyA karatAM potAnI je prakRti che te badalAI che ke nathI badalAtI e joto na hoya to te AtmArthI jIva kahevAya nahi. dhArmika kriyA karato hoya, bhagavAnanI ke paramakRpALudevanI mUrti sAme joto hoya, pUjA pATha karato hoya, Atmasiddhi pArAyaNa karato hoya, zAstro vAMcato hoya, bahu AnaMdI vAta.paraMtu AvI dhArmika kriyA karato hovA chatAM potAnI Tevo, potAnI Adata, potAnA saMskAra badalato na hoya to pariNAma mIMDu! meM ghaNI vakhata kahyuM che ke "kAzIe jAya to paNa kAgaDAM kALAM." muMbaIthI aneka kAgaDAono saMgha kAzIe jato hoya, ke cAlo ApaNe haradvAra gaMgAmAM snAna karI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 344 pravacana kramAMka - 30, gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 AvIe, kAgaDAo AkAzamAM UDatAM UDatAM jAya, haradvAramAM gaMgA snAna karI pAchA Ave tyAre bagalAM thaIne pAchA Ave che? snAna karIne mela nIkaLI gayo? kAzIe jAya topaNa kAgaDA to kALAM ja rahevAnA. jenA jevAM DhaLyAM hoya DhALAM, te koI di badale nahi re lola. DhALA badalAvavAM paDaze. Teva ane Adata badalavI paDaze. vartana, abhigama, eproca ane bIjA sAtheno vyavahAra paNa badalavo paDaze. bIjA tamane kaheze ke sAMbhaLavA jAva cho paNa zuM sAMbhaLI AvyA? sAsumA sAMbhaLavA AvatAM hoya ane ghera jaI chanachana chanachana karatAM hoya to vahu kaheze, sAsujI! tame zA mATe jAo cho? ame nathI jatAM te zuM khoTAM? AvI hade na pahoMcazo. prakRti badalavI paDaze. prakRtinuM AMtara nirIkSaNa karavuM te kharuM nirIkSaNa che. bArIkAIthI juo, kaSAya pAtaLA paDyAM? mela ocho thayo? potAnA doSo jovA joIe. tame DaoNkTara pAse jAva. dardanuM nidAna karAvI, cAra divasanI davA laI Avo. cAra divasa davA laIne jovo cho ne ke darda ochuM thayuM? temAM sudhAro thayo? sudhAro na thAya to bIjA DaoNkTara pAse jAva. sAdhanA karo tyAre paNa jovuM joIe ke kaMI doSo ochAM thayAM ? sAdhanA karo to potAnA doSo ghaTavA ja joIe. pAMcamI vAta - pote svachaMde varte che - huM bahu dhIre dhIre kahI rahyo chuM. huM tamArI aMdara Utare tema IcchuM chuM. bahu joradAra varasAda paDe to kheDUto kaheze, A pANI nahi Take. varasAda dhIre dhIre varase to pANI jamInamAM Utare. mAre jorathI varasAda varasAvavo nathI. mAre jamInane eTale tamane palALavA che, haiyuM palALavuM che, bhItara palALavuM che. svachaMde varte to gADha karmano baMdha karI saMsAramAM rajhaLe. vaLI jo tene saMsAramAM bhogonI Asakti hoya to te mokSArthI thaI zake nahi. tamAre bemAMthI ekane to pasaMda karavuM ja paDaze. kAM to bhogane pasaMda karo athavA vairAgya pasaMda karo, paramArthane pasaMda karo athavA mAyAne pasaMda karo, jJAnane athavA mohane pasaMda karo, sadgurune athavA saMsArane pasaMda karo, ane je pasaMdagI karI hoya tevo vyavahAra jIvanamAM joDavo paDaze. je saMsAramAM rAjI rahe, jene saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge nahIM, te jIva mokSArthI thaI zake nahi. tamane saMsAra mITho madha jevo lAge che. mIrAMbAIe to kahyuM che ke, "sAkara zeraDIno svAda tajIne, kaDavo lImaDo ghoLa mAre, rAdhAkRSNa vinA bIjuM bola mA re." mahattvanI vAta to e che ke dharma kriyA kare, jJAnanI vAto kare, vairAgyano upadeza sAMbhaLe, ane chatAM tenA hRdayamAM Asakti hoya, mamatva hoya, ahaMkAra hoya, svachaMda hoya evo jIva AtmasAdhanA karI zake nahi. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 345 cha8I vAta - "jyAM sudhI satya maLyuM nathI tyAM sudhI manane khulluM rAkhavuM paDaze, eTale koI kadAgraha, durAgraha, matAgraha nahi. koIpaNa jAtano aMdaramAM potAnI vAta ThasAvavAno Agraha nahi, prayatna nahi. "khulluM mana." tame vyavahAramAM paNa bolatAM ho cho ke jo bhAI ! khulluM mana rAkhI, manathI leje. khulluM mana eTale kadAgraha ke durAgraha vagaranuM, potAnI vAta bIjA upara ThasAvavI che tevI vRtti vagaranuM ane satyanI vAta svIkAravA je taiyAra che tevuM. adhyAtmanI sAdhanA karavI hoya to jIvane potAne taiyArI karavI paDe. satya na maLe tyAM sudhI kazAthI baMdhAzo nahi. vyaktithI, zAstrathI, mata ke saMpradAyathI, vADAthI kazAthI baMdhAzo nahi. jo baMdhAyA to tamAro AgaLano rasto baMdha thaI jaze. ghaNAM loko kahe che ke have ame vicAra karavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM che.' kema? "kaheze ke ame koIka khIle baMdhANA chIe. jema baLada khIle baMdhAya pachI chUTI ja na zake tema.' khIle baMdhAvavAnI jarUra nathI. mana khulluM rAkho. tame jAte vicAro, ciMtana karo, te paNa khullAM manathI. nizcaladAse eka graMtha lakhyo che, ane heDIMga rAkhyuM ke "pakSapAta rahita anubhava prakAza." anubhava prakAza levo hoya to pahelAM pakSapAta rahita thavuM paDaze. pakSa eTale rAga. tamAro dIkaro jabaro hoya ane bIjAne tamAco mArI Ave tyAre tame teno khoTo pakSa laI kahezo ke mAro dIkaro koIne mAre ja nahi. Ama tame teno pakSa lezo to chokaro sAcuM zIkhaze nahi ane tenuM ahita thaze. tattvanI bAbatamAM pakSapAta jarApaNa na cAle. satyano nirNaya karavo hoya to pakSapAta na cAle. pakSapAta rahita jenI dRSTi che te matArthI nathI, durbhAgI nathI. chellI vAta - sAcAne sAcAM kahevAnI buddhi hovI joIe, hiMmata rAkhavI joIe. ame tamane laDavAnI salAha nathI ApatAM. paraMtu je satya che, te satya che, tamane je lAge te kharuM. amAre sAcuM ja kahevuM che. zAstrone ema kahevuM che ke sAcAM ne sAcuM premapUrvaka, namratApUrvaka, karuNApUrvaka kahevuM. zAMti ane dhIrajapUrvaka kahevuM. emAM paNa tattvanI vAta samajAvavI hoya to parama dhIrajapUrvaka kahevI. vinobAjInuM pravacana paMjAbanA gAmamAM rAtre hatuM. temAM saradArajIne sabhAnA pramukha banAvelA. saradArajIe zarUAta karI. 'dekho, saba loga A gaye hai, vinobAjI padhAre hai, ahiMsA ke bAremeM pravacana denevAle hai. agara bIcameM koI bolegA to DaMDAse zira toDa deMge." vinobAjIe kahyuM ke mArA pravacanano pahelethI ja dATa vALI dIdho. vAta ahiMsAnI karavAnI te premathI. satya kaho paNa premathI. emAM paNa pAramArthika satya. bahu kahevA jazo nahIM, kemake satya tamane pUruM maLyuM nathI. are ! pUruM satya maLyAM pahelAM tame kahevA jazo to tene adhakacaruM satya Apazo. enI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 346 pravacana kramAMka - 30, gAthA kramAMka - 32, 33 pAse ghaNI mAnyatAo magajamAM bharI che ane temAM navI mAnyatA umeravAnuM kAma tame karazo. dhAro ke tamane satyanI anubhUti thaI ane kahevA jAo to premathI, AnaMdathI ane zAMtithI kaho. mahAvIra bhagavAna sAdhakone devAnupriya' kahI bolAvatAM, teno artha e ke tame devone paNa priya cho. hiMdu paraMparAmAM ziSyane 'tAta' kahI bolAvatAM hatAM. ghaNAM kahe che ke "e DobA Ubho thA", enA karatAM ema kaho ke "dIkarA ahIM Ava, mAre tane eka vAta karavI che.' Ama satya kahevA mATe tamAre samajaNa rAkhavI paDaze. mana malina hoya-meluM hoya to AtmArthIpaNuM Avaze nahi. AvA lakSaNavALo je jIva hoya tene matArthI mAnavo. te AtmArtha sAdhavA asamartha che. e mokSa prApta karI na zake tevo durbhAgI jIva che. Aje nirNaya karo ke durbhAgInA lIsTamAMthI nIkaLI ja javuM che. A nahIM joIe. to gAthA zuM AvI? nahIM kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahi aMtara vairAgya, saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matArthI durbhAgya. AkhI bhUmikA taiyAra thaI gaI. jema makAna banAvavuM hoya to jamIna svaccha karavI paDe. zuddha karavI paDe. loko jamIna kharIdyA pachI zuddha karatAM hoya che. koI bhUta, preta, vyaMtara, palita koI rahetuM nathI ne? jamIna zuddha che, pAyo majabUta che, pachI ja makAna caNAve. paramakRpALudeva ema kahe che, A bhUmikA batrIsa gAthA sudhImAM pUrNa thaI. ame hAthamAM sAvaraNo laI tamArI bhUmi svaccha banAvI. tame svaccha banazo to AtmArthI thavAmAM ane tenI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM AnaMda Avaze. tetrIsamI gAthAmAM zuM kahyuM? lakSaNa kahyAM matArthInA, matArtha jAvA kAja, have kahuM AtmArthInA, Atma-artha sukhasAja. matArthInA lakSaNa zuM karavA kahyA? lakhavA? noMdhavA? bIjAne kahevA ? bhASaNa ke pravacana ApavA? DahApaNa DoLavAM? to kahe nA, mArthIpaNuM maTI jAya te mATe. AvatIkAlathI AtmArthInAM lakSaNano prAraMbha karIzuM. Atma artha, AtmAnAM lakSa mATe kahevAnA chIe. zA mATe? to sukhakAja. tamane sukhanI prApti thAya te mATe. sukha zemAM che? sukha AtmArthIpaNAmAM che. jo AtmArthI banavuM hoya to AtmArthInAM lakSaNa jANavA joIe. evAM AtmArthInA lakSaNa tamArA sukha mATe kahevAno prAraMbha AvatI kAlathI thaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 347 pravacana kramAMka - 31 gAthA kramAMka - 34 AtmArthInA lakSaNo AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru hoya, bAkI kuLaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya. (34) TIkA jyAM AtmajJAna hoya tyAM munipaNuM hoya, arthAt AtmajJAna na hoya tyAM munipaNuM na ja saMbhave. 'i saMmaMti pAsadataM moLati pAsa6' - jyAM samakti eTale AtmajJAna che tyAM munipaNuM jANo, ema AcArAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che, eTale jemAM AtmajJAna hoya te sAcAM guru che ema jANe che, ane AtmajJAna rahita hoya topaNa potAnAM kuLanAM gurune sadguru mAnavA e mAtra kalpanA che; tethI kAMI bhavacchedana thAya ema AtmArthI jue che. (34) 34 thI 42 gAthA sudhI eka vizeSa prakAranI AMtarika sAdhanAnI vAta che. A sAdhanA anivArya che. ane A sAdhanA thaze to ja samyagudarzanathI mAMDI vItarAgatA sudhInI ghaTanA ghaTI zakaze. AvI mahattvanI sAdhanA che, tenA tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna jatuM nathI. jyAM jyAM dharma zabda Ave che, adhyAtma zabda Ave che, yoga zabda Ave che tyAM kharekhara to evuM thavuM joIe ke bahAramAMthI aMdara javAnuM hoya, enA badale Aje aMdaramAMthI bahAra AvavAnuM thAya che. Aje dharma thAya che, anuSThAno thAya che, ane vratAdi paNa thAya che, paNa evI kaI avasthA che jemAM sAcA arthamAM adhyAtmika satyonI anubhUti Aje ApaNane thAya. sAMsArika ghaTanAo, kauTuMbika ghaTanAo, sAmAjIka ghaTanAo ane bhautika ghaTanAo karatAM, adhyAtmika ghaTanAo saMpUrNapaNe judI che, te AMtarika ghaTanA che. bahAra tamane dekhAze nahi, paNa jyAre aMdara ghaTanA ghaTe tyAre jIvanamAM tenI asara dekhAze, enA jIvanano vyavahAra ane bhUmikA badalAze. enuM zarIra, vANI, mana, enI Indriyo pahelAM je rIte kAma karatA hatAM, te rIte kAma nahi kare. tenuM AkhuM vyaktitva ane AkhuM mAnasa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 348 pravacana kramAMka - 31, gAthA kramAMka - 34 badalAI jAya che. tame e vyaktine pahelAM joI hoya ane ghaTanA ghaTyA pachI juo to bannemAM phera paDI jAya. zuM thayuM A vyaktimAM? pahelAM vAto karatAM hatAM tyAre AMkho lAla thatI hatI, ane have je ame kahIe chIe te hasate moDhe sAMbhaLI le che. ATaluM badhuM parivartana? kaMIka aMdaramAM banyuM che. aMdara banaze to bahAra dekhAyA vagara raheze nahi. ane aMdara banyuM nahi hoya ane bahAra batAvazo to lAMbo TAIma Takaze nahi. ahIM eka mahattvanI vAta kRpALudevane karavI che. eka zabda che AtmArthI ane bIjo zabda che AtmajJAna. e be upara dhyAna ane yoganI ImArata UbhI che. AtmArthIpaNuM e lAyakAtanI vAta che, e yogyatAnI, kaMDIzananI ane zaratanI vAta che. jene kolejamAM javuM hoya te dazamuM athavA bAramuM dhoraNa pAsa thayela hovo joIe. te sivAya praveza na maLe. samagra adhyAtma sAdhanA jo karavAnI hoya to kaI lAyakAta ane kaI yogyatA hoya to thaI zake? te che AtmArthIpaNuM. atyAra sudhI saMpatti, dhana, bhogo, zarIra, strI, sattA tarapha dRSTi hatI. viSayo ane bAhyasukho tarapha dRSTi hatI, kuTuMba tarapha dRSTi hatI. have badhethI daSTi UThI AtmA tarapha vaLI, e moTI krAMti che. A jIva jyAM gayo tyAM teNe A ja kAma karyuM che. eTalA mATe paramakRpALu deve kahyuM che ke "lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM te to, kaho?" A vAkya tame sAmAnya na gaNazo. AnI pAchaLa to vedanA che. lakSmI maLe to tame phalAI jAo cho, sattA maLe to tame rAjI thaI jAo cho, adhikAra hAthamAM Ave to keTalAM khuza thaI jAo cho ! dIkaro paraNe ane vahu gharamAM Ave eTale sAsujIno adhikAra maLyo. e phojadAra ane kalekTara karatAM paNa moTo adhikAra che, ame pUchIe chIe ke "lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM ?' sattA vadhe, bhautika bhogo vadhe, parivAra vadhe, to saMsAra vadhe che. bahAramAM vadhe che. aMdara kaMI vadhatuM nathI. jIvanI najara bahAra tarapha ja che. eTalA mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che ke tame niyANu na karazo. niyANuM eTale je dharma sAdhana karIe tenuM paugalika phaLa nakkI rUpamAM maLe e prakAranAM saMkalpa sAthe sAdhanA karavI. citra ane saMbhUti banne sagA bhAIoe anazana karyuM che, ane emAM eka duHkhada ghaTanA ghaTI saMbhUti mATe. sanatakumAra cakravartI potAnI saMpatti sAthe darzana karavA AvyAM che. saMbhUti muni che, tyAgI che, saMsArathI virakta che, temaNe anazana karela che. tamAma prakAranA AhArano tyAga karyo che. zarIra nizreSTa maDadAMnI jema paDyuM che. mAkhIo besatI haze, maccharo karaDatAM haze, paraMtu tene uDADavA mATe potAnA taraphathI koI prayatno karatAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 349 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA nathI. AvI avasthA che. hajAro mANaso darzana karavA AvyAM che, paNa AMkha UMcI karI koInI sAme jotAM nathI. tyAM sanatakumAra cakravartI ane emanI paTarANI sunaMdA vidhipUrvaka vaMdana kare che ane kahe che, "he saMbhUti muni ! huM pakhaMDano svAmI, cakravartI chuM. tame anazana karyuM che, mATe Apane karoDo vAra amArA vaMdana che. A zabdo sanatakumAranAM che. bhaktibhAvathI emane vaMdana kare che. cakravartInuM strIratna sunaMdA temane vaMdana kare che, te vakhate tenA mAthAnA vALanI laTano mulAyama sparza saMbhUti munine thAya che ne teo gADI cUkI jAya che. asAdhAraNa ghaTanA che. varSo sudhI tapa karyuM, sAdhanA karI, ane chelle ema thAya che ke arere ! ame amArA jIvanamAM mAtra duHkho, takalIpho, yAtanAo, sahana karI, mAtra kaSTo ja sahana karyA. sAdhu jIvanamAM to duHkho ane kaSTo, mAna apamAna paNa Ave, paraMtu amane AvuM sukha, Avo vaibhava jovA ke mANavA nathI maLyo. aMdaramAMthI bahAra AvyAM. tame eTalA mATe dhyAnathI sAMbhaLajo. tamane ema na thAya ke A to saMbhUtine thAya, amane na thAya. phAMko na rAkhazo. citra muni kahe che ke tamane kema A saMkalpa UThyo? A cha khaMDano mAlika sanatakumAra to vaMdana karI puNyanA DhagalA bAMdhI gayo, eNe to dharma karyo paNa tamane Avo vikalpa kema UThyo? te vakhate saMbhUti muni kahe che ke mArA jIvanamAM meM je vrato karI puNya bAMdhyuM che, tenuM phaLa maLe to mAre paNa AvatAM janamamAM cakravartI thavuM che. mane paNa Avo vaibhava maLe. "kyAMre javuM hatuM ane kyAM jaI caDyAM, ame bhavanAM musAphara bhUlAM paDyAM." A ghaTanA komana che, sAmAnya che, ApaNAM jIvanamAM paNa Ama ja thAya che. je loko dharma kare che, je yoganI ane dhyAnanI sAdhanA kare che, temanI najara mAtra AtmA upara nathI. dhana upara jAya che ane sattA ane saMpatti upara paNa jAya che. guru mahArAjanA AzIrvAda maLe to zeranA bhAva vadhe. jo guru mahArAja AzIrvAda ApI dhana vadhArI zake to pote ja zera na rAkhe? A bhautika prema che. guru mahArAjane hAtha joDI kahe ke amAro roga maTI jAya. roga kadAca maTato haze paraMtu eTalA mATe guru mahArAja nahi. ema kaho ke "mahArAja! roga thayo temAM mArI bhUla che. azAtA vedanIya karma kAraNa che. mArA upara evI kRpA karajo ke huM samAdhipUrvaka, samatApUrvaka, bhogavI mArA bAMdhelA karmonI nirjarA karI zakuM. tamArA AzIrvAdathI ane tamArI kRpAthI mArA jIvanamAM AnaMda Ave." paNa najara ane dRSTi badalAya to Ama kaho ne! haju daSTi badalANI nathI. jAtane pUcho, daSTi badalANI? dRSTi sattA upara, vaibhava upara, saMpatti ane bhoga upara che. deha ane strI upara, puruSa upara, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 350 pravacana kramAMka - 31, gAthA kramAMka - 34 svajano ane kuTuMba upara che. keTalAM rAjI thAo cho? cAra vevAIo che, cAra jaNAM cAra bAjuthI kAmamAM Avaze. eka bhAI kahetAM hatAM ke huM maruM tyAre gAmamAMthI koI na Ave topaNa mAro potAno velo eTalo moTo che ke pUruM thaI jAya. A ghelachAno pAra nathI. A bhogo, vaibhava, mAna uparathI dRSTi haTe, samajaNa pUrvaka dRSTi haTAve tene jJAnIo vairAgya kahe che. nityAnaMda svAmI dhyAna karatAM hatAM. mahAdevajI temanA upara prasanna thayA ane varadAna mAgavA kahyuM. svAmIjIe kahyuM "mArI pAse badhuM che, mATe kaMI joItuM nathI. jyAre mahAdevajIe kahyuM ke "tamane ApavA mATe ciMtAmaNI ratna lAvyo chuM ane tame nA kahAM cho?' tyAre temaNe javAba Apyo ke "sAme A jhADa che tenI bakholamAM mUkI do. jene khapa haze jenA bhAgyamAM haze te laI jaze." AvI nirapekSa vRtti ane AvI avasthAne jJAnI puruSa vairAgya kahe che. samagra dRSTi bhautika sRSTimAMthI haTIne jyAre AtmA upara Ave tyAre kAma thaze. e AtmA haju joyo nathI, e AtmA jANyo nathI, AtmAne to jJAnI puruSe jANyo che, anubhavyo che. tene zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryajIe gAyo, zrIamRtacaMdrAcAryajIe gAyo, zrI haribhadrasUrijI, zrI yazovijayajI, zrIAnaMdadhanajI, zrIdevacaMdrajI, ane paramakRpALudeva Adi jJAnIo, sapuruSo ane saMtoe gAyo. e varNana uparathI ema lAge che ke teo je AtmAnuM varNana kare che, te koI adbhuta, alaukika aNamola tattva hovuM joIe. jhaverI mola kare merA lAlakA, mArA lAla amolA, jAku paTaMtara ko nahIM, usakA kyA molA. sAheba! A jhaverIo ratnonI kiMmata kare che, paNa mAruM je ratna che te aNamola che. tenuM mUlya ja na thaI zake. jenAthI zreSTha bIjuM kaMI nathI tenuM zuM mUlya hoya? evo aNamola AtmA hAthamAM Avyo ane aMdaramAM ema thayuM ke mAre tene jANavo che, anubhavavo che, prApta karavo che ane tenI anubhUti karavA mATe je kaMI kiMmata cUkavavI paDe, te cUkavavA huM taiyAra chuM. evI AMtarika avasthA jene AvI tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. A zabda samajAyo? artha eTale prayojana. jIvanamAM AtmA sivAya bIjo koI hetu ke prayojana nathI, pratyeka kSaNa AtmA mATe jIvavI che. A nakkI thaI gayuM che. emAM kaMI pheraphAra thaI zake tema nathI, kAraNa jagata ane jagatanAM padArtho uparathI, samagra pudgala dravya uparathI Asakti chUTI gaI che. aDadhI kaDImAM paramakRpALudeve adbhuta vAta karI che ke "rajakaNa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 351 tArA rakhaDaze, jema rakhaDatI reta', bIjuM rajakaNa eTale mATInuM DhekuM ane vaimAnika devanI riddhi, 'banne mAnyAM pudgala eka svabhAva jo.' samagra jagata pudgala che. jagatamAM je kaMI che te pudgala che, ane tenAM prakAro anaMta che. enuM rUpa alaga alaga che, tenI vizeSatAo che, tenI ghaTanA, rUpa, raMga, AkRti badhuM ja alaga che, paraMtu phanDAmenTala tattva je che te pudgala. AvA pudgala upara Aja sudhI jenI najara hatI tene kahevAya che pudgalAnaMdI. have najara UThI ane A najara kyAM gaI? to AtmA upara. AtmAne joyo nathI, jANyo nathI, anubhavyo nathI, prApta thayo nathI, paraMtu AtmAne have jANavo che, anubhavavo che. ane prApta paNa karavo che, to jema pudgala mATe anaMtakALa Apyo tema AtmA mATe jo eka janma Apazo to anaMta janmonuM sATuM vaLI jaze. paraMtu A kyAre thaze ? jyAre tame pudgala parathI tamAruM lakSa haTAvI AtmA upara lakSa Apazo tyAre thaze. Aja sudhI je paNa kaMI thayuM te bAhya karmakAMDa hatuM. te karatAM rahejo, nA nathI, paNa A vAta lakSamAM lejo. A eka alaukika ghaTanA che. laukika ghaTanAmAM to saMbaMdho punaH punaH sthApita thAya che, paraMtu AtmajJAnanI ghaTanA eka evI alaukika ghaTanA che ke samagra jagatamAMthI jIva kAyama mATe mukta thAya che. tamArA kuTuMbamAM 20, 30 ke 40 varSa koI vyakti sAthe rahI hoya, sAthe jamyA hoya, ramyA hoya, sAthe sukha duHkha sahana karyA hoya, sAthe laDyA hoya ane moja paNa karI hoya ane 40 varSa pachI koI hAtha joDIne ema kahe ke have A kuTuMbamAMthI jAo, mAre mukta thavuM che. tamane nahi game. paraMtu jeo AtmajJAna tarapha jAya che ne sarva karmono kSaya kare che, teo samagra kuTuMbamAMthI ane vizvamAMthI mukta thAya che. teo ApaNA vaccethI cAlyA jAya che. namrutyumAMM sUtramAM Ave che, sivamayatamaru-maLaMta-manvaya-ma Mta-mavvAvAda-mapukharAvitti / have punarAvRtti thavAnI nathI, ApaNA vacce e pAchA AvavAnA nathI. samagra saMsAramAMthI kAyama mATe mukta thaI, anaMta AnaMdanA sAgaramAM DUbI ja javAnA che. AvI ghaTanA jIvanamAM ghaTe che, te dharatI uparanI alaukika ghaTanA che. tamane zuM AzcaryakAraka lAge che? eka posTamena, jeno pagAra mahIne baso, aDhIso haze, tene vIsa lAkhanI loTarI lAgI. eTalo badho laheramAM AvI gayo ke hAthamAM loTarIno kAgaLa lIdho ane dhAbAM upara caDI, DIsko DAnsa karavA lAgyo, nAcatAM nAcatAM kinAre Avyo, khabara na rahI ane paDyo nIce. hAthamAM vIsa lAkhano kAgaLa rahI gayo, A ghelachA. AvI ghelachA jIvanamAM, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 352 pravacana kramAMka - 31, gAthA kramAMka - 34 saMsAramAM anaMtavAra mANI che. saMsAramAMthI mukta thaI, have AtmAno anubhava karo. AtmAno anubhava karavo hoya to e ghaTanA kevI rIte ghaTaze? zuM karavAthI ghaTaze? te vicAra karo. AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcAM guru hoya, bAkI kuLaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya. AtmAnubhavanI adbhuta ghaTanA che. AtmajJAna zabda bolIe tyAre be artha karavAM. eka vAcA jJAna ane eka anubhava jJAna. adhyAtmanA zAstro vAMcIne AtmA Avo che, nizcayanayathI Avo che, dravyArthikanayathI Avo che, paryAyArthikanayathI ane vyavahAranayathI AtmA AvI che. AtmA ajara, amara, avinAzI, ajanmA, anAdi anaMta che. anaMta cAritramaya, jJAnamaya, darzanamaya che. nitya che-anitya che. eka che, aneka che. astitva, vastutva ane prameyatva enA dharmo che. A badhI ja vAto zAstromAMthI maLaze ane tame vAMcI zakazo, jANI zakazo, e jANavuM tene jJAna kahe che paNa te vAcA jJAna. A zabda jJAna e kAma kare ke AvI paNa vastuo jagatamAM che. paraMtu tamArAmAM koI pheraphAra thAya nahi. aMdaramAM kaMI ghaTe nahi. tamane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya ane koI mANasa bole A mohanathALa, AsuratanI ghArI, A khaMbhAtanuM halavAsana, Ama pacAza ke so mIThAInA nAma bolI jAya, to tamane gusso Ave ke nahi? phakta bolavAthI zuM vaLe? tema AtmAne jANavo jarUrI che, paNa mAtra jANavAthI kAma nahi cAle, anubhava joIze. anubhava abhyAsa vagara nahi thAya, prakriyA vagara nahi thAya, ane dhyAna vagara paNa nahi thAya. huM pharI vakhata tamane kahuM chuM ke vacanathI AtmA jaNAze nahi. jANa cAritra te AtmA, nija svabhAvamAM ramato re, lezyA zuddha alaMkaryo, moha vane nahi bhamato re. apramata je nita rahe, navi harakhe navi zoce re, sAdhu sudhA te AtmA, zuM mUMDe zuM loce re. AvI AtmAnI divya ane alaukika, adbhuta vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI thAya che ke huM evo anubhava kyAre karuM? premIone varSonA viraha pachI priya pAtrane kyAre maLuM? kyAre maLuM? evuM thAya che tema AtmA mATe viraha lAgavo joIe. eka vakhata akabara bAdazAha namAjha paDhatA hatA te jagyA spezIyala hatI, tyAMthI javAno TUMko rasto hato. lAMbA samaya pachI AvatA tAnasenane maLavA tenI patnI tAnI, bAdazAha namAjha paDhato hato te TUMka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 353 rastethI javA doDI. akabara bAdazAhe sainikane kahyuM ke tene UbhI rAkho, khabara nathI paDatI ke A rastethI na javAya. tAnI kahe, atyAre mane javA do. pachI je zikSA karavI hoya te karajo. mArA priyatama-pati AvyA che, mAre tene maLavuM che. e maLIne pAchI AvI ane bAdazAhane kahe ke have je zikSA karavI hoya te karo. bAdazAha kahe, "tane khabara nathI ke dilhIno bAdazAha ahIM namAjha paDhe che. tAnIe javAba Apyo ke mane prema evo ubharAyo ke huM temane maLavA doDI, emAM vacce mane Apa na dekhAyA, paraMtu khudAnI baMdagI karatAM karatAM huM tamane dekhANI?" kevI tAlAvelI ? kevI dhagaza tAnIne hatI ! AvI dhagaza ApaNe AtmAnI prApti mATe karavAnI che. jJAna be zabdomAM varNavIzuM, vAcAjJAna ane anubhavajJAna. anubhavajJAna eTale sparza, anubhUti. tame mohanathALano TukaDo moMmAM mUkyo che, svAda mANI rahyA cho, koI dosta pUche ke kevo che? to kaho cho ke "hamaNAM bolo nahi, svAda mANavA do', tevI rIte jeNe AtmAno svAda dhyAnamAM mANyo, tene sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devonuM sukha paNa phikku lAgaze. devalokanAM ghaNA prakAra che, temAM UMcAmAM UMco devaloka anuttara vimAnano che. tyAMthI siddhazilA 1ra jojana cheTI che, paNa DAIrekTa javAno rasto nathI, nIce AvavuM paDe. 33 sAgaropamanAM AyuSyamAM sADA soLa sAgaropama pasAra thAya pachI ja paDakhuM pheravavAnuM thAya. kevuM sukha haze ! tame keTalAM paDakhAM pheravo cho? devone keTalo AnaMda, keTaluM sukha, keTalI zAMti? chatAM devo kahe che ke A sukha che kharuM paNa vinAzI che, AtmAnA sukha jevuM nathI. je samyagRSTi che te jANe che ke A sukha kharuM paNa AtmAnuM sukha to alaukika sukha che. jeNe A sukha mANyuM tene anuttara vimAnanuM sukha paNa phikku lAge. ApaNe to pAuMbhAjInA sukhamAM kUdAkUda karI mUkIe chIe, pANIpurI rastA upara khAIe chIe tyAre e pANImAM keTalI vakhata hAtha boLAya, ane keTalI mAkhIo beThI hoya, chatAM bhaNelA gaNelAM ane zikSita loko tyAM khAtA hoya che, AvuM sukha paNa teone mIThuM lAge che, temane kyAM khabara che ke AtmAnuM sukha kevuM che? e sukha anubhava vagara nahi maLe. anubhava rasameM roga na zokA, lokavAda saba meTA, kevala acala anAdi abAdhita, zivazaMkarakA bheTA. AvI anubhavanI ghaTanA kSaNabhara mATe ghaTe, to kAyama mATe e jUnA saMskAranI pakaDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya, ane pachI pracaMDa puruSArtha karI, sarva karmono kSaya karI, mukta thaI jAya. eka ja vakhata kSaNabhara mATe aMtarmuhUrta Taca thAya ne kAma thaI jAya. Avo Atma anubhava For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 354 pravacana kramAMka - 31, gAthA kramAMka - 34 eka vakhata paNa jene thayo tenA upara chApa paDI gaI. sikko lAgI gayo. Avo AtmAnubhava kevI rIte thaze ? zuM karavuM joIe ? kaI sAmagrI joIe ? konA thakI thaze? zuM karavAthI thaze ? kema thaze ? to sadguru thakI thaze. jema mA vAtsalyamUrti che, tema sadguru paNa vAtsalyamUrti che. tame sadgurune zodhavAnI koziza na karazo. tame sadgurune asadguru kahezo ane asadgurune sadguru kahezo. tamArA badhA mApadaMDa pheMkI do. sadguru ja tamane zodhI leze. jAgatAM ke UMghatA koI pUche ke tamAre zuM joIe che ? to AtmA. romeromamAM AtmA, AtmA, AvI lagana jene lAgI che, tenA bhaNakAra sadguru jyAM beThA che tyAM tene Ave, ane teo tamane zodhI kADhe. rajaba kAbulamAM hato ane dAdu tyAM gayA. rajabanA lagna che. te moTo saradArano dIkaro ane abajopatinI kanyA sAthe lagna che. rajaba hAthI upara beTho che. zaNagAra paheryA che. hajAro mANaso che. nRtyo thaI rahyAM che. vAjIMtro vAgI rahyAM che. ThATha ora che. strIo garabA gAI rahI che. senApatio AjubAju talavAra laI pharI rahyA che. tenA vacce dAdu jaI pahoMcyA, ane kahyuM, rajaba ! kahAM calA tuM ? tuM suMdara ho, asuMdara banane calA ? basa, khalAsa, 2jaba hAthI uparathI UtarI gayo, ane dAdu tene laI cAlyA, hajAro mANaso jotA rahyA. rajabanI uMmara 20 varSanI hatI. kevI adbhuta tAlAvelI ! rajaba gayo te gayo. paramArthanI tAlAvelI, AtmAne meLavavAnI tAlAvelI jAgaze, tyAre romeromamAMthI avAja Avaze, 'AtmA, AtmA.' e avAja bIjA koIne nahi saMbhaLAya, paNa lAkho mAIla dUra rahelAM sadgurune saMbhaLAze, tyAM TyunIMga thaze, sadguru Avaze, ane tamAro hAtha pakaDaze. sadguru carcAthI na maLe. pratyakSa che ke parokSa che ? AjanAM che ke kAlanAM che ? zuM kAma A khoTI carcAo ane kalabala karo cho ? AtmArthI bano ne. aMdaramAM dAvAnaLa saLagavo joIe. mIrAMe kahyuM che ke - 'viraha agnie huM dAjI, sarasa sudhArasa sIco.' virahano agni bhayaMkara pragaTyo che. he prabhu ! tamArA virahano, tamArA premano agni aMdara pragaTyo che, tame AvIne tene zAMta karo. A AtmAno viraha, AtmA, AtmA ane AtmA ! evo viraha jene anubhavavo che, teNe eka kAma sauthI pahelAM karavuM paDaze ke AtmAno anubhava jeNe karyo che tenA caraNoAmaM javuM paDaze. sadgurune tamArI pAsethI kaMI levuM nathI. na lenA, na denA, paNa sadguru vacce AvavAnAM ja-kA2Na jeNe AtmA prApta karyo haze te tamane batAvaze ke AtmA kevI rIte prApta thAya, ane batAvyA sivAya AtmA nahi maLe. tamAro AtmA tamArI pAse che, sadaguru pAse nathI paNa sadguru e tamane batAvaze ke lo A For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 355 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA tamAro AtmA. ATaluM kAma karavA sadgurunI hAjarI jarUrI che, anivArya che. mATe ema kahyuM ke kone sadguru kahevA? bIjA badhAM lakSaNo javA do. AtmAno pragaTa anubhava jemaNe jIvanamAM karyo che ane e anubhavamAM je nimagna che, AtmajJAna jemane che te ja kharekhara sadguru, te ja kharekhara puruSa, te jJAnI puruSa. temanI jarUra paDaze. tame mAMdA paDazo to kone batAvazo? DaoNkTarane. jene khabara che, jene jANyuM che, jene roga pArakhavAno anubhava che tene. to AtmA paNa jeNe jANyo che tenI pAsethI maLaze. AtmA tamAro che, tame khoyo nathI, paNa tame bhUlyAM cho. bhUlI javAya paNa khovAya nahi. tame AtmA maTI jAya tevuM bane ja nahi. AtmA jemaNe prApta karyo che tene kahevAya che AtmajJAnI ane AvuM AtmajJAna jyAM hoya tyAM che munipaNuM. muni eTale sAdhu, aNagAra, zramaNa, ane teo tapa japa kare che, anuSThAna kare che, pAMca mahAvratonuM pAlana kare che, rAtribhojana karatAM nathI. traNa gupti, pAMca samiti pALe che, anazana kare che, vrata kare che, mAsakhamaNa kare che. bahArathI munipaNAMnAM badhA lakSaNa hoya, paNa tyAM munipaNuM hoya te nakkI nahi. kema ema? Atma anubhava na hoya to munipaNuM na hoya. e anubhava vagara je hoya te dravyaliMgI kahevAya, ane AtmajJAna hoya te kharekhara muni. AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re. (AnaMdaghanajI ma.sA.) AtmajJAnI hoya te zramaNa, te sAdhu, e muni. AvA muni bhagavaMta che. navakAra maMtramAM pAMce pAMca parameSThIone namaskAra karavAmAM AvyA che. paraMtu pAMce pAMca parameSThImAM komana munipaNuM che. arihaMta paNa muni, siddha paNa te pada pAmyA pahelAM muni, AcAryo ane upAdhyAyo paNa muni, ane namo loe savvasAhUNaM e padamAM paNa muni. munipaNuM kyAM hoya? jyAM AtmajJAna che tyAM munipaNuM che. AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, bhoktA che, ajara-amara che ema bolavuM te vAcAjJAna, paNa AtmajJAna nathI. paraMtu AtmA jevo che tevo jeNe anubhavyo che, tyAM munipaNuM ane AvuM jyAM munipaNuM hoya te sAcAM guru hoya, te ja sAcAM sadguru che. AtmArthInuM paheluM kAma sadgurune prApta karavAnuM che. kheDUtane khetI karavI che to pahelAM jamIna zodhaze, vepArIne vepAra karavo che to mUDI zodhaze, dIkarAne paraNAvavo che, to pahelAM kanyA zodhaze. tema AtmAne meLavavo hoya to pahelAM sadguru zodhavA paDaze, prApta karavA paDaze. tamAre AtmA joIe che? to sadguru hAjara thaze ja. paNa sadguru hAjara thAya tyAre bAraNA baMdha na karazo, temanuM svAgata karajo, temane premathI vadhAvajo. sonAnA phUle ane ratnothI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 356 pravacana kramAMka - 31, gAthA kramAMka - 34 vadhAvajo. kAraNa ke e tamAro aNamola khajAno devA AvyAM che. temano upakAra bhUlAya nahi. aho! aho! zrI sadaguru, karuNAsiMdhu apAra, A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho! aho! upakAra. te vakhate A kAvya aMdarathI spharaze. AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcAM guru hoya, bAkI kuLaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya. kuLaguru guru kharAM paNa teo moTA hakkadAra ane dAvedAra hoya che. saurASTra ane gujarAtanAM moTA bAroTa vahIvaMco Ave che. temanI gAdalA, godaDA, cA-pANIthI AgatA svAgatA karavI paDe. pachI temano copaDo khole, temAM tamArA bApadAdAnAM nAma hoya, temAM nIce tamAruM nAma lakhAvavuM paDe. tema A tamArA kuLaguru che. bAkI to kuLagurunI kalpanA che. AtmArthI tenAthI rAjI thato nathI paNa jene bhavano cheda karavo che, janma maraNa TALavA che, te kuLaguruthI nahi TaLe, e Atma anubhavI sadgathI ja janmamaraNa TaLaze, evA sadgurunI zodha jeNe cAlu karI che te AtmarthInuM paheluM lakSaNa. AgaLa krame krame lakSaNo Avaze. 34 thI 42 gAthA sudhImAM eka sAdhanA ApI che. A pAyAnI rIta, prakriyA che. A thaze to samyaggadarzana ane pachInI ghaTanA thaze. pahelAM samyaggadarzana ane pachI vItarAgatA prApta thAya. AvA kramathI sAdhanA thaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 357 pravacana kramAMka - 32 gAthA kramAMka - 35 sadguru prAptino upakAra pratyakSa saguru prAptino, gaNe parama upakAra, traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra. (35) TIkA pratyakSa sadguru prAptino moTo upakAra jANe, arthAt zAstrAdithI je samAdhAna thaI zakavA yogya nathI, ane je doSo sadgurunI AjJA dhAraNa karyA vagara jatA nathI te saddaguru yogathI samAdhAna thAya, ane te doSo TaLe, mATe pratyakSa saruno moTo upakAra jANe, ane te sadguru pratye mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekatAthI AjJAMkitapaNe varte. (35) A gAthAmAM ghaNI badhI spaSTatAo che, ane tenI sAthe ghaNAM prakAranI sAdhanAo A gAthAmAM kahela che. prAthamika avasthAmAM sAdhakane anivAryapaNe je sAdhanA karavI paDe che tenI prakriyA 34 thI 42 sudhInI gAthAmAM Apela che. koIpaNa sAdhaka A prakriyAmAM UtaryA vinA AgaLanI koI sAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. kharekhara sAdhanAno prAraMbha samyagdarzanathI thAya ane samyagdarzana thayA pachI vItarAgadazA pAme tyAM sudhI sAdhanA cAle. vItarAgadazAmAM e sAdhanAnI samApti thAya. samyagadarzananI prApti karavA mATe samagra jIvananI taiyArI kevI hoya athavA zuM karavuM paDe, tenuM A gAthAmAM varNana che. bahu dhIrajathI, zAMtithI, svasthatAthI eka eka zabda samajavAno prayatna karajo, ane A vAta ghaNI zAMtithI lakSamAM lejo. kadAca tamAre gaLe na Utare to amArI pAse bIjo upAya nathI, paraMtu dhIraja rAkhI jema che tema samajavAno prayatna karajo. bhautika kSetramAM karyataMtrano prabhAva che. janma thAya tyArathI mAMDIne mRtyunI chellI kSaNa sudhI jIvanamAM je kaMI ghaTanAo ghaTe che, vastuo, vyaktio, padArtho e badhAno ApaNane meLApa-saMyoga thAya che, viyoga paNa thAya che tathA je prasaMgo bane che, e badhA upara sattA karyataMtranI che. jo eTaluM samajAya ke bhautika kSetra upara karyataMtrano kAbU che, mAro nahIM, to sAdhaka bhautika For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 358 pravacana kramAMka - 32, gAthA kramAMka - 35 kSetramAM valakhAM na mAre, muMjhAya nahi, asvastha na bane, tene ArtadhyAna na thAya. bhautika kSetramAM, jyAre tamane anukULatA na maLe tyAre aMdaramAM ArtadhyAna thAya che, te ArtadhyAnathI bacavA mATe A samajaNa te ja sauthI moTo upAya che, "mane je saMyogo prApta thAya che te pUrve karelAM karmonA phaLarUpe che." ATalI samajaNa jarUrI che. ArtadhyAnathI jo bacazo to manane tattvaciMtana karavAno avakAza maLaze. mana to ApaNuM covIsa kalAka kAma kare che ane covIsa kalAka mana ArtadhyAna ja kare che. jenuM zarIra ghasAI gayuM hoya tene tame kaho ke copATI upara be mAIla pharI Ave to te jaI na zake, tema jenuM mana thAkeluM che, ghasAI gayuM che, te tattvaciMtana karI zakato nathI. atyAra sudhI ApaNe ArtadhyAna-durbAna karI ApaNA manane ghasI nAkhyuM che, Ama ApaNo mAnasika samaya ane ApaNI mAnasika zakti ghaTI hovAnA kAraNe tattvaciMtana karavAno ApaNane avasara raheto nathI. bhautikakSetra upara karyataMtrano kAbUche, e vAta haju ApaNA haiye UtarI nathI tethI ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna thAya che. ApaNe karmagraMthono abhyAsa karIe chIe, karmanI phIlosophI jANIe chIe, karmanI vAta karIe chIe, paNa bhautika kSetre karyataMtrano kAbU che, te vAta mAnavA haju paNa ApaNe taiyAra nathI. tame IcchA karI zako, mahattvAkAMkSA karI zako, tamane chUTa che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke tamArI IcchA ane apekSA pramANe thAya ja tevuM na paNa bane. bhautika kSetramAM je kaMI siddhio joIe che, te tamArI mahenata, tamArI buddhi, tamArI kAma karavAnI kuzaLatA, tamArI Ayojana zakti, loko pAse kAma levAnI kSamatA, ane kayA vakhate kayuM kAma levuM te tamArI nirNaya zakti upara AdhAra rAkhe che, te barAbara che, paNa eka ajJAta paribaLane ApaNe bhUlI jaIe chIe. A nathI jANatA te paribaLa karyataMtra che, tema jJAnI kahe che. jo karmano sahayoga na hoya to badhI hoMziyArI hovA chatAM kAma thatuM nathI, te tame jANo. tamAre rASTrapati thavuM hoya ane koInA AzIrvAda levA jAva ane e AzIrvAda Ape paNa tame rASTrapati thazo te nakkI nathI. bIjI muzkelI e che ke rASTrapati padanA tame ekalA umedavAra nathI, bIjA 200 thI 500 umedavAra che. teo paNa svapnA sevI rahyAM che. tamAre abajopati thavuM che paNa tame thazo e paNa nakkI nathI. tame Iccho ke A prakAranI vyakti maLavI joIe to paNa te maLe te nakkI nathI. kAraNa zuM che? kAraNa ke temAM tamArI sAthe kAma karatAM paribaLamAM eka paribaLa je tamArA jANavAmAM nathI AvatuM, te che karyataMtra. to bhautika kSetre vAta spaSTa thaI gaI? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 359 je saMyogo ke viyogo Ave temAM ciMtA na karazo, asvastha na banazo. ArtadhyAna na karazo, vyAkuLa na banazo, Tenzana taLe na jazo. tame jo vikSipta nahIM bano to tamArA manane moTo avakAza maLaze ane e mana tattva ciMtana karI zakaze. vAta kaMI bese che ? ApaNuM mana satata gati kare che. ghaNA kahe che ke mALA laIne besIe ane 'namo arihaMtANaM' bolyAM pachI 'namo siddhANaM' bolatAM manamAM hajAra vikalpa AvI jAya che, moTAbhAganAM vikalpo binajarUrI hoya che. A vikalpo tamArI zakti cUsI le che. kheDUta khetaramAM anAja vAve ane pachI anAja Uge che, tyAre kheDUtane eka bIjuM kAma karavuM paDe che. anAja to Uge che paraMtu sAthe nIMdAmaNa bahu Uge che. nIMdAmaNa eTale binajarUrI ghAsa. jo anAjane UgavA devuM hoya to binajarUrI ghAsane kADhI nAkhavuM joIe. jema khetImAM sauthI moTo prazna nIMdAmaNano che tema ApaNA jIvanamAM sauthI moTo prazna vikalpono che. dharmanuM bIja ane dhyAnanuM bIja vAvavuM che paNa DhagalAbaMdha vikalpo che. e vikalpanI jALamAM ApaNuM mana aTavAyeluM che. kyAreka kyAreka ja ApaNuM mana tattvaciMtanamAM jAya che. paNa jUnI ghareDa pramANe pAchA vikalpo ApaNI sAthe AvI jAya che, acAnaka vikalpo UThe che. bagIcAmAM phUlonA choDamAM IyaLo thaI jAya, te IyaLo pAMdaDAne korI khAya che ane AkhAM choDane vikRta karI mUke che tema vikalpo AtmAne korI khAya che. vikalpo mana ane AtmAne cUsI jAya che. tamAro TAIma vikalpo ane binajarUrI prakriyAmAM jAya che. e TAIma bacAvavo hoya to ane vikalpothI, du:khathI, pratikULatAthI jo bacavuM hoya to paheluM sUtra svIkArI lo ke bhautikakSetramAM karmataMtrano kAbU che. tyAM tamAruM jora cAlaze nahi. tame ghaNAM ja buddhizALI cho, tame zaktizALI cho, tamArI kArya karavAnI zakti zreSTha che, A badhA sAthe ajJAta paribaLa (karmataMtra) anukULa na thAya to tamArA paribaLo kAma nahi lAge, mATe kahyuM ke bhautikakSetra upara karyataMtrano kAbU che. AdhyAtmika kSetra upara tamAro potAno kAbU che, AtmAno kAbU che, saMkalpano kAbU, puruSArthano kAbU, anugraha ane kRpAno kAbU che. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahetAM hatAM ke... appA ceva dameyavvo, appA hu khalu duddamo / appA vaMto sudI hodda, astiM oe pattha ya // (uttarAdhyayana sUtra) tuM tArA AtmA upara kAbU meLava. ApaNA AtmA upara ApaNe kAbU meLavI zakatAM na hota to bhagavAna mahAvIra Ama kaheta nahi. temaNe ja kahyuM che tema nathI, paNa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 360 pravacana kramAMka - 32, gAthA kramAMka - 35 bhagavad gItAmAM zrI kRSNa kahyuM che ke AtmA ja AtmAno mitra che, ane AtmA ja AtmAno zatru che, mATe tArA upara tuM kAbU meLava ane tuM tArI svataMtratAne prApta kara. adhyAtmamAM potAnI kRpAno, potAnA anugrahano ane potAnA puruSArthano kAbUche, paNa jIva UMdhuM kare che. koIne pUchIe ke "tame dhyAna kema nathI karatA?' to kaheze ke "bhAgyamAM lakhyuM hoya to thAya ne." "tame mALA kema nathI karatAM?" -"evAM puNya prApta karyA hoya to thAya ne." "bhagavAnanAM maMdiramAM kema nathI jatAM?' -"evAM nasIba hoya to javAya ne.' sInemAmAM javAnuM tamAruM puNya che, TIkITa na maLe to be kalAka lAInamAM UbhA rahevAno tamAro puruSArtha che. be kalAka bagADe tyAM puNya che, ane maMdira javAmAM zuM nasIba ADuM Ave che? adhyAtma kSetramAM tamArA puruSArthanuM niyaMtraNa che ane bhautika kSetramAM karyataMtrano kAbUche. A eTalA mATe vAta karIe chIe ke A gAthAmAM je sAdhanA karavAnI che te puruSArthanI che. pratyakSa sadgurunI prAptino, gaNe parama upakAra, traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra. A eka akhaMDa, divya, alaukika ane sarvazreSTha sAdhanA che, ane mATe ja ame spaSTIkaraNa karIe chIe ke AdhyAtmika kSetramAM tamAro potAno adhikAra che ane bhautika kSetramAM karyataMtrano adhikAra che. kadAca A vAta tamAre gaLe na paNa Utare, paNa mane A kahetAM mUMjhavaNa thatI nathI, kAraNa ke zAstranuM A pramANa che. tame paNa ema vicArajo, manana karajo ane manane binajarUrI vikalpomAM aTavAvavA na dezo. bIjuM sUtra - AdhyAtmika sAdhanAne anukULa tamAma bhautika sAdhano eTale manuSyanuM zarIra, pAMca Indriyo, Aryadeza, uttama, pavitra kuLamAM janma, saMskArI mAtA pitA, sukhethI jIvI zakAya tevI sAmagrI ane saddharmano yoga A badhuM ja meLavI ApavAnuM kAma puNya kare che, emAM nA nahi, paNa AdhyAtmikatAmAM tamArA puruSArthanuM kAma che. saMkalpa ane samAjanuM kAma che, vivekanuM kAma che. jeone bhogo ja bhogavavAM che, saMsAramAM gaLADUba DUbavuM che, tevAM lokone AvI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM paNa teno upayoga teo bhogo mATe kare che, kAraNa ke AdhyAtmika samaja temanI pAse nathI. AnA uparathI eka siddhAMta nakkI thAya che ke AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM prApta thatI siddhi e saMkalpathI maLe, e puruSArtha ane anugrahathI maLe. trIjI vAta - samyagdarzananI prApti puNyathI thatI nathI. samyagadarzananI prApti darzanamohano upazama thavAthI thAya che. darzanamohano upazama thAya to samyagdarzana thAya. tame puruSArtha eTale sAhasa karo to samyagadarzana thAya. graMthibheda thAya to samyagadarzana For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 361 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA thAya. tame rAgadveSanI gAMTha choDo to samyagadarzana thAya. e puNyanuM pariNAma nathI. e anivAryapaNe AdhyAtmika sAhasanuM pariNAma che. mokSa paNa puNyathI maLato nathI. tattvArthAdhigama sUtramAM eka sUtra ApyuM che. "sarvarmakSayAnmokSa: ' sarva karmono kSaya thAya tyAre mokSa maLe. sarva karmomAM puNya, pApa, ghAti karmo, aghAti karmo badhuM ja AvyuM. to mokSa puNyathI na maLe. puNya hoya tyAM sudhI mokSa na maLe. puNya karma hoya tene paNa bhogavavuM ja paDe che. pApa paNa bhogavavuM ja paDe che. puNya hoya to devaloka athavA manuSyagati maLe. devalokamAM gayA paNa tyAM nAnuM AyuSya nathI. ochAmAM ochA dasa hajAra varSa ane vadhAremAM vadhAre 33 sAgaropama. dasa hajAra varSa pUrA karavAM ja paDe. tyAM AtmahatyA thaI zakatI nathI. e puNya bhogavAI jAya ane nIce AvI, AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kare tyAre sarva karmono kSaya thAya to mokSa maLe. mATe ema kahyuM che ke mohano kSaya paNa puNyathI na thAya. mohano kSaya samyaku cAritranI ArAdhanAthI thAya, mohano upazama, upazama zreNIthI thAya. mohano kSaya kSapaka zreNIthI thAya, ane te mATe puruSArtha karavo ja paDe. have vAta e karavI che ke pratyakSa saguruno yoga puNyathI na thAya. pratyakSa saguruno yoga pukArathI thAya. sadguru mATe romaromamAMthI pukAra UThe, romaromamAMthI jhaNakAra UThe, vedanA UThe, vyathA UThe, AMkho roI roI lAla thaI jAya, haiyuM valovAI jAya, evI asahya pIDA jyAre thAya tyAre guru prApta thAya ane samagra cetanA temanA mATe pukAra kare tyAre sadguruno yoga thAya. saguno yoga jhaMkhanAthI thAya, abhipsAthI thAya, virahanI vedanAthI thAya, pukAra karavAthI thAya. tame gharamAM ekalAM ho ane cora AvI caDe to bacAvo, bacAvo, AkhuM kompalekSa jAgI jAya teTalI jorathI pokAra karo cho, tenAM karatAM kaI gaNo pukAra aMdaramAMthI sadguru mATe thAya, tyAre tamane Azcarya thaze ke sadguru te vakhate hAjara haze, tyAM puNyanuM mahattva nathI. sadguru prApta thAya tyAre temane oLakhavAM paDe. temane oLakhavAM haze to tamAre tamArAM mata ane mAnyatAnAM cazamA badalavA paDaze. baMne jyAre badalazo tyAre sadUgurunI prApti thaze. eka bhakta ziraDInA sAMIbAbAne kahyuM, "ame Apane roja bhojana lAvI ApIe chIe, eka vakhata Apa bhojanano amane lAbha Apo, amAre tyAM padhAro." sAMIbAbAe kahyuM, "bhale". e mANasa ghera gayo, bhojananI taiyArI karI ane rAha joIne beTho, tyAM eka bhikhArI Avyo, tene lAkaDI batAvI kADhI mUkyo. sAMja paDatAM koI na AvyuM tyAre te sAMIbAbA pAse AvIne kahe ke "meM tamArI ghaNI rAha joI, paNa tame na For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 36 2 pravacana kramAMka - 32, gAthA kramAMka - 35 AvyAM?' bAbAe kahyuM, "huM to Avela paNa teM mane lAkaDI mArI kADhI mUkyo." sadguru Ave che paNa tame oLakhatAM nathI. bUmo pADazo ja nahi ke "teo nathI maLatA." pokAra, jhaMkhanA, tAlAvelI, tIvratA haze to jarUra Avaze. emane bolAvavA nahi paDe. A jagatamAM eka ja pAtra evuM che ke je tamArI AmaMtraNa patrikAnI rAha jotuM nathI, ane AvIne hAjara thAya che. kyAre ? tamArA sADA traNa karoDa romamAMthI saguru, puruSa evo dhvani UThaze tyAre. mIrAM, kabIra, narasiMha ane caMdanabALAne evo dhvani UThyo hato, caMdanabALAne AMgaNe bhagavAna mahAvIra jAte AvyA hatA, caMdanabALA bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse gaI nathI. eka majhAnI vAta e che ke aMbaDa nAmano rAjavI rAjagRhI jaI rahyo che, teNe bhagavAna mahAvIrane pUchyuM ke "Apane rAjagRhI kaMI kAma che?' bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM, "sulatAne dharmalAbha kahejo, eTaluM kAma karajo." rAjagRhImAM bhagavAna mahAvIranAM ghaNAM bhakto hatAM, zreNika mahArAjA, zAlibhadrajI, dhannAjI vi. ghaNAM karoDapati temanAM bhakto hatAM, chatAM sulatAne dharmalAbha kahyo. sulatAnAM aMtaramAM pokAra UThyo ane jyAre aMbaDa sulasA pAse gayo ane kahyuM ke, "bahena ! bhagavAna mahAvIre dharmalAbha kIdhAM che.' sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja tenI baMgaDIo tUTI jAya che, kaMcukI chUTI jAya che, romaromamAM AnaMda pragaTe che. ene ema thayuM ke "A cauda brahmAMDanA dhaNI, jemanAM caraNomAM cosaTha Indro ane karoDo devo jhUke che, vaLI A rAjagRhImAM hajAro bhakto che, temane nahIM paNa zreNika mahArAjAnA sArathInI huM sAmAnya patnI, evI mane teoe-bhagavAne dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyAM." je divase romaromamAMthI pokAra UThaze, te divase sadguru sAme AvIne UbhA raheze. eTale kahyuM ke, "pratyakSa saru prAptino gaNe parama upakAra." A ghaTanA ghaTI che ane tenuM varNana karela che. sadga prApta thaze? nahi thAya? muzkela che, durlabha che, kALa evo che, kone khabara koNa haze? kema oLakhANa karavI? are ! A badhI carcA choDo. Ama karavAthI nahi maLe. prApti thaI zake che, maLI zake che, pratyakSa sadganI prApti anugrahathI thAya che. kono anugraha? paramAtmAno anugraha. paramAtmA jyAre kRpA kare, paramAtmAno jyAre anugraha thAya tyAre sadagurune mokalI Ape. tame ema mAno cho ne ke "paramAtmAno anugraha thAya tyAre dIkaro maLe, paisA maLe." AmAM kyAMthI meLa paDe? bhagavAnane AvuM kAma soMpazo nahi. bhagavAnano anugraha thAya tyAre sadgurumaLe. paramAtmAe ema kahyuM ke mane maLavAnI DAyarekTa, hoTa lAIna nathI. mane maLavuM ja hoya to sadguru dvArA maLI zakAya. sadguru For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 363 jyAre prApta thAya che tyAre tamArA samagra jIvanano ghATa ghaDAvavAno prAraMbha thAya che. atyAra sudhI ArasanI khANamAM Arasano patthara hato, Aje ArasapahANano patthara bahAra Avyo ane kuzaLa zilpInA hAthamAM e patthara mUkAI gayo. sagurunI prApti thaze tyAre e tamane ghaDavAnuM kAma zarU karaze, tame ghaDAvA dejo, ane TAMkaNuM mAre to khamajo, hathoDAno ghA kare to paNa khamajo. khamavAnI ApaNI taiyArI ja nathI. samyagadarzana evI cIja che ke paramAtmAno anugraha hoya to ja thAya. nayasAra bhagavAna mahAvIrano pahelo janma, tyAra pachI 27bhava thayA. nayasAra jaMgalamAM gayela che, baporanAM bAra vAgyAM che. seMkaDo majUro kAma kare che. jamavA mATe bhojana AvyuM che, khUba kAma karela che. kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che. te vakhate nayasArane vicAra Ave che, AvA vakhate koI jJAnI sapuruSa jo Ave to emane huM bhojana ApuM ane pachI huM bhojana karuM to mAro divasa sArthaka thAya. ApaNane Avo vicAra Ave kharo? nayasAre bahu pratIkSA karI, tyAre mArga bhUlelA muni bhagavaMto tyAM AvIne UbhAM rahyAM. A TyunIMga che jagatamAM. nayasAra yAda karI rahyo che ane munio AvyAM. jotAMnI sAthe nayasAra Azcaryamugdha thaI gayo, e ullAsamAM ghelo ane pAgala jevo banI gayo. muni mAre AMgaNe AvyAM ! ene khabara nathI ke A jaina paraMparAnA munio che. bhagavAnanI kRpA thaI. jema sAtakhoTanA dIkarAne joIne mane AnaMda thAya tevo AnaMdita thayo che ke mAre AMgaNe saMta padhAryA bhAvathI vahorAvyuM. munio tenA mukha sAme jue che, enI AMkho ane vartana sAme jue che, hAtha joDIne Ubho che, tenI paddhati sAme jue che. temane lAgyuM ke, Ane upadeza ApavA jevo che, A jIvane samyagadarzana thaze. mahArAje AhAra lIdho, vizrAma karyo pachI nayasArane bolAve che, nayasAra hAtha joDI sAme bese che ane kahe che, "prabhu, Apa ApanA ziSyane upadeza Apo cho tema mane paNa kaMIka kaho." muninA hRdayamAM ullAsa thAya che, tene upadeza Ape che, jema jema upadeza sAMbhaLato gayo tema tema Tharato gayo. tenA kAne "namo arihaMtANaM, namo siddhANaM', A sUtro gayAM ane te aMdara Tharato gayo ane zAstramAM varNana che ke tene samyagdarzananI prApti thaI. nayasAre mArga bhUlelA munione dravya mArga batAvyo. nayasAra kahe che, "gurudeva! Ape je mArga-rasto batAvyo che teno upakAra kaI rIte bhUluM !" pratyakSa saguru prAptino, gaNe parama upakAra, traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra. bIjI kaDImAM sAdhanAnI zarUAta thaI, zuM sAdhanA? zuM prakriyA? traNe yoga ekatvathI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 364 pravacana kramAMka - 32, gAthA kramAMka - 35 varte AjJAdhAra. traNe yoga eTale mana, vacana ane zarIra; vicAra, vANI ane vartana, A traNenI ekatAthI AjJAMkitapaNe varte. sauthI paheluM kAma ene mana upara karavAnuM che. vRttio manamAM UThe che, te mArAthI rokI zakAya tema nathI. A badhI vRttio sagurunA hAthamAM soMpI devI. UThela vRttine mAre have poSavI nathI. A moTI sAdhanA che. tame kapaDAM, AhAra, zrIphaLa, dhana badhuM ApI zako, caraNomAM namaskAra karo, paraMtu ahIM ema kahe che ke UThatI vRttione meM mArI rIte poSI hatI, have mArI rIte poSavI nathI. je vRttio jItavI kAThI paDatI hatI, te vRttione jItavAno upAya maLI gayo. vRttiono dora sadgurunA hAthamAM soMpavo che. sarunA hAthamAM jo tame vRttio soMpazo to vRttio tamane herAna karaze nahi. bIjAmAM jatuM mana rokI sadgurunuM ja smaraNa karavuM, sadgurunA bhAva pramANe karavuM, sapuruSanuM ja avalokana karavuM, temanuM ciMtavana karavuM. haju AtmA joyo nathI, jANyo nathI, haju AtmAnuM citra barAbara taiyAra thayuM nathI, paNa eka citra tamArI samakSa AvyuM che, te puruSa sAkAra che, te sajIvana mUrtino AkAra jovA maLyo, temanuM dhyAna karIe, manana maMthana karIe, temano vicAra karIe. bIjuM dhyAna nahi thAya, nirvikalpa dhyAna karavuM eTaluM saheluM nathI. ghaNAM kahetA hoya che ke ame nirvikalpa thaI gayA, ene e khabara paDavI joIe ke te jaDa thayo ke nirvikalpa thayo? nirvikalpa avasthA eka adbhuta avasthA che, pahelAM AtmAnuM dhyAna nahi thAya. tame AtmAne joyo nathI, jANyo nathI to kevI rIte dhyAna karazo? (1) tamane eka kaDI maLI gaI ke sau prathama sadgurunuM dhyAna, sadguruno vicAra, saddagurunuM manana karavuM. emanA pratye prema, emanA pratye Adara. ApaNo prema je duniyAbharamAM phelAyelo che te badho ja bhego karI sadgurunA caraNamAM Dhagalo karI daIe ane temane premathI pUjIe. TAgorajI kahetAM hatAM ke "he bhagavAna! A phUlo tamArAM banAvelAM che, A pANI, A mUrti tamArI banAvelI, tamAruM tamane ApIe temAM zuM navAInI vAta ! enA karatAM ame amArI jAtane sahaja rIte taiyAra karI, tamArA caraNomAM arpaNa karIe, soMpIe e amArI pUjA che.' AnuM nAma sAdhanA. A sAdhanA cAlu thaI, have pUchazo nahi ke amAre zuM karavuM? tame sattara jaNane pUcho cho, ane karavuM ja hoya to pUchavA paNa rahetAM nathI. sapuruSanuM manathI dhyAna karo, temanA AkAranuM dhyAna karo, AtmAne rUpa, raMga, AkAra, kada nathI. tethI hamaNAM AtmAnuM dhyAna thaI zakaze nahi. (2) vANIthI sapuruSanA guNAnuvAdaH- emanI stuti karIe. praNipAtapUrvaka stuti For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 365 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bolIe chIe, e temanAM guNAnuvAda. keTalA premapUrvaka banne hAtha joDI mIThA mIThA zabdo bolIe chIe, temanAM caraNomAM namaskAra karIe chIe, A vANInI stuti, ane premapUrvaka tene bhASAmAM utAro. paramAtmAnA guNAnuvAda karavA ane satpuruSanA guNAnuvAda karavA e jIvanano lhAvo che. "bhaluM thayumeM prabhu guNa gAyA, rasanAno rasa lIdho re." (3) zarIrathI sadgurunI bhakti, sevA, vaiyAvacca...rAmakRSNa kahetAM hatAM ke mArA gurudevanAM paga huM kapaDAMthI lUchato nathI, paraMtu mArA mAthAnA vALathI lUchavA jevAM che, mArA mAthAnA vALa dhanya bane. tamAma prakAranI temanI sevA, bhakti, vaiyAvacca, "traNe yoga ekatvathI.'' A mana vacana ane kAyAne, traNene eka karyA. teno artha e thayo ke have A traNe yoga svachaMde vartI zakaze nahi. svachaMde varte to karmabaMdha thAya. mana, vacana, kAyA traNe sadgasane soMpyA. mana emanI sevAmAM, vANI emanI sevAmAM, kAyA emanI sevAmAM. manathI sadgurunuM dhyAna, manana, vicAra. vANIthI sagurunAM guNAnuvAda. kAyAthI sagurunI bhakti, sevA, vaiyAvacca. eka vakhata odhavajIe gopIone kahyuM, tame manathI smaraNa karo. to gopIoe javAba Apyo, "oghA mana daza vIza na bhayo." mana kaMI dasa, vIsa hotAM nathI. mana eka ja hoya, ane e ame zrIkRSNane soMpI dIdhuM che. kayA manathI jApa karIe ane kayA manathI dhyAna karIe? evI (nirvicAra) avasthA te sAdhanA che. pratyakSa sadguru prAptino, gaNe parama upakAra, traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra. chellI vAta...varte AjJAdhAra. sadgurunI AjJA dhAraNa karI jIvanamAM varle-AvA sarvocca bhAvathI sAdhanA kare to jIvanamAM uttama koTinI avasthA prApta thAya. aMbAlAlabhAInI TIkA vAMcI A gAthA pUrI karIzuM. pratyakSa sadganI prAptino moTo upakAra che, kAraNa zAstra AdithI, zAstro vAMcavAthI, UMDANathI vAMcavAthI, tIvra buddhimattApUrvaka vAMcavAthI, tamAma prakAre mananuM samAdhAna thaI zakatuM nathI. ane e samAdhAna sadaguru jyAre prApta thAya tyAre temanI hAjarImAM thAya. IMdrabhUti gautama svAmInAM manamAM varSo sudhI prazno hatAM - agiyAra brAhmaNo maLatAM, besatAM, vAto karatAM, paNa saune potAnA manamAM prazno ghoLAtAM hatAM, teo ekamekane gurutAgraMthi hovAnA kAraNe pUchI zakatAM na hatAM. IndrabhUti pote jJAnI che tevo garva laIne, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 366 pravacana kramAMka - 32, gAthA kramAMka - 35 potAno prazna manamAM rAkhIne ja pharyA. jyAre bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA samavasaraNamAM gayA tyAre temano garva ogaLI gayo. bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che, "IndrabhUti ! tamane AtmA che ke nahi te zaMkA che ne ? AtmA viSayaka tamArA manamAM prazna che ne? vedanA A vAkyano artha tamane besADatAM AvaDyo nathI mATe A zaMkA UbhI thaI che. bhagavAne vedanA vAkyono saMgatipUrvaka artha samajAvyo ane temanI zaMkAnuM turata ja samAdhAna thayuM, IndrabhUti maTyAM ane bhagavAnanA prathama gaNadhara gautama svAmI banyA. kAmavAsanA, krodha, parigrahanI Asakti, ati AhAra, abhakSa AhAra, A badhA je doSo che te pote mahenata karavAthI maTatAM nathI paNa saddagurunA yogathI, temanI AjJA dhAraNa karavAthI, mananuM samAdhAna thavAthI, dUra thAya che. sadgano yoga jo thAya to mArga maLe. ATalo moTo lAbha saguruthI thAya. pratyakSa saguru prAptino gaNe parama upakAra, traNe yoga ekatvathI varte AjJAdhAra. AvI abhuta sAdhanA A 35 mI gAthAmAM varNavI che. AnA saMdarbhamAM eka be vAto karavAnI che te 3 mI gAthAmAM thaze. atyAre AnaMda mAno, ullAsa rAkho, jJAnI puruSe A kALamAM kevI kevI gaMbhIratA bharelI vAto karI che, tenI AvatIkAle carcA karIzuM. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 367 pravacana kramAMka - 33 gAthA kramAMka - 36 traNe kALamAM paramArthano mArga eka che eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha; prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samata. (36) TIkA traNe kALane viSe paramArthano paMtha eTale mokSano mArga eka hovo joIe, ane jethI te paramArtha siddha thAya te vyavahAra jIve mAnya rAkhavo joIe; bIjo nahIM. (35) "traNe yoga ekatvathI, A 35 mI gAthAnA thoDA aMzone pharI joI laIe. mana, vANI ane zarIra A traNa sAdhano baMne pakSe kAma kare che. saMsAra vadhAravo hoya to paNa traNa sAdhano joIe, ane saMsAra ghaTADavo hoya to paNa traNa sAdhano joIe, ane saMsArathI mukta thavuM hoya to paNa traNa sAdhano joIe. jagatamAM jeTalAM sAdhano che te taTastha che. te jenA hAthamAM che teno viveka kevo che? jAgRti ane samajaNa kevAM che? eno Azaya zuM che? eno hetu zuM che? bhAvanA zuM che? enI jhaMkhanA zuM che? te pramANe te sAdhanano upayoga kare che. sAdhana ha paNa nahi pADe ane nA paNa nahi pADe. ATalI vAta spaSTapaNe samajAI javI joIe. je sAdhano (mana, vacana ane zarIra) che te karyataMtranI vyavasthA upara maLyAM che. maLyAM che karyataMtranI vyavasthA upara, paraMtu teno upayoga adhyAtmanI avasthA mATe karI zakAya. bhautika kSetramAM traNa sAdhano joIze ane AdhyAtmika kSetramAM paNa traNa sAdhano joIze. A vAta barAbara lakSamAM lejo, AnA vagara nahi cAle. vyavahAramAM paNa mana, vANI ane zarIra vagara nahi cAle ane adhyAtmamAM paNa mana, vANI, zarIra vagara nahi cAle. A sAdhano prApta thAya che te puNyathI prApta thAya che, ane te karyataMtranI vyavasthA che. paraMtu sAdhano maLyAM pachI AdhyAtmika kSetramAM teno upayoga kevI rIte karavo te tamArI svataMtratA che. tamane pUrepUro adhikAra che, tame vacce puNya ke bhAgyane lAvazo nahi. bhAgyanuM kSetra nakkI che. hAni lAbha, jIvana maraNa, yaza apayaza, sukhaduHkha', A badhuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 368 pravacana kramAMka - 33, gAthA kramAMka - 36 vidhinA hAthamAM che, karmataMtranA phaLa rUpe che. temAMthI tame pasAra thAo cho. kevI rIte pasAra thavuM e tamArA adhikAranI vAta che. eTalA mATe zAstroe eka zabda Apyo, samatA', tame jyAre pasAra thAva tyAre samatAbhAvathI pasAra thAva. (samatAthI karmaphaLa bhogavo) upazama bhAvathI pasAra thAva, nigraMthabhAvathI pasAra thAva. A sAruM che, A narasuM che te lebala mAryA vagara pasAra thaI zako cho, AmAM karmanI kRpAnI jarUra nathI, AmAM tamArI sAvacetInI jarUra che, ane Avo puruSArtha tame karI zako cho. zAstrone ahIM kahevuM che ke Avo puruSArtha karavAnI kSamatA AtmAmAM che, te potAnuM sAmarthya vApare. kevI rIte prAraMbha karazo? - kRpALudeve kahyuM ke "traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra." jIvananI dhanyapaLe gurunI prApti thaI jAya to jIvanuM kAma thaI jAya. prApti eTale maLavuM, yoga thavo, saMbaMdha thavo, samAgama thavo, paricayamAM AvavuM. prApti eTale cetanA sAthe TyunIMga thavuM. prApti thayA pachI sAdhakane eka bhAva e Avavo joIe ke mane mArA jIvanamAM saddagurunI prApti thaI che, temano mArA para moTAmAM moTo upakAra che. kAraNa anAdikALathI saMsAramAM je paribhramaNa thayuM che te sadUguruno yoga prApta na thavAthI thayuM che. temano yoga thayo nathI, temanuM bahumAna thayuM nathI, emanI sAthe jIvano tAlamela thayo nathI tethI paribhramaNa thayuM che. saMsAramAM paNa pati-patnIne sAthe rahevuM hoya to tAlamela besADavo paDe che, tevI rIte sadguru ane ziSyano tAlamela jarUrI che. marajI, nAmarajIno savAla ja nathI. - sadguru prApta thayA pachI ziSya temano parama upakAra mAne che. have tene thAya che ke je karmakSayanI pratIkSA hatI, saMsAramAMthI mukta thavAnI je dhUna lAgI hatI, graMthibheda karavo hato, Atma sAkSAtkAra karavo hato, vItarAgatA prApta karavI hatI, AtmAno AvirbhAva karavo hato, cetanAne khIlavavI hatI, Atma dravyanA guNa ane paryAyane khIlavavAM hatAM, vikasita karavAM hatAM, ane AtmadravyarUpI kamaLa jenAM asaMkhyAta pradezo che, pradeza pradeze anaMtaguNo che, e guNonI paNa anaMta paryAyo che, te AkhA dravyane mAre khIlavavuM che, e mArI bhAvanA sArthaka thavAno avasara AvI gayo che, ane avasara eTalA mATe Avyo, ke mane saddagurunI prApti thaI. mukhya daravAjo kholyA sivAya aMdara na javAya. sadUguruno yoga mukhya daravAjo che. e daravAjAthI javAze, ane e daravAjo mokSa sudhI joDAyelo che. zAstramAM eka zabda che. "gurujIMtANuvattaLuM 'eTale eka paNa sAdhanA evI nathI ke jyAM tamAruM gIta, saMgIta, tamAro avAja, tamArI pasaMdagI cAle. tamArA upara eka zreSTha tattva che ane te che sadguru. teo maLe to zuM karavuM? For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 369 traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra' traNe yogathI eTale "mana, vacana, ane zarIrathI" A traNe yoga samajI levAM jevAM che. zarIrathI kaMI nukasAna thayuM hoya to vANIthI bharapAI thAya. vANIthI kaMI nukasAna thayuM hoya to manathI bharapAI thAya. zarIrathI koIne duHkha ApyuM, koIne pIDA ApI, koInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA, koIne muzkelImAM mUkyo, koIne svArthane kAraNe parezAna karyo, ane bhAna thAya tyAre vANIthI kahI zako ke "bhAI ! A mAre nahotuM karavuM joItuM, mArI bhUla thaI gaI.' vANIthI bhUla thAya to kevI rIte maTe? vANInI bhUla thaI hoya to manathI bhAva karajo ke nahotuM bolavuM joItuM ane huM bolI gayo, paNa mananI bhUla thAya to kyAM jazo? zarIranI khAmI vANIthI ane vANInI khAmI manathI dUra karI zakazo. jyAre mananuM kAma che bhAva karavAnuM. manane bhAva karavAnI kSamatA che. zarIra ane vANI abhivyakti karI zake, bhAva na karI zake, manamAM bhAva thAya che, bhAvathI mananI bhUla dUra karI zakAya che. zAstroe kahyuM ke, 'bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIye, bhAve dIje dAna, bhAve dharma ArAdhIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna. A bolo cho paNa bhAvanI keTalI kSamatA che te jANo cho? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa mAtra kriyA nathI paNa karmabaMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa bhAva che. bhAvakarmanija kalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa." bhAvakarma e aMdaramAM UThatAM kaMpano che. manamAM bhAva UThe che, krodhano, ahaMkArano, mAyAno, vAsanAno, lobhano, IrSAno, hiMsAno, asatya ane svArthano, corIno. parigrahano, saMkucitatAno, rAgano, dveSano, gamA-aNagamAno. A badhA bhAvo manamAM UThe che, ane jevAM e bhAvo UThe ke vilaMba thayA vagara e ja kSaNe karyataMtranI racanA thaI jAya che. prakRtibaMdha, sthitibaMdha, rasabaMdha, pradezabaMdha, cAra cAra e ja samaye nakkI thaI jAya che. A karma kyAre udayamAM Avaze ? keTalo TAIma bhogavavAnuM thaze ? kevuM phaLa maLaze? kyA kSetramAM ane kyA saMjogomAM maLaze ? keTalAM varSa pachI maLaze te AkhI vyavasthA eka kSaNamAM nakkI thaI jAya che. anAdikALathI A badhI prakriyA aMdara cAlu ja che. ApaNane bhAva thAya ne karyataMtra enI racanA karI le che. aMdara bhAvo UThe che, temAM ApaNuM ajJAna ane svachaMda bhaLe che, emAM ApaNo rAga, dveSa bhaLe che. krodha karavo hoya to paNa mana joIze, zarIra ane vANI joIze, ane kSamA mAMgavI haze to paNa mana, zarIra ane vANI joIze. manamAM maitrIbhAva Ave, manamAM kSamAno bhAva Ave, manamAM prema pragaTe pachI e bhAva vANImAM vyakta thAya ane zarIramAM tenI abhivyakti thAya. sAmI vyakti pAse jaI, atyaMta namrapaNe mAthuM mUkIne, be hAtha joDIne tame kSamApanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 370 pravacana kramAMka - 33, gAthA kramAMka - 36 mAgo cho. ATalI lAMbI yAtrA karavA mana satata sAthe joIe. kSamApanA ApavA mATe UbhA to thayA, paraMtu mana turata ja kaheze ke khabara nathI? ANe khUba pajavaNI karI hatI. ATalI herAnagati kare, tene kSamA apAtI haze? ane tamArA bhAvo tyAM badalAI gayA. A mana, vANI ane zarIra A traNe traNa sAdhano svachaMdamAM vaparAya che. mohanA hathiyAra bane che. rAgadveSanA hathiyAra bane che. emAMthI sAdhanane bacAvavA hoya to zreSTha upAya te sAdhano sadgurunA hAthamAM soMpI devA. huM kahuM chuM, te pramANe karavuM teTaluM saraLa nathI. paisA ApI zakAya paNa mana, vANI ane zarIra ApI devuM te saraLa nathI. je koI kArya karo te potAnI IcchA ke chaMde na karo, te eTalA mATe kahyuM ke A traNe traNa sAdhano karyataMtranA baMdhanamAM nimitta na bane. A traNe traNa sAdhanone tame mukta thavAnA upAyamAM paNa vAparI zako cho. to zarUAta kyAMthI karavI? A traNe traNa sAdhano sapuruSanAM caraNomAM, hAthamAM soMpI devAM. A mArI vRttio, bhASA, tamArI AjJAe ane mAruM samagra AcaraNa paNa tamArI AjJAe varte. samagrapaNe pratyakSa sagurunI AjJAe tamAre jIvavAnuM che. jaina paraMparAmAM navadIkSita munine dazavaikAlika sUtrano abhyAsa karavAno hoya che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM AcArasaMhitA che. he muni ! tame "dIkSA grahaNa karI, saMsArathI mukta banyA, have tamArI bhUmikA pramANe zreSTha jIvana vitAvavuM hoya to A upAyo che. IrSA samiti, bhASA samiti ane eSaNA samiti, A mananI, vacananI ane kAyAnI gupti. AhAra AvI rIte levo. UThavuM besavuM, bolavuM badhuM yatanA-jayaNA pUrvaka karavuM, jethI karmabaMdha na thAya." ziSya gurudevane pUche che, "prabhu ! dharmanuM svarUpa zuM che? ane gurudeva kahe che, "zALA, stha." TUMkI vAta ke jJAnI puruSanI, sapuruSanI, vItarAga puruSanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM te dharma che. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryajIe vItarAga stotramAM kahyuM ke "Agnavo sarvathA heya, 'mAravo sarvathA deya pAyazca saMvara: Agnava sarvathA tyAga karavA jevo che ane saMvara haMmezA upAdeya eTale grahaNa karavA jevo che. e jinezvara paramAtmAnI AjJA che. A dharatI upara ghaNA tIrthaMkaro thayA ane haju paNa thaze. anaMta covIzIo thaI ane bIjI paNa thaze. Aje paNa tIrthakaro che, paNa tamAma tIrthakaronI AjJA eka ja che ke Agnavo sadA heya-choDavA yogya che. ane saMvara haMmezA upAdeya che-AcaravA yogya che. (Asrava eTale karmanuM AvavuM ane saMvara eTale AvatAM karmone rokavAM) gurudeva kahe che, zALAe imo | AjJAnuM pAlana e dharma che. AjJAnI ArAdhanA e dharma ane AjJAnI virAdhanA e adharma. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 371 'AjJArATTA virATvA 4, zivAya ca mavAya ca / ' (vItarAga stotra 1984) AjJAnI ArAdhanA karavI e mokSa mATe thAya che ane AjJAnI virAdhanA saMsAranuM kAraNa che. ziSyane ema thAya ke AjJA pAlana karavAnuM dabANa kema karatAM haze ? dabANa karatAM nathI paraMtu ziSyane kahe che ke tArA upara mohanuM dabANa che, Asakti ane mAnanuM dabANa che, te amAre haTAvavuM che. e dabANa haTAvavA eka saraLa rasto che ke satpuruSanAM caraNomAM A traNe sAdhano ApI do. 'traNe yogathI' AjJAne dhAraNa karavI, eTale paLe paLe, kSaNe kSaNe AjJA pramANe jIvavuM. A sAdhanAnI zarUAta che paNa ATalAthI samApti thatI nathI. sAdhakanI AgaLanI yAtrA ghaNI lAMbI che, ene saMpUrNapaNe rAga dveSano ane karmano kSaya karavo che. A prAraMbha cothA guNasthAnathI thAya, ane bAramA guNasthAna sudhI aviratapaNe tene sAdhanA karavAnI che. cothA guNasthAnathI zarUAta karI bAramA guNasthAna sudhI te jaMpIne na bese; evo apramAda, evI jAgRti, evI tamannA, evuM sAhasa ane evo pracaMDa puruSArtha potAnA jIvanamAM sAdhaka kare che. kSaNe kSaNe tenI jAgRti vadhatI jAya che. cothA guNasthAnathI sAdhanAnI zarUAta thaI. pAMcame guNasthAne sAdhanA vadhI, chaa vadhI, ethI sAtame AThame vadhAre vadhI. zAstro ema kahe che ke AThame guNasthAne gayA pachI amAruM mArgadarzana baMdha. sAtamA guNasthAna sudhI ja mAgadarzana ApI zakIe. sAtamA guNasthAnaka pachI mArgadarzana nahi ApI zakIe. tyAM sAmarthya yoga che. sAdhanA karatAM aMdara AtmazaktinuM prAgaTya thAya che. eka aMtamuhUtamAM tamAma karmano pheMsalo A AtmA bolAve che. kSapakazreNI hoya ke upazama zreNI hoya, e banneno prAraMbha AThamA guNasthAnathI thAya, ane prAraMbha karyA pachI upazama zreNI hoya to sIdho agiyArame guNasthAne jAya, ane kSapaka zreNI hoya to sIdho bAramA guNasthAne jAya. bAramA guNasthAne pahoMce tyAre mohanIya karma to nathI ja, paraMtu bAkInA je traNa ghAtIkarmo che teno tyAM kSaya thAya. terame guNasthAne paga mUke tyAre anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta cAritra, ane anaMta vIryano khajAno potAnA hAthamAM AvI jAya. e kRtakRtya thaI jAya. A taLeTIthI dAdAnA darabAramAM pahoMcatA zvAsa caDI jAya ane hAMphI javAya. samyagdarzana taLeTI che ane teramuM guNasthAna dAdAno darabAra che, tyAM pahoMcavuM che. tyAM pahoMcavA mATe be majabUta paribaLo satzAstra, ane sadguru. sAstro vacamAM chUTI jaze to sadguru eka sahAyaka paribaLa che. eka tabakko evo Ave che ke zAstro kahe che have amArI pAse vadhAre plAnIMga nathI. tamAre For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 372 pravacana kramAMka - 33, gAthA kramAMka - 36 Ama karavuM joIe te ame kahI zakIe nahIM. tathA paramatattvane saMpUrNapaNe jJAnI paNa kahI na zake. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke, je pada zrI sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo. ame emAM DUbelAM chIe, ame anubhavI rahyAM chIe, ane kinAre UbhelAM tame pUchazo ke tamane kevo anubhava thAya che? to ame te kahI na zakIe, varNana na karI zakIe. tamane jyAre anubhava thaze tyAre tame paNa kahI zakazo nahIM. jinahI pAyA, tinahI chipAyA, na kahe kouke kAnameM; tAlI lAgI jaba anubhavakI, taba jAne kou sAnameM. hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM. (upA. yozivijayajI ma.sA) kabIrajI kahe che ke mane hIrAno Dhagalo maLI gayo. sAMbhaLanAra kaheze ke kapaDAmAM to ThekANuM nathI, to Dhagalo kevI rIte maLyo? kabIrajI kahe che ke tame je juo cho te paNa juduM che ane ame je joIe chIe te paNa juduM che. Dhagalo maLyo che te kahevAya ke batAvAya tevo nathI, ane te anubhavI rahyA chIe." Avo anubhava dareka sAdhakane thAya che. ApaNI vAta e hatI ke caturtha guNasthAnathI prAraMbha thAya ane yAtrAnI samApti bAramA guNasthAnanA aMtima samayamAM thAya. terame pahoMcyA eTale kRtakRtya thaI gayA, ane tamAro AtmA saMpUrNapaNe khIlI gayo. AtmA eka dravya che, enA asaMkhyAta pradezo che, pradeza pradeze anaMtA guNo che, ane pratyeka guNanI anaMta paryAya che. zAstromAM varNana karyuM che ke A ApaNo khajAno che paNa te avarAyelo che, DhaMkAyelo che, baMdha che. tenA upara khaMbhAtI tALAM lAgelAM che. koI dhanya paLe tALAM khUlI jAya to Akhe Akho AtmA pUro khIle. samyagdaSTi AtmAne eka kSaNa mATe paNa AtmAno sparza thAya che, te vakhate je AnaMda anubhavAya che, te AnaMdano anubhava jagatamAM varNavI zakAya tema nathI. pUcho ke pAMca pakavAna khAIe ane je AnaMda Ave tevo AnaMda thAya? karoDo rUpiyA gaNavA besIe tyAre je AnaMda Ave tevo AnaMda thAya? zAstro kahe che A AnaMdane upamA ApI zakAya tema nathI. cha khaMDano mAlika cakravartI je kiMI sukha anubhave che te sukha karatAM anaMtagaNuM sukha samyagdaSTi jIva anubhava vakhate anubhave che. eka vAta samajI lo ke duniyAnA sukho bhogavavAM hoya to tame ekalAM e sukho anubhavI nahi zako. vyakti ke vastuo joIze, padArtho joIze, saMyogo joIze. A eka ja AnaMda evo che ke jeno anubhava tame ekalAM ja karI zako. tyAM koInI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 373 hAjarInI jarUra nathI ke vastuonI jarUra nathI. e che AtmAno anubhava. eka vakhata jo AtmAno anubhava maLI gayo, te divasathI tamane jagatanAM badhAM sukho phikkA lAgaze. jeNe AtmAno AnaMda anubhavyo, tene samajavA jagatamAMthI koIpaNa upamA evI nahi maLe ke A AnaMda Avo che. e nirvikalpatAno AnaMda che, e aikyano AnaMda che, abhedano AnaMda che. kharekhara to teNe AnaMdanA dariyAmAM DUbakI mArI che. TI.vI. jovA tame beso ane khUba rasa paDato hoya tyAre tamane koI bolAve to tamArA AnaMdamAM bhaMga paDe che ne ? to AtmAnAM AnaMdamAM je DUbI jatAM haze tenuM zuM thatuM haze ? 'Itane dina tU nAhi pichAnyo, mero janama gamAyo ajAnameM.' 'prabhu ! ATalo anaMtakALa gayo chatAM ame tane jANyo nahIM. mAro janma ajJAnadazAmAM gumAvyo.' samyagdaSTi AtmA ema vicAre che ke Avo AnaMdano khajAno mArI pAse hovA chatAM A pudgala dravyo ke jenI pAse AnaMda nathI, te pudgala dravyonI pAse huM AnaMdanI bhIkha mAguM chuM. chA banAvavI che, sAkara jevuM bahu ja ujaLuM sapheda sarasa mIThuM che, te chAmAM nAkho to chA kevI thAya ? mIThuM sAkara jevuM sapheda che kharuM, te khArAza Apaze paNa gaLapaNa nahIM ApI zake. jenI pAse gaLapaNa hoya, te ja gaLapaNa ApI zake. jenI pAse tIkhAza hoya te ja tIkhAza ApI zake, tema jenI pAse AnaMda haze te ja tamane AnaMda ApI zakaze. AtmA pAse AnaMda che, te ja tamane AnaMda Apaze. pudgala kahe che, 'sAheba ! tame sAMbhaLatAM nathI. amArI pAse AnaMda nathI. AnaMda joIto hoya to tame tamArI pAse jAva.' jaDa cala jaganI eThano, na ghaTe tujane bhoga ho mitta. A jaDa e to jagatano eMThavADo che. e tamane kema khape ? AnaMda to cothA guNasthAne che. pachI to e AnaMdano anubhava karatAM karatAM sAdhanA cAlu thAya che. have AnaMda ja ema kahe che ke AgaLa vadho, AgaLa vadho. jyAM AnaMdanA anubhava sAthe sAdhanA, tyAM AtmAnAM guNono AvirbhAva, zaktino AvirbhAva. cothe guNasthAne je zakti maLI che tene laIne pAMcame javAnuM che, pAMcame je zakti maLI che, teno upayoga karI chaDhe javAnuM che. zakti joIze, emane ema tame sAdhanA kema karI zakazo ? e AnaMda maLyo che AtmAmAMthI. AtmAno aMze anubhava thavAthI ATalo AnaMda maLe to AtmA pUrepUro khIlaze tyAre kevo AnaMda maLaze ? aMdarathI sAdhanA karavAnuM jora Ave che tyAre e sAdhanA judI ja thaze. Aje tame bagAsAM khAtAM khAtAM sAmAyika karo cho, tenAthI e judI ja haze. jAgRti hoya to bagAsAM na Ave. sAdhanA tIvra bane tema Atmazakti khIle. chaThTha gayo, Atmazakti khIlI, AnaMda vadhyo, sAtame Atmazakti ora khIlI ane AnaMda ora vadhyo. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 33, gAthA kramAMka - 36 bhagavatI sUtramAM ema kahyuM che ke 'he prabhu ! je sAdhu athavA muni hoya, tene kevuM sukha haze ? koInI sAthe tulanA karI zakAya kharI ?' bhagavAna saMkSepamAM ema kahe che ke anuttara vimAnanA devonuM sukha zreSTha che, sarvottama che, paraMtu saMsArano parityAga karI je muni bAra mahinA sAdhanA kare, tene anuttara vimAnanA sukha karatAM paNa anekagaNuM sukha maLe che. 'sAdhupaNAmAM sukha ghaNA re mAtA, nahIM dukhano lavaleza.' dhannAjI mAtAne kahetAM hatAM ke munipaNAmAM ghaNuM sukha che, tyAM duHkha che ja nahi. kAraNa ? sukhano khajAno khUlI gayo che. bahAra levA javAnI jarUra nathI, ane e khajAno laI muni terame pahoMce che. Atma dravya, asaMkhyAta pradezo, anaMta guNo ane tenI anaMta paryAyo pUrepUrI khIlI jAya che. jema caMdramA amAse na dekhAyo, ekamane divase thoDo dekhAyo, bIjane divase thoDo vadhAre dekhAya, vadhatAM vadhatAM pUrNimA AvI tyAre caMdra pUrepUro dekhAyo, tevI rIte teramA guNasthAne AtmA pUrepUro khIlyo. AvI prakriyAno prAraMbha-cothA guNasthAnathI, sadguru prApta thayA pachI thAya che. sadguru prApta thayA pachI sAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya che, e sAdhanAmAM eka vAtanI spaSTatA ahIM 36 mI gAthAmAM karI che. 374 eka hoya traNa kALamAM, paramArathano paMtha, prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samaMta. jo samajatAM AvaDe to duniyAbharanAM jhagaDAo ane vivAdonuM A gAthAmAMthI samAdhAna maLI jAya. dharmanA nAme, saMpradAyanA nAme koI jhagaDo rahe ja nahIM. samAdhAnano upAya A gAthAmAM che. sarva dharma samanvayanI vAta paNa nathI, dharma e vikhavAda utpanna kare che tenI paNa vAta nathI. A eka gAthA evI che ke tamAma AdhyAtmika ane dhArmika praznono ukela A gAthAmAMthI maLe che. jeNe paramArthanI prApti karavI che, je mokSamArganA musAphara che teNe paMtha upara cAlavuM paDaze. paMtha eTale mArga, tenA vagara yAtrA nahi thAya. eTalA mATe to A rastAo sArAmAM sArA banAvAya che, mArga joIe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke mokSa to maLaze paNa mArga pahelAM joIe. mokSa chelle che. sAdhakane mUMjhavaNa thAya che ke A dharatI upara aneka dharmo che, aneka zAstro che, saMpradAyo aneka che, mata matAMtaro paNa aneka che, smRtio aneka, kahenArAMo aneka, pratipAdana karanArAM paNa aneka che. jyAre ame koIne kahIe ke amAre mArga grahaNa karavo che, paMtha upara cAlavuM che, mokSa meLavavo che to ATalAM badhAM zAstro, ATalA badhAM siddhAMto che, amAre karavuM zuM ? to e kaheze ke 'tame koIne pUchazo nahIM, ame kahIe te ja sAcuM.' 'mata matabhede re jo jaI pUchIe, sau sthApe ahameva.' A dukAno jabarajasta khUlI gaI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 375 che ane hariphAI paNa cAle che. jeTalo mAla sasto teTalA gharAka vadhAre. tame ema kaho ke tamAre graMthibheda karavo paDaze, apUrvakaraNa karavuM paDaze, anaMtavAra tuM graMthI sudhI Avyo paNa tuM pAcho pharyo. graMthabheda karI na zakyo. tane samyagadarzana kevI rIte thAya? to e kahe che "ATalI badhI kaThina vAta?' eTale ke ATalo badho mAlano bhAva-amAre mAla nathI levo. tene koIka kahenAra maLe ke "beTA ! tArA upara hAtha mUkIe ane tene graMthibheda thaI jaze', to e kaheze ke "A mAla sAro.' A dukAno maMDANI che dharmanA nAme, ane dharmanAM nAme mAla vecAya che. paramakRpALudeve siMhagarjanA karI che, dharma aneka na hoya, mArga aneka na hoya, paMtha aneka na hoya. A 36mI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke "eka hoya traNakALamAM paramArathano paMtha' eka ja paMtha hoya. Aje to keTalAya dharmo ane keTalAya saMpradAyo che. mahAbhAratamAM maharSi vyAse aDhAra purANa lakhyAM, eka lAkha zloko lakhyAM. tyArapachI temaNe eka zlokamAM kahyuM ke "zrutio paNa bhinna che, smRtio paNa bhinna che', kRtio juduM juduM kahe che ane smRtio paNa juduM juduM kahe che, A dharatI upara rahelAM vidvAno, sAdhuo ane saMnyAsIo paNa juduM juduM kahe che. ame muMjhAI UbhA rahyA chIe, kAM to A badhuM ja khoTuM che ane kAM to ema thAya che ke ApaNuM ThekANuM paDe tema nathI. paraMtu maharSi vyAsa kahe che ke muMjhAvAnI jarUra nathI. jo tamAre dharmanuM rahasya prApta karavuM hoya to zAstromAMthI nahIM maLe, ane smRtiomAMthI paNa nahIM maLe, e maLaze to jJAnI puruSonA hRdayamAMthI ja maLaze. ane tyAM pahoMcavA mATe eka ja rasto che ane te che premano rasto. sadguru pAse premanI mUDI laIne jAva. "premanA paMtha graMtha nyArA odhavajI, premanA paMtha graMtha nyArA." prema jJAnI puruSanA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcADaze. dharmanuM tattva e saMta puruSanA hRdayamAM che, tyAM tamane jANavA maLaze ke paramArathano paMtha eka ja hoya, aneka na hoya. kAraNa? kAraNa samajatA pahelAM je vyavasthA che tene samajI lyo. traNe kALamAM bhUtakALa, vartamAna ane bhaviSyakALamAM mArga eka ja hoya. paramakRpALudeva kahe che jo vikhavAdone zAMta karavA hoya to A gAthA ratna maDhAvI rAkho. "premathI bhegA maLo ane premathI raho. badhA dharmo eka che. cAlo ApaNe eka chIe tema muThIo vALavAthI ane bAMgo pokAravAthI nahIM thAya." mArga eka ja che. "eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha." paramArtha eTale mokSa. mokSa kono? AtmAno. mokSa thavo eTale mukta thavuM, to baMdhana jarUra hovuM joIe. mukta kone thavAnuM? jene baMdhana nathI tene mukta thavAnI vAta ja kyAM karavAnI? koI terame guNasthAne kevaLIone, siddhone kahevA jatuM nathI. je baMdhAyo che tene kahevAmAM Ave che. je baMdhAyo hoya tene bAMdhanAra koIka joIe. potAthI pote na baMdhAya. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 376 pravacana kramAMka - 33, gAthA kramAMka - 36 je bAMdhanAra tattva che tene kahevAya che karma. AtmA che eka vAta, karma che bIjI vAta ane AtmA karmathI baMdhAyelo che trIjI vAta, AtmA kyArathI baMdhAyelo che? kayA coghaDiyAmAM? ane kaI sAlathI baMdhAyo? are ! tame jyArathI cho tyArathI karma che. tame kyArathI cho? to anAdikALathI. tame paNa anAdikALathI ane karma paNa anAdikALathI, karmano saMyoga paNa anAdikALathI che. have khabara paDI ne ke AtmA che, karma che, saMyoga che ane karmanA saMyogane kAraNe baMdhAyelo che. pahelAM to ghaNAMne khabara ja nathI ke AtmA che. kahIe ke tuM AtmA cho, to kaheze ke sAheba ! A khoLiyuM dekhAya che te ja AtmA? ame samaja pADIe ke A khoLiyAmAM AtmA Ave che ane mRtyu thAya tyAre khoLiyAmAMthI cAlyo jAya che ane khoLiyuM paDyuM rahe che. AtmA ane karmano saMyoga anAdino che. e saMyogathI saMsAra utpanna thAya che. dUdha ekaluM hoya to e phATI jAya paNa dahIM na bane. dahIM banAvavuM hoya to dUdhamAM meLavaNa nAkhavuM paDe. emAM meLavaNa nAkho to dUdhanuM dahIM thAya. ekalA AtmAthI saMsAra utpanna na thAya. saMsAra utpanna karavo hoya to traNa meLavaNa joIe; rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna A akasIra meLavaNa che. dUdhamAM meLavaNa paDyuM ke dahImAM rUpAMtaraNa, tema rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna karyA ke saMsAra Ubho thayo. sAdhaka pUche che ke, gurudeva ! A saMsAramAMthI mukta thavuM che, rasto batAvazo? paMtha batAvazo? gurudeva kahe che ke A karmano saMyoga chUTI javo joIe. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna e ja karmanI mukhya graMthI che. e ja saMsAramAM rokI rAkhe che. e ja saMsAranuM mULa che. saMsAra anAdi kALathI che. karma sAthe saMyoga paNa anAdi kALathI che, tamane kyAreya paNa thayuM nathI ke A karmanA saMyogane kAraNe rakhaDavuM paDe che ! ApaNe badhAM eka naMbaranA rakhaDela chIe te ApaNane kyAM khabara che? corAsI lAkha yonimAMthI ApaNe rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM AvyA chIe. lAkha corAsI paheryA colanA, nava nava rUpa banAyo, bina samakti sudhArasa cAkhyA, giNatI kouna giNAyo, mUrakha! virathA janma gamAyo. (cidAnaMdajI ma.). AtmA ane karmano saMyoga thayo, eTale saMsAra Ubho thayo. je divase tamane khaTake ke have A saMsAra nathI joIto, te divase tame karmane haTAvyA vagara rahezo nahi. jema pagamAM kAMTo khaTake, jema AMkhamAM kaNuM khaTake, tamane tamAro pADozI khaTake tema karma paNa khaTakavAM joIe. kAMTAne kADho cho, tema karmane paNa kADho. saMsAra khaTakato hoya to karmanA saMyogo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 77 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA paNa khaTakavAM joIe, ane tyAre aMdarathI nirNaya Ave ke have A saMyogo ane saMsAra nathI joItAM, paNa mokSa joIe che. pharIthI e ja vAta daDha karavI paDaze. saMyoga thayo konA kAraNe ? rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnanA kAraNe. saraLa vAta che ke A saMyogane choDavo hoya to rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnathI mukta bano, to ja saMyogo chUTaze. ane saMyogo chUTyAM to karmo gayAM, ane karmo gayAM to saMsAra ke je cauda rAjalokamAM phelAyelo che temAMthI tame mukta. tame zuM karyuM? rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnane dUra karyA. rAgane dUra karavo vItarAgatAthI, vaiSane dUra karavA prema ane maitrIthI, ane ajJAna eTale mohane dUra karavo sagurue ApelA AtmabodhathI. jyAre mokSa meLavavo haze tyAre karmano saMyoga choDavo paDaze. jyAre karmano saMyoga choDavo haze tyAre rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna choDavAM paDaze. ane e dUra karavA vItarAgatA, samyagudarzanaAtmabodha ane maitrI e sAdhanA che. paramakRpALudeva kahe che ke "eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha', have pUcho ke gaI kAle, Aje ane AvatI kAle mokSamArga zuM? Aje, AvatI kAle ke pAMca, paccIsa varSa pachI eka ja paMtha, ane jo rakhaDavuM baMdha karavuM haze to A traNane dUra karavAM ja paDaze. kyAMya aTakavAnI jarUra nathI, eka ja sIdho mArga. vacamAM avarodha ke aMtarAya nahi. eTaluM nakkI rAkhavAnuM ke rAga ane dveSa rahita thavuM che, e thavA mATe vItarAgatA e sAdhana, prema ane maitrI e sAdhana, samyagadarzana, samyajJAna e sAdhana. A traNe sAdhano laI cAlo eTale sIdhAM mokSanA daravAje jaI UbhA rahezo. ApaNe zuM mAkhaNa kADhyuM? sAra zuM lIdho? "eka hoya traNa kALamAM, paramArathano paMtha." A thIyarI nakkI karI ApI, paraMtu A kahyA pachI bIjI vAta rahI jAya che, te kahe che. "prere te paramArthane e vyavahAra maMta." thIyarIne prekTIkala eTale vyavahAramAM utAravI paDaze. zAstro ema kahe che paramArthane lakSamAM rAkhI tamAre vyavahAranuM Ayojana karavuM paDaze. paramArtha mArga traNe kALamAM eka ja che paraMtu tene vyavahAramAM kema utArazo? tamAruM koIpaNa sAdhana - sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA ke svAdhyAya hoya ke jenAthI rAgadveSa ghaTe, ajJAna dUra thAya evo vyavahAra, evI prakriyA, evuM sAdhana-e mArganI sAdhanA che. baMne naya maLI gayA. nizcayanaya ane vyavahAra naya, baMne nayanI saMdhi thaI gaI. nizcaye lITI dorI ApI. "eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha." pacAsa mANasone tame jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa Apo. nakkI thaI gayuM ke jamADavA che e nizcaya, pachI tamAre nakkI to karavuM paDe ne ke zuM jamADavA che? jamaNavAra karavo hoya to rasoIo joIe. rasoInI sAmagrI, badhA sAdhano ekatrita karavA paDe. vyavahAra paNa nakkI karavo ja paDe. paramArathano paMtha For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 378 pravacana kramAMka - 33, gAthA kramAMka - 36 eka ja hoya to AvA paMtha upara cAlavA mATe vyavahAra A traNa siddhAMtone anukULa Ave tevo joIe. koI kahe mAravuM, gusso karavo, corI karavI ane AnAthI mokSa maLe to vAta khoTI, koI kahe ke yajJamAM pazunuM balidAna ApavAthI mokSa maLe, to te vAta khoTI, koI kahe ke khAtAM pItAM mokSa maLe to e vAta khoTI; paraMtu sAmAyika karo to samatA prApta thAya, pratikramaNa karo to pApanuM prAyazcita thAya, arihaMtanI pUjA karo to bhaktibhAva jAge. sadgurune vaMdana karo to upadeza bodhanI prApti thAya. tapa karo to vRttio jItAya. A vyavahAra samaMta kahevAya. have koI kahe ke "jyAre IcchA thAya tyAre khAI levuM, rAtre bAra vAge paNa IcchA thAya to khAI levuM." Avo vyavahAra na cAle. tIrthaMkaradeve vyavahArano paNa bAMdho Apyo che, ane paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke jJAnI puruSoe bAMdhelA bAMdhAne tame kadI paNa toDazo nahIM. tamArI vyavahArika bhUmikA upara je kriyAo che te rAga dveSa ane ajJAnane dUra kare tevI hovI joIe. "prere te paramArthane eTale ke paramArthamAM tamane laI jAya, tamane emAM sthira kare, ullAsa apAve tevI hovI joIe. e ja vyavahAra amane mAnya che. nizcayanI vAta pahelAM karI ane tyArabAda dhvahAranI vAta karI, te baMnemAMthI koIno viccheda na karazo, toDazo nahi. ekalAM nizcayane ke ekalAM vyavahArane pakaDazo nahi. AgaLa e gAthA AvI gaI che. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha. tamAma praznono ukela A gAthAmAM che. koI baMdhAraNa vivAda mATe nathI. AkhA jagatamAM dharma ja evuM eka sTeja che ke jenA upara tamAma dharmanA AcAryo hasatAM hasatAM sAthe besI zake, paNa Aje duHkha sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke dharmAcAryone bhegA karavAM eTale duHkha vadhI jAya. mokSa eTale rAga, dveSa ane mohano kSaya. jenAthI rAga dveSa ane moha athavA ajJAna jAya te ja vyavahAramArga ane AvA mArge je cAle tene mokSanI prApti thAya. eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha, prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samata. TIkAmAM kahyuM che ke traNe kALane viSe, paramArthano paMtha eTale mokSano mArga eka ja hovo joIe, to mArga bheda na karo, judA vADA na banAvo, judI praNAlikA na banAvo, eTaluM ja juo ke mULabhUta doSo rAga, dveSa, ajJAna jAya che? bhale tamAro vyavahAra UMcAmAM UMco hoya to paNa A vAta bhUlo nahi. A to thavuM ja joIe. paramArtha siddha thAya tevo vyavahAra A jIve premapUrvaka, bhaktipUrvaka svIkAravo ja joIe. mokSano mArga eka ja che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 379 pharIne, nizcayanayathI mokSano mArga, "AtmA ane tenA traNa lakSaNo jJAna, darzana ane cAritra e traNenI ekatA thAya te che", "mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re', temAM chelle AvyuM ke traNenI ekatA thAya. jema lADavo banAvavo hoya to ghI, goLa, ATo traNe eka thavA joIe, temAM ghI to rahe ja che, goLa paNa rahe che ane ATo paNa che paraMtu eka thAya eTale lADavo kahevAya, tema samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyak cAritra e traNe eka thAya to samAdhi prApta thAya. A mokSano mArga che. AtmAnI zuddhatA karavA zuM karavuM paDe? AtmAnI zuddhatA karavA, zuddha AtmAne laze AtmAmAM ja sthira thavuM paDe. AtmA pote zuddha AtmAnA laze, zuddha AtmAmAM sthira thAya, A ja yathArtha mArga che, paramArthano mArga che. vyavahAramAM aneka vidhAno, anuSThAno che, paNa tenAthI nizcayamArga siddha karavo che. zuddhAtmAnI siddhi thAya teTalA pramANamAM vyavahAra saphaLa. cothA guNasthAne anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo gayA to vyavahAra saphaLa. pAMcamA guNasthAne apratyAkhyAna kaSAyo gayA to vyavahAra saphaLa. cha pratyAkhyAna kaSAyo gayA ane AgaLa saMjvalana kaSAyo gayA to vyavahAra saphaLa. kaSAya ghaTatA jAya, vRttio tUTatI jAya, vicAra zAMta thAya, rAga dveSa moLAM paDatAM paDatAM kSINa thaI jAya, te vyavahAra saphaLa ane samaMta, Avo vyavahAra rAkhavo. chellI vAta, nizcaya mokSamArga nirvikalpa dazAmAM AtmAmAM sthira thavuM te che. konAmAM sthira thavuM? AtmAmAM. kevAM AtmAmAM? zuddhAtmAmAM. kevI rIte? to nirvikalpa dazAmAM. koI paNa vikalpa na hoya tevI dazA. sAmAyika laIne beThA ho ane sAme gesa upara mUkeluM dUdha UbharAI jAya to bUma pADe, "alyA, koI che ke nahi? A malAI gaI.' A vikalpa, te mokSamArgamAM aMtarAya kare che. mArga nirvikalpa che. tamAma aMtarAyothI ane vikalpanI pelI pAra jAva tyAre tame tamArA pradezamAM paga mUkI zakazo. e sivAya paga nahIM mUkI zako. e mATe karavAmAM Avato mana-vacana-kAyAno, sadgunI AjJApUrvakano puruSArtha Ane kahevAya che vyavahAramArga. A baMnenI saMdhithI mokSanI prApti thaze. A vAta haiyAmAM jo ThArazo, to apUrva AnaMda prApta thaze. AjanuM mukhya sUtra-dharmanA nAme koI vikhavAda karavAnI jarUra nathI. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 34, gAthA kramAMka - 37 pravacana kramAMka - 34 gAthA kramAMka - 30 AtmArthInI eka ja jhaMkhanA ema vicArI aMtare, zodhe sarayoga, kAma eka AtmArthanuM, bIjo nahi manaroga. (37) TIkA ema aMtaramAM vicArIne je sadgurunA yoganI zodha kare, mAtra eka AtmArthanI IcchA rAkhe paNa mAnapUjAdika, siddhiriddhinI kazI IcchA rAkhe nahi, ane AtmArtha sivAya bIjo koI roga jenAM manamAM nathI. (37) ahIM eka vizeSa prakAranI sAdhanAnuM varNana karela che. jyAre sAdhanA zabda bolIe chIe tyAre ApaNI najara bahAra jovA TevAyelI che. mANasa maMdiramAM jAya, pUjA kare, svAdhyAya kare, tapa japa kare, tIrthayAtrA kare, A badhI sthULa bhUmikA uparanI sAdhanA che. eka mahattvanI sAdhanA, vaicArika sAdhanA che ane te sAdhanA bahAranI vyakti joI zakatI nathI. vicAra e sAdhanAnuM bIja che. te mahattvanuM kAma kare che, vicAra jAgRta na thAya tyAM sudhI je paNa vrata ke anuSThAna thAya che, te sArthaka, saphaLa, samyaka ke yathArtha nahi thAya. A graMthamAM tattvajJAna sAthe AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnA sUtro paNa che. e sAdhanAono prAraMbha paramakRpALudeve A sUtrathI karela che. pahelI vAta e ke AtmA viSe jANyuM, sAMbhaLyuM, nirNaya karyo, AtmAmAM zraddhA thaI, AtmAno svIkAra karyo; AtmAne nizcayanaya ane vyavahAranayanI apekSAthI jANyo, dravyArthika ane paryAyArthika nathI paNa jANyo, temaja pAramArthika ane vyavahArika rIte paNa jANyo, tenuM trikALa svarUpa paNa jANyuM ane vartamAna svarUpa paNa jANyuM, tathA e paNa jANyuM ke AtmatattvamAM je paripUrNa jJAna che, paripUrNa AnaMda che, paripUrNa darzana che eno anubhava paryAyamAM thAya che; dravya AkhuM taiyAra, dravya ApyuM akhaMDa, paNa anubhava je thaze te vartamAnanI zuddha paryAyamAM thaze, mATe samagra sAdhanA paryAya zuddhinI karavAnI che. evI eka sAdhanA jIvanamAM thavI joIe ke paryAyamAM akhaMDa AtmAno svAnubhava thAya. paryAya to For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 381 paryAya che ja, paNa e paryAyanI kSamatA evI che ke AkhA dravyane jhIlI zake. darpaNa nAnuM che, paNa himAlayanuM pratibiMba darpaNamAM paDI zake che. cha phUTa UMcA mANasanuM pratibiMba darpaNa jhIlI zake che. darpaNa cha phUTa lAMbu nathI paNa tene jovAnI kSamatA darpaNamAM che. paryAyanI kSamatA evI che ke trikALI akhaMDa dravyane vartamAnamAM pI jAya, eTale teno anubhava thAya. samagra sAdhanA e paryAya zuddhinI sAdhanA che. dravya zuddha ja che. jema agnine udheI na lAge tema dravya kyAreya azuddha na thAya, sAthe tenAM anaMtaguNo paNa zuddha che, to vikRti kyAM AvI? paryAyamAM. samagra sAdhanA e paryAya zuddhinI ja sAdhanA che, ane e paryAya zuddhinI sAdhanA eTalA mATe che ke zuddha dravyano, parama dravyano ane paripUrNa dravyano anubhava te nirvikalpa to che paraMtu te anubhava zuddha paryAyamAM thAya. evo anubhava sAdhakane karavo che. sAdhakane ema thAya che ke meM AtmAne sadgurunA mukhethI athavA zAstranA zravaNathI jANyo. vicAryo, Atmatattva che tevo nirNaya karyo ane zraddhA paNa karI, paraMtu haju eka kAma bAkI che. e AtmAnI paripUrNa anubhUti paryAyamAM karavI che, tethI evI anubhUti karavA mATe pote potAnI tamAma zaktino upayoga kare evo bhAva, evI saMvedanA, evI tAlAvelI, evI dhagaza, evI abhipyA ane evI jhaMkhanA jenAmAM jAgI che te bane che AtmArthI. bahu navo zabda che AtmArthI. AtmasiddhimAM be pakSo mahattvanAM che. eka pakSa matArthI ane bIjo pakSa AtmArthI. AtmArthI banyA vagara sAdhanAnI zarUAta nahi thAya. jeNe Atmahita karavuM che, AtmAnuM bhaluM karavuM che teNe AtmA nirAvaraNa thAya tevA prayatno karavAM paDe. AtmA zuddha, guNo zuddha ane paryAya paNa zuddha thavI joIe, to ja zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti thAya. traNa aMgo zuddha thavAM joIe. traNe aMgo kahIe tyAre traNa aMgo judA che tevo artha na karazo. dravyamAMthI guNo chUTA na paDe ane guNothI paryAya chUTI nahi paDe. traNe vastu traNe kALa sAthe ja che, paraMtu vAta kahetI vakhate kahevuM paDe ke dravya, guNa ane paryAya traNe zuddha joIe. A dharatI upara A zarIramAM te avasthA prApta thAya che, pachI deha chUTe che, ane mokSamAM jAya che. mokSa e sthaLanuM varNana che, kSetranuM varNana che paraMtu ghaTanA to ahIM ghaTe che. ahIM pUrepUrA mukta thAya che. dravya paNa zuddha, guNo paNa zuddha ane paryAya paNa zuddha thayA, e traNe zuddha hoya tevI avasthA te mokSa che, ane tene siddha avasthA paNa kahevAya che. niyama pramANe e deha chUTyA pachI mokSamAM jAya che. evI sAdhanA karavAnI tIvratA jenA aMtaramAM jAgI che tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. Avo AtmArthI vicAra kare che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 382 pravacana kramAMka - 34, gAthA kramAMka - 37. gAthAnI zarUAta "ema vicArI aMtare', ema aMtaramAM vicAra karIne, kayo vicAra? pahelo vicAra "AtmajJAna che tyAM munipaNuM che ane jyAM AtmajJAna ane munipaNuM bane sAthe che te sadguru hoI zake. jainadarzananuM A baMdhAraNa vizeSa rIte vAta kare che. ekaluM AtmajJAna nahi, sAthe munipaNuM paNa kharuM. munipaNuM to jyAM AtmajJAna hoya tyAM hoya. AtmajJAnI zramaNa kahAve, bIjA to dravyaliMgI re." "zramaNa', A jaina darzanano priya zabda che. zramaNa eTale muni, zramaNa eTale aNagAra, nigraMtha, ane zramaNa eTale puruSArtha ane mathAmaNa karanAro. tame mahenata karo cho ane muni paNa mahenata kare che. tame sattA mATe, dhana-saMpatti ane bhogo mATe, bAhya padArtho mATe mahenata karo cho, jyAre A muni che te jJAna mATe, zraddhA ane dhyAna mATe, cAritra ane mukti mATe mahenata kare che. teo ALasu nathI, satata mahenata kare che. temano puruSArtha samyaggadarzana, samyajJAna ane samyapha cAritra mATe che. evA zramaNano pAyo zuM? te eka sUtramAM kahevuM che ke bAkI badhA lakSaNo ochA vadhatAM cAlaze, paraMtu eka komana lakSaNa joIe. te lakSaNa che AtmajJAna. dara vakhate spaSTatA karI kahIe chIe ke A AtmajJAna sahelI vastu nathI. ApaNane thAya ke ApaNe AtmAne jANIe chIe, ane bIjAne paNa kahIe chIe, zAstro jeNe vAMcyA hoya tene AtmAnuM jJAna to hoya ja ne? AtmA che, te nitya che, ajanmA che, ajara che, amara che, e khAto pIto nathI, e dehamAM che, te draSTA che. paraMtu A AtmajJAna na kahevAya. be zabdo judA che..eka che zrutajJAna ane bIjuM che anubhavajJAna. sAMbhaLeluM ke vAMceluM te zrutajJAna kahevAya ane anubhaveluM jJAna te AtmajJAna. paramakRpALudevanA zabdamAM vAcAjJAna eTale vANImAM jJAna che, ene zabdonuM jJAna che, paraMtu anubhaveluM jJAna nathI. anubhavanI ghaTanA tyAre ghaTe che ke aMdarathI eka bAdhaka tattva khasI jAya che. anubhavamAM bAdhaka tattva eka ja che ane te che darzana mohanIyakarma. darzanamohanIyane cAra mitro che, ane temanuM kAma eka ja ke mithyAtva eTale ajJAnane pragADha karavuM. jyAre pUcho tyAre temano mithyAtvane so TakA Teko che. 'tuma Age baDho, hama tumhAre sAtha hai." A cAra mitro eTale cAra kaSAyo (anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha) ane darzanamohanIya pAMcamuM. A pAMcano udaya na hoya tyAre aMdaramAM je anubhava thAya te AtmajJAna. jaina darzane bahu ja spaSTatA karI che. tame kahezo ke amane AtmajJAna thayuM, anubhava thayo. paraMtu tamAre jovuM paDe ke aMdarathI darzanamoha gayo? zAMta thayo? upazama thayo? ane jo darzanamoha na gayo hoya to jJAna kharuM paNa anubhava ke sAkSAtkAra nahi. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 383 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA anubhava rasameM roga na zokA, lokavAda saba meTA, kevala acala, anAdi, abAdhita, zivazaMkarakA bheTA. anubhava jyAre thaze tyAre roga hoya ke na hoya te ame nizcita kahI zakatAM nathI, dehamAM vyAdhio thAya che, tenI ame nA pADI zakatAM nathI. paraMtu eka vAta jarUra che ke jJAnI puruSone mananAM rogo nathI. IrSA, vAsanA, ahaMkAra, mAyA, lobha, dveSa, Asakti, hiMsA, anAcAra e badhAM mananAM rogo che. anubhava thayA pachI A mananAM rogo na hoya. bIjuM lakSaNa - game te prasaMga hoya, ke game te ghaTanA hoya, game tevI paristhiti prApta thAya, saMyoga ke viyoga thAya, te pratikULa ke anukULa hoya paNa e aMdarathI hale nahi. aMdara zoka nathI. trIjuM lakSaNa lokavAdaH atyArasudhI je kuLa ane paraMparAmAM janamyo, je mata, mAnyatA ane saMpradAyamAM janamyo, eno ja teNe svIkAra karyo hoya, ane varSo sudhI Agraha sevyo hoya te Agraha hiMmata karI tene choDavo paDe. Ama to ghaNI hiMmata che paNa A moTI hiMmata che. A abhiniveza-mithyAtva choDavuM, temAM hiMmata ane puruSArtha ghaNo joIe. anaMtakALathI viparIta mAnato Avyo che, te choDavuM paDe, evo vicAra te kare che ane bIjo vicAra e paNa kare che ke mane pratyakSa sagunI prApti thAya. AtmArthI kevo hoya? AtmArthI avasthA eka evI avasthA che ke temAM tene AtmAnuM hita karavuM che. AtmAnuM hita karavuM eTale enI paryAya zuddha karIne e paryAyamAM samagra AtmAno svAnubhava karavo. A samajavAmAM kaMTALo na karazo. A tamAre jANavuM paDaze. A tamAro pAyo che, A tamArI mUDI che, khajAno che. jainadarzana dravya, guNa ane paryAya e traNa zabdo upara UbhuM che. jainadarzanamAM cAra anuyoga che. (1) dravyAnuyoga (2) caraNakaraNAnuyoga (3) gaNitAnuyoga (4) dharmakathAnuyoga. bAkInA traNa anuyoga dravyAnuyoga spaSTa karavA mATe che. AtmArthIne ema thAya che ke mArI avasthA evI Ave ke mAruM dravya paNa zuddha hoya, guNa paNa zuddha hoya ane sAthe mArI paryAya paNa zuddha hoya. e paNa samajAyuM ke dravya zuddha ja che, guNo paNa zuddha che ane je kaMI vikRti che te paryAyamAM che. paryAya azuddha che. te paryAyanI azuddhi dUra karavI che. ane zuddha paryAya pragaTa karavI che, evI zuddha paryAyamAM virATa Atmadravyano svAnubhava thAya che, evo svAnubhava mAre karavo che. evI jhaMkhanA jenAmAM jAgI che ane e jhaMkhanA jAgyA pachI, tenA mATe je kaMI kiMmata cUkavavI paDe te cUkavavA je taiyAra thayo che tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. A lakSaNo AtmArthInA che. AtmArthIne AtmArtha sAdhavo hoya to pratyakSa sadguruno yoga joIe. A adhyAtmanI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 384 pravacana kramAMka - 34, gAthA kramAMka - 37 prAthamika sAdhanA mATeno mukhya daravAjo che. khetI karavI hoya to jamIna joIe ane dhaMdho karavo hoya to mUDI joIe, ane AtmA jo siddha karavo hoya to pratyakSa saddaguruno yoga joIe, ane e prApta thayo hoya to prakRtino, paramAtmAno, astitvano parama upakAra mAne, jIvana dhanya banI gayuM ema mAne. cakravartInI saMpatti anekavAra maLI paNa avatAra eLe gayo saru maLyA, jIvana dhanya banyuM. moTo upakAra thayo. pratyakSa sadguru prAptino gaNe parama upakAra." teo prApta thayAM, maLyAM, bheTyAM, bahumAna thayuM; temanI sAthe potAnI cetanA joDI dIdhI, TyunIMga thayuM, temanI cetanA sAthe ApaNI cetanA maLI, milana thayuM. e thAya tyAre evI sthitine bhaktiyoganI paribhASAmAM samarpaNa kahe che. traNe yoga mana, vacana, kAyA: emanA vacce saMvAda sthapAya. akhaMDa vyaktitva ene kahevAya ke jemAM mana, vacana ane zarIra eka banyAM che. e traNemAM saMvAda prApta karIne varte AjJAdhAra', sadgurunI AjJAne jIvanamAM svIkArIne e jIve. 'ema vicArI aMtare', e pramANe vicAra karatAM karatAM e nakkI kare che ke paramArthano mArga alaga alaga na hoI zake. traNe kALamAM paramArthano mArga eka ja hoya. tattvArthAdhigama sUtramAM daza adhyAyo che. temAM samagra jaina darzana atyaMta saMkSepamAM varNavyuM che, ane tenuM sauthI paheluM sUtra-samyagadarzana, samyajJAna, ane samyak cAritra e mokSamArga che." A hajAro varSo pahelAMnI vAta che. bIjA ArAomAM paNa A ja vAta che, ane sImaMdhara svAmI ane bhagavAna mahAvIranI paNa A ja vAta che. traNakALamAM paramArthano mArga eka ja hoya. AnaMdadhanajI mahArAje paNa ajItanAtha prabhunAM stavanamAM evo saMdezo kahyo che ke, paMthaDo nihALuM re bIjA jina taNo, ajita ajita guNadhAma, je te jityAre teNe huM jitiyo re, puruSa kizya muja nAma. huM A paMthaDo joI rahyo chuM. paMthaDo bahu pyAro che. mAre mArga upara cAlavuM che. rasto joIe chIe, A paMtha che. traNe kALamAM paramArthano paMtha eka ja hoya. paramArthanA paMthane jIvanamAM utAravo hoya, prApta karavo hoya, tevo paramArtha aMdara prApta thAya ane tene prere, eTale "samyagadarzana, jJAna ane samyakracAritra tarapha prere, paryAyanI zuddhi tarapha prere, vItarAgatA tarapha prere." Avo vyavahAra e ja AtmArthIne mAnya hoya. bahu ja cokhkhI vAta che, kyAMya aspaSTatA nathI. kevo vyavahAra karavo? zuM vyavahAra karavo? tame je karo te evI rIte karo ke je tamane samyagadarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakyAritra tarapha dore, vItarAgatA tarapha prere, zuddha bhUmikA tarapha prere, ahiMsA ane satya tarapha prere; sadAcAra, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 385 nIti ane nyAya tarapha prere, mANasAI tarapha ane zAMti tarapha, prema ane sadbhAva tarapha prere. evo vyavahAra tene mAnya hoya, Avo vicAra aMtaramAM kare. have ApaNe e lITI upara AvyA, 'zodhe sadguru yoga', ekAMtamAM A pramANe vicArIne AtmArthI sAdhaka sadgurunA yogane zodhe che. ahIMthI sAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya che. te pahelA kaI mALA karavI, kyA maMdiramAM javuM ? digambaranA ke zvetAMbaranA ? ene AvI muzkelIo ochI nathI. A jIva kyAM kyAM aTakyo che ? jene Atmahita karavuM che te AtmArthI zodha kare che-e yoga zodhe che. yoga eTale prApti, yoga eTale milana, yoga eTale saMyoga, saMbaMdha, tanmayatA. kono yoga ? to sadguruno yoga. jyAM jyAM ghaTanA ghaTI che, tyAM prathama sadguruno yoga thayo che, ane AtmArthIe sadguruno yoga zodhyo che. 'emavicArI aMtare', -aMtaramAM A pramANe vicAra karIne, sarva prakAre vicAra karIne, yathArthapaNe vicArIne e sadguruno yoga zodhe che. zuM laIne zodha karavI ? kayA dhArAdhoraNa ane kayuM mApa nakkI karavuM ? tame joI joIne zuM jozo ? bahAramAM bhASA tarapha ? kapaDAM tarapha ? mAnyatA tarapha ? paNa e A badhI vastuothI judo che. mATe paramakRpALudeva vAraMvAra kahetAM hatAM ke 'aMdaranI avasthA te nigraMtha avasthA ane bahA2nI avasthA e vaizyanI avasthA. vaizya vezamAM A nigraMtha avasthAnI oLakhANa thavI bahu muzkela che, jANa thavI ane parakha thavI muzkela che' AtmArthI aMdarathI taTastha, niSpakSa ane matAgrahathI rahita thayo che. 'kAma eka AtmArthanuM' have tene koI bIjuM kAma, IcchA, abhilASA, AkAMkSA ke tRSNA nathI. kadAca tamArA upara dharaNendradeva ke padmAvatIjI prasanna thAya ane tamane kaMI mAMgavAnuM kahe ke tame dara puname zaMkhezvara Avo cho, to ame bahu prasanna chIe, tame je mAgazo te ApIzuM, to te vakhate romaromamAMthI eka ja mAgavuM, mAtra paryAya zuddha thAya te karo. sItAjIne sagarbhAvasthAmAM vanamAM mUkavAmAM AvyA, jaMgalamAM pazu hoya tyAM choDI devAmAM AvyA, te vakhate sItAjI rAmajIne samAcAra kahevarAve che ke 'tame rAjA cho, rAjA tarIke tame je nirNaya lIdho tenI sAme mane vAMdho nathI paraMtu eka mArI vinaMtI che ke lokanA kahevAthI mane bhale jaMgalamAM choDI, paraMtu lokonA kahevAthI vItarAga mArgane choDazo nahi.' eka mAtra AtmArtha thAya te sivAya bIjuM koI kAma ja nathI. ane mATe ja spaSTatA karI ke 'bIjo nahIM mana roga' haju sAdhanA cAlu nathI karI, eTaluM ja kahyuM che ke teNe vicAra karyo che ane vicAra karI sadgurunI zodhano teNe prAraMbha karyo che. AtmArthanuM eka ja kAma For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 386 pravacana kramAMka - 34, gAthA kramAMka - 37 che paNa temAMthI bahu moTuM kAma e thayuM ke manamAM koI jAtano roga, eTale IcchA, tRSNA, bahArathI kaMI joIe chIe evuM rahyuM nahIM. mana roga eTale lobha :- laukikamAM, saMsAramAM koI jAtanI Asakti nathI. aMbAlAlabhAInI TIkAmAM kahe che, "aMtaramAM vicArIne je sadgurunA yoganI zodha kare che, mAtra eka AtmArthanI IcchA rAkhe paNa mAna, pUjA, riddhi siddhinI kazI IcchA rAkhe nahi." IcchArUpa roga jenA manamAM nathI tene ame AtmArthI kahIe chIe. bahu ja spaSTa citra che. kyAMya aspaSTatA nathI. sAMsArika IcchAno tyAga kare che. AgaLa vadhIne uparanI avasthAmAM jJAnIoe ema paNa kahyuM ke tene saMsAranI IcchA to nathI rahI, paNa have mokSanI IcchA paNa nathI rahI. bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo. sarva duHkhanuM mULa IcchA che. AjanI Adhunika paribhASAmAM moTo prazna koI hoya to Tenzana, Tenzana, Tenzana cAre tarapha varasI ja rahyuM che, ane IcchA che tyAM Tenzana che. jyAre bIjI IcchA na rahI hoya tyAre jJAnIno meLa thAya ane saMbaMdha baMdhAze. paraMtu jJAnI maLyAM hoya ane tamane manamAM ghaNI IcchAo bAkI hoya to meLa nahIM paDe. paramakRpALudeva saubhAgyabhAIne vAraMvAra lakhatAM hatAM ke tamArI muzkelIo, takalIpho ame jANIe chIe, paNa "te takalIpho dUra thAya tema karo' evuM kahevuM tamane zobhatuM nathI. saubhAgyabhAIne ghaNI Arthika muzkelIo hatI. AvI mUMjhavaNa kahevI kone? paramakRpALudeva kahetAM ke hAthathI ke pAvaDAthI retI upADavI ThIka che, paraMtu AMkhanI pAMpaNathI retI uThAvavAnuM jeTaluM kaThina che eTaluM saMsArika kAmanI yAcanAnI madada karavI jJAnIne kaThina che." anya yAcanAothI tamAro yoga niSphaLa jaze, saphaLatA prApta nahi thAya, meLa nahi paDe. saMkalpa vikalpa padArthanI IcchAne kAraNe thAya che ane te TALyAM sivAya dhyAna avasthA prApta thatI nathI. ane dhyAna avasthAmAM gayA sivAya zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti thaI zakatI nathI. to kramazuM Avyo? zuddha AtmAnI anubhUti dhyAnamAM thAya. dhyAna to ja thAya ke jo saMkalpa vikalpa TaLe. ane saMkalpa vikalpa padArthanI IcchAne kAraNe thAya che. to saMkalpa vikalpa eTale IcchAo TALyA sivAya dhyAna avasthA prApta thaI zakatI nathI. ane dhyAna sivAya zuddhAtmAnI anubhUti thaI zakatI nathI, mATe jJAnI puruSoe "jagatanAM padArtho anitya che, kSaNabhaMgura che, tema bhArapUrvaka kahyuM che. jagatanAM padArtho jo anitya lAgaze to ja para padArtha pratye IcchA ane mArApaNuM nahi rahe. AtmArthI sAdhanAno puruSArtha kare, prAraMbha kare tyAre tenI eka avasthA joIe, eka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 387 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bekagrAunDa, eka pUrva bhUmikA joIe, ane evI pUrva bhUmikA prApta karavA mATe paramakRpALudeve cAra sUtro ApyAM che. A cAra sUtro dvArA tenI pUrva bhUmikA taiyAra thAya te mATe bahu saraLatAthI A gAthA ApaNane maLI che ane e jyAre vAMcIzuM tyAre ApaNane thaze ke oho ! A to ame jANIe chIe. paraMtu A gAthA jJAna nathI, A gAthA avasthA che. jJAna ane avasthA judA pADo. jANavuM judI vastu che ane avasthA judI vastu che. pracaMDa puruSArtha vagara avasthA prApta nahi thAya. cAra ghaTanAo jIvanamAM thavI joIe, ane A tamAma prakAranI pUrva taiyArI che. jema vyavahAramAM vAvavuM hoya to khetara kheDavuM paDe, makAna taiyAra karavuM hoya to pAyo khodavo paDe. tema AdhyAtmikatAno pAyo nAkhavo hoya to cAra avasthA jIvanamAM prApta karavI paDe. e cArecAra avasthAo atyaMta mahattvanI ghaTanAo che. ane tenAthI jIvanamAM sAdhanAno prAraMbha thAya che. vaicArika bhUmikA upara sAdhanA karavAnI hoya to aMdaramAM kevI avasthA hovI joIe tenI vAta 38 mI gAthAmAM karela che. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA,mAtra mokSa abhilASa, bhave kheda, prANI dayA, tyAM AtmArthanivAsa. manamAM kaMIpaNa bhramaNA na rahe, koIpaNa mANasa huM Avo chuM tema manAvavAnI koziza na kare, khoTAM gANAM na gAya tenA mATe A cAra sUtro che. jo tamane lAge ke huM AtmArthI chuM, to AtmArthInAM A cAra lakSaNo tamArAmAM hovA joIe. A vaicArika prakriyA che, ane A prakriyAmAM sauthI upayogI sAdhana mana che. bahAramAM ekAMta, asaMga hoya paraMtu aMdaramAM mana te mukhya sAdhana che. aMdaramAM Aveza hoya, manamAM ukaLATa hoya, mana vyathita hoya, vyAkuLa ane vikSipta hoya, mana mUDha hoya, ajAgRta hoya, astavyasta hoya, tUTeluM ane bhAMgeluM hoya, manamAM nirAzA hoya to tattvaciMtana nahi thAya. tattvaciMtana mATe akhaMDa mana joIe. manano upayoga sAdhanA mATe ka2vAno che. manamAM je paNa ukaLATa hoya te pahelAM zAMta karavo paDe. jaina paraMparAe, zAMta zabdane badale upazAMta zabda vAparyo. te eTalA mATe vAparyo ke azAMta banAvanAra bIjA je paribaLo che te aMdara sakriya nathI. prAraMbha jyAre thaze tyAre upazamathI ja thaze, kSAyikathI nahi thAya. jyAre paheluM samyagdarzana thaze tyAre upazama samyagdarzana ja thaze. sIdhuM kSAyika samyagdarzana nahi thAya. cAritra mohano upazama thAya athavA sIdho kSaya paNa thAya. upazama thavo joIe eTale TharavuM joIe. pragADha zAMta avasthA hovI joIe. kama se kama UMDANathI tattvaciMtana karI zakAya tevI mananI kSamatA rahevI joIe. A dravya, guNa, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 388 pravacana kramAMka - 34, gAthA kramAMka - 37 paryAyanuM ane AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana khaMDita manathI nahi thAya, akhaMDa mana joIe. eTalA mATe kuMdakuMdAcAryajIe ane haribhadrasUrijIe eka zabda vAparyo prajJA. tattvane jANavA mATe mAtra buddhi nahIM, AI.kyu. levalavALI buddhi nahIM paNa prajJA joIe. buddhi zuddha na thAya tyAM sudhI tattvaciMtana na thAya. dravyanuM, guNanuM, paryAyanuM ane dravyAnuyoganuM ciMtana prajJAthI ja thaze. AThamA guNasthAnaka pachI eka ja sAdhana. kyuM? ananya ciMtana. ananya ciMtana, atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo, apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze? tyAM dhArA tUTatI nathI. A ciMtana zubhanuM nahi, bahAranuM nahi. A ciMtana zuddha dravyanuM, te paNa sthULa nahi, ati sUkSma. mAtra uparachallI vAto karavAthI ApaNuM kAma patI jatuM nathI. ghaNAM loko saMto pAse jaIne kahe che ke "amane AzIrvAda Apo, mAthe hAtha mUko, eTale amAruM kAma thaI jAya." AzIrvAda to varasatAM ja hoya che, paraMtu ananya ciMtana tamAre karavuM paDaze, ane bAramA guNasthAna sudhI karavuM paDaze. mukhya sAdhanA karavAmAM ananya ciMtana joIe ane ananya ciMtana karavA AvuM khaMDita thayela, vyagra banela, asvastha mana, bhAMgeluM ane nirAza mana, hatAza ane vikSipta mana na cAle, mana tAjagIbharyuM ane gulAbanAM phUla jevuM khIleluM joIe. A manamAM ATalI bAbata hovI joIe. pahelI bAbata - kaSAyanI upazAMtatA - traNa zabdo che. (1) akaSAya, (2) tIvra kaSAya ane (3) maMda kaSAya, akaSAya te asala avasthA, vItarAga dazA, paripUrNa dazA. kSapakazreNImAM dazamAM guNaThANAnA aMte mohano saMpUrNa kSaya thAya eTale bAramA "kSINamoha vItarAga' guNaThANe vItarAga dazA che. mohanIya karmanA 28 bheda che paNa mukhya be bheda (1) darzana moha (mithyAtva moha Adi 3 bheda) (2) cAritra moha, cAritra mohanA be bheda. (1) kaSAya mohanIya 16 bheda (2) nokaSAya mohanIya 9 bheda. badhAmAM mithyAtva moha mukhya che, darzanamohano pahelA nikAla thAya pachI cAritra mohano nikAla thAya. kaSAyo aMdara vyagratA utpanna kare che. te teno svabhAva che. jeTalI azubha pravRttio thAya che, te tIvrakaSAyanI hAjarImAM thAya che. tIvra kaSAya jo. hoya to zubha pravRttio nahi thAya. zubha vicAro ane zubha karmo paNa nahIM thAya. tyAM azubha pravRtti hoya ane azuddha pravRtti paNa hoya. (3) maMda kaSAya - jyAM kaSAya maMda thAya che tyAM zubha pravRttio thAya che. traNa avasthA 1. azuddha, 2. zubha ane 3. zuddha. azuddha avasthA te tIvra kaSAyanI avasthA, athavA azubha avasthA. ane maMda kaSAya eTale zubha avasthA. maMda kaSAya hoya to dharma thAya, tyAM sadUguruno yoga thAya. maMda kaSAya hoya tyAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 389 dhyAna thAya. maMda kaSAya hoya tyAM anuSThAna-zubhanI sAdhanA thAya. paraMtu ema kahevuM che ke maMda kaSAya vakhate thatI zubha sAdhanAmAM aTakavuM nathI, paNa kUdako mAravo che zuddha avasthAmAM. A zuddha avasthAmAM tIvra kaSAya paNa jAya, maMda kaSAya paNa jAya ane akaSAya avasthA prApta thAya, te dhruvano tAro. te ApaNuM lakSa che. tIvra kaSAyanA udayamAM azuddha pravRtti ane azubha vicAra thAya, to pahelAM zuM karavuM paDe? kaSAya maMda karavA paDe, jema garamAgarama khIcaDI na khavAya, pahelAM tene ThAravI paDe, nahi to jIbha dAjhe ane phollA paNa paDe, tema kaSAya jyAM sudhI zamatAM nathI, zAMta thatAM nathI tyAM sudhI zubha pravRtti, zAMta vicAra ane zubha karma nahIM thAya. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM, pahelAM kaSAyo upazAMta karavAM paDe.' upazAMta zabdano artha-te pAtaLAM paDavAM joIe, te moLAM paDavAM joIe. jema plAsTara toDavuM hoya to pahelAM hathoDo laIne khokharuM karavuM paDe, pachI plAsTara tUTe, tema A kaSAyone khokharA kare eTale pAtaLAM pADe, tenuM jora ochuM thAya. Aje to ApaNA kaSAyonI tAkAta joradAra che. ApaNI tAkAta nathI. krodha jIte che ane kSamA hAre che. paryuSaNamAM tame kSamApanA karI, dhanyavAda. sAruM karyuM paNa kSamApanAno artha e che ke have pachI tamane koInA pratye virodha, vaimanasya, aNagamo ke nAkanuM TeravuM caDe tevuM rahyuM nathI, to samajavuM ke kaSAya zAMta thayA che, pAtaLAM paDyAM che. kaSAyo che to kharA paNa jora nathI. jema sApanAM moDhAmAMthI jheranI dADha kADhI lIdhI hoya to sApano phUMphADo raheze paNa jhera nahi. tema kaSAyanuM jora have tenA upara cAlatuM nathI. evI pUrvabhUmikA teNe prApta karI lIdhI che. atyAre ATalI vAta thaI, A cAra avasthAonuM varNana zAstrone vigatavAra karavuM che. pharI maLIzuM tyAre AgaLano krama cAlu thaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 pravacana kramAMka - 35 gAthA kramAMka - 38, 30, 40 mokSamArganI sAdhanA kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa, bhave kheda, prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa. (38) dazA na evI jyAM sudhI, jIva lahe nahi joga, mokSamArga pAme nahIM, maTe na aMtara roga. (39) Ave jyAM evI dazA, sadguru bodha suhAya, te boghe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya. (40) TIkA jyAM kaSAyapAtALAM paDyAM che, mAtra eka mokSapadasivAya bIjA koI padanI abhilASA nathI. saMsAra para jene vairAgya varte che, ane prANI mAtra para jene dayA che, evA jIvane viSe AtmArthano nivAsa thAya. (38). jyAM sudhI evI jogadazA jIva pAme nahIM, tyAM sudhI tene mokSamArganI prAptina thAya. ane AtmabhrAMtirUpa anaMta duHkhano hetu evo aMtara roga na maTe. (39) evI dazA jyAM Ave tyAM sadguruno bodha zobhe, arthAt pariNAma pAme, ane te bodhanA pariNAmathI sukhadAyaka evI suvicAradazA pragaTe. (40) paraspara AMtarika saMbaMdha A traNa gAthAomAM che. mokSamArganA prAraMbhathI mAMDIne mokSa mATenI aneka sAdhanAonuM varNana A gAthAomAM che. thoDA zabdo ahIM vizeSa prakAre mUkyAM che. eka zabda "tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa' che. AvI jenI avasthA che, AvI jenI bhUmikA che, tyAM AtmArthIpaNuM hoI zake. bIje kyAMya hoI na zake. eka bIjo zabda vAparyo che. "joga." joga eTale milana, joga eTale prApti. AvI dazA prApta na thAya, tyAM sudhI sadUguruno joga prApta na thAya. saddaguru maLatAM nathI ema nathI. dazA evI hoya to sadguruno joga thAya. saddaguru hAjara hoya, pratyakSa hoya, pragaTa hoya to paNa joga na thAya. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 391 nikaTamAM ane tamArA gharamAM hoya to paNa joga na thAya. dazA evI joIe, avasthA joIe, bhItaranI bhUmikA joIe, ane evI dazA na thAya tyAM sudhI mokSamArgane pAmI zakato nathI. ane trIjo zabda che pariNamana. 40mI gAthAmAM tenuM vivecana thaze paNa atyAre te zabda samajI lo. jema vaidya kiMmatI davA Ape, moMghI davA Ape paNa te davA je le che te pariNamavI joIe ne? nahi to lAbha na thAya. sadguru jo maLe, to sadgurunA bodhanI prApti pachI te bodha pariNamavo joIe. bodha pariName to aMdara ghaTanA ghaTe. zuM ghaTanA ghaTe ? tyAM suvicAra dazA pragaTa thAya, ane jyAM suvicAra dazA pragaTa thAya tyAM anaMtakALamAM nahi thayela abhuta ghaTanA ghaTe, ane e ghaTanA che nijajJAna ! nijajJAna eTale potAnA svarUpanuM, potAnA astitvanuM jJAna. A krama samajI lo. e jJAna ApaNane thAya to e jJAna zuM kAma kare ? e mohano kSaya kare, ane jJAnathI mohano kSaya thAya to paramapada eTale nirvANanI prApti thAya. A paMcamakALamAM, AvA kalikALamAM, AvA vikarALa kALamAM ane AvA saMjogomAM paramakRpALudeve Atmasiddhi dvArA mokSamArga Apela che. temAM kaMI zaMkA karavAnI jarUra nathI, ane e vicAraNA je pragaTa thavAnI che te suvicAraNA hoya. e kahevAno prAraMbha 43mI gAthAthI thAya che, ane te pahelAM 42 gAthA sudhI tenI pUrvabhUmikA kahela che. 43mI gAthAthI SapadanA varNanano prAraMbha thaze. AgaLanA pravacananI vAta pharI yAda karI laIe. jaina darzanamAM pAyAnA traNa zabdo che. dravya, guNa ane paryAya. dravya eTale vastu, padArtha. vastu be prakAranI che, jaDa paNa che ane cetana paNa che. IndriyothI gamya paNa che, ane atIndriya paNa che. Atmadravya atIndriya, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza ane kALa atIndriya che, paraMtu pudgala Indriyagamya che. IndriyothI dekhAya te pudgala, jaDa ane jenAmAM jJAna che, je Indriyo vaDe jANI zakato nathI, paNa che, tenuM hovApaNuM che, e jIva athavA cetana athavA AtmA atIndriya tattva che. jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetana bhAva." jaDa jaDa rUpe pariName che ane cetana cetana rUpe pariName che. A vastu che, jainadarzanamAM tene mATe zabda vAparyo che dravya. dravya zabda sAthe bIjo paNa zabda Ave che. guNa athavA zakti. zakti eTale tAkAta, tenuM sAmarthya. zaktine zAstrIya paribhASAmAM "guNa' zabdathI jaNAve che. guNa eTale mAtra saguNo nahIM paNa zakti-svabhAva, te arthamAM che. AtmAmAM jJAnaguNa, darzanaguNa ane cAritra guNa che. pudagala (jaDa) mAM varNa (rapa) rasa, gaMdha, sparza guNo che. guNa eTale zaktieTamabombano khyAla karo to spaSTatA karavI nahi paDe ke eka paramANumAM keTalI badhI tAkAta athavA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 392 pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 zakti che. jema aNumAM anaMta zakti che, tema pudgala paramANumAM paNa anaMta zakti che, tema AtmAnI paNa anaMta zakti che. banne dravyo sakSama che, samartha che ane potapotAnI bhavya zaktithI pUrNa che. guNa je kAma kare che tene kahevAya che paryAya. paryAya eTale avasthA. sonuM te mULabhuta vastu che, (dravya che.) temAM pILAza che, nakkaratA che, te guNa. sonAno gaThTho paherI na zakAya paNa ghareNuM bane to paherI zakAya. sonAmAMthI ghareNuM bane te sonAnI paryAya. mULa sonuM paNa pILAza, nakkaratA e tenAM guNo ane temAMthI judA judA AkAro bane te tenI paryAyo. ghauMnA loTamAMthI roTalI bane che to loTa mULabhUta vastu ane roTalI tenI paryAya che. paryAya eTale avasthA, hAlata, AkAra, pariNAma ane pariNamavuM te. hara samaye, hara kSaNe vastu pariName che. jaDa jaDa rUpe pariName ane cetana cetana rUpe pariName che, bannenA pariNamana potapotAmAM svataMtra rIte thAya che. jema relvenA be pATA che te kyAreya bhegA na thAya, tevI rIte be dravyo paNa kyAreya bhegAM na thAya. paraMtu je paryAya che te dravyamAMthI Ave che. sonuM pitA pAse hatuM, teNe dIkarAone ApyuM, temaNe temanA dIkarAone ApyuM. jema phezana badalAya tema ghATa badalAya paNa sonuM e ja rahe che ane AkAra je Ave te sonAmAMthI ja Ave, tema Atma dravyamAMthI ja Atma dravyanI paryAyo Ave che. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM che ke khANamAMthI sonuM bahAra Ave te ekaluM bahAra nathI AvatuM, paNa e sonA sAthe mATI bhaLelI che. mATI bhaLelI che mATe sonAne zuddha karavuM paDe che. tejAba chAMTavo paDe, garama karavuM paDe, je kaMI paNa prakriyA karavI paDe te sonAnI malinatA dUra karavA karavI paDe che. kanakopalavat paDe puruSa taNI re, joDI anAdi svabhAva; anya saMjogI jihAM lage AtamA re, saMsArI kahevAya. (AnaMdadhanajI ma.) A vAta ATalI saraLa che te tamane kaThina kema lAge che ? A to zIro gaLe UtarI jAya tevI vAta che, paNa tame vicAra ocho karyo haze. anyano saMyoga jyAM sudhI hoya tyAM sudhI tene saMsArI kahevAya. ane anyano saMyoga maTI jAya to saMsAra paNa maTI jAya. sAdhanA zuM karavAnI che ? je saMyoga thayo che, te saMyogathI mukta thavAno puruSArtha te sAdhanA che. pANI svabhAve mIThuM che, dariyAnA pANIno tene saMyoga thayo to pANI khAruM thayuM. pANI phIlTara karavAthI khArAza dUra thAya. pANI zItala che, tene agnino saMyoga thayo to garama thayuM. to zuM karavuM paDe ? pANIne ThAravuM paDe athavA to agnithI dUra rAkho to pharI ThaMDu thaI jaze. pratyeka padArthanI gati potAnA mULa svabhAva tarapha che, paraMtu temAM anya dravya bhaLe eTale DIsTarabansa thAya che. sAdI bhASAmAM ekaDe eka ane bagaDe be. be bhegA thAya eTale For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 393 bagaDe. pudgala dravyano saMyoga AtmAne thayo. sonuM ane mATI khANamAMthI nIkaLe che ane suvarNakAra e baMnene judA pADe che, tema karma ane AtmAno anAdithI saMyoga che ane sAdhaka tene judA pADe che. sAdhakanuM kAma, thayelAM karmanA saMyogane dUra karavo te che, ane karmanA saMyoganI pedAza eTale ke tenuM phaLa te A saMsAra. AtmA che e anAdino, karma che anAdinA, AtmA ane karmano saMyoga paNa anAdino, eTale banneno saMyoga che tyAM sudhI saMsAra Ubho thayA karaze. game teTalA kaMTALA sAthe hAtha joDIne kaho ke amAre saMsAramAMthI mukta thavuM che, paraMtu beTA ! tuM tArA karmanA saMyogane dUra kara. karma saMyoga dUra thAya to karmamAMthI utpanna thato saMsAra paNa dUra thaI jAya. e bAya proDakTa che. saMsAramAM kaSAya hoya, rAga dveSa hoya, moha hoya, vANI, zarIra, azubha karmo, azubha pravRtti hoya, karmano baMdha hoya, pharI karmano saMyoga thAya ane pharI cakra cAlu. AvA saMsAranA cakramAM ApaNe chIe. banne vastuo judI judI che, sonuM ane mATI banne sAthe maLyAM che, to temAMthI mATIne dUra karavI tema AtmA tathA karmo sAthe maLyAM che to karmane AtmAthI dUra karavAnAM rahyAM. e karmane dUra karavAnI sAdhanA tene kahevAya che. paryAya zuddhinI sAdhanA. jaina darzana spaSTa vAta kare che-"bhAva karma nija kalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa." bhAvakarma jyAre aMdara thAya tyAre bahAra karmanI racanA thAya. karmo to kahe che ke "ame taTastha chIe. ame tamane vaLagavA AvatAM nathI. tamAre ane amAre zuM levA devA che? paNa eka vAta che. tame jo kaMI karazo to amAre AvavAnI pharaja thaI paDaze.' lohacuMbakanA eriyAmAM jo loDhuM jaze to svAbhAvika rIte lohacuMbaka loDhAne kheMcaze. sonuM ke hIrAkaNI Ave to kaMI nahi kare, paNa lokhaMDano kaTako Ave to ja lokhaMDane kheMce. lohane potA tarapha AkarSita karavuM te lohacuMbakanuM kAma che, tevI ja rIte jIva aMdaramAM rAga dveSa kare eTale ke aMdaramAM bhAvakarma kare, kaSAyo kare, vikAro kare, vAsanAo kare, IcchAo ane tRSNAo kare, abhilASA kare, manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI azubha pravRttio kare to karmo AvIne vaLage. A je karmo aMdara Ave che, vaLage che, enA kAraNe azuddhi thAya che. ApaNe vikSipta thaIe chIe. e azuddhi dUra karavAnI sAdhanA tene paryAya zuddhinI sAdhanA kahe che. samajI lo, tamArI pAse Atmadravya Aje paNa akabaMdha che ane akhaMDa che. AtmA to prApta ja che, paNa tamArI najara tyAM jatI nathI. eka kavie kahyuM che ke "nayanAnI ALase re, meM harine nirakhyA nahi." hari to sAkSAt che, pragaTa che. jJAnazaktithI jagatamAM vyApta che paNa ApaNe tene joI zakatAM nathI, kAraNa ke te nirAkAra che. e durlabha che mATe joI zakatAM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 394 pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 nathI? nA, e vAta nathI paNa "nayaNAnI ALasa', AMkha ughADo to dekhAya. prApta che tene prApta karavAno che. aprAptanI prApti karavAnI nathI. mATIne jema dUra karavAnI che tema karmone paNa dUra karavAnAM che. karmone dUra karavA, pAvaDo hAthamAM levAnI jarUra nathI. eno upAya ApaNI pAse ja che. svIca baMdha karo eTale lAITa baMdha. balba phoDavAnI jarUra nathI. je paNa kaMI thAya che te bhAvakarmanA kAraNe thAya che, ane bhAvakarma tame dUra karI zako. bhAvakarma dUra karavAnI sAdhanAne kahevAya che. paryAyazuddhinI sAdhanA. paryAya zuddha thAya tyAre vyavahAranayathI AtmA, guNa ane paryAya traNe zuddha thayA kahevAya. A traNe zuddha banyAM ane je anubhava thAya tene vItarAgatAno anubhava kahe che athavA tene mokSano upAya kahe che. Ano kharo upAya che "ananya ciMtana." ananya ciMtana cothA guNasthAne kSaNabhara, pAMcamA guNasthAne thoDo TAIma vadhAre, chaThThA ane sAtamA guNasthAne aMtarmuhUrta. ane AThamA guNasthAnakathI TAIma laMbAya che. ananya ciMtana karavAnI avasthA aMdarathI Ave. teo zenuM ciMtana karatAM haze? dravya, guNa ane paryAyanuM ciMtana. Ane zukala dhyAnanI prakriyA paNa kahe che. Aje zukala dhyAnanI prakriyA saMbhavita nathI, kAraNa ke eTalI badhI lAyakAta ApaNA jIvanamAM Aje nathI. A lAyakAtanI atyAre jarUra nathI. tame kyAM sudhI jaI zako cho te samajAvavA vAta karI. tame dharmadhyAna karI zako cho, tenA cAra bheda che. (1) AjJA vicaya, (2) apAya vicaya, (3) vipAka vicaya ane (4) saMsthAna vicaya, aMtarmuhUrta sudhI tame dhyAna karI zako cho, ekAgra ane tanmaya thaI zako cho, eTaluM to tame karo. tyAM gayA pachI kadAca daravAjo UghaDI jAya to, aMdara praveza thaI jAya. pahelethI ja "amArAthI ananya ciMtana na thAya', ema kahI nAhI nAkho to kAma na thAya. ananya ciMtana eTale vacamAM dhArA na tUTe. Ano AsvAda cothAguNasthAnake maLe. cothA guNasthAnake eka moTI ghaTanA ghaTe, moTo avarodha dUra thAya, te che darzanamoha eTale ke mithyAtva. e avarodha dUra thavAnA pariNAme potAno anubhava karyo, potAne nihALyo, potAnuM darzana thayuM, potAne joyo, temAMthI eka svAda Avyo, tethI ema lAgyuM ke atyArasudhI sukha mATe bahAra phAMphA mArato hato, paraMtu have khajAno hAtha lAgI gayo, adhikAra maLI gayo, paraMtu khajAno kholavAno bAkI che. ceka beMkamAM bharyo paNa paisA meLavavAnA bAkI che, tema adhikAra prApta thayo, have svarUpamAM ramaNatA prApta karavAnI che, te kSaNabhara Ave te svarUpamaNa cAritra, ane e svarUpa ramaNatA vadhatI jAya, vadhatI jAya-pAMcame, chaTTa ane sAtame. pachI saghana avasthA prApta thAya. evI saghana avasthA Ave che tyAre zrapaka zreNI ke upazamazreNI maMDAya che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 395 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA jema khetI ane dhaMdhA mATe vAtAvaraNa joIe, e ja pramANe sAdhanA mATe paNa vAtAvaraNa joIe. te na maLatuM hovAthI sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. sAdhanA mATe gUDha vAtAvaraNa joIe. e vAtAvaraNa kevuM hovuM joIe te mATe cAra sUtro... (1) sUtra - samragapaNe manamAM AkuLatA vyAkuLatA na hoya. zAMta mana ekAgra thaI zake, ane zAMta mana gaherAIthI tattvaciMtana karI zake. ghaNIvAra loko ema kahe che ke bahu mUMjhavaNa thaI che, teno rasto zodhavo che, ukela lAvavo che, mane ekalo rahevA do. mane koI DisTarba karazo nahIM. huM nadI kinAre jaI AvuM, bahAra javA do, tyAM jaI zAMtithI besuM. Ano artha e thayo ke jo gaMbhIra vicAraNA karavI hoya to vAtAvaraNa zAMta joIe. A to saMsAranI vicAraNA che, paNa koIpaNa vicAraNA mATe anukULa vAtAvaraNa joIe. vidyArthIne vAMcavA mATe vAtAvaraNa joIe. maMdiramAM maMdiranuM, AzramamAM AzramanuM ane sAdhanAmAM sAdhanA thAya tevuM vAtAvaraNa joIe. vAtAvaraNamAM pahelI bAbata e ke mukhya kAma mana dvArA levAnuM che. mananuM kAma manananuM che, ciMtananuM ane maMthananuM che. suvicAranuM kAma mana karaze ane bodha prAptinuM kAma paNa mana karaze. mana bahu Co-operative paribaLa che, ane e manane kAmamAM levAnuM che. tame Aje paNa manane bahu sArI rIte kAmamAM lo cho. loko kahe che ke "meM bahu UMDANathI vicAra karI A saMsAra goThavyo che." pachI eka divasa teo kaheze ke "bahu vicAra karI badhuM goThaveluM paNa UMghu paDI gayuM che.' A vicAra to bahAranA vicAro che. mana baMne pakSe kAma kare che. sAdhanAnA pakSe paNa kAma kare che ane saMsAranA pakSe paNa kAma kare che. mana kaheze, "sAheba ! mArA jevuM vaphAdAra tattva bIjuM koI nathI. tame mane je kAma soMpo te niSThApUrvaka pAra pADIza. A mAro svabhAva che. tame mane sAdhanAnuM kAma soMpazo to huM mokSa sudhI pahoMcADIza, ane saMsAranA kAma karavAnuM kahezo to te paNa karIza. mAro vAMka na kADhazo. mAlika tame cho, tame je kAma soMpazo te karI ApIza. sattA tamArA hAthamAM che. tamAre rAga karavo che? huM taiyAra chuM, tamAre prema karavo che, dveSa karavo che, krodha karavo che to huM taiyAra chuM.' kaI avasthAmAM sAdhanA thaze? kaI avasthAmAM AtmArtha thaze? pahelI avasthA kaSAyanI upazAMtatA. kaSa + Aya= kaSAya. kaSa eTale saMsAra ane Aya eTale lAbha. je karavAthI saMsArano lAbha thAya te kaSAya. kaSAya manane vyAkuLa ane vyagra banAve che, tethI mana zAMta banI zakatuM nathI, sthira banI zakatuM nathI, ekAgra banI zakatuM nathI. tattvaciMtana mATe sthira mana joIe. manane asthira karanArAM paribaLo cAra che, krodha, mAna, mAyA ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 396 lobha. bahu saMkSepamAM A vAta samajI laIe. pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 tatropatApakaH krodhaH krodho vairasya kAraNam / vrutirvartanI Rodha:, odha: zamasuvArtAnA| (yogazAstra 4/9) krodha karavAthI krodha karanAranAM manamAM saMtApa thAya che, ane jene saMtApa thayo hoya te tattva vicAra karI zake nahi. saMtApamAM uttejanA-Aveza hoya. krodhamAMthI veranI jvALA paNa pragaTa thAya. pahelAM krodha Ave pachI verabhAva thAya. tamAre verabhAva zAMta karavo haze to pahelAM krodhane zAMta karavo paDaze. krodhamAMthI veranI pedAza thAya che, ane durgatimAM laI janAra paNa krodha che. sauthI mahattvanI vAta zAMti ke samatAnuM sukha jhUMTavI lenAra A ja krodha che. krodha tamAruM sukha laI le che. tame jojo, tame bilakula zAMta manavALAM cho, sAMbhaLI zako cho, vicAra karI zako cho, paraMtu bahAra gayA pachI koI kAraNasara krodha AvI jAya ane pachI tamane koI kaMI vAta karavA Avaze to gusse thaI kahezo ke hamaNAM nahi, pachI. A krodha dUra thAya to manamAM eka bhUmikA taiyAra thaze. 'krodha Ave che te manane vyagra kare che.' jagatanAM padArthone kAraNe, potAnI moTAI mAne ane manAve ene kahevAya che ahaMkAra. moTAbhAganAM avarodho ahaMkAramAMthI thAya che, saMsAramAM to naDaze, paraMtu dIkSA laIne guru mahA2Aja pAse jazo to tyAM paNa naDaze. tyAM jaIne paNa kahezo ke 'kaMI nahIM tyAre, tame tamArA mArge ane ame amArA mArge, ame chuTTAM chIe.' ahaMkAra joDAvA nahIM de, prema karavA nahi de, namra rahevA nahi de ane samarpaNa karavA paNa nahIM de. ahaMkAra traNa vastune khatama kare che. 'vinayazrutazInAnAM trivargAsya haiM ghAta: / ' (yogazAstra 4/12) vinaya dharmanuM mULa che, e vinayane khatama kare che. ahaMkArI mANasa namra rahI zakato nathI. bIjI vAta, te jJAnane paNa khatama kare che. jJAnano duzmana ahaMkAra che. jJAna prAptimAM paNa ahaMkAra ADo Ave che. sphulibhadrajIne ahaMkAra Avyo to bhadrabAhu svAmIjIne kahevuM paDyuM ke have tamane AgaLano abhyAsa karAvavAmAM Avaze nahIM, kAraNa ke tamArAmAM ahaMkAra che tethI pacAvI nahIM zako. A vAtane umAsvAti mahArAje prazamarati graMthamAM kahI che, 'zrutazIjIvinayajJandUSaLaca.' (gAthA 27) zrutajJAna, zIla (sadAcAra) ane vinayane ahaMkAra dUSita kare che. temaja ahaMkAra trivarga eTale dharma, artha ane kAma A traNane nukazAna kare che. mAyA jeTalI tIvra teTalI saraLatAne khovI paDe che. paramArtha mArgamAM oTakoTa karavAvALo mANasa, jene khAI badhelo kahevAya te na cAle. kAThiyAvADanI bhASAmAM kahevuM hoya to jeTalA pAghaDImAM AMTA teTalAM peTamAM AMTA, teTalA manamAM AMTA. evAM AMTAM jo hoya to saraLatA na For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 397 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA hoya ane saraLatA vagara zuddhi na thAya ane zuddhi vinA paramArtha mArganI sAdhanA na thAya. koho pIiM paNAsei, mANo viNayanAsaNo / mAyA mittANi nAsei, lobho savva-viNAsaNo // (8/38) dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "krodha prItino nAza kare che. mAna vinayano nAzaka che. mAyA mitratAno nAza kare che ane chello sauthI moTo dAdo lobha te sarvano nAza kare che. nyAya nIti, sadAcAra, prema, saMbhAvanA A sarvano lobha nAza kare che. eka subhUma nAmano cakravartI thayela. teNe cha khaMDa jItyAM, pUratuM hatuM. tene thayuM ke cha khaMDa to badhA jIte che, huM sAtamo khaMDa jItI lauM, ane sAheba! te jItavA cAlyo, paNa samudramAM badhuM ja gayuM. kaMI rahyuM nahIM. lobha vyAkuLa banAve che. lobhanAM kAraNe saMtoSa raheto nathI. lobhanAM kAraNe doDadhAma ane mUMjhavaNa vadhe che. lobhanAM kAraNe ciMtA vadhe che ane mana duSita thAya che. AvI kaSAyavALI avasthA jo hoya to tattvano vicAra thaI na zake. tattva vicAra vinA mokSanI sAdhanA paNa na thaI zake. zuM kahevuM che A gAthAmAM? kaSAyo cAre taraphathI zAMta thayelAM hovA joIe. kSamA, namratA, saraLatA, saMtoSa AvI bharapUra mUDI sAdhaka pAse hovI joIe. krodhanAM prasaMgo Avaze to kSamArUpI nIrathI krodhane zAMta karI zakAya. hamaNAM paryuSaNa gayA pachI micchAmi dukkaDano udghoSa thayo haze. micchAmi dukkaDe to kahyuM paNa aMdaramAM kaMI thayuM? jo na thayuM hoya to kaMI artha sarato nathI. ApaNo svabhAva to akaSAya che. ane kaSAya to vikAra che, khAmI che. kaSAya hovAM te doSa che, ApaNA kaSAyo gayA nathI paNa jaMpIne beThAM che. gaIkAle gaNeza caturthI hatI, AMtakavAdIoe dhamakI ApelI paNa polIsa khAtuM barAbara hatuM eTale kaMI vaLyuM nahIM. A kaSAyo AtaMkavAdIthI paNa bhUMDA che, jaMpIne besatAM nathI. e game tyAre tophAna karyA vagara rahetAM nathI, ApaNI sAdhanA lUMTyA vagara rahetAM nathI. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA" eka, "mAtra mokSa abhilASa'' be. kema ema kahevuM paDyuM? sAdhanAmAM bIjA rastAo phaMTAI jAya tevI zakyatAo che. aMdaramAM haju jagatanAM bIjA padArtho pratye AkarSaNa rahyuM che. zAstro devalokanuM varNana kare ane pachI mokSanuM varNana paNa kare to kyAreka vikalpa thAya ke eka vakhata devalokamAM paNa jaI AvIe, pachI mokSamAM jaIe, kAraNa ke mokSamAM gayA pachI pAchA nahIM AvI zakAya. jema AvatIkAlathI upavAsa karavAnAM che, to Aje attaravAyaNAmAM thoDuM vadhAre lo ne. Ama mArga phaMTAI jAya che ane tenuM kAraNa IcchA che. jyAM sudhI bhoga ane parigrahanI IcchA che tyAM sudhI sAdhakane aneka dizAmAM gati karavAnI zakyatA che, ane teno vakhata Ave tyAre te potAnI AkhI sAdhanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 398 pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 vecavA taiyAra thaI jAya che, tene kahevAya che niyANa. eTalA mATe kahyuM ke, "mAtra mokSa abhilASa", A mokSa sivAya bIjI koI abhilASA nahi. trIjI vAta, bhavakheda. A kheda zabda samajI lo. kheda eTale kaMTALo ke nirAzA nahIM. vyavahAramAM ApaNe kahIe chIe ke mane bahu kheda thAya che, eTale duHkha thAya che. saMsArano kheda karavAno nathI, paNa saMsAramAM je janmamaraNa aneka vAra karavA paDe che te janmamaraNa have TALavAM che. te TALavA mATe zabda vAparyo kheda. cidAnaMdajI mahArAje to kahyuM ke... lAkha coryAzI paheryA colanA, nava nava rUpa banAyo, bina samakita sudhArasa cAkhyo, giNatI kou na giNAyo, mUrakha! virathA janma gamAyo. Avo saMsAra, AvA janma maraNa have TALavAM che. navAM navAM janmo levAM paDe to tenuM duHkha thAya che ke ame kyAM sudhI A bhavomAM aTavAyelAM rahIzuM?. kyAre A baMdhanathI chUTakAro thaze? cothI mahattvanI vAta prANI dayA. tame dharatI upara rahevAnAM cho, aneka prANIo sAthe rahevAnAM cho. to kaI rIte rahevuM? jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke prema, karuNA, dayA, vAtsalya ane sneha bhAvapUrvaka jIvavuM. A bhAvothI hRdaya mulAyama ane komaLa bane che. AvI mulAyamatA jo jIvanamAM prasarI jAya to jagatanAM prANIo sAthe kaleza na thAya. vera, virodha vaimanasya na thAya. moM caDe nahIM, koInI sAthe tiraskAra na thAya, aNagamAnA bhAvo UbhA na thAya. prema, karuNA, zAMti, mulAyamatA ane komaLatAthI jIvana jIvavuM che. A prayoga gharathI cAlu karavo. pahelo sago pADozI. tame turata ja kahezo ke "bIjI badhI vAta karo, paNa pADozInI vAta na karazo", to prANI mAtra pratye dayAno bhAva, karuNA, sadbhAva kaI rIte raheze? jAtajAtanI prakRtivALA mANaso sAthe ApaNe rahevAnuM che. jAtajAtanI vRttio, jAtajAtanAM DhAMcAM ane namUnAo che. A badhAnI vacce ApaNe rahevAnuM thAya to, e vakhate ApaNA taraphathI ApaNo je abhigama che ane ApaNAM je rIlezana, saMbaMdho che, e premamaya, zAMta, madhura, svastha, snehamaya hovA joIe, paNa aMdaramAM akaLAmaNa, aNagamo ane tiraskAra na joIe. A cothuM paribaLa sAdhaka mATe atyaMta jarUrI che. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA eka paribaLa, mAtra mokSa abhilASA bIjuM paribaLa, bhave kheda trIjuM ane prANI dayA A cAra paribaLo che. pahelAM traNa vyaktigata che, cothuM paribaLa te prANI mAtra sAthe che. kevI rIte prANI mAtra sAthe rahevuM te phormyulA, sAdhaka tarIke tamAre For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 399 pasaMda karavAnI che. tamane thaze ke sAdhaka tarIke ame to bahu sAro vyavahAra karavA IcchIe chIe, paNa sAmA loko vicitra che eTale amArAthI AvuM thaI jAya che. sAmenAM loko bhale vicitra rahyA, paNa tamAre sAdhanA karavI che, tame sAdhaka cho. sAdhaka eka javAbadAra vyakti che. jema menejara javAbadAra vyakti che, gharano vaDIla javAbadAra vyakti che, pati javAbadAra vyakti che, tema sAdhaka paNa javAbadAra vyakti che. teNe javAbadArIpUrvaka jIvavuM paDaze. sAdhanA jagatamAM ja karazo ne? AzramamAM jAva to paNa jagata ane vanamAM jAva to paNa jagata to haze ja ne? tyAM paNa nadI, vRkSo, pakSIono kalarava haze. kAgaDo jhADa upara kA kA karato haze. cakalIo cIM cIM karatI haze. tenA vacce rahIne jIvavAnuM thaze. tamArI mUDI komaLatA, tamArI mUDI prema, sneha,maitrI, saujanya; tamArI mUDI madhuratA ane tamArI mUDI udAratA, vizALatA ane sabhAva, A badhI mUDI laIne sAdhake sAdhanAnI yAtrA karavAnI che. AvuM vAtAvaraNa jenI aMdaramAM hoya tyAM "AtmArtha nivAsa." A AtmArthI zabda tyAM zobhe che. A AtmArthI ane tyAM AtmArthano nivAsa thAya. potAnAM sarakhAM sarva jIvone gaNe to tenuM aMtaHkaraNa komaLa thAya. AvI komaLatA jo Ave to AtmArthI banI zake. Avo AtmArthI bane to anubhavanI ghaTanA ghaTe. dazA na evI jyAM lagI, jIva lahe nahIM joga, mokSamArga pAme nahi, maTe na aMtara roga. (39) jema hAIkorTanuM suprImakorTa badhuM rada karI nAkhe che tema A 39mI gAthA badhA vAMdhA rada karI nAkhe che. sadguru che to kema maLatAM nathI? kyAM zodhavA? have che nahIM ane thavAnAM paNa nathI: thayA e thayA, have navA nahi thAya, AvA keTalA badhA vAMdhA? te badhA ja A gAthAmAM rada thAya che. "dazA na evI jyAM sudhI, jIva lahe nahIM joga." jyAM sudhI 38 mI gAthAmAM batAvelI dazA ja AtmA prApta na kare to tene sadUguruno joga na thAya. bhAra konA upara Avyo? tamArA potAnA upara. have koI vAMdhA kADhI nahIM zako. "dazA na lahe jyAM sudhImAM, kevI dazA? "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa, bhave kheda prANI dayA." evI dazA aMtaramAM nahIM Ave tyAM sudhI tene sadaguruno joga nRhIM thAya. zuru hovA eka vAta ane sadguruno joga thavo bIjI vAta. jogamAM milana che, AtmIyatA che, ane jogamAM ghaTanA che. chokaro chokarI banne AvatAM jatAM hoya, maLatAM hoya, vAtacIta karatAM hoya paraMtu eka divasa sagapaNa thAya che, pachI khabara paDe ke Aje chokarInuM mAthuM duHkhe che, to have chokarAne zuM thAya? sagapaNa saMbaMdha thayo eTale sahAnubhUti thAya che, ciMtA thAya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 400 pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 che, Ane kahevAya joga. sadguru sAthe joga thavo joIe. mAtra sadguru maLe tema nahi, paNa joga thavo joIe, ane joga eTale AMtarika cetanAno saMbaMdha, ane sAdhakane evo joga maLe to zuM thAya? mokSamArga prApta thAya. je divase tamane sAco mokSamArga maLaze, te divase bhaTakavAnuM baMdha thaze. mata mata bheda re, jo jaI pUchIe, sau sthApe ahameva, abhinaMdana jina darazana tarasIye, darazana durlabha deva. (AnaMdadhanajI ma.) jyAM jyAM jaIne ame judA judAne pUchIe, "sau apanI apanI gAve, sAcA mAraga kou na batAve." ane eka vastu apavAdarUpa che. guru jo hoya to eka ja mArga batAve, sadguru kahe te ja mArga tenA be kAraNo che. eka to te atIndriya sRSTimAM DUbakI mArIne Avela che. emaNe anubhava karyo che. ane bIjI vAta, sadgurue pUrve bhAva karuNA karI che, jo bhAva karuNA karI na hota to pAchA na Avata. aMdaramAM DUbakI mAravAno AnaMda evo che, samAdhi ane dhyAnano AnaMda evo che ke AMkha ughADIne jovAnuM mana na thAya, ane bolavAnuM to mana thAya ja nahi, chatAM te AvyAM. A sadgurunI vizeSatA che. anubhava to emaNe karyo paNa karuNA hovAne kAraNe e amRta laIne teo ApaNI pAse pAchA AvyAM. "cAlo, tame paNa mArI sAthe cAlo. A amRtanAM kuMbha tame paNa lo ane AsvAda mANo." ema kahevAM AvyAM. ane te vakhate je mArga maLaze te mokSano sAco mArga haze. e satya ane paramArtha mArga haze. AvI avasthA na hoya to mokSamArga pAme nahi. mokSamArga pAme nahi to nukasAna zuM? "maTe na aMtara roga." aMdarano roga maTe nahi. A aMdaranA roganAM ghaNAM nAmo che. eka ja nAma ApavuM hoya to te che moha athavA ajJAna. be nAma ApavA hoya to rAga ane dveSa. cAra nAma ApavA hoya to krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ane cha nAma ApavA hoya to kAma, krodha, lobha, moha, mada ane matsara. ane aDhAra nAma ApavA hoya to prANAtipAta (hiMsA), mRSAvAda, (asatya), adattAdAna (corI), maithuna (abrahma) vagere 18 pApasthAnaka... A badhA roga che. krodha, ahaMkAra, Asakti, kAmavAsanA paNa roga. bahu spaSTa zabdomAM paramakRpALudeve kahyuM ke mokSano mArga pAme nahi, ane aMdarano roga maTe nahIM. ghaTanA ghaTavI joIe ne, ene AdhyAtmika svarUpa maLavuM joIe ne. pachI ema kahe che ke Ave jyAM evI dazA, sadguru bodha suhAya" 38 ane 39 gAthAmAM varNavyuM ke evI dazA jIvane saddagurunA bodhathI prApta thAya. DaoNkTara ema kahetAM hoya ke atyAre 104 DIgrI tAva che, temAM khorAka na apAya. tAva Utare pachI haLavo khorAka khavAya. ApaNe pUchIe ke For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 401 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA kema? to kahe roga maTaze nahi, sanepAta thaze ane roga vadhaze. roga maTavA mATe eka avasthA joIe ke je avasthAmAM roga maTI zake. to sAdhakanI paNa evI dazA joIe ke je avasthAmAM sadguru bodha Ape te bodha pariName. tame anekavAra upadeza sAMbhaLyo che. samavasaraNamAM paNa beThA hazo. tIrthaMkara dezanA Ape te ApaNe sAMbhaLI che. jarA kaDaka bhASAmAM akhAe kahyuM, "kathA suNI suNI phUTyAM kAna, toye na AvyuM brahma jJAna." anekavAra jinavANI sAMbhaLI, kAna upara zabdo AvyAM. toye pariNamana na thayuM. dUdhapAka to khAdho paNa pacyo nahi, dUdhapAka kharAba nathI, paNa pace nahi to zuM thAya? sadguru maLyAM, paNa temano bodha ApaNAmAM pariNamana na pAme to AnaMda kyAMthI thAya? "Ave jyAM evI dazA', jANe ghaTanA ghaTatI hoya, ane kRpALudeva jotAM jotAM kahetAM hoya, jo A kaSAyanI upazAMtatA thaI, mokSa abhilASa thayo, A bhave kheda thayo, ane prANI dayA thaI, to jIva taiyAra thayo. dazA evI AvI ke tene saguno joga thayo, temanI oLakhANa thaI, emanI pAsethI bodha maLyo, aMdaramAM pariNamana thayuM, ane aMtararoga maTyo. tame davA ke bhasma lo, ane bhasma aMdara asara kare tene pariNamavuM kahevAya. tame tamArA dIkarAne zikhAmaNa Apo ane dIkaro e pramANe kare to tamArI zikhAmaNa pariNamI kahevAya. sadUguruno bodha pariNamavo joIe. sAMbhaLo ane zravaNa karo te AnaMdanI vAta, paNa te bodha pariNamavo joIe eTale ke bodhanI asara thavI joIe. koI kheDUtane pUcho keTalA vIghAmAM jIruM vAvyuM? te kahe daza vIghAmAM. utpAdana keTaluM thayuM? te kahe pAMca kilo, to khoTano dhaMdho thayo. saguno bodha na pariNamyo kAraNa? dazA joIe te pramANe na hatI. sadgurunI ciMtA na karazo. jIvanamAM cAra phekTara taiyAra joIe. "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSanI abhilASA, bhavano kheda ane prANI mAtra pratye dayAbhAva." A prekTIkala tame karazo, ane jIvanamAM siddha jo karazo to sadguru bAraNe AvI TakorA mAraze. ane te pahelAM sadguru Avaze to tame ja kahezo, "amane TAIma nathI" AgaLa varNavI tevI dazA jo Ave, to sadguruno bodha pariNAma pAme. AnA mATe zabda vAparyo che "suhAya.'! suhAya eTale zobhe. ane e bodha jyAre pariNAma pAme tyAre zuM thAya? te bodhathI suvicAraNA pragaTe, prApta thAya. saguruno joga thayo, mokSamArganI prApti thaI, evI dazA AvI tyAre sadguruno bodha pariNamyo. "te bodha suvicAraNA tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya." pharI, evI dazA jyAM Ave tyAM sadaguruno bodha pariNAma pAme, ane te bodhanA pariNAmathI sukhadAyaka evI suvicAraNA prApta thAya. jyAre evI suvicAraNA Ave, For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 402 pravacana kramAMka - 35, gAthA kramAMka - 38, 39, 40 tyAre tene tenI mULa avasthA yAda Ave ane mULa avasthA yAda karavAthI te prApta karavAnuM mana thAya. bahAra game tyAM gayA ho paNa ghara yAda Ave eTale ema thAya ke have ghare ja javuM che. mitro kaheze AgaLa jaIe, paNa te kaheze ke nA, have ghera ja javuM che; tema svarUpa yAda Ave eTale mAyAmAMthI pAcho vaLe. have A saMsAramAM nahIM rahevAya, amane amAruM ghara yAda AvyuM, svarUpa yAda AvyuM. A ghara yAda AvI jAya eTale mokSanI kAmanA jAge, ane tyAre kharA vicAro thAya. mana saMsAranA vicAromAM paribhramaNa karatuM hatuM, te mana sUkSmapaNe tattva vicAra karavAnA kAmamAM lAgI jAya. te divase mana maLyuM te sAcuM. mana moTuM sAdhana che ane te jyAre tattva vicAranI sAdhanA sUkSmapaNe karatuM thAya tyAre tenAthI AtmasukhanI jhAMkhI thAya. have pachI 41mI gAthAmAM A suvicAraNA zuM pariNAma lAve che ? te kaheze. suvicAraNAthI svajJAna ane svajJAnathI mohano jaya ane mohanA jayathI mokSanA mArge saDasaDATa gADI cAle ne sIdhA mokSamAM. atyAre to kalpanA karIne majhA mANIe. A mArga che, A rasto che ane sAdhaka A mArge jAya tevI zubhecchA. have pachI A mArganI vadhu vicAraNA thaze. vAta kaThina lAge to paNa A vAta samajavA koziza karajo. A vAtane samajyA vagara AgaLa vadhAze nahIM.anivAryapaNe samajavuM ja paDaze, ane samajI zako tevo avasa2 maLyo che, teno lAbha laI lejo. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 403 pravacana kramAMka - 36 gAthA kramAMka - 41, 42 sAdhanAnI prakriyA jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nijajJAna, je jJAne kSaya moha thaI, pAme pada nirvANa. (41) upaje te suvicAraNA, mokSamArga samajAya, guru ziSya saMvAdathI, bhAkhuM varSada AhI. (42) TIkA jyAM suvicAra dazA pragaTe tyAM AtmajJAna utpana thAya, ane te jJAnathI mohano kSaya karI nirvANapadane pAme. (41) jethI te suvicAradazA utpana thAya, ane mokSamArga samajavAmAM Ave te cha padarUpe guruziSyanA saMvAdathI karIne ahIM kahuM chuM. (42) - bI jamInamAM jAya che, ane vRkSa jyAre thAya che, tyAre khyAlamAM Ave che ke A phaLyuM. paraMtu bIja emane ema phaLatuM nathI. kramika vikAsa thAya che. nAnakaDAM rAInA dANA jeTalA bIjamAMthI gheghUra vaDalo thavo, te bIjA mATe asAdhAraNa ghaTanA che. A ghaTanA je ghaTaze te bIjamAM ghaTaze, bIja vaDe ghaTaze. bIja vagara nahi thAya. jema bIja gheghUra vaDalo thavAmAM anivArya che tema sAdhanAmAM jIvanI yogyatA te bIja che. jIvane yogyatA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI tene sadguruno joga prApta na thAya, ane joga prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI bodha prApta na thAya, ane bodha prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI suvicAraNA prApta na thAya, ane suvicAra na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAna prApta na thAya. ane jJAna prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI moha na jAya, moha na jAya to mokSa prApta na thAya. A eka krama che, A eka sAdhanAnI prakriyA che, vyavasthA che. tenA vinA mokSano mArga hAthamAM Avato nathI. e mArga hAthamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI jIvanamAM je kaSAyo ane For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 404 pravacana kramAMka - 36, gAthA kramAMka - 41, 42 rAga dveSa che, vibhAva bhAvo che, teno pravAha niraMtara cAle che. eka bAju rAgadveSano pravAha-vibhAvano pravAha ane bIjI bAju karmabaMdhanI paraMparA, A be ghaTanAo niyata krame sAthe cAle che. jo karmabaMdhanI paraMparA ApaNe dUra karavI che to vibhAvanI je paraMparA che, te baMdha karavI paDaze. te baMdha na thAya, tyAM sudhI ApaNuM kAma thaze nahi. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSanI ja abhilASA, janma ane maraNa pratye aNagamo ane jagatanA sarva prANI pratye AMtarika dayA, bhAva, karuNA, prema AvI dazA-avasthA jyAre Ave tyAre yogyatA prApta thAya. jene yogyatA prApta thAya tene saguruno joga prApta thAya. mATe pAramArthika sAdhanAmAM atyaMta mahattvanuM paribaLa e sadguruno joga che. prAraMbha paNa ahIMthI thaze ane TarnIMga poInTa paNa ahIMthI Avaze. saguru jo prApta thAya ane emaNe jo hAtha pakaDyo to cheka mokSa sudhI tamane mUkIne teo pAchA pharaze. tamArI sAthe nahIM Ave. e temanI svAbhAvika avasthA che. parama karuNA emanA jIvanamAM satata kAma karatI hoya che. saMsAranA vicAromAM je mana pharatuM hatuM te have pAchuM phare che. A moTI ghaTanA che. jIvamAM be dhArA kAma kare che. eka saMsAranA jAtajAtanAM vicAro, ane bIjI dhArA AtmahitanI vicAraNA. vicAra to bane ThekANe che. saMsArano paNa vicAra ane Atmahitano paNa vicAra. AtmahitanA vicAranI avasthA jo prApta thaI to pachI e mana saMsAranAM vicAromAM jatuM nathI, paraMtu e mana saMsAranA vicAramAMthI khasIne AtmahitanA vicAramAM sahaja Ave che. jyAre AtmavicAra prApta thAya tyAre aMdaramAM traNa kAmo thAya. mana zAMta thAya, sthira thAya, ane sUkSmapaNe tattva vicAranI kSamatA ene prApta thAya. haribhadrasUri mahArAje kahyuM che ke, sUkSmabuddhayA sadA jJeyo, dharmo dharmArthibhirnaraiH / dharma jene pAmavo che ane dharmane jIvanamAM jIvavo che ene dharmane jANavo kaI rIte? to kahe che ke sUkSma buddhi dvArA. vepAra karavA sUkSma buddhi joIe, karoDonI saMpatti meLavavA sUma buddhi joIe, paNa mokSamArgamAM magaja nabaLuM hoya, buddha hoya to paNa cAle, e bhramaNAmAMthI dhIre dhIre bahAra AvavA jevuM che. paramArtha mArgamAM paNa sUkSma buddhi joIe, kAraNa ke teNe atIndriya kSetramAM DUbakI mAravAnI che. bhautika kSetramAM badhA sAkAra sAdhano che, IndriyonI pakaDa ane maryAdAmAM Ave tevAM che. AtmA sahelAIthI pakaDamAM Ave tevo nathI. AtmAne AkAra nathI, rUpa-raMga nathI. rasa, gaMdha, sparza ke vajana nathI. enA vize For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA 405 ApaNe jANavuM che to tyAM sthULabuddhi kAmamAM AvatI nathI. jema cappanI dhAra kADhavAmAM Ave che tema buddhinI paNa dhAra kADhavI paDe. buddhinI dhAra evI tIkSNa kare ke buddhi prajJA banI jAya. e buddhinI dhAra kADhavAnA, "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASA, janma maraNano kheda ane jagatanAM sarva prANIo pratye aMtaradayA-prema karuNA', A cAra upAyo che. prema ane karuNA vagerethI buddhi dhAradAra bane che, sUkSma bane che, ane sUkSma buddhi ja paramArtha mArganuM ciMtana ane vicAra karI zake che. buddheH phalaM tattvavicAraNaM ca, dehasya sAraM vratadhAraNaM c| saMjJI paMcendriya avasthA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI samyagadarzananI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. A saMjJI paMcendriyapaNuM bhautika avasthA che. e bahAranI avasthA che. samyagudarzana AdhyAtmika avasthA che, AMtarika ghaTanA che mAtra pAMca Idriyo maLe to paNa kAma na thAya, pAMca Indriyo sAthe mana hoya to ja kAma thAya. mana jene maLyuM tene kahevAya che saMjJI. cAlu mana nahIM, vicAra karatuM mana nahIM, vAsanAgrasta mana nahIM, paraMtu je manane buddhimAM parivartita karela che ane je buddhine tIvra banAvavAmAM AvI che, evI buddhimAMthI banatI prajJA joIe. saddhAo mehAo dhiI, dhAraNAo, aNuppehAo, vaDDamANIo ThAmi kAussagaM / kAussagna karatAM pahelAM sAdhako uparanA zabdo bolatAM hoya che. zraddhA pachI prajJA, A adbhuta tattva che. pataMjalie yoga sUtramAM kahyuM ke prajJAnA prasAda upara ArUDha thayA pachI, ene parama tattvanA darzana thaze, te pahelAM nahIM thAya. prajJA eTale sUkSma buddhi ane sUkSma buddhi eTale AMtarika atIndriya je tattva teno aNasAra pakaDavAnI zakti, tenuM ciMtana karavAnI zakti, eno vicAra karavAnI zakti. zeno vicAra karazo? vicAra karavAnI sAmagrI ApaNane maLavI joIe. sadgano bodha vicAra karavAnI sAmagrI pUrI pADe che. mana maLyuM, saMjJI paMcendriya banyo. manamAMthI buddhi taiyAra thaI. buddhimAMthI prajJA taiyAra thaI ane e prajJA sUkSma ciMtana karavA sakSama banI. sUkSma ciMtana eTale atIndriya tattvamAM DUbakI mArI zakAya tevuM ciMtana. Izvara ke AtmA viSe carcA karazo to e hAthamAM nahIM Ave, kAraNa ke tene AkAra ja nathI. ApaNe AkArathI TevAyelA chIe. ApaNI Indriyo ane mana AkArane jonAruM che. nirAkAramAM mana jaI zakatuM nathI, paraMtu nirAkAra tarapha mana jyAM sudhI jAya tyAM sudhI tene laI javuM che, ane nirAkArano saMketa laIne e mane Ave to ApaNI sAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya, tattvano aNasAra maLe, IzAro maLe, A tattva che tene grahaNa karanArI prajJA ApaNI pAse joIe. jo ke prajJA AtmAnuM darzana karI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 406 pravacana kramAMka - 36, gAthA kramAMka - 41, 42 zake nahi, AtmAno anubhava je vakhate thaze te vakhate anubhava karanAra pote haze. AtmA dvArA anubhava thaze ane AtmA ja anubhava karaze. mAtmacevAtmanA tu: sthitaprajJastovyatA (bha.gItA 2/55) AtmA, AtmA vaDe AtmAno anubhava kare che. e anubhava vakhate koInI jarUra nathI. kabIrajI sAdI bhASAmAM kahe che ke "kundA kundana mitra to phikkI para carpha rIta." lagna thaI gayA pachI jAnaiyAnuM zuM kAma che? zAstro, siddhAMto, sUtro, anuSThAno, A badhA jAnaiyA che. AtmAno svAnubhava thaI gayo, AtmA AtmAne maLI gayo pachI A kazAnI jarUra nathI. aMdaramAM prakriyA athavA bInA zuM bane che? tenI ApaNane khabara paDatI nathI. gAya cAro khAya che, dUdha banavAnI prakriyA kema thAya che te ApaNane khabara paDatI nathI. dUdhanA prosesamAMthI dahIM thAya. dUdha mIThuM ane dahIM khATuM. A dUdhamAMthI dahIM thayuM ane dahIMnA kaNakaNamAM mAkhaNanA kaNa bhaLelAM che, ane e paNa khabara nathI ke mAkhaNanAM kaNamAM ghI chUpAyeluM che. A dUdhano kramika vikAsa thayo. jema A vikAsa thAya tema cetanAno aMtaraMga vikAsa thAya che. prajJA sUkSmapaNe tattvano vicAra kare che. Avo tattva vicAra karavo hoya to jIvAtmA pAse sAmagrI AvavI joIe. vicAra karavA mATenI je sAmagrI che tene kahevAya che bodha. eka moTI muzkelI e che ke vicAra karavAnI kSamatA hoya ane sAmagrI jo khoTI hoya to AkhI vicAra karavAnI prakriyA khoTI thAya. jagatamAM ghaNAM darzano ane dharmo che, saMpradAyo, mato ane mAnyatAo che. A lokoe vicAra to ghaNo karyo, paNa sAmagrI hatI te yathArtha nathI, samyapha nathI, sAcI nathI. to evI sAmagrI kyAMthI maLe? jagatamAM eka ja vyakti che ane te che saddaguru. saddaguru pAse sAmagrI che, e mAtra zAstranA AdhArathI vAta nathI karatAM paraMtu teo anubhavanA baLathI vAta kare che. sadguru tarkathI vAta nathI karatAM paraMtu zraddhAthI vAta kare che. sadUguru e che ke jenAM jIvanamAM ajJAna nathI, asatya nathI, moha nathI ane jUThuM kahevAnuM jemane koIpaNa kAraNa nathI. evA saddaguru pAsethI bodha prApta thAya, ane bodha prApta to thAya jo joga bane to. joga to thAya jo yogyatA Ave, ane yogyatA to prApta thAya jo A cAra sAdhano jIvanamAM prApta kare. punarAvRtti karIne, kaSAyanI upazAMtatA Adi cAra kAraNothI AtmArthI bane, te yogyatAthI sadUguruno joga prApta thAya. ane joga prApta thAya to ene bodhanI sAmagrI maLe. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 407 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA bodhanI sAmagrI maLe ane prajJA hoya to tattvavicAra thAya, gaMbhIra ane pAramArthika vicAra thAya ane pAramArthika vicAra jo thAya to temAMthI mArga maLe, ane tyAre ema kahevAya ke sadguruno bodha temAM pariNamyo. pariName eTale kAryakArI bane, tenuM pariNAma athavA phaLa maLe. zAstro ema kahe che ke tArI yogyatA nahi hoya to vastunI prApti nahi thAya. sAdhakamAM jyAre yogyatA Ave che tyAre kramika vikAsa thatAM vastu prApta thAya che. A badhI 38-39-40gAthAo aMdara aMdara saMkaLAyelI che. spaSTapaNe kahyuM ke 30mI gAthAmAM je varNana karyuM che te dazA che, avasthA che, ane te bhUmikA che. zaninI dazA, rAhunI dazA, ketunI dazA karatAM ApaNAmAM moha je beTho che tenI moTI dazA che. tenA kAraNe saMsAra Ubho che. jyAM sudhI evI avasthA prApta na thAya, yogyatA na Ave, lAyakAta na Ave, aMdaranI bhUmikA taiyAra na thAya to A AtmA saddaguruno joga prApta karI zakato nathI. 39mI gAthAmAM kRpALudeve badhA ja vAMdhA nakArI kADhyAM che. sadguru harakALa ane harakSetramAM che. joga nathI thato eTale joDANa thatuM nathI. joDANa na thavAnuM kAraNa tamArI potAnI yogyatA ke pAtratA nathI. sadguru kevAM che te jovAnA badale tamAre tamArAmAM kAma kiravAnuM che. A ThIka che, A ThIka nathI, te badhuM jovAM karatAM potAnI aMdara kArya thavuM joIe. "tArAmAM kAma jo tuM karIza to sadguru avazya prApta thaze. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM ke jIva lahe nahIM joga" eTale ke tame game teTalI tapAsa ke talAza karo paraMtu jo tamArI lAyakAta nahIM hoya to joga nahIM thAya. lAyakAta haze to sadguru sAme cAlIne Avaze. jagatamAM haMmezA sakSamatAnI, yogyatAnI, sAmarthyanI tapAsa thAya che. tame tamArA upara mahenata karo, tamAruM ghaDatara karo. pattharane ghaDAvuM che paNa te ArasapahANano joIe. bhUkharo patthara bhAMgI jaze. TAMkaNA khamI zake tevo patthara ArasapahANano che, tema sadgano bodha pacAvI zake tevo yogya jIva joIe, kAraNa ke A to AMtarika ghaTanAnI vAta che. joga jyAre prApta thAya tyAre tene bodha prApta thAya, ane bodha e AdhyAtmika kSetramAM kAcI sAmagrI che. zAstranI AgaLa eka zabda lagADavAmAM Ave che te "satu' "sanzAstra' jJAnanI AgaLa eka zabda lagADavAmAM Ave che, "samya". samyajJAna, yathArtha jJAna, sAcuM jJAna. sAmagrI paNa yogya joIe. zIro banAvavo hoya to zIrA mATe kAcI vastu tene anukULa hovI joIe. goLa, ghI, loTa, e zIrA mATenI kAcI sAmagrI che. bodha sadguru maLe to prApta thAya ane e bodha pariNamavo joIe eTale bodhe aMdaramAM kAma karavuM joIe. prApta thayelA bodhane aMdaramAM kAma karavA devo te sAdhakanI sauthI moTI sAdhanA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 408 pravacana kramAMka - 36, gAthA kramAMka - 41, 42 che. e sAdhanAmAM sAdhaka zuM kare? e bodha prApta thayA pachI e zAMta banI, sthira banI, ekAMtamAM besIne, sUkSmapaNe, UMDANamAM jaIne gaMbhIratAthI potAnA AtmAno kalAko sudhI vicAra kare. A sAdhanA cAlu thaI. dhAro ke tame eka kalAka pravacanamAM gayA, to be kalAka bolavAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe. A mAtra sAMbhaLavAnI cIja nathI, A kathA vArtA nathI, vicAra karI aMdara ghUMTavAnuM che. aMdara pariNamananI vyavasthA karavAnI che. pahelAM zAMta thaI, bIjuM sthira thaI, trIjuM koI paNa jAtanA hetu vagara, cothuM AtmArthe vicAra kare, sUkSmapaNe vicAra kare. A cAre paribaLone sAthe rAkhIne je vicAra thAya tene kahevAya che suvicAra. "te bodha suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya" ane 41mI gAthAmAM jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA tyAM pragaTe nija jJAna." AnI lIMka che. A avasthA aMdara ghaTI, prApta thaI. AvI suvicAraNA jyAre vAraMvAra thatI jAya tyAre avarodho dUra thatAM jAya che. jema karavatathI vAraMvAra lAkaDuM kApavAmAM Ave che, kUvAnAM patthara upara dorIno vAraMvAra ghasAro paDe che, tema ekAMtamAM besIne vAraMvAra, vAraMvAra ane vAraMvAra A sabodhano vicAra kare che. jema kUvo khodavA DrIlIMganuM kAma karavuM paDe che tema vicAra DrIlIMganuM kAma kare che. jema jema DrIlIMga thAya, tema vacamAM AvatAM avarodho dUra thatAM jAya che, tevI ja rIte vAraMvAra vicAra karavAthI, potAnA doSo dUra karatAM javAthI, AtmA uparanA avarodho dUra thatAM jAya che, eTale tene jhAMkhI thAya che ke "A AtmA che. A jhAMkhI zabda vAparyo, saMpUrNa darzana nahIM paNa jhAMkhI, e aNasAra maLyo. jema gharamAM tame dAkhala thAva ane sugaMdha Ave eTale khabara paDI jAya ke zIro banI rahyo che. sugaMdhathI khabara paDI, aNasAra maLyo, tevI ja rIte ahIM paNa saMdeza maLe ke AvuM eka atIndriya tattva che, jene zAstroe AtmA kahI varNavyo che. A ghaTanA aMdara ghaTe che tyAre tene khyAla Ave che ke kharekharuM sukha aMdara che. e sukhanI anubhUti thAya eTale bahAranA sukhanI Asakti TaLI jAya. e je Asakita ApoApa TaLI, te sAhajika TaLI, oluM kahevuM paDe ke "alyA ! saMsAramAM sukha nathI, saMsAra kSaNika che, kSaNa bhaMgura che, parAdhIna che, parataMtra che, kaMI rahevAnuM nathI, ene choDavuM ja paDaze." tame A vAta kabUla karazo, chatAM Asakti nahIM jAya, rasa nahIM tUTe, tIvratA nahIM jAya. jevI AtmAnI jhAMkhI thaze, AtmAnA sukhanI jhAMkhI thaze ke tarata rasa chUTI jaze. A rasa chUTI jAya, te vakhate je avasthA hoya tene kahe che vairAgya. moTuM caDe tene vairAgya na mAnazo. A to aMdarano rasa chUTI javAthI sukha maLyuM, hAthamAM hIro Avyo. have parakha thaI gaI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 408 AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA AtmasukhanI anubhUti thaI. suvicAra dvArA ene AtmAno saMketa maLyo, ane saMketa maLe eTale zuM thAya? bInA zuM bane? pariNAma zuM Ave? ghaTanA zuM ghaTe ? "tyAM pragaTe nijajJAna. adbhuta zabda Avyo. potAnuM jJAna, svarUpanuM jJAna, astitvanuM jJAna, potAnA hovApaNAnuM jJAna. jene mATe jJAnIoe AtmA zabda Apyo tenuM jJAna. je AtmA tame cho tenuM jJAna, te nija jJAna. bhedajJAna tyAM pragaTyuM. A jJAna aMdarathI AvyuM. vAMcIne, sAMbhaLIne ke zabdathI nahIM, bahArathI nahIM paNa aMdarathI pravAha Avyo. kUvo khodatAM khodatAM chello patthara tUTe ane 40 hajAra gelana pANIno dhodha Ave te pANI potAnuM, ane TAMkAmAM pANI hoya che te bahArathI nAkheluM che. vAMceluM jJAna te bahAranuM, TAMkAmAM bahArathI bhareluM hoya tevuM jJAna ane kUvAnI jema aMdarathI pragaTa thayeluM te aMdarathI anubhaveluM jJAna che, e ApaNI potAnI milakata che, e ApaNI sAmagrI che, e ApaNo vaibhava che. e vaibhavamAM tamane jaNAze ke caitanyatattva AvuM hoya. ame game teTalI vAta karIzuM to aNasAra nahIM Ave, paraMtu nija jJAna thaze to aNasAra Avaze. pahelI gAthAmAM je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta,' e svarUpa. sva eTale potAnuM rUpa. tyAM svarUpa zabda vAparyo, ahIM zabda vAparyo nijajJAna, potAnuM jJAna. A banne zabdo eka ja vAtane spaSTa karanArA che. eka to che rUpa, je A dekhAya che ne? e jovAmAM moTe bhAge jIvo rokAyelA che. e rUpane jovAmAM tame guMthAyelA cho mATe A svarUpane joI zakatAM nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke eka vakhata rUpa uparathI tArI daSTi haTAvI le, to e daSTi aMdara jaI zake, aMtarmukha thaI zake. aMdaramAM dRSTi jAya to teno anubhava thaze. bIjuM che arUpa. AkAza, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya arUpa che, e arUpa paNa tuM nahi. eka rUpa, bIjuM arUpa ane trIjuM che svarUpa. svarUpa eTale pote, caitanya tattva tenuM rUpa. "svarUpane samajyA vinA anaMta duHkha pAmyo." 41mI gAthAmAM paramakRpALudeve kahyuM, have tamAruM duHkha gayuM. kema gayuM? kAraNa nija jJAna eTale potAnuM jJAna pragaTa thayuM. e jJAna aMdarathI Ave che. bahArathI AvatuM nathI. je jJAna bahArathI Ave che tene zrutajJAna kahe che, tene zAstrajJAna kahe che. zAstrajJAna pUjya che, upayogI che, jarUrI che, paraMtu bodha to sadgurunA mukhethI ja prApta thaze. bodha vAMcIne prApta na thAya. vAMcIne jJAna thaze paraMtu bodha mATe sadgurunuM mukha ane tamArA kAna tathA haiyuM joIze. zrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAje kahyuM ke viddha yo yoga, phatyakSarazIyA (yogazAstra 1/17) "yoga' evA akSarorUpa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 41 pravacana kramAMka - 36, gAthA kramAMka - 41, 42 saLI vaDe jenA kAna viMdhAelA nathI te manuSya, manuSya nAma dharAvavA lAyaka ja nathI. teno janmanirarthaka che. jyAM sudhI kAna maLatAM nathI, tyAM sudhI mokSa nahi maLe.' A kevI vAta tame karo cho? paraMtu e vAta eka rIte sAcI che. mokSa meLavavA mATe moha javo joIe ane moha javA mATe jJAna thavuM joIe. jJAna thavA suvicAraNA thavI joIe. suvicAraNA mATe bodha prApta thavo joIe. bodha prApta thavA mATe guru joIe. saddaguru pAsethI zravaNa karavuM joIe. kAna vagara zravaNa zenAthI karazo? A kAnanuM mahattva have samajAyuM? "tyAM pragaTa nijajJAna." nijajJAna potAnuM jJAna, svarUpanuM jJAna, AtmAnuM jJAna, caitanyanuM jJAna, pote je che tenuM jJAna. e jJAnathI tene khabara paDI ke huM koNa chuM? sAcI khabara paDI. vAstavika, sanAtana satya enI pAse AvyuM ke huM A chuM. nijajJAna zuM kAma kare? te bIjAne pravacana Ape? kahevA jAya? kare zuM? je jJAna prApta thayuM te kAryakArI che. jJAnamAM kSamatA che, jJAna pariNAma lAvaze. tame sAkara khAva to zuM thAya? moTuM gaLyuM thAya. maracAM khAva to momAM tIkhAza lAge. lImaDo khAva to kaDavAza ane lIMbu khAva to khaTAza lAge. kaMIka thAya to kharuM ne? tema jJAna thAya to zuM thAya? jJAna kone kahevAya tenI vyAkhyA karatAM kahyuM che ke "je jJAne kSaya moha thaI, pAme padanirvANa.' e jJAna mohano kSaya kare che. mohano kSaya karyA vagara jJAna rahetuM nathI. jJAna Ave eTale moha ema kahe che ke anaMtakALathI rahyo, tame mane rAkhyo, dhanyavAda. have jJAna AvyuM che, eTale huM nahi rahI zakuM. jJAnane TALo to rahuM. te vakhate tamAre hiMmata karIne kahI devuM paDaze ke have tame jaI zako cho. je jJAne kSaya moha thaI, moha raheze nahIM. AnaMdaghanajIe eka majhAnuM pada kIdhuM che... avadhU, vairAgya beTA jAyA, vAne khoja kuTuMba saba khAyA, durmati dAdI, matsara dAdA, mukha dekhata hI mUA. amAre tyAM vairAgya nAmano dIkaro janamyo che, ane janmatAnI sAthe ja e AkhA mohanA kuTuMbane zodhIne khAI gayo. vairAgya karatAM jJAnanI kSamatA vadhAre che. vairAgya e jJAnanuM phaLa che. jJAna thakI vairAgya Ave che. vairAgya evuM kAma kare che ke moharUpI kuTuMba khavAI jAya che, nAza pAme che. A durmati dAdI ane matsara dAdA emaNe vairAgyanuM moTuM joyuM ke khatama thaI gayA. vairAgya thAya tyAre mohanuM kuTuMba nAza pAme, mATe ja kahyuM ke jJAna mohano kSaya karyA vagara rahe nahIM. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AtmasiddhizAstra pravacanamALA sakala jagata che eMThavata, athavA svapna samAna, te kahIe jJAnIdazA, bAkI vAcAjJAna. A jJAna ane bAkI badhuM bhrAMta. AvI ghaTanA ghaTe ane mohano kSaya thAya to jIva nirvANapadanI prApti kare che. 411 A kramathI sAdhakanI yAtrA cAlu thAya che. amAre e kahevuM che ke 'upaje je suvicAraNA', je suvicAraNA aMdara utpanna thAya che ane jenAthI mokSamArga samajAya che te vAtano ame guru ziSyanA saMvAdathI prAraMbha karIzuM. e vAta SapadamAM ame je kahevAnA chIe te 43mI gAthAthI zarU thaze. je suvicAraNA pragaTa thaI, jenAthI mokSamArga samajAyo e guru ziSyanA saMvAdathI pragaTa karela che. madhura zailImAM ziSya pUchato jAya ane sadaguru samAdhAna karatAM jAya. jJAnI puruSa emane ema nahIM bole. tame kaMI pUchazo to e bolaze. jeTalAM zAstro thayAM che, te praznomAMthI UbhA thayAM che. tadviddhi praNipAtena paripraznena sevayA / (bha. gItA) pUcho eTale mAthuM khAvA mATe nahi paraMtu samajavA mATe pUcho. evA praznomAMthI saMvAda racAya che. guru ziSyanA saMvAdathI cha pado kahevAno prAraMbha have karIzuM. ahIMthI, sAcA arthamAM AtmasiddhinI zarUAta thAya che. atyAra sudhI je vAta thaI te pUrvabhUmikA mATe thaI. have SaTkadanuM varNana adbhuta rIte paramakRpALudeva karaze. dhanyavAda, ATalI dhIrajapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM te badala. darekanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelA paramAtmAne premapUrvaka namaskAra. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ AI pariziSTa sUci sarvamaMgalam Azrama, sAgoDIyA............ sarvamaMgalam Azrama parivAra Azrama, pATaNa............ jJAnayajJa mahArAjazrIe pATaNamAM ApelI cAturmAsa pravacanamALA..........IN 4. mahArAjazrIe pATaNa AzramamAM dara ravivAre ApelA pravacano. .... VI mahArAjazrIe sarvamaMlagam Azrama - sAgoDIyAmAM Apela pravacano.......VI mahArAjazrIe mahesANA jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo.VI 7. mahArAjazrIe pAlanapura jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo.......VII 8. mahArAjazrIe DIsA jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo ... VIII 9. mahArAjazrIe amadAvAda jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo..... VII 10. mahArAjazrIe anya zaheromAM ApelAM pravacano.. ... 11. Azrama dvArA prakAzita thayelA pustako... ... ....... 12. zabdArtha .... ...... XI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ sarvamaMgalama Azrama, sAgoDIyA * bhagavAna pArzvanAthajI nuM derAsara. Atma ArAdhanA kendra ekAMta, asaMga, mauna sAthe satazAstra adhyayana, svAdhyAya ne dhyAna sAdhanA dvArA Atma ArAdhanA arthe sAdhu-sAdhvIo, saMto ane mumukSuone sAdhanAmAM sAnukULa suvidhAo pUrI pADatuM Adarza sthaLa. sAttvika bhojanAlaya. tra zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika dhyAna kendra svAdhyAya ane samUha dhyAna mATe. zrI kezara dhyAnakakSa : dhyAna mATe svataMtra kuTiro. zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM jIvana darzana, vItarAga vijJAna ane bhAratIya tattvajJAnanI vistRta samajaNa ApatuM kendra. oDiTorIyama sAdhakonA AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATe oDiyo vijhayuala thieTara. ja samyagrajJAna prasAraNa yojanA : AdhyAtmika pustaka prakAzana. saha Azrama mukhapatra "parama tattva" prakAzana # sadbhuta abhyAsa vartuLa pU.gurujInI vANInuM pustaka dvArA prakAzana, dhyAna zibironuM Ayojana. tra buniyAdI mAdhyamika tAlima zALA, komyuTara zikSaNa kendra, chAtrAlaya, pustakAlaya, pAThya pustaka bhaMDAra, svanirbhara prAthamika zALA. mobAIla meDikala vAna ane prAthamika Arogya kendra. nUtana kumuda gauzALA. vAnaprastha ArAdhanA kendra vRddhone rahevAnI sagavaDa. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ III 'sarvamaMgalama Azrama parivAra Azrama, pATaNa dila BI[[[ BILITY & dara ravivAre 5.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjanA tathA DaoN. mahendrabhAI sI. zAhanA AdhyAtmika pravacano. * dara budhavAre DaoN. mahendrabhAI sI. zAhanA pravacano. * dara zukravAre AdhyAtmika pustaka vAMcana, vivecana ane svAdhyAya. RTa aSADha suda-11 thI zarU thatI pU.gurujInI tathA DaoN. mahendrabhAI sI. zAhanI cAturmAsa AdhyAtmika pravacanamALA traka vividha utsavonuM Ayojana. AjIvana sabhyone bheTa pustakonuM Ayojana. * saMto ane vidvAnonAM pravacanonuM ane rekorDIMganuM Ayojana. AdhyAtmika pustaka prakAzana, vitaraNa ane vecANa Ayojana. zaTa sAdhakone rahevAnI sagavaDa ane pa.pU. gurujInuM mArgadarzana. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ IV jJAnayajJa 'mahArAjazrIe pATaNamAM ApelI cAturmAsa pravacanamALA dara varSe aSADha suda-11 thI bhAdaravA suda-15 sudhI cAlatI dhArmika vyAkhyAnamALA 1 1969 sthitaprajJA 2 1970 kaThopaniSada 3 1971 IzAvAsyopaniSada 4 1972 aSTAvakra gItA 1973 vedamaMtro 1974 yogavAziSTa mahArAmAyaNa 7 1975 zivasUtra 8 1976 tAo upaniSada - tAo teha kiMga ka 1977- 1979 5.pU. munizrI sAdhanAmAM 9 1980 zAMDilya bhaktisUtra ja 1981 baMdha 10 1982 bhagavadgItAno karmayoga 11 1983 bhAgavata-11 mo skaMdha 12 1984 bhaktAmara - stotra 13 1985 uttarAdhyayana sUtra 14 1986 mahAbhArata - zAMtiparva 15 1987 upadezamALA 16 1988 SoDazagraMtho 17 1989 kabIravANI 18 1990 gorakhavANI 19 1991 bhaktamALa 20 1992 kIrtana ghoSA 21 1993 bhartuhari zataka For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ 22 1994 suMda2vANI 23 1995 24 1996 saMtazrI jJAnezvarajInA abhaMgo rAmAyaNamAM bhAratIya saMskRti darzana paramakRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA vacanAmRto paramakRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA vacanAmRto 25 1997 26 1998 27 2001 1999 - 2000 mahArAjazrInI nAdusta tabiyatanA kAraNe baMdha puruSottama yoga-bha. gItAno 15 mo adhyAya mahArAjazrInI nAdurasta tabiyatanA kAraNe baMdha saMta rahImanI vANI 2002 28 2003 29 2004 30 2005 31 200 32 2007 33 2008 34 2009 35 2011 saMta cidAnaMdajI ne saMta dAdUnI vANI gaMgAsatInuM adhyAtmadarzana bhAgavatano saMdeza mAkhaNa thA so vIralA pAyA jAgIne jouM to jagata dIse nahIM, UMghamAM aTapaTA bhoga bhAse saMta suradAsanAM pado gurunAnakanI vANI For Personal & Private Use Only V
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________________ VI 1 zrImad bhagavad gItA 2 pAtaMjala yogasUtro 3 nAradabhakti sUtra 4 jJAnezvarI gItA 5 SoDazagraMtho bhartRharanA nIti ane vairAgyazataka yogazAstra - zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI kRta zrI haribhadrasUrIjI kRta 8 SoDazaka prakaraNa 9 yoga biMdu 10 yogadRSTi samuccaya 11 dharmabiMdu S 7 mahArAjazrIe pATaNa AzramamAM dara ravivAre ApelA pravacano 12 13 upA. zrI yazovijayajI kRta jJAnasAra adhyAtmasAra kavi banArasIdAsa kRta 14 samayasAra paMDita rAma zarmAkRta 15 gAyatrI mahAvijJAna yogendra deva kRta 16 paramAtma prakAza zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kRta 17 Atmasiddhi zAstra jagadguru zaMkarAcAryajI kRta 18 aSTAdazaratno 19 umAsvAtiH prazamarati prakaraNa 20 zramaNasUtra (jainadarzana) 21 dhammapada (bauddha darzana) akhegItA upaniSado 22 23 24 25 26 yogavAziSTa mahArAmAyaNa saMta bhajano AnaMdaghanajInAM pado 27 viSNu sahasranAma 28 jJAnArNava (jaina darzana) 29 aSTa prAkRta (jaina darzana) 30 prArthanA ane dhyAna (zrImAtAjI) 31. aMtaragoSTi 32 bhagavAna mahAvIranA 27 janmo datta maMdira.- pATaNamAM pravacano 33 guru lIlAmRta - raMga avadhUta kRta bhaTTAraka jJAnabhUSaNa AcArya kRta * 34 tattvajJAna taraMgiNI 35 cANakya nIti 36 gaMgAsatInuM adhyAtmadarzana 37 saMtavANI-yazovijayajI ma. nA pado-AnaMdaghanajI ma.nA pado For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ VII 0 = mahArAjazrIe sarvamaMlagama Azrama - sAgoDIyAmAM Apela pravacano 1 samatAzataka-yazovijayajI mahArAja 11 zramaNa sUtra samayasAra nATaka - banArasIdAsa 12 dharma saMgraha bhAga-1 3 tattva vicAramALA - anAtha 13 samayasAra -kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta prazamarati prakaraNa - pU.umAsvAti ma. 14 pravacanasAra - kuMdakuMdAcArya kRta Atmasiddhi zAstra - zrImad rAjacaMdrajI 15 yogazAstra yogadRSTisamuccaya-A. haribhadrasUrIjI 16 yogasAra 7 maNiratna praznottaramALA 17 yoga zataka zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA vacanAmRto 18 aSTa pravacana mAtA 9 gaMgAsatInAM bhajano 19 durgAnanuM svarUpa 10 adhyAtmasAra 2 0 5 mahArAjazrIe mahesANA jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo 1 gItAno bhakti yoga 2 IzAvAsya upaniSada (be varSa) 3 nArada bhaktisUtra yakSa yudhiSThira saMvAda bhaktivardhinI ane catuHzlokI (zrImad vallabhAcAryajI kRta) 6 mIrAMnI vANI bhartuhari zataka 8 kabIranI vANI venIsIyananAM trIsa dharmasUtro 10 bhaktamALa 11 bhagavAna mahAvIra ane gautama svAmIno saMvAda 12 upadeza sAra ramaNa maharSikRta 13 jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe to jiMdagI mahephIla che 14 hasatAM hasatAM hari maLe 15 AMkhamAMthI amRta varase tyAre pRthvI upara svarga varase 16 sukhanuM sAcuM saranAmuM 17 harinA hoya tene hari maLe 18 Arasa to maLyo mUrti kevI ghaDazuM? 19 cAlo sarjana karIe sukha zAMtinuM 20 gaMgAsatInuM adhyAtmadarzana 21 dharatIno zaNagAra 22 so hi sAhibaku pyArA 23 saMta raidAsanI vANI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ VIII na ja ... , 'mahArAjazrIe pAlanapura jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacana mALAo pAMtajala yogadarzana 6 mahAbhAratano marma IzAvAsya upaniSada 7 yakSa-yudhiSThira saMvAda 3 dharmatattva darzana (vaidika, jaina, bauddha) 8 praznottaramALA - viveka cUDAmaNi zaMkarAcAryajI kRta 9 devI prakRti ane AsurI prakRti 5 nAradabhakti sUtra 'mahArAjazrIe DIsA jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacana mALAo bhagavadgItAno jJAnayoga 11 jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe to bhaktiyoga -karmayoga-1989 jiMdagI mahephila che adhyAtma ane dharma-1990 12 ughaDe che dvAra aMtaranA-1999 adhyAtma darzana-1991 13 hasibA dharibA khelibA 4 adhyAtma darzana-1992 dhyAnam-2003 adhyAtma darzana-1993 14 pAMca kalpavRkSo-2004 zrImad rAjacaMdrajI vANI-1994 15 jIvana jIvavAnA cha siddhAMto-2005 7 yakSa - yudhiSThira saMvAda-1995 16 yazovANI-yazovijayajI ma.nA 8 mananI zAMtinA upAyo-1996 pado-2006 9 IzAvAsya upaniSada-1997 17 AThe pahora AnaMdamAM rahIe-2007 10 gautama kulaka saMvAda-1998 18 bhajagoviMdam mUDhamate-2008 ha ba 2 ka. mahArAjazrIe amadAvAda jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacana mALAo 1 jaina dharmanA mULabhUta siddhAMto 2 apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze 1 thI 6 gAthA 3 apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze 7 thI 13 gAthA 4 apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze 14 thI 21 gAthA 5 bInA nayana pAme nahi (pAlaDImAM ApelA pravacano) 6 Atmasiddhi 7 mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re - 1 thI 6 gAthA (pAlaDI) For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ IX 'mahArAjazrIe anya zaheromAM ApelAM pravacano 1 muMbaI (1) Izvara parAyaNA (2) jIvanamAM gharmanI jarUra (3) apUrva avasara (4) mULa mAraga (5) bhaktinA 20 doharA (6) aMtima saMdeza (7) Atmasiddhi 2 Indora (1) jIvanakA svarUpa (2) dhyAna sAdhanA 3 bhopAla (1) dharmakA svarUpa 4 ujjaina (1) aciMtyakA ciMtana (2) hRdaya pradIpa pa zivapura (1) yoga ke dvAra zAjApura (1) dhyAna sAdhanA (2) mananI zAMti (3) pAMca yoga (4) adhyAtma yoga kheravA (1) maNiratnamALA - praznottaramALA (2) bhajagoviMdam 8 joTANA (1) nArada bhaktisUtra (2) zivasUtra (3) rAmAyaNa (4) bhagavarnAmakartana (5) paramAtma-prAptinA upAyo (rAmAyaNa aMtargata) (6) bhajagovindam - AdizaMkarAcAryakRta 9 morabI (1) bhakti mArganI sarvoparitA (2) apUrva avasara (3) atyaMtara pariNAma avalokana (4) vairAgya ane upazama (5) zrImadjIno aMtima saMdeza-upadeza (6) zrImadjInAM vacanAmRto (7) samyagdarzana ane zrAvakanAM kartavyo | 10 vavANIyA prAthamika sAdhanA | 11 kobA (1) jaina darzana (2) samAdhi ke saptadvAra (3) gautamakulaka saMvAda (4) sAcA sukhanI prAptino mArga (5) samyagdaSTinI avasthA (6) jJAnInA lakSaNo 12 rAjakoTa (1) mULamArga (2) samyagadarzana (3) vairAgya upazama (4) samAdhimaraNa (5) dhyAna kone kahevAya (6) zrImadjIno jagata upara upakAra (7) zrImadjInAM vacanAmRto (8) bhakti mArga 13 dharamapura (1) zrImadjInAM vacanAmRto (2) jJAnasAra (3) zrImad rAjacaMdranAM vacanAmRto tathA AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanuM zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM stavana (4) hRdaya pradIpa (5) gaMgAsatInA bhajano 14 beMglora zrImadjIno aMtima saMdeza For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ X Azrama dvArA 'pU.gurujInA pravacanonA prakAzita thayelA pustako pAtaMjala yogasUtro 19 dhanyo gRhasthAzrama - be AvRttio sthitaprajJa - traNa AvRttio 20 IzAvAsya upaniSada prArthanA pustaka - pAMca AvRttio | 21 zrI kRSNa: zaraNaM mama 22 jIvana eka saMgrAma 1 2 3 4 nAradabhakti sUtra - nAnuM 5 maunano mahimA S bhagavadgItAno bhaktiyoga 7 tattva ciMtana 8 IzAvAsya upaniSada 9 nAradabhakti sUtra - moTuM 10 bhagavAna zrI kRSNa 11 dharmabiMdu - be AvRttio 12 jIvana ane jiMdagI 13 zrI gurucaraNe 14 sAdhanAnAM sUtro 15 mahArAjazrInI sAthe 21 varSa 16 mIrAMnI vANI 17 sAco mAnava 18 premalakSaNA bhakti 23 24 rAmAyaNamAM bhAratIya saMskRtinuM darzana uttarAdhyayana sUtra bhA.1 25 dhyAna 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 dhyAna patha 34 bhAgavatano saMdeza 35 bhagavad gItAno karmayoga 36 AtmasiddhizAstra bhA.1 nAradabhakti sUtra moTuM-bIjI AvRtti caitanya yAtrA bhAga-1 caitanya yAtrA bhAga-2 caitanya yAtrA bhAga - 3 AtamanuM jharaNuM tattvajJAna taraMgiNI mAkhana thA so viralA pAyA For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XI zabdArtha saMkalanakartA zrImatI bhAratIbena niraMjanabhAI mahetA gAthA - 1 svarUpa - sva eTale potAnuM rUpa eTale oLakhANa, paricaya. AdhyAtmika dRSTie svarUpa eTale huM zuddha chuM, huM eka chuM. huM jJAnadarzanamaya chuM, huM arUpI chuM ane jJAna gamya chuM. dehathI bhinna caitanyatattva chuM. anaMtaH-jeno aMta nathI, ane anAdikALathI cAlyuM Ave che te. anAdikALathI cAlyA kare che tevuM. pada-Atmapada. sadguru - svarUpane samajAvanAra AdhyAtmika sattA, temane kahevAya che satpuruSa athavA sadguru. jemanI pAse jJAnanI lakSmI che, premanI, samatAnI, karuNAnI, bodhanI, vItarAgatAnI, nispRhatAnI lakSmI che, ane je tamArA sukha ane AnaMdano khajAno tamane oLakhAvI tamArA hAthamAM sope, chatAM kazI apekSA rAkhe nahi tene kahevAya che saguru. saddagurune AtmAnubhava nitya AcaraNamAM varte che. samajaNa - jema che tema AtmasvarUpa jANavuM te samajaNa. upayoga anya vikalpothI rahita thAya te samajaNa. bhagavaMtaH- eTale vItarAga puruSa. gAthA - 2 mokSamArga:- Atma svarUpe jIvanI sthiti thavI tene zrI vItarAga mokSa kahe che. ane jJAna, darzana tathA cAritranI ekatA karI temAM sthira thavuM, te mokSamArga che. lopa -adazya. AtmArthI:- "AtmA rAga dveSa ane kaSAyomAMthI kema mukta bane ?' evuM jenA cittamAM satata ciMtavana cAlI rahyuM che ane Atmahita ane AtmakalyANa sivAya jenA aMtaramAM bIjuM koI prayojana ja nathI tene kahevAya AtmArthI. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XII zabdArtha vicAra:- vicAra dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. dharmano prAraMbha vicArathI thAya. tattva vicArathI dharma Avaze, dhyAna thaze, vicArathI ja sAdhanA ane vicAramAMthI ja upAsanA thaze. tattva vicArathI samajaNa prApta thAya ane tyAra pachI ja AcaraNa thAya. agopyaH- chUpAvyA vinA. gAthA - 3 kriyAjaDa:- Atma zuddhinuM lakSa na hovAthI cittazodhana karato nathI ane vagara vicAryuM kriyAo karye jAya che tene kahevAya che kriyAjaDa. A kriyA karavAthI mArI keTalI AMtarika zuddhi thaI? mAro krodha keTalo ocho thayo? mArAmAM AtmajAgRti AvI? Ama vicAra vagaranI kriyA kare te kriyAjaDa. Ama aMtara tapAsa vagara DhagalAbaMdha kriyAo kare, je bAhyamArgamAM rAce ane jJAnamArgano niSedha kare, jenuM aMtara bhedAyuM nathI tene jJAnI kriyAnaDa kahe che. zuSkajJAnI - je dhruvanA paDakhethI ja AtmAne jove che, ane vAta kare che. AtmA nitya che, mukta che, baMdhAyelo nathI, AtmA duHkhI thato nathI, khAto pIto nathI, vikAra karato nathI. te paryAyanuM (avasthAnuM) paDakhuM bhUlI jAya che. jovA jevI to vartamAna avasthA che. vartamAna avasthA azuddha haze to dravya bhale jJAna AnaMdathI bhareluM. hoya paNa anubhava nahi thAya. trikALI dravya tarapha, nizcaya tarapha najara gaI paNa vyavahAramAM vartamAna tarapha najara jatI nathI. potAnI azuddhi lakSamAM leto nathI ane tenI zuddhi mATe sAdhanA karato nathI. svacchaMdamAM jIve che, mohanA AvezamAM varte che ane potAne jJAnI kahevaDAve che. paramakRpALudeva tene zuSkajJAnI kahe che. sauthI vadhAre jokhama zuSkajJAnInuM che. te potAne nukasAna kare che ane hajAro lokone jokhama pahoMcADe che. zAstro vAMce che, upadeza Ape che paNa mohAvezamAM rahe che, mAna pratiSThA joIe che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano pracaMDa kSayopazama che paNa mohanIyakarmamAM rAce che. A zuSkajJAnInuM kAma che. AcaraNa vagaranuM lukhkha ane koruM jJAna jenI pAse che te zuSkajJAnI che. kriyAjaDa oLakhI zakAya paNa zuSkajJAnIne oLakhavo muzkela che. tyAga vairAgya rahita che. vANIthI bole paNa tathArUpa dazA nathI. A zuSkajJAnInAM lakSaNa che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XIII gAthA - 4 aMtarabhedaH- aMtara bhedAvuM, marma samajavo, aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi thavI. jJAnamArga - satu zAstrathI mAMDI satapuruSanA caraNamAM samarpaNa thAya te tamAma jJAna mArga che. gAthA - 5 baMdha mokSa che kalpanA - AtmA karmathI baMdhAyelo che te baMdhadazA che, ane AtmA karmathI mukta che te mokSadazA che. A prakAranI AtmAnI koI dazA ja nathI, Ama AtmAne baMdha mokSa rahita mAnavo. baMdha mokSa rahita kalpanA karavI. mohAvezaH- mohanA prabhAvamAM, ajJAnanA prabhAvamAM vartavuM. gAthA - 6 vairAgya :- jagatanAM padArtho pratye Asakti chUTI javI. vairAgya eTale rAganI maMdatA. jenAthI aMta:karaNa nirmaLa thAya tene vairAgya kahe che. vairAgya ane tyAga AtmajJAnanI prAptinA hetu che. AtmajJAna - AtmA mukhyapaNe AtmasvabhAve varte te AtmajJAna. jJAna eTale jANavuM. AtmAne ja jJeya banAve tevuM jJAna. AtmajJAna prApta karavAnAM paribaLo vairAgya, tyAga ane aMtaraMga avasthA. AtmajJAna thayA sivAya bhavanuM mULa chedI zakAtuM nathI. AtmajJAna eTale svarUpanuM jJAna, astitvanuM jJAna, svanuM ane nijanuM jJAna. gAthA - 7 tyAga:- bAhya padArtho choDavA tenuM nAma tyAga kahevAya, paNa vizeSa artha e che ke vastu to choDavI paNa te vastu taraphanI Asakti choDavI te kharo tyAga che. paramArthika dRSTie bAhya padArthonI sAthe adhyAsa hovAthI pote potAne bhUlI gayo che. te tAdAbhya adhyAsathI nivRtta thavuM tene kahevAya che tyAga. bAhya tyAga eTale padArthano ane vastuono tyAga ane atyaMtara tyAga eTale adhyAsano tyAga. e baMne maLI je ghaTanA ghaTe che tene vItarAga paramAtmA tyAga kahe che. Asaktino tyAga karavo te parama For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XIV zabdArtha | puruSArthanuM kAma che. tyAgathI aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thAya che. vairAgya :- vairAgya eTale jagatanAM padArtho pratyenI Asakti chUTI javI. vairAgya eTale rAganI maMdatA. vairAgyanuM bIja che samyak vicAra. samyavicArathI jyAre adhyAsa chUTe tyAre rAga maMda paDI jAya che ane aMdara je avasthA prApta thAya che tene kahevAya che vairAgya. aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi tyAga ane vairAgyathI thAya che. paraMtu tyAga vairAgya jo mAnArthe ja thAya to saMsArano aMta na Ave. tyAga-vairAgyamAM aTakavAnuM jo thAya to AtmajJAna prApta thAya nahi. tyAga vairAgya vagara sadAcAra na Ave. sadAcAra vagara aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thAya nahi. ane jo aMta:karaNa zuddha na thAya to AtmAnuM pratibiMba na paDe. gAthA - 8 AtmArthI - mokSa sivAya bIjuM koI prayojana jene rahyuM nathI tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. AtmAnuM bhalu thAya, maMgaLa thAya, kalyANa thAya, AtmA rAgadveSamAMthI mukta bane, deha, vikAro ane baMdhanamAMthI mukta bane, AtmA Asakti ane mamatvamAMthI mukta bane evuM jenA cittamAM ciMtavana cAle che tene kahevAya che AtmArthI. Atma kalyANa ane Atmahita sivAya jenA aMtaramAM bIjuM koI prayojana nathI te AtmArthI che. gAthA - 9 paramArtha - mokSa nijapada - AtmasvarUpa. AtmAnuM pada. gAthA - 10 AtmajJAna - eTale AtmAno anubhava. zAstro ane zabdothI parokSa anubhava thAya. paNa aMdaramAM je AtmAno anubhava thavo te AtmajJAna. jevo AtmAno anubhava thAya ke aMdara ghaTanA ghaTe. aMdaranI avasthA badalAI jAya. pachI tene mananA roga eTale ahaMkAra, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, kAmavAsanA badhuM kharI paDe. samadarzitA - udayamAM AvelAM pUrvakarmanAM pariNAmane anusarI je kaMIpaNa sukhaduHkha For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XV thAya tene samabhAvathI vedavuM te samadarzitA che. samadarzipaNuM sadgurunuM eka lakSaNa che. temane jagatamAM koI jIva pratye tiraskAra na hoya, dhRNA na hoya. temanI AMkhamAMthI prema ane karuNA TapakatI hoya. A mAro ane A pArako che tevI gaNatarI jene maTI gaI che. hRdayamAM khumArI ane mastI AvI jAya, dInatA, lAcArI, dvandra, mUMjhavaNa badhuM cAlI jAya che. parabhAvanI IcchAthI jeo rahita thayA che te AtmajJAnI puruSa che. jeone zatru, mitra, harSa, zoka, namaskAra, tiraskAra, niMdA, stutimAM samatA che. mAna apamAnane sama gaNe che. AvI samatA jeNe jIvanamAM prApta karI che te samadarzI che. vicare udaya prayoga:- karmanA udaya pramANe je pravartana thAya tene samabhAva rAkhI Acare. jJAnI puruSanI pravRtti ke je bIjuM kaMIpaNa kArya thAya te pUrvaprArabdhanA dhakkAthI thAya che. temAM kartAbhAva nathI, karavAnI IcchA nathI, mAnapAnanI apekSA nathI, kaMI meLavavuM ke prApta karavuM nathI, hariphAImAM utaravuM nathI, basa svarUpamAM TharavuM che. bahAramAM je kaMIpaNa thAya che te pUrvanA dhakkAthI thAya che. pUrva prArabdhanA vegathI jJAnInuM kArya thAya che, paraMtu temAM kartabuddhi karato nathI, tene vicare udayaprayoga kahevAya. apUrvavANI - apUrva eTale anubhavelI, asarakAraka ane dila jItI tye tevI vANI. je vANImAM AtmAno jhaMkAra che, je zabdo sAMbhaLatAM paramatattva yAda AvI jAya, astitva yAda AvI jAya, potAnuM svarUpa yAda AvI jAya, ajJAnI karatAM jemanI vANI judI paDe che. paramazruta - SadarzananA tAtparyane jANe. pratyakSa sadguru :- paramArtha mArgane jANavA mATe avalaMbana hoya to te pratyakSa sadaguru che. eka sadguru hAjara hoya to keTalAM kAma karaze? te tIrthaMkaradevane oLakhAvaze, bhUtakALamAM thaI gayela jinezvaradevane oLakhAvaze. zAstramAM rahela zabdono marma zuM che te kaheze. mArga kevo che ane kayA mArge javAya te samajAvaze. teo spaSTa karI kaheze ane jarUra paDye hAtha pakaDIne tamane dorI paNa jaze. Avo upakAra jIvato sapuruSa kare che. mATe kahyuM che ke "pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi parokSa jina upakAra." jina - jina e jaina paraMparAno zabda che. jina eTale jItanAra. jina eTale For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XVI zabdArtha Obama haMmeza mATe jeNe rAgadveSa jItI lIdhAM che, tene kahevAya che jina. arihaMta kaho, vItarAga kaho ke jina kaho-ekArthI che. sadgurunuM kAma vItarAga puruSa jinezvarane samajAvavAnuM che. jina sAme joI ApaNI oLakhANa thAya. gAthA - 12 jinarUpa:- sadgurunA upadezathI jina svarUpa samajAya che. jina svarUpa eTale jina bhagavaMtanI oLakhANa, paricaya. ApaNI oLakhANa jo karavI hoya to jinezvarane oLakhavA paDaze. vItarAga sAme joIne ApaNA AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya. jJAnI puruSa, sadguru kahe che ke tuM caitanyamUrti bhagavAna AtmA cho. tuM amArA jevo ane vItarAga jevo cho. Avo upadeza sadguru pAsethI maLe che, tyAre jinezvaranuM svarUpa yathArthapaNe samajAya che. ane jinanuM svarUpa samaje to potAno AtmA pariNAme jinadazAne pAme. gAthA - 13 nirUpaka:- nirUpaNa karanArAM. zAstra - Apta puruSonA vacanano saMgraha jemAM thayela che tene kahevAya che. zAstra. hita zikSA samajAvI, saMsArathI AtmAnuM je rakSaNa kare che tene kahevAya che. zAstra. AtmAnuM zodhana karavA mATe zAstro che. gAthA - 14 avagAhana - vAraMvAra vicAraNA karavI, ciMtana karavuM. matAMtara:-matAMtara eTale matabheda. jIva matabhedone kAraNe AgaLa vadhI zakato nathI. mAna ane matabheda e mArga pAmavAmAM ADAM staMbharUpa che. gacchanAM matamatAMtara, ghaNI ja najIvI bAbatomAM Agraha karAvI judI judI rIte darzanamohanIyanA hetu thAya che. je A doSamAMthI mukta na thAya te jIva saMsAramAMthI chUTI zakato nathI. gAthA - 15 svachaMda - jIva anAdikALathI potAnA DahApaNe ane potAnI IcchAe cAlyo che For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XVII tenuM nAma svachaMda che. sva ane chaMda maLIne zabda thayo che svachaMda. svanA be artha thAya. eka svarUpa ane bIjo artha aham. ane chaMda eTale nAda athavA Teva, vRtti, Adata enuM e karavAnI Teva tene kahevAya che chaMda. ahamUno chaMda, vRttione game, manane game, ahamanA kahevA pramANe game tevI potAnI IcchAonuM DahApaNa DoLavuM. ajJAnanI sattA, vRttio ane vAsanAnI sattA, moha ane kaSAyonI sattA, ahaMkAranI sattA ane IcchA pramANe DahApaNa DoLavAnI sattA, A pAMca sattA taLe je jIva kAma kare che tene jJAnIo svachaMda kahe che. svacchaMdano roga anAdikALano che. jIve vividha prakAranI sAdhanAo potAnA svachaMde karela che temAM saphaLatA maLI nathI. svachaMdane rokavo ghaNo muzkela che. mane gamaze te ja karIza, paNa vAstavika zuM che teno vicAra karato nathI, mATe svachaMdI che. paribhramaNanuM kAraNa svachaMda ja che. svachaMde kriyAo karavI, svachaMda zAstro vAMcavA, vAMcIne zuSkajJAnI banI besavuM, A mokSanuM sAdhana nathI paNa saMsAranuM kAraNa che, svaccheda heya che, choDavA lAyaka che. svacchaMda rokayA pachI ja samyaka prakAre sAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya. paramakRpALu deva kahe che pratyakSa sadguru yogathI svachaMda rokAya che. bIjA upAyo karavA jatAM te bamaNo thaze. gAthA - 16 saguru yoga yoga eTale prApti. maLavuM eka vAta ane yoga thavo bIjI vAta. prApti athavA yoga eTale sadgurunI cetanA sAthe potAnI cetanAnuM anusaMdhAna, TyunIMga thaI javuM. sadgurunI cetanAmAMthI je kaMpano, je bhAvo, je ullAsa Ave che te tamAma bhAvo ziSyamAM dAkhala thAya, AvuM TyunIMga tene kahevAya che yoga. Avo yoga prApta thAya to jasvachaMda rokAya. svachaMda rokanAra paribaLa mAtra sadguru sAthe TyunIMga thavuM, yoga thavo. gAthA - 10 samakita - samyagadarzana. darzanamohano upazama athavA kSayopazama thatAM jenirvikalpa zuddha caitanyatattva, paramatattva athavA zuddhAtmAnI anubhUti thAya tene jJAnI puruSo For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XVIII zabdArtha nizcaya samakita kahe che. A anubhavanI ghaTanA che. nizcayanayanI apekSAthI, zuddha caitanya sAthe vaLagela karmanI, vikAranI, vibhAvanI, rAgadveSanI, gati, mArgaNA, legyA, guNasthAnaka, AThakarmo, karmabaMdhanA kAraNo, te badhI upAdhione bAda karatAM je zuddha Atmatattva bAkI rahe che tenI anubhUti thAya, svayano pragaTa anubhava thAya tene samakita kahe che. A ghaTanA potAmAM nirvikalpa avasthAmAM ghaTe che. zuddha caitanya pote, potA dvArA, potAnI, potA mATe, potAmAM ja anubhava kare che. jJAtA, zeya ane jJAnamAM bheda raheto nathI. draSTA, dRzya ane dRSTi A tripuTImAM paNa bheda raheto nathI. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo tathA darzanamohano dAvAnaLa saMpUrNa rIte zAMta thaI jAya, bahAramAM pharatI vRtti je bahAra doDatI hatI, te pAchI vaLI svarUpamAM TharI jAya, pachI zuddhaAtmAnI anubhUti, nirvikalpa anubhUti je thAya tene jJAnIo nizcaya samakita kahe che. A ghaTanA AMtarika anubhavanI che, jenuM varNana koI karI zakatuM nathI. je mumukSu potAno svachaMda, matano Agraha tyajI, sadgurunA lakSe varta, sadgurunA upadeza pramANe jIve, ane te pramANe ja vartana kare tene AvuM samakita prApta thAya che. mokSamArganI nizAnI samyagadarzana che. A mokSa prApta karavAnuM cinha che. samyagudarzana eTale AtmAno anubhava, AtmAno sparza, ane samyagradarzana eTale svarUpanI anubhUti. svasvarUpano raNakAra aMdarathI Ave e samyagadarzana che. gAthA - 18 nija chaMda - huM kahuM chuM te ja sAcuM che, huM je jANuM chuM te ja sAcuM che. khoTuM hoya to paNa meM je mAnyuM che te ja sAcuM che, tevuM mAnIne jIvavuM, svIkAravuM tene zAstro mAna, abhimAna, ahaMkAra athavA nijachaMda kahe che. 1) huM kahuM chuM te ja satya che, 2) potAnI buddhie dharma saMbaMdhanI, karmavAdanI kalpanA karavI, 3) potAnI buddhi ane kartutva khAtara AdhyAtmika mArga badalavo, 4) uparathI sArA dekhAvuM paraMtu sArA thavAnA prayatno na karatAM tevI mAyAjALa pAtharavI, 5) odha dRSTieTale laukika dRSTithI cAlavuM, gADariyA pravAhamAM vicAra vagara joDAI javuM. A badhA nijachaMdanA lakSaNo che. A nijachaMdamAMthI mukta thavAno rasto che. je atIndriya sRSTimAM praveza karAvavAnuM For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XIX kAma kare che, je cetanAnuM uddaghATana karanAra che, je satya mArge dorI janAra che, je mArga to Ape che paraMtu zaraNuM ApI, hAtha pakaDI, atIndriya sRSTi tarapha dorI jAya che ane jene jagatanAM sau jIvonuM kalyANa thAya tevI bhAvanA che tevA sadgurunAM zaraNamAM javAthI alpa prayAse jAya che. gAthA - 19 kevaLajJAna - mAtra jJAna. jJAna sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja nahi. zuddha ane paripUrNa jJAna. je jJAnamAMthI rAga dveSa moha ane vikArono kSaya thayela che. je jJAna paripUrNa vizuddha thaI pragaTa thayela che, ajJAnanA AvaraNamAMthI saMpUrNapaNe mukta thayela che tevuM jJAna te kevaLajJAna. traNe lokanA badhA jIvonuM tathA samasta padArthanA aNue aNunuM trikALa pariNamana eka sAthe jANanAra jJAna te kevaLajJAna. mAtra jANapaNuM che, paraMtu koI pratibhAva nathI. chadmastha:- chat eTale doSa. jenAmAM mana:paryAya jJAnanI UMcAI AvI che, chatAM haju maMda maMda rAga che, maMda maMda dveSa rahyo che tevAM jIvane chabastha kahevAya. saMpUrNa vItarAga avasthA pAmyAM nathI tevAM jIvo. - vinaya - guru ziSyane joDanAra kaDI. vinaya eTale prema. ziSyanI mUDI vinaya che. ziSya thaIne guru pAse javuM hoya to dhanasaMpatti nahi paraMtu prema ane zraddhAnI mUDI joIe. zraddhAno eka artha che ruci ane bIjo artha che prema. A vinayamAM traNa bAbato Ave che. vaiyAvacca, zuzruSA ane sevA. ziSya sadguru pAse Avo vinayI thaIne jAya to tenuM kalyANa thaI jAya che. dharmanuM mULa vinaya che to ziSyanI mUDI che vinaya, vinaya e bhAva che, vinaya e samarpaNa ane premanI sAdhanA che. vinaya e bhakti che, vinaya e ArAdhanA che. puruSano yoga jyAre thAya, emanA pratye bahumAna thAya tyAre e premane pragaTa karavAnI paddhati tene kahevAya vinaya. vinaya e jIvanano AlhAda ane jIvanano AnaMda che. gAthA - 20 subhAgya:- jenuM sAruM bhAgya eTale nasIba che, bhAgyazALI che. bhAgyazALI e che ke je sulabhatAthI bodha pAme che ane nikaTamAM mokSamAM javAno che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XX zabdArtha gAthA - 21 mohanIya karma-karmanAM ATha prakAra che. temAM sauthI pragADha karma mohanIyakarma che. mohanIya karma jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che ane sAcA khoTAnAM vivekathI rahita kare che. mohanIyakarmanA be prakAra che. darzana mohanIya ane cAritrya mohanIya. | darzanamohanIya - paramArthane viSe aparamArtha buddhi ane aparamArthane viSe paramArtha buddhi karAve tevuM karma. jIvane svarUpanuM bhAna thavA na de. tattvanI ruci aTakAve tevuM karma. mithyAtva eTale UMdhI mAnyatA karAve tevuM karma. deha che te jIva che ane jIva che te dehache tevI UMdhI mAnyatA karAvI anaMtakarmono baMdha karAvanAra karma. cAritra mohanIya karma jIvane suAcaraNa karatAM roke che, aTakAve che. darzanamoha eTale mithyAtvano prabaLa vega jenAmAM che te matArthI, darzanamoha jeno moLo paDyo che, maMda thayo che ane mukta thavAnI tAlAvelI jene lAgI che te mumukSu, ane jenA darzanamohano kSaya kSayopazama athavA upazama thayo che te samyagdaSTi. asaguru - jene AtmAno anubhava nathI, ane potAne AtmajJAnI manAve che te asadguru che. je maMtra, taMtra ane camatkAranI vAto karI lokone bharamAve che te asaddaguru che. je zAstronA artha potAnI mati kalpanAe karI pote sAco che tema bIjAne bharamAve che te asadguru che. je potAnA mAna meLavavA ane kIrti khAtara satya mArgane samajAvavAne badale lokone rasa paDe tevI, bIjAne utArI pADe tevI, rasapoSaka vAto karI lokone potAnA tarapha AkarSe te asaguru che. jene paisAnI lAlaca che, potAno judo saMpradAya sthApavAnI vRtti je seve che te asaddaguru che. je ziSyanA vinayano lAbha laI potA pratye vinayanI pharaja pADI potAnuM mAna vadhAravA prayatna kare te asaddaguru . A asarano mahAmoha che. asadUguru e adhyAtma mArgamAM UMDI khAI che. pote DUbe ane bIjAne paNa DUbADe che. asaddagurune bAhyatyAga hoI zake paNa AtmAno anubhava nathI, tethI pote For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XXI pAmatAM nathI ane bIjAne pamADI zakatAM nathI. gAthA - 22 mumukSu - mokSa meLavavAnI jene tIvra IcchA che tene mumukSu kahevAya. saMsAranA tamAma baMdhanomAMthI mukta thavAnI jene tAlAvelI lAgI che te mumukSu che. AtmAne vAraMvAra saMsAranuM svarUpa kArAgRha jevuM kSaNe kSaNe bhAsyA kare e mumukSutAnuM lakSaNa che. matArthI:- je potAnA ja matano arthI che. je satyane yathArtha samajavAne badale avaLuM samaje che, avaLo nizcaya kare che. tenI bhUla avaLuM samajavAnI che. matArthI adhArmika ke nAstika nathI. te dhArmika hoI zake che. karmakAMDa karI zake che. te zAstrajJa hoI zake, sAdhu hoI zake, AcArya hoI zake ane aneka zAstrono jJAtA paNa hoI zake. hajAro ziSyono guru paNa hoI zake. Avo hovA chatAM te matArthI hoI zake. te satyane avaLuM samaje che ane avaLo nizcaya kare che. tene buddhi ochI che tevuM nathI paraMtu te potAnA ja matano upAsaka che, potAnI ja mAnyatAmAM aTavAyelo che. teno ja AgrahI che. te satyane samajato nathI. ghaNI vakhata satya tenI sAme spaSTa thAya che, paNa matArthI avasthA hovAnA kAraNe satyano svIkAra karI zakato nathI. matArthI sAdhanA kare che, gurune mAne che. dharmane ane zAstrane mAne che, dhyAnano svIkAra kare che. paraMtu jyAre jyAre jJAnI puruSa maLyAM tyAre tyAre teno nirdhAra avaLo ja che. matArthIne satyanI bahu ciMtA nathI, mokSanI ciMtA nathI, paraMtu sauthI vadhAre potAnA matanI ciMtA che. tene satyane paNa gauNa karI, potAno mata siddha karavo che. matArthI eTale potAnA ja matanuM lakSa, ane AtmArthI eTale AtmAnuM lakSa. tame vItarAga paramAtmAnA mArgamAM hovA chatAM matArthI hoI zako cho. matArthIno sIdho artha karavo hoya to jenAmAM mithyAtva jIvaMta che te matArthI. jenAmAM darzanamohanuM sAmrAjya che te matArthI che. jenAmAM mithyAtvanI sattA che te matArthI che. jema madirApAna karyuM hoya ane je tenA ghenamAM hoya tene tame game tema samajAvazo to samajaze nahi, tema mithyAtvanA dhenamAM AdhyAtmika vAta, satyanI vAta samajaze nahi ane avaLo nirNaya For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXII zabdArtha karaze. te matArthI che, mATe TarnIMga poInTa tene maLato nathI ane parivartananI ghaTanA tenAmAM ghaTatI nathI. matArthI potAno mata, Agraha choDyA sivAya AtmArthI thaI zake ja nahi. je gurumAM bAhya tyAga che paNa AtmajJAna nathI tevA gurune sAcAM guru mAne athavA kuLadharmanA guru ajJAnI hoya chatAM temAM ja mamatva rAkhe te matArthI che, je arihaMta devanA zarIranuM varNana karIne ja tenuM mAhAbhya kare che, samavasaraNanI zobhAnuM ja jene mAhAbhya che ane je bahAranA rUpa jovAmAM ja rokAyela che, jene aMtaraMga svarUpanuM mAhAbhya ja nathI, paramArtha svarUpa jANavAnI jIjJAsA ja jenAmAM nathI tene matArthIpaNuM che. deva-naraka gatinA bhAMgA koI vizeSa paramArtha hetuthI kahela che. te heta jANyA vagara te varNana mAtra ja zrutajJAna che, ane potAno mata ane potAno veza che tene ja muktino hetu mAne che. koIka vakhata paramArthanA upadezano yoga bane toya potAnuM mAna lokomAM jALavavAM, pUjanIya ane vratadhArI chuM tevuM manAvavA, te badhuM jatuM raheze tevA lobhamAM paramArthane grahaNa karato nathI. je nizcayanayane kahevA rUpe grahaNa kare che paraMtu tenAmAM tathArUpa dazA thaI nathI tevo jIva matArthI che. jene krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobharUpa kaSAyo maMda thayA nathI, jene aMtaraMga vairAgya utpanna thayo nathI, AtmAmAM guNa grahaNa karavArUpa saraLapaNuM jene rahyuM nathI, satya asatya jANavAno viveka nathI, te matAtha jIva mokSamArga pAmavA yogya nathI eTale te mokSa prApta karavA durbhAgI che. A matArthI jIvanAM lakSaNo jANavAM jarUrI che. AvA lakSaNo jANI tene dUra karavAno upAya kare to mumukSu banI zakAya. gAthA - 25 samavasaraNa - Indro Adi, arihaMta bhagavAnanI dezanA badhA loko sAMbhaLI zake te mATe samavasaraNanI (sabhAmaMDapanI) racanA kare che. teno vaibhava ane ThATha anero hoya che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XXIII jina - jina e jaina paraMparAno zabda che. jina eTale jItanAra. haMmeza mATe jeNe rAgadveSa jItI lIdhAM che tene kahevAya che jina. arihaMta kaho ke vItarAga kaho ke jina kaho - badhA zabdo ekArthI che. sadUgurunA upadezathI je jinanuM svarUpa samaje to samajanArano AtmA pariNAme jinanI dazA pAmavA lAyaka bane che. jina zuddha AtmadazArUpa che, zAMta che, tenI pratIti jina pratimA sUcave che. gAthA - 26 saddaguru, yoga ane asaddaguru viSe AgaLanI gAthAmAM Apela che. gAthA - ra0 zrutajJAna :- zravaNa karavAthI je jJAnano ughADa thAya tene kahevAya che zrutajJAna. jJAna e ja AtmA che paraMtu vyavahArathI jJAna avarAyeluM che, teno ughADa karavAno che. e ughADa thavA mATe upadeza, zravaNa, zAstra vAMcana vi. sAdhana che. zrutajJAnamAM upadeza zravaNa ane zAstravAMcana samyakdaSTithI thavA joIe. saMpUrNa AvaraNa khasI jAya tyAM sudhI zrutajJAnanA avalaMbananI jarUra che. mukti nidAnaH-muktino hetu. gAthA - 28 vRtti - AtmA ane karmano saMyoga - e baMnenA saMyogamAM AtmAmAM taraMgo UThe che e taraMgonuM nAma vRtti. AtmA ane karmanA saMbaMdhathI aMdara je kaMpana thAya che tene ApaNe vRtti kahIe chIe. rAga, dveSa, tiraskAra, mUcha, mamatva, ahaMkAra, dhikkAra, bIjAnuM ahita thAya, te duHkhI thAya, badalo levo te badhA vRttionA prakAra che. A vRttiono nirodha karavA mATe vrato karavA upayogI che. vrato, vRttione jItavAnI davA che. A vRttiono nirodha eTale vRttiothI khAlI thavuM, vRttionI punarAvRtti na thavA devI, vRttiono abhAva karavo. hiMsA eka vRtti che mATe ahiMsAnI sAdhanA karavI. saMgraha karavAnI vRtti che mATe aparigrahanI sAdhanA karavI. krodhanI vRtti jyAre UThe che tyAre aMdara vRttinA saMskAra paDe che ane jyAre jyAre anukULa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXIV zabdArtha nimitta Ave te te vakhate ApaNe jAgRta na hoIe to krodha thaI jAya che. nAnA bALakane paNa krodha karavAnI khabara paDe che kemake vRtti teNe anaMtakALathI poSI che. ApaNe jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM tyAM vRttione poSavAnuM ja kArya karyuM che. vRttione oLakhavAnuM lakSaNa saMjJA che. jemake AhAranI prabaLa vRtti UThe to AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA, parigraha saMjJA vigere. manamAM UThatI vRttione sadgurunA hAthamAM soMpavAthI sAdhanA thAya che. A vRttio jItAya nahi tyAM sudhI AtmAno AsvAda ApaNane maLI zakaze nahi. vRtti je poSe che te saMsArI ane vRtti rahita thayo te vItarAga. vRttino nirodha thAya tyAre AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM sthira thAya che. gAthA - 29 nizcayanayaH- zuddha vastunuM pratipAdana karanAra. nizcaya avasthA che. nizcaya aMdaramAM thAya che. naya pakSa che ane yamAM zabdothI varNana che. dA.ta. AtmA ajara, amara, avinAzI che, karmathI rahita che. kaSAya ane bhAvakarmathI rahita che. A varNana che. paraMtu AvI avasthA jIvanamAM anubhavavI te nizcaya che. zabdathI pratitI thAya paNa anubhava na thAya. aMtaraMgadazA ane jJAnadazA beno tAlamela joIe. aMtaraMgamAM sAkSIbhAva, jJAtAdraSTApaNuM AvyuM nathI. tathArUpa guNanI sparzanA thaI nathI ane mAtra zabdomAM rame tene nizcayAbhAsI kahevAya che. sad vyavahAra :- sadguru, sazAstra, vairAgya, svAdhyAya, bhakti, maMtra, jApa, paramAtmAnI pUjA, tIrthonI yAtrA, vrata, tapa, niyama, sAdhusaMtonI sevA A savyavahAra che. nizcayanayanI avasthA prApta karavI hoya to vyavahAra choDavAnI jarUra nathI. vyavahAra enI meLe chUTI jaze. AvI avasthA AvyA pahelAM vyavahAra jo choDo to nizcayanaya prApta thayo nathI ane sadvyavahAra paNa rahyo nathI. sadvyavahAra jarUrI che paraMtu nizcayanayane lakSamAM rAkhI vyavahAra thAya to ja sAdhanA jIvanamAM thaI zake. gAthA - 30-31 jJAnadazA :- jJAna ane dazA be judA zabdo che. jIva jJAna prApta kare paNa dazA nahi. jIva jJAna prApta karI zake che paNa dazA pAmavI te kaThina kAma che. dazA eTale For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XXV aMtaraMga avasthA, AMtarika bhUmikA, AMtarika phera. - jJAna pAmavuM te jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamanI sAthe saMbaMdhamAM che, ane dazAno saMbaMdha mohanIya karmanA upazama sAthe che. dazA badalavAnuM kAma jJAna nahi paNa dazA badalavAnuM kAma mohano upazama kare che. jJAna mAtra tamArI navapUrva jeTalI hoya paNa mohanIya karmano upazama ke kSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI dazA badalAze nahi. A mohane kADhavAnI tAkAta anubhava jJAnamAM che, mAtra jJAnamAM nahi. jevuM jJAna thAya ke jJAna aMdaramAM krAMti kare ane dazA badalAI jAya. an adhikArIH-svachaMdI ane zuSkajJAnIne jJAna prApta na thAya. e anaadhikArI che. jJAna pAmavAnI yogyatA hoya tevA jIvamAM tenI gaNatarI na thAya. je potAno adhikAra khove che te anaadhikArI che. gAthA - 32-33 kaSAya:- kaSa + Aya. kaSa eTale saMsAra, Aya eTale lAbha. jenAthI saMsArano lAbha thAya tevA doSane kaSAya kahevAya. kaSAya pacIza prakAranAM che. 4 anantAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, 4 apratyAkhyAnAvaraNIya krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, 4 pratyAkhyAnAvaraNIya krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, 4 saMjvalana krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, kula 16 prakAra ane 9 nokaSAya tema maLIne 25 kaSAyanA prakAra thAya. rati, arati, hAsya, bhaya, jugupsA, zoka, strIveda, puruSaveda, napuMsakaveda, A nava nokaSAya che. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA - kaSAyonuM pAtaLA paDavuM. upazAMta eTale upara uparathI zAMta ane kSaya eTale saMpUrNa zAMta. kaSAyanuM pAtaLAM paDavuM eTale zakti ochI thavI, jora athavA sAmarthya ochuM thavuM. kaSAyo thoDAM dhIrA ane tAkAta vagaranAM hoya to tame ciMtana manana karavAnI avasthA prApta karI zako. kaSAyo pAtALAM paDe to zAMta avasthA Ave ane kaSAyo eTale doSono kSaya thAya (saMpUrNa nAza thAya) to vItarAgatA Ave. mana azAMta haze, mana kaSAyo ane doSayukta haze to manane ciMtavana mananano avakAza nahi maLe, tattva zravaNa ane manana karI zakazo nahi. mATe pahelAM kaSAyo upazAMta karI pachI dhIme dhIme kSaya karo tema kahyuM che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXVI zabdArtha virajI vairAgyaH- eka evI AMtarika avasthA che ke bahAra game te jAtano saMyoga hoya, paNa aMtaramAMthI jenI Asakti chUTI gaI che te vairAgyavaMta che. aMdarathI jene Asakti chUTI jAya tene jagatanA padArtho, vastuo ke jagatanAM saMyogo, jagatanI paristhiti, vi. nI tenA mana upara chApa paDatI nathI. mana upara asara na thAya to te vyagra ke vyAkuLa na bane. Avo vairAgyano prabhAva che. saraLatA:-RjutA. bIjAmAM rahelAM sadguNone namratApUrvaka grahaNa karavAnI jenI taiyArI che tene kahevAya che saraLatA. bIjAne chetaravA nahi, mAyAcAra, kapaTa, daMbha ane ADaMbarathI je dUra che te saraLa che. te uparAMta bIjAnAM saddaguNone grahaNa karavAnI taiyArI hoya, bIjAne dhanyavAda Ape, hAtha joDe, guNAnuvAda ane prazaMsA kare, teno saMga kare, tenA AzIrvAda meLavavA taiyAra hoya tene kahevAya che saraLatA. madhyasthatA - paramArthika ane vyavahArika bane sattAo jagatamAM che. e satya ane asatya baMnene tulanAtmaka dRSTithI samyaprakAre samajavA jenI apakSapAta daSTi che te madhyastha che. jyAM pakSapAta haze tyAM satya ane asatyano yathArtha nirNaya thaI zakaze nahi. TUMkamAM sarvAgIpaNe ane niSpakSapAtapaNe vicAra karavAnI kSamatA dharAve te madhyastha che. aMtara vairAgya - jagatanAM padArtho kSaNika ane nAzavaMta che, evuM samajIne jenA aMtaramAMthI Asakti cAlI gaI che tene kahevAya che aMtara vairAgya. durbhAgI - matArthI jIva durbhAgI che. te janma, maraNane chedavAvALAM mokSamArgane pAmavAM bhAgyazALI nathI. Avo jIva kamanasIba, durbhAgI che. jenAmAM kaSAyanI upazAMtatA nathI, aMtara vairAgya nathI, saraLapaNuM nathI ane madhyasthatA nathI te jIva matArthI che, tethI durbhAgI che. gAthA - 33 AtmArthI:- AdhyAtmanI sAdhanA karavI hoya to AtmArthIpaNuM joIe. AtmA meLavavA sivAya bIjuM koI prayojana jene nathI, AtmA e ja mukhya lakSa che ane AtmA meLavavA ja jeno puruSArtha rahyA kare che te AtmArthI che. AtmA meLavavo te ja jeno manaroga che. arajI For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XXVII gAthA - 35 pratyakSa sadguru prApti - pratyakSa saruno yoga puNyathI na thAya paNa pukArathI thAya che. romaromamAMthI jhaNakAra UThe, vedanA UThe, vyathA thAya, abhisA thAya tyAre sadganI prApti thAya che, oLakhANa paDe che. traNe yoganuM ekatva - yoga eTale mana, vacana ane kAyAno vyApAra, vicAra, vANI ane vartana e traNenuM etva karavuM. manathIH- (vicArathI) bIjAmAM manane jatuM rokI, sadgurunuM smaraNa karavuM, ciMtavana karavuM, sapuruSanuM avalokana karavuM, sadguruno bhAva karavo. haju AtmAnuM citra sAkAra thayuM nathI paNa puruSa sAkAra che, sajIvana mUrti ane kalyANamUrti che. sadguruno AkAra jovA maLyo tenuM dhyAna karIe. sadUguru pratye Adara karavo. - vANIthIH- vANIthI saddagurunA guNAnuvAda karavAM, baMne hAtha joDI, mIThAM vacano bolavAM, upakAra mAnavo, A guNAnuvAda karavAM te jIvanano lhAvo che. zarIrathI :- sadUgurunI bhakti, namaskAra, vaiyAvacca ane sevA karavI. manathI sadgurunuM dhyAna, teno vicAra, vANIthI sadgurunAM guNAnuvAda ane kAyAthI bhaktibhAva ane vaiyAvacca, sevA. A traNene eka karyA eTale traNe yoga svachaMde vartI zakaze nahi. varte AjJAdhAra:- sadgurunI AjJA dhAraNa karI jIvanamAM vartavuM. A sarvocca bhAvathI sAdhanA kare to jIvanamAM uttama koTinI sAdhanA thAya. badhAM doSo potAnI mahenatathI maTatAM nathI, mATe jo saddaguruno yoga thAya to mananuM samAdhAna thAya. ane te kahe te pramANe vartavAnuM thAya to badhA doSa TaLI jAya. manamAM UThatI tamAma vRttione sadgurunA hAthamAM soMpI devI. A moTI sAdhanA che. vRttio sarune soMpavI eTale sadguru pAse potAnAM doSonI kabUlAta karI mArgadarzana meLavavuM. ane te mArgadarzana pramANe cAlavuM tene kahevAya che varte AjJAdhAra. gAthA - 36 paramArtha:- mokSa. paramArthano paMtha - mokSano paMtha, mokSano mArga. paramakRpALu deva kahe che traNe kALamAM mokSa meLavavAno paMtha eka ja che. mokSa For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ XXVIII zabdArtha meLavavAnuM lakSa rAkhI jIvanamAM thatAM doSo dUra karavAnI sAdhanA karavI. rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnathI mukta banavuM. Ama karavAthI karmano saMyoga chUTI jaze. rAgane dUra karavo vItarAgatAthI, dveSane dUra karavA prema ane maitrIthI ane ajJAnane dUra karavuM sadgurue ApelAM bodhathI. rAgadveSa ane ajJAnane dUra karavA vItarAgatA, prema athavA maMtrI ane samyadarzana, A traNa sAdhano laIne tame paMtha upara cAlo eTale sIdhA mokSanA daravAje pahoMcI jazo. paramArtha mAtra traNa kALamAM eka ja che. paraMtu paramArthane lakSamAM rAkhI tamAre tamArA vyavahArane Ayojita karavo paDaze. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, prabhunI pUjA, svAdhyAya koIpaNa sAdhanathI rAga, dveSa, ajJAna ghaTe che. jenAthI rAga dveSa ghaTe evo vyavahAra, evI prakriyA, evuM sAdhana e vyavahAramArganI sAdhanA che. Ama karavAthI bane naya maLI jAya. lakSa ane sAdhanAnI saMdhi thaI. nizcaye lITI dorI ApI. eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArthano paMtha. ane e mArge sAdhanA karI cAlyAM te vyavahAra thayo. sadgurunI AjJA mujaba mana, vacana ane kAyAnI ekatAno puruSArtha te vyavahAra. jJAna, darzana cAritranI ekatA te mokSamArga che. gAthA - 37-38 AtmArtha:- AtmakalyANanI IcchA. bhavekheda - bhavano kheda thavo. paribhramaNano thAka lAgavo ane temAMthI chUTavAnI IcchA rahyA karavI. gAthA - 39 aMtara roga - duHkhadAyaka aMtaradazA. aMtaramAM ukaLATa, azAMti, ciMtA, bhaya, vAsanA, kaSAyonuM utpanna thavuM A badhA mananAM rogo te aMtara roga che. sadgurunA bodhathI aMtara roga maTe che. joga - joga eTale milana, joga eTale prApti. saddaguruno joga thavo eTale sadgurunuM milana thavuM. jogamAM AtmIyatA che ane jogamAM ghaTanA ghaTe che. jyAM ghaTanA ghaTe tyAM AMtarika cetanAno saMbaMdha thAya che. ane evA jogathI mokSaprApti thAya che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ zabdArtha XXIX gAthA - 40 dazA:- avasthA, hAlata. prajJA :- vicAra karavAnI sUkSma buddhi. sUkSma buddhi eTale AMtarika atIndriya evuM je tattva, paramatattvano aNasAra pakaDavAnI zakti, ane te sadguruno bodha maLe temAMthI prApta thAya che. suvicAraNA - zAMtapaNe, sthira rahIne koIpaNa jAtanA hetu vagara AtmArthe vicAra karavo. suvicAra te AtmAne jovAnI AMkha che. suvicAra eTale saMsAranA ke bhogonA vicAra nahi paNa mana saMsAranA vicAromAM paribhramaNa karatuM hatuM te mana sUkSmapaNe tattva vicAra karavAnA kAmamAM lAgI jAya. te divase mana maLyuM te sArthaka thayuM. mana moTuM sAdhana che. tattvano vicAra AtmasukhanI jhAMkhI karavAmAM madadarUpa thAya che. jIvane yogyatA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI tene saguruno joga prApta na thAya. joga prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI bodha prApta na thAya. bodha prApta na thAya to suvicAraNA na thAya. suvicAraNA na thAya to jJAna prApta na thAya. ane jJAna prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI moha (aMdhakAra) na jAya. moha na jAya to tyAM sudhI mokSa na thAya. A eka sAdhanAnI vyavasthA ane prakriyA che. gAthA - 41 nijajJAna -potAnuM jJAna, svarUpa jJAna, astitvanuM jJAna, potAnA hovApaNAnuM jJAna, caitanyanuM jJAna te nijajJAna. nirvANa - mokSapada, muktinuM pada. gAthA - 42 Sapada - cha pada, athavA cha sthAnaka. paramArtha samajavA jJAnIoe cha pada kahyAM che. AtmA che', "te AtmA nitya che', "te AtmA potAnA karmano kartA che', "te karmano bhoktA che', karmathI mukta thaI zakAya che, mokSano upAya che, te sat dharma che. For Personal & Private Use Only
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________________ pUjya munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjasAheba 'AtmasiddhizAstra'mAM mAtra tattvajJAnanI vAta 'nathI, paNa sAdhanA, dhyAna, gurubhakti, samarpaNa, nija 'vRttinA rUpAMtaraNa, matArthI, AtmArthI, sAdhaka, mumukSu, jJAnI na hoya chatAM dekhAva kare, AtmajJAnI sapuruSanA 'lakSaNo, ane dehAdhyAsa tathA dehAdhyAsamAMthI pUrNa mukti 'arthAt vItarAgatAnI prAptinI paNa vAta che. AtmasiddhizAstrane mAtra tattvajJAnanuM zAstra 'kahevA karatAM te sAdhanAnI pUrNa saMhitAnuM zAstra kahevAya. A vAta pratyakSa rIte jovA nahIM maLe paNa "vRtti vahI 'nija bhAvamAM paramArthe samakita' svarUpe jovA maLaze. A 'vRttinija bhAvamAM arthAt svarUpamAM kevI rIte jAya, kevI 'rIte gaI tathA kaI rIte joI zakAya tenuM sUkSmatamavivaraNa A zAstramAM che. svAnubhava, dehAtita avasthA ane pUrNa 'vItarAgatA prApta karavAnuM A sAdhanA zAstra che. 'kha' mAna na kha ca nI nA dama RA ma For Personal & Private Use Only