Shrimadni Jivan Siddhi

Author(s): Saryuben R Mehta
Publisher: Shreyas Pracharak Sabha
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004816/1

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zrImad rAjacaMdra janma: kArtika suda pUrNimA, saM. 1924 dehavilaya: caitra vada 5, saM. 157 Jain Education Interational

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* * * * * ~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~****** jd d d hr hd hr hr j d d h d k hd hr hr j d r r r prathama AvRttinuM prAkathana zrImad rAjacaMdre potAnA TUMkA jIvanamAM je AdhyAtmika siddhi prApta karI hatI teneA paricaya karavAnI mane nAnI vaye abhilASA jAgI hatI. temanAM vacanAnuM sAmAnyapaDyuM vAcana karavAnA sassArA te mArAM pU. mAtA-pitA taraphathI maLyA hatA, paNa vizeSapaNe rasa levAnuM banyuM na hatuM. paNa kAika vakhate te abhilASA pUrNa karavAnI bhAvanA mArAmAM rahyA karatI. peAtAnI nAnI vayamAM ja temaNe khIlavela smaraNazakti, kavitvazakti, avadhAnazakti, jyAtiSajJAna vagere mArA ANatA mukhya viSaya hatAM. evuM te zuM hatuM ke bALavayathI ja A badhI asAmAnya gaNAya tevI zakti temanAmAM khIlI hatI ?- e mArI jijJAsAne mukhya pAyA hatA. cara ca paramakRpALu bhagavAnanI kRpAthI e jijJAsA sa MtASavAne samaya paNa AvyA. I. sa. 1960mAM huM ema. e. thaI, pachI kayAreka pIeca. DI. karavAnA vicAra paNa AvI jatA, paraMtu koI nakkara pAyA baMdhAyA na hatA. mArA adhyApaka DaoN. ramaNabhAI zAha mane pIeca.DI. mATe pUchatA tyAre huM uttara ApatI ke, "ramaNabhAI, tame pIeca. DI. mATe mA dazaka nimAzA tyAre tamArI sauthI pahelI ziSyA ha. thaIza." I. sa. 1966mAM DaoN. ramaNabhAI muMbaI yunivarsiTImAM pIeca. DI. nA mAdaka nimAyA. temaNe e samAcAra mane ApyA, ane mArA pIeca. DI. karavAne vicAra ra AkAra pAmyA. sau prathama "zrImad rAjayaMdranA jIvana ane sAhitya 'ne viSaya tarIke pasaMda karavAne vicAra Avyo, paNa mArgadarzIkA ja abhiprAya pRthvA yogya mAnI e vicAra meM manamAM zamAvyA. paNa, AzrayanI vAta e ja hatI ke, DaoN. ramaNabhAIe mane A pramANe sUcavyu, "sarayubahena, zrImad rAjacaMdramAM tamane rasa che. mane paNa temaneA abhyAsa thAya evI icchA che, tA te viSaya pasaMda thAya tA sAruM, nahiMtara bIjA aneka viSayo che temAMthI pasaMda karI." AthI mane khUba satA thayA. " bhAvatuM tuM ne vede batAvyu ", evA AvakAradAyaka jogAnujoga banI vi AvyA; ane e pramANe I. sa. 1967nA navembaramAM pIeca.DI. mATe vyavasthita abhyAsa zarU karyA. R ra nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn AraMbhamAM tA khUba Anada AvyA. paNa jema jema abhyAsa vadhatA gayA tema tema samajAtuM gayuM ke huM tA sAva nAnakaDI nAMva laIne mahAsamudra taravAnI hAma bhIDI beThI chuM! karavuM zuM ? mArI maryAdAe ane temanuM jJAna spaSTa samajAtAM gayAM. kAreka tA A maryAdAethI akaLAIne upADelu kAryAM cheDI devAnI vRtti paNa AvI jatI. paraMtu paricita vyaktionA protsAhanathI kArya dhIre dhIre AgaLa vadhatuM hatu. temAMthI zrImad rAjacaMdra pratyenA apaNabhAva vadhyA. tethI manAmana temane ja vinaMtI karatI ke "he prabhu, have teA tame kareA te sAcuM, gana vagaranuM kArya upADayu tA che, ra chatAM sAru kAya hovAthI cheTuM paNa kema ? mATe e pUruM karavAnuM baLa tame ja ApA." ane kahevu joIe ke, mArI e vinaMtInA LarUpe, mane cAgya baLa maLatuM gayuM. mAre RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIB

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qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn mATe e varSanA gALAmAM mahAnibadha ( thisIsa) pUNaeN thayA ane navembara 1965mAM e tapAsaNI yunivarsiTIne soMpyA. prabhukRpAe ta pAsa thayA ane Aje tA e chapAine pragaTa paNa thAya che. paraMtu abhyAsakALa daramyAna eTaluM tA samajAI gayuM ke jeTaluM lakhAyu che tenAthI anekagaNuM zrImAM vacanAmAM gati che. ane te paNa jema jema AtmadazA UMcI Ave tema tema ja samaya ema che. vrj rHj rHj rHj is dees dees khaas d naal hHj hj rHj rHj hr raaj rs naal raaj hr rNj hjaar raaj h 5 zrImad peAtAnI hayAtI daramyAna " bhAvanAbeAdha '', " meAkSamALA '", "strInItibAdhaka '" ane puSpamALA " sivAyanI kAI paNa kRtine prasiddhi ApI na hatI. A sAhitya temanA anya zi sAhitya sAthe sAdhita karIne, temanI hayAtI bAda, temanA bhAI zrI manasukhabhAIe C6 paramavruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa ' taraphathI vi. saMvata 1961mAM pragaTa karyuM hatuM. A AvRtti devanAgarI lipimAM pragaTa thaI hatI. 66 ri te pachI vi. saMvata 1970mAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthanI bIjI AvRtti manasukhabhAIe gujarAtI lipimAM pragaTa karI. vi. saM. 1980mAM enI traujI AvRttinuM kArya cAlu thayuM, paNa ta pUrNa thAya te pahelAM ja zrI manasukhabhAInuM avasAna thayuM. eTale apUrNa raheluM e kArya temanA bhANeja zrI hemacaMda TAkarazA mahetAe pUrNa karyuM". A pachI vi. sa. 1982mAM A graMthanI devanAgarI lipimAM bIjI AvRtti pragaTa thaI. A badhI AvRtti parabhuzruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa '' taraphathI pragaTa thaI hatI. te pachI vi. sa. 1991-92mAM zrI hemacaMda AkarazI mahetAe zrImadbhA sAhityane sAta khaMDamAM vibhAjita karI pAMcamI AvRtti pragaTa karI. ane vi. saM. 1997mAM A sAhityanI chaThThI AvRtti paNa zrI hemacaMdabhAIe pragaTa karI. "C te pachI A badhuM sAhitya "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama - agAsa'ne sAMpavAmAM AvyuM. ta ane navuM sa Mzodhana karIne zrImanuM bIjuM keTaluMka sAhitya paNa agAsa " taraphathI zrI brahmacArI govanadAsae zrImad rAjacaMdra zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama - " A. 1mAM vi. saM. 2007mAM pragaTa karyuM. ane e graMthanuM punarmudraNa zrI rAvabhAI desAIe te ja saMsthA taraphathI vi. sa. 2020mAM pragaTa karyuM. Ama zrImanA sAhityanI vividha AvRttio pragaTa thatI rahI che. e sAhityanA judA judA dRSTithI abhyAsa karyA hovAthI A mahAnibadhamAM keTalIka vAra muddAnuM punarAvartana TALI zakAyuM nathI. ethI e doSanI namratApUrvaka kSamA yAcuM chuM. bahu ochA mahAnibadhAne tarata ja tharUpe prakAzita thavAnuM sadbhAgya maLe che. mArA A mahAnibaMdhane evuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDayu' e paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdranI ja kRpAnu phaLa che, ema huM mAnuM chuM. bhAratIya darzIneA ane jaina AgamAnA jANItA vidvAna paMDitavaya murabbI zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlaviyAe mArA pratyenI bhalI lAgaNIthI prerAIne, A mahAnibaMdha pragaTa karavAnI REPERIREA nnnnnnnnn rnnnnnnnn ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 2

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SRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR IM amadAvAdanA suprasiddha zrI jIvana-maNi dvAcanamALA TrasTane bhalAmaNa karI; ane e bhalAmaNane AvakArIne zrI jIvana-maNi savAcanamALA sTa, zrImadanI janmazatAbdInA eka saMbhAraNArUpa, A ja mahAnibaMdha pragaTa karyo. A mATe murabbI zrI dalasukhabhAIne tema ja zrI dhRvana-maNi sadvAcanamALA IDara TrasTanA dharmAnurAgI saMcAlakone huM aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnuM chuM. zrImadanA Taka samAM nirmaLa havanane ane emanI hRdayasparzI nAone samajavAmAM A graMtha tkiMcit paNa upayogI thaI paDaze to mAro A bama kRtakRtya thaya mAnIza. bAkI, A. mahAnibaMdhanuM sarjana karatAM karatAM mane sva-paranAM vicAra-ciMtana karavAno je apa-sva95 lahAvo maLyuM che, e te kayAreya na vIsarI zakAya evo che. evuM sadbhAgya mane punaH punaH prApta thAo, e ja prArthanA. jJAnapaMcama, vi. saM. 2026 13, morabI hAusa gAvA sTrITa, muMbaI - 1 - sarayu 2. mahetA SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS FRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE bIjI AvRttinuM prAkathana zrImada rAjacaMdranI janmazatAbdInA saMbhAraNuM rUpa "zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi " graMtha i. sa. 1970mAM zrI jIvana-maNi savAcanamALA TrasTa taraphathI pragaTa thayo hato. A graMthane sadavAcako taraphathI dhaNe sAro AvakAra maLatAM TUMkA gALAmAM ja A daLadAra graMtha aprApya banI gayo hato. lAMbA samaya sudhI A graMtha anupalabdha rahetAM vAcako taraphathI tenI mAgaNI satata cAlu rahI hatI. bhAme tenuM pharIthI prakAzana karavuM jarUrI banyuM. A jarUriyAtane pUrI karavAnI javAbadArI muMbaInI zrI zreyasa pracAraka sabhAe svIkArI lIdhI ane graMthanuM punarmadraNa zarU thayuM ane ema karatAM pahelI vakhate rahelA a5 mudraNASAne sudhArI levA prayatna paNa karyo che. AzA che ke A vakhate je koI mudraNade rahI javA pAmyA hoya tene sujJa vAcake sudhArI levA pravRtta banaze. A graMthamAM ghaNI pAdanoMdha apAyelI che. temAM vAraMvAra noMdhAyela "ejana" zabda ghaNA vAcakagaNane mUMjhavI gaye jaNAve che. aMgrejImAM "IBID" zabdane A paryAyavAcaka zabda che. tene upayoga A pramANe samajavA sarva vAcakone vinaMtI che : eka avataraNa eka baMdhamAMthI levAmAM AvyuM hoya ane te pachInuM avataraNa te ja graMthamAMthI levAyuM che evuM sUcavavA mATe "ejana" zabda mukAya che. 3 naMbara judA judA hovAthI e AMka sAthe ApavAmAM AvyA che. udA. ta. pahelA prakaraNanI noMdha 4 tathA 5 juo. 5 mI noMdha A pramANe che - "ejana pU. ra04." A sUcave che ke 5 mI nedhanuM avataraNa "zrImad rAjacaMdra agAsa A. 1 ' nA pR. 204 parathI levAmAM AvyuM che. thI noMdhanA anusaMdhAnamAM 5 mI noMdha jevI joIe. eTale ke je noMdha "ejana" zabda sUcave tenA pahelAMnI dhamAM je graMtha noMdhAyo hoya te graMthamAMthI prastuta avataraNu levAyuM che ema samajavuM'. - AzA che ke A khulAsAthI vAcakane vAcananI saraLatA vadhaze. A graMtha dharma jijJAsu vAcake samakSa zrI zreyasa pracAraka sabhA taraphathI prastuta karatAM AnaMda anubhavAya che. ane sAthe sAthe A kAryane saphaLatApUrvaka pAra pADavAmAM jema jema pratyakSa athavA to parokSa rIte sAtha Apyo che te sahuno aMta:karaNapUrvaka upakAra mAnuM chuM. 9 tA. 15-8-1983 che13, morabI hAusa, 9 govA sTrITa, phorTa, muMbaI - 400 001 - sarayu rajanI mahetA RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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nnnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnn~nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn RRRRRRRRRRRR 990 ra trIjI AvRttinuM prAkathana zrImad rAjacaMdranI janmazatAbdInA saMbhAraNA rUpe " zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi " graMtha i. sa. 1970mAM zrI jIvana-maNi sAcanamALA TrasTa taraphathI prakAzita thayA hatA. A mahAnibaMdhane zrImad rAjacaMdranA anuyAyIo tathA bhaktA taraphathI sArA vakAra maLatAM tenI nakalA TraMkA gALAmAM aprApya banI gaI. I. sa. 1986mAM, dhaNA lAMkhA aprAptinA kALa pachI A graMtha zrI zreyasa pracAraka sabhAnA upakrame labhya banyA. pharIthI te graMthanI mAMga rahetAM A trIjI AvRtti prakAzita karavAnuM sadbhAgya I. sa. 1987mAM prApta thayela che. sarva dharma jijJAsu vAcako samakSa A graMthanI takalA zrI zreyasa pracAraka sabhA taraphathI upasthita karatAM AnaMda anubhavAya che. sAthe sAthe A kAryane saphaLatApUrvaka pAra pADavAmAM jemaNe jemaNe pratyakSa temaja parAkSa phALA ApyA che te sahunA upakAra mAnu chuM. ane sahune kRpALudevanI ananya karUNAnI prasAdI prApta thAya tevI aMta:karaNapUrvaka prArthAnA karuM chuM. zrImad rAjacaMdranA vana tathA kavananA abhyAsa, abhyAsI jIvAne AtmazAMti ane Atmavizuddhi artha upakAraka nIvaTa e ja bhAvanA sAthe... sa, 2044, kArtakI pUnama, tA. 5-11-'87 13, meArI hAusa, DaoN. suMdaralAla buTala patha, muMbaI - 400 001 RRRRRRRRRR rarara rarara -sarayu rajanI mahetA ##### nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnphnnnnnknnnnnr tur gee hr gee hooee hr hrr hrr hrr hrr gj gj gj dee

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PRESSRELERERERESEGRETERESIKERSTREKKER x x prakAzakanuM nivedana ex ex ox ox x SSSSSSSSS&SSSSWS88BKKBE ne parama upakArI, AtmasAdhaka saMtapuruSa zrImad rAjacaMdranI janmazatAbdInA puNya prasaMga nimitta, emanA ja maMgalamaya jIvana ane hRdayasparzI sAhityanuM darzana karAvatA A daLadAra graMtha zrI jIvana-maNi savAcanamALA TrasTa taraphathI prakAzita thAya che, ene amane khUba AnaMda che. e mahApuruSanI preraka ane pavitra smRtine AvA sAhitya-sumananuM artha arpaNa karavAne amane avasara maLyo, e amAruM moTuM sadbhAgya che. kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahevA chatAM, niSkalaMka rahI zake evI vyaktio duniyAmAM bahu virala hoya che. parama pUjanIya zrImad AvA ja eka virala puruSa thaI gayA. teo jIvanabhara saMsAramAM 2dhA, athavA kahIe ke saMsArIne veze rahyA, paNa aMtara te emanuM eka Adarza tyAgI, virAgI,. tapasvI jevuM hatuM. emanI jIvanabhAvanAmAM Atmatattvane pAmavAnI utkaTa tAlAvelI bharI hatI, ane emane samagra vyavahAra nigraMthapaNa taraphanI dharmarucithI sabhara hatA. paramArtha ane paramAnaMdane pAmavAnI pitAnI utkaTa jhaMkhanAnuM varNana karatAM zrImad pote ja kahyuM che ke : rAtri ane divasa eka paramArtha viSayanuM ja manana rahe che. ahAra paNa e ja che, nidrA paNa e ja che, zayane paNa e ja che, svapna paNa e ja che, bhaya paNa e ja che, bhAga paNa e ja che, parigraha paNa e ja che, calana paNa e ja che, Asana paNa e ja che. adhika zuM kahevuM ? hA, mAMsa ane tenI majAne eka ja e ja raMganuM raMgana che. eka rAma paNa ene ja jaNe vicAra kare che, ane tene lIdhe nathI kaMI jovuM; gamatuM nathI kaMI sUdhavuM gamatuM nathI kaMi sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI cAkhavuM gamatuM ke nathI kaMI sparzavuM gamatuM, nathI bAlavuM gamatuM ke nathI mauna rahevuM gamatuM, nathI besavuM gamatuM ke nathI UThavuM gamatuM, nathI sUvuM gamatuM ke nathI jagavuM gamatuM, nathI khAvuM gamatuM ke nathI bhUkhyuM rahevuM gamatuM, nathI asaMga gamatA ke nathI saMga gamatA, nathI lamI gamatI ke nathI alakamI gamatI ama che; tathApi te pratye AzAnirAzA kaMI ja UgatuM jaNAtuM nathI. te tApaNa bhale ane na hai tA paNa bhale. e kaMi duHkhanAM kAraNa nathI. du:khanuM kAraNa mAtra viSamAmA che, ane te je sama che tA sarva sukha ja che. e vRttine lIdhe samAdhi rahe che. tathApi bahArathI gRhasthapaNAnI pravRtti nathI thaI zakatI, dehabhAva dekhADo pAlava nathI, AtmabhAvathI pravRtti bAhyathI karavAne Taloka aMtarAya che. tyAre have kema karavuM ? kayA parvatanI guphAmAM javuM ane alopa thaI javuM, e ja raTAya che. tathApi bahAranI amuka saMsArI pravRtti karavI paDe che. te mATe zeka te nathI, tathApi sahana karavA jaiva irachatA nathI. paramAnaMda tyAgI ene Icche paNa kema ?" (zrI sebhAgabhAI upara lakhela patramAMthI; AMka 133mAMthI. ) ra R51JEEBpha8888 TORREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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BEBETREFERRIERREREEEEEEEEEEEEEEERESS A uparathI zrImada pratye aMtaramAM saheje evI bhAvormi jAge che ke, sAce ja teo, saMsAravyavahAra ane vepAra-vaNajanI kAjaLanI koTaDImAM jIvanabhara rahevA chatAM, taddana niSkalaMka jIvana jIvI gayA, ane jaLakamaLanI jema sonI vacce chatAM sauthI alipta evuM urdhvagAmI jIvana jIvavAne eka javalaMta Adarza batAvatA gayA ! i Ama joIe to amRtatatva e kalpanAzIla ane a42 ama25nA Azaka kA khumArIdAra 2 kavinI kalpanA ja lekhAya che. te paNa duniyAne enuM keTaluM badhuM AkarSaNa che ! vaDapaNa ane maraNathI 5ra thavAnuM kene na game bhalA 6 ane nAM e amRta tvane pAmIne aja. amara bananArAne te vizvamAM hajI paNa zodhavAnA ja rahe che ! paNa Ama thavAnuM kAraNa mAnava dehathI ajara-amara banavAnI jhaMkhanAmAM ne jhaMkhanAmAM je sAcesAca jarA ane mRtyuthI sadA-sarvathA alita che, e tattvane nathI pichAnI zarate, e che. Atmatattva e ja amRtave che. AmAM na kayAre vRddha thAya che, na ene kadI mRtyu spazI zake che. jarA ane maraNa e to dehane ja sparze che, dehane ja e svabhAva che. ane amRtatava samu A Amatava te dehe dahe bhavuM paDayuM che - bhale pachI e deha kaMthavA, kIDI ke kuMjara hoya ke deva yA manuSyane heya. paNa je potAnI aMdara ja raheluM che ane mAnavI oLakhI zakatA nathI, ane je bahArathI kayAreya maLI zake ema nathI enI pAchaLa phAMphAM mAryA kare che : saMsAranI A ja mAyA ane gUDhatA che; ane ene bhedIne AgaLa vadhanAra bahu ochA che. jeo e mAyA ane gUDhatAnAM paDAne khaseDIne AtmatattavanuM darzana kare che, ane e tattvane sAkSAtkAra karavA puruSArtha Adare che, te ja amRtarasane AsvAda mANI zake che. ane jeo eka vAra paNa AtmasAdhanAnA amRtarasane AsvAda pAme che, emane saMsAranA bIjA badhA rase phIkA lAge che. zrImad rAjacaMdranA jIvananI are ane emanI sAdhanAnI A rIte ja mulavaNI thavI dhaTe che. emane AtmatattavanA amRta sivAya kazAyanI khevanA na hatI. e tatvane pAmavA ja teo jIvyA ane jIvanabhara jhajhUmyA. emanA AtmadhamaparAyaNa jIvananI A ja apUva siddhi ! zrImaddanuM AyuSya to mAtra 33 varSa jeTaluM TUMkuM hatuM, paNa satata jAgrata rahIne paLapaLane re upayoga karI jANanArane potAnA jIvanane saphaLa banAvavA mATe lAMbA ke TUMkA AyuSyane koI bheda nathI I rahetA. jene ApaNe TUMkuM AyuSya kahIe chIe emAM paNa e jIvanasAdhaka saMte keTaluM mane maMthana karyuM, keTaluM vAcana-nmanana karyuM, keTaluM badhuM ekAMta mauna ane dhyAna karyuM, keTale vepAra ane saMsAra-vyavahAra nibhAvyo, keTalI badhI tapa-tyAga-saMyamanI sAdhanA karI, keTalA badhA abhijijJAsuone mArgadarzana karAvyuM : ane A badhA sAthe, emaNe judA judA viSayane lagatA, gadya ane padya, keTalA badhA sAhityanuM sarjana karyuM ! zrImadanI A jIvanasiddhi AtmAnI anaMta zakti ane zAzvata saMpattinI pratIti karAvavA sAthe bhagavAna mahAvIre vAraMvAra udabodhela apramattatAnuM preraka udAharaNa banI rahe evI che. SERERRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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REKOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRESKE 4374 zrImaddanI A virala jIvanasiddhinuM DuM-jhAjhuM darzana karAvavuM e A graMtharatnane uddeza che. ane e uddeza sArI rIte saphaLa thayo che ema, graMthamAMnI vividha prakAranI vipula ane susaMkalita sAmagrI jotAM, saheje samajI zakAya che. enuM kAraNa e che ke, A graMtha e zrImatI Do. sarayubahena rajanIkAMta mahetAe muMbaI yunivarsiTImAM pIeca.DI.nI DigrI mATe rajU karela mahAnibaMdha (Thesis) hei emAM jhINavaTa ane cokasAIpUrvaka zrImaddanA samagra jIvananuM - eTale ke emanA saMsAravAsanuM, emanI utkaTa AtmasAdhanAnuM ane emanA vipula sAhityasarjananuM - marmasparzI. AdhArabhUta ane sarvagrAhI avalokana karavAmAM AvyuM che. - zrImatI sarayubahena eka saMzodhaka viduSI havA sAthe, bhaktahRdayA bhaginI che, ane zrImad pratye teo vizeSa dharma rAga ane bhakti dharAve che, eTale A mahAnibaMdha mAtra saMzodhananI zuSka vigatonA ane nIrasa aitihAsika mAhitInA saMgraharUpa banavAne badale cIvaTabharyA saMzodhana, hRdayasparzI bhakti ane sa2La-madhura lekhanazailInA triveNIsaMgamarUpa bane che, ane tethI e vizeSa vAcanakSama, rasasabhara ane akarSaka banI zakayo che : A graMthanI A dhyAnapAtra vizeSatA che. ane tethI zrImadUnA jIvana ane kAryane paricaya ApatAM, ane emanA jIvana ane kavananA sugama paricaya dvArA dharmatatvanA amRtarasanI lahANa karavAno prayAsa karatAM atyAra sudhImAM je nAnAM-moTAM saMkhyAbaMdha pustako pragaTa thayAM che. emAM A graMtha pitAnuM AgavuM, gauravabharyuM, viziSTa sthAna meLavI zakaze emAM zaka nathI. have 888888888888555555555555555555555558588888888 eka prajanIya vyaktinA kalyANakAmI jIvananuM surekha darzana karAvatA AvA uttama koTinA graMthanA prakAzananA ame nimina banI zakayA ene amane vizeSa AhUlAda che. A graMtha amArI vAcanamALAnA ItihAsamAM eka zebhAyamAna viziSTa sImAstaMbharUpa banI raheze, e hakIkata paNa amArA mATe gaurava levA jevI che. amArA sahadaya mitra ane jANItA vidvAna paMDita zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyAnI bhalAmaNathI zrImatI Do. sarayubahene A graMtha pragaTa karavAnI amane anumati ApI. A mATe ame zrI dalasukhabhAI vaNayAnA ane zrImatI rArayubahenanA khUba khUba AbhArI chIe. amAre dharmAnurAgI murabbI zrIyuta popaTalAla sAMkaLacaMda zAha, zrImadda pratyenI bhaktithI prerAi. A mahAnibaMdha vAMcI jaine keTalAMka upagI sUcane karyA che. amArA mitra zrI ratilAla dIpacaMda desAIe badhuM lakhANa tapAsIne mudraNane ema karI ApyuM che. bhAI zrI hasamukhalAla amRtalAla parIkhe A graMthanAM prapha tapAsyAM che. suprasiddha caMdrikA prinTarIe AnuM svaccha-sughaDa madraNA karI ApyuM che. ane DI. kakara eNnDa bradhase A maMthanuM bAiDiMga karI ApyuM che. saune ame AbhAra mAnIe chIe. bhAvanAzIlatAthI prerAine zrImatI sarayubahene A graMthanI potAnI rAyaTInI rakama jatI karI che; uparAMta, teonAM sanarA svargastha zrI manasukhalAla jIvarAja mahetAnA zreya nimitte, zrI manasukhabhAInA PREBERRETERESSEREREBRERRRREYEREREREERS

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SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRR 12 saputro taraphathI. A graMthamAM paMdarase rUpiyAnI sahAya maLI che. Ane lIdhe A graMthanI kiMmata 7 rUpiyA jeTalI ochI rAkhavAnuM zakaya banyuM che. AvI bhAvanA ane udAratA dAkhavavA badala ame zrImatI saTyubahenane tathA zrI manasukhabhAInA suputrone hAdika dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. IcchA to hatI ke AvA suMdara graMthanuM yathArtha mUlyAMkana karatI koI sahRdaya vidvAnanI abhyAsaara paNa prastAvanA maLe; ema thaI zakayuM hota to e sonA ane hIrAnA saMcAga jevuM thAta. paNa saMjogavazAta ema na thaI zakayuM, eTale AvI prastAvanA vagara ja A graMtha pragaTa thAya che. jyAM graMtha pote ja potAnI vAtane pratItikara rIte rajU karavAnI kSamatA dharAvato hoya tyAM bhale e graMtha tAnI vAta vAcakanA aMtara sudhI pahoMcADatA H AvA saMtoSa ane samAdhAnanI lAgaNI sAthe ame A graMtha dharmajijJAsuonI sevAmAM ja karIe chIe. - lAlabhAI maNilAla zAha amadAvAda - 7 kArtakI pUnama : zrImad janmadina, vi. saM. 2026 RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRESERBEREERRRRR

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paga para agraNa RUPAUR UR UR PAAAAAAB vibhAga pahelA : prakaNa 1 : zrImada rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA jAgRtine kALa-1, janma, mAtApitA, bAlyakALarUpa, jAtismaraNujJAna-10, zrImaddnI avadhAna zakti-16, zrImad jyAtiSI tarIke-30, zrImad kavi, temanuM sAhitya-35, zrImate pragaTelAM avadhijJAna tathA labdhi-42, zrImadbhu bhASAjJAna tathA graMthAbhyAsa-46, zrIno gRhasthAzrama-51, zrImad krAMtikArI-59, zrImad vepArI tarIke-64, zrImadtu vyaktitva-74, zrImaddna samyagdana thayuM hatuM ?-80, zramanuM aMtima varSa -88, zrImatuM dhArpAka valaNu-92, zrImA paricayamAM vyaktie-100, prasagA--102. AvanAra tathA zakti mahattvanI smaraNIya zrImadUnI vibhAga bIjo : zrImannu kizArAvasthAnu' sAhitya prakaraNa 2 : bhAvanA mAdha bhAvanAbAdha-128, anityabhAvanA-132, azaraNubhAvanA -133, ekatvabhAvanA--136, anyatvabhAvanA-14, azucibhAvanA-142, nivRttikhAdha, sasArabhAvanA-145, AzravabhAvanA-147, saMvarabhAvanA-149, nirjarAbhAvanA-150, lAkasvarUpabhAvanA-150. prakaraNa 3 : 6 meAkSamALA ' 152 samyagdarzana-157, meAkSamALA ''nAM samyakcAritra-169, sahAyabhUta pADA--175, meAkSamALA 'nI padyaracanAo-187, 66 ' mokSamALA '"mAM jainadharmathI anynAdhikapaNuM-194, " meAkSamALA 'tuM khAlAvakhAdhapaNuM-195. prakaraNa 4 : prakINa racanAo << agata camatkArika anukramaNikA zrImad rAjaca'nA jIvananI rUparekhA samyagnAna-16, kathAdaSTAMta-179, .. 199 strInItikheAdhaka vibhAga 1-199, dharma tara padyakRtio-211, avadhAna kAvyA-220, dharmane lagatAM kAvyA-223, dvAdazAnuprekSA-230, jIvAjIvavibhakti-233, muni mAgama-234, svarAyanAna paranI TIkA-236, jIvatattva sabadhI vicAra-237, puSpamALA '-237, sAtase| mahAnItinAM vAkaco vacanasaptazatI-204, 66 vacanAmRta ''-241, prakIrNu bAdhavayatA-242. 66 RRRQU9KRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 3 18 nnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR vibhAga trIjo : zrImadanI kizorAvasthA pachInI taravavicAraNA - padyamAM prakaraNa 5 : "AtmasiddhizAstra" .. 240 AtmAddhizAstranI racanA mATenuM nimitta-50, "AmAMsaddhiAnA mananane adhikArI varga, zrImaddanI daSTie-251, zrImad gaNelA adhikArIo para "Atmasiddhi ane paDele prabhAva-253 AtmasiddhizAstra "nI gaMthamAM prasiddhi -255. "AtmasiddhizAstra"nA anuvAda ane abhyAsa-256, * AtmasiddhizA ''mAM vartAne paNazalI-219, maMgalAcaraNa-261, kaMtharacanAne / mokSamAga kayAre pamAya ?-26 8, mahAbhya-26 5. matAthI jIvanAM lakSaNe-269, AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNe-272, AtmAnAM cha pada-74, prathama pada : AtmA che -278 bIju pada : AtmA nitya che-82, trIjuM pada : AtmA katAM che-286, cothuM pada : AmA be che-289. pAMcamuM pada : mekSa che-291, cha pada : mokSane upAya che-293, ziSyane bAdhabIjanI prApti--298, upasaMhAra.-300, " Atmasiddhi" vadarzanane sAra-303, ** AtmasiddhizAha"nI maulikatA-31, AtmasiddhizA'nI lekabAgyanA 12. prakaraNa 6 : apUrva avasara pUrva vibhAga-3) , ( nitha thavAnI bhAvanA-kara', nigraMthanAM lakSA-3ra3, samyagdarzana-327, nigraMthanuM AtmacAritra-2) uttaravibhAga-56, (kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa, kevaLInI dazA-361, mokSanuM varNana- 67, upasaMhAra-01.) prakaraNa 7 : prakIrNa padyaracanAo ... 377 zrImadranI hiMda racanAo-339, aMgata ticaka racanAo-389, mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa karatI racanAo-394, jaDa-cetanane bheda batAvatI 2canAo: 403, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sarva bhavya sAMbhaLo - 406, prabhu pratye dInatva-409, aMtima saMdeza-11. vibhAga cA : zrImadanI kizorAvasthA pachInI tAcAra - gadyamAM prakaraNa 8: zrImadanI tattvavicAraNA - patromAM %888 6:5makA- 1, saMsAra-422, sukhadu:kha-dara, madacaMdela, sArIra-4ra 5, kama-27, kaSAya- 829, jIvanA dIva-831, parigraha-433, pramAda-apramAi-433, vyavahArarAddhi-434, AbhA-435, AtmA eka ke aneka ?-436,dharma 467, kalyANa- 438, tyAga, sarvasaMgaparityAga-3 8, pazcaryA-440, indriya-4, vairAga-441, asaMgatA- 42, dhyAna-842, sasurA, rAzAstra-143, mumukSa, mumukSatA-444, gurunI AvazyakatA-44, satyarupa-jJAnI koNa ?-446, haira 70 ra KERKEKKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ke puruSane oLakhe ?-447, satsaMgamAM Avazyaka vastuo-447, sapuruSanI, jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnuM phaLa-448, jJAnInI avajJAnuM phaLa-4pa0, chera satsaMganI durlabhatA-tanA viyoge jIvanuM kartavya - 50. bhakti-451, samyagdarzana-4pa, kSAyika samakita A kALa saMbhave -456, samyagdaSTine siddhio sAtheno saMbaMdha-456, midaSTi- 1857, samyagdarzananuM mAhAsya-457, jJAnInI dazA, svarUpa-458, jJAnI.ajJAnI vacane baMda-459, jJAna ane tenA prakAra-460, 'kavaLajJAna-461, jJAna, vijJAna-463, jati smaraNajJAna, punarjanma-64, mokSa -464, paMcamahAta-66, muninA AcAra-466, padazanamImAMsA-667, jainadharma-468, jaina mAga pragaTa kahevAne yogya keNa 4-468, zrImaddanI daSTie jena dharmanI vartamAna sthiti-468, zrImanI matamatAMtara vizenI daSTi-49, jagatanuM svarU5-470, upadezabaMdha ane siddhAMtabadha-471. 43 prakaraNa 9 : rojanIzI, noMdhapethI ityAdi ... 474 samuracaya vacacaryA-475, zrImaddanA svahastAkSaranI beMdhabuka-476, rajanIzI-478, AvyaMtara pariNAma avalokana-482, stanoMdha 1-482, hastamaiMdha 2-485, hastadha 3-486. prakaraNa 10 : prakIrNa gadyaracanAo ... 488 pratimAsiddhi-48, saMyatidharma- 493, paMcAstikAya-494, vyasaMgrahanI gAthAone anuvAda-500, cha padane patra-500, AnaMdaghanajInI stAvanAvali-vivecana-pa02, ke "samayasAra" nATakanI gAthAnI samajaNa-505, ATha yogadaSTinI sajhAyanI kaDInI samajaNa-506, mokSasiddhAMta-507, vyaprakAza-pa07, jenamArgaviveka-508, zIrSaka vinAnA apUrNa lekho-pa08, suvacane-509. 88888888888888888 Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu Lu prakaraNa 11 : zrImadunA upadezanI levAyelI noMdha ... .. ... 514 upadezanoMdha-515, upadeza chAyA--para0, vyAkhyAnamAra-1-530, vyAkhyAnanusAra 2-34. vibhAga pAMcamA : zrImane svapara AtmavikAsamAM phALo prakaraNa 12 : zrImaddane kAmika AtmavikAsa ... ... 141 A tabakko pahelo : maMthanakALa-54ra, tabakko bIje : vItarAga mAga pratinuM valaNa-544, 2 tabakko trIjoH samyajJAnanI prApti-papara, tabakko cotha : kavaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA-pa6 ka. che prakaraNa 13: zrImadune anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva ... . . . 572 ne zrImad ane juThAbhAI--pa74, zrImadda ane manasukhabhAi-pa78, zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI-582, he zrImadda ane aMbAlAlabhAi -pa9ra, zrImadda ane laghurAja svAmI -601, zrImad ane sobhAgabhAI-621. che PERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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prakaraNa 1 jIvanarekhA AgaNusamI sadInA pUrvArdhamAM briTiza sattAne ghaNe jhaDapI vikAsa thayo. mAtra vepAra arthe hiMdamAM AvelI aMgreja prajAe bhAratanA rAjakAraNamAM paNa praveza karyo, ane potAnI sattA jhaDapathI vadhAravA mAMDI. e arasAmAM iMgleMDamAM audyogika krAMti thaI rahI hatI, tethI tene mATe jarUrI kAco mAla meLavavA tathA kArakhAnAmAM utpanna thayelo mAla khapAvavA temane mATe hiMda jevuM saMsthAna hovuM khUba jarUrI hatuM. bIjI bAju hiMdanA rAjavIomAM saMpa ane mutsaddIgIrIno abhAva najare paDatuM hatuM. TUMkA svArthanI ja najare jotA rAjavIoe dezanuM hita visAre pADayuM hatuM. tethI teone aMdara aMdara laDAvI mArI potAnI sattA vadhAravAnuM kAma aMgrejo mATe saheluM banI gayuM. laDa DelahAujhIe khAlasAnIti akhatyAra karIne briTiza sAmrAjyanI sattA ghaNuM vadhArI dIdhI, paNa tema karatAM karatAM teNe dezI rAjAone pAyamAla karyA, tathA temanA haka DUbADaDyA; jethI teomAM asaMtoSa vyApyA. bIjI bAju A vepArI prajAe potAnI sattAne upayoga bhAratano vepAra AMcakI levA mATe karyo. hiMdamAMthI ja sastA bhAve kAco mAla laI, tene potAnAM kArakhAnAomAM zuddha banAvI athavA temAMthI cIjavastuo taiyAra karI hiMdane ja vecavA dvArA eNe hiMdanA hunnara-ugeno nAza karyo. pariNAme lAkha kArIgaro bekAra banyA ane bhUkhamarA Adine lIdhe prajAmAM paNa asaMteSa vyA. vaLI, Arthika kSetre thayelI potAnI barabAdIne khyAla paNa hiMdane have savizeSapaNe AvavA lAgyuM hatuM. kArIgaronI rejI tUTatAM, teo khetIvADI tarapha vaLyA. tyAM paNa bhAre mahesUla Adine kAraNe temane muzakelIo naDatI hatI. vaLI kAco mAla briTana jate, ane taiyAra thayela mAla tyAMthI anekagaNI kimate hiMdamAM pAcho Avate. e rIte hiMdanI aDhaLaka lakSamI briTanamAM kheMcAI jatI hatI. Ama Arthika kSetre paNa A samaya hiMdane zeSaNakALa ja hato. vaLI, hiMdamAM iMgleMDathI dharmapracArake AvIne khristI dharmanA pracAra karavA lAgyA, ane hiMdIone dharma parivartana karavA samajAvavA lAgyA. dharma para thayeluM A AkramaNa lokone vasamuM lAgyuM, ane aMgrejo dharma parivartana karAvavA mATe ja hiMdamAM AvyA che tevI bhayanI lAgaNI lokamAM pesatAM, temane paNa asaMtoSa vaLe. A badhAM uparAMta lazkaramAM ghaNe vizeSa asaMtoSa hato. hiMdI sainikenI kaI

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zrImAna jIvanasiddhi gaNatarI nahatI. temanAM sukha-sagavaDa mATe koI upAya jAtA nahatA. ane vaLI, senikane vaTalAvavA gaumAMsa khavaDAvavAmAM Ave che evI aphavA phelAI hatI, tene lIdhe te asaMteSa AsamAne pahoMcyo hate. Ama briTiza rAjazAsane verelI dhArmika, Arthika, sAmAjika ane rAjakIya barabAdInA pariNAmathI kevI prajAe I. sa. 1857mAM baLavo pokAryo. aneka jagyAe svAtaMtryasaMgrAma zarU thayo. paNa pUrI ektA, zakti, anubhava vagerenA abhAvathI te dabAI gayo. tenuM tAtkAlika pariNAma e AvyuM ke saghaLo vahIvaTa raNa vikaTeriyAnI hakumata heThaLa Avyo ane prajAnAM duHkha dUra karavAne DhaMDhare rANIe I. sa. 1858mAM piTAvyo. Ama A samaya rAjakIya aMdhAdhUMdhIne hato. - A rIte aMgrejonA amalathI ApaNuM samagra rASTrajIvana cUMthAI gayuM hatuM. paraMtu baLavA pachI rASTranA ghaDatara mATe cogaradama vividha pravRttio zarU thavA lAgI hatI, ane e cha e alI keLavaNInA pratApe rASTranA punarutthAnanI zarUAta thaI hatI. AgaLa jatAM agendra zAsane ApelI keLavaNI hiMdane varadAnarUpa thaI. - I. sa. 1857mAM muMbaI, madrAsa ane kalakattA yunivarsiTInI sthApanA thaI, ane ApaNu yuvAne aMgrejI keLavaNI pAmIne bahAra nIkaLavA lAgyA. I. sa. 1857 AsapAsanA saMkSAbhakALane eka dasake vItyA pachI hiMdamAM saMsArasudhAre, dezanI AbAdI, keLavaNI ane dharmoddhAranAM bIja vavAvAnI zarUAta thaI hatI. 1mI sadInA pUrvArdhamAM prajA nirakSara ane vahemI banI gaI hatI. sAmAjika rUDhio eTalI prabaLa banI gaI hatI ke loko tenI viruddha jaI zakatA na hatA. teo saMkucita duniyAmAM vasatA hatA, ane kUpamaMDUka jevI emanI dazA hatI. temAMthI lokone choDAvavA aMgrejI saMskRtine saMparka pAmelA yuvAne kaTibaddha thayA, ane sAmAjika kSetre sudhArAne pavana phUMkAyo. saM. 182lmAM satI thavAno rivAja rAjA rAmamohanarAye baMdha karAvyuM. kanyA-keLavaNa para bhAra mukAvA lAgyo. IzvaracaMdra vidyAsAgara, ramAbAI rAnaDe, narmadAzaMkara, dAdAbhAI, sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa vageree kanyA-keLavaNIne sAro pracAra karyo. sara jamazedajI tAtA jevAe audyogika kSetre pahela karI. hidanI aDhaLaka lakSamI. paradezamAM ghasaDAtI joI, hiMdamAM kArakhAnAM nAkhavAnI temaNe zarUAta karIne lakamane dezamAM ja rAkhavAne puruSArtha upADyo. dharmakSetre paNa sudhAraNAnA prayAse cAlu thayA hatA. briTiza amala daramyAna lokomAM AvelI sAMpradAyikatAnI jaDa kADhavA rAjA rAmamohanarAya vagere AgaLa AvyA. aMdhazraddhALa lokee apanAvela kurUDhio, vaheme sAme temaNe jehAda jagADI ane sane 1828mAM brAhmasamAjanI sthApanA thaI. temAM zikSita baMgALIo joDAtAM, te vividhalakSI sudhArAnuM kendra banyuM.

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1. jIvanarekhA brAhmasamAjanI asara hiMdanA bIjA bhAgomAM paNa thaI. muMbaI, gujarAta vagere jagyAe teNe "prArthanAsamAja"nuM rUpa lIdhuM. jasTisa mahAdeva goviMda rAnaDe ane De. bhAMDArakara tenA AdyasaMsthApaka hatA. temaNe prArthanAnuM mahatva vadhAryuM, ane sAthe sAthe samAjasudhAre, keLavaNI vagere kAryo paNa upADavAM. AryasamAjIe brAhmasamAjI karatAM zeDA AgaLa vadhyA. temaNe vedadharma ane vaidika saMskRti e ja sAcAM evo pracAra karyo. enA praNetA hatA. svAmI dayAnaMda sarasvatI. prathama muMbaI ane pachI paMjAbamAM temaNe " Arya samAjanI sthApanA karI. temaNe nAtajAtanA bheda, strIonI gulAmI dazA vagere hiMdu dharmanA saDAo dUra karavAnI pravRtti upADI e ja arasAmAM pUrva baMgALamAM rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa ane svAmI vivekAnaMdanA prayatna cAlu thayA hatA. teone mana vedanI saMskRtinuM mUlya ghaNuM hatuM. chatAM duniyAnA dharmo pratye temane saddabhAva hato. rAmakRSNanA maThA Thera Thera sthApavAnI hilacAla zarU thaI hatI. rAmakRSNanA ziSyo paikI svAmI vivekAnaMda jagaprasiddha thayA hatA. e jamAnAnI AdhyAtmika pravRttimAM thiyosephInuM paNa sthAna che. tenI thoDI zarUAta baLavA pachInA dazakAmAM thaI gaI hatI. A arasAmAM eTale ke baLavA pachI lagabhaga 10-12 varSa, lokamAnya tilaka, gopAlakRSNa gokhale vagere hiMdanA rAjakIya kSetramAM bhAga lenAra ApaNa netAone keLavaNIkALa cAlato hato. gujarAtamAM sudhArakayuga ane paMDitayugano e samanvaya kALa hato. evA samaye, mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA janma pahelAM lagabhaga poNA be varSe, kAThiyAvADanA morabI najIkanA vavANiyA baMdara nAmanA nAnA gAmanA eka vaNika kuTuMbamAM, vi. saM. 1924nA kArtakI pUnama ane ravivAra tA. 9-11-1867nA roja zrImada rAjacaMdrane janma thaye hato. A uparathI joI zakAya che ke zrImaddane janma 1857nA atihAsika baLavA pachI daza varSe, sAmAjika, Arthika, dhArmika vagere sudhArAnA kALamAM thayo hato.1 janma, mAtApitA, bAlyakALa pUrvanA bhegI jevA A mahAnubhAvane janma mAtA devabAInI kUkhe vaNika kuTuMbamAM thayo hato. temanA pitAnuM nAma ravajIbhAI paMcANabhAI mahetA hatuM. zrImadane eka nAnA bhAI tathA cAra bahena hatAM, temAM eka bahena meTAM ane traNa bahena temanAthI nAnAM hatAM. bhAInuM nAma manasukhabhAI tathA bahenonAM nAma anukrame zivakuMvarabAI, jhabakabAI, menAbAI ane jIjIbAI hatAM. 1. AjathI lagabhaga 900 varSa pahelAM, vi. saM. 1145mAM, eTale ke gujarezvara kumArapAlanA samayamAM, "kalikAlasarvajJa"nuM biruda dharAvanAra mahAna zrImad hemacaMdrAcAryane janma paNa kAtakI pUrNimAe dhaMdhukAmAM thayo hato.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zrImadanAra pitAmaha paMcANabhAI merabI tAbenA mANekavADAmAM rahetA hatA. vi. saM. 189ramAM potAnA bhAI ethI judA thaI potAnI milakta laI, teo vavANiyA AvyA, ane tyAM makAna kharIdIne vasyA. e ja makAnamAM zrImada rAjacaMdrane janma thayo. paMcANabhAInA bhAyAto Aje paNa mANekavADAmAM hayAta che. paMcANabhAI e vavANiyAmAM vahANavaTAno dhaMdhe cAlu karavAnI sAthe vyAjavaTAvane dhaMdhe paNa cAlu karyuM hatuM, jenAthI temanI mahetA aTaka zarU thaI. paMcANabhAIne putra jIvatA na hatA, tethI keInA kahevAthI vavANiyAthI eka mAIla dUra AvelA ravIcidevInA sthAnakanI temaNe bAdhA rAkhI. tyAra bAda vi. saM. 1902mAM temane tyAM putrane janma thayo. te putranuM nAma ravIcidevInA nAmanA AdhAre ravajIbhAI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. paMcANudAdAe 98 varSanuM AyuSya bhogavyuM hatuM. teo vaiSNava dharma pALatA hatA. ravajIbhAI e 14 varSanI vayathI vepAramAM jhaMpalAvyuM. temane vyAja vaTAvanA dhaMdhAne lIdhe AjubAjunAM gAmaDAMmAM pharavAnuM thatuM. te uparAMta teo vavANiyAna tema ja anya jagyAonA ThAkorajInA maMdiramAM vArtA-vinadAthe jatA. DAyarAomAM paNa teo hAjarI ApatA. teo paNa vaiSNava dharma pALatA. teo ghaNA sevAbhAvI hatA. ravajIbhAInAM lagna mAliyAnivAsI rAghavajIbhAInI putrI devabAI sAthe thayelAM. keTalAka temanuM nAma meMghIbAI paNa Ape che. devabAI janakuLamAMthI AvyAM hovAne lIdhe jana saMskAra lAvyAM hatAM. teo te dharma pALatAM. teo paNa temanA pati ravajIbhAInI jema ghaNuM sevAbhAvI hatAM. A sevAbhAvI daMpatIne kuLadIpaka putranAM mAtApitA thavAnI AziSo keTalIka mahatvanI vyaktio taraphathI maLI hatI, te jANavuM rasaprada che. ravajIbhAI sAdhusaMtenI nisvArthabhAve sevA karatA. te pramANe temaNe eka phakIranI paNa lAMbA samaya sudhI sevA karI hatI. temanI sevAthI prasanna thaI phakIre ravajIbhAIne AziSa ApI ke teo eka dIrdhAyuSI tathA pratApazALI putranA pitA thaze. phakIre eka divase ravajIbhAIne savAramAM lAvyA hatA. have banyuM evuM ke te ja divase ravajIbhAIne tyAM mahemAna AvyA, tethI teo dharmasaMkaTamAM mukAyA. je teo mahemAnanI pUrI AgatAsvAgatA karyA pachI phakIra pAse jAya te ghaNuM moDA pahoMce ane ema ne ema jAya te atithidharma | mahemAnanuM kAmakAja jhaTapaTa patAvI teo phakIra pAse javA nIkaLyA. tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre temanI dhAraNA karatAM vizeSa maDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. temane jeI phakIra belyA ke - 2. zrImad rAjacaMdra temanA bhakto ane anuyAyIomAM "zrImadda ", "kRpALudeva", "paramakapALadeva ", "sAheba" vagere nAmathI ja oLakhAya che. AthI A mahAnibaMdhamAM paNa temanuM pUruM nAma "zrImad rAjacaMdra"na lakhatAM, temane mATe "zrImad " e TUMkA nAmane ja upayoga karyo che.

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1. jIvanarekhA "ravajI, tuma bahota moDA AyA. acchA ravajI, tereku do laDakA hoyagA. eka bar3A nAma nikAle asA hogA. dUsarA bhI ThIka acchA hogA. donu laDakA tumArA aura inakA bota acchA nAma nikAlegA asA hogA. paNa rabajI, tuma bahota moDA AyA. vakhata calA gayA. inakA AyuSyoM phera paDegA asA mAlUma hotA hai. ravajI, aba isa duniyAse calA jAtA hUM, tuma ghara para jAo. tera mA rojA. pachI ravajIbhAI ghera AvyA. bIje divase tapAsa karI te phakIra hatA nahi. moDA javA mATe temane khUba aphasesa thayo. ravajIbhAIne tyAM eka vRddha ADatiyA avAranavAra AvatA hatA. eka vakhata teo ravajIbhAIne tyAM AvyA pachI sakhata bImAra thaI gayA. te vakhate devabAIe khUba ja sevAbhAvathI temanI cAkarI karI. te sevAthI prasanna thaIne ADatiyAe "tamane prabhAvazALI putra prabhu Ape" evI aMtaranI AziSa devabAIne ApI. ItihAsa kahe che ke e AziSa phaLI hatI. devabAIe temanAM sAsu-sasarAnI paNa khUba ja sevAcAkarI karI hatI. muzkelInA samayamAM temaNe potAnAM ghareNAM paNa sAsu-sasarAne ApI dIdhAM hatAM. A baMne vaDIle devabAI para khUba prasana rahetAM, ane devabAIne teo devI ja mAnatAM. teo baMne devabAInI kUkhe pratApazALI rana pAke tevI aMtaranI AziSe vAraMvAra ApatAM. sevA dvArA bAMdhelA puNyanA pratApathI A daMpatIne tyAM vi. saM. 1924mAM, kAkI pUname, zrImad rAjacaMdrane janma thayo. zrImaddane janmanuM nAma lakSmInaMdana ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, paraMtu vi. saM. 1928mAM, temanI cAra varSanI vaye, te nAma badalIne temane rAyacaMda-rAjacaMdra nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, je kAyama rahyuM hatuM. zrImadanuM bALapaNu AnaMdamAM vItyuM hatuM. ramatagamata tathA bALaceSTAomAM temane sAta varSa sudhIno samaya pasAra thayo hato. tema chatAM nikhAlasatA, tejasvitA, smaraNazakti vagere keTalAka guNe temanAmAM te vaye paNa pragaTa thayA hatA. pitAnA sAta varSanI vaya sudhInA kALa vize zrImadda "samuracayavayacaryA"mAM lakhe che ke - "sAta varSa sudhI ekAMta bALavayanI ramatagamata sevI hatI. eTaluM mane te veLA mATe smRtimAM che ke vicitra kalpanA-kalpanAnuM svarUpa ke hetu samajyA vagara-mArA AtmAmAM thatI hatI. ramatagamatamAM paNa vijaya meLavavAnI ane sahaja rAjezvara jevI UMcI padavI meLavavAnI parama jijJAsA hatI. vastra paheravAnI, svaccha rAkhavAnI, 3. ahIM jaNAvyA pramANe ravajIbhAIne be putro thayA hatA, te suvidita che. A vAta vize teo vavANiyAmAM dhaNune vigatathI jaNAvatA hatA. te parathI ghaNue te vize noMdha lIdhI che. te mATe juo "zrImad rAjacaMdra ardha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha, pR. 55.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi khAvApIvAnI, sUvA besavAnI, badhI videhI dazA hatI. chatAM hADa garIba hatuM. te dazA haju bahu sAMbhare che. atyAranuM vivekI jJAna te vayamAM hota te mane mokSa mATe jhAjhI jijJAsA raheta nahi, evI niraparAdhI dazA hovAthI punaH punaH te sAMbhare che." sAta varSanI vaye zrImade abhyAsa karavAnI zarUAta karI hatI. temanI samajaNazakti ane smaraNazakti e vaye paNa eTalI tIvra hatI ke temaNe be varSanA samayamAM gujarAtI sAte copaDIne abhyAsa pUrNa karyo hato, eTaluM ja nahi, je vyakti pAsethI temaNe zikSaNa levAnI zarUAta karI hatI, te vyaktine abhyAsa pUro karyA pachI te copaDIne baMdha karyo hato. temanuM vAcana paNa vizALa hatuM. je pustaka hAthamAM Ave te teo jhaDapathI vAMcI jatA, ane tene bodha smRtimAM grahI letA. temanI AvI addabhuta smRti mATe anya vyaktio temanA tarapha khUba mAnanI najare jotI. potAnI zakti vize temaNe lakhelI "samuccayavayacaryA"mAM lakhyuM che ke - sAta varSathI agyAra varSa sudhIne kALa keLavaNI levAmAM hatuM. Aje mArI smRti jeTalI khyAti bhogave che, teTalI khyAti bhogavavAthI te kaMIka aparAdhI thaI che, paNa te kALe niraparAdhI smRti hovAthI eka ja vAra pAThanuM avalokana karavuM paDatuM hatuM, chatAM khyAtine hetu na hatA, eTale upAdhi bahu ochI hatI. smRti evI baLavattara hatI ke jevI smRti bahu ja thoDA manuSyamAM A kALe, A kSetre haze. abhyAsamAM pramAdI bahu hatuM. vAtaDAhya, ramatiyALa ane AnaMdI hato. pATha mAtra zikSaka je veLA vaMcAve te ja veLA vAMcI tene bhAvArtha kahI ja. e bhaNInI nizcitatA hatI. te veLA prIti-saraLa vAtsalyatA- mArAmAM bahu hatI. sarvathI ekatva iccha, sarvamAM bhrAtRbhAva hoya to ja sukha, e mane svAbhAvika AvaDayuM hatuM. lokamAM kaI paNa prakArathI judAInA aMkuro jeto ke mAruM aMtaHkaraNa raDI paDatuM. te veLA kalpita vAta karavAnI mane bahu Teva hatI. AThamA varSamAM meM kavitA karI hatI, te pAchaLathI tapAsatAM samApa hatI. abhyAsa eTalI tvarAthI karI zakyo hato ke je mANase mane prathama puratakane betha devo zarU karyo hato, tene ja gujarAtI keLavaNu ThIka pAmIne te ja copaDIne pAcho bodha meM karyo hato. tyAre keTalAka kAvyagraMtha meM vAMcyA hatA. tema ja aneka prakAranA bodhagraM-nAnA-ADAavaLA-meM joyA hatA, je prAye haju smRtimAM rahyA che. tyAM sudhI mArAthI svAbhAvika rIte bhadrikapaNuM ja sevAyuM hatuM; huM mANasajAtane- bahu vizvAsu hata; svAbhAvika sRSTiracanA para mane bahu prIti hatI."5 zrImad pitAnI smaraNazaktine lIdhe ghaNI varAthI abhyAsa pUro karI zakyA hatA. vaLI, hoziyAra hovAne kAraNe, teo anya vidyArthIonuM vargakAma letA, ane e rIte vargazikSakanuM kArya paNa karatA. paraMtu temanAmAM svAbhAvika rIte rahelA nikhAlasatA, 4. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 203. 5. ejana, pR. 204,

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1. jIvanarekhA bhadrikatA, saraLa vAtsalya, vizvAsupaNu Adi guNone lIdhe teo vidyArthIvarganA. paNa eTalA ja prItipAtra hatA. vidyArthIonI temanA para kevI prIti hatI, te vize ApaNane nIcenA prasaMga parathI jANavA maLe che. eka vakhata zrImadane zikSake Thapako Apyo. tethI teo bIje divase zALAe na gayA. bIjA vidyAthIoe jANyuM ke rAyacaMdabhAI zALAe gayA nathI, tethI teo paNa zALAe na jatAM rAyacaMdabhAI pAse gayA. zrImadda temane laI khetaramAM gayA ane tyAM jhADanA chAMyA nIce temane pATha zIkhavADavA lAgyA. zikSake zALAmAM koI vidyAthIne na je. tethI tema banavAnuM kAraNa temaNe vicAryuM. vicAratAM temane Agale divase rAyacaMdabhAIne Apela Thapake yAda Avyo. tethI teo temanI zodhamAM khetare gayA, ane badhAne manAvI zALAmAM laI AvyA. zALAne abhyAsa choDyA pachI zrImadda anya pustakone ghera rahIne niyamathI abhyAsa karatA. aMgrejI zIkhavAnI zarUAta paNa temaNe karI hatI. ane sAmAnya vAMcavA-lakhavA pUratuM jJAna meLavI te bhASAne abhyAsa paNa cheDyo hato. saMskRta, ardhamAgadhI ane hiMdI bhASAo para temaNe svataMtra rIte abhyAsa karIne sAro e kAbU meLavyo hato. paraMtu kaI paNa zAstrIya kahI zakAya e prakArane abhyAsa, tIvra smaraNazakti tathA samajazakti hovA chatAM, temaNe karyo na hato. A badhAMnuM kAraNa bALavayathI ja temanAmAM AvelI vairAgyavRttinuM hatuM. tethI abhyAsa na thavA badala temane kadI akasesa thayo nahate. abhyAsa choDayA pachI tera varSanI uMmara sudhI zrImad pitAne samaya graMthavAcanamAM, vividha bhASAnAM graMthAvalokanamAM, lokasamudAyamAM besI vArtA-vicAraNA karavAmAM tathA anya evAM kAryomAM pasAra karyo hato. e arasAmAM temaNe "pravINasAgara" jevA graMthe tathA rAma ItyAdinAM caritro vagerenuM vAcana karyuM hatuM. A uparAMta zrImade potAnA pitAmaha pAsethI kRSNa-kIrtananAM pado, judA judA avatAronA camatkAranA prasaMge bALavayamAM sAMbhaLyA hatA. te badhAthI prabhAvita thaIne zrImad bALavayamAM rAmadAsajI nAmanA sAdhu pAse bALalIlAmAM kaMThI baMdhAvI hatI. teo kRSNanAM darzana karavA mATe dararoja jatA hatA. Ama bALavayamAM temanAmAM vaiSNava saMpradAyane raMga vizeSa hatuM. samaya pasAra thatAM temane vavANiyAmAM jenene saMga vadhyo hato. temanA saMgamAM temane jaina dharmanAM pratikamaNasatra, sAmAyikasUtra tathA anya graMtho vAMcavA maLyA. te graMthanI ucca bhAvanAne lIdhe zrImadane jainadharmamAM prIti vadhI. tevAmAM temaNe baMdhAvelI kaThI tUTI gaI, paraMtu temaNe te pharIthI baMdhAvI nahi. A prasaMga, temanA jaNAvyA pramANe, lagabhaga temanI tera varSanI uMmare banyo hato. tera varSanI vaya pachIthI teo temanA pitAnI dukAne besatA, ane tyAMnuM kAmakAja saMbhALatA. kurasadanA samayamAM temaNe kAvyanA aneka graMtho vAMcyA hatA. keTalIka vakhata 6 vizeSa vigata mATe juo A prakaraNane "zrImanuM bhASAjJAna tathA zAstrAbhyAsa" vibhAga.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi teo padyanI racanA paNa karatA. karacha darabAra temane bolAve tyAre, keTaleka utAro karI ApavA, teo temane utAre paNa jatA, kAraNa ke temanA akSara ghaNuM suMdara hatA. zrImada dukAne besatA te kALa vize teo potAnI "samuccayavayacaryA"mAM lakhe che ke - "huM mArA pitAnI dukAne besatuM ane mArA akSaranI chaTAthI karacha darabArane utAre mane lakhavA belAve tyAre huM tyAM ja. dukAne meM nAnA prakAranI lIlAlahera karI che, aneka pustaka vAMcyAM che, rAma ItyAdikanAM caritro para kavitAo racI che, saMsArI tRSNAo karI che; chatAM kaIne meM e adhika bhAva kahyo nathI ke ochuM, adhikuM teLI dIdhuM nathI, e mane eNkkasa sAMbhare che."7 pitAnI vRttio anya jagyAe ramatI hovA chatAM, potAnI pharajamAM jarA paNa cUka na AvavA devAnI, kartavyapAlananI buddhi zrImaddamAM bALavayathI ja hatI. te ApaNe uparanA avataraNamAM joI zakIe chIe. teo bALavayathI ja pIDha banI gayA hatA. sAta varSanI vaye temane jAtimiraNajJAnanI zarUAta thaI hatI, je jJAna pachIthI vardhamAna thatuM gayuM hatuM. tenI sAthe temanI smaraNazakti, avadhAnazakti, jyotiSanuM jJAna, kavitvazakti vagere zaktiomAM paNa vadhAre thayo hato. vaLI, 22 varSanI vaye gRhasthAzramamAM pravezyA hovA chatAM, vyApAramAM paDyA hovA chatAM ane te vizenuM pUrNa kartavyapAlana karatA hovA chatAM zrImadanI aMtaraMgazreNI te AtmArtha pratinI ja rahI hatI. ane tethI temaNe vIza varSanI vaya pachIthI potAnI pratyeka zaktione aMtaramAM zamAvI dIdhI hatI. te zaktio batAvatA jAhera prayoge temaNe baMdha karI dIdhA hatA. A badhI zaktio zrImadamAM kyAre, kevI rIte ane keTalA pramANamAM khIlI hatI te vize joIe. jAtismaraNajJAna jAtismaraNajJAna eTale potAnA pUrvabhavonuM jJAna. bAlyakALamAM je kaMI anubhavyuM hoya, joyuM hoya tenI smRti moTapaNe ghaNAne rahetI nathI, te kaIkane rahe paNa che. smRti na hoya chatAM bAlyakALa ke garbhavAsa che te nizcita che, te pramANe pitAnA pUrvabhavanuM jJAna jIvone hoya ke na hoya, paNa pUrvabhava che te nizcita che. AgaLane deha choDatI vakhate ajJAnanAM AvaraNane lIdhe, bAhya cIjamAM jIva rahI javAne lIdhe tathA bIjA aneka kAraNosara jIvane potAnA pUrvabhavanI smRti rahetI nathI. teno artha e nathI ke pUrvabhava nathI. je smRti ADenuM paDaLa khasI jAya te pUrvanA bhava ke bhavonuM jJAna thAya che. A jJAna eTale zuM te vize " vyAkhyAna sAra"mAM zrImadanAM vacane maLe che ke - 7. "zrImad rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 205

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1. jIvanarekhA "jAtismaraNa jJAna e matijJAnane bheda che. pUrva paryAya - deha choDatAM vedanAnA kAraNane laIne, nava deha dhAraNa karatAM garbhavAsane laIne, bALapaNamAM mUDhapaNune laIne ane vartamAna dehamAM atilInatAne laIne pUrva paryAyanI smRti karavAne avakAza ja maLatuM nathI, tathApi jema garbhAvAsa tathA bAlapaNuM smRtimAM rahe nahi tethI karIne te nahotAM ema nathI, tema uparanAM kAraNone laIne pUrva paryAya smRtimAM rahe nahi tethI te nahotAM ema kahevAya nahi. jevI rIte AMbA Adi vRkSonI kalama karavAmAM Ave che temAM sAnukULatA hoya te thAya che, tema je pUrva paryAyanI smRti karavAne sAnukULatA (yogyatA) hoya to "jAtismaraNajJAna" thAya. pUrva saMzA kAyama hovI joIe. asaMjJIno bhava AvavAthI "jAtismaraNajJAna" na thAya." jAtismaraNujJAnavAna pAchaLanA bhava kevI rIte dUkhe che? e vize potAnA eka aMtevAsI zrI bhAgabhAIne vi. saM. 1951nA zrAvaNa vadI 11nA roja zrImade lakheluM ke nAnapaNe koI gAma, vastu Adi joyAM hoya, ane moTapaNe kaI prasaMge te gAmAdinuM AtmAmAM smaraNa thAya che te vakhate, te gAmAdinuM AtmAmAM je prakAre bhAna thAya che, te prakAre jAtismaraNajJAnavAnane pUrvabhavanuM bhAna thAya che. kadApi A ThekANe prazna thaze ke, "pUrvabhavamAM anubhavelAM evAM dehAdinuM A bhavamAM upara kahyuM tema bhAna thAya e vAta yathAtathya mAnIe to paNa pUrvabhavamAM anubhavelAM evAM dehAdi athavA keI devalokAdi nivAsasthAna anubhavyAM hoya te anubhavanI smRti thaI che, ane te anubhava yathAtathya thayo che, e zA uparathI samajAya?" to e praznanuM samAdhAna A pramANe che: amuka amuka ceSTA ane liMga tathA pariNAma AdithI potAne tenuM spaSTa bhAna thAya che, paNa bIjA keI jIvane tenI pratIti thavA mATe to niyamitapaNuM nathI. kavacit amuka dezamAM, amuka gAma, amuka ghera, pUrva deha dhAraNa thayo hoya ane tenAM cihno bIjA jIvane jaNAvavAthI te dezAdinuM athavA tenA nizAnAdinuM kaMI paNa vidyamAnapaNuM hoya te bIjA vane paNa pratItino hetu thavA saMbhave, athavA jAtismRtijJAnavAna karatAM jenuM jJAna vizeSa che te jANe. tema ja jene jAtismRtijJAna che, tenI prakRtyAdine jANate evo kaI jIva paNa jANe ke A puruSane tevA kaI jJAnane saMbhava che, athavA jAtismRti hovI saMbhave che, athavA jene jAtismRtijJAna che, te puruSanA saMbaMdhamAM keI jIva pUrvabhave AvyA che, vizeSa karIne Avyo che tene te saMbaMdha jaNAvatAM kaMI paNa smRti thAya to tevA jIvane paNa pratIti Ave."9 zrImadane paNa A prakAranuM jJAna hatuM, ane te thavAnI zarUAta temane sAta varSanI uMmare thayelI. pachIthI A jJAnamAM uttarottara vadhAro thayo hato. "samuccayavayacaryAnA lekhamAM jAtismaraNajJAna thayeluM ke nahi, thayeluM to kyAre, kayA prasaMgathI te jJAnanI zarUAta thaI, vagere vize kazo ullekha nathI. te pachInAM lakhANomAM paNa te vize mAhitI 8. ejana, pR. 767. 9. ejana, pR. 49.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi maLatI nathI. paNa temanA mitra sAthenA vArtAlApamAM ke temane sIdho prazna pUchanAra vyaktine tenA uttaramAM te jJAna kyAre, kevA prasaMge thayeluM te temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM. kacchanA rahIza bhAI padamazIbhAI ThAkarazI vi. saM. 1941thI zrImanA samAgamamAM AvyA hatA. temaNe eka vakhata muMbaImAM zrImadane jAtismaraNajJAna kayA prasaMge thayeluM te bAbata pUchayuM hatuM. tenA uttaramAM zrImadda e A prasaMge jaNAvyuM hatuM. tene sAra A pramANe che -zrImada sAta varSanI vayanA hatA te vakhate vavANiyAmAM amIcaMdabhAI nAmanA saMgrahastha, jeo zrImadda para khUba vahAla rAkhatA hatA, teo sarpa karaDavAthI acAnaka gujarI gayA. A vAta sAMbhaLI, zrImadde ghera AvI te bAbata temanA pitAmahane pUchayuM. gujarI javA bAbata kahevAthI nAnuM bALaka gabharAI jaze ema dhArI temanA pitAmahe te vAta TALavA bIjI aneka ADIavaLI vAta karI, paNa zrImadda te vAraMvAra te bAbata bhUlyA vinA pUchavA lAgyA. AthI temanA pitAmahe kahyuM ke amIcaMdabhAI gujarI gayA te vAta sAcI che. zrImadda e pachI "gujarI javuM" eTale zuM te jANavA tIvra jijJAsA darzAvI. temanI te jijJAsA saMtoSavA pitAmahe samajAvyuM ke gujarI javuM eTale jIva nIkaLI javo, pachI zarIra hAlI cAlI na zake, belI na zake, khAI pI na zake. tethI te zarIrane smazAnamAM bALI deze. e samajyA pachI zrImad chUpI rIte taLAva para gayA. tyAM be zAkhAvALA eka bAvaLanA jhADa para caDIne temaNe joyuM te eka citA baLatI hatI, ane tenI AsapAsa aneka mANase beThA hatA. te joI temane vicAra thayo ke AvA sArA mANasane bALavA e kevI karatA kahevAya? Ama zA mATe karatA haze?...vagere UMDI vicAraNumAM teo UtarI gayA ane te vakhate AvaraNa tUTI jatAM temane pUrvajanmanuM jJAna thayuM. je bAvaLanA vRkSa para temane A jJAna thavAnI zarUAta thaI hatI, te Aje paNa vavANiyAmAM majada hevAnuM kahevAya che. padamazIbhAIe te vize vadhu jANavA jijJAsA darzAvI te zrImade TUMkamAM ja jaNAvyuM ke tyAra bAda jUnAgaDhano killo che tyAre temAM ghaNuM vadhAre thaye hite. pUrvajanmamAM anubhavelAM duHkhonI smRti thatAM temane vairAgya divase divase vadhate gaye hate. temane sAta varSanI vaye thayelA jAtismaraNajJAnano sabaLa purAvo ApaNane temanA lakhANamAMthI spaSTa rIte maLatuM nathI, paraMtu vi. saM. 1953nI sAlamAM temaNe aMgata prasaMge jaNAvatuM eka kAvya racyuM hatuM, je hAthanedhamAM jovA maLe che. temAM eka paMkti che ke, "ogaNIsaseM ne ekatrIse, Avyo apUrva anusAra re."10 sAta varSanI kumaLI vayamAM Avele apUrva anusAra e jAtismaraNajJAna hoI zake evuM anumAna upara prasaMga jANyA pachI karI zakAya. paNa A paMkti e ja jJAnanI sUcaka che, evo abhiprAya pI zakAtuM nathI. 10. ejana, pR. 801.

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1. jIvanarekhA pUrvajanmanI khAtarI ApatuM eka padya temaNe vi. saM. 1945mAM raceluM maLe che, jemAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - laghu vayathI addabhuta thayo, tatvajJAnano bodha, e ja sUcave ema ke gati Agati kAM zodhe ? je saMskAra thavo ghaTe ati abhyAse kAMya, vinA parizrama te thayo, bhavazaMkA zI tyAMya? 11 A uparAMta zrImadanA keTalAka patromAMnuM lakhANa paNa temane thayelA jAtismaraNajJAnanI khAtarI Ape che. vi. saM. 194hnA kArataka vada 12nA roja temaNe kRSNadAsa Adi mumukSabhAIone lakhyuM hatuM ke - punarjanma che-jarUra che, e mATe "huM anubhavathI hA kahevAmAM acaLa chuM.' e vAkya pUrvabhavanA keI jeganuM maraNa thatI vakhate siddha thayeluM lakhyuM che. jene, punarjanmAdi bhAva karyA che, te padArthane kaiI prakAre jANIne te vAkya lakhAyuM che."12 vi. saM. 1948nA vaizAkha mAsamAM zrImad pitAne anurAgI munizrI lallujI mahArAjane lakheluM ke - satsaMganuM atyaMta mAhAtamya pUrvabhave vedana karyuM che, te pharI pharI smRtirUpa thAya che ane niraMtara abhaMgapaNe te bhAvanA kurita rahyA kare che."13 vi. saM. 1946nA prathama bhAdaravA suda 6nA roja zrImad dharmecchaka bhAIone vistArathI lakheluM ke - aMtargAnathI smaraNa karatAM e kaI kALa jaNAto nathI vA sAMbharatuM nathI ke je kALamAM je samayamAM A jIve paribhramaNa na karyuM hoya, saMka95vika95nuM raTaNa na karyuM hoya, ane e vaDe samAdhi bhUlyo na hoya. niraMtara e smaraNa rahyA kare che ane e mahArAgyane Ape che." vaLI smaraNa thAya che ke e paribhramaNa kevaLa svachaMdathI karatAM jIvane udAsInatA kema na AvI? bIjA jIvo paratve krodha karatAM, mAna karatAM, mAyA karatAM, lobha karatAM ke anyathA karatAM te mAThuM che ema yathAyogya kAM na jANyuM ? arthAta ema jANavuM joItuM hatuM, chatAM na jANyuM e vaLI pharI paribhramaNa karavAne vairAgya Ape che. * 11. ejana pR. 15. 12. ejana, pR. 361, aMka 424. 13. ejane pR. 332.

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi "vaLI smaraNa thAya che ke jenA vinA eka paLa paNa huM nahIM jIvI zakuM evA keTalAka padArtho-strI Adika-te anaMtavAra choDatAM, tene viga thayAM anaMta kALa paNa thaI gayo, tathApi tenA vinA jivAyuM e kaMI DuM AzcaryakAraka nathI. arthAt je je veLA te pratibhAva karyo hato te te veLA te kalpita hatA. e prItibhAva kAM thayo? e pharI pharI vairAgya Ape che." vaLI jenuM mukha keI kALe paNa nahIM jouM, jene koI kALe huM grahaNa nahIM ja karuM, tene ghera putrapaNe, strIpaNe, dAsapaNe, dAsIpaNe, nAnA jatupaNe zA mATe ja ? arthAt evA dveSathI evA rUpe janmavuM paDayuM ! ane tema karavAnI to IcchA nahotI! kaho, e smaraNa thatAM A kaleSita AtmA para jugupsA nahIM AvatI hoya? arthAt Ave che." "vadhAre zuM kahevuM ? je pUrvanA bhavAMtare bhrAMtipaNe bhramaNa karyuM, tenuM smaraNa thatAM have kema jIvavuM e ciMtanA thaI paDI che. pharI na ja janmavuM ane pharI ema na ja karavuM evuM daDhatva AtmAmAM prakAze che."14 A avataraNa paNa temanA pUrvabhavanA jJAna hovAnI sAkSI pUre che. e ja pramANe vi. saM. 1947nA kArataka suda 14nA roja zrImad zrI sobhAgabhAIne lakhelAM nIcenAM vacane temanA jJAna vize sAro prakAza pADe che - upazama ane kSepaka e be jAtanI zreNuM che. upazamamAM pratyakSa darzanane saMbhava nathI, kSepakamAM che. pratyakSa darzananA saMbhavane abhAve agyAramethI jIva pAcho vaLe che. upazama zreNe be prakAre cheH eka AjJArUpa, eka mArga jANyA vinA svAbhAvika upazama thavA rUpa. AjJArUpa paNa AjJA ArAdhana sudhI patita thato nathI. pAchaLano TheTha gayA pachI mArganA ajANapaNAne lIdhe paDe che. A najare joyelI AtmAe anubhavelI vAta che. koI zAstramAMthI nIkaLI Avaze, na nIkaLe te kaMI bAdha nathI. tIrthakaranA hRdayamAM A vAta hatI, ema ame jANyuM che."15 zrImadane jAtismaraNajJAna hovAnI pratIti ApatAM A badhAM vacana sAthe emanA eka anurAgI, khaMbhAtanA zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMdane thayela zrImane A bAbatane anubhava nedhavA jevuM che. te temanA ja zabdomAM joIe: "saM. 1946nA Ase vadamAM paramakRpALudeva khaMbhAta padhAryA tyAre aMbAlAlabhAInA makAnamAM UtaryA hatA. huM tyAM gayo te vakhate kRpALudeva makAnamAM vacalA holamAM birAjyA hatA, ane kRpALudevanI samIpe lAlacaMdabhAI vagere ghaNuM bhAIo beThA hatA. huM kRpALudevanI sanmukha darzana karIne Ubho rahyo ke sAhebajIe mane jaNAvyuM: "ame tamane joyA che." huM je je sthaLoe, gAmoe gayela tenAM nAma 14. ejana, pR. 221. 15. ejana, pR. 250.

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1. jIvanarekhA daI pUchayuM ke "A sthAne A gAme mane joyo che?" sAhebajIe kahyuM ke nA, tyAM nahIM. sAhebajIne kahyuM ke A sthaLa ke gAme sivAya mArA dhAravA mujaba huM kaI ThekANe gayo nathI." sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM, "ame tamane joyelA che." meM pUchayuM, "Ape mane kyAre joyele?" te vakhate sAhebajI mauna rahyA. anumAnathI meM dhAryuM ke sAhebajIe pUrvabhavamAM mane je haze."16 jAtismaraNa jJAna e AtmAnI nirmaLatA sUcave che. ane te nirmaLatAnI taratamatA anusAra pUrvabhavonuM jJAna hoya che. ApaNe joyuM tema, temane A jJAna thavAnI zarUAta mAtra sAta varSanI uMmare citA jevAthI thaI hatI. te vakhate temane aMtaramAM UhApoha thayo haze ke AvuM kaMIka joyuM che. kayAM joyuM haze tenI vicAraNAmAM UMDA UtaratAM temane pUrva bhavanI sthiti jovAmAM AvI haze. keTalIka vyaktionA jaNAvavA mujaba te vakhate temane pitAnI pUrvabhavanI sAdhudazA pratyakSa thaI hatI, ane pote AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM te deha choDyo hato, evI smRti thaI hatI. te pachI jyAre jyAre AtmAmAM sthira thavAya ke anya koI nimitte prazna UThe tyAre tenA samAdhAnarUpe temane pUrvabhavo pratyakSa thatA gayA hatA. ane zrImaddanA jaNAvavA mujaba A jJAnano ghaNuM moTA pramANamAM vadhAro to teo jUnAgaDhano killo jevA gayA tyAre, ane IDaramAM tyAMnA pahADomAM vicaryA tyAre tharyo hato. pUrvanA keTalAka bhavamAM teo e jagyAe sAdhakarUpe rahyA hatA te jaNAvatAM vacana teoe lalajI mahArAja Adi munione kahyAM hatAM. IDaranA pahADomAM munio sAthe zrImada zeDo vakhata rahyA hatA te vakhate temaNe teo pUrvabhavamAM kaI jagyAe, kaI rIte besatA, rahetA vagere vizenuM varNana paNa karI batAvyuM hatuM. ane pUrvabhavonI smRtine ja kAraNe zrImadane temanI A bhavanI janmabhUmi vavANiyA karatAM gujarAtanAM vanamAM ane pahADomAM vizeSa zAMti lAgatI hatI. pote covIsamA tIrthakara zrI mahAvIra svAmInA aMtevAsI ziSya hatA, ane laghuzaMkA karavA jeTaluM pramAda karavAthI ATaluM bhavabhramaNa vadhI gayuM hatuM. A prasaMge temaNe IDaramAM munione pramAda na karavAno bAdha ApatI vakhate jaNAvyA hatA.17 A pramANe teo kaI kaI vakhata potAnA pUrvabhavanI vAta zrI bhAgabhAI lallA mahArAja, aMbAlAlabhAI Adi gaNIgAMThI vyaktione kahetA. paraMtu teo e sarvane paNa te pragaTa na karavAne anurodha karatA. AthI temane pUrvanA ghaNA bhavanuM jJAna hovA chatAM ApaNI pAse temanA pUrvabhava vizenI khAsa kaI mAhitI nathI. temanA mudrita lakhANa parathI te, temane jAtismaraNajJAna hatuM eTaluM ja ApaNe siddha karI zakIe chIe. paNa te jJAna keTalA bhavanuM, kayA prakAranuM hatuM, e vize jANavA mATe te temanA bhaktoe jaNAvela mAhitI para ja AdhAra rAkhavo paDe che. A jAtismaraNajJAne temanA jIvanamAM sauthI mahattvanuM kArya karyuM te saMsArathI vairAgya 16. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ardha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha" pR. 102. 17. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA" pR. 186.

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zrImaddana jIvanasiddhi apAvavAnuM. pUrve jIva kevuM kevuM bheLavIne Avyo che te jANavAthI temane AtmAnA astitvanI ane nityanI pUrNa khAtarI thaI gaI hatI. vaLI saMsAranuM paribhramaNa kevuM hoya che tene citAra paNa temane spaSTa thayo hato, AthI saMsArathI temane prabaLa vairAgya utpanna thavAmAM jAti maraNajJAna e mahatvanuM nimitta hatuM. bALavayathI ja zrImadanI anukaraNazakti ane smaraNazakti adabhuta hatI. teo kaMI sAruM jue, navuM jue, tene grahaNa karavAnI, zIkhI levAnI tIvratA dharAvatA hatA. pariNAme tevI koI paNa vastu teo prabaLa kSayopazama vaDe thoDA samayamAM sAMgopAMga zIkhI jatA hatA, ane jemanI pAse te vidyA joI hoya tenAthI ghaNe vadhAre vikAsa teo sAdhI letA hatA. avadhAna, jyotiSa AdinI bAbatamAM Ama ja banyuM hatuM. zrImadanI avadhAnazakti ekasAthe aneka vastu bhUla vinA karavAnI ane yAda rAkhavAnI zaktine avadhAnazakti kahevAmAM Ave che. A zaktinA be prakAra che - 1. keLavelI avadhAnazakti ane 2. dhAraNA rUpa avadhAnazakti. keI vyaktie ekasAthe amuka saMkhyA sudhInAM kAryo karavAnI zakti meLavI hoya te te keLavelI zakti kahevAya che. A prakAramAM te vyaktinI kAryazakti sAmAnya prakAranAM ja kAryomAM gati karI zake che, kaThina prakAranuM koI kAma Ave to te vyaktinI mati kAma karatI nathI. jeTalI saMkhyA sudhI te ekIsAthe kAma karI zake te saMkhyAnA avadhAna tarIke tene khyAti maLe che. Ama teo aSTAvadhAnI, bAraavadhAnI, seLaavadhAnI zatAvadhAnI Adi vividha nAme oLakhAya che. A prakAramAM vyakti se ke tethI vadhu avadhAna sudhI kAma karI zake che, paNa ahIM zakti keLavavI paDatI hovAne lIdhe tenA avadhAnanI saMkhyAmAM dhIre dhIre vadhAre thAya che, ane sAmAnya rIte zatAvadhAna sudhI te pahoMce che. dhAraNA e matijJAnane eka bheda che. zAstramAM jJAnanA pAMca prakAra batAvAyA che. te pAMca prakAra te mati, kRta, avadhi, mana 5ryava ane kevaLa. temAM matijJAnanA cAra vibhAga che ? avagraha - Perception IhA -Conception avAya - Decision ane dhAraNA - Retention. bhaktibhAva ane zraddhA vadhe tyAre dhAraNuM Ave che. dhAraNAmAM pUrvanA saMskArane lIdhe vyakti nizcayapUrvaka kAma karI zake che. dhAraNArUpa avadhAnazaktimAM vyaktine satya vastu pratyakSa hoya che. ane tIvra smaraNazakti svayaMsakurita hoya che. tethI game tevAM kaThina kAryo te ekIsAthe karI zake che. vaLI, dhAraNAmAM tenA avadhAnanI saMkhyA baha jaladI ane tAtkAlika paracAthI AgaLa vadhe che. AthI sAmAnya vyaktine te ATalA prazno ekIsAthe hala kaI rIte thAya che te prazna ja mUMjhave che. Ama keLavelI karatAM dhAraNArUpa avadhAnazaktine pravega ghaNI UMcI kakSAne hoya che.

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1. jIvanarekhA zrImadda rAjacandre paNa mArabI, jAmanagara, baTAda, vavANiyA muMbaI Adi sthaLAe avadhAnanA prayAgA saphaLatApUrvaka karyAM hatA. temaNe karelA prayAgA kevA hatA, tathA temanI avadhAnazakti kayA prakAranI hatI te vize joIe. vi. saM. 1940 AsapAsa mArImAM zAstrI za`karalAla mahezvara bhaTTa aSTAvadhAnanA prayAgA jAheramAM karI batAvatA hatA. eTale ke teo ATha bAbate ekasAthe dhyAnamAM rAkhI, bhUla vagara te AThe khAkhatA pharIthI kahI ke karI batAvatA hatA. e ja arasAmAM muMbaImAM paNa paDita gaDhulAlajI aSTAvadhAnanA prayAgo karatA hatA. A samaye hiMdamAM, jANavA mujaba, A e ja puruSo camatkArI smaraNazaktivALA gaNAtA hatA. vi. sa. 1940mAM 16 varSanI vaye zrImane mArI AvavAnA prasa`ga banelA. te vakhate zAstrI zaMkaralAlanA avadhAnanA prayAga mArakhInA upAzrayamAM thayA hatA. e avadhAna avaleAkavA AvavAnu` AmaMtraNa zrImane paNa maLyuM hatu. zrImad upAzrayamAM gayA. ane tyAM peAtAnI adbhuta smaraNazakti dvArA avadhAna kaI rIte thAya te temaNe jANI lIdhuM. khIje ja divase khAnagImAM mitra samakSa temaNe navA navA viSaye laI aSTAvadhAna karI batAvyAM, ane pachInA ja divase be hajAra prekSaka samakSa, te ja upAzrayamAM, temaNe bAra avadhAna sApUrvaka karI khatAvyAM. atyAra sudhI zrImad kavi tathA vidvAna tarIke jANItA hatA, paNa A prayAgathI teo temanI adbhuta smaraNazakti mATe paNa sanmAnita thayA. te pachI temaNe meArakhInI hAIskUlamAM paNa bAra avadhAnanA pratyeAga karI batAvyA hatA, je mATe temane inAma paNa maLyu hatu. A prasaMga pachI thADA vakhate zrImane jAmanagara javAnu` thayuM hatuM. tyAM paNa temaNe vidyAnA samakSa bAra ane sALa avadhAnA biMdhathI karI khatAvyAM hatAM. te joI badhA prekSakA khUba prasanna thayA hatA. jAmanagaramAM be vidvAnA varSothI mahenata karavA chatAM avadhAna karavAmAM saphaLatA meLavI zakatA naheAtA, tethI zrImanI A viziSTa zakti joI ne temaNe khUba prasannatA batAvI hatI. tyAra pachI oTAdamAM peAtAnA eka lakSAdhipati mitra samakSa temaNe bAvana avadhAna karyA. hatAM. A uparAMta jetapura, amadAvAda Adi sthaLAe paNa avadhAnanA prayAgA karyA hatA ane sauthI vadhAre prayAge temaNe mukhaImAM vi. sa. 1942 AsapAsa karyAM hatA. evA eka prayAganA nirdeza temaNe prA. ravajIbhAI devarAjabhAI uparanA patramAM karyo che. vi. sa'. 1943mAM presara paranA patramAM eka kalAkamAM se| zlAka smaraNabhUta rahI zake ?" evA praznanA uttaramAM avadhAnanA ullekha karatAM temaNe lakhyu che ke :~ 3 "paDita gaTulAlajI muMbaInivAsInAM avadhAnA sabadhI Ape bahue vAMcyuM haze. ee paDitarAja aSTAvadhAna kare che, te hiMda prasiddha che,"

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zrImadanI kavanasiddhi A lakhanAra bAvana avadhAna jAheramAM eka vakhata karI cUkyo che ane temAM te vijayavaMta UtarI zakyo che, te bAvana avadhAna - * 1 traNa jaNa sAthe copATe ramyA javuM. 2 , , , gaMjIphe che , " 3 ,, ,, ,, zetaraMja , , 4 jhAlaranA paDatA TakorA gaNatA javuM. 5 saravALA, bAdabAkI, guNAkAra ane bhAgAkAra manamAM gaNyA javuM. 6 mALAnA pArAmAM lakSa ApI gaNatarI karavI. 7 ATheka navI samasyAo pUrNa karavI. 8 soLa navA viSayo vivAdake e mAgelA vRttamAM ane viSayo paNa mAgelA racatA javuM. 9 grIka, aMgrejI, saMskRta, arabI, laeNTina, urda, gurjara, mareThI, baMgALI, maru, jADejI, Adi seLa bhASAnA cArase zabdo anukrama vihInanA karma kartA sahita pAchA anukrama sahita kahI ApavAM. vacce bIjA kAma pUrNa karyo javAM. 10 vidyArthIne samajAvavo. 11 keTalAka alaMkAra vicAra. Ama karelAM bAvana avadhAnanI lakhANa saMbaMdhe ahI AgaLa pUrNAhuti thAya che."18 e pachI uparanA patramAM zrImade jaNAvyuM hatuM ke temanI A zakti joIne koI vidvAne gaNatarI karI hatI ke eka kalAkamAM pa00 zloka smaraNamAM rahI zake che. A bAvana avadhAnanAM kAryo ke vigatemAM zrImada pheraphAra karatA. keTalIka vAra ethI vadhAre ke ochAM avadhAne paNa teo karatAM. temaNe vadhumAM vadhu zatAvadhAna sudhInA prayoga karyA hatA, jethI teo "zatAvadhAnI kavi rAyacaMdabhAI"nA nAme paNa ghaNI jagyAe oLakhAtA hatA.19 vi. saM. 194ramAM zrImada muMbaI AvyA tyAre temaNe bahoLA pramANamAM avadhAnanA prAge jAheramAM karI batAvyA hatA. jenI noMdha aneka vartamAnapatree lIdhI hatI. pariNAme zrImanI ghaNI khyAti thaI hatI. A badhAM vartamAnapatromAM "muMbaI samAcAra", "The Times of India", "jAmejamazeda", "The Indian spactator" vagere mukhya hatAM. 18. zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa, AvRtti 1, pR. 174. 19. zrImada zatAvadhAna karyA hatAM ema kahevAya che, paNa jema temaNe karela bAvana avadhAnanI jhINavaTabharI vigata maLe che tema, temaNe karelA e zatAvadhAnanI vigata maLatI nathI.

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1. jIvanarekhA zrImadanA avasAna pachI DA divase, I. sa. 1901nA 20 eprilanA "muMbaI samAcAra"nA aMkamAM pragaTa thayela zrImaddanI avasAna nedhamAM aDhAra varSanI vaye temaNe karelA bAvana avadhAnanA eka prayoganI vigata, temanI kuzaLatA darzAvavA mATe chapAI hatI. te vAMcatAM zrImada avadhAnanA prayoga kaI rIte karatA tene amuka aMze khyAla AvI zakaze. "muMbaI samAcAra"mAM levAyelI neMdha A pramANe hatI :- mama prasiddha jaina tatvavettA ane zatAvadhAnI kavIzvara zrImAna rAyacaMda ravajIbhAI, jemane lagatI keTalIka vigata gayA budhavAranA muMbaI samAcAramAM ApavAmAM AvI che. teo ekIvakhate so kAma kevI rIte karatA hatA teno khyAla ApavA mATe teoe karI batAvelAM bAvana avadhAnone lagatI vigata amo heThaLa ApIe chIe." bAvana kAma capATe ramatA javuM, zetaraMje ramatA javuM, TakerA gaNatA javuM, mALAnA pArA gaNatA javuM, gaMjIphe ramatAM javuM, saravALA, bAdabAkI, guNAkAra ane bhAgAkAra ApelA gaNatA javuM, seLa bhASAonA akSare yAda rAkhatA javuM, be koThAmAM ADAavaLA akSarathI kavitAo mAgelA viSayanI karAvatA javuM, ATha bhinna bhinna mAMgelI samasyAo pUrNa karatA javuM, seLa judA judA mAgelA vRttomAM mAgelA viSaye taiyAra karAvatA javuM, ema bAvana kAmanI zarUAta ekavakhate sAthe karavI, eka kAmane kaMIka bhAga karI bIjA kAmane kaMIka bhAga karo, pachI trIjA kAmanA kaMIka karavA, pachI cothA kaMIka bhAga karo, pachI pAMcamAMno ema bAvane kAmane thoDe thoDo bhAga kare, tyAra pachI vaLI pAchuM pahelA kAma tarapha AvavuM ane tene thoDo bhAga karavo, bIjAM na karavo, trIjAne karavo, ema saghaLAM kAma pUrNa thatAM sudhI karyA javuM. eka sthaLe UMce Asane besIne e badhAM kAmamAM mana ane dRSTi prerita karavI, lakhavuM nahi ke bIjI vAra pUchavuM nahi. ane sadhaLuM smaraNabhUta rAkhI e bAvane kAma pUrNa karavAM, te atha Iti A pramANe gaNAya che." 1. cipATe ramatA javuM H traNa jaNa bIjA pATe ramatA hatA tenI sAthe copATe ramatAM jatAM ane vacce bIjA ekAvana kAma karatAM jatAM chevaTe lIlI, pILI, lAla ane kALI e cAre raMganI saMgaThIe dhyAnamAM rAkhI kahI ApI hatI, copATa vaccethI upADI levAmAM AvI hatI. 2. gaMjIphe ramatA javuM H copATa pAse nAMkhyA pachI bIjA traNanI sAthe kavIzvara gaMjIphe ramatA jatA hatA ane chevaTe pitAnAM tere pattAM kahI ApyAM hatAM. e pattAM kavine eka vAra jovA ApI laI levAmAM AvyAM hatAM. 3. zetaraMje ramatA javuM te ja vakhate zetaraMja ramavA bIjA eka jaNanI sAthe citta parevyuM hatuM. avadhAnanI samApti vakhate vaccethI upADI lIdhelI zetaraMjanAM pALAM, UMTa, azva, hAthI ane vajIra, bAdazAha naMbara vAra kahI ApyAM hatAM.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "4. jhAlaranA TakorA gaNavAH e vakhate eka mANasa bahAra Ubhe rahIne jhAlaranA TakerA vagADato hato. te kavie saghaLA smaraNabhUta rAkhI chevaTe kahI ApyA hatA. pa. paDatI caThI gaNavI kavine vacce vacce vacce te kAmanI sAthe caNoThIo nAkhavAmAM AvatI hatI, te keTalI thaI te avadhAnanI samAptie kavie kahI ApI hatI. "dathI 9 bAdabAkI, guNAkAra, bhAgAkAra ane saravALA kavine te kAmonI sAthe gaNavA ApyA hatA, je kavie manamAM rAkhIne chevaTe tenA javAba gaNI ApyA hatA. 10. eka jaNa hAthamAM mALAnA pArA pheravate jAte hato jemAM kavie dRSTi pavI hatI te mALA vaccethI adhUrI mUkavAmAM AvI hatI. chevaTe kavie tenA pArA keTalA thayA te kahI ApyuM hatuM 11thI 26. judI judI bhASAonA zabdo -seLa bhASAnA zabdo soLa jaNAne vahecI ApavAmAM AvyA hatA. jyAre bIjA kAme kavi karatAM jatAM hatAM, tyAre vacce vacce ekeke zabda anukrama vinA kavine kAne mUkavAmAM AvatuM hatuM, prathama trIje arabIne kahevAtuM hatuM, pachI 417me laeNTinane kahevAte, bIje saMskRtane kahevAte pachI 418me uddana kahevAtuM hatuM. Ama avicchinna akSaro kavine kahevAmAM AvyA hatA. saghaLA kahevAI rahyA pachI avadhAnanI samAptie bhASAvAra kavie kahI ApyA hatA. saMskatano eka akSara ceAthe hoya ane eka pAMcamAMno hoya e baMnene temaNe kayAMya paNa lakhyA sivAya aMtaHkaraNamAM goThavI zlekabaMdha kahI dIdhA hatA. saMskRta, gujarAtI, marAThI, hindI, aMgrejI, paMjAbI, karNATakI, baMgALI, mAravADI, grIka, urdu, jADejI, arabI, phArasI, drAviDI ane siMdhI - ema saLa bhASAnA zabdo apAyelA hatA. e bhASAonA zabdonA vilema svarUpanAM ekabe dRSTAMta ahIM ApyAM che: saMskRtanuM vilema svarUpa."

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1. jIvanarekhA saMskRtanuM kharuM svarUpa" - kavie kahI ApyuM te baMdho hi ko yo viSayAnurAgI, ko vA vimukto viSaye viraktaH / ko vAsti ghoro narakaH svadehaH tRSNAkSayaH svargapadaM kimasti / / "gujarAtInuM vilema svarUpa" | bhi| i | na | ha | va | thA | che | che | gujarAtInuM kharuM svarUpa ApanA jevAM rathI haju sRSTi suzobhita che, e joIne AnaMda thAya che. jADejanuM viloma svarUpa" ya | muM | la ta | cha | ja | ta | dhi vA | | | 4 kI tA | ka | tA | pa | 2 | na |_| "kavie AnuM mULasvarUpa kahI ApyuM te muMjA dhila jAna hate ace na te, mUke hI ThIka paDe na te, poya tejI marajI, hI sAre cavAya ? ahIM te ame mAtra traNa bhASAnAM lamavilema svarUpa ApI zakyA chIe, paraMtu pote jANatA nahotA evI soLa bhASAnA zabdone vilomarUpa maTADI kharA rUpamAM mUkelA hatA. ra7-28. be jaNa be viSayo keSTakamAM ADAavaLA akSarothI mAgelA pUrA karAvavA IcchA dhare, te kavi kevA rUpamAM pUrNa karatA teno eka namUno ahI AgaLa Ape che. mAganAra je akSara mAge te ApI kavi te kAvya pUrNa karatA.

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zrImanI jIvanasika "kavitA ne himmata - bhujaMgIH 20 tA ? 8 | PS . ~ 38 $ ) 6 | cha | 2 "akSara upara je ADAavaLA AMkaDA mUkyA che te pramANe akSara maMgAyA hatA, temAMthI kavitA thaI gaI hatI. 29 thI 36. ATha judI judI samasyAo ApI hatI. tenI vacce vacce ekekI kaDI lakhAvIne pUrNa karI hatI. chevaTe AThe samasyAo kavie bolI dekhADI. "37 thI para. seLa jaNAeAe judA judA seLa viSanI judA judA vRttamAM kavitA mAgI hatI, ane chevaTe te pAchI seLe navI kavitAo kavine moDhe thaI gaI hatI, te kavie kahI batAvI hatI. zIghra kavitAnA be-traNa namUnA ApIe chIe? caMdranA rathane haraNiyAM zA mATe kyAM che? te mATe taka deDAva, ane uparanI be kaDI pachI vANiyA upara utAravI" e viSaya. zArdUlavikrIDita "aMge zaurya damAma nAma na maLe, sattA rahI nA jarI! premI kAyaratA taNe adhika che, zA kathA e kharI, bhAgI jAya jarUra te bhaya bharyo, re! dekhatAM kesarI, te mATe ratha caMdrane haraNiyAM jeDI dIdhAM zrIhari! kajoDAM mATe hiMduone tiraskAraH manahara "kULa mULa para mahI, zULa hAthe karI re, mUla thakI dhULa kema? kare nija bAlikA,

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1. narekhA kare cho kasAI thakI e savAI AryabhAI, nakkI e navAInI bhavAI sukhaTALikA, cete cete cete re catura nara cete citta, bALe nahIM hAthe karI bALa ane bAbikA, are ! rAyacaMda kahe, kema karI mAne eha, caDI beThI jene kAMdhe, krodha dharI kALikA? "kavinuM pitAnuM nAma temanA pitAjI sahita Ave ane eka deharAmAM mahAtmAne praNuma thAya" te viSaya. doharo "rAce yaza caMdrodaye rahe vadhu chavi nAma, tevA narane premathI, nAma kare paraNAma. avadhAnamAM "pATane tiraskAra" e vize bhujaMgI Apyo hato, je ahIM Apela che": karyuM rAjya te dharmanuM dhULadhANI, vaLI pheravyuM kaura zIrapANI! tajI tuM pratApe naLe nija rANI, have jaI copATa tArI kamANI!" e ja avadhAnamAM "vaMjhayAputra mAravAne kaI cAlyo jAya che" e samasyA pUrNa karavAnI hatI, te AvI rIte pUrNa karI hatI? manahara-kavita prema dharI pUchyuM eka, kavi kane kAminIe khalakane khela ahA, ajaba dekhAya che, sarvane saMtAnasukha, saMsAramAM sAMpaDe che, e ja mATe vaMjhayAta, jIva talakhAya che, kahe kavirAya enuM kRpAthI kAraNa mane, kahe kavi kyAMthI thAya ? enuM Ama thAya che, udara praveza pahelAM, prabhune tyAMthI paDAvI, vaMjhayAputra mAravAne, keI cAlyo jAya che."20 "muMbaI samAcAra"mAM sane 1901nA eprile pragaTa thayelA uparanA lekha " parathI zrImadda prApta karelI zaktino ApaNane kaMIka khyAla Ave che. zrImadda vi. saM. 1942 20. "zrImad rAjacaMdra," AvRtti 5, 5. 471. * ejana, vibhAga 1pR. 475.

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zrImadanI avanasiddhi AsapAsa muMbaI AvyA hatA, ane muMbaImAM temaNe avadhAnanA keTalAka prayogo jAheramAM karyA hatA. te prayogo vize hiMdanA agragaNya vartamAnapatroe lekhe ke meM pragaTa karI hatI, jemAM "The Indian Spectator", "The Times of India", "muMbaI samAcAra', jAme jamazeda" vagereno samAveza thAya che. A vartamAnapatroe ApelI zrImanA avadhAnanA prasaMge saMbaMdhI keTalIka beMdha joIe. zrImade karelA avadhAnanA prayogo saMbaMdhe The Indian Spectator patranA tA. 28 naveMbaranA 1886 nA aMkamAM nIce pramANe noMdha levAI hatI : "We have had a visit from a young, Prodigy, Shatavadhani Kavi Shri Raichandra Ravji, an inhabitant of Vavania, between Kutch and Morvi. Mr. Raichandra is a Bania by caste, a versifier by birth and by birth also a Shatavadhani. That is one whose mnemonic powers will perform, We suppose 100 different functions at one and the same time. He knows no other language but the Gujarati and yet he can exercise his marvellous powers on sixteen different languages at one sitting. We shall be glad to introduce him to earnest inquiries. "?? muMbaI samAcAra patre 3jI DiseMbara 1886nA aMkamAM zatAvadhAna sabhA vize A pramANe noMdha lakhI hatI - yAdadAstazaktinA eka taruNa hiMdue karI batAvelA camatkAre "kAThiyAvADanA morabI saMsthAnanA gAma vavANiyAnA rahIza kavi rAyacaMda ravajIbhAInI avadhAnazaktinA camatkAro jevAne atrenI thIosophIkala sAyaTI taraphathI eka khAnagI meLAvaDo karavAnuM AmaMtraNa thayuM hatuM. te mujaba sesAyaTIvALA makAnamAM gaI parama divase sAMje sADA pAMca kalAke hiMdu, musalamIna, yuropiyana, pArasI vagere judI judI jAtinA gRha rUbarU temaNe te karI batAvyA hatA. Theravela vakhate kAThiyAvADI sAdA pozAkamAM kavi rAyacaMda AvI pUgatAM tALIonA avAjathI teone vadhAvI levAmAM AvyA hatA. sAMjanA kalAka chene sumAre temaNe potAnuM kArya zarU karatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, duniyAmAM mANasajAta yAdadAstazakti, kAvyazakti ane hastacamatkRti mATe vakhaNAya che. A traNamAMnI pahelI benuM mane sahejasAja jJAna che, ane chellIthI huM binavAkepha chuM. hastazaktine tIra, bANa, talavAra, baMdUka vageremAM samAsa thAya che, ke jemAM hiMduomAM jANItA thaI gayelA pAMDa mazahUra che. smaraNazakti vize huM paNa kaMIka jANuM chuM. te mArI alpazakti jeTaluM tame gRhastha hajura kahI saMbhaLAvIza." 21. ejana, pR. 475.

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1. jIvanarekhA te pachI sabhAnA gRhasthane vAkepha karavAmAM AvyA hatA ke judI judI ATha bhASAonuM ekeka jaNe evuM vAkya banAvavuM ke jemAM cha zabdo Ave. te mujaba spenIza, aMgrejI, jarmana, phreMca, leTina, chaMda, saMskRta ane baMgALI bhASA jANanAra judA judA gRhasthAe eka kAgaLanA kaTakA para AgamacathI cha cha zabdonuM vAkya lakhI rAkhyuM hatu ane navamI phArasI bhASA rahI javAthI tenI mAgaNa thatAM te paNa maMjura rakhAI hatI." kavirAje te pachI jaNAvyuM ke, "judI judI bhASA dharAvanAra ekeka zakhase potAnA cha cha belanA vAkyane e keke bela avAranavAra game tema temane kahI saMbhaLAvavo. anukrame te vAkyonA zabdo kahevAnI kazI agatya nathI. judA judA zabdo judI judI bhASAmAM belaze te huM lakSamAM laI kAgaLa para lakhyA mujaba vAkyonA anukrame zabdo chevaTe tamane kahI saMbhaLAvIza. tema ja vaLI adhavacamAM huM judA judA be rAganI kavitA racIza. ekeka lITI jeDI mAru lakSa temAM paNa doravIza." atre sabhAnA eka gRhastha taraphathI evI mAgaNI thaI ke eka kavitAmAM "rustamajI" nAma tathA bIjImAM AjanI sabhAnuM varNana Ave evI matalaba samAvavI. kavirAje te svIkArI jaNAvyuM ke, "pahelI kavitAnI lITI huM evI bAlIza ke temAM rustamajI nAma AvI jaze. te pachI kavirAje sthira cittathI avadhAna tathA zIghra kavitAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. judI judI bhASA lakhanAra gRhastha pote lakhI rAkhelAM vAkyonA anukrama teDI chUTaka chUTaka zabdo kahetA hatA. te kavi yAda rAkhatA hatA ne te kavitA paNa kaye jatA hatA. saghaLA zabdo pUrA thatAM akabaMdha vAkyomAM teo nIce mujaba belI gayA ? 1. aMgrejI - heva cu evara bina Ina e ? "2. spenIza - ke vAnasa pAlA barAsa poIDesTiDAse. 3. jarmana - IsTa yu baDara e roga Tu kuga. 4. phreMca - bA phAjhI lITe Delare hame esTa. pa. chaMda - majarA tAza vahIzatAya zrI ezatAca vA AIrIza, jarathuza tarIza. "6. saMskRta - dhautA dharI pANuM rAcamaya sapavitra upahuba? 7. laeNTina -ese ADamIrAbI lema menaTesa hajusa junIsa. 8. baMgalI - apanA ke gI Azaya jaIza khA maTA bIyA ena. "9 phArasI - akharo anAra asala marahuma khUba barAye. tALIo e pachI pahelI kavitAmAM bhujagI "rahyA chemahAgane jALavIne, bhale bedha bhA tathApi bhavIne, nathI rAga ke dveSa ke mAna kAMhI, vadhu zuM vakhANuM aho rAya ahI?"

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zrImadanI janasiddhi zArdUla ruci leka samastanI mana sajI vidyAvilAse gaI, tethI sujJa samAja A avasare, te vakSe gAjI rahI, thAtAM darzana ApanAM ja mujane, AnaMda bhAre thaye, Ape A muja zaktine nirakhatAM, huM sArathaka thaI gayo." atre kavirAje jaNAvyuM ke, "tame sAhebae sUcavelAM nava avadhAna tathA jeDelI kavitAo anukrame kahI saMbhaLAvI. mAruM AjanuM kArya tame gRhastha hajUra pUruM thayuM che." tALIo... upalI bhujaMgI chaMdanI paMktiomAM AjanI sabhAnuM varNana tema ja zArdUlanI pahelI lITImAM 1, 7, 9, 12mA haraphathI mAgyA mujaba rustamajI nAma Ave che.......22 - zrI " jAme jamazeda patra" upara pramANe varNana ApatAM e ja tArIkhanA pitAnA aMkamAM lakhe che ke - ekeka bela potAnA manamAM ThasAvavA sAru lagabhaga ekeka miniTa letA hatA. vaLI te arasAmAM kavitA paNa joDatA ane ekekI lITI lakhAvatA. bhogejege judI judI bhASAnA zabdo bolanAramAMnuM kaI bhUla khAI jatuM, te tarata ja teNe bhUla karI che evuM teo kahI ApatA hatA. judI judI bhASAnAM vAkyo nIcenA gRhasthAe goThavyAM hatAM. agrejI, spenIza - mI. vAI hAusa, yunAITeDa sTeTsanA kAunsela janarala jarmana). phreMca -eka phreMca gRhastha leTina - mI. dalAla phArasI - mI. khodAvakSa zIramahamada saMskRta - mI. janArdana DI. kAlIlakara chaMda - mI. rustamajI kesAjI maMdI baMgALI - DaMTara rAya e gRhasthoe ekeka bela gUMcavaNabharI rIte heraphera kahyA pachI A yuvAna gRhastha kAMI paNa bhUlacUka vagara AkhAM vAkyo moTethI rajU karyA hatAM. 23 zrImadanA e kAryakramamAM dezavidezI moTI moTI vyaktio upasthita rahI hatI 22. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" (bhAga 1, pR. 471) 23. ejana, bhAga 1, pR. 473,

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1. jIvanarekhA 27 te e prasaMganuM mahattva darzAve che. vaLI chApAMmAM e vize mAtra samAcAro ke lekho ja nahi, agralekhe paNa AvyA hatA, je zrImaddanI e zaktithI teo keTalA prabhAvita thayA haze te darzAve che. "muMbaI samAcAra patre potAnA tA. 5-12- 1886, mAgazara suda 8, saM. 1943nA aMkamAM nIce mujaba agralekha Apyo hato : "adUbhuta smaraNazakti tathA kavitvazakti dharAvanAra eka javAna hiMdanI atre padharAmaNI ane tenA taraphathI thatA zatAvadhAnanA prayoga. "morabIthI kavi zrI rAyacaMdajI ravajIbhAI nAmano mAtra 19 varasanI vayano eka hiMdu gRhastha atre AvI smaraNazakti tathA kavitvazaktinAM je addabhuta ko karI dekhADe che, tenAthI vAMcanArAone ame vAkepha karatA rahIe chIe. evI mahAna zaktinA puruSe ekathI vadhAre AvI gayA che, ane khuda muMbaImAM zIghrakavi paMDita gaTulAlajI tevI zakti dharAvanAra tarIke jANItA che, paNa hamaNuM Avelo sadarahu puruSa teo karatAM caDatI zaktine kahevAya che, eTale bIjAo jyAre achAvadhAna eTale ekI veLA ATha prakAranA prayoga karI batAve che, tyAre Ane zatAvadhAnI eka prayogo karI dekhADanAre samajavAmAM Ave che. temanAmAM rahelI zaktinI mATI khUbI e che ke, teo eka veLA aneka bAbata potAnA manamAM yAda rAkhI tathA racI zake che, ane te bAbata jema sahelI, tema kavitA, gaNita ane bhASAnA sarakhI agharI paNa hoya che. game tevA kaThaNa chaMdamAM teo bola belatAM kavitA race che, game tevI ajANuM ane pArakI bhASAmAM kahelA ulaTapAlaTa zabdonAM vAkyone sarakhAM goThavI Ape che, ane te saghaLuM ekabIjAnI sAthe vacce vacce kare che. e zaktio khare ja addabhuta ane asAdhAraNa che. ane te kema khIle che tathA kAme lAge che tenI tapAsa karavAnI tathA tene lAbha levAnI tajavIja karavI joIe. ATaluM te kharuM che ke evI zakti kudaratanI eka bakSIsa mAtra che, ane te kaI ja bhAgyazALI gRhasthane arpaNa thayelI hoya che, paNa te khIlI ke vadhI zake nahi ane mANasajAtanA kArobAra tathA vyavahAramAM AvI zake ke nahi te nakkI karavAnI jarUra che. keTalIka taraphathI evuM mAnavAmAM Ave che ke te tenA upayogamAM AvI zake nahi, ane je levA mAMge che tenuM baLa ochuM thatuM jAya. AmAM keTalI saccAI rahI che te paNa zedhI kADhavuM joIe. AvA puruSe atyAra sudhI hiMdu kemamAMthI ja maLI Ave che. mohameDana, pArasI vagere kAmamAMthI maLI AvatA nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM ? zu evA puruSe cokakasa jAtamAM ja janme che ? athavA vaMzaparaMparA utare che ? sarva bAbatenI tapAsa karatAM agatyanA khulAsA maLaze ...24 The Times of India e pitAnA tA. 24-1-1887nA aMkamAM bIjI eka sabhA vize A pramANe noMdha lakhI hatI - 24. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", bhAga 1, pR. 49.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi "Exhibition of Mnemonic Powers: A large number of native gentlemen assembled on Saturday at Framji Cowasji Institute to witness an exhibition of the mnemonic powers of a Young Hindu, named Raichandra Ravjibhai of about 19 years of age. Dr. Peterson presided on the occasion. Ten gentlemen of the different caste and creeds were selected from the audiance to form a committee, and they all wrote out sentences composed of six words into as many different languages. Each one then gave in his turn one word of their sentence, often times varying the order of the words. After a time the young Hindu reproduced to the surprise of his audiance the entire sentences giving the order of words from memory. The young man also seemed to have, a remarkable sense of perception by touch or feeling. He was first shown about a dozen books of various sizes and was informed of the names of those books. The man was then blindfolded and he gave out the names of each of these books by feeling it, as it was placed in his hands. Dr. Peterson congratulated the young Hindu on the wonderful mnemonic powers, he seemed to be gifted with and presented with a gold medal on behalf of the jain community. " " gujarAtI " patre A ja sabhAnuM varNana ApatAM tA. 23mI jAnyuArInA a'kamAM lakhyu` hatu` keH-- 28 " gaI kAle sAMje atrenA krAmajI kAvasajI insTITayUTamAM kAThiyAvADanA zIghravi rAyacaMdra ravajIe zatAvadhAna prayAga karI batAvyA hatA. zarUAtamAM siMdhI, telugu, kAnaDI, marAThI, sa`skRta, jarmana, phArasI, phreMca, pArTugIjha e daza bhASAnAM cha cha zabdanAM daza vAkaco uttarottara ADAavaLAM kahI batAvelAM te kavie smaraNamAM rAkhI mI. pITarasananA pramukhapaNA nIce yathArtha kahI sabhaLAvI sabhAne rajata karI hatI. kavinI adbhuta smaraNazaktithI harakeAI acaratInI najare jotuM hatu. pahelA prayAga pUrA thatAM vAra kavie vidhAvidhi vacce racelI kavitA nIce pramANe kahI saMbhaLAvI hatI : tyAra bAda mI. pITarasane kavinI TUMkamAM prazaMsA karI jainama`DaLa taraphathI teone eka sAnAnA cAMda bheTa ApyA ane bIjA keTalAka gRhasthAe paNa cathAzakti bheTA 25. zrImad rAjacaMdra bhAga, 1, pR. 473. 66 " sabhAsado ahI maLyA, mahAna je subhAgIyA, prabhA sarasvatI taNI, pramukharUpa A bhaNI. " 23

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1. jIvanarekhA 28 ApI hatI. prayoganA bIjA bhAgamAM AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne copaDIo oLakhI kADhI, ane tyAra bAda harSane pokAre vacce prayoga pUro karI kavi eka rasiluM bhASaNa karI vidhAnavidhi vize tathA smaraNazaktinI keLavaNI vize thoDuM bolyA hatA. sabhAmAM Azare base gRhastha birAjyA hatA. ane kavie potAnI adabhuta zakti batAvI sarva keIne sAnaMdAzcarya pamADayA hatA.26 tA. 24-12-1887nA "jAme jamazeda"mAM paNa e ahevAla chapAyo hato. temAM jaNAvyuM che - A sabhAmAM smRtimAM rAkhelA daza bhASAnA zabdo adhIra kalAkamAM manana karyA hatA, e pachI kamiTInA gRhasthAe vArApharatI pitAnAM vAkyonA bolo heraphera rIte kavine kahyA hatA ane te theDI thoDI vAra manamAM chUTA temaNe khyA hatA. vaLI te ja vakhate temaNe eka kavitAnA chUTA chUTA adhUrA bolo eka jaNane lakhAvyA hatA. ardho kalAka e rIte gokhavA pachI sabhAnI jesabhera tALIo vacce saghaLAM vAkyo barAbara besI gayA hatA. DokaTara pITarasane pitAne A akhatarAthI behada acaratI pAmelA jaNAvyA hatA."2 7 vartamAnapatromAM AvelI zrImaddanA avadhAnanA prayogonI hakIkata vAMcatAM temanI addabhuta zaktine ApaNane kaMIka khyAla Ave che. A uparAMta "dhI TAImsa oNpha InDIA", e gejheTa", "jAme jamazeda" Adi patromAM sAbhiprAya mukhya lekha tathA bIjI sabhAnAM cha varNana pragaTa thayelAM, paNa te badhAM hAla upalabdha nathI. e ja rIte, te samayanA hAIkorTanA cIpha jaje sara cArlsa sArajaMTa, mI. Tarnara vagere ghaNuM curopiyana tathA dezI agresara e zrImadane ApelA abhinaMdana patro hAlamAM upalabdha nathI. te badhuM je Aje prApta hota te zrImaddanI A addabhuta zakti para thoDe vizeSa prakAza paDI zakata. Aje jeTalI mAhitI maLe che, te parathI paNa ApaNe e abhiprAya bAMdhI zakIe ke zrImanI avadhAnazakti dhAraNArUpa hatI. pahelI vAra avadhAna jotAMnI sAthe ja temaNe te zIkhI lIdhAM hatAM. vaLI tene bIje ja divase kazA paNa vizeSa prayatna vinA bAra avadhAna saphaLatApUrvaka karI batAvyAM hatAM. te pachI seLa, bAna ane zatAvadhAna sudhInA prayoge temaNe vizALa medanImAM saphaLatApUrvaka karyA hatA. lokoe mAgelA vRttamAM tathA mAgelA viSayamAM zIdhra padyaracanA karavI, seLamAMthI paMdara ajANI bhASAonA vilema svarUpe apAyelA zabdo sarakhI rIte goThavIne pratyeka bhASAnAM vAkya racI kahI batAvavAM, gaNitanA aTapaTA keyaDA ukelavA, e vagere kaThina kAryo karavAM te kaI sAdhAraNa zaktivALAnuM kAma nathI. AvAM kAryo karavAnI zakti keLavI zakAya tenA karatAM svayaMbhU ja vizeSa hoya che. vaLI zrImadda avadhAnanI saMkhyAmAM je jhaDapathI vadhAro karI zakyA hatA te jhaDapa paNa 26. ejana, bhAga 1, pR. 474. 27. ejana, bhAga 1, pR. 475.

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi temanI zakti keLavelI nahatI te ja sUcave che. A parathI ApaNe niHzaMka nakkI karI zakIe ke zrImaddamAM khIlelI avadhAnazakti keLavelI nahotI, paNa "matijJAna"nI dhAraNazaktine AdhArarUpa hatI, eTale temanI e zakti ghaNA UMcA prakAranI hatI. AvI addabhuta zakti hovA chatAM mAtra vIsa varSanI vayathI eTale ke saM. 1943thI (sane 1887thI) temaNe avadhAnanA prayoge jAheramAM karavA cheDI dIdhA hatA, ane te zaktine potAnA aMtaramAM samAvI dIdhI hatI. A prayoga temane paramArthamArgamAM vijJarUpa lAgatAM, temaNe tene tyAjya gaNI, tenAthI maLatI kIti ane dhanano meha paNa rAkhyAM nahotAM. eTaluM ja nahi paNa sara cArlsa sArajada jevAe te temane yuropamAM A prago batAvI kIti saMpAdana karavAnI bhalAmaNa karI hatI, tyAre paradezamAM hiMdu AcAravicAra sacavAya nahi evuM kahI te mAgaNI vinayapUrvaka nakArI hatI. ane e dvArA dezavidezanI khyAtine meha paNa choDa hate. mANasa sAmAnya rIte dhana ane kIti meLavavA mATe valakhAM mArate hoya che, tyAre zrImadda 20 varSanI nAnI vayamAM, yogavibhUtinI jema, tene tyAjya gaNI AtmAnI ucca dazAnuM eka zikhara sara kare che. paMDita sukhalAlajIe eka lekhamAM temanA vize yogya ja lakhyuM che ke - bIjA keTalAka avadhAnIonI peThe emanAM avadhAnanI saMkhyA kevaLa naMbaravRddhi khAtara yathAkathaMcit vadhelI na hatI. bIjI ane khAsa mahatvanI vizeSatA to e hatI ke, temanI avadhAnazakti buddhivyabhicArane lIdhe jarAya vaMdhya banI na hatI. UlaTuM emAMthI viziSTa sarjanabaLI pragaTayuM hatuM, je anya avadhAnIomAM bhAgye ja dekhAya che. khAsa vAta te e che ke eTalI adabhuta avadhAnazakti, ke jenA dvArA hajAro ane lAkha lokone kSaNa mAtramAM ajI anugAmI banAvI zakAya, AsAdhAraNa pratiSThA ane arthalAbha sAdhI zakAya, te hovA chatAM paNa temaNe tene prayoga gavibhUtionI peThe tyAjya gaNuM, tene upayoga aMtarmukha kArya bhaNI karyo, jema bIjA sAdhAraNa mANasathI thavuM zakya nathI."28 zrImadda jyotiSI tarIke zrImadane avadhAnI tarIke jevI saphaLatA maLI hatI, tevI ja saphaLatA jotiSI tarIke paNa maLI hatI. zrImad eka zokha tarIke jyotiSazAstrane abhyAsa karavAnI zarUAta nAnI vayathI ja karI hatI, ane tenuM UMDuM jJAna prApta karavAnI mahecchA ugADavA mATenuM nimitte temane zrI zaMkara paMcaLI pAsethI maLI gayuM hatuM. vi. saM. 194ramAM zrImad muMbaI AvyA, te pahelAM teo temanA banevI 2. catrabhuja becara pAse jetapura gayA hatA. te samaye jetapuramAM zrI zaMkara paMcoLI nAme vidvAna jyotiSI rahetA hatA. temane catrabhujabhAIe zrImadane kayA sthaLe, kyAre keTalI arthaprApti 28. "zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicAraratane", pR. 155.

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1. jIvanarekhA 31 thaze te sauMbaMdhamAM prazna karyAM hatA, kAraNa ke te arasAmAM zrImaddanI Arthika sthiti ghaNI sAMkaDI hatI. zrI pacALIe praznakuMDalI banAvIne su`baI taraphanu' prayANu ane amuka samayamAM sArA dravyalAbha thaze tevu phaLa kahyuM hatuM. zrImanu' muMbaI taraphanuM prayANa tA thayu' paNa kahelI muddatamAM jaNAvelA dravyalAbha na thayA. A khAkhata zrImadde muMbaIthI rA. catrabhuja mecarane tA. 5-11-1886 sa. 1943nA kArataka suda 9nA roja lakhyuM' hatuM ke, " zaMkara pacALIe lIdheluM prazna haju sudhI pariNAmabhUta thayuM nathI. thaye lakhIza. vijaya uttama thayA che."29 arthAt zrI zaMkara 5'cALIe bhAkhela bhaviSya saMpUrNa satya nahotuM nIvaDayuM. jyAtiSa e grahAcAranA satata avalAkana parathI ghaDAyeluM zAstra che. temAM kAI vyaktinA janmasamaye ke prazna karyAM hoya te samaye graheAnI je pramANe sthiti hoya te pramANe kAgaLa upara utArIne kuMDalI banAvavAmAM Ave che. ane te paristhiti parathI gaNita karIne phaLAdeza arthAt bhaviSyamAM bananArA prasaMgAnI AgAhI karavAmAM Ave che. temAM jema te zAstranAM gaNita ane phaLazruti vizenA abhyAsa vadhAre tema phaLAdeza satya Ave che. ahI` zrI pacALIe kahela phaLa amuka pramANamAM ja sAcuM AvyuM, tethI sa`pUrNa paNe satya Ave tevI kakSAnu jyAtiSanu jJAna meLavavAnI zrImanI vRtti prabaLa banI. uparanA patramAM vijaya uttama thayA che" te vacana temanA avadhAna saMbadhe che. su`baImAM temaNe e arasAmAM bharIsabhAmAM zatAvadhAnanA prayAgA saphaLatAthI karI batAvyA hatA. e sabhAmAM vidvAnA, paDitA, jyAtiSIe Adi aneka agragaNya vyaktie paNa hatI. keTalAka vidvAna jyAtiSIe temanI camatkArika avadhAnazakti joI temanA tarapha AkarSAyA hatA. ane e vidvAnA dvArA zrImane peAtAnA jyAtiSanA abhyAsa vadhAranArAM sAdhanA prApta thayAM. daza vidvAneAe maLI zrImanA graha joyA, ane tene paramezvara graha harAvyA. te vize zrImadaM temanA anevIne vi. saM. 1943nA mAgazara vada 12nA patramAM lakhelu` ke, "mArA graha daza vidvAnAe maLI paramezvara graha TharAvyA che...vairAgyamAM jhIlu chauM.. tamArA graha vaLatIe ahIM mIDazeA. '30 AvA ceAtiSIonAM nimitta pAmI zrImad peAtAnA abhyAsa ghaNA vadhAryA. jemanA dvArA temane jJAna maLyuM temanA karatAM paNa tee UMDA abhyAsI banyA. ane te eTale sudhI ke vartamAnauhe aparicita evI saMskRta, mAgadhI Adi bhASAmAM lakhAyelA graMthonA khAdha paNa te pAmyA hatA. vaLI e samaye tema ja Aje paNa aprApya gaNAtA bhadrakhAhusvAmIkRta bhadrabAhusaMhitA " nAmanA saMskRtamAM racAyelA jyAtiSanA mananIya graMtha te samaye teo avagAhI gayA hatA. 66 ,, graMtha avaleAkavA vize bharUcanA vatanI zrI anupacaMda zrImanA "bhadrUkhAhusa`hitA r 29. zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA ", pR. 25. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 165. 30. k ""

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32 zrImada vanasiddhi malakacaMda "praznottaraciMtAmaNi"nA vartamAna kALe AyuSya keTaluM hoya tenA 121mAM praznanA uttaramAM lakhyuM che ke - koI puruSanuM AyuSya ekaso vIza karatAM adhika varSanuM paNa haya, te vAta zatAvadhAnI zA. rAyacaMda ravajIbhAIe "bhadrabAhusaMhitA"mAM joI hatI, temAM temanA kahevAmAM evuM hatuM ke jene dhana lagnamAM janma hoya, cothe mInane guru hoya, ane 11me tulAno zani ane zuka haya, graha aMze karIne baLavAna hoya, AThame keI graha na hoya ane zuka ke zaninI dazAmAM janma hoya, evI rItano yoga hoya to baseM ne daza varSanuM AyuSya tenuM hoya. ItyAdi."31 zeTha anupacaMda malakacaMda eka vayevRddha, sthiticusta jaina hatA. temane jotiSane paNa sAro abhyAsa hate. vi. saM. 194panA mAgazara ane aSADa mAsamAM zrImadda temanI 21 varSanI vaye bharUcamAM temane tyAM rahyA hatA, te samayanI upara jaNAvelI "bhadrabAhusaMhitA" vizenI vAta che. vi. saM. 1943nA Aso mAsamAM jetapuramAM zrI zaMkara paMcoLIne, jemaNe zrImadanI praznakuMDalI banAvI hatI, temane jyotiSane naSTa vidyAne prayoga batAvIne zrImad Azcaryacakita karI dIdhA hatA. jyotiSamAM naSTavidyAne evo prakAra che ke sAla, mAsa, tithi, samaya vagere vinAnI sAcI kuMDalI parathI te kuMDalInAM sAla, mAsa, tithi, vAra, samaya vagere sAcAM kahI devAM. zrI paMcoLIne zrImaddanI A zakti jeI bahu Azcarya thayuM hatuM. ane temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke nachavidyAno prayoga karavo e to brAhmaNanI amUlya vidyA che. tenA jANakAra bhAgye ja hoya che. tevA eka ja jANakAra te samaye hatA tema zrI paMcoLI kahetA hatA. ane te jANakAra paNa te vakhate kAzI rahetA hatA. AthI zrI paMcoLIe zrImadane A vidyA zIkhavavAnI kRpA karavA vinaMtI karI hatI. tenA pratyuttaramAM zrImade jaNAveluM ke vidyA zIkhavADI zakAya tevI nathI. vaLI te gaNitano viSaya hovAthI atizaya smaraNazakti ane cittanI ekAgratA tathA ritharatA mAMge che, tethI te zIkhavA mATe baLavAna upAdAna joIe. - zrImadda hasta, mukha, AdinuM avalokana karIne- arthAt sAmudrika zAstrathI - paNa tiSa joI zakatA hatA. zrImadanA jyotiSanA jJAnanI khyAti dhIre dhIre prasaratI gaI, ane tethI temanA e jJAnano lAbha temanAM sagAM-saMbaMdhI, snehI, Aptajana vagere khUba chUTathI levA lAgyAM. zrImada temanA jJAnano lAbha paNa zakya hoya tyAM sudhI badhAMne ApatA. zrImadanA AvA eka nehIjana, morabInA zrI choTAlAla revAzaMkara aMjAriyAe zrImaddanA jJAnane potAne thayela anubhava varNavatAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - 31. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA" pR. ra7.

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1. jIvanarekhA (6 mArA pAtA mATe tema ja kAI prasa`ge temanA pepatA mATe jyAtiSanAM phaLa, bhUta ane bhaviSyanAM evAM batAvyAM che ke huM ajaba thAuM chuM.. khuda jhaverI revAzaMkarabhAI vakIlAta karatA, ane vepAramAM paDavA temane svapne paNa vRtti na hatI. ane te vakhate saheja karajavAna hatA. temanI kuMDalI joI temane vepAramAM atyaMta lAbha che, balke lakSAdhipati thavAnA cAga che, ema jaNAvI vakIlAta cheADI muMbaI javA preraNA karI. Aje tee vIsa lAkhanA AsAmI gaNAya che. '32 zrImaddane jyAtiSanI bAbatamAM phaLAdeza pUchanArAonI sakhyA vadhatI ja gaI, ane tethI te pravRtti peAtAne iSTa 52mA mArgamAM vighnarUpa lAgavA lAgI. AthI avarodharUpa lAgatI e pravRttine kalpita gaNI vi. sa. 1947thI zrImadde tyAjya gaNI. tyAra pachIthI teo kAI paNa vyaktine e khAkhatamAM kazeA uttara ApatA nahiM, ane jema banavAnu che tema ja bane che ema jaNAvI pUchanAra vyaktinA mananuM samAdhAna teo karatA. jyAtiSanI bAbatamAM vairAgya AvavAnu` eka bIjuM nimitta paNa zrImane maLyuM hatuM. vi. sa'. 1945mAM amadAvAdamAM zeTha dalapatabhAI bhagubhAIne vaDe zrImad avadhAnanA prayAgA karyAM hatA. tyAM temanA AtiSanA jJAnanA aneka vyaktioe lAbha lIdhA hatA. temAM keAI mAMdagIne bichAne paDelI vyaktine aMge temane pUchavAmAM AvyuM, ane tenu aniSTa joI temane bahu duHkha thayuM. te vakhate te pUnArane sAcA javAba ApyA, ane kahyuM ke, "amAre zu AvA duHkhada samAcAra ApavA ?" AvA prasaMgAne lIdhe temanI jyAtiSa pratinI upekSA vadhatI gaI hatI. 5 zrImanA paramArthAMsakhA ane paramasnehI zrI seAbhAgabhAInI Arthika sthiti vi. saM. 1947thI khUba sAMkaDI hatI. seAbhAgabhAI bhaktimAna, saraLa jIva hatA. teo Arthika muzkelIthI akaLAI ne zrImaddane jyAtiSa joI peAtAnuM bhAvi jaNAvavA vAraMvAra vinavatA hatA, ane e bAkhatamAM mArgadarzana paNa ApavA kahetA. paraMtu zrImadda temane dareka vakhate pUrva upArjana kareluM karma samabhAve vedI levA tathA jyAtiSa saMbadhI vikalpa paNa na karavA patramAM upadezatA. zrImadnanAM zrI seAbhAgabhAIne lakhelAM evA keTalAMka vacaneA nIce ApyAM che, je parathI temane AvelA jyAtiSa khAkhatanA vairAgya joI zakAze. 33 " Aje ApanuM janmAkSara saha patra maLyuM. janmAkSara vizenA uttara hAla maLI zake tema nathI. '33 phAgaNa va4 3, 1947nA patramAMthI. " Ape jyAtiSAdikanI paNa hAla IcchA karavI nahI, kAraNa ke te kalpita che, ane kaeNpita para lakSa nathI.'34 - phAgaNa vada 8, 1947nA patramAMthI. "6 32. zrImad rAjacaMdra ardhazatAbdI smAraka graMtha pR. 100 33. zrImad rAjacaMdra 'agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 275. 34. ejana. pR. 275 Ce ""

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi jyotiSane kalpita kahevAne hetu evo che ke te viSaya pAramArthika jJAne kalpita ja che, ane pAramArthika ja sat che, ane tenI raTanA rahe che.35 phAgaNa vada 11, 1947nA patramAMthI. "tiSa jevA kalpita viSayo sAMsArika prasaMgamAM nispRha puruSa lakSa karatA haze ke kema? ane ame jyotiSa jANIe chIe athavA kaMI karI zakIe chIe ema na mAne te sAruM, evI hAla IcchA rahe che."36 - caitra suda 10, 1947nA patramAMthI. vi. saM. 1947mAM Ama aneka vakhata zrImada bhAgabhAIne jatiSa saMbaMdhI kaMI paNa jaNAvavA nA lakhI hatI. Ama chatAM sakhata mUMjhavaNa vakhate sabhAgabhAI kaMIka karavA zrImadane vAraMvAra lakhatA, ane temanuM hRdaya zrImadanuM mArga darzana icchatuM. te vakhate zrImada paramArthane lagatA praznonA vigatathI uttaro ApatA, ene jyotiSAdi bAbatamAM kevaLa mauna rahevA temane bhalAmaNa karatA. A zirasta vi. saM. 1947 pachI paNa temanA saMbaMdhamAM jovA maLe che ? * tivAdi vidyA ke aNimAdi siddhi e mAyika padArtho jANI AtmAne tenuM smaraNa paNa vicita ja thAya che. te vATe kaI vAta jANavAnuM ke siddha karavAnuM , kyAreya gya lAgatuM nathI, ane e vAtamAM kaI prakAre hAla te cittapraveza paNa rahyo nathI."37 -mahA vada, 1948nA patramAMthI. kayAreka koI jatiSane graMtha bhAgabhAInA vAMcavAmAM Ave che te vizenI vigata teo zrImaddane lakhatA. tevI bAbata vize paNa zrImadda te udAsIna ja hatA. AvA kaI patranA uttaramAM zrImada vi. saM. 1948nA phAgaNa suda 14nA patramAM sabhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - "tiSanI AmnAya saMbaMdhI keTalIka vigata lakhI te vAMcI che. ghaNe bhAga tene jANavAmAM che. tathApi citta temAM jarAya praveza karI zakatuM nathI, ane te vizenuM vAMcavuM, sAMbhaLavuM kadApi camatkArika hoya, te paNa bejArUpa lAge che. thI paNa temAM rUci rahI nathI."38 zrImaddanA parama anuyAyI tathA upakArI evA zrI sebhAgabhAIne paNa teo jayotiSa kaMI paNa upaga karavAnI vinayathI ATaATalI vakhata nA kahI de che, te ja sUcave che ke zrImadane jatiSazAstra prati keTale vairAgya AvI gayo haze ! ane paramArthamArgamAM e kevuM vinarUpa temane lAgyuM haze! 35. ejana, pR. 275. 36. ejana, pR. 280, AMka 233. 37. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 317. 38. ejana, pR. 321, AMka 330,

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1. jIvanarekhA zrImadanA cittanI udAsInatA paNa jovA jevI che. jyotiSAdi temane camatkArika lAgatAM nathI, kadApi camatkArika hoya te paNa te bejArUpa lAge che ! dehAdhyAsa karyo hoya tevI temanI AMtarika AcaraNa ahIM jovA maLe che. zrImade potAnI AMtarika sthiti varNavatAM, vavANiyAthI vi. saM. 1946nA bIjA bhAdaravA suda bIje sebhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - . "tathApi bahArathI gRhasthapaNAnI pravRtti nathI thaI zakatI, dehabhAva dekhADe pAlava nathI, AtmabhAvathI pravRtti bAhyathI karavAne keTaleka aMtarAya che. tyAre have kema karavuM ? kayA parvatanI guphAmAM javuM ane alopa thaI javuM, e ja raTAya che. tathApi bahArathI amuka saMsArI pravRtti karavI paDe che. te mATe zeka te nathI, tathApi sahana karavA jIva Ichata nathI paramAnaMda tyAgI tene iche paNa kema ? e ja kAraNathI tiSAdika tarapha hAla citta nathI. game tevAM bhaviSyajJAna athavA siddhiAnI IcchA nathI. tema teono upayoga karavAmAM udAsInatA rahe che. temAM paNa hAla te adhika ja rahe che. '39 zrImadanI keTalI badhI udAsInatA ! zrImadda karatAM oche aMze niSNAta paNa prathama paMktinA gaNAya, te rIte pUjAya ane tene ghera to paisAnI rela cAle, chatAM jyotiSazAstramAM vipula jJAna dharAvanAra zrImadda e jJAnane aparamArtharUpa gaNe gauNa kare che, tyAge che ane pachIthI kadI paNa te tarapha jatA paNa nathI. zrImaddanI e udAsInatA kevI hatI tene khyAla temaNe vi. saM. 1947nA phAgaNa suda 5 me sebhAgabhAIne lakhelAM nIcenAM vacana parathI paNa AvI zakaze - "udayakALa pramANe vartIe chIe. kavacit manogane lIdhe IcchA utpanna che te bhinna vAta, paNa amane to ema lAge che ke A jagata pratye amAro parama udAsInabhAva varte che. te sAva senAnuM thAya to paNa amane tRNavat che. ane paramAtmAnI vibhUtirUpe amAruM bhaktidhAma che."40 ucca koTinA ane AtmArthanI ucca kakSAe pahoMcelA puruSanA AcaraNamAM ja AvI zake tevuM A vartana che. sAcA paramArtha lakSe ja Ama banI zake. dhanya temanI udAsInatA, dhanya temane manonigraha ! zrImadda kavi H temanuM sAhitya zrImada tiSI, avadhAnI vagere tarIke khyAti pAmyA te sAthe kavi tarIke paNa nAnI vayathI ja prazaMsA pAmyA hatA. temanI racanAothI prabhAvita thayelA loko taraphathI temane "sAkSAt sarasvatI "nuM biruda paNa maLyuM hatuM. te vize zrImad che. ravajIbhAI 39. ejana, pR. 225, AMka 133. 40. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa avRtti 1, pR. 20.

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zrImadunI jIvanasiddhi devarAjane lakhyuM hatuM ke, "Apa game te bhASAnA se leka eka vakhata bolI jAo te te pAchA tevI ja rIte yAdImAM rAkhI belI dekhADavAnI samarthatA A lakhanAramAM hatI. ane te mATe tathA avadhAnene mATe "sarasvatIne avatAra" evuM upanAma A manuSyane maLeluM che."41 zrImadathI prabhAvita thayelA temanA mitra zrI vinayacaMda popaTabhAI daphatarIe temanA vize vi. saM. 1943mAM "sAkSAt sarasvatI" nAme eka pustaka lakhyuM hatuM. temAM zrImanI 19 varSanI vaya sudhInI pravRttinI prazaMsA karI hatI. zrImade potAnA lekhanakAryanI zarUAta padyaracanAthI karI hatI. mAtra ATha varSanI vaye temaNe pahelI padyaracanA karI hatI, je pAchaLathI tapAsatAM samApa hatI, te temaNe pote ja jaNAvyuM che. nava varSanI vaye temaNe padyamAM nAnAM rAmAyaNa tathA mahAbhArata racyAM hovAnuM kahevAya che. 11 varSanI vayathI te teo mAsike ane vartamAnapatromAM kAvya tathA lekhe ekalatA thaI gayA hatA. vaLI nibaMdhanI harIphAIomAM keTalAMka InAma paNa temaNe meLavyAM hatAM. 12 varSanI vaye traNa divasamAM "ghaDiyALa" vize traNa kaDIo temaNe racI kahevAya che. mirAja" graMtha, "sArvajanika sAhitya" graMtha, "kAvyamALA" AdinI racanA temaNe karI hovAne ullekha paNa maLe che. paraMtu 8thI 12 varSanI vaya sudhImAM temaNe lakhelAM badhAM lakhANamAMthI hAlamAM keIpaNa lakhANa upalabdha nathI. paraMtu A badhI mAhitI parathI eTaluM tAraNa nIkaLI zake che ke temanI lekhanazakti bahu ja nAnI vayathI khIlI hatI, ane temAM moTe bhAga padyaracanAone hato. tema chatAM gadya para paNa temane sAro kAbU haze tevuM anumAna ApaNe, temane maLelAM nibaMdha harIphAInAM InAmane AdhAre karI zakIe. temanA A sAhityasarjanane AdhAre teozrI lokomAM nAnI vayathI ja "kavi" tarIkenI khyAti pAmyA hatA. zrImadanuM hAlamAM upalabdha che te lakhANa temanI 15 varSanI vaya pachIthI racAyeluM che. tenAM kada ane vividhatA tapAsatAM te paNa kaMI ochuM nathI. zrImadanA upalabdha sAhityanA be vibhAga pADI zakAya che. vIsa varSanI vaye temaNe jAhera jIvanano tyAga karyo te varSa temanA sAhityanA kSetramAM paNa vibhAgIya varSa banI jAya che. tema thavAnAM keTalAMka kAraNo che. zrImad dharmane lagatI tathA dharmotara ema be prakAranI kRtionI racanA karI che, temAM dharmane lagatuM sAhitya ghaNuM che, ane dharmetara sAhitya mAtra vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM ja racAyeluM jovA maLe che. vIsa varSa pahelAM racAyelI temanI keTalIka kRtio jevI ke bhAvanAbedha, mokSamALA, strInItibedhaka Adi- temanI hayAtImAM ja, temanI te vaya sudhImAM, pragaTa thaI gaI hatI, tyAre vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI racAyelI kRtione temaNe prasiddhi ApI na hatI. te badhuM sAhitya temanA avasAna pachI pragaTa thayuM hatuM. Ama zrImanA sAhityanA "vIsa varSa pahelAMnuM" ane "vIsa varSa pachInuM" ema be spaSTa vibhAga paDI jAya che. vIsa varSanI uMmara sudhImAM temaNe kAvya, garabIo, nibaMdha, saMvAdo, lekhe, vArtA 41. ejana, pR. 134, AMka 18.

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1. jIvanarekhA vagere kSetramAM kalama calAvI che. temAMnI keTalIka kRtio pUrNa thayelI che, te keTalIka apUrNa rahelI che. strIone sudharavA upayogI thAya tevA hetuthI temaNe garabImAM raceluM "strInItibodhaka" Aje paNa thoDuM zikSaNa pAmelI strIne ghaNuM upayogI thAya tevuM pustaka che. temAM saddaguNa meLavavA ane durgaNathI mukta thavA mATe saraLa bhASAmAM strIone zikhAmaNa ApelI che. vi. saM. 1940mAM pragaTa thayeluM zrImaddanuM A sauthI paheluM pustaka che. temAM ApaNane zrImano sudhAraka tarIke paricaya thAya che. e ja rIte temano sudhAraka tarIkeno paricaya ApaNane te samayanAM "vijJAnavilAsa", "sudhaprakAza" Adi mAsikamAM prasiddha thayelAM "svadezIone vinaMtI", "kharo zrImaMta kezu?vagere kAvyamAM thAya che. A uparAMta avadhAna samaye zIvratAthI racAyelI zrImadanI keTalIka kRtio maLe che. te padyaracanAo bhAgye ja cAra-ATha paMktiothI lAMbI che. chatAM ApaNe, ghaNI vakhata, temAM sacoTatA, mArmikatA ane zrImaddamAM rahelA vairAgyane pragaTa joI zakIe chIe. A zIdhra racanAoe tathA upalabdha dharmetara padyasAhitye temane lokomAM kavi tarIke vizeSa sthAna apAvyuM hatuM. - A sivAya temaNe raceluM saghaLuM sAhitya dharmane lagatuM che. temAM keTalIka kRtio pUrNa svarUpe to keTalIka apUrNa svarUpe maLe che. hajAra-bArase jeTalAM nItivacano paNa temaNe "puSpamALA", "bodhavacana", "vacanasaptazatI " vagere judAM judAM zIrSaka nIce racyAM che. temAM paNa temane dharmane raMga achata rahetuM nathI. vIsa varSanI uMmara pahelAM zrImad racelA dharmane lagatA sAhityamAM mokSasudha" e padyaracanA apUrNa rahelI che. tene nAna vibhAga ja maLe che. eTale temAMthI zrImadda vizenI kaI spaSTa chApa ApaNane maLatI nathI. chatAM temAMnI "prabhuprArthanA" tenI bhAvanAmayatAne lIdhe dhyAna kheMce tevI racanA banI che. A uparAMta "nava kALa mUke keIne", "dharma vize" vagere chUTaka padyaracanAo paNa maLe che. A badhAM sAmAnya rIte bedhakAvyo gaNI zakAya. temAM temanI uraca pratibhAzaktine AvirbhAva jovA maLato nathI. temanI dharmane lagatI, vIsa varSa pahelAMnI, gadyasAhityanI "bhAvanAbedha" ane mokSamALA" e be ja racanA tarIke pUrNa thayelI che. baMnemAM chUTIchavAI padyaracanAo jovA maLe che, paNa temAM mukhyatve gadya racAyeluM che. A padyaracanAomAM kyAreka kAvyatvanA camakArA jevA maLe che. "bhAvanAbedhamAM anitya, azaraNa vagere bAra bhAvanAonI sadaSTAMta samajaNa ApelI che. "mokSamALA"mAM samyagadarzana, samyajJAna ane samyaphacAritra e ratnatrayIne samajAvavA tattvavicAraNAne lagatA pAMThe, rAga AdinuM asatya, aniSTa varNavatA ke brahmacarya, satyadharma, daDhatA vagerenuM mahattva batAvatAM dRSTAMtonA pAThe tathA ATha padyapATha ema kula 108 pAThanI racanA zrImade karI che. temAM jainamArgane yathAtathya samajAvavAne temaNe prayatna karyo che. A baMne pustakanuM gadya saraLa, marmALu, kyAreka hAsyayukta

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38 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi vacanavALuM ane hRdayamAM vasI jAya tevA vikavicAravALuM che. A baMne graMtha zrImadanA UMDA vairAgyanI pratIti karAve che. A be gadya-pustaka uparAMta munisamAgama" nAmane lekha, "jIvAjIva vibhakti" nAmane uttarAdhyayananA 36mAM adhyayanano anuvAda, "jIvatattvasaMbaMdhI vicAra" nAme navatattvaprakaraNanI eka gAthAnuM vivaraNu, "svadayajJAna" paranI TIkA vagere temaNe vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM kareluM lakhANa apUrNa maLe che. A lakhANamAM temanuM gadya paranuM prabhutva spaSTa dekhAya che. anuvAdamAM mULa jeTalI vizadatA che, TIkAmAM pakSapAtarahitapaNuM che. uparAMta, te badhAMmAM bhASAnI saraLatA paNa che. temanA lakhANamAM AvA aneka guNa hovA chatAM temaNe te badhuM lakhANa apUrNa zA mATe rAkhyuM haze te samajavuM muzakela che. A badhuM lakhANa apUNa hovAne lIdhe temanA samayamAM prakAzita thayuM nahotuM tethI zrImadane lAke gadyakAra tarIke na oLakhI zake te svAbhAvika che. temanA gadyalakhANamAM mAtra "bhAvanAbedha" ane "mokSamALA" e be ja racanAo pragaTa thaI hatI. ane tenA pramANamAM padyasAhitya vadhAre prasiddha thayuM hatuM. tethI agAu jaNAvyA pramANe, lokomAM temanI kavi tarIkenI chApa vizeSa paDI hatI. vIsa varSanI vaya sudhI "pragavIra" lAgatA zrImadda pachIthI dhIragaMbhIra tatvaciMtaka banI jAya che. temanA lakhANamAM mAtra AtmahitanI ja dRSTi jovA maLe che. ane vIsa varSa pahelAMnA sAhityamAM je vArtA, kathA, daSTAMta vagere daSTigocara thAya che, te visa varSa pachInAM lakhANumAMthI adazya thAya che. vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI thayeluM keI paNa lakhANa temanI hayAtI sudhI prasiddhimAM AvyuM na hatuM, tethI zrImadda mAtra temanAM paricata vartuLamAM ja jANatA rahyA hatA. paNa te lakhANanI prasiddhi thatAM lokone zrImaddo vadhAre ane sAco paricaya tho. A lakhANane mATe bhAga prApta thAya che. temAM patro, anuvAdo, lekhe, padyo tathA Atmasiddhio jevI saLaMga lAMbI padyaracanAone paNa samAveza thAya che. vIsa varSanI vaya pachInA zrImadanA lakhANamAM sauthI moTe bhAge temanA dvArA mumukSuone lakhAyelA patro che. A patra temanA samAgamamAM AvanAra tathA temanA samAgamanA icchuka evA zrI bhAgabhAI, zrI lallujI mahArAja, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI, zrI jUThAbhAI, pU. gAMdhIjI, zrI tribhovanabhAI, zrI manasukhabhAI, zrI manasukharAma sUryarAma Adi aneka mumukSuone lakhAyelA che. AvA prasiddha thayelA lagabhaga 800 patromAMnA keTalAkamAM zrImadanI AMtarika paristhati, keTalAkamAM jJAnInA AcaraNanI vAte, AtmAnA guNe, praznonA uttara, mukelInA samaye jIvanuM kartavya, sadagurunuM mAhAtamya, bhaktinI AvazyaktA vagere bAbate nirUpI che. A patro parathI zrImaddanA te te vyaktionI sAthenA saMbaMdhane paNa khyAla ApaNane Ave che. vaLI, zrImadrane mana te te vyaktio kaI kaI kakSAnI hatI te paNa te patronAM lakhANa, temAM thayela vividha saMbaMdhane tathA tenA aMtamAM zrImade karelA vividha prakAranA dastaka parathI ApaNane jANavA maLe che. A badhAM uparAMta A patromAMthI sauthI agatyanI bAbata jANavA maLe che te zrImadano Atmika vikAsa-temanI vIsa varSanI

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1. jIvanarekhA vayathI zarU karI temanA jIvananA aMtasamaya sudhI lakhAyelA patro varSavAra ane mAsavAra maLe che. zrImadnanA vicAromAM kayA prakAranA pheraphArA thayA, temanI AdhyAtmika kakSA kaI rIte ucca thatI gaI te eTale ke emanA kramika vikAsa paNa ApaNane A patromAMthI jANavA maLe che. vaLI, A patro te te vyaktione agata rIte prasiddhinA koI paNa hetu vinA lakhAyela che eTale temAMnI naisirgakatA pUrepUrI jaLavAI rahI che. A patro jo upalabdha na hAta teA AtmAnI kathA kayA kramamAM vikAsa pAmatI jAya che, te jANavAnuM eka amUlya sAdhana ApaNI pAsethI chInavAI gayu. hAta. patro jevI ja agatyanI, balke tethI paNa vadhu agatyanI kRti te " AtmasiddhizAstra". zrI seAbhAgabhAInI vinaMtIne mAna ApI vi. sa`. 195ranA Ase| vada ekame temaNe mAtra be kalAkanA samayamAM tenI racanA karI hatI. tenA 14ra doharAmAM AtmA che, te nitya che, kartA che, te bhAktA che, meAkSa che ane meAkSanA upAya che - e cha padane temaNe guru tathA ziSyanA savAda dvArA siddha karyAM che. pratyeka padanA astitva mATe ziSya zaMkA kare che ane guru tenI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna kare che. A uparAMta temAM AtmAthI, matAthI, sadguru, AtmA vagerenAM lakSaNAnA paNa samAveza zrImadde karyAM che. aMtamAM ziSyane sAcI samajaNa prApta thAya che, ane sAcI samajaNa ApavA badala te gurunA atyaMta upakAra mAne che. kAI paNa darzanane vakheDayA vinA temAM jainadarzananI uccatA khatAvI che. matamatAMtaramAM paDavA vinA, bAhyakriyAmAM rAcyA vinA, Atmazreya karavA mATe karyAM mA svIkAravA joI e 39 ,, TUMkamAM chatAM sacATatAthI ane kramapUrvaka jaNAvI dIdhuM che, " dravyAnuyAga "ne varNavatu " AtmasiddhizAstra " saraLa bhASAmAM racAyeluM hAvAne lIdhe tene samajavAmAM keAI ne muzkelI paDe tema nathI. Ama chatAM temAM eTalAM badhAM tattvAnA samAveza karelA che ke jJAnI puruSa dhAre tA 142 gAthA upara 14200 leAka racI zake ema zrImad Ate ja eka vakhata kahyuM hatuM. temanI ucca pratibhAnA purAvA ApatuM " AtmasiddhizAstra " temanI uttamAttama racanA che. Page #59
zrImadanI avanasiddhi pheraphAra paNa karyo che. prabaLa sarjanapratibhA ane AdhyAtmika kakSA vinA AvI kRti A rIte racAvI azakya che. A baMne padyaracanAo uparAMta zrImade vIsa varSanI vaya pachI "vIsa deharA", "mULamArga rahasya", "binA nayana", "yamaniyama" vagere maLI kula vIseka jeTalI padyaracanAo karI che. A racanAomAM mokSamArganuM svarUpa, jIvanuM svarUpa, tathA AtmAne lagatA tattvaciMtananuM nirUpaNa che. A badhI racanAo paNa zrImaddanI uraca AdhyAtmika kakSA batAve che. ATaluM padyasAhitya zrImaddanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachI cAyeluM maLe che. je temanI "kavi" tarIkenI siddhinI pratIti karAve che. zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya racita "paMcAstikAya"no anuvAda zrImade temanI 30 varSanI vaye karyo hato. tenA baMne adhyAyanI gAthAomAMthI lagabhaga 17 jeTalI gAthAone anuvAda maLato nathI. bAkInI badhI gAthAone lagabhaga zabdazaH chatAM mULano bhAvArtha jALavato gadya-anuvAda zrImade ApaNane Ape che. A uparAMta "dazavaikAlika sUtra"nA be adhyayanano tema ja << dravyasaMgraha >>nI keTalIka gAthAone anuvAda paNa temaNe karyo che, mAgadhI bhASA na samajI zakanAra mATe A anuvAda khUba upayogI che. te badhAmAM temanI anuvAdaka tarIkenI kuzaLatA jovA maLe che. AnaMdaghanajInAM keTalAMka padonI samajaNu, sUyagaDAMga ane dvAdazAMgInI keTalIka gAthAonuM vivecana, anya keTalIka gAthA tathA kenI samajaNa, anya kavionI keTalIka paMktio paranuM vivecana, e vagere rUpe ApaNane zrImadanuM vivecanasAhitya maLe che. te badhAMmAM temanI dRSTi vivecaka karatAM satyaaSakanI vizeSa dekhAya che. temanuM A badhuM vivecanAtmaka lakhANa mukhyatve mumukSuonA patromAM jovA maLe che, te parathI anumAna karI zakAya ke temaNe e lakhANa pAchaLano uddeza mumukSuone samajaNa ApavAnuM rAkhe hato, ane nahi ke kaI jAtanI prasiddhi meLavavAno ke vivecaka thavAne. prasiddhi ane dhanavaibhavathI dUra bhAganAra mATe evo meha hovAnI kalpanA karavI e paNa agya ja gaNAya. AmAMnuM keTaluMka lakhANa hAlamAM apUrNa dazAmAM maLe che. pratimAsiddhi" parane laghugraMtha, mekSasiddhAMta" vizeno lekha, " dravyaprakAza" nAmano lekha, - ema keTalAka gadyalekhanI zarUAta paNa zrImade temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI karI hatI. paraMtu te badhAM lakhANe apUrNa rahela che, athavA apUrNa maLe che. pratimAnI AvazyakatA batAvavI, mokSa meLavavAno mArga samajAva, SaDradarzananI samIkSArUpa samajaNa ApavI vagere viSayo A badhA lekhomAM pasaMda karAyA che. zrImade keTalAMka gadya-subhASitenI paNa racanA karI che. temAMnAM keTalAMka vacane pramANamAM lAMbAM che. emAM mukhyatve AtmA tathA mokSamArga darzAvanArAM vacane che.

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1. jIvanarekhA sAhityanAM vividha kSetramAM viharatI zrImanI kalame "rejanIzI", "hastanedha" AdinuM paNa sarjana karyuM che. A lakhANa zrImaddanA aMgata upaga mATe ja thayeluM hoI vyavasthita ke anukramamAM nathI. zrImad kAyama potAnI pAse eka nedhapothI rAkhatA, ane jyAre keI agatyane vicAra Ave tyAre tenuM koI paNa eka pAnuM khelI temAM te TapakAvI letA. A rIte vicAronA TAMcaNathI ja temanI noMdhapothI bharAyelI che. vaLI, A lakhANa aMgata upayoga mATenuM ja rahevAne lIdhe ghaNI vAra khUba ja saMkSepamAM thayeluM che ane te eTalI hada sudhI ke te samajavAmAM paNa muzkela lAge. vaLI, A lakhANanI vizeSatA e che ke te jiMdA ke agatyanA banAnuM varNana nathI, paNa AtmAne lagatI vicAraNuM ane temanI AMtarika sthitinuM nirUpaNa che. Ama joIe te vIsa varSanI vaya pachI paNa zrImade sAhityanAM aneka kSetromAM lakhANa karyuM che, paNa te sarva temanI hayAtI bAda prasiddha thayuM hovAne lIdhe loko zrImaddane sAcA svarUpe pachIthI ja jANI zakyA. zrImaddanuM lakhANa samagrapaNe joIe te temAM gadya karatAM padya-lakhANa ochuM che. paraMtu kakSAnI rIte joIe te padya-lakhANanI koTi gadya karatAM UMcA prakAranI che. gadyano mATe jaze te patrone che, ane bAkInuM moTA bhAganuM lakhANa apUrNa svarUpamAM che. ane temAM paNa kaI paNa kRti padyamAM racAyela "Atmasiddhi" ke "apUrva avasaranI kakSAnI banI zakela nathI. padyaracanAnI bAbatamAM AthI juduM che. moTA bhAganI racanAo pUrNa che. padya e temanA bhAvane pragaTa karavAnuM vizeSa saphaLa sAdhana banI zakahyuM che. tema ApaNe temanI "Atmasiddhi", "apUrva avasara", "mULamArga rahasya" Adi racanAo jotAM kahI zakIe tema chIe. pramANanI dRSTie padyaracanA kadAca ochI lAge, paNa tenI guNavattAnI dRSTie jotAM zrImanI sAcI pratibhA ApaNe padyamAM ja jhaLakatI joIe chIe. temaNe ApelI ekeeka padyaracanA temanI kavipratibhAnI sAkSI pUre che. padyanI sarakhAmaNImAM zrImadanI pratibhA gadyamAM ochI pratibiMbita thAya che te kharuM, paNa tethI temanA gadya-lakhANanuM mUlya ochuM AMkI zakAya tema nathI. temanA gadya-lakhANane svataMtra rIte tapAsIe te ApaNe jarUra zrImadda gadyasvAmI kahevA prerAI e. potAnA patromAM teoe je tarkabaddhatAthI potAnA vicAro rajU karyA che, tema karavAmAM je saraLa bhAvavAhI bhASA vAparI che, vivecanamAM je vicArazakti darzAvI che te sarva temanI gadyasvAmI tarIkenI samarthatA darzAve che. temanA gadya ke padya kaI paNa prakAranA lakhANumAM anubhavane nicoDa vAcakane jovA maLaze ja. tethI ja pU. gAMdhIjI temanA lakhANa vize gya ja lakhe che ke - "temanAM lakhANonI eka asAdhAraNatA e che ke pote je anubhavyuM te ja

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi lakhyuM che. temAM kyAMye kRtrimatA nathI. bIjAnI upara chApa pADavA sAru eka lITI sarakhI paNa lakhI hoya ema meM nathI joyuM."42 moTA kadanAM lagabhaga 1000 jeTalAM chApelAM pAnAMmAM maLatA zrImadanA lakhANa mATe pU. gAMdhIjI jevA upara mujabano abhiprAya uccAre te ja zrImanI mahAnatA ane gadya temaja padyanA sarjaka tarIkenI saphaLatA puravAra karavA mATe basa che. zrImadane pragaTelAM avadhijJAna tathA labdhio zrImadda yoga jANatA hatA, ke temane labdhio ke avadhijJAnanI prApti thaI hatI, tevuM temaNe keIne paNa jaNAvyuM na hatuM, tema temanA paricayamAM AvanAra vyaktioe paNa tevuM jaNAvyuM nathI. paraMtu temanA jIvanamAM banelA keTalAka prasaMgo, tathA temanuM keTaluMka lakhANa e mAnyatA dRDha kare che ke temane avadhijJAna tathA labdhi pragaTayAM hovAM joIe. eTaluM ja nahi teo yoganA paNa jANakAra hovA joIe. avadhi eTale hada. avadhijJAna eTale rUpI padArthanuM (sthaLa ane kALanI maryAdA sahitanuM) upagapUrvaka thatuM amuka hada sudhInuM jJAna tathA darzana. te avadhi athavA hada game teTalI nAnI ke moTI hoI zake. te hada jIvanI zuddhatAne taratamapaNuM upara AdhAra rAkhe che. zrImaddamAM zarUAtamAM A jJAnanI thoDI hadathI zarUAta thaI hatI, ane pachI te hada ghaNuM vistarI hatI tema kahI zakAya. temane A prakAranuM jJAna hatuM te vize keTalAMka udAharaNe paNa maLe che. kaccha keDAyanA rahIza zA. hemarAjabhAI tathA mAlazIbhAI zrImadane maLavA pharatA pharatA rAjakeTa sudhI pahoMce che. rAjakoTamAM aMtainathI teo te jANI jAya che, ane temane levA mArga para sAme jAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa, kadI na joyelA ke kadI na jANelA e be bhAIone nAmathI teo belAve che. vaLI, temanA utArAnI vyavasthA, temanA AvavAnI khabara maLyA pahelAM ja, zrImada zA. dhArazIbhAIne tyAM kare che. te prasaMgamAM temaNe avadhijJAnathI jANyuM hoya tema kahI zakAya.43 vaLI, morabImAM vi.saM. 1946mAM zrI bhAgabhAI temane maLavA tathA "bIjanAna . nA maMtra ApavA Ave che. te vakhate paNa zrImadda temanA AgamananI tathA tenA kAraNanI vAta pahelethI jANI jAya che, ane e "bIjajJAna"no maMtra sabhAgabhAInA kazuM kahyA pahelAM temane ja vAMcavA Ape che, je temaNe AgaLathI lakhI rAkhyo che. pahelI ja vakhata maLatA bhAgabhAIne nAma sAthe AvakAre che. vaLI, kadI sAyalA gayA na hovA chatAM 42. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ane gAMdhIjI" pR. 46, athavA "gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA " prakaraNa 3. 43. vistAra mATe juo A prakaraNanA zrImanI camatkArika zakti tathA smaraNIya prasaMgo e vibhAgamAM bIjo prasaMga.

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1. jIjanarekhA zrImad sobhAgabhAInA gharanuM bAraNuM sAyalAmAM kaI dizAmAM che te paNa yathArtha kahI de che. sebhAgabhAI sAthenA A sarva prasaMge temane pragaTelA avadhijJAnanA sUcaka gaNI zakAya. e ja rIte traNa mAsa agAu zrI jUThAbhAInA avasAna saMbaMdhI karI rAkhela nedha, vavANiyAnA vIracaMda desAI ane temanAM patnInA avasAna bAbata ApelI mAhitI, dalIcaMdabhAInA pitAzrI, garAziyA bApu AdinA mRtyu vize karelo nirdeza, pitAnA pitAne camanapara na javAnI karelI vinaMtI Adi prasaMge temane pragaTelAM avadhijJAnane ja nirdeza kare che, ema kahI zakAya. keIne kaMI mukelI AvavAnI hoya, aniSTa thavAnuM hoya, zubha thavAnuM hoya te vagere vize teo jANI zakatA, ane tene saMbaMdhita vyaktione paNa jaNAvatA. AvA saMkhyAbaMdha prasaMge zrImadanA jIvanamAM banelA jANavA maLe che, je zrImaddamAM amuka apUrva siddhi hatI te sAbita kare che, jene "avadhijJAna" kahI zakAya. A ja pramANe mana paryAvajJAnanI zakti paNa temanAmAM khIlI hatI, ema ApaNe kahI zakIzuM. mana:paryAvajJAna eTale sAmenI vyaktinA mananA bhAva jANa javA. A jJAnanI zarUAta paNa temane nAnI vayathI thaI hatI. joke pAchaLathI te jJAna ghaNuM vadhyuM hatuM, paNa tene upayoga teo nahotA karatA. morabInA zrI choTAlAla revAzaMkara aMjAriyA potAnAM saMsmaraNomAM noMdhe che ke - zrImada ke prasaMga upara amArAmAMno kaI vAta karavAnI zarUAta kare tyAre, tenA manano hetu zuM che te kahI ApatA. keTalAka mitro kabUla na kare chatAM pariNAme teno hetu temanA kahevA mujaba siddha thatuM."44 zrI manasukhabhAI kiracaMda mahetAe paNa, potAnA mananA prazna jANIne ja zrIma tenA uttare kaMI paNa pUchAyA vinA ApyA hoya tevA aneka prasaMge "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA "mAM noMdhyA che. teo upadeza ApatA te vakhate paNa zrotAnA mananA praznonuM samAdhAna, te prazno pUchAyA pahelAM ja, karI detA, pariNAme keIne prazna pUchavAne rahete nahi, tevI nedha khaMbhAtanA choTAlAla mANekacaMda, morabInA manasukhabhAI kiracaMda mahetA vageree lIdhI che. lIMbaDInA zrI ThAkarazI laheracaMda zAhe paNa potAnA mananA bhAva jANI zrImada "uttarAdhyayana sUtra"nuM eka adhyayana samajAvyuM hatuM e Adi prasaMge pitAnAM saMsmaraNamAM noMdhyA che.45 zrImadanI A viziSTa zaktiono paricaya ApatA prasaMge "zrImadanI viziSTa zakti tathA smaraNIya prasaMge" nAmanA A prakaraNanA vibhAgamAM nidhyA che, je jotAM temanI zaktione khyAla AvI zakaze. 44. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ardha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha ", pR 100. 45, ejana, 5. 118,

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi - jJAnanA mati, bhuta, avadhi, mana:paryava ane kevaLa e pAMca prakAra che. temAM zreSTha te kevaLajJAna, tenA pachInuM mana:paryava, te pachInuM avadhi, evA kramamAM A jJAna goThavela che. uparanA prasaMge parathI ApaNe e tAravI kADhI zakIe chIe ke zrImad cothA mana:paryava jJAna sudhI te pahoMcI gayA hatA. avadhi ane mana:paryavanI kaI kakSA sudhI teo pahoMcyA hatA te jANavAnAM ApaNI pAse sAdhana nathI, kAraNa ke jema jema temanA AtmAnI kakSA ucca thatI gaI hatI, tema tema te dazA temaNe vadhu ne vadhu gupta rAkhI hatI. ethI temanI aMtima dazA kaI haze te jANavuM ghaNuM muzkela banI rahe che. paNa A baMnene ghaNuM sArA pramANamAM vikAsa thayo haze te to ApaNe cokkasa kahI zakIe. pitAne have eka ja bhava levAne bAkI che tenI noMdha karatAM, eka aMgata kAvyamAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke, "tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jazuM svarUpa svadeza re." A paNa temaNe avadhijJAnathI jANyuM hoya te ja saMbhavita che. Ama temane AtmA ATalI ucca kakSAe pahoMcyo hoya tyAre anya labdhio paNa pragaTI hoya te svAbhAvika che. zrImad te labdhione upayoga bhAgye ja karyo che. tethI temane evI labdhi pragaTI haze ke kema tevI zaMkA thavAne paNa saMbhava che, paNa keTalAka prasage ane temanAM vacana parathI ApaNe joI zakIzu ke, bhale temaNe prApta labdhione upayoga nahote karyo, paraMtu te hatI te niHzaMka che. zrImadanA banevI ra. TekarazIbhAI mahetA chelA maMdavADa vakhate sanipAtanA dardamAM sapaDAyA hatA. te vakhate temane bhAgatA rokavA satata be jaNAe jhAlI rAkhavA paDatA hatA, paNa zrImadda temanI pAse hoya teTalo vakhata teo pUrA dezamAM rahetA, e zrImanA keI labdhinA upaganuM ja pariNAma hatuM.46 TokarazIbhAInA deha chUTavA pUrve zrImad karelAM hAtha, AMkha AdinAM nizAne tathA temAMthI TekarazIbhAInI pharelI vezyA, te paNa kaI labdhine upayoga sUcave che. ane e ajAyabI vize jyAre padamazIbhAIe zrImadane pUchayuM, tyAre zrImadde ApelA uttara uparanI mAnyatAnuM samarthana kare che. "prANavAyu apAnavAyunA saMbaMdhathI rahela che. dareka vakhate zvAsane apAnavAyu khece che tene zvAsa kahe che. e vAyuno saMbaMdha chUTA paDadhethI prANa cAlyo gaye ema kahevAya che. te vakhate jIvanI jevI vezyA hoya tevI gati thAya che, ane zaktibaLe jIvonI lezyA pheravI zakAya che." Ama zaktibaLathI zrImad TekarazIbhAInI legyA pheravI hatI, te temane yogazAstramAM batAvelI labdhi prApta thaI hatI te sUcave che. vaLI, apAnavAyu, prANavAyu, AdinA saMbaMdhanI vAta yoga jANanAra ja samajI zake. zrImad Ama labdhine upayoga karyo hoya tevAM udAharaNe bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. 46. vadhu vigata mATe juo, "smaraNIya prasaMga" AMka 16.

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1. jIvanarekhA zrImaddanAM nIcenAM vacane te vize sArA prakAza pADe cheH game tevA bhaviSyajJAna athavA siddhionI icchA nathI. tema tenA upayeAga karavAmAM udAsInatA rahe che.'47 bIjA bhAdaravA suda 2, 1946nA patramAMthI, 66 camatkAra batAvI yAgane siddha karavA, e ceAgInuM lakSaNa nathI. sarvottama yAgI tA e che ke sarva prakAranI spRhAthI rahitapaNe, satyamAM kevaLa ananya niSThAe je sava prakAre sat ja Acare che, jagata jene vistRta thayuM che. ame e ja icchIe chIe."48 -zrAvaNa suda 9, 1947. " jyAtiSAdi vidyA ke aNimAdi siddhi e mAyika padArtho jANI AtmAne tenu smaraNa paNu kvacita ja thAya che. te vATe kAI vAta jANavAnuM athavA siddha karavAnuM kacAreya ceAgya lAgatuM nathI, ane e vAtamAM koI prakAre hAla tA cittapraveza paNa rahyo nathI. 49 5 -mahA vada, 1948. "jyArathI cathA edhanI utpatti thaI che, tyArathI kAI paNa prakAranA siddhiyeAge ke vidyAnA ceAge sAMsArika sAdhana peAtAsaMbaMdhI ke parasabaMdhI karavAnI pratijJA che, ane e pratijJAmAM eka paLa paNa maMdapaNuM Avyu. hAya ema haju sudhImAM thayuM che ema sAMbharatuM nathI. "pa0 -1948. " koI prakAranA siddhijoga ame kacAre paNa sAdhavAnA AkhI ji DhagImAM alpa paNa vicAra karyA sAMbharatA nathI, eTale sAdhane karI tevA joga pragaTayo hoya tevuM jaNAtuM nathI. AtmAnA vizuddhapaNAnA kAraNe jo kaI aizvaya hAya tA tenu nahIM heAvApaNuM' kahI zakAtuM nathI. e aizvaya keTaleka aMze sa`bhave che, tathApi A patra lakhatI vakhate e aizva nI smRti thaI che, nahIM teA ghaNA kALa thayAM tema thavu. smaraNumAM nathI, teA pachI te sphurita karavA vizenI icchA kacAreya thaI hoya ema kahI zakAya nahI, e spaSTa vArtA che.51 -jeTha suda 15, 1949. 47, "zrImad rAjayaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 225. 48. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1. pR. 293. 51. ejana, pR. 374. 49. ejana, pR. 317. 50. ejana, pR. 314.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A badhAM vacane vAMcatAM samajI zakAze ke temane keTalIka labdhio pragaTI hatI, ane teno upayoga temaNe niSedhyA hatA. aMtima avataraNa jotAM e paNa samajAze ke vi. saM. 1949 pahelAM ghaNuM varSe te siddhio pragaTavAnI zarUAta thaI gaI hatI, eTale ke nAnI vayathI ja labdhio pragaTI hatI. paraMtu A labdhione upayoga temaNe bhAgye ja karyo che, ane vaLI te vize koIne vigatathI jaNAvyuM paNa nathI, tethI te labdhio kevI hatI, kayA prakAranI hatI, te vize kaMI paNa jANI zakAtuM nathI. AtmAnI nirmaLatA vadhatI gaI tema zrImadane pragaTelI labdhiomAM vadhAre thato gaye hatuM, teTaluM ja jANuM zakAya che. zrImadanuM bhASAjJAna tathA graMthAlyAsa sAta varSanI vaye akSarajJAna levAnuM cAlu karyA pachI, zrImad 11 varSanI vaye te zALAne abhyAsa cheDyo hato. Ama niyamitapaNe zALAmAM jaIne te temaNe mAtra gujarAtI bhASAnuM ja jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. paraMtu temanI AMtarika zakti eTalI badhI khIlelI hatI ke te pachInAM thoDAM ja varSomAM temaNe aMgrejI, saMskRta, ardhamAgadhI, hiMdI Adi bhASAonuM sArA pramANamAM jJAna meLavIne te te bhASAnA aneka graMthono abhyAsa paNa karyo hato. zALAno abhyAsa choDayA pachI keTaloka vakhata zrImadde khAnagI TayUzana rAkhIne aMgrejI bhASAne abhyAsa karyo hate. aMgrejI bhASAnuM jJAna temaNe kaI kakSA sudhI meLavyuM hatuM tene sAce aMdAja, pUratI mAhitInA abhAve, AvI zakato nathI. temaNe aMgrejI bhASAno upaga potAnA lakhANamAM kyAMye karyo nathI. vaLI, te bhASAnA keI graMthane paNa ullekha temanA lakhANamAM jovA maLato nathI. te parathI aMgrejI bhASAnA UMDA abhyAsamAM temane rasa nahi hoya evuM anumAna karI zakAya che. tema chatAM lakhavA-vAMcavA pUratuM te bhASAnuM jarUrI jJAna temaNe meLavI lIdhuM hatuM te niHzaMka che. potAnI peDhInA perisa Adi jagyAe rahelA ADatiyAo sAthenA kAmakAjane vyavahAra zrImadda aMgrejI bhASA dvArA 2 ane tema karavAmAM temane kadI mukelIne anubhava thayo nahato, tene ullekha karatAM pU. gAMdhIjI lakhe che ke - jeke aMgrejI jJAna temane nahetuM, chatAM pArisa vagerenA ADatiyA taraphathI AvelA kAgaLe, tArAnA marma tarata samajI jatA, ne teonI kaLA vartatAM vAra na lAgatI. temaNe karelA tarko ghaNe bhAge sAcA paDatA.52 bALavayathI ja zrImadane vAMcavAne ghaNe zekha hato. tera varSanI vaya pahelAM temaNe aneka prakAranA nAnA badhagraMtha, "pravINasAgara" nAmane graMtha, jainanAM pratikamaNusUtra para. "gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA , prakaraNa 4. "zrImanI jIvanayAtrA", pR. 107.

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1. jIvanarekhA tathA sAmAyikasUtra, ane e uparAMta bIjAM aneka pustako vAMcyAM hevAne ullekha zrImade samuccayavayacaryAmAM karyo che. tera varSanI vaya pachIthI te teo niyamitapaNe graMthAbhyAsa karatA hatA. zrImanuM valaNa vairAgya taraphanuM - saMsArathI chUTavA mATenuM - hatuM, tethI tera varSanI vayathI temane tatvavicAraNAnAM pustakono abhyAsa karavAmAM vizeSa rasa paDavA lAgyo. A prakAranAM pustakanA abhyAsa mATe temane saMskRta tathA ardhamAgadhI bhASAnuM jJAna hovuM jarUrI lAgyuM. pariNAme te baMne bhASAonA niyamapUrvaka abhyAsa karavAnI zarUAta temaNe karI. abhyAsa cAlu karyA pachI be traNa varSamAM te te baMne bhASAnuM sArA pramANamAM jJAna meLavavA uparAMta temaNe jenanAM Agama tathA anya graMthono ane anya darzananAM dharmapustakane abhyAsa karI lIdho hato. te abhyAsa vi. saM. 1944mAM paNa cAlu ja hatuM, te temaNe lakhelA eka patra parathI jANI zakAya che. te varSamAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - dharmakaraNIne thoDo vakhata maLe che, Atmasiddhine paNa thoDA vakhata maLe che, zAstrapaThana ane vAMcanane paNa thoDo vakhata maLe che.53 zrImake A varSomAM mukhyatve vairAgyanA graMthane ja abhyAsa karyo hate. temanA e jJAnane paricaya ApaNane temaNe soLa varSa ane pAMca mAsanI uMmare lakhelI "mokSamALAmAM tathA te pachI be varSe racela "bhAvanAbedha"mAM thAya che. mekSamALA"mAM temaNe Apela uttarAdhyayana sUtranA keIka kaIka avataraNa, sUtrane sAra, jainadharmanI tatvavicAraNuM, anya darzananI sAthe jainane tulanAtmaka abhyAsa Adi dvArA temanA jJAnane ApaNane paricaya thAya che. vaLI, "bhAvanAbedha"mAM temaNe bhartuharinA vairAgyazatakanA eka prakhyAta zlokanI samajaNa, uttarAdhyayananA betraNa adhyayanano bhAvArtha, anya graMthamAMthI meLavelAM dRSTAMta Adi temaNe ApyAM che. te badhuM temaNe nAnI vayamAM saMskRta tathA ardhamAgadhI jevI kaThina bhASAmAM lakhAyelA graMthanuM adhyayana karyuM hatuM, te darzAve che. ane meLaveluM jJAna temaNe pacAvyuM paNa hatuM, te A pustaka vAMcatAM jaNAI Ave che. Ama 17 varSanI nAnI vayamAM ja saMskRta tathA ardhamAgadhI bhASAnuM jJAna hovA sAthe vedAMta Adi darzananA abhyAsane lIdhe temanuM zAstrajJAna baheluM thayuM hatuM ane temAM uttarottara vadhAro thato gayo hate. zrImade lakhelA sAhityamAM "gurugItA", samaMtabhadrAcAryanI "AptamImAMsA ", zaMkarAcAryanA "dadazyaviveka", hemacaMdrAcAryanA "gazAstra", bhatRharinA "vairAgyazataka", tattvArthasUtranI TakA, zrImada bhAgavat , paMcataMtra Adi aneka saMskRta graMthamAMthI avataraNe levAyelAM che. te zrImadde karelA saMskRta bhASAnA, tathA te bhASAmAM racAyelA graMthonA abhyAsane sUcave che. 53. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1. pR. 169.

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zrImaddana jIvanasiddhi zrImadane saMskRta karatAM ardhamAgadhI bhASAne vizeSa paricaya hatuM tevuM anumAna temanuM sAhitya jotAM karI zakAya. vi. saM. 1946 pachI te "bhagavatIsUtra" jevA AgamagraMthonA pAThAMtaranI carcA ke pAThanA arthanI carcA karelI paNa jovA maLe che. zrImade lakhelA patromAM sUtrakRtAMga, uttarAdhyayana, dazavaikAlika, AcArAMga, ThANuga, naMdI Adi jaina AgamasUtro; paMcAstikAya, siddhaprAbhUta, prabhutAdi saMgraha, dravyasaMgraha, pravacanasAra vagere jaina graMthamAMthI avataraNe tathA te vizenI keTalIka samajaNa apAyelI che. A uparAMta zrImade dazavaikAlikasUtranAM be adhyayanane, pUNuM paMcAstikAyane, uttarAdhyayananA eka adhyayanane, dravyasaMgrahanI keTalIka gAthAone suMdara anuvAda paNa Ape che. ardhamAgadhI ane gujarAtI e be bhASA paranA viziSTa kAbU vinA ema banavuM zakya nathI. je vyakti saMskRta ke ardhamAgadhI jevI bhASAno AsAnIthI paricaya karI zake, te vyaktine gujarAtInI ja bahena jevI hiMdI bhASAno abhyAsa sahaja ja hoya. cidAnaMdajI, kabIra AdinI hiMdI racanAone temaNe abhyAsa karyo hato, ane te vize keTaluMka vivecanAtmaka lakhANa paNa karyuM hatuM. samaMtabhadrAcAryanA "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra" paranI hiMdI TIkAmAM ApelI bAra bhAvanAmAMthI traNano zabdazaH anuvAda zrImad 17 varSanI vaya pahelAM karyo hato. te pachI temaNe cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanA " svarodayajJAna" nAmanA hiMdI graMthanI TIkA lakhavI zarU karI hatI. vaLI, temaNe lakhelA patramAM keTalIka jagyAe zrI banArasIdAsajInA "samayasAra nATaka", kabIranAM pado AdimAMthI hiMdI avataraNe tathA temAM rahelA gUDhArthanI samaja apAyelI che. te badhAM parathI temane thayele hiMdI bhASAno abhyAsa ApaNu lakSamAM Ave che. paraMtu te bhASA paranA temanA sAcA prabhutvane khyAla te temaNe hiMdImAM racelAM "binA nayana", "yama niyama" Adi tattvasabhara kAvyo jotAM Ave che. Ama kaI paNa bhASAne vyavarita abhyAsa karyo na hovA chatAM zrImadda gujarAtI, saMskRta, hiMdI, ardhamAgadhI vagere bhASAonA amUlya graMtha vAMcI zakatA, samajI zakatA ane samajAvI paNa zakatA. potAne vairAgyavRtti hovAthI anya bhASAone abhyAsa thaI zakya na hato tene ullekha karatAM temaNe vi. saM. 1946nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - zizuvayamAMthI ja e vRtti UgavAthI kaI prakArane parabhASAbhyAsa na thaI zakyo. amuka saMpradAyathI zAstrAbhyAsa na thaI zakyo... ane te na thaI zakyo tene mATe kaMI bIjI vicAraNA nathI. arthAt zAstranA bhASAbhyAsa vinA paNa ghaNe paricaya thayo che, dharmanA vyAvahArika jJAtAono paNa paricaya thayo che.pa4 vyavasthita rIte karelA parabhASAnA abhyAsa vinA paNa koI paNa bhASAnuM pustaka vAMcatAM temane ghaNuM ja a85 samaya lAgatuM hatuM. teo vAMcatA hoya tyAre temanI pAse besanArane te ema ja lAge ke teo mAtra pAnAM ja uthalAve che. te vize desAI popaTalAla manajI zrImaddanAM saMsmaraNo AlekhatAM lakhe che ke - 54. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 20.

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1. jIvanarekhA "sAhebajI peAte savAramAM snAna karyA bAda be-traNa kalAka sudhI sUtro vAMcatA, te evI rIte ke eka pAnuM lIdhuM. bIjuM pheravyuM ema anukrame pAnAM pheravI jatA. jema Trena cAlatI hoya tema kheAlI jatA. vaLI sAhebajIe mAtra gujarAtInA ja abhyAsa kareleA hatA, paNa game te bhASAmAM kheAlI zakatA, vAMcI zakatA ane vivecana karI zakatA. tethI mane ghaNuM ja Azcaya lAgatuM. "papa AvI jhaDapathI vAMcatA hovA chatAM temane grathanA ghaNAkharA bhAga smRtimAM rahI jatA. peAtAne maLatI avakAzanI pratyeka paLa tee dharmAbhyAsa pAchaLa gALatA. peDhI para paNa vepArakA mAMthI theADI nivRtti maLe eTale pAse rAkhelu dha pustaka vAMcavAmAM tee tallIna banI jatA. vaLI pratyeka varSanA amuka mAsa tee gujarAtanAM gAmaDAMomAM nivRtti athe rahetA. tyAre temaneA samaya mukhyatve thavAcana ane tattvavicAraNAmAM ja pasAra thatA. Ama temanuM jJAna divase divase vadhatu jatu hatu. ane temAM temanA AtmAnI zakti sahAyabhUta banatI. A badhuM jANanArane temanA vizALa graMthavAcananI navAI na lAge, nahitara tA mAtra 33 varSanuM ja AyuSya bhAgavanAra zrImad ATalI bhASAnA, keTakeTalA graMthAnu avaleAkana kaI rIte karI zakayA haze tenu Azcaya thayA vinA rahe nahi. re Aje upalabdha thatA zrImanA sAhityamAM lagabhaga savAseA jeTalA vividha graMtheAnA abhyAsanA ullekha maLe che. temAM ThANAMga, uttarAdhyayana, bhagavatI AcArAMga, sUyagaDAMga, dazavaikAlika, nadI, samavAyAMga, Adi jaina AgamasUtro, adhyAtmakalpadrupa, aSTaprAbhUta, AtmAnuzAsana, karma graMtha, gAmaTasAra, jabudvIpaprajJapti, tattvArtha sUtra, devAgamasteAtra, padmana dI paMcavi'zatI, pravacanasAra, bhagavatI ArAdhanA Adi jaina dharmagraMthA, ceAgavAziSTha, bhAgavata, vicArasAgara, maNiratnamALA, pa'cIkaraNa, vairAgyazataka, dAsabAdha, suMdaravilAsa, pramAdhazataka Adi vedAMtanA graMthA; tathA gItA Adi jevA anya graMthAnAM ullekha tathA avataraNA maLe che. A badhA uparAMta prakaraNa ratnAkara, svAdayajJAna, AnaMdadhanacAvIzI, 5cAstikAya, samayasAra nATaka, uddhavagItA, zrIpAlarAsa, devAgamasteAtra (AsamImAMsA), ceAgazAstra, samAdhizataka, leAkatattvaniNaeNya Adi graMthAmAMthI lagabhaga 150 jeTalAM judAM judAM avataraNA ane ghaNI jagyAe tenI vistRta samajaNa paNa zrImanA sAhityamAM ApelI che. 9 narasi'ha, mIrAM, akhe, cheATama, prItama, kabIra, dayArAma, suMdaradAsa, muktAna'da, dhIrA, sahajAnaMda, Adi bhaktakavionAM padone paNa temaNe abhyAsa karyo hatA. temaNe lakhyuM che H " akhAjInA vicAro ghaNA svastha cittathI vAMcyA hatA. manana karyA hatA.pa6 " kaNabI ane kALI jevI jJAtimAM paNa mAne pAmelA thoDA varSamAM ghaNA 55. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ardha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha', pR. 98. 56. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRti 1, pR. 234.

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zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi puruSa thaI gayA che bhojo bhagata, nirAMta keLI ityAdika puruSa bhegI (parama yogyatAvALA) hatA.57 choTama jJAnI puruSa hatA, padanI racanA bahu zreSTha che."58 narasiMha, dayArAma, prItama, muktAnaMda, kabIra, akhAjI, manaharadAsa, niSkulAnaMda Adi aneka bhaktakavionI racanAomAMthI zrImade avataraNe paNa lIdhAM che. te badhAM prati temanI bhaktine lIdhe zrImaddane pratibhAva paNa hate. juo eo sarva kAMI chevaTanA jJAnane prApta thayA nahotA, paraMtu te maLavuM temane bahu samIpamAM hatuM. evA ghaNu puruSanAM pada vagere ahIM joyAM. evA puruSa pratye romAMca bahu ulase che ane jANe niraMtara tevAnI caraNasevA ja karIe, e eka AkAMkSA rahe che. jJAnI karatAM evA mumukSu para atizaya ullAsa Ave che, tenuM kAraNa e ja ke teo jJAnInAM caraNane niraMtara seve che, ane e ja emanuM dAsatva amAruM temanA pratye dAsatva thAya che, tenuM kAraNa che."59 Ama zrImadanuM zAstrajJAna eka saMpradAya ke eka bhASAmAM sImita na hatuM, paNa aneka saMpradAya, dharmanA graMthanuM vizALa pramANamAM temaNe vAMcana karyuM hatuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa tene pacAvyuM paNa hatuM, te uparanA ullekhe jotAM jaNAze. vaLI temanuM jJAna upara ullekhAyelA graMthamAM ja nahotuM virAma pAmI jatuM, te karatAM te temaNe ghaNuM vizeSa vAMcyuM hatuM. A to prasaMga paDatAM upara jaNAvelA graMtha, kavio AdinA abhyAsane ullekha temaNe karyo che, paraMtu vAstavamAM te temaNe tethI ghaNuM vizeSa grahaNa karyuM hatuM. temanA AtmAnI nirmaLatA eTalI badhI hatI ke pote na vAMcyAM hoya tevAM zAstronuM jJAna paNa ghaNI vakhata ApoApa thatuM hatuM. vaLI, zAstravAcanamAM pAnAM pheravavA jeTalo a85 samaya lAgato, ane chatAM te badhAMmAM temano upayoga pharI vaLatA. temanAmAM rahelI e AMtarika zaktinA kAraNe ja zrImadda ATaluM vizALa jJAna meLavI zakyA hatA. temanI e zaktine paricaya karAvatAM nIcenAM vacane juo. " anahada vinimAM maNuM nathI."60 " kahevAtA Adhunika munione sUtrArtha zravaNane paNa anukULa nathI. sUtra laI upadeza karavAnI AgaLa jarUra paDaze nahi, sUtra ane tenAM paDakhAM badhAMya jaNAyAM che."6 1 adUbhuta dazA niraMtara rahyA kare che. abadhu thayA chIe."62 57. ejana, pR. 257. 58. ejana, pR. 28 7. 59. ejana, pR. 257. 60. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 245. 61. ejana, pR. 250. 62. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 253.

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1. jIvanarekhA chevaTanuM svarUpa samajAyAmAM, anubhavAyAmAM a95 paNa nyUnatA rahI nathI. jema che tema sava samajAyuM che."63 "bhAgavatavALI vAta AtmajJAnathI jANelI che."64 "ame AmAM ghaNe gUDha zAstrArtha paNa pratipAdana karyo che."65 "siddhAMtajJAna amArA hRdayane vize aviratarUpe paDyuM che.6 6 eka zloka vAMcatAM amane hajAro zastronuM bhAna thaI temAM upayoga karI vaLe che.6 7 ahI ApelAM A badhAM vacane spaSTa kare che ke zrImadane zAstrajJAna meLavavA mATe bahu puruSArtha karavo paDyo na hato. temanA AtmAnI nirmaLatA sUcavatAM A prakAranAM vacano ApaNane vi. sa. 1948thI zarU karI vi. sa. 1958 sadhI maLe che. je nirmAtAne lIdhe temane badhAM zAstronuM jJAna ghaNuM jhaDapathI thatuM hatuM. ane te jhaDapa kevI hatI tene khyAla ApaNane temanA-- eka zloka vAMcatAM amane hajAre zAstronuM bhAna thaI temAM upayoga pharI vaLe che." -e vacana parathI Ave che. koI eka zloka temanAM vAMcavAmAM Ave tenI sAthe ja, tene maLatA bIjA loka kayA kayA zAstramAM che, te te zAstromAM anya zuM zuM ApeluM che, te badhAMnI samaja tathA mAhitI temanA aMtaramAM UgI AvatI hatI, tema A vacana siddha kare che. Ama ekAda zloka vAMcavAnI sAthe hajAro zAstro samajAI jAya tevI addabhuta zaktivALA zrImaddane zAstrajJAna keTaluM hatuM, tenuM mApa kADhavuM e nAnI nAva laIne mahAsamudra taravAnI vAta karavA jevuM che. zrImade A vacane pitAnA paramasakhA bhAgabhAIne potAnuM aMtaraMga jaNAvavA ja lakhyAM hatAM temAM kaI prasiddhi ke prazaMsAne hetu na hatuM. e te ApaNuM mahAbhAgya che ke, te te vacana dharAvatA patro bhAgabhAIne laIne prasiddhimAM AvyA ane ApaNane zrImadanA jJAnanI vipulatA jANavAno lahAvo maLyo. zrImad gRhasthAzrama zrImadamAM bALavayathI vairAgya jovA maLatuM hatuM. vIsa varSanI vaye jAhera pravRttione tyAga karyo hato, chatAM karmonI kaMIka evI vicitratA hatI ke te vaye sarvasaMga-parityAgano 63. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 257. 64. ejana, pU. ra6". 5. ejana, pR. 289. 66. ejana, pR. 291. 67. ejana, pR. 646.

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para zrImatI jIvatasiddhi nirNaya teo nahAtA karI zakavA. tema chatAM saMsAra vize teo ghaNA udAsIna hatA, te tA temaNe te vaye lakhelA patro parathI paNa jANI zakAya che. peAtAnA lagna saMbaMdhI vi. saM. 1944nA pASa vada 10nA rAja zrImad temanA banevIne lakhe che keH 66 lagna sabadhI teee je miti nizcita rAkhI che, te vize tenA Agraha che to bhale te miti nizcayarUpa rahI. '' " lakSmI para prIti nahi chatAM keAI parArthika kAmamAM te badhu... upayAgI thaI paData ema lAgavAthI mauna grahI te saMbadhI sagavaDamAM hatA. je sagavaDanuM' dhArelu pariNAma AvavAne bahu vakhata nahAtA. paNa e bhaNInuM mamatva tvarA karAve che jethI te saghaLuM paDatu mUkI vada 13 ke 14ne rAja ahIMthI ravAnA thAu chu."68 zakIe chIe ke temane lagna mATe bahu utsukatA na hatI, uparanA ja patramAM teo potAnI jIvanasahacarI vize A patra parathI ApaNe jANI tema sAva anAdara paNa na hatA. lakhe che keH-~~ " te zubha prasa'gamAM savivekI nIvaDI rUDhithI pratikULa rahI paraspara kuTubarUpe sneha baMdhAya evI suMdara ceAjanA tenA hRdayamAM che ke ? Apa utArazeA ke ? koI utAraze ke ? e khyAla hRdayamAM paryaTana kare che..... vastu ane je pada...... kevaLa asa'bhavita che te vicArA, te vastu ane te pada bhaNI kevaLa IcchA heAvAthI upara jaNAvyuM tethI kaMI leza paNa pratikULa bane tA te paTTAbhilASI puruSanA cAritrane parama AMkhapa lAge ema che."6 9 zrImanAM A vacanA parathI khyAla Ave che ke e vaye paNa temanI aMtaraMga zreNI tA nigraMthamAga bhaNI ja hatI. ane te mAge` javAnI ja kevaLa icchA hovI te ja lagna mATenI utsuktA tADavA pUratI che. Ama chatAM teo kayA kAraNasara lagnabaMdhana svIkAre che te tA pAchaLathI spaSTa thAya che. ahIM joyu* tema zrImadda mAtra dharmArAdhana mATe ja patnInA sahArA icchatA dekhAya che. kAraNa ke te sathI chUTI zakAya tevA mArga temane jaNAyA na hatA. zrImadda vi. sa. 1944nA poSa mAsamAM vavANiyA gayA hatA. ane mahA suda bAraze tae sva. revAzaMkara jagajIvana jhaverInA mATAbhAI pApaTabhAInAM putrI jhabakakhAI sAthe lagnagraMthithI joDAyA hatA. te pachI teo muMbaI AvyA hatA, ane vi. sa. 1945mAM revAzaMkara jagajIvana sAthe bhAgIdArImAM jhaverAtanA dhadhA temaNe zarU karyA. lagna pachI temane je je anubhava thayA, ane tenA pariNAmarUpa je je vicAraNA temane udabhavI te vize vicAra karyA pachI vi. sa'. 1945mAM " zrI saMbadhI mArA vicAra" nAme eka agata lekha temaNe lakhyA hatA. temaNe darzAvelA vicArA temanA gRhasthAzramane samajavAmAM cAvIrUpa banI rahe tema che. temAM teoe lakhyuM che keH-- 68. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', ', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 167. 69. ejana, pR. 167.

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1. jIvanarekhA "ati ati svastha vicAraNAthI ema siddha thayuM ke zuddhajJAnane Azraye nirAbAdha sukha rahyuM che, tathA tyAM ja parama samAdhi rahI che, '' 88 zrI e sa'sAranuM sarvottama sukha mAtra AvaNika dRSTithI kapAyuM che, paNa te tema nathI ja. strIthI je sayAgasukha bhAgavavAnu cihna te vivekathI STigAcara karatAM vamana karavAne ceAgya bhUmikAne paNa ceAgya rahetuM nathI. je je padArthA para jugupsA rahI che, te te padArtho te tenA zarIramAM rahyA che, ane tenI te janmabhUmikA che. vaLI e sukha kSaNika, kheda ane khasanA daradarUpa ja che. te veLAnA dekhAva hRdayamAM cItarAI rahI hasAve che, ke zI A bhulavaNI ? TUMkAmAM kahevAnuM ke temAM kAMI paNa sukha nathI, ane sukha hoya to tene aparacchedyarUpe varNAvI jue, eTale mAtra mahadazAne lIdhe tema mAnyatA thaI che, ema jaNAze. ahIM huM strInA avayavAdi bhAganA viveka karavA beThA nathI, paNa tyAM AtmA pharI na ja khecAya e viveka thayA che, tenuM sahaja sUcana karyuM.... strImAM doSa nathI, paNa AtmAmAM doSa che; ane e doSa javAthI AtmA je jue che te adbhuta AnaMdamaya ja che, mATe e doSathI rahita thavu, e ja parama jijJAsA che. vRddha. ... paNa pUrvopArjita haju sudhI mane pravarte che, tyAM sudhI mArI zI dazAthI zAMti thAya ? 70 ahIM zrImad strIjAtinA nahi, paNa peAtAnA ja doSa jue che te temanI mAnisaka ucca bhUmikA batAve che. vaLI, A avataraNa parathI spaSTa thAya che ke temane sa`sArasukhanA kaMTALA AvI gayA hatA, chatAM pUrNAMkane lIdhe te bhAgavavuM paDatuM hatuM ane e paristhiti temane eTalu duHkha ApatI hatI ke peAtAne tee sauthI vadhu dukhiyA gaNatA hatA. eka lekhamAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke, CC duHkhiyAM manuSyonuM pradarzana karavAmAM Avyu hAya tA khacIta tenA zirAbhAgamAM huM AvI zaku .. zrI sivAya bIjo keAI padArtha khAsa karI mane rokI zakatA nathI. khIjA kAI paN sa'sArI sAdhane mArI prIti meLavI nathI. strInA sabaMdhamAM jijJAsA era che, ane vartanA Ara che. eka pakSe tenu keTalA kALa sudhI sevana karavu' sammata karyuM" che, tathApi tyAM sAmAnya prIti aprIti che. paNa duHkha e che ke jijJAsA nathI, chatAM pRthvakarma kAM ghere che ? eTalethI patatu' nathI, paNa tene lIdhe nahIM gamatA padArthAna jovA, sUMghavA, spavA paDe che, ane e ja kAraNathI upAdhimAM esavu paDe che... aMtaracaryA paNa kAI sthaLe kheAlI zakAtI nathI. evAM pAtronI kula bhatA mane thaI paDI e ja mahA duHkhamatA kahe. "71 70. " zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 196. 71. ejana, pR. 197,

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54 zrImadane jIvanasiddhi saMsAra duHkhamaya lAgatuM hovA chatAM pUrvakarmane lIdhe teo tenAthI chUTI zaktA na hatA, pariNAme e sarva kheda temane aMtaramAM ja zamAvavo paDate hate. e duHkhamAMthI thoDI zAMti meLavavA, jyAM sudhI pUrvopArjita karma hoya tyAM sudhI pote strI sAthe kaI rIte vartavuM te vize teo vi. saM. 1945mAM ja lakhe che ke : strIne sadAcArI jJAna ApavuM, eka satsaMgI tene gaNavI, tenAthI dharmabahenane saMbaMdha rAkhavo. aMtakaraNathI koI paNa prakAre mA-bahena ane temAM aMtara na rAkha. tenA zArIrika bhAgane keAI paNa rIte mohakarmane vaze upabhoga levAya che, tyAM ganI ja smRti rAkhI "A che te huM kevuM sukha anubhavuM chuM?" e bhUlI javuM (tAtparya - te mAnavuM asat che.), mitra mitranI jema sAdhAraNa cIjane paraspara upaga laIe chIe tema te vastu levA (vi.)ne sakheda upaga laI pUrvabaMdhanathI chUTI javuM. temAMthI jema bane tema nirvikArI vAta karavI. vikAraNane kAyAe anubhava karatAM paNa upayoga nizAna para ja rAkhavo. "tenAthI koI saMtAnotpatti thAya te te eka sAdhAraNa vastu che, ema samajI mamatva na karavuM. paNa ema ciMtavavuM ke je dvArathI laghuzaMkAnuM vahevuM che te dvArathI utpanna thayela padArtha, A pAcho temAM kAM bhUlI jAya che-mahA aMdhArI kedathI kaMTALI AvyA chatAM pAcho tyAM ja mitratA karavA jAya che. e zI vicitratA che ! IcchavuM ema ke baMnenA sAgathI kaI harSazoka ke bALabaccAMrUpe phaLanI utpatti na thAo. e citra mane saMbhAravA na do. nahIM te eka mAtra suMdara cahere ane suMdara varNa (jaDa padArthano) te AtmAne keTaluM baMdhana karI saMpattihIna kare che, te AtmA keI paNa prakAre visArIza nahi."72 ahI spaSTa thAya che tema teo vAsanAthI mukta thavA zarUAtathI ja prayatna karatA hatA. ane jyAre jyAre tema na banI zake tyAre teo mahAkheda paNa pAmatA hatA. pitAnAmAM rahelI AMtarika nigraMthazreNI vize teo vi. saM. 1945nA zrAvaNa vadamAM manasukharAma sUryarAma tripAThIne lakhe che ke - jyAM sudhI grahavAsa pUrvakarmanA baLathI bhagavo rahyo che tyAM sudhI dharma, artha ane kAma ullAsita-udAsIna bhAve sevavAM ryogya che. bAhyabhAve gRhasthazreNI chatAM aMtaraMga nigraMthazreNI joIe, ane jyAM tema thayuM che tyAM sarva siddha che, mArI AtmAbhilASA te zreNImAM ghaNuM mAsa thayAM vate che."73 lagna pachI eka varSamAM ja vadhavA mAMDelo vairAgya te pachInA varSamAM vizeSa jora pakaDe che ane zrImadanAM e bAbatanAM vacane vadhu nizcayAtamaka bane che. eTaluM ja nahi, vi. saM. 1946mAM potAnI rojanIzImAM temaNe potAnI patnIne uddezI eka patra lakhyo che. temAM 72. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 196. 73. ejana, pR. 193.

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1. jIvanarekhA paNa temaNe patnIne saMga mAtra dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa mATe iccho che, arthAtu baMne dharmamUti bane evI abhilASA vyakta karatAM temAM lakhyuM che ke - baMne dharmamUti thavA prayatna karIe. meTA harSathI prayatna karIe...tame svacchatAne bahu Irachaje, vItarAgabhaktine bahu ja Icchajo, mArI bhaktine samabhAvathI iccho. tame je veLA mAMrI saMgatimAM che te veLA sarva prakAre mane AnaMda thAya tema raheje. vidyAbhyAsI thAo. vidyAyukta vidI saMbhASaNa mArAthI karaje. huM tamane cuta bodha ApIza. tame rU5saMpanna, guNasaMpanna ane riddhi temaja buddhisaMpanna tethI thaze. pachI e dazA joI huM parama prasanna thaIza."74 A ja varSanA mAha mAsamAM potAne lAgatuM saMsAranuM svarUpa varNavatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke : kuTuMbarUpI kAjaLanI keTaDInA vAsathI saMsAra vadhe che. game teTalI tenI sudhAraNuM karaze te paNa ekAMtathI jeTale saMsAra kSaya thavAne che, tene sAme hiMse paNa te kAjaLagRhamAM rahevAthI thavAno nathI. kaSAyanuM te nimitta che, mehane rahevAno anAdikALano parvata che."75 Ama badhI rIte jotAM zrImadane saMsAra e atyaMta duHkhanuM kAraNa lAgatuM hatuM. tethI teo tenAthI chUTavA puruSAthI hatA. paraMtu karmodaya eTale baLavAna hato ke teo tenAthI chevaTa sudhI chUTI nahotA zakyA. A rIte zarUAtathI ja temanAmAM lagnajIvana mATe varAgya hatuM, te pachI temaNe tenI zarUAta zA mATe karI tene khyAla ApatAM vi. saM 1946nA vaizAkha vada 12nA koI bhAI ne, potAne gRhasthAzrama madhyama prakArane jaNAvI temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke : taravajJAnanI gupta guphAnAM darzana letAM gRhasthAzramathI virakta thavAnuM adhistara sUche che. ane khacIta te tattvajJAnane viveka ane Ugyo hato, kALanAM baLavattara aniSTapaNane lIdhe tene yathAyogya samAdhisaMganI aprAptine lIdhe te vivekane mahAkhedanI sAthe gauNa kara paDyo; ane khare! jo tema na thaI zakyuM hota te tenA (A patralekhakanA) jIvanane aMta Avata. je vivekane mahAkhedanI sAthe gauNa kare paDayo che, te vivekamAM ja cittavRtti prasanna rahI jAya che, bAhya tenI prAdhAnyatA nathI rAkhI zakAtI e mATe akathya kheda thAya che. tathApi jyAM nirUpAyatA che, tyAM sahanazIlatA sukhadAyaka che, ema mAnyatA hovAthI maunatA che."76 74. ejana, pR. 234. 75. ejana, pR. 210. 6. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 215.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi pote gRhasthAzrama zarU na karavAne vicAra karyo hato, chatAM keTalAka saMjogavazAta te vicAra amalamAM na AvI zakyo, eTaluM ja nahi, te vicArane mahAkheda sAthe gauNa kare paDyo, tenuM duHkha zrImad uparanA patramAM varNavyuM che. icachA teo gauNa karI zakyA na heta te pitAnA jIvananA aMtanI zakyatA paNa zrImade ahI joI che, kAraNa ke saMjogo evA hatA ke gRhasthAzrama mAMDyA vinA cAle nahi, ane tema karavA AtmA kabUla thAya nahi. AthI je dvidhA UbhI thAya temAMthI dehatyAgane prasaMga Ave tevI zakyatA zrImadane lAgI hatI. A parathI temane saMsArane kaMTALe keTalI hada sudhI haze, teno kaMIka khyAla ApaNane Ave che. ane temane A kaMTALe samaya pasAra thatAM vadhate gaye hate. pUrajhaDape vairAgya tarapha javAnI icchA saphaLa thavAne badale saMsArane udaya zrImadane vadhyA karato hato, tethI thatA khedane vyakta karatAM vacane temaNe lakhelA patramAM kyAreka kyAreka jovA maLe che. paNa te vizenI kazI vizeSa mAhitI ApaNane maLatI nathI. temaNe lakhelA patromAM potAnA gRhastha ke vepArI jIvanano ullekha bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. zrImada varSano moTe bhAge muMbaImAM rahetA ane ekAda vakhata vavANiyA temanAM patnI pAse jatA, tyAM thoDe vakhata rahI gujarAtanAM gAmaDAMomAM nivRtti arthe rahetA. e rIte joIe te temanuM gRhasthajIvana ghaNuM TUMkA samayanuM hatuM. tenAthI paNa kaMTALI jaIne temanA hRdayamitra bhAgabhAIne vi. saM. 1948mAM zrImade lakheluM ke - saMsArathI kaMTALyAM te ghaNe kALa thaI gayo che. tathApi saMsArane prasaMga haju virAma pAmato nathI, e eka prakArane meTe kaleza vate che."77 e ja varSanA zrAvaNa mAsamAM zrIma saubhAgabhAIne pharIthI jaNAveluM ke - citta baMdhanavALuM thaI zakatuM nahIM hovAthI je jIvo saMsAra saMbaMdhe strI Adi rUpe prApta thayA che, te jInI IcchA paNa dubhavavAnI thatI nathI, arthAt te paNa anukaMpAthI ane mAbA pAdikanAM upakArAdi kAraNothI upAdhajogane baLavAna rIte vedIe chIe, jenI jenI kAmanA che, te te prArabdhanA udayamAM je prakAre prApta thavI sujita che, te prakAre thAya tyAM sudhI nivRtti grahaNa karatAM paNa chava udAsIna rahe che."78 ahIM zrImadda spaSTa kare che ke kaI jAtanAM sukha meLavavAnI lAlasAthI nahi paNa pUrvaka nivRtta karavAnI IcchAthI ja pite saMsAramAM rahyA che. . zrImade A bhAva vi. saM. 1948nA Aso mAsamAM vizeSa spaSTatAthI vyakta karyo che. kaI paNa jAtanA amArA Atmika baMdhanane laIne ame saMsAramAM rahyA nathI; 77. ejana, pR. 210. 28, ejana, pR. 356.

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1. jIvanarekhA zrI je che tenAthI pUrve baMdhAyeluM bhegakama nivRtta karavuM che. kuTuMba che tenuM pUrvenuM karaja ApI nivRtta thavA arthe rahyA chIe. revAzaMkara che tenuM amArA pratye je kaMI mAgaNuM che te ApavAne rahyA chIe. te sivAyanA je je kaMI prasaMga che te tenI aMdara samAI jAya che. tanane athe, dhanane athe; bhegane athe, sukhane, svArthane athe ke koI jAtanA Atmika baMdhanathI ame saMsAramAM rahyA nathI. duHkhanA bhayathI paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM rAkhyuM che, ema nathI."79 vi. saM. 1945thI 1948 sudhInA traNa varSanA gALAmAM saMsArane lagatA, tenAthI kaMTALyA hovAnA uddagAre zrImadanA lakhANamAM keTalIka vAra jovA maLe che. te pachI te zrImadda e vize uccAra sarakho paNa karatA nathI tema kahI zakAya. parANe saMsAramAM rahevuM paDatuM hatuM tene kaMTALe vyakta karatAM vacane vi. saM. 1948 pachIthI bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. temanI AMtarika sthiti eTalI ucca thatI gaI hatI ke, prArabdha zAMta, samatAbhAve davAnuM sAmarthya temaNe meLavI lIdhuM hatuM. hA, bAhya upAdhi prasaMgethI vartatA khedanI vAta zrI bhAgabhAInA patramAM te pachI paNa keTalAka samaya jovA maLe che, paraMtu tyAMce temaNe aMtaraMgamAM vartatA samatAbhAvanI spaSTatA te karI ja che. sebhAgabhAI paNa te arasAmAM ghaNI muzkelImAMthI pasAra thatA hatA, tethI temane AzvAsana ApavAnA IrAdAthI paNa zrImadde keTalIka vAra pitAnI muzakelI varNavI hoya tema jaNAya che. kAraNa ke e paristhitimAM potAne vartatI zAMti ja vyakta karI che. Ama joIe te zrImadane saMyama divase divase vadhate gayo hato, pariNAme temanI udAsInatA eTalI badhI vadhI gaI hatI ke keTalIka vakhata temanAM kuTuMbIjanone te lezanuM kAraNa, zrImadanI anicchA havA chatAM, banatI. zrImadane AMtarika anicchA hovA chatAM lagabhaga 10 varSa sudhI vi. saM. 155mAM strI, lakSamIne tyAga karyo tyAM sudhI - gRhasthAvAsa bhogavavo paDyo hato, temAMthI AvI paDelI javAbadArI adA karavA jatAM teo potAnI dhArI jhaDapathI nigraMthamArgamAM AgaLa vadhI zakatA na hatA te temane khUba duHkharUpa lAgatuM hatuM. tene lIdhe pote karavA dhAreluM lokakalyANa paNa teo karI zakyA na hatA, joke te vize teo pAchaLathI udAsI gayA hatA. A badhuM hovA chatAM zrImadde e sAbita karI batAvyuM ke AmA dhAre te gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne paNa potAnuM kalyANa karI zake che. AtmakalyANa mATe saMsAra tyAgI zakAya te uttama, paNa nahitara AtmakalyANa thAya ja nahi tema ekAMte nathI. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa AtmAne sAkSAtkAra karI zakAya che - mAtra te mATe sAcA dilano puruSArtha joIe. gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne paNa AtmakalyANa kaI rIte karI zakAya te zrImad potAnA jIvana dvArA batAvyuM che. 79. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 347.

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58 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi zrImadane saMtAnamAM be putra tathA be putrI thayAM hatAM. prathama putra chaganalAlane janma vi. saM. 1946mAM thayo hato. tene zrImad ghaNuM vakhata chagana zAstrI kahIne bolAvatA. bALavayathI ja chaganabhAImAM dhArmika saMskAra sArA pramANamAM hatA. 15me varSe teo maeNTrikamAM AvyA tyAre peDhInA eka kesa mATe teo temanA kAkA manasukhabhAI sAthe muMbaI AvyA. tyAM temane betraNa varSa rahevAnuM banyuM, e samaya daramyAna temaNe dhArmika abhyAsa karyo. 1mA varSe temaNe kAkA sAthe vepAra zarU karyo, paNa jIvaleNa kSayane humalo thatAM e ja varSamAM temane dehAMta thayo. chaganabhAIne potAnA pitA mATe atyaMta mAna hatuM. temaNe potAnI nityanoMdhamAM, potAne jIvavAnI zA mATe jijJAsA che te jaNAvatAM lakhyuM hatuM. "eka cIja pharIthI kyAMya paNa pitA tarIke dekhAze nahi ane te-te dharmAtmA pitA zrI rAjacaMdra."80 anya keI kAraNe nahi, paNa pitAnI dhArmika vRtti pitAmAM utAravAnI icchAthI ja jIvavA IcchatA chaganabhAInI dhArmikatA kevI hovI joIe tenI te kalpanA ja karavAnI chaganabhAI pachI temanAM bahena javalabahenane janma vi. saM. 1948mAM thayo hato. ane te pachI be varSe zrImadanAM bIjA putrI kAzIbahenano janma thaye hato. vi. saM. 15ramAM zrImadanA bIjA putrane janma thayo hato, te putra te bahu nAnI vayamAM maraNa pAmyA hatA. zrImaddanA parivAramAM Aje-I. sa. 1965mAM-temanAM eka putrI javalabahena hayAta che.1 - zrImadanAM bIjA putrI kAzIbahenanuM paNa 3ra varSanI nAnI vaye avasAna thayeluM. temane be putre thaye zrImadanAM patnIe paNa zrImadanA avasAna pachI thoDA ja vakhatamAM potAnI jIvanalIlA saMkelI lIdhI hatI. zeSakALa temaNe zrImade kahelI mALA pheravavAmAM ja gALe hate. zrImadane temanA bhAI manasukhabhAI para ghaNe vizvAsa hato. tethI temaNe jyAre vepAramAMthI nivRtti lIdhI tyAre pitAne bhAge AvatI saghaLI milakta temaNe manasukhabhAIne ApI hatI, ane vyavasthA paNa temane ja sepI hatI. zrImadanA avasAna pachI temanAM sAhitya ane patronuM prakAzana karavAmAM sauthI mahattvano phALA manasukhabhAIne hate. aMbAlAlabhAInI tathA anyanI sahAya laI, vi. saM. 1961mAM 80. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ardhazatAbdI smAraka tha ", pR. 11. 81. javalabahena varSanA amuka bhAga muMbaImAM temanA putra sAthe rahe che, ane bAkIne bhAga vivANiyA, zrImaddanI janmabhUmimAM bhaktibhajana karavAmAM gALe che. potAnA pati bhagavAnalAlabhAI modIe vavANiyAmAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra"nuM maMdira baMdhAveluM che, tenI vyavasthA paNa teo saMbhALe che. javalabahenane dehAMta thaye tA. 9-3-1974, mahAvada amAsa 2 034.

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1. jIvanarekhA 59 paramavruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa " taraphathI temaNe " zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthanI pahelI AvRtti devanAgarI lipimAM bahAra pADI. te pachI paNa temaNe peAtAnuM saMzAdhanakArya cAlu rAkhyuM, ane vi. sa'. 1970mAM te graMthanI bIjI AvRtti temaNe svataMtra rIte pragaTa karI. vi. saM. 1980mAM trIjI AvRtti vizenuM kAya paNa thayuM, paNa te pUruM thAya te pahelAM manasukhabhAI nA deha paDayo. te kAya temanA bhANeja hemacandra TAkarazI mahetAe pUrNa karyuM". Ama janatAne zrImanI oLakhANa karAvavAmAM manasukhabhAI nA phALA sauthI mATeA che. te zrImad krAMtikArI ,, ,, - zrImad bahujana samAjamAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra " karatAMya " kRpALudeva " tarIke vizeSa jANItA hatA, kAraNa ke temanI pAsethI ghaNA jIvA zAMti pAmatA hatA. pU. gAMdhIjI jevA paNa peAtAnI kasATInA samaye jemanI pAsethI zAMti meLavI zakavA hatA evA zrImad mATe koI " krAMtikArI " vizeSaNa ceAje tyAre saheje kAI paNa vAcakane kutUhala thAya ke " tame zrImaddane kayA pramANathI 'krAMtikArI" gaNAvI zake che ? kAraNa ke krAMtikArI' zabda mATe samAje jANye-ajANye 'tIvra jussA 'nA ane vaNI dIdhA che. paNa A vyApaka ane jarA sUkSmatAthI vicArIe--krAMti eTale cAlI AvatI rUDhimAM pheraphAra karavA e a laI e--tA zrImadda vize yAjelA uparanA vizeSaNanI yathAtA samajAze. zrImad darekedareka kSetramAM krAMtikArI na hatA, koI paNa mAnava na heAI zake, e svAbhAvika che. tethI temanuM e krAMtikArIpaNuM sAhityanA ane dharmAMnA kayA kSetramAM najare caDe che te vize thADu vicArIe. ,, zrImanA saMparkamAM AvelI vyaktione thayelA temanA paricaya, zrImanI mudrA, temanu' lakhANa vagere UDatI najare tapAsatAM temanuM " krAMtikArIpaNuM " sahelAIthI najare caDatuM nathI, paNa jarA UMDANathI vicAratAM tarata ja samajAya che ke teo eka mahAna krAMtikArI hatA ane tenAM bIja ThekaThekANe vavAyelAM che. alakhatta, krAMtine utAravAnI temanI paddhati ja evI hatI ke " pAtAmAM emanAM vacanA dvArA koI mahAna parivartana thaI rahyuM che" tenA khyAla, parivartana thaI jAya tyAM sudhI na Ave; arthAt temanI krAMti jagAvavAnI rItamAM ja tathA tenA viSayanI pasaMdRImAM ja samULI krAMti samAyelI hatI. Ama rUDhimAM saumyatAthI agni'tya pheraphAra karavAnI temanI dhagaza e jazuM temanA krAMtikArIpaNAnA sabaLa purAvA nathI ? samAjakSetre zrImadbhu krAMtikArIpaNuM zrImaddanA svabhAva zAMta ane mananazIla hatA, temanuM ciMtana paNa AtmalakSI hatuM. tethI mAhyalakSI sAhitya jema ke vArtA, navalakathA, nATaka, pravAsavarNana vagere tarapha temanI vRtti svAbhAvika rIte ja vaLelI na hatI. tema chatAM temaNe tevuM thADu ghaNuM lakhANa peAtAnI vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM lakhyuM hatuM.

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi zrImaddanA jamAnA sudhAraka yuganA hatA. e samaye sAmAjika krAMti thaI rahI hatI. na 4 jussAthI, dalapatarAma zAMtithI ane navalarAma madhyasthatAthI ' sudhArAnA e pAkAra 'mAM sAthe purAvatA hatA. 'sudhArAnA e peAkAra'nI asara zrImadane paNa nAnI vayamAM thayelI jaNAya che. peAtAnI vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM temaNe je kaI dhame tara kRtinI racanA karI che temAM temaNe sudhArAnI himAyata karI che. temaNe racela "nItiAdhaka "nI garamIe tathA anya kAvyA, jevAM ke " svadezIone vinati", "Aya. prajAnI paDatI' vageremAM temaNe vahemA dUra karavAnI, strIzikSaNanI, pravartatA doSA dUra karavAnI vagere vizenI bhalAmaNu karI che. jue :~~~~ " dharmAlaya karavAne kheMce, baMdhAve vizALa nizALa; bALa ane bALAe bhaNaze, zIkhI leze sArA cAla. " vidyAratna guNI bahu, mATe bhaNAvA bALa, vidyAe sukha jANo, vidyA guNa vizALa, '' - saphLAdhazataka lagna, jamaNuM, dADA AdimAM dhananA vyaya karavAne badale haoNspiTala badhAvavAmAM, nizALA cAlu karavAmAM Adi paropakAranAM kAryamAM dhananA upayAga karavAnI himAyata zrIduM e samaye karI hatI, e temanu sudhArakapaDuM sUcave che; pazu naH jevA jussA tA teo, nIce ApI che tevI paktiomAM, kathAreka ja batAve che : saLagAvI do A adhika nahi te kharA zrIma`ta kANu ? samaya, vaLI vemanI vADa, nirakhazA, dhALe dahADe dhADa, cha dhALe dahADe dhADa - "" zrImadde karelI sudhArAnI A himAyata evI sabaLa nathI ke ApaNe temane mahAna krAMtikArI gaNAvI zakIe. vaLI, temanI e pravRtti, e lakhANa temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI baMdha thaI gayAM hatAM. tethI krAMtinuM khIja temanAmAM samAjakSetre khIlelu` hatu` tema ApaNe kahI zakIe nahi. alabatta, thatI krAMtimAM temaNe sAtha purAvavAnA prayatna karyA hatA, ane temanAmAM e tattva khIlavA paNu pAmata- o temanu dhyeya samAjalakSI banyuM hota to ! temanu dhyeya samAjalakSIne badale mULathI ja AtmalakSI hatu, pariNAme temaNe A prakAranAM sAhityanAM sarjana, vAMcana ke mananane tilAMjali ApI dIdhI hatI. adhyAtmakSetre zrImadUtuM krAMtikArIpaNuM zrImanu' dhyeya AtmalakSI hovAthI temaNe te prakAranuM sAhitya vizeSa vAMcyu hatuM. bALapaNamAM temane vaiSNava saMpradAyanA saMskArA maLyA hatA. paraMtu temanI dRSTi vizALa

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1. jIvanarekhA 31 hAvAne lIdhe jainanA sarva sa pradAyanA graMthA paNa jema jema temane upalabdha thatA gayA tema tema, teo vAMcatA gayA. tamArUpe racAyelA A badhA graMthA te kALe mudritarUpamAM nahIM paNa hastalikhita pratanA rUpamAM upalabdha thatA hatA ane e badhA temaNe derAsara ane jaina bhaDArAmAMthI meLavIne vAMcyA hatA. temanI jJAnapipAsA eTalI tIvra hatI ke temanA jamAnAnuM alpa mudraNa paNa temane ADu nahAtuM AvyuM. peAtAnI svataMtra ciMtana tathA mananazaktine lIdhe temaNe A badhA graMthAnA rizIlana dvArA meLavelu jJAna pacAvyu` hatuM ane te pachI temaNe keTalAka evA vicArA vyakta karyA hatA ke je AdhyAtmika kSetramAM temanu` krAMtikArIpaNu sUcave che. temanA samayamAM matAMtarA, phrAMTA, pakSA vadhatA jaMtA hatA. jainadarzanamAM paNa zvetAMbara, diga'bhara, sthAnakavAsI, tapA, lAMkA Adi phAMTAnA anuyAyIe peAtAnI zreSThatA ane bIjAnI kaniSThatA batAvavAmAM ja rAkAyelA rahetA hatA. pariNAme teo peAtAnu* AtmakalyANa karavAnuM ja cUkI jatA hatA. AvA samayamAM sane matAMtarathI dUra rahIne; mAtra AtmakalyANa karavA para ja lakSa ApavAnA saumyatAthI chatAM dRDhatAthI upadeza ApavA e krAMtikArI pagaluM ja gaNAya ane e kAyaM zrImadde karyu" hatuM. jue temanAM vacanA -- 66 phAI paNa dharma saMba'dhI matabheda rAkhavA cheADI daI ekAgrabhAvathI sAge je mA sazAdhana karavAnA che, te e ja che. matabheda rAkhI kAI meAkSa pAmyA nathI. vicArIne jeNe matabhedane TALyA, te atavRttine pAmI krame karI zAzvata mAkSane pAmyA che, pAme che ane pAmaze, "82 " kaDhAgrahamAM kaI ja hita nathI. zUrAtana karI Agraha kadAcahathI dUra rahevu paNa virodha karavA nahi. "83 Ama zrImad aneka jagyAe matAMtarathI dUra rahevAnA, bhedaSTi cheDI AtmAnA kalyANu para ja lakSa ApavAnA upadeza ApyA che, je satya haiAvA chatAM samakAlIna sthitithI vegaLA hatA ane tene lIdhe zrImaddane keTaluM veThavuM paDayuM hatuM te suvidita che. AjathI lagabhaga 100 varSa pahelAM munio mekSa meLavavA mATe jJAna agara kriyA e bemAMthI koI eka aMga para vizeSa bhAra mUkatA hatA. sUtro vAMcavAM, te mukhapAThe karavAM ke zAstrArtha karavA; athavA upavAsa, ekaTANAM, Ayamila Adi vrata karavAM ke upAzraye athavA derAsaramAM jaI pUjA, pratikramaNa, sAmAyika Adi tenA bhAva samajyA vinA karavAM temAM ja temanA meAkSamAga samAI jatA hatA. pariNAme leAkeA mAM tA zuSkajJAnI ane kAM te kriyAjaDa thaI gayA hatA. pratyeka vastunuM phaLa bhAvathI ja che e samaja ja leAkAne na hatI; teo bAhyane sasva mAnatA thaI gayA hatA. AthI dharma temanA aMtara`gamAM 82. " zrImA~ rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, patrAMka 54, pR. 182. 66 83. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, " upadezachAyA " pR. 711. A prakAranAM anya vatA ThekaThekANe maLe che : jue " Atmasiddhi '', gAthA 110; " upadezachAyA '' pR. 730 vagere.

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62 zrImadanI janasiddhi pariNamI zakyo na hato. te vakhate sAcuM samajanAra puruSa AMgaLIne veDhe gaNAya teTalA paNa mAMDa hatA. lokonI AvI sthiti joI, temane sAcuM samajAvavAno prayatna zrImade karyo. temaNe ekAMte jJAna ane kriyAne niSedha karI bhaktinuM mAhAbhya sthApana karyuM, ane je kaMI phaLa che te bhAvathI ja che ema pratipAdana karyuM. bhAva vinAnI - AtmArtha vinAnI - kaI paNa kriyAnuM phaLa AtmAthe nathI, te temaNe patre patra, kAvya kAvya spaSTa karyuM che. juo - "nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM neya nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAdhana karavAM soya. naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI kahela, ekAMte vyavahAra nahi, baMne sAthe rahela."84 A ja kAraNathI temaNe bhaktimArganI zreSThatA batAvI hatI. bhaktimAM sarvasamaparNabhAva hevAthI jIvanAM ahaM mamatva Adi ghaTI jAya che ane tatvanuM aMtaraMga pariNamana thAya che. bhaktine mahimA batAvatAM nIcenAM vacane temanI AMtarika sUjha vyakta kare che - ghaNuM ghaNA prakArathI manana karatAM amAre daDha nizcaya che ke bhakita e sarvoparI mArga che, ane te puruSanA caraNa samIpa rahIne thAya to kSaNavAramAM makSa karI de tevo padArtha che."85 bhakti e sarvotkRSTa mArga che. bhaktithI ahaMkAra maTe, svachaMda TaLe ane sIdhA mArge cAlyA javAya, anya vikalpa maTe. A e bhaktimArga zreSTha che."86 Ama ekAMte jJAna ane kriyAne niSedha karI bhaktinuM mAhAsya sthApavuM te zrImadanuM krAMtikArI pagaluM ja gaNAya. zrImad sadaguru ane jJAnIne je mahimA gAyo che te temanA jamAnAne jotAM AdhyAtmika kSetre krAMtikArI pagaluM ja gaNAya. temaNe batAvela mahimA e jamAnAmAM, ke zuM A jamAnAmAM, bhAgye ja koI samaje che. te mahimA mATe nIcenAM vacane juo :- bIju kaMI zedha mA. mAtra eka puruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarva bhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA. pachI je mokSa na maLe te mArI pAsethI leje!"87 puruSamAM kevI ananya zraddhA ! 84. "AtmasiddhizAstra", gAthA 131, 132. 85. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, 1, patrAMka 201, pR. 264. 86. ejana, pR. 877. 87. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1. pR. 198.

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1. jIvanarekhA eka sapuruSane rAjI karavAmAM, tenI sarva icchAne prazaMsavAmAM, te ja satya mAnavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI gaI te utkRSTamAM utkRSTa paMdara bhave avazya mokSe jaIza."88 Ama aneka sthaLe temaNe sadagurunuM mAhAbhya batAvyuM che. AvA sadagurunI prIti meLavavA zuM karavuM joIe te temaNe "AtmasiddhizAstra", "prabhu pratye dInava" Adi kAvyo tathA "cha padane patra" Adi patromAM pratyakSa karAvyuM che. vaLI, vividha sthaLe temaNe saddagurunAM tathA mumukSunAM yathArtha lakSaNene paricaya paNa Apyo che.9 A uttama lakSaNenA dhAraka saddaguru ane mumukSu sivAyanI anya vyaktione temaNe asaddaguru ane mithyAtvI tarIke bedhaDaka rIte oLakhAvI che je temanuM viziSTa krAMtikArI pagaluM che. samakAlIna samAjanA moTA bhAganA sAdhuo ane zrAvako, A AMtarika dRSTie jotAM, asadaguru ane amumukSu kare tema hatAM, te prasaMge jarA paNa Dara rAkhyA vinA satya prakAza kare te krAMti nahi te bIjuM zuM ? "kahevAtA Adhunika munione sUtrArtha zravaNane paNa anukULa nathI. "90 zrImadde kyAreka samakAlIna munionuM citra upara jaNAvela jevAM vacanamAM Apela che e spaSTa thAya che. A ane anya vicAre jema ke matAMtaramAM racyApacyA rahe te matAthI, AtmajJAna vinAnA guru te sadaguru nahi, AtmA pAmyA hoya te ja jJAnI. AtmArthe thAya te ja kriyA saphaLa; jJAnInI AjJAnA pAlananuM phaLa amUlya che; saddagurumAM sarva samarpaNabhAva karavo-vagere abhiprAya temanA jamAnAnA loko mATe sAva navA ja hatA. ane e vicAre lokone satya hovA chatAM krAMtikArI lAgyA hatA. ane pariNAme zrImada satya dharma samajAvanAra nahi paNa dharma-uchedaka lAgyA hatA, jenA anusaMdhAnamAM temanA para jAtajAtanA AkSepa paNa thayA hatA, jemake "zrImadda pitAne tIrthakara karatAM paNa moTA kahevaDAve che", "zrImane mana temanA sivAya jagatamAM kaI sadaguru ja nathI", "zrImadane navo dharma sthApavo che." vagere. AthI e jamAnAmAM temanuM sAhitya vAMcavuM e paNa eka prakArano gune gaNute hate. ane temanAmAM zraddhA rAkhanArane aspRzya jevI sthiti paNa bhegavavI paDI hatI, kAraNa ke, jema anya kSetramAM tema, dhArmika kSetramAM paNa rUDhi para prahAra thAya eTale loko taraphathI virodha to thavAne ja. Ama zrImadanI hayAtImAM ja temanA pratino virodha cAlu thaye hato, ane eka samaye e virodhe ugra svarUpa paNa pakaDyuM hatuM. tenA chAMTA sobhAgabhAI aMbAlAlabhAI, lallajI mahArAja Adi zrImaddanI aMtevAsI vyaktio para paNa UyA hatA. paNa sonuM kaTI pachI ja vizeSa camake che, tema ahIM paNa banyuM. 88. ejana, pR. 195. 89. juo "Atmasiddhi" gAthA 10, 138, "apUrva avasara" vagere. 90. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa AvRtti 1, patrAMka 170, pR. 250.

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zrImanI jInasiddhi pitA prati thatA virodha pratye zrImada sAva nirapRha hatA. te temaNe zrI aMbAlAlabhAI jUThAbhAI Adi para lakhelA patro jotAM spaSTa thAya che. temane te je satya hatuM te lokone karuNAbuddhithI jaNAvavuM hatuM, pachI loko samaje ke na samaje te temanA bhAgyanI vAta hatI. samaye samayanuM kArya karyuM. tatkAlIna vidha, samaya jatAM "buddhinI kaTIe" caDyo ane satyanA vijayanI zarUAta thaI. Ama zrImad AdhyAtmika kSetre keTalAka evA vicAre pragaTa karyA hatA ke je AtmakalyANa mATe anivArya hovA chatAM temanA jamAnA mATe krAMtikArI hatA. te vicAre nirbhayatAthI chatAM namratAthI vyakta karanAra zrImane kAMtikArI na kahIe to zuM kahIe? zrImad vepArI tarIke zrImadamAM bALavayamAM ja aneka zaktio khIlI hatI, ane ene lIdhe temanI khyAti paNa ghaNe thaI hatI. bIjI bAju temanI Arthika sthiti paNa sArI na hatI, tethI Arthika uddezathI teo vi. saM. 194ranA bhAdaravA mAsa AsapAsa muMbaI gayA hatA. muMbaImAM zatAvadhAnanA prayoga karI emaNe ghaNuM khyAti prApta karI. e prayoga karatI vakhate sabhAmAM aneka agragaNya vidvAna ane paMDita hAjara hatA. temAM jyotiSIo paNa hatA, jemanA dvArA zrImadane jyotiSanuM UMDuM jJAna meLavavAnI IcchAne pUrNa karavAne avasara prApta thayo hato. - muMbaImAM zatAvadhAnanA prayogo joI zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI zrImadbhA samAgamamAM AvyA. temanA pitAzrI ghelAbhAI jhaverAtanI parIkSAmAM niSNAta hatA. pitA pAsethI te vidyA zIkhIne mANekalAlabhAI muMbaImAM jhaverAtanA vepAramAM joDAyA hatA. temaNe jhaverAtanI parIkSA karavAnuM kAma zrImadane zIkhavyuM. zrImadda e dhaMdhAnI zarUAta karavAne vicAra karatA hatA. tevAmAM vi. saM. 1944nA poSa mAsamAM gRhasthAzramI thavA vavANiyA javAnI pharaja paDI ane vi. sa. 1944nA mahA suda 12nA divase teo gRhasthAzramI thayA te anusAra zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvana temanA kAkAsasarA thayA hatA. tyArathI teo zrImadanA nikaTa paricayamAM AvyA. ekAda varSa pachI vyApAramAM utkRSTa lAbha che evuM jyotiSathI jANuM, zrImadde temane muMbaI javA preryA, sAthe jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAnI peDhInI vAta paNa karI. te mujaba zrI revAzaMkarabhAI vakIlAta cheDI vi. saM. 1945nA aSADamAM muMbaI gayA. zrImadda paNa e ja arasAmAM eTale ke e varSanA bhAdaravA mAsamAM pharIthI muMbaI gayA, ane sAMtAkrujhamAM zeTha tribhavana bhANajInA baMgalAmAM prathamanA cha mAsa rahyA. pachIthI te teo revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhI jyAM hoya tyAM sAthe ke tenI najIkamAM rahetA. vi. saM. 1945nA bhAdaravA AsapAsa zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhI zarU thaI, temAM zrI mANekalAlabhAI jhaverI preraNArUpa hatA. zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhImAM zrImadda,

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1. jIvanarekhA revAzaMkarabhAI ane mANekalAlabhAI bhAgIdArImAM joDAyA hatA. eka be varSamAM te A peDhIne vepAra vilAyata, raMguna, arabastAna vagerenI moTI moTI peDhI sAthe zarU thaI gayA hatA. vi. saM. 1948-4mAM zrI mANekalAlabhAI dvArA sUratavALA rA. ba. nagInacaMda jhaveracaMdane zrImadane paricaya thayo. parasparanI anumatipUrvaka zrImad, revAzaMkarabhAI, mANekalAlabhAI ane nagInacaMdabhAIe motIno vepAra bhAgIdArImAM zarU karyo. pachIthI temAM keTalAka bIjA vepArIo paNa joDAyA. sarva bhAgIdAre e kaMI ne kaMI kAma javAbadArIpUrvaka svIkArI lIdhuM hatuM, temAM nANAviSayaka ane vilAyatanA vyavasAyanuM kAmakAja mukhyatve zrImadda hastaka hatuM. A badhAe potapotAnuM kArya eTalI saphaLatApUrvaka karyuM hatuM ke hiMdanI agresara gaNatI peDhIomAM A peDhInI gaNanA thavA lAgI hatI. peDhIe naphe paNa ghaNu sArA pramANamAM karyo hate. zrImadda vepArI kAmakAjamAM ghaNa kuzaLa hatA. mAla barAbara kasIne letA, chatAM prAmANika paNa evA ja hatA; keIne paNa khoTA nukasAnamAM UtaravA detA nahi. naphA vizene temane khyAla paNa cokkasa hato. eka vakhata temane koIe prazna karyo ke, "dhaMdhAnI aMdara keTalAka vepArIo mAla vecavAnI buddhie ApanI pAse Ave che, vecanAra mAladhArI Apane kahe ke A mAla laI lo. ane je cagya kiMmata hoya te Apa. te Apa kevI rIte mAla rAkhe?" temaNe uttara Apyo ke, "mAlanI kiMmata AMkelI ke bAMdhelI nathI, te te mAla najare jaIne gya kiMmata lAge temAM Azare be TakA chUTe evuM jANune te mAla laIe. pachI bajAra tejI-maMdI thAya te te karmanI vAta - paNa be TakA chUTe ema dhArIne kiMmata karIne laI e te doSa nahi; vAjabI kiMmata karI kahevAya."91 muMbaImAM sauthI vizvAsapAtra gaNAte eka Araba potAnA bhAI sAthe rahIne khetInI ADatane dhaMdho karate hate. nAnA bhAIne eka divasa potAnA moTA bhAInI jema dhaMdhe karavAnI IcchA thaI AvI. tethI je sAro mAla paradezathI Avele te vecavA keAI sArA pramANika zeThano meLApa karAvavA teNe dalAlane kahyuM. dalAle zrImadane bheTe karAvyo. zrImade mAla barAbara tapAsI kharIda karyo ane nANuM cUkavI ApyAM. ghera AvIne Arabe tenA meTAbhAIne vAta kahI. meTAbhAIe jeno mAla hatuM teno kAgaLa batAvI kahyuM ke A mAla mATe to amuka bhAvathI nIce mAla vecavo nahi evI zarata karI che, ane te A zuM karyuM? tethI te gabharAye ane zrImada pAse karagarIne pote kevI muzkelImAM mukAya che te temane jaNAvyuM. vAta jANe zrImad lIdhelo mAla pAcho soMpI dIdhuM ane nANAM gaNI lIdhAM. jANe keI sedA karyo ja nathI ema gaNI aDhaLaka na thavAno hato, te svAbhAvikatAthI ja karyo. Araba te temane tyArathI khuda ja mAnate thaI gaye hato.92 91. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA", pR. 168., 92. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 106,

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi vi. saM. 151nI AkharamAM zrImanA bhAI manasukhabhAI e peDhImAM joDAyA. temane teoe e kAryamAM taiyAra karyA. ane tyAra pachI thoDA vakhatamAM zrImade vepAramAMthI nivRtti levAnI IcchA darzAvI. paraMtu temanI vepAranI kuzaLatA, cokasAI, prAmANikatA vagere guNene lIdhe temanA bhAgIdAroe nAnI vayamAM vepAramAMthI nivRtti levA nA jaNavI, bhAgIdAranA Agrahane mAna ApI temaNe peDhInA salAhakAra tarIke kAma karavAnuM keTaleka vakhata cAlu rAkhyuM. jhaverAta uparAMta kApaDa, cokhA vagereno vepAra paNa cAlatuM hatuM. vi. saM. 155 pachIthI temaNe vepAramAMthI sarvathA nivRtti svIkArI hatI. dhaMdhAnI bAbatamAM temanI kuzaLatA kevI hatI tathA cokasAI kevI hatI te vize temanA maLatA keTalAka patro sAro prakAza pADe che. perIsamAM mAra e. jamena nAmanI pheMca peDhI hatI. tenA upara lagabhaga 41000 rU.nI kiMmatanuM motInuM pArasala mekaleluM. te pArasala na vecAtAM pAchuM AvyuM. Avo pAchAM AvatAM pArasalonI hakasAI Return Comission nahi levAne me. jamerane zrImadanI peDhI sAthe karAra karyo hato. chatAM te peDhIe hakasAI caDAvIne pArasala pAchuM mokaleluM. tethI te karAranI bAbatamAM potAnI peDhIne mAhitI Apato eka patra zrImade vavANiyAthI vi. saM. 195ranA zrAvaNa vadamAM lakhyo hato. temAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - "jarmonanuM pArsala pAchuM AvavA saMbaMdhI lakhyuM te jANyuM che. saMbhALathI tarata aveja bharI deje. jarmane 2928 pauDanI hUMDI lakhI che. te parathI ema jaNAya che ke, teNe rITarna kamizana TakA 1 lekhe caDAvyuM che, te kamizana na levA mATe ApaNane teNe lakhI ApyuM che, je kAgaLa phAIlamAM che. 28 pauDa ochA bharI zakAya ke kema te banAjI vagerene pUchI tajavIja karaze...ApaNe A vakhate AData ApavAne karAra nathI...tame tathA nagInabhAI pUrI tajavIja karaze. utAvaLamAM 28 poMDa bharAyA pachI tenI paMcAta paDe. 93 karAra vagerenI vigate yAda rAkhI bhUla na thaI jAya tenI bAbatamAM teo keTalI sAvacetI rAkhatA ! AvI jAtanI sAvacetI mAlanI kharIdI vakhate paNa jovA maLe che. mAla ke levo, kayA bhAva sudhI levo vagere vizenA temanA vicAre ApaNane temaNe khaMbhAtathI vi. saM. 1951nA A mAsamAM pitAnI peDhIne lakhelA eka patramAM jovA maLe che. temAM lakhyuM che ke - sIrI bhUkA vagerenI kharIda lakhI te jANI che. te sIrI bhUkA arabasthAnanA kyA ArabanA athavA kayA pragaNAnA, kevo mAla che, e vagere lakhavAmAM tamArI taraphathI barAbara AvyuM nathI. eTale e vize vadhAre abhiprAya ApavAnuM banI 93. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, bhAga 2, pR. 170.

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1, jIganarekhA zakavuM kaThaNa che. paNa eTaluM anumAnathI AvI zake che ke, gayA varSamAM 15-1617-18-19 e Adi bhAvanA sudhArAnA bhAva kaMI vAMcavAmAM AvyA nahi. ane vilAyatavALAne taraphathI vadhAre bhAva maLavAmAM pUrI mahenata paDaze, athavA vakhate bhUkAmAM kaMI ThIka pariNAma Avaze. paNa sIrIne mATe amane te adeze rahe che. vaLI huMDI paNa kaMI vadhI che. sIrI gayA varSa karatAM sArI hoya to paNa daza-paMdara TakA phera sArI sudhI te mULagA thavAnI AzA jevuM rahe che. keTalIka vAra AgaLa uparanuM pariNAma vicAryA vagara ghaNuM karI kharIda thayA kare che, ane keAI mAlamAM vilAyatathI ThIka Ave che, tene badale kAI mAlamAM bhAva vadhavA jevuM karI mukavAmAM Ave che, ane ema ne ema UMcA ja rahyAnuM thAya che. tethI bhaya rahe che ke te rIte te vakhate gayA varSanI peTha A varSe paNa veThano vepAra thaI paDe. ahIM beThA kaMI lakhavuM yaMgya nathI. tema have taratamAM AvavA vicAra che, eTale vadhAre lakhavuM kAraNabhUta nathI. paNa saheje kheda thayo ke ApaNA loke keTalAka lAbhanA vepAra pote hAthe karIne dhULadhANI meLave che, jenA lakSa temane na AvI zake tyAM zuM karI zakAya? kaMI paNa vicArathI, dhIrajathI ane kaLathI kAma levAnuM hoya te sAmAnya rIte lAbhane vepAra thayA kare, paNa tevAM eka vRttirUpa pariNAma nahi, 2pane doranArane te hetu nahi, tene paDakhe rahenAra UMcA athavA paravaza, tyAM te saune tenuM sAMbhaLavAnuM kahIe te mAne nahi. jyAre pachI tevA prasaMgamAM vicArI vartavAnuM citta rAkhavuM paDe. saune e vAta rucavI mukela. A kaMI vepAra karavAnI vAta nathI, paNa kAma karI vepAra sArA AkAramAM AvI zake tevI vAta che... ekabIjAnA manane duHkha lagADavA mATe athavA cAlatA kAmamAM vacce DabANa karavAnA hetuthI A patra lakhyuM nathI, paNa have pachI ApaNe sau vepAra karIe chIe temAM ekabIjAe upaga rAkhyo hoya to A rasto aMte lAbhakAraka che, bahu UMcA rahevAnuM ke bahu UMcA abhiprAyathI kharIdI karyA karavAnuM pariNAma ghaNuM karI viSama Ave che, javalle ja sarakhuM Ave che, ane svAbhAvika bajArane anusarI kAma levAmAM Ave eTale vicArathI, dhIrajathI, kaLathI kAma levAmAM Ave to te kAma hameza sArA pAyAthI cAlI zake che. dhIraja rAkhavA jatAM mAla maLe ja nahi evI kalpanA ApaNuM lokone sAdhAraNa rIte rahe che, te eka rIte ThIka che, paNa tethI evI dhIraja tyAgavI paNa na joIe ke ema ne ema levAnA dyomAM UMcA bhAve kharIda ja karyA karavI, ane krame meTA bhayamAM utaravAnuM thAya tema karavuM...hajAra pAMcasenA nukasAna upara dhyAna ApI A lakhyuM nathI, paNa ApaNe saune kaMI paNa A vAta dhyAnamAM rahetI hoya ane kAma thayA karatuM hoya to lAMbA samaya sudhI te kAma Take che evA hetuthI lakhyuM che...94 A samayamAM zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhI muMbaInA motIbajAramAM agrapada dharAvatI hatI. te samaye hiMdanuM metI bajAra sAmAnya rIte jyAre vizeSa lAbha dekhAya tyAre lAMbo vicAra karyA vinA temAM jhaMpalAvI detuM, paraMtu temAM keTalIka vAra evuM paNa 94. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', AvRtti 5, bhAga 2, pR. 172.

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- zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi banatuM ke jethI bajAranI sthiti ciMtAjanaka thaI jAya. e vize zrImad peAtAnA anubhavamUlaka vicAro vyakta karatA uparanA patra lakhyA hatA. peDhInA bhAgIdAra zrI nagInacadabhAInuM paNa amuka lAbha meLavyA pachI "sAhasapUrvaka" kAma karavAnuM valaNa thaI gayuM hatuM. AgaLanA patramAM zrImadde nagInacaMdrabhAI ne nigrahapUrvaka kAma karavA samajAvavA mATe eka vepArIne cAgya kaLa, DhI darzitA ane nipuNatApRrvaka prayatna karyA che. baMne paristhitinA lAbhAlAbha vadhu vyA che. Ama chatAM paNa nagInacaMdabhAI " sAhasapUrvaka ' kAma karavAnuM' ja valaNa rAkhe te kadAca temanI sAthe bhAgIdArI baMdha karavAnA samaya paNa Ave, tA te mATe tatpara rahevA zrImad peAtAnI peDhIne e pachInA ja divase patra lakhe che. e patra parathI ApaNane khyAla AvI zake che ke zrImad e peDhImAM aMtima nirNAyaka jevA hatA. AgaLanA divasanA patranA bhAvArthaM TAMkI te nagInacaMdabhAI vize lakhe che keH-- "kaI paNa tene asara thAya evI rIte lakhavAnu` prayatna karyuM' che, joke tenAthI tema vartAvu bahu muzkela che...tamArA manamAM paN sIrI vagere sabadhI khyAlamAM AvyuM, ane te amane lakhyuM, eTalI saraLatA mATe cittane satASa thayA che. " huM atrethI AsA suda dazame vidAya thaI suda 11nI savAre tamArI tarapha AvavAnA vicAra rahe che, te prathama kaMI mAla levAnuM kAraNa hAya tA tamArA vicAra para rAkhIe chIe. jeTalI sa`bhALa tamArAthI thaI zake teTalI karazeA. pratyakSa nukasAna dekhAtu hoya teA pachI paDaze nahi. mULagA thAya tevuM dekhAtu hoya athavA sahaja nukasAna jevuM dekhAtuM hAya, ane tamAru citta ekabIjAnuM citta juduM thavAnA kAraNathI bhaya rAkhatuM hoya teA hA kaheze. paNa seA vasA tA nA kahezo ke have taratamAM AvanAra che eTale temanA AvyA pahelAM hAla kaI paNa karavAnA vicAra nathI. jyAM sudhI bane tyAM sudhI Ama vazo tA phAyadA che. kaI paNa AgaLa para tethI lAbha che, tema bIjo bhaya--eTale saMbaMdha tUTI javA vagerenI kalpanA pratye vizeSa jaI bhAgamAM paDavAnuM kAraNa nathI. tema chatAM tamArA para rAkhavAnu kAraNa ema che ke sahejasAja nAnI rakama hAya ane calAvavA khAtara saMbadhamAM rahevuM ema tamArA manamAM Ave, to tema karavA mATe lakhyuM che, "95 teo mAtI ke jhaverAtanA mukhya dhaMdhAmAM jevI kALajI ane takedArI rAkhatA tevI ja cAkasAI ane cIvaTa kApaDa ke bIjA nAnA dhaMdhAmAM paNa rAkhatA hatA. TUMkAmAM kahIe teA vepAranI darekedareka cIja pratye te sAvadhAna hatA, vi. sa. 1951mAM tee sAyalAthI peAtAnI peDhI para eka patramAM lakhe che keH-- zamI oDhaNIA magAvA tA pAta, panA, raMga, vagere barAbara tapAsIne lezo. bAMdhaNI cAkhI joI ne lezo. bhImajI valabhajIne tyAM naMga sArA hoya che. 95. 66 * zrImad rAjacaMdra '', AvRtti 5, bhAga 2, mR. 173.

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1. jIvanarekhA e paNa kaIka paisA vadhAre paDe che, ane bheAMyataLIe nAkA para khatrI ebese che tene tyAMthI ApaNe keTalIka vAra laI e chIe, te kaMIka Achu le che. mATe naMga kharAkhara tapAsI bhImajI valabhajI jevAM maLe te lezo. eDhaNImAM AnA e AnA meghA paNa letAM leAkeA aTake che, eTaluM dhyAna rAkhazo...rezamI atalasa kaI ragAvavAnI hoya te bhAI amRtalAlanuM dhyAna paheAMce tyAM raMgAvazo. raMgabeAja, kumAza ThIka thAya tema karAvazo... bhAI amRtalAlane sAthe laI jema ma'gAvanArane satASa thAya tema karazeA, ATalI nAnI bAbata vizeSa karI lakhI che tenu' kAraNa e che ke rezamI kApaDamAM kaI pheraphAra Ave te mANasane manamAM ghaNuM duHkha lAge ane kAma kharAbara thaze ema meM kahyu hatuM te khATu` kahevA jevA vakhata Ave, 96 mukhya vyavasAya avarAta ane meAtInA hAvA chatAM AvI anya bAbato vize paNa temanI cAkasAIbharI kALajI ane satyapratiSThA keTalI kAma kare che te ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. eka paNa bAbata temanA lakSa bahAra jatI nathI, bhale pachI te jhaverAtanA dhadhAne lagatI hAya ke kApaDane lagatI hAya ! A uparAMta te hisAbI kAmakAjanI samajaNu paNa keTalIka vakhata patra dvArA ApatA. peDhIne mAlanA havAlA kaI rIte nAkhavA te batAvatA temanA eka patra namUnA rUpe maLe che. A patra bAbata zrImanA sAhityanA eka saMzAdhake - manasukhabhAI 2vajIbhAI e - evI noMdha karI che ke, 66 A AMkamAM havAlA nAkhavA saMbadhe TAMkelA hisAbamAM kaMIka bhUla jaNAya che. amane mULa patra maLI zakatho nathI, eTale je pramANe che te pramANe ApIe chIe. 97 A patramAM pharAmajI sansanI kaMpanI mAraphta laMDananI me, AramathanA leyamanI ka'panI para mAkalelA pArasalanI je hUMDI pAkI tene, tathA te vize thayelA kharcAnA havAlA kaI rIte nAkhavA te khAkhata zrImadde vigatathI lakhyuM che. Ama dareka jAtanA khyAla teo vepAramAM rAkhatA hatA. chatAMya teo vepAra vize ku kamANI vize jaLakamaLavat hatA. vepAramAMthI chUTA thavAnA te vicAra kare che te vakhate peAtAnA bhAgamAM AvatI tamAma milakata teo potAnA nAnA bhAIne ApI devAnA ni ya kare che. vi. sa'. 1952mAM peAtAnA bhAgIdAra zrI mANekalAlabhAI jhaverIne temaNe lakhyu` hatu` keH-- " bIjA jeTha prathama je kaI vyApArAdi sahacArIpaNe karyuM' hAya te mAMDI vALI ekakhIjAe te pratibadha rahita thavu. caiAgya che. zrI TAlAla Adi sAthenA vepAra 96. ejana, bhAga 2, khaMDa 4, pR. 169. 97. ejana, pR. 174.

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7. zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi prasa'gamAM rahelA bAkInA hisAba tathA tamArA prasa`ganA hisAba e taratamAM prathama mAMDI vALavA yeAgya che. tyAra pachI zrI revAzaMkara tathA amArA sahacArIpaNAnA hisAba mAMDI vALI je kaI rakama A nAma para Ave te zrI manasukhane nAme zrI revAza'kare jame karavI, ane zrI manasukhanI icchA tathA tamArI icchA ane temanI IcchA arasaparasa sahacArIpaNe rahevAnI hAya tA tamAre saue icchAnusAra karavuM e prakAre amArI vinatI che.98 je samaye zrImadde peAtAnI milakata potAnA bhAIne nAme jame karavA jaNAvyu che te samaye temanA putranI hayAtI hatI, tethI bhAIne milakata soMpavAnuM vicAratAM putranuM hita paNa bhAInA hAthamAM temaNe mUkI dIdhuM hatuM. bIjI bAju, je sauMyukta kuTu banI rIte joI e tA, temanA pitAnI paNa te veLA hayAtI hatI, eTale e milakata temanA nAme kare tevA khyAla ApaNane Ave. paraMtu te kaI na karatAM bhAInA hAthamAM tamAma vahIvaTa seAMpavAnA vicAra temaNe karyA hatA, te be bhAIo vaccenA meLa tathA nAnA bhAI pratyenA zrImanA vizvAsa batAve che. bhAI ne nAme milakata karavAmAM temanA khInne hetu e paNa hoI zake ke jethI bhAIne vepAra karatI vakhate Arthika muzkelI veThavI na paDe. ahIM teo paisA Akhata keTalA niHspRha hatA te ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe. zrImadde vepArAdimAMthI nivRtti levAnA vicAra ekAeka naheAtA karyAM, paNa temAM temaNe vyavasthita vicArapUrvaka kAma karyuM. hatuM. peAte kayA kSetre keTalu` kamAI ne, keTalA kALa pachI nivRtti svIkAravI te vize vicAra karIne nirNaya lIdhA hatA. te vize ApaNane temanI DAyarImAMthI jANavA maLe che. vi. sa'. 1951 nA pASa vada bIje temaNe peAtAnI e vicAraNA DAyarImAM bahu saMkSepamAM utArI che. te nIce pramANe che :-- 66 kALa...mA. vR. 8. 1. dravya......eka kSetra......mAhamayI. kALa. 8. 1......icchA bhAva...uyabhAva...prArabdha 99 hAthanAMdha 1. pR. para. uparanA TAMcaNa parathI A pramANe samajAya che: temaNe eka lAkha rUpiyA, muMbaI kSetrathI, eka varSa ane ATha mAsanI aMdara kamAIne nivRtti levAnuM dhAryuM hatuM. ane te paNa AkuLatA karIne nahi, paNa jema jema karmanA udaya Ave tema tema veDhatA jaIne te nANAM meLavavAnI icchA rAkhI hatI. zrImadde svIkArelI A dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvanI maryAdA vize temanA peAtAnA kevA bhAva vartatA hatA te temaNe pAchaLanI cAra paktiomAM vyakta kareluM hoya tema jaNAya che. lAkha rUpiyA maLe na maLe te khAkhata te 98. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', AvRtti 5, bhAga 2, pR. 179. 9. zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 798. CC 66 dravya... ...eka lakSa kSetra ..mAhamayI bhAva uddayabhAva lakSa....udAsIna

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1. jIvanarekhA udAsIna che, 1 varSa ane 8 mAsanA kALamAM nivRtta thavAnI icchA che, ane te vizenA bhAva udayabhAva eTale ke prArabdha pramANe vartavAnA bhAva che. ane A vicAraNA pAra pADavA teo satata jAgrata rahetA hatA te paNa temaNe hAthanoMdhamAM karelAM anya TAMcaNo parathI jANI zakIe chIe. udAharaNa tarIke. * mahA suda sAtama zanIvAra-vikrama saMvata 1951 tyAra pachI doDha varSathI vadhAre sthiti nahi. 1 0 0 71 hAthanAMdha 1nA pRSTha 7 para karelI A noMdha paNa uparanI temanI vicAraNAne ja puSTi Ape che. dhana khAkhatanI niHspRhatA zrImamAM temanAM vepAranAM varSomAM paNa jovA maLatI hatI. teo vepAramAM bhAga letA hatA te vakhate paNa temanA adhyAtma-abhyAsa cAlu ja hatA. vepAranI vAta pUrI thAya ke tarata ja pustaka vAMce athavA agatyanA vicAra Ave te pAse rAkhelI rAjanIzImAM TapakAvI le. e mATe gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM che keH-- peAte hajArAnA vepAra kheDatA, hIrAmeAtInI pArakha karatA, vepAranA kAyaDA ukelatA. paNa e vastu temanA viSaya nahAtI. temanA viSaya-temanA puruSArtha-tA AtmaoLakha-haridarzananA hatA. peAtAnI peDhI para khIjI vastu hoya yA na hAya, paNa kAI ne kAI dharma pustaka ane rAjanIzI hAya ja. vepAranI vAta pUrI thaI ke dharma pustaka UghaDe athavA pelI neAMdhapeAthI UghaDe .....je manuSya lAkhAnA sAdAnI vAta karI laIne turata AtmajJAnanI gUDha vAtA lakhavA besI jAya, tenI jAta vepArInI nahi paNa zuddha jJAnInI che. temanA AvI jAtanA anubhava mane eka veLA nahi paNa aneka veLA thayelA, meM temane kadI mUrzita sthitimAM nathI joyA. 101 zrImadde zrI sebhAgabhAI ne vi. saM. 1951mAM lakhelAM nIcenAM vacanA gAMdhIjIe zrImaddanA karelA vananuM samarthana kare che. " meAtInA vepAra vagerenI pravRtti vadhAre na karavA sa'"dhInuM ane tA sAru', ema je lakhyu. te yathAyAgya che, ane cittanI nitya icchA ema rahyA kare che. lAbhahetuthI pravRtti thAya che ke kema ? ema vicAratAM lAbhanuM nidAna jaNAtuM nathI. viSayAdinI IcchAe pravRtti thAya che, ema paNa jaNAtuM nathI, tathApi pravRtti thAya che, emAM saMdeha nathI. jagata kaMI levAne mATe pravRtti kare che, A pravRtti devAne mATe thatI haze ema lAge che. 102 vi. sa`. 1951nA caitra vada bArase zrImadde seAbhAgabhAI ne lakhyu` hatu` ke :~~ 100. ejana, pR. 805. 101. ejana, AMka 176, pR. 455. 102. "AtmakathA", bhAga 2, prakaraNa 1, "zrImadnI jIvanayAtrA", pR. 106,

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72 zrImatI jIvanasiddhi "A varSanA mAtI saMbaMdhI vyApAra gayA varSa karatAM lagabhaga bamaNo thayA che. atre je AData tathA mAtI sa`badhI vepAra che temAMthI mArAthI chUTavAnu ane athavA tenA ghaNA prasaMga che thavAnu. ane tevA kAI rastA dhyAnamAM Ave te lakhazeA."103 zrImamAM rahelI A ucca AdhyAtmika dazAnI chApa, temanA vepArakA nA bhAgIdAra zrI mANekalAla jhaverI para kevI paDI hatI, te temaNe vAMcelA "zrImad rAjajayaMtI " vizenA nibadhamAM joI e H " zrImAna rAjacaMdranI sAthe mArA lagabhaga 5dara varSanA paricaya hatA, ane emAM mArA temanI sAthe sAta-ATha varSa sudhI tA bhAgIdArInA saMbaMdha rahyo. duniyAne anubhava che ke ati paricayathI parasparanuM mahattva ochuM thaI jAya che. paNa mAre Apane kahevu paDaze ke emanI dazA evI Atmamaya hatI ke emanA pratinA mA bhaktibhAva dinapratidina vadhatA gayA hatA. ApanAmAMthI je vepArI che, temane anubhava haze ke vepAranuM kAma kevuM hoya che. ghaNIvAra bhAgIdAromAM matabheda thaI jAya che, anekavAra parasparanA hitane khAdha Ave che. paraMtu mAre kahevu' paDaze ke zrImAna rAjacaMdra sAthe mArA bhAgIdArInA jeTalAM varSe saMbaMdha rahyo, temAM kathAreya paNa AchuM mahattva thavAnuM kAraNa maLyuM na hatuM, athavA kacAre paNa paraspara bhinnatA AvI na hatI. enuM kAraNa e hatu ke emanI ucca AtmadazAnI mArA para gherI chApa paDI hatI. 104 zrI mANekalAla jhaverI para zrImanI ATalI sArI chApa pADavAnuM mukhya kAraNa temanA jaNAvyA pramANe zrImadanI ucca AtmadazAnI gherI chApa hatuM, te sAcuM, paNa te uparAMta eka khIju paNa kAraNa hatuM. peAtAnA bhAgIdArA sAthe kaI rIte vartavu te mATenA niyama zrImadde vi. sa`. 1946nA aSADa mAsamAM peAtAnI rAjanIzImAM noMdhyA che. te niyamAnusAranuM vartana tenuM bIjuM kAraNa hatuM. e niyameAmAM temanI vepAra pratinI udAsInatA, dhamAM rahevAnI dRDhatA vagere spaSTa jovA maLe che. te niyama nIce pramANe hatA H-- 1. " koInA paNa doSa jo niha. tArA peAtAnA ja doSathI je kaI thAya che te thAya che, ema mAna. " 2. " tArI AtmaprazaMsA karIza nahi, ane karIza to tuM ja halakA che ema huM mAnuM chuM." 66 3. tu* vyavahAramAM jenAthI joDAye| hA tenAthI amuka prakAre vavAnA niya karI tene jaNAva. tene anukUla Ave te tema, nahi te te jaNAve tema pravata je 103, zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka 586, pR. 459. 104, " zrI rAjacaMdra jayaMtI vyAkhyAnA ", sana 1913, pR. 25,

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1. jIvanarekhA sAthe jaNAvaje ke tamArA kAryamAM - je mane soMpe temAM - kaI rIte mArI niSThAthI karIne hAni nahIM pahoMcADuM. tame mArA saMbaMdhamAM bIjI kalpanA karazo nahi. mane vyavahAra saMbaMdhI anyathA lAgaNuM nathI, tema huM tamArAthI vartavA IcchatuM nathI, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa kaMI mAruM viparItAcaraNa mana, vacana, kAyAe thayuM, te te mATe pazcAttApI thaIza. ema nahi karavA AgaLathI bahu sAvacetI rAkhIza. tame soMpeluM kAma karatAM huM nirabhimAnI rahIza. mArI bhUlane mATe Thapako Apaze te sahana karIza. mAru cAlaze tyAM sudhI svane paNa tamAro dveSa vA tamArA saMbaMdhI koI paNa jAtanI anyathA kapanA karIza nahi. tamane koI jAtanI zaMkA thAya te mane jaNAvaze, te tamArA upakAra mAnIza, ane tene khare khulAse karIza. khulAso nahi thAya te mauna rahIza, paraMtu asatya bolIza nahi. mAtra tamArI pAse ATaluM icchuM chuM ke, koI paNa prakAre tame mane nimitta rAkhI azubhAgamAM pravRtti karaze nahi, tamArI IcchA anusAra tame vartaje temAM mAre kaMI paNa adhika kahevAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra mane mArI nivRtti zreNamAM vartavA detAM kaI rIte tamAruM aMtaHkaraNa TUMkuM karaze nahi, ane TUMkuM karavA je tamArI IcchA hoya te khacIta karIne mane AgaLathI jaNAvI deje. te zreNane sAcavavA mArI IcchA che ane te mATe ethI huM megya karI laIza. mAruM cAlatAM sudhI tamane huM bhavIza nahi, ane chevaTe e ja nivRttinuM tamane apriya haze te huM jema bane tema jALavaNIthI, tamArI samIpathI, tamane kaI jAtanI hAni karyA vagara banate lAbha karIne, have pachInA game te kALa mATe paNa tevI IcchA rAkhIne khasI jaIza."105 eka bAju vepAra ane bIjI bAju dharma pravRtti baMne vaccenA visaMvAdane kAraNe pote jyAM sudhI vepAramAM hoya tyAM sudhI zrImadda pite dharmanA jANakAra tarIke pragaTa na thavAnuM vicAre che. alabatta, tema karavAmAM temanuM citta udAsa raheze ema teo jANatA hatA ane mATe ja teTalo samaya pitAnI udAsInatA guptapaNe anubhavI levAnuM nakkI kare che. potAnA A nirNaya vize teo eka bIjA prasaMge lakhe che ke - ghaNuM karIne AtmAmAM ema ja rahyA kare che ke, jyAM sudhI A vepAra prasaMge kAmakAja karavuM rahyA kare, tyAM sudhI dharmakathAdi prasaMge ane dharmanA jANanAra rUpe kaI prakAre pragaTapaNAmAM na AvAya e yathAyogya prakAra chena khamI zakAya evA vepArAdi prasaMgamAM upAdhi joga vedo paDe che. joke vAstavyapaNe vA samAdhipratyayI AtmA che."106 Ama chatAM temanA pratyeka kAryamAM dharma vaNAyelo jovA maLatuM. temanA vepArAdi kAryamAM dharma keTalo gUMthAI gayelo te vize gAMdhIjI lakhe che ke - dhArmika manuSyane dharma tenA pratyeka kAryamAM jaNAvo ja joIe ema rAyacaMdabhAIe 105. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 235. 106. ejana, AMka 463, pR. 380.

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74 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi potAnA jIvanamAM batAvI ApyuM hatuM. dharma kaMI ekAdazIne dahADe ja, pajusaNamAM ja, Idane dahADe ja ke ravivAre ja pALavAno athavA to maMdiramAM, derAMomAM, devaLomAM ke masjidomAM ja pALavAno, paNa dukAnomAM ke darabAramAM nahi, e keI niyama nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa ema kahevuM e dharmane na oLakhavA barAbara che. ema rAyacaMdabhAI kahetA, mAnatA ane potAnA AcaraNamAM batAvI ApatA." dharmakuzaLa e vyavahArakuzaLa na hoya e vahema rAyacaMdabhAIe beTe siddha karI batAvyo hato. potAnA vepAramAM pUrI kALajI ane hoziyArI batAvatA. hIrAmotInI parIkSA ghaNI jhINavaTathI karI zakatA. "ATalI kALajI ne hoziyArI chatAM vepAranI tAlAvelI ke ciMtA na rAkhatA, dukAnamAM beThA paNa jyAre potAnuM kAma pUruM thaI rahe eTale dharmapustaka ta pAse paDayuM ja hoya te UghaDe athavA pelI pothI ke jemAM potAnA udagAre lakhatA te UghaDe."10 7 zrImaddanuM vyaktitva zrImada rAjacaMdranA paricayamAM AvanAra vyaktiono eka ja abhiprAya jANavA maLe che ke, teo bALapaNathI ja vairAgyavAna hatA. temane saMsAranI spaSTa prIti kadI thaI na hatI. ane teo tenAthI chUTavAnA kAmI tathA mokSanA abhilASI hatA. 22 varSanI vaye zrImade lakhela "samuccaya vayacaryA "mAM temanA ja jaNAvyA mujaba teo bALapaNamAM addabhuta smaraNazaktivALA, ramatiyALa, vAtaDAhyA ane sArA gaNavAnI abhilASAvALA hatA. tera varSanI vayathI pitAnI dukAne besI vepAra zIkhavAnuM tathA dhArmika graMthane niyamita abhyAsa karavAnuM temaNe cAlu karyuM hatuM. bALavayamAM temane rAga temaja tyAganI jAtajAtanI kalpanA AvatI hatI. paNa A abhyAsakALa pachIthI teo vairAgya taraka vizeSa daDha thatA gayA hatA. "mokSamALA" ane "bhAvanAbedha"nI racanA vakhate te temane "addabhuta vairAgyadhAra" pragaTI hatI te samaye temane ke vairAgya vartatA haze tene A che khyAla ApaNane temanA te samayanA eka phATA parathI AvI zake che. zrImadane sauthI pahelo upalabdha cheTe vi. saM. 1940ne che. A pheTAmAM teo eka khurazI para lAMbe Dagalo, paheraNa, dhetiyuM tathA moTI pAghaDI paherIne beThA che. sudaDha tathA ghATIluM zarIra che. teo te samaye presano upayoga karatA hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. temanA goLa, bharAvadAra mukha para nirdoSatA, niHspRhatA tathA vairAgyanI spaSTa chApa aMkita thayelI che. ATalI nAnI vaye vartatA abhuta vairAgyanI chApavALA mukha parathI bALagInI chApa ApaNuM para paDe che. vi. saM. 1940 pachIthI vi. saM. 1943ne eka pheTe tathA vi. saM. 1948mAM 107, "gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA", prakaraNa 4, "zrImanI jIvanayAtrA", . 106,

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1. jIvanarekhA levAyelA traNa pheTA maLe che. vi. saM. 1948nA eka pheTA sivAyanA traNe pheTAmAM teo uparanA ja paheravezamAM bAjunA Tebala para hAtha rAkhIne khurazImAM beThA che. vizeSamAM temaNe khesane upayoga karyo che. zarIra pahelAM jevuM ja bharAvadAra che tathA mukha para e ja vairAgyanI chApa che. vaLI, duniyAnuM jANapaNuM vadhyAnI chApa, anubhavIpaNuM, vadhu paDhatA paNa ahIM jovA maLe che. temanI pAghaDI bAMdhavAnI rItamAM paNa phera thaye jaNAya che. A pheTA teo vepArakAryamAM hatA te samayanA che. vi. saM. 1948na maLate trIjo pheTe A badhAthI ghaNuM judA prakAra che. temAM zrImadde aDadhI bAMyanuM paheraNa tathA potaDI paherela che, ane keI Asana para teo vicAramagna sthitimAM padmAsana vALIne beThA che. badhuM choDIne AtmAmAM magna thavAnA bhAva, tyAgInI mudrA temAM aMkita thayelI che. A ja arasAmAM gAMdhIjI zrImaddanA samAgamamAM AvyA hatA. temaNe e vakhate zrImadanI raheNIkaraNI, paheraveza, vartana, vANI, ItyAdinuM bArIka avalokana karyuM hatuM. te avalokananuM varNana karatAM gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM che ke - khAtAM, besatAM, sUtAM, pratyeka kriyA karatAM temanAmAM vairAgya te hoya ja. koI vakhata A jagatanA keI paNa vaibhavane vize temane meha thayo hoya ema meM nathI joyuM.bhejanamAM je maLe tethI saMtuSTa rahetA. paheraveza sAi, paheraNa, aMgarakhuM, khesa, garabhasUtare phe Te ne dhotI. e kaMI bahu sApha ke IbaMdha rahetA ema mane smaraNa nathI. bheye besavuM, khurazImAM besavuM baMne sarakhAM hatAM. sAmAnya rIte potAnI dukAnamAM gAdIe besatA." temanI cAla dhImI hatI, ane jenAra samajI zake ke cAlatAM paNa pote vicAramAM prasta che. AMkhamAM camatkAra hato, atyaMta tejasvI, vihavaLatA jarAye na hatI. AMkhamAM ekAgratA lakhelI hatI. cahero gaLAkAra, hoTha pAtaLA, nAka aNadAra paNa nahi, capaTuM paNa nahi, zarIra ekavaDuM, kada madhyama, varNa zyAma, dekhAva zAMtamUrtine te temanA kaMThemAM eTaluM badhuM mAdhurya hatuM ke temane sAMbhaLatAM mANasa thAke nahi. cahere hasamukhe ane praphullita hato. tenI upara aMtarAnaMdanI chAyA hatI. bhASA eTalI paripUrNa hatI ke temane potAnA vicAre batAvatAM ke divasa zabda gotavo paDyo che, ema mane yAda nathI. kAgaLa lakhavA bese tyAre bhAgye ja zabda badalatAM meM temane joyA haze, chatAM vAMcanArane ema nahi lAge ke kayAMye vicAra apUrNa che ke vAkyaracanA tUTelI che, athavA zabdanI pasaMdagImAM kheDa che." "A varNana saMyamIne vize saMbhave. bAhyADaMbarathI manuSya vItarAgI nathI thaI zakate. vItarAgatA e AtmAnI prasAdI che. aneka janmanA prayane maLI zake che ema harakoI mANasa anubhavI zake che. rAgone kADhavAne prayatna karanAra jANe che ke rAgarahita thavuM e kevuM kaThina che. e rAgarahita dazA kavine svAbhAvika hatI ema mArI upara chApa paDI hatI."108 108. gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA", prakaraNa 3, "zrImanI jIvanayAtrA", pR. 103.

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi pU. gAMdhIjIe karelA zrImaddanA varNana parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke zrImada vyavahAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa keTalA vairAgI tathA saMyamI hatA ! ane temanA e vairAgyanI chApa temanA mukha para pheTAmAM dekhAya che temAM kazuM Azcaryajanaka nathI. gAMdhIjI ja nahi, zrImanA paricayamAM AvanAra bIjI badhI vyaktio paNa e ja jaNAve che ke zrImadamAM ghaNuM kaMThamAdhurya hatuM, game tyAre vAta kare tyAre sAmA mANasane temane sAMbhaLyA karavAnI IcchA kadI tRpta ja na thAya. ane e guNa temanI tattva samajAvavAnI zaktimAM ghaNuM vadhAre karate hatA, ema ghaNunuM jaNAvavAnuM thayela che. zrImakanI raheNIkaraNImAM tathA vANImAM vyakta thatI UMDA vairAgyanI chApa lallujI mahArAja, gAMdhIjI, sabhAgabhAI vagere temanA paricayamAM AvanAra vyaktio para paNa gherI paDI hatI, e parathI zrImaddanI rageragamAM vyApelA vairAgyane kaMIka khyAla Avaze. e vairAgya dhIre dhIre zrImadanA jIvanamAM vadhu ne vadhu ghere banate gaye hate. zrImada zarIra prati paNa khAsa lakSa ApatA na hatA, tethI vadhu ne vadhu kuza thatuM gayuM hatuM. temanuM vajana ghaTatAM ghaTatAM vi. saM. 156mAM 6pa poMDa thaI gayuM hatuM, ane vi. saM 1957mAM, temanA avasAna pahelAM be mahine 45 poMDa thaI gayuM hatuM. tema chatAM temane vairAgya ane temanuM manobaLa eTalAM badhAM daDha hatAM ke temanI e kRzatAno keI khyAla temanA mukha parathI AvI zakatA nathI. vi. saM. 1956nI sAlamAM levAyelA zrImaddanA be phATA maLe che, temAM temanA zarIranAM hADakahADakAM spaSTa dekhAya che. tema chatAM eka pheTAmAM teo padmAsana vALI kAusagamAM TaTTAra beThA che, to bIjA phoTAmAM sthira UbhA che. temanA jevI dehanI kRzatA hoya te pathArImAM sIdhA sUI paNa na zakAya. tene TalA TaTTAra besavuM ke UbhA thavu te temanA daDha manobaLanI pratIti karAve che. A baMne phoTAmAM temanA mukha upara vItarAgatA phelAyelI che, ane AMkhomAM adabhuta zAMti che. A badhA sAthe mukha para saumyatA ane prakulitatA paNa dekhAya che, jethI temane zarIra ane duniyA keI sAthe nahi paNa mAtra AtmAnaMda sAthe ja saMbaMdha hatuM tenI pratIti thAya che. A baMne pheTAmAM eka pataDI sivAya kaI paNa jAtanuM vastra zarIra para nathI. zrImannAM A badhAM viziSTa lakSaNa tathA bhAvo ApaNuM para jinagInI chApa pADe che. zrImadanuM gAMdhIjIe ApeluM varNana, temanA upalabdha phoTAo, temanuM lakhANa vagere temanA AdhyAtmika vikAsanI rUparekhA darzAve che. te divase divase saMsArathI chUTatA jatA hatA, ane mokSanI najIka pahoMcatA jatA hatA. temanAM vANuM, vartana sarva saMyamAthe hatAM. " apUrva avasaramAM temaNe bhAvalI "saMyamanA hetuthI cogapravartana"nI bhAvanA sAkAra karavA teo pUrNapaNe prayatnazIla hatA. zrImada saMsAramAM ja rahyA hatA, chatAM AtmArtha sAdhavAnI eka paNa taka teo jatI karatA nahi. zrImada muMbaImAM rahetA tyAre temanuM jIvana eka javAbadAra vepArI gRhasthanuM rahetuM, tethI teo cAre bAjune pUrNa paNe vicAra karIne vartatA ane pratyeka kAryamAM sArAsAranA viveka mujaba nirNaya letA. temanI aMtaraMga zreNI AtmArtha pratinI hatI, chatAM jarUra paDaye vyAvahArika kAryomAM paNa temAM bhAga letA. paNa temAM kayAMye rasapUrvaka

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1. jIvanarekhA kAma na karatA; te kArya paNa anya AtmAne pitA taraphathI duHkha na pahoMce e ja hetuthI teo karatA. zrImad potAnI bahenanAM lagna vakhate paNa pitAnI AjJA anusAra vartavAnuM valaNa rAkhyuM hatuM, temane e lagna-prasaMga upara vavANiyA javAnI IcchA hatI nahi. paNa tema kare to mAtApitAne duHkha thAya e khyAlathI temaNe e prasaMgamAM udAsInabhAve bhAga lIdho hato. temanuM citta eTaluM badhuM kemaLa hatuM ke kaI paNa AtmAne pitAnAthI bane tyAM sudhI dukha na pahoMce tene satata khyAla rAkhatA. vepArakAryamAM paNa temanuM vartana prAmANika tathA samajadAra vyakti tarIkenuM rahetuM. muMbaImAM hoya te samaye lAMbo Dagalo, dhati Adi paheratA, paNa te baha saphAIdAra rAkhavAnI temane cIvaTa nahotI. teo te AtmAnaMdamAM ja magna rahetA, ane bAhya dekhAva vize udAsIna rahetA. vaLI, khAvApIvAmAM bALavayathI ja videhI dazA hatI. amuka varSo sudhI to teo badhe khorAka letA hatA, paNa jema jema saMyama vadhato gayo tema tema amuka lIlotarI, amuka anAja vagere choDatA gayA hatA. vaLI, jaina AcAra pramANe pAMca-parabI lIlerI vagereno paNa emane tyAga hato. paraMtu temanuM sAcuM saMyamI jIvana te teo muMbaInI bahAra nivRtti arthe jatA tyAre jovA maLatuM. vi. saM. 1946 pachIthI lagabhaga dareka varSe paryuSaNa ke divALInA arasAmAM teo muMbaI bahAra rahetA. temAMthI thoDe vakhata teo vavANiyAmAM temanAM mAtApitA pAse, ane bAkIne samaya phALaja, kAviThA, IDara tathA carotaranA anya pradezamAM vicaratA. e rIte zrImadda vi. saM. 1946mAM aSADa mAsathI A mAsa sudhInA cAra mAsa morabI, vavANiyA, khaMbhAta tathA tenI AsapAsanA pradezamAM rahyA hatA. vi. saM. 1947nA bhAdara tathA Ase e be mAsa rALaja tathA vavANiyA kSetre gALyA hatA. vi. saM. 1948nA kArataka sudathI mAgasara sudano eka mAsa vavANiyA, morabI tathA ANaMda vacce pasAra karyo hato. vi. saM. 194tmAM bhAdaravA mAsamAM ATha dasa divasa mATe teo peTalAda tathA khaMbhAta gayA hatA. vi. saM. 1951ne zrAvaNathI A suda sudhI lagabhaga be mAsane samaya zrImad vavANiyA, rANapura, dharmaja Adi sthaLoe pasAra karyo hato. ane teo muMbaI bahAra sauthI lAMbo samaya rahyA hoya to te vi. saM. 1952nA zrAvaNa sudathI vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha suda sudhIne lagabhaga dasa mAsano samaya. A badhe samaya temaNe vavANiyA, rALaja, vaDavA, khaMbhAta, ANaMda, naDiyAda, merabI, sAyalA, IDara, kAviThA vagere sthaLoe gALyo hato. chUTAchavAyA thaIne lagabhaga traNeka mAsa zrImadda IDaramAM vasyA hatA. vi. saM. 1954mAM paNa teo lagabhaga cAreka mAsa muMbaI bahAra rahyA hatA. temAMthI zrAvaNa vadathI bIjA A suda sudhInA traNa mAsane samaya temaNe kAviThA, uttarasaMDA, kheDA, vase, Adi sthaLee pasAra karyo hato. vi. saM. 1955mAM paNa mAgasara sudathI vaizAkha suda sudhInA pAMca mAsano samaya temaNe IDara, morabI, vavANiyA sthaLoe mAnyo hate. A varSa AsapAsathI temaNe vepAramAMthI nivRtti laI lIdhI hatI, tethI teo ghaNe samaya anya kSetre vasI zake tema hatuM. vi. saM. 1956mAM paNa zrImad ghaNe samaya muMbaI bahAra rahyA hatA, te sAlanA citra sudathI vi. saM. 157nA kArataka sudhI dharamapura, amadAvAda, vavANiyA, morabI, vaDhavANu vagere sthaLee teo pharyA hatA, ane vi. saM. 157nA kArataka mAsathI poSa mAsa sudhI muMbaImAM rahI, poSa vadamAM tyAMthI nIkaLI tIthala,

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi valasADa, vaDhavANa, rAjakeTa, morabI vagere sthaLoe rahyA hatA. ane e ja sAlamAM citra mAsamAM rAjakeTa mukAme, zrImadda dehAMta thaye hato. Ama zrImadda saMsAramAM rahIne pratyeka varSanA amuka mahinA muMbaI bahAra nivRttikSetramAM AtmazreyArthe gALatA hatA. pite je sthaLoe jAya te te sthaLoe bane tyAM sudhI teo gupta rahevA prayatna karatA. ane ekAMtamAM rahI svAdhyAya, manana, dhyAna AdimAM potAne samaya pasAra karavAnI teo mahecchA sevatA. gupta rahevAnA pitAnA satata prayatna chatAM teo vAraMvAra oLakhAI jatA. ane teo je sthaLe jAya tenI AsapAsanAM gAmaDAMomAMthI lo ke temane upadeza sAMbhaLavA AvatA. zrImadda temane nirAza na karatAM baMdha karatA, ane sarvanuM kalyANa thAya tevI bhAvanA sevatA. lokonA ghasArAthI bacavA teo ghaNI vakhata jaMgalamAM ke pahADomAM paNa cAlyA jatA, paNa tyAMye loko temane keDe mUkatA nahi! AvI jagyAe emanA taraphathI apUrva baMdha thatuM, tethI mumukSuone te vizeSa AnaMda thate, eTale te takane lAbha teo cUkatA nahi. zrImadda jyAre nivRttikSetromAM vasatA tyAre temanuM jIvana vizeSa saMyamI banatuM. teo eka ucca keTinA tyAgInuM jIvana jIvatA. teo vavANiyA hoya tyAre bharabapore, sAMje ke rAtre game te samaye ekalA tyAMnI AsapAsanI keI talAvaDIe jaIne dhyAnamAM besI jatA; bIjA keAI kSetramAM hoya tyAre paNa AsapAsanA keI nirjana sthaLamAM jaIne besI jatA ane keTalIkavAra to kalAka sudhI jaMgalamAM ke koI vRkSa nIce besIne sUtranI gAthAo belyA karatA. vi. saM. 15ramAM zrImad kAviThAmAM jhavera zeThanA meDA upara UtaryA hatA. zrImad tyAre roja rAtre keIne kahyA vinA jagalamAM cAlyA jatA, tethI temanI khabara rAkhavA zeThe lallubhAI karIne eka bAraiyAne rAkhyo hato. tene dAdara pAse ja suvADatA. paNa zrImadda to rAtre ekabe vAgye jaMgalamAM cAlyA ja jatA. pele cokIdAra jAgIne jue to zrImadda na dekhAya, eTale badhAne uThADe. ane pachI badhA phAnasa laIne gotavA nIkaLe to teo mIThujInA kUvA para dhyAnamAM beThelA dekhAya !109 Ama rAtre paNa temane ghaNI ochI UMgha hatI. divasanA teo kAviThAnI cAre bAju AvelI talAvaDIomAMthI keAI talAvaDI para jaIne besatA. teo cAlatA tyAre potAnA zarIra tarapha jarA paNu lakSa na rAkhatA, ane anya jIvanA rakSaNa mATe khUba upaga rAkhatA, ane jyAM jIvajaMtu na hoya tevI dhULavALI ke retavALI jagA ja besavA mATe pasaMda karatA. kAMTA, jhAMkharAM AdimAMthI pasAra thAya ane lohI nIkaLe, khare taDake khule page cAlavAthI pagamAM phollA UpaDe, game te thAya, paNa teo udAsIna rahetA, e temanI sAthe rahenArAomAMnA ghaNAne anubhava hatA. vi. saM. 155mAM IDara deDha mAsa rahyA te vakhate paNa teo madhyAhe gaDha upara devadarzana karyA pachI, amAI TUMkarUThI rANInuM mALiyuM kahevAya che tyAM ekAMtamAM besIne ja dazayatidharma vagere vAMcatA. sAMje cAra vAgye tyAMthI nIce UtaratA ane jagalamAM paththara para besIne teo "uttarAdhyayana " "sUyagaDAMga" "dazavaikAlika Adi sUtrone 109. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : adhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 107.

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1. jIvanarekhA mukhapATha karatA. tyAMthI AvIne De. prANajIvanadAsane tyAM jamatA, ane rAtre DuMgara para jatA ke caMdana guphAmAM besIne ciMtana karatA. sAMje cAra vAgye jaMgalamAM jAya tyAre teo lallujI Adi munio sAthe satsaMga paNa karatA. A pahelAM paNa vi. saM. 1952mAM zrImad traNa mAsa IDaramAM rahyA hatA. anya sthaLoe teo rahetA tyAre paNa khUba saMyamI rahetA. temanI sevAmAM je koI hoya tenI paNa sevA teo letA nahi, sUvA mATe gAdalAne upayoga karatA nahi. vaLI, jyAM DAMsa, marachara Adine upadrava hoya tyAM jaI nirlepabhAve besI dhyAna dharatA. ane kaI AvIne temane jhINuM vastra oDhADI jAya che te paNa kADhIne te jIvathI thatA pariSaha zAMtithI sahetA. ekalA ekalA nirjana sthaLomAM jaI teo gAthAo bolyA karatA ke AtmaciMtana karatA. khAvA-pIvAmAM paNa sAva niHspRha rahetA. keTalIka vakhata, keI sUjhata AhAra110 Ape te ja letA, mAgatA nahi, arthAt muni jevo saMyama pALatA. vi. saM. 1954mAM teo vasethI eka mAIla dUra AvelA carAmAM rahyA hatA, tyAre to mAtra be rUpiyAbhAra loTanI roTalI, tathA thoDuM dUdha eTaluM divasamAM eka vakhata vAparatA. bIjI vakhata dUdha paNa letA nahi. keTalIka vakhata dUdha tathA ghImAM banAvela zAkabhAjIne ja AhAra tarIke upayoga karatA. vastra mATe paNa tevA ja niHspRha rahetA. sAmAnya rIte AvAM kSetromAM teo eka paMciyAno upayoga karatA, ane tenA cheDA baMne khabhA para rahetA. zrImada Ama sarva rIte niHspRhI banI zakya hoya tyAM sudhI ekAMtanuM sevana karatA. paraMtu jeTalo samaya nivRttikSetramAM hoya te badho samaya tema thavuM kaThina hatuM. temanA samAgamanA Icchaka sebhAgabhAI aMbAlAlabhAI, lallujI mahArAja Adi munio, teo je jagyAe hoya te jagyAe AvatA ane divasane amuka bhAga temanA samAgamamAM gALatA. A uparAMta teo je gAmamAM hoya te sthaLe paNa oLakhAI jatA, ane tethI AsapAsanA loko paNa temane upadeza sAMbhaLavA AvatA. amuka amuka samaye zrImad temane paNa sateSatA. zrImadanI upadeza ApavAnI zailI paNa eTalI sarasa hatI ke loko mugdha banIne sAMbhaLyA karatA. vaLI temanuM kaMThamAdhurya evuM ajaba hatuM ke sAMbhaLanAranI te mATenI tRSNa chIpe ja nahi. A anubhava gAMdhIjI, malukacaMdabhAI, pUjAbhAI bhaTTa, choTAlAla mANekacaMda vagerene thaye hato. ane enuM pariNAma e AvatuM ke teo jyAre upadeza Ape tyAre tyAM lokone eTalo bharAvo thato ke je sthaLa hoya te nAnuM paDatuM, ane ghaNAne UbhA rahIne sAMbhaLavAno vakhata Avato. temanA upadezanI bIjI khUbI e hatI ke amuka prazno pUchavAnuM dhArIne AvelA sarvanuM samAdhAna upadezamAM ja thaI jatuM, ane 110. sUjhata AhAra : amuka lIlotarI, kaMdamULa AdinA upayoga vinAnI, agnithI dUra rahelI, potAnA mATe na banAvelI hoya tevI, AvA aneka niyamAnusAra banAvelI rasoI kaI vyakti potAnA bhAgamAMthI Ave te AhAra. munione A AhAra levAnI AjJA che.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi upadeza ApavAno pUro thAya tyAre koIne kaMI prazna pUchavAne rahe nahi.111 e sAthe temanI vANImAM pUrvApara avirodha rahetuM. temaNe ApelA bedhane keTaleka bhAga " upadezachAyA) upadezanedha, vyAkhyAnasAra Adi zIrSaka nIce zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAM prasiddha thayela che. upadeza ApatA hoya tyAre, vArtAlApa karatA hoya tyAre ke ekalA beThA hoya tyAre paNa temanI mukhamudrA tana zAMta rahetI. te vize zrI malacaMdabhAI lakhe che ke - sAhebajInI mukhamudrA taddana viSaya kaSAya rahita ane zAMta hatI, ane AkhA zarIramAM vItarAgatA prasarI rahI hatI. game te vakhate juo paNa mukhAraviMda anya pariNAmane bhajatuM nahi-kema jANe sAkSAt bhagavAna ja hoya tema ja lAgatuM ! teo vAta kare temAM pUrvApara virodha hoya nahi, A khaMDa upayoga rAkhatA. tathA vAtanI saMkalana addabhuta lAgatI. khAtAM, UThatAM, besatAM taddana apramatta dazA jovAmAM AvatI. 1 1 2 Avo anubhava raNachoDabhAI, dhArazIbhAI Adi aneka bhAIone thayela. temanA mukha para aMtarAnaMdanI chAyA hamezAM dekhAtI. muMbaImAM paNa zrImada saMyamI jIvana jIvatA, paraMtu teo vanakSetromAM vasatA tyAre temanuM jIvana adhika saMyamI banatuM. teo koI paNa jAtano harSazeka karatA nahi, ane udayabhAva pramANe vartI mAtra AtmAmAM lIna rahetA. temAMthI je Atmazakti pragaTatI tenuM teja haMmezA temane mukha para chavAyeluM rahetuM. zrImane samyagdarzana thayuM hatuM? samyagdarzana eTale AtmA jaDathI judo paDe che evI niSThA thavI te. pariNAme AtmAnuM yathArtha jJAna thAya che. jeNe zuddha, cita ghana, AnaMdasvarUpI vagere guNovALe AtmA spaSTa dehathI bhinna anubhavyo hoya te samyagdazI ane samyajJAnI kahevAya che. A AtmAno anubhava jene na thayo hoya te mithyAdaSTi che. jana siddhAMta pramANe anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAye ane mithyAtvane kSaya ke pazama thAya ane AtmA vize bhedajJAna thAya tyAre jIva the guNasthAnake Avyo kahevAya. samyagdarzana thayA pachIthI eTale ke cothe guNasthAnake AvyA pachIthI te saMpUrNa jIvanamukta thAya tyAM sudhInI tevA jIvanI vartanA anya jIvo karatAM judA prakAranI hoya che. tenuM pratyeka kAya saMsArathI mukti pAmavA mATenuM hoya che, tethI tene sarvamAM udAsInabhAva vatate hoya che, 111. juo zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMda, malakacaMda, Adie varNavelA pitAnA anubhave, "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha," pR. 104, 110 Adi. 112. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : adha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha, pR. 110,

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1. jIvanarekhA ane tenI jhaMkhanA dehathI bhinna evA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna rahevAnI ja hAya che. sabhyajJAnInAM A badhAM lakSaNNA AMtiraka che. tethI khIjA jIvAne te vize khabara paDatI nathI, para`tu jJAna pAmelA jIvane te te vize spaSTa khyAla hAya che. jJAna thayA pachI jIvane sauMsAramAM rasa rahetA nathI. vaLI dhana, kIti Adi paudgalika sukha tene sAcAM sukha lAgatAM nathI; tevAM bAhya lakSaNAthI jJAnIne amuka aze khyAla Ave che, paNa te jANanAranI pAtratA pazu temAM kAraNabhUta haiAya che. e rIte jotAM zrImadne samyagdarzana - AtmajJAna hatuM ke nahi te sAmAnya jana mATe nakkI karavu kaThina che, tema chatAM keTalAka evA sacoTa purAvA ApaNane maLe che ke jethI ApaNe temane jJAnI - AtmajJAnI kahI zakIe. peAtAnA paramArtha sakhAne sAcA khyAla ApavA, peAtAnI AMtarika paristhiti vaNu vatA putrA zrImadde lakhyA hatA. ethI emane AtmajJAna hatu. tevA ullekha jemAM hoya tevA patro para ApaNe sauthI vizeSa AdhAra rAkhI zakIe. ApaNe bhAgyazALI chIe ke evA ullekha karatA patro zrImadde lakhyA che. kSAyika samakita thayA pachI thoDA ja divase, vi. sa'. 1947nA kArataka suda 14nA rAja zrI seAbhAgabhAI ne lakhyuM hatuM. keH-- << AtmA jJAna pAmyA te niHsa zaya che, graMthibhedna thayA te traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. 113 peAtAnI hastaneAMdhanA eka kAvyamAM paNa zrImadde lakhyu che ke :~~~ ogaNIsase' ne suDatAlIse samakti zuddha prakAzyuM re, "114 66 A paNa temane thayelA AtmajJAnanA nirdeza kare che. zrI a'bAlAlabhAI ne paNa eka patramAM zrImadde lakhyu che ke H-- " jainadananI rItie jotAM samyakdarzana ane vedAMtanI rItie jotAM kevaLajJAna amane sa`bhave che. '115 11 vaLI, vi. sa'. 1952nA eka patramAM zrImadde lakhyuM' che ke " amane sahajasvarUpajJAna che, jethI yAgasAdhananI eTalI apekSA nahi hAvAthI temAM pravRtti karI nathI, tema te sasaMgaparityAgamAM athavA vizuddha dezaparityAgamAM sAdhavA ceAgya che. 116 113. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 249. 114. ejana, pR. 801, 115. ejana, pR. 517, 116, ejana, pR. 118, hA 66

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi " zrImadde lakhelAM uparanAM vacanA parathI ApaNe nizcaya karI zakIe ke temane vi. sa . 1947 AsapAsa zuddhe samyagdarzana - Atmadarzana thayuM hatuM. ApaNA A nizcayane temanA dvArA racAyelu' sAhitya paNa samarthana Ape che. udAharaNa tarIke, "apUrva avasara "mAM temaNe bhAvelI bhAvanA AtmajJAnI sivAya keAI bhAvavA samartha nathI. vaLI, te kAvyamAMnI trIjI kaDInI " darzanameAha vyatIta thaI UpajyuM| Apa je" e pakti temane thayelA samyagdarzana ane jJAnanI vAta ja sUcave che. 2 e ja rIte " Atmasiddhi zAstra "mAM AtmAnAM cha padanI nirUpaNA temaNe je tarkabaddhatAthI guruziSyanA savAda dvArA, sadgurunAM, matAthI nAM, AtmAthInAM vagerenAM lakSaNo ApIne karI che, temAM temaNe je lakSaNo khatAvyAM che, te kharekharA AtmajJAnI hoya te ja batAvI zake. vaLI, AzcaryanI vAta tA e che ke be kalAka jeTalA thoDA samayamAM eka zabdanI paNa chekachAka karyA vinA temaNe sAMgeApAMga Atmasiddhi" lakhI emanA AtmajJAnanI, uccatara izAnI ApaNane pratIti karAvI che. 66 ' A be addabhuta racanAo uparAMta "mULa mA rahasya ", " patha paramapada khAcA", " jaDa cetana viveka 12 vagere racanAomAM temaNe meAkSamArga nuM nirUpaNu tathA tattvavicAraNA je rIte karelAM che te temane thayelA samyajJAnanAM sAkSI che. samyagnAna sivAya nAnI vayamAM ATalI ucca keTinI racanAe kAI paNa na ApI zake. vaLI, te sivAyanAM patra, hastanoMdha Adi anya sAhityamAM temaNe nirUpelu' tattvajJAna paNa enI ja zAkha pUre che. A uparAMta temaNe Atmasiddhi"mAM AtmAthInAM lakSaNo batAvyAM che, te rIte temanu* AcaraNa tapAsIe tApaNu temane AtmajJAna siddha thayeluM jaNAze. temaNe "Atmasiddhi"mAM batAvelAM AtmAthInAM lakSaNo nIce pramANe che: " kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mekSa abhilASa; bhave kheda, prANIyA, tyAM AtmA nivAsa, " 32 44 dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairAgya, hAya mumukSu ghaTa viSe, eha sadAya sujAgya." 138 " mAhabhAva kSaya hAya jyAM, athavA hAya prazAMta; te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI kahIe bhrAMta. " 139 " sakaLa jagata te e vatu, athavA svapna samAna; te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI vAcA .. sAna. 140 AtmajJAnInI A dazAnAM lakSaNo Atmasiddhi" tathA anya aneka sthaLe paNa temaNe ApyAM che, temAMnAM keTalAMka lakSaNo upara pramANe che. ahIM batAvelAM badhAM lakSaNo temanAmAM hatAM, tevA abhiprAya temanA paricayamAM AvanAra vyaktie jaNAve che. vaLI, jo zrImane A guNonA khyAla na heAta ke temanAmAM e guNo na heAta to teo je saraLatAthI te

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1. jIvanarekhA , guNe para ThekaThekANe bhAra mUkI zakayA che, te na mUkI zakyA hatA, ane te viSe kene tenuM mahattva paNa na batAvI zakyA hatA, kAraNa ke jenI pAse je na hoya te, te kayAMthI ApI zake ? zrImamAM je kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, bhavabhIrupaNuM, prANadayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairAgya, mehakSaya, saMsAramAM nIrAgIpaNuM Adi guNe na hota to teo vairAgyasabhara jIvana jIvI zakyA na hatA. ane temanA vairAgyasabhara jIvananA to pU. gAMdhIjI Adi aneka vyaktio sAkSI che. A badhI vAto thaI temanA jIvana ane sAhitya paratvenI, paNa zAstramAM samyagdarzananAM ane mithyAtvanAM je lakSaNe ApyAM che, te anusAra paNa zrImaddanuM vartana tapAsIe te jaNAze ke temanAmAM samyagdarzanIne arthAt samyajJAnIne saMbhavatAM badhAM lakSaNo hatAM, ane mithyAtvane saMbhavatA pratyeka lakSaNane temanAmAM lopa thayo hato. ApaNe te dRSTie vicAra karIe. zAstramAM samakAtinAM pAMca lakSaNe A rIte batAvyAM cheH zama, savega, niveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA. te lakSaNone zrImad " AtmasiddhinI nIcenI gAthAmAM varNavelAM jaNAze - kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mikSa abhilASa; bhave kheda, prANadayA, tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa." 38 , - samakitanuM paheluM lakSaNa te zama, tyAMthI zarU karI badhAM lakSaNe zrImaddamAM hatAM ke kema te vize ApaNe joIe. zama eTale anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI zAMti thavI te, je uparanI gAthAmAM kaSAyanI upazAMtatA" e zabdomAM batAvAyela che. kaSAya cAra che ? krodha, mAna, mAyAM ane lebhe. A cAre kaSAya zrImaddamAM zAMta thaI gayA hatA. bALavayathI ja temanAmAM keMddha na hato. temane haMmezAM sarvee prasannacitta ane zAMta ja joyA hatA. game tevA prasaMga Ave chatAM temanA cittanI zAMti jarA paNa calAyamAna thatI nahotI, tema temanA paricite jaNAve che. mAnabhAva paNa temanAmAMthI lupta thaI gayo hato. tiSa, avadhAna, kavitva AdinA prayogathI maLatAM kIti ane dhana ekAeka ogaNIsa varSanI vaye choDI devAM, te te jenAmAM mAna mahada aMze lupta thayuM hoya te ja karI zake. teo siddhi, labdhi AdithI paNa mAnabhAva pAmyA hatA ane te badhAthI alipta rahI zakyA hatA. vaLI, temanAM kaI vakhANa karatuM, temane mAna ApatuM, te teo tene tema karavA na detA. pote prasiddhithI te hamezAM dUra rahevA ja IcchatA, ane pitA vize koIne na jaNAvavAnI vinaMtI karatA patro bhAgabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI Adi upara lakhyA che, je ja zrImada rAjacaMdra graMthamAM prasiddha paNa thayA che,117 je mAnabhAva galita thayA vinA banavuM azakaya che. zrImadUmAM "huM"paNuM te sAva ja gaLI gayuM hatuM. teo "ame" zabdane bahu viziSTa 11. " zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1mAM AMka 206, 192, 212 vageremAM potAnI prasiddhi na karavA zrImadde lakhyuM che.

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zrImahanI janasiddhi arthamAM upaga karatA. a +me = "huM" nahi te "ame, ane zrImad A arthamAM ame zabdano upayoga karatA. temanuM dehAbhimAna gaLavA vizenuM sauthI sacoTa udAharaNa temanuM sebhAgabhAIne lakheluM A vacana che. ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe chIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe.118 pitAne deha che ke kema te vize paNa saMbhAravuM paDe tevI videhI dazA temaNe varNavI che. A uparAMta "jaDa cetana viveka", "vIsa doharA" Adi paDyo paNa temanA nirabhimAnIpaNAnI, nirmAnIpaNanI sAkSI pUre che. mAyA e trIje kaSAya che. "mAyA" zabda be arthamAM vaparAya che : "mAyA" eTale "paTa" ane "mAyA" eTale "rAga". A baMnemAMthI keAI paNa prakAranI mAyA zrImaddane sparzatI na hatI. zrImaddamAM kapaTa nahotuM. vepArAdimAM teo saMpUrNa prAmANika hatA. naphA vize paNa temane cokkasa khyAla hatA. amuka TakAthI vizeSa na levA teo prerAtA nahIM; ane keIne muzakelImAMthI choDAvavA pitAne maLato napho paNa jato karatA. Araba sAthe prasaMga suvidita che. vaLI temanAmAM satyapriyatA eTalI badhI hatI ke kapaTane te teo vicAra sarakhe paNa karI zakatA hatA. zrImad rAga para paNa e ja vijaya meLavyo hato. dhana, strI Adino te temaNe tyAga karyo ja hato, ane te prati jotA paNa nahi. A uparAMta anya jIvo pratye te temane rAga naheAte, eTaluM ja nahi pitAnA deha prati paNa teo nispRha hatA. teo nivRttikSetre vasatA tyAre dehane pUruM piSaNa ApatA nahi. DAMsa, macchara vagere jIvajaMtuthI thatA pariSaha prasannacittathI sahetA; kAMTA, jhAMkharA, jhADImAMthI khule page pasAra thatI vakhate pagamAMthI lohI nIkaLe ke anya IjA thAya to paNa teo niHspRha rahetA. temanuM lakSa to "kAyAnI mAyA visAravAmAM" ja hatuM. kAraNa ke temanI nema bhavanaMta karavAnI hatI. te mATe "jaDa cetana viveka"mAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe zamAyA evA, nigraMthane paMtha, bhavasaMtane upAya che." Ama teo dehathI zarU karI anya jIva tathA pudagalanI mAyAthI mukta thaI gayA hatA. cothA kaSAya "lobha" para paNa temaNe evo ja vijaya meLavyo hate. mAna, kIti. paise Adina lAbha temaNe tyaje hate. kItina te temaNe vi. saM. 1943thI avadhAna AdinA prAge baMdha karI dUra dhakelI dIdhI hatI. pitA para raheluM RNa adA karavA temaNe vepAra karyo hato. ane te dhanane paNa vi. saM. 155thI temaNe tyAga karyo hate. 118. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. ra90.

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1. jIvanarekhA AtmAnI zaktithI pragaTatI Rddhisiddhi pratye paNa temane lAbha na hatA. jue temanuM vi. saM. 1946mAM lakhAyelu... A vacana :-~~ " game tevAM bhaviSyajJAna tathA siddhionI icchA nathI. " ane lAbhakaSAyanI jIta batAvatu' vi. saM. 1947mAM lakhAyela juA A vacanaH " A jagata pratye amArA parama udAsIna bhAva varte che. te sAva sAnAnuM thAya tApaNu amane tRNuvat che, ane paramAtmAnI vibhUtirUpe amAru bhaktidhAma che. 119 A uparAMta temane A abhilASa aneka patrAdghimAM paNa jovA maLe che. Ama zrImamAM kaSAyabhAvanI thayelI zAMti temanAmAM AveluM rAma lakSaNa matAve che. samaktinuM bIjuM lakSaNa te savega. savega eTale mAkSanI abhilASA. zrImai te lakSaNa " Atmasiddhi "nI gAthAmAM "mAtra mAsa abhilASa" e zabdomAM atAvyu che. zrImaMda mAtra mAkSa abhilASa ''thI ja prabaLa puruSArtha AdaryA hatA, tenI sAkSI temanAM patro tathA pado pUre che. "apUrva avasara " kAvyamAM mekSanuM svarUpa batAvyA pachI teo atamAM lakhe che ke, " eha paramapada prAptinu" karyuM." yAna me." A pakti batAve che ke temanuM lakSya meAkSa prati ja che. A uparAMta khIjA aneka patromAM tathA " Icche che je jogIjana ", " patha paramapada beyyA " vageremAM paNa te abhilASA jovA maLe che.120 ne samakitanuM trIju` lakSaNa te niveda, arthAt saMsAra duHkhamaya lAgavA te. seALa varSanI vayathI ja zrImamAM vairAgya vadhavA lAgyA hatA. sasAranA kaTALA vyakta karatAM ghaNAM vacanA temanAM lakhANamAM jovA maLe che. " sasArathI kaTALyA chauM, 121 8 sa'sArathI kaTALyA tA ghaNo kALa thaI gayA che, tathApi sasAraneA prasaMga hajI virAma pAmate nathI, e eka prakAranA kleza varte che."122 "sauMsAra sukha vRttithI niraMtara udAsapaNuM ja che."123 vagere. peAtAne vartatA saMsArakheda teo paricatAne jaNAvatA hatA. Ama nivedanuM lakSaNa paNa temanAmAM hatuM. zrImad jene "yA " ke " prANIdayA "nA nAme oLakhAve che te "anukapA " samyaktvanuM cAthu lakSaNa che. zrImamAM A lakSaNa ghaNA pramANamAM khIcuM hatuM. kIDI jevA sUkSma jIvane paNa bacAvavA te khUba lakSya rAkhatA. vaLI, lIleAtarI mALAya te paNa temanAthI jovAtu nahi, ane kAInuM maraNa thayuM sAMbhaLIne te raDI paDatA; evI 119. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 270. 120. juo ejata, patrAMka 128, 134, 165, 170 vagere. 121. ejana, AMka 28. 122. ejana, AMka 379. 123. ejana, AMka 398.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi anukaMpAbuddhi temanAmAM hatI. pU. gAMdhIjI jaNAve che tema teo zrImadda pAsethI dayA dharma zIkhyA hatA,124 arthAt temaNe ahiMsA jANe hatI. e batAve che ke temanAmAM dayAdharma keTale aMze khIlyo hato.125 zrI vItarAgapraNIta dharmamAM arthAt AtmAnAM astitva, nityatva Adi cha padamAM ananya zraddhA te AsthA nAmanuM samyaktvanuM pAMcamuM lakSaNa che. AtmA ane tenAM cha padanI temanAmAM ananya zraddhA hatI te temanA pratyeka lakhANamAMthI spaSTa thAya che. vi. saM. 1946nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrImade dhamaeNchuka bhAI khImajIne AtmAnAM chae 5damAM zaMkA na karavA tathA te vize vAraMvAra vicAravA lakhyuM che, ane te pachI paNa aneka jagyAe te padanI niHzaMkatA vize lakhyuM che. ane te vizenI vizeSa pratIti teoe zrI lallujI mahArAja para lakhelA "che padane patramAM tathA "Atmasiddhi"mAM Ave che. cha padanA patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - zrI jJAnI puruSoe samyaphadarzananAM mukhya nivAsabUta kahyA evI A cha pada atre saMkSepamAM jaNAvyAM che. A cha pada atyaMta saMdeharahita che. e cha paMdane viveka jIvane svasvarUpa samajavAne arthe kahyo che. je je puruSane e che pada sapramANa evAM parama puruSanAM vacane AtmAne nizcaya thayo che, te te puruSo sarva svarUpane pAmyA che, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, sarvasaMgathI rahita thayA che, thAya che ane bhAvikALe paNa tema thaze..."126 A uparAMta vItarAgapuruSe praNIta karelA mArganI ananya zraddhA temanI "mokSamALA", Atmasiddhi tathA anya patromAM paNa jovA maLe che.12 7 AtmAnAM A chae padanI pitAne keI kALe zaMkA nahi thAya te vizeno pitAno nizcaya zrImadde potAnI hAthadhamAM lakhe che.128 A badhAM pramANe batAve che ke zrImadane vItarAgapraNIta dharma ane AtmAnAM che padamAM ananya zraddhA hatI. ahIM ApaNe joyuM tema samyaphavanAM pAMca lakSaNe - zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane AsthA - zrImadamAM AvyAM hatAM. te batAve che ke temane jJAna thayuM hatuM. vaLI zAstromAM mithyAtvanAM je pAMca lakSaNe kahyAM che teno zrImaddamAM abhAva hato te paNa ApaNe joI zakIzuM. 124. vi. saM. 1978nI kIkI pUname gAMdhIjIe ApeluM vyAkhyAna, "zrImanI jIvanayAtrA", pR. 125. 125. zrImaddamAM keTale aMze dayAdhama khIlyo hato te vizenA zrI zaMkarabhAI vagerenA anubha, "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI mArakagraMtha ", pR. 108 Adi.. 126. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 395, AMka 293. A Akho patra zrImaddane kevuM niHzaMkatva hatuM te jANavA mATe bahu upayogI che. 127. juo ejana, patrAMka : 104, 170, 274, 322, 330 vagere. 128. ejana, pR. 790.

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1. jIvanarekhA mithyAtva jatAM samyaktva Ave che. te mithyAtvanA pAMca prakAra zAstramAM kahyA che ? Abhigrahika, anAbhigrahika, abhinivezika, sAMzayika ane anAmega-mithyAtva. vItarAga praNIta mArga sivAyano kaI kapolakalpita mAga sAce che ema batAve te Abhigrahika mithyAva. "mokSamALA thI zarU karI aneka patromAM tathA padomAM temaNe vItarAgapraNIta mAgane ja sAce karI batAvyA che. temAM racela deharA paNa e ja batAve che - maMtra, taMtra, auSadha nahi, jethI pApa palAya, vItarAga vANI vinA, avara na koI upAya." vacanAmRta vItarAganAM, parama zAMta rasa mULa, auSadha je bhavaroganAM, kAyarane pratikULa."129 17 varSanI vaya pahelAM zrImadde vItarAgapraNIta mArga ja zreSTha che evo nizcaya karI lIdhuM hatuM, te A deharAo batAve che. ane te nizcaya temanA aMta-samaya sudhImAM pharyo na hato. te batAve che ke temanAmAM Abhigrahika mithyAtva nahotuM. badhAM darzana ekasarakhI rIte sAcAM che tema mAnavuM te anAbhigrahikamithyAtva. zrImadde koI paNa jagyAe chae darzanane sarakhAM batAvyAM nathI. paNa parIkSakapaNuthI jainadharmanI uttamatA batAvI che. tene khyAla paNa "mokSamALA" tathA anya patro jotAM Ave tema che.130 "mokSamALA"nA 95mAM pAThamAM bIjA darzana jainadharma pAse sAgaramAM biMdurUpa che, te tulanAtmaka abhiprAya temaNe Apyo che. A uparAMta paNa bIjA patromAM temaNe pratyeka darzana vize niSpakSapAta abhiprAya ApyA che.131 A badhA parathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke zrImaddamAM anAbhigrahika mithyAtva nahotuM. vItarAgapraNIta mArga satya hovAno nirdhAra (Abhinivezika) karyA pachI paNa kaI kAraNasara anya darzanane Agraha karavo te mithyAtva. A prakArane Agraha zrImade kayAMya se jaNa nathI. soLa varSanI vaye temaNe "mokSamALA" lakhI te pahelAMthI te jIvananA aMta paryata temaNe vItarAgapraNIta mAgane ja zreSTha gaNyA che, ane bIjA keI paNa darzanane Agraha sevyA nathIA vAtanI pratIti temanA samagra sAhityanA pAne pAnAmAMthI ApaNane maLe che. kaI paNa darzanane vakhoDyA vinA zreSTha mArgane temaNe zreSTha gaNAvyuM che. teno purAve "Atmasiddhi" che. tethI ApaNe niHzaMkapaNe kahI zakIe ke temanAmAM Abhinivezika-mithyAtva nahotuM. sadadarzanane nirdhAra thayA pachI paNa te vize koI prakAranI zaMkA AvI jAya te sAMzayika nAmanuM cethA prakAranuM mithyAtva che. zrImaddamAM A jAtanI DAmADoLa sthiti 129. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 31. A uparAMta juo "mokSamALA"mAM taravAvadha bhAga 1 thI 17, ane patrAMka 27, para, 54, 62 vagere. temane dareka patramAMthI vItarAgapraNIta mAga zreSTha che te bhAva vyakta thAya che. 130, 131. jae "zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAM patrAMka 721, 513, 530 vagere.

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zrImadanA jIvana siddhi jevAmAM AvatI nathI. zrImade kadI paNa pitAnA nirNayamAM zaMkA karI nathI, ane svIkArelA mArgamAM niHzaMkatvane nirdhAra temaNe potAnI hastane dhamAM karyo che, te ApaNe pahelA Abhigrahika- mithyAtva vakhate joyuM, te ahIM paNa gaNI zakAya. bIjI bAju AtmAnAM cha padane jeNe daDha nirdhAra karyo hoya tene A mithyAtva kema saMbhavI zake? - mithyAtvane pAMca prakAra te anAgamithyAtva. eke dviyAdi jone A prakAranuM mithyAtva hoya che. pUrvanA saMskArI baLavAna kSapazamI puruSamAM A mithyAtvane te avakAza ja kaI rIte hoya? Ama, koI paNa jAtanuM mithyAtva jene pravartatuM nathI tathA samyakatvanAM pAMca lakSaNa jenAmAM che, te uparAMta kSapakazreNIe caDhIne, kSINamaha guNasthAnethI AgaLa vadhIne, kevalyapada pAmavAnA koDa je "apUrva avasara"mAM seve che, te zrImane samakita saMbhavatuM hatuM, e bAbatamAM saMzaya kema AvI zake ? zrImadanuM aMtima varSa vi. saM. 1952thI sarvasaMgaparityAga karavAnI icchA zrImade sevI hatI, paraMtu keTalAka saMjogone kAraNe teo vepArAdi kAryamAMthI nivRtta thaI zakyA na hatA. paraMtu vi. saM. 155thI temaNe badhAM kSetrethI nivRtti svIkArI hatI, ane sarvasaMgaparityAganI taiyArI cAlu karI hatI, vAnaprastha dharma pALavAnI zarUAta paNa karI hatI. temane vairAgya tIvra banyo hato. e arasAmAM temane saMgrahaNI roga lAgu paDaze, pariNAme zrImanI nAjuka tabiyata vizeSa nabaLI banI. mAthA para sUryanAM kiraNo lAge te tethI temane mAthuM dukhavA AvatuM. vajana paNa ghaNuM UtarI gayuM hatuM. tema chatAM mane baLa daDha hatuM. vi. saM. 1lpa6mAM teo IDarathI naroDA AvyA hatA, tyAM munisamAgama karyo hate. eka divasa baporanA bAra vAgye jaMgalamAM satsaMga mATe javAna badhAe nirNaya karyo. e pramANe badhA munio temanI rAha jotA bhAge UbhA. zrImadde AvIne munionA paga dAjhatA haze ema kahI pitAnA pagamAMthI paNa pagarakhAM kADhI nAkhyAM, ane khullA page anio sAthe cAlavA lAgyA. niyata sthAne pahoMcyA tyAre zrImanAM paganAM taLiyAM lAlacoLa thaI gayAM hatAM, chatAM temaNe tyAM hAtha sudhdhAM pheravyo nahi. ane beThA pachI temaNe munione jaNAvyuM ke, "ame have taddana asaMga thavA IcchIe chIe." ane pachI munione temaNe baMdha karyo. Ama pratyeka sAMsArika bAbatamAM zrImaddanI nispRhatA ghaNI vadhI gaI hatI. vi. saM. 1957mAM zrImadda amadAvAda AvyA, te pahelAM zrImade temanAM mAtuzrI pAse "sarvasaMgaparityAga karavA devAnI " AjJA ghaNu vAra mAgI hatI. paNa putra paranA atirAgane laIne mAtA rajA ApatAM nahotAM. paraMtu vi. saM. 1957mAM temaNe sAjA thayA pachI

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1. jIvanarekhA zrImakrane saMsAratyAga karavAnI AjJA ApavA jaNAvyuM hatuM. ane tethI zrImadda AjJA meLavavAnI rAha jotA hatA. potAne mAtA 2jA nahatAM ApatAM te vakhate eka vAra zrImad temanI mAtAne kaheluM ke, "mA, jIvate jogI.. koI divasa tenuM meTuM jevA tamane maLaze ne tamAre bAraNe Avaze."132 te pachI kaIka rAjAnuM dRSTAMta paNa ApyuM hatuM. te badhuM sAMbhaLIne ati du:kha thavAthI temanAM mAtA khUba raDayAM hatAM. tethI duHkha pAmI zrImade kaheluM. "mA, tamane jema ThIka lAge tema. have huM bolIza nahi."133 A prasaMga banyA pachI, ane zrImadbhA dehatyAga pachI mAtuzrI kahetAM ke, meM bhAIne sAdhu thavAnI rajA ApI hatI te bhAInI uMmara vadhAre hatI, ema bhAI kaIka vakhata kahetA.134 Ama sarvasaMgaparityAganI rajA te mAtAjI pAsethI nahotI maLI, chatAM vi. saM. 1955 pachIthI temaNe lakSamI ane strI baMnene tyAga karyo hate. ane zrImadda e vrata bahu bArIkAIthI pALatA. relagADInI TikiTa sarakhI paNa teo potAnI pAse rAkhatA nahi. ane vi.saM. 1956mAM temanI preraNAthI sthapAyela "paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa"nA kAmakAja ane kyAreka paisAnI bAbatamAM bhaLavuM paDe to tene paNa aticArarUpe gaNatA. vi. saM. 157mAM mAtAjInI AjJA maLavAnI AzA baMdhAvAthI temaNe sarvasaMgaparityAganI taiyArI cAlu karI. paNa te arasAmAM temanI tabiyata vadhu bagaDI. temane lAgu paDeluM saMgrahaNanuM darda divase divase jora pakaDatuM gayuM, ane dehane kRza banAvatuM gayuM. tethI lIMbaDI, vaDhavANa vagere sthaLoe temane havAphera mATe laI javAmAM AvyA, paNa kaMI phAyado thayo nahi. aMtima divasomAM te temanI kAyA sukAIne mAtra 45 pIMDanI thaI gaI hatI.135 A vyAdhi hatuM tethI anya saMbaMdhIo ciMtAtura thaI jatA tepaNa zrImada te haMmeza prasannacitta ja rahetA. AvI tabiyate vi. saM. 1957nA phAgaNa mAsa AsapAsa temane rAjakeTa khaseDavAmAM AvyA, jyAM Do. prANajIvanadAsa vagere temanI sevAmAM hatA. vi. saM. 1957mAM amadAvAdanA semAbhAI nAmanA eka bhAI zrImadanI pAse temanI sevA mATe gayA hatA. teo jaNAvatA hatA ke te vakhate zrImadane saMgrahaNanuM darada baha joramAM hatuM, tethI vAraMvAra jhADe javuM paDatuM hatuM. ane tabiyata eTalI badhI nabaLI hatI ke pathArImAM ja temane jhADe karAvA. temane jhADe nAkhanAra sarva jaNAve che ke zrImaddanA jhADAmAM kesara ane kastUrInI sugaMdha AvatI hatI, AthI koIne paNa sUga thatI nahotI. zrImaddanA jJAnane A atizaya hateA.136 132. 133. 134. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 57. 135. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, bhAga 2, khaMDa 4, pR. 120. 136. jhADAmAM kesara-kasturInI sugaMdhanI vAta somAbhAI mahAsukhabhAI jaNAvatA hatA. teo zrImaddanA samAgamamAM vi. saM. 1956-57mAM AvyA hatA.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi rAjakeTa AvyA pachI zrImaddanI tabiyata vadhu lathaDI hatI. temanAM kuTuMbIjane tathA snehIjane temanI sevAmAM hatAM. paNa teo te potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM ja lIna rahetA. temaNe potAnI sthiti vize thoDA udagAre vi. saM. 1957nA phAgaNa vada trIjanA roja lakhyA hatA, te joIe - ghaNI tvarAthI pravAsa pUro karavAno hato. tyAM varace saharAnuM raNa saMprApta thayuM. mAthe bAje ghaNe rahyo hato te AtmavIryo karI jema a5kALe vedI levAya tema praghaTana karatAM page nikAcita udayamAna thAka grahaNa karyo. je svarUpa che. te anyathA thatuM nathI e ja addabhuta Azcarya che. avyAbAdha sthiratA che. prakRti udayAnusAra kaMIka azAtA mukhyatve vedI zAtA pratye."137 A vacano parathI lAge che ke temane potAnA aMtima divasone khyAla AvI gaye hate. zrImadanA aMtima divasanI - caitra vada 5 nI -caryA temanA laghubaMdhu zrI manasukhabhAIe lakhI che, te vigata temanA ja zabdomAM joIe - manaduHkha, huM chevaTanI paLa paryata asAvadha rahyo. te pavitrAtmAe ADakatarI rIte cetavyuM, tathApi rAgane laIne samajI zakyo nahi. have smaraNa thAya che ke teoe mane aneka vAra cetavaNI ApI hatI. huM ajJAna, aMdha ane mUkha teozrInI vANI samajI zakavAne asamartha hato. dehatyAganA AgalA divase sAyaMkALe revAzaMkarabhAI, narabherAma, huM vagere bhAIone kahyuM, "tame nizciMta rahejo. A AtmA zAzvata che. avazya uttama gatine prApta thavAnuM che. tame zAMti ane samAdhipaNe pravartaze. je ratnamaya jJAnavANI A deha dvArA kahI zakAvAnI hatI te kahevAne samaya nathI. tame puruSArtha karaze. AvI spaSTa cetavaNI chatAM ame rAgane kAraNe cetI zakayA nahi. ame te baphamamAM rahyA ke azakti jaNAya che. rAtrinA aDhI vAge atyaMta zaradI thaI te samaye teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke "nizciMta rahe, bhAInuM samAdhimRtyu che." upAya karatAM zaradI ochI thaI gaI. piNuM ATha vAge savAre dUdha ApyuM, te teoe lIdhuM. tanna saMpUrNa zuddhimAM mana, vacana ane kAyA rahyAM hatAM. paNa nave kahyuM, "manasukha, duHkha na pAmato, mAne ThIka rAkhaje. huM mArA svarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM." sADAsAta vAge je bichAnAmAM poDhayA hatA temAMthI eka koca upara pheravavAnI mane AjJA karI. mane lAgyuM ke azakti ghaNuM jaNAya che mATe pheraphAra na kara. tyAre teozrIe AjJA karI ke tvarAthI pheraphAra kara. eTale meM samAdhibhAve sUI zakAya evI keca para vyavasthA karI, je upara te pavitra deha ane AtmA samAdhistha bhAve chUTA paDyA. leza mAtra AtmA chuTA thavAnAM cihna na jaNAyAM. jema jema prANa ochA thavA lAgyA tema tema mukhamudrAnI kAMti vizeSapaNe prakAza pAmavA lAgI. vaDhavANa kempamAM je sthitimAM UbhA UbhA citrapaTa paDAvela te ja 137. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 658.

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1. jIvanarekhA sthitimAM koca upara samAdhi pAMca kalAka rahI. laghuzaMkA, dIrgha zaMkA, meDha pANI ke AMkhe pANI ke parase kaMI paNa paNa AThathI be vAgyA sudhI, prANa chUTA paDyA te paNa kazuM jaNAyuM nahotuM. eka kalAke, dUdha pIdhA pachI haMmeza dizAe javuM paDatuM tene badale Aje kaMI paNa nahi. jevI rIte yaMtrane cAvI daI AdhIna karI levAmAM Ave te rIte karela. AvA samAdhisthabhAve te pavitra AtmA ane dehano saMbaMdha chUTo. pAMca-cha divasa agAu teozrIe keTalAMka pada lakhAvelAM te pU. dhArasIbhAI ane navalacaMdabhAI pAse che. pote taddana vItarAgabhAve pravRtti karelI eTale ke I paNa prakAre teozrIe potAnI mAnI pravRtti karelI nahi, udAsInapaNuM ja yogya dhAryuM hatuM."138 zrImadanA dehatyAga vakhate zrI navalabhAI paNa hAjara hatA. teozrI aMbAlAlabhAIne zrImaddanA dehatyAga-samayanI dazA varNavatAM lakhe che ke - "nirvANa samayanI mUti anupama, caitanyavyApI, zAMta, manahara ane jotAM tRpti na thAya tevI zobhatI hatI, ema ApaNane guNAnurAgIne to lAge, paNa jeo bIjA saMbaMdhe hAjara hatA teone paNa Azcarya pamADatI ne pUjyabhAva utpanna karatI jaNAtI hatI. A vakhatanA abhuta svarUpanuM varNana karavAne AtmAmAM je bhAva thAya che te lakhI zaktA nathI."139 vi. saM. 1957nA caitra vada pAMcama ne maMgaLavAre bapore be vAgye thayelA zrImadanA dehAMtanA samAcArathI aMbAlAlabhAI, lallujI mahArAja vagerene ghaNe AghAta lAgyo hato. ane temane viga paNa sAlyo hato. - samAdhimaraNa thavuM e bahu durlabha vastu che. jJAnIo kahe che ke eka bhavanuM samAdhimaraNa aMnata bhavanAM asamAdhimaraNane TALI de che. evuM apUrva samAdhimaraNa zrImadane prApta thayuM hatuM. alabatta, temaNe potAnI AkhI jiMdagI e mATe ja puruSArtha karyo hato. ane tenA phaLarUpe temaNe ucca samAdhimaraNa prApta karyuM hatuM. aneka vartamAnapatroe zrImadanA avasAnanI nedha letAM agralekha lakhyA hatA. ane temAM zrImadanI avadhAna, jayotiSa AdinA jJAnathI ujjavaLa thayelI kArakirdIne citAra apAyo hato. A badhAMmAM muMbaI samAcAra", "dha pAyoniyara", "dha InDiyana spekaTeTara" vagere mukhya hatAM. A samaye alAhAbAdathI pragaTa thatA aMgrejI patra "dha pAyoniyara"nA tA. 22 me 1901nA aMkamAM zrImad rAjacaMdranA avasAna-prasage nIce pramANe nedha levAI hatI :- 138. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 5, pR. 218. 139. ejana, pR. 220.

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R zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi Indians of To-day " Shreemad Rajchandra was in every way a remarkable man. His mental powers were extra-ordinary. At the same time the moral elevation of his charactor was equally striking. His regard for truth, his adherance to the strictest moral principles in business, his determination to do what he believed to be right, in spite of all opposition, and his lofty ideal of duty inspired and elevated those who came in contact with him. His exterior was not imposing, but he had a serenity and gravity of his own. On account of his vast and accurate knowledge of relegions and philosophy, his wonderful powers of exposition and his lucid delivery, his discoursed were listened with the utmost attention. His self-control under irritating circumstances was so complete, his presence so inspiring that those who came to discuss with him in a defiant and combitive frame of mind returned quite humiliated and full of admiration." zrImaddanuM dhAmika valaNa bALavayathI ja zrImadamAM prIti, saraLatA tathA sarva prati brAtRbhAva keLavavAnI IcchA hatI. teo mANasajAtanA bahu vizvAsu hatA, ane lekamAM judAInA aMkure joI temanuM aMtakaraNa raDI UThatuM; emanAmAM ATalI badhI kamaLatA hatI. AvA sApha, saraLa, vAtsatyamaya bALa zrImada para temanA pitAmaha taraphathI bhaktinA saMskAra reDAyA hatA. - zrImadunA pitAmaha kRSNanI bhakti karatA, tethI temanI pAsethI zrImade kRSNanAM pade, tathA judA judA avatAra saMbaMdhInA camatkAre sAMbhaLyA hatA. pariNAme bALa zrImaddamAM e avatAre pratinI prIti tathA bhakti baMne AvyAM hatAM. AthI bALalIlAmAM temaNe rAmadAsajI nAmanA sAdhu pAse kaMThI paNa baMdhAvI hatI. teo darAja kRSNanAM darzana karavA paNa jatA. tenA camatkAra jovAnI temane ghaNuM utkaMThA hatI, tethI te saMpradAyanA mahaMta banavAnI icchA paNa temane thatI. Ama bALavayathI temane temanA pitAmaha taraphathI vaiSNava saMpradAyanA saMskAra maLyA hatA. vaLI, gujarAtI bhASAnI pAThamALAmAM Apela jagakartA sabaMdhInA bodha temane daDha thaI gayo hato, eTale temane jagakartAmAM na mAnana prati ghaNA AvatI hatI. koI vastu banAvyA vinA bane ja nahi te siddhAMta daDha thavAthI janadharmanI karma saMbaMdhI mAnyatA temane mUrkhatAbharI lAgatI. vaLI, vaiSNava saMpradAya karatAM jenanA AcAravicAra malina lAgatA hatA, tethI paNa temanI prIti vaiSNava saMpradAya tarapha bALapaNamAM vizeSa rahI hatI.

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93 1. jIvanarekhA. zrImaddanAM mAtuzrI jainanAM dIkarI hatAM, tethI temanA taraphathI temane jana saMskAra paNa maLyA hatA. vaLI, temanI janmabhUminA gAma vavANiyAmAM jeTalA vANiyAo rahetA hatA, tene moTe bhAga pratimAne nahi mAnanAra janavargamAM Avato hate. zrImadda pahelethI gAmanA nAmAMkita ane zaktizALI vidyArthI tarIke prakhyAta hatA. tethI gAmanA agragaNya loko temanI sAthe vAta karavA zrImadane bolAvatA. zrImadda paNa pitAnI zakti batAvavA temanI pAse jatA ane vAtacIta karatA. e loko zrImadda sAthenI vAtothI AnaMdita thatA, ane kyAreka zrImade bAMdhelI kaMThInI hAMsI paNa karatA. te vakhate teo potAne abhiprAya samajAvavA banate prayatna karatA, paNa e loke vadhu sabaLa hatA. te lokonA saMgamAM zrImadane jainanAM "pratikramaNa sUtra", "sAmAyika sUtra" Adi vAMcavA maLyAM. temAM khUba ja vinayapUrvaka sarva jagatanA jIvothI maitrI IzkelI joIne zrImadanI A sUtre upara prIti thaI, ane sAthe sAthe vaiSNava saMpradAyamAM paNa prIti cAlu rahI. dhIre dhIre jainadharmane temane paricaya vadhato gayo, to paNa temane vaiSNava saMpradAyanA svaccha rahevAnA tathA bIjA keTalAka AcAravicAra vizeSa priya hatA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa jagatakartA pratyenI temanI zraddhA evI ja acaLa hatI. e arasAmAM, eTale ke lagabhaga temanI tera varSanI vaya AsapAsa, temaNe baMdhAvela kaMThI tUTI gaI, je temaNe pharIthI baMdhAvI nahi. Ama bALavayathI ja zrImad satyadhana pAchaLa lAgI gayA hatA. vaiSNava saMpradAyanI prIti hovA chatAM, jananuM je je sAruM lAgyuM te te sarve teo jhaDapathI svIkAratA gayA hatA. ane varSonA prayatna pachI paNa je sAdhya na thAya te temaNe A rIte nAnI vayamAM ja sAdhya karI lIdhuM hatuM. tera varSanI vaye zarU thayela dharmamaMthanane kALa lagabhaga traNeka varSa sudhI laMbAyo hate. cha darzanamAM zreSTha kayuM, kayA darzanane anusaravAthI jIvanamukta thavAya enI zodhamAM temaNe traNacAra varSa, je je dhArmika graMtha upalabdha thayA te te vAMcavA-vicAravAmAM gALyAM. ane temAMthI teo evA nirNaya para AvyA ke vItarAga prabhupraNIta mArga-jana darzana - ja zreSTha che. pote karelA nirNayane nicoDa tathA samajAvaTa temaNe "mokSamALAmAM Apela che. temAM jainadharmanA siddhAMta saraLatAthI samajAvavAnI sAthe aneka dRSTAMto paNa ApyAM che. vaLI SaDradarzananI tulanAmAM jainadharmanI zreSThatA batAvavA temaNe "tattvAvabodha"nA 17 pATha temAM racyA che. temAM janadharmanI zreSThatA kaI rIte hatI te batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - jainanA akekA pavitra siddhAMta para vicAra karatAM AyuSya pUrNa thAya, to paNa pAra pAmIe nahi tema rahyuM che. bAkInA saghaLA dharmamatonA vicAra jinapraNIta vacanAmRtasiMdhu AgaLa biMdurUpa paNa nathI. jaina jeNe jANyA ane sevyo te kevaLa nIrAgI ane sarvajJa thaI jAya che. enA pravartaka kevA pavitra puruSe hatA ! enA siddhAMto kevA akhaMDa, saMpUrNa ane dayAmaya che! emAM dUSaNa kAMI ja nathI. kevaLa nirdoSa to mAtra jananuM darzana che. e ekke pAramArthika viSaya nathI ke je jainamAM nahi hoya, ane evuM eke tattva nathI je jainamAM nathI. eka viSayane anaMta bhede

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94 zrImaddI jIvanasiddhi paripUrNa kahenAra te jaina darzana che. pratyeAjanabhUta tattva enA jevuM kacAMye nathI. Ama kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM? to mAtra tenI paripUrNatA, nIrAgitA, satyatA ane jagatahitasvitA. '140 Ama zrImadde laghuvayathI ja, saM dharmanI tulanA karyA pachI, jainadharmanI zreSThatA jANI hatI, te uparanA avataraNa parathI spaSTa thAya che. pachI paNa judAM judAM dazane vizenAM tulanAtmaka vacanA temanA patrAdi sAhityamAM maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke :-- " vedAMtAdimAM AtmasvarUpanI je vicAraNA kahI che, te vicAraNA karatAM zrI jinAgamamAM je AtmasvarUpanI vicAraNA kahI che, temAM bheda paDe che. sa` vicAraNAnuM phaLa AtmAnu sahajasvabhAve pariNAma thavu e ja che. saMpUrNa rAgadveSa kSaya thayA vinA saMpUrNa AtmajJAna pragaTe nahi evA nizcaya jine kahyo che te, vedAMtAdi karatAM baLavAna pramANabhUta che. '141 " vedAMtA de dananA lakSa AtmajJAnabhaNI ane sa'pUrNa meAkSa pratye jatA jovAmAM Ave che, paNa tenA yathAyAgya nirdhAra saMpUrNa paNe temAM jaNAtA nathI, aze jaNAya che, ane kaI kaI te paNa paryAyaphera dekhAya che. joke vedAMtane vize ThAma ThAma AtmacaryA ja vivecI che, tathApi te carcA spaSTapaNe aviruddha che ema hajI sudhI lAgI zakatu. nathI...ema jaNAya che ke vedAMta je prakAre AtmasvarUpa kahe che te ja prakAre sava thA vedAMta avirAdhapaNu pAmI zakatuM nathI. kema ke te kahe che te ja pramANe AtmasvarUpa nathI, kAI temAM moTA leka jovAmAM Ave ane te te prakAre sAMkhyAdi danAne vize paNa bheda jovAmAM Ave che. eka mAtra zrI jine kahyuM che te AtmasvarUpa vizeSa avirAdhI jovAmAM Ave che ane te prakAre veDhavAmAM Ave che, sa pUrNa paNe avirAdhI jinanu' kahelu. AtmasvarUpa hAvA yAgya che, ema bhAse che. 142 Ama sa dharmanAM avalAkana pachI ja zrImadde jainadharma ne zreSTha gaNyA hatA. temane vedAMtanA sama tattvajJAnI jeTaluM vedAMtanu jJAna hatu. te temanI hastaneAMdha zvetAM jaNAze. jainadharmanI uttamatA jANavA chatAM tenA thakI ja meAkSa thAya tevA Agraha nahAtA. temanA mata mujaba tA sa dharmanu mULa Atmadharma hatuM. ane je rIte AtmA pamAya te ja mAkSamA e temanA sauthI prabaLa abhiprAya hatA. paNa A mA be nathI, tema spaSTa jaNAvatAM eka patramAM temaNe lakhyu che ke :~ 66 meAkSanA mArga e nathI...zrI mahAvIra je vATethI taryA te vATethI zrIkRSNe taraze, je vADhethI zrIkRSNe taraze te vATethI zrI mahAvIra taryA che. e vATa game tyAM beThAM, game te kALe, game te zreNImAM, game te yAgamAM jyAre pamAze tyAre pavitra zAzvata satpadanA anaMta atIndriya sukhanA anubhava thaze .. matabheda rAkhI kAI meAkSa pAmyA nathI. '143 140, 141. 142. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 125; pR. 463, A uparAMta AMka 513, 530, 711 vagere jovAthI zrImA tulanAtmaka abhyAsa jaNAze. 143. ejana, pR. 182.

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1. jIvanarekhA A uparAMta zrImadda e ja abhiprAya jaNAvatAM nIcenAM vacane tapAsa - "jyAre jainazAstra vAMcavA jaNAvIe tyAre jenI thavAne nathI jaNAvatA, vedAMtazAstra vAMcavA jaNAvIe tyAre vedAMtI thavA nathI jaNAvatA, temaja anya zAstra vAMcavA jaNuvIe tyAre anya thavA nathI jaNAvatA. mAtra je jaNAvIe chIe, te tame sarvane upadeza levA arthe jaNAvIe chIe, jenI ane vedAMtI Adine bheTa tyAga kare. 144 game te vATe ane game te darzanathI kalyANa thatuM hoya, te tyAM pachI matamatAMtaranI kaMI apekSA zodhavI yogya nathI. Atmava je anuprekSAthI, je darzanathI ke, jJAnathI prApta thAya te anuprekSA, te darzana ke te jJAna sarvoparI che, ane jeTalA AtmA taryA che, vartamAne tare che, bhaviSya taraze te sarva eka ja bhAvane pAmIne.145 jainanA AgrahathI ja mokSa che ema AtmA ghaNu vakhata thayAM mAnavuM bhUlI gayo che. muktabhAvamAM ja mokSa che ema dhAraNA che. 2146 "huM keI garachamAM nathI, paNa AtmAmAM chuM, e bhUlaze nahi.14 7 jagatanA saghaLA darzananI matanI zraddhAne bhUlI jaje, jana saMbaMdhI sarva khyAla bhUlI jaje, mAtra te puruSanA yogaskurita cAritramAM ja upagane pravartAvaze."148 A prakAranAM aneka vacana uparAMta zrImadanAM kAvyamAM paNa e ja abhiprAya Thera Thera najare caDe che. eka-be udAharaNa joIe :- "bhinna bhinna mata dekhie, bheda daSTine eha, eka tatvanA mULamAM, vyApyA mAne teha." jAti vezano bheda nahi, kahyo mAga je hoya, sAthe te mukti lahe, emAM bheda na koya."149 zrImadda Ama pakSapAtarahita, madhyasthatAthI ja jainadharmane zreSTha gaNutA hatA, tethI ja to teo - " pakSapAto na me vIre na dveSaH kapilAdiSu / guma vanane sva rahyuM H pariprada: || 150 144. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 326. 145. ejana pR. 193. 146. ejana, pR. 218. 147. ejana, pR. 170. 148. ejana, pR. 170. 149. ejana, pR. papa3. 150. ejana, pR. 189.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi e haribhadrAcAryane madhyasthatA bedhaka kaleka TAMkI zrI manasukharAma sUryarAma tripAThI jevA pAkA vedAMtIne paNa madhyasthatA keLavavAnI himAyata kare che. jaina darzanane uttama mAnatA hovA chatAM vi. saM. 1944 thI zarU karI vi. saM. 1957 sudhI temaNe saghaLAM matamatAMtarane tyAgavAne ja upadeza Apyo hato. je mAge AtmajJAna thAya te ja mArga uttama te temanI mukhya mAnyatA hatI. keI paNa dharma prati temane aMgata rAga ke dveSa nahoto, te uparanAM avataraNe uparAMta temaNe racelAM "mokSamALA", "Atmasiddhi", "apUrva avasara", "mULamArga rahasya", "paMtha parama pada bedhye", vagere jotAM jaNAze. AtmajJAna thavAno upAya zreSTha rIte jenamAM batAvyo hovAthI temane temAM prIti thaI hatI, tema chatAM jyAM jyAMthI sArAM ta maLe tyAM tyAMthI te levAmAM temaNe kadI bAdha go na hato. AthI ja te teo kabIra, narasiMha, mIrAM, akha, dayArAma, chama, prItama, nirAMta, bhaje vagere saMta kavionAM kAvyone adhyAtmarasa mANI zakatA hatA. vaLI, temaNe aneka jagyAe jaina darzananAM na hoya tevAM "prabodhazataka", "paMcIkaraNa", gavAziSTa", "maNiratnamALA", "gItA" Adi pustaka vAMcyAne ullekha karyo che, eTaluM ja nahi te graMtha vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNa mumukSuone paNa karI che. te ja batAve che ke temane upadeza keI matamAM purAI rahevAno na hato, paNa AtmajJAna pAmavAne raste ja cAlavAno hato. AtmajJAna pAmavA mATe temane jema jaina darzananI uttamatA lAgI, tema tenA upAya tarIke bhaktimArga zreSTha lAgyo hato. bhaktimArge cAlavAthI jIvanuM kalyANa vaheluM thAya che, tema teo mAnatA hatA. vi. saM. 1947nA mahA vada 3 nA roja, pitAne parAbhaktinuM svarUpa samajAyAnI vAta temaNe sebhAgabhAIne lakhI che. temAM gopIo bhagavAna zrIkRSNane mahInI maTakImAM nAkhIne vecavA cAlI che, te "bhAgavata"nA prasaMgamAM gopIonI bhakti dvArA vyAsamunie paNa kevo akhaMDa harirasa gAya che, te vize zrImade lakhyuM che ke - AkhI sRSTine mathIne je mahI kADhIe mAtra eka amRtarU5 vAsudeva bhagavAna ja mahI nIkaLe che. evuM sUkSma svarUpa te sthaLa karI vyAsajIe adabhuta bhaktine gAI che. A vAta ane AkhuM bhAgavata e ekane ja prApta karAvavA mATe akSare akSare bharapUra che. te mane ghaNuM kALa thayAM pahelAM samajAyuM che, Aje ati ati smaraNamAM che, kAraNa ke sAkSAt anubhavaprApti che... ghaNuM ghaNuM prakArathI manana karatAM amAro daDha nizcaya che ke bhakti e sarvoparI mArga che, ane te puruSanAM caraNa samIpa rahIne thAya te kSaNa vAramAM mokSa karI de te padArtha che."151 ahIM bhaktimArganI zreSThatA uparAMta anya dharmanAM sArAM to svIkAravAnI zrImadanI rIti joI zakAze. vaLI A vacane juo - 151. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 263,

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1. jIvanarekhA " anAdithI atyaMta ajJAnadazAe A jIve pravRtti karI ekadama asatya ane asAra samajAI, tenI nivRtti sUje ema banavu' mATe jJAnI puruSanA Azraya karavA rUpa bhaktimAga jine nirUpaNa mArga ArAdhavAthI sulabhapaNe jJAnadazA utpanna thAya che."152 66 AtmajJAna durgAmya prAye dekhIne niSkAraNa karuNAzIla evA te satpuruSAe bhaktimArga prakAzyeA che; je sava azaraNane nizcaLa zaraNarUpa che, ane sugama che, "153 zrImad AtmajJAna pAmavA mATe, upara joyAM te avataraNA pramANe, bhaktimArgane zreSTha gaNyA hatA. ane tethI dharmanAM matAMtara joI temanA dilane bahu du:kha thatuM. nAnA nAnA bhedo mATe laDI marIne jIvane peAtAnuM kalyANa ja karavu' cUkI jatA dekhI temanA aMtaramAM khUba vedanA thatI. A matAMtA joI temanI AMkheAmAM AMsu AvI jatAM. varSomAM eeka divasanA pherathI e paryuSaNa paLAya, tithi paNa judI judI paLAya, evA nAnA bhedomAM rAcatA lAkone AtmakalyANu karavAnuM cUkI jatAM joI temanu hRdaya khaDuM dravI UThatuM. AthI tevAM matamatAMtarathI dUra rahevAnI ja bhalAmaNa temaNe satra karI che. janamArga mAM aneka mata thavAnAM kAraNanI carcA temaNe " meAkSamALA " tathA " pratimAsiddhi"nA lekhamAM karI che. temAM tema thavAnA mukhya kAraNarUpe zrImad e jaNAve che ke, upAsaka varganuM tattvajJAna bhaNIthI lakSa calita thaIne kriyAbhAva tarapha gayuM che. A uparAMta peAtAnI zithilatAne lIdhe keTalAka puruSoe nintha dazAnI prAdhAnyatA ghaTADI hoya, e AcArcIne paraspara vAdavivAda, mAhanIya karmanA udaya, grahAyA pachI te vAtanA mAga maLato hAya topaNa durlabhamAdhitAne lIdhe na grahavA, matinI nyUnatA vagere anya kAraNA paNa temaNe " pratimAsiddhi "mAM jainamArgamAM matamatAMtara vadhavA mATe gaNAvyAM che. A uparAMta keTalAka patrAmAM paNa A vizenAM kAraNeAnI temaNe chUTaka chUTaka carcA karelI jovA maLe che. vItarAgapraNIta dharmamAM aneka matabheda jotAM temanu aMtara khUba du:khI thatuM hatuM. AthI sa matabhedarahita, AtmajJAna pAmavAnA vItarAganA mArga leAkA pAse prakAzavAnI temane tIvra abhilASA hatI. ane temanI te abhilASA temaNe nAnI vayamAM lakhela patrAmAMthI pragaTa thAya che. pachIthI to te abhilASAne kahRdayanA kAraNe temaNe aMtaramAM bhaDArI mUkathA jevI karI hatI, ane jyAre 33me varSe sa`sagaparityAga karI mA prakAzavAnI taiyArI zarU karI tyAre miyate yArI na ApI! 34me varSe to temanA dehavilaya thaye ! 13 vItarAgamAga pravartAvavAnI bAbatamAM zrImad 20me varSe peAtAnA banevIne lakhyu hatu' ke :~ che. te pravRtti bahu kaThaNa che, karyAM che, ke je 152. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 454. 153. ejana, pR. 491, r

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi AkhI sRSTimAM paryaTana karIne paNa e dharma pravartAvIzuM; mane AzA che ke te dharma pravartAvavAmAM tame mane ghaNuM sahAyaka thaI paDaze."154 A samaya pachI vyAvahArika tathA bIjI upAdhio AvatAM te vRtti maMda paDI. ane 28me varSe zuddha jJAna thatAM temanAmAM vizeSa gaMbhIratA AvI, tethI mArga pravartAvavAnAM yogya lakSaNe na Ave tyAM sudhI e vicAra maMda karavAno nirNaya lIdho. te vize saM. 1952mAM teo lakhe che ke - " nAnI vaye mArgane uddhAra karavA saMbaMdhI jijJAsA vatI hatI, tyAra pachI jJAnadazA Avya karma karIne te upazama jevI thaI. paNa kaI kaI leke paricayamAM AvelA, temane keTalIka vizeSatA bhAsavAthI kaMIka mULamArga para lakSa Avelo..e uparathI ema jovAmAM AvyuM ke loko taravAnA kAmI vizeSa che paNa temane te ga bAjhato nathI. je kharekhara upadezaka puruSano joga bane to ghaNuM ja mULamArga pAme tevuM che, ane dayA Adine vizeSa udyota thAya tevuM che. ema dekhAvAthI kaMIka cittamAM Ave che ke A kArya kaI kare to ghaNuM sAruM, paNa daSTi karatAM tevo puruSa dhyAnamAM Avato nathI, eTale kaMIka lakhanAra pratye ja daSTi Ave che, paNa lakhanArane janmathI ja lakSa e che ke e jevuM eke jokhamavALuM pada nathI, ane potAnI te kAryanI yathAyogyatA jyAM sudhI na vate tyAM sudhI tenI IrachAmAtra paNa na karavI, ane haju sudhI ema vartavAmAM AvyuM che...sarvasaMgaparityAga thaye te kAryanI pravRtti sahaja svabhAve udayamAM Ave to karavI evI kalpanA mAtra che. tene kharekhara Agraha nathI. ame dhArIe chIe tema sarvasaMgaparityAgAdi thAya to hajAro mANasa mULamArgane pAme, ane hajAro mANasa te sanmArgane ArAdhI sadagatine pAme ema amArAthI thavuM saMbhave che. amArA saMgamAM tyAga karavAne ghaNuM jIvana vRtti thAya e aMgamAM tyAga che. dharma sthApavAnuM mAna meTuM che, tenI pRhAthI paNa vakhate vRtti rahe, paNa AtmAne ghaNI vAra tAvI jatAM te saMbhava havenI dazAmAM ocho dekhAya che. ane kaMIka sattAgata rahyo haze to te kSINa thaze ema avazya bhAse che, kema ke yathAyogyatA vinA deha chUTI jAya tevI daDha kalpanA hoya to paNa mArga upadeza nahi, ema Atmanizcaya che. eka e baLavAna kAraNathI parigrahAdi tyAga karavAno vicAra rahyA kare che. mArA manamAM ema rahe che ke vedokta dharma prakAzavo hoya athavA sthApa hoya to mArI dazA yathAyogya che. paNa jinektadharma sthApavo hoya to haju teTalI gyatA nathI, to paNa vizeSa yogyatA che, ema lAge che."155 zrImad bhAga prakAzavAnAM sAdhana tarIke sarvasaMgaparityAgane sauthI agatyano go che. ane potAnI evI dazA 38me varSe AvI zakaze tevI temanI kalpanA hatI, te uparanA patramAM zrImad batAvI hatI. mArga prakAzavAnI bAbatanI keTalIka vicAraNA temaNe 154. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 16. 155, ejana, pR. 518 tathA pR. 16 6.

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99 1. jIvanarekhA pitAnI "hastanAMdha"mAM paNa karI hatI. ane e mATenI yathAyogyatA kaI rIte Ave te mATe teo prayatnazIla paNa rahyA hatA. paraMtu temanAthI e kArya pUrNa thAya te pahelAM ja temanI jIvanalIlA pUrNa thaI. jaina dharmamAM pravartatA matabheda temane pasaMda na hatA. temane eka vivAda mUti bAbatane che, keTalAka pratimAne mAne che ane keTalAka teno niSedha kare che. zrImadda pahelAM pratimAne mAnatA na hatA, paNa pAchaLathI temane temAM zraddhA thaI hatI. te mATe temaNe "pratimAsiddhi" nAmane laghugraMtha paNa lakhyo hato. pachIthI te teo jinAlayamAM javA, pratimAnuM pUjana karavA paNa bhalAmaNa karatA. digaMbara ane zvetAMbara evA che jenamArganA phaTAnI samaja Apate "kSasiddhAMta" nAmano eka lekha lakhavo temaNe cAlu karyo hato, paNa te apUrNa rahyo che. A sivAya bIjI jagyAe paNa temaNe tene jyAM jyAM nirdeza karyo che, tyAM tyAM te beno samanvaya thAya evI jAtanI ja bhASA vAparI che. sarva jagyAe matabheda choDI AtmA para ja lakSya ApavAnuM temaNe jaNAvyuM che. Ama joIe te zrImanna kaI navo dharma sthApavAnI abhilASA na hatI, paNa vItarAgamArgamAM je bheda vadhelA dekhAtA hatA, tenAthI para evo zuddha mArga prakAzavAnI temanI IcchA hatI. AthI "nave paMtha pravartAvavA"ne je Aropa temanA para mukAya che te mizyA jaNAya che. e vize dI. bA. jhaverIe "rAja jayaMtI" prasaMge karelA vyAkhyAnamAM kaheluM ke - keTalAka taraphathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke kavizrIne navo dharma - navIna saMpradAya pravartAvI pitAne tenA AcArya tarIke gaNAvuM hatuM ane tethI temane sAMprata jaina saMpradAyanA virodhI gaNavA joIe. A bAbatane temanA lekhamAMthI mukla Teko maLatuM nathI. UlaTe temane Adarza te saMpradAya upara kucAla, vahema vagerenA paDadAo patharAI gayA hatA tene dUra karavAno hato. tAMbara ane digabara vaccenA vigrahanuM sAMtvana karavA je puruSe mathI rahyA hatA teo zuM navA saMpradAyano pracAra karI pharI pAchuM jana samAjamAM eka taDa vadhAre? kavizrInuM cAritra jotAM e anumAna leza mAtra saMbhavatuM nathI."156 jaina samAjamAM pravartatAM to eka karavAne puruSArtha zrImade kevo karyo hato te vize paMDita sukhalAlajIe I. sa. 1922mAM UjavAyelI zrImaddanI jayaMtI nimitte amadAvAdamAM kahyuM hatuM ke - ekabIjAnAM zAstronAM sAdara vAcana ane ciMtana dvArA traNe phirakA - zvetAMbara, - digaMbara ane sthAnakavAsIomAM ekatA utpanna karavAnuM kAma AraMbhavAnuM zreya te 156. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jayaMtI vyAkhyAne", dI. bA. jhaverIno nibaMdha.

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100 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi zrImane ja che - je AgaLa jatAM ' paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa'rUpe apAMze mUrtarUpa dhAraNa kare che. 157 Ama pratyeka jAtanAM matamatAMtarothI dUra rahenAra zrImad vedAMta, sAMkhya, bauddha vagere DhanA vize peAtAne pramANikapaNe lAgyA tevA ja abhiprAya ApyA hatA. temane A abhiprAya "upadezanAM ", " upadezachAyA ", " vyAkhyAnasAra" ane keTalAka patro jotAM spaSTa jaNAze. Ama zrImada dharmanI bAbatamAM satyAnveSaka ja rahyA hatA tema ApaNe niHzakapaNe kahI zakIe. zrImanA agata paricayamAM AvanAra mahattvanI vyaktio zrImaddamAM khIlelA AMtarika guNAthI AkarSAI ne keTalIka vyaktie temanA vairAgya2'gathI raMgAI gaI hatI. ane tevI vyakti para zrImanA eTalA badhA prabhAva paDatho hatA ke temanuM jIvanavaheNa paNa badalAI gayu` hatu`. AvI mahattvanI vyaktiomAM zrI jUThAbhAI ujamazI, zrI manasukhabhAI kiratacaMda mahetA, mahAtmA gAMdhIjI, zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda, munIzrI lallujI, ane zrI seAbhAgabhAI lallubhAInA samAveza thAya che.158 jUThThAbhAI ujamazI - vi. saM. 1944mAM " meAkSamALA"nA kAma aMge zrImad amadAvAda AvyA tyAre temane peAtAnAthI eka varSa mATA zrI jUDAbhAI nA piracaya thaye. jUThAbhAI pUrvanA saskArI jIva hatA, eTale ane parasparanA guNAthI AkarSAyA, ane dhIme dhIme baMnenA paricaya gADha thatA gayA. pratyakSa samAgama na hoya tyAre teo patro dvArA paramArtha-carcA karatA, ane e nimitte temanA patravyavahAra niyamita cAlatA. jUThAbhAI dvArA zrI a'bAlAlabhAI ne paNa zrImanI oLakhANa thaI. Ama zrImad ane aMbAlAlabhAI nA piracaya jUThAbhAI dvArA thayA. jUDAbhAIne zrImanA samAgama pachI samyaktva prakAzyuM hatuM. paNa AtmajJAnI jUThAbhAInI jIvanalIlA mAtra 23 varSanI UgatI vadhe, vi. sa. 1946mAM sa kailAI gaI ! paramAmA'mAM AdhArarUpa jUThAbhAInA vicAga zrImadane sAhyA hatA. mahe manasukhabhAI kirataca'4. mArakhInA rahIza zrI kiratacaMdabhAInA putra zrI manasukhabhAI zrImathI lagabhaga ATha-dasa varSe nAnA hatA. teo lagabhaga vi. saM. 1950nI sAlathI << 157. zrImad rAjacaMdra : avazatAbdI smArakagraMtha ', pR. 85. 158. zrI jUDAbhAI, gAMdhIjI, manasukhabhAI, sobhAgabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAi ane lallujI mahArAja sAthenA zrImanA saMbaMdhanI ane te darekanA jIvana upara paDelA zrImaddnA prabhAvanI vigatavAra mAhitI mATe jue : AgaLa prakaraNa 13.

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1. jIvanarekhA zrImadanA paricayamAM AvyA hatA, paNa temane zrImaddanI jJAnI tarIkenI oLakhANa te lagabhaga vi. saM. 1955nI sAlamAM thaI. te pachI temane zrImadda mATe pUjyabhAva vadhato gayA hatA. paNa vi. saM. 1957mAM zrImadda dehAMta thatAM manasukhabhAIne temane pratyakSa satsaMga bahu ochAM varSo rahyo hate. zrImadanA avasAna pachI temanA sAhityanA saMzodhananuM kAma karavAmAM manasukhabhAIe paNa sAro parizrama lIdho hato. te badhAmAM manasukhabhAIne zrImadda pratyene pUjyabhAva vyakta thAya che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjI - zrImadda karatAM lagabhaga poNA be varSe nAnA gAMdhIjIne zrImane pahele paricaya, teo vakIlAtano abhyAsa pUro karIne vilAyatathI hiMda AvyA te ja divase thayo hate. pahelI ja mulAkAtathI gAMdhIjI zrImanAM guNe ane zaktiothI AkarSAyA hatA. pachI te zrImadanA guNane lIdhe teo temanA prati vizeSa AkarSAyA hatA. gAMdhIjI AphrikA gayA te pahelAMnAM be varSa teo zrImadunA gADha paricayamAM rahyA hatA, ane te vakhate satya, ahiMsA, aparigraha, brahAcarya, dayAdharma vagere vizenI preraNA temaNe zrImadda pAsethI meLavI hatI. AphrikAmAM paNa gAMdhIjI dharmamaMthanamAM paDI gayA hatA tyAre zrImadda taraphathI temane maLeluM mArgadarzana bahu upayogI thayuM hatuM. ane zrImad ApelA mArgadarzanathI sAcI sUjha paDatAM gAMdhIjI dharma parivartana karatA aTakI gayA hatA. anya prasaMge paNa gAMdhIjI zrImaddanuM mArgadarzana mAgatA, ane te anusAra cAlavA teo prayatna karatA. Ama gAMdhIjInA jIvana para zrImaddanI prabaLa asara hatI, je gAMdhIjIe pote ja vAraMvAra svIkArI paNa hatI. aMbAlAla lAlacaM-khaMbhAtanA rahIza zrI aMbAlAlabhAI, jaThAbhAI dvArA zrImadanA paricayamAM vi. saM. 1946mAM AvyA hatA. teo lagabhaga zrImadanI ja uMmaranA hatA. paricaya vadhatAM aMbAlAlabhAInuM jIvana zrImaddamaya ja thaI gayuM hatuM. zrImadda nivRtti athe gujarAtamAM AvatA tyAre temanI sevAmAM teo rahetA. ane anya samaye teo zrImad soMpeluM prate utAravAnuM, suvacane utAravAnuM, patronI nakala karavAnuM vagere kAma karatA. temanI maraNazakti ghaNuM tIvra hatI, akSare ghaNuM suMdara hatA, ane sAthe paramArthanI bhakti paNa evI ja hatI. eTale teo zrImaddanuM prItipAtra banyA hatA. vi. saM. 1946thI zarU thayela temane paricaya zrImaddanA avasAna sudhI cAlu rahyo hato. te pachI aMbAlAlabhAIe zrImaddanuM sAhitya ekaThuM karavAmAM manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetAne ghaNuM sArI madada karI hatI. ane e dvArA zrImadda pratine potAne pUjyabhAva sArthaka karyo hato. aMbAlAlabhAInuM vi. saM. 1961mAM pleganA rogathI avasAna thayuM hatuM, temane paNa zrImaddanI hayAtI daramyAna samati thayuM hatuM. lallajI mahArAja - dIkSA lIdhA pachI lagabhaga cha varSe zrI lallujI mahArAja, aMbAlAlabhAI mAraphata vi. saM. 1946mAM zrImaddanA paricayamAM AvyA hatA. teo zrImathI 14 varSe moTA hatA, paNa pahelI ja mulAkAta vakhate zrImadda mATe pUjyabuddhi thavAthI temaNe gRhastha zrImadane traNa vaMdanA karI hatI. ane pachIthI temaNe zrImaddane guru tarIke ja svIkAryA hatA. muni thaIne temaNe gRhasthane guru gaNyA tethI jaina samAjamAM temanA mATe ghaNo virodha Ubho

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102 zrImadanI avanasiddhi thayuM hatuM. AvA loko taraphathI thatA pariSahane muni zAMtithI vedatA hatA, ane pote svIkArelA satya mArgathI calita nahotA thatA. jema jema temane muzakelI vadhatI hatI tema tema temanI zrImadda pratinI bhakti paNa vadhatI hatI. teo pUrA zrImaddamaya ja banI gayA hatA. temanI zrImadarahita sthiti ka95vI lagabhaga azakya che. vi. saM. 1954mAM temane zrImaddanA upadezathI samyajJAna thayuM hatuM. zrImaddanA avasAna pachInuM badhuM AyuSya temaNe lokone zrImaddanI sAcI oLakhANa karAvavAmAM ja gALyuM hatuM. ane temanI preraNAthI ja zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama - agAsa"nI sthApanA thaI hatI. e AzramamAM lokone upadeza ApatAM temaNe 14 varSa gALyAM hatAM. pote zrImanI yathArtha oLakhANa pAmIne, lokone ene lAbha ApanAra kaI hoya te eka lallujI mahArAja ja hatA. sabhAgabhAI lalubhAI - zrI sabhAgabhAI paNa vi. saM. 1946mAM ja zrImanA paricayamAM AvyA hatA. "bIjajJAna"ne maMtra ApavA janAra saubhAgabhAI pote ja zrImadanI zaktithI prabhAvita thAya che, ane temane jJAnI tarIke oLakhI traNa vaMdana paNa kare che. sAyalAnivAsI bhAgabhAI zrImad karatAM vayamAM 44 varSa moTA hatA. paNa teo baMne vacce hRdayasaMbaMdha sthapAya che. ane temane lIdhe ja zrImaddanuM vipula patrasAhitya ApaNane samRddha dazAmAM maLe che. zrImadda paNa sebhAgabhAI prati eTalA badhA AkarSAyA hatA ke temane teo "paramArthasakhA", "hRdayanA vizrAmarUpa" vagere vizeSaNathI saMbodhatA. baMne para ekabIjAne ghaNe gADha prabhAva hato. ane baMne ekabIjAnA upakArI tathA mArgadarzaka hatA. sebhAgabhAI mATe zrImadane kevuM AkarSaNa hatuM te te temanA paranA keTalAka patra vAMcatAM samajAya tema che. temaNe paNa zrImadda dvArA vi. saM. 1953mAM AtmAnI ucca avasthA prApta karI hatI. ane vi. saM. 1953mAM ja zrImade potAnA A paramArthasakhAne gumAvyA! paNa e vakhate emanI aMtaraMga dazA eTalI ucca hatI ke e ghA teo zAMtithI khamI zakyA hatA. zrImadunI camatkArika zaktio tathA temanA smaraNaya prasaMge bALavayathI ja zrImadamAM camatkArika zaktiono AvirbhAva jovA maLato hato! mAtra sAta varSanI vaye temane jAtismaraNazAna thayuM hatuM, AThamA varSathI temanI kavitvazakti khIlavA lAgI hatI, ane seLeka varSanI vayathI temaNe avadhAnanA prayoga karavA zarU karyA hatA. ATha avadhAnathI zarU karI 19 varSanI vaye te teo zatAvadhAna sudhI pahoMcI gayA hatA. emanI smaraNazakti paNa evI ja tIvra hatI. emane tiSano abhyAsa paNa sAro hate. ane e badhAM uparAMta bIjI keTalIka Atmika zaktio paNa temanAmAM khIlI hatI. te chatAM temaNe e badhI vIsa varSanI vaya pachI potAnA aMtaramAM zamAvI dIdhI hatI. teo sAMsArika javAbadArIo adA karyA pachI AtmAmAM magna rahI dharmamaya pravRttimAM samaya gALatA hatA.

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1. jIvanarekhA 103 temanI jAtajAtanI zaktie prati ghaNA leAkeA AkarSAyA hatA. keTalAkane teA temanI zaktionA lAbha levAnI paNa icchA rahetI, ane tevAe kAIka vAra prasAdI paNa pAmatA. Ama bIjAnA smaraNamAM rahI jAya ke khIjAne temanI camatkArika zaktionA khyAla Ape evA prasaMge nAnI vayaMthI ja zrImanA jIvanamAM jovA maLe che. A badhA prasaMgeAmAM temanI zaktie uparAMta temanI upakArabuddhi, udAratA, vairAgya, mANasane pArakhavAnI zakti, khIjAnA manAbhAva samajI temane zAMti ApavAnI karuNA vagere guNeAnuM paNa ApaNane darzana thAya che. temanAmAM rahelI namratAne kAraNe leAkeA emanA tarapha vizeSa AkarSaNa anubhavatA, ane te zrImad taraphathI thate! upakAra saha vadhAvI letA. zrImanA jIvanamAMthI maLI AvatA AvA bhinna bhinna prasaMgeAmAMnA keTalAka ahI rajU karyA che, je emanI jIvanakaLA upara vizeSa prakAza pADe evA tema ja emanA jIvanane samajavAmAM paNa vizeSa sahAyaka nIvaDe evA che. 1. nyAyAdhIzane cetavyA zrImad jyAre nAnI vayanA hatA tyAre eka vakhata teo peAtAne meAsALa rAjakATa javAnI icchAthI vavANiyAthI meArakhI AvyA hatA. mArakhImAM sArA saMgAtha vize tapAsa karatAM temanA vaDIlane khabara maLyA ke merakhInA nyAyAdhIza rA. dhArasIbhAI rAjakeTa javAnA che. tethI temaNe dhArasIbhAI ne rAyacaMdabhAI ne - zrImadna - rAjakeTa sAthe laI javA vinatI karI, je temaNe mAnya rAkhI. rAyacaMdabhAI temanI sAthe javA nIkaLyA. mAmAM zrImad sAthe vAtacItanA prasaMga paDatAM dhArasIbhAI ne temanI capaLatA tathA haiAziyArIneA khyAla AvyA. temanA guNeAthI AkarSAI ne dhArasIbhAI e zrImane rAjakoTamAM peAtAnI sAthe rahevA jaNAvyuM. zrImad meAsALamAM ja rahevAnI icchA vyakta karI, paNa dhArasIbhAI nA ghaNA Agraha, jANI temane avAranavAra maLavAnuM vacana ApI zrImad peAtAne mAsALa gayA. meAsALamAM mAmAe temane pUchyuM ke, "tame keAnI sAthe AvyA ? " zrImadre dhArasIbhAi sAthe AvyAnu jaNAvyuM, te pachI baMne mAmAe dhArasIbhAInA ghaDAlADavA karavAnA prapaMca mAMheAmAMhe gAThavavA lAgyA. te vAta zrImadde jamatAM jamatAM sAMbhaLI, tethI vicAryuM ke mArA mAmA dhArasIbhAIne mArI nAkhavA mAge che, paNa temanA upara upakAra karavAnA A prasaMga javA na detAM, mAre dhArasIbhAIne cetavavA joI e, te vicArathI jamIne teo dhArasIbhAI ne ghera gayA. * tyAM jaI zrImad dhArasIbhAIne pUchyuM, dhArasIbhAI, tamAre mArA mAmAe sAthe kaI saMbaMdha che ?" temaNe javAba ApyA ke, " sagapaNu-saMbaMdha nathI, paNa rAja-sa badha khaTapaTa cAle che." e sAMbhaLI zrImadde kahyuM, ema che, te tamAre sAvaceta rahevuM, kema ke tee tamAre mATe lAga phAve te ThekANe karI devAnI vAta karatA hatA, mATe te vize pramAdI na thavu...." "

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zrImadanI jIvaniisaddha zrImad A vAta kaI rIte jANI te vize dhArasIbhAIe temane pUchyuM. tenA uttaramAM zrImadde jaNAvyuM ke, "huM tamArI sAthe AvyA chuM, e vAta jANyA pachI baMne mAmAee A vAta upADI hatI. ane tee eTale mATethI vAta karatA hatA ke bahAra thatI vAta aMdara jamatI vakhate mane saMbhaLAtI hatI." dhArasIbhAIe vizeSamAM pUchyuM ke, "tamArA dekhatAM AvI vAta kema karI ?" te vize zrImadre kahyuM, "A nAnA khALa che, Ane e bAbatamAM zI samaja paDavAnI che? ema jANI vAta karatA hatA. tethI tamane cetavavA AvyA che. ,, 104 dhArasIbhAI ne zrImadnI upakAraddhi mATe ghaNuM mAna thayuM, mATAne paNa na sUjhe tevA upakAra A nAnA bALaka taraphathI thato neI temane ghaNuM Azcaya thayuM, ane zrImA meLApa thayAthI teo pAtAnI jAtane dhanya mAnavA lAgyA.159 - 2. kAzIe bhaNavA javAnI zI jarUra ? A arasAmAM kaccha kADAyanA rahIza zA. hemarAjabhAI ane naliyAnA rahIza zA, mAlasIbhAI zrImanI addabhuta zaktinI khyAti sAMbhaLIne temane maLavA utsuka banyA. te anusAra baMne jaNA sAMDhaNIsavAra thaI vANiyA temane maLavA gayA. tyAM tapAsa karatAM temane khabara maLyA ke zrImad to meArakhI gayA che, tethI teo paNa mArakhI AvyA. mArakhImAM zrImadnA rAjakoTa gayAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI teoe paNa rAjakoTa javAnu' nakkI karyuM.... kAraNa ke A tejasvI bALakane kAzInuM bhaNatara bhaNAvI vadhu tejasvI banAvavAnI temane heAMza hatI. ahIM rAjakoTamAM zrImane temanA nirmaLajJAnamAM jaNAyu` ke kacchanA be bhAIo sAMDhaNIsavAra thaIne, lAMkhI musApharI karatA, mane maLavA Ave che. AthI temaNe dhArasIbhAI ne pUchyuM ke be jaNA kacchathI AvanAra che. temanA uttArA tamAre tyAM rAkhaze! ?" dhArasIbhAIe khuzIthI hA kahI. tethI nizciMta khanI zrImad chanA bhAI ene AvavAnA mArga tarapha sAmA gayA. teo najIka AvyA eTale zrImadre temane nAma daI malAvyA, " kema hemarAjabhAI ? kema mAlasIbhAI ?" te banene vicAra thayA ke ApaNA AvavAnA samAcAra to ApaNe kAIne ApyA nathI, to ApaNane nAmathI paNa kevI rIte oLakhI zake? AthI Azcaya pAmI temaNe zrImane pUchyuM, "tame ja rAyacaMdabhAI che ? tame kema jANyu ke ame atyAre ja, A ja mAge AvIe chIe ?" tenA uttaramAM zrImadde kahyuM ke " AtmAnI anaMta zakti che, te vaDe ame jANIe chIe." te pachI teo badhA dhArasIbhAIne utA2e gayA. tyAM dhArasIbhAIe nahAvAnI, khAvAnI vagere tajavIja karI. kacchanA bhAI enI IcchA teA zrImane kAzI bhaNAvavA laI javAnI hatI, paNa temanI zaktinA paricaya thatAM e vicAra AvyA ke, "AvI divyazaktivALI vyaktine kazuM' bhaNavAnu bAkI haze kharu?" 59.

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1. ijanarekhA jamI rahyA pachI te baMne bhAIo zrImada sAthe ekAMtamAM beThA, ane temanI avadhAnazakti batAvavA vinaMti karI. zrImanI e zakti joI teo baMne cakti thaI gayA. ane temane kAzI laI javAnI jarUra rahetI nathI evo vicAra paNa temane Avyo. tema chatAM te vize prazna karavAnuM nakkI karI temane kahyuM, "Apane bhaNavA mATe kAzI laI javAnI vinaMti karavA AvyA chIe. mATe Apa kAzI cAle. ApanA kuTuMbane mATe temaja Apane mATe khAvApIvA vagerenI sagavaDa ame karIza. paNa Apa amArI sAthe cAle te mATe upakAra thAya". te vize zrImade vinayapUrvaka nA ja kahI. AMthI baMne samajI gayA ke ApaNe prathama kareluM anumAna sAcuM ja che. temane vizeSa zIkhavuM paDe tema nathI. pachI teo badhA dhArasIbhAI pAse gayA. tyAre dhArasIbhAIe temane zrImadda sAthe thayelI vAtacItamAM kaMI kahevA jevuM hoya te kahevA kahyuM. temaNe kazuM chupAvavA jevuM nathI ema kahI, uparano A prasaMge jaNAvyuM. pahelAM te dhArasIbhAIne thayuM ke rAyacaMdabhAI ATalI badhI sagavaDa maLavA chatAM kAzI bhaNuvA jatA nathI te temanI bhUla kahevAya. paNa pachI samajAyuM ke nAnI vayamAM ja jenI ATalI samajaNazakti che ane jJAnane chalakATa nathI tene vadhu bhaNavAnuM paNa zuM heya? ema dhArasIbhAIne zrImaddanA guNanI mahattA dekhAI. te pachIthI teo zrImane gAdIe besADI pote temanI sAme vinayabhAvathI besatA.160 3. potAne mATe na maMgAya - zrImadane vavANiyA pAchA javA vicAra thayo tyAre temanI pAse pAchA javAnA paisA na hatA. AthI mesALamAMthI bhAtAmAM je mIThAIno Da maLe hate te vecIne paisA karyA, paNa dhArasabhAI sAthe ATaluM badhuM oLakhANa thayuM hovA chatAM temanI pAse paisA mAgyA nahi. evI temanAmAM niHspRhatA hatI. samaju gRhasthanI 160. A prasaMga mATe juo, "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 19. zrImadane AvI ja jAtane paricaya zrI sobhAgabhAIne vi. saM. 1946mAM morabImAM thayo hato. juo prakaraNa 13. A tartAnanA AdhArathI zrImad game teTalA samaya pahelAM joyelI vyaktinI pAghaDIne vaLa DAbe che ke jamaNe te bhUla karyA vinA temaja vinA apavAda kahI detA. e ja rIte gaNitanA paNa kaThaNa keyaDA - jevA ke moTA guNAkAra, bhAgAkAra vagere - jene lakhIne gaNatAM paNa daza miniTa lAge teno javAba teo eka ja miniTamAM, meDhe gaNIne, ApI zakatA; tema ja lAkha sudhInA aMkanA cArapAMca lITInA saravALA Azcarya thAya eTalI tvarAthI karI zakatA. gaMjIphAnA khelamAM sara pAnuM kenI pAse che, konI pAse kayuM pAnuM che te paNa teo bhUla vinA kahI detA, eTaluM ja nahi, pattAnI joDamAMthI dhAreluM pAnuM ApaNe Azcarya pAmIe te rIte kADhI ApatA. temanI A badhI zaktienI noMdha temanA bALapaNanA sAthI ane anurAgI, morabInA rA. choTAlAla revAzaMkara aMjAriyAe lIdhI che, ane te "zrImad rAjacaMdra: ardha zatAbdI mArakagraMthamAM pragaTa paNa thayela che.

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zrImadanA jIvana siddhi peThe teo pitAne mATe keInI pAse kazuM mAgatA nahi, ane pArakAne mATe mAgavAmAM lAja jatA nahi. dhArasIbhAI pAse kacchanA bhAIonI sarabharA karavAnuM mAganAre potAne mATe emanI pAse bhADAnA thoDA paisA na mAgyA ! 4. tithi pALavI-zrI manasukhabhAI kIratacaMda mahetA zrImadanA nehI hatA. vi. saM. 1955nA caitra vadamAM manasukhabhAIne evo prazna UDyo hato ke "tithi zA mATe pALavI joIe !" bIja, pAMcama, AThama vagerene badale trIja ke sAtama ke evI tithi pALI hoya te zuM khoTuM? eTale ke lIlotarI Adino tyAga mukarara karelA divasane badale anya divase karyo hoya te dharma karyo gaNAya ke kema, e prazna temane thaye hatA. pAchaLathI te te prazna ane tene lagatI vicAraNuM upazamI gayAM hatAM. paraMtu te pachI thoDA vakhate teo jyAre zrImadrane maLavA gayA tyAre zarUAtamAM ja, keI paNa prasaMga vinA, zrImad temane kahyuM ke, "manasukha, tithi pALavI." Ama sAmAnA mananI vAta jANI, temane thata saMzaya puchAyA pahelAM ja zrImad ghaNuM vAra dUra karI detA.161 5. ajaba spazendriya - zrImaddanI sparzendriyane ghaNe vikAsa thayo hato. muMbaImAM jasTisa telaMganA pramukhapaNA nIce, Arya samAjamAM zrImade eka avadhAnano prayoga raja karyo hato. temAM zrImadanI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI 50 pustaka eka pachI eka temanAM nAma jaNAvIne ApavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. zrImade te pustaka para barAbara hAtha pheravIne bAjumAM mUkI dIdhAM hatAM. pachI e pustakamAMthI je kaI pustaka mAgavAmAM AvatuM, te teo, badhAM pustaka para hAtha pheravIne, zodhI ApatA, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa je kaMI pustakane anukrama naMbara ApavAmAM Avate to te pustakanuM nAma teo kahI detA, ane pustaka paNa zodhI ApatA. Ama cakSurindriyanuM kAma teo sparzendriyathI paNa karI zakatA hatA. 162 6. tIvra dhrANendriya -sparzendriyanI jema zrImadgI dhrANendriya paNa ghaNI vikaselI hatI. paMDita lAlanane e vize sAro paricaya thaye hato. eka vakhata zrImaMda potAnA kAkAsasarA tathA lAlana Adi sAthe meghajI bhaNane tyAM jamavA gayA hatA. temanA beThakakhaMDathI raDuM lagabhaga 25 phUTa dUra hatuM. chatAM raseDAmAM banAvelI vAnagIo vize zrImade dhrANendriyathI jANI lIdhuM. te pachI temaNe 5Data lAlanane jaNAvyuM ke, "lAlana, huM nAka vaDe jamI zakuM chuM." lAlane AzcaryathI pUchyuM, "zI rIte ?" zrImade uttara ApyuM ke, raDAmAM rahelI vAnagIo huM jANI zakuM chuM." ema kahI zrImada vAnagIonAM nAma kahI batAvyAM hatAM.163 7. eka vadhu kasoTI - temanI A zaktinI kasoTI temanA bALapaNanA sAthIdAra morabInA rA. cheTAlAla revAzaMkara aMjAriyAe paNa karI hatI. zrImanA kAkAsasarA revAzaMkarabhAIne tyAM eka vakhata temanI maMDaLInuM jamavAnuM goThavyuM hatuM. jamavAnA 161. " zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA", pR. 18. 162. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : adhazatAbdI mArakatha", pR. 119. 163. ejana, pR. 119.

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1. jIvanarekhA samaya pahelAM badhA gaMjIphe ramatA hatA. te vakhate rA. choTAlAlabhAI badhAthI judA paDI rasoyA pAse gayA ane tene kahyuM ke, "dALamAM hameza mujaba mIThuM nAkhavuM, DhokaLInA zAkamAM bilakula na nAkhavuM, ane lIlerI zAkamAM vadhAre mIThuM nAkhavuM, ema revAzaMkarabhAI e khAsa kahyuM che." bhadrika - bheLA raseyAe sAcuM mAnI e pramANe karyuM. badhA jamavA beThA, ane rAI pIrasAI tyAre thALI sAmuM joI, pachI choTAlAlabhAI sAme joI, hasIne zrImadde temane kahyuM ke, "parIkSA levA pravRtta thayA che ke rase bhUlyA che? eka zAka caNAnA loTanuM mIThA vagaranuM, ane lIlotarInuM vadhAre mIThAvALuM che." revAzaMkarabhAIe zAka cAkhI jemAM te vAta sAcI jaNAI. AthI teo rayA para gusse thayA. te vakhate choTAlAlabhAIe pite ema karavA kaheluM te jaNAvI, badhAne pitAnI pravRttithI vAkepha karyA.164 zrImaddanI A zaktinI nIce pramANenI noMdha jAme jamazeda" nAmanA patre paNa eka vakhata tA. 24-1-1887nA roja lIdhelI jovA maLe che - amArA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che ke, Agale divase potAne maLelI eka mejabAnI vakhate keTalIka vAnIomAM mIThuM vadhatuM ochuM hatuM, te kavie cAkhyA ke hAtha lagAvyA vinA mAtra najare joIne kahI ApyuM hatuM. 165 8. sAMDha zAMta thaI gayA - khaMbhAtanA zrI choTalAla mANekacaMdane paNa zrImadanA camatkArane thaDo anubhava thayo hato. eka vakhata zrImad dharmajathI vIrasada potAnA sAthIo sAthe jatA hatA. rastAmAM eka sAMkaDI keDI AvI. te parathI badhA pasAra thatA hatA te vakhate teoe te keDI para sAmethI be sAMDhane laDatA laDatA AvatA joyA. sAmethI dhasI AvatA sAMDhane joIne bIjA ne gabharATa chUTo, paNa zrImadde badhAne jaNAvyuM ke sAMDha najIka Avaze tyAre zAMta thaI jaze. paraMtu bhayane lIdhe choTAbhAI vagere sAthIo pAsenA khetaramAM chupAI gayA. mAtra zrImadda ane temanI pAchaLa zrI bhAgabhAI tathA DuMgarazIbhAI zAMtithI AgaLa vadhyA. baMne sAMDha najIka AvatAM ja zAMta banI UbhA rahI gayA, ane badhA zAMtithI pasAra thaI gayA.16 6 9. tamArI putrI sAjI thaI jaze - vi. saM. 1954mAM zrImada kAviThA gayA hatA. tyAM eka vakhata vrajabhAI gaMgAdAsa paTela, laherAbhAI vagere mumukSuo sAthe teo tyAMnI vAgaDiyA taLAvaDI gayA hatA. te taLAvaDInI bAjumAM kaI pATIdAra zAmaLabhAInuM khetara hatuM. temaNe zrImadda mATe potAnA khetaramAMthI thoDAM megarAnAM phUla cUMTI lAvI beThaka upara mUkayAM. te joI zrImade jaNAvyuM ke nAnA kAraNa mATe A rIte phUla na teDavAM joIe. e pachI zAmaLabhAIne temaNe vizeSamAM kaheluM ke bImAra thayelI tamArI putrIne kAle ArAma thaze. 164. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 99. 165. " zrImad rAjacaMdra'', AvRtta 5, bhAga 1, pR. 475. 166. * zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha ", pR. 104,

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108 zrIsanI jagasiddhi kAviThAthI traNa gAu dUra siMhAlamAM rahetI zAmaLabhAInI putrI hIrA167 ghaNA divasathI khImAra hatI. pachI zAmaLabhAI temanI khabara pUchavA gayA to tene ArAma thaI gayA hatA. zrImad zAmaLabhAI ne ke temanI putrI hIrAne eLakhatA na hatA. 168 10. pitAjIne vinati -- zrImanA pitAjI ravajIbhAI ne eka vakhata camanapara javAnu thayu' tyAre zrImadde temane kahyuM ke, "ApA, tame Aje camanapara na jAe 'tA?" paraMtu vajIbhAIe zrImanI vAta para lakSya na Apyu, ane camanapara gayA. sAMjane samaye zrImaddanA nAnAbhAI manasukhabhAI ne raseADAmAM jatAM dIvAnI jhALa lAgI gaI. ane temanu paheraNa maLatAM temanI chAtI dAjhavA lAgI. e vakhate temanAM bahena jhakhakabahene samayasUcakatA vAparI ekadama chAzanuM doNu` manasukhabhAI para reDavu' ane ravajIbhAI ne belAvavA camanapara koI mANasane mokalyA.169 ** 11. bApune cetavyA -- vavANiyAmAM zrImadanA gharathI thoDe dUra rahetA eka garAziyAne gheADI para besIne sAMje pharavA javAno nityakrama hatA. e rIte garAziyA bApu eka vakhata pharavA nIkaLyA tyAre zrImad temane sAmA maLyA. zrImadre temane jaNAvyu', bApu, Aje gheADI laIne pharavA javAnuM mAMDI vALA. " ghaNuM kahevA chatAM khApu mAnyA nahi, pharavA gayA.. gAma hAra paheAMcyA tyAM te gheADIe teAphAna zarU karyuM. ane temane pachADavA. khabara paDatAM cAra jaNA temane cAphALamAM UMcakI ghera lAvyA, paNa thoDA samayamAM temanuM maraNa thayu`. 170 '' 12. cha mAsa pachI paraNo -- zrImad vIrajI desAI nAmanA eka bhAI ne kAkA kahetA. te baMne eka vakhata sAMje pharavA gayA hatA, tyAre zrImadde desAI ne pUchyuM ke, kAkA, mArAM kAkIne kaI thAya te tame khIjIvAra paraNeA kharA ? " desAI e kaI javAba na ApyuM.. thADA divaseA bAda desAInAM patnI maraNa pAmyAM. tyAra pachI sAthe javAnA pharIthI eka prasaMga AvyA tyAre zrImad desAI ne pUchyuM ke, kAkA, tame have paraNaze ?" desAIe javAba na ApatAM mAtra moDhuM malakAvyuM. zrImadre kAkA, tame paraNavAnA vicAra karatA hai! te te cha mAsa pachI rAkhajo. " 66 kahyuM. 66 cha mahinA thayA. rAMdhaNa chaThanA divasa AvyA. te divase vIrajI desAI sAMje bahArathI ghera AvyA tyAre khALamAMthI nIkaLelA sapa temane karaDyo. sapanuM jhera utAravAnI ghaNI mahenata karI, paNa jhera UtaryuM nahi. tyAre desAIe kahyuM ke, "navA upacAra karI mArA cAvihAra bhagAvaze nahi, mane teA kahenAre e vAta kahI dIdhI che."171 167, 168. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakatha', pR. 106 uparAMta zrImad jUThAbhAinA mRtyunI AgAhI traNa mAsa tenI vizeSa vigata mATe jue prakaraNa 13, zrImad 169, 170. ejana, pR. 56. A pahelAM, samaya sAthe, karelI. ane jUDAbhAI' e vibhAga. * 171. zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha ', pR. 56. AvI ja jAtanI mRtyunI AgAhI vANiyAnA danIcauMdabhAInA pitAzrI bAbata karIne - temane paNu khIjI vAra paraNavA nA kahI hatI. jue A ja graMthanu' pR. 43. 66

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1. jIvanarekhA Lot 13. pustakanI rAhe * vi. sa'. 1956nA aSADa mahinAmAM zrImad vavANiyAthI mArI AvyA hatA. te arasAmAM eka divasa bapAre manasukhabhAI kIratacaMda mahetA temanA kAma age TapAla AkSei gayA hatA. te vakhate pAsTa mAstare zrImad mATenu eka rajisTara mukapeAsTa zrImadna jaladI pahoMce te mATe manasukhabhAI ne ApyuM. teo te laI ne zrImaddanA ghara tarapha javA nIkaLyA. zrImadnA ghara najIka AvyA tyAre temaNe joyu* ke kharA apeAranA samaye TopI paherelA zrImad DelI bahAra kAInI rAha jotA UbhA che. manasukhabhAI temanI pAse paheAMcyA tyAre zrImadre kahyuM ke, "tame amAruM pustaka laIne AvA che, tenI rAha zvetAM ame UbhA chIe. 172 14. vagara kahyuM jANI lIdhuM -- vi. sa. 1955mAM manasukhabhAI kI. mahetAe temanA eka snehIne zrImanA samAgama tathA lAbhanI vAta lakhI hatI. te bhAI pAlIsakhAtAmAM nAkarI karatA hatA. mAyAkapaTavALI e nAkarIthI te khUba aLAtA hatA. tethI temaNe eka kAgaLa para e badhI vigata ane khIjA 'kAgaLa para zrImane pUchavA mATe eka jJAnaprazna lakhIne baMne kAgaLA manasukhabhAI ne mAkalI ApyA. manasukhabhAI e prazna laI zrImad pAse gayA, ane vAtacIta karyA pachI kAI bhAI eka praznanA uttara icche che. ema kDI te prazna temanI samakSa rajU karyA. praznanA uttara ApavA pahelAM zrImadde te bhAInI AkhI paristhiti kahI...phUlANA bhAI pUche che? mAyAkapaTabharI nAkarIthI bahu mU ya che? vagere. AthI cita thaI manasukhabhAI e zrImane pUchyuM, "zuM ApanA para A bAbatanA temanA patra AvyA che ? " zrImadde kahyuM, "nA, paNa tamArA para AvyA che ne zuM?" Ama manasukhabhAI ne ghera AvelA patra vize zrImad jJAnathI jANI lIdhu hatu. e bhAI sAthe zrImane koI jAtanA paricaya na hatA, temaja temanA vize kAI mAhitI paNa ApI zake tema na hatuM, tenI manasukhabhAIne khAtarI ja hatI.173 15. manasukhabhAIne AzvAsana -- vi. saM. 1955mAM eka vakhata zrImad sAthe jJAnacarcA karIne manasukhabhAI potAne ghera AvyA. zrImad jevA uttama puruSanA yoga maLavAthI eka bAju AnaMda hatA, teA khIjI bAju pAte viSayakaSAyathI bharapUra hAvAthI kheda thato hato. te khedyanI vAta temaNe temanAM patnIne karI, chatAM te kheda zamyA nahi. bIje divase teo zrImad pAse gayA tyAre sauprathama zrImadde temane kahyuM ke, " manasukha, vizeSa thaI zake te sAru, jJAnIone sadAcaraNu paNa priya che, kheda kavyA nathI." manasukhabhAI e zrImaddane peAtAnA kheda jaNAvyA na hato, chatAM te jANIne zrImadde tenu samAdhAna karyuM hatuM.1 174 12. zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA '', pR. 23, 173. " zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA '', pR. 19. 174. ejana, pR. 18. sAmAnA mananA prazno jANI, te pUche te pahelAM ja tene khulAsa 66

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zrImadanI kavanasiddhi 16. banevInI mAMdagI vakhate - zrImadanA banevI rA. TokarazIbhAI mahetA temanI chellI mAMdagImAM gAMTha ane sannipAtanA daradano bhAga banyA hatA. tenI pIDAmAM teo, dukAna, gharAka, saMsAra vagere saMbaMdhI bakavAda karatA hatA, ane zaiDI thoDI vAre UThIne nAsI javAno prayatna karatA hatA, tethI traNacAra jaNae to temane jhAlI rAkhavA paDatA hatA. AvI paristhiti hatI tyAre eka divasa bapore temanI tabiyatanA samAcAra pUchavA zrImadda AvyA. TokarazIbhAInA bhAI devacaMdabhAIe zrImadane temanuM darda jaNAvyuM. te pachI zrImadde badhAne dardInA khATalA pAsethI AghA javA kahyuM. devacaMdabhAIe kahyuM ke TekarazIbhAI nAsabhAga karavA lAge che tethI pakaDavAnI jarUra paDe che, tethI AghA jaIe te muzakelI naDe ne? zrImade jaNAvyuM ke, "nahi bhAge." tethI badhA dUra gayA, ane zrImadda tyAM beThA. pAMceka miniTamAM ja TekarazIbhAI svastha thaI gayA ane zrImadane pUchayuM ke, "tame kayAre AvyA?" tene uttara ApavAne badale zrImade sAmA temane samAcAra pUchA. eTale TekarazIbhAIe gAMThanI pIDA sivAya ThIka che ema jaNAvyuM. ardho kalAka - zrImad hAjara hatA tyAM sudhI temane ghaNuM sAruM rahyuM. paNa zrImad temanI dukAne javA nikaLyA, te pachI pAMca ja miniTamAM TekarazIbhAInI sthiti pahelAMnA jevI ja thaI gaI. A joI devacaMdabhAIe zrImadane bolAvavA mANasa mokalyo. mANasa pAsethI vAta jANyA pachI "jema banavAnuM hoya tema bane che." ema kahI mANasane pote hamaNuM nahi Ave tema jaNAvyuM. ane pachI TheTha sAMje sAta vAgye zrImadda TekarazIbhAI pAse gayA, tyAM temaNe TekarazIbhAInI bImArImAM vRddhi joI. sarvane pahelAMnI mAphaka dUra javA kahyuM. badhA bhIMta sudhI khasyA eTale te temanI pAse besI, temanI sAme AMkhanA, hoThanA ane hAthanA kaMI kaMI IzArA karavA lAgyA. pAMceka miniTamAM TekarazIbhAI hAzamAM AvyA. zrImadde pUchyuM, "kema che?" temaNe javAba Apyo, "have ThIka che, gAMThanI pIDA nathI." zrImad ghaNu vakhata karI detA. Avo anubhava manasukhabhAIne tathA bIjA mumukSuone ghaNI vAra thayelo. manasukhabhAIe potAnA anubhavo "zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA "mAM nedhyA che. udAharaNa tarIke - temane zrImaddane maLavAnI utkaTa IcchA thaI hatI tyAre zrImadde ja temane potAnA AvyAno saMdeza mokalele. zrImadbhA utArAnI khabara nahotI, to koI ajANyA bhAIne saMgAtha paNa maLI gayela. maLatI vakhate vAtacIta bAbatanI temane thatI AzaMkA zrImadde ja vAtanI zarUAta karI TALI dIdhI hatI. te pachI paNa teo koI prazna pUchavAne dhArIne zrImad pAse jAya te, te prazna puchAya te pahelAM ja zrImad temanuM samAdhAna karI detA, ema banatuM. teo eka vakhata zrImane levA vAMkAnera gayA hatA, tyAre koI bhAI sAthe "bhagavadgItA"nI vAta thaI; ane zrImad maLyA tyAre sau prathama e ja pustaka tamaNe temane ApyuM. vagere. A jAtano anubhava morabInA rA. choTAlAla aMjAriyAne paNa thayela. temanI maMDaLImAMthI koI vAta kare te tenA manane hetu zrImad kahI ApatA. te vyakti te kabUla na kare to paNa te hetu ja siddha thatA, evI nedha temaNe lIdhI che. e ja rIte khaMbhAtanA choTAlAla mANekacaMda tathA anya vyaktione paNa zrImanA A jAtane anubhava thayA hatA. tenI vigata mATe ja zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha"mAM "paricaya parAga" e vibhAga,

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1. jIvanarekhA A theDI vAra pachI TokarazIbhAI sauMskRtamAM eka zlAka khelyA. zrImadre pUchyuM', zloka kAM sAMbhaLelA te yAda che ?" TokarazIbhAI e uttara ApyA, "hA, Apa tathA oNkTara prANujIvanadAsa mahetA tathA huM IDaranA ja*galamAM gayA hatA tyAM. " zrImadde umeryuM', A zleAka ghaNA sArA che, lakhI rAkhavA jevA che.' gheADA samaya pachI zrImadde temane pUchyuM, "have kema che ?" temaNe jaNAvyuM, " AnaM AnaMda che, AvI sthiti meM kAI paNa divasa anubhavI nathI." A javAba ApyA eTalAmAM to zrImad peAtAnA hAthane TAkarazIbhAInA mAM tarapha UMce caDAvyA, ane tarata ja khasIne dUra beThA, ane tyAM UbhA rahelA sane jaNAvyuM ke, "TokarazI mahetAnA deha chUTI gayA che. paNa tame lagabhaga pANA kalAka sudhI temanI pAse na jazeA." e samaye lagabhaga rAtanA pANAATha thayA hatA. zrImad smazAne paNa gayA hatA. HH kacchanA vatanI padamazIbhAI TokarazIbhAInA laukike temanA bhAI devacaMdabhAI pAse AvyA hatA. tyAre uparanI hakIkata temaNe padamazIbhAI ne jaNAvI. tenAthI Azcaya pAmIne padamazIbhAI zrImad pAse temanI peDhI para gayA. tyAM temaNe zrImadna vinaMtI karI ke, "TAkarazI mahetAnI khAkhatamAM Ape Azcaya karyuM che, te jANavAnI khUba jijJAsA che, to te jaNAvavA kRpA karo. " zrImad kahyuM, "hA, ema banI zake che. prANavAyu apAnavAyunA saMbaMdhathI rahe che. dareka vakhate zvAsane apAnavAyu khece che, tene zvAsa kahe che. e vAyunA sabadha chUTo paDacethI prANa cAlyeA gayA, ema kahevAya che. te vakhate jIvane jevI lezyA hAya che, evI gati thAya che. ane zaktibaLe jIvAnI lezyA pheravI zakAya che. '174 11 17. seAbhAgabhAInI mAMdagI -- vi. saM. 1953nA vaizAkha mAsamAM zrImad temanA snehI seAbhAgabhAI pAse sAyalA AvyA hatA. te vakhate zrI seAbhAgabhAI ne chellA AThanava mAsathI jhINA tAva rahetA hatA tethI teo zarIre khUma nakhaLA thaI gayA hatA. AthI temane satsa`ga karAvavAnA hetuthI zrImad sAyalA AvyA hatA. sAyalAmAM zrImad daza divasa rahyA ane pachI temaNe seAbhAgabhAIne potAnI sAthe IDara AvavA jaNAvyuM. AvI zArIrika paristhitimAM seAbhAgabhAI ne musApharI karavA devAnuM mana temanA putra tryaMbakabhAI ne nahAtuM, kAraNa ke jo temane kaI thAya teA duniyA temane aNasamaju gaNe. A vAta jANI zrImadde temane jaNAvyuM ke, "tryamaMka, A jAtanI ciMtA tame kAI kareA nahi, kAraNa zrI seAbhAgabhAInI sevA tathA uttarakriyA tArA hAthathI ja thavAnI che." ethI zAMti pAmI trya bakabhAI e rajA ApI. ane zrImadda tathA seAbhAgabhAI vaizAkha vadamAM daza divasa mATe IDara jaI AvyA. sAbhAgabhAInuM AyuSya jeTha mAsa sudhI lakhayuM hatu..175 18. jaja jevu* prAmANikapaNu -- eka vakhata zrI tribhuvanadAsa bhANajI ane zrImad su`baImAM hAIkA pAsenA benDasTenDa tarapha pharavA gayA hatA. tyAre tribhuvanabhAI e emane 174 zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti 4, pR. 133. 175. zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha ', pR. 114, Page #131
12 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi prazna karyAM hatA ke, "eka jaina tarIke prAmANikapaNuM kevu hovu' joI e ? " enA uttaramAM zrImadde hAIkorTanA muraja dekhADI temane kahyuM ke, " pelI dUra je hAI korTa dekhAya che, tenI aMdara besanAra jajanuM prAmANikapaNu jevu joIe tenA karatAM jainanuM prAmANikapaNu e chu teA na ja hAvu joIe. eTale ke enuM prAmANikapaNuM eTaluM badhuM vizALa hAvu joIe ke te saMkha"dhI koIne paNa zaMkA na thavI joIe, eTalu ja nahiM paNa te aprAmANika che ema kAI kahe te sAMbhaLanAra te vAta paNa na mAne, evuM enuM prAmANikapaNu` satra jANItuM hAvu... joI e.176 19. emane dUdhapAka na AyazA - eka vakhata zrImad, mANekalAla ghelAbhAI, tribhuvanabhAI vagere kAIkane ghera jamavA beThA hatA. prathama judI judI jAtanAM zAka pIrasavAmAM AvyAM. mANekalAlabhAI e tithinuM kAraNu khatAvI zAka levA nA kahI, pachI rAItAM pIrasAyAM ta dilane kAraNe nA kahI. pachI keTalIka paracUraNa vastue pIrasavAmAM AvI. temAMnI keTalIka temaNe lIdhI; keTalIka na lIdhI. chevaTe dUdhapAka pIrasAyA. te mANekalAlabhAInA bhANAmAM pIrasAtA hatA te vakhate zrImad kahyuM, "emane dUdhapAka pIrasavA rahevA dyo ! emane nAnI nAnI vastuone tyAgI pAtAnI mahattA vadhAravI che, paNa kharekharI rasoSaka vastunA tyAga karavA nathI." e prasa`ge zrImadde jihvAsvAda ane rasaleAlupatA vize thADu... vivecana karyu. hatuM. 177 - 20. sAkSa Ama maLe eka vakhata zrImad pAse gAdI para besI badhA dhama carcA karatA hatA. tyAre dAmanagaranA eka viNaka zeTha ArAmakhurazImAM beThA beThA bIDI pItA hatA. temaNe zrImane TIkhaLathI pUchyuM, " rAyaca`dabhAI, mAkSa kema maLe ?" tenA javAkhamAM zrImad jaNAvyuM ke, "tame atyAre je sthitimAM beThA che te ja sthitimAM hAtha ke paga ke kaMI jarA paNa halAvyA vinA sthira thaI jAo teA tamAre ahIMthI sIdhA mekSa thaI jAya ?" zrImaddanA A TUMkA chatAM mArmika javAma sAMbhaLI zeThe UbhA thaI bIDI nAkhI dIdhI, ane zrImada pAse AvIne beThA.178 ra1. apUrva bhAsa zrI choTAlAla mANekacara peAtAnA eka svAnubhava rajU karatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke eka vakhata te zrImad sAthe muMbaImAM zAMtinAthajInA derAsaramAM gacA hatA. tyAM thADA vakhata kuMdakuMdAcAryanu " samayasAra " pustaka vAMcyuM, ane pachI pratimAnAM darzana karavA bAjunA AraDAmAM gayA. e vakhate cheoTAlAlabhAInA baMne hAtha pAchaLathI jhArTI zrImadde kahyuM, " juo ! jue 1 A prabhue AkhI duniyAthI AMkha mIMcI che." te vakhate pAtAne apUrva bhAsa thatA hatA, tathA deha ane AtmAnuM' bhinna svarUpa tAdaza dekhAyuM hatuM tema choTAlAlabhAI e rAMdhyuM che. 179 -- 22. satyanA ja Agraha * zrImanI lagabhaga 13 varSanI vaye banelA eka prasa`ga che ke, eka vakhata jeThamalajI nAmanA vidvAna manAtA sAdhue zrImanA jJAnathI khuza thaI 176, 177, zrImad rAjacdraH ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha ', pR. 101, 102. 178, 179. ejana, pR. 102, 66

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1. jIvanarekhA 11 8 morabImAM temane kahyuM ke tame "DheDhakamata" dIpA, te vakhate satyanA ArahI zrImade tatkAla javAba Ape ke, "satya vastu haze te ja kahevAze."180 ra3. kAMTAnI upekSA - vi. saM. 1934mAM zrImadda daza varSanA hatA tyAre temanAM dAdI gujarI gayAM hatAM. te vakhate teo rivAja mujaba dANI - azi- laIne aDavANe page smazAnamAM gayA hatA. jatI vakhate pagamAM meTo kAMTA vAge. chatAM koIne paNa kaMI jaNAvyuM nahi ane smazAna sudhI gayA, agnidAha dIdhe, ane badhAnI sAthe mRtadeha baLe tyAM sudhI beThA. pachI taLAve jaI snAna karI, badhAnI sAthe cAlatA ghera pahoMcyA, tyAM sudhI pagane kAMTe vedanA Apato ja rahyo ! ghera AvyA tyAre temanAM mAtuzrIe khamacAtA khamacAtA cAlavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM, tyAre temaNe jatI vakhate kAMTe vAgyAnI vAta kahI. eTale devamAe kAMTe kADhI ApyuM. Ama lAMbo samaya temaNe kAMTAnI vedanA samabhAvathI sahI hatI.181 24. niSkAraNa kaNa - zrImadda eka vakhata morabIthI vavANiyA jatA hatA. temane sTezane mUkavA mATe zrI manasukhabhAI mahetA Adi keTalAka mumukSuo gayA hatA. gADI AvavAno samaya hato tethI badhA dharma carcA karatA hatA. te arasAmAM manasukhabhAIne kaI lAvavA AvatAM ghera javuM paDayuM. tethI gADI AvatAM sudhI satsaMgano lAbha javA badala temane manamAM ne manamAM khUba kheda thaye. te kheda pragaTa na karatAM manasukhabhAI ghera gayA. paNa e kheda zrImadda pAmI gayA ane pachIthI gADI AvI gaI hovA chatAM teo vavANiyA na jatAM badhA sAthe merabI pAchA pharyA ane bIje divase manasukhabhAIne satsaMgane lAbha Apyo. jJAnInI niSkAraNa karuNa te A.182 25. sAcu jokhama - eka vakhata rAtanA agiyAra vAgye dharmavArtA pUrI thaI tyAre zrImadda peDhI parathI ghera javA UbhA thayA. bIjA badhA paNa sAthe javA nIkaLatA hatA. tevAmAM pUnAnA nAnacaMdabhAIe hIrA, mANeka, motI vagere vepArane mAla jemAM rahetuM hatuM te peTI khullI joI, tethI te prati zrImadanuM lakSya dorI kahyuM, "A peTImAM te jakhama che, ane khulI rahI gaI che." badhAne pharIthI besADI zrImad nAnacaMdabhAIne pUchayuM, "jokhama zI rIte ?" temaNe uttara Apyo, "sAhebajI, huM kImatI cIjone jokhamanI upamA ApuM chuM. te cerAI jAya te jokhama lAge." zrImade kahyuM, "ene jJAnI paNa jokhama gaNe che, paNa judI rIte. jyAM sudhI te pAse hoya tyAM sudhI te jokhama che. mANasane roga thAya te paru, pAka vagere thAya, tema e paNa pRthvInA roga che. jJAnI kadI temAM moha na rAkhe." Ama jaNAvI zrImadda peTI tathA dIvAnakhAnuM khullAM mUkI potAne ghera cAlyA gayA. bIjA paNa temane sthAnake gayA. temanI sAthe hatA temAMnA padamazIbhAIne pachIthI "zuM thayuM 180. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : adha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 103. 181. ejana, pR. 98. 182. "zrImad rAmacaMdranI jIvanarekhA", pR. 22. 15

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114 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi haze e vicAra khUba tAvato hato. eTale bIje divase peDhI para jaI zrImadane temaNe pUchayuM hatuM. zrImade jaNAveluM, "bhAI vanamALIe ApaNu gayA pachI peTI baMdha karI hatI. 183 26. jhaverAtanI parIkSA - vi. saM. 1954mAM muMbaImAM plega phATI nIkaLatAM zrImada tyAMnI dukAna baMdha karI vavANiyA jatA hatA. te vakhate teo vaDhavANa kempa sTezane UtarelA, tyAre temanI pAse jhaverAtanI eka peTI hatI. tenI kaLa bagaDI gaI hatI. tethI te khullI hatI. te peTI laI teo, DuMgarazIbhAI tathA ThAkarazIbhAI sigarAmamAM besIne eka divasa mATe sAyalA gayA. rastAmAM zrImade DuMgarazIbhAIne kahyuM, "DuMgarazIbhAI, tame saubhAgabhAIne kahetA hatA ne "jJAna hoya tenI pAse nANuM na hoya ! tenuM kema che?" DuMgarazIbhAIe javAba Apyo, "tevuM to have kaMI jaNAtuM nathI. ApanI pAse jJAna paNa che ane nANuM paNa che." te pachI zrImade peTImAMnuM jhaverAta DuMgarazIbhAIne batAvavA mAMDyuM. sigarAmanA gaDagaDATathI hIrA, motI, ke bIjA naMga paDI jaze te hAthamAM nahi Ave e bhaya lAgatAM DuMgarazIbhAIe jhaverAta bahAra kADhavA nA kahI. AthI zrImad "phikara karo nahi, amAruM kayAMya javAnuM nathI" ema jaNAvI badhuM jhaverAta batAvyuM. ane aMtamAM temane jaNAvyuM ke, "jene AtmajJAna che tene jhaverAtanI parIkSA thavI sahela che."184 ra7. amAro di UThayo nathI. - zrImadanI zakti vize sAMbhaLIne tathA temane hamezAM svAdhyAyamAM majA mANatA joIne eka pADozIe temane pUchayuM ke, "tame badhe samaya dharmanI dhUnamAM rahe che tethI tamane badhI cIjonA zA bhAva thaze tenI khabara haze !" zrImade uttara Ape, "amAre di UThayo nathI ke svAdhyAya bhAva jANavA karIe."185 28. ciMtA pRthvInI nahIM, AtmAnI kare.-eka jijJAsue zrImadane eka vakhata prazna karyo ke, "pRthvIne zAstramAM sapATa kahI che, ane hAlanA zodhako tene goLa kahe che, te bemAM sAcuM zuM ?" zrImade sAme prazna karyo. "tamane pRthvI goLa hoya te phAyado ke sapATa heAya te ?" jijJAsue kahyuM, "huM te mAtra jANavA mAguM chuM." zrImade pharIthI pUchayuM, "tame zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI zaktine vadhu mAne che ke hAlanA zodhakonI zaktine ?" temaNe jaNAvyuM, "tIrthaMkara prabhunI zaktine vadhAre mAnuM chuM." tethI zrImade jaNAvyuM, "tame zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu para zraddhA rAkho ane zaMkA kADhI nAkhe. AtmAnuM kalyANa karaze te pRthvI geLa ke sapATa, jevI haze tevI, kaMI paNa harata karaze nahi."186 29. peTa ane bhakti--vi. saM. 19paramAM zrI kAviThA AvyA hatA. temane bodha sAMbhaLI prAgajIbhAI nAmanA eka bhAIe temane jaNAvyuM ke, "bhakti karavAnuM te 183. "zrImad rAjacaMdanI jIvanarekhA", pR. 11pa. 184. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 114. 185. 186. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA, AvRtti 4, pR. 111.

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1. jIvanarekhA ghaNuM mana thAya che, paNa bhagavAne paTa ApyuM che te khAvAnuM mAge che, te zuM karIe?" zrImade temane kahyuM, "tamArA peTane ame javAba daIe to ?" Ama kahI zrImade, jemane tyAM pote UtaryA hatA te jhavera zeThane kahyuM ke, "tame je bhejana letA he te prAgajIbhAIne be vakhata Apaje, tathA pANInI maTakI paNa Apaje. tethI upAzrayanA meDA para beThA beThA bhakti karI zake." ATaluM jaNAvyA pachI temaNe prAgajIbhAIne kahyuM ke, "AnI sAthe eka zarata che: tamAre badhe samaya bhakti karavI; bahAra varaghoDo nIkaLe, baroo gIta gAtAM nIkaLe te jovA na UThavuM. koI Ave to tenI sAthe bhakti karavI paNa saMsAranI kAMI paNa vAta na karavI. " " e rIte to na rahI zakAya" ema prAgajIbhAIe jaNuvyuM. te vize zrImade kahyuM ke, "jIvane bhakti karavI nathI tethI peTa AgaLa dhare che. bhakti karatAM koNa bhUkhe marI gayo? jIva e ja rIte chetarAya che ane bhakti karato nathI."187 30. deha ane AtmA - eka vakhata zrImad kAviThA AvyA tyAre tyAMnI zALAnA keTalAka vidyArthIo temane be sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. teone zrImadde prazna karyo ke, "tamArA eka hAthamAM chAzathI bharelo loTa ane bIjA hAthamAM ghIthI bharelo loTe hAya, ane mArgamAM jatAM koIne dhakko vAge te tame kayA hAthane loTe jALavaze?" giradharabhAI nAmanA eka vidyArthI e javAba Apyo ke, "ghIne loTa sAcavIzuM." zrImade tene pUchayuM, "ema zA mATe? ghI ane chAza baMne ekamAMthI ja utpanna thAya che ne ?" giradharabhAIe javAba Apyo, "chAza DhoLAI jAya te bIjA ghaNA bharI Ape, paNuM ghI DhoLAI jAya te kaI pharIthI na bharI Ape." e dRSTAMta parathI zrImade badhAMne samajAvyuM ke, "chAzanI mAphaka A deha che, tene jIva sAcave che; ane ghInI mAphaka A AtmA che, tene jAte kare che. evI avaLI samajaNavALe A jIva che. paNa AtmAne je ghInI mAphaka kImata 1Ne te AtmAne paNa sAcave. ane AMca Ave tyAre chAzanI mAphaka dehane jate kare, kAraNa ke deha te enI meLe maLavAno che, karma bAMdhyA eTale te bhogavavA mATe deha te maphatamAM ja maLavAno che." vagere.188 31. AkhI muMbaI smazAna - eka vakhata muMbaImAM zrImada pharavA gayA hatA. smazAna AvyuM tyAre temanI sAthenA eka bhAIe pUchayuM, "A zuM che ?" "smazAna." eTale zrImade kahyuM, "ame to AkhI muMbaIne smazAna joI e chIe."189 32. maraNane bhaya kevo? - karachanA vatanI padamazIbhAIe zrImadane eka vakhata pUchyuM, "sAhebajI, mane bhayasaMjJA vizeSa rahe che, to tene zuM upAya?" zrImade pUchayuM, mukhya bhaya zene rahe che ?" "maraNano." te mATe zrImade kahyuM, "maraNa to AyuSyabaMdha pramANe thAya che. jyAM sudhI AyuSya pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI maraNuM to nathI. te pachI ene bhaya rAkhavAthI zuM phAyado ? e rIte mana daDha rAkhavuM."190 187. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha ", pR. 107. 188. ejana, pR. 108. 189. 190. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", avRtti 4, pR. 111.

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116 zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi 33. svarga ane naraka - pro. ravajIbhAI devarAje zrImadane pUchayuM ke, "svarga ane narakanI khAtarI zI ?" zrImad uttara Apyo, "naraka hoya ane tame na mAnatA he, te naraka javAya tevAM kAma karavAthI keTaluM sAhasa kheDayuM kahevAya ? 191 34. bane barAbara-kacchanA vatanI padamazIbhAIe zrImadda eka prasaMge pUchayuM ke, "zrIkRSNanA saMbaMdhamAM jana graMthomAM teo narake gayA che temAM lakhyuM che, ane vaiSNava graMthomAM teo mekSe gayA che temAM lakhyuM che, te A baMnenI vAta kema maLatI nathI AvatI ?" zrImade samajAvyuM ke "jana graMthamAM jema tene vartatA batAvyA che tema keI paNa jIva vate te narake jAya ane jema vaiSNava graMthamAM tene vartatA batAvyA che tema keI paNa jIva vate to mokSe jAya. mATe baMne zAstramAM dRSTAMtarUpa lakhyuM che, ane te baMne barAbara che tema samajavuM."192 3pa. AtmAne arthe ja zAstra - eka vakhata zrImada digaMbara maMdiramAM svAdhyAya karatA hatA, tyAre digabara paMDita zrI gopALadAsa bAreyAe temane vinaMtI karI ke, "gammaTasAranA anuvAdamAM je truTio jaNAya che te pUrI karI deze ?" zrImad uttaramAM kahyuM, "ame to zAstra mAtra AtmAne arthe ja vAMcIe chIe." 193 36. have tame tyAgI - eka vakhata lallujI mahArAje zrImaddane jaNAvyuM, "meM kuTuMba, vaibhava, mAtA, patnI, putra vagerene tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI che." A sAMbhaLI zrImade kahyuM, "zuM tyAkhyuM che ? eka ghara choDI keTalAM ghara - zrAvakanAM - gaLe nAkhyAM che ? e be strIne tyAga karI keTalI strIo pratye daSTi phare che? eka putra tyAgI keTalAM chokarAM pratye prIti thAya che ? A sAMbhaLI lallujI mahArAjane potAnA doSa pragaTa jaNAyA. ethI temane bahu ja zarama AvI. ane khUba namratA sAthe temaNe kahyuM, "huM tyAgI nathI." zrImade turata javAba Apyo, "muni, have tame tyAgI che." 194 - 37. hIrA nahI, kALakTa viSa - eka divasa be munio zrImada pAse AvyA. tyAre zrImade temAMnA eka zrI devakaraNa munine pUchayuM, "vyAkhyAna koNa Ape che ? parvadA keTalI bharAya che?" devakaraNujIe kahyuM. "hajAreka mANasenI parSadA bharAya che." zrImad strIonI parSada joI vikAra thAya che ?" muni : "kAyAthI nathI thatuM, manathI thAya che." zrImadda "munie te mana, vacana ane kAyA traNe yeAgathI sAcavavAM joIe." zrI devakaraNajIe AkSepa karatAM kahyuM, "tame gAdI-takiye bese che, ane hIrAmANeka tamArI pAse 11. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA '', pR. 123. 192. ejana, pR. 116. 193, ejana, pR. 118. 194. ejana, pR. 135.

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1. jIvanarekhA 117 paDelA hoya che, tyAre tamArI vRtti nahi heALAtI hoya ?" zrImadde jaNAvyuM, "muni, ame to kALakUTa viSa dekhIe chIe, tamane ema thAya che?" sAMbhaLI muni te sajjaDa thaI gayA. 195 38. tame dIkSA na Apaze| eka vakhata lallujI mahArAja zrImadane maLavA ekalA gayA hatA. te vakhate koIne dIkSA ApavA vize vAta thaI tyAre zrImadde temane jaNAvelu', "tame dIkSA na ApazeA. zrI devakaraNajIne celA karavA hoya teA bhale kare. " muni devakaraNajIe dIkSA ApI hatI. thoDA vakhata pachI te ziSya satpuruSanI niMdAmAM paDI gAMDA thaI, saMghADA cheDI jatA rahyo hatA. ,, 39. amAre teA ane sarakhA -- - zrImad eka vakhata kAra gayA hatA, ane tyAMnA upAzrayanA meDA upara ja UtaryA hatA. te vakhate zrI lallujI Adi munie paNa tyAM hatA. tethI upara jatI vakhate lallujI munie devakaraNajIne kahyuM ke, " AtmajJAna prApta karavAnI IcchA hoya teA vinaya namaskAra Adi karavAM peThe ' devakaraNujIe kahyuM, " ApaNe be ja jaIe teA hu' zrImad pAse tema karIza. " AthI teo caturalAlajI munine nIce rAkhI upara gayA. pAchaLathI nIce rahelA munine upara zu thAya che te jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI, tethI teo dAdara para jaIne jovA lAgyA. ** temaNe joyuM teA ane munie zrImadbhu namaskArAdi karatA hatA. te vAta khaMbhAta jaI jAhera karavAnA vicAra karI muni nIce AvyA. thoDI vAra pachI devakaraNajI paNa nIce AvyA, ane lallujI mahArAja upara rahyA. temane zrImadde pUchyuM, "devakaraNujI AvyA ane khIjA muni kema na AvyA ?" lallujI mahArAje javAba ApyA ke, "temanI dRSTi viSama che tethI upara lAvyA nahi. " pachI zrImad nIce UtaryA ane muni caturalAlajI pAse beThA. pachI zAMtipUrvaka temane jaNAvyuM ke, "muni, amAre tA tame ane e baMne sarakhA che, sava pratye amAre samaSTi che, tame paNa pAMca samiti ane traNa gupta sAcavI rAkhajo. temAM cauda pUrvanA sAra che." ATalA ja samAgamathI zrI caturalAlajInI vRtti palaTAI gaI, ane temane AsthA thaI. 66 40. manane navaruM na melavu* -- eka vakhata muni mohanalAlajIe zrImadbhu prazna karyA ke, mana sthira thatuM nathI, teA zA upAya karaveA ?" zrImadde uttaramAM jaNAvyuM ke, " eka paLa paNa nakAmA kALa kADhavA nahi. koI sAru* pustaka vairAgyAdinI vRddhi thAya tevu' vAMcavu, vicAravuM; e kAMI na hAya tA chevaTe mALA gaNavI. paNa jo manane navaru' meloA tA kSaNa vAramAM satyAnAza vALI de tevuM che. mATe tene savicAra rUpa khArAka ApavA. jema DhArane kaI ne kaMI khAvAnuM joI e, dANAnA TApale! AgaLa mUkatho hoya tA te khAyA kare che, tema mana DhAra jevuM che. bIjA vikalpa aMdha karavA mATe savicArarUpa khArAka ApavAnI jarUra che. mana kahe tethI UlaTu vavuM; tene vaza thaI taNAI javuM nahi, tene game tethI ApaNe khIje cAlavu . "" 195. " zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ', pR. 144.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi 1. AtmA, punarjanma, Izvara-kheDAnA vedAMtavida vakIla bhaTTa pUjAbhAI semezvarane zrImadda sAthe nIce pramANe vAtacIta thaI hatI. te zrImaddanA vyaktitva tathA anubhava para prakAza pADatI hovAthI ahIM rajU karela che. vakIle prazna karyo : "AtmA che?" zrImadda uttara Apyo : "hA, AtmA che." vakIla : "anubhavathI kahe che ke AtmA che?" zrImadda "hA, anubhavathI kahIe chIe ke AtmA che. sAkaranA svAdanuM varNana na thaI zake. te te anubhavagocara che, tema ja AtmAnuM varNana na thaI zake; te paNa anubhavagecara che. paNa te che ja." vakIla : "jIva eka che ke aneka ? ApanA anubhavane uttara icchuM chuM." zrImadda "jIvo aneka che." vakIla : "jaDa, kama e vastutaH che ke mAyika che?" zrImadda "jaDa, karma e vastuta mAyika nathI." vakIla : "punarjanma che?" zrImadda : "hA, punarjanma che." vakIlaH "vedAMtane mAnya mAyika IzvaranuM astitva Apa mAne che ?" zrImadda "nA." vakIlaH "darpaNamAM paDatuM pratibiMba te mAtra khAlI dekhAya che ke keI tattvanuM baneluM che ?" zrImadda "darpaNamAM paDatuM pratibiMba khAlI dekhAva nathI, te amuka tattvanuM baneluM che."196 kara. muninuM peTa jagatanA hitArthe - IDaranA pahADa para sAte sunione zrImade upadeza Ape hate. te upadezathI prabhAvita tathA ullasita thayelA devakaraNajI munie zrImane kahyuM, "have amAre gAmamAM javAnI zI jarUra che?" zrImadda "tamane keNa kahe che ke gAmamAM jAo ?" muni : "zuM karIe? peTa paDayuM che." zrImade samAdhAna karatAM jaNAvyuM: munione te peTa che te jagatanA kalyANane arthe che. munine peTa na heta te gAmamAM na jatAM pahADanI guphAmAM vasI kevaLa vItarAgabhAve rahI jaMgalamAM vicarata, tethI jagatanA kalyANarUpa thaI zakata nahi. tethI muninuM peTa jagatanA hitArthe che.". 196. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti (1951), pR. 680.

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jIvanarekhA 13 43. zrImadu ane lAlana - premacaMda motIcaMdane paMDita lAlana saMskRtane abhyAsa karAvavA jatA. eka divasa temaNe potAne koI digaMbara munie Apele zloka, tene artha jANavA mATe, paMDita lAlanane pUcha. te zloka hate - "mavaM karavA vahivaM', rAjetarota: | yoja samAna, ghI: gharamAmaH | "197 lAlane temane A loka bIje divase samajAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. te ja divase paMDita lAlana zrImaddane maLyA, ane temanI sAthe A lokanA artha bAbatamAM lAlanane carcA thaI, temAM "samAsena" zabdano artha lAlane zrImadane pUchaLyo. jeno artha "TUMka samayamAM" evo uttara zrImade Apyo hate. te pachI A zlokanA artha vize zrImade lAlanane abhiprAya pUcho. lAlane e zabdano bhAva samajAvatAM uttara ApyuM ke, "eka aMtarmuhartamAM darzana thaI jAya - A zlokamAM kahelI sthiti lAvIe te." A sAMbhaLI khUba ullasita thaI zrImadda temane bheTI paDyA. aneka jagyAe tapAsa karyA pachI, paMDita lAlane "samAdhizatakane A 17mo leka che evo nirNaya karyo hato. A prasaMga banyA pachI thoDA vakhate lAlana amerikA gayA. jyAre teo pAchA AvyA tyAre zrImadanI tabiyata kharAba hatI, tethI zivamAM teo sAravAra letA hatA. lAlana temanI khabara pUchavA gayA, ane tyAM temanI sAravAramAM rahelA Do. prANajIvanadAsa mahetAne tabiyatanA samAcAra pUchI pAchA cAlyA gayA. lAlananI DokaTara sAthenI vAtacIta zrImad rUmamAM sAMbhaLI, ane temane belAvavA zrImad TekarazI mahetAne kahyuM. paNa te vakhate lAlana cAlyA gayA hatA. tethI temane ghera saMdezo pahoMcADavAmAM Avyo. bIje divase lAlana zrImadda pAse gayA. te vakhate zrImaddane ghaNuM azakti hatI, chatAM sArI rIte bolI zakatA hatA. zrImadde temane uparanA zlekane AcaraNamAM mUkavA zuM karyuM te vize pUchayuM. lAlane uttara Apyo ke, "sAheba, muMbaIthI ravAnA thaI laMDana jatAM paMdara divasa ane iMglenDanA samaraseTanA baMdarethI amerikA pravAsa karatAM, ane amerikAmAM roja roja niyama pramANe, A zlokanuM pArAyaNa ane manana yathAzakti cAlu rAkhyuM, ane ema karatAM karatAM Azare traNa mAsa vItyA bAda, amerikAnA eka suMdara sarovara pAse huM manana karatA hatA tyAre je khyAti thaI te khyAtinuM kAvya Apane saMbhaLAvuM chuM 17. pUjyapAda svAmacarita "samAdhizatakanA A 17mAM zlokano artha A pramANe che : e rIte bAhya vAcika pravRttione paNa tyAga karIne pachI AMtara pravRttione paNa tyAga karavA joIe. e pramANe cittane sadaMtara nirodha karavAthI paramAtma-svarUpane prakAza thAya che."

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi "mane kaI kahetuM jagata che, te to meM have jAyuM, mane kaI kahetuM jagata sAcuM, te paNa meM have jANyuM; kadI cheTuM te mAre zuM ? kadI sAcuM te mAre zuM ? nathI thAtuM, nathI jAtuM, "huM" mAMhe "huM" samAye chuM." zrImade kahyuM ke, "sthiti ThIka thaI, paraMtu e ja bhAva je covIsa kalAka cAlyo hota te kSAyika samakita utpanna thAta."198 44. dhamamAM maraNathI paNa na DaravuM - vi. saM. 1956mAM De. heppIne plega aTakAvavA rasI ApavAnuM zarU karyuM. keTalAka lo ke rasI mukAvavA taiyAra thayA. te vize zrImane abhiprAya evo hato ke rasI phAyadAkAraka nathI, are te taiyAra karavAmAM anya jIne duHkha pahoMcatuM hovAthI te mukAvavA jevI nathI. te dayAnA vicArane pracAra karavA eka sabhA bharavAnuM nakakI thayuM, jemAM "rasI viruddha"nI sabhA belAvanAranAM nAmamAM padamazIbhAInuM nAma zrImade sUcavyuM. te vize padamazIbhAIe kahyuM, "sAheba, rasI naMkhAvanAra eka jAhera vyaktie mArA zeThiyAo upara laukika upakAra karyo che, jenI aMdara huM paNa AvI jAuM chuM. tenI viruddha mAre sabhA bolAvavI yogya nathI dhArate. tema thaze te UlaTA teo ciDAI amane nukasAnamAM utAraze, mATe mAruM nAma na hoya te sAruM." zrImade temane kahyuM, "teNe laukika upakAra karyo che, tene badale laukika hoya. vaLI A kRtya te hiMsAnA uttejanane aTakAvanAra che, mATe te lAbhanuM kAraNa che. chatAM te viruddha thAya te kaMI DaravA jevuM nathI. jyAM dharmanuM kArya hoya tyAM maraNa sudhI pAchA haThavuM nahi." ema kahI yazevijayajInI gadaSTinI sajjhAyamAMthI nIcenI gAthA sabhaLAvI :- dhama arthe IhAM prANane cha chAMDe, paNa nahi dharma, prANa arthe saMkaTa paDaze ja, juo e daSTine marma. manamehana jinajI mIThI tAharI vANu." A gAthA sAMbhaLIne padamazIbhAIne hiMmata AvI ane sahI karI ApI. e meLAvaDe thayo hato. pramukhapade zrImada rAjacaMdra birAjyA hatA, ane aneka jaNAe rasI mukAvavAnI viruddhamAM bhASaNa karyA hatAM.199 45. hAjara javAba - zrImada keI bhAI sAthe eka vakhata taLAva pAse pharavA gayA hatA. taLAvamAM lIla joIne te bhAIe zrImadane prazna karyo ke, "sAhebajI, lIlanA A jaththAmAM keTalA jIva haze ?" zrImade lAgala ja uttara Apyo ke, "kema? e badhAne jamavA notaravAne tamAro vicAra che ?" 198. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : adhazatAbdI mArakagraMtha, pR. 119. 19ka. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 116.

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1. jIvanarekhA 46. tame vIzImAM jamavAnA che? - vi. sa. 1956mAM zrI jesaMgabhAI zrImane maLavA vaDhavANu gayA hatA, tyAMthI be-traNa divasa vAMkAnera jaI pAchA AvyA ane zrImadne maLavA gayA. zrImadde temane kahyuM, " Aje ahI jamajo. " jesa gabhAI e jaNAvyuM ke, " me' dukAne jamavAnA badobasta karyAM che. tyAre zrImadre temane kahyuM, " nahi, tame vIzImAM dAbasta karela che. eTale te kabUlatAM jesaMgabhAIe kahyuM, "hA sAheba ! kAraNu, cAmAsAmAM ame dukAnanu' rasADu' rAkhatA nathI. '" pachI zrImadde temane bIjA divase jamavAnuM AmatraNa Apyu hatu, je temaNe svIkAryuM. paNa hatuM. Ama zrImad aMtarrAnathI sAcI paristhiti tarata ja jANI jatA.200 33 16 200. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha ", pR. 118. 11

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bhUmikA zrImaddanA kizorAvasthAnA sAhityamAM, temaNe vIsa varSanI vaya sudhI racelI kRtione samAveza karavAmAM AvyuM che. temanA sAhityanA "vIsa varSa pahelAMnuM" ane "vIsa varSa pachInuM" ema be vibhAga karavAno hetu, te vaye temanA jIvanamAM Avelo palaTe che. zrImade sAhityasarjananI zarUAta, temanA jaNAvyA pramANe, ATha varSanI laghu vayathI, padyaracanAthI karI hatI. AraMbhanAM varSomAM thayelAM sarjanano ghaNekhara bhAga Aje aprApya che. lagabhaga paMdara varSanI uMmara pachIthI thayelI temanI racanAo maLe che. ATha varSanI uMmare zarU thayeluM temanuM sarjanakArya samayanA vahevA sAthe vadhatuM gayuM hatuM, ane e lakhANa te samayanAM vartamAnapatro tathA mAsikAmAM vAraMvAra chapAtuM hatuM. tene lIdhe paMdaraseLa varSanI nAnI vayathI ja temane kavi tarIkenI khyAti maLI hatI. A arasAmAM temanI avadhAnazakti paNa sArI evI khIlI hatI, jenA pariNAme tenA pravege vakhate temanA dvArA thatI zIdhra padyaracanAoe paNa e khyAtimAM vadhAro karyo hato. A badhI jAherapravRttinI bAbatamAM temanAmAM vIsame varSa mATe palaTe Avyo hato. zrImadda bALapaNathI ja vairAgI hRdaya dharAvatA hatA. temane AtmAnuM, jeTaluM thAya teTaluM vadhu hita A bhavamAM ja sAdhI levAnI mahecchA hatI. AthI avadhAnanA prAge karavA, kAvya ke lekhenuM sarjana karI tene prasiddhi ApavI vagere jAherapravRtti, ane tevI pravRttithI maLatI khyAti vagere temane potAnA paramArthamArgamAM vidanarUpa lAgyAM. pariNAme temaNe vIsamA varSa pachIthI jAhera kSetrane tyAga karyo, eTale ke avadhAnanA prayoga, sAhityanI prasiddhi Adi zrImad tyAgyAM. tethI vIsamA varSa pachIthI temaNe kareluM lakhANa pitAnA aMgata upayoga mATe ke potAnA aMgata saMbaMdhamAM AvatI gaNIgAMThI vyaktionA upayoga mATe thayuM hatuM. A lakhANanI prasiddhi zrImaddanA avasAna bAda thaI. vaLI, vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM sudhAre, zikSaNa Adine lagatI dharmetara sAhityanI racanA zrImadda karatA hatA te paNa vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI baMdha thaI gaI hatI. mAtra dharmane lagatI kRtionI racanA temaNe te pachIthI karI che. dharmane lagatI kRtiomAM paNa, pahelAM je kathA, daSTAMta, kaTAkSa Adi vastuo najare caDatAM hatAM, tenA saMpUrNa lopa vIsa varSanI vaya pachInI racanAomAM jovA maLe che. Ama prasiddhi, prakAra AdinI dRSTie jotAM zrImadanA sAhityanA "vIsa varSa pahelAMnuM ane "vIsa varSa pachInuM" ema be spaSTa vibhAga paDe che. hAlamAM zrImadanA vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM lakhAyelA sAhityamAM "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra" mAMthI keTalAka anuvAda "dvAdazAnuprekSA", "uttarAdhyayana sUtra"nA 36mA adhyayanano keTaleka anuvAda, "jIvAjIvavibhakti", "munisamAgama" nAmane apUrNa rahelo lekha,

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zrImanI jIvanasidi mokSasudha" nAmanI apUrNa rahelI gadyaracanA, "svarodayajJAna" paranI apUrNa TIkA, navatattva prakaraNa"nI eka gAthA paranI TIkA, "jIvatattvasaMbaMdhI vicAra", "puSpamALA", "bodhavacana", "sAta mahAnItinAM vAkyo ", "vacanAmRta" vagere maLI hajArabAra jeTalAM nItivacane maLe che. A uparAMta "bhAvanAbedha", "mokSamALA" ane "strInItibedhaka vibhAga 1" nAmanAM temaNe ja prasiddha karelAM traNa pustaka maLe che. te sivAya keTalAMka chUTaka paDyo ane avadhAnamAM racAyelI keTalIka padyakRtio paNa hAlamAM upalabdha che. zrImadanA vIsa varSanI uMmara pahelAM racAyelA sAhityamAM upalabdha karatAM anupalabdha kRtionI saMkhyA vadhI jatI jaNAya che. temaNe AThame varSe 5000 kaDIo racI kahevAya che. nava-dasa varSanI vaye temaNe padyamAM "rAmAyaNa" ane "mahAbhArata" saMkSepamAM lakhyAne ullekha temanI "samuccayavayacaryAmAM jovA maLe che, "rAma ityAdinAM caritra para kavitAo racI che.1 agiyAra varSanI vayathI te teo lekha paNa lakhavA lAgyA hatA, jemAM strIkeLavaNuM vize eka lekha lakhyAnA nirdeza maLe che. bAra varSanI vaye temaNe ghaDiyALa vize traNa kaDIo racI kahevAya che. paraMtu A badhAmAMthI koI paNa lakhANa upalabdha nathI. sAkSAt sarasvatI" nAmanuM eka nAnuM pustaka vinayacaMda pipaTabhAI daphatarIe vi. saM. 1943mAM lakhyuM hatuM temAM zrImadda 19 varSanI vaya sudhIno vRttAMta pragaTa karyo che. e vRttAMtamAM temanI avadhAna vagere zaktio uparAMta te samayanA temanA apragaTa lakhANa vizenI, thoDI mAhitI paNa ApI che. temAM vinayacaMdabhAIe nidezelI kRtiomAM "mokSamALA" paNa che, je pragaTa thayelI maLe che. paraMtu "namirAja graMtha" ke "sArvajanika sAhityanA graMthano temAM je ullekha maLe che te vize bIjI kazI mAhitI maLatI nathI. namirAja graMtha" vize vinayacaMdabhAI lakhe che ke "namirAja" nAme eka saMskRta mahAkAvyanA niyamAnusAra emaNe graMtha racyo che jemAM zAMta rasa pradhAna rAkhIne nava rasanI relamachela karI mUkI che; jemAM dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa e cAturvarga saMbaMdhI upadeza karI phaLamAM mokSamArga mUkI dIdho che. e pAMca hajAra zlekanA pUrane graMtha temaNe traNa divasamAM ra hato. e graMtha vAMcatAM dareka manuSyane e devAMzI naranI kavitvazaktinA lAlityanuM bhAna thAya che." sArvajanika sAhitya" vize temaNe lakhyuM che ke - e mahAtmAe eka sArvajanika sAhityane eka hajAra plAkane graMthe eka divasamAM ra che, je hamaNuM dhrAMgadhrAnA eka DakaTara prasiddha karanAra che."3 1. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 1, pR. 205, AMka 89. 2. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 87. 3. ejana, pR. 88.

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bhUmikA uparanAM avataraNa parathI samajAya che ke A baMne graM vinacaMdabhAIe joyA haze vaLI, te prasiddha thavAnA che te ullekha paNa uparanAM avataraNamAM che. paraMtu pachIthI te chapAyA ke nahi te vize Aje ApaNane kaMI mAhitI maLatI nathI. eTale A graMtha lakhAyA pachI paramArtha mAgamAM te anupagI lAgatAM tenuM kartava zrImade choDI dIdhuM hoya evuM anumAna karavAmAM Ave che. "zrImada rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLAmAM zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajIe "strInItibodhaka vibhAga 1"mAM jovA maLatI "kAvyamALAnI jAherakhabara vize lakhyuM che ke - strInItibodhakane aMte jAherakhabaramAM lakheluM che ke "kAvyamALA" e nAmanuM eka sanItibedhaka pustaka meM racIne taiyAra kareluM che, jenI aMdara 108 kAvyo che, ane tenA cAra bhAga pADelA che. tenuM kada base pRSThanuM thaze. agAuthI grAhaka thanAranI pAse rU. 0-10-0 levAmAM Avaze."4 A jAherakhabara parathI siddha thAya che ke zrImade A pustakanI racanA karI haze, paraMtu tenI chapAyelI ke lakhelI nakala maLI zakatI nathI. AthI A mastaka pragaTa thayuM che. te vize ApaNane zrI govardhanadAsanI jema kazI mAhitI maLI zakatI nathI. Ama zrImaddacita vIsa varSa pahelAMnA sAhityamAM upalabdha karatAM anupalabdha racanAono ja mATe hoya tema jaNAya che. temanA upalabdha sAhityamAMthI sauprathama "bhAvanAbedhana, te pachI "mekSamALA", ane pachI anya sAhityane vicAra karIzuM. 4. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 1, pR. 30.

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prakaraNa 2 bhAvanAbedha paMdara-soLa varSanI uMmara AsapAsa zrImada rAjacaMdra keTalAye Agame, anya jaina graMtha tathA anya dharmanAM purata kenuM avalokana karyuM hatuM, ane temanI ruci jainadharma tarapha vizeSa hatI te temanAM lakhANe jotAM spaSTa thAya che. te samaye Ama eka tarapha temanuM zAstrajJAna vadhatuM jatuM hatuM, te bIjI tarapha avadhAnazakti, smaraNazakti vagere mATenI temanI khyAti paNa vadhatI jatI hatI. potAnA zAstrAbhyAsane lAbha sAmAnya janane paNa maLI zake e hetuthI vi. saM. 1940mAM temanI soLa varSa ane pAMca mAsanI uMmare temaNe "mokSamALA" nAmanA graMthanI racanA karI. te pustaka chapAvavA mATe nANAMnI jarUra hatI, tethI tenA grAhake agAuthI nedhI nANAMnI sagavaDa karavAnuM temaNe vicAryuM. temanI khyAtine lIdhe "mokSamALA" mATe pahelethI pisA Ape evA aneka grAhaka maLyA, ane te dvArA A kArya sulabha banyuM. paNa te pustaka chApavA ApatAM temane khyAla Avyo ke tene chapAtAM te lAMbA samaya nIkaLaze. tethI agAuthI thayelA grAhakenI jijJAsA saMtoSavA temaNe eka nAnuM pustaka vi. saM. 194ramAM lakhyuM. te pustakane jhaDapathI chapAvI, te ja varSamAM tene "mokSamALA"nA grAhakone bheTarUpe ApyuM. e dvArA grAhakanI jJAnapipAsA saM'teSavAne temaNe eka saphaLa prayatna karyo. e nAnuM bheTa purataka te "bhAvanAbedha."pa te saMbaMdhI vi. saM. 1955mAM zrImada lakhe che ke - e chapAtAM vilaMba thayela tethI grAhakanI AkuLatA TALavA "bhAvanAbedha" tyAra pachI racI upahAra rUpe grAhakone ApyuM hatuM." grAhako nedhyA pachI lAMbA samaya sudhI purataka na ApI zakAya te te agya gaNAya e vicArane pariNAme A pustakanI racanA thaI. Ama A pustaka prAmANikatA prerita kartavyabuddhinA pariNAmarUpa racAyuM hatuM. A pustaka racavAnI yojanA temanA magajamAM vahelI AvI gaI hatI ema kahI zakAya. vairAgya tarapha jIvane vALatI tathA thayelA vairAgyane daDha karatI bAra bhAvanAo zrI tIrthakara prabhue samajAvI che. A bAra bhAvanAo te anitya, azaraNuM, saMsAra, ekatva, anyatva, azuci, Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA, lokasvarUpa, bodhadurlabha ane dharma durlabha bhAvanAo che. te bhAvanAone vistArathI samajAvavAno prayatna zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya, zrI hemacaMdrAcArya 5. "mokSamALA" karatAM "bhAvanAbedha" vAcaka pAse paheluM pahoMcyuM hovAthI tene ahIM paheluM sthAna ApyuM che. 6. "zrImad rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 664.

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2. bhAvanAbedha 169 jevA aneka samartha AcAryoe karyo che. paraMtu temanA graMthanI bhASA mAgadhI ke saMskRta hovAne lIdhe sAmAnya janane samajavAmAM te muzakela lAge, tethI sAmAnya jana paNa samajI zake tevI saraLa bhASAmAM tene utAravAne zrImad vicAra karyo. te vicAra anusAra zrImade zrI samaMtabhadrAcArya racita "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra"mAM varNavelI bAra bhAvanAono gujarAtImAM anuvAda karavAnI zarUAta karI. pahelI be bhAvanAone anuvAda temaNe pUro karyo, ane trIjI saMsArabhAvanAne thoDo anuvAda karyA pachI, e Akho anuvAda adhUro rahevA dIdho. e anuvAda ApaNane apUrNa ja maLe che. anuvAda adhUro mukAyA pachI thoDA vakhatamAM ja AgaLa joI tevI jarUriyAta UbhI thatAM ApaNane "bhAvanAbedha" nAmanuM svataMtra pustaka maLe che. e parathI anumAna thAya che ke "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra"mAMnI bAra bhAvanAno anuvAda temane pitAne hetu pAra pADavA mATe apUrNa lAgyo haze, tethI te adhUre rahevA daI te vize svataMtra graMtha racavAnI yojanA temaNe karI haze, je "bhAvanAbedha"mAM pUrI thatI lAge che. lagabhaga pacAsa pAnAMnA A pustakane yogya pAMcacha pAnAMnI prastAvanA temaNe lakhela che. temAM jIvane sAcuM sukha eTale ke saMsAranA zekathI mukti joItI hoya te vairAgya tarapha vaLavuM joIe te temaNe samajAvyuM che. "game tevA tuccha viSayamAM praveza chatAM ujajavaLa AtmAone svataH vega vairAvyamAM jhaMpalAvavuM e che."8 e vairAgyanI mahattA batAvanAra vAkyathI prastAvanAnI zarUAta karI saMsArIonI pravRtti kevI che, te teo temAM batAve che. dareka gatinA jIva sukha meLavavA ane duHkhathI chUTavA prayatna karyA kare che. teo saMsAramAM ja sukha mAnI te meLavavA prayatna kare che. paraMtu te dekhAtA sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha hevAthI te sAcuM sukha nathI evI vivekabuddhi temanAmAM hotI nathI. pariNAme teo anaMta zakane pAme che. tyAre vivekabuddhivALA mahAjJAnIo "pazcAt duHkha te sukha nahi" e siddhAMta anusAra saMsArasukhanI dareka sAmagrIne zekarUpa jaNAve che. tethI teo "saMsAranA pratyeka sukha vaDe virAjita rAjezvara chatAM paNa satya tatvajJAnanI prasAdI prApta thavAthI saMsArane tyAga karIne cogamAM paramAnaMda"9 mAne che, ane anaMta sukhane pAme che. zrImad potAnA A vicAranA samarthanamAM bhartRharino eka prakhyAta loka TAMke che ke - bhoge rogabhayaM kule cyutibhayaM vitte nRpAlAdbhayaM, mAne dainyabhayaM cale ripubhayaM rUpeM taruNyA bhayam / zAstre vAdabhayaM guNe khalabhayaM kAye kRtAntAdbhayaM, sarva vastu bhayAnvitaM bhuvi nRNAM vairAgyamevAbhayam // 10 7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 15. 8. ejana, pR. 32. 9. 10. ejana, pR. 33.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi saMsAranI sArI gaNAtI dareka vastumAM kaMI ne kaMI bhaya rahyo che. mAtra vairAgya je bhayathI mukta che, evuM pratipAdana bhatRharie A zlokamAM karyuM che. A lokane vistArathI samajAvyA pachI zrImadda jaNAve che ke, "bhatRhari eka ja Ama kahe che tema nathI, bhartRharithI uttama, samAna ke kaniSTha evA asaMkhya tattvajJAnIoe paNa A ja vAta kahI che." te tattvajJAnIoe saMsArane ekAMta duHkhamaya tathA zokamaya kahyo che. saMsAranA dukhathI mukta thavAne brahmacarya, kSamA, aprabhutva, viveka, vinaya vagerenuM sevana tathA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, viSaya, hiMsA vagerene tyAga karavo e upAya teoe batAvyo che. e raste cAlI puruSArtha karavo te sarvanuM kartavya che, ema teoe upadezya che. Ama sarva jJAnIonI vAta karI bhagavAna mahAvIrane paNa saMsAratyAgane A ja upadeza hato, tema zrImadda jaNAve che. ane potAnA upadezane te bhagavAna mahAvIre AcarI batAvyuM hatuM; tema na hoya te saMsAranA aneka vaibhavane cheDI teo zA mATe cAlI nIkaLyA hatA? ATaluM batAvI zrImadda jJAnInA upadeza vize lakhe che ke - e upadeza ApavAmAM koIne koI prakAranI ane keIe koI prakAranI vicakSaNatA darzAvI che. e saghaLA udeze te samatulya dazya thAya tevuM che. paraMtu sUkSama upadezaka tarIke zramaNa bhagavaMta te siddhArtha rAjAne putra prathama padavIne dhaNI thaI paDe che. nivRttine mATe je je viSa pUrve jaNAvyA che te viSayonuM kharuM svarUpa samajIne sarva ze maMgaLamaya rUpe bedhavAmAM e rAjaputra vadhI gayo che."11 hadayamAM vasI jAya tevI sacoTa bhASA dvArA tavanI sUkSamatAnI bAbatamAM bhagavAna mahAvIra zreSTha che te potAne abhiprAya zrImade ahIM Ape che. A tattvajJAnIonA upadezane sAra "prabhu bhaje, nIti saje, paraThe paropakAra" e caraNamAM AvI jAya che, te batAvI A raste ja javAthI mukti maLe che, te temane abhiprAya che. "nivALA sakaagar" e " sUtrakatAMga"nI gAthAnA caraNardha dvArA enuM samarthana karyuM che. mukti meLavavAmAM vairAgya keTale madadagAra thAya che te darzAvatAM prastAvanAnA aMtabhAgamAM kartA lakhe che ke - A paNa vinA vivAde mAnya rAkhavuM joIe ke te anaMta zoka ane anaMta duHkhanI nivRtti enA e ja sAMsArika viSayathI nathI. rudhirathI rudhirano DAgha jato nathI; paNa jaLathI tene abhAva che, tema zRMgArathI vA zRMgAramizrita dharmathI saMsAranI nivRtti nathI; e ja mATe vairAgya-jaLanuM AvazyakapaNuM niHsaMzaya kare che, ane e ja mATe vItarAganA vacanamAM anurakta thavuM vadhu ucita che. nidAna ethI viSayarUpa viSano janma nathI. pariNAme e ja muktinuM kAraNa che."1 2 11. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 34. 12. ejana, pR. 35.

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2. bhAvanAbedha jIvane je sAcA arthamAM sukhI thavuM hoya to zuM karavuM joIe te TUMkamAM chatAMya sacoTa bhASAmAM prastAvanAmAM samajAvI zrImade potAne kahevAnI vAtanI pUrvabhUmikA suMdara rIte taiyAra karI che. temanuM eka pachI eka vAkya eTaluM svAbhAvika ane tarkabaddha hoya che ke tenI sadyaH pratIti ane asara ApaNAM cittane thAya che. vairAgyanuM A pramANe mahattva samajAvyA pachI kartAe prathama vairAgyane poSaka evI bAra bhAvanAne saMkSepamAM paricaya Apyo che3 te pachI bhAvanA vize teo lakhe che - "ema muti sAdhya karavA mATe je vairAgyanI AvazyakatA che te vairAgyane dRDha karanArI bAra bhAvanAomAMthI keTalIka bhAvanAe A dazanAMtargata varNavIzuM, keTalIka bhAvanAe keTalAka viSayamAM vaheMcI nAkhI che. keTalIka bhAvanAo mATe anya prasaMganI agatya che, tethI te vistArI nathI."14 Ama "bhAvanAbodha"nA kartA pahelethI ja sUcave che ke amuka bhAvanAone vistAra karavA temaNe ahIM ucita mAnya nathI. vaLI, "bhAvanAbAdha"nuM avalokana karatAM jANavA maLe che ke temAM temaNe pahelI dasa bhAvanAo ja ApI che; bedhadulabha ane dharmadurlabha e be bhAvanA lIdhI nathI. pahelI cha bhAvanAo temaNe pachInI bhAvanAonI sarakhAmaNImAM vistArathI samajAvI che. zarUAtamAM teo bhAvanAnA bhAvane svaracita paMktimAM mUke che, pachI teno vizeSArtha batAvI tene anurUpa dRSTAMta Ape che. emAMnAM keTalAMka daSTAMta "utarAdhyayana sUtramAMthI te keTalAMka anya jagyAethI levAyAM che. ekAda daSTAMta svataMtra paNa che. dRSTAMta ApyA pachI kathA tathA bhAvanAnuM rahasya samajAvatI "pramANazikSA" ApIne aMtamAM pupikA lakhI teo bhAvanA pUrNa kare che. pachInI traNa bhAvanAne samajAvatI vakhate kartA uparanA kamane anusaratA nathI. teo bhAvanAne gadyamAM ja samajAvI daSTAMta Ape che, ane aMtamAM pramANazikSA ApatA ja nathI. vaLI, temAM pupikA paNa TakAvI che, ane nirjarA tathA lokasvarUpa bhAvanAmAM temaNe pupikA ApI ja nathI. aMtima lokasvarUpa bhAvanAmAM daSTAMta, pramANuzikSA kazuM ja nathI. mAtra e bhAvanAne artha saMkSepamAM Apela che. Ama jema jema pustakamAM bhAvanAne krama AgaLa vadhato jAya che, tema tema te vizenuM lakhANa saMkSipta thatuM ApaNe joIe chIe. zrImade varNa velI bhAvanAonAM vistAra ane lakSaNe chaThThI bhAvanA pachI dhIme dhIme ghaTatAM jAya che, tenA kAraNamAM A graMthanI pRSThasaMkhyA maryAdAmAM rAkhavAno temano udeza jaNAya che. pRSThasaMkhyA maryAdita rAkhavAnAM betraNa kAraNenuM anumAna thaI zake che. bhAvanAbedha" e bheTapustaka hatuM tethI pRSThasaMkhyA vadhI javAthI chApakAmamAM vadhI jate kharca zrImanI te vakhatanI sAMkaDI Arthika sthitine posAya tema nahote. vaLI, zrImadane A pustaka jhaDapathI chapAvIne "mokSamALA"nA grAhakone bheTarUpe ApavuM hatuM tethI vadhu pAnAM 13. A saMkSipta paricaya te "mekSamALA"ne 21mo pATa. e pATha ahIM e ja zabdomAM "prathama dazana"nA nAme apAyo che. 14. zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 36.

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13ra, zromanI jIvanasiddhi chapAtAM samaya lAge, te paNa temane anukULa Ave tema nahotuM. AthI maryAdita pRSThasaMkhyA rAkhavA mATe temanI samartha kalama jhaDapathI cAlI zake evI hovA chatAM temaNe Ama zA. mATe karyuM haze tene khulAso maLI zakato nathI. e pratyeka bhAvanA vize zrImade kevA vicAre "bhAvanAbedha"mAM vyakta karyA che, te anukrame ApaNe joIe. anityabhAvanA saMsAranAM sarva sukha, zarIra, lakamI, adhikAra vagere nAzavaMta che, te badhAMne kaI ne keI kALe nAza thavAne ja che. mAtra AtmA ja nitya che. avinAzI AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAthI parama sukhanI prApti thAya che, tyAre nAzavaMta vastumAM maha rAkhavAthI duHkha ja maLe che, e jAtane vicAra karavo te anityabhAvanA. . A bhAvanAmAM zarUAtamAM zrImade sarva vastuonI anityatA samajAvatI upajAti chaMdamAM cAra paMktio ApI che. tenA vizeSArtha rUpe temaNe te paMktio gadyamAM vistArathI samajAvI che. ane A samajaNa deDha karavA, saMsAranA nAzavaMta sukhane khyAla ApavA, kartAe eka bhikhArInuM daSTAMta ApyuM che. eka pAmara bhikhArIne keAI gRhastha pAsethI potAne kadI na maLeluM miSTa bhajana maLatAM khUba AnaMda thAya che. nagara bahAra AvI, bhajana karI, saMtuSTa thaIne te bhikhArI eka jhADa nIce nidrAvaza thAya che. tene nidrAmAM svapnane udaya thAya che. ane te svapnamAM pote rAjarAjezvaranA vaibhavane bhaktA bane che. paNa vIjaLInA thayelA kaDAkAthI svapnamAMthI jAgrata thatAM tene khyAla Ave che ke e vaibhava to svapna hatuM, pote te bhikhArIne bhikhArI ja che; AthI te khUba kheda pAme che ke pote saMtoSa thAya tyAM sudhI e bhega bhogavI zakyo nahIM. A dAMtanuM kathArahasya lekhake "pramANuzikSA mAM samajAvyuM che. bhikhArIne svapnamAM bhoga sAcA lAgatA hatA, paNa jAgrata thatAM te khoTI mAnyatA naSTa thaI ane svapnanAM sukha mithyA jaNAyAM, tema AtmajJAnarUpI sAcI jAgRti jIvane nathI AvI hatI tyAM sudhI je saMsAranAM sukha sAcAM lAge che. AthI buddhizALI jIve saMsAranI eka paNa vastune - svapnanI peThe sAcI na mAnatAM tenAthI chUTavAno prayatna kare che. A dAMta ane pramANazikSA" vairAgyanA upadezAthe che, te temane hetu pupikAmAM teo pragaTa karI A bhAvanA pUrNa kare che. A daSTAMtanI bhASA saraLa che. kyAMya vadhu varNana karI temaNe tene laMbAvela nathI. paNa vacce vacce marmALA hAsyavALAM vacane mUkI A dRSTAMtane rasika banAvavAne stutya prayatna temaNe karyo che. A marmALuM hAsya ApaNane "ativRddhatAne pAmelo e potAne

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2. bhAvanAbedha jaLane ghaDe mUkyo "; "bhajanane svadhAma pahoMcADyA pachI ozIke eka paththara mUkIne te sUte", "bhAI te jevA hatA tevA ne tevA dekhAyA. pote jevAM malina ane aneka jALI-gokhavALAM vastra dhAraNa karyA hatAM tevAM ne tevAM ja vastro zarIra para virAje che." - AnA jevAM aneka vAkyomAM jovA maLe che. nirdeza hAsya veratAM A vAkyo vAMcatAM ApaNuM meM sahaja malakI jAya che. Ama daSTAMtane rasika banAvavAmAM teo saphaLa thayA che. A daSTAMta temanI svataMtra racanA hoya tema lAge che. jaina sUvagraMthomAM te jevA maLatuM nathI.15 azaraNabhAvanA saMsAramAM maraNa samaye jIvane zaraNa ApanAra dharma sivAya bIjuM kaI nathI, tema vicAravuM te azaraNabhAvanA. kartAe saMsAranI azaraNutA batAvatI cAra paMktio upajAti chedamAM ApI teno vizeSArtha gadyamAM samajAvyo che. te pachI saMsArane zaraNarUpa mAnavAthI sadAya azaraNutA ja rahe che, e baMdha ApatuM anAthI muninuM caritra teoe ahIM darzAvyuM che. magadha dezane rAjA zreNika pharatAM pharatAM paMDikukSa nAmanA vanamAM, eka taruNa muni tapa karatA hatA tyAM jaI caDyo. te muninI kAMtithI prabhAvita thavAthI, munie karelA tyAganuM kAraNa jANavAnI jijJAsA thavAthI, zreNike munine te bAbata vinayathI pUchyuM. kAraNamAM munie potAnI anAthatA jaNavI. ethI Azcarya pAmI, keI nAtha na hoya te pote nAtha thaze ema jaNAvI zreNike munine manuSya saMbaMdhI aneka prakAranA bhoga bhegavavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. tenA uttaramAM munie kahyuM ke, "tuM pate anAtha che to mAro nAtha kaI rIte thaIza ?" A uttarathI zreNikane AkuLatA thaI ke , "huM nagara, vana, upavana, suMdara strIo, lakSamI vagerene bhaktA chuM; vaLI aneka nokara, hAthI, azva vagerene mAlika chuM, te huM anAtha kaI rIte !" AthI te vize zreNike munine prazna karyo. A praznanA uttaramAM munie pitAnI anAthatA kaI rIte hatI tenI vAta kahI. muni dhanasaMcaya nAmanA samRddha pitAnA putra hatA. aneka prakAranAM sukha teo mANatA hatA. yuvAvasthAmAM eka vakhate temane AMkhamAM bhayaMkara vedanA utpanna thaI, ane AkhA zarIramAM dAhavaranI asahya vedanA prasarI gaI. A vedanA dUra karavA aneka kuzaLa vedo AvyA, paNa temanAM auSadhathI ArAma tha nahIM; eTaluM ja nahIM, pitAnI saMpatti, mAtAnI mamatA, sahadaranA prayatno ke pativratA patnInI zuzraSA paNa emane vedanAmukta karI 15. A AkhuM dAMta "mekSamALA"nA pATha 4-82mAM "bhikhArIne khedazIrSaka nIce kathArUpe maLe che. ahIM te kathA padyapaMktio, vizapAtha, kathA ane pramANazikSA - e anukramamAM goThavIne Apela che. tyAre "mokSamALA"mAM te ADAavaLA kramamAM maLe che. Ama A AkhI kathA "mokSamALAmAMthI levAI che.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zakyA nahIM, e ja emanuM anAthapaNuM hatuM. ethI saMsArathI teo kheda pAmyA ane vedanAmukti thAya tyAre saMsAratyAga karavAne temaNe nirNaya karyo. daivage e vedanA dUra thatAM sarva choDI AtmasAdhanA mATe teo cAlI nIkaLyA. ane pachI teo AtmA tathA paramAtmAnA nAtha thayA. Ama potAne AtmA ja sukhaduHkhane kartA bhaktA che, te samajAvI saMsAramAM rahelI anAthatA munie zreNikane pratyakSa karI batAvI. sAcI zaraNatA samajyA pachI rAjAe munine bhega mATe karelA AmaMtraNa mATe pazcAttApa karyo ane kSamA yAcI. pachI muninI rajA laIne te potAnA rAjyamAM gayo. "pramANazikSA"mAM zrImadda bodhe che ke A kathA parathI saMsAranI azaraNutA spaSTa thAya che. AtmAe te muninA karatAM anaMta duHkha sahyAM che. paNa sAcuM na samajAyuM hovAne lIdhe. tenAthI chUTAyuM nathI. tema duHkhathI chUTavA zrImad kahe che - "saMsAramAM chavAI rahelI anaMta azaraNutAne tyAga karI satya zaraNarUpa uttama tatvajJAna ane parama suzIlane se. aMte e ja muktinA kAraNarUpa che."16 "uttarAdhyayana" nAmanA jaina sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM AvatI A kathA zrImade ahIM ApI che. A adhyayananA pahelA sADatrIsa ane pAchaLanA be ema kula ogaNacAlIsa zlokamAM apAyelI kathAne saraLa bhAvAnuvAda rUpe temaNe ahIM rajU karI che. ane temAM kyAMka kyAMka thoDuMka pitAnuM kathana umerI tene rasika banAvavAno prayatna karyo che, te temanI zilIne suMdara namUne pUro pADe che. zreNika rAjA pharavA nIkaLe che te vana naMdanavana jevuM ja hatuM, ema eka ja gAthAmAM mULa sUtramAM jaNAvAyuM che. udAharaNa tarIke teno trIjo zleka juo - "nANAdumalayAiNNaM nANApakikhaniseviyaM / nANAkusumasaMchannaM ujjANaM nandaNovamaM // "17 zrImadda e vananuM citrAtmaka varNana karatAM lakhyuM che ke - vananI vicitratA manehAriNI hatI. nAnA prakAranAM tarukuMja tyAM AvI rahyAM hatAM, nAnA prakAranI kemaLa vallikAo ghaTATopa thaI rahI hatI, nAnA prakAranAM paMkhIo AnaMdathI tenuM sevana karatAM hatAM, nAnA prakAranAM pakSIonAM madhurAM gAyana tyAM saMbhaLAtAM hatAM, nAnA prakAranAM phUlathI te vana chavAI rahyuM hatuM, nAnA prakAranAM jaLanAM jharaNuM tyAM vahetAM hatAM, TUMkAmAM sRSTisauMdaryanA pradarzanarUpa hoIne te vana naMdanavananI tulyatA dharAvatuM hatuM. 18 16. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 80. 17. "uttarAdhyayana sUtra", adhyayana ra0, leka 3, pR. 163. 18. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 38.

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2. bhAvanAbedha 135 keTalIka vakhata sUtranA zleka anusAra ja temaNe bhAvArtha Ape che - " homi naho bhayaMtANa bhoge bhuMjAhi saMjayA / mittanAIparivuDo, mANussaM khu mudulahaM // "18 A zloka vize zrImade A pramANe lakhyuM che - kaI nAtha nathI te huM thAuM chuM. he bhayatrANa! tame bhega bhoga. he saMyati! mitra! jJAtie karI durlabha evo tamAro manuSyabhava sulabha karo."20 zreNika rAjAe vanamAM joyelA muni kevA hatA te sUtramAM eka ja zlokamAM darzAvyuM che - " aho vaNo aho rUpaM aho ajjassa somayA / maha yaMtI ma murI mada moje gAyA ! "2 1 te vize kartA svataMtra rIte zeDo vistAra sAdhe che - "ahoA munine kevo addabhuta varNa che ! aho ! enuM kevuM manohara rUpa che ! aho! A AryanI kevI adabhuta saumyatA che! aho ! A kevI vismayakAraka kSamAnA dharanAra che! aho ! AnA aMgathI vairAgyanI kevI uttama phuraNa che ! ahA AnI kevI nirlobhatA jaNAya che! ahA ! A niyati kevuM nirbhaya aprabhutva - namrapAnuM dharAve che! ahA ! enuM bheganuM asaMgapaNuM kevuM sudaDha che!"22 Ama ahIM zrImadda muninA badhA ja guNe ahobhAvathI vyakta kare che, ane te dvArA muninI uttamatAne khyAla ApaNane Ape che. mULa sUtramAM zreNika rAjAne muni eTaluM ja kahe che ke, "tuM pote anAtha che, te mAre nAtha kaI rIte thaIza ?" juo A adhyayanane 12 zloka - "appaNA vi aNAho si seNiyA magahAhivA / 1qnA mAho saMto rasa nAho makSiti || 2 3 A vize bIjA paNa keTalAMka udAharaNe zrImade ahIM umerelAM che. ahIM muni zreNikane kahe che ke - 19. "uttarAdhyayana sUtra", adhyayana 20, loka 11, pR. 16pa. 20. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 38. 21. "uttarAdhyayana sUtra", adhyayana 20, leka 6, pR. 164. 22. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 38. 23. "uttarAdhyayana sUtra", adhyayana 20, loka 12, pR. 165,

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136 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi " are zreNika, magadha dezanA rAjA! tuM pAte anAtha che. te mArA nAtha zu thaIza ? nina te dhanADhaya kacAMthI banAve ? abudha te buddhidAna kathAMthI Ape ? ajJa te vidvattA kathAMthI de? vadhyA te saMtAna kathAMthI Ape? jyAre tu. peAte anAtha che. tyAre mArA nAtha kayAMthI thaIza ? 24 Ama virAdha dvArA temaNe kathananI sacATatA ANI che. Ama jyAM jayAM zakayatA jaNAI tyAM tyAM peAtAnI viziSTa zailIthI kartAe kathAne vadhu asarakAraka banAvI che. A kathA vAMcIe chIe tyAre kayAMye evI chApa nathI paDatI ke te keAIkane AdhArita che, balke te svataMtra hAya e ja rasathI ApaNe vAMcI zakIe chIe. dhArI asara upajAvavA mATe temaNe kakyAreka betraNa zleAkanA bhAvArtha sAthe lIdhA che, ta kacAreka eka zlAkanAM paNa traNa-cAra nAnAM nAnAM vAkayo racI peAtAnu kAma sAdhyu che. Ama mULa sUtrathI gheADI chUTa temaNe lIdhI che, paNa te ceAgya thayuM che ema lAgyA vinA rahetuM nathI. vaLI, zrImanI icchA anuvAda karavAnI naheAtI ja, paNa temanA hetu sAmAnya janane vAMcavI game tevI rIte kathAne mUkavAnA hatA; te hetu ahI pUrNa thayelA ApaNe joI e chIe. munitvanA niyamA kharAkhara na pALavA, jyAtiSavidyA, lakSaNavidyA Adi meLavelI vidyAnA durupayeAga karavA e badhAM anAthIpaNAnAM khIjI jAtanAM lakSaNeA lagabhaga aDhAra zleAkamAM te adhyayanamAM ApyAM che. paNa ahIM te binajarUrI lAgatAM cheADI daI, peAtAne hetu pUrNa thatA lAgyA tyAM ja kartAe kathA pUrNa karI che. e rIte vArtA' aucitya jALavavAnI temanI zakti ane kalArucinA paNa ApaNane khyAla Ave che. ahI tee pahelI bhAvanA anusAra ja puSpikA Ape che.25 ekatvabhAvanA A AtmA ekalA ja che. te ekalA AvyA che ane ekalA javAnA che. teNe karelAM kama te ekale ja lAgavavAnA che, ema ciMtavavuM te ekatvabhAvanA. upajAti cha'danI cAra paktimAM A bhAva samajAvI tenA vizeSA zrImadde gadyamAM ApyA che. A bhAvanAnA dRSTAMtamAM zrImadde mithileza mirAja ane zakrendre devane sA~vAda ApyA che. namirAja ekatva siddha thatAM badhuM cheADI nagara bahAra muniveze tapa karatA hatA. temanI parIkSA karavAnI icchAthI zadra deva viprarUpe temanI pAse Ave che ane peAtAnuM kA zarU kare che. rAjAnI dIkSAthI AkhuM nagara zeAkamaya banyuM hatuM, te zAka dUra karavA dIkSA cc 24. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 38. 25. A bhAvanA " meAkSamALA ''mAMthI levAI che. jue pATha 5, 6, 7. A bhAvanAnI tathA tenA vizeSAtha navAM racAyelAM che, te sivAyanuM sarva " meAkSamALA ''mAMthI padyapa kti levAyela che.

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2. bhAganAmeAdha cheDavA viSe rAjAne kahyuM. rAjAe potAnuM ekatva jaNAvI temAM saMmati na ApI. tethI nagaramAM karavAnAM adhUrAM rahI gayelAM kArya pUrNa karavA javA teNe kahyuM. te mATe paNa rAjAnI e vRtti rahetAM sa'sAranA jAtajAtanA bhAga bhAgavyA pachI dIkSA levAnuM deve rAjAne kahyuM. Ama aneka prakAranAM pralAbhanA sAme rAjA peAtAnA ekatva mATe makkama ja rahyA. ane aMte jaNAvI dIdhuM ke, " huM ekalA ja chuM. mane keAI sukhI ke duHkhI karI zake tema nathI. tema huM paNa koIne sukhI ke duHkhI karI zakuM tema nathI, saune peAtAnAM karmAnusAra phaLa bhAgavavAM paDe che. A badhAM karmo vadhAranArAM kAryo mATe hu' uttama ekatvathI keAI kALe caLanAra nathI ". rAjAnI A jAtanI aDagatA joI deve prasanna thaI potAnu svarUpa pragaTa karyuM, ane rAjAne AziSa ApI tee pAtAnA sthAne gayA. (6 ,, pramANazikSA " mAM zrImad namirAjanI vairAgya jALavI rAkhavA badala prazaMsA karI che. ane je prasaMgathI rAjAne ekatva siddha thayuM te prasaMga paNa ApyA che. aneka prakAranAM sukhamAM virAjatA namirAjane asahya vedanA ApatA dAhavara nAmanA vyAdhi thayA. aneka kuzaLa vaidyanAM auSadho e vyAdhi zamAvavAmAM niSphaLa gayAM. te vakhate eka mahAkuzaLa vaidanI sUcanA anusAra malayaMgara caMdananA lepa karavAnu' nakkI thatAM, sava rANIo caMdana ghasavA lAgI. caMdana ghasatI vakhate rANIoe paherelAM hAthamAMnAM kaMkaNA ekabIjA sAthe athaDAI khUba avAja karavA lAgyAM. rAganI pIDAmAM e avAja asahya lAgatAM, mirAje caMdana ghasavAnuM baMdha karavA jaNAvyuM. te avAja zAMta karavA rANIoe hAthamAM ekeka ja kakaNa rAkhI, bAkInAM kADhI nAkhI caMdana ghasavAnuM' cAlu rAkhyu.. avAja kaI rIte badha thayA te bAbate rAjAe pUchatAM javAba maLyA ke hAthamAM ekeka ja kaMkaNa hAvAthI avAja thatA nathI. A sAMbhaLatAM rAjAnA cittamAM vicAraNA udaya pAmI ane temAMthI tene ekatva siddha thayuM. rAjAe peAtAnA AtmAne jaNAvyuM ke, " ahA cetana ! tuM mAna ke tArI ekatvamAM ja siddhi che, vadhAre maLavAthI vadhAre upAdhi che. sa'sAramAM anata AtmAnA saMbaMdhamAM tAre upAdhi bhAgavavAnu. zu avazya che? teneA tyAga kara ane ekatvamAM praveza kara. jo ! A kaNa have khaLabhaLATa vinA kevI uttama zAMtimAM rame che ! aneka hatAM tyAre te kevI azAMti bhAgavatuM hatuM! tevI ja rIte tuM paNa ka"kaNurUpa che. te kakaNunI peThe tuM jyAM sudhI snehI kuTu'khIrUpI ka'kaNu-samudAyamAM paDaco rahIza tyAM sudhI bhavarUpI khaLabhaLATa sevana karavA paDaze, ane jo A kaMkaNanI vartamAna sthitinI peThe ekatvane ArAdhIza tA siddhagatirUpI mahA pavitra zAMti pAmIza.26 A rIte namirAje vairAgya pAmI dAhavarathI mukta thaI, pravajyA aMgIkAra karI. A AkhA prazna...ga zrImadde nIcenI cAra yaktiomAM ApyA cheH-~ 18 8 rANI sarva maLI sucaMdana ghasI, ne carcavAmAM hatI, bhUyo tyAM kakaLATa karyAMkaNa taNA, zrotI nami bhUpati; 26. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 43. cr 137

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138 eka prasaMgane varNavyA pachI tene eka ja kaDImAM rajU karI devAnI zrImanI zaktinA paricaya ApaNane ahIM thAya che. prasaMgane anurUpa padyaracanA karavAnI zailI ahIM jovA maLe che. sAthe sAthe A 5ktionA vizeSA paNa temaNe ApyA che. ane te pachI AgaLanI bhAvanA anusAra puSTikA ApI e bhAvanAnuM Alekhana pUrNa karyuM che. savAde paNa iMdrathI dRDha rahyo, ekatva sAcuM karyuM', evA e mithilezanu' rita A, saMpUrNa atre thayu."27 mirAja ane zakreDadranA sa`vAda zrImadde " uttarAdhyayana sUtra 'nA navamA adhyayanamAMthI lAdhelA che. te sa`vAdamAM temaNe vAkayaracanAmAM pUratI chUTa lIdhI che. kacAreka betraNa zleAka sAthe laI bhAvAtha ApyA che, te kayAreka eka leAkanA paNa etraNa vibhAga karI saraLatA ANI che. paraMtu lagabhaga teA mULa anusAra ja sa*vAda lIdhA che. A rIte mULa sUtramAMnu adhyAhAra hAya te spaSTa karIne, saraLa bhASA vAparIne saMvAdane rasaprada khanAvavAnA temanA prayatna jaNAI AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. vaLI kacAreka mULa zlAka jarA vistArathI rajU karyAM hAya tema paNa jevA maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke " uttarAdhyayana "mAM eka zlAka A pramANe cheH-- zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi te vize zrImad A pramANe lakhyuM che H~~ "dasa lAkha subhaTone saMgrAmane vize jItavA e durlabha gaNAya che; tApaNu evA vijaya karanArA puruSA aneka maLI Ave, paNa eka svAtmAne jItanAra maLanAra anata duCbha che. te dasa lAkha subhaTathI vijaya meLavanAra karatAM eka svAtmAne jItanAra paramAtkRSTa che. "29 '' " jo sahassaM sahassANaM saMgAme dujjao jiNe / evaM nimena mALa esa sevaramo no ||'28 kacAreka leAkanA pUrvArdhanA ja bhAvArtha levAyeA che. udAharaNa tarIke mULa zlAka A pramANe che H---- tene mATe zrImad lakhe che ke -- "appANameva jujjhAhi ki tejujjhaNa brajaleo / apaNAmevamappANa jiNittA mumaitre || '30 27. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 43. tr 28. . " uttarAyana sUtra", adhyayana 9, zlAka 34, pR. 60. 29. zrImad rAjacaMdra'', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 41. " uttarAdhyayana sUtra", adhyayana 9, zlAka 35, pR. 60. 31, zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 41, 30. 66 AtmA sa'ghAte yuddha karavu' ucita che. bahira yuddhanu zuM prayeAjana che ? '31

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2. bhAvanAbedha ATaluM ja lakhI te pachInA kSeka vize teo lakhe che. AmAM kayAMya zabdazaH bhASAMtara jovA maLatuM nathI, zlokane bhAvArtha laI saMvAdarUpe rajU karavAnuM ja temaNe cagya mAnyuM che. e mATe ghaNI jagyAe adhyAhAra rahelI vastu kartAe spaSTa karI che. sUtranA sAtamAM lokamAM deva nagaranA zAkanuM kAraNa rAjAne pUche che - " kiNNu bho ajja mihilA kolAhasaMkulA / muvvaMti dAruNA sadA pAsAasu gihesu ya // "32 "bhAvanAbegha"mAM deva A pramANe kahe che, "he rAjA ! mithilAnagarIne vize Aje prabala kelAhala vyApI rahyo che, hRdayane ane manane udvegakArI vilApanA zabdothI rAjamaMdira ane sAmAnya ghara chavAI gayAM che. mAtra tArI dIkSA e ja e saghaLAnA duHkhane hetu che. paranA AtmAne je duHkha ApaNAthI utpanna thAya te dukha saMsAra-paribhramaNa kAraNa gaNune tuM tyAM jA, bheLe na thA."33 Ama ahI joI zakAze ke vastune spaSTa karavA teo sArI evI chUTa le che, ane vistAra sAdhe che. kayAreka traNa-cAra zloka saMkSepamAM paNa ApatA hoya evo prasaMga paNa jovA maLe che. dAkhalA tarIke 9mA adhyayananA 14, 15, ane 16 e traNa zlokane teo cAra lITImAM badho bhAvArtha samajAvI zlekanI ekatA sAdhe che : "suhaM vasAmo jIvAmo jesi mo natthi kiMcaNa / mihilA DajjhamANI na me Dasai kiMcaNa / / "cattaputtakalattassa NivvAvArassa bhikkhuNo / piyaM na vijaI kiMci appiyaM pi Na vijaI / / " bahuM khu muNiNo bhadaM agagArassa bhikkhuNo / savvao vippamukkassa agaMtamaNupassao / / "34 AnI sAthe sarakhAve namirAjanuM kathana, "he vipra! mithilAnagarInA, te attaranA ane te maMdiranA dAjhavAthI mAruM kaMI paNa dAjhatuM nathI; jema sutpatti che tema vartu chuM. e maMdirAdikamAM mAruM apamAtra paNa nathI, meM putra strI AdikanA vyavahArane chAMDyo che. mane emAMnuM kaMI priya nathI, ane apriya paNa nathI."35 A jAtanuM anya udAharaNa "uttarAdhyayana sUtra"nA lmA adhyayananA 18thI 22 sudhInA zloke viSe maLe che. temAM paNa je rIte vAkyaracanA bese te rIte temaNe zlokanI bheLaseLa karI che. A rIte mULa karatAM judI rIte lakhatAM kyAreka teo svataMtra umeraNa paNa 32. "uttarAdhyayana sUra", adhyayana 9, zloka 7, pR. 55. 33. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 40, 34. "uttayana sUtra", adhyayana 9, bleka 14, 15, 16, pR. 56. 35. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 41.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi kare che. rAjA devane bhega vagere mATe baMdha na ApavA kahe che tyAre me bhAga svataMtra racAyela maLe che, mAruM hRdaya keI kALe caLanAra nathI, e mithyA mehinImAM abhiruci dharAvanAra nathI. jANI joIne vibhramamAM keNa paDe? huM mArA amRta jevA vairAgyane madhura rasa apriya karI e jherane priya karavA mithilAmAM AvanAra nathI."3 6 Ama aneka rIte mULamAM pheraphAra karyA pachI saMvAdanI rajUAta karI che, te parathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke temaNe saMvAdanI racanAmAM mULa sUtrano AdhAra lIdho che, paNa anuvAda karyo nathI. pramANazikSAmAM Apele namirAjanI ekatvasiddhino prasaMga bhadrabAhakRta "uttara niryukti"nI gAthA 264thI ra79mAM jovA maLe che. paNa te prasaMganI rajUAta temanA pitAnA ja zabdomAM thayelI che. ethI e kathAmAM paNa kayAreka hAsyarasa DakiyAM karI ja dekhAya che. dAkhalA tarIke, "auSadha mAtra dAhavaranAM hitaiSI thatAM gayAM. keI auSadha evuM na maLyuM ke jene dAhajavarathI kicit paNa dveSa hoya. nipuNa vaido kAyara thayA, ane rAjezvara paNa e mahAvyAdhithI kaMTALo pAmI gayA.3 7 A AkhI bhAvanA vAMcIe tyAre maulika bhAvanA vAMcatA hoIe evI chApa ApaNuM para paDe che, kayAMyathI AdhArita vastu lIdhI hoya tevuM lAgatuM nathI. A vastu zAstrokta prasaMgane AtmasAt karavAnI zrImadanI zaktino paricaya ApaNane Ape che. anyatvabhAvanA zarIra, strI, putra, kuTuMba, lakSmI, vaibhava vageremAMthI kazuM ja pitAnuM nathI. emAM rahelA meha ajJAnapaNAne che. te sarvane anya mAnavAM te anyatvabhAvanA. zArdUlavikrIDita chedanI cAra paMktiomAM e bhAvanA samajAvI teno vizeSArtha gadyamAM Ape che. arIsAbhavanamAM bharata cakravatIne anyatvabhAvanA vicAratAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM, te dRSTAMta A bhAvanA viSe apAyuM che. cakavartInI riddhisiddhi mANatAM bharatezvara eka vakhata arIsAbhavanamAM beThA hatA te vakhate temanI eka AMgaLImAMthI vITI nIkaLI gaI. pariNAme AMgaLI aDavI dekhAI. tenuM kAraNa vicAratAM vIMTInuM nIkaLI javuM e kAraNa samajAyuM. e pachI bIjI AMgaLInI vIMTI kADhatAM e vAta vadhAre pramANabhUta lAgI. e parathI bharatarAjAne eka vicAradhArA utpanna thaI ane vairAgya Avye, pariNAme temane kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM. bharatarAjAne utpanna thayelI vicAradhArA zrImade kuzaLatApUrvaka ane tarkabaddha rIte rajU 36. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 42. 37. ejana, pR. 43.

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2. bhAvanAbadha " ahAhA ! kevI vicitratA che ke bhUmimAMthI utpanna thayelI vastune TIpIne kuzaLatAthI ghaDavAthI mudrikA banI, e mudrikA vaDe mArI AMgaLI suMdara dekhAI, e AMgaLImAMthI mudrikA nIkaLI paDatAM ethI viparIta dekhAva dvIdhA, viparIta dekhAvathI azAbhyatA ane aDavApaNu khedarUpa thayuM. azAbhya jaNAvAnuM kAraNa mAtra vITI nahI e ja yuM ke ? jo vITI hAta teA evI azAbhA huM na jota. e mudrikA vaDe mArI A AMgaLI zAbhA pAmI, e AMgaLI vaDe A hAtha thAbhe che, ane e hAtha vaDe A zarIra zAbhA pAme che. tyAre emAM huM zAbhA kAnI gaNuM ? ati vismayatA ! mArI A manAtI manahara kAMtine vizeSa dIsa karanAra te maNimANikathAdinA alaMkAro ane raMgaberagI vastro TharyAM, e kAMti mArI tvacAnI zelA TharI, e tvacA zarIranI guptatA DhAMkI suMdaratA dekhADe che. ahAhA! A mahAviparItatA che! je zarIrane huM mAruM mAnuM chuM te mAtra tvacA vaDe, te tvacA kAMti vaDe, ane te kAMti vAla`kAra vaDe zAle che, tyAre zuM mArA zarIranI kaI zeAbhA ja nahi ke ? rudhira, mAMsa ane hADakAMnA ja kevaLa e mALA ke? ane e mALA te hu kevaLa mAruM mAnu chuM! kevI bhUla ? kevI bhramaNA ? ane kevI vicitratA ? kevaLa huM parapuddagalanI zAbhAthI zANuM chuM. keAIthI ramaNiktA dharAvatuM zarIra te mAre mAruM kema mAnavuM? ane kadApi ema mAnIne huM emAM mamatvabhAva rAkhu paNa kevaLa duHkhaprada ane vRthA che. A mArA AtmAnA e zarIrathI eka kALe viyeAga che. AtmA jyAre mIMjA dehane dhAraNa karavA paravaraze tyAre A deha ahI rahevAmAM kAI zakA nathI. e kAyA mArI na thaI ane nahIM thAya tyAre huM ene mArI mAnuM chuM te kevaLa mUrkhatA che. jenA eka kALe viyeAga thavAnA che, ane je kevaLa anyabhAva dharAve che temAM mamavapaNu, zuM rAkhavuM? A jyAre mArI thatI nathI, tyAre mAre enA thavuM zu' ucita che ? nahIM, nahIM. e jyAre mArI nahIM, tyAre huM enA nahI", ema vicAruM, dRDha karu ane pravartana karu', ema vivekabuddhinu tAtparya che... e putra, e mitra, e kalatra, e vaibhava ane e lakSmIne mAre mArAM mAnavAM ja nathI ! huM enA nahI' ane e mArAM nahI...! puNyAdika sAdhIne meM je je vastu prApta karI te te vastu mArI na thaI, e jevuM sa`sAramAM kayu* khedamaya che ? mArAM ugra puNyatvanu' phaLa A ja ke ?.. e putraneA, e pramadAnA, e rAjavaibhavanA ane e vAhanAdika sukhanA mAre kaze anurAga nathI ! mamatva nathI.'38 te A rIte bharatezvare saMsAranu` mithyAtva joyuM, ane anyabhAva vicArI sAcuM jJAna pAmyA. zrImadde pramANazikSA "mAM paNa te ja samajAvyu che. tyAra pachI AkhI kathAnA sAra e padyapaktimAM ApI, vizeSA ApI, puSpikA lakhI temaNe A bhAvanA pUrNa karI che. zArdUlavikrIDitamAM ApelI cAra paktimAM kathAnA sAra ane uddeza baMne AvI jAya che. jue te puktio 38. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 45.

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zrImadunI jIvanasiddhi "dekhI AMgaLI Apa eka aDavI, vairAgya vege gayA, chAMDI rAjasamAjane ' bharatajI, kaivalyajJAnI thayA; cothuM citra pavitra e ja carite, pAmyuM ahIM pUrNatA, jJAnInAM mana teha raMjana karo, vairAgya bhAve yathA.39 A prakAranI paMktio ApaNane ekavabhAvanA vize paNa maLe che. bharata cakravatI prathama tIrthakara RSabhadevanA putra ane pahelA cakavatI hatA. temanI kathA aneka AcAryoe lakhI che. te badhI kathAo bharatezvarane arIsAbhuvanamAM jJAna UpajyuM hatuM tema jaNAve che. paNa te mATenA nimitta vize be kathA-paraMparA jovA maLe cheH eka paraMparA anusAra, AMgaLImAMthI vITI nIkaLI paDavI te jJAnanI utpatti mATe nimitta hatuM, bIjI paraMparA anusAra temane kapALamAM karacalI jovA maLI hatI, tethI zarIranI anityatA jANe vairAgya utpana thayA hatA. digaMbara jaina saMghanA zrI ratnAkara varNanA "bharatezavaibhava"mAM tathA bIjI keTalIka kathAomAM kapALanI karacalIne nimitta batAvavAmAM Avela che, tyAre zvetAMbara jaina saMghanA kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya temanA "triSaSTi zalAkA puruSacaritra"mAM ane bIjA keTalAka AcAryoe temanI kathAmAM AMgaLImAMthI mudrAnuM nIkaLI paDavuM, te nimitta batAvela che. zrImade bharata cakavatanI kathAno ahIM Apelo bhAga "triSaSTi zalAkApuruSacaritranA pahelA parvanA chaThThA sarganA aMtabhAga uparathI lIdhe lAge che. tethI mudrAne prasaMga Apela che. mukhya prasaMga e kathA anusAra varNave che. paNa tene rajU to karyo che potAnI ja rIte. tethI ja te vizenI suMdara vicAraNA tathA cakravatIno vaibhava temaNe eka saLaMga dIrgha vAkyamAM rajU karyA che. kathAnI zarUAtamAM e vaibhavanuM varNana ApyuM che. A varNana saMskRta paddhati anusAra che. A varNana teo lagabhaga doDha pAnA jeTaluM lAMbuM, paNa saraLa bhASAmAM vAkya racIne, kare che. temanI zailInA eka suMdara namUnA tarIke e jevuM ucita che - jenI azvazALAmAM ramaNIya, catura ane aneka prakAranA tejI azvanA samUha zobhatA hatA, jenI gaja zALAmAM aneka jAtinA madonmatta hastIo jhalI rahyA hatA, jenA aMtapuramAM navayauvana sukumArikA ane mugdhA strIo sahasragame virAjI rahI hatI, jenA dhananidhimAM caMcaLA e upamAthI oLakhelI samudranI putrI lakSamI sthirarUpa thaI hatI, jenI AjJAne devadevAMganAo adhIna thaIne mukuTa para caDAvI rahyAM hatAM; jene prAzana karavAne mATe nAnAM prakAranAM SaTrasa bhejano paLe paLe nirmita thatAM hatAM, jenA kamaLa karNanA vilAsane mATe jhINAM ane madhurasvarI gAyane karanArI vArAMganAo tatpara hatI; jene nirIkSaNa karavA mATe aneka prakAranAM nATaceTaka hatAM, jenI yazakIti vAyurUpe prasarI jaI AkAza jevI vyApta hatI, jenA zatruone sukhathI zayana karavAno vakhata Avyo na hata; athavA jenA verInI 39. "zrImad rAjacaMdra, agAsa AvRtti 1, 5 46.

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2. bhAvanAbodha 143 vanitAonAM nayanomAMthI sadaiva AMsu TapakatAM hatAM, jenAthI koI zatruvaTa dAkhavavA te samartha nahatuM, paNa sAmA nirdoSatAthI AMgaLI ciMdhavAye koI samartha nahotuM; jenI samakSa aneka maMtrIonA samudAya tenI kRpAnI nimaMtraNuM karatA hatA, jenAM rUpa, kAMti ane saudarya e manahAraka hatAM, jene aMge mahAna baLa, vIrya, zakti ane ugra parAkrama UchaLatAM hatAM; kIDA karavAne mATe jene mahAsugaMdhImaya bAgabagIcA ane vane pavana hatAM, jene tyAM pradhAna kuLadIpaka putranA samudAya hatA, jenI sevAmAM lAkhe game anucara sajja thaI UbhA rahetA hatA, je puruSa jyAM jyAM praveza karate tyAM tyAM khamA, khamA, kaMcanaphUla ane mauktikanA thALathI vadhAvAto hato, jenA kuMkumavarNa pAdapaMkajane sparza karavAne IMdra jevA paNa talasI rahetA hatA, jenI AyudhazALAmAM mahA yazemAna divya cakanI utpatti thaI hatI, jene tyAM sAmrAjyane akhaMDa dIpaka prakAzamAna hato, jene zire mahAna cha khaMDanI prabhutAno tejasvI ane caLakATamAna mukuTa virAjita hato, kahevAno hetu ke jenAM daLa, jenAM nagarapurapATaNano, jenA vibhavane ane jenA vilAsano saMsAra saMbaMdhe koI paNa prakAre nyUnabhAva nahote evo te zrImAna rAjarAjezvara bhArata potAnA suMdara Adarza bhuvanamAM vastrAbhUSaNathI vibhUSita thaI manohara siMhAsana para beTho hato.40 bharata rAjAnAM zarIra, aMtaHpura, putraparivAra, sanya, maMtrI, nokara Adi anekanI bAbatamAM bhAratane vaibhava jaNAvatAM A vAkayamAM pratyeka vastu anukULa hatI, ane kaI paNa vastu pratikULa nahotI te ja zrImadda bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. duniyAnI uttama gaNAtI pratyeka vastuno bhegavaTe karavAne lahA bhAratarAjAne hato, chatAM te sarva choDIne bhArate virAgya dhAraNa karyo te, AtmAnuM sukha bIjAM bhautika sukho karatAM aneka gaNuM caDiyAtuM hovuM joIe tenuM pratipAdana karavA zrImade A vAkyanI racanA karI jaNAya che. azucibhAvanA zarIra te apavitra che, aneka rega tathA jarAnuM dhAma che, maLamUtranI khANa che, te zarIrathI huM judo chuM, ema vicAravuM te azucibhAvanA. A bhAvanA vize gItinI be padyapaMkti ApIne temaNe tatpazcAta, tene vizeSArtha rajU karyo che. azucimaya kAyAmAM thoDuM paNa mAna karatAM kevI paristhiti utpanna thAya che te batAvatuM sanakumAra cakravatInuM citra ApyuM che. bharata cakravatI' jevI ja riddhisiddhi sanarakamArane hatI ema jaNAvI kathAno prAraMbha temaNe karyo che. bharata cakravatInA vaibhavanuM nirUpaNa AgaLa AvI gayuM hovAthI zrImade A kathAmAM sagavaDa khAtara tevA varNananuM punarAvartana karyuM nathI, kAraNa ke zrImaddanuM lakSa vAcakane rAcatA karavAne badale tattvane parAmarza karatA karavAnuM hatuM. 40 "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 44.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi sanaskumAranAM varNa ane rUpa anupama hatAM. temanA rUpanI stuti sAMbhaLIne te pratyakSa jevAnI IcchAthI be deva brAhmaNurUpe temanI pAse gayA. teo sanaskumAra pAse AvyA tyAre sanaskumAra snAna karavAnI taiyArImAM hatA, tethI temane deha kheLabharyo hato, tema chatAM temanI kAMti joI deva khUba prasanna thayA. A prasannatAthI mAna dhArI sanaskumAre jaNAvyuM ke, rAjasabhAmAM vastrAlaMkAra dhAraNa karIne huM besuM chuM te vakhatanI mArI kAMti AnA karatAM ghaNuM vizeSa hoya che, mATe te jovA Avaje. brAhmaNe hA kahI vidAya thayA. pachI rAjasabhAne samaye teo sanakumAra pAse AvyA. te vakhate rAjAnI kAyA joIne deva vizeSa AnaMda pAmavAne badale kheda pAmyA hoya tema thayuM. sanaskumAre tenuM kAraNa pUchatAM te brAhmaNa rUpI devoe jaNAvyuM ke, te samayanI tamArI amRtatulya kAyA atyAre jherarUpa banI gaI che, tethI amane kheda thayo. A vidhAnanI parIkSA karavA tAMbula ghUMkI te para mAkhI besavA dIdhI, te mAkhI marI gaI. tethI brAhmaNanA kathananI satyatA sAbita thaI. pUrva karmano mada sAthe yoga thatAM rAjAnI kAyA jheramaya thaI gaI hatI. kAyAno A prapaca joI sanaskumArane vairAgya Avyo. A vairAgya dRDha thatAM teo saMsArano tyAga karI sAdhurUpe vicAravA lAgyA. e vakhate eka bIjA mahAroganI temanA zarIramAM utpatti thaI. te vakhate temanA vairAgyanI parIkSA karavAnA hetuthI eka deva viprarUpe temanI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke, "huM bahu kuzaLa vaidya chuM, lA tamAre roga maTADI dauM." tenA pratyuttaramAM sAdhue jaNAvyuM ke, "karmarega e mahA kharAba roga che, te maTADI zake te maTADI Ape, nahitara A roga bhale rahyo." deve kahyuM, "e rega TALavAnI mArI samarthatA nathI." te pachI sAdhue pitAnI ladhinA baLa vaDe te rogano nAza karyo. AthI prasanna thaI deve potAnuM svarUpa pragaTa karyuM ane sAdhunA guNagrAma gAI pitAne sthAnake gayA. je kAyA aneka roganuM utpattisthAna che, temAM mAyA na karavA zrImade "pramANazikSA "mAM jaNAvyuM che. e mAyA kaSTadAyaka che ema jaNAvyA pachI teo lakhe che - "Ama chatAM paNa AgaLa upara manuSyadehane sarvadehattama kahe paDaze. enAthI siddhagatinI siddhi che ema kahevAnuM che. tyAM AgaLa nizaMka thavA mATe ahIM nAmamAtra vyAkhyAna ApyuM che. 41 A traNa paMktio lakhavAnuM prajana spaSTa che. ahIM mAnavadehane azucimaya batAvavAmAM Avye che, ane bIjI jagyAe e ja dehane sarva dehattama kahe te zaMkA ja thAya ke baMne vidhAnamAM bhinnatA kema ? tenA samAdhAnarUpe apekSAthI e baMne samajAvAyAM che. kharekhara te mAnavadeha azucimaya che, temAM mAyA karavA jevuM che nahi, paNa te dvArA ja jIva mukti prApta karI zake che, tethI te sarvadehattama paNa che. A AtmAne vikAsa 41. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 48.

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2. bhAvanAbedha 145 karavAnAM sAdhano, te mATe joItI vivekabuddhi mAtra manuSyadehamAM ja maLe che, tethI te deha e apekSAe ghaNuM mahatvanuM banI jAya che. eTale ekAMte nirNaya le ucita nathI. A uparAMta "pramANazikSAmAM teo e paNa jaNAve che ke mAnavadeha- eTale ke be AMkha, be kAna vagere ane sAthe deha - pAma te ja pUratuM nathI. temAM sAthe sAthe jene lIdhe mAnavapaNuM uttama manAyuM che te vivekabuddhine udaya paNa hovo joIe. e viveka-vicAra vinAno mANasa, mANasa nahi paNa mAnavarUpe pazu ja che. viveka dvArA muktinA paMthe jaI zakAya che, ane e paMthamAM praveza thAya te ja mAnavabhavanI saphaLatA che. nahitara e bhava eLe gaye ja samajo. A parathI samajavAnuM che ke azucimaya kAyA vivekabuddhi hoya te anya apekSAe uttama banI zake che. Ama mAnavadehanI upayogitA samajAvI, AgaLa anusAra puSpikA ApI zrImad bhAvanA pUrNa kare che. A kathA kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcArya racita "triSaSTIzalAkApuruSacaritra"nA cothA parvanA sAtamA sargamAM maLe che. bAra cakravatIomAM sanaskumAra cothA cakravatI hatA. hemacaMdrAcAryanI kathA ane A kathAmAM eka taphAvata jovA maLe che. hemacaMdrAcArye ApelI kathAmAM sanaskumAranI kAyA vRddha banI jAya che tethI kheda pAmI teo vairAgya svIkAre che. ane "bhAvanAbedha"mAM sanakumAranI kAyA jheramaya banI jAya che tethI kAyAne A prapaMca joI teo vairAgya svIkAre che. tethI A kathA zrImade "uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 18mA adhyayananI 37mI gAthAnI TIkAmAMthI lIdhI hoya te vizeSa saMbhavita lAge che, jyAMthI temaNe bIjI kathAo paNa lIdhI che. nivRttibAdha- saMsArabhAvanA anaMta kALathI jIva paribhramaNa karyA kare che, te paribhramaNathI huM kyAre chuTIza? saMsAra mAro nathI, huM te mokSamaya chuM - A jAtanuM ciMtana karavuM te saMsArabhAvanA. A saMsArathI nivRtti levAno bedha ahI rahelo che, tethI tene "nivRttibodha" tarIke oLakhAvI che te yogya che. ahIM lekhake harigItanI cAra paMktimAM saMsArathI nivRtta thavAne baMdha ApI tene vizeSArtha samajAvyo che. A saMsAra keTalo dukhamaya che tenA daSTAMtarUpe mRgAputra ane tenAM mAtApitA vacceno saMvAda, je saMsAranI asAratA batAve che te, lekhake Ape che. khUba sukhacenamAM UcharatA mRgAputrane keAI muninAM darzana thatAM jAtismaraNajJAna thAya che, tethI pUrve ArAdhe saMyama dhAraNa karavAnI temanI IcchA prabaLa bane che, ane teo saMyama grahaNa karavA mATe temanAM mAtApitAnI AjJA mAge che. te vakhate mAtApitA saMyamamAM keTalI muzakelI tathA dAkha rahelAM che, te tathA saMsAramAM kevuM sukha raheluM che tenuM varNana mRgAputra pAse kare che. tenA 19

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi uttaramAM saMyamanAM duHkhe karatAM anaMta gaNuM duHkha jIve saMsAramAM bhogavyuM che, te mRgAputra vistArathI batAve che. A badhAM duHkhemAM mukhyatve narakanAM duHkha varNavelAM che. tenI sAthe sAthe saMsAranA sukhathI anaMta gANuM sukha saMyamamAM raheluM che, te paNa teo batAve che. aMtamAM mRgAputra mAtApitAnI rajA maLatAM nigraMtha muni thaI tapa karI anaMta sukha ApanAra mokSa pAme che. ahI Apela saMvAda vairAgyasabhara che. jIve kaI kaI jAtanAM duHkha veThayAM che, tene vicAra karatAM paNa kamakamAM AvI jAya tevuM che. pApa karatI vakhate jIva vicArato nathI ke te bhegavavAM keTalAM AkarAM paDaze, paNa bhagavatI vakhate kevI pIDA thAya che te mRgAputranA ja zabdomAM joIe - caturgatirUpa saMsArATavImAM bhamatAM ati raudra duHkhe meM bhagavyAM che. he gurujane ! manuSya-lokamAM je agni ati uSNa manAya che, te agnithI anaMta gaNI uSNa tApavedanA narakane viSe A AtmAe bhegavI che. manuSyalokamAM je TADha ati zItaLa manAI che, e TADhathI anaMta gaNa TADha narakane vize azAtAe A AtmAe bhegavI che. lehamaya bhAjana, tene viSe UMcA paga bAMdhI nIcuM mastaka karIne devatAo vaikriya karelA dhuvAMkuvAM, baLatA agnimAM AkraMda karatAM, A AtmAe ayugra duHkha bhagavyAM che. mahAdavanA agni jevA maru dezamAM jevI veLu che te veLu jevI vAmaya veLu kadaMba nAme nadInI veLu che, te sarakhI uSNa veLune viSe mArA A AtmAne anaMta vAra banyA che."42 paravazatAthI mRganI peThe anaMta vAra pAzamAM huM sapaDAyo hato. paramAdhAmIe mane magara-maracharUpe jALa nAkhI anaMta veLA duHkha ApyuM hatuM. siMcANurUpe paMkhInI peThe jALamAM bAMdhI anaMta vAra mane hayA hatA. pharazI ItyAdika zastrathI karIne mane anaMta vAra vRkSanI peThe phUTIne mArA sUkSma cheda karyA hatA. muddagarAdika prahAra vatI lehakAra jema lehane TIpe tema mane pUrvakALe paramAdhAmIoe anaMta vAra TIkhyo hate. tAMba, loDhuM, ane sIsuM agnithI gALI teno kaLakaLato rasa mane anaMta vAra pAyo hato. arti raudratAthI te paramAdhAmIo mane ema kahetA hatA ke pUrvabhavamAM tane mAMsa priya hatuM te le A mAMsa, ema mArA zarIranA khaMDa khaMDa kaTakA meM anatI vAra gaLyA hatA. madyanI vallabhatA mATe paNa ethI kaMI ochuM duHkha paDayuM nahotuM. ema meM mahAbhayathI, mahAtrAsathI ane mahAduHkhathI kaMpAyamAna kAyAe karI anaMta vedanA bhogavI hatI. jevI vedanA manuSyalakamAM che tevI dekhAtI paNa tethI anaMta gaNI adhika aMzAtA vedanI narakane vize rahI hatI. sarva bhavane viSe azAtA vedanI meM bhagavI che. meSAnameSa mAtra paNa tyAM zAtA nathI."43 je saMsAramAM ATaATaluM duHkha raheluM che, tenAthI te sarvathI chUTavuM ja yogya che, tevo, saMsArathI nivRtta thavAne bedha mRgAputranuM caritra kare che. sAdhupaNAmAM te bAhya dukha 42, "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 51. 43. ejana, pR. para.

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2. bhAvanAbedha che, paNa aMtaranI zAMti hoya che, paraMtu saMsAramAM baMne rIte azAMti rahelI che, tyAre mekSamAM baMne rIte zAMti hoya che, e vastu zrImadda "pramANuzikSA"mAM batAvI che. A bhAvanA temaNe ThIka ThIka vistArathI ApI che. ane temAM mRgAputra dvArA ghaNe upadeza apAye che. A Akho saMvAda zrImade "uttarAdhyayana sUtra"nA 1bhA adhyayanamAMthI lIdhe che. sUtranA eka pachI eka slAkane bhAvArtha laI temaNe potAnI bhASAmAM te saMvAda rajU karyo che. tethI kayAreka eka lekanAM betraNa vAkya paNa karI, teo bhAva barAbara jALave che. udAharaNa tarIke zloka 4 juo - "maNirayaNa koTTimatale pAsAyAloyaNa hio / Aloa3 nagarassa cakavattiya caccare ||44 te viSe zrImade ahIM A rIte lakhyuM che - "caMdrakAMtAdika maNi temaja vividha ranathI prAsAdane paTazALa jaDita hate. eka divasane samaye te kumAra potAnA gekhane vize rahyA hatA. tyAM nagaranuM nirIkSaNa paripUrNa thatuM hatuM. jyAM cAra rAjamArga ekatvane pAmatA hatA, evA cokamAM traNa rAjamArga ekaThA maLyA che tyAM tenI dRSTi doDI."45 keTalIka vakhata zrImadda bahu saMkSepamAM lakhe che. juo - " tuha piyA surA sIha merao ya mahUNi ya / pAio mi jalaM nIo vasAo ruhirANi. ya / / "46 A mATe kartA AgaLanA zlokanA saMdarbhamAM ja eka nAnuM vAkya race che ke - manI vallabhatA mATe paNa ethI kaMI ochuM dukha paDyuM nathI."47 Ama pitAne yogya lAge te rIte thoDIghaNu chUTa laIne zrImade saMvAdane asarakAraka banAvavAno saphaLa prayatna karyo che. AzravabhAvanA rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, mithyAtva vagere pApane praveza karavAnA sthAnake che, e jANavuM te AzravabhAvanA. pApane praveza karavAnAM kula 57 sthAnake che. bAra prakAranI avirati, 44. "uttarAdhyayana sava", adhyayana 19, zloka 1, pR. 143. 45. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 49. 46. "utarAyana sUtra', adhyayana 19, loka 71, pR. 156. 47. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 52.

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148 zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi seLa kaSAya, nava nakaSAya ane pAMca prakAranAM mithyAtva tathA paMdara prakAranA vegane temAM samAveza thAya che.48 ahIM AzravabhAvanA TUMkamAM gadyamAM samajAvyA pachI sIdhuM dRSTAMta AvyuM che. pahelAMnI cha bhAvanAnI jema padyapaMkti ke tene vizeSArtha ahI temaja A pachInI bhAvanAmAM Apela nathI, e ja rIte pramANazikSA paNa Apela nathI. Ama bhAvanAnI samajUtImAM eka eka vastu ochI thatI jAya che. e rIte jotAM bhAvanA TUMkamAM pUrNa karI che tema kahevuM joIe. puMDarIka ane kuMDarIka nAmanA be bhAIo puMDarikizuM nagarImAM rAjya karatA hatA. keI muninA bedhathI vairAgya utpanna thatAM kuMDarIke puMDarIkane rAjya seMpI dIkSA lIdhI. thoDAM varSo pachI saMyamane kaMTALe AvatAM kuMDarIke nagaramAM pAchA AvI potAnuM rAjya pAchuM mAgyuM. puMDarIke sAce raste cAlavA bodha Apyo, paNa kuMDarIke te na samajatAM pitAnI mAgaNI cAlu rAkhI. tethI kuMDarIkane rAjya sepI puMDarIka muniva grahaNa karI, guru pAse gaye. kuMDarIka pachIthI khUba anAcAra karI, aMtamAM khUba trAsa pAmI narakamAM gayo. ahIM sudhInI kathA zrImad AzravabhAvanAnA daSTAMtarUpe ApI che. te pachInI kathA saMvarabhAvanAnA dRSTAMta tarIke apAI che. kuMDarIke potAmAM pApane praveza karavA dIdho te te khUba duHkha pAmyo, te vizeno bodha ahIM apAyo che. ahIM puSikA khUba TUMkI, "Iti saptama citre AzravabhAvanA samApta " eTalI ja ApI che. A kathA ApaNane "jJAtAdharmakathAMga sUtra"nA prathama skaMdhanA 19mA "puMDariyaNAya" prakaraNamAM jovA maLe che. e prakaraNane A sIdho anuvAda nathI, paraMtu temAM ApelA prasaMge anusAra A kathA racAI che. temAM eka nAno phera jovA maLe che ? 48. pApane praveza karavAnAM 57 sthAnake zAstramAM A pramANe batAvyAM che - 12 avirati :-zrAvakanAM bAra vata; ahiMsA, satyanuM pAlana, adattAdAna na levuM, paranArItyAga, nItithI dhana meLavavuM, dizAnI maryAdA rAkhavI, bhogapabhoga viramaNa, anarthadaMDa tyAga, sAmAyika, dazAvakAzika, pauSadha upavAsa karavA tathA atithisaMvibhAga eTale bhojanaveLA supAtra munine AhAradAna karavuM; e jenAmAM na hoya te bAra prakAranI avirati che. 16 kapAya:- krodha, mAna, mAyA, tathA lebha e cAra kaSAyanA anaMtAnubaMdhI apratyAkhAnI, pratyAkhAnI ane saMvalana ema cAra cAra vibhAga. 9 SAya:- hAsya, rati, ati, bhaya, zAka, jugupasA, puruSa veda, strI veda, tathA napuMsaka vida. 15 ga:- satya mane yoga, mRpA mane yoga, samRpA manoga, asatyathA manoyoga, satya vacanaga, mRSA vacanoga, satyamRSA vacanoga, asatyasRpA vacanoga, vaikriya kAyayoga, AhArika kAyayoga, dArika kAga, kriya mizra kAyayoga, AhArika mitha kAyayoga, dArika mizra kAyayoga, kAmaNa kAyayoga. 5 prakAranAM mithyAtva:- abhigrahika mithyAtva, anAbhigrahika mithyAtva, abhinivesika mithyAtva, sAMzayika mithyAtva, ane anAgika mithyAtva.

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2. bhAvanAbadha 149 " jJAtAdharma kathAMga "mAM kuMDarIka rAjyamAM AvyA pachI ati AhArane lIdhe rAganA bhAga thAya che, ahI roga utpanna thatAM kaTALIne rAjya mANavA Ave che, ane ati AhArathI tenI rAgavRddhi thAya che, tema batAvAyu che savarabhAvanA AgaLa jaNAvelAM 57 sthAnakeAthI pApane pravezatAM rAkavAM te savarabhAvanA. A bhAvanAnI samajUtImAM paNa padyapa kti, vizeSA, pramANuzikSA emAMnuM kazuM nathI. paraMtu te bhAvanA samajAvatAM be dAMtA kartAe ApyAM che. prathama temaNe AzravabhAvanAnuM apUrNa raheluM dRSTAMta sa`varabhAvanA vize Apyu che. kuMDarIkane rAjya sAMpI tenA sAdhuveza dhAraNa karI puMDarIka gurune maLyA pachI ja annapANI grahaNa karavAM evA nizcaya karI rAjya cheADI cAlI nIkaLe che. mArgamAM AvatAM aneka saMkaTo dhIrajathI sahI, khadhAmAM te samatAbhAve rahe che, pariNAme te sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM, 33 sAgaranuM AyuSya bAMdhI ucca deva rUpe Upaje che, Ama sayama dvArA pApane AvatAM rokavAthI puDarIka ucca sthitine pAme che, e khatAvatuM citra ahIM' apAyu che. A bhAvanAnA bIjA dRSTAMta rUpe vAsvAmInI kathA temaNe ApI che. kaMcanakAminInA tyAgI vAsvAmI upara eka zreNikanyA mugdha thaI. te rukamiNI pAtAnI aDhaLaka sapatti sAthe temanI pAse AvI ane aneka prakAranA hAvabhAvathI tathA bheAganAM sukha aneka prakAre vavI, tathA khIjA paNa keTalAye upAyA dvArA munine bhAga bhAgavavA mATe samajAvavA eNe prayatna karyA. tenA badhA ja prayatnA niSphaLa gayA, ane muni peAtAnA sayamamAMthI leza paNa caLyA nahi. aMte thAkI, muninI dRDhatAthI beAdha pAmI, rukramaNI paNa peAtAnI lakSmI zubha kSetre vAparI, sa`varabhAvanA grahaNa karI sAdhvI thaI. pariNAme peAtAnA AtmAnuM teNe kahyANa karyuM.. vasvAmI pApanA mA ne baMdha karIne beThA hatA tethI tene rumiNInA rUpanI asara na thaI, ane duHkha temanI pAse AvI zakayu* nahIM. caritra" mAM maLe che. temAM paheleA prama dha vasvAmInI kathA ApaNane prabhAcaMdrasUrinA prabhAvaka prabhAcaMdrasUrie khAvIsa prabhAvaka muni viSe pramA lakhyA che. vajIsvAmI viSe che. temAM vasvAmInA ApelA vRttAMtamAM uparanA prasaMga jovA maLe che. A uparAMta A kathA haribhadrAcAya kRta Avazyaka niyukti "nI gAthA 763 thI 773 upara jinadAsa gaNamahattare racela cUrNimAM maLe che. zrImad mULa kathAmAMthI sAra grahaNa karIne potAnI rIte A prasa`ga ApyA che. 66 zrImad ahIM paNa " iti aSTama citre saMvarabhAvanA samApta ' ema saMkSepamAM puSpikA ApI che.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi nijAbhAvanA jJAnasahita kriyA karavI te nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. ema ciMtavavuM te navamI nirja rAbhAvanA. bAra jAtanA tapathI karmasamUhane bALavo te nirjarAbhAvanA. daDhaprahArIe kAryotsargathI kaI rIte karmanI nirjarA karI hatI te batAvatuM dRSTAMta zrIma ApyuM che. daDhaprahArI brAhmaNaputra hatuM, paNa vyasanI hevAne lIdhe te ceramaMDaLamAM bhaLe, ane tenA mavaDIne mAnIte thaI gayo. te cere sAthe aneka rIte lUMTaphATa ane cerI karate. te e badhAmAM pAvaradho havAthI daDhaprahArI kahevAyo. teNe ghaNAnAM prANa lIdhA hatA. eka vakhata teNe AkhA brAhmaNa kuTuMbane mAryA pachI tenI garbhiNI gAyane paNa mArI. te gAya maratAM tenA peTamAMthI nIkaLI paDeluM vAcharaDuM khUba taraphaDavA lAgyuM. te joI daDhaprahArIne khUba pazcAttApa thavA lAgyo. ane karelAM pApathI chuTakAro meLavavA te sAdhu thaI te ja gAmanI bhAgoLe kAyotsargamAM rahyo. te munine lokoe doDha mAsa sudhI khUba herAna karyA, te paNa teo acaLa kSamAvata rahyA. lekene upadrava zAMta thatAM teo bIjI bhAgoLe, pachI trIjI bhAgeche, ema cAre bAju pharyA. ane dareka vakhate lokonA trAsa sAme pUrNa kSamA rAkhI kAryotsargathI caLyA nahi. Ama anaMta karmasamUhane bALI teo mokSa pAmyA. A bhAvanAnI samajUtImAM nirjarA zuM che te samajAvyA pachI tenuM daSTAMta ApyuM che. ahIM temaNe AraMbhanI padyapaMktio, vizeSArtha, pramANuzikSA tathA pupikA Apela nathI. A kathA ApaNane "Avazyaka niryukti"nI 5ramI gAthAnI TekAmAM maLe che. taduparAMta te kathA "upadezaprasAda"mAM paNa jovA maLe che. lakasvarUpabhAvanA zrImade badhI bhAvanAomAM sauthI TUMkANamAM ApI hoya to te lakasvarUpabhAvanA che. jagatanuM svarUpa kevuM che, temAM zuM zuM AveluM che, te TUMkANamAM ApIne bhAvanA pUrNa karI che. sau nIce sAta naraka, tenI upara vyaMtara jAtinA tathA bhuvanapati deva, te upara pRthvI, pRthvIthI UMce bAra devaloka, tenI upara nava veyaka ane pAMca anuttara vimAna che, ane sauthI upara jyAM siddha jI birAje che te siddhazilA che. A bhAvanA jIvane vairAgya mATe bahu upAgI nahi thAya ema lAgavAthI kadAca bahu TUMkamAM ApI hoya evuM anumAna thaI zake che. vaLI, bAkInI bIjI be "dharmadurlabhabhAvanA" ane "badhidurlabhabhAvanA" vize ahIM kazuM ja apAyuM nathI. aMtamAM dase bhAvanA pUrI thayA pachI mukti koNa meLavI zake te batAvatI be paMktio ApavAmAM AvI che ke -

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2. bhAvanAbAdha cc A saoNMsAranA duHkhathI nivavA mATe zuM sAdhana che, te TrekamAM sArI rIte ahIM samajAvyuM che ane " bhAvanAdha" pUrNa karyuM che. jJAna, dhyAna, vairAgyamaya, uttama jahAM vicAra, e bhAve zubha bhAvanA, te Utare bhava pA2.49 A AkhuM pustaka vAMcatAM ApaNA para zrImanA vairAgyanA vicAronI chApa paDe che. temAM pAne pAne vairAgya rasa jharatA joI zakAya che. dareka bhAvanAnA citramAMthI eka ja vastu najare tare che, te che sa`sAra taranI aruci. sa*sAra aneka duHkhanuM kAraNa che, tene kAraNe ja jIva zAMti pAmI zakatA nathI, tevA bhAva ApaNe prastAvanAthI zarU karI aMta sudhI patharAyelA joI zakIe chIe. e parathI seALa varSanI nAnI vaye temanAmAM pravartatA adbhuta vairAgyanA khyAla ApaNane Ave che. peAtAnI DAyarImAM lakhelA eka aMgata kAvyamAM A vairAgya viSe temaNe lakhyu che ke H-- egaNIsase ne betAlIse, adbhuta vairAgya dhAra re."50 << jo temane sa*sAra pratye AvA vairAgya vartatA na hAta tA temane A viSaya para lakhavAnuM sUjhyuM ja na hota. ane temAM paNa tene anurUpa dRSTAMta ApI te parathI e jAtanA Adha racce ja na hota. te vakhate temanu vAMcana paNa vairAgya lAve tevAM pustakAnuM ja haze, tenA khyAla temaNe lIdhelAM judAM judAM pustakAnAM dRSTAMtA parathI Ave che. temaNe " uttarAdhyayana sUtra", " triSazilAkApuruSacaratra", " jJAtAdharma kathAMga sUtra ", caritra" vagere pustakAmAMthI kathAo lIdhelI jaNAya che. << prabhAvaka . vaLI " bhAvanAbAdha" lakhavAnI temanI zailI paNa dhyAna kheMce tevI che. emAM zrImadre mukhya vastu dRSTAMta dvArA ja rajU karI che, ane pachIthI gheADA bAdha ApyA che. AthI kathAsika jIvA paNa sAcI vastu samajI zake tevA saraLa upAya temaNe lIdheA che. zAstro na vAMcI zake tevA jIvA paNa AvAM pustake vAMcI sAcI vAta samajI zake e rastA svIkArIne aneka jIvA para upakAra karavAnuM kAma zrImad karyuM' che. 151 A rIte jotAM 8 bhAvanAbAdha " e sAmAnya jIvA mATe khUba upayAgI pustaka che. temAM kathArasa tathA kAvyarasa maLavAnI sAthe jJAna paNa maLe che, e mATe lAbha che. 49. zrImad rAjacaMdra 50. ejana, pR. 801, agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 56.

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zrImad rAjacadranA terathI seALa varSanI u*maranA gALA dhamathananA hatA. te samayamAM temaNe aneka dharma-graMthonu avaleAkana karyuM" hatuM. peAtAne maLelA A dharmAnubhavanA lAbha khIjA aneka jIvAne paNa maLe tevI temanI bhAvanA hatI. tethI te bhAvanAne anukULa graMtha racavAnI temane IcchA thaI hatI. prakaraNa 3 meAkSamALA peAtAnA dharmAnubhavane graMthastha karavAnI sUcanA1 temane temanA kAkAsasarA temaja vepArakA nA bhAgIdAra zrI revAzakara jagajIvana taraphathI tathA anya paricita vyaktie taraphathI paNa thaI hatI. AthI bALakathI vRddha sudhInA sarvAMne upayAgI thAya tevA graMtha racavAnI bhAvanA dRDha banatAM temaNe "mAkSasumedha" nAmane padyagraMtha racavAnI zarUAta vi. saM. 1940 pahelAM karI hatI. temAM prathama zatakanI pahelI kaDImAM temaNe lakhyu che ke : Ama "mAkSasubAdha "nI zarUAtamAM tenI racanA karavAnA hetu jaNAvyA pachI Adiprabhu zrI RSabhadevane vaMdana karyu che. te pachI prabhunA guNa vadhu vatI prabhuprArthanA che. A rIte zatakanI kula 20 kaDIe Aje upalabdha che; te pachIthI A graMtha apUrNa rahela che. A zatakanI bhASA sAmAnya janane samajavAmAM kaThaNa lAgaze tevA zrImanA abhiprAya thavAthI temaNe te zataka apUNaeN rAkhyuM haze, evu' anumAna thAya che, te viSe Aje vizeSa mAhitI maLatI nathI. graMthAraMbha prasaMga raga bharavA, kADe karu... kAmanA, khAdhu dharmada ma bha haravA, che anyathA kAmanA, bhAkha'" meAkSasubAdha " dharma dhananA, joDe kathu' kAmanA, emAM tattvavicAra sattva sukhadA, prereA prabhu kAmanA. "2 " meAkSasumadha " pachI daSTAMtarUpe eya ApavAnI racanA vicArI " munisamAgama ' nAmanA gadyalekha lakhavA temaNe cAlu karyAM. A lekha paNa peAtAnA dhArco hetu saphaLa nahi kare ema lAgavAthI, tene paNa zrImadde apUrNa cheADayo. A lekhamAM, vikaTa paristhitimAMthI mukta thatAM eka rAjA jaina dharma tarapha kaI rIte vaLe che ane te dharmanA bAdha kaI rIte grahaNa kare che, te dRSTAMta dvArA beAdha ApavAnu` temaNe vicAryuM hatu. te lekhanA gheADA bhAga maLe che.3 66 1. graMtharacanA karavAnI prathama sUryanA zrI revAzaMkarabhAIe karelI tenI noMdha zrI manasukhabhAI kIratacaMda mahetAe " meAkSamALA ''nI prastAvanAmAM lIdhI hatI. jue " zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA ", pR. 106. 2. zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 1, AMka 1. 3. ejana, pR. 22.

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3 mAsamALA 153 te pachIthI temaNe vi. sa'. 1940mAM bAlAvabedharUpa "mokSamALA "nI racanA 108 zikSApAThamAM karI. A racanA temanA peAtAnA jaNAvyA pramANe seALa varSa ane pAMca mAsanI uMmare mAtra traNa divasamAM karI hatI. te racanA ATalA ochA samayamAM pUrI karavA mATenu eka nimitta, vavANiyAnA zeThe dalIcaMdabhAI trajalAlabhAInA jaNAvyA pramANe nIce mujabanuM hatuM :-4 zrImanI khyAti sAMbhaLIne sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanAM traNa mahAsatIjI temane maLavA kacchathI vavANiyA AvyAM hatA. mahAsatIjIe zrImadne maLavA mATe eka sadezA phAI zrAvaka dvArA temane ghera paheAMcADayo. zrImad mahAsattIjIne maLavA upAzraye gayA. tyAM temanI sAme tee nIce beThA. mahAsatIjI pAse je dharma vArtA zrImadde karI tenAthI te khUba prasanna thayAM. ane zrImad mATe khUba mAna utpanna thatAM teo pATa uparathI UtarI temanI sAme nIce beThAM. pachI mahAsatIjIe temane jaNAvyu ke, " ame dIkSA tA lIdhI che, paNa amane jainanAM ardhuM mAgadhI bhASAmAM lakhAyelAM sUtreA samajAtAM nathI, kAraNa ke amane mAtra gujarAtI ja AvaDe che. sAmAyika ke pratikramaNanA pATha paNa barAbara samajAtA nathI, te amane jJAna maLI zake evA kaIka upAya tame kareA." zrImadde kaIka lakhI ApavAnuM temane vacana ApyuM. mahAsatIjI lAMbe samaya tyAM rahevAnAM na hatAM. tethI pachInA traNa divasamAM zrImad " meAkSamALA "nA 108 pAThe racyA hatA ane temane samajAvyA hatA. Ama zAstrAbhyAsa na karI zake tevAMnA kalyANa arthe vi. sa'. 1940mAM " meAkSamALA "nI racanA thaI. badhAMne te upayegI thAya te hetuthI "mAkSamALA' chapAvavAnI jarUra hatI, paNa Arthika nabaLI sthitine kAraNe joItAM nANAMnA abhAva hatA, ane teTalAM nANAM bahArathI meLavatAM muzkelI naDe te svAbhAvika hatuM. << e arasAmAM zrImanI avadhAnazaktinI khyAti ThIka ThIka thaI hatI. tethI ThekANe ThekANe jAherAta karI, "mAkSamALA" mATe agAuthI grAhakA nAMdhI joItA paisA ekaThA karyA. keTalIka vyaktioe bIjI rIte paNa madada karI hatI, te zrImadde lakhelA "mekSamALA "nA " aNupatra " tema ja Azrayapatra "6 parathI jANI zakAya che. paisAnI sagavaDa karyA pachI vi. saM. 1943mAM amadAvAdanA eka presamAM "mAkSamALA" pustaka chApavA ApyuM. lagabhaga 200 pAnAMnA A pustakane chapAIne taiyAra thatAM vilaMba thAya ema hatuM, tethI agAuthI noMdhAyelA grAhakonI utsukatA pUrI karavA zrImadre te ja varSamAM " bhAvanAdha " 20 4. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 669. 5. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : azatAbdI smArakagraMtha ', pR. 57. ' 6. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti pa, khaMDa 6, pR. 46, .

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154 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi racI, chapAvIne te pustaka grAhakone bheTa ApyuM. te pachI vi. saM. 1944nA aSADa mAsamAM "mokSamALA" pustaka chapAIne vAcako pAse pahoMcyuM. - zrImad "mokSamALA"nI zarUAtamAM "zikSaNa paddhati ane mukhamudrA" Apela che, je TUMkI prastAvanAnI garaja sAre che. temAM teoe "mokSamALA" racavAne hetu, tenI upayogitA vagere vize lakhyuM che. A graMtha samajavAnI cAvI batAvatAM teo temAM lakhe che ke - eka pATha vAMcI gayA pachI ardha ghaDI te para vicAra karI aMta:karaNane pUchavuM ke "zuM tAtparya maLyuM ?' te tAtparyamAMthI heya, reya ane upAdeya zuM che? ema karavAthI A graMtha samajI zakAze, hRdaya kemaLa thaze, vicArazakti khIlaze ane jaina tatva para rUDI zraddhA thaze." kaI paNa sAruM pustaka samajavA mATe A agatyanI cAvI jaNAze. "mekSamALA" pustaka bAlAvabodharUpa lakhAyeluM che, eTale ke nAnA bALakane tathA jJAnadazAmAM bALaka jevAMone sugama lAge tevI A racanA che. A jAtanI racanA karavAne hetu temaNe "zikSaNa paddhati ane mukhamudrA"mAM jaNAvyuM che ke - A pustaka prasiddha karavAne mukhya hetu UcharatA bALayuvAne avivekI vidyA pAmI AtmasiddhithI bhraSTa thAya che te aTakAvavAne paNa che."9 A pustaka bALakone paNa samajAya tevuM racyuM che tethI - - "svabhASA saMbaMdhI jene sAruM jJAna che, ane nava tatva temaja sAmAnya prakaraNa graMtha je samajI zake che tevAone A graMtha vizeSa bodhadAyaka thaze."10 mokSamALA"nA bAlAvabodha bhAganI racanA pachI "prajJAvadha" ane "vivecana" ema bIjA be bhAga racavAnI zrImaddanI IcchA hatI, paNa te pAra pADI zakI nahi. mAtra 7. A pachI vi. saM. 1956-57mAM "mokSamALA"nI bIjI AvRtti chapAvI zarU thaI hatI. paNa te zrImaddanI hayAti bAda, bahAra paDI, eTale ke vi. saM. 1958mAM. te pachI manasukhabhAI kI. mahetA taraphathI saMpAdita thayelI "mokSamALA"nI trIjI AvRtti vi. saM. 1962mAM pragaTa thaI. te pachI to vAraMvAra judI judI saMsthAo taraphathI "mokSamALA" pragaTa thatI rahI che. bALabodhamAM paNa enI ATheka AvRtti thaI che. eka AvRtti gAMdhIjInA lakhANa sAthe paNa pragaTa thayela. A badhI saMsthAomAM paramathuta prabhAvaka maMDaLa, muMbaI: zrImada rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa; zrImad rAjacaMdra nijAbhyAsa maMDapa, vaDavA; UMjhA phArmasI, jhA; sastuM sAhitya vagere mukhya che. 8, 9, 10. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 58.

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3. mokSa mALa, 155 temAMthI "prajJAvabodha" bhAganuM sAMkaLiyuM taiyAra karI temaNe zrI manasukhabhAI kI. mahetAne lakhAvyuM hatuM. pachIthI teo "prajJAvabodha"nI racanA karI zakyA na hatA.12 "bahu UMDA UtaratAM A mekSamALA mokSanAM kAraNarUpa thaI paDaze! madhyasthatAthI emAM tattvajJAna ane zIla bedhavAne uddeza che."13 zrImade 17me varSe Apelo "mokSamALA" vizene A abhiprAya temanI ucca AdhyAtmika avasthAmAM paNa badalAyo na hato, te A kRtinuM mahattva batAve che. vi. saM. 155nA citra vadamAM temaNe zrI manasukhabhAIne A kRti vize jaNAvyuM hatu ke - jana mAgane yathArtha samajAvavAno temAM prayAsa karyo che. jikta mArgathI kaMI paNa nyUnAdhika temAM kahyuM nathI. vItarAga mArga para AbAlavRddhanI ruci thAya, tenuM svarUpa samajAya, tenuM bIja hRdayamAM ropAya, tevA hetue bAlAvabodharUpa yojanA karI che. "14 A vacane parathI samajAya che ke "mokSamALA"nuM temane mana keTaluM mahatva hatuM ! A ja prakArane abhiprAya temaNe zrI jUThAbhAIne vi. saM. 1945 nA aSADa mAsamAM lakhI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - mahAsatIjI mokSamALA zravaNa kare che, te bahu sukha ane lAbhadAyaka che. teone mArI vatI vinaMtI karaze ke e pustakane yathArtha zravaNa kare, manana kare. jinezvaranA suMdara mArgathI emAM eka vacana vizeSa nAMkhavA prayatna karyuM nathI. jema anubhavamAM AvyuM ane kALabheda jo tema madhyasthatAthI e pustaka lakhyuM che.15 11. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 655. 12. te sAMkaLiyAne AdhAre DaoN. bhagavAnadAsa manasukhabhAI mahetAe gadyamAM ane brahmacArI govanadAsajIe padyamAM " prajJAbodha mokSamALA"nI racanA karI che, AthI "prajJAbodha Ara . * sarAjabhAve bhAga bhinna che te koI karaze evI pAchaLathI zrI paga bhinna che te kaI karaze" evI pAchaLathI zrImadde vyakta karelI bhAvanA saphaLa thaI gaNAya. juo, "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 664. "mokSamALA"nA "vivecana" bhAga vize koI mAhitI maLatI nathI. prajJAbedha - le. Do. bhagavAnadAsa ma. mahetA, le. kaMcanabahena bha. mahetA, pa. copATI reDa, (mokSamALA) muMbaI 400007. prajJAvabodha - le. brahmacArI govardhanadAsajI, pra. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa, vAyA (mokSamALA) ANaMda. 13. "zrImad rAjacaM", agara AvRtti 1, pR. 58. 14. ejana, pR. 667. 15. ejana, pR. 193,

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156 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi Ama ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke zrImano potAne paNa "mokSamALA" bAbata ghaNe UMco abhiprAya hate. temAM temaNe jaina darzanamAM batAvele mokSa meLavavAne mArga, AbAlavRddha sarva keIna samajAya te rIte batAvavAno prayatna karyo che. "mokSamALA"mAM sau pahelAM temaNe "vAMcanArane bhalAmaNa" nAmanA A pustaka vAMcavAnI rIta batAvatA pATha racyo che. A pAThanI zarUAta pustaka pote ja bolatuM hoya, pitAnA vize kaMIka jaNAvatuM hoya tevA prakAranI racanA dvArA thaI che. temAM kevAM pustaka vAMcavAM, kaI rIte vAMcavAM, te viSenAM keTalAMka maMtavya zrImad rajU karyA che. naThArAM pustake vAMcavAthI kharAba saMskAra Ave che tethI A lAkamAM apakIti thAya che, temaja paralokamAM halakI gati thAya che. sArAM pustako vAMcavAthI jJAna, dhyAna, nIti,viveka vagere guNe khIle che, ane AtmAne zAMti maLatAM baMne lokamAM sukha maLe che. A prakArano sarvane mAnya thAya te sArAM pustake vAMcavAne bodha zrImadda pahelA pAThamAM Ape che. A uparAMta namratApUrvaka mokSamALA"ne sArA pustaka tarIke gaNAvI, A bhava tathA parabhavamAM zreyaskara thAya tevA "imokSamALA: pustakane vivekathI upayoga karavAnuM zrImadde jaNAvyuM che. Ama sAmAnya kathana karatA prathama pATha racyA pachI zrImadda mekSamArgane upadeza karatA bIjA 107 pAThanI racanA kare che. japamALAnA 108 pArAnI mAphaka zrImade ahIM 108 maNakA35 pAThanI racanA karI che, te khUba sUcaka che. jema japamALAnA jApa karavAthI khUba puNya thAya che, tema A pustakanA 108 pAThanuM vicArapUrvaka manana karavAthI ane te pratyeka vastune amalamAM mUkavAthI mokSanI prApti avazya thaze tevI pitAnI daDha zraddhAnuM sUcana zrImadda karatA hoya tema jaNAze. temaNe darzAvelI sarva vastuo zrI tIrthakara prabhunA upadeza anusAra ja che, tema temaNe aneka ThekANe kahyuM che. tethI e dRSTie "mokSamALA ane vicAra karavo vadhu yogya lAgaze zrI "tatvArthasUtra"nuM vacana che ke "samyahanAnArivALi mojanA" eTale ke samyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyaphacAritra e traNenA ArAdhanathI mokSa maLe che. A uparAMta anya sUtra tathA zAstromAM paNa mokSanI prApti mATe e ja mArga batAvAya che. zrImada paNa ahIM e traNe tAnI prApti tathA ArAdhana kaI rIte thAya tenuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. samyagdarzana eTale ke AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa anubhavavuM. te svarUpa prAptinAM sAcAM sAdhano jevAM ke sadaMva, sadharma, saguru, jinezvaranI bhakti Adi vizenA pAMThe temaNe "mekSamALA"mAM jyA che. samyajJAna paNa samyagdarzana jevuM ja agatyanuM tattva che. samyajJAna eTale pitAnA tathA anyanA svarUpa vizenuM sAcuM jJAna. te jJAnanI prAptinAM sAdhanarUpa, ane sAcA dharma ko? tenAM lakSaNe kayA te vizenuM jJAna ApatAM tavAvabedha, jJAna saMbaMdhI be bola, dharmadhyAna Adi pATha temaNe yojyA che.

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3, mokSamALA samyaphacAritranA baMdha mATe bAra bhAvanA, brahmacarya, satsaMga, parigraha saMkecA, rAtribhojana tyAga, pratyAkhyAna, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pramAda, rAga, mAnAdine tyAga vagere viSe pATha jAyA che. A badhA pAThamAM jaina dharmanA mahatvanA siddhAMtanuM nirUpaNa thayeluM che, sAthe sAthe dhArmika kriyAonuM nirUpaNa paNa thayeluM che. ane e badhAM aMgone puSTi Ape tevAM "mAnavadeha", "uttama gRhastha", "kharI mahattA", "dharmanA matabheda* Adi pAMThA temaNe racyA che; vacce vacce padyo paNa mUkyAM che. A siddhAMta ane kriyAonA nirUpaNanA samarthana mATe temaNe zAstromAMthI lIdhelI kathAone chUTathI upayoga karyo che. Ama mokSamArgane baMdha karavA temaNe temAM jarUrI traNe aMge vividha rIte samajAvyAM che. samyagdazana AtmAne potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI, tethI te anAdikALathI janmamaraNa karate karato bhaTakyA kare che. tene potAnA svarUpanuM sAcuM darzana thAya to te saMsAranAM duHkhathI chUTavAne puruSArtha kare, ane aMtamAM avyAbAdha mokSasukhane bhaktA thAya tema zAstro jaNAve che. sAcuM darzana thayA vinA jIva sAce puruSArtha AdarI zake nahi, kAraNa ke je vastune tene khyAla ja na hoya tenI prApti mATenA puruSArthamAM te vega kaI rIte lAvI zake? AthI mokSa meLavavAmAM samyagdarzana e sauthI agatyanuM tathA prathama sAdhana gaNAyuM che. A samyagdarzana pAmavA mATe jIvane keI ne keI nimittanI jarUra rahe che ja. ane temAM sadaiva, sadharma, salluru, satsaMga vagere mahatvanAM sAdhano che. te sarvane samajAvatA pAThanI zrImad yojanA karI che. jIvanI anAthatA maTADavA mATe, traNa ta - sadaiva, sadharma ane salUru - nI agatya zrImad "okSamALA"mAM vizeSa batAvI che. nigraMtha Agama"mAM varNavAyelA "sadaiva "nA svarUpane zrImad "mekSamALA"nA AThamA pAThamAM TUMkANamAM varNavyuM che. AgamamAMthI lIdhelA sadaivanA keTalAka guNane, jema ke kevaLadarzananuM pragaTIkaraNa, jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNaya, mehanIya ane aMtarAya karmano saMpUrNa nAza, dayA, zAMti, kSamA ane nIrAgItva, saMsAranA vaibhavavilAsanI kicita paNa mAyA nahi, hAsya, rati, kAma, rAgadveSa Adi aDhAra dUSaNothI rahitapaNuM vagerene satsaMvanA guNe tarIke temaNe gaNAvyA che. ane te sarva guNane uttama sUtro dvArA vizeSapaNe jANavAnI bhalAmaNa zrImade A pAThamAM karI che. teo koI dharmane nahi paNa guNone prAdhAnya Ape che, te ahIM joI zakAze.

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158 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi navamA pAThamAM sadharma tattva samajAvatAM teo lakhe che - adhogatimAM paDatA AtmAne dharI rAkhanAra je vastu tenuM nAma dharma kahevAya che."16 saraLa zabdomAM sarvane mAnya thAya tevI, temaja gaMbhIra artha samAvatI dharmanI vyAkhyA zrImad ahIM ApI che te joI zakAze. A dharma anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanAra karmanI jALathI AtmAne mukti apAve che. sarvajJa bhagavAne darzAvelA dharmanA anaMta bhedomAM be mukhya cheH vyavahAradharma ane nizcayadharma. vyavahAradharmamAM mukhya dharma dayAno che. tenA dravyadayA, bhAvadayA, svadayA, paradayA, svarUpayA, anubaMdhadayA, vyavahAradayA tathA nizcayadayA tevA ATha bheda che. A ATha prakAranI dayAthI vyavahAradharma thAya che. te dareka prakAra zrImadda TUMkANamAM samajAvela che. vyavahArayAnA A svarUpanuM varNana ApaNane "sarvamAnyadharma " nAmanA padyapAThamAM paNa jovA maLe che. nizcayadharma vyavahAradharmathI prakAramAM judo che. huM AtmA chuM, samasta para padArthathI bhinna chuM, ema jANI potAnI oLakha karavI, potAnA AtmabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM te nizcayadharma che. A baMne prakAranA dharmanuM pAlana karanAra jIvane abhaya maLe che. ahIM zrImade dharmatattva saMkSepamAM samajAvyuM che. dharma pAlanamAM temaNe dayA para sauthI vizeSa bhAra mUkyo che. ahIM paNa keI eka dharmane nahi paNa amuka Avazyaka lakSaNavALA dharmane temaNe sadharma kahyo che, te temanI dharma pratyenI niSpakSatA sUcave che. sadaiva tathA sadharmanAM lakSaNe jANyA pachI paNa temanI oLakha karavI te jIvane mATe saheluM nathI, kAraNa ke tenA lakSaNonI parIkSA karavA jeTalI pAtratA tenAmAM nathI hatI. tethI te baMnenI yathArtha oLakha karAve tevA salUrunI khUba AvazyakatA che. temanA cIdhelA mArge javAthI jIva potAnuM kalyANa karI zake che. A sadagurunAM lakSaNe, AvazyakatA vagere zrImade 10mA-11mAM e be pAThamAM pitA putranA saMvAda dvArA jaNAvyAM che. sAthe sAthe temaNe gurunA prakAra tathA tenAthI thatAM hAnilAbha paNa A pAThamAM darzAvyAM che. jema vyavahAranIti jANavA mATe sArA guru joIe, nahitara anartha thAya che, te ja rIte A loka temaja paralokanA hitanuM sAdhana bananAra dharmaguru te avazya sArA joIe ja, kAraNa ke te vinA jIvanuM saMsAranuM paribhramaNa ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. Ama sagurunI agatya zrImade dasamA pAThamAM batAvI che. gurunA traNa prakAra tathA tenAM lakSaNe zrImade 11mAM pAThamAM ApyAM che. kAjhasvarUpa, kAgaLasvarUpa, ane paththarasvarUpa ema traNa prakAranA gurue batAvyA che. temAM kASThasvarUpa gurune temaNe uttama kahyA che, te pote saMsArasamudrane tare che, ane ziSyane paNa tAre che. 16. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 163.

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3. mekSamALA 159 kAgaLasvarUpa guru madhyama che, te saMsArasamudra tarIke tArI nathI zakatA; paNa puNya upArjana karI zake che. paththara svarUpa guru adhama prakAranA che, te pote Dube che ane bIjAne paNa DubADe che. jinaprabhunI AjJA pALatA hoya, vizuddha AhAra-pANI letA hoya, 22 prakAranA pariSaha sahetA haya, jitendriya hoya vagere guNa dharAvanAra gurune ja uttama gaNyA che. Ama dharma jevA gahana viSayanAM traNa agatyanAM aMgenI mAhitI zrImadde ahIM ApI che. A uparAMta samyagdarzananI prApti karavAmAM madadarUpa thAya tevA eka viSaya bhakti" vize temaNe traNa pATha "mokSamALA"mAM cAlyA che. jinezvaranI bhakti" bhAga 1 tathA bhAga 2, ane "bhaktino upadeza" e nAme 13, 14, 15 AMkanA traNa pAThemAM bhakti karavA yogya jIvanA guNo tathA bhakti karavAthI thatA lAbha darzAvyA che. jinezvaranI bhakti" vizenA be pATha "jijJAsu" tathA "satya" vaccenA saMvAdarUpe jyA che. prathama bhAgamAM ekAda duSaNavALI vyaktinI pUjA karavI na ghaTe te "satya"ne mukhe kahevaDAvyuM che. ane pachI svazaktine prakAza karavA kenI bhakti karavI te jaNAvatAM zrImade "satya"nI pAse kahevaDAvyuM che ke - zuddha saccidAnaMda svarUpa "anaMta siddhanI bhaktithI, temaja sarva dUSaNarahita, karmamalahIna, mukta, nIrAgI, sakaLa bhayarahita, sarvajJa, sarvadazI jinezvara bhagavAnanI bhaktithI Atmazakti prakAza pAme che."17 ahIM batAvelA guNothI yukta jinezvarane temaNe pUjavA yogya gaNyA che. teo je ke bIjAnuM duHkha dUra karatA nathI, ke kaI paNa jAtanuM phaLa ApatA nathI, tema chatAM temane pUjavAthI lAbha thAya che. A lAbha "jinezvaranI bhakti"nA bIjA bhAgamAM zrImadda batAve che ke, temanA guNanA tathA nAmanA smaraNathI temanA cAritrane, temanI zaktine ApaNane khyAla Ave che, ane ApaNe paNa temanA jevA guNe pragaTAvI zakIe tema chIe te bhAna thatAM te mATe puruSArtha karavA prerAIe chIe. pariNAme karmanAM daLa tUTe che, ane mukti thAya che. jinezvarane bhajavAthI sauthI moTe lAbha "bhavaaMta"no thAya che, te temaNe "bhaktine upadeza" nAmanA 15mA padyapAThamAM batAvyuM che. jinezvaranI bhakti karavAthI AtmA AnaMda pAme che, samAnabhAva Ave che, rAgadveSa ghaTe che, mananA tA5 maTe che, adhogatijanma jAya che vagere lAbha A pAThamAM zrImade batAvyA che. narasiMha mahetA ke mIrAMbAI jevI sarvasamarpaNabhAvavALI zuddha bhakti karavAthI AtmA jJAna pAme che. tevI zuddha bhakti karavA upara zrImadde ahIM khUba bhAra mUkyo che. e parathI zrImadane mana bhaktinuM keTaluM mahatva hatuM, tene khyAla Avaze. AvI bhakti sarvaguNasaMpanna vyaktinI karavAnI che, jethI tenA jevA guNa bhaktamAM paNa khIle. apUrNa vyaktine bhajatAM tenA doSa bhaktamAM 17. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 57.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi paNa rahI jAya, ne te zAzvata sukha pAmI na zake te vAta zrImade saraLatAthI A pAThamAM saMvAdAdi dvArA rajU karI che. samyagdarzana pAmavAmAM "satsaMga" e paNa evuM ja baLavAna sAdhana che. te tatva samajAvavA zrImad "satsaMganAmane laghunibaMdhane 24 pATha ce che. A pAThamAM satsaMgane sAmAnya artha "uttamane sahavAsa" e ApI, tenAthI thatA lAbha batAvyA che. saMsAraroga maTe te tene sauthI moTo lAbha che, te samajAvavA zrImade keTalIka vakhata upamAne paNa upayoga karyo che. jema ke - malina vastrane jema sAbu tathA jala svaccha kare che tema AtmAnI malinatAne zAstrabaMdha ane puruSone samAgama zuddhatA Ape che."18 AvA keTalAka lAbha sAthe kusaMganA geralAbha paNa ahIM batAvAyA che. Ama A pAThamAM zrImad satsaMganAM tathA kusaMganAM lakSaNo tathA pariNAma spaSTatAthI batAvyAM che. samyagdarzanane prApta karavAmAM madadarUpa thAya tevAM keTalAMka tattvonI vicAraNA zrImade ahIM saraLa bhASAmAM karI che. te vize pramANamAM ochA, paNa vizada pATha jAyA che. je prApta karavAmAM vizeSa puruSArthanI jarUra paDe che te, samyaphajJAna ane samyaphacAritra mATe vadhAre pAThe zrImade ejyA che. samyakajJAna AtmAne karmamukta karavAmAM bIjuM agatyanuM tattva te samyakajJAna. AtmA, jaDa Adi tanuM yathArtha jJAna tathA mokSane mArga je jJAnathI pamAya te samyakajJAna. samyakajJAna eTale sAcuM jJAna. sRSTinuM tathA AtmAnuM yathAtathya jJAna temAM thAya che. te jJAna thavAmAM sahAyabhUta thAya tevAM keTalAMka tattvonI vicAraNuM zrImad "mokSamALAmAM karI che, tene ApaNe ahIM vicArIe. sAcuM jJAna thavAmAM saMsAranuM svarUpa jANavuM Avazyaka che. saMsAranI asAratA batAvavA zrImad "cAra gati" tathA "saMsArane cAra upamA" e nAmanA 18, 19, 20 e traNa pATha jyA che. cAra gati" nAmanA 18mA pAThamAM, jIva potAnA karmAnusAra zAtA ke azAtA bhagavate-naraka,-deva,-tiryaMca ane manuSya ema cAra gatimAM bhame che tenuM Alekhana karAyuM che. A pAThamAM cAre gatimAM jIvane bhegavavAM paDatAM duHkha saMkSepamAM jaNAvyAM che. manuSyagati dvArA ja jIva mokSa meLavI zake che, mATe te gatine zreSTha gaNAvIne, e gatimAM janmathI te maraNa sudhImAM bhegavavAM paDatAM dukhenuM varNana saheja vistArathI ApyuM che. garbhakALanA duHkhanuM varNana karatAM zrImad A pAThamAM lakhyuM che ke -- 18. zrImad rAjacaMda", agAsa AvRtti , pR. 75.

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3. sAkSamALA " eka taruNa sukumArane rAme rAme lAlaceALa sUyA dheAMcavAthI je asahya vedanA Upaje che, te karatAM ATha gaNI vedanA garbhasthAnamAM jIva jyAre rahe che tyAre pAme che."19 Ama garbhakALathI zarU karI te pachInAM khAlyAvasthA, yuvAnI, vRddhAvasthA ane maraNanAM duHkhA pratyakSa karAvyAM che. A duHkhathI chUTavA mATe vinA pramAde kalyANa sAdhavAnuM sUcana ahI' thayu' che. A asAra lAgatA sa sArane temaNe samudra, agni, aMdhakAra tathA zakaTacakranI upamA ApI che, ane te samajAvavA mATe "sa'sArane cAra upamA " nAmanA 19 tathA 20 ema e e pATha ceAjyA che. anaMtatAnI dRSTie saMsAra samudra jevA che; tApanI utpattinI dRSTie saMsAra agni jevA che; satyane asatyarUpa batAvavAnI bAbatamAM sa`sAra adhakAra jevA che; tathA hamezAM cAlyA karatA - pharyA karatA heAvAthI te gADAnAM paiDAM jevA che, e rIte temaNe cAre upamA samajAvI che. A duHkhamaya sa'sArathI chUTavAnA upAya temaNe e ja upamA dvArA samajAvyA che. majabUta nAva ane mAhitagAra nAvikathI jema samudra tarI zakAya che tema sadgururUpI nAvikathI saMsAra tarI zakAya che. agninA tApa jema pANIthI Thare che tema vairAgyajaLathI sa`sAratApa Thare che. dIvAthI jema aMdhakAranA nAza thAya che tema tattvajJAnarUpI dIvAthI sauMsAranA aMdhakArano nAza thAya che. aLada vinA jema zakaTacakra cAlI na zake tema rAgadveSa vinA sa`sAra cAlI zake nahi. Ama pratyeka upamA suMdara rIte ceAjelI tathA samajAvelI che, jIvane saMsAranAM svarUpanuM sAcu jJAna karAvavAmAM A pATha mahattvanA phALe ApI zake tema che te A uparathI jANI zakAya che. duHkhamaya saMsAranuM bhAna thayA pachI jIva tenAthI chUTavAnA puruSArtha karavA prerAya te svAbhAvika che. te vakhate teNe zu karavuM joIe, kevA dharma AcaravA joIe te jANavu sauthI agatyanu che. tethI te vizenI tulanAtmaka vicAraNA kartAe "mokSamALA "nA keTalAka pAThAmAM karI che. temAM temaNe vairAgyane dharmaprAptinu mukhya sAdhana gaNI ghaNuM mahattva Apyu che. 161 sAcA mArga "vairAgya e dharmanuM svarUpa che" e nAmanA pa7mA pAThamAM sAcA dharma tarapha vAcakanuM lakSa doryu. che. temAM temaNe sAcA dharmanAM lakSaNa darzAvI, vAcaka pAte ja tarapha dorAya tevA upadeza ApyA che. dharmamAM paDelA aneka bhedamAMthI sAcAnI kasATI karavA mATenA sAdhana tarIke temaNe "vairAgya bAdha "ne gaNAvela che. je dharmamAM vairAgyanA uttama bedha hAya te dharma sAcA, kAraNa ke lekhake ApelA udAharaNa mujaba leAhIthI raMgAyeluM vajra jema leAhIthI nahi paNa jaLathI svaccha thAya che, tema vairAgyarUpI jaLathI AtmAnI malinatA jAya che. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 70, 21 19.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi - Ama dharmanI sAmAnya samajaNa ApyA pachI zrImade temAM paDI gayelA matabheda tathA kayA dharma zreSTha te viSenI tAvika vicAraNa, te pachInA "dharmanA matabheda" nAmanA traNa pAThamAM vyavasthita rIte karI che. jagatamAM dharmanA aneka bheda che. tethI judA judA dharmanA nAme te oLakhAya che. A badhA potapotAnA matane saMpUrNa gaNAvI anyane apUrNa tathA kheTA gaNAve che. paNa badhA dharma satya ke badhA dharma asatya na hoI zake. eka dharma satya ane bAkInA apUrNa hoya te ja ATalA matabhedone avakAza rahe. ahIM prazna thAya ke keTalAka dharma pravartakoe apUrNa dharma be zA mATe? tenA kAraNamAM kartA jaNAve che ke te pravartaka saMpUrNa nIrAgI na hatA, ane temaNe bhakti, nIti, jJAna, kriyA vageremAMthI ekane ja mahatva ApI dhama pravartAvyo hato, tethI te dharma apUrNa rahyo. vaLI, lekamAM te te pravartaka jeTalI buddhi paNa na hoya, tethI gADariyA pravAhanI mAphaka te dharmane kuLadharma mAnI anusaravA lAgyA, tethI te dharmonuM astitva rahyuM. AvA dharmamAM "sadaivatattva"mAM jaNAvelAM aDhAra dUSaNamAMnuM ochAmAM ochuM ekAda dUSaNa to hoya ja che. A pramANe veda, sAMkhyAdi dharmonI apUrNatA tArkika rIte jaNAvyA pachI jainadharmanI saMpUrNatA darzAvavAmAM AvI che. te dharmamAM dayA, brahmacarya, zIla, jJAna, kriyA, janma, maraNa, gati vagere viSe eTalo sUkama beya che ke te parathI tenA sthApakanI sarvajJatAno khyAla AvI zakaze. janadharma jeTalI sUkSamatA bIjA dharmomAM nathI te darzAvI kartA janadharmanI zreSThatA batAve che. dharma viSenA A vivAdAspada muddA viSe teo khUba vicAraNAthI, spaSTatAthI, saraLatAthI satya vastunuM pratipAdana karI zake che, te temanI zaktine sAco namUne gaNAya. saMsArathI chUTavA dharmanuM jJAna Avazyaka che. temAM kyA prakAranA dharmane Azare levo te samajAvavA mATe zrImade "dharmanA matabheda"nA traNa bhAga karI, temAM jagatamAM pravartatA dharmonI vicAraNA karI che. satya dharma tarapha jIva vaLe tyAre tene kayA prakAranA bhAva pravate te ApaNe "amUlya taravavicAra" nAmanA 67mA padyapAThamAM jANI zakIe chIe. "amUlya tattvavicAra" nAmanA padyamAM jIvanuM kartavya ane te hAla zuM karI rahyo che tenI samaja phakta 20 paMktimAM ApI che. manuSyabhavanI dulabhatA, lakSmI, adhikAra, kuTuMba AdinA kSaNika sukhanI zodhamAM thato sAcA sukhane nAza, sAcI AtmavicAraNuM, AtmAno AnaMda vagere vize harigIta chaMdamAM TUMkAmAM chatAM saTatAthI varNavavAmAM AvyuM che - huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI thaye? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? kenA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNuM che ? rAkhuM ke e pariharuM? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve je karyA, te sarva Atmika jJAnanAM siddhAMtatatva anubhavyAM. 20 20. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 107.

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3. mekSamALA * amUlya tattvavicAra"nI upara TAMkelI cothI kaDImAMnI pahelI be paMktimAM rajU karela praznomAM AtmAnAM cha pada, jIva, ajIva, pApa, puNya Adi nava tattvano samAveza thaI jAya e rIte enI racanA karavAmAM AvI che. AtmA che" te paheluM pada che. "huM koNa chuM ?" e praznane vicAra karIe te samajAya che ke jagatanI dekhAtI kaI paNa vastu te "huM" nathI. deha paNa "huM" nathI, kAraNa ke "huM" cAlyo jatAM paNa deha to rahe ja che, jene ApaNe mRtadeha kahIe chIe. e rIte niti natithI potAnuM svarUpa " AtmA" che tene khyAla Ave che. te cetanavaMta vastu che. A rIte "huM" viSe vicAramAM UtaratAM ja "AtmAnA astitvanA khyAla Ave che. AtmA nitya che" te bIjuM pada che. AtmA che to khare, paNa te kevo che tene khyAla "kayAMthI thayo?" te praznanI vicAraNAmAMthI Ave che. bIjI badhI vastu to banatI jaNAya che, paNa AtmAne keIe kyAreya meLavaNuM, chUTA paDavuM ke evI kaI kiyAMthI banate jANyuM nathI. te utpanna thato nathI chatAM astitva dharAve che mATe te "nitya" hA joIe. tenuM anutpannatva tene nityatva Ape che. ane te "kayAMthI thayo?"nI vicAraNuthI samajAya che. AtmAno mokSa che" e pAMcamuM pada che. AtmA nitya che te samajAyA pachI e prazna thAya ke AtmA ATalAM badhAM svarUpa kema pherave che? deva, manuSya, naraka ke tiryaMca gatinA vividha deha zA mATe dhAraNa kare che? kaI dehamAM te sthira zA mATe rahetA nathI? zuM e enuM sAcuM svarUpa nathI? te pachI "zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM?" e praznanI vicAraNuM uddabhave che. e vicAratAM samajAya che ke A badhA svarUpathI bhinna evuM kaI svarUpa AtmAnuM hovuM joIe. doha, dhana, mitra, kuTuMba vagere AtmAnAM sAcAM svarUpe nathI, tenuM sAcuM svarUpa A badhAthI nirALuM che, ane te "mokSa che. mekSa svarUpa pAmyA pachI ja jIva anyarUpe thatA nathI, te pahelAM tenAM rUpa badalAyA kare che. Ama A vicAraNAmAM "mekSa che" e padane samAveza thaI jAya che. AtmA kartA tathA bhaktA che" e trIju tathA cAthuM pada che. "mokSa" e jIvanuM je sAcuM svarUpa che te pachI jIva A badhI judI judI sthiti zA mATe bhagave che? - e prazna udabhave che. AtmA vibhAvadazAmAM hoya, eTale ke potAnA svarUpathI judA bhAvomAM hoya, tyAre te karma bAMdhe che. te rIte bAMdhelAM karma te judA judA svarUpe bhagave che. kenA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNuM che" - e prazna vicAratAM AtmAnuM kartApaNuM tathA bhaktApaNuM siddha thAya che. jIva potAnuM sAcuM svarUpa na pAmatAM anya svarUpamAM rahyA kare che, te darzAve che ke kaMIka evuM tattva che ke je tene ADakhIlIrUpa che. A tattva te karma che. A karmathI AtmA jakaDAyelA rahe che. pote bAMdhelAM karmane bhagavyA vinA te chUTI zakato nathI, eTale ke karmanA saMbaMdhathI jIvanI A dazA thayelI che, teno khyAla "konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNuM che?" te praznanI vicAraNAmAMthI ja Ave che. te parathI jIvanuM staMbhektApaNuM siddha thAya che.

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zrImadanI kavanasiddhi mokSano upAya che" e chaDuM pada che. "rAkhuM ke e pariharuM? e praznanI vicAraNAmAMthI "mokSane upAya che" te padanI siddhi thaI zake che. jIvane karmanI vaLagaNuM te rahelI che. e vaLagaNA rAkhavI ke choDI devI te tenA hAthanI vAta che. A bemAMthI zuM karavuM te praznanI vicAraNe ahIM mUkI che. je vaLagaNuM rAkhe te saMsAraprApti rahe, ane cheDI de to karma dUra thatAM mekSa maLe. karmanuM rtA tathA bhaktApaNuM tyajavAthI mokSa maLe che. mATe te baMnene tyAga e mokSane upAya che. - A praznomAMthI AtmAnAM che padanI jema siddhi thaI, tema nava tattvanI paNa siddhi thaI zake che. AtmA te cetana che. te cetanamAM jIva tattvanI siddhi thaI. jIva sivAyanA sarva padArtha te ajIva karma zuM che te vicArIe to samajAze ke te puNya tathA pApa che; zubha karma te puNya, azubha karma te pApa karmanI siddhi thatAM pApapuNya siddha thAya che. karma jayAMthI praveza kare te Azrava. AtmA vibhAvadazAmAM rahe tyAre karma bAMdhe che, te dazA. Azrava che. A dvAra baMdha karI navAM karma na bAMdhavAM te saMvara. "rAkhuM ke e pariharu?" - e praznamAM Azrava tathA saMvara samajI zakAze. bAMdhelAM karma niSkAmabhAve bhegavI levAM te nirja rA. AtmAnA pradezo sAthe karmanuM joDAvuM - karmanuM kartRtva levuM - te baMdha. ane bAMdhelAM karmathI sarva prakAre chUTavuM te mokSa. uparanI be paMkti upara manana karatAM karatAM A nava tattvanI vicAraNAmAM UtarI zakAya che. ane tene vizeSapaNe vicAra karavAthI AtmazreNI para pahoMcI zakAya che. Ama jJAna pAmavA mATe A praznone UMDANathI vicAra kare te sauthI agatyanuM che. mAtra be ja paMktimAM cha pada ane nava tatva saraLa bhASAmAM samAvI lenAra zrImanI kavivazakti tathA AdhyAtmika kakSAne khyAla ahIM AvI zakaze. upara jaNAvyA pramANe AtmAnI uDI vicAraNA karI jemaNe AtmajJAna prApta karyuM che tevA mahApuruSonAM vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhI, eka ja vastu karavAnI kartAe bhalAmaNa karI che ane te che, AtmaprApti karavI. juo A paMktio - re! Atma tAro ! Atma tAro ! zIdhra ene oLakho, sarvAtmamAM samadaSTi , A vacanane hadaye lakhe."21 pitAnA AtmAne tAravAnuM, tathA pitAnA jevo ja savano AtmA che tevI zraddhA karavAnuM zrImade A paMktiomAM jaNAvyuM che. AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa samajI tene melasukha ApavuM e kartavya che, temAM ja mAnavadehanI saphaLatA che. tenuM pratipAdana zrImade A kAvyamAM karyuM che. A kAvyamAM, tenA zIrSakamAMthI phalita thAya che tema, AtmA jevA amUlya tattavane vicAra karyo che. 21. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 107.

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3. mekSamALA A kAvyanAM bhAva, tattvavicAraNA vagere tapAsatAM te amUlya lAge tevuM che, ane sarvane potAnA adhikAra pramANe sAcI samajaNa Ape tevuM zrImaddanAM atimahattvanAM gaNAtAM kAvyomAMnuM e eka che. tenI racanA kaI rIte thaI hatI te jaNAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - " 67mA pATha upara zAhI DhoLAI jatAM te pATha pharI lakhavo paDayo hato, ane te ThekANe "bahu puNyakerA puMjathInuM amUlya tAttvika vicAranuM kAvya mUkyuM hatuM.22 paNa ethI ApaNane te lAbha ja thayo che. A uttama kAvya vAMcyA pachI 67mA pATha para zAhI DhoLAI javAnI hakIkta keIna paNa sukharUpa lAge tema che. A padyapATha pachI samyajJAna prApta karavAmAM madadarUpa thAya tevA ghaNu pATha zrImade rahyA che. pATha 74thI 98 sudhImAM temaNe "dharmadhyAna", "jJAna saMbaMdhI be bela", ane "tattvAvabedha" vagere vize lakhyuM che. dharmadhyAna" - 1, 2, 3 ane "jJAna saMbaMdhI be bela" - 1, 2, 3, 4 nAmanA pAThAmAM te te viSayanI vizada ane UMDI vicAraNA karavAmAM AvI che. | dharmadhyAna mATenA 74, 75, 76 e traNa pAThamAM dhyAnanA cAra prakAranuM varNana che. te cAra prakAra te ArtA, radra, dharma, ane zukla. temAMnAM pahelAM be tyAjya che. dharmadhyAnanA mukhya 16 bheda jaNAvyA che. pahelA cAra te AjJAvicaya, apAyavicaya, vipAkavicaya, ane saMsthAnaviya. A cArene zrImadde zAstramAM batAvyA pramANe paNa saMkSepamAM samajAvyA che. te pachI dharmadhyAnanAM cAra lakSaNo ApyAM che AjJAruci, nisargaruci, sUtraruci, ane upadezaruci. A sAthe vAcanA, pUrachanA, parAvartana, ane dharmakathA e cAra dharmadhyAnanAM AlaMbana paNa samajAvyAM che. ane te pachI dharmadhyAnanA chellA cAra bhedacAra anapekSA jaNAvela che : ekatva. anyatva, azaraNa, ane saMsAra-anuprekSA. te badhI temaNe "bAra bhAvanA" vizenA pAThamAM samajAvI che. Ama dharmadhyAnanA 16 bheda tathA tenA lAbha temaNe TUMkANamAM samajAvyA che. tenA lAbha viSe kartA lakhe che - emAMnA keTalAka bhAva samajAvAthI ta5, zAMti, kSamA, dayA, vairAgya, ane jJAnanA bahu bahu udaya thaze. 23 tame kadApi e 10 bhedonuM paThana karI gayA haze, te paNa pharI pharI tenuM parAvartana karaje." 28 Ama ahIM temaNe dharmadhyAna para ghaNe bhAra mUkyo che te joI zakAze. je vaDe vastunuM svarUpa jANIe te jJAna."2 pa e jJAnane artha batAvI, te jJAnanI AvazyaktA, te jJAna kayA sAdhane dvArA maLe, sAdhanaprApti sAthe dezakALAdi 22. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa avRtti 1, pR. 663. 23, 24, 25. ejana, pR. 115.

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zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi anukULa che ke kema, jJAnanA keTalA bheda che vagere praznonI vicAraNA zrImadda "jJAna saMbaMdhI be bela" nAmanA cAra bhAgamAM vahecAyelA pAThamAM karI che. anaMta duHkhathI bharelA A saMsArathI chUTavA mATe jJAnanI AvazyakatA temaNe batAvI che. jJAna thAya to ja jIva saMsArathI chUTI zake che. jJAnaprApti mATe mAnavadeha, AryabhUmi uttama kuLa, sagurune yega, sadharmanI zraddhA vagerene jarUrI sAdhano kahyAM che. temAMthI kayA kayA sAdhanonI keTale aMze sulabhatA Aje che, te vizenI vicAraNA paNa karI che. A uparAMta jJAnanA pAMca bheda mati, cuta, avadhi, mana:paryava ane kevaLa - saMkSepamAM samajAvyA che. vaLI jANavA yogya vastu, te jANavAnAM sAdhane vagere viSe paNa temAM samajUtI apAyelI che. A rIte nAnA nAnA cAra pAThamAM zrImad ghaNA viSayane TUMkANamAM chatAM spaSTatAthI ane pratItipUrvaka samajAvyA che. hAlamAM pravartatA "paMcamakALanI samaja ApavA lekhake jaina dharma anusAra kALacakanI gaNatarInI samaja, tathA hAlamAM kayo kALa cAle che ane tenAM kevAM lakSaNe jJAnIoe batAvyAM che te "paMcamakALa"nAmanA 81mAM pAThamAM varNavela che. dharmanAM matamatAMtara vadhaze, metAdinI vRddhi thaze, zIlavAna duHkhI thaze, AtmajJAnI ghaTatA jaze, anyAya vadhaze, sadavRttio ghaTatI jaze, ema aneka aniSTa tathA duHkhethI bharapUra A Aro raheze."26 tevI samaja zrImad A pAThamAM ApI che. sAthe sAthe aniSTa tathA dukhethI chUTavA sadharma AcarI (varAthI Atmazreya karI levA vivekI puruSone bhalAmaNa paNa karI che. ahIM ApeluM pAMcamA ArAnuM varNana vairAgyapaSaka che. temAM darzAvelAM pAMcamA ArAnAM lakSaNemAMnA keTalAMka to atyAre astitvamAM AvelAM paNa joI zakAze. paMcamakALanuM svarUpa samajAvyA pachI zrImad taravAvabodhanA 17 pATha cukyA che. 8rathI 98 sudhInA A pAThamAM arihataprabhue darzAvelAM navatatva jANavAnI agatya, mahAvIra prabhunI syAdvAda zelI, temanA jJAnanI sarvajJatA tathA jagakartA vagere vize temaNe lakhyuM che. navatattvanuM svarUpa jANavAnI jarUra jaNAvatAM teo lakhe che ke - "nigraMtha pravacanano je je sUkama bodha che, te tattavanI daSTie nava tatvamAM samAI jAya che, temaja saghaLA dharmamatanA sUkSma vicAra e nava tattvavijJAnanA eka dezamAM AvI jAya che. AtmAnI je anaMta zaktio DhaMkAI rahI che tene prakAzita karavA ahaMta bhagavAnane pavitra bAdha che. e anaMta zaktio tyAre prakulita thaI zake ke jyAre nava tattvavijJAnamAM pArAvAra jJAnI thAya."28 26. jinezvare kALacakranA be bheda kahela cheH utsarpiNI ane avasarpiNI. te pratyekanA cha bhAga che je Ara kahevAya che. avasarpiNImAM dhIre dhIre aniSTo vadhatAM jAya che, upasarpiNImAM te aniSTo ghaTatAM jAya che. hAlamAM avasarpiNIne pAMcame Are che, tethI aniSTI vadhatAM jaNAya che. tenuM kALapramANa 21,000 varSanuM che. tenAM 2500 varSa vItyAM che. ra7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 118. 28, ejana, pR. 119,

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3. sekSamALA nava tattvanA jANakArA vize teo lakhe cheH -- " mahAvIra bhagavaMtanA zAsanamAM bahu matamatAMtara paDI gayAM che, tenuM mukhya A eka kAraNa paNa che ke tattvajJAna bhaNIthI upAsaka varganuM lakSa gayuM. mAtra kriyAbhAva para rAcatA rahyA, jenu pariNAma dRSTigocara che, vartamAna zeAdhamAM AvelI pRthvInI vasati lagabhaga doDha abajanI gaNAI che, temAM sarva gacchanI maLIne jaina prajA mAtra vIsa lAkha che. e prajA te zramaNeApAsaka che. emAMthI huM dhAruM chuM ke nava tattvane pAnarUpe be hajAra puruSA paNa mAMDa jANatA haze, manana ane vicArapUrvaka tA AMgaLIne Terave gaNI zakIe teTalA puruSA paNa nahi haze. '29 167 A paristhiti TALavA ane nava tattvanI sArI rIte samaja meLavavA temaNe bhArapUrvIka bhalAmaNa karI che. te dvArA ja saMsAranA cakrAvAnA aMta Avaze tema teo jaNAve che. nava tattvanI samaja ane agatya jaNAvavA temaNe 82thI 85 e cAra pATha yeAjyA che. eka sama virdhana sAthe nigraMtha pravacananI camatkRti saMbaMdhI zrImaddane vAta thaI tyAre ' upannevA ', ' vidhanevA ',' vevA ' e labdhivAkatha vize te vidvAne temane pUchyuM ke, " A tripadImAMthI dvAdazAMgInuM jJAna thAya tevuM gaNadharanuM vacana kaI rIte satya kahI zakAya ? " zrImadde tenI saMbhavitatA jaNAvI. tethI temaNe jaNAvyuM ke, A tripadI para jIva vize "hA" ane "nA"nA vicAra utArIe - eTale ke jIva utpattirUpa che ? teA eka vakhata k hA " ane bIjI vakhata " nA " javAba leveA. te ja rIte vighnatA ane dhruvatA mAmata paNa vicAra karIe to temAM ja 18 doSa Ave che. te aDhAre doSa vidvAne vistArathI jaNAvyA. A ja tripadI para "hA" ane "nA" vicAra utAravA chatAM syAdvAdane lIdhe eka paNa doSa AvatA nathI, te thoDAka ja vicAra karatAM samajAI jAya tevI saraLatAthI zrImadde vidvAnane samajAvyuM. te sAthe peAtAnA apajJAnathI paNa A sAbita thAya che, te pachI vizeSa jJAnavALI adhikArI vyakti hoya te tene temAMthI dvAdazAMgInuM jJAna paNa thaI zake te temaNe namratApUrvaka jaNAvyuM. A AkhA savAda zrImadde nyAyanA graMthamAM praveza karavA joItA sa`skAra ane vicAraNAnA khyAla Ape tevI zailIthI 86thI 91 sudhInA pAMca pAThamAM ApyA che. A tripadI parathI jema jJAna maLI zake che, tema ja navatattvanI bAbatamAM paNa che e temaNe " tattvAvabeAdha" bhAga 11, zikSApATha 92mAM batAvyuM che. ane sAthe sAthe tattvanA bedha vize temaNe lakhyuM che keH-- " anaMta bhedathI bharelA e tattvavicArA jeTalA kALabhedathI jJeya jaNAya teTalA jJeya karavA, grAhyarUpa thAya teTalA grahavA, ane tyAgarUpa dekhAya teTalA tyAgavA. e tattvAne je yathArtha jANe che, te anaMta catuSTayathI virAjamAna che e huM satyatAthI kahuM . e nava tattvanAM nAma mUkavAmAM paNa aradhu sUcavana meAkSanI nikaTatAnuM jaNAya che. '30 " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 119. .. 29. 30. ejana, pR. 123.

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168 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi Ama kahI e nave tane anukrame cakamAM goThavI temaNe 93mAM pAThamAM batAvyuM che ke, temAM sauthI nikaTa jIva tathA mekSa che - pachI vAMcavAmAM bhale te pahelA tathA chelle AvatA hAya. A caka joIne keIne evI AzaMkA thAya ke, "jyAre baMne nikaTa che tyAre bAkInAM tyAgavAM?" te te vize teo makkamatApUrvaka jaNAve che ke - "je sarva tyAgI zaktA he te tyAgI de, eTale mekSarUpa ja thaze. nahIM te heya, ya, upAdeyane bodha le, eTale Atmasiddhi prApta thaze. 31 Ama nava tattvanI vicAraNArthe zrImade A pAThamAM khUba bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. "tattvAvabodha"nA pAThe racavAno uddeza jaNAvatAM zrImadda 94mAM pAThamAM lakhe che ke - "je je hA kahI gayo che te kaMI kevaLa jaina kuLathI janma pAmelA puruSane mATe nathI, paraMtu sarvane mATe che, tema A paNa niHzaMka mAnaje ke huM je kahuM chuM te apakSapAte ane paramArthabuddhithI kahuM chuM." - "tamane je dharmatatva kahevAnuM che, te pakSapAta ke svArthabuddhithI kahevAnuM mane kaI prayojana nathI. pakSapAta ke svArthathI huM tamane adharmatattava badhI adhogatine zA mATe sAdhuM? vAraMvAra huM tamane nigraMthanAM vacanAmRta mATe kahuM chuM, tenuM kAraNa te vacanAmRta tattvamAM paripUrNa che te che. jinezvarene evuM kaMI paNa kAraNa nahatuM ke je nimitte teo mRSA ke pakSapAtI badhe, tema teo ajJAnI na hatA, ke ethI mRSA badhAI javAya. AzaMkA karaze ke, e ajJAnI nahetA ema zA uparathI jaNAya? te tenA uttaramAM eonA pavitra siddhAMtanA rahasyane manana karavAnuM kahuM chuM. ane ema je karaze te te punaH AzakA leza paNa nahi kare. jainamata pravartakee mane kaMI bhUrazI dakSaNa ApI nathI. tema e mArA kaMI kuTuMba parivArI paNa nathI ke e mATe pakSapAte huM kaMI paNa tamane kahuM. temaja anya matapravartako prati mAre kaMI verabuddhi nathI ke mithyA enuM khaMDana karuM. baMnemAM huM te maMdamati madhyastharUpa chuM. bahu bahu mananathI ane mArI mati pahoMcI tyAM sudhInA vicArathI huM vinayathI ema kahuM chuM ke, priya bhavya jaina jevuM ekTa pUrNa ane pavitra darzana nathI, vItarAga jevo e deva nathI; tarIne anaMta duHkhathI pAra pAmavuM hoya te e sarvajJa darzanarUpa kalpavRkSane se."32 A tathA AvAM anya vacanathI zrImad 94 tathA 95 e be pAThamAM jainadharmanI uttamatA darzAvI che. paNa pite te dharmane zA mATe zreSTha kahe che te vizenI vicArapUrvakanI dalIlo zrImad 6 thI 98 e traNa pAThamAM ApI che. loko gADariyA pravAhanI jema taNAtA hovAthI, sArAsAra vivekanuM telana karatA nathI, ane gheogha game te dharmane satya mAnIne cAle che. vaLI, jainadharma jagartA tarIke paramezvarane mAnatA nathI, tethI te dharma 31. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 124. 32. ejana, 5, 124,

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3. mekSamALA nAstika che tevI keTalAka loko dalIla kare che, te dalIlanuM yogya khaMDana zrImadda 97 mA pAThamAM kare che. te vakhate teo e vicAravA sUcave che ke jaina jagatane anAdianaMta kayA nyAyathI kahe che? jagatkartA nathI ema kahevAmAM zuM nimitta che ? vaLI, jagatane racavAnI paramezvarane zI AvazyakatA hatI ? temaNe jagata racyuM te sukhaduHkha zA mATe mUkyAM ? mata kema che?--e vagere praznone vicAra karatAM jainadharmanI satyatA tathA pavitratA viSe khAtarI thaze. ema zrImaddanuM kahevuM che. A badhuM samajAvavAnI sAthe jainadharma para mukAyelA nAstitA AdinA ApanuM khaMDana saraLa chatAM pratItikara bhASAmAM zrImade "tattvAvabodha"nA pAThamAM karyuM che. ane te ApanI agyatA temaNe batAvI che. sAthe sAthe vaiSNava, sAMkhya, vedAMta Adi dharmonI dekhAtI apUrNatA paNa temaNe saraLatAthI, koI paNa jAtanA pUrvagraha vinA batAvI che. 17 varSanI nAnI vayamAM temaNe karAvele temanI tulanAzaktine A paricaya kharekhara Azcarya upajAve tevo che. pitAne eka dharmamAM zraddhA hovA chatAM kaI paNa anya dhamIne paNa temaNe jaNAvelA niyamo mAnya thAya tevI rIte tenI rajUAta karI che. saMsAranuM svarUpa, dharmanuM svarUpa, sAce dharma kayo, satya dharmanuM zodhana kaI rIte karavuM vagere viSenI zrImade ApelI vicAraNuM keI paNa jIvane samyakajJAna prApta karavAmAM madadarUpa thAya tema che te joI zakAze. AthI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke samyakajJAnanA baMdha arthe zrImade "tatvAvabodha", "jJAna saMbaMdhI be bela" vagere pAThonI yejanA karI che. mukti meLavavAmAM samyakdarzana tathA samyakajJAna pachI AvatuM trIjuM tattva te samyaphacAritra che. samyadarzana tathA samyajJAna thayA pachI jIva navAM karma ghaNAM ochAM bAMdhe che. paNa te pUrve bAMdhelAM karmano bhogavaTe karavAnuM tathA navAM karma baMdhAtAM rokavAnuM kArya samyaphacAstri dvArA kare che. samyaphacAritra jIvanuM potAnI jAtane karmathI mukta karAvatuM bAhya temaja AMtarika AcaraNa te sammAstri. pratyeka jIva amuka prakAranI pravRtti te karyA ja kare che, paNa te e prakAranI hoya che ke tenAthI saMsArane nAza thavAne badale tenI vRddhi thAya che. A prakAranI pravRtti ke AcaraNa te samyapha nathI, paNa je AcaraNathI saMsArakSaya thAya te ja samyaphacAritra. A samyaphacAritranuM pAlana kaI rIte karavuM, kevA kevA niyama pALavA te vagere vize zrIma keTalAka pATha ejyA che. te parathI temaNe IrachelA ucca cAritrane khyAla Avaze. duHkhane lIdhe saMsAra pratye jAgatA vairAgyane piSavA mATe zrImad "bAra bhAvanA nAmane 21 pATha ra che.33 temAM anitya, azaraNa Adi bAre bhAvanAo TUMkANamAM 33. A bAre bhAvanAone zrImad "bhAvanAbodha" nAmanA graMthamAM vistArathI samajAvI che. juo prakaraNa 2. azaraNabhAvanA mATe "anAthI muni"nI kathA, anityabhAvanA mATe "bhikhArIne kheda" nAmanI kathA, azucibhAvanA vize "sanakumAranI kathA" vagere mekSamALAmAM paNa apAyela che.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi samajAvavAmAM AvI che, ane keTalIka bhAvanAe sadRSTAMta anya pAThAmAM samajAvAI che. sAmAnya jana jema bane tema vadhAre parigrahamAM sukha mAne che, paNa temAM sukhane badale duHkha rahelu che, ane alpaparigrahamAM ja sAcu' sukha raheluM che te zrImadde " parigraha sa kAcavA ' nAmanA pacIsamA pArDamAM asarakAraka bhASAmAM samajAvyu` che. parigraha viSe maryAdA na Aya tA jIva tRSNAnA pUramAM taNAI ne duHkha, ane kacAreka sanAza paNa nAtare che. potAnA A kathanane puSTa karatu* subhrama cakravartInuM dRSTAMta teo ahI Ape che.34 170 ** pAThamAM zrAvake tathA munie yatnApUrvaka karavI joIe ke ema pratyeka kriyA karatI vakhate yatnA tathA rAtribhAjana " nAmanA 27 tathA 28mA AcaravA yAgya e niyame jaNAvyA che. zrAvake pratyeka vastu jethI, kAI ne nukasAna na thAya. khAtAM, pItAM, cAlatAM, sUtAM, anya jIvajaMtune hAni na thAya tene khyAla rAkhavAnA edha yatnA" nAmanA pAThamAM ApyA che, ane te pachInA pAThamAM rAtrieAjana ' karavAthI dhArmika dRSTithI temaja ArAgyanI dRSTithI kevuM nukasAna thAya che te jaNAvyu che. rAtrieAjana na karavAne temaNe medha ApyA che. A baMne pAThamAM dharmane anukULa vyAvahArika sUcanA zrImad ApyAM che. te sAMsArika temaja pAramArthika baMne rIte phAyadAkAraka thAya tevAM che. dAkhalA tarIke, anAjamAM rahelA sUkSma jaMtuonI pUrI tapAsa karavI joIe tema teozrI jaNAve che. Ama karavAthI anAja bagaDe nahi ane lAMbe vakhata rahe e sAMsArika lAbhanI sAthe jIvahiMsA aTake che te dhArmika lAbha che. A uparAMta pANI gALIne pIvuM, dhImI ne gaMbhIra cAla rAkhavI vagere anya sUcanA paNa temaNe karyA che. 66 ,, "" 66 A baMne pAThamAM temaNe ApelA niyamamAM "dayA pALavAnA ' temanA Azaya jovA maLe che. te ja rIte te pachInA e 29mA-30mA " saMjIvanI rakSA viSenA pAThamAM temaNe dayA "nA ja Adha karyAM che. dayAdharmanuM pAlana e sabhyacAritranu mukhya aga che. dayA e dharmanuM sAcu` svarUpa che, te spaSTatAthI jaNAvyA pachI sa dharmomAM sauthI sUkSmatAthI dayAnA medha jo kAIe karyAM hAya tA te jainadharma karyAM che, tenI pratIti karAvI che. ekendriyathI paoNMcendriya sudhInI jIvadayAnA medha jaina sivAyanA kAI dharmAMmAM maLatA nathI. puSpanI pAMkhaDI dubhAya tene temAM hiMsA gaNI che, e dayAnI keTalI sUkSmatA gaNAya ? AvI sUkSmatAvALA jaina sivAya anya dharma maLavA dubha che te temaNe samajAvyu' che. bIjI siddhie dharma prApti pAse kaI hisAbamAM nathI, te vize temaNe spaSTatAthI lakhyuM che ke -- " manuSyeA riddhi pAme che, sudara strI pAme che, AjJAMkita putra pAme che. mahALe kuTu khaparivAra pAme che, mAnapratiSThA tema ja adhikAra pAme che, ane te pAmavAM kaI durlabha nathI; paraMtu kharu* dharmatattva ke tethI zraddhA ke tenA thADA aMza paNa pAmave mahAdula bha che. e riddhi ityAdika avivekathI pApanu kAraNa thaI anata duHkhamAM laI jAya che. paraMtu A theADI zraddhAbhAvanA paNa uttama padavIe paheoMcADe che. Ama dayAnuM satpariNAma che. ''35 34. jue A prakaraNanA ApelA kathAvibhAga, 35. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 79.

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3, meAkSamALA 171 temanA A maMtavyanA samarthanamAM zrImad NikarAjA tathA abhayakumAranA " mAMsanI sastAI " vizenA prasaMga " sarva jIvanI rakSA " bhAga-ra nAmanA 30mA pAThamAM ApyA che.36 72 A rIte dayAnA svarUpane judI judI rIte samajAvavA zrImad cAra pAnA upayega karyAM che. dayA e dharmanuM mULa che tethI teo te vize sauthI vadhu lakSa Ape che. dalIla, dRSTAMta vagerenA upaceAga paNa sAcI vastunI samajaNa ApavA mATe teo kare che. teo vedAMta, vaiSNava Adi dharmanA dayA svarUpanI jainadharmanA te svarUpa sAthe sarakhAmaNI kare che, ane viSe jainadharmanI uttamatA batAve che. te vicAraNA, sarakhAmaNI AdimAM badhA dharma ne svataMtratAthI vicAra karavAnI temanI zaktinA khyAla ApaNane ahIM Ave che. amuka vastu bhaNI citta na karavu`'' evA je niyama levA te " pratyAkhyAna '. pratyAkhyAna levAthI thatA lAbhonA nirdeza zrImad pratyAkhyAna " nAmanA 31mA pAThamAM karyA che. niyama levAthI manane sArA mArge cAlavAnI zakti prApta thAya che, te uparAMta ekAgratA, viveka, vicArazIlatA vagere keLavAya che, ane aneka lAbha thAya che. niyama lIdhA vinA sadAcAra pALavAthI tenAthI calita thavAnA saMbhava rahe che, tethI pratyAkhyAna e sAritra mATe mahattvanuM' aMga gaNI zakAya. 66 paNa 66 zuddha cAritra pALavAnuM baLa meLavavA mATe pratyAkhyAnanI jema huM namaskArama`tra upayAgI che. arihaMta, siddha, AcAya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhue pAMca vaMdana karavA cegya che, temane vadana karavAnA matrane " namaskAramatra'' ke 8 5'caparameSThimaMtra" nigraMtha pravacanamAM kahe che. A matranA jApathI karmanI nirjarA thAya che, iSTa puruSAnA guNeAnuM smaraNa thAya che ane tethI AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che. Ama navakAramatranI agatya lekhake navakAramaMtra" nAmanA 35mA pAThamAM samajAvI che. te uparAMta A pAThamAM e maMtra navakAramaMtra zA mATe kahevAya che, kanI nirjarA kaI rIte thAya che vagere viSe praznottara rUpe samajaNu apAI che, ane aMtamAM A maMtranA jApa nira'tara karavA bhalAmaNa karAI che. lAMbA samaya navakAramaMtra"nA jAya karavA hAya tA te kaI rIte karavA tenI samaja " anAnupUrvI` '' nAmanA 36mA pAThamAM apAI che. eka ja kramamAM navakAramatranu smaraNa karyA karavAthI te mukhapAThI jApa ja thaI jAya. tethI pAMce namaskAra mATe aMka nizcita karI tene leAmavileAma svarUpamAM goThavavAmAM Ave che. ane je aMka hAya te padyanuM smaraNa karI namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. AvA leAmavilAma svarUpamAM goThavAyelA aMkavALA kASTakane " anAnupUrvI kahe che. A anAnupUrvInA aMka anusAra namaskAra karavAmAM cittane vadhu ekAgra banavu paDe che, ethI e bIjA vicArA karatAM aTake che. pariNAme kanI nirjarA vizeSa thAya che. e badhI samaja zrImad A pAThamAM pitAputranA saMvAda dvArA ApI che. A ma`tranA jApa samyakUcAritranuM viziSTa a'ga gaNI zakAya. * 36. jue A prakaraNane kathAvibhAga,

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172 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi cAritraprApti mATe jainadharmamAM upagI gaNAyelA cha AvazyakamAMnA eka "sAmAyika" vize 38, 39, 40 e traNa pAThamAM vicAra karAyo che. tenA pahelA bhAgamAM "je vaDe karIne mokSanA mArgano lAbhadAyaka bhAva Upaje te sAmAcika"37 evI sAmAyikanI vyAkhyA zrImada ApI che, sAthe sAthe teno artha paNa temaNe samajAvyo che. A sAmAyikathI kevI jAtanA lAbha thAya che te jaNAvatA A pAThanA AraMbhamAM ja temaNe lakhyuM che ke - Atmazaktino prakAza karanAra, samyakajJAna darzanane udaya karanAra, zuddha samAdhibhAvamAM praveza karAvanAra, nijerAne amUlya lAbha ApanAra, rAgadveSathI madhyastha buddhi karanAra evuM sAmAyika nAmanuM zikSAtrata che."38 Ama zrIma sAmAyika vratane samyaphajJAna, samyaphadarzana tathA samyaphacAritranuM udaya karanAra vrata tarIke gaNAvyuM che, te ja agatya batAve che. AthI sAmAyikamAM doSa nA AvavA deve te agatyanuM che. sAmAyika je azuddhithI karavAmAM Ave te temAM mananA dasa, vacananA dasa ane kAyAthI bAra ema batrIsa doSamAMthI keTalAka lo lAge che, te badhA temaNe pahelA be bhAgamAM samajAvyA che. mana, vacana, ane kAyAthI thatA 3ra doSa TUMkANamAM samAvI te badhA nivAravAnI bhalAmaNa karI che. sAmAyika karatI vakhate AvA doSa AvI na jAya te mATe zuM karavuM, kayA prakAranuM kArya karavuM, te mATe trIjA bhAgamAM zrImade samajaNa ApI che. sarva doSa TALavA mATe cittanI ekAgratA para temaNe ghaNo bhAra mUkyo che. te ekAgratA keLavavA mATe navakAramaMtrano jApa, uttama vairAgyanAM kAvyo ke graMthanuM vAMcana, pAchaLanuM adhyayana kareluM saMbhAravuM, sUtrapATha vagere upAyo temaNe sUcavyA che. TUMkamAM kahIe to, cittane sArI pravRttimAM ja rokI rAkhavAnI temaNe bhalAmaNa karI che. sAmAyika sAthe joDAyeluM bIjuM Avazyaka te "pratikamaNa". jIve je je doSa karyA hoya te te yAda karI tenI kSamA mAgavI, tene pazcAttApa kare te pratikamaNa, ema zrImade pratikamaNu" nAmanA 40 mA pAThamAM samajAvyuM che. jIva je je jAtanA doSa sAmAnya rIte kare che te badhAnuM dahana pratikamaNusUtramAM ApeluM che. tethI te sarvanuM smaraNa karavAthI divase ke rAte thayelA pApane pazcAttApa karAya che. te pazcAttApathI thatA lAbha jaNAvatAM zrImad A pAThamAM lakhyuM che ke - zuddhabhAva vaDe karI pazcAttApa karavAthI leza pApa thatAM paralokabhaya ane anukaMpA chuTe che, AtmA kamaLa thAya che. tyAgavA gya vastune viveka AvatuM jAya che. bhagavAna sAkSIe ajJAna ityAdi je je doSa vimaraNa thayA hoya tene pazcAttApa paNa thaI zake che. Ama A nirjarA karavAnuM uttama sAdhana che."39 37. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, 2. 85. 38. ejana, pR. 84. 39. ejana, pR. 87.

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3. mAkSamALA Ama pratikramaNa sUtranI agatya, tenAthI thatA lAbha Adi saraLa bhASAmAM samajAvI, savAre ane sAMje ema divasamAM be vakhata pratikramaNa karavAnI zAstramAM karelI AjJA temaNe ahI jaNAvI che. 66 kSamApanA prabhu pAse kayA prakAranI kSamA mAgavAnI hoya tenA udAharaNarUpe zrImad nAmanA 56 me zikSApATha racyA che. A pArkanuM sUtrAtmaka zailImAM racAyelu ekeeka vAkaya asaghana che. A gadyaprAthanAmAM potAnA doSA prabhu samakSa ghaNI laghutAthI rajU karyA che, ane pAtAnuM anAthapaNuM darzAvI, prabhupraNIta dharma, muni AdinuM zaraNuM svIkArI sarva pApathI mukta thavAnI abhilASA darzAvI che. karelAM pApAnA pazcAttApa karI, sUkSma vicArathI UMDA UtarI pAtAnA svarUpanI khAtarI karIne, bhagavAnanAM kahelAM vacanAmAM niHzaMka thavAnI tathA temanAM vacanAe darzAvelA mArgamAM ahArAtra rahevAnI abhilASA vyakta karI che. 173 A pAThanA mananathI pAtAnA doSonuM bhAna thavAthI sAcA mArge AvavAnI taka jIvane maLe che. ane ethI keTalAka mumukSue tA savAre UThatAMnI sAthe ane rAtre sUtI vakhate A pAThanuM maraNa karI, peAtAnA doSAnI kSamA mAgavAnA niyama le che. e ei vicAratAM A pATha amUlya tattvavicAra " jeTalA ja, balke ethI paNa vadhu agatyanA gaNI zakAya. tethI tA lallujI mahArAja vagere zrImanI saMmatithI A pAThanuM` vAraMvAra manana karavAnI bhalAmaNa karatA. zrImad paNa te prakAranI bhalAmaNa karI hAya tema jANavA C/ maLe che.40 jIvana cAritrapAlanamAM sauthI vadhu kAI ADakhIlIrUpa hAya tA te " pramAda" che, ema zrImad pramAda '' nAmanA 50 mAM pADamAM samajAvyuM che. unmAda, dhanA anAdara, ALasa, kaSAya Adine temaNe pramAdanAM lakSaNA gaNAvyAM che. paLanA paNa pramAda karatAM kacAreka bahu nukasAna thAya che, te jaNAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke : 37 eka paLa vyartha khAvAthI eka bhava hArI javA jevuM che. ema tattvanI STie siddha che.'41 koI paNa kArya mAM saphaLatA meLavavA pramAdanA tyAga karavA paDe che, te nyAye AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM tA jIve eka paLanA paNu pramAda karyA vinA puruSAtha upADavA joI e, evu kSaNekSaNanuM aDhaLaka mUlya lekhake batAvyu che. A pATha "uttarAdhyayana sUtra"nA drumapatraka " nAmanA adhyayananA sArarUpa che, arthAt bhagavAna mahAvIre gautamasvAmIne pramAda na karavA vize ApelA upadeza ahI saraLa bhASAmAM zrImad samajAvyA che. 66 40. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 655, 678 vagere. * 41. ejana, pR. 49. dharmanA kAryamAM pramAda na AvI jAya te mATe manane vaza karavAnA tathA brahmacaryapAlananA upadeza temaNe " jitendriyatA " nAmanA 68mA pAThamAM ane "brahmacaryanI nava vADa nAmanA 69mA pAThamAM ApyA che. "3 ',

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi jitendriyatA ane pATha, manane vaza karavA viSe ghaNAM upagI sUcane Apata, nibaMdharUpe lakhAyelo che. paramArthamArgamAM rahevA mATe Indriya para kAbU have Avazyaka che. A pAMce Inidra, eka mana vaza thatAM kAbUmAM AvI jAya che. tethI Indriyone vaza karavA mATe manane vaza karavuM joIe. manane vaza karavuM keTaluM kaThina che te vize "uttarAdhyayana sUtra" mAMthI udAharaNa laIne temaNe lakhyuM che ke - "dasa lAkha subhaTane jItanAra kaMIka paDyA che, paraMtu svAtmAne jItanAra bahu durlabha che, ane te dasa lAkha subhaTane jItanAra karatAM atyuttama che."42 A viSe temaNe bIjA udAharaNa paNa ApyAM che. aMtamAM manane jItavAnI cAvI batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - te je darichA kare te bhUlI javI, tema karavuM nahi. te jyAre zabdasparzAdi vilAsa gaI che tyAre ApavA nahi. TUMkAmAM ApaNe ethI dorAvuM nahi, paNa ApaNe ene doravuM, ane doravuM te paNa mokSamArgamAM. jitendriyatA vinA sarva prakAranI upAdhi UbhI ja rahI che."43 Ama Indriyajayane temaNe apAra sukha meLavavAnI cAvI rUpe gaNAvyuM che. e ja rIte brahmacaryanA pAlanane paNa temaNe eTaluM ja agatyanuM gaNela che. brahmacaryane mahimA tathA lAbha darzAvatA sAta deharA zrImad "brahmacarya vize subhASita" nAmanA 34mA pAThamAM racyA che. temAM braDhacarya pAlanathI saMsArakSaya thAya che te jaNAvatAM lakhyuM che ke - "eka vidhyane jItatAM, jo sau saMsAra, nRpati jItatAM chatie, daLa pura ne adhikAra "44 viSayathI jJAna tathA dhyAnane nAza thAya che, ane sAthe sAthe bIjI aneka rIte paNa nukasAna thAya che, tethI nava vADa vizuddhithI brahmacarya pAlana karavAthI mana, deha vagere kalpavRkSa samAna bane che, ane bIjA paNa keTalAka lAbha thAya che te ahIM batAvI brahmacaryane mahimA gAve che. brahmacaryanI nava vADa vizuddhi eTale zuM? -te zrImade "brahmacaryanI nava vADa" nAmanA 6lmA pAThamAM samajAvyuM che, ke - brahmacaryarUpI jhADane piSaNa ApanArI nava vidhi te nava vADa evuM rUpaka laIne brahmacarya pALavA mATe AcAra, jaladI smRtimAM rahI jAya te rIte A che. 42. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 107. 43. ejana, pR. 108. 44. ejana, pR. 82.

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3. mekSamALA, jana darzanamAM batAvelAM pAMca mahAvratamAM "brahmacarya" e cothuM vrata che. e vrata saMpUrNapaNe pALavA mATenA keTalAka niyama zAstramAM ApyA che. temAM brahmacArIe strI, pazu AdinI vastIvALA vistAramAM na javuM, zaMgAra saMbaMdhI kathA na karavI, strI sAthe ekAsane na besavuM, strInAM aMgopAMgonuM nirIkSaNa na karavuM, mAkhaNa, ghI Adi pauSTika khorAka na le vagere maLI nava prakAranA niyamone samAveza thAya che. te sarvane zrImade saraLa bhASAmAM A pAThamAM samajAvyA che, ane te sAthe brahmacaryanuM mahattva paNa batAvyuM che. Ama zrImadde cAritrapAlanamAM piSaNarUpa thAya tevA - dayA rAkhavI, niyamo levA, pratikramaNa tathA sAmAyika karavAM, navakAramaMtrano jApa karavo, brahmacarya pALavuM, pramAda, kaSAya Adino tyAga karavo vagereno baMdha karatA "sarva jIvanI rakSA", "yatno", 88 pramAda vagere pAkonI racanA karI che. Ama samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane sammacAritra e traNe tanI samajaNa ApatA pAThe zrImad rahyA che. sahAyabhUta pATha samyagdarzana, samyagajJAna ane samyagacAritrane lagatA pAThe uparAMta zrImade te traNe aMge samajavAmAM sahAyabhUta thAya tevA keTalAka pAThanI paNa racanA karI che. ApaNe sarvamAnya dharma zuM che? mAnavadehanI agatya zI? karmanI vicitratA kevI che ? uttama gRhastha koNa? tRSNa kevI che? viveka eTale zuM ? - vagere viSe dharmanI vicAraNAmAM sahAyakArI thAya tevA pATho zrImadda racyA che. sarvamAnya dharma " nAmanA bIjA padyapAThamAM A pustakanA ke dravatI vicArane zrImad sparza karyo che. temAM vyavahAradharmanuM sauprathama ane sauthI agatyanuM lakSaNa "dayA" kahI tene mahimA varNavyo che. badhA ja dharmane mAnya evuM dayA nAmanuM tattva jinezvarapraNIta dharmanuM mukhya lakSaNa che te ahIM spaSTatAthI kahyuM che. jIvamAM dayA hoya te ja satya, zIla, dAna vagere anya guNe paNa zobhe che. dayA vinA te guNe TakI zakatA nathI; Ama dayAne dharmanuM mULa kahI, jainadharmamAM tenI kevI sUkSamatA che te batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke, "puSpapAMkhaDI jyAM dubhAya, jinavaranI tyAM nahIM AjJAya."45 AvI sUkSamatAthI dayA pALanAra "te jana pahoMce zAzvata sukhe."4 6 potAnA A kathananA samarthanamAM zrImade ja zAMtinAtha prabhunuM udAharaNa ApyuM che. Ama ahIM temaNe dharmanA sauthI agatyanA ane sarvane mAnya evA "dayA" tattvanuM saraLa padyamAM nirUpaNa karyuM che. karmanA camatkAra" nAmanA trIjA pAThamAM jagatamAM dekhAtI jAtajAtanI asamAnatA pratye zrImad vAcakanuM lakSa doryuM che. kaI paNa be manuSyamAM buddhi, vaibhava, AkRti, vAcA Adi aMge koI paNa rIte samAnatA jovAmAM AvatI nathI, te jagatamAM jovA maLatA 45. 46. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 59.

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176 zrImI jIvanasiddhi virodhathI batAvyuM che. ane tenA kAraNarUpe karmane gaNAvela che. zubhAzubha, jevAM karma bAMdhyAM hoya tevAM phaLa bhogavavAM paDe che. A sthiti parabhavanI zraddhA karAve che. Ama jIvane saMsAramAM bhamAvanAra tathA sukhaduHkha ApanAra karma che, te vAta zrImade ahIM saraLa tathA spaSTa bhASAmAM samajAvI che. karmanI A sattA jANyA pachI potAne maLelA dehanuM keTaluM mUlya che, ane tene ke upayoga karavo joIe tenI jijJAsA svAbhAvika rIte ja vAcakane thAya, tethI mAnavadehanuM mUlya ane upayoga darzAvatA "mAnavadeha" nAmane cothe pATha zrImade ra che. manuSyagati e eka ja gati evI che ke jyAMthI jIva mutimAM jaI zake che, athavA te mukti pAmavA mATe prabaLa puruSArtha karI zake che. saMsAranA paribhramaNathI chUTavA je vivekajJAnanI jarUra che te jJAna manuSyagati sivAya koI paNa gatimAM pUrNa paNe AvI zakatuM nathI. te apekSAthI A dehanI amUlyatA jaNavI, tenA AyuSyano bharose rAkhyA vinA savara tene upaga karavAnuM temaNe jaNAvyuM che, sAthe sAthe kahyuM che ke paramArthathI mAnavadehane saphaLa na karanAra mAnavarUpe vAnara che, kAraNa ke temanAmAM mAnavapaNuM hotuM nathI. manuSyadeha pAmele jIva kevAM lakSaNothI yukta hoya te te uttama gRhastha kahevAya te zrImade "uttama gRhastha" nAmanA bAramA pAThamAM batAvyuM che. temAM jaNAvyA pramANe uttama gRhastha, sAmAyika, pratikamaNa ItyAdi yamaniyama pALe che, dAna Ape che, a5 parigraha rAkhe che, vagere lakSaNe uttama gRhastha dharAve che. A badhAM lakSaNe temaNe sUtrAtmaka zailImAM, temanAM "nItivAkyo "nI zailImAM ApyAM che. udAharaNa tarIke, "sazAstranuM manana kare che."47 vagere. kharI mahattA" nAmanA 16 mA pAThamAM lakSamI, vaibhava, meTuM kuTuMba, adhikAra vagerene sAmAnya mANase je mahattA mAne che, te mahattA nahi, laghutA che ema temaNe samajAvyuM che. te dareka vastumAM keI ne koI jagyAe te duHkha raheluM che, tethI te kharI mahattA nathI. sAcI mahattA kayAM che te darzAvatAM teo lakhe che ke, "AmAnI mahattA te satyavacana, dayA, kSamA, pare pakAra, ane samatAmAM rahI che. lakSamI ityAdi te karmamahattA che."48 karmamahattAvALI kaI paNa vastu zAzvata nathI ane AtmasamRddhi nAzavaMta nathI. brahmadatta jevA cakravatI karatAM paNa vizeSa mahattA zuddha paMcamahAvratadhArI bhikSukane maLe che. ahI AmAnI mahattA keTalI che te teo brahmadattanA udAharaNathI batAve che. Ama AtmAnA keTalAka guNanI stuti temaNe saraLa bhASAmAM sacoTa rIte karI che. - AtmAnA guNene jANanAra, AtmArthI jIvanA manoratha kevA hoya te zrImada "sAmAnya manoratha" nAmanA 45 mA padyapAThamAM rajU karela che. pU. gAMdhIjInA priya bhajana "vaiSNava jana to tene re kahIe"nI yAda Ape tevA A manorathe savaiyAmAM raja thayela che. temAM parastrIne mahAdhIna banI nIrakhavI nahi, paradhanane paththara samAna mAnavuM 47. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 66. 48. ejana, pR. 69.

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177 3. zaikSamALA zrAvakanAM khAra vrata AcaravAM vagere manArathA mukAyA che. A manorathAmAM AdhyAtmika dRSTi vizeSa jovA maLe che, jema ke khAra vrata pALavAM, AtmasvarUpa vicArIne sAttvika thavu, mahAvIra prastRta vacanAmAM akhaMDa zraddhA rAkhavI vagere manArathI vizeSa che. mAkSamA sAdhavA IcchatA jIvane kevA manerathI hAya te jANavA A pada upayAgI che. 66 AvA sAttvika manArathAne badale jagatanA lAkAnA jevI khAdya vaibhava AphrinI tRSNA hAya te, tevA jIvanI aMtamAM kevI sthiti thAya che te zrImadde " tRSNAnI vicitratA ' nAmanA 49mA padmapAThamAM haLavI kaTAkSazailI dvArA batAvyu che. ahI'bhAvane anukULa manahara chaMda levAyA che. dInatAmAMthI devatAI maLe che tApaNuM jIvanI tRSNA jatI nathI. mRtyunA mAMmAM hoya, vRddhAvasthA hAya, bIjI aneka viSama paristhiti hoya chatAMya jIvanI mamatA maratI nathI tenA ramUjI kaTAkSamaya citAra zrImadde A kAvyamAM ApyA che. gabhIra viSayane haLavI zailIthI rajU karavAnI zrImanI zakti ApaNane ahI dekhAya che. Ama koI paNa eka bAju vizeSapaNe kheMcAI javAthI nukasAna thAya che. tethI te mATe viveka vAparavA joIe. tethI "viveka e ja dharmanuM mULa ane dharmarakSaka che" te kartAe "viveka eTale zu?" e nAmanA 51mA pAThamAM guruziSyanA savAda dvArA samajAvyu` che. A pADhamAM guru vivekanA sUkSma tathA saraLa artha samajAvatAM kahe che ke --- " sasAranAM sukhA ana tIvAra AtmAe bhAgavyAM chatAM temAMthI haju paNa mAhinI TaLI nahi, ane tene amRta jevA gaNyA, te aviveka che, kAraNa sa`sAra kaDavA che. kaDavA vipAkane Ape che, temaja vairAgya je e kaDavA vipAkanuM auSadha che, tene kaDavA gaNyA, A paNa aviveka che. jJAnadarzanAdi guNNA, ajJAna, adanane gherI laI je mizratA karI nAkhI che te ALakhI bhAva amRtamAM Avavu enuM nAma viveka che. '49 Ama AtmAne je madhuratA te amRta ane AtmAne je kaDavu... te jhera, A samajavu* tenu nAma viveka ema zrImad kahela che. sauMsAra anaMta duHkhamaya che, temAM meha rAkhavA e paNa viveka che, te vize zrIma jJAnIoe vairAgya zA mATe estheA che?' nAmanA bAvanamA pAThamAM samajAvyu che. sasAranI mAhinI kevI che te samajAvavA eka cakravatI ane eka bhUMDanI mAhinInI apekSAe sarakhAmaNI karI, baMnene sarakhA jaNAvyA che. sa'sAranA vaibhava vize vicAratAM baMne vacce ghaNA taphAvata che, paNa temanI Asakti sarakhI ja che, e apekSAe temane samAna gaNyA che. A sarakhAmaNI parathI kartAe saMsAranuM svarUpa spaSTa karyuM" che. sa`sAranA duHkhathI mukta thavA jJAnIe vairAgyanA bedha karyA che, kAraNa ke "vairAgya e ja anaMta sukhamAM laI janAra utkRSTa bheAmiyeA che. 50 A vacana dvArA temaNe pAThanA zI kanI sArthakatA paNa batAvI che. 49. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 95, pu. ejana, pR. 96 23 66

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178 zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi te pachInA " mahAvIra zAsana' nAmanA purumA pAThamAM vizALa viSayane suMdara zailIthI temaNe samAvyA che. A pAThamAM mahAvIra prabhunu jIvana sakSetramAM jaNlRAvavAnI sAthe e paNa kahyuM che ke temanu dharmAMtI ekavIsa hajAra varSa paryaMta pravaze. te zAsana daramyAna leAkAnA AcAravicAra kevA haze tenI rUparekhA pazu ApI che. ane e badhI ja jALamAMthI mukta thavA mATe zrImadde A pAThanA aMtamAM bhalAmaNa karI che ke H-- "ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnA sArthaka athe matabhedamAM paDavuM nahi. uttama ane zAMta muninA samAgama, vimaLa AcAra, viveka, dayA, kSamA enu' sevana karavuM, mahAvIratI ne arthe ane teA vivekI edha kArasahita ApavA, tubuddhithI zakita thavuM nahi. emAM ApaNu' parama magaLa che te visarjana karavuM nahi, pa1 sAdhuoe pALavAnI brahmacaryanI nava vADanA niyamamAM eka teA snAna karavAnI manAI che, tenI ceAgyatA darzAvatA khulAse zrImadde "azuci kAne kahevI ? '' nAmanA 54mA pAThamAM "satya " ane "jijJAsu "nA saMvAdarUpe ApyA che. dehanI azuci e sAcI azuci nahi, paNa AtmAnI malinatA e sAcI agni che, tethI tenA nAza karavA tarapha prabhue ' bhAra mUkatho che. zarIra ja milanatAthI banelu' che. tethI te snAnathI zuddha na thaI zake. vaLI, sAdhune sasArI jevI zarIranI azuci thatI nathI, tethI temane snAnanI AvazyakatA nathI, e aha' saraLa bhASAmAM jaNAvyuM che. oma judAM judAM sUcanA apAyA pachI, zrAvake peAtAnA jIvanamAM karyeA nityakrama apanAvavA joI e te vize 55 mA " sAmAnya nityaniyama " nAmanA pAThamAM mAdana apAyuM che. temAM navakAramaMtranA jApa, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vagere uparAMta dAna vagerenI bhalAmaNa paNa karavAmAM AvI che. enu sUkSmatAthI pAlana karavuM' te ma'gaLadAyaka che, ema A pAThamAM kartAe darzAvyuM che. sAmAnya nityaniyama jevA ja, AtmAne ujjavaLa karavAmAM upayeAgI 32 khelanA saMgraha " khatrIsa yAga " nAmanA 72 mA pAThamAM apAyA che, temAM sAdhu zrAvaka sane lAguM paDe tevA niyamo TUMkAM vAkayomAM jaNAvyAM che. udAharaNa tarIke, " mamatvane tyAga karavA, " peAtAno doSa samabhAvapUrvaka TALavA " vagere satpuruSAe jaNAvelA AcAramAMnA 32 niyama lekhake bahI' ApyA che. temaNe amUlya gaNAvelAM A vacanA, temaNe racelAM " puSpamALAM ", " vacanasaptazatI ", " vacanAvalI" vagerenI yAda Ape tevAM che. '' '', ** A badhA uparAMta meAkSamALA "mAM " samAjanI agatya ", " maneAnigrahamAM vighna '', vagere keTalAka pADAnI paNa temaNe racanA karI che, je kAI khAsa vibhAgamAM na AvatA svataMtra jevA che, ane tema chatAM te keTalAka dhArmika praznonuM samAdhAna karanAra che. tethI te badhAnI meAkSamArganI prAptinA sahAyaka pATha tarIke gaNatarI karI che. 49.66 zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 97,

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3. mekSamALA 179 samAjanI agatya" nAmanA 9mA pAThamAM aMgrejonI anekavidha saphaLatAnA kAraNabhUta temanA utsAhane apanAvI sarvajJa prabhunAM vacanenuM pAlana karavA zrImad bhalAmaNa karI che. aMgrejonA guNe apanAvavAnI bhalAmaNa karanAra zrImaddamAM guNagrAhIpaNuM jovA maLe che. manonigrahamAM vidana" nAmanA te pachInA pAThamAM aDhAra pApasthAnakone nAza karavAmAM vidanarUpa 18 bela ApyA che. AtmArtha sAdhavAmAM ADA AvatA A doSathI satvare mukta thavAnI temaNe bhalAmaNa karI che. te pachInA 101mA pAThamAM "smRtimAM rAkhavA yogya mahAvAkyo " ApavAmAM AvyAM che. vairAgyane poSaka tathA Atmasiddhi meLavavAmAM sahAyabhUta thAya tevAM dasa vacane ahIM ApyAM che. dAkhalA tarIke, "yuvAvasthAnA sarvasaMgaparityAga parama padane Ape che." "vividha prazno" nAmanA 12thI 106 sudhInA pAMca pAThamAM janadharmano siddhAMtapravezikAnI garaja sAre e rIte praznottararUpe keTalAka siddhAMtonI tathA dharmanAM tajIva, ajIva, karma, guNasthAna vagere vizenI sAmAnya samajaNa temaNe ApI che. aMtamAM "jinezvaranI vANI ane mahimA darzAvatuM kAvya tathA graMtha pUre thayo tenuM sUcana karatuM " pramAlikA maMgaLa" nAmanuM pada 107mAM tathA 108mA pAThamAM mUkavAmAM AvyAM che. anaMta prakAranA arthathI bharapUra, jagatanuM hita karavAvALI, mekSa ApanAra vagere jinezvaranI vANanA keTalAka guNa ahIM manahara chaMdamAM rajU karyA che. "pUrNa mAlikA maMgaLa"mAM sAta vAranAM nAma khAsa arthamAM goThavIne samyagdarzana kema thAya tenuM tathA te pachIthI siddhapadanI prApti sudhIne vikAsa kaI rIte thAya te batAvyuM che. e rIte vicAratAM A 108 pATha khUba agatyane gaNI zakAya. Ama ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke zrImade "mokSamALA"mAM samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyaccAritra e traNe aMgane puSTa karanArA tattvavicAraNanA pAThe saraLa, miSTa bhASAmAM racyA che. taduparAMta "mokSamALA" te sarvane AkarSaNarUpa tathA upayogI thAya te hetuthI racAI hovAne lIdhe temAM zrImad kathAtatva ghaNu jagyAe umereluM che. "mokSamALA"nAM kathAdaSTAMto mokSamALAmAM 108 pAThamAMthI lagabhaga 27 pAThamAM 16 jeTalI judI jArI kathAo apAI che, je vAcakanA vArtArasane poSavAmAM ghaNI sahAyaka thaI zake tema che. A badhI kathAo zrImade eka sAthe anusaMdhAnamAM nathI mUkI, paNa tenA aucitya pramANe thoDA thoDA pAThane aMtare mUkI che. ahIM apAyelAM ghaNAM kharAM kathA ke daSTAMta moTe bhAge jaina sUtragraMtho ke zAstragraMthomAMthI levAyelAM che. jemAM A kathAo ghaNI pracalita che, tethI te ghaNA prAcIna jaina graMthomAM jovA maLe che. tethI kathAonAM mULa keTalIka vakhata maLatAM nathI. vaLI, zrImade pote utArelI kathA temaNe kayA cokkasa graMthamAMthI lIdhI che tene kayAMye nirdeza karyo nathI, tethI

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zrImaddana jIvanasiddhi tene nirNaya thaI zakato nathI. vaLI, zrIphane badhAM zAstro vAMcavAM paNa nahotAM paDatAM ema emaNe pote ja jaNAvyuM che, ane te kathAonI bAbatamAM paNa teTaluM ja sAcuM che ema temanA zabdo jotAM jaNAya che. juo - eka zleka vAMcatAM amane hajAre zAstronuM bhAna thaI temAM upaga pharI vaLa che."para "bhAgavatavALI vAta AtmajJAnathI jANelI che. 53 sUtra ane tenAM paDakhAM badhAM jaNAyAM che."54 vagere. Ama zAstrajJAna levA jene zAstrane Azaro nathI levo paDato, teNe amuka cokkasa vastu kayA cokakasa graMthane AdhAre lIdhI haze te jANavuM keTaluM muzkela che te ahIM samajI zakAze. keTalIka kathA temanI svataMtra racanA heya tema paNa jaNAyuM che. vaLI badhAmAMthI keTalIka kathA ke keTalAMka daSTAMtAM "bhAvanAbedha"mAM paNa hovAthI tyAM tapAsAI gayAM che, tethI teno ahIM mAtra nirdeza ja karyo che. mekSamALAmAM sauthI pahelI kathA 5, 6, 7 e traNa pAThamAM "anAthI muni"nI jovA maLe che. "mAnavadeha" nAmanA cothA pAThanA anusaMdhAnamAM te dehanI sAcI upayogitA jaNAvatuM "anAthI muni"nuM caritra ahIM apAyuM che.55 A pachI 17mAM pAThamAM zrImade "bAhubaLa"nI kathA ApI che. Adi tIrthakara zrI RSabhadeve temanA be putra bharata tathA bAhubaLane rAjya sepI sarvasaMgaparityAga karyo. pAchaLathI cakravatI pada mATe be bhAIo vacce yuddha thayuM. te vakhate nAnAbhAI bAhubaLane maTAbhAI sAthe laDavuM egya na lAgatAM, muni veza dhAraNa karI bAhubaLa jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI temane pitA temaja anya dIkSita bhAIone maLavAnI IcchA thaI paNa uMmaramAM pitAthI nAnA ane dIkSAe moTA bhAIone vaMdana karavuM paDe te na racatAM teo bIjI jagyAe jaI ugra tapa karavA lAgyA. Ama temanAmAM thoDo "ahama" rahI gayo. te mAna temanI be bahene brAhatI ane suMdarInA "madonmatta hAthI parathI heThA Utare" e vacanathI tUTayuM. ane te pachI pitAne bhAIone vAMdavA javA bAhubaLa jevo paga upADyo ke tarata ja temane kevaLajJAna pragaTayuM. "mAna na hatuM te a ja mokSa hota" e uktine sArthaka karatuM tathA mAnanI bhayaMkaratA batAvatuM dRSTAMta zrImade ahIM saraLa bhASAmAM rajU karyuM che. jana samAjamAM khUba pracalita thayelI bAhubaLanI A kathA zrImade zrI hemacaMdrAcArya racita "triSaSTizalAkApuruSacaritra"nA pahelA parvanA pAMcamA sargamAMthI athavA bIjA koI caritragraMthamAMthI TUMkAvIne lIdhI hoya te saMbhava che. para. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 64. 53. ejana, pR. 265. 54. ejana, pR. 250. papa. A kathAnA vastu mATe juo "bhAvanAbadha"nA prakaraNamAM "azaraNabhAvanA".

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3. kSamA 22mAM kAmadeva zrAvaka" nAmanA pAThamAM zrImade "upAsaka dazAMga sUtra"nA bIjA adhyayananA 92thI 112 zlokamAM AvatA kAmadeva zrAvakanA prasaMgane AdhAra laIne, te prasaMgane saMkSepamAM Apyo hoya tema lAge che. devanA aneka upasargo kAmadeva khUba ja samatAthI sahana kare che, tema ja potAnA kAryotsargamAM leza paNa nyUnatA AvavA dete nathI, tevI kAmadevanI dharmadeDhatA batAvate prasaMga zrImad A pAThamAM Apyo che. kAmadeva jevI daDhatA rAkhavAnI bhalAmaNa temaNe karI che, ane sAthe sAthe "pAI" mATe dharma zAkha kADhanAra jIvo prati kheda paNa vyakta karyo che. A pachI "satya" nAmanA 23mA pAThamAM paMcamahAvratamAMnA eka vrata satyanuM mahatva batAvatI kathA zrIma ApI che. zrImadda e vize lakhe che ke - vasurAjAnuM eka zabdanuM asatya bolavuM keTaluM duHkhadAyaka thayuM hatuM te tattvavicAra karavA mATe ahIM huM kahuM chuM. pas tamAM batAvyA pramANe satyanA prabhAvathI siMhAsana para adhadhara besatA vasurAjAe, brAhmaNanI AtmahatyA karavAnI dhamakIthI DarI jaIne jyAre "aja" zabdane artha "trIhi" ne badale "bekaDe" e karyo tyAre tenA asatya vacanathI kepelA deve tene siMhAsana parathI pachADIne mArI nAkhyo. A kathAnuM mULa saMghadAvAcakakRta "vasudevahiDi"nA 24mA laMbhakamAM che, tevuM anumAna thAya che. te pachInA rUpamAM "parigraha saMkoca" nAmanA pAThamAM, parigraha vize maryAdA na hoya tA tRSNanA pUramAM taNAIne jIva duHkha ane kyAreka sarvanAza notare che te jaNAvatuM "subhUma cakravatI enuM dRSTAMta apAyuM che. subhUma cha khaMDa dharatInI prabhutAthI saMtoSa na pAmatAM bAra khaMDa sAdhavA nIkaLe che. pariNAme cha khaMDanI prabhutA mANyA vinA potAno sarvanAza netare che. "triSaSTizalAkApuruSacaritra"nA chaThThA parvanA cothA sargamAM varNavela subhUma nAmanA AThamA cakravatInuM A TUMkuM caritra che. A caritra ApI zrImadda evo upadeza sUcave che ke, ochAmAM ochA parigrahathI saMtoSa maLavo joIe, kAraNa ke parigraha e pApanuM mULa tathA pApane bApa bane che, saMtoSane ja sAcuM sukha gayuM che. A pachInA 26mAM pAThamAM "tattva samajavA" vize eka ramUjI dRSTAMta dvArA kartAe riLatAthI samajavyA che. zAstranA niyama Adi gekhavAthI nahi, paNa tene samajIne abhyAsa karavAthI AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che, te satya teoe ahI samajAvyuM che. "rAyazI" ane "davasI" zabdane cheTe artha samajavAne lIdhe, pratikramaNa bolatI vakhate khetazI" kevo goTALo karI bese che te ramUjI zailIthI ahIM temaNe batAvyuM che. "devasI paDikamaNuM DAyami" ema AvyuM tyAM "khetazI paDikkamaNuM DAyami" e vAkyo lagAvI dIdhAM. "huM garIba chuM eTale mAruM nAma AvyuM tyAM pAdharI takarAra laI 56. "zrImad rAjacaMdra , agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 74.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi " paraMtu pApaTanI khalA jANe rAma te dADama ke drAkSa" vagere haLavAM vAkayo dvArA peAtAnuM vaktavya saraLatAthI rajU karela che. "" meTA. 162 66 33 dayA "nuM mahattva jaNAvavA traNa pATha racyA pachI tenA anusaMdhAnamAM "sarva jIvanI rakSA bhAga 2 nAmanA 30mA pAThamAM zreNikarAjA ane abhayakumAranA " mAMsanI sastAI " vizenA prasaMga zrImadde ApyA che. kALajAnA savA paisA bhAra mAMsane badale aDhaLaka dravya dareka vyakti abhayakumArane Ape che. te dRSTAMta dvArA teo spaSTa kare che ke, sarvane potAnA jIva vahAlA hAya che, tethI asahAya jIvane haNIne teene duHkha ApavArUpa pApathI bacavuM joI e. " sarva jIvanI rakSA karavI e jevA e dharma nathI.'' e bedha emaNe sArarUpa hyo che. vinaya e siddhi meLavavA mATenuM kevuM uttama vazIkaraNa che te " vinaya vaDe tattvanI siddhi che " e nAmanA karamA pAThamAM zrImadde samajAvyuM che. caMDALa pAsethI vidyA levAnI hAvAthI, tene gurusthAna ApyA vinA khuda zreNikarAjA paNa vidyA prApta karI zakatA nathI, te dRSTAMta dvArA zrImadde vinayanu mAhAtmya saraLa bhASAmAM vizadatAthI samajAvyuM che. : vinayanA mAhAtmyanI jema zIlanA mahimA paNa zrImad "sudarzana zeTha "nI kathA dvArA, 33mA pAThamAM vyakta karyA che. dharmAMdRDha tathA zIlavAna evA zeTha para mAhita thayelI abhayArANI, peAtAnI duSTa icchAmAM na phAvatAM, zeThanA cAritra viSe rAjAnA kAna bhaMbhere che. kAcA kAnanA rAjA zeThane kharAba cAritranA mAnI zULIe caDhAvavAnA hukama kare che. paNa upara caDatAMnI sAthe ja zIlanA prabhAvathI zULI sihAsana banI jAya che. Ama satyazIlanA vijaya thAya che. dhama ghASasUra kRta RSima 'DaLa "mAM AvatI ane khUba jANItI thayelI A kathAnA upayAga zrImad ahIM zIlanA mahimA ane dharma dRDhatA jaNAvavA karyA che. te pachI sa MsAranuM anitya svarUpa samajAvatAM "bhikhArInA kheda" nAmanI kathA 41, 42 e pAThamAM ApavAmAM AvI che. ramUjI zailIvALI, svataMtra lAgatI A racanA " bhAvanAdha"mAM paNa levAyelI che.57 anupama kSamA" ane "rAga" nAmanA 43, 44mA pArDamAM zrImad uttama kSamA kAne kahevAya te, tathA sUkSma rAga paNa keTalA hAnikAraka che te anukrame gajasukumAra ane gautamasvAmInA dRSTAMtathI samajAvyu che. Ama ahIM tattvanI rajUAta dRSTAMta dvArA karI che. 66 zrIkRSNanA nAnA bhAI gajasukumAra bAra varSanI nAnI vaye vairAgyathI dIkSita thayA hatA. te dIkSAthI temanA sasarA sAmilane atyaMta krodha AvyA, kAraNa ke temanI aparaNIta putrInA gajasukumAre bhava bagADayo. AthI krodhAvezamAM AvelA sAmile, gajasukumAra jyAM dhyAnamAM UbhA hatA tyAM jaI temanA mAthA para cIkaNI mATInI sagaDI banAvI, temAM 57. jue " bhAvanAbeAdha " nI pahelI " anityabhAvanA '. S,

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3. ekSamALA ' baLatA kolasA mUkyA. tethI gajasukumAranA mastakanI komaLa cAmaDI baLavA lAgI ane temane asahya vedanA thavA lAgI, paNa teo kSamAbhAva rAkhI dayAnamAM sthira rahyA. bIje sasaro hota te lagna vakhate sthaLa pAghaDI baMdhAvata, A sasarA mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAve che ema vicArI gajasukumAre zAMti dhAraNa karI. Ama mananAM pariNAma UMcAM thavAthI temane kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. A prasaMga "aMtakRta dazAMga sUtra"nA trIjA varganA 8mA adhyayanamAM, ane te ja pramANe hemacaMdrAcArya racita "triSaSTizalAkApuruSacaritra"nA 8mA parvanA 10mA sargamAM maLe che. A prasaMga zrImade pitAnA zabdomAM rajU karyo che, ane game tevA upasargakartA pratye paNa kSamAbhAva rAkhavo joIe tevo bodha sUcavyo che. rAga" nAmanA 44mAM pAThamAM gautama muni mahAvIra prabhu parano sUma rAga temane kevaLajJAnanI prAptimAM kevI rIte aMtarAyarUpa thaye hatuM tenI kathA kahI che. mahAvIra prabhunA nirvANa pachI ja rAga tUTatAM gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAna thatuM hatuM. prabhu parano zubha rAga paNa temanA nirvANa samaye gautamasvAmI jevA gaNadharane paNa duHkhadAyaka thaye hatuM, te parathI bIjA rAga ke dveSa keTalA duHkhadAyaka hoI zake tenI to kalpanA ja karavAnI rahe che. potAnA dehAdathI zarU karI anya savamAM mArApaNano rAgabhAva rAkhavo e anarthakAraka che tevo jJAnIono bodha samajAvavA zrImade uttama puruSanA jIvanamAMthI daSTAMta lIdhuM che. "triSaSTizalAkA puruSacaritra"nA dasamA parvamAM mahAvIraprabhunA mahAnirvANanA prasaMganA varNanamAM A rAmakathAnuM vigate nirUpaNa thayeluM che. rAganI jema tRSNa paNa keTalI bUrI che te jaNAvatuM "kapila muninuM vRttAMta zrImade 46,47, 48 e traNa pAThamAM ApyuM che. kauzAMbI nagarInA zAstrIne kapila nAme putra hate. bALapaNathI ja lADakeDamAM Ucharela hovAthI tene vidyAprApti nahatI thaI, ane nAnI uMmaramAM pitAnuM avasAna thatAM pitAnI jagyA bIjAne maLI. tethI vidyAprApti mATe te eka vakhata pitAnA mitra pAse bIje gAma gayo. tyAM yuvAnImAM AvatAM te eka vidhavA brAhmaNImAM lubdha banyo. pAse paisA te hatA nahi tethI te bhadrika kapilane bahu muzkelI naDatI hatI. AthI brAhmaNInA sUcavelA upAya mujaba teNe, te nagaranA rivAja pramANe, rAjAne pahelAM AzIrvAda ApI be mAsA suvarNa meLavavAno nizcaya karyo. raja, moDa thaI jatuM, ane tenuM maLatuM nahi. AthI eka divase madharAte caMdrane ja sUrya mAnI te AzIrvAda ApavA doDyo. pariNAme cekiyAte tene cAra jANI pakaDo ane bIje divase rAjA samakSa khaDe karyo. rAjAe sAcI vAta jANIne joIe teTaluM dravya mAgavA kahyuM. te parathI zuM mAgavuM tenA vicAre kapila caDI gayo. be mAsA suvarNane badale rAjAnA AkhA rAjyane mAgavAnA vicArathI paNa tenI tRSNa gaI nahi. paNa temAMthI saddavicAra AvatAM tRSNano phAMse te samajyo, ane saMtoSamAM ja sAcuM sukha samajI, kaMI paNa lIdhA vinA muniva grahaNa karI te cAlI nIkaLe, ane svarUpa zreNIe caDI kevaLajJAnanI prApti karI. "kapila muninA trIjA bhAgamAM tRSNanA pUramAM kapila kevI rIte ghasaDAya che, ane kaI rIte temAMthI chUTe che, tenuM suMdara varNana zrImade ApyuM che. jIvane lobha ke vadhe che te kapilanA ja ciMtanamAM juo -

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194 zrImaddI jIvanasiddhi " AkhuM rAjya mAgatAM paNa tRSNA chIpatI naheAtI, mAtra sASa ane vivekathI te ghaTADI tA ghaTI. e rAjA jo cakravatI hAta tA pachI hu. ethI vizeSa zuM mAgI zakata ? ane vizeSa jyAM sudhI na maLata tyAM sudhI huM sukhI paNa na heAta... sukha tA saMtASamAM ja che. tRSNA e saMsAravRkSanu bIja che. 58 ahIM tRSNAnA phdamAM sAyelA jIvanI kevI vale thAya che te batAvyu che, " triSaSTi zalAkApuruSacitra "nA dasamA parvanA 11mA samAM chellA rAjiSa uDDayana rAjAnA citramAM aMtata kathA tarIke A kathA jovA maLe che. tRSNAnuM svarUpa varNavatAM khIjA keTalAka pATha paNa zrImadde racyA cheH-- 61thI 66 e cha pAThamAM zrImad kathA dvArA " sukha vize vicAra" karyA che. sAcu* sukha karyu. tenI samaja ahI temaNe ApI che. ridratAthI pIDAtA eka brAhmaNe tapa karI devane rIjhavI sukha meLavavAnA nirNaya karyo. paraMtu deva pAse kevuM sukha mAgavuM te nakkI karavA te brAhmaNa sukhI mANasanI zeAdhamAM nIkaLyA. AkhA bhAratamAM te rakhaDayo paNa kayAMya tene sukhI mANasa maLyA nahi. Akhare dvArakAmAM eka mahAdhanAthane teNe sukhI joye. te dhanADhaghanA sarva vaibhava joyA pachI brAhmaNe tene potAnA uddeza jaNAvyA. nike jaNAvyuM ke, "mane maLatAM sukha bIjA pAse nahi hAya, tema chatAM huM paNa vAstavika rIte sukhI nathI. " A sAMbhaLI tenu duHkha jANavAnI brAhmaNane icchA thaI. dhanADhaye peAtAnI kathA brAhmaNane kahI. te dhanADhaca zarUAtamAM khUba sukhI hatA. temAMthI bhAgya pharatAM te atyaMta du:khI avasthAmAM AvI gayA. kuTuMba, dhana, vaibhava sarvAMthI te vimukha thaI gayA. vaLI thoDAM varSo pachI pharI pAchuM bhAgya pharatAM tene dhana, vaibhava ane kuTuMbanuM sukha sAMpaDayuM. paraMtu tene samajAyuM ke, asthira dhana, vaibhava, kuTuMba Adi sAcA sukhanuM kAraNa nathI. teNe brAhmaNane kahyuM :~ paNa tattvadRSTithI huM... sukhI na manAu'. jyAM sudhI sarva prakAre bAhya ane abhyaMtara parigraha maiM tyADyA nathI tyAM sudhI rAgadveSanA bhAva che. joke te bahu aze nathI, paNa che. te tyAM upAdhi paNa che. sa`sa'gaparityAga karavAnI mArI sa'pUrNa AkAMkSA che, paNa jyAM sudhI tema thayu' nathI tyAM sudhI haju keAI gaNAtAM priyajananA vidyAga, vyavahAramAM hAni, kuMTu bInu* duHkha e thoDe aMze paNa duHkha ApI zake. peAtAnA deha para mAta sivAya paNa nAnA prakAranA roganA sabhava che. mATe kevaLa nigraMtha khAdyAbhyatara parigrahanA tyAga, apAraMbhanA tyAga e saghaLuM nathI thayuM tyAM sudhI huM kevaLa mane sukhI mAnatA nathI. have Apane tattvanI dRSTie vicAratAM mAlUma paDaze ke lakSmI, zrI, putra ke kuTuMba vaDe sukha nathI, ane ene sukha gaNuM tA jyAre mArI sthiti patita thaI hatI tyAre e sukha kayAM gayuM hatuM ? jenA " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 92. 58.

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3. mAsamALA viyeAga che, je kSaNabhaMgura che, ane jyAM ekatva ke avyAbAdhapaNuM nathI te sukha sauMpUrNa nathI. 59 A pramANe sAMsArika sukha meLavavA jatAM keTalAM kapaTa sevavAM paDe che, hiMsA karavI paDe che, ArabhApAdhi vaheAravI paDe che vagere vize khyAla ApI dhanADhatha sAcA sukha vize niNaeNya levAnuM brAhmaNa para ja cheDe che. brAhmaNa dhanADhaya sAthe sa`mata thAya che, ane tenI pAse rahevAnuM svIkAre che. te pachI dhanADhaca sukha vizenA vicAro rajU kare che, te khUba samajavA ceAgya che: 24 " jee kevaLa lakSmIne upArjana karavAmAM kapaTa, lAbha ane mAyAmAM mUjhAI paDayA che, te bahu duHkhI che. tene te pUrA upayAga ke adhUro upayeAga karI zakatA nathI. mAtra upAdhi ja bhAgave che. te asaMkhyAta pApa kare che. tene kALa acAnaka laIne upADI jAya che. adhAti pAmI te jIva anaMta sasAra vadhAre che. maLelA manuSyadeha e nimUlya karI nAkhe che jethI te niraMtara duHkhI ja che. 66 jeNe peAtAnI upavikA jeTalAM sAdhanamAtra apAra'bhathI rAkhyAM che, zuddha eka patnIvrata, sa`teASa, paramAtmAnI rakSA, yama, niyama, paropakAra, a5rAga, alpadravya, mAyA ane satya temaja zAsradhyayana rAkhyuM che, je satpuruSone seve che, jeNe nigraMthatAnA manAratha rAkhyA che, bahu prakAre karIne sa`sArathI tyAgI jevA che, jenA vairAgya ane viveka utkRSTa che, te pavitratAmAM sukhapUrvaka kALa nimana kare che. 195 " sarva prakAranA AraMbha ane parigrahathI jee rahita thayA che; dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI jee apratima dhapaNe vicare che, zatrumitra pratye je samAna dRSTivALA che, ane zuddha AtmadhyAnamAM jemanA kALa nirgamana thAya che, athavA svAdhyAya dhyAnamAM je lIna che, evA jitendriya ane jitakaSAya te nigrathA parama sukhI che. "sa ghanaghAtI karmonA kSaya jemaNe karyo che, cAra ka pAtaLAM jenAM paDayAM che, je mukta che, je ana'tajJAnI, anaMtadazI che te te saMpUrNa sukhI che. mAkSamAM anata jIvananA anaMta sukhamAM sa-ka viraktatAthI virAje che, "60 te A pramANe ahI' jIvanA cAra prakAra gaNAvyA che. temAM uttarottara caDatI dazA jaNAvI che. kevaLajJAnInI sauthI U`cI kakSA che. te mATe sakanA kSaya thaye have joIe. ane te meLavavA mATenI bhUmikAe eka pachI eka ahI sa saraLatAthI samajAvI che. zrImadde " apUrva avasara mAM sevelI bhAvanAnuM khIja ApaNane emanAM uparanAM vacanAmAM jovA maLe che. 59. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 105. 6. ejata, pR. 106. .

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196 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi sAcu' sukha kone kahevAya, te kaI rIte maLe te vize ahI brAhmaNanA dRSTAMta dvArA zrImadde su'dara samajaNa ApI che. tattvanI vicAraNA paNa sAmAnya jana mATe samajavI khUba sahelI banI jAya e rIte enI rajUAta emaNe karI che. peAtAnI sukha vizenI vicAraNA rajU karavA zrImadde A dRSTAMtanI yeAjanA karI che. tenI bhASA, goThavaNI, tattvaciMtana Adi zrImadanI sarjanazaktinA ApaNane khyAla Ape che. "nA thoDA paNa mAnabhAva unnati pAmavAmAM keTaleA ADA Ave che te " bAhubaLa dRSTAMtamAM joyuM. mAnabhAvathI thatA anatha 70-71 e be pAThamAM apAyelI sanakumAra cakravatI nI kathAmAM jovA maLe che. kAyAmAM mAnabhAva karavAthI sanatkumAranI kAyA kevI jheramaya thaI gaI hatI te, ane te mAnabhAva cheDatAM sanakumAra kevA sukhanA svAmI banyA hatA tenuM vaSa~na A kathAmAM zrImadde karyu che. " bhAvanAtrAdha"mAM azucibhAvanAnA dRSTAMtarUpe A kathA apAI che.61 atyAra sudhInI kathA temaja tattvavicAraNAmAM meAkSanA sukhane zrImad atima dhyeyarUpe gaNAvyuM che. A meAkSanuM sukha kevu che, te bAbata gautamasvAmIe mahAvIra prabhune prazna pUchyo tyAre prabhue e ana tasukha avaNaeNnIya che ema jaNAvI je kathA kahI hatI te " meAkSasukha " nAmanA 73mA pAThamAM ApavAmAM AvI che. vanamAM pANI ApanAra bhIla para saMtuSTa thavAthI eka rAja te bhadrika bhIlane rAjamahelamAM laI gayA. tyAMnA sukhavaibhava mANI te khUba khuza thayeA. gheADA vakhata pachI jyAre te potAnA kuTuMba pAse AvyA, tyAre ghaNI icchA haiAvA chatAM paNa te pAte mANeluM sukha varNavI na zako, kAraNa ke tenI pAse tyAMnI vastunI sarakhAmaNI karavA jevu' kAI sAdhana na hatu.... e ja pramANe meAkSanA sukhanI tulanA ApI zake tevuM eka paNa sukha A saMsAramAM nathI. tethI te sukha avarNanIya ane anubhavagamya che te, dRSTAMta dvArA zrImad samajAve che. temAM vacce vacce saMvAdanI yeAjanA paNa temaNe karI che, te vAMcavAmAM vizeSa rasa utpanna kare che. " Ama 27 jeTalA pATAmAM 16 jeTalI judI judI kathAe zrImadde "mAkSamALA "mAM ApI che. temAM mukhya kathAe tA pracalita che, paNa tenI rajUAta ane goThavaNI eTalAM ceAgya che ke dhArI asara vAcaka 52 thaI zake tema che. bhikhArInA kheDha" ke " sukha vize vicAra" jevAM dRSTAMteAmAM temanI svataMtra vicArazaktinA paNa ApaNane paricaya thAya che. te sivAyanAM thA ke dRSTAMtAmAM moTA bhAganAM 4 triSazilAkApuruSacaratra" ke anya khvAgra thAmAMthI levAyela che. koI paNa tattva samajAvavA mATe zrImadde mahAna puruSanA caritramAMthI udAharaNa lIdhAM che; tethI vAcaka para jevI UMDI asara thAya, tevI asara sAmAnya mAnavInA jIvananA prasaMge parathI kadAca na paNa thAya. A udAharaNAmAM sanatkumAra, bharata, subhUma Adi cakravatI tathA mahAvIra prabhu, gautamasvAmI, kapila muni, anAthI muti vagere AdhyAtmikatAmAM AgaLa vadhelA puruSonAM cirAmAMthI levAyelAM che. Ama "meAkSamALA "mAM 61. jue bhAvanAbAdha 'na! prakaraNamAM "azucibhAvanA ' vizenI vicAraNA. 23 .

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3. mekSamALA 187. chUTAMchavAyAM ApelAM, tane bodha karatAM draSTAMta vAcakanA vArtArasane poSavA uparAMta sAco mArga cIMdhavAnuM kArya paNa kare che. vaLI, emAM temanI vArtAkathananI zailI ane zaktine paricaya paNa ApaNane thAya che. mokSamALAnI padyaracanAo "mokSamALA "nA 108 pAThamAMthI 8 padyaracanAo che. ane temAM zrImadanA kAvyatvanA camakArA paNa keTalIka jagyAe jovA maLe che. paNa samagrapaNe jotAM temAM kAvyatva karatAM UMDI tattvavicAraNuM vizeSa jovA maLe che. joke mokSane mArga batAvavAnA hetuthI ja A pustakanI racanA thaI che, tethI emAM tattvavicAraNuM para vizeSa bhAra hoya te svAbhAvika che. mokSamALA"mAM sauthI paheluM padya "sarvamAnya dharma" nAmanuM bIjA pADamAM apAyeluM che. cipAI chaMdanI 14 paMktinI A racanAmAM dayA dharma pALavAthI thatA lAbha varNavyA che. dayA e pratyeka dharmane mAnya evuM tattva che. tenA pAlanathI dono nAza thAya che ane zIla, satya Adi guNene vikAsa thAya che. ane tethI jena sahita badhAM ja darzanane dayA pALavAne upadeza che, e temaNe A padyamAM darzAvyuM che. dayAno mahimA batAvatA anya pAThanI racanA sAthe A padya paNa mUkavA jevuM che. temaNe lakhyuM che ke - e bhavatAraka suMdara rAha, dhariye tariye karI utsAha dharma sakaLanuM e zubha mULa, e vaNa dharma sadA pratikULa." kAvyatvanI daSTie sAmAnya gaNAya tevA A padyanI uraca bhAvanA tathA vicAraNA nAMdhapAtra che. dayA pachI bhaktine mahimA batAvatuM "bhaktine upadeza" nAmanuM pada zrImade 15mAM pAThamAM mUkyuM che. bhakti karavAthI mananuM iccheluM phaLa maLe che, AmAno AnaMda pragaTa thAya che, mananA tApa zame che, karmanirjarA thAya che, rAgadveSanAM pariNAma ochAM thAya che, halakI gatimAM thate janma aTake che, - e Adi lAbhanI sAthe bhavabhramaNano aMta thAya che te temaNe teTaka chaMdamAM racAyelA A padyamAM batAvyuM che. A pahelAMnA be pAThamAM jinezvaranI bhakti karavAno mahimA zrImad batAvyo che, ane A pAThamAM tenuM padyasvarUpa apAyuM che. ahIM upara joyA tevA lAbha eka pachI eka zrImadde gaNAvyA che, ane "bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho" e dvArA sauthI moTA lAbha "bhava aMta"ne thAya che te bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. temAM "navakAra maMtra"nuM mAhAsya batAvatAM zrImada lakhe che ke - zubha bhAva vaDe mana zuddha kare, navakAra mahApadane samara; nahi eha samAna sumaMtra kaho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho."6 2 2. A kaDImAM "navakAra mahApadane sama"ne badale keTalIka jagyAe "sahaja svarUpa

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188 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi navakAra maMtra" je kaI samartha maMtra nathI, te vize ahIM jaNAvI, tene jApa bhaktimAM karavAnuM zrImadde jaNAvyuM che. bhAvika janene bhAva ulase tevuM saraLa bhASAmAM lakhAyeluM A bhAvavAhI padya che. phakta dasa paMktimAM ja samAI jatuM A teTaka chaMdamAM racAyeluM padya mekSamAne cIMdhavAmAM sahAyakArI bane tevuM che. mokSa meLavavAmAM bhaktimArgane zreSTha mArga gaNatA zrImadda bhakti vize keTalo UMco khyAla hato tene paricaya ApaNane A kAvyamAM thAya che. paMcamahAvratamAMnA cothA mahAvrata "brahmacarya ane mahimA batAvatuM sAta doharAmAM racAyeluM brahmacarya vize subhASita" 34mA pAThamAM mukAyela che. saMsAranI vRddhimAM viSaya" e mukhya che te batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - A saghaLA saMsAranI, ramaNI nAyakarUpa e tyAgI tyAdhyuM badhuM, kevaLa zekasvarUpa." brahmacaryano mahimA batAvatA A deharAo subhASitanA prakAranA che. temAMnA ke paNa dohare chUTe vAMcatAM pUrNa rUpe lAge che. ane sAthe vAMcIe te ekabIjAthI svataMtratA samajavA chatAM, te badhAne sAMdhate sUkSama tAra paNa anubhavAya che. e rIte joIe te deharAne zrImad cAgya rIte ja "subhASita" kahyAM che. tene koI paNa dohare vAMcatAM te lokaduhAnI chApa pADe che. suMdara ziyaLa, surataru, mana, vANuM ne deha; je naranArI sevaze, anupama phaLa te leha." athavA viSayarUpa aMkurathI, TaLe jJAna ne dhyAna, leza madirApAnathI, chAke jyama ajJAna." Ama brahmacarya vize racAyelA sAtamAMthI koI paNa duho svataMtra subhASita tarIke UbhA rahevAnI kSamatA dharAve che, te zrImadanI racanAzaktine ApaNane paricaya karAve che. zrAvaka tarIke kevA maneratho hovA joIe te zrImake "sAmAnya manoratha" nAmanA 4pamAM pAThamAM savaiyA chaMdamAM batAvyuM che. narasiMha mahetAnA "vaiSNava jana" jevAM lakSaNo zrAvakanAM paNa batAvyAM che. paNa ahIM A lakSaNe dharmanI daSTie vizeSa batAvAyAM che. ahI zrAvakanAM bAra vrata pALavAno, jinakathanamAM kadI zaMti na thavAne, nava tatvanI sadAya vicAraNA karatA rahevAne vagere manoratho, parastrItyAga, paradhanatyAga Adi sAmAnya sArAM jananAM lakSaNe sAthe levAyAM che. mAtra ATha ja patinA A padyamAM te manoratha sevatAM zrImadda lakhe che ke - sadA samA" ema paNa bolAya che. temAM zrImadde Apelo "sahajAtma svarUpa paramagura" e maMtranuM smaraNa karavAne tathA "sahajatma svarUpa" eTale potAnA AtmasvarUpanA ciMtana prati lakSa daravAne uddeza rahelo jaNAya che.

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3. mekSamALA te trizalAtana mana ciMtava, jJAna, viveka, vicAra, vadhAruM; nitya vizedha karI nava tattvane, uttama bedha aneka uccAruM. saMzayabIja Uge nahI aMdara, je jinanAM kathane avadhAruM; rAjya, sadA muja e ja manoratha, dhAra, thaze apavarga utAruM." sayAnI A racanAmAM pratyeka paMktimAM ekasarakhI mAtrA nathI : 30thI 34 sudhInI mAtrAonI A paMktio che. eTalA pramANamAM zrImade chUTa lIdhI che. "mokSamALAmAM A padya ATha paMktimAM rajU thayela che, paNa vi. saM. 1972mAM pragaTa thayelI "rAjapadyanI AvRttimAM eka paMkti vizeSa maLe che ke - nathI dharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA." mekSamALA"mAM nathI evI A paMkti kaI rIte A padyamAM AvI gaI haze, te samajAya tevuM nathI. kadAca A padyanI trIjI kaDI racavAne vicAra karI zrImade A paMkti racI hoya, ane pachI apUrNa rahetAM, "mokSamALAmAM be ja kaDI mUkI heya; ane e pati pAchaLathI manasukhalAla ravajIbhAI mahetAne upalabdha thatAM, te "rAjapadya"nA A kAvyamAM mUkI hoya, tema bane. tRSNa e keTalI aniSTakAraka che te kapilamuninI kathAmAM batAvyA pachI zrImade "tRSNAnI vicitratA" batAvatuM padya 49mA pAThamAM mUkahyuM che. garIbAImAMthI zaMkaranuM pada maLavA jeTalo sthitiphera thAya te paNa jIvanI tRSNamAM phera paDatuM nathI, ane tene saMtoSa thatuM nathI, tene ramUjI citAra zrImad manahara chaMdamAM Apyo che. zrImad ATha ATha paMktinI cAra kaDIomAM jIvanI judI judI paristhiti batAvI che, ane pratyeka paristhitimAM tRSNa to jIvana keDe ja mUkatI nathI; te vakhate jIvanI kevI paristhiti thAya che te A padyamAM batAvyuM che. juo :- vaLI keDa vAMkI, hADa gayAM, aMgaraMga gaye, UThavAnI Aya jatAM, lAkaDI levAI gaI, are ! rAjacaMdra ema, yuvAnI harAI paNa, manathI na toya rAMDa mamatA marAI gaI. " AnA karatAM paNa kharAba sthiti hoya, mAnavI maraNapathArIe hoya, chatAM jIvavAnI tRSNa jatI nathI te batAvavA zrImade lakhyuM che ke - chelI Ise paDyo bhALI, bhAI e tyAM ema bhAkhyuM : have TADhI mATI thAya te te ThIka bhAIne; hAthane halAvI tyAM te khIjI budde sUcavyuM che, belyA vinA besa, bALa tArI caturAIne."

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zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi Ama kaTAkSamaya zailImAM zrImadde tRSNAnuM svarUpa pragaTa karyu che. ene paramA vize paNa laI zakAya. ajJAnADhithI jIva peAtAnuM sAcu` svarUpa bhUlI paulika sukhanI zeAdhamAM anaMta kALa gALatA AvyA che, paNa sAcuM samajI rAkatA nathI, ke e badhuM jhAMjhavAnA jaLa jevu che. pariNAme ahIM darzAvelI buDhDhAnI sthiti jevI ja hAsyAspada sthiti, saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA pratyeka jIvanI thAya che. zrImanA manamAM sa`sArA karatAM paramA bhAva vizeSa hoya tApaNa kaI kahevAya nahi ! A kAvya " kaTAkSakAvyanA sAre namUnA gaNI zakAya. 197 "C tRSNAnI vicitratA " pachI 67mA pAThamAM, zrImanAM uttama gaNAtAM kAvyeAmAMnu eka kAvya " amUlya tattvavicAra' Ave che. A kAvyamAM vya, te hAla zu kare che, te vagerenI samaja phakta 20 5ktimAM ApI che, jIvanu hiragIta chaMdamAM lakhAyelA A kAvyanA AraMbhamAM temaNe manuSyabhavanI durlabhatA batAvI che, ane ghaNI muzkelIe AvA bhava maLavA chatAM tene sArthaka karavA mATe kAI upAya levAtA nathI te vizenA kheda paNa vyakta karyA che. pachI lakSmI, adhikAra, kuTuMba AdinA kSaNika sukhanI zeAdhamAM sAcA sukhanA nAza thAya che te batAvI, tenI pAchaLa na doDavAnuM sUcana karyuM" che. tethI ja teo A kAvyamAM pUche che ke : -- 66 * lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyu te teA kaheA ? zuM kuTuMba ke parivArathI vadhavApaNuM e naya graheA; vadhavApaNuM sa'sAranu', naradehane hArI javA, eneA vicAra nahIM ahAhA ? eka paLa tamane havA ! ' saMsAranA vadhavA pAchaLa doDavAthI pAramArthika dRSTie manuSyadehuM eLe jAya che, tenA vicAra karavAnuM sUcana ahI joI zakAze. A kAvyamAM e prakAranA AnaMda ane anubhavanuM sukha levAnI bhalAmaNa kare che ke jenA pariNAme " e dvivyazaktimAna jethI jajIrethI nIkaLe." divyazaktivALA evA AtmA deharUpI ja jIramAMthI chUTo thAya. ane tema karavAnA upAya zrImad nIcenI 5ktiomAM batAve cheH-- paravastumAM nahi mUavA, enI dayA mujana rahI, e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAt duHkha te sukha nahi, " << AtmA sivAyanI khIjI kAI paNa vastu ta paravastu. te paravastumAMnA mAha cheADI devA, ane tema karavA mATe - eTale ke paravastunA mehanA tyAga karavA mATe -- temaNe siddhAMta batAvyA ke, " pazcAt duHkha te sukha nahi, " je sukhanI pAchaLa kAI ne kAI kAraNe duHkha Avatu. hAya te sAcu' sukha nathI, e nyAye pratyeka sukhane tapAsI javuM, ane te te sukhanA mAha cheDatA javA. mAtra e ja 5ktimAM AkhA paramA mArga ahI atAvI ApyA che tema kahI zakAya.

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3. mekSamALA e pachI cha pada ane nava tatvanI vicAraNA karavA prere tevA "huM keNu chuM? kayAMthI thayo ?" Adi prazno rajU karatI paMktio temaNe racI che. te vize vistArathI AgaLa kahevAI gayuM che.63 Atmika jJAnanA siddhAMte mAnya karavAmAM kayA puruSanuM vacana mAnavuM te sauthI agatyano prazna che. kAraNa ke koI khoTI vyaktimAM zraddhA jaDa banI jAya che tenAthI lAbha thavAne badale nukasAna thAya che. ane tethI jeNe AtmajJAnanI prApti karI hoya tevI vyaktinuM ja vacana mAnavAnI bhalAmaNa karatAM lakhyuM che ke - nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAne teha jeNe anubhavyuM." Ama mAnavadehanI durlabhatA, kuTuMba, dhana, vaibhava, AdinAM sukhanI kSaNikatA, te badhAnA mohamAMthI AtmAne mukta kare, tene mukta karavAno upAya, tema karavAmAM konI sahAya levI vagere bAbatonI kamasaranI vicAraNA A kAvyamAM opyA pachI, te sarvane uddeza temaNe eka ja paMktimAM jaNAvyuM che - "re! Atma tAre ! Atma tAre! zIdhra ene oLakhe." upara jaNAvelI sarva vastuonuM prayojana AtmAne tAravA mATenuM che, te aMtamAM teo jaNAve che. Ama ahIM pratyeka vastunI goThavaNI tathA vicAraNe eTalI suMdara thaI che ke te zrImadanAM uttama kAvyomAMnuM eka gaNAya che. ghaNI jagyAe te prArthanAmAM paNa belAya che. mAtra 17 varSanI vaye racAyeluM A kAvya, nAnI vayamAM paNa zrImade keTalI jJAnaprauDhatA meLavI hatI tene ApaNane khyAla Ape che. jinezvarapraNIta dharma zreSTha che evuM temaNe "mokSamALAmAM pratipAdana karyuM che. te jinaprabhunI vANI kevI che tenuM varNana zrImadda "jinezvaranI vANI" nAmanA 107mAM pAThamAM karyuM che. manahara chaMdanI mAtra ATha ja paMktimAM temaNe varNana samApta karyuM che, chatAM temAM ghaNuM guNone samAveza karI dIdho che. jinaprabhunI vANImAM jene aMta na AvI zake teTalA prakAranA artha rahelA che, eTalA ja prakAranA naya paNa rahelA che, ane te AkhA jagatanuM hita ja karavAvALI che. vaLI, mehane paNa te harI le che. AthI bhavasamudra pAra karavA mokSa apAvanAra paNa che. AvA AvA aneka guNavALI vANIne paTe je upamAneA upacAga karavA jaI e te paNa temAM matanI alpatA ja rahelI dekhAya che te batAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke:-- upamA ApyAnI jene tamA rAkhavI te vyartha, ApavAthI nija mati mapAI meM mAnI che." 63. juo A prakaraNamAM pR. 162

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zrInI jIvanasiddhi jema meAkSanuM sukha anubhavagAcara che, tema jinezvaranI vANI "nuM gaurava paNa anubhavagAcara che. jinezvaranI vANInA mAtra traNa zabdomAMthI gaNadharane AkhI dvAdazAMgInu' jJAna thaI jAya che, evu jinezvaranI vANInuM mAhAtmya zrImadde tattvAvASanA pAThAmAM jaNAvyuM che. ane e te jinezvaranI vANInA gauravanu eka udAharaNa mAtra che. kharekhara tA te vANI upamAtIta che. tethI atima paktimAM zrImadre lakhyu che keH-- "jinezvara taNI vANI jANI teNe jenI pAse te vANIne samajavA jeTalA adhikAra parIkSA karI zake che, ane tenu gaurava jANI zake che. na guNe zrImad saphaLatAthI batAvyA che tema kahI zakAya. 192 66 " meAkSamALA"nI padyaracanAmAM aMtima padyaracanA te, graMtha pUrA thayA tenu' sUcana karatuM " pUrNamAlikA maMgaLa" nAmanu 108mA pAThamAM mukAyeluM padya, upajAti chaMdamAM sAta vAranAM nAma joDakaNArUpe mUkavAM heAya evA AbhAsa ApatuM A padya ghaNA UMDA ane gaMbhIra athI bharapUra che. temAM sAte vAranAM nAma khAsa artha mAM goThavIne samyagdarzana kema thAya tenuM tathA te pachIthI siddhapadanI prApti sudhInA vikAsa kaI rIte thAya te mAtra 8 5*ktiomAM khatAvyuM che. e rIte jotAM A padya khUba agatyanuM gaNI zakAya. A kRtimAM ceAjelA vAranA viziSTa artha nIce pramANe laI zakAya ravi = sUrya, AtmA; sAma = caMdra, mananI saumyatA; mA~gaLa = ka sAme laDavAnI zakti; budha = sAyak, buddhivALA; guru = jJAna ApanAra; zukra = pavitratA; ne ( maMda ) = kanA saMhAraka. sAmAnya rIte joDakaNA jevI lAgatI A kRtinA viziSTa artha laI ne nIce pramANe gUDhArtha batAvI zakAya H---- " tapApadhyAne virUpa thAya, e sAdhIne seAma rahI sahAya. tapa ane upadhyAna 4 dvArA eTale ke cha prakAranAM mAhya tapa ane cha prakAranAM AMtara tapa65 karavAthI AtmA peAtAnuM riva jevuM tejasvI svarUpa pAme che, eTale ke samyagdana pAme che. te pAmyAthI pote cadra samAna mananI saumyatAthI zeAle che. zuddha samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI AtmAnA anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya nAza pAme che tethI tenAmAM ghaNI saumyatA pragaTe che. saumya AtmA jagatamAM dIpe che. Ama ahIM ceAthAthI sAtamA guNasthAna sudhInI vAta zrImad darzAvI che. jANI che. ' hoya te ja te vANInI sAcI varNavI zakAya tevI jinavANInA 66 mahAna te magaLa 5kti pAme, Ave pachI te mudhanA praNAme." 64. upadhyAna eTale chellA zukladhyAna pahelAMnuM dhyAna. 65. anazana, uSNeAdarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasaparityAga, kAyakaleza ane salInatA e che bAhyatapa. prAyazcitta, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, zAstrapaThana, dhyAna ane kAryAtsaga e cha AMtaratapa che, ..

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13 3. kSamALAM - parama udAsInatA ke AtmAnI saumyatA pAmyAthI mahAna banele AtmA maMgaLa paMkti eTale ke kSapakazreNI pAme che. sAtamA guNasthAna pachIthI zreNI mAMDate AtmA bAramA guNasthAna sudhI jhaDapathI zuddhatA meLave che, tethI AMtmA maMgaLa eTale zubha tathA karma saMhAra karavAnI zaktirUpa evI paMkti arthAt zreNI pAme che tema jaNAvyuM che. e vikAsanA pariNAme AtmAmAM rahelI rahIsahI malinatA ogaLI jAya che, ne tenuM sarva dhyAna svamAM kendrita thAya che. tethI te paramAtmAsvarUpa jevo thAya che, arthAt te budhanA je jJAyaka, jJAtAdraSTa bane che. nigraMtha jJAtA guru siddhi dAtA, kAM te svayaM zukra prapUrNa khyAtA." A rIte vikAsa pAmato pAmato nigraMtha banelo jIva mAtra jJAtA (jANanAra) ke draSTA (dekhanAra) rU5 rahe che. teno A bhAva moTI (guru) siddhi ApanAra - mokSa ApanAra - bane che. athavA to (kAM te) pote ja (svayaM) potAnI kevaLa nirmaLatAno (zukra) pUrNapaNe (prapUrNa ) jANanAra (khyAtA) bane che. eTale ke jIva kevaLajJAna prApta karI terame guNasthAne pahoMce che. viga tyAM kevaLa maMda pAme, svarUpa siddha vicarI virAme." ahIM temaNe caudamAM guNarathAnanI vAta kahI che, arthAta siddhadazA batAvI che. te pachI mana, vacana, ane kAyA e traNene yoga (diyoga) saMpUrNa paNe (kevaLa) maMdatA pAme che, ane siddhasvarUpa pAmI sukhamAM atyaMta lIna rahe che, virAma pAme che. A siddhapadane lAbha sarva jIvane maLe tevI zubha kAmanA zrImade A kAvyamAM vyakta karI che. upajAti chaMdamAM racAyelI, mAtra ATha ja paMktinI sAva sAmAnya lAgatI A racanA paNa keTalI arthadha ane bhAvabedhavALI banI che te ahIM ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. 6 * mokSamALA"mAM phakta 8 ja padyaracanAo hovA chatAM temAM viSayavaividhya sArA pramANamAM jovA maLe che. "sarvamAnya dharma" ke "sAmAnya maneratha" jevAM sarvane lAgu paDatAM padya che; bhakti, brahmacarya vagereno mahimA batAvatAM padya paNa che, ane "amUlya tatvavicAra", "pUrNa mAlikA maMgaLa" jevAM tattvavicAraNAnuM nirUpaNa karatAM kAvyo paNa che. e ja rIte chaMdamAM paNa ThIka ThIka vividhatA jovA maLe che. zrImad manahara, upajAti, teTaka, copAI, dehara Adine upayoga karelo jovA maLe che. ane te sarvemAM sAmAnya rIte chUTa nathI lIdhI tema kahI zakAya. A padyaracanAomAM paktisaMkhyA paNa judI judI che. ochAmAM ochI 8 paMktithI zarU karI 36 paMkti sudhInI racanA "mokSamALA"mAM jovA maLe che. "amUlya tatvavicAra" ke "pUrNa mAlikA maMgaLa" jevAM zrImanI vicArazakti, kavitvazakti Adine paricaya karAvanAra kAvyo sAthe "bhaktino upadeza" jevAM sAmAnya 66. A kAvyane A prakArano vizeSAI zrI bhegIlAla gi. zeThe paNa temanA " Atmasiddhi zAstra" paranA vivecananA aMtabhAgamAM karyo che,

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194 zrImannA jIvanasiddhi koTinAM pa paNa maLe che. Ama "mokSamALA"nI padyaracanAomAM kavitvanuM ekasarakhuM dhoraNa jovA maLatuM nathI tema kahI zakAya - jeke zrImadanuM dayeya kavitvanuM nahi paNa upadezanuM ja che e ApaNe emanI padyaracanAonuM mUlyAMkana karatI vakhate bhUlavuM na joIe. mokSamALAmAM jainadharmathI anyanAdhikapaNe mokSamALAmAM mokSamArgane upadeza che. ane temAM jainadharmathI kaMI paNa nyUnAdhika kahyuM nathI te zrImadane abhiprAya satya hato te paNa ApaNe ahIM joI zakIzuM. zrI tattvArthasUtranAM vacana "sakhyAjJAnavAmitrALa kolakA" anusAra zrImade mokSamALA"nA pATho jyA che te ApaNe joyuM. vaLI, A badhA pAThemAM jainadharmanA mahattvanA siddhAMtanuM tathA jainadharmanI kriyAonuM nirUpaNa zAstrIya AdhAra sAthe karyuM che. ahIM jJAna tathA kiyA baMnene samanvaya temaNe sAvyo che. ane mokSamArgano bAdha karavA mATe tenA traNe aMge temaNe vividha rIte samajAvyAM che, te ApaNe joyuM. muni zrI harSacaMdrajI lakhe che ke - "108 zikSApATha sudhI potAnA abhyAsAnusAra - vicArAnusAra ane anubhava pramANe vItarAga pravacanane sArI paddhatimAM teo vAMcanAra prati prabodhe che ne saMbhaLAve che. vAcaka eka pachI eka kamavAra zikSApAThane dhyAnapUrvaka vAMce te avazya jainadarzanamAM tane pAmI zake."6 7 "mokSamALA" nA pATha vAMcIe te vakhate jainadharma pratyenI temanI vizeSa prIti pratyakSa thAya che. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, navakAramaMtra vagere janadharmanAM tattvonI temaNe vistRta samajaNa ApI che. vaLI, kathA ane dRSTAMto paNa jaina kathAsAhityamAMthI lIdhAM che, eTaluM ja nahi, pAchaLanA 6 tavAva nA pAThamAM anya dharmo karatAM janadharmanI kaI vizeSatA che te paNa temaNe samajAvyuM che. janadharma pratyenI temanI kevI bhakti hatI tene khyAla temanAM nIcenAM vacane parathI AvI zakaze - "je madhyavayanA kSatriyapuruSe jagat anAdi che ema bedhaDaka kahI kartAne uDADo haze, te puruSe zuM sarvajJatAnA gupta bheda vinA karyuM haze?"68 bAkInA sarva dharmamatAnA vicAra jinapraNIta vacanAmRtasiMdhu AgaLa eka biMdurUpa paNa nathI, jana jeNe jA ane sevyuM te kevaLa nIrogI ane sarvajJa thaI jAya che. enA pravartaka kevA pavitra puruSa hatA ! enA siddhAMte kevA akhaMDa, saMpUrNa ane dayAmaya che? emAM dUSaNa kaI ja nathI. kevaLa nirdoSa te mAtra jainanuM darzana che. evo eka pAramArthika viSaya nathI ke je jainamAM nahi hoya, ane evuM 67. "zrImad rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNa", pR. 3. 68. " zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 1ra.3,

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3. mekSamALA 195 ekTa tattva nathI ke je janamAM nathI. eka viSayane anaMtabhede paripUrNa kahenAra te jaina dazana che prajanabhUtatattva enA jevuM kyAMya nathI. eka dehamAM be AtmA nathI, tema AkhI sRSTimAM be jaina eTale ke jenanI tulya eke darzana nathI. Ama kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM? te mAtra tenI paripUrNatA, nIrAgItA, satyatA ane jagatahitasvItA."69 jaina prati AvI bhakti hovA chatAM zrImadane anya dharma prati kaI jAtane dveSa na hatA. anya dharmonI apUrNatA paNa teo madhyasthatAthI batAvatAM lakhe che ke : anya pravartaka prati mAre kaMI verabuddhi nathI ke mithyA enuM khaMDana karuM. baMnemAM huM te maMdamati madhyastharUpa chuM. bahu bahu mananathI ane mArI mati jyAM sudhI pahoMcI tyAM sudhInA vicArathI huM vinayathI ema kahuM chuM ke priya bhavyo ! jena jevuM eke pUrNa darzana nathI, vItarAga je eka deva nathI."70 tamane je dharmatatva kahevAnuM che, te pakSapAta ke vArthabuddhithI kahevAnuM mane kaMI projana nathI .. vAraMvAra huM tamane nigraMthanAM vacanAmRta mATe kahuM chuM, tenuM kAraNa te vacanAmRta tatvamAM paripUrNa che, te che." zrImadanA uparanAM vacanAmAM zrI haribhadrAcAryanA nIce jaNAvelA lokanuM pratibiMba joI zakAzeH " pakSapAtI na me bare na dvaiSaH kapilAdiSu / yuktamad vacanaM yasya tasya kAryaH parigrahaH // 71. je vaye zrImade uparanAM vacane lakhyAM te vaye haribhadrAcAryane A zleka temanA jANavAmAM na paNa AvyuM hoya, chatAM tattvamAM vicArazreNImAM, vicAra-uccAramAM samartha tatvajJAnIo kevA maLatA thAya che tenuM A udAharaNa gaNI zakAya. ane je te jANamAM hoya te paNa haribhadrAcAryanAM uparanA gaMbhIra Azayane keTalI saraLatAthI temaNe utAryo che, te hakIkta paNa temanI zakti sUcave che. Ama "mokSamALAmAM pratyeka vastunuM pratipAdana ke khaMDana, zrImadde jaina dharmanA siddhAMta anusAra ja karyuM che. arthAt bIjI rIte kahIe to "mokSamALA" jainadharmanI saraLa bhASAmAM TUMkI mAhitI ApanAra graMtha tarIke eka sImAcihnarUpa banI rahe tevuM pustaka che. "mAkSamALAnuM bAlAvabodhapaNuM zAstranA abhyAsa na karI zake tevA bALakarUpa jAnA kalyANuthe A "mekSamALA" lakhAyelI che tevA ullekha zrImade tenI "zikSaNa paddhati" ane "mukhamudrAmAM karyo che. ane teoe A uddezane saphaLatAthI pAra pADyuM che tema ApaNe avazya kahI zakIzuM. 69, 70. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 125. 1. " lakata svanirNaya", leka 38.

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16 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "mokSamALA"mAM zrImade je pATha rahyA che tenuM kada nAnuM che; be traNa pAnAthI maTe. eka paNa pATha jovA maLato nathI; eTaluM nahi paNa kyAreka laMbANa vadhe tevuM lAge to eka ja viSayane ke kathAne temaNe be ke tethI vadhu pAThamAM vibhakta karela che. "bhikhArIne kheda", "kapila muni", "sukha vize vicAra", "anAthI muni" vagere kathA mATe, ane sadagurutava", "jinezvaranI bhakti", "saMsArane cAra upamA", "sAmAyika vicAra", jJAna saMbaMdhI be bela", "tavAvabodha" vagere tatvanI vAta jaNAvatA pAMThA mATe ekathI vadhu pAThanI cejanA temaNe karI che. * * mikSamALA "mAM jainadharma ane tenA siddhAMta vize mukhyatve vAta Ave che, tema chatAM dharmanA pAribhASika zabdone temaNe zakya teTale ocho upaga karyo che. ane jIve zuM karavuM joIe te temaNe rAjanA mahAvarAnI bhASA dvArA ja batAvyuM che ane jyAre jyAre pAribhASika zabdo vAparavAne prasaMga paDyo che tyAre tyAre tenA arthane batAvavAnI tatparatA paNa zrImad rAkhI che. pratyAkhyAna, sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, anAnupUrvi vagere vizenA pATha vAMcatAM te joI zakAze keAI paNa sAmAnya jIvane khUba ja AkarSaNa karanAra tatva te kathA che. tethI sAmAnya mANasane keTalAka siddhAMtonI pratIti karAvavA temaNe kathAo ane dRSTAMtone chUTathI upayoga karyo che. A pustakanA pAMcamA bhAga uparAMtanA pAThamAM ApaNane kathA ke daSTAMta jovA maLe che. jIvanI azaraNutA samajAvavA "anAthI muni"nI kathA, mAnanI anarthatA samajAvavA bAhubaLa"nI tathA "sanakumAra cakravatI "nI kathA, tRSNa, rAga, asatya AdinA sevanathI thatuM nukasAna batAvatI kapila muni", "gautama svAmI ", tathA "vasurAjA"nI kathA temaNe ApI che; te dharmadaDhatA ane zIlanuM mAhAsya batAvavA "kAmadeva zrAvaka" ane sudarzana zeTha"nAM daSTAMta ApyAM che. AvAM dRSTAMto dvArA ja vinaya, kSamA, cAritra, satya vagere guNonI mahattA ane rAga, mAna, asatya, tRSNa vagerenI anarthatA temaNe batAvI che. tethI vAcakane darekanI yathArthatA jaladI samajAya te svAbhAvika che. A uparAMta keTalAka siddhAMtonI samajaNa ApavA mATe temaNe saMvAdonI ke suvAkyonI racanA paNa karI che, je vAMcavAmAM vadhu sugama rahe che. pitA putranA saMvAda dvArA gurumAtAmya, . "satya" ane "jijJAsu"nA saMvAda dvArA bhaktimAtAmya Adi darzAvyAM che. keTalIka vakhata praznottararUpI ke zaMkAsamAdhAnarUpI racanAo paNa karI che. Ama vAcakane manamAM navA navA prazna na udabhave te rIte temaNe navA navA siddhAMta samajAvyA che. kathA ke saMvAdarUpe siddhAMta rajU na thayA hoya tevA pAThomAM paNa pote jANe vAcaka sAthe vAta karatA hoya te jAtanI racanA karI che. guru pitAnA ziSyane sAme besADIne samajaNa ApatA hoya te jAtanI chApa "kharI mahattA ", "satsaMga", "pratyAkhyAna " Adi pATha vAMcatAM paDe che. A jAtanI zilI paNa bALakomAM vizeSa priya bane che. mokSamALA"nI bhASA paNa khUba saraLa che, vAkyo paNa nAnAM nAnAM che. kAvyo paNa eTalAM ja saraLa che. mArga pAmelA jIva temAMthI khUba tava mANI zake tema hovA chatAM

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3. mekSamALA 17 sAmAnya janane bhAvArtha pUrato samajAya teTalAM saraLa che. temAM kyAMye liTatA najare caDatI nathI. pAThanA viSayane sUcavatAM saraLa zIrSake paNa temaNe jyAM che; udAharaNa tarIke "vinaya vaDe tattvanI siddhi che", "uttama gRhastha", "pramAda", "mahAvIra zAsana" vagere. gaMbhIra vicAraNane lagatA pATha temaNe chUTAchavAyA mUkI dIdhA che; arthAt vacce vacce kathA, saMvAda vagerenA pAMDenI yejanA karI che, jethI vAcakane vAcanarasa jaLavAI rahe. mokSamALAmAM rahelA A badhA guNone lIdhe tenu "bAlAvabodha" evuM vizeSaNa sArthaka thAya che. mokSamALA" ane "bhAvanAbedha"nI zailI vize dI. ba. kRSNalAla jhaverIe vi. saM. 1966nI kArtakI pUname, zrImad rAjacaMdra jayaMtI nimitta, pramukhapadethI kahyuM hatuM ke - A baMne graMthanI zailI tathA temAM varNavelAM sUtro tathA satya darzAvavAnI dhArI bahu ja stutya che. bhASA, viSaya prauDha tathA gahana hovA chatAM, bahu ja saraLa ane sacoTa che. tema ja potAnA siddhAMta samajAvavAnI zailI paNa bahu ja anukaraNIya che." 17 varSanI nAnI vayamAM paNa zrImamAM keTaluM vivekajJAna hatuM teno paricaya ApaNane A pustaka vAMcatAM thAya che. bahArathI paisA ekaThA karIne "mokSamALA"nI pahelI AvRtti pragaTa thaI hatI, te vakhate mudraNadoSe paNa ghaNA rahI gayA hatA. te badhA bIjI AvRttimAM sudhArI levAmAM AvyA. bIjI AvRttinuM chApakAma lagabhaga vi. saM. 1 zrImanI hayAtImAM cAlu thayuM hatuM. A AvRtti aMgenuM kAmakAja karatA zrI manasukhabhAI kiratacaMda mahetAne temaNe sUcanA karI hatI ke - mokSamALA"mAM zabdAMtara athavA prasaMga vizeSamAM kaMI vAkyAMtara karavAnI vRtti thAya te karaze. upodaghAta Adi lakhavAnI vRtti hoya te lakhaze. jIvanacaritranI vRtti upazAMta karaze.3 A sUcanA anusAra bIjI AvRttimAM lagabhaga 50 jagyAe zabda ke zabdasamUhamAM pheraphAra karavAmAM Avyo hato, paNa kyAMye judA bhAvArthanI racanA thaI hoya tevuM thayuM na hatuM ane A pheraphAre ghaNuM nAnA gaNI zakAya tevA che.74 A AvRtti zrImaddanI najara taLethI eka vakhata nIkaLI gaI hatI - joke te pragaTa te, temanA avasAna bAda, vi. saM. 158mAM thaI hatI. A uparAMta zrImade bIjI keTalIka sUcanAo paNa temane karI hatI, jemAM zrImaddanI keLavaNukAra tarIkenI daSTi dekhAya che. juo - 72. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha, pR. 82. 73. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 648. 74. A badhAM pAThAMtare "zrImad rAjacaMdra"nI paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLanI pAMcamI AvRttinA bIjA bhAgamAM, chaThThA khaMDamAM ApavAmAM AvyAM che.

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198 zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi "uddaghAtathI vAcakane, zrotAne, a5. a85 matAMtaranI vRtti vismaraNa thaI jJAnI puruSanA AtmasvabhAvarUpa paramadharmane vicAra karavAnI kuraNa thAya evo lakSa sAmAnyapaNe rAkho . sahaja sUcanA che."...75 pharI AvRtti ane sukha Upaje tema pravarte. keTalAMka vAkya nIce lITI dorI che, tema karavA jarUra nathI, zrotA-vAcakane banatAM sudhI ApaNA abhiprAye na deravA lakSa rAkhavuM. zrotA-vAcakamAM potAnI meLe abhiprAya UgavA devo. sArAsAra tela karavAnuM vAMcanAra - zrotAnA para choDI devuM. ApaNe temane dorI temane potAne UgI zake tevA abhiprAyane thaMbhI na devo."76 janadharmanI TUMkI mAhitI ApatA A graMtha vize zrI brahmacArI "zrImada rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA"mAM lakhe che ke - ' "eka praDha keLavaNIkAra jema potAnI pahelAMnA jamAnAne vicAra karI pUrve thaI gayelA keLavaNIkArono anubhava lakSamAM laI potAnA jamAnAnI jarUriyAta tathA bhAvi jamAnAnI jarUriyAta upara pahoMce teTalI dIrghadraSTi mUkI, mAnava-svabhAvane lakSamAM laIne mArgadarzaka graMthe gUthe tathA zikSaNa paddhati yoje, tethI paNa vizeSa gyatA dIrdhadaSTithI zrImad mokSamALAnI yojanA vicArI tenI zarUAta karI che."77 Ama ahIM zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajI "mekSamALA"mAM zrImade vAparelI dIrghadRSTinA nirdeza kare che. aMtamAM zrI jagadIzacaMdra zAstrIe karelA "zrImad rAjacaMdra"nA hiMdI anuvAdamAM mokSamALA" vize Apelo abhiprAya jANavo yogya gaNAze. te graMthanI prastAvanAmAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - "isameM sandeha nahIM ki mokSamAlA rAjacaMdrajokI eka amara racanA hai| isase unakI choTIsI avasthAkI vicArazakti, lekhanakI mArmikatA, tarkapaTutA aura kavitvakI pratibhAkA AbhAsa milatA hai| jainadharmake antastala meM praveza karaneke lie vaha eka bhavya dvAra hai| jainadharmake khAsa khAsa prAraMbhika samasta siddhAMtokA isameM samAveza ho jAtA hai / "78 75. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa avRtti 1, pR. 648. 76. ejana, pR. 671. 77. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti, pR. 33. 78. rAjacaMdra jana zAstramAlA, "zrImad rAjacaMdra', prastAvane, pR. 35.

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prakaraNa 4 prakIrNa racanAo zrImade temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM "bhAvanAbedha" ane "mekSamALA" e be gadyakRtio uparAMta keTalIka gadya temaja padya ema baMne prakAranI kRtionI racanA karelI che. temAM keTalIka kRtio pUrNa svarUpamAM maLe che, te keTalIka apUrNa svarUpamAM upalabdha thAya che. temanI padyakRtiomAM "strInItika vibhAga 1", dharmetara tathA dharmane lagatI lagabhaga 22 jeTalI racanAo tathA avadhAna samaye thayelI lagabhaga 40 jeTalI racanAone samAveza thAya che. A sAthe "bhAvanAbodha" ane "mokSamALA"nI padyaracanAone paNa umerI zakAya. temanI gadyakRtiomAM "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra"mAMthI anuvAda "dvAdazAnuprekSA", "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nA 36mA adhyayanamAMthI anuvAda "jIvAjIvavibhakti", "munisamAgama" nAmano lekha, "svarodayajJAna" paranI TIkA, "navatatva prakaraNa"nI eka gAthA paranI TIkA, " jIvatattva - saMbaMdhI vicAra" vagereno samAveza thAya che. "bhAvanAbodha" ane "mokSamALA" sivAyanI A badhI kRtio apUrNa svarUpamAM maLe che. A uparAMta "puSpamALA", "sAta mahAnItinAM vAkyo", "vacanAmRta", "badha vacano" vagere judAM judAM zIrSaka nIce lagabhaga 1200 jeTalAM nItivacano maLe che. te badhA vize ApaNe joIe. strInItibeghaka vibhAga 1 zrImaddanI soLa varSanI uMmara pahelAM lakhAyeluM ane vi. saM. 1940mAM pragaTa thayeluM A padyakRtionuM pustaka che. A pustaka Aje te ja svarUpamAM upalabdha nathI, paraMtu tenI badhI racanAo ApaNane "subodhasaMgraha" nAmanA pustakamAM maLe che. "subodhasaMgrahamAM strInItibodhaka vibhAga 1" mULanI zrImaddanI prastAvanA sahita Ape che, te uparAMta zrImadanAM avadhAna samaye racAyelAM kAvyo tema ja bIjA keTalAMka kAvya paNa temAM ApavAmAM AvyAM che. te vize "subodhasaMgrahanI prastAvanAmAM tenA saMpAdaka brahmacArI govardhanadAsajI lakhe che ke - dasabAra varSathI te mAsikamAM lekha mokalatA, tathA avadhAna karatA te vize kaI kaI patromAM chapAtuM. te te mAsika AdimAMthI je saMgraha thaI zako te A subodhasaMgrahamAM chapAvyo che. strInItibodhaka" pustaka teonI hayAtImAM ja chapAI gayuM hatuM tethI tenI prastAvanA sahita AmAM chApyuM che. " 1. "cInItibedhaka" vibhAga 1, prastAvanA.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A pustakamAM Izvarabhajana, strIkeLavaNI, saMsArasudhAre vagere vize tatkAlIna lokomAM pracalita dezIomAM bAdhaka garabIo ApI che. eTale ke A badhI garabIo "odhavajI saMdeze kaheje zyAmane..", "aMtakALe sazuM nahi kaI re..", "premanI premanI premanI re...", "raMgatALI raMgatALI raMgatALI ke raMgamAM raMgatALI...", "mA! tuM pAvAnI paTarANuM....", "mA pAvA te gaDhathI UtaryA.." vagere lokapracalita dezIomAM racAyelI che. A garabIomAM viSaya anusAra cAra vibhAga pADavAmAM AvyA che. pahelA vibhAgamAM paramezvarane prArthanA, paramezvaranI lIlA, dehanI kSaNabhaMguratA, udyama vagere vize garabIo che. bIjA vibhAgamAM vidyA, keLavaNI, graMthavAcana, sadupadeza vagere para zikhAmaNarUpa garabIo che. trIjA vibhAgamAM satya, sunIti, sadAcAra vagere vize garabIo che, ane cothA vibhAgamAM sulakSaNA nArI vize tathA tene apAyelA upadeza vize racanA che. cothA vibhAgamAM mAtra be ja racanAo maLe che. "strInItibodhaka"nA mukhapRSTha upara bhujaMgI chaMdamAM eka kaDI ApI che, je strIkeLavaNInI sUcanA kare che - "thavA deza AbAda sau hoMza dhAre, bhaNAvI gaNAvI vanitA sudhAre; thatI AryabhUmi vize jeha hAni, karo dUra tene tame hita mAnI." te pachI saMsArasudhArAnI preraNArUpe manahara chaMdamAM strIkeLavaNI vize lakhyuM che - kudhAre karela bahu, humalo himmata dharI, vadhAre vadhAre jora, darazAviyuM re, sudhArAnI sAmI jeNe, kamara che kasI hasI, nitya nitya kusaMpa je, lAvavA dhyAna dhare, tene kADhavAne tame, nAra keLavaNI Apa, kucAle naThArA kADhe, bIjA je bahu naDe, rAyacaMda preme kahe, svadezI sujANujane, dezahita kAma have, kema nahi Adare ?" Ama saMsArasudhArAnI tarapheNa karyA pachI A pustakanI nAnI chatAM. suMdara prastAvanA zrImade lakhI che. temAM strIkeLavaNInA vadhavA sAthe vAMcavAne paNa zokha vadhe te mATe sArA pustake lakhavAnI vidvAne vinaMtI karatAM teo lakhe che ke - ApaNe bharatakhaMDamAM hAla strIkeLavaNIne sAre prasAra thatuM jAya che. tema ja vaLI vAMcavAne zekha paNa vadhatuM jAya chejethI karIne strIone vAMcavA lAyaka

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4. prakIrNa racanAo pustaka prasiddha thavAnI ghaNuM agatya che. ane e vize sarva svadezahitecchuo dhyAnamAM leze."2 . te pachI jUnA vicAranA loko taraphathI strIkeLavaNI sAme mukAtA AkSepa dUra karyA che ane strIone vAMcavA yogya keTalAMka pustakonAM nAma ApatAM teo lakhe che ke - "vaLI vahemI ane ajJAnI loke paNa ema ja kahe che ke je strIone bhaNAvIe te teo bagaDI jAya, paNa e vicAra ja ajJAnatA darzAve che. pUrI keLavaNI vinA abaLA kyAMthI sudhare ?" strInItidharma, devajJadarpaNa, bhUtanibaMdha, pArvatIkuMvarAkhyAna, saMsArasukha, nItivacana vagere sArAM sArAM sunItidarzaka pustako vAMcavAmAM Ave te anItine prasAra na thAya. mATe strIone pUrI keLavaNI ApavI joIe. evI mArI svadezIone namratApUrvaka bhalAmaNa che."3 A vacanamAM ApaNane zrImadanI vicArazaktine paricaya thAya che. teo strIo na sudhAravAnA kAraNamAM bALalagna, kajoDAM ane vahema ke ajJAna gaNAve che, je hiMdanA sarva vicArakene paNa mata che. temanA samayamAM thayelA sudhArAnA himAyatIo tathA anya sarvane bALalagnanI aniSTatA vicAravA teo bhArapUrvaka bhalAmaNa kare che, ane te sudhArA karavAmAM teo sAhitya dvArA potAne phALo ApavA mAgatA hatA te, emaNe karelI A pustakanI janAmAMthI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe. teo lakhe che ke - "A pustakamAM strIone upayogI thAya tevA viSayono samAveza karavAmAM Avyo che. A pustakanA mAre traNa bhAga karavAnA che. temAMno A pahelo bhAga bahAra paDyo che. ane madada maLaze te A pustakanA bIjA be bhAga paNa cegya vakhate bahAra pADIza. thoDI kimata rakhAya ane ghaNAne lAbha levAnuM banI Ave teTalA mATe A vicAra karyo che."4 A pustakanA bIjA be bhAga lakhAyA ke chapAyA nathI, paNa zrImaddana tema karavAne vicAra hato te ApaNe uparanA avataraNamAM joI zakIe chIe. vaLI, thoDI kiMmate ghaNA lAbha laI zake e hetue A prathama vibhAga temaNe cAra AnAnI kiMmate prasiddha karyo hate. saMsArasudhArAnA eka svarUpa "strIkeLavaNa" vize zrImad A pustakamAM vicAraNA karelI che. temAM strIomAM sadAcAra, nIti, namratA Adi guNo khIlavavA vizenI vicAraNA temaNe seLa varSanI laghu vaye karelI che. sukha ane zAMti prApta karavA mATe A badhA guNAnI 2. "subedhasaMgraha", pR. 7. 3-4, ejana, pR. 8. 26

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zrImaMnA adhasiddhi AvazyaktA batAvatA A pustakamAM zrImadde te prApta karavA mATenI rItane vicAra paNa karelA jovA maLe che. AnA pahelA pagathiyArUpe teo IzvaramAM zraddhA tathA pApanA Darane svIkAre che. tethI tA tene lagatI garabIe teA Ara'bhamAM ja Ape che. e ja rIte udyamane paNa teo eTaluM ja mahattva Ape che. udyamathI bevaDA lAbha thAya che ; je kAya thAya te, ane e samaye niMdA Adi kusaMgathI khacAya te. " navarA besanAra nakhAda vALe " e kahetI sAcI na paDe te mATe temaNe kaMI ne kaMI sArA udyama karavAnI bhalAmaNu A pustakamAM karI che. jJAnane paNa temaNe eka Avazyaka aMga gaNyu che. vivekajJAna hoya te ja sAcA guNA khIlI zake che te temanA dhyAnamAM hovAthI jJAnanAM judAM judAM pAsAMne lagatI lagabhaga sAta jeTalI garabIe temaNe racI che. ane A badhA guNaiAthI thatA phAyadA vize paNa temaNe ThIka ThIka garakhIe racI che. sArA AcaraNanA phAyadA ane kharAba AcaraNanA geraphAyadA temaNe A garabIomAM varNavyA che. A badhI vastue temaNe kula 24 garamI ane "sadbAdhazataka "mAM varNavela che. ane te mATe " strInItiAdhaka vibhAga 1"nA cAra bhAga pADayA che. 202 bhAga 1 A pustakanA pahelA bhAgamAM ATha garabIo ApavAmAM AvI che. temAM traNa garabIe paramezvara vize, traNa garakhI udyama vize, eka garamI kSaNabhagura deha vize ane eka garamI mAtAe putrIne dIdhelI zikhAmaNa vize che. pahelI garamI paramezvarane prArthanA" nAme che. temAM IzvaranAM guNagAna karyAM che. Izvara dayALu che, sukhakartA che, sRSTi sarajanahAra che, kRpALu che, ityAdi guNAno paricaya temAM karAvyA che. temAM Izvara pAse prAthyu` che keH-- 16 ahI paNa temanI dezahita karavAnI bhAvanA achAnI rahetI nathI. khIjI garamI " paramezvarane bhajavA vize" che. temAM Izvarane zraddhApUrvaka bhajavA joIe, te vAta kartAe bhArapUrvaka jaNAvI che. tene bhajavAthI garva gaLI jAya che, meAkSa maLe che, vagere phAyadA thAya che, te batAvI Izvara kevA che te jaNAvatAM temAM lakhe che ke -- 66 dezahita dayALu karAva, namu* tane hete re; jethI Upaje AnaMdya bhAva, namuM tane hete re. " "duHkha vidAraNa devatA, bhajavA tene nitya; dAma na leze keAI e, mATe kara ethI prIta, mAre che je gavane, jenA mATA upakAra; tene ja zANI snehathI, bhajaje DAhI tuM nAra. "pa 5. sukhAdhasa graha ', pR. 11.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo 203 trIjI garabI "paramezvaranI lIlA"mAM jagatakartA paramezvarane pUjavo joIe te temaNe batAvyuM che. sukha meLavavA tathA duHkhathI chUTavA nIti AcaravI, satya bolavuM, tathA bAga, jhADa, parvata, nadIo, dariyo, pakSI, prANI vagerenA racayitA Izvarane bhajavA mATe temaNe A garabImAM kahyuM che. A traNe garabIomAM ApaNe joI zakIe chIe ke, zrImadda jagatakartA tarIke Izvarane svIkAre che. temanI e mAnyatA "mokSamALA" tathA "bhAvanAbedha"nI racanA vakhate nimULa thaI gaI hatI. temAM teo jagatakartA tarIke Izvarane svIkAravAthI AvatA doSenuM pRthakkaraNa karatA dekhAya che, je mAnyatA temanA aMtakALa sudhI cAlu rahI hatI. e parathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke A racanAo temanI ghaNI nAnI vayanI hevI joIe, ke jyAre temane jagatakartAmAM zraddhA hatI. lagabhaga 15 varSa AsapAsathI te temanI e mAnyatA chUTI gaI hatI. tethI A racanAo te pahelAMnI hoya tema anumAna karI zakAya. cethI "kSaNabhaMgura deha vize"nI garabImAM nAzavaMta dehano bharoso karyA vinA bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAne upadeza karyo che. rAjA, rANA, mUrakha, DAhyA, virbhAvazALI vagere keAI kALathI bacI zakyA nathI, te batAvI dehanI kSaNabhaMguratA vicArI paralokamAM paNa kAma Ave tevAM puNya bAMdhavA mATe kartA Izvarane bhajavA kahe che - "avadha vayethI jAvuM benI ekalA, sAthe na maLe koI taNe saMgAta je, kSaNabhaMgura jANIne tuM to dahane, bhajaje bhAva dharI bhagavAna je." Ama saraLa bhASAmAM paramezvaranuM prabhutva darzAvavA tene bhajavAno upadeza temaNe A garabIomAM ApyuM che. zANI mAtAe putrIne dIdhelI zikhAmaNa" nAmanI pAMcamI garabImAM sAsare jatI putrIne sAsarA pakSanI dareka vyakti sAthe kema vartavuM te vize tenI mAtA zikhAmaNa Ape mAtA sarvathI saMpIne cAlavAnI salAha, vivekathI vartavAnI salAha, krodha na karavAnI salAha vagere zAMti meLavavA mATe upayogI salAha Ape che. temAM paNa vAMcana para bhAra mUkatAM teo lakhe che ke : "vAMcyAnuM te kAma haMmezAM rAkhaje, pavitratAne pALI putrI dharma che varyAnI rIta vege tuM sAcavI, samajI leje Te sAce bharma je." 6. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 14. 7. ejana, pR. 16.

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204 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ahIM teo jIvanamAM vAcananI upayogitA samajAve che, temAM zrImada sudhAraka rUpe jovA maLe che. vakhata nakAme nahi gALavA vize", "udyama vize" tathA "udyamathI thayelAM kAmo vize" e traNa garabIomAM udyamane mahimA batAvyA che. eka paLa paNa nakAmI na javA devI joIe, vakhata te amUlya che, gayelo samaya pAcho maLato nathI, tethI samaya maLe sArA graMtha vAMcavA, bharata bharavuM vagere kaMI ne kaMI udyama karavAnI bhalAmaNa A garabIemAM karI che. "vakhata nakAme nahi gALavA vizenI garabImAM samaya vize kahe che ke - "vakhata amUle jANI lIdhe, upayoga kare tene ja sIdhe, amastI kUthalI jAvA do." udyama karavAthI ja mAnava siddhi pAmI zake che evI matalabanA nIce jaNAvelA saMskRta zlokane bhAva ApaNane "udyama vize " e garabImAM jovA maLe che - " udyamena hi siddhayanti kAryANi na mnorthaiH| na hi sutasya siMhasya pravizanti mukhe mRgAH // "8 A udyamanA mahimA vize zrImada lakhe che ke - "udyama karanAre bhUkhe nahi mare, udyamathI to sudhare DAhI kAja je, udyama karatAM zuM nahi pAme mAnavI? kahe pratyuttara tene tuM te Aja je."9 udyama karavAthI kaI kaI siddhi prApta thaI che te "udyamathI thayelAM kAma vize " e garabImAM jaNAvyuM che. udyamathI tAra, TapAla, AgagADI vagere maLyAM che, tethI teo lakhe che - ema udyamane paratApa, vizva vakhANe re, mATe e gaNuM sukhano bApa, saMzaya na ANe re.10 A rIte phUrasadano samaya hoya tyAre strIoe e samaya IzvarabhajanamAM, bIjA sArAM vAMcana ane udyamamAM gALavo joIe, nakAmI kUthalI karI vakhata pasAra karavAthI bIjAnuM paNa ahita thAya che to tenAthI dUra rahevuM joIe evo A garabIone upadeza che. Ama pahelA vibhAgamAM IzvaramAM zraddhA, udyama, vAMcana vagerenuM mAhAbhya zrImada batAvyuM che. te pachI pahelA vibhAga pUro thAya che. 8. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 17. 9. ejana, pR. 18. 10. ejana, pR. 20.

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4. prakI racanAo 205 bhAga 2 bIjA bhAgamAM "jJAna"ne kendramAM rAkhIne sAta garabIo racAyelI jovA maLe che. temAM vidyA vize", "keLavaNuM vize", "keLavaNInA phAyadA vize", "sugraMtha vAMcavA vize ema vagere viSayenI sAthe zrImad "abhaNa strIne dhikkAra" ApavA vize paNa lakhyuM che. A vibhAgamAM paNa bhASAnI saraLatA jovA maLe che. sAthe sAthe tenI geyatA strIone vadhu AkarSaNarUpa thAya te svAbhAvika che. "vidyA ane keLavaNI saMbaMdhI" garabImAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - vidyA che sukharUpa sArI re, vidyAmAM che guNa bahu e divyacakSu denArI re, vidyAmAM che guNa baha11 AvI divyacakSu ApanArI vidyA sarvatra sanmAna pAme che, badhA ja tene vakhANe che. ane samaya Avye A vidyA khUba upagI thAya che, tethI tene avazya prApta karavI joIe ema temaNe A garabImAM samajAvyuM che. vidyA levAthI kayA kayA phAyadA thAya che te "keLavaNInA phAyadA" e garabImAM temaNe batAvyuM che. keLavaNIne lIdhe ghaNuM navA hunnara zodhAyA, ALasa chUTI gaI, vahemanuM khaMDana thayuM, tAra, TapAla vagere maLyAM. keLavaNInA pratApathI aneka garIba amIra banI zakyA, te vagere phAyadA temaNe batAvyA che. paNa A keLavaNI uparachalI na hovI joIe, kAraNa ke pipaTiyA jJAnane koI artha nathI, tethI je jANyuM tene vicAra paNa samajavo joIe. tethI kahe che ke sAcI keLavaNI e "tana sAthe keLavaNuM mananI re, mana sAthe keLavaNuM tana" che. e vastu temaNe "keLavaNuM vize nI garabImAM batAvI che. Ama temaNe keLavaNInAM judAM judAM rUpa judI judI garabImAM, paNa sAthe sAthe ApyAM che, jethI asara vadhu sacoTa bane che. ane enA ja anusaMdhAnamAM zrImad " abhaNa strIne dhikkAra" paNa Ape che. teo abhaNa nArInA hAla, bhaNataranI upayogitA tathA tenuM mahattva A garabImAM darzAve che. potAnuM hita karavA mATe bhaNavuM ja joIe evo bhAva temaNe ahIM gUMcyuM che. Ama vAMcavAnuM tathA bhaNavAnuM te temaNe kahyuM, paNa vAMcavuM zuM ? - e prazna thAya te tenA uttararUpe "sugraMtha vAMcavA vize" e padya temaNe lakhela che. nItinI vAta jANavA maLe tevA sugraMthe vAMcIne vicAravAthI ghaNuM lAbha thAya che. tethI sugraMtha vAMcavA para bhAra mUkavAnA kAraNamAM rtA jaNAve che ke - "amRta taNe phUpa e gaNe re, dIse zeka taNe haranAra; bairya Ape atizaya duHkhamAM re, e ja sugraMtha sukha karanAra.12 A ja pramANe sAruM jJAna ApatAM pustako vAMcavAthI thatA lAbha temaNe "jJAna vadhAravA vize" e garabImAM paNa gaNAvyA che. ane keLavaNI, jJAna vagerene lagatI garabIonA 11. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 20 12. " strInItibodhaka, garabI,

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi bhAvArthanA sArarUpe "sArI zIkha suNavA viSe" e nAmanI garabI racAyelI che. sArI zikhAmaNa sAMbhaLavAthI nIti vadhe che, anIti cAlI jAya che, kharAba buddhi dUra thAya che, hoMziyArI vadhe che vagere aneka lAbha thAya che te A garabImAM kartAe batAvyA che, tethI darekane te badhA sAMbhaLavAnI bhalAmaNuM ahIM karAI che. Ama bIjA bhAgamAM ApelI sAta garabImAM zrImadda jJAna tathA keLavaNa levA mATe khUba bhAra mUke che. ane tene sArA saMskAra tathA sukha meLavavA mATe pAyArUpa gaNe che. alabatta, ahIM kartA je keLavaNInI vAta kare che te pustakiyA jJAnanI nathI, paraMtu AMtarika sadaguNe khIlavavA vizenI che. ane e rIte jotAM A bhAga agatyane banI jAya che. bhAga 3 "InItiodhaka"nA trIjA bhAgamAM vyavahAranA deze nivAravA vize, saddaguNa grahavA vize, satyanA mAhAsya vize, ema vividha viSayo vize kula ATha garabIo ApavAmAM AvI che. pahelI traNa garabI "sudharavA viSe", "sadaguNa sajavA viSe" tathA "sunIti vadhAravA viSene kedravatI vicAra lagabhaga ekasarakhe ja che. temAM saMpathI rahevAnI, sudhArAnI vAte karavAnI, kusaMpa kADhavAnI vagere bhalAmaNa karAI che. "sudharavA viSenI pahelI garabImAM teo pratyeka paMktine aMte jaNAve che ke " sudharaje snehathI." Ama A garabImAM sudharavA para temaNe bhAra mUkyo hovAthI te caraNArdhanuM pratyeka paMktimAM punarAvartana thayeluM che. bIjI be garabIomAM A uparAMta nIti apanAvavAnI ane anIti choDavAnI temaNe bhalAmaNa karI che. "sadaguNa sajavA viSe" e garabImAM kartA kahe che ke - "jene nIti sAthe prIti che bahu re lola; tenA phAyadA kaho keTalA kahuM re lela. 13 te "sunIti vadhAravA viSenI garabImAM teo lakhe che ke - gaNa nIti rUpiyA reka, e te amUlya che re lola; anIti vadhAre koka, e te bhUla che re lola."14 Ama nItinAM guNagAna ane anItinAM doSagAna karavAnI sAthe rAvaNa jevA rAjavIne paNa anIti AcaravAthI kevuM nukasAna thayuM hatuM te emAM kartAe saMbhArI ApyuM che. 13. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 33. 14. ejana, pR. 35.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo A rIte nIti ane anIti vizenuM vivecana zrImade ahI judI judI traNa garabIomAM saraLa bhASAmAM karyuM che, te temanI nItipriyatA batAve che. te pachI temaNe satya vize traNa garabIo racI che, te traNemAM judI judI rIte satya AcaravAno ane belavAne temaNe anurodha karyo che. satya vizenI pahelI garabImAM jyAM satyanuM AcaraNa thatuM hoya te satayuga kahevAya, sAcane kadI AMca nathI AvatI, satyane hamezAM jaya ja thAya che vagere satyane mahimA darzAvanArI paMktio temaNe racI che. satya vizenI bIjI garabImAM satyathI sukha maLe che, satyathI kaSTa nAza pAme che vagere satyanA lAbha gaNAvI teo kahe che ke - "RSi zANA ne vidvAna, nArI zANuM re, karatA'tA satya sanmAna, che muja vANI re.15 satya vizenI trIjI garabImAM paNa kartAe satyano mahimA ja gAya che. ane temAM sAthe sAthe sItA, draupadI, damayaMtI vagere satIe satya bolavAthI kevuM sanmAna pAmI hatI tenAM udAharaNe paNa ApyAM che. TUMkamAM kahIe te satyathI sukha ane asatyathI duHkha maLe che, te temaNe A traNa garabIomAM vividha rIte samajAvyuM che. ane tenA anusaMdhAnamAM kahyuM che ke - satya upara te kIjiye, zANe nArI pyAra. 16 satyano A mahimA jaNAvyA pachI samAjamAM pravartatA dUSaNanA tyAga mATe be garabIo lakhI che. pahelI garabI che "parapuruSatyAga vize " ane bIjI garabI che " vyabhicAroSa vize". A baMne garabIomAM parapuruSanA saMgane aniSTa gaNavela che, ane tema karanAra buddhibhraSTa tathA mati bhraSTa hoya che tema jaNAvyuM che. parapuruSamAM pitA ke bhAInI dRSTi hevI joIe, ethI judA prakAranI prIti ghaNuM ghaNuM duHkhane ApanAra thAya che, te kartAe A garabI dvArA samajAvyuM che. parapuruSanI prItimAMthI ja vyabhicAradoSa uddabhave che, ane te deSamAMthI kasaMpa ane bIjA aneka dUSaNe paNa UbhAM thAya che. te vize vyabhicAraNa viSe " e garabImAM kartAe samajAvyuM che. te doSa vize teo lakhe che ke - "bhUMDAmAM bhUMDuM eha, duHkhanI bhIti re, ethI bagaDe che deha, dukhanI bhIti re."17 A be garabIomAM strIne cagya keLavaNI na ApavAthI AvatA parapuruSanA saMganA tathA vyabhicAranA deSa vize jaNAvI tenAthI dUra rahevAnI bhalAmaNa zrImadda karI che. tatkAlIna samAjamAM keLavaNIne je juvALa Ubho thayo hato te vize cAre bAjune vicAra karIne tene regya nyAya ApatA zrImadda ahIM ApaNane paricaya thAya che. 15. "subedhasaMgraha", pR. 37. 16. ejana, pR. 39. 17. ejana, pR. 41.

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208 zrImadunI jIvanasiddhi bhAga 4 "strInItibodhaka"nA cothA vibhAgamAM mAtra be ja padyaracanAo maLe che. temAM eka garabI che, ane bIjI "saddabodhazataka" nAmanI se kaDInI racanA che. A baMne racanAo pramANamAM lAMbI kahI zakAya tevI che. sadaguNa sajajanI viSe" nAmanI garabImAM sadaguNI strI kevI hoya tenuM citra apAyuM che. je patithI saMpIne cAle che, parapuruSane pitA ke bhAI gaNe che, nItivALI che, anItinA tathA asatyanA tyAgavALI che, jenA agamAM ALasa nathI, udyamamAM ja je samaya pasAra kare che, prabhunuM prItithI smaraNa kare che, badhAMnuM hita irache che, vidyA meLave che, cokhAI rAkhe che, vanitAnA badhA dharma pALe che, sArI keLavaNI meLavI bIjAne te ApavA Icche che, durjananI niMdAthI DaryA vinA potAnuM kArya kare che, guNagrAhI che, vagere guNe dharAvanArI tathA avaguNa rahita strI e temanI daSTie sadaguNa strI che. 64 paMktinI A garabI vAMcatAM khyAla Ave che ke AgaLanI badhI garabIomAM je guNe batAvyA che te guNavALI, ane je avaguNo batAvyA che te deSa vagaranI strI eTale A garabInI saddaguNa sajjanI strI. sabodhazataka" e chelluM padya che. te strIonA nItizataka samAna che. temAM kartAe vizvapitAne vaMdana karI upadeza ApavAnI zarUAta karI che. temAM saMpa, nIti, dhIraja, hiMmata, satya, niSkapaTapaNuM, bhakti, dezadAjha, sudhAre, dharmaprema, kharca ghaTADavuM, kSamA, puNya, namratA, vinaya, mUrkha nArInI sobatane tyAga, jugArane tyAga, maraNane vicAra, patibhakti, pAtradAna, vAcana vadhAravuM, sArI keLavaNI levI vagere vize La vRttamAM TUMkANamAM upadeza karyo che. A prakArano upadeza jeke AgaLanI garabIomAM jovA maLe che, chatAM zelI phera hovAthI temAM punarAvartana jevuM lAgatuM nathI. satya ane kapaTa vize kartA sadadhazatakamAM "mAM lakhe che ke - satya ja rAkhavuM uramAM, guNa gaNa guNavAna, satya taNe jaya che sadA, he zANuM! dhara dhyAna....13 "kapaTa kadI na kIjiye, eha duHkhanuM mULa; auraMgajhebe kapaTathI, UbhAM kIdhAM zULa."14 vidyA tathA kSamAnA guNa darzAvatAM teo lakhe che ke - vidyA rana guNa baha, mATe bhaNAve bALa; vidyAe sukha jANaje, vidyA guNa vizALa."2 7 "kSamAM guNa sAro aha, dhAre haiyAmAMya; Izvara rAjI bahu thaze, ethI sukha pamAya."49

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209 4. prakI rASanAe vAcana para vizeSa bhAra mUkatAM teo lakhe che ke : "vAcana vyasana vadhAraje, rAkhI lIluM jJAna, vAMcyAthI kahuM chuM thaze, DAhI tuM vidvAna 95 chevaTe zrImade potAnAM nAma, gAma vagerene nirdeza karI prabhune prArthanA karavAnuM sUcana karI "sAdhazataka pUrNa karyuM che. AgaLanI garabInI apekSAe A zatakamAM vicAronI khAsa navInatA nathI, paraMtu bhASA para kAbU nAnI vayamAM paNa temane ghaNuM sAro hato tene khyAla Ave che. sAthe sAthe padyaracanAnI svAbhAvikatA hovAthI prAsa ke camaka mATe jarAya prayatna karavo paDyo hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. udAharaNa tarIke "kapaTa kadI na kIjiye", vAcana vyasana vadhAraje" jevI aneka paMktiomAM yamaka alaMkAra maLe che ane atyAnuprAsa te lagabhaga dareka paMktimAM jovA maLe che. strInItibodhaka"mAM ApaNe zrImadda sudhArakarUpe joI zakIe chIe. narmadano sudhArAne jusso ane dalapatarAmanI saraLa rItinuM subhaga mizraNa A pustakamAM jovA maLe che. " dezahita dayALu karAva, namuM tane hete re, jethI Upaje AnaMda bhAva, namuM tane hete re."18 "dATa kRSNa-gItathI jema che vaLe re lola, ethI vadhI vyabhicAra phleza te bhA.19 jevI aneka paMktiomAM saraLa bhASAmAM upadeza apAve che. garabIomAM bhASAnI saraLatA eTalI badhI che ke koIne paNa e garabI samajavAmAM muzkelI naDe tema nathI. sAmAnya rIte A garabIo dasathI vIsa kaDIonI jovA maLe che. koIka garabImAM be paMktinI kaDIo che. te keIka garabImAM cAra paMktinI kaDIo che. A garabIono upADa eka yA bIjA prakAranI dhruvapaMktithI ja kavi kare che. athavA pahelI kaDInI pahelI paMktine dhruvapaMkti banAve che, jema ke "sAMbhaLa nArI sulakSaNI, zIkha mArI A ThIka", "dhika che, dhipha che, dhik che re, bahu abhaNa nArIne dhika che" vagere. keTalIka garabImAM "namuM tane hete re", "vidyAmAM che guNa bahu", "sUNa je zIkha sArI , "sudharaje snehathI", "du:khanI bhIti re" vagere aDadhuM caraNa pratyeka kaDImAM apAyeluM che. Ama garabIno yogya upADa kavi kare che. temAM alabatta garabIne yogya geyatA rahelI hoya che, tema chatAM kAvyanI dRSTie temAM koI asAdhAraNa camatkRti jovA maLatI nathI. 18. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 10. 19. ejana, pR. 40. ra

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210 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi viSayanI dRSTie vicArIe te garIbInA viSayo atyaMta suparicita che. te viSayo garabIomAM bahu vyavasthita rIte eTale ke pratyeka kaDImAM tene viSaya anukrame kaDIbaddha phuTa thato jato hoya ane vikAsa pAmate jato hoya te rIte rajU thayela nathI. kavinA upadezamAM jeTalI paripakavatA jovA maLe che teTalI temanI zailImAM nathI. bhASAmAM saraLatA che, jethI te sAmAnya zikSita strIne paNa samajAya evI che. temAM kayAMya durbodhatA, saMkulatA, ke kilaSTatA jovA maLatI nathI. alabatta, temAM keTalIka paMktio gadyamaya banI gayelI che, paraMtu tenI gadyALutA e garabIo gAtI vakhate DhaMkAI jAya tevI che. udAharaNa tarIke : te vahema vizeSa khaDAvyA, nItinA dhArA maMDAvyA, anItinA nekara rakhaDAvyA. te keLavaNI!"20 vicAranI dRSTie keTaleka ThekANe kavinI paMktio sAmAnyatAmAM sarI paDatI hoya tevuM paNa jaNAya che, jema ke : bhAve bhaNe vidyA bhalI, vAMce pustaka sAra; nIti vadhe bahu dilamAM, Upaje zubha vicAra."2 1 kevaLa kavitvanI dRSTie tapAsIe to A badhI garabIomAMthI kaIka kaIkamAM kyAMka kyAMka kavitavanA camakArA paNa jaNAya che; jema ke - namatA te dIse jenI benaDI re lola, kema krodha zake tene naDI re lola.22 ghaNIkharI garabIomAM chellI kaDImAM kavi pote garabIonI jUnI zailI pramANe pitAne nAme lekha "rAyacaMda", "vaNika rAyacaMda", "rAya" vagere rIte kare che. Ama A badhI garabIo jotAM ApaNe kahI zakIe ke zrImadane padyaracanA svAbhAvika rIte varelI hatI. A badhI garabIomAM viSaya ane racanAkauzalanI daSTie kadAca kaIne asAdhAraNa evuM kazuM ja nahi lAge, paNa je uMmare zrImade AvI racanAo karI te uMmarane vicAra karIe te, tyAre ATalI nAnI uMmare temaNe darzAvelI vicAronI ugratA, paripakavatA, spaSTatA, upagitA, tathA padyaracanAnI pukhtatA avazya Azcarya pamADe evAM che, emAM zaka nathI. 20. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 22. 21. ejana, pR. 28. 22. ejana, pR. 33,

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4, makANu racanAo pa brahmacArI govanadAsajI " zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA mAM A pustaka vize lakhe che keH-- " hAla kanyAzALAmAM cAlatI 5. navalarAma lakSmIrAmanI bALagarabAvaLI karatAM bhASA saraLa ane strIsvabhAvane anukULa tathA nItinA dheAraNathI lakhAyela 'strInItibAdhaka' pustaka mAtApitAe potAnI putrIne, bhAIe pAtAnI bahenane, ane patie peAtAnI dharmapatnIne tathA sagAMvahAlAMe magaLa prasaMgAmAM kanyAone ane vAMcavA zIkhavAnI bhAvanAvALI ke thADu' bhaNelI yuvAna strIone bheTa ApavA lAyaka che."23 dharma tAra padyakRtio vijJAna 66 " subAdhasaMgraha "mAM " strInItibAdhaka "nI garabIo uparAMta te samayanAM vilAsa ", "saurASTra darpaNuM " Adi sAmAyikAmAM chapAyelI keTalIka kRtio jovA maLe che. evI lagabhaga paMdara jeTalI kRtio saMgrahIta karIne brahmacArI gAva nadAsajIe ahI ApI che. temAM "hanumAnastuti " nAmanu jainetara vyaktinI stuti karatuM zrImanuM eka kAvya che. " svadezIone vinatI', "zrImaMta jenAna zikhAmaNa ", hunnara kaLA vadhAravA viSe '', " kharA zrIma`ta kANu ?" ane dhoLe dahADe dhADa " e pAMca kRtie sudhArAne lagatI che. " A prajAnI paDatI ", "A bhUminA putra " ane "vIrasmaraNa e traNa racanAomAM vIrarasanA Alekhana dvArA hAlanI A prajAnI sthitithI thatu duHkha ane bhUtakALanI bhavyatAnuM gaurava jevA maLe che. temAM paNa ADakatarI rIte sudhArAnu sUcana mUkela che. " premanI kaLA nyArI che" te darzAvatuM eka padya che. ane A uparAMta temAM " dRSTAMtika doharA ", " mitra parIkSA ", " kumitra niMdA ", "prAstAvika doharA ", "sadbadha sUcaka prAstAvika kAvya " ema vividha zIrSaka nIce dAharAe maLe che. temAM mukhyatve kAI thana ApI tene puSTa karatuM udAharaNa ApI doharAnI racanA temaNe karI che.24 AmAMnI moTA bhAganI racanAo vi. sa. 1940thI 1942 sudhImAM thayelI che. " hanumAnastuti "2 pa - A kRti zrImanI 17 varSanI vayanI che. temAM rAmabhakta hanumAnane vaMdana karyA pachI, hanumAne rAmanI bhaktithI prerAIne temanAM keTalAMka kAryo karI ApyAM hatAM tenA 66 23. zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti 4, pR. 30. 24. zrImadde pAte A kAvyAne viSaya dhArmika na hovAthI tenI noMdha lIdhI nathI ema lAge che. ane e ja kAraNasara agAsathI bahAra paDela " zrImad rAjacaMdra " pustaka, jemAM temanAM lakhANAne samAveza thayA che, temAM paNa A kAvyone sthAna maLela nathI. AmAMnAM keTalAMka kAvyA " paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa"nI " zrImad rAjacaMdra "nI pAMcamI AvRttinA sAtamA khAMDamAM maLe che. 25. sukhAdhasaMgraha ", pR. 61. .

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212 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi nirdeza karyo che. aMtamAM paNa temanI stuti-prazaMsA karI hanumAnane vaMdana karyA che. A kRti sAmAnya keTinI che. ane A prakAranuM A eka ja padya maLe che, jemAM jenetaranI stuti hoya. A kRti parathI e khyAla Ave che ke jainadharma taraphanI temanI prIti sarva dharmanuM avalokana karyA bAda thaI hatI. "svadezIone vinati 26 A padamAM potAne dezanuM hita khyAlamAM rAkhIne vartavAnuM temaNe jaNAvyuM che. ane potAnA deza mATe sauprathama hita "bALalagna"nA rivAja dUra kare che che. te pachI jAtajAtanA pravartatA vahemathI mukta thavuM e paNa dezahitanuM ja kAma che, tema jaNAvyuM che. te samaye vidhavAonI paristhiti ghaNu kharAba hatI, te sudhAravA ane anItithI dUra rahevAnI temAM zikhAmaNa ApI che. kanyAkeLavaNI para temaNe vadhu bhAra mUkyo che. uparAMta sArA graMthanuM vAcana karavuM, saMpIne cAlavuM vagere upayogI hitavacano paNa kartAe ApyAM che. jema ke -- susaMpa rAkhaje sahu, kusaMpa kADhIne pare, kucAla duSTa cAla, vizeSa dUra sau kare; haNAvI hAnine karo, sukAma dezI tame, kare sujANa dezahita, heta rAkhI A same." zrImaMta janene zikhAmaNa 2 7 A racanAmAM zrImaMta janoe pisa kaI rIte vApare te kavie batAvyuM che. temAM paNa "svadezIone vinaMtI jemAM jaNAvelAM dUSaNe dUra karavA mATe lakSamIne upayoga karavA joIe tema kavi kahe che. kArIgarane uttejana ApI kaLA vadhAravI, kanyAone vidyAdAna ApavA zALA sthApavI, tabIbI kaleje sthApavI, jethI dardIone rAhata rahe, punarlagnane pracAra karo, sArAM pustakAlayo baMdhAvavAM, apaMgane sahAya karavI vagere samAjane upagI pravRttiomAM lakSamI vAparavA A racanAmAM bhalAmaNa karAI che; juo - zALA vada taNe baha, karaje gAmegAma, daradIne osaDa diyo, dharI vadhAre hAma. kanyAone vAte, kare kUla zrImaMta, duHkha ehanAM kApavA, dharA save khaMta." Ama lokopayogI kAma karavAthI prabhu khUba rAjI thaze tema zrImada vIsa kaDInA A padanA aMtamAM jaNAve che. 26. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 6. 27. ejana, pR. 62.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo 213 hunarakaLA vadhAravA vijha28 A racanAmAM hunaraudyoga vadhAravA para kartAe bhAra mUkyo che. dezanI AbAdI jevI hoya te sArA udyoge dezamAM hovA joIe, tethI je hunara nirbaLatAne pAmyA hoya tene sabaLa karavA kartAe vinaMtI karI che. A eka ja muddA para judI judI rIte kavie 3ra paMktimAM, savaiyA chaMdamAM samajAvyuM che. ane tema karavAmAM nIcenI paMktine dhruvapaMkti banAvI che. Iza rIjhaze Apa upare, raheze jagamAM avicaLa nAma " "kharo zrImaMta koNa : 29 A paNa zrImaddanuM sudhArAne lagatuM, savaiyAmAM lakhAyeluM, 34 paMktinuM parva che. temAM maNe jaNAvyuM che ke, pise te ghaNuM pAse hoya che, te badhA nahi paNa tene sArA mArge vAparanAra ja sAce zrImaMta kahevAya. dhana vAparavAne sAce mAga karyo teno nirdeza temaNe A padyamAM karyo che. oSadhazALA sthApavI, meTI zALA baMdhAvavI, dezanA hunnara udyoga vadhAravA, pustakAlayo sthApavAM vagere lokahitanAM kAryomAM dhana vAparanAra sAce zrImaMta banI zake che, paraMtu lagna ke jamaNa ke evA rivAja pAchaLa pisA kharacavAthI lokahita thatuM nathI. tethI tevA kharca karanAra vyakti sAcA zrImaMta tarIke gaNAI zake nahi, tema kartAe A padamAM batAvyuM che. A tathA "zrImaMta janone zikhAmaNa" e padyanuM maMtavya lagabhaga ekasarakhuM ja che. ekAda varSane aMtare lakhAyelAM e be padyo vaccenuM sAmya juo :- "zALA vaidya taNuM bahu karaje gAmegAma." hunnara vadhavA dezamAM, nANuM kharco yAra." "kanyAone vAsate, kare skUla zrImaMta." - zrImaMta janone zikhAmaNa30 oSadhazALA sthApI pote, rAkhe che je nitye nAma." dharmAlaya karavAne kharce, baMdhAve vizALa nizALa, bALa ane bALAe bhaNaze, zIkhI leze sArA cAla," hunara mATe paNa karaze, upAya e dhanane saradAra." - kharo zrImaMta koNa ?31 A baMne padyanI uparanI paMktio sarakhAvatAM khyAla Avaze ke vicAronI daSTie A padyamAM kAMI navInatA nathI. vaLI " are zrImaMta kezu?" e padyanI rajUAta paNa sAmAnya jaNAya che. 28. "subedhasaMgraha", pR. 63. 29. ejana, pR. 63. 30. ejana, pR. 62. 31. ejana, pR. 75.

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi baLe dahADe dhADa 3532 A racanAmAM AgaLanAM padyamAM darzAvelA sudhArA na kare, tathA bIjA paNa keTalAMka dUSaNa calAvI le te prajAnI kevI sthiti thAya tenuM citra kavie ApyuM che. te dUSaNathI sarjAtI paristhiti "dhoLe dahADe dhADa" samAna che, tema temaNe bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. kaleza, vidhavAnAM dukhe, kajoDAM vagere dUSaNuM nIkaLe nahi to te sarva, dhADa paDe tyAre jevuM dukha thAya tevuM dukha ApanAra nIvaDaze tevI cetavaNuM ahIM apAI che. e dUSaNothI vyathita thaIne temaNe potAne puNyaprakepa ThAlavatAM lakhyuM ke - saLagAvI do A samaya, vaLI temanI vADa; adhika nahi te nirakhazo, peLe dahADe dhADa"3 2 khUba akaLAmaNusAM kayAreka ja, A narmada je jusso batAvatI paMktio zrImanAM sudhArAnAM padyamAM jovA maLe che. bAkI sAmAnya rIte te padyamAM amuka vicAranuM punarAvartana thatuM ApaNane dekhAya che. dalapatarAmanI rIti anusAra temaNe sudhArAnI vAta saumyatAthI rajU karI che. temanA samayanA lokonI sthitinuM temaNe joyeluM citra ApaNane "Arya prajAnI paDatI", "A bhUminA putra" ane "vIrasmaraNa" - e traNa racanAomAM jovA maLe che. te traNe ekabIjA sAthe sAmya dharAvatI tathA sudIrgha racanAo che. AyaprajAnI paDatI 33 zrImadanI A racanAmAM ApaNI Arya prajAnA naitika adhaHpatanane citAra tathA prAcIna pUrvajonA gauravanuM gAna 170 jeTalI paMktiomAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. pramANamAM kaMIka dIrgha lAgatI A racanAnA be spaSTa vibhAga paDI jatA dekhAya che. pahelA vibhAgamAM roLAvRttanI 30 kaDIone samAveza thAya che. temAM temaNe AryaprajAnI vartamAna samayanI paristhiti kevI duHkhada che tenuM gheruM citra ApyuM che, ane bIjA vibhAgamAM lAvaNInI bAra kaDIomAM prAcIna AryonI - vedakALathI zarU karI najIkanA bhUtakALa sudhInA AryonI -sukhasamRddhi ane uccatAnuM ujvaLa Alekhana karyuM che. Ama svAbhAvika rIte judA paDI jatA baMne vibhAga svataMtra rIte paNa AsvAdya banI zake tevA che. roLAvRttamAM lakhAyelI paMktiomAM yuropIya prajAnA Agamana pachI Arya prajAmAM bekArI, durAcAra, nAstikatA, kusaMpa, vyasana, kAyaratA vagere lakSaNa pracAra pAmyAM tenuM Alekhana mahatvano bhAga roke che. sAsuvahu, naNaMdabhejAI, pitAputra, bhAIbhAI tathA 32. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 76. 33. ejana, pR. 87.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo . 215 sagAMsaMbaMdhInA jhaghaDAo dareka kuTuMbamAM pesI gayA che, te varNavI tethI AvatI durbhAgyatA paNa batAvI che. AryaprajAnAM lagananI bAbatamAM aniSTa vize paNa temaNe ThIka ThIke citAra Ape che. koI aneka strIo paraNe che, te kaIkane kuMvArA maravuM paDe che, evI asamAnatA che. mAnasika, zArIrika, uMmaranAM vagere prakAranAM kajoDAM thavAne lIdhe paNa prajAne keTaluM sahevuM paDe che tene khyAla paNa temaNe Apyo che. Ama kauTuMbika kalahe ane aNabanAva, bALalagna, kajoDAM, svArthodhatA, mithyAbhimAna, chaLaprapaMca vagere dUSaNe dvArA vyakta thatuM Arya prajAnuM sAmAjika ane naitika adhaHpatana temaNe varNavyuM che - sagA sahodara sAtha, vaLI pADozI saMge, jamIna jara ne mATa, caDe keraTa raNajaze; caDe jeha darabAra, khue gharabAra kharA te, kahevata sAcI paDe, toye samaje na jarA te."34 samAjamAM Aje je badI pravarte che te bAbatamAM pUrve kaI paristhiti hatI te jaNAvavA temaNe lAvaNanI bAra kaDIo racI che. te samaye rAjA tathA prajA baMne nyAyI ane satyane mArge cAlanArAM hatAM. teomAM anIti, chaLakapaTa, daga, cerI, lUMTa, svArthI thatA vagere dUSaNa nahatAM. temanAM guNalakSaNo varNavatAM zrImadda lakhe che - satya pramANikatA paramAratha, Izvara-Dara aMtara dharatA; salAha saMpa saMtoSa maitrImaya, AryakhaMDamAM Aya hatA.35 prAcIna AryonI vedakALathI zarU karIne najIkanA bhUtakALa sudhInI paristhiti vaNavatI vakhate temaNe rAjA, prajA, RSi, dharmazAstrI, nyAyAdhIza, brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya vagerenAM viziSTa lakSaNo paNa darzAvyAM che. A AryonI saMpUrNa saMtoSajanaka sthitinA paDachAmAM vartamAna samayanI sthiti joI potAne thate asaMtoSa vyakta karatAM teo lakhe che ke - e ja bhUmi ne e ja Arya paNu, hAlahavAla dIse Aje; AbhA jamIna sama aMtara Aje, joI aMtara mAru dAjhe."36 A asaMtoSanA dhUMdhavATamAM ja kAvyane aMte kavi prazna kare che ke - "are hAya e kyAM vAlmika, manu, vaziSTha, vyAsa muni kayAM che ? parazurAma ne droNa pataMjala, vIra jJAnIo te kyAM che ? rAma, kRSNa, harizcaMdra yudhiSThira, janaka drapada rAjA kyAM che? are, hAya e udyama, zUra, dhana, satya udeza gayA kyAM che?"37 34. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 88. 35. ejana, pR. 92. 36. ejana, pR. 94. 37, ejana, pR. 94,

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213 zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi A racanAmAM temaNe prAcIna ane arvAcIna prajAnI pAMrasthitinA virAdhamAMthI bhi ta chatAM spaSTa upadeza phrUTa karyAM che. 6 Aya bhUminA putra "78 plavaMgama chaMdanI 90 karatAMye vadhu 5ktimAM lakhAyela A bhUminA putra'' e racanAmAM paNa zrImanne Aya prajAnAM naitika adhaHpatanane ja citAra ApyA che. A kAvyamAM paNa temaNe vamAna sthitithI thatA asaMtASa ane prAcIna paristhitinuM gauravagAna vyakta karyA' che. e rIte jotAM A racanAmAM rAjA, prajA savane samAna sthAna na ApatAM rAjAe nI badIne mukhya sthAna Apyu che. ahI kavi peAtAnA samayanAM leAkeA kevAM dharmabhraSTa, vidyAbhraSTa, nyAyabraSTa thaI gayAM che tenu TUMkAmAM varNana kare che, ane rAjAonA duSNeAnA varNana mATe ja mATo bhAga zake che. rAjAe nirmAlya thaI gayA che, temAM dveSa vadhyA che, te raNavAsamAM ja paDI rahenArA thaI gayA che, prajAnI kAI jAtanI saMbhALa teo rAkhatA nathI, teo vilAsI, anyAyI, aphINI, dArUDiyA, matihIna thaI gayA che ; Ama aneka durguNAnA dhAraka anelA rAjAe A bhUminA putrA kahevaDAvavAne lAyaka nathI, tevA bhAva zrImadde ahI* vyakta karyA che. A paristhitine vadhu gherI rIte darzAvavA prAcIna rAjAonI rIti paNa temaNe varNavI che. sAthe sAthe vidyA jarmanImAM vadhI che, yuropamAM tathA kSatriyavaTa vadhyAM che. amerikAmAM lakSmI vadhI che vagerane nirdeza karI pazcimanI prajAnI caDatI tathA prAcIna Arya prajAnI samRddhine abhAva temaNe A racanAmAM batAvela che. ahI' pragaTa upadeza apAyA che keH-- A kAvyanI keTalIka 5kti " A prajAnI paDatI " e kAvyanI 5'ktine maLatI Ave che. sarakhAve : 38. " are, hAya e kayAM vAlmika, manu, vaziSTha, vyAsa muni kathAM che?" parazurAma ne droNa pataMjala, vIra jJAnIe te kayAM che?" "" " Apu* zikSA Aja, dhyAna nija dhAro, dhAkhA na dharA keAI, vinati vicArajo '39 parazurAma ne droNu, Aja kAI nathI, nathI pata jala vyAsa, kahuM zuM kathI, kathAM vAlmika vaziSTha, vasyA Aje jaI ? hAya ! avadazA A, Aja kevI thaI ? sumeAdhasaMgraha '', pR. 94. 39. ejana, pR. 98. * --- Arya prajAnI paDatI - A bhUminA putra

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4. prakIrNa racanAo "vIrasmaraNa A racanAmAM bhUtakALanA bhavya vIronuM smaraNa karI, tevA vIre Aje dekhAtA nathI, te bAbata zrImadde kheda vyakta karyo che. savaiyA chaMdanI 24 kaDInI A racanAmAM varNasagAI, aMtyAnuprAsa vagere zabdAlaMkAra paktie paMktie rtAe jyA che. ahIM temaNe mukhyatve ApaNe prAcIna vIra puruSonI zauryagAthA ApI che, ane temAM paNa zArIrika parAkramane- zauyane prAdhAnya ApyuM che. prAcIna vIro laDavAmAM, talavAra calAvavAmAM kevA pravINa hatA tene temaNe khyAla Apyo che. sAthe sAthe temanI yuddhakalAnI nipuNatAne lIdhe temanAthI parAjita thayelA humane ane tenA svajane para kevI asara paDatI hatI tenuM citra raju karyuM che. pahelI be-traNa kaDIomAM je bhAva temaNe vyakta karyo che, tenuM ja vividha rIte uccAraNa temaNe pachInI kaDIomAM karyuM che. paNa tenI ekavidhatA na sAle tevI ojasvI bhASAno upayoga temaNe karyo che, te nIcenI paMktio jatAM jaNAze - "haThanArA nahi hebaka pAmI, bahAdura bathamAM bhIDe Abha, pATunA paDaghA sAMbhaLatAM, chUTe garbhiNinA gAbha."40 athavA bakhatara paherI bahAdura jyAre karatA pyAre yuddhakAra; maghavApati tyAM tharathara dhruje, bhaDavIra evA bhayakAra."41 kAvyanA uttarArdhamAM rAma, lakSmaNa, bhIma, bhagIratha, arjuna, abhimanyu, bhISmapitA, pRthurAja vagerenAM parAkrame varNavI vizeSapaNe temanuM smaraNa karyuM che. AvA pUrvajonAM saMbhAraNuM sAme AjanA lokonI sthiti joI, paristhitinI asahyatA lAgavAthI, temanA para thato prakopa paNa A racanAmAM jovA maLe che - mare bUDIne nare bAyalA, DhAMkaNImAM nAkhIne nIra, Arya kIrtine jhAMkhapa dIdhI, tamane ene baTTo zIra."42 A racanAmAM zrImade temano kheda darzAvatI "are ! arere ! Aja gayA kyAM ? raDhiyALA evA raNadhIra " e paMktine dhruvapaMkti banAvI dIdhI che. mAtra chellI traNa kaDImAM tene upayoga thayela nathI. A racanAmAM temaNe "sabasabatI", "khaLabhaLa khaLabhaLa", "dhaka dhaka dhaka dhaka", "kaTa kaTa kaTa kaTa" vagere ravAnukArI zabdone paNa chUTathI upayeAga karyo che, ane tethI 40. " subodhasaMgraha", pR. 80. 41. ejana, pR. 82. 42. ejana, pR. 83, 28

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi bhATacAraNAnI zailInI kavitAnI yAda ApaNane A pada apAve che. A racanAnI zarUAta ja te zailInA prakAranI cheH-- 18 66 DhAla DhaLakatI, jhamaka jhamakatI, laI caLakatI kara karavAla; kharekharA khUda raNamAM tyAM mUcha malakatI jhagatuM bhAla." vagere varNasagAInAM paNa ghaNAM udAharaNA maLe che, " mananI mUke mamatA mADa ", 8 kevaLa kesariyAM karanArA " vagere. A rIte joma tathA vegavALI bhASAmAM temaNe ApelA raNamedAnanA ane rajIyeAddhAnA citAra AsvAdya banI zake evA che. zrI brahmacArI geAvanadAsa A kAvya vize lakhe che ke " sara veAlTara skoTanAM dvandvayuddho - Combats, zaurya premapreraka - Romantic - kAvyA jeNe vAMcyAM haze tene A savaiyA vAMcI te smaraNamAM AvyA vinA nahi rahe ! paraMtu eka nAnA kAvyamAM zrImadde hRdayanA keTalA bhAveA jagADavA che te te pUru te kAvya vAMcavAthI jaNAya, ane zrImad sAhityanA je je kSetramAM kalama calAvI hAya te te sava sthaLe te vijayavata nivaDayA vinA raheta nahi, evI vAMcanArane pratIti thAya tevuM A adbhuta kAvya che.'43 "premanI kaLA nyArI che. 644 sukhAdha prakAza"mAM vi. sa'. 1942mAM pragaTa thayelI vasa'tatilakAmAM lakhAyelI A racanAmAM zrImadde prema kathAM ane kaI rIte pravarte che te mATe koI niyama nathI ema pratipAdana karyuM che. A kRtinA aMtamAM temaNe tenA racanAuddeza paNa jaNAvyA che.~~ " saMghe karI samajavA zubha sneha khUkhI, dRSTAMtarUpa cItarI dRDha premasUphI. ''45 CC pratyeka kaDInA chellA caraNamAM AvatI pakti " che prema nema kaLanI priya vAta nyArI ' dvArA kavie premanA tattvanA A aneAkhApaNAnA paricaya prakRtimAMthI lIdhelAM sakhyAkha dha suparicita dRSTAMtAthI karAvyA che. kamaLanA sUrya prati prema, bhramaranA kamaLa prati prema, peAyaNInA caMdra paranA rAga, mAranA megha sAthenA prema, lAhu ane cuMbakanA preSa, jaLa tathA mInaneA prema, sAgara ane zazIneA prema vagerenAM udAharaNA temaNe ApyAM che. ane ahI' kAvyanI dhruvapakti pratyeka kaDImAM arthAntaranyAsa alaMkAranI khUba pragaTa kare che. A racanAnI bhASA ghaNI sAdI hai|vAthI samajavAmAM paNa evI ja sahelI che. sAdAImAM A racanA dalapatarAmanI yAda ApI jAya tevI che. jue : 43. " zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", A. 4, pR. 91. 44. " subodhasaMgraha '', pR. 72, 45. ejana, pR. 74.

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4. prakIrNa rathanAo re mAchalI jaLa thakI rahI prema bAMdhI, tenA vinA taraphaDe jhaTa neha sAMdhI; jIve nahi virahathI thaLamAM bicArI, che prema nema kaLanI priya vAta nyArI."46 prakIrNa deharAe daSTAMtika dehara", "mitra parIkSA ", "kumitranidA", "prAstAvika deharA" vagere zIrSaka nIce " sudhasaMgrahamAM zrImadda racita kula 110 dAharAo ApavAmAM AvyA che. A pratyeka dehare svataMtra ekama jevo che. eTale temAM viSayavaividhya ghaNuM jovA maLe che. mitra, duzmana, pise, vidyA, kAvya, paMDitAIprema, sadaguru, caDatI-paDatI, Teva vagere viSayo vize zrImadda deharA rahyA che, ane te dvArA nItivyavahAra vize pitAnA keTalAka vicAro rajU karyA che. keTalAka doharA arthAntaranyAsanA suMdara udAharaNa paNa banyA che, jema ke - paDatI samaye paMDane, Uge avaLI vAta; haraNa thayAM mRgamehathI, satI sItA sukhaghAta."47 "avaLAM paNa savaLAM thaze, ThAkara vAgye ThIka, tapyA lehane TIpatAM, sudharI jaze adhika. 48 keTalIka vakhata teo arthAntaranyAsamAM kahevatane paNa upayoga kare che. jema ke - bevakUphane baMdha de, paNa lAge nahIM leza bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata taNe jema upadeza."49 Ama avanIne kAyado, ghara phUTaye ghara jAya; rAja gayuM pRthvIrAjanuM phUTe hAhulIrAya.50 mitra vize lagabhaga 17 jeTalA chUTaka chUTaka dAharA maLe che. temAM sArA tema ja kharAba mitranAM lakSaNe apAyAM che. kayAMka temaNe dhana vize avalokanamUlaka vicAro rajU karyA che. kAvyanA guNo vize paNa thoDA doharAo maLe che. juo - vinA rasikatA kAvyano, sarasa na lAge sera; sUnAM lAge sarvathA, dhaNI vinAnAM Dhora 51 46. "subodhasaMgraha', pR. 74. 47. ejana, pR. 59. 48. ejana, pR. 99. 49. ejana, pR. 102, 50. ejana, pR. 59, 51. ejana, pR. 101.

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220 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi keTalAka deharA subhASita jevA paNa banyA che, ane temAM keTalIka jagyAe saMskRta subhASitAnI zilInI chAyA paNa varatAya che, jema ke - "kaleza, garva, unmAda ne ALasa UMgha ayogya, lakSamI raLavAnAM gaNe, mAtra pAMca avajoga.52 "dAna, kAvya, tapa, cAturI, gurubhakti ne jJAna viveka, nIti, lakSamI e sabaLa kItinAM sthAna."53 "lakSamIbhUSaNa che ghara, ane gharabhUSaNa che nAra; nArabhUSaNa A dhArIe, patibhakti priyakAra. 54 saraLa bhASAmAM lakhAyelA A deharAomAM zrImaddanI nItipriyatA, sadaguNaprIti vagere guNe jovA maLe che. fi avadhAna kAvyo sudhasaMgraha"mAM lagabhaga 40 jeTalI, avadhAna samaye racelI padyakRtio jovA maLe che. emAM keTalIka pAdapUrti che. A zIdyaracanAo bhAgye ja cAra-ATha lITIthI lAMbI che.pa 5 A zIdhraracanAmAM viSacanuM vaividhya ghaNuM che, tema ja viSa paNa ghaNI vakhata gu, kAMkaro, raMganI picakArI, kero kAgaLa, traNa daravAjA, laviMga, ITa, naLiyuM jevA sAmAnya levAmAM AvyA che, to kyAreka dharma, kajoDAM, IzvaralIlA, vidyA vagere jevA gaMbhIra prakAranA viSaye paNa levAyA che. A racanAo vividha chaMdamAM lakhAyelI che. ahIM ApaNane zikhariNa, zArdUlavikrIDita, vasaMtatilakA, bhujaMgI, IndravajI, upendravajA, teTaka, mAlinI, maMdAkrAntA, upajAti, harigIta, doharA, nArAca, kavita, manahara, gIti, paddhaDI vagere akSarameLa ke mAtrAmeLa chaMda jovA maLe che. zIdyaracanAomAM zrotA mAge te viSaya ane mAge te chaMdamAM zrImadda racanA karI zakatA, te temanuM racanAkauzala batAve che. bAlapaNuthI utpanna thayelI emanI vairAgyapravRtti A zIrgharacanAomAM ghaNI vakhata dekhAI Ave che, ane e vyakta karavA temane gaMbhIra viSayanI jarUra paDatI nathI. kAMkare, raMganI picakArI ke ghaDiyALanA DaMkA jevA sAmAnya viSaye paNa temane potAnA vaktavya mATe pUratA thaI paDe che. kAMkarA vize teo doharAmAM lakhe che ke - "ema sUcave kAMkare, manadaga khelI dekha, manakhA kerA muja samA, vinA dharmathI lekha."56 para-pa3. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 8pa. 54. ejana, pR. 86. 55. "subodhasaMgraha"mAM ApelAM avadhAna kAvyomAMnAM keTalAMka "zrImad rAjacaMdranI pAMcamI AvRttimAM paNa ApyAM che. 56. "subodhasaMgraha" pR. 3.

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4. makANu racanAo raMganI picakArI vize temaNe zikhariNI chaMdamAM lakhyuM che keH-~~ banAvI che kevI, sughaDa picakArI sUcavatI, badhI jUThI mAyA, manana kara evuM mana vatI; nathI sAcI mArI, caTaka sahu zikSA kathanamAM, ure dhArI jojo, vinayaarajI A mathanamAM, pa Ama kizArakALathI ja temanI vairAgyavRtti jovA . maLe che. te sAthe keTalIka vakhata sAmAnya viSayamAMthI paNa suMdara bedha ApatA hAya tevuM" temanI kRtimAM jovA maLe che. gucchA, kArA kAgaLa, cApATa, IMTa, naLiyu vagere AnAM dRSTAMtA che. "gucche " vize temaNe zArdUlavikrIDitamAM nIcenI 5ktie racI cheH-- "" 66 bhujaMgI chaMdamAM cApATane upAlaMbha ApatI nIcenI samaye ja racelI -- gucchAnA guNu A tamAma vaRRtA, rakSA rAkhe jAlavaNI karI zarIranI, AvyAM re ! rakSA karavI ghaTe zaraNanI, evuM jo IcchA taravA bhavIjana, dharA, te te 66 66 karyuM. rAjya te. dharmanuM' dhULadhANI, vaLI pheravyu kauravA zira pANI; tajI tu pratApe naLe nija rANI, have joI cApATa, tArI kamANI. '59 Ama sAmAnya viSayeAmAMthI paNa kaMIka navuM batAvavAnI temanI zakti che; e ja rIte gabhIra viSayane hala karavAnI AvaData paNa temanAmAM che. eTalu ja nahi, azakaya lAgatI vastune suMDhara tarkathI zakaya banatI paNa batAvI che. karmanI gati, kajoDAM, IzvaralIlA vagere gabhIra viSayeA vize temaNe saraLatAthI padyaracanA karI che, ane " AkAzapuSpa thakI va'dhyasutA vadhAvI '" ke "rAtri kharA khapeAra" jevI azakatha vAtA temaNe pAdapUrti mAM gUMthI lIdhI che. " karmanI gati" vize temaNe nArAca chaMdamAM lakhyuM che ke :~ 57. sumeAdhasaMgraha '', pR. 3. 58. ejana, pR. 2. " vaDAdare vasela A, sayAjIrAva sAMbhare, adhipati nasIbanI, ti vatI thayeA khare ! dhaNI chatAM malhArarAva, kedamAM gayA are ! gati vicitra karmanI, tu harSa zAka zuM dhare ?'6 60. ejana, pR. 3. kare ja tunI, kane a`tunI; sadA sUcave, gucchA je kave. 58 pa ktie paNa temaNe avadhAna 59. ejana, pR. 65.

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222 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi rAtri kharA bapora" vize temaNe racelI pAdapUti juo - "kaccha nRpati vivAha ra, gaI timiratA ghera, ajavALuM evuM karyuM, rAtri kharA bapora 1 AvI jAtanI camatkRti temaNe karelI samasyAgRti jevI ke "vajhayAputra mAravAne kaIka cAlyo jAya che ke te mATe ratha caMdrane haraNiyAM jeDI dIdhAM zrIhari" vageremAM ApaNane jovA maLe che. caMdranA rathane haraNiyAM zA mATe joDI dIdhAM che, te vizenA suMdara tarka vANiyA upara utAratAM zArdUlavikrIDitamAM temaNe racyuM che ke - aMge zaurya damAma nAma na maLe, sattA rahI nA jarI, premI kAyaratA taNuM adhika che, zAstra kathA e kharI; bhAgI jAya jarUra te bhaya bharyo, re dekhatAM kesarI, te mATe ratha caMdrane haraNiyAM joDI dIdhAM zrIhari. 12 A badhI zIvra cAyelI kRtiomAM camatkRti, prAsa, yamakAdi alaMkAra vagere lakSaNe dvArA sAruM vaividhya ApaNane jovA maLe che. upara joyA te viSaya uparAMta avadhAna kRtiomAM dharma, munine praNAma, kavitAne hiMmata, cAra mada, delata, tRSNa, meTAI, niMdaka, traNa daravAjA, taMbU, sAgarane phINa kema vaLe che, tamAkunI DAbalI, vidyA, zAla, laviMga, pANI, kalama, pavananI rIti, AgagADI, dariye, kamaLa vagere viSayo parathI racanAo maLe che, be-traNa aMtalipikA paNa temaNe racI che. jemAM koImAM pitAnuM nAma, kaImAM "caturabhuja vaMdanA kare" e vAkya, ema vividha vastuo temaNe gUMthI che. bhASAnI camatkRtine A prakArane eka namUne juo - " rAkhe yaza caMdrodaye, rahe vadhu jIvI nAma; tevA narane premathI, nAma kare paraNAma."63 AmAM temaNe potAnuM "rAyacaMda ravajI" nAma gUMcyuM che, te joI zakAze. Ama A racanAomAM temaNe karelA jAtajAtanA prayogo jovA maLe che. A badhAM joDakaNanA prakAranA karelA prayogo temaNe je vaye karyA hatA te vayane khyAlamAM letAM e pravege emanAmAM rahelI zaktine paricaya Ape che. ane e daSTie A prayoga noMdhapAtra paNa che. vaya vadhavAnI sAthe teo mAtra paramArthamArganA ja vicAraka banI javAthI, dhIragaMbhIra banI gayA hatA. ane tethI AvA koI prayoga karavA parathI temaNe pitAnuM lakSya uThAvI lIdhuM hatuM. 61. "subodhasaMgraha", pR. 4. 62. ejana, pR. 78. 63. ejana, pR. 79.

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rara3 4. makara sanA Ama zrImadanA samagra sAhityamAM joIe te "strInItibedhaka vibhAga 1", "dharmotara padyakRtio" ane avadhAna samaye je kRtionI racanA thayelI teTaluM ja sAhitya dharmetara racanAmAM maLe che; bAkInuM badhuM ja lakhANa dharmane lakSyamAM rAkhIne thayeluM joI zakAya che. e parathI khyAla AvI zakaze ke temane mana dharmanuM mahattva keTaluM hatuM ! temanA jaNuvyA pramANe je sAhitya, saMgIta ke anya kalAne upaga AtmAthe na hoya te nirarthaka gaNAya. ane potAnA A vicArane anulakSIne ja temaNe sarva lakhANa kareluM jaNAI Ave che. tethI bahu thoDI gaNI zakAya teTalI padyaracanAo dhametara sAhityamAM maLe che, ane gadyaracanA te eka paNa maLatI nathI.64 dharmane lagatAM kAvya vIsa varSanI uMmara pahelAM dharmane lagatAM zrImadda racita ATalAM kAvya maLe che: "mokSasudha", "nava kALa mUke keIne", "dharma viSe", "zAMtinAthanI stuti", "chatraprabaMdha", keTalAka doharA ", "bhAvanAbadhanAM muktako " ane "mokSamALA"nAM kAvyo. mokSasubodha mokSasudha" nAmano graMtha lakhavAnI zarUAta zrImade 17mAM varSa pahelAM karI hatI. tenA prathama zatakanI vIsa kaDI hAlamAM upalabdha che. te pachI te graMtha apUrNa rahelo che. temane eka karatAM vadhu zataka lakhavAne vicAra haze, evuM anumAna "prathama zataka " evuM je zIrSaka ApyuM che, te parathI thAya che. AraMbhamAM zrImade A graMtha racavAnI IcchA batAvI che. pachI Adi tIrthakara RSabhadevanA keTalAka guNanuM smaraNa karI, temane vaMdana karyA che. pachInA sattara dAharAmAM zrImade prabhuprArthanA racI che. tenI pratyeka kaDImAM bhagavAna * bhayabhajana che, e jaNAvyuM che. zarUAtanI kaDIomAM prabhunA guNonuM smaraNa karyuM che, ane pAchaLanI kaDIomAM bhakatamAM rahelA avaguNo dUra karavAnI tathA keTalAka guNo ApavAnI 64. A badhAM kAvyo uparAMta janadhamane lagatAM na hoya tevAM zrImadanI vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM lakhAyelAM keTalAMka kAvyonI nedha zrI manasukhabhAI kiratacaMda mahetAe temanA "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA" nAmanA pustakamAM lIdhI che. paraMtu te kAle Aje upalabdha na hovAthI te vize prakAza paDato nathI. te yAdI A pramANe che: pApapazcAttApa paMcadazI-dhamasabedhana ratna - me 1885; lAMca- subodhaprakAza - jUna 1883; kALa - kaTo. 1885; vivekasavaiyA - ka. 1885; rAjAne bedha; premanizAnI zrImaMta chatAM paNa zoka; sajajana saccAI - Aso 1941; avatAra eLe - dhamadarpaNa - zrAvaNa 1941; kupa niMdA, dhamapaNa - 1941; kavi ane navarasa.

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi prAthanA karAI che. A prArthanA khUba bhAvavAhI tathA saraLa zabdomAM thayelI che. te prabhunA guNa batAve che keH-- 224 " dharma dharaNa, vighnaharaNa, tAraNa taraNa, zaraNu caraNu sanmAna, pAvanakaraNa, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna, 65 AvA prabhune prArthanA karI che ke :-- 8 nIti prIti namratA, bhalI bhaktinu' bhAna; prajAne ApazeA, bhayabha`jana bhagavAna "66 A A prAnA karyo pachI dharma vinAnA mANasa kevA lAge te judI judI upamA dvArA kavitAmAM temaNe varNavyuM che keH-- " dinakara vinA jevA, dinaneA dekhAva ddIna, zazI vinA jevI nejo, zarI sahAya che; pratipALa vinA jevI, prajA pUrataNI pekhA, surasa vinAnI jevI, kavitA kahAya che; salila vihIna jevI, saritAnI zaiAbhA ane, bhartIra vihIna jevI, bhAminI bhaLAya che; vaDhe rAyacaMdra vIra, ema dhamama vinA, mAnavI mahAna paNa, kukamI kaLAya che, '67 dharmavihIna manuSyanA varNana pachI "meAkSasubAdha" graMtha apUrNa rahelA che. Ama A graMthanA ghaNA thADA bhAga upalabdha hAvAthI te kaI kakSAnA graMtha banI zakayo hAta tenA vizeSa khyAla AvI zakatA nathI. tema chatAM ThekaThekANe pAtAnu nAma gUthavAnI prAcIna zailI temaNe jALavI rAkhI che, te ahI joI zakAya che. A uparAMta ATalA nAnA vibhAgamAM paNa zAklRla, chappaya, kavita, doharA Adi chaMdamAM 5kti maLe che te parathI vividha chaMdaracanA karavAnu` temaNe dhAyu" hoya tema lAge che. 66 nava kALa mUke koI ne " A racanAmAM zrImadde kAI paNa mANasa mRtyuthI bacI zakatA nathI te vize dRSTAMtAthI samajAvyuM che. jAtajAtanA sAMsArika vaibhava hAya, zArIrika baLa hAya, dharatInuM sAmrAjya hAya, aneka guNu hAya tevI vyakti paNa mRtyuthI para nathI. badhAMne eka divasa maravAnuM tA che ja. maraNa Ave tyAre e vaibhava, e mAna, e prabhutva, sava cheADI jIvane maraNane 65. 66. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 2. 67. ejata, pR. 3.

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che. prakIrNa racanAo 225 zaraNa thavuM paDe che. mANasanI A parAdhInatAnuM citra temaNe judAM judAM daSTAMto mUkI rajU karyuM che. cha khaMDanA dharatInA dhaNI paNa kALane kevA veza thAya che, te juo :- "cha khaMDanA adhirAja je caMDa karIne nIpajyA, brahmAMDamAM baLavAna thaIne bhUpa bhAre UpajyA, e catura cakrI cAliyA hotA nahotA hoIne, jane jANIe mana mAnIe nava kALa mUke keIna. 68 A cakavatI jevI ja daza rAjanItinipuNonI, talavAra-bahAdurAnI, ke khUba khUba hIrAmANeka vagere paheranAranI paNa thAya che, te kartAe harigIta chaMdanI 28 paMktimAM batAvyuM che. sAmAnya mANasa mRtyunA adhikArane samajyA vinA vaibhava pAchaLa AMdhaLI doTa mUke che ane mRtyu te e badhAthI jIvane chUTe pADanAra che te teo bhUlI jAya che. tethI zrImade e mRtyunuM sAmarthya batAvI, nAzavaMta vaibhavamAM meha karavA jevuM nathI, tenuM sUcana karela che. nAnI vaye mRtyu jevA gaMbhIra viSaya paratve paNa teo paripakava vicAro dharAvatA hatA te temanI ucca manodazA batAve che. "dhama vize - satadharmanA pAlana vinAnI sarva vastuo kaI paNa kiMmatanI nathI, ema jaNAvI dharmanuM mahattva sthApana karatI zrImanI A racanA 32 paMkti jeTalI dIrgha che. 69 temAM ATha-ATha paMktionA cAra vibhAga temaNe pADelA che.70 pahelA vibhAgamAM saMsAranA sarva jAtanA vaibhavathI maLatuM sukha satudharmanI zraddhA na hoya te kazI kimatanuM nathI ema temaNe jaNAvyuM che. bIjA vibhAgamAM mANasanA durguNane nAza karavAnuM sAdhana tathA sAcuM sukha pAmavA mATenuM sAdhana dharma che, tema jaNAvyuM che. dharmamAM azraddhA rAkhanAra mANasa keTalo hIna dekhAya che te temaNe judI judI upamAone upayoga karI trIjA vibhAgamAM batAvyuM che. cothA vibhAgamAM puruSa, vidvAne, sAdhuo, kavio vagere dharmane ghaNuM mahattva Ape che, te jaNAvI AtmAne nirmaLa karavA, dharmane zaraNe javA teo bhalAmaNa karatAM lakhe che ke - kavie kalyANakArI kalpataru kaze jene. sudhAne sAgara kathe, sAdhu zubha kSemathI; 68. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 8. 69. ejana, pR. 9. 70. "zrImad rAjacaMdra "nI paramathuta prabhAvaka maMDaLanI pAMcamI AvRttimAM A racanAnI 6 kaDIo ApelI che, temAMnI chellI be kaDI, avadhAna samaye racAyelI judI ja racanA hoya tema jaNAya che. juo " rAjapadya" pR. 26, 19. pahelI cAra kaDI 15me varSa, ane bIjI be 18me varSe racAyelI jaNAya che. ra9

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226 zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi AtmAnA uddhArane umaMgathI anusarA je, nirmALa thavAne kAje, name nIti nemathI. '71 saraLa bhASAmAM kavitamAM racAyelI zrImadanI A kRtimAM dhane kendramAM rAkhI te vizenA vicArA rajU thayA che, dharma hAya te ja sava che, te bhAva pratyeka paktimAM nItare che. A eka upadezakAvya kharnI rahyuM che, jemAM sIdheA ja medha apAyelA che. zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI stuti 7 2 zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI stuti karatA A padanI ATha-dasa pa`ktie lakhAyA pachIthI te apUrNa rahelu che. ahI prabhu pratyenA aheAbhAva ane peAtAnuM dInatva pragaTa karatAM kavinI namratA jovA maLe che. e chatrapramadhu 773 avadhAna samaye zrImad jAtajAtanI camatkRtivALAM kAvyA racatA. tevA eka prasa'ge jetapuramAM vi. sa'. 1941nI kArtikI pUname temaNe temanA banevI rA. catrabhujabhAI nI vina'tIthI 86 chatrapraba dha "nI racanA karI hatI.74 tenA racayitA vize temaNe lakhyuM che keH-- bhujaMgI chaMdanI A cAra paktione chatranI AkRtimAM judAM judAM khAnAM pADI AkRtimAM batAvyA pramANe gAThavavAmAM AvI hatI, ke jethI enA daMDamAM cAre paktie AvI jAya, ane chatranI eka bAjuethI game te khAnAthI vAMcatAM daDanI paraMktinA tenI sAthe joDAyelA akSaro sahita " arihaMta AnaMdakArI apArI" e pakti va cAya, ane chatranI khIjI bAjuthI vAMcatAM e ja rIte "sadA mAkSadAtA tathA divyakArI" e pakti vaMcAya. 71. A padyane trIjo vibhAga " meAkSasubodha "mAMthI levAyA heAya tema jaNAya che. te jagAe ekasarakhI ja 5kti che. 72, 8 zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 29. 73. ejana, pR. 70. 74-7pa. ejana, pR. 30.

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4. prANa racanAo chatraprabaMdhastha prema-prAthanA 227 jetapura kArtika suda 15 1981 / / / ////WW2// / riha, dAkSa mosa / / : ||||8||8||8|| | na. / / ' all , dAkSamadAsa / YOGUE tevAdamadAsa) We///// / 'tajALae 7/ vAta tadASe ghasa /// ja tatA dAmo to / / VALVEVANAVAN ELVAVEL 1 ) : in : (s) aMga-bhujaMgI chaMda arihaMta AnaMdakArI apArI, sadA mikSadAtA tathA divyakArI; vinaMti vaNike viveke vicArI, vaDI vaMdanA sAtha he ! duHkhahArI. nA sAtha he! vinati vaNikavi kA upajAti vavANiyAvAsI vaNika jJAti, cela teNe zubha hita kAMti subodha dAkhyo ravajI tanuje, A rAyacaMde manathI ramUje. 3 p\g] prayojana pramANikA vaNika jetapuranA, rijhAvavA kasUra na rayo prabaMdha cittathI, caturabhuja hitathI. E A prabaMdhamAM daSTideva, hastadoSa ke manadoSa daSTigocaruM thAya te tene mATe kSamA cAhI vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karuM chuM. huM chuM. rAyacaMdra ravajI

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228 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi prakIrNa deharAo76 zrImadda racita judA judA vicAro vyakta karatA pAMca deharA "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM maLe che. temAM duHkharahita keI nathI, paNa duHkhanA vedana karavAmAM phera che; pApathI mukta thavA mATe vItarAganI vANI sivAya koI bIju sAdhana kAma AvatuM nathI; vItarAgavacano zAMti ApanAra tathA bhavamukti karAvanAra che; rAgadveSa e sarva anarthanuM mULa che vagere vicAre asarakAraka bhASAmAM rajU karyA che. tene muktaka ke subhASitA tarIke chUTathI upaga thaI zake tema che; jema ke : "jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha duHkha rahita na keya, jJAnI vede thayethI, ajJAnI vede reya." athavA "vacanAmRta vItarAganAM, parama zAMta rasamULa; auSadha je bhavaraganAM, kAyarane pratikULa."77 anubhavanA nicoDarUpa A doharAomAM lokasAhityamAM jovA maLatA doharAnA jevI ja sacoTatA paNa jovA maLe che, je nAnI uMmaramAM zrImadde prApta karelI prauDhatAnuM sUcana kare che. bhAvanAbedha"nI padyaracanAo bhAvanAbedha"mAM dIrgha kahI zakAya evI eka paNa racanA nathI. paraMtu pahelI che bhAvanAe samajAvatI cAra-cAra padyapaMktionI muktakanA prakAranI racanA pratyeka bhAvanAnI zarUAtamAM temaNe ApI che. A uparAMta anyatva tathA ekava bhAvanAnI pramANuzikSAmAM paNa AkhA prasaMgane samajAvatI padyapaMktio temaNe racI che, ane aMtamAM badhI bhAvanAo vize eka doharo racyuM che. Ama kula 9 racanA "bhAvanA dharmamAM jovA maLe che. A padyapaMktiomAM saMsAranI anityatA, jIvanI saMsAramAM azaraNutA, jIvanuM ekatva, bIjA jIvo ke sAMsArika padArthonuM jIva mATe anyatva, dehanI azuci vagere viSaya tarIke nirUpaNa pAmyAM che, te pratyeka bhAvanAnA arthane spaSTa kare che. pramANazikSAmAM ApelI patio temaNe te bhAvanAne lagatAM ApelAM dRSTAMto tathA temAMthI tAravele sAra darzAve che. Ama joIe te dareka racanA badhagarbhita che, tema chatAM te paMktio sIdhA-sAdA upadezamAM sarI paDatI nathI. vaLI, pratyeka racanA mATe temaNe judA judA chaMdamAM - jema ke upajAti. zArdUlavikIDita, harigIta, doharA vagere- prajayA che. mAtra cAra ja paMktimAM ghaNuM vaktavya samAvyuM hovA chatAM paNa emAM durbodhatA AvatI nathI, tema ja bhASAnI saraLatA paNa jaLavAI rahe che, e enI vizeSatA che. ekava bhAvanAnI pramANuzikSAmAM temaNe zArdUlavikrIDitamAM ApelI paMktio juo - 76-77. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 31.

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229 4. prakIrNa racanAo rANa sarva maLI sucaMdana ghasI, ne carcavAmAM hatI, bUjhayo tyAM kakaLATa kaMkaNa taNA, zrotI namI bhUpati; saMvAda paNa indrathI daDha rahyo, ekava sAcuM karyuM, evA e mithilezanuM carita A, saMpUrNa atre thayuM."78 ahIM namirAjA ekatva kayA prasaMgathI pAmyA, te pAmyA pachI Indra kasoTI karavA AvyA tyAre temanI sAthe potAnA matamAM kaI rIte daDha rahyA ane kasoTImAMthI pAra UtaryA, te sarva temaNe phakta cAra paMktiomAM spaSTatAthI samajAvyuM che. AkhI bhAvanAno sAra, kathA vagere paNa ahIM saraLa bhASAmAM ja apAyelAM che. vaLI, temAM temanI egya zabdanI pasaMdagI tarata ja jaNAI Ave che. A racanAomAM bIje najare tarI Avate guNa te tenI sacoTatAne che. te vAMcIe tyAre tenI hRdaya para spaSTa chApa UThe che. udAharaNa tarIke anityabhAvanA vizenI temaNe upajAti chaMdamAM racelI paMktio juo - vidyuta lakSamI, prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te te jaLanA taraMga; puraMdarI cApa anaMga raMga, zuM rAcIe tyAM kSaNane prasaMga." lakSmI, sattA, AyuSya, kAmaga vagere kevA anitya che te temaNe egya rUpako dvArA ahIM spaSTa karyuM che. lakSmInI caMcaLatA vIjaLInA rUpaka dvArA jeTalI spaSTa thAya teTalI bIjAthI thAta ke kema te zaMkAspada che. evuM ja anya vize paNa che. soLa varSanI nAnI vaye temanAmAM keTaluM kavitva hatuM te A racanAo spaSTa kare che. temane maLeluM "kavi " tarIkenuM biruda AvI racanAone lIdhe ja maLyuM haze ! A racanAo smRtimAM rahI jAya tevI che. A racanAomAM bhASAnI saraLatA, spaSTatA, svAbhAvikatA tathA pravAhitA jovA maLe che. uparAMta, arthagAMbhIrya ane tattvaciMtana tenAM vizeSa AkarSaNa-ta banI gayAM che. tattvaciMtaka pratyeka bhAvanA vize kayA dRSTikoNathI jue te temaNe ahIM rajU karyuM che, tema jaNAya che. "mokSamALAnI racanAo mokSamALA"nA 108 pAThamAMthI 8 pATha zrImade padyamAM racyA che. temAM viSayavaividhyanI sAthe kendramAM dharma ja rahe che. A padyapAThe A pramANe cheH sarvamAnya dharma, 78. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 43. 79. ejana, pR. 36. 80. A racAnAnI vizeSa vigata mATe juo prakaraNa 3 : "mokSamALA ,

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zrImadnI jIvanasaddhi bhaktinA upadeza, brahmacaya vize subhASita, sAmAnya manAratha, tRSNAnI vicitratA, amUlya tattvavicAra, jinezvaranI vANI ane pUrNamAlikA maMgaLa, AbAlavRddha sarvane upayeAgI thAya tevA hetuthI zrImad " meAkSamALA "nI racanA karI hovAne lIdhe temAM bhASAnI saraLatA upara ghaNu* lakSya rAkhyuM che. AthI "meAkSamALA"nI padyaracanAo paNa saraLa bhASAmAM hAya te svAbhAvika che. 230 sAmAnya mANusane paNa samajAya tevI saraLa racanAmAMthI paNa tattvavicAraka ghaNuM pAmI zake tevI huM amUlya tattvavicAra" jevI kRtio paNa temAM che. emAM manuSyabhavanI durlabhatA, kheATA lakSathI eLe jatA manuSyabhava vagere vize jaNAvI sAcA mArga kayeA te paNa kahyuM . hiragIta jevA geya chaMdamAM tenI racanA thaI hovAne kAraNe zrImanA anuyAyIomAM tene mukhapATha karavAnA rivAja che. A kAvya vAMcatAM zrImanI AdhyAtmika samajaNanA ane kaMkSAnA khyAla Ave tema che. "mAkSamALA "nI A racanA sarvottama kahI zakAya evI che. 66 A sivAyanI anya racanAomAM spaSTa bAdha jovA maLe che. '" brahmacaya vize subhASita '", "bhaktinA upadeza" vagere A prakAranI racanAo che. temAM brahmacaya nA mahimA ane bhaktithI thatA lAbheA anukrame varNavyA che. jinezvarapraNIta dayA kevI che, tenuM nirUpaNa "samAnya dharma "mAM thayuM che. tRSNA kevI vicitra che, te jIvane keTalI herAna kare che te khAkhata " tRSNAnI vicitratA " e kRti darzAve che. kaTAkSakAvyanI zailInuM A kAvya AnaMdaprada thAya tevuM che. mANase sevavA ceAgya maneArathA "sAmAnya manAratha "mAM zrImadde jaNAvyA che. te kRti sAmAnya kakSAnI che. jinaprabhunI vANI kevA kevA guNovALI hAya che te jinezvaranI vANI 'mAM bhAvavAhI zabdomAM kavie varNavyuM che. ane joDakaNAM jevuM lAgatuM pUrNa mAlikA magaLa ' ghaNA gabhIra ane samAvatuM padya che. A rIte jotAM jainadharmanAM dayA, bhakti, brahmacarya, jinavANI vagere tattvA A padyomAM viSayarUpa banyAM che. 66 racanA pramANamAM TUMkI chatAM surekha lAge tevI banI che. temAM te viSayanA bhArapUrNAMka upadeza apAyeA che. ahI temaNe kAreka upajAti jevA akSarameLa chaMdamAM racanA karI che. paraMtu mAtrAmeLa chaMdo jevA ke cApAI, hiragIta, savaiyA Adina vizeSa upayeAgamAM lIdhA che.90 Ama "mAkSamALA ''nI racanAo dharmane lagatI zrImanI racanAomAM mahattvanuM' sthAna dharAve che. " dvAdazAnupekSA 81 vikramanI bIjI sadI AsapAsa munizrI samaMtabhadrAcArya " ratnakara'DazrAvakAcAra "nAmane zrAvakanA AcArAnu nirUpaNa karatA graMtha saMskRtamAM lakhyA che. A graMtha upara hiMI bhASAmAM vistRta TIkA paDita sukhadAsajIe vikramanI 20mI sadnInI zarUAtamAM - saM. 1906thI 1921 sudhImAM - lakhI che. temAM samyaktvanAM ATha aMga, bAra bhAvanA, samAdhimaraNa vagere viSaye nA 81, * zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, 4 15. <<

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4. prakIrNa racanAo 231 samAveza thAya che. temAMthI bAra bhAvanAonA hiMdImAMthI anuvAda karavAnI zarUAta zrImada dvAdazAnupekSA" zIrSaka nIce, temanA 17mA varSa pahelAM, karI hatI. A bAra bhAvanAo te anitya, azaraNa, saMsAra, ekatva, anyatva, azuci, Azrava, savara, ni svarUpa, dharmadulabha ane bodhadurlabha bhAvanA. AraMbhamAM A bhAvanAonAM nAma ApI, te bhAvanAo para vicAra karavAthI jIvanuM ghaNuM hita thAya che. ane vairAgyane piSavA mATe tenuM ciMtana hamezAM karavuM joIe ema samajAvatAM lakhyuM che ke - A ciMtavanAo vairAgyanI mAtA che. samasta jenuM hita karavAvALI che. aneka duHkhothI vyApta saMsArI jIvone A ciMtavanAo bahu uttama zaraNa che. duHkharUpa agnithI taNAyamAna thayelA jIvone zItala pavananI madhyamAM nivAsa samAna che. 82 te pachI bhAvanA vizeno anuvAda zarU thAya che. temAM pahelI be bhAvanAono saMpUrNa anuvAda thayelo che, ane trIjI saMsArabhAvanAno anuvAda adhUro rahelo che. te pachInI bhAvanAono anuvAda thayelo ja nathI. A anuvAda thayA pachI thoDA samaye temane te vize "bhAvanAbodha" nAmane svataMtra graMtha maLe che.83 te graMthamAM temaNe bAre bhAvanA samajAvI che, ane temAMthI dasa bhAvanAne puSTa karatAM dRSTAMte paNa ApyAM che. anityabhAvanAmAM dareka vastu nAzavaMta che te judI judI rIte samajAvyuM che, jema ghara, lakI, strI, putra, kuTuMba Adino nAza thaI jAya che tema pitAne deha paNa nAzavaMta che, te jANavuM te anityabhAvanA. te anityatA jaNAvatAM lakhe che ke - jema eka vRkSa vize pakSI pUrve saMketa karyA vinA ja AvI vase che, tema kuTuMbanA mANase saMketa karyA vinA karmovaza bheLA thaI vIkhare che. e samasta dhana. saMpadA, AjJA, ezvarya, rAjya, indriyonA viSayonI sAmagrI jotajotAmAM avazya viyegane prApta thaze. juvAnI madhyAhnanI chAyAnI peThe DhaLI jaze, sthira raheze nahi. caMdra, sUrya, graha, nakSatrAdika te asta thaI pAchA Uge che, ane hemaMta, vasaMtAdi Rtuo paNa jaI jaI pAchI Ave che. paNa gayela idri, yauvana, Ayu, kAyAdika pAchAM nathI AvatAM. jema parvatathI paDatI nadInA taraMga rokAyA vinA cAlyA jAya che, tema AyuSya kSaNa-kSaNamAM rokAyA vinA vyatIta thAya che."8 4 A uparAMta bIjI aneka rIte paNa saMsAranI anityatA A bhAvanAmAM samajAvI che. te vicArIne, samajIne jIve Atmahita karI levuM e kartavya che te ahI upadezAvyuM che. 82. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 16. 83. A viSe AgaLa juo prakaraNa 2 : "bhAvanAbedha". 84. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 16.

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232 zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi tyAra pachI azaraNabhAvanAmAM batAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke jIva mRtyu AgaLa niHsahAya hoya che. temAMthI choDAve evuM koI zaraNa tene prApta thatuM nathI. pApano udaya hoya tyAre kevI kevI jAtanI paristhiti jIvanI thAya che te paNa darzAvyuM che. pApano udaya thAya tyAre - - " amRta viSa thaI pariName che, taNakhaluM paNa zastra thaI pariName che, pitAnA vahAlA mitra paNa vairI thaI pariName che, azubhanA prabaLa udayanA vazathI buddhi viparIta thaI pote potAno ja ghAta kare che. jyAre zubha karmano udaya thAya che tyAre mUkhane paNa prabaLa buddhi Upaje che. karyA vinA sukhakArI aneka upAya potAnI meLe pragaTa thAya che. vairI mitra thaI jAya che, viSa paNa amRtamAM pariName che."85 A rIte saMsAra pApapuNyanA udayarUpa che, te azaraNabhAvanAmAM batAvyuM che. te parathI temAM samajAvyuM che ke azubhanA udaya vakhate pitAnA kSamAdika bhAva sivAya bIjI koI vastu zaraNarUpa thatI nathI. AthI temAM lakhyuM che ke - karmanA udayane na rokI zakAya evA jANI samatAbhAvanuM zaraNuM grahaNa kare, te azubha karmanI nirjarA thAya, ane na baMdha na thAya. roga, viyoga, dAridraya, maraNAdikane bhaya cheDI parama vairya grahaNa karo. pitAne vItarAgabhAva, saMteSabhAva, parama samatAbhAva, e ja zaraNa che, bIjuM kaI zaraNa nathI."86 Ama jIvanI azaraNutA samajAvyA pachI, A saMsAra kevo che te darzAvatI saMsArabhAvanA ApI che. saMsAranuM sAcuM svarUpa jANavuM ane vicAravuM te saMsArabhAvanA. jIva potAnAM karma anusAra cAra gati - deva, manuSya, tiryaMca ane naraka - mAM paribhramaNa kare che. e kaI pradeza nathI ke jyAM ja eka yA bIje rUpe janmamaraNa karyA na hoya. jIvane tenA kamanasAra IdriyonI prApti thAya che. te ekedriyathI paMcendriya sudhI gaNatAM pAMca prakAranA ja thAya che. A pAMca prakAranA jIvo cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa kare che. A bhamatA jInI sthitinuM varNana ahIM lekhake Apela che. pachI temaNe jIva anaMta dukhavALA nigadamAMthI nIkaLyA pachInI tenI bhramaNanI sthiti batAvavA narakanA varNanathI zarUAta karI che. narakanI bhUminA varNananA thoDA bhAgane anuvAda thayo che. ane bAkInA bhAgane anuvAda karo rahI gayuM che. zrImade karele A anuvAda lagabhaga zabdazaH che. juo - isa zarIrakaM jyoM jyoM viSayAdikakari puSTa karoge tyoM tyoM AtmAkA nAza karane meM samartha hoyagA. aka dina bhojana nahIM dyogA to baDA duHkha devegA. je je zarIrameM rAgI bhaye haiM te te saMsArameM naSTa hoya AtmakArya bigADI anaMtAnata naraka nigodameM bhrame haiN|"87 85. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 19. 86. ejana, pR. 20. 87. "zrIratnAkaraDazrAvakAcAra", hiMdI TIkA sAthe, pR. 322.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo 233 A vAkyano anuvAda zrImade A pramANe karyo che - "A zarIrane jema jema viSayAdikathI puSTa karaze, tema tema AtmAne nAza karavAmAM samartha thaze. eka divasa khorAka nahi Apaze te bahu duHkha deze. je je zarIramAM rAgI thayA che, te te saMsAramAM nAza thaI AtmakAya bagADI anaMtAnaMta kALa naraka, nigodamAM bhame che."88 ___"so narakakI uSNatAke jaNAvane* ihAM kou padArtha dIkhane meM jAnane meM Ave nAhI, jAkI sadRzatA kahI jAya ? to hU bhagavAnake AgamameM asA anumAna uSNatAkA karAyA hai jo lakSa yojanApramANa moTA lohekA golA choDiye to bhUmiLU nahi pahuMcata pramANa narakakSetrakI uSNatAkari rasava hoya ghahiM gAya hai "89 e narakanI uSNatA varNavatAM vAkyone anuvAda kartAe A rIte karyo che - te narakanI uNatA jaNAvavAne mATe ahIM kaI padArtha dekhavAmAM, jANavAmAM Avato nathI ke jenI sadazatA kahI jAya; topaNu bhagavAnanA AgamamAM evuM anumAna uSNatAnuM karAvela che, ke lAkha eMjanapramANa meTA seDhAnA goLA cheDIe te te narakabhUmine nahi pahoMcatAM, pahoMcatAM pahelAM narakakSetranI uSNatAthI karI rasarUpa thaI jAya che."90 Ama zabdazaH bhASAMtara hovA chatAM ApaNane vAMcatI vakhate bhAgye ja evuM lAge che ke te bhASAMtara haze. mULane vicArapravAha bhASAMtaramAM paNa eTalI ja saraLatAthI ane svAbhAviktAthI vahe che. "jIvAvavibhakti" uttarAdhyayana sUtra"nA 36mAM adhyayanane anuvAda zrImade A zIrSaka nIce Apyo che. temAM pahelA bAra zlokano anuvAda karela che, ane bAkInA zlokano anuvAda karyo nathI. A sUtranA 36mA adhyayanamAM jIva ane ajIva vacceno bheda samajAvyA pachI baMnenA bhinna bhinna vibhAge pADI tenAM lakSaNe temAM samAvyAM che. zrImadde karelA bAra zlokanA anuvAdamAM jIva ane ajIva varaceno bheda tathA ajIvana vibhAga sudhInuM varNana Ave che. te pachI ajIvanAM lakSaNe vistArathI batAvyAM che. te loko tathA jIva vizenI badhI mAhitI ApatA zlokone anuvAda thayo nathI. A anuvAda lagabhaga zabdazaH che. dAkhalA tarIke juo bIje loka - 88. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 17, 89. "zrI ratnakAMDazrAvakAcAra", hiMdI TIkA sAthe, pR. 32 8. 90. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 22. 30.

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234 zrIsadanI jIvanasiddhi " jIvA ceva ajIvA ya esa loe viyAhi / ajIvadesamAgAse aloge se viyAhie // 81 A zlokanA anuvAdamAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - jIva ane ajIva (jyAM hoya tene) loka kahela che. ajIvanA AkAza nAmanA bhAgane aloka kahelo che."9 2 temaNe cAlu karela jIva ane ajIvanA nirUpaNa karatA lokone anuvAda ahIM apUrNa rahelo che. munisamAgama vIsa varSanI uMmara pahelAM lakhavAnuM cAlu karelo zrImadanA A lekha apUrNa rahyuM che. mokSamArganuM svarUpa samajAvI zake e graMtha racavAnI zrImaddanI IcchA hatI. te mATe temaNe A lekha lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM hatuM, paNa te dvArA pitAno uddeza barAbara siddha thato hoya ema na lAgavAthI zrImade te pUrA na karyo. ane tyAra pachI "mokSamALAnI racanA tenA anusaMdhAnamAM karI. Ama A lekha "mekSamALA"nA pUrvarUpa ja che.93 - A lekhamAM zrImad ApavA dhArelo bodha kathA dvArA vyakta karyo che. ujjayinI nagarIne rAjA caMdrasiMha sAcA dharma pAmavA mATe eka dharmanuM aniSTa joI, bIjA dharma tarapha vaLe che, tenuM aniSTa joI te trIjA tarapha vaLe che, pachI cothA tarapha vaLe che; ema vAraMvAra dharma parivartana kare che, ane jainadharma sivAyanA aneka dharmanuM pAlana karI jue che. janadharmamAM mAtra vairAgyanI ja vAta AvatI jANavAthI te tarapha tene zraddhA thatI nathI. pariNAme te nAstika banI jAya che, ane aneka prakAranAM pApakarma Acare che. ' evI nAstika madazAmAM eka vakhata haraNano zikAra karavA te jAya che. te vakhate jIva bacAvavA doDatA haraNanI pAchaLa paDelo rAjA potAnA sainyathI judo paDI jAya che ane bhayaMkara jhADImAM AvI paDe che. te vakhate te khUba vikaTa paristhitimAM mukAI jAya che. e jhADI vacce doDatAM doDatAM ghaDe Thokara khAvAthI lathaDe che, ane rAjA namI paDe che. teno eka paga pegaDAmAM ane bIje jamInathI eka vaheta UMce rahe che. eTale ke rAjA ghaDAnI pITha ane jamIna vacce laTakato rahI jAya che. ekAeka Uthale AvavAthI rAjAnA myAnamAMthI talavAra paNa aDadhI bahAra nIkaLI paDe che. eTale rAjA pAcho upara caDavA jAya che te talavAra garadanamAM vAge evI vicitra sthiti UbhI thaI jAya che. tethI te haLavethI nIce UtaravAno vicAra karI nIce jue che to eka kALA nAgane DasavA talasate 91. "uttarAdhyayana sUtra", adhyayana 36, zloka 2. 92. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 164. 93. juo AgaLa "mokSamALA", prakaraNa 3.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo dekhe che. tethI thoDo AgaLa khasI UtaravA vicAre che te sAme eka siMhane Ubhele jue che. pAchaLa javA vicAratAM rAjAne gheDA paranI talavAra myAnamAMthI nIkaLelI dekhAya che, ethI te eka paNa bAju halI ke calI na zake evI vikaTa paristhitimAM mukAya che. cAre bAjuthI meta humale karavA taiyAra thayuM hoya evI sthiti racAI jAya che. AvI paristhitimAM rAjAne pote karelAM pApa yAda AvatAM khUba dhrujArI chUTe che. ane pitAnI gati kevI thaze tenI vicAraNAmAMthI te janadharmanI vicAraNAmAM UtarI jAya che. tene te dharmanA vairAgya vagerenI vAta tathA navakAramaMtranA prabhAvanI vAta khUba tathyavALI lAge che. e vicAraNuM cAlatI hoya che eTalAmAM saMjoge pharatAM rAjA bhayamukta bane che. tethI janadharmamAM tenI zraddhA daDha bane che. bhayamukta thayA pachI sa5nA kahevAthI rAjA janadharmane vizeSa bAdha pAmavA mATe najIkamAM vasatA kaI eka muni pAse sIdhA jAya che. potAnuM nivedana pUruM karyA pachI rAjA jaina dharmanA sUkSamatAthI bodha ApavA munine vinaMtI kare che. te pachIthI te lekha apUrNa rahe che. tethI munie kevI rIte baMdha Apyo haze, ane temAM kayA tatva upara bhAra mUkyo haze te jaNAvavuM rahI gayuM che. A lekhamAM "abhayadAna" tathA "karmanA siddhAMta" vize thoDuM jaNAvI tenI agatya batAvI che. abhayadAnanI vAta lakhatI vakhate zrImad rAjAnA ciMtana dvArA jaNAve che ke - harakoI prakAre paNa jhINAmAM jhINuM jatuone bacAva karavo, tene kaI prakAre duHkha na ApavuM evA jananA prabaLa ane pavitra siddhAMtothI bIje karyo dharma vadhAre sAce hato?"94 keI paNa jIvane haNavAthI pApa che. sUkSama ahiMsA pALavAne ahIM bodha karAya che. karmanA siddhAMtamAM teo jaNAve che ke - "sukha ane duHkha, janma ane maraNa Adi saghaLuM karmane AdhIna raheluM che. jevAM jIva anAdi kALathI karmo karyo Ave che tevAM phaLa pAmato jAya che. A upadeza paNa anupama ja che... AvA ja mata tenA tIrthakaroe paNa dazita karyo che. emaNe pitAnI prazaMsA IcchI nathI...eNe satya prarUpyuM che.. kama sadhaLAMne naDe che. mane paNa karelAM karma mUtAM nathI, ane te bhogavavAM paDe che. AvAM vimaLa vacano bhagavAna zrI vardhamAne kahyA che. ane te varNanane AkAre pAchAM dRSTAMtathI majabUta karyA che."95 Ama karma siddhAtanA sAra jaNAvI jIve zuM karavuM joIe te rAjAnI ukti dvArA batAvyuM che. A badhe tattvanI bAdha temaNe kathAnA svarUpamAM ApyA hovAthI sAmAnya vAcaka mATe te rocaka bane tema che. chatAM A lekha saMtoSakAraka na lAgatAM zrImad adhUro rahevA 94. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 25.

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23 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi dIdhA haze tema lAge che. kAraNa ke A viSayane lagatA " meAkSamALA" nAmanA graMtha ApaNane pachIthI maLe che. " svarAyajJAna '" paranI DhIkA zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanA "svarAyajJAna "nuM rahasya pragaTa karavAnA hetuthI, tenA para TIkA lakhavAnI zarUAta zrImadde vi. saM. 1943mAM karI. te graMthanI prastAvanAnA ane TIkAnA chUTaka chUTaka bhAga " zrImad rAjaca'dra '' 'thamAM sa`grahAyelA maLe che. para`tu te lakhANu tUTaka hAvAthI zrImad vizenI kAI spaSTa chApa ApaNane A lakhANamAMthI maLI zakatI nathI. prastAvanAnI zarUAtamAM ardha hiMdI tathA ardha gujarAtI bhASAmAM lakhAyelA A graMthanA lekhana pAchaLanA kartAnA hetu temaNe batAvyA che. te pachI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanA jIvananI TUMkI rUparekhA ApI, temanI AtmadazA kevI UMMcI hatI te batAvyu che. paNa rUparekhA apUrNa maLe che, e ja rIte ahIM jeTalA zlAka vize lakhANa maLe che te paNa saLa ga nathI. keTalAka Aphri bhAganA zleAka lAge che, te keTalAka madhyabhAganA paNa lAge che. tethI A TIkA temaNe AkhI lakhI haze ke kema tenA khyAla AvI zakatA nathI. paraMtu prastAvanAnA keTalAka bhAga maLe che, te parathI evu anumAna thAya che ke te TIkA pUrI lakhAI haze; jema ke H-- huM A graMtha svarAya vAMcanAranA karakamaLamAM mUkatAM te vize keTalIka prastAvanA karavI ceAgya che ema gaNI tevI pravRtti karu` chuM. 96 graMtha pUrA thAya teA ja vAcaka pAse jAya ema gaNIe te te pUrA thayA hovA joIe. paNa te lakhAyA ke chapAyA vize bIjI mAhitI maLatI nathI. jainetara darzanamAM AyuSya jANavAmAM upayAgI thAya evA "kAlajJAna " nAmanA graMthanI tathA bIjA graMthonI sahAyathI A graMtha racyA che evI noMdha temAM maLe che. zarUAtamAM e doharA, dareka zabdanA artha jaNAvI, vistArathI samajAvyA che. pachInA tA sAmAnya hovAthI mAtra bhAvArtha ApyA che. temAM lagabhaga tera jeTalA doharA vize zrImadde lakhyuM che. paNa te evA judA judA sthAnane lagatA che ke te pustakanA viSaya paNa spaSTa samajavA muzkela che. jue -- "nADI tA tanameM ghaNI, paNa cauvisa pradhAna; tAme nava puni tAhumai', tIna adhika kara jAna, 397 AvI traNacAra kaDI zarIranI nADI vize che. tA te pachI -- " zrImad rAjadra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 26. 96. ejana, pR. 159. 97. ejana, pR. 161. 95.

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che. prakA ravAnA 237 " AzA eka mekSakI hoya, bIjI duvidhA navi citta keya; dhyAna jaga jANe te jIva, je bhavaduHkhathI Darata sadIva."98 jevI AtmAne lagatI paMktio paNa Ave che, jene saMbaMdha kaI rIte joDAyela haze te samajI zakAtuM nathI. Ama A TIkA khaMDita dazAmAM hovAthI te vize koI spaSTa khyAla ApaNane AvI zakato nathI. jIvatatva saMbaMdhI vicAra"9 navatattva prakaraNanI nIcenI gAthA para zrImade "jIvatatva saMbaMdhI vicAra" e zIrSaka nIce TIkA lakhavI cAlu karelI paNa te apUrNa rahI gaI che. temAM jIvana prakAra vize samajaNa ApavAmAM AvI che. "gmviThTha sudi tivihA, ravihA, pachakavA gayA cA-ta -AruM, ve-ruM--Adi " A gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che te pramANe, jo anukrame cetanarUpa eka ja bheda vaDe eka prakAranA che, trasa ane sthAvararUpe be prakAranA che, veda rUpe traNa prakAranA, gati vaDe cAra prakAranA, indriya vaDe pAMca prakAranA ane kAyAnA bheda vaDe ja prakAranA che. A TIkAmAM jIvanA kaI apekSAthI keTalA bheda thAya che te anukrame cAra prakAra sudhI saraLa, spaSTa, arthagaMbhIra ane pravAhI bhASAmAM batAvyuM che. jIva traNa prakAre kaI rIte che te batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke : sarva jIvane vedathI tapAsI joIe te strI, puruSa ke napuMsaka temAM teone samAveza thAya che. koI strIvedamAM, koI puruSavedamAM ane keI napuMsakavedamAM hoya che. e sivAya ceAtho veda nahi hovAthI traNa prakAre vedadaSTie sarva jIva samajI zakAya che." Ama TUMkamAM cAra prakAranA jIva sudhI samajAvyuM che. te pachI TIkA apUrNa rahelI che. lakhavAnI Dhaba parathI lAge che ke pachInA bhedone vistAra karavAnI temanI icchA haze, paNa kaI kAraNathI te pUrNa thayelI nathI. puSpamALA 100 zrImade 17 varSanI uMmara pahelAM "puSpamALA" nAmanI suvAkayonI eka pustikA lakhI che. temAM jIvanamAM upayogI thAya tevAM 108 vacane ApyAM che. 98. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 162. 99. ejana, pR. 163, AMka 23. 100. ejana, pR. 3.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A vacanomAM judI judI kakSAnA mAnavanI zI pharaja che te batAvavA prayatana karAve che; ane potAnI sthiti anusAra pharaja adA na karavAthI jIva anaMta duHkha veThe che, te batAvyuM che. temAM anyanuM bUruM na karavuM, pApa karatAM mRtyunuM smaraNa karavuM, mAlika pratye niSThA rAkhavI, zaktine geraupayoga na karavo, nyAyasaMpana dravya meLavavuM, anine uttejana na ApavuM, sadAcAra ane pavitratA, mitAhAra, abhyAsa, vairatyAga, hiMsAtyAga, anyAyathI dUra rahevuM, samayanI amUlyatA, karajamukti, nirabhimAna, navarAze saMsArathI nivRtti zodhavI, vyasanamukti, satsaMga, guru, vidvAno ane puruSonuM bahumAna, sahanazIlatA vagere vastu para bhAra mUkyo che. savAranA pahoramAM vicArI javA jevA suvicAre temAM rajU thayA che. e vicAramAMnA ghaNAkharA (kavi, vakIla, rAjA, yuvAna vagerene vyaktigata rIte saMbodhIne lakhAyelA suvicAra sivAyanA) kaI paNa vAMcanArane tarata lAgu paDe tevA che. teo pahelA ja vacanamAM jaNAve che ke, "bhAvanidrA TALavAne prayatna kara." e prayatna ApaNe atyAra sudhI karyo nathI te ApaNane te pachInA vacana "kSaNa kSaNa jatAM anaMtakALa vyatIta thaye, chatAM siddhi thaI nahi."10 1 te parathI samajAya che. kAraNa ke ApaNe je bhAvanidrA TALI hota to siddhi thaI gaI hota. A siddhi meLavavA mATe eTale ke bhAvaniMdrA TALavA mATe ApaNe dharmamaya jIvana gALavuM joIe ane potAnI pharaja cogya rIte adA karavI joIe te ahIM batAvyuM che. A badhA suvicAramAM lekhake mAtra "AjanA divasa" mATe te pramANe vicArIne vartavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. A divasa sugya rIte pasAra thAya te mATe vyavahAru ane dhArmika kriyAomAM samaya kaI rIte pasAra karavo te jaNAvatAM divasanA bhAga pADI batAvatAM lakhyuM che ke - jo tuM svataMtra hoya to saMsArasamAgame tArA AjanA divasanA nIce pramANe bhAga pADa --1 0 2 1 prahara - bhaktiktavya 1 prahara - dharmakartavya 1 prahara - AhAraprajana 1 prahara- vidyAprajana 2 prahara - nidrA ( 2 prahara- saMsAra prayajana. bIjA badhA suvicAramAM paNa AjanA divasa vize ja bhalAmaNa che. juo - vyAvahArika prajanamAM paNa upagapUrvaka vivekI rahevAnI sapratijJA mAnI AjanA divasamAM vartaje."103 - "paga mUktAM pA5 che, jemAM jhera che, ane mAthe maraNa rahyuM che, e vicArI AjanA divasamAM praveza kara."104 101. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 3. 102. ejana, pR. 3. 103. ejana, pR. 6. 104. ejana, pR. 4.

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4. prakINa racanAo 239 * A AjanA divasane lagatA vicArA je kAI paNa vyakti barAbara samaje ane jIvanamAM utAre tene mATe " AjanA divasa" te kAyamanA divasa banI jAya ema che. A uparAMta yuvAna, rAjA, kavi, vakIla, vRddha, Adine vyaktigata rIte sAdhIne lakhAyelA suvicAra| ahI maLe che. (6 tu yuvAna hoya teA udyama ane brahmacarya bhaNI dRSTi kara. 99 66 tuM kArIgara hA te ALasa ane zaktinA geraupayAganA vicAra karI jaI AjanA divasamAM praveza karaje, "105 TUMkamAM mANasanA kartavya vize, teNe divasa kaI rIte pasAra karavA te vize vividhatAthI temaNe lakhyuM che. e badhAnA sArarUpa 107mA khelamAM lakhyu che ke -- "A saghaLAMne sahelA upAya Aje kahI dauM chuM ke doSane oLakhI doSane TALavA. ,, manuSya aMtarmukha ke bahirmukha game tevA hAya, tene vaiyaktika jIvana ane sAmudAyika jIvananI svasthatA vAste sAmAnya nItinI jarUra haiAya che. evA vyAvahArika nItinA zikSaNa vAste 8 puSpamALA " racAI hAya tema lAge che. sa"skRta subhASitAnI zailInAM saraLa gadyamAM lakhelAM A vacanAmAM vicArAnI vyavasthitatA nathI, arthAt A vicArAnuM viSayavAra vargIkaraNa thayeluM nathI. paraMtu peAtAne je je vicArA sUjhatA gayA te te temaNe TapakAvI lIdhelA hAya tema jaNAya che. eTale ke pUrvIyeAjanApUrvaka cAsa viSayavAra vagI karaNa karIne te te viSayeAnuM ciMtana-manana karIne zrImad A vicAra lakhavA beThA hAya evu' nathI. zrImad mATe tevI AvazyakatA paNa na hAya, kAraNa ke temane keTakeTalI khAkhatAnu ahe|rAta ciMtana cAlatuM ja hAya, ane tee kazA A bara vinA peAtAne je kaMI sUjhe te svAbhAvikapaNe rajU karanArA hatA. AthI A suvicAromAM kAI kAI ThekANe kAI vicAranuM ke vicAraaMzanuM punaruccAraNa thatuM jovA maLaze, tema chatAM temAM jhINavaTapUrvaka jotAM vicArAmAM kAIka nAnA sarakhA krama paNa raheleA jaNAze. ane A badhuM na hoya tApaNa ATalI nAnI uMmare ATalA pukhta, paripakva vicArA yeAgya bhASAmAM vidyapaNe mUkavA e paNa zuM AchI vAta che ? aMtamAM A vacanA mATe temaNe 108mA khelamAM ApelA abhiprAya jovA ceAgya che. " lAMkhI, TUMkI ke kramAnukrama game te svarUpe A mArI kahelI pavitratAnAM puSpAthI chavAyelI mALA prabhAtanA vakhatamAM, sAyaMkALe ane anya anukULa nivRttie vicAravAthI magaLadAyaka thaze." 105. zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 5. .. 66

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240 zrImAno janasiddhi pU. gAMdhIjIe paMDita zrI sukhalAlajIne eka vacana kaheluM ke, "are, A "puSpamALA" to punarjanmanI sAkSI che."102 A vacane ja A kRtinI agatya ane vizeSatA darzAvavA pUratuM che. sAta mahAnItinAM vAkyo- vacana saptazatI 107 - vIsa varSanI uMmara AsapAsa mahAvIra prabhu praNIta dharma pragaTa karavAno zrImane ghaNe utsAha hate. te vizenI temanI keTalIka kalpanA ApaNane vi. saM. 1943 mAM temaNe temanA banevI 2. catrabhuja becarane lakhelA eka patramAM jovA maLe che. e patra parathI ApaNane khyAla Ave che ke temaNe A sAta mahAnItinAM vAkyo potAnI kalpanA sAkAra karavAnA pahelA pagathiyA rUpe racyAM che. e vize teo emanA banevIne lakhe che ke, "sAtameM mahAnIti hamaNuM e dharmanA ziSyone mATe eka divase taiyAra karI che."108 emAMthI dasabAra jeTalAM vacane khUTe che. A vacane "vacanasaptazatIne nAme paNa jANItAM che. jaina dharmanA anuyAyIne Adarza ghaNe UMce che. tethI jainadharmane anusaratA gRhastha, muni ke anya koI paNa vyaktinI AMtarika temaja bAhya sthiti kaI jAtanI hovI joIe, jainadharmamAM mahAvratanuM kevI sUkSmatAthI pAlana karavAnuM hoya che, zrAvake paNa keTale saMyama jALavavAne hoya che, te vize A vacane dvArA ApaNane jANavA maLe che. sAthe sAthe temAM Arogya, vyavahAra, sadAcAra, nIti vagerenI dRSTie paNa lakhAyelAM vacane jevA maLe che. tethI A nItivacano jainadhamIne anulakSIne lakhAyAM hovA chatAM koI paNa dharmanI saddaguNa vyaktine AcaravA yogya banI gayAM che. ahIM "zira jatAM paNa pratijJAbhaMga na karavo", "svAdiSTa bhajana lauM nahi" jevAM niSedhAtmaka vacane ane "verInA satya vacanane mAna ApuM", "vidvAne mAna ApuM " jevAM vidheyAtmaka vacane ema be prakAranAM vacane lakhAyelAM che. emAMnA keTalAMka vacane te potAne uddezIne lakhAyAM hoya tevAM lAge che; jema ke - samyapha samayamAM apayAnane tyAga karU chuM " vagere. jIva keTalIka vakhata evI bhUla kare che ke jeno tene khyAla paNa na Ave. jIvathI thatA evA dezo mATe A jAtanAM nItivacane khUba khUba upayegI thAya che. zrImada pote paNa e upAgitAnA jANakAra hatA. tethI temaNe "vacanAmRtanA 16mAM vacanamAM lakhyuM che ke, "vacanasaptazatI punaH punaH smaraNamAM rAkho."109 16. "zrImad rAjacaMdra - eka samalothanA", paM. sukhalAlajI, "zrImad rAjacaMdranAM vicAra ", 5, 167. 107. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 136, AMka 19. zrI brahmacArI govardhana dAsajIe mahAnIti ane vacana saptazatIne judAM jaNAvyAM che. ane vacana saptazatIne temaNe lakhelI "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLAmAM aprApya gaNavela che. juo. pR. 88, paNa zrImadde lakhelAM uparanAM vacane vAMcatAM khyAla AvI jAya che ke vacana saptazatI ane mahAnItinAM sAtaso vAkayo, e baMne eka ja che. 108. ejana, pR. 166, AMka 27. 109. ejana, pR. 155.

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4. prakIrNa racanAo 241 ahIM ApelAM sAta vacanomAMthI keTalAMka munine lagatAM che, jema ke,-"niyama vagara vihAra karuM nahi", "caturmAse pravAsa karuM nahi", "pUrva sanehIone tyAM AhAra levA jAuM nahi" vagere. keTalAMka gRhasthane lagatAM che; jema ke - "kuTuMbakaleza karuM nahi", svArthe keInI AjIvikA teDuM nahi", vagere. keTalAMka vidhavA ke sadhavA strIne lagatAM che; jema ke, - "pati para dAba rAkhuM nahi", "suvAsI - sAja saju nahi", * sakhanI adekhAI kara nahi " vagere. keTalAMka vacanAmAM pati tarIkenI, strI tarIkenI, pitA tarIkenI, rAja tarIkenI pharajo batAvI che, jema ke,-"svastramAM samabhAvathI varto', "be strI paraNuM nahi", "putrane sAre raste caDAvuM", "putrInuM vevizALa yogya guNe karuM ", "bhaya vAtsalyathI rAjya calAvuM" vagere. vaLI keTalAMka svacchatA ke Arogyane sAcavavAne upadeza ApatAM vacano paNa che, to keTalAMka kodha, asatya, pramAda vagere dUSaNe tyAgavAne lagatAM, ane satyavANI, guNastavana vagere guNagrahaNa darzAvatAM vacano paNa che. "pahoranuM rAMdheluM bhajana karuM nahi", "hiMsA vaDe svArtha cAhuM nahi", "kaleza karuM nahi", krodhI vacana bhAkhuM nahi", "pApathI jaya karI AnaMda mAnuM nahi", "dharmakathA zravaNa karuM" vagere. A uparAMta sarva sAmAnya jIvane lAgu paDatAM ke anya viSayane sparzatAM vacana paNa che. A badhAM vacano viSayavAra vagIkaraNa pAmelAM nathI, paraMtu te ADAavaLA kamamAM mukAyelAM che. tema chatAM keTalIka jagyAe eka ja viSayane lagatAM cArapAMca ke tethI paNa vadhu vacane ekasAthe paNa jovA maLe che. A vacana vize bIju lakSaNa e jevA maLe che ke, te vacane kaI vyaktine lagatAM che te, zrImade te vacananI bAjumAM koMsamAM keTalIka jagyAe Apela che. A vacane vyavasthita rIte goThavAyelAM na hovAne kAraNe temAM kyAreka punaruktidoSa paNa jovA maLe che. Ama chatAM A vacano TUMkAM, mArmika, zrImadanI vicArapraDhatA darzAvanArAM che, te nIcenAM thoDAM vacane jotAM paNa khyAla Avaze : mana, vacana ane kAyAnA roga vaDe papatnI tyAga", "sugaMdhI dravya vAparuM nahi", "lokaniMdAthI DaruM nahi", "rAjabhayathI trAsa pAmu nahi", "koI darzanane nihuM nahi", "asatya pramANathI vAtapUrti karuM nahi", "vaMdhyAne mAtRbhAve saMskAra dauM", "samabhAvathI mRtyune jouM" vagere. ja vacanAmRta 110 puSpamALA", "vacana saptazatI" vagerene anusaratAM vacane "vacanAmRta"mAM ApavAmAM AvyAM che. emAM zrImaddaracita 126 bela che. tenA soLamA belamAM jaNAvyuM che ke "vacana saptazatI punaH punaH smaraNamAM rAkhe." A vacana mahAnItinAM vAkayone nirdeza kare che. A vacanamAM ahiMsA, satya, brahmacarya, apramAda, nIti, mokSa vagere to vize sUtrAtmaka zailImAM tathA dilamAM vasI jAya tevI sacoTa vANImAM upadeza Apelo che. 110. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 155, AMTha 21. 31

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242 zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi udAharaNa tarIke -- " kArya ne aMtaHkaraNa Apaze nahi, ApA teA bhinnatA rAkhaze nahiM, bhinnatA rAkheA tyAM aMtaHkaraNa Apyu. te na ApyA samAna che." " kAI nA paNa samAgama karavA cegya nathI, chatAM jyAM sudhI tevI dazA na Ave tyAM sudhI satpuruSanA samAgama avazya sevavA ghaTe che." "satpuruSanA aMtaHkaraNe AcarcA kivA kahyo te dharma" Ama vividha viSayane lagatAM vacanAnI sAthe temAM AtmIyatA bhaLelI heAya tevuM paNa keTalAMka vacanamAM jovA maLe che. juoH gajasukumAranI kSamA ane rAjematI rahanemIne dhe che te beAdha mane prApta thAe ", " atyAre huM kANu chuM tenuM mane pUrNa bhAna nathI", " mane keAI gajasukumAra jevA vakhata AveA." vagere << prakI kheAdhavane 66 " puSpamALA " uparAMta zrImad 17 varSanI u'mara pahelAM "bedhavacana ", upayAga tyAM dharma che", " nityasmRti ", " sahajaprakRti ", " praznottara " vagere judAM judAM zI`ka nIce puSpamALA "ne anusaratAM nItivacanA racyAM che. A vacatA TUMkAM ane dharmAMzAstranI AjJA jevAM che. 66 ra 66 " mAdhavacana "nAM 125 vacanAmAM keTalAMka dharmane lagatAM che, keTalAMka vyavahAramedhanAM che, to kaTalAka nItine lagatAM che. e badhAMmAM " AtmazlAghA ciMtavavI nahi ' ", " matamatAMtaramAM paDavuM nahi ", " durgaMdha upara dveSa karavA nahi ", " ahaMkAra karavA nahi" jevAM keTalAMka niSedhAtmaka vacanA ApelAM che; ane " viSamapaNuM mUkavuM '", svaparanA nAtha thAe ", < siddhanAM sukha smRtimAM lAvA " vagere vidheyAtmaka vacanA paNa che. Ama ahIM jIve zu' karavuM ane zuM na karavuM te vize kartAe niyapUrvaka jaNAvyu che. A vacanAmAM AMtiraka paristhiti para vizeSa bhAra mUkayo che. tethI ja rAga, dveSa, zaMkA, pramAda, paudgalika vAtA, Ata raudra dhyAna, parabhAva DtyAdithI nivRtta thavA 52 vizeSa lakSa doryuM che, eTalu ja nahiM kAryAtsarga, dhyAna, satpuruSanA samAgama, mahAvIranA bedha vagere para satata lakSa ApavA jaNAvyu che. ahI' AtmAnA kalyANanI vAta sAthe temaNe vyAvahArika sUcanA paNa karyAM. che, jema ke, " tuM devAnA khyAla nahI rAkhe teA pachI pastAveA pAmIza", " dhIranAra maLe paNa tame devu vicArIne karaje" vagere. upayeAga tyAM dharma che" e zIrSaka nIce temaNe AhAra, vihAra, atha vagerenI khAkhatamAM niyamitatA joIe e vize cAra-pAMca suvAkayo ApyAM che. " nityasmRti "mAM vyaktie niratara khyAlamAM rAkhavA ceAgya dasa vacane apAyelAM che. temAM gaMbhIra, yeAgI jevA, samAdhistha thavAnA bedha che. " sahajaprakRti "mAM paNa judAM judAM nItivAkaDyo ja che. ahI ApelAM 19 vAkayomAM vyAvahArika bAdha vadhAre che; jema ke " zAMta svabhAva e ja sajjanatAnu` kharu mULa che, " durjanatA karI phAvavuM e ja hAravuM, ema mAnavuM." vagere, Ama chatAM judAM judAM zIka nIce lakhelAM medhavacanAmAM e prakAranI <<

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4. prakIrNa racanAo 283 vizeSatA nathI ke te badhAMnA spaSTa bhAga pADI zakAya. A badhAM vacane ekasAthe mUkyAM hoya te paNa cAle tema che, paraMtu te judA judA samaye racAyAM haze tethI judAM judAM mukAyAM hoya tema anumAna thaI zake. "nityakRtiomAMnuM dhyAna dharI jA, samAdhistha thA." ane sahajaprakRtimAMnuM "saMsAramAM rahyA chatAM, ne nItithI bhogavatAM chatAM, videhI dazA rAkhavI" e baMne lagabhaga samAnArtha sUcave che. A badhAM vacano praznottarIrUpe kevA lAge te ApaNane praznottara" e zIrSaka nIcenA bAvIsa TUMkA prazno, ane te pratyekanI sAmenA teTalA ja TUMkA uttara dvArA jANavA maLe che. prAcIna prahelikA-ukhANunI zilIne maLatA Ave tevA A praznomAM ghaNuMkharAM prazno lagabhaga eka ja prakAranA che; jema ke - jagatamAM sadA pavitra kaNa? yauvanavaMta koNa ? zUravIra keruM? jAgrata koNa? aMdha keNa ? bahero koNa? pUjanika koNa? vagere. AvA praznonA uttara temaNe dharma ane sadAcAranI daSTie ApyA che. uttare TUMkA, saceTa, mArmika ane sahelAIthI maraNamAM rahI jAya tevA che. Ama vIsa varSanI uMmara pahelAM judAM judAM zIrSaka nIce zrImadda racita lagabhaga hajArathI bArase jeTalAM nItivacane ane subhASito maLe che. A badhAM vacanAnI bhASA saraLa che, chatAM kathanamAM eTalI ja vizadatA paNa che. AcAra, vicAra, nIti, saraLatA, viveka, dharma vagere vize zrImadanI vicAraNA cAlatI hatI, temAMthI temane je je vastu anyane mATe paNa upagI lAgI te te temaNe nAMdhI, ane ApaNe ene judAM judAM zIrSaka nIce saMgrahita thayelI joIe chIe. temAMnAM keTalAMka vacane zikhAmaNa rUpe che, keTalAMka bodharUpe che, keTalAMka yAdIrUpe che, keTalAMka vyAkhyArUpe che, to keTalAMka aMgata uddagArarUpe che. Ama hovA chatAM tenI vizeSatA e che ke te vacane sAmAnya jIvathI zarU karI AdhyAtmika ucca kakSAvALA jIvane paNa upakArI thaI zake tevAM che. Ama ApaNe joIe to jaNAya che ke, vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM zrImad sAhityanAM aneka kSetromAM hAtha ajamAvyo che. temAM kAvyo, garabIo, lekha, nibaMdha, saMvAda vagere gadya tema ja padya baMne prakAranI racanAo thayelI che. padya-racanAnA mukhya be prakAra jaNAya che ? dharma ane dharmetara kRtio. dhameMtara racanAomAM traNa prakAra cheH strInItibodhakanI garabIo, sAmAnya padyo ane avadhAna samaye racAyelI zIdyakRtio. A traNemAM sudharavA mATenI zikhAmaNa, te mATenA upAyo vagereno bodha paNa jovA maLe che. tatkAlIna cAlatA sudhArAnI chAMTa paNa temanI keTalIka racanAomAM jovA maLe che. paraMtu A badhI racanAomAM temanuM pratibhAzALI vyaktitva najare caDatuM nathI. alabatta, A racanAomAM temanA vicAranI unnatatA, temanI dezadAjha, vastune saumyatAthI rajU karavAnI saraLatA vagere guNe prakAzita thAya che, chatAM temAM evuM kaMIka khUTatuM lAge che ke temAMthI paMktio gaNagaNavAnI ke mukhe karI levAnI IcchA thatI nathI. kadAca tenuM kAraNa e paNa hoI zake ke temanA jamAnAmAM Ubhe thayelo sudhArAne juvALa have ThaMDo paDI gayo che.

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244 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi paraMtu gharma ke ciMtanane lagatI temanI racanAo vAMcIe chIe tyAre zrImadanI theDI judI chApa ApaNA para paDe che. AtmA, dharma vagere vize temaNe keTaluM vAMcyuM, vicAryuM ane anubhavyuM haze tene khyAla e kRtio vAMcatAM ApaNane Ave che. bhASAnI saraLatA, yogya zabdanI pasaMdagI, vicAranI spaSTatA vagere guNonI sAthe ciMtananuM UMDANa ane gherA vairAgyanI chApa paNa temAM jovA maLe che. temanI nAnI vayanI A siddhi AzcaryakAraka che. gavamAM temaNe nibaMdha, le, daSTAMta, anuvAda vagere prakAramAM lakhyuM che. temAM, "bhAvanAbedha" ane "mokSamALA" e be uttama prakAranI temanI racanAo che, ane te sivAyanI pratyeka gadyakRti, apUrNa rahelI jovA maLe che. AthI gadyakAra tarIke temano sAco paricaya to e be kRtiomAM ja thAya che. A badhAM lakhANamAM dharma ke drasthAne rahela joI zakAya che. ane gadya paNa madhura, spaSTa, bhAvavAhI tathA saMkSepavALuM che. temAM kliSTatA ke durbodhatA kacace jovA maLatI nathI. sAthe sAthe vicArenuM UMDANa paNuM jovA maLe che. AthI te temaNe A lakhANa zA mATe adhUrAM rAkhyAM haze e eka prazna thaI paDe che. A vize eka anumAna e thAya che ke, paramArtha dRSTie jotAM zrImadane potAnI dhArI kakSAnAM te nahi lAgyAM hAca, tethI apUrNa mUkyAM haze athavA to bIju' anumAna e karI zakAya ke, temaNe pUrNa karelI racanAo cagya kALajIne abhAve khaMDita banI gaI hoya. tema chatAM paNa vIsa varSanI uMmara pahelAM racAyeluM temanuM je kaMI sAhitya, upalabdha thAya che te batAve che ke zrImadda gadya temaja padyanI racanA karavI te sAva svAbhAvika hatuM.

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trIjA vibhAganI pUrvabhUmikA "3 "7 zrImadde tattvaci'tanane lagatI racanA 17 varSanI vaya pahelAM lakhavI zarU karI hatI. temAM sauprathama upalabdha kRti te " meAkSasumeAdha " che, je apUrNa rahelI che. te pachI " kALa kAI ne nahi mUke ", " dharma vize " vagere keTalIka racanAo thayelI che. ane A uparAMta bhAvanAdha" tathA "mAkSamALA "mAM keTalIka padyaracanAe maLe che. tema chatAM zrImadnA vIsa vaSa~nI vaya pachI lakhAyelA sAhityanI sarakhAmaNImAM vIsa varSa pahelAM lakhAyelI kRtionI saMkhyA ghaNI echI che. vaLI, e kRtie kadanI STie jotAM sAmAnya che, keTalIka teA ghaNI TUkI che. tattvaciMtananI STie jotAM " amUlya tattvavicAra " jevI ucca koTinI kRti ghaNI ochI jovA maLe che. tema chatAM sAmAnya vicAraNAne lagatI temanI anya kRtiomAM paNa temanI ucca abhilASA, vicArAnI spaSTatA, chaMda paraneA kAbU Adi aneka guNA STigocara thAya che. A kRtio je vaye lakhAyelI che te vayanA temanA vicArA Adi jotAM e kRtie Azcaya thAya eTalI ucca kakSAnI che, emAM zaMkA nathI. A kRtie vize ApaNe AMgaLanA prakaraNamAM joyuM. zrImanI tattvavicAraNAnA sAcA paricaya ApatI kRtie te temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachI racAyelI che. A badhI padyakRtie potAnA aMgata ullAsa mATe, upayega mATe zrImad racI hatI; ane keTalIka kRtinI racanA temanA aMgata paricayamAM AvanAra vyaktie nA hitArthe thaI hatI. paNa teo A kRtionA kartRtva mATe udAsIna hatA. vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM racAyelI kRtiomAM zrImadre peAtAnu` nAma gUMthyuM jaNAya che, paNa te pachInI koI paNa padyaracanAmAM temaNe peAtAnuM nAma thyuM nathI; eTaluM ja nahi, e kRtionAM zIrSaka mUkavAnI paNa temaNe khevanA rAkhI na hatI. bhAgye ja be-cAra padyakRtinAM zI ka temaNe racyAM hoya tema jaNAya che. vaLI, temaNe peAtAnI vIsa varSa pachI racAyelI kAI paNa kRtine potAnI hayAtI daramyAna prasiddhi ApI na hatI. badhI kRtie peAtAnA hastAkSaramAM lakhelI nAMdhapeAthImAM athavA te nikadra paricayamAM AvanAra vyaktionI noMdhapAthImAM sacavAyelI hatI. ane vi. sa. 1957mAM zrImaddanu` avasAna thayA pachI, vi. sa. 1961mAM zrI manasukhabhAI ra. mahetAe tathA anya mumukSuoe sayukta prayAsa karI A kRtie prasiddha karI hatI. temAMnI padyaracanAonA A vibhAgamAM vicAra karIzuM. vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI zrImadda likhita lagabhaga vIsa jeTalI padyaracanAe upalabdha thAya che. temAMnI keTalIka racanAe tattvajJAnanA medha karatI che, keTalIka temanI cittanI paristhiti vaNu vatI agata prakAranI che, teA keTalIka chUTaka doharArUpe che; Ama te badhI racanAomAM prakArabheda jovA maLe che

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248 zrImadde racela kRti * bAvIsame varSe : 66 (1) laghuvayathI adbhuta thayA, tattvajJAnanA Adha", (2) bhithI bhinna bhinna mataddana ' * trevIsame varSe : traNuracanAo jovA maLe che-- (1) " leAkasvarUpa rahasya ", (2) traNa doharA, (3) " Aja mane uchara'ga anupama, " AmAMnI chellI e tA khUba TUMkI che. cAvIsame varSe : pAMca racanAo 66 : 66 (1) minA nayana '' (2) prabhu pratye dvItatva" (3) " jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName ' (8)" yama niyama', (5) " jinavara kahe che jJAna tene". ma pacIsa thI adbhuthAvIsa vaSe : nIcenI kAvyamaya pakti sivAya kAI paNa kRtinI racanA thaI na hatI. " Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re" * egaNatrIsame vaSe: 66 0 tetrIsame varSe : kr thaI che. je AMka sauthI meATA che 66 AtmasiddhizAstra " jevI anupama ane dIrghakRti tathA mULa mA rahasya " jevu' meAkSamArga batAvatuM kAvya. 0 trIsame varSe : temanI uttama kAvyaracanA " apUrva avasara " ane " patha parama pada AdhyA ' racAyAM che. 39 ceAtrIsame varSe : eTale ke a`tima divaseAmAM-- jaDa ne caitanya ane dravyanA svabhAva bhinna 1. mAraga sAcA mila gayA", 63 2. heta AsavA parasavA ", 3. 8 kAI brahmarasanA bhAgI " dhanya re divasa A ahe". 4. d' mItranI siddhi " Icche che je jogI jana" kAvyanI racanA thaI. A badhA uparAMta nIcenA cAra kAvyA temanI hasta nAMdhamAMthI maLe che. 66 32 A badhI judA judA prakAranI racanAomAMthI sauprathama temanI anupama gaNAtI kRti " AtmasiddhizAsa "nI vicAraNA karIzuM. te pachI temanI kAvyakaLAnA namUnArUpa 88 apUrva avasara ' joI zu', ane te pachI temanI anya sarva padyakRtinA abhyAsa karIzuM.

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prakaraNa 5 AtmasiddhizAstra * AtmasiddhizAstrane nAme oLakhAtI zrImanI A padyaracanA temanI sarva kRtiomAM zreSTha gaNAya che. temAM gAthA to mAtra 14ra ja che, paNa temAM nirUpAyelA tattvajJAnane lIdhe te anya zreSTha gaNAtA graMthanI haroLamAM besI zake tema che. zrI manasukhabhAI 2. mahetAe gya ja lakhyuM che ke - graMthagaurava mAtra 14ra doharAnuM che. tathApi jagatrikhyAta AcArya bhagavAna zrImAn haribhadrasUripraNIta "SaDradazanasamuccaya' graMtha je mAtra 86 blokane che, chatAM temAM sarva darzananuM svarUpa yathAtathya rIte darzAvI tattvajJAnanubhavIone apratima harSanuM kAraNa ApyuM che, ane tene laIne tenA para aneka gahana TIkAgra lakhAyA che, tema A graMthanuM gaurava ghaNuM alpa chatAM temAM sarva darzanAne aMtima hetu pragaTa karI batAvyuM che."1 A graMtha vize zrImadano abhiprAya nAMdhatAM manasukhabhAI lakhe che ke - A graMthanuM gaurava 142 doharAnuM che, chatAM te upara 14200 zlenI TIkA lakhAI zake tema che, ema eka prasaMge graMthakartApuruSe kahyuM hatuM. 2 A vacana parathI A graMthanI gahanatAne khyAla AvI zakaze. te vize game teTalAM pRSTa lakhAya to paNa te ochAM paDe eTalAM naya ane te temAM bharyA che. A kRtinI sUtrAtmakatA vize zrI brahmacArI gevinadAsajIe lakhyuM che ke - zrImad rAjacaMdranI A anupama kRti sUtrAtmaka che. teno vistAra vivekI vAcakavargane zAMtipUrvaka kartavya che. teozrIe pote ja javela che ke AsiMddhinI 142 kaDIomAMnI dareka kaDI para se- kaDIo lakhAya tema che. A A gahana graMtha che. ema chatAM ene evI zailImAM rajU karela che ke darekane tenI yogyatA pramANe kaI ne kaI grahaNa thAya ane jema jema teno abhyAsa vadhe tema tema tenI mahattA paNa vizeSa bhAsavA lAge."3 1. "AtmasiddhizAstra", saMpA. ma. 2. mahetA, A. 1, prastAvanA pR. 2. 2. ejana, pR. 46. 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdraH ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha, pR. 43.

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250 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zrImade Ama tattvasabhara gaNAvelI "Atmasiddhi"mAM mukhyatve AtmAnuM ciMtana ja ApyuM che e rIte jotAM A graMtha dravyAnuyegano kahI zakAya. jaina darzanamAM zAstro cAra prakAre vahecAyelAM che. A prakArane anuga kahevAmAM Ave che. tenA cAra prakAra A pramANe cheH 1. dravyAnuyega, 2. gaNitAnuyoga, 3. caraNAnuyoga, ane 4. dharmakathAnuyoga. lokavizvamAM rahelAM dravyo, tenAM guNa, dharma, paryAya tathA svapada vijJAnAdinI prarUpaNuM jemAM hoya te dravyAnuyoga. gRhastha tathA munioe kema vartavuM, kevI dharma AcaraNa karavI e Adi vizenI prarUpaNA jemAM hoya te caraNAnuyoga. guNasthAna, jIva, karma tathA trilokanA padArthanuM gaNatarIpUrvakanuM nirUpaNa jemAM hoya te gaNitAnuyoga. ane tIrthakara, cakravartI Adi puruSonAM dharmacAritranI kathAo jemAM nirUpI hoya te dharmakathAnuyoga. dravyAnuyeganI vizeSatA paramapuruSonI vANuM anusAra zrImade nIce pramANe batAvI che - "dravyAnuyoga parama gaMbhIra ane sUkSama che. nigraMtha pravacananuM rahasya che. aMklayAnanA ananya kAraNa che. zalAna vaDe kevaLajJAna samRtapanna thAya ? vaDe te dravyAnuyeganI prApti thAya che. darzanamohano anubhAga ghaTavAthI, athavA nAza pAmavAthI, viSaya pratye udAsInatAthI ane mahapuruSanAM caraNakamaLanI upAsanAnAM baLathI dravyAnuga pariName che. jema jema saMyama vardhamAna thAya che, tema tema dravyAnuyoga yathArtha pariName che. saMyamanI vRddhinuM kAraNa samyaphadarzananuM nirmalatva che, tenuM kAraNa paNa dravyAnuyoga thAya che. sAmAnyapaNe dravyAnuyoganI yogyatA pAmavI durlabha che. AtmArAma pariNamI, parama vItarAga daSTivalata, parama asaMga, evA mahAtmA puruSe tenA mukhya pAtra che. te Aya! dravyAnuyeganuM phaLa sarva bhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che, te A puruSanAM vacana tArA aMtaHkaraNamAM tuM kaI divasa zithila karIza nahi. vadhAre zuM ? samAdhinuM rahasya e ja che. sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAno ananya upAya e ja che." AtmasiddhizAca"mAM nirUpAyelA viSayomAM sauthI agatyanuM dravya te "AtmA" che. AtmAnI pratIti Ave te samyagdarzana thAya, e daSTie A graMthanuM mahattava keTaluM hovuM joIe ? A graMthanI vizeSatA e che ke te phakta cAra ja vyaktine lakSamAM rAkhIne lakhAyo hato, chatAM sarva mumukSuone mATe te khUba upakArI thaI zake tema che. "AtmasiddhizAstranI racanA mATenuM nimitta vi. sa. 1950mAM zrI laghurAjasvAmInI tabiyata sArI nahotI rahetI te vakhate temanI vinaMtIne mAna ApIne tattvajJAnano bodha ApatAM AtmAnAM cha pada - AtmA che, te nitya che, te kartA che, te bhaktA che, mokSa che ane tenA upAya che - samajAvate eka patra zrImade gadyamAM lakhIne temane vAMcavA, vicAravA tathA manana karavA mokalyo hato. te pachI vi. saM. 4. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 632, AMka 866.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 251 1951 mAM zrI bhAgabhAInI tabiyata paNa ghaNI narama thaI gaI hatI, te vakhate temane paNa e ja patranI nakala, te patra mukhapATha karI vAraMvAra vicAravAnI AjJAthI mokalavAmAM Avyo. vi. saM. 1951mAM zrI bhAgabhAInI vRddhAvasthA hatI. ane sAthe sAthe tabiyata paNa ghaNI narama hatI, tethI gadyapatra mukhapATha karatAM temane khUba muzkelI naDI. potAnI muzakelI jANuM bhAgabhAIne lAgyuM ke anya mumukSu bhAIone A patra mukhapAThe karatAM AvI ja muzkelI naDaze. sarvane e muzkelI dUra karavAnA hetuthI sabhAgabhAIe zrImaddane evI vinaMtI karI ke, A gadyapATha yAda karavAmAM bahu takalIpha paDe che, tethI mAMdagI vakhate pathArImAM sUtA sUtA paNa satata raTaNa karI zakAya tevI Amadha ApatI padyaracanA Apa kRpA karI lakhI jaNAve to mArA jevA jIvA para ghaNuM upakAranuM kArya thAya. svAtinakSatramAM chIpamAM paDeluM meghabiMdu jema suMdara metImAM pariName che, tema koI bhAgyazALI kSaNe thayelI A vinaMtInA paripAkarUpe "AtmasiddhizAstra"nI racanA thaI. vi. saM. 15ra nA A mAsamAM zrImad carotaranA naDiyAda gAmamAM nivRtti mATe rahyA hatA. Aso vada ekamanI sAMje bahAra pharI AvIne zrImade temanA samIpavAsI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAI pAse khaDi, kalama tathA kAgaLa mAgyAM. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI e zrImadane jarUrI lekhanasAmagrI lAvI ApI. ane zrImadda lakhavAmAM sagavaDa rahe te hetuthI aMbAlAlabhAI temanI pAse phAnasa dharIne UbhA rahyA. te vakhate mAtra doDha-be kalAka jeTalA TUMkA samayamAM zrImake "AtmasiddhizAstra"nA 142 doharAnI racanA karI. zrImadanI vicAradhArA e vakhate eTalI badhI spaSTa hatI ke temaNe lakhANamAM zAbdika pheraphAra paNa bhAgye ja karyo che, te "Atmasiddhi nI hastalikhita prata jotAM spaSTa jaNAya che. AtmasiddhizAstra" racatI vakhate zrImadanA manamAM mukhyatve sabhAgabhAI ja hatA te jaNAvato eka vadhArAne dohare temaNe 127 mA doharA pachI ramyA hatA. te A pramANe hate - zrI subhAgya ne zrI acaLa, Adi mumukSu kAja; tathA bhavyahita kAraNe, kahyo bodha sukhasAja.pa AtmasiddhizAnA mananane adhikArI varga - zrImadanI daSTie Atmasiddhi"nI racanA thayA pachI bIje divase tenI cAra hastalikhita nakalo taiyAra karavAmAM AvI. temAMnI eka zrI bhAgabhAIne, bIjI zrI lalujI mahArAjane, trIjI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne ane ethI zrImanA bhAgIdAra zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverIne vAMcana-mananArthe mokalI ApavAmAM AvI. AtmasiddhizAstranI nakala mokalatI vakhate zrImade temAMnI keTalIka gAthAone vizeSapaNe samajAvatA patra paNa te sAtha mekalyA hatA. sAthe sAthe te cAre vyaktione AtmasiddhizAstra" vize jAheramAM nirdeza karavAno niSedha karyo hato lallujI mahArAjane te vize zrImade lakhyuM hatuM ke - 5. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. papapa.

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52 zrImatI jIyanasiddhi " ekAMtamAM avagAhavAne arthe * Atmasiddhi' A joDe mAkalyu che. te hAla zrI lallujIe avagAhavA yeAgya che... 'AtmasiddhizAsra' zrI devakaraNujIe AgaLa para avagAhavu vadhAre hitakArI jANI hAla zrI lallujIne mAtra avagAhavAnuM lakhyuM che. tApaNa ne zrI devakaraNajInI vizeSa AkAMkSA hAla rahe te pratyakSa satpuruSa jevA mArA pratye kAI e paramapakAra karyA nathI evA akhaMDa nizcaya lAvI, ane A dehanA bhaviSya jIvanamAM paNa te akhaMDa nizcaya ches tA meM AtmA ja tyAgyA ane kharA upakArInA upakArane ALavavAnA doSa karyA ema ja jANIza, ane AtmAne satpuruSanA nitya AjJAMkita rahevAmAM ja kalyANa che evA, bhinnabhAvarahita, lAka-sabadhI khIjA prakAranI sa kalpanA cheADIne, nizcaya vartAvIne, zrI lallujI muninA sahacArIpaNAmAM e graMtha avagAhavAmAM hAla paNa aDacaNa nathI...satpuruSanI AjJAmAM vartavAnA jenA dRDha nizcaya varte che ane je te nizcayane ArAdhe che tene ja jJAna samyak pariNAmI thAya che, e vAta AtmAthI jIve avazya lakSamAM rAkhavA ceAgya che... bIjA munione paNa je je prakAre vairAgya, upazama ane vivekanI vRddhi thAya te te prakAre zrI lallujI tathA devakaraNujIe yathAzakti saMbhaLAvavu tathA pravartAvavu ghaTe che, tema ja anya jIvA paNa AtmA sanmukha thAya ane jJAnIpuruSanI AjJAnA nizcayane pAme tathA virakta pariNAmane pAme, rasAdinI lubdhatA meALI pADe e Adi prakAre eka AtmArtha upadeza vya che. 6 zrI sAbhAgabhAI e DuMgarazIbhAIne "AtmasiddhizAstra"nI prata ApavA khAkhata anumati maMgAvI te vakhate temane paNa zrImadde lakhyuM hatuM ke H-- " zrI DuMgarane Atmasiddhi mukhapATha karavAnI icchA che. te mATe te prata emane ApavA vize puchAvyuM teA tema karavAmAM aDacaNu nathI. zrI DuMgarane e zAstra mukhapATha karavAnI AjJA che. paNa hAla tenI bIjI prata nahi utAratAM A prata che te uparathI ja mukhapATaeN karavA yAgya che...Atmasiddhi saMbaMdhamAM tamArA baMnemAMthI koI e AjJA uparAMta vavuM yeAgya nathI. e ja vinaMtI. cha zrImadde lakhelA A baMne patro parathI joI zakAze ke kAI anidhakArI jIvanA hAthamAM Atmasiddhi " na jAya te vize zrImadda keTalA sAvaceta hatA ! vaLI, e paNa jaNAze ke e adhikAranuM dhAraNa paNa keTaluM UMcu` hatu`! A sAvacetI rAkhavAnu kAraNa zrImade sAbhAgabhAI ne patramAM jaNAvyu` hatu` ke H-- " je jJAna mahA nirAnA hetu thAya che te jJAna adhikArI jIvanA hAthamAM javAthI tene ahitakArI thaI ghaNuM karI pariName che. '9 68 6. zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 557. 7. ejana, pR. 558. 8. ejana, pR. 559.

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5. Atmasiddhi 253 "AtmasiddhizA" ayogya jIvane ahitakArI thavAno saMbhava eTalA mATe te ke te dravyAnuga graMtha hevAthI vizeSa adhikAra mAge che. vaLI, zrImadda gRhasthavezI hatA ane AtmajJAnanI gUDha vAte keI gRhastha pitAnI AMtarika yogyatAthI jaNAve te te samajavA jeTalI yogyatAvALe lokasamAja hoto nathI. tethI anadhikArI jIvanI pAse gRhastharacita vairAgyane graMtha jatAM te kutarkamAM paDe ke pote te karatA nathI ane bIjAne upadeza ApavA nIkaLyA che ! A hetuthI zrImanA jANatAomAM paNa echI yogyatAvALA jI mATe A graMthanuM adhyayana niSiddha hatuM. tethI tene chapAvIne prasiddha karavAnI kalpanA paNa kyAMthI karAya? e ja kAraNe te zAstra zrImadanI hayAtI daramyAna prakAzamAM AvyuM na hatuM, ane gaNIgAMThI vyaktionA adhyayanane viSaya rahyuM hatuM. zrImad gaNelA adhikArIo para "Atmasiddhine paDelo prabhAva zrImadde AtmasiddhizAstranA vAcana-manana athe pitAnI nikaTavatI mAtra cAra ja vyaktione te samaye adhikArI gaNa hatI. teo badhAe zrImadanI AjJA anusAra A zAstranuM adhyayana karyuM hatuM. ane tene je prabhAva potAnA para paDyo hato tenuM varNana paNa temaNe zrImane lakhI jaNAvyuM hatuM. te vAMcatAM ApaNane temanA yogya adhikArane tathA zrImanI pArakhazaktine khyAla Ave che. ane e daSTie jotAM e cAre vyaktione Atmasiddhi mATe abhiprAya mUlyavAna gaNAya. zrI sobhAgabhAIne mukhyapaNe lakSamAM rAkhI zrImade "Atmasiddhi" racI hatI te ApaNe joyuM. tenI keTalI prabaLa asara temanA para thaI hatI te varNavatAM bhAgabhAIe eka patramAM zrImaddane lakhyuM hatuM ke - gosaLiyA Atmasiddhi graMtha vAMce che, ane vicAre che, tema ja huM paNa te vAMcuM chuM. duhA 134 mukhapAThe karyA che, ane vicAratAM ghaNe AnaMda Ave che. vaLI pAMca mahinA thayA tAva Ave che. te jo Atmasiddhi graMtha Ape mokalAvyuM na hota to Aja sudhI deha rahe muzkela hatuM. graMtha vAMcI AnaMda Ave che tethI jIvuM chuM. paNa have Ape kRpA karI TIkA artha mokalavA lakhyuM te je have taratamAM Ave te AnaMda levAya, nIkara pachI AMkhe sUjhe nahi tyAre vAMcI zakAya nahIM, ane jyAre potAthI vAMcI zakAya nahi tyAre bIjAnA vAMcavAthI te AnaMda Ave nahi, mATe kRpA karI mokalAvaze. ghaNuM zuM lakhuM?"9 "Atmasiddhi"nI bIjI nakala zrI lallujI mahArAjane mokalavAmAM AvI hatI. potAnA para te zAstrane ke prabhAva paDyo hato te vize temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke : te vAMcatAM ane kaI kaI gAthA bAlatAM, mArA AtmAmAM AnaMdanA UbharA AvatA. ane ekeka 5damAM apUrva mAhAtamya che, ema mane lAgyA karatuM. Atmasiddhino 9. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti 4, 5. 129.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi svAdhyAya, manana niraMtara rahyA karI AtmollAsa thatA. keInI sAthe ke bIjI kriyA karatAM AtmasiddhinI smRti rahetI. paramakRpALu devanI zAMta mukhamudrA kivA AtmasiddhinI AtmAnaMda ApanArI gAthAnuM smaraNa sahaja rahyA karatuM, anya kazuM gamatuM nahi. bIjI vAta para tucchabhAva rahyA karato. mAhAmya mAtra eka saddaguru ane te bhAvanuM AtmAmAM bhAsyamAna thatuM hatuM. 1 0' ' Atmasiddhi"nuM avataraNa najaronajara nihALanAra aMbAlAlabhoIe tenuM mAhAsya kevuM anubhavyuM hatuM te TUMkAmAM varNavatAM zrImadane eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - "zrI AtmasiddhizAstra vAMcatAM vicAratAM mArI a85 matithI vizeSa vistArapUrvaka samajI zakAtuM nathI, paNa mArI sAdhAraNa matithI te uttamottama zAstra vicAratAM mArAM mana, vacana, kAyAnA coga saheje paNa AtamavicAramAM pravartatA hatA, jenuM anuprekSaNa keTaloka vakhata rahevAthI, rahyA karavAthI sAmAnyapaNe paNa bAhya pravartAvAmAM mArI cittavRtti saheje aTakI jaI AtmavicAramAM rahyA karatI hatI, jethI mArI ka95nA pramANe sahaja svabhAve zAMta rahyA karatI hatI, ghaNA parizramathI paNa mArA trikaraNa vega keI apUrva padArthane vize parama preme sthira nahi rahI zakelA, te yuga te paramotkRSTa zAstra vicAravAthI sahaja svabhAve paNa AtmavicAramAM sadaguru caraNamAM premayukta sthirabhAve rahyA karatA, jethI mArI a9pajJa daSTithI ane mArA sAmAnya anubhavathI mArI kalpanA pramANe ema lAge che ke je tevI ja rIte te ja zAstranuM vizeSa anapekSaNa dIrghakALa sudhI rahyA kare te AmavicAra, AtmaciMtana sadAya jAgratapaNe rahyA kare, ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA ega paNa AtmavicAramAM varyA kare.11 cothI nakala zrI mANekalAlabhAIne mokalavAmAM AvI hatI. temaNe paNa e zAstrane bhaktipUrvaka abhyAsa karyo hato. ane potAne je bhAve tema karatAM skure te teo zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne lakhI mekalatA. aMbAlAlabhAI AdinA patromAM tenI sUcanAo Ave che te parathI jaNAya che ke teo "Atmasiddhi" vize vistArathI lakhatA, paNa te kazuM lakhANa prasiddha thayela nathI tethI temane kevA bhAvo kuratA te jANI zakAtuM nathI. ahI bhAgabhAI Adie varNavela "Atmasiddhi ane potAnA para paDelo prabhAva jotAM jaNAze ke aneka cogya AtmAo e zAstranA avalaMbanathI ucca dazA pAmI zake tevI tenAmAM camatkRti rahelI che. A badhAnA jevo bhaktibhAva ane yathAgya mumukSatA hoya te sarvane "Atmasiddhi" khUba upakArI thaI zake tema che, te jANuze. e ja tenI vizeSatA che. have thoDI vyaktionA aMgata upayoga mATe racAyeluM "AtmasiddhizAstra" graMtharUpe kaI rIte prasiddha thayuM te joIe. 10. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 180. 11. ejana, pR. 179.

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5. AtmasiddhizAsra " AtmasiddhizAsra nI graMthamAM prasiddhi zrImanI hayAtI daramyAna temanu " bhAvanAbAdha ", " meAkSamALA ", " strInItiAdhaka vibhAga 1" Adi cADu' sAhitya ja pragaTa thayuM hatu, ane te paNa temanI 20 varSanI vaya pahelAM. te pachIthI temaNe peAtAnI anya kRtione jIvananA aMtasamaya sudhI prasiddha karI na hatI. te kRtie mAtra temanA nikaTavAsI mumukSuonA upayAga pUratI maryAdita rahI hatI. ane temAM paNu " Atmasiddhi " te keTalIka gaNIgAMThI vyaktiomAM ja jANItI hatI. vi. sa'. 1957nA caitramAsamAM zrImanuM avasAna thayuM. te pachIthI temanA laghubaMdhu zrI manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetAne zrImadnuM badhu... ja sAhitya pragaTa karavAnI icchA thaI. temaNe zrI aMbAlAlabhAI AdinI sahAya laI te vize saMzAdhana karyuM, ane vi. sa'. 1961mAM zrImanI preraNAthI sthapAyela paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa " taraphathI, zrImanA upalabdha sAhityane "zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthamAM prasiddha karAvyu. A graMthamAM temaNe zrImada racita "Atmasiddhi 'ne paNa sthAna Apyu. Ama vi. saM. 1961 mAM " AtmasiddhizAstra " sauprathama leAkeAnI jANamAM AvyuM. vi. saM. 1961 pachI vi. sa'. 1964mAM manasukhabhAI e phakta " AtmasiddhizAsra 'ne pratAkAre chapAvIne pragaTa karyuM. ane temAM temaNe e racanAnuM mahattva batAvatA lagabhaga 50 pAnAMnA upAdghAta lakhyA hatA. temAM temaNe A padmanA prakAzana arthe lakhyu hatuM keH-- 255 66 capa A graMtha eka vyaktine arthe lakhavAmAM AvyA hatA, tathApi jJAnI puruSonAM vacanA eka vyaktine arthe lakhAyAM hoya tepaNa te sarva jIveAne samAna upakAraka hovAthI tene jAhera prasiddhi ApavAmAM AvI che."12 A uparAMta A zAstranI pratyeka gAthAnA zrA a'bAlAlabhAIe karelA atha, te zAstranI amuka kaDIe. samajAvatA zrImadde lakhelA patrA, vagerenA samAveza paNa A pustakamAM karAyA hatA. A pustaka e " AtmasiddhizAstra "nA prathama svataMtra pragaTIkaraNa tarIke ghaNuM agatyanuM che. '' vi. sa'. 1964 pachI tA " paramazruta prabhAvaka ma`DaLa " taraphathI pragaTa thayelI " zrImad rAjacaMdra "nI pratyeka AvRttimAM tathA zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama - agAsa '" taraphathI pragaTa thayelI " zrImad rAjacadra"nI AvRttiomAM AtmasiddhizAstra ", abAlAlabhAI e karelA atha sAthe, pragaTa thayela che. keTalIka vyaktioe A zAstranu svataMtra rIte saMpAdana karI arthe pragaTa karela che. A graMthane keTalAke anya padyagraMthamAM paNa sa`pAdita karyAM che, tA keTalAke tenA vistArathI artha samajAvatAM svataMtra pustakA paNa saMpAti karyA che. Ama vi. sa. 1964 pachIthI 9 AtmasiddhizAsra "ne zrImanI agatyanI kRti tarIke judA judA aneka sa MgrahAmAM sthAna maLatuM rahyuM che tathA svataMtra pustakarUpe paNa e pragaTa thatuM rahyuM che, ane e rIte e, leAkeAnA vAcana tathA mananane viSaya anatuM rahyuM che. 12. " Atmasiddhi ''nI prastAvanA, ma. 2. mahetA, pR. 1.

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256 zrInI aSanasiddhi * AtmasiddhizAstranA anuvAda ane abhyAsa karavAnI vRtti na ra mUkI zakAya nahImAM che. A uparAvajIbhAI desAI, vi. saM. 1952mAM "AtmasiddhinI racanA thaI. te zAstranI eka nakala zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne zrImade ApI hatI. e zAstra vAMcyA pachI pelAne ke artha samajA che te jANavA mATe aMbAlAlabhAI e tene gadyAnuvAda karIne zrImadrane tapAsavA mokalyo hatuM. A anuvAda temaNe mAgazara suda 12 pahelAM, eTale ke "Atmasiddhi"nI racanA pachI lagabhaga be mAsamAM karyo hateA. vi. saM. 1953nA mAgasara suda 12nA roja zrImade aMbAlAlabhAIne te vize lakhyuM che ke, "AtmasiddhinI TIkAnAM pAnAM maLyAM che. 13 te parathI anumAna karI zakAya ke vi. saM. 1953nA mAgasara suda 12 pahelAM aMbAlAlabhAIe e anuvAda pUrNa karI zrImadane pahoMcADyo hato. e anuvAda zrImanI dRSTi taLethI nIkaLI gayo hato, paNa tenI kakSA zrImaddane kevI lAgI hatI te vizeno temano abhiprAya jANavA maLatuM nathI. paNa zrImade te anuvAda tapAsyA hovAthI temAM gaMbhIra ke nAnI keI jAtanI bhUla rahevA pAmI na hoya te niHzaka che. ethI ja zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe karela gayAnuvAda zrImaddanA "AtmasiddhizAstra"nI sAthosAtha ja lagabhaga badhI jagyAe sthAna pAmato rahyo che. te pachI manaharalAla kaDIvAlA, bhegIlAla zeTha Adi keTalIka vyaktioe "Atmasiddhi"nI gAthAono svataMtra gAbhAvArtha ApavAno prayatna karyo che. temAM anuvAda karavAnI vRtti karatAM te gAthAo TUMkANamAM samajAvavAnuM valaNa vizeSa dekhAya che. ethI anuvAdanI koTimAM tene mUkI zakAya nahi. ane teoe Apelo bhAvArtha paNa mukhyatve aMbAlAlabhAIe karelA anuvAdanA anusaMdhAnamAM che. A uparAMta A zAstranI kaDIone vistArathI samajAvavAno prayatna pU. zrI kAnajIsvAmI, je. gi. zeTha, rAvajIbhAI desAI, brahmacArIjI vageree karyo che. vaLI paMDita sukhalAlajI, manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI, brahmacArIjI, pro. dinubhAI paTela, mukulabhAI kalAthI vageree vivecanaMrU5 lekho paNa "Atmasiddhi" vize lakhyA che. AtmasiddhizAstra"nA upara joyA te gujarAtImAM thayelA gadyAnuvAda uparAMta anya bhASAomAM paNa tenA gadya ke padyamAM anuvAda thayelA che. hAlamAM tenA hiMdI, aMgrejI, saMskRta tathA marAThI e cAra bhASAmAM anuvAda maLe che. * AtmasiddhizAstranA hiMdImAM be vyaktioe karelA anuvAda maLe. che zrI udayalAla kazIvAla ane zrI jagadIzacaMdra zAstrI, e baMnee hiMdI gadyamAM ja anuvAda karyo che. zrI udayalAla kazalIvAle "Atmasiddhi ane hiMdI gadyAnuvAda vi. saM. 1976mAM pragaTa karyo che, ane zrI jagadIzacaMdra zAstrIe karelo hiMdI anuvAda temaNe karelA "zrImada rAjacaMdra" graMthanA hiMdI anuvAdanA pustakamAM Apyo che. vi. saM -1944mAM pragaTa thayelA pustakamAM AkhA graMthanuM hiMdI bhASAMtara thayeluM jovA maLe che. gujarAtI bhASA na jANanArA hiMdIbhASIo mATe A baMne anuvAda "AtmasiddhizAstranA abhyAsa mATe ThIka ThIka upayogI thAya tema 13. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 52.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 257 che. paraMtu gujarAtImAM jovA maLatI tattvacamatkRti A saraLa gadyAnuvAdamAM jovA na maLe te svAbhAvika che. vaLI, kyAreka kyAreka gUDha tAnI vAtone utAratAM temane naDatI muzkelI paNa jaNAyA vinA rahetI nathI. * AtmasiddhizAstra ane aMgrejI anuvAda paNa be vyaktio taraphathI prApta thAya che. Indora hAI korTanA jaja, rAva bahAdura je. ela.janIe pratyeka deharAne aMgrejI gadyamAM tarajume A che; ane Ano bIjo aMgrejI padyAnuvAda zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajIe karyo che. zrI je. ela. jenI tarajume I. sa. 1923mAM "The Atma-Siddhi of Shreemad Rajchandra" e zIrSaka nIce pustakAkAre pragaTa thayo che. saraLa aMgrejI bhASAmAM "Atmasiddhi"nA doharAne samajAvavAno temano prayatna stutya che. paraMtu jaina pAribhASika zabdono anuvAda karavAmAM paDatI muzkelIne lIdhe e anuvAda joIe teTale vizada nathI banI zakyo. joke bhAvArtha thoDA vistArathI samajAvavAno prayatna temaNe karyo che, temAM paNa teo bahu saphaLa thayA che tema kahI zakAya nahi. tema chatAM mAtra aMgrejI bhASA jANanAra ane gujarAtImAM "Atmasiddhi" no AsvAda na mANI zakanArane te upayogI thAya tevo te banyuM ja che. zrImanI vANI anubhavanI hatI, tethI temanA lakhANamAMthI je anubhavane raNakAra ane chApa UThe che te tenA anuvAdamAMthI na UThe te svAbhAvika che. zrI jainIe karela anuvAdano eka namUna joIe : " Atmasiddhi" nA 11pamAM doharAnuM temaNe A pramANe bhASAMtara karyuM che ? " When the false identification of the soul with the body ceases, thou dost no karma, nor dost thou enjoy (the fruit) thereof. This is the secret of True Religion."18 mULa dehara A pramANe che - chUTe dahAdhyAsa te, nahI kartA / karma, nahIM bhaktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmano marma." zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajIe karelA "AtmasiddhinA aMgrejI padyAnuvAdanI bAbatamAM paNa ema ja banyuM che. 15 pAribhASika zabdonA anuvAdanI muzakelI temane paNa naDI che. vaLI, gadyane badale padya hovAthI caraNanAM laya ane baMdhAraNane kAraNe e mukelI vadhe te samajAya tema che. A uparAMta gujarAtI bhASA karatAM aMgrejI bhASA parano A che kAbU A padyAnuvAdane bahu saphaLa nathI banavA dete, e paNa joI zakAya che. tenA eka-be namUnA joIe. "AtmasiddhinA 115 mA doharAne temaNe A pramANe anuvAda karyo che - 98. "The Atma-Siddhi of Shreemad Rajchandra ", Page 19. 15. A anuvAda "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI mArca tha' pR. 144 5ra chapAye che.

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5 " Atmasiddhi 'nA 44 mA doharA A pramANe cheH-- HH SasthAnaka sakSepamAM padana paNa teha; samajAvA paramA ne kahyAM jJAnIe eka, Let go the body-infatuation, And you will not have bondage new, You will not have deed-fruition, This is Religion's secret true. 16 AnA anuvAda brahmacArIjIe A pramANe karyAM che :-~~ "Six subjects or six schools of thought, Are here described as seers great, In abstract scriptures strictly taught, For understanding soul secret. -17 Aje prApta thatA AtmasiddhizAstra''nA baMne aMgrejI anuvAdo mULa zAstra karatAM UtaratI kakSAnA lAge che. zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi gAMdhIjIe paNa " Atmasiddhi 'nA aMgrejImAM anuvAda karyAM hatA. gAMdhIjI vi. sa'. 1958mAM AphrikA gayA tyAre peAtAnI sAthe " Atmasiddhi paNa letA gayA hatA. temane abhyAsa mATe te ghaNuM upayeAgI lAgatAM, anya bhASIe paNa tenA lAbha laI zake te hetuthI temaNe tenA aMgrejI anuvAda karyA hatA. e badhuM sAhitya laIne teo tyAMthI laMDana gayA hatA. ane tyAMnI basamAM e ba'Dala bhulAI jatAM e guma thaI gayuM, je pharIthI maLyuM ja nahi. Ama gAMdhIjIe karelA anuvAda ApaNI pAse AvI zakayo niha.18 " AtmasiddhizAstra "neA sa`skRtamAM samaleAkI anuvAda pati zrI ecaradAsa dozIe karyA che. temane e sauMskRta anuvAda vi. sa', 1976mAM " AtmasiddhizAstra 'nA udayalAla kazalIvAlanA hiMdI anuvAda sAthe pragaTa thayeA hatA, ane pachI I. sa. 1923mAM rAya bahAdura je. ela. jainInA aMgrejI anuvAda sAthe pragaTa thayA hatA. saskRta anuvAdanI , 46 16. A anuvAda zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakaxtha ', pR. 150, 17. ejana, pR. 186, "" 18. temaNe karelA anuvAda guma thaI javAnI khAbatamAM eka khIjo maLe che. " Atmasiddhi ' zAstranuM aMgrejI bhASatara mahAtmA AphrikAthI karI sva. manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI para mekalI ApyuM abhAve gumAI gayuM. -- "jata sAhityane sa`kSipta itihAsa ", desAI, pR. 710nI pAdanoMdha, abhiprAya paNa jovA gAMdhIjIe dakSiNa hatuM. paNa darakAranA mAhanalAla dalIcaMda

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5 AtmasiddhizAstra 259 bhASA saraLa che, temAM mULane bhAvArtha sArI rIte jaLavAyelo jovA maLe che. e rIte e prayatna stutya che. te anuvAdanuM udAharaNa juo: 115mA doharAne anuvAda paMDita becaradAsajIe nIce pramANe karyo che - " dehAdhyAso yadi nazyet tvaM kartA na hi karmaNAm / na hi bhoktA ca teSAM tvaM dharmasyaitad gUDhaM matam // 18 emaNe 44 mI gAthAno anuvAda A pramANe karyo che - "padasthAnIyaM samAsana darzanAni pahucyate / proktA sA jhAnibhitu paraM tattvaM dharAspRzAm // "20 "AtmasiddhizAstra" "ajJAta' lekhake marAThI padyamAM anuvAda karyo che. enI sAthe eNe zrImaddanuM TUMkuM jIvanacaritra ApyuM che ane keTalAka pAribhASika zabda, jevA ke zuSkajJAnI, kiyADa, paramathuta, svachaMda, mokSa, samyakatva, vagerenI samajUtI paNa ApI che; uparAMta keTalIka kaDIone marAThImAM vizeSArtha paNa Apyo cheane sAthe sAthe mULa gujarAtI gAthAo paNa e pustikAmAM anya anuvAdonI mAphaka ApI che. I. sa. 1927mAM A anuvAda pragaTa thayA pachI tene abhyAsa thato rahyo che. A anuvAdanI kakSA mULa jevI te nathI ja, tema chatAM sAmAnya rIte sAre kahI zakAya te A anuvAda che. juo A graMthanI 115 mI ane 44 mI gAthAne anukrame anuvAda - " dehAthyAsa suTe jari, nagasI kartA na tUM tase karma / mojAM ne tevuM sthAna dha gALa de meM marma | "2 1 ghaTrasthAna saMkSepe, thirI neMra ta gAthA paramArthA samajAyA kathilI kavinIMhi yetha lekAMnA // "22 Ama ApaNane "Atmasiddhi"nA gujarAtI gadyamAM, saMskRta padyamAM, hiMdI gadyamAM, aMgrejI gadya ane padyamAM, tathA marAThI padyamAM, anuvAdo maLe che. paNa kharI khUbI te zrImadda racita mULa gujarAtI "Atmasiddhi"mAM ja che, te vize sarva vidvAna saMmata che. paNa je loko gujarAtI bhASA sArI rIte na jANatA hoya, temane uparanI koI paNa bhASAmAM "Atmasiddhi "no AsvAda levo hoya te zakya bane che, te ja tenI sAcI kiMmata che. AtmasiddhizAstramAM vastunirUpaNazailI A zAstramAM AtmA siddha kaI rIte thAya te zrImade AtmAnAM cha pada samajAvIne batAvyuM che. A AkhI racanA zrImad doharAmAM karI che. zarUAtamAM maMgalAcaraNa karyA 96. " The Alma-Siddhi of Shreemad Rajchandra", Page 91. 20. ejana, pR. 53. 21. "Atmasiddhi " - marAThI, pR. 14. 22 ejana, pR. 5.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi pachI A racanAne hetu jaNAvyA che. pachI zuSkajJAnI tathA kriyAjaDa lokenuM svarUpa, vairAgya ane AtmajJAnanI agatya, saddagurunI AjJAe cAlavAnuM mahattva, sadUgurunAM lakSaNe, ziSyadharma vagere TUMkANamAM lagabhaga rara doharAmAM samajAvela che. pachI matAthI ane AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNe thoDA vistArathI - lagabhaga 18 jeTalA doharAmAM - ApyAM che. Ama AraMbhanA lagabhaga 41 deharAmAM A graMtha samajavAnI pAtratA havA mATe jIvamAM kevAM lakSaNo na hovAM joIe, ane kevAM lakSaNe hovAM joIe te darzAvI pitAnA mukhya vaktavya mATenI yogya bhUmikA zrImade taiyAra karI che. - 43 mI gAthAmAM AtmAnAM cha padanuM nirUpaNa che. 44 thI 127 sudhInI gAthA guru tathA ziSyanA saMvAdarUpe raI che. temAM ziSyane A padanI yathArthatA vize zaMkA thAya che, tethI pitAnI mAnyatA anusAra te prathama pada nathI, te keTalIka dalIlothI batAve che. guru tenI zakAnuM tarka pUrNa tathA anubhavamUlaka dalIlothI samAdhAna karI, AtmAnuM astitva samajAve che. AmAnuM astitva samajAyA pachI ziSya AtmAnA nityapaNuM vizenI pitAnI zaMkAo raja kare che. gara teno paNa samAdhAna karI AtmAnuM niyatva samajAve che. Ama ziSya ye padanI yathArthatA vize zaMkA karI, guru pAse tenuM vinayabhAve nirAkaraNa mAge che, ane guru paNa ziSyanI regyatA jANe ziSyane yathArtha bAdha dvArA cha padanI zraddhA karAve che. 44 thI 118 sudhInA doharAmAM karAyelI AtmAnAM cha padanI siddhi te A zAstrane sauthI mahattvano bhAga che. pAtAnI zaMkAonuM guru taraphathI saMtoSakAraka samAdhAna thatAM, AtmAnAM cha padanI yathArthatA samajAtAM, tenI zraddhA thatAM ziSyane samyakajJAna thAya che. ane tethI ziSya pitAne sAcuM jJAna ApavA mATe gurune atyaMta upakAra mAne che - gAthA 119 thI 127. e vakhate ziSyanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatI vANInI je racanA zrImad karI che te adabhuta che. paMDita sukhalAlajInA zabdomAM kahIe te - enI zailI saMvAdanI che. ziSyanI zaMkA ke prazno ane gurue karela samAdhAna- A saMvAdazailIne lIdhe e graMtha bhArekhama ane jaTila na banatAM viSaya gahana hovA chatAM subodha ane rucipaSaka banI gayo che."23 128 thI 14ra sudhInA deharA upasaMhArarUpe che. temAM AtmAnAM cha pada samyaphaprakAre ArAdhavAthI mekSa prApta thAya che te samajAvAyuM che. te uparAMta jJAnI, mumukSu vagerenAM lakSaNe paNa temAM darzAvAyAM che. A graMthanI zrImade karelI racanA vize zrI manasukhabhAI ra. mahetA yogya ja lakhe 23. "Atmasiddhi ApaniSada', " Atmasiddhi", saM. mukulabhAI kalAthI", pR. 29.

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5. AtmasidizAe kaMthanI bAhya racanA evA prakAranI eja che ke, vedAMtAdi darzananA anuyAyIone paNa anukULa paDe. joke tenI AMtararacanA te saMpUrNa - akhaMDAkAre - zrI vItarAgamArga prati je sthira thayelI che."24 mAtra 142 gAthAmAM racAyela "AtmasiddhizAstra" koI paNa matamatAMtaranA nirUpaNa vinA, kadarzanane sArA samAvatI ane saraLa padyamAM rajU thayelI zrImaddanI anupama kRti che. A kRti aMgenA zrI mukulabhAI kalArthInA nimna abhiprAya sAthe sau saMmata thaze ke - "AvA gUDha tAvane saraLa padyamAM zabdArUDha karIne sAmAnya kakSAnA mumukSu jIvo paNa yathAzakti samajIne pitAnI Annati sAdhI zake evI saraLa paNa gaMbhIra prauDha bhASA dvArA Adhunika yugamAM kevAM zAstro racAvAM joIe tene yathArtha Adarza A zAstra racI zrImad rAjacaMdra rajU karyo che.25 temaNe vadhumAM lakhyuM che ke - tattvajJAnanA mahAna praznone AvI saraLa bhASAmAM vyakta karavA e kharekhara mahAprajJAvaMtanuM kArya che. zrI rAjacaMdranAM bIjA badhAM lakhANa karatAM "AtmasiddhizAstra"nI racanA judI ja tarI Ave che. TUMkA saraLa zabdo sahita, naya ke nyAyanAM aTapaTAM anumAna ke khaMDanamaMDananI philachatArahita, sahu koI mumukSu jIvane bhegya, zreyaskara sAmagrIthI samRddha eve A graMtha zrI rAjacaMdranI A nnati sAdhavAnA paripAka samo che.26 maMgalAcaraNa Arya graMthakAranI sanAtana zailI evI rahI che ke koI paNa kRtinA AraMbhamAM maMgalAcaraNanI cejanA karavI. maMgalAcaraNamAM kartA pote jene paramepakArI gaNe che tevI vyaktine namaskAra kare che. zrImadda paNa "AtmasiddhizAstra'mAM A ja zailIne anusarIne AraMbhamAM zrI "saddaguru bhagavAnane namaskAra kare che. jaina darzanamAM saddadeva, saddadharma ane saddaguru e traNa parama upakArI tattva che. temAM paNa sadeva ane saddadharmanI prApti saddaguru dvArA ja thaI zake che, arthAt te baMnenI sahelAIthI prApti karAvanAra sadaguru ja che, tethI te vizeSa upakArI tatva che. Ama saddagurunuM vizeSa mAhAsya hovAthI zrImad saddagurune vaMdana karIne graMthAraMbha kare che. kevA upakAra mATe temaNe saddagurune vaMdana karyA che, te pahelA doharAmAM juo - je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyA duHkha anaMta samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI saddaguru bhagavaMta. '' 1 24. " Atmasiddhi", saMpA. ma. 2. mahetA, prastAvanA, pR. 2. 25-26. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, prastAvanA, pR. 22.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi anAdi kALathI je AtmasvarUpa samajAyuM nahotuM, ane pariNAme anaMta duHkha bhegavyuM hatuM, te svarUpane samajAvIne te duHkhathI mukta karAvanAra sadaguru bhagavAnane kartAe A gAthAmAM namaskAra karyA che. sadaguru bhagavaMta" zabda zrImade be rIte e jaNAya che. prAcIna zilI anusAra gurune bhagavAna evuM vizeSaNa ApyuM che, athavA te kartAe zrI tIrthaMkara prabhune sadaguru gaNa vadana karyA che. A janmamAM zrImane keAI pragaTa guru na hatA, ane temane zrI jinanAM vacananA vAMcana-manana dvArA, pUrvanA saMskArane lIdhe, jJAna pragaTayuM hatuM, tethI zrI jina bhagavAnane ja guru gaNuM vaMdana karyA hoya te vizeSa saMbhavita lAge che. maMgalAcaraNanA deharAmAM, zrImade AtmAnAM chaye padane garbhita rIte siddha karelAM darzAvavAmAM AvyAM che. e ja rIte joIe to kRtinA viSayane nirdeza paNa temaNe prathama dAharAmAM ja karI dIdho che. AtmAnuM astitva" e paheluM pada che. gAthAnI zarUAta "je svarUpa" zabdathI thAya che. svarUpa eTale zuM ? sva + rUpa = potAnuM rUpa. je traNe kALamAM akhaMDa TakI rahe, keInA paNa saMsargamAM potAne mULa svabhAva cheDe nahi te svarUpa. dahadhArI jIvanamAM AvuM lakSaNa dharAvatuM tattva te "AtmA" che. AthI "je svarUpa samajyA vinA" ema kahetAM "AtmAne samajyA vinA" evo artha thayA. e dvArA AtmAnuM astitva siddha thayuM. AtmAnuM nityatva" e bIjuM pada che. A deharAmAM svarUpa samajyA vinA pAmyo dukha anaMta" ema kahyuM che. anaMta eTale jeno cheDo Avyo nathI tevuM. AvuM anaMta duHkha te janmamaraNanA pherAnuM. cAre gatimAM jIva A duHkha bhogave che, te daha meLave che ane choDe che. te parathI pUrvajanma siddha thAya che. tethI samajAya che ke deha nAzavaMta che ane AtmA avinAzI eTale ke nitya che. nitya hoya te ja eka pachI eka deha meLavavAnuM ane choDavAnuM duHkha te jogavI zake ne ? - "AtmAnuM karmanuM kartApaNuM' e trIju pada che. AtmAne dahaparyAya dhAraNa karavAnuM kAraNa tene karma sAtheno saMbaMdha che. AtmA bhAvakarmanA nimittathI dravyakarma kare che. vaLI te bhAvakarma rtA che. tethI je jIva potAnA zuddha niraMjana, cetanyamaya svarUpamAM nirvikalpapaNe sthira na rahe, paNa rAgadveSanAM pariNAma kare te AtmAne karmabaMdha thAya che. ane te duHkha bhegave che; paNa je te bhAvakarma na kare to kamarahita bane che. "anaMtakha" zabdathI dahaparyAyanuM dhAraNa karavuM samajAya che. dahaparyAya te karmanI vargaNa che. e dravyakama bhAvakarma nimitte che, ane jIva potAnA bhAvakarmano kartA che. tethI AtmA dravyono paNa kartA bane che te vAta siddha thaI AtmAnuM kSetRtva " e zuM pada che. "pAye dukha anaMta" e zabdothI AtmA duHkha bhogave che te siddha thAya che. tethI AtmA pote karelAM karmano pote bhaktA bane che te satya che.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra "mokSa che" e pAMcamuM pada che. " zrI sadaguru bhagavaMta" e zabdomAM "zrI" eTale prijhamAM zreSTha vastu. te vastu te AtmA. bhagavata eTale bhagavAna. je sarvakarmathI mukta hoya te bhagavAna. A pUrNa zuddhatA te ja mokSa. eTale "bhagavata" zabda dvArA mekSa siddha thAya che. mokSano upAya che" e chaThThuM pada che. je upAyathI saMsArano kSaya thAya che te mokSano upAya che. AtmAnuM svarUpa samajyA vinA thatI pravRttithI saMsAranI vRddhi thAya che. ane AtmAnuM svarUpa jANyA pachI tenA utkarSa athe thatI pravRttithI saMsAra kSaya thAya che. tethI "samajAvyuM te pada namuM' e zabdo dvArA mokSano upAya hovAnI khAtarI thAya che. Ama maMgalAcaraNanI gAthAmAM ja zrImade pote nirUpita karavA dhArelA viSayanuM garbhitapaNe sUcana mUkI dIdhuM jaNAya che. maMgalAcaraNa vize zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajI gya ja lakhe che ke - sadagurunI bhaktinA baLathI, sadagurunA AtmAnI ceSTA pratye jIvanI dRSTi vaLe che, ane saddagurunI apUrvatA tene spaSTa bhAse che tathA tenA hRdayanI vAta paNa te samaje che, tevI bhaktinA namUnA rUpe maMgalAcaraNanI eka kaDI che."27 graMtharacanAne hetu bIjA doharAmAM kartAe A graMtha racavAne hetu darzAvyo che. aneka prAcIna adabhuta graMtha vidyamAna hovA chatAM A graMtha racavAno hetu zuM che te jaNAvatAM bIjA deharAmAM zrImada kahe che ke - "vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lepa vicAravA AtmAthIne bhAkhyo anna anepya." 2 vartamAnakALamAM mokSamArgano bahudhA lepa thaye che, tethI te mArga darzAvavAnA hetuthI A graMthanI racanA thaI che, ema zrImade ahIM jaNAvyuM che. "mokSamArga bahu lopa" e zabdamAM "bahu" zabda yathArtha che. zrI mukulabhAI jaNAve che tema "mokSamArga kaMI nAza pAmyuM nathI, paraMtu mokSamArga pUrepUro kaI viralAnA ja dhyAnamAM Ave che, ema samajavuM.28 A deharAmAM mekSane mArga AtmAthI mumukSa mATe spaSTa nirUpavAnI zrImadanI pratijJA joI zakAya che. Ama karavA pAchaLa zrImanI e dRSTi jaNAya che ke, prAcIna graMtha te te samayanI sthitinuM bhAna karAvavAmAM upakAraka heI, vartamAnakALamAM te graMtha mahAna upakAraka hovA chatAM, vartamAna sthitinuM bhAna karAvanAra graMtha lakhAya che te vizeSa upakArI bane, 27. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : adha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 42. 28. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAtha, pR. 111.

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264 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ane peAtAne lAdhelA anubhavamauktikanu' nirUpaNa A graMthamAM karavAne temaNe nirNaya karyAM, temaNe karelI A graMtharacanA vize paDita sukhalAlajI yAgya ja lakhe che keH " zrImad rAjacaMdre prastuta racanA mAtra zAstro vAMcI nathI karI, paNa emaNe sAcA ane utkaTa mumukSu tarIke AtmasvarUpanI spaSTa ane UMDI pragati mATe je mathana karyuM', je sAdhanA karI ane je tapa AcaryuM tene pariNAme lAdhelI anubhavapratIti ja AmAM mukhyapaNe nirUpAI che. eka muddAmAMthI khIjo, khIjAmAMthI trIjo ema uttarAttara evI susaMgata sa*kalanA thaI che ke temAM kaMI nakAmuM nathI AvatuM, kAmanuM rahI nathI jatuM ane kacAMya ADu' k'TAtu nathI. tethI ja zrImad rAjacaMdranI Atmasiddhi e siddhAMtazAstra banI rahI che.'283 zrImad peAtAne lAdhelA AvA anubhavanA niceADarUpa meAkSamArga mumukSu mATe batAvavAnA hetu ahIM darzAvyA che. meAkSamA kAre pamAya ! mahAvIra prabhunA nirvANa pachI dharmamAM phAMTA vadhavA mAMDayA hatA. ane temAM vadhAro thatAM thatAM, dharmAMmAM eTalAM badhAM matamatAMtara vadhI paDavAM ke meAkSamA karyuM. te ja samajAvu. kaThana thaI gayu, ane sAcA mumukSune teA mArganA lApa thaI gayA heAya tema jaNAvA lAgyuM, kAraNa ke leAkeA tA kAI paNa eka vastune pakaDIne meAkSamA mAnI beThA hatA. kAI khAghakriyAne teA keAI zAstrajJAnane meAkSamArga mAnI vavA lAgyA hatA. A ekAMte grahaNa karela tattva meAkSamA nathI te jANanAra zrImane aMtaramAM ghaNI karuNA vartAvAthI sAcA mArga batAvavAnI IcchA prabaLa thaI, te zrImad " Atmasiddhi"nA trIjA doharAmAM batAvyu che. kriyAjaya tathA zuSkajJAnInAM lakSaNA kevAM hAya te zrImad cAthA ne pAMcamA doharAmAM batAvyu che. je leAkeA bAhya AcAravicArane ja sarvasva mAnI tenAM aMtaranA parislRmanane svIkAratA nathI, tathA je jJAnamArgane ayeAgya gaNe che te kriyAjaDa che ane je leAkeA bAhya AcArane avagaNI mAtra nizrcayanayanI vANI jANavAne ja mokSamArga kahe che teo zuSkajJAnI che. kriyAjaDa ke zuSkajJAnI - emAMthI kAIne paNa sAcA mArga maLatA nathI. A mAga kAne maLe te jaNAvatAM zrImadda vairAgya para khUba bhAra mUke che, jenA cittamAM vairAgya na hoya tene jJAna thatu nathI, sAthe sAthe teo e paNa jaNAve che ke mAtra vairAgya ja sAdhana che evuM nathI. kAraNa ke vairAgya ane tyAgane ja sarvasva mAnI jIva pravarte tA tenAmAM svacchaMde AvI jAya che. ane " mAna "nA kAMsAmAM sAI jIva peAtAnuM akalyANu kare che. ethI meAkSamAne pAmavAne lAyaka tA e ja che ke, jeH-- 26. cc * Atmasiddhi ', sa'pA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 29.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AmAthI jana eha." 8 zrImade ahIM batAveluM AtmAthIpaNuM samajAvatAM zrI kAnajIsvAmI kahe che ke - zraddhA abhiprAyanA projana TANe zraddhA samaje, Acare, jJAnane jJAnapaNe samaje, Acare, ane AtmAnuM cAritra yathArtha cAritrapaNe samaje, ane Acare, jene te yathArtha samajAyuM nathI te yathArtha samajavAnI sAcI jijJAsA rAkhe, prayatna kare che te AtmAthI jana."29 Ama je jagyAe je yogya hoya te jagyAe te ja samaje, ane te pramANe AcaraNa kare te sAco mumukSu. ahIM zrImadde ekadama saraLa bhASAmAM " nazAnavAritrALa molamA " e sUtra mUkyuM che. zuM cagya che te jANavuM te samyakajJAna, yogya zraddhAvuM te samyakdarzana ane cogya sthAne yeAgya AcaraNa karavuM te samyaphacAritra. A traNenI ekatArUpa jenuM pravartana hoya te jana AtmAthI. temaNe AtmAthInI je vyAkhyA karI che te eka rIte evI sarala ane bIjI rIte evI gaMbhIra che ke te vyAvahArika dunyavI jIvana ane pAramArthika satyadhArmika jIvana baMnemAM ekasarakhI lAgu paDe che."30 - evo paDita sukhalAlajIne abhiprAya keTalo yathArtha che te zrImade kareluM nirUpaNa jotAM jaNAze. saddaguru mahAgya AtmAthI jIva sadaguru pAse kevI jAtanuM AcaraNa kare, AtmArthI jIve mAnelA sadagurunAM kevAM lakSaNe haya, te sadagurunI AjJAe cAlavAthI zuM phaLa maLe ? - vagere vize zrImad 9 thI 23 deharAmAM samajAvyuM che. A aMge paDita sukhalAlajI e abhiprAya darzAve che ke - e lakSaNa evI dRSTithI nirUpAyAM che ke temAM AtmavikAsanI guNasthAnakrama pramANe bhUmikAo AvI jAya, ane je bhUmikAo AvI jAya, ane je bhUmikA ga, boddha temaja vedAMta darzananI paribhASAmAM paNa darzAvI zakAya. zrImada rAjacaMdra gurupada che, je AdhyAtmika jAgRtinuM sUcaka che."31 20. zrI kAnajIsvAmInAM "AtmasiddhizAstra" paranAM pravacane, pR. 63. 30-31, "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI 6, pR. 22. 34

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi AtmAthI jIva, potAnI pratika5nAe mAnelo mokSamArga cheDI pitAnA sadagurue batAvela mAge jAya che. te sadagurunAM lakSaNo batAvatAM 10mA deharAmAM zrImadda lakhe che ke - * AtmajJAna samadazitA, vicare udaya praga; apUrva vANa, paramakRta, saddaguru lakSaNa cagya." 10 jene AtmajJAna thayuM hoyaM, samabhAva hoya, karmanA udaya pramANe vartana hoya, pUrve na sAMbhaLelI evI vANI hoya, kutakevaLI jevI dazA hoya - vagere sadagurunAM lakSaNe ahIM batAvAyAM che. guru AjJAnuM mahattva batAvatA 9mA doharA vize tathA sadagurunAM lakSaNe batAvatA A doharA vize vistArathI samajaNuM A pate patra zrImade "Atmasiddhi" lakhAyA pachInA divase lakhyo hato. kiyAjaDatva zakattAnIpaNuM vagerenuM agaurava tathA AtmajJAna, samadarzitA AdinuM gaurava vistArathI batAvyAM che.3 2 AvA pratyakSa sadagurunuM mahatva batAvatAM zrImad lakhe che - pratyakSa sadaguru sama nahi, parokSa jina upakAra; e lakSa thayA vinA, uge na AtmavicAra." 11 "saddagurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra che, samaye jinasvarUpa.- 12 pUrvakALe ja thaI gayelA pakSa jinanI vAta para ja lakSa ApIne potAnI brAMti TALanAra pratyakSa sadagurunA vizeSa upakArane na samaje te tene sAce AtmavicAra utpanna na thAya, kAraNa ke sadagurunA upadeza vinA jinanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAya nahi, ane te samajyA vinA jIvane jJAna kyAMthI thAya ? jinanuM svarUpa samaje te samajanArane AtmA pariName ane te jinadazA prApta kare. vaLI, jIvane keI zaMkA utpanna thAya tyAre tenuM samAdhAna pakSa jinavacana - zAstro na karI zake, paNa pratyakSa saddaguru hoya te te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karI zake, AthI pratyakSa jJAnIne upakAra sauthI vizeSa che evo nizcaya AtmAthIne vartate heya che. ane e ja sadagurunuM mAhAmya che. e vize zrI manasukhabhAI 2. mahetAnA zabdomAM kahIe te - jema bAramA deharAmAM jinapadu samajavAno ane pAmavAno graMthakAre upadeza karyo che tema sarva jJAnI purue ApaNA AtmAne nija padane- zrI jinanA karmamalarahita AtmA - jinapada- jevAM karavAnI sAdhyaSTi rAkhI che, eTale daSTibiMdu te jinapada pratye sthira karyuM che. A deharAmAM, A rIte, daSTibiMdu zrI jina pratye rAkhI, teonuM sarvottama mAhAsya abhutapaNe gAI, pratyakSa saddagurunuM mahAbhya paNa tevA ja camatkArapUrvaka gAyuM che."33 32. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 28-533. 33. * Atmasiddhi", saMpA. ma. 2, mahetA, prastAvanA, pR. 5,

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5. siddhizAstra 27 pratyakSa sadgurunuM mAhAtmya gAtAM zrImadde zrI jinanA be prakAra kahyA che; pratyakSa ana parAkSa. pratyakSa jina te ke jyAre RSabhAdi tIrthaMkarA saceAgIpaNe vidyamAna hatA. parekSa jina e ke RSAdi tItha karA je atyAre ApaNI vacce dehAkAre avidyamAna che, paNa teoe ApelA addabhuta bedha e ApaNA paranA ana ta upakAra che. paNa temanA te dhanA Aje, temanI avidyamAnatAne kAraNe, ApaNe manAvatA atha karIe chIe, ane tethI tenu pUru mAhAtmya ApaNAthI samajAtu nathI, ane parAkSa evA jina te bhUla sudhArI zakatA nathI. te kArya sadguru kare che. e apekSAe kartAe sadgurunuM vizeSa mAhAtmya ahI' batAvyu che. AtmasvarUpa pAmavA mATe pratyakSa sadgururUpI sAdhana batAvI, 13 mA dAharAmAM te pachInAM khIjA' sAdhanA - jinAgamAdi zAstro - nuM mahattva batAvyuM che. pratyakSa jJAnInA cega na hAya tyAre jIvane AtmAnAM astitvAdinA Adha karanArAM jinAgamAdi zAMo AdhArarUpa thAya che, e sAcuM che, paNa tene sadguru samAna bhrAMtinA iMDhaka kahI zakAya nahi. vaLI, AtmAthI jIve evA samaye pratyakSa sadgurue je je zAstrAdi vAMcavAnI, vicAravAnI AjJA karI hAya, te pramANe peAtAnA aMgata matamatAMtaronA tyAga karIne karavuM ucita che. Ama 14 mI gAthA sudhI sacurunuM mAhAtmya batAvyA pachI gra'thakartA saddagurunI AjJAthI cAlavAthI ane na cAlavAthI je jAtanAM phaLa maLe che tenu varNI te pachInI gAthAomAM kare che. " ALAe mo", " ALAe tavo '' evuM je vacana "zrI AcArAMgasUtra "mAM Ave che, tenI yAda ApatA 15mA doharA che~~ " zake jIva svacchaMdatA, pAme avazya mAkSa; pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM. jina nirdoSa." 15 pAtAnA svacchaMda cheADIne guruAjJAe cAlavAthI jIvanA avazya mokSa thAya che. ane e pramANe cAlIne anaMta jIvAe meAkSa prApta karyA che. ane e svacchaMda rAkavA mATenA upAya che - pratyakSa sadgurunA yAga '; kartA te 16mA doharAmAM batAve che. ahIM pratyakSa sadgurunA yeAgathI svacchaMda, mAna Adine nAza zrI jinaAjJAe jaNAvI, tene samakita thavAnu pratyakSa kAraNa gaNAvatAM 17me doharA racyA che ke 66 -- "svacchaMda. mata Agraha tajI, varta sadguru lakS; sakti tena bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa. " 17 ahI' batAvelA, saddagurunA zaraNamAM javAnA upAya na karatAM, khIjA kATi upAya kare tApaNa jIvanA svaccha da, mAnAdi zatruonA nAza thatA nathI, kharka vadhAre thAya che. paNa sadgurunA zaraNamAM vinayabhAve javAthI te savanA alpa prayAsathI nAza karI zakAya che. saddagurunu' evuM mAhAtmya zrImad 18 mA doharAmAM gAyu che. A sanuM mAhAtmya batAvatA eka zlAka upAdhyAya zrI yazavijayajInA " adhyAtmyasAra"mAM che ke ;

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zrImadanI avanasiddhi 218 "zAstra chevinaye triAmAvayAni 2 . saMvarAMgatayA prAhurvyavahAravicakSaNAH ||"34 A kalAkamAM jaNAvyA pramANe zAstra, gurune vinaya, kriyA ane Avazyaka e sarvane vyavahArane vize nipuNa e saMvaranA aMgarUpa kahyAM che. saddagurunuM mAhAsya hovAthI, AtmAthI jI guru pratye ghaNe vinaya dAkhave che. te vinaya kevo hoya te 19mA deharAmAM batAvyo che ke - je sAru upadezathI pAmya kevaLajJAna; guru rahyA chadmastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna." 19 jJAnI puruSanA cagathI kaMI jIvane prabaLa puruSArtha dvArA guru pahelAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya to paNa te kevaLIbhagavAna potAnA gurune upakAra svIkArI chaghastha gurunI vaiyAvacca paNa kare. A vinayano mArga zrI jine upadeza che. "uttarAdhyayana sUtra"mAM vinayane dharmanuM mULa kahI varNavyAM che, tathA "dazavaikAlika sUtramAM zuM vinaya adhyayana che, tene dhyAnamAM rAkhIne zrImaahIM kahyuM che ke - "evo mArga vinayataNe, bhAkhyA zrI vItarAga; mULa hetu e mAgane, samaje keI subhAgya." 20 vinayanuM ATaluM mAhAsya kema che te samajAvatAM zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che ke - "satkarane vinaya, te paramAthe nijaguNano vinaya che. ane pratyakSa saddagurunA upakAramAM pUrve thaI gayelA anaMta jJAnInA, traNe kALanA upakAra samAI jAya che."35 paraMtu A vinayanA mArgane je kaMI asadaguru geralAbha uThAve, potAnA ziSyo pAsethI mAna meLavavAnI AkAMkSA rAkhe to te mahAmahanIya karma upArjana karI, aneka bhava vadhArI mUke arthAt saMsArasamudramAM DUbe. ahIM guru mATe mAnabhAva sAme graMthakartAe dIvAdAMDI mUkI che. teo cagya ja jaNAve che ke je AtmArthI jIva hoya te ja A vinayamArgane samajI zake, anya te tene avaLe upayoga karI bhavasAgaramAM DUbe ane DubADe. zrI kAnajIsvAmInA zabdomAM kahIe to : A rIte zrImade vizeSapaNe zrI gurunAM lakSaNa atre e kahyAM che ke je mokSamArga prakAzaka hoya, mArganA sAcA upadezaka hAya..mukhyapaNe upadezakanI bhUmikA 13muM guNasthAnaka che... nIcenI bhUmikAmAM 6ThThA guNasthAnakavata muni yathArtha mokSa mArga upadezaka I zake. teo pUrvApara avirodhapaNe sarvajJanA nyAyane, guruparaMparAthI jANe che, tathA upadeza ApI zake che."36 34. "adhyAtmasAra", AtmajJAna adhikAra, kaloka 141. 35. " Atmasiddhi paranAM pravacane ", pR. 145. 36. ejana, pR. 141.

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5. AmasiddhizA Ama upadezaka guNasthAne vatA gurunAM lakSaNA zrImadde ahI batAvyAM che. Ama 23 gAthAmAM maMgalAcaraNa, graMtharacanAnA hetu, kriyAjaDa ane zuSkajJAnI jIvanAM lakSoA, sadgurunAM lakSaNA, tenA upakAra, temanuM mAhAtmya, jIvanI pAtratA, vinayamArga vagere vize prAthamika chatAM agabhIra samajaNu ApyA pachI zrImad ra4 thI 33 sudhInI 9 gAthAmAM matAthI jIvanAM lakSaNa batAvyAM che. bhatAthI jIvanAM lakSaNA jenAmAM AtmakalyANa karavAnI vRttinA ke pravRttinA abhAva hoya te jIva matAthI gaNAya che. te matAthI jIvanAM lakSaNA batAvatAM upAdhyAya zrI yazAvijayajIe " adhyAtmasAra "nA samakita adhikAramAM lakhyuM che keH~~ "nAsti nisso na haryAM sna>> moADamA na nivrutaH / taDuvAyazra netyAhumidhyAtvasya vAni ghaT wate AtmA nathI, nitya nathI, kartA nathI, bheAktA nathI, mukti nathI, tathA tenA upAya kaI paNa nathI ema mAnavu' te mithyAtvanAM cha pado che. arthAt AtmAnAM cha padomAM zraddhA na rAkhavI te mithyAtva che. 19 zrImadde ahI darzAvelAM mithyAtvInAM lakSaNeAmAM A dhye padanA samAveza karyA nathI. paNu mukhyatve chaThThA padane " mAkSanA upAya " vizenI atavratAnA -- matAthI nAM lakSaNA batAvavAmAM upayoga karyAM che. 24 thI 33 sudhInA doharAe zrImadde matAthInAM lakSaNa batAvavA racyA che. temAM meAkSamAga nA upAya caiAjanAM ceAjatAM je leAkeA kriyAjaDa ke zuSka jJAnI banI jAya che tenAM lakSaNA khatAvyAM che, cAthA-pAMcamA doharAmAM kriyAjaDa ane zuSkajJAnInuM je svarUpa sakSepamAM batAvyuM che tenA ahIM theADA vistAra che. 24 thI 28 sudhInA pAMca doharAmAM kriyAjajJanAM lakSaNo ane 29 thI 31 sudhInA 3 doharAmAM zuSkanAnImAM lakSaNa ApyA pachI kara mA doharA sAmAnya kathananA che. temAM matA thI jIva chUTe e arthe matAthInAM lakSaNo jaNAvyAM, ane have pachI AtmA vadhe te arthe AtmAthInAM lakSaNA kahu chuM, ema kartAe jaNAvyuM che. ---- zrImate darzAvelAM matAthI nAM lakSaNA 1. jene mAtra bAhyathI ja tyAga dekhAya che, paNa AtmajJAna nathI, ane a'tara'ga tyAga nathI tevA gurune matAthI sadguru mAne che, athavA teA peAtAnA kuLadhama thI je guru prAsa hAya tene ja sAcA guru mAnI tenAmAM mamatva rAkhe che, ane tenAmAM sadgurunAM lakSaNa che ke hi te vize te vicAratA nathI. 37. adhyAtmasAra ", samakti adhikAra, leAka 60, pR. 202. 86

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270 zrImada jIvanesiddhi 2. je jinanA dahAdinuM varNana che, samavasaraNAdi jinanA atizayenuM varNana che tene ja matAthI jIva jinanuM sAcuM svarUpa mAnI le che, ane jinanA paramArtha heturUpa aMtaraMgasvarUpane jANavA ke samajavA vize matAthI prayatna karatuM nathI. ahIM zrImadde zuddha AtmasvarUpane oLakhavA upara bhAra mUkyo che. 3. AvA matAthI jIvane kayAreka sadagurune yAMga thaI jAya te paNa te tenA upadezathI taddana UlaTI rIte cAle che, ane te kharekhara daDha mumukSu che ema mAnI, pote mAnelA gurumAM matAgrahathI mamatvapaNuM daDha karI asagnane saruM mAne che. 4. deva, naraka Adi caturgatinA bhAMgAnuM varNana keI vizeSa paramArtha hetuthI karela che te samajyA vinA, te varNanane ja matAthI zrutajJAna mAne che, ane pote dhAraNa pharela mata tathA vezanA AgrahathI ja mukti mAne che. 5. potAne UThatI vRttinuM svarUpa kevuM che te samajyA vinA bAhyapane ja grahaNa karI matAtha pitAne "vratadhArI " gaNAve che, ane kavacit sAce upadeza sAMbhaLavA maLe te paNa leke taraphathI maLatAM mAna ane satkArAdinA lAbhathI te upadeza matAthI jIva grahaNa karatA nathI. 6. A badhuM na hoya te kaI vakhata phakta nizcayanayanA pustaka vAMcavAmAM kyAthI te svIkArI, vairAgya, vinaya Adi sAcA vyavahAradharmano te lepa kare che ane pariNAme te graMthonuM sAruM pariNamana thavuM joIe te tene thatuM nathI. vaLI, te zuSkajJAnane ja sarvasva mAnI, sAdhanarahita dazAmAM e : matAthI jaiva pravarte che. zukazAnInuM A lakSaNa batAvato eka leka " adhyAtmasAra"mAM paNa maLe che. * nizcaya gaDha gravAra saMnaH.. vighaNAM chamAva svArthapAtrorAnAta 38 A zlokamAM batAvyuM che te pramANe jeone svArtha mAtranAM ja upadezathI nizcaya ISTa che, ane brAhmaNone nahi bolavA lAyaka mleccha bhASAnI jema vyavahAra saMgata che eTale anAdara karavA lAyaka che, tene vyavahAranuM ullaMdhana karanAra mithyAtva hoya che. Ama zrI yazovijayajIe "adhyAtmasAramAM kahyuM che te pramANe zrImade paNa nizcaya ane vyavahAranuM sAthe hovApaNuM matArtha kADhavA mATe jaNAvyuM che. AvAM lakSaNavALe je matAthI jIva hoya te jJAnadazA pAmI zakatA nathI, ane te pAmavA mATenuM sAdhana paNa tenI pAse hotuM nathI; tethI tenA saMgamAM paNa je jIva Ave te bhavasamudramAM DUbe che. vaLI, te potAnA kuLanA mane, potAnA jJAnano vagereno matAgrahI banI potAnI adhikArarahitadazAne lIdhe AtmAthe pAmI zakato nathI, te potAne abhiprAya zrImade 30-31 e be doharAmAM vyakta karyo che, ane rUramAM deharAmAM matAthI jIvanAM bAhya lakSaNe prati lakSa daryuM che ke : 38. "adhyAtmasAra, samakita adhiMkAra, leke 63, pR. 2 haiM.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 27 nahi kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahi : aMtara vairAgya, saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matAtha durbhAgya." 32 matAthI jIvane kSedha, mAna, mAyA, lobhAdi kaSAye pAtaLAM paDyAM nathI. hatAM. tenA aMtaramAM saMsAra tarapha vairAgya nathI hotA, AtmAnA guNa grahaNa karavA jeTaluM saraLapaNuM tenAmAM nathI hotuM. vaLI, satyAsatyanI parakha karavA joItI niSpakSa dRSTino paNa tenAmAM abhAva hovAthI te janma, jarA, maraNAdinAM duHkhane dUra karavA mATe mArga na pAmI zake te durbhAgI hoya che. A badhAM lakSaNo AtmArthI thI viruddha prakAranAM che. . Ama zrImade ahIM "mekSane upAya che" te padanI sArthakatA vicAratI vakhate jIvamAM je je prakAranAM mithyAtva pravarte che tene nirdeza karyo che. temanI daSTie sadagurune oLakhI na zake, tenI AjJAe cAlI na zake ane pitAnA svachaMdane paDyA kare te mithyAtvanuM mahattvanuM lakSaNa che. A lakSaNa temaNe potAne lAdhelA anubhavamAMthI tAravIne ApelAM jaNAya che, kAraNa ke A lakSaNo kaI paNa saMpradAyane aMdhazraddhAthI anusaratI vyaktimAM jovA maLatAM hovA chatAM AvI vyavasthita rIte nirUpAyelAM jovA nathI maLatAM. zrImade Apela matAthI jIvanAM lakSaNa vize paMDita sukhalAlajIe gya ja lakhyuM che ke - AvA mAthanAM aneka lakSaNe temaNe Ta, jarA vistArathI, darzAvyAM che je taddana anubhavasiddha che, ane game te paMthamAM maLI Ave che. A sthaLe eka-be vizeSatA tarapha dhyAna kheMcavuM ISTa che. prasiddha AcArya samaMtabha A "AsamImAMsAnI bALamanamocana Adi kArikAomAM bAhya vibhUtiomAM vItarAgapada jovAnI sAva nA pADI che. zrImadda paNa e ja vastu sUcave che. yogazAstranA vibhUtipAdamAM, bauddhagraMthomAM ane jena paraMparAmAMya vibhUti, abhijJA-camatkAra ke siddhi ane buddhimAM na phasAvAnI vAta kahI che te sahajapaNe ja zrI rAjacaMdranA dhyAnamAM che. temaNe e joyeluM ke jIvanI gati-agati, sagati-kagatinA prakArekamabhadanA bhAMgA vagere : una akArI, karmabhedanA bhAMgA vagere zAkamAM varNita viSayamAM ja zAstrarasiyAe. racyApacyA rahe che ane paTapAthI zAstramAM vaDita viSa AgaLa vadhatA nathI. tema uddeza temaNe sUcavyuM che. ke zAstranA e varNane enuM aMtima tAtparya nathI, ane aMtima tAtparya pAmyA vinA zAstrono pATha kevaLa matArthitA peze che. zrImad rAjacaMdranuM A kathana jeTaluM anubhavamUlaka che teTaluM ja badhI ja paraMparAone ekasarakhe bhAga paDe che39 matAthI jIvanA lakSaNu batAvavAne zrImaddana hetu " AtmasiMddhano vAcaka pAsAmAM tevuM kaI dUSaNa che te tenAthI dUra thavA prayatna kare che, te vize temaNe 33mI gAthAmAM lakSaNa kahyA matAthAnA matAthe jAvA kAja; have kahuM AmAthInAM, Amaartha sukhasAja." 33 39. " Atmasiddhi AtmapaniSada ", "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, _ 33.

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22 zrImALI jIvanasiddhi Ama matAthInAM lakSaNo dvArA zrImadde, zrI bhAgIlAla zeThanA zabdomAM kahIe te H-- "je vastu pAmavA ceAgya che te jinanu pratiSThita aMtaraga svarUpa che ane tenI prazasA che, A vAta dRSTisanmukha na rAkhavI tene matA gaNyA che. 40 AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNA matA dUra karavA mATe zrImadde matAthInAM lakSaNo jaNAvyAM. paraMtu mAtra mA` javAthI AtmA AvI jatA nathI. te meLavavA jIvamAM kevAM lakSaNo hAvAM Avazyaka che, te zrImadde 34 thI 41 sudhInA 8 doharAmAM batAvyuM che. te lakSaNo nIce pramANe cheH~~~ 1. AtmAthI jIva, jene AtmajJAna hoya tene ja sadguru jANe che, ane AtmajJAna na hoya tevA kuLagurune paNa te kalpita guru jANe che, AtmajJAna vinAnA guruthI bhavanAza na thAya tema te nizcayapUrvaka jANe che. 2. AtmAthI jIva peAtAne prApta thayelA sadgurunA yAgane parama upakArI jANe che, kAraNa ke zAstrAdinA vAcanamAM jyAre kaMI na samajAya tyAre te samajAvanAra saddaguru ja che ane tethI AtmAthI jIva mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNanI ekatAthI sadgurunI AjJAe pravarte che. 3. mAkSamArga traNe kALamAM eka ja hoya che, tevI dRDha zraddhA AtmAthI ne che, te vize zrImadde lakhyu che ke H~~ arthAt jenAthI paramArthanI siddhi thAya tevA bhAga bhUta, vartamAna ane jJaviSya e traNe kALamAM ekasarakheDu ja hAya che, tevI pratIti tene hoya che. " eka hAya traNa kALamAM, paramArthanA pa; prera te paramAne, te vyavahAra samata. '36 4. AtmAthI jIva traNe kALamAM mokSamArga eka ja rUpe hAya che tema svIkArI, te mArga batAvanAra sadgurunA yoga te zodhe che. ane te guru pAse mAtra AtmAnI ja IcchA rAkhe che, ane mAnapUjAdinI ke riddhinI leza paNa icchArUpa rAga AtmAthInA manamAM hotA nathI. 5. ahI' sudhI matAthI thI viruddha evA AtmAthInAM AMtarika lakSaNA tathA abhilASA varNavyA pachI, tenAM mAhya lakSaNA 38 mA doharAmAM batAvyAM che ke :~~ 4. 88 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mAkSa bhave kheda, prANI yA, tyAM AtmA " AtmAsiddhi ", zrI bhogIlAla gi. zeTha, pR. 116, abhilASa, nivAsa. 37 38.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra ra73 AtmAthI jIvane krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi kaSA zAMta thaI gayA hoya che, mekSa meLavavAnI eka ja abhilASA bAkI rahI hoya che, bhavabhramaNa vize atizaya kheda pravartate hoya che, ane pratyeka prANI pratye karuNubhAva hoya che. zAstramAM zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane AsthA e pAMca lakSaNe samakitI jIvanAM batAvAyAM che, jene zrImade ahIM varNavyAM che. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI samatinAM lakSaNa nIce pramANe batAve che - " zamasaMveganirvedAnukampAbhiH pariSkRtam / dadhatAmetadacchinna samyakatvaM sthiratAM bajat / / "41 adhyAtmasAra"nA "samakita adhikAra"nA A zlokamAM batAvyA pramANe zama, saMvega, nirveda ane anukaMpA karIne zebhita evA A Asti ane niraMtara dhAraNa karanArA bhavya jIvonuM samakita sthiratAne pAme che, nizcaLa thAya che. A ja lakSaNe zrImad uparanA doharAmAM saraLa bhASAmAM batAvyAM che. zama eTale samabhAva. rAgadveSanAM pariNAma na thatAM samabhAva rahe te sama, ane te ja kaSAyanI upazAMtatA. saMvega eTale mokSa meLavavAnI IcchA, arthAt "mokSa abhilASa." nirveda eTale saMsAra duHkhamaya lAgavAthI Avate vairAgya, ane te ja bhAve kheda. anukaMpA eTale pratyeka prANI taraphano dayAbhAva. arthAt "prANAyA." A cAra lakSaNe te zrImade uparanA doharAmAM ekasAthe ApI dIdhAM che. pAMcamA lakSaNa "AsthA" vize zarUAtanA traNacAra deharA racyA che. AsthA eTale AtmAnA astitva AdimAM zraddhA tathA mokSamArgamAM niHzaMkatA, je zrImad "mokSamArganI ekatAnA nizcaya" rUpe varNavela che. Ama AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNe batAvavAnI sAthe zrImadda zAstramAM batAvelA samakitInAM lakSaNe paNa khUbIpUrvaka batAvI dIdhAM che. Ama zrImanA abhiprAya mujaba te samaktiI jIva ja AtmAthI gaNI zakAya. jIvane upara jaNAvI tevI AtmArthadazA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI mokSamArganI paNa prApti thatI nathI. ane te mAga na maLe tyAM sudhI tenA AtmabrAMtirUpa anaMta duHkhanA hetuvALe aMtara roga jato nathI. paNa jevI AtmAthInI dazA prApta thaI ke tarata ja tene saddagurune baMdha saceTapaNe asara kare che. te bodha para vicAra karavAthI AtmAthI jIva potAnuM svarUpa samaje che ane potAmAM guptapaNe raheluM anaMta sukha te pragaTAve che. eTale ke suvicAraNAnA phaLarUpe AtmAthI jIva jJAna pAme che, ane aMtamAM nirvANapada eTale ke ekSapada pAme che. AtmArtha pAmavAnI phalazruti tarIke zrImade mokSapada batAvyuM che. savaLI mati thatAM jIvanI AtmArtha dazA prAraMbhAya che ane te dazA vikAsa pAmatAM jIvane mokSa thAya che. 41. "adhyAtmasAra". samakita adhikAra, loka 58, pR. 101. rUpa

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi tema kartAe 41 mA doharAmAM spaSTa kahyuM che. Ama emaNe AtmArthanuM TUMkuM chatAM mArmika svarUpa AlekhyuM che. AtmasiddhizAca"nA vAcananA adhikArI tarIke zrImade upara jaNAvelA AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNo dharAvatI vyaktine ja svIkArI che, kAraNa ke AvA AtmAthI jIvanI suvicAraNAnI puSTi mATe tathA mokSamArganI samaja ApavA mATe zrImade A graMthamAM AtmAnAM cha pada darzAvI tenI siddhi, guru-ziSyanA saMvAdarUpe, potAnI anubhavasiddha vANImAM, zAstranA AdhAre, karI che. je jIvamAM e lakSaNo na hoya te zrImadde karelI zAstrIya carcA vAMcyAthI mokSamArga mATe jarUrI evI suvicAraNuM utpanna na thAya ane tethI te jIvane mokSamArga sulabha na lAge. AtmAnAM cha padanI zAstrIya carcArUpa A gaMbhIra viSayane zrImade "AtmasiddhimAM saraLa bhASAmAM nirUpyo che, chatAM temAM eTalAM gUDha tanuM nirUpaNa teo karI zakyA che ke temanA 142 deharA vistArathI samajAvavA mATe zrI kAnajIsvAmIne pustakanAM 600 pAnAM, ke zrI bhegIlAla zeThane 4pa0 pAnAM ochAM lAgyAM che. ane e badhAe ApelI samajatI jotAM khyAla Ave che ke zrImad A deharAmAM keTale tattva saMbhAra mUkyo che. tema chatAM A zAstranI khUbI e che ke tenuM nirUpaNa eTalI saraLa bhASAmAM thayuM che ke koI paNa mumukSu temAMthI kaMI ne kaMI te jarUra meLave. dayArAmanA "rasikavallabha"ne samajavA jema bhAgavata saMpradAyanA graMthane abhyAsa jarUrI che, akhAbhagatanuM "akhegItA " samajavA jema vedAMtanuM jJAna Avazyaka che, tema AtmasiddhizAstrano viSaya tarka pradhAna, dArzanika ane jana sAMpradAyika hovAne lIdhe tenuM gaurava mANavA jenA paribhASAnI ane jana tattvajJAnanI thoDI samajaNa hovI agatyanI che. zrI bhegIlAla zeThe lakhyuM che ke - emAM darzanane sAra che, AdhyAtmika jIvananuM parama utkRSTa rahasya che, Atmadharmane agamya marma che. matAgrahane temAM sthAna nathI, saMpradAyanI temAM gaMdha nathI, virodhane avakAza nathI. satya samajavAnI jene jijJAsA che, sAcA svAdhIna akhaMDa sukhane je abhilASI che ane Atmika zAMtinI jene apekSA che tene A zAstra parama hitakArI thaze temAM saMdeha nathI."42 AvuM uttama zAstra vAMcavA tathA samajavA mATe zrImade mAtra cAra ja vyaktine adhikArI zA mATe gaNI hatI te A uparathI samajAze. A adhikAra batAvyA pachI zrImada mukhya viSaya upara Ave che. AmAnAM cha pada Atmasiddhi mAM zrImad AtmAnAM cha pada A pramANe darzAvyAM che - 42. "AtmasiddhizAstra', bhogIlAla zeTha, prastAvanA, pR. 5,

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235 5. AtmasiddhiyA AtmA che, te nitya che, che kartA nija karma che bhaktA, vaLI mekSa che, makSa upAya sudharma."83 zrI siddhasena divAkaranA "sammatita prakaraNa"mAM, haribhadrAcAryanA "zAstravArtAsamuccaya" mAM upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajInA "adhyAtmasAra" Adi zAstragraMthomAM AtmAnAM A cha pada darzAvavAmAM AvyAM che. "sammatitarka prakaraNa" mAM tRtIya khaMDanA 54, 55 e be kalAkamAM zrI siddhasena divAkare AtmA vize nAstitva Adi cha pakSenuM mithyApaNuM ane astitva Adi che pakSenuM samyaphapaNuM nIce pramANe batAvyuM che - "NAsthi Na NiccI Na kuNai kayaNa veei jatthi NiyANa / tthi ya mokkhovAo cha mmicchattarasa ThANAI // " " asthi aviNAsadhammI karei vaei asthi NivANa / / asthi ya mokkhovAo , ssammattassa ThANAi' // " zrI siddhasena divAkaranA ahIM jaNAvyA pramANe, AtmA nathI, te nitya nathI, te kaMI karato nathI, te karela karma vadata nathI, tene nirvANa nathI ane mokSane upAya nathI -- e cha mate mithyAjJAnanAM sthAnako che. AtmA che, te avinAzI che, te kare che, te veda che, tene nirvANu che ane mokSane upAya che - e che mato samakitanAM sthAnake che. sammatita prakaraNamAM A padone vistArathI samajAvelAM nathI. mAtra upara joyuM tema astinApatinuM nirUpaNa temAM kareluM che. zrImade A chae padane tarka tathA anubhavathI siddha karIne samajAvyAM che. - zrI yazovijayajIe temanA "adhyAtmasAra "nA samakita adhikAramAM AtmA nathI, e Adi nAstitva sUcaka cha padone mithyAtvanAM sAdhana gaNAvatAM lakhyuM che ke - " nAsti nityo na kartA ca na bhoktAtmA ca nivRtaH / / tadugAyazca netyAhurmithyAtvasya padAni paT // "43 AtmA nathI, nitya nathI, kartA nathI, bhaktA nathI, mukta nathI, ane teno upAya nathI - e cha mithyAtvanAM sthAnako che ema zrI yazovijayajIe ahIM jaNAvyuM che. temaNe e cha padanuM astitva batAvato glAka ra nathI, paNa te chatye padane siddha karatA zloka temaNe "samakti adhikAra" ane "AtmajJAna adhikAra mAM racyA che, jemAMnA keTalAkanI chAyA "Atmasiddhi"mAM paNa jovA maLe che. zrImade pitAnA sAhityamAM A cha padanA ullekha sau prathama vi. saM. 1946 nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM dharmecchaka bhAI khImajIne lakhelA eka patramAM karyo che : 43. "adhyAtmasAra', samakita adhikAra, kaloka 60, pR. 22.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi AtmA che. te baMdhAyo che. te karmano kartA che. te karmano bhoktA che. mokSane upAya che. AtmA sAdhI zake che. A je cha mahA pravacane tenuM niraMtara zodhana karaje.44 pitAne jaNAtAM A cha padanA niHzaMkatva vize zrImade pitAnI hastadhamAM paNa noMdhyuM che ke -- "jIvanA astitvapaNAne te kaI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahi thAya. jIvanA nityapaNane, trikALa hovApaNAnA koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahi thAya. jIvanA caitanyapaNAne, trikALa hovApaNAno koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahi thAya. tene kaI paNa prakAre baMdha dazA vate che e vAtane kaI paNa kALa saMzaya prApta nahi thAya. te baMdhanI nivRtti kaI paNa prakAre niHsaMzaya ghaTe che, e vAtane koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahi thAya. mokSapada che e vAtane kaI paNa kALe saMzaya nahi thAya."45 A badhI jagyAe zrImade AmA vizenI zraddhA vyakta karI hatI. tyAra pachI paNa vi. saM. 1950nA phAgaNa mAsamAM A chaye padane saMkSepamAM samajAvatA eka patra zrImade zrI lallujI mahArAjane lakhyuM hatuM. te patra "Atmasiddhi"nA pUrvarUpa jevo che. te joIe - "ananya zaraNanA ApanAra evA zrI sadaguru devane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra, zuddha AtmasvarUpane pAmyA che evA jJAnI puruSoe nIca kahyAM che te cha padane samyaphadarzananAM nivAsanAM sarvotkRSTa sthAnaka kahyAM che - prathama pada AtmA che. jema ghaTapaTAdi padArtho che, tema AtmA paNa che. amuka guNa hovAne lIdhe jema ghaTapaTAdi hovAnuM pramANa che, tema svayaprakAzaka evI caitanya sattAne pratyakSa guNa jene vize che evA AtmA havAnuM pramANa che." bIju pada: AtmA nitya che. ghaTapaTa Adi padArtho amuka kALavatI che. AtmA trikALavatI che. ghaTapaTa Adi saMge karI padArtha che. AtmA svabhAve karIne padArtha che, kema ke tenI utpatti mATe kaI paNa saMyoge anubhavayogya thatA nathI. keI paNa saMyegI dravyathI cetanasattA pragaTa thavA yogya nathI. mATe anutpanna che. asaMgI hovAthI avinAzI che, kema ke jenI keI saMyogathI utpatti na hoya, tene keIne vize laya paNa hoya nahi." trIju padaH AtmA kartA che. sarva padArtha artha kiyAsaMpanna che. kaMI ne kaMI pariNAma kiyA sahita ja sarva padArtha jovAmAM Ave che. AtmA paNa kriyA saMpanna che. kiyAsaMpanna che mATe kartA che. te kartApaNuM trividha zrI jine vivecyuM che, paramArthathI 44. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 223. 5. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 790.

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5. siddhizAsa 277 svabhAva paritie nijasvarUpanA kartA che. anupacirata anubhavamAM AvavA yeAgya, vizeSa sa...badhahita vyavahArathI te AtmA dravyakama nA kartA che. upacArathI ghara, nagara AdinA kartA che. '' "ceAthuM padma: AtmA bheAktA che. je je kaI kriyA che te sarva saphaLa che, niraka nathI. je kaI paNa karavAmAM Ave tenu phaLa bhAgavavAmAM Ave evA pratyakSa anubhava che. viSa khAdhAthI viSanuM phaLa, sAkara khAvAthI sAkaranuM phaLa, agnisparzIthI te agnipanuM phaLa, himane sparza karavAthI himasparzatu phaLa jema thayA vinA rahetuM nathI, tema kAyAdi ke akaSAyAdi je kaI paNa pariNAme AtmA pravate tenuM phaLa paNa thavA yeAgya ja che, ane te thAya che. te kriyAnA AtmA kartA heAvAthI bhAktA che. " " pAMcamuM pada : mekSapada che. je anupacaSTita vyavahArathI jIvane kanuM kartApaNu nirUpaNa karyuM", kartApaNuM hAvAthI bhaktApaNuM nirUpaNa karyuM, te karmAnu TaLavApaNuM paNa che, kema ke pratyakSa kaSAyAdinu tIvrapaNuM hAya, paNa tenA anabhyAsathI, tenA aparicayathI, tene upazama karavAthI, tenu madrupaNu dekhAya che, te kSINu thavA yAgya dekhAya che. kSINa thaI zake che. te te aMdhabhAva kSINa thaI zakavA yAgya hAvAthI tethI rahita evA je zuddha AtmasvabhAva te rUpa " mAkSapada " che. '' 29 << chaMduM pada te meAkSanA upAya che. je kadI kabaMdha mAtra thayA kare ema ja hAya teA tenI nivRtti koI kALe sabhave nahi, paNa ka baMdhathI viparIta svabhAvavALAM evAM jJAna, darzana, samAdhi, vairAgya, bhaktyAdi sAdhana pratyakSa che; je sAdhananA maLe karma baMdha zithila thAya che, upazama pAme che, kSINa thAya che, mATe te jJAna, darzana, sayamAdi mAkSapadanA upAya che." " zrI jJAnIpuruSoe samyakdarzananAM mukhya nivAsabhUta kahyAM evAM A ThaM pada atre saMkSepamAM jaNAvyAM che. '46 66 ahIM varNavelAM AtmA vizenAM A cha padmanA vistAra zrImadre Atmasiddhi "mAM karyAM che. ane te ye pada guruziSyanA saMvAdarUpe zrImad rajU karela che. pratyeka pada vize ziSya potAnI za`kA vinItabhAve rajU kare che, ane guru tenA samAdhAnakAraka uttara Ape che, evI ceAjanA zrImad 43 thI 127 sudhInA doharAmAM karI che. A cha pada vize zrI kAnajIsvAmI kahe che ke -- " A nyAyamAM tattvanA jijJAsune badhI mUjhavaNu TaLI jAya tevu' che, saralapaNe nyAyathI gujarAtI bhASAmAM AvI rIte bIje kAMya kathana nathI, zrImad rAjacaMdre adhA virodha TALIne AtmAne spaSTa batAvyA che. 47 4. * zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 394. . 47 " Atmasiddhi " paranAM pravacana, pR. 250.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A pada vize zrImade 44 mI gAthAmAM lakhyuM che ke - SaTrasthAnaka saMkSepamAM, darzana paNa teha samajAvA paramArthane, kahyAM jJAnIe eha." 44 A deharAmAM jaNAvyA mujaba, je cha pada saMkSepamAM zrImade jaNAvyAM che, te ja chaye darzanane sAra che, ane e cha padane jJAnIoe paramArtha mArgane sAra samajavA mATe kahela che.. game te darzana, game te zAstra ke game te dharma A cha pada sivAya anya kaI pada vize abhiprAya bAMdhI zakyA nathI, kAraNa ke A cha padanA vistAramAM badhuM samAI jAya che. asaMkhya zAstraracanA -nyAyazAstro, tarkazAstro, adhyAtmazAstro vagerenI mAtmazAstro vagerenI racanA - A cha padanI siddhi arthe thaI che. evo kartAno abhiprAya ApaNane A gAthAmAM jovA maLe che. prathama pada : AtmA che. AtmAnuM astitva svIkAravuM te mokSamArganuM sauthI paheluM pagathiyuM che. AtmA hoya te ja ene mukta karavAnI vAta thAya, e daSTie AtmAnuM astitva jANavuM te sauthI agatyanuM che. A pada mATe zrImad 45 thI 50 sudhInA 14 dAharAnI racanA karI che. temAM pahelA cAra doharAmAM ziSya potAnA guru pAse vinayabhAve AtmAnA hAvArUpa prathama pada vize, samAdhAnAthe, pitAne thayelI zaMkA rajU kare che. ahIM ziSyane potAnA guru mATe khUba mAna che. vaLI tene zraddhA paNa che ke guru potAne sAce ja mArga batAvaze, tethI te khUba namratApUrvaka, pitAnA AtmAmAM rahyA karatI prathama pada vizenI zaMkA nIcenI dalIlo dvArA rajU kare che - 1. AtmA pratyakSa jovAmAM Avato nathI. vaLI tenuM koI jAtanuM rUpa paNa jaNAtuM nathI, tema AtmA hovApaNuMno bIjo koI sparzAdi anubhava paNa thato nathI, tethI AtmA nathI, ema lAge che. 2. athavA je AtmA hoya te te deharUpe ja che, athavA zvAsocchavAsa cAle che te Indriye e ja AtmA che, e sivAyanuM AtmA hovAnuM bIjuM kaMI cihna jaNAtuM nathI, tethI AtmAne dehathI bhinna mAnava te nakAmuM ja che. 3. vaLI je AtmA hoya to te ghaTapaTa Adi anya padArthonI jema jaNAve joIe, paNa te tema jaNAto nathI, mATe AtmA nathI. A pramANe pitAne thatI zaMkAo rajU karI ziSya 48 mA deharAmAM te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA gurune vInave che ke - mATe che nahi AtmA, mithyA mokSa upAya, e aMtara zaMkAta, samajAvo sadupAya." 48

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272 5. A siddhizAstra ahI zrImad cArvAkamatamAM AtmA nathI 'ema jaNAvavA je dalIleA pracalita che, tene pAtAnI vANImAM ziSyanI jijJAsArUpe mUkI che. cArvAkamatane rajU karatA nIcenA zleAka upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajIe ramyA che 66 nAstyevAsmeti cArvAkaH ahaMtAvyapadezasya pratyakSAnupalabhataH / rArInopattitaH || ,48 ahIM jaNAvyA pramANe pratyakSa dekhAtA nathI mATe AtmA che ja nahi, ane ahatAne vyapadeza tA zarI2 thaI zake che, ema cArvAka kahe che. eTale ke AtmA cakSu indriyA vaDe dekhAtA nathI, vaLI je je vastu jagatamAM che te indriyA vaDe dekhAya che, mATe je AtmA hAya te te indriya vaDe prApta thavA joIe, paNa tema thatu' nathI, mATe AtmA nathI. je kAI evI zaMkA kare ke, "huM sukhI chuM", huM duHkhI chuM" e Adi kANu ele che ? te tenuM evuM samAdhAna kare che ke aha paNAnA je vyavahAra che, te te pa`camahAbhUtanA samudAyarUpa zarIre karIne thaI zake che, mATe AtmA nathI. ema cArvAkamatavALA tathA dehAtmavAdIo kahe che.49 66 ahI" joI zakAze ke zrImadde uparanI ja dalIleA ziSyanA sukhamAM, koI paNa darzananuM nAma lIdhA vinA, jijJAsArUpe mUkI che. ane te pachI gurunA mukhe te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna Apyu che. ane e dvArA temaNe cArvAMkamatanI ayeAgyatA batAvI che. gurue ziSyanuM samAdhAna karyuM che ke :-- 1. anAdikALanAM ajJAnane lIdhe AtmAne dehanA paricaya che, arthAt dehAdhyAsa che, ane te paricayane laI ne AtmA deharUpe bhAse che. paNa kharekhara te AtmA ane deha, myAna ane talavAranI jema spaSTa judA che, kema ke te baMnenAM pragaTa lakSaNA ja judAM che. 2. AtmA dRSTithI dekhAtA nathI, tenu samAdhAna batAvyu` che ke :~~ je deza che dRSTinA, je akhAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jANe che rUpa; jIva svarUpa. AtmA e dRSTithI eTale ke AMkhathI dekhAya tema nathI, kAraNa ke te khuda AMkhanA - dRSTinA ja jonAra che. ane je dekhAya che te sanA khAdha karatAM karatAM chelle je akhAdhya svarUpa -nAza na karI zakAya tevu' svarUpa - bAkI rahe te ja AtmAnuM svarUpa che. eTale ke 48. * adhyAtmasAra ", samakita adhikAra, zloka 68. 66 4. " Atmasiddhi 'mAM ziSyanI za kArUpe zrImad judAM judAM daza nAnA abhiprAya mUkayA che, te kayA dazananA che te jaNAvavA mATe zrI yazovijayajIe racela " adhyAtmasAra "mAM Apela abhiprAyane ahIM AdhAra lIdheA che. cArvAka, bauddha, sAMkhya, vedAMta Adina evA abhiprAya " syAdvAdama jarI '', " SaDUdanasamuccaya '', siddhAMtasAra " vagere graMthamAM paNa Apela che. "" 51

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280 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi daha ane tenA pratyeka avayavane jenAra keIka jJAnadhAraka padArtha anubhavAya che te AtmA che. paNa AtmAne jenAra bIje kaI padArtha astitvamAM nathI. ke 3. ziSya evI zaMkA karI hatI ke daha AtmA na hoya te Indriya ke prANa e AtmA ho jeIe, te vize zrImadda para ane pa3 e be dAharA racyA che ke -- che Indriya pratyekane nija nija viSayanuM jJAna, pAMca IndrinA viSayanuM paNa AtmAne bhAna. " para deha na jANe tehane, jANe na Inidraya prANa; AtmAnI sattA vaDe teha pravate jANu." 53 kanidraya, cakSurindriya Adi pAMce Indriyone potapotAnA viSayanuM jJAna che, paNa te pratyekane bIjI IndriyanuM jJAna nathI, eTale ke AMkha, kAna, nAka ekabIjAnuM kAma karI zakatAM nathI. paNa A pAMce IndriyAnuM jJAna AtmAne che. tethI deha, prANa, indriya Adi AtmAne jANa thatAM nathI, paNa te badhAMne AmA jANe che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa AtmA te badhAMne dore che, preraNA Ape che. AtmAnuM A svarUpa batAvato zrI yazovijayajIne eka zloka che ke - " indriyANi parANyAhurindriyebhyaH paraM manaH / manaso'pi parA buddhiryo buddhaH paratastu sH||"50 AtmA zuM che te batAvatAM ahIM kahyuM che ke Indriyone para kahelI che. Indriye thakI mana para che, manathI paNa buddhi para che, ane je buddhi thakI paNa para che te AtmA che. Ama AtmA e "sarva avasthAne vize tyAre sadA jAya; pragaTarU5 caitanyamaya, e eMdhANa sadAya. " 54 jAgratAvasthA, svapnAvasthA, nidrAvasthA vagere avasthAmAM vartate hevA chatAM, te avasthAo jANanAra, tenAthI judo rahenAra tathA te avasthA vyatIta thaye paNa rahenAra e AtmA citanyamaya che, eTale ke jANyA karavuM evo jeno svabhAva pragaTa che, te citanyamayatAnI nizAnI tenAmAM sadAya hoya che, teno bhaMga kyAreya thatuM nathI. Ama zrImada ahIM AmAnuM spaSTa lakSaNa saraLa bhASAmAM batAvI ApyuM che. - pa. ghaTa, paTa AdinI jema AtmA paNa jaNAvo joIe, te vize guru kahe che ke, "ghaTa, paTa Adine tuM pote jANe che tethI te che tema mAne che, paNa je ghaTa paTa Adine jANanAro che tene ja tuM mAnatA nathI, ane te kevuM jJAna kahevuM?" ( 50 "adhyAtmasAra", AtmajJAna adhikAra, leka 40.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 6. deha e AtmA nathI te batAvatAM zrImad gurumukhe jaNAve che ke - parama buddhi kRza dehamAM, sthaLa deha mati a5; daha hoya je AtamA, ghaTe na Ama vika95." pa6 A duniyAmAM cAre bAju joIe to jovA maLe che ke durbaLa deha hovA chatAM tIkSaNa buddhi hoya che, ane sthULa deha hovA chatAM a85 buddhi hoya che. je deha ane AtmA eka ja hoya te to AvA vikalpa saMbhavI zake nahi, kAraNa ke te te sthaLa dehavALAne ghaNI buddhi ane kRza dehavALAne thoDI buddhi maLavI joIe. paNa tema te dekhAtuM nathI, mATe deha ane AtmA judA che. 7. e parathI kahI zakAya ke jaDa tathA cetana e baMnene svabhAva spaSTa rIte bhinna che. jaDa koI kALe jANI zakatuM nathI, ane AtmA koI kALe jANyA sivAya rahI zakate nathI, e baMnenuM spaSTa rIte juduM paDatuM lakSaNa kaI paNa kALe ekarUpa thatuM nathI. A badhI dalIlothI guru ziSyane AtmAnuM astitva ane tenI dahathI bhinnatA samajAve che. ane aMtamAM ziSyane UMDA vicAramAM garakAva karI de tevI eka AzcaryanI vAta rajU kare che ke - AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote Apa, zaMkAne karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa." 58 AtmA pote potAnI ja - zaMkAnA karanAranI ja - zaMkA kare che te amApa AzcaryanI vAta nathI lAgatI ? Ama 10 dAharAmAM zrImade "AtmAnA astitva" vizenI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna rajU karyuM che. ahIM AtmAnuM astitva anubhavamUlaka dalIlothI siddha karI zrImad jaDavAdIonI dalIlanuM khaMDana karI, AtmavAdanI rajUAta karI che. te vize paMDita sukhalAlajIe gya ja lakhyuM che ke - AtmAnuM astitva darzAvatAM zrImad rAjacaMdra dahAtmavAdInI pracalita ane bAlasulabha dalIlanuM nirasana karyuM che, te eka bAju cArvAka mAnyatAne nakaze rajU kare che. ne bIjI bAju AtmavAdanI bhUmikA rajU kare che. ema to aneka AtmasthApaka mAM cArvAka matanuM nirasana Ave che, paNa zrImad rAjacaMdranI vizeSatA mane e lAge che ke temanuM kathana zAstrIya, abhyAsamUlaka, mAtra uparacoTiyA dalIlamAMthI na janmatAM sIdhuM anubhavamAMthI AveluM che. tethI ja temanI keTalIka dalIla haiyAsarI UtarI jAya tevI che. 51 51. Atmasiddhi AtmopaniSad"AtmasiddhizAstra", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 3.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi jJAnInI vANuM adabhuta tathA camatkArika hoya che, tenA thaDe paricaya ApaNane ahIM thAya che. ahIM zrImada tattvajJAnanI eka gUDha samasyAno ukela thaDA zabdomAM, ane saraLa tema ja pratItikara bhASAmAM mUkI zakyA che, te ja temanI vANInI apUrvatA batAve che. tethI ja to pU. zrI kAnajIsvAmI kahe che ke ahIM :- "zrImade pote ja ziSyanI jijJAsAnI AbehUba racanA karI che, ane hRdayamAM ArapAra UtarI jAya tevI hRdayavedhaka bhASAmAM saMvAda racyo che.para "AtmA che" te padanI siddhi mATenAM zrImade ApelAM pramANenuM tarkabaddha rIte thayeluM saMkalana zrImadanI anubhavamUlaka daSTi batAve che. bIju pada : AtmA nitya che. AtmAnuM nityatva e AtmA vizenuM bIju pada che. AtmA e trikALavatI, avinAzI evo padArtha che tema A padamAM samajAvAyuM che. ziSya AtmAnuM astitva te, vicAra karyA pachI svIkAre che, paraMtu tene tenA nityapaNu vize khAtarI nathI, tethI tene je je mAnyatAthI AtmA anitya jaNAya che, te te guru samakSa mUkI potAnI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa karavA vInave che, ane guru paNa ziSyane sAcuM jJAna ApavA evI ja saraLatAthI AtmAnuM nityatva samajAve che. A padanI vicAraNuM mATe zrImade 12 deharAno upayoga karyo che, temAM pa9 thI 61 e traNa doharAmAM ziSya potAnI zaMkA rajU karI che, ane darathI 70 sudhInA 9 doharAmAM gurue tenuM samAdhAna karyuM che. AtmAnA hovApaNuM vize je je dalIle gurue karI, te sarva para UMDANathI vicAra karatAM tenI satyatA vize ziSyane khAtarI thaI che, te jaNAvI ziSya AtmAnI nityatA vize zaMkA rajU kare che ke - 1. AtmA che, paNa te deha sAthe utpanna thAya che, ane deha sAthe nAza pAme che tema jaNAvAthI AtmA nitya nathI evI bIjI zaMkA thAya che. 2. bIjI rIte kahIe te dareka vastu kSaNe kSaNe badalAtI jovAmAM Ave che tethI te anitya jaNAya che, te anubhavathI jotAM paNa AtmA nitya jaNAto nathI. ahI jeo AmAnuM nitya svIkAratA nathI, ane tene kSaNika mAne che tevA bauddha Adi dazano je abhiprAya che te zrImad ziSyamukhe zaMkArUpe rajU karyo che. A abhiprAya jaNavata, zrI yazovijayajIne zloka che ke - jJAnajJaLAvIrUpa niro nAmeti saurAH | mAtra mAgyAM niyatve guDa kriyA ne di / pa3 para. "AtmasiddhizAstra" paranAM pravacana, pR. 290. 53. " adhyAtmasAra ", samakita adhikAra, loka 89, pR. 219,

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5. A masiddhizAstra bauddho kahe che ke jJAnanA kSaNanI paraMparArUpa AtmA che, nitya AtmA nathI. nitya mAnavAthI krame karIne athavA akrame karIne paNa arthakriyA ghaTatI nathI. AtmAnA niyatvane nahIM svIkAratA tathA bauddhonA kSaNikavAdanI dalIlone parAsta karatA zrImad 62 thI 70 sudhInA 9 doharAmAM AtmAnuM nitya batAve che. zrImad 62 mA deharAmAM prazna kare che ke - deha mAtra saMga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI dRzya; cetananAM utpatti laya, konA anubhava vazya?" 62 daha te mizraNathI banelA che, vaLI te jaDa che, dekhAya tevo che, ane bIjAne dekhAvAno viSaya che, tethI temAM nAza ane utpatti jaNAya che; paNa cetananI evI utpatti ke laya. keInA paNa jANavAmAM AvyAM che kharAM ? te ja AtmAnuM tenAthI judApaNuM batAve che. A doharAne vistArathI samajAvatAM zrImake eka patramAM lakheluM ke - deha che te jIvane mAtra saMyoga saMbaMdhe che, paNa jIvanuM mULa svarUpa utpanna thavAnuM te kaMI kAraNa nathI. athavA daha che te mAtra saMyogathI utpanna thayelA padArtha che. vaLI te jaDa eTale koI na jANato nathI. pitAne te jANato nathI, to bIjAne te zuM jANe? vaLI, daha rUpI che, sthaLAdi svabhAvavALA che ane cakSane viSaya che. e prakAre dehanuM svarUpa che, to te cetananAM utpatti ane layane zI rIte jANe? arthAt pitAne te jANatA nathI to "mArAthI A cetana utpanna thayuM che tema zI rIte jANe? 'ane mArA chUTI javA pachI A cetana chUTI jaze arthAt nAza pAmaze" ema ja evo deha zI rIte jANe ? kema ke jANanAro padArtha te jANanAra ja rahe che, deha jANanAra thaI zakato nathI, to pachI cetananAM u5tti-layane anubhava kone vaza kahe ?" "dahana vaza to kahevAya evuM che ja nahi, kema ke te pratyakSa jaDa che, ane tenuM jaDapaNuM jANanAre e tethI bhinna bIjo padArtha paNa samajAya che." "je kadI ema kahIe ke cetananAM utpatti-laya cetana ja jANe che to te vAta bolatAM ja vina pAme che, kema ke cetananAM utpatti-laya jANanAra tarIke cetanane ja svIkAra karavo paDyo, eTale e vacana te mAtra apasiddhAMtarUpa ane kahevA mAtra thayuM, jema "mArA moDhAmAM jIbha nathI" evuM vacana keI kahe tema cetananAM utpatti-laya cetana jANe che, mATe cetana nitya nathI, ema kahIe tevuM pramANa thayuM. "pa4 Ama deha e cetananAM utpatti tathA layanuM kAraNa nathI, vaLI dahanA utpatti tathA layana jANanAra je che te dehathI judo che, have joIe, te vicAravAthI samajAya ema zrImad 63 mA doharAmAM batAvyuM che. 54. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 541.

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zrImadanI siddhi vaLI, je je saMge - mizraNa dekhAya che te te sarva anubhava svarUpa AtmA jANe che, ane te saMyoganuM svarUpa vicAratAM, koI paNa saMga e jaNAtuM nathI ke jethI AtmA utpanna thAya. tethI keAI sAgathI utpanna na thayele evo AtmA nitya che. bIjI rIte joIe to cetanamAMthI jaDanI utpatti thatI hoya ke jaDamAMthI cetananI utpatti thatI hoya evo anubhava kayAreya keIne paNa thayA hoya tema jaNAyuM nathI. tethI zrImada kahe che ke - kaI saMyogathI nahi, jenI utpatti thAya nAza na tene keImAM, tethI nitya sadAya." 66 ahIM tapUrNa dalIlathI zrImadda samajAve che ke, jenI utpatti keIsAgathI thaI na hAya, tenA nAza paNa kaiI dravyamAM na thAya, arthAt tenuM koI dravyamAM rUpAMtara paNa nathI thatuM, tethI jaNAya che ke AtmA e nitya e padArtha che. A kathananI puSTi arthe udAharaNa ApyuM che ke - " phodhAdi tAratamyatA, sarpAdikanI mAMya; pUrvajanma saMskAra te, jIva nityatA tyAMya." 67 sarSamAM jema janmathI ja phodhanuM vizeSapaNuM jovAmAM Ave che, pArevAmAM janmathI ja nihiMsakapaNuM jovAmAM Ave che, mAMkaDa AdimAM bhayasaMjJA vizeSa jovAmAM Ave che, anyamAM anya lakSaNanI vizeSatA jovAmAM Ave che, eTale ke sarva jIvamAM krodhAdinuM taratamapaNuM jovAmAM Ave che, tema thavAnuM kAraNa pUrvajanmanA saMskAra ja saMbhave che. ane pUrvabhavanI siddhithI AtmAnI nityatA siddha thAya che.55 nizcayathI joIe te Ama AtmA nitya che, chatAM bAhyathI jotAM tenuM anityapaNuM ja jaNAya che tenA khulAsArUpe zrImad lakhyuM che ke - AtmA dravya nitya che, paryAye palaTAya; bALAdi vaya traNyanuM jJAna ekane thAya." 68 AtmA vastupaNe nitya che, paNa jJAnAdi pariNAmanA palaTAvAthI tenA paryAyanuM samaye samaye palaTAvApaNuM thAya che, jema ke bAla avasthAmAM AtmA bALaka jaNAya che, yuvAnImAM te yuvAna jaNAya che, vRddhAvasthAmAM te vRddha jaNAya che. paNa te traNa avasthAmAM AtmA cetanadravyarUpe te eka ja che, te tenuM nitya che. Ama nizcaya ane vyavahArathI AtmAnA nityatva vizenI dekhAtI bhinnatAne zrImade syAdavAdazailIthI yathArtha samajAvI che. A vize zrI yazovijayajIe lakhyuM che ke - 55. A dAhare zrImad vistArathI samajAvyo che; juo "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 542.

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5. AsiddhizAsa " nRnArakAdiparyAyai bhinnairjahAti rapyutpanna nekatvamAtmadravyaM utpanna thatA ane nAza pAmatA evA bhinna bhinna manuSya, nArakI vagere paryAyeA vaDe paNa niraMtara anvayavALuM Atmadravya ekapaNAne cheDatu - tajatuM nathI, ema A zlokamAM jaNAvyu che. vinazvaraiH / savAnvayI || ''5 6 guru ziSyane samajAve che ke pratyeka kSaNanI paristhiti jANIne je kahI zake che, te pAta kSaNika nathI. kAraNa ke jo pratyeka kSaNe AtmA palaTAtA hoya tA tene pUrvanI kSaNanu kaMI yAda rahe nahi, te vize vicAra karI anubhavapUrvaka AtmAnI nityatAnA nirdhAra karavAnI bhalAmaNa guru ziSyane 69mA doharAmAM kare che. te vize zrI kAnajIsvAmI kahe che ke : -~ 66 " ahIM tA bhASA-vacananA kSaNe kSaNe thatA vyApArane jANanArA kevaLa kSaNika nathI, nitya che, ema batAvyu che. pacha A anubhavanA nirdhAra kevA che tenA nirdeza karAyA che ke ~~ " kayAre kAI vastunA, kevaLa cetana pAme nAza tA, kemAM 285 hAya na nAza; bhaLe 'tapAsa, '' 70 kAI paN vastunA kAI paNa kALe saMpUrNa nAza thatA nathI, tethI je cetana nAza pAmatuM hAya to te kemAM bhaLe che tenI zeAdha kara. zodhatAM samajAze ke cetanaphAI mAM bhaLatuM nathI, tema te nAza pAmatu nathI, mATe te nitya che. 66 Ama judI judI gaLe UtarI jAya tevI dalIlA dvArA zrImad AtmAnuM nityatva batAvyu che. ahI vyakta karelI dalIleA anya svarUpe zrImanA tathA khIjAnA sAhityamAM jovA maLe che, paNa ahIM enI vizeSatA e che ke te tarka pUrNa ane anubhavamAMthI UtarIne vyavasthita svarUpamAM goThavAyelI jovA maLe che. temaNe temAM rajU karelI dalIleAmAM AtmAnA nityatva vizenA vikAsa jovA maLe che. paDita sukhalAlajI A dalIlA vize yeAgya ja lakhe che keH---- dRSTibhede AtmA bhinna bhinna avasthA dhAraNa karavA chatAM kevI rIte sthira rahe che ane pUrvAjanmanA sa`skAra! kaI rIte kAma kare che e darzAvatAM emaNe siddhasenanA sammatitaka 'nI dalIla paNa vAparI che ke bAhya, yauvana Adi bhinna bhinna avasthAe chatAM mANasa temAM peAtAne saLaMga sUtrarUpe jue che. mAtra kSaNikatA darzAvavA temaNe kahyuM che ke jJAna tA bhinna bhinna ane kSaNika che, paraMtu e badhAM ja jJAnAnI kSaNikatAnuM je bhAna kare che, te pAte kSaNika hAya te! badhAM ja nAnAmAM pAtAnuM AtaprAtapaNuM kema jANI zake ? temanI A dalIla gabhIra che. '58 56. adhyAtmasAra ", AtmajJAna adhikAra, zlAka 23. 66 57. AtmasiddhizAstra " paranAM pravacane, pR. 310. " Atmasiddhi ', saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 34. 42.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi Ama zrImad gurumukhe AtmAnu nityatva mAnanAra jaina AdidanAnA abhiprAyane siddha karyAM che, ane AtmAnuM nityatva na svIkAranAra evA bauddha Adi dAnA abhiprAyane parAsta karyAM che. 296 trIju` pada : AtmA kartA che. AtmAnuM astitva ane nityatva ziSyane guru pAsethI samajAyuM. te pachIthI te AtmAnA trIjA pada vizenI peAtAnI zaMkA rajU kare che. tene lAge che ke AtmA e karmanA kartA nathI, tene kartA mAnavAthI keTalAka doSa AvatA tene jaNAya che. pAtAnI mAnyatA ziSya traNa doharAmAM mUke che, ane tenuM samAdhAna guru te pachInA pa doharAmAM kare che. Ama AtmAnA trIjA pada mATe 71 thI 78 sudhInA kula 8 doharAo racAyA che. AtmA kartA nathI te vize judA judA vikA batAvIne ziSya jaNAve che ke AtmA e kaneA kartA nathI. karmAMnA kartA karma che, athavA karmAM anAyAse, sahaja svabhAvathI, thayA kare che. jo ema na heAya te, eTale ke karmanA kartA AtmA che ema hAya tA, kama karavAM e jIvanA dharma che, jethI tenI kaDhI paNa nivRtti na thAya. AtmA sadAya che, ane sattvAdi guNavALI prakRti kamanA aMdha kare che. athavA teA jIvane karma karavAnI preraNA Izvara kare che, tethI IzvarecchArUpa kama haiAvAthI, jIva karmathI abaMdha che. AvA judA judA vikalpe| mUkathA pachI ziSya pAtAnI mAnyatAnA nicADa jaNAve che keH asaMga " mATe meAkSa upAyane, kAI na hetu jaNAya; karma taNuM kartApaNuM, kAM nahi, kAM nahi jAya. " 73 upara jaNAvyA pramANe AtmA karmonA kartA nathI, ane je hAya tA tenu kartApaNu kadI na jAya tevuM che, tethI meAkSanA upAya vicAravA e paNa nakAmu che. jo kadI karmathI mukti ja na thavAnI hoya teA tenAthI chUTavAnA upAya zA mATe vicArave ? athavA jo karmanu baMdhana ja na hAya te pachI chUTavAnA upAyanI zI AvazyakatA che ? Ama traNa doharAmAM zrImadde sAMkhyAdi danA, je AtmAne karmanA kartA tarIke mAnatAM nathI, tenI dalIlA nAnirdeza vinA mUkI che. te sAthe vedAMta, maiyAyika, vaizeSika, pAtaMjala vagere danA Izvarane kartA tarIke mAne che, tenI dalIleA paNa temanA nAmanirdeza vinA mUkI che. Ama saraLa bhASAmAM, je je danA AtmAne karmanA kartA tarIke nathI mAnatAM, temaNe peAtAnI mAnyatAnA samarthana mATenI karelI lIlA, zrImadde ziSyanA mukhamAM zaMkArUpe rajU karI che. AtmA kartA nathI evA vedAMtanA mata rajU karatA " adhyAtmasAra 'mAM leAka che ke :-- 61 na kartA nApi bhoktA''tmA kapilAnAM tu darzane / janyadharmAzrayo nAyaM prakRtiH vaLiminI || '59 59. " adhyAtmasAra '', samakita adhikAra, zloka 103:

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra kapilanA darzanamAM te AtmA kartA tema ja bhaktA nathI. vaLI, A AtmA mAyAnA dharmane Azraya paNa nathI. paNa je tene Azraya che, te pariNAmavALI prakRti - mAyA che. A badhAM dazanAe karelI AtmAne akartA TharAvavA vizenI dalIlonuM nirasana zrImada sadaguru mukhe kare che. temAM paNa kayAMye kaI darzananA nAmano ullekha nathI. chatAM temAM te badhAMnuM khaMDana ane jainadharmanI mAnyatAnuM maMDana saraLa bhASAmAM samAveza pAme che, te ja tenI khUbI che. ziSya rajU karelA pratyeka vikalpane eka pachI eka laI, guru, te sarvanuM samAdhAna 74 thI 78 sudhInI 5 gAthAmAM kare che. jema mAtra traNa gAthAmAM temaNe ziSyanA badhA vikapa samAvI dIdhA che, tema te badhAnuM samAdhAna karavAmAM temaNe mAtra 5 gAthA ja racI che, ane chatAM temAM kyAMye liSTatA nathI. guru prazna kare che ke - "hAya na cetana preraNA, kaNa grahe to kema ? jaDa svabhAva nahi preraNA, juo vicArI gharma." 74 karmano kartA AtmA nahi paNa karma pate ja che" enuM samAdhAna A gAthAmAM apAyuM che. cetana eTale AtmAnI preraNArUpa pravRtti, te na hoya te karmane kaNa grahaNa kare ? preraNuM ApavAne svabhAva jaDamAM nathI. te jaDa ane cetana baMnenA marma vicAratAM samajAze. eTale ke karma karavAnI preraNa ApanAra cetana che, mATe te karmano kartA che, keTalIka jagyAe A gAthAmAM "marma ne badale "dharma " zabda pAThAMtararUpe maLe che. have je cetana karma na kare to karma thatAM ja nathI. tethI sahaja svabhAvathI karma thAya che ema kahevuM paNa ghaTatuM nathI. vaLI, te kAraNe ja tene jIvane dharma kahI zakAya nahi, kAraNa ke svabhAvane nAza thAya nahi, ane AtmA na kare te karma na thAya ema satya vasta hevAthI, karma karavAno bhAva TaLI zake che te jaNAya che. tethI karmanuM na thavApAnuM havAthI, te AtmAne svAbhAvika dharma paNa kahI zakAya nahi. Ama 75 mAM deharAmAM athavA sahaja svabhAva kAM, karma jIvana dharma " e be vika95nuM samAdhAna AvI jAya che. - te pachI guru asaMgatAnI vAta para Ave che. AtmA je pahelethI asaMga ja hota, tene karmanuM karavApaNuM na hota, te AtmA tene prathamathI ja kema na bhAsata? AtmA asaMga che te vAta sAcI che, paNa te asaMgatA paramArthathI che, nizcayanayathI e asaMgatA paramArthathI che, nizcayanayathI eTale ke tenA zuddha svarUpamAM AtmA asaMga che, ane nahi ke jyAre te karmathI lepAyelI hoya tyAre paNa asaMga hoya che. svarUpanuM bhAna AvyA pachI asaMgatA Ave che. A asaMgatA samajAvavA zrImade 76 mo dehare rara che. ane te pachI IzvaranA kartutvanI mAnyatAnuM ayathArthapaNuM batAvatAM lakhyuM che ke - kartA Izvara keI nahi, Izvara zuddha svabhAva; athavA preraka te gaye, Izvara doSa prabhAva." 77

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28 | zrImAna jIvanasiddhi Izvara te zuddha svabhAvI levAthI kartA karI zakatA nathI, ane chatAM je tene kta karAvavAmAM Ave te keTalAka doSa AvI jAya che, ema ahI jaNAvyuM che. te doSa kaI rIte Ave che, te vize lakhelA lAMbA eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke : "trIje prakAra IzvarAdi kaI karma vaLagADI de tethI anAyAsa karmanuM grahaNa thAya che ema kahIe to te ghaTatuM nathI. prathama te IzvaranuM svarUpa nirdhAravuM ghaTe che, ane e prasaMga paNa vizeSa samajavA gya che; tathApi ame Izvara ke viSNu Adi, kartAne kaI rIte ravIkAra karI laIe chIe, ane te para vicAra karIe chIe - "je IzvarAdi karmanA vaLagADanAra hoya te te jIva nAmane vacce kaI padArtha rahyo nahi, kema ke preraNAdi dharme karIne tenuM astitva samajAtuM hatuM, te preraNadi to IzvarakRta karyA, athavA IzvaranA guNa TharyA, te pachI bAkI jIvanuM svarUpa zuM rahyuM ke tene jIva eTale AtmA kahIe ? eTale karma Izvaraprerita nahi, paNa AtmAnAM potAnAM ja karelAM hovA yogya che." 60 Ama ziSya karelI sarva zaMkAonuM samAdhAna karyA pachI guru karmanuM kartApaNuM syAdvAdazailIthI samajAve che ke : cetana je nija bhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva; ' vate nahi nija bhAnamAM, kartA karma prabhAva. " 78 AtmA je pitAnA zuddha citanya Adi svabhAvamAM vate to te potAnA te ja svabhAvane kartA che; ane te potAnA svabhAvamAM na vartatAM vibhAvamAM vartato hoya tyAre te karmabhAvane kartA che, A samajAvatAM zrImade eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke - paramAthe te jIva akiya che, ema vedAMtAdinuM nirUpaNa che, ane jinapravacanamAM paNa siddha eTale zuddhAtmAnuM akriyapaNuM che, ema nirUpaNa karyuM che; chatAM ame AtmAne zuddhAvasthAmAM kartA hovAthI sakriya kahyo e saMdeha atre thavA yogya che. te saMdeha A prakAre zamAvavo cegya che - zuddhAtmA paragane, parabhAvo ane vibhAvane tyAM kartA nathI, mATe akriya kahevA gya che; paNa citanyAdi svabhAvano paNa AtmA kartA nathI ema je kahIe to te pachI tenuM kaMI paNa svarUpa na rahe. zuddhAtmAne yogakiyA nahi hovAthI te akriya che, paNa svAbhAvika citanyAdi svabhAvarUpa kiyA hovAthI te sakriya che. cetanyAtmapaNuM AtmAne svAbhAvika hovAthI temAM AtmAnuM parimavuM te ekAtmapaNe ja che, ane tethI paramArthanayathI sakriya evuM vizeSaNa tyAM paNa AtmAne ApI zakAya nahi. nijasvabhAvamAM pariNamavArUpa sakriyatAthI nija svabhAvanuM kartApaNuM zuddhAtmAne che, tethI kevaLa zuddha svadharma hovAthI ekAtmapaNe pariName che, tethI akriya kahetAM paNa doSa nathI. je vicAre sakriyatA, ayitA nirUpaNa karI che, te vicAranA paramArthane grahIne sakriyatA, akriyatA kahetAM kaze doSa nathI. 1 60, "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 545. 61. ejana, pR. 547.

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29 . A masiddhizAstra karmanA kartutva-bhetRtva vize zrI yazovijayajI lakhe che ke - " tazcidAnandabhAvasya bhoktAssrmA zuddhanizcayAt / / aiuddhanizcayAtkarmakRtayoH sukhaduHkhayoH // "92 tethI karIne zuddha nizcayanayanA matathI AtmA cidAnaMda svabhAvane bhoktA che, ane azuddha nizcayanayanA matathI kame karelAM sukhaduHkhane bhaktA che. ahI jema AtmAnuM bhaktApaNuM zuddha ane azuddha nizcayanayathI batAvyuM che, tema zrImade karmanuM kartApaNuM zuddha ane azuddha nizcayanayathI 78 mA doharAmAM batAvyuM che. Ama zrImad jenA darzananI syAdvAdazailInuM maMDana karI, anya darzanonuM khaMDana koI paNa Agraha vinA karI batAvyuM che. te vize paMDita sukhalAlajI cogya lakhe che ke - nirIzvara ke sezvara sAMkhya jevI paraMparAo cetanamAM vAstavika baMdha nathI mAnatI. teo cetanane vAstavika rIte asaMga mAnI temAM karmakartApaNuM kAM te prakRtiprerita ke Izvaraprerita A pathI mAne che. e mAnyatA sAcI hoya te mokSane upAya paNa nakAme Thare. tethI zrImad A AtmAnuM karmakajhUMpaNuM apekSAbhede vAstavika che ema darzAve che. rAgadveSAdi pariNati vakhate AtmA karmano kartA che ane zuddha svarUpamAM vate tyAre karmano kartA nathI, UlaTuM ene svarUpane kartA kahI zakAya - e na mAnyatA sthApe che."6 3 cAthuM pada : AtmA bhaktA che. pote karelAM karmano bhakta AtmA che e jaNavatuM AtmAnuM A zuM pada che. ziSyane AtmA bhaktA che, te yogya lAgatuM nathI. tethI AtmAnuM bhaktApaNuM na hovAne vize te potAnI dalIlo guru samakSa traNa doharAmAM rajU kare che. ane guru 5 doharAmAM tenuM samAdhAna kare che. Ama AtmA vizenA cothA padamAM kula ATha doharA che. ziSya zaMkA kare che ke, jIvane karmane kartA kahIe to paNa bhoktA kahI zakAya tema nathI, kAraNa ke jaDa tevAM karma zuM samaje ke te phaLa devA pariNAmI thAya ? bIjI bAju Izvarane phaLadAtA gaNIe te bhaktApaNuM sAdhI zakAya, paNa ema kahevAthI to IzvaranuM IzvarapaNuM ja lupta thAya tema che. Ama phaLadAtA Izvara siddha thatuM nathI, eTale jagatanA keI niyama paNa na rahe. ane e jotAM zubha ke azubha karma bhogavavAnAM kaI sthAnaka paNa kare nahi, Ama hovAthI jIvane karmanuM kSetRtva kayAM rahyuM? 62. " adhyAtmasAra", AtmajJAna adhikAra, leka 7, pR. 372. 63. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 35. 37

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290 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi ahI` 79 thI 81 sudhInA 3 doharAmAM zrImadde ziSya dvArA sAMkhyAdi mata AtmAne akartA abheAktA mAne che, tenu nirUpaNa zaMkArUpe rajU karyuM che. A matanI zrImadde asiddhi karI che. 82 thI 86 sudhInA 5 doharA zrImadre AtmAnuM bhAtRtva batAvavA racyA che. ane e dvArA kama jALanAM keTalAMka pAsAM temaNe khullAM karyAM che. tee lakhe che H-- " bhAvakama jIvavIya nI A doharA samajAvatAM zrImadde eka patramAM lakhyu che ke H~~~ 66 jIva peAtAnA svarUpanA ajJAnathI karmanA kartA che. te ajJAna te cetanarUpa che, arthAt jIvanI peAtAnI kalpanA che, ane te kalpanAne anusarIne tenA vIya svabhAvanI sphUrti thAya che, ka rUpa puddagalanI vAne grahaNa kare che. '64 ane A samajAvavA mATe temaNe eka udAharaNa ApeluM che ke :~ nija kalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa; sphuraNA, grahaNa kare jadhUpa. "82 " jhera sudhAra samaje nahi, jIva khAya phaLa thAya; ema zubhAzubha karmanuM, bheAktApaNu jaNAya. 43 jhera ane amRta pote ema samajatAM nathI ke amane khAnArane mRtyu ke dIrghAyuSa maLe che, chatAM paNa tene grahaNa karanArane tenuM phaLa thayA vinA rahetu nathI, tema azubha ane zubha karmAM paNa pariName che, phaLa prApta thAya che. ane ema jIvanuM' bheAktApaNuM samajAya che. Ama ahIM suparicita udAharaNathI zrImadde samajAvyu` che ke, banne kama paNa yeAgya kALe svayameva vipAka Ape che. ane A kanA vipAkarUpe ja jIvane rAMka athavA nRpanI sthiti maLe che. te spaSTa karatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke H-- " eka rAMka ne eka nRpa, e Adi je bheda; kAraNa vinA na kAya te, te ja zubhAzubha veda. A vize zrI yazovijayajIe paNa zlAka racA che ke :~ t rAjaraMkAdi vaicitryamadhyAtmakRta karmajam / muduHlAyisaMvittiviroSo nAnyathA mavet // ' 65 ahI'zrI yazovijayajInA jaNAvyA pramANe, rAjA, raMka vagerenI vicitratA paNa AtmAe karelA karmAMthI utpanna thayelI che. nahIM teA sukhaduHkhAdinuM viziSTa jJAna thaI zake nahi. ane A ja vastu zrImad peAtAnI viziSTa zailImAM, uparanA doharAmAM rajU karelI jovA maLe che. 64. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 548. cc 65. adhyAtmasAra '', samakita adhikAra, zloka 81, pR. 214. " 84

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 291 jagatamAM dekhAtI bhinna bhinna paristhiti te karmanI vicitratA che, te zrImad mokSamALA"nA trIjA pATha "karmanA camatkAramAM batAvyuM che, te AtmAnuM bhoktApAnuM batAve che. e ja vastu zrImade khUba ja saMkSepamAM uparanA deharAmAM batAvI che. tethI ja zrImad kahe che ke - phaLadAtA IzvarataNI, emAM , nathI jarUra karma svabhAve pariName, thAya bhegathI dUra." 85 karmanuM bhaktApaNuM jANavAmAM Izvarane vacce lAvavAnI kazI ja jarUra nathI, te zrImade ahIM gurunA mukhe, khUba ja spaSTatAthI batAvyuM che. ane karmazAstranI sarva gahanatA temaNe khUba saMkSepamAM jaNAvI che, te jaNAvato dohare racyo che ke - te te bhAgya vizeSanAM, sthAnaka dravya svabhAva gahana vAta che ziSya A, kahI saMkSepe sAva." 86 A gahanatA kevI che te jaNAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke : A vAta ghaNI gahana che. kema ke aciMtya evuM jIvavI, aciMtya evuM pudagalasAmarthya, enA saMgavizeSathI lokamAM pariName che. teno vicAra karavA mATe ghaNe vistAra kahevA joIe. paNa atre te mukhya karIne AtmA karmano bhoktA che eTalo lakSa karAvavAnuM hovAthI sAva saMkSepe A prasaMga kahyo che."66 A jotAM khyAla AvI zakaze ke mokSamArga batAvavA jevA moTA viSayane, jene mATe asaMkhya zAstro racAyAM che, tene ati saMkSepamAM, mAtra 14ra jeTalA ja doharAmAM zrImadda sarvane samajAya tevI saraLa bhASAmAM rajU karela che. zrI brahmacArIjInA zabdomAM kahIe to ahIM zrImadde - samayasAra Adi graMthamAM naya AdinA AdhAre je vistArathI vivecana karyuM che tenA sArarUpa ane jIva bhramamAM na paDe tema TUMkAmAM jIvanA kartA, akartA Adi svabhAvanuM vizada nirUpaNa karyuM che."6 7 pAMcamuM pada : mokSa che. nitya e AtmA karma bAMdhe che ane bhogave che. paNa AtmA te karmanA baMdhanathI sarvathA chUTIne mokSapada pAmI zake che te ziSyathI mAnI zakAtuM nathI. tethI te pitAnI mAnyatAnA samarthanamAM, be deharAmAM, jaNAve che ke - 66. zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pU. pa09. 67. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI mArakagraMtha', pR. 43,

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ra92 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi jIva anata kALathI karma bhegavatA AvyA che, paNa tene hajI sudhI mokSa karyo nathI, tethI lAge che ke mekSa ja nathI. vaLI zubha karma karavAthI deva Adi gati prApta thAya che, ane azubha karma karavAthI narakAdi gati maLe che, te badhAmAM kayAMye karma rahita dazA jaNAtI nathI, mATe mokSa nathI. amekSavAdanI A lIla vize "adhyAtmasAra"mAM zrI yazovijayajIe zloka ra che ke - banArirthaka Sa NUte navarALA: | tadAnamtyAnna mekSiH syAt tadAtmAkAzayogavat / / "8 je tame jIva ane karmano saMbaMdha anAdi kaheze te AtmA ane AkAzanA saMbaMdhanI jema te jIva-karmano saMbaMdha anaMta thaze, eTale tethI paNa mokSa sAbita thaze nahi. Ama ahIM karma tathA jIvane saMbaMdha chuTI zake nahi, tema batAvyuM che. amekSavAdIonI A dalIlanuM khaMDana zrImad gurumukhe 89 thI 91 sudhInA traNa doharAmAM kare che. temAM guru ziSyane samajAve che ke zubha ane azubha karmanAM phaLane te jema jANyAM, tema te baMnenI nivRtti paNa thAya, ane te ja mokSa che. te vizeSapaNe samajAvatAM kahyuM che ke - vI kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva." 90 atyAra sudhI je kALa vItyA che te zubha ke azubha karmanA phaLarUpe che, paNa te karmono nAza thAya tyAre "mekSa svabhAva" pragaTe che. eTale ke dehAdi savegane pharIthI grahaNa karavA na paDe te rIte tene nAza karavAmAM Ave tyAre siddhasvarUpa pragaTe che, ane AtmAnaMda bhegavAya che. paMDita sukhalAlajInA zabdomAM kahIe to ahIM : mokSanuM astitva siddha karavA teo TUMkI Taca paNa samartha, eka dalIla e Ape che ke je zubhAzubha pravRttinuM phaLa karma hoya te evI pravRttimAMthI nivRtti e zuM niSphaLa? nivRtti te prayatnathI sadhAya che, eTale tenuM phaLa pravRttinA phaLathI sAva juduM ja saMbhave. te phaLa e ja mokSa.'69 judAM judAM zAstroe amekSavAdanuM nirasana karatI keTalIye dalIlo rajU karI che, paNa ahIM zrImade TUMkI Taca tathA samartha dalIla, hRdayasoMsarI UtarI jAya tevI bhASAmAM ApI che, tevuM bIje bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. pariNAme ziSyane mokSapada vize paNa zraddhA thAya che. 68. "adhyAtmasAra, samakita adhikAra, zloka 122, pR. 236. 69. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 35.

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pa. AtmasiddhizAstra 193 chaThuM pada : mokSane upAya che. pAMca padanI zraddhA thayA pachI ziSyane chaThTha pada samajavAnI tAlAvelI lAge che, tethI A pada samajavAmAM tene naDatI muzakelIo te guru samakSa rajU kare che. temAM te vartamAna jIvanamAM pravartatI paristhitine ulekha karI potAne A padanI zraddhA thavAmAM kevA kevA aMtarAya naDe che teno citAra teNe guru pAse rajU karyo che, ane vinayabhAve mArgadarzana mANyuM che. ziSya anaMtakALanAM bhegAM karelAM karmothI kaI rIte chuTAya te vize prazna karatAM "hAya kadApi mokSapada, nahi avidha upAya; karmo kALa anaMtanAM, zAthI chedyAM jAya ?" 92 ane te pachI jagatamAM pravartatA judA judA matamAM kayA mata sAce te ja na samajAtAM, te vize potAne naDatI muzkelI vize ziSya mArgadarzana mAge che ke - * athavA matadarzana ghaNAM, kahe upAya aneka; - temAM mata sAco kaye, bane na eha viveka," 93 "kaI jAtimAM mikSa che, kayA vezamAM mikSa ene nizcaya nA bane, ghaNu bheda e doSa." 94 Ama mokSa kaI rIte thAya tene upAya jANavAmAM ziSyane ghaNI muzkelI lAge che, tethI gurune jaNAve che ke A badhuM jotAM mokSano upAya maLe nahi tevuM lAge che. ane tethI te kRpA karIne samajAvavA te gurune vinavatAM kahe che ke - "pAMce uttarathI thayuM, samAdhAna savaMga; samaju' mokSa upAya te, udaya udaya saddabhAgya." 96 ziSyane mokSanA upAya jANavAnI keTalI tAlAvelI che te A doharAmAM joI zakAya che. gurue ApelA pAMce uttarathI te vizenuM sarvAgapUrNa samAdhAna ziSyane thayuM che. ane chaThThA pada vize jANavAnI tenI tAlAvelI vadhI gaI che. AthI ziSya pitAne thatI zaMkA 92 thI 96 sudhInA pa doharAmAM rajU kare che. AtmA vize judAM judAM dazana jinathI ju abhiprAya darzAve che. tethI mekSanA upAya vize paNa emano mata jude hoya te svAbhAvika che. A badhAM darzana tathA matanA gUMcavADA kevA thAya che te ziSyanI zaMkA dvArA zrImadde batAvyuM che. ane te badhAmAM sAcuM zuM, te gurue karelA samAdhAnarUpe zrImadde jaNAvyuM che. mokSano upAya samajAvavA mATe sauthI vadhu jagyA "Atmasiddhi"mAM rokAI che. te mATe 22 doharA racAyA che.

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zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi zrImade racelA "mULamArga rahasya", "paMthe paramapada bolyo " Adino nicoDa ahIM jovAmAM Ave che. ane sarva darzananA sArarUpa mekSamArga niSpakSa rIte zrImada ahIM samajAvyo che. mokSamArga batAvatAM pahelAM guru ziSyane haiyAdhAraNa Apa che ke : pAMce uttaranI thaI, AtmA vize pratIta thAze mepAyanI, sahaja pratIta e rIta." 97; ahI guru ziSyane kahe che ke jema pAMca uttarathI tane AtmA vizenI pratIti AvI tema sahaja mAtramAM mokSa-upAyanI paNa pratIti thaze. zrImada - "ahIM sahaja zabdanA prayogathI ema sUcave che ke jene AtmAnA pAMca padanI yathArtha nizcayatA AvI che tene chaThThA padanI pratIti thavI sulabha che."70 ziSya jevI jijJAsu kaI paNa vyaktine pAMca padanI zraddhA thayA pachI, chaThThA padanI zraddhA thavI sulabha che, tema jaNAvI guru mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa kare che. tenI bhUmikArUpe teo jaNAve che ke - 1. karmanA udayathI thatI avasthAne potAnI jANavI te karmabhAva che, ne te karmabhAva jIvanuM ajJAna che. potAnA svabhAvamAM rahevArUpa mekSabhAva te AtmAnuM sAcuM raheThANa che. AthI jJAnarUpI prakAzathI ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAra satvara nAza pAme che. 2. je je mAge javAthI karmabaMdha thAya te saMsArabhramaNane rasto che, ane tenAthI jenuM chedana thAya te mokSane paMtha che, eTale karmamukti karavI te sAce mArga che. A karmabaMdha thavAnAM mukhya kAraNa kayAM te jaNAvato doharo che ke - rAgadveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSane paMtha." 100 jIvana kama baMdha thavAnAM mukhya kAraNe rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna che. te traNene nAza kara te ja mokSane paMthe che. ahIM saMkSepamAM A mekSamArga batAvyo che. te pachI rAgadveSa AdithI kalezita AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa kevuM che, te vize lakhyuM che ke : "AtmA satu caitanyamaya, sabhAsa rahita, jethI kevaLa pAmIe, mokSapaMtha te rIta." 101.. AtmAnA astitvanA vicAra vakhate tenAM A lakSaNe zrImade batAvyAM hatA. ane te lakSaNavALe zuddha AtmA je rIte pamAya te mokSane paMtha che ema zrImad ahIM batAvyuM che. Ama karmathI chUTavuM te ja kSapaMtha che te zrImad gurumukhe judI judI rIte batAvyuM che. te pachInA pagathiyA rUpe zrImad karmathI chUTavAne rasto batAve che. ane te samajAvavA karmanuM svarUpa pratyakSa karAve che. ane te prakAranAM karmomAM jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya, 70. bhegIlAla gi. zeTha, "Atmasiddhi", pR. 264.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra aMtarAya, vedanIya, AyuSya, nAma ane gotra- e 8 prakAranAM karma mukhya che. te 8mAM paNa mehanIya mukhya che. tene nAza thatAM bIjAne sahelAIthI nAza karI zakAya che, tene nAza kaI rIte karI zakAya te vize temaNe lakhyuM che ke - "karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma; haNe bedha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama." 103 mehanIya karmanA be bheda cheH darzanamohanIya ane cAritramohanIya. darzanamoha AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa jANavA nathI dete, ane cAritramoha AtmAnuM sAcuM svarUpa pragaTavA nathI dete. A baMnene nAza karavA mATe che eTale ke saddaguruno upadeza, ane vItarAgatA eTale ke ucca prakArane samabhAva, e be sauthI prabaLa sAdhano che. mehanIyanA nAza mATe A baMne sAdhane keTalAM agatyanAM che tenuM nirUpaNa zrImadda racita "apUrva avasara " kAvyamAM jovA maLe che. zrImada jaNAvelA mArganA samarthanamAM kahe che ke - * karmabaMdha krodhAdithI, haNe kSamAdika teha pratyakSa anubhava sarvane, emAM zuM saMdeha ?" 104 kodhAdi kaSAya karavAthI kamano baMdha thAya che ane kSamAdi evA akaSAyI bhAva rAkhavAthI karmano nAza thAya che tevo anubhava te sarvane thAya che. te pachI te bAbatamAM sadaDa zA mATe karavo joIe ? eTale ke game te saMjogomAM kSamAda akaSAyI bhAva rAkhavAthI mehanIya karmano nAza thAya che. ane mehanIyana je raste nAza thAya te ja mokSapaMtha che. tethI te zraddhApUrvaka guru kahe che ke - choDI matadarzana taNe, Agraha tema vikalpa kahya mArga A sAdhaze, janma tehanA alpa." 105 ziSya gurune prazna karyo hato ke jagatamAM ghaNuM darzana ane mata pravarte che, temAM kayA mAge javAthI mokSamArga maLe ? tenA uttararUpe. A doharo racAye che. koI paNa mata ke darzanane ekAMte ArAdhavAthI kalyANa thatuM nathI, paNa te badhAMne matAgraha choDI karmanAza karavAno upAya ahIM kalyANa mATe batAvyA che. tenuM ArAdhana karavAthI mokSamArga maLe che. ane te pachI 106 ThThA doharAmAM vizeSamAM batAvyuM che ke A chaye padanI sAcI zraddhA thavI te ja mokSamArga che. te zraddhA pragaTe tyAre evA bhAva pavate ke jJAnIoe je kaMI kahyuM che te satya che. Ama saddagurumAM zraddhA thavI te paNa mokSamArga che. temAM chaye padanI sarvAgI zraddhA thavI jarUrI che. kAraNa ke koI paNa pada ekAMte uthApatAM mokSamAga siddha thato nathI. kaI jAti, veza AdimAM mekSa thAya che, tevA ziSyanA praznanA uttaramAM guru jaNAve che ke - "jAti vezano bheda nahi, kahyo mArga je hoya; sAdhe te mukti lahe, mArgabheda nahi keya." 107

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zrImAna jIvanasiddhi mukti meLavavA mATe jAti, veza Adi keAInI jarUra nathI; te badhAM tA kamathI prAsa thayelAM mAhya sAdhanA che. paNa AgaLa jaNAvela che tevA bhAva varte, te mAge jIva varta tA tene mukti maLe. te mATe teNe jAti, veza AdinA Agraha cheDavAnA che, cha padanI sarvAgI zraddhA karavAnI che, mAhanIya kama tathA anya karmInA nAza karavAnA che, A badhuM je mArge thAya te ja mAkSamAga. ra A meAkSamAga kone maLe te batAvatAM temaNe jijJAsunAM lakSaNA batAvyAM che keH-- 8 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mekSa abhilASa; bhave kheda, aMtara yA, te kahIe jijJAsa." 108 AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNA e ja jijJAsu jIvanAM lakSaNA che, te ahI' jaNAya che. A sarvAM lakSaNA samakita jIvanAM che. mAkSamArga pAmavA mATe samyagdarzana e sauthI agatyanuM aMga che. te prApta thAya tyAre mokSamArga sulabha bane che. te samitinA traNa prakAra zrImad batAvyA che H-- " te jijJAsu te jIvane, thAya tA pAme samaktine, 88 matadarzana Agraha tajI, te lahe zuddha sakti te, 4 varte nijasvabhAvanA, anubhava lakSa prIta; vRtti vahe nijabhAvamAM, paramArtha jemAM bheda sadguru bAdha; a'tarIAdha. " 109 "" sadgulakSa; na pakSa, 110 ahI' jaNAvelAM traNa prakAranAM samakita vize zrImadde eka patramAM lakhyuM hatu ke 66 : 1. AptapuruSanA vacananI pratItirUpa, AjJAnI apUrva rucirUpa, svacchaMda nirAdhapaNe AsapuruSanI bhaktirUpa e prathama samakita karyuM che. 2. paramAnI spaSTa anubhavAMze pratIti te samakitanA khInne prakAra che. 3. nivikalpa paramAtha anubhava te satinA trIjo prakAra kyo che. samakita. " 111 66 paheluM sakita bIjA samaktinu kAraNa che, bIju samakti trIjA samatinu kAraNa che. traNe sakti vItarAgapuruSe mAnya karyAM che. traNe samakita upAsavA cAgya che, satkAra karavA caiAgya che, bhakti karavA yogya che.71 AtmAthI jIvane sadgurune beSa thAya tyAre samati thAya che, ane te samakti uttarAttara zuddha khanatAM " paramArtha samakita "mAM palaTAya che. A samakitanI vizuddhatA vadhatAM ajJAnAdi TaLatAM jAya che, ane cAritranA uddaya thAya che. pariNAme vItarAgapada prApta thAya che. A vItarAgapada eTale - 71. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 57,

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 29 kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM akhaMDa vate jJAna; kahIe kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa." 113 ahIM potAnA svabhAvamAM akhaMDa sthiratAne kevaLajJAna jaNAvyuM che. ane te pratyeka mumukSu jIvanuM lakSa paNa che, ahIM sudhI zrImade karelI racanA vize zrI kAnajIsvAmI zrImade evI apUrva ghaTanA karI che ke temAM koI aMga bAkI na rahe, evI rIte saMkSepamAM sAcuM tava jAhera karyuM che. "72 ziSyane prazna thayo hato ke anAdikALathI jIva karma karate Avyo che, te te badhAM karmanI nivRtti kaI rIte thAya ? tenA uttaramAM guru tene jaNAve che ke - koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgRta thatAM samAya; tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya. "114 karoDa varSe cAlatuM svapna AvatuM hoya te jAgratAvasthA thatAM laya pAmI jAya che, tema anAdikALathI vibhAvamAM vartatA jIvanuM ajJAna, jJAna thatAM tarata ja nAza pAmI jAya che. A ja bhAva darzAvato " adhyAtmasAra " ne leka che ke - " yathA svapnAvabuddho'rtho vibuddhena na dRzyate / vyavahAramataH sargo jJAninA na tathekSyate // // 73 jema svapnamAM jANelo padArtha jAgyA pachI dekhAtuM nathI, tema jJAnI vaDe vyavahAra mAnelo sarga dekhAto nathI. zikhe pUchelA praznonA uttara ApyA pachI guru traNa doharAmAM mekSamArganuM svarUpa tathA zuddha AtmasvarUpa saMkSepamAM jaNAve che. tene ApaNe "AtmasiddhizAstra"nA nicoDarUpe gaNuM zakIe-- "chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahi kartA tuM karma nahi bhoktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmane marma." 115 e ja dharmathI mekSa che, tuM che mokSasvarUpa; anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svapa." 116 "zuddha buddha citanyaghana, svayoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahIe keTaluM kara vicAra te pAsa - 1 72. "Atmasiddhi" paranAM pravacano, pR. 340.' 73. "adhyAtmasAra ", AtmajJAna adhikAra, leka 28.

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298 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi anAdikALathI jIva dehamAM mArApaNuM mAnate AvyuM che, te dehAdhyAsa chUTI jAya, ane svasvarUpamAM ja ramamANa rahe te jIva karma karato nathI, tema ja bhegavato nathI, ane tene zuddha svarUpa prApta thAya che. eTale ke karmanuM kartApaNuM ke bhUtApaNuM e koI apekSAthI che. A vastu samajavI tathA AcaravI te ja dharmano marma che. ane e dharmathI ja mekSa maLe che. ATaluM jANyA pachI guru ziSyane AtmasvarUpa jaNAve che. guru kahe che ke, AtmA mokSasvarUpa eTale ke mekSanuM sukha pAmI zake tevo che. vaLI, zuddha AtmA anaMtadarzana ane anaMtajJAna sahita hoya che, je svarUpa avyAbAdha che. ane te svarUpa kevuM che te 117 mA deharAnI prathama paMktimAM jaNAvyuM che. zuddha eTale karmamalathI rahita, buddha eTale bedhasvarUpa, cita ghana eTale cetanavaMte piMDa, svayaMti eTale svaprakAzaka ane anaMtasukhanA dhAmarUpa AtmA che, tema zrImade AtmAnA mukhya tathA viziSTa guNe paNa ahIM gurumukhe batAvyA che. Ama mokSano upAya che e padanI siddhi karatI vakhate gurue mokSamArganuM svarUpa, zuddha AtmasvarUpa, samakitanA prakAra Adi anya muddAonI samajaNa paNa ziSyane ApI che, jethI tene zaMkA rahe nahi. ahIM je kaMI kahevAyuM che, samajAvAyuM che, te sarva jJAnIone sammata che tenI khAtarI ApatAM guru aMtamAM jaNAve che ke - "nizcaya sarve jJAnIne, AvI atra samAya; dharI maunatA ema kahI, sahaja samAdhimAMya." 118 jene sarva jJAnIoe svIkArela che tenuM nirUpaNa ahIM karyuM che ema jaNAvI guru potAne sahaja evI samAdhimAM sthira thayA, ane vANIyoganI apravRtti karI. A doharA dvArA zrImada ema sUcavavA mAge che ke A cha padanI siddhi dvArA je kaMI kahyuM che te sarva jJAnIone saMmata che. temanAthI viruddha eka paNa vastu ahIM AvatI nathI, eTale ke A Atmasiddhi sarvadarzananA sArarUpa che. 118mA dehare guru potAnuM vaktavya pUruM kare che. je kaMI jaNAvAyuM che te vize UMDANathI vicAra karavAnI bhalAmaNa paNa temAM karI che. gurue ApelA pratyeka uttarano ziSya UMDANathI vicAra kare che. vicAra karatAM karatAM bedhabIjanI prApti thatAM guru pratye tene apUrva ullAsa Ave che. ane te ullAsane ziSya vANImAM vyakta kare che. ziSyane bAdhabIjanI prApti gurue samajAvelAM AtmAnAM chaye padane vistArathI vicAra karatAM ziSyane potAnA yathArtha svarUpane khyAla Ave che. ane tethI tene apUrva ullAsa pragaTa thAya che; sAthe sAthe guru mATe ahobhAva paNa pragaTe che. te ullAsa tathA ahobhAva ziSya guru samakSa

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ra99 5. AsiddhizAsra pragaTa kare che. temAM gurubhaktinA Adaza zrImadde rajU karelA joI zakAya che. te mATe 119 thI 127 sudhInA 9 doharAnI racanA zrImadde karI che. sadgurunA upadezathI ajJAna TaLI jatAM peAtAnuM yathAtathya svarUpa kevuM dekhAyuM tenuM varNana karatAM ziSya kahe che ke H~~~ 66 bhAsyu nijasvarUpa te, zuddha cetanArUpa; ajara amara avinAzI ne dehAtIta svarUpa. "" 120 - zuddhatA, cetanatA, ajaratA, amaratA, avinAzIpaNuM, dehAdithI bhinnapaNuM; Adi guNAvALA AtmA pratyakSa thayA, ema ziSyanA ahIM jaNAvavAnI sAthe te AtmAnAM pahelAM e pada AtmA che, ane te nitya che, tenI ananya zraddhA paNa vyakta thAya che. ta pachInA be dAharAmAM AtmAnA trIjA tathA cAthA padanI zraddhA ziSya batAve che. temAM sva-svarUpamAM sthira hoya tyAM sudhI AtmA karmanA kartA-bhAktA nathI paNa pAtAnA zuddha cetanasvarUpanA kartA-bheAktA che, ane vibhAvamAM jAya tyAre te kaneA kartA-bhAktA ane che, e jaNAvyuM che :-- * kartA-bhAktA karmanA, vibhAva varte jyAMya; vRtti vahI nijabhAvamAM, thaye akartA tyAMya. " 121 " athavA nija pariNAma je, zuddha cetanArUpa; kartA bhAktA tehanA, nivikalpa svarUpe. " 122 Ama mAtra be ja doharAmAM zrImadde AtmAnuM kartRtva tathA bhAtRtva syAdvAdazailIthI ziSya pAse samajAvI DhIdhu che. je e padya samajAvatAM temaNe 16 doharA AgaLa racyAM hatA, tene ja sArarUpe ahI... e doharAmAM jaNAvI dIdhela che. " mokSa che " tathA " mAkSanA upAya che" e be padanI zraddhA tA ziSye . 123 mA eka ja doharAmAM jaNAvI dIdhI che. sAthe sAthe te e padanA sAra paNa samAvAyA che. jue " meAkSa kahyo nija zuddhatA, te pAme te patha; samajAvyuM. sakSepamAM, sakaLa mArga nigraMtha." 123 peAtAnuM zuddha svarUpa te meAkSa, ane je mAge te pAmI zakAya te mekSamA, ema jaNAvI pAMcamA tathA chaThThA padanI zraddhA ahI vyakta thayelI che. Ama mAtra 4 doharAmAM chaye padanI zraddhA tathA tenI samajAvaTanA sAra zrImadde samAvI dIdhAM che. ane ahI' jaNAve che ke nigraMtha prabhue jaNAvelA meAkSamAga sakSepamAM kahIe tA A ja che. eTale ke cha padanI samajaNu, zraddhA ane te anusAra AcaraNa te ja meAkSamArga che. peAtAne sAcA nigraMthamA mAM lAvanAra gurunI ziSya khUba ja vinayabhAvathI bhakti phare che. ane temAM ta gurumAhAtmya gAya che :~~

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raha zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "ahA! aho ! zrI saddaguru, karuNasiMdhu apAra; A pAmara para prabhu karyo, ahe! ahA ! upakAra." 124 "zuM prabhu caraNa kane dha, AtmAthI sau hIna te te prabhue ApiyA, vatuM caraNAdhIna." 125 "A dehAdi AjathI, varte prabhu AdhIna, dAsa dAsa huM dAsa chuM, teha prabhuno dIna." 126 A traNa dAyarAmAM ziSya gurunI mahAnatA ane potAnI pAmaratA vyakta kare che. A paNa "prabhu pratye dInatva' jevI eka khUba ja bhAvavAhI prArthanA kahI zakAya. ziSyane saddaguru mATe kevA bhAva pragaTavA joIe tene Adarza ahIM joI zakAya che. ziSyanA A bhAva vize paMDita sukhalAlajInA zabdomAM kahIe te - "emAM ziSyane moDhe ahobhAvanA uddagAro TAMkI je samarpaNabhAva varNavyo che te jema kavitvanI kaLA sUcave che, tema tAttvika siddhine parama AnaMda paNa sUcave che, je vAMcatAM mana kRNuM thaI jAya che ane e ahaMbhAvanA anubhava karavAnI Umi paNa zokI rokAtI nathI."74 ziSyane A ahebhAva zA kAraNathI Avya, gurue e ke tenA para upakAra karyo, te jaNAvate jAhare che ke - sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa myAna thakI taravAra vat , e upakAra amApa." 127 AtmAnAM cha padane samajAvIne, myAnamAMthI talavAra judI kADhI batAvIe tema AtmAne dahAdithI spaSTa judo batAvyA , amUlya kahI zakAya tevA gurune upakAra ziSya para thavAthI ziSya ullAsamAM AvI uparanAM abhAvanAM vacana uccArelAM che tema joI zakAze. Ama 127 gAthA sudhI "AtmasiddhizAstra"nuM mukhya vaktavya Ave che. temAM AtmAnAM cha padanI samajaNa apAyelI che. upasaMhAra 128 thI 14ra sudhInA 15 deharA upasaMhArarUpe racAyelA che. temAM zrImade jaNAvyuM che ke "Atmasiddhi" e chaye darzananA sArarUpa tathA nizcaya ane vyavahAra baMnenA samanvayarUpa che. tethI. ahIM jaNAvela mArga traNe kALamAM ekarUpe ja rahevAnA che. mATe te mArge javAnI bhalAmaNa karI, aMtamAM jJAnIne vaMdana karI " Atmasiddhi " pUrNa karI che. 74. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 36.

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5. AsiddhazAstra kurma Atmasiddhi "mAM kye darzananA sAra AvI jAya che, te jaNAvyA pachI gurunu mahattva batAvatAM kartAe lakhyu che ke :~~ 66 " AtmabrAMti sama rAga nahi, guruAjJA sama pathya nahi, "" 129 vaidakanuM rUpaka AjI AtmAnI sthiti ahIM samajAvAI che. jIvane meATAmAM moTA koI rAga hAya to te AtmabrAMtinA che, eTale ke pAtAnu svarUpa bhUlI javArUpa rAga e AtmAne lAgu paDela sauthI bhayaMkara rAga che. te rAganu nidAna karavA mATe sAcA vaidya te sadguru che. A saddagurunAM lakSaNe temaNe A zAsranI zarUAtamAM ja batAvyAM che, te rAga kADhavA mATe guru-AjJAe cAlavA jevA bIjo kAI uttama kheArAka nathI, ane te roganA auSadha tarIke sva-svarUpanA vicAra ane nididhyAsana uttama che. Ama vaidakazAstranA rUpaka dvArA AtmarAga TALavAnA upAya TUMkANamAM jaNAvyA che. sadguru vaidya sujANa; auSadha vicAra dhyAna. ahI' jaNAvelA AtmasrAMtirUpa rAga kADhavA mATe graMthakartA satyapuruSArtha karavAnu prAtsAhana 130mA doharAmAM Ape che. leAkeA kevAM kevAM bahAnAthI te puruSArtha mAM mAtA ANe che te temanA khyAlamAM hAvAthI, tenAthI bacavA jaNAve che keH-- * nizcaya vANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM nA'ya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM sAya. 131 Ama ahI' koI paNa saMjogomAM AtmAthI jIvane paramArtha na cUkavAnI bhalAmaNa graMthakartA kare che. mahAvIra prabhue gautamasvAmIne eka samaya mAtranA paNa pramAda na karavAnI AjJA karI hatI, te ja prakAranA upadeza ahI paNa joI zakAze. mAtra nizcayanayanI vAtA sAMbhaLI vyavahAra na tajavAnI bhalAmaNa paNa zrImadde ahIM karI chaeN. kAraNa ke nizcaya ane vyavahAra e baMne sAthe ja rahelA che, koI paNa ekane mahattva ApavAthI te lAbhanA hetu na thatAM hAnikartA thAya che. mATe ja nizcaya ane vyavahAranA samanvaya karavA para zrImad 132-33 e e doharAmAM khUba bhAra mUke che. nizcaya ane vyavahAranA samayarUpa jaNAvelA mokSamArga traNe kALamAM ekasarakhA ja hAya che tenI pratIti ApatA doharA che keH-- 66 32 AgaLa jJAnI thaI gayA, vartamAnamAM cAze hAya; kALa bhaviSyamAM, mArgabheda nahi kAya. " 134 bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyakALanA jJAnIonA mArga ekarUpe ja rahevAnA che, te ahI' jaNAvAyu che, ane A mArge javAnu' sarva jIvane mATe sulabha che kAraNa ke badhA ja siddha thaI zake che.

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302 zrImanI chatrasiddha A mArga pAmavAnAM be nimitta te sadguru-AjJA " ane " jinadazA " che te temaNe 135 mA doharAmAM batAvyu che. sadagurue upadezelI jitendriyanI dazA vicAravI tathA sadgurunI AjJAmAM rahevu tene mArga pAmavAnAM uttama sAdhana zrImad gaNAvyAM che. ahIM jina '" zabda sAMpradAyika arthamAM nahi paNa jitendriyanA arthamAM vaparAyela jaNAya che. 66 je leAkA bIjA bIjA kAraNA gaNAvI A nimittonA tyAga kare che, te lAkA kahI meAkSapada pAmI zakatA nathI. jJAna, darzana Adi upAdAna sAthe A nimittonA samanvaya, meAkSa pAmavA mATe thavA joIe, evA nizcaya zrImadde 136 mA doharAmAM batAvyA che. Ama ahIM sudhI judA judA muddAnI vicAraNA karyA pachI zrImad jJAnI ane mithyAtvInAM lakSaNA cAra doharAmAM ApyAM che, te mumukSu jIve khUba ja vicAravA yeAgya che. mumukSu vize teo kahe che satya tyAga vairAgya; ghaTa vize, eha sadAya sujAgya." 138 AtmArthInA ane mumukSunA guNeA sarakhA che. jJAnIdazA tA e che keH~~~ mAhabhAva kSaya hAya jyAM, athavA hAya prazAMta; te kahIe jJAnIdazA, bAkI kahIe bhrAMta." 139 66 66 krayA zAMti samatA kSamA, hAya mumukSu 66 sakaLa jagata te eThavat athavA svapna samAna, kahIe nAnIdazA, bAkI jJAnIdazAnA sauthI pahelA lakSaNa tarIke zrImadde ahIM " mAhakSaya ne batAvela che; ane bIjuM lakSaNa che sa`sAra taraphanI udAsInatA. A baMne lakSaNA temaNe pratItikara bhASAmAM ApyAM che. temaNe jaNAvelAM A lakSaNA evAM che ke jene kasATI tarIke svIkAravAthI mANasanI dazA kevI che tenA khyAla jhaDapathI AvI jAya. game tevI UMcI vAtA karanAra mANasa jJAnI che ke nahi te jANavA mATe tenAmAM mAha ane saMsAra pratyenI ruci kevI che te jovAthI samajI zakAya che. koI paNa vyakti kaseATI karI zake tevAM lakSaNA zrImadde ahI' vyakta karyA che. anubhavamUlaka Ama zrImadde potAnI anubhavavANImAM jJAnInI dazA batAvI che, te pachI A cha padmanI zraddhA karavAthI, ane chaThThA padamAM batAvelA mArge javAthI meAkSa prApta thAya che te vizenA peAtAnA saMdeharahita abhiprAya temaNe ApyA che. ane aMtamAM IMDu hovA chatAM paNa jenI sthiti temAM mamatvarahita che, tevA jJAnInAM caraNamAM vaMdana karIne " Atmasiddhi" temaNe pUrNa karI che. te doharA cheH vAcAjJAna." 140 daha chatAM jenI dA, varta te jJAnInAM dehAtIta; caraNamAM, hA vadana agaNita." 142

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 303 Ama aMtamAM temaNe jJAnInAM caraNamAM agaNita vaMdana karIne kRti pUrNa karI che. A jJAnI kevA che? deha hovA chatAM paNa Atmamaya sthitimAM je rahe che tevA jJAnIne vaMdana karAyAM che. ahIM zrImad "siddhAtmA "ne nahi paNa "sagI kevaLIne vaMdana karyA che, te hetupUrvaka che. "siddha"nI dazA paNa dehAtIta che. temane badale jemanI daha hovA chatAM paNuM dehAtIta sthiti che tevA jJAnIne vaMdana karyA che. pUrva karmanA yogathI deha prApta thayo che, paNa vartamAna dazAe te teo svapnamAM lIna che. AvA jJAnI, mumukSu jIvane jJAnadazA meLavavA mATe siddha karatAM paNa vizeSa upakArI che, kAraNa ke teo pratyakSa sadaguru che. ane pratyakSa saddagurunuM mahattva to temaNe AraMbhamAM ja darzAvyuM che. Ama upasaMhAramAM paNa zrImade tattvanA ghaNe bodha Apyo che. upasaMhAra vize paDita sukhalAlajI lakhe che ke - ene upasaMhAra eTalo sahajapaNe ane namrapaNe chatAM nizcita vANIthI karyo che ke te eka susaMgata zAstra banI rahe che. "75 padanane sAra "Atmasiddhi mAM zrImade AtmAnAM cha padane guruziSyanA saMvAdarUpe samajAvyAM che te ApaNe joyuM. e cha pada vize temaNe lakhyuM che ke - SaTrasthAnaka saMkSepamAM, padarzana paNa teha; samajAvA paramArthana, kahyAM jJAnIe eha." 44 "darzana SaTe samAya che, A SaTrasthAnaka mAMhI; vicAratAM vistArathI, saMzaya rahe na kAMI." 128 Ama zrImadanA abhiprAya pramANe mImAMsA, jaina, sAMkhya, yAyika, bauddha ane cArvAka e chace dazanane sAra AtmAnA A cha padamAM AvI jAya che. ane "AtmasiddhimAM te cha padanuM nirUpaNa thayuM hovAthI "Atmasiddhi" e cha darzanane sAra che tema kahI zakAya. te vize DaoN. bhagavAnadAsa mahetA lakhe che ke - che jemAM SaTadazanano sAra samAvyA che. ane jemAM zrutasamudra. mathI tattva-navanIta jamAvyuM che, evI anubhava rasagaMgA zrImanI Atmasiddhi te A avanI paranuM sAkSAt amRta che."76 75. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 29. 76. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : adhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 25.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi eTale ke A zAstranuM manana karavAmAM Ave te AtmAthI jIva uttama vastu ane uttama dharma pAmI zake tevuM tattva "Atmasiddhi"mAM che. bhAratamAM AtmA vizenI vicAraNuM hajAro varSo pahelAM zarU thayela che. aneka jJAnIoe e vize potAnA vicAro vyakta karyA che. te tenA vicArono saMgraha judI judI bhASAmAM ane judA judA graMthamAM thayelo che. AdhyAtmika dRSTie karAyelI A sAdhanAnAM pariNAmenuM nirUpaNa A graMthomAM thayeluM che. te darekane eka prayatna jovA maLe che ke pitAnA vizenuM ajJAna nivAravuM ane samyajJAna meLavavuM. sagyajJAna meLavavAnA aneka prayatno thayA, aneka mArgo zodhAyA, ane keIe kaI aMga che ke e koI aMga para bhAra mUkyo. emAMthI paMthabheda jamyA, ane te TakI daI dRSTithI poSAtAM vADA banI gayA. AthI koI eka tava para ja bhAra mUkatI paraMparAo UbhI thaI. AvA judA judA bhedavALAM mukhya cha darzana astitvamAM AvyAM. A cha darzana te bauddha, yAyika, sAMkhya, jana, mImAMsA, ane cArvAka. emAM pahelAM pAMca Astika eTale ke baMdha, mokSa, AtmA Adine svIkAranArAM darzana che; tyAre cArvAka e nAstika darzana che; e AtmAdi padArthane svIkAratuM nathI. taiyAyikanA abhiprAyane ghaNe maLato Ave evo abhiprAya vaizeSikano che. sAMkhya je yogano abhiprAya che; baMne vacce bahu ochA bheda che tethI te svataMtra darzana gaNAtAM nathI. mImAMsA darzananA pUrva ane uttara ema be vibhAga che. te baMnemAM vicArane bheda vizeSa che. paNa mImAMsA zabdathI baMnenuM oLakhANa thatuM hovAthI te baMne sAthe paNa levAya che. pUrvamImAMsAnuM "jaiminI" ane uttaramImAMsAnuM "vedAMta" evAM nAma pracalita che.. boddha darzananA mukhya cAra bheda cheH saumAMtika, mAdhyamika (zUnyavAdI), vijJAnavAdI, ane vaibhASika. jaina darzananA be mukhya bheda che: digaMbara ane tAMbara. jaina, bauddha, ane cArvAka sivAyanAM badhAM darzana vedane mukhya rAkhI pravarte che, mATe te vedAzrita darzana che. teo badhA vedArtha prakAzI potAnuM darzana sthApavAno prayatna kare che. jana ane bauddha vedAzrita nathI, paNa svataMtra darzana che. ane cArvAka te nAstika darzana che. mukhya mukhya puruSoe karelI AtmA vizenI vicAraNu A cha darzananA graMthamAM samAveza pAmI jAya che. teoe A cha pada uparAMta keI paNa padanI tavanI rIte vicAraNA karI nathI. A badhAM darzananAM zAstro A cha padanA khaMDana ke maMDana athe ja racAyAM che. alabatta, saunI samajAvavAnI zilI judI judI che, saue potapotAnA matanA samarthana mATe aneka tarko doDAvyA che, DhagalAbaMdha dalIlo mUkI che ke anubhavavANuM pragaTa karI che. paNa te badhAne sAra kADhavAmAM Ave to te cha padanI samajaNamAM ja samAI jAya che. e rIte jotAM AtmAnAM cha padamAM cha darzana samAI jAya che. "AtmasiddhimAM e cha padano vistAra karelo hovAthI tene cha darzananA sArarUpa kahI zakAya.

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5. AtmasiddhizAsra bIjI rIte jotAM paNa Atmasiddhi "mAM kye darzananA sAra che tema kahI zakAya. ye dazanAe AtmA vize je jAtanA abhiprAya uccAryAM che te sarvane samAveza tenA nAmanirdeza vinA Atmasiddhi"mAM thayelA joI zakAze.77 A cArvAkadarzana AtmAnAM astitva, nityatva, mekSa Adine na svIkAre tevu' eka ja darzana che, je cArvAkane nAme oLakhAya che. cArvAkamatavAdIe jagatamAM jeTalu dekhAya che teTaluM ja sAcuM che tema mAne che. A matanI lIlA zrImadde prathama panI zaMkA vakhate ziSyanA mukhamAM mUkI che. ziSya " AtmA nathI " evA peAtAnA vicAra rajU karatI vakhate, tenA samana mATe je lIlA kare che te dalIle cArvAka matanI che. te batAvavA mATe zrImad bhASA tA peAtAnI ja vAparI che. 66 A matanuM khaMDana karI zrImad anya pAMce mAstika danAne mAnya evuM AtmA hAvA vizenuM pramANa Ape che. te sa darzanAe karelI AtmAnA astitvane darzAvatI dalIleAnuM saMkalana tathA anubhavenuM saMkalana gurue ApelA uttaramAM zrImadre rajU karyuM che. bauddha daIna cArvAka sivAyanAM badhAM danA AtmAnA astitva Adine svIkAre che, paNa temanI mAnyatAmAM thADA thoDA bheda jovA maLe che. tenA nityatva, kartRtva, bhAkatRtva Adi vize bheda jovA maLe che. te bheda jyAM jyAM che tenA ullekha " Atmasiddhi "mAM thayele che, ane jyAM ekamata che, te samAdhAnarUpe Apela che. jaina sivAya vedAzrita na hoya tevu bauddha darzana che. teo AtmAne svIkAre che, ane AtmAne kSaNika gaNAve che. temane abhiprAye jagatkartA tarIke Izvara abhipreta nathI, AtmAne ja kartA gaNAve che. zUnyavAdI bauddhane abhiprAye AtmA vijJAna mAtra che, ane vijJAnavAdI bauddhane abhiprAye AtmA duHkhAdi tattva che. eTale ke bauddhanA abhiprAye AtmA anitya ane pariNAmI - pariNAma karavAvALo che. 39 305 77. peAtAnA kathanane puSTa karatI bauddha dananI dalIleAnA samAveza paNa " Atmasiddhi "mAM thAya che. khIjI zaMkA rajU karatI vakhate, eTale ke AtmAnu nityatva niSedhatI vakhate, ziSya " Atmasiddhi "mAM jaina, bauddha, sAMkhyayoga, naiyAyika-tyAya--vaizeSika, mImAMsA-pUrva ane uttara, ane cArvAka e chaye darzana AvI jAya che tema zrImad kahyuM che. temanA A vidhAnane prakhara rIte tapAsavA mATe tA sa darzItA AmUla abhyAsa joIe. ahI zakaca teTalI spaSTatA karavA " zrImad rAjacaMdra " praMthamAMnA AMka 711 tathA 713, zrImanI ustaneAMdha, " adhyAtmasAra ", " syAddAddamaMjarI ", zrI manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAIe lakhelA " Atmasiddhi 'te upeAAta vagerenA Azraya lIdhA che.

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306 zrImadanI jIvanaddhi je dalIlA guru samakSa mUkI che te auddhavAdInI che. tenA uttaramAM guru ziSyane samajAve che ke AtmA ekAMte anitya nathI; te apekSAe anitya che. AtmA vastupaNe, dravyapaNe nitya che ane samaye samaye jJAna Adi pariNAmanA palaTAvAthI te palaTAtA jaNAya che, te dRSTie anitya che. Ama A AtmAnu nityAnityapaNuM svIkAratAM jainAdi danAnuM maMDana ahI" karela che. bauddha darzana jagatkartA Izvarane svIkAratuM nathI. te vizenI dalIla ApaNane " Atmasiddha "mAM jovA maLe che, karmanA kartA tathA bhAktA AtmA che, te siddha karatI vakhate je dalIlA IzvaranA akartRtva tathA abhAtRtva mATe mukAI che te jagatkartA tarIke Izvarane niSedhatAM bauddha jaina Adi danAmAMthI levAyelI che. A uparAMtanA prasaMgeAmAM paNa auddha ane jainanuM maLatApaNuM hovAthI tene sAthe samAveza thayeA hoya te svAbhAvika che. Ama " Atmasiddhi "mAM bauddha darzananA abhiprAya je jagyAe jaina darzanathI judo paDe che, te jagyAe dalIle sAthe mukAyeleA joI zakAya che. e parathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke " Atmasiddhi "mAM bauddha dananA samAveza thayelA che, bhale pachI te khaMDananA rUpamAM hoya ke ma`DananA rUpamAM hAya. naiyAyika naiyAyika ane nyAya--vaizeSika e emAM bahu e ja levAya che. teNe karelA AtmA vizenA nirUpaNanA mukAyelA jovA maLe che. bheda hovAthI te sAdhAraNa rIte sAthe abhiprAya paNa " Atmasiddhi ''mAM naiyAyika AtmAne svIkAre che, tenA mata pramANe taTasthapaNe Izvara kartA che, sarvavyApaka evA asakhya jIva che, Izvara paNa savavyApaka che. teo AtmAne nityapaNe tathA sAkSIkartA eTale jJAtA TaTArUpe svIkAre che. AtmAnA astitvanuM pramANa ApatI gurunI lIlAmAM, kama nA kartA AtmA nahiM paNa Izvara che te batAvatI ziSyanI dalIleAmAM, AtmA nitya che tenuM pramANa ApatI gurunI dalIleAmAM taiyAyikanA abhiprAyane joI zakAya che. Ama taiyAyika je vastuemAM jainathI viruddha che ke jaina sAthe saMmata che te sa mATenI dalIlA saMkSepamAM " AtmasiddhizAstra "mAM mukAyelI che. sAMkhya na sAMkhyuM ane ceAga vacce bahu Ache! taphAvata haiAvAthI te sAthe levAya che. sAMkhya AtmAnA astitvane tathA anekatvane svIkAre che. tenA mate AtmA nitya, araNAmIakartA aleAktA eTale ke amadha sAkSIrUpa che. sezvara ke nirIzvara ane sAMkhya paraMparAmAM A mata abhipreta che.

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5. AsiddhizAsra zrImad AtmAnA astitva ane nityatvane svIkArI anekatva paNa " Atmasiddhi "mAM svIkAre che. ane AtmAne akartA tathA abhAktA apekSAthI svIkAre che. sAMkhya jIvane abaMdha mAnI karmAMnuM kartR paNa prakRtiprerita ke Izvaraprerita mAne che. e mAnyatA sAcI hAya tA meAkSanA upAya nakAme che. tethI zrImad apekSAe AtmAne akartA tathA abheAktA tarIke svIkAre che. jIva jyAre rAga ane dveSAdvi vibhAvamAM heAya tyAre te kamanA kartA tathA bhAktA che, paNa dehAdhyAsa chUTatAM te kartAleAktA rahetA nathI. te mATe zrImad doharA racyA che ke H-- chUTa dahAdhyAsa tA, 66 nahi kartA tuM karma, nahi bheAktA tu tehanA, e ja dharmanA marma. " 115 Izvara paNa kartA tarIke AvI zake nahi te vizenI dalIleA paNa zrImanne ahIM mUkI che. Ama joIe te sAMkhyanA AtmAnAM cha padma vizenA abhiprAya " Atmasiddhi 'mAM eka athavA bIje rUpe jovA maLe che. mImAMsA dana mImAMsAnA pUrva ane uttara ema be vibhAga che. temAM pUrvamImAMsA jeminI ' ana uttara mImAMsA "vedAMta " tarIke eLakhAya che. 307 66 vAMta AtmAne svIkAre che. tene nitya paNa mAne che, ane tenI sAthe apiraNAmI eTale ke artA-abhAktA tarIke mAne che. AtmAne sAkSIrUpe svIkAre che, ane jagakartA Izvarane mAnya kare che. pU mImAMsA AtmAne anekarUpe ane vedAMta AtmAne ekarUpe mAne che. vadAMtanI A badhI mAnyatAne puSTa karatI ke khaMDana karatI dalIleA ApaNane " Atmasiddhi 'mAM jovA maLe che. AtmAne svIkAratI dalIleA, tenA niyatvane svIkAratI dalIleA, akartA ane abheAktApaNuM apekSAe che te batAvatI dalIlA, jagatkartA tarIke Izvara na hAI zake, te vagere vize zrImadde " AtmAsiddhi"mAM nirUpaNa karyuM che. A badhuM vAMcIe tyAre vedAMtanA abhiprAya eka cA khIje rUpe temAM samAveza pAmatA jaNAya che. jaina na A badhAM darzana uparAMta ThThuM darzana te jaina. temAM anekAMtavAda che. ane te pratyeka vastune apekSAthI svIkAre che. jainamAM AtmA nitya paNa che, anitya paNa che, kartA paNa che ane akartA paNa che, bheAktA paNa che ane abheAktA paNa che, baMdha paNa che ane mekSa A badhuM ja jaina darzanamAM apekSAthI samajAvela che. paNa Bao

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zramanI jIvanasiddhi janane abhiprAye anaMta dravya AtamA che, pratyeka judA che, jJAnadazanAdi cetanarUpa, nitya ane pariNAmI, pratyeka AtmA asaMkhyAta pradeza vazarIra avagAhavatI mAnya che."78 A AtmA kaI apekSAthI kevo che tenuM nirUpaNa zrImade "AtmasiddhizAstra"mAM karela che. A syAdvAdazailIne lIdhe temAM sarva dazanono sAra samAI jAya che. ane AkhI "Atmasiddhi jaina darzana anusAra racAI che teno paricaya ThekaThekANe maLe che. zrImade batAvelA matAthI, AtmAthI, saddaguru, zuSkajJAnI, kriyAjaDa vagerenAM lakSaNo jana darzana anusAra che. vaLI, samakita, zuSkajJAnI, mithyAtva Adi zabdo paNa jenA paribhASAnA che. TUMkamAM kahIe te jaina darzanamAM batAvela mokSamArga zrImade "Atmasiddhi"mAM batAvyuM che. 8 Atmasiddhi nA saMvAdamAM zrImadda e prakAranI cejanA karI che ke, ziSya pAse jagatamAM pracalita hovA chatAM asaMmata thAya tevI dalIla rajU karAvI che, ane e agya lAgatA tenA vikalpe paNa jaNAvAyA che. ziSya e badhA rajU karI, te vize guru pAse mArgadarzana paNa mAge che. Ama AmAnAM cha padanuM nAstitva svIkAratA matonuM nirUpaNa ziSya dvArA thayeluM che. ziSya rajU karelA mate vizenI yogya vicAraNuM guru tenA uttaramAM samAdhAnarUpe Ape che. te samAdhAnamAM ziSyanI dalIlo kaI rIte agya che te guru samajAve che. eTale ke AtmAnA astitvAdi cha padanuM nirUpaNa guru e karela samAdhAnamAM Ave che. Ama ziSya ane gurunA saMvAdathI jagatamAM pravartatAM chaye darzanano sAra AvI jAya che, eTaluM ja nahi, syAdvAdazailIne lIdhe jana darzananI uttamatA paNa batAvAI jAya che. ziSya karelI zaMkAnA samAdhAnamAM guru jena dazanano abhiprAya rajU kare che. eTale jana e anekAMta darzana hovAthI koI apekSAe anya dazanAe jaNAvelA abhiprAyane svIkArI, bIjI apekSAe teno niSedha kare che. AvAM sthaLoe je vastu Atmazreya mATe gya lAgI te ja vastu zrImade jaNAvI che. koI paNa darzananuM nAma mUkyA vinA pitAne abhiprAya temaNe vyakta karelo jaNAya che. temanA A niSpakSapAtapaNA vize zrI manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI yogya ja lakhe che ke - zrImAna AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja, paramatakhaMDana ane svamatamaMDananI paddhatithI eTalA mATe dUra rahyA che ke, je matanuM khaMDana karavAmAM Ave che te matanA anucAvIo satya svIkAravAne badale UlaTA vimukha thAya che, tema zrImAna rAjacaMdra A AtmasiddhizAstramAM A vAdavivAdanAM sthaLoe paNa evI sUkSama kALajI rAkhI che ke, kaI paNa matanuM eka akSara paNa pratyakSa khaMDana na karatAM, je abhiprAye pote 78. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. para1.

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2. AtmasiddhizAstra pratipAdana karavAmAM Atmazreya mAnyuM che, te abhiprAye saralatApUrvaka ane vastapaNe jaNAvavA. zrImAna haribhadrasUrie potAnA darzana samuccaya" nAmaka graMthamAM judAM judAM cha dazananuM svarUpa batAvatAM jema pratyeka darzananA pratinidhi tarIke niSpakSapAta buddhi rAkhI che, tema zrImAna rAjacaMdra paNa pratyeka dharmamatanuM svarUpa batAvatAM tenA pratinidhi tarIke kAma lIdhu che. vizeSamAM teoe vartamAna samayane anukaLa gaNAya evI eka zailI rAkhI che ke, kaye abhiprAya kayA dharmanA che ema agapyapaNe batAvyuM nathI, kema ke cokkasa matane phalANe mata che ane te agya che ema batAvavAmAM Ave, to te matanA anuyAyIne, graMthakArane potAnA abhiprAya para Agraha che ema lAgI Ave, tethI tene svIkAra karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI; eTaluM ja nahi paNa tene graMthakAra pakSapAtI lAge che. AvuM na thAya te mATe graMthakAre atizaya kALajI rAkhI che. judAM judAM darzananA abhiprAya A cha padamAM AvyA che, paNa te vAMcatAM vicAratAM koIne na lAge ke graMthakArane cokkasa abhiprAya pratye abhAva che. dAkhalA tarIke jyAre AtmA nitya nathI evA vicAranA pratinidhi tarIke dAvo rajU karyo che tyAre keIna paNa kiMcit mAtra evI asara na thAya ke, temAM eka vakIla tarIke kaI paNa prakAranI nyUnatA rAkhI che. A rIte jyAre tenA niSedhakartA vakIla tarIke UbhA rahyA che tyAre tenA taraphanI nyUnatA rAkhI nathI."9 Ama ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke "Atmasiddhi " e khaMDanamaMDanarahita, chaye darzananA sAra mAtra 142 gAthAmAM samAvatuM eka apUrva zAstra che. tethI ja "AtmasiddhizAzvana "ApaniSada " gaNAvatAM paMDita sukhalAlajI lakhe che ke - Atmasiddhi vAMcatAM ane tenA artha punaH punaH vicAratAM ema lAgyA vinA nathI rahetuM ke zrImad rAjacaMdra A eka nAnakaDI kRtimAM AtmAne lagatuM Avazyaka pUrNa rahasya darzAvI ApyuM che. 80 munizrI lallujI mahArAje Apelo abhiprAya paNa mananogya che. temaNe kahyuM che ke - "zrI AtmasiddhimAM AtmA gAyo che. temAM koI dharmanI niMdA nathI. sarva dharma mAnanArane vicAravA cogya che. ApaNe paNa AtmA oLakhavo hoya to teno vAraMvAra vicAra karavA yogya che. cauda pavana sAra temAM che. ApaNane ApaNuM yogyatA pramANe vicAravAthI ghaNuM lAbha thAya tevuM che. emAM je gahana marma bharyo che te te jJAnIgamya che, koI puruSanA samAgame sAMbhaLIne manana karavA gya che. paNa jeTale artha ApaNane samajAya teTalA samajavA puruSArtha kartavya che. eTale game te dharma mAnanAra hAya tenI sAthe Atmasiddhi vize vAta thAya ane te sAMbhaLe te tene ruce tema che."81 6. "Atmasiddhi, saMpA. manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI, prastAvanA, 3. 20. 80. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI", pR. 25. 81. "upadezAmRta, patrAvali naM. 156.

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31 0 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ja AtmasiddhizAstranI maulikatA Atmasiddhi"mAM AtmAnAM cha pada vizenI zraddhA tathA tenA astitvanuM nirUpaNa thayeluM che. bhAratIya tattvajJAnIonI vicAraNAnI dRSTie joIe to te padanI siddhi e navInatA nathI. "AcArAMga", "sUtrakRtAMga", "uttarAdhyayana ", "pravacanasAra, "samayasAra" Adi prAkRta mAM AtmAnAM cha pada vizenA je vicAro judI judI rIte chUTAchavAyA maLI Ave che, tenuM saMkalana jovA maLe che. gaNadharavAdamAM je vicAranuM tazailIthI sthApana karavAmAM AvyuM che, haribhadrAcArya pitAnA "zAstravArtAsamuccayamAM ke zrImAna yazovijayajIe potAnA "adhyAtmasAra"mAM je vicArane vadhAre paSTi ApI che, te samagra vicAra "AtmasiddhizAstra"mAM evI rIte gUMthAI gayo che ke te vAMcanArane pitAnA pUrvAcAryonA graMthanuM parizIlana karavA mATenI mukhya cAvI pUrI pADe che. A uparAMta "Atmasiddhi mAM zaMkarAcArya, vAsyAna, vyAsa Adie AtmAnA astitvanI bAbatamAM je dalIla ApI che, te paNa ahIM jovA maLe che. Ama vicAraNanI dRSTie to "AtmasiddhizAstra" e aneka graMthanA vyavasthita saMkalana jevuM lAge che. tema chatAM e vAMcIe tyAre, paMDita sukhalAlajI jaNAve che tema - mana para emanI vivekaprajJA, madhyasthatA ane sahaja nikhAlasatAnI acUka chApa paDyA vinA kadI na rahe. "8 2 Atmasiddhi vAMcatAM eka pratIti to tarata ja thAya tema che ke zrImade e racanA mAtra zAstro vAMcIne ja nathI karI, paNa tethI vizeSa eka sAcA mumukSu tarIke temaNe je AtmamaMthana anubhavyuM, AtmasvarUpanI prApti mATe je sAdhanA karI ane tapa AcaryuM, tenA pariNAme je anubhavamauktika temane lAgyuM tathA AtmasvarUpanI je pratIti temane thaI, tenA paripAkarUpe A racanA thayela che. "koTijJAnIne eka ja abhiprAya hoya che" e vacanAnusAra zrImadane lAdhelo anubhava temanA pUrvanA AcAryonA anubhavane maLate hoya te svAbhAvika che. je satya che te te trikALa satya ja rahevAnuM che, AthI AtmAnA astitva Adi padonuM je nirUpaNa thayela che te pUrvanA graMthomAM maLI Ave te yogya ja che. paraMtu enuM je zailImAM ane je prakAre "Atmasiddhi mAM nirUpaNa thayela che te ja tenI vizeSatA che. Atmasiddhi jevI 142 doharAnI nAnI kRtimAM AtmAne lagatuM Avazyaka rahasya darzAvI ApyuM che te kaI nAnIsUnI siddhi nathI. A kRti vize paMDita sukhalAlajI cogya ja lakhe che ke - "mAtRbhASAmAM ane te paNa nAnA nAnA dohA chaMdomAM, temAM paNa jarAya tANI ke khecI artha na kADhavA paDe evI sarala prasanna zailImAM AtmAne sparzatA aneka muddAonuM kramabaddha tema ja saMgata nirUpaNa jatAM ane tenI pUrvavatI jana82. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 2che.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 311 jainetara AtmaviSayaka mahatvapUrNa graMtha sAthe sarakhAmaNI karatAM anAyAse kahevAI jAya che ke prastuta Atmasiddhi e sAce ja A paniSada che."3 piotapotAnA pakSa ane maMtavyanI siddhi adhe seMkaDo graMthe aneka varSothI lakhAtA AvyA che. "sarvArthasiddhi" vize mAtra jana AcAryoe ja nahi, paNa janetara AcAryoeya potapotAnA saMpradAya anusAra lakhyuM che. vedAMtamAM "brahmasiddhi", "advaitasiddhi " Adi prasiddha che. "niSkaspesiddhi" ane "Izvarasiddhi" paNa jANItAM che. "sarvajJasiddhi" jaina, bauddha vagere paraMparAmAM lakhAyela che, ane A uparAMta bIjA aneka pustaka siddhi vize lakhAyelAM upalabdha thAya che, te badhAM sAthe AtmasiddhinI sarakhAmaNI karavAmAM Ave tyAre ja tenuM mUlya samajAya. A badhA siddhigraMthomAM amuka viSayanI dalIlo dvArA upapatti karavAmAM AvelI dekhAya che, ane sAthe sAthe tenAthI viruddha dalIlonuM tarka ke yutithI nirAkaraNa kareluM jovA maLe che. AthI enI pAchaLa AtmasAdhanA ke AdhyAtmika parikRtinuM samartha baLa bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. tenI sarakhAmaNImAM AtmasiddhinI bhAta judI paDe che. temAM to zrImade potAnA anubhavanA UMDANamAMthI je prApta thayuM che tenuM nirUpaNa kareluM che. temAM tArkika u5patti nathI, paNa AtmAnubhavanI thayelI siddhi jovA maLe che. A ja kAraNe "AtmasiddhimAM eka paNa veNa kaDavuM, AvezapUrNa, pakSapAtI ke vivekarahita maLatuM nathI. tethI ja tene ApaNe paMDita sukhalAlajInI jema kahI zakIe ke - temaNe AdhyAtmika mumukSune ApelI bheTa e to seMkaDo vidvAnoe ApelI sAhityika graMtharAzinI bheTa karatAM vizeSa mUlyavatI che.84 ane ethI ja je uMmare ane je TUMkA gALAmAM pote pacAveluM jJAna AtmasiddhimAM zrImada gUMcyuM che teno vicAra karatAM sarva keInuM mastaka namI paDe tema che. alabatta, A ja anubhava pUrvanA jJAnIoe paNa varNavyo che; kAraNa ke jJAnInA mArga be nathI. paNa ahIM AraMbhamAM darzAvela AtmA, matAthI, sadaguru AdinAM lakSaNe, pachI Avato AtmAnAM cha pada vizenI zaMkA ane tenA samAdhAnane lagate mahattvano bhAga, tene upasaMhAra Adi eTalAM tarka pUrNa ane saMpUrNatAthI rajU thayela che ke AdhyAtmika kSetramAM rasa dharAvanAra keInA mATe paNa AkarSaNanuM tatva banI rahe tema che. prA. dinubhAI paTela Atmasiddhi vize lakhe che ke - "zrImad rAjacaMdranI lAkSaNika zailImAM AtmasiddhizAstra vAMcanArane sAce ja anubhava thAya che ke A zAstra kaI paNa vyAvahArika dharmane vaLagI rahetuM nathI. pitAnA vAcanamAM ane anubhavamAM AvelA, judI judI kakSAnA mumukSu jIvonA niHzreyas kalyANa athe, bhUtakALamAM thayelA AtmajJAnIonA anubhavone lakSamAM laI 83. "Atmasiddhi", pA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 25. 84. ejana, pR. 28.

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312 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi TUMkAmAM cha siddhAMto AtmasiddhimAM bahu ja saraLa bhASAmAM ane hRdayaMgama zailImAM prarUpyA che. tarkanI bhASA ja samaje evA takagrAhI puruSo mATe paNa AtmasiddhizAstra ghAruM mananIya che."85 Ama ApaNe joIe te tattvanI daSTie "Atmasiddhi" maulika nathI, paNa tenI nirUpaNazailImAM maulikatA samAyelI che. tethI ja pU. lallajI mahArAja jaNAve che ke - meTAM mahAbhArata, purANu ke jainanAM zAstro karatAM bahu sugama ane saraLatAthI sarva zAstranA sArarUpa AtmasiddhimAM vAta karelI che. te gahana vAta vicAravAnuM jIvane bahu lakSamAM levA yogya che."86 ** AtmasiddhizAstranI lekamegyatA ApaNe joyuM tema A graMthamAM khUba ja gahana viSayanuM nirUpaNa thayeluM che. paNa tenI racanA zrImade evI saraLa bhASAmAM karI che ke te samajavAmAM sarva keIne sugama thaI paDe. gujaratI bhASAmAM ane te paNa nAnA nAnA doharAmAM saraLa, prasanna bhASAmAM tenI racanA thayelI che. temAM aTapaTA viSayonI vividhatA nathI, temAM dRSTAMtika kathA ke varNane nathI. cha padanI siddhi mATe praznottararUpe tattvanirUpaNane viSaya hovA chatAM siddhAMtika graMtha jevI kaThalaI temAM nathI. bahu sUkSma carcA ke vicAraNA karavA pote gUMcavAI jAya, thAkI jAya tema na karatAM sUkSma vicAraNA karavA vAcaka prerAya ane AtmAsaMbaMdhI niHzaMka thAya tevI sujhila racanA A zAstranI che. tethI A zAstra sau koI mumukSu jIvane avagAhavA ane niyaM paThana karavA yogya avazya che, evo mukulabhAIno abhiprAya A zAstra vAMcyA pachI yathArtha lAgyA vinA rahe tema nathI.87 sAmAnya jJAna dharAvatI vyakti, potapotAnI kakSA, kSayapazamatA anusAra temAMthI artha samajI zake tevI saraLatA tenI racanAmAM rahelI che. bhASA saraLa che eTaluM ja nahi, goThavaNI paNa eTalI badhI vyavasthita che ke temAM kayAMye gUMcavaNa thAya tevuM nathI. vaLI anya matonA khaMDanamaMDanathI A kRti dUra rahI che, tethI AbAlavRddha sarvane bhAgya, hitakArI sAmagrIthI bharela A kRti banela che. brahmacArIjInA zabdomAM kahIe to - "zrImadanAM bIjAM badhAM lakhANa karatAM AtmasiddhinI paddhati judI jAtanI che. tethI A graMtha lokapriya thaI paDyo che, ane bhaviSyamAM paNa ghaNuM jIvone mArgadRrzanarUpa thaI paDe tevuM che."88 85. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 124. 86. "upadezAmRta', patrAMka 21, 135. 87. "Atmasiddhi", saMpA. mukulabhAI kalAthI, pR. 24. 88. "zrImada rAjacaMdra : ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha', pR. 44.

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5. AtmasiddhizAstra 313 graMthanI bhASA sAdI, sIdhI, saraLa, TUMkAkSarI ane turata samajAya tevI che. tema chatAM A AkhI kRti sUtrAtmaka che, ane temAMthI pratyeka jIva potapotAnI regyatA anusAra pAmI zake che. keI paNa jIva e nahi hoya ke je emAMthI kazuM ja na meLavI zake. AthI muni zrI lallujI mahArAje Apelo Atmasiddhi vizeno nIceno abhiprAya bahu manana karavA yogya che - nAnA pustakanA AkAre jaNAya che, paNa te camatkArI vacano che te labdhivAkayo che, maMtrasvarUpa che. riddhisiddhinI kaMI jarUra nathI. paNa janmamaraNanA pherA TaLe tevAM te vacane che. koI samaje na samaje te paNa kAnamAM te vacana paDavAthI paNa puNya bAMdhe che. temAM je AtmA vize vAta jaNAvI che te mAnya karavA yogya che, zraddhA karavA cogya che."89 "AtmasiddhimAM to bhalabhalAne mAnya karavI paDe tevI vAta che. tethI vadhAre huM jANuM chuM ema kahenAra kaMI jANatuM nathI. temAM bhUla dekhanAra pote ja bhUla khAya che. zrI Atmasiddhine yathArtha samajanAra te kaI viralA jJAnI puruSa che. paNa gujarAtI bhASAmAM hovAthI nAnAM bALaka, strI, vidvAna game te vAMcI zake, meDhe karI zake, roja bolI zake ane yathAzakti samajI zake tema che. ane na samaje te paNa te jJAnI puruSanA zabdo kAnamAM paDe te paNa jIva puNya bAMdhe e ene prabhAva che."90 "AtmasiddhizAsa" e zrImadanI uttamottama kRti che, te vize sarva vidvAna saMmata thAya che 89. "upadezAmRta', patrAMka 21, pR. 135. 90. ejana, patrAMka 156.

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prakaraNa 6 apUrva avasara zrImad racita "apUrva avasara" nAmanuM kAvya sau prathama " paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa" taraphathI vi. sa. 1961 mAM prakAzita thayela. "zrImada rAjacaMdra"nI pahelI AvRttimAM nIce darzAvelI neMdha sAthe pragaTa thayuM hatuM - zrImane A guNasthAnakama lakhAyAno samaya nisaMzayapaNe thaI zakato nathI. A paratve je kaMI nirNaya ame karI zakyA chIe te e che ke, vi. saM. 1952 thI 15 sudhInA koI varSamAM zrI vavANiyA kSetre te lakhAyela che. - saMzodhaka. " vi. saM. 1970 mAM pragaTa thayelI "zrImad rAjacaMdra"nI bIjI AvRttimAM paNa zrI manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI e "apUrva avasara " nA racanA samaya vize upara pramANenI ja nedha ApI che. vi. saM. 192mAM pragaTa thayelI tathA zrI hemacaMda karazI mahetA saMpAdita zrImada rAjacaMdra nI pAMcamI AvRttimAM A kAvyanA racanA samaya vize nirNayAtmaka nedha jovA maLe che. te noMdha A pramANe che : A "apUrva avasara vi. saM. 15ranA mAgazara mAsa AsapAsamAM zrImadanI sthiti vavANiyAmAM hatI tyAre savAre UThatAM veMta ja mAtuzrInA khATalA upara besIne lakhyA hatA. je vakhate cInAI kAgaLa, khaDiyo ane kalama A sevake lAvI ApyAM hatAM, te vakhate kAgaLamAM phakta paheluM pada ja lakheluM hatuM.- saMzodhaka. " 3 " zrImada rAjacaMdra "nI pAMcamI AvRttimAM ApelI A noMdha tathA AgaLanI AvRttiomAM ApelI noMdha jotAM eTaluM samajAya che ke zrImade A kAvya vavANiyA kSetre vi. saM. 195ra pachI racyuM hatuM. paNa zrI hemacaMdabhAIe Apela vi. saM. 195ranA mAgazara mAsane samaya svIkAratAM thoDI mukelI UbhI thAya che. A arasAmAM zrImadda dvArA lakhAyelA patre jotAM jaNAya che ke te samaye zrImadanI sthiti muMbaImAM hatI. ane vi. saM. 1953nA mAgazara mAsamAM temanI sthiti vavANiyAmAM hatI. AthI evuM anumAna thAya che ke saMzodhakanI saratacUkathI sAla ke sthaLa khoTu lakhAI gayuM haze. vaLI, te pachIthI vi. saM. 2007mAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa" taraphathI pragaTa thayelI "zrImada rAjacaMdra"nI 1. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', A. 1, paramazrata prabhAvaka maMDaLa, vi. saM. 1961, "a. a."nI pAdadha. 2. ejana, A. 2, vi. saM. 1970, "a. a. "nI pAdanoMdha, pR. 514. 3, ejana, A. 5, khaMDa che, vi. saM. 1992, " a. a. "nI pAdAMdha, pR. 30.

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6. apUrva avasara pahelI AvRtti (pR. 563)mAM tathA 2020nI bIjI AvRttimAM A kAvyanA racanA samaya aMge "A kAvyane nirNata samaya maLato nathI" evI noMdha sAthe te vi. saM. 1953nI sAlamAM racAyeluM gaNI mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. A badhA parathI A kAvya vi. saM. 1953nA mAgazara mAsamAM vavANiyA kSetre racAyuM hoya tevo saMbhava vizeSa lAge che, kAraNa ke sthaLa karatAM sAlamAM zarata cUka thavAno saMbhava vizeSa rahe che. eTale bIjI kaI AdhArabhUta mAhitI na maLe tyAM sudhI A kAvya racanAsamaya vi. saM. 1953 nA mAgazara mAsane gaNavo barAbara lAge che. aneka jAtanI sAMsArika sukha-sagavaDa hovA chatAM jIva zAMti pAmatA nathI, tema banatuM saMsAramAM aneka vakhata jovA maLe che. te parathI samajAya che ke bAhya sAdhana niraMtara sukha ApI zakatAM nathI; aMtamAM duHkha Ape che. tethI AtmasAdhake e sAcuM sukha ataramAM ja vase che. e nirNaya karyo che. ane amaka jatano AdhyAtmika adhikAra meLavavAthI jIva sAcuM zAzvata sukha meLavI zake che. A adhikAra meLavavA jIve kayA prakArane AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhave joIe te vizene pitAne Adarza zrImade 21 gAthA ke kaDInA A kAvyamAM Apyo che. AdhyAtmika rIte jIvane potAnA lakSasthAna - mokSa sudhI pahoMcavAnA vikAsakrama zrImade jaina AgamanI paripATI anusAra darzAvyo che. janadharmamAM jIvanI nIcAmAM nIcI bhUmikA mithyAvathI zarU karI UMcAmAM UMcI bhUmikA siddhapada sudhInI dazAnA jIvanI yogyatA pramANe 14 vibhAga pADelA che. te pratyekane guNasthAna kahevAmAM Ave che. A kAvyamAM 4thA guNasthAnathI zarU karI 14mAM guNasthAne vartatA jIvanI sthitinuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. prasage pAtta pitAnI AdhyAtmika sthitino tema ja abhilASAne khyAla paNa zrImade A kAvyamAM Apyo che. tethI A kAvya zrImaddanA jIvana-kavananA tema ja Atmika vikAsanA abhyAsamAM ghaNuM agatyanuM banI rahe che. 21 kaDInA A nAnA kAvyanI uttama guNavattAthI AkarSAIne munizrI jayavijayajI, munizrI kAnajIsvAmI, munizrI saMtabAlajI tathA nagInadAsa zeTha jevA vidvAno A kAvyanI vistRta samajaNa ApatAM pustaka lakhavA prerAyA che. apUrva avasara para muni jayavijayajIe sau prathama vivecanapUrNa pustaka lakhyuM che. "zrI guNasthAna kamAhaNa athavA zrImad rAjacaMdra praNIta apUrva avasara e kakyAre Avaze? e pada para vivecana " e nAmanuM temanuM pustaka vi. sa. 178mAM prakAzita thayuM hatuM. temAM munizrIe pratyeka kaDIno bhAva, vizeSArtha vagere vistArathI samajAvavAno prayatna karyo che. A kAvyamAM jIvano 4thAthI 14mA suNasthAna sudhI vikAsakrama zrImadda batAvyA che, ane jIva kevA kramathI eka eka sthAna caDatuM jAya che te batAvyuM che, tethI munizrIe A kAvyane "zrI guNasthAna kramArehaNa" jevA sArthaka nAmathI oLakhAvyuM che.

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zrImaddanI jIsiddhi te pachI vi. saM. 1996-97 AsapAsa pU. kAnajIsvAmInAM " apUrva avasara evA kayAre Avaze kAvya paranAM pravacanA "nI pahelI AvRtti pragaTa thaI hatI. te ja pravacanAnI bIjI AvRtti vi. sa. 2013mAM pragaTa thaI. vi. sa. 1995mAM - I. sa. 1939mAM - rAjakATa mukAme sAta divasa sudhI kAnajIsvAmIe "apUrva avasara " kAvya para pravacanA ApyAM hatAM, te pustakAkAre pragaTa thayela che. Ama A pustaka pravacaneAnu sa'kalana heAvAne lIdhe tenI bhASA vAtacItanA prakAranI che, tema ja temAMnA muddAo paNa kramasara nathI. vaLI, keTalIka jagyAe emAM punarukti paNa jovA maLe che. Ama chatAM A kAvyanI guNavattA ane mahattA batAvavAnA stutya prayatna ahI jovA maLe che. A e pustaka pachI pU. munizrI satabAlajInu "siddhinAM seApAna" nAmanuM " apUrva avasara ' paranu` vivecananuM pustaka vi. sa'. 2007mAM - I. sa. 1951mAM - pragaTa thayuM. A pustakamAM A kAvyanA gaMbhIra Azaya samajAvavA uparAMta sAdhaka potAnuM dInatva prabhu pAse kakhUlatA hAya tevI jAtanI panA karIne A kAvyane vizeSArtha samajAvyA che. A kAvyamAM 14mA guNasthAnanI prApti -- siddhapadanI prApti sudhInA krama batAvAyA che. tene lakSamAM laIne munizrIe ceAgya rIte " siddhinAM seApAna " evuM nAma A kAvyane Apyu che. 316 A badhAM pustakAnA viziSTa guNAne lakSamAM lIdhA pachI, A Akhu kAvya vadhu vistArathI tathA jhINavaTathI samajavavAnA prayatna, zrI nagInadAsa giradharalAla zeThe temanA paramapada prAptinI bhAvanA " nAmanA "apUrva avasara " paranA vivecananA pustakamAM karyA guNasthAna - kumAreAhaNa batAvavAnI sAthe A kAvyamAM zrImadde kevaLajJAna prApta karavAnI abhilASA vyakta karI che. A kAvyanI chellI gAthAnI pahelI pakti prAptinu" karyuM... ghyAna me uparathI zrI zeTha AkhA kAvyanA sAra jaNAvatuM paraMmapada prAptinI bhAvanA " evuM zIrSaka caiAyuM jaNAya che. " aha paramapada 25 ,, 66 che 66 Ama apUrva avasara " e kAvya para cAra vidvAnAe svataMtra pustakA vivecanarUpe Apela che. A kAvyanA bhAvA ke TUMkAmAM samajaNa ApavAnA prayatna tA bIjI keTalIka vyaktioe paNa karyAM che. sava vivecake| A kAvyanI uttamatA mATe ekamata thAya che te ja tenI mahattAnu pramANa che. 66 jaina AgamAnI paripATI anusAra zrImadde A kAvyamAM karelI guNasthAnavI jIvanI kakSAnI gAThavaNI vize munizrI sutamAlajI temanA " siddhinAM seApAna" nAmanA pustakanI prastAvanAmAM lakhe che keH :-- " paNa e vargIkaraNa ane gAThavaNu evAM tA uttama ane saphaLa thayAM che ke AgrAnA tAjamahela jema zilpaduniyAnA adbhuta kaLAnamUnA che, tema A, gItA jevA sva mAnya graMthanI harALamAM Ave evA AdhyAtmika jagatanA AlezAna madiranA kaLAnamUnA che, ema mane lAgyuM che. gItAnI AsapAsa jema Akhu AdhyAtmika jagata che, tema AnI AsapAsa AdhyAtmika jagatamAMthI kADhI ApelA kevaLa malIdA che. e pacAvavA mATe amuka bhUmikA heI e. paNa jene pace enA beDA pAra. '4 4. " siddhinAM seApAna '', pR. 6.

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6. apUrva avasara 21 kaDInA A kAvyanA pUrva ane uttara ema be vibhAga pADI zakAya. pUrva bhAga 1 kaDInA ane uttara bhAga 9 kaDInA. pahelA bhAgamAM nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA, nigraMthanAM lakSaNA, samyagdarzana ane nirjha'nA AtmacAritranuM varNana Apelu' che. uttara vibhAgamAM kSapakazreNI, kevaLajJAna ane meAkSanuM varNana ApeluM che. A kAvyamAM 4thAthI 14 mAM guNasthAnanA samAveza karelA che. A vana tamaNe evI suMdara rIte karyuM che ke te samajavA mATe, AgaLa joyuM tema, bhUmikAnI jarUra che, ane e samajAvavA mATe te ethI paNa unnata bhUmikA joIe. A bhUmikA kAne hoya te khatAvatAM munizrI jayavijayajI " zrI guNasthAna kramArehaNa ''nI prastAvanAmAM ceAgya ja lakhe che ke :-- " A pada jo ke gujarAtI bhASAmAM lakhAyuM che, ane tethI zabdArthanI saralatA bahu dekhAze, paNa te padamAM jainadarzananA Adarza mArga jaNAvyA AvAthI jijJAsu dazAthI laI parama pada - meAkSanI prApti sudhInA adbhuta ane parama tattvarahasyamaya guNasthAna kumArANu hovAthI tathA AdhyAtmika mArganA ati gUDha tattvo ane alaukika rahasyAthI bharapUra hAvAthI, te padmanA vAstavika rahasyArtha darzAvavAne taiA mahAna yegI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja jaNAve che tema * abadhU seA jogI guru merA, Ina padma kA kare niverA 'nI mAphka asAdhAraNa nAnI hAya te ja darzAvI zake tema che.pa * tattvajJAnathI bharapura A kAvya jainadharmanA tathA anya dharmanA anuyAyIomAM paNa ghaNuM prasiddha che, ane te ghaNe ThekANe prArthanAmAM paNa belAya che. pU. gAMdhIjIne paNa A kAvya eTaluM priya hatuM ke temaNe tene " Azrama bhajanAvali ''mAM sthAna ApyuM hatu.. zrImaddA vidha karanArAo taraphathI paNa A kAvyanI teA prazaMsA ja thaI che, te tenu uccatva sAbita kare che. munizrI haSa ca`drajI, ke jemaNe " zrImad rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNa 'mAM zrImanAM ghaNAM ghaNAM maMtavyAnA sAcA ke kheATA virodha darzAvyA che, temaNe paNa A vize nIce pramANenA prazaMsApUrNa abhiprAya ApyA che ke 317 " apUrva avasara evA kayAre Avaze ? e kavitA ghaNI rasika che, temAM rAga ana tAlanA meLa che, ane barAbara vAMcatAM kAI paNane hRdaya upara sArI asara kare tevI che. A kavitA jyAre zrImadde lakhI haze tyAre teo ghaNA ucca vicAramAM kRkhI gayA haze, emAM saMzaya nathI. kavitAnI kaDIo eka pachI eka vAMcatAM ema anubhava thAya che ke jANe jIva peAtAnA sthAnakanA seApAna para caDhatA hoya, te paddhatie te kavitA teoe racI che. A kavitAmAM teee AtmasvabhAva jIvasthAnakakrama, ne mAhanIya prakRtinA kramavAra vilayanAM yathAtathya svarUpo batAvyAM che. mana, vacana ne kAyAnA saMbaMdhanI vaNA chUTe, AtmA svasvarUpamAM Ave evI dazAnu` kramavAra teoe vana tyAM karyuM che.'6 5. " guNasthAna kramArohaNu '', Ardratta 1, pR. 5. 66 zrImad rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNu ', AvRtti 2, pR. 181. .

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zrImaddanI jIvaniisaddha 29 varSanI yuvAna vaye ucca AdhyAtmika kakSAnuM A kAvya racanAra zrImaddanI aMtara ga sthiti keTalI ucca haze tenA khyAla ApaNane ahI` Ave che. eka ja beThake apUrva gaNAya tevuM kAvya racanAra zrImada gRhasthAvasthAmAM hAvA chatAM kevI ucca kakSAe virAjatA haze ke kaMTha siddha sudhInI dazAnA teo yathAtathya khyAla A kAvyamAM ApI zakayA che ! cauda guNasthAnakA mATe jainadharmanI guNasthAnaka vizenI tattvavicAraNAnI 14 guNasthAnanAM nAma A pramANe che 318 A kAvyanI samajaNa pAmavA samaja hevI Avazyaka ane che. 1. mithyAtva, 4. avirati samyagdaSTi, 7. apramattasa'yata, 10. sUkSmasa parAya, 13. sayeAgI kevaLI ane 2. sAsvAdana, pa. dezavirati samyagdaSTi, 8. apUrvakaraNa, 11. upazAMtamAha, 14, ayAgI kevaLI. guNa eTale AtmAnI jJAna, darzana, vIya Adi zaktio, ane sthAna eTale te zaktionI taratama bhAvavALI avasthA. AtmA para rahelAM karmanAM paDala jema jema dUra thatAM jAya che tema tema tenA guNanA vikAsa thatA jAya che, ane jIva eka pachI eka guNasthAna caDatA jAya che. e guNasthAnA vizenI pAribhASika TUMkI samajaNu A pramANe cheH ( 1 )mithyAtva. ~ A guhsthAne vatA jIvamAM darzana mAhanIya ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI prabaLatA heAvAne lIdhe tene AtmA tarapha ruci thatI ja nathI. tene vItarAgavANImAM zraddhA hAtI nathI. mithyAtvI traNa prakAranA cheH 1. abhavya jenA mithyAtvane Adi ke aMta nathI. 2. bhavya -- jenA mithyAtvane Aphri nathI paNa ata che. 3. paDavAI je jIva sakti prApta karyA pachI patana pAmyA che. ---- 3. mizra - mithyAtva samyaktva, 6. pramattasayata, 9. anivRttikhAdara, . 12. kSINameAha, (2) sAsvAdana samyagdarzana prApta karyA pachI patana pAmatA jIva pahele guNasthAne jatAM pahelAM ahIM jarA vAra aTake che, ane tattvarucinA svalpa AsvAdavALI bhUmikA prApta kare che, te sAsvAdana guNasthAna. caDatI vakhate jIva pahelethI trIje guNasthAne jAya che. ( 3) mizra -- mithyAtvamAMthI nIkaLI samyagdarzana pAmatAM pahelAM je manAmAMthanavALI bhUmikA jIvane prApta thAya che te mizra guNasthAna. ( 4 ) avirati samyagdaSTi -- AtmA asa'digdhapaNe satyadarzana, samyagdarzana prApta kare te. ahI* AtmA pahelavahelA AdhyAtmika zAMti anubhave che. ahIM ana`tAnuba"dhI kaSAyanI cAkaDIne vega nathI rahetA, paNa cAritrazaktine rokanAra sa*skArAnA vega rahe che, tethI virati - tyAgavRtti uddaya pAmatI nathI. A guNasthAne jIva vrata, paccakhANa Adi jANe kharA, paNa pUrvakarmanA uddaye pALI na zake.

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6. apUrva avasara 319 (5) dezavirati samyagdaSTi - ahIM apAze virati utpanna thAya che, tethI dezavirati kahevAya che. eka paccakhANathI mAMDIne bAra vrata ane zrAvakanI 11 pratimA sudhImAMnuM jeTaluM pALI zake teTaluM Adare. ahIM IrachA a9pa hoya. te jIva apAraMbhI, aparigrahI, suzIla, dharmiSTha, udAsIna, vairAgyavaMta hoya. (6) pramattasayata - vairAgyamAM jIva vadhu daDha banatAM savavirati grahaNa kare che. tenI tyAgavRtti udaya pAme che. tene pUrvAdhyAsathI thatI bhUlone pazcAttApa thAya che. ahIM sAdhaka dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI nava tattvane jANe che, 17 bhede saMyama pALe che, 12 bhede tapazcaryA kare che. paNa apramAdI rahevAnI IcchA chatAM kyAreka tene pramAda AvatA hovAthI A bhUmikAne "pramattasaMyata guNasthAna" kahevAya che. (7) apramattasaMvata - ahIM jIva pramAdano tyAga kare che. bIjI bAju pUrvavAsanAo pitA tarapha kheMce che, tethI jIva chaThThA ane sAtamAM guNasthAna vacce jholAM khAyA kare che. (8) apUvakaraNa - AmAM pUrve kadI nahIM anubhavele e Atmazuddhino anubhava thAya che. sAdhaka bAdara kaSAyathI nivaryo che. A guNasthAne spaSTa be zreNI paDI jAya che ? upazamaNuM ane kSapakazreNI. AThamAthI bAramA guNasthAna sudhInI bhUmikA phakta ekAgra cittanI vicAradhArA nirUpe che, tethI tenI sthiti jaghanya eka samaya ane utkRSTa aMtamuhUrtanI hoya che. ane bArame guNasthAne na pahoMce tyAM sudhI sAdhakanI sAdhanA caDatI paDatI pAmyA kare che. upazamazreNIvALe sAdhaka mahanIya kamanI prakRtinA daLane upazamAvata (dabAvato) krame krame 11mAM guNasthAna sudhI pahoMce che, paNa tyAM karmanuM jora vadhatAM tenuM patana avazya thAya che. kyAreka te paDatAM paDatAM chachuM guNasthAne te kyAreka ethe guNasthAne aTake che, te vaLI kayAreka te cheka pahele guNasthAne UtarI jAya che. tyAMthI tene pharI caDavAnuM rahe che. kSapakazreNuM mAMDate sAdhaka mehanIya karmanI prakRtinA daLane mULamAMthI kSaya karate karate me tathA 10me guNasthAne thaI sIdhe 12me guNasthAne pahoMce che. te vacalA 11mA (upakSAMtama) guNasthAnane sparzatA ja nathI, tethI tenA patanane avakAza rahetuM nathI. (9) anivRtti bAdara - mehanIya karmanA zeSa rahelA aMzeno upazama ke kSaya ahIMthI cAlu thAya che. mAyA bhAva ahIM chUTe che. (10) sukSmaparAya - ahIM bhA karatAM vizuddha dazA prApta thAya che. nirmohI pAse, nirabhilASA, avibhrama vagereno A sthAnamAM vikAsa thAya che. (11) upazAMta mehanIya - upazamazraNa mAMDelA sAdhaka mATe ja A guNasthAna che. mehanIyanI bAkI rahelI saMjvalana prakRti ahIM upazAMta thAya che. ane tyAMthI AtmAne vikAsa aTake che, ane jIvanuM avazya patana thavAthI te nIcenA guNasthAne UtarI jAya che.

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320 zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi (12) kSINamAha- ahI darzana mehanIya ane cAritra mehanIyanI kula 28 prakRtio kSaya thAya che, tethI te kSINamoha guNasthAna kahevAya che. ahIMthI aMtarmuhUrta jeTalA samayamAM jIva kevaLajJAna pragaTAve che. (13) sayogI kevALI -- A guNasthAne 4 ghanaghAtI karma - mehanIya, jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAyano kSaya thaI sarvajJapaNuM pragaTe che. paNa A sthAnamAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA pega hoya che. tethI te sagI kevaLI kahevAya che. (14) agI kevaLI-A guNasthAne AtmA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yogane rUMdhIne bAkInAM cAra aghAtI karmono paNa kSaya karI, mukti pAme che; eka samayamAtramAM udarvagatie siddhakSetre jaI jJAnanA upage siddha thAya che. ahIM jIva cogarahita ane kevaLajJAna sahita hoya che, tethI agI kevaLI kahevAya che. samati thayA pachIthI krame krame AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM jIva kevA guNe pragaTAvI siddha thAya che teno citAra zrImade ApaNane A kAvyamAM ApyuM che. pUrva vibhAga ApaNe AgaLa joyuM tema. " apUrva avasara" kAvyanA pUrva ane uttara ema be vibhAga pADI zakAya che; prathamanI bAra kaDIno pUrva vibhAga ane bAkInI nava kaDIne uttara vibhAga. pUrva vibhAgamAM zrImade nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA, nigraMthanAM lakSaNa, samyagdarzana ane nigraMthanA AtmacAritranuM varNana karela che. nica"tha thavAnI bhAvanA - kAvyane AraMbha zrImadda nirca thavAnI potAnI bhAvanA vyakta karIne kare che. koI paNa mumukSune jANe potAnA hRdayanI bhAvanA ja vyakta thaI hoya tevuM vAMcatAMnI sAthe lAge tevI A kaDInI racanA thayelI che. juo - "apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze ? kayAre thaIzu bAhyAMtara nigraMtha che ? sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tINa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahapuruSane paMtha je ?" apUrva 1 kAvyanI pahelI ja kaDImAM potAnI ni thavAnI bhAvanAne praznarUpe zrImada rajI kare che ke jagatanA badhA ja saMbaMdha cheDIne, dravyathI - bAhyathI; tema ja bhAvathI - aMtarathI, saMyamI - nirgatha thayelA mahAna puruSanA mAge, temanA je ja saMyamI banI, hu kayAre jaIza? Aja sudhI prApta na karelo e "apUrva avasara" kyAre prApta thaze? jIvane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhatI rAgadveSanI gAMTha jenI kapAI gaI che te niH arthAt jenA rAga ane dveSanA bhAga chUTI gayA che te. mokSanI prApti mATe nirgathapAyuM Avazyaka che, tethI nirgatha thavAnI bhAvanA zrImade pahelI kaDImAM ja vyakta karI che.

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6. apUrva avasara 321 ahI e vicAra Ave ke zuM ApaNe atyAra sudhImAM kaI janmamAM munipaNuM nahi pAyuM hoya ? zAstrakAro kahe che ke atyAra sudhImAM aneka vAra nigraMthapaNuM grahaNa karyuM che, paNa te mAtra bahirAtmabhAvathI. eTale te saphaLa na thayuM. AtmAnA traNa prakAra kahelA che : bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA. bahirAtmabhAva eTale AtmAno potAnA sivAyanI anya sarva vastu mATe bhAva. anya sarva vastu eTale deha, kuTuMba, lakSmI, prabhutA vagere. temAM svabuddhi karanAra evo jIva te bahirAtmA. AtmA zarIrAdithI bhinna che, evI pratIti thAya, anya taraphane meha TaLI jAya ane pitAnA tarapha ruci thAya te aMtarAtmA. parama vizuddha vItarAgadazA jenAmAM hoya te paramAtmA. kevaLajJAnasvarUpa vizuddha AtmA te paramAtmA. ema kahI zakAya ke AtmAnA A traNa prakAra e kharI rIte, vikAsanI dRSTie, eka ja AtmAnI eka ekathI caDiyAtI traNa bhUmikAo che. atyAra sudhImAM jIve vrata, tapa ke sAdhupaNuM pALyuM che te mAtra bahirAtmabhAvathI. tenI pAchaLa kaMIne kaMI bhautika sukha meLavavAno ke saMpatti - kIti meLavavA jevo anya kaI e ja Azaya hato. atyAra sudhImAM jIve zuM zuM karyuM che, te zrImadde temanA yama niyama" nAmanA kAvyamAM bahu sArI rIte samajAvyuM che. badhuM ja karyuM, paNa te mAtra bahirAtmabhAvathI, tethI te paramArthamArganI prAptirUpe na phaLyuM, te temAM sArI rIte samajAvyuM che. ahIM zrImade bAhyathI nigraMtha thavAnuM kahyuM che eTale bahirAtmabhAvathI thavAnuM kahyuM che tema nathI. bAhyathI eTale bAhya vezathI, gRhasthapaNuM choDI muniveza dhAraNa karavAno che. aMtarathI nigraMtha thavuM eTale rAgadveSarahita thavuM. game tevA saMjogo hoya, badhA mAna ApatA hoya, aneka jAtanI labdhio pragaTI hoya, chatAM te vize jarA paNa mAnabhAva na ANa; tema ja game teTalI azAtAno udaya hoya, game teTalA upasargo ne pariSaha sahana karavA paDatA hoya ke niMdA-apamAna thatAM hoya chatAM enuM nimitta bananAra pratye leza paNa cheSabhAva na Ave, sArI ke duHkhakArI baMne sthitimAM samabhAva rahe te AMtarika nigraMthapaNuM. Ama bAhya tema ja AMtaravRttithI nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA ahI vyakta karAI che. AvA nircatha kaI rIte thavAnuM che ? sAdhaka kavi pote ja javAba Ape che : sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIrNa chedIne." apUrva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM jIve riddhi, siddha, vaibhava, sattA ema aneka vastuene bhogavaTe aneka vakhata karela che. tema chatAM te vadhu ne vadhu bhogavavAnI-lAlasA rahetI jovA maLe che. bhegane meha jIvane saMsAramAM bAMdhI rAkhanAra che. e ja rIte saMsAramAM jIvane bAMdhI rAkhanAra tenAthI paNa samartha bIju baMdhana che, te anya jIvo - 41

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zrImadanI jIvana siddhi mAtA, pitA, patnI, putra, kuTuMba Adi- pratyene sneha che. te badhAmAM mArApaNAne bhAva vizeSapaNe rahelo hoya che, tethI kharI rIte teo badhAM mArAM nathI, paNa rAgadveSanA kAraNarUpa saMbaMdhita anya jIve che ema samajavuM ghaNuM mukela che. AthI anya jI pratyeno rAgabhAva ke bhAva paNa saMsAramAM jIvane jakaDI rAkhanAra majabUta baMdhana che. munizrI jayavijayajI jaNAve che tema, saMsAramAM saMbaMdha traNa prakAranA che : 1. bAhyasaMbaMdha - zarIra, dhana, kuTuMba, ghara Adi sAtheno saMbaMdha. 2. AtyaMtarasaMbaMdha - mana, na, mAyA, lAbha, rati, arati Adi kaSAya, nAkaSAya, veda vagerenA saMbaMdha che. 3. sUkSama saMbaMdha - rAga, dveSa, ajJAna e bhAvakarma ke sUkSma saMbaMdha che. A sarva saMbaMdhathI utpanna thatAM sukhaduHkhanuM mULa kAraNa rAga, dveSa ke ajJAna che, tethI bIjA saMbaMdha sAthe tene paNa aMtarathI tyAga thavo joIe. kAraNa ke nahitara te pU. saMtabAlajI jaNAve che tema - * ghaNAya sAdhake bahAranI gAMTha choDIne, aMtaranI gAMTha choDavA prayatnazIla thAya che, paNa svachaMdane mahArAkSasa sAme mAM phADIne beTho hoya che. svataMtratA meLavatAM vRttinI gulAmI svIkArI bese che." A baMdhanane zrImade khUba ja tIkaNa jaNAvela che, kAraNa ke te baMdhana cheDavuM jIvane zalya peThe sAle che. AnuM eka kAraNa e che ke atyAra sudhI jIve potAnuM sAcuM svarUpa ane AtmAnuM anaMta sukha jANyAM nathI, tethI tene te pratyakSa nathI. te pratyakSa karAvanAra sapuruSano coga paNa hoto nathI. bIjI bAju jIva anAdikALathI saMsAra sevato Avyo che, tethI te rUDhi banI gaI che. sAthe sAthe saMsAranAM bhautika sukha te pratyakSa joI zake che. te sukhe beTAM che, nAzavaMta che evI samaja sukha meLavavAnI lAlasAmAM dabAI jAya che. tethI anya vadhu sArA sukha mATe, te sukha meLavavAno lobha choDa, te paNa jIvane khUba duSkara lAge che. tethI jIvane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhatuM saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana khUba tIkSaNa che. A kAvya jana AganI paripATI anusAra racAyuM hovAthI tenA para jaina sUtronI asara jovA maLe te svAbhAvika che. e badhAmAM "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nI asara vizeSapaNe ApaNane jovA maLe che. "sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIrNa chedIne " e paMkti para "uttarAdhyayanasUtranA 8 mAM adhyayananI 4 thI gAthAnI spaSTa asara dekhAya che juo - sarve naM rahyuM je, vivaTe tadavi mivuM ! samvenu kAmajAosu pAsamANo na lippaI tAI / / "8 7. "siddhinAM saMpAna", pR. 3. 8. "uttarAdhyayana", pR. 49; artha sAdhu karma baMdha karavAvALA sarva prakAranA parigraha ane leza choDI de, jIvonA rakSaka muni sava viSayamAM baMdhana dekhIne emAM lipta thatA nathI.

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6. apUva avasara 323 tIkaNa baMdhana chedIne nitha thayA pachI temanI abhilASA mahapuruSane paMthe vicaravAnI che. ahIM "mahapuruSa" zabda viziSTa arthamAM prayojAyo che. nigraMthamAM paNa mahapuruSa eTale tIrthaMkara prabhu. temanI sAthe temanA gaNadhara ane cauda pUrvadhArI 5nya mahAtmAo paNa mahapuruSa gaNAya. tIrthakara prabhu je mArge cAlyA, kalyANa karavA temaNe je mArga batAvyo, te mArge cAlavAnI IcchA ahIM vyakta thayelI che. mahapuruSane paMthe cAlavAnI bhAvanAmAM pU. kAnajIsvAmI temanA pravacanamAM batAve che te pramANe - anaMta jJAnI bhagavaMte vinaya che. ane potAnI pAmara avasthAne khyAla che. kAraNa ke behada sAmarthyavALuM jJAna jANyuM che, paNa haju pragaTyuM nathI." A traNa paMktiomAM je bhAvanA darzAvI che, te atyAra sudhInA keI paNa samayamAM bhAvI nathI. te bhAvanA bhAvI hoya te mukti thaI jAya. jenI bhAvanA ja na bhAvI hoya tene sAkSAt karavAne kALa te kyAMthI ja Avyo hoya? tethI pUrve kadI prApta na thayo hoya tevo avasara mane have kayAre prApta thaze? - te prazna pahelI ja paMktimAM kavie mUkyo che. zrImadda apUrva zabdathI maMgaLAcaraNa kare che. "apUrvamAM aneka arthano samAveza thaI jAya che. AtmAnI anaMtazakti, nigraMthane mArga vagere je kaMI Aja sudhI prApta nathI karyuM te apUrva che. ethI e zabda ja mAMgalyasUcaka che. tenAthI kAvyanI zarUAta thavI te sUcaka che. saMsAranA sarva saMbaMdha toDI, bAghAMtara nirgathe thaI, mahapuruSane paMthe javAnI sAcI bhAvanA jIvamAM cothuM guNasthAna AvyA pachI ja jAgI zake che. te pahelAMnI bhAvanA bahirAtmabhAvathI thayelI hoya che, tethI asaphaLa che. AthI zrImadda cothA guNasthAnathI jIvanI dazA batAvavAnuM zarU kare che. nigrathanAM lakSaNo - jIva nircathadazA dhAraNa kare te pachI tenAmAM kevA guNe tathA kevAM lakSaNe pragaTe che te zrImade bIjI kaDImAM batAvyuM che. bIjI rIte kahIe to e kaDImAM zrImadda nigraMthapaNAnI vyAkhyA ApI che. juo - sava bhAvathI dAsInya vRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya che, anya kAraNe anya kazuM ka9pe nahi, dehe paNa kiMcit mUcha nava joya je." apUrva0 2 pite nigraMtharUpe vicaratA hoya te vakhate potAnAmAM kevI jAtanAM lakSaNonI zrImad apekSA rAkhe che te batAvatAM A kaDImAM teo kahe che ke, badhA ja bhA pratye udAsInatA pragaTI hAya, dehane paNa phakta saMyamanA heturUpe ja gamyo hoya, te hetu sivAya kaI paNa vastune kaI paNa kAraNe che nahi, te eTale sudhI ke deha vize paNa saheje mamatvabhAva ke mUcha na hoya, e nircathadazAne phalita karato apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? 9. "apUrva avasara " paranAM pravacane, AvRtti 2, 3. 4.

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi " nigraMtha munine sarva bhAva eTale ke meha, rAga, dveSa vagere kaSAyabhAva - parabhAva pratye udAsInatA hoya che. saMsAravardhaka bhAvathI te para rahevA Icche che, tethI te pratye muni udAsInatA dhAraNa kare che. "udAsInatA" ahIM viziSTa artha batAve che. saMsAra uparane meha ke prIti ochAM thavA mAMDe tyArathI zarU karIne saMpUrNapaNe mehano nAza thAya tyAM sudhInI jIvanI avasthAnA mukhyatve traNa bhAga pADelA che: 1. virAgya, 2. udAsInatA ane 3. vItarAgatA. vairAgya - saMsAra paranA mehano abhAva thavA mAMDe tyAre zarUAtamAM saMsAra pratye aruci janme che, pachI anAsakti Ave che, ane pachI upekSA thAya che; A dazAne vairAgya kahe che. vairAgyamAM azubha vRttiono nAza ane zubha vRttiono vadhAro thAya che, kAraNa ke te vakhate kaSAyane upazama thAya che. jIvamAM pahele guNasthAne vairAgyanI zarUAta thAya che. te tIvra banatAM ethe guNasthAne udAsInatAmAM pariName che. - udAsInatA - samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna thayA pachI zubha karmanA udayathI sukhasAdhane prApta thAya che tenAthI harSa na thAya ane azubha karmanA udayathI duHkhadAyaka saMgo maLe to tenAthI zeka na thAya, arthAt koI paNa dazAmAM viSamabhAva na thatAM AtmA samabhAvI ja rahe, eka ja sarakhI vRttithI baMnene vede te udAsInatA. A dazAmAM kaSAyone upazama ane kSaya hovAthI, sukhaduHkha samabhAve vedAtA hovAthI, baMne prakAranAM karmono nAza thAya che. virAgyadazAnI jema zuMbhanI vRddhi ke azubhane kSaya te dazAmAM thatAM nathI, kAraNa ke baMne bhAvo tarapha te udAsIna hoya che. Ama udAsInatA e AtmAne guNa che. keTalAka udAsInatAne duHkhanI sthitimAM uddabhavatI mananI nabaLAI tarIke gaNAve che te ayogya che. udAsInatA ane dInatAmAM ghaNo taphAvata che. dInatA lAcArImAMthI pragaTe che, udAsInatA AtmAnA sAmarthyamAMthI pragaTe che. udAsInatAmAM azubha ane zubha karmanI nirjarA sAthe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. cothAthI sAtamA guNasthAna sudhI sarAga saMyama hoya che, tyAM sudhI sammacAritra saMpUrNa paNe pALI zakAtuM nathI, ane keTalIka zubha vRttie udayamAM AvI jatAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanAM - tIrthakaragotra jevAM - karmo baMdhAya che. vItarAgatA - kaSAya - rAgadveSane saMpUrNa abhAva te vItarAgatA. 8mAthI 12mAM guNasthAna sudhImAM akhaMDa upaga ane AtmasthiratAne lIdhe puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano paNa abhAva hoya che, tyAM mAtra kamanI nirjarA ja hoya che, tethI te vItarAgadazA kahevAya che. cAra ghAtI karmano sarvathA abhAva jene hoya te saMpUrNa vitarAga che. Ama udAsInatA e vairAgya pachInI dazA che. vairAgyathI nigraMthapaNuM prApta thAya che, tamAM udAsInatA Ave che ane te utkRSTa banatAM te vItarAgatA rUpe pariName che. AthI ahIM nircathapaNAmAM udAsIna thavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. zrImade temanA eka kAvyamAM paNa udAsInatA vize lakhyuM che ke -

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huM. apUrva avasara "sukhakI sahelI he, akelI udAsInatA, adhyAtmanI jananI te udAsInatA. 10 zrI banArasIdAsajIe paNu zrImad pUrve udAsInatA vize AvA ja abhiprAya uccAryA che -- " aura jaga rIta jetI gabhita asAtA teti, sAtAkI sahelI he, akelI udAsInatA. 1 325 ud + ArsInatA = udAsInatA. urdu eTale UMce, AsInatA eTale besavApaNuM. rAga, dveSa AdithI UMce besavApaNuM te udAsInatA. nigraMthapaNAmAM daMha paNa saMyamanA nirvAhana arthe ja upayAgamAM levAnA hoya che; matalaba ke je pravRtti sayamana pASaka na hoya te karavAnI nahi. daha te mekSa prApta karavAnuM eka sAdhana che, mokSaprAptimAM te anivAya che. tethI dehane TakAvavA mATe khAvAnI, pIvAnI vagere kriyA karavAnI jarUra rahe che. tethI te kriyAo karavI kharI, paNa anAsakta bhAve. elavuM, cAlavu', nidrA levI vagere pravRttie paNa deha TakAvavA karavI; paNa jema bane tema echI ane udAsInabhAve karavAnI abhilASA ahIM` vyakta thaI che. te kriyAomAM zarIranI zAtAnA mamatvabhAva heAtA nathI. zrI kAnajIsvAmI A vize lakhe che keH-- sayamamAM indriyadamana nimittarUpe hAya che, ane mULa kAraNa AtmasvabhAvanI sthiratA che. sahaja svAbhAvika AtmajJAnamAM Takavu. te sthiratA che. '11 A tA kriyA karavAnI vAta thaI, paNa sayamanA hetu sivAya bIjI kAI paNa cIja munine khape nahi. mananA AnaMda mATe, pUjAsatkAra mATe, bAhya suMdaratA mATe kAI paNa vastu khape nahi. kAI paNa cIjanA parigraharUpe munine niSedha che, kAraNa ke pUNa vItarAgadarzI na AvI hovAne lIdhe temAM mamatva badhAvAnA, bAhya sukhanI icchA thavAnA sa`bhava rahe che. A aparigrahIpaNu' eTale sudhI laI javAnuM che ke, " dahe paNa ki`cit mUrchA nava joya jo. " apU daha che, tenA dharmA bajAvavAnA che, sarva dharmakAryA paNa tenAthI ja sAdhavAnAM che, tema chatAM keMhamAM jarA paNa mamatvabuddhi na heAvI joIe. te ja nigraMthaNAnu lakSaNa che. daMhane dharma pAmavAnu sAdhana jANI tene TakAvavA, tenuM lAlanapAlana karavAnI lAlaca thaI jAya te svAbhAvika che, paNa e lAlaca rAkI peAtAnA kartavyamAM ja magna rahe te sAcA niga tha. karma bhAgavavA mATe daha tA maLavAnA ja che, te zraddhA haiAvAthI, zaroramAyuM hatu dharmavAdhanam / e jANatA heAvA chatAM zarIramAM jarA paNa mArApaNu karyA vinA pote AtmAmAM ja magna rahevAnI abhilASA seve che. deha vizenI amUrchAnI agatya batAvatAM zrI saMtabAlajI lakhe che keH-- 1. zrImad rAjacaMdra agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 195, " parama padma-prAptinI bhAvanA '", pR. 53. * apUrva avasara " paranAM pravacane, AvRtti 2, pR. 7. 11.

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326 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi sAdhaka jyAre nigrathatAnI sAdhanA karatA hoya, tyAre bIjA bahAranAM saMbaMdhIjananI ke padArthonI vaLagaNa ochI thAya che. paraMtu pachIthI dehanI vaLagaNuya ghaTADavAno prabaLa puruSArtha karavAno rahe che, kAraNa ke dUranA baMdhana karatAM pAsenuM baMdhana hamezAM jaTila hoya che. dehanI mUcha TaLaze te zarIramAM kArya karI rahelAM aMtaraga kAraNe jevAM ke prANa, mana, buddhi, citta e paNa TaLaze ja, kAraNa ke AtmAnA vaibhAvika rasathI ja e badhAM janmyAM che, ne nabhyAM che. A rIte jIvananI parAkASTArUpa Atmasiddhi mATe amUrNa dazAnI mArI A ka9panA che"12 nirca thapaNAnAM lakSaNa batAvatI A kaDI para "uttarAdhyayanasUtranA 29 mA adhyayananA bIjA phakarAnI tathA "dazavaikAlikasUtra" chaThThuM adhyayananI 20-21 e be gAthAnI chAyA paDI hoya te saMbhavita che. juo - "nivaaeNNa divvamANumatericchiasu kAmabhogesu niveyaM havvamArAcchai / samyavisaasu virajjai / samvavisaosu virajjamANe AraMbhapariccAyaM karei / AraMbhapariccAyaM karemANe sNsaarmgge|| vAcharaDuM siddhima' padavane 5 mArU !" 13 "ja pi vattha va pAya vA kaMbalaM pAyapucchaNa / taM pi saMjamaTajaTo dhAraiti pariharati ya ||" "na so pariggaho vato NAyaputteNa tAiNA / kucha varAha kutto phu yutta siMI || " 14 uttarAdhyayana" ane "dazavaikAlika" e baMne sUtranI uparanI gAthAomAM muni deha, parigraha AdinA saMyamAthe kaI rIte upayoga kare che te batAvyuM che. muni asaMgapaNe rahe che, mUcchabhAva karatA nathI vagere lakSaNe ahIM batAvAyAM che, je ApaNe " apUrva avasara"nI bIjI kaDImAM joI zakIe chIe. saMpUrNa asaMgapaNa prApta karavAnI bhAvanA zrImade e kaDImAM bhAvI che. 12. "siddhi sopAna', pR. 7. 13. " uttarA dhyayana ', pR. 249; atha: nivedathI deva, manuSya ane tiyaca saMbaMdhI kAmabhAgIthI virakta thAya che, badhA viSayathI virakti thAya che. badhA viSayathI virakta thaI AraMbha parigrahano tyAga kare che. Abhaparigrahano tyAga karyA pachI sarasAramAgano tyAga karI mokSamArga grahaNa kare che. dazavaikAlika ", adhya. 6, gAthA 20-21, pR. 87; artha : "je kaMI vastra, pAtra, kaMbala, pAdapuMchana, rajoharaNa ityAdi je saMyamI puruSe saMyamanAM upakaraNone saMyamanA nirvAhane mATe dhAraNa kare che ke pahere tane jagatanA jInA rakSaka jJAtaputra bhagavAna mahAvIra deve parigraha kahyo nathI. paraMtu temAM saMdhamadhama batAvyo che. paraMtu te vastrAdi koI paNa vastu para je macchaAsakti hoya to ja te parigraha che ema te RSidhare pharamAvyuM che." - zrI saMtabAlajIe karelA anuvAdamAMthI, "dazavaikAlikasUtra, " pR. 76.

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327 6. apUva avasara zrImade potAnA A jAtanA bhAva anya lakhANamAM paNa keTalIka jagyAe vyakta karyA che. te sava jevA te ahIM zakya nathI, paNa parigraha ane sukha vizenA temanA vicAro jaNAvatAM nIcenA vacane juo - sarva jagatanA jIvo kaMI ne kaMI meLavIne sukha prApta karavA Icche che. moTe. cakravatI rAjA te paNa vadhatA vaibhava, parigrahanA saMka9pamAM prayatnavAna che, ane meLavavAmAM sukha mAne che, paNa aho ! jJAnIoe te tethI viparIta ja sukhane mArga nirNata karyo ke kicit mAtra paNa grahavuM e ja sukhane nAza che."15 A pramANe nircathapaNAnAM lakSaNo batAvyA pachI zrImade samyagdarzananuM svarUpa trIjI kaDImAM darzAvyuM che. samyagdazana - zrImadane pitAne samyagdarzananI prApti thaI hatI, teno ullekha trIjI kaDImAM maLe che - " darzanameha vyatIta thaI Upajo bedha je, deha bhinna kevala caitanyanuM jJAna jo; tethI prakSINa cAritrameha vilokiye, vate evuM zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna jo.apUrva. 3 AtmA ane deha baMne judA che tathA AtmA mAtra caitanyamaya tathA jJAnamaya che evo be darzana mehanIya karmanA nAzathI prApta thayela che. te jJAna dvArA cAritramehanIya karma paNa kSINa thatuM dekhAya che. paNa potAne je zuddha svarUpane baMdha tha che, te zuddha svarUpamAM ja rahevAnuM bane evI apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze ? - e vicAra zrImade ahIM mUkyo che. dazameha e mehanIya karmane eka prakAra che. kama anaMta prakAranAM che. temAM ATha prakAranAM karma mukhya che. e ATha karmamAM sauthI prabaLa, sattAdhArI karma te mehanIya che. mohanIyanA be bheda chedarzanamoha ane cAritrameha. A mehanIya karmane zAstrakAro madirA samAna gaNAve che.16 nazAha navatava - jIva. ajIva, pathya. pApa. Azrava, saMvara, nija ane mekSa - nI jinezvara bhagavAne je pramANe prarUpaNa karI che te ja pramANe tene yathArtha mAnavAM, temAM acaLa zraddhA karavI te samyagdarzana. AtmAnA A darzanane AvaraNa karanAra karma te darzanamohanIya. tenI traNa prakRti cheH samyakatvamehanIya, mizramehanIya ane mithyAtvamehanIya.1 7 15. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 620, AMka 830. 16. 17. " kamaFgraMtha prakAraNa" 1, gAthA 13-14, pR. 26-27. rA, baMdha

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328 zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi cAritramoha- hiMsA Adi vyApArano sarvathA tyAga karavo tema ja ahiMsA AdinuM saMpUrNa pAlana karavuM te samyaka cAritra. tene AvaraNa karanAruM karma te cAritramohanIya. tenA be bheda che : kaSAya ane nokavAya. kaSa = saMsAra, Aya = lAbha, jenAthI saMsAralAbha thAya te kaSAya. A kaSAya 4 prakAranA cheH koi, mAna, mAyA ane lobha te pratyekanA 4 bheda cheH anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhAnI, pratyAkhAnI ane saMjavalana. Ama kaSAyanA kula 16 prakAra thAya. nokaSAya 9 cheH hAsya, rati, arati, zAka, bhaya, jugupsA, ane strI, puruSa, napuMsaka e traNa veda maLI 9 nokaSAya che. kaSAyanI sAthe rahI tene uddIpana karatA hovAthI te nokaSAya kahevAya che. AtmasvarUpane AvaraNa kare te darzanamoha ane AtmacAritrane Avare te cAritrameha, AtmasvarUpane AvaraNa karanAra darzana mehano nAza thAya tyAre svasvarUpe pragaTa thAya. tene nAza thavAthI anubhavabodha Upaje che. A kaDInI pahelI paMktimAM zrImadda lakhe che ke, dazanameha vyatIta thaI Upa badha je te parathI jaNAya che ke temane ra dAna thayuM hatuM. da namaha vyatIta thaye eTale ke nAza thaye, arthAta " samyagdarzana thayuM." darzanamehanA nAzathI samyagdarzana thAya te jinekta siddhAMta che. paNa ahIM te vAta sarvasAmAnya vyakti mATe vaparAyela nathI, paNa potAne anulakSIne che. te ApaNe "Upajyo" zabda parathI jANI zakIe chIe. te vize zrI nagInadAsa zeTha lakhe che ke - * je sAmAnya rIte lakhyuM hoya te "Upa ane badale "Upaje" ema lakhata. vaLI trIjI lITImAM "viloki" zabda paNa e ja vAta sUcave che ke temanuM cAritra ghaNuM nirmaLa thatuM jAya che athavA thaI gayuM che ema teo pote joI zake che, ane te joI zakavAnuM kAraNa e ke temanAmAM zuddhAtma svarUpanuM dhyAna sadA niraMtara vartatuM hatuM." samyagdarzanane AvaraNa karanAru darzanamaha karma nAza pAmavAthI evo bodha utpanna thayo ke AtmA dehathI bhinna che ane te caitanya tathA jJAnamaya che. samyagdazIne te badhA vartanamAM Utare ja. jene AvuM anubhavasvarUpa jJAna hoya nahi tene zuSkAnI thavAnA saMbhava vizeSa. samyagdarzana arthAt "deha bhinna kevaLa citanyanuM jJAna" thAya tyAre dahAdi padArtho baMdhanarUpa, bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra jIvane lAge che. tethI tenAthI chUTavA, cAritra grahaNa karavAnuM lakSa tene baMdhAya che, zuddha AtmasvarUpa pAmavAnI tenI IcchA prabaLa bane che, ane e IcchA pUrI karavAnA hetuthI ja tenI pratyeka pravRtti thatI hoya che. pariNAme tenA cAritranI vadhatI vizaddhatA tathA cAritramehanIyana vizeSapaNe kSaya jevAya che. A kaDInI 4 thI paMktimAM te kAraNa zrImade spaSTapaNe batAvyuM che : "va evuM zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna je." darzanamohano nAza thavAthI AtmasvarUpanAM darzana karyA pachI jIvane zuddhatama AtmasvarUpa pragaTAvavAnuM ja eka lakSa rahe che. tethI te svarUpa pragaTe, bhavabhramaNa jAya tevI ja pravRtti tenAthI thAya che. karmanA udayane lIdhe je kaMI kArya te kare temAM Asakti na hoya. AthI cAritramehanIyane paNa kSaya thAya. A kSaya thayA pachI mehano udaya pharIthI na Ave te jaNAvavA zrImade "prakSINa" zabda bahu yeAgyatAthI che. 18. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA', AvRtti 1, pR. 58.

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6. apUrva avasara - A kaDI upara ApaNane "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nA 28 mA adhyayananI 30 tathA 35 mI gAthAnI chAyA jovA maLe che. te gAthAo A pramANe che - " tAkaLiR nALA vALA vinA na raMti vALA | aguNissa natthi mokkho natthi amokkhassa nivyANa // " " nANeNa jANaI bhAve dasaNeNa ya saddahe / cariteNa nigihAi taveNa parisujjaI / "16 A gAthAmAM darzAvyuM che te pramANe darzana vinA jJAna nathI, jJAna vinA cAritra nathI, cAritra vinA mukti nathI ane mukti vinA nirvANa nathI. vaLI jJAnathI padArtha jaNAya che, darzanathI zraddhA Ave che ane cAritrathI karmakSaya thAya che, tathA tapathI zuddhi Ave che. A ja bhAva judI rIte zrImad ahIM vyakta karyo che. darzanathI jJAna, zraddhA Ave che, ane pariNAme cAritra grahaNa karavAthI AtmA zuddha svarUpane pAme che tema temaNe batAvyuM che. samyagdarzananI prApti thayA pachI ja AtmAno sAro vikAsa thAya che. darzana thayA pahelAM jIvanuM vartana, je bhavabhramaNa vadhAranAruM hatuM, te pachIthI bhava kamI karanAruM bane che, ane AtmAnI vizuddhatA vadhatAM vadhatAM pUrNatAe pahoMce che. bhavaaMta lAvanAra "samyagdarzana"nuM zrImadane mana keTaluM mahattva hatuM te temanAM A vacana jotAM jaNAze - anaMtakALathI je jJAna bhavahetu thatuM hatuM te jJAnane eka samayamAtramAM jAtyAMtara karI jeNe bhavanivRttirUpa karyuM te kalyANamUrti samyagdarzanane namaskAra !"20 - "he sarvotkRSTa sukhanA heturUpa samyaphadarzana! tane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra che A anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM anaMta anaMta jIvo tArA Azraya vinA. anaMta anaMta dukhane anubhave che. tArA parama anugrahathI svasvarUpamAM ruci thaI. parama vItarAga svabhAva pratye nizcaya Avya, kRtakRtya thavAno mArga grahaNa thaye."2 1 samyagdarzana prApta thayA pachIthI jIva pUrNa zuddhatAne pAme te vikAsakramane "guNasthAna kamArohaNa" kahe che. te vikAsakrama zrImade A pachInI kaDIomAM batAvyo che. arthAta nigraMthanA AtmacAritranuM varNana temaNe karyuM che. nirathanuM AtmacAritra - samyagdarzana prApta thayA pachI, pitAnuM zuddha svarUpa pAmavAnA lakSathI jIva dravyathI tema ja bhAvathI kevA cAritranuM pAlana kare che te cothIthI 18. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra", adhya. 28; gAthA 30 ne 35, pR. 244, 25. 20. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 25. 21. ejana, pR. 824. 42

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330 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi bAramI - e nava kaDImAM zrImade batAvyuM che. nirgathe muni vizene pitAne Adarza, arthAt muni tarIke pote pALavA dhArelA cAritrane khyAla zrImade A kaDIomAM ApaNane Ape che. te cAritramAM AtmasthiratAne sau prathama sthAna ApatAM lakhyuM che ke - "AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yuganI, mukhyapaNe te varte dehaparyata je; ghara pariSaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, AvI zake nahi te sthiratAne aMta je." apUrvaka AtmAnI sthiratA kevI hovI joIe te batAvatAM ahIM kahyuM che ke, traNa yoganA saMkSipta bhAvarU5 AtmasthiratA jIvanaparyata eTalI prabaLatAthI vate ke jethI, prANaghAtaka nIvaDe tevA pariSaha ke upasargane bhaya utpanna thAya tyAre paNa te sthiratAno aMta Ave nahi. e apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze ? pU. saMtabAlajInA lakhavA mujaba A kaDImAM "jaina AgamomAM varNavAyelA pAMcamA guNasthAnavatI sAdhakanuM AmAM bayAna che."22 pAMcamA guNasthAne jIvane "gRhastha sAdhaka, sarAga saMyamI " ke "vratadhArI zrAvaka" tarIke oLakhavAmAM Ave che. pAMcame guNasthAne parigrahAdithI chUTavAno teno prayatana hoya che. te tyAgavRtti prabaLa banatAM te sarvavirati grahaNa kare che. sarvavirati sAdhu mATe 6 ane 7 e be guNasthAna che. dIkSA letI vakhate bhAva utkRSTa hovAthI jIva sAtame guNasthAne hoya che, paNa pachI mananI caMcaLatAne lIdhe te chaThThA ane sAtama guNasthAna vacce caDaUtara karyA kare che. A kaDImAM pariSaha ke upasarganA bhayathI paNa sAdhakanI AtmasthiratA na DagavI joIe tevI bhAvanA che. pariSaha ke upasargano upadrava gRhasthadazA karatAM munidazAmAM vizeSa saMbhavita che, e parathI A kaDImAM ApeluM varNana zrI kAnajIsvAmI, zrI jayavijayajI tathA zrI nagInadAsa giradharalAla zeTha jaNAve che te pramANe sAtamA guNasthAnavatI jIvane vizeSa lAgu paDatuM lAge che. A varNana "sarAga saMyamI" karatAM "sarvavirati sAdhu" mATe vadhu saMbhavita che. eTale zrI saMtabAlajInA abhiprAya sAthe A varNana vize bheda Ave che. AtmasthiratA" eTale AtmA vibhAvadazAmAM na jatAM potAnA svabhAvamAM TakI rahe che. arthAt zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che tema - AtmasthiratA eTale mana, vacana, kAyAnA AlaMbanarahita svarUpa mukhyapaNe vate, temAM aMDa na paDe evI sthiratA.23 ahIM traNa saMkSipta yoganI sthiratAnI vAta che. yoga eTale AtmA ane kriyAnuM joDANa. kriyA traNa prakAranI che ? mananI, vacananI ane kAyAnI. tethI yoga paNa traNa jAtanA 22. "siddhinAM sopAna ", pR. 26 23. apUrva avasara paranAM pravacana, pR. 15.

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6. apUva avasara kahevAya che. AtmAnuM mana sAthe joDANa te managamaga eTale vicAra. AmAnuM vacana sAthe joDANa eTale vacanayoga, vacanayoga eTale vANI. ane AtmAnuM kAyA sAthe joDANa eTale kAyayoga; kAyogane vartana kahe che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnI kriyAne vega kahe che. AtmAnuM mana, vacana ke kAyA sAthenuM joDANa kSaNa chavI hoya che, te vArApharatI bIjA bIjA sAthe joDAte hoya che. eka kSaNa mana sAthe, te bIjI kSaNe vacana sAthe, te trIjI kSaNe kAyA sAthe te jeDAtuM hoya che. AthI A roga saMkSipta kahevAya che. saMkSisa eTale TUMkA. paraMtu zrImadane ahIM A artha abhipreta nathI. sAmAnya mANasane te yuga niraMkuzapaNe pravartatA hoya che, paNa jJAnI mahAtmAne tema hatuM nathI. teone heya-upAdeyane viveka hoya che, tethI karmane udaya Ave te paNa teo thatA saMka9pa-vikalpane buddhipUrvaka TUMkA karI nAkhe che. udayAdhIna saMka9pa-vikalpa Ave tyAre paNa AtmajAgRti kAyama rahetI hovAthI yuga saMkSipta rahe che, eTale ke yoganI pravRtti potAnA zarIra ane AtmAnI bahAra nathI thatI. Ama jJAnInI bAbatamAM roga saMkSipta rahe che. AthI zrImade A kaDImAM bahu yogyatAthI lakhyuM che ke - AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yuganI." apUrva pratyeka prANImAM AtmAnuM yoganuM joDANa to hoya ja che. paNa AtmA vibhAvadazAmAM varta te hovAthI te bhavabhramaNanuM kAraNa bane che. paNa AtmasvarUpa prApta karavA mATe svabhAvamAM TakI rahevuM Avazyaka che, tethI kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke - . "AtmA eka kSaNa paNa vibhAvadazAmAM na jatAM jIvanaparyata TvabhAvamAM TakI rahe, jIvanabhara AtmasthiratA TakI rahe e bhAvanA che, kAraNa ke ethI AtmAnI vizuddhi kSaNekSaNe vadhatI jAya che ane ghaNuM TUMkA kALamAM zuddhAtmasvarUpa prApta karI zakAya che."23ma A AtmasthiratA mukhyapaNe deha Take tyAM sudhI rahe te bhAvanA pAchaLa paNa hetu che. zrImada te mokSapadanA abhilASI hatA. ane te pada temane jema bane tema jaladI levuM hatuM. temanI bhAvanA te vartamAna dehe ja mokSa meLavavAnI hatI, tethI jemAM AtmAnI vizuddhatA kSaNe kSaNe vadhatI jAya che, tevI AtmasthiratA dahaparyata TakI rahe tevI bhAvanA temaNe bhAvI che. AtmasthiratAnI agatya batAvatAM zrI saMtabAlajI lakhe che ke - bhUle mAtranuM mULa ja AtmasthiratAne abhAva che. AtmasmRtinuM dhana lUMTAI gAyA pachI ja buddhi devALuM phUke che. sukha ane svataMtratAne sthAne sukha ane baMdhana ethI ja AvI paDe che, mATe ja AtmasthiratAnI paLe paLe AvazyaktA che. AtmasthiratAno abhAva e ja bhAvamaraNa che."24 23. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA ", pR. 66. 24. "siddhinAM pAna", pR. 18.

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333 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi - A AtmasthiratA kevI hovI joIe te zrImade A kaDInI chellI be paMktimAM samajAvyuM che. te sthiratA ghora pariSaha ke upasarganA bhayathI leza paNa DagavI na joIe. trIjI paMktimAM "bhaya" zabda khAsa hetupUrvaka jAyelo jovA maLe che. "pariSaha" ane upasarga" e baMnene bhaya sAdhakane eTalo badhe satAve che ke keTalIka vakhata te upasarga ane pariSaha paNa eTalA satAvI zakatA nathI. mAnasazAstrIe paNa jaNAve che ke sAkSAt dukha karatAM duHkhano bhaya mANasane vadhu pIDA Ape che. AthI upasarga ke pariSahanAM duHkha karatAM vizeSa duHkha te AvI paDavAnA "bhaya" mAM raheluM dekhAya che. ethI ja zrImad upasarga ke pariSahanA duHkha vakhate ja nahi paNa te baMnenA AvI paDelA bhaya vakhate paNa AtmasthiratA ne DagavI joIe tevI bhAvanA rAkhI che. karma khapAvavA tathA mArgathI cuta na thavA mATe je kaMI sahana karavuM paDe te pariSaha kahevAya che. emAMnA keI vizeSa pramANamAM hoya te te prANaghAtaka paNa nIvaDe. tevA pariSaha ghara pazviha kahela che. nigraMtha munine sahana karavA paDatA pariSaha bAvIsa 25 prakAranA kahyA che te A pramANe sudhA, tRSA, zIta, uSNa, dazamazaka, nagnatA, arati, strI, caryA, niSadyA, zayyA, Akroza, vadha, yAcanA, alAbha, roga, tRNasparza, mele, satkAra, prajJA, ajJAna ane darzana. te pratyekanI TUMkANamAM samajaNa nIce pramANe che - kaMI paNa kAraNasara zuddha AhAra na maLatAM sudhI sahana karavI paDe te kSudhA pariSaha. zAstramAM jaNAveluM ukALeluM acitta pANI na maLatAM tRSA samabhAve sahevI te tRSA pariSahu. ziyALAmAM sakhata ThaMDImAM paNa TADha uDADavA keAI prayatna na karatAM ThaMDI samabhAve sahevI te zIta pariSaha. grISmamAM e ja rIte sUryAdi tApa sahana karavA te uNu pariSaha, guphAmAM ke anya jagyAe macchara, DAMsa, mAMkaDa Adi jaMtuonA DaMkha pIDA kare tethI manane caMcaLa na banavA detAM tene samabhAve sahevA te zamazaka parivaha. sacelaka muninAM vastra phATI jAya te paNa kaI pAse vastranI yAcanA na karatAM samabhAve nagnatA vade te nagnatA pariSaha. alaka mATe te nagnatA e hamezano pariSaha rahe che. kaI paNa vastu prApta na thAya chatAM manamAM zAka thavA dIdhA vinA saMyamamAM rahevuM te ara ta pariSaha. munine strI vaza karavA prayatna kare te vakhate calita na thatAM saMyamita rahevuM te strI parivaha. munie eka sthaLe sthira na rahetAM cAre bAju pharavuM joIe; eka sthaLe rahevAthI te sthaLa vize Asakti thAya; mATe vihAranAM game teTalAM kaSTa sahana karavAM te caryA pariSaha. sArI-narasI cIja mATe rAgadveSa na karo, thayelA upasarga zAMtithI sahevA te niSadyA pariSaha. munine potAnA nivAsa daramyAna sUvAnI pathArI ke jagyA sArI na maLe ke tyAM vyaMtara Adine upasarga hoya ke koI anya dukha hoya te zAMtithI sahana karavuM te zavyA pariSaha. kaI rI, anya dhamI kavacana kahe, niMdA kare, khoTAM ALa caDAve vagere kare chatAM te samabhAve sahevAM, sarvane kamane doSa mAnI anyane doSa na je te AkrorA pariSaha, cora, badamAza Adi gussAmAM AvI munine mAre che kedha kare ke vadha kare, chatAM tenA pratye dveSa na karatAM samabhAva rAkhe ane potAne avinAzI jANa te savanuM zAMtithI vedana kare te vadhu pariSaha, 25. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra", adhya. 2, pR. 13 thI 23.

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huM, apUrva avasara - gocarI mATe jatI vakhate kheArAka, auSadhAdinI yAcanA karavI paDe che, te vakhate temAM glAni ke zarama na rAkhatAM, pUrvAMnI potAnI sthiti yAda karyA vinA, yAcavuM - ane maLe ke na maLe te samabhAve sahevuM te yAcanA pariSaha, yAcanA karavA chatAM icchita na maLe chatAM kheda na karavA ane samabhAva rAkhavA te alAbha pariSaha zarIramAM game tevA rAga utpanna thAya chatAM te vize manamAM kaleza na ANe, munine labdhi pragaTI hAya chatAM roganivAraNa mATe tenA upayeAga na kare, rAga samabhAve veda te rAga Saha. zarIranI nakhaLI sthitimAM ghAsanI pathArI khUce te paNa zAMtithI tene sahe ane mRdu pathArIne icche hu te tRNaspaza pariSaddha. agni, dhULa, parasevA AdithI melA thayelA zarIrane svaccha karavA icche nahi ane pUrve karelI zarIranI svacchatA saMbhAre paNa nahi te mela pariSaha. koI satkAra kare ke na kare, baMnemAMthI koI paNa sthitimAM gaurava ke kheDha na karatAM samabhAva rAkhave| te satkAra pariSaha. game teTaluM jJAna hAvA chatAM, muni tenuM abhimAna na kare; uparAMta jJAnadAna karatAM kI kaTALe nahi te jJAna pariSaha. mahenata karavA chatAM jJAna prApta na thAya tyAre muni kheda na pAmatAM vadhu udyamI thAya te ajJAna pariSaha. paramA prAptimAM vilaMba thatAM AkuLavyAkuLa banAve te dazana pariSaha. kudaratI rIte utpanna thatA A 22 pariSahA game te paristhitimAM samabhAvathI sahe te sAcA muni. bahu nukasAna na kare te haLavA prakAranAM pariSaha che, ane prANaghAtaka nIvaDe te " dhAra pariSaha ; che. te sarvamAM nigraMthanI AtmasthiratA TakI na rahe te tenu patana thAya; AthI munie AvelA pariSahA AtmajAgRtipUrvaka jItavA jeI e. AtmAnI vizuddhi jema jema vadhatI jAya tema tema pariSahanI saMkhyA ghaTatI jAya che. dazamAthI khAramA guNasthAne 14 prakAranA pariSaha sa'bhave che, ane 13 tathA 14mA guNasthAne mAtra 11 prakAranA pariSaha saMbhave che. jJAnAvaraNu, aMtarAya, mAhanIya ane vedanIya kanA uya ja A pariSahanA nimittarUpa hAya che. upasarga pariSahathI judA prakAranA che. anya kAI jIva taraphathI munine irAdApUrvaka apAyeluM duHkha te upasa che. devasa khaMdhI, manuSyasaMbadhI, tiya casabadhI, ane AtmasavedanIya ema cAra prakAranA upasarga " ThANAMgasUtra "mAM kahyA che.26 A cAramAMthI phAInA paNa nimittathI munine thatuM duHkha te upasa, 333 devasa'badhI deva cAra kAraNathI upasa karavA prerAya che H hAsya ke kutUhalathI, pradveSathI, parIkSA karavA mATe ane vimAtrA - AgaLanAM traNe kAraNu sAthe hAya tethI. manuSyasa khazrI - manuSya paNa hAsyathI, dveSathI, parIkSA mATe ke kuzIlanA kheAdhathI upasarga kare che. tiya casa badhI - tiya``ca paNa cAra kAraNathI upasarga kare che : bhayathI, pUrvabhavanA vairathI, AhAra mATe ane potAnA rahevAnA sthaLanA rakSaNa arthe. AtmasaveMdanIya - peAtAnA kAraNathI utpanna thatA upasarga paNa cAra kAraNathI cheH ghaTTana, prapattana sta bhana ane zleSaNa. AMgaLI Adi upAMganA ghasavAthI thatA AMkhamAM dhULa paDavI, AMkha ceALavI ityAdithI thatA upasarga te 26. "ThANAMgasUtra ", adhya 5, uddeza 1, gAthA 409. tr

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ghaTTana upasarga che. yanA vinA cAlavAthI paDI jatAM lAgI jAya vagere apattana upasarga che hAtha, paga vagere avayavo zUnya banI jatAM je duHkha thAya te staMbhana upasarga che. ane AMgaLI vagere avayava ceTI javAthI ke vAta, kapha, pitta ane sannipAtathI thatA upasarga te zleSaNa che. A badhA upasarga sahana karatI vakhate munine upasargakartA pratye dveSa nahIM paNa karuNA Ave ke upasargakartAne keTalAM karmanA baMdha thAya che! jIvaleNa nIvaDe tevA pariSaha ke upasarga samabhAve sahevA te sahelI vAta nathI. mahAna puruSathI ja te vakhate AtmasthiratA jALavI zakAya. evI sthiratA mahAvIra prabhu Adie jALavI hatI. te jALavavAnI bhAvanA bhAvanAranI paNa keTalI ucca kakSA levI joIe ! A kaDImAM zrImad svarUpamAM ja rahevAnI, AtmasthiratA pAmavAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI che; paNa jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM nathI hotuM tyAM sudhI " AtmasthiratA "nuM sAtatya jaLavAtuM nathI, ane mana, vacana tathA kAyAnA yoga pravaryA kare che. A AtmasthiratA na pravate tyAre potAnI muni tarIkenI caryA kevI hovI joIe te vizenI bhAvanA zrImade pAMcamI kaDImAM mUkI che - "saMyamanA hetuthI gapravartanA, svarUpalakSe jina AjJA AdhIna je te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAti sthitimAM, aMte thAye nijasvarUpamAM lIna je." apUrva0 5 pote zuddha svarUpamAM na pravatI zake te samayanA potAnA pravartana vizenI abhilASA vyakta karatAM zrImad A kaDImAM kahe che ke mana, vacana ane kAyAnA traNe ganI pravRtti, jinaAjJA anusAra, AtmasvarUpane lakSamAM rAkhIne tema ja saMyamanA kAraNe thAya, ane jema jema AtmasthiratA vadhatI jAya tema tema kSaNe kSaNe te yoganI pravRtti ghaTatI jAya ane chevaTe AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thaI javAya te apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? prathama paMktimAM zrImade mana, vacana ane kAyAnA roga saMyamanA hetuthI ja pravartI tevI IcchA karI che. sama eTale samyapha prakAre, ane yama eTale pAMca mahAvrata. saMyama eTale akaSAyIpaNe pAMca mahAvratanA pAlanamAM apUrva sthiratA. A saMyamanI utkRSTa sthiti te saMpUrNa asaMgatA. muni saMyamathI utkRSTa sthitie pahoMcavA mATe ja satata mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yogathI prayatnazIla hoya che. arthAta teo yogathI AtmasvarUpamAM lIna rahevA mATe satata puruSAthI rahe che, kAraNa ke pU. saMtabAlajI lakhe che tema - jeTale aMze saMyama teTale aMze viveka to hoya ja. viveka ane vicAra vinA jJAna Take nahi, ane jJAna vinAne saMyama se Tacano saMyama na gaNAya! eTale saMyamIne pratipaLe AtmabhAna to rahe ja."27 27. "siddhinA sopAna ", pR. 30

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6. apUrva avasara 335 tema chatAM muni je samaye zuddha bhAvamAMthI nIkaLe te samaye teo zubhabhAvamAM Ave che. kAraNa ke pU. kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che tema - "AtmasthiratA ane te sthiratAne puruSArtha pitAne svAdhIna che. paNa mana, vacana ane kAyAnA roganuM sthira rahevuM ke palaTAvuM te udayAdhIna che, sarvathA te roganuM pravartana ghaTIne ayogIpaNuM to 14me guNasthAne thAya che."28 muni zubhabhAvamAM hoya te vakhate teo zAstrazravaNa, ziSyAdine upadeza, bhakti Adi kArya kare che, paNa temAM potAnuM kartApaNuM mAnatA nathI. eTale ke pote jinaAjJAnusAra varte che tevI bhAvanA seve che, te badhAM kArya karavAnA bhAvane paNa teo heya gaNe che. A kArya karavAmAM paNa temanuM lakSa te svasvarUpa pAmavAnuM ja hoya che, kAraNa ke munizrI saMtabAlajI kahe che tema, eve vakhate temane - saMyamane mATe saMyama nathI. arthAt saMyama pote sAdhya nathI, e paNa eka sAdhana ja che. sAdhya te svarUpadazA che, ane saMyama enuM sAdhana che. saMyamane sAdhanane badale sAdhya mAnavAthI ja AtmavikAsa ane vizvapremanA dvAra para jaTila paDado paDI jAya che. 29 Ama muni potAnuM svarUpa pAmavAnuM lakSa rAkhIne ja karmanA udaya pramANe jinamArge cAlavAnI IcchA dharAve che. ahIM zrImadda khUbIpUrvaka saghaLe hetu eka "svarUpalakSe jina AjJA AdhIna je" e paMktimAM darzAvI dIdhuM che. - AtmasthiratAmAM na rahevAya tyAre muni avasthAmAM pote jinaAjJA anusAra vartavA irache che, paNa temanuM lakSa te saMpUrNa AtmasthiratA pAmavAnuM ja che, te zrImade bIjI be paMktimAM batAvyuM che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yoga pratyeka kSaNe ghaTADatA jaI aMtamAM nija svarUpamAM lIna thavAnI temanI bhAvanA che. juo - "te paNa kSaNe kSaNa ghaTatI jatI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna je." apUrva, 5 "udAsInatA ane upayoganI tIvratA thAya tyAre kSAyikabhAva athavA vItarAgabhAva vedAya che. eTale ke jJAnamAM jema AtmasthiratA vadhatI jAya che tema jinaAjJAnA AlaMbanarUpa nimittane vikalpa chUTI jAya che. 30 muni AtmasvarUpamAM sthira rahevA satata prayatnazIla rahe te ApaNe joyuM. AthI jema jema temanA AtmAnI nirmaLatA vadhatI jAya che tema tema saMyamanA hetuthI thatI yoganI kriyA pratyeka kSaNe ghaTatI jAya che. 28. "apUrva avasara paranAM pravacane ", pR. 19. (pR. kAnajI svAmI) 29. "siddhinAM sopAna', pR. 32. (munizrI saMtabAlajI) 30. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA ", pR. 82. (zrI nagInadAsa zeTha )

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336 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "ahIM kSaNa kSaNa zabda khAsa arthamAM vaparAyelo che, kAraNa ke AmAM kSapakazreNInI vAta che. kSapakazreNImAM samaye samaye Atmavizuddhi vadhatI jAya che, eTale jina AjJA athavA zrutajJAnanuM avalaMbana samaye samaye ghaTatuM jAya che te eTale sudhI ke te avalaMbana tadana nAza pAme che ane aMte nija svarUpamAM lIna thAya che."31 A sthiti 14mAM guNasthAne Ave che. Ama zrImad ahIM 7mA guNasthAnanI sthiti batAvatAM batAvatAM 14mAM guNasthAne pahoMcavAnI abhilASA khUbIthI vyakta karI dIdhI che. saMyamamAM rahevAnA zrImadanA A abhilASa sAthe jJAtaputra bhagavAna mahAvIrano saMyama "AcArAMgasUtra"nA bhA adhyayananA pahelA udezanI 89 10 gAthAomAM batAvyA che te sarakhAvavA jevo che. juo - " pharusAiM duttiikvAiM aiyacce muNI parakkamamANe / AdhAyanahagIyAI daDajujjhAI muchijujhAI / / " " gadime mihuMkahAsu samayammi nAisuo viso adakkhu / ayAi sA urAlAi gacchai nAyapurI asaraNA||"32 A baMne gAthAmAM kaThora pariSaha ane moTAM saMkaTe vacce paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra saMyamamAM daDha rahetA hatA te jaNAvyuM che. AvI ja sthiratA rAkhavAne zrImadane abhilASa cethI-pAMcamI e be kaDImAM jovA maLe che. temAM bAhya kharAba sage vacce saMyama jALavavAnI vAta che. A pachInI eTale ke chaThThI kaDImAM AMtarika pramAda tathA rAgadveSane sIne saMyama jALavavAnI abhilASA zrImade vyakta karI che. nircatha mRna tarIkenA potAnA AtmacAritranA eka vadhu UMcA pagathiyAne lakSa ApaNane chaThThI kaDImAM zrImade karAvyo che - paMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitatA, paMca pramAda na maLe manane #bha je; dravya kSetra ne kALa bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vItalobha je." apUrva, 6 sAdhaka tarIke AtmasthiratA prApta karavAmAM aMtarAya A5nAra pramAda, viSayAsakti, pratibaMdha Adine dUra karavAnI IcchA vyakta karatAM A kaDImAM zrImada jaNAve che ke pAMca 31. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA", pR. 83. 32. " AcArAMgasUtra', adhya. 9, u. 1, gAthA 8-10; pR. 90. bhAvArtha: (9) vaLI bhagavAna, nahi khamI zakAya evA kaThera pariSahanI kazI darakAra nahi karatA ane lekathI thatA nRtya ke gItamAM rAga nahi dharatA, tathA daMDayuddha ke muSTiyuddhanI vAta sAMbhaLI utsuka nahi banatA. ( 10 ) koI vakhate jJAtaputra bhagavAna, strIone parasparanI kAmakathAmAM tallIna thayelI jotA te tyAM ragadeSarahita madhyasthapaNe rahetA. e rIte evAM jabarajasta saMkaTa para kazuM paNuM lakSa nahi ApanAM jJAtaputra bhagavAna saMyamamAM pravaryA jatA hatA.

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6. apUrva avasara IndriyanA pAMca viSamAM rAgadveSarahitapaNuM hoya, pAMca pramAdamAM manano kSobha ke mananI DAmADoLa sthiti na hoya; dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva e cAra prakAranA pratibaMdha vinA eTale ke baMdhana vinA karmanA udaya pramANe nirlobhapaNe vicAravAnuM hoya tevo apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? ahIM AtmasthiratA prApta karavA mATe sAdhake keLavavA paDatA guNone khyAla zrImade Apyo che. teo potAnA vicAronI savizeSa spaSTatA karatA jatA hoya tevuM ahI jaNAya che, AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha ane tvacA-e pAMca IndriyanA pAMca viSaya - rU5, zabda, gaMdha, rasa ane sparza - prati saMpUrNa rAga ke dveSarahitapaNuM pahelI paMktimAM zrImade IcchaLyuM che. A pratyeka viSayane be bAju che. kaNendriyano viSaya zabda che. zabda sAMbhaLyA pachI te prazaMsArUpa ke niMdArUpa lAge. cakSurindriyane viSaya rU5 che, te suMdara ke asuMdara hoya. rasendriyane viSaya rasa che, te khAre, khATA, tIkhA, mITha, tUro vagere hoI zake. dhrANendriyane viSaya gaMdha che, te sugaMdha ke dugadharUpa lAge. ane sparzendriya viSaya sparza che, te suMvALa, karkaza ema judo judo hoI zake. A pAMca viSayanAM sArAM rUpa maLe te rAga thAya ane kharAba rUpa maLe te dveSa thAya te sAmAnya janano anubhava che. muni ahIM rAgadveSathI alipta rahevA icche che, kAraNa ke rAgadveSanA pariNAme jIvanuM bUruM karavAmAM kazuM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. rAgadveSanAM pariNAma AvavAthI jIvane bahirAtmabhAva thAya che, te potAnuM svarUpa ja bhUlI jAya che, je tenA bhavabhramaNano hetu thAya che. AthI sarva viSayamAM anAsakti keLavavAno puruSArtha muni kare che, kAraNa ke zrI saMtabAlaka jaNAve che tema - viSaye pote dUSita nathI, paNa manamAM rahelI Asakti ja viSayomAM dUSaNa janmAve che ane indriyo dvArA viSayonuM sevana karAvI jIvanamAM dUSaNe vadhAre che. 33 eka IndriyamAM paNa Asakti hoya te ghaNI vAra jIvano nAza thAya che, jema ke - zikArInA madhura zabdamAM lobhAI hariNI prANa gumAve che. kamaLanI gaMdha para Asakta thayelo bhramara temAM purAI hAthIthI khavAI jAya che. mAchImAranI kAMTAmAM mUkelI vastu sane lIdhe khAvA jatAM mAchaluM maraNane zaraNa thAya che. dIvAnuM atirUpa joI te rUpanA mehamAM patagiyuM pitAne jAna gumAve che. tema ja banAvaTI hAthaNInA sparzanA lobhathI bAjumAM rahelA khADAmAM paDI hAthI paNa maraNa pAme che. ekAda viSayamAM Asakti vadhatAM AvA hAla thAya che, te pachI badhA viSayamAM Asakti sevanAranI zI dazA thAya? AthI ja muni pAMca prakAranA viSayamAM rAgadveSarahitapaNuM Icche che. 33. "siddhinAM sopAna", pR. 44. 43.

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338 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi viSayethI na DaganAra ane tevA prasaMgamAM manane kAbUmAM rAkhanAra sAdhakane mATe AtmasthiratA DagAve tevo eka bIjo zatru che, te che pramAda. zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che tema pramAda eTale "AtmasvarUpamAM anutsAha" ane "AtmasvarUpamAM utsAha athavA svarUpamAM sAvadhAnI tenuM nAma apramAda che. evI sarvotkRSTa sAdhanadazA - sarvakALa sthitisthiratA - vate, evI zuddha avasthAnI ekAgratA jaladI varte evI ahIM bhAvanA che."34 mada, viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA ane vikathA -e pAMca pramAdanA mukhya prakAra che. 35 mada- mada eTale abhimAna ke ahaMkAra. mada ATha prakAranA che? jAtimada, kuLamada, baLamada, rUpamada, tapamada,vidyAmada (ke jJAnamada), lAbhamada ane aizvarya mada. AmAMthI koI paNa jAtano mada Ave te jIvamAM uddhatAI, uchAMchaLApaNuM, svachaMda vagere AvatAM, pariNAme kAM te e pada gumAvavAno vakhata Ave che, ane nahi te e pada saMtoSa ApavAne badale asaMtoSa ApanAruM thaI paDe che. sAmAnya rIte jAti, kuLa, baLa ke rUpa jevAnA mada munine na Ave, paNa temane pitAnA tapa, labdhi, jJAna vagerenI mada AvavAno saMbhava rahe che. tethI ahIM koI paNa jAtanI madarahita sthiti IrachI che. viSaya- pramAdanuM bIjuM aMga viSaya che. ahIM viSayano artha kAmavikAra che. ucca keTie gayelA sAdhake cothuM vrata aMgIkAra karyuM hoya che, tethI tene sthaLa viSayapramAda hoto nathI, paNa karmodayajanya viSaya hoya che. ane te paNa upazamarUpa hoya che. AtmasthiratA daDha na hoya te bAhya nimitta maLatAM pUrve bhagavela viSaya yAda AvI jAya. teve prasaMge manamAM seMbha paNa na thAya tevI bhAvanA bhAvI che. pAMca prakAranA pramAdamAM "viSaya " e sauthI bhayaMkara che. ane e eka jitAI jAya te bAkInAne jItavA sahelA paDe che te vize zrImade lakhyuM che ke - eka viSayane jItatAM, ji sa saMsAra; nRpati jItatAM jItIe, daLa, pura ne adhikAra."36 kaSAya - kaSAya e pramAdanuM trIju aMga che. apramattadazAmAM AgaLa vadhato sAdhaka viSaya para kAbU meLave chatAM 12mAM guNasthAne na pahoMce tyAM sudhI tene kaSAya rahI jAya che. AthI upazamaNIno sAdhaka 11mAM guNasthAnethI avazya patana pAme che. kaSAya mukhya cAra che : krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha. te pratyekanA cAra prakAramAMthI pahelA traNa - anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnI ane pratyAkhyAnI eTale ke 12 kaSAyane kSaya ke kSayopazama na thAya tyAM sudhI bhAvacAritra AvatuM nathI. keI kSopazamI hoya te, athavA saMjavalane koMdha, mAna, mAyA ke lobhane udaya Ave te vakhate paNa, manamAM bha thAya nahi evI bhAvanA AmAM che. 34. "apUrva avasara paranAM pravacane", pR. 22. 35. keTalIka jagyAe pramAdanA pAMcamAM prakAra tarIke "mada'ne badale "ne, " ke " madya " gaNAya che, athavA to "nidAne badale " niMdA " gaNAya che. 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti , pR. 82.

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6. apUrva avasara nikA nidrAnI tA dareka dehadhArIne jarUra che. zarIra TakAvavA ucita pramANamAM nidrA levI te pramAda nathI, paNa jarUra karatAM vadhu nidrA levI te pramAda che. koI azubha karmanA udayathI A jAtanA pramAda Ave te muni AtmajAgRti rAkhI te dUra kare che, ane manane kSeAbha pAmavA detA nathI. tevA pramAdathI dUra rahevAnI ahIM bhAvanA che. vikathA -- pramADhanA pAMcamA prakAra vikathA che. strIpuruSakathA, bhAjanakathA, dezakathA ke rAjakathA te vikathA che. te cAre sa`sAranI vRddhi karanAra che. tethI muni tenAthI alipta rahe, munine sthULa vikathA hAvAnA saMbhava A hAya che. paNa anya muni vize vikathA karavAnA, tenA vize te halakA che tevA khyAla thavAnA saMbhava sUkSmatAe rahe che. AvI kAI paNa jAtanI vikthAmAM na paDavAnI bhAvanA ahI' che. AtmasthiratA meLavavAmAM naDatararUpa viSaya, pramAdathI alipta rahevAnI bhAvanA sAthe zrImaduM ahIM " pratibaMdha "thI paNa mukta rahevAnI abhilASA sevI che. " apUrva avasara 'nI A kaDImAM jaNAvyuM che tema pratibaMdha cAra prakAranA che : dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva. pratibadha eTale AvaraNa. dravyapratimadha bAhya koI padArthanI jarUra hAvI te dravyapratibaMdha. nigraMtha munina samyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyagacAritra sivAya koI paNa vastunI jarUra na hoya. vastra, pustaka, AhAra vageremAMthI kAInA paNa grahaNa ke agrahaNa vize' matAgraha na hoya. matAgraha te pratibaMdha che. te vize zrImadde lakhyuM che ke H-- 339 --- 66 N pustaka che te jJAnanA ArAdhanane artha sarva prakAranA peAtAnA mamatvabhAvarahita rakhAya te ja AtmA che, nahitara mahAna pratibadha che. " evu ja anya draSyA vize che.37 kSetrapratikha dha mAna, pUjA, satkAra Adi maLe tevA anukULa kSetramAM ja rahevu' ke pratikULa kSetramAM na ja rahevu' te kSetrapratibaMdha che. anukULatA-pratikULatA joyA vinA samabhAve munie rahevu' joI e. kSetrapratiba`dha samajAvatAM zrImadde lakhyuM che ke: "A kSetra ApaNuM che ane te kSetra jALavavA cAturmAsa tyAM rahevA mATe je vicAra karavAmAM Ave che te kSetrapratibaMdha che.'38 - bhAvapratibadha -- ziSya, anuyAyI vagere mATe prIti thavI te bhAvapratibadha. mAna Ape tenA tarapha prIti thavI ane apamAna kare tenA tarapha aprIti thavI te bhAvapratibaMdha che. tenAthI munie chUTavu joI e. phALapratima dha -- amuka kSetramAM amuka kALe ja javuM, anya phALe na javuM, tevI IcchA te kALapratiba`dha; jema ke atizaya ThaMDA pradezamAM ziyALAmAM na javu te kALapratibaMdha che. 37. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 364, AMka 830. 38. ejana, pR. 364, AMka 430,

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340 zrIsanI jIvaniisaddha A cAre pratibaMdha vize zrI tItha "kara prabhunA abhiprAya jaNAvatAM zrImad eka patramAM lakhyu che keH-- " tIrthaMkara deva tA ema kahe che ke dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI e cAra pratibaMdhathI je AtmA thatA hoya athavA nigraMtha thavAtuM hoya te te tIrthaMkaradevanA mArgamAM nahi, paNa saMsAranA mArgamAM che, '39 AthI A pratyeka pratibaMdha vinA rahevAnI IcchA zrImanI che. temAM paNa teo uddayAdhInapaNuM tathA vIMtalAbha dazAthI rahevA icche che te temaNe ceAthI paktimAM jaNAvyuM che. ahIM " udayAdhIna " ane "vItaleAbha" zabdA saprayeAjana yeAjAyelA che. 66 vicaravu. udayAdhIna " eTale pUrva prakRtinA udaya Ave tene vivekasahita jANI, temAM mamatva karyA vinA samabhAve vartavuM, munine satata vihAra cAlato hoya che, paNa te vihAra mA ka pAchaLa mAna, pUjA, satkAra AdinA hetu na heAvA joIe. tema ja muninI anya sarva kriyA pAchaLa paNa evA kAI hetu nahAvA joIe. badhu' karmanA uya pramANe, nIrAgIpaNe thavuM joIe. prakRtinA udayane jANe paNa te vize samabhAve rahevu te * udayAdhIna 'vanA kahevAya. kAI paNa kArya udayAdhInapaNe thatu hAya tyAre temAMthI keI paNa jAtanA lAbha levAnA hetu na heAya. muni vihAra kare, jJAnadAna kare ke anya kAI kArya kare tyAre temAMthI mAna, pUjA, satkAra, Adi kAI paNa lAbha levAnI leza paNa icchA karyA vinA te kArya karavuM te vItalAbha paNe kArya karyuM. gaNAya. pratyeka vastu sayamanA ja hetuthI thavI joIe evI bhAvanA che. ahIM sa kAryAmAM "vicaravA "nI kriyAne zrImadda mahattva ApI "vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vItalAla jo" ema kahe che; kAraNa ke munine kSetra prati Asakti thavAnA vizeSa sabhava rahe che. jyAM mAna-pUjAdi nimitte maLe, anukULa vAtAvaraNa hoya tyAM rahevAnI icchA vartavAnI zakayatA vizeSa che. tethI te jagyAe zrImadde udayAdhIna ane vItalAbhapaNe vicaravAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI che. pAMca indriyAnA nigraha karavAthI zA lAbha thAya te "uttarAdhyayanasUtra "nA 29mA adhyayananI 62thI 66 sudhInI DikA (pR. 269)mAM samajAvyuM che. te parathI ahI saMpUrNa indriyajayanI bhAvanA zrImadre gAI hAya tA te asabhavita nathI. e ja rIte pramAdarahita rahevAnI bhAvanAmAM tathA pratibaMdharahita vicaravAnI bhAvanAmAM " AcArAMgasUtra 'nA navamAM adhyayananA bIjA uddezamAM varNavAyevuM - vIraprabhunu` caritra nimitta hoya tema lAge che. temAM mahAvIra prabhu kaI rIte pramAdarahita banIne dravya, kSetra, kALa tathA bhAvanA pratiba`dha vinA vicaratA hatA tenu varNana Apelu che.40 32. * zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 364, AMka 430, 40. " AcArAMgasUtra", avya. 9, gAthA 4, 5, 7 vagere, pR. 93.

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6. apUrva avasara A kaDImAM, ApaNe joyuM tema, pAMca prakAranA pramAdamAM kaSAyenuM baLa vizeSa che, tene 12me guNasthAne pahoMcyA vinA saMpUrNa nAza thatuM nathI. ane upazamaNI hoya te samaya Avye te udayamAM AvI sAdhakanuM patana karAve che. AthI A kaSAyono nAza karavA, te udayamAM Ave te tenI sAthe kema vartavuM te vizenI potAnI vicAraNuM zrImade 7mI kaDImAM ApI che. ane te kaSAyone keTale aMze nAza karavo temaNe icche che tenuM virNana ApaNane 8mI kaDImAM jovA maLe che. A baMne kaDInI bhAvanA temaNe pALavA dhArelA cAritranuM eka pAsuM che. juo - ko pratye te vate krodhasvabhAvatA, mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna je; mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, lAbha pratye nahIM lobha samAna je." apUrva0 7 kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lAbha e cAra prakAranA kaSAyanI saMjavalana prakRti 7me guNasthAna vartatA sAdhakane jItavAnI bAkI hoya che. tene jItavA mATe tenA pratye kevI zUravIratAthI vartavuM joIe te varNavatAM zrImad A kaDImAM kahe che ke potAne thatA kaMdha pratye ja krodha vate, mAna pratye namratAnuM mAna hoya; mAyA pratye jJAtAdraSTApaNAnI - sAkSIbhAvanI - mAyA ane lobha prati lebha karavA jevuM, eTale ke lAbhano lobha karavA jevuM bIju kAMI nathI, eTale ke lebha na kara evo apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? mohanIya karma te saMsAra-paribhramaNanuM mukhya kAraNa che. mehanIyanA sevaka tarIke IndriyAnA viSa, pramAda Adi kAma kare che, te ja pramANe krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha tenA anuyAyI tarIke kArya kare che. A cAre kaSAya ghaNu baLavAna che. 7me guNasthAne vartatA nigraMtha munine A cAre kaSAyanI anaMtAnubaMdhI prakRtino kSaya mukhyatAe hoya che. koIkane ja tene pazama hoya che. bAkInI 3 prakRtino kSayopazama hoya che. bAkI rahela kaSAyane jItavAnA upAya ahI batAvAya che. alabatta, e upAya tIvra kaSAyane nAza karavA mATe paNa eTalo ja upayogI che, te vicAratAM jaNAze. mohanIya karmanI prakRtirUpa A cAra kaSAyane upazamathI, kSayapazamathI ke kSayathI jItI zakAya che. upazama eTale udayamAM AvelI tathA udayamAM na AvelI prakRtine pradeza tathA rasathI samAvI devI. upazamamAM nimitta na maLe tyAM sudhI AtmA zuddha rahe che, paNa nimitta maLatAM AtmAnI sthiratA DaheLAI javAnA ghaNe saMbhava rahe che. kSApazama eTale udayamAM AvelI prakRtine kSaya ane udayamAM na AvelI prakRtine upazama. ahIM AtmAnI saMpUrNa jIta hetI nathI. ane kSaya eTale kaSAyane saMpUrNa nAza. te pachI te kadI paNa udayamAM AvI zakato nathI. tyAM AtmAnI saMpUrNa jIta che. A cAre kaSAyane jItavAnA upAya zrImad A kaDImAM batAvyo che. jaladI asara karanAra ane jaladI nAza pAme te kaSAya te krodha che. cAre kaSAyamAM sahelAIthI jItI

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zakAya tevo kaSAya kodha hovAthI zrImade sauprathama tene nAza karavA Iccho che. mANasanuM jyAre ke kaMI dhAryuM na thAya. kaI pratikALa ane tyAre tene tarata ja krodha Ave che. A koI anya vyaktine baLe te pahelAM te te kodha karanArane ja bALe che. tethI teno nAza kara cagya che. teno nAza karavAnA upAya karodhanA udaya" prati ja " krodha karavo " te che. ema kaI rIte thaI zake te samajAvatAM zrImad upadeza-noMdhamAM jaNAvyuM che ke - kodhAdi kaSAyanA udaya thAya tyAre tenI sAmA thaI tene jaNAvavuM ke te anAdikALathI mane herAna karela che. have huM ema tAruM baLa nahi cAlavA dauM, huM have tArA sAme yuddha karavA beThA chuM."8 1 koi e AtmAne svabhAva nahi paNa vibhAva che, tethI tene udaya Ave tyAre tene potAnA karmano udaya samajAvAthI tenI sAthe laDavAnI zakti sAdhakamAM Ave che. mAna e kodha karatAM paNa mahAna zatru che. e aneka prakAre chavamAM pravartatuM jovA maLe che. jIvane potAnAM rUpa, vidyA, jJAna, saMpatti, Icchita vastunI prApti AdinuM mAna havA uparAMta "mane mAna nathI "nuM mAna paNa tene hoya che. muni paNa A mAnanI jALamAM ghaNI vakhata lapeTAI jAya che. mAnathI kevI hAni thAya che tenuM udAharaNa "sanakumAra cakravatI 42 tathA "bAhubaLa"4 3nI kathAmAM maLe che. AvA mAnane nAza karavA mATe upAya "DhInapaNAnuM mAna " sevavAno che. tIrthaMkara prabhunAM rUpa, guNa, jJAna Adi pAse pitAnAM rUpa, guNa, jJAna Adi siMdhumAM biMdu samAna che, tenI pratIti pitAnuM mAna gALavA sAdhake rAkhavAnI hoya che. zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che tema :- sAdhakane pUrNa zuddha paramAtmasvarUpanI pratIti aMtaramAM vate che, tethI jANe che ke mArI vartamAna dazAmAM haju asthistAnI nabaLAIne lIdhe, huM pAmara chuM, eTale ke pUrNa svarUpane dAsAnudAsa chuM evo viveka hovAthI vItarAgI puruSanuM bahumAna kare che. paramAthe potAnA svarUpanI te bhakti che. mAro pUrNa svabhAva haja UghaDa nathI mATe abhimAna kema karuM? ema jANato ke te svarUpanI maryAdAmAM varte che."44 zrI tIrthakara prabhunI mahAnatA pAse potAnI pAmaratA vicAravI e ja mAna gALavAne zreSTha upAya che. mAyA e kodha tathA mAna karatAM paNa vadhu sUkSma che, potAmAM mAyA pravezI che tene khyAla paNa keTalIka vAra jIvane Avato nathI. koI paNa jAtano lAbha levA mATe, manamAM hoya tethI viruddha bolavuM ke AcaravuM te mAyA kahevAya che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnI ektA na hoya tyAM mAyAne praveza siddha thAya che. potAnI bhUla koI na jANe, ane jANe 41. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 678. 42. "mokSamALA", pADa 71-71. 43. ejana, pATha 17. 44. "apUrva avasAra paranAM pravacane', vRtti 2, pR. 26.

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6. apUrva avasara to ghaNuM nAnA svarUpamAM jANe tevI jAtanI IcchA paNa mAyAne lIdhe thAya che. Ama mAyA e AtmAno vibhAva che ane tenA thakI bIjA keTalAye durgaNe AtmAmAM praveze che, tethI mAyAno nAza karavo ucita che. mAyAne nAza karavAne sauthI asarakAraka upAya tenI sAme sAkSIbhAve -- upekSAvRttithI rahevuM te che. mAyA thAya te tene keI jAtanuM mahattva na ApavuM, aMte thAkIne te nAza pAmaze. mAyA sAme niSkapaTapaNuM tathA saraLapaNuM sAkSIbhAve ajamAvavAnI zrImadanI nema che. cothe kaSAya te lobha che. te sauthI sUkama ane sauthI cIkaNe eTale ke sau pahelAM praveze ane saunI aMte jAya tevo A kaSAya che. sUkSma lebha to dazamA guNasthAna sudhI pravarte che. lobhamAMthI bIjA kaSAyanI paNa vRddhi thAya che. eka saMskRta subhASita che ke - " romarodhaH pramavati, DhomArA ghanAyate | comAnnortha nAhya, Toma: vAva pAm ! " ahI jaNAvyA pramANe lobha e ja sarva anarthanuM mULa che. saMsArIomAM to lAbha pratyakSa ja che. potAnI gaNAtI vastu anyane ApavAmAM thate saMkeca tene lobha batAve che. muni e rIte aparigrahI hoya che, chatAM pustaka meLavavAno, ziSya vadhAravAno, kIti prApta karavAno, labdhi meLavavAno e vagere prakArano lobha to muniomAM paNa saMbhave che. nigraMtha muni A lobhathI bacavA sarvathA prayatnazIla hoya che. temane sthaLa moha to hotuM nathI, paNa teo sUkSma mehathI paNa dUra rahevA mathatA hoya che. lobhathI bacavA teo lebha ja lAbha kare che. lobhane jItavA mATe lebhano lobha karavA jevo bIjo eke uttama upAya nathI. lobhane lobha karo eTale lobha vAparavAmAM kaMjusAI karavI, arthAt labha na karo. Ama muni lebhanI sAme tyAgathI varte che. lobhane to dUrathI ja Avate bhALI teno nAza karavA teo prayatnazIla rahe che. teo tyAga dvArA lebhane pravezavAno avakAza ja AvavA detA nathI. Ama zrImadde kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebhanI durjaya prakRtine jItavAno mArga A kaDImAM batAvyA che. tema karavAmAM temaNe "dazavaikAlikasUtra"nI nIcenI gAthAno AdhAra lIdho jaNAya che - vamaLa ne kroDha' mALa navA f .. = gavamAna romaMsaMtono ukaLe ! "45 upazamathI krodhane haNa, namratAthI mAnane jIte, saraLatAthI mAyAne dUra kare ane sateSathI lobhane jIte, ema kahI upazama, namratA, saraLatA ane saMteSane kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobhane jItavAnA upAya tarIke A kaDImAM batAvela che. zrImade paNa A ja sAdhana uparanI kaDImAM darzAvelAM ApaNe joI zakIzuM. 45. "dazavaikAlikasUtra", adhya. 8, gAthA 39, pR. 111.

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344 zrImadanI janasiddhi A cAre kaSAyane keTale aMze nAza karavo te vize zrImade lakhyuM che ke - bahu upasartA pratye paNa krodha nahi, 'vaMde cakri tathApi na maLe mAna ; daha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM, lobha nahi che prabaLa siddhi nidAna je." apUrva, 8 prANaghAtaka upasarga ApanAra prati paNa krodha na Ave, cha khaMDanA dhaNI cakravatI vaMdana karavA Ave to paNa mAna na thAya, dehane nAza thato hoya chatAM paNa mAyAne Azraya levAnI eka ruvADe paNa vRtti na thAya, ane prabaLa siddhi tathA labdhi prApta thaI hoya chatAM tene upayoga karavAno kyAreya lobha na thAya--evo apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? ahIM pratyeka kaSAyanI aMtima kakSA darzAvI, te sthitimAM paNa kaSAyane udabhava na thavo joIe tevI utkRSTa bhAva ane dravya cAritra pALavAnI bhAvanA zrImade batAvI che. sAmAnya kAraNe koI na Ave teTalI jIta te ghaNuM jIvanI thaI hoya che. paNa ghaNA moTA ke tIvra, prANaghAtaka nIvaDe tevA upasarga karanAra prati rela na Ave ane samabhAva ja rahe tevI bhAvanA zrImade ahIM vyakta karI che. nigraMtha muni jANe che ke - azubha karmano udaya na hoya te kaI paNa vyakti duHkha ApavA samartha nathI. asAtA vedanIyane udaya Ave tyAre te phaLa ApI kharI jAya che, te kaMI sthAyI rahetuM nathI. ane tenAthI kaMI jJAnaguNane hAni thatI nathI."46 A jAtanI uttama samajaNathI muni koI prati krodha na karatAM kSamAbhAva rAkhe che. AvI uttama kSamAnuM udAharaNa "gajasukumAra muni"nuM kathAnaka che.47, kaI paNa vyakti che paNa mAna Ape tyAM jIvane mAnabhAva thato jovAya che. tyAre ahI te zrImade cakravatI jevI saMsAranI sarvottama manAtI vyakti vaMdana karavA Ave te paNa mAna na thavuM joIe tevI bhAvanA bhAvI che. cakravatI cha khaMDanI dharatInA dhaNI, 96 karoDa pAyadaLanA svAmI, 64000 rANuM ane 14 ratna tathA 9 nidhinA bhaktA hevA uparAMta potAnuM rUpa vikuvI zakavAnI zaktivALA hoya che. AvA aDhaLaka saMpatti ane sAmarthyavALA paNa jyAre munine mahAna gaNI vaMdana karavA Ave tyAre paNa muni AtmAnI anata zakti vicArI cakravatIne maLelA pudagalanA vaibhavathI jarA paNa aMjAyA vinA mAnathI dUra rahI zake, teTalI hada sudhI mAnane parAjaya karavAnI bhAvanA zrImade ahI vyakta karI che. krodha ane mAnanI jema mAyAne parAbhava karavAnI abhilASA paNa zrImad sevI che. kaI paNa jIva ke padArtha prati rAga ke dveSAdine bhAva na rAkhatAM samabhAva rAkhavAnI temanI 4. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA", pR, 10. 47. "mokSamALA", pATha 43.

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6. apUrva avasara 345 manokAmanA che. pitAnA deha pratye paNa mAyA na rAkhavAno emano nirdhAra ahIM jaNAya che deha Adi mArAM nathI, huM zuddha caitanyamaya, avinAzI AtmA chuM, dehanAzathI mane kazuM nukasAna thavAnuM nathI - evI jAtanI ciMtavanA ke bhAvanA dvArA muni dharmane athe dehane paNa jatA karI de che, ane temAM jarAya rAga karatA nathI, kAraNa ke sUkSama rAga paNa jIvane ADe Ave che. gautamasvAmIne mahAvIra prabhu para sUphama rAga temanA kevaLajJAnane pragaTa thavA deto nahote e udAharaNa zrImad "mokSamALAmAM ApyuM che.48 dharmane mATe deha jata karanAra, temAM mamatvapaNuM na karanAra sudarzana zeTha89 jeTalo mAyAtyAga karavAnI ahI bhAvanA che. kodha, mAna, mAyA vagerethI chUTanAra jIva keTalIka vakhata lobhathI chUTI zakato nathI. sAtame guNasthAne pahoMcelA muni ziSya, pustaka, mAna Adi bAhya rAgathI mukta hoya che, tethI tapa, cAritra AdinA prabhAvathI nigraMtha munine keTalIka labdhio pragaTe che. A labdhi ghaNA prakAranI hoI zake che, jema ke - ghUMka auSadharUpa thAya, nAka, kAna, Adine mela auSadharUpa thAya, zarIra vikuvI zake, zarIrane halakuM, bhAre, nAnuM ke meTu banAvI zake, - vagere prakAranI labdhi hoya che. munie e labdhi potAnA AtmAnA vikAsa athe aMtaramAM zamAvI devAnI hoya che. paNa je sAvadha na rahetAM, koIne koI kAraNe muni teno upayoga karavA lAge to temAMthI muninuM cAritra zithila banatAM AdhyAtmika patana thAya che. pitAne pragaTelI labdhithI upasarga, pariSaha ke rogAdino parAbhava karavAnI IcchA munie na rAkhavI joIe, ane prApta karmodaya samabhAve vedavo joIe. je tema na karatAM keI kAraNe labdhine upayoga karavAno vikalpa munine Ave to lobha tyAM pravezI gayA che te nizcita thAya che. AvA lobhane pravezavA na devAnI bhAvanA ahIM vyakta thayelI che. AvuM nirlobhANAnuM udAharaNa zrI sanakumAra cakravatInuM che. teo jyAre munirUpe vicaratA hatA tyAre temano daha khUba rogiSTha banyuM hatuM, te vakhate labdhithI rogane nAza karavAnI temanI zakti havA chatAM temaNe teno upayoga na karatAM regathI dehano nAza thavA dIdhuM hatuM.pa0 Ama zrImade A kaDImAM krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha e cAre kaSAyano nAza iccho che. A kaDI vize zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che ke - - "svarUpanI yathArtha jAgRtinA bhAva vaDe apUrNatAnA A saMdezA che. aMtaraMgamAM AtmabaLanuM joDANa sthiratAmAM adhikapaNe vate che, ane vItarAga svabhAvane siddha karIne te rUpa thavAnI bhAvanA ahIM bhAve che. emanA niHzaMka abhiprAyamAM bhavane abhAva dekhAya che."51 A kaDInI pahelI be paMktio - 48-49-50 "mokSamALA , pATha 44. ane u. ane 70. 51. " apUrva avasara paranAM pravacane ", pR. 43.

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi bahu upasarga kartA pratye paNa koI nahi, vada caki tathApi na maLe mAna je" apUrva - mAM "uttarAdhyanasUtra"nI nIcenI be gAthAonI chAyA jaNAya che. juo - "Na saMtase na vArejjA maNa pi Na paosa / ___ uvehe No haNe pANe bhujate maMsasANiyaM // " "abhivAyaNamabhuTUThANaM sAmI kujjA Ni maMtaNaM / tAruM parivarti ja tesi vIda maLo 1 "5 2 pahelI gAthAmAM prANaghAtaka upasarga karanAra prati - rakta, mAMsa cUsanAra prANa prati - muni dveSa na karatAM samabhAva rAkhe ema jaNAvyuM che. ane bIjI gAthAmAM rAjA, zrImaMta Adi pratiSThita vyaktioe karelA vaMdanathI muni mAnabhAva na ANe tema jaNAvyuM che. Ama A baMne gAthAoe 8mI kaDInI pahelI be paMktionI pazcAdabhUmikA racavAnuM kArya karyuM hoya tema jaNAya che. munidazAmAM je pavitra dazA hoya che tene nideza zrImad A tathA A pachInI kaDImAM karyo che. A dazA haju temane pragaTI nathI, paNa te pragaTAvavAnI temanI bhAvanA che. A ucca Adarza sevanAranI mAnasika dazA keTalI ucca haze teno khyAla ahIM Ave che. have navamI kaDI joIe:- " nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva saha asnAnatA, adaMtadhAvana Adi parama prasiddha che; keza, roma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahi, dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha je." apUrva, 9 muninI AMtarika dazAnA varNana pachI A kaDImAM zrImad bAhya lakSaNe batAvatAM kahe che ke, digaMbaratva, kezalocana, snAna na karavuM, dAMta sApha na karavA, te uparAMta keza, rezama, nakha ke aMgamAM zRMgAra na kare e sarva nigraMtha muninAM prasiddha lakSaNa che. AvA dravya tema ja bhAva cAritrarUpa saMyamathI nigraMthapaNuM siddha thAya che, tevA nigraMtha thavAno avasara kyAre Avaze? cAthIthI AThamI kaDI sudhI nigraMthanA Adarza bhAva cAritranuM varNana karyA pachI zrImade A kaDImAM muninA dravyacAritranuM varNana karyuM che. kAraNa ke dravya ane bhAva e baMne prakAranAM cAritrarUpI saMyama Ave tyAre ja nigraMthapaNuM siddha thAya che. dravyacAritranuM sau paheluM lakSaNa nagnatva che. munine kuTuMba, parivAra, dhana, vaibhava Adine meha chUTavA sAthe vastrane paNa moha chUTI jAya. munine dahane paNa moha cheDavAne para. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra", adhya. 2, gAthA 11 ane 38.

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6. apU avasara hAvAthI, tenI sukhasagavaDa sAcavatI bAhya vastuone parigraha paNa na khape. tethI teo nirvastra banI jaMgalamAM AtmasthiratAmAM rahe. vastra hoya te tene sApha karavuM, badalavuM Adi sthULa kriyAmAM samaya pasAra thAya, uparAMta vastro vadhAre rAkhavAne paNa meha thAya; ThaMDI mATe, garamI mATe ema bhedapUrvakanAM vastra rAkhavAnI IrachA janma ane temAMthI bAhya bhAvamAM paDI javAno saMbhava vadhe, tethI muni mATeno Adarza te nagnatva ja che. nagnatva sahana karavAnI zakti na hoya te zakya teTalA ochA parigrahathI calAvavAnuM zAstramAM vacana che. muninA dravyacAritranuM bIjuM lakSaNa muMDabhAva, kezalocana che vALa e dahano zaNagAra che, te dahanI suMdaratA vadhAre che, tethI keza hoya te dehanuM mamatva vadhe ane dehanI kurUpatAno khyAla na Ave. AthI munie kaI paNa jAtanA sAdhanono upayoga karyA vinA UgelA vALa hAthathI ja cUMTI kADhavAnA hoya che. muni loca karatI vakhate thatI vedanA samabhAve sahe. ane deha prati jarA paNa mamatva bhAva rAkhe nahi; hAthathI laca karavAnA kAraNamAM acyo ke evA keI sAdhanano parigraha na vadhAre, pariSaha sahevAnI pitAnI daDhatA jANavI vagere hoya che. zrImade lakhyuM che ke - loca karave zA mATe kahyo che? zarIranI mamatAnI te parIkSA che. mATe (mAthe vALa) te moha vadhavAnuM kAraNa che. nAhavAnuM mana thAya, arIso levAnuM mana thAya, temAM mIThuM jevAnuM mana thAya ane e uparAMta tenAM sAdhano mATe upAdhi karavI paDe. A kAraNathI jJAnIoe lonca karavAnuM kahyuM che."53 asnAna e paNa nigraMtha muninuM prasiddha lakSaNa che. munine mATe asnAna upayogI hovAnAM keTalAMka kAraNe A pramANe che. munine koInuM paNa parAdhInapaNuM posAya nahi, tethI snAna nAna karavA mATenuM aceta pANI vahorI lAvavAmAM zrAvaka para je beja vadhe, te vadhAravA teo Icche nahi, kAraNa ke munine te nachUTake ja joIe teTalI vastu lAvavAnI chUTa che. vaLI, snAna karavAmAM pANI DhoLavAthI thatI sUkSma jIvonI hiMsAthI bacavA paNa asnAna Avazyaka che. A uparAMta muni satata AtmasthiratAmAM rahevA mathatA hoya che, tethI deha tarapha temanI daSTi ja hotI nathI. dahanuM rahyuM huM mamatva paNa TaLI jAya te mATe muni paraseve, dhULa, AdithI jAmatA mela dvArA zarIranI azuci pUrNa rUpe pragaTavA de che, tema karavAmAM asnAna ghaNuM sahAyabhUta thAya che. tema chatAM mumine deha sadAya azuddha rahetuM nathI, kAraNa ke tApamAM melanA thara kharI paDe che ane deha svaccha bane che. bIjI bAju AtmAnI nirmaLatA jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema dehanA paramANu badalAtA jAya che ane tenI azuci ghaTe che. e rIte paNa ucca guNasthAnavata munine snAnanI AvazyaktA rahetI nathI. te vize zrI nagInadAsa zeTha lakhe che ke - jema AtmAmAM azubha vRtti rahetI nathI tema zarIramAM paNa azubha paramANu pudgalA rahetA nathI. AtmA zuddha thatAM zarIranA muddagalo paNa zuddha thAya che. 54 53. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 729. 54. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA", pR. 154.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi dAMta sApha na karavA te paNa upara joyAM tevAM kAraNeAthI muninA cAritranuM eka lakSaNa gaNAyuM che. munine svAda para te khUba ja kAbU hoya che. ane mitAhArI munine svAdarahita kheArAka khAvAthI dAMtanI kharAbI paNa ochI thAya che, tethI paNa dAMta sApha karavAnI AvazyakatA munine ghaTI jAya che. 34. 8 anuMtadhAvana " zabda pachI Adi" zabda mUkIne zrImadre ema sUcavyu che ke AvAM bIjA lakSaNA dravyacAritranAM che, je jagatamAM prasiddha che. temAM A cAra lakSaNA mukhya che; trIjI paktimAM muniavasthAmAM keza, rAma, nakha ke aMga para zRMgAra na karavAnI bhAvanA zrImadde bhAvI che, kAraNa ke tema karavAthI deha paranA mAhabhAva Acheza thAya che. tethI munine kAI paNa prakAranA zRMgAra niSiddha che. jenA AtmA pavitra che, tenA deha paNa snAna ke zRMgAra vinA pavitra che. dravya tathA bhAvathI sayamamAM sthira rahevAnI bhAvanA zrImadde ceAthI paktimAM bhAvI che. te vize pU. satakhAlajI lakhe che keH-~ 66 dravya ane bhAva, vyavahAra ane nizcaya e eka ja sikkAnI be bAjue che, eka ja phuvArAnI be dhArAo che. dravya na hoya tyAM bhAva hoya ja nahi, ane bhAva hAya tyAM dravya che ja ema nizcaye jANavu. 55 zrImadde A kaDImAM jaNAvelAM muninAM dravyalakSaNNAnA anusaMdhAnamAM zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che ke : " parama pavitra puruSA A vItarAga sAdhaka dazAnI bhUmikAmAM kavA hoI zake, tenA gaMbhIra Azaya samajavAnI pAtratA thaye jIvane tenAM badhAM paDakhAM virodha hata samajAya che. 56 munie pALavA yAgya dravyacAritranAM je lakSaNA zrImadde darzAvyAM che, te badhAM mahAvIraprabhu pALatA hatA tevA ullekha "AcArAMgasUtra"mAM maLe che. te parathI anumAna karI zakAya ke vIraprabhunA cAritra parathI zrImadde A lakSaNA svIkAryAM hAya, kAraNa ke zrImadre pote ja te lakSaNAne " parama prasiddha " gaNAvyAM che, jue 4. sohaNa ca vamaNa 2. gAyamA sAdu na se kappe da' tapakkhANaM 55. " siddhinAM seApAna '', pR. 91. 56. " apUrva avasara paranAM pravacane '', pR. 54. " AcArAMgasUtra', adhya. 9, u. 4, gAthA 2. 57. ahI jaNAvyA pramANe, vaLI te AkhA zarIrane azucimaya jANIne julAba, vamana, tailAbhya gana, snAna, sabAdhana ane dAtaNa paNa nahAtA karatA. -- sabaLa | pariNAo || "57

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1. apUrva avasara dravya tathA bhAva e baMne prakAranAM cAritranA pAlana dvArA sAcA nircathapaNune prApta karavAnI abhilASA navamI kaDImAM vyakta karyA pachI 10 mI kaDImAM zrImadda e batAve che ke te cAritraprAptithI munine kevA bhAva varte - zatru mitra pratye vate samadarzitA, mAna amAna vate te ja svabhAva je; jIvita ke maraNe nahi nyUnAdhikatA, bhavakSe paNa vate zuddha svabhAva je." apUrva, 10 zuddha nirca"thapaNuM prApta thayA pachI muninI dazA kevI hoya te A kaDImAM zrImada varNave che ke zatru ane mitra baMne tarapha samabhAva hAya, pitAne maLatAM mAna ke apamAna vize paNa tevo ja bhAva rahe, jIvana ke maraNamAM nyUna ke adhikapaNuM na hoya, ane bhava tathA mokSa prati ekasarakhe zuddha bhAva pravarte evA apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze? - zatra tema ja mitra baMne tarapha samAnabhAva hoya tevI bhAvanA zrImade pahelI paMktimAM bhAvI che. adhyAtmanI ATalI ucca kakSAe pahoMcyA pachI zatru kaI rIte saMbhave te prazna thAya. tenuM samAdhAna ema karI zakAya ke munine vartamAna dazAmAM koI pratye dveSabhAva na pUrvajanmamAM koI sAthe vairabhAvanA saMbaMdha baMdhAyA hoya tenA udaya vartamAnamAM Ave tema bane. tevA zatruno ahIM ullekha che. A vizenuM prasiddha udAharaNa mahAvIra prabhu ane temanA ziSya zAlakanuM che. mahAvIra svAmI pAsethI labdhi meLavyA pachI zAlake tenA upayoga bhagavAna mahAvIranA be ziSyone bALavAmAM karyo. te vakhate pitAnI pAse zakti hovA chatAM prabhue te ziSyane bacAvavA ke zAlakane bALavAno prayatna na karyo ane teo samabhAve rahyA. ziSyanuM rakSaNa karavA sAthe gozAlakanuM rakSaNa karavuM temane kartavya lAgyuM, je zakya na hatuM, tethI zatru ane mitra baMne prati teo samabhAvamAM rahyA. zatru banela ziSya vize paNa lezamAtra UNe bhAva na Ave te dazA varNanAtIta che, akathya che ! tevI dazAnI prAptinI A bhAvanA che. mAna maLe ke apamAna maLe te baMne sthitimAM munine ekasarakhe ja bhAva rahe, bhAvapalaTe na AvatAM AtmabhAvamAM ja sthira rahe tevI bhAvanA DhIma ahIM vyakta karI che. jIvana ane maraNanI bAbatamAM paNa muni e ja samabhAva rAkhe. temane jIvana lAMbuM hoya to harSa, ane TUMkuM hoya te kheda na thAya. pudgalanuM baneluM zarIra karmanA bhagavaTA mATe maLela che, tema jANI zarIranI prApti ke nAzane pudgaladharma mAnI samabhAve vade. eka kALe zarIrane avazya viyoga jANuM game te sthitimAM samabhAve rahevAnI bhAvanA zrImade ahIM bhAvI che. zatru-mitra, mAna-apamAna, jIvana-maraNa AdimAM vartatA samabhAva munina eTale sahaja hovA joIe ke tene bhava hoya ke mokSa hAya te vize paNa samabhAva ja rahe. muninI mokSa meLavavAnI AkAMkSA paNa tUTI javI joIe. sAtame guNasthAne temane AtmAnI evI

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zrImadanI avanasiddhi zuddhatA pravartatI hoya che ke temane mekSane vikalpa paNa chUTI jAya che, ane AtmabhAvamAM ja teo sthira rahe che. te vakhate muni mokSane AnaMda mANatA hovAthI temane bhavane kheda raheto nathI. vaLI ghAtI karmono nAza karavAmAM ja satata pravRttizIla rahetA munine bhava ke mekSa prati lakSa na rahetAM samabhAva ja rahe che. bhava ke mokSanI prApti ke aprAptimAM sUkSama rAga tathA DheSa rahelAM che, ane rAgadveSa upara te saMpUrNa jaya meLavavA muni che che; te kAraNe paNa teo samabhAve varte che. zrImade A kaDImAM vividha svarUpe irachelA samabhAva vize zrI saMtabAlajI yogya ja lakhe che ke - " "A AkhI kaDImAM samabhAvanI parAkASThA ja batAvavAnI che. ema chatAM A - sahaja kAvyanA racayitA puruSe, "zatru mitra pratye" "samadarzitA" zabda vAparyo che. "mAna amAne te ja svabhAva" arthAt e rIte samabhAva sUcita karyo che. jIvita ke maraNa vacce anyUnAviktA ane bhava tathA mokSa vize "zuddha svabhAva" pada mUkahyuM che. e yeAjanA khUba rahasyamaya thaI che. te vakhate emaNe e badhAM pado evA vicArapUrvaka mUkayAM haze, ema nizcayapaNe kahevAya nahi. paraMtuM phuraNA e pote ja evI sahaja che ke yathArthatA enI meLe kheMcI lAve che. zatru ane mitra te vyakti che, eTale tyAM samadazitA ja ghaTe che. mAna ane apamAna e pote paristhiti che, ane tenI sIdhI asara bhAva upara thAya che mATe tyAM "te ja svabhAva je" e ja ghaTita che. jIvita ane maraNa baMne vaccenI nyUnAdhikatAne saMskAra anAdikALathI rUDha che, eTale tyAM "nahi nyUnAdhikatA" pada samabhAvane sUcavavA mATe mukAI gayuM che te yathArtha che. ema uparanI traNe ghaTanAo saMsAranI vaccenI hatI eTale samabhAva ghaTe che, paNa bhava ane mokSa vacce samabhAva kema ghaTe? kAraNa ke uparanI ghaTanAo to mAtra brAntithI bhinna dekhAtI hatI. paNa A baMne dazA te sadAkALathI paraspara svayaM virodhI hatI, che ane raheze. eTale tyAM samabhAva sUcavavA mATe "zuddha svabhAva" pada baMdhabesatuM thaI zake, ane te ja pada sahaja rIte AvI gayuM che. evo sAdhaka saMsAramAM che tyAM lagI ene mokSane anubhava nathI paNa zuddha svabhAvane che, eTale e ja anubhavamAM jhIlI zake ane jhIle. emAM samabhAvanuM rahasya AvI jAya che."58 zrImadde jaNAvelAM muninAM A lakSaNe "uttarAdhyayanasUtra" mAM A pramANe batAvAyAM che - " samayA savvabhUasu santumisu vA jage / / pANAivAyavirai jAvajjIvA dukkaraM // " "Nimmamo NirahakAro NisaMgo cattagAravo / samo ya savrvabhUasu tasesu thAvaresu ya / " "lAbhAlAme suhe dukkha jIvi maraNa tahA / samo diANe rAmu taiDhA mA marLa || ''pa9 58. "siddhinAM sopAna', pR. 95. 59. " uttarAdhyayanasUtra', adhya. 19, gAthA 26, 90, 91, pR. 187, 161.

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6. apUrva avasara 3 51 uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nI uparanI gAthAmAM munino zatru tathA mitra pratye samabhAvathI vartavAno dharma batAvyuM che. to bIjI gAMthAmAM nirmama, nirahaMkArI, sarvasaMgatyAgI tathA sarva prANI para samabhAva rAkhanAra banavAno munino dharma batAvyuM che. ane nIcenI gAthAmAM lAbha-alAbha; sukha-duHkha, jIvana-maraNa, niMdA-prazaMsA tathA mAna-apamAnamAM samabhAva rAkhavAne munine A cAra batAvyo che. A traNe gAthAne madhyavatI vicAra ApaNane A kAvyanI 10mI kaDImAM jovA maLe che. A kaDImAM zrImade samabhAva rAkhavAnI bhAvanA bhAvI che, ane te samabhAva hoya tyAre muninI vartanA kyA prakAranI hoya te 11mI kaDImAM temaNe batAvyuM che. juoH ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMga je; aDAla Asana ne manamAM nahi bhatA, parama mitrane jANe pAmyA yeAga je." apUrva . 11 puruSArtha vaDe mesvabhAvadazA pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanAvALA zrImadda evA munipaNAnI bhAvanA bhAve che ke smazAnamAM ekalA vicaratI vakhate athavA parvatamAM pote hoya tyAre vAgha, siMha jevA hiMsaka prANIne meLApa thAya tyAre aDela - sthira Asana rahe tathA manamAM te vize jarA paNa kSe bha na thAya, eTaluM ja nahi paNa parama mitrane meLApa thavA jeTalo AnaMda thAya tevo apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze ? AtmAnA sAcA sukhane khyAla pAmyA pachI muni zeSa rahelAM karmone jaladI bhasmIbhUta karIne zAzvata Atmasukha pAmavAnI abhilASAvALA bane che. tethI ugra sAdhanA karavA tarapha temanuM lakSa hoya che. tema karavA mATe smazAna, jagala, parvatanI guphA Adi jevAM nirjana sthaLe temane vizeSa anukULa lAge che. tethI zrImadda ahIM smazAna jevAM, anya janone bhayabhIta kare tevAM ekAMta sthaLamAM munivezamAM ekAkIpaNe rahI sAdhanA karavAnI bhAvanA kare che. smazAnamAM rAtri jevA samaye vyaMtarAdi halakI koTinA deve potAnA AnaMda mATe Ave che. ane teo svabhAve kRra hovAthI anya jIvAdine raMjADavAmAM ja AnaMda mANe che. AvA nirjana ane bhayAnaka gaNAya tevA smazAnamAM ekAkIpaNe sAdhanA karavAnI temanI IcchA che. sAmAnya rIte muni samUhamAM rahe che, paNa jema jema temanI Atmika dazA ucca banatI jAya che tema tema teo pratibaMdha jevA saMgathI dUra rahevA ekAMtamAM vase che. smazAna jevI jagyAe temane saMgaprasaMga AvatuM nathI, tethI temane vairAgya Ape tevA sthAnamAM sAdhanA mATe vizeSa ruci rahe che. AvI ekAMta jagyAe, vyaMtarAdinA upasargI DaryA vinA, pitAnI sAdhanA teo nirbhayapaNe kare che, ane upasarga thAya to tene karmodaya gaNI tenI paravA karatA nathI. Ama ahIM zrImad sAtamA guNasthAnavata, zreNI mAMDavAnI IcchAvALA muninI ekAMta sthitinuM khUba samajapUrvakanuM varNana karyuM che.

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zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi pata ke tenI guphA paNa smazAna jevuM nirjana sthAna che, tethI te paNa munine sAdhanA mATe anukULa che. paryaMta jema nirjana sthaLa che tema vadhu bhayaMkara paNa che kAraNa ke mAnavI jenAthI Dare che ane je mANasathI Dare che, evI paraspara bhayavALI vAgha, siha, ajagara, rIMcha AdinI banelI pazusRSTi tyAM che. paNa jemaNe dehanA ja bhaya cheDayo che tevA muni te badhAthI DaryA vinA parvatanI guphAmAM ke Toca upara Asana jamAvIne dhyAnamAM bese che. 352 Asana eTale muni je sthitimAM UbhA hAya ke beThA hoya te sthiti. zAMtithI nirvighne muni dhyAnamAM ekAgratA rAkhI zake tevI sthiti...eTale je sthitimAM rahIne munie dhyAna dharyu hoya te temanI sthiti kahevAya. '60 66 Ama peAtAne anukULa Asane sthira thai ne muni dhyAnamAM hoya te vakhate sogavazAt vAgha, siMhAdi hi`saka prANI temanI samIpa AvI jAya ane temane rajADe tApaNa temanI AtmasthiratAmAM jarA paNa phera na paDe te bhAvanA vyakta karavA zrImadde " aDela Asana ''nA zabdaprayAga karyA che. muninuM Asana aDAla rahevAnu mukhya kAraNa e ja 5ktinA uttarArdhamAM batAvyuM che te pramANe " ne manamAM nahi hyeAbhatA arthAt mananI akSAbhatA che. hiMsaka prANInA sa sanI muninA mana para koI jAtanI asara thatI nathI; jo mana para asara thAya teA zarIra para asara thavAnI ja, ane tethI sthiratA calAyamAna thavAnI. tethI trIjI paktimAM koI paNa sacAgeAmAM manathI ane kAyAthI aDeAla rahevAnI bhAvanA kavie bhAvI che. te bhAvanI parAkASTA Ave che 4thI 5 ktimAM ,, - 66 parama mitranA jANe pAmyA yeAga je. apR 0 paryaMtanI guphAmAM ke Toca para dhyAnastha avasthA hAya te vakhate hiMsaka prANInA cAga thAya, tenA taraphathI raMjADa thAya te! te vakhate masthiratA Dage niha, eTaluM ja nahi paNa te yAgamAM parama mitra maLatAM jevA AnaMda thAya tevA AnaMda Ave eTalI hada sudhIne samabhAva keLavavAnI bhAvanA ahI jovA maLe che. jarA UMDANathI vicAratAM zrImadanuM A na khUba ja vicArapUrva kanuM jaNAze. "" muni karma kSaya karavA mATe dhyAnamAM lIna bane che. te vakhate jo upasarga thAya ane AtmasthiratA tevI ne tevI ja TakI rahe te ka kSaya ghaNI tvarAthI thAya che. je kAya karavAnI IcchA hoya te karI Ape te mitra, e nyAye vAgha-siMha paNa mutinA mitra Thare, kAraNa ke munine kSaya karavAmAM te madada kare che. bIjI bAju vAgha-siMha dehanA nAza kare tApaNu pAtAnA AtmAnA samyapha-jJAna, samyak dana ke samyakcAritra guNane leza paNa hAni thavAnI nathI tevI khAtarI munine hAvAthI muni AtmabhAvamAM sthira rahI zake che, eTalu ja nahi, paNa vItarAgamaya sthitimAM temane kSeAbhahita pariNAma svAbhAvika rIte ja heAya che. vaLI muni AtmabhAvamAM lIna hoya che tethI temane dehanI " paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA '', pR. 167. .

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6. apU avasara jarUrata hAtI nathI. temaja vAgha-siMha Adine pAtAnA khArAka mATe dehanI jarUra hAvAthI te daha laI jAya tA muni peAtAne azarIrI banAvanAra te prANIone peAtAnA parama mitra mAne che; ane peAtAne thatA aneka prakAranA upasarga meAkSasukhanI prApti mATe samabhAve vedI le che. A paktinA marma samajAvatAM zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che ke - * kevaLajJAna lIdhuM ke lauM evA behada pUrNa temAM kI vAgha athavA siMha bhUkhathI trADa mitranA yeAga maLyA, kAraNa ke jene zarIra jAya tA laI janAra tenA mitra che, ''6 1 munirAja zAMta, dhIra, gaMbhIra, ujjavala samAdhimAM masta rahI, jANe hamaNAM svabhAvamAM mITa mAMDIne ekAgra thAya che, nAkhatA Ave tepaNa ema jANe ke parama zveItuM nathI tevA puruSane zarIra kAI laI keTakeTalI zArIrika vedanA sahevAnI taiyArI zrImad karI che ! pAte A kAvyanI racanA karI tyAre gRhastha avasthAmAM hatA, te vakhate paNa munidazAmAM pote pALavA dhArelA AtmacAritranA kevA bhavya Adarza ahI' rajU karyA che ! mAnasika rIte temaNe rAgadveSane kSaya keTalI hade karyA hatA teneA paricaya ApaNane ahIM thAya che. zrImad pALavA dhArelA sAdhunA A AcArane " uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nI nIcenI gAthAo parathI peAtAnA Adarza tarIke svIkAryA hoya tema jaNAya che - 45 " musANe munnagAre vA rukkhamUle va aMgao / akukkuo NisI bhejjA Na ya vittAsame paraM // ". t tastha se cidyamANassa uvasaggAbhighAraye / maMAmItronAnjhenA mittA annamAmA' || ''6 2 ahI pahelI gAthAmAM smazAnamAM, sUnA gharamAM, vRkSa nIce ekAkI prANIne duHkha ApyA vinA besavAnA AcAra sAdhu mATe batAvyA che. ane bIjI gAthAmAM smazAna Adi sthaLAmAM upasarga thAya te dRDhatAthI sahana karavAnA tathA bhayabhIta thaI ne anya sthaLe na javAno anurodha karyo che. A baMne gAthAnA vicArane peAtAnA AdarzarUpa gaNI zrImad 11mI kaDImAM tene nirUpela che. 353 muniavasthAmAM pALelA utkRSTa dravya tema ja bhAvacAritrathI sAdhakanI sthiti kevI hAya te zrImadre 1ramI kaDImAM batAvyuM che "dhAra tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahi, sarasa ane nahi manane prasanna bhAva jo; rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA puddagala eka svabhAva jo." apUrva0 12 61, "apRrva avasara paranAM pravacaneA ', pR. 64. 62. '" uttarAyanasa '', adhya, 2, gAthA 20-21.

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zrImanI thasiddhi pote pALavA dhArelA sayamanA Adarza rajU karyAM pachI pAtAnA cAritranI pUrNatA ANavA mATe pAte karavA dhArelA tapanuM bayAna A kaDImAM ApatAM zrImad kahuM che ke, sakhata tapazcaryA karatI vakhate paNa manamAM kheda ke duHkha utpanna thAya nahi, bhikSAmAM svAdiSTa anna maLe tema chatAM jarAya AnaMda na thAya. vaLI, rajakaNathI zarU karI vaimAnika devanI riddhi sudhInA sarva padArthane pudgalanA eka paryAya ja gaNuM evA apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze ? tapazcaryAnA sAcA artha samajAvatAM zrI saMtakhAlajIe lakhyu` che ke :~ " tapasvIne jyAM sudhI ema lAge ke hu' tapa karI rahyo chuM ke me' tapa karyu" che tyAM lagI mana tapyA vinA rahe nahi. saheja nimitta maLe ke Aveza AvI jAya ! mUMgAvratanI ke upavAseAnI AvI tapasyA mUDhatA ke bhUkha-lAMghaNunA doSAmAM ja pariName, eTale kharI vAta to e che ke vRtti upara kAmanAjanya je sa`skArI hAya, te khaLabhaLe ethI phleza thAya. paraMtu manamAM lagIre tApa na thavA devA athavA tApa Ave ke mULathI zamAvI deve! - UMDA kAMTA kADhI nAkhavA - e ja kharI tapasyA che. '63 34 tapazcaryAnA be prakAra cheH khAhya ane abhyatara, anazana, u(c)AdarI, vRttisakSepa, rasaparityAga, kAyakleza ane salInatA e cha khAdyutapa che. prAyazcitta, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, zAsrapAna, dhyAna ane kAyAtsarga e cha abhyatara tapa che. kadaLane kApavAmAM bAhya karatAM abhyaMtara tapa vizeSa samartha che. 66 ,, ahIM zrImadde tapazcaryAne dhAra " vizeSaNa lagAvyu che te saprayeAjana che. sAmAnya tapa tA ghaNA karI zake ane tenuM phaLa paNa sAmAnya hoya che. vaLI, jIva anAdikALathI bhAre karmo bAMdhatA AvyA che tethI tene cheDavA mATe tapa paNa evuM bhAre karavuM joI e te batAvavA "dhAra" vizeSaNanA upayeAga thayA che. ugra ke tIvra tapazcaryAmAM munine upasa ke pariSa Ave tA temAM prANahAnine paNa sa`bhava hAya che, te vakhate paNa muni tapamAMthI vicalita na thAya, eTalu' ja nahi paNa samabhAve rahe, te ghAra tapazcaryA che. evI tapazcaryA karatI vakhate leza paNa tApa ke duHkha muninA manane na thAya, ane game tevA kaSTanA prasa geAmAM paNa samabhAva rahe evI abhilASA ahI darzAvI che. muniveze jyAre ugratAthI khAhyAbhyaMtara tapa karatA hAya te vakhate divaseAnA upavAsa pachI pAraNAmAM sarasa anna maLe tApaNu manamAM prasanna bhAva na Ave eve samabhAva keLavavAnI icchA che. " sarasa ke nIrasa AhAra maLavA te udayAdhIna che. zAtAnA udaya hAya tA ane zarIra TakavAnuM hoya teA AhAra maLI ja jAya temAM ha zA mATe ? munie tA mAhunA nAza karyAM che. temane AhAranI lAlupatA hotI nathI, 64 63. siddhinAM sApAna ', pR. 120. 64. " purapadaprAptinI bhAvanA ", pR. 174, 66

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6. apUrva avasara 355 sAmAnya jIva hAya tA sarasa anna joI manamAM jarUra prasanna bhAva AvI jAya, paNa ahI' tA dhAra tapa karatA muninI vAta che. jemanI dehAtmabuddhi maTI gaI che temane huM rahe ke jAya te vize samAna buddhi hAvAthI anna prati koI jAtanA bhAva hAtA nathI. cakravartI AhAra vaheArAve tApaNa munine kAI vizeSa bhAva Ave nahi. anna tema ja bIjI vastuo prati udAsIna bananAra tapasvI keTalIka vakhata tapanA prabhAvathI maLatI riddhithI jitAI jAya che. e sthiti sAme lAlamattI dharatAM zrImad ahI jaNAve che keH-- - * sauMsAramAM dRzyamAna thatI darakedareka vastu pudgalanI banelI che. eka nAnAmAM nAnA rajakaNathI mAMDIne uttamAttama vaijJAnika devanI uttama riddhi sudhInI dareka cIja pudgalanAM judAM judAM svarUpa che, te sa jaDa che. pUrva puNyanA udayathI vaimAnika devane te riddhi maLe che, paNa te AtmAnA caitanyaguNune leza paNa lAbhakartA nathI te jJAnI jANatA heAvAthI, temane temAM mAha thatA nathI. AthI ja nAnuM rajakaNa hoya ke vaimAnika devanI riddhi hoya, e baMne jJAnIne mana samAna ja che; baMnene tee puddagalanAM juAM judAM svarUpa mAne che. sasArIne dekhAtA e be vaccenA bhedanI jJAnIne kazI kiMmata nathI hotI. bhegA maLavu ane chUTA thavuM te kriyAmAMthI ja aneka cIjonuM astitva thayu che, paNa te badhAnA AtmAnA guNa ane zakti pAse kaI hisAba nathI. AtmAnA anaMta sukha pAse paudgalika sukhe tuccha lAgatAM jJAnI tene kazuM mahattva ApatA nathI. "C rajakaNa riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva jo. " apUrva. zrImad keLavavA dhArelA nirmAhIpaNAnuM Alekhata ApaNane uparanI 5ktiomAM jovA maLe che, te bhAvanA para " uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nI nIcenI gAthAnI asara jaNAze. 6. huM banukasArUM avicche aLasI asroGara | rasamu nANuvijJenA nAnuplina vaLayuM || .65 66 66 pahelI gAthAnA muni rasalAlupatAthI rahita rahe che " gAthAnA muni mATI ane suvarNane samAna jANe che 66 himaNNaM jAyakhvaM ca manasA vi na patthae / samaleTa kaMcaNe bhikkhU virao kayavikkae // 66 6pa. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra ', aya. 2, gAthA 39; artha : alpakaSAyI, apa icchAvALA, ajJAta kuLamAMthI bhikSA levAvALA, ane lAlupatAthI rahita buddhimAna sAhu sarasa bheAjanamAM Asakti rAkhatA nathI, ane te na maLe tA tenA kheda karatA nathI. te vacananI ane khIjI " te vacananI asara ApaNe -- urAdhyayanasUtra', avyU. 35, gAthA 13, pR. 333; artha : kraya-vikrayathI virakta ane mATI tathA suvarNIne samAna samajavAvALA sAdhu, kraya-vikrayanI IcchA paNa karatA nathI.

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356 zrImadanI chaSanasiddhi sarasa ane nahi manane prasanna bhAva je, rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyAM pudagala eka svabhAva che." apUrva uparanI paMktiomAM joI zakIzuM. zrImade cothI kaDIthI zarU kareluM muninA AtmacAritranuM varNana ahIM pUrNa thAya che. gRhasthavezamAM hevA chatAM pitAne vartatA utkaTa bhAvacAritrane lIdhe zrImad munidazAne Adarza ahIM rajU karI zakyA che. darzana mehano nAza ane samaktinI prApti thatAM cAritramohane udaya nabaLA paDavA lAgyo hato te trIjI kaDImAM batAvyuM che. te pachI cAritramehano nAza karavA mATe keTalo bhagIratha puruSArtha karavo jarUrI che te temaNe 12mI kaDI sudhI batAvyuM che. zrImade potAnuM dhyeya pAMcamI kaDImAM batAvyA pramANe "nija svarUpamAM lIna " thavAnuM bAMdhyuM che. ane te pUrNa karavA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yugamAM AtmasthiratA; rAgadveSarahitapaNuM, pramAdarahitapaNuM, kaSAyajaya sayaMma samabhAva Adi guNa irachayA che. ane te guNonI prApti mATe nirgatha muninuM nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva, asnAna, adaMtavana Adi lakSa sAthenuM utkaTa dravyacAritra pALavAnI sAthe ghera pariSaha ke upasarga samabhAve sahevAnI taiyArI paNa temaNe karI che. eTale ke temaNe utkRSTa dravya ane bAvacAritranuM pAlana potAnI Atmazuddhi mATe Avazyaka gayuM che. gRhastha dazAmAM rahIne paNa AvI uttama bhAvanA zrImadda bhAvI zakyA che te ja temanI ucca AdhyAtmika dazA batAve che. ahI kAvyanA pUrva vibhAga pUrNa thAya che. temAM zrImade potAnA nircatha thavAnI bhAvanAnuM, nirca thanAM lakSaNenuM, samyagdarzananuM ane sAtame guNasthAne vartatA nigraMtha muninAM AtmacAritranuM varNana Apela che. uttara vibhAga A kAvyanA pUrva vibhAgamAM cothAthI sAtamA guNasthAna vartatA jIvanI dazAnuM varNana apAyeluM che, tyAre uttara vibhAgamAM AThamAthI cauDhamAM guNarasthAna sudhInI jIvanI dazAnuM varNana apAyuM che. tenA traNa vibhAga pADI zakAya : kSapakazreNI, kevaLajJAna ane mokSavarNana. kSapakazreNI - mihanIya karmanA be prakAra cheH darzanamoha ane cAritramoha darzana meha nAza pAme tyAre samakita thAya che, ane tyArathI cAritramehano udaya nabaLe thavA mAMDe che. pUrva vibhAgamAM batAvyA pramANene puruSArtha karavAthI sAdhaka sAtamAM guNasthAnanA aMtabhAgamAM AvI jAya che. te pachIthI sAdhakanA guNasthAnanI be spaSTa zreNuM paDI jAya che H upazama zreNI ane kSapakazreNI. sAtame guNasthAne cAritramohanI 25 prakRtine 6 7 kSayopazama thayA pachI sAdhaka AThame guNasthAne Ave tyAre zreNInI zarUAta kare che. 8thI 12 guNasthAnamAM AtmAnI sthita 67. 25 prakRti : krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhanI darekanI anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhAnI, pratyAkhAnI ane saMjavalane prakRti eTale kula 16 kapAya, ane hAra, rati vagere 9 kaSAya.

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6. apUrva avasara 357 ghaNA alpa samaya rahe che. pratyeka guNasthAna jaghanya sthiti eka samaya ane utkRSTa sthiti a'tarmuhUrtanI hAya che, tethI AtmA zreNI mAMDe eTale ke peAtAnA AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thAya tyArathI zarU thayelA tenA vikAsa kevaLajJAnanI prAptie aTake che, athavA te upasama zreNImAM AtmAnuM 11mA guNusthAnethI patana thAya che. upazama zreNIvALA sAdhaka pAtAnAM ghAtI karmone upazamAvatA upazamAvatA 11mA guNasthAne paheAMce che, ane tyAM karmAMnA prabaLa udayane lIdhe tenuM patana thaI te cha, ceAthe, athavA pahele guNasthAne aTake che, kSepaka zreNIvALA sAdhaka pAtAnAM karmonA kSaya karatA karatA dazamAthI 12mA guNasthAne AvI, 13me guNasthAne kevaLajJAnanI prApti kare che. kSapaka zreNImAM karmanA kSaya thatA hAvAthI te ghAtIkAM pharI kadI udayamAM AvI zakatAM nathI. kSapaka zreNInI AvI samatA haiAvAthI zrImad tenI icchA karatAM 16mI kaDImAM lakhe che keH huM ema parAjaya karIna cAritramAhanA, AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo; zreNI kSaka taNI karIne AtA, ananya ciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo. " apUrva 13 pahelI 12 kaDImAM varNavyA pramANe cAritrameha karmana jItIne apUrvakaraNa nAmanA AThamA guNasthAne AvuM ane tyAMthI kSapakazreNInA mArge jaI ne ananya ciMtana dvArA mArA atizaya zuddha svabhAvana prApta karu', evA apUrva avasara meLavavAnA abhilASa zrImadde A kaDImAM vyakta karyA che. "" nAmanA A kaDInI pahelI be paMktimAM zrImad cAritramohane haMphAvIne " apUrva karaNa guNasthAna AvavAnI bhAvanA seve che. karaNa eTale AtmAnAM pariNAma. apUrva eTale pUrva nahiM karela te. A guNasthAne AtmAne pUrva kadI na karyA hAya tavA bhAvA pragaTe che tethI te " apR karaNa " guNasthAna kahevAya che. ahIM muni kaSAyanA saMpUrNa kSaya karavA mATe prabaLa puruSA upADe che, ane AtmAnu zuddha svarUpa pragaTathA pachI ja te puruSArtha chUTe che. AThamA guNasthAne AvyA pachI zrImadnI kSapakazreNIe caDIne ananya ciMtana dvArA potAnA atizaya zuddha svabhAva pragaTAvavAnI abhilASA pAchaLanI be paktiemAM ghaNI yeAgyatAthI mukAyelI che. AThamA guNasthAnathI jIva upazama ane kSapaka e bemAMthI eka zreNIe UMce caDe che. upazama zreNIvALeA 11mA guNasthAnathI avazya lathaDe che, tyAre kSapaka zreNIvALA 13mA guNasthAna sudhI sIdheA pahAMcI jAya che te ApaNe joyuM. kSapaka zreNInI AvI samatA hAvAthI zrImadda te ja zreNI icche te svAbhAvika che. zrI kAnajIsvAmInA zabdomAM " A kSepaka zreNI eTale zukla dhyAnanA prathama pAyA. A guNazreNImAM samaye samaye anaMtI vizuddhi vadhatI jAya che."6pravacane '', pR. 74. 68. " apUrva avasara paranAM

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi guNasthAna caDavAmAM kSapaka zreNI ja icchavAnuM eka bIjuM kAraNa paNa zrImadda mATe hatuM. pote pUrvabhavamAM TheTha 11mA guNasthAnethI mArganA ajANapaNAne lIdhe lathaDyA hatA, tene ulekha sabhAgabhAI paranA eka patramAM temaNe karyo che. temAM e kAraNa samAyeluM joI zikAze. vi. saM. 1947nA kArataka suda 14nA roja bhAgabhAIne temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - "guNaThANa e samajavA mATe kahela che. upazama ane kSapaka e be jAtanI zreNuM che. upazamamAM pratyakSa darzanano saMbhava nathI, kSepakamAM che. pratyakSa darzananA saMbhavane abhAve 11methI jIva pAcho vaLe che. upazama zreNI be prakAre che : eka AjJArUpa, eka mArga jANyA vinA svAbhAvika upazama thavArUpa. AjJArUpa paNa AjJA ArAdhana sudhI patita thato nathI. pAchaLane TheTha gayA pachI mArganA ajANapaNane lIdhe paDe che. A najare joyelI, AtmAe anubhavelI vAta che."69 pote 11mA guNasthAnethI lathaDaDyA hatA teno ullekha A chellA vAkayamAM joI zakAze. ethI upazamaNanuM temane anubhavajJAna hatuM tema kahI zakAya. kSapakazraNanI agatya batAvatAM zrI saMtabAlajI yogya lakhe che ke - "kSapaka - zreNane lAyaka thayele sAdhaka, mULe ja vikasaMpanna ane zraddhAsaMpanna hoya che. enA jIvanamAM jaina dRSTie jJAna ane kriyAne suMdara sahacAra hAya che. yaugika dRSTie jJAnayoga, karmaga ane bhaktiyegane sarasa samanvaya hoya che. eTale ja ena daI tapa AmAnA anahada, udAra, akalaMka parama svarUpanA anAhata manana nididhyAsananI bhUmikAne paripAka Ape che ke je paripAka maLyA pachI anaMta yuganI bhAvaTa ekAeka bhAMgI jAya che."70 AvI kSapakazreNIe caDI ananya ciMtana dvArA potAnA atizaya zuddha svabhAva pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA zrImade ahIM darzAvI che. 8 thI 12 guNasthAnee jIva bahu alpa samaya rahe che te ApaNe joyuM. 8mAM pachInuM pratyeka guNasthAna jIva ciMtana-dhyAna dvArA ja caDe che. sAdhaka jema jema potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thato jAya tema tema guNasthAna caDate jAya che. AthI ja AvA ciMtanamAM lIna banIne potAnuM zuddha AtmasvarUpa prApta karavAnI bhAvanA zrImada bhAvI che. A AkhuM kAvya zrImadde potAne ja uddezI svayaMkuraNAthI lakhyuM che. tene pahelA purAvA ApaNe trIjI kaDImAM "Upa " zabdamAM che. e ja rIte A kaDImAM bIjI paMktinA "AvuM" zabda parathI uparanA vidhAnane samarthana maLe che. zrImade je sAmAnya kathana tarIke A kAvya lakhyuM hota te "AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva je enI jagyAe "Ave tyAM..." lakhyuM hota. "huM AvuM ene badale "sAdhaka Ave" ema vacana hata. tethI "AvuM" zabda parathI siddha thAya che ke zrImade A kAvyamAM potAnI bhAvanAnuM ja 69. "zrImad rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 250. 70. "siddhinAM sopAna", pR. 117.

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6. apUrva avasara 359 varNana karyuM che. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"mAM "cAritraprApti "nuM ApeluM phaLa A kaDI sAthe sarakhAvavA jevuM che. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nI kaMDikAmAM lakhyuM che ke - ___ " carittasaMpannayA Na' selesIbhAva jaNayai / selesiM paDiyanne ya aNagAre cattAri kevalikambha se khavei / to pacchA sijjhai bujhai muccai savya dukkhANamaMtaM kareI / "7.1. A sUtramAM batAvyA pramANe cAritra pAmelo jIva zailezIbhAva prApta kare che ane tevA bhAvavALe sAdhu bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmano kSaya karI siddha, buddha ane mukta thaIne samasta duHkhono aMta ANe che. zrImade paNa ahIM cAritrahane nAza karyA pachI kSakazreNIe caDI potAne ananya zuddha svabhAva pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanA batAvI che. kSapakazreNIe caDavAnI zarUAta karyA pachI jIva 12mAM guNasthAnanA aMtabhAgamAM Ave tyAranI AtmAnI dazAnuM varNana 14mI kaDImAM juo - mehasvayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI, sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINameha guNasthAna je; aMtasamaya tyAM pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna je." apUrva 14 saMpUrNa paNe vItarAga thavAnI bhAvanAne zabdadeha ApatAM kavi A kaDImAM kahe che ke, meharUpI svayaMbhUramaNa nAmane samudra tarI jaI, kSINameha nAmanA 12mA guNasthAne pahoMcuM, ane te bhUmikAnA keTalA samaye saMpUrNapaNe vItarAga banI AtmAne kevaLajJAnarUpI bhaMDAra prApta karuM e apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? jIvana saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanAra mukhya karma mehanIya che. tethI e sauthI bhayaMkara gaNAya che. A karmano nAza karavA mATe sauthI prabaLa puruSArthanI jarUra paDe che. tethI te kartAe ahI mehane mATe "svayaMbhUramaNasamudra"nuM rUpaka ceryuM che. jaina bhUgoLa anusAra madhyalokamAM "jabudvIpa" eka lAkha jojana vistAravALe che. te geLa che. ane tene pharatA asaMkhyAta dvIpa tathA samudranI paraMparA che. temAM sauthI chelle "svayaMbhUramaNa nAmane sauthI moTo samudra che, tene vistAra asaMkhyAta jejenano che. A samudrane taravA jeTalo puruSArtha karavo paDe teTalo ja puruSArtha mohane jItavA karavo paDe te batAvavA ahIM mahene "svayaMbhUramaNasamudra"nI upamA ApI che. AthI mehane jItavA mATe sAdhaka puruSArtha upADe tyAre, zrI kAnajIsvAmI kahe che tema, te e pramANe vicAre ke - "jema maha mahAsamudra jevo che, tema mArAmAM tenAthI paNa anaMtarANI aparimita - behada zakti che. tethI huM AtmAmAM behada sthiratAne vadhAruM, ke jethI mAha sarvathA TaLI jAya, ane huM je zuddha pavitra jJAnaghana chuM tevo thaI rahuM, svarUpamAM ati sAvadhAnI rAkhuM ke jethI cAritramehano svayameva sarvathA kSaya thaI jAya."72 71. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra", adhya. 29, kaDiyA 1. 72. " apUrva avasara paranAM pravacane ", pR. 78.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi Ama mehanIyane nAza thAya tyAre sAdhaka 12 mA kSINameha nAmanA guNasthAne Ave che, arthAt sAdhaka zukaladhyAnanA bIjA vibhAgamAM praveze che, te zrImade bIjI paMktimAM darzAvyuM che. A guNasthAne "mohanIya ene saMpUrNa nAza thato hovAthI te "kSINamoha" kahevAya che. potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna banI, daDha rahI "kSINameha " guNasthAnanA aMtabhAgamAM sAdhaka pahoMcI jAya che. tyAM aMtasamaye pUrNapaNe vItarAgI banI AtmA kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanarUpa amUlya bhaMDAra prApta kare che. kevaLajJAna prApta karavAnI pitAnI e bhAvanA zrImade A kaDInI bIjI be paMktimAM darzAvI che - "aMta samaya tyAM pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna je." apUrva traNe kALa ane traNe lokanuM samaya samayanuM jJAna hovuM te kevaLajJAna, evo kevaLajJAnano pracalita artha che. A arthamAM zrImadane keTaloka virodha dekhAya che. 73 tethI kevaLajJAnanuM pote samajyA che te svarUpa samajAvatAM eka patramAM teo lakhe che ke - jJAnanuM atyaMta zuddha thavuM tene kevaLajJAna jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che, ane te jJAnamAM mukhya te Atmasthiti ane AtmasamAdhi kahyAM che. jagatanuM jJAna thavuM e Adi kahyuM che te apUrva viSayanuM grahaNa sAmAnya jIvothI thavuM azakya jANIne kahyuM che. kemake jagatanA jJAna para vicAra karatAM karatAM AtmasAmarthya samajAya..." * AtmA jyAre atyaMta zuddha jJAnasthiti bhaje tenuM nAma kevaLajJAna mukhyapaNe che. sarva prakAranA rAgadveSane abhAva thaye atyaMta zuddha jJAnasthiti pragaTavA yogya che. te sthitimAM je kaMI jANuM zakAya te kevaLajJAna che..." AtmAne vizethI sarva prakAranA anya adhyAsa TaLI sphaTikanI peTha AtmA atyaMta zuddhatA bhaje te kevaLajJAna che. ane jagatajJAnapaNe tene vAraMvAra jinAgamamAM kahyuM che, ta mAhAsyathI karI bAhyadRSTi jo puruSArthamAM pravartate hetu che."74 pite jANyuM che tevuM kevaLajJAna pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA A kaDImAM zrIma bhAvI che. temAM paNa potAne anulakSIne e bhAvanA varNavI che, te ApaNe "pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna " e paMktimAM joI zakIzuM. je teo sAmAnya kathana karatA hota to "pragaTAvuM" nahi paNa sAdhaka "pragaTAve" ema lakhyuM hatuM. Ama ahI sAdhaka pragaTA" te bhAva karatAM huM "pragaTAvuM" te bhAva nirUpAyo che. zrImade karmanAzathI kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana pragaTe che te darzAvavA "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nA nIcenA vacanane Azraya lIdho hoya tema bane. temAM jaNAvyuM che ke - 73. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 504-505. 74. ejana, pR. 498.

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6. apUrva avasara " tao pacchA aNuttara agata kasiNa paDipuNNa nirAvaraNa vitimira vizuddha logAlogappabhAva nevacanALaya`saLa' samuvA>=s | '74 A vacanamAM kevaLajJAnanA guNA anuttara, anata, sa'pUrNa, paripUrNa, nirAvaraNa, timirarahita, vizuddha, leAkAleAkaprakAzaka vagere - darzAvyA che, e te; kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya tathA kevaLadarzanAvaraNIya karmanA kSaya thayA pachI thAya che. te jaNAvyuM che, je zrImanI A kaDI sAthe vicAravA ceAgya che. pote pAmavA ingyu che te "kevaLajJAna" prApta thAya tyAre AtmAnI ane karmanI kevI sthiti hAya che te temaNe 15, 16 e be kaDImAM varNavela che. 66 kevaLajJAnanu` svarUpa - kevaLInI dazA - AtmA e zuddha, caitanyamaya, jJAnaghana padArtha che. te karmathI vITaLAyelA heAvAne lIdhe saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyA kare che. paNa jyAre te AtmasvarUpanI " oLakha pAmavA lAge che tyAre tenA karmanA nAza thavA lAge che. ane kanA nAza thatAM tenuM pUrNa zuddha AtmasvarUpa pragaTe che, eTale ke te terame guNasthAne Ave che tyAre tenAM karmAnI sthiti kevI hoya che tenu kathana zrImadde ahIM karyuM' che. kama te anaMta prakAranAM che. temAM mukhya gaNI zakAya tevAM ATha prakAranAM che; te jJAnAvaraNIya, danAvaraNIya, meAhanIya, a`tarAya, AyuSya, nAma, gAtra ane vedanIya che. jyAre AtmAne kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzana pragaTe che tyAre A AThe karmanI sthiti kayA prakAranI hAya che te zrImadne 15, 16 e be kaDImAM batAvyuM che. A ATha karmAmAM pahelAM cAra ghAtI kahevAya che, te karmAnI sthiti 15 mI kaDImAM batAvI che keH 361 " cAra karma ghanaghAtI te vyavachaMda jyAM, bhavanA khIja taNA AtyaMtika nAza jo; sabhAva mAtA rA sahu zuddhatA, kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya ana ta prakAza jo, " apUrva 15 A kaDImAM zrImad sayeAgI kevaLInI dazA - 13me guNasthAne vatA AtmAnI dazA batAve che ke, cAra ghanaghAtI kamene kSaya thayA hAya, bhavanA bIjanA nAza thayeA hAya tethI AtmA parama vizuddha banatAM te jJAtAdApaNe ja badhe pravate tathA anata vI pragaTavAthI AtmA dhanyatA anubhave tevA apUrva avasara kathAre Avaze? 4 12 mA guNasthAnethI UMce caDI 13 mA gurusthAne vatA AtmAnI dazA ahI batAvAI che. A guNasthAne sayeAgI kevaLInu' kahevAya che, kAraNa ke A dazAe AtmAne kevaLajJAna - kevaLajIna prApta thayAM hoya che. chatAM dehanu astitva hAvAne lIdhe mana, vacana ane kAyAnA cAga ati sUkSma pramANamAM varte che. 54. * 8 uttarAdhyayanasUtra'', altha. ra9, kaDiyA 71, pR. 272,

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A sayeAgI kevaLIne cAra ghanaghAtI kramAnA vyavacchaMda eTale ke nAza thayA hAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya, danAvaraNIya, aMtarAya ane mAhanIya e cAra ghanaghAtI karma kahevAya che. A karmAM ghAtI karmo kahevAya che, tenu kAraNa e che ke te AtmAnA guNonA traNa prakAre nAza kare cheH te AtmAnA guNAne Avare che, athavA rAdhe che, athavA vikaLa kare che, AtmAnAM jJAna tathA darzanane Avare te jJAnAvaraNIya tathA danAvaraNIya karma kahevAya che. aMtarAya ka guNane Avaratu nathI pazu te AtmAnA bhAgane - vIya baLane rAke che. temAM AtmA bhAga Adine jANe che tethI te AvaraNa nathI, paNa bhega bhAgavavAmAM te rodha kare che. tethI te aMtarAya kama kahevAya che. ceAthuM ghAtI karyAM te mAhanIya. te AtmAnA guNane mUcchita kare che, vikaLa kare che. AtmAne mUMjhavanAra te mehanIya. ra A cAre karmAmAM sauthI khaLavAna karyuM te mAhanIya, teno nAza thAya eTale bAkInAM TakI zakatAM nathI. tethI prabaLa puruSArtha dvArA jo meAhanIyanA nAza karavAmAM Ave tA AkInAM ghAtI karmo sahelAIthI nAza pAme che. ' zrImadde A ghAtI karmo mATe ghanaghAtI' zabda khUba vicArapUrvaka yeAjyA che. A kamAM ghAtI te che, paNa 'ghana' jevAM arthAt vAdaLa jevAM. vAdaLa jema sUryane DhAMkI de che chatAM temAMthI gheADo prakAza te nIkaLe ja che ke jethI sUryanA astitvanA khyAla Ave; te pramANe A karmI AtmAne DhAMkI de che kharAM, tema chatAM AtmAne UMce caDavA mATe prakAzanAM kiraNA maLI rahe teTalA pramANamAM AtmA aAvarAyelA rahe che. AtmAnA ATha rucaka pradeza tA game te sthitimAM aNuavarAyelA ja hAya che. tethI A karmona ghanaghAtI kahela che. 66 A karmonA vyavaccheda eTale ke nAza thAya tyAre bhavanA bIjanA nAza thAya che. 'uttarAdhyayanasUtra ' " mAM batAvyA pramANe rAga ane dveSa e bhavanAM bIjarUpa che.7pa tethI tenA nAza thatAM bhavanA paNa ata Ave che. mAhanIya AdinA kSaya thatAM rAgadveSanA saMpUrNa nAza thatA heAvAthI jIvane janma levAnuM paNa rahetuM nathI. "3 kevaLajJAna prApta thAya tyAre jIvane " sa`bhAva jJAtA dezA saha zuddhRtA " hAya che. jIvane thatA bhAva chadmastha jIvathI jANI zakAtA nathI, paNa kevaLajJAnamAM te te sarva bhAva pratyakSa ja che, te vize zrI saMtabAlajI lakhe che keH-- '' H padyakAra sabhAva zabda le che, emAM rahasya che. jema vaijJAnika mAtra gurutvAkarSaNanA eka ja siddhAMtanI zeAdhamAM samasta vizva sakaLAyelu jue che, tema evA puruSa AtmazeAdhanI pUrNatAmAM samasta vizvane pratiSi Sita thayeluM nihALe che. "76 75. " uttarAdhyayanasUtra " nA 32 mA adhyayananI 7 mI gAthAmAM kahyuM che keH-- rAmo ya Toso vi ya mavIya. jama' 'mauttvamana yaMti / kama 6 nAmasamUjI Tula nAmaLa vayaMti 11 ,, siddhinAM sApAta ', pR. 162; " AcArAMgasUtra ', avyuM. ra, u. 4, su. ra. *30 6C

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6. apUtha avasara A ja dRSTie zrI "AcArAMga" kahe che, " ben argara se saa. gAjara ' Ama kevaLajJAnamAM sarva bhAvanuM jJAtAdraSTApaNuM nirUpAyuM che." "jyAM kevaLa pitAnA svabhAvanuM akhaMDa nirvikalpajJAna varte che tyAM paravastu eTale jagatanA anaMta padArtho te nirmaLajJAnamAM saheje jaNAya che, e nyAya A gAthAmAM AvI jAya che." 77 - ema zrI kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che ke - kevaLIne e badhuM jANavAnI IcchA hatI nathI paNa AtmAnI nirmaLatAne lIdhe te sarva dekhAya che te jaNAvavA zrImadda "zuddhatA" zabdano upayoga karyo che. jema dIvo hoya tyAM, te jagAnI vastuo ApoApa prakAzamAna thAya che ane joI zakAya che tema kevaLajJAnamAM vastuo joI zakAya che. AtmAnuM anaMtajJAna tathA anaMtadarzana pragaTa karavAnuM dhyeya pUrNa thayuM che, ane te pUrNa vItarAgasvarUpa banyo che tethI tene mATe "kRtakRtya"78 ane "prabhu"79 jevA zabdo cethI paMktimAM jAya che. kevaLajJAna pragaTavAnI sAthe ArAmAM anaMtavIrya pragaTe che teno ullekha zrImade ahIM karyo che, arthAt temaNe jaNAvyuM che ke jeNe potAnuM kArya pUruM karyuM che tevA AtmAmAM anaMtavIya, anaMta prakAza Adi guNo kevaLajJAna sAthe pragaTe che. ahIM zrImadde kevaLajJAna pragaTe te vakhatanI ghAtI karmonI sthitinuM varNana ApyuM che. kevaLI thayA pachI jyAM sudhI daha hoya tyAM sudhI kriyA te hoya ja che, paNa te kayA prakAranI hoya te "uttarAdhyayanasUtra" mAM nIce pramANe batAvyuM che - " jAva sajogI bhavai tAva iriyAvahiya kambha nibaMdhai suhapharisa dusmytthiiy| ta jahA-paDhamasamaye baddha biiyasamaye veiyaM taiyasamaya nijjiNNaM tabaddha puTTa udIriyaM vaya nijiNNa seAla ya akamma cAvi bhavai / "80 eTale ke kevaLI eka samaye karma bAMdhe, bIje samaye veda ane trIje samaye te nirjarI jAya evI kiyA "uttarAdhyayanasUtra" mAM batAvI che. cAra ghAtI karmanI sthiti batAvyA pachI zrImada bAkInAM cAra aghAtI karmanI kevaLajJAna thayA pachInI sthiti A pramANe batAve che - 77. "apUrva avasara paranAM pravacana ", pR. 81. 78. jeNe potAnuM kArya pUruM karyuM che te. 79, vItarAga. 80. "utarAdhyayanasUtra", adhya. ra9, gAthA 71, pR. 27ra.

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zrI manI jIvanasiddhi vedanIya Adi cAra karma vate jahAM, baLI sIdarIvat ' AkRti mAtra je; te dehAyuSa AdhIna jenI sthiti che, AyuSa pUNe maTiye daihika pAtra je." apUrva 16 81 sIMdarI baLI jatAM tene AkAra mAtra rahe che tema vaMdanI, AyuSya, nAma ane gotra e cAra aghAtI karmo mAtra AkArarUpe rahe che, te karmonI sthiti dehanA AyuSya sudhI ja rahe che, ane AyuSya pUrNa thatAM dehane pharIthI dhAraNa karavAnA rahetI nathI; te apUrva avasara meLavavAnI bhAvanA zrImade ahIM bhAvI che. cAra ghAtI karma AtmAnA guNanA ghAta kare che, tyAre aghAtI karma AtmAnA guNane kazuM nukasAna pahoMcADatA nathI. tapa, cAritra, dhyAna AdithI ghAtI karmono nAza karI zakAya che, tyAre aghAtI karmo bhegavavAthI ja nirjare che. eTale kevaLajJAnanI prApti pachI paNa aghAtI karmono bhaMga karavAno AtmAne bAkI rahI jAya che, tyAre ghAtI karmonA saMpUrNa kSaya thaI jAya che. Ane zrI saMtabAlajInA zabdomAM mUkIe te ema kahI zakAya ke - ghAtI karmane jeTale AtmA sAthe sIdho saMbaMdha che eTale A cArane nathI, eTaluM ja nahi balake A cAreno saMbaMdha mukhyatve deha sAthe ane paraMparAe jIva sAthe che."82 Ama ghAtI karmanI asara AtmA upara ane aghAtI karmanI asara deha para thAya che. ghAtI karmono nAza thAya eTale aghAtI karmanuM kazuM paNa jora rahetuM nathI. sIMdarI baLI jAya pachI pavanane sapATe na Ave tyAM sudhI tenI rAkha te ja AkAre paDI rahe che, paNa kazuM bAMdhavAnA upagamAM te baLelI sIMdarI AvI zakatI nathI, tevI rIte A aghAtI karmo AyuSya pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI astitva dharAvI zake che, paNa kevaLIne kaI paNa jAtanI asara karavA samartha banI zakyAM nathI. Ama ahIM zrImade khUba ja yegyatApUrvaka aghAtI karmone " baLelI sIMdarI "nI upamA ApelI che. je vedanIya karma pahelAM sukha ke duHkhanI lAgaNI utpanna karatuM hatuM, te jJAna pragaTayA pachI evI jAtanI lAgaNI janmAvI zakatuM nathI. kevaLIne te mAtra samabhAva ja rahe che. nAma tathA netrakarma dehabhAva tathA abhimAnanuM poSaNa karatAM hatAM te paNa jJAna thayA pachI AtmabhAva ane prabhutAdarzaka banI jAya che. ane AyuSyakarma je pahelAM AtmAnI mUrchA vadhAratuM hatuM, te pachIthI lokopakAraka banI jAya che. Ama cAra aghAtI karmo astitvamAM hovA chatAM jJAna thayA pachI sattArahita banI jAya che, baLelI sIMdarI jevAM banI jAya che. 81. A bhAvanA zrImade 17 varSanI vaye "mokSamALA "mAM bhAvelI joI zakAze; juo mokSamALA", pATha 6 6. 82. ( siddhinAM pAna ", pR 169.

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6. apUrva avasara 365 kevaLajJAna thayA pachI aghAtI karmonI sthiti te dehanI sthiti sudhI ja Take che, kAraNa ke ghAtI karmane nAza thavAthI AtmAne nava deha dhAraNa karavAno rahetuM nathI. bhavanAM bIjarUpa rAgadveSane saMpUrNa nAza hovAthI karmanA rajakaNe kevaLIne ceTI zakatA nathI. temane te, ApaNe AgaLa joyuM tema, eka samaye karma baMdhAya, bIje samaye vedAya ane trIje samaye nirjarI jAya tevI IryA pathikI kriyA hoya che. ethI ja zrImada kahe che ke, te dahAyuSa AdhIna jevI sthiti che " arthAt deha hoya tyAM sudhI ja aghAtI karmo rahe che. AyuSya pUrNa thaI jatAM "dehika pAtra"mAM hevAnuM jIvane pUrNa thaI jAya che. kevaLI prabhu paNa AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI dehane TakavA de che, kAraNa ke zrI nagInadAsa zeTha lakhe che tema - dahana parANe pADavAthI dehathI chUTI zakAtuM nathI. paraMtu tethI te dahabaMdhana ane duHkhabaMdhana vadhe che, deha prApta thavAnAM mULa kAraNe nAza karavAthI deha ApoApa chUTI jAya che. deha ApoApa na chUTe tyAM sudhI dehanI svAbhAvika kriyAo thayA kare che emAM kazuM baMdhana nathI, kAraNa ke kriyA karavA chatAM AtmAnI ruci - vRtti to AtmAmAM ja che, pudagalomAM nahi. AtmA azarIrI che, nirAkAra che evI bhAvanA hoya che ... tethI daihika pAtratA maTI jAya che."83 Ama gAthA 15, 16mAM zrImade sagI kevaLI dazAnuM varNana karyuM che. 13me guNasthAne pravartatA jIvanA be prakAra che: tIrthakara ane sAmAnya. baMnenI Atmazakti sarakhI hoya che, chatAM temanA pUrva saMcita karmamAM bheda hovAne lIdhe be prakAra paDI jAya che. zrI saMtabAlajI tIrthakarane vizeSa keTina gaNavAnuM kAraNa batAvatAM yogya ja lakhe che ke - teo pote ekalA UDatA nathI. potAnI pAMkhamAM AkhA jagatane laIne UDe che ..thaMbhI gayelA ke vikRta thayelA pragativahanane teo sAce nakkara vega Ape che. dharmanA pAyAthI mAMDIne nirbheLa zuddhi kare che. ane adharmanA jorane nabaLuM pADe. che. sUkSma zaktionI prabaLatAthI rAkSasI pazubaLAne haMphAvI jagata samakSa camatkArI Adarza khaDA kare che . teo jIvanavikAsano vyavasthita kama ane e mArge javAnAM sAdhanA batAve che. pratyeka kSetramAM lokottara kAMti kare che eTaluM ja nahi ba9ke patAvI pAchaLa vArasAmAM paNa cetanavaMtI tAlImabaddha siddhisaMghanI senA ane naya anubhavanuM sAhityadhana mUkI jAya che."84 paNa AvA purU viralA ja hoya che. jaina Agama jaNAve che ke cha ArA jevA niravadhikALamAM mAtra 24 tIrthakaro thAya che, ane aneka bhavanA parizrama pachI teo e pada sAdhI zake che. tIrthakara sivAyanA A bhUmikAmAM rahelA anya puruSe paNa jagadapakAraka to che ja, kAraNa ke teo paNa saMsAranA dAhaka vAyumAM zAMtino saMcAra ane cAritranI suvAsa bharIne jagatane gupta rIte tAjagI ApyA kare che. paNa AvA gupta puruSo taraphathI maLatI sAmagrI sakriya sarvavyApaka svarUpa nathI dhAraNa karI zaktI, e ja enI sAmAnyatA che. 83. "paramapadaprAptinI bhAvanA', pR. 219. A 84. " siddhinAM sopAna', pR. 173.

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366 zrImanna jIvanAsaddhi A baMne prakAranA puruSo mATe, temanA dehanI sthiti pUrI thAya eTale, eka ja gati che, ane te siddhagati. dahAyuSa pUrNa thatAM siddhakSetre jaI teo anaMta samAdhisukhamAM virAje che. kevaLI bhagavAnanuM AyuSya pUrNa thavAne aMtamuharta kALa bAkI rahe tyAre teo zukaladhyAnanA trIjA pAyAmAM pravarte che, evuM zAstravacana che. te vakhate teo samuddaghAta kare che. samudraghAta eTale zeSa rahelAM karmone ekasAthe prabaLapaNe kheMcIne bhogavI levAM te. kevaLIne AyuSya, nAma, gotra ane vedanIya e cAra karma hoya che. temAMnI darekanI sthiti AyuSya jeTalA ja kALanI nathI hotI, tethI te badhAMne saMpUrNa paNe bhogavI levA mATe kevaLI potAnI zakti vaDe te karmone kheMcIne AyuSyanA aMtabhAgamAM saMpUrNapaNe bhegavI le che. karma kheMcIne bhogavI levAnI A kriyAne "kevaLI samudyAta"85 kahevAmAM Ave che. kevaLIne samudraghAta karyA pachI 5 laghu svara a, I, u, R ne la -ne uracAra karIe teTale samaya bAkI rahe che, eTalA samayamAM AtmAnA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA kegano saMpUrNa rAdha hoya che, manAdi paNa anya karmanI jema pudagalanAM banelAM che, tethI tenA yogane saMpUrNa rAdha hoya che, ane te rodha thatAM badhAM pudgala sAthe saMbaMdha chUTI jAya che. AthI AtmAne "garahita " dazA prApta thAya che. te dazAnuM eTale ke "agI kevaLI nI dazAnuM varNana zrImadda 17mI kaDImAM A pramANe kare che - mana, vacana, kAyA ne karmanI vagaNa chUTe jahAM sakaLa pudagala saMbaMdha che; evuM agI guNasthAnaka tyAM vartatuM; mahAbhAgya sukhadAyaka pUrNa abaMdha je." apUrva 0 17 13mAM guNasthAnanA aMtabhAgamAM AtmAnuM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA pega vagaranuM 14muM guNasthAna pragaTa thAya che, te vize zrImad A kaDImAM kahe che ke mana, vacana, kAyA ane karma e sarva puddagala sAthe saMbaMdha jayAM chUTI jAya che, ane jyAM mahAbhAgyavAna, sukhadAtA ane saMpUrNa baMdharahita dazA pravarte che evA agI kevaLInA guNasthAne pahoMcavAno apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze ? 13mAM guNasthAnanA aMtabhAgamAM jIvane 14muM guNasthAna pragaTe che. te vakhate mana, vacana, kAyA ane karmanA pudgala paramANuo sAtheno saMbaMdha pUrNapaNe chUTI jAya che. mana vagere paNa pudgala paramANuonAM banelAM che, tethI mana, vacana Adina ga rUMdhAtAM te pudagala-paramANuo AtmAnA pradeza parathI kharI jAya che. ane tene khyAla ApaNane A kaDInI pahelI be paMkti parathI Ave che. pudagala-paramANuono saMpUrNa paNe saMbaMdha chUTatAM je "agI guNasthAna " AtmAne vate che, te kyA prakAranuM che te cothI paMktimAM jaNAze. e samaye kevaLIne Amepaga 5. samudhAta 7 prakAranA che : vedanA, kapAya, maraNa, kriya, tejasa, AhAraka ane kevaLI. kevaLajJAnI sAtamAM prakArane samuddaghAta kare che. 8 samaya sudhI rahe che.

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6. apUrva avasara 363 zukla dhyAnanA trIjA pAyAmAM pravarte che. tethI e pada parama sukha ApanAru* hoya che, te sthitimAM duHkhanuM nAmanizAna paNa nathI. AvI dazA prApta karavAmAM mATu' mAna che, bhAgya che, te savita che. ethI e pada " mahAbhAgya " gaNI zakAya. e ja paktimAM jaNAvyA pramANe e sthitimAM " pRNu abaMdha ?' dazA paNa prApta thAya che. pudgala-paramANuAthI mukta thaI zakavu' e paNa jIvanI mahAbhAgyavAna dazA gaNAya. AthI ja huM acALI kevaLI "nI dazAne zrImad " mahAbhAgya ", yAgya vizeSaNAthI eLakhAvela che te ceAgya ja che. 66 "" sukhadAyaka ane "pUrNa abadha" evAM Ama zrImadde 15, 16, 17 e traNa kaDIemAM sayeAgI tathA ayeAgI kevaLInI dazAnuM varNana Apyu che. ayeAgI kevaLI thayA pachI AtmA saMbadhanAthI mukta thaI siddhakSetre jaI anaMta samAdhimukhamAM birAjamAna thAya che. zuddha thayelA AtmAnA guNe ane tenI gatinu varNana zrImad A pachI Apelu' che. meAkSanuM varNana -- 14me guNasthAne AtmA ATaeN prakAranAM karmAneA kSaya karyA pachI kevA ane che tenu varNana zrImadde kAvyanA aMtabhAgamAM ApyuM che. zrImad siddhanI bhUmikAnuM varNana karI te pada prApta karavAnI bhAvanA aMtabhAganI kaDIomAM vyakta kare che. muktAtmAnuM citra rajU karatAM zrImanne 18mI kaDI racI che keH-- apU0 18 siddhapada prati prayANanI taiyArI karatA AtmAnA guNNA vize zrImad A kaDImAM jaNAve che ke, have AtmAne karmanA eka paNa paramANune sparza nathI, sabaMdha nathI, tethI tene saMpUrNa ka ka laka rahita ane nizcaLa svarUpanI prApti thaI che; tethI zuddha, niraMjana, caitanyamUrti, ajoDa, agurulaghu, amUrta evA AtmA peAtAnA svarUpamAM sthira thAya tevA apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze ? kevaLIe samuddaghAta karyA pachI sarva karmInA zeSa rahelA rajakaNA paNa temanA AtmAnA pradezathI kharI paDe che, traNe ceAga rU'dhAI jAya che. ane AyuSyanA chellA samaye zvAseAvAsanI kriyA paNa baMdha paDI jAya che. A rIte AtmAne zubha ke azubha eka paNa nA paramANu vaLagelA hAtA nathI. tethI AtmAnI sthiti sa'pUrNa, kamalathI lAgatA kala`ka vinAnI ane aDAla eTale ke AtmapradezanA kapa vinAnI thAya che. AvA AtmA kevA guNAthI yukta hAya che, te zrImadde A kaDInI pAchaLanI be paktimAM ApyuM che. te guNI joI e. zuddha AtmA zuddha che, kAraNa ke karmanA eka paNa paramANu sAthe tene sa`baMdha rahyo nathI. nirjana AtmA nirjana che, kAraNa ke te kamalanA a'jana vinAnA che. -- " eka paramANu. mAtranI maLe na sparzatA, pUrNa kala karahita aDAla svarUpa jo; zuddha nira Mjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya, agurulaghu amUrta sahajapada rUpa je jha www

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368 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi caitanyamUrti - AtmA tanyamUrti zA mATe che te samajAvatAM zrI nagInadAsa zeTha lakhe che ke - cida dhAtu parathI eno artha kevaLa jJAnane ghana evo thAya che. AtmA kevaLa jJAnamaya ja che ane jJAna citanyasvarUpa che. jJAna arUpI ane citanyamaya che, tethI AtmAne citanyamUrti kahevAmAM Ave che."86 ananyamatha (ajoDa ) - enA jevo bIje kaI nathI tethI ajeDa. siddhadazA e AtmAnI zuddha dazA che, siddha sivAyanA AtmAo karmathI avarAyelA che tethI teo zuddha AtmAnI tela AvI zake tema na hovAthI zuddhAtamA ananyamaya che. agurulaghu - A pada samajAvatAM zrI saMtabAlajI lakhe che ke - jema jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIrya ane upayoga e jIvanAM viziSTa lakSaNa che, tema agurulaghu nAmane guNa paNa emAM che. AtmA bhArI haLave thAya che te karmane lIdhe, paNa tene mULa guNa agurulaghu che. agurulaghu eTale AtmA nathI bhAre ke haLavo, vaijJAnikoe AtmAnuM vajana nakkI karyuM che, te AtmAnuM nahi paNa parabhava jatA jIva sAthe rahelA tejasa ane kAmaNa zarIranuM che ! AtmA arUpI hAI te mATe paNa nathI, nAne paNa nathI. nAnuM ane moTuM e vyavahAra pudagalAstikAyane ja lAgu paDe che. "8 7 AtmAno A guNa hovAne lIdhe zuM thAya che te batAvatAM zrI kAnajIsvAmI lakhe che ke - AtmA pUrNa zuddha svabhAva pragaTa thatAM svaguNa utkRSTapaNe pariNamata hovA chatAM, pitAnAM ekarUpa svadravyanI maryAdA ullaMghIne anya dravyamAM ke bIjA AtmAnA pradezamAM phelAI jato nathI. evA madhyama pariNAma aguru laghu guNanA kAraNe che. keI guNa ke kaI dravya ananyapaNe na thAya e paNa agurulaghu guNanuM kArya che."88 amRta - arUpI, varNa, rasa, gaMdha, zabda ane sparzathI rahita. sahajapada- nija pada, svAbhAvika, zuddha, AnaMdasvarUpa evI pitAnI sthiti te sahaja pada. zuddha, niraMjana cetanyamUti e AtmA potAnuM zuddha svarUpe pragaTa kare tyAre pudagalanA eka paNa paramANu sAthe tene saMbaMdha raheto nathI, A zuddha thayelo AtmA siddhakSetra tarapha gati kare che, ane tyAM anaMta sukhamAM kaI rIte birAje che te juo - pUrva prayAgAdi kAraNanA vegathI, Urvagamana siddhAlaya prApta susthita che, sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana jJAna anaMta sahita je." apUrva, 19 6. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA ". 87. "siddhinAM sopAna', pR. 188nI pAdanoMdha. 88. "apUrva avasara paranAM pravacana', pR. 102.

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6. apUrva avasara 369 siddhadazAnA sukhane khyAla ApatAM zrImada A kaDImAM kahe che ke, karmakSaya karavA atyAra sudhI karelA sAdhanArUpa pUrva prayogonA kAraNe AtmA karmathI mukta thatAM tenI svAbhAvika UrdhvagatithI te siddhakSetre pahoMcI jAya che, ane tyAM te AdivALA tathA aMta vinAnA samAdhisukhamAM, anaMta jJAna tathA darzana sAthe sthira thavAne apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze ? jIva ane ajIva baMne svabhAvathI gatizIla che. jIva svabhAvathI Urdhvagati kare che ane pudgala adhogati kare che. azuddha AtmA nIcI, tIrachI, game te dizAmAM gati kare che; tema thavAnuM kAraNa kamalanuM dabANa hoya che, paNa te zuddha thatAM potAne sahaja evI Udarvagati svIkAre che. AtmA A gati pUrvapramAdi kAraNanA yogathI kare, tema pahelI paMktimAM batAvAyuM che, pUrva prayoga eTale pUrvabaddha karma chUTI gayA pachI paNa tenAthI maLate vega. pUrvaprayAganAM 4 dAMte zAstramAM apAyAM cheH 1. kuMbhAracaka, 2. baMdha cheda, 3. svAbhAvika pariNAma ane 4. asaMgatA. (1) kuMbhArano cAkaDe jema eka vakhata jorathI pheravyA pachI, pheravavAnuM choDayA pachI paNa pUrve maLelA vegane pariNAme pharyA kare che, tema karmamukta AtmA paNa mukta thavA mATe pUrve karelA prayogonA AvatA vegathI Urdhvagati kare che. (2) kezamAM raheluM eraMDabIja sukAya tyAre keza phATavAthI te vRkSamAMthI nIkaLI UMce jAya che tevI rIte karmabaMdhana dUra thatAM AtmA UMce jAya che. (3) agninI jvALA jema svAbhAvika rIte UMce jAya che tema AtmA paNa svAbhAvika gatithI UMce jAya che. (4) tuMbaDInuM svAbhAvika lakSaNa pANImAM taravAnuM che, paNa mATIthI lepAyelI tuMbaDI pANImAM DUbI jAya che, ane mATI pANImAM palALIne nIkaLI jAya che tyAre tuMbaDI jema taravA lAge che, tema karmanA saMgathI AtmA adhogatimAM hatA, te saMga jatAM AtmAnI Urdhvagati thAya che. Ama pUrvaprogAdi kAraNathI AtmA udarvagati kare che. ahIM pUrvapragaTa sAthenA Adi" zabdathI e sUcavAya che ke karmanAzanI sAthe keTalAka bhAvono paNa nAza mokSaprApti mATe Avazyaka che. e bhAva mukhyatve cAra che: aupazamika, kSApazamika, audayika ane pariNAmika, pUrvaprayAgAdi kAraNathI vega pAmele AtmA svAbhAvika gatithI "siddhAlaya" tarapha jAya che. saMpUrNa siddhi prApta thayA pachI AtmA jyAM sthiratA pAme che tene siddhAlaya kahevAmAM Ave che. te sthAna lokane cheDe AveluM che. ethI upara Atmagati na thavAnuM kAraNa e che ke ethI upara javA mATe gatimAM sahAyaka thanAru dharmAstikAya tattva alokamAM che ja nahi."89

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi jIva tathA ajIva baMne hoya te loka, ane ajIvanuM mAtra AkAzatattva ja hoya te aloka. " siddhAlaya" lokane cheDe AveluM che. tethI UMce alokamAM dharmAstikAya tattva na hovAthI AtmA tyAM gati karI zakatuM nathI. ane nIce AvavAno che tene svabhAva ja nathI, ethI AmA siddhakSetramAM rahe che. - siddhakSetranAM sukhanuM varNana zrImade pAchaLanI be paMktiomAM karyuM che. te kSetramAM AtmAne samAdhinuM anaMta sukha maLe che. zrI nagInadAsa zeTha lakhe che tema - samAdhi eTale AtmapariNAmanI sthiratA. chadmasthanI samAdhi athavA AtmasthiratA sAmAnya rIte aMtamuhartAnI kahI che tyAre kevaLI ane siddha bhagavaMtanI AtmasthiratA akhaMDa hoya che."90 akhaMDa sthiratAne lIdhe siddhanA sukhane anaMta gaNAvyuM che. A sukhane Adi che paNa aMta nathI tethI zrImad "sAdi anaMta" sukha kahyuM che. AtmA kamalathI rahita thaI zuddhapada pAme tyArathI tene e sukhane anubhava maLe che e apekSAe te sukha sAdi kahevAyuM che, ane te sukhane kadI aMta AvavAne nathI te jaNAvavA te anaMta kahevAyuM che. te sukhane "sAdi anaMta" gaNavA mATe "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"mAM nIce pramANene ulekha maLe che - "agatteNa sAiyA apajjavasiyA vi ya / puroLa mAravA anavasi vi 1 | "91 ahIM batAvyA pramANe siddhakSetramAM eka siddhanI apekSAe Adi anaMta kALa che, ane aneka siddhanI apekSAe anAdi anaMta kALa che. samyakajJAna ane samyakdarzananA anaMta guNadharmo kevaLajJAnamAM samAI jAya che, tethI te samAdhisukhane "anaMtajJAna" ane "anaMtadarzana" sahitanuM zrImade A kaDInI cothI paMktimAM gaNAvyuM che. te vize "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"mAM ullekha maLe che ke -- "arUviNo jIvapaNA jANadaMsagasanniyA / mAruM sahaM saMranA 3vamAM ka8 nadhi 3 || ''9 2 A gAthAmAM batAvyA pramANe te siddha bhagavAna ghanarUpa, jJAna ane darzananA upayogavALA tathA upamArahita che. teoe atula sukha prApta karyuM che, jene mATe upamA ja nathI. AvA upamArahita jJAna mATe zrImada cagya rIte ja kahe che ke - 89. "siddhinAM sopAna", pR. 195. 90. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA", pR. 233. 81. "uttarAdhyayanasUtra", adhya. 36, gAthA 65, 5, 347. 92, ejana, gAthA 66, pR. 347,

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6. apUrva avasara "sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana, jJAna anaMta sahita je." apUrva A be kaDImAM varNavyuM che tevuM apUrva sukha pAmavAnI zrImadanI abhilASA ahIM vyakta thayelI che. pote kevuM sukha pAmavA Icche che tenA udAharaNa rUpe zrImad siddhagatinuM - mekSanuM varNana karyuM che. te ApaNe upasaMhArarUpe racAyelI be kaDImAM joI zakIe chIe. upasaMhAra jIvanA cothAthI codamAM guNasthAna sudhInuM varNana karyA pachI tene upasaMhAra zrImade be kaDImAM karyo che. pote IcchelA sukhanuM varNana, tathA te prApta karavA je prayatna karavA paDe tenuM varNana temaNe pahelI 19 kaDImAM karyuM che, paNa te vize temane pUro saMtoSa thayo na hatA, temane lAgatuM hatuM ke potAne je kahevuM che te pUratA pramANamAM teo kahI zakayA nathI, kAraNa ke te anubhavagecara vAta che, ane te saMpUrNa rIte vyakta karavAmAM vANInI maryAdA ADI Ave che. potAne naDatI e maryAdA spaSTatAthI jaNAvavA zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunuM udAharaNa ApatAM teo 20mI kaDImAM kahe che - je pada zrI sarva dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakayA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna je; teha svarUpane anyavANI te zuM kahe ? anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo." apUrva 20 zrI sarvajJabhagavAna je siddhapadane temanA jJAnamAM joyuM che, tenAM sukhane tathA svarUpane teo paNa saMpUrNa paNe varNavI zakyA nathI. vANInI maryAdA temane paNa naDI che. zrI saMtabAlajI kahe che ke - vANuM e aMtaHkaraNanA bhAvAna vyakta karavAnuM eka sAdhana kharuM paNa zabdasvarUpa dharyA pachI e pudgala hAIne enuM svarUpa palaTAI jAya che. eTale ja game tevA preraka bhAvothI vANuM nIkaLI hoya toya pAThakano AtmA, preraNuM jhIlI zake teTalo taiyAra na hoya te ene sArthaka thatI nathI."93 ethI ja sarvajJa puruSane paramapadane anubhava hovA chatAM, e anubhavane savajJapuruSa vANImAM pUrNa paNe utArI zakatA nathI. A aMge zrI nagInadAsa zeThe kahyuM che ke - zrI sarvajJa bhagavAne siddhAtmAnuM svarUpa temanA kevaLajJAnamAM jANyuM tenA anaMtamA bhAge teo vANImAM utArI zake, kahI zake, ane jeTalu vANI dvArA kathana thAya tenA anaMtamAM bhAge chadmastha gaNadhara bhagavAna temanA jJAnamAM jhIlI zake, ane tenA paNa anaMtamAM bhAge teo bIjAne samajAvI zake. "94 9. "siddhinAM sopAna", pR. 201. 94. "paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA ", pR. 235.

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372 A parathI samajAze ke zrImadde satya ja kahyuM che keH- 66 68 pada zrI sane DhIM jJAnamAM, kahI zakayA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo;" apUrva je padanuM pUrepUruM varNana zrI bhagavAna paNa nathI karI zakayA te padanuM pUru varNIna anya chadmasthanI vANI tA kathAMthI ja karI zake ? e prazna zrImadde peAtAnI vANInI maryAdA batAvavA khUba ja yAgyatAthI trIjI paktimAM mUkatho che. zrI prabhuna tathA pAtAne vANInI e maryAdA naDavAnuM kAraNa zrImad ceAthI paktimAM batAve che ke, " anubhavagAcara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo." siddhapadanAM sukhanuM jJAna te vANIthI para che te jJAna te anubhava thAya tyAre ja pAmI zakAya. A jJAna anubhavagamya hAvAnuM kAraNa atAvatAM zrI nagInadAsa zeDa lakhe che ke "jene samyaqadana vaDe anubhava thayeA che teNe aMze svAnubhavathI AkhuM dravya pramANa jANyu che. huM zuddha jJAnasvarUpa chuM, caitanyasvarUpa chuM evA vikalpamAtrathI AtmasvarUpanA AnaMda anubhavI zakAya nahi. paNa rAgarahita jJAnamAM ekAgratAthI samyakttAnI parAkSa tema ja pratyakSa pramANathI jANe che. tethI AtmasvarUpa mAtra anubhavagAcara ja che. '95 zrImadanI jIvanasaMddha muktipurInA sukhane zrImadre ahI varNanAtIta batAvyuM che. " AcArAMgasUtra"mAM paNa te sukhane kalpanAtIta gaNAvAyu che, te nIcenI gAthA jotAM jaNAze. " ve sA nimakRti, tA jJatya ne vinati, matI tathaLa nAhitA, boe atidAsa leyane / '96 A sUtramAM batAvyuM che te pramANe muktinA sukhamAM rahenArA jIvAnI je avasthA vate che te jaNAvavA koI paNa zabda sama thatA nathI, koI paNa kalpanA doDI zakatI nathI, ane koInI mati paheAMcI zakatI nathI. tyAM sakalakarahita ekalA jIva sapUrNa jJAnamaya birAje che. " AcArAMgasUtra"nI A prakAranI gAthAonA abhyAsathI AtmasvarUpanA jJAnanI vAta CC anubhavagAcara " vizeSapaNe temane jaNAI hatI. Ama 20mI kaDImAM siddha jIvAnA sukhanA varNananI bAbatamAM pAtAnI maryAdA jAhera karyA pachI zrImad 21mI kaDImAM A AkhuM pada racavAnA uddeza rajU kare che ke :-- eha paramapada prAptinuM kayuM dhyAna meM, gajA vagara ne hAla mAratha rUpa je; tApaNu nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo. " apUrva0 21 je paramapada che, kalpanAtIta che, te padma prApta karavAnu zrImadde dhyeya AMdhyu che, tema teo pahelI paktimAM jaNAve che. pAtAnI hAlanI sthiti jotAM te temane te gajA bahAranuM kArya, 95. " paramapada-prAptinI bhAvanA ', pR. 236. 96. " AcArAMgasUtra", avyu pa, u. 6, sa. 9, pR. 57.

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3. apUrva avasara eTale ke mAtra manArathanA sAmrAjya jevu lAge che. tenu kAraNa e che ke A kAvya lakhyuM tyAre zrImada gRhasthadazAmAM hatA. ane A pada pAmavA mATe tA AgaLanI kaDIomAM varNavyA che tevA bhagIratha puruSAtha karavA anivAya che, te teo jANatA hatA. temanI te vakhatanI paristhiti anusAra teo evA puruSAtha upADI zake tema nahAtA, tethI ja temaNe peAtAnA manAthane " gajA vagara "tu' gaNAvela che. tema chatAM mananA mArarUpa lAgatuM e pada prabhu AjJAe " prApta thavAnuM che tevA nizcaya temane pravarte che te temaNe chellI be paktiemAM batAvyuM che. pramu-AjJAthI eTale jinazvara bhagavAna praNIta karelA mArge cAlavAthI pAta siddhasvarUpa thavAnA che tevA peAtAnA nizcaya temaNe ahIM darzAvyA che. 66 66 " apUrva avasara " e zrImanI aMgata sthiti vyakta karatuM kAvya che te ApaNe prasaMgApAtta joyu che. Ama hAvAnA ApaNane prathama nirdeza A kAvyanI trIjI kaDImAM H UpajyA " zabdamAM maLe che. te pachI 13mI kaDImAM " AvuM tyAM..." parathI maLyA. te pachI 14mI kaDImAM " pragaTAvu nija ... " e 5ktimAM maLyA. A badhA uparAMta te vizenA sauthI spaSTa nirdeza ApaNane A chellI kaDImAM maLe che. ahI tA temaNe pAtAnu nAma spaSTa rIte gUMthIne pote AdarzarUpa mAnelA padane pAmavAnA nizcaya jaNAvyA che. jue -- " tA paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo, '' apUrva e ja rIte A kaDInI pahelI e pa`ktie paNa A kAvya aMgata hAvAnI sAkSI pUre che " eha paramapada prAptinuM kayuM dhyAna me', vagara na hAla manAtha 35 jA. apU ,, gajA 373 ahI' me '" temaNe pAtAnA ja mATe vApareluM che te koI paNa vyakti samajI zake evuM che. A kAvya vize zrI ramaNalAla je. joSI lakhe iM ke :~ " Azrama bhajanAvalimAMnuM emanuM prasiddha kAvya apUrva avasara jotAM jaNAya che ke jaina dharma pramANe cArathI tera guNasthAnaka che, ane temaNe sa'kSepamAM paNa sacATa rIte kAvyasvarUpe mUkI ApyAM che. prastuta kAvyanI keTalIka lITInA bhAvA upaniSadanA keTalAka maMtrA sAthe meLamAM bese che. udAharaNa tarIke " je pada zrI sarvajJe dIThuM jJAnamAM " vALI TUMka muNDakApaniSadanA keTalAka maMtra sAthe sarakhAvavA jevI che. lagabhaga badhA dharmone mAnya evI dehabhAva varjIne AtmabhAvamAM apramatta sthiti karavAnI vAta emaNe aneka jagyAe bhArapUrvaka kahI che, paNa jyAre te "eha paramapadaprAptinu* karyuM. dhyAna meM " ema kahuM che tyAre emanuM lakSa " nirvikalpa samAdhi " athavA to gItA jene " brAhnI sthiti " kahe che te hoya ema lAge che. e vakhate emane A vastu gajA vagaranA manAratha hAya tema jaNAya che, paNa A vastu banavAnI ja che, emanA pAtA vizenI A zakayatAnuM saMpUrNa darzana avazya thayuM che, e vAta bhaktahRdayI jJAnI kahI de che - =

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374 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi te paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane radya, prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa je." apUrva, - "zrImada rAjacaMdra mahAna jJAnI ke jainadharmanA akhA bhAgakAra hovA chatAM paNa emanI prakRtine eka bhAga nirvivAdapaNe kavina che - vadhAre chUTa laIne kahuM to, te svabhAve kavi jevA che."9 7 A badhAM pramANathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke zrImade A kAvya pitAnI AMtarika sthitine vyakta karatuM racyuM che. te pramANe vicAra karIe to kAvyanA be bhAga dekhAya che. pahelA bhAgamAM 12 kaDI bIjA bhAgamAM 9 kaDI mUkI zakAya. A vibhAga pADavAnuM kAraNa temAM nirUpAyeluM varNana che. prathamanI 12 kaDIo ApaNe vAMcIe tyAre teo potAnA bhUtakALanI vAta karatA hoya te jAtanuM Alekhana temAM jovA maLe che. arthAt te prakAranuM cAritra temaNe pUrvabhavamAM pALyuM hoya tevI chApa ApaNuM mana para paDe che. udAharaNa tarIke trIjI kaDInI pahelI paMktimAM jaNAvyuM che ke, "danameha vyatIta thaI Upaye beya je " te spaSTa bhUtakALanI vAta lAge che. bhaviSyanI heta te " darzanameha vyatIta karI upajAvuM." evI kaI jAtanuM lakhANa hata. 12mI kaDInI paMkti " sarve mAnyAM pudagala..." paNa bhUtakALanI vAta hoya ema lAge che. bhaviSyanI vAta hota to "sa mAnuM pudgala..." evI jAtanuM lakhANa hota. A parathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke temaNe A prakAranuM cAritra pUrvanA koI bhavamAM pALyuM hovuM joIe, jenA saMskAro A bhave A prakAranuM lakhANa temanI pAse karAve che. A anumAnane temaNe lakhelA patramAMnAM nIcenAM vacane paNa samarthana Ape che. juo - satsaMganuM mAhAsya pUrvabhave vedana karyuM che, te pharI pharI smRtirUpe thAya che, ane niraMtara asagapaNe te bhAvanA spharita rahyA kare che."98 *upazamazreNe be prakAre cheH eka AjJArUpaeka mArga jANyA vinA svAbhAvika upazama thavArUpa. AjJArUpa paNa AjJArAdhana sudhI patIta thatuM nathI. pAchaLano TheTha gayA pachI mArganA ajANapaNane lIdhe paDe che. A najare joyelI, AtmAe anubhavelI vAta che."99 potAnA bhUtakALanA varNanarUpa lAgatuM A lakhANa 12 mI kaDI pachI palaTo le che. ane bhUtakALa bhaviSyamAM palaTAya che. juo 13 mI kaDInI bIjI paMkti - "AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNaapUrva bhAva je." athavA 14 mI kaDInI cothI paMkti - "pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna je" vagere. bIjI rIte joIe topaNa te samajAya tema che. A kAvya lakhyuM te 97. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha', pR. 91. 98. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 332. 9. ajana, pR. 250.

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6. apUrva avasara 375 samaya sudhI temaNe zreNI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna pragaTAvyu' nahotuM te siddha vAta che, kAraNa ke eka vakhata te pada maLyA pachI jIvanuM patana thatuM nathI. ane ahIM 21 mI kaDImAM tA te pada meLavavAnI bhAvanAne ja pAte " manAratharUpa " gaNAvI che, arthAta te pada prApta thayuM nathI te batAvyu che. eTale ke zreNI mAMDavA pachInA AtmAnA vikAsa karavAnA temane bAkI hatA, eTale te bhaviSyakALanI vAta che tema kahI zakAya. Ama apUrva avasara ''mAM zrImanI AMtarika sthitinAM be svarUpa ApaNane jovA maLe che. A kAvya zrImanI AMtarika sthiti vyakta karatuM kAvya hAvA chatAM, te koI paNa adhikArI jIvane AsvAdya banI zake tevu che. temAM je vikAsakrama nirUpita thayelA che te keAI paNa jIvane ekasarakhI rIte lAgu paDI zake tevA che bhale pachI te peAtAnI jAtane lakSamAM rAkhIne nirUpAyA hoya. A ja zrImadranA kAvyatvanI khUbI che. sAcA kavi e ja ke je peAtAnA aMgata anubhavane "sAmAnya jananA " anubhavamAM palaTAvIne rajU karI zake. e nyAye zrImane sAcA kavi kahI zakAya. AthI tA pU. saMtabAlajI yAgya ja lakhe che ke ~~ 'rasAramArja.... vAya' jAcyam' ke ' dhvanyAmAthya' game te kAvyalakSaNa laI e paNa teo hADAhADa kiva hatA. gadya ane padya baMnemAM rasajharI niratara vahetI.''100 zrImadanI A kavitvazaktithI prabhAvita thaIne zrI kAnajIsvAmIe kahyu` che keH : " A kAvyanA eke eka zabdanI pAchaLa gaMbhIra bhAvArtha rahelA che. '101 egaNatrIza varSanI yuvAna vaye zrImadre sevelA manArathanA sAmrAjyanu nirUpaNa A kAvyamAM jovA maLe che. sAmAnya rIte e vaye dhana, vaibhava, sattA, kuTu'ba, sAMsArika sukhA vagere meLavavAnI AkAMkSA hoya, paNa zrImadane tA e vaye tesanA tyAganI ane mekSapada meLavavAnI AkAMkSA hatI te ApaNe A kAvyamAM joI zakIe chIe. te ja temanA ucca vairAgya batAve che. temanA e vairAgya vize pUjya gAMdhIjI A kAvyanI pahelI be kaDI TAMkIne lakhe che keH " je vairAgya e kaDIomAM jhaLahaLI rahyo che te meM temanA be varSanA gADha paricayamAM kSaNa kSaNe temanAmAM joyelA. '102 iccheluM meAkSapada meLavavA mATe, nigraMtha muni thaI dravya tema ja bhAvathI zuddha AtmacAritra pALavAnA mArga zrImad AdarzarUpa gaNyA che. te cAritra pALatI vakhate sAmAM AvatAM saMkaTo dUra karavAnA upAya paNa temaNe A kAvyamAM vicArI lIdhA che. ane te badhAnuM nirUpaNa temaNe 19 kaDIe sudhImAM karyuM che. zrImad karelu' mokSamArganuM varNana jaina Agama ane sUtro anusAra che, AthI keTalIka 5ktiomAM uttarAdhyayanasUtra', AcArAMgasUtra '", " dazavaikAlikasUtra ", " ThANAMgasUtra ka (( 95 .. 10, * siddhinAM sApAna '', 101, apUrva avasara paranAM prastAvanA pR. 12. . pravacanA '', pR. 65. 102 "gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA, pra. 3'', zrImad ane gAMdhIjI, pR. 46.

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376 zrImadanI avanasiddhi Adi sUtronI gAthAonI chAyA jovA maLe te svAbhAvika che. ane teno nirdeza prasaMgopAtta ahIM paNa karyo che, eno artha ema nathI ke jyAM bhAvanI samAnatA dekhAya che tyAM ja tenI asara che. A AkhA kAvyamAM sUkSma rIte jaina Agame, sUtra vageremAM nirUpelA AcAravicAra AdinI chAyA patharAyelI che jenI koI paNa vAMcanArane pratIti AvI zake che. zrImada svIkArela Adarza UMDANathI joIe to temAM zrI tIrthaMkaraprabhuno ja Adarza jaNAze. Ama chatAM zrImadanI sAcI mahattA to temaNe potAnA Adarzane keTalI kuzaLatAthI nirUpyo che, temAM che. bAhya tema ja AMtara gaMthi chUTavAthI AvatI jIvanI nigathadazA, te dazAmAM jIvane pravartatI udAsInatA, mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yoganI avicaLa AtmasthiratA vagere eTalAM kramasara apAyelAM che ke eka paNa sthiti vize evuM nathI lAgatuM ke te agya sthAne che. A pratyeka paristhitine egya rIte vyakta karatA zabdo paNa temaNe jyA che. bhASAnI muzakelI temane kyAMye naDatI hoya tevuM A kRtimAM lAgatuM nathI. A kAvyanI dazamI kaDImAM "samabhAva" artha vyakta karatAM emaNe "samadarzitA", "svabhAva nahi nyUnAdhikatA", "zuddha svabhAva", ema cAra judA judA zabdo yogya saMdarbhamAM rajU karyA che. te zabdone sUkama artha temanA lakSa bahAra nahote, arthAt ahIM pratyeka zabda sUkSama arthamAM paNa yogya nIvaDyo che. jenA paripATI anusAra racAyelA A kAvyamAM zrImad jana pAribhASika zabdono chUTathI upaga karyo che. te pAribhASika zabdonI samajaNavALAne to A kAvya vizeSa AsvAdya bane tevuM che, alabatta, e pUratA adhikAranI temAM jarUra che kharI. niga"tha, saMyama, darzanameha, cAritrameha, pariSaha, upasarga, pratibaMdha, kSINameha, guNasthAna, apUrvakaraNa Adi aneka jaina dharmanA pAribhASika zabdone A kAvyamAM upayoga thayo che. ane teno artha samajavAthI A kAvyano sAco AnaMda mANI zakAya che. ane yogya adhikArI te temAMthI aneka artha tAravI zake tevI kSamatA dharAvatuM A apUrva kAvya zrImade eka ja beThake lakhyuM che, te hakIkata temanI AdhyAtmika ucca kakSA mATe Azcarya upajAve che. gRhasthAvasthAmAM rahIne, saMsAranI badhI javAbadArI adA karatAM karatAM, aMtaraMgamAM ATalI uraca zreNI rAkhavI te kaI asAmAnya vyaktinuM ja kAma che. A kArya zrImada saphaLatApUrvaka pAra pADayuM hatuM. temanI e aMtaraga zreNI pratye koI paNa samaju mAnavI mAnathI mastaka namAve! aMtamAM, TUMkamAM kahI zakAya ke zrImaddanuM bIjuM sAhitya na hoya to paNa mAtra "apUrvaavasara" e eka ja kAvya paNa zrImaddanA kavitvanI ane jhaLahaLatA vairAgyanI pUrI sAkSI ApI zake tema che. A kAvya vize paMDita sukhalAlajIe abhiprAya Apyo che ke - A padyano viSaya jaina prakriyA pramANe guNazreNI che. emAM prakriyAnuM jJAna ane bhAvatAdAmya spaSTa che. te evA Atmika ullAsamAMthI lakhAyela che ke, vAMcanArane paNa te zAMti Ape che. jana prakriyA hovAthI bhAvanI sarvagamyatA AvavI zakya ja nathI... " apUrva avasara" e bhajanamAMnI bhAvanAvALe AhaMta sAdhaka -ekAMta AdhyAtmika ekAMtanI UMDI guhAmAM sevyasevakane bhAva bhUlI, samAhita thaI javAnI tAlAvelIvALuM dekhAya che."103 103 "zrImad rAjacaMdra - eka samAlocanA', " zrI rAjacaMdanAM vicArane, 5. 170.

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prakaraNa 7 prakIrNa padya-racanAo "Atmasiddhi" tathA "apUrva avasara" uparAMta lagabhaga 18 jeTalI padyaracanAo zrImanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI racAyelI upalabdha thAya che. te racanAonuM tarata ja najare caDe tevuM lakSaNa, temAM nirUpita thayela viSaya che. A badhI racanAo dharma ke AtmAne lagatI tattvavicAraNAthI bharapUra che. vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI zrImadde mokSaprApti mATe je prabaLa puruSArtha upADyo hato, tenuM tathA te vizenI vicAraNAnuM pratibiMba ApaNe A racanAomAM joI zakIe chIe. A racanAo dharma ke AtmAne lagatI tattvavicAraNAthI bharapUra hovA chatAM, tenA keTalAka vibhAga karI zakAya che. "binA nayana", "yamaniyama", "mAraga sAcA mila gayA" tathA "hota AsavA parisavA" e ja racanAo hiMdI bhASAmAM che, je zrImadanuM hiMdI bhASA paranuM prabhutva darzAve che. "laghuvayathI abhuta thayo taravajJAnane bedha", dhanya re divasa A ahe", ane "Aja mane ucharaMga anupama" e 3 kRtio zrImadanI AMtarika paristhiti tathA prasaMgo varNave che. "mULamArga rahasya", "paMtha paramapada bo" ane "Atama bhAvanA...... " e racanAomAM zrImade mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa karyuM che ? ane "dRSTibhedathI bhinna bhinna matadarzana" tathA "lokasvarUpa rahasya"mAM mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa sAthe anukrame gurumahAbhya tathA sRSTinuM svarU5 varNavyAM che. Ama mokSamArga cIMdhatI pa racanAo maLe che. jaDa ane ciMtana e be tatva vacceno bheda zrImade "jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName" tathA "jaDa ne caitanya baMne dravyane svabhAva bhinna" e be kRtiomAM batAvyo che. jenA darzana anusAra sAcuM jJAna karyuM te, "jinavara kahe che jJAna tene" e kAvyamAM kahyuM che. tevI jAtanuM jJAna thayA pachI, sAdhakane pitAnI alpatAnuM bhAna thAya che tyAre, kevA bhAva UThe che te zrImadda "prabhu pratye dInatva" nAmanA 20 deharAmAM Alekhela che. "aMtima saMdeza" e zrImade potAnA aMtima divasemAM gIjananI abhilASA varNavatuM pada racyuM hatuM te rajU kare che. A uparAMta gurumahAbhya batAvatA keTalAka deharA ane "brahmarasa"nA varNananI keTalIka paMktio upalabdha thAya che. A badhI racanAomAM jaina darzana anusAra tattvavicAraNA jevA maLe che. temaNe mekSamArga paNa jenA darzana anusAra varNavyo che. joke teo kaI matanA AgrahI na hatA. paNa jaina tattvavicAraNA temane uttama jaNAI hatI, tethI te anusAra racanA thAya te svAbhAvika che. mekSamArgamAM samyaka jJAna, samyaphadarzana ane samyaphacAritranI ekatAne mukhya gaNavela che. 48

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zrImadnI jIvanaddhi ane e traNamAMthI koI ne koI tattvanI vicAraNA A pratyeka kAvyamAM jovA maLe che; tA " mULamArga rahasya '', " patha paramapada edhyeA " AdimAM A traNe tattvanI vicAraNA saMkSepamAM rajU thaI che. ane vItarAgapraNIta mArga ja zreSTha che tevA zrImadane abhiprAya lagabhaga adhAM kAvyAmAM najare caDe che. >^a " A racanAmAM najare caDe tevuM khIju lakSaNa te kRpA vinA meAkSamArga pamAya nahi, te hakIkatanA nirdeza sadgurunu` mAhAtmya kevu che te temaNe " yamaniyama ', rahasya ", " mULamAM rahasya ", " atima sa'deze! " vagere 46 gurumAhAtmya " uparAMta bhakti, nava tattva, Adi vizenI meAkSamArga ne lagatI vicAraNA A racanAomAM jovA maLe che. Ama zrImadnI vIsa varSa pachInI tamAma padyaracanAe AtmA, dharma, meAkSamArga vagerene lagatI vicAraNAothI bharapUra che. guru-mAhAtmya. " jJAnI gurunI ghaNAM kAvyAmAM temaNe karyA che. binA nayana ", " leAkasvarUpa racanAemAM batAvyu che. 66 kadanI dRSTie joIe tA A racanAomAM " AtamabhAvanA... '' jevI ekAda pa'ktinI racanAthI zarU karI " prabhu pratye dInatva" nAmanI 40 paktie sudhInI racanA jovA maLe che. 84 5ktinu " apUrva avasara" ane 284 5ktinI Atmasiddhi' jevI TvI racanAe paNa maLe che. lagabhaga 10 jeTalI racanAe tA 16 thI 30 5ktinI maryAdAmAM rahelI jovA maLe che. " dhanya re divasa A aheA" jeTalI TUkI paktivALI racanA sAthe jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sa bhavyeA sAMbhaLe! '' jevI lAMkhI 5ktionI racanA paNu ahIM maLe che. TUM'kamAM kahIe te, zrImadre peAtAnAM bhAva tathA vicAraNAne anukaLa pratyeka kAvyanuM kada rAkhyuM che, . A badhI racanAomAM akSarameLa chaMdanA upayeAga bhAgye ja thayelA che. mukhyatve dAharAnA ane gauNapaNe anya mAtrAmeLa chaMdo tathA dezInA upayoga karyA che. badhI racanAo geya che. Ama geyatva e A racanAonuM eka lakSaNa che, alaMkAronI ke bhASAnI bhabhaka A racanAomAM nathI, paNa UMDI tattvavicAraNA, tena vyakta karatA anurUpa zabdonI gAThavaNI, temanA kAvyatvanA camakArA vagere A racanAona sArI kakSAnI banAve che. A racanAmAM sAmAnya rIte aMtyAnuprAsanA upayeAga thayelA jovA maLe che. sAthe sAthe upamA, rUpaka Adi keTalAka alaMkAro kayAreka kanyAreka upayAgamAM levAyelA che. paNa A racanAonI kharI khUbI alaMkArAdi bAhya guNAmAM nathI, paraMtu saraLa bhASAmAM vyakta thatI UMDI tattvavicAraNAmAM che. A badhI kRtiemAMnI keTalIka kRti akhaDita dAmAM maLatI nathI. keTalIka racanAonI amuka paktio lupta thaI gayelI che. kAIkamAM aDadhu* caraNa tA keAIkamAM traNa-cAra pa kti maLatI nathI, ane teTalA pramANamAM te kRtie khaDita lAge che, ane ene kAvyarasa mANavAmAM khAmI rahe che.

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7. kaI padha-racanAo zrImadunI hiMdI racanAo zALAmAM vyavasthita abhyAsa karIne zrImade hiMdI bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyuM na hatuM. tema chatAM pUrvanA baLavAna kSapazamathI A bhAvanA thoDA prayane temane hiMdI bhASA para prabhutva prApta thayuM hatuM. nAnI vaye hiMdImAMthI gujarAtImAM anuvAda karavA jevAM kAryo temaNe karyA hatAM, paNa pachIthI te temaNe sIdhesIdhI hiMdI bhASAmAM padyakRtio paNa racI hatI. evI "bina nayana", " yamaniyama" Adi cAra padyakRtio Aje upalabdha thAya che, temAMnI be temanI "hastAMdha"mAMthI prApta thayelI che. - A cAre kRtio temanI 23 varSanI vaya pachIthI racAyelI che, temAM gurumAtAmya, jJAnaprApti pahelAM jIve karelAM aneka sAdhane, mULamArga vagere vizenI zrImadanI vicAraNA rajU thayela che. e cAre kRtio zrImadanuM hiMdI bhASA paranuM prabhutva darzAve che. binA nayana 1 vi. saM. 1947nA aSADa mAsamAM, eTale ke 24mA varSe zrImade A hiMdI kAvya racIne pitAnA parama snehI zrI bhAgabhAIne vAMcana tathA manana arthe kahyuM hatuM. zrImadanI A prathama hiMdI racanA saune upayogI thAya tevI che. AtmAe potAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te zuM karavuM joIe tenI sUcanA ahIM che doharA - bAra paMktimAM apAI che. pratyeka doharA svataMtra racanA na rahetAM, ekabIjA sAthe joDAyelA che. A kAvyanI pahelI ja paMkti "binA nayana pAve nahi, binA nayanakI bAta" vize zrImadda vi. saM. 19papanA aSADa mAsamAM manasukhabhAI chaganabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - e vAkayane hetu mukhya AtmadaSTi paratve che. svAbhAvika utkarSAthe e vAkya che. samAgamanA ge spaSTArtha samajAvA cagya che."2 A daSTi, AkhuM kAvya samajavA mATe paNa upayogI che pahelI paMkti AtmadaSTithI joIe to A pramANe samajAya che nayana eTale tatvarUpI locana. "binA nayana" eTale tattvarUpI locana vinA, "binA nayanakI" - nayana vagaranAnI arthAta AtmAnI vAta samajAtI nathI. AtmA jANo te carmacakSanI nahIM paNa AMtaracakSunI bAbata che, tethI AtmA e sthaLa nayanathI para che. tethI te "binA nayanakI bAta" kahevAya che. "tattvalocana vinA, aMtarmukha daSTi UghaDyA vinA, AtmAne jANI zakAtuM nathI" - e AtmadaSTithI vicAratAM prathama paMktino artha thAya che. 1. "zrImada rAjacaMdra , agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 292, AMka 258. 2. ajana, pR. 236, AMka 883.

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38 zrImadbhI jIvanasiddhi A dRSTithI na vicArIe ane vAkyartha ja levA jaIe to temAM virodhAbhAsa Avaze. te paMktine vAkayArtha A pramANe thAya; "nayana vinA, nayana vagaranAnI vAta samajAya nahi." eTale ke aMdha manuSyane samajavA mATe AMkhe hovI joIe, te asaMgata lAge che. kharekhara te ema hoya che, jene AMkha na hoya te ja AMkha vinAnAnuM duHkha samajI zake. tyAre ahIM to AMkha vagaranAnuM duHkha jovA AMkhanI AvazyakatA batAvI che, tethI virodha lAge che. A dekhAto virodhAbhAsa, AtmadaSTithI vicAratAM TaLI jAya che te upara joyuM. Ama anAyAse khUbavALI paMkti zrImade ahIM racI che. binA nayananI vAtarUpe jaNAvela AtmAne jANavA mATe sadagurunI agatya batAvatAM zrImade bIjI paMktimAM lakhyuM che ke, "se saddaguru ke caraNa,se pAve sAkSAt " saddagurunAM caraNe sevavAthI, temanI AjJA yathAtathya pALavAthI, AtmA sAkSAt - pratyakSa thAya che. AvA AtmajJAna ApanAra gurunI anivAryatA batAvatA bIjA be doharAmAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke : bugI cahata je pyAsake, he bujhanakI rIta, pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita, 2 ehi nahi hai kalpanA, ehi nahi vibhaMga, kaI nara paMcamakALameM, dekhI vastu abhaMga." 3 AtmAne jANavAnI laganI - tarasa je jIvane lAgI hoya te te tarasa chipAvavAne mArga paNa che. e upAya te gurunI kRpA. A upAya anAdi kALathI jJAnIoe batAvyo che. gurunI AjJA yathArtha pALavI, temaNe kahelA mArge ja cAlavuM e AtmA pAmavAne sAro upAya che. A raste cAlIne aneka jIvo mukti pAmyA che, tethI te mArga AtmakalyANa sAdhavA mATe kapita nathI, tema ja bhUlabharelo - vibhaMga - paNa nathI, satya ja che. AthI A paMcamakALamAM paNa A mArge javAthI ghaNA jIvo AtmajJAnane pAmyA che. Ama zrImad gurumAtAmya gAyuM che. AtmajJAna pAmavA mATe tathA gurunI AjJA pALavA mATe jIvamAM kayA kayA lakSaNo hovAM joIe tenI samaja pAchaLanA traNa deharAmAM ApI zrImade A kAvya pUrNa karyuM che. e vize sau prathama hitavacana kahyuM che ke "nahi de tuM upadezakuM, prathama lehi upadeza, jJAnInA samAgama ke upadezathI je kaMI jJAnavRddhi thAya teno upayoga bIjAne bedhavAmAM nahi paNa potAnA AcAramAM utAravA karavo. A paMkti samajAvatAM zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI lakhe che ke - je kaMI sahyutanuM paThana, pAThana, manana, ciMtavana thAya te mAtra svAdhyAya athe, pitAnA AtmAne jijJAsA, vicAra, jJAna, dhyAna, samAdhi Adi uttarottara uttama bhUmikA prApta thAya, aMtara-cakSu pragaTe ane AtmAnaMdarUpe amRtarasanI prApti thAya, jethI potAno AtmA karmabaMdhanathI mukta thAya te lakSe ja upadeza grahaNa thAya te kartavya che."3 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdra kAvya-amRta-jharaNu", AvRtti 1, pR. 58.

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7. prakIrNa padyaracanAo bIjAne upadeza ApavA jatAM Atmahita bhulAI jAya che, kAraNa ke te mATenI sAcI dazA prApta na thaI hovAthI jIva beTA mAnamAM taNAI jAya che. jJAnInI dazA ane bhUmikA nyArI hovAthI teo mAnamAM taNAI jatAM nathI, paNa sAmAnya jIvane temAM taNAtAM vAra lAgatI nathI. sabase nyArA agama hai, vo jJAnIkA deza" e paMktimAM batAvelI sthitine grAkSa ApatAM keTalAMka vacanA zrImadanAM lakhANamAM maLe che: "ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema ? te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe."8 "huM keI gachamAM nathI, paNa AtmAmAM chuM, e bhUlaze nahi."pa Ama jJAnIne nivAsa asaMga ane apratibaddha AtmAmAM hovAne lIdhe temanA deza agama ane sahuthI nyAro gaNAya che. japa, tapa, vrata vagere yamaniyamane ja AtmajJAna pAmavAnA sAdhanarUpa mAnI je kiyAjaDa banI jAya che teo to mithyAvanuM daDhIkaraNa kare che, paNa jJAnI puruSanI AjJAthI e badhuM karavAmAM Ave to te AtmajJAna pAmavA mATe sahAyaka thAya che, arthAt saMtanI kapa na thaI hoya tyAM sudhI japa, tapa vagere bhramarUpa - saMsAra paribhramaNa vadhAranAra che, ane saMtanI kRpA thatAM te ja vrate muktidAtA bane che, te sthiti zrImade pAMcamA doharAmAM batAvI che. tethI sarva samaparNabhAvathI sadagurunAM caraNamAM vartavAno bodha karatAM aMtima deharAmAM zrImada kahe che ke - pAyAkI e bAta hai, nija chaMdana che; pI che lAga puruSake, te saba baMdhana toDa." 6 ahI batAvyA pramANe sauthI mULabhUta vAta to e che ke svachaMda choDa jarUrI che. jIva potAnA chaMda cAle te kalyANa na thAya, paNa svachaMda choDIne puruSanI AjJA pramANe pratyeka kSaNa vyatIta thAya to jIvanAM sarva baMdhane chUTI jAya. saddagurunI AjJAnuM AvuM mAhAbhya zrImadanAM nIcenAM vacana paNa batAve che - * bIju kaMI zodha mA. mAtra eka puruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA. mokSa na maLe te mArI pAsethI leje."6 Ama 12 patinA A nAnA kAvyamAM zrImad gurumahAsya ane gurunI AjJAe cAlavAthI maLatuM phaLa darzAvyAM che. kAvyanI bhASA hiMdI hovA chatAM zabdonI goThavaNI saraLa ane paraspara anurUpa che. zabdone pheraphAra karatAM arthanuM gaurava ochuM thatuM jaNAya che. Ama ahIM zrImade AtmajJAna pAmavA mATe saraLa tathA saceTa mArga batAvyuM che. 4. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 290. 5. ejana, pR. 170. 6. ejana, pR. 194.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi yamaniyama vi. saM. 1947nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrImada nivRtti arthe paryuSaNanA divasomAM rALaja (khaMbhAta pAse) rahyA hatA. te vakhate temaNe A kAvyanI racanA karI hatI. A paNa temanuM hiMdImAM racAyeluM padya che. temAM zrImade anaMta bhavathI zuM zuM karavA chatAM AtmajJAna meLavyuM nathI te varNavI zuM karavAthI AtmajJAna thAya tene baMdha karyo che. sadagurunI prApti vinA karelAM sarva sAdhanA baMdhanarUpa thayAM hatAM, kAraNa ke te sAdhane kaI rIte doSita hatAM, ane te doSa TALavA mATe gurunI agatya keTalI che te 32 paMktinA A lAMbA kAvyamAM zrImade batAvyuM che. toTaka chaMdamAM racAyelA A kAvyanA be bhAga paDI jAya che. cAra cAra lITInI eka kaDI, evI pahelI cAra kaDIomAM jIve jJAna meLavavA zuM zuM karyuM che tenuM varNana ApyuM che. ane e badhA prayatno karavA chatAM jJAna zA mATe na pragaTayuM, temAM kaI khAmI rahI gaI hatI te, tathA zuM karatAM AtmajJAna thAya te, pAchaLanI cAra kaDIomAM zrImade batAvyuM che. jJAnaprAptinI IcchAthI jIve kevA kevA prayatno karyA che, tenA varNanamAM jainadharmanA pAribhASika zabdone zrImade chUTathI upaga karyo che. tethI te zabda na jANanArA mATe A racanA samajavAmAM kaThina lAgavA saMbhava che. je karelA prayatna - yamaniyama saMyama A5 kiye, punityAga virAga athAga lahyo, vanavAsa liye mukha mauna rahya, daDha Asana padma lagAya diye, manapana nirodha svabodha kiye, haTha joga prayoga sutAra bhaye, japa bheda japa tapa tyauhIM tape, urasehi udAsI lahI sabapi. saba zAstrana ke naya dhArI hice, mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye, vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na pace." yama, niyama, saMyamanuM pAlana, tyAgI dazAnuM pAlana, mauna vrata levuM, vanavAsa lo, daDha padmAsanamAM sthira rahevuM, japatapa karavAM, zAstro mukhe karavAM, ItyAdi sAdhano anaMta vAra karyA chatAM AtmA prApta thaye nahi e ahIM zrImade batAvyuM che. yama eTale ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha e pAMca mahAvratanuM jIvanabhara pAlana. niyama eTale amuka samaya mATe amuka tyAga, upavAsa karavA te. saMyama eTale pAMca Indriya tema ja manane nigraha ane chakAya - pRthvI, apa, teja, vAyu, vanaspati, trasa - jIvanI rakSA karavI. jJAnIonA jaNAvyA pramANe jIve potAnA svachaMdathI yama, niyama, saMyama vagerenuM pAlana karyuM che, vaLI, strI, putra, gRha Adino tyAga temAM eAchI Asakti rAkhI te vize athAga virAgya paNa keLavyA che, bAhya tyAgI thaI vanavAsa svIkAryo che, mukhathI maunavANuno saMyama dhAraNa karela che. prANAyAma, zvAsanirodha vagere haThaganA prayogomAM 7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 296. AMka 265.

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4. prakINa paMca-racanAo sthiratA karI jJAna meLavavA prayatna karyA che, jApa karyA che, aneka jAtanI ugra tapazcaryA paNa karI che, bAhya padArtho prati hRdayathI aNagamA dhAryA che, sa dananAM sarva zAstro bhaNI, tenA vivAda karI aneka matAnuM khaMDanamaMDana karavAnuM kArya paNa aneka vakhata karyuM che; Ama aneka prakAranA vrata, tapa Adi dvArA jJAna meLavavAnA prayatna karyAM che. " tApa kachu hAtha haju na paryAM " tApaNa AtmajJAna prApta thayu' nathI, AtmasAkSAtkAra thayA nathI. Ama thavAnu kAraNa zu' ? ATaATaluM karavA chatAM he jIva! tane jJAna zA mATe na maLyuM ? yama, niyamAdinA pAlanamAM evI te kaI kheATa rahI gaI ke AtmA prApta na thayeA ? te vizenA prazno zrImadde ceAthI tathA pAMcamI kaDImAM mUkI jaNAvyuM che ke saddagurunI AjJAe A badhuM nahAtuM karyuM. tethI te niSphaLa gayela che. jo jJAnInI AjJAe A sarva karavAmAM Ave tA eka ja paLamAM AtmA pragaTa thAya, ema jaNAvatAM zrImad A kAvyamAM lakhe che keH-- " pameM pragaTe mukha Agalase, jaba sadgurucana suprema khase; tanase' manase' dhanase' sabaseM, gurudevakI Ana svaAtma khase. takha kAraja siddha ane apanA, rasa amRta pAvahI prema ghanA; vahu satyasudhA darazAvaha ge, caturAMgala hai dagase milache. rasa deva nirajana ke pivahI, gahi joga jugAjuga se| . jIvahi, para prema pravAha aDhe prabhuse, saba Agama bheda suura khase; vahu kevalakA khIja gyAni kahe; nijaka anubhau khatalAI kriye, " ahIM jaNAvyA pramANe jo saddagurunAM caraNa pAse premathI besI, tana, mana ane dhanathI temanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare, eTale ke mehAdano nAza kare, tA jIvana palakamAM - kSaNamAM AtmajJAna thAya ane svAnubhavarUpa amRtarasanuM pAna karavAnA jIvane lAbha maLe. jIva ahuM, mamatA, sarvAM cheDI satpuruSane Azraye vate te tene " bIjajJAna "nI sahelAIthI prApti thAya. 383 sadguru ane temanI AjJA pratyenAM bhakti, prIti vagere jIvane AtmAnaMdanA amRtarasanuM pAna karAve che. gurukRpAthI jIvanI bAhyaSTa chUTI jAya che, ane AMtaradRSTi khIle che. te anubhavanI prApti vize zrImad caturAMgula hai deMgase* milahe " e pakti lakhe che. A paktimAM gUDhArtha che. zrI lallujI mahArAje ApaktinA atha zrImadane pUchyo hatA tyAre temaNe e vize evA uttara lakhyA hatA ke, "e AgaLa para samajAze. " eTale ke jJAnanI eTalI U`cI kakSA thaze tyAre ApoApa samajAI jaze, Ama A 5kti anubhavagamya kahevAI che. da A paktinA eka a yeAjI zakAya che, paNa zrImane te atha abhipreta haze ke kema te vize za`kA che. jJAna pAmavA mATe dhyAnaavasthA paNa eka sAdhana che, dhyAna dharatI vakhate jo AMkhA baMdha karyA pachI te dRSTi-TTagane aMdaranI bAju, kapALanAM madhyabiMdunI sIdhI lITImAM cAra AMgaLa aMdara - caturAMgula - sthira karI zakIe ( milahe ) tA AtmajJAna thAya. <. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, o 646, AMka 917

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34 zrI brahmacArI govanadAsajI A 5kti vize lakhe che keH-- " e lITInA artha prabhuzrIjI ghaNAne pUchatA paNa pAte kahetA nahi, temaNe kRpALudevane artha pUchelA tyAre kRpALudeve kahyuM hatuM ke, 'jyAre anubhava thaze tyAre te samajAze.' eka rIte evA artha nIkaLe che caturapuruSane AMgaLI karIne batAve che tyAre te dRga eTale samyagdarzanane jJAnInA saMketane anusaratAM prApta kare che. milahe- maLe che, prApta kare che."9 A ja pa`kti vize zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI lakhe che keH zrImadnI jIvanasaddhi -: " e caraNanA yathArtha paramA te mAtra anubhava rasAsvAdI jJAnIonA hRdayamAM ja rahyo che, je tyAMthI ja gurugame prApta thavA yAgya che.'10 temanA A abhiprAya mAnya karavA yeAgya che, kAraNa ke A kAvyamAM zrImadde gurumAhAtmya ja gAyuM che. AtmajJAna prApta thayA pachI, ka rUpa aMjana, meza, malinatAthI rahita potAnA AtmAmAM ja rahetA kamukta sahajAtmA jevA nirajana devanA rasa, eTale ke AtmAnubhUti rUpa rasa, jeNe pIdheA che tevA jJAnInA samAgamamAM AvavAthI te jugAjuga mATenuM ana'takALa mATenuM - meAkSapada pAme che, jagatanI sarvazreSTha siddhi prApta kare che. te sAtamI kaDImAM batAvyuM che. AtmajJAnI pratyenA premanA pravAha ananya bane to temanA jevu. pAtAne paNa Atmadarzana thAya, AtmAnubhava thAya. eTale sarva zAstrone AtmajJAna ApavAnA uddeza pAra paDe, arthAt badhAM zAstrone! marma samajAI jAya; A bIjarUpa jJAna kevaLajJAnamAM pariName che, AthI " para prema pravAha "ne tathA zAstrama ne ja jJAnIe kevaLajJAnanu bIja gaNe che. Ama A kAvyamAM batAvyA pramANe je meAkSasukha joItuM hoya teA sAcI gurunI prApti thavI joie. nahitara yama, niyama, sayama, zAstrapaThana, mauna, hayAga Adi sAdhanA niSphaLa jAya che. ahI' gurunuM ananya mAhAtmya zrImadde batAvyuM che. " binA nayana" ane "yamaniyama" e baMne kAvyA e rIte jotAM gurunA mahattvane khatAvanArAM che. pahelAmAM TUMkANamAM jaNAvyuM che ke vrata, japa, Adi guruAjJA vinA karavAthI niSphaLa jAya che, ane te vastu yamaniyama "mAM thoDA vistAra sAthe rajU karela che. mAtra be mAsane AMtare racAyelAM A kAvyAmAM kendravartI vicAra ke tattvavicAraNAmAM kaze| phera nathI, chatAM racanA evA prakAranI che ke baMnenA svataMtra rIte AsvAda maLe che. " nityaniyamAdi pADa ", pR. 26. 9. 10, zrImad rAjacaMdra : kAvya-amRta-jharaNAM ', pR. 54,

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7. prakIrNa 50-2nAo 385 binA nayana"mAM pAribhASika zabdo ochA che, ane teTalA pramANamAM te vizeSa saraLa che. "yamaniyama"nA uttarArdhamAM paNa e saraLatA jovA maLe che. jamAraga sAcA mila gayA 11 potAne sAce mAga maLI gayela che te bAbatano ullAsa vyakta karatuM A kAvya zrImanI hAthanedha - 1mAMthI prApta thAya che. zrImade potAnI hAthane aMgata upayoga mATe ja miti vinA lakhI che, tethI A kAvya kharekhara kyA samaye racAyuM haze te vize cokakasa miti prApta thatI nathI. paNa te vize thoDuM anumAna thaI zake che. vi. saM. 1947mAM zrImadane zuddha samyajJAna prakANyuM hatuM ane te arasAmAM temane sAce mArga maLavA vize niHzaMkatA AvI hoya te svAbhAvika che. te parathI A pada vi. saM. 1947 pachIthI racAyuM haze tema anumAna karI zakAya. A kAvyamAM dAharAnI 16 paMktio maLe che, paNa temAM badhI pUrNa thayelI nathI. cothI tathA atima paMktinAM te aDadhAM ja caraNa maLe che, tyAre chaThThI paMktimAM mAtra cAra mAtrAvALe eka zabda khUTe che, te sivAyanI badhI paMktio pUrNa che, tethI kAvya samajavAmAM zI mukelI naDatI nathI. mokSamArganI prAptinI niHzaMkatA batAvatuM, hiMdImAM racAyeluM zrImaddanuM A eka ja kAvya che. te mArga prApta thavAthI zuM thayuM te vize pahelo dohare ra che ke - "mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha, hotA se te jala gayA, bhinna kiyA nija deha." AtmasvarUpanA anubhavarUpa mane sAce mArga prApta thayo, tethI sarva saMdehanI nivRtti thaI, arthAt niHzatA prApta thaI. AthI mithyAtva vagerene lIdhe je karmabaMdha thayA karate hate te baLIne bhasma thayo, ane potAne citanyapradezAtmaka jJAnasvarUpa - divya jJAnadehavALe - AtmA dehathI bhinnapaNe anubhavyo. AtmAnuM bhinna svarUpa samajAyA pachI anubhavavuM saraLa che, paNa te samajAvuM ja ati mukela che. A mukelI kevI che tenuM varNana ApatI paMkti lupta thayelI che. AtmAnuM svarUpa kaI rIte pAmI zakAya tenI vicAraNuM te pachInI paMktiomAM ApI che - eja piMDa brahmAMDakA, pattA te laga jAya, cehi brahmAMDa vAsanA, jaba jAve taba... " pitAnA dehamAM zAzvata devanI beja kara te tene patto lAgI jaze. ane e ja karavAnI jhaMkhanA kyAre jAge te batAvatAM zrImada kahe che ke "brahmAMDi vAsanA jaba jAve taba..." 11"zrImad rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 796.

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386 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi arthAt puddagalAdimAM mAyA mamatA ochAM thAya tyAre te jhaMkhanA jAge. ahIM bIjI paMktimAM cAra mAtrAne eka zabda khUTe che je vize kaI pAThAMtara ke anumAna maLatAM nathI. A jhaMkhanA have pitAne jAgI che te te zrImade zarUAtamAM ja jaNAvyuM hatuM. paNa te pUrve jIve zuM karyuM hatuM te trIjA deharAmAM batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - "Apa Apa bhUla gayA, inase kayA adhera? samara samara aba hasata hai, nahi bhUlege phera. " AtmA pote ja potAne atyAra sudhI bhUlI gayA hatA, tenA jevuM bIjuM kayuM aMdhera hoI zake? pitAne AtmA prApta thatAM A sAcI vastune khyAla Avyo, ane te khyAla AvatAM svane badale parane potAno mAnatA hatA te hakIkatanuM smaraNa thatAM, thayelI bhUla mAve che. paNa have AtmA prApta thatAM AvI bhUla pharIthI na karavAno nizcaya varte che. A ja prakAranA bhAva vyakta karato eka dehara "Atmasiddhi mAM paNa maLe che - AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote Apa; zaMkAne karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa.58 jagatamAM pravartatAM badhAM duHkhanA kAraNarUpa "IrachA " ja che tevo nizcaya zrImada A padamAM vyakta kare che. tethI te kalpanA Adi IcchAthI nivavAthI sukha prApta thAya che tema jaNAve che. "IcchA" karavAnI bhUla jIva anAdikALathI karate AvyA che tethI te vize zrImada potAne uddezI lakhe che ke - "he jIva! kyA irachata have? hai IchA duHkha bhUla, jaba IrachAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." pachI teo pote ja potAne prazna pUche che ke - aisI kahAMse mati bhaI, Apa Apa hai nahi ApanakuM jaba bhUla gaye, avara kahAMse lAI ! " arthAta te pote ja pote" nathI evI mati tane kyAMthI thaI? tuM tArI jAtane - AtmAne - ja AtmArUpe bhUlI gayA te to ThIka, paNa deha Adi paravastu tArA che tema mAnavAnuM tuM kayAMthI laI Avyo? pitAne thayelA A praznanA samAdhAnarUpe zrImadda aMtima paMktiomAM jaNAve che ke, Apa"nI zodha calAvavAthI arthAt aMtarmukha daSTi karavAthI "Apa" - AtmA prApta thAya che. ahIM chellI paMkti apUrNa rahelI che.

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7. prakIrNa padya-racAe 387 16 paMktimAM racAyeluM A kAvya zrImadane AtmajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM te hakIkatanuM samarthana kare che. je temane jJAna na hoya te teo te mArganI niHzakatA kaI rIte batAvI zake? ane te vize potAne ullAsa zA mATe gAya? vaLI, A aMgata hAthane dhamAM lakhAyeluM hovAthI tenA para ApaNe vizeSa AdhAra rAkhI zakIe. ahIM saraLa bhASAmAM racanA hovA chatAM, temanI tattvanI samaja achAnI rahetI nathI. keTalIka paMktio apUrNa maLe che, chatAM Azaya samajavAmAM muzakelI naDatI nathI. zrImaddanuM A "agata" kahI zakAya tevuM kAvya che. heta AsavA parisavA 12 * hiMdI bhASAmAM tathA deharAmAM racAyelA zrImaddanA A kAvyamAM jJAnInI dazA, janadharmanI uttamatA, te dharmamAM batAvela mukhya tattva Adi vizenI vicAraNA apAyelI che. AmAM sAta deharAmAM judA judA viSaya paratvenI vicAraNA apAyelI che, ane te pratyeka deharo svataMtra rIte AsvAdI zakAya tevo che. "brahmacarya vize subhASita"mAM 13 jema zrImad brahmacarya vize svataMtra dAharA racyA che tema ahIM jJAnI vize, jena dharma vize ema judA judA viSaya vize svataMtra doharAo racAyA che. pahelo ja deha che ke - "hota' AvA parisavA, nahi InAme saMdeha, mAtra daSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata ehi." sAmAnya janane rAgadveSanAM pariNAma pravartatAM ja hoya che, tethI karmabaMdha cAlu thayA karate hoya che. ane enuM kAraNa jIva potAnuM sAcuM svarUpa samajato nathI te che, tenI daSTimAM bhUla che. te bhUla jAya, arthAt dRSTi palaTAI jAya, bAhyabhAvane badale AMtarabhAvamAM daSTi jAya te Azrava parizravarUpa eTale ke saMvararUpa thAya che, te vizenI niHzaMkatA zrImad A deharAmAM vyakta karI che. daSTi palaTAtAM, samabhAva Ave tyAre, navAM karmo AvatAM aTakI jAya che, ane jUnAM karmonI nirjarA thAya che. tethI pahelI paMktimAM zrImad yogya ja kahe che ke jJAnIne AzravanAM dvAra saMvara ane nirjarArUpa che. A pachInA traNa deharAmAM jainadharmanI uttamatA tathA tenA mukhya tattavanI vicAraNA batAvI che. bIjA deharAmAM jinane upadeza e traNe kALamAM uttama che, tathA te darzanamAM badhA ja mata samAI jAya tevuM te vizALa che, e batAvyA pachI trIjA dAyarAmAM tenuM kAraNa batAvatAM teo kahe che ke - jina se hI hai AtamA, anya hAI se karma, karma kaTe se jina vacana, tattvajJAnIko marma." 12. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 796. 13. ejana, pR. 82, "mokSamALA ", pAka 34.

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zrImanI chAnasiddhi aMtaraMga zatruone jItanAra jina te AtmA che, ane AtmA sivAyanAM sarva karma che, jenAthI te karmane nAza thAya che te jinanAM vacano che ema tattvajJAnIoe rahasya batAvyuM che. A doharAmAM "jina" sAMpradAyika arthamAM nahi, paNa tenA sAcA arthamAM prayojAyela che. ane A jinanAM vacane AtmAne karmathI mukta karAvavAmAM sauthI baLavAna upakArI sAdhana che, te ahIM vizadatAthI darzAvyuM che. ane AkhA jainadarzananA sArarUpa cethe dAhare ra che ke - "jaba jAnyo nijarUpake, taba jA saba leka; nahi jAje nijarUpake, saba jAnyo se pheka." jeNe pitAnuM svarUpa jANyuM, teNe sarva jANyuM ane jeNe pitAnuM svarUpa jANyuM nahi teNe sava jANeluM nakAmuM che, kAraNa ke tenAthI AtmA karmamukta thatA nathI. pitAnuM svarUpa jANavuM eTale AtmAne jANavo, ane jJAna thAya tyAre vadhumAM vadhu 15 bhave jIvanI mukti thaI jAya che. te te jJAna vinA nava pUrvanuM jJAna paNa jIvane karmathI mukta karavA samartha nathI. potAnA svarUpane jANavAne A mahimA hovAthI tenuM gaurava zrImade A deharAmAM karyuM che. AmAM "AcArAMga-sUtra"nI nIcenI gAthAne artha joI zakAze - 'je aMga jANaI se saba jANaI / ke sarve jJAna mena' kAga !." 14 jeNe AtmAne jAye teNe sarva jANyuM, ane jeNe sarva jANyuM te AtmAne jANa e "AcArAMga sUtragnA vacananI chAyA uparanA deharAmAM joI zakAze. hastadhanI mULa pratamAM A doharAnI bIjI paMktinuM paheluM caraNa che ane bIju caraNa nathI. te caraNa "hAta nyUnase nyUnatA.." e pramANe che. paNa pAchaLathI zrImadde koI bhAIne upara ApyuM che te pramANe caraNa lakhAvyuM hatuM. ane tyArathI te caraNa prasiddhimAM AvyuM che.15 pitAnuM svarUpa na jANavAnuM kAraNa jIvanI dizAmUDhatA ane jina pratinA abhAva che. anAdikALathI avaLe raste cAlate jIva dizAmUDha thaI gayA hovAthI tene jinaprabhumAM ullAsa Avato nathI. ane te bhAva vinA jIvanI mukti nathI te pAMcamA deharAmAM jaNAvI, chaThThA doharAmAM zrImadda kahe che ke vyavahAranayathI jina bhagavAna e sadaiva che, ane nizcayanayathI AtmA pote ja salleva che. jinezvarapraNIta dharmano aciMtya mahimA A vacanathI samajavA yogya che, tema zrImada jaNAve che, juo - "vyavahArase deva jina, nihase che Apa; ehi bacanase samaja le, jinapravacanakI chApa." 14. "AcArAMga-sUtra", adhya. 1, u. 3, gAthA 4. 15. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 4, pR. 195.

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7. maphINa padyaracanAo ane atyAra sudhImAM pAta je kaMI jaNAvyu. che te kalpanArUpa ke bhUlabhareluM nathI tema nizcayapUrvaka zrImad aMtamAM jaNAve che. Ama ahI. AtmA pAmavAnA mArga batAvavAnI sAthe zrImad jIvanI vamAna sthiti paNa pratyakSa karAvI che. jainadhama para, tenA tAttvika arthamAM, zrImane keTalI zraddhA hatI tene khyAla ApaNane A doharAomAM AvI zake che, te tenI vizeSatA che. hAthaneAMdhamAM maLatA A kAvyanA racanAsamaya niNI ta karI zakAtA nathI. A pramANe ApaNane zrImanI 4 hiMI racanAo prApta thAya che. jemAM traNa tattva vicAraNAne lagatI che ane eka aMgata ullAsane vyakta karatI che. cAramAMthI traNa racanAo doharAmAM che ane " yaniyama " tATakamAM che. A cAre racanAe zrImadnu hiMI bhASA paranuM prabhutva darzAve che. agata sthitisUcaka racanAo zrImadde pAtAne thayelA AdhyAtmika anubhavAne anulakSIne keTalAMka kAvyA racyAM che. temane thayelAM jAtismaraNajJAna, samyajJAna. AdinA nirdeza karatI cAra racanAe hAlamAM upalabdha che. temAMnI eka " mAraga sAcA mila gayA " hiMdImAM hAvAne lIdhe tene te vibhAgamAM sthAna Apyu che. A uparAMta " laghuvayathI adbhuta thayeA tattvajJAnanA bAdha", 66 dhanya re divasa A ahe " tathA " Aja mane ucharaMga anupama " e traNa racanAe maLe che. " laghuvayathI adbhuta thayeA tattvajJAnanA edha"16 pAtAnI aMgata vAto jaNAvatu, rarame varSe lakhAyeluM, zrImanuM A laghu kAvya che. zarUAtamAM adhyAtmanA sAcA rAha batAvatA eka doharA pachI bAkInA pAMca doharAmAM peAtAne thayelA jAtismaraNajJAnanA nirdeza tathA pUrvajanma ane punarjanmanI khAtarI karAvatAM vacanAnA nirdeza che. Ama mAtra dasa ja 5ktimAM doharAmAM racAyeluM A emanu aMgata sthitisUcaka kAvya che. AraMbhamAM adhyAtmanA sAcA rAha batAvatA sudara dAharI A pramANe che " sukhakI sahelI hai, akelI udAsInatA; jananI te udAsInatA. " adhyAtmanI pahelA dAharA pachInA doharAe bALavayamAM ja tattvajJAnanA Adha thAya << 389 te pUrvajanma ane punarjanmanI zraddhA karAvanArA che. e ja sUcave che, jue laghuvayathI addabhuta thayeA, ' tattvajJAnanA kheAdha; e ja sUcave ema ke gati Ati kAM zodha ?" 16, " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 195, AMka 77. k

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi bALavayamAM ja potAne jJAnadazArUpa aMtarjAgRti pragaTI hatI te ja batAve che ke gati arthAt anya gatimAM javA rUpa gamana - punarjanma ane Agati arthAt anya gatimAMthI janmavArUpa agAmana - pUrvajanma che ke nahi tene vika9pa karavAno raheto nathI. pUrvajanmanA saMskArathI ja AvI apUrva jAgRti bAlyakALamAM AvI zake. ane jene pUrvajanma che tene punarjanma paNa hoya, tethI saMsAra saMbaMdhI vikalpane sthAna nathI. A AtmalakSI paMktiomAM zrImad pitAne anubhava ja varNavyo che. Ama A svalakSI kAvya hovAthI temanI dRSTie paNa vicArI zakAya. pUrve kaI prasaMge "punarjanma nathI, pApapuNya nathI..." Adi vicAraNa UThI hoya ane tenA nivAraNarUpe paNa A paMktio racAI heya. nAnI vayamAM ja tattvajJAnane baMdha thayo che, te ja sUcave che ke gati-Agati che. pUrvanA saMskAra vinA Ama thavuM bane nahi. tethI pUrva janma ane punarjanama vize pote potAne baMdha karyo hoya tema paNa banyuM hoya. A pachInA cAra doharAmAM pitAnI mAnyatAne samarthana ApatI tAttvika vicAraNA zrImade rajU karI che, juo - je saMskAra thavo ghaTe, ati abhyAse kAMya, vinA parizrama te thayo, bhavazaMkA zI tyAMya?" je saMskAra, je jJAna ghaNuM abhyAsane aMte thAya tevuM hoya te alpa prayAsa thaI jAya te pUrvanA saMskAra sUcave che. pUrve teno abhyAsa karI rAkhyo hoya te saMskAra pachInA bhAvamAM udayamAM Ave tyAre jIva tyAMthI AgaLa vadhe che. Ama ghaNA parizramane aMte thAya tevuM jJAna vinA parizrame thAya che te pUrvano puruSArtha sUcave che. tethI bhava hovAnI zaMkA karavA jevuM kyAM rahe che? jene matinI alpatA che, mehanuM prabaLapaNuM che, tevA apAtra jIvane aMtaramAM ajJAnanI adhikatA hovAthI bhava vize zaMkA rahe che, ane tevA ajJAnI jIvo AtmA Adi nathI tevA nAstikatAnA vicAro kare che, paNa te vicAra karanAra AtmA che evuM AtmAnA astipaNAnuM sUcana temAMthI ja thAya che. ane tenA astipaNAno nirdhAra te ja khare nirdhAra che, te nizcaya zrImade pachInA doharAmAM vyakta karyo che. aMtamAM teo lakhe che ke - A bhava vaNa bhava che nahIM, e ja tarka anukULa; vicAratAM pAmI gayA, AtmadharmanuM mULa." je A bhava hoya te te pahelAMne bhava paNa hovo ja joIe, e takathI vicAra karavAmAM Ave te AtmadharmanuM mULa arthAt AtmajJAna pAmI javAya. Ama AtmajJAna meLavavAne mArga paNa ahI batAvyo che. ahIM punarjanma ane pUrvajanma vize bhArapUrvaka jaNAvavAnI sAthe mokSamArga paNa batAvyA che. vaLI temanI aMgata bhUmikA jANavA mATe te agatyanuM banI rahe che.

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che. prakIrNa padyaracanAo 391 dhanya re divasa A aho! 21 7 zrImadanI aMgata sthitine vizeSa spaSTatAthI sUcavatuM A nAnuM kAvya temanI hAthanedhamAM maLe che. ene temAM ApelA prasaMgonA nideza anusAra te lagabhaga vi. saM. 195ra pachI lakhAyuM hoya tevuM anumAna thaI zake che. ATha kaDInA A kAvyamAM temaNe pitAne thayelA anubhavanI sAla jaNAvI che, ane te zubha anubhavathI potAne prApta thayelI dhanyatA gAI che - "dhanya re divasa A ahe, jAgI re zAMti apUrva re;" pUve nahotI maLI tevI zAMti je divase maLI, te divasane temaNe dhanya kahyo che. AvA dhanya divasa kyA, te temaNe pachInI kaDIomAM jaNAvyuM che - egaNusase ne ekatrIse, AvyA apUrva anusAra re, ogaNIsase ne betAlIsa, addabhuta vairAgya dhAra re." dhanya vi. saM. 1931mAM eTale ke sAta varSanI vaye temane "apUrva anusAra Avyo, te samaye pUrve nahIM anubhavela evo kaI anubhava thaze. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke e vaye temane jAtismaraNazAnanI zarUAta thaI hatI. kadAca te saMdarbhamAM A jaNAvyuM hoya te bane. ane te pachI vi. saM. 1942 mAM addabhuta vairAgyanI dhArA pragaTI. temane te arasAmAM ghaNe vairAgya pravartate hate. "gavAsiSTha"nA "vairAgya prakaraNa"mAM zrI rAmane pragaTelA vairAgyanuM varNana che, te prakArane vairAgya temane vartate hate. ane A samaya daramyAna "bhAvanAbedha"nI racanA thaI hovAthI temAM te vairAgyanI chApa ApaNane jovA maLe che. pachI vi. saM. 1947mAM temane pragaTelA zuddha samakti vize lakhyuM che ke - ogaNIsa ne suDatAlIse, samakti zuddha prakAzya re; zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhAsyuM re." dhanya zuddha anubhavasvarUpa samakita vi. saM. 1947mAM pragaTayA pachI zrutajJAna ane anubhavadazA niraMtara vadhatAM cAlyAM, jethI AtmasvarUpane sAkSAtkAra vRddhigata thato gaye. A jJAna vize vi. saM. 1947mAM zrImadda zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhe che ke - AtmA jJAna pAo e te niHsaMzaya che, graMthibheda thaye te traNe kALamAM satya vAta che."18 Ama temaNe varNavelA prasaMge vizene nirdeza ApaNane temanA bIjA sAhityamAMthI paNa maLe che. vi. saM. 1947 pachInI sthiti batAvatAM lakhyuM che ke - 17. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 801. 18. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 249.

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392 zrImadanI chalanasiddhi tyAM AvyA re udaya kAra, parigraha kArya prapaMca re, jema jema te haDaselIe, tema vadhe na ghaTe raMca re." dhanya jJAna thayuM, tene AnaMda mANe, ane tyAM ja karmane prabaLa udaya Avye, pariNAme ghaNuM ghaNuM anicchA hovA chatAM keTalAMye vepAra, saMsAra AdinAM aNagamatAM kAryo karavAM paDyAM. ane jema jema tenAthI chUTavA mathatA hatA, tema tema teo temAM vizeSa gUMcavAtA jatA hatA. pitAne vartata prabaLa karmodaya jaNAvatAM zrImadanAM keTalAMye vacana vi. saM. 1947thI vi. saM. 152 sudhImAM maLe che temAMthI DAM vacane joIe - jeke upAdhisaMyukta kALa ghaNe jAya che. IzvarecchA pramANe vartavuM zreyaskara che, ane yogya che. eTale jema cAle che tema upAdhi hai to bhale, na che te paNa bhale, je hoya te samAna ja che."19 - caitra vada 7, 1947. "sAMsArika upAdhi amane paNa ochI nathI, tathApi temAM svapaNuM rahyuM nahi hovAthI tethI gabharATa utpanna thatuM nathI. te upAdhinA udayakALane lIdhe hAla to samAdhi gaNubhAve vate che; ane te mATe zoca rahyA kare che."20 - mahA vada, 1984. upAdhine joga vizeSa rahe che. jema jema nivRttinA jaganI vizeSa IcchA thaI Ave che, tema tema upAdhinI prAptino joga vizeSa dekhAya che. cAre bAjuthI upAdhine joDe che."21 -catra suda 6, 1949. cittamAM upAdhinA prasaMga mATe vAraMvAra kheda thAya che je, Avo udaya je A dehamAM ghaNuM vakhata sudhI varyA kare te samAdhidazAe je lakSa che te lakSa ema ne ema apradhAnapaNe rAkha paDe, ane jemAM apramAdAga ghaTe che, temAM pramAdayoga jevuM thAya."22 - jeTha suda 14, 150. "A dehanuM AyuSya pratyakSa upAdhine vyatIta thatuM jAya che, e mATe atyaMta zeka thAya che ane tene alpakALamAM je upAya na karyo te ama jevA avicArI bahu paNa thoDA samajavA."23 - vaizAkha suda 15, 1951. Ama lagabhaga vi. saM. 152 sudhI zrImadane vartata prabaLa upAdhiyoga ghaNA patramAM vyakta thayo che. vi. saM. 1948thI vi. saM. 1951 sudhIne gALe temane mATe ghaNe kharAba gaye hate. te arasAmAM kaI padyakRtinI racanA thayelI jovA maLatI nathI. te badhA saMge lakSamAM laIne tene "kAramAM udaya" tarIke zrImad ahIM gaNavela che. A kAvya lakhAyuM te vakhate te udaya nabaLuM paDavA mAMDyo hato, tene nirdeza pAMcamI kaDImAM maLe che - 19. " zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 282. 20. ejana, pR. 317. 21. ejana, pR. 369. 22. ejana, pR. 409. 23. ejana, pR. 462.

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393 7. prakIrNa pada-racanAo vadhatuM ema ja cAliyuM, have dIse kSINa kAMI re, krame karIne je te jaze, ema bhAse manamAMhi re." vi. sa. 195ra AsapAsa temane karmodaya narama paDavA lAgyo hato, te ApaNe temanA te samayanA pa parathI jANI zakIe chIe. vi. saM. 15ranA Aso mAsamAM ApaNane "Atmasiddhi " jevI kRti paNa maLe che, je zubha karmane udaya sUcave che. Ama A parathI ApaNe anumAna karI zakIe ke vi. saM. 195ra pachI A padanI racanA thaI haze.24 pahelI 5 kaDImAM vaparAyele bhUtakALa ane pAchaLanI traNa kaDImAM vaparAyelo bhaviSyakALa paNa enuM ja sUcana kare che. A samaya daramyAna temanA AtmAnI zuddhi eTalI badhI vadhI gaI hatI ke pitAnuM bhAvi zuM che te paNa teo jANe zakyA hatA, ane te vize temaNe chellI be kaDImAM lakhyuM che ke - AvI apUrva vRtti aha, thaze apramatta yoga re, kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA, spazIne deha viyoga re. avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re, tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re." pitAnA vartamAna dehanA aMtasamaye apUrva bhAva vartatA haze, ane te vakhate "kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmika" arthAt zreNI mAMDavAnI taiyArI sudhI AtmA pahoMcI gayo haze, eTale ke ucca sAtamAM guNasthAna sudhI te paheAMcI jaze. je karmo bhogavavAnAM bAkI rahyAM che te sarva bhegavavA mATe eka deha dhAraNa karyA pachI "svarUpa svadeza" - mekSamAM jaIza. A bhava pachI eka ja deha hovAnI temane khAtarI che, te pachI te jIvanamukta dazA pAmavAnI che. daha- viga pahelAMnI temanI sthiti ahIM varNavI che tevI ja hatI. tethI ApaNe anumAna karI zakIe ke je ahIMnI sthiti mATe jaNAvela bhaviSyakALa satya hoya, te te pachI paNa satya hoI zake. Ama A padya zrImadanA AMtarika prasaMge vize ghaNo sAre prakAza pADe che. AmAM taravavicAraNu ke kAvyatva jhAjhuM nathI, paNa temane Atmika vikAsa jANavA mATe A kAvya ghaNuM ja agatyanuM kahI zakAya. 24. A anumAnane zrImaddanA bhAI manasukhabhAInA vacanathI paNa samarthana maLe che. temaNe vi. saM. 1964mAM pragaTa karelI "Atmasiddhi"nI prastAvanAmAM e vize lakhyuM che ke, e kAvya kartApuruSe potAnA dehasaMga pahelAM cAra varSa agAu (saM. 1953mAM) lakhyuM hatuM." - pra. pR. 47. 25. jao prakaraNa 12. 50

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394 zrImadanI siddhi "Aja mane ucharga anupama 26 AtmakalyANa prApta karavA mATenA koI mArga spaSTa thatAM, tenAthI uddabhavatA Anandanu Alekhana zrImadde vi. sa'. 1946nA vaizAkha vadamAM peAtAnI rAjanIzImAM nIcenI e paktiomAM karyuM cheH " Aja mane ucharaMga anupama, janmakRtArtha joga jaNAyA; vAstavya vastu viveka-vivecaka, te krama spaSTa sumA jaNAyA. ' zrImanI aMgata sthitinuM sUcana karatI A e 5ktie temane meAkSamAmAM niHzaMkatA thaI hatI te khatAve che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke cha mahine, vi. sa'. 1947nI kAkI pUnama pahelAM, zrImane zuddha samakita prakAzyuM hatuM. A be paktie tenI bhUmikA batAve che. vAstavya vastu eTale vAstavika padArtha, eTale ke AtmA. tenA utpatti, baMdhana, chUTavApaNuM vagere vize vivekapUrvaka eTale ke svaparanA bhedajJAna sAthe vicAre te vivekavivecaka kahevAya. AtmAnA sAcA vicAra karanAra te guru hAya che, tethI temaNe batAvelA mArge cAlavuM te ja nizcayapaNe sAcA ane sArA mArga che. Ama ahI. gurunI zreSThatA batAvI che. ane peAtAne gurunI zreSThatAnI zraddhA thaI te janmakRtArtha thaI jAya tevA yAga jaNAvAthI na varNavI zakAya tevA temane AnaMda thayA che tenu' Alekhana, mAtra eka pa`ktimAM AtmA mATe kalyANanA mA saghana rIte batAvIne, karyuM che. Ama ApaNane zrImanA AtmavikAsa jANavAmAM upayAgI thAya tevI, temane thayelA jJAnanA nirdeza karatI, traNa padyaracanAo maLe che. meAkSamAnuM nirUpaNa karatI racanAo zrImane AtmajJAna thayA pachI, meAkSamAga vize niHzakatA thaI hatI. peAtAne spaSTa jaNAyeleA mAga khIjA paNa jANe, ane peAtAnA AtmAnu kalyANa kare tevA karuNAbhAva jJAnIonuM svAbhAvika lakSaNa che. te vakhate meAkSamAga nuM nirUpaNa karatI keTalIka racanAo temanAthI thaI hatI. temAM " Atmasiddhi", '"mULamArga-rahasya" ane "patha paramapada AdhyA" e mukhya che. A uparAMta " TabheidathI bhinna bhinna matadarzana " ane "lAkasvarUparahasya "mAM bIjA viSaya sAthe meAkSamArganuM nirUpaNa thayeluM che. eka ja puktimAM meAkSamArga batAvatI racanA paNa che. A badhAmAM " Atmasiddhi " vize ApaNe svataMtra prakaraNamAM joyuM. " mULamAga-rahasya 027 "3 vi. sa. 195ranA AsA suda ekame, eTale ke " Atmasiddhi ' racAyA pahelAM 15 divase, ANaMdamAM " mULamArga rahasya " e kAvyanI zrImadde racanA karI hatI. temAM mekSamAga nuM rahasya. "samyaHrzanajJAnacAritrani mekSamArge e sUtrAnusAra zrImanne batAvyu che. 26. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti dhR, 233, 27, eMjana, AMka 715, pR. 123,

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7. prakIrNa padha-racanA 395 bAvIsa paMktinuM A kAvya " Atmasiddhi " nI bhUmikArUpa gaNI zakAya. A kAvyamAM davelo mokSamArga " AtmasiddhimAM" vistRta rIte darzAvela che ane te bena racanA samaya vacceno ghaNe ocho gALo paNa sUcaka gaNI zakAya. A kAvyanA AraMbhamAM zrImadde jinezvarapraNIta mULamArga mokSamArga ekacitta sAMbhaLavAnI preraNA karI che. ane sAthe sAthe bAhya vibhavano meha, ke janmamaraNanA pherAnuM vahAla aMtaramAM na hovuM joIe, te mULamAga jANavAnA sAdhanarUpe che, te temaNe bIjI paMktimAM spaSTa karyuM che. A racanAno hetu cothI paMktimAM jaNAvatAM lakhyuM che ke, "mAtra kahevuM paramAratha hetuthI re, kaI pAme mumukSu vAta." Ama A mArga batAvavAne hetu pAramArthika, niSkAraNa karuNa-zIlatAne che. keI laukika hetu ke kaMI prAptinI temAM vAMchA rahelI nathI. tenuM satyatva batAvavA teo jinasiddhAMta sAthe A vacanone sarakhAvI javAnI bhalAmaNa trIjI paMktimAM kare che. Ama jinezvarapraNIta mokSamArga darzAvavA mATe zrImadda cAra paMktimAM cagya bhUmikA bAMdhI, mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa zarU kare che. sapUnarAvarAtriA melamA e jaina siddhAMta anusAra teo pAMcamI paMktimAM lakhe che, "jJAna, darzana, cAritranI zuddhatA re, ekapaNe ane aviruddha." jJAna, darzana ane cAritra e AtmAno svabhAva che. te traNe ekabIjAnAM samAna banI, eka AtmasvabhAvarUpa banI abhedapaNe AtmArUpe pariName te AtmA karmamukta thaI mokSane pAme. jJAnIoe siddhAMtazAstromAM paramArtha hetuthI A ja mArga jaNAvyuM che, ema chaThThI paMktimAM kartAe spaSTa karyuM che. - jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI zuddhatAthI maLatA mokSamArgamAM bAhyadaSTithI keTalIka vakhata bheda-bhinnatA dekhAya che. munionA AcAra, mahAvrata, veza AdimAM dekhAte bheda te sarva deza, kALa AdinI paristhiti anusAra che. "paNa jJAnAdinI je zuddhatA re, te to traNe kALe abheda." samyaphadarzana jJAna ane cAritranI zuddhatAthI maLatuM mekSasvarUpa te te bhUta, vartamAna ane bhAvi, e traNe kALamAM ekarUpe ja che. temAM keI kALe bhinnatA AvI nathI. ane Avaze nahi, evuM sarva jJAnIonuM vacana che. 28 Ama sAcA jinamArganI oLakha ApI teo jJAna, darzana ane cAritrano vizeSArtha samajAve che, je UMDANathI vicAratAM uttama AtmArtha samajAze. tema teo dasamI paMkitamAM jaNAve che. jJAna eTale zuM te jaNAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che - 28. AtmasiddhizAstramAM paNa, ApaNe joI gayA tema, temaNe A ja vastu 36mA deharAmAM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvI che.

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zrImadanI aSanasiddhi che dahAdithI bhinna AtmA re, upayogI sadA avinAza, ema jANe saddaguru upadezathI re, kahyuM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa." A paMktio samajAvatAM zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI lakhe che ke - hAdithI bhinna, sadAya upayoga lakSavALe, citanyasvarUpa avinAzI evo AtmA pite che ema jJAnI gurunA upadezathI jANe tene khAsa - yathArtha jJAna kahyuM che.29 " A be paMktiomAM jaNAvelA AtmAnA guNone gurunA upadezathI jANIne zraddhe te tene samyajJAna thAya, tema zrImadda jaNAve che. A AtmAnuM sauthI paheluM lakSaNa dehAdi padgalathI AtmAnI bhinnatA che. zarIramAM rahelA hovA chatAM AtmA Indriya, mana AdithI para che, ane pote sarvanA jJAtAdraSTA che, eTale ke te badhAne jANanAro e upayoga lakSaNavALe AtmA che. vaLI dahAdi nAzavaMta che. AtmA zAzvata che te traNe kALamAM AtmArUpe TakI rahe che. tenA jJAtAdrA rahevAne svabhAva - upayoga lakSaNa - hameza tenI sAthe ja rahe che. AtmAnAM AvAM viziSTa lakSaNe, jeNe AtmA anubhavyuM che tevA sadaguru pAsethI jANyAM, te sAcuM "jJAna" che. A AtmajJAna vinAnuM sarva jJAna nakAmuM - ayathArtha che. Ama AtmAnA yathArtha svarUpanA jJAnane sAcuM "jJAna" jaNAvavAnI sAthe saddagurunuM mahatva paNa batAvyuM che. jJAna pachI "dazana" ne paramArtha teo samajAve che ke - je zAne karIne jANyuM ke, tenI vate che zuddha pratIta; kahyuM bhagavate darzana tehane re, jenuM bIju nAma samakita." AtmAnAM vividha lakSaNonuM jJAna guru pAse meLavyuM hoya, te vize sAcI zraddhA hAya, eTale ke gurue jaNAvyuM che te yathArtha che, te vize sAnubhava, acala zraddhA Ave tene jinezvara bhagavAne "samyagdarzana" - "samakita" kahyuM che. Ama khUba saMkSepamAM zrImade "samakita" eTale zuM, te vizadatAthI ahIM samajAvyuM che. te pachI jenI sauthI vizeSa agatya che te "samyaphacAritra" vize zrImadda lakhe che ke - jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jA sarvethI bhinna asaMga; tevo sthira svabhAva te Upaje re, nAma cAritra te aNaliMga. AtmA sarvathI bhinna ane asaMga che tenI pratIti jJAna ane darzanathI AvI, ane jyAre te guNe AtmAmAM pragaTavA lAge che tyAre AtmAne "cAritra" guNa pragaTe che. jJAna, darzananI prApti thatAM, tenA prabhAvathI AtmA bAhyabhAvamAM rahete aTakI pitAnA svabhAvamAM rahevA lAge che. pitAnA svabhAvamAM rahevuM te ja "sammacAritra." A cAritrane liMga nathI, te bhAvacAritra che. "bhAvaliMga" hovAthI te "aNaliMga" kahevAya che. 29. "zrImad rAjacaMdra kAvya-amRta jharaNuM", pR. 125.

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7. makANu padya-racanA AtmAnA jJAna, dana ane cAritra e traNe guNa AtmAthI judA nathI. nizcayanayathI te traNe AtmArUpa che. A traNe abhedapaNe - ekarUpa thaI ne vate tyAre AtmasvarUpa pragaTe che. ane e ja jinaprabhue prarUpelA meAkSamAga che. Ama phakta ATha ja paktimAM zrImad meAkSamAnu' svarUpa darzAve che. te pachIthI be paktimAM meAkSamAga prApta karavA mATe kayA adhikAranI jarUra che te tathA A mA pAmavAnA hetu temaNe varNavyAM che ke H---- " evAM mULa jJAnAdi pAmavA re, ane javA anAdi baMdha; upadeza sadgurunA pAmavA re, TALI svaccha da ne pratibaMdha. " AgaLa varNavelAM jJAna, darzana tathA cAritra pAmavA tathA te dvArA anAdi kALathI cAlyA AvatA baMdhanane toDavA mATe mULamArga batAvyA che. A karmabaMdha TALavAmAM sadagurunA upadeza mukhya sAdhana che. te upadeza tA ja pariName, te jIva pAtAnA svachaMda (--pAte samaje te ja sAcuM evA matAgraha -) ane pratibaMdha (- leAkasa`ba`dhI, kuTuMba, dehAbhimAnarUpa, saMkalpavikalparUpa badhana e cAra moTA pratibaMdha kahyA che.) tyAgIne sadgurunA zaraNamAM sarva samarpaNa-bhAve jAya. Ama ahIM paNa zrImadde gurumAhAtmya batAvyuM che, ane saddagurune meAkSaprApti mATe anivArya tattva gaNAvyuM che. kAvyamAM darzAvelA meAkSamAga atima e padyaktimAM zrImad spaSTa kare che ke A jinaprabhue vaLyeA che tema ja kahyo che, ane tenA hetu che Ama eka nAnA kAvyamAM zrImad meAkSamArganuM rahasya khullu karavA sAthe tattvajJAnanA ghaNA saMbhAra ApyA che. te vize zrI umedacaMda khADiyA lakhe che ke, " tattvadRSTA zrImad jInI apUva kRtinI addabhuta zailIthI jIvananA mULa tarapha ja lakSa thAya che, vaijJAnika dRSTi maLe che, ane sa dharma-darzana sAmenA virodha zAMta thAya che. '30 30. 31. 66 bhavya janAnA hitane kAraNe re, saMkSepe kahyu svarUpa." patha paramapada AdhyA 31 " mULamArga -rahasya '"nI jema A kAvyamAM paNa mokSamArganuM svarUpa nirUpAyu che. 16 paktinA A kAvyamAM gIti chaMda vaparAyA che. 66 vi. sa. 1953nA kArataka mAsamAM vavANiyA kSetre racAyelu. A kAvya saMpUrNa maLatu nathI. " zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthamAM te vize A pramANe noMdha jovA maLe che 393 zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smAraka'tha', pR. 35. zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti pR. 560, AMka 724. ---

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zrImanI jIvanasiddha " zrImadanA daheAtsaga pachI tenAM vacanAnA saMgraha karavAmAM AvyA tyAre A viSayanI 36 ke 50 gIti hatI, paNa pAchaLathI saMbhALapUrvaka nahI. rahyAthI bAkInI guma thaI che, '32 hAlamAM mAtra 8 gIti upalabdha thAya che. ' A kAvyamAM sampyuTrA najJAnacAritrALi meAkSamA : ' e sUtra anusAra, samyagdarzana, jJAna ane cAritranAM keTalAMka lakSaNA batAvI, te traNe abheda piraNAmathI vate tyAre meAkSamA maLe che, tenu nirUpaNa thayeluM che. Ama tattvanI dRSTie joIe to, " mULamArga-rahasya ' karatAM AmAM khAsa kaMI vizeSa maLatuM nathI. paNa apUrNa avasthAmAM maLatA A kAvya vize ApaNe UMDANathI abhiprAya ApI zakIe nahi. ATha gItimAM vizeSa na maLe te bane, paNa khAkInI 28 ke 46 gItimAM tA nava tattvanuM nirUpaNa haze ema ApaNe anumAna karI zakIe. AraMbhamAM ja zrImad lakhe che keH-- 38 " patha paramapada meAdhyA, jeha pramANe parama vItarAge; te anusarI kahIzuM, praNamIne te prabhu bhakti rAge, ' vItarAga prabhue je pramANe meAkSamA darzAvyA che, te ja pramANe te darzAvavAnI zrImaddanI abhilASA ahI joI zakAya che. AraMbhamAM vItarAga prabhune vaMdana karyA pachI, zrImad sabhyajJAna, dana ane cAritranI ekatAthI mAkSamArga pamAya che te jaNAvyuM che. ane eka eka gItimAM sabhyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyaktcAritranAM lakSaNa batAvyAM che. te traNe abhedarUpe varte tyAre meAkSa pamAya te jaNAvatAM tee lakhe che ke :-- 66 traNe abhinna svabhAve, pariNamI AtmasvarUpa jyAM thAya; pUrNa paramapada prApti, nizcayathI tyAM ananya sukhadAya. " A ja vastu zrImad " mULamArga-rahasya "mAM A pramANe batAvI che ----- " te traNe abheda pariNAmathI re, jyAre varte te AtmArUpa; ,, teha mAraga jinanA pAmIe re, kivA pAmyA te nijasvarUpa. ', Ama ahIM sudhI " mULamArga-rahasya " pramANe ja meAkSamAnuM svarUpa varNavyA pachI zrImad nava tattvanI vicAraNA upara Ave che. temAM nave tattvanAM nAmeAnA ullekha karyA che, ane jIva tathA ajIva e e tattvamAM nave tattvAnA samAveza thAya che, tema kahyuM che, tyAM AThamI gIti pUrNa thAya che. ane e e tattvamAM nava tattva kaI rIte samAya che te vizenuM nirUpaNu lupta thayeluM che, tethI A kAvyanI vizeSatA anubhavI zakAtI nathI. jeTalu bhASAnI rIte joI e tA A kAvyanI racanA " mULamArga " jeTalI saraLa nathI, tema chatAM sAmAnya rIte samajI zakAya tevI teA che ja. A kAvya " mULamA rahasya '" 32. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti pR. 560, AMka 724,

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7. prakIrNa padya-racanAo lokapriya nathI, tema thavAmAM A kAvyanI kaThina bhASA tathA pahelAmAM ApelA tattvanI punarukti ane A kAvyanI apUrNatA kAraNabhUta hoya tema lAge che. "Atama bhAvanA... 33 kevaLajJAnaprAptino upAya sUcavatI eka kAvyamaya paMkti zrImadda vi. saM. 194tnA Aso vadamAM zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhI hatI. A paMkti che - "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re." pitAnA AtmAmAM ja rahetA, AtmAnI bhAvanA ja bhAvyA karate jIva pitAnA svarUpanI zuddhatA meLavate meLavate aMtamAM kevaLajJAna meLave che. potAnA svarUpamAM ja rahevuM te mekSa meLavavAne uttama upAya che tema ahIM jaNAvyuM che. A paMktinuM vAraMvAra raTaNa karavAthI ghaNuM lAbha thAya ane temAM maMtra jevI zakti che ema zrI lallujI mahArAja ghaNI vakhata kahetA hatA. "dRSTibheda bhinna bhinna matadazana3 4 bAvIsa varSanI vaye lakhelA bAra paMktinA A kAvyamAM zrImadde jagatamAM pravartatA judA judA matabhedo daSTibhedane lIdhe thayA che te batAvyuM che. deharAmAM racAyeluM kAvya bAra paMkti pachIthI apUrNa rahela che. A kAvyamAM bhinna bhinna mata jaNAvI, AtmakalyANa karavA zuM karavuM joIe te jaNAvatA mULamArga paNa batAvyo che. temAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - prathama Atmasiddhi thavA, karIe jJAna vicAra, anubhavI gurune sevIe, budhajanano nirdhAra >> Ama mULamArga pAmavA mATe anubhavI gurUne bodha Avazyaka gaNAvyuM che. te gurunAM lakSaNa batAvatAM zrImadda lakhe che ke - kSaNa kSaNa je asthiratA, ane vibhAvika moha, te jenAmAMthI gayA, te anubhavI guru jeya." jene mahane nAza thaye hoya ane AtmasthiratA AvI hoya tene temaNe anubhavI garanAM lakSaNa gaNAvyAM che. A uparAMta mithyAtvanI graMthi chUTI gaI hoya, parigrahAdithI rahita hoya tevAM lakSaNa paNa ahIM batAvyAM che. sadagurunAM AvAM lakSaNe " Atmasiddhi"nA dasamA doharAmAM paNa batAvyAM che. juo - 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 387, AMka 474. 34. ejana pR. 196, AMka 79.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare ulya prayoga apUrva vANI, paramakRta, sadaguru lakSaNa yogya." A racanAmAM jagatanA matabhedanI vicAraNAthI zarU karI, zrImada Atmaya ane mokSamArganI vAta para Ave che. temAM mokSamArganAM anivArya tatva sadagurunAM lakSaNe ApavAM zarU karyA che, paNa tyAMthI A kAvya apUrNa rahela che. tema chatAM A kAvyanI maLatI agiyAra paMktio parathI zrImade karavA dhArelI tarkabaddha gUMthaNIno ApaNane khyAla Ave che. lekasvarUpa rahasya35 lokanuM svarUpa samajAvatuM "lokasvarUpa rahasya" nAmanuM kAvya judA judA pAMca vibhAgamAM zrImad 23 me varSe racyuM che. savaiyAmAM racAyelA A kAvyamAM sRSTi kayA prakAre che, jIva zA kAraNathI sukhI ke duHkhI thAya che, e tattvavicAraNAnA prazno rajU karI, tenuM samAdhAna paNa ApyuM che. pahelo vibhAga cAra paMktino, bIjo be paMktino, trIje cAra paMktina, cothe bAra ane pAMcame cAra paMktine ema kula 26 paMktinuM A kAvya che. be paga pahoLA karIne kamare hAtha rAkhIne UbhelA puruSa jevo A loka lAge che, ema puruSAkAra lokanuM varNana zAstramAM Ave che. A upamA zA mATe ApI che, tenuM sAcuM rahasya zuM che te vize zrImade pahelA bhAgamAM prazna karyo che ane pachI be paMktimAM jJAna, darzana tathA zarIranI dRSTie ema ja che evuM samAdhAna paNa karyuM che. zarIranI AkRti jevo A leka hovAthI zarIra je kahyo, ane AtmAnA guNa jJAnadarzana che, temAM Aloka jhaLake che tethI adhyAtma rIte paNa Aloka puruSAkAra kahevAya. juo temanI paMktio - "zarIra parathI e upadeza, jJAna darzana ke uddeza jema jaNAvo suNIe tema, kAM te laIe daIe kSema." Ama puruSAkAra loka che tema bAhya tema ja AMtaradaSTithI samajAvI Atmika sukha meLavavAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI che. lakanuM svarUpa jANavA pahelAM zuM karavAthI piote sukhI ke duHkhI thAya che, pite keNa che, e vagere vizenI vicAraNuM jarUrI che, tema bIjA bhAgamAM jaNAvyuM che. "zuM karavAthI pote sukhI? zuM karavAthI piote dukhI ? pote zuM ? kyAMthI che Apa? ene mAge zIdhra javApa." 35. zrImad rAjacaMdra agAsa AvRtti pR. 211, aMka 107.

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che. prakIrNa paNa-racanAo AnI sAthe "mokSamALA" nA "amUlya tattvavicAra"nI nIcenI paMktio sarakhAveH "huM keNa chuM ? kyAMthI thaye ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM? kenA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNa che ? rAkhuM ke e pariharuM ?" A praznonA je samAdhAnakAraka uttara na maLe te zaMkA ane saMtApa veThavAM paDe che. jJAna thAya tyAre ja zaMkA jAya che. A jJAna meLavavA "prabhubhakti" ne uttama sAdhana gaNAvatAM trIjA vibhAgamAM kahe che ke - prabhubhakti tyAM uttama jJAna, prabhu meLavavA guru bhagavAna. ahIM jaNAvyA pramANe gurunI prApti thavI te paNuM prabhu meLavavA mATenuM uttama nimitta che. guru meLavavA hoya te sAco vairAgya keLavavuM joIe, ane A vairAgya te pUrvanuM bhAgya hoya, ke satsaMga hoya ke sAMsArika duHkha hoya te ja Ave che. Ama tabaddha rIte pUrNa mArga pAmavA mATe gurunI tathA vairAgyanI AvazyaktA zrImad batAvI che. vaLI, mULa prazno bhUmikArUpe pahelA traNa vibhAgamAM rajU karI tenuM samAdhAna tathA samajaNa pachInA be vibhAgamAM zrImad rajU karyA che. ane te eTalA saMkSepamAM che ke te samajavA mATe UMDI vicAraNAnI jarUra paDe che. cAthA vibhAganI zarUAtamAM teo jaNAve che ke sarva dazanAe potapotAnI rIte paramAmataravane ja gAyuM che, sAthe sAthe saMsAratyAga tathA prabhubhakti samajAvyAM paNa che. temAMnI syAdavAdazailI - jaina darzana- uttama che. te mATe zrImadda lakhe che ke - "mULa sthiti je pUche mane, to sAMpI dauM yogI kane, prathama aMta ne mAthe eka lokarUpa aleke dekha. " ahI zrImad kahe che ke "mULa sthiti" eTale ke lokanA svarUpa vize mane je pUchavAmAM Ave te huM ema ja kahuM ke je yegIe - AtmasvabhAvanuM cuMjana thayuM che tevA jJAnI puruSe potAnA jJAnamAM joyuM che tema ja che. te sarvajJapuruSe e pramANe joyuM che ke - "anaMtAnaMta alokAkAza ke jemAM ekaluM AkAzadravya vyApta che, tenI madhyamAM jIva, pudgala, dharma, adharma, AkAza ane kALa e cha dravyanA samUharUpa leka puruSAkAre rahyo che. ane te Adi, madhya ane aMtamAM eTale ke traNe kALamAM e ja rUpe rahevAne che."36 Ama uparanI paMkti samajAvatAM zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI lakhe che. - 36. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" kAvya-amRta-jharaNAM, pR. 94. 51

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi _lekasvarUpanuM zAstramAM maLatuM A varNana jANavAthI jIva, ajIva, vagerenI sAcI sthiti samajatAM tenI jijJAsA maTI jAya che, ane tene lIdhe bIjA aneka praznonuM paNa samAdhAna thaI jAya che. likanuM svarUpa jANavAnI zakti AtmajJAna thAya tyAre ja Ave che te A vibhAganI cethI kaDImAM zrImade batAvyuM che. jJAna thatAM sAcI udAsInatA AvavAthI te sukha pAme che ane tene zoka TaLe che. paNa je jIva baMdhanayukta hoya che tene karmanI vagaNa hoya che, ane te karma du:kha Ape che. AthI duHkhathI chUTavA mATe karmanuM svarUpa-pudagalanuM svarUpa jANavAnI AvazyaktA ahIM batAvAI che. "baMdha yukta jIva karma sahita, pudagala racanA kama khacIta, pudagalajJAna prathama le jANu, nara dehe pachI pAme dhyAna. " karma kaI rIte baMdhAya che, vedAya che ane chUTe che e AdinuM jJAna Ave te ja jIva tenAthI chUTavA mATe upAya vicArI zake ane amalamAM mUkI zake. Ama mokSamArga pAmavA mATe pudgalanuM jJAna kaI rIte Avazyaka che te ahIM batAvyuM che. ane karmathI chUTavAne mAga pAMcamA vibhAgamAM batAvAyo che. "jahAM rAga ne vaLI dveSa, tahAM sarvadA mAne kaleza udAsInatAne jyAM vAsa, sakaLa duHkhane che tyAM nAza. " karma bAMdhavAnA mULa kAraNamAM ahIM batAvelA rAgadveSane e ja rIte zrImade anya ghaNI jagyAe saMsAraparibhramaNanA hetu rUpe gaNAvyA che - "janma, jarA ne mutyu, mukhya dukhanA hetu kAraNa tenAM be kahyAM, rAgadveSa aNahatu."37 rAgadveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSane paMthe. 38 vagere. A rAgadveSane saMpUrNa nAza thAya tyAre parama udAsInatA ane parama sukha maLe che. tethI te zrImadda "sukhakI sahelI hai akelI udAsInatA" ema kahe che. vaLI, udAsInatAne te temaNe mokSamArga mATenuM mahattvanuM lakSaNa "Atmasiddhi", "apUrva avasara " Adi racanAomAM gaNAvyuM che. saMpUrNa udAsInatA Ave tyAre karmane saMpUrNa nAza thAya che ane tyAre nirvANa thAya che. Ama pAMcamA vibhAgamAM zrImad mokSamArga batAvyuM che, A sarva vicAraNA zrImade jana darzana anusAra ja rajU karI che. ahIM jIva pote potAnA vize vicAravAnuM zarU 37. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 31 38. ejana, Atmasiddhi, gAthA 100, 5. papa1,

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7. makANuM padma-canAe ron kare tyArathI tenI aMtima kakSA sudhInuM varNana khUba sakSepamAM karyuM' che. sAthe sAthe leAkanuM svarUpa jANavAnI agatya paNa batAvI che. AthI tenI pratyeka 5kti vize zAMtithI vicArIe tyAre ja yathArtha samajAya che. khIjA' kAvyA jevI bhAvanI saraLatA ahI" jovA maLatI nathI. bhASA paNa vizeSa pAribhASika zabdovALI che. AthI kAvya samajavA mATe thoDI dhIraja ane jaina dharmanu* prAthamika jJAna Avazyaka bane che. saskRta graMthAmAM jema mULa zleAkeA samajAvavA mATe TIkAnI jarUra paDe che. tevuM ja kaIka A kAvya vize paNa che. sUtrAtmaka zailImAM saMkSepamAM AkhI racanA thaI hAvAthI sAmAnyathI ucca kakSAnA mumukSuo mATe A kAvya racAyuM lAge che. meAkSamA ne samajAvatI Ama pAMca racanAe zrImanA sAhityamAM maLe che. te samAM " mULamArga -rahasya 'ne zreSTha kahI zakIe. bhASAnI saraLatA sAthe je arthagAMbhIya temAM jovA maLe che te ja temanI zaktinA Adarza namUnA che. 33 " patha paramapada AdhyA'" ke "dRSTibhedathI bhinna bhinna matadarzana " e apUrNa rahelI racanAo che; tyAre leAkasvarUparahasya " kaThina bhASAmAM tArkika rIte rajU thayelI racanA che. " Atama bhAvanA .." te eka ja paktimAM apAI hovAne lIdhe vizeSa gaNatarImAM AvI zake tema nathI. jaDa-cetananA bheda batAvatI racanAo jIva, ajIva Adi nava tattvamAM jIva-cetana ane ajIva jaDa e be virAdhI guNAvALAM tattva mahattvanAM che. te baMne kAI paNa upAye ekakhIjAnuM svarUpa pAmI zakatA nathI. teo baMne vaccenA bheda batAvatI e racanAe zrImadde karI che, 'jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName ane jaDa ne caitanya ane dravyanA svabhAva bhinna " e e kRtie maLe che. "" " jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName '39 vi. sa'. 1947nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrImad rALaja rahyA hatA tyAre eka ja divase temaNe cAra pada " vIsa doharA ", " yama niyama ", " jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName" ane jinavara kahe che jJAna tene"nI racanA karI hatI. temAM "jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName " te kAvya bAvIsa paktimAM doharA chaMdamAM racyuM hatu. ane temAM jaDa tathA cetana vaccenA bheda darzAvyA che. Ara'bhamAM jaDa tathA cetananA svabhAva bhinna che ane tee pAtAnA svabhAva palaTAvI zakatAM nathI, ane te ba Mnene anubhavI zakAya che, tema jaNAvI temaNe prazna karyA che ke Ama hAvA chatAM paNa te khaMnenA bhinna svabhAva hAvA vize zaMkA kema thAya che ? jaDa ane cetananA bhinna svabhAva vize zrImad " Atmasiddhi "mAM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che ke-- 39, zrImad rAMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 297, AMka 266

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- jaDa ane cetana vacce jo AvI ja bhinnatA vatI hoya te sAmAnya janane thavA ceAgya eka zakA zrImad A kAvyanA trIjA doharAmAM mUkI che zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi 66083, cetananA bhinna che, kevaLa pragaTa svabhAva, ekapaNuM pAme nahi, traNe kALa *yabhAva 40 ahIM jaNAvyA pramANe, jo jaDa ane cetana traNe kALamAM bhinna hAya teA pachI AtmA baMdhAyelA che, tene mukta karavAnA che, e Adi vAta karavI aceAgya ja che. kAraNa ke je AtmA jaDathI bhinna che, tene baMdhana kathAMthI hoya ? ane baMdhana na heAya tene mukti zAnI ? " jo jaDa che traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana hAya; baMdha meAkSa te nahi ghaTe, nivRtti pravRtti nhoya." A zakAnuM samAdhAna zrImad bAkInA AtmAM jyAM sudhI vibhramadazAmAM varte che, tyAM che. ane madhana svIkAre che; paNa tenAthI chUTI che. jIva baMdhanamAM Ave che te vakhate paNa peAtAnAM cetanatva, upayAga Adine gumAvatA te sAta gheharAmAM khUba sarasa rIte karyuM che. sudhI jaMDa karmanA paramANuone grahaNa kare svabhAvadazAmAM Ave te te karmamukta thAya pAtAnA svabhAva tyajatA nathI, eTale ke nathI, ema jinaprabhupraNIta vacanA pramANe zrImadde ahIM kahyuM che. tenI vizeSa spaSTatA karatAM zrImad pAMcamA doharAmAM lakhe che keHvarte. baMdha prasaMgamAM, te nipada ajJAna; paNa jaDatA nahiM Atmane, e siddhAMta pramANa, ' 66 potAne potAnu ajJAna hovAne lIdhe AtmA baMdhanamAM paDe che, paNa tethI tenAmAM jaDatA AvI jatI nathI, tenu cetanatva kAyama ja rahe che, e " jaDa tathA cetana bhinna che" te siddhAMta mATenuM pramANa che. AtmA pote arUpI hovA chatAM rUpI evA jaDane grahaNa kare che, ane chatAM AtmAne tenu` bhAna nathI hAtuM, te parama AzcaryanI vAtane jinezvare peAtAnA jJAnamAM jANI che. Ane zrImadde keTalI suMdara rIte rajU karela che te jue " grahe arUpI rUpIne, e acarajanI vAta; jIva baMdhana jANe nahIM, kevA jina siddhAMta. " Ama A AzcaryanI vAta rajU karyA pachI zrImadde AtmAnI dRSTi palaTatAM kevA pheraphAra thaI jAya che te eka doharAmAM batAvI, jaDa cetananA sabaMdha anAdi anata che tema pachInA doharAmAM batAvyu che. A saMbaMdha kayAre baMdhAyA te jANyAmAM nathI, ane tenA te saMbaMdha samaSTinI apekSAe kanyAreya pUrA thavAnA paNa nathI, tethI jinaprabhue tene " anAdi anaMta " gaNAvela che. A saMbaMdha bAMdhanAra kAI kartA nathI, ahIM spaSTa karyuM' che. paNa temaNe 40. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 540, dA. 57. -

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45 7. prakaraNa patharacanAo Ama jaDa ane cetananI bhinatA batAvyA pachI tenuM niyatva batAvatAM zrImadda dasamA doharAmAM lakhe che ke - "hoya tehane nAza nahi, nahIM teha nahi hoya; eka samaya te sau samaya, bheda avasthA jaya." kaI paNa vastune saMpUrNa nAza nathI thatuM, mAtra svarUpAMtara ja thAya che, e vijJAnane siddhAMta ahIM AtmAdi dravyanI bAbatamAM nirUpelA jaNAze. Ama jainadharmanI tattvavicAraNuM anusAra ja "jaDa ane cetana"nI bhinnatA pite darzAve che te batAvI zrImadda aMtamAM A jJAna ApanAra jJAnI gurune vaMdana kare che - "paramapuruSa prabhu saddaguru, paramajJAna sukhadhAma; jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma." zrImade suMdara zailIthI mAtra bAvIsa paMktiomAM jaDa tathA cetananI bhinnatA tArkika rIte saraLa bhASAmAM batAvI che. pratyeka vacana jinaprabhunA pramANa sAthe temaNe jaNAvyAM che. jaDa ane cetanya baMne divyano svabhAva bhinna 41 vi. saM. 1956nA kArataka mAsamAM zrImade A nAnA kAvyanI racanA muMbaImAM karI hatI. muMbaImAM tattvajJAnavALI racanA thaI hoya tevuM bahu ochuM banyuM che. A kAvya tevuM che. soraThAnI soLa paMktiomAM zrImade jaDa ane cetana e be dravyanI bhinnatA darzAvI che. paNa te darzAvavAnI zailI "jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName" kRti karatAM judA prakAranI che. - ahIM ATha ATha paMktinI be kaDIo racAI che. pahelI kaDInI aMtima paMktimAM mokSamArga pAmavAnuM uttama sAdhana batAvatAM kahyuM che ke - nine paMtha bhavasaMtane upAya che." Ama jinezvara-praNIta mArgane mekSa meLavavAnuM sAdhana kahyuM che. ane A pahelAMnI sAte paMktiomAM te mArgamAM jaDa-cetananuM jevuM svarUpa batAvyuM che te, jinamArganA guNa rUpe varNavyuM che. jenA mArgamAM jaDa ane caitanya baMne dravyane bhinna svabhAva pratItipUrvaka samajAya che, potAnuM svarUpa cetanamaya che ane jaDano te mAtra saMbaMdha ja thayelo che, ane te jANanAra evA AtmA paradravyamAM karmabaMdhanane lIdhe purAyo che. e Adi vastunuM jJAna thAya che. saraLa, spaSTa bhASAmAM zrImad A badhuM jaNAvyuM che. ane e badhAnA sArarUpa sAtama-AThamI paMkti racI che ke - 41. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 642, AMka 902.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthane paMtha bhavaaMtane upAya che." deha AdimAM mArApaNuM choDIne jeo potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thayA che, evA nircatha jJAnIe darzAvela mArga ja bhavaaMta karavAno sAro upAya che, ema zrImade ahIM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. Ama nigraMthamArganI zreSThatA batAvavAnI sAthe jaDa ane cetanamAM pravartatI bhinnatA. zrImade pahelI kaDImAM batAvI che. ane bIjI kaDImAM sAmAnya rIte jaDa ane cetana ekarUpa kayA kAraNane laIne lAge che te samajAvyuM che. deha arthAt jaDa ane AtmA ekarUpa bhAsavAnuM mukhya kAraNa zrImada ajJAnane gaNave che. A ajJAnane lIdhe jIvanI pravRtti te pramANe thavAthI dehanI utpatti, tene thatA roga, zoka, mRtyu Adi AtmAne thatAM jaNAya che. dehane mATe thatI pravRtti AtmAnI jaNAya te mithyAtvabhAva che. A mithyAtvabhAva anAdikALathI cAlyo Ave che, paNa jJAnInAM vacana prApta thatAM te tatkALa dUra thaI jAya che, pariNAme deha ane AtmAnuM bhinna svarUpa spaSTa jaNAya che, ane baMne dravyo potapotAnuM sAcuM svarUpa pAme che. te nirUpatAM zrImada varNave che ke - e je anAdi ekarUpano mithyAtvabhAva, jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che, bhAse citanyane pragaTa svabhAva bhina, baMne dravya nija nija rUpe sthita thAya che. " pitAnA svarUpamAM sthira thavuM eTale ke mekSa thavo evuM aMtima lakSa zrImadde A kAvyamAM batAvyuM che. Ama jaDa ane cetananA svarUpane samajavAne mekSamArga pAmavAmAM upayogI sAdhana kahyuM che. te jANavA mATe jJAnInA vacana upakArI hovAthI gurumahAbhya paNa ahIM temaNe batAvyuM che. Ama pahelA kAvya pachI nava varSe lakhAyeluM A kAvya eka ja tattvanuM jadI rIte nirUpaNa kare che. vi. saM. 1947nI sAlanA zrImadda karatAM vi. saM. 1956nI sAlanA zrImadamAM jJAnane ghaNuM vadhAre thaye hato, ane te ahIM joI zakAze, zrImadane nigraMtha mArgamAM tyAre keTalI niHzakatA pravartatI hatI teno khyAla A racanAo jotAM AvI zake che. Ama jaDa ane cetana vacceno bheda batAvatI A be racanAomAM jana dharmanI zrImade vicArelI UMDI tatvavicAraNuM jovA maLe che. "jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sarva bha sAMbhaLo ?42 lagabhaga batrIsa paMktinA A kAvyamAM jinezvara prabhue sAcuM jJAna kone kahyuM che tenuM nirUpaNa zrImad vi. saM. 1947nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM rALaja kSetre karyuM hatuM. "sammatitika " 42. "zrImad rAjacaMdra , agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 297, AMka 26 7.

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7. prakIrNa padyaracanAo " na'disUtra ", " ThANAMgasUtra' Adi graMthAnA nirdeza sAthe zrImadde A kAvyamAM jJAnamImAMsA rajU karI che. A racanAnI lagabhaga traNacAra pakti maLatI nathI, tethI temAM teTalI apUrNatA lAge che, paNa bhASA eTalI saraLa che ke kAvya samajavAmAM kazI muzkelI rahetI nathI. kAvyanA AraMbhamAM jJAna zuM nathI te jaNAvyuM che ane pachI sAcu jJAna kayuM tenuM nirUpaNu karyu che. je AtmAne jANyA vinA nava pU43 jJAna meLavyu hoya te te paNa ajJAna che, ema Agamane sAkSIrUpe rAkhI zrImad A kAvyanA ArabhamAM jaNAvyu che. A pUrva kahevAnA hetu che :-- " e pUrva sarva kahyAM vizeSe, jIva karavA nirmAMLe." arthAt jIvane niLa karavAnA. je AtmA zuddha na thAya te pUrvAnuM jJAna nakAmuM che. graMthamAM jJAna nathI, jJAna e vicAturI paNa nathI, ma`tra, taMtra Adi paNa jJAna nathI, bhASA e paNa jJAna nathI ke bIjA kAI sthAnane paNa jJAna kahyuM nathI, Ama naiti netithI '. sAna "ne jaNAvI zrImad khIjI kaDImAM kahe che ke, " jJAna jJAnImAM kaLA " eTale ke jJAna e kAI bAhya jaDa padAmAM raheluM nathI, paNa jJAnInA aMtaramAM rahelu che, ane ene ja jinavare sAcuM jJAna kahyuM che. trIjI kaDImAM jJAna zuM che te samajAvatAM, "bhagavatIsUtra"nA AdhAra laIne zrImadre jaNAvyuM che ke : -- * "A jIva ne A deha evA, bheda jo bhAsyA nahI', pacakhANa kIdhAM tyAM sudhI, meAkSA te bhAkhyAM nahIM; e pAMcame aMge kahyo, upadeza kevaLa nirmaLA, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sava bhavyA sAMbhaLe." jIva ane deha arthAt jaDa ane cetana vaccenA je spaSTa bheda jaNAyA na heAya te vrata, niyama AdinAM pacakhANa lIdhAM hAya tA te badhAM meAkSa meLavavAmAM madadarUpa nathI thatAM, mAtra te puNya upArjana kare che. AvA nirmaLa upadeza pAMcamA a`gamAM - "bhagavatI. sUtra"mAM - karavAmAM AvyA te huM kahuM chuM. huM sava bhavye ! jinavara kAne jJAna kahe che te tame ahI' sAMbhaLeA. ahI zrImad jaNAvyu' che te pramANe jaDa-cetana-viveka UA! hAya tA ja tAki maiAkSamArganA sAdhanarUpa thAya che. eTale jaDa-cetana-viveka thavA - bhedajJAna thavu -te ja sAcu* jJAna che, tema jinavANI kahe che. paMcamahAvratanuM pAlana khAdyathI karavAmAM Ave pUrNa rUpe jenAthI zuddhatA thAya te sAcuM jJAna che ema teA te jJAna nathI, paNa AtmAnI cAthI kaDImAM zrImadde khatAvyu che. 43. zrI tI kara bhagavAne potAne thayelA jJAnane je pramANe varNavyuM hatuM. te pramANe gaNadharAe zAstramAM utAryuM hatuM, tenA thayelA 14 vibhAga 14 pUrva kahevAya che.

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zrI nI kavanasiddhi paNa A kaDImAMnI deDha paMkti maLatI nathI. mAtra pahelI aDadhI ane bAkInI be ema ahI ja paMkti maLe che. zrImade ahIM kriyAnI vAta kahI che? zuSka kriyAthI AtmajJAna prApta nathI thatuM.. A pachInI kaDImAM "sammatitaka " Adine AdhAra laIne sAcuM jJAna karyuM te jaNAvyuM che - zAstro vizeSa sahita paNa je, jANiyuM nija rUpane, kAM teho Azraya karajo, bhAvathI sAcA mane;" te jJAna tene bhAkhiyuM, je sammati Adi sthaLe, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavya sAMbhaLe. zAsanA vistRta jJAnasahita arthAt temAM je aneka prakAranA bhedathI AtmA jaNAvyA che te pramANe jeNe potAne jANe te ja sAcuM jJAna che. athavA jevo che tevo ja AtmA zAstramAM varNavyo che, evI sAcA bhAvathI zraddhA karavI te jJAna che. ane A mATe zrImake sammatitarka" AdinI sAkha ApI che. te ja pramANe, jJAnIe jaNAvela paramArtha pramANe, mAtra ATha samiti, jJAnInI AzA pramANe bolavuM cAlavuM, rahevuM ItyAdi samajAya te te jJAna che. ane pitAnI kalpanA pramANe samajelAM karoDo zAstro e "mAtra manane AmaLe che. manane saMkalpavikalpamAM gUMcavanAra vaLa che, ema zrImad chaThThI kaDImAM batAvyuM che. te pachI zrImada jJAnI ane ajJAnIne bheda "naMdisUtra" AdinA samarthana sAthe suMdara rIte batAve che.-je ajJAnInAM mithyAtvanAM zAstro che te zA paNa je jJAnInA hAthamAM jAya che te temane jJAnarUpe ja pariName che, kAraNa ke temanI dRSTi palaTAI gaI hoya che. jJAna meLavavA mATe vrata, pacakhANa AdinI jarUra nathI te batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - vrata nahi, pacakhANa nahi, nahi tyAga vastu keIna, mahAparva tIrthakara thaze, zreNika kANuga joI le." zreNika rAjAne kaI vrata, pacakhANa ke tyAga nahatAM, paNa AMtarika bhAva eTalA UMcA hatA ke teo AvatI covIsImAM "mahApa" nAmanA pahelA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che ema "zrI ThANAMgasUtramAM " kahyuM che. - zrImade A kAvyamAM jJAna thavA mATe AMtarika bhAva para mUkelo bhAra joI zakAya che; ane pote svataMtra rIte nahi, paNa jaina AgamasUtro anusAra upadeza kare che te jaNAvavA "bhagavatI", "ThANuga", "nadi" vagere sUtronI sAkha Ape che.

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che. prakIrNa 5-racanAo A kAvyanI aMtima be paMktio maLatI nathI. vaccenI paNa deDha-be paMktio maLatI nathI. ahIM bhASA saraLa ane upadezAtmaka che. vaLI, UMDI tattvavicAraNuM nahi paNa sUtramAM batAvelA siddhAMte zrImad rajU karyA che, ane tethI "jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sarva bhavya sAMbhaLe " e dhruvapaMkti pratyeka kaDIne aMte punarAvartana pAme che, te gya paNa lAge che, kAraNa ke te dvArA zrImadda ema jaNAve che ke ahIM je kaMI jaNAvyuM che te jinamArga anusAra ja che, te vize keIe paNa azraddhA rAkhavI joIe nahi. jemAM ekIsAthe ghaNuM zAstragraMthane ullekha AvatuM hoya tevI A eka ja kRti zrImade racI che. prabhu pratye dInatva cha44 vi. saM. 1947nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM rALajamAM racelA A kAvyanA hArda vize zrImade pote vi. saM. 1951nA kArtika suda trIjanA patramAM lakheluM ke - A jIva atyaMta mAyAnA AvaraNe dizAmUDha thayo che, ane te yoge karI tenI paramArtha daSTi udaya prakAzatI nathI. aparamArthane vize paramArthano daDhAgraha thayo che ane tethI baMdha prApta thavAnA caMge paNa temAM badhA praveza thAya e bhAva kurate nathI, e Adi jIvanI viSama dazA kahI, prabhu pratye dInatva karyuM che ke, "he nAtha! ha mArI keI gati (mAga ) mane dekhAtI nathI, kema ke sarvasva luMTAyA je vega meM karyo che ane sahaja ezvaryA chatAM, prayatna ce chate, te ezvaryathI viparIta evA ja mArga meM AcaryA che, te te yugathI mArI nivRtti kara, ane te nivRttine sarvottama sadupAya e je saddaguru pratyene zaraNubhAva te utpanna thAya, evI kRpA kara." evA bhAvanA vIsa doharA, ke jemAM prathama vAkya "he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahyuM? dInAnAtha dayALa che, te deharAnI vizeSa anuprekSA thAya tema karaze te vizeSa guNavRttine hetu che."45 zrImaddanA ahI jaNAvyA pramANe A prArthanAmAM prabhu pAse AdhyAtmika dInatA vyakta karI pitAne tenA zaraNe levAnI vinaMtI karI che. prabhu pAse bhaktane kevA bhAva UThavA joIe tene khyAla ahIM Ave che. - zrImade A kAvyanI racanA karI tyAre pahelI paMkti "he hari! he hari! zuM kahuM......" hatI, paNa pachIthI zrImad "hari"nI jagyAe "prabhu" zabda mUkI pAThAMtaravALI pati racI hatI, je hAlamAM pracalita che. tema thavAnA kAraNane ullekha karatAM zrI lallujI mahArAja jaNAve che ke - ""he hari! he hari! zuM kahuM, dInAnAtha dayALa' tene badale "he prabhu ! he prabhu !" bolavAnI AjJA thayelI. pachI te pramANe kahyuM na kare to svaccheda gaNAya."46 44. " zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 295, AMka 264. 45. ejana pU. 433 AMka pa34. 46. "upadezAmRta", upadezasaMgraha-2. 5, 269, tA. 18-6-1923. para.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A vacana parathI jaNAya che ke "harine badale "prabhu" zabda mUkavAnI AjJA zrImadde ja karI hatI. vIsa deharAnA A kAvyamAM sAcA gurunI prApti vinA jIvanI kevI dazA thAya che, tathA tevA jIvamAM kevA kevA de rahI jAya che tenuM varNana zrImade karyuM che. zuddha bhAva, namratA, prabhu pratyene daDha vizvAsa, satsaMga Adi aneka zubha guNa nA hovAthI tathA bAhya padArtha para rAga, ahaMbhAva Adi durgaNe hovAthI zI dazA thaI che te 15 thI 17 e traNa deharAmAM zrImade batAvyuM che. juo - anaMta kALathI Athaze, vinA bhAna bhagavAna; sevyA nahi guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahi abhimAna saMta caraNa Azraya vinA, sAdhana karyA aneka pAra na tethI pAmIo, Uge na aza viveka sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na keI upAya; sat sAdhana samaye nahIM tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?" ahIM darzAvyA pramANe saMtane Azraya lIdhA vinA abhimAnathI aneka pravRttio karI, paNa te sarva bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra baMdhanarUpa nIvaDI. badhA doSane doSarUpe na jevAthI sAcuM sAdhana samajAyuM nahi, tethI baMdhanamukti te kyAMthI ja thAya? - A badhA doSathI mukti meLavavA, kevaLa karuNAmUrti prabhune potAne hAtha grahI, sarva doSa mApha karavA tathA bhavapAra utAravAnI prArthanA karatAM teo vInave che ke - paDI paDI tuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAguM e ja sadaguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e daDhatA karI de ja." A kAvyamAM zrImade prabhu pratyene sarvasamarpaNabhAva darzAvyuM che. e bhAva na hatuM tyAM sudhI kevA kevA doSa pravartatA hatA tenuM Alekhana zarUAtamAM karyuM che, ane tenI sAme madhyabhAgamAM prabhunA guNe mUkyA che. aMtamAM prabhu jevA guNe meLavavA mATe sarva samarpaNabhAva ApavAnI vinaMti karAI che. narasiMha mahetA ke mIrAMbAInAM padomAM jovA maLate samarpaNabhAva ahI vyakta thayela che. ahIM premalakSaNA bhakti nathI, paNa bhagavAna pAse bhaktanuM dInatva pragaTa thayuM che; sarvazaktimAna pAse svadoSa darzAvI tenuM prAyazcitta karyuM che. A kAvyanI bhASA khUba saraLa ane bhAvavAhI che. te doharA belatI vakhate belanArane paNa potAnA doSa pratyakSa thAya ane thayelA vaiSa mATe pazcAttApa thAya tevA asarakAraka che che. zabdo eTalI saraLatAthI bhAva vyakata kare che ke A kAvyanA bhAva sAthe otaprota banI javuM sugama che. "mokSamALA"nA "kSamApanA "nA pATha jevuM ja mananogya A kAvya che. ane tethI ghaNI jagyAe nityaniyamamAM A kAvya belAya che.

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7. maphINu` padya-racanAe 411 A kAvyanuM bIjI dRSTie paNa ghaNuM mahattva che. tenuM paThana ane manana sAcA dilathI karavAmAM Ave te aneka labdhi ane siddhi pragaTe tevu sAmarthya temAM che, tema zrI lallujI mahArAja aneka vakhata kahetA. temAM jaNAvela bhAveA pragaTe te janmamaraNanA pherA TaLI jAya, AtmAnI vizuddhi thAya, meAkSamArga maLe ane anya aneka lAbhA thAya. Ama meAkSamArga meLavavAnA pAyArUpe A kAvya gaNI zakAya, ane tethI ja tenuM mahattva jeTalu* AMkIe teTalu Adhu' che. tenI amUlyatA prabhuzrIne samajAI hatI, ane tethI ja je kAI mumukSu kalyANanI icchAthI temanI pAse AvatA tene A kAvyanA vAcana-manananI bhalAmaNa teo karatA, ane evA bhAvA pragaTAvavA puruSAthI thavA jaNAvatA. ane te bhalAmaNu jee aMtaramAM utAre temanA karmanI kroDa khape che tevI temane pratIti hatI. Ama A kAvyanuM mUlya AdhyAtmika dRSTie AMkI zakAya tema nathI. atima saMdezA'47 vi. sa'. 1957 nA caitra suda 9nA rAja, eTale ke pAtAnA avasAna pahelAM mAtra dasa divase, zrImad A kAvya lakhAvyuM hatuM. te vakhate temane eTalI badhI akti pravartatI hatI ke jAte lakhI zake tevI sthiti na hatI. A kAvyamAM yAgInI icchA - meAkSapadanI icchA - batAvI che. te meAkSapada kevu che, tenI prApti kaI rIte thAya ane te mATe AtmAnI kevI ceAgyatA hAvI joIe te ahI' zrImadde batAvyuM che. jinasvarUpa eTale ke AtmAnI pUrNa zuddhatA yAgIjana Icche che. agamya jaNAtA te AtmasvabhAva jainadharmamAM batAvyA che te pramANe 66 jinapada nijapada ekatA, bhedabhAva nahi kAMI; lakSa thavAne tehaneA kahyAM zAstra sukhadAI. ' zuddha svarUpanI dRSTie jotAM jinanA ke anya kAI nA AtmA ekasarakhA ja che. ane te samajAvavA mATe ja zAstronI racanA thaI che. A zAstro game te vAMce te jaladdI samajI zakAya tevAM nathI, paNa sadguru pAse vinayapUrvaka samajatAM te sugama ane sUkhanI khANa samAna che. Ama zrImad sadguru-mAhAtmya batAvyA pachI jinacaraNanI atizaya bhakti karavAthI thatA lAbha chaThThA doharAmAM kahe che keH---- 66 guNu pramAda atizaya rahe, rahe. aMtarmukha yAga; prApti zrI sadguru vaDe, jina darzana anuyAga. A kAvyamAM sadguruprApti tathA jinabhakti uparAMta jIvanI pAtratAne vizeSa jarUrI tattva gaNAvyu' che. Ara'bhamAM pahelAM enu. mahattva batAvyuM che, ane pachI pAtratA aMge jIvanA uttama, madhyama ane prAthamika e traNa bhAga pADI pratyekanAM lakSaNa traNa doharAmAM samAvyAM che. pahelAM prAthamikanAM, pachI madhyamanAM ane aMtamAM uttama pAtranAM lakSaNeA 47. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 659, AMka 954. "" ,,

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ApyAM che. A vibhAge temaNe AMtarika sthiti anusAra batAvyAM che. te sAthe apAtra jIvanAM lakSaNe paNa eka deharAmAM ApyAM che. jene pariNAmanI viSamatA hoya, savizeSa kaSAya prarvatatA hoya, tene sadaguru ane saddadharmane vega ke ayoga samAna ja che, tema AThamA doharAmAM zrImade kahyuM che. jenA kaSAya maMda thayA hoya tathA saraLatA, suvicAra, karuNa, kamaLatA ane AjJApAlananI IchA hoya te prAthamika kakSAne pAtra jIva che. jeNe viSayane saMdhyA che, je saMyama pALe che, ane jene AtmAthI koI paNa padArtha caDiyAtuM nathI lAgate te madhyama prakArane pAtra jIva che. paNa uttama jIva to te ja che jene - "nahi tRSNA jIvyA taNuM, maraNa roga nahIM kSebha; mahApAtra te mAnA, parama cega jitalobha." AvA uttama jIvane "jIvita ke maraNe nahi cUnAdhitA" hoya che. je kakSAne jIva, te upadeza tene pariName. tethI zrImade pAtratA para ghaNe bhAra mUkyo che. Ama pahelA agiyAra doharAmAM zrImad mokSamArga pAmavA mATenAM traNa anivArya tattva samajAve cheH saddadharma, guru ane jIvanI pAtratA AmAMthI eka paNa tattva UNuM hoya te mokSaprApti thatI nathI. pachInA be deharAmAM mekSaprApti tathA saMsAranI ghaTamALa batAve che. mana pitAmAM ja ramamANa rahe te mukti jaladI thAya che, te darzAvavA sUryanuM daSTAMta Ape che. madhyAhanA sUryamAM chAyA vyaktimAM samAI jAya che tema jIva potAmAM magna rahe to te rAgadveSarahita dazA pAme che. saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvatAM teo lakhe che - "Upaje meha vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avalotAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra." mohathI utpanna thatA vikalpane lIdhe A saMsAra racAya che, te cheDatAM, AMtaradaSTi karatAM tene laya paNa tema ja thaI jAya che. A kAvyanA aMtamAM, je anaMta sukhane puruSa cAhe che te anaMta sudhAmaya padane zrImade atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karyA che. mAtra cauda deharAmAM tattvajJAnanuM AvI saraLatAthI thayeluM nirUpaNa bIje khAsa jovA maLatuM nathI. A kAvya vAMcatAM zrImadanI Amika ucca dazAne khyAla Ave che. saMsAra utpattinAM ane laya vize mAtra be ja paMktimAM sahaja rIte kahI devuM te zuM AtmAnI ucca avasthA vinA saMbhavI zake kharuM ? anupama saMdeza ApanAra A aMtima kAvyanA pratyeka deharA ekabIjA sAthe saMdhAyelA hovA chatAM svataMtra rIte paNa AsvAdya banI zake tevA che, te ja tenI khUbI che.

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13 7 prakaraNa padyaracanAo A badhI racanAo uparAMta traNa chUTaka doharA48 vi. saM. 1946 nI sAlamAM racAyelA maLe che. temAM satsaMga ane gurunuM mAhAsya batAvAyuM che. paNa te khAsa vizeSatAvALA nathI. e ja pramANe hAthanAMdha 1 mAM " kAI brahmarasanA bhegI"49 e vize traNa-cAra paMktio maLe che, temAM paNa kaI UMDI tattvavicAraNuM ke rahasya jovA maLatAM nathI. sAmAnya prakAranI A racanAnuM vizeSa mahattva gaNAya nahIM. paNa A paMktio vAMcIe tyAre khyAla Ave che ke bhAvanI amuka viziSTa paLAe A paMktio lakhAI che. A paMktio tenI bhAvanAmayatAne lIdhe noMdhapAtra bane che. vIsa varSanI vaya pachI racAyelAM zrImaddanAM badhAM ja kAvyo vAMcatAM ApaNuM mana para zrImadanI eka prakhara tattvajJAnI tarIkenI chApa paDe che. temaNe prApta karelI siddhione khyAla ApatAM betraNa aMgata kAvyo bAda karatAM badhe ja tattvanI samartha vicAraNuM najare paDe che, jenA mULamAM dharma raheluM che. A badhAM ja kAvyamAM najare tarI AvatuM saupaheluM tattva che temaNe darzAveluM sadagurunuM mAhAbhya. AtmakalyANa mATe saddagurunA caraNamAM sarvasamarpaNa bhAvathI vartavuM joIe, svachaMdathI vartavAthI akalyANa thAya che. " guDha vinA jJAna na maLe" e temane pradhAna sUra binA nayana", "yama niyama", "prabhu pratye dInatva", "mULamArga rahasya Adi lagabhaga badhAM ja kAvyomAM maLe che. juo - palame pragaTe mukha Agalase, jaba sadagurucartha suprema base - "yama niyama." seve sadaguru carana se pAve sAkSAt " - "binA nayana." vagere. A sadagurunAM lakSaNe paNa zrImad "mULamArga rahasya", "paMtha paramapada be " vagere kAvyamAM batAvyAM che. jema ke, saddagurune pudagalane meha na haya, graMthibheda thaye hoya, rAgadveSano abhAva hoya vagere. A badhAM lakSaNe temaNe "AtmasiddhizAstramAM paNa batAvyAM che. bIja mahavanuM lakSaNa te "AtmA ne oLakhavAnI temaNe karelI bhalAmaNa. AtmA dahAdi padArthathI bhinna che, cetanarUpa che, AnaMdasvarUpa che, avinAzI che, vagere AtmAnAM lakSaNe A kAvyamAM ghaNI jagyAe batAvyAM che. sAthe sAthe lagabhaga badhAM kAvyomAM AtmAne kendrasthAne rAkhIne te anya padArthothI kyA lakSaNathI bhinna che te paNa batAvyuM che. jIve pitAnuM zreya karavA mATe koI paNa jAtanA matamatAMtaramAM na paDatAM zuM karavuM joIe te A badhAM kAvyo dvArA zrImadde spaSTa karyuM che. AtmAne oLakhI, samyagdarzana, samyaga jJAna ane samyaccAritranI ektA prApta karI, te mArge cAlyA javAthI kalyANa thAya che, 48. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 231, aMka 154. 49. ejana, pR. 798. hAtha neMdha AMka 20

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414 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi te khUba spaSTatAthI samajAvyuM che. ane e badhuM gurunI AjJAmAM rahIne potAnAM svachaMda, mata, Agraha choDIne karavAnuM che temaNe karelA mArgadarzanamAM sarva jIvanuM kalyANa icchavAnI buddhi, dharma vize apakSapAtapaNuM, nirabhimAnapaNuM vagere temanA guNonuM darzana thAya che. A kAvyamAM tatvajJAnane ja saMbhAra bharyo hovA chatAM te zuSka banI jatAM nathI. zabdonI saraLa bhAvavAhI racanA, geya do - temAM mukhyatve deharA ane ucca kAvyatvanI kakSAe pahoMcatI paMktio A AdhyAtmika guNavALAM padAne sAhityika dRSTie paNa uca kakSAnAM banAve che. bhAvanI utkaTatAvALI A paMktio juo - "paDI paDI tuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAguM e ja; saMdRguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e daDhatA karI de ja." prabhu pratye hInatva"nI A paMktio karatAM paNa temanI zaktine sAro paricaya te tatvanI gUDha vAtone saraLa chatAM saMkSepavALI vANImAM utAratI temanI A paMktiomAM thAya che. juo - "jahAM rAga ne vaLI cheSa, tahAM sarvadA mAno leza; . udAsInatAne jyAM vAsa, sakaLa duHkhanI che tyAM nAza." -"lokasvarUpa rahasya". Upaje maha vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra aMtarmukha avalokatAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra." - "aMtima saMdeza". "jinapada nija pada ektA, bhedabhAva nahi kAMI?" - "aMtima saMdeza" vagere. Ama A kAvyamAM sArA pramANamAM kavitvanA camatkAra jovA maLe che. temanA vizALa vAcanane ane anubhavanA amRtano lAbha ApatAM A kAvya vize saMtabAlajI yogya ja lakhe che ke - rAmajaM vA 4 ke "davakhyAmavaM jALuM" game te kAvyalakSaNa laIe paNa teo hADohADa kavi hatA. gadya ane padya baMnemAM rasajharaNI niraMtara vahetI.50 50. "siddhinAM pAna", prastAvanA, pR. 12.

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zrImaddanI tattvavicAraNA - gadyamAM cothA vibhAganI pUrvabhUmikA vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM zrImad gadya lakhANa ThIka ThIka karyuM hatuM. temAM sauthI mahatvanAM "bhAvanAbadha" ane "mokSamALA" e be pustaka hatAM. te uparAMta keTalAka apUrNa lekho, apUrNa bhASAMtare tathA TIkAo paNa ApaNane prApta thAya che. A badhAmAM temanuM gadya saraLa, bhAvavAhI tathA dRSTAMtothI bharapUra che. temaNe "bhAvanAbedha"mAM bAre bhAvanAo dRSTAMtathI ja samajAvelI che. ane "mokSamALAmAM paNa lagabhaga pAMcamA bhAganA pAThomAM dRSTAMta ApelAM che. "munisamAgama" Adi lekhomAM paNa kathAva jovA maLe che. A badhA uparAMta zrImad gadya-sAhityamAM dharmane lagatI vicAraNuM ja ApI hatI. temaNe padyanI jema gadyamAM dharmetara sAhityanI karelI racanA hAlamAM maLatI nathI. InAmI nibaMdha Adi harIphAImAM temaNe gadya-nibaMdha lakhyA hatA, je dharmetara hatA, paNa te kaI Aje maLatA nathI. zrImaddanuM gadya-lakhANa vIsa varSanI vaya pachI paNa cAlu rahyuM hatuM. ane te sarvamAM temaNe dharmane lagatI vicAraNuM ja vyakta karelI jovA maLe che. je ke zrImadde vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI dharmetara sAhitya racyuM ja na hatuM, ane je kaMI temaNe lakhyuM hatuM te AtmalakSI ja hatuM. paraMtu temaNe lakhelA dharmane lagatA gadyamAM paNa ThIka ThIka vividhatA jovA maLe che. zrImad bhAgabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI, lallujI mahArAja, jUThAbhAI, manaHsukharAma sUryarAma, tribhovanabhAI vagere mumukSuo para pitAnI taravavicAraNA rajU karatA lagabhaga 800 jeTalA lakhelA patro prasiddha thayA che. zrImaddanA gadya-sAhityamAM patrono jaththo sauthI meTo che. e uparAMta pitAnI noMdhapothI tarIke traNacAra DAyarI lakhelI paNa maLe che, je paNa mukhyatve gadyamAM lakhAyelI che. A uparAMta bAvIsamA varSanI AsapAsathI vividha lekhe apUrNa maLe che. bAvIsamA varSanI AsapAsa "pratimAsiddhi" nAmane lakhelo laghu graMtha apUrNa hAlatamAM maLe che. te pachI "saMyatidharma" nAme "dazavaikAlikasUtra"nA be adhyayanano anuvAda e ja varSamAM maLe che. tevIsame varSe temaNe lakhelI "samuracayavayacaryA", "rajanIzI tathA temanI eka "DAyarI"nAM keTalAMka pAnAM lakhAyelAM maLe che. te pachI chavIsamAM varSe "samayasAra nATakanI keTalIka paMktio paranuM vivecana maLe che. sattAvIsamA varSe "sUyagaDAMga" AdinI gAthAnI samajaNa uparAMta "cha pada"no patra maLe che. te pachI AnaMdaghanajI AdinAM padonuM vivecana, "mekSasiddhAMta" vizeno lekha, " dravyaprakAza" nAmano lekha, "cha kAya"nA jIvanuM varNana karato lekha, "jaina mArga viveka", "suvacana 53

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi vagere maLe che. AmAMthI lagabhaga badhA ja lekhe! apUrNa rahelA che. vaLI, te badhAmAM tAvanI dRSTie gabhIra vicAraNA karelI che; temAM kathAtattva Adi jovA maLatAM nathI. zrImanI prakRti jema jema gaMbhIra thatI gaI hatI tathA temanI udAsInatA jema jema vadhatI gaI hatI, tema tema temanA lakhANamAMthI kathA Adi tattva lupta thatAM gayAM hatAM, ane lekha Adi vizeSa apUrNa rahevA lAgyA hatA. kAI samaye cAlu karelA lekha udAsInatA vadhatAM cheDI devAtA ane pachI kadI pUrA thatA nahi. vaLI khIjo vikalpa Ave tyAre khIjo lekha cAlu thAya, tevu. keTalIka vAra banatuM. tethI ghaNI kRtio apUrNa ja upalabdha thAya che. eTale gadyamAM temanI tattvavicAraNA jANavAnu sauthI mahattvanuM sAdhana patro che. ** A uparAMta tee nivRtti mATe vasatA heAya tyAre mumukSuone upadeza ApatA ke temanI sAthe tattvavicAraNA karatA. te vakhate temaNe ApelA upadezanI ke temaNe vyakta karelI tattvavicAraNAnI noMdha A mumukSuo lakhI letA, ane zrImanA pratyakSa samAgama na heAya tyAre tenuM vAMcana karI, tenA para vicAraNA karatA. temanA upadezanI A rIte levAyelI nAMdha paNa "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM samAveza pAmI che. ane te paNa temanI tattvavicAraNA jANavAmAM upayAgI che. ahIM zrImadanA gadya-sAhityanA cAra vibhAga karyA che. pahelA vibhAgamAM patromAM vyakta thayelI tattvavicAraNA, khIjA vibhAgamAM rAjanIzI - DAyarI AdinuM lakhANa, trIjAmAM te sivAyanI pUrNa apUrNa kRtio, ane cAthA vibhAgamAM temaNe ApelA upadezanI nAMdhanA samAveza karyAM che. A cAre mATe svataMtra prakaraNa-ceAjanA vadhu yeAgya dhArI che.

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prakaraNa 8 zrImadUnI tattvavicAraNA - patromAM vi. saM. 1943thI zarU karI vi. saM. 157 sudhInA tera varSanA gALAmAM zrImad dvArA mumukSuone lakhAyelA lagabhaga 800 jeTalA patrono jaththo Aje upalabdha che. te badhA patromAM saMsAranI, vyavahAranI, vepAranI, tatkAlIna banAvAnI ke evI bIjI kaI vAta nathI, paNa temAM AtmA, dharma, vairAgya, mokSamArga vagere paramArthane lagatI tattvavicAraNane ja mukhya sthAna apAyuM che. zrImaddanuM valaNa bALavayathI ja AdhyAtmika hatuM, tethI temanA paricita vartuLamAM paNa jemane AdhyAtmika mArgamAM rasa hoya te ja rahI zakatA. AvA mumukSuoe lakhelA patro, pUchAyelA prazno vagerenA uttara zrImade AdhyAtmika zreNImAM je ApyA hatA. te badhA patrone saMgraha "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM pragaTa thayo che. 800 patromAMthI lagabhaga 250 jeTalA patre te zrImadanA paramArtha sakhA zrI bhAgabhAI upara lakhAyelA che; 125 jeTalA patro zrImaddanA maMtrI jevA aMbAlAlabhAI upara lakhAyelA che; 100 jeTalA patro muni zrI lallujI mahArAja upara lakhAyelA che. Ama aDadhA uparanA patra te A traNa vyaktio para ja lakhAyelA che. vaLI, A patra pramANamAM lAMbA paNa che. bAkInA 3rapa jeTalA patra zrI jUThAbhAI, gAMdhIjI, manaHsukharAma sUryarAma, manasukhalAla kIratacaMda, khImajI devajI, tribhovana mANekacaMda, catrabhuja becara vagere maLI anya 40 jeTalI vyaktio para lakhAyelA che. A badhA patramAM saMbodhana tathA daskatamAM paNa zrImadanI AdhyAtmikatA jaNAyA vinA rahetI nathI. joke temaNe saMbaMdhano ke daskato ghaNuM ochA patromAM karyA che, paNa jyAM maLe che tyAM te dharmAnurAgIne zobhe tevA ja che. udAharaNa tarIke - saMbodhana AMka sAdhana AMka AtmahitAbhilASI AjJAMkti para dharma Icchaka bhAIzrI mumukSu bhAIe 139 dharmajijJAsu bhAI tribhuvana 142 sat jijJAsu mArgAnusArI mati 172 mahAbhAgya jIvanamukta 191 daskata daskata tyAgInA yathAyogya - ra7 zrI bodhisvarUpa 318 sasvarUpapUrvaka namaskAra 365 dharmopajIvananA Icchaka rAyacaMda ravajIbhAInA yathAvidhi pramANe 115

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zrImadde pAte mumukSuone lakhelA patramAM mukhyatve dharmane lagatI tattvavicAraNA karI che ane keTalIka vakhata mumukSuoe pUchAvelA tattvanA praznonA uttarA ApyA che te ApaNe joyuM. A vicAraNA judA judA mumukSuone ane jude jude samaye lakhAyelA patrarUpe che, tethI eka patramAM judA judA muddAonI, ane eka muddAnI judA judA patromAM bhinna bhinna dRSTikAthI thayelI vicAraNA jovA maLe te svAbhAvika che. AthI keTalIka vAra ekanA eka muddAnu` ke vicAra vastunu punarAvartana paNa temAM jovA maLe te sahaja che. keTalIka vAra eka viSaya paratve vadhu vicAraNA te anya viSaya paratve echI vicAraNA thayelI che, kAraNa ke A samagra vicAraNA mumukSuone uttararUpe lakhAyelI che. A ja kAraNe temanA anya sAhityanI jema ahIM te vicAraNA susaMkalita svarUpamAM ApaNane maLatI nathI. tema chatAM zrImadde lakhelA patromAM pUrvAparivarAdhavALAM vacanA jovA maLatAM nathI. vaLI, temAMthI zrImadnu' peAtAnuM rNima du jANavAnA lAbha maLe che. Ama A patro zrImadnuM tattvaciMtana jANavA mATe ghaNA upayAgI che. temanA e tattvajJAna vize paMDita sukhalAlajI lakhe che keH-- 420 " zrImadbhu peAtAnu' ja kahI zakAya evu' kaMI paNa tattvajJAna temanAM lakhANeAmAM nathI. temanA jIvanamAM bhAratIya RSioe ci'tavelu' ja tattvajJAna sa`krame che. temAMya temanA prAthamika jIvanamAM je thADAka vaidika ke vaiSNava tattvajJAnanA saMskArA hatA, te krame samULagA kharI jaI, tenuM sthAna jaina tattvajJAna le che, ane e emanA vicAra tema ja jIvanamAM eTala' madhu AtapAta thaI jAya che ke, temanI vANI ane vyavahAra jaina tattvajJAnanAM daNa banI jAya che. '1 paMDita sukhalAlajIe ApelA temanA tattvajJAna vizenA A abhiprAya temanA patro vAMcatAM saMmata thavAyAgya lAge che. zrImadre aneka sthaLeAe kahyuM che ke, te sarvajJa tIrthaMkara prabhue je kahyu che te ja jaNAve che, tenAthI kaMI vizeSa kahevAnI pAtAnI zakti nathI, sarva jJAnIoe A ja vastu jaNAvI che. Ama temaNe bhAratIya jJAnIoe batAveluM ciMtana ja rajU karyuM che, paNa te temaNe peAtAnI ciMtanazakti ane AtmikazaktithI meLavyuM hatu tema ApaNe kahI zakIe. zrImadde temanA patromAM jIva, ajIva, meAkSa, tenA upAya, sauMsAra, sukhaduHkha, karma, karmanAM vividha svarUpa, jagatanuM ekaMdara svarUpa, Izvara, jIvanu' ekatva, anekatva, sadguru, satsaMga, bhakti, jJAna vagere tattvajJAnanA pradezamAM AvatA aneka muddAone aneka vAra carcyA che. te badhA muddA vize paDita sukhalAlajI lakhe che keH-~~ " temaNe e badhA muddA paratve UMDI ane vedhaka carcA karI che, paNa te mAtra jainaSTine avala'khIne ane jainadRSTinuM poSaNa thAya e rIte ja. koI eka jaina dharma guru kare tema. phera eTaleA avazya che ke krame krame temanA ciMtana ane vAcananA pramANamAM e carcAe kAI eka jaina vADAgata zAstramAM parimita na rahetAM, samagra jainazAstrana spazI ne cAle che."2 1. " zrImad rAjacaMdra eka samAleAcanA '', " zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicAraratne '', pR. 143, 2. ejana 5, 144,

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8. zrImanI tavicAraNA-patromAM 41 A ja abhiprAyane thADA vistArI ApaNe zrImad mATe kahI zakIe ke te krame krame kAI paNa dharmanA Agraha rAkhavAmAMthI mukta thaI gayA hatA. zrImadde karelI A vicAraNA vAMcyA pachI sau koI meAhanalAla dalIcaMda desAInI jema kahevA prerAya keH "pAte kavi tarIke oLakhAyA paNa kharI rIte pradhAnapaNe kavi nahi, paNa philasUpha hatA. '3 zrImad karelI vicAraNA jANavI sugama paDe e hetuthI eka eka viSaya laIne tenA vizenA zrImanA vicAra| ahI ekatra karyA che. eka eka patranI vicAraNA tapAsatAM tenA khyAla AvI zake tema na heAvAthI, uparanI ceAjanA vizeSa anukULa lAge che,ja temaNe vicArelA judA judA viSayA joIe. du:SamakALapa hAlamAM vartatA kALa te duHSama che ema zrImad aneka patromAM jaNAvyu` che. mahAvIra prabhue A kALane "pa`camakALa " tarIke ane vyAsa munie "kaLiyuga " tarIke oLakhAvela che. A uparAMta khIjA aneka jJAnIoe paNa hAlamAM vatA kALane aniSTa kALa gaNAvyA che. mahAvIra prabhu, vyAsa muni tathA anya jJAnIoe A kALane aniSTa zA mATe kahyo che te batAvavA te kALanAM keTalAMka lakSaNA paNa zrImad batAvyAM che, ane A kALane duHkhama kahyo che. ane jainadarzana anusAra, avasarpiNI ane utsarpiNI ema be vibhAgathI eka kALacakra thAya che. avasarpiNImAM dhIre dhIre anitA vadhatI jAya che, ane utsarpiNImAM te aniSTatA ghaTatI jAya che. hAlamAM avasarpiNI kALa cAle che. avasarpiNI ane utsarpiNImAM cha ArA hoya che. avasarpiNImAM pratyeka ArAnuM kALapramANa nAnuM thatuM jAya utsarpiNImAM te meATu' thatuM jAya che. avasarpiNImAM pahelA ArA cAra kADAkA sAgaranA, bIjo traNanA, trIne enA, cAthA 1 kaDAkADa sAgaramAM 42000 varSa AchAnA, pame 21000 varSanA ane chaThTho paNa 21000 varSanA hoya che, utsarpiNImAM AthI kharAkhara UlaTu kALapramANu hAya che. pahele chaThThA pramANe, bIjo pAMcamA pramANe, vagere. hAlamAM avasaNInA pAMcame ArA cAle che. ane tenAM lakSaNA mahAvIra prabhue tathA aneka AcAryae jaNAvyAM che. e ja pramANe veDhAMtamAM satyuga, dvAparayuga, tretAyuga ane kaliyuga ema cAra vibhAga che. temAM paNa eka eka yuge sadguNNAnA lApa thatA jAya che. tenA pramANe hAlamAM kaLiyuga cAle che, ane tenAM lakSaNA pa`camakALanAM matAvelAM lakSaNeAne ghaNAM maLatAM Ave che. 3. " jaina sAhityane sAkSipta itihAsa pR. 711, 4. A vicAraNAmAM temanA svataMtra lekhA, kAvyA ke anya kRttimAM AvatI vicAraNA, je anya sthaLa jovAI gayela hoya tenA samAveza thatA nathI. tema chatAM vizALa daSTie jotAM temanI sAhityika kRtiomAM je tattvadarzIna che te ja A patrAmAM anyarUpe mukAyeluM joI zakAze. 4. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, patrAMka : 126, 176, 238, 398, 422 vagere.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi - A kALanAM vividha lakSaNe zrImade judA judA patromAM vyakta karyA che. temAM AtmArthatA, bhakti, satsaMga, nIti, saraLatA, namratA vagere sadaguNa kame krame kSINa thatA jaze, ane saMsArArtha, kusaMga, anIti, kapaTapaNuM, viSayakaSAyabhAva, abhimAna vagere durgaNe vadhatA jaze, eTale ke sAttvika vRttinuM sthAna rAjasI ane tAmasI vRtti laze, A kALamAM ethI sadadharma, satsaMga, mumukSatA vagerene lopa thato jaze te zrImade vAraMvAra kheda sAthe jaNAvyuM che. A badhAne lIdhe temaNe A kALane duHSama kahIne varNavyo che, tene mATe pAMca kAraNe temaNe eka patramAM (AMka 4rara) varNavyAM che. pUrvanA AdhAraka cho A kALamAM janmatA nathI te paheluM kAraNa che. pUrve jemaNe mikSamArganuM ArAdhana karyuM nathI tevA ja moTAbhAganA jIvo A kALamAM manuSyapaNuM pAmyA che, te bIjuM kAraNa che. AvA janmelA manuSyone mekSamArga ArAdhavAnuM sUjhatuM nahi hovAthI satsaMganI ati durlabhatA thaI paDI che, te trIja kAraNa che. AvA jIvane je kaMI saMjogomAM puruSane ega thAya to tene oLakhI zakatA nathI ane pitAnA matAgrahamAM ja taNAI jAya che te zuM kAraNa che. ane kavacit te satsamAgamane vega bane, jJAnInI oLakha thAya te paNa prabaLa puruSArtha upADI zake teTaluM vIrya ke zakti A kALamAM nathI te A kALane duHSama kahevAnuM pAMcamuM kAraNa che. A duSama kALamAM mokSamArga maLavo bahu durlabha che. ane te durlabhatA batAvI vizeSa prabaLa puruSArtha upADavAnI bhalAmaNa zrImade ThekaThekANe karI che. duSamakALa jaIne nirAza thavAne badale vizeSa jorathI prabaLa puruSArtha karavAnuM kartavya zrImad mumukSune batAvyuM che. ane kono kyAre keTalo saMga rAkhave te vize bahu vicArapUrvaka vartavAnI bhalAmaNa karI che. A duSamakALamAM sAce sadabhAgI keNa te batAvatAM eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - " duSamakALane vize vihvaLapaNuM jene paramArtha vize nathI thayuM, citta vikSepa pAmyuM nathI, saMge karI pravartanabheda pAmyuM nathI, bIjI prItinA prasaMge jenuM citta AvRta thayuM nathI, bIjAM je kAraNe tene vize jene vizvAsa vartate nathI, evA jo koI hoya to te A kALane vize bIjo zrI rAma che. " 5 AvA puruSane zrImadda mUrti mAna mekSa" tarIke gaNAve che. saMsAra cha zubha ke azubha karmanA phaLarUpe jIva cAre gatimAM judA judA deha dhAraNa karI cheDa AvyA che, ane jyAM jyAM jAya tyAM mArApaNuM karato Avyo che. A mehanIyanA prabaLa udayathI tenuM cAre gatimAM paribhramaNa te saMsAra che. A saMsArane zrImada sahita sarva . "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti, pa, khaMDa 1, pR. 14. cha. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, 1, patrAMkaH 37, 814, 103, 331,383, 783, vagere. For Private & Personal use only

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8. zrImadnI tathavicAraNA -patromAM jJAnIee ekAMte duHkhakartA gaNAvyA che. sa'sAramAM leza paNa sukha nathI, je kaMI sukha dekhAya che te mAtra kalpanAthI che, vAstavika nathI, tevA sarva jJAnIonA abhiprAya che. jyAM, dekhAtA pratyeka sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha raheluM che te sa`sAranA aMta ANavA mATeneA Adha pratyeka jJAnIe karyA che, deha, kuTuMba, lakSmI, vaibhava, vilAsa AdinA mamatvamAM sukha mAnanAra jIva te badhAnuM grahaNu ane tyAga tenA karmAnusAra karatA AvyA che. paNa te badhAmAMthI mArApaNu' cheDavAthI ja saMsArakSaya thAya che. tethI zrImad evA nizcaya para AvyA hatA ke kuTuMbarUpI kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahevAthI sasAranI vRddhi thAya che ane tenA tyAgathI jeTalA sa'sArakSaya thAya che tenA sAmA hisse paNa kuTuMbavAsathI sa`sArakSaya nathI thatA. vaLI, sa'sAranI dhanikAvasthA, ninAvasthA, vaibhava, prabhutA, bAlyAvasthA, cuvAvasthA, vRddhAvasthA AdimAMthI kAI paNa avasthA temane sukhakara lAgatI nathI. AthI e sarva mAMthI mAha ocheA karI, AtmajJAna pAmavA mATenA puruSArtha karavAnA temanA upadeza che. saMsAramAM kAI paNa vyakti evI nathI ke jene koI ne koI prakAranuM duHkha na hoya, tethI avyAkhAdha sukha meLavavA, temaNe tenA kSaya ja Ichyo che, paNa sasAramAM thoDAka pazu prema hAya teA jIvane sAcA paramArtha samajAtA nathI, ane koI jJAnInI tenAthI avajJA thaI jAya te tenA anata saMsAra vadhI paDe che. AtmasvarUpanA ajJAnane lIdhe, vartamAna deha Adi khAdya padArthomAM lInatAne lIdhe saMsAramAM jIvane mArApaNu' lAge che, sukha lAge che, paNa vAstavika rIte joIe te temAM duHkha ja rahelu' che. sauMsAramAM AvatI pratyeka muzkelI jIvane paramA STithI vicAratAM sasAra taravA mATenuM uttama nimitta che. pratikULa sajogo UbhA thAya te saMsAranI asAratA vicAravAnuM jIvane vizeSa bane che, ane temAM samabhAva rAkhI vartavAmAM Ave te saMsArakSaya ghaNI varAthI thAya che. tethI teA zrImadde eka patramAM lakhyu che ke Ra "game teTalI vipattie AvI paDe tathApi jJAnI dvArA sAMsArika phaLanI IcchA karavI ceAgya nathI. '8 ne sAMsArika phaLanI IcchAmAM paDI javAya te paramAtha cUkI javAya che. zrImad seAbhAgabhAI ne sAMsArika muzkelIe samabhAve vedavAnA upadeza karatA je pA lakhyA hatA temAM zrImanI saMsAra vizenI vicAraNA jANavA maLe che. tevA eka patramAM zrImadde saMsAranu svarUpa varNavatAM lakhyuM hatuM ke : 66 jJAnIpuruSa paNa atyaMta nizcaya upayeAge vatAM vatAM cit paNa mada pariNAma pAmI jAya evI A sa*sAranI racanA che. " 9 . 8. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 146. 9. ejana, pR. 177,

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424 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi AthI zrImadda saMsArathI khUba kaMTALelA hatA, ane tenAthI nivRtti icchatA hatA. Ama chatAM saMsAramAM rahevA mATe eka sthiti temane anukULa lAgI hatI, te vize temaNe lakhyuM che ke - jagata AtmarUpa mAnavAmAM Ave, je thAya te ja mAnavAmAM Ave, paranA doSa jovAmAM na Ave, potAnA guNanuM utkRSTapaNuM sahana karavAmAM Ave, te ja A saMsAramAM rahevuM yogya che, bIjI rIte nahi." 10 A rIte rahevuM keTaluM kaThina che? sukhadu:kha11 sarva jJAnIoe saMsArane duHkhamaya ane AtmAnA anubhavone sukhamaya gaNAvyA che. A ja jAtane abhiprAya zrImadde paNa temanA patromAM vAraMvAra vyakta karela jaNAya che; saMsAranA svarUpanI ke anya vicAraNA karatI vakhate A abhiprAya Apelo jaNAya che. pratyeka jIva janma, jarA, maraNa vagerenA duHkha sAthe bIjA aneka duHkha paNa bhagave che. keIne zarIrano vyAdhi hoya che, keIne dhananuM, koIne mananuM, koIne kuTuMbanuM, keIne snehInuM ema koI ne koI prakAranuM duHkha hoya ja che, kaI ja jAtanuM duHkha na hoya tevA keI jIva saMsAramAM che ja nahi. dareka jIva sukhane Icche che, chatAM Ama kaI ne keAI jAtanuM duHkha te zA mATe bhogave che? e praznane vicAra zrImade bahu UMDANapUrvaka karavA jaNAvyuM che. jIva sAcA sukhane samajyA vinA sukha meLavavA phAMphAM mAre che tethI duHkha pAme che; mATe paramArtha-mAge javAnI zrImadda bhalAmaNa kare che, kAraNa ke tyAM ja sAcuM sukha che. paramArtha-mArga tarapha vaLyA pachI, jJAna thayA pachI navAM karma bahu ochAM upArjana thAya che. paNa jJAna thayA pahelAM je karma upArjana karyA hoya tene pariNAme jJAna thayA pachI paNa duHkha, azAtA, vedanAne udaya Ave che, je udaya bAhyathI ajJAnI jevo ja dekhAya che. paNa te baMnenA bhegavavAmAM phera hoya che. jJAnIne sukha ane duHkha baMnemAM samabhAva hoya che; sAtA vedanIthI harSa ane asAtA vedanIthI tene zoka thatuM nathI tyAre ajJAnIne te baMne thAya che, ane temAMthI navAM karma bAMdhe che. te bhagavatI vakhate jJAnIne jUnAM karmanI nirjarA thAya che ane ajJAnIne jUnAM karmanI nirjarA sAthe navAM karmane baMdha thAya che. A sukhaduHkhanI avasthAmAM jJAnInuM vartana kevuM hoya te jaNAvatAM zrImade eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke : 10. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti, 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 37. 11. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, patrAMka : 194,487, 562, 603, 916 vagere.

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8. zrImadanI vicAraNA - patramAM kara5 jJAnI puruSane je sukha vate che te nijasvabhAvamAM sthitinuM vate che. anya bAdyapadArthomAM tene sukhabuddhi nathI, mATe te te padArthathI jJAnIne sukhaduHkha AdinuM vizeSa chApaNuM kahI zakAtuM nathI, joke sAmAnyapaNe zarIranAM svAthyAdithI zAtA, javarAdithI azAtA jJAnI ane ajJAnI baMnene thAya che, tathApi jJAnIne te te prasaMge harSa-viSAdane heta nathI athavA jJAnanA tAratamyamAM canapADyuM hoya te ke harSa-viSAda tethI thAya che, tathApi kevaLa ajAgratatAne pAmavA gya evA harSa-viSAda thatA nathI. udayabaLe kaMIke tevAM pariNAma thAya che. te paNa vicAra jAgRtine lIdhe te udaya kSINa karavA pratye jJAnI puruSanA pariNAma varte che.12 - sukhaduHkha pratye jJAnInI AvI viziSTa dRSTi hovAne lIdhe temane Azraye je samagra jIvana vitAvavAmAM Ave to jIvanA janmamaraNanA pherA TaLI jAya che, duHkha maTI jAya che ane AtmAnuM anaMta sukha prApta thAya che. pratyeka duHkha TALavA mATe jJAnInI AjJA pramAdarahita thaI pALavI, e ja zreSTha upAya che. zreyana, sukhane Avo mArga to viralA puruSe ja jANe che. te vize zrImade lakhyuM che ke - sarva sukhane iche che, paNa keIka viralA puruSa te sukhanuM yathArtha svarUpe jANe che."13 jyAM sudhI duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa yathArthapaNe jovAmAM na AvyuM hoya tyAM sudhI te TALavAne game teTalo prayatna karavAmAM Ave to paNa duHkhano kSaya thaI zake nahi, ane game teTalI aruci, aprIti ke abhAva e duHkha pratye Ave chatAM tene anubhavyA karavuM paDe. vAstavika upAyathI te maTADavAno prayatna karavAmAM Ave ane chatAM te na maTe tethI aneka jAtanA vikalpa thayA kare ke A duHkha zA mATe maTatuM nathI ? tene je yathArtha vicAra karavAmAM Ave te samajAya ke jJAnIne Azraye, sarvasamarpaNabhAvathI vartavAthI A duHkhane nAza thAya tema che. manuSyadeha - zarIra14 saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA jIvane manuSya, deva, tiryaMca ke naraka e cAra gatimAMnI koI paNa eka gatino deha karmano bhogavaTA mATe prApta thAya che. A cAramAMthI koI paNa deha nitya nathI, AtmA mULa azarIrI che, paNa karmanA phaLarUpe tene deha maLe che. A cAra prakAranA dehamAMthI manuSyadeha uttama gaNAya che. bhautika rIte devano daMDa sAtAdanI Ape che, paNa mukti meLavavAne prabaLa puruSArtha karavo hoya to te manuSyadeha 12. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 284. agAsa AvRtti pR. 467 AMka : 603 13. ejana, khaMDa 2, pR. 297. 14. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, patrAMkaH 592, 6 89, 692, 927, vagere. 54

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saraka zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi dvArA ja thaI zake che, ane jIva mukti paNa e deha dvArA ja pAme che. tethI jJAnIe A dehanuM mahattva ghaNuM vizeSa mAne che. alabatta, e deha paNa anitya che, temAM keTalAMye duHkha rahelAM che, te apekSAe deha duHkhadAyaka paNa che. sAmAnya jIva dehanI anityatA Adi bhUlIne vartamAnandehamAM ati lInatAthI varte che. A pUrve aneka deha bhAgavyA che, ane sAcI samajaNu na Ave te A pachI paNa aneka deha bhAgavavAnA che te bhUlIne vartamAnandehamAM mArApaNuM karI, te deha kAI kALe nAza pAmavAnA na hoya tevA mamatvathI varte che. ane te . mamatva eTalI hada sudhI pravarte lu' hAya che ke dehamAM keAI pIDA ke rAga utpanna thAya te te peAtAne-AtmAne ja thAya che ema mAnI klezita thaI varte che. paNa jJAnIonI dehu prati sRSTi judA prakAranI heAya che. tee temAM mArApaNuM karatA nathI, ane karmanA bheAgavaTA rUpe te maLyA che tema mAnI tenA prati niHspRha thaI varte che. te zarIramAM vedanA utpanna thAya te te levA iMdra, nAgeMdra ke jinendra paNa samatha nathI, te kamanA phaLarUpe utpanna thayelI che tema jANI tene samatAthI vede che, ane AtmAne jarA paNa klezita thavA detA nathI. teo deha prati mamatva karyA vinA, dehane AtmAne pUravAnuM pi Mjara mAnI, te dehathI AtmAnA chUTakArA thAya tevA prayatna karavAmAM ja magna hAya che. teo uyamAM AvelAM kane bhAgavI, navAM na baMdhAya, ane je badhAyelAM heAya te pU thatAM sarvAMkama mukta thaI javAya tevI pravRtti vartamAna manuSyadehamAM ja karI levA khUba Atura hAya che; kAraNa ke e mATenI pravRtti manuSyadeha dvArA jeTalI utkaTatAthI thaI zake che, teTalI utkaTatAthI khIjA kAI paNa dehathI thatI nathI. Ama jJAnIne mana manuSyadehanuM ghaNuM mahattva hAya che. A mahattvanA dehamAM paNa jJAnI mAyA - mamatA karatA nathI, ane peAtAne cAgya jIvanamukti meLavavAnA puruSArtha karavAmAM ja teo rata rahe che. ajJAnI dehamAM pIDA thatAM peAtAnA AtmAne klezita kare che, ane te A dhyAnamAM navAM karma upArjana karI vizeSa pIDA nAtare che. jJAnI evA prasaMge samatA rAkhI navAM karma bAMdhatA nathI ane jUnAM kanI nirjarA karI nAkhe che. maLelA manuSyadehamAM jIve karavA cAgya kavya batAvatAM zrImadde eka patramAM lakhyu che keH~~ " A dauM karavA ceAgya kAya to eka ja che ke koI pratye rAga athavA kAI pratye ki'citmAtra dveSa na rahe, sarvatra samadA varte, e ja kalyANanA mukhya nizcaya che.'15 " jJAnIoe manuSyapaNuM ciMtArmANaratnatulya kahyu` che, te vicArA tA pratyakSa jaNAya tevu che, vizeSa vicAratAM te te manuSyapaNAnA eka samayamAtra ciMtANiratnathI parama mAhAtmyavAna ane mUlyavAna dekhAya che. ane jo hAmAM ja te manuSyapaNuM vyatIta thayu te te eka phUTI badAmanI kiMmatanuM nathI, ema niHsaMdeha dekhAya che. '16 15. * zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti pa, khaMDa 1, pR. 56. agAsa AvRtti AMka 780, 16, " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 2, pR. 561, AMka : 725. 66

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8. zrImadanI tattvavicAraNa-patromAM kama1 7 jIva zubha ke azubha bhAva karI pudagala paramANuone pitAnA Atmapradeza tarapha AkarSe che ane karmabaMdha kare che. je zubha karma hoya te zubha phaLa maLe che, ane azubha karma hoya te azubha phaLa maLe che. karma anaMta prakAranAM che, temAM 156 mahattvanAM che, temAM paNa 8 mukhya che. A ATha karma te jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, aMtarAya, mehanIya, AyuSya, nAma, netra ane vadanIya. temAM pahelAM cAra ghAtI ane bIjA cAra aghAtI kahevAya che. pahelAM cAra AtmAnA guNane ghAta karatAM hovAthI ghAtI kahevAya che, tene sIdhe AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha che, bAkInAM cAra AtmAnA guNanA ghAta karatAM na hovAthI aghAtI kahevAya che, ane tene zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha che. cAra ghAtI karmamAM jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNaya karma AtmAnA jJAna ane darzana guNanA ghAta kare che. aMtarAya karma AtmAnA bhegane Avare che, tene bhoga levA detuM nathI. ane mehanIya karma AtmAne paravastumAM meha - mamatva karAve che, AtmAnA sAcA svarUpane khyAla AvavA detuM nathI. Ama A cAre karma AtmAnA keI ne kaI svarUpanI rukAvaTa kare che. A badhAM karmane ciMtana, manana, dhyAna Adi sAdhanAthI nAza karI zakAya che. aghAtI karmanI sthiti judA prakAranI che. teo AtmAnA guNane ghAta karatA nathI, paNa bIjI rIte naDatararUpa thAyuM che. AyuSya te dehanuM hoya che, karmAnusAra AtmAne dahanAM kada, vANI, varNa, nIrAgitA Adi maLe che. evuM ja zubha ke azubha nAma, ucca ke nIca gotra mATe che. ane vedanIya te zAtA ke azAtA Ape che. kevaLajJAna thAya te A cAramAMthI eka paNa karma AtmAne naDatararUpa thaI zakatuM nathI, tenI samarthatA cAlI jAya che, eTale tenuM mahatva ghAtI karatAM ochuM che. paNa teno nAza sahelAIthI thatuM nathI. ghAtI kameM ciMtana, manana AdithI nAza pAme che, paNa aghAtI karmanI nivRtti te te bhagavyAthI ja thAya che. AyuSya, nAma, netra ke vedanIya karma je prakAranAM ane je sthitinAM bAMdhyAM hAya te pramANe te bhagavyA vinA nivRtta thaI zakatAM nathI. tIrthakarAdine paNa kevaLajJAna pragaTahyA pachI deha, nAma, zetra, zAtA-azAtA vedanI bhegavavAM paDe che, teo paNa te bhogavyA vinA mukta thaI zaktA nathI. ghAtI karmonI bAbatamAM AthI juduM che. te karmo AtmAnA guNono ghAta kare che, paNa te jeTalI sthitinuM bAMdhyuM hoya teTalI ja sthitie bhagavAI rahe tevuM nathI. manana, ciMtana, dhyAna, pazcAttApa, bhakti Adi sAdhana dvArA tene a85 kALamAM paNa bhogavI zakAya che. paNa saMsArathI jIvane na chUTavA devAmAM A karmo ja bhAga bhajave che. cAra ghAtI karmomAM sauthI prabaLa mohanIya che. tenA be prakAra che ? darzanamoha ane cAritraha. je karma AtmAnA darzanaguNane ghAta kare che te darzanamoha, ane cAritraguNane 17. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 4.7, 894, 548, 733, 91pa vagere.

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48 zrImanI jIvanasaddhi ghAta kare che te cAritramAha. A karma nI utkRSTamAM utkRSTa sthiti 70 keDAke sAgaropamanI che, eTale ke jIva ekasAthe vadhumAM vadhu te kALa sudhI cAle teTalI sthitinu mAhanIya karma bAMdhI zake che. tenI sthiti ghaTADatAM ghaTADatAM 1 kADAkeDa sAgaropamathI ochI thAya tyAre jIvane samakita prApta thAya che. ane te pachI te ka`nA dhIre dhIre saMpUrNa nAza thAya che. jJAna na thayuM hoya teA eka karmanI sthiti pUrI thAya te pahelAM jIva bIjuM kama khAMdhe che, ane e rIte mAhanIyanA karma ba`dha vadhAryo kare che. A karma badhAM karmomAM sauthI baLavAna che. tene nAza thAya tA khIjAM karyA jaldI kAbUmAM AvI jAya che. satpuruSanI AjJAe pravartana karavAthI A kanA jhaDapathI nAza thAya che. jJAna ane dunane AvaraNa karanAra karma paNa jJAnInA AzrayathI nAza pAme che ane tenI utkRSTa sthiti lagabhaga 20 kADAkeDa sAgaropamanI che. jJAnAvaraNIya karma te ajJAna nathI, mithyAtva sahitanuM jJAna te ajJAna che, ane kAI paNa jJAnane AvaraNa karanAra karma te jJAnAvaraNIya. e ja rIte AtmAnA draSTapaNAnA guNane AvaraNa karanAra karma te darzanAvaraNIya. aMtarAya karma te jIvane dAna, lAbha, vIya, bhAga ke upabhAga karavAmAM aMtarAya kare te. je karavAnI icchA hAya te karavA na de, lAbha levA na de, te aMtarAya karma. A karma paNa mAhanIyanA nAzathI zithila thaI jAya che. prabhunA zaraNe javAthI aMtarAya jalaDhIthI tUTe che. vedanIya karma be prakAre cheH zAtA ane azAtA. zarIramAM rAgAdi vedanA utpanna thAya te azAtA vedanIya. ane tethI rahita sthiti te zAtA vedanIya. AmAM jevuM ka upArjana karyuM... hAya te pramANe bhAgavavuM ja paDe che. auSadha Adi rAgane nAza karatAM dekhAya che, paNa kharI rIte ethI kaMI karmanA nAza thatA nathI, tyAM auSadhAdi sevana karatAM karatAM karmonI sthiti pUrNa thAya eTale rAgamukti thAya tema samajavAnu che. temAM je hiMsAdithI banAvelAM auSadhanA upayoga karAyA hoya tA temAM baMdhAyelAM pApane pA kahRdaya Ave tyAre bhAgavavAM paDe che. Ama je karmanA je prakAre baMdha thayA hoya te karma te prakAre phaLa Ape te niHsaMdeha che. mAtra tenA udaya vahelA ke meDA Ave tA temAM kaba'dhanI sthiti para AdhAra rahe che, karma amuka prakAranuM, amuka sthitinuM ane amuka samaya pachI udayamAM Ave tevI rItanuM jIvanA bhAvAnusAra baMdhAya che. tethI ghaNI vakhata zubha karma karanAra duHkhI ane azubha karma karanAra sukhI jaNAya che. tevI sthitimAM evuM hoya che ke pUrva upArjana karela azubha karma vartamAnamAM uddayamAM hoya tethI zubha pravRtti karatA jIva duHkhI jaNAya che. ane pUrva upArjana karela zubha karma vartamAnamAM udayamAM hoya, tevA azubha pravRtti karatA jIva sukhI jaNAya che. Ama badhuM ka nA baMdha kayA prakAre che tenA para AdhArita je jIve je je karma jeve jeve rase khAMdhyAM che, te te kama teva tevuM rase bhAgavyA vinA chUTako nathI, e to karmonA acaLa siddhAMta che -- mAtra bAMdhelA karmanu' vahelAme|Du phaLa maLe che teTaluM ja. che. paNa

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8. zrImaddanI tatvavicAraNA - patromAM 429 A badhAM karmo jIvane anAdikALathI lAgelAM che. ane tenI nirjarA thatI hovA chatAM, te vadhatAM rahyAM che, kAraNa ke jIva sAcuM samajyo nathI. jIva je AtmasvarUpa pAme, ane rAgadveSarahita sthiti rAkhI sarva samabhAve vede te tene navAM karma baMdhAtAM nathI. pariNAme janAM karmonI nirjarA thaI jatAM te karmamukta bane che, arthAt kevaLajJAna pragaTa karI svabhAvarUpa mekSane pAme che. sAmAnya rIte jIva zubha ke azubha karma bAMdhyA ja kare che, ane te pramANe phaLa paNa bhegavyA kare che. paNa jyAre te zubhAzubha karmathI nivRtta thAya tyAre mokSa pAme che. mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA coga e karma baMdha thavAnAM pAMca kAraNe che. te kAraNe jAya tyAre karmane nAza thAya. jJAna thayA pachI jIvane karmanA koI paNa prakAranA udayamAM harSa-zAka ke rAga-dveSa thatAM nathI, je kaMI udayamAM Ave te sarvane e samabhAve vede che. ane pariNAme te karmathI mukti meLave che. jJAnInA Azraye cAlavAthI karmakSaya thAya che. jIvane saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanAra tattva te karma che. saMsArathI chUTavAnI tAlAvelI dharAvatA zrImaddanA patromAM tenI sauthI vizeSa vicAraNuM Ave te sahaja che. karma zuM che, tenA keTalA prakAra che, te kevI rIte baMdhAya che, tenA baMdhAvAnAM kAraNe, te bhagavyA vinA chuTAya kema, tenuM phaLa kayAre maLe, kevuM maLe vagere vizenI vicAraNA vividha jagyAe vividharUpe maLe che. karma e tattvajJAnanuM evuM svarUpa che ke jemAM aneka prakAranI jaTilatA che. tenA mATe aneka svataMtra graMtho racAyA che, paraMtu karmanAM vizALatA ane UMDANa eTalAM badhAM che ke te samajavA mATe paNa ghaNI pAtratA joI e. zrImade te ahIM patronA uttararUpe tene anulakSIne mukhya muddAonI ane agatyanI gaNAya teTalI vicAraNuM karI che. paNa temaNe jeTaluM samajAvyuM che te spaSTa che, jaladI samajAI jAya tevuM che. AmAMnI keTalIka vicAraNuM te mumukSuonA praznonA uttararUpe paNa apAyelI che. lagabhaga se jeTalA patromAM A vicAraNuM jovA maLe che. kaSAya18 phodha, mAna, mAyA ane lAbha e cAra prakAranA kaSAya che. A pratyeka kaSAyanA paNa cAra vibhAga che : anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhAnI, pratyAkhAnI ane saMjavalana. Ama kaSAyanI kula 16 prakRti che, temAM zrImadde sauthI vizeSa anaMtAnubaMdhInI carcA karI che. A kaSAya samajAvatAM zrImadda lakhyuM che ke : "je kaSAya pariNAmathI anaMta-saMsAranA saMbaMdha thAya te kaSAya pariNAmane jinapravacanamAM "anaMtAnubaMdhI' saMjJA kahI che. je kaSAyamAM tanmayapaNe aprazastabhAve, tIvopayoge AtmAnI pravRtti che, tyAM anaMtAnubaMdhIno saMbhava che. mukhya karIne ahI kahyAM che te sthAnake te kaSAyane saMbhava che. sadaiva, saguru ane sandharmane 18. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 2, patrAMka : 45, 52, 13, 621 vagere.

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430 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi je prakAre droha thAya, avajJA thAya, tathA vimukhabhAva thAya e Adi pravRttithI tema ja asadaiva, asaddaguru tathA asadharmane je prakAre Agraha thAya, te saMbaMdhI kRtakanyatA mAnya thAya, e Adi pravRttithI pravartatAM "anaMtAnubaMdhI-kaSAya" saMbhave che. athavA jJAnInAM vacanamAM strIputrAdi bhAvone je maryAdA pachI ichatAM nirdhvasa pariNAma kahyAM che te pariNAme pravartatAM paNa "anaMtAnubaMdhI" hovA yogya che.19 je kaSAyathI anaMta-saMsAra vadhI jAya te anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya. ane e anaMtasaMsAra kaI rIte vadhe te zrImadda uparanA avataraNamAM spaSTa batAvyuM che. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobhane kSaya, upazama ke kSayapazama thAya tyAre ja samati thAya che. samati thAya tyAre anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya udayamAM nathI hoto, paNa te cArenI pratyAkhAnI, apratyAkhAnI ane saMjavalana e traNa prakRti bAkI hoya che. A cArenI taratamatA anusAra A vibhAga karavAmAM AvyA che. sauthI vadhu tIvra kaSAya te anaMtAnubaMdhI ane sauthI mRdu kaSAya te saMjavalana. saMjavalanamAM sUkSma prakAranAM kaMdhi, mAna, mAyA ane lAbha hAya che. A kaSAya hovAthI jIvane karmabaMdhana thayA kare che. vaLI, rAga ane dveSa e kaSAyanuM ja eka rUpa che. IchanI prApti ke aniSTanA virogathI rAga ane aniSTanI prApti tathA ISTanA viyegathI zveSabhAva thAya che, te kaSAya che. kaSAya hovAthI jIva sAcuM sukha meLavI zakate nathI, eTaluM ja nahi tenuM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa paNa vadhI jAya che. AthI kaSAya e ghaNI aniSTa vastu che. A kaSAyanuM svarUpa samajAvI zrImade tenAthI nivRtta thavAne bodha aneka jagyAe karyo che. rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, vagerethI chUTavAne bodha zrImade ane bIjA jJAnIoe karyo che. A kaSAyanI maMdatA jIvane sadagurunI AjJAe pravartatAM jhaDapathI thAya che. gRhasthAvAsamAM paNa nyAyasaMpana AjIvikA Adi vyavahAra karavAmAM Ave te kaSAyanI maMdatA Ave che, ane sAthe sAthe jJAnIne mArga AtmapariNAmI thAya to tethI paNa kaSAyanI vizeSa maMdatA thAya che. dIkSA lIdhI heya te tyAM paNa kaSAyanI maMdatA karavI te lakSa hA joIe. kaSAyanI maMdatA Ave tyAre ja dIkSApaNuM saphaLa thAya che, kAraNa ke anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI cekaDI tUTe tyAre ja samati - AtmAnubhava thAya che. ane saMpUrNa kaSAyarahita sthiti te mokSa, te paNa kame karIne maLe che. sadehe paNa saMpUrNa kaSAyarahita thaI zakAya che. paNa tevA che te viralA ja hoya che. parvopArjita karmane lIdhe dehu hoya che, paNa kaSAyarahita thatAM cAre kaSAyanI cAre prakRti nAza pAmyA pachI paNa dehAdi rahe che, ane te sthitimAM jIvana kaSAyarahita sthiti hoya che. te kaSAyarahita sthiti aMdaranI vastu hovAthI keTalIka vAra anya jIvonA khyAlamAM paNa na Ave, kAraNa ke saMjavalana prakRti eTalI badhI sUkSama che ke te samajavA sAmA jIvanI paNa eTalI ja pAtratA joIe. 19. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, . 237. agAsa AvRtti AMka 613.

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8. zrImadanI tathavicAraNa-patramAM jIvanA doSa20 jIvane kSamAga na maLavA mATe mukhyatve cAra kAraNe cheH svachaMda, ajJAna, abhiniveza ane abhimAna. A cAre kAraNe vize zrImade pote lakhelA patramAM vAraMvAra carcA karI che, te vize abhiprAya paNa Apela che. | svarachaMda eTale ke pitAne ruce te anusAra cAlavAnI vRtti, bIjA koI kahe tema nahi, jJAnInI AjJAe nahi, paNa potAnI ruci anusAra cAlavuM te svachaMda che. anAdi kALathI jIva svarachaMdathI ja vartate Avyo che, eTale tene mArganI prApti thaI nathI. mArga na maLavAnuM sauthI baLavAna kAraNa svachaMda che. te jAya te jIvanA anya deze paNa jAya che. jIvamAM svachaMda hoya to tene jJAnInI oLakhANa thatI nathI, ane oLakhANa thAya to tenI AjJA anusAra vatI zakato nathI, pariNAme jIvanuM saMsAra-paribhramaNa thayA ja kare che. je saMsAranA duHkhathI ane paribhramaNathI chUTavuM hoya te svachaMdane tyAga karavo joIe. svachaMda, jJAnInI oLakha karI tenI AjJA pramANe cAlavAthI maTe che. svaccheda jatAM mArga maLe che, mumukSatA Ave che, jJAnI mATe ahobhAva jAge che, bhavabhramaNa jAya che, vagere lAbha thAya che. Ama zrImad svachaMda choDavA khUba bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. jIvano Avo bIjo moTo doSa che te ajJAna che. ajJAna eTale jJAnarahita dazA nahi, paNa mithyAtva sahitanuM jJAna. je mithyAtva jAya te jIvane samyajJAna thAya ane tenuM ajJAna mATe. A ajJAnane lIdhe, jIvanuM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa thayA kare che. tethI ajJAna e kalyANanA mArgamAM aMtarAyarUpa che. saraLapaNuM, kSamA, potAnA doSanuM jevuM, alpAraMbha, a85 parigraha, jJAnI puruSanI atyaMta bhakti - e badhAM sAdhano jJAnInI AjJAe karavAthI ajJAnathI nivRtti thAya che, te vize zrImade lakhyuM che ke - "jyAM sudhI pratyakSa jJAnInI IrachAe eTale AjJAe nahi vartAya tyAM sudhI ajJAnanI nivRtti thavI saMbhavatI nathI."21 A ja kAraNe vicAravAna jIvane ajJAna sivAya bIjA koIno bhaya hoya nahi, ane te ajJAna-pariSahanI nivRtti karavAne prabaLa puruSAthI heya. satsaMga, sapuruSane roga vagere ajJAna TALavAnAM baLavAna nimitta che. jIvane mArga na maLavAmAM AvuM trIjuM kAraNa che abhiniveza. abhiniveza eTale Asakti. jIva AtmA sivAyanA deha, pudagala, dhana, vaibhava, strI, putra, kuTuMba, sattA, anya mAnyatA vagerene vize Asakti rAkhe che te abhiniveza che. abhiniveza be prakAre cheH laukika ane zAstrIya. bAhya padArtho, deha ItyAdimAM Asakti hevI te laukika abhiniveza che. A sarvemAM Asakti ochI karI, mamatA ghaTADI vartavAthI guNone udaya thAya che. 20. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, patrAMkaH 696, 254, 449, parara, pa97, 658 vagere. 21. " zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 34.

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232 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi paNa jyAM sudhI dravyAdinA lAbha, tRSNA, daihikamAna, kuLajAti sabaMdhI mAha, svacchaMdathI amuka gacchane Agraha rAkhavA vagere laukika abhiniveza hoya tyAM sudhI kalyANa thatuM nathI. zAstrIya abhiniveza aMge zrImadre kahyuM che ke H~~ AtmA sivAya zAsranI je je prakAre jIve mAnyatA karI kRtArthatA mAnI che, te sarva zAstrIya abhiniveza che.''22 svacchaMda TALyA vinA zAstronI kAI ne kAI vAtane khATuM mahattva ApavuM te zAstrIya abhiniveza che, tenAthI jIvane guNa pragaTAvavAmAM aMtarAya thAya che, tethI te heya che. paNa svacchaMdarahita puruSane AtmA samajavA mATe zAstro upakArI che e lakSa rAkhIne satzAstra vicAravAmAM Ave te! te zAstrIya abhiniveza gaNAya nahi. Ama jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAthI A baMne prakAranA abhiniveza tyAgI zakAya che tema zrImad jaNAvyu che. jIvanA mAnabhAva - abhimAna e paNa moTA doSa che. temAM mamatA bhaLatAM te doSA vizeSa vadhe che. jIvane kuLana', dehanuM, rUpana, sattAnuM, dhananu... - ema aneka prakAranu abhimAna hoya che. e ja rIte anya padArthA prati Asakti paNa jovAmAM Ave che. A abhimAna ane mamatA jIvanA doSo che. tenAthI jIvanuM ayANa thAya che, kAraNa ke temAMthI rAgadveSa janmatAM karma baMdha ghaNA vadhI paDe che. tethI A doSonA jema bane tema tvarAthI kSaya karavAnI bhalAmaNa zrImadde karI che. A abhimAna TALavA mATe saddagurunA tathA prabhunA guNA vicAravA ceAgya che. temanA guNe! vicAratAM peAtAnA alpatvanu bhAna thAya che ane abhimAna TaLe che. khIjI bAju pAtAnA nAnAmAM nAnA doSane mATe satata jAgrata rahevAthI abhimAna TaLe che. A ahaMbhAva katyAre ane kevA prakAre maTe te jaNAvatAM zrImadde eka patramAM lakhyuM hatuM ke :~ " te ahabhAvane jo AgaLathI jhera jevA pratIta karyA hoya, te pUrvApara tenA sa'bhava eche. thAya. kaIka aMtaramAM cAturyAdi bhAve mIThAza sUkSmapariNatie paNa rAkhI hAya, teA te pUrvApara vizeSatA pAme che, paNa jhera ja che, nizcaya jhera ja che, pragaTa kALakUTa': ' jhera che; emAM kAI rIte sa`zaya nathI ane sa`zaya thAya, te te mAnavA nathI; te saMzayane ajJAna ja jANavuM che; evI tIvra khArAza karI mUkI hAya te te ahaMbhAva ghaNuM karI khaLa karI zakatA nathI.'23 6 mamatAne TALavA mATe sarva anitya svarUpa vicAravAnI bhalAmaNa zrImadde karI che. aneka padArthone A kALa sudhImAM cheDavA che, ane mamatA heAvA chatAM te chUTatA jAya che. je tee peAtAnA thatA nathI te pote tenA zA mATe thavuM? temAM zA mATe mArApaNuM karavu' ? - evA vicArA karavAthI mamatA chUTe che. "C 22. zrImad rAjacaMdra', AvRtti pa, khaMDa 2, pR. 248. ; agAsa AvRtti AMka 661 23. ejana, pR. 276, ejana AMka 716

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433 8. zrImadanI vicAraNA patromAM Ama zrImade jIvamAM pravartatA svachaMda, ajJAna, abhiniveza, abhimAna, mamatA Adi do pratyakSa karAvI te kaI rIte aniSTa che te paNa jaNAvela che, ane sAthe sAthe te do TALavAno upAya paNa batAvyo che. parigraha24 parigrahanI maryAdA karavI te paNa kalyANa mATe zrImade Avazyaka aMga gaNyuM che. parigrahanI mUchane teo pApanuM mULa gaNAve che, tethI jene parigrahanI maryAdA nathI hotI, temane sukha maLatuM nathI. parigraha vadhAravAnI tRSNAmAM je kaMI maLela hoya che te sukha paNa teo mANI zakatA nathI, e apekSAe temane duHkhI gaNela che AthI parigrahane avairAgyanA mULa tarIke zrImadda oLakhAve che. parigraha vadhAravAnI vRttivALAnAM mana caLavicaLa rahyA kare che, tethI parigrahane tyAga Avazyaka che. parigrahane saMpUrNapaNe tyAga to munIzvaro, jeo sarvasaMgaparityAgI hoya che, teo ja karI zake che. paNa gRhastha parigrahanI maryAdA te karI ja zake che. parigrahanI maryAdA thavAthI te uparAMtanI parigrahabuddhi cAlI jAya che. tethI je hoya temAM jIva sukha ane saMtoSa meLavI zake che. dharma saMbaMdhI amuka jJAna hoya, dharmanI daDhatA hoya, paNa parigrahanI maryAdA thaI na hoya to te jIva parigrahanA pAsamAM phasAI jAya che. tenI vRtti maryAdita thaI zakatI nathI, ane tethI tene Atmasukha maLatuM nathI. AthI AraMbha, parigrahane jema bane tema tyAga karavo joIe. jema jema tene meha ghaTatuM jAya che, tema tema temAMthI potApaNunuM mAna ghaTe che, ane tema tema mumukSutA vadhamAna thAya che. Ama mumukSutAnI vardhamAnatA athe sarva jJAnIo parigrahabuddhi, mamatA Adi ghaTADavAno upadeza kare che. - saMyamanA rakSaNa mATe je kaMI sAdhane rAkhavAM paDe te parigraha nathI, paNa te rAkhavAnI mUrchA thAya to te parigraha che, tethI te mUchane cheDI, parigrahano tyAga karavo te mumukSu jIva mATe kalyANa mATenuM upanyAgI sAdhana che. A ja kAraNe zrImadda paNa sarvasaMgaparityAgI thavA bahu utsuka hatA. pramAda-apramAda25 dharmano anAdara, unmAda, ALasa, kaSAya e sarva pramAdanAM lakSaNa che. eTale ke dharmanA kAryamAM nirutsAha e pramAda che. A pramAda sevavAthI jIvanuM akalyANa thAya che. 24. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, aMka: 332, 762, 737 vagere. 25. ejana, AMkaH 399, 423, 486, 944 vagere.

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434 zrImaddana vanasiddhi zrI mahAvIra prabhue gautamasvAmIne tathA anya sarva bhavyane vAraMvAra eka paLane paNa pramAda na karavAno bedha Apyo che. kAraNa ke eka paLa jeTalA pramAdanA sevanathI eka bhava hArI javA jevuM thAya che. pramAdarahita jIva AtmakalyANamAM pravRtta rahe che, te mokSamArgamAM sthira thAya che, ane tenA phaLarUpe mokSa pAme che. Ama sarva jJAnIonI dRSTie apramAda e kartavya che. pramAdane tIrthakaradeva karma kahe che. ane apramAdane teo AtmasvarUpa kahe che. jyAM apramattadazA hoya tyAM AtmabhAva sivAya bIjA koI paNa bhAvanA avakAza nathI vartatA, tethI te kalyANarUpa che. pramAdanA kAraNathI ja ghaNI vAra bhavabhramaNa thAya che. asAra ane kalezarUpa AraMbha - parigrahanA kAryamAM jIva pramAdavaza thaIne rahe te ghaNAM varSone upAse vairAgya paNa niSphaLa jAya che. tethI jIve pratyeka kAryamAM ane pratyeka kSaNe jAgRti rAkhavI Avazyaka che, nahitara mumukSutA rahevI kaThaNa che. jema sAmAnya jIvane mATe pramAdityAga kartavya che, tema jJAnIne mATe paNa te Avazyaka che. pramAdanA sevanathI tene paNa bhavabhramaNa vadhI javAne ghaNe saMbhava rahe che. jene mArgaprApti thaI che tevA puruSane paNa pramAdane lIdhe bhavabhramaNa karavuM paDayuM che, te pachI jene mArgAnusArI avasthAmAM praveza paNa nathI tevA jIvane mATe te sarvavyavasAyathI nivRttibhAva rAkhavo ane vicAra jAgRti rAkhavI te savizeSa Avazyaka che. AvA pramAdano tyAga karavAthI duHkhane kSaya thAya che. pramAdityAgathI aMta thavAya che. vaLI - kevaLa aMtarmukha thavAne puruSone mArga sarva duHkha kSayano upAya che, paNa te keIka jIvane samajAya che. mahat puNyanA yogathI, vizuddhamatithI, tIvra vairAgyathI ane sapuruSanA samAgamathI te upAya samajAvA cezya che. te samajAvAno avasara ekamAtra A manuSyadeha che, te paNa aniyamita kALanA bhayathI gRhIta che; tyAM pramAda thAya che, e kheda ane Azcarya che." - 26 Ama zrImade pramAdityAganuM ghaNuM mahattva batAvyuM che. vyavahArazuddhira 7 AgaLa joyA tevA dothI jIve nivavuM joIe, ane jyAM sudhI te jIva gRhasthAvAsamAM hoya tyAM sudhI nItithI jIvana jIvavuM joIe. eTale ke vyavahAranI zuddhi sAcavavI joIe. je saMsArapravRtti A lokamAM ane paralokamAM sukhanuM kAraNa thAya tenuM nAma vyavahArazuddhi. A zuddhi sAcavavA mATenA keTalAka niyame zrImade vicAryA hatA. 2. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 303. agAsa AvRtti. AMka 86. 27. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, AkaH 48, 496, 87ra vagere.

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* 35 8. zrImadanI taravavicAraNa-patromAM jene AjIvikA prApta karavAnI AvazyakatA na hoya teNe te dharmamaya jIvana ja gALavuM joIe, ane jene tevI AvazyakatA hoya teNe to amuka niyamethI potAnuM jIvana nibhAvavuM joIe. AjIvikA prApta karavA mATe koI paNa prakAranA anAcArathI lakSmI na meLavavI joIe. ane e uparAMta keIthI vizvAsaghAta, keInI thApaNuM eALavavI, vyasananuM sevavuM, mithyA ALa mUkavuM, khoTA lekha karavA, julamI bhAva kahevA, jUnAdhika telI ApavuM, ekane badale bIjuM ApavuM - emAMthI koI paNa raste lakSamI meLavavAmAM Ave tA vyayahArazuddhi sacavAtI nathI. nIti e te vyavahArazuddhine mukhya pAye che. dravyAdi utpanna karavAmAM sAMgopAMga nyAyasaMpanna rahevuM te nIti che. AvI nIti vyavahArazuddhi mATe Avazyaka che. e nIti mUkatAM prANa jAya evI dazA Ave tyAre tyAga ane vairAgya sAcA svarUpamAM pragaTa thAya che. deza kALa AdinI daSTie AvI nIti jALavavI te ghaNuM kaThina che, paNa tevI nIti sAcave te tene mATe kalyANa sulabha che. jene puruSane nizcaya thayo che, te evI nIti na pALe te pachI te puruSanI vacanA ja kare che ema kahevAya, ethI evI vyavahArazuddhi sAcavavAne zrImadane upadeza che. game tevI kaThaNAI heya paNa nIti, vyavahArazuddhino tyAga na thavuM joIe, te hoya te ja satsaMganuM sAcuM phaLa maLe che. AtmA28 jene pAmavA mATe asaMkhya zAstro ane aneka dharmo racAyAM che, te AtmA jaladI na pAmI zakAya tevuM tattva che. jagatamAM pravartatAM be mukhya tattvamAM AtmA - jIva ane jaDa-- pudagala che. A AtmA keNa che, kevA che, kyAMthI thayo, tenuM svarUpa zuM? te vagere jANavA mATe aneka jJAnIoe prabaLa puruSArtha karyo che. ane potAne AtmA samajAyA pachI te jagatanA jIne jaNAvavA tathA teonuM kalyANa karavA asaMkhya zAstro racyAM che, chatAM sarva AtmAne pAmI zakyA nathI e ja mahAkhedanI vAta che. sarva jJAnIone jaNAvavA pramANe AtmA zuddha, buddha, cita ghana, svayaMprakAzita, anaMtasukhanA bhaktA, arUpI, niraMjana, nirAkAra vagere guNavALe che. A badhA guNo tanA zuddha svarUpamAM pragaTe che, paNa AmAM kyAre karmamalathI lepAyelA hoya che. tyAre tenA te guNe dabAyelA hoya che. tema chatAM tenAM be lakSaNa te game te paristhitimAM jaNAyA vinA rahetAM nathI; te lakSaNe che. tenuM cetanava ane upaga. jIvamAM cetanazakti che tathI te sarva padArthone jJAtA - jANanAra ane draSTA - jonAra paNa che. anAdikALathI te karmamAM baMdhAyela che. tethI tenA anaMta virya, anaMta sukha, rAgadveSarahitapaNuM vagere guNe jANamAM AvyA nathI. vaLI, te arUpI levAthI joI zakAte nathI, eTale tene jJAnIo "neti neti" thI oLakhAve che. A nahi, A nahi, ema sarva nAzavaMta vastune bAda karatAM karatAM je avyAbAdha savarUpa rahe te AtmA che. 28. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, AMkaH 130, 45, 432, 530, 500 vagere.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A avyAbAdha svarUpavALA AtmA nitya che. jagatanA sarva padArtho anitya che, paNa AtmA avinAzI che. te anaMtajJAnanA dhaNI hAvA chatAM jJAnAvaraNIya Adi karmanA baMdhane lIdhe tenuM jJAna avarAyelu paDyuM che; ane tethI te peAtAnuM svarUpa pAmI zakatA nathI. 43; peAtAnuM svarUpa pAmavA mATe jJAnIee AtmA che, te nitya che, te kartA che e Adi cha padanI ananya zraddhA Avazyaka gaNI che. kathI lepAyelA AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa mekSapada che. te pada meLavavAnA upAya paNa che, tenI zraddhA thayA vinA te meAkSapada pAmI zakAtuM nathI. AtmAnuM sAcu' svarUpa samajAvavA tathA tenu zuddha svarUpa pragaTa karAvavA mATe ja jJAnIoe AkhA jagatanA padArthAnI vicAraNA karI che, ane temAM kanu kArya, nava tattva, cha dravya, jIvanA doSa, AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa, tenu' vartamAna svarUpa, saMsAranu svarUpa, jJAnanA pAMca prakAra vagere viSayeAnuM vistArathI nirUpaNa karyu che. jee AtmAne pAmyA che te anaMtasukhanA dhaNI thayA che. A AtmAnI samajaNu pAmavA mATe, jeo AtmAne pAmyAM che tevA jJAnI puruSonA Azraya bahu ja mahattvanA gaNAvyA che. te jJAnI puruSa kevA hAya, tenAM kevAM lakSaNA hoya, tenI kevI vartanA hAya, temanA kevA upadeza hAya, temanI bhakti karavAthI zuM phaLa maLe, avajJA karavAthI zu phaLa maLe vagere vize zrImadde ghaNI jagyAe lakhyuM che. temanA e patrAmAM pradhAnasUra AtmAnA che. ane sarva jJAnInI jema temaNe paNa bAkInAM sarva tattvA tenA anusa'dhAnamAM samajAvyAM che. AtmAne pAmavAnA Adha zrImadde karyAM che. je mAge AtmA pamAya te mArge javAnA edha che. te mArga pAmavAnAM sAdhanA, lakSaNA vagere paNa temaNe batAvela che. AtmAnI karma rahita sthitine temaNe AvakArI che. e mATe temaNe vividha dRSTibiMduthI AtmA vize vicAra karyA che. anaMtAnubaMdhI udayavALA, abhavya, AtmAthI, ekendriyathI pacendriya, kriyAjaDa, kSAyika samakitI, durbhAgya, dehadhArI, deharahita, bhavya, mArgAnusArI, mumukSu, vartamAna, vicAramAna, sa'sArI, siddha vagere sthiti bhAgavatA AtmAne vize temaNe judA judA patromAM peAtAnA abhiprAya jaNAvyA che. AtmA eka ke aneka ? avinAzI, caitanyasvarUpa, zuddha, buddha, jJAtAdraSTA evA AtmA jagatamAM eka che ke aneka te vize zrImad vicAraNA karI che. vedAMtAdi darzanA eka paramAtmAnA sarva aMza mAnI, AtmAne eka ja mAne che. paNa zrImad jaina darzana anusAra AtmAne aneka mAna che. jainadarzana anekAMtika che, tethI temAM judI judI apekSAthI AtmAne eka aneka mAnelA che, je zrImane paNa mAnya che. zakti, cetanatva, jJAna vagerenI dRSTie sarva AtmA sarakhA che, te apekSAe AtmA eka che, paNa sakhyAnI dRSTie pratyeka AtmA bhinna bhinna mAnI anata AtmA kahela che. te sarva karmathI lepAyelA che, ane jyAre zuddha thaze tyAre tenI saMkhyA te ja rahevA chatAM zaktinI apekSAthI, anya apekSAthI te samAna thaze.

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8. zrImanI tattvavicAraNA - patromAM dha29 jagatamAM adhAtimAM paDatA jIvane dhArI rAkhanAra, TakAvI rAkhanAra tattva te dharma che: zrImad dharmane AvA vizALa arthamAM samajatA hatA. je parama zAMti Ape te dharma, evu... pratipAdana karatAM zrImadde zrI jUDAbhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke : --- " paramazAMtipadane icchiye e ja ApaNA sarvasammata dharma che, ane e ja IcchAmAM ne icchAmAM te maLI jaze. 30 437 Ama je, AtmAne parama zAMti Ape, tene adhAtimAM paDatA bacAvI le, saMsAranA kSaya karavAmAM sahAya kare, parama vairAgya Ape vagere AdhyAtmika sahAya Ape te dharma, ema zrImad ghaNI jagyAe samajAvyu` che. jagatamAM jAtajAtanA dharma pravarte che, temAM sAcA dha kayA ? te kaI rIte jANavu ? te jANavAnI rIta batAvatAM zrImadde kahyuM che ke, je dharmathI vairAgya Ave, saMsAra kSINa thAya ane AtmAne parama zAMti maLe te sAcA dharmo, tenAthI krodha, mAna, mAyA lAbhAdi kaSAyAnA paNa nAza thavA joIe. zrImad pAtAnI A kasATIthI ghaNA dharmo tapAsyA hatA, ane temane aneka rIte cakAsI jotAM jainadharmanI uttamatA jaNAI hatI. jananA sevanathI, tItha karanI AjJAe cAlavAthI Atma pamAya che, sa`sArakSaya thAya che, tevI temane khAtarI thaI hatI. ane tethI temanuM valaNa te dharma prati vizeSa jovAmAM Ave che; tenI uttamatA batAvatAM ghaNAM vacanA paNa temanA patromAM jovAmAM Ave che. Ama chatAM anya dharma prati temane dveSa nahAtA. teo pratyeka dharmamAMthI sAcAM tattvA levA sadAya tatpara rahetA hatA. vedAMta, bauddha, sAMkhya, vaiSNava saMpradAya vageremAMthI je je tattvA yAgya lAgyAM hatAM te sarvA temaNe svIkAra karyA hatA. meAkSa pAmavA mATe jaina darzananuM sevana eka uttama sAdhana che, tema te vAravAra jaNAve che. paNa te sivAya mekSa ja na thaI zake tevu' ekAMtika valagu temanuM na hatuM. tee sa dharma prati samAna STi rAkhavAvALA hatA. je dhama thI AtmA pamAya te ja zreSTha dharma ane te ja svIkAravA tevA temanA abhiprAya hatA. dharmamAM daMkhAtAM aneka matamatAMtarAthI dUra rahevAnA bAdha temaNe mumukSuone karyA che, e matamatAMtaromAM gU cavAyA sivAya AtmAnuM kalyANa kaI rIte thAya te ja vicAravAnA anurAdha temaNe sadAya karyAM hoya tema temanA patro jotAM jaNAya che. kacAreya matabheda vadhAravA prati temanuM valaNa jovAmAM Avatu nathI. temanuM valaNa to A matabhedo maTI sarva jIvA kaI rIte kalyANanA mArga para Ave te tarapha ja jovAmAM Ave che. dAkhalA tarIke " game te vArTa ane game te darzanathI kalyANa thatuM hAya, tyAM pachI matAMtaranI kaI apekSA zeAdhavI ceAgya nathI. Atmatva je anuprekSAthI, je darzanathI ke je jJAnathI prApta thAya, te anuprekSA, te dAna ke te jJAna sarvoparI che, ' 31 66 22. zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka : 37, 97, 266, 403, 486, 530 vagere. 30, ejata, pR. 70, AMka 37. 31, ejana, 4, 193, AMka : 71.

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438 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi Ama je je prakAre AtmA AtmabhAva pAme te te prakAra sadhanA che. ane jenAthI AtmA anyabhAva pAme te dharmanA prakAra nathI. tethI jee dharma pAmyA che, temanI pAsethI ja sAtheA dharma pAmavA joI e. kalANu32 je vaDe saMsArathI mukti thAya, Atma pamAya arthAt AtmAnAM duHkheA jAya tene zrImad kalyANu tarIke oLakhAve che. bhautika sukhA ke vaibhavanI prAptine tee kalyANu kahetA nathI. judI judI jagyAe nAnA nAnA phakarAemAM zrImad A kalyANanA mArga batAvyA che. A badhAM lakhANeAmAM zabdo judA judA che, paNa bhAvArtha tA eka ja che ke jJAnInI AjJAe, sarvasamarpaNabhAvathI jI' varte te tenuM AtmakalyANa thAya. anya kAI paNa icchAthI nahi paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnI IcchAthI ja je jJAnIpuruSanI AjJA pALavAmAM Ave tA te kalyANa thavA mATenuM baLavAna nimitta che. temAM jIvane satpuruSanI pratIta AvavI joI e. sAthe vairAgya, zama, viveka Adi guNA paNa AvavA joI e. te badhAnI AtmAthe sAdhana karavAmAM na Ave teA te saMsArA thaI jAya che, ane tenuM phaLa sauMsAranuM maLe che. evI jAtanI sAdhanA teA pUrve aneka vAra karI che, paNa tethI jIvanuM kalyANa thayuM nathI, mATe AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya te hetue e sarva guNNA vikAsavavA cAgya che. ane e mATe jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnA sarvottama upAya batAvatAM zrImadde lakhyu che keH "jJAnIne ALakhe!; ALakhI eenI AjJA ArAdhA. jJAnInI eka AjJA ArAdhatAM anekavidha kalyANa che.'33 AraMbha, parigraha, asatsaMga e Adi kAraNeA jIvanuM kalyANu thavAmAM ADe AvatA * baLavAna pratibaMdha che, tethI tenAthI chUTavAnA, ane jema bane tema apaparicaya rAkhavAne khAdha zrImadre karyA che. zrImaduM lakhyuM che keH~~~ "jJAnI puruSa pratye abhinna buddhi thAya, e kalyANa vizenA meATA nizcaya che, evA sarva mahAtmA puruSenA abhiprAya jaNAya che. 34 Ama kalyANa karavA mATe jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe pravartana karavuM e sarva jJAnIone mate sacoTa upAya che. tyAga - sasa garityAgapa zrImadde tyAganA artha samajAvatAM eka patramAM kahyuM che keH-- 32. zrImad rAjacaM: ", agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka : 430, 444, 4.6, 913 vagere, 33. " zrImad rAjacaMdra AvRtti pa, khaMDa 1, pR. 64, 34. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 384. 35. ejata, AMka : 71, 569, 657, 663thI 66pa vagere,

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8. zrImanI tatvavicAraNA - patromAM 439 "AtmapariNAmathI jeTale anya padArthone tAdAmya - adhyAsa nivRttavo tene zrI jina "tyAga" kahe che."3 6 saMsAramAM rahIne saMsArano kSaya thaI zakato nathI, teno tyAga e mahatvano che. sarva zAstronA baMdhanuM, kriyAnuM, jJAnanuM, bhaktinuM ane yoganuM prayojana svarUpa prApti mATe che, eTale ke saMsArane kSaya karavA mATe che. paNa e vastuo prApta karavA mATe sarvasaMgaparityAganI AvazyaktA che. pANI svabhAve zItaLa che, chatAM tene agni para kaI vAsaNamAM nAkhI tapAvavAthI teNe uSNa thavuM paDe che, tema gRhavAsamAM rahenArane paNa saMsAranI mohinIthI thatA uSNapaNathI chUTavA munitva grahaNa karavuM Avazyaka che. mahAvIrasvAmI, jeo gRhavAsamAM abhAgI jevA hatA, niHspRha hatA ane sahaja svabhAve muni jevA hatA, teo paNa sarvamAM asArapaNuM jANIne tyAgI banyA hatA. Ama saMsArane kSaya karavA mATe teno tyAga te mahattavane che. Ama sarvasaMgatyAganuM ghaNuM mahattava jJAnI puruSoe batAvyuM che. A tyAga te AtmAnA kalyANane arthe karavAno che ane te jJAnanuM phaLa che. jene AtmajJAna thAya che tenI vRtti saMsAratyAga tarapha jAya che, kAraNa ke tene para, evA saMsAramAM mArApaNuM rahyuM nathI. te tyAganI zarUAta "AraMbha-parigraha"nA tyAgathI thAya che. ane AraMbha-parigrahane tyAga satazAstranA paricayathI thAya che. zubherachA, vicAra vicAra, jJAna e Adi sava bhUmikAne vize sarvasaMgaparityAga baLavAna upakArI che, ema jJAnI puruSoe aNagArava nirUpaNa karyuM che. jo ke paramArthathI sarvasaMgaparityAga te yathArtha bodha utpanna thAya tyAre ja Ave che, e jANavA chatAM satsaMgamAM rahevAthI yathArtha bodha utpanna thavAno yoga bAdAthI sarvasaMgaparityAga hoya te vahele Ave che, ema jANa jJAnIoe bAhyathI paNa tyAganuM mahatva batAvyuM che. jIva nivRttinA samayamAM satsaMga, saddaguru, sadudhamanI yathAyogya upAsanA karI te yathArtha bodha jaladI pAmI zake che, jema thavuM saMsAramAM durlabha che. Ama AtmajJAna hoya ke na hoya, mukta thavAnI IcchAthI sarvasaMgaparityAga upAsavAmAM Ave te kalyANa thAya che, ema zrImade jaNAvyuM che. sarvasaMgaparityAga karIne cAlI nIkaLavAthI paNa jIva upAdhirahita thatuM nathI, kema ke jyAM sudhI aMtarpariNAma para daSTi na thAya, ane taLArUpa mAge na pravartAya tyAM sudhI te tyAga nAma mAtra che. tevA avasare paNa aMtardaSTi AvavI kaThaNa che, te pachI gRhasthAvasthAmAM rahenAra jIvane aMtardaSTi thavI vizeSa kaThina hoya temAM zI navAI? tema chatAM gRhasthavezamAM AtmajJAna na thAya ke AtmajJAna hoya tene gRhasthAdi vyavahAra na hoya tevo niyama nathI. paNa tyAgane te sarvajJAnIoe vakhANela che, te vize zrImade lakhyuM che ke - * jJAnIne paNa tyAga vyavahAranI bhalAmaNa paramapuruSae karI che. kema ke tyAga ezvaryane spaSTa vyakta kare che...... svasvarUpane vize sthiti tene paramArthasaMyama kahyo che. 36. "zrImada rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti , khaMDa 2, 3. 234. agAsa AvRtti. AMka 56.

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440 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi te saMyamane kAraNabhUta evAM anya nimittanA grahaNane vyavahAra saMyama kahyo che. koI jJAnI puruSae te saMyamane paNa niSedha karyo nathI."37 AthI ja zrImade sarvasaMgaparityAganI mahecchA ghaNI nAnI vayathI sevI hatI. teo aMtarathI eka pachI eka vastuno tyAga karatA gayA hatA, paNa bAhyathI sarvasaMgaparityAga chevaTa sudhI karI zakyA na hatA, te ja tenI kaThinatA batAve che. tapazcaryA38 bAMdhelA karmasamUhane bALavA mATe tapa e uttama sAdhana che. tapanA be prakAra che : bAhya tapa ane AtyaMtara tapa, anazana, udarI, rasaparityAga, vRttisaMkSepa, kAyaleza ane saMlInatA e cha prakAranAM bAhya tapa che. ane prAyazcitta, vinaya, zAstrapaThana, dhyAna, vaiyAvacca, ane kAryotsarga e cha prakAranAM AtyaMtara tapa che. mumukSue A sarva prakArathI tapa karIne karma samUhane bALavA paDe che. ane te dvArA ja svarUpa pamAya che. sarvasamarpaNabhAvathI bhagavAnane sevavAmAM Ave te svarUpa prApti jaladI thAya che. tapa vize zrImade eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke - game te kriyA, japa, tapa ke zAstravAMcana karIne paNa eka ja kArya siddha karavAnuM che. te e ke jagatanI vismRti karavI ane salUnA caraNamAM rahevuM e eka ja lakSa upara pravRtti karavAthI jIvane potAne zuM karavuM yogya che ane zuM karavuM agya che te samajAya che - samajAtuM jAya che. e lakSa acaLa thayA vinA japa, tapa, dhyAna ke * dAna keInI yathAyogya siddhi nathI, ane tyAM sudhI dhyAnAdika nahi jevA kAmanA che."39 Ama zrImadanI daSTie tapa agatyanuM che, paNa te sarva AtmAthe thavAM joIe. je temAM bhautika sukhanI lAlasA ke anya koI bhAva hoya te tenuM kaMI mahatva nathI. A ja kAraNe zrImadde temanA patramAM bAhya tapa karatAM AvyaMtara tapa, ane te karatAM paNa sAcI samajaNa vize khUba bhAra mUkyo che. Idriyajaya39 jIvanuM kalyANa thavA mATe mahAdine tyAga thavo jarUrI che. ane manane kAbUmAM levuM paNa eTaluM ja Avazyaka che. pAMce iMdriyamAM lAlupatA thavAthI jIva pramAdamAM aTakI paDe che, tethI tenA jayane zrImade Avazyaka mAnela che. 37. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 490. 38. ejana, patrAMka: 71, 299 vagere. 39. " zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicArane ", 5, 49. 39. "zrImada rAjacaMdra" agAsa A. 1, aMka: 166, 506, 706 vagere.

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9. zrImaddanI tattvavicAraNA-patromAM *1 keAI ema vicAre ke viSayAdi icchita padArtha bhAgavyA pachI nivRtti levI, paNa tema thavuM kaThaNa che, kAraNa ke jJAnadazA vinA viSayanuM niLapaNuM saMbhave nahi. viSayathI tA kaba`dha thAya che, eTale jene jJAna che tevA puruSA paNa pahelAM viSaya bhAganyA pachI virakta thavuM ema vicAratA nathI; te tema vicAre te temane paNa AvaraNa Ave. mAtra prArabdha saMbaMdhI udaya hAya ane temAMthI chUTI zakAya tevuM na heAya, teA ja jJAnI puruSA bhAgapravRtti kare che, ane tema karavAmAM temane satata pazcAttApa te vatA ja hoya che. sAmAnya janane te viSaya ArAdhavA jatAM ghaNuM karI vizeSa baMdha thAya che. kAraNa ke jJAnIpuruSA paNa te prasaMgeA mAMDa mAMDa jItI zakathA che, teA jene mAtra prAthamika dazA hAya tene mATe viSaya bhAgavatAM indriyajaya karavA zakaya nathI. AthI dareka jIve pAMce iMdriyanA viSayamAM jAgrata rahevuM Avazyaka che. vRttienI prabaLatA evI hoya che ke te dareka prakAre jIvane chetare che. jJAnI jIvane kahe ke "A padArthano tyAga karo " tyAre tene vRtti bhulAve che ke "huM be divasa pachI tyAgIza ", ane e be divasa laMbAtA ja jAya che; vRtti jIte che. Ama jIvane zithila karanAra vRttie ja che. tethI je kaMI tyAgavAmAM Ave temAM zithilatA na Ave tenA khAsa khyAla rAkhavA joI e. tyAga karatI vakhate evI sagavaDatA rahevA na devI ke jyAre tenA je atha karavA hAya te thaI zake. pAMca indriyAne vaza karavA mATe vastuonI anityatA vicAravI, temAMthI maLatAM sukha pAchaLa duHkha che te vicAravuM, Ama vastuo mATe tucchabhAva lAvavAthI diye vaza thAya che. bAhya chidrA vaza thAya to satpuruSanA AzrayathI te aMtaralakSI thaI zake che. bAhya indriyA vaza thayA pachI jo satpuruSanA Azraya na rahetA tene laukikabhAvamAM javAnA saMbhava rahe che. ethI indriyajaya Avazyaka che, paNa te satpuruSanA Azraye rahIne. vairAga40 saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAravAmAM Ave, temAM rahelAM bhaya ane duHkha vicAravAmAM Ave tA jIvane tenAthI nivRtta thavAnA vicAra AvyA vinA na rahe. jIvane sa*sArathI chUTavAnI thayelI prAthamika icchA te vairAga. saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAravAthI jema vairAgya Ave che tema satzAstra, saddharma, sadgurunA sevanathI vairAgyanI vRddhi thAya che. ane A vairAgya satpuruSanA sAnidhyamAM vizeSa baLavAna thAya che. te vairAgya vartatA hoya te bhAgAdimAM anAsakti Ave che, tRSNA ghaTe che ane te dvArA jIvanuM kalyANa thAya che. AraMbha ane parigraha e avairAgyanAM mULa che, tenA tyAga karavAnA upadeza jJAnIoe ApyA che. varSo sudhI vairAgya keLavyA pachI paNa je 40. 8 zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka : 506, 569 vagere. 56

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ajAgRti rAkhavAmAM Ave te mehanIya karma udayamAM AvI vairAgyane niSphaLa kare che. AthI tene sAcavavA mATe satata jAgRtinI AvazyakatA che. vairAgya tyAgane lAve che. asagatA 41 AtmAne keInA paNa saMganI IcchA na rahe te asaMgadazA. saMpUrNa asaMgadazA te kevaLajJAna thayA pachI Ave che, paNa tene paricaya, bAhathI temaja aMtarathI, vadhAratA ja te AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAne eka mahattvane upAya che. jema jema asaMgatA vadhe tema tema saMsArakSaya thAya che. A asaMgatA vadhAravA mATe jagatanA anya padArthonI spRhA ghaTADavI, salphAstrAdi salkatane paricaya karavo, jJAnInA Azraye rahI temanI AjJAe cAlavuM vagere upAya zrImade batAvyA che. asaMgatA AvatAM AtmabhAvanI vRddhi thAya che. ane AtmA saMpUrNa zuddha thatAM pUrNa asaMgatA Ave che. dhyAna42 dhyAnanA cAra prakAra cheH Arta, raudra, dharma ane zukla. temAMthI zrImade Arta ane rIdra e be dhyAnane te sarvathA tyAgavAne ja upadeza karyo che, kema ke tenAthI karmabaMdha vizeSa thAya che. zukladhyAna to bahu ucca zreNImAM Ave che. tethI A kALamAM zukladhyAnanI mukhyatAne anubhava bhAratamAM temaNe asaMbhavita gayA che. ane mokSamArgane gherI rasto dharmadhyAnathI maLe che tenI vicAraNA temaNe karelI jaNAya che. cothe guNarathAne Avelo puruSa pAtratA pAmya kahevAya che, tyAM dharmadhyAnanI gauNatA che. pAMcame guNasthAne madhyama gauNutA che. chaThuM mukhyatve paNa madhyama che. sAtame mukhyatA che. A dayAna kevI rIte karavuM te vize mArgadarzana ApatAM zrImade lakhyuM hatuM ke - je padmAsana vALIne kivA sthira AsanathI besI zakAtuM hoya, sUI zakAtuM hoya te paNa cAle, paNa sthiratA joIe, caLavicaLa deha na thato hoya to AMkho vIcI jaI nAbhinA bhAga para dRSTi pahoMcADI, pachI chAtInA madhyabhAgamAM ANI, kapALanA madhyabhAgamAM te dRSTi TheTha lAvI, sarva jagata zUnya bhAsarUpa ciMtavI, potAnA dehamAM sarva sthaLe eka teja vyAkhyuM che evo bhAsa laI je rUpe pArzvanAthAdika ahaMtanI pratimA sthira dhavaLa dekhAya che, te khyAla chAtInA madhyabhAgamAM kare. teTalAmAMthI kaMI thaI na zakatuM hoya te...savAranA cAra vAge ke pAMca vAge jAgRti pAmI, soDa tANe ekAgratA ciMtavavI, ahaMtu svarUpanuM ciMtavana bane te 41. "zrImad rAjacaMdra agAsa AvRtti 1, AMkaH 201, 430, 585 vagere. 42. ejana, AMkaH 59, 62. 416 vagere.

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8. zrImadanI tatvavicAraNA - patromAM karavuM. nahi to kaMI paNa nahi citavatAM samAdhi ke badhi e zabdo ja ciMtavavA ochAmAM ochI bAra paLa ane utkRSTa aMtarmuhUta sthiti rAkhavI."43 ahI jaNAvyA pramANe dhyAna karavAthI parama kalyANa thAya che tema zrImade kahyuM che. paNa satsaMga vinAnuM dhyAna taraMgarUpa thaI jAya che, tethI satsaMga te cAlu hovo ja joIe. A uparAMta dhyAna karavAno lagabhaga ahIM jaNAvyA pramANeno bIjo upAya paNa tamaNe keIna jaNAvela che. temAM paNa bhagavAnanA divya svarUpanI ciMtavanA karavAno upadeza karyo che. jJAnInI AjJAe dhyAna karavAthI AtmapradezanI sthiratA thAya che, ane pariNAma paNa sthira thAya che. "lakSaNathI, guNathI ane vedanathI jeNe AtmasvarUpa jAyuM nathI evA mumukSune jJAnI puruSe batAveluM jo A jJAna hoya to tene anukrame lakSaNadinA baMdha sugamapaNe thAya che. vaLI, dhyAnathI jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSaya thAya che ane jJAna thAya che. dhyAnanA AvA vividha lAbha tathA te karavAnI rIta zrImada mumukSuone patra dvArA jaNAvyAM hatAM. sabuta - sazAstra48 saMpUrNa nirvikala jJAna utpanna thavA mATe chevaTa sudhI zrutajJAnanuM avalaMbana Avazyaka che. prathamathI tene koI jIva tyAga kare to te kevaLajJAna pAme nahi. kevaLajJAna sudhI dazA pAmavAne hetu zrutajJAnathI thAya che. je mRtathI asaMgatA ullase te zratane paricaya kartavya che, kAraNa ke jemaNe jagatanA sukhanI spRhA cheDI jJAnInA mArgano Azraya grahaNa karyo che, te avazya te asaMga upayogane pAme che. A asaMga upaga te nirvikalpa dazA meLavavAnuM mukhya sAdhana che. AthI utkRSTa bhUmikA sudhI, bAramAM guNasthAna sudhI, zrutajJAnanuM avalaMbana levAnuM jJAnI purue jaNAvyuM che. ane jeo tenA avalaMbanathI AgaLa vadhe che, temane te utkRSTa bhUmikA prApta karavI kaThaNa nathI. A sadbhuta eTale - zAMtarasanuM jemAM mukhyapaNuM che, zAMtarasanA hetue jenA samasta upadeza che, sarve rasagarbhita jemAM varNavyA che, evAM zAstrano paricaya te sadbhutane paricaya che."45 Ama saRtane paricaya eTale sakzAstrane paricaya. paNa te paricaya zArAnA marma jANavAthI karavo joIe. kAraNa ke - zAstramAM mArga kahyo che, marma kahyo nathI, marma te sapuruSanA aMtarAtmAmAM rahyo che. 6 43. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka : 59, pR. 184. 44. ejana, AMka : pa8, 139, 824, 825, 913 vagere. 45. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 308. 46. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 184,

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444 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi jemAMthI AtmAnA vairAga Adine poSaNa maLe te sazAstra che. paNa te zAstro mukhapAThe hoya tethI ja basa nathI thaI jatuM. te para prauDha ane vivekapUrvaka vicAra karI, zAstra jeTaluM jJAna hRdayagata karela hoya, te ja zAstra yogya rIte vAMcyAM kahevAya. zrImadda lakhe che tema - "zAstronAM pAnAM upADavAM ane bhaNavAM temAM kAMI aMtara nathI - je tattva na maLyuM che, kAraNa ke beye be ja upADyo. pAnAM upADaDyAM teNe kAyAe be upADayo, bhaNI gayA hatA teNe mane be upADyo ..zAstrAbhyAsane niSedha karavAne hetu nathI. paNa mULa vastuthI dUra javAya evA zAstrAbhyAsane niSedha karIe chIe."4 7 Ama zAstrone sAcA arthamAM samajIne, tene hRdayagata karIne teno paricaya TheTha bAramA guNasthAna sudhI avalaMbanarUpa che tema zrImadde aneka jagyAe kahyuM che. mumukSu-mumukSatA mokSane Icchaka te mumukSu. tenAmAM zama, saMvega, nirveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA hoya che, ane tethI ja te - jagatamAM rUDuM dekhADavA mATe mumukSu kaMI Acare nahi, paNa rUDuM hoya te ja Acare.49 Ama mumukSu jIvanI vartanA sAmAnya janathI judA prakAranI hoya che. mumukSane saMsAramAM mArApaNuM hoya nahi, jene saMsAranuM svarUpa vAraMvAra, kSaNekSaNe, kArAgRha jevuM bhAsyA kare te mumukSutAnuM mukhya lakSaNa che. A mumukSu saMsArathI mukta thavA IchA kare che. ane tethI saMsAramAM, AraMbha, parigraha, vibhava vagerethI jema bane tema dUra rahe che. satsamAgama ane sazAstranA lAbhane IcchatA evA mumukSuone AraMbha, parigraha ane rasAsvAda Adi pratibaMdha saMkSepa karavA yaMgya che, ema zrI jinAdi mahApuruSoe kahI che. AraMbha-parigrahane jema jema meha maTe che, jema jema tene vize potApaNAnuM abhimAna maMda thAya che, tema tema mumukSatA vardhamAna thAya che. anaMtakALanA paricayavALuM e abhimAna ekadama nivRtta thaI jatuM nathI, tethI tana, mana, dhanAdi je kaMI potApaNe vatAM hoya che tene jJAnIne arpaNa karavAmAM Ave che, ane te dvArA jIva potAnuM pitApaNuM ghaTADavA mATe prayatna kare che. AvA mumukSu jyAM AraMbha-parigrahanI upAdhi alpa hoya tevA kSetramAM AjIvikA mATe vasavAnuM pasaMda kare che. ane tenuM samagra vartana AtmAnA hita mATe ja thatuM hoya che. 47. "zrImad rAjacaMdranAM vicArano", pR rara. 48. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRti 1, AMkaH 194, 58, 4rara, 495 vagere. 9. ejana - aMka 274; ane "zrImad rAjacaMdra '', AvRtti 5, khaMDa 1, pR. 36.

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8 zrImadanI taravavicAraNa- patromAM jJAnIne upAsavAthI mumukSutA jaladI Ave che, mumukSumAM jJAnI pratye egya vinaya ane bhakti bahu agatyanAM che. tene satsaMgamAM zItaLatA prApta thAya che. satsaMgamAM jIvanI mumukSutA paNa vadhe che. AvA mumukSuoe paNa khUba jAgRti rAkhavAnI hoya che. AjIvikA na hoya, anya duHkha hoya topaNa te sarvane karmanA phaLarUpe mAnI Atmahitane mArga sAcavI rAkhavAne hoya che. tethI duHkhanI ciMtA karavI te kartavya nathI, ciMtA te AtmaguNa rodhaka che. tenuM A duSamakALamAM kartavya te e che ke, satsaMganI samIpatA rAkhavI, asatsaMgathI nivRtti rAkhavI ane AtmasAdhanA IchavI. AvuM mumukSupaNuM sarvane sulabha nathI. AraMbha, parigraha, rasa, vaibhava Adine meha mumukSupaNuM pragaTavA detA nathI. A mumukSutAne aTakAvanAra mukhya svachaMda che. ghaNuM karIne manuSyAmA koI ne koI dharmamatamAM hoya che, ane tethI te dharmamata pramANe pravartavAnuM te kare che, tema te mAne che. paNa tenuM nAma mumukSatA nathI. mumukSatA te che ke sarva prakAranI mahAsaktithI mUMjhAI eka mokSane vize ja na karavA ane tIvra mumukSutA e che ke ananya preme mekSanA mArgamAM kSaNe kSaNe pravartAvuM. "50 A mumukSutA utpanna thavAnuM lakSaNa pAtAmAM doSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA e che, ane tenAthI svachaMdane nAza thAya che. svachaMda jyAM theDI athavA ghaNuM hAni pAmyA che, tyAM teTalI bAdhabIjayogya bhUmikA Ave che. svachaMda rokAya tyAre mArga prApti na thavAmAM mukhyatve traNa kAraNa hoya che, A lokanI apa paNa sukhecchA, parama vinayanI ochapa ane padArthane anirNaya. tIvra mumukSutA AvyA pahelAM A lokanI a5 sukhecchA hoya che, mumukSatAmAM bAhya AnaMda anubhavavAthI temAM zAtA lAge che ke bAhya zAtAmAM paNa sukhecchA rahyA kare che, tethI jIvanI gyatA rokAI jAya che. puruSamAM paramezvara buddhi rAkhI temanI AjJAe vartavuM te parama vinaya che. AvA vinaya na Ave tyAM sudhI jIvanI gyatA vadhatI nathI. ane kadAca A be guNa AvyA hoya, paNa AtmAne yathArtha nirdhAra na thaye heya topaNa te gyatA rekAI jAya che. A traNamAM "parama vinaya" e mumukSatA meLavavAnuM, mokSamArga meLavavAnuM mukhya kAraNa che. AthI mumukSune vinayabhakti hovI te Avazyaka aMga che ema zrImade ghaNI vAra jaNavyuM . zrImada jaNAvelAM mumukSunAM lakSaNo tapAsIe to te AtmAthI jIvanAM lakSaNene ghaNuM maLatAM jaNAya che, baMne lagabhaga eka ja che ema kahI zakAya. 50. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 288, AMka 254.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi saddagurunI AvazyaktApa1 A saMsAramAM sarva jIva keI ne koI prakAranuM duHkha bhogave che. sarva jIva te duHkhathI chUTavA mATe Icche che, paNa tema thatuM nathI. A duHkhanI nivRtti duHkha jemAMthI janma pAme che evA rAgadveSa ane ajJAnAdi doSanI nivRtti thayA vinA saMbhavatI nathI. A rAgadveSanI nivRtti AtmajJAna pAmyA sivAya bhUtakALamAM thaI nathI, vartamAnamAM thatI nathI ane bhaviSyakALamAM thaze nahi. tethI duHkhathI mukti meLavavA AtmajJAna prApta karavuM Avazyaka che. AtmajJAna prApta karavA mATe sadagurue kahelAM vacane vAMcavAM, vicAravAM e ja sarvazreSTha ane sarvajJAnIoe jaNAvela upAya che. pratyakSa saddaguru vinA jIvanA ajJAnAdi doSa koI nivRtta karAvI zakatA nathI, tethI kalyANanA mArga pAmavAmAM saddagurunI khUba ja AvazyatA che. svachaMde kalyANanA mArga sAdhavAmAM "huM AtmArtha sAdhuM chuM" evI jAtane ahaMbhAva jIvane thAya che, je saMsAra thavAnA mukhya hetu che ane saMsAra to cheDavAnA che. te cheDavA mATe sat samajAvanAra, jaNAvanAra ane pamADanAra e sadaguru ja che. AvA sadagurunuM mAhAtma to jeTaluM gAIe teTaluM ochuM che. AthI zrImade sadaguru ane sapuruSanuM mAhAbhya tathA tenI AvazyakatA patre page jaNAvI che. satvarupa - jJAnI koNa?52 jenA AzramamAM javAthI jIvanuM kalyANa thAya te puruSa. te puruSa kevA hoya tenAM lakSaNo zrImade aneka patro mAM batAvyAM che, ane temanI AjJAe vartavAne khUba ja anurodha karyo che. satparuSe AtmAne oLakhya hoya che, temane nizadina AtmAno upayoga hoya che. zAstramAM nathI ke sAMbhaLyAmAM nathI chatAM anubhavamAM Ave evuM jenuM kathana che, aMtaraMga pRhA nathI evI jenI gupta AcaraNa che, dharma ja jenAM asthi, majA, Indriya, halanacalana, zayana, jAgRti, AhAra, vihAra, nihAra, saMkalpa, vika95 che. TUMkamAM kahIe te dharma ja jenuM sarvasva che, evA puruSa te puruSa che. temane samabhAva, rAgadveSarahitapaNuM, idriyajaya vagere ghaNuM ghaNuM guNa hoya che. tevA jJAnInI vartanA paNa karmanA udaya pramANe thatI hoya che, ane kyAMye harSa ke zoka na thatAM samabhAva rahetA hoya che. vaLI temane saMyama hoya che, mArga prApti hoya che ane AtmA anubhavyo hoya che. AvAM badhAM lakSaNe jenAmAM hoya te puruSa che. AvA sapuruSanI vANuM kevI hoya te batAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - 51. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, AkaH 54, 166, 249, 372, 375, 390, 449, 493, 497, 12, 52, 647, 837 vagara. para. ejana, AMka: 54, 166, 249, 372, 375, 396, 468, 496, parara, para8, 647, 837 vagere.

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9. zrImadttI tattvavicAraNA - patromAM " jJAnInI vANI pUrvApara aviruddha, AtmA upadezaka tathA apUrva anu nirUpaNa karanAra hAya che, ane anubhavahitapaNu` hovAthI AtmAne satata jAgrata karanAra hoya che. zuSkajJAnInI vANImAM tathArUpa guNa heAtA nathI. 53 A badhAM lakSaNA zrImad ghaNA patromAM vistArathI batAvyAM che, ane tyAM satpuruSanuM mAhAtmya paNa teTaluM ja batAvyu che, satpuruSane oLakhe kANuM ? satpuruSa AgaLa joyA te badhA guNA dharAve che. paNa te AMtiraka che. jJAnadazA athavA vItarAgadazA te mukhyapaNe daihika svarUpa tathA daihika ceSTAnA viSaya nathI, te aMtarAtmAnA guNa che, ane aMtarAtmapaN khA jIvAnA anubhavanA viSaya na heAvAthI, tathA tevA jIvAne oLakhavAnA leAkeAne paricaya na heAvAthI teo jJAnI ke satpuruSane ALakhI zakatA nathI. vaLI, huM jANuM chuM ', "huM samaju chuM." evA mAnabhAva, parigraha, bhAgAdimAM Asakti tathA leAkabhaya e kAraNeAne lIdhe paNa leAkAne satpuruSane ALakhavAmAM ghaNI muzkelI naDe che. te badhA uparAMta svacchaMdanA doSa tA mahAbhayaMkara che. 447 AthI satpuruSane ALakhavA mATe A badhI vastuonA tyAga thavA joI e. jIvanA svachaMda, mAnabhAva, parigrahabuddhi, leAkabhaya Adi doSonA nAza thavA joIe. jenAmAM dRDha mumukSutA pragaTe, je satsamAgamamAM thayelA upadeza AcaraNamAM utAre, tene aMtaramAM pariNamAve, tevA jIva jJAnI ke vItarAgane oLakhI zake. jenA vacanabaLathI nirvANumA maLe che, evI sajIvanamUrtinA pUrve aneka veLA yAjha thayA hatA, paNa jIvane tenu oLakhANa thayuM na hatuM. te vakhate tenuM mana bAhya riddhisiddhi Adi meLavavAnI kAmanAthI malina thayelu hatu, tethI tene oLakhANa thayuM na hatuM. paNa je eka vakhata eLakhANu thaI jAya to te jIvana satpuruSa mATe apUrva prema Ave che. Ama joIe te je jIva sAcA mumukSu heAya, jene AtmajJAna pAmavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI hAya, te jIva satpuruSane oLakhI zake. satsaMgamAM Avazyaka vastuApa AtmAne satya raga caDAve te satsaMga. " moTA puruSanA sa`gamAM nivAsa te satsaMga che. tenA jevuM kAI hitastrI sAdhana nathI. jenAthI Atmasiddhi thAya te satsaMga. AveA satsaMga meLavavA mATe keTalAMka lakSaNA heAvAM Avazyaka che, je hoya teA ja satsaMganuM phaLa maLe che. 53, 54. (6 zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicAraratne ', pR. 8. 9 zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka : 198, 267, 238, 399, 528, vagere.

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi dravyAdi utpanna karavAmAM sAMgopAMga nyAyasa'panna rahevArUpa nIti te mukhya lakSaNa che. AvI nIti na hoya tA tene satpuruSanA samAgamanA sAcA lAbha maLatA nathI. khIju` lakSaNa che tana, mana ane dhanathI khAdya vastu paranI AsaktinA tyAga karI satpuruSanI bhaktimAM joDAvu.... joke satpuruSa bhaktine icchatA nathI. paNa mAkSAbhilASIne te vinA upadeza piraNamatA nathI. satpuruSamAM, tenAM vacanamAM, tenA vacananA AzayamAM prIti-bhakti thavI te satsaMga mATenuM trIjuM lakSaNa che. e lakSaNa na hoya tyAM sudhI jIvane AtmavicAra udayamAM AvatA nathI. AraMbha, parigraha, rasAsvAda AdinA pratibaMdha sakSepavA te satsaMga meLavavA mATenuM cAthuM lakSaNa che. te saMkSepavAne mAge na javAya tyAM sudhI satpuruSanA kahelA mArga pariNamatA nathI. sa`sAramAM udAsInatA, paranA alpa guNamAM prIti, peAtAnA alpa doSane vize atyaMta kaleza e satsa`gamAM akhaMDa eka zaraNAgatapaNe dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yeAgya che. ve mumukSune jo kAI satpuruSanA Azraya prApta thayeA hAya tA tenI pAse jJAnanI yAcanA karavI na ghaTe, paNa mAtra tathArUpa vairAgya ane upazama Adi prApta karavAnA upAya karave ghaTe. te ceAgya prakAre siddha thAya tA jJAnInA upadaMza jaladIthI pariName che. tethI zrImad eka patramAM tethI viruddha sthiti vize lakhyuM che keH-- " jJAnIpuruSane maLIne je AtmabhAve, svacchaMdapaNe kAmanAe karI, rase karI sa'sArane bhaje che, tene tIrthaMkara pAtAnA mAthI bahAra kahe che.'55 Atmahita mATe satsaMga jevuM baLavAna nimitta bIjuM koI nathI, chatAM te satsa'ga paNa je jIva laukibhAvathI avakAza letA nathI tene niSphaLa jAya che. paravastumAM mamatva kare, Ara'bhaparigrahamAM nijabuddhi na cheDe, tA tene satsaMga phaLarUpa thatA nathI. TUMkAmAM, pAMca iMdriyaviSayAmAM udAsInatA rAkhavI, saraLapaNuM, kSamA, peAtAnA doSanuM jAvuM, apAraMbha, aparigraha ane jJAnIpuruSanI bhakti e sarva satsa`ga mATe Avazyaka che, ema zrImadde aneka patrAmAM jude jude rUpe samajAvyu` che. satpuruSanI - jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnuM phaLa satpuruSane oLakhIne tenI AjJAe cAlavAmAM Ave to anekavidha lAbha thAya che. te sarva zrImadre eka eka karI judA judA patrAmAM jaNAvyA che. ane sa jagyAe satpuruSanu mAhAtmya paNa batAvyuM che. temanA patromAM sauthI vizeSa jo kaMI lakhAyu hoya to te jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnI AvazyakatA vize che. satpuruSanA yAga thavA e ja A pa`camakALamAM atyaMta durlaCbha vastu che. maLe teA jIvane temanAmAM zraddhA thavI ke tenI AjJAe cAlavuM te paNa eTalu lAge che, paNa jo tema karavAmAM Ave tA ghaNA lAbha thAya. 55. " zrI. rAjacaMdranAM vicArane '', pR. 13, ane te ja karmana

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8. zrImanI tavicAraNA - patromAM *r satpuruSanu oLakhANa thAya ane temAM zraddhA Ave eTale mAkSamArga bahu nikaTa che tema samajAya che, kAraNa ke mAkSamArga pAmavA mATenuM uttama sAdhana satpuruSa che. Ama satpuruSanI pratIti AvatAM jIvanu` kalyANa thavAnA Ara`bha thAya che. zrImadde lakhyu che keH-- " pratyakSa satpuruSanA samAgamamAM ane te AzrayamAM vicaratA mumukSuone mAkSasa'kha'dhI badhAM sAdhanA alpaprayAse ane alpakALe prAye siddha thAya che; paNa te samAgamanA ceAga pAmavA mahu durlabha che. 56 satpuruSanI AjJAe cAlavAthI sauthI mahattvanuM phaLa maLe che te sasArakSaya ane meAkSamAnI prApti. jIvane jo mukti meLavavI hoya, sa`sAranA kSaya karavA hAya, te teNe satpuruSanI AjJAe cAlavu' joIe. Ama karavAthI tenA kaSAya maMda thAya che, tenuM ajJAna TaLe che, svacchaMda jAya che, Ara`bhaparigrahanI buddhi ghaTe che, aneka doSonA nAza thAya che. vaLI, satpuruSanI AjJAe cAlavAthI samapaNuM Ave che, AtmajJAna thAya che, AtmAnA bIjA aneka guNA-jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIrya, baLa, dAna Adi pragaTa thAya che. Ama satpuruSanA ceAge sarva kalyANamaya thAya che, ane aAge akalyANamaya thAya che. zrImad A ja vastu temanA lagabhaga badhA ja patrAmAM judI judI rIte, judA judA rUpe vyakta karI che. temane satpuruSanI AjJAe cAlavAnu` mahattva keTaluM hatuM te jue 57 66 AtmA vinayI ( thaI), saraLa ane laghutvabhAva pAmI sadaiva satpuruSanA caraNamaLa prati rahyo, tA je mahAtmAone namaskAra karyAM che, te mahAtmAonI je jAtinI Rddhi che, te jAtinI Rddhi sa`prApya karI zakAya. ana`takALamAM kAM tA satpAtratA thaI nathI, ane kAM te satpuruSa maLyA nathI; nahi to nizcaya che, ke mekSa hatheLImAM che."pa7 A leAka trividha tApathI AkuLavyAkuLa che. jhAMjhavAnAM pANIne levA doDI tRSA chIpAvavA icche che, evA dIna che. ajJAnane lIdhe svarUpanu' vismaraNa thai javAthI bhayaMkara paribhramaNa tene prApta thayu che. samaye-samaye atula kheda, javarAdika rAga, maraNAdika bhaya, viyeAgAdika duHkhane anubhave che; evI azaraNatAvALA A jagatane eka satpuruSa ja zaraNa che, satpuruSanI vANI vinA e tApa ane tRSA keAI cheThThI zake nahi ema nizcaya che. 58 Ama aneka jagyAe zrImadde vividha rIte satsa`ganu phaLa batAvyuM che, jemAM satsa`gathI kalyANa thAya che, pAtratA Ave che, paramAnI dRDhatA thAya che, kAmajaya thAya che, AvismaraNa nivArAya che, saMsArabhAvanI nivRtti thAya che, tItra jJAnadazA Ave che, ratnatrayanI prApti thAya che, trividha tApa TaLe che, AtmAnI nirmaLatA thAya che, asa'gatA Ave che, dRDha mumukSutA Ave che vagere lAbheA zrImadde batAvyA che. - k 56. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 297. 17. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 104; agAsa AvRtti, AMka papa. pa8. ejatu pR. 125. ..

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zrImadanI avanasiddhi jJAnInI avajJAnuM phaLa jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAthI jIvanA svachaMda, abhimAna, kaSAya, rAgadveSa, mithyAtva, ajJAna, abhiniveza Adi do jAya che, ane samyagdarzana thAya che. tIvra mumukSatA, tIvra jJAnadazA, mArga prApti, Atmabodha, parAbhakti, AtmasthiratA vagere guNo maLe che. eTale ke jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnuM phaLa avarNanIya che. jJAnInI ATalI mahattA hovAne lIdhe tenI je avajJA karavAmAM Ave to eTaluM ja nukasAna thAya te ravAbhAvika che. joke jJAnI pate te potAne maLatAM mAna-apamAna, lAbhAlAbha, sukhaduHkha Adi vize samabhAvI hoya che. paNa temane duHkha ApanAra, apamAna karanAra, avajJA karanArane ghaNuM moTA pramANamAM eTale ke anaMtAnubaMdhI karma baMdhAya che. jJAnIne te evI karuNuM vartatI hoya che ke petAne du:kha ApI karmabaMdha karanAranI paNa mukti teo iche, te jaladI sAce mAge Ave evI bhAvanA teo bhAvatA hoya che. Ama jJAnI potAnI AjJA-avajJA mATe nirlepa hoya che. tema chatAM avajJA karanArane phaLa te maLe ja. - jJAnInI avajJA karavAmAM Ave to anaMtasaMsAra vadhI jAya che, darzanamohanIyana anaMtAnubaMdhI baMdha paDe che, ema zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu kahe che. jema jJAnInI AjJAe vartavuM te anaMtasaMsAranA nAzanuM kAraNa che, tema jJAnInI avajJA karavI te anaMtasaMsAranI vRddhinuM kAraNa che. te avajJAthI ajJAna, mithyAtva, meha, mAna, mAyA, kaSAya, rAgadveSa, svachaMda Adi doSo jora karI jAya che, ane jIvane sAce raste AvavAmAM prabaLa aMtarAya UbhuM kare che. tethI jJAnInI avajJAnuM phaLa e jIvanuM sauthI moTuM akalyANa karanAra che; tene jJAna, mumukSatA, mArga prApti, AtmasthiratA Adi thavA detAM nathI. TUMkamAM kahIe te, jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAthI jeTaluM phaLa maLe che, teTaluM phaLa, tenAthI UlaTA prakAranuM, jJAnInI avajJAthI maLe che. satsaMganI durlabhatA, tenA vize jIvanuM kartavya satsaMgathI kalyANa thAya che, tethI tenuM mAhAsya jJAnI puruSee bahu batAvyuM che, ane tethI tene ratnathI adhika mAhAbhyavALe gayo che. paraMtu tenI sulabhatA nathI; sarva kALane vize tenuM durlabhapaNuM gaNAyuM che. ane A viSama kALamAM te satsaMganI atyaMta khAmI che. paramArtha-mArgamAM AgaLa vadhArI zake tevA satsaMganI bahu durlabhatA thaI paDI che. tene kheda paNa zrImade vAraMvAra vyakta karyo che. ane te saMganI khAmIne lIdhe te teo pitAne eka samaye dukhiyA manuSyonA zirebhAgamAM gaNAtA hatA. satsaMganI ATalI badhI khAmI jaNAvAnuM mukhya kAraNa e hatuM ke temaNe satsaMganuM mAhAsya pUrve anubhavyuM hatuM.

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8. zrImanI tavavicAraNA - patromAM AvA duSamakALamAM satsaMgane viyoga rahe te svAbhAvika che, te samaye jIvanuM zuM kartavya che te vize zrImad vicAra karyo hato ane te vicAre temaNe mumukSuone lakhelA patromAM paNa vyakta karyA hatA. jJAnI puruSanA samAgamane aMtarAya rahetuM hoya te vakhate tenI dazA, ceSTA tathA vacane saMbhAravAM ane tevA guNe potAnAmAM pragaTAvavAne puruSArtha kare. te vize zrImadde lakhyuM che ke - satsaMganuM sevana je niraMtarapaNe icche che, evA mumukSu jIvane jyAM sudhI te te jogano viraha rahe, tyAM sudhI daDhabhAve te bhAvanA IrachI, pratyeka kArya karatAM vicArathI vatI, pitAne vize laghupaNuM mAnya karI, potAnA jovAmAM Ave te deSa pratye nivRtti IcchI, saraLapaNe varyA karavuM ane je kArya karI te bhAvanAnI utpatti thAya, evI jJAnavArtA ke jJAnalekha ke graMthanuM kaMI kaMI vicAravuM rAkhavuM.pa9 satsamAgamanA abhAva prasaMgamAM te vizeSe karI AraMbha-parigraha pratyethI vRtti saM5vAne abhyAsa rAkhI, jene vize tyAga-vairAgyAdi paramArtha sAdhane upadezyAM che, tevA graMtha vAMcavAne paricaya kartavya che, ane apramattapaNe pitAnA doSa vAraMvAra jevA yogya che."60 A uparAMta satsaMganA viyogamAM, vItarAgadhrutanI anuprekSA, AraMbha-parigrahanI vRtti cheDavI, vagere kartavya batAvyAM che. e vakhate e khyAla rAkhavAne che ke samAgamanuM baLa ghaTatAM anya vastumAM vRtti cAlI na jAya. anya bhAvamAM jIva jatAM tene anAdine abhyAsa hovAthI pratibaMdhamAM paDI javAne saMbhava rahe che. bhakti 1 bhaktinuM mAhAsya darzAvatAM zrImade kahyuM che ke - ghaNuM ghaNA prakArathI manana karatAM amAre dRDha nizcaya che ke, bhakti e sarvoparI mArga che. ane te puruSanA caraNa samIpa rahIne thAya te kSaNavAramAM mekSa karI de te padArtha che."62 jJAnInI, prabhunI, tIrthakaranI, saddagurunI, savanI bhakti kalyANa karavAmAM upakArI che. mokSa meLavavA mATe bhakti e dhuraMdhara mArga che. zuddha, saccidAnaMdasvarUpa, sarva dUSaNarahita, pa. "zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicArane ", pR. 17. 60. "zrImada rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 1, pR. 53; agAsa AvRtti, AMka 683. 61. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 223, 283, 335, 530, 572, 693 vagere. 62. ejana, AMka 201, pR. 264.

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zrImanI jItasaddhi *para sarva bhayarahita, sarvajJa, sarvadezI, jinezvara bhagavAnanI bhaktithI Atmazakti prakAza pAme che, mananI sthiratA Ave che, AtmA vikArathI virakta thAya che, zAMti maLe che ane karmanI nirA thAya che, abhimAna, ahaMkAra, mAyA, lAbha Adi duguNA bhaktithI nAza pAme che, kAraNa ke bhaktimAM te sarva samarpaNabhAva hAvAthI - saddagurune badhuM seAMpI dIdhuM hAvAthI - kaI peAtAnuM rahetuM nathI, ke jemAM jIva mAyA, mamatA ke abhimAna kare. AthI kriyAmA mAM ke jJAnamAgamAM je abhimAna, vyavahAra, Agraha ke siddhimeha, pUjAsatkArAdine meAha vagerenI sabhAvanA rahe che, tenI, bhaktimAM sabhAvanA nathI rahetI. A kAraNathI kAIka mahAtmAne bAda karatAM ghaNA vicAravAna jIvAe bhaktimArganA Azraya karyA che. ane te mArga ne zreSTha gaNyA che. paramAtmA ane AtmAnu ekarUpa thaI javuM te parAbhaktinI chevaTanI hada che. 52mAtmAnI ja laya rahevI te parAbhakti che. A bhakti jIvanuM ghaNI varAthI kalyANa kare che. gurugamathI jeNe bhakti jANI nathI, tenI bhaktimAM akALa ane azucidoSa Ave che. ekAMte prabhAte prathama prahara e sevya bhaktine mATe ceAgya kALa che. svarUpaciMtana-bhakti te sarvakALe sevya che. vyavasthita mana e sa cinu* kAraNa che. bAhya maLa AdithI rahita tana ane zuddha spaSTa vANI e zuci che. AvI zuddhatA gurunA Azraye bhakti karavAthI Ave che. bhaktinI pUrNatA kacAre pamAya te vize zrImadde eka patramAM lakhyuM che keH~~~ "bhaktinI pUrNatA pAmavAne yAgya tyAre thAya che ke eka tRNu mAtra paNa hira pratye yAcavu nahi. sarva dazAmAM bhaktimaya ja rahevu....satra harIcchA baLavAna che e karavA mATe hirae Ama karyuM che, ema niHzaMkapaNe samajavuM. " 6 3 paramAtmAnI bhakti ja jene parama priya che evA puruSane sasAra sabaMdhI kaThaNAI na hAya teA samajavuM ke tene kharI bhakti ja nathI, kAraNa ke sa`sAra sabadhI kaThaNAI te paramA mAnI saraLatA che. te kaThaNAI tA mAyAthI Ave che, bhagavadbhaktane teA zAtA ane azAtA ane sarakhAM ja che. mahAtmA kabIra, narasiha mahetA, mIrAMbAI AdinI bhakti ananya, alaukika, adbhuta ane sarvotkRSTa hatI. tee evI duHkhI sthitimAM paNa prabhu pAse leza paNa nahAtAM yAcatAM ke nahAtAM dIna thatAM. paramAtmAe emanA paracA pUrA karyA che te tA bhaktonI icchAnI uparavaTa thaIne. jo bhaktonI evI icchA hoya to te temane rahasya bhaktinI prApti ja na hoya. tethI jJAnI pratye niHspRha bhakti sevavA mATe bhAra mUktAM zrImadde lakhyu che ke -~~~ " jJAnI pratye jene kevaLa niHspRha bhakti che, pAtAnI icchA te thakI pUrNa thatI na dekhIne paNa jene doSa AvatA nathI, evA je jIva che, tene jJAnIne Azraye dhIrajathI vartatAM ApattinA nAza hoya che; athavA ghaNuM maMdapaNu thaI jAya che, ema jANIe chIe. tathApi tevI dhIraja rahevI A kALane vize bahu vikaTa che ane tethI upara jaNAvyu` che, evu' pariNAma ghaNI vAra Avatu. aTakI jAya che. '64 63. "zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicAraratna", pR. 64. 68. 6 zrImad rAjacaMdra '', AvRtti pa, khaMDara, pR. 146; agAsa AvRtti, AMka 368.

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8. zrImanI tathavacAraNA -patromAM 453 Ama zrImad zuddha, samarpaNabhAvavALI bhaktinuM ghaNuM mAhAtmya temanA patrAmAM ThekaThekANe vyakta kare che. jJAnInI AjJAe A bhakti karavAmAM Ave tA jIvanuM kalyANa thAya che, baMdhathI mukti thAya che, jJAna thAya che, ane chevaTe, mekSa paNa thAya che. paNa e bhakti mAtra AtmajJAnane artha ja thatI hAvI joIe. nahitara tenuM paNa sa`sAra arthe ja phaLa maLe che. AthI tA jJAnI pAse AtmAne mUkIne saMsAranI icchA na karavAnA anurAdha zrImadde vAraMvAra karyA che. bhaktinuM ATaluM mAhAtmya hAvA chatAM te bhaktinA vartamAna kALamAM lApa thayelA joI ne zrImadana ghaNA kheda thatA hatA. ane te kheda temaNe keTalIka vAra vyakta paNa karyA hatA. bhakti ane satsaMga videza gayA hAya tevI sthitimAM te mArga prakAzI zake evA puruSanI durlabhatA thaI paDI hAya te svAbhAvika che. te mArga kANu prakAze te vize zrImadre lakhyuM che ke H-- ** * cAgabaLa sahita, eTale jemanA upadeza ghaNA jIvAne thADA prayAse meAkSasAdhana rUpa thaI zake evA atizaya sahita je satpuruSa hAya te jyAre yathAprArabdha upadezavyavahAranA udaya prApta thAya tyAre mukhyapaNe ghaNuM karIne te bhaktirUpa pratyakSa AzrayamA prakAze che, paNa tevA udayayeAga vinA ghaNuM karI prakAzatA nathI.65 Ama zrImad bhakti, tenu svarUpa, tenu mAhAtmya, tenI zreSThatA, te mArganA prakAzananI yAgyatA vagere muddAo vizenI vicAraNA patrAmAM pragaTa karI che, jemAM temaNe bhaktinuM apUrva mAhAtmya aneka vakhata batAvyuM che. te sAthe kevI bhakti joI e, tenI kevI khumArI caDavI joIe te gopAMganAo vyAsa muni, narasiMha, kabIra AdinAM udAharaNA dvArA temaNe prasaMgApAta samajAvyu` che. samyagdarzana da AtmA jevA che tevA jene anubhavAya tane samyagdarzana thayu kahevAya. samyagdarzananA traNa prakAra kahela che : AptapuruSanA vacananI pratItirUpa, AjJAnI apUrva rucirUpa, svacchaMda nirAdhapaNe AsapuruSanI bhaktirUpa e, e prathama samakita che. paramAnI spaSTa anubhavAze pratIti te samatinA khIjo prakAra che. nivikalpa paramAtha anubhava te satinA trIjo prakAra che. 65. zrImad rAjacaMdra' AvRtti pa, khaMDa 2, 6. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, "C pR. 361, juo AMka : 105, 135, 143, 397 431, 450, 459, 493, 170, 769, 771 vagere.

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454 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi vizALa buddhi, madhyasthatA, saraLatA ane jitendriyapaNuM - A guNo jenAmAM hoya te tattva pAmavAnuM uttama pAtra che. karma mukta thavAnI jene sAcI IrachA hoya te samyagdarzana meLavavAne pAtra che. manuSyatva, Aryadeza, uttama kuLa, zArIrika saMpatti e badhAM apekSita sAdhana che. 1 sapuruSanA caraNane Irachaka, re sadaiva sUkSma bedhane abhilASI, 3 guNa para prazastabhAva rAkhanAra, 4 brahmatratamAM prItImAna, che jyAre svadoSa dekhAya tyAre tene chedavAne upaga rAkhanAra, 6 upagathI eka paLa paNa bharanAra, 7 ekAMtavAsane vakhANanAra, 8 tIrthAdi pravAsane ucharaMgI, 9 AhAra vihAra nihArane niyamI, 10 potAnI gurutA dabAvanAra evA aMtaraMga guNo dharAvanAra keI paNa puruSa samyagdazAne pAtra che. A badhA mumukSatAnA guNe utpanna thavAnuM mukhya lakSaNa pAtAnA doSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA rAkhavI e che, tenAthI svachaMdano nAza thAya che, ane tethI bedhabIjane gya bhUmikA te AtmAmAM baMdhAya che. paNa jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM sukha lAge che, tyAM sudhI sAcI mumukSutA prApta thatI nathI, tethI saMsArano nirveda, kaSAyanI maMdatA, mekSanI abhilASA, sapuruSanuM mAhAsya jIvane lAge tyAre ja jIva samyagdazAne pAtra thAya che. AthI A sarva guNa meLavavA puruSAthI thavuM agatyanuM che. 1. AtmA che, 2. AtmA nitya che, 3. Atma kartA che, 4. AtmA bhaktA che, pa. mekSa che ane 6. mokSane upAya che, e cha padamAM atyaMta saMdeharahita zraddhA thAya tyAre jJAnI puruSa tene samyagdarzana thayuM gaNe che. anitya padArthamAM mehabuddhi hovAne lIdhe AtmAnuM astitva, niyatva Adi dhyAnamAM AvatAM nathI, paNa te mehagraMthinuM chedana jyAre thAya tyAre samakita thAya che. krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha e cAra kaSAyanI anaMtAnubaMdhI cokaDIne kSapazama thAya tyAre samakita thAya che. e vakhate tIrthakaranA mArganI pratIti paNa jIvane AvI jAya che. samyagdazAvALA jIvamAM pAMca lakSaNa hoya che H zama, saMvega, niveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA. 1. krodhAdi kaSAnuM samAI javuM, udaya AvelA kakSAnI maMdatA thavI. anAdikALanI vRttio samAI javI, te zama. 2. mukta thavA sivAya bIjA koI prakAranI abhilASA na hoya te savega. 3. saMsArathI vairAgya te niveda. 4. vItarAgapraNIta mArgamAM, jenAM vacananuM bahu mUlya che te nispRhI mahAtmAnAM vacanAmAM zraddhA te AsthA, pa. ane sarva jIvomAM potAnA AtmA jevI ja dRSTi, sarva prati karuNAbhAva te anukaMpA. samyagdaSTi jIvamAM A pAMca lakSaNe avazya hoya che.

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8. zrI madana taravavicAraNuM - patromAM 455 anaMtAnubaMdhI, krodha, anaMtAnubaMdhI mAna, anaMtAnubaMdhI mAyA ane anaMtAnubaMdhI labha e cAre tathA mithyAtvamohanI, mizramehanI ane samyaktvamohanI e traNa, ema sAta prakRtine jyAM sudhI kSaye pazama, upazama ke kSaya thato nathI, tyAM sudhI samyagdaSTipaNuM saMbhavatuM nathI. e sAta prakRti jema jema maMdatAne pAme, tema tema samyaktvano udaya thAya che. te prakRtionI graMthi chedavI parama durlabha che. sadagurunA upadeza vinA ane satpAtratA vinA te graMthi chedAtI nathI. paNa eka vakhata je te graMthi chedAI gaI to samyagdarzana thAya che. jIvane je eka vakhata samyagdarzana thAya che tene vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhave mokSa thAya che. samakitI jIva je prabaLa puruSArtha upADe te tene te bhave paNa mukti maLI zake che. paNa je thayelA samakitane vamI nAkhavAmAM Ave te jIvanuM saMsAraparibhramaNa ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. A puruSanA vacananI pratItirUpa je prathama prakAranuM samakita thayuM hoya che, tene satsaMgAdi sAdhanathI baLa na maLe te jIvane thayela zraddhA calita thavAno saMbhava vadhI jAya che. AvI zraddhA je calita thaI jAya to te jIvanI paMdara bhavamAM mukti nizcita kahevAtI nathI; pachI te tenA puruSArtha para AdhAra rAkhe che. upazamarUpa samakti jene thayuM heya tene paNa je AgaLa jatAM te kSApazamika ke kSAyika samakitamAM na pariName to te jIvanuM agiyArame guNasthAnethI patana thAya che. ane tenA jIvane paNa pharIthI puruSArtha karavAno rahe che. kSAyika samakitavALAne AtyaMtika patanane bhaya rahetuM nathI, kema ke teNe anaMtAnubaMdhI karma prakRtiono kSaya karyo hovAthI te prakRtio pharIthI udayamAM AvI zakatI nathI. AvA patana pAmelA jIvanI mukti meLavavA mATenI kALamaryAdA jJAnI purue batAvI che. samakti vamelA jIvanI paNa "ardhapudgala parAvartana" jeTalA samayamAM mukti nizcita thaI jAya che. A tenI vadhumAM vadhu samayanI maryAdA che; te pahelAM te mukti meLavI zake che, paNa tenAthI vadhu samaya te tene lAgatA ja nathI. paNa A kALamaryAdA ghaNI moTI che. jagatamAM jeTalA pudgala paramANu che, te ekeekane bhegavI letAM jeTalo samaya lAge tene tIrthaMkara prabhue puddagala parAvartana kALa kahyo che. tenAthI aDadho samaya te "ardha pudgala parAvartana kALa". temAM asaMkhya kALacakro pharI jAya che. samakitI jIva abhaya AhAra kare? evo koI mumukSue zrImadane prazna pUchanyo hate. tenA uttaramAM zrImadde A vize jaNAvyuM hatuM. zreNika mahArAjA saMbaMdhI koI eka graMthamAM evuM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke temaNe abhakSya AhAra karyo hate. te mATe zrImade jaNAveluM ke AvuM vAMcI koI e te pravRtti karavA jevI nathI. samakita thayA pahelAM paNa abhakSyane niSedha che, te pachI samakita thayA pachI to jIva abhakSya AhAra na kare te sahaja che. sapuruSanI vANuM viSaya ane kavAyanA anamedanathI athavA rAgadveSanA poSaNathI rahita heya che, ane te ja dRSTie sarvano artha kara yogya che.

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zrImadanI aSAnasiddhi kSAyika samakita A kALe saMbhave?6 7 zrImannA jaNAvyA pramANe kSAyika samaktinI vyAkhyA AgamamAM samajAvelI nathI, tenAM spaSTa lakSaNe hAla keInA jANavAmAM nathI, paNa eTaluM jANI zakAya che ke je jIvane kSAyika samakita pragaTayuM hoya te jIvane kadAca navakArazI jeTaluM paNa vrata na hoya, chatAM paNa te jIva vadhumAM vadhu traNa bhava ane nahi te te ja bhave mukti pAme che, evI AzcaryakAraka kSAyika samakitInI vyAkhyA temAM batAvI che, jenuM AvuM mAhAbhya che, te kSAyika samakitInI dazA kevI samajavI? A dazA AgamAM jaNAvAI nathI. koI mumukSuo, A kALamAM kSAyika samakita na hoya, tevA jinAgamana vacana vize abhiprAya pUchAvyA hatA. tenA uttaramAM zrImadde jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, jinAgamamAM AvuM vacana hoya te paNa kSAyika samaktinI dazA batAvela nathI, tethI te viSe nirNaya kara kaThina che ke e dazA saMbhave ke nahi. paNa evuM vacana jinAgamamAM nathI, te batAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - hAla jene jinasUtrone nAme oLakhavAmAM Ave che, temAM "kSAyika samakita nathI" evuM spaSTa lakheluM nathI ane paraMparAgata tathA bIjA keTalAka graMthomAM e vAta cAlI Ave che, ema vAMceluM che, sAMbhaLeluM che. ane te vAkaya mithyA che ke mRSA che ema amAre abhiprAya nathI, tema te vAkya je prakAre lakhyuM che te ekAMta. abhiprAye ja lakhyuM che ema amane lAgatuM nathI."68 A pachI tenA AnuSaMgI bIjA muddAo vize jaNAvIne zrImad bhAyika samakita vize kaI spaSTa abhiprAya Apyo nathI. mAtra potAnI yathArtha dazA vicAravAne temaNe badha karyo che. Ama zrImada vartamAna kALamAM kSAyika samaktiI jIva hoya ke na hoya te vize kaze. spaSTa abhiprAya ApatA nathI. samyagdaSTine siddhio sAthe saMbaMdha samyagdaSTi AtmA, je cothe guNasthAne hoya che, tene kavacit siddhi hoya che ane kavacit siddhi nathI hotI. jene siddhi hoya che tene tenI IcchA nathI hotI, je IcchA thAya te te pramAdathI thAya che ane jene evI IcchA thAya tenuM patana thAya che, tethI pramAdarahita dazAthI siddhinI IcchA ke upayoga na karavA hitAvaha che. pAMcamA-chaThThA guNasthAnathI te siddhio vadhatI jAya che. tyAM paNa pramAda Ave te aniSTa thAya che. sAtamA guNasthAne siddhio vadhe che, paNa tyAM pramAdane ocho avakAza che. agiyArame lobhane prabaLa udaya AvavAthI jIvanuM patana thAya che, paNa te sivAyanAM "jeTalAM samyakatvanAM 67. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 39. 68. "zrImad rAjacaMda ", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 150; agAsa AvRtti, AMka 37.

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8. zrI madanI tAvicAraNA - patromAM sthAnaka che ane jyAM sudhI samyaphapariNAmI AtmA che tyAM sudhI, te eke jemane vize jIvane pravRtti trikALa saMbhavatI nathI."69 samyajJAnI puruSonA je camatkAro je lokoe jAyA che te te jJAnI puruSoe karelA saMbhavatA nathI, svabhAve karI siddhijega pAmyA hoya che. mithyAdaSTi AtmA ane dehanuM jene spaSTa bhinnapaNuM bhAsyuM nathI, dehamAM AtmA mAnavArUpa buddhi rahyA kare che, anubhavasvarUpa AtmA anubhavyo nathI, AtmAnAM ativAdi cha padanuM niHzaMkava jene prApta thayuM nathI, te mithyAdaSTi che. ane tene je jJAna hoya te mithyAjJAna che. mithyASTine karmanI baLavattaratA hoya che. tenA krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobhanI anaMtAnubaMdhI cokaDIne nAza thaye hoto nathI, ane tethI te bAhya sukhanI zodhamAM anaMta saMsAranuM paribhramaNa karyA kare che. vaLI, AtmA samapariNAmI tha na hovAne lIdhe, AtmAne jANa na hovAne lIdhe, tenI keI paNa pravRtti saphaLa eTale ke AtmAthe thatI nathI. tenI vRttio paNa saMkSepAI na hovAne lIdhe tene tIvra rAgadveSa thayA kare che, tethI te je je tapa, japa Adi kriyA kare che tenuM phaLa tene saMsArArthe maLe che. eTale ke taine bhautika sukhanI prApti thAya che, paNa AtmA jAgRta thatuM nathI. tenAM svaccheda ajJAna, mAna vagere maTayAM na hovAne lIdhe tene jJAnI puruSamAM zraddhA thatI nathI, ane tethI tenuM mithyAtva jatuM nathI. zAstramAM abhigrahika, anAbhiaihika abhinivezika, sAMzayika ane aNagika vagere maLI mithyAtvanA pAMca prakAra kahyA che, te pAMce tene pravartatA hoya che. TUMkamAM kahIe te, tenI pratyeka pravRtti samyagdaSTi jIvathI UlaTA prakAre thatI hoya che. ane tethI tenA bhavane aMta Avato nathI. paNa te jIva puruSane caraNe jaI, parama bhaktithI tenI AjJA ArAdhe te te samyagdaSTi thaI mokSamArgane pAme che, ane muktinuM anaMta Atmasukha pAme che. samyagdarzananuM mAhAbhya AgaLa joI tevI samarthatA samakitanI hovAthI zrImadde tenuM bahumAna kareluM che. sarva jJAnIoe samaktine mekSamArganuM prathama pagathiyuM gaNela che. te vizenAM zrImadanAM ullAsapUrvaka lakhAyelAM vacane juo -69 69. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" AvRtti 5 khaMDa 2 pR. 172 agAsa AvRtti, AMka 450. 58

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi he sarvotkRSTa sukhanA hetubhUta samyakTazana! tane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra che. A anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM anaMta anaMta jIvo tArA Azraya vinA anaMta anaMta duHkhane anubhave che."70 anaMtakALathI je jJAna bhavahetuM thatuM hatuM, te jJAnane eka samayamAtramAM jAtyAMtara karI jeNe bhavanivRttirUpa karyuM te kalyANamUrti samyakdarzanane namaskAra.71 A samyagdarzana pAmele jIva daza vadhatAM jJAnI ane puruSa thAya che. jJAnInI dazA - svarUpa AtmajJAna thayA pachI jIvanI kevI dazA thAya che ke jethI tenuM ATaluM badhuM mAhAsya zrImade batAvyuM che ? AtmajJAnInI dazA kevI hoya tenuM chUTaka chUTaka nirUpaNa zrImade karela che, je parathI ApaNane jJAnInI dazA samajAya che. A jJAnIo manejayI hoya che. temane mauna rahevuM ke amauna rahevuM baMne sulabha hoya che, anukULa-pratikULa divasa sarakhA hoya che, lAbha-hAni sarakhI hoya che, temane mAtra samabhAva ja vartato hoya che. AvA mane jayI jJAnInI samarthatA batAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke : eka kalpanAno jaya eka kape thavA durlabha, tethI temaNe anaMta kalpanAo kalpanA anaMtamA bhAge zamAvI dIdhI!"72 AvA jJAnIne dharma e ja asthi, majajA, Indriya Adi hoya che, eTale ke dharma e ja temanuM sarvasva hoya che. AvA jJAnIo manuSyadehe paramAtmA ja che, kAraNa ke temanuM halanacalana, vAcA, kArya Adi pratyeka vastu dharmane arthe thatI hoya che. teo zAstramarmanA jJAtA hoya che, sarvamAM udAsInatA ke vItarAgatA vartatI hoya che, potAnA svarUpamAM ja magna rahe che, ane magnatA rahe nahi tyAre zAstravAcana, bhakti Adi zubha pravRttiomAM rahe che. eTale ke temane kaSAyajaya hovAthI teo zuddhabhAvamAM ke zubhabhAvamAM rahe che. AvA jJAnIne vize kaI je dhanAdi bhautika vastu meLavavAnI IcchA rAkhe te tevA jIvane dazanAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya che. paraMtu ghaNuM karIne tevo pratibaMdha keIne na thAya te rIte jJAnI vate che. jJAnIo prArabdhanA udaya pramANe vate che, ane je sthiti prApta thAya temAM harSazeka ke rAgadveSa karatA nathI. Ama jJAnInI pravRtti, pravRtti jevI ja nathI hatI. UnA pANIne mATe jema uSNapaNuM te mukhya guNa nathI, tevuM ja jJAnanI pravRtti 70. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 443. agAsa AvRtti hAtha dha 2/20 AMkaH 839 71. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 265. 7ra. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti pR. 110.

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459 , 8. zrImanI taravavicAraNA - patromAM mATe paNa che. tema chatAM paNa AtmasthiratAne vadhAravA mATe jJAnI nivRttinI IrachA rAkhyA kare che, ane satsaMgane sevyA kare che. teo udaya pramANe pravRtti karatA hovA chatAM temanI eka paNa pravRtti evI nathI hotI ke jethI paramArthane vize bhrAMti thAya. jJAnIne daha paranuM mamatva paNa TaLI gayuM hoya che, tethI tene sukhI ke duHkhI avasthA paNa spazI zakatI nathI. Ama jJAnInI avasthA sAmAnya jananA karatAM eTalI judA prakAranI hoya che ke tenuM varNana karatAM aneka graMtha paNa lakhAyA che. rUAnI-ajJAnI vacce bheda jJAnI ane ajJAnInI ceSTA bAhyathI jotAM ghaNuM sAmyavALI lAgatI hovA chatAM, temAM AMtarika rIte ghaNe taphAvata hoya che. anAdikALathI viparyAsa buddhi hovAthI ane jJAnI puruSanI keTalIka ceSTAo ajJAnI puruSanA jevI ja hevAthI jJAnI sAmAnya dRSTithI oLakhAtA nathI. jJAnIne vividha pravRttio hoya che, zAtA-azAtA hoya che, vANI-vicAra hoya che, ane bIjAM paNa ghaNuM evAM lakSaNa hoya che ke je ajJAnIne paNa saMbhave. eTale ke teo baMne vacceno bheda bAhya nahi paNa AMtarika che. bAhyathI kaI evAM spaSTa lakSaNe jaNAtAM nathI ke jIvane jJAnIne tarata ja nizcaya thaI jAya. tethI to ghaNuM jIvo egamAM AvyA chatAM temane oLakhI zakatA nathI ane vizvamamAM ja rahyA kare che. mATe jJAnIne oLakhavA mATe baLavAna pAtratAnI AvazyakatA che. pUrva upArjana karelAM karmo jJAnI tema ja ajJAnI baMnene bhegavavAM paDe che. te karmanA phaLarUpe zAtA paNa Ave, ane azAtA paNa Ave, pravRtti paNa Ave ane nivRtti paNa Ave, sukha paNa Ave ane duHkha paNa Ave, roga paNa Ave ane nIrogIpaNuM paNa Ave, lAbha paNa thAya ane nukasAna paNa thAya eTale ke pUrve jevAM karma bAMdhyAM hAya tenuM phaLa te jJAnI ane ajJAnI baMnene sarakhuM ja maLe che. paNa AmAM je kaMI bheda che te phaLane svIkAravAnI rItimAM jovA maLe che. ajJAnI jIvane zAtA Ave, lAbha thAya vagere zubha karmane udaya thAya tyAre AnaMda thAya che, ane temAM te rAga kare che, te ethI UlaTuM je azAtA Ave, roga Ave, nukasAna thAya vagere azubha karmane udaya Ave te tene bahu zeka thAya che, tenAthI chUTavA te prayatna kare che, ane temAMthI kyAreka te ArtadhyAnamAM paNa UtarI paDe che. eTale ke ajJAnI jIva tIvrapaNe rAga ke dveSa anubhave che. paNa jJAnInI vartane ajJAnI karatAM judA prakAranI hoya che. temane zAtA Ave, sukha Ave, ISTa cIjanI prApti thAya ke teno viyoga thAya, aniSTa cIjane cega thAya ke tenAthI chUTakAro maLe, dukha maLe, azAtA Ave- ema keI paNa zubha ke azubha karmane udaya thAya te vakhate teo samabhAve rahe che. eTale ke zubha karmanA udayathI harSita thatA nathI, azubha karmanA udayathI teo zekathI AkuLa banatA nathI, temane rAga ke dveSa vartatA nathI. Ama teo anukULa ke pratikULa saMjogomAM samabhAve ja rahe che. Ama sukhaduHkha, anukULa-pratikULa saMjoge, lAbhAlAbha, naphA-nukasAna vagere bAbatamAM jJAnI samacitta rahe che, tyAre ajJAnI rAgadveSa kare che, eTale ke temanA mananA pariNAmamAM

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zremanI jIvanasiddhi taphAvata hoya che. tene pariNAme ajJAnIne kamane bhagavaTe bhaviSyanA saMsArane hetu thAya che, tyAre jJAnIne te karmanirjarAne hetu thAya che. Ama jJAnI-ajJAnInI karma pratyenI daSTimAM ghaNe taphAvata hoya che. jJAna-ajJAnInI vANImAM paNa bheda hoya che. mAtra zAstro vAMcI potAne jJAnI mAnanAranI vANImAM ane jene anubhavasvarUpa jJAna thayuM che tenI vANumAM e taphAvata hoya che ke deDha mumukSu ke AtmAthI jIva te tarata samajI jAya che. A bheda evo sUkSama hoya che ke sAmAnya jIva jJAnI-ajJAnInI vANane bheda samajI zakatA nathI, ane tethI keTalIkavAra ajJAnIne jJAnI mAnI, tenI upAsanA karI, vadhu karmabaMdha kare che. A baMnenI vANIne bheda batAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - jJAnInI vANuM pUrvApara aviruddha, AtmArtha upadezaka, apUrva arthanuM nirUpaNa karanAra hoya che. ane anubhava sahitapaNuM hovAthI AtmAne satata jAgRta karanAra hoya che. zuSkajJAnInI vANImAM tathArUpa guNa hotA nathI. sarvathI utkRSTa je pUrvApara adhipaNuM te zuSkajJAnInI vANune vize vartavA yogya nathI, kema ke yathAsthita padArthadarzana tene hetuM nathI, ane tethI ThAma-ThAma ka95nAthI yukta tenI vANuM hoya che, e Adi nAnA prakAranA bhedathI jJAnI ane zuSkajJAnInI vANInuM oLakhANa utkRSTa mumukSune thavA yogya che. jJAnI puruSane to sahaja svabhAve tenuM oLakhANa che, kemake pote bhAnasaMhita che, ane bhAnasaMhita puruSa vinA A prakArano Azaya upadezI zakAya nahIM, ema saheje te jANe che."73 paNa jJAnI ajJAnI vaccenA bhedanI khabara sAmAnya jIvane paDatI nathI te ApaNe upara joyuM. tethI te zrImade lakhyuM che ke - jJAnInAM vacanonI parIkSA sarva-jIvane sulabha hota to nirvANa paNa sulabha ja hata. 74 . A uparAMta jJAnInI sarva vartanA prArabdhanA udaya pramANe hoya che. temanI IcchA ke anicchA hatI nathI, tyAre ajJAnI jIvane pravRttimAM mArApaNuM hoya che, ane prArabdha sAthe tene ghaNuM vAra vire hoya che. Ama jJAnI tathA ajJAnI vacce vANuM, vartana, AdimAM ghaNe bheda hoya che. jJAna ane tenA prakAra75 jinAgamamAM jJAnanA mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryava ane kevaLa e pAMca prakAra kahyA che. te jJAnanA prakAra sAcA che, upamAvAcaka nathI. 73. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", Atti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 254; agAsa AvRtti, AMka 679. 78. ejana, pR. 255; 5. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka : pa97, 679, 714, 799 vagere.

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6. zrImatI taravavicAraNA - patromAM mukhya evA jJAnIonAM vacano Azaya vAMco, vicAro te zrutajJAna che. A jJAna kevaLajJAnanI apekSAe vika9pajJAna kahI zakAya, paNa kevaLajJAna prApta karavA mATe te sAdhanarUpa che. te jJAna bArame guNasthAne vartatA evA jIvane paNa avalaMbanarUpa che, jyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTe tyAre ja tenuM avalaMbana choDavAnuM jinAgamamAM jaNAvAyuM che, te zrIma paNa bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. Ama zrutajJAnanAM upakAra tathA mAhAmya ghaNAM che. mati ane zrutajJAna lagabhaga sAthe sAthe ja jAya che; kRtathI meLaveluM jJAna smRtimAM rahI jAya eTale te matijJAna thaI jAya che. AthI mati ane zrutajJAna baMnenuM mahattva sarakhuM ja che. avadhijJAna eTala sthaLa, kALa AdimAM amuka hada sudhInuM jJAna. A jJAna manuSya jIvone cAritraparyAyanI vizuddhatAnA tAratamyathI Upaje che. vartamAna kALamAM te vizuddhatA prApta thavI durlabha che, kema ke kALanuM pratyakSa svarUpa cAritramehanIya Adi prakRtinA vizeSa baLa sahita vartatuM jovAmAM Ave che. sAmAnya Atmacaritra paNa kaIka jIvana vize vartavA yogya che. tevA kALamAM te jJAnanI labdhi vyavaracheda jevI hoya temAM kaMI Azcarya nathI. AtmasvarUpe vicaratAM te jJAnanuM asaMbhavitapaNuM nathI. paramArthathI te jJAnane saMbhava che. mana:paryavajJAna eTale sAmAnA mananAM pariNAma jANavAM. A jJAnanI paNa vartamAnakALamAM avadhijJAna jevI ja sthiti che te zrImadde batAvyuM che. A baMne jJAnanI jinAgamamAM batAvelI vyAkhyAo vartamAna jIvo yathArtha na rAmaje ane teno Azaya jANyA vinA tenI je vyAkhyA teo kare te mukhya vyAkhyAthI vidhavALI hoya te saMbhavita che. paNa tethI A jJAna na hoI zake tema nathI, te jJAna thavA yogya che, te AtmadaSTie jotAM nisaMdeha che. A jJAna kaI rIte pragaTa thAya te praznanA uttaramAM zrImadde koI mumukSune lakhyuM hatuM ke - sAdhAraNapaNe dareka jIvane matijJAna hoya che, tene Azraye rahelA zrutajJAnamAM vadhAro thavAthI te matijJAnanuM baLa vadhe che, ema anukrame matijJAna nirmaLa thavAthI AtmAnuM asaMyamapaNuM TaLI saMyamapaNuM thAya che, ne tethI mana:paryavajJAna pragaTe che. tene yoge AtmA bIjAne abhiprAya jANuM zake che. liMga-dekhAva uparathI bIjAnA koI harSAdi bhAva jANuM zakAya che, te matijJAnanA viSaya che. tevA dekhAvanA abhAve je bhAva jANI zakAya te mana:paryava jJAnano viSaya che."76 kevaLajJAna zrImade kevaLajJAna vize vadhu vicAraNA karelI jaNAya che. kevaLajJAnanA sAmAnya artha lokemAM e thAya che ke samaye samayanuM traNe kALanuM ane traNe lokanuM jJAna. A jJAna A kALamAM, A kSetre, saMbhave nahi tevo jinAgamane abhiprAya che. 76. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 326. 77. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka : pa8 7, 629, 79, 694 vagere.

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zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi kevaLajJAnamAM traNe kALanu jJAna kevI rIte sabhave te vize zrImadde vicAra karyA hatA. vartamAnakALanA padArtho je pramANe vartamAnakALamAM dekhAya che, tema bhUtakALanA padArtho bhUtakALamAM je svarUpe hatA te svarUpe vartamAnakALamAM dekhAya che, ane bhaviSyakALamAM padArthA je svarUpa pAmavAnA che te svarUpe vartamAnakALamAM dekhAya che; Ama bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSya traNe kALanA padArthAnuM jJAna kevaLajJAnamAM jJAnanI vizeSatAne lIdhe hAya che. 42 kevaLajJAnamAM samaye samayanuM jJAna hAya che, te vize paNa zrImadde keTaleka vicAra karyA che. kALanA sUmamAM sUkSma bhAga e "samaya" che. padArthanA sUkSmamAM sUkSma vibhAga te paramANu che, ane arUpI padArthInA sUkSmamAM sUkSma bhAga te pradeza che. te traNe eTalA badhA sUkSma che ke anaMta nirmaLa jJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI tenA svarUpane grahaNa karI zakAya nahi, sAmAnya saMsArI jIvAnA upayoga asakhyAta samayavatI hoya che, paNa soMpUrNa kaSAyahita dazAmAM eka samayavatI upayAga AvI zake che. tethI . " eka samayanuM, eka paramANunuM ane eka pradezanuM jene jJAna thAya tene kevaLajJAna pragaTe ema kahyuM che te satya che. kaSAyarahitapaNA vinA kevaLajJAnanA sabhava nathI. 78 Ama saMpUNaeN kaSAyarahita sthitine tame kevaLajJAna kahe che. bhRta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyanuM jJAna thAya te ja kevaLajJAna evI zAstrakAroe kevaLa jJAnanI mukhyapaNe vyAkhyA karI nathI. jJAnIpuruSoe tA jJAnanuM atyaMta zuddha thavuM tene kevaLajJAna kahyuM che, ane te jJAnamAM mukhya to Atmasthiti ane AtmasAdhana kahyAM che. jagatanuM jJAna thavuMe vagere je kahela che te apUrva viSayanu grahaNa sAmAnya jIvAthI thavu azakaya jANIne kahyu` che. kema ke jagatanA jJAna para vicAra karatAM karatAM AtmasAmarthya jaNAya. AtmA jyAre zuddha jJAnasthitine bhaje, tenu nAma kevaLajJAna mukhyapaNe che. sa prakAranA rAgadveSanA abhAva thAya tyAre atyaMta zuddha jJAsthiti pragaTe che. lAkA je hAlamAM kevaLajJAnanI vyAkhyA kare che, te vyAkhyA virAdhavALI dekhAya che. sadezakALAdinu jJAna kevaLajJAnIne hoya ema jinAgamanA hAla rUDha artha che. khIjAM darzanamAM evA mukhya artha nathI, ane jinAgamathI tevA atha leAkeAmAM pracalita che, te ja kevaLajJAnanA artha hAya tA temAM keTalAka virAdha dekhAya che. saceAgI kevaLIne mana, vacana ane kAyAnA sUkSma yAga che, kAraNa ke temanI kAyAsahita sthiti hAya che. te sthiti heAvAthI AhArAdri arthe pravRtti thatAM upayAgAMtara thAya. te vakhate kevaLIne kevaLajJAnamAM upayAga na varte, ane jo ema ane te kevaLajJAnane apratihata kahela che, te pratihata thAya. vaLI, jo kevaLajJAnamAM ArasInI jema jJAna pratibiMbita thAya che evuM samAdhAna karavAmAM Ave teApaNu prazna thAya tevu che. ArasImAM pratiSi'khita 78, zrImad rAjadra '', AvRtti 5, khaMDa 2, pR. 256; agAsa AvRtti, AMka H 679, 66

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9. zrImadanI tattvavicAraNA - patromAM 413 thatA padAnuM jJAna ArasIne nathI, tyAre kevaLIne te jJAna hAya che. Ama saceAgI kevaLI mATe vicAratAM kevaLajJAnanA rUDha artha baMdhabesatA lAgatA nathI. AthI sarva dezakALAdinu jJAna kevaLIne hAya te siddha kevaLIne sa`bhavI zake, kema ke temane ceAgadhArIpaNuM nathI. AmAM paNa prazna thaI zake tevu` che. jinAgama pramANe te dehadhArI kevaLI ane siddhane vize kevaLajJAnanA bheda thatA nathI, baMnene sarva dezakALAdinuM saMpUrNa jJAna hoya tema rUDha artha che. kevaLajJAnane rUDha artha letAM temAM keTalAka vidha Ave che, te zrImadde khatAvyuM che. tethI tene jJAnIgamya rAkhavA bhalAmaNa karI che. ane jJAnanuM atyaMta zuddhapaNuM", saMpUrNa rAgadveSarahitapaNuM, saMpUrNa ka rahita sthiti vagere apekSAe kevaLajJAnanu svarUpa samajavAnu temaNe jaNAvyuM che. jJAna - vivekajJAna79 je vaDe vastunu svarUpa jaNAya te jJAna, ane mithyAtva sahitanuM jJAna te ajJAna. Ama jJAnarahita sthiti te ajJAna nathI. jIva anAdikALathI narakAdi sthaLAmAM punaH punaH duHkhanA anubhava karatA AvyA che. tenu kAraNa tene sAcuM jJAna nathI te che. A ajJAnAdi TALavA mATe jJAnanI paripUrNa AvazyakatA che. jJAna meLavavA mATe padArthonu' svarUpa jANavu joI e. jJAna prApta thavAmAM vicAra e mukhya sAdhana che. ane te vicArane mATe vairAgya tathA upazama e be mukhya AdhAra che. satpuruSanA vacananA yathA grahaNa vinA ghaNu karIne vicAra uddabhavatA nathI. ane satpuruSanAM vacanAnuM yathArtha grahaNa ananya Azrayabhakti pariNAma pAme tyAre thAya che. Ama jJAna mATe bhakti e mukhya pAyeA che. satpuruSanA AzrayathI satyanuM jJAna thAya che. ane tethI jIvanI mithyA pravRtti TaLe che. kema ke jeTale aMze satyanuM jJAna thAya teTale aMze mithyA pravRtti jAya tevA jinanA nizcaya che. Ama satpuruSanA yAgathI Avelu. satu-asat jANavAnu. vivekajJAna e adhArAmAM paDelA AtmAne oLakhavAnA dIvA che. e vivekathI dharma Take che. AtmAnAM cha padane vivekajJAnathI siddha kare tene zrI jine samyagdarzana kahela che. pUnA vizeSa abhyAsakhaLathI ke satsaMganA AzrayathI te cha padane vize vicAra utpanna thAya che. ane temAM vivejJAnanA upayAga rAkhatAM anitya padArtha pratyenI mAhabuddhi TaLe che. satsa`ga, satzAstra ane pAtAmAM saraLa vicAradazA karavAthI vizeSa vivekajJAnanA udyaya thAya che. te vize sa`zaya utpanna thAya to dhIrajathI vicAratAM te zAMta thAya che. paNa adhIraja lAvatAM jIvane pAchA pharavAnA vakhata Ave che, ane sa`sAra paribhramaNanA yAga thAya che. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka H 569, 570 vagere. # 59.

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zremanI jIvanaMsiddhi tenI mehabuddhimAM jIvane anAdithI evuM ekAgrapaNuM cAlatuM AvyuM che, ane mehathi chedavAno vakhata AvyA pahelAM DuM ghaNuM Avela vivekajJAna chUTI jAya tevuM paNa ghaNI vAra banela che. AthI daDha nizcaya karI te vijJAnane vikasAvavAne, prApta karavAno anurodha zrImadde karyo che. sArAsAranuM vijJAna sauthI vizeSa manuSyabhavamAM saMbhavita che. tethI te deha saphaLa karavA mATe paNa vivekajJAna khIlavavuM jarUrI che. te deha gayA pachI evuM jJAna meLavavAmAM ghaNe samaya pasAra thaI jAya che. jAtismaraNa jJAna punarjanma AmAM che ane te nitya che te jJAnIono abhiprAya che, jyAM sudhI jIva jIvanamukta dazA na pAme tyAM sudhI te, potAnA karma anusAra, eka pachI eka deha dhAraNa karyA kare che, ane choDyA kare che. A bhava hoya to te pahelAMnA bhAva paNa hovo joIe, ane A bhava che te te pachIne bhava paNa che, e dRSTie pUrvajanma ane punarjanama siddha thAya che. - kabUtara Adi jAtimAM nihi"sakapaNuM, sarpa AdimAM krodha, kUtarAmAM vaphAdArI, ema judAM judAM lakSaNenI vizeSatA dekhAya che te ja pUrvajanmanI sAkSIrUpa che. gatabhavamAM rahI gayelA saMskAro A bhavamAM dekhAya che. sarva pitAnA karmAnusAra sukhaduHkha Adi meLave che, ethI ja te kodhI mAtApitAnAM saMtAne zAMta, nItivALAnAM anItivALAM, viSayInAM yegI, vagere virodhavALAM saMtAno jovA maLe che. ane e ja pUrva janma hovAnI khAtarI Ape che. A pahelAMne bhava hoya te A pachIne bhava paNa hoya ja, te dRSTie jotAM punarjanmanI paNa khAtarI thAya che. A pUrvanA bhavanuM jJAna thavuM tene jAtismaraNajJAna kahe che. pUrve A jIve zuM zuM bhogavyuM che, zuM zuM karyuM che tenuM jJAna te jAtismaraNajJAna. A jJAna AtmAnI nirmaLatA thaye thAya che, tethI sarva jIvane te jJAna saMbhavatuM nathI. jJAnanI taratamatA anusAra vadhatA-ochA bhAva jANI zakAya che. mokSa81 jIvanI saMpUrNa karma rahita sthiti te mekSa. sarva anyabhAvathI AtmA rahita che. sarva dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI jene asaMgapaNuM vate che, jene AtmabhAvamAM ja satata rahevuM thAya che, ane kaI paNa puddagala paramANune jene saMga nathI, tevI AtmadazAne mokSa kahela che. mekSamAM anaMtasukha, anaMtadarzana ane anaMtajJAna AtmAne hoya che. tethI te dazA prApta karavI te kartavya che. te dazA meLavavA je mAge cAlavuM joIe te mArga eka ja che, 80. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 64, 62 vagere. A vize vadhu mAhitI mATe juo prakaraNa 1, " jAtismaraNajJAna". 81. " zrImad rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti, AMkaH 249, 42, 530, 69, 569, 81 vagere

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8. zrImadanI tatvavicAraNA - patromAM be nathI. jagatamAM aneka mata pravarte che, paNa te te deza, kALa AdinI bhinnatAne laIne che. bhUtakALamAM je mAge jJAnIo mokSa pAmyA, vartamAnakALe je mAge mokSa pAme che ane bhaviSyakALe je mAge mokSa pAmaze te jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI zuddhatArUpa mokSamArga eka ja che. temAM jAti, veza Adine bheda nathI. tethI te zrImadde kahyuM che ke je vATethI zrI mahAvIra taryA che te ja vATethI kRSNa taraze, ane je vATethI kRSNa taravAnA che te ja vATethI zrI mahAvIra taryA che, eTale ke mArgabheda nathI. jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI zuddhatArUpa mArga maLavo eTalo sulabha nathI, kAraNa ke te mArga jJAnIne Azraye rahIne ArAdhavAmAM Ave te ja saphaLa thAya che. jJAnI puruSe je rastA batAvyo che te raste cAlavAmAM Ave te ja mokSamArganI prApti thAya che. AthI jJAnI puruSa maLyA pachI ane temanAmAM zraddhA thayA pachI mArga prApti sulabha che. paNa jJAnI puruSa maLavA ke temanAmAM zraddhA thavI te ati durlabha che. mithyAtva, ajJAna, svacchada, kaSAya Adi avaguNe jIvamAM evA pravartatA hoya che ke jIvane te jJAnI puruSanI oLakhANa thavA detA nathI, ane tethI mArga prApti bahu durlabha banI jAya che. tethI te jIva anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyA kare che, paNa mokSamArga prApta karI zakatuM nathI; ajJAnAdine lIdhe bhautika sukhamAM ja lebhAI AtmAnA sAcA sukhano paricaya pAmI zakatuM nathI. Ama je jJAnIne vega thAya te mokSamArga maLa bahu sulabha che, ane tethI jJAnI puruSa maLe mokSa hatheLImAM che tema zrImade eka patramAM jaNAvyuM che. ane e ja kAraNe zrImade puruSane "mUrtimAna mokSa" tarIke paNa gaNavela che. jJAnI maLyA pachI paNa jJAna ke kriyAmAge javAthI mokSa jaladIthI maLatuM nathI, kAraNa ke temAM "huM mokSamArga ArAdhuM chuM" vagere rUpe ahaMkAra AvavAne ghaNe saMbhava rahe che. tethI bhaktimArga e mekSa meLavavA mATe uttama upAya che. bhaktimAM saddagurune caraNe sarva samapI devAnuM che, bhaktanuM potAnuM kazuM rahetuM nathI, tethI ahaMkAra, mamatA Adi avaguNene AvavAne avakAza raheto nathI. vaLI, tenAthI namratA, viveka Adi guNe paNa khIle che, tethI bhaktimArge javAthI sahelAIthI mokSa maLe tema zrImadanuM jaNAvavuM che. baMdhana ane mukti e jIvanA mananA pariNAma upara AdhAra rAkhe che. jenAM rAgadveSa gayAM, ane jenI sahajasvarUpa sthiti thaI tene mokSa hAthaveMtamAM che. ane jene rAgadveSa, ajJAna Adi che tene karmabaMdha vadhatAM saMsAravRddhi thAya che. Ama bAhya sthiti karatAM AMtara pariNAma upara ja mokSano AdhAra che. Ama mokSa eTale zuM? te kevI rIte maLe? te kyAre mane kahevAya? vagere vize zrImadde judI judI jagyAe potAnA vicAro darzAvyA che. A mokSa meLavavA mATe manuSyadehanI AvazyakatA che, tethI tenuM mAhAtmya paNa zrImadde ghaNI vAra batAvyuM che. cAre gatimAM eka manuSya gati ja evI che ke jyAM mokSa meLavavAno puruSArtha karI zakAya che. manuSya dehamAM ja vivekazakti ane puruSArtha karavAnI zakti maLe che, tethI anya koI dahe mukti maLatI nathI, arthAt dareka muktAmAne chello deha manuSyadeha hoya che. 59

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r paMcamahAvrata ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacaya ane aparigraha -- e munioe pALavAyeAgya pAMca mahAvrata jaina tathA keTalAMka anya danAmAM paNa jaNAvAyAM che. te darekanuM mAhAtmya ghaNuM' che. zrImaddI jIvanasaddhi AtmAnA kalyANa mATe sarva prakAranA prANAtipAta, sarva prakAranA mRSAvAda, sa prakAranAM adattAdAna, sarva prakAranAM maithuna tathA sarva prakAranA parigrahathI nivavAnI munine AjJA che. A sarvaviratinI bhUmikAnAM lakSaNeA che. AmAMthI cAra prakAranAM mahAvratamAM, maithuna sivAyamAM, bhagavAne apavAda paNa nirUpyA che, je pratyakSa te mahAvratane khAdhAkArI lAge, tApaNa jJAnadRSTithI jotAM te rakSaNakArI che. A apavAdo kaI rIte rakSaNakArI che, te zrImadde lallujI mahArAjane jaNAvyuM hatuM. te parathI zrImanI vicAraNA jANI zakAya che. hiMsAthI ghaNo pApabaMdha thAya che, tethI hi sAthI nivavAnI AjJA bhagavAne karI che, tema chatAM nadI UtaravA jevA prANAtipAtanA prasaMganI AjJA karI che. nadImAM cAle tyAre pANInA jIva haNAya ane hiMsA thAya, tema chatAM bhagavAne AjJA ApI che. tenA hetu evA che ke hiMsAthI nivavAnI AjJA pALatAM lekasamudAyanA vizeSa samAgama thAya tethI pacamahAvrata nirmULa thavAnA vakhata Ave ema jANIne nadI UtaravAnu bhagavAne kahela che. temAM 5McamahAvratanI rakSAnA hetu evuM je kAraNa te prANAtipAtanI nivRttinA paNa hetu ja che. Ama A prANAtipAtanI AjJA, vicAra karatAM, pahelA vratanI dRDhatAne arthe ja che. AvuM ja khIjA* vratA mATe che. parigrahathI sarvathA nivatuM... chuM, evuM vrata hAya chatAM vajra, pAtra, pustaka vagere alpa pramANamAM rAkhavAnI AjJA apAyelI che, mUrchArahitapaNe nitya AtmadazA vadhavA mATe pustaka rAkhavAnI AjJA apAI che, tathA zarIranA baMdhAraNa AdinuM hInapaNu joI cittasthiti samapaNe rAkhavAnA arthe vastra, pAtra paNa mUrchArahita bhAve rAkhavAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. Ama A cAra prakAranAM vratAmAM, te vratAnA pAlana arthe, thoDI gheADI chUTa bhagavAne ApI che. paNa cAthA brahmacaryavratamAM tevI keAI chUTa apAI nathI. te vratanA bhaga rAgadveSa vinA thaI zakatA na heAvAthI temAM chUTanA sathA niSedha karavAmAM AvyeA che. A vratane anapavAda vrata kahela che. purataka, pAtra, vajra Adi parigraha ke nadI pAra UtaravI vagere rAgadveSa vinA karI zakAya che. eTale ke te apavAdomAM vratamAM amuka chUTa levAtI hAvA chatAM rAgadveSarahitapaNuM rAkhI zakAya che, paNa maithunamAM tema thaI zakatuM na hovAthI temAM apavAda nathI.82 muninA AcAra munine pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana thAya tevA AcArathI vartavAnuM jinAgamamAM jaNAvAyuM che. ane te saMyamanA hetuthI patra lakhavAnuM ke samAcArAdi kahevAnuM paNa niSiddha karela 82. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 501, 503 vagere,

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8. zrImadanI tavavicAraNA - patramAM che. tenAthI lekasamAgama vadhe, prIti-aprItinAM kAraNe vadhe ane saMyamamAM DhIlAza Ave. vaLI, tenAthI, vinA kAraNa parigraha paNa vadhe, tethI patrAdine niSedha che. paNa temAM apavAda che. kaI jJAnI puruSanuM dUra rahevuM thatuM hoya, temane samAgama thavo muzakela hoya ane patra-samAcAra sivAya bIjo upAya na hoya te, Atmahita sivAya bIjA sarva prakAranI buddhine tyAga karI, jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe ke mumukSunI AjJAe patrAdi lakhavAno niSedha nathI. patrAdi lakhavAthI jyAM Atmahitano nAza thato hoya tyAM tenI nA kahI che. paNa jyAM Atmahitane poSaNa maLatuM hoya tyAM tevI nA kahI nathI. AmAM mULa saMyamanA hetune piSaNa thAya te AcAra munie pALavo joIe, te jinAgamane abhiprAya zrImade jaNAvyo che. padazananI mImAMsA baddha, naiyAyika, sAMkhya, jena ane mImAMsA - pUrva tathA uttara- e pAMca darzana uparAMta cArvAka sahita cha darzana zrImadde gaNAvyAM che. pahelAM pAMca darzana Astika eTale AtmA, baMdha, mokSa Adine svIkAra karanAra che. naiyAyikanA jevo abhiprAya vaizeSika che, ane sAMkhya je cogane abhiprAya che, temAM sahaja bheda che tethI te dezanA judAM gaNela nathI. pUrva ane uttara ema mImAMsA. darzananA be bheda che, temAM vicArane paNa taphAvata che, chatAM mImAMsAthI baMnenuM oLakhANa thatuM hovAthI baMnene zrImadde ekamAM gaNavela che. pUrvamImAMsA "jeminI" tarIke ane uttara mImAMsA "vedAMta" tarIke prasiddha che. bauddha ane jana sivAyanAM bAkInAM darzane vedane mukhya rAkhI pravarte che. tethI te vedAzrita darzane che; bauddha ane jaina svataMtra dazane che. dareka darzana jagatane anAdi mAne che. bauddhAdi jagakartA Izvarane mAnatA nathI. taiyAyikanA mate taTasthapaNe Izvara rtA che, vedAMte Izvarane kalpitapaNe svIkAryo che, jemanA matathI Izvara niyaMtApa che. Ama dareka darzanane jagata pratyeno abhiprAya zrImad vicAryuM che. bauddhadarzana AtmAne kSaNika mAne che, niyAyika AtmAne aneka mAne che, sAMkhyane mate asaMkhya AtmA nityapa che, jenanA mate AtmA anaMta dravya, pariNAmI ane asaMkhyAta pradeza che, vagere sarva darzanano AtmA vizeno abhiprAya paNa temaNe vicAryuM che. A badhAM darzane AtmAnuM nirUpaNa karatAM hovA chatAM temAM bheda jaNAya che, tenA kAraNarUpe najIvI bAbatane Agraha, pravartaka jIvonuM ajJAna vagere jaNAvela che. ane A chaye darzanamAM zrImade janadharmane tenI vicAraNA, nyAya, sarvajJatA, pavitratA, dayA Adine lIdhe zreSTha gaNAvyo che, paNa tenI zreSThatA temaNe sarvadharmanI vicAraNA karyA pachI ja svIkArI hatI. 83. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 11, 713 vagere.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi janadhama AtmAne sAcI rIte oLakhanAra tathA oLakhAvanAra te jana dharma che. temAM dhyAna sUma bAdha che. tenA siddhAMta pavitra che. ane tene Azaya pratyeka jIvanuM kalyANa karavAne che. tenA jevI tatvanI samaja sUkSamatAthI bIjA koI dhame ApI nathI, e vagere kAraNone lIdhe zrImane jaina dharma uttama jaNa hatA. temAM je gRhasthanA, muninA AcAravicAra batAvAyA che, tevA kalyANakArI anya kaI dharmamAM nathI. tenA jevuM tyAganuM nirUpaNa, satya, ahiMsA AdinuM nirUpaNa bIjA keI dharmamAM evI jhINavaTathI thayela nathI. vaLI, jananAM AtmAthI, matAthI, saddaguru, asaddaguru, muni, paMcamahAvrata, nava tava, cha dravya, pAMca astikAya vagerenuM eTalI sArI rIte nirUpaNa thayela che ke tethI uttamatA jaNAyA vinA na rahe. Ama aneka kAraNo judI judI jagyAe darzAvI zrImade jainadharmanI uttamatA batAvI che. jaina mAga pragaTa kahevAne yogya kANa?8 8 jaina mArga samaje tathA samajAvavuM kaThaNa che tethI te pravartAvanAranI ghaNI vizeSa yogyatA hovI joIe. je mArga sarvajJa tIrthakara prabhue pravartAvyo che, te mArga pravartAvavA mATe temanA jeTalA nahi, paNa anya dharma karatAM ghaNuM vizeSa guNa pravartAvanAmAM levA joIe. zrImade jemane jJAnI puruSa gaNyA che te jJAnInAM sarva lakSaNe dharAvanAra tathA sarvasaMgaparityAgI hoya te ja temanI daSTie A mArga pravartAvavAne gya che. AvA puruSane vize sahajasvarUpa AtmajJAna hoya, kaSAyanI maMdatA hoya, rAgadveSanuM ati alpatva hoya, keImAM paNa mamatva ke ahaMbhAva na hoya, dahaprati paNa mamatva na hoya, vizuddha parityAga hAya, paMcamahAvratanuM pAlana hoya, pariSaha ke upasargamAM paNa samatA hoya; evAM aneka guNe ane lakSaNe dharAvanAra A mArga pragaTa kahevAne gya zrImade gaNela che. eTale ke terame guNasthAne vartatA evA sagI kevaLI mArga upadezavA mATe zreSTha che ane temanI gerahAjarImAM chaE ke sAtame guNasthAne vartatA evA nigraMtha munine temaNe mArga pravartAvavAne yogya gaNyA che. te dRSTie jotAM pitAne sarvasaMgaparityAga thayo na hatotethI teo pitAne mArga pravartAvavAne ayogya gaNatA hatA, ane te tyAga thayA pachI ja mArga prakAzavAna temaNe nirNaya lIdho hato. paNa je vedokta mArga prakAza hAya to temane pitAnI yathAyogyatA lAgatI hatI. zrImanI dRSTie janadhamanI vartamAna sthiti85 zrImadda tIrthakara prabhue pravartAvelA mArganI vartamAna sthiti ghaNI khedajanaka lAgatI hatI. e mArgamAM digaMbara, tAMbara, sthAnakavAsI, laMkAga, tapAgaccha, DhuMDhiyA Adi aneka phAMTA paDI gayA che, ane teo badhA ekabIjAnuM khaMDanamaMDana karavAmAM ja samaya 84. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 170, 548, 708, 837 vagere. 85. ejana, AMkaH 40, 169, 207, 403 vagere.

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8. zrImanI tatvavicAraNa- patromAM pasAra kare che. kAnAmAM zuM doSa che te zodhavAmAM ane tenA upara prahAra karavAmAM ja loko lubdha banyA che; vaLI, pote je kare che te uttama ja che, tevI mAnyatA paNa teo dharAve che, pariNAme AtmakalyANane sAcA mArga teo apanAvI zakatA nathI. A mArgamAM paNa yathArtha mArga pAmelA, tane sAcI rIta samajelA, AtmajJAna pAmelA puru AMgaLIne veDhe gaNI zakAya teTalA paNa rahela nathI. Ane kheda temane vAraMvAra thaI Avato hato. mAtra matAgrahamAM paDelA lekene joI, temanI AtmArthatA ghaTatI joI temane bahu duHkha thatuM. loko taravAnA kAmI jaNAtA hatA, paNa sAcA mArganI aprAptine lIdhe teo AvI khoTI rIte vartatA hatA te zrImaddane abhiprAya hato. munionA AcAravicAra paNa tIrthakara prabhue jaNAvyA hatA te pramANe na rahyA hovAthI, temAM ghaNuM zithilatA dekhAtI hovAthI, temaNe eka vakhata lakhyuM hatuM ke Adhunika munione sUtrArtha zravaNane cAgya paNa rahela nathI. alabatta, temAM apavAda te jarUra hAya, paNa moTA bhAganA munio pote ja mArgane pAmelA na hoya tyAM lokone zI rIte mArga pamADe ? muninA AcAramAM zithilatA vadhavAnuM kAraNa temaNe yathAyogyatA vinA dIkSA grahaNa karavI te mAnyuM che. Ama sAco mArga pAmyA vinA mArga pravartAvavAmAM Ave te matamatAMtara vadhe te dekhItuM ja che. zrImanI matamatAMtara vizenI daSTi dharmamAM pravartatA aneka matamatAMtara ana vADAo joI ne zrImaddanuM dila bahu dubhAtuM hatuM. teo A sarva matamatAMtaranI viruddha hatA. teo haMmezAM mumukSuone eka ja bodha ApatA ke matAMtarathI dUra rahevuM, ane AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAmAM ja lakSa parovavuM. matamatAMtarathI keInuM kyAreya paNa kalyANa thatuM nathI. vartamAna sthitimAM vartatA karmane lIdhe kaMI na samajAya tevuM bane, tethI judA judA mata bAMdhIne besI javAmAM kalyANa nathI. jema ajJAna vadhAre tema matAMtara vadhAre. kAraNa ke, zrImade jaNAvyuM che tema, koTi jJAnIno eka abhiprAya che ane eka ajJAnInA koTi abhiprAya che, jyAM jJAna che tyAM matAMtarane avakAza ja nathI, kAraNa ke mekSanA mArga be nathI. AthI jJAna meLavavAno ja prayatna karo. jJAna thaze eTale badhAM matAMtarono ApoApa khulAse thaI jaze. nAnAM nAnAM matAMtaro pAchaLa lokone jiMdagI veDatA jeIne temane bahu karuNuM AvatI. ajJAnane lIdhe sAce khulAse maLe nahi, ane Te raste ja AkhI jiMdagI vyatIta thaI jAya, e joIne temanuM hRdaya karuNAthI bharAI jatuM. AvI sthiti joyA pachI, teo sava mumukSuone AvAM matAMtarathI dUra rahevAnI ja bhalAmaNa karatA. keI kaMI puchAve to paNa temAM na paDavAnI ane AtmAne oLakhavAne puruSArtha karavAnI salAha taA ApatA. AtmA ALakhAyA pachI AvA matabhedone avakAza. raheto nathI, tema temanuM mAnavuM hatuM. tethI kaI vastu na samajAya to paNa tyAM aTakavAne

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zrImadunI jIvanasiddhi badale teo AgaLa vadhavAnI sUcanA mumukSuone ApatA hatA. temanuM lakSa eka ja hatuM ke loko sAco mArga pAme to sAruM, ke jethI temanA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. AthI temanA lakhANamAM paNa matabhedo maTe tevA prakAranuM ja lakhANa jovAmAM Ave che. jigatanuM svarUpa jagata e cetana ane jaDanuM baneluM che. jema cetanamAM amuka prakAranI zakti che, tema jaDamAM paNa amuka prakAranI zakti che. jyAM jaDa ane cetana sAthe rahe che tene loka kahe che? ane jyAM ekaluM acetana AkAza che tene alaka kahe che. jagatamAM mukhya be tattva cheH jaDa ane cetana. tenI sAthe bIjA sAta tA paNa che : pApa, puNya, Azrava, saMvara, nirjara, baMdha ane mokSa. A sAte to AmAnI rithati anusAra batAvAyAM che. padArthanI rIte joIe to jagata cha dravyanuM baneluM che. 1. jIvAstikAya, 2. pudagalAstikAya, 3. dharmAstikAya, 4. adharmAstikAya, 5. AkAzAstikAya ane 6. kALa. temAM pahelAM pAMca astikAya Ave che. A pAMce astikAya anAdithI che, ane anAdi kALathI hovA chatAM anaMta kALa sudhI rahevAnAM che. Ama jaDa ane cetana ubhayathI banelA A jagatane zrIma, tIrthaMkara pramunA jaNAvyA pramANe, anAdi-anaMta kahela che. A jagatanI zarUAta kayAre thaI te keIthI jANI zakAyuM nathI. joke kevaLajJAnamAM te dRSya hovA chatAM te kahI zakAyuM nathI, te apekSAe jagatane anAdi gaNela che. bhUtakALamAM anaMta jI muktimAM gayA che, vartamAnamAM jAya che ane bhaviSyakALamAM anaMta jIvo mukti mAM javAnA che, tema chatAM A jagatano aMta AvavAne ja nathI. saMsAra te je pramANe cAle che te pramANe cAlyA ja karavAno che. anAdi kALathI jIva mukti pAmatA AvyA che, chatAM jagatano aMta Avyo nathI, tema anata kALa pachI paNa te jagata te rahevAnuM ja che. e apekSAe jagatane temaNe anaMta gaNAvela che. eka jIvanI apekSAe jagata anAdi-sAMta che, kAraNa ke te jIvanA saMsAranI zarUAtane Adi nathI, paNa tenI mukti thatAM tenA saMsArane aMta AvI javAne che, mATe te sAMta che. paNa jJAnIonA jaNAvyA pramANe e kAI samaya AvavAno nathI, ke jyAre sarva jIvo muktimAM cAlyA jAya ane jagatamAM mAtra jaDa padArthonuM ja astitva rahe. anAdianaMta jaNAtA jagatanA kartA koNa? - e prazna ghaNuM tatvajJAnIoe vicAryo che. keTalAkane mate Izvara e jagatano kartA che. teNe A jagata banAvyuM che. te vize zrImade paNa keTalAka vicAra karela che. temane jagatakatA tarIke Izvara mAnya nathI; zrI tIrthakara prabhue ema jaNAvela che ane zrImade te mAnya karela che. AtmAnI sarvakarma rahita sthiti te IzvarapaNuM che. jJAna Adi aizvaryA jenAmAM hoya te Izvara kahevAya. tene koI paNa jAtanAM karma hotAM nathI. pudagalAdi padArtho nitya che ane te kaI paNa vastumAMthI banavA gya nathI, tema AtmA paNa nitya che. te sarvane Izvare banAvyA che, tema mAnavuM cegya lAgatuM

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8. zrImanI tathavicAraNA - patromAM nathI, kAraNa ke Izvarane cetanapaNe mAnIe te temAMthI paramANu, AkAza vagere acetana padArtha utpanna na thaI zake. jo Izvarane jaDa mAnavAmAM Ave te te anaizcayavAna Thare. tethI Izvarane jaDa-cetana ubhayarUpa gaNIe to pachI jaDacetanarUpa jagatane Izvara kahI sa'teSa rAkhI levA jevuM thAya. jo paramANu AkAza Adine nitya gaNIe ane Izvarana karmAdinA phaLa ApanAra gaNIe tepaNa te yogya lAgatuM nathI, temAM paNa doSa Ave che. ema jaNAvI zrImadde Izvarane jagatane akartA harAvyA che; ane karmanA kartA tathA bheAktA AtmA ja che tema jaNAvyuM che. Ama jaDa ane cetana padArthathI baneluM evuM A jagata che. tenA kartA keAI nathI. te anAdi anaMta che. ane temAM cAra jAtanI gati cheH deva gati, manuSya gati, tiya``ca gati, ane naraka gati. jIva peAtAnA karmAnusAra A cAramAMthI kAI paNa eka gatimAM vArApharatI paribhramaNa karyA kare che. deva gatimAM zAtA vedanI che, manuSya gatimAM zAtAazAtA che, tiryaMcamAM thoDI zAtA, vizeSa azAtA che, ane narakamAM azAtA veDhanI ja che, tyAM leza paNa zAtA nathI. 471 bAhyathI jotAM puruSAkAre leAka che. temAM asaMkhya dvIpasamudra AvelA che. nIcenA bhAgamAM sAta naraka che, madhyamAM pRthvI che, uparanA bhAgamAM bAra devaleAka che, ane sauthI upara siddhazilA AvelI che. A cauda rAjalAka pramANanA leAkamAM jIva mukta na thAya tyAM sudhI paribhramaNa karyAM kare che. Ama zrImad jagatanuM svarUpa jainadharmAnusAra batAvela che. ane te vize temane vizeSa zraddhA hatI. karmanuM svarUpa, jagatanuM svarUpa vagere vicAravAthI jIvanI tattvanI samaja vadhe che, tenA kalyANamAM upayeAgI che, te jANIne zrImad A vize gheADI gheADI, chUTI chUTI vicAraNA karelI jovA maLe che. temAM paNa temaNe sarva jagyAe AtmAne eLakhavA para to khUba ja bhAra dIdhele jaNAya che. eTale ke sarva prakAranI vicAraNA karatI vakhate paNa zrImadanuM lakSa te AtmAnuM kalyANu kema thAya te paratve ja rahetuM hatuM. upadezabeAdha ane siddhAMtameAdha6 zAstramAM je jJAna pragaTa thayu' che te jJAna be prakAramAM vicAravA ceAgya che. eka prakAra upadezanA ane bIjo prakAra siddhAMtanA che. janmamaraNAdi klezavALA A sasArane tyAgavA joIe, anitya evA padArthAMmAM vivekI puruSe ruci karavI nahi, parigraha, Arabha, saMga, vagere anaMnA hetu che -- ityAdi je zikSA apAyela che te upadezajJAna che. ane AtmAnuM hovApaNuM, nityapaNuM, ekapaNuM, anekapaNuM, khAdi bhAva, meAkSa, padArtha jJAna vagere je prakAre siddha karyA hAya te siddhAMtajJAna 86. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka : 500, 506 vagere.

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472 zrImadnI jIvaniisaddha che. A siddhAMtajJAna tA atyaMta ujjavaLa kSayApazama ane saddagurunA vacananI ArAdhanAthI jIvane uddabhave che. siddhAMtajJAna thavAnu kAraNa upadezabhedya che. jene vairAgya, upazama sabadhI upadezabeAdha nathI thayA hotA tene buddhinuM viparyAsapaNa varSA kare che. ane jyAM sudhI buddhinu viparyAsapaNuM hoya tyAM sudhI siddhAMta paNa viparyAsapaNe ja vicArAya. kAraNa ke, jema AMkhamAM jeTalI jhAMkhapa hoya teTaleA AMkhA padArtha dekhAya che, tema jeTalI buddhi viparIta teTaluM jJAna paNa viparIta hoya. kuTuMba, parigraha, prApti, aprApti AdimAM jene rAgadveSa Adi kaSAya che te viparyAsamuddhi che. te sarvamAM anAsakti thAya te ja vairAgya. A kaSAyAdinuM upazamaNuM thavuM te upazama che, arthAt AyAdinI maMdatA thavI te upazama che. A vairAgya ane upazama viparyAsamuddhine samuddhi kare che. te saddabuddhi jIvAjIva padArthanI vyavasthAnA siddhAMtanI vicAraNA karavA yogya thAya che. viparyAsabuddhi TALavA mATe ane siddhAMtabAdha samajavA mATe upadezadha prathama Avazyaka che. Ama upadezodha e siddhAMtadha samajAvA mATenuM kAraNa che, tema zrImad jaNAve che. Ama zrImadre temanA patromAM duHSamakALa, sa'sAra, sukhaduHkha, AtmA, jJAna, jJAnI satpuruSa, satzAstra, tenI AjJAnuM phaLa, jIvanA doSa, mithyAtvI, ka, tenuM svarUpa, kaSAya, bhakti, meAkSa vagere aneka muddAonI vividha dRSTibiMduthI vicAraNA karI che. jemAMthI yeAgya jIvane meAkSamArga maLavA sulabha che. A badhA uparAMta temaNe ekendriyanu svarUpa,87 Aya AcAravicAra, ATha rucakapradeza, cauda pUrva dhArI niAdamAM kema, paryAya, pariSaha, pravRtti, sudhArasa, ceAga, vRtti, A kALamAM mekSa maLe, bhavAMtaranuM jJAna thAya, tIrthaMkara ane suvarNa vRSTi, jJAnI ane siddhie, zAstranA vidhiniSedhA, siddhanI bhakti, saMnyAsa ane vaMzavRddhi, jJAna ane vibhAva, padArthAnI abhakSyatAnu kAraNa, auSadhApacAra ane ka vagere vize mumukSuoe puchAvelA praznonA uttarA ApatI vakhate sakSepamAM lakheluM che. tenI sAthe teoe adhiSThAna, pradezakhadha, avagAhanA, zramaNa, bhikakhuM, vAMcchA, icchA, lezyA vagere aneka zabdonA artha ane samajaNa paNa Apela che, je sa vAMcatAM temanA UMDA jJAnanA, talaspazI vicAraNAnA ApaNane khyAla Ave che. temanA patroneA judI judI rIte ane judA judA TibiMduthI tenI tattvasabharatAne lIdhe abhyAsa karI zakAya tema chaeN. temanI A baMdhI vicAraNA ane puruSArtha joIne paDita sukhalAlajIe rAjacaMdra - eka samAleAcanA 'mAM lakhyu zrImada keH-- " jyAre temanI mAtra ApabaLe vidyA meLavavAnI, zAstro vAMcavAnI, tattvacitana karavAnI ane te upara spaSTa temaja pravAhuddha lakhavAnI ane te paNa gharAMgaNe ramatA kumAranI uMmarathI temaja vyApAra dhaMdhA AdinI vividha pravRttie vacce. tyAre zrImad jevI vyakti utpanna karavA vAste mAtra jaina saskRti pratye ja nahi paNa gujarAtanI sauMskRti pratye mAthu ApameLe namI jAya che.88 87. 6 zrImad rAjyadra '', agAsa AvRtti AMkaH 139, 212, 472, 546, 613, 678, 7pura vage. 88. " zrI rAjanAM vicArara ', AvRtti 1, pR. 177.

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8. zrImadanI tatvavicAraNA - patromAM paMDitajIe batAvelI zrImadanI A sarva zaktio vize De. bhagavAnadAsa manasukhabhAI mahetA ahobhAvabharI vANImAM lakhe che ke - emanI pratibhA keTalI asAdhAraNa hatI ane emanI prakhara zrutazaktivALI buddhimattA kevI kuzAgra hatI, e te emane svasamaya parasamayanI sUma vivekamaya tIkSaNa paryAlocanA parathI jaNAI Ave che, ane ApaNane tArkika ziromaNi kavikulaguru siddhasena divAkaranuM ne samaMtabhadrasvAmInuM sahaja smaraNa karAve che. emanI daSTivizALatA ne hRdayanI saralatA keTalI badhI adbhuta hatI ane sarva darzana pratyenI emanI nirAgrahI mAdhyasthavRtti kevI apUrva hatI, te sarvadarzananI talasparzI niSpakSapAta mImAMsA parathI pratIta thAya che, ane ApaNane darzanavettA maharSi haribhadrasUrinI ke kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryajInI yAda tAjI karAve che. adhyAtmayoga viSayane emane anubhava-abhyAsa keTalo badho UMDe hatuM ane AtmajJAna dhyAnanI emanI anubhUti kevI viziSTa hatI, te emanAM anubhava rasanidhAna vacanAmRta parathI svayaM siddha thAya che. ane ApaNane maharSi kuMdakuMdAcAryajInuM ne yogIrAja AnaMdaghanajInuM smaraNa pamADe che. emanI AtmabhAvanA kevI ananya hatI ane emanuM bhAvitAtmapaNuM kevuM atizayavaMta hatuM, te te AtmAnI mahAgItArUpa emanA vacanAmRtamAM akhaMDapaNe pravahatI eka AtmadhArA parathI vyaMjita thAya che, ane ApaNane maharSi amRtacaMdrAcAryajInI ane pUjyapAdasvAmI AdinI yAda Ape che. Ama A mahAprabhAvaka zrImaddamAM te te sarva mahAsaMtonA guNanuM anupama saMgamasthAna prApta thayuM hAyanI! e sahaja bhAsa sAhRdaya tavagaSakone thAya che !"89 uparanA avataraNamAM Do. bhagavAnadAsa mahetAe zrImadanA keTalAka viziSTa guNone paricaya ApaNane karAvyo che. A badhA guNene paricaya A prakaraNamAM maryAdita kSetramAM karyo. paNa tene sAro paricaya pAmavA mATe te temanA sAhityanuM parizIlana karavuM e ja uttama upAya che. temAMthI ja temane abhipreta tattva ane temanuM sAcuM vyaktitva pAmI zakAya tema che. 89, "zrImada rAjacaMdra : adhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha', pR. 26.

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prakaraNa 9 rajanIzI, noMdhapothI ItyAdi zrImade potAnA aMgata upayoga mATe karelI keTalIka noMdha hAla prApta thAya che. temAM pitAnI tatkAlIna samayanI vicAraNuM, pitAnI bhaviSya vizenI IcchA, tatvanI keTalIka gUDha vAte, pote lakhavA dhArelA graMtha Adi vizenI vicAraNA, keTalAMka pado vagereno samAveza thAya che. A badhuM judI judI pAMca DAyarIomAM jovA maLe che, ane te judA judA zIrSaka nIce "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM prasiddha thayela che. A uparAMta temaNe 23mI varSagAMThe lakhele "samuccayavayacaryA" nAmane lekha paNa aMgata nedha jevuM ja che. A badhuM lakhANa mAtra aMgata upayoga mATe hAIne bahu vyavasthita nathI. vaLI, e ja kAraNe te judA judA muddAnA TAMcaNarUpa paNa banela che. keTalIka vakhata te zabdasamUha ke nAnAM vAkyo dvArA ja zrImade pitAnI vicAraNA temAM utArI che. tethI te vAcaka pAse jAya to aspaSTa ja rahe che. ethI A naMdhamAMthI zrImaddanA keTalAka vicAro jANavA sivAya temanA vize vadhu prakAza pADavA mATe A nedha vizeSa upayogI thatI nathI. bIjAne jaNAvavA mATe je vyavasthita lakhANa thavuM joIe tene te ahIM sadaMtara abhAva che. AthI "mahAdevabhAInI DAyarI" ke evI anya DAyarIonI sarakhANImAM A beMdhanuM mahattva ghaNuM ja alpa che. Ama thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa kartAnI dRSTi ja che. zrImadane kazuM sAhitya pragaTa karavAnI IcchA na hatI te pachI potAnI aMgata nedha pragaTa thAya ke kaI vAMce tevI vAMchanA temane na ja hoya te sAva svAbhAvika che. ane ethI emanI ja daSTie ApaNe A ne tapAsavAnI rahe che. zrImada rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM "zrImadanA hastAkSaranI noMdha" - aMka 160, "rojanIzI"- AMka 157, tathA "AtyaMtara pariNAma avalokana" AMka 960 nIce upalabdha thatI traNa hastadha maLI kula pAMca DAyarI maLe che. A uparAMta vItelAM 22 varSanuM AMtarika saravaiyuM kADhate eka lekha zrImad vi. saM. 1946nA kArtakI pUname lakhyuM hatuM, je AMka 89 nIce pragaTa thayela che. A DAyarIomAM keTalIka jagyAe miti TAMkelI jovA maLe che, te keTalIka jagyAe miti vinAnuM lakhANa jovA maLe che. lakhANane krama samajAto nathI. vaLI, DAyarImAM game tyAre game te pAne lakhANa thayuM hoya evuM paNa jovA maLe che. vacce vacce korAM pAnAM paNa cheDI dIdhAM che, A badhI avyavasthAne lIdhe temanI A dhanuM mUlya ghaNuM ochuM aMkAya che,

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9. rejanIzI, nedhapothI ItyAdi 475 samuccayavayacaryA zrImadda rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM potAnAM vItelAM 22 varSanuM AMtarika avalokana karate, 23mI varSagAMThe zrImade lakhele eka laghu lekha 89 AMka nIce chapAyo che. vi. saM. 1945nA kArataka mAsanI pUname lakhAyelA betraNa pAnAMnA A lekhamAM temaNe bALapaNathI zarU karI lagabhaga paMdara-sattara varSa sudhInI potAnI AMtarika caryA tapAsI che. A vicAraNuM khUba ja kamika ane vyavasthita rIte mukAyelI che. A lekhamAM AraMbhamAM temaNe 22 varSanI vaya sudhImAM karelA jAtajAtanA vicAra - samartha vaibhavI ke rAjezvara thavAnA vicArathI zarU karIne te niHspRhI mahAtmA thavA sudhInA vicArane nirdeza karyo che. ane te pachI kramika varSavAra - AMtarika ane rAjya tapAsyuM che. sAta varSanI vaya sudhI sevelI ekAMta bALavayanI ramatagamata ane jAtajAtanI kalpanAonuM Alekhana karyA pachI temaNe jaNAvyuM che ke e vaye paNa potAnI khAvA-pIvAnI, paheravAoDhavAnI, sUvA-besavAnI vagere bAbatamAM videhI dazA hatI. 7 thI 11 varSanI vaya sudhI gALe keLavaNI levAmAM pasAra karyo hate. smRtinI baLavattaratAne lIdhe abhyAsa ghaNe jhaDapI karyo hato. bALapaNamAM pitAmaha pAsethI kRSNakIrtana ane bhaktinAM pado sAMbhaLIne, tathA avatAranA camatkAre sAMbhaLIne temane vaiSNava saMpradAyamAM prIti thaI hatI, je lagabhaga 14 varSanI uMmara sudhI TakI hatI. A varSomAM pustakanuM vAcana ghaNA sArA pramANamAM temaNe karyuM hatuM, ane kAvyaracanAnI paNa zarUAta karI hatI. A badhI mAhitI ApaNane mAtra A lekha parathI ja maLe che. te pachI vavANiyAnA jenone saMparka vadhatAM temanA dvArA prApta thayelAM pratikamaNa, sAmAyika Adi sUtro vAMcavAmAM AvatAM temane jaina dharma upara prIti thavAnI zarUAta thaI hatI. tera varSanI vayathI teo pitAnI dukAne besatA hatA ane tyAM khUba ja prAmANiktAthI teo kAma karatA hatA, tema temaNe A lekhamAM jaNAvyuM che. ahIM je te badhI vigata ApaNane mAtra A lekha dvArA ja maLe che. tethI A lekhanuM ApaNe mana ghaNuM mUlya che, kAraNa ke A sivAya temanA e samayanuM AMtarika jIvana jANavA mATe bhAgye ja bIju kaMI sAdhana che. bIjI daSTie jotAM paNa A lekha mUlyavAna che. A lekhamAM temanI satyapriyatA, nikhAlasatA, svAbhAvikatA Adi khUba ja pragaTa rIte jovA maLe che. ane temAMthI temanA sAcA vyaktitvanI chApa UThI Ave che. temaNe vAparelI bhASA sacoTa, saraLa ane saghana che. vaLI, tenI susaMgatatA paNa dhyAna kheMce tevuM tatva che. AmAM temaNe potAnI aMgata mAhitI eTalI vigatathI ane kramasara lakhI che ke temanA bIjA keI aMgata lakhANamAM AvI

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zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi rIti jovA maLatI nathI. A lekhathI ApaNe temane lagabhaga 15 varSa sudhIno Atmika vikAsa jANuM zakIe chIe e dRSTie jotAM temanuM A ghaNuM ja mahattvanuM lakhANa gaNI zakAya. zrImadunA svahastAkSaranI dhabuka kaI mumukSubhAI pAsethI prApta thayela zrImanA svahastAkSaranI eka noMdhabuka "zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAM AMka 160 nIce chapAI che. A nidhabukamAM mAtra 31 pAnAM ja lakhAyelAM che. ane temAM paNa keTaleka pAne te mAtra ekAda vAkaya ja che. traNa-cAra pAnAM ja evAM che ke jemAM vadhAre lakhANa hoya. - A nAM dhabuka lakhavAnI kaI miti ApelI nathI. ane zrImadda "zuddhajJAna thayuM te pUrvenuM A lakhANa gaNI, A graMthanA saMpAdakoe tene zuddha samati thayA pahelAMnA varSe, eTale ke 23mA varSe mUkela che. zrImaddane temanA pitAnA jaNAvyA pramANe rame varSe zuddha samakita thayuM hatuM. A dhabukamAM zrImanA vyaktitvanI ke jenA darzananI keI chApa nathI, paNa mukhyatve vedAMtane lagatI vAta che. caitanya, AtmA, paramAtmA vagerene lagatAM chUTaka chUTaka vacano ahIM maLe che. temAM bhaktinuM mAhAsya ane "hari" zabda prayoga vAraMvAra jovA maLe che. je traNacAra pAnAM laMbANathI lakhAyelAM jovA maLe che te vedAMtanA koI graMthanA anuvAdarUpe lakhelAM hoya ema lAge che. ane e parathI lAge che ke ahIM apAyelAM vacane temanI vicAraNAnA pariNAmarUpa nahi paNa keI graMthanA utArArUpa che. kALa, karma, nAma, jJAna, dhyAna, japa, tapa, gaMdha, AkAza, pRthavI, vAyu, agni, deva, brAhmaNa, manuSya savane ahIM brahmA kahela che, ane e lakhANanI zailI keI anuvAda jevI che. zrImade lakhelAM A pRSThA temanI 23 varSanI vaye nahi paNa 16-17 varSanI vaya pahelAM lakhAyelAM hoya tema vizeSa lAge che. A nedhabuka zrImannA hastAkSaramAM ja che. vaLI teo vedAMtamAM nahotA mAnatA tema paNa nathI, mAtra temane janadharma prati pakSapAta hete teTaluM ja. teo vedAMtanAM ghaNAM pustaka vAMcatA ane keTalAka sArA graMtho anyane paNa vAMcavA bhalAmaNa karatA. te parathI spaSTa thAya che ke vedAMtanA siddhAMta vize temaNe lakhyuM hoya te saMbhavita che. ahIM apAyelAM pAnAMmAM mAtra vedAMtanI ja vAto che, jenamArgane kaze. ullekha nathI, tethI te lakhANa kyA samaye thayuM haze, te vize prazna jarUra saMbhave che. vi. saM. 1947mAM eTale ke 28me varSe zrImaddana zuddha samakita thayuM hatuM, ane te pachIthI teo jainadarzana tarapha ja vaLI gayA hatA. ethI zuddha vedAMtanAM vacane teo vi. saM1947 pachIthI na lakhe te svAbhAvika che. AthI A pAnAM temaNe kayA samaya sudhImAM lakhyAM haze te vicAratAM e spaSTa ja che ke A vacane vi. saM. 1947 pahelAM lakhAyelAM che.

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9. rajanIza, nedhathI ityAdi vizeSa vicAratAM A noMdha temaNe temanI 15-16 varSanI uMmare karI hoya tema keTalAMka kAraNathI samajI zakAya che. te kAraNe nIce pramANe che -- 23 varSa AsapAsa to zrImaddanuM vyaktitva ghaDAI gayuM hatuM, ane A lakhANamAM temanA vyaktitvanI chApa upasAve tevuM kaI tattva nathI. AthI je vakhate cekasa vyaktitva baMdhAyuM na hoya te vakhatanuM A lakhANa saMbhave che. ApaNe jANIe chIe te pramANe 15-16 varSanI AsapAsanA gALA zrImadunA dharmamaMthanane kALa hato. te samayamAM teo jana tathA anya dharmonA graMthe avalakI rahyA hatA. ane te badhAnA sArarUpa teo janadarzana tarapha vaLyA hatA. temanA dharmamaMthananA paripAkarUpa ApaNane temanA taraphathI "mokSamALA" ane "bhAvanAbedha" jevAM pustako tamanA 17mA ane 1mA varSe maLe che. A baMne pustakomAM temane jainadarzana taraphane cheka tathA te ja dharma zreSTha che evI temanI mAnyatA spaSTa jovA maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke mokSamALA"nA pATha 85, 86, 87, 94, 95 vagere. e ja rIte "bhAvanAbedha" ke "mokSamALA"mAM temaNe ApelAM daSTAMta, tattvavicAraNuM vagere paNa jaina graMthimAMthI ja levAyela che. te paNa temane jaina dharma pratine rAga spaSTa kare che. Ama 17mA varSa AsapAsa spaSTa rIte jainadharma tarapha vaLyA pachI zrImadda vedAMta tarapha jAya te saMbhavita nathI. ane tevuM temanA jIvanamAM banyuM hoya tevA kaze ulekha paNa nathI maLatA. zrImad 23mI varSagAMTha pitAnI "samuccayavayacaryA" lakhI che. e vAMcIe chIe tyAre teo jaina dharmamAM vadhu ne vadhu sthira thatA jatA hatA, tevI chApa temAMthI UThe che. A noMdhabuka sivAya temaNe lakheluM 23mA varSanuM lakhANa tapAsIe to paNa temanI jainadharmanI daDhatA spaSTa thAya che. temaNe temanI rojanIzI paNa 23mA varSe lakhI che, temAM paNa jenadharmanA siddhAMto dRSTigocara thAya che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa temAM vedAMtanI vAte ja nathI. vaLI, 23mA varSe lakhAyelA patra vAMcIe chIe tyAre paNa upara mujabanuM ja jovA maLe che. A patromAM "bhagavatIsUtra", "AcArAMgasUtra" Adi jaina sUtro ke graMthanAM udAharaNe jovA maLe che. e pramANe vedAMtanA "yogavAsiSTha" jevA kaI kaI graMtha vAMcavAno ullekha paNa jovA maLe che, paNa te jagyAe potAne koI dharma vize pakSapAta nathI ema teo spaSTa kare che. e ja pramANe A patramAM jena mArganA siddhAMtAnI -niyamonI - vAta jovA maLe che, te vedAMta vize evI kaI vicAraNA jovA maLatI nathI. tIrthakare prarUpelo dharma be prakAre che, 1. A noMdhanA samaya bAbata "zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthanA saMpAdakone puchAvatAM temaNe lakheluM ke te lakhANane 24mA varSa pahelAM mUkavuM dhArI, 23mA varSamAM mUkela che. te pAchaLa UMDI taravavicAraNA nathI.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi tenA peTAvibhAga kaI rIte Ave che te vagere vizenI vicAraNuM temaNe kaI graMthanA sAMkaLiyArUpe karI hoya tevuM lakhANa paNa maLe che. jaina dharmamAM AvatI ATha rucaka pradezanI vAta, caudapUrva dhArI kaMIka jJAna UbhuM hoya te paNa kyAreka nigodamAM jAya vagerene khulAse temaNe patramAM karelo jovA maLe che. joke A badhuM mumukSunA patronA uttararUpe Ave che, chatAM temAMthI temane jainadharma tarapha jhoka dekhAyA vinA raheto nathI. teo eka patramAM lakhe che ke - "jainanA AgrahathI ja mekSa thAya che, ema AtmA ghaNA vakhata thayAM mAnavuM bhUlI gayo che. muktabhAvamAM mokSa che ema dhAraNuM che, eTale vAtacIta veLA Apa kaMI adhika kahetAM nahi sthabhe ema vijJApana che." A vacana zrImad vedAMtI manaHsukharAma sUryarAma upara vi. saM. 1946nA aSADa vadi amAsanA divase lakhela che. te parathI spaSTa thAya che ke lokomAM temane jainadharma pratine jhoka spaSTa hovuM joIe, nahitara A vacana lakhavAne temane kaI hetu na hatuM. zrImadanI aMtaraMga kakSA evI hatI ke temane kaI dharma prati heSa na hate. Ama, A badhI rIte tapAsatAM, A lakhANa zrImad 23me varSe lakhyuM hoya tema saMbhavatuM nathI. paNa te lakhANa temaNe seLa varSanI vaye ke te pahelAM, potAnA dharmamaMthananA kALamAM, lakhyuM hoya te vizeSa saMbhavita che. rojanIzI vi. saM. 1946nA varSa daramyAna zrImadde potAnA aMgata vicAro rajU karatuM keTaluMka lakhANa mitisAhita karyuM che, je "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM aMka 157 nIce pragaTa thaya che. A rojanIzInA amuka amuka mitie thayelA lakhANanAM lagabhaga 18 jeTalAM pAnAM prApta thAya che. e uparAMtanAM keTalAMka pAnAM emAMthI koIe phADI lIdhAM hoya tevA anumAnanI noMdha "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM jovA maLe che. rojanIzImAMthI phaDAyelAM pAnAMmAM zrImadanuM lakhANa hatuM ke nahi, te pAnAM zrImade ja phADelAM ke anya keI kAraNasara phADI lIdhelAM, te samajI zakAtuM nathI, kAraNa ke A lakhANa pUrNa anusaMdhAnavALa na hovAne lIdhe te parathI koI paNa anumAna karavuM muzkela banyuM che. tema chatAM anya DAyarI vagere jotAM ema lAge che ke zrImad pote to e pAnAM phADayAM nahi hoya, kAraNa ke temane kazuM prasiddha karavAnI IcchA hatI. vaLI, koI vastu bane ke na bane te vize niHspRha rahevA jeTalo vairAgya paNa temanAmAM hatA. ane temanA te vairAgyanI chApa A rAjanIzInA pratyeka pAnAmAMthI UThe che. rajanIzIne lagabhaga badhe ja bhAga muMbaImAM lakhAyelA jovA maLe che. A mAsanAM betraNa lakhANa ja vavANiyA thayelAM che. vi. saM. 1946mAM zrImade lakhelA patro 2. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 218.

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9. rAjanIzI, noMdhapothI ityAdi re tapAsIe chIe teA jaNAya che ke e varSanA aSADa mAsa sudhInA patrA mu`baIthI lakhAyelA che, ane te pachInA vavANiyAthI lakhAyelA che. Ama teo traNa ke cAra mahinA vavANiyA rahyA hatA tevu' anumAna thaI zake che. rAjanIzInu* khadhu' lakhANu gadyamAM che, ane te lakhANamAM khAsa vistAra paNa jovA. maLatA nathI. Ama chatAM je viSaya paratve lakhANa hoya, te apUrNa che ke TAMcaNa jevu che evI chApa ApaNA para te vAMcatAM paDatI nathI. tene badale peAtAne upayAgI lAgatAM vacanA, niyama vagerenu' nirUpaNa thayeluM. ApaNane ahI jovA maLe che. rAjanIzInAM prApta thatAM aDhAra pAnAmAM vividha prakAranuM lakhANa jevA maLe che. mAhanIya karmanI aniSTatA, sAcu' sukha kayu, pratyeka avasthAmAM jIvate rahetA bhaya, peAtAnI jAtane mehathI chUTavA apAyele bedha vagere vizenuM lakhANa che. " bhagavatIsUtra"nA trIjA zatakanA khIjA uddezamAMthI thoDA anuvAda paNa che. e phakarA mahAvIra prabhu, pAte chadmastha avasthAmAM hatA vakhate, kaI rIte vicaratA hatA te vize gautamasvAmIne jaNAveluM, tene lagatA che. A uparAMta leAkeA sAthe vAtacIta daramyAna kaI rIte vartavuM, tenA peAte jALavavA dhArelA niyame pASa suda 3, vi. saM. 1946 nA rAja vicArelA che. e ja rIte pote potAnA bhAgIdArA tathA dharma patnI sAthe kaI rIte vartavu' te vize pote vicArelA niyamA e ja varSoMnA aSADa suDha pAMcamanA roja rAjanIzImAM lakhela che. temAM pote duHkha sahIne paNa anyane zAMti ApavAnI bhAvanA rAkhelI che. tema chatAM pote svIkArelI nigraMthazreNIne sapUrNa paNe jALavavAnI makkamatA paNa che. mAtra e eka zreNI sAcavavA khIju badhuM ja jatuM karavAnI temanI taiyArI A niyamamAM joI zakAya che. zrImadde svIkArelA A niyame bahu mananAgya che. rAjanIzImAM zrImadre temanAM dharmapatnIne uddezIne eka patra lakhyA che. temAM temaNe peAtAnAM patnIne dhamUrti banAvavAnA anurAdha karyAM che. sa'sAranA sarva bhAvA tyAgI mAtra dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI temanI bhAvanA A patramAM spaSTa joI zakAya che. vItarAgabhaktimAM ja parama prasannatA che, ema temaNe nakkI kareluM jaNAya che. A badhA uparAMta peAtAnI rAji'DhI pravRttinA ullekha paNa A rAjanIzImAM jovA maLe che. emAM paNa mukhyatve kace! samaya paramA mA mAM vItyeA ke kayeA samaya samAdhiyukta gayA te vizenA ullekha maLe che. peAtAne AvelA koI adbhuta svapnanI noMdha AmAM zrImad bahu TUMkANamAM lIdhI che. ane te saMbaMdhI vizeSa pAte pachIthI lakhaze ema temaNe temAM nAMdhyu che, paNa rAjanIzImAM evA keAI svapnanA citAra Apela nathI. svapna vize zrImadde jeTha vada 12nA rAja rAjanIzImAM lakhyuM' che ke ;~~

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi gaI kAle rAte eka adabhuta svapna AvyuM hatuM. jemAM beeka puruSanI samIpe A jagatanI racanAnuM svarU5 varNavyuM hatuM, prathama sarva bhulAvI pachI jagatanuM darzana karAvyuM hatuM. svapnamAM mahAvIradevanI zikSA sapramANa thaI hatI. e svapnanuM varNana ghaNuM suMdara ane camatkArika hovAthI paramAnaMda thayo hato. have pachI te saMbaMdhI adhika."3 A svapna kayuM haze, ane zrImade te kayAM utAryuM haze te vize vicAratAM zrImadanI "AtyaMtara avalokana"nI hAthanedha-1 para najara Thare che. enAM pAnAM 9 thI 15 sudhImAM kaI svapnanuM varNana hoya tevuM lakhANa jovA maLe che. temAM jagatamAM keNu sukhI ane ke duHkhI e jovAnI IcchA temane thAya che. te jijJAsA pUrI karavA ghaNA AtmAo temanI pAse Ave che. tema chatAM ekedriya, beIndriyAdi jo temanI pAse AvatA nathI. tema thavAnuM kAraNa temane nepathyamAMthI samajAya che ke teo badhA bahu duHkhI hovAthI temanI pAse AvI zaktA nathI. pachI divyadRSTithI e badhA jInuM parAdhInapAruM, kaMpa ItyAdi teo pratyakSa jue che. ane e ja dRSTithI AkhuM jagata jotAM koI paNa jIva temane sukhI dekhA nahi. cakravatI, deva AdinA duHkha mATe zaMkA thaI te tenA samAdhAna mATe teo tenA aMtaHkaraNamAM pravezI e duHkha pratyakSa kare che. Ama sarva jIva temane keI ne kaI prakAre duHkhI jaNAyA. AthI sukhI koNa te jANavAnI temane tIvra abhilASA thaI. pachI koI divya aMjana ja teo siddha lekamAM gayA. tyAM sarva AtmAo parama AnaMdamAM virAjatA hatA. A pada kaI rIte pamAya, te samajAvavA temanI pAse cethAthI zarU karI bAramA guNasthAne (11mA sivAya) vartatI vyaktio temanI pAse AvI. ane anukrame temaNe potAnI sthiti darzAvI. pachI eka vRddha, paNa divya puruSanI sahAyathI te badhAnA aMtaHkaraNamAM pravezI temanI sthiti tapAsI te badhAmAM eka ekathI caDatI sukhanI lahere vahetI hatI. e mArgane ja potAnA kalyANamArga tarIke temaNe svIkArI lIdhuM. A Akho vibhAga temanA svapnane ja citAra dekhAya che. vaLI, jagatanA sukhI ke dukhI jIvonA aMtaHkaraNanI vAta jANavI te eka addabhuta racanA - jIvanI sukhI-dukhI sthiti- tathA siddhanAM sukhane pratyakSa karAvyAM che, je temanAM "jemAM be eka puruSanI samIpe A jagatanI racanAnuM svarUpa varNavyuM hatuM." e vacanane samajavAnI cAvI banI rahe che. vaLI, mahAvIradeve A loka duHkhe karIne Arta che, mAtra siddhagatimAM ja sukha che, ema je zikSA ApI che te paNa ahIM sapramANa thatI dekhAya che. Ama aneka rIte vicAratAM lAge che ke, zrImade je svapnanI noMdha rajanIzImAM lIdhI che, te svapna te rejanIzImAM lIdhI che, te svapna te hAthanedhamAM Apela svapna levuM joIe. vaLI, zrImane jyAre je pAnuM khUle te pAne pitAnA vicAreka anubhavo vagere lakhI levAnI Teva hatI, tethI eka vastu vize lakhANa be judI judI DAyarImAM kema saMbhave tevI zaMkA thavAnuM kAraNa rahetuM nathI. A uparAMta je DAyarImAM A svapnanI neMdha jovA maLe che te paNa I. sa. 1890nI arthAt vi. saM. 1946nI che. Ama e rIte paNa eka ja varSa Ave che, je uparanI mAnyatAnuM samarthana kare che. 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 235.

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ha. rAjanIzI, netyothI ityAdi zrImanI rAjanIzImAM eka pAnu A pramANe che 8 jJAnI ratnAkara 1 1 A badhI niyattio kANe kahI ? 2 4 ame jJAna vaDe joI pachI yAgya lAgI tema vyAkhyA karI. 3 + bha ga vA 1, 9, 8, 7, 66 na - ma hA vI 2 de 1 6, 4, 3, 6, 1. 34 zrImadde A kaI rIte goThavyu che te vicAratAM nIcenI vastunA saMbhava lAge che-- 1 + 4 = 5 2 + 3 = 5 jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane vIrya e cAra maLe to pAMcamu anaMta sukha - kevaLajJAna prApta thAya. cAra jJAna -- mati, zruta, avidha ane manaHpa va e maLe pachI pAMcamu` kevaLajJAna maLe. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 nA saravALA 10 thAya. " bhagavAna mahAvIradeva"mAM 10 akSarA che. ane tenI nIce pAMcanA AMka sivAya 10 sudhInA AMka mUkayA che te parathI ema samajAya che ke, pahelA cAra AMka te cAra kaSAya, cAra gati ke cAra jJAnane uddezI lakhAyAM che. pAMcamA AMka te kaSAyarahita sthiti, gatirahita sthiti arthAt pa camati, ane pa'camajJAna eTale ke kevaLajJAna mATe gaNyA che. te haju prApta karavAnuM che, tethI adhyAhAra rAkhela che. ane 6 thI 10nA AMka te 5 prakAranAM zarIra - tejasa, kANu, vaikriya, AhAraka ane audyArika, ke 5 tattva - ajIva, Azrava, sA~vara, nirjarA ane badhane anulakSIne lakhAyAM lAge che. meAkSa thAya tyAre pAMce prakAranAM zarIra lupta thAya che. tema ja sAtamAMnAM e tattva AtmA ane mekSa maLe che. Ama e rIte jotAM paNa pAMcanA AMka " mAkSaprApti " adhyAhAra rAkhyA hoya ema lAge che. ahI Ama joIe te samajI na zakAya evI AMkaDAnI ramata paNa " Ama kadAca haraze " evI kalpanA e lakhANa parathI karI zakAya che, e spaSTa kahI zakAtuM nathI. AvAM badhAM lakhANA parathI spaSTa thAya che paNa peAtAnA aMgata upayeAga mATe ja lakhI hatI. zu ke 4. zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti, pR 236, ren jovA maLe che. 66 Ama jo" temaNe rAnIthI

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82 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi AtyaMtara pariNAma avalokana zrImake pitAnuM AtyaMtara pariNAma avalokana traNa pRthaka pRthapha DAyarImAM lakheluM jovA maLe che. te traNa hastadhamAMthI be vilAyatanA bAMdhAnI che, temAMthI ekanA pUMThA para I. sa. 180nuM ane bIjInA pUMThA para I. sa. 1896nuM keleMDara che; trIjI dezI bAMdhAnI che ane temAM keI varSanuM keleMDara nathI. A traNe hastadhamAM pRSThasaMkhyA paNa judI judI che. 1890nI sAlavALImAM 100 pRSTha, 1896nI sAlavALImAM 116 pRSTha ane ahIMnI haratane dhamAM phakta 60 pRSTha che. vilAyatanA bAMdhAnI baMne nedhabuka 7" x4"nA kadanI che, ane ahIMnI noMdhabuka 6" * 4"nA kadanI che. A traNemAM keTalAMka pAnAM lakhAyelAM che, ane keTalAMka kerAM rahelAM che. vaLI, e traNamAMthI kaI paNa bukamAM mitivAra lekha nathI; keTalAMka lakhANa para miti che, te keTalAMka para miti ja nathI. vaLI miti jovA maLe che te paNa kramamAM nathI. udAharaNa tarIke - I. sa. 1890nA keleMDaravALI nAMdhabukamAM 51mA pAnA upara vi. saM. 1951nA poSa vadane lekha che, ane 62 mA pAnA para vi. saM. 1953nA phAgaNa vadane lekha che, te 97mAM pAnA upara pharIthI vi. saM. 1951nA mahA suda 7ne lekha che. vaLI, eka buka pUrI thayA pachI bIjI cAlu karI hoya tema paNa nathI. I. sa. 1890 pachI 1896 nI buka che, te parathI anumAna karI zakAya ke te sAlamAM zrImadde te buka cAlu karI haze. paNa I. sa. 186 eTale ke vi. saM. 195ra pachInuM lakhANa ApaNane vi. saM. 1946- I. sa. 1890-nI DAyarImAM jovA maLe che. vaLI, e be pUrI thatAM ahIMnA bAMdhAvALI nedhapothI temaNe lIdhI hoya tema paNa lAgatuM nathI, kAraNa ke I. sa. 1896 vALImAM mAtra 27 pAnAM vAparelAM che, ane bAkInAM tamAma kerAM paDyAM che. A uparAMta vi. saM. 1954nuM lakhANa ke vi. saM. 1953nuM lakhANa badhI hastamAM jovA maLe che. A badhA parathI eka ja anumAna thAya che ke zrImad A badhI noMdhapothI potAnI pAse rAkhatA haze, ane jyAre kaMI lakhavA yogya jaNAya tyAre temAMthI kaI paNa nedhapothI upADI game te pAnuM khelI temAM te utArI letA haze. hastadha 1 A hAthanedha para I. sa. 1890- vi. saM. 1946- nuM keleMDara che, ane temAM se pAnAM che. zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM A hAthanoMdhamAM jeTalAM pAnAM lakhAyelAM che teTalAM chapAyelAM che. temAM hAthanoMdhanAM pRSThonA aka joIe chIe te khyAla Ave che ke temAM vacce vacce ghaNuM pAnAM korAM paDelAM che, ane mAtra 102 jeTalI bAjue lakhAyelI che. temAM koI jagyAe AkhA pAnAmAM cAra-cha vAkyo ja che, te keTalIka jagyAe AkhuM pAnuM paNa jovA maLe che.

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ha, rajanIzI, nedhathI ityAdi agAsathI pragaTa thayelI "zrImada rAjacaMdra"nI pahelI AvRttimAMnI pAdoMdhamAM zrImad rAjacaMdra praNata tatvajJAna"mAMthI je hastadha prApta thaI hatI te ApI che. tenI mULa hastAkSaranI nedha maLatI nathI, tethI tene pAdaidhamAM Apela che. emAM tattvanI vAto apAyelI che. e vize "paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa" taraphathI pragaTa thayelI vi. saM. 1961nI pahelI AvRtti ane te pachInI AvRttio jotAM khyAla Ave che ke phUTaneTa jevuM kaI lakhANa temAM nathI. temAM te A hAthanedha jevuM lakhANu apAyela che, te parathI anumAna thAya che ke e kadAca keInuM upajAvI kADheluM paNa hoya.. - hastanAMdha 1mAM apAyeluM lakhANa aMgata vicAre ke paristhiti darzAvatuM lakhANa che. temAM "mAraga sAcA mila gayA", "hota AvA parisavA" tathA "dhanya re divasa A ahe" e traNa temanAM kAvyo paNa che. paheluM kAvya jJAna thayA pachIne harSa vyakta karatuM che, ane bIju pada jinapada tathA nija padanI ekatAno sAkSAtkAra karAvatuM che. trIjA padamAM potAnA jIvanamAM AvelA agatyanA AdhyAtmika prasaMgenI noMdha tathA potAnA bhAvinI AgAhI mukAyelI che. ane temAM mukAyelI saMvata tathA sthiti jotAM te kAvya lagabhaga vi. saM. 1953mAM lakhAyeluM hoya tema kahI zakAya. e traNe padanA viSaya jatAM te vi. saM. 1947 pachI racAyAM hoya te nizcita lAge che, kAraNa ke te varSamAM temane zuddha samyajJAna thayuM hatuM, ane e jJAna thayA pachInI ja A racanAo che. A uparAMta A noMdhamAM pitAne bedharUpa thAya tevAM vacano, potAnI aMtaraMga paristhiti darzAvatAM vacane, pate jenA para vizeSapaNe vicAra karavA dhAryo hoya tevA prazno, pitAnI bhAvi pejanA vizenI vicAraNA, tattvanI vAta vagere che. traNa padya sivAyanuM badhuM lakhANa gadyamAM che. A lakhANamAM potAne lAgatuM AtmAnAM cha padanuM niHzaMkatva batAvyuM che. vaLI emAM jIva saMbaMdhI vicAraNA, jagatanA svarUpanuM varNana, AtmasAdhanA, saMtapaNAnI durlabhatA, darzanamAM AtmAnuM nirUpaNa, zAstramAM darzAvelI vAtenI vicAraNA jema ke vyavahAratyAga, te zA mATe jarUrI, vibhAvaganA be prakAra, jJAnI puruSanI vRtti vagere paNa TUMkA TAMcaNarUpe mukAyAM che. A badhuM TAMcaNa potAnA aMgata upayoga mATe ja thayeluM hoya tema lAge che. te kyA kAraNathI karyuM haze te vize mAtra anumAna ja thaI zake che. ahIM ghaNI jagyAe TUMkAM vAkyo ke vAkayakhaMDe ja racAyelAM jovA maLe che. ane temAM paNa puchAyelA praznonuM prAdhAnya vizeSa che. vidheyAtmaka vacana karatAM praznAtmaka vacana vizeSa che. kyAreka anubhavasiddha vacane paNa maLe che. dAkhalA tarIke "sukhane Icchate na hoya te nAstika, kAM siddha, kAM jaDa.5 "daSTiviSa gayA pachI game te zAstra, game te akSara, game te kathana, game te vacana, game te sthaLa, prAye ahitanuM kAraNa thatuM nathI. potAnI aMgata sthiti batAvatAM vacane AmAM vizeSa pramANamAM che. juo "A kALamAM mAruM janmavuM mAnuM to duHkhadAyaka che; ane mAnuM te sukhadAyaka paNa che." paNa kaI apekSAthI te 5-6-7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti 1, pR. 795.

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sukhadAyaka ane kaI apekSAthI te duHkhadAyaka che te temaNe spaSTa karyuM nathI. mAtra eTaluM anumAna thaI zake che ke utkRSTa AtmAvasthA meLavavA A kALa vizeSa viSama hevAthI janmavuM duHkhadAyaka che; paNa A kALa tenI viSamatAne lIdhe saMsArathI udAsInatA lAvavAnuM uttama sAdhana che, e hee temanuM janmavuM sukhadAyaka che. A uparAMta "vaizya ane nircathabhAve vasatAM keTI keTI vicAra thayA kare che."8 "te vyavahAra tyAgyA vinA athavA atyaMta alpa karyA vinA nirca thatA yathArtha rahe nahi, ane udayarUpa hevAthI vyavahAra tyAgyo jato nathI."9 vagere saMsArane thAka jaNavatAM vacana paNa jovA maLe che. te sarvamAM vizeSa dhyAna kheMce tevuM vacana che te, "mAha suda 7, zanivAra, - vikrama saMvata 1lpa1, tyAra pachI doDha varSathI vadhAre sthiti nahIM. 10 mahA suda sAtama pachInA daDha varSamAM temaNe sarvasaMgaparityAga karavAne nizcaya karI lIdho hato, tema A vacana parathI lAge che. te nakkI karyA pramANe temaNe temanA bhAgIdAro pAse vi. saM. 1952nA aMtabhAgamAM chUTA thavAnI mAgaNI paNa karI hatI. chatAM teo pitAnA bhAgIdAronA Agrahane laIne saMpUrNa paNe nivRtta thaI zakayA na hatA. jyAM sudhI pote vyavahAramAM hoya tyAM sudhI kema vartavuM, te vize pitAne thatA prazno, taravanI bAbatamAM thatA prazno vagere moTA pramANamAM A hastAMdhamAM jovA maLe che. teo hastadhanA 93mA pRSTha para nAMdhe che ke - nazA dhAraNa karavI? vyavahArane utha e che ke te dhAraNa karelI dazA lokene kaSAyanuM nimitta thAya, tema vyavahAranI pravRtti bane nahIM." tyAre te vyavahAra nivRtta karavo? te paNa vicAratAM banavuM kaThaNa lAge che, kema ke tevI kaMIka sthiti vedavAnuM citta rahyA kare che.te vyavahAra kevA prakAre saMkSepa thaI zakaze ?11 vagere. ahIM prazna ane tenI vicAraNuM baMne jovA maLe che, paNa keTalIka vAra te hastanadhamAM praznonI hAramALA ja jovA maLe che, jema ke - hastadhanuM pR. 152 - "guNAtizayatA zuM? te kema ArAdhAya ? kevaLajJAnamAM atizayatA zuM ? tIrthakaramAM atizayatA zuM ? vizeSa hetu ze ? je jinasamata kevaLajJAna kAlokajJAyaka mAnIe to te kevaLajJAnamAM AhAra, nihAra, vihAra Adi kriyA zI rIte saMbhave? vartamAnakALamAM tenI A kSetre aprApti teno hetu che ?"12 vagere. A badhA parathI lAge che ke zrImada potAnI vicAraNAmAM haju ekadama sthira thayA nahi heya. ane jema jema nizcitatA AvatI gaI haze tema tema vidheyAtmaka vacananuM 8-9. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 803. AMka : 38 10. ejana, pR. 805: AMka : 41 11. ejana, 5, 804. AMkaH 38 12. ejana, pR. 811. AMkaH 68

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che. phejanIza, nedhathI ityAdi t85 pramANa vadhyuM haze. paNa A badhAM vacanane temane abhipreta artha samaja bahu muzkela che, kAraNa ke temAM miti ke arthaspaSTatA Apela nathI. arthaspaSTatA na hovAne lIdhe temaNe celI AkRtio paNa samajAtI nathI. A hastadhane gALe vi. saM. 1949thI vi. saM. 1957. sudhIne gaNuM zakAya, kAraNa ke A noMdha para aMgrejI varSa 1890nuM kaeNleMDara che, te pahelAM te temAM te lakhANa thayuM ja na hoya te svAbhAvika che. hasta noMdha 2 A hastaidha paNa kaI sAlathI lakhAvI zarU thaI, tathA kaI sAla sudhI lakhAI te vize mAhitI maLatI nathI. A hastAMdha para aMgrejI varSa 1896nuM kaeNleMDara che, te parathI ema anumAna karI zakAya ke vi. saM. 15ra pachI te lakhAvI zarU thaI hevI joIe. ane te paNa vi. saM. 1lpa7 arthAt zrImanA dehAMta sudhI lakhAI hoya ema gaNI zakAya. A hastanadhamAM 116 pAnAM che, paNa temAMnA moTAbhAganAM pAnAM paNa kerAM pahelAM che. vaLI, A lakhANa joIe to mukhyatve eka ja bAju - jamaNI bAju thayuM che, eTale ke pRSTha 3, 5, 7, 9, 11, 13 vagere ekI aMkanI bAjue lakhANa thayuM che. vacce vacce ekI akanAM pAnAMA kerAM paDyAM che, jyAre AgaLanA pAnAnuM anusaMdhAna hoya tyAre ja DAbI bAju thoDuM ghaNuM lakhANa thayeluM jovA maLe che, paNa AvAM bahu ochAM pAnAM jevA maLe che. dAkhalA tarIke pR. 30, 32, 34 e traNa ja pAnAM para DuM lakhANa thayeluM che. jaththAnI rIte joIe te pahelI hastadhanA pramANamAM ahIM lakhANa ghaNuM ochuM thayuM che. vaLI padyamAM lakhANa te jovA ja maLatuM nathI. praznArtha vAkyo paNa sAmAnya rIte dekhAtAM nathI. ahIM vizeSa spaSTa vaktavya jovA maLe che, namaskArAdi vacana paNa maLe che, paNa e badhAM saMkSepamAM che. keTalIka jagyAe zAstro ke anya graMthomAMthI levAyelAM avataraNe paNa maLe che. zrImade pote vicArelI vastuo ahIM eTalI badhI TUMkANamAM mUkelI che ke keTalIka vakhata te teno artha spaSTa thato nathI; jema ke - " AzcaryakAraka bheda paDI gayA che. khaMDita che. saMpUrNa karavAnuM sAdhana durgamya che. te prabhAvane vize mahatu aMtarAya che. dezakALAdi ghaNA pratiphaLa che." vagere.13 jaina dharmanI vartamAna sthitine lagatuM A lakhANa che e samajAtuM hovA chatAM kaI apekSAthI, kaI rIte zrImada vizeSapaNe samajAvavA mAge che te jANavuM muzkela che. paNa AvuM ochuM che, mukhyatve te potAne bedhadAyaka, svarUpaciMtanAtmaka, dharmabodhaka, nAnAM nAnAM suvacane ja vizeSa jovA maLe che, jema ke - 13. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 822. A vacane samajAvavAno prayatna karatA eka lekha rA. suzIle "rAjacaMdranA jagata pratyenA saMdezAo" nAme lakhyo che, te lekha "zrI rAjayaMtI vyAkhyAne" mAM pragaTa thayela che.

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** * sarvajJapadanuM dhyAna karo. '14 " he jIva! sthira dRSTithI karIne tuM aMtaraMgamAM jo, tA sa paradravyathI mukta evuM tAru' svarUpa tane parama prasiddha anubhavAze. 15 vagere, A uparAMta namaskAra vacane paNa ghaNAM jovA maLe che; jue "he sarvotkRSTa sukhanA hetubhUta samyadAna ! tane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra hA! 16 zrImatI jIvanasiddhi huM jina vItarAga ! tamane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM. tame A pAmara pratye anata anaMta upakAra karyA che. 17 Ama potAnA para upakAra karanAra jIvAne tathA vastuone yAda karIne zrImadde namaskAra karyA che. peAte meLavavA dhArelI cAritradAnA jaya ( hastanAMdha pR. 30 ), jinazAstrokta saptanayapUrvakanI dazAnI icchA ( hastanAMSa pR. 35) vageremAM zrImanI AdhyAtmika ucca kakSA meLavavAnI abhilASa spaSTapaNe joI zakAya che. vaLI, pAte dhArelA koI graMthanI racAnAnu` prAthamika vicAraNArUpa TAMcaNu ahIM jovA maLe che. hastAnAMdhanAM pR. 31, 32 tenAM udAharaNa gaNI zakAya. Ama A nAnI hastanAMdhamAM koI vyavasthiti lakhANa nathI, paNa jude jude samaye peAtAne sphurelAM vicArA, abhilASAo, AcaravA yAgya niyamA, suvAkayo, vagerenu' dna'' TAMcaNa che, je zrImadane pAtAnA upayAga mATe ja vizeSa upayAgI thAya tema hatuM. anyane tenI pAchaLanI vicAraNA spaSTa na hoya tethI eTalu* upayeAgI na lAge te svAbhAvika che. hastanoMdha 3 trIja hastanAMdha e dezI bAMvAnI che, ane temAM koI miti ke kaeNle'Dara Apela nathI. tethI te kayArathI lakhAvI zarU thaI, ane kayA varSa sudhI temAM lakhANa thayuM, te nakkI karavuM viSTa che. AthI sAmAnyapaNe ema kahI zakIe ke zrImanA 22mA vaSa~thI,~ adhyAtmamAM rasa UDA banyA pachI - muMbaI AvyA tyArathI te temanA aMtakALa sudhImAM jude jude samaye lakhAI hovI joI e. A hastanAMdhamAM sauthI ochAM pAnAM lakhAyelAM che. ane temAM paNa mukhyatve jamaNI bAjunAM ja pAnAM para lakhANa thayeluM che. jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre ja DAkhI bAjunAM pAnAMnA upayAga temaNe karele dekhAya che. 1.4. * zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 817, AMka 2 15. ejana, pR. 819. AMka : 7 16-17, ejana, pR. 824. AMTha : 20

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9. rAjanIzI, noMdhAthI ityAdi 427 A hastanAMdhamAM lagabhaga 32 jeTalAM pAnAMo lakhAyelAM che. paNa temAM keTalAMka pAnAM para teA mAtra becAra vacanA ja lakhAyelAM che. ahI' mukhyatve vidheyAtmaka tathA nizcayAtmaka vacanA che; jema ke H-- " rAgadveSanA AtyaMtika kSaya thaI zake che. jJAnane pratibaMdhaka rAgadveSa che. jJAna jIvanA svabhUta dharma che. 18 vagere ane temAM paNa jainadharmanAM tattvane lagatAM, AcArane lagatAM vacanA mukhyatve che, jemAM vizvanI sthiti, jIvAnI IcchA, jIvanuM svarUpa, kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa vagere vizenI peAtAnI vicAraNA zrImadde ApelI che. e vize pote pAtAne beya paNa ApyA che. dAkhalA tarIke " svapara upakAranuM mahat kArya have karI le! tvarAthI karI le ! " apramatta thA! apramattA thA ! 66 zuM kALanA kSaNavAranA paNa bharu MsA Aya puruSoe karyAM che ? "huM pramAda ! have tuM jA, jA. 8 huM brahmacarya ! have tu' prasanna thA, prasanna thA. " huM vyavahArAya ! have prakhaLathI udaya AvIne paNa tuM zAMta thA, zAMta thA."1 9 vagere. ahI pAte zuM karavAnu che te vizenA upadeza peAtAne naDatAM tattvone uddezIne javAnuM tathA peAtAne sahAyarUpa tattvAne uddezIne AvavAnu jaNAvyuM che. A zrImanI zailInA viziSTa namUnA gaNI zakAya. A hastaneAMdhamAM avataraNA, AkRtie vagerenA paNa samAveza thatA jovA maLe che. Ama ApaNe zrImaddanI rAjanIzI, hastaneAMdhanAM pAnAM tathA A traNa hastanAMdha joI e chIe tyAre temAMthI eka viziSTa lakSaNa najare tarI Ave che. temAM ApaNe mukhyatve AtmaciMtanane ja sthAna apAyelu joIe chIe. saMyama tathA vairAgyamAM peAtAnA cittane vizeSa dRDha karavA temaNe vepAra ke gRhasthAzrama ke anya evI kAI vAtane hastanoMdhamAM sthAna na ApatAM temaNe mAtra AtmaciMtanane ja sthAna ApyuM che. ane te vAMcatAM temanI ahArAtra dharma prIti vadhatI jatI hatI tenI pratIti thAya che. A AtmaciMtananI gUDha vAtA temaNe eTalI TUMkANamAM lakhI che ke te anyane samajAvavI paNa muzkela bane. vaLI temanI AtmA vizenI sarva vicAraNAnA paricaya ApaNane temanA patrA tathA anya sAhityamAMthI thAya che, e kAraNe paNa A hastaneAMdhAnuM mUlya Apyu aMkAya che. zrImadanu aMtara ga sauthI vizeSa seAbhAgabhAInA patrAmAM khUlatuM dekhAya che, tethI temanA Atmika vikAsa jANavA mATe A DAyarI karatAM paNa te patranu mUlya ghaNu vizeSa rahe che. Ama zrImanA samagra sAhityanI dRSTie jotAM temanI hastanAMdhAnu mahattva ApaNA mATe bahu rahetuM nathI. 18. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 825. 19. ejana, pR. 831.

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prakaraNa 10 prakIrNa gadyaracanA zrImadde temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI sAhityanI dRSTie gadyaracanAo bhAgye ja karelI jovA maLe che. temaNe gadyalakhANa ghaNuM karyuM. che, paNa te badhuM tattvavicAraNAnI dRSTie. te lakhANanA sauthI mATA jaththA patrA rUpe che. e uparAMta rAjanIzI, DAyarI vageremAM gadyalakhANa jovA maLe che, paNa svataMtra pustaka, nibaMdha, vivecana vageremAMthI kAI prakAranA rUpamAM lakhavAnuM temaNe vicAryuM. hAya tevuM khAsa jaNAtuM nathI. tethI ja te " bhAvanAmeAdha" ke " mAkSamALA" jevu' eka paNa pustaka te pachI ApaNane maLatu nathI. ane jo kyAreka tevu" lakhANu karavAnA prayAse temaNe zarU karyA che te te apUrNa cheDI devAyA che. AthI Aje eka paNa gadyakRti evI nathI maLatI ke je sapUNa hoya ane temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pachIthI racAyelI hAya. tethI je kaMI apUrNa sthitimAM kRtie maLe che tenA samAveza A prakaraNamAM karyAM che. 66 A kRtimAM sauprathama * pratimAsiddhi " vizenA laghugraMtha che. tenA Adi ane a'tabhAga maLe che, mahattvanA madhyanA bhAga aprApya che. " dazavaikAlika sUtra"nA e adhyayananuM, 66 dvavyasaMgraha "nI keTalIka gAthAonu tathA " 5cAstikAya "nuM temaNe karelu bhASAMtara paNa vIsa varSanI vaya pachInI gadyakRti tarIke prApta thAya che. AtmAnAM cha padane samajAvatA tathA satpuruSanuM mAhAtmya jaNAvatA eka patra zrImadde lallujI mahArAja para lakhyA hatA, te paNa temanI gadyazailInA namUnA jevA hovAthI ahI" lIdhe che. A uparAMta AnadaghanajInI stavanAvali vize temaNe apUrNa rahevA dIdhelA vivecananA, "samayasAra nATaka", " ATha yAgaSTinI sajjhAya " AdimAMthI lIdhelI pa"ktionI temaNe ApelI samajUtInA paNa ahI' samAveza karyAM che. vaLI, " meAkSasaddhAMta ", 66 dravyaprakAza " Adi keTalAka lekheA nAma sAthe tathA bIjA keTalAka lekhA nAma vinA lakhavAnI zarUAta temaNe karI hatI, temAMnA koI pUrNa thayela nathI. te saMtu avalAkana paNa ahIM karyuM che. ane aMtamAM temaNe mumukSuone patramAM phakta suvacanA lakhyAM hAya tevA patrA vize paNa vicAra karyA che. Ama joI e to " paMcAstikAya "nA anuvAda sivAyanI eka paNa kRti pUrNa svarUpamAM maLatI nathI joke 5 cAstikAyanI " paNa judI judI lagabhaga 17 gAthAne anuvAda nathI. je A hakIkata dhyAnamAM laIe te temanI eka paNa kRti sa'pUrNa che tema kahI zakAya nahiM. vaLI, anya lekha AdimAM paNa eTalA nAnA bhAga maLe che ke temAMthI zrImadanA kAI paNa jAtanA vyaktitvanA khyAla nathI Avato, eTaluM ja nahi sAhityika dRSTie tenuM mUlyAMkana karavu. paNa nirarthaka banI jAya che.

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10. prakIrNa gaLa-racanAo A badhI kRtionuM eka lakSaNa e dhyAnamAM Ave che ke temaNe je kaMI lakhANa karyuM che te jaina darzana anusAra che. ane temAM temaNe mukhyatve jaina darzananA siddhAMtanI samajaNa ApavAno prayatna karyo che. kyAreka siddhAMte kamasara mUkyA hoya tevuM paNa che. ane te badhAmAM anya darzana vizenI vicAraNuM te bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. ane jyAM e Ave che tyAM paNa tenAM sArAM lakSaNone grahaNa karavAno ullekha hoya che, tenuM khaMDana karavAnI vicAraNuM jovA maLatI nathI. ATalA sAmAnya avalokana pachI ApaNe temanI prApta thatI gadyakRtio vize joIe. pratimAsiddhi 41 pratimAnuM pUjana karavuM hitakAraka bane che e darzAvate eka laghugraMtha zrImade 22 me varSe lakhyo hato. te graMtha ApaNane apUNa maLe che. tenA Adi tathA aMtabhAga maLe che, paNa graMthano vacceno mukhya bhAga maLato nathI. temAM zarUAtamAM zrImade mArga pAmavA mATe tathA mArga upadezavA mATe kaI vyakti uttama kahevAya tene nirdeza karyo che. te pachIthI zrImade vItarAgapraNIta dharmamAM aneka matabhedo UbhA thavAnAM ATha kAraNe TUMkAmAM jaNuvI tene thoDA vistArathI batAvavA prayatna karyo che. A sAmAnya carcA karyA pachI teo mukhya vAta para Ave che ke A badhA vivAdamAM mukhya vivAda pratimA vizeno che. keTalAka loko pratimAnI siddhi kare che, te keTalAka tene utthApe che. te A bemAM sAcuM zuM? teo pote jaNAve che te mujaba pahelAM teo pratimAne mAnatA nahotA, paNa keTalAka anubhavathI pratimAnI siddhinI temane khAtarI thaI te mATe teo lakhe che - "jina pratimA ane tenuM pUjana zAstrokta, pramANekta, anubhakta ane anubhavamAM levA yogya che. mane te padArthone je rUpe baMdha thayo athavA te viSaya saMbaMdhI ane je a85 zaMkA hatI te nIkaLI gaIte vastunuM kaMI paNa pratipAdana karavAthI koI paNa AtmA te saMbaMdhI vicAra karI zakaze ane te vastunI siddhi jaNAya te te saMbaMdhI matabheda TaLI jAya; te sulabhadhipaNAnuM kArya thAya ema gaNI, TUMkAmAM keTalAka vicAro pratimAsiddhi mATe darzAvuM chuM." A siddhi temaNe pAMca pramANathI karelI cheH 1. AgamapramANa, 2. ItihAsa pramANa, 3. paraMparA pramANe, 4. anubhava pramANa ane pa. pramANapramANa. 1. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 173, AMka 40. 2. ejana, pR. 173. AMka 40.

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red zrImanI jInasiddhi A pAMca prakAranAM pramANathI pratimAnI siddhi karatAM pahelAM, zrImadde " Agama eTale zuM?" te samajAvyu' che, ane te pachI vAcaka mATe keTalAka niyameA rajU karyAM che. A niyamo pratyeka vyaktine ghaNI jagyAe upayogI thaI zake tevA prakAranA che; jema ke H " kAI paNa vAta jyAM sudhI cAgya rIte na samajAya tyAM sudhI samajavI; te sa"kha"dhI kaI kahetAM mauna rAkhavu,'3 " amuka vAta siddha thAya tA ja ThIka ema na Icchavu, paNa satya satya thAya tema Icchavu."4 vagere. A tathA khIjA niyame vAMcatAM eka vAta spaSTa samajAya che ke temaNe peAtAnA mata khUba ja namratApUrvaka rajU karyA che. tathA kAI paNu bAju jarA paNa pakSapAtI valaNa na rAkhatAM, taTastha rIte je ceAgya hAya te ja svIkAravAnI temaNe A graMthamAM bhalAmaNa karI che. A vastu temanAM nIcenAM vacane jotAM jaNAze - " jo tame pratimAne mAnanAra hA te tenAthI je hetu pAra pADavA paramAtmAnI AjJA che te pAra pADI levA ane jo tame pratimAnA utthApaka hai| te A pramANeAne ceAgya rIte vicArI jojo. anee mane zatru ke mitra kaI mAnavA nahi, game te kahenAra che, ema gaNI graMtha vAMcI javA pa "TUMkAmAM kahevAnuM e ke jema kalyANa thAya tema pravartavA sabaMdhI mAru kahevu. ayeAgya lAgatu hAya tA, te mATe yathArtha vicAra karI pachI jema hoya tema mAnya karavuM. " vagere. A badhA niyame vAMcatAM temAMthI e ja chApa UThe che ke zrImadde A lakhANa peAtAnA mata kharA karavA ja lakhyuM nathI, paNa peAtAne je satya jaNAyuM tene khIjAe, satya rUpe jANyA pachI ja, svIkAre tevI bhAvanAthI A badhu thayeluM lAge che. paNa durbhAgyanI vAta e che ke A pachInA, pratimAnI siddhi karatAM pramANeA ApatA AkhA vibhAga aprApya che. A vize be jAtanI mAnyatA pravarte che. zrImadre e AkhA vibhAga lakhyA hoya, paNa keI kAraNasara te lupta thayeA heAya tevA eka mata che. ane khInne mata evA che ke zrImad e bhAga lakhyA ja nathI. A baMnemAM kayA matanI zakayatA vizeSa che te ApaNe joIe. vAcake dhyAnamAM rAkhavA ceAgya keTalAka vicAro rajU karyA pachInA pratimAsiddhi karatA vibhAga nathI maLatA, paNa te pachInA " chevaTanI bhalAmaNa " nAmanA te laghu graMthane aMtabhAga Aje paNa maLe che. temAM zrImadde lakhyu che ke :-~ 66 3. zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti rR. 174, AMka 40, 45-6, ejata, pR. 174. AMka 4,

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10. prakIrNa gaLa-racanAo 491 "pratimAthI ekAMta dharma che, ema kahevA mATe athavA pratimAnA pUjananA ja bhAga siddha karavA mATe meM A laghu graMthamAM kalama calAvI nathI. pratimA mATe mane je je pramANe jaNAyAM hatAM te TUMkAmAM jaNAvI dIdhAM. temAM vAjabI geravAjabIpaNuM, zAstravicakSaNa ane nyAyasaMpanna puruSe javAnuM che, ane pachI jema sapramANa lAge tema pravartavuM ke prarUpavuM e temanA AtmA para AdhAra rAkhe che. A pustakane huM prasiddha karata nahi, kAraNa ke je manuSya eka vAra pratimA pUjanathI pratikULatA batAvI hoya, te ja manuSya jyAre tenI anukULatA batAve, tyAre prathama pakSavALAne te mATe bahu kheda ane kaTAkSa Ave che. Apa paNa huM dhAruM chuM ke mArA bhaNuM thoDA vakhata pahelAM evI sthitimAM AvI gayA hatA, te veLA je A pustakane meM prasiddhi ApI hota te ApanAM aMta:karaNe vadhAre dubhAta ane dubhAvavAnuM nimitta huM thAta; eTalA mATe me tema karyuM nahI. keTalIka vakhata vItyA pachI mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM eka evA vicAre janma lIdho ke tArA mATe te bhAIone saMleza vicAro AvatA raheze; te je pramANathI mAnyuM che, te paNa mAtra eka tArA hRdhyAmAM rahI jaze; mATe tene satyatApUrvaka jarUra prasiddhi ApavI. e vicArane meM jhIlI lIdhe. tyAre temAMthI ghaNuM nirmaLa vicAranI preraNA thaI te saMkSepamAM jaNAvI dauM chuM. pratimA mAne e Agraha mATe A pustaka karavAne kaMI hetu nathI...." chevaTanI bhalAmaNa"mAM zrImade lakhelAM vacane parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke temaNe A graMtha pUro karyo hato. ane koInA dilane duHkha thAya e hetuthI amuka vakhata sudhI te graMtha pragaTa karyo na hato. paNa thoDA vakhata pachI bIjo vicAra uddabhavatAM te graMtha prasiddha karavA temaNe nirNaya lIdho ane A graMthane aMtabhAga "chevaTanI bhalAmaNu" temaNe lakhyo, paNa te graMtha kadI pustaka rUpe pragaTa thayAnI vigata maLatI nathI. eTale je badhuM maLe che te mAtra hastalakhANamAM ja che, ane te paNa apUrNa dazAmAM maLe che. zrImaddanA pitAnA ja jaNAvyA mujaba, teo pahelAM pratimAmAM mAnatA nahotA. paNa pAchaLathI temane pratimAmAM zraddhA thaI. tethI jeo pratimA vize azraddhALu hatA temane zrImadda prati itarAjI thaI. AvI vyaktio paNa sAcuM samajI zake ane satya pAmI zake e hetuthI pramANu sAthe pratimAnuM samarthana karato A graMtha temaNe lakhyo. paraMtu durbhAgye ema thavuM to bAjue rahyuM, paNa pratimAnI siddhi karate mULa bhAga ja aprApya banI gaye ! keTalIka rIte vicAratAM ema baMdhabesatuM lAge che ke, kaI vidhIe e graMthanAM A agatyanAM pAnAMo lupta karyA haze ane te vyakti tema karavA samartha thaI haze, kAraNa ke zrImada pitAnA lakhANa vagerenI bAbatamAM khUba ja niHspRha hatA, potAnI kari 15 - petAnI kRtio pragaTa karavA tarapha ke kIrti meLavavA tarapha temanuM lakSa ja nahotuM. e parathI evuM anumAna thaI zake che ke zrImade "chevaTanI bhalAmaNamAM jaNAvyA mujaba A graMthamAM pratimAnI siddhi vizenAM pramANe jarUra ApyAM haze. 7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 175.

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dara zrImadanI chalAsiddhi bIjI bAju zrImade A vibhAga lakhyo ja na hatuM tevuM mAnanAra varga e mATe kaI sabaLa purAvA ApatA nathI. teo te Aje maLatuM nathI, mATe temaNe lakhyuM ja nathI, evo tarka doDAvI zrImadda vize jAtajAtanA AkSepo kare che. tema karanArAomAM muni harSacaMdrajI mukhya che. teo lakhe che ke - pAMca pramANa vize temaNe lakhyuM che. paNa eka paNa pramANa temaNe ApyuM nathI. zA mATe teoe lakhavuM mUkI dIdhuM che ?..je eka paNa pramANa ApavAnuM hatuM nahi, te zA mATe eka graMtha lakhyo hoya tema moTo ghaTATopa karyo haze? pratimA tarapha ruci temane thaI, te temanI marajI, temanI pAse je pramANa nathI te pachI pramANa che ema kahevAthI zuM e vArtA siddha thaI haze?"8 vaLI, "chevaTanI bhalAmaNa"nA bhAga upara TIkA lakhatAM teo lakhe che ke - "AmAM kyAM eke pramANa jaNAvyuM che ? chatAM teo kahe che ke pramANe hatAM te badhAM jaNAvI dIdhAM, emAM keTaluM satya che? pustakamAM uparanAM vAkyonI upara pAMca kudaDIo chApI che te zuM te pAMca pramANunI mUkI haze ? e jagyAe pAMca pramANo mUkavAM joIe paNa ekTa pramANa batAvI nahi zakavAthI te jagyAe nizAnI mUkI e viSayane pUrNa karyo haze ema samajavuM paDe che. Ane buddhi samajavI ke tarka karavAnI paddhati samajavI?"9 munizrInAM A vacano beTA AkSepakArI jaNAyA vinA rahetAM nathI. pustakamAM apUrNa ke aprApya jaNAvavA AvI kUdaDI mukAya che, tene satya rIte na samajatAM AkSepa karavAnA upayogamAM te vastu levI te egya lAgatuM nathI. vaLI Ane zrImade nahi, paNa temanA avasAna bAda temanA bhAI e "zrImad rAjacaMdra" "graMthamAM prasiddhi ApI hatI, te hakIkata paNa bhUlavA jevI nathI. game te kAraNasara pratimAnI siddhi karatAM pramANe ApatA vibhAga A graMthamAMthI lupta thaye che te satya hakIkta che. paNa zrImade te bhAga lakhyo ja nahi hoya, ane beTI baDAI hAMkavA chevaTanI bhalAmaNa lakhI nAkhI haze evI kalpanA te, zrImanuM lakhANa jotAM, saMbhavatI nathI. A graMthane jeTale bhAga maLe che temAMthI temanI satyapriyatAnI, namratAnI, niSpakSapAtIpaNAnI ja chApa UThe che. vaLI, A sivAyanAM bIjA lakhANamAMthI paNa e ja chApa UMTha che, ethI zrImadda banAvaTa kare e zakya lAgatuM nathI. zrImade potAne je sAcuM lAgyuM te vAcaka vAMcI-vicArIne yogya lAge te ja svIkAre tevI bhAvanA sevI hatI. vaLI, A graMthamAM temanI satyapriyatA, jainadharmanI zreSThatAnI zraddhA vagere jovA maLe che. vastunI rajUAta paNa temaNe khUba tarkabaddha ane spaSTa rIte karI che. tethI A A graMtha Aje maLatA hota to aneka matamatAMtara maTI jAta ema lAgyA sivAya rahetuM nathI. 22 varSanI nAnI vaye lakhAyelA A prauDha graMtha zrImaddanI zaktine sAnaMdAzcarya upajAve tevo paricaya karAve che. 8. "zrI rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNa, pR. 10. 9. ejana, 5. 13.

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10. prakI gadya-racanAo 43 ja saMyatima 10 zrImada vi. saM. 194panA vaizAkha mAsamAM, temanA raramA varSe, "dazavaikAlika sUtra"nA cothA ane chaThThA adhyayananA keTalAka bhAganuM bhASAMtara karyuM hatuM. "dazavaikAlika sUtra"mAM janadharmanAM sUtre, munine pALavAnA niyame, AhArazuddhi, gurubhakti, Adarza sAdhu vagere vize lakhAyeluM che. A sUtramAM gadya tema ja padya baMneno upaga thayela che. sUtranA cethA adhyayanamAM be vibhAga cheH pahelA gadya vibhAga ane pachIne padya vibhAga. padya vibhAgamAM 29 gAthAo ApelI che. A gAthAomAM kriyAo kaI rIte karavI joIe ke jethI pApanA baMdha na paDe, ahiMsA ane saMyamamAM vivekanI AvazyaktA che, jJAnathI zarU karI mukti. prApti sudhInA kamapUrvaka badhI bhUmikAe kayA sAdhakanI saddagati ane kayA sAdhakanI asadagati thAya tenuM varNana kareluM che. zrImad 1 thI 24 gAthAonuM ke mukti-prApti sudhInI bhUmikAnA varNana sudhInI gAthAonuM bhASAMtara karela che. chA adhyayanamAM mokSanA Icchuke pALavAnA niyame, zramaNajIvananA ati upayogI 19 niyame, ahiMsA zA mATe, satya ane asatya vratanI upagitA kevI ane keTalIka maithunathI keTalA doSa Ave, brahmacarya ane aparigrahanI zI AvazyakatA che, rAtribhojana zA mATe varSa che, bhikSuone kayA kayA padArtho akathya che vagerenuM varNana ApeluM che. A adhyayanamAM kula 69 gAthAo che; temAMthI zrImade 9 thI 36 gAthAo sudhInuM bhASAMtara karyuM che, eTale ke lagabhaga aDadhA adhyayananuM ja bhASAMtara karyuM che. A baMne adhyayananAM bhASAMtaro temaNe "saMyatidharma" e zIrSaka nIce saMkalita karyA che. emAM munie kayA dharma pALavA Avazyaka che tenuM varNana tathA cha kAyanA jIvanI rakSAthe kayA niyamanuM pAlana muni kare tenuM varNana che. A anuvAda agnikAyanA jIvana rakSaNa mATe muni za kare tyAM sudhI karela che. vAyukAyanA jIva, vanaspatikAyanA jIva ane anya trasakAyanA jIvanuM rakSaNa kare te vagere vizenA varNanane anuvAda zrImade karela nathI. zrImade anuvAda lagabhaga zabdaza: ane chatAM mULa bhAva jALavIne karyo che. e anuvAdamAM temaNe bhAgye ja zabdo vadhAryA che. emanI anuvAdaka tarIkenI zaktino ahIM paricaya thAya che. ardhamAgadhI bhASA teo zIkhyA na hatA, chatAM sArI rIte samajI zakatA eTaluM ja nahi, eno anuvAda paNa temaNe cokasAIthI karyo che. mAtra be ja adhyayana - ane te paNa apUrNa -ne temaNe karelo A anuvAda jotAM ema lAgyA sivAya nathI rahetuM ke je temaNe AkhA sUtragraMthane anuvAda karyo hota to uttama kArya thayuM gaNAta. zrImade karelA anuvAdanA ekabe namUnA joIe - jayaM care jaya viThe jayamAse jayaM sa / jayaM bhujagA bhAsaMtA, pAvaM kamma na baMdha / / 15 10. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 185, AMka 60. 11. "dazavaikAlikasUtra, a. 4, gAthA 8.

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zrImaddana jIvanasiddhi 1. "yatnAthI cAle; 2. yatnAthI Ubhe rahe; 3. yatnAthI bese; 4. yatnAthI zayana kare; pa. yatnAthI AhAra le, 6. yatnAthI bole, te 7. pApa karma na bAMdhe." 12 "sabve jIvAvi ijchati, jIvita na marijija / taSThA paurLavaTuM ghora, niuthA vanayaMti || 1 3 "sarva jI jIvitane icche che, maraNane irachatA nathI; e kAraNathI prANIne bhayaMkara vadhu nirgathe tA. 71 A namUnAo parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke sAmAnya rIte zabdomAM vadhAre ke ghaTADo karyA sivAya mULa gAthAnA bhAvane teo keTalI sacoTatAthI utArI zakyA che ! A saMgraha chUTaka gAthAonA saMgraharUpa hovA chatAM mULa artha mAgadhImAM je rahasya che tene TUMkamAM saraLa bhASAmAM evI rIte gujarAtImAM ApyuM che ke te eka svataMtra prabaMdha ja lAge. *paMcAstikAya 15 - zrI "jinAgama"mAM jIva, pudgala, dharma, adharma ane AkAza e pAMca dravyane astikAya kahelAM che. te pAMce astikAyanuM svarUpa saMkSepamAM samajAvatAM betraNa patro zrImada vi. saM. 1952nA zrAvaNa mAsamAM lakhyA hatA. A patro cakakasa konA para lakhAyA che te jANe zakAtuM nathI, paNa koI mumukSue e vize prazna puchAvela tenA uttaramAM A patra lakhAyA hovAnuM jaNAya che. te prazna pUchanAranI rIta, te pUchanAranI yogyatA, zrImade ApelA uttaranI zailI vagere jotAM te patra zrI sabhAgabhAI upara lakhAyA hoya tevuM anumAna thAya che. te patramAM A astikAya samajAvatAM zrImadde lakhyuM che ke - * jIva, pudagala, dharma, adharma ane AkAza e pAMca astikAya kahevAya che. astikAya eTale pradezasamUhAtmaka vastu. eka paramANu pramANe amUrta vastunA bhAgane pradeza" evI saMjJA che. aneka pradezAtmaka je vastu hoya te "astikAya" kahevAya. eka jIva asaMkhyAtapradezapramANa che. pudgala paramANu je ke ekapradezAtmaka che, paNa be paramANathI mAMDIne asakhyAta, anaMta paramANuo ekatra thaI zake che. ema arasaparasa maLavAnI zakti temAM rahelI hovAthI aneka pradezAtmakapaNuM te pAmI zake che. jethI te paNa astikAya kahevA yogya che. "dharmadravya' asaMkhyAtapradeza pramANe, adharma dravya asaMkhyAtapradezapramANa, 'AkAzadravya" anaMtapradezapramANa hovAthI te 12. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 185. 13. "dazavaikAlikasUtra', a. 4, gAthA 11. 14. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 186. AMka 60. 15. ejana, pR. 586, AMka 766.

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10. makANu gadhathanA paNa astikAya che. ema pAMca astikAya che. je pAMca astikAyanA ekamekAtmakapaNAthI A 'lAka'nI utpatti che, arthAt 'lAka' e pAMca astikAyamaya che. 16 A pAMca dravya sAthe chaThThA kALadravyane zA mATe astikAya gaNAvela nathI te samajAvatAM zrImadde lakhyu che keH-- " jinAgamanI evI prarUpaNA che ke kALa upacArika dravya che, svAbhAvika dravya nathI, je pAMca astikAya kahyAM che, tenI vartanAnu nAma mukhyapaNe kALa che. te vanAnuM khIjuM nAma paryAya paNa che. jema dharmAstikAya eka samaye asakhyAta pradezanA samUharUpe jaNAya che, tema kALa samUharUpe jaNAtA nathI. eka samaya vatI laya pAme tyAra pachI khIjo samaya utpanna thAya che. te samaya dravyanI vartanAnA sUkSmamAM sUkSma bhAga che...tethI kALane astikAyapaNe gaNyA nathI. '17 495 Ama cha dravyamAMthI pAMca dravyane astikAya kahelAM che. te pAMcenuM svarUpa zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya temanA " 5cAstikAya ? nAmanA ardhamAgadhI graMthamAM samajAvyu` che. tenA ane adhyAyanA gujarAtI anuvAda zrImadde vi. saM. 1953mAM karyA hatA. prathama adhyAyamAM 104 gAthA che ane dvitIya adhyAyamAM 69 gAthA che, Ama pa'cAstikAyanI kula 173 gAthAne anuvAda zrImadde karyA che. temAMthI 57, 58, 59, 89, 123, 147 thI 151, 165, 168 vagere maLI kula 17 gAthAnA anuvAda maLatA nathI, bAkInI gAthAonA anuvAda maLe che. pahelA adhyAyamAM pAMca astikAyanuM svarUpa samajAveluM che. temAM AraMbhamAM zrI sanadevane ku dakuMdAcArya namaskAra karyA che, tathA "pa cAstikAya " sAmAnya svarUpa varNavyuM che. te pachI jIva, pudagala, dha, adharma ane AkAza e pAMcanu svarUpa varNavyu: che. pUrva pIThikAnI 26 gAthA pachI lagabhaga 50 jeTalI, eTale ke sauthI vadhu gAthA jIva mATe racAyelI che. dazeka jeTalI gAthA pugala mATe, 7, 8 gAthA dharma ane adharma mATe ane sAteka gAthA AkAza mATe racAyelI che. ane bAkInI ATheka gAthA te sava sakha'dhI che. Ama pahelA adhyAyamAM kula 104 gAthA che. zrImad A badhI gAthAonA lagabhaga zabdazaH ane keTalIka vAra mukta anuvAda karyAM che. ane sAthe sAthe mULa gAthAne bhAvArtha paNa saraLatAthI utAryA che. Ama chatAM anuvAdamAM klitA ke durgaMdhatA AvatI nathI. mAtra anuvAda vAMcIe tApaNuM badhuM saraLatAthI samajI zakAya che, ane mULa kRti vAMcatA hoIe evI chApa ApaNA para paDe che. " 5'cAstikAya''nI pahelI ja gAthA che ke :~~~~ 16. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti pR. 508, AMka 999. 17. ejana, pR. 507, AMka 698.

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496 iMdasada diyA baMtAlInuLA tenA anuvAda zrImadre A pramANe karyA cheH " seA indroe vanika, traNa leAkane kalyANakArI, madhura ane nirmaLa jenAM vAkaya che, anaMta jenA guNA che, jemaNe sa'sAranA parAjaya karyo che evA bhagavAna satta vItarAgane namaskAra. 19 C6 A anuvAda karatI vakhate kayAreka eka vAkaca e gAthA sudhI cAlatuM hoya teA te baMne gAthAneA temaNe sAthe anuvAda ApyA che. dAkhalA tarIke, pAMca astikAya ane tenA svarUpa vizenI ceAthI-pAMcamI gAthAne anuvAda temaNe sAthe karyAM che. e ja pramANe 71-7ra gAthA paNa temaNe sAthe lIdhI che. jue : zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi tihuaNahidamadhura visadavakA / monija niyamavA || '18 56 A baMne gAthAonA anuvAda zrImadre A pramANe karyo cheH " eka prakArathI, e prakArathI, traNa prakArathI, cAra gatinA prakArathI, pAMca guNAnI mukhyatAthI, cha kAyanA prakArathI sAta bhaMganA upayeAgapaNAthI, ATha guNa athavA ATha karUpa bhedathI, nava tattvathI ane daza sthAnakathI jIvanuM nirUpaNa che, '21 "ema.ceva maLvAse duniyaOA sikSaNoH ceti / cakamaNo bhaNideA vALuLavALA ya || gA. 71 "" caTu " jIvavAmajhutto uvautto sattabhagabhAvA / aThAsao NavatthA jIvA saTTAnane maniveda | gA, 72'20 mULa " 5'cAstikAya "nI bhASA paNa sAmAnyapaNe saraLa kahI zakAya tevI che, tethI anuvAdamAM ochI muzkelI naDe tevu che. je ka'I muzkelI naDe tevu' che, te che tattva vize. emAM cha dravyanA svarUpanI vArtAnuM nirUpaNa thayeluM hAvAthI tattva na samajanArane temAM takalIpha paDe, paNa zrImane te e tattva samajavAmAM kazI muzkelI naDe tema naheAtI, kAraNa ke temanuM peAtAnuM ja jJAna eTalu vizALa hatuM ke tattvanI samaja temane mATe navI na hatI. A anuvAda karyA pahelAM eka varSe temaNe saMkSepamAM " paMcAstikAya 'nu' svarUpa lakhI jaNAvyuM hatu, te patro jotAM A vAtanI khAtarI thaze.22 AthI mULa graMtha jene AtmasAt hAya teNe karelA anuvAda paNa mULakRti jevA saphaLa bane te zI navAI? 18. pacAstikAya ', adhyAya gAthA 1, pR. 4. 56 20. 19. zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, pR. 586, AMka 766, " pa'cAstikAya ', a. 1, gA. 71-72, pR. 116. 21. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti pR. 590, AMka 766. 22. ejana, AMka 699, 700, 701 i. 66

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10. prakIrNa gaLa-racanAo A ja vastu "paMcAstikAya"nA bIjA adhyAyanA zrImadde karelA anuvAda mATe paNa eTalI ja sAcI che. temAM mokSamArganuM varNana kareluM che. ane te batAvatI vakhate jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, nirjara, baMdha ane mokSa e nava tatvanuM svarUpa paNa saMkSepamAM batAvyuM che. te nave tava samajAvatAM samajAvatAM ja zrI kuMdakuMdAcArye mokSamArganuM nirUpaNa karyuM che, ane te savani zrImade gujarAtI bhASAmAM utAryA che. ekendriyathI zarU karI paMcendriya sudhInA kAyAvALA jIvanuM varNana, AkAza, dharma, adharma, puddagala AdimAM jIva nathI tethI te ajIva kahevAya che, tenuM varNana, jIve bAMdhelAM zubha karma te puNya ane azubha karma te pApanuM varNana, pApane pravezavAnAM sthAnako te AzravanuM varNana, te sthAnakamAMthI pApane AvatAM rekavAM te saMvaranuM varNana, pUrve bAMdhelAM. kamane bhagavaTe te nirjarAnA svarUpanuM varNana, jIvane thayelA baMdhanA svarUpanuM varNana ane jIvanI zuddhadazA te mokSanuM varNana A adhyAyamAM karela che. A nave tavanI samaja zrImaddane ghaNuM sArI hatI tethI tene anuvAda karavAmAM temane tevI ja saraLatA rahe te svAbhAvika che. tema chatAM kayAreka keI zabdane anuvAda na karyo hoya tema paNa jaNAya che. juo 112mI gAthA - " ade jIvaNikAyA paMcavihA puDhavikAiyAdIyA / maNapariNAmavirahidA jIva age diyA bhaNiyA / / "23 eno artha samajAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke "e pAMca prakArane jIvasamUha manapariNAmathI hita ane ekendriya che, ema sarva kahyuM che "24 A anuvAda jotAM khyAla Avaze ke " pu rUvATIvA" zabdanA "pRthvIkAyAdi" e anuvAda lIdhe nathI ane "ema savare kahyuM che te zabdasamUha, je mULamAM nathI te ume che. paraMtu sAmAnya rIte te mULane anuvAda saraLa bhASAmAM kareluM jaNAya che. ane te saraLatA ANavA keTalIka vAra adhyAhAra rahela zabda paNa spaSTa kare che. juo 139mI gAthA - . " cariyA pamAdabahulA kAlussaM lAladA ya visayemu / paraparitAbApavAdA pAvassa ya AsavaM kuNadi / / "25 teno anuvAda karatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke, "ghaNA pramAdavALI kriyA, cittanI malinatA, IndriyaviSayamAM lubdhatA, bIjA ne duHkha devuM, tene apavAda bola e Adi vartanathI jIva pApaAzrava kare che.26 23. "paMcAstikAya", 5. 172. 24. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. pa92, AMka 76 ka. 25. paMcAstikAya", pR. 203. 26. "zrImad rAjacaMda", agAsa AvRtti pU. pa04, AMka 76 ka.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi keTalIka vAra zrImadda vAkyaracanAnuM svarUpa paNa pheravatA jaNAya che, udAharaNa tarIke juo 138mI gAthA : "kodho va jadA mANo mAyA lAbho va cittamAsejja / jIvassa kuNadi khohaM kaluso tti ya taM budhA veti / / "27 zrImade Ane anuvAda Ama karyo cheH "kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebhanI mIThAza jIvane kSobha pamADe che ane pApabhAvanI utpatti kare che. 28 ahIM mULa zlokamAM e pramANe che ke jyAre krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha cittane Azraya pAmIne jIvane kSobha kare che, tyAre tene jJAnIo "kalaSatA' kahe che. zrImadda jJAnIo kahe che, te vAta uDADI dIdhI che; e uparAMta krodhAdi cittanA Azraye jIvane kSobha pamADe che te batAvavAne badale "phodhAdinI mIThAza" ema ja kahyuM che. Ama joIe to A gAthAne A bhAvAnuvAda che. Ama zrImad karelA A anuvAdane jyAre jhINavaTathI abhyAsa karIe chIe tyAre te zabdazaH anuvAda nathI teno khyAla Ave che. kayAreka mULano bhAvArtha ja utArela che, eTale ke anuvAda vAMcanakSama banAvavAnI temanI nema hatI te jaNAya che. A anuvAda temaNe " anuvAda karavAnI" daSTie nahote karyo, paNa ardhamAgadhI na jANanArA mumukSuone "paMcAstikAya "nA vAMcana-vicAraNuthe karyo hato. tema chatAM mULanA AzayamAM kayAMye pheraphAra thayela hoya tema thayuM nathI. vi. saM. 155nA caitra mAsamAM temaNe dhArazIbhAI kuzaLacaMda saMghavI uparanA eka patramAM lakhyuM hatuM ke : kaI mahapuruSanA mananane athe paMcAstikAyanuM saMkSipta svarUpa lakhyuM hatuM, te manana arthe A sAthe kahyuM che. 29 A vacana parathI ghaNA evo artha tArave che ke "paMcAstikAyanuM saMkSipta svarUpa " eTale temaNe karelA "paMcAstikAyano anuvAda." " zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM paNa e ja rIte ja noMdhAyuM che.30 vaLI, keTalAka taraphathI evuM anumAna paNa karAyuM che ke zrImade jaNAvelA mahat puruSa te manasukhabhAI ki. mahetA. paNa jarA UMDANathI vicAra karatAM AmAMnuM keI vidhAna sAcuM lAgatuM nathI. 27. "paMcAstikAya', pR. 202. 28. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 594. 29-30. ejana, AMka 866nI, pR. 632.

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10. maNi patha-racanAo zrImade je "paMcAstikAya"no anuvAda karyo che tene "paMcAstikAyanuM saMkSipta svarUpa" kahI zakAya nahi, ane zrImaddane paNa te anuvAda abhipreta hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. paMcAstikAya"nA saMkSipta svarUpanA saMdarbhamAM temaNe vi. saM. 1952mAM patro lakhyA hatA te hoya tema jaNAya che. "zrImad rAjacaMdra"mAM 69 AMka nIce zrImaddanuM je lakhANa chapAyuM che tenI zarUAta A pramANe che, "paMcAstikAyanuM svarUpa saMkSepamAM kahyuM che ?" ane te pachI te pAMce astikAyanuM svarUpa kharekhara TUMkANamAM samajAvAyeluM che. ane enA ja vize 698 AMka nIcenuM lakhANa paNa che. temAM "kALa" mATe astikAya nathI kahevAte te vizenA praznane uttara zrImadde Ape che. A baMne lakhANa vAMcIe tyAre khyAla Ave che ke temAM "paMcAstikAya"nuM svarUpa jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. A parathI ApaNe kahI zakIe ke zrImade dhArazIbhAI uparanA patramAM "paMcAstikAyanA saMkSipta svarUpa' ne je ulekha karyo che te 698 thI 701 sudhInA AMka nIcenuM lakhANa che, ane nahi ke zrImad karelA "paMcAstikAya"no anuvAda, anuvAdane saMkSipta svarUpa na kahevAya. e ja rIte zrImad ullakhela "mahapuruSa" manasukhabhAI nahi paNa sabhAgabhAI jaNAya che. aMbAlAlabhAI, manasukhabhAI vagere to ardhamAgadhI bhASA samajI zake ane vAMcI zake tevuM bhASAjJAna dharAvatA hatA. manasukhabhAI ane aMbAlAlabhAIne te tevA graMthonI nakala karavAnuM ke bhASAMtara karavAnuM kAma paNa zrImad sepatA hatA; eTale temane mATe teo anuvAda kare ke saMkSepamAM svarUpa lakhe te mAnI zakAya tevI vAta nathI. tethI lallujI mahArAja ane bhAgabhAI e bemAMthI konA mATe hoI zake te vicAravAnuM rahe che, kAraNa ke zrImaddanA nikaTavatI vartuLamAMthI te vakhate jUThAbhAInI gerahAjarI hatI, gAMdhIjIne te samaye A bAbata sAthe saMbaMdha nahotuM ane aMbAlAlabhAI tathA manasukhabhAIne mATe ApaNe upara joyuM tema, enI jarUra nahatI. AthI bhAgabhAI ane lallujI mahArAja vacce vicAravAnuM rahe che. lallajI mahArAja paranA zrImaddanA lakhelA patro joIe te temAM mukhyatve AtmA vizenI vAte ja jovA maLe che. vaLI, A muni bahu prazno puchAvatA hoya tevuM jovA maLatuM nathI, kAraNa ke jinadIkSA lIdhI hovAthI temaNe sUtro ane zAstronuM jJAna meLavyuM hatuM tyAre sebhAgabhAInI bAbatamAM sthiti judI hatI. temanI zraddhA vedAMtamAMthI khasIne jaina tarapha thaI hatI; vaLI, emane sUtro ke zAstro vagerene abhyAsa paNa ghaNuM na hatuM, tethI temane vAraMvAra prazno puchAvavAnI jarUra paDatI. ane evA eka praznanA uttaramAM A patro lakhAyelA jovA maLe che. tethI lAge che ke te patro zrI bhAgabhAI upara lakhAyelA hovA joIe, ane zrImaddanI dRSTimAM zrI bhAgabhAI "mahapuruSa" hatA te sunizcita che. Ama zrImade dhArazIbhAIne lakhelA vacana vize kahI zakIe ke zrImade sUcavela "saMkSipta svarUpa" te A patronA saMdarbhamAM che ane zrImadde ullekhela mahata puruSa te zrI bhAgabhAI che.

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500 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi "vyasaMgrahanI gAthAone anuvAda31 vi. saM. 153mAM zrImadda nimicaMdra muninA " dravyasaMgraha"nI 58 gAthAmAMthI 31 thI 49 sudhInI 19 gAthAne anuvAda karyo hate. A gAthAomAM dravya ane bhAvathI Azrava, saMvara, baMdha, nirA, mekSa, pApa, puNya kone kahevAya tenuM, ane te pachI samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyagvAritranuM svarUpa batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. zrImade A anuvAda saraLa, bhAvavAhI, svAbhAvika bhASAmAM mULane Azaya jALavIna karyo che. te zrImadanI anuvAdaka tarIkenI zaktiono ApaNane paricaya karAve che. A gAthAemAMthI eka-benA anuvAdo joIe. " dravyasaMgraha"nI 31mI gAthA A pramANe che - "NANAvaraNAdINa joggaM ja puggala samAsavadi / vAva sa on mane vinavA || gA. 31 ? jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmane yogya je pugala grahaNa thAya che te "dravyAsava" jANo. jinabhagavAna te aneka bhedathI kahyuM che."32 "syaNattayaM Na vaTTa appANaM muyatu aNNadaviyAha / tamAM tacimo hAri du mohaeNa dara pAvA gA. 40 " AtmAne cheDIne e traNe rane bIjA keI paNa dravyamAM vartatAM nathI. teTalA mATe AtmA e traNeya che, ane tethI mokSakAraNa paNa AtmA ja che. 33 - Ama ahIM joI zakAya che ke temaNe gAthAone zabdaza: anuvAda karyo hovA chatAM temAM teo keTalI svAbhAviktA ANuM zakyA che. A traNe anuvAdamAM ApaNane zrImadanI anuvAdazaktino paricaya thAya che. A badhA sAthe temaNe temanI vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM karela "ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra"nI bAra bhAvanAne anuvAda tathA "uttarAdhyayanasUtra"nA 36mAM adhyayanano anuvAda paNa umerI zakAya. ane e badhA anuvAda samagrapaNe jotAM ApaNane jaNAya che ke zrImade jaina zAstro ane sUtromAMthI ja anuvAda karyo che. vaLI, thoDAghaNuM pheraphAra sAthe anuvAda karyo hovA chatAM mULa kRti vAMcatA hoIe evI svAbhAviktA paNa teo lAvI zakyA hatA. tema chatAM "paMcAstikAya" sivAyane eka paNa anuvAda pUrNa maLato nathI, tethI temaNe jeTale bhAga vizeSa upayogI jaNAya teTalAne ja anuvAda karyo haze, tema jaNAya che. cha padane pa34 zrI lallujI mahArAjane dazeka mahinAthI tAva AvatA hatA, tethI temane deha chUTI javAno bhaya lAgyo, eTale temaNe manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA thAya tevuM kaMIka karavAnI mAgaNI 31. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 584, aMka 76 1. kara-33. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 884. AMka 761 34. ejana, pR. 394, AMka 493.

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10. prakoNa gavaracanAo zrImadda pAse karI. tenA uttaramAM zrImad vi. saM. 1950nA phAgaNa mAsamAM "cha padane patra" temane lakhyo. te patramAM sUtrAtmaka zilImAM "AtmA" nAmaka tattvanI yathArtha oLakhANa ApavAmAM AvI che. svataMtra prakaraNagraMtha jevA A patranA AraMbhamAM "ananya zaraNanA ApanAra evA zrI sadagurudevane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karyA che, ane zuddha AtmasvarUpane pAmyA che evA jJAnI purupAe AtmAnAM je cha padane samyagdarzananA nivAsanAM sarvotkRSTa sthAnaka kahyAM che tene samajAvyAM che. A cha pada te 1. AtmA che, 2. te nitya che, 3. te rtA che, 4. te bhaktA che, 5. mokSa che ane 6. mokSane upAya che, e. A pratyeka padanuM astitva kayA kAraNathI samajAya che, te A patramAM sUtrAtmaka zailImAM zrImade batAvyuM che - te pachI A cha padane vicAravAthI jIva kaI rIte samyagdarzana pAmI zake te eka phakarAmAM samajAvyuM che. temAM zrImadde ekeeka zabda e tAlIne mUkyo che ke te yathArtha samajavA mATe pratyeka vAkya vize dhIrajathI vicAraNA karavAnI jarUra paDe che. saghana ane asaMdigdha bhASAmAM ane saMkSepamAM teo keTaluM badhuM tattva samAvI zake che, samajAvI zake che, ane te paNa durbodhatA lAvyA sivAya, te ahIM jovA maLe che. temanI prabaLa gadyalekhanazaktine A suMdara namUnA juo - zrI jJAnI purue samyaphadarzananAM mukhya nivAsabhUta kahyAM evAM A cha pada atre saMkSepamAM jaNAvyAM che. samIpamuktigAmI jIvane sahaja vicAramAM te sapramANa thavA gya che, parama nizcayarUpa jaNAvA yogya che, tene sarva vibhAge vistAra thaI tenA AtmAmAM viveka thavA gya che. A cha pada atyaMta saMdeharahita che, ema paramapuruSe nirUpaNa karyuM che. e cha padane viveka jIvane svasvarUpa samajavAne arthe kahyuM che. anAdi svapnadazAne lIdhe utpanna thayelA evo jIvano abhAva, mamatvabhAva, nivRtta thavAne arthe A cha padanI jJAnI puruSoe dezanA prakAzI che. te svapnadazAthI rahita mAtra potAnuM svarUpa che, ema jIva je pariNAma kare, te sahajamAtramAM te jAgrata thaI samyadarzanane prApta thAya, samyadarzanane prApta thaI svasvabhAvarUpa mokSane pAme. keI vinAzI, azuddha ane anya evA bhAvane viSe tene harSa, zoka, saMyoga, utpanna na thAya. te vicAre svasvarUpane vize ja zuddhapaNuM, saMpUrNa paNuM, avinAzIpaNuM, atyaMta AnaMdapaNuM, aMtararahita tenA anubhavamAM Ave che. sarva vibhAvaparyAyamAM mAtra pitAne adhyAsathI ekyatA thaI che, tethI kevaLa potAnuM bhinnapaNuM ja che, ema spaSTa-pratyakSa-atyaMta pratyakSa-apakSa tene anubhava thAya che. vinAzI athavA anya padArthanA saMgane viSe tene ISTa aniSTapaNuM prApta thatuM nathI. janma, jarA, maraNa, rogAdi bAdhArahita saMpUrNa mAhAsyanuM ThekANuM evuM nijasvarUpa jANI, vadI te kRtArtha thAya che. je je puruSone e cha pada sapramANa evAM parama puruSanAM vacane AtmAne nizcaya thayo che, te te puruSa sarva svarUpane pAmyA che; Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, sarva saMgathI rahita thayA che, thAya che, ane bhAvikALamAM paNu temaja thaze."35 35. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 493, pR. 395.

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502 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi te A eka ja phakarAmAM samyagdarzana eTale zuM, te keAne prApta thAya, kacAre thAya, thAya tyAre zuM thAya, te pachI zuM thAya vagere vize temaNe jaNAvI dIdhuM che. tethI ja teA A lakhANa temanI saghana zailInA eka uttama namUnA banI rahe che. te pachI satpuruSanA guNNA evI ja saghana zailImAM jaNAvI, temane pharI pharI trikALa namaskAra karyA che, ane e dvArA satpuruSanuM mAhAtmya, temanA upakAra Adi pratyakSa karAvI dIdhAM che. A satpuruSa janma, jarA, maraNanA nAza kare tevA upadezanA dAtA che, samyagdarzanane Ape tevAM cha padane prakAzita karanArA che, mAtra paramA hetue ja mA darzana karanArA ane kAImAM paNa prIti ke mAna dharAvanAra nathI, evA vividha guNA zrImadde batAvyA che. tevu' eka vacana jue : "je satpuruSoe sadgurunI bhakti nirUpaNa karI che, te bhakti mAtra ziSyanA kalyANane artha kahI che. je bhaktine prApta thavAthI sadgurunA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe, apUrva guNa dRSTigocara thaI anya svacchaMda maTe, ane saheje AtmamAdha thAya ema jANIne je bhaktinuM nirUpaNa karyuM' che, te bhakti ane te satpuruSone pharI phrI trikALa namaskAra hA !'36 ahIM zrImadde sadgurunuM tathA temaNe praNIta karelI bhaktinuM mAhAtmya ane tenu phaLa ekasAthe jaNAvI dIdhAM che. A AkhA patra para UMDANathI vicAra karavAmAM Ave te samajAze ke emAM samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya tevI vicAraNA mUkI che. Ama AtmAnAM cha pada, meAkSamArga, sadgurunuM mAhAtmya batAvI A patra temaNe pUrNa karyA che. je kAI mumukSu vAMce tene paramA mArgamAM sahAyarUpa thAya evA A patra che. A patranI zrI lallujI mahArAja para kevI asara thaI hatI, te vize temaNe jaNAvyu hatuM ke -- " e patra amArI aneka prakAranI viparIta mAnyatA dUra karAvanAra che, na UbhA rahevA dIdhA hu'DhIyAmAM, na rAkhyA tAmAM, na veDhAMtamAM pesavA dIdhA. phAI paNa matamatAMtaramAM na praveza karAvatAM mAtra, eka AtmA upara UbhA rAkhyA. e camatkArI patra che. jIvanI yAgyatA hAya to samyakRtva prApta thAya tevI vicAraNA utpanna karAve tevA e adbhuta patra che. '37 AnaMdaghanajInI stavanAvali " - vivecana38 << zrImad rAjaca`dranI pahelAM khasA varSe thaI gayelA yAgIzrI AnadadhanajIe cAvIsa tItha karanI stuti karatAM 24 kAvyA lakhyAM che, je " AnaMdaceAvIzI " ke " AnaMdaghanajInI stavanAvali"nA nAme jANItAM che. pratyeka stavanamAM eka eka tIthaMkaranA guNAnuvAda che. 36. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 493, pR. 395. 66 37, zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ', AvRtti, 4, pR. 151. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 57, AMka 753, 38.

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10. prakIrNa gaLa-racanAo 503 pahelA stavanamAM Adi tIrthakara RSabhadevanI, bIjAmAM zrI ajitanAthanI, trIjAmAM zrI saMbhavanAthanI e pramANe covIsa stavanamAM zrI mahAvIrasvAmI sudhInA covIsa tIrthakaronI stuti karavAmAM AvI che. A covIse stavana UMDAM jJAnagarbhita che, tethI te AkhI stavanAvali zrImadane khUba ja priya hatI. ane temAM rahelAM raho anya mumukSuone samajAya e hetuthI tenI vistArathI samajaNa ApavAnI vicAraNuM zrImane UgI haze, te anusAra temaNe te vize lakhavAnI zarUAta vi. saM. 1953mAM karI hatI. zrImad AraMbhamAM jIvanuM chadmastha svarUpa batAvI, zuddha svarUpa pAmanAra sikanI upAsanA kartavyarUpe batAvela che. tenA anusaMdhAnamAM "siddha"nuM svarUpa, te padane mahimA ane tIrthakarano upakAra vagere jaNAvela che. te pachI zrI AnaMdaghanajIe covIzI racI tene hetu batAvatAM lakhyuM che ke, "siddha bhagavAna kevaLa amUrta pade sthita hovAthI temanuM svarUpa sAmAnyatAthI ciMtavavuM durgamya che. ahata bhagavAnanuM svarUpa mULadRSTithI ciMtavavuM te tevuM ja durgamya che, paNa sagIpadanA avalaMbanapUrvaka ciMtavatA sAmAnya jIvone paNa vRtti sthira thavAne kaMIka sugama upAya che, jethI ahata bhagavAnanI stavanAthI siddhapadanI stavanA thayA chatAM, ATalo vizeSa upakAra jANe zrI AnaMdaghanajIe A covIzI vIza tIrthakaranI tavanArUpe racI che."39 Ama aha"taprabhunA upakAranA kAraNe A stavanAvali zrI AnaMdaghanajIe racI che tema zrImad darzAvyuM che, ane ahaMtaprabhune upakAra vizeSa che te jaNAvavA "siddhaprAbhUta"nI eka gAthAnI sAkha paNa ApI che, paNa te pachIthI A prAstavika bhAga adhUro rahelo jaNAya che. tenuM chelluM apUrNa raheluM vAkaya A prama che, "jyAM ahadegtA varUpadhyAnAlaMbana vagara vRtti AtmAkAratA bhaje che, tyAM.." ahIMthI vAkaca adhUruM rahela che. A prAstavika lakhANa pachIthI pahelA tIrthakara zrI RSabhadevanuM stavana vItarAga stavanA" e zIrSaka nIce samajAvavAmAM AvyuM che. zrI AnaMdaghanajInuM AkhuM stavana ahIM samajAvAyeluM che, paNa temAM bIjI kaDInI samajUtI jovA maLatI nathI. potAnI zraddhA nAmanI sakhIne AnaMdaghanajInI caiitanyavRtti kahe che ke.." ema jaNAvI AkhuM stavana be sakhIonA saMvAdarUpe jaNAvyuM che. temAM "catanyavRtti vaktA che ane "zraddhA" zrotA che. paraspara vArtAlApa thato nathI. AnaMdaghanajIe jevI yojanA mULamAM rAkhI che tevI ja yojanA zrImade paNa svIkArI che. ane pratyeka kaDI mATe temaNe 15 thI 20 paMktinI samajUtI ApelI joI zakAya che. RSabhadeva prabhu e ja sAcA pati che, ane tene pati mAnavAthI zuM phaLa maLe che, tathA tene pati na mAnatAM saMsAranA anya jIvone pati mAnanAra vyaktio kevA kevA prayatno kare che, tenuM bayAna A stavanamAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. RSabhadevane pati mAnIne, kapaTarahitatAthI pUjavAthI "cittanI prasannatAnuM phaLa maLe che te aMtabhAgamAM samajAvAyuM che. A saMsAranA rUpamAM ke AtmAthe samAyelo che, te zrImade saraLa bhASAmAM skuTa karI batAvyo che, ane pahelA stavananuM rahasya vAcaka samakSa pragaTa karyuM che. paNa A stavananI cha kaDIomAMthI bIjI kaDI - 39. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 570. 571.

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504 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi "prIta sagAI re jagamAM sahu kare re, prIta sagAI na keI; prIta sagAI re nirUpAdhaka karI re, pAdhika dhana khAya." AnuM vivecana ke samajUtI apAyela nathI. zrImadanA lakSa bahAra A karI rahI gaI haze ke te lakhANa lupta thayuM haze te samajI zakAtuM nathI. pahelA stavana pachI temaNe bIjA zrI ajitanAtha svAmInA stavananuM rahasya batAvavAnuM cAlu karela che. bIjA stavanamAM kaI vastunuM nirUpaNa che te batAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - prathama stavanamAM bhagavAnamAM vRtti lIna thavA rUpa harSa batAvyo, paNa te vRtti akhaMDa ane pUrNa paNe lIna thAya te ja AnaMdaghanapadanI prApti thAya, jethI te vRttinA pUrNapaNAnI irachA karatAM chatAM AnaMdaghana bIjA tIrthakara zrI ajitanAthanI stavanA kare che. je pUrNa paNAnI IcchA che, te prApta thavAmAM je je vidana dIThAM te saMkSepe bhagavAnane AnaMdaghanajI A bIjA stavanamAM nivedana kare che, ane potAnuM puruSatva maMda dekhI khekhinna thAya che ema jaNAvI puruSatva jAgrata rahe evI bhAvanA ciMtave che. "40 A bIjA padanI be kaDInI samajaNa ApyA pachI, A AkhI stavanAvali vizenI samajaNa apUrNa rahelI che. bIjA stavananI mAtra be kaDI samajAvI che, temAM zrI ajitanAtha bhagavAnanA nAmano artha vistArathI samajAvyuM che, ane kSamArga pAmavA mATe kevA divya netranI jarUriyAta che te bIjI kaDImAM darzAvyuM che. A samajUtInI bhASA ghaNuM saraLa che, ane sAthe sAthe temAM te padanuM rahasya paNa temaNe batAvyuM che. A samajUtImAM namra, bhAvavAhI bhASA, pitAnuM a5tva, prabhunI mahAnatA Adi sArI rIte phuTa thayelAM che, je mULa stavanamAM paNa pragaTa che. ATaluM adhUruM lakhANa vAMcatAM paNa zrImad vastune keTalI saraLa ane sacoTa rIte samajAvI zake che tene ApaNane khyAla Ave che. A uparAMta zrImade lakhelA patramAM "AnaMdaghanavIzI"mAMthI aneka avataraNe levAyelAM jovA maLe che. "munisuvratajina stavana", "malinAtha jina stavana", "anaMtajinastavana", "saMbhavanAthajina stavana", "naminAtha jina stavana", "ajitanAthajina stavana", "vAsupUjina ratavana", "zreyAMsanAtha jina stavana" Adi stavanemAMthI keTalIka paMktio vAcana-manana arthe zrImade mumukSuone keTalAka patromAM lakhI jaNAvI che. kyAreka te paMktionI TUMkAmAM samajaNa paNa ApelI che. e sarva zrImadane AnaMdaghanacovIzI" keTalI priya hatI te batAve che. eTale zrImad pAsethI tenI pUrI samajUtI ApaNane maLI heta te eka yogya adhikArI vyaktine hAthe lakhAyela bahumUlya graMtha prApta karavAne ApaNe saddabhAgI banata. 40, " zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 575. eka 53.

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10. prakIrNa gadya-racanAo pa05 samayasAra nATakanI gAthAnI samajaNa 41 zrI banArasIdAsajInA "samayasAra nATaka"nA kartAkarmakriyA dvAramAMthI eka kaDI zrImade zrI bhAgabhAIne vi. saM. 1948nA poSa vadamAM lakhI hatI, ane te pachInA patramAM tene vistArathI samajAvI hatI. temAM jaDa ane ciMtana judAM che, teo ekabIjAnuM rUpa pAmI zakatAM nathI, eka ja tatva be tatvanI kriyA karI zake nahi vagere vistArathI zrImade samajAvyuM che. - koI paNa vastu sArI rIte samajAvavAnI zrImadanI zaktine ApaNane ahI paNa paricaya thAya che. teo eka vastu judA judA daSTikoNathI tathA daSTAMtathI ghaNuM spaSTa karI Ape che, jema ke "eka parinAmake na karata darava keI" e paMkti samajAvatAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - vastu pitAnA svarUpamAM ja pariName evo niyama che. jIva jIvarUpe pariNamyA kare che, ane jaDa jaDarUpe pariNamyA kare che. jIvanuM mukhya pariNamavuM te cetana (jJAna) svarUpa che, ane jaDanuM mukhya pariNamavuM te jaDatvasvarUpa che. jIvanuM je cetanapariNAma te kaI prakAre jaDa thaIne pariName nahIM, ane jaDanuM jaDatva pariNAma te kaI divasa cetana pariNAme pariName nahIM, evI vastunI maryAdA che. ane cetana, acetana e be prakAranAM pariNAma te anubhavasiddha che. temAMnuM eka pariNAma be dravya maLIne karI zake nahIM, arthAt jIva ane jaDa maLI kevaLa cetana pariNAme pariNamI zake nahIM, athavA kevaLa acetana pariNAme pariNamI zake nahIM. jIva cetana pariNAme pariName ane jaDa acetana pariName pariName, ema vastusthiti che; mATe jina kahe che ke, eka pariNAma be dravya karI zake nahIM. "42 ahIM zrImade eka paMktine mATe daza paMkti lakhIne sArI rIte bhAvArtha samajAvyo che, te parathI pote keTalI spaSTatAthI samajatA haze, tathA temanI grahaNazakti ne temanuM jJAna keTalAM UMDAM haze tene ApaNane khyAla Ave che. A uparAMta banArasIdAsajIkRta "samayasAra nATaka"nI usthAnikAnI nIcenI be paMktione vistArathI samajAvate eka patra 43 zrImad bhAgabhAI upara lakhyuM hatuM - " samatA ramatA UradhatA, jJAyakatA sukha bhAsa; vedakatA citanyatA e saba jIva vilAsa." 41. kara. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 311. 312, AMka 316. 317. 43. ejana, pR. 367, AMka 438.

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zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi A be paMktio samajAvatI vakhate jIvana samabhAva, ramaNIyapaNuM, UrdhvagamanatA, jANavApaNuM, sukhabhAsa, vedana karavAnI zakti, cetanapaNuM e sarva guNe vistArathI, saraLa bhASAmAM, zrImade samajAvyA che. ane A badhA guNenI vistArathI samajaNa ApyA pachI zrImade aMtamAM lakhyuM che ke - e je lakSaNe kahyAM te pharI pharI vicArI jIva nirAbAdhapaNe jAye jAya che, je jANavAthI jIva jAmyo che te lakSaNe e prakAre tIrthakarAdie kahyAM che."44 A baMne samajaNa uparAMta "samayasAra nATaka"nA 1. "chavadvAra", 2. "baMdhadvAra", 3. "nirAkAra", 4. "sarvavizuddhidvAra", 5. "sAdhyasAdhakadvAra", 6. "mokSAdvAra" AdimAMthI avataraNe zrI sobhAgabhAI vagere mumukSuone vAMcavA-vicAravA arthe zrImadda lakhI mokalyAM hatAM. A "samayasAra nATaka" mATenI zrImaddanI prIti batAve che. gadaSTinI sajhAya nI kaDInI samajaNa5 zrI yazovijayajInI " ATha yogadaSTinI sajhAya"mAMnI chaThThI daSTinI sajhAyamAMthI nIcenI be paMktinI zrImadda vistArathI samajaNa ApelI che - mana mahilAnuM re vahAlA upare, bIjA kAma karata; tema kRtame re mane daDha dhare, jJAnAkSepakavata. " vi. saM. 1948nA zrAvaNa mAsamAM A be paMktine vistArathI samajAvatA traNeka patro zrImade zrI bhAgabhAI upara lakhyA hatA. temAM bhaktipradhAna dazAe vartavAnA lAbha zrImade vistArathI batAvyA che. zrI yazovijayajIe prabhubhakti kevI daDha hovI joIe tenuM udAharaNa saMsAramAMthI laIne batAvyuM che, ane tenA guDhArtha zrImada bhAgabhAIne jaNAvyuM hate. e vAMcatAM eka ja vastu zrImad keTalI vividha rIte vistArathI samajAvI zake che, tene ApaNane paricaya thAya che. A uparAMta anya dRSTiemAMthI paNa zrImade avataraNe mumukSuone lakhI jaNAvyAM che. Ama joIe te AnaMdaghanavIzI", "samayasAra nATaka" ane " ATha gadaSTinI sajhAya"mAMthI judI judI paMktione, padone vistArathI samajAvatAM lakhANe zrImade lakhyAM che, ane te sarva vAMcatAM temAM vastune UMDANathI samajavAnI tathA samajAvavAnI temanI zaktine ApaNane paricaya thAya che. kartAe je gUDha rahasya mUkyuM hoya tene skUTa karatA paNa ApaNe temane joIe chIe. temAM teoe bhASA ghaNI saraLa vAparI che. 44. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pa. 369, AMka 438. 45. ejana, pR. 339. AMka : 394-pa-6.

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10. prakIrNa gadya-racanAo "AnaMdaghanacovIzI "nAM be padanI samajaNa sivAyanI sarva samajaNa temaNe zrI saubhAgabhAIne patramAM lakhI jaNAvI hatI, tethI emAM kaI sAhityika racanA karavAno hetu na hato, chatAM tenAM ghaNuM lakSaNe ApaNe temAM AvI gayelAM joIe chIeH zrImanAM A prakAranAM lakhANenI A bIjI vizeSatA che. ane e ja kAraNe ene A prakaraNamAM sthAna ApyuM che. "mAkSasiddhAMta 46 vi. saM. 1953mAM mokSane lagatA keTalAka vicAre zrImad "mokSasiddhAMta" e zIrSaka nIce lakhyAM hatAM. temAM zarUAtamAM bhagavAnane, vItarAga pravacanane, pAMca parameSThi - ahaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu -ne, RSabhadevathI mahAvIra parvatanA 24 tIrthakarane namaskAra karyA che. ane te pachI mahAvIrasvAmI praNIta dharmanI vartamAna paristhiti vize vicAra karyo che. ane e pachI sAcA mokSamArga - mahAvIra prabhupraNIta mArga - vize lakhavAnI temanI IcchA haze tema jaNAya che. paNa dharmanI vartamAna paristhitine lagatI vicAraNAthI A lekha apUrNa mukAyelA che. - ahIM ApelAM vacane ekabIjAmAMthI phuTa thatAM hoya e rIte apAyelAM nathI, jude jude samaye temane judA judA vicAra AvyA hoya ane te ekatra karIne mUkI dIdhA hoya tevuM lAge che. temAM koI jAtanI vyavasthA ke tarkabaddhatA jovA maLatI nathI. AthI lAge che ke kadAca judI judI jagyAethI amuka avataraNa zrImad utAryA hoya ane tene ekasAthe saMgrahamAM mUkIne prakAzake e chApI dIdhAM hoya, kAraNa te vinA A lekhamAM pravartatI svataMtratA samajI zakAya tevI nathI. je zrImadda paMdara-soLa varSanI vaye "bhAvanAbedha" ke "mekSamALA" jevAM susaMkalita pustake racI zake te trIsa varSanI vaye, "Atmasiddhi" ane "apUrva avasara" jevI kRtionI racanA pachI, potAnA lakhANamAM susaMgatatA na rAkhI zake te samajI zakAya tema nathI. "vyaprakAza jha47 nava tatva, cha dravya, SaDradazana vagerenA sArarUpa kaI svataMtra graMthanA karavI hoya tenI vicAraNArUpa muddAo zrImad " dravyaprakAza" zIrSaka nIce lakhyA hoya tema lAge che. AraMbhamAM " dravyasaMgrahamAM thatA traNa vibhAganuM digdarzana TUMkANamAM lakhyuM che, te pachI SaDradarzana samuccaya"nA sArarUpa cha darzana vize saMkSepamAM lakhyuM che ane te pachI paMcAstikAya"nI TUMkANamAM vicAraNuM lakhI che. Ama mAtra paMdarathI vIsa paMktimAM temaNe traNa mahatvanA graMthonA muddAo utAryA che, je kaI svataMtra graMtharacanAnI vicAraNA mATe hoya tevuM anumAna thAya che, jenuM zIrSaka temaNe "dravyaprakAza" rAkhavuM dhAryuM hoya. 46. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti , pR. 580, AMka 757. 47. ejana, pR. 582, AMka 758.

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19 jainamAga viveka48 pAtAne jainamArga yathAzakti samajAyA che, tenuM nirUpaNa pAtAnA ja samAdhAna arthe karavAnI icchAthI "jainadarzana "nI tattvavicAraNA rajU karatA lekha lakhavA zrIae vi. saM. 1953mAM cAlu karyA hatA. 8 -- 10 5ktie lakhAyA pachI temaNe te apUrNa cheDI dIdhA hatA, temAM jIva ane ajIva e e tattva spaSTa hAvApaNe che, te jaNAvyA pachI te banenA svarUpanA vicAra karavAnI zarUAta karI che. pahelAM jIvatattva vizenI vicAraNA cAlu karI che. ane te paNa apUrNa rahela che. ATalA TUMkA lakhANa vize kAI jAtanA abhiprAya bAMdhI zakAya tema nathI; te kAraNe tenI khAsa agatya paNa rahetI nathI. zIka vinAnA apUrNa lekhA " zrImad rAjacaMdre " graMthamAM 755 AMka nIce kAI lekhanA apUrNa bhAga chapAyelA che, jenu zIrSaka yAjAyelu nathI. zarUAtamAM prastAvanArUpe sa'sAramAM jIvA kevA du:khI che, te duHkhI zA mATe che, tenAthI chUTavA zu karavu' joI e vagere vize lakhANa che. A duHkhathI chUTavA zrImad vItarAgapraNIta mArganuM ArAdhana karavA temAM jaNAve che, ane tenA anusa'dhAnamAM meAkSamArganuM Alekhana karavAnA temanA abhilASa hoya tema jaNAya che. mAkSamArganA pahelA pagathiyArUpe samyagdarzanane jaNAvela che. te pachI tenu mAhAtmya batAvanAra tathA mArganA jANanAra mahatpuruSanI durlabhatA batAvI che. jJAnIpuruSanA cAga na hoya tyAre vItarAgapuruSapraNIta dharmanAM vacanA je AgamAmAM sa'grahAyelAM che, te AgamagraMthAne upakArI sAdhana tarIke temaNe khatAvela che. ane te pachI AgamanAM AAra aMgasUtronAM nAma, ane tenA vize thADu' prastAvanArUpa lakhANu thayA pachI A lekha apUrNa rahela che. A AkhA vibhAga " meAkSamAga " nirUpatA graMthanI prastAvanArUpe lakhAyA hoya tema lAge che, kAraNa aMtabhAgamAM evuM vacana maLe che ke, " have A prastAvanA atre sakSepIe chIe. '49 A lakhANamAM ghaNAM vAkaco tUTaka che, saMbaMdha paNa barAbara maLatA hoya tema lAgatu nathI, tethI lAge che ke zrImad je lakhANa lakhyu` haze temAMnA vacamAMnA bhAga guma thaI gayelA che, ane tethI A lekhanuM sAcu' mUlyAMkana thaI zake tevuM nathI. 66 A ja pramANe zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthamAM 759 AMka nIce paNa cAra gatinAM duHkha varNavatA eka graMtha lakhavAnI zarUAta zrImadde karI hoya tema jaNAya che. temAM prANImAtra duHkhI che, paNa duHkhanu' svarUpa yA na samajavAthI tenuM te duHkha TaLatuM nathI, tema jaNAvI te duHkhanuM yathArtha svarUpa varNavavAnI temaNe zarUAta karI che. ekendriyathI zarU karI paMcendriya sudhInA jIvAnAM duHkhAnuM varNana karavAnI temanI dhAraNA lAge che. paNa te du:khAnu varNana zarU thayA pahelAM tA A graMtha apUrNa rahela che. jenI mAtra pa dareka lITI ja lakhAI che, tevuM A lakhANa koI graMthanA ja eka bhAga che tema temanA A 48. * zrImad rAjayadra '', agAsa AvRtti, pR. 580, AMka 756, 66 49. ejana, pR. 579, AMka 75 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi

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10. makANuM badha-zvanAo pa06 vacanathI jaNAya cheH "ekendriya jIvamAM vanaspatimAM jIvavA suprasiddha prasiddha che, chatAM tenAM pramANe A graMthamAM anukrame Avaze. 50 e ja pramANe "zrImada rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM aMka 760, 764, 76pa vagere nIce kaI graMtha vizena zrImalikhita ati saMkSipta muddAo pragaTa thayA che, te jotAM paNa mokSamArga"nuM svarUpa, nava tatva, cha dravya AdinuM nirUpaNa karatA vizALa graMtha lakhavAnI tamanI yojanA hoya tema jaNAya che. Ama ApaNe joIe to koI mahAna graMtha lakhavAnA prayAsarUpa muddA, prAraMbhika lakhANa vagere 153nI sAlamAM gadyamAM lakhAyela joIe chIe, paNa te badhA prayAse apUrNa ja rahelA che; te pachI kaI e graMtha racAye ke pragaTa thaI zakyo nathI. tema thavAmAM temanI udAsInatA, bAhyapravRtti vagere kAraNabhUta banyAM haze tevuM anumAna thaI zake. suvacano vi. saM. 1945 pachI zrImade mAtra suvacane ja lakhyAM hoya tevA traNa AMka zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM jovA maLe che. 200 AMka zrI maNilAla sebhAgabhAI upara lakhAyela che, 46 6 AMka zrI lallujI mahArAja upara lakhAye che ane 609 AMka kone lakhAya che te jANI zakAtuM nathI. AtmA duHkha zA mATe thAya che tyAMthI zarU karI te duHkhamukta kaI rIte thAya te vizenI kamasara vicAraNu zrImadda vi. saM. 1947nA mAha sudamAM karI che, je AMka 200 nIce pragaTa thayela che. temAM 14 vacanone samAveza thAya che. jIva potAne bhUlI gayA che tethI, ajJAnathI, te duHkhI che. e ajJAna TaLe te sukha thAya. jJAnInI upAsanA karI, tenI AjJAe varte te tenuM ajJAna TaLe. jJAnIne koI potAnI bhakti kare tevI IcchA hotI nathI, paNa jIvane potAnuM ajJAna TALavAne, svachaMda maTADavAne, "jJAnInI bhakti ane tenI AjJAe vartana" e ja eka saTa upAya che. temAM paNa pratyakSa jJAnIno te ghaNuM upakAra che, tenI AjJA jIva yathAyogya pALe te aMtaramudramAM te te kevaLajJAna pragaTAvI zake eTalI badhI samarthatA jIvamAM tathA jJAnInI AjJAnuM pAlanamAM rahelI che. Ama jJAnamArganI zreNI zrImad A vacanAvalImAM kramabaddha rIte rajU karI che. emAM kAM sacoTa vAkyo che, ane zrImadde thoDAmAM ghaNuM jaNAvI dIdhuM che. vIsa varSanI umara pahelAM zrImade lakhelAM suvacanane maLatAM A vacana che. paNa A vacanonI vizeSatA e che ke badhAM vacane svataMtra rIte vAMcatAM samajI zakAya evAM hovAnI sAthosAtha e vacanA varane kamika saMbaMdha paNa spaSTatAthI joI zakAya che; udAharaNa tarIke: "jyAM sudhI pratyakSa jJAnInI icchAe, eTale AjJAe nahIM vartAya tyAM sudhI ajJAnanI nivRtti saMbhavatI nathI." 50. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 583. AMka 759

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi jJAnanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana te karI zake ke je ekaniSThAe, tana, mana, dhananI Asaktine tyAga karI bhaktimAM joDAya.51 . e vacananI sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che, ane te vacana paNa te pachInAM vacana sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. Ama pratyeka vacanane sAMdhatA tAra A vacanAvalImAM joI zakAya che. ' vi. saM. 194hnA bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrImade zrI lallujI mahArAjane vicAravA artha keTalAMka vacane eka patramAM lakhI mokalyAM hatAM.52 temAM dharmamAM zraddhA karavI, dharma ApanArane upakAra gaNava, e dharma ApanAra jJAnI che ke nahi tenI pUrI khAtarI karavI, pratyakSa gurune ke upakAra che vagere sAmAnya rIte upayogI thAya tevAM vacano lakhyAM hatAM. paNa A vacane vAMcatAM eTalI khAtarI te thAya ja che ke, A badhAM vacane anubhavamUlaka che; jema ke - jJAnI puruSe kahevuM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM; paNa je karavuM bAkI rAkhyuM che." jIve mukhyamAM mukhya A vAta vizeSa dhyAna ApavA jevI che ke satsaMga thaye hoya te satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLela zikSAbaMdha pariNAma pAmI, saheje jIvamAM utpanna thayela kadAgrahAdi doSa to chUTI javA joIe, ke jethI satsaMganuM avarNavAdapaNuM bolavAne prasaMga bIjA jIne Ave nahi.52 A uparAMta AMka 609 nIce "zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAM kaI mumukSane mokSamArganuM svarUpa samajAvatAM keTalAMka vacana lakhAyelAM upalabdha thAya che. temAM mokSa eTale zuM? te kaI rIte maLe? te meLavavA mATe satsaMganI jarUra, satsaganuM mAhAbhya, jIvamAM kevA kevA do. prarvate che vagere vizenI vicAraNA ahIM ApI che. A badhAM vacane vize zrImad aMtamAM lakhyuM che ke - * saMkSepamAM lakhAyelA jJAnInA mArganA Azrayane upadezanArAM A vAkyo mamakSa potAnA AtmAne vize niraMtara pariNamI karavA gya che; je pitAnA AtmaguNane vizeSa vicAravA zabdarUpe ame lakhyAM che."53 A badhA uparAMta temanA patromAM tema ja temanI anya kRtiomAM ThekaThekANe savacano maLe che. paNa te badhAMne ahIM samAveza karyo nathI. temaNe hakhelAM A badhAM vacananI vizeSatA e che ke te badhAM vacane sUtrAtmaka zailImAM nahi, paNa upadezAtmaka zailImAM lakhAyelAM che; jyAre vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM temaNe racelAM nItivacano sUtrAtmaka che. A vacananuM bIju lakSaNa e jovAmAM Ave che ke te badhAM 51. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa AvRtti, pR. 262, AMka 200 para. ejana, pR. 382, AMka 46 6. 53. ejana, pR. 470, AMka 609,

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10. makANu gadya-racanAo vacanA mukhyatve mAkSamArganuM nirUpaNa kare che, vyavahAranIti AdinuM ke bIjA siddhAMtAnuM temAM nirUpaNu nathI. zrImad vIsa varSanI vaya pahelAM lakhelAM vacanA mATe bhAge peAtAne sAdhIne lakhelAM che, ane vaLI nIti, vyavahAra, dharma vagere aneka viSayane tathA strI, puruSa, muni, gRhastha, kumArI, vidhavA, brahmacArI Adi bhinna bhinna avasthAne anulakSIne lakhAyelAM che tevuM kaMI A vacanAmAM nathI. A vacanA koI paNa vivekI AtmAne mokSamArga meLavavA mATe upayegI thAya tevAM che; jAti ke vezanA bhedane lIdhe tenuM upayAgIpaNuM TaLe tema nathI. ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke zrImadne vIsa varSanI vaya pachI gadya lakhANu ghaNu karyuM. hAvA chatAM susa'kalita, pUrNa ane sAhityika mUlyavattAvALuM gadya lakhANa bahu ja alpa maLe che. patro to temaNe ghaNA lakhyA che, paNa te badhA AtmArthe lakhAyelA che. DAyarI Adi paNa vicArAnA TAMcaNarUpe che, ane anya graMthA, lekhA ke anuvAdo lakhavA temaNe cAlu karyA hatA, temAMthI eka paNa pUrNa thaI zakela nathI. tema chatAM je kaMI lakhANa maLe che te kevaLa gadyazailInI dRSTie tapAsIe tepaNu jaNAze ke temanu gadya saraLa, sabaLa, vizada, prAsAdika ane bhAvavAhI che. anI durgaMdhatA AvatI hAya, vicArAnI klitA jaNAtI hAya, tevu' kayAreya banatuM nathI. UlaTAnu* saraLa, sacATa, cittane vicAra karatuM karI mUke tevI prerakazaktivALuM temanuM gadya che. temanI vANI samatha, vegava'tI, miSTa-madhura ane karNapriya hatI, tema temanA samAgamamAM AvanAra dareka jaNAve che. e ja rIte temanu" gadya paNa samartha, vegavaMtu, miSTa-madhura ane hRdayapriya che ema tenA vAcaka jarUra kahI zake. A badhA sAthe lAghavanA guNa paNa temAM jovA maLe che. temane je kahevAnu che te te mATe bhAge sakSepamAM chatAM vizadatAthI jaNAvI de che. eTale ke temanA gadyalakhANamAM khATA vistAra sadhAye hAya tevu' jaNAtu' nathI. eka-e udAharaNa joI e --: " jJAnIoe manuSyapaNuM ciMtArmANaratnatulya kahyuM che, te vicArAtA pratyakSa jaNAya tevuM che. vizeSa vicAratAM te te manuSyapaNAnA eka samaya paNa ciMtAmaNiratnathI parama mAhAtmyavAna ane mUlyavAna dekhAya che ane jo dahAmAM ja te manuSyapaNuM vyatIta thayu tA tA eka phUTI badAmanI kiMmatanuM nathI, ema nisa'daha dekhAya che.54 511 5 camakALane nAme jaina graMthaiA A kALane oLakhe che; ane kaLikALane nAme purANa graMthA eLakhe che, ema A kALane kaThina kALa kahyo che. tenA hetu jIvane 6 satsaMga ane satzAstra ' ne! dvega thavA A kALamAM durlabha che, ane teTalA ja mATe A kALane evuM upanAma Apyu che.'55 AvAM aneka udAharaNAmAM zrImanA gadyanA lAghava ane vizadatAnA guNa najare paDe che. paNa temanA lakhANamAM ghaNI vakhata punaruccAraNa-doSa paNa jovA maLe che. temaNe je "C 54. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti AMka 725, pR. 561. 55, eja, pR. 275. AMka 222

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para zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi daSTie ane je hetuthI A badhI racanAo karI hatI te jotAM A doSa svAbhAvika banI jAya che. temaNe lagabhaga 40 jeTalI judI judI vyaktione jude jude samaye AtmAnI tattvavicAraNane lagatA patro lakhyA hatA. vividha vyaktione - ane te paNa vividha samaye - lakhAyelI vicAraNAmAM punarukti Ave te navAI na ja kahevAya. temanI hastadha, DAyarI vageremAM paNa vi. saM. 1946 thI vi. saM. 1957 sudhInAM varSo daramyAnanA temanA vicAronuM pratibiMba jhilAyeluM che. enA gadyanuM svarUpa paNa evuM che ke jemAM punaruktine avakAza che. temAMya zrImade te te vicAro potAnA aMgata upayoga mATe ja jhilelA, eTale pachI jenuM mahattva vadhAre tenI punarukti vadhAre -- -- e svAbhAvika gaNAya. A uparAMta temanI je kRtio apUrNa maLe che, temAMnI moTAbhAganI kRtio koI mahAna graMthanA prayogAtmaka ke prAraMbhika svarUpa jevI che, tethI te paNa AvA ja prakAranI bane te sahaja che. Ama chatAM temanA lakhANanI prAsAdikatA evI che ke temAM punarracAraNa doSarUpe lAgatuM nathI, ane dareka vakhate temAMthI kaMI ne kaMI navInatA maLatI hoya tema jaNAya che. zrImadanA gadyamAM keTalIka bhASAkIya lAkSaNikatA paNa jovA maLe che. temanI tatvavicAraNA mukhyatve jaina darzanane avalaMbIne thayelI hatI, tethI temAM jaina pAribhASika zabdono chUTathI upaga thayelo jovA maLe che. temanA patro paNa tenAthI bharapUra che. vItarAga, samiti, guNasthAna, apUrvakaraNa, sAmAyika, vyAmoha, vagere jaina saMpradAyamAM viziSTa arthamAM vaparAtA saMkhyAbaMdha zabdono upayoga temanA gadyamAM chUTathI thayelo jovA maLe che. A vAtanI vizeSa khAtarI temanI "mokSamALA", "bhAvanAbedha", "saMyatidharma", " pratimA siddhi" vagere kRtio jotAM thAya che. ghaNu vakhata AvA viziSTa - pAribhASika zabda - jema ke kevaLajJAna, mana:paryavajJAna, ajJAna, satsaMga vagere -ne zrImade temanA patramAM artha sAthe samajAvelA che. temanA patrAdi sAhityamAM saMskRta tatsama zabdone upayoga paNa jovA maLe che, jema ke -- adarzana, sapuruSa, adattAdAna, anapavartana, anAgAra, utsarga, kevalya, catugati vagere. tema chatAM temanI bhASA zuddha gujarAtI kahI zakAya tevI che. ane te narmada, dalapata, naMdazaMkaranA yuganI hovAthI ghaDAyelI paNa che. tema chatAM zrImadanI bhASAmAM Adhunika yugamAM na vaparAtI hoya tevI joDaNI, tevAM rUpa, tevA prayoga paNa keTalIka vakhata jovA maLe che. "huM ene badale "chauM" ghaNI jagyAe jovA maLe che; jema ke - mAnuM chauM, karuM chauM, kSamAvuM chauM, zakuM chauM, vagere. atyAre na vaparAtAM hoya tevAM bhAvavAcaka nAmanAM rUpano upaga paNa jovA maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke - AtmAkAratA, vismayatA, uNAI, dukhamatA, vyatItatA, sahanatA, abhya, azobhyatA, vagere. e ja rIte vizeSaNanAM paNa evAM keTalAMka rUpe maLe che; jema ke - vAstavya, dravyAkAra vagere. vaLI, kyAreka jAtire vaparAtA zabdo maLe che; jevA ke-prayatna karavuM, puruSArtha karavuM, vagere. A uparAMta sUcavana (sUcana), tuM A bhavane vize uttama chuM, nirmamatvatA (nirmama), tAdazya (tAdaza), AkaLe ( Akaro), ahiyAsavA ( abhyAsavA), upAdhigrAhya (grasta), pratyatI ( saMbaMdhI), kathi (kaI), vagere apracalita rUpo paNa temAM maLe che. keTalIka vakhata zrImada bhArapUrvaka jaNAvavA

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10 prakINu gadya-racanA zabdamAM akSarA bevaDAvelA paNa jovA maLe che; jema ke aDaggapaNe, bacArAM, ekke, sA hATyakapaNuM, yathAzcita vagere. Adhunika jamAnAmAM upayAgamAM na heAya tevAM zabdarUpe paNa temanA patrAdi sAhityamAM jovA maLe che. dAkhalA tarIke, khacArAM, paramArthi, meLavyA raheA, vartanA, manuSya (na. ), IchanA, jogyatA, timiratA, pUti, ghaTArata, pa'ta ( saMkha dhI ), ci`tita rahevu', ekaprAya dhAraNa, saceADI, kaThaNAI, saraLAI, sAtuM nathI, rahevuM rahe che, samAptatA, pravanA, pratyenA, bhaNImAM, vinaya sa'pannatA, grujavu', jathAdvega, duHkhamatA, pAnArA, prAraMbhatA, AvaNika dRSTithI, dainyatA, vRddhatA, vyatItatA, maLatu nathI (' bhaLatu' nathI 'nA arthamAM ), nitya pratye ('ha'meza 'nA arthamAM), ciMtanA vatiyai chaiye, madhyamA vAcA, kahetA havA, sannIpAtI, pAse ( ' pahoMce'nA arthamAM), vhAlapa, gayA kare che, sahanatA, jAtyAMtara, jAtiphera, sahajAkAra, paryAyika, zravaNavuM, smaraNavuM, virAvuM, avivektA, zraddhAgrAhya, meLavyA raheA-vagere viziSTa zabdonA ke zabdasamUhanA upayAga te zrImanI bhASAnI eka viziSTa lAkSaNikatA gaNI zakAya. A badhAM zabdonAM upayegavALAM vanA vyAkaraNanI dRSTie doSita banelAM che, paNa tema chatAM te zabdonA artha ke vAko samajavAmAM kazI muzkelI AvatI nathI. A prakAranA zabdonA prayAga temanA gadya sAhityanI jema padya - sAhityamAM paNa jovA maLe che. zabdonA prayAganI dRSTie keTalIka vizeSatA zrImaddanA lakhANamAM jovA maLe che, paNa ghaNI vakhata te te temanAM gadyanA vidvatA, prAsAditA, pratItikaratA vagere guNAne khIlavavAmAM paNa madada kare che, ane ethI te temanA gadyanI pravAhitAne laya paNa Ape che. AvuM bIjA bahu ochA lekhakAmAM jovA maLe che. zrImanI zailI vize zrI meAhanalAla dalIca'da desAI e lakhyu che keH-- 65 " AcArya. AnadezakaranA zabdomAM 'gAMdhIjI......eka sAdA patrakAra che. paNa patrakAra tarIke emaNe gujarAtI bhASAmAM sAdI, sIdhI ane sacATa, chatAM taLapaddI nahiM ki Mtu Atmasa`skAranI sAdI zAbhA dharAvatI evI, kAIka avarNanIya zailI dAkhala karI che, je vidvAna ane avidvAna sarvane sarakhI rIte mugdha karI mUke che.' evI gAMdhIjInI zailI karatAM rAyacadabhAInI zailI vadhu prauDha, saskRta, mita ane sacATa - anubhavanA amRtamaya che - koI apUrva zailI che, 56 - 56. "jaina sAhityanA sakSipta itihAsa '', 'pR. 722. rr 513

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prakaraNa 11. zrImaddanA upadezanI levAyelI noMdhe zrImada rAjacaMdranuM lagabhaga badhuM ja sAhitya - lakhANa mudrita thayeluM che. ane thoDAka dharmetara viSayonI gadyaracanAo sivAyanuM badhuM ja sAhitya "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM saMgrahIta karI levAmAM AvyuM che. A uparAMta zrImanA sAhitmAM temaNe prasaMgopAtta ApelA sadupadezanI nedha keTalAka mumukSue utArI lIdhelI, tenA AdhAre "upadezanedha", upadezachAyA" ane "vyAkhyAna sAra-1 ane 2" nAmanA vibhAge paNa A graMthamAM ApavAmAM AvyA che, te vize ApaNe ahIM joIzuM. A cAre vibhAgamAMnuM lakhANa mULa zrImadanA hastAkSaranuM nathI, paraMtu temanA samAgamamAM AvanAra mumukSuoe zrImadda taraphathI thayelA baMdhane pitAnI smRtinA AdhAre utArI lIdhela, tenI naidhe che. smRtinA AdhAre utArI levAyelAM A lakhANanI bhASA zrImanAM lakhANanI bhASA sAthe sarakhAvatAM temAM khAsa kaMI phera jovA maLato nathI. lagabhaga zrImaddanI ja kahI zakAya evI A bhASA che zrImaddanA aMtevAsI keTalAka mumukSuone zrImad tarapha eTale badhe pUjyabhAva hato ane temanAM vacanomAM eTalI badhI zraddhA hatI ke zrImada je kaMI bolatA te teo khUba cIvaTapUrvaka akSarazaH potAnI smRtimAM dhAraNa karI letA ane tarata ja bhASAmAM te utArI letA. kyAreka AvI utArI lIdhelI noMdha teo zrImaddane batAvI paNa jetA, ane zrImada temAM kayAreka Avazyaka sudhArA paNa karI ApatA. Ama A badhAM lakhANamAM vicAro zrImanA ja che eTaluM ja nahi, bIjAne hAthe smRtinA AdhAre utArAI levAyelAM te vacananI bhASA paNa lagabhaga zrImaddanI ja che ema kahI zakAya. zrImaddanAM vacanonI AvI rIte levAyelI dhamAM vahelAmAM vahelI neMdha ApaNane vi. saM. 1950nI maLe che. ane AvI noMdha meDAmAM meDI vi. saM. 1957 sudhInI eTale ke zrImadanA aMtasamaya sudhInI maLe che. Ama A noMdhano gALe 7 varSa jeTaluM lAMbA thavA jAya che paraMtu te vacane vAMcatAM zrImaddanA vicAramAM koI jAtanuM parirvatana thayuM heya tema jovA maLatuM nathI, temaNe je vicAro pahelAM pradarzita karyA hatA te chevaTa sudhI kAyama ja rahyA hatA. A bInA zrImaddanA vicAronI paripakavatA tathA koI paNa abhiprAya pUrepUre vicAra karyA pachI, barAbara lIkhIne ja vyakta karavAnI temanI paddhatine khyAla Ape che. A nemAM aMgata bAbate, graMtha vizenI bAbate, praznottarI, keTalAka siddhAMtanI vAte, vagereno samAveza thato hovAthI temAM viSayavaividhya paNa sArA pramANamAM raheluM che.

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI ne 515 upadezanoMdha 1 zrImaddanA paricayamAM AvanAra zrI manasukhabhAI kIratacaMda, zrI tribhovanabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI vageree pitAne zrImadda taraphathI sAMbhaLavA maLelAM vacane noMdhI lIdhAM hatAM, je pAchaLathI "upadezanedha" tarIke pragaTa thayela che. varSanA amuka mahinA zrImad muMbaInI bahAra ANaMda, vaDavA, khaMbhAta, kAviThA, morabI vavANiyA, vaDhavANa, naDiyAda, sAyalA, kheDA vagere sthaLoe nivRtti athe rahetA. te vakhate teo temanA samAgama mATe AvanAra vyaktio sAthe vArtAlApa karatA ke bodha ApatA. AmAMthI AvI vyaktioe potAnI smRtinA AdhAre utArI lIdhela bAdha te upadezanAMdha" tarIke sacavAyela che. upadezanAMdha"nA 41 vibhAga karavAmAM AvyA che. temAM judI judI vyaktione thayelA zrImadanA paricaya aMgenI tathA upadezanI naidha jovA maLe che. vaLI, samayanI daSTie joIe to te vi. saM. 1950thI 1957 sudhIno sAta varSa jeTalo lAMbe gALo che. eTale ke zrImaddanAM aMtima varSomAM apAyela A badha che. aneka viSayo paratvenA zrImadanA vicAre AmAM vyakta thayA che. temAM tatkAlIna prasaMge vizenAM, graMtha vizenAM, vyakti vizenAM, padya, stavane ke lokenI samajaNa ApatAM daSTAMta ApatAM, ema vividha viSayo paranAM temanAM vacanano samAveza thayela che. keTalIka vakhata kabIra, narasiMha, akhAjI AdinI padyapaktio paNa temAM TAMkelI jovA maLe che. zrI manasukhabhAI e karelI noMdhamAM vividhatA paNa che. temAM temanI aMgata bAbato, tatkAlIna prasaMgo, graMtha vizenA abhiprAyo vagerene samAveza thAya che. zrImade temanA mananuM samAdhAna karavA mATe kahelAM vacane paNa ahIM jovA maLe che, jema ke "vizeSa thaI zake te sAruM. jJAnIone paNa sadAcaraNa priya che. vikalpa kartavya nathI." "tithi pALavI. "3 vagere. 1. pahelA 24 bhAga manasukhabhAinI naMdhamAMthI, 27thI 31 AMkanA vibhAga tribhovanabhAInI noMdhamAMthI, 32thI 37ne AMka khaMbhAtanA judA judA mumukSuonI noMdhamAMthI, 39 - 40 ke morabInA mamakSa nI dhamAMthI, 41me AMka aMbAlAlabhAInI dhamAMthI utArela che. ane 38mA aMkamAM kheDAnA eka vedAMtI vakIla sAthe prasaMga che.. 2. zrI manasukhabhAIe karelI zrImaddanA upadezanI noMdha " zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA" mAM 4 zrImadano sAkSAta samAgama " e zIrSaka nIce pragaTa thaI che. temAM te tene Azare samaya ApAyelo che. amane ghaNekhare bhAga " zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthamAM levAmAM AvyA che. A graMthamAM levAyelI pratyeka neMdha vize nizcita tithi ApelI che, 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 6ra.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi 66 zrI manasukhabhAI ne "SaDUdana samuccaya " tattvArtha sUtra " ceAgaSTi samuccaya ", 'gAmmaTasAra" Adi graMthe vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNlR karatAM vacanA paNa ahI maLe che. sAthe sAthe " zAMtasudhArasa ", " AptamImAMsA ", " yAbiMdu " vagere graMthAnuM vivecanapUrNa bhASAMtara karavAnI bhalAmaNa zrImadde temane karI hatI te paNa ahI jANavA maLe che. jue e vacanAH 66 zrI 'zAMtasudhArasa 'tuM paNa phrI vivecanarUpa bhASAMtara karavA yeAgya che, te karazeA. '4 " SaDUdana samuccayanuM bhASAMtara thayela che, paNa sudhArI pharI karavA yeAgya che. dhIme dhIme thaze, karazeA. AnaMdaghanajI - cAvIzInA artha paNa vivecana sAthe lakhaze. p Ama graMthanu bhASAMtara ke vivecana karavA jaNAvatAM zrImanAM ghaNAM vacanA ahI jovA maLe che. te batAva che ke zAstranA kArya nI bAbatamAM zrImana manasukhabhAI para ghaNI zraddhA haze. ane tena lIdhe adhyayanayeAgya graMthAnI sUci manasukhabhAI pAse hAya svabhAvika che. 514 zrI manasukhabhAI pratinI zrImanI zraddhA tA " meAkSamALA "nI bIjI AvRtti mATe je vacanA temaNe manasukhabhAI ne lakhyAM hatAM temAM jovA maLe che.6 zrImad pAtAnA graMtha vize paNa teone mAhitI Ape che. " mAkSamALA " kayAre, keTalA divasamAM racI hatI te vagere vizenI mAhitI paNa zrI manasukhabhAInI nAMdhamAM jovA maLe che; te sAthe anya graMthA vize zrImade peAtAnA abhiprAyA vyakta karelA jovA maLe che. " bhagavadgItA '"nuM maNilAla nabhubhAI e kareluM bhASAMtara, " svAmI kArti keyAnuprekSA ' vagere vize paNa temane abhiprAya ApyA che, udAharaNa tarIke - bhagavadgItAmAM pUrvApara vAdha che, te avaleAkavA te Apela che, pUrvApara zuM virAdha che te avalokanathI jaNAI Avaze. pUrvApara avarodha evu dana, evAM vacana te vItarAganAM che. >> "maNabhAI kahe che (SaDUdana samuccayanI prastAvanAmAM) haribhadrasUrine vedAMtanI khabara na hatI, vedAMtanI khabara hAta to evI kuzAgabuddhinA haribhadrasUri jaina taraphathI peAtAnuM valaNa pheravI vedAMtamAM bhaLata. gADha matAbhinivezathI maNabhAInuM A vacana nIkaLyuM che. haribhadrasUrina vedAMtanI khabara hatI ke nahI. e maNibhAIe haribhadrasUrinA ' dharma saMgahaNI 'joyA haiAta tA khabara paData. haribhadrasUrine vedAMtAdi badhAM darzanAnI khabara hatI. tA badhAM danAnI paryAlAcanApUrvaka temaNe jainadarzanane pUrvApara avirAdha pratIta karyu" hatuM. avaleAkanathI jaNAze. ' SaDTa nasamuccaya 'nA bhASAMtaramAM doSa chatAM maNabhAI e bhASAMtara ThIka karyuM che. bIjA evu' paNa na karI zake. e sudhArI zakAze, 7 4. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 67ra. pa. ejana, pR. 671. 6. ajana, pR. 672. juo, A pustakanuM prakaraNa 3 ane 17. 7. ejana, pR. 670. 66

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI noMdha A vacanAmAM zrImadanI niSpakSatA tathA satyanA prema jovA maLe che. maNibhAInI bhUla ahIM vyakta karI che, chatAM temAM aMgata rAga ke dveSa kazuM jovA maLatuM nathI. teo te sahaja rIte ja abhiprAya Ape che. upadezanAMdharmamAM zrImade AnaMdaghanajInA "ajitanAtha stavana banI "taratama yAge taratama vAsanA re, vAsita bodha AdhAra-paMthaDo." e paMkti suMdara rIte samajAvelI che. e samajAvyA pachI temaNe manasukhabhAIne bhalAmaNa karI che ke, "AnaMdaghanajInI covIzI mukhapAMTha karavA cogya che. tenA artha vivecanapUrvaka lakhavA yogya che, tema karaze."9 A uparAMta zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanA "gazAstra"nA maMgalAcaraNane bleka, zrI samaMtabhadrAcAryanA "devAgamastotranuM prathama pada, "gaMdhahastI mahAbhASya"nuM prathama stAtra vagerenI sAthe samajaNa temaNe ApelI che. Ama zrI manasukhabhAI e lakhelI noMdha joIe to tenA moTA bhAga adhyayana yogya graMthAnI sUci, keTalAka gA vizene zrImaddane abhiprAya, ke keTalAMka pleke na padanI samajaNa vagere graMthAne lagatI ja mAhitI ApavAmAM rokAyele che. tema chatAM temAM tatkAlIna prasaMgo vizenA temanA keTalAka abhiprAya paNa jovA maLe che; jema ke - vartamAnakALamAM kSayaroga vizeSa vRddhi pAmyA che, ane pAmato jAya che. enuM mukhya kAraNa brahmacaryanI khAmI, ALasa ane viSayAdinI Asakti che. kSayaroganA mukhya upAya brahmacarya sevana, zuddha sAttvika AhArapAna ane niyamita vartana che."10 inAkayulezana" - marakInI rasI. rasInA nAme dAktarAe A dhatiMga UbhuM karyuM che. bicArAM niraparAdhI azva Adine rasInA bahAne ribAvI mArI nAkhe che. hiMsA karI pApane poSe che, pApa upaje che. pUrva pApAnubaMdhI puNya upAmyuM che, te yuge vartamAnamAM te puNya bhogave che, paNa pariNAme pApa vahere che te bicArA dAktarane khabara nathI. rasIthI daraDha dUra thAya tyAranI vAta tyAre, paNa atyAre hiMsA te pragaTa che. rasIthI eka kADhatAM bIjuM darada paNa UbhuM thAya.11 zrImada AdhyAtmika dRSTithI rasInI khUba viruddha hatA te uparanAM avataraNathI joI zakAya che. A uparAMta AtmArAmajI,12 caMdrasUri 13 AnaMdaghanajI,14 hemacaMdrAcArya 15 vagere vyaktio vize paNa lakhyuM che. temAM paNa AnaMdaghanajI ane hemacaMdrAcAryanI AtmArthatA bAbatamAM te lagabhaga nAnA lekha jevuM vyavasthita lakhANa "upadezanedha"mAM jovA maLe che. te baMnee loko para kaI rIte kayA prakArano upakAra karyo che te savigata jaNAvela che. 8. 9. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa, AvRtti 1, pR. 6 64. 10. ejana, pR. 600. 11. ejana, pR. 669-70. 12. 13, 14, 15. ejana, pR. 6 64 thI 667.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zrI mahIpatarAma rUparAma jainadharmane lekonI agati karAvanAra gaNAvatA hatA, temanI pAse eka prasaMge vArtAlApa dvArA zrImade jainadharmane lokonI unnati karAvanAra kabUla karAvyo hato, te samayano rasika vArtAlApa paNa manasukhabhAInI noMdhamAM che.16 temAMthI teo baMnenI saraLatA tathA satya jaladI svIkArI levAna guNa tarata najare tarI Ave che. sArI vastu sarva ThekANethI gahaNa karavAnA guNa tathA matamatAMtaramAM na paDavAnI zrImadanI rIti kabIra, narasiMha AdinA padomAMthI temaNe ApelAM avataraNa parathI joI zakAya che. teo mAtra jainadharmana ja grahIne ekAMtavAdI banyA hota to teo sarvanuM sAruM svIkArI zakata nahi. teo jAtivezanA bhedamAM mAnatA na hatA. temanAM vANI, vartana sarva ekarUpa hatAM. temanI A nItine pariNAme teo pratimAne paNa mAnatA, pratimAnI pUjA karatA, ane bIjAne tema karavA bhalAmaNa paNa karatA.17 e badhuM A page ahI jANa zakIe chIe. zrI tribhuvanabhAI e mana:paryavajJAna, pAMca indriyonA viSayane tyAga, vrata, mohakaSAya tathA mokSamArganI AsthA ane zraddhA vizenA vicAro utArI lIdhA che. jema jema matijJAnanI nirmaLatA vadhatI jAya tema tema AtmAnuM saMyamapaNuM Ave che. ane tethI mana:paryavajJAna pragaTe che, temAM pArakAnA mananA bhAva jANuM zakAya che. pAMca iMdriyanA viSayene satata meLA pADavA prayatna karatA rahevA ahIM bhalAmaNa karAI che, kAraNa ke tema karavAmAM na Ave te cogya samaye kaSAyano tyAga thaI zakatuM nathI. ane e na thAya te AtmAmAM saMyamapaNuM AvI zakatuM nathI. kaSAyane tyAga karavA vrata upayogI che. paNa te jJAnInI AjJAe karavAM, nahitara temAM meLa paDI javAya che. vratane bhaMga thAya che, tevI samajaNa ahIM apAyelI che. A pachI mehakaSAyanA saMbaMdhamAM kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lAbha e krama kaI apekSAthI rakhAyo che te temaNe samajAvyuM che. ane te pachI jJAnIoe batAvelA. mokSamArgamAM saMpUrNa zraddhA rAkhavA bhalAmaNa temaNe karI che. Ama zrI tribhovanabhAInI noMdhamAMthI zrImanAM keTalAMka maMtavyo jANavA maLe che. upadezanAMdha"nA 32mA vibhAgamAM "sUyagaDAMgasUtra"nA 8mA adhyayananI be gAthAnA artha vize koIne zaMkA thatAM, te vizenuM samAdhAna ApeluM che. kaI apekSAthI karyo artha levAno che tenI sAcI samajaNa ahIM maLe che. te pachI mANase nityakrama tarIke zuM zuM karavuM joIe tenI yAdI ApelI che. temAM savAre ane rAtre ema be vakhata thayelA doSonI kSamA mAgavI, arthAt pratikramaNa karavuM, 4 ghaDI sudhI sazAstranuM adhyayana karavuM ke puruSanA samAgamamAM rahevuM, eka ghaDI " paramagara" ane "sarvajJadeva"nI pAMca pAMca mALA uparAMta puruSenAM vacananuM raTaNa karavuM, sAta vyasanono tyAga kara, rAtribhejano tyAga karavo, rasanendriya para kAbU rAkhavo, parigrahanuM niyamana karavuM, brahmacarya pALavuM vagere niyame batAvyA che. temAMthI jeTale aMze pALI zakAya teTale aMze lAbha thAya. ahIM zrAvakane yogya AcAro jaNAvAyA che, sAdhu mATe tethI paNa kaDaka niyame jaina dharmamAM darzAvAyA che. 16-17. "zrImad rAjacaM", agAsa AvRtti 1, . 66 4 thI 67.

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10. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI ne lagabhaga A ja jAtanI noMdha ApaNane 36 mA vibhAgamAM jovA maLe che. te paNa zrImaddanA upadezamAMthI ja koI mumukSue tAravelI che. ane tenI zarUAtamAM saMnyAsI, gosAMI ane vyakti vize suMdara vyAkhyA ApelI che; juo - "sarva vAsanAno kSaya kare te saMnyAsI, Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhe te gosAI saMsArane pAra pAme te yati (jAti).18 34 mA vibhAgamAM satya vize laghulekha apAyo che. temAM satya eTale zuM? satyanA prakAra, te prakAranI yathArthatA samajAvatAM dRSTAMta, kaSAyo mehanIyanA aMgabhUta che, tenA kSayathI ja jJAnAvaraNAdino kSaya thAya che, ane te pachI ja paramArtha satya bolI zakAya che. kaSAyone kSaya karavAnA upAya, sAce muni koNa? vagere bAbatonI samajaNa ahIM apAyelI che. temAM satyanA paramArtha ane vyavahAra ema be prakAra batAvyA che. vyavahArasatyanA paNa be vibhAga karyA cheH sarvathA prakAre ane dezathI. e badhAnAM dRSTAMta paNa ahIM apAyAM che. ane aMtabhAgamAM gRhastha dezathI satya vacana bolavuM joIe te kayA prakAre te vize lakhyuM che ke - kanyA lIka, manuSya saMbaMdhI asatya, govAlIka, pazusaMbaMdhI asatya; bhaumAlIka, bhUmisaMbaMdhI asatya, khoTI sAkSI, ane thApaNamRSA eTale vizvAsathI rAkhavA ApelA dravyAdi padArtha te pAchA mAgatAM te saMbaMdhI InakAra javuM che. A pAMca sthaLa prakAra che. A saMbaMdhamAM vacana bolatAM paramArtha satya upara dhyAna rAkhI, yathAsthita eTale jevA prakAre vastuonAM samyapha svarUpa hoya tevA prakAre ja kahevAne niyama tene dezathI vrata dhAraNa karanAre avazya karavA gya che."19 cha darzanamAM jainadharma zA mATe uttama che ane tema hovA chatAM loke anya darzana pratye zA mATe AkarSAya che, te darzAvavA temaNe vadanuM daSTAMta ApyuM che. judI judI kakSAnA cha vaido che, temAMthI ekanI cikitsA karavAnI zakti addabhuta che, sAthe sAthe auSadhe paNa evAM ja asarakAraka che, tethI tenI pAse janAra regI ekadama taMdurasta thaIne Ave che. paNa tenI phI bhAre che. bIjA vaido pAse thoDIghaNI cikitsAzakti ane amuka pramANamAM sArAM auSadhe che. tethI tenI pAse janAra regI saMpUrNa taMdurasta na thatAM jeTalA pramANamAM auSadhe sArAM teTalA pramANamAM nIrogI bane che. paNa A vaidanI phI pahelAnA pramANamAM ghaNuM ochI che tethI loko enA tarapha vadhu AkarSAya che. evuM ja SaDradarzananI bAbatamAM che. vItarAgadarzana e saMpUrNa darzana che, paNa temAM pALavAnA niyama ghaNuM kaDaka che, tethI lokone AkaruM lAge che - jema kaDavuM auSadha pIvuM AkaruM lAge tema. tethI teo saMpUrNa nIrogI thavAno lobha cheDI de che. bIjA dazanomAM amuka sAcuM ane amuka kalpita Ave che, paNa tyAMnA niyamonI zithilatAne lIdhe amuka lokone sAruM lAge che. A badhuM suMdara rIte samajAvAyela che. 20 18. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 6 78 19. ejana', 'pR. 77. 20. ejana, pR. 677-78.

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para zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi kheDAnA eka vidvAna vakIla bhaTTa puMjAbhAI somezvara sAthe zrImadane vArtAlApa paNa keTalIka bAbate vize sArI mAhitI Ape che. vakIla vedAMtI hatA, tethI temaNe temanA dRSTibiMduthI prazno pUchayA che, ane zrImade temanA pitAnA anubhava pramANe uttara ApyA che. A prazno mukhya AtmAne lagatA che, te AtmAnA astitva, nitya vagere vize tathA karma vagere vize puchAyA che. tenA uttaramAM zrImade AtmA che, jIva aneka che, karma che, punarjanma che vagere potAnA anubhavanI zraddhA sAthe jaNAvyuM che. A praznottarI zrImadanI AtmA ane tenAM cha padanI acaLa zraddhA vyakta kare che. 21 ahIM be saMskRta zlokonI samajaNa paNa ApelI jovA maLe che. temAM eka sadagurunuM mAhAsya batAvato "gurugItA"no zloka che ane bIje samatabhadrAcArya racita devAgamastetra"nA maMgalAcaraNa zloka che. temAM temaNe parama Apta puruSane vaMdana karyuM che ane e zloka temaNe vistArathI samajAvyo che.22 upadezanedha"mAM ATha karmanI samajaNa paNa jovA maLe che. temAMnAM cAra ghAtI ane cAra aghAtI zA kAraNathI kahevAya che te samajAvAyuM che. sAthe sAthe jJAnI ane ajJAnInI vartanane bheda paNa temAM darzAvAya che.23 * upadezanedha"nA aMtabhAgamAM jIvanA cAra prakAranA bheda cAra prakAranA goLAnAM daSTAMte thaI zake che te batAvyuM che. A bhAga khaMbhAtanA zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI neMdhamAMthI lIdhela che. mINa, lAkha, lAkaDuM ane mATI e cAra vastunA judA judA gaLA agni pAse judI judI rIte varte che, te pramANe e cAra jAtanA cha sadagururUpI agni pAse judI judI rIte varte che, te temAM vistArathI samajAvAyuM che. A bhAga "mekSamALA"nA 11mAM " saddaguru tattva bhAga 2" nAmanA pAThanI yAda ApI jAya che. te pAThamAM kAjhasvarUpa, kAgaLasvarUpa ane paththarasvarUpa e traNa prakAranA gurunuM varNana che, te ahIM mINasvarUpa, lAkhasvarUpa, lAkaDA svarUpa ane mATIsvarUpa e cAra prakAranA mumukSuonuM varNana che. A baMnenI bhASAzailI paNa khUba maLatI che, tethI te vAMcatI vakhate emAM zrImadanA ja zabdo lagabhaga utArAyA hoya tema lAge che. ja upadezachAyA ? vi. saM. 195ranA zrAvaNa tathA bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrImada kAviThA, rALaja, vaDavA Adi sthaLoe nivRtti mATe rahyA hatA. te samaye ghaNA mumukSuo temanA satsamAgama mATe AvatA. te vakhate zrImade je upadeza Apyo hato ke vAtacIta daramyAna je vicAro vyakta karyA 21. zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti pR. 680. 22. ejana, pR. 679. 23. ejana, pR. 680-81. 24. ejana, 5. 681. 2

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI noMdhA para 66 hatA, te temanA eka samIpavAsI bhAI zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMde peAtAnI rakRtinA AdhAre saoNMkSiptapaNe utArI lIdhelA. emAM upadezanI chAyA jhIlI levAmAM Avela che mATe te vacaneAnA saMgrahane " upadezachAyA " nAma apAyu che. zrImadde rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM noMdhyuM che tema keAI mumukSu bhAInuM ema kahevu che ke te vacanA temaNe zrImadane batAvyAM hatAM, ane zrImad temAM kaIka ThekANe sudhArA paNa karyA hatA.ra5 zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI smRti ghaNI tIvra hatI. teo ghaNA divasa pachI paNa yAda rAkhavA dhArelI vAtacIta zabdazaH kahI ApatA. temanI smRti mATe zrImaduM ja kahyuM hatuM keH-- " abAlAlanI vRtti ane dazA, prathama bhakti ane vairAgyAdinA kAraNe labdhi pragaTAve tevI hatI, te evI ke ame traNacAra kalAka bedha karyo hAya te khIje divase ke trIje divase tene lakhI batAvavA kahIe te te badhuM amArA zabdomAM ja lakhI lAvatA. 26 zrI aMbAlAlabhAI e " upadezachAyA ''nA 14 vibhAga karyA che. kayAreka sAthe sAthe ane kayAreka thoDA divasane atare apAyelA zrImanA upadeza mATe pratyeka divasanA eka vibhAga ema kula 14 vibhAga karI A " upadezachAyA " lakhI levAmAM AvI che. " upadezachAyA " e prAsagika edhanA sa'graha che. temAM keAInI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna, kAInA praznonA uttara ane tenA parathI phalita thatAM anya vacanAnA paNa samAveza thAya che. AthI A vacanA vAMcIe tyAre temAM saLaMgasUtratA jovA maLatI nathI. temAM judA judA viSaya paratve zrImadre divasa daramyAna vyakta karelA vicAro vacanarUpe utArI levAmAM AvyA che. eTale A vacanA ekakhIjAmAMthI Ape!Apa phalita thatAM hAya evuM na bane te dekhItuM che. vaLI, temAM vicArAnu punarAvartana jovA maLe te paNa svAbhAvika che. " upadezachAyA " vAMcIe tyAre sauthI pahelu dhyAna kheMce tevuM tattva che, temaNe darzAveluM sadRguru ane satpuruSanuM mAhAtmya. temAM sadgurunA upadezane ane satpuruSanA samAgamane jIvanuM kalyANu thavA mATe sauthI moTuM bAhya sAdhana kahe che. jIvanI pAtAnI ceAgyatA hAya teA sadguru satpuruSa jevuM bIjuM kAI upakArI nathI, e temanA nizcaya che. lagabhaga pratyeka pAne judI judI rIte temaNe satpuruSanI guNagAthA karI che. temAMthI betraNa namUnA joIe - " jema eka varasAdathI ghaNI vanaspati UgI nIkaLe che, tema jJAnInI eka paNa AjJA ArAdhatAM dhaNA guN! pragaTe che. "2 " jagatane batAvavA je kaI karatA nathI tene ja satsaMga phaLIbhUta thAya che. satsaMga ane satpuruSa vinA traNe kALane vize kalyANa thAya ja nahi. 28 tr 25. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, pR. 683. 26. zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti 4, pR. 211. 27-28. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 696. (6 CC

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para zrImatI jIvanasiddhi satpuruSo upakAra arthe ja upadeza kare che te zravaNa kare, ne vicAre teA jIvanA doSo avazya ghaTe, pArasamaNinA saMga thayA, ne lADhAnu' suvarNa na thayu. te kAM te pArasamaNi nahi, ane kAM te kharu' leADhuM nahi. tevI ja rIte je upadezathI suvarNamaya AtmA na thAya te upadeza kAM te satpuruSa nahi, ane kAM te sAmA mANasa yeAgya jIva nahi. ceAgya jIva ane kharA satpuruSa hoya te guNA pragaTayA vinA rahe nahi. 29 66 ceAgya jIvane sauthI upakArI sAdhana satpuruSa che ema tee darzAve che. sAthe sAthe pratyeka jIva mATe satpuruSanI AjJA mAnavI, jJAnInI AjJA pUrNapaNe pALavA prayatnI thavuM te kalyANakArI che, e paNa vAraMvAra temaNe samajAvyu che. jJAnInI AjJAnA ArAdhana vakhate paNa mAyA, lAbha Adi jIvane kevI rIte chetare che, bhulAvAmAM nAkhe che, te paNa dRSTAMta sAthe temaNe judI judI jagyAe batAvyuM che. jIva jo savaLeA thaI ne meAhanIya AdinA udayane pacAvI jAya to tenuM kalyANa thayA vinA rahe nahi tevA zrImanA nizcaya ahI' jovA maLe che. e sudara piraNAma meLavavA mATe jIvanI kevI ceAgyatA joI e, e ceAgyatA meLavavA kevA satpuruSa joIe, te satpuruSanAM lakSaNA kevAM hAya te temaNe judI judI jagyAe upadezelu che. " upadezachAyA "mAM Avu' ja khIjuM tatva jovA maLe che, te che dharmanAM ane khIjA matamatAMtIthI dUra rahevAnA upadeza. jainadharmamAM vartamAna samayamAM aneka phAMTA paDI gayA che : diga'khara, zvetAMbara, mUrtipUjaka, tapA, uDhiyA, lAMkAgaccha vagere aneka bheda che. A khaMdhAI gayelA judA judA vADAmAMthI keI paNa eka sAthe badhAI na rahetAM, te badhAthI para rahI, zrI tItha 'karaprabhue darzAvyA che te mArge jaI AtmAnu* kalyANa karavAnA upadeza temaNe ApyA che. AtmA kevA che, tenA kayA kayA guNa che, te kaI rIte pragaTe e mukhyapaNe jANI, te pragaTAvavA prayatna karavA. ane te guNeA Avaze eTale jJAna thatAM ApeAApa A sava matabhedonA doSonuM nirAkaraNa thaze, tathA UThatI zakAonuM paNa samAdhAna thaze. paratu jo ceAgyatA vinA te badhAnuM nirAkaraNa karavA jIva prayatna kare te temAMthI matamatAMtaranuM pramANa vadhaze ane durAgraha vadhaze. AthI A badhA matabhedothI dUra rahI temaNe AtmakalyANa sAdhavA upadezya che. AvA matabhedomAM na rAcavAnuM jaNAvatAM teo upadeza cheH---- " AtmApekSAe kachukhI, vANiyA, musalamAna nathI. tenA jene bheda maTI gayA che te ja zuddha, bheda bhAse te ja anAdinI bhUla che. kuLAcAra pramANe je sAcu' mAnyu te ja kaSAya che.'30 " sAce mA eka ja che; mATe Agraha rAkhavA nahi. huM huMDhiye| chuM, hu' tapeA chuM, evI kalpanA rAkhavI nahi. dayA, satya, Adi sadAcaraNa muktinA rastA che, mATe sadAcaraNu sevavAM, '31 29. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti pR. 710. 30. ejana, pR. 711, 31. ejana, pR. 729. "6

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI che 523 vADAmAM kalyANa nathI; ajJAnInA vADA hoya. DhuMDhiyA zuM? tapa zuM? mUrti mAne nahi ne mumati bAMdhe te hUMDhiyA; mUrti mAne ne mumati na bAMdhe te tapAema te kAMI dharma hAya! e te letuM pate tare nahi, ane bIjAne tAre nahi tema. vItarAgane mArga anAdine che. jenAM rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna gayAM tenuM kalyANa; bAkI ajJAna kahe ke mArA dharmathI kalyANa che to te mAnavuM nahi, ema kalyANa hoya nahi DhuMDhiyApaNuM ke tapApaNuM mAryuM te kaSAya caDhemumati Adine Agraha mUkI de."32 Ama matamatAMtarathI dUra rahevA jaNAvI teo puruSanI AjJA sAcI rIte pALavA upadeze che. sadAcaraNa paNa jJAnInI AjJAe pALavuM, temAM svachaMda, abhimAna, bIjAne jaNAvavAnI vRtti Adino lepa hovuM joIe. nahitara tenuM phaLa AtmAthe maLatuM nathI. A badhuM jaNAvavA sAthe "upadezachAyAmAM samakitanA mahimA, saddagurunAM lakSaNa, adhama puruSanAM lakSaNa, AtmAnuM svarUpa, sAcuM jJAna, munine AcAra, paMcamahAvrata-mahimA, jIvanA dAva kaI rIte dUra thAya, sAce taravAne kAmI keruM, kaSAya kaI rIte meLA paDe, satsaMga, Adi aneka viSaya paratve samajaNa apAI che. alabatta, te badhAMnI goThavaNI vyavasthita nathI, kAraNa ke A lakhANa vyavasthita vicAraNAthI thayeluM nathI, paNa vAtacIta daramyAna ke praznottarI daramiyAna je je muddAonI vicAraNA thaI hoya tenuM saMkalana che. eTale emAM ApaNe vyavasthAnI apekSA rAkhI na zakIe. - have ahI Apela pratyeka vibhAga zrImaddanI vicAraNAnI daSTie joIe. pahele vibhAga zrAvaNa vada bIjanA roja kAviThAmAM ApelA upadezano che. A vibhAga ghaNo nAno che. temAM munine asaMga dazA sauthI zreyakArI che te vize mahAvIra prabhunA dRSTAMta dvArA bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. muni saMga dazA rAkhe to kyAreka mehanIyanA udayathI patanane bhaya Ave. AthI munie ThIka-akIkanA vikalpamAM paDyA sivAya asaMgapaNe vicAravuM joIe tema jaNAvyuM che. zrImadda pote te vakhate jhAjhA samUhamAM AvavA IcchatA na hatA, tethI lokone pitAnA AvyAnI jANa karavAnI badhAne nA kahetA. tema chatAM lekene ja kahIne satsaMga mATe mumukSuoe saddaguru pAse Ave e vAtanI emaNe sApha nA kahI hatI te vizenI A vibhAgamAM temaNe karelI spaSTatA ane lokone e bAbatamAM kaI rIte samajAvavA te vize temaNe ApelI samaja te temanI satyapriyatA tathA sUkSama vicArakanI zakti darzAve che. bIjA vibhAgamAM, zrAvaNa vada trIjanA upadezamAM kevaLI prarUpita siddhAMta svaupayoga vakhate racAyA hatA ke paraupayoga vakhate, te siddhAMtane bAMdhe kyA prakAra che, temAM hAla je bheda dekhAya che te zAne AbhArI che, guru AjJAe pravartatA ane na pravartatA jIva vacce zo bheda paDe che vagere vizenI vicAraNA thayelI che. A badhI vicAraNA teozrIe ke I mumukSunA "kevaLI siddhAMta prarUpe te svaupaga ke paraupaga ?" e praznanA uttaramAM jaNAvI hatI. kevaLIne upadeza ApatI vakhate rati, arati, harSa, ahaMkAra 32. "zrImad rAjacaMdra, agAsa AvRtti pR. 730.

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pa4 zrIsadanI jIvanasiddhi ADhi thatAM nathI tethI teo kayAreya paraupayAgamAM vatA nathI; jo tema thAya to te paraupayAga kahevAya, eTale ke kevaLI svaupayeAgamAM hAya che. vaLI, temaNe e paNa yAgya ja jaNAvyuM che ke keAI siddhAMta na samajAya tA tene khATA na mAnatAM, kevaLInAM vacanA para zraddhA rAkhavI; jIvanI ceAgyatA AvatAM AAApa te siddhAMta samajAze. e satya ja hAya, kAraNa ke tenA prarUpanAra ane lakhanAra ane jJAnI hatA. A badhA siddhAMtA je svarUpe Aje maLe che te ja rUpe tItha kare kahyu hAya tema nathI, kAraNa ke temaNe tA gaNadharanA praznonA uttararUpe ja badhuM jaNAvyu. hAya. ane gaNadharAe te pachI sa goThavIne lakhyuM hoya, tenA bAMdhA baOA hoya. AthI Aje maLatAM vacanAmAM tIrthakara kahelA siddhAMtAnA bhAva che, paNa zabdo khadalAyA hAya teA nA na kahevAya. A siddhAMtA sakhata hovAthI hAlanA ghaNA munie te AcAra pALI zakatA nathI. paNa tyAM vANInA doSa nahi, paNa jIvanI samajaNuzaktinA doSa che. Ama jJAnInA jJAnanA khyAla ApyA pachI teo jJAnInI AjJAe vartAtA jIvane patananA bhaya kaI rIte nathI, ane svaccha de vatA jIvatu' kevI rIte patana thAya che, te samajAvatAM gurunu N mAhAtmya paNa batAve che. aMtamAM saddagurunI dulabhatA ane asaddagurunI bhramaNAmAM paDelA jIvane thatI hAni zrImad darzAvI che. Ama judA judA viSaya vizenA temanA ucca vicArI ApaNane ahIM saMkSepamAM jANavA maLe che. te parathI temaNe vicArelA vividha viSayAne ApaNane khyAla Ave che. trIjA vibhAgamAM jJAnI puruSanI dula bhatA, tenA prakAra, satpuruSane oLakhavAnI jarUra, sadAcAranuM sevana, doSarahita vratAdinuM sevana, sUtravAcana, samakita kAne kahevAya, dveSarahita AcaraNa, satsaMganuM phaLa vagere vize saMkSepamAM jaNAvAyu che. pahelAMnA kALamAM satpuruSanI oLakhANa jaladI thAya evI saraLatA lAkAmAM hatI, tyAre Aje tevI saraLatA rahI nathI, tethI satpuruSanI oLakhANa thatI nathI, te batAvIne temaNe leAkeA Udhe raste kevI rIte cAlyA jAya che tenuM tathA satpuruSanI oLakhANu zA mATe jarUrI che tenuM nirUpaNa kareluM che. te pachI sadAcArasevana ane vratasevananI agatya samajAvI, te badhu nirde bhaNe, niraha kArapaNuM ane niSkAmapaNe karavA bhalAmaNa karI che. te badhAthI tathA satsaMgathI thatA lAbha aMtabhAgamAM temaNe batAvyA che. ceAthA vibhAgamAM mumukSue karelA keTalAka praznonA uttararUpe AtmAnubhava kAne hAya, saktinI dazA kevI hAya, samabhAva kaI rIte Ave, indriyA vaza kaI rIte thAya vagere vize jaNAvyu` che. te uparAMta jIvanuM patana thavAnAM kAraNeA, mAyA vagerethI jIva kaI rIte chetarAya che, te samajAvyuM che. sAthe sAthe keTalA prakAranA jIva hAya te samajAvatu' kaThiyArAnu dRSTAMta, samatA vize mahAvIrasvAmInu' dRSTAMta, saraLatA tathA nirahaMkArapaNu' darzAvavA kezIsvAmI ane gautamavAmInAM dRSTAMtA, sadRguru-asaddagurunA bheda jaNAvatuM jhaverInuM dRSTAMta vagere aneka dRSTAMtA paNa ahIM apAyelAM che. Ama ahI dRSTAMtAthI bedha apAyelA hovAthI te zrotAsamudAyamAM rAcaka banyA haze. e ja kAraNe kadAca te abAlAlabhAInI smRtimAM

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5. zrImadnA upadezanI levAyelI ne dhA parapa vadhu sArI rIte sacavAyela haze. ahIM ApavAmAM AvelAM ghaNAMkharAM dRSTAMto zAstrokta ane abudha jIvAne upakAraka thAya tevAM che. A vibhAgamAM jJAnInI dazA kevI hoya tenuM varNana paNa Ave che, tene kevA kevA saMjogAmAM harSa ke zAka thatA nathI, ane samabhAva hoya che, te paNa jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. durAgraha na hAya, AcAra zuddha hAya, bhautika sukhanA meha na hAya vagere bAbatA jJAnInI sthiti khatAve che. e pachI vastuo para kayA prakAre tucchabhAva lAvavAthI indriyA vaza thAya che te vize temaNe jaNAvyu` che. vRttionA kSaya karavAthI kalyANa thAya. vRttine kSaya karavAnuM kAraNa batAvatAM teo jaNAve che ke upazama rahelI vRttio udayamAM AvI jIvanuM patana nAtaruM che, e ja kAraNe 11 me guNasthAnethI jIva lathaDe che, paNa vRttinA kSaya karyA hAya tA te udayamAM AvI zakatI nathI. vaLI, vRtti jIvane kevI rIte chetare che te paNa ahIM vistArathI samajAvyu che. Ama indriya vaza kaI rIte thAya tenA uttaramAM te vaza thavAnA upAya, kayA sarjAgAmAM te vaza na thAya, jIva UMce caDayA pachI zA mATe nIcA paDe che vagere vize paNa jaNAvyuM che. Ama ahIM ApaNane khyAla Ave che ke teo ekasAthe cAre bAjunA vicAra karIne zrotAne badhu... jaNAvI de che, jethI tene eka vakhata samajAvyA pachI te vize muzkelI rahe nahi. " upadezachAyA ''mAM teo sadgurunu` mAhAtmya batAvatAM kahe che keH-- - '' sadguru, sadaiva, kevaLInA prarUpelA dhama tene samyaktva kahyuM, paNa sadaiva ane kuMvaLI e be sadgurumAM samAI gayA. '33 A vacana vize TIkA karatAM suni zrI harSacaMdrajIe lakhyuM che ke ~~ " teAA sadaMva ne kevaLI baMnene sadgurumAM samAvI de che. joke traNa tattvana teo prathama bhinna samajAve che, paNa pachI sadgurumAM kevaLI ne sadaiva ema e samAI jAya che ema kahe che ane sadgurunA mahimA bahu vadhAre che. deva ne kevaLI te paNa saddaguru samaje. sadguru karatAM koI adhika nathI, ne te sadguru vartamAnakALamAM AkhA bharatakSetramAM je kAI hAya tA te eka ja pAte che? eTale sadguru thaIne deva na kevaLInA adhikAra paNa pAte kheMcI le che ! '34 muni zrI harSacaMdrajInAM A vacanA vAMcIe chIe tyAre temaNe te vacanA pUrvagrahathI lakhyAM hAya evuM lAgyA vinA rahetu nathI. kevaLI ne sadaiva sagurumAM samAI gayA, te lakhyuM che te sAcuM, paNa te kaI apekSAe zrImadde lakhyuM che te vicAravuM joIe. saddagurunI oLakhANa vinA sadaiva ke kuMvaLInI 66 33. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti pR. 69. 34. " zrImad rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNa '', AvRtti, 2, pR. 139,

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pa26 zrImahanI jIvanasiddhi oLakhANa thatI nathI, ethI je sadagurunI oLakhANa thAya to te kevaLI tathA sadaMva baMnenI oLakhANa karAve. A apekSAe joIe to sadagurumAM ja kevaLI ane sadaiva tava AvI jAya che. kabIrajInA eka duho che je A ja bhAva vyakta kare che.35 A rIte vicAratAM munizrIe kahyuM te kevaLI ke sadevano adhikAra chInavI levAno prayatna zrImadde karyo hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. zrImadda pote jAheramAM AvavA IcchatA hatA, temane khyAti paNa joItI na hatI, te te temaNe vIsa varSanI vaye jAhera kSetrane tyAga karyo hate te ja batAve che. AvI ja jAtanA, TIkAtmaka udagAro munie "upadezachAyA "nAM vacana jevAM ke, "nigraMtha guru eTale pisArahita guru nahi, paNa jenI gaMthi chedAI che evA guru. sadagurunI oLakhANa thAya tyAre vyavahArathI gaMthi cheThavAnA upAya che."36 vagere vize kADhayAM che, je binapAyAdAra ane matAgahI lAge che. A pachI bhAdaravA suda chaThanA roja rALajamAM apAyelA bodha pAMcamA vibhAgamAM vAMcavA maLe che. temAM zrImade vachaMda, ahaMkAra, lokalAja, kuLadharma vagere kAraNathI nahi paNa samatAbhAva keLavavA mATe tapazcaryA karavAnI bhalAmaNa karI che. jJAnInI aMjJA pALavI, jJAnIne yathArtha oLakhavA, bAhya vastune rAga ghaTADavA, vRttio saMkSepavI, AMtarakriyA tarapha vaLavuM, jainadharmanI uttamatA vagere vize sAmAnya mANase AgaLa vadhavA zuM karavuM joIe te lakSa rAkhIne A upadeza apAya che. AthI evuM anumAna thaI zake ke te vakhata temane zrotAvarga AdhyAtmika rIte bahu AgaLa vadhelA nahi hoya. chaThThA vibhAgamAM mithyAtvano tyAga kaI rIte thAya, rAtribhejananA geraphAyadA, jJAnInuM vartana, IndriyasaMyama, muninA AcAra, saMsAratyAganuM mahattva vagere vizenI samajaNa; mumukSa taraphathI thayelA keTalAka praznonA uttara, tathA satsaMganA raMganI vizeSatA mATe mIrAMbAInuM dRSTAMta, paMcamakALanA gurunAM lakSaNa darzAvatuM daSTAMta vagerene samAveza thaye che. A tathA anya vibhAgo vAMcatAM e khyAla Ave che ke anya mumukSuo sAthe zrImad vArtAlApa karatA hoya te vakhate sAmAnya vAtacIta karatA hoya te ja rIte dRSTAMte, bedhavacana vagere temanA mukhamAMthI anAyAse nIkaLatAM haze, kAraNa ke vyAkhyAna ke upadeza ApavAne kaI cokakasa samaya temaNe rAkhyA na hatA, eTaluM ja nahi evA udezathI teo belatA hoya te viSayavicAraNuM kamabaddha Ave, evuM ahIM nathI, tethI ema jaNAya che ke jema jema prasaMga Ubhe thayo haze tema tema zrImaddanA mukhamAMthI vacanA nIkaLatAM haze. A ja pramANe sAtamA vibhAgamAM paNa teoe saMkalpavikalpa mUkavA, mAyAthI bacavuM, tyAga upara lakSa rAkhavuM, niSkAma bhakti karavI, matamatAMtarathI dUra rahevuM vagere 35. kabIrachano do bahu pracalita che : "guru goviMda dene khaDe, kAMka lAguM pAya ? balihArI guru ApakI, chana geviMda dIyA dIkhAI. " 36. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 693.

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI che 527 judA judA viSayo viSe TUMkANamAM samajAvyuM che. ahI sudhInAM tathA A pachInAM "upadezachAyA"nAM vacano vAMcatAM e pratIti thatI jAya che ke temanAM vacane anubhavInAM che ane emAM zraddhAne raka che. Ama anekAneka viSayo vize zrImade upadeza Apyo che. te badhAmAM viSayavuM punarAvartana paNa jovA maLe che. "upadezachAyA"nA 8thI 14 sudhInA bhAga paNa e ja pramANe racAyelA che. temAM praznonA uttara, dRSTAMta vagere Ave che. A badhA vibhAgamAM mukhyatve AtmAnuM svarUpa, jJAnI puruSanI samatA, jJAnI ajJAnI vacceno bheda, samabhAva, samakitanI prAptino upAya, bhaktinuM mAhAtrya, sapuruSano upakAra, mokSa eTale zuM, brahmacaryano mahimA, vairAgyanuM mahattva, jaina dharma kevo che, jIvanI zakti vagere vize samajAvyuM che. AmAM puruSanI mahattA vagere vize vAraMvAra bhArapUrvaka kahevAmAM AvyuM che. A badhAM vacane vAMcIe tyAre zrImadanI jJAnI ane anubhavI tarIkenI chApa ApaNuM para paDyA vagere rahetI nathI. mukhyatve tIrthakara prabhue kaI rIte samajAvyuM che, te ja teo jaNAve che. pote temanA mArgathI kaMI svataMtra rIte kahetA nathI, ema teo vAraMvAra jaNAve che, jemAM temanuM nirabhimAnIpaNuM jovA maLe che. Ama chamAM tIrthakaranI, jenamArganI pite oLakhANa karAvI zake teTaluM jJAna temanI pAse che evI matalabanAM keTalAMka vacane ahIM jovA maLe che. te vize muni harSacaMdrajI evo AkSepa kare che ke zrImadda bahu abhimAnI, ajJAnI hovA chatAM potAne ja sarvazreSTha gaNAvanAra tathA tevA anya dovALA che. paNa zrImaddanAM A vacane vAMcIe chIe tyAre teo ajJAnI, abhimAnI ke zreSTha gaNavAnI vRttivALA hoya tevI chApa paDatI nathI. muninI AvI TIkA aMgenuM ekAda udAharaNa joIe. "upadezachAyA "mAM "vrata niyama karavAM ke nahi ?" evA eka praznanA uttaramAM evuM vacana Ave che ke, "trataniyama karavAnAM che. tenI sAthe kajiyA, kaMkAsa, haiyAM chokarAM ane gharamAM mArApaNuM karavuM nahi. 37 A vacana vize muni harSacaMdrajI lakhe che - A uttara vAMcI ApaNane ema thAya che ke teo ema mAnatA lAge che ke ApaNe bolIe te zAstra che. A sthaLe teo AgaLa kahI gayA che te sAMbhare che ke "ajJAnInA rAgI bALAbheLA ja ajJAnIe kahyA pramANe cAle che." e kathana temaNe pitAnA maMDaLamAM sAruM pADyuM che, jema teo bIjAonA maMDaLamAM bALabheLA kahe che, tema ja teonA maMDaLamAM tevA ajJAnI ja na hoya te teonI hA e hA, ne nA e nA, kema kahe ? teo kahe che ke vrataniyama karavAM paNa cheyAM chokarAMmAM gharamAM mArA paNuM na karavuM. dhAro ke temAM mArApaNuM loko kare, eTale teonAM vrataniyame zuM jatAM rahyA? gRhavAsamAM zrAvako zuM mArApaNuM nathI karatA ? je kare che to teone zuM vrataniyame nathI hotAM ? teo A kaI jAtanI ramatamAM lokone ramADavA 37. "zrImad rAjacaMda", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 71.

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528 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi mAge che? AnaMda, kAmadeva Adi zrAvake gharamAM rahyA chatAM vrataniyamavALA hatA ke nahi ? zuM teone jamIna, makAnamAM mamatvabhAva nahi ha ? zuM teone kajIo kaMkAsa thato nahi hato ke ? je thatuM hoya te teo zrAvako khare ke nahi? jaina zAstramAM ke manuSyanA vyavahAramAM je pravRtti cAlatI hoya che, tethI bIjI rIte bolavuM, te teonI apUrva vANI che ke zuM? teo kahe che ke sadagurunI apUrva vANuM hevI joIe, eTale teo zAstramAM jema kahyuM tema kare to temAM apUrvatA jaNAtI nathI. teo jyAre zAstrathI kAMI juduM ja batAve che, tyAre temAM loko adhikatA jue che, saMyoga joI koI vyakti eka vastu - hakIkta pracalita hoya tene pheraphAra karI bIjA rUpamAM kare, tyAre lokone te vastunI nUtanatA lAge che, athavA rasikatA lAge che, paNa te vastu satya che, ke ImITezana - banAvaTI che, te vArtAno khyAla karavA samAjane thobhavuM Aje DuM paNa gamatuM nathI. 38 trataniyama karavAnI sAthe kajiye, kaMkAsa, haiyAM chokarAM ke gharamAM mArApaNuM na karavAno bodha ApavAmAM zrImadane evo Azaya rahele jaNAya che ke je jIvanI AMtarika kakSA UMcI na hoya te vrataniyamathI je pariSaha Ave che tene kAraNe mANasamAM kaSAyabhAva vadhI jAya che. A kaSAyabhAva na vadhe tene khyAla rAkhavA zrImade ahIM garbhita rIte jaNAvyuM che. uparAMta vrata, niyama, japa, tapa, Adi rAga ane dveSa ghaTADavA mATe karavAnAM che, te tenAthI ghara, bALaka AdimAMthI mArApaNuM ochuM thavuM joIe. je rAga vadhu hoya to kevuM Ave ja. ahIM rAgadveSathI bacavAnuM paNa sUcana mukAyeluM che. je tratAdi karavAthI kaSAyAdi bhAva vadhe te vratanuM AtmAthe nahivat phaLa maLe che, pupArjana ochuM thAya che, tyAre bIjI bAju kaSAya Adi bhAvanA pariNAmarUpa mehanIya, aMtarAya Adino moTo karmabaMdha paDe che, tethI pariNAme lAbha karatAM hAni vizeSa thAya che. A daSTithI vicAratAM zrImadanA A vacanamAM yathArthatA rahelI jaNAze. mArApaNuM karavAthI vrataniyama jatAM nathI rahetAM, paNa tenuM jeTaluM phaLa maLavuM joIe teTale bIjA karmabaMdhane lIdhe maLatuM nathI. zrAvaka hovA chatAM grahavAsamAM paNa AtmAthI jIva mArApaNuM karatuM nathI. te samaje che ke A badhI anitya vastu che, e badhAne pote eka vakhata tyAga karavAno che. pote sarvathI bhinna che tenI pratIti tenA aMtaramAM sadaiva paDI hoya che. tethI ajJAnIne anya vastu ke vyakti pratye jevo meha hoya che tevo jJAnIne heta ja nathI. teo saMsAramAM rahe che chatAM temAM mArApaNuM mAnatA nathI. ane e kAraNe ja teo jJAnI kahevAya che. teonA kaSAya ghaNA meLA paDI gayA hoya che. AnaMda ke kAmadeva evA zrAvaka hatA. teone vrataniyama hatAM ane je je bhautika sukhe hatAM tene teo karmanA phaLarUpe tathA para mAnatA hatA, tethI tene vrata ke niyama dvArA tyAgatA hatA. te cIjomAM aMtarathI lobha ane bAhyathI tyAga evI bevaDI sthiti temanI na hatI. jemane kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobhanI anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI cokaDIno kSaya ke upazama thAya temane ja Atmadarzana thAya. AnaMda ane kAmadeva zrAvaka jJAnI hatA tema te munizrI pote ja kahe che. te sAbita kare che ke temanA kaSA 38. "zrImad rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNa", AvRtti 2, 5. 187.

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11. zrImaddanA upadezanI levAyelI noMdhA 523 mALA paDI gayA hatA. jenA kaSAya mALA paDI gayA hAya tene kajiyA ke ka*kAsa thAya e sa'bhavita che kharuM ? A badhA uparAMta eka bIjI vastu paNa khyAlamAM rAkhavA jevI che. zrImad A uttara kaI vyaktine ApyA che te ApaNe jANatA nathI. saMbhavata che ke e vyaktinAM AMtarika pariNAme kaSAyabhAvathI bharelAM hAya, ane zrImadane lAgyu hoya ke mAtra bAhya trAdimAM te vyakti paDI jAya te tene vizeSa nukasAna thavA sabhava che. te te sthiti na Ave tenI cetavaNI ApavA paNa A prakAranu vacana uccArAyu. hAya. taniyama karavAnI tA hA ja kahI che. paNa sAthe AMtarika kriyA para paNa eTaleA ja bhAra mUkavA temaNe jaNAvyu che. jainadhama ekAMtika nathI, paNa khAdya temaja AMtara baMne vRtti para bhAra mUkanAra che, tethI te vastu yathArtha che. vaLI, AMtaravRtti chUTe te bAhyavRtti ApoApa chUTatI jAya che, pachI e mATe lAMkhA prayatna paNa karave paDatA nathI. ethI ema kahI zakAya ke zrImadre ahI ane vastu para sAtheAsAtha bhAra mUkI jaNAvyuM che. ane enI sAkSI te pachInu vacana ApI zake che. te vacana cheH "UMcI dazAe javA niyama karavAM." A vacana sUcave che ke bhautika sukhanI lAlasAthI nahi paNa AtmA mATe trAdi karavAM. ane tema thavA mATe kajiyA, kakAsa Adi chUTavAM joI e. municaMdrajIe "zrImad rAjacaMdra vicAra nirIkSaNa "mAM upadezachAyA "nAM khIjA keTalAMka vacane vize paNa judA mata darzAvyA che, zrImadde pAramArthika ane apAramArthika gurunA bheda darzAvyA che, te vize munizrI peAtAnI kalpanAne baLe lakhe che ke e baMne prakAranA guru vacce mATA bheda hoya, te sAmAnya vAta temane uccAravAnI eTalA mATe jarUra paDI ke temanI pAse kaI vyakti bedha sAMbhaLavA eka vakhata AvI haze, tyAra pachI te pharIthI AvI nahiM hAya, tethI pAtA jevA saddaguruthI te sahana nahi thayu hoya tethI e vAta nIkaLI gaI haze. Ama sadguru-asaddaguru vaccenA zrImadde batAvelA bhedamAM munizrI zrImaddanI peAtAne ekAMte sadguru gaNavAnI yukti jue che. zrImadanuM bAhya tapa karatAM AMtarika tapa para bhAra mUkavA saMbadhI vacana vize muni ema lakhe che ke tema karavAmAM tenA svacchaMda che, te zAstro pheravavA mATe, ane peAtAnI kharI sthiti chupAvavA jJAnInI AjJA bahAra khAle che. zrImad satpuruSanAM AMtaralakSaNA jevAM ke pUrvApara avirAdha vANI tathA krodha, mAna, mAcA, lAbha AdinA tyAga, khatAvyAM che, te vize muni evA AkSepa kare che ke temaNe khatAvelA guNAmAMnA eka paNa guNa zrImamAM na hatA, teA pachI temaNe A badha karavA ja joI te na hatA; tee ja leAkeAne khATe raste caDAvatA hatA. cAthA gurusthAne kSAyika ke upazama bemAMthI koI paNa prakAranu samakita jIvane hAI zake evA zrImanA vacana vize lakhatAM munizrI jaNAve che ke te kathana siddhAMtane AdhAre nathI, graMthane AdhAre che. ane te te siddhAMta gaNe che. zrImad zAstranA phAve tevA atha kare che vagere, vaLI, satine kaI apekSAthI kevaLajJAna kahevAya che te samajAvatAM zrImanAM vacanA mATe munizrI ema kahe che ke zAstramAM darzAvelI vAtAne zrImadda peAtAne phAve tevA 67

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530 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi pitAne guru gaNAvI zakAya tevo - artha kare che. A badhAM tathA te uparAMtanAM zrImaddanAM bIjA vacana vizene muni harSacaMdrajIno abhiprAya vAMcIe tyAre saheje evI pratIti thAya che ke munizrInAM vacane taTastha dRSTithI nahIM paNa dveSathI prerAyelAM ane pUrvagraha sahitanAM hovAthI aMgata AkSepa karanArAM che. "upadezachAyA"mAM ghaNuM ghaNuM viSayo vize TUMkANamAM spaSTatAthI samajAveluM che. temAM zrImadanA jJAnano tathA anubhavano ghaNo lAbha vAcakavargane maLI zake tema che. keTalAka zabdonA sAcA artha, keTalIka zaMkAonuM samAdhAna, ghaNA praznonA uttara vagere emAM maLe che. ane vacce vacce AvatAM kathArUpa dRSTAMtothI vAcanane rasa jaLavAI rahe che, temaja siddhAMte samajavA sahelA thaI paDe che. upadezachAyA "mAM rajU thayelA vicAro zrImadanI anya lakhANamAM paNa jovA maLe che. temanA patro, "Atmasiddhi", "mokSamALA" vagere kRtiomAM te maLI Ave che. e badhuM sAhitya vyavasthita che, paNa A vacane to satsaMga vakhate prAsaMgika rIte nIkaLelAM eTale e pramANamAM ochAM vyavasthita che. tema chatAM A vAMcatI vakhate kaI vastu ke prasaMga apUrNa rahI gayela hoya tevI chApa paDatI nathI; paNa viSaya jhaDapathI phare che te joI zakAya che. temanA A jJAnano lAbha temanA anya sAhityamAMthI paNa laI zakAya che. e daSTie "upadezachAyA"nI kiMmata Aje ochI lAge e banavAjoga che, paNa A nedha aMbAlAlabhAI mATe te khUba ja upayogI nIvaDI haze, kAraNa ke te samaye zrImadanuM sAhitya upalabdha na hatuM, vaLI, temanA samAgama vakhate pote ja e vacane utAryA hoya eTale temane samajaNa paNa vizeSa paDe, ne zrImada satsaMga na hoya tyAre enA vAcana-mananathI te kheTa paNa keTaleka aMze pUrI thAya, e samajI zakAya che. zrImadanA samAgamamAM AvatI vyaktione kaI kaI jAtanA prazna UThatA hatA, ane zrImadda tenuM samAdhAna kaI rIte karatA hatA, te paNa ApaNe "upadezachAyA" Adi dvArA jANI zakIe chIe. * vyAkhyAnasAra - 1 upadezanedha" ane "upadezachAyA"nI mAphaka "vyAkhyAna sA2-1" e paNa zrImade ApelA upadezanI noMdha ja che. vi. saM. 1954 papamAM mAha mAsathI citra mAsa sudhInA arasAmAM zrImada morabI rahyA hatA, te vakhate temaNe karelAM vyAkhyAnonI noMdha kaI zrotAe karI lIdhelI, te neMdha "vyAkhyAnamAra-1" nIce "zrImada rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM pragaTa thaI che. ahIM zrImadanA upadezanA saMgrAhake 222 phakarAe pADyA che. temAM mukhyatve tattvavicAraNA vizene ja upadeza saMgrahAya che. AtmA, dharma, samyaktva, kevaLajJAna, guNasthAnaka, kaSAya, karma baMdha, nirjarA, mokSa, kriyA Adi aneka tAttvika bAbato paranA zrImadanA vicAro ahIM rajU thayelA che. emAM mumukSuo samakSa ApelA upadezane sAra hevAne

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI ne 31 lIdhe, mukhya mukhya muddAo vizenAM TAMcaNa ja emAM jovA maLe che, paNa viSayavAra ke viSayakamamAM vyavasthita rIte thayeluM lakhANa jovA maLatuM nathI. keTalIka vAra eka ja viSaya para judI judI jagyAe nirUpaNa thayeluM jovA maLe che, te keTalIka vAra punarukti paNa jovA maLe che. Ama thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke judA judA divase eka ja vastu para zrIma kahyuM hoya to te vizenuM lakhANa judI judI jagyAe Ave te svAbhAvika che. vaLI zrImada pote paNa prasaMgepAta carcA karatA hatA, tethI vicAraNAne krama vyavasthita na hoya te samajI zakAya tevuM che. vyAkhyAnamAra-1 "mAM mukhyatve AtmA vizenI mAhitI maLe che. jIva AdhyAtmika rIte AgaLa vadhavuM hoya te zuM karavuM joIe te ahIM darzAvavAmAM AvyuM che. jIvanI kakSA anusAra 14 guNasthAne jainadharmamAM pADelAM che, temAM mithyAtvathI zarU karI kevaLajJAna sudhInI bhUmikAnA vibhAga karelA che. pahele guNasthAne graMthi che. e graMthino bheda karavo te mekSamArgamAM sauthI agatyanI bAbata zrImad gaNAvI che. jIva akAma nirjarA karate karate A graMthi davA sudhI te pahoMcI jAya che. paNa tyAM graMthinuM ane mehanIya karmanuM eTaluM badhuM prabaLapaNuM hoya che ke graMthibheda karyA vinA ja jIva pAchA pharI jAya che, tenuM patana thAya che. ema karatAM karatAM kaI vakhate je jIva khUba prabaLa banI, graMthine chedIne tene oLaMgI jAya che, to te cace guNasthAne Ave che. cAthe guNasthAne pahoMcyA pachI jIva dhIre dhIre AgaLa vadhatA vadhate ane karmano kSaya karatA karato jyAre saMpUNa karmakSayanI sthitie pahoMce tyAre mokSa pAme che. AthI mokSa meLavavA mATenuM sauthI agatyanuM ane prathama sAdhana samakita che. jeTale aMze AtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTe teTale aMze mekSa prApta thaye gaNAya. guNasthAne pahoMcyA pachI mekSa thAya tyAM sudhImAM AtmAno anubhava ekasarakhe ja thAya che. temAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI taratamatA anusAra jJAnanI vizuddhatA ochI -adakI hoya che. A jJAnAvaraNIya karmano saMpUrNa kSaya thAya te ja kevaLajJAna che, e ja mokSa che; te anubhavagamya che, buddhino viSaya nathI, buddhithI nakkI thayelI vastu hoya to pachIthI phare che, paNa anubhavagamya vastu trikALamAM te ja svarUpe rahe che. mekSa traNe kALamAM samAna ja rahe che. A karmathI chUTavA mATe ghAtI karmone saMpUrNa kSaya thavo joIe. vyAkhyAnasAramAM zAstra pramANe karmanA bheda zrImadde jaNAvyA che. karma anaMta prakAranAM che, temAM mahattvanAM 158 che, temAM mukhya 8 che; ane emAM paNa sauthI prabaLa mehanIya karma che. mehanIya haNAya to bIjAM karmo Apa Apa zithila thaI jAya che. A karmothI jyAre jIvane chuTakAro thAya tyAre tenA janma tathA maraNanA pherA baMdha thAya che, ane te paMcama gati eTale ke mekSa pAme che. ahIM joyuM te pramANe mekSa meLavavA karmanI nirjara karavI joIe. rAgasahita pravRtti te karma, ane rAgarahita adhyavasAya te nirjara. karmanI nirjarAnA be prakAra che: sakAma

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para zrImanI siddhi ane akAma. sakAma nirjarAthI karma chUTe che, ane AtmA pragaTa thAya che, ne navAM ka baMdhAtAM nathI. akAma nirjarAmAM jUnAM karma chta che, paNa sAthe sAthe rAgadveSa thatAM hAvAne lIdhe navAM karma baMdhAtAM jAya che. Ama udaya pramANe nirjarA thatI hovAne lIdhe tevI nirjarAne auyika nirjarA paNa kahevAya che. AvI auyika nirjarA jIve anaMta vAra karI che, paNa tethI tenuM pAramArthika kalyANu thayu... nathI; sakAma nirjarA kare tyAre ja kalyANa thAya. sakAma nirjarA sakita Ave pachI ja thAya che. te pahelAM tA auyika bhAve ja nirjarA thayA karatI hoya che, ane tethI keAI paNa kama prakRtinA kSaya thayA hotA nathI, eTale ke jIvane ana"tAnubaMdhI karma hoya che. A ana tAnubaMdhI karma eTale zu? te vize " vyAkhyAnasAra - 1'mAM A pramANe jaNAvyuM che keH samyak jJAna, samyak dana ane samyakcAritra e traNenI akayatA te meAkSa. te samyak jJAna, samyak dana ane samyak cAritra eTale vItarAga jJAna, darzana ane cAritra che. tenAthI ja anaMta sa'sArathI muktapaNuM pamAya che. A vItarAgajJAna karmanA ama dhanA hetu che. vItarAganA mArge cAlavuM athavA temanI AjJA pramANe cAlavuM e paNa akhaMdhaka che. te pratye je krodhAdi kaSAya hAya tethI vimukta thavuM ja anaMta sasArathI atyatapaNe mukta thavuM che, arthAt meAkSa che. meAkSathI viparIta evA je anaMta saMsAra tenI vRddhi jenAthI thAya che tene anaMtAnubaMdhI kahevAmAM Ave che; ane che paNa tema ja. vItarAganA mAge ane temanI AjJAe cAlanAranu kalyANa thAya che. Aveza je ghaNA jIvAne kalyANakArI mArga te pratye krodhAdibhAva te ja anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che.'39 66 Ama anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya vize samajAvavA sAthe temAM e paNa samajAvyuM che ke krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi kaSAya paNa anaMta saMsAra vadhAranAra che. e rIte jotAM anaMta sa*sAra bhAgavyA vinA jIvanI nivRtti na thAya. paNa ApaNe jANIe chIe tevA jIvA ghaNI vakhata te ja bhavamAM meAkSa pAmyAnA paNa dAkhalA che. tethI ema jaNAya che ke ugra tapazcaryA . AdithI e karmanI nivRtti thAya che, mATe sAcA arthamAM te ka anaMtAnubaMdhI nathI. paNa vItarAgabhAva pratinA krodhAdi bhAva te ja anaMtAnubaMdhI karyuM che. A anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanA nAza thAya tyAre ja samakita Ave che. te Ave eTale karmanI prakRtienA eka pachI eka kSaya thavA mAMDe che, e tenA mahimA che. ane te kSaya eTalI jhaDapathI thAya che ke samitI jIvane vadhumAM vadhu 15 bhave mekSa thAya che; ane jo tene vamI nAkhavAmAM Ave tApaNa te jIvanA vadhumAM vadhu apudgalaparAvartananA samayamAM mekSa thAya che. samakitanuM ATaluM badhuM sAmarthya hovAne lIdhe te jema bane tema jaladI prApta karavAnI zrImadde bhalAmaNa karI che. 39. zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, pR. 738, HH

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533 11. zrImadanA upadezanI lakhAyelI ne samati meLavavAne puruSArtha karatI vakhate prApta thayelA mArgamAM je kaMI na samajAya, kaMI zaMkA jevuM lAge, te tyAM ja aTakI na rahetAM AgaLa vadhavuM, kAraNa ke jJAnanI zuddhatA thatAM te zaMkA ApoApa TaLI jAya che, tema zrImade jaNAvyuM che. A mATe teoe eka vyAvahArika udAharaNa ApyuM che. jema keI gAma jatI vakhate mArgamAM kAMTAmAM phALiyuM bharAI jAya, ane te puruSArthathI jaladI nIkaLI na jAya te phALiyA mATe tyAM besI rahevA karatAM phaLiyuM choDI cAlatA thavuM vadhu hitakArI che, tema keI nAnI zaMkAnA samAdhAna mATe tyAM ja aTakI rahevA karatAM AgaLa vadhavuM vadhu hitakArI che, tema zrImad mArgadarzana ApyuM che. mokSamArgamAM pravartavuM e moTA bhAgyanI vAta che. paNa jIva je je puruSArtha kare che tanuM uttama phaLa meLavavuM hoya to tenI sarva kriyA jJAnInI AjJA anusAra thavI joIe. potAnA svachaMdathI thayelI kriyAne kaMI paNa lAbha thato nathI, UlaTAno geralAbha thAya che. svachaMdane doSa maTADavA mATe jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnuM che, ane tema karavA mATe prathama upadeza levAno che, koIne upadeza ApavAno nathI. Ama karavAmAM nathI AvatuM ta, svacchedathI cAlatAM jIvanI vRttio zAMta thavAne badale unmAdI thaI jAya che ame vizeSa karmabaMdha thAya che, paNa jIva je jJAnInI AjJAe cAle to tenA karmanI nirjara thAya che. jJAnInA A mAhAsya upara zrImade ThekaThekANe bhAra mUkyo che. pravRtti karatAM bIjI koI paNa bAbatamAM zaMkA thAya te thavA devI, paNa AtmAnAM cha padamAM te kadI zaMkA karavI ja nahi, ane te vize te jJAnIe jema jANyuM che tema ja che, tevI zraddhA rAkhavI. A zraddhAnA be prakAra cheH oghazraddhA ane vicArapUrvakanI zraddhA. sAcI vicArapUrvakanI zraddhA AvatAM samati thAya che. samakita vardhamAna thatAM kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che. kevaLajJAna AtmAthI pragaTe che; te dahathI nipajAvI zakAtuM nathI. jene mati ke zruta jJAna na hoya tene kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa samajAtuM nathI. paNa te jJAna maLatAM, jIvanI kakSA dhIre dhIre AgaLa vadhatAM, kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa samajAya che. ane pachI to eka samaya evo Ave che ke jyAre jIva pote ja kevaLajJAna prApta kare che. Ama AtmA, samati, kevaLajJAna, mokSamArga, karma vagere mukhya muddAonI vicAraNA uparAMta zrotA samudAyane thatI keTalIka zaMkAonuM samAdhAna paNa " vyAkhyAnasAra - 1mAM jovA maLe che, jema ke - nigodamAM tathA kaMdamULamAM anaMta jIva kaI rIte hoI zake ? pudagalanuM aciMtya sAmarthya kaI rIte samajAya ? guNa ane guNI vacce zuM bheda che? nayabheda kaI rIte che?--- vagere zaMkAonuM samAdhAna karatI samajaNa ahIM apAyelI che. A uparAMta karmanuM svarUpa, kALa, kriyA, jAtismaraNajJAna, kaSAya Adi vizenI zrotAgya mAhitI emAM apAyelI che. * vyAkhyAnasAra - 1"mAM tattvanA ghaNuM ghaNuM viSa para zrImaddanI zAstrokta vicAraNA jovA maLe che, e parathI temanA bahoLA zAstrajJAnane tathA temanA AtmAnubhavane ApaNane

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534 zrImaddanavanasiddhi khyAla Ave che. Ama A lakhANamAM zrotAe zrImadanA vyAkhyAnamAMthI pitAne je ThIka lAgyuM hoya te ja utAryuM hovAne lIdhe temAM zrImadanuM sarvAgINa pAsuM jovA maLatuM nathI, e ja kAraNe "upadezanAMdha" ane "upadezachAyA "mAM graMtha ke graMthakAra vizenA abhiprAya, aMgata ane vyaktigata prasaMgo, tatkAlIna banAvo vagere vizenI naidha jovA maLe che, tene ahIM abhAva dekhAya che. A utAranAra zrotAe mAtra tatvanI vAto tathA te vizenA abhiprAyane ja lakSamAM rAkhIne nedha karI che. vyAkhyAna sAra - 2 vi. saM. 1956nA aSADa-zrAvaNa mAsamAM zrImadda morabI hatA te vakhatanA temanA upadezanI, tathA temane puchAyelA praznonA uttaronI ne bIjA koI mumukSu bhAIe karelI te " zrImada rAjacaMdra' graMthamAM " vyAkhyAnasAra - 2" nAma ApavAmAM AvI che. * vyAkhyAna sAra-2"mAM miti pramANe sAra utArAyela che. vaLI, temAM tattvanI samajaNa, zabdonA artho, suvAkayo vagere nAnA TAMcaNarUpe maLe che. Ama "upadezachAyA"nI jema " vyAkhyAnamAra-2"nI noMdha paNa vyavasthita rIte thayelI che. A noMdha trIsa divasa sudhI apAyelA baMdhanI che, tethI tenA 30 vibhAga pADavAmAM AvyA che, pratyeka divasane eka vibhAga rAkhavAmAM AvyA che. A vibhAgamAM mukhyatve subhASita jevAM vAkya, tAtvika bAbatanI TUMkANamAM samajaNa, sUtranI gAthAnI samajaNa, anya graMthomAMthI padya avataraNa, koI koI graMtha ane graMthakAra vizenI samajaNa, zabdonA artha vagereno samAveza thayelo che. paNa A badhuM khUba TUMkANamAM utArI levAyeluM che; vistAra to bahu thoDA muddA vize ja jovA maLe che, tethI pratyeka vastu ekabIjAthI svataMtra hoya evI chApa ApaNuM mana upara paDe che. jIvanA prakAra, jAtisamaraNazAna, AtmAnA astitva ane nityatvanA pramANa, mokSamArganI saraLatA ane agamyatA, deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatA, "devAgAmastotra" ane " tattvArthasUtra"nI TIkA "sarvArthasiddhi"nI pahelI gAthAnI samajaNa Adi vize thoDI vistArathI samajaNa apAyelI che; bAkI to pratyeka muddA vize becAra vAkyathI vadhAre laMbANa nathI. Ama joIe to " vyAkhyAnasAra - 2"mAM paNa prakIrNa viSaya vize zrImaddanA viyAre ja jovA maLe che. ane emAM amuka muddA vize vyavasthita vicAraNuM rajU thaI hoya evuM jovA maLatuM nathI. jIvanA zrImade be prakAra batAvyA che ? siddha ane saMsArI. zAstranA AdhAre siddha jIvanA temaNe tIrtha, atIrtha, tIrthakara, atIrthakara, svayaMbuddha, pratyekabuddha vagere maLI kula 15 bhedanAM nAma jaNavyAM che, tyAre saMsArInA eka prakAre, be prakAre, traNa prakAre ema vadhatAM vadhatAM aneka prakAre bheda gaNAvyA che. temAM temaNe upayoga lakSaNe eka prakAre, trasa ane sthAvara ema be prakAre, liMga apekSAe traNa prakAre, gati apekSAe cAre prakAre

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI che ityAdi 14 guNasthAnanI apekSAe 14 prakAre jIvanA bheda thAya tyAM sudhI varNavyuM che. ane e rIte vadhatAM vadhatAM aneka prakAre jIva gaNI zakAya ema jaNAvyuM che. " uttarAdhyanasUtra"nA 36mA adhyayanamAM jIvana prakAra A pramANe varNavelA che. tene anuvAda karavAnuM zrIma cAlu kareluM, je apUrNa rahela che. te thoDuM AgaLa vadhArI TUMkANamAM jaNAvAyuM che. potAnA pUrva bhavonuM jJAna te jAtismaraNajJAna. potAnA pUrvabhavo yAda karavAnAM pUratAM sAdhana na hovAne lIdhe, tathA pUrva paryAya choDatAM mRtyu Adi vedanAnA kAraNane laIne, na deha dhAraNa karatAM garbhavAsane laIne vartamAna dehamAM atilInatAne laIne jIvane pUrvabhavanuM jJAna thatuM nathI. paNa jema bAlyakALanA prasaMge moTapaNe keTalAkane yAda nathI rahetA, tethI bAlapaNuM na hatuM tema kahI zakAya nahi, tema amuka kAraNasara pUrvabhavanuM jJAna na thAya to pUrva bhava nathI ema kahI zakAya nahi. Ama dRSTAMta dvArA zrImade jAtismaraNujJAna kene thAya, kaI rIte thAya, te samajAvyuM che. ane enA anusaMdhAnamAM temaNe AtmAnA astitva ane nityatvanAM pramANe ApelAM che. e ja pramANe vibhAvadazAne lIdhe matabheda paDavAthI mokSamArga agamya banyuM che, ane matabhedanI kaDAkUTa javA daI AtmA ane pudagala vacce vaheMcaNI karI, zAMtapaNe AtmA anubhavavAmAM Ave te mokSamArga saraLa paNa che, e pramANe batAvI mokSamArganuM agamyapaNuM tathA saraLapaNuM kaI apekSAthI che te temaNe samajAvyuM che. " vyAkhyAna sAra - 2"mAM samaMtabhadrAcAryanA "devAgamastotra ane pahela zloka "tatvArthasUtra"nI "sarvArthasiddhi" nAme TIkAnI pahelI gAthA, " dazavaikAlikasUtranI pahelI gAthA tathA "AcArAMgasUtra"nA sAtamA adhyayananI navamI gAthAnI TUMkANamAM samajaNa ApelI che. A uparAMta temAM AnaMdaghanajI, banArasIdAsajInAM padomAMthI tathA "svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSA "mAMthI lIdhelAM padyAvataraNo paNa jovA maLe che. kyAreka tenAM bhAvArtha ke samajaNa paNa apAyela che. AmAM keTalIka vakhata nAnAM nAnAM suvAkyo jevAM ke, "jJAna vairAgya sAthe ane vairAgya jJAna sAthe hoya che. ekalAM na hoya."40 zAMta paNa prApta karavAmAM jJAna vadhe che." 41 vagere maLe che. paNa AvAM vacane karatAM AmAM jaina paraMparAmAM banelA banAvo, janamArganI samajaNa ApatI kriyA vagere vizenAM vacanone saMgraha vadhu jovA maLe che. taduparAMta tIrthakara prabhupraNIta mArga, karma ane tenA prakAra, kSAyika cAritranAM lakSaNa, AyuSyaprakRti, gati jAti AdinA bhagavaTAnA pramANano AdhAra, jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAthI thatA lAbha vagere aneka to vize utArAyelI babe paMktinI kaMDikAono paNa AmAM samAveza thAya che; udAharaNa tarIke - " Azare be hajAra varSa upara jaina yati zekharasUri AcArye vaizyane kSatriya sAthe meLavyA."42 "sanAtana Atmadharma te zAMta thavuM, virAma 40, " zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti, pR. 76 2. 41. ejana, pR. 764, 42. ejana, pR. 763,

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54 zrImatI jInasaddhi thavu te che; AkhI dvAdazAMgInA sAra paNa te ja che. te SaDdarzanamAM samAya che, ane te SaDjhana jainamAM samAya che, ''43 jevAM aneka vacanA jemAM gaMbhIra viSayeAnI ke prAsa'gika khAkhatAnI mAhitI ApavAmAM AvI hAya, te " vyAkhyAnasAra - 2 'mAM saMgrahAyelA jovA maLe che, HH paramAtma A vacanAmAM ghaNI vakhata mahAna AcAryAM, temanI kRti vagere vizenuM lakhANa paNa jovA maLe che, hemaca'drAcArya'nI jAti, vRtti, temanA guru vizenI mAhitI paNa ahIM maLe che. e ja pramANe yazovijayajIe " yAgaSTi" gathamAM batAvela judI judI dRSTinuM mahattva vagerenI mAhitI paNa AmAM jovA maLe che. " bhagavatI ArAdhanA ", prakAza" jevA ga'thAnA vAcana mATenI bhalAmaNa, tenI chUTaka chUTaka TUMkANamAM samajaNa, te vize zrImadnA abhiprAya vagere ahI apAyela che; je ApaNe " paramazAMta rasamaya * bhagavatI ArAdhanA' jevA eka ja zAstranu sArI rIte pariNamana thayu' hAya te basa che, kAraNa ke A ArA( kALa )mAM te saheluM che, sarala che."44 jevAM vAkathomAM joI zakIe chIe. ku daku dAcAya cita prAbhutA vize paNa temAM keTalIka mAhitI ApI che. Ama ahI graMtha, graMthakAra, temanI sthiti, temanI kakSA vagere vizenAM vacanA paNa sa'gahAyelAM che. vastha, zailezIkaraNa, sApakama, nirUpakrama, anapavatana, asamaMjasatA Aya, bhayaMtrANa, anAgAra, aNagAra samiti, sattAgata, anupatna, sthavirakalpa, jinakalpa, sAdhu, muni, ti vagere maLI lagabhaga 80 jeTalA pAribhASika zabdonA artha AmAMthI maLe che. A parathI anumAna thaI zake ke zrImad pAte peAtAnA vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA aneka zabdonA artha paNa prasaMgeApAtta samajAvatA jatA heAvA joI e. zrImanA anya sAhityanI jema A " vyAkhyAnasAra - 2 ''mAM paNa temanI sarva prati AdaravALI dRSTi najare caDe che. tee SaDkananI samajaNa ApI jainadharmanI uttamatA batAve che, tema chatAM anya dharmo vize paNa temanuM valaNa udAra ja jovA maLe che. e ja rIte temaNe janadharmImAM paDI gayelA digaMbara ane zvetAMbara jevA phAMTAonA ullekha karyAM che, paNa temAM kayAMya temane rAga ke dveSa dekhAtA nathI; eTalu* ja nahi, temanI abhilASA tA evI hatI ke leAkAmAM pravatA matabheda echA thAya; jema ke H-- " jainadharmAMnA Azaya, digabara temaja zvetAMbara AcAryanA Azaya, ne dvAdazAMgInA Azaya mAtra AtmAnA sanAtana dharma pamADavAnA che, ane te ja sArarUpa che. A vAtamAM koI prakAre jJAnIonA vikalpa nathI, te ja traNe kALanA jJAnIonu' kahevu' che, hatu ane thaze. paNa te nathI samajAtuM te ja meATI AMTI che. '85 AvAM vacanAmAM tee vastunA samanvaya kevI rIte karatA hatA, matamatAMtara miTAvavA kevA prayatna karatA hatA te joI zakAya che. ane A badhAnA sArA azenA samanvayarUpa meAkSamAmAM temane keTalI zraddhA hatI te mATe jue -- 43. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, pR. 765. 44. ejana, pR. 771, 45. ejana, pR. 765.

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11. zrImadanA upadezanI levAyelI che "amArI AjJAe vartatAM je pApa lAge te te ame amAre zira oDhI laIe chIe, kAraNa ke jema rastA upara kAMTA paDayA hoya te koIne vAgaze ema jANa mArge cAlatAM tyAMthI upADI laI koIne jyAM na lAge tevI bIjI ekAMta jagAe kaI mUke te kAMI teNe rAjyane gune karyo kahevAya nahi, tema rAjA tene daMDa kare nahi. tema mokSane zAMta mArga batAvavAmAM pApa kema saMbhave ?"46 vyAkhyAnasAra - 2"mAM upara jemAM te karatAM paNa ghaNuM vadhu viSaye jema ke - karmanA udayamAM pheraphAra na thaI zake, pradezabaMdha kaI rIte thAya, karaNAnuga eTale zuM che, abhavya jIva, hiMdanA lokonI vRtti, jenadharma sivAyanA anya dharmomAM ahiMsAnI dRSTie bauddha dharmanuM caDiyAtApaNuM vagere vizenuM lakhANuM paNa jovA maLe che. ahIM nAnA-meTA aneka viSa paratvenuM lakhANa hovAthI viSayavaividhya ghaNuM pramANamAM che. Ane lIdhe kaI eka viSaya vize kramavAra lakhANa, ke kaI viSaya aMge savistara lakhANa maLatuM nathI, paNa judA judA viSaya para chUTaka chUTaka lakhANa jovA maLe che. A badhA vicAro ApaNane zrImanA anya sAhityamAM eka athavA bIjA rUpe jovA maLe che. e mahattvanA sAhityanI sarakhAmaNImAM "vyAkhyAnasAra"nI bahu agatya nathI, paNa je zrotAe A utAryuM haze, tene mATe te ghaNuM upagI nIvaDayuM haze emAM zaMkA nathI. kAraNa ke te vakhate zrImadbha bIju sAhitya bahu ochA pramANamAM upalabdha hatuM. A vibhAga vize paMDita sukhalAlajIe lakhyuM che ke - " vyAkhyAna sAra" A jaina tatvajJAnanI rucivALA badhAe vAMcavA jevuM che. e vAMcatAM ema lAge che ke, emaNe samyakatva pAkuM anubhavyuM na hoya te e vize ATalI spaSTatAthI vAraMvAra kahI na zake. teo jyAre e vize kahe che, tyAre mAtra sthUla svarUpa nathI kahetA. emanA e sAramAM ghaNA prasiddha dAkhalAo AkarSaka rIte Ave che. 47 paMDitajIe Apele A abhiprAya sarva upadezanedhane lAgu paDI zake tevo che. "upadezanoMdha", "upadezachAyA" tathA "vyAkhyAna sAra-1 ane 2" e cAre vibhAga, ApaNe joyuM tema, lagabhaga eka ja prakAranA che. temAM zrImadda dvArA apAyelA upadezanI judA judA mumukSuoe utArelI nAMdha Apela che. A uparAMta A mumukSuonI pravRtti paNa sArI hovAne lIdhe tathA zrImada prati temane khUba ja pUjyabhAva hovAne lIdhe teoe bane tyAM sudhI zrImaddanI ja bhASA jALavI rAkhI che, te A cAre vibhAganI bhASAne zrImanA anya sAhitya sAthe sarakhAvatAM jaNAya che. zrImaddanA anya lakhANa jeTaluM A cAre vibhAganuM lakhANa mahattvanuM nathI, paNa temanAM tamAma lakhANano abhyAsa karanArAo mATe te avazya upayogI che. zrImadane mukhethI vahelI vANumAMthI keTalAMka vacane ahIM evAM jovA maLaze ke anyatra e ja rUpe na paNa heya. 46. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", AvRtti, pR. 771. 47. "zrImad rAjacaMdra - eka samAlocanA", "zrI rAjacaMdranAM vicArane ", 5. 17pa.

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prakaraNa 12 zrImo kramika AtmavikAsa bALavayathI ja zrImamAM keTalAka Atmika guNone AvirbhAva jovA maLato hato. ane vaya vadhavA sAthe te uparAMtanA bIjA guNe paNa temanAmAM khIlatA gayA hatA. temanuM dayeya mekSa meLavavAnuM hatuM, ane te mATe temaNe prabaLa puruSArtha paNa upADyo hato. A puruSArthanA pariNAmamAM temaNe AtmAnI nirmaLatA ane siddhio uttarottara prApta karI hatI. ane temanA AtmAnI vizuddhimAM ghaNo jhaDapathI vadhAro thato gaye hatA, te ApaNe temanA samagra sAhitya tathA anya upalabdha mAhitInA AdhAre jANI zakIe chIe. sAmAnya vyakti te e jhaDapathI vikAsa sAdhI zake ke kema te paNa prazna ja che. alabatta, zrImadane e vikAsa sAdhavAmAM keTalAye vidane AvyAM hatAM, ane teo e badhAMne oLaMgIne kaI rIte AgaLa vadhyA hatA, tenA ItihAsa e ja temanA AtmAnA kamika vikAsa. AtmA AdinA astitvanI azraddhAthI zarU karI, temAM zraddhA keLavI "kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikAne sparza karavA sudhIne vikAsa temaNe mAtra 33 varSanA AyuSyamAM sAthe hate. - zrImade sAdhelA Atmika vikAsane samajavA mATe temanA jIvanane cAra vibhAgamAM vahecavuM yogya che. temAM sauprathama tabakko vi. saM. 1941 sudhIno gaNI zakAya. vi. saM. 1941 sudhIno kALa temane maMthanakALa hato. jagatamAM pravartatA aneka dharmomAM karyo dharma che, tenuM parIkSaNa tathA satyazodhana karavAmAM, tathA AtmAdinAM astitvanI vicAraNuM karavA mATe temaNe vi. saM. 1941 sudhInAM varSo gALyAM hatAM. vi. saM. 194rathI vi. saM. 1946 sudhIno samaya e zrImadanA vikAsakramane bIje tabakako che. vi. saM. 1941 sudhImAM anubhavelA AtmamaMthananA pariNAme temane vi. saM. 194ramAM apUva vairAgya jAgya ane saMsAra taraphane nirveda ghaNe vadhI gaye. A gALAmAM temaNe AtmAno nirdhAra karyo ane tenA astitva AdinI avyakta pratIti paNa anubhavI. vedAMtAdi dazananA maMthanamAM vItarAgamArga pratinuM valaNa zarU thayuM, ane asaMgadazAnI IcchAnI zarUAta thaI. vi. saM. 1947thI 1951 sudhInA samaya trIjo tabakko gaNI zakAya. temAM temaNe AtmA havAne spaSTa nirdhAra karyo. vi. saM. 1947mAM temane zuddha samakita pragaTyuM, eTale ke anubhavasvarUpa AtmajJAna pragaTayuM. ane vItarAgamArga pratinuM valaNa vadhyuM. e arasAmAM pravRttione tathA sAMsArika javAbadArIone ghaNo vadhAro thayo, je temanI asaMgadazAnI IcchA karatAM sAva viruddha prakAranA hatA. tethI Atmazuddhi karavA temane ghaNe prabaLa puruSArtha kare paryA, ane kSAyika cAritra pAmavAnI, nirAvaraNa jJAna meLavavAnI AkAMkSA vizeSa tIvra banI.

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zrImatI jIvanasiddhi chellA ane cothA tabakko te vi. saM. 19parathI vi. sa'. 1957 sudhInA eTale ke temanA dehAMta thayA tyAM sudhInA samaya. A samayamAM pravRttithI AvatAM vighnA haLavAM banyAM. AtmAnA aphara nirNaya thayA. vItarAgamAnI sa`pUrNa khAtarI ane te ja mA zreSTha che tevA nirdhAra thayA. vItarAgatAnI vizeSa tIvratA temanAmAM AvI, pariNAme " kevaLa lagabhaga "nI bhUmikA sudhI paheAMcyA pachI temanA dehavilaya thayA. zrImadranA kramika AtmavikAsanA A cAra tabakkA ApaNe savigata joI e. tamo pahelA : manakALa vi. saM. 1924mAM zrImadnA janma thayA. teo traNa-cAra varSanA thayA tyArathI temanA keTalAka guNonA tema ja temane varelI tItra smaraNuzaktinA A paricaya temanA kuTuMbIjanAne tathA ADezIpADAzIone thavA lAgyA. A uparAMta zAMtivALI ramatagamata pratyenI ruci, tAphAna taraphanA aNugame! ane vAdi vizenI niHspRhatA temanAmAM e vaye paNa jovA maLatAM hatAM. tee sAta varSanA thayA tyAM sudhIne samaya bALasulabha ramatAmAM temaNe vitAvyA hatA. e ramatAmAM temane vijaya meLavavAnI tathA rAjarAjezvara jevI UMcI padavI meLavavAnI tItra icchA rahetI. paNa khAvapIvAnI, sUvAbesavAnI, sArAM vastra paheravAnI ke tene svaccha rAkhavAnI vagere bAbatamAM temanI dazA videhI jevI hatI tema temaNe pote samuccayavayacaryA "mAM jaNAvyu che. eTale ke sAMsArika sukhAmAM rAcavAne badale e vaye paNa te kalpanAmAM rAcatA hatA. temanuM haiyu. pahelethI ghaNu kAmaLa hatu; kAI ne duHkhI karavAnI temane icchA thatI nahi. 66 ja 54 sAta varSanI vaye eTale ke vi. sa. 1931mAM temane jAtismaraNajJAnanI zarUAta thaI. temaNe pAte ja eka kAvyamAM e vize lakhyuM che ke, "ogaNIsase ne ekatrIse, AvyA apUrva anusAra re.'1 zrI amIcaMdabhAInA avasAnanA nimittathI A jJAnanI temane zarUAta thaI, pariNAme bALavayathI ja vairAgyanI vRddhi thavA lAgI. A ja varSothI temaNe abhyAsanI paNa zarUAta karI, ane temAM, temanI smRtinI baLavattaratAne lIdhe, mAtra be varSanA gALAmAM ja emaNe gujarAtI sAte cApaDIne abhyAsa pUrNa karyA; ane pachI bIjA be varSa sudhI judI judI tAlIma lIdhI. Ama sAtathI 11 varSa sudhInA gALA temaNe keLavaNI levAmAM gALyA. A samaya sudhImAM temanAthI bahu bhadrikapaNuM sevAyuM hatuM, ane te mANasajAtanA khUba ja vizvAsu hatA. vaLI, tee vAtaDAhyA, ramatiyALa ane AnaMdI paNa hatA. te vakhatanI pAtAnI AtmadazA vize zrImad lakhe che keH-- "te veLA prIti - saraLavAtsalyatA - mArAmAM bahu hatI; sarvAthI ekatva icchatA; samAM bhrAtRbhAva hoya teA ja sukha, e mane svAbhAvika AvaDyu' hatuM. leAkeAmAM phAI paNa prakArathI judAInA akurA netA ke mAruM aMtaHkaraNa raDI paDatu."ra 1. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, pU 801, 2. ejana, pR. 204, AMka 89,

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12. zrImadane kAmika AtmavikAsa 543 bALavathI sAMpaDelI haiyAnI AvI komaLatAmAM jAtimaraNAne vadhAre karyo hate. bIjI bAju temanA pitAmaha pAsethI temane kRSNakIrtananAM pado tathA tenA avatAronI camatkArI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI hatI. bALavayamAM ja e rIte vaiSNava saMpradAyanA saMskAra temanA para paDayA hatA. tethI teo nitya kRSNanAM darzana karavA jatA. e camatkAromAM prIti thavAthI te jovAnI abhilASA paNa temane thatI hatI. e camatkAre jANIne temane tyAgI thavAnI IcchA hatI, to koI vaibhavInI vAto sAMbhaLI samartha vaibhavI thavAnI IcchA paNa thatI. Ama bALasulabha rIte teo jevA vAtAvaraNamAM AvatA tene anukuLa ka95nA karatA. paiNava saMpradAyanA saMskAra maLavAne lIdhe jana prati temane jaguptA hatI. jagatano kartA Izvara che te aMge temane khAtarI hatI, ane tethI jenalo ke jagatanA kartA tarIke Izvarane mAnatA nathI mATe teo khoTA che, evo temano abhiprAya baMdhAI gayo hato. paNa vavANiyAmAM temane jaina lokono vizeSa samAgama thavAthI jananAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi sUtra temanA vAMcavAmAM AvyAM. te sUtromAM jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI sAdhavAnI bhAvanA joIne zrImaddane enA upara ghaNe bhAva thayo, kAraNa ke teo paNa sarva jagata sAthe maitrIbhAva bALavayathI IcchatA hatA. tema chatAM A samaya AsapAsa, eTale ke temanI vaya bAra-tera varSanI thaI te arasAmAM teo jagatano kartA Izvara che, evI zraddhA dharAvatA hatA. ane AcAravicAranI dRSTie to vaiSNava saMpradAya temane vizeSa priya hato. Ama temanA maMthanakALanI zarUAta lagabhaga vi. saM. 1937thI thaI. jainasUtro vAMcatAM, tenA siddhAMto anukULa lAgatAM, te vize vadhAre jJAna meLavavAnI jijJAsA temane pragaTI, ane temAMthI sarva darzana vize jANI satya mArganuM zodhana karavAnI abhilASA tera-cauda varSanI laghu vaye tIvra banI. tenA pariNAmamAM jeTalA dharmagathe maLyA teTalA vAMcI nAkhavAne temaNe prayatna karyo. je vaye sAmAnya jJAna paNa mAMDa meLavI zakAya, te vaye zrIma, mahAna paMDitene yogya, upADeluM tattvazodhananuM kAma pAra pADavA pUrA prayatno zarU karyA. A badhuM vAcana cAlatuM hatuM te arasAmAM temanA AmAe eka palaTo lIdhe, temAM temanI dharmanI zraddhA calita thaI gaI. te vize zrImadda lakhe che ke - moTI ka95nA te A badhuM zuM che, tenI hatI. te kalpanAnuM eka vAra evuM rUpa dIThuM , punarjaname nathI, pApe nathI, puNya nathI, sukhe rahevuM ane saMsAra bhagavo e ja kRtakRtyatA che. enAthI bIjI paMcAtamAM nahi paDatAM, dharmanI vAsanAo kADhI nAkhI. keI dharma mATe nyunAdhika ke zraddhAbhAvapaNuM rahyuM nahi." paNa A bhAva lAMbe vakhata Takyo nahi. zeDo vakhata pasAra thatAM temAMthI navI ja zraddhA janmI. temAM temanuM jAtismaraNa jJAna, dharmagraMthonuM vAcana Adi madade AvyAM. dharmagraMthonA vAcane vizeSa jora pakaDayuM. temAMthI teo evA nirNaya para AvyA ke 3. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, pR. 197.

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544 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi vItarAgapraNIta mA ja zreSTha che. temAMthI vairAgyanI zarUAta thaI. vi. saM. 1940 pahelAM jagakartAne baMdha karatI "cInItibodhaka"nI garabI tathA anya kAvyo racAyAM hatAM, te vize teo udAsIna banyA. A arasAmAM teo avadhAnI, jyotiSI tathA kavi tarIkenI khyAti pAmI cUkyA hatA. zatAvadhAna sudhInA saphaLa prayogo temaNe muMbaImAM jAhera sabhAomAM aneka vakhata karI batAvyA hatA. ane e rIte teo kIrtinI Toca para hatA. paNa vi. saM. 1941mAM vairAgyane udaya AvatAM temanA jIvanamAM palaTo thayo. bIjo tabako: vItarAgamA pratinuM valaNa vi. saM. 1940 AsapAsa gharma pratinI azraddhAne tathA saMsArasukhanI abhilASAne kALa pUro thayo. dharma pustakanA vAcana tathA mananathI temane vi. saM. 1941mAM vairAgyane udaya Avyo. te vize temaNe lakhyuM che ke, "ogaNIsasene ekatAlIse addabhuta vairAgyadhAra re."4 A vairAgyanI dhArAmAM temaNe jAherajIvana tathA pravRttione tyAga karyo. smaraNazaktinA paracA ApavA, vartamAnapatro ke mAsikamAM lekhe ke kAvyo mekalavAM, avadhAnanA prayoga karavA vagereno vi. saM. 1943 sudhImAM saMpUrNa tyAga karyo, ane mAtra AtmAnI khojamAM ja teo cAlyA gayA. vi. saM. 1940-42mAM temaNe "bhAvanAbedha" tathA "mokSamALA"nI racanA karI. temAM temano vairAgya tathA temane AvelI vItarAgamArganI zraddhA joI zakAya che. A uparAMta "puSpamALA", "bodhavacana " Adi nItivacanamAM tathA "munisamAgama", "dvAdazAnuprekSA" AdimAM temane vairAgya joI zakAya che, e sarvanI racanA lagabhaga vi. saM. 1942 AsapAsa thaI hatI. vi. saM. 1941mAM zarU thayelI vairAgyanI dhArAe samaya jatAM vega pakaDaze. vi. saM. 1943mAM teo avadhAnathI maLelI kIrtinI Toce hatA, chatAM te sAlathI temaNe te prayoga baMdha karyA, ane dharmetara sAhityanI racanA paNa baMdha karI. e sAlamAM keTalAka lekhe lakhavAnI zarUAta karI hatI, paNa te apUrNa rahyA hatA. " uttarAdhyayana" Adi jaina sUtromAMthI anuvAda karavAnI zarUAta paNa karI hatI, te paNa vartatA vairAgyane lIdhe pUrNa laI zakayA na hatA. A samaya daramyAna vItarAgamArganI zraddhA AvatAM, te mArga pravartAvavAnI abhilASAne janma paNa A sAlamAM thayeluM joI zakAya che. vi. saM. 1943mAM racAyeluM temanuM sAhitya mAtra dharmane lagatuM ja che. temAM mukhyatve nItiniyamo darzAvanArAM vacano jovA maLe che. ane e uparAMta jana ga paranI TIkA ke anuvAda maLe che. temane pravartatI udAsInatAne lIdhe saMsArI saMbaMdhomAM teo sArI rIte pravatI zakatA na hatA, te vize paNa ullekha maLe che. temaNe temanA banevIne A sAlamAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - 4. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, pra. 81.

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paN 12. zrImadane kAmika AtmavikAsa patrano uttara nathI lakhI zakyo. tamAma mananI vicitra dazAne lIdhe che. roSa ke mAna e bemAMnuM kAMI nathI. kAMIka saMsArabhAvanI gamagInI te kharI. e uparathI Ape kaMTALI javuM na joIe. ...5 saMsArathI kaMTALyAna tathA vairAgyane udaya thayAne ulekha temanA A patramAM joI zakAze - vairAgyane lIdhe joItA khulAsA lakhI zakatuM nathI. kevaLa hRdayatyAgI chuM, thoDI mudatamAM kaMIka adabhuta karavAne tatpara chuM. saMsArathI kaMTALe chuM. huM bIjo mahAvIra chuM, ema mane Atmika zakti vaDe jaNAyuM che. vairAgyamAM jhIluM chuM. satya sukha ane satya AnaMda te AmAM nathI. te sthApana thavA eka kharo dharma calAvavA mATe AtmAe jhaMpalAvyuM che. je dharma pravartAvIza ja, atre e dharmanA ziSya karyA che. atre e dharmanI sabhA sthApana karI lIdhI che. sAtameM mahAnIti hamaNAM e dharmanA ziSyane mATe eka divasa taiyAra karI che. AkhI sRSTimAM paryaTana karIne paNa e dharma pravartAvIzuM. dharmanA siddhAMte daDha karI, huM saMsAra tyAgI, teone tyAgAvIza."6 zrImade potAnA banevIne vi. saM. 1943mAM lakhelA A patra parathI jANI zakAya che ke vItarAgamArganI zraddhA thavAthI zrImadane te mArga pravartAvavAno ulAsa ghaNe vyApyo che. teo nizcayapUrvaka janadharma pravartAvavA irache che. ane te mATenA prayatno paNa temaNe zarU karI dIdhA che. "nItivacane "nI racanA karI che, uparAMta keTalAka camatkAro vize ullekha paNa te pachInA patramAM maLe che. "paMcamakALamAM pravartana karavAmAM je je camatkAra joIe te ekatra che ane thatAM jAya che." Ama zrImadane jainamArga pravartAvavAnI tIvra abhilASA jAgI hatI. eka bAju temanA vairAgyanI vRddhi thAya che, ane bIjI bAju temane gRhasthAzramI banAvavAnI pravRtti zarU thAya che. lakSamI, saMsAra Adi prati temane vairAgya vartato hato, chatAM tenA saMpUrNa tyAgane nirNaya levAya te pahelAM tatkAlIna saMje anusAra temaNe vi. saM. 1944nA mAha suda 12nA roja gRhasthAzramamAM praveza karyo. te pachIthI paNa temanuM lakSa AtmA taraphathI khasyuM na hatuM. temane keTalAka camatkArI anubhavo paNa thatA hatA, temane eka jaIe. vi. saM. 1944nA aSADha vadamAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - A eka adabhuta vAta che ke DAbI AMkhamAMthI cAra-pAMca divasa thayAM eka nAnA caka je vIjaLI samAna jhabakAro thayA kare che. je AMkhathI jarA dUra jaI lavAya 5-6-7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti 1, AMka 26; AMka 27; AMka 28;

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546 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi che. lagabhaga pAMca miniTa thAya che, ke dekhAva de che. mArI draSTimAM te vAraMvAra jovAmAM Ave che. e khAte koI prakAranI bhramaNa nathI... prakAza ane divyatA vizeSa rahe che. aMtaHkaraNamAM bahu prakAza rahe che, zakti bahu teja mAre che. dhyAna samAdhistha rahe che." A badhA anubhavone kAraNe anya jagyAe lakSa javAne badale temanuM lakSa satsaMga prati ja vadhAre rahetuM thayuM hatuM. ane te meLavavA teo puruSAthI hatA. A arasAmAM teo pratimAne mAnatA thayA hatA. eTale ke "jinapratimA "nuM pUjana karavuM te paNa mokSamArga pAmavA mATe eka sAruM avalaMbana che tevo teno mata thayo hato. A samaya pahelAM teo jinamArgane svIkAratA hatA, paNa temane pratimApUjanamAM zraddhA na hatI. paNa keTalAka graMthanAM vAcana ane anubhavothI temane "pratimAnI sthApanA to zrI mahAvIra prabhunA samayathI cAlI Ave che" tevI zraddhA thaI. temanA e vicArono phelAvo thatAM sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA loke temanI viruddha thayA. temane samajAvavA mATe zrImade pratimAnI siddhi karate eka laghu graMtha lakhyo, paNa keTalAMka kAraNosara te prasiddha na karyo. satya apanAvyA pachI, tene mATe vartatA virodha prati zrImadda udAsIna hatA, te vize temaNe zrI jeThAbhAI para lakhelA patro sAre prakAza pADe che. temanA kaSAyabhAva keTalA meLA paDyA hatA te, tathA AtmA pAmavAnI jijJAsA keTalI tIvra hatI te temanAM vi. saM. 1944nA A vada bIjanA eka patramAM lakhAyelAM vacane vAMcatAM jaNAze. temAM lakhyuM che ke - jagatane rUDuM dekhADavA anaMta vAra prayatna karyuM, tethI rUDuM thayuM nathI, kema ke paribhramaNa ane paribhramaNanA hetuo haju pratyakSa rahyA che. eka bhava je AtmAnuM rUDuM thAya tema vyatIta karavAmAM jaze, te anaMtabhavanuM sATuM vaLI raheze, ema huM laghutvabhAve samajyo chuM. ane tema karavAmAM ja mArI pravRtti che. A mahAbaMdhanathI rahita thavAmAM je je sAdhana, padArtha zreSTha lAge, te grahavA e ja mAnyatA che, te pachI jagatanI anukULatA-pratikULatA zuM jevI ? te game tema bole paNa AtmA je baMdhana rahita thatuM hoya, samAdhimaya dazA pAmate hoya te tema karI levuM. mAre mATe kaI kaMI kahe te sAMbhaLI mauna raheje, teone mATe kaMI zeka-harSa karazo nahIM. A tamArA mAnelA "murabbI" mATe kaI paNa prakAre harSa-zoka karazo nahi, tenI IcchA mAtra saMka95-vika95thI rahita thavAnI ja che, tene ane A vicitra jagatane kaMI lAgatuMvaLagatuM ke levAdevA nathI. eTale temAMthI tene mATe game te vicAro baMdhAya ke belAya, te bhaNI have javA IcchA nathI. jagatamAMthI je paramANu pUrvakALe bheLAM karyA che te haLave haLave tene ApI daI RNamukta thavuM e ja tenI sadA saupagI, vahAlI, zreSTha ane parama jijJAsA che. pUrvakarmanA AdhAre tenuM sadhaLuM vicaravuM che, ema samajI parama saMtoSa rAkhajo, jyAM tyAMthI rAgadveSarahita thavuM e ja mAro dharma che; 8. "zrImada rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 32 *

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12. zrImadane kamika AtmavikAsa huM koI gacchamAM nathI, paNa AtmAmAM chuM; e bhUlazo nahi."9 zrImadanI Atmika sthiti jANavA bahu upayegI thAya tevA A patra parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke temaNe kIti-apakIrtinA rAga-dveSathI chUTavAne prabaLa puruSArtha upADyo hato. ane potAnuM samagra lakSa temaNe AtamA pAmavA upara ja kendrita karyuM hatu. saMkalpa-vikalpa ane rAgadveSa rahita thavAnI temanI AkAMkSA temaNe ahIM spaSTa zabdomAM darzAvI che. pratimAnI zraddhA thayA pachI lokamAM tamane mATe je virodha thayo hato, tenA saMdarbhamAM A Akho patra jaThAbhAI upara lakhAyeluM che. je temanI vItarAgamArganI zraddhA, te mArge cAlavAno nirNaya ane rAga-dveSathI mukta thavAno nizcaya batAve che. temane A nirNaya dhIre dhIre daDha banate gayo hato. vi. saM. 194pamAM Atmatattva pAmavA mATenI temanI ja cAlu hatI. te mATenA puruSArthathI pragaTatA keTalAka guNa vize anya vyakti prazaMsA kare to paNa te teo vize udAsIna hatA, ane AtmA prApta karavAnA puruSArtha mAM ja magna hatA. Ama temanI aMtaraMgaNuM nigraMtha mAga bhaNI vahetI hatI, ane bahArathI gRhastha zreNI hatI. te baMne vacce virodha temane kheda Apato hato. juo - udaya AvelAM prAcIna karmo bhogavavAM, nUtana na baMdhAya emAM ja ApaNuM Atmahita che, e zreNImAM vartana karavA mArI prapUrNa AkAMkSA che; paNa te jJAnIgamya hovAthI bAhya pravRtti haju tene eka aMza paNa thaI zakatI nathI. AMtarapravRtti game teTalI nirAgaaiNuM bhaNe vaLatI hoya, paNa bAhyane AdhIna hajI bahu vartavuM paDe te dekhItuM che, belatAM, cAlatAM, besatAM, UThatAM ane kaMI paNa kAma karatAM laukika zreNIne anusarIne cAlavuM paDe; je ema na thaI zake te loka kutarkamAM jAya, ema mane saMbhave che."10 Ama zrImadanA jIvananA be spaSTa pravAhanI zarUAta vi. saM. 1945mAM thaI. temaNe bAhyathI gRhasthAzrama ane vyApAra svIkAryA hatA ane aMtaraMga IrachA nirAgaNamAM hatI, te baMnenA virodhathI zrImaddanI kasoTInI zarUAta thayelI dekhAya che. A virodhane sahI zake eTaluM AtmabaLa temaNe A samaye meLavI lIdhuM hatuM. temaNe mokSamArganI ekatA hovAno nirdhAra karI lIdhuM hatuM, ane sAthe sAthe dharmanA matabhedomAM na paDavAno nirNaya paNa laI lIdho hato. temaNe vi. saM. 1945nA phAgaNa suda 9nA eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke - mekSanA mArga be nathI. je je puruSe mekSarUpa paramazAMtine bhUtakALe pAmyA, te te saghaLA puru eka ja mArgathI pAmyA che. vartamAnakALe paNa tethI ja pAme che ane bhaviSyakALe paNa tethI ja pAmaze.. 9. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 37 10 ejana, AMka 50

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548 sarva kALe te mArganuM heAvApaNuM che matabheda rAkhI kAI meAkSa pAmyA nathI, vicArIne jeNe matabhedane TALye, te atavRttine pAmI krame karI zAzvata meAkSane pAmyA che, pAme che ane pAmaze.'1 1 Ama A varSamAM mArganI niHzaMkatA, AtmAnAM astitva AdinI zraddhA temane thaI gaI hatI. ane AMtara tathA khAdya pravRtti vacce vadhelA virodha temane duHkhadAyaka banyA hatA. te vize temaNe lakhyuM che keH-- zrImatI jIvanasiddhi 66 'duHkhiyAM manuSyAnu` pradarzana karavAmAM Avyu hAya tA khacIta tenA zirAbhAgamAM huM... AvI zaku... mahAraMbha, mahAparigraha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha ke evu' tevu' jagatamAM kaI ja nathI, ema vismaraNudhyAna karavAthI paramAnaMda rahe che. tene uparanAM kAraNothI jevAM paDe che, e mahA kheda che. aMtaraMgacaryA paNa kAI sthaLe kheAlI zakAtI nathI. evAM pAtrAnI durlabhatA mane thai paDI e ja mahA duHkhamatA kA. 12 Ama A virAdhI zreNIthI temane duHkha anubhavavuM paDatuM hatu, tema chatAM AtmAnI kAI evI anubhUti temane thaI hatI ke tee e duHkhamAM paNa samatA rAkhI zakatA hatA. je nigraMtha mArga temaNe svIkAryA hatA, tene pASaNa ApavArUpa satsaMganA abhAva hAvAthI kheda rahetA hatA, paNa te mAnI zraddhA thaI hAvAthI je zAMti vedAtI hatI te vize temaNe lakhyu che keH~~ " tApaNu te kramanuM khIja hRdayamAM avazya rApAyuM che, ane e ja sukhakara thayuM che. sRSTinA rAjathI je sukha maLavA AzA naheAtI, tema ja kAI paNa rIte game tevA auSadhathI, sAdhanathI, cIMthI, putrathI, mitrathI ke khIjA aneka upacArathI je a'tAMti thavAnI nahAtI te thai che. niraMtaranI - bhaviSyakALanI - bhIti gaI che ane eka sAdhAraNa upajIvanamAM pravartatA evA A tamArA mitra ene ja laIne jIve che. '13 ApaNe joI zakIe chIe ke zrImad va. sa'. 1945 AsapAsa vItarAgamAga prati zraddhAvAna thayA hatA. ane zuddha anubhavasvarUpa samakti prApta karavAnI pUrvataiyArIrUpa zama, sa'vega, niveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA - Adi guNo temanAmAM pragaTavA lAgyA hatA, jenI vizeSatA vi. sa'. 1946nI sAlamAM jovA maLe che. vi. sa'. 1946mAM AtmA vizenI vicAraNA vizeSa jora pakaDe che, tene prApta karavAnA puruSArtha karavAnA ullekha ThekaThekANe maLe che. eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che keH-- zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 54 13. ejana AMka 83 11. 12. eNjana, AMka 82

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549 12. zramane bhika AtmavikAsa AtmAne oLakhavo hoya to AtmAnA paricayI thavuM, paravastunA tyAgI thavuM.14 e ja rIte koI paNa dharma vizeno Agraha temane A varSamAM chuTI gayo hato. temanI evI mAnyatA thaI hatI ke je mAge AmA pamAya te ja uttama dharma. AthI matamatAMtarane tyAga karavAnI bhalAmaNa karatAM vacane paNa temanA A sAlamAM lakhAyelA patre jotAM maLe che. vi. saM. 1946nA kArataka suda sAtamanA roja zrI manasukharAma sUryarAmane temaNe lakheluM ke : "jaina saMbaMdhI Apane kaMI paNa mAro Agraha dazAvatA nathI. tema AtmA je rUpa ha te rUpa game tethI thAo e sivAya bIjI mArI aMtaraMga jijJAsA nathI; e kaMI kAraNathI kahI jaI jene paNa eka pavitra darzana che, ema kahevAnI AjJA lauM chuM. te mAtra je vastu je rUpe svAnubhavamAM AvI hoya te rUpe kahevI ema samajIne."15 e ja varSanA aSADI amAsanA roja zrImad zrI manasukharAma sUryarAmane pharIthI lakhyuM hatuM ke - jananA AgrahathI ja mokSa che, ema AtmA ghaNA vakhata thayAM mAnavuM bhUlI gayA che. muktabhAvamAM mokSa che ema dhAraNuM che."16 upara jayAM tevAM avataraNe parathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke temane jainadharmanI zreSatA jaNAI hovA chatAM, te vize keI jAtane pakSapAta rahyuM na hatuM, ane temanI vRtti ekamAtra AtmA prApta karavA tarapha ja vaLI hatI. pariNAme temane zraddhArUpa samakti prApta thayuM hatuM - AsapuruSanA vacananI pratItirUpa, AjJAnI apUrva rucirUpa, svachaMdanidhapaNe AptapuruSanI bhaktirUpa e prathama samakita kahyuM che."1 7 Ama anubhavasvarUpa zuddha AtmA pragaTa thayA pahelAM AtmA vize je daDhatA Ave che te vi. sa. 1946mAM temane AvI gaI hatI. ane tethI te temane mArganI niHzakatA lAgatI hatI. zrImaddane AvelI te daDhatA temanAM vi. saM. 1946nA kArataka sudamAM lakhAyelAM nIcenAM vacanomAM joI zakAze - te pavitra darzana thayA pachI game te vartana hA, paraMtu tene tIvra baMdhana nathI, anaMta saMsAra nathI, seLa bhava nathI, atyaMtara duHkha nathI, zaMkAnuM nimitta nathI, aMtaraga mehinI nathI, sat sat nirUpama, sarvottama, zula, zItaLa, amRtamaya darzanajJAna, samyakRtimaya, cirakALa AnaMdaprApti, addabhuta svarU padarzitAnI balihArI che ! "18 18. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 85 15. ejana, AMka 87. 16-17. ejana, AMka 120 AMka 751 18. ejana, AMka 91

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi samyagdarzana thayA pachI zuM nathI, ane zuM che tenuM nirNayapUrvakanuM Alekhana A vacanamAM joI zakAya che. anubhUti vine A vacane zuM nIkaLI zake kharAM? A vacana batAve che ke temane samakita pragaTayuM hatuM. A zraddhAnarUpa samakitanA pariNAmamAM je guNe khIlavA joIe te paNa temanA jIvanamAM khIlelA joI zakAya che. tenuM sauthI paheluM lakSaNa che saMsAra taraphanI aruci. A aruci thavAnI zarUAta zrImane lagabhaga vi. saM. 1941thI thaI hatI. paNa vi. saM. 1946mAM te temane nirNaya thaI jAya che ke - kuTuMbarUpI kAjaLanI keTaDanA vAsathI saMsAra vadhe che. game teTalI tenI sudhAraNA karaze te paNa ekAMtathI jeTale saMsArakSaya thavAno che, tene sAmo hisso paNa te kAjaLagRhamAM rahevAthI thavAno nathI. kaSAyanuM te nimitta che, mehane rahevAno anAdikALane parvata che."19 ane saMsAra ATale akAre lAgatuM hovA chatAM temane temAM rahevuM paDayuM hatuM, te ja temane mATe viSama paristhiti hatI. saMsArathI chUTavAne vicAra paNa temaNe karyo hato, paNa kALanA aniSTapaNAnI baLavattaratA AgaLa te vicArane temane mahAkhedanI sAthe gauNa karavo paDayo hato. juo - je vivekane mahAdanI sAthe gaNa karavo paDayo che, te vivekamAM ja cittavRtti prasanna rahI jAya che, bAhya tenI prAdhAnyatA nathI rAkhI zakAtI e mATe akathya kheda thAya che. tathApi jyAM nirUpAyatA che, tyAM sahanatA sukhadAyaka che, ema mAnyatA hovAthI maunatA che.20 Ama AMtarika nigraMthamArga bhaNuM jatI zreNIne teo bAhyathI pradhAnatA ApI nahotA zakatA. tenAthI thatA duHkhane samabhAve veThI levAnI daDhatA, sahanazIlatA temaNe meLavI lIdhI hatI, te ApaNe uparanA patrathI jANI zakIe chIe. Ama vi. saM. 1946 mAM saMsAra taraphathI arucine lIdhe thato kheda zrImada samabhAve vedI levA tatpara bane che te ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. tema karavAmAM teno vicAra evo hatuM ke je karmo pachIthI bhogavatAM lAMbA kALa mAge tene thoDA kALamAM tIvrapaNe bhogavI levAM. jethI karmanivRtti jaladI thAya. A paristhitimAM teo potAne bodha ApatA hoya tevAM vacane paNa jovA maLe che, jemAM teo potAne rAgadveSa cheDavAno, aMtaramAM ja sukhane zodhavAne upadeza kare che.2 1 bIjI bAju teo zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvana sAthe jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAM bhAgIdAra tarIke joDAya che. ane e rIte sAMsArika upAdhine vadhAro thAya che. te upAdhi grahaNa karavAne hetu zrImade pitAnI rojanIzImAM A pramANe lakhyo che - 19. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 103 20. ejana, AMka 113 21. ejana, 5. 212.

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12. zrIma kamika AtmakipAsa 551 bhaviSyakALe je upAdhi ghaNo vakhata rokaze, te upAdhi vadhAre duHkhadAyaka thAya te paNa ceDA vakhatamAM bheLavI levI e vadhAre zreyaskara che."2 13 ane e upAdhi keTalAka hetuthI samAdhirUpa thaze tema temaNe mAnyuM hatuM. temAM temaNe niyama karyo hato ke koInA doSa jevA nahi, potAnA ja doSa jevA. svaprazaMsA karavI nahi. sarvane priya thAya tevI ja vartaNuka rAkhavA prayatna karo. hamezAM satya bolavuM, bhUla mATe pazcAtApI thavuM, ane pitAnI paramArthazreNa sAcavavA pUrA prayatna rahevuM. A pramANe vatIne te vyavahAropAdhi grahaNa karavAne temaNe nirNaya karyo hato. Ama temanI bAhya ane AMtara zreNI varacene virodha A varSamAM vadhavAmAM temane vadhato vairAgya paNa nimitta hate. vi. saM. 1946nI sAlamAM zrImada zrI sabhAgabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI tathA lallujI mahArAjanA paricayamAM AvyA hatA. ane teo badhA zrImaddanA guNothI AkarSAI temane sapuruSa mAnatA thayA hatA, te ja batAve che ke bAhya gRhasthAzreNI hovA chatAM zrImadanI aMtaraMga zreNuM keTalI nirAgI thaI haze. vaLI, A varSamAM temane zrI jUThAbhAIne viyega tha, te duHkha paNa khamavuM paDyuM hatuM. temanA avasAna vize zrImade traNa mAsa pahelAM noMdha lIdhI hatI te temanA AtmAnI vi. saM. 1946 sudhImAM thayelI nirmaLatA sUcave che. saMsAra taraphane vairAgya eka bAju vadhato jAya che, ane bIjI bAju sAMsArika upAdhio paNa vadhatI jAya che, te sAthe "bhaviSyajJAnanI jemAM avazya che te vAta paranuM lakSa ghaTatuM jAya che. temaNe prApta karela tiSa Adi jJAna vize temane rasa ghaTavA lAge hato. emanI aMtaraMgacaryA kevI hatI te vize temaNe zrI sebhAgabhAIne vi. saM. 1946nA bhAdaravA suda bIjanA patramAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - rAtri ane divasa eka paramArtha viSayanuM ja manana rahe che. AhAra paNa e ja che, nidrA paNa e ja che, zayana paNa e ja che, svapna paNa e ja che, bhaya paNa e ja che, bhoga paNa e ja che, parigraha paNa e ja che, calana paNa e ja che, Asana paNa e ja che tene lIdhe nathI kaMI jevuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI sUMghavuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI kaMI cAkhavuM gamatuM ke nathI kaMI sparzavuM gamatuM, nathI bolavuM gamatuM ke nathI mauna rahevuM gamatuM, nathI besavuM gamatuM ke nathI UThavuM gamatuM, nathI sUvuM gamatuM ke jAgavuM gamatuM, nathI khAvuM gamatuM ke nathI bhUkhyuM rahevuM gamatuM, nathI asaMga gamata ke nathI saMga gamate, nathI lakSmI gamatI ke nathI alakSmI gamatI ema che; tathApi te pratye AzA nirAzA kaMI ja UgatuM jaNAtuM nathI. tathApi bahArathI gRhasthapaNAnI pravRtti nathI thaI zaktI, dehabhAva dekhADave pAlavato nathI, AtmabhAvathI pravRtti bAhyathI karavAne keTalAka aMtarAya che."2 2 21ma. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 157 (13) 22. ejana AMka 133.

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552 zrImanI avanasiddhi AvI videhI dazA vartatI hovAthI temane pravRtti karavI keTalI muzkela paDatI haze tene kaIka aMdAja A avataraNa parathI AvI zakaze. AvI paristhitine lIdhe thayelA janma mATe thata kheda temaNe A vacanethI darzAvyuM che - "A kSetramAM A kALe A dehadhArIne janma thavo yogya naheAte. joke sarva kSetre janmavAnI teNe IcchA rUMdhI ja che, tathApi thayelA janma mATe zeka darzAvavA Ama rudanavAkya lakhyuM che. 23 vi. saM. 1946mAM zrImaddanI AtmasAkSAtkAra karavAnI jijJAsA vadhe che, saMsAra ane vyApArane lagatI upAdhio paNa vadhe che, te vizenA temanA vairAgyanI paNa vRddhi thAya che, pariNAme e be vidhI mArgane samabhAve sahI levAne prabaLa nizcaya temanA AtmAmAM pravate che. tenuM vedana karavAmAM temanI paramArtha prakAzavAnI abhilASA gauNa banI jAya che, ane ahIM temane Amika vikAsane bIjo tabakko pUrNa thAya che. tabako trIjo : samyajJAnanI prApti vi. saM. 1946 sudhI bhogavelA AtmamaMthananA pariNAmarUpe vi. saM. 1947mAM zrImadane zuddha samaktinI prApti thAya che. te sAthe bIjI keTalIka siddhionI tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti thAya che. Ama temano AtmA pAramArthika sukhane bhoktA bane che, karmakSaya karI mokSasukha pAmavA utAvaLA thAya che. paNa bIjI bAju upAdhirUpa karmone prabaLa udaya Ave che. jema jema vyavahAra, vepArAdithI chUTavA zrImadda prayatno kare che tema tema teo vadhune vadhu kheMcatA jAya che, ane tethI aMtaraMga zreNI ane bAhya vaccene virodha ugra svarUpa pakaDe che, te eTale sudhI ke sarva samabhAve vedI levAnI IcchAvALA zrImada paNa akaLAI UThe evI paristhitio Ave che. chatAM teo bhAgye ja dhIraja gumAve che, ane paramArthamArgane prakAzavAnI IcchA gauNa karI udayamAM AvelAM karmone bhegavavAmAM ja temano vi. saM. 15ra sudhIno samaya pasAra thaI jAya che. A udaya eTale badho prabaLa hatuM ke A gALAmAM sAhityane lagatI racanAo paNa bahu ochI thaI che, paNa AvelI sarve muzkelIone oLaMgIne zrImade kaI rIte AtmavikAsa sAdhyo hato te jANavA mATe A tabakko temanA jIvanamAM sauthI agatyane gaNI zakAya. vi. saM. 1947nI sAlanI zarUAtamAM zuddha samakita pragaTayA pachI AkhA varSa sudhI tenAthI pragaTa thato ullAsa najare caDe che. vi. saM. 1946mAM AvelI samajaNanI vRddhi dinapratidina thatI gaI hatI. te vize zrImad bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - e jJAnanI dinapratidina A AtmAne paNa vizeSatA thatI jAya che. niHzaMkapaNAnI, nirbhayapaNAnI, nimjhana paNAnI ane nispRhapaNAnI jarUra hatI, 23. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 134

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12. zrImadane mika AtmavikAsa te ghaNe aMze prApta thaI jAya che. jagatane, jagatanI lIlAne beThAM beThAM maphatamAM joIe chIe. "24 A pachI thoDA divasamAM zuddha samakita pragaTyAnI khAtarI ApatAM zrImadunAM vacana maLe che. kArataka suda bArasanA roja pitAne jJAna prApta thayuM hoya tevI matalabane eka patra teo aMbAlAlabhAIne lakhe che, ane te pachI kArataka suda 14nA roja te vizenAM spaSTa vacane zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhyAM che ke - AtmA jJAna pAmyo che te niHsaMzaya che; graMthibheda thayo e traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. sarva jJAnIoe paNa e vAta svIkArI che. have chevaTanI nirvikalpa samAdhi ApaNane pAmavI bAkI che, je sulabha che... mATe daDha nizcaya karyo che ke e dazAne pAmI pachI pragaTa mAga kahe - paramArtha prakAza - tyAM sudhI nahIM. ane e dazAne have kaMI jhAjho vakhata paNa nathI. paMdara aMze te pahoMcI javAyuM che. nirvikalpatA te che ja paraMtu nivRtti nathI, nivRtti hoya te bIjAnA paramArtha mATe zuM karavuM te vicArI zakAya...ATalA mATe hamaNAM to kevaLa gupta thaI javuM ja yaMgya che. eka akSare e viSaye vAta karavA icchA thatI nathI."25 zrImade pitAne thayelA graMthibheda vize, hastadhamAM eka aMgata kAvyamAM paNa lakhyuM ogaNasane suDatAlIse, samakita zuddha prakANyuM re; zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhADuM re."26 Ama graMthibheda thavAthI zrImade evo nirNaya karelo jaNAya che ke tyAgI thayA vinA paramArthamArga prakAza nahi. e abhilASA ane e jJAnane tyAM sudhI aMtaramAM ja zamAvI devAM. tyAgI thavA mATe nirNaya paNa tyAre lIdho hato, paNa e abhilASa pUre thAya te pahelAM te temane aneka saMkaTa varacethI pasAra thavuM paDayuM hatuM. vi. saM. 1947nI zarUAtamAM ja temane jJAna pragaTaDyA pachI temanI aMtaraMga avasthA varNavatA ghaNA patro maLe che, jemAM temanI avasthA, abhilASA ityAdi vize Alekhana thayeluM jovA maLe che. A varSa evuM che ke jemAM zrImade potAnI aMtaraMgacaryA sauthI vizeSa lakhI che. zrImade pitAne thayelA jJAnane ulekha judI judI vyaktio paranA vi. saM. 1947nA patromAM karelo jovA maLe che, jemAMnA moTA bhAganA patro bhAgabhAI upara lakhAyelA che. temAMnAM keTalAMka vacane joI e - 24. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 165 25 ejana, AMka 170 26. ejana, hAtha nedha 1-32

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554 zrImadanI chavanasiddhi "eka bAjuthI paramArthamArga tvarAthI prakAzavA IchA che, ane eka bAjuthI alakha "le' mAM samAI javuM ema rahe che. alakha "le' mAM AtmAe karI samAveza thayo che, cage karIne kare e eka raTaNa che."2 7 "chevaTanuM svarUpa samajAyAmAM, anubhavAyAmAM alpa paNa nyUnatA rahI nathI. jema che tema sarva prakArano eka deza bAda karatAM bAkI sarva anubhavAyuM che."28 te mArga je tamArI gyatA haze te ApavAnI samarthatAvALo puruSa bIje tamAre zodha nahi paDe."29 A mArga sarvajJAnIoe sevyo che, seve che. ane sevaze. jJAnaprApti ethI amane thaI hatI, vartamAne e ja mArgathI thAya che, ane anAgata kALe paNa jJAnaprAptine e ja mArga che."30 "paNa sudhAnI dhArA pachInAM keTalAMka darzana thayAM che, ane je asaMgatAnI sAthe Apano satsaMga hoya te chevaTanuM paripUrNa prakAze tema che; kAraNa ke te ghaNuM karIne sarva prakAre jANyuM che. 31 zrImada vi. saM. 1947mAM lakhelAM A vacane parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke temane jJAnaprApti avazya thaI hatI temAM temane sukha, AnaMdA zAMti Adi AtmAnA utkRSTa guNone AMzika anubhava thaye hato. ane pariNAme vairAgyamAM vadhAre thayo hato. tene lIdhe asaMgadazA ane satsaMga prApta karavAnI emanI abhilASA tIvra banI hatI. asaMgadazA meLavavA mATenI tIvratA A varSathI zarU thayelI joI zakAya che. bAhya tyAgI na thaI zakayA tepaNa AMtarika asaMgadazAnuM mahattva temane jJAna thayA pachI vizeSa lakSamAM AvyuM hatuM. tethI e dazA meLavavAne abhilASa temaNe ghaNI jagyAe vyakta karyo hate. jema ke - asaMgavRtti hovAthI samudAyamAM rahevuM bahu vikaTa che satsaMganI ava khAmI che, ane vikaTa vAsamAM nivAsa che paramAnaMda che, paNa asatsaMga che.''32 "atra paramAnaMdavRtti che paNa haju amArI prasannatA mArA upara thatI nathI, kAraNa ke jevI joIe tevI asaMgadazAthI vartatuM nathI, ane mithyA pratibaMdhamAM vAsa che. mATe ame asaMgatAne icchIe chIe, kAM tamArA saMgane IcchIe. 33 27. "zrImada rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 176. 28. ejana, AMka 187. 29 ejana, AMka 173. 30. ejana, AMka 194. 31. ejana, AMka 197. 3ra. ejana, AMka 201. 33. ejana, AMka 204, 25.

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12, zrImanA kramika vikAsa 555 " ame teA kaI tevuM jJAna dharAvatA nathI ke jethI traNe kALa sarva prakAre jaNAya, ane amane evA jJAnanA kaMI vizeSa lakSe nathI; amane tA vAstavika evu' je svarUpa tenI bhakti ane asa`gatA, e priya che. 34 Ama zrImada kevaLa asa`gatA prApta karavAnA prayatna vi. sa. 1947thI prakhaLa puruSAtha thI ArAdhe che, ane temAM teo keTaleka aMze saphaLa paNa thAya che. temanI cittavRtti bAhya prasaMgeAmAM pravartatI aTakIne aMtaramAM pravatavA mAMDe che. ane temane asa'gadazA svAbhAvika rIte AvatI jAya che. tenA ullekha paNa ApaNane vi. sa. 1947nA phAgaNa mAsathI maLe che - " A jagata pratye amArA parama udAsIna bhAva varte che; te sAva seAnAnu` thAya tApaNa amane tRNavat che, ane paramAtmAnI vibhUtirUpe amAru bhaktidhAma che. '35 amAruM. citta niHspRha atizaya che; ane jagatamAM saspRha tarIke vartI e chIe, e kaLiyuganI kRpA che. '36 66 66 peAtAnuM athavA pAraku jene kaI rahyuM nathI evI keAI dazA tenI prApti have samI ja che, ( A dahe che); ane tene lIdhe parecchAthI vartIe chIe.'37 " amane koI padArthAMmAM ruci mAtra rahI nathI; kaI prApta karavAnI icchA thatI nathI; vyavahAra kema cAle che enuM bhAna nathI; jagata zu* sthitimAM che tenI smRti rahetI nathI; keAI zatru-mitramAM bhedabhAva rahyo nathI; kANu zatru che ane kANu mitra che, enI khabara rakhAtI nathI; ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe... peAtAnI icchAe thADI ja pravRtti karavAmAM Ave che; jema rie iccheleA krama dore tema dorAIe chIe ..ATalu badhu chatAM manamAnatI udAsInatA nathI, ema mAnIe chIe. ''38 sa'sAra calAvatAM, vepAra karatAM karatAM zrImad keTalI asaMgatA prApta karI zakayA hatA te ApaNa temanAM uparanAM vacaneAthI jANI zakIe chIe. temanI dehAtmabuddhi keTalI badhI TaLI gaI hatI tenA khyAla paNa emAMthI AvI zake che. ane e paristhitimAM jyAtiSa, sAhitya, avadhAna AdinI paNa aruci vadhe te svAbhAvika che. AthI te tevI kAI khAbata vizenI vicAraNA temaNe lakhelA patromAM jovA maLatI nathI, eTaluM ja nahi, te vize kAI puchAve te teo " tenA uttara maLI zake tema nathI '' tevA abhiprAyanA javAba lakhatA. ATalI badhI asaMga - tyAgI thavAnI icchA haiAvA chatAM vyavahAra calAvavA paDatA hatA, ane sane karmAya gaNI teo vedatA hatA. temAM vAraMvAra vanavAsa levAnI icchA paNa thaI jatI. eka patramAM teo lakhe che keH 34. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 213 66 35. ejana, AMka 214. 37. ejata. AMka 234. 36. ejana, AMka 222. 38. ajana, AMTha 255.

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556 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi saraLa vATa maLyA chatAM upAdhinA kAraNathI tanmayabhakita rahetI nathI, ane ekatAra sneha UbharAtuM nathI. AthI kheda rahyA kare che ane vAraMvAra vanavAsanI IcchA thayA kare che. joke vairAgya to evo rahe che ke ghara ane vanamAM ghaNuM karIne AtmAne bheda rahyo nathI. 39 ane AvA vairAgyane lIdhe temanA ahama keTalo gaLI gayo hate te temanA "taNakhalAnA be kaTakA karavAnI sattA paNa ame dharAvatA nathI."40 e eka vacanathI samajI zakAya tema che. Ama temanA cittamAMthI kaavabhAva ghaNe aMze cAlyo gayo hato. AthI ja hariicchAthI jIvavAnI ane pachAthI cAlavAnI bhAvanA teo ArAdhI zakyA hatA. Ama vi. saM. 1947nuM varSa zrImaddanA jIvanamAM ghaNuM ja agatyanuM hatuM. te varSamAM, anAdikALanA temanA jIvanamAM nahete banyuM te apUrva prasaMga banyo hato. keTalAye bhavanI sAdhanA pachI temane vi. saM. 1947mAM zuddha samakita prakANyuM hatuM, arthAt anubhavasvarUpa AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM hatuM. jenadarzana anusAra Atmika vikAsa zreNImAM svasaMvedanarUpa anubhava e cothuM guNasthAna che, ane tyAga pachI mokSa kaMI dUra nathI. Atmadarzana thayA pachI te TakI rahe te, vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhavamAM AtmAnI mukti nizcita thaI jAya che, ema zAstro kahe che. e rIte zrImaddanI bhavasaMkhyA nizcita thaI gaI hatI. vaLI, tenA keTalAka AnuSaMgika guNe paNa temanAmAM AvyA hatA. teo saMsAramAM beThA hatA, chatAM sAva niHspRha tarIke vatI zake tevo virAgya dharAvatA hatA. saMga cheDavAnI vRtti ghaNI tIvra banI gaI hatI. keI paNa kArya karavAnI katRtvabuddhine lepa thavA mAMDyo hato. ane svAtmamAM ja magna rahevAnI vRttie jora pakaDayuM hatuM. ane e paristhitimAM "prabhu pratye dInatva, yama niyama", "jinavara kahe che jJAna tene", "jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName " Adi tattvasabhara ane anubhavamUlaka kAvyonI temanA dvArA racanA thaI. A jAtanI paristhiti jo cAlu rahI hota to temanI bAdha tema ja AMtara bane prakAranI dazA kaI ora ja hota temAM zaMkA nathI. paNa vi. saM. 1948thI temanAM karmoe navuM svarUpa lIdhuM. jema jema teo saMsAranA baMdhanathI chUTavAnA prayatna karatA gayA, tema tema teone vadhu ne vadhu upAdhio AvatI gaI ane te eTale sudhI ke kyAreka te temane AtmArtha chUTI javAne Dara paNa lAgI jato. AvI paristhiti lagabhaga vi. saM. 15ra sudhI cAlI. paNa teo AvelAM saghaLAM saMkaTane sAmane saphaLatApUrvaka karIne pAra UtaryA, ane karmone parAjaya Apyo. temanI karmo sAmenI A laData te temanA AtmavikAsane trIjo tabakko. A tabakkAmAM teo bAhya gRhasthAzreNI ane AMtarika nigraMthazreNInAM hendramAM evA te aTavAI gayA hatA ke temane paramArthamArga prakAzavAnI icchA sAva gauNa karI nAkhavI paDI hatI, eTaluM ja nahi paricita vartuLAthI bane tyAM sudhI gupta rahevAnA teo kAmI banyA hatA. kAraNa ke, nahitara lokone bhrAMtinA hetu thAya tevuM hatuM. pariNAme tattvajJAnane lagatI ke temanA jJAnane anubhava ApatI kRtio A samaya daramyAna bhAgye ja racAI che. 39. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 217. 40. ejana, AMka 230.

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12. zrama kamika cAtmavikAsa 557 vi. saM. 1948thI A upAdhiyoganI zarUAta thaI. A varSamAM temane vepAra ghaNe vo hatuM tethI temAM samaya vizeSa pasAra thato hato. bIjI bAju satsaMganI vAto karI zake tevAM pAtronI durlabhatA paNa temane akaLAvatI hatI, tema chatAM temanA AtmavikAsamAM kaI rukAvaTa A varSamAM AvI hoya tevuM lAgatuM nathI. upAdhi to hatI. paNa te eTalI tIvra na hatI ke temanA AtmArthane hAni pahoMcADe. AthI to teo potAnI aMtaraMga zreNI jALavI zakyA hatA. mAtra temaNe Imbele sarvasaMgatyAga karI zakyA na hatA, te mATe avarodha hato. temanI asaMgatA keTalI AgaLa vadhI hatI te jaNAvatAM vi. saM. 1948mAM lakhAyelAM temanAM nIcenAM vacana juo - ava samAdhi che... asaMgavRtti hovAthI ANumAtra upAdhi sahana thaI zake tevI dazA nathI, toya sahana karIe chIe. sudhAne vize amane saMdeha nathI..."8 1 "apUrva vItarAgatA chatAM vepAra saMbaMdhI kaMIka pravartana karI zakIe chIe." amane je nivikalpa nAmanI samAdhi che, te to AtmAnI svarUpa pariNati vartatI hovAne lIdhe che...vana ane ghara e baMne koI prakAre amane samAna che, tathApi vanamAM pUrNa vItarAgabhAvane artha rahevuM vadhAre rucikara lAge che, sukhanI IcchA nathI paNa vItarAgapaNAnI icchA che. "43 "eka avikalpa samAdhi sivAya bIju kharI rIte rAmaraNa rahetuM nathI, ciMtana rahetuM nathI, ruci rahetI nathI, athavA kaMI kAma karAtuM nathI. "4 4 "amAre vize vartate parama vairAgya vyavahArane vize kayAreka mane maLavA te nathI...ame te pAMca mAsa thayAM jagata, Idhara ane anya bhAva e sarvane vize udAsInapaNe vatIe chIe... amAruM je citta te AtmA sivAya anya sthaLe pratibaddhatA pAmatuM nathI. "45 AvuM muktapaNuM temane mAgazara suda 6, vi. saM. 1948thI ekadhAru pravartatuM AvyuM che tevA ulekha temaNe te ja sAlanA zrAvaNa vadanA eka patramAM karyo che.46 AvuM asaMgapaNa vartatuM hovAthI temanI jyotiSa, siddhi Adi vizenI Asakti sAva lupta thaI gaI hatI. tethI te bhAgabhAIne temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - jyArathI yathArtha bodhanI utpatti thaI che, tyArathI koI paNa prakAranA siddhige ke vidyAnA yoge sAMsArika sAdhana patAsaMbaMdhI ke parasaMbaMdhI karavAnI pratijJA che, 4. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 308. 42. ejana, AMka 313. 43. ejana, AMka 312. 48. ejana, AMka 329, 5. ejana, AMka 368. 46. ejana, AMka 400

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papa zrImanI jIvanasiddhi ane e pratijJAmAM eka paLa paNa maMDhapaNuM AvyuM hoya ema haju sudhImAM thayuM che ema sAMbharatuM nathI. "47 zrImanAM A vacanAthI jANI zakAya che ke temaNe jJAna pragaTayA pachI pitAne varelI siddhione leza paNa upayoga karyo na hate. loko te mATe kahetA hoya chatAM AtmArthane kAraNe tene upayoga na karavAmAM kevI prabaLa nizcayazakita joIe te te sarvavidita che. zrImadda e zakti meLavI hatI. AvuM nizcayabaLa temanAmAM trIjA tabakkAthI pragaTa thayeluM joI zakAya che. temanuM mana saMsAramAMthI UThI gayuM hatuM. temanuM citta kuTuMba, dhana, putra, AdithI mukta ane kedha, mAna, mAyA, lobha AdithI apratibaMdha jevuM thaI gayuM hatuM. e cittamAM satsaMganI tathA asaMgatAnI IcchA prabaLa banatI jatI hatI. Ama saMsAranI vacce asaMgabhAvane lIdhe temane jAtajAtanI muzakelIo naDatI hatI. citta udAsa hoya eTale vyavahAramAM yathAyogya pravartana karI zake nahi, ane te jAtanuM pravartana na thAya te saMbaMdhamAM AvanAranuM citta dubhAya. tema karavAnI temanI IcchA nahotI, eTale sarvane zAMti Upaje tevuM vartana karavA jatAM potAnA cittamAM upAdhi davAne prasaMga zrImadane AvatA hatA, je teo bane teTalI zAMtithI vedatA hatA. koI paNa pratye kaI paNa prakArano a85 paNa doSa karavo ucita nathI tevo utkRSTapaNe nirdhAra temaNe A varSamAM karI lIdhe hatuM, ane te pramANe vartatAM temaNe manane ghaNuM vaza karI lIdhuM hatuM. temane vartatA vairAgyane phuTa karatAM temanAM nIcenAM vacana juo - je upekSA karIe te gRhasthapaNe paNa vanavAsIpaNe bhajAya evo Akaro vairAgya vate che."48 "keI paNa jAtanA amArA Atmika baMdhanane laIne ame saMsAramAM rahyA nathI. strI je che tenAthI pUrve baMdhAyeluM bhegakarma nivRtta karavuM che. kuTuMba che tenuM pUrvonuM kareluM karaja ApI nivRtta thavA arthe rahyA chIe."49 A rAga hovAthI teo pUrva karmanA udayane laIne saMsAramAM rahIne te udAsIna paNe vedatA hatA, te ahIM jaNAya che. paNa temAM satsaMganI khAmI temane vAraMvAra jaNAI AvatI hatI. ane te mATe paNa upAdhi vadatA hatA. Ama zrImanI bAhya tema ja AMtara zreNIe potAno bhinna bhinna prabhAva temanA para pADavA cAlu karyo hato, te vi. saM. 194bhAM jora pakaDe che. vi. saM. 1949mAM vyApAra tathA saMsAranI pravRtti vadhI hatI, tethI e varSamAM lakhAyelA patra vAMcIe chIe to, upAdhiyoganA baLavAnapaNAno ullekha vAraMvAra maLe che. temAM temano AtmA lezita thato hato tevuM dekhAtuM nathI, paNa dhArI nivRtti maLatI nahotI tene kheda jaNAya che. vyAvahArika rIte joIe te temanI muzakelIo evI kaThina 7. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 322 48. ejana, AMka 414, 49. ejana, AMka 415

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12. zrI madane kAmika AtmavikAsa nahatI ke temane temanA patromAM vyakta thAya che tevuM duHkha veThavuM paDe. paNa temanI sAcI upAdhi e ja hatI ke temanI nivRtti levAnI IcchA jema jema vadhatI jatI hatI, tema tema nivRtti temanAthI dUra bhAgatI hatI. A IcchA viruddha saMsAramAM karavuM paDatuM pravartana te ja temanI sauthI moTI upAdhi hatI. A upAdhine vyakta karatAM ghaNuM vacane A varSanA patromAM jovA maLe che. tattvabodhane lagatA patromAM paNa vacce vacce temane upAdhiroga AvI jAya che, kAraNa ke upAdhine lIdhe lakhavAnuM banI zakatuM nathI, anya pAramArthika pravRttio thaI zakatI nathI, tevA ullekha temAM AvelA che. vi. saM. 1949nA AraMbhamAM ja temaNe bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - "upAdhine davA mATe joItuM kaThinapaNuM mArAmAM nathI, eTale upAdhithI atyaMta nivRttinI IcchA rahyA kare, tathApi udayarUpa jANI te yathAzakti sahana thAya che.pa0 A uparAMta juo temanAM anya vacano - "paramArthanuM duHkha maTayA chatAM saMsAranuM prAsaMgika duHkha rahyA kare che, ane te duHkha pitAnI IcchAdinA kAraNanuM nathI. ''pa1 kALa saMbaMdhI tIrthakaravANI satya karavAne arthe "Avo" udaya amane varte che, ane te samAdhirUpe davA yogya che."52 upAdhina joga vizeSa rahe che. jema jema nivRttinA jaganI vizeSa icchA thaI Ave che, tema tema upAdhinI prAptine joga vizeSa dekhAya che. cAre bAjuthI upAdhine bhIDe che. koI evI bAju atyAre jaNAtI nathI ke atyAre ja emAMthI chUTI cAlyA javuM hoya to koIno aparAdha karyo na gaNAya."53 je pravRtti atra udayamAM che, te bIje dvArethI cAlyA jatAM paNa na choDI zakAya evI che, vedavAyogya che mATe tene anusarIe chIe, tathApi avyAbAdha sthiti vize jevuM ne tevuM svArazya che."54 gaI sAlanA mArgazIrSa mAsamAM atre AvavuM thayuM tyArathI uttarottara upAdhiyoga vizeSAkAra thato Avyo che. 55 Ama vAraMvAra jeno ullekha karavo paDe teTale prabaLa upAdhiyoga veThatA hovA chatAM, tyAgI thavAno abhilASa bAjue mUkavo paDyo hovA chatAM, zrImad AtmAnI samatA ghaNI jALavI rAkhatA hatA. dahanuM paNa mamatva temane chUTI gayuM hatuM. dehane upaga temane mAtra AtmAthe ja jaNAtuM hatuM. tethI eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - 50-51. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 425. para. ejana, aAMka 433. 53. ejana, AMka 439. 54. ejana, AMka 449. 55. ejana, AMka 453.

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50 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi " amArA abhiprAya kaI paNa deha pratye hAya tA te mAtra eka AtmArthe ja che, anya artha nahIM, paNa AtmAthe che. 56 A AtmA mATe temane sasaMgaparityAganI icchA rahyA karatI hatI. ane te pAra pADavAmAM ghaNAM vinA dekhAtAM hovAthI temane mUMjhavaNa paNa thatI hatI. temaNe A tyAga vize A varSamAM lakhyu hatuM ke H-- 66 'ghaNuM karIne AtmAmAM eka ja rahyA kare che ke jyAM sudhI A vepAraprasage kAmakAja karavuM rahyA kare, tyAM sudhI dharmakathAdi prasaMge ane dharmanA jANanArarUpe kAI prakAre pragaTamAM na avAya e yathAyeAgya prakAre che. 57 A badhI muzkelIomAM temaNe je vikAsa A varSamAM sAdhyA hatA te temanAM nIcenAM vacanA jaNAve che - 8 jevI dRSTi A AtmA pratye che, tevI dRSTi jagatanA sarva AtmAne vize che. jevA A sneha AtmA pratye che, tevA sneha sa . AtmA pratye vate che. jevI A AtmAnI sahajAnaMda sthiti icchIe chIe, tevI ja sarva AtmA pratye icchIe chIe. je je A AtmA mATe icchIe chIe, te te sarva AtmA mATe icchIe chIe. jevA A deha pratye bhAva rAkhIe chIe, tevA ja sarvAM deha pratye bhAva rAkhIe chIe... A dehamAM vizeSa buddhi ane bIjA deha pratye viSama buddhi ghaNuM karIne kayAreya thaI zakatI nathI. 58 rAga-dveSanuM ghaNuM alpatva e temanA AtmAe sAdhelA A varSanA vikAsa gaNI zakAya. A varSomAM temanA khyAla hatA ke je upAdhiyAga zarU thayA che, tenI jaladI pUrNatA Ave tema nathI. eTale eka patramAM lakhyuM hatu` ke :- " manamAM ema ne ema rahyA kare che ke alpa kALamAM A upAdhiyAga maTI khAdyAnyatara nigraMthatA prApta thAya tA vadhAre yeAgya che, tathApi te vAta apa kALamAM ane evuM sUjhatuM nathI, ane jyAM sudhI tema na thAya tyAM sudhI te ciMtanA maTI saMbhavatI nathI. 59 zrImad sevelI A dahezata sAcI paDI hatI, te vi. sa. 1950mAM temaNe lakhelA patro jotAM jaNAya che. vi. sa. 1950nI zarUAtamAM A upAdhi vadhI hatI, ane tethI bAhyathI kathAreka cittanI avasthA paNa AvI jatI hatI, tethI lAMbA vakhata sudhI tee mumukSuene patra paNa lakhI zakatA nahAtA. ane ghaNI vAra teA evuM banatuM ke thADA kAgaLa lakhyA pachI 56. " zrImad rAjacaMdra ', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 431 58. ejana, AMka 869 57. ejata, AMka 463. 59. ejana, AMka 453,

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12. zrI madane kAmika AtmavikAsa 561 vairAgya AvatAM te adhUro ja mUkI detA; vaLI, bIje samaye lakhavA pravRtta thatA. Ama A upAdhie temaNe ghaNA mUMjhavaNamAM mUkyA hatA. juo - upAdhinA egathI udayAdhInapaNe bAhya cittanI kavacit avyavasthAne lIdhe tama mumukSu pratye jema vartavuM joIe tema amArAthI vatI zakAtuM nathI."60 mana, vacanane tathA kAyAne vyavasAya dhArIe te karatAM hamaNAM vizeSa varyA kare che, ane e ja kAraNathI tamane patrAdi lakhavAnuM banI zakatuM nathI." eka eka kAgaLa lakhatAM dazadaza, pAMca pAMca vakhata babbe-caracAra lITI lakhI te kAgaLa adhUrA mUkavAnuM cittanI sthitine lIdhe bane che. kriyA viSe rUci nahIM, tema prArabdhabaLa paNa te kriyAmAM hAla vizeSa udayamAna nahIM levAthI tamane tema ja bIjA mumukSuone vizeSapaNe kaMI jJAnacarcA lakhI zakAtI nathI." 62 AvA upAdhigamAM anya sAmAnya jIvanuM te vaye ja paravaza banI jAya, paNa zrImade to temAMthI paNa mAga karyo hato ane potAnuM AtmabaLa vadhAryuM hatuM. vi. saM. 1949mAM teo tenAthI thAkatA hoya tevo anubhava thato hato, tevI vRtti ahIM jovA maLatI nathI. game te saMjogone hiMmatapUrvaka sAmano karI levAne temane nirNaya thaI gayo hatuM. ane tethI ja teo "AmasamAdhimAM leza paNa nyUnatA AvavA dIdhA vinA, tenI sthiratAmAM vadhAre karI zakyA hatA. juo, temanAM nIcenAM vacane - atrenA upAdhiprasaMgamAM kaMIka vizeSa sahanatAthI vartavuM paDe evI mosama hovAthI AtmAne viSe guNanuM vizeSa spaSTapaNuM vate che."63 atre upAdhirUpa vyavahAra vate che. ghaNuM karI AtmasamAdhinI sthiti rahe che, te paNa te vyavahAranA pratibaMdhathI chUTavAnuM vAraMvAra smRtimAM AvyA kare che, te prArabdhanI nivRtti thatAM sudhI te vyavahArane pratibaMdha rahe ghaTe che, mATe samacitta thaI sthiti rahe che." Ama hovAthI dina dina pratye, prasaMge prasaMge, ghaNI vAra kSaNe kSaNe satsaMga ArAdhavAnI ja icchA vardhamAna thayA kare che. "6 5 ane e AMtarika sthiratA vizeSa meLavI hovAthI temane sarvasaMgatyAgI thavAne abhilASa paNa pharIthI A varSathI khIlavA lAgyo hato. tyAgI thavAnI bhAvanAne - mArga 60. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka, 478 61. ejana, AMka, 504 62. ejana, AMka, para0 63. ejana, AMka, 484 64. ejana, aMka, 500 pa. ejana, AMka, parapa 71

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para zrI maddana aSanasiddhi prakAzavAnI bhAvanAne - ullekha A varSanA patromAM vizeSa jovA maLe che. ane e abhilASa TUMka samayamAM pUro nahi thAya te aMge paNa temane rahetuM hatuM, ane te vize kheda paNa rahete hato. vaLI, vyAvahArika kAmomAM bhAga levAnuM ke salAha ApavAnuM paNa temaNe baMdha karyuM hatuM. vi. saM. 1950nA bhAdaravA vada 12 nA roja bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - vyAvahArika jaMjALamAM ame uttara ApavA yogya nahIM hovAthI revAzaMkarabhAIne A prasaMganuM lakhyuM che." Ama temaNe jema bane tema vyAvahArika saMbaMdhamAM pravartavAnuM ochuM karI nAkhyuM hatuM. cittanI vizeSa nirmaLatA tathA svasthatAne kAraNe tattvajJAnane lagatA patro vizeSa lakhAyelA jovA maLe che. zrI lallujI mahArAja Adine jainadarzana anusAra, samajaNa ApatA patra paNa ThIka ThIka lakhAyA che. keTalAka patromAM temaNe jaina tathA vedAMta darzananI sarakhAmaNI karelI paNa jovA maLe che, jemAM jainadarzana zA kAraNathI vadhu yogya che te paNa temaNe samajAveluM che. jainadarzananA siddhAMte samajAvatAM paNa ghaNuM patro lakhAyelA che, je badhAmAM "cha pada"na. patra sarvottama che. temAM AtmAnAM cha padanI samajaNa temaNe ApI che. - Ama A varSamAM temaNe vizeSa AtmabaLa meLavyuM jaNAya che. A uparAMta vItarAgamArga pratinuM valaNa paNa vizeSa jovA maLe che. ane kSAyika cAritrI thavAnI, azarIri thavAnI AkAMkSA paNa prabaLa banatI jaNAya che. A badhI vastunI vizeSatA vi. saM. 151nI sAlamAM Ave che, ane temanI nivRttinI IchA prabaLa bane che. A varSathI vyApArathI nivRtta thaI, saghaLo bhAra tathA paise teoe temanA bhAI zrI manasukhabhAIne seMpavAno nirNaya karyo hato. te pAra pADavA teo temanA bhAgIdArone kahe che. paNa zrImaddanI vyApAra AdinI kuzaLatAne kAraNe teo temane peDhInA salAhakAra tarIke cAlu rahevA vinave che, je zrImada mAnya kare che, paNa temanuM vyApArAdimAM citta ghaNuM UThI gayuM hatuM. ane tenAthI nivRtta thavAne mArga ja teo zodhyA karatA hatA. te vizenAM zrImaddana vi. saM. 151 mAM lakhAyelAM nIcenAM vacane juo - ADatane vyavasAya utpanna thayo temAM kaMIka IcchAbaLa ane kaMIka udayabaLa hatuM. paNa motIno vyavasAya utpanna thavAmAM te mukhya udayabaLa hatuM. bAkI vyavasAyane hAla udaya jaNAtuM nathI. ane vyavasAyanI IrachA thavI te te asaMbhava jevI che. 7 hAla vyavasAya vizeSa che, ocho karavAne abhiprAya cittamAMthI khasate nathI ane vadhAre thayA kare che. '68 da6. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka, para7 67. ejana, AMka, pa40 68. ejana, AMka, pa4pa

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12. zrImahane kAmika AtmavikAsa motInA vepAra vagerenI pravRtti vadhAre na karavA saMbaMdhInuM bane te sAruM, ema lakhyuM te yathAyogya che; ane cittanI nitya irachA ema rahyA kare che. lobha hetuthI te pravRtti thAya che ke kema? ema vicAratAM lAbhanuM nidAna jaNAtuM nathI. viSayAdinI icchAe pravRtti thAya che, ema paNa jaNAtuM nathI, tathApi pravRtti thAya che, emAM saMdeha nathI. jagata kaMI levAne mATe pravRtti kare che, A pravRtti devAne mATe thatI haze ema lAge che."69 Ama vepArAdimAMthI nivRtti levAnI temanI IcchA vadhI gaI hatI. ane tema karavA mATe koI rasto hoya te te jaNAvavA temaNe sabhAgabhAIne keTalIka vakhata lakhyuM hatuM. anya vyAvahArika kAryomAM te teo na chUTake bhAga letA hatA. evA eka prasaMge temaNe A varSamAM sobhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - Apa lakhyuM ke vivAhanA kAmamAM AgaLathI Apa padhAryA che te keTalAka vicAra thaI zake. te saMbaMdhamAM ema che ke evAM kAryomAM mAruM citta apravezaka hovAthI - ane tema tevAM kAryanuM mAhAtamya kaMI che nahIM ema dhyAna karyuM hovAthI mAruM agAuthI AvavuM kaMI tevuM-upayogI nathI."70 vaLI, te ja varSamAM zrImadanAM bahenanAM paNa lagna thavAnAM hatAM. temAM paNa bhAga levAnI temanI IcchA nahotI. paNa mAtApitAne du:kha na pahoMce te bhAvathI lagnamAM javAne temaNe vicAra rAkhyuM hatuM. te vize zrI sobhAgabhAIne uparanA ja patramAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - te prasaMga para AvavuM ke na AvavuM e vicAra para cakkasa hAla citta AvI zakaze nahi kemake tene ghaNe vakhata che ane atyArathI te mATe vicAra sUjhI Ave tema banavuM kaThaNa che. traNa varSa thayAM te tarapha javAyuM nathI tethI zrI ravajIbhAInA cittamAM tathA mAtuzrInA cittamAM, na javAya te vadhAre kheda rahe, e mukhya kAraNa te tarapha AvavA viSemAM che. tema amAru na AvavuM thAya to bhAIbahenane paNa kheda rahe, e bIjuM kAraNa paNa AvavA taraphanA vicArane baLavAna kare che."71 Ama teo vyAvahArika prasaMgamAM bhAga levAnuM baMdha karavAnA vicAra upara AvI gayA hatA, ane sarvasaMgaparityAganI IcchA vizeSa baLavAna banI hatI. te vizenA ullekha paNa A sAlamAM vAraMvAra jovA maLe che. juo - sarva vyavahArathI nivRtta thayA vinA citta ThekANe bese nahIM e apratibaMdha asaMgabhAva citte bahu vicAryo hovAthI te ja pravAhamAM rahevuM thAya che."72 Ama teo tyAgI thavAnI bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvamAM paNa saMsArane nibhAva karatA hatA. tema teo zA mATe karatA hatA te samajAvatAM zrImade je vacano zrI bhAgabhAIne 69. "zrImada rAjacaMdra, agAsa AvRti AMka 576 70-71. ejana, AMka 540 7ra. ejana, AMka 547

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zrImadanI chalatasiddhi lakhyAM che te bahu mananogya che. ane temanI AMtarika sthiti jANavAmAM paNa teTalAM ja upayogI che - "jJAnI puruSagna AtmapratibaMdhapaNe saMsArasevA hoya nahi, paNa prArabdhapratibaMdhapaNe heya, ema chatAM paNa tethI nivavArUpa pariNAmane pAme ema jJAnInI rIta hoya che; je rItane Azraya karatAM hAla traNa varSa thayAM vizeSa tema karyuM che ane temAM jarUra AtmadazAne bhulAve e saMbhava rahe tevo udaya paNa jeTale banyo teTale samapariNAme vedyo cheke te davAnA kALane viSe sarvasaMganivRtti kaI rIte thAya te sAruM ema sUjhayAM karyuM che, paNa sarvasaMganivRttie je dazA rahevI joIe te dazA udayamAM rahe, te alpa kALamAM vizeSa karmanI nivRtti thAya ema jANuM jeTaluM banyuM teTaluM te prakAre karyuM che, paNa manamAM have ema rahe che ke A prasaMgathI eTale sakala gRhavAsathI dUra thavAya tema na hoya te paNa vyApArAdi prasaMgathI nivRtta, dUra thavAya to sAruM, kemake AtmabhAve pariNAma pAmavAne viSe je dazA jJAnIne joIe te dazA A vyApAra vyavahArathI mumukSu jIvane dekhAtI nathI. "73 vi. saM. 1948 AsapAsathI zarU thayelo prabaLa upAdhi. temaNe samapaNe traNa traNa varSa sudhI vedya tene ullekha uparanA avataraNamAM joI zakAya che. sAthe sAthe mArga upadezavA mATe joItI jJAnadazA temaNe prApta karI lIdhI hatI, te paNa ahIM jANI zakAya che. temAM mAtra tyAganI khAmI che, ethI e prApta karavAnI abhilASA vadhI hoya te svAbhAvika che. tema chatAM potAnI jJAnadazA vize bIjAne prazaMsApUrvaka kahevA tarapha temane aruci hatI; temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - "amAruM kahipata mAhAbhya kyAMya dekhAya ema karavuM, karAvavuM ke anumodavuM amane atyaMta apriya che."74 vi. saM. 151nA varSamAM potAnI AtmadazA kevI vartatI hatI te vize eka patra temaNe bhAgabhAIne lakhyo hato. te uparAMta ThekaThekANe e vizenA ullekha paNa Ave che te parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke temane asaMgapaNanI vizeSatA thaI hatI. temaNe kareluM pitAnI asaMgatAnuM varNana temanA ja zabdamAM joIe - "eka AtmapariNati sivAyanA bIjA je viSayo tene viSe citta avyavasthitapaNe vate che, ane tevuM avyavasthitapaNuM lekavyavahArathI pratikULa hovAthI lekavyavahAra bhaja gamatuM nathI, ane tajo banato nathI; e vedanA ghaNuM karIne divasanA AkhA bhAgamAM vecavAmAM AvyA kare che." khAvAne viSe, pIvAne viSe, balavAne viSe, zayanane viSe, lakhavAne viSe ke bIjA vyAvahArika kAryone viSe jevA joIe tevA bhAnathI pravartAtuM nathI, ane te 73. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 560 74. ejana, AMka 158

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12. zrImadane kamika AtmavikAsa 565 prasaMge rahyA hovAthI AtmapariNatine svataMtra pragaTapaNe anusaravAmAM vipatti AvyA kare che; ane te vizenuM kSaNe kSaNe duHkha rahyA kare che."75 A ja bhavana viSe ane thoDA ja vakhata pahelAM vyavahArane viSe paNa smRti tIvra hatI. te smRti have vyavahArane viSe kavacita ja, maMdapaNe pravarte che. thoDA ja vakhata pahelAM, eTale thoDAM varSo pahelAM vANI ghaNuM bolI zaktI, vaktApaNe kuzaLatAthI pravatI zakatI, te have maMdapaNe avyavasthAthI pravarte che. thoDAM varSa pahelAM, cheDA vakhata pahelAM lekhanazakti ati ugra hatI, Aje zuM lakhavuM te sUjhatAM sUjhatAM divasanA divasa vyatIta thaI jAya che, ane pachI paNa je kaMI lakhAya che, te IccheluM athavA egya vyavasthAvALuM lakhAtuM nathI; arthAt eka AtmapariNAma sivAya sarva bIjAM pariNAmane viSe udAsInapaNuM vate che; ane je kaMI karAya che te jovA joIe tevA bhAnanA somAM aMzathI paNa nathI thatuM. jema tema ane je te karAya che."75-ga vanane viSe athavA ekAMtane viSe sahajasvarUpane anubhava evo AtmA nirviSaya kevaLa pravate ema karavAmAM sarva IcachA rekANI che." Ama bharapUra pravRttimAM paNa zrImadda lagabhaga asaMgadazA prApta karI zakayA hatA, te ApaNe uparanAM avataraNemAM joI zakIe chIe. A varSamAM temanA AtmavikAsane trIjo tabakko pUrNa thAya che. A tabakkA viSe zrImadde eka kAvyamAM lakhyuM che ke - tyAM Avyo re udaya kAra, parigraha kArya prapaMca re, jema jema te haDaselIe, tema vadhe na ghaTe eka paMca re."77 vyApArane lagatI ane sAMsArika javAbadArIo nispRha rahIne adA karavAne bhAra temaNe A varSomAM uThAvyo hato. ane jema jema pravRtti vadhatI gaI tema tema temane asaMgatAne raMga paNa vadhavA lAgyA. pariNAme saMsArArtha ane paramArtha baMne sAcavavA mATe temane prabaLa parizrama uThAvavA paDyo. AthI A varSomAM temanI aMgata paristhiti jaNAvatA ghaNu patro maLe che, to bIjI bAju sAhityika racanAo kahI zakIe tevI kRtio bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. vaLI, temaNe veThelA maMthananI vicAraNAnuM keTaluMka TAMcaNa temanI hastadhamAM paNa jovA maLe che. dAkhalA tarIke, "vaizya ane nircathabhAve vasatAM kiTa keTa vicAra thayA kare che."78 paNa temAM miti maLatI na hovAthI AtmavikAsa jANavA mATe te ne bahu upayogI thatI nathI. 75-754. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka pa83. 76. ejana, AMka 592 77. ejana, hAthane dha-1 (32), pR. 801 78. ejana, hAthoMdha-1 (38). 5. 803

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zrImadanI chalanAsiddhi A uparAMta A tabakakAmAM eka bIjo pheraphAra paNa jovA maLe che. vi. saM. 1946 sudhI zrImadda je patro lakhatA hatA temAM teo daskatanI jagyAe mukhyatve pitAnuM nAma lakhI praNAma lakhatA hatA; jema ke - "vi. rAyacaMdanA sapuruSane namaskAra sahita praNAma" - AMka 50. "dhi. ApanA mAdhyastha vicArenA abhilASI rAyacaMda ravajIbhAInA paMcAMgI prazastabhAve namaskAra" - AMka 61. " dharmopajIvana Icchaka rAyacaMdanA vinayayukta praNAma - AMka 68. "prArabdhathI jIvatA rAyacaMdanA yathAyogya " - AMka 143. vagere. paNa samaya jatAM jema jema temanA AtmAnI dazA ucca thatI gaI tema temanI data karavAnI rItamAM paNa pheraphAra thato gayo hato. A tabakkAmAM teo bhAgye ja potAnuM nAma daskatanI jagyAe lakhatA jaNAya che. teo nAmane badale AtmAnI dazA batAvatAM vizeSaNone upayoga vadhAre karatA jaNAya che; jema ke - "li. bAdhabIja" - 342. "zrI svarUpanA yathAgya" - 371. "be svarUpanA yathAyogya" - 312. "Atma praNAma" - 442. viparita kALamAM ekAkI hovAthI udAsa " - 466."abhinna bedhamayanA praNAma pahoMce " - 364. vagere. A baMne prakAranA daskatanA namUnA jotAM khyAla Ave che ke temanA AtmAnI dazAmAM thayelA pheraphArane nirdeza daskatamAM paNa jovA maLe che. ceAthe tabakko : kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA vi. saM. 1948thI vi. saM. 151 sudhInAM traNa varSanA gALAmAM zrImade pravRttine prabaLa udaya vedyo hate. ane te udayakALamAM potAnI AtmArthatA cUkI na javAya te mATe temane satata kALajI rAkhavI paDI hatI. A udaya vi. saM. 15rathI nabaLA paDavA lAgyo, ane zrImadde te vize rAhata paNa anubhavI. A varSano mATe bhAga te teo AtmasAdhanA athe muMbaInI bahAra nivRttikSetromAM rahyA hatA. ane vi. saM. 1951mAM pravRttithI lAgelI pachaDATane vizrAMti ApavAne paNa prayatna temaNe karyo hato. vi. saM. 1952mAM teo rALaja, kAviThA, vaso vagere jagyAe rahyA hatA. temAM sAmAnya nahi paNa tyAgInuM jIvana teo jIvatA hatA.9 AMtarika asaMgatA sAthe bAhya asaMgattA prApta karavAnA prayatna temaNe cAlu karI dIdhA hatA. sUvA mATe teo gAdaluM rAkhatA nahi, DAMsa, macchara AdinA upadrava zAMtithI sahana karatA ane bIjA paNa kudaratI pariSaha sahetA hatA. ardharAtrie UThIne jaMgalamAM jaI tyAM dhyAnamAM besatA. khorAkamAM paNa ghaNuM sAdAI rAkhatA. amuka vakhate mAtra bAphelAM zAkabhAjI letA, te amuka samaya be rUpiyAbhAra loTanI roTalI ane thoDuM dUdha eTaluM ja AkhA divasanA kherAka tarIke upagamAM letA; bIjI vakhata dUdha ke kazuM letA nahi. amuka vakhata mAtra ghI ane dUdhamAM banAvelI raIne divasamAM eka ja vakhata upayoga karatA. Ama bAhAthI pUrA saMyamI banavAnA daDha prayAse temaNe A varSamAM AryA. 7. zrImadanA A tyAgI jIvananA aneka mumukSu e sAkSI hatA. A mumukSuoe pAtAne thayele zrImadano tyAgI tarIkene paricaya " ardhazatAbdI mAragraMthamAM tathA "zrImada rAjacaMdra - jIvanakaLA"mAM varNavyA che.

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- 560 12. zrImAne kamika AtmavikAsa divasane ghaNekharo bhAga graMthavAcana tathA mananamAM pasAra thatA. ane keTaloka samaya aMbAlAlabhAI, sebhAgabhAI lallujI mahArAja Adi munio tathA sumukSuo sAthenA satsaMgamAM pasAra thatuM. te samaye te sarvane zrImadda taraphathI apUrva baMdha thatA tevA ullekha Le che. eka vakhata zrImadda ekAMtamAM besIne kaMI bolatA hatA, teo zu bole che te jANavAnI jijJAsA muni devakaraNajIne thaI, kAraNa ke temane te vakhate zrImanI mukhamudrA taddana kaSAyarahita tathA zAMta dekhAtI hatI. ane mukha para prasannatAnA bhAve chavAyelA hatA. temaNe sAMbhaLyuM te zrImad pitAne kahI rahyA hatA ke - aDatAlIsanI sAlamAM rALaja birAjyA hatA te mahAtmA zAMta ane zItaLa hatA. hAla sAlamAM vase kSetre vartatA mahAtmA parama addabhuta gadra parama samAdhimAM rahetA hatA, ane A vanakSetre vartatA paramAtmA paNa adabhuta gIMdra parama zAMta birAje che."80 A vacana zrI devakaraNajIe lallujI mahArAjane ullAsapUrvaka lakhI jaNAvyAM hatAM, ane te pachI zrImadda taraphathI thayelA bedhathI pitAne pragaTele ullAsa paNa temAM varNavyA hatA. Ama sarvasaMgatyAganI pUrvataiyArIrUpa kaDaka saMyama pALavAnI zarUAta zrImade vi. saM. 1952mAM karI hatI. te temanuM paramArthamArgamAM bhareluM eka navuM pagaluM hatuM. A samaye temanI patradhArA paNa ThIka ThIka vahI hatI ema dekhAya che. ane temAM paNa jJAnacarcA vizeSa jovA maLe che. sebhAgabhAIe puchAvelA jJAnapraznanA uttaro temaNe vigate ApyA hatA. te vAMcatAM zrImadane vItarAgamArgamAM pragaTelI ananya zraddhAno ApaNane khyAla Ave che. A varSanA patramAM aMgata paristhitine ullekha kyAreka ja jovA maLe che. tevA eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - jana darzananI rItie jotAM samyagdarzana, ane vedAMtanI rItie jotAM kevaLajJAna amane saMbhave che..jaina prasaMgamAM amAro vadhAre nivAsa thaye che te koI paNa prakAre te mArganA uddhAra ama jevAne dvAre vizeSa karIne thaI zake..hAla be varSa sudhI to te yogasAdhana vizeSa karI udayamAM Ave tema dekhAtuM nathI. tethI tyAra pachInI kalpanA karAya che, ane 3 thI 4 varSa te mArgamAM gALavAmAM AvyAM heya te 30 me varSe sarvasaMgaparityAgI upadezakano vakhata Ave..nAnI vaye mArgane uddhAra karavA saMbaMdhI jijJAsA vartatI hatI, tyAra pachI jJAnadazA Avya karma karIne te upazama jevI thaI paNa kaI kaI lo ke paricayamAM AvelA, temane keTalIka vizeSatA bhAsavAthI kaMIka mULamArga para lakSa Avelo...upadezaka puruSano jaMga bane te ghaNuM jIva mULamArga pAme tevuM che..ema dekhAvAthI kaMIka cittamAM Ave che ke A kAya kAI kare te ghaNuM sAruM, paNa dRSTi karatAM te puruSa dhyAnamAM AvatA nathI, eTale kaMIka lakhanAra pratye ja daSTi Ave che, paNa lakhanArane janmathI lakSa e ( 80. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 76ra

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568 prImanI jIvanasiddhi che ke e jevuM eka jokhamavALuM pada nathI, ane pitAnI te kAryanI yathAyogyatA jyAM sudhI na vate tyAM sudhI tenI IcchA mAtra paNa na karavI, ane ghaNuM karIne haju sudhI tema vartavAmAM AvyuM che...kahevAne hetu e che ke sarvasaMgaparityAga thaye te kAryanI pravRtti sahajaravabhAve udayamAM Ave te karavI evI mAtra kapanA che. tene kharekhare Agraha nathI. amArA saMgamAM tyAga karavAne ghaNu jIvane vRtti thAya e aMgamAM tyAga che. dharma sthApavAnuM mAna meTuM che, tenI spRhAthI paNa vakhate AvI vRtti rahe, paNa AtmAne ghaNI vAra tAvI jatAM te saMbhava havenI dazAmAM che ja dekhAya che, ane kaMIka sattAgata rahyo haze te te kSINa thaze ema avazya bhAse che, kemake yathAyogyatA vinA, deha chUTI jAya tevI daDha ka95nA hoya te paNa, mArga upadeza nahi, ema Atmanizcaya nitya varte che. eka e baLavAna kAraNathI parigrahAdi tyAga karavAnuM vicArI rahyA kare che. mArA manamAM ema rahe che ke vedokta dharma prakAza athavA sthApa hoya te mArI dazA yathAyogya che. paNa jinekta dharma sthApavo hoya te haju teTalI yogyatA nathI, to paNa vizeSa yogyatA che, ema lAge che."81 zrImade lakhelA patramAMthI lIdhelA uparanA dIrgha avataraNa parathI temanI samagra paristhiti ApaNane samajAI jAya che. teo keTale aMze nIrAgI banyA hatA, vItarAgamArga prakAzavAnI temanI kevI mahecchA hatI, te mATe temanAmAM kevI yogyatA hatI e vagere vizenuM pRthakkaraNa temaNe A patramAM ApyuM che, ane ethI emane AtmavikAsa jANavA mATe ApaNane e khUba upayogI che. paramArthamAga prakAzavA mATe sarvasaMgatyAgI banavAnI temanI IcchA hatI, te mATe temaNe prayatane paNa zarU karyA hatA. ane chatAM tema karavA pAchaLa temane koI mAna-bhAva naheAte, te temanI Atmika ucca dazA batAve che. A varSanA aMtabhAgamAM " Atmasiddhi" ane "mULamArga rahasya" jevI kRtionI racanA karI hatI, te paNa temanA jJAnanI uracadazAne sabaLa purAvo che. je upara jaI tevI addabhuta dazA temanI na hota te saraLa bhASAmAM, TUMkANamAM AvI tatvasabhara racanAe teo ApI zakyA na hatA. _vi. saM. 153mAM temanI patradhArAne pravAha ghaNe ghaTI jAya che. paraMtu keTalIka sAhityika kRtionA sarjana tarapha temanuM valaNa vizeSa rahe che. patro ochA lakhAyA che, paNa je lakhAyA che te mukhyatve jainadarzananI tattvavicAraNane lagatA ja paDyo che. ane kationA sarjanamAM paNa jainadarzanane mahattava apAtuM joI zakAya che. je mokSamArga prakAzavAnI temaNe irachA sevI hatI, tenI vicAraNA judI judI rIte karIne TapakAvI lIdhelI, ane temAMthI "janamArga viveka", "mekSasiddhiAMta", " dravyaprakAza", "AnaMdaghanavIzI"nuM vivecana, "paMcAstikAya" no anuvAda vagere kRtionI pUrNa ke apUrNa svarUpamAM ApaNane prApti thAya che. A uparAMta "paMthe paramapada bedhye" ane "apUrva avasara" jevI kRtinI racanA paNa A varSamAM thayelI jaNAya che. 81. " zrImada rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 708

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11. Amadane kAmika AtmavikAsa apUrva avasara" e temanI aMgata paristhiti tathA abhilASA sUcavatuM jenA paripATI anusAra racAyeluM zrImaddanuM anupama kAvya che. temAM bAhyAMtara nirgatha thaI, sarva pariSaha ane upasarga samabhAve sahIne "mokSapada" pAmavAne temane abhilASa vyakta thaye che, jIva eka pachI eka guNasthAna kevI rIte caDato jAya che tenuM kramika varNana temAM ApeluM che. ane temAM pitAnuM guNasthAna bhAvathI jotAM sAtamuM che tene paNa nideza karelo che. Ama vi. sa. 1953mAM teo bhAvathI sAtamA utkRSTa guNasthAne AvI gayA hatA te ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe. temanI e kakSA levAnI sAkSI pUre e eka prasaMga paNa vi. saM. 1953mAM banyuM hato. vi. sa. 1956nA jeTha vada 10nA roja temanA paramArtha sakhA ane 2 zrAmarUpa sabhAgabhAIe deha choDyo. te samAcAra jANyA pachIthI paNa temaNe je dhIraja rAkhI hatI, ane anya mumukSuone je bodha Apyo hato, te ja temanI Atmika ucca dazA batAve che. temane AtmA eTalI ucca kakSAe virAjato hato, ane evA prakAranI asaMgadazA pAmyo hato ke A duHkhane paNa teo khUba ja sahelAIthI pacAvI gayA hatA. jUThAbhAInA avasAna vakhate potAne thatA khedanA jevA uddagAro zrImad kADhayA hatA, temAMnuM kaMI paNa bhAgabhAI vize temaNe lakheluM jaNAtuM nathI. bhAgabhAInA guNane saMbhAya che, paNa temanA viyegathI thato kheda darzAvyo nathI. ane kharI rIte joIe te, temane ThAbhAI karatAM bhAgabhAI sAthe ghaNuM vizeSa ane lAMbA gALAne saMbaMdha hato; tema chatAM baMnenA avasAnathI thayelI asaramAM je phera dekhAya che te temanI Atmika sthitine AbhArI hatuM tema ApaNe kahI zakIe. vi. saM. 1954mAM paNa temaNe paramArthamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI ja pravRtti rAkhI hatI. te varSamAM anya mumukSuone paramAthe mArgadarzana ApatA patro vizeSa jovA maLe che, sAthe sAthe potAnI AMtarika ucca dazAne vyakta karatI tattvavicAraNA paNa temAM apAyelI che. temanuM ciMtana gUDha ane nizcayAtmaka banatuM jAya che. bIjI bAju patranuM lakhANa vizeSa ghaTI jAya che. vi. saM. 15ranI sAlathI nivRttikSetramAM rahevAne samaya paNa temaNe vadhArI dIdhuM hatuM, ane e kSetromAM kaDaka tyAgInuM jIvana teo jIvatA hatA. A varSamAM koI viziSTa dazA jANavA maLatI nathI. temaNe pitAnI abhilASA vize vi. saM. 1954nA A mAsamAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - mAru citta, mArI cittavRttio eTalI zAMta thaI jAo ke kaI mRga paNa A zarIrane joI ja rahe, bhaya pAmI nAsI na jAya! mArI cittavRtti eTalI zAMta thaI jAo ke kaI vRddha mRga jenA mAthAmAM khUjalI AvatI hoya te, A zarIrane jaDapadArtha jANI pitAnuM mAthuM khUjalI maTADavA A zarIrane ghase 82 vi. saM. 1lpapamAM zrImade dhArelI nivRtti meLavI. teo vepAramAMthI sarvathA nivRtta thayA, ane eka sabhAmAM lakSamI tathA strIne tyAga karyo. ane e vrata teo saMpUrNapaNe 82. zrImad rAjacaMdra, agAsa AvRtti, AMka 850 72

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zrI sanI siddhi pALatA hatA. te eTale sudhI ke relagADImAM musApharI karatI vakhate TikiTa jevI vastu paNa potAnI pAse rAkhatA nahi. gharamAM rahIne pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana cAlu karyuM. ane muni thavAnI pharI eka vakhata temaNe potAnI mAtA pAse AjJA mAgI. temaNe thoDA kALa pachI e AjJA ApavA jaNAvyuM. daramyAna teo jude jude kSetre AtmajJAnamAM magna rahevA lAgyA. A samaya daramyAna teo saMpUrNa udayAdhInapaNe pravartatA hatA, ethI e varSamAM lakhAyelA mAtra cAlIseka jeTalA ja patro maLe che, ane temAM paNa bhAgye ja koI patra AThadaza lITIthI lAMbo che. temAM graMtha vizenA abhiprAyo, mokSamArga vizene nirdeza Adi paramArtha mArga vizenI vicAraNuM jovA maLe che. Ama temaNe dhArelI asaMgadazA prApta karI, ane muni thavA mATe mAtA rajA Ape tenI rAha jovA lAgyA. ane e ja jAtanuM temanuM jIvana vi. saM. 15damAM paNa cAlu rahyuM. te varSamAM paNa bhAgye ja cAlIsa jeTalA patra lakhAyelA maLe che. paNa te badhAmAM temanI Atmika ucca dazAne ApaNane khyAla Ave che. parigrahAdithI teoe nivRtti svIkArI lIdhI hatI, tethI ghaNekhare samaya aMbAlAlabhAI, sAta munio Adi sAthenA satsaMgamAM pasAra thayo hato. munione to temanA taraphathI sUtragraMthanI samajaNa paNa apAI hatI. A arasAmAM temanuM jJAna keTale aMze khIlyuM hatuM te batAvatuM eka vacana zrI lallujI mahArAjane temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - "eka zloka vAMcatAM amane hajAro zAstranuM bhAna thaI temAM upaga pharI vaLe che."83 keTaluM jJAna hoya tyAre A paristhiti Ave! teo sarvasaMgaparityAgI banIne temanA agAdha jJAnane lAbha lokone Ape te pahelAM to eka vidana UbhuM thayuM ? vi. saM. 156thI temanI dehataMdurastI ghaNI kharAba thaI gaI ane tyAgI thavAya tevI dazA rahI nahi. divase divase mAMdagI vadhatI gaI, zarIra ghasAtuM gayuM, ane chevaTe to mAtra 45 ratala jeTalA vajananI temanI kAyA thaI gaI te paNa temanI cittaprasannatA ke aMtarAnaMdamAM leza paNa phera paDayo na hate. | vi. saM. 157mAM sAravAra arthe temane muMbaI, vaDhavANa, amadAvAda, rAjakoTa vagere sthaLoe rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA, paNa kaI jagyAe sudhAro thayo nahIM. dehanI eTalI kharAba paristhiti hovA chatAM temane te vize leza paNa darakAra na hatI. dehane te teo piMjara mAnatA hatA, ane mAtra AtmAmAM ja AnaMda mAnatA hatA. e AtmAnaMda levA mATe temane koI vidana karI zake tema nahotA. sUtragraMtho AdinuM temanuM vAcana, manana, dhyAna vagere te cAlu ja hatAM. ane tenAthI maLatA AnadanI chAyA temanA mukha para niraMtara chavAyelI rahetI. teo vItarAgI banyA hatA. vi. saM. 1957mAM teo amadAvAda AvyA te vakhate munie paNa comAsuM pUruM karI tyAM AvyA hatA. te vakhate 83. "zrImad rAjacaMda", aMgAsa AvRtti, Aka 917

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12. zrImadane kAmika AtmavikAsa zrI lallujI mahArAja ane zrI devakaraNajI munine bolAvIne temaNe kahyuM ke, amArAmAM ane vItarAgamAM bheda gaNaze nahi."84 e jANIne baMne munione khUba ja AnaMda thaye hato. zrImadanI A vItarAgatAnI chAyA temaNe lakhelA patromAM je jAtanA daskata karelA che, temAM paNa jovA maLe che. A tabakkAmAM temanI daskata lakhavAnI zailImAM pheraphAra dekhAya che. A varSomAM potAnuM nAma to teo bhAgye ja lakhatA jaNAya che. vaLI, AtmaguNa darzAvatAM vizeSaNone upayoga paNa ocho thayelo che. ane zAMtivAcaka zabdo daktanI jagyAe chevaTanAM varSomAM jovA maLe che jema ke - "AtmasvarUpe praNAma" - AMka 485, "sahajAnmasvarUpa" - AMka 364, "zAMti, zAMti, zAMti"- AMka 915, zamama- AMka 945, "nirvikalpa" - AMka 843, "sahajAnmasvarUpe praNAma" - AMka 644, "zAMti" - AMka 934. vagere. A badhA daskata vAMcatAM e khyAla Ave che ke teo keTalA nirmama banyA hatA! vi. saM. 157nA caitra vada pAMcamanA divase rAjakoTamAM zrImadane hivilaya thaye. temanA dehavilayanA samayanI paristhiti temanA bhAI manasukhabhAIe vigatathI lakhI che, je agAu ApaNe joI gayA chIe.85 Ama ApaNe joyuM ke aMta samaya AvatAM sudhImAM zrImaddanI AMtarika dazA ghaNu ugra banI hatI. paNa te kaI kakSA sudhInI hatI te mApavuM gajA bahAranI vAta che, temaNe te vize lakhyuM hatuM ke - AvI apUrva vRtti aho, thaze apramatta ga re, kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA, spazIne dehaviga re."8 6 "kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikAne sparyA pachI potAne dehavilaya thaze tevo nirdeza temaNe uparanI be paMktiomAM ApyuM che. jaina darzana anusAra jJAnanA pAMca bhAga pADelA che? mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryava ane kevaLa. zAstro ane siddhAMtonA vAcanathI tathA smaraNathI jJAna thAya te zruta ane mati jJAna. A baMne prakAranAM jJAna ghaNuM moTA pramANamAM temane hatAM te agAu ApaNe joyuM che. sthaLa tema ja kALanI amuka hada sudhInuM jJAna hAvuM te avadhajJAna. ane sAmAnA mananA bhAva jANavA te mana:paryava : jJAna paNa zrImadamAM hatAM te paNa ApaNe agAu joyuM che.88 ane kevaLajJAna eTale AtmAnuM nirAvaraNa jJAna. AtmA saMpUrNa rIte karmathI mukta thAya tyAre A jJAna pragaTe che. 84. "zrImada rAjacaMdra-jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti 5, pR. 216. 85. juo prakaraNa 1, "temanuM aMtima varSa" pR. 88 86. "zrImad rAjacaMdra , agAsa AvRtti, hAthoMdha-1 (32) 87. juo prakaraNa 1, "temanuM bhASAjJAna tathA zAstrajJAna" pR. 46 88. juo prakaraNa 1, "zrImadda pragaTelAM avadhijJAna tathA ladhio" pR. 42

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sahara zrImatI jIvanasiddhi ahI" zrImadde kevaLajJAnanI nahi, paNa " kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA "nI vAta kahI che. 'kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA' eTale zrutakevaLI jevI dazA. temAM tene kevI jeTaluM ja, paNa sAMbhaLeluM jJAna hAya, arthAt anubhavasvarUpa nahi, paNa zravaNu kareluM. kevaLajJAna sudhInuM jJAna. zrImanA jaNAvyA pramANe temane tyAM sudhI jJAna prakAzita thayu hatu. paNa temanA e jJAnane pAmavuM ke mApavu e kAI temanA jevI jJAnI vyaktinuM ja kAma che, bIjAnuM to te gaju paNa nathI. alabatta, eTaluM nizcitapaNe kahI zakAya ke tee AtmAnI kAI ucca, alokika dazAe virAjatA hatA. gRhasthadazAmAM rahIne Atmazreya karanArA viralA ja hAya che. zrImad AvA viralA puruSAmAMnA eka viralA puruSa hatA. temaNe samyajJAna pragaTAvavAnA puruSAthI zarU karIne kevaLajJAna pragaTAvavA sudhInA puruSAtha upADayo hato. ane tenI saphaLatA meLavavA mATe mAtra 33 varSanuM ja AyuSya temane maLyuM hatuM. eTalA TUMkA gALAmAM bharatakSetramAM pacamakALe vadhumAM vadhu jeTaluM jJAna meLavI zakAya teTaluM jJAna temaNe meLavI lIdhuM hatuM. ane AthI to A bhava pachI mukta thavA mATe eka ja bhava bAkI che tevI khAtarI paNa temane thaI gaI hatI; jue 9. zrImad rAjacaMdra " agAsa AvRtti, hAthanoMdha-1 (32) pR. 801 * avazya krama nA bhAga che, lAgavavA avazeSa re; tethI hu eka ja dhArIne, jAzu` svarUpa svadeza re '99 k

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prakaraNa 13 zrImanA anya vyaktie para paDeleA prabhAva zrImanuM jIvana e ema tyAgInuM jIvana hatu. khALavayathI ja temanAmAM vairAgyavRtti khIlavA lAgI hatI, ane samayanA vahevA sAthe tenI vRddhi thatI gaI hatI. ra4me varSe zuddha samakita prakAzyA pachI temanA e vairAgya vizeSa gherA banatA gayA hatA. te pahelAM te ramaNurAkti, avadhAnakti, kavitvazakita, jyAtiSanI zakti vagere zaktione lIdhe ThIka ThIka khyAti pAmI cUkayA hatA. A uparAMta karuNAbhAva, sarvanuM bhaluM karavAnI vRtti, sanI sAthe maitrIbhAva, ityAdi AMtarika guNA paNa temanAmAM sArA pramANamAM khIlyA hatA. ane te sanI sAthe saraLa, miSTa vANIne lIdhe zrImadnA eka ja vakhata paricayamAM AvanAra vyakti paNa temanI prarAsaka banI jatI. temanI sAthe vivAda karavAnI icchAthI AvanAra aneka vyaktio, temanI sAthenA vArtAlApa pachIthI temanI prazaM`saka banIne jatI tevA paNa ghaNA dAkhalAo nAMdhAyelA jovA maLe che. ane AvI vyaktie zrImanA jJAnathI ghaNI prabhAvita thaI jatI. A tA kAI kAI vakhata zrImanA samAgamamAM AvanAra vyaktionI vAta thaI. paraMtu keTalIka vyakitae to temanA samAgamamAM aneka vakhata AvI hatI. temanA AMtarika guNAthI AkarSAyelI evI vyaktionu eka evu vartuLa racAyuM hatuM ke je zrImA nira'taranA sahavAsa icchatuM. teemAMnA ghaNA tA zrImamaya ja banI gayA hatA, ane zrImadanA mArgadarzana anusAra ja vartAvAnI cIvaTa rAkhatA, tathA temAM ja peAtAnuM kalyANu paNa mAnatA. zrImane teo jJAnI guru tarIkenuM mAna ApatA, ane temanI AjJAnusAra thavAthI keTalAke te samyagdarzana prApta karyuM" hatuM, ane bIjAoe paNa yathAyeAgya murujIdazA prApta karI hatI. khIjI bAju zrImanI AMtarika zreNI nigraMthamAga mAM hatI, ane bAhya zreNI gRhasthanI hatI, tethI teo bane tyAM sudhI gupta ja rahevAnI ane AMtiraka zreNIthI na oLakhAvAnI IcchA rAkhatA hatA, kAraNa ke temanA pUrA paricayamAM na AvanArAe temanA bAhya gRhasthaveza joI vikalpamAM paDI kamakhAdha kare te iMna hatuM. AthI jemane jemane zrImadnI sAce svarUpe ALakha thaI hatI, te sarvane teo potAnA vize kayAMya na jaNAvavA vAravAra bhalAmaNu karatA. AthI temane yathArthI oLakhanArAonu` vartuLa temanI hayAtImAM nAnuM ja hatuM. A vartuLa nAnuM hAvAnu` bIjuM kAraNa e paNa hatuM ke zrImadre peAtAnI tattvajJAnasabhara kRtione prasiddhi ApI na hatI, ke je dvArA leAkeA temane jANI zake. Ama zrImad leAkasamUhathI IrAdApUrvaka dUra rahyA hatA.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi A badhAnu' pariNAma e Avyu. ke jemane jemane zrImanI kharI eLakha thaI te zrImaddanA vairAgyAdi guNAthI ra'gAI gayA, ane zrImadbhaya banI temanA vizeSa lAbha levA bhAgyazALI thayA. AvA bhAgyazALI mumukSue te zrI jUThAbhAI ujamazI, manasukhabhAI kI. mahetA, mahAtmA gAMdhIjI, aMbAlAla lAlacaMda, sAbhAgabhAI lallubhAI ane zrI lallujI mahArAja hatA. e badhAnA jIvana upara zrImanA ghaNA prabhAva paDelA jovA maLe che. khIjI bAju te badhAnA guNAnI asara zrImad para paNa thayelI. A badhA mumukSune jIvanamAM kAI prakAranI muzkelI AvatI tA te vize tee zrImad pAse ja mAdarzana icchatA, ane zrImad temane AdhyAtmika rIte yeAgya mArgadarzana ApatA paNa kharA; tethI A badhAnA gRhastha jIvanamAM ane tethI vizeSa AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM, zrImanA ghaNA ane prabaLa prabhAva joI zakAya che. 574 A badhA uparAMta, zrI khImajI devajI, tribheAvana mANekaca`da, revAza kara jagajIvana, mANekalAla ghelAbhAI, dhArazIbhAI kuzaLacaMda, DuMgarazIbhAI, cheATAlAla mANekaca'da, TAlAla revAzakara, paDhamazI ThAkarazI, metIcaMda giradhara kApaDiyA, jhaverabhAI, zakarabhAI, vrajabhAI, laheracaMdabhAI, jesa`gabhAI ujamazI, muni devakaraNajI, muni caturalAlajI, muni mAhanalAlajI vagere aneka vyaktie judA judA nimitte zrImanA paricayamAM AvI hatI. ane e badhA para paNa zrImanI vadhate-che aze asara paDI hatI. tema chatAM e asara evI gADha na hatI ke jethI te vyaktinu' jIvanavaheNa ja badalAI jAya. A prakaraNamAM jIvanavaheNa badalAvI nAkhe teTalI gherI asara jemanA para thaI hatI, tathA jemaNe muzkelInA samayamAM zrImadnu mArgadarzana inkyuM hatuM, tevI jUDAbhAI, manasukhabhAI, gAMdhIjI, a'mAlAlabhAI, lallujI mahArAja ane seAbhAgabhAI e che vyaktio sAthenA zrImadnA saMbaMdha vicAryA che. A chamAMthI jUDAbhAI, abAlAlabhAI, lallujI mahArAja ane seAbhAgabhAI, e cAra jaNAne tA, zrImanA pAtAnA jaNAvyA pramANe zrImanI hayAtImAM ja samyajJAna pragaTa thayuM hatu, ane manasukhabhAI tathA gAMdhIjIe dRDha mumukSutA prApta karI hatI. AvI ucca AtmadazA prApta karanAra vyaktie, zrImanI zakaya teTalI gupta rahevAnI icchAne kAraNe, gaNIgAMThI hoya te svAbhAvika che. zrImad ane juDAbhAI vi. saM. 1943mAM muMkhaI thI vavANiyA jatAM zrImad amadAvAdamAM zeTha pAnAcaMda avaracaMdane tyAM UtaryA hatA. te vakhate zeThanA eka mANasa sAthe zrImad mallicaMda jecaMdanI peDhI para gayA hatA. tyAM temane jesaMgabhAI tathA laherAbhAI ane ra'gajIbhAI sAthe oLakhANa thaI. zrImad, temanI mAgaNIthI, temane pAtAnA kAvyanI theADI prasAdI ApI, jenAthI badhA khUba AnaMda pAmyA. e rIte jUThAbhAInA mATAbhAI jesaMgabhAI sAthe zrImadna pahelA paricaya thaye..

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17. zrIsanA anya vyaktie para paDele prabhAtha 55 vi. sa'. 1944mAM zrImad meAkSamALA " chapAvavA mATe krIthI amadAvAda AvyA. te vakhate teo, mArakhInA rahIza vinayaya'da pApaTabhAI daphtarI taraphathI, zeTha jesa'gabhAI upara mAkSamALA "nI chapAI vize bhalAmaNapatra laIne AvyA hatA. te patra anusAra zrI jesa'gabhAI e zrImane amuka mada paNa karI hatI, te samaye zrImad bethI aDhI mAsa amadAvAda rokAyA hatA. jesaMgabhAI zrImada pAse vAraMvAra temanA utAre jatA, tyAre zrImada ramUja khAtara temanA mananI vAta jANIne pragaTa kahetA, ane tethI jesagabhAI zrImaddane vidvAna tarIke jANatA. paratu kAmakAjane aMge jesa`gabhAIne vAravAra bahAragAma javAnuM thatu', tethI teo zrImad pAse niyamita jaI zakatA nahi. AthI te peAtAnA nAnA bhAI jUDAbhAI ne zrImad pAse mAkalatA. tema karatAM jUThAbhAInA zrImad sAthenA paricaya vadhyA. ane temane zrImanI jJAnI tarIkenI oLakhANa thaI "6 zrI jUThAbhAI sAthenA sabaMdha gADha thayA pachI zrImad jyAre jyAre amadAvAda jatA tyAre temane tyAM ja UtaratA. A uparAMta zrImad sAthe jUThAbhAI doDhathI be mAsa meArakhImAM rahyA hatA. ane gheADA divasa bharUca paNa gayA hatA. vaLI, pratyakSa samAgama na hAya tyAre ane vacce dhanimitte patravyavahAra paNa niyamitapaNe cAlatA. zrI jUDAbhAI nA janma vi. sa'. 1923nA kArataka suda bIjanA rAja thayA hatA. e hisAbe teo zrImad karatAM eka varSa mATA eTale ke lagabhaga samavayaska jevA hatA. temanA pitAnuM nAma ujamazIbhAI ane mAtAnuM nAma jamanAbAI hatu. temanA abhyAsa aMgrejI ceAthA dhAraNa sudhInA hatA. te buddhizALI tathA bhakti-bhAvavALA hatA. zarUAtamAM te vaiSNava sa'pradAyanI bhaktimAM jatA hatA. paNa zrImanA meLApa pachIthI temanA e sa`ga chUTI gayeA hatA, emanI bhaktimAM ghaNA vega AvyA hatA ane emaNe ucca dazA prApta karI hatI. vi. saM. 1944nA bhAdaravA vada pachIthI zrI jUDAbhAI upara zrImadde lakhela lagabhaga vIsa jeTalA patro " zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthamAM prasiddha thayelA jovA maLe che. A patromAMnA ghaNAkharA patro TUMkA che. mAtra traNa-cAra patro ja lAMbA che, chatAM te badhAmAMthI zrImadanI jUDAbhAI pratinI prIti spaSTa jaNAya che. dz vi. sa'. 1945 AsapAsathI zrI jUThAbhAInI tabiyata narama rahevA lAgI hatI, ethI temane zrImadranA viyeAga bahu AkuLa karI mUkatA hatA. jUThAbhAI pAtAnI AkuLatA patromAM vyakta karatA. tenA uttaramAM zrImad vAra vAra jaNAvatA mArA prati ke bIjA kAI prati eveA rAga na karavA joIe ke jethI zarIrane hina pahoMce. vi. sa'. 1945mAM zrImadre lakhyuM hatu. keH-~ " mArAthI dUra rahevAmAM tamArI ArAgyatA hAni pAme tema thavu... na joIe. sarva Ana'damaya thaze."ra 1. TuMMkA gALe lakhAyelA A patronI dhArA, juDAbhAInA alpAyune kAraNe, lAMe samaya cAlI naheAtI. 2. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AItta, AMka 46

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56 te ja varSoMnA caitra sudamAM zrImadde lakhyu hatu ke H-- " tame deha mATe sabhALa rAkhazeA. deha hAya tA dha thaI zake che, mATe tevAM sAdhananI sabhALa rAkhavA bhagavAnane paNa bedha che."3 e ja varSanA vaizAkha sudamAM peAtAne jUThAbhAI para zA mATe rAga rahe che, te jaNAvatAM zrImadde lakhyu che ke :~ "mArA para atizaya bhAvanA rAkhI vavAnI tamArI icchAne hu` rokI zakatA nathI; paNa tevI bhAvanA bhAvatAM tamArA dehane yatkiMcit hAni thAya tema na karo. mArA para tamArI rAga rahe che, tene lIdhe tamArA para rAga rAkhavA mArI icchA nathI; 52tu tame eka dharma pAtra jIva che ane mane dharmapAtra para kaMI vizeSa anurAga upajAvanArI parama icchanA che, tene lIdhe keAI paNa rIte tamArA para IcchanA kaI aze paNa vate che, "4 zrImatI jIvanasiddhi Ama zrImad vAraMvAra jUThAbhAIne zuM karavA ceAgya che te AdhatA. narama tabiyatane lIdhe jUThAbhAIne keTalIka vakhata evI AzaMkA thatI ke mRtyu bahu najIka haze te AtmAnu zreya kaI rIte karIza ? A zakA temaNe zrImane paNa jaNAvI hatI, je bAbata haiyAdhAraNa ApatAM zrImadre temane vi. sa. 1945nA vaizAkha sudamAM lakhyuM' hatuM ke H " samIpa ja chuM, ema gaNI zAka ghaTADA, jarUra ghaTADeA. AragyatA vadhaze; jiMdagInI sa`bhALa rAkhA; hamaNAM dehatyAganA bhaya na samajo, evA vakhata haze te ane jJAnIdRzya haze teA jarUra AgaLathI keAI jaNAvaze ke paheoMcI vaLaze. hamaNAM te tema nathI."pa zrImadde Apelu* A haiyAdhAraNa kheATu' na hatuM. temaNe jUThAbhAInA AyuSya saba"dhI AgAhI paNa karI hatI. vi. sa'. 1946nA vaizAkha suda trIje zrImadde lakhyu' hatu` ke ~~ " A upAdhimAM paDayA pachI jo mAru liMgadehajanyajJAna- darzana tevu ja rahyuM hAya,--yathArtha ja rahyuM hoya, te jUThAbhAI aSADa suda 9 gurunI rAtre samAdhizIta thaI A kSaNika jIvananA tyAga karI jaze, ema te jJAna sUcave che.'6 avasAnanAM tithi temaja samaya bAbata jUDAbhAI ne jaNAvavA temaNe 3. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa 4-5. ejana, AMka 59 temaNe traNa mAsa agAu noMdhI rAkhyAM hatAM, ane te chaganalAla becaralAlane agAuthI lakhyu hatu. zrImadde AvRtti, AMka 56 6. ejana, aH7 116 (dainika noMdha)

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva 577 karelI jUThAbhAInI avasAnanI nedha mAtra thoDA kalAkanA phera sAthe sAcI paDI hatI. vi. saM. 1946nA aSADa suda 10me zrImade e vize nepyuM hatuM ke - liMgadehajanyajJAnamAM upAdhine lIdhe yatkiMcit phera thaye jAye. pavitrAtmA jUThAbhAI uparanI tithie paNa divase svargavAsI thayAnA Aje khabara maLyA."7 jUThAbhAI mATe zrImaddane keTaluM mAna hatuM te ApaNane zrImadanA aSADa suda 10nA lakhelA patramAM jovA maLe che, temAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - e pAvana AtmAnA guNenuM zuM smaraNa karavuM ? jyAM vismRtine avakAza nathI, tyAM smRti thaI gaNAya ja kema? enuM laukika nAma ja dehadhArI dAkhala satya hatuM, e AtmadazArUpe kharo virAgya hate. mithyAvAsanA jenI bahu kSINa thaI hatI, vItarAgane paramarAgI hata, saMsArane paramagusita hatuM, bhaktinuM prAdhAnya jenA aMtaramAM sadAya prakAzita hatuM, samyaphabhAvathI vedanIya karma davAnI jenI adbhuta samatA hatI, mehanIya karmanuM prabaLa jenA aMtaramAM bahu zUnya thayuM hatuM, mumukSutA jenAmAM uttama prakAre dIpI nIkaLI hatI, e e jUThAbhAIne pavitrAtmA Aje jagatane, A bhAgane tyAga karIne cAlyo gayo. A sahacArIothI mukta thayo. dharmanA pUrNAhUlAdamAM AyuSya aciMtu pUrNa karyuM. arere ! evA dharmAtmAnuM TUMkuM jIvana A kALamAM hoya e kaMI vadhAre AzcaryakAraka nathI. evA pavitrAtmAnI A kALamAM kyAMthI sthiti hoya? bIjA saMgIonAM evAM bhAgya kyAMthI hoya ke AvA pavitrAtmAnAM darzanano lAbha adhika kALa temane thAya? mokSamArgane de evuM je samyaktva jenA aMtaramAM prakANyuM hatuM, evA pavitrAmAM jUThAbhAIne namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ho !". A patramAM zrImade jUThAbhAInA nAmane paramArtha keTalI suMdara rIte samajAvyo che! deha paranI prItithI jotAM teo jUThA hatA te "enuM laukika nAma ja dehadhArI dAkhala satya hatuM." e vAkya dvArA samajAvyuM che. ane paramArthathI jotAM dehane meha vairAgyane lIdhe chUTI gayo hato te zrImad "ane AtmadazA rUpe khare vairAga hate." te zabdo dvArA samajAvyuM che. Ama temanA laukika nAmamAMthI zrImadde tene paramArtha skUTa karI batAvyA che. uparane patra lakhyA pachI pAMca divase eTale ke aSADI pUname zrImade temanA vize lakhyuM hatuM kaiH- 7-8. "zrImada rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 117 73

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578 66 zrImanI thasiddhi 66 cihna satyaparAyaNanA svargavAsasUcaka zabdo bhayaMkara che. evAM ratnAnu' lAMbuM jIvana paraMtu kALane peASAtu nathI. dhamecchakanA evA ananya sahAyaka mAyAdevIne rahevA devA ceAgya na lAgyA. A AtmAnA, A jIvananA, rAhatyika vizrAma kALanI pramaLa dRSTie khecI lIdheA. jJAnadRSTithI zAkanA avakAza nathI manAtA; tathApi tenA uttamAttama guNA tema karavAnI AjJA kare che, bahu smaraNa thAya che; vadhAre nathI lakhI zakatA. '9 ahIM paNa zrImad jUThAbhAInA AMtiraka guNAne lakSamAM laIne temane mATe satyaparAyaNa " jevuM vizeSaNa nAmarUpe yAje che, te sUcaka che. zrI jUThAbhAInI sAcI oLakhANa temanA kuTuMbIjanone thaI nahAtI. mAtra 23 varSanI vaye svargavAsI thanAra jUDAbhAInuM AyuSya jo lAMbu hAta to temanA samAgamamAM AvanAra pratyeka vyaktine lAbha thAta te niHzaMka che. ahIM zrImad tathA jUThAbhAI vacce pAramArthika anurAga kevA hatA te jANavA maLe che. zrImanA samAgamamAM AvyA pachI ja zrI jUThAbhAI e AtmA vizenu zraddhAna dRDha karyu* hatu, ane krame krame ucca AtmikadazA nAnI vayamAM prApta karI hatI, ane tema thavAmAM zrImanA phALA nAnAsUnA na hatA te ApaNe ahI' joyuM. zrImad taraphathI thayelA amUlya mArgadarzana vinA jUThAbhAI kadAca ATalA AtmavikAsa sAdhI na zakata. bIjI khAju jUThAbhAInA samAgamathI zrImane paNa eTalA ja lAbha thayA hatA. je samaye zrImane paramA mA mAM bIjA koInA sahArA na hatA, te vakhate jUThAbhAI ja temanA sAcA paramA sakhA rahyA hatA. ane te arasAmAM AtmavikAsamAM jUDAbhAI ghaNA phALo ApI rahyA hatA. zrImadanA sauprathama paramA sakhA jUThAbhAI hatA ! zrImad ane manasukhabhAI zrImadda eka jJAnI satpuruSa che evA bhAvathI meArInA rahIza zrI manasukhabhAI kirataca'da mahetA vi. saM. 1955nA caitra mAsamAM zrImanA paricayamAM AvyA hatA. te pahelAM paNa tee kha'ne vacce paricaya tA hatA, paNa te sAmAnya prakAranA hatA. vi. sa'. 195 pathI te paricaya aneAkhA prakAranA anyA; ane vi. sa. 1957nA caitra mAsa sudhI eTale ke zrImanA avasAna sudhI te tevA ja cAlu rahyo hatA. Ama lagabhaga be varSa sudhI te ane vacce gADha paricaya rahyo hatA. zrI manasukhabhAI zrImad karatAM lagabhaga AThadaza varSe nAnA hatA. zrImad sAthenA temanA paricayanI zarUAta lagabhaga vi. sa. 1950thI, eTale ke temaNe maeNTrikanI parIkSA ApI tyArathI thaI hatI. paraMtu vi. sa`. 1950thI 1955 sudhImAM temanA paricaya maryAdita 9. va zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 118

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13. zrImada anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva 579 hite tyAM sudhImAM temane zrImadano samAgama morabI, muMbaI vagere sthaLe traNacAra vakhata thayo hato, paNa teo zrImadane jJAnI tarIke oLakhI zakyA na hatA. zrImanI evI oLakhANa temane vi. saM. 1955mAM thaI. te varSanA caitra mAsamAM manasukhabhAIne zrImane maLavAnI IcchA thaI paNa hAlamAM teo koIne maLatA nathI, tathA patravyavahAra karatA nathI, tevA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne te IcchA dabAI gaI. te pachI thoDA divasa vItyA, ane zrImada vavANiyAthI morabI AvyA. zrImade kaI paNa prasaMga vinA, potAnA AvyAno saMdeze. manasukhabhAIne pahoMcADyo. manasukhabhAI zrImaddane maLavA gayA. te vakhate temane manamAM vikalpa thayA karatA hatA ke zrImadda sAthe mArAthI bolAze ke kema? kevI rIte vAta karAze ? vagere. paNa tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre zrImadda ja temane sAmethI bolAvI temane saMkeca dUra karyo. temanI sAthenI vAtathI manasukhabhAIne khUba saMteSa tathA AnaMda thayo; ane sAthe sAthe emane e vAtane kheda paNa thayo ke "AvA uttama puruSanI hAjarImAM huM Avo viSayakaSAyathI bharapUra kema?" bIje divase te kheda sAthe manasukhabhAI zrImadrane maLavA gayA tyAre temanA kaMI kahyA vinA zrImade sauprathama zabdo uccAryA te A hatA; "manasukha, vizeSa thaI zake te sAruM, jJAnIone sadAcaraNa paNa priya che, kheda kartavya nathI." Ama vi. saM. 155nA citra mAsamAM manasukhabhAIne keTalAka evA anubhava thayA ke je parathI temane zrImada jJAnI hovAnI khAtarI thaI.10 A pachI zrImaddanAM "mekSamALA" Adi pustako manasukhabhAInA vAMcavAmAM AvyAM. sAthe sAthe temanI sAthe paricaya paNa vadhato gaye; ane te badhAne pariNAme manasukhabhAIne zrImadda pratyene pUjyabhAva vadhato gaye hate. zrImaddanA paricayamAM potAne thayelo temanI zaktione anubhava temaNe "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanarekhA"mAM jaNAvyo che. zrImada vi. saM. 1956nI sAlamAM paDelA dukALanI AgAhI karI hatI, te vize ApaNe zrI manasukhabhAInI dhamAMthI ja jANI zakIe chIe. vi. saM. 1955nA caitra suda AThame baporanA cAra thayA, te vakhate manasukhabhAI zrImadda pAse beThA hatA tyAre pUrva dizAmAM AkAzamAM kALuM zyAmavarNa vAdaLuM joIne zrImadde kahyuM ke, "tratune sanipAta thayo che." e varasanuM comAsuM keruM gayuM, ane bhayaMkara chappaniyo dukALa paDyo.11 vaLI "saMgItakalAdhara" jevA saMgItane lagatA graMthanuM vAcana paNa zrImad karatA. hatA, te ApaNe manasukhabhAInI dhamAMthI ja jANI zakIe chIe. eka vakhata senerI kinAravALuM, suzobhita pUMThAvALuM, svaccha mudraNa ane kAgaLavALuM suMdara pustaka joIne manasukhabhAI e zrImadane te vize pUchyuM. zrImad te vize uttara Apyo ke - e "saMgItakalAdhara' che. bhAvanagara rAjyanA keI Azrite te banAvela che. saMgItakalAne ThIka khyAla Ape che. paNa e kalA je AtmAthe ke bhakti nimitte na hoya te kapita che. kAvyakaLA Adi bIjI kaLAo mATe paNa samajavAnuM che. AtmArtha ke bhaktiprojanarUpa e na hoya te kalpita che. 12 10. A badhA prasaMge manasukhabhAIe "zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekha "mAM noMdhyA che. 11. ejana, pR. 143-44, 12. ejana, 5. 134.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zrI mahIpatarAma rUparAma janadharmane dezanI adhogati karanAra mAnatA hatA. te vize temane eka vakhata zrImadda sAthe vAtacIta thaI. zrImadda tarka pUrNa dalIlathI, jainadharma dezanI barabAdI nahi paNa AbAdI karanAra che te sAbita karI batAvyuM, ane mahIpatarAme te kabUla paNa karyuM. e rasika prasaMga vize paNa ApaNe manasukhabhAInI noMdhamAMthI ja jANI zakIe chIe. A badhA uparAMta bIjA keTalAka prasaMgenI noMdha paNa manasukhabhAIe karI che, jemAMthI ApaNane zrImadunI viziSTa zaktione paricaya thAya che, ane sAthe sAthe manasukhabhAImAM zrImadda mATe rahelI bhakti paNa jovA maLe che. manasukhabhAInI cIvaTa Adine lIdhe zrImaddana temanA para sAre vizvAsa hatA. tethI ghaNI vakhata zrImadda keI graMthanuM bhASAMtara Adi kArya karavAnuM paNa temane patA. zrImada temane kahetA - "vadarzanasamucaya, yogadaSTisamuccayanAM bhASAMtara karavA yogya che. te karaze. AnaMdaghanAvIzInA artha vivecana sAthe lakhazA.13 "zAMtasudhArasa vAMcyuM? tenuM paNa pharI vivecanarUpa bhASAMtara karavA yogya che, te karazo."14 AptamImAMsA, yogabiMdu upamitibhavaprapaMca kathAnuM gujarAtI bhASAMtara karaze. yogabiMdunuM bhASAMtara thayela che, upamitibhavaprapaMcanuM thAya che, paNa te banne pharI karavA yogya che, te karaze. dhIme dhIme thaze."15 Ama ghaNu graMthonuM bhASAMtara, vivecana Adi karavAnuM zrImade temane soMpyuM hatuM, te zrImane temanA para vizvAsa batAve che. paraMtu A badhAmAMthI mAtra "zAMtasudhArasa"nuM ja bhASAMtara manasukhabhAI e karyuM che, bAkInAM teo karI zakyA na hatA. zrImada manasukhabhAI para kevo vizvAsa hatuM te to ApaNane temaNe temane sAMpalA "mekSamALA"nA bIjI AvRttinA prakAzananA kAryamAM jovA maLe che. jyAre "mokSamALAnI bIjI AvRtti pragaTa karavAnI hatI tyAre te vizene sarva bhAra pUrNa vizvAsa sAthe zrImad manasukhabhAIne sepyo hato. e prasaMge zrImadde temane lakhyuM hatuM ke - mokSamALA mAM zabdAMtara athavA prasaMgavizeSamAM koI vAkayAMtara karavAnI vRtti thAya te karazo. upodaghAta Adi lakhavAnI vRtti hoya te lakhazo. jIvanacaritranI vRtti upazAMta karaze."16 mokSamALA vize jema tamane sukha Upaje tema pravata."17 13. "zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA" pR. 159. 18. ejana, 5. 159. 15. ejana, ". 161-62. 1. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRti, AMka 921. 17. ejana, AMka 934

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13. zrImadda anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva zrImadanA A lakhANa uparathI joI zakAya che ke zrImade zabdAMtara ane vAkyAMtara karavA jevI chUTa paNa manasukhabhAIne ApI hatI. zrImaddanA aMtakALa samayane eka prasaMga paNa jANavA jevuM che, je zrI manasukhabhAI e potAnAM saMsamaraNamAM navyA che. zrImaddanA avasAnanA thoDA divasa pahelAM manasukhabhAI zrImadane jovA rAjakeTa gayA hatA. tyAM amuka divasa sudhI temane rAjakeTamAM rokAvA mATe zrImad zrI puMjAbhAIne kahyuM hatuM. paNa puMjAbhAI manasukhabhAIne e kahevAnuM bhUlI gayA. daramyAna temane morabI javAne vikalpa AvyA. e vikalpa temaNa dhArazIbhAIne jaNAvyA, je dhArazIbhAIne yegya lAgyuM. tethI teo zrImada pAse baMne mATe rajA levA gayA - caitra vada 4nI savAre. zrImade temane traNa vakhata pUchyuM ke, "kema utAvaLa che?" chatAM dhArazIbhAIe rajA mAgI, tyAre "jevI irachA' kahI zrImadde dhArazIbhAI ne rajA ApI. manasukhabhAI mATe te tene pUchatAM ja bhUlI gayA, ane bahAra AvI temane kahyuM ke, "gADIno vakhata thaI gaye che mATe jaladI cAlA." manasukhabhAIe pUchyuM, "mAre mATe AjJA lIdhI che?" utAvaLamAM dhArazIbhAI e hA kahI kahyuM ke ApaNe gADImAM vAta karIzuM. gADImAM beThA pachI dhArazIbhAI e badhI vAta karI. te vakhate manasukhabhAI e kaheluM; " ApaNuM baMnenI bhUla thaI che. Apane traNa vAra "utAvaLa che?" ema kahyuM, chatAM Apa samajyA nahi,. ane mArA mATe te AjJA ja mAgI nathI." dhArazIbhAIe kahyuM, "haze, have cAle, pharI vAta."18 paNa vaLate ja divase, vada panA rajata zrImadda dehavilaya thayo! pitAnA aMtakALa samaye manasukhabhAI hAjara hoya to sAruM tevA zrImanA bhAva uparanA prasaMgamAM jovA maLe che. zrImadane prabhAva paNa manasukhabhAI upara ghaNe paDyA hatA. temane zramamAM rAnI purUSanI zraddhA hatI. paraMtu teo baMne vacceno saMbaMdha be ja varSa sudhI cAlu rahyuM hatuM. vaLI, manasukhabhAInI vaya paNa te vakhate nAnI hatI, tethI Atmika dRSTie manasukhabhAInI kakSA zrI aMbAlAlabhAI, sebhAgabhAI Adi jeTalI ucca thaI nahotI. tema chatAM saraLatA. karuNA vagere guNe temanAmAM vikasita thayA hatA. zrImadanA avasAna pachI temanA sAhityanA saMzodhananuM kAma paNa manasukhabhAIe parizramapUrvaka karyuM hatuM. vakhate te sAhityanA vAMcanathI temanA pratinI mAnavRttimAM vadhAre thayo hato. ane temAMthI temane zrImaddanuM jIvanacaritra lakhavAnI vRtti paNa thaI hatI, ane te mATe temaNe muddAo bhegA karavA paNa cAlu karyA hatA. paraMtu te badhuM pUrNa thAya te pahelAM te manasukhabhAInuM avasAna thayuM, ane te kArya apUrNa rahyuM! paraMtu je je sadAo ekaThA thayA hatA, manasukhabhAI zrImanA pratyakSa samAgamane je anubhava tathA temano je paricaya thayeA hato, tenA nirUpaNanI noMdha "zrImada rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA" mAM pragaTa thayela che. A uparAMta manasukhabhAIne zrImada patyane ahobhAva temaNe lakhela "mekSamALA nA upodaghAtamAM tathA temaNe zrImad rAjayaMtI nimitte ApelA vyAkhyAnamAM paNa joI zakAya che. 18. zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanarekhA", pR. 163-64.

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zrImadanA jIvanasiddhi A badhuM hovA chatAM zrImada ane manasukhabhAI vacce tatvavicAraNAne lagate patravyavahAra bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. je AThadaza patro zrImada manasukhabhAI para lakhyA hatA, temAM bahu TakANa che, ane bhAgye ja becAra muddAonI vicAraNuM jovA maLe che. traNeka patro te mokSamALA"nA prakAzana aMge ja lakhAyelA che. te parathI lAge che ke zrImaddanA raMgathI manasukhabhAI, zrImanA avasAna pachI ja vizeSapaNe raMgAyA haze. Ama zrImade temanI hayAtImAM temanA AcaraNa dvArA ane hayAtI bADha temanA sAhitya dvArA manasukhabhAI para prabhAva pADyo hato, ema joI zakAya che. zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne janma vi. saM. 1925nA bhAdaravA vada 12nA roja porabaMdaramAM thayela hatuM. teo zrImathI lagabhaga poNAbe varSe nAnA hatA. temanA pitAmaha, pitAzrI ane moTAbhAI traNe porabaMdaramAM anukrame dIvAna thayelA ane pAchalI vayamAM temanA pitAzrI rAjakeTa sTeTanA dIvAna hatA. gAMdhIjI temanA pitAnA sauthI nAnA putra hovAthI temanuM bALapaNa sAmAnya rIte rAjakoTamAM ja vIteluM, ane emane abhyAsa paNa tyAM ja thayela. zrImadane bAlyakALa mukhyatve vavANiyAmAM ja pasAra thayelo, ane temaNe zALAne abhyAsa te bahu DI mudatamAM choDI dIdhelo, tethI vavANiyA bahAra rahevAne temane nAnI vayamAM jhAjho prasaMga paDelo nahi. vi. saM. 1943mAM gAMdhIjI maeNTrika pAsa thayA te pachI kAyadAnA abhyAsa mATe emane vilAyata melavAmAM AvyA. tyAM jatAM pahelAM temanAM mAtuzrIe temane parastrI, dArU ane mAMsAhAra e traNanA tyAganI pratijJA eka jana muni pAse levaDAvI hatI, je temaNe pUrepUrI pALI hatI. vi. saM. 1940 AsapAsa zrImaddanI avadhAnI tarIkenI khyAtI thavA lAgI hatI. vi. saM. 1943thI teo vepArArthe muMbaI AvyA. tyAM temaNe avadhAnanA aneka prayogo karyA ane vizeSa khyAti prApta karI. A samaya sudhImAM zrImadda tathA gAMdhIjIne meLApa thayo na hato. teonI sauprathama mulAkAta vi. saM. 1974mAM gAMdhIjI vilAyatathI hiMda pAchA pharyA te ja divase muMbaImAM thaI. gAMdhIjIne vilAyatamAM zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananA bhAI DI. prANajIvanadAsa mahetA sAthe gADha paricaya thayo hato. tethI vi. sa. 1947nA jeTha mAsamAM gAMdhIjI abhyAsa pUrNa karI hiMda AvyA tyAre zrI prANajIvanadAsa mahetAe temane potAne ghera utAro Apyo hate. te ja divase gAMdhIjIne temanAM mAtuzrInA avasAnanA khabara ApavAmAM AvyA. vilAyatamAM ekalA rahetA gAMdhIjI e samAcAra jIravI nahi zake ema gaNI temanA moTAbhAIe e khabara temanAthI chupAvyA hatA. mAtAnA avasAnane ghA gAMdhIjI khamI gayA,

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13. zrImadane anya vyakitao para paDele prabhAva 583 te ja divase zrImadda De. prANajIvanadAsa mahetAne tyAM gayA hatA. te vakhate temanI gAMdhIjI sAthe oLakhANa thaI. gAMdhIjIne zrImadanI oLakhANa Do. prANajIvanadAsanA moTA bhAI popaTabhAInA jamAI tathA kavi ane avadhAnI tarIke karAvavAmAM AvI. zrImaddanI zaktine thaDe paricaya gAMdhIjIne te vakhate thayo, ane cheDI vAtacItamAM ja gAMdhIjI zrImadda prati AkarSAyA. pahelI ja mulAkAtamAM zrImaddanI potAnA para kevI chApa paDI hatI tenuM suMdara varNana karatAM gAMdhIjIe "zrImada rAjacaMdra" graMthanI prastAvanAmAM lakhyuM che ke - dAktare rAyacaMdabhAIne kavi kahIne oLakhAvyA, ane mane kahyuM, "kavi chatAMye amArI sAthe vepAramAM che. teo jJAnI che, zatAvadhAnI che." keIe sUcanA karI ke, mAre keTalAka zabdo temane saMbhaLAvavA ne teo te zabdo game te bhASAnA haze te paNa je kramamAM huM belyo haIza te ja kramamAM pAchA kahI jaze." mane A sAMbhaLIne Azcarya thayuM. huM to juvAni, vilAyatathI Avelo, mArA bhASAjJAnane paNa DALa, mane vilAyatano pavana tyAre kaMI ocho na hate. vilAyatathI AvyA eTale UMcethI UtaryA." mAruM badhuM jJAna ThAlavyuM ane judI judI bhASAnA zabdo prathama meM lakhI kADhayA - kema ke mane kama kyAM yAda rahevAne have ? ane pachI te zabdo huM vAMcI gaye. te ja kramamAM rAyacaMdabhAIe haLavethI eka pachI eka badhA zabdo kahI dIdhA. huM rAjI thayo, cakti thaye ane kavinI smaraNazakti vize mAro UMco abhiprAya baMdhAye; vilAyatane pavana haLa pADavA sAru A anubhava sarasa thayo gaNAya." kavine aMgrejI jJAna muddala na hatuM. temanI uMmara te vakhate pacIsathI upara na hatI. gujarAtI nizALamAM paNa thoDe ja abhyAsa karelo. chatAM ATalI smaraNazakti, ATaluM jJAna ane ATaluM temanI AsapAsanA taraphathI mAna. AthI huM mahAye." smaraNazakti nizALamAM nathI vecAtI, jJAna paNa nizALanI bahAra je IcchA thAya - jijJAsA hoya - to maLe, ane mAna pAmavAne sAru vilAyata ke kayAMye javuM nathI paDatuM, paNa guNane mAna joIe te maLI rahe che, e padArthapATha mane muMbaI UtaratAM ja maLe." " kavinI sAtheno A paricaya bahu AgaLa cAlyA. smaraNazakti ghaNAnI tIvra hoya, tethI aMjAvAnI kazI jarUra nathI. zAstrajJAna paNa ghaNAne jovAmAM Ave che. paNa je te saMskArI na hoya, to temanI pAsethI phUTI badAma paNa nathI maLatI. saMskAra sAro hoya tyAM ja smaraNazakti ane zAstrajJAna meLApa zobhe ane jagatane bhAve. kavi saMskArI ane jJAnI hatA.19 19. zrImad rAjacaMdra ane gAMdhIjI" pR. 44. A ja prasaMga gAMdhIjIe potAnI AtmakathA"nA bIjA bhAganA pahelA prakaraNamAM paNa Alekhyo che.

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zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi Ama pahelI ja mulAkAtathI gAMdhIjI zrImad pratye AkarSAyA, temanA vilAyatanA pavana haLavA paDayo, ane jJAna meLavavA vilAyata javu* paDe te temanI mAnyatA zrImanA meLApathI dUra thaI. 584 te pachIthI gAMdhIjI vakIlAtanI zarUAta karavA muMbaImAM ja rokAyA. te daramyAna teo zrImane vAra'vAra temanI peDhI para maLatA. te vakhate temanAmAM dharmajijJAsA bahu na hatI, paNa sAmAnya jIvanamAMthI UThatA aneka praznonuM dharmanI dRSTie nirAkaraNa zrImad ahu sArI rIte karatA, eTale gAMdhIjIne temanu mArgadarzana bahu madadarUpa thatu. vaLI, zrImanA meLApa vakhate temanI raheNIkaraNInu khArIkAIthI avalAkana karatA. ane temAM zrImadnanA guNA joI temanA pratyenA gAMdhIjInA Adara uttarAttara vadhatA gayA. te guNAne peAtAnAmAM utAravA gAMdhIjI mathatA. AthI te patra lakhatI vakhate zrImad temane "guNagrAhI " evu... sAka sa beAdhana karatA. e avaleAkana dvArA peAtAnA para zrImadnI kevI chApa paDI hatI, tenu... varNana karatAM gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM che keH-~ bAhyADa'barathI manuSya vItarAgI nathI thaI zakatA. vItarAgatA e AtmAnI prasAdI che. aneka janmanA prayatne maLI zake che ema harakeAI mANasa anubhavI zake che. rAgone kADhavAnA prayatna karanAra jANe che ke rAgarahita thavu" kevu" kaThina che, e rAgarahita dazA kavine svAbhAvika hatI ema mArI upara chApa paDI hatI. '20 66 peAte hajArAnA vepAra kheDatA, hIrAmeAtInI pArakha karatA, vepAranA kAyaDA ukelatA. paNa e vastu temanA viSaya naheAtI. temanA viSaya - temanA puruSArtha -- tA AtmaoLakha haridarzananA hatA. peAtAnI peDhI upara khIjI vastu hAya yA na hoya, paNa kAI ne kAI dharma pustaka ane rAjanIzI hAya ja. vepAranI vAta pUrI thaI ke dharma pustaka UghaDe athavA pelI noMdhapothI UghaDe.. " 66 " je manuSya lAkhAnA seAdAnI vAta karI laIne turata AtmajJAnanI gUDha vAtA lakhavA besI jAya tenI jAta vepArInI nahi, paNa zuddha jJAnInI che. temane AvI jAtanA anubhava mane eka veLA nahi paNa aneka veLA thayelA. meM temane kadI mUrchita sthitimAM nathI joyA. mArI joDe temane kaze! svAtha naheAte. 27 66 temanA ati nikaTa saMbaMdhamAM huM rahyo chuM. huM te veLA bhikhArI bArisTara hatA. paNa jyAre huM temanI dukAne pahoMcu tyAre mArI sAthe dha vArtA sivAya khIjI vArtA na ja kare. A veLA me' mArI dizA joI nahotI, mane sAmAnya rIte dharmavArtAmAM rasa hatA ema paNa na kahI zakAya, chatAM rAyacaMdabhAInI dharmavArtAmAM mane rasa AvatA. 20. gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA : zrImad ane gAMdhIjI pR. 48.

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13. zrImanA anya vyaktie para paDelA prabhAva 55 66 ghaNA dharmAcAryAnA prasaMgamAM huM tyAra pachI AvyA chuM. dareka dharmanA AcAyone maLavAnA prayatna meM karyA che, paNa je chApa mArA upara rAyacaMdabhAI e pADI te khIjA kAI nathI pADI zakayA. temanAM ghaNAM vacaneA mane seAMsarA UtarI jatAM. temanI buddhine viSe mane mAna hatuM. temanI prAmANikatA viSe teTaluM ja hatuM. ne tethI huM jANato hato ke te mane irAdApUrvaka ADe raste nahi dore ne potAnA manamAM haze evuM ja kaheze. AthI mArI AdhyAtmika bhIDamAM huM temanA Azraya leto. 21 gAMdhIjI jevI mahAna vyakti para ATalI gherI chApa pADanAra zrImanI mahattA kevI haze ! zrImadda tathA gAMdhIjInA paricaya A rIte vikasato jato hato, te vakhate pArakhaMdaranA abdulA zeTha nAmanA e muslima vepArIe peAtAnI dakSiNa AphrikAnI peDhInA vyApArI kaisa aMge, eka varSa mATe pagAradAra vakIla tarIke AphrikA AvavAnI gAMdhIjI pAse mAgaNI karI. muMbaInI korTamAM eka vakhata niSphaLa gayelA gAMdhIjIe e vAta svIkArI lIdhI, ane vi. sa. 1949nA unALAmAM tee ekalA AphrikA gayA. tyAM baMne pakSa vacce samajUtI karAvI gAMdhIjIe hAthamAM lIdheluM kAma eka varSamAM saphaLatAthI pUruM karyuM". maLelI saphaLatAthI gAMdhIjInI pratiSThA jAmI, ane temanI lAkapriyatA vadhavA lAgI. tethI sau mitroe peAtAnA dharmanI bhUkhIe gAMdhIjI samakSa mUkI, temanI pAse peAtAnA ja dharma zreSTha che, evu' pratipAdana karavA lAgyA ane peAtAnA dharma svIkAravA gAMdhIjIne lalacAvavA lAgyA. te vakhate gAMdhIjI khristI mitronA keTalAka guNuAne lIdhe temanA prati vizeSa AkarSAyA hatA. vaLI, hiM'dudharmanAM keTalAMka aniSTo temanI najara samakSa hatAM, eTale te dharmanI apUrNatA paNa temane khUMcatI hatI, tethI teo dharma parivartana karavAnI icchAvALA banI gayA hatA; jethI temanA muslima ane khristI mitrA temanA dharma bAbata ciMtA karavA lAgyA. paraMtu temaNe evA nizcaya karelA ke jyAM sudhI hiMdudharma pUrepUrA samajAya nahi, jyAM sudhI hiMdudhanA dekhAtA doSo ane aniSTonI khAtarI thAya nahi, tyAM sudhI dharma parivartana na karavuM. Ama temanA jIvanamAM dharmamaMthananA kALa zarU thayA. A samaye temaNe hiMdanA agragaNya dharmAcAryAM sAthe dharmanI bAbatamAM patravyavahAra karyo. pAtAnI musIbato temanI samakSa rajU karI, ane mArga darzana mAMgyu. badhAmAM zrImanuM sthAna mukhya hatu.... gAMdhIjIe temane ra7 prazno pUchyA hatA, jenA uttareA saraLa, samAdhAnakAraka bhASAmAM zrImatlR ApyA hatA. Aje paNa e praznottara vAMcatAM ghaNA khulAsA thAya tema che. A uttarA meAkalavAnI sAthe zrImad "Sadanasamuccaya ", " maNiratnamAlA ", "mAkSamALA vagere 'thA vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNa paNa gAMdhIjIne karI hatI. gAMdhIjIe e saM manana karyu ane temanA mananu tethI ghaNe aMze samAdhAna thayuM. te vize gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM' che ke :-- "" 74 " tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke huM te maLe ema che, evA manane vizvAsa << 21. AtmakathA bhAga 2, prakaraNa 1, 66 zAMti pAmyA. hiMdudha mAM mane je joI e AvyA. A sthitine sAru rAyacaMdabhAI zrImad ane gAMdhIjI '', pR. 6.

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586 zrImaddnI jIvanasahi javAbadAra thayA, eTale mAru mAna temanA pratye keTala' vadhyuM' hovu' joI e tenA khyAla vAMcanArane ka'Ika Avaze. '22 A ja prasa'ga vize gAMdhIjIe potAnI AtmakathAmAM viratArathI lakhyu che keH-- " Isune eka tyAgI, mahAtmA, daivI zikSaka tarIke huM svIkArI zakato hato, paNa tene advitIya puruSa rUpe nahAto svIkArI zakato. IsunA mRtyuthI jagatane bhAre dRSTAMta maLyu, paNa tenA mRtyumAM kAMI zudgha camatkArI asara hatI ema mAru' hRdaya svIkArI nahAtu zakatu. khristIonA pavitra jIvanamAMthI mane evu' na maLyu ke je khIjA dharmI enA jIvanamAMthI nahAtu maLatu. temanAM parivartana jevAM ja parivartana khIjAnA jIvanamAM thatAM meM joyAM hatAM. siddhAMtanI dRSTie khristI siddhAMtomAM me alaukikatA na bhALI. tyAganI dRSTie hiMdu dhI ene tyAga mane caDato jaNAyA. khristI dharmIne huM saMpUrNa athavA sarvoparI dharma tarIke na svIkArI zakayo. ' " A hRdayamaMthana meM prasaMgo AvatAM khristI mitronI pAse mUkyuM. tenA javAba te mane satoSe tevA na ApI zakathA,'' 66 paNa huM jema khristI dharmanA svIkAra na karI zako, tema hiMdu dharmanI sa pUrNatA viSe athavA tenA sarvoparipaNA viSe paNa huM tyAre nizcaya na karI zakyo. hiMdu dharmanI truTIe mArI najara AgaLa taryA karatI hatI. aspRzyatA je hiMdu dharmanuM aMga hAya, to te saDela' ne vadhArAnuM aMga jANavuM. aneka saMpradAyA, aneka nAtajAtonI hastI huM samajI na zakaco. veda ja IzvarapraNIta eTale zuM? veda IzvarapraNIta to bAIbala ane kurAna kAM nahi ? " " jema khristI mitro mArA upara asara karavA mathI rahyA hatA, tema musalamAna mitronA paNa prayatna hato. abdulA zeThe mane islAmanA abhyAsa karavA lalacAvI rahyA hatA. tenI pRSIenI carcA to karyA ja kare." " me* mArI musIbato rAyacaMdabhAI AgaLa mUkI. hi'dustAnanA bIjA dharma zAstrIe sAthe paNa patravyavahAra calAvyeA. temanA javAba pharI vaLyA. rAyaca'dabhAInA patrathI mane kaIka zAMti thaI. temaNe mane dhIraja rAkhavA ne hiMdu dharmanA UMDe abhyAsa karavA bhalAmaNa karI...temaNe keTalAMka pustako mAkalyAM, te paNa meM vAMcyAM. temAM 5'cIkaraNa, maNiratnamALA, yeAgavAziSThanuM mumukSu prakaraNa, haribhadrasUrinu SadarzInasamuccaya ityAdi hatAM... " khristI bhAI ee mArI jijJAsA bahu tIvra karI mUkI hatI. te keme zame tema naheAtI...temanA sabaMdhe mane jAgrata rAkhyA. je kaMI vakhata khacato tenA upayAga huM dhArmika vAMcanamAM karato. mArA patravyavahAra jArI rahyo hato. rAyaca'dabhAI mane 22. gAMdhIjIe lakhelI prastAvanA zrImada ane gAMdhIjI '', pR. 4, .*

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13. zrImanna anya vyaktio para paDelA prabhAva dorI rahyA hatA..mAre hiMdu dharma pratyeno Adara vadhe. tenI khUbI huM samajavA lAgyA."23 zrImade lakhelA uttare vAMcIne gAMdhIjInA mananuM keTaluM samAmAna thayuM hatuM te A avataraNa batAve che. gAMdhIjIe zrImaddane pUchelA prazno tAtvika temaja vyAvahArika ema baMne prakAranA che. prazno pUchavAmAM gAMdhIjInI vicakSaNatA joI zakAya che. AraMbhamAM "AtmA zuM che?" e praznathI zarUAta karI, tene lagatA anya prazno jevA ke "te zuM kare che? karma zuM che?" vagere prazno mUkyA che. te pachI teoe Izvara, tenuM jagatkartApaNuM, mokSa, karmAnusAra gati vagere viSe jANavAnI jijJAsA batAvI che. te pachI gAMdhIjIe amuka cakkasa dharma vizenA prazna mUkyA che; jema ke, - Aryadharma te zuM? veda koNe karyA? gItA koNe banAvI? vagere. A pachI gAMdhIjI potAnA maMthanaprazno para Ave che. temAM temaNe zrImaddane khristI dharma bAbata ane tenA keTalAka pracalita mata bAbata abhiprAya ApavA jaNAvyuM che. ane chelle gAMdhIjI zrImaddane keTalAka vyavahAru prazna, dhArmika daSTie pUche che. dAkhalA tarIke - anItimAMthI sunIti thaze kharI? sarpa karaDavA Ave tyAre tene karaDavA devo ke mArI nAkhavo? vagere. Ama joIe te gAMdhIjIe pUchelA praznamAM vyavasthitapaNuM, vakIla tarIkenI cokasAI vagere jovA maLe che. gAMdhIjIe zrImaddamAM je vizvAsa mUkIne temane abhiprAya Ichayo hato, te vizvAsane sA, kare tevA uttaro zrImade ApyA hatA. te uttaro vAMcIne hiMdu dharmanI zraddhA vadhatAM. gAMdhIjI khristI dharma apanAvatA aTakI gayA hatA. zrImadanI kevI addabhuta asara! zrImade gAMdhIjInA praznonA uttara, vyavasthita rIte ApyA che. temAM koI jagyAe paraspara virodhI ke kayAMya paNa temanI mAnyatA vize saMdeha Ubho kare evuM eka paNa vidhAna AvatuM nathI; temanA vyavasthita vicAromAM vizadatA paNa eTalI ja rahelI che. Atma viSenA uttaramAM zrImade AtmAnuM astitva, nityatva, kartRtva, bhakatRtva, ane mokSa e pAMca pada saraLa, sacoTa tathA miSTa bhASAmAM samajAvyAM che. jIva kaI apekSAthI Izvara kahevAya tathA Izvarane jagakartA kahevAthI kayA kayA doSo temAM Ave che te vize tarkabaddhatAthI temaNe bIjA praznanA uttaramAM jaNAvyuM che. karma rahita sthiti te mokSa, ane jema jema karma chUTatAM jAya tema tema jIvane tene khyAla AvatAM, tene mokSa thaze ke kema te paNa kahI zakAya te bAbata jaina dharmanA pAribhASika zabdonA upayoga vinA gAMdhIjIne trIjA tathA cothA praznanA uttaramAM zrImadde samajAvyuM che. jIvanI kamanasAra gati kaI rIte thAya che te pachInA traNa praznanA uttaramAM zrImade jaNAvyuM che. ahIM sudhInI AtmAne lagatI bAbateM viSe zrImake jaina dharmanA siddhAMta anusAra, chatAM keIne paNa gaLe Utare tevI pratItikara bhASAmAM lakhyuM che. 23. "AtmakathA ", bhAga 2, prakaraNa 15, "zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI", pR. 64.

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588 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi te pachI jagatamAM pravartatA judA judA dharmo viSenA keTalAka praznonA uttaro zrImada ApyA che. Ayadharma, vedanI utpatti, gItA ke veda IzvarakRta kaI rIte na hoI zake, pazu AdinA yajJathI puNya na maLe vagerenI vicAraNuM zrImade jaNAvI che. e ja rIte jaina, bauddha, vedAMta vagere patya dharmanI sthiti zrImade keTalAka praznanA uttaramAM jaNAvI che. rAmAvatAra ke kaSNAvatArane Izvara gaNavAthI kevA doSa Ave, brahmA, viSNu ane mahezanepurANunA svarUpe svIkAratAM kevA gUMcavADA UbhA thAya, te sarvanI chaNAvaTa zrImade tArkika rIte karI che. ane A badhA sAthe khristIdhama e sarvoparI dharma nathI, temAM paNa ghaNuM doSa pravarte che, te pitAne abhiprAya zrImade daSTAMte dvArA samajAvyo che, je pratItikara che. gAMdhIjIe pUchelA praznonA zrImade ApelA uttare ApaNe vAMcIe tyAre temAM temanI satyapriyatA tarata ja najare caDe che. sarvadharmane potAnA jJAna tathA anubhavanI keseTIe caDAvyA pachI ja temaNe jaina dharmane zreSTha gaNya hatuM. tema chatAM bIjA keI paNa dharma pratye temaNe anAdara sevyo na hato. pratyeka dharmanA sArA azo svIkAryA pachI, tenA doSa darzAvavA teo eTalI namra ane sacoTa bhASA vAparatA ke temanuM lakhANa vAcakane te viSe vicAratA karI mUke. vaLI, zrImadda pitAnAM lakhANamAM kayAMya asaMdigdhatA rahevA detA nahi; eTaluM ja nahi teo zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatI vakhate, jIva pote vicAra karIne yogya nirNaya para AvI zake e rIte AMgaLI cIMdhIne khasI javAnuM kArya paNa karatA. zrImadde Apelo, "sarva dharmanI utpatti vedamAMthI che ?" e prazna ke "sarpa karaDavA Ave tyAre tene mArI nAkhavo ke jIva jate kare ?" e prazna ke evA bIjA praznanA uttaro AnAM suMdara udAharaNa che. sarpa vizenA praznamAM spaSTa abhiprAya na ApatAM zrImada jIvanI yogyatAnA pramANamAM ahiMsA pALavAnuM uddabodhana kare che. deha paranuM mamatva TaLI gayuM hoya te, deha jato karavAnI bhalAmaNa kare che. ane mamatva na TaLyuM hoya to te mamatvabhAva paSatAM kevuM hAnikAraka pariNAma Ave che tenuM citra batAve che, jethI jIva pote ja egya mArga pasaMda karI le. temane mATe gAMdhIjI "zrImad rAjacaMdranI prastAvanAmAM lakhe che ke - "rAyacaMdabhAIne bIjA dharma pratye anAdara nahoto... mArI sAthe carcA karatAM mane koI divase temaNe evuM te kahyuM ja nahi ke mAre mokSa meLavavA sAru amuka dharmane avalaMba joI e. mAro AcAra vicAravAnuM ja temaNe mane kahyuM."24 zrImadda mATe gAMdhIjIe darzAvelA A abhiprAya, zrImade ApelA uttara vAMcatAM, sArthaka thatuM jaNAya che. zrImad gAMdhIjI upara lakhelA A lAMbA patra uparAMta bIjA be patro maLe che. temAMnA eka patramAM zrImad AtmAnAM cha pada samajavAnI agatya batAvI che, ane bIjAmAM jJAtivyavahAranI AvazyaktAno prazna judA judA dRSTibiMduthI caryo che. potAnA khristI tema 2. prastAvanA, prakaraNa 5, "zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI", pR. 56.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva 589 ja muslima mitrone tyAM bhojana levuM te dharmanI daSTie yogya gaNAya ke kema te bAbata gAMdhIjIne AphrikAmAM prazna thayo hato. te viSe zrImadda pAse mArgadarzana mAgatAM, tenA uttararUpe zrImad A patramAM Arya AcAravicAra, Arya-anArya kSetra, bhaThyAbharyo viveka, varNAzrama dharmanI agatya, vyavahAradharma vagere vize khulAsApUrvaka lakhyuM che. Ama A traNe patramAM ApaNane AdhyAtmika tathA vyAvahArika ema baMne prakAranI carcA jovA maLe che. zrImaddanA anya mumukSuone lakhAyelA patromAM mukhyatve AtmA, satsaMga, samakita Adi vizenuM ciMtanAtmaka lakhANa ja jovA maLe che. paNa zrImadane gAMdhIjIe vyavahAru ane dharmanI dRSTie pUchayA hovAthI tenA uttaramAM vyavahAru carcA paNa maLe che, te A patronI vizeSatA che. vyaktigata rIte lakhAyA hovA chatAM sarvane upayogI thAya tevA A patro che. zrImadda sAthenA patravyavahArathI gAMdhIjI hiMdu dharmanA raMgathI raMgAyA. e arasAmAM raziyAnA vikhyAta tattvajJAnI TaeNsaTI sAthenA patravyavahArathI tathA tenA pustaka paricayathI gAMdhIjI pratyeka jIva prati bhrAtRbhAva rAkhavAnuM zIkhyA hatA. vaLI, sAthe sAthe raskinanAM pustakanI asara nIce paNa teo AvyA. abdula zeDanuM kAmakAja pUruM karyA pachI gAMdhIjIe AphrikAmAM khAnagI vakIlAta zarU karI. sarakAra taraphathI tyAMnA hiMdIone thatA anyAya temanAthI na sahevAye. pariNAme hiMdIone te trAsamAMthI choDAvavA pitAnI vakIla tarIkenI sevAo temaNe maphata ApavA mAMDI. tethI gerI prajA temanI viruddha thaI gaI ane temanA para jIvaleNa humale thaye. temAMthI temane hiMdIonA AgevAna tarIke vizeSa pratiSThA maLI. Ama zarU thayelI laDatane vyavasthita rIte calAvavAnI jarUra jaNAtAM teo hiMdIone sahAro meLavavA vi. saM. 15ranA unALAmAM hiMda AvyA. hiMda AvyA pachI gAMdhIjI, svecchApUrvaka svIkArelI javAbadArI adA karavAnI taiyArImAM gUMthAI gayA. bhASaNe karavAM, patrikAo lakhavI, dezanetAo sAthe saMtalasa karavI vagere kAryomAM temane samaya vizeSapaNe pasAra thavA lAgyo. A rIte satata kAryabhAra nIce cha mAsa pasAra thayA, tyAM te tAkIde pAchA AvavA temane DarabanathI tAra maLyo. tethI vi. saM. 1953nA ziyALAmAM teo pharIthI AphrikA gayA. teo hiMdamAM hatA te vakhate zrImadda te gujarAtamAM nivRtti arthe vasatA hatA, tethI teone meLApa thaI zakyo nahoto. AphrikAthI gAMdhIjIne zrImadda sAthe patravyavahAra cAlatuM hatuM. vi. saM. 155mAM boara laDAI cAlu thaI. temAM gAMdhIjIe hiMdIo sahita aMgrejone madada karI. aMgrejo jItyA. have hiMdIone jarUra nyAya maLaze tevI gaNatarIthI potAnuM kAma pUruM thayuM gaNI, gAMdhIjI vi. saM. 1957nA unALAmAM hiMda AvyA. te pahelAM zrImadanA dehAMtanA samAcAra temane maLI cUkyA hatA. hiMdamAM teo zrImaddanA kuTuMbIone maLyA, temAM zrImadanA bhAI manasukhabhAI sAthe gAMdhIjIne mitratA thaI..

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pa zrImaddanI asiddhi muMbaImAM vakIlAta cAlu karavAnA irAdAthI gAMdhIjIe carcageTa para ophisa lIdhI. ane sAMtAkrujhamAM ghara rAkhyuM. paNa AphrikAmAM kaMI sudhAro na thayA hovAthI, te sudhAre karAvavA tAkIde AvavA gAMdhIjIne AphrikAthI tAra maLyA. tethI vi. saM. 1958mAM gAMdhIjI AphrikA gayA. zrImadanAM keTalAMka pada tathA "Atmasiddhi" teo sAthe letA gayA. AphrikAmAM temaNe asahakAra cAlu karyo. vi. saM. 1960mAM Darabana najIka phinikSano Azrama sthApyo, ane tyAM kuTuMba sahita teo rahyA. vi. saM. 1956thI gAMdhIjIe brahmacarya pAlananI zarUAta karI hatI, ane vi. saM. 1962mAM temaNe patnI sahita AjIvana brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karyuM. A vrata aMgIkAra karavAmAM mukhyatve zrImakanI asara hatI, te jaNAvatuM eka prakaraNa gAMdhIjIe potAnI "AtmakathA"mAM lakhyuM che. temAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - "svastra pratye paNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM e mane dakSiNa AphrikAmAM spaSTa samajAyuM. kayA prasaMgathI athavA kayA pustakanA prabhAvathI e vicAra mana udabhavyAe atyAre mane cekhuM nathI yAda AvatuM. eTaluM smaraNa che ke emAM rAyacaMdabhAInI asaranuM prAdhAnya hatuM."25 ane e vratanI potAnA para paDelI chA5 varNavatAM gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM che ke - svapatnInI sAthe vikArI saMbaMdhane tyAga e navAInI vAta lAgatI hatI. chatAM e ja mAruM kartavya hatuM... mArI dAnata zuddha hatI. zakti Izvara ApI raheze ema vicArI meM jhaMpalAvyuM....Aje vIza varSa pachI te vratanuM smaraNa thatAM mane sAnaMdAzcarya thAya che. saMyama pALavAnI vRtti te 1901thI prabaLa hatI, ne huM pALI rahyo hato, paNa je svataMtratA ane AnaMda huM have bhegavavA lAgyo te sana 1906 pahelAM bhagavyAnuM mane smaraNa nathI. kema ke te vakhate huM vAsanAbaddha hatA, game tyAre tene vaza thaI zakate. have vAsanA mArA upara savArI karavA asamartha thaI. "26 vi. saM. 1962mAM dakSiNa AphrikAnA hiMdIonI muzkelI rajU karavA gAMdhIjIne laMDana mekalavAmAM AvyA. te vakhate temanA para zrImade lakhelA patro ane temaNe kareluM "AtmasiddhizAstranuM aMgrejI bhASAMtara eka basamAM bhulAI jatAM gumAI gayAM, je pachIthI maLyAM ja nahi.27 te pachIthI dakSiNa AphrikAmAM hiMdIone vijaya thayo tyAM sudhI gAMdhIjI tyAM rahyA. ane vi. saM. 1972mAM hiMda AvyA pachI temaNe trIza varSa sudhI aMgreja sarakAra sAme ahiMsaka laData calAvI, sAthe sAthe satyAgraha, khAdI, aspRzyatAnivAraNa vagere pravRttio 25. "AtmakathA ", bhAga 3, prakaraNa 7-8; "zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI", pR. 8. 26. " AtmakathA ", prakaraNuM 7-8; "zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI ', pR. 65. 27. juo "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha', pR. 73.

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13, zrImadna anya vyaktie para paDelA prabhAtha pa upADI, ane anyAyeA sAme jIta meLavavA dezane jAgrata karyAM, te arasAmAM UjavAtI " zrImad rAjacaMdranI jayaMtI" nimitte temaNe bhASaNeA paNa karelAM, jemAM temaNe peAtAnA para zrImad karelA upakAranA ullekha karI, temanuM RNa jAheramAM svIkAryuM hatuM. dharma, samAjasevA ane rAjakAraNamAM gAMdhIjIe darzAvelA ane AcaraNamAM mUkelA satya ane ahiMsAnA siddhAMtAnI preraNAnu* mULa zrImanA temanA para paDelA prabhAvamAM joI zakAya che. te vize gAMdhIjIe lakhyu che ke :~~ kr ghaNI vAra kahIne lakhI gayA chu... ke, meM ghaNAnA jIvanamAMthI lIdhu che, paNa sauthI vadhAre kAInA jIvanamAMthI meM grahaNa karyuM hoya te te kavizrInA jIvanamAMthI che. dayAdharma paNa huM' temanA jIvanamAMthI zIkhyA chu'. 28 ".. A uparAMta, emanA jIvanamAMthI zIkhavAnI e meTI vAtA te satya ane ahi'sA. pote je sAcuM mAnatA te kahetA ane AcaratA. ane ahiMsA te te jaina hatA eTale ane emanA svabhAvathI emanI pAse ja hatI."29 Ama joIe te satya, ahiMsA, brahmacarya vagere aneka bAbatamAM zrImadanI gAMdhIjI upara ghaNI UMDI asara hatI. tee baMne pAMca mahAvratanA himAyatI hatA. agata svArtha jovAnI vRtti teo bemAMthI keAInAmAM paNa naheAtI. ane tethI ja teo ane parasparanA atyaMta nikaTa paricayamAM khUba svAbhAvikatAthI AvI zakathA hatA. AtmA Ama chatAM baMnenAM kAryakSetra alaga alaga hatAM. zrImaddanu kArya kSetra " hatuM. jema bane tema tvarAthI janmamaraNanA pherAmAMthI chUTavAnuM temanuM dhyeya hatuM. alabatta, te mAthe paDelI sAMsArika javAbadArIo pUrI karatA hatA, paNa temAM kayAMye temanuM citta Asakta nahotuM. peAtAmAM pragaTelI camatkArika zaktine paNa zrImad aMtaramAM ja zamAvI dIdhI hatI. ane tee AtmAmAM ja magna banyA hatA; tyAre gAMdhIjI samagra mAnavajAtanA kalyANa arthe kAma karatA hatA. ane te kArya karavAnI lAyakAta meLavavA te pUrA prayatnI hatA. tema karavAmAM tee saphaLa paNa thayA hatA. temaNe dharma e tA manuSyanA pratyeka aMgamAM rahele hovA joI e, te bhAvanAne zrImadda pAsethI jANIne, tenA sa'deza AkhA jagatane paheAMcADayo. ane potAnu pratyeka kArya paNa dharmAnusAra karavAnI cIvaTa rAkhatA hatA. ane temanA guNAne lIdhe gAMdhIjI duniyAbharamAM prakhyAta thayA. gAMdhIjIe batAvyu che te pramANe zrImadde vyApAramAM paNa dharmapAlana sa`pUrNa rIte thaI zake che te sAbita karI batAvyuM hatuM. e ja pramANe ApaNe gAMdhIjI mATe kahI zakIe ke rAjakAraNamAM paNa sa pUrNa paNe dharma pAlana thaI zake che te temaNe sAbita karI batAvyuM. ane mahAvibhUtie eka eka evA kSetramAM dharmanuM sthAna batAvyuM ke jemAM Aja sudhI duniyA ema ja mAnatI hatI ke temAM te dharmane sthAna ja na hoI zake. baMnemAM "" 28. vi. sa', 1978nI kAkI pUname gAMdhA e ApeluM vyAkhyAna. 'zrImad ane gAMdhIjI', pR. 72. 29. vi. sa. 1992mAM kAkI dhRtame gAMdhIjIe Apela vyAkhyAna, pR. 90.

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para zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi Ama ghaNe aMze dharma otaprota thaI gayuM hovAne lIdhe temanAM sarva AcaraNa, lakhANa vagere satyathI bharelAM, nikhAlasa, nirADaMbara, saraLa ane hRdayasparzI banyAM hatAM. Ama chatAM baMnemAM eka mukhya taphAvata hato, te batAvatAM gAMdhIjI pote ja lakhe ApaNe saMsArI jIvo chIe, tyAre zrImadda asaMsArI hatA. ApaNane aneka coniomAM bhaTakavuM paDaze, tyAre zrImadane kadAca eka janma basa thAo. ApaNe kadAca mokSathI dUra bhAgatA hoIzuM, tyAre zrImad vAyuvege mokSa tarapha dhasI rahyA hatA. A thoDo puruSArtha nathI."30 Ama thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa baMnenA dayeyane bheda hate. zrImade AtmakalyANane pitAnuM dayeya banAvyuM hatuM. gAMdhIjIe sAmAjika kalyANane potAnA dhyeya tarIke svIkAryuM hatuM. AthI, AtmakalyANanA dRSTibiMduthI vicArIe to, zrImaddanI kakSA gAMdhIjI karatAM ghaNI UMcI hatI. jene gAMdhIjI jevI mahAna vyakti paNa mahAna gaNe che, te zrImadda ApaNA mATe ghaNuM ghaNuM mahAna vyakti banI rahe te svAbhAvika che. zrImadda ane aMbAlAlabhAI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI zrImada karatAM uMmaramAM be varSa nAnA hatA. temanA pitAzrInuM nAma maganalAla hatuM, paNa temanA mAtAmaha lAlacaMdabhAIne putra na hovAthI temaNe aMbAlAlabhAIne dattaka lIdhA hatA. AthI aMbAlAlabhAI khaMbhAtamAM zrI lAlacaMdabhAIne tyAM UcharyA hatA ane teo aMbAlAla lAlacaMdane nAme oLakhAtA hatA. temanI nyAtanA zrI mANekalAlabhAInA putra choTAlAla, suMdaralAla ane tribhovanabhAI sAthe aMbAlAlabhAIne mitratA hatI. temane lIdhe teo traNa paNa zrImanA samAgamamAM AvyA hatA. vi. saM. 1945nA vaizAkha mAsamAM zrI aMbAlAlabhAI tathA zrI choTAlAlabhAI kaI lagna prasaMge amadAvAda gayA hatA. tyAM teo lagabhaga temanI ja uMmaranA zrI jeThAbhAInA paricayamAM paNa AvyA hatA, tethI teo temane tyAM ghaNI vakhata jatA. jyAre varaghoDo nIkaLavAno hato tyAre aMbAlAlabhAI tathA anya bhAIo jUThAbhAIne varaDAmAM javA belAvavA AvyA. nAnI vayamAM ja vairAgyavaMta banelA jUThAbhAI e vakhate zrImadanA AvelA patronuM vAcana karatA hatA, tethI temanA vize kaMIka kahevAnI svAbhAvika Urmi ja ThAbhAIne thaI AvI. paNa manane pAchuM kheMcatAM teo eTaluM ja bolyA ke " kyAM pratibaMdha karU?. asaMbaddha rIte ucArAyeluM A praznArtha vAkya aMbAlAlabhAI AdithI samajI zakAyuM nahi. tethI tene khulAse temaNe jUThAbhAIne AgrahapUrvaka pUcho. tenA uttaramAM jUThAbhAIe zrImaddanA vize vAta karI ane zrImaddanA AvelA keTalAka patra vAMcavA ApyA. te vAMcatAM 30. gAMdhIjInI prastAvanA, "zrImadda ane gAMdhIjI", pR. 39.

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13. zrImadna anya vyaktie para paDelA prabhAtha aMbAlAlabhAI ne tathA bIjA bhAI Ane paNa zrImad prati zraddhA thaI. ane zrImaddanA samAgama satvara thAya tema tee icchavA lAgyA. Ama lagnanimitte amadAvAda AvelA haiAvA chatAM zrI a'bAlAlabhAI jUThAbhAInA nimitte dharmanI laganI laI khabhAta gayA. sAthe teA jUThAbhAI para zrImanA lakhAyelA patronI nakala paNa peAtAnA upayAga mATe letA gayA. khabhAta gayA pachI temaNe zrImane kha'bhAta padhAravAnI vinati karatA uparAupara patro lakhyA. ane sAthe sAthe temAM evI vinaMti paNa karI ke jo zrImad saMjogavazAt khaMbhAta AvI zake tema na heAya te temanA samAgama mATe vavANiyA ke muMbaI AvavAnI anumati mAlavI. chevaTe anukULatAe khaMbhAta AvavAnuM banaze tevA patra zrImad taraphathI maLatAM temane sASa thayeA hatA. 53 abAlAlabhAI Adi bhAI e sthAnakavAsI sa`pradAyanA hatA, tethI niyamitapaNe upAzraye jatA. paraMtu jUThAbhAInA samAgama thayA pachI teo tyAM vyAkhyAnamAM besavAne badale keAI ekAMta jagyAe besI zrImanA patro utArI lAvyA hatA te vAMcatA tathA vicAratA. temanI AvI vartaNUka joIne te vakhate te upAzrayamAM rahelA zrI lallujI mahArAje dha snehathI te bAbata temane pUchyuM. aMbAlAlabhAI e javAbamAM temane zrImadnanI vAta kahI sa`bhaLAvI ke tee sava AgamanA jJAtA che, ane ApaNI badhI zaMkAonu samAdhAna karI Ape che. A sAMbhaLI lallujI mahArAjane zrImadane maLavAnI khUba utkaMThA thaI, kAraNa ke keTalAka praznonI khAkhatamAM temanA guru paNa temane saMtASakAraka pratyuttara ApI zakayA nahAtA. AthI temaNe aMbAlAlabhAI ne e puruSanA meLApa karAvI ApavA vinati karI, je aMbAlAlabhAI e mAnya karI. vi. sa'. 1946mAM zrImad aMbAlAlabhAInA Agrahane mAna ApI khaMbhAta AvyA ane temane tyAM ja UtaryA. e vakhate a'bAlAlabhAI zrImaddane sthAnakavAsI upAzraye laI gayA. tyAM zrImad ane lallujI mahArAjanA meLApa thayeA. temanI pAse mahArAjanI ghaNI muzkelIe dUra thaI, tethI temane mATe mahArAjane eTalA badhA pUjyabhAva thayA ke temaNe zrImane traNa daMDavat namarakAra karyA. te pachIthI temanA zrImad mATenA pUjyabhAva divase divase vadhatA gayA. ane tene lIdhe temanA aMbAlAlabhAI sAthenA saMbaMdha paNa gADha banyA, kAraNa ke muni peAtAne thatA koI paNa prazna zrImadane aMbAlAlabhAI mAraphata ja puchAvatA. vi. saM. 1946nA zrImanA samAgama pachI aMbAlAlabhAInu jIvana zrImamaya ja banyu hatuM. teo pUrvanA saMskArI, uttama kSayApazamavALA, sevAbhAvI ane ekaniSTha bhaktivALA hatA. zrImad jyAre jyAre cItaramAM AvatA tyAre tee zrImadranI pAse rahI temane mATe badhI jAtanI sagavaDa karatA. vaLI, je kAI mumukSu Ave tenI teo tana, mana ane dhanathI sevA karatA. Ama temanu' jIvana vizeSa vairAgyamaya banatuM gayuM hatuM. enA piraNAme keTalIka vakhata evu' paNa banatuM ke teo zrImadnI sevAmAM evA rata banI jatA ke peAtAnAM patnI ke mAtApitA sAthe paNa kazA sabadha rAkhatA nahi. temanI AvI 75

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594 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi vartaNUkane lIdhe temanAM mAtA-pitAne khUba duHkha thatuM. te vAta pharatI pharatI eka vakhata zrImadda pAse AvI. te jANIne zrImad aMbAlAlabhAIne potAnI sevAmAMthI javA AjJA temanA manane saMtoSe. game te rIte sAmAne samajAvIne rAjI rAkhIne dharma sAdha; dubhavaNI na karavI. 31 zrImade karelI A AjJAmAMthI sAcA dharma zuM che te spaSTa samajAya che. vyaktie je javAbadArI upADI hoya tene potAnuM dila game teTaluM dubhAya tepaNu, te pUrepUrI rIte, sAmAnuM mana saMteSAya te rIte, adA karavI joIe. potAnA nimitta anya jIvane kleza na thavo joIe, chatAM AvI paDelI pravRttiomAM ekarUpa na banatAM pote tenAthI bhinna che, tevuM bhedajJAna paNa satata rahevuM joIe. paramArthamArganA premane lIdhe jarAka paNa bedarakArI AvatAM, zrImad aMbAlAlabhAIne cetavyA hatA, ane sAcuM mArgadarzana karyuM hatuM. te pachIthI AvI cUka temanAthI kadI thaI nahotI. aMbAlAlabhAInI smRti ghaNu tIvra hatI. teo yAda rAkhavA dhArelI vAtacIta betraNa divase paNa akSarazaH kahI zaktA. temanI AvI smaraNazakti zrImade paNa vakhANI hatI. vi. saM. 1lpa5mAM zrImade IDaranA pahADa upara sAte munione kaheluM ke - munio ! jIvanI vRtti tIvapaNAmAMthI paNa narama paDI jAya che. aMbAlAlanI vRtti ane dazA, prathama bhakti ane vairAgyAdine kAraNe labdhi pragaTAve evI hatI, te evI ke ame traNacAra kalAka baMdha karyo hoya te bIje divase ke trIje divase tene lakhI lAvavA kahIe te te badhuM amArA zabdomAM ja lakhI lAvatA. hAla pramAda lobhAdinA kAraNathI vRtti zithila thaI che, ane te doSa temanAmAM pragaTa thaze ema ame bAra mAsa thayA pahelAM jANatA hatA."32 ahIM zrImade aMbAlAlabhAInI smRti kevI tIvra hatI teno paricaya ApavA sAthe vi. saM. 1955mAM te zeDI zithilapaNAne pAmI hatI te paNa jaNAvyuM che. paNa doSa dUra thatAM temanI e smRti pharI pAchI evI ja baLavattara thavAnI hatI, te paNa temaNe te vakhate jaNAvyuM hatuM. ane tema banyuM paNa hatuM. temanI ATalI tIvra smRti hatI te kAraNe anya mumukSabhAIone zrImaddanAM vacanonI nakalo mokalavI, zrImaddanAM vacane utAravAM, anya grAnI nakala karavI vagere kAryo zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne zrImad sepyAM hatAM. motInA dANA jevA suMdara akSara paNa temanA kAryamAM eTalA ja madadarUpa hatA. sAmAyikamAM teo AvuM badhuM kAma ekacitte karatA. vi. saM. 15ranA caitra mAsamAM zrImade, aMbAlAlabhAIne suvacano mokalavA vize mArgadarzana ApatAM lakhyuM hatuM ke - 31. "upadezAmRta", AvRtti 1, 5. ra78. 32. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA ", AvRtti 4, pR. 211.

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13, zrImadane anya vyakti para paDelA prabhAva 55 "" * zrI kuMvarajIe atre upadezavacaneA tamArI pAse lakhelAM che, te vAMcavA maLavA mATe vijJApanA karI hatI. te vacane vAMcavA maLavA mATe stha bhatI lakhazA ane atre teo lakhaze teA prasaMgayeAgya lakhIzuM, ema kaleAla lakhyuM hatuM. jo bane te temane vartamAnamAM vizeSa upakArabhUta thAya evAM keTalAMka vacanA temAMthI lakhI mAkalazeA. samyagdarzananAM lakSaNAdivALA patro temane vizeSa upakArabhUta thaI zakavA ceAgya che. viramagAmathI zrI sukhalAla je zrI kuMvarajInI peThe patronI mAgaNI kare tA temanA sauMbadhamAM paNa upara pramANe karavA yAgya che. '33 vaLI, a'bAlAlabhAI nakala karatA te viSe zrImad cAkasAI tathA kALajI paNa ghaNI rAkhatA. enA namUnArUpa vi. sa. 1952nA vaizAkha suda 6nA zrImanA patra jue huM patra maLyuM che, tathA vacanAnI prata maLI che. pratamAM kAI kAI sthaLe akSarAMtara tathA zabdAMtara thayela che, paNa ghaNuM karI arthAtara thayelI nathI. tethI tevI prate zrI sukhalAla tathA zrI kuMvarajIne mAkalavAmAM aDacaNa jevu... nathI, pAchaLathI paNa akSara tathA zabdanI zuddhi thaI zakavA yeAgya che. '34 te ahI' akSaranA ke zabdanA thADA pheraphAra paNa zrImanI najaramAM AvI jatA te joI zakAya che. temanI ATalI kALajIne paheAMcI vaLavA aMbAlAlabhAIne keTalI sAvacetI rAkhavI paDatI haze ! zrImadnI kaseATImAMthI A bAbatamAM pAra UtaranAra tee eka ja hatA, te ja temanI ceAgyatA puravAra kare che. te zrImanA patronI nakalA zrI seAbhAgabhAI, lallujI mahArAja vagerene mAkalatA ane e rIte zrImanA keAI eka vyaktine lakhAyelA pAramArthika patranA bheAktA anya ceAgya mumukSuAne banAvavAnu puNyakArya zrI a'khAlAlabhAI karatA. aMbAlAlabhAI ne zrImad pratye eTalA badhA pUjyabhAva hatA ke tee jyAre jyAre taka maLe tyAre tyAre zrImanAM upadezavacanA utArI letA. temaNe karelA A prakAranA saMgrahane pariNAme ApaNane "upadezachAyA " maLI che. A uparAMta eka khIjuM sadbhAgya paNa aMbAlAlabhAI ne prApta thayu` hatu`. vi. sa. 195ranA Ase| mAsamAM zrImad naDiyAdamAM rahyA hatA, te vakhate aMbAlAlabhAI paNa zrImadanI sAthe ja hatA. AseA vada ekame sAMjanA bane rIne AvyA. te pachI zrImade temanI pAse lekhanasAmagrI mAgI, temaNe ApI. ane eka DhALiyA pAse besIne zrImadre lakhavAnuM cAlu karyuM. te vakhate zrImane pUratA prakAza pahAMce te mATe abAlAlabhAI temanI pAse phAnasa dharI UbhA rahyA. doDha be kalAka sudhI zrImadbhu' lakhavAnu` cAlyuM tyAM sudhI teo te ja sthitimAM UbhA rahyA. A samaye " Atmasiddhi"nI racanA thaI hatI. Ama " Atmasiddhi "nuM... avataraNa thavAmAM aMbAlAlabhAInA paNa phALA hatA. tenI cAra nakalamAMthI eka zrImad a'khAlAlabhAI ne paNa ApI hatI. aMbAlAlabhAI te vAMcIne 33. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 685 34. ejana, AMka 688

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523 temAMthI khUba Anada meLavatA. te hatA, je zrImaddanI najara taLethI graMthamAM " Atmasiddhi "nI gAthA uparAMta temaNe " Atmasiddhi "nA nIkaLI gayA hatA. A gadyA sAthe prasiddha thayela che. zrImanA samAgamathI a'bAlAlabhAInI dazA paNa dhIre dhIre ucca thatI jatI hatI, tenA nirdeza ApaNane zrImadde lakhelA patromAMthI maLe che. vi. saM. 1953nA mAha vada ceAthe zrImadre temane lakhyuM hatuM ke H-- " je prakAre bIjA mumukSu jIvAnAM cittamAM tathA aMgamAM nirmaLatA bhAvanI vRddhi thAya, te te prakAre pravartavuM kartAvya che. niyamita zravaNa karAvAya tathA AraMbha parigrahanAM svarUpa samyak prakAre jotAM nivRttine ane nirmaLatAne keTalA pratibaMdhaka che te vAta cittamAM dRDha thAya tema arasaparasa jJAnakathA thAya tema katavya che."35 ahIM zrImadde 'bAlAlabhAI ne anya mumukSuonA hitArthe vartavAnI bhalAmaNa karI che. A pahelAMnA moTA bhAganA patromAM zrImad savane sahAyaka thAya tevI rIte vartavAnI bhalAmaNa karI che, tyAre ahIM abAlAlabhAInI ucca kakSA jANI anyane paNa te kakSAe lAvavA prayatnazIla banavA bhalAmaNa karI che. vaLI, kathAreka vRttionI zithilatA thatAM AdhyAtmika vizeSa ucca kakSA prApta thaze ke kema tevI zaMkAnA samAdhAnarUpe zrImadre temane lakhyu che keH~~~ zrImanI jIvanasiddhi gadyAnuvAda paNa karyA * zrImad rAjacaMdra " 66 uparanI bhUmikAomAM paNa avakAza prApta thaye anAdi vAsanAnuM saMkramaNa thaI Ave che, ane AtmAne vAravAra AkuLavyAkuLa karI de che; vAra vAra ema thayA kare che ke have uparanI bhUmikAnI prApti thavI durlabha ja che, ane vartamAna bhUmikAmAM sthiti paNa phrI thavI dula bha che. evA asaMkhya aMtarAyapariNAma uparanI bhUmikAmAM paNa bane che, to pachI zubhecchAdi bhUmikAe tema ane e kAMI AzcaryakAraka nathI. tevA aMtarAyathI kheda nahi pAmatAM AtmAthI jIve puruSArtha dRSTi karavI ane zUravIrapaNuM rAkhavuM, hitakArI dravya kSetrAdi yAganu' anusaMdhAna karavuM, satzAstranA vizeSa paricaya rAkhI vAravAra haTha karIne paNa manane sadvicAramAM pravezita karavuM, ane mananA durAmyapaNAthI AkuLavyAkuLatA nahIM pAmatAM dhaiya thI savicArapatha javAnA udyama karatAM jaya thaI uparanI bhUmikAnI prApti thAya che, ane avikSepaNuM prApta thAya che. '36 35. " zrImad rAjacaMdra '', 36. ejana, Aka 8 13, jIvane zithilatA Ave te vakhate vizeSa puruSArtha karavA ghaTa te zrImadde ahIM batAvyuM che. AgaLanI bhUmikAe paNa zithilatA Ave che te jaNAvI zrImadde a'bAlAlabhAI ne te vize sAvaceta rahevA jaNAvyu che. temane zrImanA samAgama pachI AtmajJAna paNa thayuM hatuM, ema zrImad ja jaNAvyu hatuM. aMbAlAlabhAI zrImaddane sAkSAt prabhu jevA ja gaNatA hatA, AthI jyAre vi. saM. 1957nA caitra mAsamAM zrImadnA dehAMta thayA tyAre aMbAlAlabhAI ne ghaNA AghAta lAgyA hatA. te khAbatamAM temaNe pAtAnu hRdaya nIcenA patra mujaba pragaTa karyuM hatuM.. AvRtti, AMka 742.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva vizALa araNya vize ati suMdara ane zAMti ApanAruM evuM eka ja vRkSa hoya, te vRkSamAM niHzaMkatAthI zAMtapaNe komaLapaNe sukhAnaMdamAM pakSIgaNa malaktAM hoya, te vRkSa ekAeka dAvAgnithI prajavalita thayuM hoya te vakhate vRkSathI AnaMda pAmanArAM pakSIone keTaluM duHkha prApta thAya ? jene kSaNa eka paNa zAMti na hoya! ahAhA ! te vakhatanA du:khanuM moTA kavIzvare paNa varNana karavAne asamartha che. tevuM ja apAra duHkha adyAra aTavIne viSe A pAmara jIne ApI he prabhu! tame kyAM gayA ? he! bhAratabhUmi, zuM AvA, deha chatAM vidaMpaNe vicaratA prabhunA bhAra tArAthI vahana na thaye ? jo temaja hoya te A pAmarane ja bhAra tAre haLavo karo hato, ke nAhaka te tArI pRthvI upara bojArUpa karI nAkhyo. he ! mahAvikarALa kALa, tane jarA paNa dayA na AvI? chappaniyAnA mahAduSkALa vakhate lAkho manuSyanA taM bhoga lIdhe. to paNa tuM tRpta thaye nahi ! ane tethI paNa tArI tRpti nahotI thaI, to A dehanA ja prathama bhakSa tAre karavo hato ke AvA parama zAMta prabhune te janmAktarane viyega karAvyo ! tArI nirdayatA ane kaThoratA mArA pratye vAparavI hatI ! zuM tuM hasamukhe thaI mArA sAmuM jue che? he zAsanadevI! tamAruM paribaLa A vakhate kALanA mukha AgaLa kayAM gayuM? tamAre zAsananI unnatinI sevA bajAvavAmAM agresara tarIke sAvanabhUta evA prabhu hatA, jene tame trikaraNa vAge namaskAra karI sevAmAM hAjara rahetA te A vakhate kayA sukhamAM nimagna thaI gayA ke mahAkALe zuM karavA mAMDyuM che tene vicAra ja na karyo? "he prabhu! tamArA vinA ame konI pAse phariyAda karIzuM ? tame ja jyAre nirdayatA vAparI tyAM have bIjo dayALu thAya ja keNu? he prabhu! tamArI parama kRpA, anaMta dayA, karuNAmaya hRdaya, kemaLa vANI, cittaharaNa zakti, vairAgyanI tIvratA, bodhabIjanuM apUrvApaNuM, samyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyakracAritranuM saMpUrNa ujamALapaNuM, paramArthalIlA, apAra zAMti, niSkAraNa karuNA, nisvArtha bedha, satsaMganI apUrvatA, e Adi uttamottama guNonuM huM zuM smaraNa karuM? vidvAna, kavio ane rAjendra deva ApanAM guNastavana karavAne asamartha che to A kalamamAM alpa paNa samarthatA kyAMthI Ave ? ApanA paramotkRSTa guNonuM smaraNa thavAthI mArA zuddha aMtaHkaraNathI trikaraNa huM Apane pavitra caraNAraviMdamAM abhivaMdana karuM chuM. ApanuM yogabaLa, Ape prakAzita karelAM vacane ane ApeluM bedhabIja mAruM rakSaNa kare. e ja sadaiva irachuM chuM. Ape sadaiva mATe viyoganI A smaraNamALA ApI te have huM vismRta nahi karuM." kheda, kheda ane kheda, e vinA bIjuM kaMI sUjhatuM nathI. rAtridivasa raDI raDIne kADhuM chuM, kaMI sUjha paDatI nathI."37 37. "zrImad rAjacaMdra -jIvanakaLA", AvRtti 4, pR. 230.

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zrImaddanI jIvanasaddha A patra parathI ApaNe jANI zakIe chIe ke zrI a'bAlAlabhAI ne zrImanA dehAMtathI ghaNA zAka thayA hato, kAraNa ke paramA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhAranAra guru temaNe gumAvyA hatA. vaLI, teo vAravAra zrImanA samAgamamAM tathA sevAmAM rahetA hatA e dRSTie paNa temane vizeSa AdhAta lAge e svAbhAvika che. aMbAlAlabhAIe te pachIthI peAtAnu jIvana vizeSa dha maya banAvyuM hatu, ane dharmArAdhana mATe pAtAnA dehano tyAga paNa temane sahaja banyA hato. temane te jAtanuM nimitta paNa maLI AvyuM hatuM, je A pramANe cheH-- 58 "pheNAvanA zA. cheoTAlAla kapUraca'da, a'bAlAlabhAInA satsaMgI hatA. temana " meAkSamALA "nA 67mA pATha tarIke mukAyeluM " bahu puNya kerA puMjathI " e kAvya, ane temAMye tenI pahelI e pakti khUba ja priya hatAM. tethI pahelI kaDInu raTaNa satata cAlu ja rAkhatA. enAthI temanA matijJAnanI nirmaLatA thaI, ane temane potAnA maraNa saMbaMdhI kaMIka AgAhI thaI. te pachI eka divase teo aMbAlAlabhAI vagere pAse AvIne sarvane namaskAra karavA lAgyA. temaNe acAnaka karelI AvI vartaNUka na samajAtAM abAlAlabhAI e tenuM kAraNa pUchyuM to temaNe jaNAvyu` ke "mAre tamArI pAsethI kaMIka vacana levu' che." aMbAlAlabhAI e kahyuM ke zu' vacana levu' che te jaNAvA. gheTAbhAI kahe, pahelAM vacana ApeA pachI jaNAvuM. aMbAlAlabhAI e vacana ApatAM cheTAbhAI e temanI pAse mAgaNI karI ke, "mArA maraNa vakhate hAjara rahI, maraNa sudhAravA ane smaraNa ApavAnI kRpA karavI. '' A pramANe temaNe aMbAlAlabhAI ane temanI pAse beThelA nagInabhAI pAse kabUla karAvyu. ekAda aThavADiyA pachI chATAlAlabhAI ne pleganI gAMTha nIkaLI. ethI vyAvahArika upakArane laIne, tathA ApelA vacana mujaba abAlAlabhAI traNa divasa temanI pAse rahelA ane vAMcana, bhakti, dha vagerethI choTAbhAI nA upayAga AtmAmAM ja joDAI rahe tema pravartyA hatA. temanA kAmAM sAtha ApavA nagInabhAI tathA aMbAlAlabhAInA bhatrIjA pApaTabhAI paNa choTAbhAInI sevAmAM rahyA hatA. ane traNee sAthe maLIne cheoTAbhAInu maraNa sudhAyu`. te pachI tarata ja te traNeya bhAIone paNa cepa lAgu paDatAM pleganI gAMTha nIkaLI, ane traNenAM maraNa sAthe thayAM. A prasaMga vi. sa'. 1961mAM banyA. abAlAlabhAI e zaTAbhAI ne samAdhimaraNa karAvavA pAtAnA dehanA paNa samAdhipUrvaka tyAga karyA. dhanya che, temanA deha pratyenA amamatvane !'38 zrImanA avasAna pachI temanuM sAhitya tathA patrA bahAra pADavA viSe paNa aMbAlAlabhAI e zrI manasukhabhAI ne ghaNA sArA pramANamAM sahAya karI hatI. teee jyAM jyAMthI ane tyAM tyAMthI zrImadganA patrA meLavI, nakalA ekaThI karI ApI hatI. e rIte " zrImad rAjacaMdra " graMthanI pahelI AvRtti bahAra pADavAmAM paNa temanA phALe kaI nAnAsanA na gaNAya. 38. A AkhA prasaMga lallujI mahArAje jaNAvyA che. jue, " upadezAmRta", pR. 285.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM Aje lagabhaga 127 jeTalA patra aMbAlAlabhAI para lakhAyelA jovA maLe che. temAM zrImaddanI temanA pratinI zraddhA, temane kareluM mArgadarzana, sUtragraMthonA pAThenI samajaNa, anya graMthanAM avataraNa vagereno samAveza thAya che. A badhA patramAMnA ghaNAkharA patro pramANamAM TUMkA che. paNa paMdara-vIsa jeTalA patro sudIrgha kahI zakAya tevA che, jemAM temaNe gaMbhIra viSayanI samajAvaTa karI che. athavA te koI praznanuM nirAkaraNa karyuM che, athavA to bIjA keI nimittathI laMbANa karyuM che. bAkInA patramAM cAra vAkyathI cAle to pAMca vAkyo na lakhavAM evuM zrImaddanuM valaNa dekhAya che. tema chatAM temaNe kahevAnuM apUrNa rahI jatuM hoya, vaktavya spaSTa thatuM na hoya, evuM kyAreya banatuM hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. zrImade jaNAvelAM sUtronI pratenI nakala, temanAM vacanonI nakla ke teno saMgraha vagere aMbAlAlabhAI temanI sUcanA anusAra karatA. ane jyAre nakala karatI vakhate kaI pAThanI acokasAI lAge ke arthanI aspaSTatA lAge tyAre te bAbata teo zrImazna puchAvI jetA. zrImadda tenuM yogya khulAsA sAthe samAdhAna karatA. AvuM samAdhAna ke kaI jAtane anya khulAso jaNAvatA keTalAka patro maLe che. temAM "bhagavatIsUtra", "AcArAMgasUtra", "ThANAMgasUtra", "samayasAra" vagerenA pATho, AzayonI keTalIka samajaNa paNa ApelI che.39 e parathI khyAla Ave che ke zrImadane AvAM sUtranuM vAMcana tathA manane satata rahetuM haze. sana sUtro uparAMta bIjA aneka graMthonuM vizALa vAMcana paNa zrImade karyuM hatuM. tethI aMbAlAlabhAInI gyatA vadhe tevA graMtho vAMcavA teo bhalAmaNa karatA; jemAM mukhyatve prabodhazataka, vicArasAgara, zikSApatra, yogavAziSThanuM vairAgya prakaraNa, suMdaradAsajInA graMtha, Atmasiddhi, paMcAstikAya, mokSamArga prakAzaka, padmanaMdIzAstra, svAmI kAti keyAnuprekSA, gammatasAra, karmagraMtha, samayasAra, cegazAstra vagere jaina temaja janetara graMthono samAveza thAya che. A graMtha kaI dRSTie ane kyAre vAMcavA te viSe paNa keTalIka vAra teo bhalAmaNa karatA, udAharaNa tarIke - zrI "padmana dIzAca"nI eka prata kaI sArA sAthe yoge vase kSetre munizrIne saMprApta thAya tema karaze. baLavAna nivRttivALA dravyakSetrAdi yogamAM te sat zAstra tame vAraMvAra manana ane nididhyAsana karaze. pravRttivALAM dravyakSetrAdimAM te zAstra vAMcavuM gya nathI." vagere.40 keTalAMka avataraNe kabIra, suMdaradAsa, AnaMdaghanajI AdinAM padyamAMthI apAyelAM paNa jovA maLe che, te keTalAka patromAM suvAkya tarIke upaga karI zakAya tevAM vacano ke sapuruSanuM mAhAsya batAvatAM namaskAra-vacane paNa jovA maLe che. jema ke - 39. juo, "zrImad rAjacaMdra", patrAMka 115, 118, 131, vagere. 40. "zrImada rAjacaMda", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 886.

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zrImadanI chalanasiddhi gama paDyA vinA Agama anarthakAraka thaI paDe che. satsaMga vinA dhyAna te taraMgarUpa thaI paDe che. saMta vinA aMtanI vAtamAM aMta pamAte nathI." 41. bhujAe karI je svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI gayA che, tare che, ane taraze te sapurupone niSkAma bhaktithI namaskAra"42 vagere. zrImadanAM AvAM vacanomAM temanI tattvadRSTi tathA bhakti spaSTa jovA maLe che. ane patramAM lakhAyelAM AvAM vacanone lIdhe te mAtra vyaktigata na banatAM sarva jijJAsune mATe upayogI banI jAya che. Ama hovA chatAM temanA patromAM aMgata bAbate AvatI ja nathI tema nathI. aMbAlAlabhAI upara lakhAyelA patromAM keTalIka jagyAe temane mArgadarzana apAyuM che, te keTalIka jagyAe zrImade potAnI AMtarika sthiti ke bAhya pravRttine upAdhiyoga saMkSepamAM jaNAvyuM che. te sthaLe ApaNe zrImadanI vicArasaraNIthI vizeSa vAkepha thaIe chIe. baLavAna vyAvahArika upAdhiga che, te bhAvArtha AMka 178, 225, 240, 245, 391, 468, 454, 475, 478 vagere nIce apAyelA patromAM maLe che. e ja rIte nivRttikSetre ekAMtamAM javAnI IcchA paNa temaNe patramAM vyakta karI che.43 potAnA cittanI udAsInatA, paramArthamAge mauna rahevAnI icchA vagere paNa temaNe patramAM vyakta karI che.44 Ama, temanI keTalIka aMgata bAbato vize paNa A patromAMthI jANavA maLe che, te bIjI bAju vyavahAramArgamAM temaNe aMbAlAlabhAIne kareluM mArgadarzana paNa A patromAM jovA maLe che. gRhasthapaNAmAM rahelA zrImane guru tarIke mAnavAthI sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM aMbAlAlabhAI viSe keTaloka virodha thayo hato. te viSama paristhitimAM aMbAlAlabhAInI svasthatA tathA paramArtha zreNI barAbara jaLavAI rahe tevo bodha zrImade temane karyo hate. aMbAlAlabhAIne kSamA, dhIraja tathA satyanI pakaDa na cheDavAne anurodha e patromAM thayelo jovA maLe che. 45 vaLI, eka kSaNa mATe paNa pramAda na karavo te bodha temaNe ThekaThekANe karyo che. satsaMganuM mAhAsya paNa eTalI ja vAra samajAvyuM che. pratyeka saMvatasarIne divase gatakALamAM thayelI bhUlonI kSamAyAcanA karavAnuM zrImadda bhUlyA nathI. temaNe sarva paramArtha snehIone kSamApanAnA kAgaLo te divase lakhelA jovA maLe che. A badhA uparAMta aMbAlAlabhAI uparAMta zrImade lakhelA patrone mukhya bhAga roke che te mokSamArga" saMbaMdhInuM mArgadarzana, jIvanuM kartavya varNavatAM vacano tathA AtmA, satsaMga, jJAnI puruSanI AjJA, kamaMdoSa, karmanI vicitratA, paMcamakALa, zraddhAnuM baLa, sadeva, sataguru, mumukSunAM lakSaNe, pramAda, rAgadveSanI nivRtti, jJAnadazA vagere viSenI 1. "zrImada rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 128. 42. ejana, AMka 696. 43. ejana, AMka : 261, 300 vagere 44. ejana, AMka : 2 46, 303 vagere. 4pa. ejana, AMka : 190, 242 vagere.

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13. zrI ane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva tatvavicAraNA. A badhAM vize zrImad aMbAlAlabhAIne mArgadarzana ApyuM hatuM, te temanI ucadazA batAve che. keTalAka patromAM ATha rucakapradeza, ekadezeu caudapUrva dhArI nigodamAM kaI rIte jAya, mumukSatA na jAgavAnAM kAraNe, paMcamahAvratanI mahattA, satsaMganuM mAhAbhya, pariSahanI sahanazIlatA vagere vize zrImade vistArathI samajaNa ApI che.4 6 anya bAbate saMkSepe jaNAvI che. dharmamAM rUci dharAvanAra aMbAlAlabhAIne yogya mArgadarzana ApI ucca AtmadazAe pahoMcADanAra zrImadda hatA. teo baMne vacceno patravyavahAra jotAM paNa samajAya tevuM che ke zrImade temanA AtmavikAsamAM keTale phALo Apyo hato. zrImadda temanA sadaguru ja hatA. ane sadagurunuM mAhAbhya kevuM che te zrImadde ThekaThekANe batAvyuM che. bIjI bAju aMbAlAlabhAI paNa zrImadrane paramArthamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA sahAyarUpa thayA. temanA saMparkamAM zrImad satsaMga mANa zakatA hatA. vaLI, hastapratonI nakala karavI, zrImaddanAM vacananI nakala karavI vagere kAryamAM zrImadanA maMtrI jevA ja hatA. zrImadda nivRtti mATe gujarAtamAM vasatA tyAre temanI sagavaDane badhe ja bhAra aMbAlAlabhAI upara rahete. Ama A baMne gRhastha vezamAM chatAM sAcA arthamAM guruziSya hatA. zrImadda ane laghurAja svAmI bhAla pradezanA vaTAmaNa gAmamAM sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA bhAvasAra kuTuMbamAM kRSNadAsa pAlajI nAmanA vyavahArakuzaLa ane agragaNya puruSa rahetA hatA. teo cAra vakhata paraNelA paNa saMtAna thayuM nahotuM. temanA AyuSyanA aMtima varSe kuzalA (salI) bAIne garbha rahyo. e arasAmAM kaoNlerAne rega phATI nIkaLatAM kRSNadAsabhAI te rogathI mRtyu pAmyA. temanA avasAna pachI DA samayamAM, vi. saM. 1910mAM, kasalIbAIe putrano janma A. e putrane ucheravAmAM cAre mAtAonuM vaidhavyaduHkha visAre paDavA lAgyuM. putranuM nAma lallubhAI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. lalubhAIne yogya uMmare gAmaThI zALAmAM mokalavAmAM AvyA, paNa temane bIjA bALakanA pramANamAM ghaNuM ochuM yAda rahetuM hatuM. tethI temane gaNita jevA viSayo kAMkarAnI DhagalI karIne, eTale ke pratyakSa anubhavarUpe zIkhavavAmAM AvyA hatA. thoDuM ghaNuM lakhatAM-vAMcatAM AvaDayuM eTale temaNe dukAne besavAnuM cAlu karyuM. teo dukAnanI dekharekha rAkhatA, bAkInuM levaDadevaDa AdinuM kAmakAja munima mAraphata cAlatuM. 46. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMkaH 242, 254, 285, 291, 376, 399, 454, 503, 537, 572, 616, 21, 708 vagera. 76

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi | gAmanA lokomAM temanI AbarU sArI hatI, kAraNa ke sarvane prasanna karavAnI AvaData temanAmAM bALapaNathI ja AvI hatI. pukhta uMmare temanAM lagna thayAM. thoDA vakhata pachI sagarbhAvasthAmAM temanAM patnIno deha chUTI gayo. te pachI varateja gAmanA bhAvasAranI putrI nAthIbAI sAthe temanAM bIjI vAranAM lagna thayAM. Ama 27 varSa sudhInuM jIvana sAMsArika sukhamAM vItyuM. temanI vRtti udAra hovAne lIdhe teo ghaNAne paisA dhIratA, ane loke paNa potapotAnI prAmANiktA anusAra temane paisA pAchA ApI jatA. paraMtu lallubhAI kadI paisA ugharAvavA gayA na hatA. vi. saM. 1937mAM temane pIpAMDu nAmane rega thayo. aneka prakAranA upacAro karavA chatAM roga maTayo nahi. ane eka varSamAM temanuM zarIra bahu kSINa thaI gayuM. potAne deha have nahi ja bace ema lAgavAthI teo je kaI Ave temanI pAse kSamApanA letA. puNyanA cagathI A bhavane vaibhava maLyo hato, tema bhaviSyamAM paNa sukhanI icchA hoya te A bhave dharmanI ArAdhanA karI levI joIe tema temane lAgatuM hatuM, tethI je A mAMdagImAMthI uThAya to saMsAratyAga karI sAdhu thavAne temaNe vicAra karyo. sAdhu thavuM hoya to sAthe koI upadeza- vyAkhyAna karI zake tevA sAdha paNa joIe ema tethI potAnA pADozI ane mitra jevA bhAvasAra devakaraNa, je tIkSaNa buddhinA hatA, teo paNa sAdhu thAya te sAruM, ema temaNe IcchayuM. teo baMne dararoja upAzraye sAmAyika karavA jatA. temAM eka vakhata lallubhAIe devakaraNane pUchayuM ke, "huM sAdhu thAuM to tame mArI sAthe sAdhu thAo kharA?" AvA sukhI kuTuMbane ekane eka chokarI sAdhu thAya te banavAjoga nathI, ema vicArI devakaraNe saMmati ApatAM kahyuM ke, "hA, tame sAdhu thAo to huM sAdhu thaI tamAre ziSya thAuM." je A pramANe bane te devakaraNa para thayeluM devuM patAvI devAnI lallubhAIe taiyArI batAvI, AthI devakaraNane ghaNo AnaMda thayo. lallubhAIne kaI ThAkara pAsethI davAnAM paDIkAM lAvI ApatAM ArAma thaye, ane tethI temaNe devakaraNa sAthe karela saMkalpa pAra pADavAnA prayatno zarU karyA. teo baMne koI sagAne tyAM maLavA javAnuM bahAnuM kADhI, khaMbhAta saMghADAnA guru hara khacaMdajI mahArAja, jeo te samaye surata hatA, temanI pAse gayA. tyAM potAne dIkSA ApavA baMnee vinaMtI karI. mahArAje mAtApitAnI saMmati vinA dIkSA ApavA nA jaNAvI. evAmAM lalubhAInI dIkSAnA samAcAra vaTAmaNa pahAMcatAM temanAM mAtuzrI rotAM-kakaLatAM harakhacaMdajI mahArAja pAse surata AvyAM. tyAM badhI paristhiti jANyA pachI lalubhAInAM mAtAe jaNAvyuM ke, lallubhAI hajI be varSa saMsAramAM rahe, ane pachI je vairAgya Take te dIkSA le, te pachI pote tene rokaze nahi. Ama koI paNa jAtane rasto na rahetAM lalubhAI tathA devakaraNajI pAchA AvyA, ane be varSa sudhI saMsAramAM paravazapaNe rahyA. vi. saM. 1940mAM lallubhAIne tyAM putrajanma thayo. putra mehana savAbhAsane thatAM temaNe dIkSA levA mATenAM cako pharIthI gatimAna karyA. teo tathA devakaraNajI gurune vAMdavA godharA gayA. tyAM temaNe gurune pitAne dIkSA ApavA pharIthI vinaMtI karI. gurue vairAgyanI vRddhi thAya tevo bedha karyo, paNa mAtAnI rajA vagara dIkSA ApavAnI nA kahI. AthI

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13, zrImanA anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva gurune vaTAmaNamAM padhAravAnI vinaMti karI teo baMne pAchA AvyA. harakhacaMdajI mahArAja vihAra karI thoDA divasamAM vaTAmaNa AvyA ane tyAM emaNe eka mAsanI sthiratA karI. te samaye lallubhAInAM mAtAjIne vairAgyane be sAMbhaLavAne tathA gurusevAno lAbha mo. ane temaNe A baMnene dIkSA levA mATe saMmati ApI. vi. saM. 1940nA jeTha vada trIje lalabhAI tathA devakaraNa ane khaMbhAtamAM harakhacaMdajI mahArAje mAtAjI Adi saMgha samakSa dIkSA ApI, ane devakaraNajI munine lallujIsvAmInA celA sthApyA. temanI dIkSA pachI, te saMpradAyamAM bIjA paNa keTalAke dIkSA lIdhI tethI teo baMne bahu sArAM pagalAMnA gaNAyA. teo baMne zAstro, stavana, sajajhAyAdi bhaNI kurALa thayA. temAM zrI devakaraNajI vyAkhyAnamAM bahu kuzaLa hovAthI lokapriya thayA, ane saraLatA, gurubhakti tathA puNyaprabhAvana laIne lallujI mahArAja paNa sarvanA sanmAnya banyA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI lallajI mahArAje pAMca varSa sudhI ekAMtarA upavAsa karyA hatA. Ama teo bAhya tapa karatA hatA, te sAthe teo AMtarika tapa, kAyetsarga Adi paNa karatA hatA. paraMtu ghaNuM ghaNuM prayatno karavA chatAM temanI kAmavAsane saMpUrNa nirmULa thaI nahotI. te vize temaNe potAnA gurune paNa ghaNuM vAra pUchyuM hatuM. paNa gurue ApelA uttarathI temanA mananuM samAdhAna thayuM nahotuM. vi. saM. 1946mAM lallujI mahArAja khaMbhAtamAM hatA. eka vakhata teo mumukSuo sAthe "bhagavatIsUtra"nAM pAnAM vAMcatA hatA, ane upAzrayanA meDA para temanA guru vyAkhyAna karatA hatA. sUtranAM pAnAM vAMcatI vakhate " bhavasthita pAyA vinA koIno mokSa na thAya" evA bhAvArthano adhikAra temanA vAMcavAmAM Avyo. je ema ja hoya te sAdhupaNuM, kAyaleza AdinI zI jarUra che? - e vize temane prazna thayuM. te vakhate samakSao sAthe e aMge carcA thaI, paNa kaMI samAdhAna maLyuM nahi. tethI te viSe temaNe potAnA gurune pUchavAnuM vicAryuM. te arasAmAM temanI najara aMbAlAlabhAI vagere betraNa bhAIo para paDI. te bhAIo ekAMtamAM besIne kaMIka vAMcatA hatA. tethI lallujI mahArAje temane dharmasnehathI kahyuM ke, "vyAkhyAnamAM kema jatA nathI? upara jAo ke ahIM AvIne bese." AthI te bhAI e upara javAne badale lallujI mahArAja pAse AvIne beThA, ane emaNe cAlatI carcAmAM bhAga lIdho. te pachI aMbAlAlabhAIe munine jaNAvyuM ke, AvA praznane to zuM, paNa aneka Agama jene hastAmalakavat che evA puruSa zrImada rAjacaMdra che. temanA patre ame vAMcatA hatA. teo ahIM khaMbhAta paNa padhAravAnA che. e vAta sAMbhaLIne tathA zrImaddanA patro vAMcIne lallujI mahArAjane zrImano samAgama karavAnI tIvra abhilASA jAgI, ane tethI zrImadda khaMbhAta padhAre tyAre temane upAzrayamAM teDI lAvavA vinaMti paNa karI. aMbAlAlabhAI e saMmati ApI. vi. saM. 1946nA divALInA divasomAM zrImada khaMbhAta padhAryA, ane aMbAlAlabhAI vagerenA AgrahathI upAzrayamAM paNa gayA. tyAM harakhacaMdajI mahArAjanA Agrahane mAna ApI zrImade avadhAnanA baMdha karelA prayogone upAzrayamAM hitakAraNa jANI karI batAvyA. mahArAja zrImada sAthe thoDI zAstra saMbaMdhI vAtacIta karI te parathI temaNe zrImanI ghaNI

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi praza'sA karI. AthI zrImad pAsethI zAstranA mama jANavA lallujI mahArAje guru pAse AjJA mAgI. gurue AjJA ApI. muni tathA zrImad upAzrayanA meDA upara gayA. ane tyAM munie peAtAnAthI 14 varSe nAnA, ane gRhasthaveSI zrImane peAtAnA pUjya mAnI traNa daMDavat namaskAra karyA. te pachI zrImadde munine temanI icchA bAbata pUchyu. ? to munie samakita ane brahmacaryanI dRDhatAnI mAgaNI karI. thADI vAra mauna rahyA pachI zrImadde jaNAvyuM, " ThIka che. " pachI tee nIce gayA; ane ghera jatAM rastAmAM temaNe aMbAlAlabhAI ne jaNAvyuM ke zrI lallujI pUnA saMskArI puruSa che. 604 samAgama mATe gayA. ApeA che ? " tenA ghaNA pUjyabhAva thato bIje divase lallujI mahArAja abAlAlabhAI ne tyAM zrImanA tyAM ekAMtamAM zrImad temane pUchyuM, "tame zA mATe amane mAna uttaramAM munie temana jaNAvyuM ke, "tamane joI ne tamArA prati hato, ane ha thato hato. vaLI, pUrvabhavanA pitA hA tevA bhAva Avato hato ane AtmAmAM nirbhIyatA AvatI hatI, eTale tamane mAna ApIe chIe. " te pachI zrImad munine pUchyuM ke, "tame amane zAthI oLakhyA ? " munie satya vastu jaNAvI ke, " 'khAlAlabhAInA kahevAthI.' ', te pachI zrImadre 8 sUyagaDAMga sUtramAMthI theADu. vivecana karyuM. enAthI suni khUba AnaMda pAmyA. zrImad jeTalA divasa khaMbhAta rahyA teTalA divasa muni temanI pAse satsa`ga arthe jatA. ane temAMthI pUjyabhAva vadhatAM muni temane guru tarIke gaNavA lAgyA. Ama have munie guru tarIke gRhasthane svIkAryAM. hiMdanA itihAsamAM munine gRhastha guru hAya tevA dAkhalA bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. A pahelAM AvAM e udAharaNo jANItAM che: svAmI vivekAna'danA guru AmakRSNa paramaha`sa gRhastha hatA; ane svAmI prakAzAna dajInA guru zrI lallubhAI geradhanadAsa paNa gRhastha hatA. ane muni lallujInA guru gRhastha zrImad anyA. e batAve che ke zrImanuM jIvana tyAgIne paNa dharUpa thAya tevuM hatuM. zrImaddanA muMbaI javA pachI lallujI mahArAja, a`bAlAlabhAI mArata, zrImad sAthe patravyavahAra karI jJAnavArtAnA lAbha meLavatA hatA. munie vi. sa'. 1947mAM vaTAmaNamAM cAmAsuM karyuM; vi. sa. 1948mAM sANaMda cAmAsa' karyuM', ane vi. sa. 1949mAM muMbaI cAmAsuM karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. muMbaI cAmAsu karavAmAM muninI icchA zrImanA samAgamanA lAbha maLe te paNa hatI, tethI zrImadde jyAre temane mu`baI jevA anArya dezamAM cAmAsuM karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre temaNe jaNAveluM ke, " ApanA darzana-samAgamanI bhAvanAne lIdhe ahIM cAturmAMsa karyuM' che." e jANyA pachI zrImadde munine, koInI ADakhIlI na hoya to, peAtAnI peDhI para rAja eka kalAka satsamAgama mATe AvavA jaNAvyuM hatuM. e pramANe muni rAja tyAM jatA, ane zrImad vyApArAdinu` kAmakAja cheDI pAsenI oraDImAM muninI sAthe ekAMtamAM satsaMga karatA. vakhate zrImad munine aneka zAstronA bhAga vAMcI sabhaLAvatA ane samajAvatA.

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105 13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva eka divasa munie zrImadda pAse citrapaTanI mAgaNI karI. zrImade te vize kaMI dhyAna ApyuM nahi. paNa jyAre munie pharI pharI Agraha karyo, tyAre temaNe temane nIcenI gAthA eka kAgaLa para lakhI ApI. " saMbujhaha jatavo mANusatta, daTuM bhayaM vAliseNaM alaMbho / ega tadukkhe jarie va loe, sakammuNA vipariyAmuvei / / ".. 1-3-11 che "sUyaDAMgasUtra"nI uparanI gAthAnA artha Avo thAya che: "ha chavA, tame bodha pAmo, bodha pAmo, manuSyapaNuM maLavuM ghaNuM durlabha che, ema samajo, ajJAnIne saviveka pAma durlabha che, ema samaje; A loka kevaLa duHkhathI baLyA kare che, ema jANe. ane potapotAnAM upArjita karmo vaDe IrachA nathI chatAM paNa janma-maraNAdi duHkhano anubhava karyA kare che, tene vicAra karo." thoDA divasa pachI "samAdhizatakanI pahelI 17 gAthA sudhI zrImada vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. ane pachIne badho bhAga vAMcavA tathA vicAravA te pustaka munine ApyuM. muni pustaka laIne dAdara sudhI pahoMcyA tyAM temane pAchA bolAvI, te pustakanA pahelA pAnA para, "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva laDe kevaLajJAna re" e apUrva lITI lakhI ApI. zrImadda ghaNI vAra munine mauna rahevAne bodha ApatA, tethI vi. saM. 194tuM comAsuM pUruM thayA pachI munie traNa varSa mATe mauna dhAraNa karyuM. temAM mAtra sAdhuo sAthe jarUra pUratuM bolavAnI tathA zrImadda sAthe paramArtha kAraNe praznAdi karavAnI chUTa rAkhelI. e arasAmAM "samAdhizataka"nuM vAMcana paNa cAlatuM hatuM. vi. saM. 1950-51 baMne varSanAM comAsAM suratamAM thayAM hatAM. suratamAM temane tathA muni devakaraNajIne keTalAka vedAMtanA graMthono ane keTalAka vedAMtIone paricaya thayelo. emAMthI muni devakaraNajI potAne paramAtmA mAnavA lAgyA hatA, eTaluM ja nahi tema kahI batAvatA paNa hatA. e bAbata lallujI munie zrImaddane lakhI jaNAvyuM. pratyuttaramAM zrImade devakaraNacha munine yogya bodha thAya tevA patra lakhyo, je vAMcI devakaraNajI sAcA rAha para AvyA. te pachI zrImadda eka vakhata surata eka divasa mATe UtarelA, tyAre temaNe devakaraNanA mananuM samAdhAna karyuM hatuM. suratamAM lallucha munine dasa-bAra mAsathI tAva Avate hato. tethI lallujI mahArAjane deha chUTI javAno bhaya lAgyo. AthI temaNe potAnA kRpALu zrImadda uparAupara patro lakhI vinaMti karI ke - he nAtha ! have A deha bace tema nathI. ane huM samakti vinA jaIza te mArA manuSyabhava vRthA jaze. kRpA karI have mane samakita Ape."8 7 47, zrImad parane patra, "upadezAmRta', pR. 9.

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zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi muninAM A vacane zrImadda pratinI ananya zraddhA vyakta kare che. A vinaMtine mAna ApI zrImade temane "che pada"ne patra vi. saM. 1950mAM lakhyuM, ane sAthe jaNAvyuM ke deha chUTavAne bhaya kartavya nathI. vaLI, zrImad te pachI surata AvyA tyAre eno vizeSa paramArtha munine samajAvyo. A patranuM munine ghaNuM mahattva hatuM, ane tene teo camatkArI patra tarIke ja oLakhAvatA hatA. vi. saM. 15ranuM comAsuM munie khaMbhAtamAM karyuM. teo zrImadane-eka gRhasthane - guru mAnavA lAgyA hatA tethI saMghanI temanA paranI prIti ochI thaI gaI hatI. vaLI, aMbAlAlabhAI tathA anya mumukSuo dara pUrNimAe rAtridivasa gurubhakti karatA; eka vakhata muni temanI sAthe rahyA hatA. keIne kahyA vinA teo Ama bahAra rahyA tethI zrAvaka-zrAvikA saMghane paNa e vAta bahu gamI nahi, ane lokone lallujI pratyene sadbhAva vizeSa UtarI gayA. paNa te kaI gaNakAryA vinA muni potAnA kAryamAM magna rahyA. vi. saM. 15ramAM paryuSaNa para nivRtti laIne zrImadda carotaramAM padhAryA hatA, tyAre te samAcAra munine paNa maLyA. temane zrImaddanAM darzananI IcchA tIvra banatAM, teo savAre rALaja sudhI darzana karavA javA nIkaLyA. rALajanI bhAgoLe jaI, zrImaddanI sevAmAM rahelA aMbAlAlabhAIne potAne saMdezo mokalyo. aMbAlAlabhAIe temane AjJA nathI ane kema AvyA che evo prazna karyo. munie jaNAvyuM ke, "AjJA maMgAvavA te ATale dUra rahyo chuM, sarva mumukSune lAbha maLe ane mAre viraha veThavo e na sahevAtAM ahIM AvyA chuM. AjJA na hoya to pAcho jAuM." aMbAlAlabhAI zrImadanI AjJA meLavavA pAchA gayA. zrImade temanI sAthe munine saMdeze kahevaDAvyuM ke, "munizrInA cittamAM asaMtoSa raheto hoya to huM te tarapha nIkaLIne samAgama karAvuM ane temanA cittane vize zAMti rahe te bhale cAlyA jAya. 48 muni AjJApAlana mATe, viraha vedanA ane AzAbhaMgathI vahetAM AMsu laIne khaMbhAta pAchA AvyA. sAthe evI zraddhA paNa daDha karI ke gurunI AjJA mAnavAmAM ja kalyANa che. bIjI savAre temane samAcAra kahevAmAM AvyA ke, zrImad zrI bhAgabhAI aMbAlAlabhAI tathA DuMgarazIbhAIne satsaMga karAvavA muni pAse mokalyA che. sabhAgabhAI e temane zrImade mekalela saMdezo jaNAvyo, ane vizeSamAM jaNAvyuM ke pAMca mALA pheravavA AjJA karI che, ane thoDA vakhata pachI zrImada jAte ja khaMbhAta padhArI satsaMga karAvaze, je sAMbhaLI munine ghaNe pramoda bhAva tha. thoDA divasa pachI zrImada khaMbhAta najIka vaDavA AvyA. ane tyAM, lallujI mahArAja sahita, sAte munio temane ekAMtamAM maLyA. e vakhate lallujI mahArAjane zrImanI virahadanA asahya thaI paDI hatI, ane tenuM kAraNa muni veza lAgatuM hatuM tethI muhapatti kADhIne, AvezamAM AvI temaNe kahyuM ke : he nAtha, ApanA caraNakamaLamAM mane nizadina rAkhe. A muhapatti mAre joItI nathI. mArAthI samAgamane viyoga sahevAtA nathI." ATaluM kahetAM temanI 48. zrImadda parane patra, " urSadazAmRta ", pR. 10.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva AMkhamAMthI azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. te joI zrImadanI AMkhamAMthI paNa AMsu vahevA lAgyAM. thoDI vAra pachI zrImad devakaraNajIne kahyuM ke : - "A muhapatti munizrIne Apo ane jaNAvo ke hajI paheravAnI jarUra che. 50 zrImada aThavADiyA sudhI vaDavA kAyA tyAM sudhI - sarva munione lAbha ApatA rahyA ane temAMthI muni mohanalAlajI tathA anya munione paNa temanAmAM zraddhA AvI. vaDavAthI zrImadda saMvata 195ra nA Aso mAsamAM naDiyAda gayA. tyAM Aso vada 1 ne gurUvAre "AtmasiddhizAstranI racanA thaI. tenI eka nakala zrImadde lallujI mahArAjane paNa mokalI ApI. muni vanamAM jaI ekAMtamAM te vAMcatA, ane tene adhyAtmarasa mANatA. tenA vAMcanathI temane bahu ullAsa rahe, ane anya sarva bAbatomAMthI vRtti khasI jatI. vi. saM153nuM mAsuM munie kheDAmAM karyuM. tyAM svAdhyAya karavA mATe zrImade temane "mokSamArga prakAzaka" nAmanuM pustaka mekavyuM hatuM. te pustakane matamatAMtarathI dUra rahI vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNa zrImade karI hatI. vi. saM. 1954nuM comAsuM munie vasamAM karyuM, te vakhate zrImaddane pUchavAthI munie eka mAsa mATe potAne satsaMga karAvavAnI mAgaNI zrImada pAse karI. zrImade te svIkArI. muni vahoravA mATe gAmamAM jatA tyAre amIna tathA bIjA pATIdArone zrImadda vize vAta karatA hatA. pariNAme teo badhA paNa zrImaddanA samAgama mATe AvavA lAgyA. zrImade munione AjJA karI ke loko Ave tyAre tamAre na AvavuM. tethI munine ghaNe aphasosa thaye ke e rIte te eka mAsanA samAgamamAM moTo aMtarAya thaze. paNa zrImadda vanamAM jatA tyAre munione temanA samAgamane pUrate lAbha maLato hato. te arasAmAM zrImade munine mumukSuone Atmahita mATe upagI sAdhane jaNAvyAM. temAM sAta vyasana, kaMdamULa, rAtribhejana vagereno tyAga, tathA kSamApanAne pATha, vIsa doharA, mALA pheravavI vagereno samAveza thato hato. - zrImada potAnI nAMdhanAM amuka pAnAM munine upayogI bane tema hovAthI temane utAravA ApyAM. paraMtu AjJA ApI hatI te pAnAM uparAMtanAM bIjAM pAnAM paNa upayogI gaNa munie utAryA, ane bIje divase munie te vAta zrImadda karI. paraMtu zrImadane e na gamyuM. zrImadde badhAM pAnAM laI lIdhAM ane AjJA viruddha na karavA jaNAvyuM. pachI aMbAlAlabhAI dvArA munie AjJA mujabanAM pAnAM meLavavA vinaMtI karI. aMte zrImade te pAnAM aMbAlAlabhAI pAse lakhAvI munine ApyAM. AvA nAnA prasaMga dvArA paNa zrImad AcAra mATe keTalA kaDaka niyama pALanAra haze teno khyAla ApaNane Ave che. vasomAM chelle divase zrI lallujI munine zrImadde eka kalAka betha Apyo ane temanI rAgadaSTi palaTAvI AmadaSTi karAvI, arthAt te divase munine samyajJAna thayuM hatuM, ema kahevAya che. 50. zrImad para paba, "upadezAmRta", . 268.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi vasemAM eka mAsa rahyA pachI devakaraNa munine kheDAmAM 23 divasa sudhI zrImad satsaMga karAvyA. cAturmAsa pUro thatAM sAte munio naDiyAdamAM maLyA. ane lagabhaga doDha mAsa sudhI a5 AhAra, nihAra, nidrA vagerenuM pAlana karI rahyA. te samaye divasane moTo bhAga zAstravacanamAM tathA zrImada taraphathI thayelA bodhanI A pa-le, bhakti, manana vageremAM gALatA hatA. naDiyAdathI lalucha muni khaMbhAta tarapha javAnA hatA, ane devakaraNajI muni Adi amadAvAda javAnA hatA. tevAmAM zrImaddanA muMbaIthI IDara javAnA khabara maLyA. tethI anyatra vihAra baMdha rAkhI badhA munio IDara tarapha gayA. lallujI muni tathA bIjA be muni vahelA pahoMcyA, ane bIjA cAra pAchaLathI pahoMcyA. temane AvelA jANI zrImad sahaja khijAIne kahyuM ke tame zA mATe pAchaLa paDyA che ? je jaNAvavAnuM hatuM te jaNAvI dIdhuM che, mATe kAle vihAra karI pAchA jAo. lallujI munie hA kahI, pachI vinaMtI karI ke devakaraNajI sAthenA be munione ApanAM darzana thayAM nathI, to temane darzananI AjJA Ape, pachI ame cAlyA jaIzuM. zrImade AjJA ApI. IDaramAM munione sAta dina sudhI pahADo ane vanamAM samAgama karAvyo. e samaye mukhyatve " dravyasaMgraha"nI gAthAo samajAvatA hatA, ane vairAgyanI savizeSa vRddhi thAya tevo baMdha ApatA hatA.51 tyAMthI nIkaLI lallujI muni be aDhI mAsa sudhI IDaranI AjubAjunA pradezamAM vicaryA. ane tyAMthI naDiyAda AvI vi. saM. 1955nuM comAsuM tyAM ja karyuM. muMbaImAM zrImada sAthe munine samAgama thayo, te pachI zrImada sAtheno temano patravyavahAra vadhI gaye. pariNAme te khulI carcAno viSaya banyo. ane e vAta zrImada pAse pahoMcI. te vize gya bodha Apato eka patra zrImada vi. saM. 1950nA vaizAkha vada sAtamanA roja muMbaIthI lakhyo hato.pa 2 temAM patrAdi lakhavAnI munine zA mATe zAstramAM AjJA nathI ApI te vize temaNe samajAvyuM che. ane munie karelA kArya mATe, joke e ayogya na hovA chatAM bIjA khaTo mArga na apanAve te hetuthI, saMgha prAyazcitta Ape che te laI levA zrImade munine anurodha karyo che. munine je bhAvArthano patra lakhyo hato, te vize temaNe zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne paNa thoDA divasa pachI jaNAvyuM hatuM. A baMne patro vAMcatAM muninA AcAra vizenI zrImadanI jhINavaTabharI dRSTino ApaNane khyAla Ave che. sAdhupaNuM grahaNa karanAra vyakti paNa keTalIka vAra na samaje teTalI samaja temanAmAM hatI, te A patro vAMcatAM ApaNane samajAya che. vi. saM. 195ramAM zrImadanA samAgama mATe munio jatA, tethI saMghamAM temanA vize vizeSa carcA cAlI; ane loko taraphathI temane khUba trAsa ApavAmAM Avyo. A paristhitimAM badhA munio kevA samabhAvathI vartatA hatA te vize aMbAlAlabhAIe vi. saM. 1953nA phAgaNa mAsamAM zrImadane lakhyuM hatuM ke :- 51. A divasonuM vigatavAra vana "upadezAmRta"nI prastAvanAmAM, tathA "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLAmAM maLe che. para. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 501.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva munizrI bhANajI rakhajIe teDAvavAthI kula sAdhu 20 ekaThA thayA che. munizrI lalujI Adi ThANuM 6 AjJAnusAra vate che, te loke vizeSa ceSTAmAM, niMdAmAM AvI gayA che. atrenA sau mumukSuo AjJAnusAra vate che. have te te lokoe hadapAra prarUpaNa ane niMdA karavA mAMDI che. te prasaMge jo jarA kahevA jAya che ke munino mArga kevo hovo joIe, vagere sahaja kahe che to te paNa te lokone avaLuM bhAse che...aneka prakAre anyAyathI prarUpe che, tyAM muni vagere sau atyAre to samapaNe rahyAM che, keI kAMI bolatuM nathI. jarA vAta karavA jaIe to anyAyapaNe ja bolavuM, tyAM A jIvane zo Azaro ? have te he prabhu ! ApanuM zaraNa eka AdhArabhUta che, je sAdhu sanmArganI IrachAvALA che temAMthI eke ekane bolAvI vizeSa prakAre dabAve che. mArgathI pADavAnuM prayatna kare che. ane lokasamudAya vakhate anya anya prakAre hAsyAdika ceSTA kare che. teo cha munio to samapaNe rahyA che, muni devakaraNajIne sAcI vAtamAM zUravIrapaNuM AvI jAya che. paNa mana dabAvI besI rahyA che. have to te lakone vizeSa Agraha thaI paDyo che. tyAM vagara pUchaze A sAdhuone saMghADA bahAra mUkI de tyAM A cha munione zI rIte vartavuM? kadApi saMghADA bahAra na mUke ane ekekane judA pADIne potAnA saMghamAM rAkhIne viSamapaNe dabAve athavA pADavAno prayatna kare tyAM A munioe zI rIte vartavuM? keTalAka thatI jijJAsAvALA munione to A prasaMge vizeSa daDha thayuM che, ane thAya che te paNa have Dare che ke A saMga bhUDo che, ane temAM rahevuM thaze te kema karavuM ? e vize khulAse Icche che. patrathI vizeSa lakhavAnuM banyuM nathI. paNa addeSa pariNAme ja vartavAnuM rAkhyuM che. te paNa agnijhALa AgaLa rahevAthI uSNapaNuM thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. chatAM dAbI dAbIne rAkhI rahyA che. have to Apa parama kRpALudevazrInI parama kRpAthI jagatanuM kalyANa thAo. A saMsargathI game teTaluM hoya te paNa citta vikSepa pAmI jAya che. have to te munione UThavA de tema lAgatuM nathI. tema te loko amArI sAthe to kaMI vAta ja karatA nathI. atyaMta daDha pariNAme rahI zakavA jeTalI mArI sthiti nathI eTale satyanI vAtamAM zUravIrapaNuM AvI jAya che, ane sAcI vAta karIe chIe tene hAsyamAM anyAyapaNe kADhI nAkhe che. e vaLI pharI pAchI anukaMpa AvI jAya che."53 zrImadanI saMpIne, adreSa pariNAmathI rahevAnI sUcanAne anusarIne munio viSama paristhitimAM paNa keTalA samabhAvathI rahyA hatA te ApaNe uparanA patramAM joI zakIe chIe. ane munizrI lallujI Adie rAkhelI samatAno prabhAva loko para paDayA vinA rahyo nahoto. niMdaka vargamAMnI vyaktione palaTo paNa thayo hato. vaLI, A munio temanAmAM moTA gaNAtA sAdhunI AjJA viruddha saheja paNa cAlyA nahotA. vi. saM. 155nA citra suda pAMcamanA patramAM lallujI mahArAja zrImane lakhe che ke - 53. "upadezAmRta", prastAvanA, 5, 20.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "comAsuM muni chagananuM khaMbhAta thAya tema samajAya che. paNa muni devakaraNajIkacchathI - Ave to pheraphAra karavuM haze to te savaDa bane tema che. keI viSama bane tema nathI Aja muni bhANajI rakhajIne patra Avaze.pa4 te pachI lalujI mahArAje naDiyAda ane muni devakaraNujIe vasemAM comAsuM karyuM hatuM. vi. saM. 155nA comAsA pachI lAlajI mahArAja sAhata sAte munione khaMbhAtanA saMghADA bahAra mUkavAmAM AvyA hatA. Ama chatAM sAmA pakSa sAthe kaI paNa jAtane dvaSabhAva thaye ja na hoya, tevI jAtane vartAva temaNe rAkhyo hato. vaLI, je vakhate saMdhADAmAM bhAga thayA tyAre paNa purataka ke anya kaI cIja mATe A munioe kaI paNa jAtanI mAgaNI ke takarAra karI na hatI, e temanI udAratA tathA niHspRhatAnI chApa badhA sAdhuo upara paDelI. kaSAyanI vRddhi thAya tevA prasaMgomAM paNa A sAdhuo samatAbhAve rahI, AtmahitamAM ja mazagUla rahyA hatA. A sthiti vize zrImadane jaNAvatAM aMbAlAlabhAIe lakhyuM hatuM ke : "AvA laukika udayathI manane saMkoca nahi karatA, mahA munio AnaMdamAM rahe che. ane nIce pramANe paramArtha vicAre che." asatsaMga dUra thaze, mArApaNuM AkhA jagatathI choDyuM hatuM ane temAM A lapiyA saMghADAne laIne kaMI vaLagyuM hatuM te saheje chUTyuM, e parama kRpA zrI saddagurunI che. have te he jIva! tAro gaccha, tAro mata, tAro saMghADe ghaNe moTo thaye -cauda rAjaloka jevaDA tha. Sadarzana upara samabhAva ane maitrI rAkhI nirmamatvabhAve, vItarAgabhAve AtmasAdhanane bahoLo avakAza maLe.' .. jIva ajJAna, mithyAtvabhAvamAM jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI mithyAtvamAM ne gacchamAM jJAnI tene gaNe che. mithyAtva gayA pachI samati prApta thatAM tene te nAta, jAta, TeLI, mata-gacchamAM gaye; ane terame guNaThANe gaye ke caudame che to paNa dehadhArInA gacchamAM gaNANo, paNa zuddha, nirmaLa, zuddha saccidAnaMda siddhasvarUpe pragaTayuM tyAre te kRtArtha thayo, sarvathI bhinna nirmaLa thayo.. "55 A tathA bIjA keTalAka patramAM munionI AMtarika uraca paristhitinuM ApaNane darzana thAya che. temAM ApaNe munione, narasiMha mahetAnI jema kahetA sAMbhaLIe chIe ke - bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI ja jALa, sukhe bhajazuM zrI gopALa." naDiyAdanuM comAsuM pUruM thayA pachI muni vIramagAma javA nIkaLyA. badhA sAdhuo tyAM maLIne bhakti vageremAM potAno samaya pasAra karavA lAgyA. tyAM paNa zrImade temane satsaMga karAvyo hato. pachI zrImad vavANiyA jaIne vaLatAM amadAvAda AvyA, te vakhate munio paNa amadAvAda pahoMcyA hatA. ane tyAM paNa e rIte teono meLApa thayela. 54-papa. "upadezAmRta", prastAvanA, pR. 21.

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7. madane anya vyaktio para paDela prabhAva zrI lallujI vagere munie zrImadanA jyAM jyAM javAnA samAcAra maLe tyAM tyAM vihAra karIne bane tyAM sudhI pahoMcatA, ane temanI sAthe satsaMga karavAno lAbha meLavatA. vi. saM. 1955mAM zrImad munio pAse naroDA AvyA hatA. tyAM eka divasa bapore zrImade munione satsaMga karAvavA vanamAM lAvyA hatA. gAma bahAra badhA maLyA, te vakhate munionA paga dAjhatA haze, ema vicArI zrImade potAnA pagamAMthI jeDA kADhIne khullA page khUba ja dhImI cAlathI cAlavA mAMDyuM hatuM. tApa sakhata hato, chatAM tenI kazI paNa paravA karyA vinA teo niyata sthaLe pahoMcyA. temanA paganAM kUNAM taLiyAM to ekadama lAla thaI gayAM hatAM, ane phalA paNa UpaDyA hatA, chatAM vaDa nIce beThA pachI paNa temaNe tyAM hAtha suddhAM pheravyo nahoto. teoe zrI devakaraNacha muni sAme joIne jaNAvyuM ke - have ame taddana asaMga thavA icchIe chIe. keIne paricayamAM AvavuM gamatuM nathI. evI saMyamazraNamAM AtmA rahevA Icche che." tethI devakaraNajI munie e pUchyuM, "to anaMtI dayA jJAnI puruSanI che te kyAM jaze ?" zrImade javAba Apyo, "aMte e paNa mUkavAnI che." te pachI zrImad munione bodha ApyA hatA. vi. saM. 1956mAM lallujI munie sejitrAmAM sainInI dharmazALAmAM comAsuM karyuM hatuM, te pUruM thayuM tyAre khabara maLyA ke zrImada amadAvAda AvyA che, tethI teo paNa vihAra karI tyAM pahoMcyA. bIjA badhA munio paNa tyAM AvyA. te vakhate zrImade lallujI munine "kArtikeyAnuprekSA " vAraMvAra vicAravAnI bhalAmaNa karI hatI. zrImadda jyAre amadAvAdathI vaDhavANa javAnA hatA tenI AgalI rAte zrImade lallujI munine kahyuM ke - tame ja amArI pAchaLa paDyA cho, ame jyAM jaIe chIe tyAM doDyA Ave che, amAre keDo mUkatA nathI."56 A Thapake sAMbhaLI, dhyAnamAM laI lallujI munie nirNaya karyo ke have teo teDAvaze tyAre temanA caraNamAM jaIza, tyAM sudhI dUra rahIne temanI bhakti kya karIza. tyAM te bIjA ja divase zrImade temane tathA zrI devakaraNajI munine potAne utAre teDAvI pitAnI dazA viSe jaNAvyuM ke - have eka vItarAgatA sivAya amane bIjuM kAMI vedana nathI. amArAmAM ane vItarAgamAM bheda gaNaze nahi."57 baMne munione tevI zraddhA hatI, ane A vacano temanA svamukhe sAMbhaLatAM baMnene parama ullAsa thayo. zrImadda amadAvAdathI vaDhavANa gayA, tyAMthI keTaloka kALa rahI rAjakoTa gayA ane tyAM 1957nA rotra vada 5nA zrImadda dehotsarga thaye. 56. "upadezAmRta", prastAvanA, pR. 25. pa7. ejana, praratAvanA, pR. 25.

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612 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi te vakhate lallujI muni kAviThAmAM hatA, A samAcAra zeTha jhaveracaMda bhagavAnadAsane saranAme jaNAvavAmAM AvyA. munine pAMcamane upavAsa hato, tethI chaThThane divase teo jaMgalamAMthI gAmamAM AvyA tyAre temane A samAcAra maLyA. jhaveracaMdabhAInI IcchA A samAcAra pAraNuM thaI jAya pachI jaNAvavAnI hatI, paNa muninA Agrahane lIdhe vahelA kahevAI gayA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne teo pAchA jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA ane te divase temaNe nirjaLa upavAsa karyo. rautramAsanI garamIne te divasa temaNe potAnI virahanI vyathAne lIdhe protsarga, bhakti vageremAM ekAMtamAM ja gALe. tyAMthI muni vaso tarapha gayA. te pachIthI munina aMbAlAlabhAIne satsaMga AzvAsa ane utsAhapreraka banyA. vi. saM. 157nuM comAsuM munie vase kSetre karyuM, vi. saM. 158mAM muni devakaraNajIne deha paNa chUTI gayo. ane te rIte satsaMgagya vadhu eka vyaktithI munizrI vikhUTA banyA. paNa te badhuM ja teo pAtAmAM pacAvI gayA. vi. saM. 1958nuM comAsuM temaNe dUra dakSiNamAM karamALAmAM karyuM. e daramyAna temane aMbAlAlabhAI sAthe patravyavahAra cAlu ja hatA. AcArya padavI ke evI bIjI koI padavI levAne mehu paNa temaNe choDI dIdhuM hatuM. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe e bAbata kaMI lakheluM tenA uttaramAM munie potAnI anichA ja vyakta karelI. munie rAkhelI A asaMga thavAnI IcchAthI aMbAlAlabhAIe khUba prasannatA paNa anubhavI hatI. te comAsamAM aMbAlAlabhAIne karamALA javAnuM thayuM hatuM ane tyAM zvetAMbara, sthAnakavAsI ane digabara e traNe saMpradAyanA chellAM trIsa varSathI cAlatA jhaghaDe, zrI lallujI muni AdinI samajAvaTa tathA sahAyathI samAdhAnanuM svarUpa pAmyo hato. karamALAthI vihAra karI AjubAjunAM gAmomAM lokone dharmalAbha ApI munivaro naroDA AvyA. ane vi. saM. 15nuM comAsuM naroDA ja karyuM. tyAMthI teo rANakapura javAnA hatA. A khabara jANI eka draSI sAdhue tyAM jaI tyAMnA lokone A muni viruddha uzakeryA ane temane madada karavAthI mithyAtva lAge evuM lokenA magajamAM ThasAvI dIdhuM. munio tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre lokoe AhAra to zuM, pANI paNa vaharAvyuM nahi. garama pANI paNa temane maLyuM nahi tethI bIjA sAdhuoe tyAMthI vihAra karavAnI IcchA darzAvI, paNa lallujI mahArAje kahyuM ke prApta pariSahane jItavA e ja muninuM kartavya che. tethI ahIMthI cAlI javuM yogya nathI. AthI teo badhA tyAM rahyA. e rIte temane traNa nirjaLA upavAsa thayA. cothe divase khaMbhAtanA saMgha yAtrAe nIkaLelA te rANakapura AvI pahoMcyo. saMghane kaI muni hoya to temane vahorAvyA pachI bhojana levAnI IrachA hatI. tethI gAmamAM tapAsa karAvI to A munionI khabara maLI. teone bolAvI saMghe AdarapUrvaka vahorAvyuM. ahIM paNa lallujI munimAM rahelI sAcI sAdhuvRttino ApaNane paricaya thAya che. samatApUrvaka pariSahone sahenAranA aMtaranI zAMti kevI haze ! - te pachI munio vihAra karatA karatA pAlaNapura, pAlItANA Adi sthaLoe jaIne jUnAgaDha AvyA. giranAra para teo badhA pAMcamI TUMka sudhI anya mumukSuo sAthe gayA. tyAMnI eka guphA viSe evI kiMvadantI pracalita hatI ke je kaI temAM rAta rahe te savAra sudhImAM mRtyu pAme. A jANI zrI lallujI munie tyAM rahevAnI IcchA karI. mumukSuonI ghaNI

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13. zrImada anya vyaktio para paDelA prabhAva 613 ghaNI nA hovA chatAM teo ane muni mehanalAlajI tyAM rahyA. rAtre baMne smaraNamaMtranI mALA, bhakti vageremAM samaya pasAra karavA lAgyA. thoDI vAra pachI vIjaLInA kaDAkAnA jevA bhayaMkara avAja thavA lAgyA, paNa te tarapha dhyAna na ApatAM munioe bhakti cAlu rAkhI. keTalAka samaya pasAra thayA pachI e upadrava zAMta thaI gayo. savAre guphAnI bahAra AvI e avAja thavAnuM kAraNa tapAsyuM te kaI kAraNa jaNAyuM nahi. bIjI rAta paNa teoe tyAM gALI. te rAte AgalI rAta karatAM ochA upadrava thayeA hato. pachI jUnAgaDhathI vihAra karI teo dhaMdhUkA AvyA, ane tyAM ja vi. saM. 1960nuM comAsuM karyuM. tyAM aMbAlAlabhAI vagere temanA satsaMga mATe thoDA divasa AvyA hatA. te pachI munio khaMbhAta padhAryA tyAM sarvane meLApa thatAM teo zrImade ApelA bedha para vicAra karavAmAM samaya gALatA hatA. tyAMthI muni Adi vaTAmaNa gayA, ane pAchaLathI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pleganA rogamAM nazvara deha choDI gayA. te pachI thoDA ja vakhatamAM vi. saM. 1961mAM - paramathuta prabhAvaka maMDaLa" taraphathI "zrImad rAjacaMdra" graMthanI prathama AvRtti pragaTa thaI ethI zrI lallujI munine ghaNe AnaMda thayo, kAraNa ke atyAra sudhI temanI pAse zrImadanA cheDA patre ja vAMcavA-vicAravA mATe hatA paNa have temanuM ghaNuM sAhitya upalabdha banyuM. temane mATe te upakArI paNa hatuM. vi. saM. 1961nuM comAsuM vaDAlImAM karyA pachI, vi. saM. 1962nuM comAsuM temaNe kherALamAM karyuM. te pachI temanA samAgamamAM zrI ratnarAja mahArAja nAme eka muni AvyA. jema jema samaya pasAra thatA gayA tema tema te munine ladhu mahArAjamAM vizeSa zraddhA thatI gaI. ane temanA meLApa paNa vAraMvAra thavA lAgyA. lAlujI mahArAjane te sarvane eka ja baMdha ApavAne hatuM ke, " zrImada e sAcA guru che, ane temane zraddhavAthI jIvane saMsAraroga maTaze." je temanA patre, upadeza, AcaraNa vageremAMthI pratyakSa thAya che. munie vi. saM. 1963nuM comAsuM vasomAM, vi. saM. 1964nuM comAsuM berasadamAM, vi. saM. 1966nuM pAlItANAmAM ane vi. saM. 1967nuM khaMbhAtamAM karyuM. bA badhAM varSa temaNe potAnI bhakti daDha karavAmAM gALyAM. teno lAbha lokone paNa maLata; temAMthI keTalAkane te jiMdagIbhara cAle te bhaktine raMga lAgyo. zrImada, devakaraNajI muni, aMbAlAlabhAI vagerenA viyoga thayA pachI lallujI mahArAjanI sthiti vikaTa banI hatI. vaLI, temanI vRddhAvasthA vadhatI jatI hatI. aneka rogoe temanA zarIramAM dekhA dIdhI hatI. temane sAraNagAMTha, harasa vagere rogone lIdhe bAhya cAritra pALavAmAM khUba muzkelI naDavA lAgI. temAM vaLI vAnA upadravathI baMne paga jhalAI gayA, eTale makelI vadhI. aMtaraMga valaNa vItarAgatA tarapha hovAne lIdhe A jAtanuM vidana temanAthI sahevAtuM nahotuM, tethI jaMgalamAM ekAMtamAM cAlyA javAnI IcchA rahetI hatI, paNa badhuM samatAthI sahetA hatA. jena leke taraphathI satAmaNuM paNa vizeSa thatI hatI, paNa temanA aMtaramAM samatA ane kSamA bharI hovAne lIdhe, temaNe te viSe kadI koIne kazuM kahyuM na hatuM. mAtra temanA para AvelA mumukSuonA patro parathI ke mumukSue karelI vAto parathI thoDuM thoDuM jANI zakAya che.

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zrImada javanAsaddhi zrI ratnarAjajI, lallujI svAmInI sevAmAM rahelA zrI raNachoDabhAIne lakhe che ke - tamo bhAIne prasaMga pAmI pratibodha tarIke nahi, paNa prema pratibhAva tarIke jaNAvavAnuM thAya che ke, tenA upara khAsa dhyAna rAkhI agamacetIpaNe vatI pratyakSa puruSanI AjJA ArAdhanarU5 mahat kArya kartavya che. tame bhAI, jAte vyavahArakuzaLa ane vicakSaNa che, paraMtu tamArI jAti saraLasvabhAvI che. mATe AvA kaTekaTInA vakhatamAM sAvacetI rAkhI mana makkama rAkhavuM. kAraNa ke kahevAtA mumukSuonuM mApa moTebhAge vagara lIdhe mApa AvI gayuM che ... bhAI hAla te mahAprabhune sAcavavAnAM tamAruM saddabhAgya che."pa8 muni lallujI mahArAjane thatA pariSadanI vAta jANe zrI ratnarAjajI akaLAI gayA hatA. te vyathA vyakta karatAM eka patramAM teo zrI caturalAlajI muni ratnarAjajIne lakhe che ke - "...tame kharI kasoTInA vakhate parama prabhuzrInA caraNamULamAM rahyA che. sevA karI janma saphaLa kare che .. amArI hAjarInI jarUra jaNAya to bezaka turata lakhI jaNa.. banatI tvarAe hAjara thaIza ..he muni ! sukhe samAdhinI vAta hota to mane jaNAvavAnI jarUra na paData, paNa A avasara sAMbhaLyA pramANe e AvI caDyo che ke mArA aMtaramAM ema ja thAya che ke he prabhu ! sahAya karaje he paramakRpALa kRpA karaje ! bharUcamAM rahevAnI IcchA hatI. chatAM...vAtacIta sAMbhaLatAM mAruM citta UpaDI gayuM. temaNe ghaNue manuhAra karI paNa ema ekadama UpaDI gayA... bharUcathI pAMca dahADAmAM Ave zarIre kALA unALAmAM atre - vaDodarA - Avyo chuM. have phakta ApanA abhiprAyanI vATa jouM chuM."59 zrI lalucha muni tabiyatanA kAraNe be varSa sudhI naDiyAda rahyA te vakhate temanA para keTalI vItI haze, teno kaMIka khyAla zrI ratnarAjajI muninA AgaLa ApelAM avataraNe. parathI AvI zake che. A patravyavahAra aMge, tathA lallujI mahArAjanI te vakhatanI sthiti viSe brahmacArI zrI govardhanadAsajI jaNAve che ke - ghaNA kharA patro amuka aMgata mANasa sAthe mokalelA evuM te patra parathI jaNAya che. ane patra lAvanAra pAsethI patramAM na lakhavA yogya bAbata zravaNa karavA aneka patramAM bhalAmaNa che, eTale ke InAya doSa prasiddhimAM Ave tevuM temanuM aMtaHkaraNa IchatuM nahi. keTalAeka uddagAro patramAM nIkaLI gayA che, te te prasaMganI prabaLatA sUcave che. eTale e prasaMge, A patra lAvanAranAM nAma Ave che temanI pAsethI sAMbhaLyA che. chatAM mahApuruSanA sAdhucaritane avalokatAM tene vistAra karavAne citta prerAtuM nathI. tema chatAM tenuM kaMI paNa digdarzana na thAya te je caritra lakhavAnuM kArya hAthamAM lIdhuM che tene anyAya paNa thAya che, eTale kharI rIte kaTInA 58. vi. saM. 1971ne patra; " upadezAmRta, prastAvanA pR. 50. 59. ejana, pR. 51.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva vakhatanA vartana, sahanazIlatA sadagurunI ananya daDha bhaktino eka Azraya TakAvI rAkhavAno siMha ravabhAva je zrI laghurAjajI svAmImAM hato te A patronA utArAmAM dRSTigocara thato nathI." A parathI zrI lallujI mahArAje keTalI sahanazIlatA rAkhI haze tene kaMIka aMdAja Avaze. zrImadanA avasAnathI zarU karI zrI lallujI svAmInA naDiyAdanA nivAsakALanA samaya sudhI mumukSumaMDaLanI bAhya dharma pravRtti vyavasthita rahI. te pachI temAM aMdaroaMdara pitAnI bAbatamAM phATaphUTa paDI. zrI lallujI muni baMne pakSone eka karavA IcchatA hatA; paNa te pakSapremIthI na sahevAyuM te eTale sudhI ke keTalAke te zrI lallujI munine ema paNa spaSTa jaNAvI dIdhuM ke tame game te eka pakSamAM raho, nahi te nirAdhAra banavuM paDaze. pakSanI A pramANenI tIvra lAgaNI jANyA pachI zrI lallujI muni te pakSane cheDIne svataMtra rIte naDiyAdamAM rahevA lAgyA. pariNAme te pakSe muni niMdAnuM kAma hAtha dharyuM. lokamAM zrI lalucha munino Adara ocho karAvavAnI pravRttie mukhya sthAna lIdhuM. pariNAme carotaramAM, jyAM zrImadane mAnanAra mumukSavarga hato tyAM, zrI lalucha munine rahevuM paNa azakaya thaI paDayuM ! AthI vi. saM. 1972nA kArataka vadamAM teo kANisA gAma AvyA. tyAM gAma bahAra jaMgalamAM kAmanAtha mahAdevanA ekAMta sthAnamAM munizrI ratnarAjajI sAthe rahevAne temaNe vicAra karyo. tyAMnA lokee zrI lalucha muni mATe judI svataMtra raDI paNa baMdhAvI ApI. vaLI, munine takalIpha na paDe tene khyAla tyAMnA sAdhAraNa sthitinA bhAI raNachoDabhAI rAkhatA hatA. paNa pitAnA nimitte temanA ekanA upara ja badhe bojo na paDe te IrAdAthI zrI lallujI munie jaMgalamAM cAlyA javAnuM nakakI karyuM ane jUnAgaDha tarapha vihAra karI, vi. saM. 1972nuM comAsu jUnAgaDhamAM karyuM. te pachI zrIlalucha munie bagasarA, tArApura, rAjakoTa, sImaraDA, saMdezara Adi sthaLoe vihAra karIne vi. saM. 1976 sudhIno samaya pasAra karyo. vi. saM. 1976mAM temanI chatrachAyA nIce agAsa sTezana pAse eka AzramanI sthApanA thaI. zarUAtamAM A AzramanuM nAma temanA nAme "zrI laghurAja Azrama" rAkheluM. teo temanA namratAnA guNane lIdhe, tathA potAnI nAnA rahevAnI mAnyatAne lIdhe, laghurAja tarIke paNa jANItA hatA. Azrama sAthe potAnuM nAma joDavAmAM Ave ema teo muddala IcchatA na hatA, eTaluM ja nahIM, AzramamAM potAnuM citrapaTa rahe, e paNa emane pasaMda na hatuM. teo ATalA badhA vinamra ane kItinA anAkAMkSI hatA. tethI temaNe ja sUcavyuM ke zrImada rAjacaMdrathI lokasamudAyanuM kalyANa thayela che, ane tene badalo to koI rIte vaLI zake tema nathI, mATe A AzramanuM nAma temanA maraNarUpe rAkhavuM. tyArathI e AzramanuM nAma "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama" rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. te pachInAM vi. saM. 1977 - 78-79 e traNe comAsAM temaNe AzramamAM karyA, upadeza ApatI vakhate zrI lallujI muni nAnA, moTA, rAya, raMka, strI, puruSa sarvane temanA 1 ka. vi. saM. 1971ne patra, "upadezAmRta", prastAvanA, 5. para.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi paramAtmasvarUpane lakSamAM laI "prabhu" tarIke saMbodhatA, ane sarvamAM prabhubhAva jotA. te parathI sau ke temane prabhuzrI evA mAnArha nAmathI saMbedhavA lAgyA. vi. saM. 1980mAM teo sametazikharanI jAtrAe gayA, ane te varSanuM comAsuM temaNe pUnAmAM karyuM. te pachInAM badhAM ja - eTale ke vi. saM. 1981thI 1991 sudhInAM agiyAra comAsAM temaNe AzramamAM ja karyA. Ama temaNe kula 14 comAsA agAsa AzramamAM karyA. A AzramanI sthApanAmAM mukhya bhAga lenAra, prabhuzrInI sevA karanAra tathA temanA paramapremI zrI raNachoDabhAI nAranA vatanI hatA. raNachoDabhAInI samajAvavAnI ane lokone dharmapremI banAvavAnI zakti ghaNI hatI, tethI jJAnInI samaja na pAmI zake tevA ghaNA loko zrImadda ene badale zrI "raNachoDabhAI"ne ja prabhu mAnIne pUjavA lAgyA hatA; to vaLI keTalAka koI bIjA bhAIne paNa pUjavA lAgyA hatA. lokonI A daSTi cheDAvavA prabhuzrIe eka vakhata I. sa. 1924 nA 23mI june upadeza Apyo hato. temaNe zrImanA citrapaTane batAvI zrI raNachoDabhAIne pUchyuM ke "tamane jJAna thayuM che?" zrI raNachoDabhAIe nA kahI. te pachI temaNe je upadeza Apyo temAM temanI niHspRhatA jovA maLe che. juo te vacane - niSpakSapAtapaNe eka AtmahitanI khAtara ame eka vAta jaNAvavA IcchIe chIe. temAM nathI amAro svArtha, nathI keIne ADo rasto batAvo ke nathI pUjAsatkAra svIkAravAnI vAta. badhA saMghanI sAkSIe e vAta kahIe chIe. je bharI sabhAmAM sadha AgaLa jUThuM ke chetaravAne bole tenuM zAstramAM mahApA 5 varNavyuM che. tevA bAbaDA janme che, vAcA baMdha thaI jAya che, mUDha paNa thAya. ame je kahIe chIe tenA upara jene vizvAsa hoya te ja UbhA thAya . ame kahIe tema karavuM hoya te UbhA thaI kRpALudevanA citrapaTa AgaLa hAtha mUke ane kahe ke saMtanA kahevAthI mAre kRpALudevanI AjJA mAnya che. amane te bhalA ema thayuM ke je vacana amane AtmahitanuM kAraNe thayuM te vacana bIjA paNa sAMbhaLe, zraddhe te kalyANa thAya. tethI tenI AjJA, " sahajAmasvarUpa parama guru " je amArI pAse AvyA temane kRpALanI dRSTie kahI saMbhaLAvI." "paNa aNasamajapaNe koIka te popaTalAlane, koIka ranarAjane, kaIka A bhAIzrIne - raNachoDabhAIna-ane amane dehadRSTie vaLagI paDayA. jhera pIe che jhera! marI jaze. na hoya e rasta. jJAnI te je che te che. enI dRSTie UbhA rahe te taravAne kaMIka Are che. amane mAnavA hoya to mAno, na mAnavA hoya te na mAne, paNa jema che tema kahI devuM che.. ThIka thayuM, nahIM te tame kRpALudevanI sAthe A daMDanI mUrti paNa derAsara thAta tyAre mUkI deta. evuM karavAnuM nathI. bAramAM guNaThANa sudhI sAdhaka, sAdhaka ane sAdhaka ja rahevAnuM che. ADuM avaLuM joyuM te marI gayA jANo ."6 1 vagere. 61. "upadezAmRta ", pra. 23.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva Ama kaDaka chatAM taLapaDhI ane haLavI bhASAmAM prabhuzrIe lokone sAcI dRSTi samajAvI che, jenI asara paNa eTalI ja sArI paDI hatI. A vacanomAM temanI nispRhatA paNa spaSTa jovA maLe che. prabhuzrI mumukSuonA aMta samaye temane bodha ApavA, tathA kevaLa AtmAmAM ja rahevAno upadeza ApavA jatA, jethI te jIvanuM samAdhimaraNa thAya. teo ghaNI vakhata mumukSuone kahetA ke amArA aMta samaye tame sarve huM je jagyAe hAu te jagyAne " saha jAmaravarUpa paramaguru" e maMtranA zvanithI bharI dejo. vi. saM. 1988mAM muni zrI mehanalAlajIne paNa dehAMta thayo. prabhuzrI cAturmAsa AzramamAM karatA, ane bAkInA samayamAM keTaloka vakhata vihAra karatA. dehataMdurastI sArI na hovA chatAM te vize teo bephikara rahetA. temane sadAya zrImadanuM ja raTaNa rahetuM. potAnI AMtarika sthiti vize temaNe eka ja vAkyamAM batAvyuM che ke - maraNa Ave, azAtA Ave, sukha Ave, duHkha Avo, paNa te mAre dharma nathI. mAre dharma te jANavuM, dekhavuM ane rithara thavuM e che. bIjuM badhuM muddagala, pugala ane pudagala. cakarI caDhe, bebhAna thaI javAya, ane zvAsa caDhe e badhuM dahathI judA thaIne beThA beThA jovAnI majA paDe che."6 2 Ama nispRhI thaI teo maraNanI taiyArI karIne beThA hatA. vi. saM. 192nA vaizAkha suda 8nA roja temaNe A nazvara deha agAsa AzramamAM ja choDaDyo. temanA lAMbA AyuSyamAM temaNe bIjA aneka jIvane zrImanI sAcI oLakha karAvI hatI. temano e upadeza sAMbhaLanAra aneka vyaktio Aje paNa agAsa AzramamAM rahI, temanI AjJAe cAlI pitAnuM Atmazreya sAdhI rahI che. prabhuzrInA patro, upadeza vagere vAMcIe chIe tyAre ja ApaNane khyAla Ave che ke temanA jIvanamAM zrImadda keTale badhe aMze vaNAI gayA hatA. bhAgye ja koI patra e jovA maLe che ke jemAM zrImadanAM guNagAna na hoya, ke emanA upakArano ullekha na hoya. zrImadda pratyenI ananya bhaktine lIdhe temanuM dhyeya lokone zrImaddanI oLakhANa karAvavAnuM ja banI gayuM hatuM. temanI gurubhakti batAvatAM nIcenAM vacano juo; vi. saM. 1976nA eka patramAM sanAdathI temaNe lakhyuM che ke - gurubhaktimAM gurunA guNagrAmathI karmanI koDa Ape che ja, te kartavya che ja.... he prabhu, ame to A yathAtathya saddagurunA bhaktanA dAsanA dAsa chIe ane te 62. "upadezAmRta " - upadezasaMgraha-2, pR. 258. 78

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618 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi sadaguru yathAtathyanI bhakti je kare che tene namaskAra kare che ja. he prabhu! Apa sarvanA jANavAmAM che ke zrImada sadaguru rAjacaMdra prabhune A eka dIna ziSya che ja."63 vi. saM. 1977nA caitra sudanA eka patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - naramagarama zarIra prakRti saMge, vRddha avasthAe tathA udayakarmane laIne roga, vyAdhi, vedanI Ave te samabhAve, devAdhideva paramakRpALu sadagurudevanA zaraNathI, bhagavAya tevI IcchAe vartavuM thAya che jI...paramakRpALu zrI sadaguru devAdhideva zrI prabhunI chabI hRdayamaMdiramAM sthApI, khaDI karI, manane tyAM ja parovI, parama zuddha citanyanuM nivAsadhAma e je sadagurudevane pavitra deha tenuM vItarAgabhAve dhyAna karavAthI, smaraNa karavAthI vAraMvAra yAda karavAthI paNa jIva parama zAMta dazAne pAme che te bhUlavA gya nathI. te viSeno bAdha devAdhideva sadagurunA mukhamAMthI thayela te hRdayane viSe dhArI rAkhela che, te Aje paramArtha hetu jANI, aMtaramAM kaI prakAre svArtha ke anya bhAvanA hetue nahi, ema vicArI Apane atre patra dvArA sarala bhAve jAhera karyuM che ja."6 4 Ama zrI lallujI mahArAje zrImadane mahimA ghaNI jagyAe varNavyo che. temAM paNa temaNe ApelA maMtra "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru"nuM mAhAbhya te ghaNuM ja batAvyuM che. tenA smaraNathI karaDe karma khapI jAya che tema temaNe batAvyuM che. "jema bane tema zAMtibhAve "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" nAmanA maMtrane jApa karatA rahevuM."65 evI bhalAmaNu ghaNuM pannemAM ApaNane jovA maLe che. zrImada munine te maMtra ApyuM tyAre munie te maMtranI rAtadivasa akhaMDa dhUna calAvelI. paNa temAM temane vikalpa Avate ke - "haju kema kaMI jaNAtuM nathI ? AtmA hoya te kaMIka dekhAya ne?" pachI temaNe e vAta zrImadane kahI. zrImade kahyuM, "kaMI nahi, hajI jArI rAkhe." te vacanamAM zraddhA karI, ane te jArI rAkhyuM. pariNAme samaya pAkatAM temane jJAna thayuM. ane te pachIthI e maMtranuM mAhAsya sarvane batAvyuM.66 prabhuzrIne keTalIka labdhio paNa prApta thaI hatI. te viSe teo vi. saM. 197ranA bhAdaravA vada 8nA eka patramAM lakhe che ke - "anaMta zakti che, siddhio che, pUrvabhava paNa jaNAya che, AnaMda AnaMda vate che, eka ja zraddhAthI ! kahyuM-lakhyuM jatuM nathI. ApanA cittane zAMti thavAne hetu jANe jaNAvyuM che. keIne jaNAvavAnI jarUra nathI."6 7 temaNe A labdhine kayAreya upayoga karyo na hate. 63. "upadezAmRta", patrAvalI-4ra. 64. ejana, patrAvalI-60, 65. ejana, patrAvalI-76. 66. ejana, upadeza saMgraha-2 pR. 259. 67. ejana, patrAvalI-28.

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19 13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelA prabhAva Ama zrI lallujI mahArAjamAM zrImaddanA samAgamathI keTalAka AMtarika guNe khIlyA hatA. tene lIdhe teo prApta pariSaha sAme samatA rAkhI zakatA, AtmasvarUpamAM rahevA asaMga banI zaktA tathA pUrNa premathI zrImanI bhakti paNa karatA. lokenI kanaDagata sAme paNa sAce mArge cAlavAnI daDhatA temaNe keLavI hatI. vaLI, sarva jIva zrImadane oLakhe, pUje ane pitAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa kare evI karuNAbhAvanA paNa temanA hRdayamAM satata rahetI hatI. zrImadanA samAgamathI zrI lallujI mahArAjanA vyaktitvamAM eTale badho pheraphAra thaI gayo hate, teo eTalA badhA zrImaddamaya banI gayA hatA ke temanA vinA muninI kalpanA paNa karavI agharI banI jAya. ene lIdhe muninAM patra, vacane, upadeza vageremAM zrImadanAM lakhANanI, vicAranI, upadezanI chApa Ave te svAbhAvika che. tevA be-traNa namUnA juo. vi. saM. 158mAM muni devakaraNajIno dehotsarga thayo te vakhate zrI lakSamIcaMdajI Adi munione zrI lallujI mahArAje lakhyuM hatuM ke - "munivara zrI devakIrNa AtmAthI, mekSaabhilASI hatA. temane AtmasvarUpane lakSa levAnI icchA hatI, te gurugamathI maLI hatI. vaLI, azubha vRttine abhAva karI zubha vRtti rAkhavAmAM puruSArtha karavAnI IcchAe te lakSamAM letA hatA. dhanya che tevA AtmAne! te AmapariNAmI thaI vartatA AtmA pratye namaskAra ho ! namaskAra hA !" vagere.68 A Akho patra tathA anya patra vAMcatAM zrImaddanAM lakhANanI chA5 muni para hatI te spaSTa samajAya che. sAthe sAthe ghaNuM patramAM zrImaddanAM vacanone ulekha paNa jovA maLe che. A patramAM ja zrImaddanAM be vacane munie TAMkyAM che, jema ke - deha pratye jevo vaccenA saMbaMdha che, tevo deha pratye jeNe AtmAno saMbaMdha dIThA che, abaddha! spaSTa AtmA jeNe anubhavyo che te mahat puruSane jIvana ane maraNa baMne samAna che."6 9 zrI lallujI munine eka patramAM nIcenuM vacana maLe che - bIju kaMI zedha mA. eka sapuruSa pratye eka niSThAe tenA vijegamAM paNa sava yoga arpaNa karI AtmajAgRtimAM akhaMDa rahyA che, tenI AjJAe yathArtha svarUpa jANyuM che, zraddhayuM che, vedhuM che, vede che, trikALa te ja che, te yathAtathya svarUpa jANanAranI pratIti kartavya che."70 A vacanamAM zrImaddanA nIcenA vacananI spaSTa chApa ApaNane jovA maLe che - 68. "upadezAmRta", pR. 5. pAvalI-60 69. ejana, pR. 70. 70, ejana, pR. 6. patrAvaLI-5

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620 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi "bIjuM kaMI zedha mA. mAtra eka puruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA. pachI je mekSa na maLe te mArI pAsethI lejo."71 zrImadanI muni para ATalI badhI asara thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa muninI zrImada pratyenI ananya bhakti hatI. vi. saM. 1972mAM pitAnI vikaTa paristhitimAM zrImadanA zaraNathI ghaNI zAMti hatI, te jaNAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke - Apa amArA vize ciMtA karaze nahi. sadaguru paramakRpALu yogIndra prabhunuM zaraNuM che tene kazI vAtanI kamI nathI. sarva vastu tene maLI AvI che. sadagurunI kRpAdRSTi e ja kalyANa, sapuruSanI sarva ichA prazaMsavAmAM kalyANa che, e ja amane AnaMda che ! atyAnaMda che !"72 Ama ApaNe joIe te munizrI lallujInuM jIvana zrImadanA samAgama pachI zrImadamaya banI gayuM hatuM. ane zeSa jIvana temaNe temanI bhakti karavAmAM ja gALyuM hatuM. Ane bIje pakSe ApaNane e lAbha thayo ke tattvavicAraNAne lagatA, ciMtanapreraka tathA muninA AcAra darzAvatA ghaNA patre zrImad munine lakhelA te ApaNane prApta thAya che. zrImadde muni para lakhelA lagabhaga 33 jeTalA patro hAla maLe che. temAM moTA bhAganA patro vistAravALA che. AvA patre sebhAgabhAI ane muni sivAya keIne lakhAyelA jovA maLatA nathI. A patramAM zrImadda munine sUtrakRtAMga, uttarAdhyayana, yogavAziSTa, AcArAMgasUtra, dAsabodha, mekSamArga prakAzaka, zAMtasudhArasa, yogadaSTisamuccaya, karmagraMtha, gammasAra, rogapradIpa, kArtikeyAnuprekSA, padmanaMdI paMcaviMzati vagere graMtho vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNa vAraMvAra karI hatI. temAM paNa sUtrakRtAMga, uttarAdhyayana vagere para vizeSa bhAra mUkyo hate. A patramAM muninA AcAra viSenI sUkama zAstrIya chaNAvaTa paNa keTalIka vAra jovA maLe che. je vakhate loko muni viruddha thayA hatA, te saMjogomAM munie kaI rIte vartavuM te jaNAvavA A patro lakhAyelA che. munine patra lakhavAnI chUTa, paMcamahAvratI agatya, vyAkhyAna kaI rIte karavuM vagere viSe A patromAM jaNAvyuM che. 3 Ama munizrI para lakhAyelA patromAM graMthavAcana viSe samajaNa, keTalAka graMtho viSenA zrImada abhiprAya, muninA AcaraNa vizenuM mArgadarzana, AnaMdaghanajI, yazovijayajI Adi kavionAM padomAMthI avataraNe, anya graMthomAMthI avataraNo, zrImaddanI AMtarika sthitine paricaya vagere jovA maLe che. paNa temAM je viSaya sauthI mahattvano bhAga roke che, te te che, Atma viSenI tAttvika vicAraNA. 1. "zrImad rAjacaMda", agAsa AvRtti, AMka, 76 72. "upadezAmRta", pR. 11. patrAvalI-17 73. zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRta, juo patrAMka : 207, 501, 716 vagere.

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17. zrImanne anya vyakti para paDelA prabhAva 21 jIvanuM kartavya, jJAnInA mArga, te mAnI saraLatA tathA durlabhatA, satsa`ganuM mAhAtmya, mArgaprApti, gurubhakti, vairAgyanI vRddhi, AtmAnA guNA, mumukSunAM lakSaNA, tyAganI agatya vagere vizenI samajaNa A patrAnA mahattvanA bhAga rAke che. A badhI samajaNa ApavAnA temanA hetuomAM vairAgyanI vRddhi karAvavI, rAgadveSarahita dazA apAvavI, pacamahAvratanI dRDhatA karAvavI, svachaMda ane pratibaMdha e be badhana TALavAM, matamatAMtaranA tyAga karAvavA, AtmabhAva vadhAravA, vagere hatA. te A patrA vAMcatAM jaNAze. AvA suMdara hetuthI lakhAyelA patromAM ApaNane vividha prakAranAM namaskAra-vacanA, suvAkayo, medhavacanA vagere jAvA maLe che. udAharaNa tarIke : 66 zrI jina vItarAga dravya - bhAva saMyogathI pharI pharI chUTavAnI bhalAmaNa kahI che, ane te sAganA vizvAsa paramajJAnIna paNa kavyu nathI, evA akhaMDa mA kahyo che, te zrI jina vItarAganA caraNakamaLa pratye atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra, '7 " anaMta vAra dahana arthe AtmA gALyA che. je dahu AtmAne arthe gaLAze te dauM AtmavicAra janma pAmavA cAgya jANI, sa` dehA'nI kalpanA choDI daI, ekamAtra AtmAmAM ja tenA upayoga karavA, evA mumukSujIvane avazya nizcaya joI e. '75 Ama zrImadde pratyakSa tema ja patrAdi dvArA parAkSa bAdha ApIne zrI lallujI mahArAjana mULamArga pAmavAnA yathArtha rastA cIdhyA hatA. ane munie paNa temanI AjJA anusAra cAlIne samyajJAna ane saMta - avasthA jevI durlabha vastu prApta karI hatI. munina AtmAnubhava karAvavAmAM zrImadanA phALA kaI nAnAsUnA na hatA ! tenA pariNAme temanAmAM zrImad pratinI ananya bhakti janmI hatI. temanAmAM khIlatA jatA A guNAna lIdhe zrImane temanA mATe eTalA badhA prameAdabhAva AvatA hatA ke teo temane " cAthA ArAnI vAnagI "ceAthA ArAnA muni" tarIke oLakhAvatA hatA! 27 zrImad ane zrI seAbhAgabhAI sAyalAnivAsI zrI sAbhAgabhAInA pitA zrI lallubhAI lI'khaDImAM kArabhAru' karatA hatA. rAjakhaTapaTa age kArabhAru' jatAM zrI lallubhAI sAyalA AvI vasyA. sAyalAmAM temaNe sArI Arthika sthiti prApta karI. paNa ca'caLa lakSmI cAlI jatAM temane Arthika muzkelIAnA samaya AvyA ane te dUra karavAnI ciMtAmAM te paDI gayA. e arasAmAM mAravADanA sAdhue maMtravidyAmAM kuzaLa gaNAtA hatA. tevA kAI sAdhune prasanna karIne, lakSmI saMbaMdhI ci'tA dUra karavAnI icchAthI zrI lallubhAI mAravADa gayA. temana 74. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, AMka, 588 75. ejana, AMka, 719

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321 zrImaddana jIvanasiddhi ratalAmamAM eka prakhyAta sAdhune paricaya thayo. te sAdhunI khUba sevA karI zrI lalubhAIe temane prasanna karyA. te pachI yogya samaya joI temaNe sAdhu pAse potAnI Arthika sthiti sudhare te mATe kaMIka upAya batAvavAnI vinaMti karI. paNa te adhyAtmapremI sAdhu zrI lalubhAIne Thapako Ape ke emanA jevA vicakSaNa puru tyAgI pAse AtmAne badale mAyAnI vAta karavI te ghaNuM ja aghaTita gaNAya. sAdhune abhiprAya samajI jaIzrI lallubhAIe pote karelI bhUla badala kSamA mAgI, ane AtmArtha mATe kaMIka ApavA jaNAvyuM. temanA upara kRpA karI te sAdhue temane "bIjajJAna no maMtra Apyo, ane vizeSamAM jaNAvyuM ke koI lAyaka vyakti jaNAya te tene paNa e maMtra batAvavo. sAyalA AvyA pachI zrI lallubhAI e maMtra pAtAnA putra zrI sAbhAgabhAIne Apyo, ane te maMtra bIjI kaI yogya vyaktine paNa ApavA jaNAvyuM. e maMtra pAmI zrI bhAgabhAI prasanna thayA. te pachI thoDA samayamAM zrI sobhAgabhAIne temanA kAmakAja aMge morabI javAnuM thayuM. te vakhate zrImada paNa morabI AvyA hatA, te samAcAra zrI bhAgabhAIne maLyA. zrImanI kavi tarIkenI, avadhAnI tarIkenI tathA adabhuta smaraNazakti dharAvanAra vyakti tarIkenI khyAti zrI bhAgabhAI e sAMbhaLI hatI. tethI vyakti jANI temane "bIjajJAna ane maMtra ApavAnI IcchA zrI bhAgabhAIne thaI. potAnI icchA bAbata temaNe temanA pitAzrInI saMmati mAgI, je zrI lallubhAIe saharSa ApI. te pachI vi. saM. 1946nA prathama bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrI bhAgabhAI morabI gayA. morabImAM zrI bhAgabhAI bIjajJAna"nA maMtra ApavA zrImadane LavA gayA. zrImade temane atithisatkAra tarIke nAma daI belAvyA. tethI temane khUba ja Azcarya thayuM ke, jemane huM pahelAM maLyo nathI, jemane mArA AvavAnA samAcAra mokalAvyA nathI, te mane nAma daI kaI rIte bolAvI zake ?" e AzcaryamAMthI zrI bhAgabhAI mukta thAya te pahelAM te zrImade temane jaNAvyuM ke " A galAmAM eka kApelI che te kADhIne vAMce." zrI sobhAgabhAI e kApalI vAMcI ne ethI paNa vizeSa Azcarya anubhavyuM, kAraNa ke e kApalImAM zrI bhAgabhAIe ApavA dhArelo bIjajJAnane maMtra lakhelo hato. e anubhava parathI temane zrImanI jJAnI tarIkenI pratIti thaI. zrImaddanA jJAnanI vizeSa parIkSA karavA zrI sabhAgabhAIe temane prazna karyo ke, "sAyalAmAM amArA gharanuM bAraNuM kaI dizAmAM che?" zrImade aMtargonathI yathArtha uttara Apyo, tethI zrImadda prati pUjyabhAva thavAthI zrI bhAgabhAIe temane traNa vAra vaMdana karyA. e vakhate zrImadda apUrva samAdhimAM lIna banyA hatA. te pachI zrImade temane "taraNuM othe DuMgara re, DuMgara koI dekhe nahi" e pada samajAvyuM. Ama pahelI ja mulAkAtathI teo baMne vacce paraspara maitrI pragaTI. zrI bhAgabhAI zrImadda karatAM vayamAM 44 varSa moTA hatA. eTale ke vi. saM. 1946mAM, temanA meLApa vakhate jyAre zrImadanI uMmara 23 varSanI hatI tyAre, zrI bhAgabhAInI uMmara

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13. zrImahane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva 623 67 varSanI hatI. tema chatAM jJAnamAM potAnAthI AgaLa vadhelA zrImada tarapha pUjyabhAva rAkhI namaskAra karavAmAM zrI bhAgabhAIne kadI AMcake nahete Avyo, eTalI temanI saraLatA hatI. prathama samAgama pachI zrI bhAgabhAI sAyalA gayA. thoDA divasa pachI temanA pitAzrIno deha chUTI gayo, tethI kuTuMbanA nirvAhanI ciMtA temane zire AvI paDI. te pachI prathama bhAdrapada vadi 13nA roja "Ama saranaHTat wvata mavAyata nau" e zaMkarAcAryanA vacanane samajAvatuM patra zrImadda zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhe che. ane te pachI traNa-cAra divase "AtmavikasaMpanna bhAI zrI bhAgabhAI" evuM saMbodhana karato, pitAnI AMtarika sthiti vaNavate tathA bodha Apate eka lAMbo patra zrImad zrI bhAgabhAI upara lakhele. te pachIthI te temanA para lakhAyelI zrImadanI ekadhArI patra paraMparA jevA maLe che. zrImada rAjacaMdra" graMthamAM vi. saM. 1946nA bhAdaravA mAsathI zarU karI vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha mAsa sudhImAM, eTale ke zrImadda ane zrI bhAgabhAInA prathama meLApathI zarU karI zrI bhAgabhAInA avasAna sudhInA sAta varSanA gALAmAM, zrImadda dvArA zrI bhAgabhAI upara lakhAyelA lagabhaga 260 jeTalA patro chapAyelA che. A graMthanA patrone kula jaththAno A ja lagabhaga trIjA bhAgane thAya che. vaLI, A patromAMnA ghaNA patro laMbANapUrvaka lakhAyelA che, ane temAM zrImade pitAnA aMtaranI ghaNuM ghaNI vAto lakhI che. e sarva vAMcatAM ApaNane teo baMne vaccenA ghaniSTha saMbaMdhano khyAla Ave che. alabatta, A ghaniSThatA jeTalI pratyakSa milanathI thaI hatI tethI vizeSa patra dvArA thaI hatI. zrImadu tathA zrI bhAgabhAI ne pratyakSa samAgama vi. saM. 1946nA prathama bhAdaravA mAsamAM morabImAM teone pahelo meLApa thaye, te pachInAM varSomAM teo baMne sAmAnya rIte varSamAM ekAda vakhata maLatA. ane temAM paNa zrImadda nivRtti mATe gujarAtamAM jatA, tyAre temano meLApa vizeSa thato. A uparAMta zrI sebhAgabhAI be-traNa vakhata muMbaI AvyA hoya tevo ullekha paNa maLe che. paraMtu temanA A samAgamane samaya kyAreya paMdara divasathI laMbAco hoya tevuM sAmAnya rIte jaNAtuM nathI. kaccha najIka aMjAramAM zrI bhAgabhAInI dukAna hatI, tethI tyAM jatAM-AvatAM, je zrImada e arasAmAM morabI ke vavANiyAmAM hoya te zrI bhAgabhAI temanI pAse betraNa divasa rokAtA, satsaMgano lAbha letA-detA. A rIte temaNe vi. saM. 1946, 1948 vagere varSomAM ekabIjAne meLApa karyo hato. e ja rIte vi. saM. 15ramAM zrI bhAgabhAI muMbaImAM zrImadda pAse hovAne ullekha maLe che. A sivAya to teo baMne divALI ke paryuSaNa AsapAsa gujarAtanAM kaI gAmamAM maLatA. temAM paNa vi. saM. 1949thI vi. saM. 151 sudhInAM traNa varSamAM bAhya pravRttinI upAdhine laIne zrImada dhArI nivRtti laI zakyA na hatA,

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624 zrI madanI jIvanasiddhi tethI te varSomAM temane meLApa thayo haze ke kema te vize prazna thAya che, kAraNa ke e samayanA patramAM viroganI vAte ghaNI vAMcavA maLe che. A badhA meLApomAM vi. saM. 153nA mAha mAsa pachI thayelo temano meLApa sauthI agatyano gaNI zakAya. A arasAmAM zrImade temane tathA DuMgarazIbhAIne potAnI sAthe IDara AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM hatuM. te anusAra sobhAgabhAI zrImada sAthe vaizAkha vadamAM IDara gayA hatA. tyAM jeTha suda bIja sudhI teo sAthe rahyA. ane e arasAmAM "samyakajJAna" -" AtmadazA" vardhamAna karavAno amUlya lahAvo zrI bhAgabhAIne maLyo. A temane chelo meLApa hato, kAraNa ke IDarathI AvyA pachI thoDA ja divasamAM, vi. sa jeTha vada 10nA roja bhAgabhAIno dehAMta thaze. Ama teo baMne vaccene milana samaya bahu alpa hato. tethI teo patra dvArA ja satsaMga karatA hatA. zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI asaramAMthI mukti sAyalAmAM pADozamAM ja rahetA zrI DuMgarazIbhAI gezaLiyA nAmanA eka bhAI nAnI vayathI ja zrI bhAgabhAInA mitra hatA. teo zrI bhAgabhAI karatAM paNa vayamAM meTA hatA zrI DuMgarazIbhAI buddhimAna tarkavAdI hatA, tyAre zrI sabhAgabhAI saraLa bhaktibhAva hatA. zrI DuMgarazIbhAIe gasAdhanA karI keTalAka camatkAro siddha karyA hatA. te camatkAro joI zrI bhAgabhAIne temanA prati zraddhA thaI hatI, tethI teo zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI ghaNI asara nIce AvyA hatA. vi. saM. 1946mAM zrImadano meLApa thayA pachI, zrI bhAgabhAIne zrImadanIzAnI tarIkenI oLakhANa thatI gaI ane te pachInA samAgama tathA patravyavahArathI temanI zraddhA zrImadamAM vizeSa daDha banatI gaI. pariNAme zrI DuMgarazIbhAI pratinI jJAnI tarIkenI temanI zraddhA ghaTatI gaI. paraMtu teo baMne vaccenI mitratA te cAlu ja hatI. AthI zrImada taraphathI AvatA patro teo baMne sAthe besIne vAMcatA tathA vicAratA. zrI bhAgabhAI e (patra ) vAMcyA pachI zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne zrImadanuM zaraNuM levA ghaNuM vAra samajAvatA. te vakhate zrI DuMgarazIbhAI ghaNI vAra tapUrNa prazno uThAvatA. kAraNa ke temane vedAMtamAM vizeSa rasa ane zraddhA hatAM. tema chatAM, teo zrI bhAgabhAI sAthe zrImadanA AvelA patro niyamita vAMcatA tathA vicAratA, tema ja saMvega maLe tyAre, zrImadanA pratyakSa samAgama vakhate, potAnI AzaMkA bAbata samAdhAna meLavatA. tema ja keTalIka vakhata patro dvArA paNa teo samAdhAna meLavI letA. dhIre dhIre pratyakSa tema ja patra dvArA zrImadane samAgama vadhatAM zrI DuMgazIbhAIne paNa zrImadda pratye zraddhA thaI. ane teo paNa temanuM zaraNuM letA gayA. A badhuM thavAmAM mukhya phALo zrI bhAgabhAIno hato, kAraNa ke A be vyaktione sAMdhanAra kaDIrUpa teo hatA.

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva zrI DuMgarazIbhAImAM AvatI jatI gyatAno khyAla zrImadane paNa hato. tethI jyAre zrI bhAgabhAIne zrImad "Atmasiddhi" vAMcavA tathA vicAravA arthe mokalI tyAre te vAMcavAnI tathA tene mukhapATha karavAnI anumati temaNe zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne paNa ApI hatI. e viSe zrImad Ase vadi amAsa, 15ranA reja, "Atmasiddhi" lakhAyA pachI coka divase zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhe che ke - zrI DuMgarane Atmasiddhi mukhapATha karavAnI icchA che. te mATe te prata temane ApavA vize puchAvyuM che tema karavAmAM aDacaNa nathI. zrI DuMgarane e zAstra mukhapAke karavAnI AjJA che, paNa hAla tenI bIjI prata nahIM utAratAM A prata che te uparathI ja mukhapATha karavA cogya che, ane hAla A prata tame zrI DuMgarane Apaze. temane jaNAvazo ke mukhapATha karyA pachI pAchI Apazo, paNa bIjo utAro karazo nahi. 76 zrI bhAgabhAI,zrI lallujI mahArAja, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI ane zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAIe cAra ja vyaktio mATe "Atmasiddhi "nI nakalo karavAmAM AvI hatI. teone paNa e zAstra viSe koIne na jaNAvavA sUcanA hatI. temAM zrI DuMgarazIbhAI mATe zrImad ATalI chUTa Ape te DuMgarazIbhAInI AdhyAtmika cogyatA batAve che; te uparAMta temanAmAM keTaluM AMtarika parivartana thayuM hatuM, tenuM paNa te sUcana kare che. zrI DuMgarazIbhAI jema jema zrImadanuM zaraNuM svIkAratA gayA, tema tema khoTI siddhinA mehamAMthI chUTatA gayA. ane zrI bhAgabhAI to pachIthI e camatkAranI asarathI sAva mukta thaI gayA hatA. tene nideza temaNe vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha suda 14nA roja zrImadda para lakhelA eka patramAM karyo che - "gezaLiyA vize je kaMI AsthA hatI te bilakula nIkaLI gaI che. te have vakhatovakhata dha ApavAnA patro ApanI IcchA pramANe lakhI mane moTI pAyarIe caDAvaze. 77 zrI sebhAgabhAIne zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI asaramAMthI mukta karI sAcA mArga batAvanAra zrImadda hatA. tema chatAM zrImade temane evuM kyAreya jaNAvyuM nahotuM ke zrI DuMgarazIbhAI khaTA che, temane saMga choDI do. temaNe to A kAraNathI Ama karavA jevuM che, ane e viSe vicArI yogya lAge te svIkAraje, ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. tethI zrI bhAgabhAI pote ja vicArapUrvaka zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI asaramAMthI dhIre dhIre mukta thatA gayA. zrImadunI e nItina pariNAma e AvyuM ke zrI bhAgabhAI ane zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI maitrI atUTa rahI. baMnenI zrImadda pratinI zraddhA vadhI, eTaluM ja nahi, teo baMne paramArtha mArgamAM paNa ThIka ThIka AgaLa vadhyA. Ama mAtra sAce mArga cIMdhavAthI ane keI pratye dveSabhAva na ANavAthI ghaNa rIte teone lAbha thaze. 76. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 721. 77. " zrImad rAjacaMdra - jIvanakaLA', AvRtti 5, pR. 124.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi zrI bhAgabhAI upara zrImadanI asara vi. saM. 1946mAM "bIjajJAna"ne maMtra ApavA janAra zrI bhAgabhAIne zrImanI AMtarika zaktine anubhava thAya che, ane pUrvanA RNAnubaMdhe teo prabaLa AkarSaNa anubhave che. e ja varSamAM zrI bhAgabhAI traNa-cAra vakhata zrImane pratyakSa paricaya karavAne lAbha meLavI, temanI AdhyAtmika asara nIce Ave che. ane zrImadda dvArA sAco paramArtha mArga samajAtAM teo zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI siddhi ane camatkAranI asarathI mukta thAya che. zrImadane jJAnI tarIke svIkArI, tenA zaraNe AvyA pachI zrI bhAgabhAInI dhIrajanI ane zraddhAnI kasoTI thAya tevA kaparA saMjogomAMthI temane pasAra thavuM paDe che. vi. saM. 1946mAM zrI sebhAgabhAInA pitAzrIne dehAMta thatAM kuTuMbanirvAhanI javAbadArI temanA para AvI paDI, ane te pachI temanI Arthika sthiti divase divase nabaLI paDatI gaI. AthI e ciMtA pIDAkAraka lAgatAM tene kaMIka upAya sUcavavA teo zrImadane lakhatA. je je karmano udaya Ave te te samatAbhAve vedI levA zrImadda temane bodha ApatA. e badha tathA tattvanI vicAraNAthI temanI ciMtA theDI upazamatI, paNa vaLI pAchuM tenuM jora vadhatAM teo zrImadine ciMtAmukta karavA jaNAvatA. ane tenA uttaramAM zrImada pitAnI muzkelIone, pitAnI aMtaraMga sthiti vagereno khyAla ApI badhuM samatAbhAve sahana karavAne anurodha karatA. AvI jAtane bedha ApatAM zrImad vi. saM. 1947nA jeTha suda pUname temane lakhyuM hatuM ke - "vyavahAraciMtAthI akaLAmaNa AvatAM, satsaMganA vigathI kaI prakAre zAMti nathI hotI ema Ape lakhyuM te yaMgya ja che. tathApi vyavahAraciMtAnuM akaLAmaNa te cagya nathI. sarvatra hariicchA baLavAna che. e daDha karAvavA mATe harie Ama karyuM che, ema Ape niHzaMkapaNe samajavuM." vi. saM. 1948nA eka patramAM zrImade zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM che ke - saMsArasaMbaMdhI tamane je ciMtA che, te jema udayamAM Ave tema vedI, sahana karavI. e ciMtA thavAnuM kAraNa evuM koI karma nathI ke je TALavA mATe jJAnI puruSane pravRtti karatAM bAdha na Ave." - prANImAtra prAye AhAra, pANa pAmI rahe che. te tama jevA prANInA kuTuMbane mATe tethI viparyaya pariNAma Ave evuM je dhAravuM te yogya ja nathI. kuTuMbanI lAja vAraMvAra ADI AvI, je AkuLatA Ape che, te game te rAkhIe ane game te na rAkhIe te baMne sarakhuM ja che, kema ke jemAM pitAnuM nirUpAyapaNuM rahyuM temAM te je thAya te cagya ja mAnavuM e dRSTi samyapha che."79 78. "zrImad rAjacaMda ", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 250 79. ejana, AMka 322.

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17. zrImadanA anya vyaktio para paDelA prabhAva 327 zrImad vAravAra ApelA edhanI asa2 zrI seAbhAgabhAI para kevI thatI hatI te vize zrImaddanA ja eka patra prakAza pADe che. temAM zrImadde lakhyuM che keH~~ " mAgI khAIne gujarAna calAvazuM, paNa kheda nahi pAmIe; jJAnanA anaMta AnaMda AgaLa te duHkha tRNu mAtra che' A bhAvAnuM je vacana lakhyuM che, vacanane amArA namaskAra ho! evuM je vacana te kharI ogyatA vinA nIkaLavu sa*bhavita nathI. 80 zrI seAbhAgabhAI e zrImaddanA badhathI kheda na pAmavAnA Atmanizcaya karyA, chatAM temana karmAya evA viSama prakAranA hatA ke temane kheda vAravAra thaI jatA. ane zrImad .temana e ja dha pharIthI karatA. pariNAme zrI seAbhAgabhAI pharIthI AtmalakSa bhaNI vaLatA. ane keTalIka vAra te vize zrImad kaDaka zabdomAM paNa lakhatA. - vi. sa`. 1948nA vaizAkha mAsamAM zrImadde temane lakhyuM hatuM. ke : : " udaya AvelA aMtarAya samapariNAme vedavA ceAgya che, viSamapariNAme veDhavA ceAgya nathI. tamArI AjIvikA sa`kha"dhI sthiti ghaNA vakhata thayAM jANavAmAM che; e pUrNAMkanA cAga che... dhIraja na rahe evA prakAranI tamArI sthiti che ema jANIe chIe, tema chatAM dhIrajamAM eka aMzanuM paNa nyUnapaNuM na thavA devu... te tamane kavya che; ane e yathArtha khAdha pAmavAnA mukhya mAga che... kAI paNa prakAre bhaviSyanA sAMsArika vicAra cheADI vartamAnamAM samapaNe pravarta vAne dRDha nizcaya karavA e tamane yAgya che; bhaviSyamAM je thavA yAgya haze, te thaze, te anivAya che, ema gaNI paramA-puruSA bhaNI sanmukha thavu ceAgya che... ghaNA vakhata thayAM AjIvakA ane leAkalAnA kheda tamane aMtaramAM bheLA thayA che. te viSe have tA nirbhIyapaNuM ja aMgIkAra karavuM ceAgya che. pharI kahIe chIe ke te ja kartAvyu che lajajA ane AjIvikA mithyA che.81 vagere. karmADhaya samapariNAme vaDhavAnA khAdha zrImad zrI sAbhAgabhAI ne karatA, ane te Adha dhyAnamAM laI zrI seAbhAgabhAI paNa bane tyAM sudhI samariNAma sAcavatA. kaIka karavA te zrImaddane vInavatA kharA, paNa teo je sUcave te ja zrI sAbhAgabhAI karatA, tethI kazuM vizeSa karavA pravRtta thatA nahI', eTaleA dRDha vizvAsa temaNe zrImamAM keLavyA hatA. zrI DuMgarazIbhAInA camatkAranA ke khIjA koInA camatkAranA temaNe peAtAnI vyAvahArika muzkelI ochI karavA mATe upayeAga kaceryA na hatA, e ja zrImadnI temanA paranI prabaLa asara sUcave che. 80. " zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 322 81. ejata, AMka, 374

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zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi cAreka varSa sudhI - lagabhaga 1950nI sAla sudhI - AvI taMga paristhiti bhAgavyA pachI zrI seAbhAgabhAI ne kaIka Arthika rAhata thaI hatI. vi. sa`. 1950mAM paNa zrI seAbhAgabhAI ne zrImad jaNAvyu hatuM keH-- Re " AtmAmAM vizeSa thaI raheze. ane AkuLatA paNa aparAdhI thaze. 82 AkuLatA na thAya tema rAkhazeA. je thavA ceAgya haze te karatAM paNa je thavAyeAgya haze te thaze, tenI sAthe AtmA paraMtu A samaya sudhImAM zrI sAbhAgabhAI nA zrImad sAthenA paricaya gADha thaye hatA, temanA pratinI zraddhA paNa vizeSa dRDha thaI hatI, AthI tA te paramA mA mAM vizeSa sthiratA pAmyA hatA. vi. sa. 1951 pachI zrImadde zrI seAbhAgabhAI ne lakhelA patrAmAM AvI muzkelIonA nirdeza thayelA jovA maLatA nathI. vi. saM. 1951nA mAgazara mAsamAM zrImadde zrI sAbhAgabhAI na sakAma bhaktithI thatA geralAbha jaNAvatAM lakhyu hatuM ke : -- "pUrve jANyu hatu. ane spaSTa pratIti svarUpa hatuM ke jJAnIpuruSane sakAmapaNe bhajatAM AtmAne pratibaMdha thAya che, ane ghaNI vAra paramAM STi maTI sa`sArA STi thaI jAya che. jJAnI pratye evI dRSTi thaye pharI sulabhAdhIpaNuMka pAmavuM kaThaNa paDe che; ema jANI kAI paNa jIva sakAmapaNe samAgama na kare, evA prakAre vartavuM thatuM hatuM. tamane tathA zrI DuMgara vagerene A mArga sa baMdhI ame kahyuM hatuM, paNa amArA khIjA upadezanI peThe tatkALa tenu' grahavu* kAI prArabdhayogathI na thatuM. ame jyAre te viSe kaI jaNAvatA tyAre pUrvanA jJAnIee AcaryuM che, evA prakAra AdithI pratyuttara kahevA jevuM thatu hatuM. amane tethI cittamAM moTA khe thatA hatA ke A sakAmavRtti duSamakALane lIdhe AvA mumukSupuruSane viSe varte che, nahIM teA tenA svapne paNa sa'bhava na hAya. joke te sakAmavRttithI tame paramA dRSTipaNa visarI jAe evA sazaya thatA nahAtA. paNa prasaMgopAtta paramArthaSTine zithilapaNAnA hetu thavAnA saMbhava dekhAtA hatA; paNa te karatAM moTA kheda e thatA hatA ke A sumukSunA kuTuMbamAM sakAmabuddhi vizeSa thaze, ane paramAdiSTa maTI jaze, athavA utpanna thavAnA saMbhava TaLI jaze, ane tene lIdhe khIjA paNa ghaNA jIvAne te sthiti paramA aprAptimAM hatubhRta thaze; vaLI sakAmapaNe bhajanAranI amArAthI kaI vRtti zAMta karavAnuM banavuM kaThaNa, tethI sakAmI jIvAne pUrvApara vidhabuddhi thAya athavA paramArtha pUjyabhAvanA TaLI jAya evu je joyu hatu, te vamAnamAM na thAya te vizeSa upayeAga thavA saheja lakhyu' che. '83 zrImade sevelA bhaya tathA ciMtA A pachI TaLI gayAM; zrI seAbhAgabhAI e jJAnI pAsethI sAMsArika phaLanI IcchA mUkI dIdhI, ane mAtra paramA STi ja rAkhI zrImadnane sevyA. tenuM uttama pariNAma AvyuM. vi. sa', 1953nA vaizAkha mAsamAM zrI seAbhAgabhAI e lagabhaga 20 52. * zrImad rAjacaMdra '', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 496 .: 83. ejana, AMka papara.

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13. zrImane anya vyaktio para pahelo prabhAva divasa zrImadda sAthe gALyA hatA. temAMnA lagabhaga 10 divasa teo IDaranA pahADomAM vasyA hatA. tyAM zrImade temane uttama bela Apyo hato, je phaLadAyI thayA hatA. te viSe zrI sobhAgabhAIe vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha suda 14nA roja eka patramAM zrImadane lakhyuM hatuM ke - A kAgaLa chelle lakhI jaNAvuM chuM.....have A pAmara sevaka upara badhI rIta kRpAdRSTi rAkhaze......deha ne AtmA judI che. deha jaDa che, AtmA cetanya che. te cetanane bhAga pratyakSa jude samajamAM AvatuM nahote, paNa dina ATha thayAM ApanI kRpAthI anubhavagocarathI bephATa judA dekhAya che. ane rAta - divasa A caitanya ane A deha judA ema A5nI kRpAdRSTithI sahaja thaI gayuM che; e Apane sahaja jaNAvavA lakhyuM che.....vagara bhaye, vagara zAstra vAMce, thoDA vakhatamAM ApanA bodhathI artha vagerene ghaNe khulAse thaI gayA che. je khulAso pacIsa varSe thAya e nAte te thoDA vakhatamAM ApanI kRpAthI thaye che."8 4 uparanA patrathI spaSTa thAya che ke zrI bhAgabhAIne samyagdarzana thayuM hatuM eTaluM ja nahi, AtmadazA vizeSa vardhamAna thaI hatI. samyagdarzana thAya pachI vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhave mukti thAya che, evuM zAstravacana che. Ama zrI sabhAgabhAInA bhavakaTi thatAM teo samIpamuktigAmI banyA hatA. A badhuM thavAmAM zrImaddanI asara mukhya kAraNabhUta hatI, tene spaSTa svIkAra zrI bhAgabhAI e uparanA patramAM karelo jaNAze. te pachI zrImad samAdhimaraNa kaI rIte thAya te jaNAvatA traNa patra vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha mAsamAM zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhyA hatA, je traNe patro kaI paNa mumukSue samAdhimaraNa mATe vicAravA yogya che. temAM zrI banArasIdAsajInA "samayasAra nATaka"mAMthI keTalAMka avataraNe laI samajAvyAM che, A avataraNo svabhAva jAgRti, anubhavautsAhadazA, sthitidazA, paramapuruSadazAvarNana vagerene lagatAM che. A uparAMta dehanI anityatA ane agatya batAvatAM jeTha suda 8 nA patramAM zrImadda zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM che ke - paramAgI evA zrI RSabhadevAdi puruSe paNa je dehane rAkhI zakyA nathI, te dehamAM eka vizeSapaNuM rahyuM che te e ke, tenA saMbaMdha vate tyAM sudhImAM jIve asaMgApaNuM, nirmohapaNuM karI laI abAdhya anubhavasvarUpa evuM nijasavarUpa jANe, bIjA sarva bhAva pratyethI vyAvRtta (chUTA) thavuM ke jethI pharI janmamaraNano phere na rahe. te daha cheDatI vakhate jeTalA aMze asaMgapaNuM, nirmohapaNuM, yathArtha samarasapaNuM rahe che teTaluM mekSapada najIka che ema parama jJAnI puruSane nizcaya che. "8 6 kaMI paNa mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogathI aparAdha thayo hoya, jANatAM athavA ajANatAM, te sarva vinayapUrvaka khamAvuM chuM. ghaNuM namra bhAvathI khamAvuM chuM."87 88. "zrImad rAjacaMdrajIvanakaLA", AvRtti 5, pR. 124. 85. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, patrAMka : 729, 780 ane 781 86 87. ejana, A 780.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi - zrImadda paryuSaNa parva sivAya A rIte kSamApanA yAcate patra lakhyo hoya tema banyuM nathI. A pahele ja e patra maLe che ke jemAM temaNe paryuSaNa parva sivAyanA samaye kSamApanA IrachI hoya. A parathI evuM anumAna thAya che ke zrImane zrI bhAgabhAInA aMtasamayane khyAla AvI gayo hovo joIe. jo ema na hoya te samAdhimaraNane lagatA tathA kSamApanA IcchatA patra lakhavAnuM kAI prayojana nahotuM. A patra lakhAyA pachI thoDA ja divasamAM eTale ke jeTha vada 10 - 1953nA roja - zrI bhAgabhAInuM samAdhimaraNa thayuM e parathI uparanI mAnyatAne vizeSa baLa maLe che. zrImadda para sebhAgabhAInI asara zrImadane paNa pahelI ja mulAkAta vakhate zrI bhAgabhAI prati rAga Upajya hatuM. temanA saraLatA Adi guNe joI temanA prati zrImada vizeSa AkarSAyA hatA, ane zrImadane temanA pratye e rAga divase divase vadhato gayo hato, -- alabatta, e rAga mAtra paramArthamArga pUratA maryAdita hato. pahelA meLApa pachInA thoDA divase lakhAyelA patramAM ja temaNe zrI sobhAgabhAInA satsaMganI IrachA darzAvI che, vi. saM. 1946nA bhAdaravA suda bIjanA patramAM temaNe lakhyuM che ke - Apane samAgama adhika karIne icchuM chuM; upAdhimAM e eka sArI vizrAMti che."88 ane temanI A IchA pachIthI paNa cAlu ja rahelI jovA maLe che. zrImanI icchA te evI ja hatI ke zro bhAgabhAInA samAgama niraMtara maLyA kare te sAruM. juo temanAM A vacane - sudhAnI dhAra pachInAM keTalAMka darzana thayAM che, ane je asaMgatAnI sAthe Apane satsaMga hoya to chevaTanuM paripUrNa prakAze tema che, kAraNa ke te ghaNuM karIne sarva prakAre jANyuM che."89 - mahA suda 9, 1947nA patramAMthI. udAsInatA ochI thavA Ape be traNa divasa atra darzana devAnI kRpA batAvI, paNa te udAsInatA be traNa divasanA darzanalAle TaLe tema nathI. paramArtha udAsInatA che. Izvara niraMtarane darzanalAbha Ape tema kare te padhAravuM nahIM te hAla - phAgaNa vada 1, 1947nA patramAMthI. "harikRpAthI ame parama prasanna padamAM chIe. tamAre satsaMga niraMtara icchIe chIe."91 - aSADha suda 13, 1947nA patramAMthI. 88-89. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti, AMka 133-197 90. ejana, AMka 219. 91. ejana, AMka 255. nahIM. " 90

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13. zrImadane anya vyaktio para paDele prabhAva satsaMga thavAno prasaMga icchIe chIe. paNa upAdhigane je udaya te paNa davA vinA upAya nathI. citta ghaNI vAra tama pratye rahyA kare che."92 - caitra vada 5, 1948nA patramAMthI. "tamArA satsaMgane vize atyaMta ruci rahe che, tathApi te prasaMga thavA hAla to "nirbaLa thaI zrI "harine " hAthe soMpIe chIe."93 - jeTha vada amAsa, 1948nA patramAMthI. zrI sabhAgabhAIne samAgama icchatA zrImadunAM AvAM aneka vacano temanA patromAM lakhAyelAM jovA maLe che. zrI sobhAgabhAI sivAya kaI paNa mumukSu vize A jAtanI satsaMganI IcchA sevI hoya evuM zrImadanI bAbatamAM jaNAyuM nathI. anya mumukSuonI IcchAne mAna ApI teo temano saMga karatA, tyAre ahIM baMne pakSe sara ' karatA, tyAre ahIM baMne pakSe sarakhI utkRSTatA hatI te joI zakAya che. AthI satsaMgane lAbha ApavA badala ghaNI vAra zrImadda temane AbhAra paNa mAnatA. vi. saM. 1947nA phAgaNa sudamAM zrImad bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - amane tamAre mATe otha A kALamAM maLyo ane tethI ja jivAya che. 94 e ja varSane zrAvaNa sudamAM zrImade lakhyuM che ke - " tame amAre mATe janma dhAryo haze ema lAge che. tame amArA athAga upakArI cho. tame amane amArI IcchAnuM sukha ApyuM che, te mATe namaskAra sivAya bIjuM zuM badalo vALIe?"95 zrI sobhAgabhAIne upakAra zrImanA dilamAM vasyA hatA te viSe temanI hastadhamAM paNa jANI zakAya che, juo - he zrI bhAga ! tArA satsamAgamanA anugrahathI AtmadazAnuM smaraNa thayuM te arthe tane namaskAra ho ! 9 6 zrImadanAM upara joyAM tevAM vacana parathI khyAla Ave che ke temanI AMtarika sthiti ucca kakSAe pahoMcADavAmAM zrI bhAgabhAIne phALo sauthI vizeSa hato. temanA cogamAM zrImadane jAtismaraNajJAnanI vizeSatA thaI hatI. vaLI, zrImadda nAM A vacane vAMcatAM khyAla Ave che ke zrI sobhAgabhAIne temanA parano upakAra ghaNe moTe hevo joIe. paraMtu A bhavamAM e mATe upakAra keI hoya tevuM jaNAtuM nathI. ane te ja kAraNe zrImaddane temane mATe Ave anurAga ja haze. zrI bhAgabhAInA avasAna saMbaMdhe lakhAyelAM zrImadanAM nIcenAM vacane vicAravA cogya che - 92. "zrImad rAjacaMdra', agAsa AvRtti, AMka 357. 93. ejana, AMka 379 94. ejana, AMka 215 95. ejana, AMka 259 96. ejana, hAtha noMdha 2 AMka 20,

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632 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A kSetre A kALamAM zrI sabhAga jevA viralA puruSa maLe ema amane vAraMvAra bhAse che. zrI sabhAganI saraLatA, paramArtha saMbaMdhI nizcaya, mumukSu pratye upakArakatA Adi guNo vAraMvAra vicAravA gya che. 9 7 Arya sebhAganI aMtaraMgadazA ane dehamukta samayanI dazA, he munio ! tamAre vAraMvAra anuprekSA karavA yogya che."98 vagere. A badhAM vacano zrI bhAgabhAInI uraca aMtaraMgadazAnI sAkSI pUre che. ane te dazA mATe zrImadane ghaNuM ghaNuM mAna hatuM te paNa ahIM joI zakAya che. AtmakalyANa karavA mATe evI aMtaraMgadazA bahu upakArI nIvaDe tevI hovAthI, munidazAmAM rahelA zrI lallujI mahArAja, zrI devakaraNajI, zrI mohanalAlajI Adine paNa te dazA vAraMvAra vicAravA gya zrImade kahI che. zrImadane zrI bhAgabhAInI dazA vize ghaNuM mAna hatuM, te temanA patramAM vyakta thAya che, eTaluM ja nahi, temane karelAM saMbodhanamAM paNa e vizeSatA najare caDe che. zrI bhAgabhAIne saMbodhana karavA mATe temaNe jeTalI vividhatA dAkhavI che, teTalI bIjA keInA patromAM nathI. ghaNanA patro te saMbodhana vinA ja lakhAyelA jovA maLe che. e ja pramANe zrI bhAgabhAI paranA patrane aMte zrImad dakta paNa eTalI ja vividhatAthI karela che, temAMnA keTalAka namUna parathI khyAla Avaze ke zrImaddanA hRdayamAM zrI sebhAgabhAI mATe keTaluM badhuM sthAna hatuM. patra lakhavAnI zarUAta thaI te vakhate zrImadda temane ahobhAvayukta saMbodhana 1. "AtmavivekasaMpanna bhAI zrI bhAgabhAI" aAMka 133 2. "jIvanamukta saubhAgyamUrti bhAgabhAI" 3. "mahAbhAgya jIvanamukta" AMka 191 4. "parama vizrAma subhAgya" 282 5. "smaraNIya mUrti subhAgya" AMka 301 6. " hRdayarUpa zrI subhAga pratye" 334 pachI samaya jatAM vi. saM. 1947 AsapAsathI jevAM pitAnA sAthe AMtarika saMbaMdha vizeSapaNe batAvatAM saMbodhana karatA hatA. A badhAM saMbodhanamAM potAne zrI sobhAgabhAI kevA lAgatA hatA te vizeno khyAla zrImade Apyo che; temAM zrI sebhAgabhAIne mAtra "subhAga" tarIke saMbodhe che. ethI paNa AgaLa jatAM, zrI bhAgabhAInI AMtarika daza vizeSa sArI thatAM, zrImade lAMbAM, aneka vizeSaNayukta saMbaMdhane zrI bhAgabhAIne karyA che. juo - svasti zrI sAyalA grAma zubhasthAne sthita, paramArthanA akhaMDa nizcayI, niSkAma svarUpa..nA vAraMvAra smaraNarUpa, mumukSu puruSane ananya preme sevana karavA yogya, parama saraLa ane zAMtamUrti evA zrI subhAgya," temanA pratye" - AMka 398, "svasti zrI sAyalA zubhasthAne sthita, mumukSu janane parama hitasvI, sarva jIva pratye paramArtha karuNadaSTi che jenI evA niSkAma bhaktimAna zrI subhAgya pratye" - aAMka 402. "upakArazIla zrI sobhAga pratye--- papara, vagere. 97. "zrImad rAjacaMdra ", agAsa AvRtti. AMka 782. 98. ejana, aka. 08 6.

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13. zrImane anya vyaktio para paDelo prabhAva 633 Ama lagabhaga 60 jeTalA prakAranAM viziSTa saMbodhano zrImade zrI sobhAgabhAI mATe jyAM che. patranI nIce sahI karatI vakhate zrImad mukhyatve zrI bhAgabhAIne namaskAra karatA. bIjI vyaktio uparanA patromAM namaskAra ke dakta bahu ochA pramANamAM jovA maLe che, tyAre zrI bhAgabhAI uparanA patromAM te na hoya tevuM bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. teo namaskAra karatA temAM paNa aneka jAtanI vividhatA rahelI hatI. udA. "rAyacaMdanA praNAma", "AjJAMkti rAyacaMdanA daMDavata", "abhinna bedhamayanA praNama", "sasvarUpa pUrvaka namaskAra", "Atmapradeza samasthitie namaskAra", "premabhaktie namaskAra" vagere vividha prakAranAM namaskAra sahI karavAnI jagyAe jovA maLe che, te keTalIka vakhata "AtmasvarUpanA yathAgya", "zuddha sahaja AtmasvarUpa", "bedhasvarUpanA yathAyogya" jevA Atmasthitine nirdeza karatAM daskato paNa jovA maLe che. A prakAranI vividhatA bIjI vyaktio paranA patromAM bhAgye ja jovA maLe che. potAnA hadayanA utsAhathI zrImadde karelAM vividha saMbodhano ane datemAM teo vaccenA hadayarUpa saMbaMdhano khyAla AvavA sAthe zrImakrane temanA pratino pUjyabhAva paNa jovA maLe che. e ja rIte keInI paNa pAse potAnI AMtarika avasthA bhAgye ja pragaTa karanAra zrImadda zrI bhAgabhAIne ghaNuM khullA dilathI patro lakhatA, ane temAM potAnI paramArthadazA batAvavAnI sAthe laMbANathI tattvavicAraNuM paNa karatA; zrI sabhAgabhAIe pUchelA praznonA uttare vistArathI lakhatA ane kaI vakhata te satsaMgacarcA DhIlamAM paDe te zrImada tene mATe zrI bhAgabhAIne Thapake paNa lakhatA vi. saM. 1951 AsapAsa potAne mokalAyelA "cha pada"nA gadyapatranI nakala yAda rAkhavAmAM zrI bhAgabhAIne ghaNuM muzakelI paDI, tethI temaNe tenuM sahelAIthI yAda rahI jAya tevuM padyasvarUpa racanAnI mAgaNI zrImadda pAse karI. zrImadde te patra bhAvArtha sAcavatI Atmasiddhi "nI saraLa padyamAM racanA vi. saM. 1952mAM karI. ane te racanA zrI subhAgya Adi mumukSu kAje karI hatI, tevo ullekha paNa temAM karyo.99 te ja zrI bhAgabhAI mATenuM zrImaddanuM mAna batAve che. zrImadda zrI bhAgabhAI pAse potAnuM aMtaraMga vizeSatAthI khelatA, te keTalAka prasaMgathI jaNAya che. potAne AtmajJAna thayuM te bAbata temaNe sau prathama zrI bhAgabhAIne ja jaNAvyuM hatuM, eTaluM ja nahi, te viSe bIjAne jaNAvavAnI temanI icchA paNa nahatI. zrImad vi. saM. 1947nA kArataka suda 14nA roja zrI bhAgabhAIne lakhyuM hatuM ke - Atma jJAna pAmyA e to niHsaMzaya che; graMthibheda thayo e traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. ATalA mATe hamaNAM te kevaLa gupta thaI javuM ja yogya che. eka 99. "zrImad rAjacaMdra", agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 555.

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zrImanI jIvanasiddhi akSare e viSaye vAta karavA IcchA thatI nathI. ApanI IcchA jALavavA kyAreka kayAreka pravartana che...bAkI sarva prakAre guptatA karI che."10 0 A patra parathI potAnA jJAna viSe bIjAne jaNAvavAnI icchA zrImadda na hatI, te spaSTa jaNAya che. vaLI juo - "bIjI to kaMI spRhA nathI, koI prArabdharUpa pRhA paNa nathI, sattArUpa kaI pUrve upArjita karelI upAdhirUpa spRhA te te anukrame saMvedana karavI che. eka satsaMgatamarUpa satsaMganI spRhA vate che. rucimAtra samAdhAna pAmI che, e AzcaryarUpa vAta kyAM kahevI? Azcarya thAya che."101 jyArathI tame amane maLyA che, tyArathI A vArtA ke je upara anukrame lakhI che, te jaNAvavAnI IcchA hatI, paNa teno udaya te te prakAramAM hatuM nahi eTale tema banyuM nahi; hamaNuM te udaya jaNAvavA yogya thavAthI saMkSepe jaNAvyo che... A patranI vigata jANavAne bIjA joga jIva hAla tamArI pAse nathI, ATalI vAta smaraNamAM rAkhavA lakhI che."102 A tathA anya patro jotAM jaNAze ke zrImade potAnuM aMtaraMga jeTaluM zrI bhAgabhAI pAse khelyuM hatuM teTaluM bIjA koI pAse khelyuM ja nahotuM. " zrImade zrI bhAgabhAI para keTalAMka padyAvataraNa tathA tenI samajUtI paNa mekalyAM hatAM. temAMnA keTalAMka avataraNe muktAnaMdasvAmInI uddhavagItA, niSkulAnaMdanA dhIrajAkhyAna; zrImada bhAgavata. paMDita uttamavijayajInA prakaraNatnAkara, ATha yogadaSTinI sajajhAya, samayasAra nATaka, AnaMdaghanacovIzI, dayArAmanAM pado, vihAravRMdAvana vagere judA judA saMpradAyanA graMthamAMthI levAyela che, tema chatAM temAM viSaya tarIke te AtmA ja nirUpAyo che. - A uparAMta zrI sobhAgabhAInA patromAM sauthI vizeSa tattvavicAraNuM paNa lakhAyelI che. temAM jIvane saMsAraparibhramaNa thavAnAM kAraNo, saMsAranuM svarUpa, saMsArathI chUTavAne mArga, bhaktinuM mAhAbhya, jJAnInI AjJAe cAlavAnuM phaLa, kALanuM svarUpa, laukika ane alaukika daSTi vacceno bheda, satsaMganuM mAhAbhya, AtmasvarUpanI mahattA, karmanA prakAra, gRhasthanuM kartavya, jJAnInI vartanA, jAtismaraNa jJAna dharAvanAra pUrvabhava kaI rIte jue, sapuruSanuM durlabhapaNuM vagere paramArtha mArgamAM upayogI thAya tevA vividha muddAo viSenI vicAraNA, suMdara bodhavacano, suvA, namaskAra-vacane ItyAdi sAthe A patramAM jovA maLe che. Ama zrImade temanA AcaraNa ane sAhitya dvArA mumukSuonA AtmavikAsamAM mahatvano phALo Apelo joI zakAya che. 100. "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa AvRtti 1, pR. 249. 101. ejana, pR. 337. 102. ejana, pR. 347. A uparAMta zrImaddanI AMtarika sthiti varNavatA patro mATe juo AMka : 187, 244, 247, 255, 308, 322, 329, 334, 368, 398, 450, 453, 520, 548, 586, 586 vagere.

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prakaraNa 14 vihaMgAvalokana vi. saM. 124mAM deha dhAraNa karI, vi. saM. 157mAM deha vilaya karanAra zrImadda rAjacaMdranuM jIvana eka gRhastha-cogInuM jIvana hatuM. temaNe saMsAranI javAbadArIo adA karatAM karatAM, AtmAne vasti gatithI vikAsa sAdhyo hato, ane tema karatAM karatAM, sAthe sAthe, temanAmAM smaraNazakti, kavitvazakti, avadhAnazakti, tiSanuM jJAna, jAtismaraNa jJAna, matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna vagere sahaja rIte khIlyAM hatAM. bALapaNathI ja temanI smaraNazakti ghaNI tIvra hatI, ane samayanA vahevA sAthe te zakti vizeSa khIlatI hatI. temanI 18-20 varSanI vaya AsapAsa temanA avadhAnanA prayege joIne keTalAka vidvAnoe gaNatarI karI hatI ke teo eka kalAkamAM 500 jeTalA navA loke smaraNamAM rAkhI zake teTalI tIvra smaraNazakti dharAve che. pitAnI dhAraNArUpa e zaktinA kAraNe teo, jyAM aSTAvadhAna karavA paNa atidurlabha gaNAya tyAM, zatAvadhAna sudhInA prayogo jAhera sabhAmAM saphaLatApUrvaka karI zakyA hatA. ane tethI teo "zatAvadhAnI rAyacaMdabhAI" tarIke paNa oLakhAtA hatA. kavitvazakti paNa temanAmAM ekadama bALavayathI khIlI hatI. pahelI padyaracanA temaNe phakta ATha varSanI uMmare ja karI hatI. te pachIthI te zakti paNa uttarottara khIlatI gaI hatI ane cauda-paMdara varSanI uMmara AsapAsa te teo lokamAM "kavi" tarIke oLakhAtA thaI gayA hatA. tattvasabhara padyaracanA karavI te paNa temane mana ramatavAta hatI. "AtmasiddhizAstra" ke apUrva avasara" jevI gUDhatattvajJAnanuM nirUpaNa karatI racanAo paNa temaNe mAtra eka ja beThake ane koI paNa jAtanA zAbdika pheraphAra vinA sarjI hatI, te ja temanI kavipratibhAne uttama namUna che. vaLI, zrImadanI kRtionI e vizeSatA che ke temanI kRtiomAM jaina tattvajJAna vizeSa AvatuM hovA chatAM te jaina-jainetara sarvane upayogI thaI zake tevI banI che. te vize dibA. kRSNalAla mehanalAla jhaverIe vi. saM. 1966nI kArtakI pUrNimAe "rAja jayaMtI nimitte muMbaImAM pramukhapadethI bolatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - kavizrInA jIvananA uraca Azaya, temanA lekhamAMthI maLI AvatA ucca vicAre, svIkAravA lAyaka zikhAmaNanAM vacano ane stutya tathA philasUphIthI bharapUra siddhAMte, ekalA jainasamUhane upayogI che tema nathI, paraMtu te sarvamAnya che. ane te sarvamAnyatAne lIdhe te jema prasiddhimAM Ave tema sAruM."1 - 1. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 82.

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636 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi A avadhAnazakti ane kavitvazakti sAthe temaNe jyotiSanuM jJAna paNa ghaNA sArA pramANamAM meLavyuM hatuM. temaNe bhAkheluM bhaviSya bhAgye ja cheTuM paDatuM. mAtra brAhmaNanuM ja dhana gaNAya, temanI amUlya vidyA gaNAya, te naSTa vidyAne prayoga paNa teo karI zaktA. temAM paNa temanI tIvra smaraNazakti ane gaNitanA aTapaTA koyaDA tvarAthI ukelavAnI zakti madadarUpa thatI hatI. A badhAM bAhyakSetramAM meLavelI siddhionI sAthe temaNe keTalIka AMtarika zaktio paNa meLavI hatI. e badhI zaktio temane AtmAnI nirmaLatAnA phaLa rUpe prApta thaI hatI; te meLavavA temaNe keI viziSTa puruSArtha karyo na hato. tema te zaktione temane keI vizeSa maha paNa na hato. mAtra sAta varSanI vaye, temanA para vahAla rAkhanAra zrI amIcaMdabhAInA avasAna prasaMge vavANiyAmAM bAvaLanA jhADa upara temane jAtismaraNajJAnanI zarUAta thaI hatI ane te jJAna vadhatAM vadhatAM pUrvanA aneka bhava sudhI vikasyuM hatuM, paNa te viSe teo kevaLa niHspRhI hatA! temanAM mati ane zrutajJAna paNa ghaNuM sArA pramANamAM vikasyAM hatAM, mAtra 33 varSa jeTalA, ane te paNa pravRttimaya jIvanamAM temaNe aneka graMthonuM avalokana karyuM hatuM, te graMthono Azaya pacAvyo hato ane temAMthI meLavela Adarza potAnA jIvanamAM utAravA mathAmaNa karI hatI. A Adarzo potAnA jIvanamAM utAratI vakhate pitAne thatA anubhave teo potAnA paramArtha sakhA ane paramArtha snehIone vAraMvAra jaNAvatA rahetA. temanA e vartana viSe, zrI kAkAsAheba kAlelakare vi. saM. 1988nI kArtakI pUrNimAe "rAja jayaMtI" nimitte amadAvAdamAM bolatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - zAstromAM mULa muddAnI vAte lakhI che. teno prayoga ane anubhava karyA vagara rahevAya ja nahi, e jAtane Agraha rAkhanAra je thoDAka puruSo che te ja kharuM jotAM dharmanI bAbatamAM jIvatA loko kahevAya. zrImad rAjacaMdra e koTinA gaNAya. emanAM lakhANa parathI spaSTa thAya che ke cheka nAnapaNathI dhArmika jIvanano Agraha temanAmAM hato, mane maMthana akhaMDa cAlu hatuM. prayogavIra tarIke potAnA prayogone riporTa vakhatovakhata potAnA mitrone ane sahadharmIone ApavAne pote baMdhAyelA che ema teo mAnatA. tethI ja temanA kAgaLamAM potAne viSe aneka vAra ullekha Ave che...emanuM kavipada vizALa arthamAM sArtha thAya che. kavi eTale anubhavI, kavi eTale jItela, kavi eTale kAntadazI, jIvananA badhA mahattvanA savAlone ukela jene hAtha lAge che te kavi.2 mati ane zrutajJAnanI sAthe temanAmAM avadhijJAna paNa temanA AtmAnI nirmaLatAne lIdhe khIlyuM hatuM. teo bhaviSyamAM bananArA prasaMgonI AgAhI karI zakatA, je ApaNe 2. "zrImadUnI jIvanayAtrA', pR. 158, "navajIvana', tA. 29-11-193ii.

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5vihaMgAvalokana zrI jUThAbhAInA avasAna Adi bAbatamAM joyuM che. teo sAmA mANasanA mananA bhAvo paNa jANI zakatA, paNa temaNe te jJAnano upayoga bhAgye ja karalA jaNAya che. Ama teomAM nAnI vayathI ja Atmika zaktiono AvirbhAva jovA maLato hato. paNa teo pote te viSe kyAreya sabhAnapaNe varyA hoya ke te viSe abhimAna dharyuM hoya tevuM jovA maLatuM nathI. teo te sarva viSe sadAya nirabhimAnI ja hatA, ane temanuM dayeya tenAthI paNa viroSa prApta karavA tarapha hatuM, arthAt AtmAne mukta karavAnA puruSArtha pAchaLa ja potAnuM samagra jIvana vyatIta karavAnA tamaNe nAnA vaya ja nirNaya laI lIdho. pariNAme vIsa varSanI vaye temaNe jAhera kSetrane tyAga karyo, avadhAna AdinA prayogo baMdha karyA, kAvyo ke lekhe mAsikamAM mekalavA baMdha karyA, potAnA smaraNazaktinA paracA ApavA baMdha karyA, ane te pachI jyotiSanA upayoga paNa sadaMtara baMdha karI dIdho. Ama koI yogavibhUtinA paTha siddhi ane prasiddhinA moha choDA taA saMsAramAM jaLakamaLavat rahavA lAgyA. vi. saM. 1944mAM gRhasthAzramamAM pravezyA pachI paNa tamanuM ta ya badalAyuM na hatuM. ane saMsAra, vyApAra AdinA javAbadArAo pUrI karatA karatA temaNe je Atmika vikAsa sAdhyA hatA, te koI ne paNa AdarzarUpa banI jAya tevA che. muMbaI jevA zaheramAM, jhaverAtanA vepAramAM gRhasthAzramI zrImadanuM bAhya jIvana vyatIta thatuM hatuM. paNa temanuM Atarika jIvana judA ja prakAranuM hatuM. te vize ApaNa zrA. narmadAzaMkara mahetAe vi. saM. 1972mAM kArtakI pUrNimAe " rAja jayaM amadAvAdamAM kahalA zabdomAM kahIe to - zrImAna rAjacaMdranA saMbaMdhamAM ApaNane spaSTa samajAya che ke teo paradharma prati mAnadRSTivALA chatA nizcayabaLathI custa jenA hatA...dharmasiddhimAM vairAgyabhAvanA prakarSa pAmavI ja joI e ane tavA prakarSana zrImAna rAjacaMdramAM ta pAmI vilAsarUpe te jhaLakatI hatI. temanuM samagra jIvana kaI paNa sAsArika sukhanI athavA kIrti AdinA lAlasAthI raMgAyeluM na hatuM. ane tethI zrI mahAvIranA jaina zAsanane pitAnA saMbaMdhamAM AvanAra adhikArI janene te sacoTa prabodhI zakyA hatA. vairAgyabhAvanAnA prakaSa vaDe tamanI vizALa buddhi, madhyasthatA saraLatA ane jItendrIyapaNuM tAdayamAM Avazyaka guNa teozrIe mAnyA che te vadhAre dIsivALA thayA hatA." Ama zrImadde saMsAramAM rahIne dharma sAdhanA karI hatI, ane temAM temaNe ghaNe AtmavikAsa sAdhyo hato. zrImadda thoDIka paNa nivRtti maLe eTale dharmagraMtha vAMcavAmAM ke ciMtana karavAmAM tallIna banI jatA - pachI teo gharamAM hoya, peDhA para hoya ke anya koI jagyAe hAya. TUMkamAM kahIe te temane satata paramArthanuM ja ciMtana rahetuM hatuM, karmanA udayane lIdhe je koI anya pravRtti karavI paDe te teo karatA, paNa temAM tamane kadI Asakti thatI nahi. ApaNe paNa munizrI puNyavijayajInI jema kahI zakAe ke - 3. "jana sAhityane saMkSipta ItihAsa , pra. 721.

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138 zrImadanA jIvanasaddhi zrImade mehanA gharamAM rahIne ja mahine jarjarita karyo ! e to emanA jevA apavAdarUpa asAdhAraNa oliyA dhIra puruSo ja karI zake !" Ama zrImadanuM jIvana saMsArI hovA chatAM dharmasAdhanA pAchaLa ja vyatIta thatuM hatuM. AthI temanuM paricita vartuLa paNa AdhyAtmika bAbatomAM rasa dharAvanAra vyaktionuM baneluM hatuM. saMsAranA rasiyA cho te temanI pAse TakI paNa zakatA nahi, kAraNa ke temane te kevaLa paramArthanI ja laganI lAgI hatI. ane te laganI temanA patromAM tathA anya sAhityamAM paNa joI zakAya che. teo nivRtti mATe muMbaInI bahAra vasatA tyAre teo pUrNa saMyamI jIvana gALatA. kAraNa ke temane mahAvIrano dharma prakAzavAnI ghaNI IcchA hatI, ane te yathAyogyatA vinA na prakAzavAne temaNe nirNaya karyo hato. eTale mArga prakAzakane yogya guNe potAmAM pUrNa paNe khIlavavA mATe teo satata prayatna karatA hatA, je mATe saMyamI jIvana e pahelI AvazyakatA hatI. - zrImad piote sevelA AtmamaMthanane pariNAme je keTalAMka satyanI zodha karI hatI, te temaNe anya mumukSuo pAse paNa mUkI hatI. temAM sauthI pahelo temano upadeza kaI paNa jAtanA matamatAMtaramAM na paDavAne hato. nAnA nAnA bhedomAM paDI, khaMDanamaMDanamAM UtarI loko potAnuM kalyANa karavAne badale akalyANa ja kare che, tevo temano abhiprAya hate. sAcuM jJAna prApta na thayuM hovAthI keTalIka vastuo na samajAtI hoya to te khoTI ja che, e Agraha mUkI devAno zrImaddano upadeza hato. evI jaMjALamAM paDayA sivAya AtmAne kaI rIte pAmI zakAya tene ja vicAra karavAne upadeza zrImade potAnA paricita vartuLamAMnI pratyeka vyaktine Apyo hato. ane teo pote paNa tevA matabhedonA prasaMgethI sadAya dUra rahyA hatA. A matabhedanuM mamatva choDavAne temane upadeza e temanuM agatyanuM valaNa gaNAya. zrImade je sadagurunuM mAhAbhya batAvyuM che, te paNa AdhyAtmika kSetre temane mahattavane phALo gaNAya. saddagurunI zI AvazyakatA che, temanAM lakSaNa kevAM hoya, temanI AjJAe cAlavAthI zuM lAbha thAya vagere vize zrImadda je nirUpaNa karyuM che, te temanA samayamAM sAmAnya rIte koI jaNAvatuM nahotuM. e rIte jotAM vartamAnakALamAM sAce mArga cIMdhanAra zrImada eka mahattvanI vyakti gaNI zakAya. ethI te zrI geviMdajI mUlajI mepANIe vi. saM. 1966 mAM "rAja jayaMtI nimitte jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - "hAlanA samayamAM emanA jevA samartha tattvajJAnI koI paNa thayA nathI. eTale adhyAtmavarganuM kharuM rahasya samajavA irachanArane, pachI te game te dharmane mAnanAra hoya temaNe, emanAM lakhANe avalokavAnI khAsa AvazyaktA che. upazAMta tathA vitarAgavRttinA puruSone prabhubhaktine satya raMga caDhAvavA mATe te vizeSa upakArI thaze.5 zrImadanA AdhyAtmika kSetramAM Avo ja mahattavane bIje phALe te temaNe batAvelA bhaktinA mAhAsyamAM che. ghaNuM loko, mAtra jJAna ke mAtra kriyAne ja prAdhAnya ApI teo 4. "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanajyoti', pR. 10. 5. "zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha', pR. 83.

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14. vihaMgAvalokana zuSkajJAnI ke kriyAjaDa thaI jAya che. e baMne sAme lAlabattI dharI zrImadda bhaktimArganuM prAdhAnya samajAve che, ane potAne lAdhelA anubhavane pariNAme tenI zreSThatA paNa batAve che. pitAnA AdhyAtmika maMthananA phaLarUpe zrImaddane A satya lAdhyuM hatuM, ane te temaNe jagata samakSa mUkyuM. Ama zrImade vIsa varSanI vaye jAhera kSetrano tyAga karyo hato, paNa tethI kaMI jagatanuM hita karavAnI temanI buddhi ochI nahotI thaI, balake vizeSatA pAmI hatI. temanI hayAtI daramyAna zrImade bahu ochI vyaktione potAnA aMgata paricayamAM rAkhI hatI, tenuM kAraNa temanI paramArtha pratyenI prIti ane vartata karmodaya hato. tethI te samaye A badhuM kArya karavA chatAM, dharmanAM sAcAM mUlya jaNAvavA chatAM, prakAzamAM AvyA na hatA. jo ke temane tevI khevanA paNa na hatI! paNa jeo temanA paricayamAM AvyA hatA, jemane temanI sAcI oLakhANa thaI hatI, temane zrImaddanA kAryanuM ane temanI pratibhAnuM mUlya samajAyuM hatuM. tethI temanI hayAtI bAda janatAne temanI sAcI oLakha ApavAnuM kArya te sarvee upADI lIdhuM, te kArya vividha rIte zarU thayuM. zrImadUnA laghubaMdhu zrI manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetAe, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI vagerenI madada laI zrImadanuM saghaLuM sAhitya tathA patro ghaNuM parizramathI ekaThAM karyA. ane te sarva vi. saM. 1961mAM, zrImadanA avasAna pachI cAra varSe, "paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa" taraphathI "zrImad rAjacaMdra" nAmanA graMthamAM pragaTa karyuM. Ama zrImaddanuM sAhitya prakAzita thatAM temanI ucca guNavattAthI loko AkarSAyA ane temanA jIvananuM tathA sAhityanuM mUlya samajavA lAgyA. A graMtha vize AcArya AnaMdazaMkara dhruve, vi. saM. 1973nI kArtakI pUrNimAe, "rAja jayaMtI" nimitte vaDhavANa kempamAM kaheluM ke - "zrImad rAjacaMdranA graMthane eka AdarzarUpe rAkhavAmAM Ave che tethI tenA upAsakane atyaMta lAbha thayA vinA rahe nahi. e graMthamAM tattvajJAnanAM jharaNuM vahyAM kare che. e graMtha koI dharmavirodhI nathI, kAraNa ke tenI zailI bahu gaMbhIra prakAranI che. "6 amadAvAdamAM paryuSaNa thAnamALAmAM zrImada rAjacaMdra viSe bolatAM zrI rasikalAla parIkhe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - A lakhANo evA ravarUpanAM che ke jemAM meM anya koIne viSe jayAM jayAM nathI. koI dahInI pitAnI AtmasAdhanAnI AvI rajanIzI, jemAM AtmajJAnanI dhagaza, te tarapha thatI pragati, temAM AvatAM vidano, camatkAra samA sAkSAtkAro AvI saLaMga rIte maLatA hoya, tevI mArA jevAmAM nathI AvI! AtmA che ke nahi, puna jema che ke nahi, mokSanuM svarUpa kevuM che, AtmA pUrNa svarUpane pAme te pahelAM kayAM kayAM avasthAntare pAme - A praznonuM anubhavI zailIe thatuM vivaraNa "zrImada rAjacaMdra'mAM joyuM." 6. "zrImanI jIvanayAtrA", pR. 153. che. "zrImad rAjacaMdra H ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha, pR. 84

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640 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi vi. saM. 176mAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsanI sthApanA thaI. zrImaddanA ati nikaTanA paricayamAM AvanAra tathA temane yathArtha oLakhanAra munizrI lallujI mahArAje tyAM rahIne cauda varSa sudhI zrImadanA sAhityane tathA tattvavicAraNAne lokone upadeza ApIne zrImaddanI yathArtha oLakhANa karAvavAno prayatna karyo hato. teo potAnA upadezamAM zrImadanuM tathA temanA sAhityanuM mAhAsya batAvatA, ane potAnI zrImadda pratinI ananya bhakti paNa jaNAvatA. teo paNa zrI bhadramuninI jema mAnatA hatA ke - vartamAna zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAdhanAnuM anya tIrthakaravuMdakRta sAdhanAmAM jema advitIyapaNuM che, tema kaliyugasAdhakavRMdamAM zrImadanuM khare ja advitIyapaNuM praNAma karavA yogya che. " ane munimAM khIlelA guNethI AkarSAIne temanAmAM zraddhA thavAthI ghaNA loke zrImaddanA bhakta thayA hatA. zrImaddanA gADha paricayamAM AvanAra pUjya gAMdhIjIe paNa keTalAMye bhASaNamAM tathA "AtmakathA " AdinAM lakhANamAM aneka vAra potAnA paranuM zrImaddanuM RNa svIkAryuM hatuM. eka prasaMge gAMdhIjIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke - ___" yadi unakI icchA hotI to unameM asI zakti thI ki ve aka acche pratibhAzAlI berisTara, jaja yA vAisaroya he| sakate / yaha atizayokti nahi, kintu mere mana para unakI chApa hai| unakI vicakSaNatA dUsare para apanI chApa lagA detI thI / " A puruSe dhArmika bAbatamAM mAruM hRdaya jItI lIdhuM, ane haju sudhI koI paNa mANase mArA hRdaya para tevo prabhAva pADyo nathI, ghaNI bAbatamAM kavine nirNaya - tulanA, mArA aMtarAtmAne - mArI naitika bhAvanAne- khUba samAdhAnakAraka thato. kavinA siddhAMtane mULa pAye niHsaMdeha ahiMsA hate. kavinI ahiMsAnA kSetramAM jhINAmAM jhINAM jaMtuthI mAMDIne AkhI manuSyajAtino samAveza thato hate."9 mahAtmA gAMdhI jevI jagavaMdya vibhUti para AvI prabaLa asara karanAra vyaktinI mahattA kevI haze, e jijJAsAthI prerAIne ghaNA leke zrImadanAM jIvana tathA sAhityano abhyAsa ke paricaya karavA prerAyA hatA. vaLI, zrImaddanA avasAna pachI lagabhaga dara varSe "zrImad rAjacaMdra jayaMtI" jude jude sthaLe ghaNAM varSo sudhI UjavAI. temAM pU. gAMdhIjI, AcArya AnaMdazaMkara dhruva vageree pramukhasthAnethI tathA manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI. kAkA kAlelakara, baLavaMtarAya kalyANarAra ThA kara, dI bA. kRSNalAla mohanalAla jhaverI, rasikalAla parIkha, gAviMdajI mUlajI mepANI, maganabhAI desAI, mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI, manasukhabhAI kIratacaMda mahetA, jIvAbhAI amIcaMda, 8. "zrImad rAjacaMdra zatAbdI smArakagraMtha", pR. 32. 9. ejana, pR. 9, meDAne rivyu", juna 1930.

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14. vihaMgAvalokana amaracaMda pI. paramAra, munizrI cAritravijayajI vagere aneka nAmAMkti vyaktioe vaktA tarIke "zrImad rAjacaMdra jayaMtI nimitte bhASaNa karyA hatAM ane saue potAne zrImad pratine abhiprAya, athavA te zrImadanI pitA paranI asara vyakta karI hatI ane e rIte lake zrImadane oLakhatA thayA hatA. vaLI temanA sAhityano paricaya karanAra anya vyaktioe paNa temane mATe abhiprAya vyakta karyA hatA. A badhAne lIdhe paNa lokamAM zrImanI vizeSa oLakha thavA pAmI hatI. temanAmAMthI keTalIka vyaktionAM vacana joIe - zrImadanI nIDaratA, AtmA meLavavAnI dhagaza, ane te mATe karavI joItI tapazcaryA mATe prayatna karavAnuM jaNAvatAM pU. gAMdhIjIe vi. saM. 1982nI kArtakI pUrNimAe mAMDavImAM ApelA vyAkhyAnamAM kahyuM hatuM ke - je vastu AtmAne dUdha jevI dekhAya che tene jagatamAM keIno paNa Dara rAkhyA vinA pragaTa karavAnI zakti ApaNe e puruSanA samaraNamAMthI Aje meLavIe. Dara eka mAtra citanyane rAkhIe, covIse kalAka, rakhene e haMmezAM khabaradArI karanAre dubhAze te nahi evI ciMtA rAkhIe. rAjacaMdranA jIvanamAMthI temanI anaMta tapazcaryA zIkhIe, ane je anaMta tapazcaryAne pariNAme teo caitanyanI ArAdhanA karatAM zIkhyA te samajIe, ane ApaNuM alpatA vicArI bakarI jevAM rAMka banI, ApaNAmAM virAjatA citanyane vicArI siMha jevA samartha banIe te jIvananuM sArthakya che."10 vi. saM. 1966nI kArtakI pUrNimAe zrI baLavaMtarAya kalyANarAya ThAkare muMbaImAM zrImadane Ajanma tapasvI gaNAvatAM kahyuM hatuM ke - huM mAnavAnI hiMmata karI zakuM chuM ke zrIyuta rAjacaMdrajI janmanA tapasvI (Born Ascetic) hatA, e vAta satya hovI joIe."11 zrI maganabhAI prabhubhAI desAIe vi. saM. 191nI kArtakI pUrNimAe amadAvAdamAM "rAja jayaMtI" nimitte vAMcelA vyAkhyAnamAM zrImaddane sAcA arthamAM dharmapuruSa gaNAvatAM kaheluM ke - "zrImadda sAcA arthamAM eka dharma puruSa hatA. je pote mAnatA ne sakzAstranA zuddha bedha tarIke samajatA tene jIvanamAM utAravA mathatA ane A mathAmaNe temanA jIvanamAM kevI ghamasANa macAvI mUkI haze e te temanA TUMkA Ayu parathI anumAnI zakAya. ema ja lAge che ke jANe asatya sAme jhajhatAM temaNe zarIrane sAva ghasI nAkhyuM. emanI cittazakti ane jijJAsA te dinapratidina sateja thatAM jatAM hatAM. paNuM zarIra tenI sAthe TakI na zakyuM. 12 10. "navajIvana", tA. 9-11-1905, "zrImaddanI jIvanayAtrA ", pR. 143. 11. "zrImad rAjacaMdraH ardhazatAbdI smArakagraMtha, pR. 81. 12. " zrImadda jIvanayAtrA", pR. 178.

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642 zrImanI jIvanasiddhi zrImaddane vivekAnaMdanI koTimAM mUkatAM "jaina"nA adhipatie tA. 28-11-1909nA roja lakhyuM hatuM ke - vedAMtanA navayuga pravartaka tarIke zrIyuta vivekAnaMde potAnA vargamAM je kIti meLavI che, te ja prakAranI kIti ame jenA viSayamAM zrImAna rAjacaMdrane ApIe te temAM koI jAtanI atyukti nathI."13 zrImada rAjacaMdranA eka abhyAsI De. bhagavAnadAsa manasukhabhAI mahetAe zrImad mATe ahobhAvabharI vANImAM eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke - A puruSaranane pAmIne nyAya nyAyapaNuM pAmya, kAvya kAvya banyuM, alaMkArane alaMkAra sAMpaDo, rasamAM sa-rasatA AvI, karamAyelI kRtavallarI navapallavita thaI, yAga kalpataru phUlabhArathI namra banya, yukti Agrahamukta thaI mukti jIvanamuktapaNe pratyakSa thaI, bhaktimAM zakti AvI, dharmamAM prANa Avyo, saMvegamAM vega AvyA, vairAgyamAM raMga lAgyo, sAdhutAne siddhi sAMpaDI, zAsananuM zAsana cAlavA lAgyuM, kalikAlanuM Asana DolavA lAgyuM, darzanane svarUpadarzana thayuM, sparzajJAnane anukULa sthAna maLyuM, cAritra caritArtha banyuM, vacanane kasoTI mATe kRtaciMtAmaNi maLe, anubhavane mukha jevA darpaNa maLyuM, tattvamImAMsA mAMsala banI, darzanavivAde durbala thayA, vADAnAM baMdhana tUTyAM, akhaMDa mokSamArga vizvamAM vyApI rahyo, aMdhazraddhAnI AMdhI dUra thaI, daMbhanA paDadA cirAyA, kuguruonA DerA-taMbU UpaDyA, veSaviDaMbakene viDaMbanA thaI, zuSkajJAnIonI zuSkatA sukAI, kriyAjaDenI jaDatAnI jaDa UkhaDI ane dharma tenA zuddha vastudharma svarUpe prasiddha thaye."14 Ama jaina-jainetara sau koI zrImadanI mahAnatAne tathA pitAnA para paDelA prabhAvane judI judI dRSTie nihALe che ane jaNAve che. keTalIka vAra teo zrImadane viziSTa zabdaprayethI biradAve che: kAkAsAheba kAlelakara temane "pragavIra" kahe che, baLavaMtarAya ThAkara "janmanA tapasvI" kahe che, DI. bhagavAnadAsa mahetA "bhAratane tirdhara" ane "yugAvatAra" tarIke oLakhAve che, zrI ramaNalAla joSI "ArSadraSTA" tarIke oLakhAve che, bra. govardhanadAsajI "dharmamUrti " tarIke jaNAve che, valabhajI bhANajI "marachukAMThAnA mahAjana" tarIke oLakhAve che - Ama sau potapotAne mahattvanA lAgatA aMzane prAdhAnya ApI te rIte zrImada oLakhAvatA AvyA che. paNa te badhAne samagrapaNe vicAra karIe to ja zrImaddanA vyaktitvano pUro paricaya thaI zake che. AvA prabhAvaka puruSa zrImadda prabhAva temanI hayAtI daramyAna temanA paricita vartuLomAM paDyo hate, eTaluM ja nahi temanA dehavilaya pachI paNa temanA sAhitya dvArA temanAM upadeza ane tattvavicAraNAne prabhAva loke upara satata paDato rahyo che. vaLI, 13. " zrImad rAjacaMdra : ardha zatAbdI smArakagraMtha " pR. 8ra. 14. ejana, pR. 27.

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14. vihaMgAvalAkana keTalAMka sthaLe tA zrImanA anuyAyIee emanA nAmathI maMdira ke Azrame paNa badhAvyAM che. zrImad judAM judAM je sthaLAe rahelA tathA vicarelA tevAM keTalAMka sthaLeAmAM atyAra sudhImAM baMdhAyelAM madirA ke AzrameA nIce mujaba che. AtmahitanA nimittabhUta satthata prAptinI sasthA tathA zrImad jayAM jayAM vicarela tyAM banela midarA tathA Azrame zrImad rAjacaMdranA dehAMta bAda smAraka rUpe che. nAmAvalI vi. saM. sthaLa 1. paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa, jhaverI bajAra, (hAla agAsa) 2. zrI sukhAdhaka pAThazALA, 3. zrI rAjama`dira Azrama, 4. zrImad rAjacaMdra madira, 5. zrImad rAjacaMdra nijAbhyAsa maDapa, 6. zrI rAjanagara sukheAdha pustakAlaya, 7. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, 8. zrImad rAjacaMdra madira, 9. zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna bhaMDAra, (gujarAta vidyApITha aMtargata 10. zrImad rAjaca'dra ma'dvira, 11. zrI subAdha pustakAlaya, 12. zrImad rAjacaMdra madira, 13. zrImad rAjacaMdra ma`dira, 14. zrImad rAjacaMdra madira, 15. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, 16. zrImad rAjacadra samAdhimadira, 17. zrImad rAjacaMdra madira, 18. zrImad rAjacaMdra vihAra - bhavana, 19. zrImad rAjacaMdra ma`dira, 20. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, 21. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, 22. zrI rAjama dira, (hAla surendranagara) 23. zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhuvana, 24. zrImad rAjacaMdra ma`dira, 25. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, 26. zrImad rAjacadra jJAna prakAza madira, 27. rAjagRha vanakSetra, 28. zrI rAjacaMdra Azrama, vizeSa vibhAga ). pacabhAInI pALa (zrI subeAdhaka pAThazALA ) muMbaI khaMbhAta rAjapura suNAva vaDavA amadAvAda agAsa sImaraDA amadAvAda amadAvAda vase nAra kaleAla AhAra bhAdaraNu rAjakeATa saDAdarA IDara nADA dAra dhAmaNu vaDhavANu kempa vavANiyA khArasada kAviThA 43 vavANiyA uttarasa'DA hampI 1956 1956 1958 1969 1972 1975 1976 1976 1977 1980 1987 1987 1989 1993 1994 1995 1996 1996 1998 1998 1998 1998 2000 2000 2004 2008 2012 2017

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muMbaI surata mubaI zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi 29 zrImad rAjacaMdra svAdhyAya maMdira, devalAlI 2021 30. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, vaTAmaNa 2023 31. zrImada rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, (ghATakopara) 2024 32. zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, baMgalAra 2024 33. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, 2033 34. zrImada rAjacaMdra maMdira, copATI 2035 35. zrI. rAja-bhAga satsaMgamaMDaLa, sAyalA 2041 36. zrI. rAjamaMdira, gaDha-zivANuM 2041 37. zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra, kAbA 2042 38. zrImada rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, yuvatamAla 2042 39. zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, madrAsa 2042 40. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, rAjakoTa 2043 41. zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, bAMdhaNI 2044 42. zrImad rAjacaMdra pAThazALA, jayapura 43. zrImad rAjacaMdra smRtigRha meLAsA., (ophIsa) mombAsA zrImad rAjacaMdranA AtmAnubhavI sAhitya ane sAdhanAthI AkarSAtA bhakatono samudAya dina pratidina vadhato jAya che. tema tema upAsanA sAdhanAnAM sthAne maMdire, Azrame samArakarUpe vadhatA jAya che. AvAM sthAnake zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA mULabhUta vicAre, svAnubhava, yathArtha vItarAga mArganI rolInI prarUpaNa ane samyapha Atma svarUpanI prAptinA sAdhano ane kAraNe banI rahI, A jagatanA trAsita ane sAcA sukhane mArga batAvavA samartha thAo." ke zrImadda pratye bhaktivaMta bhAIoe potapotAnAM gAmomAM yA zaheromAM satsaMga bhaktinA nimitte zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira ane AzramanI sthApanA karI che. evA smArakanI mAhitI pariziSTa 1 upara prApta thayA pramANe ApI che. - - - - - - - - - - - je zrImad rAjacaMdra janma zatAbdI aMkanA AdhAre.

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pariziSTa 1 zrImanA maMdire Azrama tathA jJAna pracAraka maMDaLo 1, paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa, jhaverI bajAra, muMbaI, vi. saM. 1956 vi. saM. 156mAM zrImadda vaDhavANa kempamAM rahyA hatA te vakhate temane e vicAra Avyo hato ke jJAnapracAranuM kaMIka kAma thaI zake to sAruM. temanA guNAnurAgI mumukSuoe emanI e IcchAne vadhAvI lIdhI ane thoDA ja divasamAM lagabhaga rUA. 9,000-ne phALe karI te rUpiyA zrImadane arpaNa karyA. bIjA cheDA divasa jatAM te kALo rUA. 14042/thayA. zrImadde te sarva zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhI para mokalI ApyA. saMvat 1972nI Akhare te bhaMDoLa rU. 25,364nuM thayuM hatuM. ane A jJAnapracAranuM kAma kaI rIte karavuM te viSe yojanA ghaDAvA lAgI. A saMsthAnuM nAma zrImadranI IcchAnusAra "paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa" rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. loka samUhamAM utkRSTa jJAnano pracAra phelAvo karanAra ema, e nAmane bhAvArtha vicAravAmAM AvyA hatA. paNa A saMsthA vize koI nakakara yejanA ghaDAya, te pahelAM to zrImadanI lathaDelI tabiyata vizeSa lathaDI ane vi. saM. 1957mAM temane dehavilaya thaye. te pachI jenA bhaMDAronA asala pustaka meLavI bhASAMtara karavAnuM kAma banI zake tema nahi hovAthI zrI vItarAgakRtanA siddhAMta paikI, nyAya ane tatvaviSayaka graMthanI prasiddhi hiMdI anuvAdarUpe dvimAsika dvArA zarU thaI. pAchaLathI dvimAsikane badale graMthazreNuM pragaTa karavAnuM zarU thayuM. A pramANe pragaTa thatAM pustakonI zreNIne "rAjacaMdra jana zAstramALA" eva' nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A zAstramALAmAM bIjA aneka pustakonI sAthe zrImadanA sAhitya tathA patronuM prakAzana vi. saM. 1961mAM "zrImada rAjacaMdra graMthamAM prasiddha thayuM. zarUAtamAM A maMDaLane zrI manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI mahetA taraphathI ghaNu sahAya maLI hatI. rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhIjI tathA revAzaMkarabhAI jagajIvanadAsa e be A maMDaLanA TrasTI hatA. baMnenI hayAti bAda bhAIzrI maNIlAla revAzaMkara TrasTI tarIke vyavasthA saMbhALatA hatA. tyArabAda saM. 2014 mAM zrImadjIne guNAnurAgI saMsthA vyavasthA saMbhALa te yugya thAya, evA vicArathI samagra vyavasthA zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsane soMpI. ane hAlamAM tene vahIvaTa zrImada rAjacaMdra jaina agAsanA TrasTIo kare che. 2. zrImad rAjacaMdra zrI subedhaka pAThazALA, khaMbhAta. vi. saM. 1956 vi. saM. 1956mAM zrImada khaMbhAta AvyA hatA tyAre temanI preraNAthI A pustakAlayanI sthApanA thaI hatI. zarUAtamAM kumAravADAmAM makAna bhADe rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ane vi. saM. 1968mAM bIjuM makAna loMkAparImAM bAMdhI, tyAM A vada pAMcame pustakAlaya laI

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi javAmAM AvyuM hatuM. tyAM zrImadanA citrapaTanI sthApanA paNa che. ane hAlamAM dararoja temAM savAranA niyamita svAdhyAya bhakti paNa thAya che. 3. zrI rAjamaMdira Azrama, rAjapura. vi. saM. 1958 sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM jaina dIkSA pAmelA zrI ratnarAja svAmI zrImadanA jJAnanI mahattA sAMbhaLI temane maLavA vihAra karatA karatA vi. saM. 1957mAM mAravADathI gujarAtamAM AvyA. paNa tyAM to temane zrImaddanA dehAMtanA samAcAra maLyA. AthI teo zrI lAlajI mahArAjanA samAgamamAM AvyA, ane temanA bhakta banI gayA. temane zrImaddanuM smAraka karAvavAnI IcchA thatAM, zrI siddhapura pAsenA rAjapura gAmanI najIka "zrI rAjamaMdira Azrama" nAmanI saMsthA sthapAvI, ane temanA tyAM rahevAthI te sthaLa bhakti tathA satsaMganuM dhAma banI gayuM hatuM. ka, zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, suNAva, vi. saM. 1969 vi. saM. 1969mAM pU. munizrI lakSmIcaMdajInA zubha haste peTalAda pAse AvelA suNAva nAmanA gAmamAM A maMdiranI pratiSThA thaI hatI. makAnamAM meDA upara gharaderAsara che. temAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI pratimA che, ane nIce upAzrayamAM zrImadanuM citrapaTa che. pa. zrImad rAjacaMdra nijAbhyAsa maMDapa, vaDavA. vi. saM. 1972 vi. saM. 197ranA A suda pUname zrI popaTalAla mahekamacaMdabhAI ke jeo temanA paricita vartuLamAM "bhAIzrInA bahumAna sUcaka nAmathI oLakhAya che, teonI preraNAthI khaMbhAta pAse AvelA vaDavA' nAmanA sthaLamAM, "zrImada rAjacaMdra nijAbhyAsa maMDapanI racanA thaI hatI. A sthAnanI sAme eka vAva ane vaDa AvelA hatAM. vAva haju paNa mojUda che. vaDa thoDAM varSothI nathI. zrImad tyAM saM. 1952mAM rahyA hatA. ane emaNe upadeza Apyo hato. teo je sthaLe rahyA hatA, tyAM vaDa ane vAva hovAthI te sthAnane vaDavA - vaDavAva kahe che. zrImaddanAM vicAra-mananane arthe bhaktidhAma tarIke sau prathama baMdhAyela A sthaLa gaNI zakAya. maMDapanA mukhya daravAjAnI AjubAju nivAsasthAne che. mukhya daravAjA upara pustaka bhaMDAra che. aMdara jatAM svAdhyAya maMDapa Ave che. temAM DAbA hAthe jinamaMdiranuM pravezadvAra che, jenI pratiSThA vi. saM. 1982mAM thaI hatI. jamaNe hAthe gurumaMdira che, jyAM zrImadunI pratimAnI saM. 2011 mAM sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. tenI bAjumAM svAdhyAya-maMDapa che. Aje paNa zrImadanA A tIrthakSetramAM aneka mumukSu bhAIbahene padhArI svAdhyAya satsaMga bhaktine lAbha le che. A nivRtti kSetranA zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM aneka mumukSuo kRpALudevanAM darzana karI saMtoSa anubhave che. hAlamAM ahIM bhagavAna bAhubalInI pratiSThA paNa karela che. 6, zrI rAjanagara subodha pusatakAlaya, amadAvAda vi. saM. 1975 zeTha zrI jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAIe amadAvAdamAM dilhI daravAjA bahAra temanA ladhubaMdhu zrI jUThAbhAInA smaraNArthe satsaMga bhaktibhAva mATe eka sthAna banAvyuM hatuM, ane temAM zrImadanA citrapaTanI sthApanA vi. saM. 1975nA A suda 2 ne roja karI hatI.

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pariziSTa 7. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa. vi. saM. 1976 zrImadanA eka parama ananya bhakta munizrI ladhurAja svAmI temanI uttarAvasthAmAM ja koI ekAMta sthaLe satsaMga ane bhaktinA dhAmarUpa Azrama jevuM kaMIka karI nivAsa karIne rahe te ghaNA mumukSuone temanA satsaMga-samAgamane sAre ane satata lAbha maLe, tevA hetuthI vi. saM. 1976nA kArataka suda pUname saMdesara mukAme eka TIpa thaI hatI. temAM rU. 17,402/bharAyA. tarata ja tenI pADozanA jaMgalamAM ane ANaMda khaMbhAta relave lAInamAM AvelA carotaranA agAsa sTezananI bAjumAM Azare paMdareka vIghAM jamIna kharIdavAmAM AvI hatI. jamInamAM traNeka oraDInI eka dharmazALA bAMdhavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. A rIte AzramanI zarUAta thaI hatI. munizrI laghurAja svAmInI chatrachAyA nIce A AzramanI utpatti thaI tethI bhaktajanee zarUAtamAM A AzramanuM nAma "zrI laghurAja Azrama" rAkhyuM hatuM. paNa pitAnuM nAma ke sthApanA sarakhI paNa nahi rAkhavAnI IcchAvALA kevaLa niHspRha ane gurubhakta munie sUcavyuM hatuM ke jemanAthI ghaNuM kalyANa thayuM che ane je sAcA guru hatA, temanA smaraNarUpe A AzramanuM nAma rAkhavuM joIe. tethI A Azramane "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama" evuM nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A Azramane vahIvaTa TrasTa dvArA calAvavAmAM Ave che. A AzramamAM dAkhala thatAM bhavya pravezadvAra che, jenA para moTA akSare "kSamAM e ja mokSane bhavya daravAjo che" tema lakheluM che. aMdara praveza karyA pachI jamaNI bAju eka suMdara derAsaravALuM gAna che, temAM nIce tAMbara ane upara digaMbara ema be jAtanAM derAsara che. tathA bheMyarAmAM zrImanI ArasapahANanI pratimA che, je "gurumaMdira " tarIke oLakhAya che. derAsaranI bAjumAM vizALa sabhAmaMDapa che, jemAM bhakti, satsaMga, pUja, sazravaNa Adi nimitta seMkaDo mumukSuo sAthe besIne AtmadharmanI sAdhanA kare che. vaLI, mumukSunI saMkhyAbaLa vadhatI javAthI hAlamAM che tenI bAjumAM na vizALa svAdhyAya hola baMdhAya che. tenI nIce vizALa bherU paNa che. mukhya pravezadvAranI upara bIje mALe vizALa pustakAlaya che ane trIje majale khullI agAsInI vacamAM suMdara ArasanI derI madhye zrImaddanI kAryotsarganI dhyAnamudrAnI paMcadhAtunI pratimA che. cogAnamAM eka bAju brahmacArI bhAIo vase che, tenI bAjumAM vyAkhyAnamaMdiramAM zrImanuM moTuM citrapaTa sthApana kareluM che. A vyAkhyAna-maMdiranI upara "zAMtisthAna" che. temAM paNa suMdara citrapaTanI sthApanA che. tyAM nitya pratikamaNa thAya che. tyAMthI pUrvamAM zrI laghurAja svAmIno nivAsakhaMDa hato, jyAM saM. 1992 nA vaizAkha suda 8nA roja zrI laghurAjazrIne dehotsarga thayo hato. ane have tyAM temanuM citrapaTa mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. A badhAnI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM gRhastha mumukSuo mATe dharmazALA tathA mAne che, ane bahAragAmathI AvatA mumukSuo mATe bhojanAlaya che, AzramathI De dUra zrI laghurAja

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi mahArAjanuM samAdhimaMdira, derI che. tathA uttama dana graMthAnA sa'grahavALu eka suMdara pustakAlaya che. A Azrama taraphathI ghaNA uttama graMthAnA gujarAtI anuvAda karAvI prakAzita karela che. je hAlamAM upalabdha che. *** AzramamAM rahetA tathA AvatAM-jatAM bhAI-bahenA mATe brahmacarya pAlana, rAtribheAjanatyAga Adi keTalAka niyame temaja bhakti, vAcana Adi nityakrama rAkhelA che. A kAryakrama savAranA pAMcathI zarU karI rAtanA daza sudhI cAle che. temAM maMtrasmaraNa, AlAcanA, bhakti, vacanAmRta-vAcana, ATha yAgaSTinI sajjhAya, Atmasiddhi vagere sakriyA thAya che. ghaNA leAkeA bahu ullAsapUrvaka bhAga le che. A sthaLe zrI lallujI ( laghurAjajI) mahArAje cauda vanAM comAsAM gALyAM hovAthI te eka tIkSetra banI gayu` che. 8. zrImad rAjacaMdra madira, sImaraDA. vi. sa`. 1976 erasada-peTalAdane raste AvelA sImaraDA nAmanA gAmamAM pU. zrI laghurAja svAmInA zubha haste vi. saM. 1976nA kAkI pUname, zrI mAtIbhAI bhagatajInA makAnamAM zrImadanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. makAna madira khAte bheTa tarIke seAMpI devAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ane tenI vyavasthA mATe kamiTI nImavAmAM AvI hatI. 9. zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnabhaDAra, amadAvAda vi. sa` 1977 (gujarAta vidyApITha aMtagata vizeSa vibhAga ) AzramaroDa, gujarAta vidyApITha amadAvAdamAM " zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnabhaMDAra" nAmanI sAhitya prakAzana mATenI saMsthAnA samAveza sana 1921 mAM gujarAta vidyApITha sa'cAlita purAtattva maMdiramAM nirmANa karavAmAM Avela hatA paraMtu kALAMtare e purAtattvamadira baMdha thatAM have sana 1927 thI '" zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna bhaMDAra " gujarAta vidyApITha ja calAve che. gujarAta zrImad rAjacaMdranA bhakta sva. zrI puMjAbhAI hIrAcaMda zrI gAMdhIjInA mitra hatA. temaNe pU. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne - zrImad rAjacaMdra nimitte eka graMthamAlA prakAzana karavA sucana rkyuM. tethI je cAlatA jaina prakAzana paikI alaga graMthAvalI zarU karavA -- vidyApIThe TharAva karI zrImad rAjacaMdra jayatimALA cAlu karI. temAM Aja sudhI tattvajJAnane tathA zrImane lagatAM sAta maNakA (pustIkA ) prasiddha thayela che. emAM zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta " AtmasiddhizAsra '" ane " zrImad rAjaca`dranI dRSTAMta kathAee " AdinA samAveza thAya che. 10, zrImada rAjacaMdre pAThazALA, paMcabhAinI pALa, amadAvAda vi. sa. 1980 "" mumukSu bhAionI saMkhyA vadhatI javAthI sva. zrI popaTalAlabhAI mAkamaca`dabhAI ( bhAIzrIe ) A jagyAe pAThazALAnI sthApanA karI hatI ane zrI pApaTabhAI amadAvAda hAya tyAre pAtAnuM makAna dhAMcInI pALamAM hatuM chatAM pAThazALA - pacabhAI pALe rahetA ja satsaMga bhakti thatI hatI. chelle zrI pApaTabhAI( bhAizrIe ) tyAM ja samAdhipUrNAMka chellA zvAseAzvAsa lIdhAM hatAM, ane dehu cheDayo hatA.

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2e pariziSTa 11. zrI subodha pustakAlaya, va. vi. saM. 1987 peTalAda pAse vasamAM zrImadanA anuyAyIoe maLIne eka makAna vi. saM. 1987mAM rU. 800/-nI kiMmate kharIdyuM. emAM sva. bhAIlAla jagajIvanabhAInA zubha haste zrImaddanI pratimAnI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. zrImada rAjacaMdrajI saM. 1954 mAM atre padhArela tenA smAraka rUpe A zrI subodha pustakAlayanuM nirmANa karela hatuM. 12. zrImada rAjacaMdra maMdira, nAra. vi. saM. 1987 zrI lakSamIcaMdajI, zrI caturalAlajI tathA zrI narasI rakhajI Adi mahArAjanA vatanamAM zrI lallujI mahArAjanI preraNAthI ANaMda-khaMbhAta relavelAIna para AvelA nAra nAmanA gAmamAM vi. saM. 1974nA mAha suda bIjanA roja maMdira bAMdhavAnI zarUAta thaI hatI. te varSanuM temanuM comAsuM nAramAM thayuM hatuM. vi. saM. 1987nA vaizAkha suda trIje temAM zrImanA citrapaTanI sthApanA zrI laghurAjajI mahArAjanA zubha haste thaI hatI. maMdira baMdhAvavAmAM mukhya Arthika sahAyaka zrI raNachoDabhAI lakhAbhAInA suputra sarvazrI maNIbhAI tathA zrI rAmajIbhAI hatA. 13, zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira tathA zrI subedhaka pAThazALA kalela, vi. saM1988 pUjya piopaTalAlabhAI mohakamacaMda zAha (bhAIzrI)nI preraNAthI temanA dhama mitra zrI mANekalAla premacaMdanI svadezI milanA eka alAyadA holamAM kRpALudevanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karI hatI. bhAIzrI avAranavAra tyAM jatA hatA. svAdhyAya bhakti thatI hatI. tenI mAlIkInI mila tathA cAlI vaDavA Azramane arpaNa karI hatI. tenuM vArSika bhADuM rU. 80,000 hAlamAM Ave che. jethI vaDavA, IDara amadAvAdanI saMsthAne Arthika sahAya thaI rahI che. 14, zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, AhAra. vi. saM. 1993 zrI lallujI mahArAjanI upasthiti daramyAna ane preraNAthI vi. sa. 191mAM sarva mumukSabhAIoe rAjasthAnamAM AvelA AhAramAM maMdira baMdhAvavAno nirNaya karyo. vi. saM. 1991mAM caitra mAsa pachI makAna bAMdhavAnI zarUAta karavAmAM AvI ane vi. saM. 1993nA jeTha suda terasanA roja zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajInA zubha haste zrImaddanA citrapaTanI rathApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. hAlamAM A maMdira pharIthI baMdhAyuM che, ane temAM zrImadanI ArasanI pratimAnI sthApanA vi. saM. 2020 mAM thaI hatI. tene utsava vi. saM. 2023mAM UjavAyo hate. 15. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, bhAdaraNa, vi. saM. 1994 vi. saM. 192nA kArtakI pUname borasada pAse AvelA bhAdaraNamAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama" bAMdhavAnuM nakkI thayuM. tenuM khAtamuharta vi. saM. 1993nA piSa mAsamAM thayuM,

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650 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi ane te makAnanuM bAMdhakAma vi. saM. 194nA mahA mAsamAM rU. 15,400/-nA kharce pUrNa thayuM. temAM vi. sa. 1994nA mAha suda pAMcamanA roja zrImadanA citrapaTanI sthApanA zrI hIrAlAla ema. jhaverI taraphathI karavAmAM AvI hatI. 16, zrImad rAjacaMdra samAdhimaMdira, rAjakeTa, vi. saM. 1995 vi. saM. 1957nA citra vada pAMcama maMgaLavAra tA. 9-4-1901 nA roja parama pU.zrImad rAjacaMdrano rAjakoTamAM dehotsarga thaze. temane agnisaMskAra DosAnA vaDanI pAse smazAnabhUminI bAjumAM AjI nadIne kinAre karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. te sthaLe saM. 1996 mAM samAdhimaMdira bAMdhavAne vicAra thatAM pethApuranA zrI hIrAlAla jhaverInI preraNAthI zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTAjInI sakhAvatathI "zrImad rAjacaMdra samAdhimaMdira" astitvamAM AvyuM hatuM. tyAMnI jamIna kharIdavAno tathA makAna bAMdhakAmano kharca rU. 4,200/- thayelo. tenI uddaghATanakriyA jasadaNa darabAranA zubha haste tA. 3-4-109nA roja thaI hatI. A pachI A maMdiramAM eka pabAsaNa bhAIzrI revAzaMkara DAhyAbhAI saMghavI (zrImadajInA jamAI) taraphathI baMdhAvI ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. tenI upara zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA traNa avasthA traNa cItrapaTanI sthApanA, pU. zrI brahmacArIjI govardhanadAsajInA zubha haste karavAmAM AvI hatI. te makAnanI derImAM zrImadanI pAdukAnI sthApanA pU. zrI brahmacArIjInA varada haste saM. 1996 nA mAha suda 13 tA. 20-2-1940 nA roja karavAmAM AvI hatI. te makAnanI UMcAI ghaNI ochI hovAthI yogya sudhArA-vadhArA karavA mATe saMvata 2022 mAM zrImadjInA parama bhakta sva. zrI dhArasIbhAInA putrInA putra morabInA zrI rasIkalAla tathA zrI jamanAdAsa pI. zeThe Asare rUA. 10,000 Apela hatA. makAnanI saMgInatA ane bIjI jarUrIyAte paNa karavAmAM AvI hatI. jyAM svAdhyAya bhakti-bhajana devavaMdana Adi krama cAlu che 17. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, saDodarA. vi. saM. 1996 zrI hIrAlAla jhaverIe vi. saM. 1995mAM surata jillAmAM saDodarA gAmamAM mumukSuo vatI A maMdiranuM khAtamuhUrta karyuM. vi. saM. 1996nA vaizAkha suda trIje zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTAjInA haste zrImaddanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. A makAnanA bAMdhakAmamAM thayelA rU. 8000 -nA kharcamAM mukhya hisso zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTAne hatA. 18. zrImad rAjacaMdra vihAra-bhavana, IDara, vi. saM. 1996 bhUtakALe A kSetre ghaNA saMta-mahAtmAo thaI gayA che. teo paikI AjathI 87 varSa pUrve paNa AzcaryanI pratimArUpa "yuga purUSa sajIvanamUrtAi eka advitIya satparuSa thaI gayA, "zrImad rAjacaMdradeva". zrImada pitAnI hayAtImAM IDaranA ghaMTiyA pahADa upara vicarelA, tyAM hAlamAM eka suMdara dhAma banAvela che, ane tyAM jAtrALu mumukSuone rahevAnI sArI vyavasthA paNa che.

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pariziSTa pU. zrI lallujI mahArAja tathA choTAlAla malakacaMda zAhanI preraNAthI AjathI 58 varSa pUrve vi. saM. 1986 nA vaizAkha vada 1 nA eka niSThAvAna bhakta lIbaDI nivAsI pU. zrI manasukhabhAI devasInA suputra pU. zrI gIradharalAlabhAInI Arthika sahAyathI vihArabhavana, AvAso, bhArabAhaya tathA AraDIo taiyAra karavAmAM AvyA hatA. temaja "siddha zilA" paNa che. jenI upara zrImadanI pAdukAnI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. A sthaLane pU. vinobAjIe paNa khUba pasaMda karyuM hatuM. A pahADa ta pAvanabhUmi paikI eka che te paNa eka tIrthabhUmi dhAma che. 19. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, naroDA. vi. saM. 1998 zrImad rAjacaMdraja A sthaLe munIo sAthe vi. saM. 1955 mAM padhArela tenA smAraka rUpe zrI lallujI mahArAjanI preraNAthI A maMdira mATe amadAvAda pAse nareDAmAM jamIna kharIdavAmAM AvI hatI. ane brahmacArIjInI sUcanAthI maMdira baMdhAvavA mATeno phALe ekaTho karyo hato. mukhya sahAyaka zrI jUThAbhAInA moTAbhAI, zrI jesaMgabhAI ujamazIbhAI ane zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTAjI hatA. vi. saM. 198nA mAgazara vada 6nA roja zrI nAhaTAnA zubha haste khAtamuhUrta thayuM hatuM. ane te ja varSamAM makAnanuM bAMdhakAma rU. 9,000/-nA kharce pUruM thayuM hatuM. temAM zrImaddanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. 20. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, dAra. vi. saM. 1998 vi. saM. 1998 nA kArataka mAsamAM zrI hIrAlAla jhaverI tathA zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTAjInI preraNAthI maMdira mATe eka makAna bhADe rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane zrI brahmacArI govardhanadAsajI jyAre indora padhAryA tyAre sa. 1998 phAgaNa vada 2, nA roja temanA zubha haste zrImadanA citrapaTanI tyAM sthApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. 21, zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, dhAmaNa, vi. saM. 1998 surata jillAmAM navasArI pAse AvelA dhAmaNanA mumukSujane zrI lallujI mahArAjanA samAgamamAM vAraMvAra AvatA hatA, tethI temane zrImaddanI mahAnatA samajAI hatI, ane e mumukSuonI saMkhyA vadhatAM, temane agAsa jevuM dhAma UbhuM karavAnI IcchA thaI hatI. dhAmanA evA eka mumukSabhAI zrI kALAbhAI bhagAbhAInI IrachA tIvra banI. teo agAsa gayA hatA, ane zrI lallujI mahArAjane AkhA saMgha sAthe dhAmaNa padhArI potAnA svataMtra makAnamAM zrImaddanA citrapaTanI sthApanA potAnA kharce karI ApavA vinaMti karI hatI. zrI lallujI mahArAje te svIkArI hatI. visaM. 1989nA vaizAkha suda trIje - akhAtrIje pU. zrI lallujI mahArAja lagabhaga traNeka hajAra mumukSuo sAthe dhAmaNa padhAryA hatA, ane be divasa sudhI vizALa maMDapamAM bhakti karAvI hatI. ane temaNe tyAM citrapaTanI sthApanA karI hatI. A makAnamAM pratyeka pUrNimAe bhakti

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para zrImanI jIvanasiddhi thatI hatI. ane aneka mumukSue enA lAbha letA hatA. pariNAme mumukSuone tyAM Azrama AMdhavAnI icchA thaI hatI. vi. sa`. 1994thI e mATe phaMDanI zarUAta thaI hatI, ane vi. saM. 1997mAM tyAM eka madira bAMdhavAmAM AvyuM hatu. ane vi. sa. 1998nA mAgazara suda 10nA rAja dhAmadhumathI zrI brahmacArIjInA zubha haste zrImanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. tyArathI vividha kAryakrame tyAM cAjAtA rahe che. AzramamAM dharmazALA, gurUmaMdira, jinamaMdira, svAdhyAya hAla, bhAjanazALA, pAThazALA, vI. sAdhA mATe suvidyA che. mumukSue kAyamI rahI svAdhyAya bhakti, satsaganA sArA evA lAbha le che. valI tIrtha sthAna paNa che. rara. zrI rAjama`dira, (vaDhavANa kempa) surendranagara, vi. sa. 1998 zrImad rAjacaMdrajI avAranavAra nivRtti daramyAna temanA satsaMga ane bhaktinA lAbha maLe te nimitte sva. zrI jesa`gabhAI ujamazIe peAtAnA bagalAmAM vi. sa. 1998nA mAgazara suda 8 nA rAja vaDhavANa kaeNmpamAM zrImadnA citrapaTanI sthApanA karI hatI. ra3, zrImad rAjacaMdre janmajIvana, vANiyA, vi. sa. 2000 06 zrI ravajIbhAI paMcANubhAInI mULa jagyA tathA tenI AsapAsanI ghaNI jagyA vavANiyAmAM vecAtI laI ne zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA janmasthaLamAM, zrI raNacheADadAsabhAInA putra ane zrImadnA jamAI zrI bhagavAnalAla meDhIe zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhuvana " nAmanuM A AlizAna makAna baMdhAvyu` che, ema karavAmAM zrImanAM putrI zrImati javalabahenanI preraNA mukhya hatI. A makAnamAM jinAlaya, gurumandira, vyAkhyAnA~Ala tathA dharmazALAnA samAveza thAya che. A sthAnanuM zilArApaNa vi. saM. 1999nA AsA suda 10nA rAja thayela, ane enu` udghATana vi. sa. 2000nA kArataka suda pUname merakhInA mahArAjA zrI lakhadhIrajI bApunA zubha haste thayeluM. tyArathI sva. zrImaMta javalabahena pratyeka varSe kArtIkI pUrNimAe " zrImad rAjaca`dra jayaMtI '' UjavavA vavANiyA jatA hatA. vi. saM. 2016mAM temanA meTA putra zrI buddhidhanabhAInA nAnI vaye, kAratakI pUname vavANiyAmAM acAnaka dehAMta thayelA hatA, chatAM temaNe te ujavaNuM cAlu ja rAkhyuM che. dhanya che temanI aDaga pitRbhaktine A sthaLe . madira sAme jagyAmAM mumukSuee pAtAnA kharca tathA saMsthAe paNa AraDIA tathA bhAjanAlaya banAvela che. kAkI pUrNImAe atre utsava thAya che, AkhuM gAma saMsthAnA eka ja rasADe jame che. 24. zrImad rAjacat madira, bArasada, vi. saM. 2000 Azare 45 varSa upara A saMsthAnuM navuM makAna bajAranI madhyamAM Azare rUpiyA pacIseka hajAranA kharce bAMdhavAmAM Avela hatu. A makAnamAM zrImad rAjacaMdranA citrapaTanI sthApanA kAviThAnA zrI seAmAbhAI prabhudAsa paTelanA haste thaI hatI. savAra-sAMja bhaktibhAva-svAdhyAya sumukSu kare che.

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653 pariziSTa 25. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, kAviThA. vi. sa. 2004 | muni lallujI mahArAjanI preraNAthI zrImadda jyAM traNa vakhata rahelA hatA, te kAviThAmAM maMdira baMdhAvavA mATe mumukSu bhAIoe vi. saM. 1985mAM jamIna kharIda karI hatI. vi. saM. 1993nA citra suda pAMcame zrI hIrAlAla jhaverInA zubha haste tyAM khAtamuhUrta thayuM hatuM ane vi. saM. 1998mAM rU. 51,000-nA kharce bAMdhavAmAM AvelA maMdiranuM kAmakAja pUruM thayuM hatuM. vi. saM. 2004mAM vaizAkha suda 13nA roja maMdiranI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI hatI. A maMdiramAM a. sI. sadaguNAbahena nAhaTAjInA zubha haste zrImadunI pratimAnI sthApanA thaI hatI. te sAthe prabhuzrI - zrI laghurAja svAmInI pratimAnI pratiSThA zrI somAbhAI prabhudAsanA zubha haste thaI hatI. A maMdiramAM bIje majala zrI saMbhavanAtha, zrI zAMtinAtha tathA zrI malinAtha Adi tIrthaMkaradevanI traNa pratimAjInI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI hatI. ra6. zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna prakAza maMdira, vavANiyA vi. saM. 2008 zrImane sAta varSanI uMmare smazAna bhUminAM je bAvaLanA jhADa upara jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM hatuM, te jagyA rAjakoTanA zrI rasikalAla traMbakalAla mahetAe vecAtI laI tyAM zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna prakAza maMdira baMdhAvyuM che. temAM vi. saM. 2008mAM kArtikI pUname pAdukAjInI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. tyArabAda vi. saM. 2020nA Aso vada 8 thI zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI kAyotsarga mudrAnI pratimA sthApita karavAmAM AvI hatI. 27, rAjagRha vanakSetra, uttarasaMDA. vi. saM. ra01ra vi. saM. 1954mAM uttarasaMDAnA vanamAM zrImadda thoDo vakhata nivRtti mATe zrI dhanavaMtarInA baMgalAmAM rahyA hatA. ne te sthaLanuM nAma temaNe vanakSetra Apela hatuM tyAM temanA nAme eka smAraka ubhuM karavAnI IcchAthI nAranA vatanIoe tyAM jagyA kharIdI hatI. te pachI beMgaloranA mumukSuo tathA zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTAjI tathA zrI hIrAlAla jhaverIe maLIne tyAM maMdira baMdhAvyuM hatuM, ane vi. saM. 2012nI kArtakI pUrNimAe tyAM zrImaddanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karI hatI. 28. zrImada rAjacaMdra Azrama, pI (dakSiNa bhArata) vi. saM. 2017 jene, ane vaiSNavonuM prAcIna tIrthadhAma A kaMpI, maisUra rAjyanA bellArI jillAmAM "zuM takala-hubalI" relave lAInanA hospeTa sTezanathI savA sAta mAIla dUra che. AvavA javA mATe esa.TI. basa sarvisanI pUratI sagavaDa che. hariyALa pradeza ane atihAsika purAtattva-sAmagrI vizvabharanA yAtrikone ahIM kheMcI lAve che.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi sane 1336 mAM vijayanagaranuM nirmANakArya prAraMbhAyuM te pahelAM ahI hemakUTane aDIne uttarIya khINamAM haMpigrAma ane dakSiNe kRSNapuram grAma hatAM. tathA nadI pAra bheTa jana tIrtha hatuM. ane A pAra hemakUTa tathA cakakUTa nAmanAM be jana tIrtho paNa hatAM. A traNe tIrtho digabara saMpradAyanA adhikAramAM hatAM. nagarane uttara kinAre bAramAsI pravAhavALI tuMgabhadrA nakkI akhalita pravAhe pravahe che. hamakRTanI pUrva dizAmAM saDakane aDIne trIseka ekaranA vistAravALuM sAdhAraNa UMcAI dharAvatuM eka zikhara che, jene ratnakUTa kahe che. tenA pUrva cheDe mAtaMga parvata Avela che. ratnakUTa upara lAMbI moTI guphAo tathA keTalIka nAnI guphAo, prAkRtika cAra kuMDa, nAnAM khetara ane bAkIno puDhavI zilAmaya vistAra che, jenA upara vi. saM. 2017nA aSADa sudi ekAdazIe "zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramanI sthApanA ghaNA ja ullAsapUrvaka thaI, jemAM zrI bhadramani (pU. zrI sahajAnaMdadhana) mukhya nimitta banyA hatA. ratnakUTa upara gamanAgamana mATe aDhI phalaMga vyavasthita paga raste, be moTI guphAo, ATheka nAnI guphAo, eka moTI guphAmAM cetyAlaya, jyAM zrI caMdraprabha svAmInI pASANa pratimAjI tathA zrI pArzvanAthajInI dhAtunI pratimAjI birAjamAna che. zrI paramakRpALudevanI 31 IMcanI suramya pASANa pratimAjI, caraNacihna tathA temanAM citrapaTa sthApita che, jemanI sanmukha satsaMga-bhakti niyamita be vakhata thAya che. enI sAthe paramakRpALudevanA nAmanI sugaMdha dakSiNabhAratamAM sarvatra prasarI gaI. tyAM AvanAra mumukSu mATe eka vizALa jinAlaya yukta satsaMga bhavana, AvAsagRho keTalAka bhAvikoe potAnA kharce bAMdhelA nivAsa sthAne bhejanAlayanI sagavaDatA che. jemAM be TaMka maphata bhojana apAya che. bhAvikonI saMkhyA dinapratidina vadhatI jAya che. 29. zrImad rAjacaMdra svAdhyAya maMdira, devalAlI. vi. saM. 2021 zrI jayasiMhabhAI nAraNabhAI lakhapatavALAe I.sa. 1964mAM lagabhaga rU. 80,000-nA khace zrImad rAjacaMdranuM bhaktidhAma devalAlImAM baMdhAvyuM che. devalAlImAM potAnI mAlikInI keTalIka jamIna temaNe maMdirane arpaNa karI. ne tyAM vi. saM. 2020nA citra vada pAMcamanA rAja maMdiranuM khAtamuhUrta kRpALudevanA parama bhakta e. sI. nIlAbahena zazIkAMta mahetAnA haste thayuM te pachI mAtra cha mAsamAM maMdiranuM kAmakAja pUrNa karI vi. saM. 2021nI kArtakI pUrNimAe . sI. nIlAbahenanA haste zrImaddanI pratimAnI tathA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. te utsavamAM lagabhaga 1000 uparAMta mumukSuoe bhAga lIdho hate. maMdiranA uparanA bhAgamAM svAdhyAya-haula che, jyAM zrImaddanuM moTuM citrapaTa rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. ane nIcenA bhAgamAM, IDaranA pahADa para je zilA para besIne zrImadda bedha ApatA hatA tevI zilA upara temanI pratimA rAkhavAmAM AvI che. AjubAjune dekhAva guphA je rAkhela che. tethI nIcenA bhAgamAM te parvatanI guphAnuM ja vAtAvaraNa khaDuM thAya che,

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pariziSTa 655 A uparAMta tyAM AzramamAM mumukSuone rahevAnI sagavaDa che, ane niyamita raDuM paNa cAle che. 30, zrImada rAjacaMdra maMdira, vaTAmaNa vi. saM. 2023 vaTAmaNa bhAla pradezamAM dhoLakA tAlukAmAM 3000 vastIvALuM nAnakaDuM gAma che. te gAmanA velANuM kuTuMbamAM zrI laghurAjasvAmI (prabhuzrIjI)ne janma saMvata 1910 nA azvina vada 1 nA roja the hate. teo zrI devakaraNajI sAthe sthAnakavAsI jaina saMpradAyamAM khaMbhAta saMghADAmAM saMvata 1940 dikSita thayA hatA. pethApuranivAsI zrI hIrAlAla ema. jhaverIe zrI laghurAjasvAmInA smArakarUpe teozrInI janmabhUmi vaTAmaNamAM zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira baMdhAvavA saMkalpa karelo ane te mATe saMvata 2000 mAM zrI gulAbacaMdabhAInA hAthe khAtamuhurta karAvI pAyA pUrelA. tyAra bAda zrI nAra mumukSu maMDaLa tathA zrI kAviThAnA keTalAka mumukSuoe sArI evI rakama khacIne be majalAnuM suMdara AlIzAna maMdira pU. bhAIzrI maNibhAI raNachoDabhAInI preraNAthI tema ja temanA mArgadarzana pramANe bAMdhyuM che. A maMdiramAM 5. ku. deva zrImada rAjacaMdra tathA zrI laghurAjasvAmInAM citrapaTanI sthApanA saM. 2023 Aso vada 1 nA roja karI hatI. 31, zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira, ghATakopara, muMbaI vi. saM. 2024 vi. saM. 2024, I. sa. 1967mAM zrI premacaMdabhAI koThArInA vizeSa prayatnathI ane aneka mumukSuonA sahakArathI A vizALa, bhavya, bahujane pagI ane suMdara saMsthA astitvamAM AvI. kula lagabhaga 1100 mumukSuo ekasAthe svAdhyAya-bhaktine lAbha laI zake tevI vyavasthA che. paramakRpALudevanAM vividha avasthAnAM citrapaTa, Atmasiddhi tathA te lakhatI vakhatanuM moTuM citrapaTa, tema ja zrImadjInAM ghaNuM suvAkyo uparAMta lagabhaga zrI mahAvIrasvAmI tathA zrI laghurAjasvAmInA citrapaTenuM sthApana karavAmAM Avela che. dareka pUnama, ravivAra tathA anya parvanA divasomAM svAdhyAya-bhaktino kAryakrama niyamittapaNe goThavavAmAM Ave che, jene aneka mumukSuo lAbha le che. saMsthAnA vyavasthApakonI udAra dRSTine lIdhe chellAM dasa varSamAM A saMsthAo ghaNI pragati sAdhI che, je saune mATe kharekhara AnaMdano viSaya che. kara. zrImad rAjacaMdra gurU madira, beMgalora, vi. saM. 2024. jena Tempala sTrITa, vIra purama maMdira AjathI Asare 20 varSa upara zrI jJAnacaMda nAhaTA sAhebanI preraNA tathA Arthika sahAyathI nirmANa thayela hatuM temAM zrImad rAjacaMdanI prahmAsana muddAna" tathA zrI laghurAjajInuM citrapaTa utarAsaMDAvAlA a.sau. survaNAbahena nAhATAnA zubha haste sthApanA karavAmAM AvI hatI ahI bhakti vI. nIyamIta thAya che.

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zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi 33. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama surata. vi. saM. 2033 A Azrama suratamAM zaheranI bahAra relve Treka upara zrI manaharalAla govardhanadAsa kaDIvALAnI preraNuM tathA sahAyathI nirmANa thayuM che jagyA vizALa che temAM dAkhala thatAM eka gurUmaMdira khAjamAM samakSabhAIo rahI zake tevI dharmazALA tathA bhejanAlayanI sagavaDatA che. zrI manaharalAla kaDIvALAne baMgalo paNa aMdara che ane teo aMdara rahe che. ane A maMdiranI vyavasthA kare che. svAdhyAya tathA bhaktine kAryakrama niyamita thAya che. 34. zrImada rAjacaMdra svAdhyAya hela, muMbaI, vi. saM. 2035 sana 1979 mAM muMbaI- copATI, vAlakezvara - mahAlakSamI vistAramAM rahetA. sva hitArthe mumukSu bhAIoe dharma ArAdhanA thAya tevA hetuthI eka sthaLa te vistAramAM nirmANa thAya tevuM vicAryuM ane tethI keTalAka bhAIoe bhaktine mATe khAnagI potAnA upayoga mATe eka bloka sAgara vihAra sAtame mALe 45, kuLapati munzI mArga copATI kharIdI, e svapna siddha karyuM. jyAM kRpALudeva uparAMta zrI laghurAjajI tathA brahmacArI zrI govardhanadAsajInuM citrapaTa mukavAmAM Avela che. ane dararoja savAre te khule che. darzanAthIo Ave che. bhakti, kare che. dara ravivAre savAre 9 thI 11 svAdhyAya bhakti thAya che. 35, zrI rAja- bhAga sasaMga maMDaLa-sAyalA (saurASTra) 2041 uparokta saMsthA dvArA zrI rAja-bhAga AzramanuM udaghATana vi. saM. 2041nA Aha mAsamAM tA. 22-2-85nA roja AdaraNIya zrI lADakacaMdabhAI vorAnI preraNAthI ane muMbaI ane bIjA samagra mumukSuonA AthIka sahakArathI thayela che. paramakRpALudevanA paramasakhA zrI sobhAgabhAInA janmasthaLamAM AkAra pAmelo A Azrama saune sAdhanAnI tathA rahevA jamavAnI suMdara sagavaDa pUrI pADe che, tevI AzA uddaghATana samayanA vAtAvaraNane jotAM saunA dilamAM UpajI che. AzramamAM vividha vibhAge uparAMta zrI jinamaMdira ane svAdhyAya hola-banAvela che. jemAM kapALadeva, sabhAgabhAI tathA zrI laghurAjasvAmInAM traNa-meTA citrapaTanI sthApanA thayela che. naeNzanala hAIvene taddana najIka Avela hovAthI. avarajavara karatA aneka mumukSuo A saMsthAne lAbha leze tevI prAjakanI bhAvanA che. sAyalA bahAranA tathA paradezanA mumukSuoe potAnA kharca AvAsa bAMdhI saMsthAne arpaNa karela che jethI bahArathI AvanAra bIjI mumukSuo tene sAro lAbha le che ane e eka tIrtha banI rahela che. 36. zrIrAjamaMdira, gaDha zivANA, vi. saM. 2041 A gAmanA vatanIoe dakSiNamAM vasavATa karela paNa agAsamAM rahI ArAdhanA karatA hatA tevA bhAIonI bhAvanAthI AvuM eka maMdiranuM nirmANa thayela che. nIce bheAMyarAmAM maMdira che temAM tirthaMkaranI ArasanI pratimAo che. upara zrImadanuM citrapaTa tathA svAdhyAya hola che.

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pariziSTa 157 bhAvika mumukSu atre AvI svAdhyAya bhakti vI.nI ArAdhanA kare che A sthaLa bADamera (rAjasthAna) jillAmAM nAkoDA pArzvanAtha tIrtha pAse Avela che. 37, zrImad rAjacat AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra--kAkhA. (ji. gAMdhInagara vi. sa` 2042, 66 www vaiSNava kuTuMbamAM janmelA paNa sava dananA ane khAsa karI jaina darzananA uMDA abhyAsI, tattvaciMtaka, tIvra sAdhanA karma aMtaraga prasanna dazAvALA zrI OMoN. mukuMdabhAI vIrajIbhAI sAnejI, hAla pU. zrI AtmAna e vi. sa` 2031nA vaizAkha suda 10 ( zrI mahAvIra prabhujInA kevaLajJAna prApti)nA tA. 10-5-1975 nA mA~gaLa divase amadAvAda - mIThAkhalI - " puSpavIlA " mAM zrI dra satkruta sevA sAdhanA kendra"nI sthApanA karI hatI. jyAM aThavADIye eka kalAkathI doDha kalAka zrImad rAjaca`dranA pustakeA ke satuzrutanA pustake upara vAMcana svAdhyAya apAtA hatA sauMsthAnI mukhya pravRtti :--pustakAlaya, sat sAhitya prakAzana tathA tItha yAtrA dhama yAtrAnu' AyeAjana puratI hatI. tyArabAda vi. saMvata 2032 mAM saMsthAe peAtAnuM eka mukhapatra " divyadhvanI " gujarAtI AdhyAtmika mAsika zarU karyuM hatu' jenu' prakAzana niyamita cAlu che. ,, vakhata jatAM tathA AdhyAtma pravRttimAM leAkeAnA rasa vadhatAM tathA ekAMta nivRtti sthaLe rahI. vizeSa sAdhanA thaI zake te hetuthI dAnavIra zrI rasIkalAla acaratalAla zAhe bheTa Apela 6500 cArasa vAra jamIna upara; kAbA ( jillA gAMdhInagara) amadAvAda zaherathI sAbaramatI gAMdhInagara jatAM raste hAive upara 16 kIleA mITaranA aMtare " AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra"nuM I. sa. 1981 mAM nirmANa thayuM. jyAM kramekrame, svAdhyAya hAla - sAdhaka nivAsa; bheAjanAlaya, mahilA sAdhanA bhavana, sa`takuTira, jinAlaya, pustakAlaya Adi astitvamAM Avela che. sa vi. sa'. 2043mAM samayanA vaheNa sAthe anukuLa thaI, A saMsthAnI umadA, vizALa ane uddAta vicAradhArA dharAvatA TrasTIgaNeA tathA hita ciMtakAe nirNaya karI A saMsthAnA nAma sAthe zrImad rAjacaMdra nAma joDI A saMsthAnu` tA. 5-10-86 thI " zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendra " e nAmakaraNa vidhI sAdAIthI karI hatI. A sasthA-AzramamAM sthAnika tathA deza-videzanA mumukSuo, sAdhake dazAmAM rahI sArA evA svAdhyAya, bhakti, satsa`ga, satsamAgama, ciMtananA lAbha le che. 38. zrI rAjacat jJAna madira, yavatamAla, ( mahArASTra) vi. sau ra04ra A gAmanA mumukSue agAsa rahI ArAdhanA karatA hatA. ane tethI peAtAnA vatanamAM eka madira - ArAdhanA kendra nirmANa thAya tevI zubha bhAvanA jAgI. tenA phaLarUpe vi. sa'. 1942 mAM agAsanA mumukSubhAI enI upasthitimAM tyAMnA sthAnika mumukSuoe madiranI pratiSThA karI hatI. 83

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upa 39, zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, mAsa, vi, sa, ra04ra madrAsanA ghaNA bhAvika bhAIe agAsamAM avAranavAra AvI, mahinA sudhI dharma ArAdhanA karatAM hatAM. ane tethI prerAine peAtAnu' Avu' eka mA~dira - ArAdhanA kendra karavA vicAryuM" ane tethI tenu nirmANa, vi. saM. 2042 mAM karavAmAM AvyuM hatu.. 40, zrImad rAjacat madira, rAjakATa, vi. saM. 2043 rAjakoTa tathA pADozamAM rahetA ane muMbaI sthita thayela bhAIoe rAjakeTamAM zrImad rAjacaMdranA dehAMta thayela hAvAthI eka maMdira - ane svAdhyAya hAla banAvI ArAdhanA karI zakAya te bhAvanA bhAvI. tethI sva. zrI amRtalAla vIracaMda jasANIe udArabhAvathI khAlI plATa tathA Arthika sahakAra ApatAM tathA mukhaI tathA agAsanI sasthAnA sahayAga sAMpaDatA A maMdira astitvamAM Avela che. tyAM have dharma ArAdhanA niyamita thAya che. ane eka tIkSetra banI rahela che. zrImadnI jIvanasiddhi 41. zrI rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, AMdhaNI, ve, sa, 244 pU. zrI brahmacArIjI gAdhanadAsanA janma sthaLa zrI bAMdhaNImAM temanA smArakarUpe zrImad rAjacandre jJAna ma`dira bAMdhavAnuM nakkI karela tethI te nirmANa thayela che jenu uddaghATana vi. saM. 2044nA mAha suda 14 nA karavAnuM agAsanA temanA guNAnurAgIe jAhera karela che. jethI tyAM dharma ArAdhanAnu navu kSetra khulela che. 4ra. zrImad rAjacaMdra sAdhanA madira, jayapura, (rAjasthAna) zrImanA ananya bhakta sva. zrI amaracaMdajI nAhara bhaktibhAvathI prerAI e madira banAvavAnuM svapna sevela tethI sAthalIvAleAkA rastA; cauvarA. jayapuramAM peAtAnA nivAsanI bAjumAM ja eka bhavya saMpUrNa ArasanuM miTara peAtAnA ja aMgata Arthika sahAyathI traNa majalAnuM nirdeNa karyuM. hatuM. tyAM dararoja danAthI AvI dharma ArAdhanA kare che. ane eka tIrtha jevu' banela che. 43. zrImad rAjacaMdra smRtigRha, meAmbAsA, eka suMdara makAnamAM A smRtigRha nirmANa thayela che tenA pravezadvAra upara OM zrI sadagurU devAya namaH lakhela che. khIjI vizeSa mAhitI upalabdha nathI. OM zAMti zAMti zAMti

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pariziSTa 2 zrImaddanI jIvana-tavArIkha saMvata ghaTanA 1924 kArtikI pUrNimA, ravivAre rAtre be vAge vavANiyAmAM janma. 128 janmanuM lakSmInaMdana nAma badalIne rAyacaMda rAkhyuM. 1931 vavANiyA gAme smazAnamAM bAvaLa upara jAtismaraNa jJAna. vavANiyAmAM abhyAsanI zarUAta. 1932 paheluM kAvya racyuM, je aprApya rahyuM che. 1935 zALAno abhyAsa choDo. 1940 citra mAsamAM "mokSamALA"nI racanA. morabImAM avadhAnanI zarUAta 1941 boTAdamAM para avadhAna, lIMbaDI vaDhavANumAM "sAkSAt sarasvatInuM biruda maLyuM. 1942 muMbaImAM zatAvadhAna, kItinI Toce, vairAgyanI apUrvatA. 1944 mahA suda 12, popaTabhAI mahetAnA putrI jhabakabahena sAthe gRhasthAzramamAM praveza, avadhAna Adi pravRtti baMdha karI, "mokSamALA"nuM prakAzana, amadAvAdamAM zrI jUThAbhAI ujamazI maLyA. prakAza ane divyatAne anubhava thayo. 1945 muMbaImAM zrI revAzakara jagajIvana sAthe bhAgIdArImAM vepArakAryanI zarUAta 1946 bhAdrapada mAsamAM morabImAM zrI bhAgabhAI maLyA. divALImAM khaMbhAta gAme munizrI lallujI, zrI aMbAlAlabhAI AdinA samAgama. 1947 zuddha samakita prakAzya, sudhAnI dhArA pachInAM keTalAMka darzana ane niraMtara adabhuta dazAne anubhava, jyotiSane tyAga karyo. gAMdhIjI zrImadane muMbaImAM maLyA. 1950 zrI lallujI muni athe AtmAnAM cha padano patra ra. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe puchAvelA ra7 praznonA uttaro lakhyA. 1951 vi. saM. 1953thI sarvasaMgaparityAga karavAne saMkalpa karyo. 195ra naDiyAdamAM "AtmasiddhizAstranI racanA karI, apUrva jJAnadazA. 153 sAyalAmAM tathA IDaranA pahADemAM zrI sabhAgabhAIne baMdha karyo, pariNAme temane Atma-vizuddhino lAbha. 1954 zrI lallujI munine vase kSetre Atmadarzana karAvyuM. 1955 strI, lakSamIne tyAga karyo. vepAramAMthI sarvathA nivRtti. 156 vaDhavANa kempamAM saMvatsarIne divase "zrI paramakRta prabhAvaka maMDaLa" mATe TIpa zarU thaI. deha taMdurastI bahu kharAba thaI. 1957 citra vatI pa, maMgaLavAra, divase be vAgye rAjakeTamAM dehavilaya.

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pariziSTa 3 zrImaddanuM sAhitya 9 Y - 4 [ "zrImad rAjacaMdra" agAsa AvRtti 1mAM ApavAmAM Avela AMka ahIM samajavA.] vi. saMvata 1941 pahelAM kALa keIne nahi mUke'..................3 chatra prabaMdhastha prema prArthanA..........14 deharA....... ...........15 dharma vize......... ...... ..... ...4 mekSasubodha........... ...........1 subodhasaMgraha .......pragaTa vi. saM. 2008 zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI stutijha..........13 upaga tyAM dharma che........... dvAdazAnapekSA ...........................10 nitya smRti..................... mokSamALA, saM. 1940 ............ . 17 puSpamALA.......... praznottara...... ************ bodhavacanA.......................... munisamAgama............................ .11 sajajanatA*************** sahaja prakRti........................ ............8 vi. saMvata 1942 bhAvanAbedha.................................16 vi. saMvata 1943 vacana saptazatI................19 *** ....21 svarodayajJAna paranI TIkA..22 jIvatattva saMbaMdhI vicAra............ 23 jIvAjIva vibhakti-anuvAda......24 vi. saMvata 1944 pratimA siddhi ................ ....40 vi. saMvata 1945 bhinna bhinna matadazana. ..............79 laghuvayathI addabhuta thaye... ..............77 saMyatidharma anuvAda.......................60 1. je je racanAnI pAse AvI kUdaDI mUkI che, te racanAo apUrNa samajavI. 2. "subodhasaMgraha"mAM "strInItibodhaka vibhAga 1"nI 40 garabIo, 40 jeTalAM avadhAna kAbe ane 15 dhametara kAvyane samAveza thAya che. 4 apUNa kRtio.

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pariziSTha 61 vi. saMvata 1946 lokasvarUpa rahasya.................107 traNa deharA * ***********154 rajanIzI .................. ...........157 samuracayavayacaryA.........................89 hastalikhita noMdhapothI...................160 vi. saMvata 1947 binA nayana......... ....258 jaDabhAve jaDa pariName........ ... jinavara kahe che jJAna tene....... .....267 prabhu pratye dIna.......................264 camaniyama... ********* .......265 vacanAvali............. ....200 vi, saMvata 1948 samayasAranI gAthAnI gadaSTinI sajajhAyamAMthI samajaNa ..................317 samajaNa ... 394 thI 36 vi. saMvata 1949 Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM....................474 samayasAra nATakanI gAthAnI suvacane ****466 samajaNa.......................436 thI 438 vi. saMvata 1950 cha padane patra................ ******493 vi. saMvata 1952 AtmasiddhizAstra........................718 mULamArga rahasya......................715 paMcAstikAyanuM svarUpa.698, 99, 701 vi. saMvata 1953 apUrva avasara..............................738 paMtha paramapada bodhyo ....... .. 724 AnaMdaghana covIzI, vivecana - "vItarAga stavanA". ******753 mokSamArganI vicAraNA........ ........ 7papa mokSasiddhAMta........................ 757 jainamArga viveka.............................7pa6 jIvana sukha mATe vicAra........ 759 dravya prakAza ............................758 paMcAstikAya, anuvAda.............. 766 dravya saMgraha - anuvAdaka................761 vi. saMvata 1956 jaDa ne cetanya viveka................. . 902 vi. saMvata 1957 aMtima saMdeza.... . 54 atyaMtara pariNAma avalokana hastadha 1, hastamaiMdha 2, hastadha 3.... ******960

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pariziSTa 4 zrImad avagAhelA graMthanI yAdI akhAnA pada - akhAjI. upamitibhavaprapaMca - zrI siddhaSi. adhyAtmagItA - zrI devacaMdrajI. kabIranAM pado- kabIra. adhyAtmasAra - zrI yazovijayajI. kAlajJAna. anAthadAsanAM pado - zrI anAthadAsa. kakakAmAM vavyA - zrI prItamasvAmI. anubhavaprakAza. karmagraMtha - devendrasUri. aSTa prAbhata - zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya kiyAkeza. adhyAtmakalpadrama - zrI munisuMdarasUri. kSepaNasAra - zrI namicaMdrAcArya. adhyAtma bhajanamAlA - zrI choTama. kSetrasamAsa. anaMtajInastavana - zrI AnaMdaghanajI. jJAtAdharmakathAMga. anuttaraupapAtikasUtra. gItA - vedavyAsa. aSTaka - haribhadrAcArya. gokulacaritra. aMtakRtadazAMgasUtra. gurugItA. AcArAMgasUtra. gammasAra- zrI nemicaMdrAcArya, ATha gadaSTinI sajajhAya - yazavijayajI. cAritrasAgara. AnaMdaghanavIzI - zrI AnaMdaghanajI. chajIvanikAya adhyayana. AcArAMgasUtra choTama kRta padasaMgraha - zrI choTama. AtmAnuzAsana - zrI guNabhadrAcArya. jUno karAra - bAIbala. AptamImAMsA - zrI samaMtabhadrAcArya. jabudvIpaprajJapti. indriyaparAjayazataka. ThANAMgasUtra. uttarAdhyayanasUtra. tatvArthasUtra - zrI umAsvAtI. upadezapada- zrI haribhadrAcArya. tattvasAra- zrI amRtacaMdrAcArya. upaniSada. trilokasAra- zrI nemicaMdrAcArya. upAsakadazAMgasUtra. dazavaikAlikasUtra. uttarapurANu. devacaMdrajInI covIzI - zrI devacaMdrajI. uddhavagItA - zrI muktAnaMdasvAmI. dravyasaMgraha - zrI nemicaMdrAcArya. upadezarahasya - zrI yazovijayajI. dAsabodha - zrI rAmadAsa svAmI. 1. zrImanA sAhitya tathA keTalIka mAhitInA AdhAre A yAdI taiyAra karIne kRtionA akArAdi krama pramANe ahIM ApavAmAM AvI che. zrImad AthI vadhAre kRtiono abhyAsa karyo hoya e saMbhava vizeSa che. jyAM zakya banyuM tyAM kRti sAthe ktanuM nAma paNa ApyuM che.

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pariziSTa devAgamastotra - zrI samaMtabhadrAcArya. maNiratnamAlA - maNikAMta. daga-dazyaviveka - zrI zaMkarAcArya. manusmRti- manu mahArAja. dharmabiMdu. mANekadAsanAM pado - zrI dhanapALa kavi. dhIrajAkhyAna - zrI niSkulAnaMda. mIrAMbAInAM pado. nayarahasya - zrI yazovijayajI. mokSamArga prakAzaka - paMDita TeDaramalajI nava tasva. manaharapada- zrI manoharadAsa. nAradabhaktisUtra- maharSi nArada. mahAbhArata - vedavyAsa narasiMha mahetAnAM pado. mitAkSarA. nadIsUtra. mULapaddhatikarmagraMtha. nirAMta keLInAM pado. mehamudragara - zrI zaMkarAcArya padmanaMdI paMcaviMzati-zrI padmanaMdasvAmI. yaMgakalpadrama. paMcAstikAya - zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya. gapradIpa-haribhadrAcArya prakaraNaratnAkara - paMDita uttamavijayajI. gavAziSa. paMcatatra.. yogadaSTi samuracaya - zrI haribhadrAcArya. paMcIkaraNa - akhAjI. gabiMdu-zrI haribhadrAcArya. pratikramaNusUtra. yogazAstra - zrI hemacaMdrAcArya. pAtaMjala yoga - zrI pataMjali. raghunAthadAsanI garabIo. puruSArthasiddhiupAya - zrI amRtacaMdrAcArya. yaNasAra - zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya. pAMDavapurANa. ratnakaraMDazrAvakAcAra- zrI samaMtabhadrAcArya. prajJApanAsiddhAMta. rAmAyaNa - zrI vAlmikI. pradhazataka. labdhisAra- zrI nemicaMdrAcArya. pravINasAgara. lakatattvanirNaya- zrI haribhadrAcAya. prItamanAM kAvya - zrI prItama. vicAramALA. pradyumracaritra. vipAkasUtra. pravacanasAra - zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya. vedAMta graMtha - prastAvanA. praznavyAkaraNa. vRMdasatasai. prANuvinimaya - memerijhamanuM pustaka. vicArasAgara. - bAIbala. veda. bRhadrakalpasUtra - bhadrabAhusvAmI. vairAgyazataka - zrI bhatRhari. bhagavatI ArAdhanA. zAMtiprakAzaka. bhartRharizataka - zrI bhartRhari. zrIpALarAsa - zrIvinayavijaya-vijayajI. bhAvArtha prakAza. padarzana samuracaya - zrI haribhadrAcArya. bhaktinIti kAvyasaMgraha - zrI dayArAma. zAMtasudhArasa. bhagavatIsUtra. zikSApatra. bhadrabAhusaMhitA - bhadrabAhusvAmI. zrImad bhAgavata - zrI vyAsajI. bhejA bhagatanAM padA. vastrAbhUtasaMgraha - zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya.

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r samayasAra nATaka - zrI banArasIdAsajI. sammatita prakaraNa - siddhasena divAkara. siddhaprAbhUta - kuMda dAcArya. suphtira MgiNI. samayasAra - zrI kuMdakuM nAcAya . suMdaravilAsa - suMdaradAsa. svaradayajJAna - zrI cidAna dajI. - zrImad jIvanasiddhi sa*gItakalAdhara - saMgItanA graMtha. samavAyAMgasUtra. samAdhizataka - zrI yajJAvijayajI, siddhAMta rahasya - zrI yazeAvijayajI. sa'yamamaNistavana - uttarmAvajayajI. sUtrakRtAMga. svAmIkAti keyAnuprekSA.

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pariziSTa pa zrImanI kALanukrame kSetrasthita saMvata sthAna 1940 jAmanagara, morabI, vavANiyA. 1941 jetapura, beTAda, morabI, rAjakoTa, vavANiyA. 194ra amadAvAda, jetapura, vavANiyA. 1943 amadAvAda, muMbaI, morabI, vavANiyA. 1944 amadAvAda, jetapura, muMbaI merabI, vavANiyA. 1945 amadAvAda, bajANA, bharUca, muMbaI, morabI, surata, vaDhavANa, vavANiyA. 1946 khaMbhAta, jetapura, muMbaI, mULI, morabI, sAyalA, vavANiyA. 1947 ANaMda, khaMbhAta, muMbaI, rALaja, vavANiyA, vIrasada. 1948 ANaMda, bharUca, muMbaI, merabI, rALaja, vavANiyA. 1949 khaMbhAta, peTalAda, muMbaI, vaDodarA. 150 muMbaI 1951 uMdela, kaThora, khaMbhAta, dharmaja, boTAda, muMbaI, morabI, rANapura, lIMbaDI, vaDavA, vavANiyA, vIrasada, sAyalA, surata, haDamatAlA. 195ra ANaMda, kAviThA, khaMbhAta, naDiyAda, muMbaI, merabI, rALaja, vaDavA, vavANiyA. 1953 IDara, muMbaI, morabI, vavANiyA, viramagAma, sAyalA. 154 ANaMda, uttarasaMDA, kAviThA, kheDA, muMbaI, morabI, vavANiyA, vase, sAyalA. 1955 amadAvAda, IDara, naroDA, madrAsa, muMbaI, morabI, vavANiyA, viramagAma. 156 amadAvAda, dharamapura, muMbaI, morabI, vaDhavANa, vavANiyA, vIramagAma. 157 amadAvAda, tiththala, naDiyAda, muMbaI, morabI, rAjakoTa, vaDhavANa kempa.1 1. zrImaddanA sAhitya tathA anya prakIrNa mAhitIne AdhAre, sthaLanA akarAdi krama pramANe, A yAdI taiyAra karavAmAM AvI che. temAM AthI paNa vizeSa sthaLe hevAne saMbhava che.

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mAma rAja paNa Aba mahetA pItAMbara mANekavADA morabI pAse dAmajIbhAI amara eSathajI hIracha. lakSmIcaMda paMcANabhAI (1876-1914) bhANabAI (90 varSa) 1892 mAM vavANiyA AvyA. banabAI kAnajI mahetA ravajIbhAI mahetA (1902-1969) devabAI zivakuMvarabena catrabhuja becara mInAbena TokarazI pItAMbara jhabakabena jasarAja dorI manasukhabhAI jhabakabAI jIrubena jhaveracaMda malakacaMda zrImad rAjacaMdra (janma 19ra4,' kA. su. 15) (maraNa 1957 2. vada 5) jhabakabAI pariziSTa 6 maNibena divALIbena kAzIbena hemacaMdabhAI maNilAla sUrajabena sudarzana becaradAsa kAzIbena jagubhAI mehanabhAI maNibhAI manubhAI mAdhujIvana maganabhAI divALIbena kAzIbena ramurabena javalabena 1 chaganabhAi (saM. 1926-1965) (sa. 1948) bhagavAnalAla ra. medI (maccharo. ra001) kAbena (saM. 1958-1982) revubhAI saMghavI (saM.28) ratilAlabhAI (saM. 1952) maraNa nAnI vaye buddhidhanabhAI praphullabhAI manubhAI vidhutabena lalIbena zAMtAbena sudhAbena surasibena kusumabena jayaMtIlAla gAMdhI nAnubhAI dhIrajalAla zAha pravINabhAI hematabena - nagInabhAI indirAbena * javalabenano deha vilaya 4 tA. 09-03-78 mahA vada amAsa vi. saM. 2034 (juo pAnu. 58) -. . . . . . 0 0 0 0 0 nA ni : 2

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sUci AnaMdazaMkara AcAya -513, 639 40, 41 ajJAta-259 AkhathanaTa . leyama-69 edhavajI-200 aura gajheba-208 Indra-426 Izvara-288 IzvaracaMdra vidyAsAgara-4 Isu 186 ujamazIbhAI-575 udayalAla kazalIvAla-256, 257, rA. udayana rAja-184 umedaca'da khADiyA-397 kaccha darabAra-10 kapilamuni-183, 186, 187, 189, 196, 274 zmI2-48, 49, 50, 96, 41, 435, 452, 515, 518, 599 kuzalA (salI)khAI-601 kAkA kAlelakara-636, 640, 642 kAnajI svAmI-25, 265,268, 274, 277, 282,285,297, 315, 316, 323, 330,335, 342,345,348,353, 356, 35, 363, 768, 375 kAmadeva zrAvaka-181, 196 kAzIbahena-58 kIratacaMda-100 kuMDarika-148, 149 kuMdakuMdAcAya -40, 112, 128, 473, 495, 496, 536 kumArapALa-pa kuMvarajI-papa kRSNu-9, 92, 94, 96, 116, 182, 209, 215 kRSNadAsa-13 kRSNudAsa gApAlajI- 6 01 85 kRSNulAla mAhanalAla jhaverI-99, 107, 635, 640, 641 kezI svAmI-para4 kauravA-23, 221 khAdAvakSa zIramahamada-ra6 khImajI devajI-86, 275, 419, 574 khetazI-181 gajasukumAra-182, 183, 242, 304 gaTTulAlajI-17, 27 garAziyAbApu-43, 108 gAMdhIjI ma.-5, 38 thI 42, 46, 59, 71 thI 76, 79, 83, 86,100 101, 154, 176, 24,25:, 317, 375, 418, 499, 513, 504, 582 thI 592 640, 641 giradharabhAI-115 geApAlakRSNa gAkhale-5 geApAladAsa kharaiyA--116 gApIo-96 bra. gavanadAsajI-127, 155, 198,211,218,240, 249, 256,257,258,263, 291, 384, 614, 642, 646, 648 gAviMDhajI mULajI-638, 640 baiAzAlaka-349 gautamasvAmI-173, 182, 183, 186, 196, 301, 345, 434, 479, 524 ghelAbhAI jhaverI-64,55 catrabhuja ecara-30, 31, 226, 240, 419 caturbhuja-222 caturalAlajI-117, 504, 614 caDa-225 caMdrasi-ha-234 3. cadrasuri-517 sara cArlsa sAja *Ta-29,30 cAritravijayajI-642 cArvAka-279, 281 cidAna 67-48, 236 chaganalAla ( chaganazAstrI )-58 chaganalAla becara-576 muni chagana-610 Tama-49, 50, 96 TAlAla kapUraca'6-598 choTAlAla mANekacaCda-14, 43, 69, 79, 107 110, 112, 504, 592 cheTAlAla revAzaMkara a`jAriyA 32, 43, 105, 106, 107, 110, 174 jagadIzacaMdra zAstrI-198, 256 janaka-215 janArdana kAlIlakara~26 jamanAbAI-575 jamarojI tAtA--4 javalabahena-58, 6para jayavijayajI-315, 317, 322, 330 jinadAsa 149 jIjIbhAI pa jitendra-426 jIvAbhAI amIcaMda-640 je. ela. jUnI-257, 258 jeThamalajI-112 jesa'gabhAI-121,574,575,646 jUDAbhAI ( satya parAyaNa)-38, 43, 64, 100, 101, 108, 155, 417,418, 437,499, 527, 546, 569, 574 thI 58, 192, 637, 646 jhabakamAI-5,52, 108 jhaveracaMda bhagavAnadAsa-612

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zrImadanI janasiddhi jhaverabhAI-78, 115, 574 dI. bA kRSNalAla mohanalAla jhaverI 99, 197, 647 mi. Tarnara-29 TokarazI mahetA- 4, 110, 111, 119 TolsaToya-589 ThAkarazI laheracaMda-43, 114, DarazIbhAI (gosaliyA ) 107, 114, 218,252,253, pa74, 606, 624 thI 626 jasTisa telaMga-106 tAjamahAla-316 yaMbakabhAI-111 tribhuvanadAsa bhANajI-64, 111 112, 417 tribhavana mANekacaMda (tribhuvana bhAI)-38, 111, 112 417, 419, 515, 518, pa74, 592 damayaMtI-207 dayAnaMda sarasvatI-5. dayArAma-49, 50,96, 274, 634 dalapatabhAI bhagubhAI-33 dalapatarAma-28, 60, 209, 214 218, 512 dalAla-26 dalIcaMdabhAI-43, 108, 153 dAdAbhAI-4 che. dInubhAI paTela-256, 311 devakaraNajI-116 thI 118, 252 - 541,567, 571, 574,02, 604, 609 thI 6 13, 631 devacaMdabhAI-110, 111 devabAI-5, 6, 7, 113 devasI-181 daDha prahArI-150 kupada-215 droNa-215, 216 dropadI-207 pujAbhAI bhaTTa-79, 118, 520 dhanasaMcaya-133 581, 64 dharmaghoSasUri-183 pUjyapAda svAmI-119, 473 dhIre-49 pipaTabhAI manajI desAI-48 dhArazIbhAI-2, 80,91, 103 thI pipaTalAla mahekamacaMda-644thI64 106,48,49,574, 581 popaTabhAI-22, 583 nagInadAsa zeTha-66, 315,328, prakAzAnaMdajI- 604 330, 335, 34, 365, prabhAcaMdra sUri-149 370, 371 prayogavIra-38 nagInacaMda jhaveracaMda-65, 6 prAgajIbhAI-114 - 68, 604 Do. prANajIvanadAsa-79, 89 narmadAzaMkara mahetA (narmada)- 4, 110, 119 60, 209, 512,637 prItama-49, 50, 96 narabherAma-90 premacaMda motIcaMda-119 narasiMha mahetA-49, 50, 96, pRthurAja-217 159, 148, 410, 452, pRthvIrAja-219 453, 515, 518, 610 pAzvanAtha-443 navalacaMdabhAI-91 puMjabhAI hIrAcaMda-648 namirAja-12 thI 128, pharAmajI saksa-69 136 thI 140, 229 banArasIdAsajI-48, 325, 504, navalarAma-59, 211 535, 629 naLa-23, 221 baLavaMtarAya kalyANarAya ThAkoranirAMta keLI-50, 96 640 thI 42 nikulAnaMda-50, 634 bAhubaLa-180, 186, 196 nIlAbahena zazIkAMta-650, 654 buddhidhanabhAI-649 nAthIbAI- 601 becaradAsa dozI-258, 259 nAnacaMdabhAI-113 brahmadatta cakravatI-176 nemicaMdra muni-pa00 brahmA-588 naMdazaMkara-pa12 brAhmI-180 nAgendra-426 boddha-283, 467, 588 pataMjala-215, 216 Do. bhagavAnadAsa manasukhabhAIpadamazIbhAI ThAkarazI-12, 44, 155, 303, 473,642, 51 - 111 thI 116, 120, 504 bhagavAnalAla modI-6 48 parazurAma-215, 216 bhagIratha-2017 paMcANubhAI- 6 bhadrabAhusvAmI-31, 140 pAnAcaMda jhaveracaMda zeTha-574 bhadramuni-640 Do. piTarasana-28 bhartuhari-47, 129, 130 puNyavijayajI munizrI - 37 bharata cakravatI-140 thI 143, puMDarika-148, 149 180, 186

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bhAIlAla jagajIvana-649 336, 340, 345,348,349, The. ravajIbhAI devarAjabhAI-17 bhANajI rakhajI-609, 610 431,434, 467,478, 479, 35, 116 che. bhAMDArakara-5 502,506,524,544, 45, 2skina-588 bhIma-217 640 rasikalAla traMbakalAla mahetA-650 bhImajI valabhajI-68, 69 maheza-588 rasikalAla parIkha-639, 40 bhISma pitA-217. mANekalAlabhAI ghelAbhAI jhaverI- rahanemi-242 bhegIlAla zeTha-256, 272, 274 64, 69, 72, 86, 89, raMgajIbhAI-574 bhojo bhagata-50, 96 110, 251, 254, 574, ravajIbhAI mahetA-5, 108 maganabhAI desAI-640, 641 624, 640 ravIcidevI-6 maganalAla (khaMbhAta)-592 mAlazIbhAI-42, 104 rAghavajIbhAI-6 maNilAla nabhubhAI-516 mIrAM-49, 96, 159, 410, rAjematI-241 maNilAla sobhAgabhAI-509 451, 525 rAjA rAmamohana rAyamanasukhabhAI kiratacaMda- 38,43 muktAnaMda-49, 50, 634 rAma-9, 10, 126, 211, 215, 100, 101, 106, 109,113, mukulabhAI kalAthI-256, 261, 217, 422 152, 154155, 197, 223, 23, 271,281, 285,289, rAmadAsajI-9, 92 419,498, 515thI518,562, 292,303,39, 310, 312 rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa-pa 574, pa08 thI 582, 640 meghajI thANu-106 rAyazI-181 manasukhabhAI chaganabhAI-379 menAbAI-5 rAvajIbhAI desAI-256, 381, manasukhabhAI ravajIbhAI-5, 38, motIcaMdabhAI kApaDiyA-617 384, 396, 401 57, 58, 19, 66, 69, 70, metIbhAI bhagatajI-648 rukimaNI-149 90, 101, 108, 19, 189, mohanalAla dalIcaMda-258, 420, rUThI rANI-78 247,249,255, 256,260, - 461, 508 rustamajI (rustamajI)-25, 26 266,308, 309,314, 562, mohana lalubhAI-602 revAzaMkara ja. jhaverI-33, para, 571, 939, 640, 646 mohanalAlajI muni-117, 563, 57, 4, 5, 67, 70, manasukharAma sUryarAma-38, 54, 574, 606, 612, 616, 631 106, 107, 152 96,417, 419, 477, 549 medhIbAI devIbAI)-6 RSabhadeva- 42, 152, 180, manaharalAla kaDIvAlA-256 mRgAputra-145, 146, 147 223, 267, 102 manu mahArAja -216 yazovijayajI-120, 267, 26 8, RSizvara 326 manaharadAsa 50 270,273,275,280,282, De. roya-26 malicaMda jecaMda-79, 80 284,289,290,292,310, lakhadhIrajI bApu-650 malinAtha prabhu-650 312,505,506,536, 598 lallubhAI (bAraiyA)-78 malhArarAva-221 yudhiSThira-215 lallujI mahArAja (laghurAja svAmI) malakacaMdabhAI-79, 80 yogavAziSTha- 586, 599 13, 15, 38, 63, 36, 79, mahAprahma-408 raNachoDabhAI-80 86, 89, 91, 100, 101, mahAdeva goviMda rAnaDe-5 ratnarAja muni-614thI 616, 646 116,117,173,250thI 253, mahIpatarAma rUparAma-518 ratnAkara vaNa-142 276,309, 312, 313,38 3, mahAvIrasvAmI-15, 94, 130, ramaNalAla je. jethI-373, 642 398,409,47,418, 466, 166,167, 173,178,183, ramAbAI rAnaDe -4 488,499thI 502, 508,59, 186,264, 301, 326, 334, ravajIbhAI-588 543, 550,562,56 6, 569

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zrImadanI chalakasiddhi thI 574, 592 thI 595 601 thI 628, 639, 646 thI65ra lalubhAI goradhanadAsa-604 laheracaMdabhAI-pa74 laherAbhAI-107, 574 lakSamIcaMdajI munizrI-619, 644 lakSamInaMdana (jue zrI. rA.)-7 lamaNu-217. lAlacaMdabhAI-14 5. lAlana-106, 119 lokamAnya tilaka-5 lADa DelahAujhI-pa vrajabhAi gaMgAdAsa paTela-107 vanamALI-114 vasurAja-181, 196 vaziSTa-215, 216 vAsvAmI-149 vyAsa muni-96,215, 216, 310 vAIhAusa-26, vAmikI-215, 216 vAsudeva-96 vAtsAyana-310 vikaTeriyA rANI-4 vinayacaMda popaTabhAI-36, 126, vivekAnaMda-5, 64ra viSNu-pa86 vIracaMda desAI-43, 108 vikTara kATa-218 valabhadAsa bhANajI-6 42 zakrendra deva-136, 138 zyAma-200 zaMkara-189 zaMkarabhAI-101, pa74 zrI zaMkara paMcoLI-30, 31, 3ra zaMkarAcArya-47, 310 zAmaLabhAI-107, 108 zAstrI zaMkaralAla mahezvara-17 zAMtinAthaprabhu-112, 225, 644 zivakuMvarabAI-5 zekharasUri-pa34 zramaNa bhagavaMta-130 zreNika-133 thI 136, 171, 182, 408, 455 satya parAyaNa-178 saguNAbahena-649 sanatakumAra cakravatI-143, 148, 145, 186, 196, 345 samaMtabhadrAcAya-47, 48, 129, 230,472, 516,519, 534 sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa-4, 221 sahajAnaMda-49 sAkSAta sarasvatI-126 saMdhadAsa vAcaka-181 saMbhavanAtha tIrthaMkara-504, 650 saMtabAlajI-39, 315, 316, 322, 326, 330 thI 337 348, 350, 354, 358, 36ra, 364, 365, 368, 414 siddhasena divAkara-275, 285, - 394, 473 siddhArtha rAjA-130 sIta-207, 219 paMDita sukhadAsajI-230 sukhalAla chaganalAla-pa95 paM. sukhalAlajI-3 0, 99, 2.40, ra56, 260, 264, 265, 271, 281, 285, 289, 292, 300, 303, 309, 310, 311, 376, 420, 472, 232 sudarzana zeTha-182, 196, 345 suMdaradAsa-49, 602 suMdaralAla (khaMbhAta)-592 2, prathA adhyAtma sAra-267, 269 thI 278, 283 thI 288, 337 suMdarI-180 semAbhAI prabhudAsa-648 mAbhAI mahAsukharAma-89 suluma cakravatI-170,181, 186 sobhAgabhAI lallubhAI-11, 14, 15, 33, 34, 35, 38, 39, 42, 43,51, 56, 57, 63, 71, 76, 79, 81, 83, 84, 96, 100, 102, 105, 107, 111, 114, 251 thI 254, 358, 379, 391, 399,417, 418, 4ra3,562, 563, 564 pa67,569, 574, 581, 633 somAbhAI mahAsukhalAla-89 somAbhAI prabhudAsa-648 somila-182 hanumAna-211 harakhacaMdajI mahArAja-602, 603 haribhadrAcAya-96, 149, 195, 275, 310, haribhadasari-249, 309, 42, pa16, 586 pU. haSacaMdrajI-194, 317, 492, para5, para7, pa29, 530 harizcaMdra-215 lAhulIrAya-219 hIrA-108 hIrAlAla jhaverI-645 thI 647 hemacaMda TokarazI-58, 314 hemacaMdrAcArya-5, 47, 128, 142, 145, 180, 183, 472, 517 536 hemarAjabhAI-42, 104 Do. heppI-120 jJAnacaMdra nAhaTAjI-647, 650 jJAtaputra-336 akhAnAM pado (akhegItA)-274 adhyAtma kalpadruma-49 avadhAna kAvyA-220 anaMtajIna stavana-504

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zi aSTa prAbhUta-48 aMtakRta dazAMga sUtra-179 ajitanAtha jina stavana--504, 514 AcArAMga sUtra-47, 49, 276, 309, 336, 34, 348, 363, 372, 375, 387, 476, 534, 199 ADa yogadRSTinI sajjhAya-488, 506 Atmasiddhi-38, 39, 40, 42, 61, 62, 63, 82, 83, 87, 88, 91, 249 thI 275 303 thI 312, 377, 378, 393,394,395,401,402, 403, 412, 447, 107, 567, 595, 599, 606, 632 Atmasiddhisa'pA. mukula kalAthI - 261, 265, 267, 281,285, 299, 303, 309, 310, 312 Atmasiddhi vivecana-sa'pAmanasukhabhAI ravabhAI mahetA 269, 305, 309 AtmasiddhizAstra paranAM pravacano adhyAtma yAgI zrI kAnajI svAmI- 264, 26, 27, 283, 287, 297 AtmasiddhizAsra vivecanazrI bhAgIlAla giradharalAla zaeNDa272, 302 AtmAnuzAsana-48 AnaMdadhana ceAvIzI (Ata 4dhanajI stavanAvalI, padA)-48, 488, 502 thI 107, 515, 116, 534, 167, 190, 199 Apta mImAMsA-46, 272, 580 199 apUrva avasara-40, 42, 95, 315 thI 319, 353, 372 thI 378, 402, 500, 567 "apUrva avasara" paranAM pravacane315, 322, 324, 327, 334, 337,341,346,347, 352, 356,358,362,367,374 Azrama bhajanAvali-317 Avazyaka niyukti-149, 150 uttarAdhyayana sUtra-42, 46, 47, 49, 78, 125, 131 thI 138, 145, 146, 150, 162,176, 233,268,311,322,325 thI 328,332, 346, 350 thI 375, 389, 574, 550 uttaraniyukti-140 uddhavagItA-48 upadezAmRta-310, 312, 49, 192, 198, 605 upadezachAyA-61, 92, 100, 514, para9 thI 537, 608, 609, 613, 14, 617, 619 upadeza neAMdha-80, 100, 342, 514thI 520,530, 533,537 upadeza prasAda-150 upaniSada 371 upamiti bhavaprapaMca-580 upAzakadazAMga sUtra-180 kazmIranAM padeA-47 kagraMtha-49, 327, 199 karaNAnuyoga-536 kAti kaiyAnuprekSA-534 kAlajJAna 236 kAvyamALA-36, 125, 127 kurAna-586 kuMdakuMdAcAya racita prAbhutA-536 gaMdhahastI mahAbhASya-517 gItA-49,96,316, 187,588 zrI guNasthAna kramArA-616,317 gurugItA-47 gAmmaTasAra-49, 116, 516, 199 Fa cidAnaMdajInAM padA-47 cha dravya-507, 58 iMTam padeza-49 kSamApanAnA pATha-608 ja jIddIpa pragati-49 jinezvaranI stuti-179, 191, 192, 196, 232 jina vacana zAsrA-ra66 jIvana kaLA-126, 231 jaina bhUgALa-358 jainadarzana-377, 378, 402, 420, 107 jana sUtreA-315, 31, 322, 371, 477 jaina mA viveka-( zrImad rAja'dra)-417, 500, 567 jaDa cetana viveka-82, 84, 407 jaina sAhityanA sakSipta RtihAsa 262, 421, 513 ThANAMga sUtra-48, 49, 375, 406, 48, 598 tattvArtha sutra-49, 156, 194, 51, 534, 536 triSaNI zalAkA puruSa caritra-142, 145, 151, 18, 181, 183, 184, 186 dagadasya viveka--(zaMkarAcAya) 46 dayArAmanAM pado-49 dazavaikAlika sUtra-40,48,49,78, 267, 326, 343, 35, 417, 488,492 493, 534 dazapati dharma -78 dravya prakAza-40, 417, 489, 507, 608 dravya saMgraha-40, 48, 488, 499, 100, 107, 608 dAsamAdha-49 dvAdazAMgI-40, 166, 167, 192, 105

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94 dvAdazAnuprekSA-125, 199, 23, 231, 544 devAgama stAtra-49, 517, 119, 534, 537 daivajJa darpaNa-200 dhama saMgrahiNI-516 dhArA (padA)-49 minAtha jaina stavana-105 navatattva prakaraNa-126, 164, 167, 199, 237 tavanava-38, 154, 237, 508 mirAja graMtha-36, 126 naMdI sUtra-48, 49, 406, 48 tasiMhanAM padeA--48, 49 nityaniyamAdi pADe-377 nirAMta kALanAM padA-48 niSkuLAnadanAM padA-49 nIti vacane-37, 126, 199, 201, 545 zrI padmanadI zAstra-599 padmanaMdI paviMzati-49 paramAtmA prakAza-536 paramapada prAptinI bhAvanA--316, 324,335,343,348, 351, 354, 365, 368 thI 38 parama zAMta rasamaya-536 paMcata tra-47 paMcAstikAya-40, 48, 49, 488 thI 500, 500, 567, 52 paMcIkaraNa-48, 96, 596 pA tIkuMvarAkhyAna-201 purANa-312 puSpamALA-37, 126, 174, 199, 237 thI 243, 544 puSpIkA-131, 132 puMDariyAya-148 prakaraNa ratnAkara-48, 634 prajJAvAdha-154, 155 pratikramaNusUtra-9, 46, 93, 153 pratimA siddhi 40, 97, 99, 417, 488 thI 491, 512 pramAdhazataka-48, 96, 599 prabhAvaka caritro-151 pramANa zikSA-131 thI 147 pravacana sAra-46 thI 49, 310 pravINasAgara-9, 46 praznottara ciMtAmaNi-60 prItamanAM kAvyA-48 banArasadAsajInAM padA~534 bAIbala-586 bAlAvabAdha-147 bAla garabAvalI 210 medhavacanA-37, 126, 199, 242, 517 bauddha dana-266 bhagavadgItA-517 bhagavatI ArAdhanA--49, 536 bhagavatI sUtra-46 thI 49, 47, 48, 409, 476, 478, 198, 602 bharatezavaibhava (zrI ratnAkaravI ) 142 bhadrabAhu saMhitA-31, 32 bhAgavata-49, 51, 96, 18, 219, 274 bhAvanAmeAdha-35 thI 38, 45, 47, 74, 76, 126 thI 132, 145, 149 thI 153, 169, 178, 181 thI 186, 197, 199, 203, 229, 231, 243 thI 247, 255, 390, 417,482,507, 511, 544, bhUtanibaMdha-201 maneAharadAsanAM padeza-49 maNiratnamALA-49, 96, 5:5, 589 mallinAtha jita stavana-505 zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi mahAbhArata-36, 126, 312 mImAMsA-407, 472 mIrAMbAInAM padA-49 muktAnaMda padmA-48, 49 munisamAgama-38, 125, 152, 199, 234, 417 muNDakApaniSada-374 munisuvrata jita vana-505 me kSamA prakAzaka-599, 606 meAkSamALA-36, 37, 38, 47, 74, 86, 93 thI 97, 126, thI 132, 152 thI 161, 108, 179, 186 thI 203, 229 thI 237, 244, 247, 255, 291, 341 thI 346, 364,401, 403,411,415, 419,476,482,507,512, 516, 517,para0, 544, 174, 579, 190,582,586,pa98, mAkSamArga svarUpa-510 meAkSa siddhAMta-40, 99, 417, 489, 106, 567 meAkSa sukhAdha-37, 126, 150, 152, 24, 247 yogadarzana-266 yAgadaSTi-536 yogadaSTi sajhAya (ATha)-120, 505, 106, 634 yeAgaSTi samuccaya-516, 572 yAbiMdu-516, 572 yogavAsiSTha-49, 96, 390, 476, 186, 599 yAgazAstra--( hemacaMdrAcAya )-41, 47, 49, 599 ratnakaraDa zrAvakAcAra ( sama ta bhadrAcAya )-48, 125, 129, 199,230,232,233,500 rasikavallabha ( dayArAma )-274 rAjapadya-189, 225

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zi rAmAyaNa-36, 126 RSima'DaLa ( dhama dhASari kRta ) 182 leAkatattva niya-49, 195 leAka svarUpa rahasya-394, 400, 403 vacanasaptazatI-36, 126, 178, 199, 240, 241 vasudevahiNDi (sa dhadAsavAcaka kRta) 181 vyAkhyAnasAra ( 12 ) (zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha)-80, 100, 514, 530 thI 140 vAsupUjita stavana-505 vicArasAgara-49, 599 veda-102, 587, 188 vedAMta-266, 420 vairAgyazataka (bhatR hira)-47 zAstravArtA samuccaya (haribhadrAcA) -275, 310 zAMta sudhArasa-516, 182 agAsa AvRtti 1-7thI18, 30, 44,45, 46, 48 thI 56,61, 62, 63, 70thI75, 79thI90, 93, 94, 95, 97, 98, 118, 134 thI 141, 146 thI 150, 154, 155, 156, 166, 167, 170, 171, 181thI 184, 193thI1989, 224thI 227, 229 thI 237, 241, 242,30,707, 325,32, 338, 339, 347, 348, 357 thI 360, 374, 375, 379 thI 382,386,387thI 289,397, 398,401,402,409thI 412, 420 thI 26, 430 thI 435, 438, 441 thI 448, 451, zikSApatra-599 zrIpALa rAsa-49 zrImad bhAgavata-47, 634 zrImad rAjacadra nIce jue, zreyAMsanAtha jita stavana-504 Trakzana samuccaya-250, 279 303, 309, 107, 515, 516, 519, 132, 533, 172, 585thI586 paTTaprAbhUta saMgraha-48 samakti adhikAra-282 samayasAra-112, 113, 291, 309, 310, 198 thI 600 samayasAra nATaka-48, 49, 417, 481, 488, 14, 505 506, 634 samavAyAMga sUtra-49 sammati tarka prakaraNa-275, 285, 406 samAdhi zataka-49, 119, 604 sarvA siddhi-311, 533thI534 zrImad rAjacaMdra ane zrImad rAjacaMdra 454 thI 458, 460, 461, 462, 478 thI 482, 489, 492 thI 505,515, 116, 517, para1, parara, 123, 131, 132, 537, 542, 143,567 thI 572, 575, 58, 181, 595,598, 599, 200,08, 609, 612, 13,620, 621 agAsa AvRtti 2-426, 427 AvRtti 5-5, 6, 23, 24, 25, 66 thI 70, 153, 154, 197,198, 386, 488, 410, 411, 422 thI 431, 438, 442, 443, 444, 440thI 457, 46thI863 -prUtha-417, 418, 474, zrI FOL sa'gIta kalAdhara-571 sabhavanAya jina stana-504 sati dhama (zrImad rAjacaMdra) 417, 495, 512 saMsAra sukha-201 sAmAyika sUtra-9,46, 93, 153, 543 sArvajanika sAhitya-36, 126 sAkSAt sarasvatI-35, 37, 126 siddha prAbhUta-48 siddhAMta rahasyasiddhinAM seApAna-315, 316, 317, 320, 921, 326, 330thI 338, 358, 351, 353, 354,358,359,362,364, 365, 369 thI 376, 474 siddhAMta sAra-279 suMdaradAsajInA graMthe! (padya)-599 suMdara vilAsa-49 meAdha saMgraha-199, 200, 201, 211, 219, 220 praNIta 476, 481, 508 thI 112 514, 115, 573, 534, 582 596 thI 599, 637, thI64 -kAvya amRta jharaNAM-381,385, 401 -abhya tara pariNAma avaleAkata- 474, 475, 409thI481 -Atmasiddhi zAstra (kAnajIsvAmI)-260 -Atmasiddhi zAstra (bhAgIlAla gI. zeTha)-191, 260 -Atmasiddhi zAstra (manasukhalAla 21bhAI)248, 255, 260 -Atmasiddhi zAstra (mukulabhAI kalAthI)-250

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sev - Atmasiddhi zAstra-gadya bhAvA (manaharalAlakaDIvAlA)-256 -Atmasiddhi zAstra (geAvanadAsajI brahmacArI) (agrejI anuvAda)25, 251, 252 -Atmasiddhi zAstra (rAvabhAI desAI)- -Atmasiddhi zAstra (aMgrejI anuvAda) (je. ela. jainI)250, 251, 2para -Atmasiddhi zAstra-marAThI anuvAda (ajJAta)-257, 258 -Atmasiddhi zAstra--saMskRta anuvAda (paDita ecaralAla dezI)256, 257 Atmasiddhi zAstra-hiMdI anuvAda (udayalAla kazalIvAla)-168, 250 thI 253 -adha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha-6, 7, 15, 33, 42, 77, thI 81 196, 197, 257, 291, 292, 303,304, 322, 313, 374, 375, 397, 398, 472, 473, 571, 190, 591, 636thI 643 ane gAMdhIjI--374, 375, 583 thI 598 dhI inDiyana spekTara (Indian Spector)-18,24, 27, 91 gujarAtI28 dhI TAimsa epha inDiyA-18, 24, 27, 29 jAme jamazeda-18, 24, 26,29, ajJAna-431, 433, 450,457 anyatvabhAvatA-138, 140 anAthIpaNuM-50, 96, 135 anAnupUrvI -111 -chevaTanI bhalAmaNa-491, 493, 494 --rAja jayatI vyAkhyAnA 172 101, 102, 484, 485, 581, 582, 635, 636 -jIvanakaLA-16, 17, 65, 66, 107,108,109,113, 114, 120,121,126, 127, 197, 198,210, 211,231, 241, 24,253, 254,503,504, para1, parara, 565,566, 569, 170,593,506,598,08 jIvana jyeAti-636, 637 -jIvanayAtrA-45, 46, 73, 7, 76 thI 79, 84, 85, 86 637 thI 141 -jIvanarekhA-28, 30, 31, 42, 43, 63, 64, 104, 105, 110, 111, 115, 116, 150, 151, 515, 51, 530 thI 55 -jaina zAstramALA 587, 188 -praNIta tattvajJAna-480, 481 -vacanAvalI-511, 512 -vicAra nirIkSaNa-194, 195, 317, 318, 493, 494, sAmayikA tathA vamAnapatrA 3. 41, 107 jaina-642 dharmAM 6Nu-222 dharma sadbAdha ratna-222 embe gejheTa-29 muMbaI samAcAra-18, 19, 23, 4, viSayA anitya bhAvanA-37, 128, 132, 140 apUrva avasara-neA racanAsamaya315, 8nI sarvapriyatA-317 zrImaddanI jIvanasiddhi parapa thI 530 -vicAraratneA-29,30, 237, 238, 376, 418, 440, 41ra, 471, 472, 537 -zAstravArtA samuccaya-275, 276, 310, 311 -samuccayavacaryA-4, 126,417 474, 483 thI 488 --hastAkSara nedha (rAjanIzI)-417, 418, 474, 483 thI 486, anusavAna pA. 679 thI sUtrakRtAMga-sUyagaDAMga-17, 40, 46,48,49, 78, 13, 310, 417, 118, 63, 604 smaraNIya prasaMga-41 strI nIti dharmAM 201 zrI nIti khAdhaka-36, 37, 60, 126, 127, 200, 202, 206 thI 211, 221, 233, 245, 252, 255, 554 syAdavAda ma'jarI-279,293,304 svarAya jJAna-36, 38, 46thI 49, 126, 199, 236 kAtikrayAnuprekSA-516, 132, 599, 605 svAmI 24, 27, 91 pAyAnIyara (The Pioneer) 91 vijJAna vilAsa-37, 211 sukhAdha prakAza-37, 218 saurASTra da Nu-211 abhayadAna !-235 abhiniveza-87, 431thI472, 433, 450, 457 abhimAna-431, 432,433, 450

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sUci atyaMtara pariNAma-480 avadhAna-4, zakti-16, atijJAnane prakAra che-17, zrImad karelA avadhAnanI vigata 17thI 31, zaktisvayaMbhU-29 avadhijJAna-16, 40, 42, 43, 44 0nI prasaMge-103, 105, 108, 109 azacibhAvanA-128, 143,175, 203 0ne sanat kumArane anubhava-143 azaraNa bhAvanA-37, 128, 133, 232 astikAya-45, 486 asaMtoSa-3 aMtalipikA-222 aMtaraMga zreNI-10, 454 aMtarAya-157, 429 AtmA-278 thI 290 adbhuta AnaMdamaya-601, 12, 0nAM cha pada 159-261, 275, 531 0nI mahattA 173, asaMga 286, 361 ne guNe 297, 299, 436, 0nuM ekatva 436 AtmAnuM astitva-262276, 278, 281, 388, 473, 533 nitya-262, 276, 390, 533 kartApaNu-262, 276, 286, 288 bhaktApaNuM-262, 276, 288 mokSa-262, 277, 290 mekSane upAya-262, 277, 292 AtmAthI-263, 0nAM lakSaNe 39, 269, 272, 273, 274 310 330 thI 335 35ra, 392 AtmabrAMti-301 AtmathiratA-332, 399 AtmavikAsa-393, 394 86 Atmasiddhi zAstranI gahanatA215, 002Anagane graMtha 245, 0nA mananane adhikArI, vaga-251, 0nA adhikArI varga para paDelo prabhAva 252, 0nI racanA vItarAga mAga pratitI-260, matamatAMtara rahita 260, 0mAM susaMgatatA- 26, 0mAM cha darzanane sAra- - 302, 303, 8nI maulikatA 309, 9nI lokabhAgyatA Azrava bhAvanA-128, 147, 148 Idriyajaya-440, 441, 446 IzvaranuM akartApaNuM-611 udAsInabhAva-37, 324, 335, 586 633 0zrImanIudyama-6 05 upadezabodha-400 upazama koNI-14, 0mAM jIvanuM patana-14 upasaga-328, 0nA prakAra-332, 333-334 ekave savathI-9, bhAvanA135, 0nI namirAjendrasiddhi137 kaTAkSa kAvya-229 kadAgrahamAM hita nathI-61 kamasiddhAMta-235, 236, 288, 291,292, 296, 297 319 0ne prakAra-293, 361, 362 0ne nAza 290, 294, pa29 0dhAtI-327, adhAtI-4ra7 kalpanA-8 kalyANa-438,4pa1 kavitvazakti-161 kaSAya-81, 5, 429 0nA prakAra 81, 325, 349, 0dha-97, 341, 0mAna-341, mAyA341, lAbha-341, 0anatA nubaMdhI 429, 450, 531 krAMti-3, 58, zrImadanA vicAramAM-58, samAjakSetre 59, 0adhyAtma kSetre 60 kriyAjaDa-262 kevaLajJAna-16, 44, 356, 360, 361, 422, 461 kevaLI-sagI-372, ayogI 373, prarUpita siddhAti-para3 kSamA-156, 181 kSapaka zreNI-13, 335, 356 kSINamoha-359, 36 0 khAlasAnIti-3 gati160, 425 garabI-002 prArthanA vize- 203, kSaNabhaMguradeha vize0udyama vize-204, jJAna vize-204, doSanivAraNa athe-206, 0nIti vize-207 graMthAbhyAsa-zrIma-45, zrImad kaI rIte karatA-46, aneka dhama ane saMpradAyane lagatA hata-47 guNasthAna-315, 39, 268 356 thI 359 361 nA nAma315 thI 318 gurumAlampi-379thI 383, 397 443, 448 gRhastha uttama-173 gRhasthAzrama-10, 51, 0zrImadanA patnI vizenA khyAla-55, ke joIe-58, -mInuM kartavya-55, 0mAM paNa kalyANa thaI zake-58 dhrANendriyanI vizeSatA-106 cAritravyathI ane bhAvathI

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692 zrImadanI jIvanasiddhi 358, 0AtmacAritra-396 tiya gati-160 naiyAyika-101, 12, 303, cAritra meha-325, 3ra4, 355 tIrthaMkara-15, 114, 128, 156 306, 435 356 323, 340, 342, 365, paramAtmA-321 cArvAka dazana-303, 304 370, 373, 408, 4ra7, paramezvara-31, 0nuM prabhutva-202, cetana-283 thI 288 403thI 407 437, 448, 451, 455 chatra prabaMdha-227, 228 * tRNa saMskArI-10, 169,174 parigrahanI aniSTatA-180, 347 jagata-31 0 prati udAsInatA- 0nuM svarUpa 189 33, 444 32 0kartA-203, 0nuM svarUpa dayA-158, 159, 169,0nA prakAra paribhramaNa-12 0zAthI thayuM -14 424, 468 -159, 8nI agatya 159, pariSaha-332, thI 334 0nA jaDa-403 thI 407 0dhamanu mULa 170, 171 prakArajayotiSa 10, 0grahAcAranA ava- dazanAha-325, 327. pUrvakama-53 lekina parathI ghaDAyela zAstra darzanAvaraNIya-156, 427 pUrvajanma-12, 13, 15 30 thI 36, 0mAM zrImaddanuM devagati-160, 425 pUrvabhava-12, 15 jJAna-30thI36 0mAM navidyAnuM deha-203, 241, 283, 407, pugala-349, 355, 367 jJAna 27, itarapha zrImaddane 425, 26 nI kSaNabhaMguratA punarjanma-13 verAgya AvavAnuM nimitta 203 paMcamahALa ne tenA lakSaNe-1dara, 28, kalpita ra9, kalpita dravya-495 thI 498, saMgraha 166, 448 kahevAno hetu-29, 0mAyika paMcamahAvrata-408, 466 499 0prakAza-507 padArtha-29, 05ramArtha mAgamAM dravya cAritra-347 pratikramaNa-9, 46, 93, 153, vigharUpa-30 thI 36 173, 176 dravyAnuyoganI vizeSatA-39, 249 jati smaraNajJAna-10463, 533 pratibaMdha-338 kayAre thAya-12. kevI rIte duSamakALa-419, 421, 4pa1 pratimAsiddhi-487 na thAya-21, 12. 15, zrIma dharma-4, 384, 0mAM bhede 162, pratyAkhyAna-170, 408 jitendriyatA-169 0mAM matamatAMtara 165, 437, prAthanA-202 jine AjJA-267, 335 dhamamaMthanakALa-93, 0dharmomAM jaina pramAda ane tenA prakAra-16, 173, jina prabhunI vANI-407, 412 dhamanI zreSThatA 338, 433, 434, 173 jIvana prakAra-406, 420, 520, dhyAna-162, 44ra, 0nA-prakAra bIjajJAna-41, 102, 383 536 162, 440 0nA bheda 16, brahmacarya ane teno mahimA-37 jaina darzana 39, 464, 466, 0nAM lakSaNa-162 170, thI 175, 188 507 0nI uttamatA 39, 194, narakanI vedanA-145, 0nI-gati briTiza sattA-3 307, 317, 377, 387,519 160, 0nA du:kha-233 thI 235 bauddhadazana-301, 304 0mAM anekAMtavAda 307, 412 nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA-31thI - bhakti -158, 409,45ra, prakAzavAnI yogyatA kenAmAM ? 329, 356, 387, 0mAM mahatva jinezvaranI 451, 0nA lAbha- 464, 0nI vartamAna sthiti puruSa-322 159, ne mahimA-24, 158 nirjarAbhAvanA-18, 131, 1pa0, 159, 409, 451, 45ra tattvavicAraNA-409,417 418, bhaktimArganI zreSThatA-62, 95, 96 419 nityakrama-175 bhAvanAbodha-128,0nI racanA-129 ta5353, 440 nizcaya dhama-158 bhASAjJAna 0zrImanuM-44 tyAga-38, 438, 439 nivRtI bodha-146 bhedatyAga-95 424

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azvi 683 viveka- 174, jJAna-467 viSaya-188, 338 vItarAgatA- 24 vedAMta-zrImanA vicAra-3thI 100, 162, 421 virAgya-12, 337, 323, 545, 557 0nI mahattA-130, 265, zrImane-323, 441, 444, 557 rAjakAraNa-3 rAtribhejana-169 rASTrajIvana-3 rojanIzI-41, 876, 479 labdhi -42,44, 46 0ne upayoga 46, 47 zrImane pragaTI hatI - 46, 47 liMgadehajanya jJAna-575 lekasvarUpa bhAvanA-128, 131, 150, 400 lAbhakaSAya-84, 346 vacanAmRta-126, 199, 242 vyavahAra dhama-158, zuddhi-158, 434 vyApAra-zrImad vyApArI-darathI 76 ,, 0mAM zrImaddanI cokasAI-dara. thI76 , mAM naphA vizeno khyAla-62 thI76 ,, mAM zrImadranI prAmANikatA darathI76 0mAM bhAgIdAro sAtheno vartAva -durathI 6 ,, 0mAM zrImadbha jaLakamaLavata paNuM-62thI76 e thI nivRtti-70 0mAM nivRttinA samaye dharmAciMtana-71, 72 , othI chUTavAnI vRtti-durathI ja ne, 9 vize matamatAMtara-39,62,437, 467 521, 533 matAthI jIva nAM lakSaNe-39, 267 thI 271, 310 mana:5vajJAna-16, 41 thI 44 manuSyagati-160, 0nA du:kha-45 manuSya deha-45, 0dehattama 145 nI upayogitA-145 mAnakaSAya-82, 84, 264, 346 mAyAkaSAya-82, 84, 346 mithyAtva-85 0 tenA lakSaNe-87 0 nA sthAnake-276 0 nI bhAva-296 0 draSTi-456 1 abhigrahika-87, 88, 8pa7 2 anAbhigrahika-87, 457 3 abhinivezika-87, 431 thI 433 4 sazayika-87, 4pa7 5 aNabhAga-87, 88, 457 muktabhAvamAM mokSa-94, 311, 433, 443 mumukSu-tA-443, 2nI jAgRti 444, 0nA lakSaNe-445,446 mokSapaMtha-296,371,377,406 mokSamArganI ekatA-93, 263, 264, 273,295, 296,37, 375, 394, 546, 547 prApti-320 makSatsukha-186, 375, 466, 531, 0 varNana-375, 0mAga- 394thI398 mehanIya-157, 294, 360, 361, 362, 420, 4ra7 yamaniyama-20, 28, 321, 377, 379, 389, 408 rAga 6-84, 385, 403, nuM a5-514 - zAMti-160 zuSkajJAnI-265 zrImanuM sAhitya-32 -rAmAyaNa mahAbhArata padyamAM33 -apUrva avasara-39 -Atmasiddhi-38 -kAvyakaLAne uttama namUne-32 -ghaDiyALa vize 300 kaDI-33 -chUTaka lekho tathA anya gAthAonI samajutI-40 -jIvAjIva vibhakti-36 -jIvatava saMbaMdhI vicAra-36 -namirAja graMtha. sArvajanika sA.no graMtha-33 -pa -38 -paMcAstikAyane anuvAda-40 -prakIrNa kAvya-39 -bhAvanAbA-33, 128 -munisamAgama-36 -mokSamALA-33, 150 -mekSasubodha-35 -rAmAyaNa-mahAbhArata padyamAM33 -rAjanIzI, hastane dha- 1 -vivecanAtmaka lakhANa- 40 -strInIti bedhaka-33 -svarodaya jJAna paranI TIkA 36 zrImanI AtmadazA-pa64, pa65 ,, 0mAM pALavA yogya niyamo zrImad vicArelA 75, 76 , 0mAM dhama-6, 77 vyAsajInI addabhuta bhakti-86 vidyA-ra05, 0nI agatya-205, 207 vinaya 180, 0nuM mAhAtmya 180, 268, 266

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ter zrImanA AtmavikAsa-541 zrImanuM vyaktitva 76thI90 -adbhuta kamA'-78, 99 --gRhastha chatAM muni-79, 80, "jagatanA vaibhava prati ameATu78, 78 -ni:spRha-83, 84 -nI samAdhistha dazA-89, 90 vairAgya pratyeka kArya mAM-78, 79 -satyAnveSaka saMyamI77, 78, 79 pagdarzana-463, 464 sadeva-157, nA guNNA--158, 162 nA upakAra-253, 261 satyama-37, 157, 261, 412 sadgurunAM lakSaNlRA-159, 265 -nI prApti-412, 415 --nu' mAhAtmya-268, 269, 415, 444 satpuruSa-62 -kaiANu ?-446 -kema ALakhAya ?-446 -nI AjJA ArAdhananuM phaLa 448 "nI avajJAnuM kuLa450 -nu` mAhAtmya-62, para2,parapa -mAM zraddhA-62 satya--178, 181 sata zruta-442, 443 sata sa'ga-12, 420, 442, 447 -nI durlabhatA--450 -nuM mAhAtmya-12 -samyagdarzananuM' sAdhana-160 samapaNu-116 samabhAva-351, 352, 353 samAdhimaraNa-89, 91 samyakcAritra-16, 37, 15, 157, 171 102, 139, 265, 304 samyagnAna-37, 156, 16, 165, 169, 171 172, 179, 265 304 samyagdarzana-37, 76, 156, 1 57, 169, 170, 172 179, 197 453 thI 457 -kSAyika-456 tAM Avazyaka aMgA-447 -nAM lakSaNlRA-80, 84, 549 "nuM mAhAtmya 456, 501 baMne siddhi sAthe saMbadha-456 -nA puruSAtha-532 sAkSAt sarasvatI-126 -pAmavA mATenuM mukhya sAdhana 160 zrImadna-77, 78 sarjana pratibhA-39 sarva saMga parityAga-88, 89, 98 0mA 438 thI 440 prakAzavAmAM sauthI agatyanA 100 sauMkalpa vikalpa-12 sauyatidhama-443, 493 saMvarabhAvanA- 128, 129, 149 saMsAra- -prema vadhe -55 -du:khamaya-149, 105 -nI asAratA-314 --nI nivRtti-130 --nI pravRtti pUrNAMkanA bhAgavaTA arthe -57 -nu adhata-322 zrImaddnI jIvanasiddhi nu` svarUpa-161, 420 -neA kSaya kema thAya ?-papa, 4222, 423, 324, 441 -nA tyAga=130 -nA zrImadnA AvelA ka'TALA 55 "nA sudhArA-200, 201 sAmAyika-168, 169, 173 sAMkhya-101, 162, 303, 308 siddhakSetra 150, 368, 370 siddhAMta meAdha-470 strI keLavaNI-pa6, 201, 202 strI viSe vicArA-44, 0nI sAthenA vartAva devA hAvA joIe-53, 54 sparzendriyanI ajamatA-106 smaraNazakti-8, 10, 106 yAdAdaA lI-166, 284, 288, 306, 308 svacchaMda-264 267, 322, 380 381, 409, 431 thI 433 45, 457, 532 svAtanya samAma-3 svayaM bhUramaNa samudra-351, 359 jJAna-48, 407 -dazA-457 -nA prakAra-460 -nI nima LatA-49 ---nI zrImadbhu prAptijJAnAvaraNIya-157, 427 jJAnI-ajJAnInA bheda-459 jJAnInI du`bhatA=524 jJAnInI AjJA-408, 4ra3 thI 426, 446, 451, 457 jJAnInI avajJA 450

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