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________________ kakakakakakakakakaka kakakakalokalokakakalokalokalokalokalokalokalokalogeloosceos dakakakalokalokakakaokakakaka kakalokalokakakakaka ne tsa gatsakatsakatsakatsakalokalowakaka loakakaka Gakakakalokalokalokalokalokalokaloka , kakakakakakakakakatsakakaka ka kalokalokalokalokalokalokalokalokalokalohi kalodaneloda iyagayadlayadatsakatsakakakalokalokalotsalokaloka galotsayatsayatsayatsawalodigvwaloyalokalokalokalokalohi waya adahihi gatsakawaisdi gosdayi gosdayi galohi disesdi dewi igiya nusdv hv hi gv helohilo tsu% wa gasesdaya kaka oo kaka kaka , oooooo gohi iga ayasta gaseyaseyesesese sesesesesesehihv iyasgohinelolohisdlasdlasdlasdla %sdladladladladladladladladladladlanedohvna gawohilvdodi , sesesese seseselv nudagi gilo
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________________ bAla brahmacArI zrI neminAthAya nama: zrI AnaMda-kSamA-lalIta-suzIla-sudhamasAgara gurabhe nAma 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 00000000000000000000 abhi -6] q, upadeza prA sAda bhAga-2 zrAvaka-jIvana aMge parizIlana 000000000000000 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000che -: grantha preraka : pUjya munirAja zrI sudharmasAgarajI mahArAja sAheba 4 grantha sarjaka ka muni zrI dIparatna sAgara (M. Com. M. Ed.) "abhinava hema laghu prakriyA sarjaka saMvata ane mane ema jAjika-pa-90
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________________ chuM anukramaNikA aNdN cNdN aNdNgaa 41 81 101 kama parizIlana adhyayana 95 36 vA ane laNe dAnanuM mahatva 37 re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha supAtradAna 38 jIvADIne jIve abhayadAna 39 bhAve DIje dAna dAnanA anya prakAre 31 40 oTale Apyo te badhuM ApyuM vasatidAna 41 amUlya ghareNuM zIla-brahmacarya 4ra zAzvata sukhane upAya zIla-cartutha vrata 61 43 jIvana jIvavAnI kalA zIla-sadAcAra 71 44 kama nijArAnuM amegha sAdhana tapadhama mahattA 45 muktipatha upavAsathI utsarga tapa bAhyAbhyatara 46 bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA anazana tapa 47 bhejana karavAnI kalA uNAdarI tapa 111 48 saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI vRtti saMkSepa tapa 121 49 ke jIbhanI lAlasAne satyAga tapa 131 50 deha dukha mahAphalam kAya kleza tapa 141 51 zIkhe kaMIka kAcabA pAse saMsInatA tapa 151 para pApa chedana prakriyA prAyazcita tapa 161 pa3 namanathI mukti vinaya tapa 171 54 "sevA karo"--paNa konI? vaiyAvacca tapa 55 uttamottama tapa svAdhyAya tapa pa6 ciMtana karavAnI kalA dayAna tapa pa7 "tyAga kare paNa zene? utsarga tapa 211 58 bhAva e ja "baMdha ane mokSa" bhAvanuM mahattva rara1 59 jema saMdhyAnA vAdaLane raMga anitya bhAvanA 231 60 ke navi zaraNam azaraNa bhAvanA 241 61 saguM tAru keNa sAcuM re saMsAra bhAvanA 251 181 191 201
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________________ 281 krama parizIlana adhyayana pRSTha dara cetana tuM ekAkI re ekava bhAvanA 63 paMtha zire paMthI malyA re anya bhAvanA 271 64 nava daravAjA vahe niraMtara azuci bhAvanA 65 reke jhaTa kama kacarAne Azrava bhAvanA da6 jIvananI sarvazreSTha kSaNo saMvara bhAvanA 301 67 karo kama cakacUra nirjarA bhAvanA 311 68 lokamAM kayAM rahevuM tAre lekasvarUpa bhAvanA 321 da9 sauthI dulabha zuM? bodhi durlabha bhAvanA 331 70 se kathita dhamane dharma svAkhyAta bhAvanA 341 71 parahita ciMtA maitrI bhAvanA 72 guNano anurAga pramAda bhAvanA 361 73 sarvei jIva karu zAsana rasI kAruNya bhAvanA 371 74 jagata jIva he karamAdhInA mAdhyastha bhAvanA 381 351 > > >002 -2002 thI 5001000<> <> | mudraka | []] prakAzaka ]i navaprabhAta prinTIMga presa + abhinava zrata prakAzana che ghI kAMTA roDa C. pra. je. mahetA nevelTI sinemA pAse, jesaMga nivAsa amadAvAda-380001 pradhAna DAka ghara pAchaLa jAmanagara-361001 Klockoronoworonoksikoloorores saMvata-ra04. vaizAkha me-190 620020600->0<> >> > > > > >> > >
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________________ amadAvA che dravya sahAyaka che. 400000000000004 zrI bhIDabhaMjana pArzvanAtha jaina ve. mUrti saMgha nImaca zrI zAMtinagara . mUrti. jena saMgha zrI khuzAla bhuvana jaina saMgha zrI jhaverIpArka AdIzvara jaina saMgha zrI vardhamAna jaina saMgha usmAnapurA zrI paramAnaMda jaina saMgha vitarAga sosAyaTI zrI saMskRti bhavana zAMtinagara zrI gulAba zAMti svAdhyAya maMdira zrI DabhoDA jaina saMgha DabheDA zrI pATaDI mahAjana jaina saMgha sAcavazrI lAvaNyazrIjInA sadupadezathI pATaDI zrI revatAcala tirthoddhAraka pU. A. devazrI nitisUrijI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA pa. pU. mahA tapavI sA. caMdrakaLAzrIjI ma.sA.nA upadezathI phephalIyAvADa-pATaNa vAsupUjyanI khaDakImAM. comAsA nimittopratikamaNanI belInA. haste jayaMtIlAla zAha-UMbarIvALA zrI nIcanA dravya sahAyaka paTavA manAlAlajI sapatalAlajI gaMbhIramalajI manoharasiMhajI koThArI kezarImalajI zerasiMhajI pAmecA gaNezIlAlajI pUnamacaMdajI coraDIyA caMdrakAntAbahena dha, 5, prakAzacaMdra mAnavajI haMsarAja harapAra lAlakA (mAmAjI) bhAgamalajI bhAmAvata nAgorI sUrajamalajI [pArasa sTena] sAgaramalajI pAmecA [jaina pustaka bhaMDAra] rAjamalajI DuMgaravAla pramodakumArajI jaina kaDImalajI basaMtIlAlajI laDa uttamacaMdajI pArasamalajI DosI
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________________ cathamalajI yazavaMtasiMhajI leDhA mAMgIlAlajI hastImalajI caudharI jJAnacaMdajI kanaiyAlAlajI leDhA mAMgIlAlajI mogarA cAMdamalajI pradIpakumArajI leDhA rAmacaMdrajI jaina jJAnacaMdajI DuMgaravAla rAjamalajI paravALa dharamacaMdajI bhAmAvata nemicaMdajI AMcalIyA [ThekedAra] rozanalAlajI bethA (dalAla) rAjamalajI saMtoSakumArajI rAMkA kRSNAbAI dha. 5. punamacaMdajI pagArIyA cIraMjIvalAlajI zaMkaralAlajI poravADa pU. pitAzrI kasturacaMdajInI smRtimAM khyAlalAlajI pAvata nirmaLAbena dha. pa. kuMdanamalajI bhAmAvata mANekalAlajI kaTArIyA (dhAtaravALA) kAntAbAI gha. 5. zAMtilAlajI leDhA manaharasiMhajI leDhA sADI senTaravALa] hamIramalajI saMteSasiMhajI ke ThArI hamIramalajI akhesiMhajI koThArI kamalAbAI dha. 5. madanalAlajI virANI anItA dha. 5. vidakumAra bAbIyA kanaiyAlAlajI yazavaMtasiMhajI leDhA zAMtAbena dha. 5. mAmalajI bhAmAvata (janavALA) motIlAlajI mANekacaMdajI zekhAvata zAMtIlAlajI sagarAvata saradAramalajI uMmarAvasiMhajI jaina vhAralAlajI baMsIlAlajI caDIyA zIvadayAla pArasamalajI bhaDArI zrI pArzva mahilA maMDaLa-nImaca
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________________ - amadAvAdanI dravya sahAyaka : anubhAI cImanalAla zAha amRtalAla dalasukhabhAI hAjI bhagavAnadAsa mANekacaMda sAMDesarA maphatalAlajI paMDita lAlabhAI hiMmatalAla davAvALA racaMdrakAnta AzAlAla ketanakumAra nItinakumAra semacaMda bhIkhAbhAI haragovanadAsa viThThaladAsa bAbulAla cImanalAla kumudacaMdra DAhyAlAla kAtilAla hIrAlAla zakaracaMda bhIkhAbhAI jayaMtilAla gAMDAlAla bAbulAla lakSmIcaMdajI amRtalAla popaTalAla nagInadAsa vADIlAla jayaMtilAla nyAlacaMda popaTalAla gAMDAlAla sevaMtIlAla popaTalAla haMsarAja dhanarAja gAMdhI hiMmatalAla saubhAgyacaMda kIrtikumAra aMbAlAla rasikalAla ena. zAha zAMtinagara saMghanA upAzrayanI bahene sAmavIzrI malayAzrIjInA sadupadezathI bahenonAM jJAna khAtAmAMthI. (1) bhAbharavALA pU. zAMticaMdra sUrijI ma. sA. nA samudAyanA sAdavI zrI zazIprabhAzrIjInI preraNAthI. (2) sarala svabhAvI pU. 5. jItendra sAgarajI gaNivaryanA ziSya priya vakatA, madhura pravacanakAra pU. munirAjazrI punyapAla sAgarajInI preraNAthI (3) sarala ravabhAvI pU. sADavIzrI kanakaprabhAzrIjInA ziSyA-praziSyA taraphathI pUsAdhavI zrI nirUjA zrIjInA dvitIya vaSatapa nimitte.
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________________ 00000000000 che A mukha u0000000000008 saMcama grahaNa karyA bAda mArA pUjya gurudeva zrI sudharmasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebanI hArdika IcchA hatI ke mAre kaMIka upAgI saMzodhana kAryamAM paDavuM. grahaNa-Asevana zikSA bAda saMskRta abhyAsamAM UMDe utaryo, nAnA-meTA anya-anya saMpAdana karyA bAda manava ma dhu prajhiyA nA daLadAra granthanuM sarjana karyuM. saMpUrNa svataMtra paNe, ekale hAthe, laghuprakriyA para saptAMgI TIkA racI ane saMskRta vyAkaraNanuM sva adhyayana zakaya banAvyuM. pUjya gurudeva zrI sudharma sAgarajI ma. sA.nA bhakti rasa mAdhuryane jyAre satata jANyuM-mANyuM tyAre jJAna ArAdhanAmAMthI mArA lakSyane DuM darzana ArAdhanA para parAvartita karyuM. zatruMjaya bhakti arthe eka viziSTa pustaka saMpAdita karyuM. ane 750 jeTalA caityavaMdanene abhUtapUrva saMgraha karyo jenuM vimocana madhyapradezanA mukhyamaMtrI zrI paTavA suMdaralAlajI haste thayuM. mAravADa-mAlavAnI suMdara bhUmi para tIrtha sparzanA karatA vicarI rahyA hatA tyAre sAdhvIjIo mATe vyAkhyAna sAhityanI AvazyakatA ane mAMga jANavAmAM AvI. sAthosAtha pUjya guru bhagavaMta zrI sudharmasAgarajI ma.sA. dvArA aneka vakhata pragaTa thatI eka vAta yAda AvI... "zrAvakone zrAvaka-AcAra aMge zAstrIya samaja ApavAnI tIvratama AvazyakatA che." cAturmAsamAM saLaMga vyAkhyAna vAMcI zakAya temaja zrAvakane temanA kartavyanI suMdara jANakArI maLe te rIte 108 parizIlane taiyAra karyA. zAstrIya padArthonI gahana carcA sAthe jenajenetara daSTAnta ane stavana sajajhAyanI paMktinI suMdara goThavaNa karI eka sarakhI laMbAIvALA A parizIlanA traNa bhAga pADayA. prathama bhAgamAM 35-bIjA bhAgamAM 3-trIjA bhAgamAM 34 parizIlane gehalA che,
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________________ pUjya gurudevanI preraNA ane vANIthI nImaca zrI sa dha taraphathI prathama bhAganuM anudAna maLyu.. abhinava upadeza prAsAda bhAga-1 chapAI gayA. amadavAdanA AMgaNe zrI zAMtinagara jaina sa`ghamAM A prathama bhAganuM' vimeAcana kAya thayuM. pU. paM. dhaNendra sAgarajI, pU. munizrI aruNavijayajI, pU. abhayaca Mdra vijayajI, pU. vijayacaMdra vijayajI, pU. hemanta vijayajI Adi aneka muni maMDalanI nizrAmAM harSollAsa pUrvaka thayuM. pUjya gurudevanI cAritra ArAdhanA tathA suMdara sajjhAyA sAMbhaLI prabhAvita banelA pa`Ditava maphatalAla gAMdhInA haste ane zrAddhava anubhAI cImanalAlanA pramukhasthAne A vimeAcana kAryaM thayuM tyAre zAMtinagara zrI saMghanA upAzraye upasthita zrAvaka vRddhe tathA aneka zrI sa'dheTanA TrasTIoe karela dravya sahAyathI A abhinava upadeza prAsAda bhAga-2"nA kAgaLa tathA khAInDiMganA kharce saMpUrNa cUkavAI gayA. e rIte mArA sarjanane A akSara deha mudrita tathA prakAzIta thayA. je zrAvakone pariNata thavAmAM ane pU. sAdhu sAdhvIjI bhagavatAne pravacana-gaMgA vahAvavA mATe upayAgI bane. e ja abhyarthanA sahu muni dIparatna sAgara
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________________ bAla brahmacArI zrI neminAthAya namaH (36) dAna-mahattva almapi kSitau kSiptaM jalayogAttathA dAnAt -vAveA ane laNA vaTa bIjaM pravarddhate puNyavRkSo'pivaddha te jema apa evu vaDanuM bIja pRthvImAM nAkhavAthI pANInA ceAge bahu vadhe che tema dAna karavAthI puNyarUpI vRkSa paNa atyaMta vadhe che. mATe ja AjanuM parizIlana sUyu vAve ane laNA zrAvakanA chatrIza kanyAne vadhu vata ! mannaha jiNANuM sajyamAM bIjI gAthAmAM lakhyuM vALa zIruM to a mAvo dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva. e rIte agIyAramu* dhRvya jaNAvyuM. vALaM--dAna. paNa dAna eTale zuM? tatvArtha sUtranA AThamAM adhyAyamAM umAsvAti vAcake lakhyuM ke-anuprAya.svatimo vAnama "anugraha buddhithI potAnI vastu khIjAne ApavI te dAna." ahIM' anugraha zabdathI sva ane para upakAranA bhAva samajavA, indauranA zeTha hukamIcaMdane keie pUchyu ke, zeTha tamArI sa`patti keTalI che te samajAtuM ja nathI. kharekhara Apa lakSmIputra che. le ke te anumAna lagADavAmAM ja khAvAI gayA che keAI kahe che tamArI soMpatti daza karADa che, kAI kahe che vIsa karADa che, kharekhara tamArI sa'patti che keTalI ? zeTha hasatA hasatA khelyA ke, mArI saMpatti mAtra sADA satAvIsa lAkha ja che.' hai...! prazna karanAra mujhAI gayeA. zuM zeTha tame banAvaTa kare che. A tamArA eka zIzamahala ja pacAsa lAkha rUpIyAnA tA gaNAya che. bAkI tame je milenA mAlika che tenuM zuM ?
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 zeTha kahe, bhAI! tame mArI vAta samajayA nahIM. Aja sudhI meM sADA satAvIza lAkha rUpIyA ja dAnamAM dIdhA che. je lekenAM upagamAM AvelA che. mAruM vAveluM ja laNavAnuM che bAkI badhuM dhana te ahIM mUkIne javAnuM che. vyavahAramAM paNa eTalA mATe ja kahe che ke de gayA so le gayA khA gayA so kho gayA tatvArtha sUtramAM paNa eTalA mATe ja kahyuMne ke, anuprArtha svasyAtisargo dAnam denAranA manamAMthI vastunuM mamatva ghaTe ane manamAM saMtoSa tathA samAdhAnane bhAva pedA thAya. temaja lenArane paNa zuddha dAnanA prabhAve saddaguNone vikAsa thAya ane jIvana siddhAMta anusAra cAle. manuSyane maLeluM A amUlya jIvana kevaLa peTa bharavA mATe ja nathI. peTa te A jagatamAM kAgaDA-kutarA paNa bhare ja che. jyAre manuSyane te uttama buddhi ane unnata hRdaya maLelA che. spaSTa vANuM maLelI che. te eTalA mATe ja che ke jethI bIjA prati pitAne prApta thayelA sAdhanono tyAga kare. bIjAne paNa kaMIka ApavuM tevuM vicArI zake. bAkI mAtra potAnuM ja peTa bharavAmAM rahe to pazumAM ane mAnavamAM phera zuM rahevAno? paramatAraka tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa jyAre saMyama aMgIkAra kare cAne dIkSA grahaNa kare te pahelAM eka varSa sudhI potAnA hAthe ja dAna daIne jagatanA jIvone dAna devAnI preraNA Ape che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA eka varSa paryanta je dAna Ape te pratidina 1 karoDa ane ATha lAkha sonaiyAnuM dAna thAya che. eka varSamAM 388 karoDa 80 lAkha senaiyAnuM dAna karI jagatane dAnane utkRSTa Adarza puro pADe che. te je senaiyAnuM dAna Ape che te sonaiyAnA pramANane jaNAvatA zAstrakAra mahArAjA pharamAve che ke trIsa senaiyAno eka zera thAya, bArase senaiyAnI eka maNa thAya che ane navahajAra maNa naiyA eka divasamAM dAnamAM apAya che. bIjA zabdomAM kahyuM ke cAlIsa maNanA mApanuM eka gADuM thAya evA base pacIsa gADA sonaiyAnA rAja dAnamAM ThalavAya che. tamane
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________________ vA ane laNe thAya ke kadAca Idra mahArAjA seniyAnA te Dhagalo khaDakI de paNa A base pacIsa gADAM bharIne dAna devAya kaI rIte ? para atizaya kahuM varasidAna, sIdhama Indra suguNanidhAna avasara jANa pradhAna deya hAtha para bese sujANa, thAke nahIM prabhu detA dAna atizaya pahelo jANuM bIje Indra je kahIye IzAna, chaDIdAra thaI tihAM eka dhyAna zAzvata eha vidhAna cesaTha indra vajIne jANa, letA detA sura vAra te ThANuM atizaya bIjo pramANu prabhu je varasIdAna Ape che tenA cha atizaya zAstramAM varNavelA che. (1) prabhu savArathI sAMja sudhI je varasIdAna Ape te dAna devA mATe prabhu eka varasa sudhI atula balI ja hoya che. chatAM saudharmendra potAnA AcAra mujaba prabhunA banne hAthamAM A rIte satata zaktine srota vahAve che. (2) IzAnendra - anya keI sAmAnya deva je dAna levA Ave te tene roke che. dUra kare che. (3) balIndra - je kaI cAcakane bhAgya karatAM ochuM dAna prApta thayuM hoya te balIdra tenA bhAgya mujabanuM dAna karavA mATe dAnane adhikuM banAve che. je bhAgya karatAM adhika dAna koIne maLI jAya te camarendra tene hina-ochuM karIne bhAgya pramANe sarakhuM karI de che. (4) bhavanapati - nikAyanA aDhAra idro bhAratavAsI ane dAnanA IcchAvALA lokone jyAM bhagavaMta dAna detA hoya tyAM lAve che. (5) vANuM vyaMtara - aMtara de-A rIte dAna levA AvelA bhAratavAsIone pAchA temanA pota-potAnA sthAne mukI de che. (6) jayotiSI - vidyAdhara Adine dAna levA javA mATenI jANuM kare.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra AvA prakAranA cha atizayapUrvaka prabhu dAna Ape. paNa ApaNe samajavA jevuM e che ke jatA jatA paNa te kaMIka cheDo-tyAga kare e Adarza puro pADIne pachI dravya thakI loca kare che. jena jagatano siddhAMta e ja che vAve ane laNe Apo ane pAme. denAre ekaja buddhithI dAna Ape ke mAro ke puNodaya ke mArI pAse kaI lenAre paNa che. denAro lezamAtra paNa kaMI prAptinI AzA rAkhe nahIM. kRtapuNya zeThe paNa aMjali karIne prabhune pUchyuM, "he prabhu! kyA karmanA udayathI mane A saMpatti prApta thaI? bhagavaMta kahe dAnanA prabhAvathI. - zrIpuranagaramAM tu eka nIrdhana govALane putra hatuM. ghera ghera khIranA bhajana thatAM joI te paNa mAtAnI pAse yAcanA karI ke he mA mane khIra Apa. tyAre raDatI evI govAlaNane joIne dayA AvatA AsapAsanI strIomAMthI kaIke dudha ApyuM, keIke cokhA ApyA, keIke sAkara ApI. e rIte govAlaNe khIra banAvI. te samaye mAsamaNanA pAraNe kaI eka muni vahoravA nIkaLelA te tyAM padhAryA. munane joIne hRdayanA ulAsapUrvaka te khIra vahorAvI. te muni dAnanA prabhAvathI tane Aje ATalI saMpatti prApta thaI A bALakano bhAva kevo haze tyAre ? raDI raDIne khIra meLavI che. gharamAM khAvAnA phAMphAM che. chatAM jevA munine joyA tyAM tarata bhAvavibhora thaI gayA. eka ja bhAva "devuM zarIranA meremamAM ApavAne ja bhAva che. muni mahArAja amane kaMIka lAbha Ape. - tame kahetA nahIM pAchA ke A devAnI vAtamAMthI lAbha levAnI vAta kayAMthI AvI? barAbara khyAla rAkhajo sAdhu lAbha Ape ja-le nahIM. zuM bele dharmalAbha?. tame kaMI vahorAvo ke na vahorA, paNa sAdhu te gharamAM AvIne tamane dharmalAbha ApavAnA ja. kRtapuNyane paNa dharmalAbha maLe. pariNAma keTaluM suMdara AvyuM. govALaputramAMthI mRtyu pAmIne dhanezvara sAthe vAhane putra kRtapuNya banyA. mATeja lakhyuM ke vAve ane laNe
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________________ vA ane laNo - khIra te thoDI ja vahoravelI paNa bhAvanI utkRSTatAthI keTalI saMpatti pAmyo. are pAmyo eTaluM ja nahIM paNa tyAganA saMskAravALe te AtmA badhIja saMpatti choDI daIne dIkSA laI, go pAMcamA devalokamAM ane pachI mokSane paNa pAmanAro thaze. A badhe prabhAva kone ? "munidAnanaayaagyaannN kappaNijjAyaM aNNaM pANAi davANaM parAe bhattIe appANuggaha buddhie sajayANaM atihi saMvAbhAgo mukkhaphalo nyAyathI upArjana karela ane kalpanIya evA annapANI vagere dravyo utkRSTa bhaktithI AmAnA anugraha buddhi vaDe je saMyamadhArI sAdhune atithi saMvibhAga karI ApyA hoya te te mekSanuM phaLa ApanArA thAya che. dharmamAM A phaLa ja mahattvanuM che. anaMtara phaLa te bhautika saMpattinI prApti ane paraMpara phaLa zuM? zAzvata saMpatti eTale ke mekSa vAva ane laNe parizIlanane mahatvapUrNa artha paNa e ja che. tame jevuM vAvo tevA phaLane prApta karaze. bAvaLa vAvyA hoya to kAMTA ja maLavAnA paNa AMbe vAvyo hoya to AMbo maLaze. - vaLI bhAva rUpI khAtara jeTaluM nAkhyuM haze teTaluM phaLa vadhAre pramANamAM ane vadhAre sAruM maLaze. eka miniTa mATe jarA UMdhe vicAra karo ke kaI dAna Ape ja nahIM, ane badhAM ja manuSyo dhanane saMgraha ja karatA jAya. kazuM ApavAnuM vicAre ja nahIM te jagata kSaNavAra paNa na cAle. eka vyakti bIjI vyaktine ke anya saMsthAne ke samAjane kaMIkane kaMIka Ape che. mATe ja A samagra samAjanI vyavasthA sArI rIte cAle che, tethI samAja vyavasthAne TakAvI rAkhavA mATe paNa dAnanuM kartavya ati Avazyaka che. zAstrakAre pratidina gaNAvelA cha kartavyamAM paNa dAnanA kartavyane nitya kartavya gaNAvela che. dAna vaDe kaMIka ApavAnA ke choDavAnA saMskAra pitAne te paDe ja che taduparAMta kuTuMbanA sabhyomAM paNa tyAganA saMskAro AgaLa vadhe che.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra azAstra jevA saMpUrNa bhautika zAstramAM paNa ekaja sthAne jamA thayelI saMpattine kharAkhara gaNela nathI. jema nANAM pharavA mAMDe tema rASTranA vikAsa kArya jaLavAi rahe che. jema leAhI zarIramAM eka ja sthAne jamA thaI jAya teA zuM thAya ? gAMTha thaI jAya. mATe lAhInA paribhramaNane khUSa Avazyaka gaNyuM. te rIte sapatti paNa evI cIja che. jenuM bhramaNa atyaMta Avazyaka gaNAya che. azAstramAM eka suMdara dRSTAnta tenA mATe ApavAmAM Avela che. mAno ke eka gAmamAM mAtra eka benka che. badhAM leAkeA benka dvArA vyavahAra kare che. leAna eka vyakti beMkamAM rUA. 100/- thApaNa mUke khIjo mANasa le tyAre eka 10 TakA anAmata rAkhI rUA. 90/- lezana Ape. te bIjo mANasa paNa rUA. 90/- beMkamAM mUke. vaLI trIjo mANasa lena levA Ave tene rUA. 80- leAna ApI. e rIte samagra vyavahAra cAlyA kare tA rUpIyA 100+90+8+70-60+50+4+30+20+10 =550 rUpIyAnuM bhramaNa mAtra rUpIyA 100 mAMthI thAya. aneka e rIte dAnamAM paNa thoDI rakama vAvelI hAya tA gaNI laNaNI thaI zake. mATe dAna devAmAM ja dhananI sAOkatA che. kRtapuNyane pUrvanA dAnanA prabhAvathI janmatAnI sAthe ja lakSmI maLelI che. dhA nAmanI srI sAthe paraNAvyA hateA. paNa pUrve dAnathI upArjIta karela satkarmAnA prabhAve viSayathI vimukha banelA evA te cauvanavaya chatAM saMsAramAM rakta dekhAtA na hatA. mAtApitAne ciMtA thai ke A nakkI dIkSA leze. Avu vicArI bhAga rasika mANaso pAse tene mUkayA. tyAM parapuruSonI saMgate vyasanI banyA. chevaTe eka vezyAmAM Asakta thaI mAtApitAne bhUlIne tyAM ja rahevA lAgyA. mAtApitA tenA upacAga mATe nIraMtara dhana mAkalatA hatAM, ema karatA bAramAra vaSa tA eka kSaNanI jema vItI gayA. mAtA-pitAe vAraMvAra teDAvyA chatAM kRtapuNya ghera gayA nahI", dhIre dhIre tenu sa dhana naSTa thai gayuM. nItikAra paNa kahe che ke H
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________________ vA ane laNe - .. - dAnaM bhogo nAzastisro gatayo bhavanti vittasya ... yo na dadAti na bhuGkte tasya tRtIyA gatibhavati dhananI traNa ja gati che (1) dAna (2) bhega (3) nAza. jo dhana dAnamAM na devAya ke tene upaga paNa na thAya te tene avazya nAza thavAne che. pachI te nAza agni vaDe thAya, cArathI thAya, bimArIthI , thAya ke chele sarakAra japta karI le. rAjA bhejanA darabAramAM ghaNA kavi rahetA hatA. eka divasa madhamAkhI potAnA be paga ghasI rahI hatI te joIne rAjA bheje kavine pUchyuM ke A madhamAkhI pitAnA baMne paga kema ghasI rahI che?' tyAre kavie eka zlokamAM javAba ApyadeyN bhoja! ghanaM dhanaM suvidhinA no saMcitavyaM kadA / zrI karNasya balasya vikrama nRpa syAdadyapikIrtiyetaH . yenedaM bahu pANipAda yugalaM dhRSyanti bho makSikA asmAkaM madhu dAna bhoga rahitaM naSTaM cirAtsaMcitam arthAt he bheja rAjA! ghaNuM-khUbaja dhana vidhipUrvaka dAna karavuM joIe. paraMtu teno saMcaya kadApi kara ThIka nathI kemake zrI karNanI, balirAjAnI ke vikramarAjAnI kIti Aja sudhI dAnane lIdhe ja TakI rahI che. te mAkhI vAraMvAra hAthapaga ghasIne batAve che ke ame amAruM madha khAdhuM paNa nahIM ane dAna paNa na dIdhuM. te pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? lAMbA samaya sudhI ekaThuM kareluM amAruM madha nAza pAmyuM. nItizAstramAM paNa jaNAve che ke gauravaM prApyate dAnAnnatu vittasya saMcayAt _ sthitirucaiH payodAnAM payodhInAmadhaH sthitiH dhanane saMcaya karavAthI nahIM paNa dAna devAthI ja gaurava prApta thAya che. je rIte vAdaLo dAnezvara thaI samagra dharatI upara varasIne amRta jevA mIThA pANI vaDe sIMce che. chatAM te AkAzamAM UMce rahe che ane samudra jaLa saMcaya kare che chatAM te khAruM rahe che ane samudranI sthiti paNa nIce rahevA ja sarjAyelI hoya che.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra dAnamAM ja svArtha tyAga che ane sUrkamapaNuM che. mATe che bhejarAjA! tuM paNa dAna karIne tArI kIrti vadhAra, temaja vAdaLAnA jevI UMcI sthiti prApta kara. - kRtapuNyane paNa dAnanA prabhAvathI ja lakSamI maLelI che. vezyAne tyAM ja karI rahyo che. sukha saMpattimAM ALoTavAnuM kAma ja teNe janmathI Aja sudhI karyuM che. vaLI tenuM nAma paNa sArthaka che. kRti-puSya "karyuM che saMcita punya jeNe tevo che." paNa dhIme dhIme tenI saMpatti khuTavA lAgI. tIvrajavaranA udayathI tenA mAtA-pitA paNa mRtyu pAmyA. have ghera rahI che. mAtra Arya sannArI patnI dhanyA. patinA sukhane kadI na pAmI hovA chatAM pativratA dhanyA pitAnA eka eka AbhUSaNa mekalI rahI che. paNa pitAnA patinA sukhamAM kyAMya ochapa na Ave teno barAbara khyAla rAkhI rahe che. paNa anaMgasenA vezyAnI mAtA samajI gaI. AbhUSaNe AvyA mATe ghara khAlI thaI gayuM lAge che. dhIre dhIre kRtapuNyanuM apamAna thavA lAgyuM. anaMgasenAne bahu duHkha thAya che. apamAnIta thayela kRtapuNya vezyAnuM ghara choDIne pitAne ghera pAcho Ave che. ghera suzIla patnI dhanyA rAha jotI beThI che. patine thoDuM baceluM dhana ApIne vepAra karavA javA mATe salAha Ape che. sArthavAha javAne hoya che. tenI sAthe javA mATe patnI dhanyA mekale che. sAthe lADavAnuM bhAthuM ApyuM che ane khATalAmAM gAma bahAra sUte che. A samayamAM ja te gAmamAM eka evuM vicitra prasaMga banyo hato ke dhanada nAmane eka gRhastha mRtyu pAmelo hato. tene cAra cAra suMdara strIo hovA chatAM eka paNa putra ke saMtAna nahIM ane te rAjanA niyama mujaba rAjA aputrIyAnuM dhana badhuM ja haraNa karIne laI jAya. - rAtre devAlaye AvelI dhanadanI mAtAe joyuM ke koI suMdara yuvAna bahAra khATalAmAM sUto che. potAnI cAre putravadhUne belAvI kRtapuNyane sIdhe ja ghera uThAvI lAvyA. cAre putravadhUne sAsue kahI dIdhuM ke tame chUTathI A yuvAna sAthe bhega bhega. jethI cArene putra prApti thAya
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________________ vAva ane laNe te ApaNuM ghana rAjA haraNa karIne na laI jAya. anaMgasenA vezyA sAthenA bAra vaSIya sukha bhaMga pachI pharI bAra varSane bIje dera cAlu tha. dhanadanI cAra suMdara strI sAthenA bhegavilAsano. bAra varSamAM cAre strIone suMdara putra prApta thayA. cAre strIe sAsujInA hukamane mAna ApI kRta puNyane pharI sUto ja jaMgalamAM mUkI AvyA. paNa bAra varSano rAga hate. eTale cAre e eka eka ratna tenA vastramAM bAMdhI dIdhuM. - ratnanA prabhAve te sukhI thayo. zreNika rAjAnI putrI anAramAM paNa maLI ane aDadhuM rAjya paNa maLyuM. Ama traNa kaTake tene saMpatti maLI. paNa AjIvana sukhI rahyo. kAraNa ke teNe khIra traNa kaTake vaherAvelI hatI. A rIte traNa bhAga karyA te dUSaNane lIdhe saMpattimAM traNa tabakkA thayA. zAstrakAra paNa dAtA saMbaMdhi dUSaNone jaNAvatA kahe che ke anAdaro vilaMbazca vaimukha vipriya vacaH pazcAttApazca dAtuH syAt dAna dUSaNa paJcaka anAdara, devAmAM vilaMba, mukha bagADavuM, apriya vacana bolavuM, dIdhA pachI pastAvo thavo te dAna saMbaMdhi pAMca dUSaNo kahyA che. . A rIte kRtapuNyane dAna prabhAvathI potAnI patnI eka, bIjI cAra strI dhanadanI, rAjakuMvarI ane anaMgasenA e rIte sAta patnI tathA rAjya prApta thayuM. tame kahezo ne ke ATaluM badhuM maLe che te dAna zA mATe na karavuM? vAva ane laNe zAlIbhadranI AkhI vAtamAM yAda zuM rahyuM ? - navANuM peTI ja ke bIjuM kaMI ? dAnanI mahattA saMpatti prAptimAM nathI paNa zAzvata saMpattimAM che. zAlIbhadra, dhajo ke kRtapuNya saMpatti meLavI paNa jANI, bhogavI paNa jANI ane cheDI paNa jANI. dAnano mahimA tyAga bhAvanAmAM che. je tyAganA bhAva sAthe nahIM dIdhuM te te dhana paNa beDIrUpa ja manI javAnuM che. mammaNanI zeThanI jema jeze ane roze. dharmanA cAra aMgomAM dAna prathama kema mUkayuM?
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - dAna' supAtre vizada ca zIla tapo vicitra zubha bhAvanA ca bhavArNavottaraNayAna pAtra', dharma' caturdhA munayo vadanti zIla-tapa-bhAvane badale dAna prathama kema? zIla-tapa-bhAvamAM AcaraNakartAne ja lAbha thAya. zIla pALe te lAbha. tapa tape tene lAbha, bhAva paNa bhAve tene lAbha. jyAre dAnamAM denAra-lenAra bane tare. dAna lenArane sudhA zAnta thAya, IcchApUrti, duHkha nivAraNa, sukhavRddhi vagere thAya. denArane paNa AnaMda, saMtoSa, udAratA, gaurava vagere maLe. jIva devalokamAM jAya tyAre tene prazna kare ke vA jiMdA mu, zivA dizA, viA samAcarittA. zuM daIne, zuM bheLavIne, zuM karIne, zuM AcarIne devaloke Avyo? ahIM paNa pahelo prazna te vikravA cA zuM ApIne Avyo ? dAnanI ja vAta karIne. kema ke vAvo ane laNe paramAtmAne mATe paNa dAnano mahimA rUpa vizeSaNa ja mUkyA chene? 3mAna', vavazALa, mA cALa', racA, vo icALa', dhama cALa'- cA eTale denArA. zuM denArA? jIvene abhaya denAra zraddhA rUpI cakSu denArA, mekSanA mArgane denArA, zaraNane denArA, bedhine denArA, dharmane denArA- traNa lokanA nAtha ATaluM badhuM Ape te tamAre kaMIke te ApavuM joIe ke nahI? tulasIdAsa kahe che. - pAnI bADho nAbameM gharameM bADho dAna dono hAtha ulIciye yahI sayAno kAma je vahANamAM pANI bharAya te mAjhI baMne hAthe ulecI pANI kADha-tema gharamAM saMpatti vadhe te banne hAtha bahAra kADhavI te ja sArthaka che mATe dAna ApI jIvana sArthaka banAvo. vAva ane laNe
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________________ (37) supAtradAna --re bhAI ! tuM ApatA zIkha LIL dAnaM dharmeSu rociSNu stacca pAtre pratiSThitam mauktikaM jAyate svAti vAri zuktigataM yathA mannaha jiNANa sajajhoyamAM zrAvakanu agIyAramuM kartavya jaNAvyu dAna."supAtramAM dAna devAthI uttama zrAvake svarga ane meAkSanA sukhane prApta kare che. hAna dharma vu viSNu dharmamAM dAna tejasvI che (te jo supAtramAM Apela hAya tA) svAti nakSatramAM chIpamAM paDela jalima 6 jema meAtI banI jAya che. tema sat pAtramAM apAyela dAna paNa saphaLa bane che. tethI ja Ajanu parizIlana vicAryuM ke re bhAI tuM ApatA zIkha. dAna devu joIe eTalu' kadAca tame paNa svIkArI lIdhuM. pravRtti paNa zarU karI. tyAre bIjo prazna AvyA ke dAna Apavu kayA sthAnamAM zrI kalpasUtra sAdhikAmAM mahApAdhyAya vinayavijayajI mahArAjA jaNAve ke jo mAgavAnI IcchA thAya te mAgavA jeTalu A ja che ' zreyAMsakumAra jevA dAnaneA bhAva, RSabhadeva bhagavAna jevu' pAtra ane zeraDInA rasa jevA padA. ahI pAtramAM RSabhadeva ja kema pasaMda karyA ? kAraNa ke dAna mATenuM uttameAttama pAtra tA mAtra tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ja che. zrI vIra vijayajI mahArAje pUjAnI DhALamAM paNa kahyu` che ke-- arihAne dAna je dIje, detA dekhIne rIjhe, SamAsI rAga harIje, sIje dAyaka bhava trIje re. mahAvIra prabhu ghera Ave. jo mAtra dAna eTale "devu" evA ja a dhANIne vastra dhAvA ApavAne paNa dAna kahevAya, ane sAnIne ghareNA karIe te pachI
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________________ - - 12 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 banAvavA ApavA te paNa dAna kahevAya, paNa tene keI dAna kahetuM nathI, te pachI dAna. eTale zuM? zAstrakAra pAMca prakAranA dAnane varNave che. (1) supAtra (2) abhaya (3) anukazmA (4) aucitya (5) kIrtidAna. seMje nAMdu nAme cAraNa haLavethI phaLInI khaDakI belI aMdara najara karI. bheMsa bAMdhavAnA khIlA khAlI hatA, jhADa jhAMkhA jhapaTa hatA, dAruNa dukAnamAM badhuM verAna thaI gayeluM. sejAne AMgaNuM khAvA deDituM heya tevuM lAgyuM. dabAte pagale pANIyAre pahoMcyo. paNa jevuM pANI pIvA gaye ke DhAMkaNuM khakhayuM. bApu bApu kahetA bALako deDI AvyA. meM jo te bALakane joIne uMDA vicAramAM paDI gayo. A chokarAo e rAtre enI janetA ne rovaDAvela hatI. "mA" roTalA kema nathI? "mA" ApaNe tyAMja khAvAnuM kema na maLe? mA belI beTA kALa paDe che. chokarAoe te pharI prazna karyo. mA kALa paLe eTale ghauM bAjaro kayAM jatA rIye? beTA varasAda Ave te roTalA Avene. "mA, khoTuM bolamAM roTalA kaMI varasAdamAM ugatA haze? bicArI mA nuM aMtara valovAI gayuM. dhrusake raDI, jAo bhAgI jAo tamArA bApA Ave tyAre pUchaje. mAne raDatI joI chokarAo cupa thaI gayA. | melaDI rAtre cAraNane saMdhIye vAta karI. cAraNa bolyA "cAraNya Akho gujarAtamAM kALa paDe che. jajamAna rAjA paNa bhAre bhIDamAM AvI ga che. somavAre nAgamatInA keDhe nAganAthanAM darzane ThAkoro Avaze. huM tyAre tenI kavitA karI kaMIka veta karIza. vahelI savAre seMje nAdhu pahoMcce nAganAtha. tyAM praNAma karyA. kavitA karavA lAge. ThAkoronI prazasti karatAM karatAM bapora sudhImAM te seMjAnA khaDIyAmAM traNaso kerIo ThalavAI gaI manamAM ne manamAM samaNuo ugyA. khAjA khAIza. navA navA lugaDAM paherIza, ghera bheMso paNa dujhaze. cAya navA nakora lugaDe chAsanI gorI ghumAvaze. huM beThe beThe cAMdIne heke pIza. phaLIye chokarAo killola karaze. . paNa jyAM khaDIye upADa, tyAM pAchaLathI avAja paDaze. "gaDhavA" bahu duHkhI chuM. dIkarInuM kanyAdAna karavuM che. paNa phUTI koDI nathI gAMThamAM.
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________________ re bhAItuM ApatA zIkha 13 seMjo nAMdhu UMcI najara karIne jue te bhUdeva. pUchayuM nAma? mULazaMkara o-ho-hAbhUdeva tamAre uThIne tyAM ja Akho khaDI ThAlavI dIdho. ThAle hAthe pAchA AvyA. cAraNya samajI gaI. cAraNya belI o ho tame te jAmanagaranA rAjA jevaDuM dAna karI dIdhuM. - seje vadhu gabhANe. kerI ThalavANuM tyAre jAma sattAjI darzane gayo che. te nakI joI gaye haze. teTalAmAM rAjAne pasAyate AvyuM. zA dekhata pagale tamane belAve che. meM gabharAte gabharAtA pahoMcyA. tyAM sattAjI e avaLIyA gAma lakhI dIdhuM. meM je kahe mahArAja, paNa meM kaMI kavitA nathI karI. rAjA be are kavirAja! chokarA bhukhyA hoya e AvaDuM badhuM dAna Ape te ja kevaDI moTI kavitA. abhaya supatta dANa aNukaMpA uciya.kitti dANaca dohiMpi mukkho bhaNio tinna bhogAi diyaMti - pAMca prakAranA dAna kahyA temAM abhaya ane supAtra be dAna mokSane denArA kahyA. 0 supAtradAna eTale sArA ke uttama pAtramAM dAna devuM. 0 paNa pAtra eTale zuM ? pAkAreNocyate pApaM trakAra strANa vAcakaM akSara daya sAthe patramadurmanISA , zabda pApane vAcaka che. = zabda trALa rakSaNane vAcaka che. e. bane akSarane saMga (pApathI rakSaNa karavuM) tene buddhizALI loke tra kahe che. mutra su-tizane pati trAyate phara supAtram "vizeSa karIne. pApathI rakSaNa Ape te" - athavA te- te su-romana patrasthAna-sAruM sthAna jJAna darzana cAritra rUpI. traNa ratno jemAM che tevuM sthAna. vastutaH supAtra te ja heya jemAM jJAna-darzana-ccAritrAdi uttame - ttama guNa maujuda hoya che, athavA te je potAnA AtmAnA pApathI rakSA kare che. bIjA arthamAM kahIe te je pApamAM paDatA AtmAone dharmamArgadarzana, preraNA ke upadeza dvArA pApathI bacAve che te. AvA supAtrane devAyela dAna ja supAtradAna kahevAya che. je
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 14 saddagatine ApanAruM bane che. tame TuMkamAM eka vAkaca samajI rAkheA. re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM pharamAvela che ke dullahAo muhAdAI muddAjIvI bi dullahA muhAdAI muhAjIvI dovi gaccheti sugai kAIpaNa prakAranI icchA vinA dAna karanArA eTale ke niHsvA dAtA dula bha che ane phAgaDha jIvanArA niHsvArtha jIvanArA paNu dubha che. AvA dAtAra ane AvI AjIvikAvALA ane sadagatine pAme che. - zAlIbhadra pUrva janmamAM sa MgamA nAmanA eka sAmAnya gAvALa putra che. ati darIdra avasthAmAM jIvana vitAve che. khUba raDI raDIne khIra khAvA mATe meLavelI che. paNa pUrve zeThanA bhavamAM munine dAna devAnI tIvra icchA thatA dAdarA utaravA gacA ne sIDI parathI paDI jatAM mRtyu thayeluM hatuM. te dAnanA saMsArathI vAsita AtmAe badhI ja khIra vaheArAvI dIdhI. pAtra paNa kevuM uttama, mAsakhamaNane pAraNe munirAja padhAryA che. tapasvI munine niHsvArtha bhAve dhI ja khIra vaheArAvI che. utkRSTa bhAvathI vaheArAvI che. mudhAvAra paNe vaheArAvelI khIranA prabhAve zAlIbhadrane rAja navANuM peTI sIdhI svargamAMthI AvavA lAgI. te Rddhi-samRddhinA tyAga karIne savArtha siddha vimAnanA sukhane pAmyA. tyAMthI mahAvideha kSetramAM jaI zAzvata sukhane pAmanArA thaze. sAmAnya ge!vALa putre paNa AvA uttama bhAvathI satpAtramAM dAna karyuM...tA tene bhautika sukha, svarganuM sukha ane zAzvata sukha badhuM ja prApta thayu' mATe--re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha. supAtra traNa prakAre batAvyA che. uttama-madhyama-janya, tItha kara tA uttamAttama pAtra che ja-- uttamapAtra sAdhu-sAvIjI bhagavata. madhyama pAtra - zrAvaka-zrAvikAo. jadhanya pAtra avirati-samyaktlI. zAkArAe uttama supAtrane ratnanI, madhyama supAtrane suvarNanI ane jaghanya supAtrane kAMsAnI upamA ApI che. eTalA mATe ja prArabhanA
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________________ re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha 15 zlokamAM jaNAvyuM ke "jema svAti nakSatramAM varSanI eka buMda paNa chIpamAM jAya te motI banI jAya che tema supAtramAM devAyeluM thoDuM paNa dAna saphaLa bane che. - jema caMdanabALAe vIra paramAtmAne mAtra aDadanA bAkuDA ja vahorAvela hatAM. te paNa te dAna caMdanabALAne saghaLA pApo kSaya karAvanAra banyuM.' caMdanabALAe paNa koI jAtanA lAbhanI apekSA vinA prabhune vaharAvyuM hatuM ane cha mAse vIra prabhune abhigraha pUrNa thayela. - prabhune abhigraha paNa ke joradAra hato. pUrve rAjakumArI hoya, eka paga uMbarAmAM ane eka paga bahAra haya, hAtha pagamAM beDI paDelI hoya, mAthe muMDana kareluM hoya, AMkhamAM azru rahelA hoya ane aDadanA bAkuDA vahorAve te mATe pAraNuM karavuM. caMdanabALAnuM mULa nAma te vasumatI hatuM. te dadhivAhana rAjAnI kuMvarI hatI. paNa zatAnika rAjAnA bhayathI dadhivAhana rAjA nAsI gaye. vasumatIne dhanAvaha zeTha lAvyA pachI putrIvat gaNI caMdanA nAma ApeluM che. zeThanI patnI mUlA zeThANIne thayuM ke kadIka A rUpavatI kanyAne mArA svAmI paraNaze to? e bIke caMdanAne muDe karAvI, hAtha pagamAM beDI nakhAvI. eka oraDAmAM purI dIdhelI. zeThane khabara paDI eTale traNa divasanI bhukhI caMdanAne aDadanA bAkuDA ApI luhArane bolAvA gayA. - A tarapha caMdanabALA pitAnI rAjakumArI avasthAne saMbhALI AMsu sAratI vicAre che ke keI supAtra atithi Ave te tene kaMIka ApIne huM jamuM. tyAre vIra paramAtmA tyAM padhAryA. temaNe paNa potAne abhigraha puro thaye jANI bhikSA grahaNa karI. tyAMja paMca divya pragaTa thayA. beDIo tuTI gaI. kALakrame prabhune kevaLajJAna thatAM prathama sAvI banIne te mokSe gaI. mATe ja kahyuM ke- re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha zAstrakAro paNa supAtradAnane bahu durlabha batAve che kahyuM che ke kesi ca hoi vitta, citta kesipi ubhayamannesiM citta vitta' ca pattaca, tinni labhati puNNehi
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 keTalAMka pAse dhana che paNa (udAra) dila nathI heAtuM, keTalAMka pAse (udAra) dila haiAya che. paNa dhana nathI hAtu, keTalAMka pAse paryApta dhana ane udAra dila ane hAya che (paNa supAtra maLatu' nathI) paryApta dhana, udAra hRdaya ane satpAtra traNenA saMcAga tA (prabaLa) puNya hAya tyAre ja thAya che. 16 agIyAramAM aMga zrI vipAka sUtramAM sukha vipAka nAmaka bIjA zrutaskandhamAM daza adhyayanA kahyA (1)subAhu (ra) bhadraMnaMdI (3)sujAta (4) vAsa5 (5) jinadAsa (6) dhanapati (7) mahAkhala (8) bhadrena dI (9) mahAcaMdra (10) varadatta. supAtradAnanA prabhAve A dazene A bhava-parabhavamAM uttama bhAga sapaTTAnI prApti thaI. supAtradAnanA vidhi jaNAvatAM dharmAMsa'graha granthamAM jaNAve zrAvaka bhAjana avasare sAdhune nima`traNa karI peAtAne ghera laI Ave, te na bane teA svayaM munirAjane padhAratA joI sanmukha jAvuM vagere vinayeApacAra kare. kema ke dAna devAmAM pratipatti-sevArUpa vinayApacAra karavA te zrAvakane AcAra che. zrAddha dina kRtya gAthA 176 AsaNeNa nima tettA tao parikSaNa sajuo vadae muNiNo tAhe khatAI guNa sajue ghera AvelA sAdhune pratipatti pUrvaka paDilAbhe--te pratipatti ke sevA vinayane jaNAvatA A zrlekamAM zrAvaka mATenI vidhi darzAvata lakhyuM che ke-- Asana svIkAravA mATenI vinatI karIne, potAnA parijana-kuTumbIjana sAthe rahele (zrAvaka) kSamA vagere guNeAthI yukta evA munirAjane vandana kare. vaMdanamAM praNipAta sUtramAM sau prathama zabda mukaye che. rUma te kharAbara yAda rAkhajo. " huM icchu chuM" keAInA dabANa ke koInI zarama vaDe nahIM. paNa peAtAnI ja marajI ane abhilASAthI vaMdanA kare. pachI dAna detA pahelAM zrAvaka cAra pAmatAnI vicAraNA kare-- bhAva :- A kSetra savijJa sAdhuothI paricitta che ke nahIM eTale ke ahInA loke! sAdhu mahArAjone dAna devAnI bhAvanAvALA che ke nahi.
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________________ 17 re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha kALa :- sukALa che ke duSkALa. eTale ke loko bhAvanAvALA te barAbara hoya paNa te kSetramAM sukALa che ke dukALa tenI vicAraNA kare te khyAla Ave ke kSetra subhikSa che ke durbhikSa che. dravya :- leke bhAvanAvALA che ane sukALa paNa che te nakakI thaI jAya te zrAvaka trIjo vicAra e kare ke vastu durlabha che ke sulabha jema ke vihAramAM sAdhumahArAjA jaI rahyA hoya. khUbaja garamI lAgavAthI ke lu lAgavAthI mukAme pahoMcatA bebhAna thaIne ke tAvamAM DhaLI paDe. tyAM lake bhAvuka hoya ane sukhI paNa hoya, paraMtu gAmaDuM hevAthI vaidya-DokaTara ke auSadhe labhya ja na hoya te zuM karavuM? kSetra - kSetra vihArane egya che ke kema? A rIte jema eka kuzaLa vaidya deza-kALa Adine vicAra karI A vyAdhivALA dadInI cikitsA kare che. te rIte zrAvaka paNa badhe ja vicAra karI supAtramAM AhAradAna kare che. prazna :- bhagavatI sUtramAM gautama svAmIe eka prazna karyo ke he bhagavan! keI zrAvaka sAdhune aprAsuka (sacitta) ane aSaNIya evA azanAdikathI paDilAbhe te zuM upArjana kare ? samAdhAna :- he gautama te ghaNI kama nirbhara kare ane ati "a5 pApa bAMdhe. . A uparAMta glAna vagerenI vaiyAvacca mATe AghAkarmAdika AhAranI AjJA paNa apAyelI che. subAhakumArane pAMcaso rANIo che dareka ne mATe alaga evA pAMcaso mahela paNa che. subAhukumAra manuSyane egya evA uttama bhege jogavI rahyA che. eka vakhata subAhakumAra prabhunA vaMdana mATe gayelA. tenI Rddhi- samRddhi joIne gautama svAmIe pUchayuM ke he bhagavan! kayA satkarmanA prabhAvathI A kumArane ATalI badhI ISTa saMpatti prApta thaI ? vIra paramAtmAe pharamAvyuM ke pUrvanA bhave te subAhakumArane jIva sUma nAme eka vepArI hatA. teNe dharmaSasUrijInA ziSya suddhA munine ati harSita ane ullasitta citte mA khamaNanA pAraNe paDilAvyA hatA. tethI je bhegaphaLanuM upArjana karyuM te A bhave bhogavI rahyo che. ' I ? : +
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________________ 18 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 ahIM zrAvake supAtradAnane AzrIne eka vicAraNA khAsa karavA jevI che. mAsakhamaNane artha te mAtra tapasvI ja thAya. paNa pUrNa vidhi rUpe te AcArya, upAdhyAya, gItArtha, jJAnI, tapasvI, bALa, vRddha, glAna, sudhAdi upasarga sahevAmAM sazakta-azakta vagere sarve bAbatone khyAlamAM rAkhIne sarva vastuonuM dAna devAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI joIe. | zrAvaka te sAdhu mahAtamA ghera padhAre tyAre vahorAvavAne yogya evI sarva vastuonuM nAmoccAraNa karavA pUrvaka pitAne lAbha ApavA vinaMtI kare. kAraNa ke teNe vastu vaharAvavA bhAvanA vyakta karI te tene te lAbha maLI ja gaye che. vaLI bIje paNa eka lAbha che. sAdhune kaI vastune khapa hoya te vastu zrAvakanA gharamAM hAjara paNa hoya. vahorAvavAnI bhAvanA paNa te karato ja hoya chatAM te lAbha Ape na bole te dAna devAno avasara prApta thayA chatAM paNa niSphaLa jAya ane zrAvaka dharmalAbhathI vaMcita rahe che. mAtra supAtradAnanI bhAvanA bhAvatA evA jiraNa zeThane juo. bAramAM devaloke janAza thayA. ahIM subAhakumAranA jIvane paNa sudatta muninA pAraNe prati lAbhavAthI bhegakarma upArjana thayuM. te samaye tyAM paMcadivya pragaTa thayA. - paMcadivya kayA kayA? (1) deva daMEbhinAda (2) vastravRSTi (3) suvarNa vRSTi (4) paMca varNa puponI vRSTi (5) ahedAnama ahedAnam zabdanI udagheSaNa. - kevI sarasa vAta che,? sAdhu bele zuM "dharmalAbha" zrAvaka zuM vicAraNuM kare ? o ho munirAje mane je lAbha Ape te te bahu mahAna che, badalAmAM huM zuM ApI zakuM? AvA suMdara lAbhathI kRta kRtya banelo zrAvaka pitAnI pAsenuM badhuM ja ApavA mATe talasATa anubhave. zarIranuM rima roma pulakti thaI jAya tyAre te dharmalAbhathI A bhavanuM sukha te maLe ja uparAMta cAritra prAptithI paralokanA sukhane paNa prApta karanAre bane.
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________________ re bhAI! tuM ApatA zIkha dAnane utsarga-apavAda jaNAvatAM zrAddhadine kRtya gAthA 175 mAM jaNAve che ke - saMtharaNa mi asuddha duNNa vi giNhata dita yANa'hiya Aura diTTha'teNa ta ceva hia asaMtharaNe sAdhune nirvAha cAle tema hoya tyAre deSita vaherAvavAthI lenAra denAra banene paNa ahita thAya che ane nirvAha cAle tema na hoya tyAre te doSita AhAra paNa ApavA-levAthI bane ne hita thAya che. A uparAMta egha niryukita graMtha-47 mAM kyAM saMjogomAM doSIta gocarI paNa gauNa banI zake te matalabane pakSa ullekha karatAM lakhyuM. savvattha saMjama sajamAo appANameva rakkhijjA muccai aivAyAo puNo visohi na gAviraI - sarvapravRttimAM saMyamanI rakSA karavI (paNa) saMyamanI rakSA karatA prANano (saMcamanA AdhArabhuta evA zarIrane) nAza thato hoya te saMyamane gauNa karIne paNa zarIranI rakSA karavI, saMkaTa mukti bAda punaH vizuddhi thaI zake che ane saMyama rakSAne Azaya hovAthI aviratijanya karmabaMdha thato nathI. * zrAvake A sarve bAbate vicArI supAtradAna karavuM mATe ja kahyuM ke, re bhAI ! tuM ApatA zIkha. supAtradAna prabhAve samRddhimAM ALeTI rahele subAhukumAra - tyAga nA saMskArone paNa daDha karavA pauSadha grahaNa karIne rahelA hatA, tyAre vicAre che ke dhanya che te gAma, nagara ane rAjAone ke jyAM zrI vIra paramAtmA vicarI rahyA che.- vIra paramAtmA tenA suMdara ane ratha jANa tyAM padhAryA. subAhukumAre prabhune vaMdana karyuM. prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI mAtApitA pAse dIkSA grahaNa karavA mATe rajA mAMgI. have subAhukumAra ema vina - ame leIzya saMjamabhAra.mADI morI re.. mA meM vIra prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI meM jANyo athIra saMsAra. mADI morI re.. have nahI rAcuM re mAruM saMsAramAM
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - mAtA pitAne samajAvI, subAhakumAre vIra paramAtmA pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. chaThTha aThThama vagere tapazcaryAo zarU karI. agIyAra aMgamAM pAraMgata banyA, saudharma devalokamAM utpanna thayA. pachI anantara phaLa rUpe teo cAdamAM bhave mokSamAM jaze- A badhe prabhAva kene? -supAtradAnane. tyAga zabdane dAnano paryAya ja samaja dAnavRtti. eTale ja tyAgavRtti. juo aSTa prakArI pUjAmAM phaLapUjAnA duhAmAM zuM lakhyuM ? - phaLa mukI prabhu AgaLa mAguM zIvaphaLa tyAga - zIvaphaLa tyAga eTale zuM? zuM tamAre mekSaphaLa nathI joituM ? "joIe che ne," te pachI zIvaphaLa-tyAga zabda kema muke? ahIM tyAga zabda dAnano paryAya che. eTale duhAne artha ema karavo ke he prabhu mane mekSarUpI phaLanuM dAna Ape. re bhAI tuM ApatA zIkha - parizIlanane artha barAbara vicArI zakhaje, supAtradAnamAM mAtra anna-pANI ja artha nathI. temAM auSadhAdi paNa grahaNa karavAnA ja che ane vastra, pAtra, pustaka, kaMbala, rajoharaNa, daMDa tathA zayyA vagere sarve vastuthI munine pratilAle. supAtradAnanA adhikArI mAtra sAdhu sAdhavI ja che te vAta paNa bhula bharelI che. virati ghara zrAvaka ke samyak daSTine paNa supAtra ja gaNyA che. jemane tyAM dIna duHkhI, bhukhyo, pIDita, sule-laMgaDe badhAM ja dAna pAmatA haze tyAM supAtrane vega sahelAIthI maLaze. mATe - re bhAI tuM ApatA zIkha -
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________________ (38) abhayadAna -jIvADIne jIvo amaya sarvasatvemyo yo dadAti dayAparaH tasya dehAdvimuktasya bhayauM nAsti kutazcana je dayALu manuSya sarva prANIone abhayadAna Ape che. te manuSya dehathI mukta thAya che. arthAt mRtyu pAme tyAre tene keIthI bhaya raheto nathI. rIsAmaNI nAmaka vanaspatinA pAnane kaI sparza thAya tyAre te eTalI badhI bhaya pAme che ke tenI pAMdaDIo jhaDapathI bIDAI jAya che. rIsAmaNI to ekendriya jIva che. mAtra vanaspatI gaNAya. paNa A lAkamAM kSudra jatuo paNa bhayanA mAryA bacavAnA phAMphA mAre che ane pazupakSIo paNa doDAdoDa kare che. AvA koIpaNa prakAranA bhayathI ke duHkhathI AkrAnta prANIone bhayathI mukta karavA te ja abhayadAna che. te dInI vAta che. je dI mIrakhAM balocanI bIke uttara gujarAtane sAlama paTTA nAmaka paragaNamAM gAmaDAM phaphaDatAM'tA. mIrakhA balecanuM bahAravaTuM kAsA belAve. raiyata te rADa daI gaItI. mIrakhAM beleca dhoLe dA'De gAyakavADI gAmaDAM dhamaroLIne hAtha tALI daI alepa thaI jAya. vaDodarAthI vAra upara vAra chUTatItI. jIvate A muo paNa mIrakhAMne hAjara kare. sarakArane saLagatAM sAlama paTTAnAM sapanA AvatA'tA. vAta evI banI hatI ke sAlamapaTTAnA paragaNAnAM mIrakhAM balocane rAjA sAthe. keka vAte vAkuM paDayuM. mIrakhAM baloce rAjAne lAkha lAkha vinaMtI karI paNa gAyakavADI amaladAre sattAnA madamAM ne madamAM koI vAta kAne dharI ja nahIM. tyAre mIrakhAne thayuM ke rAjAnA baherA kAnamAM paDelI dhAka have Ama ughaDe tema lAgatuM nathI. teNe
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 mAMDayA gAyakavADI gAmeAnA kaDulaheA elAvavA. samI sAMje sAlamapaTTAnA pathakanA gAmaDAmAM seApe! paDavA mAMDayeA. 22 mIrakhAM mAthe mATI eTha karavA sarakAre nathusiMha bAroTane pheAjadArU sAMpyu. nasiMha phAjadAre sIdhe sAlamapaTTAnA mAraga AlyA, mIrakhAMne paNa bAtamI maLI gaI ke phejadAra A tarapha AvI rahyo che. basa pachI te! mIrakhAM alAca ane nasiMha vacce rAjanI sa tAkukaDI cAlu thaI gaI. nasa hu jANeke mIrakhAMne bheDavI rAjAnA zirapAva laI lauM. mIrakhAMne mana ema ke nahine ThAra mArI maradAnagI dekhADu.. jagarAlamAM nasiMhanA mukAma hatA. te dI" mIrakhAMnA manamAM thaI gayuM ke Aja have chellA khela khelI nAkhe!. Aja nAthurAma hAthamAM AvyA teA ThIka che. vagaDAvI.pI paheAMcI gayA jagarAla. tyAM nathu phejadAranA hAjA gagaDI gayA khAroTa juvAnA e nAkA dabAvyA. mIrakhAMe trADa pADI. mArA cAra soMpI de jhaTa. tyAM ja dhI gANuM maDANuM. javAmarda bAroTA e nathu phejadArane bacAvI lIdhA, Aza AvelAne peAtAne jIvane sATe paNa khacAvI lIdhe. Aja vastu te abhayadana. jIvADIne jIve atyAre te abhayadAna zabda sAMbhaLatA leke cAMkI uThe che. zu A te vaLI koI dAna kahevAtu haze ? dAnike atyAre eka ja vivAda laIne besI gayA che." kANu kAne abhaya ApI zake? athavA te prANadAna karI zake. A jagatamAM pratyeka AtmA sarvathA svataMtra che. kAI ja kAinu bhagADI zakavA samartha nathI. paNa A hAnikA eka vAta bhUlI gayA lAge che. AtmA sAthe zarIra paNa joDAyeluM che. pAMca indriya, mana, zvAseAzvAsa, vacana ane AyuSya paNa che. AmAMnA eke prANanA viyAga thAya ke tene kAI prakAre IjA thAya temAM pratyekane bhaya lAge che. prANIone AvA bhayathI mukta karavA ke AzvAsana ApavuM tenuM nAma ja abhayadAna, vartamAnamAM uddabhavelI bhayakara azAMti, zastra
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________________ jIvADIne jIve 23 prakSepaNa, eTama bomba athavA hAIDejana bombanA yugamAM bhayathI tharatharatA prANIo mATe te A abhayadAnano artha samajAvavAnI atyaMta jarUra che. ahiMsA-ahiMsAnA pracAra mArA vacce abhayadAna zabdanA arthane guMgaDAvI devAyo che. jIvADIne jIve parizIlana ahiMsAthI kaMIka vizeSa saMdeza Ape che. mAtra hiMsA cheDe tema nahIM. pitAnA bhege paNa bIjA jIvanI rakSA karavI. tenA karatAM paNa AgaLa vAta e che ke jIvone ekapaNa prANanA viyoga ke IjAnA bhayathI mukta rAkhavA. saMkSepamAM kahIe te jIvane mAre te nahIM. paNa tene maraNa bhaya paNa nIkaLI jAya te abhayadAna. sthAnAM sUtranA sAtamAM sthAnamAM trIjA uddezAnA sUtra pajhalmAM manuSyane utpanna thatAM sAta prakAranA bhaye darzAvatA lakhyuM ke sata bhayaTThANA paNNatA ta jahA ihaleogabhae, paralogabhae, AyANabhae, akamhAbhae, veyaNabhae, maraNabhae, asilogabhae. (1) Ihaloka bhaya- manuSyane manuSyano bhaya. (2) paraloka bhaya- tiryaMcAdi anya jAtine bhaya. (3) AdAna bhaya- dhanasaMpatti cere dvArA luMTAvAno bhaya. (4) akasmAta bhaya- jala-pralaya Adine bhaya. . (5) vedanA bhaya- roga vagere pIDAno bhaya. (6) maraNa bhaya- prANane kaIpaNa prakAre viyega tha. (7) aleka bhaya- apakIrti-apayazane bhaya. AjanA yugamAM A sarve bhayanuM nivAraNa Avazyaka che te mATe ja bhaya vihina sthiti eTale ke abhayadAnane upadeza apAye. te prazna e che ke abhayadAnano vAstavika dAtA koNa? je svayaM bhayabhIta che te bIjAne zuM abhaya ApI zakavAnA? abhayadAnI banavA mATe svayaM nirbhaya banavuM jarUrI che. eTale ja tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne jamavAnuM vizeSaNa zobhe che. svayaM nirbhaya banavA mATe ahiMsA, satya ane AtmavizvAsanI jarUra che. jema niSparigrahane kadI cerane bhaya raheto nathI. jo ke saMpUrNa nirbhayatA te mohanIya karmanA
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________________ 24 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 vicchedathI ja AvavAnI. kemake bhaya e mehanIya karmanuM ja eka svarUpa che. vi -cara, ramata, cA, camana je kaMI ghaTAvavuM hoya tevuM eka mAtra sthAna che mukti-zivapurI-paramera sthiti. zrImad bhagavad gItAmAM bhaktanuM eka lakSaNa varNavatA jaNAvela yasmAnnAd vijate loko lokAnnAd vijate ca ya : harSAmarSa bhyo|gau-rmukto ya: sa ca me priya : jenAthI lokone bhaya nathI, loka vaDe je (pate paNa) bhaya pAmata nathI. tathA je harSa keAdha ke bhayanA ugathI mukta che te mane priya che. (mAre priya bhakta che.) bIjo prazna e paNa thAya ke abhacadAnI Ape che zuM ? bhacabrAnta prANunA hRdayamAMthI te bhaya kADhI nAkhe che. eTale nirbhayatA pradAna kare che. sAdhu-sAvI ahiMsA vratanI pratijJA laIne pratyeka jInA abhayadAtA bane che. bAhubalIjInA zarIre velaDIo vIMTAI gaI, paMkhIoe mALA bAMdhyA, pazuoe thAMbhalo samajI nirbhayatApUrvaka potAnI kAyA ghasavA mAMDI te che abhayadAnanuM suMdara pratIka. uttarAdhyayananA sUtramAM eka prasaMga Ave che. saMyati rAjA vanamAM zikAra karavA gayelo che. eka haraNane joIne tIra mAre che. haraNa ghAyala thaIne tyAM ja paDI jAya che. te potAnA prANa bacAvavA mATe ubho thaI doDe che. pahoMce sIdhe dhyAnastha evA gaIbhila muninI pAse. muni te badhAne zaraNa denArA ane abhayadAtA che. vanya pazu paNa ATalI vAta samajatA hatA. are pilo camare paNa devalokamAM Idra sAthe laDavA gayelA. paNa tyAM na phAvyo ane Indra vajaratna cheDayuM te sIdho kAcotsarga karatA prabhunA caraNamAM zaraNa laIne beThe. ApaNe paNa gAIe chIene- na tore caraNa kI zaraNu grahuM-zaraNa grahuM haraNa paNa gardabhila muninA zaraNamAM jaI zAMtithI besI gayuM. zAMta ane nirbhika munine joIne saMyati rAjA paNa khacakAyo. zikAra
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________________ vADIne jIvA 25 baMdha karI, tIra kAmaThAne eka tarapha cheADI dai rAjA peAtAnA sAthIe sAthe pahe| muni pAse. tenA manamAM judo ja bhaya utpanna thayA ke jo mRga muninuM haze te! mane nakkI zrApa daI deze. ApaNe A parizIlananI zarUAtamAM ja joI gayA ke je pAte nirjAya hAya te ja khIjAne abhayadAna ApI zake. paraMtu rAjAne mAthe paNa meAtanA bhaya jhajhumatA hatA. vAtsalya--dvIpa samAna munirAje karuNA varasAvatA rAjA pratye paNa vAtsalyathI joyuM. eka ja vAkaya munirAje rAjAne kahyuMabhyo patthivA tujha abhaya dAtA bhavAhiyaH he rAjanlR mArA taraphathI aa tane abhaya ja che. paNa tu. AjathI A prANIonA abhayadAtA bana. basa te ja divasathI A nibhika muninA sayuti rAjA para evA prabhAva paDayA ke jIvADIne jIvAne sa Mdeza jhIlAI gayA saMyatirAjAnA mastiSkamAM. muninA caraNamAM dIkSA laIne sadAne mATe sava` prANionA abhayadAtA banyA. prazna :- abhayadAna badhA dAnAmAM zreSTha kema kahyu. zAstrakAra maharSi e supAtradAna, abhayadAna, aucityajJAna, anuka'pAdAna, kIti`dAna pAMce dAnAmAM abhayadAnane zreSTha kahyuM, kAraNake anya dAnAthI prANIne asthAyI ke kSaNika tRpti athavA satASa thAya che. paNa abhacadAna tA jIvanadAna che. tenAthI sArI jIMdagIbharanA satASa maLe che. vaLI zrI sUtrakRtAMgamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, dAgAga se abhayappayAga' mahAbhAratamAM paNa eka zrleka Ave che. na bhUpradAna na suvarNadAna na gopradAna' na tathAnnadAnam yathA vadantIha mahApradAnaM sarveSu dAneSyabhayapradAnam bhUmidAna mahAdAna nathI ke suvarNa dAna paNa mahAdAna nathI, gAyanuM dAna paNa mahAdAna nathI ane anna dAna paNa mahAdAna nathI. sava dAnAmAM jo koI mahAdAna heAya te te che abhayadAna. kAraNake jamInanu suvarNanuM ke sa MpattinuM, gAyanu ke annanu dAna ApanAra tA ghaNA maLI raheze. paNa bhaya bhrAnta prANIonI rakSA
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________________ 26 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 karanAra kAI nahI maLe tA? ghAsa, pANI bhUmi badhI vyavasthA hAya paNa katalakhAne jatI gAyAne kAI rokanAra ja na hAya te, te badhI suMdara ane sudRDha vyavasthA zA kAmanI raheze ? eka rAjAe kAI cArane mahA mahenate pakaDelA. cAra upara cArI ane khUna ane prakAranA aparAdhanA khaTaleA hatA. rAjAe tene phAMsInI sajA pharamAvelI. rANIone cAranI phAMsInA samAcAra maLatAM karuNA upajI AvI. teoe rAjAne vinatI karI ke A cArane eka eka divasa mATe amane soMpe te tenI bhakti karIe. rAjAe mRtyu daMDa sthagIta karIne eka divasa mATe cArane paTTarANIne soMpyA. paTTarANIe khUba ja svAdiSTa bhAjana karAvyu`, nAcagAna dekhADayA, manAra jana karAvyuM. khIje divase bIjI rANIe vinatI karI eka divasa teNe paNa cArane khuza karavA mATe prayatna karyA. trIje divase trIjI rANIe tene AnaMdamAM rAkhavA prayatna karyo. badhI rANIe ekabIjA karatA peAtAnI bhakti vadhAre caDhIyAtI lAge tevA phAMphA mAryA paNa cArane AmAMnI keI vAte AnaMda upajateA nathI. kemake mRtyunA ghaMTa vAgate hAya tene kaI AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya kharI ? ceAthI rANI rAjAne mana aNamAnItI hatI paNa dharma parAyaNa hAvAthI tene thayuM ke mArA koI azubha karmonA uya che ke mAre rAjA sAthe manameLa nathI te! huM dAna-zIla tapa ane bhAvarUpa dharma zA mATe na AdarU? ahiMsAdi vratanI paripAlanA kema na karUM ? evI bhAvanA sAthe peAtAnA divase pasAra karI rahelI zaNI rAjAne prArthanA karavA gaI ke tame traNe rANIonuM vacana rAkhyuM, tema mAruM paNa vacana mAnya kare te eka araja karuM. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A paNa cAranI bhakti karavA IcchatI haze te bhale tema kare. rAjA vacanabaddha thayA. rANIe vinaMtI karI ke cAranA mRtyudaDa mApha kareA tene huM sudhArI daIza. vacanabaddha thAe cAne mAphI ApIne rANI pAse meklyA. rANIe tene sagIbahena jevA nehathI sAcavyeA ne ahiMsAdi vratAnI pratijJA karAvI.
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________________ jIvADIne ja A 27. bIje divase bharI sabhAmAM rAjAe cArane pUchayuM. tane cAra rANIomAM sauthI vadhu bhakti kenI lAgI? cAra be mahArAja bhakti te prathama traNe rANIoe eka-ekathI caDhIyAtI karI. paNa matanI laTakatI talavAra heThaLa ha te mANI zakate na hato. cothI rANIe mane ApyuM te kaMI nathI. chatAM tenI bhakti sauthI caDhIyAtI lAgI. kAraNa ke teNe mane jIvanadAna ApyuM che metanA bhayamAMthI mukta karAvyo che. kapilAnAM sahasratu yo dvijebhyaH prayacchati ekasya jIvita dadyAt kalAM nArhati SoDazI brAhmaNane je eka hajAra gAyanuM dAna Ape, (tene badale) ekane jIvanadAna Ape te (te ga-dAna jIvanadInanI) seLamI kaLAe paNa yogya (tulya) thatuM nathI. AjanA yugamAM A vAta ke abhayadAnanI rANanI kathA taddana arthahIna lAgaze. kemake jyAM katalakhAnAnA yAMtrikaraNanI vAto thatI. hoya, iMDAne zAkAhArI gaNavA prayatna thatA hoya ane zAkabhAjInI jema mAMsa vecAtu hoya tyAM abhayadAna ke jIvanadAnanI vAta karuM sAMbhaLavAnuM hatuM ? abhayadAnanA AcaraNamAM jaLa che tyAganI. saMpattinA mehane tyAga, jIbhanI lolupatAne tyAga, beTA vaibhava-vilAsane tyAga. A badhuM jyAM Ave tyAM abhayadAnanI vAta zobhe. - zreNika rAjAnA putra meghakumAranA jIvana-vikAsamAM abhayadAnanI. anupama kahAnI che. pUrve meghakumAra eka mAtra hAthIne jIva che. jaMgalamAM bhayaMkara Aga lAgelI. hAthI svayaM buddhithI jhADapAna ukheDI-vanaspati sApha karI eka moTuM mAMDalu banAve che. jyAM hAthI uparAMta bIjA prANIo paNa zaraNa levA AvyA che. kemake badhAM jIva samaje che ke Aga ahIM sudhI pahoMcavAnI nathI. Akhu mAMDala khIcokhIca bharAI gayuM che tyAM hAthIne khaMjavALa AvatA teNe paga UMce karyo. saMpUrNa salAmata jagyA che tevuM lAgatA ja eka sasaluM tyAM AvIne ubhuM rahI gayuM. hAthI jevo paga mukavA jAya tyAM khabara paDI sasaluM che. karuNA sabhara hAthInA manamAM sasalAne abhayadAna devAno saMkalpa jAge. jIvADIne jInA
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________________ 28 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 Adarzane pALatA teNe aDhI divasa sudhI paga UMce rAkhI mu. dAvAnaLa zAMta thaye. kramaza badhAM prANa svasthAne cAlyA gayA. paNa tyAM sudhImAM hAthIne paga jakaDAI gaye. je te jamIna upara paga mukavA gaye ke dhaDAma karatI kAyA pRthvI para paTakANI mRtyu pAmIne te hAthI thaye meghakumAra. meghakumAre jIva gajarAje sasale zaraNe rAkhe re vIra pAse jeNe bhava bhaya bhAMje tapa zakate karI rAkhyo re. Ane kahevAya abhayadAna-jIvanadAna-tyAga AcaraNa ke jIvADIne jI viSayanI svIkRti. potAnA zokha te zuM-jarUrIyAta te zuM paNa prANanI Ahuti apAI gaI chatAM bIjA pAmara jIvane jIvA-abhacadAna dIdhuM. te te jIva meghakumAra banyuM. rAjAne kuMvara thaye sukha pApe ja paNa tyAganA saMskArothI cAritra paNa lIdhuM, vIra paramAtmAnA zaraNamAM jaI potAnA jIvanane sArthaka karyuM. mAnavIe vicAravA jevuM suMdara dRSTAnta che. mane jema mArI jIMdagI pyArI che tema badhAM ja jIne paNa potAnI jIMdagI pyArI che. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM zayyabhava sUrijI jaNAve che ke - savve jIvAvi icchaMti jIviu na marijiu badhAMja jIvo jIvavA Icche che. maravuM keIne pasaMda nathI. zAka samAratA AMgaLI upara cappa lAge te cIsa paDI jAya che. te pachI talakhAnAnA prANa para pharatI karavatathI kema arerATI nathI thatI ? A bevakupha gavarnamenTa ke jyAM khunanA badale 30ranI kalama lAge che ane garbhapAta kAyadesara banato jAya che. duSkALa mATe ghAsanA gaMja khaDakAya che ane katalakhAnAnA mazIne kadI baMdha thatA nathI. vRkSa bacAvAnI buma pADavAmAM Ave che ane jaMgalo kapAtA jAya che. jenA darzana mAtra manuSyanA nahIM paNa ekendriya, beIdriya, teIndriya, caurIndrIya ane tamAma tiryaMca paMcendriya sahita sarve jInA abhayadAnanI vAta kare che. tamane paNa pUchuM ke vicAryo che kadI IriyAvahI sUtrane artha ? egidiyA, bediyA, tei diyA, caura diyA, paci diyA mA mAtra jIvIAo
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________________ jIvADIne jIvA 29 vavovI nathI lakhyu. jIvane prANathI chuTA karyA ema lakhatA pahelAM ghaNu` badhu kahI dIdhuM. amidyA, vIyA, heA, sa vAcIyA-saTTIyA vagere tamAma bAbatAnuM micchAmi dukkaDam ApyuM che. kevA sarasa zabda tyAM mukayA ? ne ne nIvA vihiyA- mArA vaDe je kAI jIvanI virAdhanA thaI hoya. virAdhanA eTale zuM ? viduSyante duHkha sthApyante prANinA'nayeti. jenA vaDe prANIo duHkhamAM mukAya te virAdhanAnuM. micchAmi dukkaDam Apyu. * egiMdiyA jene mAtra spardhA indriya-zarIra ja che ane svayaM halana calana karI zakatA nathI. -- O veviyA - sparzI ane rasa-zarIra ane jIbhavALA jevAke za'kha-kADA-aLasIyA vagere. 0 teniyA - spa, rasa, ghrANu traNa indriyavALA jevAke kAnakhajUrA, mAMkaDa, jU, kIDI, uMdhaI, makeALA vagere jIve. 0 pariniyA - kAna sivAyanI cAre indriyavALA jevAke vIchI, bhramarA, bhamarI, DAMsa, ka'sArI, macchara vagere. A cAre prakAranA jIvA ApameLe utpanna thatA hAI tene saMmuSThi ma kahevAya che. temAM kAI nara nathI keAI mAdA nathI te rItanA vyavahAra paNa hAtA nathI. 0 viviyA - pAMce indriyavALA nArakI--devatiya ca ane manuSya sarve, A badhAM ja jIvAne duHkha paheoMcADAI jAya teA paNa mAphI mAMgavAnI. duHkha kaI rIte paheAMce te jaNAvavA mAvi pado mUkayA. tenA artha e ke AmAMnA keAI jIvane lAte marAyA hoya, dhULa vaDe DhAMkayA hAya, bheAMca sAthe ghasAyA hAya, arasaparasa zarIrA aphaLAvAyA hAya, thoDA sparza karAyA hAya, duHkha upajAvAyu" hAya, kheda pamADAyA hAya, atizaya trAsa pamADAyA hoya, eka sthAnethI bIjA sthAne pheravAyA hAya kempa jIvanathI chUTA karAyA haiAya eTale ke mArI na'khAyA hoya. te sarva
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________________ 30 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 virAdhanAnI mAphI mAMgI micchAmigvarajU kahyuM. bela abhayadAna mATe keTalI vyApaka samajathI ahiMsAnA khyAla rajU karyA che. zAstrakAre. zAntInAtha paramAtmA megharatha rAjAnA bhavamAM eka pArevAnI virAdhanAthI aTakavA pitAnI jAtane hoDamAM mUkI vADIne jIne uttama Adarza puro pADayo hato. pauSadhazALAmAM rahelA megharatharAjAnA zaraNe pArevaDuM phaphaDatuM AvyuM. maraNamUkha pArevuM dinavadane yAcanA kare che jIvananI pAchaLa bAja pakSI AvyuM. potAnA bhakSyanI mAMgaNI karI. rAjA kahe meM tene abhayadAna AveluM che. bAja kahe rAjan mArA paNa bhukhathI prANa nIkaLI rahyA che. tuM mAruM bhakSya ApI de, nahIM to mane teTaluM mAMsa Apa. rAjAe trAjavuM maMgAvyuM. eka tarapha kabutarane mUkayuM bIjI tarapha pitAnA zarIramAMthI mAMsanA TukaDA kApI kApIne mUkavA mAMDayA. paNa tyAM te kabutaranuM vajana vadhatuM ja jAya che. palluM UMcuM thatuM nathI. rAjAe potAnuM AkhuM zarIra trAjavAmAM mUkI dIdhuM, paNa kabutarane maravA devAnuM kabUla na karyuM. | sarvatra hAhAkAra thaI gayo. "eka paMkhIne jIvADavA paMDanuM dAna" tyAM te mugaTadhArI deva pragaTa thayA. aparAdha khamAvI sajAnI prazaMsA karI baMne cAlyA gayA. A rIte mana-vacana-kAyAthI jagatanA tamAma ne abhayadAna de. teraNathI ratha kera gayA re hA pazuA deI deSa merevAlamAM navabhava neha nihArI re lola, se joI AvyA jeza mere vAlamAM neminAtha paramAtmAe paNa lagnanA mAMDavethI pAchA pharIne jene abhayadAna dIdhuM mATe sau jIvADIne jIve
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________________ (39) dAnanA (anya) prakAro -bhAve dIje dAna abhayaM supAttadANa aNuka pA uciya kitti dANa ca .. : dohiMpI mukhkho bhaNio tinni bhogAi diya ti ... dAnanA pAMca prakArone jaNAvatAM abhayadAna, supAtradAna, anukaMpAdAna, UMcatadAna ane kIrtidAna e rIte pAMca prakAranA dAne jaNAvyA. 0 abhayadAna eTale jIvone vadha-baMdhana yA keIpaNa prakAre virAdhanAdi duHkha na thAya tevA prakArane je bhaya rahe che tevA bhayabhIta prANuonA prANanuM rakSaNa karI nirbhayatA ApavI te abhayadAna. 0 supAtradAna- sArA pAtramAM athavA te zreSTha pAtramAM dAna karavuM te supAtra dAna. 0 anukaMpAdAna- dAnano trIjo prakAra anukaMpA. dIna hinane dhamaviheNuM dekhI dilamAM darda rahe karuNAbhInI AMkhomAMthI azrune zubhasrota vahe anukaMpA dAnane karuNAdAna, dayAdAna ke sahAnubhUti paNa kahI zakAya che. tenI vyAkhyA karatA zlokamAM jaNAvyuM ke dIna duHsthita dAridra protAnAM prANinAM sadA duHkha nivAraNe yAMcA mAnuka pAbhidhIyate dIna dukhI ane dAridrane pAmelA prANIonA dukhanuM nivAraNa karavAnI niraMtara IcchAne anukaMpA kahevAya che. A dAna jAti, kula, dharma, saMpradAya, prAnta, rASTra vagerenA bhedanI vicAraNA choDIne ja saphaLa thaI zake. eTale ja kahyuM ke- ' dAnakAle mahebhyAnAM kiM pAtrApAtra ciMtayA rInA seva TuthArtha thA pA pramu .. dAtAre dAna detI vakhate pAtra apAtranI ciMtA zuM karavI juo mahAvIra prabhue kRpAthI aDadhuM devadazya garIba (brAhmaNa)ne ApyuM..
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra zrI vIra paramAtmAe dIkSA grahaNa karI pachI gAmegAma vicarI rahyA hatA. teNe dIdhela karADA seAnaiyAnA vArSika dAna samaye eka brAhmaNa kyAMka dezAMtara gayA hatA. tethI tene kaMI dAna maLyuM nahIM. 32 ghera AvyA tyAre tenI patnIe vinavaNI karI, Agraha karyo ke hajI bhagavAna jayAM vicaraNa kare che tyAM jAo tenI pAse mAgaze! tA jarUra kaMIka Apaze. brAhmaNa prabhunI pAchaLa pAchaLa bhaTake che. tene thAya che ke Aja mahIM to kAla A prabhu jarUra mane kaMIka Apaze. anukaMpA buddhithI zrI vIra paramAtmAe aDadhu devadrazya phALIne ApyuM. anukaMpA keTalA sarasa zabda che. agara tamArA hRdayamAM kAI duHkhI-garIba-anAtha asahAya ke abhAvagrasta vyakti athavA sasthAne joIne tatkAla karuNA utpanna na thAya--AMkheAmAM sahAnubhUti na janme~ dila yA na mane tA mAnava jIvananA artha ze!? vi jIva karu` zAsana rasInI bhAvanAvALA prabhunA hRdayamAM keTalI karuNA haze? keTalu anuka'pana haze. eka vakhata IzvaracaMdra vidyAsAgara kalakattAnI eka saDaka upara pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. rastAmAM teNe eka mANasa joyA. jenA cahere murajhAyelA hatA. kaMIka kaSTamAM hoya tevu lAgyuM. IzvaracaMdra vidyAsAgara teA jANe hamezAM AvA pAtrAnI talAzamAM ja rahetA hatA, teNe pelA duHkhI bhAIne AzvAsana ApatA pUchyuM, kema bhAI ! zu... muMjhavaNamAM che? pelA bhAI A svare khelyA ke huM garIH brAhmaNa chuM. mArI dIkarInA lagna mATe mahAjana pAsethI ja lIdheluM, paNa hajI sudhI cUkavI zakayA nathI. mahAjane mane neTisa ApI che. parama divase muddamAnI tArIkha che. huM jANatA nathI ke hu` zu` karI zakIza ?izvaracaMdra vidyAsAgare dayA tAthI pUchyu "keTalA rUpiyA thaze ? cAvIzahajAra rUpiyA thaze. bhAI ! gabharAze! nahIM. izvara upara bharoso rAkhA, A nAma-saranAmu devAnA kAgaLIyA badhu ja tenI pAsethI meLavI lIdhuM. trIje divase pelA garIba brAhmaNa kA mAM pahoMcyA tyAre khabara paDI ke kA mAMthI kesa nIkaLI gayeA che. brAhmaNanI AMkhamAMthI harSoMnA AMsue ubharAI AvyA.
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________________ bhAve dIje dAna A che anukaMpAdAnanA vAstavika namUnA-AjanA yugamAM banelA banAva, jo gRhasthA Ava! dRSTAMta najara sAme rAkhIne anukampAdAna nahIM kare te duniyAmAM duHkhInA duHkha mITAvavA mATenI sahAnubhUti ke sahayoga nAmanI koI cIjanuM astitva ja nahIM rahe. 33 anukampAdAnanA virodha karanArA leke mAnavahRdayamAM rahelI sahAnubhUti ane ekameka paratvenI sahRdayatAnA ja nAza karI rahyA che, zrI sUtrakRtAMga sUtramAM paNa jaNAvela che. je eNa' paDisehati vitticcheyaM karatti te je AnA (anukampA dAnanA) pratiSedha kare che te (bhUkhyA anAtha ane asahAyanI) vRtti-AjIvikAnA cheda karI rahyA che. tema karavAmAM dharma ane dharmagurU mannenI badanAmI thAya che, kramaza: leAkeAnI jaina dharma ke jaina sAdhu paranI zraddhA tuTatAM bhaviSyamAM ane edhi dula bha thAya che. jagaDuzA nAmaka zrAvake duSkALa vakhate visaLarAjAne 8000 muDA (muMDA eka prakAranu` dhAnyanuM mApa che), hamIra zAne mAra hajAra muMDA, dilhInA sulatAnane ekavIsa hajAra muMDA dhAnya ApeluM hatuM. 112 dAnazALA sthApelI hatI temaja lajajALu ane kuLavAna strIo dAna laI zake te mATe paDadA rAkhyA hatA. eka vakhata khuda vizaLa rAjAe peAtAnA bhAgyanI parIkSA karavA mATe hAtha laMbAvyA. tyAre jagaDuzA e tenA hAthanA lakSaNA joI ne peAtAnI vITI utArIne ApI dIdhI, khuza thayelA rAjAe jagaDuzAne kahyuM ke have tAre mane praNAma na karavA. pachI hAthI upara besADI jagaDuzAne ghera meAlyuM. A pramANe dhArmika paNuM anuka pAdAna vaDe ja AAle che. zrAvake anukaMpAdAna karavu ja joIe ane anukaMpAdAnane kyAMya niSedha karyo nathI. zrAddha Tvina kRtyanA zleSTha 221-222 mAM jaNAve ke suzrAvaka jamavA bese tyAre gharanA dvAra baMdha na kare kema ke zrI jinazvara paramAtmAe anukapAdAnanA kyAMya niSedha karyo nathI. paNa dezanA vaDe te pravRtti karavAnu jaNAvela che. 3
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________________ 34 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 dharma saMgrahanI 811 mI gAthAmAM paNa e rIte ja jaNAvela che ke AhAra vastra AdirUpa dravya dayA ane dharmamAM joDavA rUpa bhAvadayA bane bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA keIpaNa jIva pratye AdaravA. cethuM-ucita dAna :- gya avasare ISTa atithine, devagurunA Agamana tathA navA jina bIbanI vadhAmaNI ApanArane, kAvyaloka- subhASita ke vineda kathA kahenArane prasanna cittathI je dAna ApavuM te ucita dAna. - je rIte cakravatI niraMtara prabhAta kAle tIrthakaranA vihAranI sthiti (vicaraNa sthAna)nI mAhitI ApanArane varSAsana ApatA hatA. kahevAya che ke bAra kaTi suvarNa ke bAra lAkha dravya ke chevaTe cha lAkha dravya eTaluM ucitadAna cakavatI eka vakhatanA prItidAnamAM de. amarelI pAsenuM cIttala gAma. sAMjane samaya che. be asavAro ghoDAne rAMgamAM ramADatAM cIttalanI ubhI bajAra vadhI jaI rahyA che. dhoma taDake lAMbe paMtha karI AvatA asavAranA aMga paraseve rebajheba che. cikamAM pUgatA eka asavAre bIjAne kahyuM ApA golaNavALA sAMja. paDavA AvI, haju kayAM sudhI ghoDA hAMkeye rAkhazuM? bIjA asavAre ghoDAne ubhe rAkhI kahyuM ApA dehAvALA vAta te kharI che paNa have thAya zuM? sAkara cekhA khAvA hoya te rokAI e. dehAvALo ke kenI DelIe gheDA bAMdhavA? ApA gelaNavALA be rAdaDIyAne Dele. kema rAdaDIyA gAmaghaNuM che? gAmadhaNI te nathI, paNa roTale pakhate che. gAmadhaNathI ye savA lekhAya tevuM kheraDuM, che te rAjane cAkara paNa rAjane rUDuM dekhADe tevo Adara karanAra che. rAdaDIyA ane gAmadhaNa baMne pAchaLa AvatA'tA. baMnenA kAna, camakyA. darabAra bolyA, rAdaDIyA ! jhaTa Dele puge atithi tama vATa, jaze. rAdaDIyAne thayuM zuM thayuM. gAmadhaNI karatA mane adakere dekhADe. rAdaDIyA to puge Dele. mahemAnuM ne rUDA AvakAra devANuM, badhuM bharIne
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________________ bhAve dIje dAna 35 bheTyAM sau. gheDAne jogANuM devANuM. bharata bharelI gAdalI mAthe mahemAnuM beThA. sAkara cAkhA devANuM, mAthe dhI pIrasANa, DhALIyA DhaLA, baMne asavAre mIThI nIMdarU tANI, parabhAte hAlI nIkaLyA. rAdaDI be elI sAMbhaLyuM ? kAM zuM cyuM? ApaNI kharacI khuTI gaI. cAkarI jANe ema ja kahevuM che ne ? hA. te cho" jAtI AMgaNe Avelo atithi kAMI bhUkhyA thaDe jAya, ApaNe te khetara kheDI khAtuM paNa avasara sAcava joI e ne! tyAM te bApunuM teDuM AvyuM rAdaDIye muMjhANo. DAyarAmAM nIcuM meTuM nAkhIne ubhe che, rAje haMmeza mATe tene khIjaDIyuM gAma patare lakhIne ApI dIdhuM. Ane kahevAya ucitadAna. A keI zAstramAM lakhelI ke paurANika kathA nathI. AjanA ItihAsanA pAne noMdhAyela satya ghaTanA che. tame paNa kaI ghera Ave tyAre cA-nAstAnuM pUcho. bahAra maLe te pAna-sepArInuM pUcho te rIte aucitya te jALavo ja che ne? paNa A parizIlana che. bhAve dIje dAna, eTale hArdika bhAva pUrvaka ane ucitadAnanI bhAvanAne samajI-svIkArIne ucitadAna karavuM joIe. "kaMIka paNa devuM te saMskAra haze te tyAga bhAvanA AtmAmAM vAsita thaze. - eka vakhata junAgaDhane kheMgAra nAmanA rAjA zikAra karavA gayelo. ghaNuM sasalAne vadha karI tene ghoDAnA pUchaDe bAMdhyA hatA. mArgamAM parivArathI chuTA paDI gayo. teTalAmAM bAvaLanA vRkSa upara beThelA DhaMDhaNa nAmanA cAraNane je. pUchayuM elA tuM mAraga jANe che. dayALuM cAraNe uttara vALyo. . . . jIva vadhatA naraga gai avadhatA gai sagga hu jANu do vATaDI jiNa bhAve tiNa lagga. jIvanA vadhathI narake javAya che ane avadha (ahiMsA ke dayA pALavAthI) svarge javAya che. huM to be mArga jANuM chuM. tane je mArga game te mAge ja.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 rAjAne tatkALa viveka utpanna thayo. teNe jIvana paryanta prANane vaLa na karavAne niyama lIdhe. AvA sanmAge caDAvanAra upakArI mANasane azvo tathA gAma vagere ApI gurunI jema satkAryo, kema ke ucitadAnamAM eka prakAre kartavya bhAvanA chupAyelI che. - rAjAne mArga dekhADe che. teNe paNa cAraNane ucitadAna karyuM ane ame tamane sanmArge lAvavA vrata niyamanI vAta karIe to tame zuM kahe? sAheba e vAta javAde, e te jeTaluM thAya eTaluM karIetamAre te khAlI upadeza ApavAne che ne-chatAM kadAca vadhu Agraha karIe to? bIje divasathI upAzrayanA bAraNuM baMdha. pAMcamuM kIrtidAna :- jene sAmAnya artha kIrti vaDe karIne. bhATa-cAraNa-bhikSuka vagerene dAna ApavuM te che. tema chatAM pitAnI moTAI, prasiddhi ke kIrtinI IcchAthI je dAna devAya che tene kIrtidAna kahevuM ThIka raheze. temAM keIpaNa prakAranI paropakAra daSTi karatAM pitAnI vAhavAha ke yazagAthAnuM mahattva vadhAre hoya che. AjakAla te dAnavIra kahevaDAvavA ke zIlAlekhamAM nAma kotarAvavA mATe kIrtidAna devAtA jovA maLe che. eka vakhata kumArapALa rAjA hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjAne dvAdazAvarta vaMdana karatA hatA tyAre te vakhate hemacaMdrAcAryajIe kumArapALanI pITha upara hAtha muke te joIne gAgalI nAmane kavi belyo hema tamArA kara mahI dIse addabhuta siddhi je cape heThA muhA te pAye hari sama Rddhi A duhA sAMbhaLatA kumArapALe prazasti karanAra kavine potAnA hAthanA kaDAM utArIne ApI dIdhA. te e samaye apAyeluM kIrtidAna ja hatuM. ' - kula pAMca prakAranA dAna thayA temAM abhaya ane supAtra e baMne dAna mekSane mATe che. jyAre anukaMpA-ucita ane kIti e traNe dAna bhegane denArA kahyA che. . tema chatAM nedhapAtra muddo te AkhA parizIlanamAM ekaja che. bhAve dIje dAna, pAMca prakAranA dAna bhAvanA para nirbhara che. dAna
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________________ 37 bhAve dIje dAna denAranI jevI bhAvanA hoya tevuM tene phaLa maLe che. jema nAgazrIe dharmaruci aNugAra jevA supAtra sAdhune paNa durbhAvanA ke khATI bhAvanA e karIne kaDavI tuMbaDAnuM zAka vaharAvyuM te tene zuM phaLa maLyuM ? dharmaruci aNagAra vaheravA mATe nIkaLelA te nAgazrIne tyAM AvyA. te divase nAgazrIne tyAM bhojana levA devara-devarANI sarve Avela hatA. khUba ja svAdiSTa ane masAlAthI bharapura rasavaMtI banAvela hatI. paNa eka tuMbaDAnuM zAka cAkhyuM te kaDavuM lAgatA thuMkI dIdhuM ane eka bAjue rAkhI dIdhuM. sAdhu mahArAjane ghera padhArelA jANI nAgazrIe kaDavA tuMbaDAnuM badhuM ja zAka tenA pAtarAmAM vaherAvI dIdhuM. dharmaruci upAzraye pahoMcyAM. guru mahArAjane gocarI batAvI. gaMdha parathI guru mahArAje pArakhI lIdhuM ke A zAka khAvA cogya nathI. dharmarucine AjJA pharamAvI ke A zAka paraThavI de. dharmarucie joyuM ke zAkanuM eka biMdu mAtra paDatAM te sthaLe keTalIye kIDIo gaMdhathI kheMcAIne AvI ane mRtyu pAmI. have zuM karavuM ? bIjA jIvone abhayadAna-jIvanadAna karavAnA hetuthI potAnA peTane ja zuddha ane nirjIva sthaLa samajI temAM badhuM zAka paraThavI dIdhuM. tyAMja anazana karI mRtyu pAmI ane sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAM pahoMcyA. paNa nAgazrIne zuM maLyuM? vizALa bhavabhramaNa. vanamAM dAvAnaLa lAge temAM mRtyu pAmI. chaThThI narake gaI. pachI ekathI sAtesAta nArakImAM babbe vakhata gaI. anaMtakALe draupadI thaI. bhAve dIje dAnane - bIje saMdarbha e che ke dAna sAMpradAyikatAnA vyAha vagara apAvuM joIe. mArI mAnyatAvALA saMghADAnA sAdhu ke amArI TeLInA yuvA moracAnA sabhya che tevuM mAnIne kadI dAna na apAya. namo Topa sara mA nI bhAvanAthI ke sAdharmika mAtra mAre badhu ema mAnIne ja dAna devAya che te kharekhara dAna kahevAya.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAdara eja rIte munidAna karyA bAda kAI dInaduHkhI AMgaNe ubhA hAya tA dAna devAne badale dhutkArI kADhavA te paNa khATuM ja che. AvA samaye tamArAM jamAI AvI caDe te! bahu mIThuM mIThuM beAlI bhejana karAvavAnA ke nahIM ? zakaya che ke bhAva tA tamane emAMthI keAI vakhate paNa na hAya. dIna-duHkhIne manamAM ema thAya ke cAleA A sAdhu sArA che tenI sAthe mane paNa maLyuM tA kayAreka te pAmI jaze bhAve dIje dAna uktinI mahattA keTalI haze ke malarAmamunine vaherAvatA kASThakArane joI ne mRgane thayu* dhikkAra che A tiya `capaNAne ke huM kaMI bhakti karI zakatA nathI. kASThakAra vicAre che ke dhanya che munine jee AvA ugra tapa tape che, tA mane bhaktinA lAbha maLyA. supAtradAna dAtA ane anumedana kartA mRga baMne balarAma muni sAthe svarge gayA. A che bhAvanA mahimA. 3. kRSNa mahArAjAnA mRtyu bAda AghAta pAmelA alarAma cha mAsa sudhI kRSNanA mRtakane khabhe laIne phare che. tIvra rAga keme karI tuTatA nathI. tyAre balarAmanA mitra siddhArtha deva tene pratibAdha karavA Ave che. mitra devanA pratibadha thakI balarAmane vairAgya utpanna thayA. zrI minAtha bhagavate balarAmanI utsukatA jANIne cAraNa munine tyAM meAkalyA. temanI pAse maLadeve dIkSA grahaNa karI. dIkSA bAda tIvra tapasyA kare che. eka divasa pAraNe bhikSA mATe AvelA. tenA rUpamAM meha pAmI kAI srIe pANInA ghaDA ne madale mALakanA gaLAmAM doraDuM nAkhI dIdhu. AvuM anucitta vartana joI te srIne sAvadhAna karI, pachI balarAma munie ciMtavyuM ke AjathI have mAre nagaramAM dIkSA levA javuM nahIM. paNa kASTha lenArA vanamAM Ave tyAre temanI pAsethI je AhAra maLe te levA. balarAma muni araNyamAM ja rahe che. teneA svAdhyAya sAMbhaLI aneka vAdya, sarpa, siMha vagere prANIe samakti pAmyAM hatAM ane zrAvaka vratane prApta karelu. temAMnA eka mRga rAmaRSanA pUrva bhavanA mitra che. ' tene jAti smaraNu jJAna thayu. tethI najIkamAM kAI sAthe vAha Ave tyAre munine tyAM laI jAya, azanAdika prApta karAvIne peAte vaiyAvaccanA lAbha laI
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________________ bhAve dIje dAna 39 rahyuM che. te saMjJAthI rAmamunine badhI sUcanA Apate A rIte rAmamunie se varSa sudhI tIvra tapa karI sAITha mAsakhamaNa ane cAra mAsI tapa karyA. eka vakhata kASTha Iccha rathakAra vanamAM Avyo. te vanamAM aDadhuM kApela vRkSa jemanuM tema rahevA daIne madhyAhane bhejanAthe beTho. te samaye mRge tene jA. munine saMjJA vaDe jaNAvatAM mA khamaNanA tapasvI munirAja vaheravA tyAM gayA. rathakAre bhAvazuddhipUrvaka dAna ApatA manamAM ciMtavyuM ke huM dhanya chuM. kRtapuNya chuM. ' " A samaye mRge paNa uMcuM mukha karIne rAmamuni tathA rathakArane jotAM vicAryuM ke are tiryaMca yonimAM utpanna thayelA mane dhikkAra che. kemake huM dIkSA paNa laI zakatA nathI ke dAna paNa ApI zakatA nathI. dhanya che A tapasvI mahAtmAne, dhanya che bhAvathI supAtradAna kaptAM rathakArane. basa te samaye aDadhA kapAyelA vRkSanI DALI tuTI traNe mRtyu pAmI eka sAthe devapaNe utpanna thayA. mATe AjanAM parizIlanane tAtparya artha jaNAvatAM kahyuM bhAve dIje dAna prazna : rAjAoe supAtradAna kaI rIte karavuM ? bhAve dIje dAnanI vAta svIkArya. dAna ane tapanI anumodanAthI svarganI prApti thaI te paNa kabula, paNa munione rAjapiMDa te kalpa nahIM pachI rAjA "bhAve dIje dAna" ukti mujaba supAtradAna kaI rIte Ape? samAdhAna : rAjapiDana gRhaNati AdyAMtima jinarSayaH bhUyAstadA vitanvati zrAddhAdibhaktimanvaha te vakhatanA rAjAe zrAvaka vagerenI bhakti karIne dAna dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che. je rIte bharata mahArAjA atithi vratane pALavA zrAvakane jamADIne bhakti karatA hatA. kumArapALa mahArAja paNa hemacaMdrAcAryajIthI pratibodha pAmIne bAravrata grahaNa karyA bAda atithi saMvibhAga vratanI paripAlana karavA sAdharmika vAtsalya karatA hatA. paNa vartamAnakAle A praznanI vizeSa carcA anAvazyaka che. tame te mAtra bhAve dIje dAna uktine mahimA grahaNa karI supAtradAna-abhayadAna anukaMpAdAna-ucitadAna-kIrti dAnanI yAtrA karatAM
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________________ 40 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 "paraMparAe prathama be dAnanA prabhAve mokSamArgane pAmanArA bane te dAnanuM A parizIlana sArthaka banaze. - musA payagambarane keIe pUchyuM ke kena bhAgyazALI ane kena bhAgyahina gaNAya? tarata uttara maLe ke jemanI pAse kaMIka che ane paralokanA hitane mATe dAna kare che te bhAgyazALI che ane jemanI pAse dhana hovA chatAM kaMIpaNa ApyA vagara mRtyu pAme che te bhAgyahina che. kharekhara musA payagambarano uttara ghaNo sAre che. dhana sAthe dAnane guNa hoya te ja tyAganA saMskAro vikasaze. thoDuM thoDuM paNa choDe che te eka dIvasa badhuM ja tyAgIne cAlI nIkaLaze. mATe dAnadharma thakI zIvaphaLa, dAna prApta karanArA ane te ja zubhecchA. paNa kyAre ? bhAve dIje dAna : ukti svIkAre tyAre.
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________________ (40) vasatidAna -ATalA ApyA te badhuM ApyuM sukulotpati-bhega labdhizca jAyate sAdhUnAM sthAna dAnena kramAn mokSazca labhyate sura sAdhuone vasatidAna karavAthI devatAI Rddhi, sArA phulamAM utpatti ane bhogalabdhi utpanna thAya che ane kramazaH meAkSa paNa prApta thAya che. supAtradAnanA ja eka bhAgarUpa chatAM dharmASTa bhadAna nAmaka dAnanA A eka viziSTa prakAra che. tene kahe che. vasati eTale ke jagyAnuM dAna. vastra, anna-pAna, auSadha, pAtra vagere sava dAnAmAM vasatidAnane prAdhAnyapaNu' Apyu. kema ke zrAddhadina kRtya tathA zrAddha vidhi graMthamAM lakhela che ke vasati ApI teNe sarva kAMI ApyuM. mATe AjanuM parizIlana vicAyu che. ATalA ApyA te badhuM Apyu vastupAla tejapAle 984 pauSadhazALAo karAvelI hatI jethI sAmi ke| tA dha-ArAdhana karI zake paNa sAdhu mahAtmAone paNa nirdoSa vasati (sthAna) prApta thAya. haidAzAha devagiri gayelA che, gayelA teA che sa'sArI kAme, paNa dhArmika mANasa che tethI prathama jinamaMdira jai pachI upAzrayamAM guru mahArAjane vaMdana karavA jAya che. upAzraye zrAvake bhegA thAya che. nUtana upAzraya anAvavA mATenI carcA cAlI rahI che. dedAzAhane thayuM ke AhA AvA suMdara meAkeA madhye che. te mane A upAzrayanA manAvavAnA lAbha maLe kevu" sAruM ! te melAghelA vastrA paherelA dedAzAha ubhA thayA. be hAtha joDI khelyA zrI saMghane mAre eka araja karavAnI che. zrAvakone ema thayuM ke kaI
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________________ 42 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 vipattimAM phasAyele sAgharmika lAge che. bele bhAI bAla saMgha mahAna che. tame paNa je kahevuM hoya te kahe. dedAzAha bolyA Apa sau punyazALI che. avAra navAra lAbhalyo che. mArI eka araja che Apane, ke mane te A kaI lAbha maLato nathI te upAzraya banAvavAno lAbha mane Ape. badhAM stabdha thaI gayA vAta sAMbhaLIne, oho AvI dAna-vRtti vAta vicAre caDI. kaI vaLI TIkhaLI zrAvaka beThA haze teNe mazkarI karI. tame te kAMI senAne apAsaro baMdhAvAno che zuM? " Avo kaIka deDha DAhyo varace kudI paDe te tame zuM vicAra kare? maravA de A keIne kaMI paDI nathI te nAhaka zuM paisA veDaphavA. ApaNe dAna devAnA ThekANuM kyAM ochAM che? bIje paisA kharacazuM, paNa tamArA ane dedAzAhamAM phera che. tame paisA kharce che. dedAzAha paisA vAparavA AvyuM hoM. eTale Apyo eTale badhu ApyuM te vAtane marma dedAzAha barAbara samajI cUkyA hatA. - dedAzAhane vasatidAnane lAbha ja levo che pachI zuM ? teo jarA vicArIne belyA, zrI saMgha AjJA Ape to sonAne upAzraya paNa baMdhAvI dauM. kema ke dedAzAhane to potAne maLelI suvarNa siddhine sadaupayoga ja karavAno hate. .. . . ' ' zrI saMghe upAzrayanA dAna mATenI deTAzAhanI vinaMtI svIkArI, zrI saMghe kahyuM ke upAzrayano lAbha te Apane ja ApavAne che paNa senA mATenI vAtane nirNaya te guru mahArAja pAse karAvIzuM. guru mahArAje AkhI vAta sAMbhaLI vacale raste kADhaye. senAnA bhAva pramANe kezara kasturI laI lejo te bheLavIne upAtha banAva. paNa A banyuM kema? dedAzAha vasatidAnanuM mahatve barAbara samaje che, sAdhune apAtA dAnamAM vasatidAna sauthI vadhu mahatvanuM che. vasatidAna (sthAna) ApavAthI svAdhyAya, dhyAna, azana, pAna, upadhi vagere sarva kAMI ApyuM gaNAya. temaja vasatidAnathI sukha, baLavRddhi ane cAritra zuddhi badhuM ja prApta thAya che. mATe ja lakhyuM ne ke. . eTale Apyo te badhuM ApyuM,
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________________ oTalo Apyo te badhuM ApyuM 43 zrAddha dina kRtyanI gAthA 191mAM A vAta jaNAvatA lakhela che ke: svAdhyAya pAMca prakAre che. vAcanA, pRcchanA parAvartana, anuprekSA, dharmakathA te "pAMca prakArane svAdhyAya nirAbAdha vasatimAM mAsa kalpAdi rahelA sAdhuo sArI rIte ane akhalita paNa karI zake che."--mATe vasalidAna avazya karavuM, 1. (1) dhyAna - dharmadhyAna sArI rIte thaI zake te mATe nirdoSa ane jIvAkula na hoya tevI bhUmi ati upayogI bane che. paNa vasati (sthAna) nA abhAve nizcita paNe dayAna na thaI zake. (2) AhAradika - asana, pAna, vastra, pAtra, auSadha Adi vastuo sAdhune saheje upalabdha hoya che. paNa vasati na maLe te zuM thaI zake? muMbaImAM A kahevata prasiddha che "roTalo maLe paNa eTalA na maLe - vihAramAM sAdhu sAdhvIjIone paNa A anubhava thAya ja che. gocarI-pANI vahAvanAra ghaNuM hoya paNa upAzrayanA bAraNuM na khule tyAM sudhI ubhA rahevA sivAya bIjuM zuM kare? ane kadAca varace - paMdara-vIsa kilomiTara sudhI keI sthAna ja na hoya te? '' '..mATe vasatidAna jarUrI che. (3) sukha - sAdhAraNa zayyA vagerenA saddabhAvathI zarIra svAthya TakI rahe che. ane dinagata kiyA paNa sArI rIte thatA zarIra ane manane sukha upaje che. (4) cAritra vizuddhi - strI, pazu, paMDaka, trasAdikanA saMsakta paNudi doSa rahita vasatimAM rahevAthI cAritranI vizuddhi TakI rahe che. te vAta te suprasiddha che. . AvA aneka kAraNosara vasatidAna karavuM Avazyaka gaNAya. zayyAdAna karanArane aihika sukhanI prAptirUpa phaLa maLe che. zrAddha dina kRtya gAthA 1992mAM jaNAvela che ke. vimura ne arthAt vasatimAM mamatva rahita sAdhune je manuSya prakulita citto vasatidAna Ape che, te manuSya A jagatamAM paNa sukIti ane uttama phaLa bhegave che. ema jinezvara paramAtmae pharamAvela che.
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________________ 44 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bhautika phaLane darzAvatA zAstrakAra maharSi jaNAve ke vaMkacUle zaratathI karela vasatidAna paNa tene A lekamAM atyaMta phaLadAyI banavA uparAMta jIvanadAyI banyuM. ' DhIpurI nAme nagarI hatI, tyAM vimalacaza nAmane rAjA rAjya kare. tene puSpagula nAme eka putra hatA ane puSyaculA nAme putrI, saMtAna te mAtra be ja hatA paNa bhAvathI ja ulaTha evA puSpa culane nagaramAM sau vaMkacUla kahIne bolAvatA, puSpagulane corI-jArI Adi ghaNuM vyasane hatA. mahAjananI phariyAda vadhavA lAgI eTale vimalayaza rAjAe kuchaMde caDelA vaMkacUlane nagara bahAra kADhI mukaye. vaMkacUla pratyenA ati snehane vaza thaI tenI patnI tathA bahena pupaculA bane tenI sAthe nagaranI bahAra nIkaLI gayA, te bhillenI pahelImAM pahoMcyA. tyAM tenA zaurya ane vIratA joI lokoe tene palipati tarIke sthA. sArthathI bhraSTa thayelA ane aTavImAM bhUlA paDI gayelA kaI AcArya siMhaguphA nAme pallImAM padhAryA, varSAkALa thaI gayo hato. tethI teNe rahevA mATe vaMkacUla pAse vasatinI yAcanA karI. vaMkacUla kahe tame je mArA sImADAmAM keIne dharmane upadeza na ApavAnuM kabula karatA ho te tamane ahIM rahevA mATenI jagyA ApuM. AcArya mahArAje vaMkacUlanI vAta kabUla rAkhI paNa sAme pakSe vaMkacUlane paNa jaNAvyuM ke ame ahIM rahIe tyAM sudhI A pallImAM koIe jIva vadha karavo nahIM. vaMkacUle paNa te vAta kabUla karI. eTale A te badhuM ApyuM AcArya mahArAja mana pUrvaka cAturmAsa vitAvI rahyA che. potAnI ArAdhanA ane dharmadhyAnamAM samaya pasAra karI rahyA che. zrAddha dina kRtyamAM 1lmamAM zlokamAM vasatidAnanA mahatvane varNavatA lakhe che, munine vasatinuM dAna ApanAra svargamAMthI vIne paNa manuSya paNamAM anyUna sukha pAme che, dIrdha AyuSya pAme che, tenuM apamRtyu thatuM nathI, te samakti dRSTivALa bane che. leka tenuM vacana grahaNa kare evA Adeya nAmakarmavALA thAya che. temaja vizALa lakSamIyukta RddhivaMta bane che. mATe zrAvake vasatidAna karavAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM.
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________________ oTale A te badhuM ApyuM - 45 A tarapha AcArya mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa pUrNa thayuM. vihAra karyo tyAre vaMkacUla paNa potAnA mULa saMskAra anusAra AcArya mahArAjane vaLAvavA cAlya; tenI sImA purI thaI eTale AcArya mahArAje kahyuM ke vaMkacUla, have tArI hada ahIM purI thAya che. have ame upadeza ApI. zakIe chIe. tane sAva sAmAnya cAra niyame ApavAnI IcchA che, te tuM grahaNa kare te sAruM. vaMkacUla kahe mArethI thaI zake tema hoya to huM A niyama jarUra grahaNa karIza, AcArya mahArAje tene niyama batAvyA. (1) ajANya phaLa khAvuM nahIM. (2) keIne mAratA pahelAM sAta DagalAM pAchaLa haThavuM. (3) rAjAnI paTTarANa sAthe viSaya sevana na karavuM. (4) kAgaDAMnuM mAMsa na khAvuM. vaMkacUlane thayuM ke A cAre niyama te sulabha che. tethI AcArya mahArAjane namaskAra karI niyame grahaNa karI te pAcho pharyo. - vaMkacUla tenA sAthIone laIne dhADa pALavA gayela hatuM. pAche pharatA raste bhUlI gaye, thAka paNa lAgyo hato, bhukha lAgI hatI, khUba ja suMdara majAnA phaLa joI badhAMne khAvA mATe IcchA thaI. vaMkacUlane yAda AvyuM ke ajANyA phaLa na khAvAne tene niyama che. teNe bhukha sahana karI. phaLa khAnArA badhAM cAra mRtyu pAmyA kema ke te kiM pAka vRkSanA jherI phaLo hatA, vaMkacUlane je jIvatadAna maLyuM te tenA prabhAve - vasatidAnanA - vasati eTale rahevA mATe apAyelI jagyA-sthAna. gapagirimAM zrI bappabhaTTa sUrinA pratibaMdhathI Ama rAjAe eka eka hajAra thAMbhalAvALI pauSadhazALAnuM nirmANa kareluM jethI zrAvake dharma ArAdhanA karI zake ane sAdhune nirdoSa vasati-sthAna prApta thAya. je pauSadhazALAmAM sAdhu tathA zrAvakane sugama praveza ane nirgamana thaI zake te mATe traNa uttama dvArA banAvelA hatA, paThThazALAmAM daranA bhAgamAM beThelA sAdhuone paDilehaNa tathA svAdhyAya vagere sAta mAMDalInI veLA jANI zake te hetuthI madhya staMbhamAM eka moTI ghaMTA
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bAMdhelI jene ghaMTArava te te veLA jaNAvato jethI sAdhuone samayane khyAla rahe. prazna:- A sAta mAMDalI kaI kaI ? (1) sUtra - svAdhyAya mAMDalI. sAmAnya rIte divasa ane rAtrinA prathama tathA aMtima pauruSI svAdhyAya karavAno hoya che. tethI tenA samayanI mAhitI jarUrI bane che. (2) artha mAMDalI - sAmAnya rIte bIjI artha paurUSI gaNAya che. sUtra te bhaNyA, pachI arthanI samajaNa ane jANakArI mATe paNa samaya phALavo paDe ne ? (3) bhajana mAMDalI :- mULa zAstrIya vidhi e rIte hatI ke trIje prahara AhAra vihAra-nihAra mATe hatuM tethI AhAranA avasaranI jANa mATe AhAra mAMDalI rAkhI. . (4) kAla (kALa pravedana) :- vartamAna kAle sAdhu mahAtmA codavahana kare tyAre kAla paNanI kriyA kare che. (5) Avazyaka :- ubhakAla pratikamaNanI kriyA karavAne paNa nirdhArIta samaya hoya che. tenI AcaraNa mATe Avazyaka mAMDalI rAkhI. (6) svAdhyAya (sajajajhAya paraDavavI):- A bAbata paNa godavahana karanAra sAdhuone ja vizeSa khyAla hoya che. savAre joga nI kriyAmAM pahelAM sajhAya paraThavavAnI kriyA karavAnI hoya che. (7) saMstAraka (saMthArA) mAMDalI :- rAtrinA samaye prathama praharane aMte saMthArA parisI vidhi bAda zayana kare te saMtAraka. AvI sAta prakAranI mAMDalI nA samayanI jANa mATe Ama rAjAe ghaMTA bAMdhelI, pauSadhazALAne vyAkhyAna maMDapa traNa lAkha dravya khacIne banAvelA hatA, temAM jyotirUpa maNImaya zilAonuM AcchAdana karAveluM ane caMdrakAnta maNIthI taLIyuM bAMdheluM hatuM, jethI bAra sUryane jeTaluM teja paDatuM. rAtre paNa sarva adhikAra haNavAthI akSara vAMcI zakAtA. * sUkSama-Adara jInI virAdhanA na thAya chatAM sAdhu sAdhvIjI rAta divasa svAdhyAyamAM lIna rahI zake te mATe sarvasulabhatA tyAM karAyelI hatI.
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________________ oTale A te badhuM ApyuM. _ . . 47 Aje sAdhu mahArAja sAhebane rAtre svAdhyAya-abhyAsa kare hoya te tame zuM suvidhA Ape ke pachI vAtenA gappA e ja svAdhyAya karavAno. vaMkacUla jaMgalamAMthI ghera AvyA pitAnI strIne bIjA sAthe sutelI joIne krodhathI dhamadhamI uThe. tene mAravA khaDraga kheMcI lIdhuM tyAM niyama Ada Avyo ke mAratA pahelAM sAta-ATha DagalAM pAchA haThavuM. je te pAchaLa khasavA gayo ke khaDUga bAraNuM sAthe athaDAcuM, tenA avAjathI bahena pupaculA jAgI gaI, jAgatAM ja belI "khammA mArA vIrane vaMkacUla kahe are paNa tuM Ama A kapaDAM paherI kema sUtI che? puSpaculA kahe bhAI! tArI gerahAjarImAM nATakIyA AvelA ane tuM nathI tema khabara paDe to zuM thAya? eTale puruSaveza paherI sUtI hatI. vaMkacUlane thayuM bhaluM thajo e sUrijI mahArAjanuM jenA ApelA niyamathI A anartha thatA aTakI gaye. A che vasati-dAnano prabhAva. eka vakhata sthAna-vasati maLe pachI muni zrAvakane dharma samajAvI zake che. vrata niyamanI suMdara oLakha ApI zake che. dharma ciMtavana karI zake che. bhavyajIne jJAna-dAna eTale sUtrAdi bhaNAvavAnI pravRtti karI zake. zrAvaka-zrAvikA parSadAmAM vyAkhyAnA dezanA Ape che. teonI dharmabhAvanA daDha kare che ane dharma pravRttine vega Ape che. A rIte vasatinuM dAna denArane ane munirAjane bannene Amika pragati ane vikAsanuM kAraNa bane che. mATe ja vasatidAnane zreSTha dAna kahyuM che. eTalo Ape te badhuM ApyuM jAmanagara pAse navAgAma nAme nAnakaDI vastIvALuM eka gAma che. tyAM koI upAzraya nahIM loko paNa judA judA vyavasAya ane saMskAra vArasAvALI. tyAM tenI khAsa vinaMtIthI eka Akho divasa rahevAnuM thayuM. lokoe vyavasAyamAMthI nivRtti laI tyAM rahevA nirNaya karyo. mAtra vrata-niyama samajAvavAnuM kArya cAlu thayuM. to paNa rAtre agIyAra vAgyA sudhI kAI uThe nahIM. koIe. navakAra maMtranA navalAkha jApa-keIe anya paracakkhANuM vagere niyame karyo. eTaluM suMdara pariNAma AvyuM ke loko ApameLe aThavADIye eka vakhata AvA
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________________ 48 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 dhArmika hetuthI bhegA thavA lAgyA. Avo anubhava te aneka sAdhusAdhvIjIne thaye heAya che. AvA vasatidAnanA prabhAve vaMkacUle be vakhata te lAbhanI spaSTa anubhUti karelI ja hatI. eTale niyamamAM vizeSa daDha banI gayele. tevAmAM trIjI vakhata tenA niyamanI kaTIne prasaMga bane. ujajayinIne zajabhaMDAra luMTavA gayA hatA. jIvananI chellI moTI corI karavAnI IcchA hatI. mahelamAM praveza karatA paTTarANune sparza thaI gaye. paTTANuM vaMkacUlanA sparzathI kAma vihaLa banI gaI. vaMkacUlane pUchyuM koNa che? vaMkacUla kahe huM cAra chuM. tuM mArI sAthe samAgama kara pachI tAre joIe teTaluM dravya laI jaje. vaMkacUle kahyuM tuM keNa che? huM rAjAnI paTTarANuM. vaMkacUlane thayuM be vakhata sukhI thayo chuM trIjI vakhata paNa have niyama pAlana karuM. rANIe potAnA nakhathI zarIra vidArI kapaDAM phADI bumo pADI. paNa rAjAe A saMvAda sAMbhaLelo. rAjAe vaMkacUlane putra paNe rAkhI moTI padavIthI vibhUSita karyo. kharekhara je Aje niyamana hota te kevo mahAna anartha sajA hatA tevuM vicArI vaMkacUle manomana pitAne tyAM cAturmAsa pasAra karI gayelA AcArya mahArAjane AbhAra mAnya. juo vasatidAnano keTalo prabhAva paDe. vaMkacUle paNa cArIdhADaparastrIgamana badhAM vyasane choDI dIdhAM. pUjya guru mahArAjanAM zi vihAra karatAM tyAM AvyA tene vaMdanAdi karI rahevA vinaMtI karI. pitAnI vasatimAM nUtana jinAlaya karAvyuM ane pote dharmamaya banya. tathA lokone paNa dharmanA saMskAro paDyA. sAdhu mahArAjanA vihArakramane sauthI maTe phAyade ja A che. akrame grAmAnugAma vicaratA dareka sthAne rahe. vasatinuM dAna karanArane tathA lokone dharmopadeza Ape ane e rIte zrAvakamAM satata dharmajAgRti rahe. tathA leke dharma-lAbhanA bhAgI bane. vicaratA gAmegAma nemi jinezvara svAmI A che lela nayarI dvArAmatI AvIyA jI re jI.
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________________ eTaleA ApyA tA badhu Apyu. 49 tyAM rukamINI rANIne prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI vairAgya utpanna thayA tA krama khapAvI aMtakRta kevalI banI. paNa vasatinu dAna cAlu rahI zake kharA? ApavAnuM ja baMdha thAya tA ? vihAra-patha pATaNamAM siddharAja jayasiMhanA mukhyamaMtrI ane pAMcahajAra azvonA svAmI sAMtumaMtrI syAdvAda ratnAkara granthanA kartA zrI vAdidevasUrijInA parama bhakta. teNe 84000 Taka dravyeA khacI rAjamahela jevu.... apUrva ghara banAvyuM. tenI suMdara zAbhA jovA leAkeAnA TALeToLA umaTavA lAgyA guru mahArAjane paNa ghara batAvyuM, paNa guru praza MsA karatA nathI. maMtrIzvare tenu N kAraNa pUchyu. tyAre saubhAgya nidhAna nAmanA sAdhue kahyu ke jyAM khAMDaNI--ghaMTI-calA-pANIyAru -sAvaraNI e pAMca hAya tene ghara kahevAya. A pAMca virAdhanAnA sAdhanA che mATe ame tenI kadI praza'sA karatA nathI. vaLI sugharI-cakalA vagere pakSIo paNa prayatnapUrvaka ghara bAMdhe che. paNa temAM kaMI puNya kArya thatuM nathI. tame pauSadhazALA banAvI hAta tA ame jarUra anumeAdanA karata. kArayanti narA dhanyA bhAvAt pauSadhazAlikAm saMsAra sAgara tI te labhante paraM padam je leAkeA bhAvapUrvaka pauSadhazALA karAve che te dhanya che. te sa'sAra sAgara tarI jaI ne paramapada-mokSane prApta kare che. pATaNamAM AbhaDa nAme nina zrAvaka, kAsakArane ghera ghugharA ghasIne rAja pAMca dravya kamAtA parigraha parimANamAM 700 dravyanA niyama kavA gayA. hemaca'drAcAryajIe sAmudrika lakSaNa joI tene traNa lAkhanA niyama ApyA. tenA putra mATe dudhanI vyavasthA karavA bakarI levA gayA. bakarInA gaLAmAM suMdara gha'TaDI joI makarI lIdhI. tenA gaLAnA maNI siddharAje savA lAkhamAM lIdhe. e rIte eka vakhata citrAvelI maLI jenI kiMmata karoDa dravya thaI. traNa lAkhathI vadhArAnuM dravya khacI 84 pauSadhazALA navA thayelA zrAvaka kSetramAM karAvI, aneka dharmIphAya karyAM,
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________________ 50 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 mATe maMtrIvara tame pauSadhazALA banAve. zAMtamaMtrIe paNa vasatidAnanI mahattA svIkArI, tene thayuM ke pUrve paNa jayaMti zrAvikA utpalamAlA, avaMti sukamAla vagerene vasatidAnanA prabhAve icchita sthAne prApta thayA che. meghakumAre pUrve mAtra sasalAne sthAna dAna karyuM te rAjAne kuMvara banyuM ane namucie sAdhunA Azrayane virodha karyo, mRtyune bheTa. eTale ja kahevAya che ke je sarva siddhirUpI strInI varamALA jevI pauSadhazALA karAve che. te samyavarUpa bIjanI vizALa ane nirmaLa lakSmI meLave che. zAMtumaMtrIe gharane pauSadhazALA rUpe arpaNa karyuM. kharekhara vasatidAna karanArA ja nahIM paNa tenI anamedanA karanArane paNa dhanya che. kharekhara te rAjA, te deza, nagara, te bhuvana, te gRhapati ne dhanya che. jyAM aneka vidha anugrahadhArI muni vicare che" e rIte uttama anumodanA kare che. mATe vasatidAna karavuM. vasati ApI te badhuM ApyuM. te yAda rAkhe eTale Ape te badhuM ApyuM. S
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________________ (41) zIla-brahmacarya amarAH kiMkarAyante siddhayaH sahasaMgatAH sabhIpa sthAyinI sampacchIlaMkAra zAlInAm -amUlya ghareNuM zIlarUpI alakAra dhArI janAne devA paNa dAsanI jema seve che. adhI siddhi sAthe rahe che ane sapatti paNa samIpe rahe che. C dharmanA cAra bhedamAM bIjo prakAra zIladharmanA lIdheA. zIla e mAnava jIvananuM amulya ghareNu` che, te AbhuSaNa paNu kevu che ? -- jene ceArAvAnA, luMTAvAnA ke nAza pAmavAnA keAI bhaya nathI. vaLI zIlanA pAlana thakI zArIrika mAnasika, AdhyAtmika vikAsa thAya che. zarIra, mana ane AtmA badhu ja baLavAna bane che. zIlanA pAlana thakI suMdara saskArAthI vAsIta banelA AtmA ja mAnavane durAcAra ane kharAba AdatAthI dura rAkhI zake che. temaja sadAcAra, sadvicAra viveka ane sa`skAra AdinI sthApanA kare che. paNa zIla eTale zu'? sarva sAmAnya arthamAM te zIla eTale sadAcAra ke saccAritra gaNAya che. zIlane cAritra arthAMmAM ghaTAvatA ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, aparigraha e pAMce vrata levAya che ane zIlanA artha levAya maryAdA paNa karAya che. paraMtu - jaina dharmAvala`bI mATe tA zIlanA brahmacarya artha ja suprasiddha che. upadeza prAsAda, upadeza kalpavallI ke anya vartamAna kAlIna vyAkhyAnakAro paNa zIlanA brahmacarya ane ja AgaLa dhare che. vaLI zrI samavAyAMga sUtranI vRttimAM paNa lakhyuM. sI' prAyama mATe sarva prathama brahmacarya amAM ja zIlane oLakhAvIe.
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________________ 52 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 sAMjane samaya hato. jIvANuM gAmathI vahune gADe besADIne thAniyANAne kALo paTela hAlyo Avato te. vahunA hemavaraNa rUpa, sAganA seTA jevI kAyA, sasarAne malAjo jALavavA putaLInI jema gADAmAM baDAI gaI hatI. sAMja DhaLatA nadImAMthI gADuM sAme kAMThe te pugI gyuM, paNa eka baLada besI gaye te ubhe na thAya. gADAmAMthI utarIne ADe cheDe karatAM vahu belI. AtA ! baLadane beThe karo tyAM huM hAthapaga dhoI lauM. hajI te paTela eka-be mANaso belAvIne dAkhaDo kare che. tyAM te vahunI rADa saMbhaLAI. AbhamAMthI aMdhArAnA oLA utarI gayA hatA. paTela ane gAmanA be traNa beDuM deDyA. vahunI lAja luMTI bhAgatA jaNanuM kAMDu paTele pakaDayuM. paNa tADIyAnA teje jaNane oLakhatAM ja paTela ojhapAI gayA. aMganI Aga TharI gaI. kheDuM gAmamAM garI gyA. banAvane najare najara nirakhanAranA to meDhA sIvAI gayA. paNa vAvyuM kaMI dAbI thoDI dabAya. te te vahetI thaI gaI gAmamAM, dhIre dhIre saMghAyane khabaruM paDavA lAgI. devA mahiyAne paNa khabara paDI ke kALA paTelanI vahunI Abaru luMTANuM. te dI' gAmanA TIMbe devA mahiyAne darabAra, deva eTale devatAI puruSa. dAne ane dilAvara. Abaru luMTANunA samAcAra maLatAM ja tene ke TharI gaye, kAnanI buMTa rAtI thaI gaI. darabAra bharANe. kALAne belAvyo trADa nAkhI devA mahiyAe, kALA vahunI lAja keNe luMTI. kALo paTela bela nathI. nIce meDhe ubhe che. kahuM chuM "balI-nAMkha." bApu thanAruM thaI gayuM. have temAM kaMI minamekha nathI thAvAne. devAmahiyAe potAne gaLe talavAra mukI, sepo paDI gaye. kALAthI bolAI gayuM haze bApu kuMvarathI chokaramatya thaI gaI. khalAsa-devA mahiyA bolyo basa vaMza vela vIMTAvAnI bIke bolate nate kALA. kuMvarane uMghate ja uThAvI levA. devAnI talavAra telANI. kuMvaranuM mAthuM jhATake nAkhuM thaI gayuM. A che Arya saMskRtinA zIla-brahmacaryanuM mahattva, zIlane mahimA gAtA zrI bhatRharie kIdhuM che ke
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________________ amUlya ghareNuM ezvaryanuM AbhuSaNa saujanya che, zauryanuM AbhuSaNa che vANune saMcama, jJAnanuM AbhuSaNa upazama che ane zrutanuM AbhuSaNa che vinaya. dhananuM AbhuSaNa che supAtre vyaya, tapasyAnuM AbhuSaNa che adha. paNa badhA guNonuM je kaI AbhuSaNa hoya to te che zIla. tethI zIlane amUlya ghareNuM kahyuM che. samagra kuTumba, nagara, rASTra ane vizva save zIladharma upara TakelA che. tethI ja kahe che ke zIla ratana sabase baDo saba ratno kI khAna tIna loka kI saMpadA rahI zIla meM Ana AjakAla camatkAronA yugamAM samagra bhautika jagata aTavAyuM che. tyAre zIlane camatkAra sauthI maTe che te vAta ja visarAI gaI che. juo satI sItAnA zIla pAse Aga pANI thaI gayuM ane zIlavAna hanumAnanA AdezathI laMkAnA aphATa samudra nAnI nadI jevo banI gayo. draupadInA satItvanA prabhAve saudharmendranuM vimAna aTakI gayuM hatuM. svAmI rAmatIrthanA jIvanane eka prasaMga itihAsakAre no che. teNe himAlayanI baphalI caTTAnane hukama karyo ke "are o himAlayanI baphIlI caTTAne zahenazAha rAmatIrtha tamane khasI javAne Adeza Ape che. kharekhara te caTTAne turaMta ja pIgaLavA lAgI. tyAre ApaNe bhatRharIne zloka yAda Ave che. vahnistasya jalAyate jalanidhiH kUlyAyate tatkSaNAt meruH svalpa zilAyate mRgapatiH sadyaH kuraMgAyate vyAlomAlya guNAyate viSarasaH pIyUSa varSAyate yasyAGge'khila loka vallabhataraM zIla samunmIlati jenA aMgeaMgamAM samagra lekanuM ati vallabha zIla otapreta che. tene mATe agni paNa banI jAya che. samudra nAnI nadI banI jAya che. meru parvata nAnI zIlA thaI jAya che. siMha zIvra haraNanI jema vyavahAra kare che. sarpa phUlanI mALA banI jAya che ane viSa paNa amRta banI jAya che. kharekhara zIlamAM apUrva satva che.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra pethaDamatrIe brahmacarya vrata grahaNa kareluM che. eka vakhatanA prasaMga banyA. rANI lIlAvatInI dAsI pethaDa matrIne ghera AvI hatI. vAtamAM vAta nIkaLatA dAsI kheAlI ke amArA mahArANI sAhebAne sakhata tAva Ave che. Aja sudhImAM kaMI keTalAMye davA esaDIyA karyA, dvArA dhAgA baMdhAvyA, pANI pAyA paNa eke upAye tAva utaratA nathI. 54 matrIzvaranA patnIe vAta sAMbhaLI dAsIne kahyu. A vastra maMtrIzvara pUjA karatI vakhate pahere che. tame te lai jAe ane tamArA rANI sAhebAne A! vastra eDhADo. te tenA tAva utarI jaze. kharekhara jyAre vajra oDhADavu. tyAre rANInA tAva gAyaba thaI gayA. rAjavaidyonA hAtha paNa jayAM heThA paDayA. maMtara jaMtara paNa jyAM kAma na karI zakayA. tyAM eka brahmacArI jIvAtmAnuM vastra kAma lAgI gayuM A che zIlanI tAkAta. mATe zrAvakonA chatrIza ke vyamAM khAramuM kartavya mukayu "zIla" A amUlya ghareNu' dhAraNa karI ane zAzvata sukhane pAmeA. kharekhara jyAre zIlanI dRDhatAne dhAraNa karatA mAnava vikAsa sAdhe che tyAre eka tabakake te paheAMce che navamA guNasthAnake, jyAM srIveda [puruSa dvArA kAma tRptinI bhAvanA]; puruSa veTha [strI thakI kAma tRptinI bhAvanA] napu'rAka vada [zrI tathA puruSa ba Mne pAsethI kAmatRptinI bhAvanA kSINa thaI jAya che. kAmavAsanAnA amUla nAza thAya che. je thADA paNa pAtaLe lAbha kaSAyanA raMga hajI AtmA upara lAgelA che te paNa dazamA guNasthAna ke bilakula kSINa thAya che ane AvA ucca zIlavAna AtmA khAramAM guNuThANuM sa thA mAhanIya karmIne kSINu karaze, pachI tenA tana ane manamAMthI te zu* paNa sattAmAMthI paNa kAmivakArA sava thA nAza pAmaze. chelle te kevaLI paNAne pAmI aMte muktinI varamALA varaze. A che zIlavrata ke brahmacaryanI parAkASThA mAMgalika zlokamAM tame paNa mAlechene "ma...gala vabhadrAghA' mAMgalikamAM tenuM smaraNa karavAnI jarUra zuM paDI ? kAraNake 84 cAvIzI sudhI te nAma amara rahevAnu' che.
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________________ amUlya ghareNuM pape kulabhadranI moTI mAMma rAkhyuM cerAzI cAvIzI nAma kAmagaha kosA banI prema thApI kIdhA uttama kAma paramAtmAnuM nAma paNa traNa covIzI sudhI ja rahe che ane A nAma 84 vIzI sudhI ! kAraNa? eka mAtra zIlanA prabhAve. brahmacaryanI kevI joradAra sAdhanA karI haze ke zAstrakAroe tene kAma vijetAnI upamA ApI. sAme rahelI strI pUrNa svarUpavAnuM che, pitA pratye rAgavatI che. kAmazAstramAM nipuNa che. utaravAnuM sthaLa paNa kAmesejaka dothI bharapura che. SaTarasa bhejana che. AvI samagra paristhitimAM sthUlabhadrajI cAturmAsa pUrNa kare che. tyAre gurumahArAja zuM kahe "duSkara duSkara" kema? zIlanI parAkASThA che. zIlarUpI amUlya ghareNuM kaMI eka divasamAM dhAraNa nathI karyuM. varSonI sAdhanAthI saMskArIta thayelo AtmA che. nahIM te sthUlabhadrane jyAre rAjA taraphathI pradhAna mudrA maLI tyAre temAM vicAra karavAnI AvazyakatA zuM hatI ? chatAM pradhAna mudrA hAthamAM laI aTakI gayA. vezyAlaMpaTa mANasa che, bAra bAra varSathI vezyAnA gharanI bahAra nathI nIkaLyo, chatAM tene pradhAnapaNAnI vAta Apattijanaka lAgI. Apatti paNa kevI lAgI haze? samajaNanA dvAra khulI gayA. mAre A mudrA levAya te nahIM. paNa bIjAne apAye nahIM have karavuM zuM? rAjA paNa sthUlabhadranI mukhamudrA joI muMjhANuM. kahI dIdhuM ke jaldI vicAra karaje. AmAM lAMbI mudata nahIM cAle. sthUlabhadre nakkI karI lIdhuM rAjyane dhikkAravAnuM. pote maMtrI thavuM nathI. bIjAne paNa ApattimAM nAkhavo nathI te zuM karavuM ? dhama lAbha sAdhuveza dhAraNa karI lIdhe. zuM vezyAnA pa rahe te vadhAre lAbha na maLata? AjakAla te pradhAne hodAnI rUe vadhu anAcAra Adare che. te sthUlabhadrae zA mATe hoddo na lIdhe? mukhya kAraNa te e ke samakiti AtmA kadI bhaviSyanI Apatti vadhAre nahIM. bIju teo pauddhagalika sukhanI tIvra IcchAvALA na hatA. nahI te bAra bAra varSa vezyAnA ghare rahelo sIdho dharmalAbha kahIne ubhuM rahe ane te paNa bIjA koI kAraNathI nahIM, mAtra maMtrI muddA na levA. are hoddo grahaNa na karavA mATe, te tenA rAgapaNamAM paNa
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 Asakti keTalI ochI haze? amastA kaMI eka dIvasamAM zIlavatamAM daDha thaI gayA haze ? - abhigraha dhAraNa karIne kozAne tyAM comAsu rahyAM che. rahevAnuM vezyAnI citrazALAmAM te paNa SaTrasa bhojana laIne, saMpurNa ekAMtamAM tene tyAM cAturmAsa pUrNa karavAnuM, chatAM brahmacarya pAlana karavApUrvaka kozAne pratibaMdha karIne AvavuM? kevI ghera brahmacaryanI sAdhanA karI haze pU kezA nita navA prayatna kare che sthUlabhadrane calAyamAna karavA mATe. veza joI svAmI Apane, lAge tanaDAmAM lAyajI chejega re svAmI ahIM nahIM rahe. - S*= kezAne prema che-anurAga che-kAma vihaLatA che. badhuM ja caraNe chAvara karavAnI taiyArI che. pUrvane gADha sneha che. ekAMta che. chatAM mahAmAM sthUlabhadra acala-aDola rahyA ane kozA vezyAne zrAvikA banAvIne AvyA te duSkara duSkara kAranuM birUda pAmyA. zIlarUpI amUlya ghareNuM dhAraNa karanAra evA bIjA sati subhadrAnuM paNa roja smaraNa karo cho ne? savAre bharaphesara sajhAyamAM 13 : kapaTapUrvaka zrAvaka banIne subhadrA sAthe buddhadAsa vaNike lagna karyA. bauddha sAsarImAM subhadrAne ghaNI satAmaNa thaI rahI che. chatAM avicala munibhaktivALI subhadrAne joIne te sAdhu para snehavALI che tevo Aropa lagADe che. evAmAM eka vakhata gecarI padhArelA munirAjanI AMkhamAM taNakhaluM paDeluM joyuM teNe potAnI jIbha vaDe taNakhaluM te kheMcI kADhayuM paNa tenI sAsue ALa caDhAvI dIdhuM ke juo juo A strI durAcAraNa che. - subhadrAe kalaMka mITAvavA zAsana devInI ArAdhanA karI. nagaranA daravAjA baMdha thaI gayA. AkAzavANI thaI ke je koI mahAsatI strI kAcA sutaranA tAMtaNAnI cAraNI vaDe kuvAmAMthI pANI laI chAMTaze tenA hAthe ja A caMpAnagarInA daravAjA ughaDaze. gAmamAM keTalIka strIo prayatna karI cUkI pachI subhadrA bolI ke mane paNa javA de. daravAjA pAse jaI subhadrA belI ke Aja paryata
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________________ amUlya ghareNuM meM je zIlavatanuM khaMDana na karyuM hoya te A daravAjA khUlI jAo. tema kahetA teNe kAcA sutaranI cAraNImAM raheluM pANI chAMTayuM ane daravAjA ughaDI gayA. subhadrAthI A asAdhAraNa kAma thayuM tenuM kAraNa zuM? zIlane prabhAva. aizvarya rAja rAjo'pi rupamIna dhvajo'pi ca sItayA rAvaNazceva tyAjyo nAryA naraH paraH zIlarUpI amUlya ghareNuM dhAraNa karanAra uttama strIoe ezvarya vaDe cakravatI je ane rUpa vaDe kAmadeva jevo hoya to paNa jema sItAe parapuruSa evA rAvaNane tyAga karyo tema parapuruSane taja joIe. zIlanA AvA uttamottama pAlana thakI satisubhadrA aMte dIkSA laImekSagAmI banyA. zIlane artha karyo brahmacarya. vrahma pati brahma-AmAmAM ramaNatA. eTale mAtra viSaya ja nahIM kaSAya, hiMsA, asatya, corI, parigraha badhAMne lopa thaI javAnA. AmA eka kSaNa mATe paNa svabhAvamAMthI parabhAva dazAmAM na jAya te ja brahmacarya. A che zIlane ati vyApaka artha. temAM svAbhAvika pAMce Indriyane nigraha samAviSTa che. jananendriyane niha ke maithuna viramaNa te te brahmacaryane sAmAnya artha che. paraMtu vizALa artha mAM sparzenidraya uparAMta rasavraNa-cakSu-zrautra cAre Indriyane nigraha jarUrI che. magha-mAMsa Adi padArtho kAmane uroje, sugaMdhI padArtho kAmane uroje, kaI dazya AMkhamAMthI manamAM pravezatA ja kAmane utpanna karI de te te paNa abrahma sevana ja che. adhyAtma kalpadrumamAM ramaNIya strIo taraphathI najara pheravI levAnuM jaNAvatA lakhyuM. "he jIva!cAMmaLA-hADakAM-majajA-carabI-AMtaraDA-lohI-mAMsaviSTA-asthira pudagalono samuha strInA AkArarUpe parINamela che. strInuM bahArathI dekhAtuM sauMdarya aMdara jAya ane aMdaranuM sauMdarya je bahAra Avaze to temAM maLa ane kRmione samuha ja dekhAvAne mATe re mUDha temAM zA mATe mehAMdha bane che."
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAdara chelle zrautra-madhura avAja sAMbhaLIne paNa mana vihvaLa na ane te mATe gendriya para kAbu rAkha. A rIte pAMca indriyanA nigraha karI mA nigraha karanAra ja zIlanuM vyApaka phaLa pAme. pa8 sparzI no nigraha na karanAra hAthI hAthaNImAM lubdha banI doDe ne mRtyu pAme che. rasanA viSayamAM ATA (loTa)ne khetI paNa kAMTAne na jotI mAchalI maraNa pAme che, suga'dhanA viSayamAM lubdha banela bhramarA kamaLa khIDAI jatA chellA zvAsa laI le che, cakSunI lAlasAne sa tASavA jatuM pataMgIyu AgamAM jAtane hAmI de che, kanI sumadhura saMgItamAM lubdhatA haraNane karUNa meAta tarapha DhasaDI jAya che. tA pAMce indriyanA viSayamAM gaLADuba anelA jIvAnI avadazA zI thAya ? eTalA mATe ja cici saMtronI upamAne pAmelA munirAjane aDhAra hajAra zIlAMganA dhaNI kahyA. aDhAra sahasa zIlAMganA dhaNI utAre bhavapAra evA munivarane pAye namu pALe zIyaLa udAra aDhAra sahasa zIlAM! ratha eTale zu? karaNe joe sannA iMdia bhUmAi samaNadhammo a deza prakAre yatidhama -- x pRthvIkAyAdi pAMca ekendriya tathA eIndrayAdi cAra ane ajIvakAya eka 5+4+1 kAya vaDe x pAMca Indriya x AhAra, bhaya, maithuna, parigraha-4 sa'jJA x mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga x karaNa karAvaNa-anumeAdana 10 e, my 5 4 10x10=10045=500x4=200043=6000x3=18000 jema ke brahmacarya zIlarUpa yutidharma pAMca Indriya thakI-cAre sa'jJAne pratikramatA daza kAyane AzrIne mana vacana kathI pALe paLAve anumADhe te.
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________________ amUlya ghareNuM bappabhaTTa sUrijIne AcArya pada apatA gurudeve kahyuM ke "mAbrahmA mavabasa guru mahArAjane AzIrvAda amegha kavaca banyuM game teTalI kAmabANanI varSA thAya te paNa sUrijI mahArAja te brahmamAM ja lIna rahevAnA. AMkha paNa UMcI na thAya. - bhakta Ama rAjAe nartakIne Adeza dIdho. nartakI barAbara ba5 bhaTTa sUrijI sAme AvI nRtya zarU karyuM. cauvananA bANa choDavA zarU karyA. dhIme dhIme vividha aMgabhegI karI zarIranA upAMgone pradazIta karatI kAma ceSTAo zarU karI. chelle te samagra kAmazAstrane niceDa utArI dIdhe. paNa bappabhaTTa sUrijInI samAdhimAM koI paNa prakArane bhaMga thatuM nathI kAraNa ke paMcidiya saMvaraNo navaviha baMbhacera guttIdharA paMca mahavyayajutto paMca vihAyAra pAlaNa samatthA paMca samiotiguttoH A badhAM ja lakSaNo AcArya mahArAja sArthaka karIne beThA che. pitAnI pAMce IdriyenuM saMvaraNa karyuM che, brahmacaryane nava prakAre vADa karI rakSita karI che, pAMca mahAvratane cogya rIte dhAraNa karyA che, are chevaTe kahIe to mane gupti vaDe jeNe manane gopavyu che. are jeNe brahmamAM ramaNa karavAnI majA mANelI che tene have cAmaDA cUM thavAne AnaMda hAya kharuM? mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajIe suMdaratama upamA ApIne A sthiti varNavI che, nopameye priyAleSaiH nApi taccandana dravaiH brahmalInatAno AnaMda kevo che tene priyAnA AleSanI upamA paNa na ApI zakAya ke candananA vilepana sAthe paNa tenI tulanA thaI zake nahIM. tevI uSmA ane tevI zItaLatA brahmalInatAnA AnaMdamAM rahelI che. nartakI tamAma upAya ajamAvI chelle thAkI gaI tyAre teNe Ama rAjAne nivedana karyuM ke ghaNAM joyA mINanI jema pIgaLanArA, kadAca paththara paNa hoya to huM kAmabANathI pIgaLAvI deta, paNa A sAkSAt brahmamuti. huM mArI hAra kabula karuM chuM.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAdazIlarUpI amUlya ghareNuM dhAraNa karanAra bappabhaTTasUrijIne samagra rAtrimAM paNa nartakI lAyamAna karI zakI nahIM. dazamAM aMgamAM re zIyalI vakhANIyuM sakala dharamamAM re sAra kAMti vijaya muni eNuM pere bhaNe zIyaLa pALo naranAra evA munivarane pAye namuM pALe zIyaLa udAra sAmAjika rIte vicAro te paNa sAdhuvargane samasta vizva kuTuMba samAna che. tethI ja eka strImAM potAne prema ke vAtsalya kendrita na karatAM jagatanI tamAma mAtA-bahene, are samasta prANa pratye premavAtsalya dAkhavavuM joIe. AvA ja kAraNothI sAdhu-sAdavIjIone sthaLa saMtAna utpattine badale saMpUrNa brahmacaryanI anivAryatA jaNAvI, jethI teo koI eka--be bALakane badale vizva saMtAnanuM nirmANa karI zake, dharma putro ApI zake. tethI Apa sau zIla dvArA samAjanA vizvAsya kendra samA banI. zIlanI ceTI para pahoMcI anaMta vIryanA dhAraka evA siddha paramAtmA bano. zrAvaka paNa dezaviratimAMthI sarvavirati tarapha gatimAna banI samAjamAM zIlane Adarza purA pADanArA thAya tyAre ja- zIla-amUlya ghareNuM rUpa sAbIta thaI zakaze. zIlavAna banI zrAvakanA bAramAM kartavaranI paripAlanA thakI jinAjJAnuM pAlanahAra, bane teja abhyarthanA.
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________________ (42) zIlacaturtha vrata -zAzvata sukhane upAya yeSAM mukti dhrurva bhAvi zIlaM carati te'pi hi tadA saMsAra jIvAnAM kAryo'jasra' tadAdara : jeonI mukti turaMta ja thavAnI che. teo paNa zIlane Acare che mATe saMsArI jIe zIla pALavAmAM haMmezAM Adara kare. zIla zabdonA vividha arthomAM eka artha kahyo phrI brahmAIma zIla eTale brahmacarya, eka vyakti karoDo suvarNa mudrAnuM supAtradAna Ape, bIje senA ane ratnothI jaDIta tIrthaMkara prabhunuM maMdira banAve te baMne karatAM paNa zuddha manathI zIla-brahmacaryanA pAlanane vadhu mahattva ApyuM che. kema ke supAtradAna ke jinamaMdira e dravya pUjA che jyAre zIlapAlana e bhAva pUjA che, dravya pUjA karatA bhAvapUjAnuM sthAna UcuM hoya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM paNa saLamAM adhyayanamAM kahyuM che. deva dANava gaMdhavvA, jakkha rakkhasa kinnarA baMbhayAriM namasati dukkara' je karaMti te deva, dAnava, gaMdharvo ca, rAkSaso ane kinnaro paNa brahmacArIne name che. ke jeo dene paNa duSkara evuM brahmacarya pALe che. rAmakRSNa paramahaMse mAtA kAlinA caraNomAM potAnI jAtane samarpita karelI, lagna karavA kaI IcchA ja nahotI. chatAM jyAre tenA lagna thayA tyAre zAradAmaNa devIne prathama rAtrIe ja mAtA mAnIne mA zAradAmaNa devI kahevAnuM zarU karyuM, jethI potAne deha viSaya vAsanAthI apavitra na thAya, A rIte AjIvana te patipatnI zIlabaddha rahI kAlI mAtAnI bhaktimAM saMlagna banyA. A che zIlavatane caturtha vrata sAthe saMbaMdha, sAdhu-sAdhvI
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________________ 62 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jene sadavAo medAzo vema kahI grahaNa kare che. ane zrAvaka mATe tene sthUla maithuna viramaNa vrata kahevAya che. maithunathI sarvathA viramaNa thavuM Avazyaka gaNyuM paNa kadApI tema na thaI zake te te mATe svadArA saMteSa zabda vAparyo. A zabda ghaNo ja sUcaka rIte goThavAyela che. sva eTale pitAnI dArA eTale patnI ane saMtoSa eTale temAM paNa sArI rIte ane samatApUrvaka vyavahAra kare. potAnI patnI sAthe maithuna vyavahAra paNa saMtoSapUrvaka kara. manusmRtimAM te tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke kevaLa potAnA jevI prajAne utpanna karI vaMzavelo TakAvavA puratuM ja strI-puruSe saMga kare. upadeza prAsAdanA vyAkhyAna 219mAM zrImAn vijaya lakSamI sUrijI mahArAjA caturtha vratanA mAhAbhyane varNavatI eka suMdara kathA varNave che. vasaMtapuramAM zIrvAkara nAme vratadhArI zrAvaka rahetuM hatuM, tyAM eka vakhata dharmadAsa sUrijI padhAryA. tene vaMdana karI harSapUrvaka zIvakara zreSThI e kahyuM ke mAre eka lAkha sAthamIka bhAIone jamADavAnI IcchA che paNa teTaluM ghana mArA pAse che nahIM te mAre karavuM? guru mahArAje kahyuM tuM muni suvrata svAmIne vaMdana karavA bharUca jA. tyAM jinadAsa nAmane eka zrAvaka rahe che. tene saubhAgya devI nAme patnI che. te pati-patnIne tArI sarva zakti e karIne bhajana alaMkAra vagere ApIne prasanna kara. tenA vAtsalyathI tane lAkha sAdhamIne bhojana karAvyA jeTaluM puNya thaze.' A pramANe teNe guru mahArAjanuM vacana aMgIkAra karyuM. bharUca pahoMcI azana-pAnAdika vaDe jinadAsa sohAgadevInI bhakti karI paherAmaNa karI. pachI gAmamAM jaIne vAta karI. huM te jJAnI gurU bhagavaMtanA AdezathI ahIM Avele paNa meM e pUchyuM nahIM ke jinadAsa-sahAga devInI bhakti karavAnuM kema jaNAvyuM? gAmanA zrAvakee javAba Apyo ke A jinadAsa sAta varSane hatuM tyAre upAzrayamAM eka divasa zIToza mAM nuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI ekAMtara brahmacarya pAlanane niyama lIdho hato.
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________________ 60 zAzvata sukhane upAya kemake viSaya sevanamAM alpa sukha che ane duHkha lAMbA kALanuM che. maithuna sevanathI kaM5-kheda bhrama-mUcha-glAni-kSaya vagere roga thAya che. upadeza mALAmAM te tyAM sudhI jaNAvela che ke jema khasanA rogavALA manuSyane khaMjavALa Ave tyAre zarUAtamAM sukha mAne che. paNa tene pariNAme te duHkharUpa bane che. te rIte mehAtura puruSa viSayarUpa sukhane pariNAme dArUNa duHkharUpa hovA chatAM sukharUpa mAne che. tyAM sudhI zAstramAM pharamAvela che ke-"he gautama parastrIne sevavAthI prANI sAta vAra sAtamI narake jAya che." are pare strI sAthe karelA AMkhanA mIMcakA jeTalA hajAra kapa sudhI te jIva narakAgnI vaDe pacAya che. sadA ruvA rasA gadhA phAsAga paviyAraNA strI sAthe samAgama eTale ke mAtra sparzendriyanA sukhathI viramavAnuM eTaluM ja na samajatA. maithuna viramaNamAM zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparza pAMce bAbatemAM viramavAnuM che. strI svara sAMbhaLIne ke tenuM ramaNIya rUpa joIne tenA kamala jevA zvAcchavAsa ke sparza pratyeka viSayamAMthI vimavuM te artha thI caturthavratane AdaravA prayatna zIla banavuM, kemake zAzvata sukhane upAya te sarvathA mithuna viramaNa vrata ja che. jinadAsa niyamane egya rIte pALe che, tenA lagna thayA sohAga devI sAthe paraNIne prathama satrIe vAta thaI ke mAre ekAMtara brahmacarya pAlanane niyama che, sehAga devIe paNa bAlyAvasthAmAM ja ekAMtara brahmacarya pAlanane niyama lIdhuM hatuM. paNa baMnene kama-pAlanane divasa alaga alaga Avato hate. sahAga devI ja jhaMkhavANuM paDI gayA. have zuM karavuM? pitAnA patine vinavaNI kare che ke huM te AjIvana zIla pALIza paNa tame sukhethI bIjI strI paraNe. tyAre jinadAse paNa harSathI jaNAvyuM ke cAle A suvarNa avasara prApta thayA che. baMne zAzvata sukhano upAya karavA mATe ArAdhanamaya jIvana vItAvavA sajaja banyA. avasare dIkSA levA mATenuM vicArI gurU mahArAja pAse jaI AjIvana brahmacarya laI caturtha vrata aMgIkAra karyuM.
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________________ 64 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 zrAvake kahe ame to AvA bAla brahmacArI daMpatI kadI joyA sAMbhaLyA nathI. keTalo kAbu haze bane ne? zIlavatanI kevI suMdara ArAdhanA karelI haze ane patipatnIe ke lAkha sAdhamakane bhajana karAvavA jeTaluM puNya mAtra A daMpatine jamADavAthI thAya tema jaNAvyuM. A te saMpUrNa caturtha vrata grahaNa karavAnuM daSTAna jaNAvyuM. zrAvaka sarvathA te kadAca na paNa grahaNa karI zake. te paNa svadA saMteSa rUpa dezavirati vrata te grahaNa karI zake ne ? tame cAda niyama dhAro che ne? are kaMI nahIM cauda niyama jANe te che ne? sacitta dava vigaI. vagere temAM agIyArame niyama che ghama, vaMma eTale brahmacarya, A niyamanI dhAraNA divasa ane rAtrInA reja alaga alaga karavAnI hoya che. temAM mAtra A niyama Aje paLAze ke nahI teTaluM ja dhAravAnuM hoya che, svadArA saMtoSa vratanA pAlana mATe A rIte roja dhAraNa karaze te manane Teva paDaze. kAraNa ke eka divasa te badhuM ja choDavAnuM che. te kema karIne choDaze? tamane thaze ke eka caturtha vrata paNa ATale badhe bhAra mukavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? zAstramAM to ahiMsA vrata mukhya kahyuM che. bAkInA cAra te te temanI vADa samAna che. caturtha vrata zAzvata sukhano upAya che. tenI sakjhAyamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, cethA vratane re samudranI upamA bIjA nadI re samAna uttarAdhyayane re te batrIzameM Ima bhAkhe vardhamAna, uttarAdhyayana sUtranA batrIzamAM adhyayanamAM prabhu vIra paramAtmAe paNa pharamAvela che ke cothuM vrata samudra samAna che jyAre bAkInA cAre nadIo samAna che. eka mAtra cothA vratano bhaMga kare te bAkInA cArene bhaMga thaI jAya che. bIju anya cAre vratamAM kaIne kaI apavAda mukelA che. kevaLa caturtha vratamAM koI ja apavAda mUkyo nathI. eka vyaktie cothuM vrata dezathI ke sarvathI aMgIkAra karyuM. Ave brahmacarya vratI mana vacana ke kAyAthI kuzIla sevana kare te
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________________ zAzvata sukhano upAya 65 bhAva hiMsA te thavAnI ja che, paraMtu jenAgama paMcama aMga bhagavatI sUtro vageremAM jaNAvyA muja0. brahmacaryano bhaMga thatA dravya hiMsA paNa thavAnI ja che. medu sannArUDho rupha navadava sudRma navA mithuna sevanAre nava lAkha sUkSama jIvone haNe che. gazAstra prakAza-2 nA zleka 79 mAM kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI lakhe che - yoni yantra samutpannAH susUkSmA janturAzayaH pIDyamAnA vipadyante yatra tanmaithuna tyajet strInA nirUpa yaMtramAM utpanna thayelA sukSama jIvane samuha je mithunathI palAIne mare che te maithuna tyajavuM joIe. saMbadha prakaraNamAM trIjA adhikAramAM zrImadda haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjA jaNAve che ke - itthINa joNimajhe gabyagayA cevahuti navalakakhA. ikkoya doya tinni lakkha puhutaM ca ukkosaM itthINa joNimajjhe havaMti bei diyA asakhAya upajAti cayaMti ya samucchimA taha asakhA itthI sabhoge samagaM tesi jIvANa huti uddavaNa' strIonI nimAM gabha ja manuSya utkRSTathI nava lAkha upaje che. arthAt eka be traNathI lakSa pRthakatva yathAvat upaje, te sivAya beIndriya ane saMmUrNima (manuSya) asaMkhyAtA upaje ane mare. strI saMbhegathI A sarva jIvo eka sAthe nAza pAme che. A vAtane yathArtha samajatA sItA mAtAnuM zIla keTaluM UMcu haze ke pitAnuM zarIra agnImAM AhutirUpa karyuM tyAre zIlanA prabhAve agnI paNa zItaLa thaI gayo. mahAsatI sItAne rAvaNa upADI gayo. tyAra pachI azoka vATikAmAM rahelI sItAne pratidina rAvaNa kAmaga mATe prArthanA kare che, te samaye mahAsatI sItA nIcuM mukha rAkhIne kahe che ke mArAthI sADA traNa hAtha dura raheje je e maryAdA oLaMgI te tane sItAne mArI mRtadeha maLaze, ane kharekhare rAvaNa jIvanamAM kadI paNa sItAne pAmI zakyA nahIM.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 sItA dekhI rAvaNa mahIye kIdhA keDI upAya, sItA mAtA zIyaLa navI caLyA, jagamAM sahu guNa gAya, laMkAmAM rAma-rAvaNanA bhayaMkara yuddha bAda lakSamaNa vAsudevanA hAthe prati vAsudeva rAvaNanA mRtyu bAda sItA mAtAne jyAre pAchA adhyA AvavAnuM thayuM tyAre temanI agnI parIkSA nakakI thaI. agnI parIkSA vakhate satI sItA bolyA ke he agni-puNyarUpa amRta vaDe pUrNa thayelA mArA mana vacana ke kAyAmAM rAmacaMdrajI sivAya bIjA keI puruSane praveza thayo hoya te tuM mane bALI nAkhaje. kharekhara agni zAMta thaI gaye. cothA vratanA bhaMga thatA pAMce vratano bhaMga thAya che te bAbata jaNAvatAM hiMsA vize zAstrakAro jaNAve che ke- 0 jema vAMsanI suMgaLI rUthI bharelI hoya temAM leDhAnI tapAvelI saLI nAkhatAM tatkAla rU baLI jAya che tema nimAM rahelA jInI hiMsA eka vakhatanA saMgamAM thAya che. 0 vaLI kAmIjano prAyaH satyavAdI hoI zake nahIM ane virati dhara puruSe samAja ke gurU samakSa lIdhela pratIjJAne bhaMga thatA satya pratIjJA tuTaze ane mRSAvAda viramaNa vratane bhaMga thaze. 0 trIje adatta ApyA vagara grahaNa karavuM te vratane paNa bhaMga thaze. kemake sarva prathama te tIrthakara adatta lAgaze. jinAjJA mujaba abrahma sevanane niSedha che. guru adatta paNa lAgaze. kemake gurU sAkSIe lIdhelA vratane bhaMga thaze. 0 cethA vratane bhaMga te svayaM spaSTa che ja. 0 murane parigraha kahyo che. mUccha [maha Asakti ke mamatA] vinA mithuna thatuM nathI mATe pAMcamAM parigraha viramaNa vratane paNa tyAM bhaMga ja thAya che. je rIte zarIramAM hAtha-paga-AMkha-kAna badhuM ja che. temAMthI ekAda khaMDIta thAya te bahu vAMdho nahIM Ave paNa magaja khaMDIta
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________________ - - - - - zAzvata sukhane upAya thaI gayuM te-"breIna hemareja"--khalAsa badhAM ja aMge nakAmA banI. javAnA. te ja rIte- daMDakAcAra granthamAM jaNAve che ke je AtmA pitAne strInA saMgamAM sthApe che te darzana guNane ghAta kare che ane sava vatane paNa bhaMga thAya che. svadArA saMteSa vratane jaNAvatA upadeza prAsAdamAM zrI vijayalakamI sUrijI mahArAjA jaNAve che ke- saMtoSaH sveSu dAreSu tyAgazvAparayoSitAm gRhasthAnAM prathayati caturtha' tadaNuvratam pitAnI vivAhita strImAM saMtoSa ane parastrIne tyAga e gRhasthane cothuM aNuvrata che. gRhastha pitAnI strImAM saMtoSa rAkhI bAkI sarva strI eTale ke parastrI, vezyA, kumArikA vagere tathA devI, tiryaMca zrI Adi badhAMne tyAga karavo joIe. sudarzana zeThanA mane ramA sAthe lagna thayA che. rIte svadArA saMteSa vratanuM pAlana karI rahyA che. bannenuM jIvana dharma--AdhinA maya sukha-zAntipUrvaka cAle che. sudarzana zeThane eka dhaniSTha mItra rAjapurohita potAnI patnI pAse vAraMvAra sudarzananA zIla-guNa ane rUpanI prazaMsA kare che. te sAMbhaLI purehitANa manamAM ne manamAM sudarzana para mohita banI kAma pipAsA zAnta karavA mATe vicAro eka divasa rAjapurohita bahAra gayo che. purohitANI pitAnI gaMdI vAsanAne pUrNa karavA mATe sudarzana zeThane cheTe saMdeza mokale che ke purehita sakhata bimAra che mATe AvIne maLI jAo. nirmala hRdayavALo sudarzana te jaldI pahoMcyA. tyAM to pure hitANInI jALa barAbara bichAvAI gaI. sudarzana kamarAmAM pahoMce ke bAraNuM baMdha thaI gayuM. purahita hAjara nathI. kAmavAsanA mATenA hAvabhAva ane kuceSTA zarU thayA. sudarzana zeTha paristhiti samajI gayA. kutarAne bhAdara mahine Ave eTale vAsanAne haDakavA upaDe, kezarIsiMha jIvanamAM eka ja vakhata saMga kare, sAmAnya siMha paNa
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - - - - - - - varSamAM ekavAra siMhaNanuM sevana kare, kAgaDA jevA karkaza pakSIne te maithuna sevate najare jevo paNa muzkela che, jyAre pazu ane pakSI karatAM paNa vadhAre vivekI mANasa bhUla kare te kema cAle? sudarzana zeTha pure hitANIne kahe che ke huM te napuMsaka chuM. mArAthI tane kaI jAtane saMtoSa maLI zakaze te AzA rAkhatI nahIM. ATaluM vAkya sAMbhaLatA ja parohitANI ThaMDI paDI jAya che. gharanA daravAjA tyAMne tyAM khulI jAya che. eka vakhata mane ramA tathA tenA suMdara cha putrone joI purohitANI belI are A keTalA suMdara bALake che, ke nA haze te? abhayAraNa kahe te te sudarzana zeThanA putro che. Azcarya cakIta banelI purohitANe abhayArANIne Akho prasaMga varNave che. vAta vaTe caDI eTale abhayArANuM belI ke nakakI mAre have A purUSane vaza karI kAmaganuM sevana karavuM. eka vakhata sudarzana zeTha pauSadha laIne pauSadhazALAmAM rahelA che. abhayArANI paNa mAthAnA duHkhAvAnuM bahAnuM kADhI mahelamAM rahI che. samagra nagaranA ja mahotsava prasaMge nagaranI bahAra gayA che. badhAja sAnukULa saMga sAdhI abhayArANIe rAjasevaka mAraphate pauSadhamAM rahelA zeThane sIdhAM mahelamAM uThAvI lAvyA. abhayAe sudarzana pAse sIdhI ja kAmaganI mAMgaNI karI. paNa sudarzana zeTha te kAryotsarga karI aDola ubhA rahI gayA. rANa AgaLa vadhI sudarzananA zarIrane AlIMgana karI potAnuM AkhuM zarIra cAMpI dIdhuM chatAM jene zAzvata sukhano upAya hAthamAM AvI gaye che tevA sudarzana zeTha calAyamAna na thayA. eTale rANI tene rAjya apAvavAnI lAlaca Ape che. paNa svadAra saMtoSa vratamAM aDaga zeTha sthira rahelA jANe bumAbuma macAvI sudarzanane pakaDAvI de che. rAjAne vizvAsa nathI besato ke A zeTha kadI AvI halakI manevRttinA hoI zake. vAraMvAra prazna karavA chatAM zeTha mauna ja rahe che tyAre rAjA zeThane phAMsInI sajA jAhera karI dIdhI chatAM sudarzana zeTha mauna ja che. mane ramAne samAcAra maLyA. pitAnA pati upara saMpUrNa vizvAsa
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________________ zAzvata sukhanA upAya 69 che. AkhI vAtanI khakhara paDatAM vivaza banI jAya che. prabhunA dhyAnamAM tallIna banIne besI jAya che. jevA sudanane zULI upara caDhAve che ke zULInuM tyAM siMhAsana nI jAya che. A camatkAra bIjA koI nA nahIM paNa zIlanA che. kSaNavAra kSaNavAra bhAvanA bhAvavI sahelI che. dAna devuM ke tapasyA karavI te baMne alpa DhALa mATe hAya surura che. paNa cAvajIvana mATe zIla pAlana duSkara che. sarvasthAne kalaha karAvavA tatpara ane sAvadya ceAgamAM rakta evA nave nArada paNa mAtra zIlanA prabhAve ja mukti pAmyA. cAvajajIvana zIla pAlana mATe jInadAsa ane seAhAga devInA dAkhalA kadAca paurANika lAge rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa jevA saMta-mahaMtanuM dRSTAMta apavAdarUpa lAge paNa hajI hamaNAMja vartamAna kAlIna kahI zakAya tevA prasa`ga banI gayA. jayaprakAza nArANu ane prabhAvatI devInA. svadArA saMtASa vratamAM satASA zabda ati mahattvanI che. jIvane sASa (sam + tuSa) sArI rIte samatApUrvaka tRptinA guNu na vikasyA hAya tA atRptinI Aga saLagatI ja rahevAnI. A jIve devatAnA bhavamAM asaMkhyAta varSa sudhI agaNIta viSayA bhAgavyA chatAM tRpti thaI nahIM. Aka prakAzamAM zrI vinayavijaya mahArAje lakhyu che ke kalpavAsI devatAne eka vakhata bhAga bhAgavatA 2000 varSanA gALA vahI jAya che. jyAtiSIne 1500 varSa thAya che, vyaMtaranA sacAga 1000 varSa sudhI cAle che, ane bhuvanapati devAne 500 varSa eka vakhata bhAga bhAgavatA pasAra thaI jAya che. A mAnava bhavane pAmyA pachI pharI e ja strI sa`ganA saMskArA uchALA mAre che. pAMcasAthI mAMDI 2000 varSa sudhI saLaMga eka sa'bhogamAM pasAra karanArane paNa mAtra pAMca daza miniTa mATe AnaMa meLavavAnA AMjhavAnA jaLa jevA phAMphAM hAya tevuM lAge. paNa tene male krIphI eja vRtti-pravRtti thAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM? svadArA vrata sAthenA sa MteSa zabda samA nathI. khAkI jo vadhune vadhu bhAge bhAgavavAthI ke vadhu strIo leAgavatA sateSa maLatA hoya tA indranA eka ja avatAramAM ra-kADAkeADI, 85 lAkha kroDa, 71 hajAra keADa, 421 kroDa, 57 lAkha 450 devIo thAya che. are mAnava
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda bhavamAM paNa cakravatI ne 64000 (1,2000) strIone saMga prApta thAya che ane vAsudevane 32000 (96000) strIo bhega bhegavavA maLe che. chatAM pharI pAchA mAnava ke tiryaMcanA bhavamAM eja vAsanAnA saMskAro kAme lAge che paNa bhogatRNa jatI nathI. tethI saMtoSa zabdanuM rahasya jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM vaNAze nahIM. saMteSanA arthagrahaNa mujabanI pravRtti jyAM sudhI thaze nahIM tyAM sudhI AmAnA saMskAro parivartana pAmavAnA nathI, mATeja zAstrakAroe suMdara zabda ApI dIdhe cothA vrata mATe zrAvakone. sva-dArA saMtoSa" zAzvata sukhanI prApti mATe paNa vadArA saMtoSathI sarvathA maithuna viramaNa vrata sudhInI yAtrA karavI ja rahI. kaccha dezamAM vijaya zeThe zukala pakSamAM brahmacarya pALavAne niyama lIdho hato, tenA lagna vijayA sAthe thayA tene kRSNa pakSamAM brahmacarya pALavAne niyama hate. kama saMge baMne pati-patnI thaI gayA ane eka mAtra talavAra vacce rAkhI AjIvana caturtha vratanuM pAlana karyuM. baMnee nirNaya karyo ke jyAre mAtA-pitA jANaze tyAre dIkSA laI lezuM. A rIte bhAva-cAritryanuM pAlana kare che. eka vakhata vimaLa kevaLIne jinadAsa zreSThIe pUchayuM ke 84000 sAdhunAM pAraNano mAre lAbha le che. bhagavaMta kahe teTalI zuddha sAmagrI maLavI te muzkela che. paNa tuM kaccha dezamAM jaI vijayazeTha--vijayA zeThANInI bhakti kara. A pramANe jinadAsa zreSThIe karelI bhaktithI vijayazeThanA mAtApitAne jANa thatAM te daMpatie karelI pratijJA pUrNa thaI. baMne e dikSA lIdhI. suMdara-nirmala cAritra pAlana thakI kSe gayA. mATe yAda rAkhe zAzvata sukhane upAya te zIlavata pAlana-
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________________ (43) zIla-sadAcAra -jIvana jIvavAnI kalA, AyayaNaM khu nisevai vajjai parageha pavisamaNakajja nizcamaNubbha'veso na bhagai sadhiyAra vayaNAI pariharaha bAlakIla sAhai kajAI mahuranIIe iya chavviha sIla juo vinneo sIlavaMto'ttha dharmaratana prakaraNamAM bhAvazrAvakanA cha liMga jaNAvatA zrImAna zAtisUrijI mahArAjA zIlavAna zrAvaka kone kahevAya te jaNAve che. (1) je zrAvaka Ayatana (jinamaMdirAdi seve. (2) vinA prayajana paragRha pravezane vaje. (3) sadeva anuddabheTa veza pahere. (4) vikArayukta vacane bole nahIM. (5) bAlakriDAne parihare eTale ke tyAga kare. (6) madhuranIti vaDe (mIThAzathI) kArya sAthe. A cha prakAranA zIla (AcaraNa)thI yukta hoya tene zIlavAnuM zrAvaka jANa. mannata jiSNurNa zrAvakanA chatrIsa kartavyanI sajhAya che. temAM bAramuM kartavya jaNAvyuM zaruM-zIla pALe. zIlane vikhyAta artha te brahmacarya ja gaNAya che. paraMtu dharmanA prakaraNamAM zIlanA A mujabanA cha lakSaNa thakI zIlane sadAcAra artha darzAvela che. eka vRddha ane aMdha e bhikhArI barAbara rAjamArganI vaccevacce ubho rahyo. rAjAnI savArI AvI rahI hatI chatAM te khasya nahI ne tyAM ja ubhe. rAjasavArInA agresara sainike AvI pahoMcyA. sainike rastA para ubhelA saune khaseDI rasto cekho karI rahyA hatA.
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________________ | abhinava upadeza prAsAdaeka sainike apazabda bolI aMdha bhikhArIne dhakko mAryo. bevakupha! bhAna nathI. mArgamAMthI bAju khasa. AMdhaLe te AMdhaLe ja rahyo. pelo aMdha vRddha dhakako khAIne gabaDI paDe. uThatAM uThatAM mAtra eTaluM belya. basa A ja kAraNa pharI pAcho rastA vacce ubhuM rahI gayo. savArInI AgaLa cAlatA rAjanA maMtrI AvyA teNe kahyuM. are bhAI! rastAmAMthI khasI jAva, khasI jAva, rAjAjInI savArI Ave che. pelo aMdha bhikhArI to tyAM ja ubho rahyo, bolyo. basa A ja kAraNa eTalAmAM rAjAnI savArI paNa AvI gaI. rAjAe nIce utarI vRddha evA aMdha bhikhArIne zAMtithI hAtha jhAlI saMbhALapUrvaka rastAnI eka bAjue ubho rAkhyo. bhikhArI pharI haryo ane bolyA, "haM, rAjA lAge che." basa A ja kAraNa" AjubAjunA lokone Azcarya thayuM ke A AMdhaLe ane gharaDe thayele bhikhArI "basa A ja kAraNa" vAkaya kema vAraMvAra bole che. lakoe tene kAraNa pUchayuM. tyAre te bhikhArIe eka TuMko javAba Apyo. teo je che te potAnA AcaraNane lIdhe ja evA che. kharekhara mAnavInI paNa sAcI oLakha tenuM AcaraNa ja che. tethI ja ahIM zIla eTale sadvartana athavA sadRAcAra e artha karyo. pUjya mahopAdhyAya yazavijayajI mahArAje paNa sADA traNaso gAthAnA stavananI caudamI DhALamAM zIlavAnanA lakSaNe jaNAvatA A cha lakSaNonI TukI vyAkhyA goThavI dIdhI che. Ayatana seve guNa piSa paragRha gamane vAdhe doSa kaThIna vacananuM jalpana je dhamane nahIM saMmata te (1) Ayatana nivaNam :- Ayatanane seve te sadAcAranuM prathama lakSaNa kahyuM. Ama to A cha lakSaNe thakI jIvana jIvavAnI kalA ja rajU karI dIdhI che jJAnI mahAmAoe. paNu-Ayatana eTale zuM?
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________________ jIvana jIvavAnI kalA jinamaMdira, upAzraya vagere dhArmikajane maLI zake tevA sthAne. jenA sevanathI eTale ke jyAM rahevAthI doSa naSTa thAya che ane guNonI vRddhi thAya che. A sthaLamAM paMcamahAvratadhArI, tyAgI, tapasvI are jenAM vezanuM darzana paNa samakita prApti mATe nimitta banI zake che tevA muni-mahAtamAo- zIlavAna, bahuzruta, kisArucivALA ane AcAravaMta evA ghaNuM sAdharmika badhuo tyAM rahetA hoya che. teonA saMsargathI mizyA dRSTi kSINa thAya che ane jJAna-darzana cAritrane lAbha thAya che. mATe Ayatanane se. pratiSedha arthamAM Ayatana nivaNamane artha e thAya ke cora, hiMsaka ke duSTa buddhivALA loko tathA niratara vikathA thatI hoya tyAM rahevuM nahIM. Aje zrAvakakuLanA bALakomAM jinamaMdira tathA pAThazALA paratvenuM lakSa ghaTatuM javAmAM A eka mahatvanuM kAraNa che. sosAyaTIthI dUra rahelA maMdira-pAThazALAne lIdhe Ayatana sevana ghaTayuM vibhina jAtinA loko sAthe rahetA mithyA pravRttimAM vadhAro thayo. saugadhikA nagarImAM sudarzana nAme eka mi daSTi zeTha rahe te hato. te zuka parivrAjakano parama bhakta ane sAMkhya siddhAntano jJAtA hato. eka vakhata thAvasthA putra mahAmuni saugandhikA nagarI padhAryA, tenA namana mATe nAgarikane doDA deDI kare che. kautukathI sudarzana zeTha paNa tyAM pahoMcyA, tyAM ratnatrayanA Ayatana eTale ke gRha samAna, bhavarUpI vRkSane nimaeNla karavAmAM vizALa hAthI samAna ane mithyAtva rUpI alpakArane nAzamAM sUrya samAna thAvA munine joIne tene praNAma karyA. thAvaracA munie potAnI dezanAmAM Ayatana sevananA phaLane samajAvatA paMcAcAra pAlana karatAM munine Ayatana rUpe jaNAve che. tyAre sudarzane pUchayuM ke tamAro dharma (hi ) kevo che? thAvaraca mahAmuni kahe amAro dharma vinaya mUlaka che. aNagArI vinayamAM pAMca mahAvratono samAveza thAya che ane AgArI eTale ke gRhastha vinayamAM bAravratono samAveza thAya che.
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________________ u4 Abhanava upadeza prAsAda-2 e rIte zrAvaka dharmanI paraspara carcA dvArA bAravratanA svarUpane samajIne sudarzana mithyA daSTine tyAga karI bAravrata dhArI zrAvaka banya, samyaka dhAraNa karI sadgatine pAmya, mATe zrAvakee AyatananuM eTale jinamaMdira upAzraya-sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA vagerenuM niraMtara sevana cAne nikaTavartI saMparka jALavo jethI saddagatinuM bhAjana bane. A vAta sAmAnyathI paNa samajI zakAya tevI che ke sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA sAdhamikane paricaya kiyA ane AcAramAM zuddhi lAve che. navIna prakAranA tapa karavAnI preraNA maLe che. Ayatana sevanane abhAva kayAreka naMda maNiyAranI jema deDake thavAne prasaMga paNa notare che. potAnI meLe dharmanuM pAlana karate naMda maNIyAra eka sAro zrAvaka hatA. paNa Ayatana sevananA abhAve dharmanuM siMcana ghaTatuM gayuM pachI jema oIlIganA abhAve kayAreka mazInamAM kaDAkA bolavA lAge tema naMdanA jIvanamAM paNa banyuM. pauSadhazALAmAM upavAsa sahita pauSadha laIne rahelA naMdane rAtrIe tRSA lAgI. sahana na thatA tene thayuM ke dhanya che teo je kuvA vAva-sarovara vagere khodAve che. huM paNa pauSadha pALIne vAva banAvIza. pachI suMdara vAvaDI banAvI dhIme dhIme tene jIva vAvanI suMdaratA sAthe ota prata thaye. Ayatana sevananA abhAve samyapha daSTi prApta na thaI to tenI ja vAvaDImAM deDakA rUpe utpanna thaye. | mATe Ayatana ne sevo, jIvana jIvavAnI kalAnuM prathama pagathIyuM darzAvyuM, bIjuM pagathIyuM zIlavAna zrAvakanA lakSaNa rUpe darzAve che - (2) paragRha praveza vajana - "anivArya kArya sivAya bIjAnA gharamAM javuM nahIM." tene bIjuM zIla kahyuM. kAraNa ke paragraha kayAreka kalaMka rUpI kAdavanuM mULa bane che, kaMIka khovAya athavA nAza pAme te paNa corInuM ALa Ave che. vaLI zrAvakane kayAreka vrata bhaMganA prasaMgo uddabhave athavA te prakAranA AkSepa thavAnA saMjogo paNa ubhA thAya che. jema sudarzana zeThane purohitANa dvArA vrata bhaMga mATe preraNuM karavAmAM AvI tyAMthI chaTakI te rANI dvArA upasarga thayo ne zULIe caDavAne prasaMga banya, mATe vinA kAraNa para ghare javuM nahIM.
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________________ 75 jIvana jIvavAnI kalA prazna - sadAcAranI vAta karatA paragRha praveza varjanane badale badhAM zrAvakonI sudhAraNanI vAta kema na rAkhI? ghaNuM kAMTAvALe eka raste hatuM tyAM kAMkarA paNa hatA. je tenA para cAla tenA paga lehaluhANa thaI jAya. eka paragaju mANase te kAMTA-kAMkarA vINavA zarU karyA, rasto ghaNo lAMbone pAchA bIjA bIjA kAMTA kAMkarA uDI uDIne AvyA kare. have te sApha thAya kayAre? samajadAra mANase kahyuM ke bhalAAdamI tuM A vyartha zrama karI rahyo che, A rIte kadApI tAruM dhyeya saphaLa nahI bane. tenA karatA A raste cAlanAra cAmaDAnA juttA paherI te kAma saraLa banaze. e rIte A vizALa saMsAramAM badhAM ja gRhasthane sudhAravA te zakya ja nathI. evI apekSA paNa asthAne che. tethI zIlavAna zrAvaka mATe bIju caraNa mukyuM paragRha praveza varjana, bIjAne ghera e rIte jatAM pratISThA paNa ghaTe che. mAnahAnine paNa saMbhava che. tethI ja suMdara jIvana jIvavAnI kalA e ja che ke vinA kAraNa para ghare javuM nahIM, dhanamitra nAme gRhastha hato. pUrvakRta duSkarmone lIdhe apuNyaka evA tene paLe paLe duHkha paDe. mAbApa paNa tenA bALapaNamAM ja mRtyu pAmyA hatA. teNe guNasAgara kevaLInA upadezathI dharmArAdhanA karatA devAlayamAM pratImAnI pUjA karavAnuM zarU karyuM. dharmamAM sthira thatAM thatAM dhana paNa prApta thavA lAgyuM. A nagaramAM ja sumitra nAmane eka meTe zeTha rahete hato. teNe eka karoDanA mUlyavALI eka ratnAvalI banAvI hatI. ghanamitra thoDI vAra vAtacIta bAda sumitra gharamAM jaIne pAcho Avyo te nAvalI na maLe. tene zaMkA gaI ke ghanamitra sivAya bIjuM kaI AvyuM nathI te A ratnAvalI gaI kayAM? vAstavamAM pUrvabhavanA cheSI evA vyantare te nAvalI laI lIdhI hatI. chatAM dhanamitra cera Tha- tamArA jIvanamAM paNa AvA prasaMge banI zake che. jemAM tamane cora, badacalana Adi AkSepo sAMbhaLavAne prasaMga AvI zake che mATe vinA kAraNe pArakA ghera javuM nahIM. vaLI zIlavAna mANasanI temAM zabhA paNa nathI.
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________________ 76 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 (3) anubhaTa veza :- paheraveza udbhaTa na paheratA sAde tathA sughaDa paheraveza rAkhavA. kemake sarU pasaMto dhammI dhamI jana sAdo hAya tA ja zAbhe che. pezavAonA rAjaguru tathA viSTha nyAyadhIza rAmazAsrInuM ghaNuM ja mAnasanmAna hatuM. te cANakayanI jema nAnI jhuMpaDImAM rahetA ane atyaMta sAduM jIvana vyatIta karatA. eka vakhata tenI patnIne rAjamahelamAMthI nimaMtraNa AvyuM, tene rANIoe bharapura sanmAna dIdhuM. vidAya detI vakhate bahumUlya vastrA ane AbhUSaNeAthI sanmAnIta karI. ghera paDeoMcyA tyAre tene joIne rAmazAstrI khelyA. are ! A tA keAI rAjarANI che. mArI patnI AvI na hoya te te atyaMta sIdhI sAdI brAhmaNI (saskArI strI) jevI lAge. jhu MpaDInuM khAraNuM aMdha karI dIdhu. te paNa patinA izArA samajI gaI. rAjamahelamAM jaI madhAM ja vastra-AbhUSaNu utArI sAdA vastra paridhAna karI pAchI pharI tyAre zAstrIjIe tenuM svAgata karyuM. jo ke vartamAnakAle A carcA taddana niraMka lAgaze. kAraNa ke pUrve kumArikA kanyA ane pariNItA srInA taphAvata nakkI thaI zakatA hatA. AjakAlanA phezanaparasta yugamAM jyAM sAsu-vahu ane dikarI traNe gAuna paherIne pharatA hAya tyAM zamazAstrI jevAnuM STAnta keTalu cAle ? udbhaTa veza paherIne kRttI kanyA ke vahune koNa kahevAnuM' ke A gRhasthanu ghara che nATyAlaya ke nartakIgRha nathI. eka tarapha AjanI muslIma saMskRti che jyAM hajI A-zIra strIe DhaMkAyelI rahe che. bahAra nIkaLatA bhurakhA paherI peAtAnA caherAne paNa DhAMkelA rAkhe che. bIjI tarapha vadhatI jatI phezana vadhu ne vadhu zarIrane pradazIta karavA mATenA prayAse karAve che. kahevata che ke jene zRMgAra vadhu priya hAya tee prAyaH kAmIjana heAya che. paNa vadhatA jatA byuTI pAlarAnI sakhyAnA A yugamAM A vAtA baherA kAne DhAla vagADavA jevI che. khullA paga rAkhatI strIo puruSone kAmettejanA vadhAre che. te manAvaijJAnika satya svIkArI tevA paheravezavALI strIne phaTakA mAravAnI
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________________ jIvana jIvavAnI kalA 77 sajA kastA muslIma rASTrane ApaNe jUnavANI ke aNaghaDa kahI vagevaNa karIe chIe ane pUrNa rUpathI puruSomAM uzakerATa ane uttejanA utpanna karatAM custa vastro, TUMkA va zarIrane pragaTa karavAmAM vadhune vadhu sahAyaka banatA udbhaTa vastrone AdhunikatAmAM khapAvo cho tyAre rAmazAstrIne prasaMga bhUtakALanI kabaramAM daTAI gayelA koI avazeSa je lAge che. mAtra eka tatvavettAnI vAta atyAre yAda Ave che ke strIone vastro paheravA e sAmAjika ane sAMskArika baMdhana janya manebhAva che ane vastrothI anAvRtta thavuM (khulalA dekhAvuM) e anyane AkarSavAnA hetuthI thate AMtara manobhAva che. vartamAna vastronI pasaMdagI A be manebhAva vacce lAkhAtI hovAthI te vastra paheravA chatAM tenI gati nirvastratA taraphanI rahe che. eTale zIlavAna zrAvakoe "trIju zIla" pAlana karavA ubhaTa vezane tyAga karI saMskAra-maryAdA jaLavAya tevA ane spaSTa zabdomAM kahIe te zarIra sArI rIte DhaMkAyeluM rahe te tathA sughaDa ane sAde poSAka pahero. ' jIvana jIvavAnI kalA ne darzAvatA traNa pagathIyAM varNavyA. sadAcAra arthamAM varNavatA zIlanA cothA pagathIyAne kahe che - (4) savikAra vAkya vajana :- bIjAne vikAra utpanna thAya tevA prakAranA vAkya bolavA nahIM. zrAvaka je bhASAno upayoga kare te evA prakAranI hovI joIe ke jenAthI sAMbhaLanArane rAga-dveSa rUpa vikAra utpanna na thAya. khAsa karIne zagArayukta vANI nizcaye zagAgnine utpanna karavAmAM ke prajavalIta karavAmAM nimitta rUpa bane che ane kaThora vANIne upayoga kare te te dveSa utpanna kare che, mATe A baMne prakAranI vANIne zrAvake tyAga karavo joIe. AjakAla vyavahAramAM eka pravRtti vizeSa jovA maLI rahI che. vaktAo potAnuM vakatRtva sAruM dekhADavA mATe, vArtA lekhake vArtAne
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 78 lAka bhegya banAvavA mATe ane calacitra nirmAtA philma dvArA vadhAre kamANI karavA mATe rAgAgni utpanna karatI vANInA chUTathI upayoga karavA lAgyA che. je mahA ananuM kAraNa che. mitrasena ane rAjakumAra caMdra baMne gADha mitrA hatA, zrAvaka paNAnA saMskArathI cukta ane vrata-niyama dhAraNu karIne rahelA evA paNa mitrasenane meTI kuTeva e hatI ke te jyAM tyAM hAMsI-majAka cukta vANI le, zagArika vANI bele ane e rIte sAmenA leAkeAmAM kutuhula-kAmAgnI, Azcaya kArI bhAvA vagere utpanna karAvI pote khuza thAya. eka vakhata tenA mitra rAjakumAra candrane kahe cAla tane eka apUrva kalA batAvuM teNe ziyALanI evI rIte lArI karI ke sAMbhaLIne ziyALA cillAvA lAgyA. teNe evI rIte muraghA bAlAvyA ke madhya rAtrie muraghAe khelavA lAgyA. lAke prabhAta thayuM. ema samajI jAgI gayA. zRMgArika vAkayA belavAnI kaLA paNa tenI evI hatI ke zIlavAna mANasane kAma vihvaLa banAvI de. rAjakumAra ca`drae samajAvyuM ke tuM A rIte tArA vratane aticArathI milana na kara. tema chatAM mitrasene te vAta gaNakArI nahI ane jeno pati paradeza gaye hatA tevI eka strI pAse evA rAgapAdaka ane vikArI vAkayA bAhyA ke te strI ati kAmavidaLa thaI ubhI thaI gaI. tenA devara te strIne AvI vikArayukta joI gusse thaI gayA, mitrasenane bAMdhI dIdhA. rAjakumArane khabara paDatAM tene cheDAvI salAha ApI. AvA meAhanIya karmo bAMdhIne tuM kayA bhave chuTIza. paNa te tatkALa mRtyu pAmI hAthI thayA pachI bahu bhava bhramaNa karI mekSe jaze. jo ke tamane A vAta mAtra kathA jevI lage paNa ame najare joyela eka keAlejanA vidyAthI ne, je kAgaDAnA avAja kADhI kolejanI agAsImAM kAgaDA bhegA karI detA (5) bAlakrIDA vajanaH- sadAcAra arthamAM vaparAtA zIla zabdamAM jIvana jIvavAnI kalA rUpe pAMcamu` pagathIyuM darzAvyuM,
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________________ jIvana jIvavAnI kalA bAla ceSTAone tyAga kare. bAlakIDA anarthadaMDa vALI hovAthI mehanuM mULa che. bAlIza zabdathI jugAra vagere ramato paNa na ramavI joIe. kemake mAtra jugAranI ramatane lIdhe naLa damayaMtIne viga thaye-rAjya gacaM, mahAbhAratamAM yudhiSThire rAjya te gumAvyuM paNa dropadIne heDamAM mukI-mATe bAlakrIDA varjavI. brija ona dha sviTa kavAI jevI jagaprasiddha philma ane anya philmamAM zreSTha abhinaya karanAra vizva vikhyAta abhinetA eleka jinesanI abhinaya kalAne lIdhe briTananI mahArANIe tene sarano IlkAba Ape. tenI phelAyelI kIrti sAMbhaLI eka vakhata eka amerikana dhanika mANasa Avyo. te zarAbanI meTI kaMpanIne menejara hatA. teNe eleka jinesane satara lAkha DolaranI ophara karI. kAma mAtra zuM karavAnuM? te kahe TelIvIjhana para abhinaya ApavAnuM zarAbanI jAherAta karI zarAba vaDe ajaba skUrti Ave che. te abhinaya karavAne. eleka jise InkAra karI dIdho. menejara kahe tame murkhAI karI rahyA che. eleka jinesa bolyA hajAro kalAkAre zarAbathI barabAda thayA che. tame sattara zuM sItera lAkha Apo to paNa huM AvI jAherAta karI kalAkArone barabAda na karuM-Ane kahevAya bAlakriDA varjana. ahI bAlakriDAno artha bALaka jevI evo nathI karyo paNa jemAM samajadArI-gaMbhIratA ane pukhtatAne abhAva hoya temaja anarthaka hoya tevI ceSTA-pravRtti karyo. (6) madhura nIti vaDe kArya sAdhavuM-kArya to che ja ane te karavAnuM paNa che. to karavuM kevI rIte ? jIvana jIvavAnI kalAmAM A chaThTho muddo ghaNo mahattvanuM che. duSTa, mukha, bevakupha evA kaThera zabdone prajane dhamakAvIne paNa kAma thaI zake che. tene badale mIThI vANI vaDe priya zabdone prajane paNa kArya sAdhI zakAya che. zIla-sadAcAra arthamAM te dharmanA prakaraNamAM sAruM nA dunI zabda mUkaye ja che paNa tamAro rejIdo vyavahAra tapAse temAM paNa pratyeka paLe A guNa Avazyaka banaze.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - kAgaDAne jyAM ja tyAM tiraskAra maLate tene keI pitAnI pAse besavA detuM nahIM. te udAsa thaI gaye. bIje jAvAnI IcchAthI teNe pravAsanI taiyArI karI. paDozamAM ja DALI pa0 mALa banAvIne rahelI keyalane khabara paDI teNe kAgaDAne bolAvIne kahyuM bhAI! jyAM sudhI tuM vANInI karkazatA nahIM choDa tyAM sudhI koI jagyAe tane sanmAna maLaze nahIM. kahyuM che ke kaThera zabdathI dharmanI hAnI thAya che ane laghutA Ave che. kaThera vacanathI te divasane tapa nAza pAme che. AkrozathI mahinAne tapa nAza pAme che. zApa devAthI varSa tapa nAza pAme che. mAravAthI zramaNapaNuM jAya che. vaLI tame koInuM apriya bolaze te te tamArI pAchaLa bevaDuM apriya belaze. karkaza mANasathI tene parivAra vimukha thAya che. jema yazavijayajI mahArAjA kalahanI sakjhAyamAM pharamAve che ke - zuM suMdarI tuM na kare sAra, na lAve Ape kAMI gamAra sAjana sAMbhaLe. sAmuM bole pApINuM nIta, ja pApI tuja pitA jAo citta sAjana sAMbhaLe. A kalahanuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? patie patinane prahAra karyo ane mRtyu pAmIne te guNa maMjarI banI. mATe mISTa bhASA vAparavI ane je kaI kArya sAdhavuM hoya te madhura nItie karIne sAdhavuM. vyavahAramAM paNa saphaLa thavA mATe zIlane A chaThTho prakAra ati upayogI che. jIvana jIvavAnI kalA darzAvatA A che guNe ke liMge (oLakha cihane) zAstrakAra mahaSie darzAvyA. zrAvake paNa "zIla" nAmaka bAramAM kartavyanA pAlana mATe Ayatana sevanathI AraMbhI madhura nIti vaDe kArya sAdhavA sudhInA cha e sadAcAra-zIlanA prakArone samajI oLakhIne AcaraNamAM mukavA te ja abhyarthanA.
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________________ (44) tapadharma-mahattA -kama nirjarAnuM amedha sAdhana nirdoSaM nirnidAnAdayaM tannirjarA prayojanam citotsAhena sadbuddhayA tapanIyaM tapaH zubham nirdoSa, niyANA vagaranuM, mAtra nirAnA ja kAraNabhUta evu zubha tapa sArI buddhi vaDe ane cittanA utsAhapUrvaka karavuM. mannaha jiNANuM sajajhAyamAM zrAvakanA chatrIza kavyA varNa vyA temAM teramuM kartavya lakhyuM tapa. (tapa karo) tapa e kama nija rAnu amedha sAdhana che. paNa sa` prathama te tapanA artha jANavA jarUrI che. tapa eTale zu? rUnjhAnizeSata: tapanI A eka vyAkhyA mujaba icchAone rAkavI ke aMkuzamAM rAkhavI tene tapa kyo che. vyavahAramAM ekabIjAne sukha paheoMcADavA paNa vyakti kaine kai tapa kare che. eka mAtA bALakanA pASaNa mATe ThaMDI-garamI--bhUkha-tarasaujAgarA vagere aneka kaSTo sahana karIne eka prakAre tapa kare che. grAhakeAnI jAmelI bhIDane TakAvavA mATe dukAnadAra paNa badhu sahana karIne peAtAnA zarIrane tapAve che. te zuM A tapa kahevAya kharA ? zAstro jaNAve che ke uddezya sahita na heAvAthI Ane dharmAnubaMdhI tapa na kahevAya. kemake eka mANasane jelamAM kazu khAvA na Ape athavA tA te jAte ja bhUkhyA rahe temAM ane svecchAe paccakakhANu pUrNAMka upavAsa karanAranI bhUkha baMne samAna vastu nathI. kAraNa ke pratyeka kaSTa sahana karavAnI kriyAne jo tapa gaNavAmAM Ave te vRkSA, nArakInA jIveA, pazu, pakSI badhAMne mahAna tapasvI gaNavA paDe, paraMtu A kaSTa sahana karavA pAchaLa te jIvAne kAI jIvana zuddhi ke ka kSayanA hetu hAtA nathI, temaja svecchApUrvaka samabhAvathI teo
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________________ 82 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 ke sahana paNa nathI karatA mATe te sakAma nirjara niSpAdaka tapa kahevAta nathI. tethI ja tapanI vyAkhyA mUkI rU nirodha tA: IcchAone breka mAravI. "IrachA relve saMvarI" te tapa. mana te bahu caMcaLa che kayAreka halavA-purInI IcchA thAya to kyAreka navA-navA vastronI IcchA thAya. koka divasa vimAnamAM uDe te keIka divasa moTA baMgalAnI apekSA rAkhe. kemake mananI IcchAo anaMta che. mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM eha vAta nahIM khoTI paNa kahe sAthuM Ima navI mAnuM eka hI vAta che meTI manane kAbu levA mATe jarUrI che tapa. eka dhanADhaya zeThanI patnI mRtyu pAmI, zeThane eka ja putra hato. meTa thatA khAnadAna gharanI kanyA paraNAvI. paNa vivAha thatAM ja chokaro mRtyu pAmyuM. bicArI kanyAnA bhAgyamAM patinuM sukha nahIM. zvazura dhanavAna havA sAthe vivekI ane dharmaparAyaNa paNa hatA. potAnI vidhavA putravadhUnI sthiti samajI zakatA hatA. teNe vicAryuM ke je Ane kaMI kahIzuM ke meNAToNA mArIzuM te kyAMka AtmahatyA karI besaze. tethI vahune gharamAM mana lAgI jAya ane kuLanI paraMparA jaLavAya e rIte kaMI rasto kADhazu. keIgya taka maLatA zeThe putravadhUne cAvI seMpI dIdhI. mAtra eTaluM ja kahyuM ke A ghara tAruM ja che. tene ThIka lAge tema ghanane upaga karaje paNa eTale khyAla rAkhaje ke tArA mAtApitA ke mArA kuTuMbane kalaMka na lAge te rIte jIvana gujAraje. putravadhUe saharSa svIkArI lIdhuM. pUrNa prasannatA ane gaMbhIratAthI gharane samagra kArabhAra calAvA lAgI. paDozanA loko paNa prasanna thaI gayA. utsAhapUrvaka kAryo karatA putravadhU pitAnA vaidhavya duHkhane bhUlI gaI paNa tame jANo cho ke vadhAre paDatI sukha-sagavaDa, khAvA-pIvA, paheravA-oDhavAnI AjhAdI, majazekha vagere sAthe tapa yukta jIvana na hoya te manuSya kyAreka khoTA pagalA bharI bese. tapa e kama nijaranuM amedha sAdhana te che ja. tadupazaMta tapa karavAthI upavAsa vagere kAraNe zarIra para ane vinayathI mana upara kAbu Ave che.
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________________ karma nirjarAnuM amegha sAdhana 83 - - - - - - - - - A vidhavA kanyAnI kaMI uMmara te hatI nahIM. thoDI uMmara vadhatA umAda paNa vadhavA lAge. manamAM ne manamAM vicAre che ke evo koI rasto kADhuM jethI baMne kuLane kalaMka na lAge ane mArI vAsanA paNa saMtoSAya jAya. bicArIne kAya kaleza ke saMlInatA jevA bAhya tapanI paNa tAlIma maLI na hatI. dhIre dhIre kAma vAsanA prabaLa banavA lAgI. eka vakhata sasarAjI prasanna vadane beThA hatA. pUchyuM putravadhUne, beTA kazI takalIpha to nathI ne? vahu paNa ke zodhatI hatI eTale tarata belI gai, bApujI ApaNe se the buddhI thaI gayela che. AMkha kAnanI takalIpha paNa vadhavA lAgI che, to tene rajA daI daIe tene badale keI yuvAna hase zodhI laI e te sAruM. sasarAjI te jamAne joI cukelA mANasa hatA. samajI gayA jaladI ke vahu ne zuM icchA che. paNa kaI jAtanI garamI na pakaDatA ThaMDA dimAgathI vicAryuM ke A strIne keI jAtanI tapanI tAlIma maLI nathI. tethI ja A divasa jovAno vakhata Avye. mATe have tene kaMI kahevAne badale tapanI tAlIma dauM. tapanuM paNa eka lakSaNa karyuM che ke - rasa rudhira mAMsa medo'sthi majjA zukANyanena tapyante karmANyazubhAnItya - tastaponAma tairaktam jenA vaDe rasa, rudhira, mAMsa, meda, asthi, majajA, zuka temaja azubha karmo tapAvAya te tapa. jema mAkhaNamAMthI ghI banAvavuM hoya te te vAsaNane agnI pare rAkhI tapAvavuM paDe tema jIvanarUpI mAkhaNamAMthI zuddha AtmarUpI ghI meLavavA mATe karmone tapAvavA jarUrI che te mATe upavAsa-Adika tapa kare paDe. zeThe vaNika buddhi kAme lagADI. putravadhUne nehayukta vANIthI kahyuM, "beTA ! Aja te agIyArasane divasa che mAre upavAsa karavAne che. Aje to tuM raseI karIle. kAle ApaNe bIje rasoI zodhIzuM. vahue paNa jarA potAnI pratiSThA jamAvavA kahI dIdhuM pItAjI ApanA vinA huM ekalI bhejana kaI rIte karI zakuM. Aja te huM paNa upavAsa karIza.
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________________ 84 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 zeThe bIje divase joyuM ke putravadhUne eka upavAsathI kaMI asara thaI nathI. eTale sasarAjI belyA ke vahubeTA ghaNAM samayathI ArAdhanA chuTI gaI hatI. kAle upavAsa sAro thaye. Aje paNa bArasa ane tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM kalyANaka che te huM upavAsa karIza. vahu belI te huM paNa Aje upavAsa karIza. zeThe kaI vAha vAha ! tArA jevI kulina strIone te A ja dharma che. trIje divase paNa upavAsa karI dIdho. cothe divase to caudaza ja hatI. eTale upavAsa karavAne ja hato. putravadhUta cAra upavAsamAM lAMbI thaI gaI. bolavAnI zakti paNa gumAvI beThI kabIrajIe kahyuM che ke na kucha dekhA jJAna dhyAna me, na kucha dekhA pAthImeM kahe kabIra suno bhAi sAdho, jo kucha dekhA roTImeM AvuM ja eka sajajhAyamAM paNa kahyuM chesarva deva devamAM pratyakSa deva reTI tAnamAna eha vinA sarva vAta beTI chatAM sasarAjIe te puname paNa upavAsa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM ane pAMcamo upavAsa kheMcI kADha. vahune kahyuM puname te pAraNuM na thAya. tuM tAre Aja pAraNuM karI le. vahu belI kaI vAta nahIM. Aja divasa te huM paNa kheMcI kADhIza. te belI jarUra upavAsa karavAnuM paNa tenA rasa-rUdhIra-mAMsamajajA badhuM ja sukAI jatAM tenuM mana paNa zAMta thaI gayuM. manamAM zubha bhAva utpanna thayo ke arere ! mAre mATe pitAjIe pAMca-pAMca upavAsa kheMcA. savAre uThI tyAM sudhI te putravadhUnuM zarIra sAva sukAI gayuM hatuM. teNe sasarAjInI mAphI mAMgI. potAnI ja jAte rAI banAvavAnI zarU karI dIdhI. te divasathI ja vahue zarIra-mana-Indriyane tapathI sAdhavAnI zarU karI. parvatithie upavAsa. AyaMbila vagere zarU karyA manane dhIme dhIme nirmala banAvyuM. A rIte tapa thakI mana para saMyama meLavyuM. chatAM eka vAta pharI yAda karajo AjanuM parizIlana zuM che?
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________________ krama nirAnu... ameAgha sAdhana kaMpa kama nija rAnu amAgha sAdhana A parizIlananA saMdarbha mAM phrI prAraMbhanA zlAka yAda karI. tapa kevu* hAvu" joI e ? nirdoSa nirmiMdAnADhya tannirjarA prayojanam citotsAhena sad buddhayA tapanIya' tapaH zubham tapa nirdoSa hAvA joI e, niyANA rahita hAvA joIe, karmInirjarAnA hetu bhUta hAvA joIe, sArI buddhi vaDe ane cittanA utsAhapUrvaka karelA hAvA joIe. nirdoSa eTale zu ? je tapa AleAka ke paraleAkanA sukhanI IcchA rahita karavA te nirdoSa tapa kahevAya. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM spaSTa lakhyuM-te rUda chedayALu tathiidbhajJA, ne paheADhayALa tathattidvijjaa, no kittIvaeNa saddasile gaTTayAe tapa mahiTTijjA, nannattha nijjaraTTyAe tavamahiTTijjA. A leAkanA sukha mATe tapana karavA. - eTaleke dhana, yaza, ADambara, svArtha viSayaka sukha, sAMsArika kAmanA mATe tapa na karavA, paraloka mATe tapa na karavA-eTale -svargAdi sukha, vaibhava devAMganAnI icchAthI tapa na karavA, kIrti vadhAravA mATe, prazastike zlAdhA mATe tapa na kare. kevaLa nirjarA mATe ja tapa karavA. - nimnakUyA tatha mahiTTijjA - tapa karavA mATenA eka mAtra hetu krama nirjarA ja hAvA joIe. e pramANe cauda pUrva dhara mahAtmA Agamaghara puruSa zrI zayyaMbhava sUrijI paNu zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM lakhI gayAM. tethI ja Ajanu parizIlana paNa rAkhyu. kama nija rAnu amAdha sAdhana, nirnivAnAya - te tapa niyANA rahita karavA. tapa karavAmAM Ave pachI A tapanA prabhAve mane amuka Rddhi ke padma maLe tevI icchA rAkhavI tene niyANuM kahe che. jema brahmadattanA pUrva bhavamAM tapa-saMyamanA phaLa rUpe cakravartI nA zrI ratnanI vAMchA karI te eka prakAranu niyANu karyu" kahevAya. AvA nava niyANA zAstrakAra maharSi e phAvela che.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda niva siTThi itthi purise, parapaviyAre sapaviyAre appusare daridde saDDhe hujjA nava niyANA - rAjA, zreSThI, strI, puruSa, para pravicAra, sva pravicAra, alpavikAra, daridra ane zrAvaka e pramANe nava niyANa che. mekSanI icchApUrvaka tapa karanArAe A nave niyANuM tyAgavA joIe. (1) rAjA thavuM - devaleka sAkSAt je nathI paNa rAjA ja baLadeva che. mATe tapanA baLe huM rAjA thAuM. tevuM niyANa karanAra rAjApaNuM pAme kharo paNa tene bodhi bIja durlabha thAya. brahmadatta cakavatAno jIva pUrvabhave bhUtadatta cAMDAlane putra hato. tenuM nAma saMbhUti hatuM. tene eka citra nAme bhAI paNa hato. ane bhAI e ati madhura gIta gAna karatAM nagaramAM vicArI rahyA hatA. mRgalAnI jema AkarSAIne nagarajane tenI pAchaLa bhamatA hatA. A joIne tyAMnA rAjAe baMnene nagara bahAra javAne Adeza Apyo. nagarajanAnA tiraskArathI banne bhAIo AtmahatyA karavA cAlyA, paNa tyAM kaI muninA upadezathI temaNe dIkSA lIdhI. aneka vidha tapazcaryA dvArA zarIrane teoe sukavI nAkhyuM hatuM. mAsakSamaNane pAraNe hastinApuramAM bhIkSA levA gayA. tyAM pAraNuM bAda cakavartI rAjA saparivAra temane vAMdavA AvelA hatA. vaMdana karatI veLAe cakravatInA strI ratana sunaMdAnA keza-kalApamAMthI eka laTa chuTI paDIne saMbhUti munine sparzI gaI. rAjaramaNanI vALanI laTanI sevAbapathI muni atyaMta romAMcita thaI gayA. kAmarAgathI parAbhava pAmelA saMbhUti munie niyANa karyuM ke je mArA duSkara tapanuM kaI phaLa hoya to AvI strIne huM pati banuM. citra munie ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke tame A niyANInuM prAyazcita karo. murnijIvana A rIte veDaphI devA mATe nathI. paNa saMbhUti muninuM mana have kAbu gumAvI beThuM hatuM. je strInA vALane sparza ATale romAMcaka hoya te strIne sarvAgINa paNe pAmavAmAM to kevAM anero AhalAda Ave. spazendriyanA viSayamAM muni lubdha banyA. kemake A eka ja Indriya evI che je pratyeka jIvane prathamathI ja prApta thayelI che. nirga
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________________ kama nirjarAnuM amegha sAdhana dathI Aja paryatanI yAtrA spazendriya sAthe rahIne ja karI che. tenA viSayathI vimukha thavuM ghaNuM kaThIna che. tene badale ahIM te bIjI cAra cAra Indriyo paNa sAthe che. saMbhati muni AlocanA karyA vinA ja mRtyu pAmyA. saudharma devalokamAM utpanna thayA tyAMthI devapaNanuM Ayu pUrNa karI brahmarAjAnI patnI calaNInI kukhe upanna thayA. niyANanA prabhAvathI brahmadatta cakravatI thaI strI ratanane te jarUra pAmyA paNa niyANuM karyuM hovAthI bAdhibIja durlabha banyuM ane ane hiMsAnubaMdhi zaidra dhyAnanA tIvra pariNAmamAM mRtyu pAmI sAtamI narake gayA. mokSapathane pathika niyANuM karI tapane kamanijarAne amodha sAdhanane badale naraka gatine pAsaporTa banAvI beThe. mATe zrAvake niyANA rahita tapa karavo. (2) zreSThI thavuM :-tapa karatAM evuM vicAre ke rAjAne te ghaNI ciMtA hoya. paraMtu dhanika lAke sukhI hoya che. mATe tevA UMcA kuLamAM (zreNIne tyAM) huM putra paNe upana thauM. tevI ciMtavanA kare tene bIju nidAna-niyANuM jANavuM. (3) strIpaNuM :- keI e vicAra kare ke puruSapaNAmAM te vyApAra, saMgrAma vagere aneka prakAre kaSTa rahelA che. tethI strIne avatAra maLe te sAruM te trIjuM niyANuM kahyuM. AvA prakAranuM niyANuM sukumAlika sAdhvIe karyuM hatuM. (4) puruSapaNuM :- tapa karatA karatA kaI evuM paNa vicAre ke strIno janma te nIca gaNAya mATe sarva kArya karavAmAM samartha evA puruSapaNAne pAmuM te A paNa eka prakAranuM niyANuM che. kemake ApaNe to nirveda sthitine pAmavAnI che. (5) para pravicAra :- manuSyane kAmaganI prakriyA te apavitra azucimaya che. tenA karatA te devapaNuM maLe te sAruM. jethI devIo sAthe bhega bhogavI zakAya te para pravicAra niyANuM kahyuM. (6) sva pravicAra :- devapaNuM pAmyA pachI bIjI devI bhogavavAmAM paNa kaSTa che tenA karatAM huM pote ja deva-devI bane rUSa vimuvI
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________________ jAya. AvA saka thavA mATenane dAna abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bhAga bhegavuM te ThIka che. mATe huM tevA prakArane deva banuM evuM te niyANuM kare tene sva pravicAra niyANuM kahevAya. (7) alpa vikArIpaNuM :- kAmagathI vairAgya pAmI ke evuM vicAre ke tapanA prabhAve huM alpa vikArI deva banuM to AvuM niyANuM karanAra kadAca te devapaNAne pAme kharo paNa cavIne pachI dezavirati paNe pAme nahIM, (8) daridrIpaNuM :- dravyavAna purUSane rAjA, cera, agni vagerene mahAbhaya rahe che. tema samajI evuM niyANuM kare ke huM apa AraMbhavALe daridrI thAuM te AThamuM niyANuM. * (9) zrAvaka paNuM - munine dAna ApavAmAM prItivaMta hoya ane vratadhArI zrAvaka thavA mATenI upacAraNA kare tene navamuM niyANuM kahevAya. AvA prakAranA niyANAvALe sarvavirati paNAne pAmate nathI. A pramANe nave niyANunuM svarUpa jANI tapa karanAre kaI paNa prakAranA niyANuM rahita ane kevaLa karma nijAnuM amedha sAdhana mAnI tapa kara. paNa samakti rahita hovA chatAM jema tAmalI tApase niyANuM aMgIkAra na karyuM tema zrAvake e paNa nirAnA tapa ka . tAmalitI nagarImAM tAmIla nAme zreSThI raheto. rAtri jAgarikA daramyAna laukika vairAgya utpana thatAM tApasI dIkSA grahaNa karI. cAra khAnAvALuM eka kASThanuM pAtra taiyAra karAvyuM. jethI tenA traNa bhAgo dAna karIne eka bhAgamAMthI udaranirvAha thaI zake. te nitya hAtha UMcA rAkhI sUrya sanmukha daSTi karI ubho raheto. yAjajIva chaThTha ne pAraNe chaThTha karate. pAraNe kASThapAtra laI uccamadhyama-nImna sarvakaLAmAM bhikSA mATe jAya, dALa zAka hita mAtra bhAta jevuM haviSya anna laI eka bhAga jaLacarane, eka bhAga sthaLacara ane eka bhAge khecara pakSIne ApI cethA bhAganuM ane ekavIsa vakhata pANI vaDe dhoI saMtoSathI udarapUti kare che. A rIte sAITha hajAra varSa tapa karyuM. tene deha taddana zuSka ane asthi paNa na dekhAya te thaI gaye. ekadA zarIrane sirAvIne IzAna khUNAmAM deha pramANa maMDaLa banAvI anazana karI AmadhyAnamAM
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________________ krama trirAnu... amegha sAdhana rahyo. te samaye svarge alIndra cavyA. tethI tyAMnI devIee vicAyu ke duSkara tapakAraka tAmalI tApasane lebhamAM pADI niyANuM karAvavuM. pRthvI para AvI vividha nATako dekhADI vinatI karI ke amArA indra banA. ane divya bhAga bhagavA. te paNa tAmalI tApase niyANuM agIkAra na karatAM te devIe svasthAne gai. tAmalI tApasa e mAsanI salekhanA karI mRtyu pAmI izAnendra thayA. zAstrakAra mahi` pharamAve che ke je teNe samyagdaSTi tapa karyA hai|tatA jaina siddhAMta anusAra teTalI tapazcaryAmAM sAta jIvA siddhi pAmI zakayA hAya. chatAM ajJAna ane khAla tapasvI evA teNe niyANu karyuM. tyAre zrAvako tA jainamatanA jJAtA che mATe teee niyANa karavuM joIe nahI. sazinA trayajJama te tapa nirAnA hetuthI ja karAvA joI e. tatvAdhigama sUtramAM paNa kahyu. che ke tavarA ninA 2 AtmAne lAgelI krama vaNA nimU La bane ane AtmA mULa svarUpe pragaTa thaI siddhi padane pAme teja hetuthI tapa karavA joI e. ? tapa dvArA nirjarAnA ja hetu rAkhavAnuM kema kahyuM ? karma bAMdhatA mAtra eka samaya lAge paNa tenA bhAgavaTAnI sthiti 70 kADA kADI sAgaropamanI jaNAvI. A sItera kADAkeADInA samaya vItI jAya eTale mAphI maLe tevuM na mAnatA. paraMtu teTalA samaya sudhImAM kama bhAgavye ja chUTakA thAya. hA ! tapasyA karIne karmonA kSaya karI de te vAta alaga che. tethI ja kahyuM ke kama nizanuM ameAdha sAdhana jo keAI hAya tA te tapa che. karma baMdha cAra prakAre thAya (4) nikAcita GG che. (1) spRSTa (2) baddha (3) nivrutta (1) spRSTakama :- sukI retI sukI divAla para pheke te tarata nIce paDI jaze. te rIte rAga dveSa rahita divAla para karaja spazI ne dUra thaI jaze. (2) baddhakarma :- sukI divAla para bhInI retanA pIMDa pheke tA thoDA samaya cAMTIne sukAtA kharI jaze. te rIte baddha karmomAM badha thAya paNa pratikramaNa ke pazcAtApanI garamIthI karaja sukAIne kharI jaze.
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________________ -lakA - - - - - abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 (3) nigharakama - bhInI divAla para mATIne lepa karI de te divAla sAthe eka rUpa thaI jAya pachI ghaNuM lAMbA samaye te chuTI paDe. tema rAga-dveSa kaSAya ke vAranAthI bhIMjAyela AtmarUpI divAla para atI cIkaNuM karma raja cAMTe te nittaka. vAraMvAra dIrdha tapa ke dhyAnathI ja A karmanI nirjarA thAya. (4) nikAcIta - divAla para goLa, sarasa, sImenTa, bilvAphaLa vagere cakaNA padArtha bhegA karI vyavasthita lapa karI de to eka rasa thaI jatAM divAla TuTe te paNa A padArtha chuTA na paDe tema tIvra viSaya-kaSAya ke rAga dveSathI gADha thayelI karmarAja bhagavyA vinA chuTake na thAya tene nikAcIta karma bandha kahevAya che. DhaMDhaNa kumAra pUrvabhave 500 kheDUtane adhikArI hatA. madhyAhna badhAM mATe bhAta Ave tyAre potAnA khetaramAM thoDuM kAma karAve. e rIte raMja 500 kheDuta ane 1000 baLadane bhojanamAM aMtarAya karatA gADha karma bAMdhyuM. ghaNuM bhava bAda kRSNa mahArAjane putra thayenaminAtha prabhu pAse dIkSA lIdhI. pUrvakRta aMtarAya karmane lIdhe zuddha bhIkSA maLatI nathI. azuddha grahaNa karatAM nathI. hari pUche zrI nemane huM vAri, munivara sahasa aDhAra re huM vArilAla utkRSTa kuNa ehamAM huM vAri, mujane kahe kRpAla re huM vArilAla tyAre neminAtha prabhue kahyuM aDhAra hajAramAM utkRSTA aNagAra A DhaMDhaNa muni che. kRSNa rastA vacce vaMdana karyuM te joI 16000 rAjA caraNe paDayA eka vaNike te joI mAdaka vahorAvyA. paNa sva ladhie nathI maLyA jANe modakano curo karatAM karmone paNa curo thayo DhaDhaNamuni kevaLI banyA. e rIte kevaLa kama nirjarAnuM amedha sAdhana mAnI tapa karo. tenA vaDe pRcha-baddha-nidhatta karma nAza pAme che. nikAcita karma zithila bane che. mATe cittanA utsAha pUrvaka ane sArI buddhithI tapa karI karma nirjarA karanArA bano.
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________________ (45) tapa mAthaabhyantara -mukitapatha-upavAsathI utsa bArasavimiva tave sanbhiMtara bAhire kusaktadiThThe agilalAi aNAjIvI nAyacyo so tavAyAro jizvarAe bAhya ane abhyaMtara khAra prakAranuM tapa kahyuM che. te jyAre glAnI rahita ane AjIvikAnI IcchA vagara thAya tyAre te tapAcAra jANavA. zrAvakAnA kavyA varNavatA mannaha jiNANu' sajjhAyamAM teramu' kartavya jaNAvyu` "tapa" (tapa karo). sAmAnyathI tapa zabda kAna upara athaDAtAMja tame zu vicAra karaze ? Ayakhila upavAsa, chai, arjuma vagere tapa. tapasI eTale jANe aThThAI, mAsakSamaNa karatAM hAya te ja. paNa divasamAM AThathI dasa kalAka svAdhyAya ke vaiyAvacca karanArane koi tapasI samajatu nathI. mAtra khAvA-pIvAnuM koI cheDI de tenI kriyAne ja tame sau tapa mAnI lIdhA che. tyAre prazna thAya ke tapa eTale zu? mAtra bheAjana cheADavuM te ja tapa ?" eka gucchanA koI sAdhue . sa thArAnA (bAmaLa anazana nA) nirNaya karyo. bhaktoe sAMbhaLyuM teA tenA sanmAna mATe doDatA AvyA, danAthI enI bhIDa vadhavA lAgI. e rIte te sAdhunI vadhatI jatI pratISThA rjAI te sa`ghADAnA khIjA sAdhue paNa saMthArA (anazana) karavAnI rajA mAMgI. guru mahArAje tene snehapUrvaka jaNAvyuM ke hajI tuM tene mATe cagya nathI. ziSye pUchyuM'. gurudeva ! huM tene mATe kayAre ceAgya thaIza ? guru mahArAje uttara pAThavyeA. bAra varSa sudhI tapa karIne sAdhanA karA. AtmAne vaza karI. tyAre tame tene mATe ceAgya thaze. ttu "sAru" kahI te ziSyae lAMbA lAMkhA upavAsa zarU karyAM. khAra varSa sudhI A rIte tapa karavAthI tenu zarIra sukAI ne sAMThI jevu thaI
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________________ 92 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 gayuM, uThatA besatA tenA hADakAMne kaDakaDa avAja thavA lAge. ziSyae ucIta avasara joI pharI gurudeva pAse AjJA mAMgI, gurudeva bAravarSa thaI gayA have saMthAro karavAnI Apa AjJA pharamAve. guru mahArAje pharamAvyuM ke hajI avasara thayela nathI. "hajI zuM bAkI rahI gayuM cheA zarIramAM evuM reSapUrvaka bolatA ziSyae eka AMgaLI maraDIne teDInAkhI, tarataja guru mahArAja bolyA. basa Aja bAkI rahI gayuM hatuM tArAmAM, te zarIra te sukavI nAkhyuM paNa temAM te rahelA karma zatru rAga dveSa viSaya kaSAya, vagere je zatruo hatA te hajI sukAyA (dura thayA) na hatA. mATe ja meM tane kahyuM hatuM ke tuM hajI anazana ne yogya nathI. pUjya upAdhyAya yazavijayajI mahArAjA jJAnasAra granthamAM pharamAve che- tadeva hi tapaH kArya duniM yatra no bhavet yena yogA na hIyante kSIyante nendriyANi ca jyAM sudhI manamAM durgAna na thAya yoge hina na bane (ghaTe nahIM) Idri kSINa na harane tyAM sudhI ja tapa kare. durbAna eTale ke Ad_raudra dhyAna ke rAga dveSa ane kaSAye na thavA te, yoga eTale mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti te ghaTe nahIM (azubhamAM pravarte nahIM) ahIM tapa dharmanI simAnuM darzana karAvyuM che. paNa A simA te thaI bAhA tapanI, ApaNa parizIlana che sUktipatha-upavAsathI usarga temAM bAhya ane sabhyatara baMne prakAranA tapane grahaNa karavA jarUrI che. te mATe ja aticAranI gAthA atre neMdhI ke bArasa vihammi vi tave sabhiMtara bAhire kusala dikheM jinezvara paramAtmAe bAhya ane atyaMtara kula bAra prakArane tapa darzAvyo che. jIvananA paNa be rUpa che. bAhya ane atyaMtara. zarIra, aMga, upAMga, buddhi vagere badhuM ApaNuM bAhya jIvana che. jyAre temAM rahele AmA ke jenA AdhAre A zarIra che te ApaNuM anyantara jIvana che. chatAM jIvavA mATe to ne jIvana mahatvanA che. mAtra bAhya jIvanane mahattva ApI AtmA vize kazI ja vicAraNuM na karIe te
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________________ mukti patha upavAsathI utsarga eka divasa AtmA dehane choDI jaze tyAre A zarIranI te rAkhaja thavAnI che. -ane anyantara jIvana rUpa AtmA je bAhya zarIra-Inidra sAthe saMbaMdha nahIM joDe te pUrva saMcita karmono kSaya mATe kazuM karI nahIM zake. A rIte baMne jIvananuM mahattva che. eTale zarIra ane AtmA ekameka sAthe jema joDAyelA che, tema bAhya ane abhyantara tapa paNa ekabIjA sAthe joDAyelA che teja che, | mukti patha-upavAsathI utsaga sudhI je bAhya tapane alyantara tapane guNene prakAza na maLe te bAhya tapa sattvahina ane nisteja bane che. temaja abhyataH tapane bAhya tapanI madada na maLe to te asamartha ane paMgu banI jAya che. jemake kAryotsarga e abhyatara tapa che. paNa tene AdaravA jatA ApoApa anazanarUpa bAhA tapane amala thaI ja javAne. bAhya atyaMtara je kahyA re tapanA bAra prakAra hejo tehanI cAlamAM re jema dhana aNugAra bhavika jana tapa karajo mana zuddha A rIte zAstrakAro bAra prakAranA tapane varNave che temAM mAtra bhukhyA rahevuM ke upavAsa karavAnI koI vAta nathI. dvAdazadhAstapAcArAH tapovadbhinirupitA : azanAdyA : par3abAhyAH paTaprAyazcittAdayo'ntA : tapasvI paramAtmAe bAra prakArane tapa-AcAra nirUpela che. temAM azana tyAga vagere cha bAhya ane prAyazcita vagere cha aMtaraMga. daDha prahArI jenuM nAma. jene prahAra kare te avazya mRtyu pAme te baLavAna. paNa eka vakhata leka para prahAra karatAM karatAM potAnA karmo upara prahAra karI beTho ane tenA eka mAtra prahArathI karmarUpI zatru haNAI gayA ne pragaTa thaI gayuM kevaLajJAna. mATe ja tenuM dRDha prahArI nAma sArthaka banyuM. paNa kaI rIte ? daDha prahArIe eka tarapha vRtti saMkSepa rUpa bAhya tapa AdaryuM ghera abhigraha karyo ke mArA pApanuM smaraNa paNa bIje kaI karAve tyAM sudhI mAre sarvathA AhAra tyAga.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bIjI tarapha che. aMtaraMga taparUpa zubhadhyAna. te nagarajanA dvArA thatA AkarA pariSahAne sahana kare che paNa naga''nAnA doSa jotA nathI, kevaLa peAtAnA azubha karmone niMdI rahyA che ane A rIte bAhya tathA abhyaMtara tapanA subhaga samanvayathI ghAtI karmonA bhUkko mAlAvI mane che. kevalajJAnI mahAtmA. 94 dRDha prahArI mULa tA sAte vyasane pUrA evA eka brAhmaNa hatA. rAjAe tene nagara bahAra kADhI mUkelA te cAranI pallImAM rahI jIvana vitAvI rahyo hatA. eka vakhata te kuzasthala gAmane luMTavA gayA. tenA cArA eka daridrI brAhmaNane ghera paheAMcyA. paNa brAhmaNanA ghera kaI dhanasapatti maLI nahI' eTale gharamAM paDelu' khIranuM vAsaNa lIdhuM.... brAhmaNanA cheAkarAone mAMDamAMDa khIra maLelI te paNa jhuMTavAI jatA khALakA raDAraDa karavA lAgyA. A dRzya joI brAhmaNathI sahana na thatAM gharanA bAraNAnA AgaLIyA laI mAratAM keTalAMka cAra marI gayA. dRDha prahArIne khabara paDI ke brAhmaNe cArane mArI nAkhyA che. te gussAthI dhamadhamatA ApyA ane brAhmaNanuM mastaka chedI nAkhyuM. gharanI aMdara pesavA jatA gAya ADI AvI tA gAyane mArI nAkhI. brAhmaNanI strIe joyuM teA te gALA devA lAgI, dRDha prahArIe khaganA eka ja prahArathI tenuM peTa cIrI nAkhyuM te sAthe ja garbhanuM bALaka paNa taraphaDatuM e kaTakA thaI bahAra paDayuM. ane mRtyu pAmyuM. A rIte eka divasamAM eka sAthe ane eka ja sthaLe brAhmaNa, gAya, zrI ane mALa [gabha] hatyAthI dRDha prahArInuM mana cagaDoLe caDayuM. peAtAnA AtmAne dhikkAratA evA te gAma bahAra AvyA. udyAnamAM munirAjane joI pAtAnA pApanI zikSA mAMgI. muninA upadezathI dIkSA grahaNa karI. dhAra abhigraha dhAraNa karyo ke A gAmamAM rahIne Akroza paSiha sahana karavA. mArA pApanuM smaraNa jyAM sudhI leAkeA karAve tyAM sudhI AhAra na karavA. lAke tA pUnA dveSathI lAkaDI ane patthara vaDe prahAra karavA lAgyA. paraMtu muni pRthvInI peThe kSamAvAna banI sava 'i sahana kare che. muni manAmana bhAvanA bhAve che ke ahe| A te
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________________ mukti patha upavAsathI utsarga mArA ja karmanuM pratyakSa phaLa maLI rahyuM che. kharekhara A badhAM leka mArA duSkarmone ja haNavAmAM madadarUpa banI rahyA che. kharekhara teo mArA mitre ja che. e rIte kamazaH zubha bhAvanA vaDe kSepaka zreNI para ArUDha thaI kevaLajJAnane pAmyA, maLI gaye mukti patha upavAsathI utsargane. prazna :- daDha prahArI munie abhigraha karyo te te vRtti saMkSepa tapane peTabheda thaye. paNa bAhya tapo cha kahyA te kayA kayA? samAdhAna :- gaLAmuLA viravaLa savAlo kAyakileso saMlINayAya bajjho tavo hoi (1) anazana - AhAra tyAga. jene upavAsa paNa kahe che ne? ke suMdara zabda che. upa-vAsa. upa eTale samIpa ane vAsa eTale vasavuM te. pitAnA AtmAnI samIpa rahevuM te. roja jananI samIpa rahetA hatA. te choDIne have AtmaguNenI najIka rahevuM. (2) uNAdarI :-khAvuM paNa kaMIka ochuM tame roja cha roTalI khAtA he te have pAMcathI calAvavA jevI A vAta che. Arogya jALavavA mATe paNa lake bele che. AMkhe pANI dAMte lUNa jamatAM rAkhe khAlI khUNa DAbuM paDakhe dAbI sue tenI nADa vaida na jue ochuM bhojana hoya te pramAda na Ave, svAdhyAya sAro thAya, peTamAM apaco na thAya. jIbhanI lAlasA kAbumAM rAkhavAnI prekaTIsa thaI zake. . (3) vRtti saMkSepa :- sAdhu mahArAjane AzrIne te dravyakSetra-kALa-bhAvathI abhigrahonI vAta Ave che. paNa zrAvaka mATe vRtti saMkSepamAM dravya dhAraNA levAya. roTalI-dALathI calAvI zakAya to pApaLa athANAnI taLakhaLa peTa mATe ke jIbha mATe roja khAvAnA dravyo dhAro. (4) rasa tyAga :- sAmAnyathI rasa tyAga eTale vigaI tyAga dudha-ghI-tela vagere vigaIne tyAga karI svAda para kAbu meLavo ane vikArane aMkuzamAM rAkhavA te. paNa rasatyAgane mukhya hetu ze? rasanA eTale ke jIbha dvArA rasano tyAga kare che. AyaMbila
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 karyuM pachI tyAM paNa khArI roTalI ane IDalI caTaNI yAda Ave te tamAre rasa-tyAga keTalo gaNavo? (5) kAya kaleza - titikSA. kAyAne apramatta rAkhavA mATe vIrAsana, godehika Asana, padmAsana vagere dvArA kAya-kaleza sahana kare te. jethI kAyAne utsarga sArI rIte thAya. (6) saMlInatA :- sAmAnya arthamAM te saMlInatA eTale zarIranA aMge pAMga saMkecI rAkhavA te paNa vizeSa arthamAM pravRtti saMkeca eTale ke Inidraca-kaSAya vagerenI pravRttio ghaTADavI. A te thaI cha prakAranA bAhya tapanI vAta paNa ApaNe mukitapatha che upavAsathI usaga sudhI mahAtamA daDha prahArI e vRtti saMkSepa rUpa bAhya tapanI sAthe sAthe atyaMtara tapa rUpa dhyAnanA baLeja kaivalya Rddhi prApta karI hatI. te te atyaMtara tapa pAyacchita viNao, veyAvacca' taheva sajjhAo jhANa usarago vi a amitarao tavA hAi rAmAkhAcara bolyA ke muMjAsarane pAdara thaIne nIkaLIe ane kAbhAIne kasuMbe pAyA vinA javAya kaMI ? ApA rAmA khAcara kasuMbe rakhaDI paDaze ane jhATakA uDaze ho ! tame tenA sagA mAsIyAI bhAI mAmaiyAvALAnI lotha DhALI-hAlyA Avo cho ! phikara nahIM bhUkAne kayAM mAmaiyA hAre sArAsArI hatI. UlaTa rAjI thaze. muMjAsara gAmane sImADe pacIsa kaThIne paDAva thaye. saradAra coTIlAnA rAmA khAcara mAlazIkAne mAla vALI hAlyA Ave che. DIvAra te surajadevanI stuti karI pachI najaruM muM jAsara keDe kheMcANI. jue che. e bhaNe dudhanI tAMbaDIyuM jhabakI, e gerasanA deNAM AvyA. bhaNe roTalInI trAsakuM jhabakI. muMjAsarane galaDhere kAThI bhokAvALe rAmAkhAcaranA samAcAra sAMbhaLI zIrAmaNa upaDAvI mahemAnuM ne chAzuM pAvA hAlyo Ave che. bhegA dahIMnA deNane mAkhaNanA pIDAne kaMI kaMI laIne Ave che. tyAM eka mAnavI AghethI ADe utaryo kema nAjabhAI? A lAja kenI kADhI tame?
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________________ 97 muktipatha upavAsathI utsarga cAraNa bolyo bhokAvALAnI. kema? kAMI aparAdha bhekAvALA, Aja kaMI mAmaiyAvALAnAM lehIne kasuM be pIvA hAlyA? kAvALAnI AMkhe phATI gaI "zuM" nAjabhAI mane khabara no'tI. jAo roTalA pAchA laI jAo jAo kAgaLA kutarAne khavarAvI diyo. sAtallIne kAMThe bagalA jevI lAMbI Deka tANItANune garadana dukhavA lAgI tyAre roTalAne badale asavAra AvIne ubho rahyo. rAmAkhAcarane saMdezo Apyo. bheMkAvALAe kevAyuM che ke taiyArImAM re ame coTIle caDI AvIe chIe. bhaNe ApA rAmA. ame tene notuM kIdhu ke kasuM jhera thaI jaze. rAma kahe bhale khuzIthI Ave. ceTIlAne Dele rakajhaka thAya che. rAmAne te vistAra nathI. be bhAI vacce eka dIkare che bhatrIje kahe che nA meTA bApu? Aja huM ekaleja vAra laIne caDIza. mAre bheMkAkAkAne jevo che. bApa tAruM gaju nathI. raNasaMgrAmamAM kAkAke jovA jevuM nathI. kuMvare na mAnyuM. lAMbA dhAranI Toce 500 bhAlA jhabakyA kAvALo ceTIlAnA sAmaiyAnI rAha jote che. mATe muMchane doro na phuTa hoya tevA kuMvarane joye, baTAjhaTI belI. kuMvaranA zaba upara pacheDI oDhADI bhekAvALa vaLI nIkaLe. eka sAthe pAMca-sAta-dasane bhegAM khaDakIne cItA saLagAvI. DAyare jhaMkhavANA paDyA. ekane eka kuMvara gayA hatA. rAmAkhAcare muMjAsara khabara mokalI bhAI ameya AvIe chIe. paNa eka tAre kAThI ane eka mAro kAThI laDaze. chevaTe tuM ane huM bekAvALAe kahevaDAvyuM ghaDapaNamAM AvavuM revA deje ameja AvI e chIe. rAmAkhAcare kAThIyANune bolAvyA. kAThIyANI jIvataranA bharosA ochA che. A vakhate bheMkAvALA hAre metane mAmalo macavAne che. pAchA vaLAze nahIM, te tamArI zuM marajI che? kAThIyANI kahe bIjuM te kaMI nathI paNa gagIne vIvA patAve che,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAdi-2 lagananI taiyArI maMDANI. gIgInA khaleAyA utarAvavA che. te dI', haLavadamAM damadAma sAhyabI. haLavadanA maNIyAra jevA cuDalA pAMcAMLamAM kAI kArIgara nathI batAvatA. ceATIlAnA mULa vatanI meAtIcaMda zeThanA vepAra haLavadamAM cAle, tyAM asala hAthIDhAtanA khalAyA utarAvavA melyA. haLavadathI zeThe kahevaDAvyuM ke benane ja ahIM teDI lAvA tarata ja sarakhA mApanA khaleAyA caDAvI levAze. sAMja TANe te cATIle pugI jAze. 98 velaDu' joDANa' kanyA haLavada hAlI, sAthe pAMca hathIyAra khadha kAThI. meAtIcaMda zeThane phaLIye velaDu cheADI khAi sAme ja bajAre besI malAyA utarAvavA. juvAna kADhI kanyA, caMpaka varaNA deha, khaleAyA paherI uThavA jAya tyAM ecI'tI kanyA jhabakI tenA para koi ochAyA paDyA. kanyAnuM mADhuM lAla thai gayuM / uThA jhaTa velaDu joDA. bahAra najara karI. haLavadanA jhAlA darabAra gheADe caDIne hAlyeA jAya che. DAka pheravIne pAchu vALIne jete jAya che. meAtIcaMda zeThane karaDI AMkhe ThaMDA dama mAryA. me'mAnuM amArA che. gaDhamAM mAMDayu karAvavI che jAze tA tamArI pAsethI lezuM. reDhA melaze| mA. meAtIcaMda mAmA have jhaTa amane ravAnA karA--bena, bhANIbA have tA huka ne khAyaDI cheAkarA jIvatA chIe tyAM sudhI ruvADuM na pharake bAkI velaDuM joDAya tA mAre jheranI vATakI levI paDe. Dele tALA devANA. pAchalI khArIethI asavAra ceATIlA nA mAge cAlyeA. ceATIlA ujjaDa dekhAya che. nAjabhAI ne bheAkAvALAe kahyuM ke DokAine AvA joie DAyarA kAMka muMjhavaNamAM lAge che. cAraNane kasue dIdhA paNa kAi kAMI khele nahI'. cAraNa kahe leAkAvALA kayAranA tamArI vATu jue che, DAyarA kahe bhAI amaneya asAsa che rAha jovarAvI paDI. hamaNAM amArA juvAnu Ave eTale caDI jaIe. nAjabhAI ne kaMI samajANuM nahIM. bApunA AraDe gayA khadhI mAhitI laI bhATAvALA pAse pugyA. vAta karI, bena haLavada gayA che, tyAM jhAlAnI najaru` bagaDI che. bheAkAvALA UMDA vicAre caDayA. nAja bhAI vera kayA jUnA thavAnA che. cATIlA DAyare khabara karo maLavA AvIe chIe.
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________________ muktipatha upavAsathI utsarga haLavadamAM metIcaMda vANIye nAgaDA bAvAne joyA. cAra rUpiyA gaNuM dIdhA. bAvAne khabara paDI gAmamAM mAmalo macyo che. eka tarapha bAvA, bIjI tarapha kAThI. haLavada sApha karI nAkhyuM. darabAra gaDhamAM ADe devA eke mATI na rahyo. rAmAkhAcare metIcaMdane page lAgI praNAma karyA. coTIlAnA sImADe beya kaTaka nokhA thaI gayAM. rAmAkhAcara. belyA benanA pherA pheravIne AvIe. velaDAmAMthI gagIe sAda dIrdha velaDuM thaMbhAve bApu! huM DAkaNa chuM? kema dIkarI? tamane sahune kapAvIne mAre zo svAda che? dIkarI bole baMdhANa chIe. bhakAkAkA ahIM Ave. kAM bApa, bAla gIgI zuM kevuM che? kAkA tame mane ugArI zuM karavA? bhokAvALe pastANe AMkhanA khUNe bhInA thaI gayA have prAyazcita karavuM kema? le rAmAkhAcara ! calAva A talavAra bhatrIjAnuM vera laI le. rAme kahe ApA sAta bhatrIjA mAryA hatA te ye vAMdhe na" te Aja sATuM vALI dIdhuM. baMne e veranA vaLAmaNa karI bhInI AMkhe ja prAchata karI lIdhuM. prAyazcita eTale pastA bhutakALamAM thayela bhUlanuM duHkha ane Atma zeAdhana prakriyA. atyaMtara tapane A pahele bheda che. (1) prAyazcita-pApanuM chedana (pApa-jhi) athavA prAyaH cittanuM zAdhana karavAnI prakriyA. (2) vinaya-jJAnAdika guNa vaDe guNavaMtano Adara satkAra karavo te vinaya. vinayanI vizeSa vyAkhyA karatA zrI Avazyaka sUtramAM lakhyuM ke jenA vaDe ATha prakAranA karmo dUra karAya te vinaya. (3) vaiyAvacca-guNavaMtenI bhakti teone AhAra, vastra, auSadha vagere ApavA te * vaiyAvacane apratipAti eTale ke avinAzI guNa kahe che je paraMparAe mekSa denAra che. (4) svAdhyAya eTale AtmAnuM udhyAya eTale adhyayana ke manana. pitAnA Atama guNanuM jyAM adhyayana ke manana karAya che te.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 viziSTa arthAMmAM vAcanA pRcchanA parAvartanA anuprekSA ane dharmakathA rUpa pAMca prakAre svAdhyAya karavA te. 100 (5) dhyAna-aMtamuhUta sudhI cittanIekAgratA. vyavahAra bhASAmAM kahI e tA vicArAnA cApAsa phelAtA pravAhane aMkuzIta karI lakSya bhaNI sthira karavA ne meAkSa patha bhaNI kadama mAMDavA, (6) utsaga-utsarga sAta prakAre zAstrakAra maharSi e pharamAvela che. paNa vizeSe karIne carcA kAyAnA utsarganI ja jovA maLe che. kAyA pratyenA mamatvanA tyAga karavA te kAyAnA utsa, e rIte upadhi-AhAra vagere sAtenA utsaga eTale ke tyAga karavo. A rIte bAhaya tapanA cha bheda jaNAvI abhyaMtara tapanA paNa cha bheda jaNAvyA jene ApaNe TuMkamAM eLakhAvavA mATe kahyuM. " muktipatha" upavAsathI utsaga sudhI tapanI yAtrA zarU thAya che anazana zabdathI chelle pahoMce che utsarga sudhI. mAtra bhukhyA rahevu ke A bila upavAsa karavA tema nahI' paNa samajaNapUrvaka kevaLa mAkSa prAptinI buddhithI pathika kadama mAMDavAnA AraMbha kare te krama leAjananA tyAgathI zarU karI AgaLa cAle. AgaLa cAlatA cAlatA pathika barAbara utsaga eTale ke tyAga sudhI pahoMce e rIte khAra kadama mAMDe tyAre tapanI yAtrA pUrNa thAya. ane yAtrAnI pUrNatA pathikane meAkSapathanI pUrNatA karAvI muktirUpI mahelamAM praveza karAve. paNa A tapa kaI rIte kare tA ? niAda - glAni rahita kare matalaba ke nimaNuko-mananI dinatAne cheDIne kare. gaLAnIvi--AjIvikAnI IcchA vagara kare. vartamAna saMdarbha mAM kahI e tA prabhAvanA ane pAraNA ke prativhAnI lAlaca vinA kare teja sAcI tapa yAtrA. [[]
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________________ (46) tapa anazana -bhUkhyA rahevAnI kalA dvAdazadhAstapAcArA-stapovadbhi nirUpitAH azanAdyAH SaDbAhyAH SaTU prAyazcittAdayo'ntagAH tapasvI paramAtmAe bAra prakAre tapAcAra kahyo che. temAM kazana (tyAga) vagere cha (prakAre) bAhya tapa che ane prAyazcita vagere che (prakAre) atyaMtara tapa che. tapa jIvananuM amRta che. jema amRta maLavAthI manuSyane mRtyune bhaya nathI hota tema tArUpI amRta maLavAthI manuSya jIvana amara [pharI janma maraNAdi rahita] thaI jAya che. tapa karavAla karAla le karamAM varIye zivavadhU jhaTapaTamAM tapanA mukhya be bheda kahyA, cha bAhya-cha atyaMtara. bImAra mAnavIne be prakAranI davA apAya che, eka bahArathI lagADavA lepa vagere. bIjI peTamAM nAkhavAnI. jemake zaradI thAya tyAre bAhya upacAra rUpe bAma lagADAya che, sAthe AMtara upacAra rUpe geLI ane sIrapa Ape che. tema bhava rogathI pIDAtA jIne paNa bAhya ane abhyantara tapa e be prakAre upacAra che. AvA prakAranA bAhya tapanA judA judA cha prakAro zAstrakAre varNavyA che- aNasaNamuNo arIyA vittIsa khevaNa' rasaJcAo kAya kileso saMlI-NayAya bajjho tavo hoi anazana, uNAdarI, vRtti saMkSepa, rasa tyAga, kAya kaleza, saMlinatA e cha bAhya tapa che. sarva prathama tapa mukyuM anazana - anAra eTale zuM? 7 sazanam kRti banazanamU-bahAra tyA rUti artha: bhojana na karavuM te athavA Aharane tyAga te anazana
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________________ 102 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 zekha pharI eka vakhata eka nagaramAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatAM sAthe pAMca-sAta ziSyo paNa hatA. zekha pharIda te rAjamArga para ekA eka thobhI gayA. guru rekAyA eTale ziSyo paNa cAlatA aTakI gayA. zekha pharIde eka drazya samakSa AMgaLI cIMdhIne kahyuM. juopelA mAnavI gAyane laIne jaI rahyo che. tene jotAM eka prazna thAya che mane ? ziSya gaNa lyo zuM prazna thAya che ? zekha pharIda kahe A mAnavI gAyane laIne jaI rahyo che te te badhAM jue che. paNa mAnavIthI gAya baMdhAyelI che ke gAyathI mAnavI baMdhAyelA che? ziSya khaDakhaDATa hasyA, sAva sIdhI sAdI ja vAta che ne? emAM tava vaLI zuM che? gAyanA gaLe deraDuM che. deraDI bAMdhI mANasa laI jaI rahyo che. mATe gAya ja baMdhAyelI che. mAnavI baMdhAyelA nathI te vAta spaSTa che. zekha pharIda kahe barAbara vicArIne nakkI karo. je gAyane mAnavIe bAMdhI hoya te zuM mANasane phikara hAya kharI? dhAroke kaI vacamAMthI deraDuM teDI nAMkhe te gAya mANasa pAchaLa jaze ke mANasa gAya pAchaLa doDaze ? ziSya gaNa muMjhA, gurujInI vAta te vicAraNIya che. deraDuM tuTe te mANasa ja gAya pAchaLa doDavAna. gAya-mANasa pAchaLa nahIM, zekha pharIda kahe Aja tattva che. doraDuM bhale mANasanA hAthamAM rahyuM chatAM mANasa ja gAya vaDe baMdhAyela che. kemake tene gaLe gAya vaLagI che. AtmAne mULabhUta svabhAva paNa aNahArI ja che. AhAra karavo te AtmAne svabhAva ja nathI. chatAM ApaNe karmonA jALA pAtharI sudhA vedanIya kama ubhuM karyuM tenuM zuM pariNAma AvyuM? AhAra saMjJA ane AhAranI jarUrIyAta - tyAre zekha pharIdanI mAphaka huM paNa prazna pUchuM ke tame gharamAM ke ThAranA koThAra bharIne dhAnya rAkho, ghauM, cekhA, tela, bAjara, gaLa vaLI tyAM daza kilonuM tALuM mArI rAkho ane chatAMya tamArA kabajAmAM kaThA ke ke ThAra nA kabajAmAM tame? belo vAstavikatA zI che? pahelA ApaNe karma bAMdhyuM pachI karma ApaNane bAMdhI beThuM e ghATa thayA ke nahI ? tethI bAhya tapamAM prathama pagaluM mukAyuM "AhAra-tyAga" bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA,
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________________ bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA 103 badhI paMcAta AhAranI che. jIva eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM jAya tyAre paNa AhAra kare ane bIjA bhavamAM jyAM pahoMce ke turaMta ja tyAM paheluM kAma khAvAnuM kare. tame ahIM bhAI pAchaLa rahevAnuM zarU kare tyAM sudhImAM te bhAIe tyAM khAvAnuM kAma zarU karI dIdhuM hoya, "kema! vicitra lAge che ne?" kAraNa ke jIva jyAM utpanna thAya tyAM sau prathama AhAra paryAptInuM kAma kare, AhAra maLe eTale zarIra paryAptI. zarIra maLe eTale pachI Indriya maLe. indriyo maLI pachI mAnavIne (paMcendriya-saMjJIne) mana maLe, mana maLe eTale indriyonA viSayo meLavyA. basa pachI te saMsAracakra cAlavA mAMDe. paNa A badhAnI jaDa kyAM ? AhAramAM. AhAra na hoya te zarIra nahIM, zarIra nahIM to Idriya nahIM, Indriya nahIM te mana nahIM. mana gayuM te viSayo gayA. paNa kyAre ? aNahArI pada prApta karavAnI buddhie ana-zanam AhAra tyAga kare tyAre. Ama bhUkhyA rahevuM paNa kalA che. mAtra lAMdhaNa karanAra aNahArI pada na pAme. samajaNapUrvaka AhAra tyAga karI aNa-AhArI pada prApta karI mokSe javA mATe paheluM tapa mUkyuM anarAna. prazna : anazana ne artha karyo 7 kAnam te pachI pAna, vAhima svAmi te traNe to chuTAne sAheba? samAdhAna : ahIM zabdArtha nahIM bhAvArtha levAno che, nAna zabdathI uzanA levAnA temAM zAna sAthe khAna, ravAmi, svAmi cAre prakAranA AhArane tyAga AvI ja jaze. nahIM te tamArA prazna to tela vigaIne tyAga paNa magaphaLI zAstramAM nathI lakhI, mATe magaphaLInuM tela khavAya. dudha vigaIne tyAga paNa pAvaDaranuM dudha kayAM lakhyuM che mATe pAvaDaranuM dudha levAya evo thaze ane ema karI cha vigaIne bAre bhUgoLa chUTI karI nAkhe. paraMtu zAstrakAro vicakSaNa che teNe te bahAra tyA ta vartha: kahI dIdhuM. eTale sarva AhArane tyAga AvI ja ge. sAmAnya arthamAM nirUna eTale upavAsa e artha karI dIdho che. paNa unazana ne artha mAtra upavAsa nathI. manana e upavAsathI ghaNuM alpa paNa che ane upavAsathI ghaNuM vadhAre paNa che.
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________________ 1 04 abhinava upadeza prAsAda ....... . . . tatrAnazanaM dvidyA proktaM yAvajjIvikamitvaram dvidhaTikAdikaM svalpaM cotkRSTaM yAvadAtmikam kanarAna tapa be prakAre kahyuM che. cAvajajIva ane Isvara (kathita) temAM be ghaDI vagere tapa svara anazana che ane jAvajajIva paryantane tapa utkRSTa anazana tapa che. eTale ke ochAmAM ochI be ghaDIthI mAMDIne jIvana paryantane upavAsa thaI zake tenuM nAma anazana. paNa anazana eTale mAtra upavAsa artha na kara. A parizIlana paNa te hetuthI ja rAkhyuM- bhUkhyA rahevAnI kalA. tame 48 miniTa bhUkhyA rahe ke AjIvana raho. upavAsa zabda paNa samajI levA jevuM che. upa-vAsa 35 eTale najIka ane trAsa eTale vasavuM te. kenI nikaTamAM vasavAnuM ? "AtmAnI" Aja sudhI sI AhAra bhejananI nIkaTa rahyA te have thoDo samaya AtmAnI najIkamAM paNa gALe. nakkI karo AjathI navakArazI te avazya karazuM. sUrya ugyA bAda 48 miniTa te pANI paNa moDhAmAM nahIM mUkIe. (1) rUra thata niyata samaya mATe AhAra tyAgarUpa anazana tapa. nAra/namuvAra eTale ke navakAra sahita- be ghaDInuM paccakhANa karavuM te. A aDatAlIza miniTathI ochuM kaI paccakakhANa zAstramAM kahyuM nathI. AcArya vijaya lakSamIsUrijI mahArAjA upadeza prAsAda vyAkhyAna 284 mAM jaNAve ke navakArazIthI vadhatAM vadhatAM zrI vIra prabhunA tIrthamAM cha mAsa paryanta, zrI AdinAtha prabhunA tIrthamAM bAra mAsa paryata ane bIjA bAvIsa tIrthaMkara prabhunA tIrthamAM ATha mAsa paryantane tapa utkRSTa tapa kahyo che. navakArazI-porasIthI zarU karIne ekAsaNuM, nIvi, AyaMbila, upavAsa, kalyANaka tapa, zreNItapa, bhadratA vagere save tapane samAveza rUra thita anazana tapamAM thAya che. kemake A sarve tapamAM niyata samaya mATe AhAra tyAganuM pratyAkhyAna karAyeluM che. rAjagRhI nagarImAM prabhu mahAvIra AvI samavasaryA che. zreNika rAjA vaMdanAthe AvyA. zrI vIra paramAtmAne vaMdana karI dezanA sAMbhaLI
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________________ bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA 105 pachI prabhune pUchyuM. he bhagavan! A saghaLA munimAM duSkarakAraka muni kayA che? prabhue uttara Apyo. he zreNika! gautama Adi cauda hajAra muniomAM dhanyamuni mATI nirjarA karatA mahA duSkarakAraka che. te bhadrAputra niraMtara chaThTha pAraNe chaThThanI tapazcaryA karI rahyA che. pAraNe abela kare che. zreNika mahArAjA paNa munine namana karI stuti kare ke he RSi tame dhanya che. kRtapuNya cho. bhagavaMte ATalI prazaMsA kema karI haze ? tamArAmAM paNa varSamAM vardhamAna tapanI moTI traNa traNa oLI karanArA che ne? are ! eka sAdavajI amArA samudAyamAM che. nAma kRtavarSAzrIjI teone dIkSA pUrve ja vigaIone tyAga to hato. dIkSA lIdhA pachI kadI AyaMbila-upavAsa karatAM ochuM tapa kayAreya kareluM nahIM. 2038nA cAturmAsa bAda 2039 mAM bAvIsamAM upavAse navasArIthI vihAra karyo. sAthe upAdhi pAtrA badhuM ja upADIne cAle. 43mAM upavAse zaezvarajI tIrthamAM padhAryA. 4pa mAM upavAse pAraNuM karyuM. pAraNe AyaMbila. A pAraNuM paNa Dhola-nagArAM vagADIne nahIM. chApA/patrikAnA pracAra karIne nahIM, paNa hAthamAM ja pAtrA ane pANI mATeno leTa (lAkaDAne ghaDe) laIne jAte ja vahoravA padhAryA. te paNa AyaMbila khAtAmAM nahIM paNa gAmamAM gocarImAM lAvyA. roTalo ane bhAta mAtra. DA samayabAda aThThamanA pAraNe pharI bela zarU karyA. caitra suda cothanA mAsakSamaNano AraMbha karyo. vaizAkha suda cothe pAraNuM karyuM te paNa AMbelathI. zarIra juo te hADakAMne mALe lAge. kevuM duSkarakAraka tapa karyuM haze temaNe? to zuM AvA keI tapasvI. zrI vIra prabhunA sAthe nahIM vicaratA hoya ke dhanya munine duSkarakAraka birUda ApyuM ? tapa karanAranI tapazcaryA badhI kaThIna ja che. vartamAna kALe A zratavarSAzrIjI jevI rIte tapa karanAra ugra tapasvI meM te koI joyA nathI, chatAM bhagavate je birUda ApyuM dhanyamunine, te atimananIya che. dhanyamuni devalokamAM thaI sIdhA mekSagAmI jIva che. deha mamatvanA
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________________ . .. . . . . . . . . . . . - - - - - - - - - - 106 abhinave upadeza prAsAda-2 tyAgapUrvaka tapazcaryA karI rahyA hatA. indriyanA viSaya ane kaSAye nivAravAmAM paNa prayatnazIla hatA. vaLI sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI AjJA pUrvaka abhigraha dhAraNa karIne vicarI rahyA hatA. te sAthe bIjAnI tulanA karavA mATe ApaNe egya ja na gaNAIe. kaSAya viSayAhAra tyAgo yatra vidhIyate upavAsaH sa vijJeyaH zeSaM laMghanaka viduH upavAsa te jANavo jyAM kaSAya ane viSaya sAthe AhArane tyAga karA heya bAkI [khAlI upavAsa te lAMghaNa ja kahevAya. bhUkhyA rahevAnI kalA A zlokamAM sArI rIte varNavI che. upavAsa mAtra bhukhyA rahevAthI na thAya te sAthe viSaya ane kaSAyane tyAga paNa nItAta Avazyaka che. mAtra AhAra tyAga rUpa upavAsa kevaLa lAMghaNa ja gaNyA che. dhanyamuni te pUrvAvasthAnA ati zrImaMta gRhastha hatA, kara prasAda vALA mahelamAM 32 kanyAo sAthe ekaja divase paraNIne rahelA hatA. paNa eka vakhata prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI vairAgya vAsita thaI temaNe mAtA pAse rajA mAgI. nAraya sakArA huM ga re mAtA kAne ArAga munIzvaranI vANI suNI re mAtA, A saMsAra asAra he jananI levuM saMyama bhAra- dhanya kumAre kahe mAre dIkSA levI che. tyAre mAtAe dIkSAnA aneka kaSTo varNavyA chatAM viSayabhegane tana ane manathI dUra karyA jANa bhadrA mAtA niSkamaNa mahotsava kare che. taja dIyA maMdira mALIyA re mAtA taja dIya saMsAra taja dInI dharakI nArIyA re mAtA choDa cAlyo parivAra ho jananI levuM -saMyama bhAra dIkSA divasathI ja bhagavaMta pAse abhigraha karela. he bhagavAna ApanI AjJA hoya te huM nIraMtara chaThTha karIza. pAraNe gRhastha tajI didhela ane mAkhI paNa jenI IcchA na kare te AhAra karIza. tyAre bhagavaMte paNa tene yogya jANI anujJA ApI hatI.
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________________ bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA 107 keTale utkRSTa bhAva haze te aNagArane ke jeNe pitAnuM dhanya nAma sArthaka karI batAvyuM. vaLI munirAja chaThTha eTale mAtra AhAra tyAga karIne nathI beThA. 0 pahelI pArasImAM svAdhyAya kare. 0 bIjI pArasImAM dAna kare te dhyAna kevuM? pU. yazovijayajI mahArAja zItalanAtha prabhunI stavanA karatAM jaNAve ke - viSaya lagana kI agnI bujhAvata tuma guNa anubhava dhArA bhaI maganatA tuma guNa sakA kaNa kaMcana kaNa dArA prabhunA dhyAnamAM masta banelAne IndriyanI ramaNatA ke viSayanI viSamatAne sparza paNa na thAya evA dhanya muni trIjA prahare pAraNAne divase prabhunI AjJA laI bhIkSA mATe nIkaLe. AyaMbila tapa kare temAM anna grahaNa kare te kevuM virasa? mAkhI paNa tenA upara besavA taiyAra na thAya tevuM lakhuM-zakuM. kyAreka na maLe te mAtra jaLathI paNa nirvAha kare. e rIte kevaLa dehanI dhAraNa mATe ja AhAra karatA. dhIre dhIre muninuM zarIra atyaMta kRza thaI gayuM, mAMsa rahita ane mAtra sukAM hADakAMthI bhareluM. cAle tyAre paNa khaDakhaDa evo avAja thAya. mATe prabhue A anazana tapa karatAM munine duSkarakAraka kahyuM tapaNA nirvA, A tatvArthanA sUtrane sArthaka karatAM munirAja tapa tapI rahyA che. mAdAra patra prApti mATe AhAra tyAgarUpa tapa karI rahyA che. tema karatAM mAtra khaDakhaDa karatAM hADakAM ja che. AvI sthitimAM rAtre dharma jAgarikA kare che. | kyAre Avaze e kSaNa jyAre rAtre jAgRta thaI kAyA ane manane gepanI gharma adhyayanamAM caraNakaraNarUpagane svAdhyAya karIza? karmarUpI mahAparvatane bhedavAmAM samartha vA jevuM niravadya pratikamaNa upazAMta manavALo banI kyAre karIza? kRtArtha thaI suMdara manavALe ane vairAgya mArgamAM lAgelo huM dharma adhyayanamAM kyAre pravartIza? zarIra zoSavata ghusara jevI nIcI daSTivALo banI mitra ane zatru pratye samadaSTi yukta thaI gocarI zuddhi jALavate bhikSA mATe kayAre pharIza? dharma svAdhyAya karI rAgadveSa rahita banI sUtrAnusAra
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________________ 108 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bhojana kayAre karIza? saMsAra ekatva Adi bhAvanAo bhAvIne nirjana ghara ke zamazAnamAM dharmadhyAnamAM lIna banI kayAre ubhe rahIza ? nirjana bhUmi ke parvata ke guphAmAM jJAna-darzana-Atri-vIryanI ArAdhanA huM kyAre karIza? A pramANe satva ane sAra vagarene evo huM mAtra mArA karuM chuM. kharekhara to mAro A jIva pApI che. pApAraMbha mATe ja prayatna kare che. A pramANe dharma jAgarikA karatAM dhanya munine thAya che ke have A deha zuSka banyA che te savAra svAmInI AjJA prApta karI vipulagiri para jaIne mAsika saMkhanA karI jIvita ane maraNamAM samabhAva rAkhato vicarIza. ahIM ja zarU thAya che anaphAna tapane bIjo bheda cAvatha banazana mRtyu paryanta AhAra tyAga. AjIvana bhUkhyA rahevAnI kalA tene keTalAMka saMthArA tarIke paNa oLakhAve che. jemAM mRtyu paryata AhAranI kaI AkAMkSA rahetI ja nathI. paNa A anazananI pUrva zarata che viziSTa zratadhArInI AjJA- vartamAnamAM AvA jJAnIne viraha hovAthI vatkathita banAna laI zakAtuM nathI. javajava janana tapa traNa prakAre varNave che. (1) pAdapapagamana (2) IgInI maraNa (3) bhaktaparajJA zAstrakAra maharSi sattara prakAranA mRtyunuM svarUpa jaNAvatA chellA je traNa bheda mRtyunA jaNAve temAM- (1) bhakta parIkSA - bhakta eTale bhojana temAM upalakSaNathI pAna, khAdIma, svAdama savene samAveza thAya che. jIva vicAre ke A vasAna pAna vagere meM ghaNIvAra vAparyA te sArA pApanA hetubhUta che. mATe tene tyAga karavo joIe. ema jANIne pratyAkhyAna vaDe bhAtapANI vagerene tyAga karIne je anazana svIkAravuM te bhakta pariNA. (2) IginI maraNa :- caturvidha AhAranA pratyAkhyAnapUrvaka niyamita karelA pradezamAM maraNa pAmavuM te iMginI maraNa - A maraNa unAdika karatA evA munine ja hoya che.
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________________ - bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA 109 (3) pAdapapagamana - 5 eTale vRkSa. v eTale sadaza athavA tenA jevuM, ma eTale pAmavuM pApakAmano artha vRkSa jema jyAM raheluM hoya te sthaLe te aDola-acala ja rahe che tema pAdapipagamana svIkAra karanArA munivarazrI paNa jyAM anazanane grahaNa kare. tyAM te sthAne sthira ja rahe che. pachI sama-viSama paristhitimAM paNa tyAM ja rahI maraNa pAme te pAdapopagamana anazana kahevAya. A traNe prakAre anazana svIkAranArane vaimAnika paNuM athavA mukti nI prApta thAya che. dhanyamunie paNa AjJApUrvaka narAna karIne A prakAre eka mahinAnI saMlekhanA karI samAdhi maraNane prApta karI sarvArthasiddha vimAne tetrIza sAgaropamanI sthiti vALA deva thayA. tyAM devapaNAnuM nitAnta sukhamaya AyuSya bhegavI mahAvideha kSetramAM UMcakulane vize utpanna thaI dIkSA laI kevaLajJAna pAmI kSe jaze. jo ke A traNa prakAranA maraNamAM bhaktaparijJA maraNane ja dhanya maraNa kahyuM che. IMginImaraNane madhyama maraNa kahyuM che. tathA pAdapapagamana maraNane utkRSTa maraNa kahyuM che. A traNa maraNamAM sAdhvIjIone mAtra bhaktapariNA maraNa ja prApta thAya che jyAre bAkInA be maraNa kramazaH viziSTatara ane vizichatama daryavALAne ja saMbhave che. pAdapapagamana anazana mATe kahevAyuM che ke paDhama mi a saMghayaNe vaTuMto sela-kuTTa samANA tesi pi a vuccheu caudasa puvvINa vucchee prathama saMhananavALA ane je parvatanA zikharanI jevA nizcala hoya temane ja pAdapipagamana anazana hoya che. cauda pUvIne ucheda thatAM A prakAranA anazanane paNa vicacheda thAya che. tema chatAM jema dhanya RSie samatApUrvaka pApakarmanI nirjarA karavA baMne prakAranA anazana tapanuM sevana karyuM temaja je kSaNe dIkSA grahaNa karI te ja kSaNe pagalika sukhanI tamAma AzA tyajI dIdhI. e rIte sarve ja Ivara kathita anazana thakI saddagatine pAmIne yAvatukathita anazana laI mokSane pAmanArA banI zake che.
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________________ 110 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra zrI vIra prabhunA tiSyaga nAmanA ziSya paNa ATha varSa sudhI cheDUne pAraNe AyaMbIla karIne aMte eka mAsanI saMlekhanA karI baMne prakAranA anazana tapane AdarI prathama devaleke gayA. anukrame teo mekSamAM jaze. jemanA nAmathI Aje tapAgaccha oLakhAI rahyo che tevA eka vakhatanA ApaNA AcArya deva zrI jagacaMdra sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe jIvana paryata AyaMbIla tapa karela, tenAM AvA tapasvI guNathI AkarSAIne mevADanA rANAe temane tapAnuM birada ApeluM hatuM. tyArathI ApaNe sau tapagaccha nA kahevAyA. ApaNe te A anazana tapanA parizIlana bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA parathI eka ja vAta zIkhavAnI che ke anazanamAM mAtra upavAsa nathI paNa navakArasIthI mAMDIne cha mAsa paryantane tapa (vartamAna kAle) anazanamAM ja gaNAya che. temAM mahattvapUrNa vAta che AhAra tyAga sAthe viSaya kaSAyane paNa choDavA te. 0 eka bhikhArI anna na maLatA bhukhe rahe. 0 eka haDatAlIyo potAnI mAMgaNI maMjura na thAya tyAM sudhI bhupe rahe. 0 eka vepArI dhaMdhAmAM samaya na maLatA ghera jamavA na jaIne bhukhya rahe. - eka premI yugala pitAnA pariNayamAM DubI javAthI bhukhane The. 0 keI nATaka philama vagerenA zekhamAM bhukhe rahe. A badhAMja bhukhyA rahe che chatAM tene bhukhyA rahevAnI kalA nathI AvaDI. kevaLa aNahArI pada prApti mATe yAne mekSapathanI buddhi anazana karavuM te ja bhukhyA rahevAnI sAcI kalA che.
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________________ (47) tapa-uNAdarI -mAjana karavAnI kalA unodari tapodravya bhAva medAtmakaM paraiH viziSya jJAyamAnatvA-tmahatphala nirantaram uNeAdarI tapa dravyathI ane bhAvathI ema be prakAre kahela' che tenu vizeSapaNuM jANavAthI te niratara meATA phaLane ApanAru che. -paNa uNAdarI eTale zu? zAstrakAra maharSi bAra prakAre tapanA bheda jaNAve che. temAM bAhya tapanA cha bhedamAMnA bIjo bheda te uNeAdarI tapa kahyo. sAmAnya arthamAM kahIe teA una eTale ochu" ane uttara eTale "peTa" jeTalI bhukha kharekhara heAya tenA karatA uttamAM ka'Ika echuM bheAjana nAkhavu' eTale ke uttara (peTa) ne adhuruM rAkhavuM tenuM nAma uNeAdarI. bhukha karatAM kaIka ochu khAvu ane temAMja sa tASa mAnavA tene paNa tapa kahyuM. kevI sarasa vAta zAstrakAroe jaNAvI uNAdarI tapa thakI. A peTa kaI mAlageAdAma nathI ke tene tame ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharyA kare, jANI joIne vadhu khAvuM, pachI khImAra paDA, khImArImAM DAkaTaranI davA khAvI (jo ke atyAre te davA-gALI paNa kheArAkanA eka bhAga heAya tevI ApaNI sthiti banI gai che.) eTale ja Aja nu* parizIlana rAkhyu bhAjana karavAnI kalA. uNeAdarI tapamAM kayAMya bheAjana karavAnI manAI teA karI nathI. mAtra bhojana kaI rIte karavuM tenI ja samajaNa ApelI che, tamAre khAvu ja cheteA koI vAMdhA nathI amAre paNa bhAjana karatA karatA paNa tapa thai zake te samajI leA. Arogya zAstranA niyama anusAra peTanA avakAza-khAlI bhAgane cAra hissAmAM tame vaheMcI do. pachI e bhAga eTale ke aDadhu uttara
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________________ 112 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 rAka mATe rAkhe. pA bhAga jeTaluM udara pANInI jagyA rAkhe ane pA bhAga havA mATe khAlI rAkhe pachI gesanI takalIpha paNa dUra thaI jaze ane taMdurastI sArI raheze. Arogya zAstranI A ja vAtanuM mULa che udarI tapamAM. zrI AcAra pradIpamAM uNAdarInI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAve che ke kRti jotAmAM tasya jALama urivA. rojiMdA khorAka karatAM kaMIka ochuM khAvuM, peTamAM thoDuM ochuM bharavAnI kriyA te udarikA. eka samaye jApAnamAM khAdya padArtha para rezanIMga hatuM. kene amuka pramANamAM ja niyata karelA mApa jeTalAM khorAka ane khAdya padArtho maLatA hatA. te samaye lazkaramAMthI nivRtta thayelA janarala yAmAgucI paNa rezanIgamAM je maLe temAM ja potAne nirvAha karatA hatA. jApAnanI prajA janarala yAmAgucInI lazkarI kAmagirithI atyaMta prasanna thaI temanI prazaMsA karatA thAkatI nahatI. e janaralane pitAnI kharekharI khAka jarUriyAta karatA rezanIgamAM maLatuM anAja ochuM paDatuM hatuM. chatAM temaNe kadI koIne pharIyAda karI nahatI. (A kaMI bhAratanuM rezanIMga na hatuM ke jyAM cAra gaNI kIMmata ApIne mANasa khullA bajAra athavA kALA bajAramAMthI vastu prApta karI potAnI jarUrIyAta pUrNa karI le.) mahelAnA lokone khabara paDI ke janarala pharIyAda nathI karatAM paNa tene AhAra puro paDatuM nathI. badhAM pitApitAnA bhAgane zeDo thaDe hisso laIne janarala pAse pahoMcyA vinaMtI karI ke Apa A rezanIMgane svIkAra karo. janarala yAmAgucI kahe. huM A rezanIMganA hissAnuM anAja svIkArI zakuM nahIM. juo huM to vRddha thayo chuM. have mAMDa ekAda be varSa kADhIza. gheDe kherAka e che laIza te kaI phera paDavAne nathI. mAre te have A zarIra TakAvavA puratuM ja khAvAnuM che kayAM lazkaramAM laDavA javAnuM che. paNa tame je tamAro hisso mane ApI deze te jeo svastha ane yuvAna che jemanA upara dezane bhAra che te yuvAno nuM zuM thaze? kevaLa mAruM peTa bharavA mATe A hise huM laI zakuM nahIM.
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________________ bhajana karavAnI kalA 113 kevI udAtta bhAvanA haze te janaralanI rojane mATe uNAdarI. ApaNe te tapa rUpe uNAdarInI vAta mukI roja roja nahIM te kaMI nahIM vAra tahevAra ke tithie te udarI tapa pAlanano vicAra kare. je je have pAcho arthano anartha na karatAM bhAvatuM bhejana hoya te peTane paTAre karI devo ane na bhAvatuM hoya te uNAdarI tapamAM khapAvavuM tema na karI detA. jinezvara paramAtmAe pharamAvelA tapamAMnA bAhya tapanA bheda tarIke bhAvapUrvaka uNAdarI tapa karavA mATe A tapa karavAno che. manamAM eTaluM ja smaraNa rAkhavuM ke kIdhAM kama nIkaMdavA re levA muktinuM dAna hatyA pAtaka chaTavAM re nahIM koI tapa samAna bhavika jana tapa karaje mana zuddha uNodarI tapane samajAvavA mATe AhAranuM mApa jaNAvatA kahyuM battIsaMkira kavalA AhAra kucchi pUrao bhaNio purisassa mahiliAe aThThAvIsaM bhave kavalA kavalassa ya parimANaM kukkuDi aMDaya pramANamettaMtu jo vA avigia vayaNo vayaNasmi chuheja vIsattho piTa [kukSi bharavAne mATe puruSane AhAra batrIza keLIyA pramANa ane strIone AhAra aThThAvIsa keLIyA pramANa kahyo che. te saMdarbhamAM dravya uNodarI tapane vidhi jaNAvatA zAstrakAra maharSi pharamAve che ke (1) ekathI ATha keLIyA sudhI khAvuM te pUrNa udarI kahe che. (2) navathI bAra koLIyA sudhI khAvuM te apAI uNAdarI kahevAya che. (3) terathI seLa keLIyA sudhI khAvuM tene vibhAga uNAdarI kahevAya che. (4) sattarathI vIza koLIyA sudhI khAvuM te prApta udarI kahevAya che. (5) pacIsathI trIza keLIyA sudhInI kiMcita uNAdarI kahevAya che.
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________________ 114 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A rIte dravya uNAdarI tapanA pUrNa, apAI, vibhAga, prApta ane kiMcita udarI evA pAMca prakAramAMthI tamAre tapanI bhAvanA thAya tyAre kevA prakAre udarI tapa kare che te nakkI karI levuM joIe. prazna: - uNAdarI tapa kare che ane ame nakakI karyuM ke prApta udarI tapa kare che te temAM eka TaMkamAM 24 keLIyA khArAka levAne ke AkhA divasamAM 24 keLIyA gaNavA? samAdhAna :- sAdhu mahArAjA ke zrAvaka sarvee mukhya mArgo te ekAsaNuM ja karavAnuM che, tethI udarI tapanI vAtamAM AkhA divasanA bhajana saMbaMdhe ghaTAvavAne prazna ja nathI. uNAdarI tapa thakI tamAre te bhajana karavAnI kalA zIkhavAnI che. 24 keLIyA thAya te ja prApta uNAdarI gaNavI ke 16 sudhI vibhAga udarI gaNavI te te mAtra samajaNa che. temAM potAnI svAbhAvika bhukha ke jana pacAvavAnI zakti paNa vicAravI joIe. eka jagyAe brAhmaNane zrAddha bhejana mATe bolAvavAmAM AvyA. yajamAne brAhmaNane khUba ja lADavA khavaDAvyA. brAhmaNe paNa ThAMsI ThAMsIne lADavA khAdhA. pachI jajamAna kahe bele brahmadeva tame hajI lADavA khAvA taiyAra che te eka eka lADavAe pAMca rUpIyA ApuM. brAhmaNa bIjA pAMca lADavA khAI gayo. jajamAna kahe have eka eka lADave daza rUpIyA ApuM. brAhmaNa bIjA traNa lADavA khAtA DhaLI po. zvAsa leve paNa muzkela banI gaye. ghera laI gayA. vaidyarAjane bolAvyA. cUraNa devA mATe vAta thaI. brAhmaNa sutA sutA paNa balya, are ! cUraNa khAvAnI jagyA hota to huM eka lADa khAIne dezanI neTa na kamAI leta ! have AvA mANaso eka lADavA ne eka keLIyA pramANa mAnI batrIza lADavA ja peTamAM padharAvI de te pariNAma zuM Ave? prazna :- rAkanuM mApa batrIza kALIyA kivala pramANa jaNAvyuM paNa keLIyAnuM pramANu zuM ? samAdhAna :- prazna ghaNe sarasa che. ame jyAre kalpasUtranA gedavahana karatA hatA tyAre eka vaDIla mahArAjazrIne 500 saLaMga AyaMbila cAlatA hatA. khUbaja tyAgI mahArAja, gocarImAM mAtra peTalI
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________________ bhajana karavAnI kalA 115 ane dALa be dravya ja vApare. teozrIne khorAka vadhatAM vadhatAM batrIsa roTalI thaI gaye. - dALanA pAtramAM AkhI roTalI jhALI de ane pachI vAparI jAya. eka vakhata batrIza kavala AhAranA viSayanI carcA nIkaLI tyAre teo kahe juone huM paNa batrIza kavala AhAra ja vAparu chuM ne? eka roTalInA be TukaDA kayAM karu chuM ? ApaNo mULa prazna che keLIyAnuM pramANa zuM? kavalAvA ya parimANa' kukkuDi aeNDaya pramANamettaMtu jo vA avigia vayaNo vayagammi chuheja vIsattho koLIyAnuM pramANa jaNAvatA lakhyuM ke "kavala pramANa kukaDInA IMDA jevaDuM samajavuM" eTale ke eka keLIyo kukaDInA iMDAnA AkArathI moTA have joIe nahIM. te vaLI prazna thAya ke pelA mahArAjazrI te AkhI roTalIne ja koLI banAvIne vAparatA hatA tenuM zuM ? A vAtane uttara zlokanA uttarArdhamAM Apela che. [kukaDInA IDA pramANe athavA te meTuM vizeSa pahoLuM karyA sivAya sahelAIthI jeTaluM meDhAmAM mUkI zakAya tene eka keLIyAnuM pramANa samajavuM. A pramANa karatAM vividha prakAre ochuM khAvA niyama te uNAdarI tapa. A tapane mahimA varNavatA kahyuM che ke chaThTha aThThama Adi vizeSa tapanA pAraNe udarI tapa karavAthI viziSTa labdhio prApta thAya che. jema ke nakha sudhInI eka muThI jeTalA aLada tathA eka cala [ke gaLA jeTaluM pANI laI nitya chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha karatAM cha mAse tejetezyA utpanna thAya che. maMkhalI putra gozALAne paNa te rIte ja A labdhi utpanna thaI hatI. eka vakhata zrI vIra paramAtmA sAthe vicarI rahelI gozALa vaizikAyata tApasa pAse Avyo. tene pUchyuM ke are tApasa ! tuM zuM tatva jANe che? tuM strI che ke purUSa e paNa kaMI mane samajAtuM nathI. AvA prakAranI majAka zALAe karavA mAMDI chatAM te kSamAvAna
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________________ 116 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 tApasa mauna rahyo. vAraMvAra zALAe majAka karyA karI tyAre chevaTe vaizikAyana tApasane kodha caDyo eTale teNe zALA para tele choDI javALAothI vikALa telezyAnA bhayathI gazALe nAsavA lAgyA. bhayabhIta thaI gayelA gozALA mATe have bacavAne kaI upAya rahyo nahIM eTale sIdhe prabhunA zaraNamAM AvIne Ubho rahI gaye. vIra paramAtmA e paNa joyuM ke te jelezyA hamaNA A gozALAne bALIne khAkha karI deze. teNe gozALAnA rakSaNa mATe zItalezyA mukI. tethI jema jaLa vaDe agni zAMta thaI jAya tema zItalezyA vaDe te te vezyA paNa zAMta banI gaI prabhu mahAvIra paramAtmAnI AvI acitya prabhAvaka zakti joIne prabhAvIta thayelA tathA vismaya pAmelo vaizikAyata tApasa prabhunI pAse AvyA teNe prabhunI kSamA mAMgI. hajI zALAnA manamAM te tejezyA ja dhumI rahI hatI. prabhune kahe he bhagavaMta A tejezyAnI labdhi zI rIte prApta thAya? tyAre mahAvIra svAmIe tene vidhi jaNAvatA kahyuM ke je manuSya cha mAsa paryanta chaThThanI tapazcaryA kare, pAraNe eka muThThI aLada ane aMjali jaLa laI uNedarI tapa pUrvaka je pAraNuM kare te tene AvI mahA tejalezyAnI labdhi utpanna thAya che. gozALe prabhune choDIne zrAvastI nagarImAM gayo tyAM eka kuMbhAranI zALAmAM rahIne prabhue kahyA mujaba cha mAsa paryata tapa karatA telazyAnI labdhi prApta karI. uNAdarI tapano artha samajyA ane Avo mahattvane dAkhalo jANyA pachI temane paNa thaze ke zA mATe A tapa ApaNe na karavo ? alabata have kaMI tejezyAnI labdhi upanna thavAnI nathI paNa tArkika rIte udarInuM mahatva jaNAvavuM hoya to kahI zakAya ke AyaMbila upavAsa karatAM vadhu mahatva kema ApyuM ? upavAsamAM te mAtra bhajana tyAga che. jyAre udarImAM bhejana karavAnI kalA paNa zIkhavAnI che. AyaMbila karyuM temAM khArokhATe tI-mIThe badhAM svAde choDavAnA che. kaMIka aMze asvAdiSTa vastu je AregavAnI che.
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________________ bhajana karavAnI kalA have jarA juduM vicAro. tame jamavA beThA bhejanamAM eka pachI eka svAdiSTa vastu sAme AvavA mAMDe daza jAtanI alaga alaga mIThAI hoya, vIsa jAtanA vividha pharasANe tamane dekhAtA hoya. meDhAmAM lALa TapakavA mAMDe ke nahIM ? A khAuM ke peluM khAuM? - jyAre AyaMbila karo to jIbhane svAda pASA na hovAthI ApoApa uNAdarI karI bese che ne? paNa svAdiSTa vastu jatAM zuM thAya che? peTane bhADuM devA khAtara bhajana karavAnI vAta te abherAI para rahe tene badale adhikatama khavAI gayA pachI pacAvavuM kema tenI samasyA haze ! AvA samaye uNAdarInA daDha saMkalpavALo kadI adhika khAvAnA cakkaramAM paDaze nahIM, te mAtra eTaluM ja vicAraze ke cAlo ApaNAthI upavAsAdika tapazcaryA te thaI zakatI nathI paNa kaMIka ochuM bhojana laI tapasvIonI anumodanA karIza to paNa lAbha maLaze. ame paNa majAka karatAM kahIe chIe, bhAI je je jamavA bhale beThA paNa tamAruM peTa ke penTa kaMI pAra nathI te samajIne bhejanA le je. jagatamAM adhikatama mRtyu-bimArI ke davAnI jarUriyAta prAyaH adhika khAvAvALAne ja rahe che. maryAdita AhAra lenArA ke tapasvI mahAtmAo peTanA rogathI bhAgye ja pIDAya che. paNa uNAdarIne saMdarbha mAtra AhAra sAthe joDI devAya che te khyAla kharekhara adhuro che, AhAra uparAMta upadhi, vastra, pAtra vagere bAbate paNa uNAdarInI jema niyama laI zakAya che. jema AhAramAM tame nakkI karyuM ke Aje mAre be roTalI ochI vAparavI che, tema vastramAM paNa nirNaya karo ke cAra jeDIthI vadhAre kapaDAM mAre vAparavA nahIM. pAtra eTale ke vAsaNo vagerenuM pramANa nakakI karI levuM, pharnicara ATalAthI vadhu vasAvavuM nahIM. ema dareka bAbate maryAdA nakkI karI jarUriyAta ghaTADavI. kadAca vartamAna yuganI bhASAmAM tene mATe ema paNa kahI zake ke svecchApUrvaka garIbI dhAraNa karI levI te paNa asthAne nahIM gaNAya. gAMdhIjIe eka vakhata uDIsA nAmaka pradezamAM koI eka vRddhAne
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________________ 118 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 joI. jenA zarIra para mAtra eka sADI ja vIMTALelI hatI ane te sADI paNa melI ane phATelI hatI. gAMdhIjIe pUchayuM, kema mAtAjI! " tame A sADIne dhetA kema nathI." te vRddhAe duHkhIta svare kahyuM ke kaI rIte dhouM bhAI, mArI pAse paheravA mATe eka sADI che. te paNa phATI gayelI. - vRddhAne uttara sAMbhaLI gAMdhIjI muMjhavaNamAM mukAI gayA. temane thayuM A bhukhyA ane nirvastra dezamAM mojazokhane, jhIjhA kapaDAM pahejevA ke ati vAdiSTa bhajana karavAne koI adhikAra nathI. ' je mAre A daridranArAyaNanI sevA karavI hoya to khuda daridra banavuM paDaze. basa te divasathI ja gAMdhIjIe jIvanabhara mATe mAtra eka potaDI paherI lIdhI. tyAM sudhI e poSAkane vaphAdAra rahyA ke laMDananI goLamejI pariSadamAM vAIsaroya sAthenI mulAkAta vakhate paNa tene pitaDI sivAya koI paheraveza dhAraNa karyo na hato. tamAre uNAdarI tapanI vAta te eka tarapha rahI tene badale paDyuMpaNa mahAparva jevA tyAga ane ArAdhanAnA divasomAM paNa phezana pareDanI mosama banAvI dIdhI. pUjA karavA nIkaLe tyAre eka jeDI, savAre vyAkhyAnamAM bIjI joDI, bapore vyAkhyAnamAM trIjI joDI, pratikamaNamAM cethI jeDI, rAtre bhAvanAmAM pAMcamI jeDI. jyAM tapa ane tyAganI mesama AvI tyAMja mejazekha ane vaibhava vilAsa maMDAyA. tene badale AhAradikanI udarIta nI vAta amalamAM muke te bhautika lAbha paNa keTalo thAya? AhAra uNAdarI vaDe ApoA5 Arogya vijJAnanA niyama sAcavI zakazo ane vastra-pAtrAdi [uNodarI maryAdA vaDe rASTrIya saMpattine durvyaya aTakaze, sAdharmikonA utthAna dvArA sva udayathI sarvodayanuM dhyeya siddha thaze. A to thaI dravya udarI tapanI vAta jemAM mukhyatayA AhAra niyaMtraNanI samajaNa apAI paNa tapa be prakAre che dravyathI-bhAvathI Unodari tapodravya - bhAva medAtmakaM parai : bhAva uNAdarI eTale ke dhAdikanA tyAgarUpa udarI vrata karavuM.
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________________ bhajana karavAnI kalA 118 1 kogha-mAna-mAyA-lebha cAre kaSAyane aMkuzIta karavA athavA ghaTADavA mATe prayatna kare. sarvathA kaSAyane tyAga te dazamAM guNasthAnake ja thavAne paNa bhAva uNodarI tapanA eka bhAga rUpe kaSAya ane viSayanuM pramANa maryAdita ke nyuna te thavuM joIe ne? eka tarapha tapazcaryA vadhe bIjI tarapha kepa vadhe to te tapa keTale sArthaka banaze? huM tapa karI rahyo chuM tevA abhimAnamAM masta banI phare ane mAna ghaTe nahIM te te AhAra uNAdarI keTalI upAgI banavAnI? te ja rIte mAyApUrvaka tapa kare athavA kIti ke pratiSThAnA lebhathI tapasvI kahevaDAve to tyAM dravya uNAdarI tapa te karI zakaze. paNa bhAva udarI tapathI dUra thato jaze. eTale zAstrakAra maharSie baMne prakArane tapa sAthe darzAvyA. dravya uNAdarI thakI zarIra sAthe tapane saMbaMdha che ane bhAva uNodarI thakI AdhyAtmika utthAnanI keDIo darzAvI dIdhI. eka tarapha dravya udarI tapa karatAM karatAM aNuhArI pada prApti mATenI bhAvanA prabaLa banatI jaze, bIjI tarapha bhAva udarI karatAM karatAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ane viSaya janya rAga dveSAdikanI nyunatA thatI jaze. jIve mekSe javA aNAhArI pada paNa prApta karavAnuM ja che ane viSaya kaSAyane kAbu paNa meLavavAnuM ja che. dezamAM guNaThANuM sudhImAM kaSAya jaze. viSaya te navamA guNasthAnake ja purA thaI javAnA. -jyAre aNAhArI pada prApti te caudamAM guNasthAnakane aMte thavAnI tethI ja A parizIlananuM zIrSaka bhAva uNodarI. bale dravya udarIne AzrIne rAkhyuM. bhojana karavAnI kalA bhojananI kaI kaLA zIkhavAnI ? je kaLA aNAhArI padanI prApti sudhI ApaNane laI jAya. temAM keTaluM khAvuM tenA karatAM keTaluM na khAvuM te vAta zIkhavAnI che.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra eka nagaramAM eka nAnA bALakanI hatyA thaI. hatyArA te divase ja pakaDAI jatAM tene jelamAM purI devAyA. mRta khALakanA pitA kAI kAraNasara gunhegAra banyA eTale tene paNa jelamAM laI gayA. 120 tyAM hatyArA ane zeTha bannene eka ja beDIe keda karelA hatA. kayAMya paNa javu hAya tA ane sAthe ja jaI zake, zeThanA gherathI tA sAruM sAru bheAjana AvavA mAMDayuM. hatyArA kahe mane paNa ceADuM bheAjana ApeA. zeTha bAlyA tuM mArA putranA hatyArA che mATe tane huM bhAjana ApIza nahIM. khAre zeThane hAjate javAnI jarUra paDI. jelanA eka kamarAmAMthI mAtra mahAra sudhI javA mATe paNa hatyArA sAthe joIe. hatyArAe sAthe AvavA nA pADI dIdhI. hatyArA kahe tamArA bheAjananA aDadhA bhAga Ape! tA huM sAthe AvuM. bIjA divasathI zeThe aDadhu bhAjana ApavAnuM zarU karyuM.... hatyArA e zarIra che ane samI AtmA e zeThanu pratika che. zarIra ane AtmA baMne sAthe che tyAM sudhI zarIrane AhArAdika ApavA paDaze, teA ja zarIra AtmAne saMcama ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka manAvAnuM. jema zeTha peAtAnA ja putranA hatyArAne bhAjana ApatA tyAre kevuM kamane ApatA haze ? te paNa keTaluM thADu ApatA haze ? tema parimita bhAjana dvArA eTale ke uNAdarI tapa thakI A zarIrane mAtra hatyArA ke DAku samajI maryAdita AhAra grahaNa karavA. A AhAra aNAhArI pada prApti karAvavA madarUpa bane tevI nIra'tara ArAdhanAmaya jIvana banAvA eja abhyarthAMnA
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________________ (48) tapa-vruttisaMkSepa -sateSI nara sadA sukhI vartate yanayA vRtti bhikSAzana jaladikA tasyA saMkSepaNa kArya dravyAcabhigrahAMcitaiH mannaha jiNANu mANuM A sajajhAyamAM zrAvakanA chatrIza kartAvyAnuM varNana Ave che. temAM dAna zIla tapa ane bhAvarUpa cAra prakAranA dharmane jaNAvatA teramuM kartavya mukayu taoN tra tapa kare. A tapanA khAdya ane anyatara evA khAra prakArAmAM trIjo bAhya tapanA bheda kahyo vRtti saMkSepa vRtti eTale jenAthI jIvatuM rahevAya te vRtti. temAM bhikSAthI maLatA azana-pAna vagerenA samAveza thAya che. AvRttinA dravyAdi eTale ke dravya kSetra-kALa-bhAvathI abhigraha levA vaDe saMkSepa karave te vRtti sakSepa tapa kahevAya. zrAvakA rAjanI khAvA pIvAnI vastunI saMkhyA savArathI nizcita harI le ke abhigraha laI le te eka prakAranA draSya vRtti sa MkSepa ja che. saMkSepanA artha che sameTavu" eTale ke ghaTADavuM athavA sakhyA nakkI karavI. tamArI sAme khAvApIvAnI cIja vastutA aneka che, tame dunIyAbharanI madhI ja vastuonA tA kaMI upabhega karI zakavAnA che| nahIM, eTale jo peAtAnI IcchA vaDe dravya sastA nakkI karI leA te bAkInA dravya sabaMdhi Arabha samAraMbha rUpa hiMsAthI pracI zake che. temaja ochI vastuthI kAma calAvavAnI Tevane lIdhe muzkela sthitimAM paNa kAma calAvI zake che. eka yuvAna rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa para atyaMta bhaktivAn khanI ananya sevA kare. cuvAna khUbaja dhanavAna kuTumbamAMthI AvatA hatA. tene thayuM ke AvA mahAna saMtane caraNe jo mArI sapatti dharI dau
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________________ 122 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 te temAM mArI saMpattinI sArthaktA che. AvuM vicArI te yuvAna eka vakhata rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa pAse ekAMtanA samaye AvyA. eka hajAra suvarNa mudrAnI thelI paramahaMsane caraNe dharI. rAmakRSNa paramahaMse tarata ja pelA yuvAnane Adeza Apyo ke hamaNuM ne hamaNAM ja A kacaro gaMgA nadImAM nAkhI Ava. yuvAna vimANasamAM paDI gaye. paNa A te parama tyAgI saMta hatA, temane potAnI prAthamika AvazkatAthI vizeSa kaMI AzA-apekSA ja rAkhI nahatI. jemanI pathArI nIce ekAda sonAnA sikako paNa bhUlathI koIe muko te teo uMdhI nahotA zakyA. AvA paramecca koTinA saMtane mana suvarNamudrAnI kiMmata zuM hoI zake? tene to AjanuM parimita bhojana malyA pachI kAlanI ciMtA karavA jeTalI paNa vRtti na hatI. je. tamArA pheTa, phIjha, phanIcara, phIyATa vagere cIjavastunI kiMmata lAkho rUpiyAnI hoya paNa tyAgI mahAmAM evA sAdhupuruSane mana A badhAMnI kimata keTalI ? keDInI ja ne? tame kaheze keDInI kiMmata kema? sAdhu mahAtmAne A eka cIja vastuone khapa ja nathI. te temanI vRtti ja nathI. teone to mekSa sAdhanAnA hetuthI dehane dhAraNa karavA jeTaluM maLI rahe te ja basa che. yuvAna te rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanI AjJA uthApI zake tema hato nahIM. te deDe sIdhe gaMgA kinAre, tyAM jaI eka pachI eka mudrA gaNato jAya che, mudrA joto jAya che ane tene gaMgAmAM padharAvate jAya che. ema karatAM ghaNI vAre te rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa pAse Avyo. rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa kahe are! tane ATalo badho samaya kema lAge? yuvAna kahe eka eka suvarNa mudrA gaNate gaye. jo gayo ane padharAvato gayo eTale samaya lAge. paramahaMsa bolI uThayA arere ! [noMdha :- aA prasaMga "kAkaLa banyu motImAM De. kumArapALa desAIe nedhela che paNa rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanA samayamAM suvarNa muddA hatI ke kema te eka prazna che.]
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________________ saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI 123 . jyAM eka kadama uThAvI kAma thaI zake tema hatuM tyAM te hajAra kadama uThAvyAM!! tame paNa kadAca Ajane Aja daza dravya saMkhyA jeTalo vRtti saMkSepa na karI zake paNa dhIme dhIme kadama uThAvaze te jarUra eka vakhata cauda niyamamAMnA bIje niyama " dravya" saMkhyA parimANa nakakI karI zakazo. saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI. vRttine sAmAnya artha zrI AcAra pradIpa graMthamAM karatAM lakhyuM ke vartata kayA ti vRtti: ane kSe i TrAna saMkSepa eTale ghaTADe. jemAM khAvApIvAnI vastuonI saMkhyA ghaTADIne maryAdita karavAmAM Ave che tene vRtti saMkSepa kahevAmAM Ave che. A vRtti saMkSepane zAstrakAre cAra prakAre darzAve che. (1) dravyathI vRtti saMkSepa (2) kSetrathI vRtti saMkSepa (3) kALathI vRtti saMkSepa (4) bhAvathI vRtti saMkSepa (1) dravya vRtti saMkSepa :- dravyane AzrIne A prakAra rAkhelo che. jemake amuka sthitimAM rahela sAthe maLe te le athavA te pAtramAM lepa na lAge tevA prakAranI nilepa bhikSA maLe to ja grahaNa karavI. bhImasene dIkSA lIdhA pachI eka vakhata abhigraha karyo ke bhAlAnA agra bhAga vaDe je kaI bhikSA Ape to te grahaNa karavI. cha mAsa paryata vicaratA chelle eka bhIlanA hAthe A abhigraha pUrNa thayo. (2) kSetra vRtti saMkSepa :- be ke pAMca gharomAM javuM, athavA keI eka zerI mAM javuM ke amuka vistAramAMthI ja je bhikSA maLe te levI, amuka sthitimAM rahelI vyakti vaherAve te ja vahoravuM. jemake koI gharamAM gayA te tyAM gocarI vaharAvanArane eka paga rasoDAmAM ane eka paga bahAra hoya te rIte ubhA hoya te ja mAre vastu grahaNa karavI." eka prakArane kSetra abhigraha. (3) kALa vRtti saMkSepa - divasanA amuka samaye ja gocarI levA javuM athavA to sarva bhikSuka bhikSA laIne nIvatI gayA hoya tyAra pachI ja bhikSA levA mATe javuM te kALa abhigraha. jemake baporanA eka vAgye ja bhikSA levA nIkaLIza." te abhigraha dhAraNa karo.
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________________ * * * 124 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra (4) bhAva vRtti saMkSepa - vahorAvanAra vyaktimAMthI keIpaNa vyakti hasatA hasatA gocarI vaherAve athavA raDatA raDatA, AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe, gAtA gAtA ke AvA koI prakAranA bhAva sahita bhikSA ApavA mATe Ave [vahorAve te ja mAre vastu khape anyathA khape nahIM. AvA prakArane abhigraha dhAraNa kare tene bhAvathI abhigraha karyo gaNAya che. kSemarSi nAmanA muninI upadeza prAsAdamAM tapa aMgenA vyAkhyAnamAM eka suMdara kathA varNavAyela che. temAM kSemarSi RSie karelA vividha prakAranA abhigrahonuM varNana Ave che. vRtti saMkSepa samajavA mATe teo eka suMdara daSTAntarUpa che. maSi munie eka vakhata abhigraha karyo hato ke je koI rAjA mithyAtvI hoya, vaLI te rAjyathI bhraSTa thayela hoya, madhyAhnanA samaye kaMdoInI dukAne palAThI vALIne beThA hoya, beThA beThA pitAnA kALA vALane vikherato tINa bhAlAnA agrabhAga vaDe ekavIza mAMDA laIne mane Apaze to huM pAraNuM karIza. A abhigrahane cAra prakAranA vRtti saMkSepa anvaye kaI rIte vibhAjIta karI zakAya te juo (1) ekavIsa mAMDA bhAlA vaDe Ape te tha dravRtti saMkSepa. (2) te vyakti kaMInI dukAne beThelo hovo tene kahevAya kSetra vRtti saMkSepa. (3) madhyAhna samaya have te kAla vRtti saMkSepa. (4) rAjyabhraSTa thayelo rAjA hoya, vALa vikherato hoya te bhAva vRtti saMkSepa. maSi muni A prakAre vRtti saMkSepa tapa karatAM vicArI rahyA hatA. teone traNa mAsa ane ATha divasa pasAra thayA tyAre eka vakhata kaNa nAmane rAjA ke je rAjyathI bhraSTa thayela hato, madhyAhna samaye kaMInI dukAne beThe hatA, beThA beThA potAnA rAjya saMbaMdhi vicAraNA karatAM karatAM mAthAnA vALane vikherato hato. tyAM munine pasAra thatA joIne belyo o bhikSu ahIM Ave huM tamArI AzA pUrNa karuM.
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________________ saMteSI nara sadA sukhI 125 te sAMbhaLI kSemarSi muni tenI pAse gayA. kRNa nAmaka rAjAe kAInI dukAnamAM beThA beThA ja bhAlA mAMDAmAM mAryo ane bhAlAmAM jeTalA mAMDA AvyA teTalA kSemarSi muninI sAme dharyA. kSemaSimuni kahe bhAgyazALI jarA mAMDA keTalAM che te gaNIne kaheze? kRSNa rAjAe uttara vALya mahArAja, temAM gaNavAnuM zuM kAma che? tamArAM bhAgyamAM haze teTalA maLaze kaMI ochA vadhAre te nahIM thaI jAyane ? | munirAje tene samajAvyuM ke "mAre ekavIsa mAMDAne ja abhigraha che vadhAre ke ochAne nahIM" mATe tene gaNatarI karavAnuM kahyuM. rAjAe mAMDAnI saMkhyA gaNuM to barAbara ekavIsa mAMDA thayA. eTale vismaya pAmelA rAjAe pUchayuM mahArAja tame te mahAjJAnI dekhAva cho. te kaho joIe have mAruM AyuSya keTaluM bAkI rahyuM che? kSemaSi munie jIva jANI pitAnA jJAnanA upaga vaDe jaNAvyuM ke rAjana ! tAruM AyuSya mAtra cha mAsanuM bAkI rahyuM che. alpa AyuSyanI vAta sAMbhaLI vairAgya pAmelA rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI. kALa karIne svarga saMcaryo. kSemaSi munie paNa pitAne abhigraha dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva cAre prakAre pUrNa thaye jANe traNa mAsa ane ATha divasa pasAra thatAM pAraNAne avasara prApta karyo. AvA anekAneka abhigraho dhAraNa karatA kSemaSi muni vRtti saMkSepa tapa thakI sadagatine pAmanArA thayA. jagatane eka ucca Adarza puro pADI gayA ke saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI. anazanane artha upavAsa purato kadAca maryAdita samajI le, te upavAsa-chaThTha aThThama athavA uNAdarI tapa karatAM paNa A tapa duHsAdhya che ane adhika phaladAyI che. kemake chaThTha aThThama vagere niyata tapa che. te sarve tapazcaryAmAM niyata kALa pUrNa thaye pratyAkhyAna pUrNa thaI jatuM hovAthI AhAra laI zakAya che. are ! udarI tapamAM paNa niyata AhAra to karI ja zake che jyAre ahIM abhigrahane AzrIne tapane vicAra karo te A vRtti
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________________ 126 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 saMkSepa tapa kyAre puro thaze tene keI niyama ja nathI. Aje paNa pUrNa thAya ane cha mahine paNa thAya. kyAreka abhigraha apUrNa paNa rahe. jema pAMDee dIkSA lIdhI pachI eka vakhata vihAra karatAM karatAM hastIka5 nagare AvyA. tyAM teo paraspara prItithI vAta karatAM kahe che ke have ahIMthI revatAcala giri mAtra bArajana dUra che. kAle prAtaHkAle zrI neminAtha paramAtamAnA darzana karIne ja mAsakSamaNanuM pAraNuM karavuM. raste cAlatA khabara paDI ke zrI neminAtha bhagavaMta te nirvANa pAmyA che. teone vRtti saMkSepa tapa mATe abhigraha pUrNa thavAnI keI zakayatA rahI nahIM. eTale zAzvata tIrtha evA siddhAcala giri para jaI anazana karyuM kevalajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA. udayaratna kahe ta5 thakIre vAdha sujasa anura svaga hue ghara AMgaNe re dugati jAe dura bhavikajana tapa karaje mana zuddha vRtti saMkSepa tapanI ArAdhanA karatAM zramaNa bhagavaMte paNa abhigraha laI bhikSATana karatA karatA manamAM evuM ja vicAre ke abhigraha paripUrNa thAo ke na thAo paNa AhAra grahaNamAM kadI prIti rAkhe nahIM. jema DhaMDhaNakumAra "svalabdhithI bhikSA maLe te ja levI" evA abhigraha sahita vicaratA hatA. chelle modaka malyA tyAre prabhune AhAra batAvyo. prabhu kahe A kRSNa mahArAjAnI labdhithI maLela che tamArI labdhithI nahIM, te turata jaMgalamAM nirjIvabhUmi zodhI paraThavavA cAlyA ane modakanA curo karatA karatA karmane cure thaI game te pAmyA kevaLajJAna. AhAra maLe na maLe te paNa samatA bhAve ja vicaravuM tevI mAnasika sajajatA vALA munine maLe te paNa saMtoSa ane na maLe paNa te paNa mana saMtuSTa ja rahetuM hatuM. te zAzvata sukhane pAmyAeTale ja lakhyuM saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI. "sadA-sukhI" ne ke suMdara artha ghaTAvAI gayo temanA jIvanamAM ke sadAkALane mATe sukhI thayA.
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________________ saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI 127 - vIra paramAtmA te taddabhava mekSa gAmI jIva che. zAsananA zIratAja che. cAra jJAnanA dhaNI che ane kamanirjarA thakI zAzvata sukhane pAmavAne paravAne janmathI meLavIne AvelA che. kemake pUve trIjA bhave tIrthakara nAma kama nIkAcanA karI lIdhI che. chatAM teo paNa ghera abhigraho dhAraNa karI vicaraNa kare che. e piSa vada ekamanI suvarNa paLe hatI jyAre zrI vIraprabhu e abhigraha karyo ke kaI satI ane suMdara rAjakumArI strI hoya, te dAsIpaNAne pAmI hoya tenA pagamAM loDhAnI beDI nAkhelI hoya. tenuM mAthuM muMDeluM hoya, traNa divasanI bhUkhI hoya, rUdana karatI hoya, eka paga uMbara upara ane bIjo paga uMbara bahAra rAkhIne beThelI hoya, bhikSuke AvI gayA pachI samaya hoya tyAre AvI strI supaDAnA eka khUNAmAM rahelA aDada je mane vahorAve huM pAraNuM karUM. AvA abhigraha sAthe pratidina bhikSA samaye uccanIca gharomAM gocarI pharI rahyA che. ema karatAM pAMca mAsa ane pacIsa divasa pasAra thaI gayA tyAre dhanAvaha zeThanA ghera AvyA. prabhunA abhigrahamAM cAra prakAranI vRtti saMkSepa tapa samAelo che. (1) aDadanA bAkuDA supaDAnA khuNAmAM hovA te dravya vRtti saMkSepa. (2) bhikSuke AvI gayA pachI samaya te kALa vRtti sa kSepa. (3) je sthAnane nirdeza karyo te kSetravRtti saMkSepa. (4) rUdana karatI bhUtapUrva rAjakumArI dAsIpaNAne pAmelI mAthe muMDana vagere bhAva vRtti saMkSepa. prabhu AvyA tyAre dadhivAhana rAjAnI dhAriNI nAmaka rANanI putrI vasumatI jene dhanAvaha zeTha pitA tulya premathI lAvyA hatAM. putrInI jema pAlana poSaNa karatA hatA tenA vaDe abhigraha puro thayele. zeThanI patnI mUlA zeThANIe jyAre A svarUpavAna rAjakumArIne pahela vahelI najare nIhALI tyAre ja ISya janmI. rakhene zeTha kyAMka A kanyAne paraNI besaze ? tevAmAM eka vakhata prasaMga bane. pitR- bhaktithI zeThanA paga dhoI rahelI caMdanAno suMdara keza pAza chuTI jatAM tenI eka laTa jamIna para paDI zeThe paNa tenA pratye pitRvat
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra 128 snehathI kezapAzane U McA karI pharI bAMdhI dIdhA. tyAM zeThANInI zakA dRDha anI gaI. IrSyAthI dhamadhamatI mUlA-zeThANIne sau prathama tA vasumatIno [ zeThe jene caMdanA nAma ApeluM che] tenA keza kalApa veraNu banyA. hAthe ghAlI hAthakaDI, pAye lADhAnI meDI mastaka muDyA veNInA keza hai| svAmI bhAmaNA re jAvA satagurU re-- caMdana mALAnuM mAthuM muMDAvI dIdhuM. hAthamAM hAthakaDI paherAvI dIdhI. pagamAM loDhAnI beDI nakhAvI eka dUranA oraDAmAM purI kamADa baMdha karI dIdhu.. satata traNa divasa sudhI caMdanA vize puchaparacha karatAM kaMI patto na maLavAthI zeTha keApa ane zaMkAthI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayA. tyAre vRddha dAsIe kharI hakIkata kahI sabhaLAvI. te sAMbhaLI dhanAvaha zeTha tarata doDyA, tALuM toDI dvAra ughADayu. traNa divasanI bhukhI caMdanA mATe kaMI ja bhejanasAmagrI na maLatA supaDAnA khUNAmAM paDelA aDadanA mAkuDA khAvA mATe ApyA. A samaye caMdanA paNa vicAre caDhI ke ahe| A jIvana paNa kevuM nATaka che. kayAM hu eka vakhatanI rAjakumArI ane kayAM mArI AjanI A sthiti evA khyAlamAM tenI AMkheAmAMthI azrupravAha cAlu thayA. paNa mULa jaina kuLanA saMskArothI vAsIta jIva che. eTale ubare beThA beThA manAratha kare che ke koI atithi Ave to huM tene kaIka ApIne pachI bhAjana karuM. A samaye zrI vIraprabhune AvatA joI ne eka paga uMbara bahAra rAkhI vaheArAvavA taiyAra thaI. prabhu paNa peAtAnA abhigraha pUrNa thayA jANI bhikSA grahaNa kare che. tyAM ja pAMca divyA pragaTa thayA. hAthakaDI ane eDI tuTI gai; mAthe suMdara vALa AvI gayA. kALakrame zrI vIra paramAtmAne kevaLajJAna thayuM. tyAre caMdanakhALA paNa tenI prathama sAdhvI banyA ane mAkSe gayA. ca'danabALAe aDadanA bAkuDA paDhilAlyA prabhu tamane re tene sAhuNI sAcIre kIdhI zAzvata sukhane te varIre
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________________ saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI 129 mAtA - A rIte zrI vIraparamAtmAe paNa vRtti saMkSepa rU5 tapa karI pitAnuM tinnANuM tArayANuM vizeSaNa sArthaka karyuM hatuM. zrAvakane mATe to vRtti saMkSepa rUpa tapa kaI rIte karavo te jaNAvavA dravya saMkhyAnI dhAraNa karavAnuM jaNAve che. tame eka divasamAM keTalI vastu khAvA-pIvAnI joIze te nakkI karI le. jemake Aje mAre mAtra daza vastu ja khAvA-pIvAnA upayogamAM levI. parama tyAgI AcArya zrImada vijaya vallabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ne jIvanabhara mAtra sAta dravyaja levAno niyama hate. tame kadAca vicAraze ke saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI nI parizIlanamAM te paurANika kathAnakenI ja vAta che te paNa sAdhu mahAtmAnA udAharaNethI ja sabhara-paNa gRhasthane AzrIne koI vartamAnakAlIna prasaMge jaNa te vRtti saMkSepa tapanI vAta svIkArya bane- saMvata 2027 nI sAlamAM navasArI nagare pUjya AcArya devendra sAgara surIzvarajI upadhAna karAve. vRtti saMkSepa tapanI mahattA upavAsathI paNa adhika che te vAta samajAvelI. upadhAnamAM bAbubhAI vIracaMdanI pAMca putrI paNa joDAyelI. bAbubhAI jevA zrImaMta gRhastha ane jenA ghera be mIThAI be pharasANa te roja hoya ja temanI (grejyueTa-paSTa grejyueTa) suzIkSita putrIoe upadhAnanA prathama divasathI ja abhigraha karyo ke amAre pAMca karatAM vadhAre dravya vAparavA nahIM. pAMcamAMnI cAra bahene atyAre amArA samudAyamAM che. teonuM tapa karatAM paNa tyAganuM lakSa hajI Aje paNa evuM ne evuM jovA maLe che. bAkI upadhAna jevA tapa-zrImaMta gRhasthanI ciraMjIvIo, nivimAM mAtra pAMca dravya rUpa vRtti saMkSepa tapa kare te kaMI jevI tevI vAta che.? A vRtti saMkSepa tapane sAva sAmAnya bhASAmAM rajU karatA kahI zakAya ke roTalI, dALa, bhAta, zAka, cAra vastuthI ja calAvI zake te majAthI bhojana karavA mATe vIsa-pacIza vastuonI kaI jarUra kharI? pachI caTaNInI caTa caTa, pApaDanI paTa paTa ane athANAnI taDakhaDa. zA mATe karavI ?
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________________ - 130 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 caTaNI athANu-pApaDa vagere peTa mATe ke jIbha mATe? ravIzaMkara mahArAja vize sAMbhaLela che ke cauda varSa sudhI teoe mAtra khIcaDI ja khAIne loka sevAnA kAryo karyA hatA. are Aje paNa surendranagara zaheramAM eka darabAra jaina dharma pALe che te mAtra eka ja dravyanuM AyaMbila kare che nave nava divasa oLImAM mAtra ekaja dravyathI calAvI le che. te tame athANu-pApaDa ke mukhavAsa vagara na calAvI zako? jarUra cAle, paNa kyAre? saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI nI ukti tamArA jIvanamAM sArthaka banI hoya te. vRtti saMkSepa tapane jIvana sAdhya banAvI vRttine ghaTADe karI maryAdita jarUrIyAtathI jIvana jIvavA Teva vikasAvo. A Teva vikasAvavAne zreSTha upAya jaNA cauda niyama dhAraNuM. zrAvakanA sAtamA vrata gopabhega viramaNa vratane aMtargata bhAga sacitta davva vigai, vANaha taMbola vattha kusamesu vAhaNa zayaNa vilevaNa, baMbha dizi nhANa bhattesu sacitta, dravya, vigaI, vAha (pagarakhAM) tala, vastra, suMghavuM vAhana, zayana, (besavuM suvuM) vilepana, brahmacarya, dizA gamana, snAna bhajanAdi A cauda niyama dhAratA zIkho. dhIme dhIme tame tamArI vRtti (jarUriyAta) ne ghaTADavA prayatna karo. ApoApa vRtti saMkSepa tapa cAlu thaI jaze. vaLI A niyama mAtra savArathI sAMja ane sAMjathI savAra sudhInA che, eTale "jIvanabharanuM baMdhana thaI jAya te zuM ?" evA bhrAmaka bhayathI pIDAvAnuM paNa nahI bane. savAre nakakI karyuM ke sacitta pAMcathI vadhu nahIM lauM, dravya paMdarathI vadhu nahIM vAparuM tela vigaIne Aje upayoga nahIM karuM taMbela eTale ke mukhavAsane sarvathA tyAga karIza. basa e rIte roja vRtti saMkSepa tapa yAtrA zarU karaze. A yAtrA jarUra tamane dravyathI bhAva sudhInA cAre prakAranA vRtti saMkSepa sudhI laI jaze. eka divasa A yAtrA zAzvata sukhane apAvI saMteSI nara sadA sukhI. uktine sArthaka karaze.
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________________ (49) tapa-rasatyAga -raka jIbhanI lAlasAne vikRti kRdrasAnAM yat tyAgo yatra tapo hi tat gurvAjJAM prApya vikRti gRhNAti vidhipUrvaka ma zrAvakanA kartavyone varNavatA manaha jiNaNuM sajhAyamAM teramuM kartavya jaNAvyuM to-tapa, A tapanA cha bAhya ane cha abhyatara bhedane varNavatA ceAtho bAhya tapa jaNave rasatyAga. rasatyAgano artha jaNAvatA zlokamAM kahyuM vikAra karanArA rasone je tyAga tene rasatyAga kahe che. zrAvakonA aticAramAM paNa tame belo cho ne ke "rasa tyAga te vigaI tyAga na karyo te vAkayane artha vicAryo che. kadI? tyAM rasane artha vigaI karyo, A tapamAM vigaIone tyAga karavo joIe. sAmAnya arthamAM te rasa tyAga eTale "svAda vRttino tyAga kare te svAda mATe ja Aje khATA-tIkhA-ati maracAM masAlA vALA taLelAM-aTapaTA padArtho khavAya che ne ? jenAthI svAda lAlasA te vadhe ja che sAtho sAtha bImArI paNa - eTale A parizIlananuM zIrSaka rAkhyuM reke jIbhanI lAlasAne are AyaMbila tapa ke je kharekhara vigaI tyAga rU5 tapa ja che, temAM paNa tame svAda lAlasA to barAbara pakaDI ja rAkhI che. IDalI sAthe dALIyAnI caTaNI banAvIne svAda karyo, pAtarA mATe pApaLanA paLa vALIne svAda pi, tIkhAza mATe marIne upayoga karyo, sAdI roTalI na bhAvI te caNAnI roTalI zarU karI, roTalo khAtA aDadanI dALane rIvAjane tyAM paNa cAlu karI dIdho. A badhAmAM "reke jIbhanI lAlasAne (parizIlana) ne mULa hetu ja mAryo gayo. te paNa tapanA nAme -
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 Aya'milamAM vigaI tyAga sAthe svAda lolupatA ke rasatyAga karavAnA mULabhuta dhyeya ja bhUlAI gayA. 132 eka vakhata svAmI sahajAna'4 nAnakaDAM gAmamAM padhAryA. gAma lokA te svAmIjInA AgamanathI nAcI uThayA. eka pAse AvI bheAjana levA vina'tI karI. svAmI vinaMtI svIkArI kahyuM ke jarUra huM tAre tyAM bhojana bhakte svAmIjI sahajAna ke tenI levA AvIza. peAtAnI vinatInA svIkAra thayA jANI bhaktone khUba Ana'da thayA. satASa paNa thayA. ghera patnIne vAta karI. ApaNe tyAM svAmIjI bhAjana levA padhAravAnA che. te sAMbhaLI bhakta patnI te harakhaghelI thaI gaI. peAtAnA AMgaNe svAmIjInA pagalA thaze ane svAmIjI bhAjana paNa leze e vAtathI tenuM hRdaya te! ekadama ha thI ubharAvA lAgyuM. AMkheAmAM harSanA azru AvI gayA. svAmIjI mATe bhejana manAvyuM, bhAjana samaye svAmIjI padhAryA tyAre pATalA mukANA, rUDA AvakAra ane Adara ApyA, svAmIjI jamavA beThA, bheAjana pIrasANAM, paNa harakhadhelI bhakta patnIe utAvaLamAM dudhane badale chAza pIrasI dIdhI. svAmIjIe jamatAM jamatAM bhAjananI prazasA karI, jANe kaI na jANatAM hAya tema elI gayA vAha re vAha ! dudha te bahu mIThuM, amRta jevA svAda che ne? kharekhara dudha tA basa A ja khUba khUba bhAvathI taiyAra karyu che. bheAjana pUrNa thayuM, ecIMtA bhakta patnIne khyAla AvyA, arere meM teA dudhane khadale chAza pIrasI dIdhI, tarata doDI raseADAnI bahAra, svAmIjI mApha karo, mane mApha karo... svAmIjI e tA saumyavadane pUchyu... kema tamane ? are svAmIjI mane khabara nahIM ke me dudhane badale chAza pIrasI dIdhI. bahena zuM thaI gayu. harakhamAM ne harakhamAM sahajAnada svAmIjI kahe are ATalIja vAtamAM tame kreADatA AvyA. mane te chAza pItA pItA dudha jevA ja svAda AvatA hatA. kharekhara bahena ! prema sabhara bhAjana maLe tyAre huM bhUlI ja jAuM chuM ke bheAjanamAM zuM hatuM. mane teA badhA svAda bhaktonA premamAM ja dekhAya che. kevI sarasa vAta karI dIdhI. svAda lAlasA para kAbunI paNa
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________________ roke jIbhanI lAlasAne jaina philasAphI tamane A dRSTAnta karatAM ye AgaLa laI jAya che. rasatyAga kene kahevAya te jaNAvavA pATha ApI dIdho. tijovA, huNa vA, sANa vA, viSe vA, mahure vA, lavaNe vA, rAgeNa vA, doseNa vA, kaDavuM, ke tIkhuM, khAruM ke khATuM, mIThuM ke turuM, keIpaNa prakArane svAda hoya to paNa rAga ke dveSa karyA vinA tene grahaNa karavuM tenuM nAma svAda kAbu. miSTAnna sAthe pharasANa paNe joIe ane pharasANa hoya te athANa vagara cAle ja nahIM tevI koI vAta A tapamAM cAlaze nahIM, je vastu je svarUpe hAca te saheja paNa glAnI rahita paNe tevI ne tevI ja vAparavI tenuM nAma satyAga. dUdhapAkane kaTore pI zakatA ho tevI sahelAIthI ja kaLIyAtuM paNa pI zake ane sAkaranA pANInI jema mIThAnuM pANI AvI jAya te paNa pI zake tenuM nAma "rasatyAga tapa." rasatyAgano artha tyAga na karatAM rasavRttino tyAga karyo. rasanA para tame kAbu meLave. reke jIbhanI lAlasAne, kemake mAchalI kevaLa rasanendriyanI lAlasAthI khAvA deDe che. paraMtu mAchImAranI galamAM sapaDAIne haMmezane mATe potAnuM jIvana gumAvI bese che. rasatyAgane artha kadAca "rasane tyAga" e pramANe ja karo hoya te tyAM rasa eTale vikRti [ vigaI] e artha le. zarIranI dhAtuone vizeSa puSTa kare te rasa kahevAya. te rasanuM sevana mana-vacana-kAyAmAM vikRti lAve che, mATe tene vikRtinA sUcaka nAmathI oLakhAvAya che. te rasene tyAga karavo tene paNa rasatyAga tapa kahyo. vigaI vigaI bhIo vigai gayaM jo u bhujae sAhU vigaI vigai sahAvA vigaI vigaI balA nei vigati eTale dugatithI bhaya pAmele sAdhu, vikRti karanAravigatimAM gamana karAvanAra, vigaI [rasavALA padArthonuM ] je bhojana
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________________ 134 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 kare te vikAra karavAnA svabhAvavALI vigaI tene baLAtkAre dugatimAM laI jAya che. jema maMgusUri rasanI lAlace yakSa thayA mRtarUpI jalanA sAgararUpa maMgu nAmanA eka AcArya thaI gayA. teo vihAra karatA karatA eka vakhata mathurA nagarImAM padhAryA. tyAM ghaNuM ja dhanADhaya zrAvako rahetA hatA. teo sAdhu munirAjonI khUba ja bhAvellAsa pUrvaka bhakti karatA. teoe AcArya mahArAja zrIjI paNa suMdara majAnI vaiyAvacca-bhakti karI. AcArya mahArAja paNa mathurA nagarImAM rahI ane paThana pAThana kare che. teonA suMdara upadeza thakI zrAvako paNa temanA tarapha adhika prIti-bhaktivALA thayA. maMgusUrijI mahArAjanI UMcI jIvana paddhati ane vizeSa kiyAruci joIne mathurA nagarInA zrAvakane thayuM ke Amane je vizeSe AhAradikanuM dAna karIzuM to ApaNe paNa bhavasAgarano pAra pAmI jaIzuM. AvI vicAraNA karatA zrAvake dhIredhIre miSTa ane sa-rasa AhAra viharAvavA lAgyA. AcArya mahArAja paNa rasalupa banI gayA. divase divase temanAmAM eka prakArane ahaMkAra utpanna thavA lAgyo ke aho mane zrAvake ke sa-sa AhAra vahorAve che. tema karatA karatAM maMgusUrijI rasa gAravAmAM DUbI gayA. - AcAryazrIne snigdha ane madhura AhAra vize lAlasA vadhavA lAgI. adhika sukha maLatA rasa gArava sAthe sAtA gArava paNa utpanna tha, ane prApta thayelI RddhinA gauravathI mithyAbhimAna thayA. rasanI lelupatAthI anukrame teo mRtyu pAmI te ja nagaranI khAI pAse AvelA yakSamaMdiramAM adhiSThAyaka vyaMtarapaNe utpanna thayA. eka rasanI lAlasA tene rasa-sAtA-ddhi traNe gAravamAM ghasaDI gaI. vaimAnika devapaNAnA Ayune badale vyaMtarapaNAne pAmyA mATe ja kahyuM ke rasa tyAga tapa kare. ane- roke jIbhanI lAlasAne maMgusUrijI mahArAjAne rasavALA padArthonuM bhajana karatA- vikAranA svabhAvavALI vigaI dugatimAM laI janArI banI.
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________________ rAke! jIbhanI lAlasAne A vikRtinA svarUpanI dRSTie traNa bheda vavAyA che. (1) dhrUvarUpa (2) pIMDarUpa (3) drava-pIMDarUpa. (1) dUdha-madha-tela je pravAhI rUpa che tene dravarUpa vikRti kahevAya che. 135 (2) mAkhaNa pakavAna [ kaDA vigaI ]te pI'DarUpa vikRti kahevAya che. (3) ghI-goLa-dahIM vagere pIDa ane dravanA mizraNarUpa te dravapIMDa vikRti. vikRti athavA vigaI nA mukhya dazabhedo jaNAvelA che. jemAM madhamAkhaNa-mAMsa-mardiza cAr mAra mahA vigaI rUpa gaNI sarvathA tyAjya che tema kahyuM che. jyAre dUdha nahI tela ghI goLa pakavAna [taLeluM athavA kaDA vigaI ] A cha vigaI enu* sevana ghaTADavAnu che. cha vigaI mAMthI paNa kAI vigaI keTalAMka varSa paryaMta tyAgavI. jemake amArA eka vaDIla panyAsa zrI navaratna sAgajI ma.sA. ne dahI ane kaDA vigaI mananA jAvavane mATe tyAga che. keTalAMka pa`tithi ke cAtu mAsamAM paNa maMdha kare che. paraMtu vigaI tyAga sAthe rasatyAganuM lakSa hovu' te mahattvanI vAta che. eka tarapha AThama-caudazane cAritra tithi mAnIne tame ghInA tyAga karo. pachI kArI roTalI ne badale thepalA [pAyA] khAI ne svAdanu pASaNa karavuM te vigaI tyAgamAM tyAganI bhAvanA keTalI raheze te vicAraNIya che. zrAvake te bhAgApabhAga viramaNanA bhAga rUpe je cauda niyama dhAravAnA hAya che temAM trIjo niyama ja vigaI tyAganA che. te e rIte ke cha viImAMthI kAIpaNa eka vigaI nA tyAga tA karavAnA ja. jemake dudhanA tyAga karyAM. teA A tyAga padhu be rIte thaI zake eka te! mULathI tyAga bIjo kAcA eTale ke svarUpa tyAga. je mULathI tyAga karyA hoya teA dudhanI banAvelI cA-kAphI-mIThAI dudhapAka vagere eka paNa vastu khape nahIM. kAcA eTale ke svarUpa tyAga karyA hoya te dudha na pIvAya paNa temAMthI banela cA-dudhapAka vagere cIja vastue laI zake. A rIte zrAvakA rAjerAja koIpaNa eka
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________________ 136 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 viine mULathI athavA svarUpathI tyAga karavAne abhyAsa pALIne rasatyAga rUpa tapa AdaravAne che. maMgusUrijI mahArAja rasatyAga rUpa tapa AdarI na zakyA te rasa lupa banI dhIredhIre rasa gAravamAM ghaTADAIni durgatimAM gayA. maMgusUrinuM kathAnaka AgaLa vadhAratA pahelAM gAva zuM che te paNa samajI levA jevuM che. tifhuM jANuM - gArava traNa prakAre che dasa gArava, Rddhi gArava, ziAtA gArava nA zabda prAkRta che. tenuM saMskRta svarUpa che va gaurava eTale gurupaNuM - moTAI athavA mithyAbhimAna. rasa vAva :- ISTa ane manejha rasanI prAptithI eTale ke jIbhane vadhumAM vadhu ISTa lAge tevA svAduM bhojana levA, temanI prAptinuM abhimAna karavuM athavA meLavavAnI jIjIviSA te rasa gArava. | jAva :- rAjapUjA, sanmAna saMpatti Adi Rdhi mATe thatuM gaurava eTale ke te prAptinuM abhimAna ane vadhune vadhu meLavavAnI tIvra lAlasA te Rddhi gArava. zAtA jArava - zAtA eTale bhautika sukhanI prApti athavA ApaNe te sukhanA dariyA vahe che tevuM abhimAna te zAtA gArava. - AvA gauravane lIdhe yakSa tarIke utpanna thayelA maMgusUrijI virbhAgajJAnathI potAne pUrvabhava joI pazcAttApa kare che. hA hA meM mukhae jIbhanA svAdamAM laMpaTa thaIne A kevI kudevanI gati prApta karI. pitAnA sAdhuo paNa rasa gAravamAM DUbI vi-gatimAM na jAya te mATe maMdira pAsethI jyAre jyAre sAdhu jatA-AvatA hoya tyAre te yakSanI pratimAnA mukhamAMthI lAMbI jIbha kADhIne dekhADe, A rIte hamezAM karatAM, te joI kaI sAhasika sAdhue pUchayuM, tuM koNa che? zA mATe A jIbha kADhIne amane batAve che? yakSe pratyakSa thaI kheda sahita kahyuM ke huM dharmarUpI mArgamAM paMgu e maMgu nAmane tamAro AcArya chuM. pramAdathI mULa ane uttaraguNane ghAta karI A nagaranI khAImAM yakSa thaye chuM, tame rasa lelupa
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________________ raka jIbhanI lAlasAne 137 na bane tema jaNAvavA A jIbha bahAra kADhuM chuM. tethI tamane khyAla rahe, tame paNa "reke jIbhanI lAlasAne A pApI jIva vItarAganA dharmane pAmyA chatAM tenuM samyapha prakAre pAlana nahIM karavAthI ghaNA kALa saMsAramAM bhaTakaze. mATe te sAdhuo tame jina dharmane pAmIne rasa laMpaTa na thatAM rasatyAga tapamAM pravarto. A ja mahattvane pharka che sAdhu ane gRhasthamAM. bhUla to baMne kare paNa sAdhune zAstrajJAna ane AcaraNa hovAthI pazcAtApa jaladIthI thaI zake che. gRhastha ajJAnI hovAthI bhaTakayA kare che. maMgusUrijInA ziSyoe cakSanI vAta svIkArI rasatyAga tapano upadeza Apavo zarU karyo. jIveNa jANi visajjiyANi, jAIsaesu dehANi thovehi tavA sayalapi tihuyaNa hujja paDihattha [ he bhavya prANIo 1 jIve [ ekendriyAdi ] seMkaDo jAtione vize [ pUrva grahaNa karI karIne ] jeTalA zarIrane tyAga karyo che. temAMthI DAM paNa [ sarva nahIM teTalA] zarIroe karIne sakalatribhuvana [ traNe jagata] paripUrNa thaI jAya eTale ke bharAI jAya. himavata malaya madira dIvA, dahidhagi sarisarAsIo ahi ay| AhArA chuhieNAhAriA hAjjA kSadhita bhukhyA thayelA evA A jIve himavaMta parvata, malayAcala parvata, maMdara (meru) parvata, jaMbudvipa vagere asaMkhyAta dvipa, lavaNa samudrAdika asaMkhya samudro ane ratana prabhAdika sAta pRthvIo jevaDA moTA DhagalAothI paNa ati adhika AhAra bhakSaNa karelo che. te paNa tenI sudhA zAMta thaI nahIM. ane leAkano samanvaya karatAM kahI zakAya ke traNa jagata bharAya jAya teTalA zarIramAM utpanna thaze ane choDIne Avyo. temaja te zarIramAM rahetA rahetA je AhAra karyo temAM asaMkhyAtA pudgala dravya bhakSaNa karyA tema chatAM bhukha zAMta thaI nahIM. mATe te manuSyo A jIbha-rasanendriyano jaya kare. matalaba ke kevaLa sudhA pUrti mATe temAM game te padharAvo, paNa svAda lAlasAmAM paDazo nahIM. na raNe nijite zUro, zUra indriyANAM jaye
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________________ 138 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 raNamAM jIta meLavavAthI koI zUravIra nathI thatuM. zUravIra te Inidrayane jaca karavAthI thAya che. mATe bhojana tathA vacananI vyavasthA vaDe rasanA [jIbha] Indriyane jaya kare. eka ja vAta karI rAkhe dila-dimAga upara- - roke jIbhanI lAlasAne - tame paNa rasatyAga te vigaI tyAganA aticAranA vAkaya pramANe roja ekAda vigaIne tyAga karanArA bane. te mATe roja savAre eka vigaI dhArI le ane vArU pavavAmi pUrvaka paccakakhANa karavAvALA thAo. AjathI ja nakakI kare ke huM haMmezA eka vigaIne tyaga karIza. A ja rIte Aso-cetra mAsamAM AyaMbila tapa pUrvaka zAzvatI oLInI ArAdhanA karI nava-nava divasa sarvathA vigaI tyAga karI rasatyAgarUpa tapane sAdhavAvALA banI. anazana (upavAsa) ke udarI tapa te jIvana paryanta thaI zake nahIM paNa rasatyAga rUpa kahA tapa to jIvanabhara paNa thaI zake tevA che. lo ekadhAnanA AyaMbilanI oLI kare tenA tarapha juo. ke suMdara kAbuM svAda para meLavavA prayatnazIla haze ? gujarAtamAM te varNa pramANe roje roja dravya badalAya che. mALavAmAM oLI karanAra eka ja varNanI eka saLaMga oLI, pachI bIjA varNanI bIjI saLaMga oLI e rIte nava-navaoLIo pUrNa kare che. mAtra sapheda varNa [cokhAnI oLI kaI rIte karatA haze? jAmanagaramAM eka chaganabhAI pATalIyA thaI gayA teo oLI karatAM tyAre temanA jevA svAda kAbu vALe koI gRhastha ame joyela nathI. ekaja dravya ane e paNa tame nakkI kare te laI AyaMbila kare. jemake eka divasa tenI mazkarI karI ke kayAe. zuM pATalIyA zeTha jeTalA cAlazene? te gRhastha kahe mukI de thALImAM che teTalA varasa daza-paMdara je hatA te roTalA khAI chaganabhAIe pANI pI lIdhuM bIjuM kAMI nahIM. bIje divase bIjo chokaro bolyo, ke pATalIyA zeTha kAla ekalA roTalA khAdhA hatA Aje aDadanI dALa
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________________ 109 reke jIbhanI lAlasAne cAlazene? chaganabhAI kahe "muka kamaMDala" basa eka kamaMDala dALa vAparI pANI pI ubhA. kadAca bIjA keI jamaNavAramAM mAtra lADavA athavA mAtra dudhapAka hoya to paNa chaganabhAI vAparI zakatA. "keTalo svAda kAba haze tene?" tema tame paNa roke jIbhanI lAlasAne. upavAsa-mAsakSamaNathI ekase ATha upavAsa sudhI karanAra vidyamAna che. paNa svAda para kAbu dharAvI rasatyAgarUpa tapa karanAra te kharekhara viralA ja hoya che. upavAsa sahelo che paNa Indriya jaya mukela che. tethI ja rasatyAganuM phaLa adhika che. zrI RSabhadeva svAmInA putrI suMdarIe 60000 varSa sudhI AyaMbilanA tapa dvArA sarvathA vigaI tyAga rUpa tapa Adaryo hato. bharata rAye jaba pakhaMDa sAthe re suMdarIe pa mAMDI ArA re sATha hajAra varasa ne sAra re AyaMbila tapano kIdhe nirdhAra re. AyaMbila tapa thakI rasatyAga karI kAyA zASavI dIdhI te dIkSA laI mokSane pAmyA. bhagavAnanI ogaNIsamI pATe AvelA zrI mAnadevasUrijInA nirUhAdika guNAthI prasanna thayelI sarasvati tathA lakamIne tenA khabhA upara joI guru mahArAjane thayuM ke kAMka A keIka divase cAritrathI bhraSTa thaze. gurudevanA cittane kheda jANIne zrI mAnavadeva sUrijIe rAgI zrAvakanA gharanI gocarI tathA sarva vigaIone tyAga karyo. AvA kaThora rasatyAga tapanA prabhAve naDulapura (nADola)mAM paDyA-jayA-vijayA ane aparAjitA cAre devIo zrI mAnadeva sUrijInI sevA karavA lAgI. tethI rasanendriyane atRpta rAkhI. rasatyAga rUpa tapa sarva AdarathI kare. mAtra eka rasanendriya atRpta haze te bAkI sarve Inidra pitapotAnA viSayamAM nivRtta thaI jaze ane rasanA-Indriya tRpta thaze to bIjI save Indriye pitApitAnA viSayamAM usuka rahevAthI atRpta ja raheze.
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________________ 148 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 kAraNa ke mAtra rasanAnI lolupatAthI maMgusUrijI mahArAja kamazaH rasagArava, zAtAgArava ane Rddhi gAravAmAM DUbI saMyamane hArI gayA ane suMdarI vigaI tyAganA prabhAve cAritranA lakSathI mekSe pahoMcI gayA. tame paNa eka ja sUtra gokhI rAkho reke jIbhanI lAlasAne . pariNAme kAmavAsanA, pramAda, naze vagere vikArane upanna karatI vikRti-vigaIe tyAga karI athavA to tenuM sevana kamazaH ghaTADatA jaI mAnavabhavane sArthaka karI zake ane mahA vigaIo- mAMsa, madirA, madha ane mAkhaNa jemAM mAtra vikRti nahIM paNa pArAvAra hiMsA bharelI che te cAra makAra vigaIone mAra samajI sparza zuddhA paNa na karaze. DAyojiniyasa nAme eka philosophara thaI gayo tenI pAse mukhya ciMtana hatuM. Plain living and High thinking sAduM jIvana ane ucca vicAro. taddana nirvyasanI mANasa. tenI vidvatAthI prerAIne eka yuvaka Avyo. teNe DAyejiniyasanA caraNe eka zarAbanI boTala bheTa dharI. tene te khabara na hatI ke A philosephara zarAba letA nathI. DAyojiniyase te boTala DhALI nAMkhI. yuvAna cako are re! Apa A zuM karI rahyA che ? DAyejiniyase svasthatA pUrvaka uttara Apyo ke je zarAba mAnavajIvananA kiMmati svAthyane naSTa kare che. tenA karatAM jamIna upara DhALIne huM zarAba naSTa karI dauM chuM temAM khoTuM zuM che? tame paNa rasatyAga te vigaItyAga artha svIkArI mAnavajIvanane bhraSTa kastI vigaIone sarvathA tyAga kare. vikRti kAraka vigaIne upaga maMda karo ane rasatyAgane gUDhArtha mujaba svADha kAbu prApta karI reke jIbhanI lAlasAne e eka mAtra abhyarthanA
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________________ (50) tapa-kAya kaleza -deha dukhaM mahAphalam vIrAsanAdinA klezaH kAyasyAgamayuktilataH lanubAdhana rUpo'tra vidheyastattapaH smRtam AgamamAM kahelI yukti mujaba vIrAsana vagere Asana vaDe zarIrane bAdha pamADavArUpa je kAya phUleza sahana karavo tene kAyakaleza tapa kahevAya che. kAyaphaleza tapamAM mULabhUta vastu te che "kAyA thakI kaleza sahana karavo te" prazna :- zuM yegAsanathI kAyAne phUleza [kaSTa Ape te ja tapa che? te te pachI akhADAmAM jaIne vividha prakAranA Asana ke yoga karanArAne tapasvI ja mAnavA paDe ne? nA! temane tapasvI na manAya. zarIrane jANa bujhIne, nirarthaka, be buniyAda kaSTamAM nAkhavI te tapa nathI. kemake kAyaphaleza zabdathI ajJAna kaSTa samajavAnuM nathI. te kaSTa paNa je siddhAntanI yukti mujabanuM hoya te phaLadAyI che. amerikAmAM yuddha viSayaka ItihAsamAM eka sainikanuM nAma suvarNAkSare lakhAyuM che tenuM nAma hatuM goMcaze. tenAmAM zista pAlananI ajaba bhAvanA hatI. te mAnatA hatA ke yuddha mera gerazista thAya to lazkarane bhuMDa parAjya bhegava paDe. "zista eTale zista tenuM sAMgopAMga pAlana karavuM ja rahyuM. teNe kadI zista bhaMga karyo nahate. eka divasa eka prasaMga bane. vizALa cogAnamAM sainikonI kavAyata cAlatI hatI. gacara paNa badhAM sainiko sAthe kavAyata karI rahyo hato. thoDIvAre eka jherI kIDo acAnaka tenA zarIre caDhavA lAgyo. A kIDe eTalo badho jherI hato ke mANasa avazya mRtyune bheTe. gocarane e jherI kIDo karo. chatAM teNe te lazkarI zista
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________________ 142 E - = abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jALavIne kavAyata karavAnuM cAluM rAkhyuM. na teNe baMdukane phekI ke na teNe kIDAne dUra karyo. kIDe dhIme dhIme tenA zarIra paNa caDhate caDhate gaucaranA kAnamAM ghusavA lAge. chatAM te sainike kavAyata cAlu rAkhI. chevaTe te kIDAe sainikanA dAnamAM DaMkha mAryo. kIDAnA ati jherI DaMkhathI gocaranuM kSaNavAramAM mRtyu thaI gayuM. paNa teNe zistapAlanamAM koI jAtanI zarata cUka na karI. sarakAra ane lokee maLI tenuM smAraka banAvyuM. je A janmanA duzamane sAme laDAI laDI rahelA eka sainike zistapAlana mATe ja kAyaphaleza sahana karatAM amara banI jAya te pachI bhavabhavanA duzmana evA rAga dveSa janIta karmo sAme laDavA mATe paNa siddhAntarUpa zistapAlana pUrvaka [zAstrajJA mujaba kAyakleza sahana karanAre AtamAM A tapa thakI amara banI jAya eTale ke kevaLajJAna pAmI siddha svarUpane prApta karI 3-[ kadI mRtyu nahIM pAmanAra) bane temAM zI navAI-eTalA mATe ja AjanuM parizIlana che- deha dukha mahAlam deha eTale zarIrane apAtu duHkha mahAphaLane denAruM che. zarata eTalI ke A duHkha AgamamAM kahelI yukti mujabanuM hovuM joIe. te te mahAphaLa eTale (paraMparAe) mokSa apAvanAra bane. vIrAsaNa ukkuDa AsaNAIleAio a vinneo kAyakileso saMsAra vAsa nivvea heutti. vIrAsana utkaTAsana vagere tathA keza loca vagere kAyakaleza saMsAra vAse niveda karavAnA hetubhUta jANavA kAyAne apramatta rAkhavA mATe vIrAsana, utkaTikAsana, padmAsana gadehika Asana vagere prakAranA Asane vaDe temaja leca eTale mAthAnA (dADhInA) vALa kheMcIne kADhavA vaDe zarIrane je kaSTa athavA duHkha ApavAmAM Ave che te kaSTa saMsAra pratye niveda eTale ke saMsAramAMthI mukti apAvavAnA hetubhUta samajavA. jema arihaMta paramAtmA dIkSA laIne vicaratA hoya tyAre jyAM sudhI teone kevaLajJAnanI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI kadI jamIna
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________________ deha dukha mahAphalama 143 para besatA ke sutA nathI paraMtu apramatta dazAmAM vicaraNa karatA rahe che, ane AvA vividha Asana vaDe kAyalezane sahana kare che. - zrI vIra prabhu dIkSA grahaNa karyA bAda sADAbAra varSa ane paMdara divasa chadmasthAvasthAmAM rahyA. A samaya daramiyAna kadI jamIna upara palAThIvALIne beThA nathI ke sUtA nathI. mahAvIra prabhue eka muhUrta mAtra uMgha lIdhI te paNa ubhA ubhA ja. chatAM kAcakalezane samajavA mATe zAstrakAre mahatva te kAyAne ja ApyuM che. kAyA aba cala saMga hamAre tohe baheta jatana karI rAkhI... kAyA aba cala saMga hamAre je kAyAnA jatana mATe Aja paryata mahenata karI te kadI sAthe to AvI ja nathI. mATe atyAre ja kAyAne kaTa ApavAnuM zarU karI de. paNa kaSTa kevuM? jemAM saMyamanuM pAlana ke indriyanA vikAronuM damana e mukhya prajana hoya tevuM kaSTa Ape teja "deha dukha mahAphalam" ukti sArthaka banaze. bAkI kamaTha vagerenI jema paMcAgni tapa kare, sUrya sanmukha daSTi rAkhI besavuM, hAtha UMcA rAkhI ubhavuM ke vRkSanI zAkhA upara paga bAMdhI laTakavuM te sarve Apta AgamanI yukti rahita hovAthI niSphaLa che. zrI vIra paramAtmAne saMgamadeve upasargo karyA tyAre vikalA jIvaDA zarIranA eka bhAgamAM dAkhala thaI bIjA bhAgamAMthI nIkaLyA chatAM prabhue te kaSTa apramatta bhAve ane samatA pUrvaka sahana kareluM hatuM. prazna - A udAharaNa te pariSahanuM che. te zuM kAyakleza ane pariSaha baMne samAna che? samAdhAna tamAro prazna khUba ja sAco che. Ane pariSaha ja kahevAya. kema ke pariSaha pitAthI ane bIjAthI baMne prakAre thAya jyAre kAyakaleza mAtra pote karelA kalezanA anubhavarUpa hoya che. A udAharaNa te mAtra sahana kevI rIte karavuM. te vAta spaSTa karavA mATe ja prastuta karela hatuM.
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________________ 144 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 pratiprazna :- Apa zrI vIra prabhunA udAharaNa thakI upasarganA dachAta dvArA kAga vaDe kaleza sahana karavAnuM samajAve che te bazabara paNa bhagavAn te prathama saMhananavALA hatA. vartamAnakAle te kevI rIte ghaTI zake ? samAdhAna - ApanI zaMkA vyAjabI che. kemake zrAvakanA aticAramAM paNa kAyakaleza te cAdika kaSTa sahana karyA nahIM ema lakhela che. chatAM khUbaja najIdanA kALane eka satya ane aitihAsika prasaMga jaNAvuM. lagabhaga I. sa. 1473 nA samayanI vAta che. jeseja-vejI nAme be bhAIe bahAravaTe caDelA hatA. mAge dhIMgANuM maMDAtA Ave che. pAMce paThANa ne bheMya bhegA karIne rAvala kAMThe AMbIne cAlyA Ave che tyAM eka buTTA rAjaputa sAme AMgaLI cIMdhIne jesejI bolyA bhAI vejA ! "joyA A dAdAne ?" vejAjIe najara karI te tarapha ughADe Dile besIne nIcethI kaMIka vINI rahyA che. vINI vINI khabhA upara nAkhI rahyA che. jesejI-vejojI baMne dAdAnI paDakhe jaIne jue che te dAdAnI ughADI pITha upara mAMsamAM eka meTo khADo dIThe. te khADAmAM kIDA khadabadI rahyA che. kAM dAdA ! pAThAne kema che have ? chorA mAMI jIvAtyu paDI gaI che. ughADuM chuM tyAM te uchaLI uchaLIne jIvAtyuM bahAra paDe che. te dAdA pAchA kAM vINo cho? bApa ene kAMI maravA devAya. ene enuM ghara kAMI chuDAvAya che? eTale pAThAmAM pAchI meluM chuM. are dAdA jIvAtya ne Ama jIvADavI? te tamane phelIne khAI na jAya ? beTA! bahAravaTAne dharama eTale te jatina dharama kevAya. jIvAtya ne maravA na devAya. enA te jatana karAya beTA! te te DIlane phelI nAkhaze dAdA. zera loTane pIDe reja pAThAmAM bharIe, jIvaDAM loTa khAya ane kAyA bacI jAya beya vAte ThIka. duHkhIyo Deso laherathI dAMta kADhavA
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________________ deha dukha' mahAlama 145 lAgyA. dhALI dADhInA pharakatA mAtarAvALA gaMgAdAsa DeAse| sata jevA lAgatA hatA. mahAravaTIyAnA mApanA sagA kAkeA che. e.sI varSa nA thaye. tAya sAdhu jevA pariSaha svecchAe sahana karatA beThA che. DAsA nirAMtanA veNu kADhatA che. khela tA jAya che ne pAThAmAM lATanA pIDA bharatA jAya che. tema karatAM pAchAM thayAMka jIvaDA jamIna para paDI jAya teA pAchA khabhA nIcenA jhakhamamAM mukI de che. jIvaDAM paNa suvALA suvALA mAsanA locAmAM baTakAM bharI rahyA che. paNa dAdAnA meADhAmAMthI sIsakArAya thatA nathI, A AkhA dekhAva joIne mahAravaTIyAnA kalejAmAM sAraDI pharI rahI che. amadAvAdanI ubhI bajAramAMthI meAtInA dAkhaDAnI luMTa karI eka vakhata bhAgI rahyA che. thADI gheADI vAre DAsA dhImA paDI jAya che. jesAjI-veojI pUche che dAdA! pAchaLa pAdazAhanA pANI pRthA UMTa paDyA che. tame kema dhImA paDatA jAo che ? Apa! vAsAmAM jIvAtyunI vedanA have khamAtI nathI. kema dAdA ! Aje leATa nathI bharyAM? bharyAM teA khApa ! paNa ghaNAM paheAra vItI gayA. jIvADyuM pharI vAra bhukhI thaI haze have DAsA TaTTAra thaI gheADA doDAve che, paNa have vedanA sahevAtI nathI. pAThAmAM khadabadatI jIvAtyu' zarInI kAcI mATImAM UDIne UMDI utaratI jAya che, ga gAdAsajIe gheADA ubhe! rAkhyA. nIce utarI dharatI para besI gayA. sAda karyA. beTA jesA, jhaTa mAru mAMthu vADhI aa ane tame bhAgI nIkaLA. have mArAthI DagaluM ye devADe nahIM. jeseA thabhI gayA. vADhI le dIkarA vADhI le jhaTa ! have A jIvAtyu' TeMka sAme paheAMcI gaI che. have mArethI sahevAze nahIM. DAsAe A rIte svecchAe dehatyAga karyAM paNa jIvAtya ne maravA na detA sahana karyu. jo chevaTanA saMghayaNavALA gaMgAdAsajI DAsA buDhApAmAM paNa ATaluM badhu` sahana karyuM. ane te paNa peAtAnA dharamane 10
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________________ 146 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jatIne sAdhune] dharama samajIne. ajJAnapaNe nahIM. te zrI viraprabhue ke te kALanA keI sAdhu mahAmA kAyaleza sahana kare temAM te kaI navAI nathI. - vartamAna kAle paNa kAya kalezane A dAkhalo ghaTI zake che te vAtamAM tamane navAI nahIM lAge. are taddana hamaNAMnA ja vartamAnamAM thaI gayelA pUjya AcArya caMdrasAgarasUrijI mahArAjane kensara thaI gayeluM. chatAM tenI AyaMbilanI oLI choDelI na hatI. taduparAMta zirapurathI zrAvakee vAhananA upayogane ghaNe Agraha chatAM teoe koIpaNa sAdhana vAparyA vinA surata sudhI vihAra karIne paNa kAyaleza sahana karela. mAtra zrAvakane AzrIneja kAcakaleza tapane vicAra kare te "kAyakaleza te lecAdika kaSTa sahana karyA nahIM." tema pAkSika aticAramAM tame belo che ne? lecAdika kaSTamAM mAtra lAca eTale zuM tene te prathama vicAra sthAnAMga sUtramAM daza prakAre leca kahyA che. (1) bhAvaloca - sUtrakAra maharSie nava prakAro jaNAvyA. temAM pAMca prakAre Idriya ane cAra prakAre kaSAya tyAga-te navane bhAvaloca. gaNAvyo. (2) dravyaloca - te keza loca, mAthAnA vALa kheMcI kheMcIne kADhI nAkhavA. -bhAvaloca kaI rIte?-- 0 indriyajya-Idri pAMca prakAre che. spazendriya, rasanendriya dhrANendriya, cakSurindriya, tendriya A pAMce Indriyane jaya kara. yAvat svaviSaya lipso-rakSA samUhasya ceSTyate tuSTau tAvat tasyaiva jaye varataramazaTha kRto yatnaH pitAnA viSayenI Irachuka InidranA samUhanI saMtuSTi mATe jeTale prayatna thAya che teTale prayatna kapaTarahita paNe ene (Indriya samuhane) jItavAmAM thAya te zreSTha che.
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________________ deha dukha' mahAlama 147 prazamaratimAM zlAka 123 mAM vAcakavare umAsvAtijI mahArAjA paNa indriyAne jItavAnI zreSThatA darzAvatA A AAka rajU karI jaNAva che ke indriyAnA jaya karavA joIe. paNa indriya jaya dvArA bhAva loca kaIrIte ? te ApaNe samajavAnuM che. (1)paza indriyane jaDa ane cetana dravyanA sparza tA thavAne. ATha prakAranA sparza jaNAvelA che, halako bhAre, snIgdha rUkSa, zItauSNu, kAmaLa-mUkhacaDA, tamane kemaLa zAnA sparze manamAM ti upajAve che jyAre kharabacaDA paththaranA sparza ati upajAve che tyAre vicAra karavA ke hai jIva ! hAthI mAtra hAthaNInA sparzanI icchAthI dADe che. tyAre zikArIe vacce banAvela khADAmAM paDI jaIne parAdhIna ane che. mATe sparzanA viSayamAM tu Asakti rAkhIza nahIM. . A rIte priya-apriya sparza vakhate rAgI ke dveSI na khanavuM te pahelA bhAvalAca. (ra) rasanA indriya-zAstrakAro pAMca prakAranA rasAnu varNana kare che mIThA, khArI, khATA, tIkhA, kaDavA. tamane mIThuM' bheAjana eTale ke mISTaanna joI jIbhamAM rasa chUTavA lAge ane kaDavuM kaDIyAtuM pItA mAMDhu bagaDIne vAMdarA jevA thai jatu. hAya te| te rasanA viSaya jANavA. tIkhu khAtAM sIsakArA bele ane khArAza AvI jatAM thuM thuM thavA lAgeteA samajavuM ke A lulIbAinA lapalapATa che. bheAjana teA karavu... ja paDaze ane AhAra pANI jIbha upara thaine ja javAnA tyAre te priya-apriya viSayamAM rAga dveSa na thAya te jAgRti rAkhavI ja paDaze. te samaye tame eka ja vicAraNA karo ke he jIva ! kevaLa rasanA lAlace mAchalI khAvAne mATe dADe che, paNa mAchImAre AMTAnI nIce chupAyela kAMTA joI zakatI nathI tenuM kevuM karuNa pariNAma Ave che ? AMTA khAvA jatAM kAMTA lAgI jAya che ne rasanA indriyanI Asakti tene mRtyu sudhI ghasaDI jAya che. mATe rasanAnA viSayamAM tuM Asakta na khana, te khIjo bhAva lAca (3) prANa-indriya-prANa eTale su Mdhavu' te be prakAre eka suga'dha bIjI durgaMdha kayAreka puSpa ke attaranI sugaMdha Avaze te kayAreka vISNA ke tethI paNa kharAma du dha Avaze. tyAre tame vicAro ke he jIva!
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________________ 148 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bhramaro paNa kamaLanI sugaMdhathI lelupa banI tenA para AkarSAya che paNa kamaLa bIDAI jatA keda thayele bhramara sadAne mATe potAnA AyuSyane keda karate jAya che. mATe he jIva! sugaMdha ke durgadha game te dhrANendriya pAse Ave tuM samabhAvamAMja raheje e rIte prANa IndriyanA viSayamAM rAgadveSa na karavo te trIjo bhAva loca. (4) cakSu Indriya-raMga pAMca gaNyA che. dhoLa, kALa, lAla, pILA, nIle. cakSu vaDe jevA dvArA suMdara AkAra ke svarUpavAna paNane joIne prIti pAmavI ke virUpa AkAra joI aprIti thavI te cakSurindriyane viSaya che. tame ene vikAra uttejaka rUpa na Apo paNa bhavya jinAlaya ane jinabiMbanA darzana karAvo. jevAnI rItane badalavI paDaze kemake pataMgIyAne dIva jaIne je umIe ukaLe che te tenA zarIrane kudavA preraNA Ape che paNa AMkhane gamate viSaya jIvane gamatuM nathI eTale zarIrane baLatuM choDI pataMgIyAne jIva cAlyA jAya che. mATe he jIva! cakSurindriyanA viSayamAM rAga dveSa rahita paNane dhAraNa kare te cotho bhAva lAca samaja. (5) zrotra indriya-zabdo traNa prakAre che sacitta acitta mizra jIvaMta prANIone zabda te sacitta. jaDa padArthonA gharSaNathI thato vani te acitta zabda baMnenA mizraNathI utpanna thatA te mizra zabda. zravaNe indriyane te priya zabda joIe che sumadhura zabdo ke saMgIta karNapaTa para athaDAya te mana DolI uThe che. paNa gadheDAne bhukatA sAMbhaLI tIvra aprIti thAya che. tyAre manane samajAvo ke jema haraNe kAnanA viSayamAM DUbI jAya tyAre saMgItanI surAvalI sAthe pAradhInuM chUTeluM bANa paNa tene jAna laIne jAya che. mATe have zabdanA priya-apriyapaNAmAM huM lIna na banatA nilepa rahIza tema nizcaya karo. te pAMcame bhAva lAca. A pAMca prakAre IndriyanA viSaya upara jaya meLavavo te pAMca bhAva leca kahyA. AvI rIte bIjA cAra prakAranA bhAva lecamAM kaSAya tyAgane jaNAve che.
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________________ -- - - - - - - ---- deha dukhaM mahAphalama 149 kaSAyamAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha cArano samAveza thAya che. krodha karatAM mAna kharAba che, mAna karatA mAyA kharAba che. lebha to sauthI kharAba che. kema- cauda guNasthAnakamAM sarva prathama krodha jAya che ane lobha chelle eTale ke dazama guNasthAnake jAya che. cAre prakAranA kaSAyane tyAga kara arthAt tenA upara jaya meLavavA prayatnazIla banavuM tene bhAva loca kahyo. A rIte bhAva locanA nava prakAra gaNAvyA. pAMca Indriyone jaya ane cAra kaSAyane jaya. dazamo dravya loca te keza leca. dravya ane bhAva lAcanI caturbhagIne samajAvatA zAstrakAra mahArAjA jaNAve che ke. (1) keI prathama bhAva loca kare. pachI dravya loca kare, jema bharata cakravatI, valkalaciri vagere daSTAMto suprasiddha che. (2) kaI prathama bhAva keca kare pachI dravya loca karatAM nathI. jema maradevA mAtA RSabhadevanA darzanArthe gayelA hatA tyAM samavasaraNa Adi prabhunI riddhi siddhi joIne bhAvanA bhAvatA bhAvatA kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane tyAM hAthInI aMbADI upara beThA beThA ja marudevA mAtA mokSe gayA eTale teoe dravya loca karyo nahIM. (3) koI prathama dravya loca karI pachI bhAva loca kare. mahApurI ujajayinImAM caMDarudrAcArya eka vakhata padhArelA hatA. eka divasa eka nava pariNIta vaNika yuvaka potAnA mitrothI parivRtta thaIne AvyA. AcArya mahArAjane vaMdana karIne hAsya majAkathI bolyA ke he svAmijI Apa amArA A nava pariNIta mitrane ziSya kare tyAre guru mahArAja mauna rahyA. A rIte be-traNa vakhata majAka karatAM caMDarudrAcAryane koI caDe eTale baLapUrvaka teNe te navapariNIta yuvAnane potAnA ke paga vacce dAbI dIdhuM ane tenA vALane lAca karI nAkhe. hasavAmAMthI khasavuM thaI gayuM. bAkInA mitro te A sthiti joIne bhAgyA. paNa jene dravya loca thayela hatA te yuvAna belyo bhagavana! have ApaNe ahIMthI jaladI bIje sthAne cAlyA jaIe nahIM te mArA-mAtA-pitA tathA svara pakSa taraphathI upadrava thaze.
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________________ 150 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 gurU mahArAja rAtri e javA mATe asakata hatA. tethI nava dIkSita munie gurUdevane khabhe besADayA, tyAMthI vihAra karyo. aMdhArI rAtamAM ucI nIcI bhUmimAM paNa paga mUkAto hato. pariNAme gurU mahArAje kodhita thaI tenA mastaka upara daMDa mAryo. nutana muninA maskatamAMthI lohInI dhArA vahevA lAgI vedanA paNa pArAvAra thatI hatI. manamAM leza mAtra kodha na karatA nutana muni pitAne ja deSa vicAre che. dhikkAra che mane ke meM AvA svAdhyAya sthita gurUne dubhavyA kayAre mukta thaIza A aparAdhathI ? deha dukhaM mahAphalam tyAM ja bhAvathI leca thaI gaye che tevA e munirAja zukala dhyAnanI dhANAe cahrayA ane kevaLajJAna pAmyA. jJAnanA baLe sarvatra prakAza thatAM saraLatAthI cAlavA lAgyA. guru kahe A saMsAramAM daMDa prahAra ja sArUpa che. have ke sIdhuM cAle che? ziSya kahe badhe Apane ja pratApa che. gurUe pUchayuM? vatsa tane kaMI jJAna te nathI thayuM ne? ziSya kahe ApanI kRpAthI te paNa thaI gayuM che. pazcAtApa karatA gurU mahArAje kevalInI pAse aparAdha kSamApanA karatAM teo paNa bhAva vaDe lucita thaI vizuddha dhyAne kevaLI banyA. (4) jeo dravyathI leca kare che paNa bhAvathI loca karatA nathI. tamArI gaNanA zemAM karavAnI? aticAramAM bole che kAyakaleza te lecAdika kaSTa sahana karyA nahIM. AdinI vAta to bAjue rahI leca rUpa kaSTa sahana karo cho ? are ! khabara paNa che ke lagna karAvavA joIe zrAvake ? chatAM TIkA kare che ke phalANu mahArAja lIca karAvatA nathI. dravya loca karAve to paNa sAdhupaNAnuM mahatva samajAze. Adi zabdathI kAussagna vakhate DAMsa maccharanA pariSahamAM sthira rahevuM, dharmakiyA vakhate samatA rAkhavI vagere deha dukhaM mahAphalam samajI kAcakaleza tapa karo ane mokSapathe gati karo eja prArthanA.
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________________ (51) tapa salInatA -zIkhA kaMIka kAcabA pAse iMdia kasAya joe, paDucca saMliNayA muNeyavvA taha ya vivitta cariA, paNNattA viarAgehi indriya kaSAya ane cAgane AzrIne salInatA jaNAvI che. tadruparAMta cAthI vikita carcA salInatA paNa vitarAgeAe kahI che [prarupelI che]. zrAvakanA chatrIza kavyA ne AzrIne teramuM kartavya jaNAvyu tapa. A tapanA bAhya cha bhedamAM chaThTho ane chelle bheda che salInatA paNa saMlInatA eTale zu ? sAmAnya arthamAM sa`lInattA eTale zarIra vagerenuM saMgopana karavuM te. zAstrIya arthAMmAM salInatA eTale " pravRtti saMkeAca" pravRttio kramaza: ghaTADatA javuM te tenuM mukhya svarUpa che. jema kAcA kAI bhaya AvI paDe tyAre badhAM pageAne sa`keAcI laI mAtra DhAla jevA pIThanA bhAga khullA rAkhI besI rahe che. tA tenA para bIjA keAI prANI vagere. humalA karI zakatA nathI, te rIte ApaNe paNa satata bhava bhramaNanA bhaya mAthe dhumI rahyo che, temAMthI khacavu' hAya tA zIrA-ipravRttione sa MkocavI paDaze. tA ja bIjA bhaceAthI dUra rahetA rahetA bhava samudrane pAra pAmI zakAze. kAcamAne najara samakSa rAkheA ane tame zIkhA kaMika kAcabA pAsethI" te salInatA zabdanA artha kharAkhara spaSTa raheze. zlAkamAM jaNAvyA mujaba saMlInatA tapa cAra bhedo vaDe spaSTa karAya che. temAM pUrvArdhamAM traNa bAbatA kahI Indriya, kaSAya ane cAga [azubhayoga], te sarvene pota potAnA viSayAmAM bhaTakatA rokIne sa'kAcI devA arthAt tenI pravRttine sa kAcI ane AtmAnA viSayamAM tene lIna karavA.
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________________ 152 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 kAcamAM azubha viSayAmAM pravRtta Indriya ke manane rokIne zubha pravRtta karavu. jarmanInA eka mahAkavi thaI gayA tenuM nAma "gaTe" "phAusTa" nAmanI tenI kRti e vizvanI eka mahAna kRti gaNAya che. AvA pratibhA saMpanna kavi, jene mahAna banatA pahelA aneka kaDavI TIkA sahana karavI paDelI. jyAre garTanI sarva prathama kRti bahAra paDI tyAre temane ema ke vivecako tenI kRtine vakhANaze. paNa thayuM sAva ulaTu -- vivecakAe kRtinI prazaMsAne badale AkarI TIkA karI. A "kRti" sAhityaka kRti ja na kahevAya evA mata pragaTa thayA. AvI satata TIkA chatAM gaTe cUpa ja rahyA. gaTenA mitrAthI te sahana thayu nahI.. tee garTane kahe tame zA mATe A vivecakone jaDakhAteDa javAma ApatA nathI. gaTe khelyA mArI kalama TIkAnA saNasaNatA javAba ApavA mATe nathI. ugra TIkA karanArAonI jIbha jyAre ApaNane pIDA Ape tyAre pIDAne ja sAMtvanA mAnavI joIe, jema bhramara kAI kutsita phUla upara jaI ne besa teA nathI, tema kavinI kalama paNa kutsita TIkAnA vivAda karavA mATe nathI. A rIte kavi gaTe e peAtAnI kalamanI azubha pravRtti sa`keAcI tA mahAvi banI gayA. ApaNane paNa hAtha-paga maLyA che te game tema calAvavA mATe nahI' paNa saMlInatA mATe che, saMlInasya - saMvRttasya bhAvaH saMlInatA salIna eTale saMvRtta-saMyamI paNAnA je bhAva te salInatA, Indriya-kaSAyA para jaya meLavavA mATe zarIranu saMgeApana karIne rahevuM te ja sa'lInatA, (1) IndriyAne tenA viSayamAMthI pAchI lAvavI te indriya jaya. (2) cAra kaSAyAne udayamAM AvatA rokavA athavA uddayamAM AvelA kaSAyane niSphaLa karavA te kaSAya jaya. (3) aprazasta yAganA nirodha ane prazasta yAganI udIraNA -amalamAM lAvavAnA prayatna te yAga nirAdha
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________________ zIkhe kaMIka kAcabA pAse 153 (4) strI, pazu tathA napuMsakAdi agya saMsargathI rahita zuddha sthAnamAM zayana tathA Asana rAkhavuM te vivikata caryA, A rIte cAra prakAre saMlInatA jaNAvI. saMlInatA tapa karavA mATe cAre bAbatone barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhavI joIe.' caMDakauzika, eka mahAbhayaMkara dRSTi viSa sapa che. AkhA jaMgalamAM koI pharakatuM nathI tenA bhayathI, AvI viSama sthiti chatAM mahAvIra prabhu tyAM jaIne sapane pratibodha kare che, prabhunA vacane pratibodhIta thayelA sapane jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM tyAre prabhune traNa pradakSiNuM daI manathI anazana aMgIkAra karyuM. upazAMta paNAne pAmela sapi ciMtave che ke mArI dRSTimAM viSa raheluM che, te koInA upara na paDo. AvuM ciMtavI aMge pAMganI saMlInatA pUrvaka kAyAnI pravRtti saMkecI daI zaphaDAmAM mukha rAkhI samatArUpI amRtane pIvA lAge. lake paNa tenA saMlInatA tapathI prasanna thaI tene vaMdanA karavA lAgyA. govAlaNe tenA zarIre dhI cepaDavA lAgI. dhInI gaMdha vaDe AkarSAyelI tIkSaNa mukhavALI kIDIoe AvIne sapanuM zarIra cAraNI jevuM karI dIdhuM. e samaye sarparAja caMThakauzike dusaha vedanA sahana karI, chatAM rakhene mArA aMganA halanacalanathI kIDIo pIlAI na jAya tevuM vicArI zarIrane saMkecI rAkhyuM. ahIM teNe mukhyatayA sparza Indriya dvArA Indriya jaya karyo. A kedhathI dhamadhamate sarpa, pUrvanA saMskAra paNa krodhanA ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelA, te badhuM saMkecI daI kodha kaSAyanI mukhyatApUrvaka kaSAya jaya . are huM koNa? A kIDInI zI visAta che ke mane karaDe ! e mAna kaSAya paNa choDaye manane zubhagama prarvatAvI sahastrAra devaleke devatA thayA. je sarpa jevo sapa paNa saMlInatA pUrvaka kAya kalezane sahana kare anazana karI sadagati pAmyo te tamAre paNa saMlInatA tapa karavAne ke nahIM ?
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________________ 154 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 tamArA aticAramAM paNa bele che ke saMlInatA [te aMge pAMga saMkocI rAkhyA nahIM A ja vAya thoDA vistArathI vicAro te- (1) Indriya saMlInatA - pAMca Indriya eTale ke AMkha, kAna, nAka, mukha (jIbha) ke sparzendriya rU5 hAtha paga vagere zarIra jyAre paNa azubha viSaya ke vikAramAM pravRtta thavA lAge tyAre eka kSaNane paNa vilaMba karyA vinA tene rokavuM tene tyAMthI haTAvI zubha kAryomAM pravRtta karavuM. mAnI le ke juI ke camelInA bAga pAse pasAra thayA. phUlanI sugaMdha nAka mATe AkarSaNarUpa banavA lAgI. rastAmAM ukaraDo Avyo. to nAkanuM TeravuM caDI gayuM. A prANa-IndriyanI saMsInatA nahIM karato mohanIyakarma baMdhAvAnuM ja. e ja rIte AMkhoe koI suMdara ke manamehaka rUpa joyuM ane pharI pharIne jevA talapApaDa banI ke keI virUpa ke virodhI mANasane joIne manamAM thavA lAge ke A kyAM atyAre bhaTakANe. A samaye gamAM aNagamA rUpa baMne pravRttinI saMsInatA nahIM karavAmAM Ave te turaMta bhAgadveSanI pravRtti AraMbhAI javAnI. jIbha kayAreka koIne apazabda kahevA mATe gALo devA mATe ke nIMdA karavA mATe saLavaLavA mAMDe, athavA khAvApIvAnI vastu mATe svAda karavA talapApaDa banI jAya tyAre tene je rokavAmAM nahIM Ave te saMlInatA tapane nahIM pAmelI jIhA anartha sarjI besaze. kAna paNa sumadhura saMgIta ane pitAne priya lAgatA zabdo tarapha kheMcAtA hoya che. pratikramaNanA sUtro ke jinezvara vANInA zravaNa samaye tene kuTumba kathAmAM paraparivAdamAM ke anya zabda pudgalo grahaNa karavAmAM pravRtta thavAnuM vadhAre game che. tame tamArI pravRttinI saMlInatA nahI karI zake te vyAkhyAna zravaNa ke pratikamaNa dvArA ke hetu siddha thaze? * chevaTe janamajanamathI AtmA sAthe joDAtI ja rahetI pazaIndriya, nigodathI cauda guNasthAnaka sudhI sAtha ApatI kAyA. A spazandriya komaLa ke priya sparza thatAM jevI uttejanA anubhavavA lAge tyAre jaladI breka lagAvI deje nahIM to tatkALa vAsanAnI
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________________ zIkho kaMIka kAcabA pAse 155 -- khAImAM kudI paDavAnI... hAtha koIne mAravA ke kaMIka cAravA mATe udyata thavA mAMDe tyAre tarata saMlInatA tapane yAda karIne hAthanI pravRtti nahIM roke te banne tarapha dveSa utpanna thaze. paga keIne Thekara mAravA ke kacaDI nAkhavA mATe taiyAra thavA mAMDe tyAre kAcabAne yAda karI le, turaMta dravya saMlInatA yAda AvI jaze ane paga saMkecAI jaze. A rIte IdriyonI saM lInatApUrvaka tapa karI Idriye pI vijaya meLavavo joIe tamA ghandriya prAmane vana ghaTattama prazamaratimAM umAsvAti mahArAje paNa kahyuM ke- "tethI pAMca Indriyone zAna karavAmAM prayatna karavo joIe." anazana udarI karatAM paNa A tapane mukela kahyo che. are ! satyAgamAM mAtra rasanA Inidraya ne ja aMkuzamAM rAkhavAnI che jyAre ahIM pAMca indriyanI pravRttine saMkecI devAnI. jogIdAsa khumANanA jIvananI A vAta 1816thI 1819nA gALAnI che. loko tenA vize eka vAta karatA "ApAne mana nezAnI bhekhaDIyuM ke jIvatI agnI be ca sakhA" bahAravaTe caDelA jogIdAsa tenA sAthI sAthe bAbarIyA dhAra AvI rahyA hatA. jevI navalakhAnA DAmAM ghaDI utArI tyAM pANInA pravAhamAM pIDI pI DI sudhI paga boLIne eka juvAnaDI ubhelI, aDhAreka varSanI haze. zI vAta karavI enA rUpanI jANe hamaNAM enuM rUpa ogALIne pANInA pravAhamAM hAlyu jaze. sAme najara neMdhIe te paNa pApe bhAIe tevuM rUpa, chatAM jogIdAse najara sarakhI nAkhI nahIM. javAnaDIe ghaDInI vAgha jhAlI lIdhI. gheDIe jhabakIne moDhAnI jhaTa dIdhI, jorAvara AdamInuM kAMDu chuTI jAya tevA jezathI sAMkaLa ulALI. paNa juvAnaDI jaDAnI jema coMTI gaI. ApA khumANane acarajane pAra nathI. be hAM hAM bApa! melya melya nIkara ghaDI vagADI de che. bAI eka ja raTa laI beThI che. have na meluM jogIdAsa. tArA zurAtana para oLadhoLa thaI bhaTaku chuM. jogIdAse ghaNuM samajAvyuM. tArA bApa pAse paiso na hoya to huM paraNAvI dauM. mAre mana mArI dIkarI kamarabhAI ke tuM baMne sarakhA, chatAM te svarUpavAna bAI na mAnI
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________________ 1pa abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - te bhAlAnI buTa e jobanavaMtI bAInA hAtha upara phaTakArI jogIdAsa cAlyo gayo. sUraja sAMkhe nIma lIdhuM ke A AMkhethI kadI paranArIne jaIza nahIM. chatAM Apa ekadI nImanuM esANa bhUlI gaye. gharanI AI dIkarI yAda AvI gaI, tenI yAdanA jhoke caDhelA Apa panIhArInA mukha joI rahyo, manamAM vikAra nahoto thaye te paNa AMkhe maracAnI bhUkI bAMdhI sUI gaye. - A ja jogIdAsa retInI pathArI ane patharanA ozIke premathI poDhI jato hato. joke kahetA ke ApAne nerAnI bhekhaDuM ke astrI mAM kaMI taphAvata na hatA. te pathara jue ke astrI tenI anA bhAva kadI na badalAtA. A thaIIdriya saMlInatA. zAstrakAroe paNa sAmAyika ke dezAvagAsika trata mukyuM. temAM eka prakAre A saMsInatAnI tAlIma ja levAnI che. (2) kaSAya saMlInatA-bIjI kavAya saMlInatA. udayamAM AvelA kaSAne nAza karavA ane udayamAM nahIM AvelA kaSAyane nISphaLa banAvavA. pahelAM to kaSAnuM svarUpa samajavuM paDaze. kemake krodhAdi kaSAyane badale koIne ja kaSAya mAnIne besI gayA chIe. jenAthI saMsAra vadhAro thAya te kaSAya. tenA cAra mukhya bheda jaNAze. krodha-mAna-mAyA-DAbha. dhanuM svarUpa bahudhA pragaTa manAya che, paNa manamAM saMgharI rAkhelo bhayaMkara rASa e paNa krodha kaSAyanuM suSupta rUpa ja che. mAtra te kramazaH pragaTa thAya che athavA kyAreka mAyA rUpe AvirbhAva pAme che. tethI krodha kaSAyanA abhAvane bhrama upaje che. mAna - abhimAnI vyakti paNa ghaNuM kharuM parakhAI jatI hoya eTale mAna kaSAyanuM svarUpa paNa oLakhavuM vizeSa muzkela nahIM bane. kaSAyamAM mAyA ane lebha be vicAraNIya bheda che. kemake mAyAvI ane lAbhI te baMnene kaSAyane vadhu udaya che te vAta ApaNe samajyA ja nathI. A bAbate bagalAnuM udAharaNa prasiddha che. bagale e jANe mAyAnA pratika same ja lAge che. nadImAM vacce pANImAM eka page ubhelA bagalo jANe dhyAnamAM lIna hoya tevuM lAge. paNa jevuM mAchaluM pasAra
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________________ zI kaMIka kAcabA pAse 1pa7 thAya ke turaMta cAMcamAM pakaDI leze. A to eka pratika che, bAkI have mAyA kaSAya vadhatuM ja jAya che. eka daherAsarajImAM bapore 11 thI 11-30nA vacce roje roja eka sattara aDhAra varSanI chokarI darzana karavA Ave. majAnA stavano gAtI hAya, kyAreka to tene kaMTha upAzraya sudhI saMbhaLAya. amAre gocarIne samaya che-traNa vakhata thayuM vAha A bahena to bahu bhAvika lAge che. thoDAM divase khabara paDI ke bahene ghaNAM badhAM bhAva pragaTa karavA mATe ja daherAsaranuM sthaLa pasaMda kareluM hatuM. te mATe ja bahena ahIM kalAka-doDha kalAka pasAra kare che. vaLI pAchA temanA pitAjI tyAMnA saMghanA agragaNya TrasTI. AvI pravRttio spaSTarUpe mAyA ja che. tene kaI kaSAya samajo cho kharA? mAyA dhIme dhIme eTalI zuMTAI jAya che ke pachI jIva pote paNa mAyA kare che te vAta samajI zakato nathI. keza leca mUla dhAraNuM suNe saMtAjI bhUmi sacyA tyAga guNavaMtAjI sakala sukara che sAdhune suNo saMtAjI duSkara mAyA tyAga bhagavaMtAjI A zabda che nyAya vizArada mahepAdhyAya vijayajI mahArAjAnA, teoe mAyAno tyAga keTalI hade duSkara gaye haze vicAraje. vaLI mAyA eTalI hade vaNAI jAya che ke bIjuM pApasthAnaka mRSAvAda sAthe joDAI jaIne sattaramuM mAyA mRSAvAda pApasthAnaka dhAraNa thaI jAya che. chelle the kaSAya mukyo lAbha. 0 lebha chello kema muka? kaSAyanA cAra bheda che. anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnI, pratyAkhyAnI saMjavalana A cAre prakAre kodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha gaNatAM kula soLa bheda kaSAyanA thayA. temAM saMjavalana lAbha kaSAyane kSaya athavA upazama sauthI chelle thAya che, mATe lebha chello mukyo. AvA kaSAyo ane tyAM sudhI udayamAM na Ave ane udayamAM Ave te tene niSphaLa banAvavA tenuM nAma kaSAya saMlInatA.
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________________ 158 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jema vastu ke kIrti meLavavA mATe lobha rAkhave ja nahI arthAt labha kaSAyanI pavRttine saMkeca karI devo te kaSAyane anudaya samaja. chatAM baMgalA ke meTarane lebha jAge te nirlobhatAnA ciMtana thakI te vRttine DAmI de. manane samajAvI de ke lobha e pApanuM mULa kahyuM che. aDhAra pApanA sthAnakanuM sevana karo tyAre pisa Ave che. pApa aDhAra sevIne re lAve pise eka pApanA bhAgI ke nahIM re khAvAvALA aneka saubhAgI zrAvaka sAMbhaLo dharmasajajhAya. A rIte tatvanI vicAraNA karI zrAvaka kaSAya pravRtti saMkecI saMlInatA rUpa tapa kare. (3) coga saMlInatA - mana vikRta vicAronA pradezamAM jyAre uDavA mAMDe, vANI gandI vAte karavA mATe udhAmA karatI hoya ke kAyA kharAba ke ahitakara pravRtti cA ceSTAmAM pravRtta thavA thanaganatI hoya tyAre mana-vacanakAyAne vegone rokI kuzaLa yegamAM pravartAvavA te yaMga saMlInatA. eka aitihAsika prasaMga che. mane yoganA azubha pravartanane keTale aMze saMkoca karyo haze te samajavA suMdara udAharaNa rUpa che. te divasa I. sa. 1837 nI sAla cAlatI hatI. cAMparAjavALe caroDAnI jelamAM hatA. ghaNA divasa thayA. jelara sAheba dekhAtA na hatA. cAMparAjavALAe pUchyuM kema bhAI ! hamaNAM A jela sAheba kema dekhAtA nathI? enI maDhamane peTa pIDA upaDI che - kema? ' are bApaDIne cha AvavAne samo thaI gya che. paNa A Avela hovAthI chuTake thatuM nathI moTATA gerA sarajanee paNa hAtha dhaI nAkhyA che. bApa! jelanA daregA maDhe A vAta sAMbhaLI cAMparAjavALo kaMIka manomana vicArI be emAM gorA sarajananuM kAma nahIM, mArI davA che, paNa I kare che?
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________________ zIkho kaMIka kAcabA pAse 1pa9 daragAe jaI sAhebane vAta pUgADI dIdhI. sAba eka kAThIyAvADI kedI che te ADA bhAMgavAnI davA jANe che. aMgrejane ajAyabIne pAra na rahyo, paNa Dubate mANasa taraNuM jhAle tema teNe cAMparAjavALAne belA, cAMparAjavALo kahe mane eka talavAra, eka ghIne dIva eka dhUpa ane mALA cAra vastu laI nadI kAMThe javA dyo. cAMparAjavALAe jaLAzayane kAMThe jaI nAhI dheAI dhotIyuM paherI ghI dIva ane dhUpa karyA. mALA laI prabhAte sUraja sAme hAtha joDayA. he sUrajadAdA! mArI pAse kaMI davA nathI paNa je Aja sudhI manathI paNa meM kadI paranArIno saMka95 na karyo hoya te maDhamabenanuM ADuM bhAMgIne tArA choruMnI lAja rAkhaje, bApa ! nIkara A talavAra peTamAM parovIne marI jaIza. ATaluM bolI pitAnI nALI peI. dhaNanuM pANI daregA sAthe maDhamane kahyuM. cAMparAje ughADI talavAre jApa Adaryo. eka-be-traNa mALA pheravI te bhegAM te mANase doDatA AvyA. cAMparAjabhAI maDhamane chuTakAro thaI gaye. raMga che tArI davAne. maDhamanI vinavaNIthI cAMparAjavALAnI janamaTIpa rada thaI Avo bahAravaTIye mANasa chatAM vikArI vAsanAnA bhAvathI manane keTaluM pAchuM vALyuM haze. A ja rIte vacana ane kAyAnA ganI saMlInatA paNa thaI zake che. (4) vivikta caryA - saMlInatA tapanuM parizIlana cAle che. temAM Idriya saMlInatA, kaSAya saMlInatA ane ga saMlInatA rUpa traNa bheda joyAM te te zrAvakane barAbara lAgu paDI zake che. paraMtu A vivikata caryA rUpa saMlInatA tapa vizeSe karIne sAdhusAdhvIne lAgu paDe che. strI-napuMsaka-pazu vagere na hoya tevA sthAnamAM rahevuM jethI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa na paDe. saMlInatA rUpa tapanI sAghanA mATe A cAra prakAranA caraNo darzAvyA. chatAM dravya saMlInatA samajavA mATe ApaNe sau prathama joyA mujaba kAcabAnuM udAharaNa apAya che.
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________________ 160 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 kAcabe sthaLacara ane jaLacara bane prakAranuM prANI che. keTalAMka kAcabA pANImAM ja rahetA hoya che ane keTalAMka jaMgalanA kAcabA hoya che. paNa A baMne jAtanA kAcabAnI eka mukhya vizeSatA che ke keIpaNa prakArane bhaya utpanna thAya tyAre ane sahaja sthitimAM paDyA hoya tyAre potAnA badhAM page saMkecIne besI jAya che athavA paDyA rahe che. tyAre dUrathI ke najIkathI mAtra tenI DhAla dekhAya che. DhAla sivAya ne zarIrane keIpaNa bhAga na dekhAya. are tenuM meTuM zuddhA DhAla nIce chupAvI dIdheluM hAya. pachI te DhAla upara game te AkramaNa Ave ke vAvAjhoDA pasAra thaI jAya paNa kAcabo tyAM sthira ja paDe che. - saMlInatAmAM zarIranuM saMgApana ke saMkeca karavAnI vAta karI te A kAcabAne AdhAre jaNAvI che, tema mAnazo te paNa saMlInatA taya samaja saraLa banI jaze. tame tamArA manane ane Idriyane viSaya tathA kaSAyamAMthI pAchuM kheMcI le eTale ke te taraphanI pravRttine kAcabA paga saMkece tema saMkecI le. basa pachI ApoApa azubha ga nivRtta thaI jaze. AzravanA dvAre baMdha thaI jaze. bhaya ke AkramaNa dUra thatA jema kAcabo gati kare che tema AzravAdi AkramaNa dUra thatAM nirjarAnA mArge gati kare te tapanA nirvA ceya saphaLa thavAnuM ja che. paNa A badhuM bane kyAre? "zIkhe kaMIka kAcabA pAse parizIlananuM manana maMthana kare tyAre parama kRpALu paramAtmA munisuvrata svAmInA darzanArthe jyAM ane jyAre padhAro tyAre tenA laMchanA sAme jarUra joje, tenuM laMchana che kAcabe. muni suvata jina vIsamAM kacchapanuM laMchana A kAcabA pAse dravya saMsInatAnI preraNA meLavI bhAva saMlInatA tapa thakI bAhya tapanI caramasimAne pAmo te ja zubhecchA.
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________________ (52) tapa-pAyazcita -pApa chedana prakriyA pAyacchitta' viNao veyAvacca taheva sajjhAo jhANa' usagI vi a anmi'tarao to hAi tapanA bAra bheda zAstrakAra maharSie jaNAvelA che. cha bAhya-cha atyaMtara temAM prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, sajajhAya, dhyAna ane utsarga e cha atyaMtara tapanA bheda che. jemAM mAnasika kriyAnI pradhAnatA hoya, mukhyapaNe bAhya dravyanI apekSA na rAkhatuM hoya, bIjAo vaDe je pratyakSa pramANathI dekhI zakAya tevuM na hoya tene atyaMtara tapa kahe che. temAM mukhya be zabda che. Ama + aMtara aMtara prati ke aMtara sanmukha je tapa karAya che, athavA te AMtara zuddhi mATe je tapanuM prayojana che tene atyaMtara tapa kahevAya. je tapane prathama bheda che prAyazcita- 0 prAyazcita eTale zuM? pApa chedana prakriyA sAmAnya arthamAM je tapa pApane chede athavA cittane vizuddha kare te prAyazcita tapa kahevAya. vizeSa arthamAM kahIe te lIdhelA vratamAM thayelA pramAdajanita denuM jenA vaDe zodhana karI zakAya te prAyazcita. prAyonAma tapaH prokta' cittaM mAnasa mucyate tapo mAnasa zuddhArtha prAyazcitta mitIryate rAja : tapane kahevAya che ane vitta ne artha mAnasa thAya che. tethI mAnasa [antara] nI zuddhine mATe je tapa karAya che te ja prAyazcita kahevAya. 11
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________________ 162 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 prAyazcita tapa pApanA maLane dhovA mATe ane AtmA para lAgelA pApanA ghAne sApha karavA mATe che. kuMDalAnA thaDamAM araThIlA nAme gAma hatuM tyAM senaza bATI nAmano cAraNa rahetA hatA. pAse kAMkaca gAmamAM vesUra gela nAme sonarA bATane sago sALo rahe. bane cAraNane garAsa paNa sAro hatuM ane eka meka pratye heta-prIta paNa khUba ja. sanarA bATIe eka vakhata vesUra gelavAne potAne tyAM goTha karavA bAlAvela hate vesUrane cAra varSano dIkaro pIThAza paNa sAthe AvavA taiyAra thaye, tene ema ke huM paNa phUInA ghera AvuM to ? pIThAze sasalAne paNa sAthe lIdhuM. kemake tenA bApane mana sasalo paNa bIje dIkare ja hatuM. pIThAza tene bhAI kahIne ja belAve. keI bagIcAmAM goTha thatI hatI. sasalo kRNa kRNAM taraNuM carate pharI rahyo hato. pIThAza ane tene bApa vesUra gelo kyAMka ADAavaLAM thaI gayelA. sasalAne pharate joIne pIThAzanA phuA sanarA bATInA meDhAmAM te pANI chuTavA mAMDayuM. teNe sasalAne pakaDI lIdhe. tyAM ne tyAM halAla karIne masAlAdAra zAka banAvI nAkhyuM. badhAM TesathI jamyA. jevI sAMja paDIne judA paDavAnuM TANuM thayuM, tyAre cAra varSanA pIThAzane yAda AvyuM ke mAre sasale kayAMya dekhAtA nathI. pIThAze pUchyuM vesura gelavAne, bApu ! bhAI kyAM? AjubAju jue che. sasalo dekhAto nathI. sanarAbATIe pUchayuM kone zuM che ? sura gelo kahe are A pIThAza sasale laIne Ave tene he... are bhAI! sasale te tamArA peTamAM paDI gaye. pIThAza te bhAI bhAI karate mAMDayo raDavA. vesura gela paNa gaLagaLa thaI gaye. bolacAla vadhI gaIne sanarAbATIe tyAMne tyAM pIThAzanA bApane mArI nAkhe. ghera jaI cAraNyane vAta karI, tArA bhAIne mArIne Avyo chuM. cAraNe sAMbhaLI lIdhuM, tyAre te kaMI bolI nahIM paNa manamAM gAMTha vALIne besI rahI.
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________________ pApa chedana prakriyA 163 phUAnI bIke pIThAza bhAgyo. sIdhe mA pAse mA ne vAta karI. mA tene laI sIdhI pahoMcI mevADamAM citoDa gAme. dIkarAne mATe karyo. cAraNane dIkare che, sarasvatI jIbhe AvIne vasI che, citoDanA darabAramAM pIThAza kavitA kare che ane citoDanA rANA tenI eka eka kavitA para Dole che tyAre tenI mAnI AMkhamAMthI daDa-daDa AMsuDA paDe che. dIkaro pUche che, mA! "tuM mArI kavitAthI khuza nathI thatI? tane raDavuM kema Ave che mA??" | bhUlI gaye beTA? tArA bApanuM vera? piThAza tarata kAThIyAvADa AvyuM, araThIlA gAme. buDhaDha phUo ane pheI eka oraDAmAM sutA che. saheja aMguThe dabAvIne phUIne jagADI. hAthamAM khaga jevuM phUI belI AvI pahoMce bApa pIThAza! le have kenI vATa joI hyo che? lagAva, e ja tArA bApano mAratala che. basa eka ja ghA karyo pIThAzane kAma pUruM karyuM. phUI belI khabara che beTA, mAthe mArA be sAvajha beThA che. hamIra ane nAgAjaNa, have bhAgavA mAMDa. pIThAza bhAgye pAcho rAjasthAnamAM savAra sudhI cAraNa dhaNanuM lohI taraboLa mAthuM joI abela rahI. savAre moM DhAMkI mAMDayu revA. A te cAraNIne vilApa, muMgA jhADavAne ya revaDAvI de hamIra-nAgAjaNa deDyA nIce. bApanuM thIjI gayeluM lohI joyuM. te have bahu thayuM mA, A badhAM DhoMga revA de. nakI pIThAza AvIne bhAgya lAge che, raMga che mA taneya ! sagA ghaNane vetarAvI nAMkhyuM. ' mA kahe dIkarA! hAu kara, eka dI I cherAne bApe Ama ja mue te. traNa varahane hato. I che te dI ! bApanA maLadA para gAya vanyAnuM vAchaDuM rUe tema pake piMke roye te, bApa to saMdhAcanA sarakhAM beTA! bAkI hajI baLa bharyuM hoya te citoDa kyAM AdhuM che? rAvaLanA veze hamIra ane nAgAjaNa beya citoDa AvyA. sIdhe
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________________ che paNa mArI rAte cAra vANI. cAkI rAte cuDalI 164. abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 pIThAzanI DelIe utAre karyo. pIThAzanA ekalA paDavAnI rAha jue che paNa kadI pIThAza ekale paDatuM nathI. rAta dI" ujAgarA veThe che. eka gojhArI rIte cAraNa para pitAnI kavitA DhoLI rahyo hato tyAre ocIMtI ja cAraNanI cuDalI naMdavANuM. cAraNa mane hamaNAM hamaNAM cuDalI lAvI de. ghaNuM samajAvyuM pIThAze, aDadhI rAte cuDalI ne maLe. cAraNInA ati AgrahathI bahAra nIkaLe. ekale bhALIne rAvaLanA veze rahelA hamIra ane nAgAjaNa paNa bhegA hAlyA, maNIyArAnI dukAna kholAvI cuDalI lIdhI, paNa aMdhArI rAte rAvaLabhAIonA duhA sAMbhaLI . keNa tame? bApa! hamIra ane nAgajaNa AvI pahoMcyA bApa ! bhAI! cAraNya cUDInI vATa jeze. je bharoso paDato hoya te cUDI daI AvuM, nahIM te cAraNya jhurI jhUrIne maraze bApa! nAgAjaNa te taiyAra na thaye paNa hamIranA veNe pIThAzane javA dIdhe. ghera pahoMcI cAraNyane cUDI dIdhI. savAra sudhI paherI le tuM ! bheru AvI pahoMcyA che, huM hAlyo. paha cIMtharIyA mahAdeva, A te cAraNanI jIbha hatI temAM phera na thAya. pAchaLa be dheDA ane manekha dekhANuM. hamIre rADa pADI, pIThAza! A zuM vizvAsaghAta. keNa che pAchaLa? nirdoSa cahere pIThAze pAchaLa joyuM. tyAM te cAraNI lagolaga AvIne ubhI rahI. cAraNuM belI, cAraNa! AnuM kAMI pApa kahevAya. te enA bApane mAryo te tane phuIe bhAgavA puro same Apela. A bicArA deDI doDIne keTaluM pagaze? vAMhe citeDanAasavAre chuTaze pachI AnuM zuM thAze? T le bApa! hAlo, tameya kAma patAvIne jhaTa cheDe caDI jAo. mAMDe bhAgavA, rAta vItavA mAMDI che. pIThAza-hamIra-nAgAjaNa traNeya pattharanA putaLA jevA thaI gayA. hamIrane nAgAjaNa page paDI gayA cAraNane. mAmA kUInA bhAyuMnI AMkho bhIMjAI gaI, pIThAzane bAthamAM laI khUba reyA khUba royA,
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________________ pApa chedana prakriyA 165 Aja sAcuM prAyazcita. prAyazcitanuM saMskRta saMskaraNa che. pAchinna eTale ke pApa chedana prakriyA TuMkamAM prAyazcita e pApane dUra karanArI ekajAtanI kriyA che. je mana ke AmAmAM rahelA malina bhAvane dUra kare che. - pitA dvArA thayelA aparAdhanI ke doSonI zuddhi prAyazcita tapa dvArA thAya che. prAyazcitanuM kAraNa jaNAvatA jJAnI puruSo e lakhyuM akurvan vihita karma nindita ca samAcaran prasaktazcendriyArtheSu prAyazcittIyate naraH zAstra vihita karmo nahIM karavAthI, nindrita karmonA AcaraNathI ane IndriyonA viSayamAM Asakta thavAthI mANasa prAyazcitane bhAgI bane che. prAyazcitano artha ane AvazyaktAnI vizeSa spaSTatA karavA mATe tenA daza prakArone jaNAvelA che - dasavihe pAyacchite pannate ta' jahA-AloyaNArihe 1paDikkamaNArehe 2 tadubhayArihe 3 vivegArihe 4 viusaggArihe 5 tavArihe 6 chedArihe 7 mUlArihe 8 aNavaThThappArihe 9 pAra ciyArihe 10 Aja prakArone tatvArtha kAra umA svAti vAcake adhyAyaH navanA bAvIsamAM sUtramAM guMthatA lakhyuM ke, bAvana pratimAma takumaya viveka vyutsarga tapazcheda parihAropasthApanAni (1) Alecana (2) pratikamaNa (3) tadubhaya-te bane (4) viveka (5) vyutsarga (6) tapa (7) cheda (8) parihAra (9) upasthApana. zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM darzAvelA daza bheda ane tatvArthanA nava bhedamAM prathama sAta te samAna ja che. mAtra parihAra ane upasthApanA ne badale tyAM mULa-anavasthApya ane pArAcika e traNa prakAro darzAvela che. nedha - [ vartamAna kAle chellA be prAyazcitane viccheda che. kema ke cauda pUrvane viccheda thatA te baMne prAyazcita paNa viccheda pAme che.] vyavahAramAM tamAro eka anubhava haze ke keTalIka vastu pANIthI sApha thAya che. keTalIka vastu sAbuthI dhovAya che, kaI vastu mATI ke rAkha dhasIne sApha thAya che ane koI vastune zuddha karavA tapAvavI paDe che,
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________________ 166 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra prAyazcitanA A badhAM prakArA darzAvyA te badhAMnA hetu tA citta nA zuddhikaraNanA ja che. paNa jema alaga alaga vastunI saphAI karavA mATe alaga agala padArthonA upayoga karAya che. tema judA judA doSa mATe prAyazcita paNa judI judI rIte apAya che. (1) AleAcanA prAyazcita :- gurU samakSa nikhAlasa bhAve potAnA doSa pragaTa karavA te AlAcanA prAyazcita, tenA traNa tabakkA che. (1) Atma nindA eTale ke pazcAtApa. (2) ata nirIkSaNa yAne AlAcanA. (3) ha-gurU sAkSIe aparAdhAne ekarAra karavA. kayAreka mAhavaza vyaktI kaIka bhUla karI bese paNa pachI tenA manamAM te bhUla ke aparAdha mATe duHkha thavA lAge eTale pazcAtApa kare, aMtaranuM nirIkSaNa kare pachI guru mahArAja pAse jai pAtAnI hRdaya vyathAne rajU kare, tyAre gurU mahArAja je prAyazcita Ape te grahaNa kare. te mujaba upavAsa-svAdhyAya Adi tapa kare. kadApi AlAcanA levA jatAM mArgomAM ja AyuSya pUrNa thatAM mRtyu pAme tA paNa tene ArAdhaka jANavA. kemake pa`camAMga zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che ke-- AlAjaNA pariNao samma sauMpaTTio gurusagAse jai aMtarAtri kAla karijja jai ArAhao tahavi AlAyA pariNata [AlAcanA levAne tatpara thayelA guru pAse javAne samyak prakAre saMprasthita thayA heAya eTale ke mALe paDayA hAya tevA muni kadApi mArgamAM kALa kare te paNa te ArAdhaka gaNAya che. kemake AvAcanAnI IcchA tA jyAre meAkSanA sanmukha bhAve prabaLa vIyanA ullAsa thAya tyAre ja thaI zake che. (2) pratikramaNa prAyazcita : pApathI pAchA pharavu ane pharIthI pApa na karavAnA IrAdAthI mithyAduSkRta ApavuM te pratikramaNa prAyazcita. je doSonuM mAtra pratikramaNa karavAthI ja chuTakArA maLe athavA zuddha thaI zake tene pratikramaNa prAyazcita kahe che.
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________________ pApa chedana prakriyA jinazAsanamAM pApanA pratikamaNane avazya kartavya gaNeluM che. sADI traNaso gAthAnA stavanamAM bIjI DhALanI aDhAramI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che. - mULa pade paDikkamaNuM bhADuM, pApa taNuM aNu karavuM re, zakti bhAva taNe abhyAse te jasa athe varavuM re. tethI ja ubhayakAla patikamaNa Avazyaka karavAnuM pharajiyAta kahyuM. kALabhede prAyazcita traNa prakAre kahyuM che. (1) bhUtakALamAM lAgelA doSonI AlocanA. (2) vartamAnamAM lAgatA doSothI saMvara dvArA bacavuM. (3) bhAvimAM thanArA doSonuM pratyAkhyAna karavuM. jema aImuttA munie mAtra ATha varSanI UMmare dIkSA lIdhI hatI. anya sthavira munivara sAthe IMDila bhUmi gayA hatA. zaucAdi kiyA karI bahAra ubhA hatA. tyAM pUve varasAda AvelA hovAthI pANInA khAbocIyA bharelA hatA. badhAM bALako potAnI nAva tarAvatA hatA, te joI aImuttA muni paNa potAnuM pAtra tarAvavA lAgyA. bIjA munine AvatA joIne bolyA juo juo! mArI nAva kevI tarI rahI che? tyAre sthavira munie samajAvyuM ke ApaNe A rIte virAdhanAne doSa lAge. aImuttA muni jyAre IyiAvahI rUpa pratikramaNa karI rahyA hatAM tyAre sUtroccAra samaye ghaNI vA maTTI zabda bolatAM bolatAM prAyazcitanI dhArAe caDyA. lAja ghaNI manamAMhI upanI, samosaraNa me AyA re, IriyAvahI paDikamate aImutto, dhyAna zukala mana bhAye re, kevaLa jJAna tihAM upanya dhana dhana muni aImutto re, zuddha ane cAritra pALIne te muni mugate pahete re muni pitAnA doSanI niMdA-gaha karatA bhAvanAnI vizuddhi cakI karmakSaya karI kevaLa jJAna pAmyA. A che pratikramaNa prAyazcitanI sArthakatA pApa chedana prakriyAnI phaLa siddhi. micchAmikakaDama" khare bhAva ja pratikamaNanI sAthe ktA che. jema mRgAvatI ane caMdana pALA kevaLI thayA tyAM micchAmi dukkaDamarUpa pratikramaNa e ja pAye hato.
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________________ 168 abhinava upadeza prAsAda(3) tadubhaya prAyazcita :- je pApa sevyu hoya te guru samakSa pragaTa karavuM ane gurudevanI AjJApUrvaka pratikramaNa karI mithyA duSkata devuM. te AlocanA ane pratikramaNa banne hovAthI tadubhaya ke mizra prAyazcita kahevAya. (4) viveka prAyazcita - akalpanIya AhAra vagere grahaNa thayA pachI sadeSa che te khyAla Ave tyAre tyAga karavo te viveka prAyazcita. zrAvakanA pakSe samajAvavA mATe kahIe to koI zrAvake phAgaNa cAturmAsa bAda nakakI karyuM ke me abhakSya che mATe have kAtIka pUNamA sudhI tyAga kare. jyAre jamavA bese tyAre jue che ke bhajanamAM peMDA-baraphI vagere mIThAImAM uparathI pastA badAma Adi me chAMTelo che. te tyAM viveka prAyazcita mujaba zuddhikaraNa mATe zrAvaka uparathI mevAne kADhIne alaga karI de, pachI bilakula mevA rahita thaI gayela peMDA-baraphI vagere vApare. - (5) vyutsaga prAyazcita - vyutsarga eTale ekAgratApUrvaka kAyA ane vacananA vyApArane nirodha karavuM te. je prAyazcita sAmAnyathI bhojana, laghunIti, vaDInIti saMbaMdhe hoya che. jemake tame pauSadha karyo che ane mAtra javAnuM thayuM te tamAre AvIne iriyAvahI pratikramaNa karatA pacIsa zvAsocchavAsa pramANu [eka logassa kAryotsarga karavuM jarUrI che tene vyutsaga prAyazcita kahyuM. - (6) tapa prAyazcita - bAhya tapa vaDe gratAdimAM lAgelA deSanI zuddhi karavI te tapa prAyazcita. vratAdimAM lAgelA doSane AzrIne prAyazcitanI vAta zrAvakoe khAsa samajavA jevI che, kemake je rIte tharmomITara vaDe tAva mApIne tAvanI eAchI vattI DIgrI mujaba davA gaLI apAya, tevI rIte thayela deSanI DIgrI nakakI karI prAyazcita apAya che. deSanA prakAra cAra che :(2) tatrama- vrata bhaMgane IrAde ke vicAraNA karavI te atikrama doSa. (2) vyatima - vrata bhaMga mATe pravRta thAya te. (3) tivAra - vrata bhaMga mATenI sAmagrI ekaThI karI le athavA vratabhaMga mATe eka kadama uThAvI paNa le to aticAra kahevAya.
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________________ pApa chedana prakriyA (4) anAcAra - sarvathA vrata bhAMge te anAcAra. zrAvakanA prathamatrata saMbadhi prAyazcitamAM tapane jaNAvatA lakhyuM ke- dA.ta. mAtra pANIne gALe nahIM ane snAna mAM upayoga kare te athavA garama kare te traNa upavAsane tapa prAyazcita mAM Ave. (menI gAka levA nIkaLavAnuM hoya ane lIlA ghAsa para bese athavA cAle to eka upavAsa. kadI A jhINI jhINI vAta vicArI che tame? ke tabIyata sudhare athavA na paNa sudhare bAkI eka eka upavAsa te roja mAthe lAgI ja jAvAne. eka govALe bAvaLanA kAMTAmAM "jU" parovI mArI nAkhelI hatI. upadeza prAsAdamAM tenI kathA varNavatA lakhyuM che ke prAyazcita karyA vinA mRtyu pAmanAra te govALane ekaso ATha bhava suDIe caDIne maravAne vAre AvyuM. bIjA aNuvrata saMbadhe prAyazcita ne che ke dA.ta. koI zrAvaka bIjAne zrApa Ape "alyA tAruM nakhkhoda jAya" ATaluM vAkya bole te eka upavAsanuM prAyazcita samajI levAnuM. maricinA bhavanuM udAharaNamAM te keTaluM prasiddha che. eka mAtra asatya vacananuM uccAraNa karyA bAda AlocanA na karI te anate. saMsAra vadhAryo ke jenI gaNanA bhAva gaNatarImAM paNa zAstrakAroe na karI. trIjA vrata saMbaMdhi prAyazcita jaNAvatA eka daSTAnna ApyuM ke dANacorI karanArane jadhanyathI purImarUDha tapa Ave. dhavala zreSThI ke je adatta grahaNa karavAmAM Asakta banelo ane rAjanuM dANa cukavyuM na hatuM tene te teja bhavamAM sAtame mALethI paDI potAnI charIthI ja mRtyu pAmavAne vakhata Avyo. cothA vrata saMbaMdhe taddana sAmAnya DhIMgalA DhIMgalIne paraNAvavA jevI bALa ceSTAnuM paNa eka purImaDha jeTaluM prAyazcita kahyuM. lakSamaNe AryA eTale AjathI eMsI covIzI pUrvenuM A pAtra; eMzI covIzImAM cAlIza kAlacakra purA thaI jAya. utkRSTa saMyama pAlana karI rahelA hatA lakSamaNa sAdavajI. cAtarmAsamAM sUryanI AtApanA letA letA tenI najara acAnaka paDI kAma krIDA karI rahelAM cakalA-kalI yugala para, manamAM kAma vikArono uddabhava thaye. are re ! prabhue AnI chUTa kema nahIM ApI hoya ?
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________________ 1170 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 manomana samAdhAna karyuM lamaNe AryAe, bhagavAna te avedi che. adi prabhune sadinA sukha duHkhanI zuM khabara paDe? eTalA mATe ja prabhue brahmacaryane sarvAdhika mahattva ApyuM che. e rIte teNIe tIrthakaranI AzAtanA avahelanA karI. - thoDI vakhatamAM sAdhvIjInI vicAradhArA palaTANI. arere meM A zuM vicAryu? vItarAga paramAtmA te sarvajJa-sarvadazI che. tene vaLI zuM pakSa hoya? mehanIya karmavaza banI meM ja avaLI vicAraNA karI. teNIe prAyazcita levA mATenI tIvra ane bhAva sAthe je paga upADa ke pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo. basa kAMTa vAgatA ja manamAMthI saraLatA cAlI gaI ane kAMTA rUpI za0e mAyA zalyanuM svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM. guruNIjIne pUchayuM ke je kaI kAmavAsanA saMbaMdhe AvuM ciMtavana kare to prAyazcita zuM Ave? prAyazcita jANyA bAda lamaNA AryAe te rIte prAyazcita cukavavA bAhya tapanA AraMbha karyo. 0 daza varSa paryata vigaI rahita paNe chaThTha, aThThama, cAra upavAsa, pAMca upavAsa 0 be varSa paryanta upavAsa tapa. 0 be varSa bhejana vaDe paNa vigaI rahita. 0 seLa varSa mAsakSamaNa tapa. 0 vIsa varSa sudhI AyaMbila tapa. A rIte kula pacAsa varSIya tapa karyo paNa mAyA za0 yukta hovAthI niSphaLa gayo. pAMcamAM aNuvrata saMbaMdhe navamAMthI eka paNa parigrahane niyama bhAMge te jaghanyathI purimaDha. mULa guNanI mAphaka uttaguNa rUpa sAta vratomAM paNa Aja rIte prAyazcitane adhikAra che. je upadeza prAsAdamAM zrI lakSmI sUrijI mahArAje saMgrahita karyo che. - zrAvaka A rIte deSa nivAraNa mATe AlocanAdika prAyazcita karI zuddha thaIne pApa chedana prakriyAmAM kamaza: AgaLa vadhate mekSa mArgane sAdhaka bane. e ja atyaMtara tapanA prathama caraNanI sArthaktA-
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________________ (53) tapa-vinaya -namanathI mukti viNao sAsaNe mUla viNIo saMjao bhave viNayAo vippamukkarasa kao dhambhA kao to vinaya e jinazAsananuM mULa che, vinayavALo ja saMyata (sAdhu) thAya che, vinayathI vipra mukta (bhraSTa thayelAne) dharma kayAMthI hoya ane tapa paNa kyAMthI hoya? abhyantara tapana bIje bheda vinaya che. vinayatapa e jIvanarUpa suvarNane tapAvIne temAMthI abhimAna, kaThoratA, mada, ahaMkAra, azraddhA ghaNuM vagere durguNorUpI melane dUra pheMkI de che. - vinayarUpI mULa vagaranuM dharmavRkSa phAlavA phUlavAne badale sUkA ThuMThA jevuM banI jAya che. zrInandIsUtramAM paNa akkaDa zretAne muddagala zaila patharanI upamA ApI che. jema muddagala zaila pAthara para game teTalI muzaLadhAra varSa thAya to paNa tyAM eka baMda Takaze nahIM ane badhuM pANI vahI jaze. tema jenA hRdaya para abhimAna, mada ke akaDAI rUpI mugala zailIya caTTAna paDI che te jJAnanI game tevI muzaLadhAra varSathI paNa bhI jAte nathI eTale ke jJAna prApta karatA nathI. tethI ja kahyuM ke vinaca e zAsananuM mULa che. mUruM dhamU vinA. vinaya dharmanuM mULa che. pahele adhyayane kaaojI uttarAdhyayana majhAra saghaLA guNamAM mULagejI je jinazAsana sAra bhavika jana vinaya vaDe sukhakAra ruNa zayyA para paDelA cInI saMta cAcuA ne lAose e pUchayuM, mahAtmA zuM tamAre tamArA kaI ziSya mATe saMdeza ApavAne che ?
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________________ 172 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - - - saMta kahe mArA mukhamAM dAMta che? - nahI to - ane jIbha dekhAya che? te te che ja, Ama kema? kAraNa batAvI zakaze? lAose kahe mane lAge che ke narama hovAthI jIbha TakI rahI che. ane akkaDa hovAthI dAMta nAza pAmyA che. cADyusa kahe tamArI vAta tadana barAbara che. jagata paNa A ja vinayanA siddhAMta para TakI rahyuM che. basa vizeSa kaMI kahevuM nathI. ApaNe paNa leka vyavahAmAM bolIe chIe "no te prabhune gamyo" mATe AjanuM parizIlana rAkhyuM namana thI mukti. A ja che vinaya dvArA cirasthAyitvanuM varadAna. jJAtA dharma kathAMga sUtramAM tIrthaMkara padavI prApti mATenA vIsa kAraNe (vIsa sthAnaka) batAvyA che. temAM paNa "vinaya nAmaka eka padanI ArAdhanA darzAvI che. tyAre prazna thAya ke keTalIvArathI A vinaya-vinaya-vinaya zabda Ave che paNa vinaya eTale zuM? vinIcateDanAda kA ja rUti vinaya AcAra pradIpa granthamAM jaNAve che ke jenA vaDe ATha prakAranA karmo dUra karAya te vinaya. sAmAnya arthamAM te vinaya eTale ziSTatA athavA namratA kahevAya che. paNa pAraMpArika artha batAvatA ATha karmonuM nivAraNa eja vinayatapa gaNAvyo che. nita-nAgati sai za aa mATe pravAra karma sa vinaya : tethI ja karIne uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM paNa prathama vinadharmane upadeza che, dazavaikAlikanA navamAM adhyayanamAM paNa vinaya-samAdhi ne saMdezo bharelo che, prazna vyAkaraNa nAmaka dazamA aMgasUtramAM paNa vinayane AcAranuM rUpa ApeluM che ane atyaMtara tapamAM vinayane bIjA naMbare tapanuM sthAna apAyuM che. are buddha paNa "vinaya piTaka nAmanA adhyayanane upadeza Apela che. kAraNa ke vinaya e ja zAsananuM mULa che nirvANanuM sAdhana che. vinaya vinA dharma ke tapa rahI zake nahIM. kuvAmAM ghaDe nAkho tyAre kuvo te pANI vaDe bharele ja che. paNa ghaDAmAM pANu kayAre Ave ? jyAre ghaDe name tyAre. tema game teTalA
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________________ namanathI mukti 173 saMta-RSi-muni ke vidyAnA sAgara pAse cAlyA jaze te paNa jJAnarUpI jaLa pravezI zakaze nahIM kAraNa vinamratAno abhAva. jInacha cAmara kerI hAra calatI ema kahe re lola. jIna che je name ama pare te bhavi udeva gati laherelola prabhujInA atizayathI cAlatI cAmaranI hAra mALA paNa jIvane ekaja saMdeza Ape che ke je amArI peThe (prabhune) namaze te urdhvagati (mekSa) pAmaze. mATe yAda rAkho-vinaya dharma eTale "namanathI mukti ." paNa ApaNe vinayano vAstavika artha na svIkAratA namratAne nabaLAI banAvI dIdhI che, kemake vinaya ne khuzAmata, cApalusI. dinatA ke hinatA sAthe joDI dIdhuM che. ladhutA e vinaya jarUra che. paNa ladhutA grathie vinaya nathI. e rIte namratA vinaya jarUra che. paNa te sahaja guNane badale mAyA na hoya te - namana namana meM phera hai baheta name nAdAna dagA bAja duguNa name cittA cora kamAna dunyavI rIte pAMca prakAre vinaya varNavyo che. (1) lokapacAra vinaya - jyAM kevaLa lokamAM kIrti prApta karavA mATe ja namavAmAM Ave che. ahIM dekhAva hoya che paNa hRdayanI preraNuM hotI nathI. tenA hadaya para zuM asara thaze? evI ziSTAcAra bhAvanA ke prazaMsA karAvavA mATe ja vinaya dAkhavavAmAM Ave che. (2) bhaya vinaya :- uparI adhikArI ke sattAdhArI vyakti pAse baDhatI ke sthAna TakAvavA vinaya dAkhave, vidyAthI sajAnA bhayathI vinaya dAkhave vagere sarve vinayamAM bhayanI pradhAnatA che. (3) atha vinaya :- siAnI prApti mATe dhanADhayanuM, sattAdhArI vyaktinuM, adhikArInuM bahumAna kare, mAla vaLagALI devA mATe vepArIne grAhakane ke menejarane vinaya kara, nokarImAM pagAra vadhArA mATe zeThane vinaya kare. A sarve artha vinaya che. (4) kAma vinaya - kAmavAsanAnI tRpti mATe je strIonI sAthe namratA dAkhavavAmAM Ave che te kAmavinaya kahevAya. tyAM mANasa lAtane mAra paNa khamI le che. keI A vAta jANI na jAya ane
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________________ 174 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 pitAnI kAma lIlA barAbara cAlatI rahe te mATe nAnAmAM nAnI vyaktine paNa mAna Ape che. (5) dainyavinaya - moTA hatyArA, guMDA ke luMTArA sAme garIbaDo thaI hAtha joDI ubhuM rahI jAya, potAne AtmavizvAsa gumAvI mANasa pite laghutAgraMthithI pIDAvA lAge to A sthitimAM dainya vinaya gaNAya che. A pAMcamAMnA keIpaNa vinaya mekSanuM sAdhana banI zakatuM nathI. A badhe dravya vinaya che. vAraMvAra hAtha joDavA, mastaka namAvavuM, mAphI mAMgavI A badhAmAM kayAMya hRdayanuM joDANa hotuM nathI athavA mAyAcAra samAelo hoya che tethI te sarve dravya vinaya ja che. vinayane guNa tarIke gaNavA mATe namratA, saraLatA ane hArdikatA mahattvanI vastu che. kAraNa ke bhAva vinaya ja tapanuM mahattvapUrNa pAsu che. "namanathI mukita * parizIlana tyAre sArthaka banaze je sAhajika ane bhAvanA sabhara vinaya tapanA arthamAM te nakArAdi haze. romano eka mahAna saMta thaI gaye e pelAniyasa. grIsamAM philesephara sekreTIsanuM jevuM mAna hatuM tevuM ja mAna epoleniyasanuM. romanA bAdazAha sudhI tenI khyAti pahoMcI. bAdazAhe vicAryuM ke epalanIyasa jevo dArzanika ane tavA ciMtaka rAjakumArane bhaNAve te keTaluM sAruM ! pitAnA anucarone teNe mokalyA epelonIyasa pAse. anucaroe epalenIyasane vinaMtI karatAM kahyuM ke bAdazAha Apane yAda pharamAve che. te Apa temanI samakSa upasthita thaI emane upakRta karo. epalenIyasa pahoMcyA bAdazAha pAse. bAdazAhe pUchayuM, Apa kumArone abhyAsa karAve te kema? epolonIyasa kahe abhyAsa te huM vinA mUlya karAvIza. paNa ApanA kumAroe mAre ghera AvavuM paDaze. bAdazAhe pUchayuM Apane rAjamahelamAM pUrNa suvidhA ane mAnapAna apAze pachI tamAre ahIM Ave te ze vAMdho che? epalenIyase TuMke uttara ApyuM. vidyA vinaya vaDe zobhe che ane jJAna prApti mATe vinaya prathama caraNa kahevAya. bAdazAhe turaMta vAta svIkArI lIdhI, Ane kahevAya jJAnavinaya
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________________ namanathI mukti 175 tatvArtha sUtra adhyAya navanA trevIsamAM sUtramAM vinayanA bheda darzAvatA umAravAtIjI vAcake lakhyuM jJAna Tana vAritro : - vinaya tapa cAra prakAre che. jJAna vinaya, darzanavinaya, cAritra vinaya, upacAravinaya. vastutaH vinaya e guNarUpe to eka ja che chatAM mAtra viSayanI daSTie tenA cAra bheda darzAvAyA che. (1) jJAna vinaya - zrI AcAra pradIpa graMthamAM kahyuM che ke vinayo jJAnInAM jJAnAbhyAsinAM jJAnasya jJAnopakaraNAnAM ca pustaka pRSThaka patra paTTikA kaparikA sthApanikA ulikA Tippanaka dastarikAdInAM sarva prakArairAzAsanA varjana bhaktyAdiyathArha kArya : vinaya eTale jJAnIonI, jJAnAbhyAsIonI, jJAnanI ane pustaka, puDuM, pAnA, pATI, kavalI, ThavaNI, oLiyuM, TIpaNuM, dastarI vagere jJAnopakaraNanI AzAtanA varjavI ane temanI athAgya bhakti karavI. sAmAnyathI mati-zruta-avadhi-manaHparyava kevala pAMce jJAnanA vize zraddhA-kahumAna rAkhavA tene jJAna vinaya kahevAya. A vinayana (1) bhakti (2) bahumAna (3) bhAvanA (4) vidhigrahaNa (5) abhyAsa. evA pAMca prakAro jaNAvatAM lakhyuM ke - 0 pAMca jJAnanI bhakti karavI te bhakti vinaya, 0 pAMce jJAnanuM bahumAna karavuM te bahumAna vinaya 0 pAMce jJAna vaDe jANelA padArthonA anubhava vaDe sAvanA karavI te bhAvanA vinaya. 0 jJAnane vidhipUrvaka grahaNa karavuM te vidhigrahaNa vinaya. 0 adhyayana karavuM te abhyAsa vinaya. (2) darzana vinaya - tatvanI yathArtha pratItirUpa samyagadarzanane dhAraNa karavuM ane aSTAvidha AcAranuM pAlana karavuM te darzana vinaya. A aSTAvidha AcAre kayA kayA? nissaMkia nikhia nivintigicchA amUDha dihia uvavUha thirikaraNe vacchala pabhAvaNe aTTha jinamatamAM niHzaMkapaNuM, anya matanI abhilASA na karavI, dharmanA phaLane vize saMdeha na rAkha, mUDha dRSTipaNane tyAga kare, guNa stuti karavI, dharmamArgamAM sthira karavA, sAdharmika vAtsalya karavuM aTavi nibaMdha " nI abhilA
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________________ 176 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - - - - - - ane zAsana prabhAvanA A ATha prakAranA AcAranuM pAlana karavuM tene darzana vinaya jANo. - kAMpilyapura nagare gasAra nAmane bAravratadhArI zrAvaka raheto hite, teNe parama tAzka paramAtmA zrI zAMtinAtha svAmIne prAsAda karAvelo hato. temaja te zAMtinAtha prabhunI raja trikALa bhakti pUrvaka pUjA karate hato. eka vakhata tenI strI mRtyu pAmatAM bIjI strI para, je svabhAvathI ja capaLa hatI. teNe gupta rIte dhana ekaThuM karI judI gAMTha vALIne dhanano saMcaya karatI hatI. vaLI pitAnI IcchA mujaba khAvA pivA lAgI. pariNAme ghaTatAM ghaTatAM zreSThInuM sarva dhana nAza pAmyuM. zreSThI te gAma choDI bIjA gAmamAM rahevA cAlyA gayo tyAM paNa teNe dravya ane bhAvathI trikALa pUjA karavAnuM cAluM ja rAkheluM hatuM. na teNe pUjA cheDI ke na pUjAnA phaLane vize tenA manamAM koI saMdeha utpanna thaye. bhogasAra zreSThInI patnI tathA bIjA lokoe ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke nigraha ane anugrahanA phaLane nahIM ApanArA evA vItarAga devane tame zA mATe bhaje cho? temanI bhaktithI to tamane sukha maLavAne badale daridratA maLI tenA karatAM te gaNapati, caMDikA, kSetrapAla vagere pratyakSa devAnI sevA kare jethI tatkAla tamArA Icchitane puraNa karanArA bane. zreSThIne manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM AvI vAta sAMbhaLatA. arere! A loko paramArthathI ajANa che. moharUpI madirAnuM pAna karI gametema belI rahyA che. kharekhara ! A leke jANatA nathI ke vItarAganA guNone saMbhAryA vinA meha kaI rIte nAza pAme ? A pramANe ciMtavatA jarA paNa vivivitsA dhAraNa nahIM karatAM jIvana vitAve che. pachI dhananA abhAve khetI karavA mAMDI. tenI strI kulaTA banI gaI hatI. zreSThI te nAma mAtrathI bhega-sAra rahyo hato bAkI tenI patnI ja parapuruSa sAthe yatheccha bhega bhegavatA kharekharI bhagavatI banI gayelI.
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________________ namanathI mukti 177 zAMtinAtha paramAtmAnA adhiSThAyaka deve vicAyu ' ke A jinezvaranA pUrNa bhakta ane tene Ama khetara kheDavAnA ane ceAkhA khAvAnA vAro AvyA; AvI saMdeha rahita bhakti karanAranI A dazA ! te deve zreSThInA bhANejanu rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. ane mAmAne sahAya karavAnA bahAne zreSThIne sahAyaka thayA. khetara laNI dIdhu. zreSThInI patnIe dATI dIdhelA dhanane kADhIne zreSThIne ApyuM. zreSThI patnInA jAra puruSane te! evI kharAba rIte vidAya karI dIdhA ke te puruSa tA zuM bIjo paNa kAI parapuruSa zreSThInA ghera AvavAnA vicAra na kare zreSThI patnIne paNa kaMIka dhamakIthI ane kaMIka samajaNathI sanmArge vALI dIdhI. bhAgasAra zreSThInI patnIe tyAra pachI samyakatvamUla khAravrata aMgIkAra karyA. zreSThIe paNa zrAvaka dharmanI suMdara pirapAlanA karI, pachI svarga mAM gayA. alpa bhavAmAM te mukti pAmaze, A rIte daza navinaya thakI devatAo paNa sAMnnighyamAM rahe che. chatAM tame teA kevaLa namana thI mukti nA Adezane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ja darzIna vinayanI ArAdhanA karanArA aneA. devatAI madada tA ana tara phaLa che. ApaNa' dhyeya meAkSa che ke je vinayanu' para para phaLa che, - (3) cAritra vinaya :- sAmAyika, depasthApanIya, parihAra vizuddhi, suma saparAya ane thAkhyAta e pAMca prakAranA cAratrinI zraddhA karavI, prarUpaNA karavI, pAlana karavuM ke stavanA karavI te cAritra vinaya. (4) upacAra vinaya :- koipaNa saddaguNanI khAkhatamAM peAtAnAthI zreSTha hoya tenA pratye aneka prakAranA cAgya vyavahAra karavA. jema ke sAdhune vize AvatA dekhAya tyAre sAmA javu, Asana ApavuM, vaMdana karavuM', AjJApAlana karavuM, vizrAmaNA karavI, zravaNa mATenI IcchA rAkhavI vagere. abmaTThANaMjali karaNaM taddevAsaNa dAyaNa gurubhakti bhAva sussUsA viNao esa viohio abhyutthAna, ajali karavI, Asana devu', guru bhakti (karavI), bhAva zuzruSA e vinaya kahevAya. guru vinaya mATe yogazA tRtIya prakAza zloka 125-126mAM paNa jaNAvela che ke 12
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________________ 178 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - abhyutthAnaM tadA loke 5 miyAnaM ca tadAgame zirasyaMjali saMzleSaH svayamAsana Dhaukanam AsanAbhigraho bhakatyA vaMdanA paryupAsana tadyAnenugamazceti pratipattirayaM guroH [gurune] (1) jotAM ja ubhA thavuM. (2) AvatA sAMbhaLI samukha javuM. (3) dUrathI jotAM mastake hAtha joDavA. (4) besavAne mATe Asana ApavuM.(5) bhaktithI vaMdanA tathA sevA karavI. (6)pote Asane na besavuM. (7) gheDe sudhI vaLAvavA javuM. A pramANe gurunI pratipatti karavI tene upacAra vinaya kahevAya che. koI eka gAmamAM bhAravahana karatA evA pAMca majUra rahetA hatA. temAM je mukhya majUra hatA te pAMca kaLazI anAjane bhAra uMcato hate. tene A lakattara guNa joIne rAjAe tene varadAna ApeluM hatuM ke tuM bhAra upADI je mArga cAlato hato te samaye tAza mArgamAM tArI sAme AvatA ratha-ghoDA-sainya vagerene joIne tAre AghuM pAchuM thavuM nahIM. kAraNa ke bhArathI pIDAelA prANIne cAlatA mArga badalavAnuM kArya ati duSkara hoya che. huM paNa tane dUrathI joIne mArga ApIza. mArI AjJAne je kaI lepa karaze tene havethI zikSA karavAmAM Avaze. eka vakhata sAmethI sAdhune AvatA joIne majUre vicAra karyo ke mAre bhAra game teTaluM hoya te paNa parimita che ane munie dhAraNa karela pAMca mahAvratarUpI bhAra to aparimita che. kemake te koInAthI paNa kaLI zakAtuM nathI. temanA bhAra pAse mAruM parAkrama nirthaka che. A pramANe vicAra karI teNe munine raste Ape. tenI sAthe bIjA pAMcaso majUre paNa rastA pasthI khasavuM paDyuM. teo badhAM roSe bharAyA ane rAjAne phariyAda karI. rAjAe mukhya bhAravAhakane bolAvI pUchyuM tame A sAdhuone mArga kema Ape ? bhAvAhaka balya, mArA karatA A munione bhAra adhika che. mATe meM khasIne mArga Apyo. teo meru parvata karatAM paNa adhika bhAravALA pAMca mahAvratane dhAraNa karI rahelAM che. ke je bhAravahana karavA mATe huM asamartha chuM. A munio te bhAravahana karatAM netraskUraNa jeTale paNa pramAda karatAM nathI. huM bAhya bhAra upADavA sAthe IryA vagere pAMca samitine
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________________ namanathI mukti 179 - - - - - - na pALatAM aneka jIvonI hiMsA paNa karuM chuM. paNa dIkSA lIdhI hatI chatAM A ekapaNa bhArane upADI zako nahIM tethI pAMcamAMthI eka paNa vrata pALato hoya te paNa mArAthI vadhu bhAra khame che, tema mAnI khasI javuM joIe. tyAre A te paMca mahAvrata dhArI che. AvA tenA upacAra vinaya guNa vaDe raMjita thayelA rAjA tene potAnA sevaka tarIke rAkhI niraMtara dharmakathA zravaNa karavA lAge. mATe he zrAvako tame paNa upacAra vinayavALA bane. (5) tapa vinaya - tame kaheze ke vinayanA bheda to cAra darzAvelA tyAM A pAMcame vinaya vaLI kyAMthI lAvyA? vaLI vinaya pote ja tapa che. dasaga nAga caritte tave a taha ovayArie ceva eso a mokkha viNao paMcaviho hoi nAyavyo zrI dazavaikAlika niryuktimAM darzana-jJAna-cAritra pachI tapa nAmane paNa vinaya jaNAvatAM kahyuM ke A rIte pAMce, mekSa vinaya rUpa jANavA. prazamati prakaraNamAM zrI umAsvAtijI mahArAjA vinayanuM mahattva samajAvatAM lakhe che ke prApnoti vinayAjhAnaM jJAnAdarzana saMbhavaH __tatazcaraNa saMpattizcAnte mokSarakha labhet vinayanuM phaLa guru zuzruSA che. guru zuzruSAnuM phaLa zrutajJAna che, zrutajJAnanuM phaLa viti che, viratinuM phaLa Azrava nirodha che, athavA nirodha te saMvara. tenuM phaLa tapobaLa che, tapobaLanuM phaLa nirjaza che. tenAthI ki nivRtti thAya che. kriyA nivRtti vaDe ayogipaNuM prApta thAya che. agIpaNuM eTale meMga nirodha.................. tenA vaDe bhava saMtAta-bhava paraMparAno kSaya thAya e rIte sarva kalyAnuM bhAjana vinaya che. A vAta mATe ApaNe saMkSepaka sUtra ApI dIdhuM namanathI mukti caMdrataNuM pere ujaLIjI kirati teha lahaMta viSaya kaSAya chatI karI che je nara vinaya vahata bhavika jana vinaya vaDe sukhakAra
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________________ 180 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 AvA vinayane bAhya tathA abhyatara evA be bhede paNa oLakhAve che, vaLI te bannenA paNa laukika ane lakattara evA bheda che. 0 bAhyathI vaMdana abhyasthAna satkAra te bAhya vinaya. 0 aMtarathI vaMdanAdi kare te abhyantara vinaya. jemake anuttara vimAnavAsI dene jinezvara pratye hArdika vinaya bahumAna puratAM hoya che paNa teo kadI pratyakSa thaIne vinaya sAcavatA nathI. 0 laukika - pitA-mAtA vagere vaDIlane vinaya sAcava te laukika vinaya gaNAya. 0 lekettara - jena mArgastha AcAryAdika munivarane vinaya te lokottara vinaya kahevAya. mAtA paranA laukika vinayathI paNa [ dIkSA choDI kAmakrIDAmAM Asakta banelA evA ] araNika munivara sadagatine pAmyA mATe laukika vinaya paNa jIvane kalyANakArI thAya che. kAraNa ke vinayathI jJAna prApta thAya che. jJAnathI darzana darzanathI cAritra prApta thatA aMte mekSa sukha maLe eTale ke vinaya tapane je kAMI sAra hoya te te che. na ma na thI mukti jinazAsanamAM vinayane egya tera pAtro jaNAvelA che. (1) tIrtha - kara (2) siddha (3) kuLa (4) gaNa (5) saMgha (6) kiyA (7) dharma (8) jJAna (9) jJAnI (10) AcArya (11) upAdhyAya (12) sthavira (13) gaNI - A teramAM arihaMta, siddha, AcArya upAdhyAya, sthavira, gaNi ane jJAnI e sAta. guNa che. kiyA, dharma ane jJAna A traNa guNo che ane kula gaNa tathA saMgha traNa saMsthA che. tame guNInA, guNenA ane saMsthAnA svarUpane jANI, samajI hRdayamAM avadhArI tene vinaya sAcavanArA bane e ja abhyarthanA. manamAM bahumAna bhAva sAthe, vANImAM madhuratA lAvI ane kAyA thakI namratA dAkhavatA saraLa vyavahArapUrvaka vinaya tapa tapIne tame paNa sau % namanathI mukti nA A darzane lakSamAM rAkhI mokSapathanA pathika bane.
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________________ (54) tapa vaiyAvacca --< sevA karo '' paNa kAnI ? vaiyAvaccaM niyaya' kareha uttama guNe dharatANa' savva kara paDivAI vaiyAvacca' apaDivAI uttama guNane dhAraNa karanAranI nitya sevA [vaiyAvacca] karavI joI e. kAraNa ke khIjA sarva guNA teA pratipAti eTale naSTa prAyaH che paraMtu [vaiyAvacca] nirmUla sevA eka evA guNa che jene apratipAti eTale ke naSTa na thatA hoya tevA guNu kahelA che. jema gulAbanA phUlanI sugaMdhathI tamAruM... hRdaya maheMkI uThe che. mana tarabatara thaI jAya che paNa tame kadI vicAyu` che ke gulAmanA phUlamAM ATalI suga dha kevI rIte AvI ? gulAbe tapa karela che. tenA janma cIkaNI mATI ane pANImAM thayA che, teNe kAMTAnI zayyAnuM mIThAnuM karyuM che. bIjAnA hRdayane AkarSavA mATe pAte sugdha luMTAvI che. A rIte tamAre paNa jIvanamAM sevAnI sugaMdha prApta karavA mATe tapa karavu paDe che. [ka] pariSaha ane [Ata] upasargAnI vacce jenI zayyA rahe che. bIjAnI bhalAI mATe rAta-divasa eka karI de che tyAre vaiyAvaccanA avinAzI kaLAnI sugaMdha meLavAya che. bIjAnI sevA mATe svayaMne bhUlIne are svayaMne ogALI daIne paNa na dISeNu muninI mAphaka vaiyAvaccane ja kendrasthAne rAkhavI paDe, tyAre jIvanamAM sevAnI saurabhane pAmI zakAya. eka samrATane paramAtmA pAmavAnI a'khanA jAgI. teNe peAtAnI sarva sattAne cheDI dIdhI. rAjyanA paNa tyAga karyA. badhI sa'pattinu' dAna karI dIdhuM. garIba bhikhArInA veze jagalamAM AvyA. tyAM rahelA mahAgurunA Azrame paheluMcyA tyAM kahyuM ke mAre paramAtmAne pAmavA che. mahAgurue tene AzramanA kacarA ekaThA karI Tura phekavAnuM kAma seAMpyuM. jo ke AzramavAsIone te rAjAne kacarA pheMkavAnuM kAma
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________________ 182 Abhanava upadeza prAsAda-2 sepavAnI vAtamAM mahAgurunI nirdayatA ja jaNAI hatI. keIe vinaMtI paNa karI ke samrATane kaMIka bIjuM sAruM kAma soMpe. mahAguru kahe samrATa potAnI badhI sattA sAthe laIne AvyA che, tenI parIkSA pUrNa thaze tyAre tene bIjuM kAma soMpazuM. vaLI sevA e paramAmAne pAmavAne sIdhe saraLa mArga che, temAM halakuM ke sAruM kAma evA bheda na hoya. eka divasa samrATa mAthe kacarA TopalI mukI pasAra thaI rahyo hatuM. koI vyakti tene athaDAI eTale turaMta bolyA, bhAI Aja te ThIka che ke javA dauM chuM. bAkI tuM paMdara divasa pahelAM A rIte AMdhaLAnI mAphaka athaDAyo hota te tane phAMsI maLI gaI hota! mahAgurune thayuM A AzramamAM bhale AvyA paNa hajI tenuM samrATa paNuM sAthe ja rAkhIne beThA che. thoDA divasa bAda samrATa sAthe pharI kaI athaDAyuM. tyAre samrATa be kazu nahIM mAtra tenI AMkhomAM aMgArA varasavA lAgyA. A prasaMganI paNa mahAgurune jANa thaI . teoe eTaluM ja kahyuM ke saMpattine choDIne sevA karavI sahelI che. paNa svayaMne bhUlI jaIne sevA karavI agharI che. trIjI vakhata e ja prasaMganuM punarAvartana thayuM. samrATane kaI athaDAtAM mAthA upara rAkhelI kacarA TopalI paDI gaI. badho kacaro verAI gaye. samrATe badhe kacaro TopalImAM bhegA karI lIdho, TopalI mAthe mukI ane jANe koI ja banAva na banyA hoya tema AgaLa cAlavA mAMDyo. mahAgurune jANa thaI tyAre tene lAgyuM ke have samrATa paramAtmA pAmavAnI lAyakAta dharAvate thaye che. vaiyAvacca tapa karanAra mATe A ati mahattva guNa che tame sAdhu mahArAjanI ja anna-pAnAdi vaDe bhakti karatA ho chatAM prasaMge tamArA ghera mahArAja sAheba na padhArI zake te paNa te vAtane raMja na hoya, tyAre niHsvArtha sevA kahevAya. paNa huM koNa? koDapati mANasa athavA to huM saMghanA pramukha, mAre ghera te lAbha maLave ja joIe, na maLe te cAle ja kema?
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________________ "sevA kare" paNa kAnI ? 183 ahI' tame svaya ne AgALyA nathI tethI te bhakti avinAzI na bane. tame kahezeA ke vaiyAvaccanuM mahatva tA samajyA paNa vaiyAvaccane arthazA? tapanA cha abhyaMtara bhedAmAM trIjo bheda che vaiyAvacca tapa. vaiyAvacce zabdane spaSTa karatA lakhe che ke yAvRtto mAtra: jamavA vaicAvRtyam je tapamAM peAtAnI IcchA, svArtha, kaSAyA, kAmanAe; indriya viSaya bhAga ane dhruvRttithI vizeSarUpe pAchA haTavAnI bhAvanA ke kriyA samAyelI hoya tene dhyeyAnRtya" kahevAya. jo ke sAmAnya paribhASAmAM te "sevA-zuzruSA" arthAMmAM ja vaiyAvaccenA arUDha thayelA che. pravacana sArAdvAra TUMkuM vaiyAvacca vAvaDamAtra taha dhamma sAhaNa nimittaM annAiyAga vihiNA saMpADaNamesa bhAvattho vaiyAvacca eTale vyAvruta bhAva. te dhama sAdhana nimitte anna vagerenu' vidhipUrvaka meLavI Apavu" e tenA bhAvAtha che. glAna athavA tA vihArathI zramita thayelA munine nivRtti mATe tenA hAtha paga vagerene hAthanI muThThI vaDe dabAvI ApavA--azana eTale ke AhAra vasra, pAtra vagere ApIne zakti mujakha anukULa vartana karavuM te vaiyAvacca kahevAya. vihAra karIne AvyA hAya, lAca karAvelA hAya, mATI tapazcaryA karI heAya. AvA AvA prasaMge sukhazAtA pUchavI, kAma-khapa pUchave, te pramANenA upacAga rAkhI bhakti karavI, sAdhu-munirAjone sayama nirvAhamAM koI paNa prakAranI pratikULatA na rahe te rIte tamAma sevA karIne paNa saMyamayAtrA sukhethI karI zake. te rIte bhakti karavI, elekajhAMDara DumA nAme eka vikhyAta sAhityakAra thaI gayA. phrAMsamAM tenA sAhityanI kheAlabAlA. lAke tenI navalakathA vAMcatA thAke nahIM. phrAMsamAMthI tenI kIti deza-videzamAM phelAyelI hatI. tenA keTalAMka nATako tA raMgabhUmi upara bhajavAvA lAgyA hatA, nATakA dvArA tene khUmaja sArI kIti prApta thaI hatI. paNa
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________________ 184 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 elekajhAnDara DumAnuM sau prathama nATaka jyAre raMgabhUmi upara bhajavAI rahyuM hatuM. thiyeTaramAM prekSakonI cikkAra bhIDa hatI. DumAM pote paNa te divase thiyeTara para upasthita hatA. nATaka zarU thayuM. thoDI thoDI vAre tALIonA gaDagaDATa thavA mAMDayA. jANe nATaka para prekSakonI tAlI rUpa puchapa varSA thaI rahI hatI. paNa elekajhAnDara DumAM A samagra vAtAvaraNathI sAva alipta ja hato. nATaka jotAM jotAM, lakavAthI pIDAI rahelI potAnI mAtAjI paLe paLe tene yAda AvyA karatA hatA. ekadama vyagra banI gayela DumAM chevaTe nATaka gRha choDIne sIdhAM ghera bhAgyA. tyAM ghera jaIne mAnA khATalA para mAthuM mukI dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDayA. mAtAjInuM dhyAna jatAM te bolyA beTA tuM acAnaka Ama cAlyo kema Avyo ? DumAM mAMDa mAMDa belI zakayA mA...mA.mane mArI kIrti ke prazaMsA karatA tArI sevA vadhAre vahAlI lAge che. ApaNe paNa prazna thAya ke ApaNe vaiyAvacano artha jAyemahattva samajyA-kaI rIte A vaiyAvaraca karavI te paNa vAMcyuM, sAMbhaLyuM paNa vaiyAvacca ke sevA karavAnI konI? "sevA karo paNa kenI ? vaiyAvacca tapano artha mAtra sevA ke zuzruSA che eTaluM ja tame svIkArI AgaLa vadhe te paNa cAlaze. paraMtu konI vaiyAvacca karavAnI te jANavuM ati mahatvanuM che. sevA to karavI che paNa tenI karavI che? patnInI, bALakanI, zeThanI, ophisaranI kenI sevA karavAnI? A samajaNanA abhAve pelA zeTha jevI bhUla thaI jAya. eka zeTha paccakakhANa lIdhA ke roja kaI paNa sAdhu mahAtmAnI vaiyAvacca karI mAre anna levuM. eka divase upAzraye-upAzraye pharyA paNa kaI sAdhu mahArAjane kazI takalIpha hatI ja nahIM jyAM zeTha jaIne pUche ke svAmI zAtA che ? badhe eka ja uttara "deva guru pasAya" eTale ke deva guru kRpAthI kazI takalIpha nathI. tyAre zeThane thayuM ke "have kaI sAdhu mAMdA paDe to sAruM -kema? mAre vaiyAvaccanuM paccakhANa na tuTe mATe.
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________________ sevA karo" paNa konI? 185 have tame ja vicAro joIe. bimAra hoya te vaiyAvacca karavAnI ke bImAra pADIne vaiyAvacca karavAnI ! mATe AjanuM parizIlana rAkhyuM "sevA karo" paNa kenI? __ veyAvarace dazavihe patte ta jahA 1. Ayariya yAvacce 2. uvaujhAya veyAvacce 3. thera veyAvacce 4. tavarisa veyAvacce 5. gilANa veyAvacce 6. seha dekhAvacce 7. kula beyAvacce 8. gaNa veyAvacce 9. sa'gha veyAvacce 10. sAharima veyAvacce A rIte AcArya, upAdhyAya, sthavira, tapasvI, glAna, zaikSa, kuLa, gaNa, saMgha ane dazamI sAdhArmikanI vaiyAvacca karavAnuM vidhAna karyuM. tatvArtha sUtrakAre paNa navamAM adhyAyamAM covIsamuM sUtra mukIne vaiyAva2 (5) sAra lakhe keaacaaryopaadhyaay tapariva zaikSa glAna gaNa kula saGgha sAdhu samanojJAnAm (1) AcArya vaiyAvacca - mukhyatayA jenuM kArya vrata ane AcAra grahaNa karAvavAnuM hoya te AcArya. AcAryone saMghanuM netRtva saMbhALavuM saMghamAM AvelI vikRti dUra karavI, dharma pracAra-prasAra karavo, svayaM pAca prakAranA AcAra pALavA-paLAvavA, caturvidha saMghanI vyavasthA sArI rIte calAvavI, sAdhu sAdavIjIone zAstranA sahaya ane bhAvArthanI vAcanA ApavI. vagere kAraNone laIne AcAryonI vizeSa prakAre sevA-bhakti karavI joIe. zAstrIya rIte te AcArya mahArAjazrInI gocarI Adi mATenA gharanI vyavasthA paNa alaga hovAnI vAta Ave che, mATe AcArya mahArAjanI vizeSe vaiyAvacca karavI joIe. AcArya sevane saktA puSpaculA mahAsatI sarva karma kSayAllebhe kevalajJAnamujvalam AcAryanI sevAmAM Asakta-lIna banelA evA sAda vIja puSpacUlAne sarvakamaoN kSaya karavA vaDe karIne ujavala evuM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. puSpaculA Ama te rAjarANI hatA. paNa tene vairAgya utpanna thatA rAjA pAse cAritra grahaNa karavA devAnI anumati mAMgI, tenA
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________________ 186 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 para apAra sneha hovAthI rAjAe kahyuM dIkSA levA mATenI anumati eka zarate ApuM. jo tame mArI najara sAme ja A nagaramAM rahI ane saMyamanuM paripAlana karo. jJAnI gurUnI AjJA pAmI puSyaculA rANI nagaramAM rahevAnI vAta svIkArI dIkSA grahaNa karI, aNika putra AcArya pAse dIkSA lIdhI che. keTalAka kALa pasAra thayA bAda zrutajJAnanA baLe duSkALane saMbhava jaNAtA, AcArya mahArAje potAnA gacchane bIjA dezamAM mokalI A ane pite vRddha hovAthI tyAM ja rahyA. sAdhavI puSpaculA tene gocarI paNa lAvI Ape che. nirdoSa AhAranI veSaNa karI aglAnapaNe guru mahArAjanI vaiyAvacca karI rahyA hatA. vaiyAvaccanA apratipAti guNane dIpAvatA evA sAdhvI zrI pupaculAne ananya bhaktinA prasAda svarUpe save ghAtI karmone kSaya thaI jatAM kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. vecAva kADhavA nuM zAstra vacana sArthaka karI gayA sAdavajI mahArAja. ja tamAruM dimAga cagaDoLe caLe tevI vAta che ne? sAdhu ke sAdhvIe eka jagyAe kema rahevAya? sAdavajIe A rIte sAdhune gocarI lAvI apAya kharI? AvA kaMIka praznonI hAramALAmAM tame jyAre tamAruM magaja bagADI rahyA cho, tamArA kiMmatI samayane ArAdhanAmAM vItAvavAne badale nIdA dvArA darzanAvaraNIya karma bAMdhavAmAM bagADI rahyA che, tyAre ahIM sAdhvIjI pu5culA kevalI banI gayA che. te paNa mAtra vaiyAvaccanA tapobaLeja. kevI apUrva viyAvacca karI haze temaNe AcArya mahArAjanI ! kevalI thayA bAda AcArya mahArAja mATe manejha AhAra AvavA lAgyo. eka vakhata varasatA varasAdamAM gocarI lAvyA tyAre AcArya mahArAje kahyuM, he putrI! tuM cutanI jANakAra cho chatAM AvA vasAdamAM AhAra kema lAvI ? tyAre sAdavajI mahArAje uttara Apyo ke jyAM acitta pANI varasatuM hatuM te te pradezamAMthI AhAra lAvI chuM mATe te azuddha nathI. Apane khape tevA ja che. guru mahArAja kahe te kaI rIte jAyuM? sAdhvIjI kahe ApanI kRpAthI, arNikAputra AcArya kahe tamane kaMI jJAna thayuM che?
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________________ "sevA karo" paNa kenI ? 187 jI hA ! ApanI kRpAthI. pratipAti ke apratipAti? - apratipAti. AcArya mahArAje tarata micchAmi dukkaDama ApyuM. are re ! meM kevaLInI AzAtanA karI, hRdayanA pazcAtApapUrvaka AcArya mahArAje pUchayuM ke huM kayAre karma khapAvIne mokSa pAmIza? kevaLIe uttara ApTe, A ja bhAve jIvadayAnI bhAvanA bhAvatA Apa paNa aMtakRta kevalI thaI mekSe jazo. vaiyAvaccethI kevaLajJAna prAptinI yAtrAmAM samajavA jevA muddo e che ke vRddha evA sAdhu sAdhvInI vizeSa bhaktinI AvazyakatA zI ! ApaNA parizIlana "sevA karo"--paNa konI ? sAthe saMbaMdhita A prazna che? jIvanabhara ArAdhanAnuM bhAthuM bAMdhelA AcAryAdikane aMta samaye vRddhA vasthAmAM cepagya vaiyAvacca na thAya ane pariNAmenI dhArA palaTAI gaI to ? samagra saMyama jIvananuM nAva kinAre AvIne pachI DUbI jAyane? bhAgya zALI tame AcAryAdikane aMta samaye vadhumAM vadhu zAtA samatA pahoMcADavA prayatana karazo to ja temanI samAdhi vadhune vadhu jaLavAze. mATe zrAvakoe AcArya vagerenI vaiyAvaccenA bhAva ane pravRtti avazya rAkhavA joIe, (2) upAdhyAya vaiyAvacca : upAdhyAyane mukhyapaNe kArya che. zrutane abhyAsa karAvavAnuM, saMghamAM jJAnane pracAra prasAra karavAnuM svayaM jAtane bhaga daIne- paisA ekaThA karI copaDA chapAvIne nahIM], sAdhu sAdavajI mahArAjAne vAcanA ApavAnI, dvAdazAMgI rUpa Agamane dhAraNa karavA, vAcanApRcchanA-parAvartanA-anuprekSA-dharmakathArUpa svAdhyAya karo ane karAvo vagere tenA mukhya kartavya che. te mATe upAdhyAyanI vaiyAvacca karavAnI. sevA karo" paNa konI? - upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanI (3) sthavira vaiyAvacca - sthavira traNa prakAre karavA. (1) varSane AzrIne lAMbA dakSA paryAyavALA-paryAya sthavIra. (2) mAtra uMmarathI vRddhatvane pAmelA-vaya sthavIra. (3) jJAna karIne sthIra thayelA-jJAna sthavIra.
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________________ 188 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra A traNe sthavIre anya nAnA sAdhu-sAdhvIone peAtAnA AcAra vicAramAM sthira kare che. sayamapAlanamAM nizcala kare che. sanmArgamAM sthApita kare che. mATe AvA sthavirAnI vaiyAvacca karavAthI sadhane tenA vizALa anubhavanA lAbha maLe che. kadAcita jo temanI cAgya bhakti na thAya, teA tenI vayane kAraNe A dhyAnamAM DubI jAya teA te vaya sthavira kevuM viSama pariNAma saje, jyAre gharamAM paNa vRddha dAdA-dAdI ADA AvatA hAya tevA A yuga che, tyAM vaya sthavIranI vaiyAvacca keTalI Avazyaka bane ? (4) tapasvI vecAvacca H- mahAna ane ugra tapa karanArA te tapasvI kahevAya. tapasvIe peAte ugra tapu dvArA kama nirjarA karI rahyA hoya temAM ApaNe paNa nimittabhRta thaI zakIe te mATe tenI vaiyAvacca karavI. mAsakSamaNa karI rahyA heya. pAMcasA Aya mila ke vamAna tapanI oLI karI rahyA hAya, [apUrva svAdhyAya karatAM hAya tee sArI rIte kriyA karI zake te mATe temanI bhakti karavI. are loca paNa kAyakalaza tapa che, tethI loca karAvyA khAda anukULa AhAra ke auSadha maLI rahe te mATe prayatna karavA te paNa sevA che. (5) glAna vaiyAvacca rAga vagerethI kSINa thayelA te glAna. saMdhamAM kadApI kAI sAdhu ke sAvI khImAra heAya ane tenI vaiyAvacca na kare teA tene duHkha thaze. temanA manamAM samatA bhAva nahIM jaLavAya tA temane azubha pariNAme utpanna thaze. -: jema marIcInA bhavamAM vIra prabhunA pariNAma ghaNAM sArA hatA, paNa jayAre bImArImAM koI sevA karanArA na maLyA tyAre dharma vize prarUpaNA pheravIne teNe zuM kahyuM ? rica kahe dhama ubhayamAM lIe I Ne vacane vacceA sasAra e vijA viSe " huM kapila tyAM paNa che. basa ATalIja vAtamAM keTalA meTA sa sAra khaDA karI dIkSA yauvana vayamAM trIjo kahyo bhavapAra dha ahI paNa che ane dharma ,, dIdhA.
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________________ - - "sevA karo? paNa kenI? 189 naMdISeNa mahAtmAne glAna sAdhunI vaiyAvaccane niyama che. vaicAvacca karyA vinA te AhAra-pANI le nahIM. nitya chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha kare-pAze AyaMbila te paNa vaiyAvacca karyAbAda. rAta-divasa ke TADhataDake kaMI paNa joyA vinA vaiyAvacca tapamAM magna che. tenI kIrti comera prasaratA cheka saudharmendra sabhAmAM temanI vaiyAvaccanA vakhANa thayA, tyAre koI devatAne temanI parIkSA karavAnuM mana thayuM. eka deva [eka rUpenI vAta paNa vAMcelI che ] baLe mAMdI sAdhu bIje [bIjA rUpe tene sahavaTa sAdhu thayo. khare bapora ane nadI9Na muni chaThThuMnuM pAraNu karavA beThA tyAM te pele deva sAdhu veze Avyo. are naMdISeNa kayAM gayo tAro abhigraha? A nagara bahAra eka tRSAkAnta muni paDayA che ane tuM khAvA besI gaye. basa ATaluM sAMbhaLatA vaiyAvacca tapa munirAja pitAnuM bhikSA mAtra anya munine bhaLAvIne upaDayA vaiyAvacca karavA. jyAM jyAM pANI mATe jAya tyAM tyAM pelo deva sarva jalane aSaNIca banAvI de. ghaNAM ghera pharyA tyAre mAMDa mAMDa zuddha jala lAvyA. atisArathI pIDita sAdhunuM zarIra sApha karyuM. te vakhate deve atyaMta durgadha vikavI. tyAre naMdISeNa vicAre ke aho karmanI gati vicitra che te koIne choDatuM nathI. glAna sAdhune khabhe besADI vasati tarapha cAlyA, te te sAdhue naMdaNanuM AkhuM zarIra viSTAthI lepI dIdhuM, chatAM naMdISeNa muni te emaja vicAre che ke jyAre A sAdhune huM roga mukta karuM? AvI nizcala vaiyAvacca joI, deve pratyakSa thaI vaMdana karyuM, kSamA mAMgI. prazaMsA karI cAlyA gayA. vasudeva hIMDInA mata mujaba papa000 varSa sudhI teNe tapazcaryA karI, aMte anazana karI sAtamA devalokamAM gayA. A rIte tame paNa glAna sAdhunI vaiyAvacca kare. (6) zaikSa vaiyAvacca - nava dIkSita sAdhune zaikSa kahevAya che. navA navA AvelA hoya, bhaNavA gaNavAnuM cAluM hoya tyAre kadAca meghakumAranI jema mana DagI paNa jAya, mATe zaikSanI vaiyAvacca kare,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 (7) kula vaiyAvacca :-eka ja dIkSAcArya ne! parivAra te kuLa kahevAya che. ahI sasthAkIya bhakti karavI tevA bhAva thaze. 190 (8) gaNa vaiyAvacca H- judAM judAM AcAryonA parivAra je paraspara sahAdhyAyI hAvAthI samAna vAcanAvALA heAya te gaNu kahevAya. tenI bhakti karavI. ahIM paNa samuha sagaThana rUpe bhakti samajavI. (9) sa`gha vaiyAvacca :- sAdhu-sAdhvI--zrAvaka ane zrAvikArUpa samuha te sa`gha kahevAya ane bIjA arthamAM gaNeAnA samUha te saMdha, nI vaiyAvacca karavI. (10) sAdhamika vaiyAvacca :- samAna dharmavALA te sAdhamI kahevAya. tatvA kAra ahIM samAjJa zabda pracAre che. jenA artha che jJAnAdi guNeAmAM samAna heAya te."--AvA sAdharmika bhakti karo, "sevA karA" paNa kAnI ? phira yAda karI jAe. AcAya nI, ane upAdhyAyanI, sthavIranI tathA tapasvInI, glAnanI temaja zaikSanI ane chelle kula--gaNa-saMgha ane sAmikanI A daza pAtronI vaicAvacca mahAnirjarAnuM kAraNa bane che... uttama pAtronI vaiyAvacca mekSa prApti mATenuM nimitta bane che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 29 mAM kahyu che ke vaiyAvacena' tattvacara nAma putte dama niyaMdhag vaiyAvaccathI tIrthaMkara nAma gAtrakama baMdhAya che, poyamA ! nirde poya ma na vadhara nIca gotra karmonA baMdha thatA nathI, A rIte vaiyAvacca tapanuM svarUpa samajI sAdhu mAtranI sevA bhakti karavI joie, te mATe AhAra-pANI-vastra-pAtra-sa thArA-dAMDA -dazI-dAMDI-muhapatti-pena, pensIla-kAgaLa vagere zakti mujaba vaheArAvavAdika bhakti karI ane cAritra prAptinuM lakSa rAkhA e ja abhyarthanA. p
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________________ (55) tapa-svAdhyAya -uttamottama tapa svAdhyAya : paMcadhA prokto mahatI nirjarAkara : tapaH pUttiranena syAn sarvotkRSTastatohatA meTI nirjarAne karanAra e svAdhyAya (tapa) pAMca prakAre kahyo che. enA vaDe (ja) tapanI pUrti thAya che. mATe arihaMta vaDe (svAdhyAya tapane) sarvotkRSTa tapa kahyo che. AjanuM parizIlana paNa tethI ja rAkhyuM che. "uttamottama tapam taparUpI bhavananI avvala maMjhIla svAdhyAya che. jJAnI puruSoe te mATe pAMca pAna darzAvelA che. vAcanA-pRrachanA-parAvartanAanapekSA-dharmakathAjema meTA makAnamAM ke ImAratamAM sIDIo hoya che, lIphaTa hoya che, te rIte ahIM svAyarUpI nisaraNImAM pAMca pagathI (bheda) darzAvelA che. svAdhyAya tapane mahimA jena jenetara zAstromAM paNa gavAye che. jJAna prApti e svAdhyAyane sauthI moTo lAbha che ja taduparAMta svAdhyAya e mekSane ApanAra tapa che. sAye pazcimI dezomAM vidvAna tarIke jenI gaNanA thatI hatI e peTrAnI adhyAnamAM lIna rahevAnI lagana apUrva hatI. te mAnate ke jema zarIranA poSaNa ane Arogya mATe uttama ane sAtvika khorAka jarUrI che, tema mAnasika svAthya ane sAtvikatA mATe pustakonuM vAMcana ane manana anivArya che. tenI ati vAMcana-laganane lIdhe bhejanamAM aniyamitatA AvavA lAgI. pariNAme tenuM zarIra nabaLuM paDayuM. azakti vadhavA lAgI. tenA mitrane A vAtanI khabara paDI. mitrone thayuM ke mAre Ane vAMcavAnI lapamAMthI cheDAva paDaze. mitra e eka yukti vicArI. eka vakhata teNe pAkane pustakAlayane tALuM mArI cAvI pitA pAse laI lIdhI. peTrArka AvIne jue
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________________ 192 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 tA mAraNA upara mATuM tALu laTakatu hatu. peTrArkanA AkhA divasa gamagInImAM pasAra thayeA. bIje divase joyuM te paNa tALuM, peTrArkane aecenI lAgI. mAthuM duHkhavA lAgyu. trIndre divasa thayA tyAre te peTrArkanI sahanazaktinA jANe a'ta AvyA tenA zarIramAM tAva bharAvA lAgyA. kaLatarathI hAthapaga tuTavA lAgyA. jema dArUDIyA ke vyasanI mANasane samayasara tenI jarUriyAta pUrvI na thatA je hAlata thAya tevI hAlata peTrArkanI vAMcananA abhAve thaI gaI. tenA mitrane A vAtanA khyAla AvatA tene uMDA AghAta lAgyA, khUba khUba pastAvA thayA. teNe tarata ja jaIne pustakAlayanuM bAraNu ughADI dIdhuM. khAraNu khUlatAM ja peTrArkanA gamagIna caherA para jANe prasannatA chavAI gaI. A che svAdhyAyanuM paheluM pagathIyu, vAcanA. tamane kadAca A deSTAMta nahI samajAya. are ! magajamAM paNa nahI. utare A vAta. kemake vAcana-zeAkha ke vAcana Teva vikasI DAya tene ja samajAya tevI A vAta che. chatAM rAja svAdhyAya karatA saMta mahaMtane pUche, are? tamArA gharamAM ja rahelA cuvAnane pUchajo ke rAtre sutA sutA ekAda vAgyA sudhI navalakathA ke DiTekTIva ceApaDI vAMcavAnI Teva paDI hAya ane pachI kayAreka kazuM vAcavA na maLe te! zu thAya ? zrI mahAnizItha sUtramAM svAdhyAya tapanI mahattAne varNavatA lakhyu. ke bArasa vihaMmi vitave asmiMtara bAhire kusala diTTha navi asthi navi a hoi sajjhAya samaM tavokamaM sa`jJa paramAtmAe prarUpela khAra prakAranA tapamAM svAdhyAya jevuM tapa karmo koI che paNa nahI. ane thaze paNa nahIM. ApaNe paNa svAdhyAya tapanI eLakha ApatuM zIrSIka eTale ja rAkhyu -uttamAttama tapa-- mannaha jiNANa sajhAyamAM zrAvakanA kavyAne varNavatA dAnazIla pachI mukayu' tapa. eTale tapa e zrAvakanu nitya svAdhyAya e tA saMpUrNa tayA rAjiMduM karavAnuM tapa che, vya che. temAM
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________________ uttamottama tapa 193 paphikha lekhe eka upavAsa karavo e jinezvara paramAtmAnI AjJA che. kadAcIta kaI A AjJAnuM pAlana na karI zake tema hoya te tene chevaTe 2000 zloka pramANa svAdhyAya tapa karavAnuM pharamAvela che. tamAre jinezvaranI AjJAnuM pAlana mATe paNa prati paMdara divase eTale ke pakhi divase te be hajAra gAthAne svAdhyAya kare ja joIe. ane roja thoDethaDo karI svAdhyAya pUrti karavI hoya te paNa lagabhaga 150 gAthAne svAdhyAya tapa te tamAre (nitya) pratidina karavo jarUrI che. svAdhyAyanuM mahattva te samajAyuM. paNa svAdhyAya eTale zuM? + adhyAga ahIM "sva" eTale potAnuM ke AtmAnuM gaNAya eTale manana athavA te adhyayana evo vArtha thA. tene viziSTa artha ghaTAvatA kahI zakAya ke AtmAne hitakara evA zAstronuM ane ane adhyApana te svAdhyAya. (1) vAcanA :- svAdhyAyane prathama bheda che vAcanA. guru pAse sUtra vagerenA zabda ke arthane pATha le agara Apa te vAcanA. keIpaNa navuM sUtra mukhapATha karavA pahelA gurumahArAja pAsethI levuM joIe. te vidhAna thakI guru paratvenuM bahumAna ane vidhi baMnenI jALavaNI thAya che. sUtra letA pahelA vaMdana vidhi karI ane tyArabAda vAyaNA [vAcanA] levAnI vidhi che. jemanI pAsethI vAcanA letA hoIe te tajajJa che. mukhapATha karela che, teoe paNa potAnA vaDilAdika pAse sUtra grahaNa karIne ApyuM che. te prakAranuM bahumAna jALavavAnuM che. vaLI sUtra, temAM rahelI saMpadAo, uccAraNo, laghu-guru akSaronuM jJAna, chaMda vagere vAcanAcArya pAsethI ja prApta thaI zake. svayaM vAcanAthI aham praveze te zakya che jyAre ahIM vidyAgrahaNa mATe namratA hovI atyaMta Avazyaka che ane vaDIla pAse sUtra grahaNa karavAmAM ja namratAnuM darzana karAvI zakAya. zraddhA ane bahamAnanA pragaTIkaraNa karavA mATe paNa vAcanAcArya pAse ja vAcanA levI. Avazyaka gaNAya, 13
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________________ 194 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A uparAMta paraMparAgata rIte cAlI AvatI keTalIka bAbatane bodha te vAcanA vaDe ja thaI zake. pustakamAM lakhANa na Ave. (2) pRcchanA - vAcanA pachI svAdhyAyanuM bIjuM pAna che pRcchanA. sUtra ane artha saMbaMdhei koIpaNa prakArano saMdeha utpana thAya te dUra karavA tathA tene hRdayamAM avadhAravA ke daDha karavA vizeSa jJAtAne pUchavuM te pRcchanA. jemake bhagavatIjI sUtramAM gautamasvAmI dvArA pUchAyelA 360 00 praznonuM nirAkaraNa zrI vIra prabhue ApeluM che. ahIM eka vastune khAsa khyAla rAkhavo ke pRcchanArUpa svAdhyAya tapa kevaLa zaMkAnA nivAraNa mATe ane jJAna prAptinA udeza pUrvaka ja hovo joIe - sAmAne niruttara karavA ke svayaM pANDitya pradarzana buddhie karele tapa te karma nirjarAne badale karma baMdhana karAvanAra bane che. pRcchanAnA svarUpane spaSTa karavA dAkhalo laIe jemake - nava tattva sUtranI vAcanA laI e tyAre tatva nava dekhADayA jyAre tame tatvArtha sUtranI vAcanA ApatA to sAta jaNAvyA je A pramANe che navatatvane pATha jIvA jIvA puNNaM pAvAsava savarAya nijjaraNA gho mukkhA ya tahA nava tatA huti nAyavyA tatvArthamAM A ja pATha A rIte che - jIvA jIvA srava bandha savara nirjarA mokSAstatvam tatvArtha sUtra adhyAya-1 sUtra : 4 A banane vAcanA lIdhA bAda zaMkAkAranI samyapha pRcchanA zuM hoI zake? pRcchanA :- tatva sAta ke nava? samAdhAna :- punya ane pApa bane tatva AzravamAM samAvAyA hovAthI tava sAta ke nava bane bAbate koI taphAvata nathI. juo tatvArtha sUtramAM aAya chaThThAnuM sUtra traNa ane cAramAM zuM lakhyuM che? (3) zubhaH puNyasya (4) azubhaH pApasya
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________________ uttamAttama tapa 195 tame tatva sAta kahe ke nava temAM kAI tA!ttvaka taphAvata nathI. mAtra spaSTIkaraNa alaga alaga che. svAdhyAya aMgenA jaina dRSTi kANu khUbaja viziSTa prakAranA che. vAcanA levI paNa svAdhyAya ane vAcanA ApavI e paNa svAdhyAya. pRcchanAmAM pUchanArane paNa svAdhyAya ane samAdhAnakartAne paNa svAdhyAya. eka AcArya mahArAjane pAMcaseA ziSyA hatA. AcArya paNa sArA vidvAna, pAMcasa| ziSyAne vAcanA Ape ane tenI zaMkAnA samAdhAna kare. eka trae adhArAmAM sUtA che, tyAM koI muni Agama nA artha pUchavA AvyA. samAdhAna ApyuM. bIjA munie pRcchanA karI temane paNa samAdhAna ApyuM. eka pachI eka keTalAMye muni AvyA ane samAdhAnA meLavatA gayA. temane nidrAmAM satata vikSepa thatAM temanA manamAM vicAra pravezyA. truTaka sava" thAtI niMda vyApI sAdhu mAMge vAyaNA UMghamAM aMtarAya thAtA sUri huA dumaNA jJAna upara dveSa jAgyA lAgyA mithyAtva bhUtaDA puNya amRta DhALI nAkhyu` bharyA pApa taNeA ghaDA DhALa-ana ciMtavere kA muja lAgyu. pApare zruta abhyAse re to evaDe satApa re muja bAMdhava re bheAyaNa sayaNa sukhe kare murakhanA re A guNa mukha uccare truTaka-bAra vAsara koI munine vAyaNA dIdhI nahI azubha dhyAne Ayu purI bhupa tuja naMdana hue. AcA mahArAja vicAre ke arere. mArA mATAbhAI muni svecchAe sue che, khAya che, pIe che phare che, Avu sukha mane maLe tA kema? AvI pApamaya vicAraNA-sAthe bAra divasa maunadhAraNa karyu" ane vAcanA ke pRcchanArUpa svAdhyAya tapa karyo nahI' karAvyA nahIM. pariNAme temukha ane koDhIyA evA varadattakumAranA bhavane pAmyA. [A adhikAra jJAna paMcamInA vyAkhyAnamAM paNa Ave che.] jyAre haribhadra brAhmaNane pRcchanArUpa svAdhyAye 1444 granthanA
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda- racayitA haribhadra sUrijI evA zAsana ane samAja mAnya vidvAna banAvyA. tethI ja svAdhyAyane utamottama tapa kahyo che. parAvartana - bhaNAyelA sUtro vagere vismRta na thAya te mATe vAraMvAra parAvartana eTale ke punarAvartana karavuM. sAmAnya bhASAmAM tene AvRtti karavI tema kahevAya che. jemake pAkSika aticAra jevA moTA sUtro caudaze eka vakhata besavAmAM tame bhUlI jatA he te thoDA thoDA divase sAmAyika daramyAna zuddha ucAraNapUrvaka meDha belI javA te zIkhelA pAThane sthira karavA ke hRdayaMgama karavA mATe A vizeSa spaSTa paddhati che. jyAre Aje tamArI saunI sthiti zuM che? navuM navuM bhaNatA javuM ane jUnuM bhUlatA javuM. (4) anuprekSA - sUtrArthane mukhathI uccAra karyA vinA manamAM ja dhyAna dharavuM te anuprekSA svAdhyAya. kAyotsargAdika ane asvAdhyAya divasomAM mukhethI parAvartanA thaI zakatI nathI te vAtane anuprekSA svAdhyAya vaDe ja zruta-smRti thaI zake. pazavartana karatAM paNa anapekSA adhika phaLadAyI che. kemake abhyAsanA vazathI mananuM zunyapaNuM hovA chatAM mukha vaDe parAvartanA thaI zake che. jyAre anuprekSA te sAvadhAna mana vaDe ja thaI zake che. maMtra ArAdhananI siddhi mATe te anupekSA svAdhyAya vizeSa jarUrI che. saMlekhanA athavA anazanAdikamAM zarIra bahu kSINa thaI jAya che. tethI parAvartanAdika zakti rahetI nathI tyAre anuprekSAe karIne ja pratikamaNAdika nitya kiyA thaI zake che ane te rIte ja ghAtakane kSaya karI kevaLajJAna prApta thaI zake che. mATe svAdhyAya uttamottamata5 kahyo. (5) dhamakathA :- svAdhyAya tapanuM pAMcamuM ane aMtImAM sopAna dharmane upadeza ane sUtrArthanI vyAkhyA karavI te che. thA zabdane artha kahAnI-vArtA ane kathana bane ghaTAvI zakAya. je vArtA arthane svIkAra karIe to evA prakAranI dharmakathA kahevI ke jethI mANase dharma tarapha prerAya. dharma karaNamAM pravRtta bane.
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________________ uttamottama tapa 197 je vathA zabdano kathana artha svIkArI e to sUtranA artha ane rahasyonI vyAkhyA tathA prarUpaNa karavI te artha abhipreta thaze. vAcanA-pRcchanA vagere svAdhyAye tapa thakI avadhArela ane sthira karela jJAnane dharmakathana ane kahAnI dvArA loko sudhI pahoMcADavuMbIjAnA jIvanane preraNA karIne dharmamArgamAM sthApana karavA ke sthira karavA. te dharmakathA svAdhyAyane mukhya dhyeya banI jaze. zreNika mahArAjAne putra nadiSaNa ke jene yuvAvasthAmAM rAjAe pAMcaso kanyA paraNAvelI. teNe prabhu mahAvIranA vacana grahaNa karI zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra karyo hato. pachI tene cAritra levA mATe IrachA thaI. tyAre zAsana devIe tene sAvadhAna karatAM kahyuM ke tAre hajI ghaNuM bhega bhegavavAnA bAkI che, mATe hamaNuM dIkSA laIza nahIM. A rIte zAsana devIe niSedha karyA chatAM teNe dIkSA lIdhI. tyAra pachI naMdISeNa muni ugra tapasyA karavApUrvaka zrI vIra paramAtmA sAthe vihAra karI rahyA hatA. bhaNatAM bhaNatAM paNa teo aneka sUtrArthanA jJAtA banyA. eka vakhata chaThThane pAraNe gAmamAM gocarI mATe pharatAM pharatAM kaI vezyAne ghera jaI caDayA. dharmalAbha ApyuM tyAre vezyA belI ke ahIM dharmalAbhanuM kAma nathI, ahIM te artha lAbha che naMdISeNa munine thayuM. A strI mArI mazkarI karI rahI che. tethI teNe makAnanI chatamAM raheluM eka tRNa kheMcyuM to daza karoDa ratnanI [kayAMka sorniyA paNa lakhyuM che]. vRSTi thaIte joIne Azcarya pAmelI vezyA munine vaLagI paDI. nadISeNa munine devIe kahelA bhagAvalI karmanI vAta yAda AvI tyAM ja vezyAmAM rakta banyA, paNa eka abhigraha dhAraNa karyo ke ahIM AvatA puruSone dharmakathA kahI roja daza jaNane pratibaMdha karavA. muniveza tyAgI vezyA sAthe kAmakriDAsakta evA teNe reja reja dazane pratibaMdha karavAnuM zarU karyuM. roja daza vyakti tenI dharmakathA zakti vaDe pratibaMdha pAmI vIprabhu pAse dIkSA le che. kAryakama ekabe divasa, aThavADIyA ke mahine nahIM paNa bAra-bAra varSa sudhI avirata paNe cAlyA. hisAba te karI juo. tenI dharmakathAnI pracaMDa zaktino aMdAja
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________________ 198 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 Avaze. eka varSanA 360 divasa gaNe. roja roja daza pratibaMdha pAme, te vAta paNa bAra varSa sudhI cAlu rahe. - chelle eka divasa AvI pahoMcyA nava pratibaMdha pAmI gayA, paNa dazame sonI keme karI samajato nathI. ghaNuM samajAvyuM. tyAre vezyAne majAka sujhI-"svAmI dazamAM tame ja pratibodha pAmI jAone." tarata ja naMdIbeNe puna: dIkSA grahaNa karI lIdhI. azubha karmone aMta Avyo. muni svarga saMcaryA ane anukrame mokSa pAmaze. dharmakathA svAdhyAya tapanI kevI ajoDa zakti haze? ATalA badhAMne roja pratibaMdha pamADayA. are ! magajamAM na utare tevuM lAgaze tamane ke A vezyAsakta mANasa ane te abhigrahapUrvaka jIvana jIve. daza-dazane cAritra mArge pahoMcADI pachI ja vezyA sAthe bhega bhegave te paNa bAra-bAra varSa sudhI !!! svAdhyAya jevA uttamottama tapa mATenI tenI sAdhanA kevI jabarajasta haze! kevI ajaba zakti haze temanI ke jaina zAsanamAM pravacana prabhAvaka tarIkenuM birUda pAmI gayA teo. dharmakathA paNa cAra prakAre gaNAvI che. (1) AkSepaNI kathA-vItarAga deva dvArA pratipAdita. zuddha dharma tarapha zretAne AkarSI rAkha . (2) vikSepaNa kathA-umArganA doSa ane sanmArganA guNo jemAM rajU karavA dvArA sanmArgamAM javA mATe sthApana karavAmAM Ave tevI kathA. (3) saMveganI kathA - jemAM karma vipAka (phaLa) nI nirasanA batAvI zrotAmAM vairAgya utpanna karavAno prayatna karAya tevI kathA. (4) nirvedanI kathA - saMveganI kathA dvArA zretAmAM jAgRta thayelI muktinI abhilASA kaI rIte pUrNa karavI-temaja saMsAranI asAratAne samajIne nirveda-udAsInatA lAvavI te aMgenI kathA. A pAMca prakAranA svAdhyAya dvArA tapanI pUrti karavI. AlocanA granthomAM paNa anazana tapa ne bhaMgamAM svAdhyAyathI tapa pUrti karavA aMgenuM vidhAna Ave che. temAM kahyuM che ke ekAsaNA nA bhaMge pAMcasone, upavAsanA bhaMga 2000 gAthAne, AyaMbila bhaMge eka hajAra gAthA pramANane svAdhyAya kare athavA te teTalA navakAra maMtra gaNavA.
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________________ uttamottama tapa 19 - tame roja roja mAtra eka mALA eTale ke 100 navakAra gaNo te paNa varSe sAmAnyathI 36000 ne svAdhyAya thAya. be mALA re ja gaNAto 72000 ne svAdhyAya thAya. prabhu mahAvIrane gautama svAmIe pUchayuM, sajjhAeNaM bhAte ki jaNayai. tyAre zrI vIra paramAtmAe javAba Ape. sajjhAeNaM nANAvaraNijja kammaM khavai he bhagavaMta svAdhyAyathI jIvane zuM prApta thAya?-svAdhyAya vaDe jJAnAvaraNIya karmone kSaya thAya. tapane mULabhUta dayeya zuM? tAtA-ni tapa vaDe karmanirjara thavI joIe. svAdhyAya tapa A saMdarbha barAbara jALavI rAkhe che. kemake temAM jJAnavaraNIya karmanI nirjara ane paraMparAe sarva ghAtI karmonI nirjaza thAya che. svAdhyAya tapanuM mahatva varNavatA tyAM sudhI lakhyuM ke - uddagama utpAdana ane eSaNanA deSa rahita zuddha AhArane dararoja bhagavate sata je te prati samaye trividha yoga eTale ke mana-vacana kAyAne yega vaDe svAdhyAyamAM Ayukta eTale ke tatpara hoya te... he gautama-te ekAgra manavALAne kadI sAMvatsarika tapa vaDe paNa upamI na zakAya eTale ke sarakhAvI zakAya nahIM, kAraNa ke sAMvatsarika upavAsa karatAM paNa anaMtaguNa nirjarA A prakAre svAdhyAya tapa karanArane thAya che. mana-vacana-kAyAnA ganI ekAgratA mATe svAdhyAya e umettama tapa che te eka anubhava siddha satya che. sakAya to to nathi ema kahenArA zAstrakAroe svAdhyAya tapanuM mahatva keTaluM AkayuM haze ? divasane aDadho bhAga svAdhyAya tapamAM vitAvavAnuM vidhAna che. pahelI pirisI [prathama praharI mAne ke bAra kalAka ja divasa che [ je ke divasa bAra kalAkane hote nathI paNa samajavA khAtara gaNIe ke divasa savAranA cha thI sAMje cha vAgyA sudhIne che] te pahele pAra (savAre cha thI nava) svAdhyAya karavAne-ane cothI pirisimAM traNathI (lagabhaga) cha vAgyA sudhI paNa svAdhyAya karavAne.
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________________ 200 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 taduparAMta trIjI pirisimAM (bArathI traNa ne samayamAM) paNa AhAra-vihAra-nihAra sivAya samaya rahe te zeSa samayamAM svAdhyAya karavAnuM vidhAna karyuM. alabata cauda pUrvadhara AcArya zaryAbhava sUrijI mahArAjanA samayathI trIjA praharanI bhikSAcarIne sthAne kAle mAruM samayathI gya kALe karavI e sUtra amalamAM AvyuM. Ama chatAM svAdhyAyanI paripATI te vatte oche aMze amalamAM ja che ane surakSita paNe cAlu che. digambaramAM te gRhasthoe paNa svAdhyAyane sAcavI rAkhe che. tame paNa svAdhyAya tapanI vicAraNA kare. prativarSa tame kaMI ja anazanAdiTha tapa na karI zakatA ho to tamAre keTa svAdhyAya tapa pharajiyAta karavAnuM che? 0 pakrikhacaudaze-2000 paNa caudaza keTalI? -21 ekavIsa X 2000 = 42000 0 comAzI caudaze-4000 paNa comAzI caudaza keTalI? -3 traNa x 4000 = 12000 0 saMvatsarImAM 6000 6000 pharajiyAta vArSika svAdhyAya keTalo ? 42000 + 12000 + 6000 = 60000 svAdhyAya prativarSa tamAre sATha hajArane svAdhyAya tapa karavAne che je keIja tapa na thaI zake te ATaluM paNa na karI zake te temane-amane saune AjJAbhaMgano deSa lAge. mATe tame sau A uttamottama tapa karatA prabhu AjJAnA pAlanahAra banI makSipathanA pathika bane te zubhecchA.
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________________ [56] tapa-cAna -ciMtana karavAnI kalA jaha cira sacia mighaNa-maNalAya pavaNasahio dua' Dahai kami ghaNamamia khaveNa jhaNANalA ha taha je rIte cIrakALanA ekaThAM karelA kASTha [lAkaDAM]ne pavananI sAthe rahelA agni bALI nAkhe che tema ananta karUpI i dhanane eka kSaNamAtramAM ja dhyAnarUpI agni bALI nAkhe che. re dhyAna tapa zA mATe karavA joIe ?" A praznanA kevA TuMkA ane sarasa uttara A zlAkamAM jaNAvI dIdhAkane khALavA mATe" dhyAna tapanA hetu ja karma nirA lakhI dIdhe.. vaLI kSaNamAtramAM khALI nAkhe che tema kahyuM kAraNa ke zukala dhyAna rUpa tapamAM vatA jIvAtmA ja ghAtI-aghAtI karmone khapAve che, bIjA badhAM tapa meAkSamAnA sahAyaka kharA paNa jIvanI mukti ane kevaLajJAna prApti samaye zukaladhyAna tA hAya hAya ne hAya ja, tA hAlamAM A badhAM AMkhe mI'cIne besI rahe che tene dhyAna gaNavAnuM ? ke pachI A ghyAna kendronA rAphaDA phATyA che tene dhyAna samajavuM? dhyAna gaNavuM kAne ? naMdaghanajI mahArAjAe dhyAna mATe suMdara rUpaka mukayuM che. eka bhramarI icaLane pakaDI lAvIne peAtAnA daramAM muke che, te rAja rAja iyaLane Da kha Ape che ane tenA pharatI guMjArava karyA kare che. IyaLane paNa vAtAvaraNamAM bhramarInuM ja dhyAna guMjayA kare che ane eka divasa iyaLa paNa [zarIra cheDIne] bhramarI bane che. bhramarI jevA ja gu MjArava karavA mAMDe che. e rIte ApaNe paNa prabhunA dhyAnamAM DubI gayA hAI e tA te parama kRpALu paramAtmAno tAdAtmya thakI tenI ja ahi ta padmavIne prApta karanArA athavA te siddha svarUpane pAmanArA manIe. zreNika mahArAjA asa'yamI hatA. avirati paNa hatA. chatAM trikALa jinezvara pUjA ane eka mAtra mahAvIra paramAtmAnuM dhyAna
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________________ 202 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 temane AvatI covisInA prathama tIrthaMkara panAbha banAvanArA thayAM te paNa Dara varSanAM ja AukhAMvALA. yazovijayajI mahArAjA paNa pharamAve che ke - dhyAyaka dhyAna dhyeya guNa eke bheda cheda karazuM have Teke kSIranIra pare tumazuM melazuM vAcaka jasa kahe he haLIzuM sAhibA vAsupUjya jirNodA dhyAnanuM mahatva te svIkAryuM. paNa dhyAna eTale zuM? uttabha saMhananasyaikAgracintA nirodho dhyAnam tatvArtha sUtramAM umAsvAtijI mahArAjA dhyAnanI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAve ke uttama saMhananavALAnuM je eka viSayamAM aMtakaraNa vRttinuM sthApana te dayAna. - sAmAnya arthamAM dhyAna eTale ciMtana evo artha thAya che. cai vinAvAnu mujaba caeN dhAtu [ kriyApada] parathI banela dhyAna zabdanuM ciMtana karavuM e ja artha thAya che. jenA vaDe vastunuM ciMtana thAya dhyAga vastu nena rUti thAnate dayAna kahevAya. paNa A ciMtana tapa rUpa-kama nirjarAnA sAdhanarUpe hovuM joIe. A arthamAM ja A parizIlananuM zIrSaka rAkhyuM. ciMtana karavAnI kalA kAraNa ke ciMtana to sAruM ane kharAba bane hoI zake che. dharma ke zubha ciMtana ApaNane sagatimAM laI jaze ane mAtra saMkalpa ke vikapa rUpa dudhdhana karatA jIvAtmA mATe te adhyAtma kalpadrumamAM naraka gatinuM gamana nizca karIne darzAvyuM te pachI dayAna ane ciMtanamAM kaI pharka khare ke nahIM? = thimasatA taM zAkha pa tathaM vinaM-AmAnA je adhyavasAyo thira eTale ke vyavasthita hoya, AmaviSayane anurUpa hoya te dhyAna- -ane je avasAya cala eTale ke anavasthita hoya te ciMtana kahevAya. ApaNe viSa ciMtana ne ja che paNa te ciMtana sthiramekSalakSI ke AmaviSayaka hovuM joIe. tenA anusaMdhAne ja zIrSaka che. "ciMtana karavAnI kalA
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________________ citana karavAnI kalA 203 Aje je dhyAna kendro khulavA mAMDayA che te dhyAna kendra che ke ciMtana kendra te tame ja vicArI leje. taddana sAmAnya vyavahAranuM udAharaNa le. jemake tame gAyanuM dhyAna dhare che te gAyane cAra paga-be zIMgaDAgaLe godaDI-svabhAve garIbaDI vagere dhyAna kahevAya. paNa te vicAratA vicAratA tame evuM ciMtana zarU karI de ke gAya bheMsa karatAM ochuM dUdha Ape che. bheMsanuM ghI uttama che. giranI bheMsa vadhu vakhaNAya che vagere, te tyAM gAyanuM dhyAna nathI. paNa cittanI cintanAtmaka vRtti ja gaNAya che. prasannacaMdra rAjarSi kAyAga vaDe te dhyAnamAM ja lIna hatAM, chatAM ciMtana ane dhyAnanI bhUmikA vacce keTalo maTe taphAvata che. te darzAvatuM uttama daSTAnta puruM pADe che. saMdhyAkAle rAjavI prasannacaMdra jharUkhAmAM beThA che. nagaranuM rUpa nIhALatAM nIhALatAM nAnA nAnA prakAzI raMgavALA vADheLe jemAM te joI harSita thayelA rAjavI hajI suMdaratAne mANe teTalI vAramAM te saMdhyAne khilela raMga jota-jetAmAM nAza pAme tyAre ciMtana zarU thayuM- sthira nahIM A saMsAre prANa tana dhana yauvana vAna jima saMdhyAnA vAdaLano raMga jima caMcala gaja kAna are ! A saMsthAnA vAdaLAnA raMganI suMdaratA kayAM gaI? kharekhara saMdhyAnA raMganI jema A deha paNa anitya che. A pramANe ciMtana karatA vairAgya vAsita banI, potAnA bAlyavayanA putrane gAdI soMpI dIkSA grahaNa karI, tatkALa keza loca karyo, cAtri grahaNa karyuM. prasannacaMdra rAjarSi viharatA viharatA eka vakhata rAjagRhI nagarInA udhAnamAM kAryotsarga mudrA dharI ubhA che [noMdha:- paga upa0 paga caDhAvI be hAtha AkAza tarapha UMcA rAkhI-sUrya sAme dRSTi lagADIne-evA ullekha sajajhAyamAM che.] AvA samaye bhagavAna rAjagRhI nagarInAM guNazIla udyAnamAM samesaryA te jANune zreNika rAjA meTA ADaMbarapUrvaka prabhune vaMdana karavA nIkaLyA che. munine A ugra tapa tapatAM joI zreNika mahAsajA hAthInI aMbADI parathI nIce utaryA prasannacaMdra rAjarSine vaMdana
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________________ 204 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 karI traNa pradakSiNuM daI tene saMyama jIvananI anumodanA karatA AgaLa cAlyA. A samaye eka cepadAra jenuM nAma ja durmukha hatuM te be ke A mudananuM nAma paNa levA lAyaka nathI, teNe potAnA pAMca varSanA bALakane gAdIe besADe che, tenA vairIe nagara luMTayuM che-gAdI haDapa karI javAnI taiyArI che. nagaravAsI vilApa karI rahyA che, bALakane hamaNuM ja haNIne rAjya laI leze. basa ATalI ja vAta kAnamAM paDI ane prasannacaMdra rAjarSine dhyAna tapamAMthI ciMtana zarU thaI gayuM. zuM mArA jIvatA mAro zatru mArA bALakane haNI nAkhaze! manamAM ne manamAM ja tumulayuddha jAmI gayuM. dharmadhyAnane badale raudradhyAnamAM pravezI gayA. zatrune haNavAnuM zarU thaI gayuM. zastro para zastro chuTavA lAgyA. pelI tarapha zreNika mahArAjAnA manamAM "rAjarSine ekAgracitto dhyAnamAM joyelA" te dRzya keme karI khasatuM nathI. prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLIne pUche che he bhagavan! meM prasannacaMdra rAjarSine vAMdyA teo khUba suMdara dhyAnamAM magna hatAM. teo atyAre kALadharma pAme te zI gati thAya? zrI vIra prabhu kahe sAtamI nArakI. zreNika mahArAjA dhabakAre cukI gayA, chatAM pharI puchayuM. prabhu have teo kALa kare che? bhagavad belyA chaThTha nArakI. punaH punaH eja prazna zreNika mahArAjA pUchatAM gayA ne bhagavAnanA uttaramAM pAMcamI-AthI trIjI-bIjI-pahelI ema eka nArakI ghaTatI gaI. te pharI zreNika mahArAjAnuM kutuhUla vadhyuM pharI e ja prazna-prasannacaMdra rAjarSi have kALa kare te tenI zI gati thAya? zrI vardhamAna svAmIjI jaNAve ke atyAre kALa kare te prathama devale ke jAya... e rIte tenI zubha gati vadhatI cAlI ane chevaTe saMbhaLAye gaganamAM deva duMdubhine nAda zreNika mahArAjA kahe are prabhu ! "A nAda zene saMbhaLAya ?? rAjana ! "prasannacaMdra kevaLajJAna pAmyA."
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________________ ciMtana karavAnI kalA zreNika rAjA muMjhAyA. prabhue khulAseA kayeryAM. rAjan mana va manuSyALAM bALavaye mANasane tenuM mana ja baMdha ke meAkSa mATenu kAraNa che. je avasare te vAMdyA ane prazna karyA tyAre tenA manamAM ci Mtana hatuM. yuddhanu 205 pariNAme sAtamI nArakInA puddagalA bhegA karyA. paNa maneAmana cAlatA yuddhamAM zastro khalAsa thaI jatAM vicAryu ke mastaka paranA mugaTa phekI zatrune haNI nAkhIza. mastake hAtha mukatAM ja keza leAca thayelA mu MDita mastakanA khyAla AvyA. dravya leAca, bhAva locanu* kAraNa banI gayuM. manamAM vicAradhArA palaTANI, ciMtanamAMthI pharI cAna taraphanI gati AraMbhAI zubha bhAvanA nI dhArAe caDayA, prasannacaMdra rAjarSi nA adhyavasAyA badalAtA gayA ane zukaladhyAnanA prabhAve prApta thaI gayu. kevaLajJAna. sAtamI nArakInA DhaLIyA bhegA karyA te paNa ciMtana hatuM. kevaLajJAna thayuM te paNa ciMtana hatuM. mAtra khIjuM ciMtana dhyAna tapa rUpe pheravAi gayuM. ApaNe paNa A kathAnaka parathI ciMtana karavAnI kalA vikasAvIe ane dharmadhyAna tarapha gati karI zakIe. cittanI ekAgratA athavA yAga nirAdha teja dhyAna che. temAM chadmasthane antamuhuta panta eka vastumAM cittanI sthiratA rahe te dhyAna che ane jinezvara paramAtmA ke kevalI bhagava tAne yAganA nirodharUpa dhyAna che. je rIte bhinna bhinna dizAomAMthI vahetI havAnI vacce rahelI dIpa zikhA asthira rahe che te rIte sAmAnya tayA kSaNamAM eka ane kSaNamAM khIjI ema kSaNe kSaNe palaTAtI aneka viSayAne avalakhIne cAlatI jJAnadhArAe paNa asthira ja rahe che. AvI. jJAnadhArAo ke ciMtanane vizeSa prayatnA vaDe bAkInA badhAM viSayAmAMthI haThAvI laI eka ja viSayamAM sthira karavI te dhyAna. khAsa khyAlamAM rAkhavuM ke dhyAnanuM A svarUpa mAtra asajJa ke chamasthAvasthAmAM ja sa`bhavI zake che. matalaba ke bAramA guNasthAnaka sudhI ja A prakAranA yAnanA saMbhava rahe che. tyAra pachI kevalI avasthAmAM te yAganA nirodharUpa dhyAnanI ja vAta Ave che.
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________________ 206 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 atomuhuttamettaM citAvatthANameMga vatthumi chaumatthANa jhANa joga nirAhA jiNAga tu eka vastumAM aMtamuhUrta manane sthira rAkhavuM te chakramanuM dhyAna che. eTale ke AtmA jyAM sudhI kaivalya avasthA prApta na kare tyAM sudhI eka vastu paratve aMtamuharta cAne be ghaDI ke kaMIka nyunA 48 miniTa sudhI ja mana sthira thAya che. tethI vadhu saMbhave ja nahIM. pachI zvAsozvAsa baMdha karavA te paNa dhyAna nathI ane kalAka ke mahinA sudhI laMbAya te paNa dhyAna nathI. ane jina eTale ke kevalajJAna prApta thaI gayuM hoya teone bhAva manane nAza thAya che. tethI teone mana saMbaMdhi dhyAna nathI paNa yoganA nirodharUpa dhyAna che. dhyAnanA mukhya cAra prakAra jaNAvyA che. tatvArtha sUtranA navamA adhyAyamAM 29muM sUtra nA raudra dharma suvAni A raudra, dharma, zukala - ka ka dha su zALavuM tatha 'tArUM nivvANa sAhaNAi bhavakAraNamaTTa rudAI A rIda-dharma-zukala cAra prakAre dhyAna che. temAM chellA be nirvANanA sAdhana che. jyAre ArtA, raudra bhAvavRddhinA kAraNarUpa che. Arsa - rti eTale pIDA ke duHkha jemAMthI udabhave te Ad. je dayAnamAM rUdana-dInatA-AkaMdana vagere rahelA che. A duHkha utpatinA mukhya cAra kAraNe zAstrakAra maharSi jaNAve che. (2) phuda vicArA - priya vastu ke vyaktine viga jyAre thAya tyAre tene meLavavAnI ciMtA rUpe je dhyAna thAya te ISTanA viyogarUpa ArtadhyAna kahevAya che. (2) zanidag T - apriya ke aniSTa vastu athavA vyaktine saMga thayuM hoya tyAre tenA viyeganI eTale ke te vyakti ke sthitithI chuTA paDavAnI ciMtA thavI te. (3) rena nittA :- zArIrika-mAnasika pIDA ke vedanA thAya tyAre te roga dUra karavA mATenI ciMtA thAya che, te rega riAtA rUpa ArtadhyAna che.
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________________ - - - - - - ciMtana karavAnI kalA 207 (4) nihAna vArtA cAra :- nahiM prApta thayelI vastunI prApti mATe saMkalpa karavA athavA te satata ciMtIta rahevuM te nidAna AddhyAna kahyuM che. Avazyaka sUtranI vRttimAM zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjAe kahyuM che ke ArtadhyAnathI tiryaMca gati prApta thAya che ane A dhyAna deza virati nAmaka pAMcamAM guNasthAna sudhI hoya che. naMda maNikAra A didhyAnanA prabhAve ja tiryaMca gati - deDakAnA bhavane pAmyo hato. - jJAtA sUtra kathAMganA teramA adanamAM A kathA ApelI che. rAjagRhImAM nada maNakAra nAme zreSThI rahetA hatA. teNe prabhu pAse zrAvakanA bAra vrata grahaNa karyA hatA, eka vakhata teNe grISma RtumAM civihAra aThThama tapa yukta pauSadha grahaNa karyo. cheSThIne te upavAsamAM tRSA lAgI. AdhyAna zarU thayuM naMda maNikArane manomana ciMtana kare ke dhanya che teone jeo potAnA dravya vaDe karIne vAva-kuvA karAve che. pauSadha pAryA bAda paNa tenA manamAM roga citA rUpa ArtadhyAna cAluM rahyuM. teNe zreNika mahArAjAnI paravAnagI laI rAjagRhi nagarI bahAra nara vApi nAmanI cAra mukhavALI vAva banAvI. cAre tarapha upavane karyA. A ja durgAnamAM tenAmAM mithyAtvano praveza thayo. te zreSThIne soLa seLa roga utpanna thayA. aneka upacAro karyA chatAM te rega nivAraNa na thayuM. ArtadhyAnamAM ne ArtadhyAnamAM ja marIne te pitAnI ja vAvaDImAM deDakA paNe utpanna thaye. tethI ciMtana karavAnI kalA vikasAvI AnaMdayAnane aMkuzamAM rAkhavA prayatna karo. (2) raudradhyAna :- A dhyAna AiyAna karatAM paNa vizeSa kura adhyavasAyavALuM che. raudra jenuM citta kura athavA kaThera hoya te rudra kahevAya. tenA cAra bheda darzAve che. (1) hiMsAnubaMdhi - tIvra cheSa athavA svArthane lIdhe prANIo dvArA thatI hiMsA saMbaMdhi je satata vicAraNuM tene hiMsAnubaMdhI raudradhyAna kahe che. (2) mRSAnubaMdhi - cADI-nadA-pitAnA rAya jevA guNanI ane
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________________ - - - - - - - ... 208 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bIjAnA rAya jevA deSanI adhikatA dAkhavavI vagere asatya bolavA saMbaMdhi je satata vicAraNuM te mRSAnubaMdhi raudradhyAna kahevAya. (3) stayAnubaMdhi - corI karavI athavA paradravya haraNa karavA saMbaMdhe satata vicAraNuM karavI ke ciMtavavuM te teyAnubaMdhi audradhyAna. (4) saMrakSaNAnubaMdhi - dhana vagerenA parigraha saMbaMdhamAM tenuM saMrakSaNa karavA mATenI satata vicAraNuM karavI. A dhyAna pAMcamAM guNasthAnaka sudhI hoya che. raudradhyAnamAM eka bAbata khyAla rAkhavA jevI che jethI ApaNe tyAM pravartatA bhramanuM nirasana thaI zake. sAmAnya tayA "kaSAya eTale koI evI mAnyatA pravarte che. paNa kaSAyamAM koI-mAna-mAyA-lobha cArene samAveza thAya che. te rIte rIdradhyAnamAM paNa leke hiMsAnubaMdhIne ja radradhyAna gaNe che paNa satata parigraha ciMtanathI pIDAtA ke jUTha bolavA mATe ja vicArone satata goThavatA rahetAne raudradhyAna karI rahyA che te vAta kaI yAda karAvatuM nathI. citana karavAnI kalA - e parizIlananA saMdarbhamAM A cAre bhede samajI tenAthI dUra rahevA prayatnazIla banavuM joIe. dhyAna zatakamAM jaNAvyA mujaba to karavuM karAvavuM anumedavuM ke tatsaMbaMdhi ciMtana karavuM e cAre bhedane samAveza raudradhyAnanA svarUpamAM karavAnuM che. raudradhyAnI jIvane naraka sivAya bIjI gatine saMbhava ja nathI. zAstramAM te mATe tandula macchanuM varNana Ave che. te bahu nAne eka khAne dANuM jevaDe hoya che. paNa te heya paMcendriya ane te paNa saMjJI eTale ke manavALe. te koI moTA magaramacchanI bhramaramAM beThe hoya che jyAre samudramAM aneka mAchalI magaramacchanI pAsethI pasAra thAya tyAre te magaramaccha tene gaLI jAya che. tema karatAM keTalIka mAchalI chuTI jAya che. - A samaye pelo taMdala macha vicAre che ke are A magaramaccha ke beparavAha che. ATalI mAchalI potAnA pAsethI javA de che. je mAre AvuM zarIra hoya te huM AmAMnI eka mAchalI DuM nahIM.
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________________ ciMtana karavAnI kalA 204 A tadulIo marajI eka paNa mAchalI to zuM jaLajatu gaLI javA paNa samartha nathI. chatAM tenA manamAM ja AvA kura vicAro karatAM je raudradhyAna kare che tenA phaLa svarUpe kazI pravRtti karate na hovA chatAM paNa sAtamI narake jAya che. A che raudradhyAnanuM duSpariNAma. sAdhu mahArAja paNa paphikha sUtramAM ATalA mATe ja eka pATha bole che dunniya jhAgAiM aTTa rudAi parivajaMto guttA rakkhAmi mahavvae paMca Ad ane raudra be dayAnane tyAga karato [eve hu] manavacana-kAya gupti vaDe pAMca pAMca mahAvratanuM rakSaNa karu chuM. (3) dharmadhyAna - ghAta ta dharma: durgatimAM paDatA jIvone dhArI rAkhe te dharma ane te rUpa dhyAna te dharmadhyAna AjJA'pAyA vipAkAnAM saMsthAnasya ca cintanAtU itthavA dhyeya bhedena dharma dhyAna caturvidhamU yogazAstranA navamA prakAzamAM sAtamAM lekamAM dharmadhyAnanA bhedo darzAvela che. (1) AjJA vicaca - sarvAnI AjJA pramANabhUta mAnI tatvathI arthanuM ciMtavana karavuM te. (2) apAya vicaca - rAga dveSAdi vaDe utpanna thatAM karmanA apAyanuM ciMtana-duHkhonI vicAraNA karavI te apAya vicaya (3) vipAka vicaya - pratikSaNa udayamAM prApta thayelA karmonA phaLanI vicAraNA karavI. sarva sukha duHkha karmonuM ja phaLa che. (4) saMsthAna vicaya : anAdi anaMta hekanA svarUpane vicAra kare te - dharmadhyAna mATe bAra prakAranI anityAdi bhAvanA atyaMta upayogI che. A dayAna cothAthI sAtamA guNaThANuM sudhI hoya che. (4) zukaladhyAna - kaSAyanA kSaya athavA upazama vaDe AtmAne pavitra kare te zukaladhyAna. jo ke te uttama saMhananavALAne eTale ke tatvArthamAM jaNAvyA mujaba vija RSabha nAca, ardha vA 14
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________________ 210 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 RSabha nAraca ane matAMtare nAraca traNa saMdhayaNavALAne ja saMbhave che. hAlamAM tenA viccheda che. zukaladhyAna mATe jJAnAva prakaraNa : 42 AAka ceAthAmAM kahyuM che ke je kriyA rahita che, IndriyAtIta che, hu* dhyAna karuM tevI dhAraNAthI rahita che ane Atma svarUpa sanmukha che te zukaladhyAna kahevAya che. temAM kSamA-nilebhitA saraLatA ane namratA e cAra mukhya lakSaNA che. va mAnakAle guNasthAnakanI kSapaka-upazama zreNI tathA A dhyAnanA abhAva che. vasa'tapuramAM zivabhUti vasati e bhAIe hatA. meATAbhAInI patnI vasubhUti para rAgavALI thaI, bhegane mATe yAcanA karI. tyAre vasubhUti kahe mugdhA ! bhAbhI tA mA samAna che tame AvI vAtA kema kare che ? A vakhate kAmajavarathI pIDita kamalazrIe tene judA judA dezantathI ghaNu' samajAvyu. paNa vabhUtie vairAgyavAsIta thaI strI saMga va dIkSA grahaNa karI. A dhyAnathI tenI bhAbhI marIne kutarI thaI. te vasubhUti muninI pAchaLa bhaTakayA kare che. badhe ja kutarIne sAthe joIne te munine leAkeA zunipati kahevA lAgyA. lajajAthI munie mArga badalyA. tyAM pelI kutarI marIne vAMdarI thai. phrI RSi pAchaLa bhamavA lAgI, teA leAkeA munine vAnarIpati kahevA lAgyA. vAnarInI kAmaceSTAthI thAkelA muni jaLAzaya pAse zIta pariSaha levA lAgyA. vAMdarI marIne jaLAzayamAM haMsI thaI tyAM bhIMjAyelI pAMkhA vaDe kAmAtura banI munine AliMgana karavA lAgI. munie tyAMthI paNa vihAra karyAM. hasI marIne vyaMtarI thaI. vibhaMga jJAnathI pUrvabhava joyA. munine pratikRla anukUla upasageryAM karyA. chatAM muni kSeAbha na pAmyA dharma zukaladhyAnanI dhArAe caDI mekSa pAmyA. tame paNa ciMtana karavAnI klAne evI vikasAvA ke meAkSamAnA pathika banI jAo je keAI jIva siddha thayA che-thAya che ke thaze te save zubhadhyAnathI ja thayA che mATe dhyAna tapa avazya karo.
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________________ (57) tapa--utsarga -" tyAga kare" paNa zene? prAyo vAG manasoreva syAd dhyAne hi niyaMtraNA kAyotsarga tu kAyasyA-pyato dhyAnAta palaM mahat sAmAnya tayA dhyAna e tArUpI nIsaraNInuM chelluM pagathIyuM gaNAya. mekSamArga prApta karavAmAM paNa chelle zukaladhyAna rUpa tapa ja hoya che. chatAM ahIM tapanA bAra ledamAM utsarga tapane cheTale muko ane dhyAna tapa tenI pahelA mukyuM, tenuM kAraNa zuM hoI zake te darzAvate A zleka che, "dhyAnamAM prAyaH vANI ane mananI ja niyaMtraNa thAya che. paraMtu kotsargamAM (to) kAyAnI paNa niyaMtraNa thAya che. mATe dhyAna karatAM [kotsarganuM vizeSa phaLa kahyuM che." zakaya che ke mana-vacana-kAyA traNenA niyaMtraNane mahatva ApavA utsarga tapa chelle mu hoya-paraMtu ApaNe mahattva che. A tapanI tapa rUpe vicAraNuM karavAnuM. utsarga eTale zuM ? utsarga truitsaga eTale tyAga. temAM mAtra kAga-varasa ja nahIM paNa anya cha bAbatone samAveza thAya che. prazna:- "tyAga kare te kabula paNa zene? eka mAtA pitAnA putra mATe ThaMDI-garamI sahana kare-bhukhI tarasI rahe to zuM tene tame vyutsarga gaNaze ?.........are eka vepArI dhanane mATe potAnI uMgha harAma karI de che te vyutsarga ?... rAjA rAjayane vistAravA potAnA prANanI Ahuti ApI de tene vyutsarga gaNa?... zrImada vijaya lakSmI sUrijI mahArAjAe tapanA mAtra eka bheda chAyotsarga ne AzrIne ja mahatva varNavela che. paNa AjanuM parizIlana vatsa tapa para che.
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________________ 212 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 te zuM kaI kAmI purUSa tenI premikA mATe gharabAra-sagAM saMbaMdhi cheDI de te vyutsarga? vyasarga [] eTale zuM? mAtra cIja-vastu choDavAnuM nAma utsarga nathI "tyAga karo - paNa zene? e praznano uttara ApatA jaNAve ke utsargamAM mamatvane tyAga karavAnuM che. ahane tyAga karavAnuM che, kAraNake mAtra vastu choDavI te ja vyutsarga gaNAto hoya to tame rojeroja maLa-mUtramela vagerene tyAga kare ja che ne? te te pachI makAnamAMthI kare kADhave te paNa vyutsarga gaNAze. utsarga eTale dravyathI ane bhAvathI tyAga karavAnuM che. temAM batra eTale "huM paNuM" ane mamatA-"mANa paNA ne tyAga karavAne che. utsarganA bhedane jaNAvavA tatvArtha dhigama sUtranA adhyAya navamAM sUtraH 26 muM lakhyuM ke, vAstharzcattoDyo : bAhya ane abhyatara upadhine (utsarga) tyAga ka joIe. bAhya utsarga eTale upadhi-vastra-pAtra upakaraNa vageremAMthI mamatva kheMcI levuM te- atyaMtara utsarga eTale zarIra paratvenI mamatAne tyAga ane kASAyika vikAromAMthI tanmayatA kheMcI levI te- dravyathI ane bhAvathI utsargane samajAvavA mATe zAstrakAro satA bheda jaNAve che. tyAga kare paNa zene? A praznane uttara Ape Apa ahIM maLI jaze - A dravya-utsaga -- dravyathI kAyAna, gaNane, upadhine ane bhakta pAnane e cAra utsarga [tyAga] karavA. bhAva-utsaga - kaSAya tyAga, saMsAra tyAga ane karma tyAga te traNa bhAva utsarga kahyAM. (1) kAya-utsarga: - kAtsargano sAmAnya artha che deha saMbaMdhi mamatvane tyAga, soraThamAM ItarIyA gAme sUthe ghAMghala nAme eka kAThI rahe te
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________________ tyAga karA" 213 hatA. pacIseka varSanI avasthA hatI, gharanA sukhI AdamI hatA. hajI paraNyAMne eka varSa thayA haze. kAThIyANI kheALA bharI pIcara suvAvaDa karavA gayelI tyAM tene dIkarA avatAM. paNa zenA suvAvaDa pahelAM e mAsa ane pachI be mAsa ema cAra mahinAnA viyAga thaI gayA hatA. viyeAganI vedanA ApA suthArathI keme karIne sahana thatI nathI. AkAzamAM vijaLInA gaDagaDATa thAya che ane jANe ApAnA hRdayamAM vicAganI kALI baLatarA thavA lAgI. eka rAta te teNe pathArImAM dhasI nAkhI, paNa bIje divase tA dhIrajanI avidha AvI gaI. ApA suthAranI. mANakI gheADI para asavAra thaI Ape sutheA sAsarAne gAma meMkaDe javA ravAnA thayA. sAsare te pahoMcyA paNa tyAM te tenI dazA sAva pijAmAM purAyelA pApaTa jevI thaI gaI. kAThIyANInA paganI pAnI te zuM tenA oDhaNAnA iMDAya najare na paDe, bIjI bAju sAMbelA dhAre varasAda vacce. ApAne mana jANe IndranI barachIe chuTatI hoya tema lAgyuM. traNa di' pachI ApAnA mijAja gayA. jAheramAM kahI dIdhu ke mAre Aje kAThIyANIne teDI ja javAnI che. sAsu kahe bApa ! A anarAdhAra me ma`DANA che, kayAM jaze ? dariyAmAM... mAre tyAM vAvaNI kheATI thAya che. ApAne haiyAmAM vAvaNInI meAsama hAlI'tI. ghaNuM samajAvyA. tA ce khIje di' hAlI nIkaLA, mekaDA ane ItarIyA vacce krAMkaca gAme zetruMjI gAMDItura khanI che. ghughavATA karatI be kAMThe vahI rahI che. ghaDIbhara tA loko asavArane ane khALaka teDelI kAThIyANI joI rahyA. zuM kAThIyANInA rUpa hatA. tenI namaNAImAM nadInA pura jANe utarI jAya tevu... rUpa. ApA suthAe trApAvALAne kahyuM. sAme kAMThe laI jazeA ? kALI kahai daramAra AmAM kayAM jazu? ApAnI sa`gamAM mANakI thanaganATa karI rahI hatI. hamaNAM jANe pAMkhA phaphaDAvIne sAme kAMThe paheAMcI javuM evA uchALA mAratI'tI. nadInA masta dhughavATa sAme mANakI hahaNATI devA lAgI'tI. lAlacu' trApAvALAe hihaMmata karI. keTalA che ?
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________________ 214 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 eka bAI ane bacce. rUpiyA seLa thAhe. ApAe gaNI dIdhA rokaDAM. paNa bAI e je dharatI para Daga mAMDyo ke jANe kaMkunI pAnI karatA paga hoya tevuM rUpa nIhALI rADa paDI gaI. A pA... revA de, revA do. AvuM mANaha pharI nahI maLe che kAThIyANI te jarAye acakATa vagara besI gaI trApAmAM, kheALAmAM bALaka lIdhuM. lAMbe ghumaTo tANyo. be taravaiyA rAMDhavuM jhAlIne trApAne tANe che. mANakI paNa jANe kAThIyANune AMbavA DAbA pachADavA lAgI. trApa madha vaheNamAM pahoMce ane ApAthI ekAeka belAI gayuM. "bhuMDI thaI. " vAMbha eka lAMbe kALetaro sApa trApA para jaI caDaye hate. ghumaTo tANelI kAThIyANI sAme sApa phUMphADA mAravA mAMDe. ApAne jIva tALave coMTI gaye. ApAe buma pADI. elA cha-vA-ta, deraDuM choDa nahIM 100 rUpiyA rokaDAM gaNI daIza. trApa kheMcavA mAMDa jhaTa. 100 rUpiyA-jIvAte pAchuM vALIne joyuM te vAMbha eka lAMbo kALotaro. veya bApa karatAM rAMDhavuM pheMkI beya jaNA bhAgyA kAMThe. trA mAM dhumarI khAvA. nadI be kAMThe bharapura hatI ne trA kheMcanAra keI na maLe. Ape jANyuM kAThIyANI gaI have, kALetare paNa ghumaTA mAthe pheNuM mAravA mAMDyA. kAThIyANI e jarAye paDakAra vinA ghumaTA kheMcIne bALakane barAbara DhAMkI rAkhyuM. ApA suthAe mANakI utArI pANImAM, paLavAramAM te mANakI pahoMcI gaI tarApA pAse, talavArathI Dapha daIne sApanuM DokuM uDALI dIdhuM. kinAro aDadho gAu Ane bhekhaDuM saMghIye mADuM mAthe DuM uMcI. Ape be bApa mANakI, "have lAja rAkhaje."ne paDakhAmAM pATu mArI. cAra paga saMkocI mANakIe mAryo ThekaDe paNa mATIne gADAM jevaDuM gAMdaDuM phasakayuM. mANakI paDI pANImAM, mAthe traNa traNa asavArane bhAra paDe che. pharI bhekhaDa pAse lAvI ApAe mANakI kudAvI. pharI heThI paThThANI.
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________________ tyAga kare" paNa zene? 215 kAThIyANa kahe kAThI have tamAro jIva ja bacAvI le. kAyA hemakhema rahI te kAThIyANIne chokare te bIjA ke maLI raheze. kAThI gaLagaLo thaI gaye. bolamAM-bolamAM ApaNe cAreya samAdhi lezuM kAM pAra pigazuM. bAkI tane choDavI ja hota te Ave dAkhaDo karata. ApAe mANakIne lalakArI, bApa mANakI! "zuM aMtarIyALa rajhaLAvIza tuM?" mANakI tIranI mAphaka chuTI. bhekhaDAne ThekIne paDI pele pAra. meDhAmAMthI phINa nIkaLI gayA hatAM. jamIna para cAre page lAMbI thaI paDelI mANakIne pavana nAkhavA lAgyo. paNa have mANakIne havAnI jarUra na hatI, AMkhuM bahAra nIkaLI gaI'tI. paga bhAMgI gayA'tAM. ema samaje mANakIe kAyAno utsarga tyAga] karI dIdhuM hatuM keIpaNa jAtanA svArtha vinA eka dhaDI kAryotsarga karI gaI. kAyAnI mAyA-mamatA choDIne cAlI gaI. ApaNe te kAyAmAM rahIne kAyAne utsarga karavAnuM che. mita ati sUkliI eTale nepyuM zarIrataH katR bhananta zakti vibhinnAmAtmA-namapAsta doSam jinendra koSAdiva khaDga yaSTi' tava prasAdena mamAstu zaktiH he jinendra paramAtmA ! ApanI kRpAthI mArAmAM evI zakti utpanna thAya ke huM zarIramAMthI A ananta zaktimAna temaja deSa hita evA zuddha AtmAne e rIte alaga karI zakuM je rIte myAnamAMthI talavAra alaga karI zakAya. A ja che dAya-vasa jemAM vALa vosirAmi karIne ApaNe ApaNuM bahirAtmAne sirAvI daIne TALaf-jJALA sthAna vaDe, mauna vaDe dhyAna vaDe kAyAne utsarga karavAnuM che. pharI yAda kare "tyAga kare_paNa zene? kAyAne (2) gaNa-utsarga - samudAya ke ga7ne gaNa kahevAya che.
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________________ 216 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 laukika bhASAmAM kuTumba ke jJAtine gaNa kahevAya che. chelle te A gaNatuM paNa mamatva cheADavAnuM ja che. jema gaNadharo agIyAra hatA paNa temAMnA nava gaNadharAe potapeAtAnA gaNa sudharmA svAmIne bhaLAvIne ante anazana karyu te ja thayA gaNu vyutsa kAraNake je rIte azanAdikanA tyAga karavAnA che, upadhi vagerene vAsirAvavAnI che, te rIte gaNunA paNa utsarga [tyAga karavAnA che. (3) upadhi utsaga :- "upadhi" A zabda sapUrNa jaina pAribhASika zabda che. jenA vaDe sAdhu-sAdhvInA bhaNDopakaraNanA a gRhita thAya che. upadhi e prakAre darzAvI (1) audhika (2) aupacAhika (1) audhika upadhi :- nirantara upayAgamAM levAtA evA rajoharaNa-mukhavazrikA-cAla paTTa vagere badhI audhika utpadhi gaNAya che. (2) aupacAhika upadhi :- daDa-pAtra-pIpTa phalaka vagere je pAse hAya paNa kharAM ane na paNa heAya tene aupacahika upadhi kahevAya che. sakSepamAM eTaluM ja kahevAnuM ke vajra-pAtra vagere upadhimAM paNa mamatva rahitatA keLavI ane tenA utsarga karavAnA che. rAtre saMthArA pArasamAM paNa te khAkhatanA pATha rAja beAlIe chIe. jai bhe hujja pAo imassa deharisa mAirayaNIe AhAra muvahi deha savva tiviheNa vosiria jo A rAtrine vize huM kALa karu... yAne ke mArA deha chuTI jAya tA AhAra-upadhi ane (mArA A) DheDu badhu trividha mana-vacana ane kAyAthI] vAsirAvuM chuM. tenA artha e ke ApaNe upadhine paNa vAsirAvIne javAnuM che. A vAsirAvavu zabdamAM utsarga tapanI jaDa rahelI che. tame pazu mRtyu pAmaze. ja-ane maraNa thaze tyAre tamAre paNa kapaDAM phanI cara rAcaracIlu' badhu ja ahIM mukIne javAnuM ke pachI bhegAM laI javAnuM che? mukIne ja jazeA. chatAM tene kAI tyAga karyA tevuM kahetuM nathI. kAraNake tyAM tyAga bhAva nathI, pharajiyAta paNu che. sukI na jAo che kAraNa ke tame laI jaI zakatA nathI.
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________________ "tyAga kare" paNa zene ? 217 jyAre sirAvavAnI vAtanuM roja ciMtana karazo to samajAI jaze ke A ApaNe choDIne javAnuM che..basa pachI mamatvane vyutsarga thaI jAya to e ja che sAco tyAga. (4) bhakta pAna utsaga - anazana karatI vakhate, saMlekhaNA ke saMthAra karatI veLA, gaMbhIra bImArI vakhate, maraNAMta upasarga samaye athavA maraNa samaya nIkaTa jANu temaja roja rAtre saMthArA parasi vakhate rAtri puratuM AhArAdika eTale azana-pAna vagere bhojanAdikane tyAga kare tene bhakata pAna vyutsarga kahe che. dhanyakumAra ane zAlIbhadrae sAthe dikSA grahaNa karI prabhunI sAthe vicaratAM potAnI ja nagarImAM padhAravAne prasaMga banyo. mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe baMne aNagAro vahoravA nIkaLyA tyAre zIlIbhadranI mAtA ane dhanyakumAranA sAsu evA bhadrAmAtAne tyAM dharmalAbha ApI ubhA rahyA. mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI, pAchA baMnenI kAyA kuza thaI gayelI. bhagavAne paNa kaheluM ke jAo Aje tamArI mAtA ne hAthe pAraNuM thaze, chatAM ghera keI oLakhatuM nathI, AhAra paNa vahorAvatA nathI, baMne pAchA pharyA pitAnA gherathI. zrI vIra paramAtmAnA vacanamAM baMnene daDha vizvAsa che. baMne pAchA pharI rahyA hatA tyAre rastAmAM eka mahiyAraNe dahIM vaharAvI pAraNuM karAvyuM. bane muni mahAtmAoe prabhu pAse zaMkA jU karI ke he bhagavana! ApanI AjJAnusAra ame vahoravA gayA paNa A pheraphAra kema thaI gaye? tyAre mahAvIra prabhue javAba Apyo ke zAlIbhadranA pUrva bhave te saMga govALa hate. te bhavanI mAtAe pUrvanA sneha vaza thaIne pAraNuM karAvyuM. ajIA vaLatI mahiyArI mahIM ApIne ajIA paDilAlyA doya aNagAra -dharama dhorIre. ajIA pUrava bhavanI mAvaDI ajIA pUchatA vIra kahe vicAra -dharama dhorIre. muni te vaibhAragiri jaIvIe.
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________________ - - - - 218 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 dhannA zAlI bane munirAjane saMsAranI asAratA lAgI. A bhavanI mAtA oLakhatI nathI ane pUrva bhavanI mAtAne ATale neha! A saMsAra kevo vicitra che. bannee vaibhAragiri jaIne anazana svIkArI lIdhuM. ajIA tava teNe aNazaNa AdaryA achaA vaibhAragiri jaI teha - dharama dhorI re... A tha bhaktapAna vyutsarga. vartamAna yugamAM A tyAganI bahu ja AvazyaktA che. me tane bichAne chellA zvAsa cAlatA hoya to paNa Ijekazana ane bATalAnI sayu ghecI rAkhavAnuM sUjhe che, paNa sAgara anazana sUjhatuM nathI- tyAre bhakta pAna utsarga dvArA AhAra tyAganA paccakakhANa ati jarUrI che pharI-vAda kare "tyAga ka -paNuM zeno ? AhArane. (5) kaSAya utsaga:- kaSAyanuM nimitta maLe te paNa kaSAya na karo. kaSAyanA kAraNe thI dura rahevuM. bIjAne kaSAya utpanna karAvavAmAM paNa pravRtta na thavuM. temaja pratipakSI kaSAya karI rahyA hoya te paNa zAnta rahevuM. A rIte krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha rUpa cAre kaSAyane utsarga- tyAga kare. jema gajasukumAla mazAnamAM kAryotsarga rahelA che. semI brAhmaNa tene joIne krodhathI dhamadhamI uThe che. A duSTa mArI niraparAdhI putrIne paraNIne phegaTa vagovI. gajasukumAlane mAthe mATInI pALa bAMdhI temAM dhagadhagatA kheranA aMgArA bharcA, agni vaDe mastaka baLavA lAgyuM, chatAM eka zabda na belyA, kaI pratikAra zuddhAM na karyo. kaSAyane vyutsarga karI, apUrva kSamAne dhAraNa karI te banI gayA aMtakRta kevalI ane turaMta ja maLI gaye mekSa. bAha ane subAhu bane e dIkSA lIdhI. dikSA laIne roje roja pAMca-pAMcase muninI vaiyAvacca-bhakti kare che. apUva vaiyAvacca tapa tapI rahyA che. AhAra paNa lAvI ApavA, plAna ke tapasvInI bhakti karavI vagere badhuM joIne guru mahArAje temanI bhaktinI prazaMsA karI chatAM mAna kaSAyane utsarga-tyAga karIne beThelA teoe samabhAva * rAkhe te thayA bharata ane bAhubalI.
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________________ 219 - - - - - - tyAga kare paNa zene? baMne mokSa pathane pAmI gayA. puMDarika rAjAe 1000 varSa rAjya bhogavyuM chatAM teo rAjyanA lobhamAM kadApI Asakta banyA nahI, kevaLa cAritranA pariNAmathI jIvI rahelA ane lebha-kaSAyane vyutsarga karIne jIvana vItAvatAM evA teo e mAtra eka ja divasanuM cAritra pALyuM, mAtra eka ja dinanA saMyamI, chatAM paNa lebhane utsarga karelA teo sarvArtha siddha vimAne tetrIza sAgaropamavALA deva thayA. mATe kaSAyane vyutsarga karo eTale ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane tyAga karo. (6) saMsAra utsa:- saMsAra eTale AtmA sAthe ceTelA karmone kAraNe naraka-tiryaMca deva ane manuSya e cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa. mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda vagere je je kAraNothI saMsAra vadhato hoya te te sarva nimittono tyAga kare ane kevaLa mokSamArga paratvenuM lakSa rAkhavuM te saMsAra vyutsarga. utsarga tapanI vAta cAle che. tyAre pharI eka vakhata tapA niA sUtrane yAda karo. tapane hetu mAtra karma nirjara ja hoI zake. sarva karma nirjarA thAya eTale mokSa prApti thavAnI ja che. ahIM paNa saMsAra utsarganuM aMtima lakSya te mekSa che ja. paraMtu jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa cAluM che, tyAM sudhI saMsAra pratye mamatva bhAvanAne tyAga kare te saMsAra utsarga. (7) kama utsa:- karma vyutsa eTale karma baMdhananA kAraNone tyAga karavo. Azra sadA choDavA lAyaka che ane saMvara sadA AdaravA lAyaka che. ukti mujaba Azravane choDavA ane saMvarane AdaravA rUpa tapa karI saMcita karmonI nirjarA karavI. chele sarva karmanA tyAga mAraphate mokSa meLavavo te karma vyutsarga A pramANe sAta prakArane vyasarga zAstrakAra mahArAjA jaNAve che. tene najaramAM rAkhI utsarga tapa thakI mekSa-mArganuM ArAdhana karavuM joIe,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra keTalAMka sthAnA e sarvAM athavA tA yuTsana tapanA atha vAcosarA tarIke ja ghaTAvAcA che. te pasarna nI pUrNAMnI tathA mahatva pUrNa bhUmikA svarUpe vicAravA joie. kANu ke samagra varga nA kAryAtsaga Avazyaka tatva che. abhyAsa mATe 220 jo tamane amane saune A zarIranuM dehanuM ke mAyAnuM ja mamatva chuTI jAya te khAkInA utsarganI bhUmikA ghaNI saraLa banI javAnI. kAyAnu` mamatva che teA upaSinu paNa mamatva rahe che, kAyAnu mamatva che te! AhAranuM paNa mamatva che. tene badale kAya--tsagathI kama -utsarga eka yAtrA mAnIne ja vyusa tapa Adaraze| tA Ape|Apa A kAcA ja kane cheDavAnuM--tADavAnuM ke nirjarA karAvavAnuM eka sAdhana banI jaze. -~; phI-yAda karIe . A parizIlanane :~ tyAga karo "-paNa zene ? "tyAga karA'-paNa zeno ? "tyAga karA" paNa zenA? tyAga kare" paNa zenA bhaktapAna-AhAranA "tyAga karI paNa zenA? kaSAya-dha mAna mAyA lAbhane "tyAga kare" paNa zenA? "tyAga karA'-paNa zenA? sauMsAranA nimittonA karmAnA A rIte bAhya abhya tara ane tapanA samanvaya thakI tapa dhanI-zrAvakanA teramA vyanI ArAdhanA karI, jinAjJA pAlanahAra khanA. kAyAnA mamatvanA samudAya [kuTumba]nA upadhi vasrAdinA mamatvanA 0 mAtra upavAsa karanAra tapasI nathI, O svAdhyAyane ja tapa mAnI kAyakaSTa cheADanAra paNa tapasI nathI jarUra che bAhya tapa AcaraNA sAthe abhyaMtara tapanA prakAzanI- ApaNe 'nane ArAdhavA samartha banIe eja prabhu prAthanA
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________________ (58) bhAvanuM mahattva -bhAva e ja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa jaja' samaya' jIvA Avisai jeNa jeNa bhAveNa se tammi tanmi samaye suhAsuha badhae kamma che je je samaye jevA jevA bhAva vaDe varte che. te te samaye te [tevA tevA zubha athavA azubha karma bAMdhe che. manaha jiNoNa sajhAyamAM zrAvakanA chatrIza kartavyamAM caudamuM kartavya lakhyuM mAna "bhAva". temaja dana-zIla-tapa ane bhAva rUpa dharmanuM cothuM aMga paNa mukyuM bhAva. 0 paNa bhAva eTale zuM ? bhAva eTale mananA zubhAzubha pariNAma vizeSa. jema sarva samudromAM svacaramaNa samudra mukhya che. tema sarva dharmone vize bhAva dharma mukhya che. tethI zubha bhAvamAM vate jIva zubha karmo bAMdhe che ane azubha bhAvamAM vartate jIva azubha karmo bAMdhe che. bhAva e ja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa che. zarIranuM uttama-(mukhya) aMga mastaka che. te kaMI karatuM dekhAya nahIM paNa AkhA zarIranA saMcAlananI derI tenA hAthamAM che. je kadApi zarIranA keI aMgane te khoTA Adeza ApI de te? anartha thaI jAya ke nahIM? te rIte jIvananI sArI pravRtti ke kiyAno saMcAlaka ke kamAnDara bhAva che. ITAlane saramukhyatAra musalInI bahArathI sakhata dekhAte hate chatAM tene aMtarathI anukaMpAne bhAva satata vahete raheto hato. tenA bacapaNane eka prasaMga che. te samaye prAthamika zALAmAM te abhyAsa karate hatA tyAM dareka vidyAthI gherathI nAstAne Dao laIne AvatA ane risesamAM nAsto karatA. eka divasa risesamAM musalInI zALAnA medAnanI lena para nAsto karavA gayo. hajI nAstAne Da upADI nAsto karavA beThA tyAM tenI najara bAjunA
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________________ 2022 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 vidyAthI para paDI. te vidyAthInA mukha para lAcArIne bhAva spaSTa dekhAto hato. tenI garIbAInI sAkSI tene utarI gayele cahero ApI rahyo hato. A joI musolinInuM hRdaya dravI uThayuM, teNe ughADele Dabbe pelA vidyAthI sAme dharyo, kahyuM ke dasta, tuM A badhuM khAI le. vidyAthI jarA saMkecAIne belyo. huM badhuM khAI jaIza te tame zuM karaze ? musalInI kahe, dasta tuM enI ciMtA na kara. | musalInI kharekhara bhukhyo hovA chatAM be, dasta! mane jarA paNa bhukha ja nathI. pelA vidyAthI e khAvA mAMDyuM-khAvA mAMDayuM. musalInIne te jotAM harSa ane AnaMdanI mAtrA vadhatI ja gaI. pelo vidyAthI badhe ja nAsto karI gayo tyAre musalInI AnaMdathI nAcI uThayo. bhAva vibhora thaI gaye. bhAvanI mastImAM pitAnI bhukha che te vAta paNa visarI gaye. A che bhAvanI parAkASThA. zreSTha supAtradAnanA bhAva bhAvatA jharaNa zreSThIne yAda kare jarA! je bhAvanI dhArAe caDatA rahyA hatA te kaivalya labdhine varyA hata-paNa bhaNavaMtanuM pAraNuM thaI jatAM bhAva dhArA aTakI ane azruta suralokamAM gaya. bhAva kulakamAM bhAvanuM mahatva jaNAvatA lakhe bhAvocciya paramatthA bhAvo dhammassa sAhago bhaNio sammattassavi bIa bhAvacciya biti jagaguruNo bhAva ja zreSTha paramArtha che. bhAva ja dharmanuM sAdhana che, bhAva ja samyakatvanuM bIja che. tema jagaguru paramAtmAe kahyuM che. prazna :- bhAvanuM ATaluM mahatva che, te pachI cAra prakAranA dharmamAM prathama bhAva kema na mu ? samAdhAna :- bhAvanuM anusaMdhAna cAre dharma sAthe jADAyeluM hovAthI mA ja e pramANe alaga chele mukayuM. dAna paNa bhAvapUrvakanuM hovuM joIe. zIla paNa bhAvapUrvakanuM joIe, tapa paNa bhAvapUrvakanuM joIe. AgaLa vadhIne kahI dIdhuM ke bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna sUtrakAre paNa vALa ta ga ma ] ema mAnI pUrva- pazcAt 1 (2) ane mukayuM eka vakhata e kAra muke te paNa
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________________ bhAva eja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa 223 cAle chatAM alaga pADI be vakhata ra kAra mukyo. kemake bhAvane. saMbaMdha agra dIpaka nyAya mujaba pUrvanA traNe sAthe joDavAnuM che. bhAva-dAna, bhAva-zIla, bhAvatapa dAna tapastathA zIla, nRNAM bhAvena varjitam artha hAniH kSudhA pIDA, kAya klezazca kevalam je manuSyanA dAna, tapa ane zIla, zubha bhAvathI rahita che temane dAna kevaLa arthahAni eTale ke dhananA ya rUpa ja che, tapa mAtra sudhA pIDA ke lAMdhaNa rUpa che ane zIla mAtra kAya phaleza rUpa che. bhAvenI zubha-azubhatA sAthe kamane saMbaMdha joDayo che tethI ja ApaNe paNa "bhAva eja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa zIrSaka rAkhyuM. pUrvanA traNe dharma dAna-zIla-tapane bhAva sAthe joDyA. kAraNa ke dAna te karyuM, paNa jo tenI pAchaLa kIti, sanmAna, pada, zilAlekha vagere thakI kevaLa pratiSThA prAptinI ja lAlasA hoya che? tamane kadAca pratiSThA maLI jAya, pramukhapada maLI jAya, akhabAramAM nAma paNa camake, zIlAlekho paNa kotarAI jAya chatAM tame dAnanI madhuratA nahIM mANI zako. kAraNa ke tyAM sadAbAjI che - zubhabhAva nathI. caMpaka zreSThIne AMgaNe tapasvI munirAja padhArelA che. zreSThInA prasanna prasanna bhAvo uchaLe che. padhAro padhAro mahAtmA! mAre AMgaNe senAne sUraja ke ApanA jevA tapasvI munirAjanA pagalAM thayA. huM dhanya banyA. kRtakRtya banI gayo Aje. nAcI uThayuM mana bhAvathI dAna devA kAje. paNa jyAM rasoI gRhamAM najara kare tyAM koI sAmagrI na maLe. ghIne dhaDo taratane Avelo che. nirdoSa ghI munirAjane vahorAve che. munirAjane khapa nathI paNa jJAnI munirAja che. zreSThInA vadhatA jatA bhAvane joI rahyA che. kharekhara ! dAna bhAva vaDe ja mUlyavAna che. bAkI sagA--saMbaMdhi ke mitrone paNa khavaDAvanAra ghaNuM che. paNa te dAna kaMI mokSadAyI banatuM nathI.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 caMpaka zreSThI paNa ghI reDaye jAya che. dAna devAnA bhAvanI varSomAM bhIMjAI rahyAM che. tyAM acAnaka dAnanA bhAvanA pravAha palaTANA. 224 kharA che A mahArAja, nA nathI pADatA. ATalu' ghI vaheArAvyu teA ce khasa nathI kahetA. munirAja beTalI UThayA. ', mA-paDa mA--paDa bhAI! tArA bhAvanI dhArA joIne huM nA nahAtA pADatA. paNa tyAM sudhImAM te bhAvadAna hatu. te dravya--dAnamAM palaTAI gayuM. zreSThIne pazcAtApa teA khUkha ja thayA. "" paNa jo dAna bhAvayukta ja rahyuM heta ane mAtra dravyathI supA tradAna na banyu hAta tA ? revatIe kALApAka vArAvyA. vaheArAvatA keTalA samaya gaye| haze revatIne? e pAMca paLa ke vadhAre kaMI? chatAM revatInI bhAvadhArA kevI haze ke mAtra eka vakhatanA supAtradAne tene tI kara nAma karma khaMdhAvI dIdhuM. kAraNa ? bhAva eja badha ane mekSanu kAraNa, revatIne zubha bhAvanuM khaLa hatuM teA parameAcca padavI prApta karI. zIla paNa bhAvapUrvakanuM ja hAvu. jeI e. zIla, dekhAdekhIthI - vAha vAha mATe ke zarama sa`kAca vaDe paLAtuM hAya ! ? tyAM mAtra kAyakuleza ja thavAnA che. leAkA jarUra kaheze ke bhAI keTalAM sudara pariNAmavALA, AvI nAnI vayamAM cAthA vratanA paccakkhANa karyA che. saMdha bahumAna paNa thAya, leAkeA prazaMsAnA puSpA paNa veraze. paraMtu zIla-pAlana sAthe viSaya-vAsanA zAMta thAya, kAmajavara satAve nahIM', rUpa-raMga-zabde sparza Adi viSayeA pIDe nahI. tA te zIla bhAvapUrvakanuM kahevAya. khAkI dravya zIla te ghaNAM pALe che. nAkarI mATe bahAragAma gayA tA zIlapAlana, jelamAM hA te zIlapAlana, dhaMdhAnI vyastatA hAya tA zIlapAlana, vidhura ke vidhavA hA te paNa zIlapAlana. paNa A badhu... dravya zIla che. zIlapAlananA bhAvapUrNAMkanu zIla nathI. guNasAgara zreSThInuM smaraNa kareA jarA ! karyAM beThA che? lagnanI cArImAM. ati zrImata svarUpavAna kanyAe sAthe hastameLApanA samaya vahI rahyo che. ame teA lagna karyA ja nathI. paNa tamane tA --
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________________ bhAva eja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa 225 khabara paDe che ne ke hastameLApa vakhate tamArA haiyAmAM kevA bhAve uchALA mArI rahyA hoya! alabata te paNa bhAva kahevAya che, paNa saMsAra vaghAranArA. jyAre ApaNe atyAre bhAvapUrvaka zIlapAlananI vAtanI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. te mokSa mATe-saMsAranA paribhramaNane kApavA mATe. bhAva e ja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa che. guNasAgara zreSThIne kanyA paNa kevI kulIna maLI haze ke lagna te tenI ja sAthe karavAnA. je mAnaze te bhega bhagavazuM, nahIM to ame paNa sAthe dIkSA laIzuM. - lagnanI taiyArInI dhAmadhUma che. guNasAgara zreSThI munijIvananI vicAraNAmAM lIna che. hastameLApa ane cerIno samaya. tamArA jIvananI zreSTha mehanIya kSaNe, paNa guNasAgara mATe mehanIya sahita cAre ghAtI karmo khapAvanAra banI. tyAM ja kevaLajJAnane pAmyA. zIla mArgamAM teNe kevuM padArpaNa karyuM haze? kevA utkRSTa bhAve teNe viSayane tyAga karyo haze ke hasta meLApa vakhate ramaNI (strI) zIva kilyANakArI] na lAgatAM zIva (mekSa) ramaNI [priyapAtra] banyuM ane pAmI gayAM kevaLajJAna. A che bhAvapUrvakanuM zIla ke jyAM bhAva mekSanuM kAraNa banyuM. tapa paNa bhAva-pUrvakanuM kahyuM kema? 0 aTUThAIkarI-kAraNa? jeThANI e karelI che mATe. 0 oLI karavI che kema ? badhAM kare che mATe. A tapa nathI, tapa e vAhavAha, dekhAva ke svArtha sAdhana mATe che ja nahIM. tapanuM mahatva kayAre? svAda lAlasA ghaTI te tapanuM mahatva, sukha-suvidhAnI ramaNatA ke dehanI Asakti ghaTI ? te tapanuM mahattva. tame mAsakSamaNa karatA ho paNa navakArazI tapa karanAra para hRdayane bahumAna bhAva na hoya to ? tapa dravyathI nahIM bhAvathI thAya to ja kalyANakArI bane. upavAsa karyo te divase pAraNAnA vicAra AvatA hoya, rAba ane maga sapanAmAM AvatA hoya, maMdIrane pagathIye caDatAM ArasanA pagathIyAmAM baraphInA cesalA dekhAtA hoya to e tapa kalyANakArI na bane. 15.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 kugaDu muni bhale navakArazI karatA. paNa tapanI anumedanA ane pote na karI zakavAnA pastAvAnA bhAva tene bhAta khAtAM khAtAM paNa kevaLajJAna apAvatA gayA. eka hastapratanuM pAnuM khAlApuranA bhaMDAramAMthI hAthamAM Avela te tapa citavaNI kAussagga mATe ghaNu* ceAgya lAgyu. he jIva! prabhu mahAvIre cha mAsanA tapa karyA e pramANe je tapa kare che tene dhanya che. cha mAsathI eka divasa AThe tapa kare che tene dhanya che. be divasa e tapa kare tene dhanya che. e rIte kramazaH ghaTatAM... ... chelle ci'tave ke navakArazI tapa kare che tene dhanya che. A pramANe bhagavate prarUpelA tapadhanI anumAinA karatA pote je paccakkhANu karavu hoya te manamAM dhArI kAussagga pAre. bhAvathI bhAva--jarA vicitra lAgaze A vAkaya. " bhAvathI bhAva " e zuM vaLI ? 26 0 jema kapilAdAsIe dIdheluM dAna te dravyadAna paNa revatIe dIdhela te bhAvapUrvakanuM dAna. 0 cakravatI nA dhADA zIla pALe te dravyazIla-paNa guNasAgara zreSThInuM bhAvazIla. 0 lakSmaNA Aryonu' pacAsa varSInu' tapa te dravya-tapa-DhaMDhaNakumAranu' bhAva tapa kevala ApI gayuM. O te rIte bhAvapUrvaka bhAva.......... niccuno taMbola pAseNa viNA na hoi jaha raMgo taha dANazIla tava bhAvaNAu ahalAu savva mAvaM viNe jema cunAnA pAsa vinA pAnamAM raMga AvatA nathI tema bhAva vinAnA dAna--zIla--tapa-bhAva paNa niSphaLa che. ahI' bhAva ne uttama manArathanA amAM lIdheA. bhAvathI (bhAva) uttama manerathanA vicAra kareA. kapila kevalInuM dRSTAMta keTalu sarasa che. mAtra be mAsA suvaNu mATe nIkaLelA paraMtu rAjAe chuTa ApI te e mAsAmAMthI vadhatA vadhatA rAjAnu` rAja mAgavA sudhI paheoMcI gayeA. tyAM sudhInA bhAva te dravya bhAva hatA. paNa ekAeka vicAradhArA badalAtA bhAva dhArA caDhavA lAgI dhyAnAgni prajvalIta thayA tenA
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________________ bhAva eja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa 227 uttama maneroe ghAtI karma bhuko belAvatA thayuM kevaLajJAna. bhAve kevaLajJAna" uktine sArthaka karI dIdhI. dravyathI bhAvanuM udAharaNa jaNAvate eka buMdI (keTA) zaherane prasaMga che. zaheramAM kaI vakhata eka mahArAjazrI e zrAvakane samajavyuM ke tamAre uttama mAro karI bhAvanA bhAvavI. eka saurASTrane zrAvaka tyAM pahoMcyo pratikramaNa karyA bAda tyAMnA zrAvake bhAvanA bhAve che. ApaNe zatruMjaya tIrthano saMgha kADha, saMghamAM A rIte mANase levA-nitya Avazyaka karavuM -dAdAne bheTazuM- pUjA karIzuM-badhI vAto thaI pelA saurASTranA zrAvake pUchayuM, ye divasa saMgha kADhazo? badhA kahe mahAsuda-pAMcame saMgha kADhavAnI bhAvanA che. saMghamAM javA pelA zrAvake te saurASTramAM potAne gAma pahoMcI dhaMdhe sameTI lIdhe. sthAvara rakama putrane ApI, sAva maryAdita vepAra putrane sepI nIkaLyA. manamAM bhAva che ke huM paNa saMghayAtrAne lAbha laIza. pahoMce buMdI [koTa] tyAM jaI pUchyuM, kAle saMghanuM prayANa kyAre che? zrAvake kahe ka saMgha bhAI? pele zrAvaka kahe kema tame thoDA divasa pahelAM pratikramaNa bAda saMghanI vAta karatA hatAM ne ? oho...? ame te bhAvanA bhAvatA'tA. saurASTrane zrAvaka muMjhAyA. kharI karI A badhAMe. huM baMdha sameTIne Avyane A badhAM hajI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI vAtuM kare che. have mAre gAma paNa kayA moDhe javuM? tyAM ja rahyuM. dhIme dhIme dhaMdho zarU karyo. vepAra jamAvI zrImaMta zrAvaka banyA. ekavAra pratikramaNa bAda saMgha jamaNanI vAta mukI sArAmAM sArA miSTAnna-pharasANa sahita jamaNa devAnuM nakakI thaI gayuM. saMgha jamaNa paNa thaI gayuM. badhAM bila-kharcanA hisAba laI AvyA saurASTranA vepArI pAse. vepArI kahe tame A badhAM bila mArI pAse kema lAvyA che? kema tame saMgha jamaNa karAvyuM ne? pelA vepArI kahe are e te huM bhAvanA bhAva hatA. jamADavAnA thaDA hatAM ?
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________________ 228 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A bhAva kevA kahevAya? dravyathI bhAva-te kalyANakArI na bane. eTalA mATe ja zrI siddhasena divAkara sUrijIe lakhyuM. AkarNito'pi mahito'pi nirikSito'pi nUna na cetasi mayA vidhRto'pi bhaktyA jAto'smi tena janabAMdhava duHkha pAtra taramAtU kriyA pratiphalanti na bhAvazUnyA AkhI paMktine sAra zuM? suyA haze pUjyA haze nirakhyA haze paNa keka kSaNe he jagatabaMdhuM cittamAM dhAryA nahI bhakti paNe ja prabhu te kAraNe du:khapAtra A saMsAramAM A bhakita paNa phaLatI nathI muja bhAva zunyAcAramAM bhAva vihina ke bhAvazunya kriyA phaLa denArI banatI nathI. ApaNe paNa kahyuM bhAva e ja baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa paNa pharI e ja prazna. bhAva eTale zuM? lekaprakAzamAM mahepAdhyAya vinaya vijayajI mahArAja pAMca prakAre bhAve varNave che. (1) pathamika - karmane je pradeza [daLIyA] ane vipAka [phaLa] e baMne prakAre karmanA udayane reko-ane te rIte AtmAne je bhAva utpanna thAya te aupazamika bhAva. paNa A bhAve kevaLajJAna na thAya. (2) kSAyika :- kamane AtyaMtika uccheda te kSAcika kahevAya. A kSAyikapaNAmAMthI niSpanna thato bhAva te kSAyika bhAva. (3) kSApathamika - je karma udayamAM AveluM hoya te karmane kSaya kare ane je karma udayamAM nathI AvyuM te karmane rokavuM eTale ke te karmane upazama karo. A baMne kiyA vaDe je bhAva utpanna thAya te bhAvane kSApazamika bhAva kahe che. (4) audayika :- karmane je vipAka [phaLa] vaDe karIne ApaNe je anubhava thAya tene udaya kahevAya. A karmanA udaya vaDe je bhAva utpanna thAya tene audayika bhAva kahe che.
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________________ 229 bhAva eja aMdha ane meAkSanuM kAraNa (5) pAriNAmika :- jIva [athavA ajIva]ne svarUpa anubhava karavAmAM je tatparatA te ja pariNAmika bhAva kahevAya che. jemake jIvamAM jIvatva rahelu che te kadI ajIvatva thatu nathI. e ja rIte bhavajIva hoya tenAmAM je bhavyatva (paNuM) che te kadI abhavyatva (paNuM) thaze nahIM ane avi jIvamAM raheluM abhavyatva kadI bhavyatva rUpe pariNamaze nahI. kAraNa ke temanA pAriNAmika bhAva ja te prakAranA che. bhASanA je pAMca prakArA atre jaNAvyA temAM prathama traNa bhAva, (1) aupamika bhAva (2) kSAyika bhAva (3) kSAyeApazamika bhAva A traNe bhAvA ka nA ghAta thavAthI/karavAthI utpanna thAya che. - jema raja ke vAdaLA dUra thatA sUnI kAMti bahAra Ave che tema karaja dUra thatAM A bhAvA prakAzita thAya che. cAthA auyika bhAva peAtAnA bAMdhelA karmInA uddayathI utpanna thAya che. jema dArU pIdhelo mANasa dArUnA naze! caDe tyAre gAvA ke nAcavA mAMDe tema karmInA udaya thatAM karmAnusAra vartana karavA mAMDe che. pAMcamA pAriNAmika bhAva ninimittaka che. mAhanIya kama mAM pAMce bhAvA sabhave che jyAre jJAnAvaraNIya- da nAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya mAM aupazamika sivAyanA cAra bhAvA hoya che ane vedanIya-gAtra-Ayu-nAma A cAre karmAmAM kSAyeApamika ane aupazamika sivAyanA traNa bhAvA hAya che. ahI' je bhAvAnu` varNa na karyuM. temAM-- 0 kSaya eTale sava thA uccheda samajavA. 0 peAtAnA karmanA vipAka te auyika samajavA. 0 jIva sAthe atyaMta vaNAI gayA hoya te pAriNAmika bhAva samajave. upazama bhAvanuM je varNana karyuM. te bhAva rAkha vaDe DhAMkelAM agni jevA che. tyAM agni eTale karmAnuM astitva che ja paNa upazama rUpI rAkhathI DhaMkAelu che. kSAyeApazama bhAva tA cAre dhAtI krarmAne hAya che. AvA dhAtI karmonA kSaya karI je bhAvamAM jIva varte te jIva bhAve kevaLajJAnanI
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________________ 230 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 uktine sAka kare che paNa te ukti sArthaka kayAre bane? jo jIva kSAyika bhAvamAM vatA hAya tA-- 0 nAgaketune kevaLajJAna thayuM ane bhAve jInavara pUjIe kita sAka banI. kacAre ? jo te kSAyika bhakitabhAvamAM lIna anyA tyAre citta prasanna ke pUjana phaLa kahyuM re--A paMkti mujaba cittanI prasannatA keLavI bhAvadhArAe lIna banyA ane kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM.. tame sau paNa...... vinaya ratnanI jema dravya sAmAyika na karatAM puDizkanI jema bhAva sAmAyika karo. IM 0 mAtra kriyAnA bhAgarUpe thatAM dravya cauvisatthaene badale bhAva catuvi zati stava karo. 0 pAlakanI jema dravya vadana na karatAM zAMkha athavA kRSNa mahArAjAnI jema bhAva vadana karI. ra abhiva jIvAnI jema dravya pratikramaNa na karatAM aMtimukta sutinI jema bhAvapratikramaNa karo. 0 abhimAne caDelA khAhubalInI jema dravya kAryAtsaga na karatA gajasukumAlanI jema bhAva kAceAtsaga karI. 0 nAgIlA zrI pratyenA meAhavALA ane bhAInI dAkSiNyatAthI dIkSA grahaNa karanArA bhavadevanI jema dravya paccakrRkhANa na karatA arjuna mAlInI jema bhAva paccakkhANa karo. A rIte bhAva dhama pALI kSAyika-vizuddha bhAvamAM lIna banI mekSa lakSI anA bhAva eja adhane badale bhAva e ja meAkSanu kAraNa svIkArI prasannaca'dra IlAcIputra-mAsatusamuni-marUdevI vagerenI jema kevala pAme. []
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________________ (59) bhAvanA-anitya -jema saMdhyAnA vAdaLane raMga AyurvAyu tarataraMga tarala lagnA pada : saMpadaH sarve'pIndriya gocarAzva caTulAH sandhyAbhrarAgAdivat bhitra strI svajanAdi saMgamasukha svapnendra jAlo pamaM tarikaM vastu bhave bhavediha mudA-mAlaMbanaM yatsatAm mannaha jaNANuM sajhAyamAM zrAvakanuM caudamuM kartavya "bhAvadharma" jaNAvyuM. bhAva dharmanI AdhArazIlArUpa bAra bhAvanAo bhAvavI joIe. temAM sau prathama anitya bhAvanAne jaNAvatAM zAMta sudhArasamAM lakhyuM ke aho saMsAramAM evI kaI nitya ke avinAzI vastu che jene saMpurUSe AnaMdapUrvaka Azraya kare ? bApu:- AyuSya-vAyunA taraMgathI cAlatA pANInA mojA jevuM caMcaLa che. satta - vipattithI yukta che. jyAM saMpatti tyAM vipatti. jUra -nA viSayo bhale mIThA lAge paNa sAMje AkAzamAM khIlela saMdhyAnA bhAga jevA nAzavaMta che, mitra-strI svAnA saMgamAMthI upajatuM sukha, svapna ke IdrajAla samAna kSaNika che. kaI vastunA AlaMbanamAM sajajana purU rAce? eTalA mATe ja kahyuM che kedhana rAjya yauvana rU5 rAmA, suta sutA gharabAra re hukama hodA hAthI ghoDA, kAramo parivAramAyA jALare he suNa AtamAM mata paDa mAha piMjara mAyA jAre dhana-rAjya, yauvana-rUpa, patnI-putra-putrI kuTumba, hAthI-ghaDA A badhuM mAyAjALa jevuM che eTale ke A sambandha-saMpatti ke yauvana kazuM ja nitya nathI eTalA mATe tenI tulanA karatAM sathAnA vAdaLanA raMganI upamA ApI.
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________________ 232 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jema sadhyAne raMga dekhAya tyAre khUba ja suMdara lAge paNa kSaNavAramAM te vilana thAya che, tema A badhuM paNa game te kSaNe vilIna thavAnuM. jema sayAnA vAdaLano raMga-jema caMcala gajakAna ATalI paMkti yAda rAkhI muko. eka pAmara bhikhArI jaMgalamAM bhaTakta hate. mAMDamAMDa kayAMkathI sAruM khAvAnuM maLyuM te lAvI jamIne bAjumAM jUne ghaDe mukyo. eka tarapha phATI TuTI malina godaDI mukI. pattharanuM ozIkuM karI sUI gayo. bhajananA madathI DIvAramAM AMkha miMcAI gaI. nidrAvaza thayo tyAM svapna AvyuM. jANe pate meTI rAjaRddhi pAme che. suMdara vastrAbhUSaNa dhAraNa karyo che. deza AkhAmAM potAno vijaya DaMke vAgI gayA che. najIka tenI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA anucaro ubhA che. AjubAju chaDIdAro khamAkhamAM karI rahyA che. ramaNIya mahelamAM zayana kare che. devAMganA jevI strIo paga dAbe che, viMjhaNA vijhe che. svapnamAM bhaMga bhogavatA tenA remerAma ullasI rahyA che. evAmAM varasAda caDI AvyA. vijaLInA jhabakArA thatrA lAgyA. sUrya vAdaLAthI DhaMkAI gaye. gAjavIjanA kaDAkA belyA tyAM bhIkhArI jAgI gayo. AsapAsamAM jue te tyAM pANIne khakharo ghaDo - phATITuTI godaDI - pate paherelA malina kapaDAM--e ja jaMgala te sivAya kaMI nathI. nathI tyAM rAjaya ke nathI vaibhava, nathI alaMkAra ke nathI vastro, nathI strI ke nathI bhega sukha. nathI anucara ke nathI chaDIdAra. A saMsAra sukha ke saMbaMdha yauvana ke zarIra badhuM ja bhikhArInA svapna jevuM che, kSaNika che, anitya che. te temAM kaye sajajana puruSa rAce ? mATe eka ja paMkti gekhI le. jema sadhyAnA vAdaLane raMga... yatprAtastanna madhyAhne, yanmadhyAhna na tanizi nirIkSyate bhavesmin hI, padArthAnAmanityatA
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________________ jema saMdhyAnA vAdaLane raMga 233 yogazAstranAM cothA prakAzanA kaleka pa7mAM jaNAve ke savAre che te madhyAhane nathI ane je madhyAhane che te rAtre nathI. kharekhara saMsA2mAM padArthonI anityatA ja che. - anAdi kALathI jIva nigodamAM vase che. eka nigoda zarIramAM siddha karatAM anaMta guNa jIva che te badhAnI pitapotAnA kAmaNadeha saMyukta avagAhanA eka dehamAM che. e rIte sUkSamabAdara nigaDha jIvanAM deha tathA pRthvIkAya vagere pAMca rasthAvarathI samasta loka AMtarA rahita bhareluM che. puNyanI jogavAI thAya tyAre trasapaNuM pAme, trasa eTale vikasendriyapaNuM pAmyA to vikalendriyamAMthI pacendriyapaNuM maLavuM muzkela kadAca puNya bhege paMcendriyapaNuM maLyuM che temAM mAnava bhava maLavo muzkela, kadApi mAnavabhava maLI jAya to paNa AyuSya-cauvana parivAra lakSmI e badhuM anitya che. kSaNabhaMgura che te TakavAnuM nathI. A badhAM kAraNosara kahyuM che ke je savAre che te bapore nathI, bapore che te rAtre nathI. sarvam kSaNikam sarvam zUnyam sarva manityam 0 AyuSya : eka vidyAthI M. Com. ryA pachI 1976-77mAM gaNita ane aMgrejI viSaya laI bI. eDa. kelejamAM bhaNato hato. khaMbhALIyA gAmane rahevAsI alIAbADAmAM prathama semesTaranI parIkSA levAI. prathama varga sAthe pAsa thaye. vekezanamAM khaMbhALIyA gaye tyAre eka vakhata bagIcAmAMthI pharI sAyakala para AvI rahyo hato. hajI te vAta karI rahyo hato ke bIjI semesTaramAM paNa pharsTa kalAsa le che AMkaDAzAstra viSaya rAkhavo jethI TakA paNa vadhAre Ave. eTalAmAM tene eka Thokara vAgI. pachaDAya jamIna upara sIdhuM mAIla sTena sAthe mAthuM bhaTakAyuM. tyAM ne tyAM ja breIna hemareja thaI jatAM te vidyAthI khalAsa thaI gayo. gAyu , tarataja tAruM - vAyunA taraMgathI cAlatA pANInA majA jevuM AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM. kSaNamAM dekhAI vilina thaI gayuM. jema sadhyAna vAdaLane raMga, jema caMcala gajakAna kusaggai jaha osa bindue thoba ciThThai labamANae aiva' maNuAga jIviya' samaya goyama mA pamAyaNa
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 uttarAyana sUtramAM zrI vIra paramAtmA pharamAve che ke ghAsanA agra bhAga para rahela jhAkaLa bindu pavananA jhapATA AvyA nathI. tyAM sudhI ja TakavAnuM, te rIte mAnavInuM jIvana (AyuSya) paNa ghAsanA agrabhAge rahelA bindu jevuM che. kayAre pUrNa thaze te khakhara nathI. mATe huM gautama. kSaNa mAtranA paNa pramAda karIza nahI. mATe he jIva tuM Atmahita sAdhI le. 0 sapatti-vaibhava :- vibhavo naiva zAzvataH vaibhava ke sa*patti paNa zAzvata nathI. 234 ThAra treha pAmaranA neha jyujI e yauvana ragarALa re dhanasapada paNa dIe kAramIjI jehavA jaLa kallola re jaya seAma munijI sAyamAM jaNAve che ke jema jhAkaLanI cIkAza ane pAmara prema TakatA nathI e rIte A yuvAnInA raMganI mastI TakatI nathI ane samudramAM uThaLatA pANInA leAlanI jema dhana sa`patti paNa sthira nathI. lakSmI cAhe saMpattinI hAya, zarIranI hAya ke yauvananI hAya te kSaNabhaMgura che. te lakSmI kulInamAM ke dhIramAM, patimAM ke mumAM, surUpa ke kurUpamAM, parAkramI ke TAyaramAM, adhamI ke dhI mAM, kaMjusa ke dAtAramAM kayAMya sthira rahetI nathI. jagatanuM lAMbAmAM lAMbeA kALa nabhanAruM sukha anuttara vimAnamAM che. 33 sAgarApama sudhI sukha-sukha ane sukha. chatAM Avu sukha paNa zAzvata nathI. 33 sAgaropamanA kALa paNa eka divasa purA thaI jaze ane A sukha cAlyu jaze. temAM koI zaka nathI. puNyanA yoga hoya tyAM sudhI vaibhava Take are kadAca jIvananA aMta sudhI paNa TakI jAya paNa chelle tA vaibhava javAnA ja che. AtmAnI sAthe AvavAnA nathI. ApaNI najara sAme rAjAonA rAja cAlyA gayA ane sAlIyANA paNa nAbuda thai gayA-kaIka karADapatie roDapati thai gayA-aneka kAra pheravanArA bekAra thai gayA ane dezanA bhAgalA paDayA tyAre badhu... ja mukIne cAlatuM thaI javAnA prasaMga AvyA, mATe dhana vaibhavanI anityatA samajI mamatva ghaTADA te ja upAdeya mAga che.
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________________ jema saMdhyAno vAdaLane raMga 235 harilAla setalavADa eka ati nIti parAyaNa sajajana mANasa hatA. anItinA pitAne hAtha paNa na lagADe. teonA hoddA mujaba dhAre teTalI lAMca laI zake tema hatA paNa teo lAMca levAne kaTTara virodhI mANasa. eka vakhata koI gRhastha tenA khaMDamAM praveza karyo. hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karI. sAheba Apa meTA amaladAra che. je mAru eka kAma karI Apa te Apane AbhAra. setalavADa kahe nA bhAI mane jarApaNa phurasada nathI. pelA gRhastha kahyuM sAheba mAre kaMI maphata kAma karAvavuM nathI. juo Apane ApavA mATe huM eka lAkha rUpiyA rokaDA laIne Avyo chuM. tema chatAM harilAla setalavADe sarakArI kAma patAvI ApavAnI spaSTa nA kahI dIdhI. pele gRhastha jarA muMjhANe eTale akaDAIne be, sAheba! yAda rAkhaje AvaDI rakama ApanAro bIje keI nahIM maLe. harilAla setalavADa khurazImAMthI ubhA thaI gayA. tame paNa yAda rAkhaje misTara ke AvaDI moTI rakamane asvIkAra karanAro tamane keI bIje mANasa nahIM maLe. pelo gRhastha DhIlo paDI gaye. kema sAheba! tamAre peTa nathI. gharabAra nathI. ATalA badhAM kema akaLAI gayAM ? mAruM kAma na thAya te kaMI nahIM paNa vAta te karo ke AvaDA virodha ane uzkerATanuM kAraNa zuM ? setalavADe samajAvyuM ke bhAI A piso te hAthane mela che game tyAre Ave ane game tyAM cAlyA jAya. ApaNe saMteSathI jIvIe teTale pagAra maLe che, pachI vaibhava vilAsanuM kAma zuM che? saMpatti te kyAreka vipattine paNa netarIne Ave che ane te pAchI bhegI te AvavAnI nathI. jIvanamAM sAthe te sadAcAra ja AvavAne che bhAI mATe AvI AsurI saMpattine huM tyAga karuM chuM. are cha khaMDanI Rddhi dharAvate subhUma-cakavatI darIyAmAM DUbI maryo tyAre sAthe zuM laI gayo ? mAtra sAtamI nArakInuM AyuSya. tethI ja saMpattine paNa anitya mAnIne tyAga kare eTale ke
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________________ 236 abhinava upadeza prAsAda- tenuM mamatva ghaTADavuM AyuSyanI jema saMpatti mATe paNa eja paMkti yAda karo. jema sadhyAnA vAdaLane raMga-jema caMcala gajakAna 0 yauvana :- yuvAvasthA kutarAnI pUMchaDI jevI che jema kutarAnI pUchaDI vAMkI che tema yuvAvasthA paNa vakamati hoya che. A uMmare mANasa bIjA koInuM sAMbhaLI zakatuM nathI. ke mAna te paNa nathI. yauvanane vaza thaI strI saMpatti ane vaibhavane gulAma bane che. abhimAnathI chAtI phUlAvIne phare che. paNa A cauvana keTaluM Takaze? hindustAnamAM eka pahelavAna thaI gayA nAma tenuM gAma. yuvAnImAM 1000 daMDa beThaka karI zakato hato. paNa hospITalane bIchAne dAkhala thaye tyAre tenI hAlata evI dayAjanaka hatI ke me parathI mAkhI naheAta uDADI zakato. tenA mRtyu pahelAM ja tenI yuvAnI maraNa pAmI hatI. mATe cauvananI anityatA samajIne dharma sAdhI le. karakaMDu rAjA nagaramAM pharI rahyA hatAM tyAre teNe eka hRSTapuSTa baLadane joyo. khUba khAto pIto, suMdara, dekhAvaDo, zarIre bharAvadAra sArAmAM sAro baLada, baLadanI cauvana saMpatti joIne rAjA khuza khuza thaI gaye. ATha-daza varSa bADha pharI e ja raste rAjA pasAra thaye, tyAre rastAna khUNAmAM paDelA e ja baLadane pharI jo, baLada jae te atizaya gharaDa, DAka vaLI gaI che, AhAranuM poSaNa maLatuM nathI, peTa pAtALa thaI gayuM che, zarIra kuza thaI gayuM che, ubhavAnI zakti nathI. AvI dayanIya hAlata joI rAjA paNa vicAre caDe. anitya bhAvane bhAvatAM thayuM ke e ho yauvananI A sthiti -jema sodhyAnA vAdaLane raMgakarakaMDu rAjAe tyAM ja rAjapATa choDI dIdhA. kharekhara anityamAM nityanI buddhi rAkhIne gAMDA thavuM, mithyA bhramamAM jIvavuM, sukha mAnavuM te ja ajJAnatA che. zarIra :- mAtApitAnI raja ane vIryanA saMge maLamUtranI kyArImAM azucImaya kAyAmAM uMdhA mAthe nava nava mAsa laTakIne AhAranA muddagale laIne A zarIranuM nirmANa karyuM.
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________________ jema sadhyAnA vAdaLanA raMga 237 A zarIra eTale ITa para caNAyelI IMTanI jema hADakAM para hADakAM caDhAvelu mALakhu ke je rogagrasta che-nAzavaMta che--jINu zINu thavAnA svabhAvavALuM che. jemAM nAkhelI sArI vastu paNa gaDhavADa rUpe bahAra kADhe che. are zIyALAmAM kaIka pAka ane bhasmA khAIne puSTa kareluM zarIra, eTAda melerIyA athavA phalyunA humalA AvatA khalAsa thaI jAya che daza mANasane ekale hAthe bhaDAke dai denArA TI.bI.nA khATale paDavo paDatho lAru pADe che. cha khaMDa pRthvInA ghaNI ane eka cakrI zAsana calAvatAM cakravatI sanatkumAranA vakhANa devaleAkamAM IndrasabhAmAM beThA beThA Indra karI rahyo hatA. kharekhara sanatakumAranuM rUpa lAvaNya adbhuta che. IndranA mukhe prazaMsA sAMbhaLI e devatA AvyA. brAhmaNanA veze jue che tA kharekhara Indra mahArAjAe vakhANeluM hatuM tevuM ja rUpa mastaka halI gayuM baMne devatAnuM. sanatkumAre pUchyuM kema tame mAthu dhuNAvyuM? brAhmaNeA kahe kharekhara zu' adbhuta rUpa che Apanu basa ATaluM vAkaya kAne paDatAM cakrInA manamAM mada jAgyA mAruM rUpa atyAre zuM jue che. atyAre te A kAyA melathI bharI che. nAhI dhAI, vilepana karI, alakAra paherI rAja siMhAsana para AvuM tyAre tame mAru rUpa jevA Avajo. rAjadarabAra bharANA tyAre devatA AvI ne jue che te pharI mastaka halI gayu, arere! kayAM addabhuta rUpa hatuM kSaNavAra pahelAnu ane have A sthiti ! brAhmaNeA e tene jaNAvyuM ke rAjan ! tArI kAyAmAM sALa roga utpanna thayA che. turata cakrIe pAnanI pIcakArI mArIne joyuM te kIDA paDI gayAM che kAyAmAM. arere A kAyAnI A dazA ! A rUpa ATalI vAramAM asta thaI gayuM. khaLabhaLyeA ghaNu cakrIsanamAM sAMbhaLI devanI vANI turata ta'eALa tANIne joyu. raMga bharI kAyA palaTANI raMgIlA rANA raheA raheA jIvana raheA- (2) sanatakumArane anityatA samajAI gaI A kAyAnI. khasa have A saMsAramAM eka paNa na rahevAya. anityAni zarIrANi
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________________ 238 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 gaDhamaDha maMdira mALIyA melyA, melI te sArI ThakurAI navanidhi cauda ratana savi melyA melI te sayalasajAI hayagaya aMte urI savi melI, melI te mamatA mAyA ekalaDA saMyama lai vicare, keLa na mele rANuM rAyA - raMgIlA rANuM rahe rahe jIvana raho...(2) sanat munie kAyAnI mAyA tyajI dIdhI, rogone samatA bhAve sahana karatA, tapanA prabhAve labdhi utpanna thaI. pharI pelA be devo vaidyanuM rUpa laIne AvyA. auSadha karavA mATe vinavaNuM karI tyAre munivare thuMka vaDe ja pitAnI AMgaLIne suvarNamaya karI dekhADI. AvA labdhidhArI munivarane vaidyanI zI jarUrI e ja kAyA vaDe sadagati sAdhI gayA. Indriya ane viSaya sukha akSArthAH puNyarupA ye parva syuste kSaNena ca akSANAmiSTatA datvA'niSTatAM yAntyahA kSaNAt pahelA je suMdararUpavALA IndriyanA viSayo hatA te kSaNavAramAM Idrine ISTapaga ApI pAchA-aho khedanI vAta che ke kSaNavAramAM aniSTatAne pAme che. khIlelA puSponA suMdara bagIcA prAtaHkAle AMkhane ke AnaMda Ape che, vRkSanI kuMjemAM kalarava karatA paMkhIne madhura svara kAnane kevo AnaMda Ape che, punI suMdara sudhI parAga nAkane kevI seDamathI maghamaghAvI de che, ane parvatane spazane Avate maMda maMda pavana rame remane spazI kevI zAMti arpate jAya che, vividha phaLo ane svAdiSTa pakavAne ne svAda jIbhane ke gamI jAya che. paNa keTalI ghaDI ? jema saMdhyAnA vAdaLano raMga jema caMcala gajakAna puSpo karamAI jAya che. vRkSo sukAI jAya che. pakSI mRtyu pAme che. ane suMgadha durgadhanuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. zItaLa pavana tApamAM garama thaI lU pakaDe che, bhojana viSTAmAM pariName che. kAraNa ke indriyanA viSayo anitya che. be cAra miniTanuM sukha A bhavamAM te sajA kare che paNa pachI narakAvAsamAM ghasaDI jAya che.
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________________ jema saMdhyAnA vAdaLanA 2'ga 239 jema megha dhanuSanA raMga kevA sapta raMgathI zeAbhe che paNa kSaNavAramAM azya thaI jAya che. tema saMsAranuM sukha vilAI javAnu che. mATe he mUDhA! temAM mehi pAmIza nahI sukha ta'bAlane adhara rAtA karatA navanavA khela re, teha nara ala punya kATe karatA pa2 ghara Tela mAyA jAla re... muMja rAjA eka nAnA rAjA sAthe yuddha karavAmAM hAryAM. tyAM tene keda karyA tyAre mu`janA matrIoe jelanA eraDA sudhI suraga khAdAvelI-have rAjan ahIMthI bhAgI chuTA, paraMtu mRNAlanA premamAM paDeleA rAjA kSaNika evA viSaya sukhane cheDI na zakayA. kAle mRNAlane laIne cAlI nIkaLazu tema vicArI matrI sAthe rAjA mu'ja bhAgyA nahI.. kevaLa strI sAthenA sparzaSTinA viSaya AnaMda mANavA jatA muMja rAjAnuM jIvana khAruM jhera thai gayuM. bhIkha mAMgavAnA vArA AvyA ane hAthInA paga taLe cagadAI ne maryA. * srI-svajana-mitra vagere nA paricaya ane sabadhA thakI upajeluM sukha paNa vAstavika nathI kSaNika che.--kalpanA mAtra che. yaiH sama krIDitA, ye ca bhRzamIDitAH OM sahA mahi prItivAda' jenA sAthe hasatA-khelatA--meAlatA ramatA AnaMda vArtA karatA, jenI stuti karatAM, mazkarI-majAka karatA evA~~keTalAMe snehie mRtyu pAmyA. sneha saMbaMdhe paNa mRtyu pAmyA. bhasmIbhUta thayA, chatAM ApaNe niHza Mka chIe e pramAdane dhikkAra che. pa`khI sAthe phira cittu dizake taravara rena baserA sahu apane apane mAraga te heta bhArakI verA avadha kayA terA kayA merA kaMIka saMba Mdho bhasmIbhUta thayA --kaIka mitro duzmana banyA, heta prItanI vAta karanArA peAtAnA ghara mAMDIne besI gayA, chatAM huM muDha ! tu' mitra ane svajanAdimAM rAce che. te kharekhara murkhatA nathI tA zuM che?
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________________ 240 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 rAjA kItidhara, AkAza sAme jue che. dhUma tApamAM sUryane rAhunuM grahaNa lAgyuM, sUrya vimAna ADuM rAhu vimAna AvI gayuM che baMdha thaI jAya teve tApa have tene badale kSaNavAramAM aMdhAruM thaI gayuM. rAjAne thayuM aho ho sUrya devatAnI A dazA? je cakavatI paNa narakanI vedanA bhogave che te mArI zI dazA thaze? basa anityatA sUcaka paMkti tenA magajamAM dhumavA lAgI. jema saMdhyAnA vAdaLano raMga jema caMcaLa gajakAna Ape Apa sadA samajAve manamAM du:kha mata pAve ke kIsIke kAma na Ave. kItidhara rAjAe tyAM ja anityatA choDIne nitya sAdhanAmAM pagalAM mAMDyA. gRhastha veza choDIne sAdhuveza dhAraNa karI lIdhuM ghara cheDIne ghara vagaranA [aNagAra banI gayAM. yo dhuvrANi parityajya adhruvaM parisevate dhruvANi tasya nazyanti adhruvaM naSTameva ca je zAzvata evA AtmAne bhUlI jaIne athavA nitya vastune tyajI de che ane anitya evA zarIra ke anitya vastune seve che. eTale ke tenA meha mamatvamAM phasAya che. teonuM dhutra eTale nitya tatva athavA Atama svarUpa lInatA nAza pAmelI ja che ane adhava eTale je anitya vastunI sevA karI rahyo che te anitya zarIra ke vastu te svayameva nAzavaMta ja che. e rIte anitya bhAvanA bhAva nitya ane zAzvata AtmAnI ja vicAraNA kare-
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________________ (60) bhAvanA-azaraNa -ke navi zaraNam ye SaTkhaDa mahI mahIna tarasA nirjitya bamrAjire ye ca svarga bhujo bhujojitamadA medurmudA medurA : teDipa krura kRtAnta vakraradanaiH nidilyamAnA hahA ratrALA: zALA dArA viza: 7 rInAnA: siMha vaDe pakaDAyelA mRganA baccAnI jema jarA-mRtyu ane rega vaDe pIDIta prANIne A saMsAramAM keIpaNa zaraNa nathI. ke navi zaraNam e ja azaraNa bhAvanA tene samajAvatA zAnta sudhAraNamAM mahopAdhyAya vinaya vijayajI A leka lakhe je ghara marI jeo moTA parAkrama vaDe cha khaMDa pRthvI jItIne tenA dhaNI thaI gayA che tevA cakravartI rAjAo ane harSa vaDe puSTa thayelA atyaMta baLavAna svarga sukhanA bhogavanArA evA devatAo, kura kALanA tINa dADhAo vaDe dabAI jatAM chatAM tene koI bacAvI zakatuM nathI evA cakravatIo ke devatAo paNa dIna vadane daze dizAomAM zaraNane mATe daSTi pheMke che. - subhUma cakravatIne cha khaMDanI Rddhi hatI. tenAthI na dharAtA dhAtakIkhaMDanA bharata kSetranA bIjA cha khaMDa sAdhavA mATe prayANa karyuM. carmarana upara caturaMga senA laIne nIkaLyA. je carmaratna upADanArA 16000 cakSe hatAM. lavaNa samudra uparathI prayANa karyuM. tyAre soLe seLa hajAra cakSane eka ja vakhate vicAra Avyo ke mArA eka vinA thoDuM aTakI javAnuM che. e rIte soLa hajAra co e carmarana mukI dIdhuM. subhUma cakI sarve Rddhi sahita lavaNa samudramAM DabI mUo. ATalA devatA sevAmAM hovA chatAM koI zaraNabhUta na thayuM ane subhUma cakavatI sAtamI narake game tyAre ApaNe thAya ke kharekhara ve navi phAraNam 16
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________________ - kAma kare . = = " 242 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 cakavatanI Rddhi keTalI ? cauda ratna, nava nidhAna, corAzI lAkha ghoDA, corAzI lAkha hAthI. corAzI lAkha ratha, chanuM karoDanuM pAyadaLa, eka lAkha bANa hajAra strIo, 6 karoDa gAmane dhaNI, cha khaMDa pRthvIne pati. emAMnuM keI zaraNa bhUta na thayuM-keI bacAvI zakayuM nahIM. ke navi zaraNam ke navi zaraNam maratAM kaNa navi prANI brahmadatta ne marate navI rAkhe jasa haya gaya bahu rANI jasa navanidhi guNa khANI re brahmadatta cakavatI paNa racavADIe caDaye hatuM tyAre sAmAnya gapALanA chokarAe galelanA nizAnathI cakInA bane netro phADI nAMkhyA hatA, tyAre tenI sevAmAM rahetA eka paNa devatA tene bacAvanAra thayA nahIM. kharekhara tresaTha zalAkA puruSane upadeza paNa keTalA sarasa che. cakavatI, vAsudeva, prativAsudeva badhAne kevuM utkRSTa sthAna ApyuM chatAM AvA uttama puruSe paNa Ayu pUrNa thaye cAlI nIkaLyA. kALa AgaLa teonuM paNa kaMI cAlyuM nahIM. tIrthakarone paNa pUrvakRta karmomAMthI keIna bacAvI zakayuM. are traNa traNa khaMDa eTale ardha cakravatInI Rddhi prApta karanAra uttama puNyazALI jIve vAsudeva ke prativAsudeva, chatAM tene narakamAM jatA aTakAvI zake tevuM kaI zaraNa kharuM? nahI. nice naraka gAmI. zAstrakAra mahArAjA tyAM sudhI jaNAve che ke eka samartha devatAnuM baLa eTaluM badhuM hoya che ke AMkha mIMcIne ughADo teTalA ochA ke bArika samayamAM A eka lAkha jananA jaMbudvipane pharatAM 21 vakhata AMTA mArIne pAchA AvI jAya. keTaluM baLa haze e devatAnuM? ATaluM baLa-ATaluM lAMbu jIvana chatAM te deva jyAre paralekane pravAsI thAya tyAre ? ke navi zaraNam kaI zaraNa bhUta thatuM nathI. are je devIo tene sAthe bhega
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________________ ke navi zaraNama 243 bhegavavA mATe gAMDItura banatI hoya te devIo paNa devano yavanakALa jANe tyAre tenAthI vimukha thavA mAMDe che paNa tene mate rokavAmAM zaraNabhUta thatI nathI. na trANa nahi zaraNam suranarahari khecarAdInAm yamapAza pAzitAnAM paraloka gacchatAM niyatam cama rUpI pAza [deraDAmAM sapaDAIne pAkamAM jatA deva, manuSya, Idra, vidyAghara ke khecarane nicce koI trANu ( rakSaNa] ke zaraNa dAtA banatuM nathI. mAta pitAdi Tagamaga jotAM jama le jIvane tANuM re maraNa thakI murapata navi chuTe navi chuTe IndriANI re bharayuvAna avasthA, atI zrImaMta kuTumbamAM janma pAmelA yuvAna, kauzAmbI nagarImAM raheto hato. acAnaka eka vakhata tenI AMkho vedanAthI gherAvA lAgI. dhIme dhIme tene AkhA zarIramAM agana dAha uThI. baLatarAnI kALI vedanA anubhavI rahyo hato yuvAna, zastrathI paNa atizaya tINa te roga vairInI mAphaka te yuvAna para kopAyamAna banyuM hatuM. AMkha ane zarIranI asahya vedanAne lIdhe tenuM mastaka phATavA lAgyuM. bIjAne paNa raudra bhaya upajAvanArI evI dAruNa vedanAthI te atyaMta zekamagna hate. saMkhyAbaMdha vaide tenI vedanA samAvavAne AvyA paNa niSphaLa, aneka auSadhopacAra paNa vRthA banI gayA. 0 vaidya rAjA tene darda thI mukta na karI zakyA. te hatuM tenuM anAthapaNuM. 0 vedanAne TALavA mATe tenA pitA dhananA bhaMDAra luMTAvavA taiyAra hatA. te paNa vedanA na TaLI, te hatuM tenuM anAthapaNuM. 0 mAtA putranA zeke dukhArUM thaI paNa tenuM vAtsalya putrane dardathI choDAvI zakayuM nahIM. te hatuM anAthapaNuM. 0 sadara evA reSTha athavA kaniSTha bhAIo paNa banate parizrama karI cUkayA te paNa vedanA TaLI nahIM. te hatuM tenuM anAthapaNuM. 0 sahedara evI bahene paNa A duHkha potAnI sAthe na laI zakI te hatuM tenuM anAthapaNuM,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 sagIre nArI enI kAmInI ubhI Tagamaga jue enuM kAMI cAle nahI... - beThI dhrusake rUe pativratA - premamAM rakata - AMsubharI AMkhe haiyuM pakhALatI ubhelI, sevA karatAM nahI thAkatI evI tenI patnIe kaIke vilepanA karyAM. are kSaNavAra paNa tenAthI aLagI na thaI. chatAM te peAtAnA patinI vedanA TALavA mATe sama na banI zakI. te hatu. tenuM anAthapaNu'. 244 kAInuM auSadha tenuM zaraNu na manyuM. kAInuM dhana tene zaraNu na banyuM. - - keAInuM vAtsalya tene zaraNu na banyu. koInA parizrama tene zaraNu na banyA. koInA prema tene zaraNu na banyA. kAI nA karuNa vilApa tene zaraNu na banyA, - --- - -- asahya vedanAnI vacce te yuvAna azaraNa-anAtha banIne rahyo. cuvAna uMghI zakatA nathI. trAhImAma trAhImAm ! thaI gayA che, evA te guNa sudarane aMdhArI rAtamAM acAnaka vicArAnA prakAza maLI gayA. kAyAnA dAha tA zamyA nahI paNa tenA mananA dAha zamavA lAgyA ane gADha nIdrAmAM ArUDha thaI gayA. ko navi zaraNam " paristhitimAM cuvAnane prakAza malyA. zrI jinezvara prabhunA, prabhue prarUpelA dhanA. 66 he prabhu, parama kRpALu paramAtmA, jo huM A mahA viDaMbanAmaya vedanAmAMthI mukta thAu tA saMsAranA tyAga karI ApanuM zaraNa svIkAru ane nirAraMbhI pravajyAne aMgIkAra karyuM. have A jagatamAM khIju kAI zaraNu nathI [he vItarAga deva !] tame ja mAruM zaraNu che. ApanI karuNA bhAvanA vaDe hai jinezvara mArI rakSA kare, rakSA kare. prabhunu` zaraNu aMgIkAra karyuM. suMdara nIdrA AvI gai te yuvAnane, rAtri vyatikrAnta thaI gai. cuvAne IndriyAnA nigraha rUpa aNugAratva dhAraNa karyuM", banI gayA te zrI anAthI munirAya !!!
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________________ ke navi zaraNama 245 zreNika mahArAjAnI dRSTi udyAnamAM kAryotsarga karI rahelA eka navayuvAna munine joI rahI che. munirAjanuM yauvana, kAyA, suMdaratA joIne zreNika nA manamAM maMthana jAgyuM. are A yuvAna Ama ghara choDIne sAdhu kema banyuM haze.! hajI samakita pAme nathI zreNika, paNa bhAvi tIrthakarane jIva che. karuNA tenA haiyAmAM bhArobhAra bharAI gaI, vinamratA tenI AMkho mAM chalakAvA lAgI. be hAtha joDI aMjali karI ati vinayapUrvaka zreNika mahArAjAe prazna karyo, he munirAya! tame prazaMsaniya evA taruNa che, lega vilAsane gya evI te tamArI vaya che, saMsAranA sukha ane manehAriNe strIone madhura vacane mANavAnA tamArA divaso che, te badhAne tyajI daIne Apa zA mATe A gheAra udyama karI rahyA che? rAjana ! huM anAtha hato, azaraNuM hate mATe meM dIkSA grahaNa karI. zreNika kahe cAle huM tamAro nAtha thauM. he bhayaMtriANa! tame bhega bhaga, Icchitane varanArA thAo. cAlo mArI sAthe. rAjanuM tuM pote paNa anAtha che, tyAM tuM mAro nAtha kaI rIte thavAne hato. kAraNa ke nidhana-dhana kayAMthI ApavAne? abuddha-buddhidAna kaI rIte karAvAne? ajJa jJAnadAna zuM karI zakavAne? vaMdhyI strIne saMtAna kadI thavAnuM nathI. beghara mAnavI bIjAne Azare zuM ApavAne? netrahIna kadI rasto darzAvanAra banI zakavAne nathI te rIte he rAjana! tuM te paNa anAtha ane azaraNa che te tuM mArA nAtha kaI rIte banI zakavAne? zreNika te anAthI muninI vANI sAMbhaLI vismayamAM garakAva thaI gaye. huM azaraNa! huM anAtha ! zuM vAta kare che munIrAya tame? lAkhane pAlanahAra ane ATale parIvAra, ATalI Rddhi to paNa tame mane kaho cho ke huM anAtha! hA rAjana ! tuM anAtha che.
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________________ 246 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 zuM tane kadI roga nahIM Ave? zuM tane kadI mRtyu nahI Ave? vRddhAvasthA tArAthI dUra ja rahevAnI che haMmezAM ? rAjana ! je vastu anitya che te kadI zaraNabhUta banI zake kharI? A vinAzI bhAre, kSaNika saMbaMdhe anitya vaibhavo te vaLI zuM zaraNa ApavAnA ke jenA baLa upara tuM tArI jAtane sanAtha mAnI rahyo che? cakavatI pAse zuM nathI? are saudharma Idrane Rddhi ochI che? strIonI kamI che kAMI? are sAjana IdranI mejaDImAM jaDelA hirA pAse samagra pRthvInA hIrA jhAMkhA paDI jAya. tema chatAM vyAdhi ane mRtyuthI kaI bacAvI zakavA samartha che kharU? rAgara cakavartanA sATha hajAra putrone javalana prabhu deve dhAsanA pULAnI jema kSaNavAramAM bALIne khAkha karI dIdhAM tyAre te cakavatI zuM karI zakyA? sATha hajAramAMthI eka paNa putra mATe cakravatI zaraNarUpa banI zakayA kharA? rUpa vijayajI mahArAje suMdara zabdamAM A azaraNatA vyakta katAM jaNAvela che ke - atula bala hari cakI rAmA, bhujejita madamastare kura jama jAla nikaTa Ave, alita jAye satta mAyA jAla re... je takhata besI hukama karatAM, pahere navalAM veza re pAgha seharA dharata teDAM, marI gayA jama deza mAyA jAla re.. camajAla rUpI mRtyudatane saMdeze Ave tyAre jIvane bacAvavA ke zaraNabhUta thatuM nathI. kura ane pApI pAlake baMdhaka sUrinA pa00 ziSyone nirdaya paNe ghANImAM ghAlIne pIlI nAkhyA. chellA bAla ziSya mATe te keTaluM badhuM karagaryA baMdhaka sUrijI, chatAM bacAvI zakyA kaI ? thayuM koI zaraNabhUta teone? jema mAchImAra AgaLa mAchalIe hIna banI jAya che. taphaDe che
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________________ na ke navi zaraNama 247 chaTapaTe che. paNa kaI karI zakatI nathI. te rIte mRtyudUta rUpI yamarAjAnA pAsamAM paNa kALa AvyuM ApaNuM kaMI cAlatuM nathI. ke navi zaraNam ke navi zaraNuma A badhI vAtane mAtra eka ja uttara kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAje gazAstranA caturtha prakAzamAM Apela che. saMsAre duHkha dAvAgni jvalajavAlA karAlite vane mRgArbhakasyeva zaraNaM nAsti dehinaH duHkha rU5 dAvAnaLathI jalatI javAlAothI bhayaMkara evA A saMsArarUpa vanamAM mRganA bALakonI mAphaka prANIone [ghama sivAya]. keI zaraNarUpa nathI, he rAjana ! meM paNa azaraNatA-anAthatA jANe A aNagAratva dhAraNa karyuM che. jinezvara paramAtmAnuM zaraNa svIkArI have huM AtmAne nAtha banyo chuM. 0 prazna :- jinezvara paramAtmAnuM zaraNa kema? va bhava rogAta jantunAmagadaMkAra darzanaH bhayaMkara rogathI pIDAelA prANIone jema vaidyanA darzana mAtrathI [DAkaTarane jue tyAM manamAM aThathI zAMti upaje che. tema bhavarUpI rogathI pIDAtA prANIne jinezvara paramAtmAnuM darzana paNa sukhadAyI che. mATe karuNAsAgara paramAtmAnuM zaraNa ja grahaNa karavA cagya che. paNamAmi te bhavabhayamUraNa jagazaraNA mamazaraNaM bhavabhayane nAza karanArA ane samagra jagatanA zaraNarUpa evA he paramAtmA huM tamane praNAma karIne tamAruM zaraNa svIkAra karuM chuM. anAthI muni sAthenA saMvAdathI bhAva ulasIta thayelA zreNika mahArAjA paNa tyAM samakita pAmI gayA. ApaNe paNa sau anAtha ja chIe-azaraNa chIe mATe zaraNa eka paramAtmAnuM svIkAravuM te A azaraNa bhAvanA bhAvavAne marma che. zuM pAmara jIvanuM zaraNuM paramAtmA banAvaze kharuM? nA 0 zuM duHkhI jIvanuM zaraNuM tamane anaMta sukha Apaze kharuM? nA 0 zuM bhaktonuM zaraNuM levAthI kadI bhagavAn [ siddha pada] maLaze kharuM? nA
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________________ 248 abhinava upadeza prAsAda- tyAre parama Ama, anaMta catuSTayanA dhAraNa karatA, siddha padane prApta karelA, dharma mArganA pravartaka arihaMta bhagavAn nuM ja zaraNuM svIkAro. tenA mArge cAlI ATha kamane kSaya karI nIja-Atma svarUpane prakAzIta karI cUkelA janma-maraNanA pherAmAMthI mukata banelA siddha bhagavaMtenuM ja zaraNa svIkAre. vItarAga paramAmAe cIMdhelA mArge cAlI, siddhi padanI sAdhanA karI rahelA gurujanenuM ja zaraNa svIkAre. kevalajJAna kevaladarzana vaDe sarva jagatanA sarva bhAvane kSaNe kSaNe pUrNa upaga vaDe jotA-jANatAM tIrthakaro e prarUpelA dharmanuM ja zaraNa svIkAre. * zrI kRSNa mahArAjAe pUchayuM, he bhagavana! A dvArikAne nAza kaI rIte thaze? zrI neminAtha prabhue kahyuM ke dvArikAne nAza pAyana thakI thaze. dvaipAyana paNa A vAta sAMbhaLI jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. dArUne dezavaTo Apyo ghaNAM prayAsa karyA paNa niyatimAM keIja pheraphAra karI zakyA nahIM. eka vakhata jagalamAM gayelA zAMba ane pradyumna na karyo. ajANatAM dArU pIvAI gaye paNa pAyanane joIne thayuM ke are! A amArI dvArikAne nAza karaze. mAre Ane. dvipAyanane mAryo eTale teNe niyANuM karyuM ke A dvArikA nagarIne huM nAza karanAre thauM. kRSNa mahArAjAe neminAtha bhagavaMtanuM zaraNuM mAgyuM prabhue be mArga dekhADyA (1) AyaMbila mArga (2) saMyama mArga, bAra varSa sudhI dvArikAmAM AyaMbilane tapa cAlyo, tyAM sudhI dvaipAyana deve dvArikA pharatA AMTA mAryA paNa AyaMbilanA prabhAvathI te dvArikA saLagAvI zakyo nahIM, paNa bAra varSe lekee dharmanuM - zaraNuM choDayuM ane pAyana deve dvArikAne saLagAvI dIdhI. A samaya daramiyAna jeTalAMe cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM te badhAM bacI gayA.
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________________ ke navi zaraNama balarAmanAM putra mujapATaka je carama zarIrI hatAM te mahelanA agrabhAga upara caDI eTaluM bolyA ke mane prabhue carama zarIrI ane mekSagAmI kahyo che. je arihaMtanI vANI pramANa hoya te huM agnithI kema baLuM ? ATaluM bolatAM te tene bhaLabhaLatI dvArikA vaccethI saMbhaka devAe uThAvI prabhu pAse mukI dIdho. tyAM kumbhapATake turata dIkSA lIdhI. bele kujapATane zaraNabhUta kaNa thayuM? mAtra deva-guru ane dharma Avyo zaraNe tamArA jinevara karaze AzapurI hamArI jinavaranA zaraNe AvI gayA ane AzA purI karavA vinaMtI paNa karI dIdhI paNa jinavaranuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM zenA mATe? bhava nivveo maggANusAriA iTThaphalasiddhi 0 mA niko-bhava nirveda. saMsAgnA bhoga vilAsamAM asAptA samajI temAM na rAcatA AtmAbhimukha thaI cAritra sudhAraNAne ja prayAsa kare te-tene vairAgya-virakita ke udAsInatA kahe che. AvI udAsInatA eTale nirveda pragaTavA sivAya mokSa mArganI prAtine yathArtha prayatna thaI zakto ja nathI. samyakatavanA guNamAM paNa eTalA mATe upazama-saMvega-anakaMpa Astikaya sAthe trIjA krame nirveda mukyuM prabhunA zaraNathI bhavanivedatA prApta thAo. TIUsAmA-mArga eTale mekSamArga athavA Agama nIti tene anusaravuM te mArgAnusAritA. te mATe zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM. nANa' ca daMsaNaM ceva casti ca tavo nahA eyaM maggaMNupattA jIvA gacchanti sugaI jJAnadarzana cAritra ane tapa e mArgane anusaranArA jIve sugatine pAme che.
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________________ nA nAnA nAnA nAnA nAnA nAnA nAnA: 258 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 0 rUpi4 ddhi - Amenati IcchanArane mATe mekSa ja eka mAtra ISTa phaLa che. prabhunA zaraNane svIkAryA bAda ApaNe ATaluM ja mAMgavAnuM bhagavan bhavatu mama taba prabhAvAt bhava-nirvedaH mArgAnusArito iSTa phala siddhiH gurU jana pUA, tadvacana sevanA samAdhi maraNaM ca bohilAmazca ApaNe sau jhADa upara AvIne beThelA paMkhInA TeLA samAna chIe. AyuSyano kSaya thavA rUpa rAtrI pUrNa thatAM prAtaHkALe jema badhAM paMkhI pitapotAnA mArge viharavAnA ke uDI javAnA che te rIte ApaNe paNa cAlyA javAnuM che. mATe paraspara viraha ge have leza mAtra kheda karavA cogya nathI. he Atmana ! tuM sva svarUpamAM lIna thaIne prabhune bhaja. prabhunuM zaraNa e ja mAtra tAro AdhAra che. zaraNa eka arihaMtanuM e zaraNa siddha bhagavaMta te zaraNa dhama zrI jinanAe sAdhu zaraNu guNavaMta to AgalA pApanI trikaraNa zuddhi kara, kSamA mAMga, jAye-ajANe karelA ke thaelA vaira virodha mATe prANI mAtranI kSamApanA kara|kSamApanA pAma, karelA duSkatonI niMdA karI le--satkRtyanI anumodane karI le, vrata-paracapha khANane AdaravAvALo thA, mamatva choDa ane sAgArI anazana karI le. basa chelle azaraNa bhAvanA bhAvato sadagatine pAma! - ke nava zaraNam parizIlana eka mAtra aMtima Uttara, vAra grAma arihaMte zaraNaM pakjAmi siddhe zaraNaM pavajAmi sAhu zaraNaM pavajjAmi kevali pannantaM dhammaM zaraNaM pavajjAmi arihaMtanuM zaraNuM-siddhanuM zaraNuM sAdhunuM zaraNuM-kevalI bhagavate prarUpelA gharmanuM zaraNuM A cAra zaraNa mujane ho je tuja vina zaraNu avarane kaI
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________________ (61) bhAvanA-saMsAra - saguM tAruM koNa sAcuM re galatyekA ciMtA bhavati punaranyA tadadhikA manovAkAye hA vikRtirati roSAttarajasaH vipadgavirta jhaTiti patyAloH pratipadaM na to sasAre bhavati kathamapyArtti viratiH saMsAra bhAvanA varNavatA zAnta sudhArasamAM jaNAve ke kharekhara saMsAramAM prANIone keIpaNa prakAre duHkhane aMta Avato nathI. jyAM eka ciMtA na maTe tyAM tenAthI moTI bIjI ciMtA thAya che. jIvone mana-vacana-kAyAne vikAsa [vyAdhi-duHkha hoya che, tenAthI jIvo duHkhI thAya che. Ama A saMsAra vipattinI khAI jevA che. temAM pratikSaNe jIvo paDI rahyA che. AvI vipattinI khAIpa saMsAramAM prANIone duHkhano eke Ara nathI. tethI saMsAra pratye jIve leza mAtra maha kare nahI jJAnIoe paNa A saMsArane anaMta khedamaya, anaMta duHkhamaya, avyavasthita, caLa-vicaLa ane anitya kahyo che. saMtati rUti vaM zIra: pravAhanI jema vahevuM, satata gati karavI athavA sarakavuM te ja saMsAra. vR-Ata 9 eTale satata cAlatA rahevuM. sama+vR parathI saMsAra zabda bane. janmanI gati ekamAMthI bIje janma, bIjAmAMthI trIje janma ema cAluM ja che, sukha duHkhanI paraMparA, satata bhava paraMparA ane viSaya kaSAyanI hoLI paNa cAlu che. A ja saMsAra che. 0 saMsArane anaMta duHkhamaya kema kahyo ? - mano vAthe vikti - dhama tApamAM dharatI ubhI vALo kADhI rahI che, pazuo jhADanA chAMyaDe guDAvALIne besI gayA che, paMkhI pAMkhe saMkelIne mALAmAM pi gayA che, AvA vakhate rUpA pitAnA dhaNI dhanIrAmane detI
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________________ 252 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 tApIne kAMThe vaLoTI rahI che, karNa para adakeza vahAla varasAvatI rUpA paMDayanA patine jALavI jALavIne dore che. khADA-TekarA-jhADIjhAMkharAmAM cetavatI Ave che, je je he ! khADe che, mArA nAtha! saMbhALIne paga mukajo" AvA hetanA hiloLe rUpA ghaNIne vahAla viMjhaNo DhaLatI suratanA paMthe paDI rahI che. dhanIrAma paNa ghaNayANInA mIThA madha jharatA belamAM bhIMjAta DagalA de che. rUpA kahe jAtAM ja jALavavAnuM che ho ! vaLatA te AMbyunA dIvaDA jhagamagI uThaze. pachI te tamArI AMkha bArabAra gAunA pallA bhALaze, pachI mAre kaMI nahIM kahevuM paDe. e rIte jema nAnuM bALakane mAthe mA vahAlapa varasAvI chokarA samajAve tema rUpA ghanIrAmane samajAvI rahI che. ghanIzama kahe rUpA huM kharekhara nasIbadAra chuM. mArA jeyA AMdhaLAne AghAra thaI tuM rahe te kAMI jevI tevI vAta che. mAre te sukhane sAgara chAlakuM nAkhe che. hAuM rAkho, mArA vakhANa baMdha kare. sAMja mera to saMtanA cANumAM ALoTI laIe ane tamAro aMdhApe dara karIe. he rUpA! te te huM jarUra duniyA dekhIza nahIM? pahelA kene joze? huM te pahelA mArI rUpAne joiza. rUpA te mAre mana mAre. rUdiyo che.Ama vAto karatAM, saMta nirvANa sAheba pAse pahoMcyAM saMtanA caraNomAM ALoTI paDyA. bala beTA zuM maratha che ? ghanIrAme AMkha khelI. saMta samajI gayA. dIkarA jagata jevA jevuM nathI hoM ! A sAMbhaLI dhaNI-dhaNiyANuM karagarI uThayA mera karo mArAja. dhanIrAma A saMsAra bhuMDe che. joyA pachI AMkha phALavAne vakhata Avaze he chatAM te na mAnyA tyAre saMte AzIrvAda ApyA jA prabhAte suraja deva tArI AMkhanA teja puraze. - savAre to ughADI AMkhe deDI saMtanA caraNomAM ALoTo, nIkaLyA ugANa javA mATe. eka dI ghanIrAmanA kAne vAta AvI ghanI rAma ! baMdha AMkhe dhaNIyANIne bahu bharose karyo, have ughADI
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________________ saguM tAruM keNa sAcuM re 253 AMkhe ke AvuM sAMkhI lyo. dhanIrAma rADa pADI uThI, "khabaradAra mArI rUpA vize kaMI kahyuM che te, cAmaDuM utArI nAkhIza." A Akhu teNe lAvI ApI che khabara che? paNa eka dI' sAcI vAta sAme AvIne ubhI rahI. rUpAne pArakA purUSa sAthe pAkanA ubhA melamAM daTAI jatI dIThI. A saMsAra ! vizvAse vahAlA kIdhA, pIyAlA jheranI pIdhA prabhune visArI dIdhA re, saMsArIyAmAM "saguM tAra keNa sAcuM re saMtanA zabdo yAda AvyA. bhAI jagata jevA jevuM nathI. basa AMkho phADI nAkhI. saMta pAse jaI dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDyo. saMta kahe beTA A to juThA saMsAranI jUThI AMkho hatI. have tene kharI AMkhe maLaze. pharI AMkhamAM teja purAyA-ghanIzama saMsAranI mAyA mukI sevaka banI gaye saMtane. tethI saMsArane anaMta dukhamaya karyo. galatyekA ciMtA bhavati punaranyA tadadhikA maneAvAvakAye hA vikRtiratiroSAttarajasaH anAdi karma vaDe baMdhAela prANI naka-tiryaMca-manuSya devagatimAM paribhramaNa kare che eka upanna thAya che, eka vinAza pAme che ItyAdi saMsAranuM vicitra svarUpa che tema vicAravuM e ja saMsAra bhAvanA. egayA devaloesu naraesu vi egayA egayA AsuraM kAyaM ahAkamehiM gacchai egayA khatiyo heAi tao cAMDAla bukkraso tao kIDa payaMgA ya tao kuthu pipIliyA A jIva eka vakhata devalokamAM utpanna thAya che te eka vakhata narkamAM, eka vakhata asurakumAramAM janme che. arthAt jevA karma karyA hoya tevI gati thAya che. (are!) eka janmamAM kSatriya ane bIjA janmamAM cAMDAla bane che. varNazaMkara jAtimAM paNa janme che. eTaluM ja nahIM. paNa kITa, pataMga, kuMthavA ke kIDI rUpe paNa jame che.
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________________ 254 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A rIte jIva deva-manuSya-tiyaca-naraka cAre gatimAM paribhramaNa karyA kare che. deva ke nArakI marIne tiyaca thAya che. manuSya ke tiryaMca marIne cAre gatimAM bhaTake che. yegazAstramAM jaNAvela che ke na yAMti katamA yoni katamAM kA na mu'cati saMsArI karma saMbaMdhAdavakraya kuTI mIva saMsArI jIva karmanA saMbaMdhathI bhADAnI koTaDInI mAphaka kaI nimAM praveza karatA nathI ane kaI nine tyAga karatA nathI? na sA jAI na sA joNI na taM DhANa na taM kulaM na jAyA na muyA jaththa sabve jIvA aNaMtasA evI kaI jAti nathI, keI yoni--utpati sthAna nathI. kaI sthaLa nathI, keI kuLa nathI A jagatamAM ke jyAM sarva jIe anaMtavAra janma maraNa dhAraNa na karyA hoya. cauda rAjalaka pramANanA A brahmAMDamAM AkAza pradeza asaMkhya che. jyAre ekai ke jIvanA janma maraNa anaMta che. te pachI atyAra sudhImAM keTalA AkAza pradeza sparyA? arthAt eka AkAza pradeza sparyA vinA bAkI nathI pachI he jIva! saMsAramAM tuM kaI jAti-kaI penikayA kuLa ke kayA sthAnane vize have mamatva karIza? sagu tAru koNa sAcuM re saMsArIyAmAM eka ja vicAra karo ane saMsAra bhAvanA bhAva. samasta lokAkAze'pi nAnArUpaiH svakarmamiH vAlAmamapi tannAsti yanna spRSTaM zarIrimiH A samasta lokAkAzamAM vALanA agra bhAga jeTalA paNa e kaI pradeza nathI ke jyAM jIve pitAnA karma vaDe aneka rUpa dhAraNa karI judI judI gatimAM jaI] te sthaLane sparza na karyo hoya. saMsAra bhAvanA sajhAyamAM jayama muni lakhe. thAvasthA suta thara haryo je dekhI jama ghADa saMyama zaraNuM saMgrahyuM dhaNuM karyuM kaMcala chAMDa jene svarganI apsarA samAna saudaryavatI, lAvaNya nItaratI, rUpavAnuM batrIza strIo hatI. dareka patnI pAse eka keDa senAmahAra ane eka eka mahela hate. tathA gaLAkAre geThavAelA mahelonI
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________________ sagu tAruM keNa sAcuM re 255 vacce thAvaracA putrano potAno eka mahela hato varganA devanI mAphaka sukha bhogavato raheto hato. eka vakhata neminAtha bhagavaMtanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayo. asIma kRpALu neminAtha paramAtmAe saMsAranuM bihAmaNuM svarUpa tene samajAvyuM. saMsAranI anAdi anaMta sthiti samajAvI. e sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA thAvacA suta kaMpI uThayo. dhrujI uThaye saMsAranA bihAmaNuM svarUpathI- sAhibA huM re nAdinI sAlamAM, rajhaLe bahu saMsAra sAhibA jIva eka ne kama jhajhavA, tethI dugati thAya eka vAra malone merA sAhibA prabhue mRtyunuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. zAvara cA putre sonA mahora, rUpavaMtI patnI, mahela sarvaravano tyAga karyo. ane cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. neminAtha bhagavaMtanuM zaraNa ravIkArI lIdhuM. 1000 puruSa sAthe dIkSA lIdhI ane zatrujya tIrtha para eka mAsanI saMlebanA karI kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA. thAvaracA suta A saMsArane, saMsAranA paribhramaNane, cAragatinI rakhaDapaTTIna ane anaMtA duHkhane pAra pAmI gayA. jyAre thAvasthA sute dIkSA lIdhI tyAre kRSNa mahArAjAe tene pUchayuM hatuM ke tuM A haryo bharyo saMsAra choDI de che tenuM kAraNa zuM? thAvasthA putra kahe jan! jo tame A saMsAramAMthI mRtyu bhaya TALI de to huM saMsAra na choDuM. - te zuM dIkSA bAda tene mRtyu nahIM Ave? thAvaracA puro samajAvyuM kRSNa mahArAjAne ke rAjana ! saMsArIne mRtyu mAre che ane saMsArI mare che. anaMta duHkhanI paraMparA sarjato mare che ane cAre gatinA duHkha bhegave che. jyAre sAdhu samAdhi pUrvaka mare che, marIne mRtyu upara vijaya meLave che. eTale tenA mRtyune maraNa na kahetA kALadharma ko. kharekhara thAvasthA putrae saMsArane choDIne kAyama mATe choDIne muktinI meja mANI, 0 saMsAra duHkhamaya kaI rIte?
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________________ 256 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 saMsAra bhAvanA bhAvavA mATe sarva prathama te A saMsAra duHkhamaya lAga joIe. je saMsAra duHkhamaya lAge to vairAgya bhAvanAnI dhArAe jIvane vahevuM saraLa bane. e hetuthI saMsAranI duHkhamayatA varNavatA jaNAve che - nigodamAM rahele evo jIva eka zvAsozvAsamAM 1chA bhAva kare che. eTale be ghaDI ke aDatAlIza miniTamAM tenA 65536 bha thAya. ATalI vakhata te janma maraNa kare. eka jIva jyAre siddha thAya tyAre eka jIva nigadanA duHkhamAMthI bahAra Ave che ane 84 lAkha nine cakarAve zarU thAya che. jIvanuM tiryaMca gatimAM paribhramaNa zarU thAya. 0 sau prathama jIva pRthvIkAra-apakAya vagere pAMca sthAvara kAcamAM bhaTake che. 0 pRthvIkAyamAMH mATI khodAvI, khANa khodAvI, khetaro kheDAvA, jamIna saLagAvavI, jamIna pheDavI-vidAravI, vagere sthitimAM jIvane je duHkha paDe temAM pRthvIkAyanA jIvonI rakSA koNa kare? 0 aSkAya - jaLanuM parvatanI Toca parathI paDavuM, TharI javuM, baLavuM, DoLAvuM, pIvAvuM, nahAvuM, devuM, anya padArtho sAthe mizraNa thavuM, dhagadhagatI bhaThThImAM nakhAvuM, garama loDhAne ThAravA pANI naMkhAya. A rIte teukAya ke vAukAya dvArA thatI virAdhanA vakhate keTaluM duHkha thAya? 0 teukAya - aMgArAonuM kacarAvuM-kuTAvuM. bujhAvuM-paraspara saMghATTana thavuM tyAM keTaluM duHkha? vAukAya -- parvate sAthe athaDAvuM, paMkhA vastra vaDe bhaTakAvuM, agnithI ghasAvuM, vagere sthitimAM A jIvane keTalI jAtanA sahevI paDe? 0 vanaspatikAya - sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyamAM eka ja zarIramAM anaMtA jIvone rahevuM temanuM duHkha te pratyakSa jJAnI ja jANI zake, paNa pratyeka vanaspatikAyamAM chedana-bhedana-samAravuM-chuMdavuM kuTavuM- cIravuM-rAMghavuM -bAphavuM. koI patthara vaDe vATe keI ghANImAM pIle kaI taDake sukave A pratyeka sthitimAM te jIvo kevA kevA duHkho bhogave? A te thaI mAtra ekendriya jIvonA duHkhanI vAta ke je ene moTuM nathI, AMkha nathI nAka nathI-kAna nathI-mana nathI.
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________________ sagu tAru koNa sAcuM re 2pa7 0 trasakAya :- vikalendriya jI. 0 beIdriya vALA jemane tvacA ane moTuM hoya 0 teIdriya - tavacA-mukha sAthe nAka paNa hoya. 0 cauridraya - varA-mukha-nAka ane AMkha hoya. A ja tIvra sudhA ane tRSAnI vedanA vaDe bhaTaktA hoya che. AhAra zodhatA zodhatA teo pANImAM paDe agnImAM paDe anya rasamAM paDe tyAM tenA prANa cAlyA jAya che. pavana-varSA ke vastrane jhapATe maraNa pAme cakalA, kAgaDA ke sarpAdi vaDe A jIvonuM bhakSaNa thaI jAya, mANasa vaDe saMghATTana, kilAmaNa ke mRtyu Ave. maLamUtramAM upajavuM ane maravuM saDelA dhAnyamAM dabAI jAya, taDake tapAvAI jAya A sthitimAM bicArA jIvane bacAvanAra koNa? 0 tIrthaMca paMcendriya - matsya gaLAgaLa nyAya mujaba meTA mAchalAM nAnAne gaLI jAya, mAchImAra paDe, khAbocIyAmAMke unALAmAM taraphaDI mare tevA jaLacarane keTaluM duHkha bhegavavAnuM ? sthaLacaro paNa vanamAM jAya, tarasa-TADha, pavana-varSAnA duHkho pAme, khAvApIvAnu na maLe meTA pazu ke zIkArI mArI nAkhe, koI mAMsAhArI kApe-chede A badhAM duHkhAnI yAtanA rahe. becaro-uDatA pakSIne paNa bIjA pakSI ke zikArI dvArA maravAnuM duHkha, IDA phuTI jAya vagere keTalAMye duHkha paDe tyAM temanuM rakSaNa koNa kare. naraka gatimAM ane duHkha - sugrIva nagaramAM baLabhadra rAjAne mRgA nAme paTarANI, tene balazrI nAme kumAra hato paNa te mRgAputra nAme ja prasiddha thayela. yauvana vaye paraNale mRgAputra eka vakhata gokhamAM besI tarapha nagarane nirakhe che. tyAM cekamAM eka muni jeyA munine nirakhatAM nirakhatAM jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM. jJAna thatAM cAritranI smRti tAjI thaI eTale mAtA-pitA pAse dIkSA levA rajA mAMgI. mAtApitA e pUchayuM, beTA tuM dIkSAmAM zuM samaje? te te kevaLa sukha ja joyuM che. tene cAritramAM paDatA kaSTanI zI khabara paDe? tyAre mRgApune nArakanI yAtanAnuM varNana karyuM, mAtA-pitAe 17
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 258 tenA vairAgyane ane jJAnane jANI anumati ApatAM nirmALa sayama pALI teo meAkSa mAge parIvaryA, nArakImAM sAta pRthvI che. temAM kula 49 pratara che. kula 84 lAkha khIla che. vAmaya bhUmi che. tyAM jIve agnInI ana`tI uSNatA bhAgavI, ana'tI ThaMDI bhAgavI, uMcA paga khAMdhI nIcA mastake leAhamaya bhAjanamAM khaLakhaLatA agnInI vedanA bheAgavI, dardIa nadInI uSNa retImAM anaMtIvAra A AtmA maLye, paNmAdhAmIe kaDavA vipAka ne laIne vRkSa zAkhAe khAMdhI karavata vaDe chaidyo, zakhala nAmanA paramAdhAmIe zvAna rUpe mane bheAMe pachADayA, vajra peThe phALyA, vRkSa peThe chedyo te veLA khUba taraphaLyA, vikALa khaDaga ke bhAlA vaDe vidyAryAM, parataMtra karI anaMtaprajavalita rathamAM rAjhanI peThe parANe jotaryA. vaikriya agnimAM bALyA. DhaMka gIdha pakSInI sANasA jevI pAMkhA vaDe cuthAyA, tRSA mATe jaLapAna karavA jatA vaitaraNInuM dhAra jevuM pANI pItA du:khI thayA, mahAtApathI tapI rahelA mane chAyA mATe vRkSa nIce jatAM asa patra vaDe chedAyeA, paramAdhAmIe luhAranI jema TIpse, trAMbu-lAtuM--zIsuM gALI kaDakaDatA sa mane pAyAM. mArA zarIranA kaTakA karI mane khavaDAvyA, ATalA du:kha pAse ahIMnA duHkha zA visAtamAM che ? vaLI nArakImAM paNa traNa pachI ceAthI mAMthI Ave te jIva kevaLI thAya paNa jIna na thAya, pAMcamI nArakImAMthI Ave te sAdhu thAya paNa kevalI na thAya, chaThThInA jIva dezivarita pAme paNa sAdhu na thAya, sAtamIne jIva samakita pAme paNa virati na le devagatinA du:khAnuM varNana : mAnasika du:khe, bhegave che, kemake bIjAnI Rddhi joI pAtAnA laghupaNAnu duHkha thAya, devAMganAnuM Ayu pUrNa thatAM virahanA duHkha, devAMganA mATe laDAI e kare, IrSA ane abhimAnane lIdhe thatAM jhaghaDAo, Ayu pUrNa thatAM have javuM paDaze te ci'tA AvA aneka duHkhe bhAgavyA. manuSya gatinA du:khAnu varNana :- sAhityA saMtApAna- zuci janani kukSi kuhare tato janma prApya pracuratara kaSTa kramarataH sukhA bhAsai ryAvat spRzati kathamavarti viratiM jarA tAvatkAryaM kavalayati mRtyAH sahacarI
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________________ sagu tAru' kANu sAcuM re 259 pahelA apavitra kukSimAM aneka saMtApe sahana kare, navamAsa maLamUtra leAhI parumAM maraNu gA sthitimAM jIve, rAmerAmamAM lAlaceALa sAMca ghAMcAya tenA karatA ATha gaNI vedanA garbhamAMthI nIkaLatA thAya. jANe ceAnirUpI catramAMthI pIlAIne nIkaLe, janma thatAM aneka kaSTa moTA thAya. cuvAvasthAmAM dhana mATe rajhaLapATa kare, viSaya vikArAnI vRttithI unmAda bhAgavatA chelle vRddhAvasthAmAM praveze, tyAre lathaDIyA khAya, dAMta paDI gayA hAya, AMkhe sUjhe nahI, paratatratA Ave, chelle chelle kALa kALIceA karI jatA mRtyu pAme. temAM vaLI AMdhaLA--bAkhaDA herA--la gaDA-kulA evI zarIranI kheADa khAMpaNAnA duHkha, dAsapaNu'-gulAmI-kSudhA-tRSA-nInatA AvA kaMIka duHkhA pratyakSa che. yAna dIpikAmAM jaNAve che ke-- saMsAra duHkha jaladhau caturgatAvatra janma jarAvate maraNArti vADavAgnau bhramanti matsyA ivAMGga bhRtaH cAra gatine vize janma jarA rUpa AvatavALA maraNunI pIDA rUpa vaDavAgnithI khALatA A saMsArarUpa duHkha samudramAM mAchalAnI mAka jIvA bhaTake che. cAre gatinA AvA duHkhe! vicArI saguM tAru kANu sAcu re' pakti vicArIne huM jIva sa`sAra bhAvanA bhAvI vairAgyane dhAraNa kara. tame ATaluM samajyA pachI paNa saMsAra bhAvanA na bhAvatA zuM kaheze! ke saMsAra chUTatA nathI. kharekhara chuTatA nathI ke cheDavA nathI ? rastA upara eka chekarA thAMbhalAne vaLagIne ubhA che. khume pADe che. bacAveA-macAvAnI e cAra sajjanane dayA AvI. bacAvavA AvyA. be jaNA AmathI--be jaNA sAmethI kheMcavA mAMDayA. chokarA te thAMbhalAne vadhu vaLagI paDayA keme karIne na chuTe, leAkeAne thayuM A chuTe mAM nahIM ! e lAphA jhIkI dIdhA. tarata UAkarAe thAMbhalA cheDI dIdhA. thAMbhalA chuTI gayA paNa samasyA rahI gaI. "thAMbhale cheAkarAne vaLagelA ke cheAkarA thAMbhalAne". "sa'sAra chuTatA nathI" tema kheleA che. paNa cheDA tA chuTe ne? tIkarAe paNa saMsAra cheDayeA tA kevaLajJAna pAmyA.
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________________ 260 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 sauMsAra musAphara khAnA jevA che-- eka bAvAjI kaeNma`Dala-khistarA sAthe rAjamahelamAM ghusyA. vaccevacce rAjAsAme pathArI karIne sutA anucarA ane rAjA khume pADe. elA A dharmazALA nathI. khAvAjI huM A dharmazALA nathI te| zu' che? are rAjamahela che A. acchA rAjan tArI pahelA rAjA kANa hatA ? mArA pitAjI "tenI pahelAM? mArA dAdA" tenI pahelAM "para dAdA" pachI ? "mArA putra" pachI "mArA pautra." te pachI A musApharakhAnu nathI te che zuM? vrajati tanayo'pi nanu janakatAM tanayatAM vrajati punareSa re bhAvayan vikRtimiti bhagavate styajatamAM nRbhava zubhazeSa re A saMsAramAM kAI bhavamAM putra heAya te pharI khIjA bhavamAM pitA thAya che. pharI bhavAMtare putra paNa thAya che. AvI saMsAranI vikRti-vicitratA che. te tuM vicAra ane A narabhavanA zubha [puchyuM] bAkI hAya tA dAruNa saMsAra sarvathA tyajI de. jema kuberasenA gaNikAne thayela putra-putrIne kAie paraNAvyA. A saMsAramAM bhAi bahena ja pati-patni banyA. bahena kuberadattAne khabara paDatA dIkSA lIdhI. kuberadatta ajANatAM erasenAnA sAthe saMsAra mAMDI beThA. mA-putra anyA pati patnI, tenA bALaka thatA kuberandvattA sAthe joDAyAM aDhAra nAtaza A bhavamAM ja ATalA saMbadhA joDAI gayA tA bhaveAbhavamAM keTalA saMbadho racAyA haiAya. sagu* tAru` keNu sAcu` re te vicArI saMsAra bhAvanA bhAva. samudra ke agnI sama, aMdhakAramaya, gADAnA cakra jevA saMsArane dharmArUpI nAvathI tarI-vairAgya jaLathI bujhAvI tatvadIpathI ajavALI sauMsAra tyAgavA joI e.
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________________ (62) bhAvanA-ekatva cetana tuM ekAkI re eka utpadyate tanumAn eka eva vipadyate eka eva hi karma cinutte saikekaH phalamabhute mahopAdhyAya zrI vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA zAnta sudhArasanI racanA karatA jaNAvyuM ke AtmA deharUpe ekale ja utpanna thAya che. deharUpe ekalA ja vilaya niAza pAme che. eTale ja karma saMcita kare che ane te ekale ja tenA phaLa bhogave che. [mATe he vinaya! tuM ekatva bhAvanA bhAva cetana tuM ekAkI re. gazAstramAM kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta paNa A ja bhAva darzAvatA jaNAve che ke jIva ekalo jame che-ekale maraNa pAme cheekalo karma upArjana kare che, ekalo janma maraNAdinI mahA dukha paraMparAne anubhave che. vAstavika rIte koI zatru nathI-kaI mitra nathI. e je bhAva te ekatva bhAvanA. A jIva Adhi-vyAdhi, roga-upadrava, akasmAta vagere veThavAmAM ekale-akALe vRddhatva pAmavA, aMgopAMga gaLI javA ke mRtyu pAmavAmAM paNa ekale, paragati javAmAM ke durgatinA jAlIma dukha sAthe paraMparAe bhaTakavAmAM paNa ekalo ja rahe che. A badhAMnA kAraNabhUta jaDa ane cetana padArthane rAga che. te choDI daI jagatamAM koI sudhAranAra nathI-keI bagADanAra nathI, badhuM ekalI jAta para nirbhara che. tema vicArI he bhavya jane! tamArA manamAM eka bhAvane dhAraNa kare "cetana tuM ekAkI re" unALAno dhoma dhakhato tApa hato. te dI asavAra ghoDAnuM cokaDuM tANIne ubhe hate. panIhArI pANI bharI rahI che, kuvAnA thALe eka
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________________ 262 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 pachI eka panIhArInA caDatAM-utaratAM beDA jANe sUraja sAme camakatA camakatA vAta karI rahyA che. asavAra bele. bena ! A tejaNa tarase TaLavaLe che. be kaLaza pANI nAkhIza bIna. bhale nAkhIza, bhAI"! kahetA tejaNanI tarasa chIpI tyAM lagI panIhArIe sIMcI sIMcI thALAmAM pANI ThAlavyuM. tarasa chIpatA ghaDIe haNahaNATa karyo. tejaNane asavAra hato merU lAve. lAdha pitAne gAma kuchaDI pAcho pharate hato tyAre kATavANAne pAdara AvyA ane cAraNiyANuM jAsala sAthe A rIte paricaya thaye hatA. lAdhavAe pAMca kerI paniyArInA paga pAse phekI, le bIna ! tArA vIra lAdhavA taraphathI kamakhAnA, nA pADate tuM ne bhAInA rahama che. paniyArI kahe, bhAI prabhune pahatAya che. koI cIjanI kamI nathI. paNa tame hema dIdhA eTale lAcAra-huM kama lAvIza paNa khare bapore Ama binanA dhIrethI zIzamaNa lIdhA vinA na javAya. lAdhavAe ghaNuM AnAkAnI karI jAsala hAre. paNa benane kharo bhAva ane Agraha jANa dhIme dhIme ghaDI jAsala pAchaLa hAMkI. benanA kheraDe Avyo. osarImAM jAsala nAkhelA cAkaDA upara beTho. - tI" TANe jAsalanI umara khAlI vIza varasanI. enA aMge aMga mAMthI rUpa nItare. jAsalane pati hata cAraNa dhAne bheDe. tenI A navI paraNetara. junI strI punasarIne 45 varSa sudhI bALaka avataryuM nahIM eTale nakhAnakhA be ghara vasAvI baMne sAthe cAraNa dhAne bheDo vevAra nabhAve. paNa junI punasarI jAsalanI bahu IrSyA kare, kemake cAraNa A dana jAsalane tyAM ja paDI rahete. jAsale lIlAchama bAjarAnA be roTalA, tAMsaLI sArI dudha, geLanuM meTuM daDabuM, DuMgaLInuM zAka pure bhAve paroNAne pIrasyAM. basa punasarIne nIMdAnuM kAraNa jaDI gayuM pADozI bhegA karyA. bicArI nirdoSa jAsalanI nIMdA karavA lAgyA sau. lAghavAe to jamI rahyA pachI be ghaDI tyAM taDako gALe maphatanuM na khavAya mAnI rekaDI pacIsa kerI ApI. jAsala paNa belI ke bhAI mAre piyaramAM keI nathI. AjathI tuM mAre bhAI dukhaNuM lIdhA - parama pura hoLI karI che "
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________________ cetana tuM ekAkI re vIrAnA. TapatA netre teNe bhAIne vidAya ApI. tyAM TeLAmAMthI khaDakhaDa hasavAno avAja Avyo. dhAne bheDA to hajI thAkyo pAka AvyuM tyAM A vAta sAMbhaLI. cAbakhA laI pahoMcyo jAsalanI pAMhe. jIva jevA vahAlAne satkAra karavA sAme Avela jAsalane phaTAka phaTAka karatA cAbakhA vIjhANA. kanakavaNI kAyAmAMthI lohInI zeDe chUTI. meNane varasAda varasya, jAsala patine kepanuM kAraNa samajI jatAM mAtra eTaluM ja bolI, he jagadaMbA ! mAro AtamAM pavitra hoya te tuM mAruM satIpaNuM sAcavaje. jAsale locana baMdha karyA, mukhakAMti pragaTI, kAnamAMthI kaMkune varasAda varasyo. loke sthira thaI gayA, jAsala kahe jhaTa kaI asavAra kuchaDIne mArge jAo. mArA bhAI lAdhavAne bolAvo. lAghavAne kALaje bhAre AghAta lAgyo. bahena mATe agara, caMdana, kApaDe, abIla badhuM laIne AvyuM. kATavANa pAdare satInI ceha khaDakANI. taMburA-maMjIrAne bhakta dhune jAmI. paNa satIne jotAM ja bhAI lAdhA raDI paDyo. mArA gojhArA pagale tArI A dazA ! satI jAsala kahe bhAIochuM na lAva. saMghAya ekalA AvyA che ane ekalA javAnA che. te huM to AI thaIne pUjANI. tAre te AnaMda tha joI vIrA ke tArA pagale huM AI banI gaI. satInA pagamAMthI agni pragaTahyo. satI bolI vIrA lAghavA te tAre cAlyo Ava cItA para ane bInane chelle kamaLo ApI de. pavitra lAIva caDI gaye. agnimAM javALA TADhI baLa lAgI, AsuM bharI AMkhe hAthamAM ghI laI bahena para homa keryo. satIe chelA zabdo kIdhAM vIrA jagatamAM koI koInI sAthe nathI gayuM. tuM raDa nahI hasIne vidAya de, tArI bInane. jAsala satI thaI dehane bhasma karI ekalI cAlI nIkaLI. ahIM jayama muninA zabdo yAda Ave che.
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________________ 264 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 cathI bhAvanA bhavIyaNa mana dhare "cetana tuM ekAkI re Avyo tima jAIza parabhava vaLI hiAM mukI savi vAte re matakara mamatA re samatA Adara chatAM Aje oLakha kevI rIte Ape che keI pUche bhAI! tame koNa? uMghamAMthI uThADe te paNa tarata tamArI oLakha Apaze - sAheba mane oLakhe huM phalANo. - are navAbane putra, mane na oLakhyo tame? - are dharamadAsane jamAI tamane khabara nathI? - ApaNuM gRhapradhAna che ne tenA pADozInI bhatrIjI vAra huM - huM koNa? oLakhe. kalekaTara, presIDanTa, basa A ja tamArI oLakha. zuM Aja sAcI oLakhANa che? je dehamAM AtmAne AvyuM pacIza-trIza varasa thayA te yAda rahyuM ane anAdine AmA koNa te bhUlAI gayuM. bAhya duniyAmAM barAbara che ke tame AvI rIte vAta kare paNa kadI jAte ja prazna pUche che ke huM koNa? te javAba maLaze cetana tuM ekAkI re ego me sAsao appA nAga dasaNa saMjuo ___ sesA meM bAhirA bhAvA savve saMjoga lakkhagA jJAna-darzanathI joDAyelo eka mAro A AtmA ja zAzvata che. bIjA badhAM saMgathI utpanna thayelA bahirbhA che. darzana eTale sAmAnya upayoga ane jJAna eTale vizeSa upayoga. e ja AtmAne nija bhAva che ane zAzvata che. jyAre karmanA saMyogathI utpanna thayelA bIjA badhAM bahirzAve che, ke je kSaNika che. huM eka zAzvata chuM. anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana vagere mArA guNo che. e ja mArI milakta che. bAkInA sarve bhAvo-saMbaMdho ane saMsAra Akho ke je jaDa pagalAthI bharelo che, te badhAM bA bhAvo che. A saMsAramAM ananta jaDa padArtho che te paNa mArA nathI. bahirbhA e vibhAva dazA che ane aMtaraMga bhAve e ja sva
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________________ cetana tuM ekAkI re 265 bhAva dazA che. e rIte AtmAnuM evuM vicArI Amika guNemAM masta rahevuM te ja sAcI mUDI che. mAtra eka paMktine najara samakSa dhI de. cetana tuM ekAkI re* eka saMnyAsI hato te jaMgalamAM raheto hatuM, tyAMthI ApaNuM A dazya jagatanA mANase vacce rahevA Avyo. AzramamAM te gIo maLe paNa jagatamAM bhagata maLe tema Thagabhagata ke bagabhagata paNa maLe. eka saMsArI e sahaja bhAve saMnyAsIne prazna karyo ke A duniyAne keI Thaga athavA duSTa mANasa tamArA para humalo kare to? saMnyAsI kahe koI phikara nahIM. mAro kile e majabuta che ke game te humalo kare ane game te humalAkhora hoya paNa mArA killAnI eka kAMgarI paNa kheravI na zake. huM to mArA majabuta killAmAM besI jauM. A vArtAlApa koI vidana saMtoSIne kAne pahoMcyo. tene thayuM saMnyAsInI bhALa meLavavA de. eka bAju saMnyAsa laIne beThA che, bIjI tarapha kilAnI vAta karato phare che. eka divasa teNe saMnyAsIne keda karAvI dIdhAM pelA vina saMtoSInA kahevAthI rAjAe pUchayuM ke vAte te bahu meTI moTI karatA hatA. kayAM gaye tamAre majabuta kille. saMnyAsI A prazna sAMbhaLIne khaDakhaDATa hasI paDe. A AtmA e mAre abheda killo che. jyAM mArI IcchA vinA koI hamale karI zakatuM nathI, nathI keI tene toDI zakatuM ke nathI keI tene nAza karI zakatuM. game tevA humalAo thAya te paNa mArI IcchA vinA keI aMdara paga paNa mukI nathI zakatuM. naina' chindanti zastrANi naina dahati pAvaka : agni Ane (A-AtmAne) bALI zakatA nathI ke zastro ane [A AtmAne chedI zakatA nathI. AtmA buleTa prupha ane phAyara mupha che. AmadazAmAM ekava bhAve lIna thayelAne majabuta killAmAM rAga-dveSa-kaSAya-viSaya Adi duzmano pravezI zakatA nathI. mAtra ketarAI javuM joIe mAnasapaTa para cetana tuM ekAkI re. saMthAla parisimAM kevI sarasa vAta vaNuM che.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAdaegeo'h natthi meM kAI, nAhamannassa katsaI gvamaLamag riAgamagu dAsa 9 izAruM-huM ekalo chuM, - nalthi rUi-mAru kaI nathI 0 nAdanesa -huM paNa keIne nathI. e rIte potAnA AtmAne anuzAsita kare. te paNa kaI rIte? te ati suMdara javAba vALyo. vALamajura-adIna manathI. jarA paNa nirAzA ke nISphaLatAthI nahIM. hArI ke thAkIne nahIM. adInapaNe vicAre ke huM ekalo chuM . Daa huM ekalo chuM. huM eTale "AtmA" "ekale" eTale keIpaNanA sAtha vinAne nathi che je jagatanA tamAma padArtha, svajane saMbaMdhIo badhuM ja ahIM mukIne javAnuM che. keIpaNa padArtha para mamatA na karatAM samatA dhAraNa kara. kAraNa ke te te vyavahArathI mAyA che. bAkI nizcayathI jJAna darzana ane cAritra e ja mArA guNa che tenuM ja mamatva rAkhavAnuM che. jJAna darzana caraNa paryava parivRttaH paramezvaraH ___ eka evAnubhava sadane sa ramatAmavinazvaraH zAnta sudhArasamAM mahopAdhyAya vinayavijayajI mahArAjA paNa ekava bhAvanAne jaNAvatAM A zlokamAM lakhe che ke mAro AtamAM jJAna darzana cAritra paryAyavALe parama-Izvara che, avinAzI e te eka mAro AtamA anubhava gRhamAM AnaMda pAme-AnaMda pAme AnaMda pAme. prazamaratimAM ekatvabhAvanA jaNAvatA lakhe. ekasya janmamaraNe gatayazca zubhAzubhA bhavAvata' tasmAdAkAlika hita-meke naivAtmanaH kAryam saMsAracakamAM pharatA ekalAne ja janma maraNa karavA paDe che. zubha-azubha gati thAya che. tethI AmAe pote ekalA e ja pitAnuM akSaya Atmahita sAdhavAnuM che. A saMsAmAM jIvanuM ekalavAyApaNuM keTaluM badhuM vyApaka che ke meTA rAvaNa jevA prati vAsudeva rAjAne eka vakhata jIvanamAM tribhuvana kaMTakanuM birUda maLeluM hatuM, gava ane gumAna dharAvato hato, pitAnA baLa vaDe aSTApada upADela hatuM. te paNa game tyAre? ekAkI
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________________ cetana tuM ekAkI re 267 ja javuM paDeluM. tenA zarIra para maraNa vakhate eka dera paNa rahyo na hatA. zAnta sudhArasamAM zrI vinayavijayajI mahArAjA jaNAve ke jema nami rAjAe ekatava bhAvanA bhAvatA saMsAra che hato te tuM paNa ekatva bhAvanA bhAva - cetana tuM ekAkI re - mithilA nagarImAM nami nAmane eka rAjA thaI gayo. aneka rANIone paraNelA che tene sukha saMpattino kaI pAra nathI. acAnaka A nami rAjAne zarIre dAha upa-bhayaMkara rogaazAtA vedanIya karmanA jabarajasta udaye zarIra rogonuM ghara banyuM. AkhuM zarIra baLyA kare che. khaMjavALa paNa bahu AvyA kare. kaI upAye zAMti thatI nathI. mahinA para mahinA vItavA lAgyA. vaidya hakIma jeNe je upAya batAvyA te ajamAvyA rANIoe rAjAne zarIre caMdananuM vilepana zarU karyuM. koI hAthe, keI page, kaI mAthe e rIte caMdananuM vilepana karatAM rahe che. te vilepana thakI ThaMDaka thatAM saMtApa zamya ane namirAjAne uMgha AvavA lAgI. nirava zAMtimAM zaNuonA hAthamAM paherelA kaMkaNanA avAje vaDe uMghamAM khalela pahoMce che. rAjAne mAMDa uMgha Ave tyAM kaMkaNano khakhaDATa azAtA ubhI kare. rAjA gusse thaI gayA khakhaDATa sAMbhaLI. "kADhI nAkhe A kaMkaNa ne rANI kahe svAmInAtha! zuM paraNyA pachI kaMkaNa nIkaLe? A te saubhAgya kaMkaNa kahevAya, chatAM uMghamAM bahu vikSepa thato hoya te mAtra eka kaMkaNa hAtha upara rAkhI bIjAM badhAM kaMkaNa kADhI nAkhIe. rAjAne te uMgha AvI gaI. jAgyA tyAre pUchayuM zuM badhAM kaMkaNa kADhI nAkhyAM ! rANI kahe nA kaMkaNa te che paNa eka ja che mATe avAja thato nathI. ATalA zabdonI rAjA para jAduI asara thaI. eka che mATe zAMti che- aneka che tyAM ke lAhala che." "eka zabda nami rAjaSI ekatva bhAvanAmAM sarI paDyA. samajAI gayuM tene Ama svarUpa cetana tuM ekAkI re mahAbhinIkramaNa karyuM ane nami rAjarSi thaI gayA pratyeka buddha,
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________________ gAmaDA nA kAkAnA nAnA 268 abhinava upadeza prAsAda- vipranA veze eka vakhata iMdra tenI parIkSA karavA AvyA. mithilAnI sthiti che. badhAM vilApa karI rahyA che. tArI dIkSA eja saghaLA duHkhanuM kAraNa che. tyAre nami rAjarSie tene uttara Apyo ke A vAta saMpUrNa paNe ajJAnarUpa che. sAMbhaLe ! mithilAnagarImAM eka bagIce hatuM. tenI madhye eka vRkSa hatuM. te zItaLa chAyA vaDe ramaNIya lAgatuM hatuM. patra-puSpa ane phaLathI zobhatuM hatuM. vividha pakSI tene Azraya karI rahetA hatA. eka vakhata bhayaMkara vAyu kuMkA. vAyunA jorathI vRkSa hacamacI jatAM, temAM Azraya karI rahelA pakSI duHkhAtta ane azaraNa thaIne AkraMda karavA lAgyA. te teo kaMI vRkSane mATe vilApa nahotA karatAM paNa pitAnuM sukha chinavAI gayuM mATe zekAta hatA. tema mithilAne kolAhala paNa potAnuM sukha javAthI che. he vipra ! temane ke I mArA mATe vilApa karato nathI. te brAhmaNe mithilAne baLatI dekhADI kahyuM je tAruM nagara, tAru aMtApura saghaLuM baLI rahyuM che. tyAre namirAjarSie eja javAba Apyo. he vipra ! mithilA baLe che temAM mAruM kAMI baLatuM nathI. mArA AtmA ekaja che tene kaI bALI zakavAnuM nathI. - Idra mahArAjAe A rIte brAhmaNanA veze keTalAye prazno pUchIne parIkSA karI, te paNa nami rAjarSi jarApaNa calita na thayA tyAre tenA daDha vairAgyanI stuti karI Idra svarga pAcho cAlyo gayo. nami rAjarSi ekava bhAvanA bhAvatA kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe sadhAvI gayA. mATe he cetana "tuM paNa mAnI le ke ekatvamAM ja siddhi che." cetana tuM ekAkI re e paMktinuM barAbara smaraNa karI AtmAnuM zuM che tathA pudagalanuM zuM che te viveka rAkha. * pazya kAMcanabhitara pudgala milita macati kA dazA kevalasya tu tasya rUpaM viditameva bhavAzAM evamAtmani karma vazatA bhavati rUpamane kathA kama mala rahite tu bhagavati bhAsate kAMcana vidhA ja Aja vastu dhyAna dIpikAmAM anyatva bhAvanAmAM lIdhelI che. maga ,kama na kara
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________________ cetana tu' ekAkI re 269 zAnta sudhArasamAM vinaya vijyajI jaNAve ke jue suvarNa mAM khIjA pudgaleAnA mizraNathI zuM dazA thaI ? suvarNInuM kevaLa suvarNa rUpa kevuM hAya te tA tArA jevA jANatA ja hAya. eTale ke seAnAmAM jasata- lAg-mATI vagere para vastu bhaLavAthI seAnAnI raja paNa halakI thAya che te parapudagalane lIdhe ja thAya che. pachI tene seAnArUpa thavA mATe tapAvuM ane gaLAvuM paDe che. --te ja rIte- havAni AtmAnA karma sAthe bheLA thavAthI aneka rUpe thAya che. te ja bhagavad rUpa AtmA kamala rahita thAya tyAre suvarNanI jema dIpI uThe che. eTale jema suvaNa zuddha thavuM muzkela che. paNa parapudgala rUpI azuddhi meLavavI sahelI che tema AtmAne paNa parapudagala rUpa karma tA samaye samaye sAta cAMTathA kare che paNa pachI zuddhAtma svarUpa pragaTa thatA ana MtA kALa paribhramaNa thayA pachI mahAmahenate mukti maLe che. eTale ke Atma prakAza pasa'kha'dhathI avarAI gayA che tyAre kevaLa AtmA ja mAre che ane te eka ja zAzvata che evI bhAvanA bhAvI tenA zuddha svarUpane pragaTa karavA eLakhavA prayatna kara. vAlIe luMTArA leAkeAne luTe. eka vakhata nAradajI ne luMTavA AvyA. nAradajI kahe bhAI! tAre je luTavu hAya te luMTI le mArI pAsethI, paNa A badhuM keAnA mATe? te tA kahe. vAlIe kahe kema ? A badhuM kuTumba-parivAra-patnI-putra-putrI mATe, nAradajIe pharI pUchyuM. ThIka ! paNa A luMTa karatA je pApa lAge tenuM phaLa tuM ekalA bhAgavIza ke pachI tArA kuTuMbIjanA paNa bhegavaze. vAlIo kahe e tA thAM khAya che te bhAgavaze paNa kharAne? nAradajI kahe ema kara pUchIne Ava hu ahIM ja bheA chuM. ghera badhAMe ekaja javAba ApyA ke pApa tame karo ane segavIe ame te te! kaI banatuM haze ? vAlIyA ne jJAna thaI gayuM, pApane bhAgavanAra tA huM ekalA ja chuM. temAM mAruM bhAgIdAra keAI nathI. vAlIo, lu'TArA maTI sAdhu banyA tA thaI gayA vAlmIkI RSi rAmAyaNa granthanuM sarjana karyuM.
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________________ 270 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 tame paNa ghara kaI vakhata pUchajo. A kALAbajAra, karacorI, savArathI sAMjanI dhamAla-deDA deDI kare che temAM koI bhAgIdAra kharuM? tuM nahIM karA! keI nahI terA kayA kara merA merA terA he se terI pAse avara saba anerA Apa svabhAvamAM re avadhu sadA magana meM rahenA jIva vijayajI mahArAja jaNAve ke tuM koIne nathI. kaI tAruM nathI. pachI mAruM mAruM zuM kare che? ame paNa kahIe chIe hasatAM hasatAM mAru mAru karaze to maraze tAruM tAruM karazo te taraze. mATe Atma svabhAvamAM sadA magana rahevuM ane ekaja bhAvanA bhAva cetana tuM ekAkI re, AtmAnI gati paNa eka ja che. na yogA na rogA na codvega vegA : sthiti ! gati ! na mRtyu na janma na puNya na pApa na yasyAsti bandhaH sa eka parAtmA gati meM jinendraH jene yoga nathI, rega nathI, udvega nathI, vega nathI, sthiti nathI, gati nathI, mRtyu nathI. janma nathI, puNya nathI, pApa nathI, baMdha nathI. he jinendra te parAtma eka ja mArI gati che. A rIte samajI anaMta jIvonA saMbaMdhane tyAga karI. parapu6galamAMthI mamatva kheMcI laI ekatvamAM praveza kara. nami rAjarSinI mAphaka ekatvane kalyANakArI mAnI jo "huM ekalo chuM" e bhAvanA bhAva ane paramAnaMda saMpadAne pAma.
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________________ (63) bhAvanA-anyatva --paMtha zire pa`thI maLyA re yasmai tvaM yatase vimeSi ca yato yatrAniza modase yadyacchAvasi yadyadicchasi hRdA yatprApya prepIyase snigdhA yeSu nija svabhAva mamala' nileya lalapyase tatsarva parakIya meva bhagavannAtmanna kicittava mahApAdhyAya vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA zAnta sudhArasamAM anyatva bhAvanA varNavatA jaNAve ke -- jene laIne tuM prayatna karI rahyo che, jene laine tuM Dare che, jene laIne tuM sarvakAla AnaMda pAmI rahyo che, jene laIne tu zAka kare che, jene tuM aMtaHkaraNathI Icche che. jenI prAptithI tuM AnaMda pAme che, jenA para sneha dharatA thakA tArA nirmIla svabhAvane daLI nAkhI tenA nAza karI tuM [jenu] lAlana-pAlana karI rahyo che te badhAM he bhagavad rUpa Atman pAthyAM ja che temAMnuM kaMI tAruM nathI. AvI para vastu eTale ke anya vastunI peAtAnA bhAge zA mATe ciMtA karavI ? jJAnADhi je peAtAnI ja Rddhi che. tenA bhAge huM cetana ! pariNAme du:kha ane viTaMbanAnA heturUpa pArakI ciMtA karavI e tAru kavyu ja nathI. are je dhana-kuTuMba-srI-putra-yaza-adhikAra vagere mATe tuM prayatna karI rahyo che te vastu paNa zuM tArI che kharI? tema 6 nA! jo te tArI hAya tA tArI pAse aevI joIe paNa nathI te nAzavaMta che. tuM icche ke na icche paNa tane cheDIne javAnI che. chatAM tenI prApti-aprApti saMbaMdhe tu' bhayabhIta rahe che, te sAMpaDe tyAre AnaMda paNa pAme che ane viyAga thAya tyAre zAka paNa kare che he mUDha ! tu mAtra eka ja vicAra kara pazu zire 5thI maLyA re-ane anyatva bhAvanA bhAva
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________________ 272 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 vinAza', paraH praviSTaH kurute lokokti reSA na mRSeti manye nirvizya karmANu-mirasya kiM kiM jJAnAtmano no samapAdi da | eka gharamAM ] bIjAnA praveza vinAza kare che. e lAkAtane beTI mAnavI nahIM,jema zarIramAM kAMTA-kAca ke patharI praveza kare tA zarIramAM jayAM sudhI rahe tyAM sudhI duHkha Ape che. navA navA vikArA pedA kare che mATe tene kAjye ja chuTA thAya che. te rIte jJAnAdi guNavALA AtmAthI para je kama paramANuo, tenA pravezathI jJAnAtmAne zu zu du:kho nathI vItyA. anaMta zaktinA dhaNI AtmA rAMka thai gayA. avyAmAya sukhavALA AtmA trAhImAma thai gayA. kAraNa ke parapudagalarUpa anya vastunA praveza thaI gayA che. AtmA zarIrAdi bAhya padArthothI bhinna che. zarIrAdi padArtho jaDa che. AtmA caitanya che. te pramANe AtmAne anyathI bhinna vicAravA te anyatva bhAvanA. nadInA hariyALA kAMThe rAja bALake bhegA thAya tyAre nadInI ratamAM ramata mAMDIne besatA tame joyA haze. keI retInuM ghara banAve, koI retInuM maMdira banAve, koI ratInA pahADa banAve, koI retInA mahela banAve, dareka bALaka peAtAnA kAmane sAru' gaNe. eka kaheze mArA mahela kevA suMdara enI pAse tAruM maMdira pANI bhare. bIjo kaheze mahelamAM rAjA rahe che. bhagavAna rAjA karatAM DeTA gaNAya. mArA madiramAM te bhagavAna vase che. AvI AvI kaI vAtA bALakeA karyA kare. ema karatAM kayAreka laDe- jhaghaDe paNa kharA. laDatA jhaghaDatA keAIna' ghara tuTe, keAI nA parvata tuTe, kAinA mahela tuTe. pANIpata sarjAya paNa jevI sAMja paDe, aMdhakAra chavAvA lAge tyAM ? badhAM mALAne ghara yAda AvavA mAMDe, jemane mATe ATaluM laDyA jhadhaDyA e dara, e pata, e makAna ke e mahela madhu ma
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________________ patha zire paMthI maLyA re 273 tyAMne tyAM ja paDI rahe. are laDAIjhaghaDAM paNa retImAM ja paDDayA rahe. badhAM ghara bhegAM thaI jAya. TuMkamAM mArA tArA vaccenI laDAI aMdhakAra thatAM ja samI jAya. bALako paNa ATaluM samaje che ke A badhI ramata kahevAya. paNa aMdhakAra thAya tyAre AmAnuM kaMI na rahe-ApaNe paNa sIdhAM ja ghera javAya jyAre retImAM mahela caNato mAnavI aMdhakAranI vedanA jANIne paNa mAruM--tAruM cheDI zakato nathI. jIvananI saMdhyA DhaLI jAya tyAM sudhI tene anyatvanuM bhAna thatuM nathI paMtha zire paMthI maLyA re ema vicAravAne badale huM ane mAruM ja karyA kare che. ___ ahaM mameti mantro'yaM mohasya jagadAndhya kRt [ ayameva hi na pUrvI pratimantro'pi mohajit ] mahApadhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAjA jJAnasAra granthamAM jaNAve che ke "duM mama" huM ane mAruM e manca mahine matva chejemAM jagata AMdhaLuM baneluM che. huM zabda kene paya che te koI vicAratuM nathI. huM ghara, huM TI.vI., huM putra, huM saMpatti, huM baMgale evuM kaI bolatuM nathI. paNa mAruM ghara, mAruM TI.vI., mAro putra, mArI saMpatti, mAre baMgalo evI bhASA vaparAya che. jagatane vyavahAra A bhASA para ja cAle che. huM zabda keno vacce che?--"AmAne huM khAuM chuM, huM bhaNuM chuM, huM bolu chuM A badhAmAM huM keNa che? "AmA" huM je zarIrane vAgyu hota te--huM paga dukhe che. huM hAtha dukhe che, belAta, paNa tema nathI bolatA. kema nathI bolatA? kAraNa ke zarIra zabda ne vAgyA nathI. mArAne vAcyuM che. eTale ke zarIra anya che. paNa huM nathI. TuMkamAM jema huM ane mAruM eka nathI tema zarIra e AtmA nathI ane AtmA e zarIra nathI. baMne taddana bhinna varatu che. keNika-zreNika rAjAnI paTTarANI celaNAne putra hatA. te e 18
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________________ 274 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 TeNika mATe huM thaze ke mAre thaze? zreNikane putra eTale zreNikathI anya thaye ke nahIM? tene potAno mAno ke anya mAnavo? je keNikane janmatAM sAthe ja ukaraDAmAM pheMkI dIdhela hato. kukaDAe tenI AMgaLI karaDI khAtA temAMthI lohI ane paru nIkaLavA lAgyA hatAM. te maTayuM nahIM tyAM sudhI zreNika mahArAjA keNikanI AMgaLI moDhAmAM rAkhIne pharyA karyuM. A ja keNika mATe thatAM zuM vicAre che? A Doso jyAM sudhI rAjagAdI pakaDIne beThe raheze eTale tene kedamAM purI dauM. zreNika mahArAjAne keNike kedamAM puryA. rAjya pote pacAvI pADayuM. kedakhAnAmAM paNa puSkaLa duHkha ApyuM. are sagA bApane rojanA pacAsa-pacAsa phaTakA mAravAnuM zarU karyA. eka vakhata te keNikane pitAne putra pratye kevo prema hoya te satyanuM bhAna thayuM. tarataja deDaDyo jelamAMthI pitAne choDAvavA. e samaye jelanuM tALuM teDavA kAMI sAdhana na maLyuM te kuhADe laIne bhAgyo. zreNika mahArAjAne thayuM ke Aje te A chokaro mane jarUra mArI nAkhaze. zreNika mahArAjAe pitAnI vIMTImAMthI tAlapuTa viSa cusIne Ama hatyA karI lIdhI, teo narake gayA. A putrane mAra mAno ke anya? pathi-pathi vividha pathaiH pathikaiH sahaH kurute kaHpratibadha'; nija nija karma vazaiH svajanaiH saha, ki kurupe mamatAvadha. he cetana mArga mArgamAM judA judA sthAna ke musApharanuM maLavuM thAya che te zuM [koI keIne] pratibaMdha kare che kharA? [ nA kaI keIne pratibaMdha karatuM nathI, matalaba ke I meInuM mamatva rAkhatA nathI. sarve pota potAnA mArge cAlyA jAya che.] [ te ja rIte jene tuM svajana mAne che te badhAM] pota potAnA karmavaza AvIne maLyA che [vaTemArga jevA che] te tuM tenI sAthe kema mamava bAMdhe che? kameM prerAIne AvelA che. karmanA dhakke cAlyA javAnA che. kuTumba paNa eka gharmazALA samAna che. tArA mAnI lIdhelA svajane vaTe mAruM mAtra che. sau potapatAnuM kArya pUrNa thaye keInI vATa joyA vinA cAlyA javAnA che.
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________________ patha zire paMthI maLyA re 275 je rIte TreInabasa ke anya keIpaNa musApharImAM bheLA thayelA sau paMkhIne meLe mAnIne samaya pasAra kare che. bhegA bese-khAyapIe paNa potapotAnuM sTezana AvyuM ke te utarI ja javAnA che. koI koInA mATe eka ke be sTezana vadhAre musApharI karavAnA nathI. jhADanI DALe beThelA paMkhI paNa rAtri vyatikAnta thatA vikherAI javAnA tema A parivAra paNa vikhezavAne che pachI temAM tuM mamatva karI zA mATe karma bAMdhe che ? paMtha zire paMthI malyA re kIje kiNahIzuM prema rAtri vase praha uThI cale re neha nivAha kema saMgI suMdara bujha-mA muMjha gamAra jaya sema muni sajajhAyanI paMktimAM anyatvanI vAta guMthatA suMdara zabdamAM A zIkhAmaNa Ape che. anya evA A pravAsIrUpa kuTuMbamAM sneha rAkhI AtmAne anya padArthothI zA mATe bAMdhe che. mATe he cetana tuM bodha pAma, he gamAra tuM temAM meha na pAma! jima paMkhI tarue Ave rajanI vIte jAye jima tIratha malI savi saMghe karI yAtrA nija ghera jAve Ape Apa sadA samajAve manamAM duHkha mata pAve tIrtha sthaLe e yAtrA karavA saMghe Ave che paNa yAtrA karIne sau pita pitAnA ghera ja cAlyA javAnA, tema janmarUpa tIrthamAM kuTuMba yAtrA karI sau potapotAnI gati mujaba cAlyA jaze tene nikaTanA ke sagA mAnavAne arthaze? kyAreka te anya evA A sagA-saMbaMdhi ja nehamAMthI chaTakIne cheha de che. potAne svArtha pUrNa thatAM aLagAM thaI jAya che. paradezI [pradeza rAjA thaI gaye tene sUryakAntA nAme paTTarANI hatI. baMne rAjA-rANI nAstika. AtmA-svarga-narka-makSa-pApa-puNya kazAne mAnatA nathI. bhoga vilAsamAM rakta che. kAmAMdha ane viSayAMdha paNa purepurA. rAjAnA maMtrIne thayuM ke game tema paNa mAre rAjAne pratibaMdha pamADe jarUrI gaNAya. te yuktipUrvaka pradezI rAjAne kezI gaNadhara pAse laI gaye. baMnenI carcA vicAraNA gaThavI.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jJAnI gItArtha munie carcA vicAraNA karI tarkabaddha samajaNa dvArA pradeza rAjAnuM nAstika paNuM nivArI zraddhAvAna banAvyA. samaya jatAM zraddhAvAna e rAjA pradezI sAmAyika, pauSadha Adi virati dharma tarapha vaLe. tenI viSayavAsanA ane kAmarAga ghaTavA lAgyuM. te vItarAga dharmane upAsaka banya-ArAdhanAmaya banya. ema karatAM pradeza rAjAne eka vAta haiye vasI. nA mArAM tana rUpa kAMti yuvatI, nA putra ke bhrAtanA; nA mArAM bhUta snehi svajanake, nA ge 2 ke jJAtinA, nA mArAM dhana dhAma yauvana dharA, e meha ajJAtva nA re re jIva vicAra ema ja sadA, anyatvadA bhAvanA. jenI jJAna daSTi jAgI gaI tene mana have badhuM ja tuccha che. Indriya janya vaiSayika sukhe paNa tuccha che. rAjA pradezane bhAgamAM virakta thayela ane dharmaArAdhanamaya jANI sUryakAntA zaNuM vicAre che ke have mAruM zuM thaze? mArA nitya bhoga vilAsanuM zuM thaze? paNa rANene svArtha saryo nahIM eTale tene pradeza rAjA pArakA thaI gaye. sUryakAntA rANI kAma vAsanA pUrNa karavA mATe anya puruSa para Asakta banI. eka tarapha kALajhALa thatI kAmavAsanAnI Aga bharaDe laI rahI che bIjI tarapha rAjA pradezIne Dara paNa manamAM lAgI rahyo che. zaNane thAya che. have mAre zuM karavuM? jyAM sudhI rAjA jIvate che tyAM sudhI te mArI vAsanA tRptI thavAnI nathI eTale viSayAMdha rANIe potAnA ja pati evA rAjAne jhera ApI dIdhuM. paMthe zire paMthI malyA re kIje kihI zuM prema zajAne jhera caDyuM jANuM upacAro zarU thayA kadAca rAjA bacI jAya tevI zakyatA ubhI thaI rakhene jIvI jaze te vaLI mArI vAsanA pUrNa karavAmAM aMtarAya thaze. tema mAnI rANIe khoTuM rovA kuTavAnuM zarU karyuM. pitAnA hAthe vALane vikherI nAkhyA. rAjAnI mAthe paDI duHkha vyakta karatI hoya tevI ceSTA karavA lAgI rAjAne gaLAM upara nakha dAbI daI mArI nAkhyo.
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________________ 277 patha zire pa thI maLyA re pitAnI paTTarANI chatAM rAjA tene svArtha pure karavAmAM nakAme lAge te nehane cheha daI rANue deha mukta karAvI dIdho. mATe he jIva tuM tene mATe mamatA karIza? tyaja mamatAM paritApa nidAnaM paraparicaya pariNAma bhaja niHsaMgatayA vizadIkRta manubhava sukha rasamabhirAmaM mamatA-eTale para vastu vizenuM mArA paNuM eja du:khanuM kAraNa che. mATe mamatvane tyAga kara e mamatva paravastunA paricayanuM pariNAma che. mATe paravastuno paricaya chAMDI svavastuno paricaya kara] tuM niHsaMga thaI para vastunA saMgamAM levA nahIM, tethI ja tAro AmAnubhava pragaTa thaze-vizuddha thaze, sukha-dasa jAmaze. jema marudevA mAtAe anyatva bhAvanA bhAvatA svasvarUpane pari. caya karyo te aMtaHkRta kevalI thaI A covIzImAM bharatakSetramAMthI sau prathama mokSe gayA. marudevA mAtAe RSabhadevanI dIkSA bAda roI roIne AMkho gumAvI hatI. AMkha ADA paDaLa AvI gayA hatA. rojeroja bharata mahArAjAne kahetAM ke tuM mArA RSabhanI khabara letA nathI. loko kahe che. eka varSathI te anna jaLa vagarane bhukhe phare che-tarasya phare che TADha taDako sahana kare che. tuM eka vakhata to tene lAva. eka vakhata to mane mAro RSabha jovA de beTA. - A rIte vilApa karatA marudevA mAtA dIvaso pasAra karI rahyA che. tyAre sAme pakSe nispRhI evA prabhune 1000 varSanA paribhramaNa ane upasargo bAda kevalajJAna prApta thaI gayuM. A suvarNa avasare bharata rAjA pitAnA dAdImAne hAthInI aMbADI para besADIne kevalajJAna mahotsava dekhADavA laI jaI rahyA hatA. marudevA mAtA pUche che. bhArata AvA apUrva vAjIMtrane nAda te kadI sAMbha Lyo nathI. AvA daivI vAjIMtronA avAja kyAMthI ? bhArate javAba Aye, e te tamArA putranI ThakurAI che. janajI e ThakurAI tuja ke bIje navI ghaTe re lola marudevA mAtAne A badhuM sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatAharSanA AMsu dhasI AvyA. netra paDaLa khasI gayA. jInezvara paramAtmAnI apUrva Rddhi
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________________ 278 abhinava upadeza prasAMDha- ane prAtihAryanI samRddhi joIne marudevA mAtA vicAre ke are re ! dhikkAra che. A mahine huM mAnatI hatI ke mArI RSabha kyA haze ? keTalo duHkhI haze? paNa mane kaI vakhata saMdeze paNa na meka ke te keTalo sukhI che! kharekhara keNa mAtA ane keNa pitA, nirarthaka meM A badhe meha ne tene te mArI kaMI paDI nathI ! kenA chorAM kenA vAchosa kenA mAyane bApa re aMta:kALe javuM jIvane ekaluM sAthe punyane pApa re kharekhara A badhAM pArakA che. tene mArA mAnI lIdhAM, e prakAre anyatva bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM maru devA mAtAne tyAM hAthInI aMbADIe ja kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. yatrAnyatvaM zarIrasya vaisAghazyAccharIriNaH dhanabandhu sahAyAnAM tatrAnyatvaM na durvacam yo deha dhanabaMdhubhyo bhinnamAtmA na mIkSate kva zoka zaMkunA tasya haMtAtaMkaH pratanyate kalakAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta zrImadda hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjA rogazAstranA caturtha prakAzamAM anitya bhAvanAne varNavatA jaNAve jyAM mUrta--amUrta, cetana-jaDa, nitya-anityAdi visazapaNAthI AtmA karatAM zarIranuM judA paNuM [svataH siddha] che tyAM dhana-baMdhu vagere [mAtA-pitA-putra-mitra sahAyionuM judApaNuM kahevuM te khoTuM nathI [arthAt kAyama sAthe rahenAra zarIrane anya tarIke svIkAryA pachI dhamAdaka padArthone anya rUpe svIkAravAmAM zuM vAMdho hoI zake? zo .. tethI je vivekI Ama deha, dhana, badhu vagerethI potAnA AtmAne bhinna jue che. te AtmAne kharekhara zaka rUpa zalyanI pIDA kayAMthI hoya? [na ja hAcI te sukhamAM ja masta rahe che e rIte anyatva bhAvanA bhAvavI. viveka jJAna eTale zuM ? heya-ya-upAdeyanuM jJAna te vivekajJAna. 0 heca eTale choDavA lAyaka zuM che? te jANI ane te te vastune tyAga karavo.
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________________ pa. zire paMtha mA re 279 0 -eTale jANavA yogya hoya te bAbata jANavI-jJAna prApta karavuM. 0 upAdeya eTale AcaravA je vastunI AcaraNa karavI. cakavatI bharata mahArAjA cha khaMDanA dhaNa che cauda ratna ane nava nidhAne jenI sevAmAM niraMtara hAjara rahe che. vaibhava ane vilAsanI choLo uDe che. eka lAkha bANa hajAra to jene zrI aMtaHpuramAM rahelI che. A cakravatI rAjA eka vakhata potAnA arisA bhuvanamAM beThe che. vastra ane alaMkArathI sajaja thaIne beThA che. tyAM rAja rAjezvaranuM dhyAna potAnI eka AMgaLI para gayuM, ke je AMgaLI upara vIMTI nahatI. aho vITI vagaranI mArI AMgaLInI zobhA kema khalAsa thaI jaNAya che? nava nava AMgaLI to manahara lAge che ane eka ja AMgaLI AvI aLavI aLavI kAM lAge? bIjI AMgaLIothI vIMTI utArI, trIjI AMgaLIothI vIMTI utArI, cothI AMgaLImAMthI vITI utArI, e rIte cakavatI rAjAe dazedaza AMgaLInI vIMTI kADhIne rAkhI dIdhI. badhI ja AMgaLIo aLavI lAgavA mAMDI jANe kema vITI ja zobhA hoya! badhAM alaMkAro paNa utAryA te zarIranI zobhA paNa adazya thaI cakavartIne thayuM arere ! A zubha mArI ke pArakI? je zarIrane Aja dina sudhI meM mAruM mAruM karyA karyuM tenI kaI zebhA ja nathI. zuM huM kevaLa parapuddagalanI zebhA vaDe ja zobhu chuM? - to pachI AtmA vikhuTA paDaze tyAre te A deha ahIM ja rahI javA chatAM zobhA vinAnA A dehamAM ATaluM mamatva zA mATe? je zarIra paNa AtmAthI anya hAya-alaga hoya to A eka lAkha bANa hajAra strI ke savA karoDa putra-parIvAra A cauda ratana, nava- nidhAnano vaibhava, ATaluM sainya hAthI-ghaDA-ra-vagere lakSamI paNa mAre zuM thavAnA ? -paMtha zire paMthI maLyA re ukita mujaba A badhA paNa anya ja che timira ajJAna TaLI gayuM. vairAgya bhAvanAnuM vaheNa AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM zukala dhyAna
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________________ 280 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 rUpa sarovaranuM rUpa dhAraNa karI beThuM ne bharata cakravatI banI gayA kevaLI bhakta. kadI tamane DresIMga rUmamAM beThA beThA AvA vicAra AvyA che? ke pachI zarIranI zobhA vadhune vadhu kema dekhADI zakAya te ja prayAse karyA che ? bharata mahArAjAne AMgaLInI zobhA na dekhAI ane anyatva bhAve caDI ke maru devA mAtA putra saMbaMdhamAM mamatva chuTatA anya bhAve caDayA te to nimitte che. paNa te bhAvane AmAsAt karavA mATe he cetana tuM paNa anyamAM rahelA tAra cheSane tyAga kara. veNanA kaNanI mAphaka keI keInuM saguM ke saMbaMdhi nathI. AmA svabhAvathI ja zarIrAdithI vilakSaNa cetanA maya che ane deha pudagala vinAzaka acetana tathA jaDa che. tenA tamAma paramANu vIkharAI javAnA che. mATe tu anyatvane siddha kara. paMtha zire 5thI maLyA re kIje kINahI zuM prema A paMkitane mAtra svajana-parivAra mATe ja nahIM paNa zarIra mATe paNa ghaTAvaje. A deha paNa AtmAne thoDA samaya mATe maLela che chelle te tenA pudgala paNa vIkherAI jaze. sagAM saMbaMdhino sneha rAga na chUTe to tuM gautama svAmIjInuM smaraNa karaje vItarAga mahAvIra mahArAjA mATe sneha rAga hato tyAM sudhI tene kevaLajJAna thayuM nahIM. je vItarAga pratyeno sneha paNa kevaLajJAnamAM ADe Avyo te pachI jagatanA saMbaMdhI-sagAM-padArtho vageremAM anyatra buddhi dhAraNa karyA vinA kaI rIte kalyANa thavAnuM? mATe che AmanuM A rIte anya bhAvanA bhAvI mamatvane parihAra kara.
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________________ (64) bhAvanA--azuci -nava daravAjA vahe nIra tara sacchidro madirAvaTaH parigalat talleza sagAzuciH zucyA mRdyamRdA bahi: sa bahuzo dhauto'pi gaMgodakaiH nAva zucitAM yathA tanubhRtAM kAya nikAyo mahA matsAsthi puruSa mUtra rajasAM nAya tathA zuddhayati azica bhAvanAne varNavatAM maheApAdhyAya zrI vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA jaNAve ke A deha [zarIra] madirAnA kuMbha jevA che. [jema madirA ku MbhamAM dAru gALavA mATe chidro pADelA hAya che tema A dehamAM paNa aneka chidro che, jyAre dAru gaLAya tyAre tenA saMgathI te bhAjana [pAtra] paNa apavitra-agnimaya thAya che. tema A dehamAMthI paNa judA judA chidro vATe maLa-mUtra paraseve-rUdhira-vI-parU Adi apavitra vastue jharI rahI che.te A dehane apavitra karI rahI che. dAru vaDe apavitra thayeluM pAtra jema pavitra mATIthI ghasavA chatAM ane pavitra gaMgA nadInA jaLathI dhAyA chatAM pavitra thaI zakatuM nathI. tema A dehadhArIonA deha paNa suga Ave tevA hADa-cAmaDAM-mAMsa lehI-sUtra-maLa-vInuM sthAna che, jenA chidro dvArA AvI aneka azuica vahI rahI che. tene pavitra mATI vaDe ghaseA ke ga'gAnA pANIthI snAna kare paNa te azucimaya deha pavitra thaI zakatA nathI. kAraNake je azuci khIjI vakhata jharavAnI na hoya tyAM pavitra thaI zake paNa " nava daravAjA vaDe niratara " sthitimAM pavitra zu thAya ? je rIte game tevuM nirmALa jala hAya paNa gaTaramAM paDe teA azuddha thaI jAya che. tema A apavitra dehamAMthI rAtidana azica vahe che. are azucinI sthAnaka ja che jyAM, tyAM pavitratA ke zuddhi thavAnI yAMthI? A zarIra atyaMta apavitra che. te rasa-rudhira-mAMsa-meda-majA
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________________ 282 abhinava upadeza prasAda-2 asthi-vIryarUpa apavitra padArthonuM baneluM che. temAMthI haMmezAM apavitra padArtho nIkaLe che vagere vicAraNA karI he Atmana tuM azuci bhAvanA bhAva ribaMdara pAse cIMgANA gAma. tyAM meruvajasIdAsAne AMgaNe porabaMdaranA rANAnI padharAmaNI thaI. kasuMbA TapakI rahyA che tyAM vajasIdAsAnI dIkarIe pANInI hela mukI AMgaNAmAM paga dIdho. DAyaro bhALI lIrIne cheDo kSebha thaze. tyAM DAyaro be bhAgamAM vahecAI gayo. lITI hAlI jANe rUpAnI jhaLakatI jyota hAlI, hemavaraNa ane pAMca hAtha purI kAyAne saMkelatI lIrIbAI AMkhanA palakArAmAM esapInA pagathIcAM raDI gaI. paNa rANAne vIMjhaNo vIMjhatA mera juvAnanI najaruM mAM lIrInuM rUpa dhuMTAI gayuM. bapora TANe DAcare jamavA uThe. gAlIcuM nakhANI, khumacA mukANA, ghInA begharA, goLanA daDavA, dhIMga roTalA. DAyaro te chaTapaTa jamaNa patAvI mAdhupura 9paDe. sAMje paga caMpI karatA mera javAne veNa kADhayA bApu, mane paraNavA te vajasI dAsAnI lIrI hAre, zaNa ghaDIka te muMgA thaI gayA. - mAdhupurathI vaLatA rANAe vajasI pAse veNa nAkhyuM. vajasI. kahe che karInA mAmA luMchAne pUchavuM paDe, rANe kahe ThIka pUchI je je tamatamAre. uMghAe cAkhI ne bhaNI dIdhI lIrIne paraNAvavAnI. vAta vaTe caDI gaI. cagArIyAnA juvAne bhegA thaI gayA. luMghAe paNa pheja bhegI karavA mAMDI. dudhamalIyA juvAna jANe matano jaMga khelavA ramate caDayA. lIrIne thayuM arere A kAyA mATe A kArame jaMga. arIsA sAme ubhI rahI rUpane nIrakhyuM. arere ! A rUpa keTalI bInuM nA cuDalA bhagAvaze. A rUpanI pAchaLa che zuM ? mAre aLavA zarIrane koNa hAtha lagADavAnuM ? mAkhaNanA pIMDA jevA peTamAM kaTAra jhIMkI dIdhI. lehInA cAMdaNAmAM khaDakhaDa hasatI lIrI paDI "je moralIyA mArAja"nA nAmanI lIrInI cIsa saMbhaLAI. lIrInuM marajAdA bahAranuM hAsya sAMbhaLI
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________________ 283 madha daravAjA vahe nItare leMghAe gharamAM haDI kADhI tyAM to kaMkunA hojamAM nAhI hoya tevI lIrIne joI. rANAnuM kaTaka AvyuM paNa hajurIyA mere lIrInI nanAmInA poMkhaNA karyA. kAraNa tene paNa rUpane khapa hato. azuci ke apavitra dehane nahI nava daravAjA vahe niraMtara nI upamA pAmela azucimacI kAyA lohImAM Dhothapotha thaIne paDI hatI. merajuvAnane tene khapa na hato. eka kALa hatuM jyAre kanyAnA guNa jatAM ane A daSTAntathI Aja sudhI have kanyAnuM rUpa jovAya che. pisA paNa jovAya che chokarI rUpALI ke dekhAvaDI kevI che? cAmaDA jenArane samAjamAM zuM kahevAya che? camAra ! cAraDAla jAtine camAra hoya te cAmaDA jevAnI ke cAmaDAM cu thavAnI vAta kare. tuM vicAra te kara ke jene tuM AlIMgana kare che te kAyA roga ane azucithI bharelI che. hAlatA cAlatA pAyakhAnAne koI ciTatA phare kharuM ? A zarIra hAlatuM cAlatuM pAyakhAnuM nathI te che zuM ? je ke strIone paNa Aje aMga pradarzanane zokha ocho nathI; mANasanI najara bagaDe che ke puruSa bramaNa jevA che te pharIyAda badhAM kare che paNa najara bagaDe che kema ? ke puruSa bhaTake che kema te pUchayuM che kadI ? eka tarapha strIone purepuro pradarzanano lekha vadhatuM jAya che. bIjI tarapha azuci bhAvanA bhAvI nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM lakhyuM che ke - je kei zarIre sattA vaNNe ruve ya savyaso magasA kAya vakkeNa savve te duHkha saMbhavA je koI mANase zarIramAM temaja rUpa-lAvaNyamAM mana vacana kAyAthI khUba ja Asakti rAkhe che. moha mamatva ke zaga rAkhe che. te sane aMte te duHkhanA dariyAmAM ja DubavAno vAro Ave che. ye kAyA kAcakA kuMbhA nAhaka tuM dekha ke kUlatAM palaka meM kaTa jAyegA pattA ja DAlase giratA he jIva je kAyAne tuM paMpALI rahyo che te kAyA kAcanA kuMbhA jevI che. jema pAMdaDu DALa parathI kharI paDe tema A kAyA rUpI kuMbha paNa game tyAre kuTI javAne che.
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________________ 284 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 sanatakumAra cakavartI, tene rUpanA vakhANa eka vakhata sudharmA sabhAmAM thayA, tevuM cakavatInuM rUpa. keI be dene thayuM ke jaIne jevA de. zaMkA TALavA mATe brAhmaNa rUpe AvyA. cakavatInI kheLa bharI kAyA ane nAhavA besavA taiyArI karI rahyA che. cakravatInuM mukha-mane hara kAMti-kaMcana varNa kAyA joIne mAthuM dhuNAvyuM brAhmaNee. cakravatI e pUchayuM, mAthuM kema dhuNavyuM ? jehavA vakhAyA tehavA dIThA rUpa anopama bhArI raMgIlA rANuM raho ho jIvana rahe (2) cakavatIne manamAM gava thaye potAnI kAyAne eTale teNe devone sAmo javAba Apyo abaghuM nirakhe lAla raMgIle beDa bharI morI kAyA nAhI dhoI jaba chatra dharAvuM taba je je merI kAyA brAhANa veza dhArI deve kahe bhale ame rAjasabhAmAM AvIza. cakravatI vastrAlaMkAra dhAraNa karI sIhAsane beThAM tyAM pharI baMne devatAo AvyA. baMne deva kheda pAmI gayA. rAjana have tArA rUpamAM jamIna AsamAnane pharaka paDI gayo che. tArI A kAyA have jhera tulya banI gaI che. tAre jevuM hoya to tAMbula tANI parIkSA kara, rAjAe tabela nAkhIne joyuM. aho rAjana tArI kAyAmAM saLa soLa roga utpanna thayA che. deve thoDI vakhata pahelAM vakhANelI kAyA jheramaya banI gaI. A che vinAzI ane azucimaya kAyAne prapaMca. turaMta sanatakumArane hiMyAmAM vairAgya jAgI gayo. snAyaM snAyaM punarapi punaH snAMti zuddhAbhirabhiH vAra' bAra bata malatanu caMdanairarca yaMte muDhAtmAno vayamapamalAH prItimityAzrayaMte neA zuddhayaMte kathamavakaraH zakyate zAdhdhu mevaM re mU! ekavAra nAhayA, bIjI vAra nAhayA. pharI pharI zuddha jaLa vaDe snAna kare che maLanA sthAna rU5 zarIrane caMdana-sukhaDathI vilepe che. pavitra chIe, maLarahita chIe tevo meha dhare che. paNa te avAstavika che. kAraNa ke jema ukaraDo kadI zuddha thatuM nathI temAM niraMtara khAtara-kacaro rahyA ja kare che. tema A zarIra paNa ukaraDAM jevuM che.
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________________ nava daravAjA vahe nIraMtara 285 tyAM niraMtara maLI rahe che. evA azuci sthAnaka deha chatAM snAna vaDe pavitra mAnanArA. pavitra gaNIne prIti-mUcha rAkhanArA juo kharekhara mUDha che. nava daravAja vahe niraMtara nI upamA pAmela kAyA kadI azucimAMthI zucimaya bane kharI ? A rIte sanatakumArane paNa pitAnI kAyA paLamAM palaTAyelI joI vairAgya jAge. saMsAra tajavA ye gya lAge. strI-mitra-putra-parivAra badhuM ja choDIne vairAgya mAge padArpaNa karyuM. cha khaMDanI prabhutA choDI dIdhI. manamAM azuci bhAvanA ullI rahI tapanA prabhAve labdhi utpanna thaI hatI rAjarSine tyAre vaidyarUpa laI pharI pelA devatAo tene satvanI parIkSA karavA AvyA. sanatu munine kahe che. tamArI kAyA rogane bhoga banI che, je IchA hoya to huM tamAro roga TALI dauM. tyAre azuci bhAvanA nA marmane sArthaka karelA sanata munie paNa uttara vALyo ke he vaidyo je karmarUpI roga TALavAnI tamArI zakti hoya te-sAmarthya hoya te mAre raMga TALo. nahIM te A deharoga bhale rahyo. kAraNa ke- dampatireto rudhira vivajhe kiM zubhamiha mala kadamalagajhe bhRz mapi vihita : sravati virupaM ko bahumanute'varakara kUpaM A zarIra strI puruSanA leha ane zukranA vivartarUpa che. eTale ke lehI ane vIryane vikAra mAtra che athavA to melarUpa kAdavanI khAI che. emAM zabhaniya che zuM ? A zarIrane hADa cAmathI game teTaluM DhAMkayuM te paNa atyaMta durgachaniya ane suga Ave tevA padArtho niratara karI rahyA che. AvA kacarAnA kuvAnuM keNa bahumAna kare? sanatakumAre paNa dene kahyuM ke je tame mAro kama roga maTADI zakavA samartha che te jarUra mAro IlAja karI zake che. vaidyarUpa dhArI deva bolyA ke te roga TALavAnI te amArI samathatA nathI tyAre sanatakumAre kahyuM che vaidya A kAyAne roga te mArI labdhi vaDe paNa maTADI zaku chuM. teNe thuMkavALI AMgaLI karI roga para lagADI te tenI kAyA kaMcanavaNI dekhANI. tyAre devo potAnuM svarUpa pragaTa karI munirAjanI stavanA karI vaMdanA karIne gayA,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 sAtaseA varSa sudhI seALa-sALa rAgAne bhAgavyA paNa nava daravAjA vahe nirataranI upamA pAmelI A acimaya kAyAne auSadha vaDe nIrogI karavA leza mAtra prayatna karyo nahI. aMte te rASi trIjA devAyamAM jgyA. 286 paLamAM vINusI javAnA jenA svabhAva che pratyeka ruvADe pANA khambe reAgavALI A kAcA rAganA bhaDAra che. raktapItta jevA sadA lAhI paru vaDe khadabadatA mahArAgAnI utpatti je kAyAmAM thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. jenu lezamAtra mAna sanatakumAre karyu te paNa sAtase varSa tA kAyAnA madanu' pariNAma bhAgavyuM. A kAyAnuM eka karuNa citra uttarAyana sUtramAM vadhu velu che. gautama gaNadhara mRgArANIne tyAM AhAra athe padhArelA hatA. dharma lAbha I ubhA rahI mRgArANIe paNa < padhArA " kahI zrAvakAcitta viveka sAcavyA. tyAre gautama svAmIe pharamAvyuM ke mAre tamArA putrane jovAnI icchA che. mRgArANI kahe prabhu pahelA tame mukha bAMdhajo kemake te putranA zarIramAMthI ati durgaMdha vahe che. tyArabAda bheAMyarAmAM peAtAnA putra pAse laI gayA. mRgAputranuM zarIra joyu'. azuci ane bibhatsa kAyAnuM ati raudra svarUpa joI le. janmathI jene hAtha-paga nathI. kha'ne AMkhAne sthAne mAtra kANAM che. nAka ane kAnane sthAne paNa mAtra chIdra ja hatA. kAi indriya spaSTa nathI. cAmaDI paNa AzkAra dekhAya tevI che. mRgArANIe eka koLIyA meADhAmAM muko ane kALiyA gaLe utaryAM ke te paNa ArapAra dekhAyo. the|DIvAramAM ja vamana thaI gayuM. mAtra zarIr ja AvuM hatuM tema nahI. zarIramAM paNa mahAvyAdhio bhAgavI rahyo hatA. khAra-khAra varSathI A dAruNu vedanA cAlu che. janmathI ja mahAdugaMdha ane aMdhArI keATaDImAM A putra sakhaDatA hyo che. mAthu phATI jAya tevI asahya durgaMdha chuTe che. mRgAputranI vedanA ane cIseAthI gautama svAmIne paNa A tA jIvatI narka che tevI kriyA utpanna thaI. samavasaraNamAM jaIne zrI vIra prabhune prazna karyAM ke A jIvanuM
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________________ nava daravAjA vahe niraMtara 287 AyuSya keTaluM che? prabhu kahe chavIsa varSanuM. tyAMthI marIne paNa te pAcho narkamAM jaze. azucimaya kAyAnuM A kevuM dAruNa citra che. ApaNe paNa badhAM upathI rUDAM rUpALA dekhAIe chIe. paNa kharekhara nava daravAjA vahe nIraMtara jevI sucImaya kAyAmAM gaMdakI ja utpanna thavAnI ke bIju kaMI? yadIya saMsargamavApya sadyo bhavecchucInAmA citva muJcaH amedhyayAne puSastha zauca saMkalpa mAheAyamaho mahIyAn ucA prakAranA pavitra padArtho paNa A apavitra zarIranA saMsargathI ekadama azucimaya banI jAya che jema attara paNa muttara banI jAya tevo ApaNo parasevo che tene pavitra karavAno saMka9pa vicAra e paNa Azcaryajanaka meha ja che kemake suMdaratama miSTa annapAnarUpa bhajanane paNa A zarIra viSTA ane mutrarUpe ja pariNAve che. manuSyanI azuci keTalI kharAbda che ke sarakAre myunisipAlITImAM judu saphAI khAtuM rAkhavuM paDayuM. jyAre gAmaDAmAM gAya-bheMsanA chANanA diDAM upADavA chokarIo laDI paDe che. tyAre eka mANasa ja e che ke paisA ApavA chatAM tenI azucI upADavA keI taiyAra nathI. dvAdaza nava ra dhANi nikAma' galada zucIni na yAMti virAma yatra vapuSi tatkalayati pUti' manye tava nUtanamAkta' puruSane zarIramAM nava ane strInA zarIramAM bAra chidro vaDe ahorAta azuci jharI rahI che. te zarIrane pavitra mAnavuM che tAro koI navIna AcAra lAge che. arthAta pratyakSa azuci ane apavitratAnA sthAnane pavitra mAnavuM te narI mukhatA ja che ne? vaDodazA zaheramAM eka vakhata keI sAhebanA gharanA sAmAnanI hararAjI thatI hatI badho sAmAna khapI gayo. paNa saMDAsa javAnA TabanI harAjI bAkI hatI. bharavADe joyuM ke are A te sarasa majAnuM camake che. sapheda kakIta che. moTuM dekhAya tevuM suMdara che. sApha sutharuM paNa che.
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________________ 288 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 mAre dudha kADhavA ke chAsa bharavA kAma lAgaze. ema mAnI laI lIdhuM badhAM bharavADanI murkhAI para hasavA lAgyA. eka sArA mANase bharavADane samajAvyuM, bhAI! A vaparAyA vagaranuM che. cAkhuM che mATe dekhAvamAM bhale sAruM lAge paNa te saMDAsa bAtharUma mATenuM che. dArUnA ghaDAnI jema te game teTaluM cokhuM hoya chatAM tene pavitra na kahevAya. tema ApaNuM zarIra bhale cakacakIta hAya sApha sutharuM hAya. paNa te apavitra che, azucimaya che. tene pavitra mAnavuM te murkhatA che. eka vakhata rastA para keI bahene viSTAne kAgaLa pheMke. keIne mAthe paDatAM jhaghaDe the. saMnyAsI tyAMthI nIkaLatA jue ke are A jhaSaDo zAne cAle che? viSTA laIne kAne mukI, jANe vAta sAMbhaLatA hoya tema ubhA rahyA. lokone thayuM are ! A bAvA vaLI zuM karavA mAMge che ? - saMnyAsI kahe juo A viSTA mArA kAnamAM eka vAta kahI rahI che. pahelA huM suMdara dudha tarIke vecANa kaMInI dukAne, tyAra pachI kaMdoIe mAro mAre banAvyo. suMdara mAvAne svAda yukata karavA mATe ane mIThAza lAvavA mATe temAM khAMDa, elacI, kesara, badAma pistA bheLavyA, upara cAMdIne varakha lagA. rastethI pasAra thanAra grAhake mAruM AvuM AkarSaka rUpa joI kharIdI karI. laI gaye pitAnA ghera. tyAM bAbAne janma divasa hato, bAbAne mATe khAsa AkhuM pekeTa khelIne rAkhI dIdhuM, bAbA paNa ramatAM ramatAM cAra-pAMca IMDA khAI gayo. tenuM parINAma e AvyuM ke te vAraMvAra jAjaru javA lAgyo. peDAMmAMthI vikRta thayeluM mAruM A azucimaya viSTA rUpa thayuM. tame jhaghaDe mAMDIne beThA che paNa jarA eTale vicAra te karo. vAMka tamArA zarIra ne che. mArA suMdara rUpane bagADanAra te tamAruM A zarIra che. tame cho ja evA ke game teTalI sArI vastu ke sAro mAla nAkhe to ye tame bagADIne ja bahAra kADho cho. nava daravAjA vahe niraMtara ukitane khoTI pADo te tamAruM A zarIra kAmanuM zuM ? tene te azucikaraNa prakriyAmAM ja rasa che.
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________________ nava daravAjA vahe nIra tara 289 mallinAtha bhagavaMta jyAre mallikuMvarI hatA tyAre judA judA cha dezanA rAjakumAro tene paraNavA taiyAra thayA. yuddhanI samAyaNa maMDAI tyAre e e rAjakumArane pratibaMdha karavA mATe mahilakuMvarIe pitAnA jevI ja svarUpavAna pUtaLI taiyAra karAvI. - roja putaLInuM meTuM bolI temAM miSTa bhejana nAkhe. eka divasa badhAMne AmaMtraNa apAyuM putaLIne sAcI mahilakuMvarI samajI AlIMganAdi mATe deDelA rAjakumArane joIne putaLInuM mukha khelI nAkhavAmAM AvyuM. sahasA durgadhanA dhodha chuTayA, rAjakumAre bhAgyA. mahilakuMvarI pragaTa thaIne kahe kema bhAge che tame badhAM? tamane jenuM AkarSaNa che te kAyA Aja che. je huM roja khAtI hatI te ja miSTa bhajana tene khavaDAvela che. bAkI saDavuM, bagaDavuM, gaMdhAvuM te te yugalane svabhAva che. mallikuMvarIe dIkSA lIdhI. te ja divase kevaLajJAna pAmyA che e rAjakumAree paNa dIkSA lIdhI. bhAvayare vapuridamati malina vinaya piSodhaya mAnasalina' pAvanamanu citaya vibhumekaM parama mahodaya mudita viveka zAMta sudhArasamAM jaNAve che ke he vinaya [he Atmana] tuM A zarIrane malina jANu. tArA manarUpI kamalane samajAva ke pavitra te mAtra eka paramAtmA ja che. jene mahAna jJAnAdi azvarya prApta thayuM che, jenAmAM vivekane udaya thaye che. A zIra pavitra nathI mATe tene vicAra tyajI de ane kharekhara pavitra paramAtmAnuM tuM ciMtavana kara. AhAradi zarIramAM jatAM azucitAne dhAraNa kare che chatAM AhArapANI vinA paNa cAlatuM nathI. tethI sAdhu bhagavatenI gecarInI bhAvanA keTalI suMdara vyakta karAI che. aho jiNehI asAvajjA vitti sAhUNa desiA mukkha sAhaNa he ussa sAhu dehassa dhAraNA
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________________ 290 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 mekSa mArganA sAdhanabhUta A dehane TakAvavA mATe jinezvara paramAmAe kevI asAvadya bhikSAvRtti upadezelI che. dehatyAga te karavAnuM ja nathI. chatAM tene dvArA saMyama sAdhanA karavA purate te teno upaga che ja, kevala malaya pudgala nicaye azuci kRtazuci bhojana sicaye vapuSi viciMtaya paramihasAra ziva sAdhana sAmarthya mudAra' jo ke A zarIra kevaLa saDI javAnA, paDI javAnA ke nAza pAmavAnA svabhAvavALo pudagalane samuha ja che, temAM paDela pavitra bhojana paNa azuci - viSTArUpe pariName che chatAM tene parama sArabhuta vatu rUpe ciMtavI, zivasukha-mekSasukha ApavA sAmarthyavALo evo A udAra deha che tema vicAra. kemake mekSa paNa A dehathI ja pAmavAne che. suMdarIe 60 000 varSa sudhI AyaMbila karI kArya sAdhyuM. RSabhadeve 400 divasa upavAsa karI sAmuM. baMdhaka rASinA pa00 ziSya A kAyA thakI mekSa meLavyo. tuM paNa nava daravAjA vahe niraMtara rUpI azucikAyAno rAga ghaTADI mokSa sAdhana mAnI kArya sAdha.
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________________ (65) bhAvanA-Azrava -roke jhaTa A karma kacarAne yAvakicidivAnubhUya tarasA kaha nirjIyate tAvaccAzrava zatravo'nu samaya siMcaMti bhUyo'pitatU hA kaSTa kathamAzraya pratibhaTAH zakyA nirAdhdhu mayA saMsArAdati bhISaNAnmama hahA muktiH kathaMbhAvinI aho ! hajI kaMIka karma jyAM bhagavAIne nirjarI rahyA che tyAM te AzravarUpa zatru samaye samaye navA karmo siMcA kare che. are A AzravarUpI zatruone huM kevI rIte jItI zakIza? mAro A saMsAramAMthI mekSa kevI rIte thaze? mahopAdhyAya vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA zAMta sudhArasamAM Azraya bhAvanAne varNavatA Azrava tatvanI bhayAnaktA A zlokamAM darzAve che. A rIte vadhatA jatA karmomAMthI mAro mikSa kayAre thaze? bhAvadharmanI AdhAra zilA rUpa bAra bhAvanA bhAvavAne mukhya hetu ja saMvara eTale ke mAtra nidhi che. Azrava eTale zuM ? jema lehacuMbakamAM cuMbakIya zakti che. te najIkamAM rahelA lekhaMDanA TukaDAne kheMce che. kheMcIne pitAnI sAthe joDI de che. te rIte AtmAmAM rAga dveSa ke meha mamatva rUpa cuMbakatva paDeluM che. jIva ajJAnAdhIna thaI cauda rAjalakamAM sarvatra rahela kAmaNa vargaNAnAM pudagala paramANunA jaththAne kheMce che. je pudagala paramANuo AmAnI sAthe kheMcAIne Ave che te AgamananI prakriyAne-AvavAnA mArgane Azrava kahe che. siddha bhagavaMte rAgadveSathI mukta che mATe siddha zilA para kArmaNa vargaNA AkarSAtI nathI. zravavuM ne artha che utaravuM. mA + za cAre taraphathI karmonuM
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________________ 292 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 Avavu' te, AtmArUpI sarovaramAM cAre taraphathI kANu va NAnu AtmAmAM Agamana thAya che tene Azrava kahe che. amerikAmAM jyA vAzIgTana kAra nAme mahAna vijJAnI thaI gayA. habasI koI mahAna thaI ja na zake, te mAnyatAnA teNe cheda uDAvI dIdhA. temanI Avaka ghaNI sArI tethI peAtAnI kamANIne beMkamAM jamA karAve. jarUra paDaye nANA kAma Avaze mAnI jamA karAvyA kare che. -- eka divasa mAThA khakhara malyA. temanA mitra hAMphaLA phAMphaLe thatA AvyA. kAra ! tame sAMbhaLyuM ? - zuM ? ~ tame nANA jamI karAvyA che te enja phaDacAmAM gaI. tamArA keTalA Dolara hatA benkamAM ? kAvara kahe 17000 DAlara.-- tA have gayA mAM pANImAM vaijJAnikanA mukhano koI ja bhAva na khaDhalAyo. pelA mitrane navAI lAgI. tamane kazuM duHkha nathI thatu kAra? vaijJAnike pUchyu zenu ? A dhana gayAnuM. mitra! dhanasa grahanA mULa Azaya to upayoga thAya te ja hatA ne? have te khIjAne kAma Avaze. ze! pha paDavAno che? keTalo nispRhI vijJAnI--AvA saMtoSI mAnavIne aviratijanya Azrava keTalo thavAno ? ApaNe paNa Azrava bhAvanA bhAvatA A ja vicAravAnuM che. cAre taraphathI karmonI raja AvI rahI che. rokA jhaTa A kaeNma kacarAne nahI. tA Akhe Atma prAsAda dhuLanA bhAre daTAi jaze. jema hoLImAM eka kANuM paDe, te kANAmAMthI pANI heALImAM AvatuM hAya. te hALI game teTalI meATI hoya paNa kANAmAMthI AvatuM pANI hALIne DubADavAnuM ke nahIM? A rIte AtmAmAM AzravanA mAge` cAre bAjuthI karmo AvatAja jaze te te sa`sAramAM DubI javAnA ja. kAraNa ke bAvo mantra hetu: svAt ema kahelu` che, jIva samaye samaye sAta karma bAMdhe che, zAstrakAra kahe che AMkhanA
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________________ reke jhaTa A karma kacarAne 293 eka palakArAmAM asaMkhya samaya jAya arthAt asaMkhyane sAta vaDe guNo eTalA karmo baMdhAI jAya to vicAro ke eka sekaMDamAM, eka miniTamAM ke eka kalAkamAM keTalAM karmo baMdhAI jAya ane e rIte eka divasaeka varSa ke eka bhavamAM keTalAM karmo baMdhAya? AvA karma AzravanA bhArathI dabAyelA AtmAnI sthiti zuM thAya ? AvA zubhAzubha karmonuM AvavuM teja Azrava ane Azrava e saMsAranuM mULa che tevI vicAraNuM e ja Azrava bhAvanA A take Azrava ane baMdhane sAmAnya taphAvata neMdhavA jevo che. eka glAsamAM dudha hoya temAM khAMDa nAMkhavAmAM Ave tyAre dudhamAM khAMDa hoya kharI paNa te ekarasa na thaI hoya te dudhamAM khAMDane halAvIne ogALI nAMkhe te ekarasa thaI jAya tyAre dudha ane khAMDa bhaLI jAya che. basa Aja udAharaNane avadhArI le. AmAmAM karmanuM AvavuM te vAchatra ane ekarasa thaI javuM te vadhe eTale ke prathama Azrava thAya matalaba karmo Ave ane pachI baMdha thAya eTale karmo ekarasa thaIne cUMTI jAya. dayAna dIpikAmAM AzravanI vyAkhyA kare, manovacakAya karma yoga ityucyate jinaiH sa evAzraya ityuktaH so'pya zubhA zubha stathA mana vacana ane kAyAnI kriyAne jinezvaro e vega kahyo che. te ja Azrava kahevAya che. te paNa zubha ane azubha be prakAra che. tatvArtha sUtrakAre paNa A ja vAta kahI che. kAya vAG manaH karmayogaH sa AzrayaH paNa vizeSa spaSTatAthI samajavA mATe te navatatvakAre Apela Azrava tatvanA bhedonI gAthA ja jANavI jarUrI che. india kapAya avyaya jogA, paMca cau paMca tinna kammA kirIyAo paNavIsa imAutAo aNukkamaso
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________________ 24 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A pAMca indriya, cAra kaSAya, pAMca avirati, traNa yoga ane pacIsa kiyA e karmabaMdhanA hetuone Azrava kahe che. idri pAMca che tene AdhAre Azravane samajAvavA prathama spaze. driyanuM udAharaNa Ape. viSayane vaza jIvanA carmacakSu ane bhAvacakSu bane baMdha thaI jAya che. te nathI joI zakatA ke nathI vicArI zakatA. jema kAma vivaza hAthI hAthaNane joIne kAma vihaLa thaI jAya che. tene lIdhe ja paravazatAne pAme che. jaMgalamAM be traNa hAthI samAya te khADo karavAmAM Ave che. moTI khapATe rasa corasa bharI laI khADe DhAMkI devAya che. jIvatI hAthaNI jevI kRtrima hAthaNuM sAme rAkhavAmAM Ave che. kAma vivaza hAthI, hAthaNIne mATe AMdhaLo bhIta thaIne bhaTakatA hoya che. hAthaNIne jotAM ja tene sparza mATe doDe che. ekalI hAthaNa nIhALI tene vadhAre jera Ave che. je te hAthaNane mATe prayatna kare che ke tarata pitAnA bhArathI dabAI vAMsanI jALI tuTatA khADAmAM paDe che ane hAthI jevuM rAkSasI prANa paNa sparzendriyanA viSayane laIne viDaMbanA pAme che. karijhaSa madhupA re zalabha mRgAdayo-viSaya vinoda rasena. haMta labho re vividha vedanA, bata pariNati virasena viSayAnaMdanA rase karI hAthI-mAchalA-bhramara pataMgIyA-haraNa vagere vividha vedanA bhogave che. viSayajanya vedanAnuM A pratyakSa pariNAma che. | sparzanA viSayamAM hAthI paravaza bane che. tema rasa-jIbhanA viSayamAM Asakata mAchaluM khAvAnI lAlace doDe che. kATAmAM rahelA mAMsa khAvA jatAM jAna gumAve che. gaMdhanA viSayamAM phasAyele bhamaro kamaLanI sugaMdhamAM Asakta thaI guMjArava kare che. paNa sAMje kamaLa bIDAI jatAM prANa gumAve che. dIvAnI jyotanA viSaye Asakta pataMgI cakSunA viSayamAM phasAI dIvAmAM jhaMpalAve che ane prANa gumAve che. kAnanA viSayamAM Asakta baneluM haraNuM madhura gItamAM lubdha thaI zikArInA bANane bhoga banI jIvananI Ahuti Ape che. ka mithyAtva-pa, avirati-12, kaSAya-2pa, yoga-15=57 bhede paNa Azrava kahyo che.
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________________ roko jhaTa A karma kacarAne 295 je ekaika viSayanI Asakti AvuM pariNAma lAve te samagra indrimAM Asakta ane keTalA ane kevA karmAzrava thAya? kevA vipAko bhegavavA paDe? tethI indriyane vALIne bhakti mArgamAM sthApana kare te pApAzravamAMthI bacI zakaze. kemake vitarAgane paNa Indriyo che ja. paNa indriyanA viSayanI Asakti nathI te kaI ja prakArane Azrava thato nathI. WAga :- krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha rUpa kaSAya e Azrava che. zrI AcArAMga sUtranA bIjA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke saMsAranuM mULa kaSAyo che. jInezvararUpI dI kaSAyonA dAruNa phaLamAM narakAdinA bhayaMkara dukhe dekhADe che mATe kaSAya tyAgo-Azrava tyAge. koho pIiM paNAsei mANo viNAya nAsago mAyA mittAi nAsei loho savva viNAsaNo zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM jaNAve che ke kodhathI prItine nAza thAya che, mAnathI vinayano nAza thAya che, mAyA saraLatAne nAza kare che ane lebha sarvanAzane netare che. 0 kedha eTale sanImitta ke nInimitta-sacetana ke acetana vastu parano zreSa. paradezamAM eka chokarA pAse jIma nAmano eka kutaro hate. gharanI bahAra nIkaLI te kutaro rAhadArIne karaDyo. zahadArIe polIsamAM kesa noMdhAvyo. polIse kutarAnA mAlika evA te chokarAne pUchayuM A kutaro tamAro che? chekaro kahe hA. "te A rAhadArIne kara che" chokare be temAM mAro deSa nathI. mArA mammIe gusse thaI mane kADhI mukyo te meM mArA kutarAne be soTI caDAvI dIdhI. eTale te bahAra jaI rAhadArIne karaDyo huM zuM karuM? tenI mammIne bolAvAyA. tame chokarAne kema kADhI mukyo? tenI mammI kahe gharamAM kaMI khAvAnuM nathI ane chokarAe khAvAnuM mAgyuM tethI krodhamAM Thapako ApI kADhI mukyo. tamArA gharamAM khAvAnuM kema nathI? mArA patie paisA nathI ApyA mATe.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 chekarAnA pappAne melAvyA. kema paisA nathI ApatA. te kahe zeThe pagAra nathI ApyA. zeTha te! javAba taiyAra rAkhIne ja beThA hatA ke ghera patnI sAthe jhaghaDA thaI gayA tA pagAra na karyo. A krodhanuM viSacakra kevu' vicitra che, 296 0 mAna eTale ga ke abhimAna bAhumaLIne mAna kaSAyane lIdhe bhaca kAceAtsaga chatAM kevaLajJAna thayuM nahIM. jevA mAnarUpI hAthIethI utaryA ke tyAM ja kevaLajJAna pAmyA. 0 mAyA eTale parane chetaravu te. joke mAyA zIkhavavI paDe tema nathI. tame mu MbaI rahetA hai| ane dezamAM [ janmabhUmimAM] jatAM hA. koI prazna pUche ke kema dezamAM jAe che? tame sAcA javAba ApavAnA kharA? " nahIM " " kema ? " nAmeA kayAMka sAmAna vaLagALaze. baraphamAMthI kSaNe kSaNe nItaratA pANInI jema tamAre mAyA nItaratI hAya che. chatAM vadhu mAyAvI vadhu buddhizALI gaNAya--hAMzIyAra 39.66 gaNAya. [AjakAla tA mAyAne kaSAya gaNavAnu` ja jANe ba`dha thaI gayuM che.] 0 lAbha :- zarIra ke dhanAdi bAhya vastumAM Asakti, sIkaMdara jayAre yuddha karI pa`jAba tarapha AvyA tyAre tyAMnA rAjAe zAMti ane AbAdI mATe sadhi karI. pachI rAjAzAhI ThAThathI jamavA nAtaryAM. sIkaMdarane samajAvavA mATe bhAjananA thALamAM hIrA-mANeka-meAtI vagere mukayA. sIkadara gusse thaI gaye!. mArI A majAka ? rAjAe pahelAM sIkaMdaranI mAphI mAMgI pachI pUchyu ke bAdazAha, roTI te ApanA rAjyamAM paNa ghaNI che. Apane jenI bhUkha che te ja vastu meM pIrasI che. kAI bAdazAha gharabAra cheADI, parivAra cheDI ATaleA dUra Ave te kai roTI mATe te na ja AvyA hAya. mele samrATa 'me' bhejana pIrasavAmAM zuM bhUla karI ? sIka dara paNa samajI gayA. tame paNa cAre kaSAyane AzravarUpa samajI reAkeA jhaTa A kama` kacarAne te muktinA dvAra khakhaDAvI zakazeA. vitti :- virati dhama nI pratIjJA vinAnA jIvA satata pApakama ne madhatA ja rahe che. hiMsA, juTha, cArI, abrahma ane parigraha e
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________________ reko jhaTa A karma kacarAne 297 atrata che. duniyAmAM sarvatra thatAM AraMbha-samAraMbhanuM pApa tame mAthe laIne phare che. pratijJA nathI-virati nathI tyAM sudhI pApa cAlu ja che. Azrava bhAvanAnI sajajhAyamAM jaNAve ke bhagavatIjImAM jaNAvyA mujaba ekendriya jIvo pragaTapaNe kaI pApa na sevatA hovA chatAM tene aDhAre pApasthAnaka cAluM che kAraNa avirati Azrava thakI karmanuM zravavuM cAluM ja che. tyAre paMcendriyane te pratyakSa ja pApasthAnakanuM sevana cAluM che. 0 hiMsAnA pariNAme akkAI rAThoDa mRgAputra loDhIye banyoparvata ane nAradanA vivAdamAM vasurAjA sAcuM jANavA chatAM ane arthaDAMgarane badale bakare ko te devatAe siMhAsana parathI lAta mArI pADI dIdhuM ane rAjA marIne nake gaye te jUThanuM pariNAma-cerI karate haihakhura cera aMjana siddhi vaDe rAjabhojana khAI jato hate paNa rAjAe goThavela chaTakAmAM dhuvALAthI netrojana dhovAI jatAM pakaDAyo ane sULIe caDyo-abrahmanA AcaraNe satyakI vidyAdhara jevAne narkamAM dhaseDa-parigrahanA pApe subhama cakavatI sAtamI narake gaye. . A pAMce Azrava durgatinA dUta samA che. tethI sadagatina sAdhavA mATe virativaMta bane ane reke jhaTa A kamI kacarAne te AtamaprAsAda ceo raheze. cora :- mana-vacana-kAyA traNa prakAre ga che. tatvArtha sUtramAM A traNane AzrIne ja AzravanI vyAkhyA ApI che. mAtra vAra para varSa:, rasa kAzaa: teno nigraha kaI rIte kare. mane guptithI maneyegane-vacanaguptithI vacanagane ane kAyapti thakI kacayogane nigraha thaI zake. traNe yugamAM maneyegathI sauthI vadhu karmazrava thAya che. tethI ja 4thucha hai - mana eva manuSyANAM kAraNa bandha mekSiyoH sunaMdAnA rUpamAM Asakti pAmelo rUpAsena. mAtra daSTimilana thayuM che chatAM sutA-besatA-khAtA-pItAM-sunaMdA cittamAMthI khasatI nathI. nagara cAkhu bahAra gayuM che. sunaMdA ekalI rAjamahelamAM sutelI che. rUpasena paNa tabIyatanA bahAne ghera ja rahyo che. gherathI nIkaLe tyAre mane mana vicAre ke jaIne sunaMdAne maLIza,
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________________ 298 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 prema goSThI karIza, viSaya sukha mANaza e rIte viSaya sukha mATe talasI rahyo che tyAM jINu dIvAla paDatAM ja mRtyu pAmyA. A ja gALAmAM sunaMdA sAthe aMdhakAramAM kAi ceAra AvIne viSaya bhAga bhAgavI gayA hatA. rUpasena sunaMdA pratyenI ati Asaktine kAraNe sunaMdAnA garbhamAM ja utpanna thayA ane manAyeAganA pApe sajANI mRtyunI para parA (1) mahinA pachI sunadAne garbhanI jANa thai catura dAsIe auSadha ApI bhapAta karAvyA. A thayu rUparsananA jIvanuM prathama mRtyu. (2) lagna pAda sunaMdA kSitapratiSThita nagare AvI sapta thayelA rUpasena tenA mAhathI pheNane DAlAvI rahyo hatA. sunaMdA bhayathI cIsA pALavA lAgI, tenA patie ThAra mAryA. rUpasenanA jIva manAyAgarUpa AzravathI pharI me|tane bheTaye, (3) rUpasenanA jIva kAgaDA thayA. suna dAne joI kA kA kare che. udyAnamAM beThelA tenA patine gusse AvatA vIdhI nAkhyA phrI meAta- (4) haMsa thayelA rUpasena sunaMdA rANIne jotAM ja madhura avAjo kare che. A samaye suna dAnA pati para keAI kAgaDA carakayA. rAjAe nizAna lIdhuM tyAM kAgaDA uDI gayA ane sunaMdA pratyenI Asaktie haMsanA prANa gayA. (5) eja rIte haraNanA bhavamAM sunaMdAne jotAM ja Asakta thayela haraNa kemeya khasatu N nathI. rAjA tene marAvIne mAMsa radhAve che. hAMzeheze rAjA rANI ane khAya che. kevaLa manAyAgathI bAMdhela Azrava chatAM viSNu khAdhAM viSNu bhAgavyAjI phAgaTa kama` baMdhAya ukti sArthaka banI rUpasenanA jIva karuNutama mAne bheTayA mATe ja kahyu ke rIkA jhaTa A kama kacarAne. (6) rUpasenA jIva hAthInA bhave sunadyA sAdhvI thakI chele pratiaiAdha pAmyA. vacanayoga AzravanA nirodha mATe ATaluM ja cItavA, je jIbha jInarane stave te jIbhane paNa dhanya che. kAyayeAga AzravamAMthI bacavA mATe eka upAya-IryA samitinA pAlana thakI krarmAnuM AzravaNu rAke.
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________________ roke jhaTa A karma kacarAne 299 kriyA :- sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM pacIsa kiyA sthAna jaNavyA jemAM te jIvane kevA kaTu phaLa Ape che tenuM varNana che. kaka kiyA thAnaka phaLayAre bolyA bIje aMge re kahetA hirahu kamakame re vira tAsa prasaMge re AzrAnA A pAMca bheda thakI 42 prakAre navatatvakAre varNavyA. A ja bhede prazamaratimAM umAravAti vAcaka A rIte jaNAve che. mithyAdaSTi ravirataH pramAdavAna yaHkAya daNDaraci tasya tathAsrava kamaNi yateta tannigrahe tasmAt je ja mithyAtva-avirati-pranAda kaSAya ane yogadaDamAM ruci rAkhe che. te jo te mArge karmone Azrava kare che. mATe tene rokavA prayatna karavo joIe. mithyAtva Adi pAMca mArgoe kamarUpI kacaro AvI rahyo che. AtmA rUpI mahelamAM A kacaro cUMTI rahyo che te mahela dhuLa vaDe daTAI jAya te pahelAM satata taniSade tamArU -reka jhaTa A kama kacarAne- kemake mithyAtva AzravanI nivRtti cothe guNaThANe thAya, aviratinI pAMcame, kaSAyAzrava jIva dazame guNaThANe ane yogAzrava terame guNaThANe nivRtta thAya che. eTale Azrava sarvathA jaya thAya tyAre agI kevaLInI avasthA prApta thAya. ityAzravaNA-madhigamya tatva' nizcitya satya' zruti sannidhAnAt eSAM nirAdhe vigalaviroghe sarvAtmanA dAgU yatitabyamAtman he AtmA tuM A prakAre Azrava tatva samajI zAstra zravaNa karI satyano nizcaya kara. e Azrava tatvanA nirodha mATe turaMta prayatana kara. emAM virodha jevuM kazuM nathI. mATe saddaguru samIpe Azrava tatva jANa satya nirdhAraNa dvArA tene chAMDavA udyama kara. jApAnanA eka saMta hAIphUna pAse lazkarI sainika Avyo. te kahe mAre svarga ane naraka kone kahevAya te jANavuM che. hAIphUna kahe e vAta te huM tane pachIthI samajAvIza. pahelA
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________________ 30 6. abhinava upadeza prAsAdamane e kahe ke kayA mukhe tArI lazkaramAM bharatI karI che? tArA jevA lAyakAta ane gratA vinAnA ne Ama lazkaramAM rAkhe? A sAMbhaLI pelA sainikanuM mAna ghavAyuM ugra roSathI keDe laTakatI pIratAla upara hAtha mu. hAIphUna kahe e hAtha laI le. jenAmAM cakalI mAravAnI zakti na hoya te mAruM zuM nizAna laI zakavAne? kAyaranA hAthamAM pistola na zobhe. sainike pistola sIdhI hAIphUnanI chAtI para dharI dIdhI. hAIni kahe bhAI tArA mATe naSTanA dvAra khulI gayAM. kaI rIte ghaTAvazuM A udAharaNa ApaNe? che Indriya-kaNe nidrayane zabdo na rUcyA tyAM theye Indriya Azraya 0 kaSAya - abhimAna ghavAyuM ane krodha caDa thaI gaye kaSAyAzrava 0 avirati - prathama vrata-hiMsA mATe pravRtta thaye avirati Azrava thaI gayA. - gamana ane kAyA vaDe dupraNidhAna thatAM yoga-Azrava AraMbhAye 0 kiyA-adhikacaNika kriyA kemake baMduka kheMcI kAyika kriyA paNa thaI thayo kriyAzraya pAMce AzravamAM pravRta thayo tyAM narakanuM dvAra na khule to thAya zuM? mATe roke jhaTa A kama kacarAne - sainika paNa bhula samaja page paDI gaye kSamA mAMgI saMta kahe basa have svarganA dvAra khulI gayA kema? Azraya nirodha thaI gayo tethI ja zAMta sudhArasamAM kahyuM che ke maudasyatra re sAvapApmanAM rodhe dhiyamAdhAya zAMta sudhArasa pApa manArata vinaya ! vidhAya vidhAya re vinaya hi cetana! tuM A prakAre Azravajanya pApane redhavAnI buddhi kara ane zAMtasudhArasanuM vAraMvAra pAna karI AnaMda pAma, AnaMda pAma. A rIte Azrava tava samajI Azrava bhAvanA bhAvavA thakI saMvara AdaravA yatna karo e ja abhyarthanA , A prakAravivAra vivA pAsa ane buddhi kare
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________________ (66) bhAvanA--sa vara -jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNa yena yena ya ihAzraya rovaH saMbhavenniyata maupayikena Adriyasva vinayoyata cetA stattadAMtara dRzA paribhAvya huM vinaya [cetana] A jagatamAM je je upAye, karI nizcace Azrava rAdha [saMvara] thAya che te te upAyA AMtaradRSTie vicArI te prati citta lagADavAmAM Adara kara. A saMsAramAM je je rIte AvatAM pApa karmo aTakAvI zakAya, pApanA rastA rokI zakAya, AzravA nirAdha karI zakAya te te sarva sa'bhavita upAyAne AcaravA udyamazIla thA eTale ke savarane Adara. sarUMvara karavAthI krama raja AvavAnA dvArA adha thAya che ane te te sa*vara samiti-gupti-pariSaha--tidharma-bhAvanA ane cAritra rUpa che te prakAre vicAraNA karavI. temaja huM Atman tuM paNu saMvarane AdaravAvALA kayAre thaiza. ema ciMtavavuM te saMvara bhAvanA. yunAnI jema pUrve lIMga ek nezansa 'sthA hatI. je AMtararASTriya prazno hAtha dharatI ane tenA ukela lAvavA prayAsa karatI hatI. eka vakhate tenA pramukha nAmadAra AgAkhAna hatA. eka patrakAra tenI mulAkAte AvyA. thoDA prazno AgAkhAnane pUchyA bAda kahe ke have mAre eka mahatvanA prazna pUchavAnA che. AgAkhAne kahyuM pUche ? patrakAra kahe ApanA jIvananI sarvazreSTha kSaNa Apane kaI lAge che ? vicakSaNa evA AgAkhAne prati prazna karyo tame kaI mAnA che? patrakAra kahe tamane gheADA doDamAM ghaNA ja rasa che. tethI mane lAge che ke jyAre ApanA resanA gheADA jItatA haze tyAre te kSaNe tamAre mATe sarva zreSTha kSaNA banatI haze. nAmadAra AgAkhAna kahe nahIM nahIM tamAruM anumAna kharAkhara nathI. kAraNa ke ema to huM rAjakAraNamAM paNa ghaNA rasa dharAvuM chuM
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________________ 302 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 teno artha e te nathI thato ke dina-rAta rAjakAraNanI carcAmAM ja huM rata rahuM chuM. A sAMbhaLI patrakAra muMjhAya eTale kahe te Apa ja batAne ke kaI kSaNa Apane mATe sarva zreSTha kSaNa bane che? nAmadAra AgAkhAna kahe juo bhAI ! dara zukravAre bapore namAja paDhavAmAM mArI je kSaNa pasAra thAya che te kSaNone ja huM mArA jIvananI sarvazreSTha kSaNuM mAnuM chuM. AvI suMdara ane zreSTha kSaNe saravALo e ja mAruM jIvana che. kemake mArA jIvananI eTalI ja paLo e mane lAge che ke huM pApAcaraNathI dUra ane mArI jAtanI najIka beThe chuM. basa ATaluM tamane paNa samajAI jAya to te thayuM AzravamAMthI saMvaramAM padArpaNa Azrava eTale pApanuM Agamana - saMvara eTale tethI viparIta pravRtti - kAraNa jJAnI puruSoe vAchava ni: saMvata sUtra ApeluM che. pApanA mArgone rokI levA-baMdha karI devA te saMvara. tyAM (pApa) karmone AvatA aTakAvavA athavA navA karmo na bAMdhavA te ja mukhya pravRtti che. tame gharamAM kacaro sApha karavA bese, tyAre pahelAM bArI-bAraNAM baMdha karI che ke nahIM? kare che ne? kema bhAI! zuM bArI bAraNAne baMdha karavAthI kacaro nIkaLI jAya che? nA sAheba! bArI bAraNA baMdha karavA mAtrathI kacaro nIkaLI na jAya paNa je bArI bAraNuM baMdha na karIe te kacaro kADhavAnI mahenata mAthe paDe che. kAraNa ke eka bAjuthI kacaro nIkaLI jaze. bIjI bAjuthI havA sAthe kacaro uDI uDIne aMdara Avaze te phAyado che ? A kacaro kADhatA pahelAM bArI-bAraNuM baMdha karavAnI kriyA te saMvara. jema eka hoDI pANImAM pharI rahI hoya. te haDImAM acAnaka kANuM paDI jAya te kANAmAMthI dhIme dhIme pANI aMdara AvavA lAgaze. e samaye heDImAMthI pANI kADhavAmAM DahApaNa ke chidra purI devAmAM? prathama te chidra ja baMdha karavuM paDaze kemake chidra baMdha na thAya te pANI AvyA ja karaze. pachI hoDImAMthI tame pANI kyAM sudhI
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________________ jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNa ulecyA karavAnA? basa A pANInA pravAhane Avate aTakAvavAnI kiyA te saMvara, TuMkamAM navA karmo AtmA tarapha AvatA hoya tene rokavAnI prakriyA ja saMvara che. yA puNyapApayoragrahaNe vAkkAya mAnasI vRtti susamAhito hitaH saMvaro varadadezitazcintyaH mana vacana kAyAthI pApanuM ane puNyanuM je grahaNa (ja) na kavuM te (ja) uttama saMvara dharma che. e pramANe dezanA dAtA paramAmAe ApaNane ciMtavavAnuM kahyuM che. saMvaranA svarUpane vizeSathI samajavA mATe navatatvakAra jaNAve che. samiI guttI parisaha, jai dhammA bhAvaNA carittANi paNati duvIsa dasa bAra pa'ca bheehi sagavannA pAMca samiti - traNa gupti - bAvIsa pariSaha-daza yatidharma - bAra bhAvanA - pAMca cAritra ema kula satAvana bhede saMvara darzAvyo che. yegazAstramAM zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjAnA jaNAvyA pramANe saMvara eTale - sarve pAmAstravANAM tu nirAdhaH saMvara smRtaH sa punarmi dyate dvedhA dravya bhAva vibhedataH AzravanA nirodha rUpa saMvara dharma dravya ane bhAva be prakAre jaNAvela che. 0 kArmaNa viNAnA pudgalene kheMcIne je karmarUpe banAvatA hatA tene baMdha karavAnA mArgane dravya saMvara kahe che. bhava [saMsAra ane saMsAranA kAraNa bhuta AmAnA vyApAra rUpa kriyA tene je tyAga kare te bhAva saMvara kahe che. cena na ghughavena kraSyo cA ja zAkavA tasya tasya nirodhAya sa sa yojyo manISimiH je je upAyothI je je Azrava mArga rokAta hoya te te mArga saMvarIne vidvAne e upayoga karavo joIe. (1) gupti vaDe mana vaca kAyAne yogAzrava rokAya. (2) yatidharmathI kaSAyA zravane roke
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________________ 304 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - (3) bhAvanA bhAvatA mithyAtva-Adi kAze (4) cAritra rUpa viratithI avirati Azrava roke (5) samiti ane pariSahathI Indriya mArgane Azraya tathA pramAda ane kriyAzrava rokAya che. bAhubalIjI bAra bAra mahinAthI kAryotsargamAM lIna che. bhAratane mAravA muThThI ugAmI hatI. krodhathI dhamadhamatA hatA ke hamaNAM ja bharatane cUrecUrA karI nAkhuM. acAnaka managamAM parivartana AvyuM. uttama vicAra AvI ga. karuNuM bhAvanA vadhI ane te muThThI pitAnA ja mAthe ugAmI. tyAM ja tyAM ja lagna karIne yuddhanA medAnamAM aNagAra sAdhu banI gayA. e hatI temanA jIvananI sarvazreSTha kSaNa kAryotsargo ubhA hatA tyAM bAra mahinA pasAra thayA AjubAju velaDI vIMTAI gaI che. paMkhIo mALA bAMdhyA che. pazuo tene aDaga parvata mAnI pitAnI pITha ghasI rahyA che chatAM je dhyAna mArgamAMthI calIta thayA nathI. temane bA-bAra mahinAnA ghera tapa-kAyetsarga bAda paNa kevaLajJAna upakyuM nathI.- kema? kAraNa mAna kaSAya rUpa Azravane udaya che. huM mArA nAnA bhAIene vaMdana karuM ? ATale ja kaSAya paNa kevaLajJAnane rokIne beTho che. brAhmI - suMdarI dvArA pratibodha thatAM tarata ja Azravane nirodha karyo. mAna kaSAyano tyAga karI mAra yati dharmarUpa saMvaramAM pravezyA. turaMta ja upanyuM kevaLajJAna. e hatI temanAM jIvananI sarvazreSTha kSaNa. tame paNa A rIte saMvaranA svarUpane samajIne tenA amala mATe prayatnazIla bane. samiti - samyapha upayogavALI pravRtti te samiti rU mA vaLAvaDA nivAsa samitIH IrSA samiti :- sADA traNa hAtha pramANa bhUmine joIne keIpaNa trasa ke sthAvara jIvanI hiMsA na thAya te rIte sAvadhAnatA pUrvaka cAlavuM. 0 bhASA samiti - satya, hitakArI, niSpApa, niravadya evI bhASA belAvI, parimita bolavuM,
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________________ jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNa 305 0 eSaNa samiti - sAvadhAnatA pUrvaka deSa rahita AhAra pANI grahaNa karavA te. 0 AdAna nikSepa samiti - cakSu vaDe joIne pramAne vastra pATha vagere kaI paNa vastu grahaNa karavI ke mukavI te. 0 pAriSThApanika samiti - jatu rahita bhUmimAM jaNApUrvaka maLa-mUtrAdikane tyAga karavuM te. A rIte samiti e jIvahiMsA vagere pApAzravanA nirodhaka saMvara dharmanI anupama sAdhana che. temaja nirdoSa-niSpApa jIvana jIvavAnI addabhuta prakriyA che. gaNi - sabhyaT 1 nigrA mutiH sAvadhAnatA ke jAgRti pUrvaka mana vacana kAyAnI pravRttine sarvathA rokavI. mana-vacana-kAyA traNe pApa karAve ane karma paNa baMdhAve. vaLI kama khapAve paNa mana vacana ane kAyA ja. pharaka eTalo ke jyAre mana vacana kAyA karma baMdhAve tyAre tene daMDa kahevAya che ane khapAve tyAre gupti kahevAya. | gupti e zAstra vihita vidhimAM pravRtti rUpa che ane zAstra niSiddha vidhimAM nivRtti rUpa che. gutibhistimRbhireva majayyAna cInU vijitya tarasA'dhamayogAnU sAdhu saMvara patha prayatethA, lapsyase hitamanI hitamiddhaM jItavA mukela evA traNa mana vaca kAyAnA adhama yegane mane gupti-vacanagupti ane kAyagupti e traNa vaDe jItI tuM rUDA saMvara mArgamAM prayatna kara pariNAme tuM zAzvata hitArtha pAmIza. [mekSane pAmazo. bagadAda eka prakhyAta muslima mahAtmA nAme mArUpha thaI gayA. lekeno lAhala khudAnI baMdagImAM vikSepa na paDe te mATe bagadAdathI thoDe dUra jhupaDImAM rahIne khudAnI baMdagI karatA hatA. ke abhyAgata Ave te Adara kare ane dharmopadeza Ape. eka vakhata ajANyA phakIra tenI jhuMpaDIe AvI caDyo, AvatA veMta ja namAja paDhavAnuM zarU karyuM, phakIrane khabara hatI nahIM ke kAbAnI masjida kaI dIzAmAM che. teNe te avaLI dizAmAM mukha rAkhI namAja paDhI 20
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________________ 306 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra lIdhI. namAja purI thayA bAda khyAla AvatA ghaNA pazcAtApa thA phakIrane. eka khUNAmAM mArupha beThA hatA. tene joIne phakIra emanI pAse besI gayA. kahe tame hAjara che! chatAM mArI bhUla nathI chatAvatA. A keTala" vicitra kahevAya. mArupha kahe nA huM bhula khatAvI zakuM nahIM. phakIre pUchyuM, zA mATe ? mArupha kahe bhAI ame rahyA khudAnA khaMdA. pArakAnA deSa jevA ke nIMdA TIkA karavAnI jhaMjhaTamAM paDIe to pachI khudAnI aMdagI karavA kayAre esI e ? ATaluM kahIne phakIrane jamADI, suvA mATe caTAI ApI, tenA Adara satkAranA bhAva joIne phakIra khuza thayA. A thaI vacana gupti. kuzala yAgamAM pravRtti ane akuzala yogamAM nivRtti. 0 pariSada :-- kSudhA--pipAsA--zIta-uSNu-Da'za--acala [akalpanIya vasra IcchA] arati [udvegAdi nImitta]-yAcanA-carcA [cAlavu...] naiSedhikI [zrI Adi vasati rahita ni ya paNe rahevuM]--zayyA--Adeza vadha-yAcanA-alAbha-rAga-tRNu-mela-satkAra-prajJA [buddhi]--ajJAna zraddhA. A khAvIza pariSaheAne samabhAve sahana karavA te savara dha. mArA jIvananI e sarva zreSThe kSaNa kyAre Ave ke huM A rIte pariSahAne sahana karavA pUrvaka savaradha nuM ArAdhana karu` te vicAraNA karavI e savara bhAvanA. lAbha alAne sukha du:khejI jIvita maraNa samAna zatru mitra sama bhAvatAjI mAna ane apamAna salUNA ! zAMti sudhArasa cAkha, paSihe! sahI saMvara dhama sAdhavA mATe ISTa vastunA lAbha ke alAbhamAM mana uMcu nIcuM, harSita ke khinna na karatA samabhAvamAM rAkha. kemake tArA kharA zatrutA kAma krodhAdi AMtara zatrue che ane kharA mitra suprasthita-suvyavasthita supraNidhAna cukta mana che. tenI sAme bAhya zatru ke mitratA zaMka che. te AtmAnu kaMi khagADatA nathI ke sudhAratA paNa nathI.
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________________ jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNa 307 sudhA vagere bAvIza pariSaha dharmamAM antarAya rUpa che. tene samabhAve rAgadveSa vinA sahana karavAthI muni tenA para vijaya meLave che. tene pariSaha jaya kahe che. deva maNuo upasarga zuM che nizcala haya sudhIra bAvIza pariSaha chatiyAjI jima jItyA zrI vIra saluNA-zAMti sudhArasa cAkha. saugharmedra sabhAmAM zrI vIra prabhunI dRDhatA aDagatA-dheya Adi guNanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI paNa te sahana na thavAthI eka mithyAdRSTi deve prabhune DagAvavA ghera upasargo karyA. hAthInA rUpe AkAzamAMthI uchALI nIce pADayA, page cAMpyA, pagamAM cu karI agnI saLagAvyA. sarSa ane vIMchInuM rUpa vikuvI DaMkha dIdhA. vAgha zera siMha thaI DAvyA. dhImela viduva zarIrane cAraNI jevuM karI dIdhuM. chatAM prabhu calAyamAna na thayA. kaTaputanA vyaMtarIe paNa zIta pariSaho karyA, strI varU AlIgane karyA. A uparAMta manuSya ane tiyAe aneka upasargo karyA. vALa dvArA kAnamAM khIlA paNa ThekAyA. A badhuM sahana karyuM tyAre tenA jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNa AvI ane zrI vIra paramAtmAne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. A rIte ApaNe paNa kayAre pariSaha ane upasargo sahana karIe jethI saMvara dharmane Adara ane Azravane nirodha thAya te pramANe saMvara bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe. tirma - daza prakAre yatidharma jaNAvyuM. uttama kSamA mArdavA''rjava zauca satya saMyama tapastyAgA''kiJcanya brahmacaryANi dharmaH Idriya, kaSAya ane pramAda traNe Azrava sAme A yatidharma DhAlarUpa banIne Azrava nirodhe saMvaranI ukitane sAcI pADe che. krodhaM kSAtyA mArdavenA bhimAnaM. hanyA mAyA mArjaveneAjavalena lobhaM vArAM rAzi raudraM niraMdhyA : saMtoSeNa prAMzunA setuneva
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________________ 308 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jema bhayaMkara lAgatI pANInI rAzane uMcI pALa bAMdhI pALI zakAya tema tuM dhane kSamA vaDe, mAnane namratA vaDe, mAyAne ujjavala saraLa citta vaDe, lebhAne saMtoSa vaDe nirodha kara. (1) kSamAdharma e ke dhana abhAva ke kedha utpanna na thavA deva te che. (2) mArdava dharma eTale mAnane ane madane tyAga. (3) Arjava dhama te mAyAne tyAga, mana vaca kAyAnI ekatA. (4) mukti-nirlobhatA ane bAhya parigraha vize mUchane tyAga. (5) tapadharma-IcchAne nirodha ane IdriyanA viSayo para kAbu rAkho. (6) saMyamadharma-mana-vaca-kAyAne nigraha ane Idri para kAbu te. (7) satya dharma yathArtha hitakArI-parimIta bolavuM ane mRSAvAda Azravane jItavo. (8) zaucadharma - aMtaHkaraNanI pavitratA-anAsakti. (9) AkiMcanya - parigraha-mamatva buddhi tyAga. (10) brahmacarya - viSaya vAsanA tyAga ane sarva Indriyano saMyama. yatidharma saMvara bhAvanA bhAvate zrAvaka vicAre ke kayAre huM bAhya parigraha chAMDIne saMyamane bhAra svIkArIza, jyAre jIvanA sAra rUpa saMthAre karIza-anazana grahaNa karIza, kadiye parigraha chAMDazuMjI-lezuM saMyamabhAra zrAvaka ciMte huM kadIjI karIza saMthAre sAra saluNa-zAMti sudhArasa cAkha, AvA hoya zrAvakanA manorathe. tame te yati dharma eTale yatie kSamAM rAkhavI ane yatie mRdutA rAkhavI te pakaDI rAkhyuM. 0 bAra bhAvanAthI saMvara:- anitya-azaraNu-saMsAraekatva-anyatva-azucisva-Azrava-saMva-nirjarAleka-badhi durlabhadharma svAkhyAta A pramANe bAra bhAvanAo che. jemAM saMvara bhAvanAne viSaya atre cAlu che-temAM ApaNe eTaluM ja vicAravAnuM ke bhAvanAthI saMvara kaI rIte thAya ?
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________________ jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNa 309 bhAvanA bhavanAzInI kaI rIte bane? bhava eTale sa*sAra, tenA nAza karanArI te" bhAvanAo. cilAtI putra nAme dAsI putra che. zeThanI dIkarI suSamAne ramADatA. umara vadhatA tenA aDapalAM vadhyA. tenA cALA joi zeThe cilAtI putrane gharamAMthI kADhI mukayA. te ja galamAM jaI cAranI ToLImAM bhaLyA. eka divasa zeThanA ghera dhADa pADI, rUpiyAnA pATalA AMdhyA, cilAtI putre suSamAne upADI lIdhI. badhAM pAchaLa paDayA che. cArAe dhana rastAmAM veravA mAMDayu, subhaTe dhana bheguM karavAmAM paDathA eTale cArA te jIva bacAvI nAThayA. paNa cilAtI putrane suSamA sAthe mehanA tAMtaNA kha'dhAyA che. pUrva bhavanI patnI che. mATe cheDatA nathI. jyAre pakaDAvAnA bhaya lAgyA tya:re suSamAnuM mAthuM eka ATake uDALI dIdhuM dhaDa rastAmAM paDayu ne ekaluM DokuM laIne bhAgyA che. rastAmAM cAraNa muni mahAtmAne joine pUche, mahArAja dharma batAveA. tamane thaze A ghaDI ghaDI cAraNa muni kayAMthI Ave che kathAmAM ? zAstrakAro vidyA cAraNa muninI zaktine varNavatA jaNAve ke tIrthyaleAkamAM eka pagale mAnuSAttara pa ta jaI caitya vadanA kare. bIje pagale naMdIzvara dvIpa jai caityane vAMde. trIje pagale pAchA mULa sthAne AvI jAya. ATalI zakti hAya cAraNa muninI. evA munine cilAtI putrae dhama pUchyA. munirAje mAtra traNa zabdo kahyA upazama-viveka savara. upazama zabdathI krAya zAnta thaI gayA. khaDaga phekI dIdhu', viveka zabdathI heya upAdeyanu' jJAna thaI gayuM. suSamAnA khAlI mastakane zu karavuM samajI te phekI dIdhu.. sa vara zabdathI aTakavu', ema samajAI jatAM kAryeAsa mAM ubhA rahI gayA. bhAvanAnI dhArAe caDayA. kIDIe zarIrane cAraNI jevu manAvI dIdhuM. paNa te hatI cilAtI putranA jIvananI sarva zreSTha kSaNlR-kAyAtsaga mAMthI calAyamAna na thayA. savara dhama ne Adaryo. 0 cAritra dhama:- atrata-AzravathI bacavA mATe cAritra dhama
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________________ 310 abhinava upadeza prAsAda 2 sa...pU. sAdhu jIvana te sarva virati ane alpa cAtri te deza virati jIvana. cAritranA sAmAyika, chedeopasthApanIya, parihAra vizuddhi, sUkSma saparAya, thAkhyAta cAritrae pAMca bheda che. 0 sAmAyika :-samatArUpa sAmAyika paNa kevu...? zinnara RtunuM # -azubha karmonA nAza kare te. 0 chedepasthApanIya--vaDI dIkSA ke anya kAraNe pUrvanA dIkSA paryAyanA cheda karI punaH sthApanA kare. 0 parihAra vizuddhi--gacchanA tyAga pUrNAMka khAsa prakAranuM tapa karI AtmAnI vizuddhi karavI. 0 sUkSma sauMparAya H- mAtra sUkSma lAbha bAkI rahe te dazame guNaThANe je sa'pAya kaSAya te sUkSma sa'parAya cAritra, 0 yathAkhyAta :- terame guNaThANe kevaLI bhagavaMtanuM cAritra hAya te sarva prakAranA AzravanA nirodha mATe A cAritra dharmane uttama saMvara che. jema vajI svAmIe cAritranA apUrva rAga rAkhI ane rUkamaNI nAmanI suMdara strIe aneka prakAre bhAgano abhilASa karyo, manamehaka hAvabhAva dekhALyA chatAM tenI meAhajAlane niSphaLa karI ulaTu rUkamaNIne upadeza ApI cAritra mArge vALI dIdhI. A rIte save e mana-vacana-kAyAthI cAritrapALavA pUrvaka saMvarano Adara karavA joIe ke je savar Atma hita pAmavA mATenuM ucca sAdhana che. kAraNa ke kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavate paNa saMyo mo jALam kahyuM che. sa'vara e meAkSanuM sAdhana che. mATe saMvara AdaravA lAyaka che. savara zreSTha samAna che-pApAzravamAM doDatI TreInane kanTrAlamAM rAkhavA mATe uttama sAdhana che. vagere vicAraNA dvArA saMvara bhAvanA bhAvavI jethI cilAtI putra jevI tamArA jIvananI sarva zreSDa kSaNa Ave ane saMvaramAM lIna anA teja abhyanA... []
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________________ (67) bhAvanA-nirjarA -kare karma cakacUra yanirjarA dvAdazadhA niruktA tada dvAdazAnAM tapasAM vibhedAt hetu prabhedAdiha kArya bhedaH svAtaMtrya tasteka vidhadhaiva sA syAt nirjarA pite te eka ja prakAranI che. chatAM tenA je bAra bheda kahyA tenuM kAraNa tapanA bAra bhedane AzrIne [nirjarAne samajavA mATe) che. kemake kAraNa bhede kAryabheda thAya e rIti che ane kAraNonI apekSA vinA svataMtrapaNe vicArIe to nirjarA eka ja prakAranI che. tAnA nirjarA e tatvArtha sUtra mujaba "tapa vaDe nirjarA thAya. tapanA bAra bheda che mATe nirjalanA paNa bAra bheda jaNAvyA. paNa nirjarA eTale zuM ? kharI javuM jIrNazIrNa thavuM te. jema vRddhAvasthA AvatA zarIra parathI cAmaDI jarI jAya, jhADanuM pAna jema pavananA jhapATe kharI paDe, tema AtmA parathI kamanuM kharavuM ke jarI javuM te nirvA kahevAya. te nirjarA je je rIte ane je je mAge thAya tenuM cintana karavuM te nirjarA bhAvanA. sa'sAra bIja bhUtAnAM karmaNA jaraNADiha nirjarA sA smRtA dveghA sakAmAkAma varjitA kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjA jaNAve ke saMsArane bIjarUpa evA karmone AtmAthI chUTo pADavAnI kiyA te nirjarA kahevAya che. [ApaNA zabdomAM kahIe te nirjarA eTale karo kama cakacUra). A nirjarA be prakAranI kahI che. sakAma nirjarA ane akAma nirjarA
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 332 0 sakAma nirjarA :- nirjarA eTale ke karma kSayanI IcchAthI je tapa vagere karavAmAM Ave tene sakAma nirjarA kahe che. 1 jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, sayama, pariSaddha sahana karavA rUpa niza. je [dha parIkSA granthamAM jaNAvyA mujaba] - nirAnA abhilASI evA sAdhu ke samyak daSTine temaja ucita anuSThAnamAM tatpara evA mithyA dRSTine ema banne prakAranA jIvAne hAya che. 0 akAma nirjarA :- icchA ke lakSa vagara paravazapaNe anya saMsArI jIvA je rIte kama khapAve che tene akAma nirjaMga kahe che. jema paccakkhANa pUrvaka brahmacarya pAlana karanAra sAdhune niza che. jyAre cakravartI nA azvanane dharAra brahmacarya paLAve te paNa nirA che. phera mAtra eTalA ke sAdhune sakAma nirjarA che jyAre azvaratnane akAma nirjarA che. maitAraja pUrvabhave purAhita putra hatA. tene rAjaputra sAthe pAkI mitrAcArI. tee sAdhunI mazkarI karatAM hatA. e vAta jANI rAjaputranA kAkA mahArAja zrI sAgaracaMdra muni AvyA. munie kahyuM cAlA malla yuddha karIe. banne mitro mala yuddhanI zaratamAM hArI gayA, eTale sAgaracaMdra munie zaphta mujaba cAritra levaDAvyuM purAhita putranA manamAM thayuM ke A cAritra tA ghaNuM sAru' paNa AvI rIte dharAra ApavuM ThIka nahIM. vaLI snAnanA niSedha karyA. te paNa yogya nathI. A rIte purohita mitra duga chAthI dubhAdhi thayeA ane kuLamadanA kAraNe nIca gAtra bAMdhyuM. banne mitro mRtyu bAda devalAkamAM gayA paNa jJAnInA vacanane lIdhe purAhita putranA jIve rAjaputrane kahyuM ke tuM mane game tema karI saMsAra cheDAvaje. purAhita putra mRtyu,bAda cAMDAla strIne peTe janmyA. eka zeThANIe apayazathI bacavA bALakanI badalI karI dIdhI. paNa purAhita putra maitI nAmaka zrInA peTe janmela hoI tenu' metAraja nAma paDayuM. yauvana vaye ATha kanyA sAthe lagna nakkI thatAM jevA gheADe caDavA gayA tyAre devatAe tene pUrvabhava yAda karAvI cAstri levA kahyu', purAhita putre mAnyuM nahI. deve pelI cAMDAlaNI dvArA metArajanI oLakhANa karAvI. " are
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________________ 313 karo kama cakacUra A te mAro putra che " e rIte tene halako paDAvyAloke paNa kahevA lAgyA A te cAMDAla putra che. devamitre pharI pratibodha karyo. cAla have dIkSA laI le. metAraja kahe mane halake kema pADyo. have pharI mATe karI batAva te dakSA lauM. devatAe tene rananI lIMDI karato baTare Apyo. teNe ratanane thALa zreNika mahArAjAne bheTa karyo. keNike abhayakumAra dvArA tapAsa karAvI A rana kayAMthI AvyA. tyAre khabara paDI ke Ane devanI sahAya che. zreNika mahArAjAe potAnI kanyA ApI bIjI paNa ATha kanyA sAthe lagna thayAM. e rIte nava patnIo thaI. deva pharI pratibodhavA AvyA. cAla have cAritra laI le. paNa purohita putrane jIva hata durlabha badhi hato. karagaryo ke mane bAra varSa mATe mahetala Apa. bAra varSe pharI devatA AvyA. tyAre pitAnI patnI mAraphate pharI bAra varSanI mahetala maMgAvI paNa bIjA bAra varSe duTa karma khapI. gayuM. pachI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. ATalA samayamAM je karma apyuM tene mATe metArajanI kaI mahenata hatI nahIM. te te Apa meLe khapI gayuM mATe tene gAma nA kahevAya. dIkSA lIdhA bAda mAsakSamaNane pAraNe tene sanIne tyAM maraNotta upasarga thayo. temAM samabhAvapUrvaka sahana karI karo kama cakacUra ukti sArthaka banAvI kevaLajJAna prApta karI le gayA te samaye je kama nirjarA thaI te sAma nirnA. karma nirjarAnuM amedya sAdhana tapa che. varmA tApanAr taY: je karmone tapAve te tapa sadApamapi dIptena suvarNa' vahninA yathA tapA'gninA tapyamAnastathA jiive| vizudhyati gazAstramAM jaNAve che ke je rIte khANamAMthI mATI sAthe mizrita azuddha sonuM je nIkaLyuM tene agni para tapAvavAmAM Ave te ja mATI ane senuM chuTuM paDe che-mATI rUpI mela vaDe DhaMkAI gayeluM senuM jema agnimAM zuddha thAya che. tema taparUpI agni vaDe
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________________ 314 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 AmA ane kamamela chuTA paDI jAya che. karma mela baLI jatAM zuddha Atama svarUpa pragaTe che. - bahubhava sacita duSkRta, labhate ladhu ladhimAna' vimAtraya vinaya tapo mahimAna' he vinaya ! tuM tapane mahimA vicAra ghaNAM bhavanuM ekaThuM thayeluM pApa. tapathI tarata ja ochuM thaI nAza pAme che. AvA tapanA cha bAhya ane cha abhyata2 bheda zAstrakAroe varNavelA che. anazanamunAdaratAM vRtti-hAsa rasa parihAra bhaja sAlInya' kAya kleza' tapa iti bAhyamudAra (6) vanarAja 7 zati bhojanano tyAga upavAsarUpe, AyaMbila rUpe ke ekANa vagere rUpe jo te anazana-Ivara kathita hoya to amuka divasa mATe bhojana tyAga, cAkathita hoya te AmaraNa AhAra tyAga. (2) uNAdarI :- kanakam udara [peTa] puru na bharatAM kaMIka khAlI rAkhavuM eTale ochuM bhojana karavuM. jamavA beThA, anakeTa bharyo hoya temAM mIThAI, pharasANa, zAka, athANuM pIrasANa, chatAM peTa bharIne na khAtAM kaMIka ochuM khAvuM puruSane kherAka 32 keLIyA kahevAya che. te tethI kaMIka ochuM khAvuM te uNAdarI. (3) vRtti saMkSepa :- vRtti eTale dravya athavA AhArapANInI vastuo. tene saMkSepa eTale ghaTADo karavo. bhejanamAM bhalene pacAsa vAnagI hoya paNa daza-bAra vastuthI cAlatuM hoya te zA mATe vadhu vastu vAparavI. dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAvathI vRttine saMkSepa karo. dravyathI amuka saMkhyA ke amuka vastu, kSetrathI pAMca-daza ghara ke amuka vistAra, kALathI madhyAhna ke te kaI samaya, bhAvathI hasatAM raDatAM ke evI kaI sthitimAM Ape. (4) rasatyAga :- mukhya tayA vigaI tyAga artha karyo. zarIranI rasa rudhira dhAtuone vizeSe puSTa kare te "rasa jemAM ghI-tela-dUdha dahIM-gaLa ane pakavAna [kaDA vigaI te che vigaI ane sarva thA abhakSya cAra mahA vigaI madha-mAkhaNa dArU-mAMsane samAveza thAya
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________________ karA karma cakacUra 315 che. tenA sava thA tyAga karavA joie ane ghI vagerenA sa`thI ke dezathI [AMzika tyAga karavA joie. - (5) kAya kalezaH - kAyA eTale zarIra, tene sahiSNutA mATe viSaya sukhanI Asakti dUra karavA sthAna-mauna-tApAdika vaDe kaSTa ApavuM. zrAvaka aticAramAM paNa kAya kaleza te lAcArdika kaSTa sahana karyAM nahI Ave che. lAca dravyathI karavAmAM keza leAca Ave che, jayAre bhAva lAcamAM kaSAya tyAga tathA Indriya jaya e nava bhedo jaNAvela che. kAyakaleza nirAnA hetu bhUta hAvA joIe. kama karA cakacUra" e buddhi na heAyane mAtra dezanIMganI lAInamAM ubhA ubhA taDakA sahana karavA paDe ke bhukha tarasa veThavI paDe te kAcu leza nathI. samajaNapUrvaka vIrAsana Adi kriyA karavI te kAya kaleza che. (6) sa'lInatA :- eTale sAmAnya arthA mAM "sa"kAcavu" tenA cAra bhede jaNAve che. (1) indriya :- ne tenA viSayamAMthI pAchI khe'cavI te indriya saMlInatA. (2) kreAdha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha udayamAM Ave tA niSphaLa karavA athavA uddayamAM na Ave tevA prayatna karavA. te kaSAya sa`lInatA. (3) mana vacana kAyAnA yAgane akuzalamAM rokavA ane kuzalamAM pravartAvavA te ceAga sa'lInatA. (4) sayamane khAdhA na paheAMce tevA ekAnta sthAnamAM rahevuM te vivikta carcA. Dha DhaNamuni--kRSNa vAsudevanI DhaDhaNA rANInA putra Dha DhaNakumAre neminAtha prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI. vairAgyathI vAsita thayelA manapUrvaka prabhu pAse cAritra grahaNa karyuM. pachI tee drArikA nagarImAM bhikSArthe jAya che paNa zuddha bhikSA maLatI nathI. kemake pUrvabhavamAM sa`cita karela. aMtarAya ka. udayamAM Avelu che. pUrve pAMcase kheDUtanA adhikArI hatA tyAre badhAM kheDUta ane baLadone bhejananA samaye chuTTI maLe tyAre pahelA peAtAnA khetaramAM madhyAhne eka cAsa haLa kheDAvA. A rIte 500 kheDUto ane 1000 khaLAne bhAta-pANImAM [bhajanamAM] aMtarAya karyA hatA.
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________________ 316 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 ?? A aMtarAya karmanA udaya thayA heAvAthI A bhavamAM zuddha AhAra maLatA na hatA. DhaMDhaNukumArane " kakarA cakacUra ' ukti haiye vasI gaI. prabhu pAse abhigraha dhAraNa karyA ke je svabdhie karI zuddha AhAra maLe tA ja levA. pratidina DhaMDhaNa muni bhikSArthe jAya che. paNa zuddha AhAra na maLatA pAchA Ave ane anazana [bhAta-pANI tyAga] thAya. kSudhA ane tRSA pariSaha sahana kare che. eka vakhata kRSNa mahArAjAe neminAtha prabhune pUchyuM. ApanA 18000 sAdhumAM duSkarakAraka koNa ? bhagavaMte javAba ApyA DhaMDhaNa muni. DhaMDhaNu muninA abhigrahanI vAta sAMbhaLI harSita thayelA kRSNa mahArAjAne thayuM ke huM jaldI DhaMDhaNI munine vaMdana karu, bhikSArthe nIkaLelA muni mArgamAM maLyA tyAre kRSNa mahArAjAe hAthI uparathI utarI vaMdana karyu. te joI 16000 rAjA paNa munine caraNe paDayA. eka vaNike A joyuM. turaMta munine bolAvI zuddha medaka vahArAvyA. bhagavaMta samIpa AvIne pUchyuM ke A zuddha AhAra maLyA te zuM mAruM aMtarAya karma naSTa thaI gayu? bhagavaMta kahe te AhAra kRSNa vAsudevanI labdhie karIne maLelA che. eTale Dha DhaNa muni paraThavavA cAlyA. lADavAnA curo karatAM karatAM peAte paNa abhya Mtara tapanA dhyAna tapa nAmaka bhedamAM ArUDha thayA. e rIte zukaladhyAnanI dhArAe ArUDha thayelA tee tyAMne tyAM kevaLajJAna pAmyA. AI zuddhi bhAvanA huM vAri pAmyA kevaLajJAna re huM vAri lAla DhaDhaNu RSi mugate gayA huM vAri kahe jina ha` sujANu re huM vAre lAla Dha DhaNu RSine vaMdanA huM* vAri ... nirjarA bhAvanA bhAvatA eTalA vicAra karavA ke A rIte bAhya tapa tapatA AMtaratapanA dvAra ughADI kamermAnI nirjarA karavAvALA huM kayAre thaIza? prAyazcittaM vaiyAvRtyaM svAdhyAyaM vinayaM ca kAyotsarga zuddhaM dhyAna mAmyaMtaramidamaM ca
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________________ karo kama cakacUra 317 bAhya tapa zarIra-AhAra Adine AzrIne vicAravuM. paNa mana sthira karavA ke sIdhuM aMtara AtmAnuM lakSa rAkhI je vicAraNA karavI te abhyaMtara tapa. (1) prAyazcita H- karelA pApanA pazcAtApa ane pharI na thAya tenu' ciMtavana te prAyazcita. prAyazrita e thayelA aparAdhA mATe daDa ane Atmazuddhi mATenu prathama pagathiyuM che. jagatamAM je kaMI jIvAnI rakhaDapaTTInI vAtA citrA ke thAnakamAM Ave che, te te ka'nI AlecanA [prAyazcita] grahaNa karyA vinA thayela mRtyu [ke kALadhane lIdhe ja che. prabhu mahAvIrane paNa kuLa maDhanI AlecanA na karI teA cheka chellA bhavamAM paNa te aMtarAyarUpa anI. tethI sajjhAyamAM paNa upadezarUpe pakti Ave che pApa AlAce guru kahe citta cete dhariye vinaya sujANu catura citta cetA re prAyazcita mATe AAnA--ni dA-garhA tapazcaryA vagere kAIpaNa pagathIyuM guru mahArAja sUcave te mujaba A tapa karI karma nirjarA karavI. (2) vinaya :- vinaya sarva guNeAnuM mULa che. prazamatimAM umAsvAtijI mahArAjA vinayanuM mahattva jaNAvatA pharamAve che ke vinathI guru zuzruSA tethI zrutajJAna, zrutajJAnathI viti-viratithI Azrava nirodha. Azrava nirAdhe saMvara--sa vathI nirA ane aMte mAkSa prApta thAya che. tethI jJAna-dana-cAritra-upacAra vinayamAM pravRtta thaI nirA karavI joIe. AnaMdasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja muni avasthAmAM hatA. guru mahArAja kALadharma pAmelA sAdhu samudAya paNa TuMkeA. te samaye nAnI u'mara heAvA chatAM bAjoTha para Agama padharAvI. vaMdanA karI. vAyAnA Adeza mAgatA. ATalA jJAna vinaya tene dIkSAnA prArabhika tabakake hatA tyAre teo meTA thatAM AgamAdvAraka AcArya zrI banyA ane bahuzruta tarIke jagamAnya thayA.
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________________ 318 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - - - - - - - (3) vaiyAvacca :-zAstrakAroe AcArya-upAdhyAya vagere daza prakAre vaiyAvacca karavAnuM vidhAna karyuM che. kharekhara vaiyAvaccane guNa apratipAtI kahyo che. sevAbhaktithI adbhuta nirjarA thAya che. "jema puSpaculA sAdavajI kevaLajJAnane pAmyA tema." (4) svAdhyAya -svAdhyAyane artha te Atma kendrI adhyayana thAya paNa tenA prakAronI daSTie vAcanA-pRchanA-parAvartanA-anuprekSA dharmakathA rUpa svAdhyAya suvidita che. kharekhara svAdhyAyanuM mahattva keTaluM AMkayu haze ke sAdhunI dinacaryAne aDadho bhAga te mAtra svAdhyAyamAM ja muke. prathama ane aMtima praharamAM svAdhyAya goThavyo che. mASatuSa munine pUrvakRta aMtarAyakarma udayamAM AveluM. jJAna caDe nahIM tyAre guru mahArAje mAtra be pada ApyA. mA ruSa mA tupa kaI para roSa TheSa karIza nahIM. keI para teSa (rAgI karIza nahIM. mAM dA mAM tu gekhavA ane arthane avadhAravA jaNAvyuM che. bAra--bAra varSanA prayatana chatAM ATaluM pada yAda na rahyuM ane bhAvatuu mAtuSa karyA karatA hatA. 12 varSa AyaMbila sAthe svAdhyAya tapa karatAM eka samaye jJAnAvaraNaya karma haTI gayuM, ghAtI karmonI nirjarA thatA kevaLajJAna prApta thaI gayuM te paNa svAdhyAyanA baLe. ApaNe paNa nirjarA bhAvanA bhAvatA ciMtavIe ke svAdhyAya thakI karo kama cakacUra' ne adaza jyAre siddha karIzuM? (5) dhyAna :-cittanI ekAgratA ke coga nirodha te dayAna dhyAnAkananA dyate jarma: thAna rUpI agni vaDe karma baLe che. eTale dhyAna tapa ne karma nirjarAnuM zreSTha sAdhana mAnyuM. chadmasthane eka aMtamuhUrta paryanta cittanI sthiratArUpa deyAna hoya che ane kevaLIne yoga nirodharUpa dhyAna hoya che. zubha dayAnanA prabhAve IlAcIkumArane kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. IlAcIkumAra naTa thaI nedhAre banIne nAca kare che. mArA nAcathI rAjA khuza thaIne mane dhana Ape te huM naTaDIne paraNuM. tene dhana thakI naTaDI sAthe jIvananA raMgarAga mANavA che. paNa rAjAe naTaDImAM lebhAyo
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________________ karI kama cakacUra 319 che. pariNAme traNa traNa vakhatanA jIva saTAsaTanA khela chatAM rAjA rIjhatA nathI. IlAcIkumAranI najara paDI dUra eka mahela jevA makAnamAM-tyAM ati svarUpavAna strI eka munivarane lADu vaheArAvavA Agraha kare che chatAM muni mAdaka grahaNa karatA nathI ke strInI sAmu paNa jotA nathI. asa dhakko lAgI gayA manane. vicAra dhArA palaTAI gaI IlAcIkumAranI, ahAhA ATalA vairAgya, khasa karI dIdhAM ka` cakacUra peAte tA kevaLajJAna pAmyA paNa rAjA rANI naTaDI badhAMne kevaLajJAnamAM nimitta banyA. (6) utsaga :- dravyathI vajra pAtrAdino tyAga ane bhAvathI kaSAya vagerenA tyAga te utsa utsaga tapanI pAyAnI bhUmikArUpe kAyAtsagaLeLa mALa jJALeLa pUrvaka karavA joIe. zrI vIra paramAtmA sADAbAra varSanI sAdhanAmAM keMdrI paga vALIne beThA nathI tyAre ApaNe tenA mATe meDatu vardhamAnAca mAnAya nA bolIe chIe. nikAcitAnAmapi karmaNA yad garIyasAM bhUdhara durdharANAM vibhedane vajra bhivAtitIvra namo'stu tasmai tapase'dbhUtAya ahA te tIvra tapa-adbhuta tapane mArA namaskAra heA. jema vA dura pava tAne bhedI nAkhe che tema pavata jevA dura meTA nika cIta karmone tapa bhedI nAkhe che jene bhAgavyA vinA chuTake nathI tevA AkarA karmAne nija rI nAkhe che. jema gajasukumAla muni dIkSA lIdhAne divase ja zmazAnamAM kAryAtsaga karI zubhadhyAnamAM rahI aMtakRta kevaLI thayA ne mekSe gayA. kimucyate sattapasaH prabhAvaH kaThora karmArjita kilviSo'pi draDha prahArI nihatya pApaM yato 'pavarga labhate'cireNa
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A tapano adbhuta prabhAva zu` kahIe. kaMThAra 4ne laI ghAra pApa karanArA paNa dRDha prahArInI peThe e tapanA prabhAve pApano nAza karI alpa samayamAM [jaldIthI] meAkSane pAme che. 320 deDha prahArI brAhmaNa putra che. sAte vyasane pure gharamAMthI kADhI muktA te cAranI TALImAM bhaLyA. kALakrame teno adhipati thayA. A brAhmaNa putrano ghA acUka saphaLa banatA tethI tenu nAma dRDhaprahArI paDayuM. eka vakhata eka nagara luMTayuM.. tyAM krodhAvezamAM AvI. eka brAhmaNa garbhavatI strI, ga tathA gAyanI hatyA karI. tyAre tene ka...pArI chuTI gai. ahe| brahmA-srIbhRNu-gau hatyAnuM pApa mArA mAthe. pazcAtApamAM teNe dIkSA lIdhI. dravyathI keza ane bhAvathI kaSAyAdikanA leAca karyA. abhigraha pUrvaka gAmanI eka eka dizAe kAyAtsaga karatAM, dADha doDha mahinA karI kula cha mAsa ghAra pariSaha-upasarga sahana karyAM tyAre ghAtIkanA cUrA karI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. krADA bhavanuM sa`cita karma paNa tapa vaDe nirI zake che. sa karmAnI nirdeza karavA tapa ja uttamAttama sAdhana che. yathA suvarNasya zuci svarUpaM dItaH kRzAnuH prakaTI karoti tathAtmanaH karmaratno nihatya jyotistapastadizadI karoti jema maha AkarA agnI seAnAnuM pavitra svarUpa pragaTa kare che. tema karmarUpI rajano nAza karI AtmAnI jyoti tapa dvArA pragaTa thAya che. mATe tapa thakI ka karo cakacUra. huM cetana AvA khAra prakAranA tapa thakI huM paNa mArA karmanI nirjarA karanArA kayAre thaIza evI ci MtavanA dvArA nija rA bhAvanA bhAvatA karmonA kSaya karanArA khano.
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________________ (68) bhAvanA--lAka svarUpa -leAkamAM kayAM rahevu' tAre jIvAdayo yatra samasta bhAvA jinai vilokyanta itIha loka: uktastridhAsau svayameva siddhau svAmI ca nityo nidhanazca cintyaH jinezvarAe jemAM jIva Adi samasta padArtho joyelA che. te A leka samajavA. te leka traNa prakAre kahyo che. te svaya siddha che. peAte ja svAmI che--nitya che ane nAza pAmanAra nathI ema vicAravu te lAka svarUpa bhAvanA. grIkanI rAjadhAnI ethensamAM sAkreTIsa nAme eka klAsAphara hatA. tene eka zrIma`te vinatI karI ke kAle Apa mArA bagale padhAro. tenu udghATana che. sekreTIse vizvanA nakazA dekhADatA pUchyuM ke bhAI AmAM tArA bagalA kayAM che. te dekhADIza ? zeTha kahe AmAM grIka ja TapakAM jevaDu che tA khaDagaleA kayAMthI dekhAya ? seAkreTIse ezIyAno nakaze! kADhIne pUchyuM AmAM tArA baMgalA kayAM che ? are mahAtmA AmAM kAMI mArA bagalA dekhAtA haze? ThIka tyAre grIkanA nakazAmAM tA tamAre khagalA dekhAze mahAtmA nA emAM ethensa cAMdaraDA jevaDuM che hisAbamAM ? ne ? zeTha kahe nA te mArA baMgalA zu sekreTIsa kahe ema kareA ethensano nakaze laI le have batAvA AmAM tamArA kha'galA karyAM ? are sAheba AmAM mArA gharanI galI paNa najare paDatI nathI tyAM baMgalA kayAM zeAdhuM ? tyAre bhAI jayAM vizvanA nakazAmAM grIka TapakAM samAna che. grIkanA nakazAmAM ethensa cAMdaraDA samAna che. tyAM tArA baMgalAno kayA hisAbe mAha zakhe che? 21
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________________ 322 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 tame paNa AvaDA moTA lokamAM tamAruM sthAna kyAM che te vicAraze te ja leka svarUpa bhAvanA tamane ahamAMthI aham tarapha laI jaze. adhyAtma yogamAM pravezavA mATe "vizvamAM mAruM sthAna kyAM ane keTaluM." te ciMtana mahatvapUrNa che. mATe AjanuM parizIlana rAkhyuM- lakAmAM kayAM rahevuM tAre AcArAMga sUtramAM lakhyuM che. je ja jJAna to sarva jJALarU je ekane jANe che te badhuM jANe che. eTale ke je eka AtmAne saMpUrNa paNe pichAne che te jagatanA sarva padArthone oLakhe che. AtmAnI nigodathI mAMDIne mokSa sudhInI samagra jIvanayAtrAmAM virATa brahmAMDanA samasta padArthonuM jJAna AvI gayuM. ApaNuM ArAdhanA sUtramAM "ka"nI vicAraNuM vAraMvAra thaI che. A "ka"nI vicAraNuM navakAra maMtrathI karIe te gaNadhara bhagavaMta dvArA viracita dvAdazAMgImAM lekanI vicAraNAnI gahanatAne khyAla Ave. navakAra:- namo Topa sava [vi zabdamAM roja AvyuM. "A lekamAM rahelA sarva sAdhuone namaskAra" ema kahetAM koI pUche ke leka eTale zuM? te..." sAmAnyathI kacaDasI je jaNAya te laka. e artha thAya che. paNa lekanA vibhinna artho ApaNe tyAM karAyA che. -vRndAra vRtti pR. ramAM jaNAvyA mujaba e eTale manuSya stro samajavAnuM che. logasa :- Dhosa 3no vAre lekanA udavabhAgamAM......tyAM paNa leka zabda che chatAM tyAM lokano artha dravyalaka karyo che. dhammo ahammo AgAsaM kAlo puggala jaMtavo ; esa logotti paNNatto jiNehi varadasihiM - dharma-adharma-AkAza-kAla-pudagala ane AtmA e cha dravyanA samuhane sarvajJa-sarvadazI jinezvare loka" kahyo che. 0 laviM'.. na pAyA4i mAthu ToNa svarga pAtALa ane manuSya laiMkamAM,
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________________ lekamAM kayAM rahevuM tAre 323 0 sAvaMta-tithi pagamAM paNa leka zabda. 0 siddhANaM buddhANaM mAM 555 loaggamuvagayANaM. 0 namutthuNaMbhA 575 loga nAhANa-loga hiyANaM-loga paIvANa-loga patto mai zabdomAM loka zabda vaparAyo che. A rIte aneka sUtramAM leka zabda muke paNa loka eTale zuM ? lekamAM kayAM rahevuM tAre parizIlananA saMdarbhe lekanA svarUpane paricaya jarUrI che. to ja loka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvI zakAya. leka cAra che-dravya kSetra kAla bhAva A lokanuM sAmAnya svarUpa dravyaloka prakAza sarga 2 gAthA 3-4mAM jaNAvyA mujaba - (1) dravyaloka :- paMcAstikAyAtmaka che (2) kSetraka :- leka e asaMkhyAta koTi jana vistRta che. (3) kALaloka - A leka bhutakALamAM hata-vartamAnakALe che ane bhaviSyakALamAM rahevAno che. (4) bhAvaloka - pAMca astikAmAM guNa ane paryAya che tethI loka ananta paryAyI che athavA audacika-kSAyikakSApazamika-pazamika ane pariNAmika bhAvothI yukta e A leka che. leka svarUpa bhAvanA :- AvA lokamAM jIva pratyeka kSetramAM anaMtA kAlathI A prakAranA bhAvomAM vatato rahyo che, paNa huM kSAyika bhAva dhAraNa karI lokAgra bhAge sAdi anaMta sthiti prApta karI kayAre rahIza te bhAvanA bhAvavI. keIpaNa pUche ke lokamAM kayAM rahevuM tAre ? to ApaNI eka ja bhAvanA hoya ke lokAgra bhAge. bAkI leka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvatA tame tamAruM saranAmuM te barAbara ApatA zIkhyA che. mANasane te zuM paNa devadevIne paNa tame saranAmuM mokalI de che. asmin jaMbUdvipe-bharata kSetre-dakSiNArtha bharate-bhadhya khaMDe-gurjara deze jAmanagare-pAThazAlA-madhye-zrI AdinAtha svAmI prAsAde zrI saMgha gRhe kevuM pAkuM saranAmuM ApI dIdhuM tame. kSetraleka prakAzanA jJAna vagara paNa saceTa saranAmuM lakhI dIdhuM. kAraNa ke deva-devIne belAvavA che tamAre!
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________________ 324 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 dvipa-kSetra-khaMDa-dizA-deza-nagara-gAma badhuM spaSTa karIne belA che ne? tyAre ApaNe te dharmAdhinamAM, vividha anuSThAnamAM ke leka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvatI vakhate cAre lekanuM svarUpa spaSTa karavAnuM che. yo vaizAkha sthAnaka sthAyi pAdaH zreNIdeze nyasta hastadvayazca kAle'nAdau zazvadUrdhva damatvAd bimrANo'pi zrAMta mudrAmakhinna : e leka chAza karavA ubhelA puruSanI jema paga pahoLA karI ubho che, eNe pitAnA be hAtha keDe rAkhyA che. te lekapuruSa anaMtakALane niraMtara udarva jevAvALe che.-urdhva javAvALo che-ucca enI gati che. uraca Azaya che-jitendriya che-zrAMta muddA-dhAraNa karatA chatA khinna nathI. TUMkamAM leka puruSa ananta brahmAMDanI vacce keDa upara be hAtha TekavIne rAkhelA hoya ane be paga pahoLA rAkhelA hoya te rIte ubhA rahelA puruSanA AkAra jevo che. A prakAranA AkArane vaizAkhI AkAra kahevAya che. mATe vaizAkha puruSAkAre loka che ema kahe che. puruSAkAra leka puruSanA traNa bhAga A rIte che. (1) pagathI keDa sudhI adhe loka / pAtALaleka (2) keDano bhAga te tIrjhalaka (3) keDathI uparane bhAga te urvaka devaloka 0 adholeka :-keDathI nIcene bhAga vistIrNa chatrAkAre che, tyAM ratanaprabhA vagere sAta narakI rahelI che. ratanaprabhA-zarkarA prabhA-vAlukAprabhApaMkaprabhA-dhumaprabhA-tamasamabhA-tamastamaprabhA, temAM prathama nArakI svayaMbhU ramaNa samudra sudhI eka rAjaloka pahoLI che nIcenIce vadhatA vadhatAM sAtamI nAkI sAta rAjalaka pahoLI che. AyuSyanI dRSTie jIvane utkRSTa AyuSya anukame sAte narkamAM eka-traNa-sAta-daza-sattara-bAvIza-tetrIza sAgaropamanuM hoya che. 0 tIrSAlaka -e puruSanI keDe madhyalAka Avelo che. je vistAramAM eka raju pramANa che. jemAM asaMkhyAtA dvipa samudro AvelA che. te paNa eka pachI eka valayAkAre rahelA che.
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________________ lekamAM kyAM rahevuM tAre 325 prathama eka lAkha janane jaMbudvipa. pachI pharate gaLakAra be lAkha yojanane lavaNa samudra pachI pharate 4 lAkha yojanane ghAtakI khaMDa pachI pharate ATha lAkha janane kAledadhi samudra tene pharato soLa lAkha yeAjana puSkaravAra dvipa che. paNa mAnuSottara parvata tenA be sarakhA bhAga kare che. tethI ATha lAkhane puSkaravara dvipa gaNatAM ra+4+8+8 eka tarapha e rIte bIjI tarapha 24+8+8 gaNatAM kula 45 lAkha yejanamAM mAnava vasti che. A vasti vadhumAM vadhu 29 AMkaDA jeTalI thAya. loka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvatA manuSyanI utpatti keTale sthAne che te paNa jANavuM jarUrI che. -mAtra 101 sthAne manuSya upaje che. 0 paMdara karma bhUmi-paMdara akarma bhUmi-56 aMtara dvipaja. 0 bIjI rIte joIe to jaMbudvipamAM 1 bhArata 1 arAvata1 mahAvideha che. e rIte ghAtakI khaMDa ane puSparAvarArdha baMnemAM 2-2 bharata ra-ra rAvata ra-ra mahAvideha. e kula paMdara karmaja bhUmi. A karma ja bhUmimAM ja dharma che. bAkI pa6 aMtara dvipaja ane devakuru-uttarakuru-himavaMta-harivarSa-ramyapha hiraNyavaMta e akarma ja bhUmimAM dharma nathI. kALanI daSTie mahAvideha sivAya pahelA-bIjA-chaThThA ArAmAM dharma nathI. tIrthakarane janma trIjA cothA ArAmAM ja thAya che. temAM paNa cothA ArAmAM ja zAsana pravartAvavAnI pravRttino AraMbha thAya. cothA ArAmAM ja tIrthaMkara paramAtmA vitarAga svarUpe vicaratA prApta thAya che. ahIM bhAvanA bhAvatA vicAro ke AvaLA kSetra lekamAM mAtra paMdara karma ja bhUmimAM dharma maLe. temAM paNa kALanI daSTie cotho Aro ja mokSa prAptine mahattvane kALa. eka mAtra mahAvidehamAM kAyama cotho A che tyAMthI kAyama mokSa mArga khule che. lokamAM kayAM rahevuM tAre ? e praznane prathama uttara te siddhazilA ja che paNa mekSa na maLe tyAM sudhI kyAM rahevuM tene uttara leka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvatA vicAre ke jyAM dharma maLe tyAM, jyAM mokSa maLe-jyAM cAritra maLe tyAM.
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________________ 326 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 te dvAra mAtra madhyaleAkamAMthI khule che. ja'budvipanI madhye meru parvata che, tenI AsapAsa sUrya caMdrAdi kre che. samagra madhyalAka lokapuruSanI keLanAka dvArA samAna che. tenI pRthvIthI UMce 790 ceAjane tArA vimAna, 800 ceAjana U Mce sU vimAna, 880 ceAjana U'ce caMdra vimAna ane 883 rAjane nakSatra vimAna che tathA 883thI 900 ceAjanamAM budha-guru-zukra vagere graheAnA vimAnA che. 0 urdhva lAyaka :-puruSanI kaTibhAga para UMce brahma devalAka che te pAMca rajju pramANa che. mahAbhAratanA yuddha prasa`ge kaurava-pAMDavAnI karADAnI sakhyAmAM sAmasAmI jamAvaTa thaI cUkI jainettara mahAbhAratamAM te samaye nAMdhAcelA A prasaMga che. zrI kRSNe arjunane dhanuSya upADIne tIra calAvavA AjJA karI tyAre arjuna hekhatAI gayA. tIra calAvavA tenI taiyArI nathI. kema ke vImAsaNamAM paDI gayA che. AmAM mAruM kAnI sAme tIra calAvavuM. phAI sagA--kAi vaDIla. tyAre zrI kRSNe arjunane virATa brahmAMDanA dana karAvyA. virATa brahmAMDanuM vikarALa svarUpa joi arjuna taiyAra thayeA laDAI laDavA. tame paNa leka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvatA pahelAM virATa lAka svarUpa jANI leA. te hetuthI A lAMkhI carcA che mATe ema na vicAratA ke AhA hA... have kayAre puru thaze. Atma sAdhanAnA ArAdhake traNe lokanuM svarUpa jANIne nakkI karavAnu` che ke huM jIva ! A lAkamAM kayAM rahevu tAre. prazna :- A rajju zabda vAraMvAra Ave che te rajaju eTale zu? -rajaju eka prakAranuM mApa che. kula mApa che cauda rAjaleAka. rajaju eTale rassI athavA mApa. kaiAi deva ApaNA AMkhanA eka palakArAmAM eka lAkha ceAjananA pramaNathI doDatA rahetA cha mahinA doDatA jeTalu aMtara kApe te eka rAja thAya. khIjI rIte bhagavatIjImAM leAnuM mApa jaNAvatA lakhyu ke meru patanI cUlikA parathI kAi deva lAkAnta sudhI javA mATe cAlavA
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________________ lakamAM kayAM rahevuM tAre 37 - - - - - - mAMDe ane 1000 varSane AyuvALA eka chokarAnA mRtyu kALa sudhI satata cAlyA kare. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa te chokarAnA mRtyu bAda sAta-sAta peDhI eTalA meTA AyuvALI vIte chatAM jhaDapI cAlanAro deva lokanA cheDA sudhI pahoMcI zake nahIM. e rIte lokane asaMkhya keTakeTI jana pramANa mApavALe kahevAya che. be keNI vacce devaloka AvI jAya che chelle mastaka upara siddha zilA che tyAM siddha rahe che. te 4pa lAkha yeAjana lAMbI, sphaTika maya ane aSTamIne caMdranA AkAre che. Ave A leka puruSa akRtrima che, keIe karele nathI, anAdi che-anaMta che ane SaDU dravyAmaka che. dharmAdharmAkAza kAlAtma saha, dravyaiH pUrNa sarvataH pudgalaicca dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pulAstikAya, jIvAstikAya, kALa thoDA varSo pUrvanI vAta che. keralane manA&AMDa gAme eka musi. lamanA gharamAM Aga lAgI. e joI te muslimanA gharane paDozI kRSNana nAme hiMdu citrakAra hatA. teNe muslima bALakane bacAvavA jAnanA jokhame AgamAM doTa mukI. agninI javALAmAM paravA karyA vinA bALakane bacAvIne bahAra lAvyA tyAre tenuM pitAnuM zarIra eTaluM badhuM dAjhI gayeluM ke kSaNavAramAM tenA prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM A balidAna kathA mAtRbhUmi akhabAre chApI. citrakAranA kuTuMba nirvAha mATe mAtabara rakama meLavIne citrakAra patnIne ApavA gayA. citrakAra patnIe pUchayuM kema AvyA che? te loko kahe ApanA kaTuMba nirvAha mATe AvelI phALAnI rakama ApavA. citrakAra panI kahe te rakama gharabAra vinAnA A muslima kuTuMbane Ape kemake te game tema nirvAha karIza paNa ghabAra vinAnA A muslima zuM karaze? citrakAra patnInA paragajupaNAthI te prabhAvita thayA. je eka kuTuMbane rahevA jagyA ApatA paNa paragajupaNuM vakhaNAtuM hoya te savA bArA avakAza Ape AkAzane guNa che tenuM paragajupaNuM keTaluM mAnaze ?
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________________ 328 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 (1) AkAzAstikAya :- AkAza ananta che. loka ke alakamAM sarvatra che chatAM kAkAza e zabda vAparyo te dharmAstikAya-- java-ajava vagere padArthone rahevAnI ja, te AdhAre gaNAvela che. (2) dharmAstikAya :- cauda rAjaloka pramANamAM prasarela vyApIne rahela gati sahAyaka dravya te dharmAstikAya. jema mAchalIne mATe pANI cAlavAmAM sahAyaka che tema dharmAstikAca sarva dravya mATe gati sahAyaka che. (3) adharmAstikAya :- sthitimAM eTale ke ubhA rahevAmAM sahAyaka che te adharmAstikAya dravya che te na hoya te kayAreya gati avarodhAya nahIM jIva-ajavAdine sthiti-sthira thavA sahAyaka che (4) kAla dravya :- je ke kALa e koI astitva dharAvatA pradezane samUha nathI. jenI astikAmAM gaNatarI paNa thatI nathI. chatAM nAnA-moTA, navA-jUnA, bhUta-bhAvi vyavahAre badhu kAladravyane AbhArI che. kALanI gaNanA sUrya caMdrAdi deva vimAnane AdhAre thAya che. jenA zAsa kALacaka mATe cha ArAnuM svarUpa darzAve che. A leka bhUtakALamAM hate. vartamAna kALe che. bhAvimAM haze ja. (5) pudagalAstikAya :- code rAjakamAM prasarela ajIva tattavamAM pudgala dravya agatyanuM sthAna dharAve che. pudgalanA (1) skaMdha (2) deza (3) pradeza (4) paramANuM evA cAra bheda che. akhaMDa eka vastu te aMdha. sukSama-a chedya abhedya - adAdA adazya evo sukSama bhAga te paramANu pudagala varNa - gaMdha - rasa sparzAmaka guNa yukta che. (6) jIvAstikAya :- jJAna darzanAdi guNa dharAvatuM dravya te jIva dravya. nigada e jIvanI mULabhUta khANa che temAMthI sthAvara trasa jemAM gati thAya che. A leka jIva-jIvathI bharelo che. adho lekanA nIcethI urvalakanA cheDA sudhI vacce vacce eka rAjaka pahoLI cauda rAjaloka lAMbI trasanADI che temAM ja trasajIva rahe che. SaDa dravyAtmaka lekanI bhAvanA bhAvatA, jIva dravya che. pudgalenI sahAyathI tenuM pragaTa bAhya astitva che. tene dharmAstikAyathI gati ane
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________________ lAkamAM yAM rahevuM tAre 329 adharmAstikAyathI sthiti maLe che. AkAza avagAhanA Ape che. vagere vicAraNA karavI. sukha duHkhanA bhAvanI apekSAe manuSya AthI kramazaH nIce jatAM jaIe tema duHkha vadhe che upara jatAM jaIe tema sukha vadhe che. jo ke nigeAdamAM sarvatra duHkha ja che. Ama A leAkAkAza pAMca dravya rUpe sughaTIta che. pudagalAnA vivartAne lIdhe kayAMka meru jevA UMcA suvarNanA zikharA rUpa che. kayAMka nIce khAI rUpa che. tethI vinaya vijayajI zAMta sudhArasamAM jaNAve che ke-- vavacana taviSamaNi maMdirai ruditeodita rUpaM ghAra timira narakAdibhiH kvacanAtiviri.paM samudra kinAre besI uchaLatA tarago joIe ke paDeAzInA gharamAM besI ghara nirIkSaNa karIe ke nATaka joIe. te rIte samasta lAka jue te samudranI jema uchaLatA meAjA ke rAga dveSarUpa ghara ane nATaka rUpe prasaMgeA jANavA. A lAkamAM anantA jIvA nigeAdamAM saLI rahyA che. maravAnA vAMke jIvatA ti`cA vividha yAtanA bhogavI rahyA che. mAnavI paNa dharma dhyAnane badale pApAcAramAM Asakta banyA che. koI janme che, kAI mare che. svarganA devA sukhamAM Asakta che. pANInA vizALa samaMdaramAM nAkhela kAMkarAnI jema AvartI racAya che ane nAnA meTA kuMDALA thaI samadarane AMkhI de tema pudgalanA vivartI vidyamAna che, kvacidutsava samaya mujjavala, kvacidmada hAhAva N, pRthu pRthu jaya jaya maMgalanAda travizAra vaLI A lAka purUSa rUpI nATakanI raMga bhUmi para DhAMka ujjavaLa utsavA ane jaya jayanA moMgalanAda che. kayAMka atyaMta hAhAkAra thaI rahyo che. jakharA zeThanu ane khedanuM vAtAraNa che. ekaja phleTamAM vicArAne - eka majale moMgala gIta hoya tA eka majale nanAmI baMdhAtI hAya tevu kAM nathI natuM.
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________________ 33 abhinava upadeza prAsAdaanaMtIvAra e puddagala dravyane paricaya karyo. kemake sarve prANI ana tIvAra janma maraNa karI cUkyA che mATe pugala mamatva chAMDI de. kemake lokanA anaMtA pradeza para anaMtA pugale sAthe anaMtA paricaya karyA chatAM pudagala tarapha jhAMvA nAkhe che. - have je tuM DhAkAkAzanA paryaTanathI parADamukha thaye he. bhava bhaTakaNathI thAkaye che te khULamata apAvaMta bhagavAnane prakRSTabhAve namI bhAvanA bhAva ke kayAre huM leAkanA agre bhAge pahoMcIza. - lokamAM karyA rahevuM tAre e vAta je tane barAbara samajAI gaI hoya te leka svarUpane samajI, hRdayamAM avadhArI kSetra-deza-kALa bhAva vicArI mekSa mATe ArAdhanA kara. anAdyantasya lokasya sthityutpati vyayAtmaka ___ AkRti cintayed yatra sa sthAna vicayaH satvam Adi ane aMta vinAnA A lokanI utpati-vinAza-pravAtmaka zAzvata sthiti-AkRtine, dravya kSetra bhAvathI vicAra karavo te saMsthAna vicaya dhyAna kahevAya. saMsthAnA vicaca dhyAna e dharmadhyAnano cotho prakAra che. te che cetana tuM paNa loka svarUpa bhAvanAthI dAna mArgamAM pravezI dharmadhyAna thakI lekanA anaMta padArtho najara samakSa rAkhI ekAgratA sAdha te anAsaktatA Avaze. e virakatatAthI mumukSu bhAva pragaTaze e rIte AmekSa thaze. mATe leka svarUpa bhAvanA bhAvI lokamAM kyAM rahevuM tAre te sunizcita karI le.
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________________ (69) bhAvanA-badhi durlabha -sauthI durlabha zuM ? yasmAdviramApathita sumana svarga saMpadvilAsaH prAptollAsAH punarapi janiH satkule bhUribhoge brahmAdveta praguNa padavI prApakaM niHsapatnaM tahaSprApaM mRz muru dhiyaH sevyatAM bodhiratnaM jenA-je bodhinA] prabhAve karIne devatAo paNa vismaya pAme evo svarga saMpattine vilAsa pAmI jIva AnaMdelAsane prApta kare che. vaLI e bedhinA prabhAve puSkaLa vaibhavavALA uttamakuLamAM jIva pharI pharI janma pAme che ane kema karIne advaita brahma padavI (mokSa) sudhI vane pahoMcADavAmAM keI jene bAdhaka nathI evuM mahA adabhuta badhiratna che. tene he buddhizALIo tame se eTale ke AvA mahA mukelIe pAmI zakAya tevA badhiratna-samyaphatvanuM tame sevana karo. eka daridra brAhmaNe darIdra dUra karavA ISTa devanI upAsanA karI ane cintAmaNa rana meLavyuM. bahu khuza thaye te. AnaMda AnaMdamAM phare che. basa cAla thaI gayo. have to badhI garIbAI gaI. have huM mahela baMdhAvIza sonA cAMdI hIrA motI vasAvIza evA evA zekhacalli vicAro kare che. te rana ne teNe dhotIyAnI gAMThe bAMdhyuM, na khIsAmAM mukayuM. basa hAthamAM ja rAkhI vahANamAM besI dariyApAra javA mATe upaDyo. vahANa madhadariye AvyuM. zarada pUrNimAnI rAta che. cAMdanInA prakAzamAM citAmaNI ratana kevuM camake che. te jovA IchA jAgI. to jAya che ane jotAM jotAM malakato jAya che. aho kevuM suMdara kevuM suMdara ! tema vicAryA kare che. tyAM dariyAmAM eka UMcu menuM AvyuM ane vahANa uchaLyuM. eka jhATakAmAM te cintAmaNI ratna paDayuM dariyAmAM, AMkhanA palakArAmAM cintAmaNuM ratana samudrane taLIye. have pelA brAhmaNanI zI
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________________ 332 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 dazA thaI haze? durlabha evuM cintAmaNI ratna hAthamAM AvIne cAlyuM gayuM. A corAzI lAkha jIvAyonimAM manuSya janmanuM paNa kaMIka AvuM ja che. mAnuSya karma bhUbhyArya deza kula kalpatA yurapa hI zraddhA kathaka avaNeSu satsvapi sadurlabhA bodhi. prazamarati graMtha racayitA umAsvAtijI vAcaka pharamAve che ke manuSya janma-karmabhUmi-Aryadeza-Aryakula-nirogI paNuM-dIrdha Ayu prApta thavA chatAM zraddhA-saddagurune vega ane zAstra zravaNa karavA chatAM paNa samyakatvanI prApti parama durlabha che. sauthI durlabha zuM? badhiranA cAne ke samyakatva. A jagatamAM sulabha ane durlabha zuM ! vartamAna kALe loka sattA saMpatti ane suMdarIne sAmAnya rIte durlabha mAne che. paNa vAstaviktA e nathI. sAmAnya sattA te zuM kadAcA vaDApradhAna pada ke rASTrapati pada paNa maLI jAya ane zAstrakAro kahe che ke vAsudeva ke prati vAsudeva paNuM-are cakavatI paNa durlabha nathI. lAkha karoDanI saMpatti paNa asAdhya nathI. kadAca patnIputrAdi parivAra paNa prApta thaI jazeare kalpavRkSo mAMge te Ape che. paNa samyakatva ke badhitana jahApaNa sulabha nathI. anAdau nigAdAMdha pe sthitAnA majasraM janusRtyu duHkhAditAnAM pariNAma zuddhiH kulastAdazIsyA dyayA haMna tasmAdviniyoti jIvAH anAdi kALathI nigodarUpa aMdhakAra-kuvAmAM rahelA ane pharI pharI janma maraNanA dukhathI pIDAtA jIvone eTalI pariNAma zuddhi ja kayAMthI thAya ke jethI te nigada rUpa aMdhakAramaya kuvAmAMthI bahAra Ave? jagatamAM eka zAzvata paddhati che ke eka jIva saMsAramAMthI mA jAya eTale eka jIva nigodamAMthI bahAra Ave. jyAre je jIvanuM bhavyatva paripakava thayuM tyAre te jIva nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che. A kAraNe ja ApaNe siddha paramAtmAno mATe upakAra mAnIe chIe.
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________________ sauthI durlabha zuM? 33 3 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - vAka ya - - - - - - - - - - - - tato nirgatAnAmapi sthAvaratvaM trasatvaM punaTulamaM deha bhAjAM trastveti paMcAkSaparyAptasaMjJi sthirAyuSyavatU durlabhaM mAnuSatvaM nigodamAMthI jIva bahAra te nIkaLe paNa bahAra nIkaLyA pachI paNa tene sthAvarapaNAmAM rahevAnuM thAya che. pRthvIkAya, akAya, teukAya, vAkayamAM gayelA jIve vadhumAM vadhu pharI pharIne svAyamAM utpanna thatA utkRSTathI asaMkhyAta utsarpiNa--avasarpiNa kALa sudhI utpanna thatAM ja rahe che paNa pitAnI chAyA [pRthvIkAyAdi ne choDI bahAra janmatA nathI. A cAre thAvara kAcanI utkRSTa svakIya sthiti ATalI che tethI he gautama! eka kSaNa mATe paNa pramAda karIza nahIM. prabhu mahAvIra svAmI gautamane upadeza detA thakAM ApaNe saune paNa A ja upadeza Ape che ke eka kSaNa mATe paNa pramAda karaze nahIM. je jIva nigodamAMthI sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyamAM jAya che te paNa ananta utsarpiNI-avasarpiNarUpa ananta kALa sudhI temAM ja rahe che. arthAt tyAM ja jame che ane temAM ja maraNa pAme che. paNa te sAdhAraNa vanaspati kAyane choDIne bahAra jato nathI. AvI svakAya. sthiti ja anata kALa ca sudhI cAle te manuSya bhavanI vAta ja kyAMthI Avaze? ane manuSya bhava na maLe te devagurunI sAmagrI, zAstrazravaNa kyAMthI maLe? te vinA zraddhA kyAMthI utpanna thaze. eTale sauthI durlabha zuM ? tene uttara gekhI rAkhe badhi. e ja rIte jIva svakarmAnusAra pratyeka vanaspati kAyamAM gaye te tyAM TIDara TameTAM vagere paNa te utpatti pAme. te ja marIne pharI pharI pitAnI ja kAyamAM upana thatAM asaMkhya utsarpiNI, avasarpiNI cAlI jAya. have kadAca tema karatAM trapaNuM prApta thaI jAya to paNa te vikalendriya che mATe zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke - beidiya kAya maigaA ukkAsaM jIvo u saMbase kAla' saMkhijja sanniya samaya goyama mA pamAyae
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 ja e IndriyavALA kRmi, aLasIyA vagere jIvA, te ja rIte traNa IndriyavALA kIDI-ma kADA-ju-mAMkaLa vagere, cAra IndriyavALA mAkhImacchara-bhamarA vagere jIvA phrI phrI marIne pAchA peAtAnI ja kAyAmAM janme tA utkRSTathI svakrAyamAM sakhyAtA hajAra varSa sudhI janma-maraNa kare che. kadAca pa'cendriya paNa* prApta thAya teA pachI paNa cha paryAti pAmavI du bha che. te paNa kadAcit prApta thaI gaI tA sa MjJi paMcendriyapaNuM maLavu. du bha che. A rIte jIvAnI saMkhyA darzAvatA zAsrakAra mahArAjAe jaNAvela che ke sauthI vadhu jIvA vanaspatikAyanA che, tethI echA jIvA vAsukAyanA che. tethI echA jIvA apakAyanA che. tethI echA jIvA pRthvIkAyanA che. te rIte kamazaH jIvAnI saMkhyA ghaTatAM beIndriyavALA pachItIya kheMca pacendriya~pachI caurindri--pachI jayAtiSi --pachI vya tara--pachI nAra--pachI bhavanapati--pachI vaijJAnika--pachI mAdara agnikAya. 334 A rItanA kramamAM ghaTatA ghaTatA sauthI ochAmAM ochA jIvA paryAptA saMnni manuSyA che. eTale ja manuSya bhavane du.bha kahyo che. manuSya bhavanI du'bhatAne samajAvavA mATe zAstrakAroe daza dRSTAntA jaNAvyA. mULa deva nAme eka zreSThi putra hatA. te vezyAmAM Asakta kha banyA. pariNAme tenu dhana vezyA pAchaLa ja kharcAvA lAgyuM. paNa vezyAnI matAne eka vakhata khyAla Avyo ke peAtAnI putrI mULadevanA snehathI ati rAgavatI thaI gaI che. vezyAnI mAtAe tenI putrIne rAga cheDI vimukha thavA samajAvyuM. paraMtu vezyA te vAta mAnatI nathI. tethI eka zeTha sAthe khAnagI sAdo karIne melAvyA. te vezyAe vicAryuM ke buddhimAna evA suladeva sAthe AnI tulanA karAvI mA ne pArakhuM karAvavuM paDaze. teNe zeraDI khAvAnI icchA vyakta karI. eTale zeThe gADuM bharIne zeraDInA sAMThA mekalAvI ApyA. have te ja sa MdezA mULadevane mekalyA. mULadeva jugArakhAnAmAMthI ubhA thaI gayA. zeraDI magAvI tenA kaTakA karAvI, chelAvI--gulAma jaLa chAMTIne vezyAne meAkalAvI, chatAM vezyAnI mAtA samajI nahI,
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________________ sauthI durlabha zuM ? 335 teNe eka vakhata apamAna karAvI mULadevane kADhI mukyo. mULadeva paNa Arthika behAlIthI dezATana javA nIkaLyA. ghora aTavI pasAra karavAne prasaMga AvyuM. tyAM rastAmAM brAhmaNa maLe. brAhmaNa pAse rastAmAM cAle teTaluM bhAthuM sAthe hatuM. mULadevane thayuM ke cAlo-AvI ghera aTavImAM traNa divasa khAdhA-pIdhA vinAnA jAya tenA karatAM A brAhmaNane sAtha kadara kAma Avaze. pelo brAhmaNa ekalo ekalo khAya che paNa mULadevane kaMI Apate nathI. ema karatAM traNa divasa pasAra thaI gayA. aTavIne aMte rahelI dharmazALAmAM sutA che. tyAM bannene svapna AvyuM ke purNimAne pUrNa vikasita caMdra mukhamAM thaIne peTamAM cAlyA gaye. brAhmaNa te savAre meTethI bolavA lAgyuM ke meM AvuM svapna joyuM. AvuM svapna joyuM. tyAre nimittake kahyuM ke tane goLa thI bharele meTe roTalo khAvA maLaze. sAdI bhASAmAM kahIe te ghImAM jhaboLelI puraNa roTalI maLaze. mULadeve vicAryuM, A rIte svapnanI vAta rajU karavI yogya nathI. teNe gya bheTazuM laI, nAhI dhoI svaccha banI nimittiyAne tyAM jaI vinaya pUrvaka vAta rajU karI. brAhmaNa kahe bhAI, Aja te tame zAMtithI suI jAo. svapna phaLanI vAta kAle nirAMte karIzuM. ' nimittaka brAhmaNane khAtarI hatI ke A rAjA thaze eTale lAlaca thaI ke Ane kanyA paraNAvuM. mULadeva paNa samaju hatA. sUI gaye. bIje divase brAhmaNa kanyA sAthe lagna thayA. anukrame benAtaTa nagaranuM rAja maLyuM. rAjakuMvarI paNa maLI ane te paNa maLI. je ke eka mahattvanuM pAsuM paNa mULadevanuM raheluM ke te traNa divasa bhukhyo hato. pAse kaMI sAdhana nahIM chatAM potAnI vIMTI vecI caNA lIdhAM tyAre koI munirAjane vaherAvIne pote khAdhAM. tenI A bhaktithI yakSa prasanna thayA tyAre varadAna mAgeluM ke huM benAtaTa nagarane rAjA thauM, te varadAna phaLyuM hatuM. aTavImAM je brAhmaNa sAthe hato. tene mULadevane rAjya maLyAnI khabara paDatAM pharIthI ja dharmazALAmAM suvA lAge. mane paNa A
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________________ 336 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 svapna Ave. nimittakane 'hu ane rAjA manuM. paNa tema kaMi pharI svapna Ave nahI.. kadAca davayeAge Ave tA rAjA banI jaI zakAya. paNa eka vakhata gumAvele mAnavabhava pharI na maLe. Aryadeza spRzAmapi sukula janmanAM durlabha vividiSA dharma tatve rataparigraha mayAhAra sajJAtibhi ha~ta mAtra jagadusthitatve A deza ane sArA kuLamAM janma thayA hoya teA pazu dhatatvanI IcchA thavI durlabha che. kemake maithunabhaya-parigraha ane AhAra sarAmAM jagata DubI gayu' che. A paNAnI sAthe UMcu kuLa du bha che chatAM prApta thaI jAya tA tattva jijJAsA thavI durlabha che. sauthI durtaMbha edhi ratnanI prApti mATe huM cetana prayatnazIla thA. mAnavabhavanI du bhatAnA daza dRSTAntAmAM eka dRSTAnta Ave che. eka rAjA vRddha thavA chatAM rAjya cheDe nahI. tenA putrane thayuM ke Ane rAja kema cheDAvavuM ? rAjA paNa jANI gayA ke putranA manAratha zuM che? tethI teNe sAmethI putrane elAvyA. he putra ApaNI para parAgata evI rIta che ke dyutamAM jIte tene rAjya Apavu. eka mahelamAM 108 thAMbhalA che. te dareka thAMbhalAne 108 khUNA che te dareka khUNAMne jugAranI ramatamAM 108 vakhata jItavAnA. te je jIte ene rAjya karavA lAyaka jANavA. kadI e rIte 108 vakhata bhrUNA ane staMbha jItI zakAya nahIM. chatAM devayAge kadAca jItI jAya tevu` banI zake, paNa eka vakhata khAyelA mAnavabhava phrI maLe nahI. jo ke A parizIlanamAM tA eka vAta AgaLa samajavAnI che. mAnavabhava maLe pachI A kuLa paNa maLe chatAM tatva jijJAsA thavI dubha che. triviyASi vaLati durrama' dharmazAstrasya guru sanidhAne sAvezato vitathavikathAditattadra vividha vikSepa malinAvadhAne tattva jijJAsA AvI jAya tA paNa dharmAMzAstra ati dula bha che kemake saddagurunA yAga nathI maLatA. kadAca cega maLI jAya tA nakAmI
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________________ sauthI durlabha zuM ? 3 37 vikathAnA rasanA AvezathI jAta bhAtanA vikSepa pedA thaI cittavRtti evI malina thaI hoya ke gurune bodha game nahIM. mATe he cetana ! bodha pAma bodha pAma ane mAnava bhava sArthaka kara. vaLI jIva dharma sAMbhaLI samyaka prakAre bodha pAmI dharmane vize udyama kare tyAre tene rAga-dveSa-kheda-ALasa nidrA Adi aMtaraMga vairI ADakhIlI rUpa bane. tenA sukRta tathA dharmakaraNIne bAdhA upajAve. A rIte uttarottara dharmanI durlabhatA che. sauthI dulabha zuM ? e praznano uttara manamAM vAgoLI Ave. dharma ke bodhiratna pharI maLavuM duSkara che te bhAvanA bhAvavI. tadetanmanuSyAvamApyApi mUDhA mahA moha mithyAtva mAyopagUDhaH bhramandara magnA bhavA gAdha gartA punaH kva prapadyeta todhiratna zAnta sudhArasamAM vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke A manuSyatva maLI gayuM [pahelAM kahyA mujaba uttama kuLa-saddaguru saMga - zravaNaruci badhuM ja kadAca maLI jAya te paNa meha mithyAtva-mAyA kapaTa karI yukta che ane tethI ja saMsArarUpa agAdha khADAmAM bhamate bhamate bUDI rahyo che. tene A bodhiratna kema prApta thAya? - TUMkamAM kahIe te anAdi nigodamAMthI nIkaLavuM dularbha-temAMthI trapaNuM vadhu durlabha-temAM paMcendriya paryApti purI thavI durlabhasaMjJIpaNuM, dIrdha Ayu ane mAnavabhavanI prApti ati durlabha~te karatAM samyagu bodha maLavo durlabha. uttarottara A badhI vastunI durlabhatA samajI le. tema chatAM kadAca A badhuM ja maLI jAya te tuM parama durlabha badhine lAbha laI le. sauthI dulabha zuM? eka ja praznane ciMtava. kemake mArgAnusArI ane tenA pAtrIza guNo pragaTa thAya tyAre jIvane dharmamAge pAtratA ke yegyatA Avaze. pachI badhi-samyakatva mATe puruSArtha thaI zakaze. bodhi durlabha bhAvanAne ciMtavatA prazna uThe ke A badhi eTale zuM? e sahaja vAta che. 22
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________________ 338 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 0 bedhi-samyakatvanuM svarUpa : ariha to maha devo jAvajjIvaM susAhUNo guruNo jiNa paNNatta tattaM ia sammatta mae gahiya "arihaMta paramAtmA ja mArA deva-paMca mahAvratadhArI tyAgI tapasvI mArA guru-jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpeluM dharmatatva te ja mAre dharma"--e che samyakatvanuM svarUpa tameva sacca' niHsa ka ja jiNehi paveiya' te ja niHzaMka satya che je jinezvare prarUpeluM che tevI yathArtha zraddhA hovI. jo ke AvI zraddhA thavI ja mukela che. chatAM sAcI zraddhA thAya te zreNika ke sulasAnI jema TakAvavI muzkela. tethI he jIva-prApta zraddhAne TakAvI rAkhavA prayatna kare te ja A badhi dularbha bhAvanAnuM rahasya che. gIta suNa naTane kahyuM re, kSullaka citta vicAryuM re kuMvarAdika paNa samajiyAre bAdhi rayaNa saMbhAyuM re bhAInA drohathI pati rAjAnuM mRtyu thayuM eTale garbhavatI rANI bhAgI ane bIjA sthAne jaI dIkSA laI lIdhI. pAchaLathI guruNIne khabara paDatAM khUlAse karyo ke A sthitimAM dIkSA lIdhI che. gaMbhIra zrAvake pitAne tyAM khAnagI bhecarAmAM prasuti karAvI. janmela patra, mAtA-sAdavI ane gurunA saMsargamAM vairAgI banyo. bAra varSanI UMmare dIkSA lIdhI. nAnA hovAthI tene kSullaka [bALa] muni tarIke oLakhavA lAgyA. yuvAnImAM mehanA vikAre jAgyA. ghaNo prayAsa karyo paNa na dabAtA. mAtA sAdavIne vAta karI, mArAthI have cAritra paLAya tema nathI. mane saMsAramAM javA de. mAtA tene mAnavabhavanI durlabhatA ghaNI samajAve che. chatAM putra na mAnyuM tyAre mAtA sAdevIe kahyuM ke meM tamane janma Apya-pALe paLe te upakArane lIdhe bAra varSa rokAI jAo. kSullaka muni bAra varSa rokAyA. pharI mAtA sAdhavI pAse saMsAramAM javA rajA mAMgI. mAtAe guruNIne pUchavA kahyuM. guruNIe bAra varSa
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________________ 339 sauthI durlabha zuM ? mAMgyA. te kabula karI rahyA. pharI samaya puro thatA pAchA kSullaka muni gayA mAtA sAthvI pAse. have mane saMsAramAM javAnI anumatI Apo guNI kahe 36-36 varSa saMyamamAM gayA to paNa saMsAramAM javuM che? te have AcArya mahArAja kahe tema karo. - AcArya mahArAja kahe mArA kahevAthI bAra varSa rekAI jAo. pachI tamane zAtA upaje tema karo. pharI bAra varSa pasAra karyA. ema karatA kula 60 varSa gayA. pachI na mAnyA tyAre mAtA sAdhavIe pitAnA nAmanI vIMTI ane kAmaLI zrAvaka pAsethI apAvI kahyuM ke jAo kAkA pAse. tene oLakha Avajo eTale rAja bhAga Apaze. sughaka muni sAdhu veze ja kAkAnI rAjadhAnImAM pahoMcyAM tyAM naTa nedhAro deraDA upara nAcatA hatA. rAjA jevA beTho che paNa tenuM dhyAna naTaDI upara che. kyAre naTa paDe ane naTaDI jaDe teja vicAre che. traNa traNa vakhata bahAnA kADhI pharI khela karAvyo. paNa dAna ApatA nathI. cothI vakhata khela karavA kahyuM tyAre naTamAM hoMza nathI tema jANI naTaDI bolI. hamaNuM savAra thaI jaze pachI khela karavAnI jarUra ja nahIM rahe. te zA mATe bhaMga pADa. baheta gaI cheDI rahI mata kara raMgame bhaMga naTaDInI A eka paMkita sAMbhaLatA eka sAthe rAjA-divAnarAjakumAra-zeThANIe bujhI jatAM inAma pheMkayuM. e rIte kSullaka muni paNa bujhI jatAM vIMTIne InAmamAM daI dIkSAmAM pAchA AvI gayA. rAjakumArane thayuM rAjA buTUDhA thayA chatA rAjagAdI choDatAM nathI te mArAo pAse kATaluM kaDhAvuM ane rAja laI levuM paNa A paMktithI samajyo ke have rAjA keTaluM jIvaze te A gejhAruM kAma karavuM mATe yuvarAja mudrA InAma dIdhI-divAna ke je khAnagImAM dumana rAjA sAthe masalata karI caDhAI lAvavAnuM hatuM te bujhI gayo eTale teNe maMtrI mudrA pheMkI-zeThANIne bAra varSathI patine viraha thayuM hatuM tethI bIjA dhaNanA nirdhAramAM hatI teNe A vAkyathI bodha pAmI naTa sAme harAne hAra pheMkaye. kSullaka munie paNa vIMTI ane kAmaLI InAmamAM pheMkyA. thoDA mATe zuM saMsAramAM javuM. badhAMnA khulAsAthI rAjA paNa bodha pAmyo.
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________________ 340 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 aMte sulaka muninA upadezathI rajA-divAna zeThANIe cAritra ratana rUpI badhiratna aMgIkAra karyuM budhyatAM budhyatAM bodhirati durlabhA jaladhi jalapatita suraratna yuktyA . samyagArAdhyatAM svahitamiha sAdhyatAM bAdhyatA madhara gatirAtma zaktyAM he jIva! tuM bedha pAma bodha pAma. A badhiratna ghaNuM durlabha che. samudra jaLamAM paDeluM ciMtAmaNI ratna jema durlabha che. tema A badhiratna je eka vakhata hAryo te pharI maLavuM bahuM durlabha che. mATe bujha bujha! e bedhinuM samyaka prakAre ArAdhanA kara. tAruM hita sAdha ane svazakitae karI tArI durgati aTakAva. cakravatInuM bhojana eka vakhata maLe pachI tenA rAjyanA ekaeka ghera pharatAM pharI cakavartInA ghera bhajana mATe vAre Avo durlabha che. kAraNa ke tene 96 karoDa gAma hoya che. to ghara keTalA? chatAM devage kadAca cakravartInuM bhojana prApta thaI jAya paNa mAnava bhava pharI maLa durlabha che. evamati durla bhAtprApya durlabhatama bodhiratnaM sakala guNa nighAnaM / A prakAre durlabhamAM durlabha ane badhAM guNonA nidhAna rUpa evuM badhiratna prApta karI che cetana janma sArthaka karI le. AvA mahAna samyapha ratnanI prApti vinA samyaka cAritra nathI ane cAritra vinA mukti nathI mATe bedhi rananI AvazyakatA samajI badhi prApti mATe udyamavata raho, sauthI durlabha zuM? A praznanuM ciMtana karI bedhi durlabha bhAvanA bhAvatA vairAgya bhAvanA maya bane e zubhecchA !
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________________ (70) bhAvanA-dharma svAkhyAta -se sukathita dharmane yarimanneva pitA hitAya yatate bhrAtA ca mAtA sutaH sainyaM dainyamupaiti cApa capalaM yatrA phalaM daurbalaM tasminkaSTa dazA vipAka samaye dharmastu saMvarbhitaH sajjaH sajjana eSa sarvajagata strANAya baddhodyamaH 0 pitA mAtA bhAI putra Adi ApaNA hitane mATe udyama kare che, te dharmane laIne ja. 0 dhanuSyanA yoge capaLa thayeluM lazkara te paNa AvI dInatA ghare che. te dharmane laIne ja. 0 bhujA baLa jyAre nAza pAme che. evI kaSTa avarathAnA pariNAma kAle paNa dharma ja mitra samAna che. A rIte dharmarUpa sajajana AkhA jagatanA rakSaNArthe sajaja thaI udyama karI rahyo che. kemake adharmanA udayane laIne to mAtA-pitAputra-bhAI vagere vairInuM kAma kare che, mATe dharmanuM ArAdhana parama hitakara che. bAramI A dhama svAkhyAta eTale sukathita dhamanI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. sevo sukathita dharamane aho A jinezvara bhagavaMtoe keTalo suMdara ane anaMta kalyANa kArI dharma batAvyA che. he bhavyAtmA tuM mithyAdhamanA ISTa deva tarIke manAvela viSNu-mahAdeva vagerene bhajavAnA cheDI daIne aDhAra duSaNa rahita paramAtmAnI bhakti kara. guru gaNadhara mahArAjA tathA cAritra cuDAmaNa sAdhunI sevA kara. zrata dharma ane cAritra dharmanI ekAMta hitakaratA ane ati durlabhatAne vicAra kara. sevatA ehane kevalI para saMya tIna aNugAra re. gautama ziSya zivapura gayA bhAvatA devagurU sAra re. bhAvanA sarasa sura velaDI,
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________________ 342 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A dharma su--kathita bhAvanA keTalI camatkArika che ke gaNadhara bhagavAna zrI gautama svAmIjIe aSTApadanI yAtrAmAM mithyAtapa tapatAM 1503 tApaseAne jIvata kailAsanAtha vItarAga bhagava MtanA tathA temanA sapathanI oLakha karAvI tyAre e tApasAne camatkAra lAgyA. AhAhA! A dharma keTalA adbhuta ! keTalA pavitra A jainadhama ! keTalA nila A sukathita saMyama dharma ! e rIte bhAvanA bhAvatA te tApasA e sacama grahaNa karyo. kharekhara A dharma uttama che. addabhuta che tenA kahenArA, devAdhideva mahAvIra paramAtmA paNa kevA leAkeAttara ane alaukika che. temaja A guru gautama svAmI paNa kevA prabhAvazALI ane tejasvI che. e pramANa bhAvanA bhAvatA bhAvatA kevaLajJAna thayuM. tethI ApaNe paNa eTalu* yAda rAkhavuM ke-- sevo su-thita dhane prazna :- dharma svAkhyAta eTale zu? zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranA ceAthA ayayananA prathama sUtranI TIkAmAM pUjaya sumati sAdhujI jaNAve che. svAghyAnA tti vim ! (dharmAne) sArI rIte kahelA [su-kathita] kema kahyo ? saya manuSyAmRyAma parvatri kui bacArA rUti vAcAtA devamanuSya ane asurAnI padAmAM [bAra padAmAM] te sArI rIte kahevAyelA che. mATe sukathita, H * suSTu- sukSma parihArAsevanena prakarSeNa samyagAsevitA iti artha: * AkhyAtA - svayameva kevala lokena prakarSeNa viditA jinezvara paramAtmAe sumatayA--samyag prakAre AcarIne pAte ja kevalajJAnadarzIna vaDe joine kahelA che mATe tene dharma svAkhyAta sukathita dharma kahyo. khAramI bhAvanA bhAvatA eTalu' ja vicAro ke jinezvara bhagava'tane lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda ke jeNe ekAMte rUA dharma prarUpyA. A dharma paNa keve? A bhava ane parabhavamAM sukhadAyI. jo mane A su-kathita dha na maLyA hoya te hu* kayAM rakhaDatA heta ? kharekhara A su-kathita dhama thI ja mane dhi prApti thaze. A dharma prabhAve ja huM mAnuSatvauccakuLa-saddaguru vANI zravaNane pAmyA chuM. mATe he cetana ! tu N sudara jina kathita dharmonI nira'tara sevA kara.
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________________ sevo sukathita dharmane 643 seve mukathita dharmane hRdaya rUpI bagIcAmAM kalpavRkSanI velaDI samI A bhAvanAne ugADa. jyAre velaDI hadayamAM ugADI che tyAre e kSetra [khetara banyuM. khetarane zuddha karyA vinA velaDIne sAro ugama thato nathI. tethI hRdayamAMthI mithyAtva-kadAgraha-tIvra AMtara zatru-kAma kodhAdi zalyAne jIva! tuM haTAvI de. jema zuka parivrAjaka micchAmI saMnyAsI hato, eka hajAra zinA parivAravALo. vaLI mithyAdharma para bhAre pakSapAta ane kadAgraha vALo hato. chatAM ene bhakta sudarzana zeTha-thAvaraccA putra AcArya zrInA upadezathI custa samyaktva ane bAra vrata dhArI parama zrAvaka banelA. - zuka parivrAjaka kahe cAla tane koNe bhoLa, tenI sAthe huM vAda karuM. jo tema karatAM huM hArI jaIza te tene ziSya thaIza. zuka parivrAjake AcAryazrIne kahyuM ke tame snAna karatA nathI jyAre zauca pavitratA e te dharmano pALe che. jo tame tene ja na pALatA ho te tamArI pAse dharma zAne? AcAryazrI kahe, zuM lohIthI kharaDAyeluM kapaDuM lehIthI sApha thAya kharuM? hiMsAdi vaDe kharaDAyelo AtmA hiMsAthI pavitra thAya? kAcA pANInA TIpe TIpe asaMkhya jIve che. nAnAmAM A chAnI hiMsA thatAM AtmA pavitra thAya ke vadhu karmothI malina thAya? vAstavika ziauca snAna te anAsakti ke nirlobhatA che? zuka parivrAjakane A samagra carcAthI gharma svAkhyAta bhAvanA jAgI ke kharekhara vItarAga deve batAvela dharma addabhuta che. je teNe sArI rIte kahela dharmane na pAmyA hota te A jIvanI zuM daza thAta? teNe mithyAtva cheDI dIkSA lIdhI. svAkhyAta bhAvanAne baLe siddhagiri para anazana karI kevaLajJAna ane muktine pAmyA. mATe--se mukathita dharmane- A rIte mithyAtvane kadAgraha dUra karI svAkhyAta dharma bhAvane prabhAve zuka parivrAjake Atmahita sAdhyuM, tema he jIva! tuM paNa guruvacana suNI bhAvanAnuM siMcana karaje. kemake eka vakhata zAstra zravaNathI dharma bhAvanA ubhI thaze, paNa jagatamAM cAre tarapha chavAyelA
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________________ u44 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 mehanA vAtAvaraNanA tApamAM dharmabhAvanAnI velaDI sukAI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. vaLI jyAM pApamati thakI rAgadveSa poSaka ke bahirbhAvanA vicAre ubhA thAya. tathA kAMTALA jhADa samAna pApa saMge ke nimitte ubhA thAya tyAM dharmabhAvanA lepa thaI jAya che. sAmAnya bhASAmAM kahIe te jyAM vitarAganI vairAgyamaya vANIthI hajI dharmabhAvanA uddabhavI hoya tyAM vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM philma ke nevelane ga maLatA bhAvanA DhIlI paDI jAya che. siMha guphAvAsa muni vezyAne tyAM comAsu karavA gayA. te kaMI kAmavAsanAthI ke vezyAne bhogavavAnI buddhie nahotA gayA. tene mAtra sthUlabhadra muninI IrSyA hatI mATe gayelA. chatAM svarUpavAna vezyAnuM darzana mAtra tene mATe kAMTALA jhADa jevuM nimitta banI gayuM ane muni manathI bhAMgI paDyA. kAraNa? "bApa gharama" "AjJA e dharma" te su-kathita dharmanI vAtane lepa thayuM hatuM. AjJA vidheyAtmaka ane pratiSedhAtmaka bane rUpe hoI zake paNa ApaNe te AjJAne ulaTAvI dIdhI che. paDisiddhANaM karaNaM kiccANamakaraNe / jene pratiSedha karyo te karyuM ane je karavAnI AjJA karI che te na karyuM. "AjJA dharmanuM ArAdhana kalyANa mATe che ane virAdhanA bhava paraMparAne vadhAre che." te vAta ja bhUlAI gaI. siMha guphAvAsI muni vezyAsakta thayA, vicAryuM nahIM ke guru mahArAje manAI karI te samajIne ja karI hoya. sthUlabhadranuM satva che teTaluM tAruM nathI. siMha sAme bAtha bhIDavI sahelI che paNa siMhaNa jevI strI sAme TakavuM tAre muzkela che. mAtra nimitta maLatAM ja bheganI kumati jAgI gaI. e ja rIte eka vakhata munine avadhijJAna pragaTayuM. tyAre upagathI joyuM to devalokamAM bhalabhalAne dhrujAva Idra tenAthI rIsAcelI IndrANIne manAvato hate. A samaye jagata mehanA aMdhakAramAM DUbeluM che te vicArI udAsIna bhAva rAkhavAne badale tenA manamAM hasavuM AvyuM ane hAsyanA
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________________ sevo sukathita dharmane 345 bhAve su-kathita dharmabhAva ogALI nAkhe. avadhijJAna cAlyuM gayuM. mATe he cetana! dharmabhAvanAe caDyA pachI paNa tene barAbara jALavaje nahIM to kedha-mAna vagere kaSAye ane hAsya-rati vagere nekaSAye te bhAvane TakavA nahIM de. tethI niraMtara e su-kathita dhamane. jinezvara paramAtmAe daza prakArane dharma batAvyuM che. satya kSamA mArdava zauca saGga tyAgArjaba brahmavimukti yuktaH yaH saMyamaH kiM ca tapo'mUDha-zcAritra dho dazadhAya muktaH (1) satya dhama:- satya dhama asatyane aTakAvanAra che. mAnavIe satyanA AgrahI hovuM joIe, durAgrahI nahIM. yathArtha - hitakArI parimita bolavuM te satyadharma kahyo che. te mana-vacana-kAyAnA cAganI ekatA ane saraLatA vaDe karIne sAdhI zakAya. (2) kSamAdhama :- krodhane upana na thavA de athavA utpanna thayelA kopane niSphaLa banAvavo te kSamA. tene sahISNutA ke sahana zIlatA paNa kahI zakAya. kSamAdharmathI prema-prIti ane maitrIbhAva vadhe che. (3) mArdava dhama :- mRdutA keLavavI. mAnane tyAga kare athavA mAna kaSAya vaDe upanna thatAM jAtyAdi madano tyAga karavo. mRdupaNuM namratA lAve che. namo padanA svIkAra vinA tALanI bhajanA zakya ja nathI. bhakti mATenuM prAthamika lakSaNa namratA che. (4) Arjava dhama :- mAyAne tyAga-mAyA nAmanuM duSaNa e mahA kaSAya che. te AtmAnuM ahita kare che ane mAyA sva-paraghAtini che. RjutA ke saraLatAnA guNa vaDe mAyAne nAza thaI zake che. A cAre dharma (satya-kSamA-mAIva- ArjavanI) sAthe ja upamA ApIne paramakRpALu paramAtmA zrI vIra prabhunI stuti karatA zrImAnuM haribhadra sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe kevA suMdara zabda lakhyA. 0 saMsAra vAna ghATanI :- krodharUpI dAvAnalathI saLagatA saMsArane ThAravAmAM nIra samA kSamAsAgara), 0 mara vRDhi dALa ramIra - mAna kaSAyanA meharUpI dhULanA AvaraNane haravAmAM samIra-pavana samAna,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prasAda-2 * mAyA rasAhAraNa sArasIra :- mAyArUpI pRthvIne cIravAmAM prabhu haLa samAna che. 0 nArrama vIra ne sAra pautra girieTale parvata ke je zreSTha suvarNa nA banelA che tenA lAbhanA nAzathI dhIra-saMtASI. (5) mukti dharmI :- nibhitA--bAhya parigraha vize mUrchAno abhAva. lAbha je sa` pApanu muLa che tenA nivAraNa mATe mukti 346 dharma che. (6) zauca dhama :- pavitratA dha. AtmA para karaja lAgatAM apavitra bane che. melavALA AtmA jaLamAM snAna karavAthI kaI pavitra banatA nathI. kemake kaDavI tu baDI pANImAM game teTalI nahAya tA paNa DavI ja rahe che. prAyazcita ke pratikramaNa rUpI jaLa vaDe ja A malinatA dUra thAya che ane aMtaHkaraNanI pavitratA e ja zauca dhama che. (7) Arkicanya dhama :- sarva prakAranA parigrahanA tyAga ke mamatva buddhinA tyAga. AtmA pAte jJAnAdi guNNA vaDe pUrNa che. tene bAhya paudgalika padArthInI kAI ja AvazyakatA nathI. Akicana pazu. mUrchA mamatvane dUra pheMke che. svabhAva ramaNatAnuM nirmANa kare che. (8) tapa dhama :- IcchAnA nirAya te tapa. karma khapAvavA mATenA zreSTha dharma te tapa dharma che, sapanA niA tapa vaDe dharmanI nirjarA karI meAkSane prApta karI. (9) brahmacaya dhama :- viSaya vAsanAnA tyAga karI ne viSayaIndriya athavA sa indriyanA sarcama karavA. vizeSa rUpe brahmacarya nA aspaSTa karIe teA tra pati-je AtmAmAM ramaNa kare te. vAsanAne bhAgathI kadI tRpti maLatI nathI. jema jema tene tRpta karavA prayatna karI tema tema te vadhu prajvalIta bane che. mATe brahmacaryanu' pAlana kare. (10) sa'yama dhama :- zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI TIkAmAM pUjya AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA jaNAve che ke leAkeAttara dharmAMnA zruta dharma ane cAritra dharma evA be bheda kahyA che. jemAM cAtri dharmane ja sayama dhama kahyo che.
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________________ - - - - - - - .. . sevo sukathita dharmane 347 AtmA pitAnI vRttine zuddha karIne saMyama dharmamAM rahI zake che. arthAt ravabhAvamAM ramaNa karI zake tenuM nAma cAritra dharma. te hiMsA-asatya-cArI abrahma-paragraha vagere pApanA tyAga rUpe che. cAritra dharmanA paNa dezavirati ane sarvavirati dharma evA be bhAga paDe che. temAM sarvavirati eTale sAdhu dharma ane dezavirati eTale zrAvaka dharma. A rIte daza prakAre dharmane jinezvaroe prarUpela che te ApaNe paNa sau sevIe A akathita dhamane sukathita dharmanA prabhAvane varNavatA keTaluM majAnuM A kathAnaka che arjuna mALInuM, ke jene te dharmanA prabhAve kevaLajJAna uparyuM. ajuna mAlI je ghera pApI tehane prabhujI tame uddharyo je arjuna mALI mAtra mALI hate. tenI patnI sAthe cha cha puruSoe kAma kiDA karI ane baMdhAyelI hAlatamAM te jete hyo. tyAre tenI prArthanAthI yakSamUrtimAM rahelo yakSa arjunanA zarIramAM pravezI moTA mudagara vaDe sAtene mArI nAkhyA. pachI to nityakrama banI gaye arjunano. roje roja cha puruSa ane eka strI ema sAtanI hatyA karatAM cha mahinAmAM te hAhAkAra macI gayo, nagaranA rastAo badhAM zumazAna thaI gayA. te ja arjuna mALI sAme jayAre sudarzana Avyo ke je prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA-prabhunA darzanArthe jaI rahyo hate. arjunane leza. mAtra bhaya tenA hRdayamAM nathI. tene sAgArI anazana laI ubhelo joIne cakSa DaghAI gayo. tenA dharmazraddhAnA prabhAve cakSa bhAgI gaye. tyAre sudarzana, arjuna mAlIne laIne mahAvIra svAmIjI pAse pahoMcyA. prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA arjuna mALI atyaMta prabhAvIta thaI gayo. tene ciMtana zarU thayuM. aho ke A dharma. ahiMsAsaMcama-tapa thakI janamajanamanA gharathI ati ghera pApone nAza thaI jAya. e rIte dharma svAkhyAta bhAvanAmAM AgaLa vadhatA cAritra laI upasargo sahana karI kevaLajJAna pAmIne mekSe sIdhAvyA. mATe se su-kathita dharmane
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 dharmanI bIjI vyAkhyA karatA zAnta sudhArasamAM maheApAdhyAya zrI vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA pharamAve che 348 dAna' ca zIla' ca tapazca bhAtro dharma caturdhA jinabAMdhavena nirupito yo jagatAM hitAya sa monase me ramatA majasra jina khAMdhave eTale ke tIthaMkara paramAtmAe dAna zIla tapa bhAva e cAra bhede dharma jagatanA hitArthe upadezelA che. te dha niraMtara mArA hRdayamAM rahe| mane AnaMda Ape|. jagatabaMdhu tIthaMkare upadezela dharma niHzaMka kalyANakArI che. te dha vaDe ja Aja hu' A zAsanane pAmI pApathI virakta thavA prayatnazIla chuM. A dharma ja mane mukti apAvanAra che. A dharmAMja pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhI jIvAne mATe patha pradarzaka bananAra che, mATe A dharma niraMtara mArA hRdayamAM vAsa kare evI bhAvanA bhAvavI joI e. (1) dAna dharma :- anuprA svAtiovAnam anugraha buddhithI potAnuM svAmitva cheDI vastu bIjAne samarpita karavI te dAna. dAna jo ke pAMca prakAre kahyA che,tema chatAM mekSa buddhie supA- tradAna ane abhayadAna e ja kahyA che. tIrthakara paramAtmAne paNa gamayacALa evu... vizeSaNa lagADavAmAM Ave che. DhAna padamAM hrA kriyApadanA artha che "devu" devAnA svabhAva hevA mahatvanI vAta che. cAre prakAranA dharmomAM dAna eka evA dharma che. je denAra tathA lenAra anane lAbhadAyI che. (2) zIladhama :- zIla dharma jaina darzanamAM brahmacaryaMnA arthAMmAM ja vizeSa RDha banelA che. jo ke dharmaratna prakaraNAdimAM zIlanA sadAcAra artha paNa karAve che. . mAtra brahmacarya arthamAM paNa zIlanA a mahatvanA che. kAraNa ke vAsanA teA kabutara ane kutarAmAM paNa che. jo mAnavI tenAthI nipa na bane te pazu pakSImAM ane manuSyamAM ze! phera rahevAnA ? jagatamAM camatkAro zIlavAna satiee sajaryA che, vyabhicArI sIee nahI. suvarNanA miza khAMdhavA ke sonAmaheArAnA dAna devA karatAM paNa zIladhama ne zreSTha kahyo che.
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________________ sevA kathita dharmane 349 (3) tapadhasa :- A dhama te svayaM spaSTa che ja hatAM eTalu jarUra kahI zakAya ke te nirdoSa-niyANArahita ane kevaLa kanI nirjarAnA hetubhUta hAya tA ja te tapadhama kalyANakArI che. bAhya cha prakArane! tapa zarIrane tapAvavAmAM madadarUpa che. jyAre abhyaMtara cha bhede tapa AtmAne vizeSa prakAzIta kare che. khanenA samanyavathI ja mekSa pathanA pagathIyA caDAya che. (4) bhAvadhama :- AtmAnA avasAya athavA dhama dhArAnI pavitratA rAkhavA jevA bIjo eke dhama nathI. dAnazIla athavA tapa traNe bhAvapUrvaka hAya tA ja bhAva dhama che anyathA traNe dravva dharma ja raheze. pradezI rAjA nAstika hatA chatAM tenA maMtrIe kunehathI kezI gaNadhara sAthe mulAkAta karAvI te AtmA-paramAtmA-puNya-pApa-dhama vagerenI samaja thakI dharma svAkhyAta bhAvanAe rADhI zraddhA prApta karI zrAvaka banyA. jyAre viSayAMdha evI sUryakAntA rANIe jhera dIdhuM tyAre paNa pradezI rAjA zuM vicAre che ke hA A jinezvara bhagava ta kathita dharma kevA su Mdara ane ananya koTInA che. je mane prApta thayA te have rANI para zA mATe kApa karavA. vairAgya bhAvanAnA khaLe rAjA samAdhi macchu pAmIne sUryAbha devalAke devatA thayeA. trailokyaM sacarAcara vijayate yasya prasAdAdida yogAmutrahitAvahastanu bhRtAM sarvArtha siddhipradaH nArtha kadarthanA nijamaharu - sAmarthyato vyarthitA tasmai kAruNikAya dharmavibhave bhakti praNAmo'stu me " leka-A e dharmanA ja prasAda vaDe A sthAvara jaMgamamaya traNa sacarAcara vizva zeAlI rahyuM che. e dharma ja A lAka tathA paralokanA prANionuM hita kare che. e ja sava arthanI siddhi Ape che. jIvAnA sakA siddha kare che. e dhame ja pAtAnA teja baLe pAparUpa vianAno nAza karI nAkhyA che,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAdara AvA dayAvaMta dharmArUpa vibhune bhakti bhAve mArA namaskAra aa. tame paNa A dhanu' AvuM adbhuta mAhAtmaya samajIne khasa ATaluM ja sUtra yAda rAkhe. ke-- 350 sevau su-kathita dhamane upayAge paNa dharma kahyo, vyavahAra ane nizcaya rUpe paNa dharma hyo, nItirUpe paNa dharma kahyo. laukika ane leAkeAttara rUpe paNa dhama kahyo che. chatAM badhAM ja dharmanA bhedonA sAra tA ekaja jaNAvyA che ke A eka ja dharma su-kathita che. teja meAkSamAno pradarzaka che. te dharmAMnA prabhAve karIne ja duSamakALamAM pAMcamAM ArAnA aMte pUjya duppasaha sUrIzvarajI sudhI A zAsana avicchinna paNe cAlavAnu che, mATe sevo--su kathita dhane ApaNe paNa A zAsanane pAmIneja nija Atma guNa gaNanA bhaDArA khulaze. kharekhara A dhama svAkhyAta bhAvanA bhAvIne dharma khIjamAMthI vRkSa rUpe mane pariNamanAra thaze. huM dharma tuM sanAtana che--zAzvata che- badhAM zAstronA mAkhaNurUpa che; mekSa AvAsa mATenI nisaraNIrUpa che, AtmAnA guNA pragaTAvavA mATe ameAdha sAdhana che, mane tAru ja zaraNa thA--tArI ja kRpA thAo-tArAthI ja rakSaNa maLeA evA bhAvanA nitya bhAve. A rIte bhAvanA bhAvatA bhAvatA sarva jIvo dhama pAmeA dhama pAmeA dhama pAme,
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________________ (71) bhAvanA-maitrI -parahita ciMtA maitrI pareSAM hita citanaM yat bhavet pramodo guNapakSapAtaH kAruNya mArttA Ggi, rujAM jihIrSe-tyu pekSaNaM duSTa dhiyAmupekSA pArakAnuM bhaluM ciMtavavuM te maitrI bhAva. guNane pakSapAta rAgI paNuM te pramedabhAva, Arna--duHkhI dIna-rogI jInA duHkha dUra karavAnI IcchA te karuNA bhAvanA ane duSTa buddhivALA jIvonI upekSA tene mAdhyastha bhAvanA kahe che. - anityAdi bAra bhAvanAnI vicAraNe sAthe A cAra bhAvanAnI vicAraNA e paNa bhAvadharmanI AdhArazilA ja che. dharma dhyAnanI siddhi mATe A cAra bhAvanA khUbaja sahAyaka che. jema vRddhAvasthAmAM gharaDA zarIrane TakAvavA mATe rasAyaNe e uttama sAdhana che. tema dharma dhyAna karatA sAdhakane dhyAna dhArA tuTI na jAya te mATe maiyAdi cAra bhAvanA sahAyaka che. bRhata zAnti tetramAM paNa tenI suMdara prayoga che. (2) zivamastu sarva vAta - maitrIbhAva-sarva jIvonuM kalyANa thAo. (2) hara nittA mAnatu mUtaLA: ameda bhAvanA-sarvajI pArakAnA hitamAM rata thAo. (guNagrAhI bane) (3) roga prathAnu nAza - kAruNya bhAvanA-sarvanA doSe nAza pAme. (du:kha darda maTI jAo) (4) sarvatra sura mavatu To: - mAdhyastha bhAvanA-sarvatra leke sukhI thAo. 0 e rIte arihate mitrI bhAva dvArA arihaMta banyA che. 0 siddho sarvaguNanA bhaMDAra che mATe temanA guNe grahaNa karavA te pramoda bhAvanA.
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________________ 3pa2 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 0 sAdhu sarva jIvo pratye karUNAvALA che. 0 dharma buddhi ja upekSaNIya jIvo pratye mAdhyastha bhAvanA rAkhavAnuM zIkhave che. mATe ja arihaMtAdi cArane maMgalabhUta-lokottama ane zaraNa grAhA kahetAM cattAra maMgalamAdimAM sthAna ApyA che. AjanA parizIlanamAM ApaNe maitrI bhAvanA vicAravAnI che. maitrI bhAvanA : caitanya mahAprabhunuM saMsArI nAma nimAI hatuM. ghaNuM varSonA abhyAsa bAda taiyAra karela eka grantha temanA hAthamAM hatuM. granthamAM tenI prakhara vidvatA chatI thatI hatI. A grantha vaDe tene jagatamAM amara kIti maLe te bhavya graMtha hate. eka vakhata temanI sAthe temanA mitra raghunAtha paMDita hoDImAM musApharI karI rahyA hatA. raghunAtha paMDita paNa mahA vidvAna. nimAIe raghunAtha paMDitane grantha vAMcI saMbhaLAvavA mAMDaze. jema jema grantha vaMcAta game tema tema radhunAtha paMDitanI AMkho AMsu vaDe ubhAvA lAgI. gAla para azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. nimAInuM dhyAna acAnaka raghunAtha paMDita tarapha gayuM. manomana thayuM ke are mArA vidvAna mitranI AMkhamAM AMsu? grantha bAjue mu. tamane kema raDavuM AvI gayuM paMDitajI? raghunAtha paMDita kahe meM paNa varSonI mahenata karIne eka graMtha banAvyA che. mane hatuM ke te grathanI barobarI bIje kaI grantha karI zakaze nahIM. paraMtu have mane thAya che ke mArI A AzA kadApI phaLadAyI bananAra nathI. kAraNa ke tamArI A kRtinI pAse mArI nA to koI vizAtamAM nathI. tamArA grathanA jhaLahaLatA sUraja pAse mAre A nAnakaDe grantha eka nAnA dIpa ke TamaTamIyAM nI paNa garaja nahIM sAre. nimAI kahe are re! mArA eka granthanI racanA mAtrathI mArA mitrane ATaluM badhuM dukha. nimAIe eka pachI eka pAnuM phALIne nadInA pravAhamAM vahetu mayuM. raghunAtha paMDita te stabdha thaI gayA. re...re...re Apa A zuM karI rahyA cho?
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________________ parahita ciMtA nimAI kahe mAre mana mitratAnI kiMmata granthanI kiMmata karatA vizeSa che. mitranuM dila dubhAtuM hAya, tenuM ahita thatu. hAya tA AvA graMthanuM zuM kAma che? mATe tene pANImAM vahetA karI dIdhA. tyAre raghunAtha belI uThayA. Aja sudhI mitratAnA a huM pethImAM bhaNyA hatA, paNa maitrInI bhAvanAne sAkSAtkAra Aje karI 353 rahyo che. ane raghunAtha patinuM mastaka jhukI paDayu. vadita pitA maitrI A ukti sAka banI. paraMtu ahI... te maitrI saMbaMdha hatA ane viziSTa tyAga thakI maitrI bhAvane pragaTa karyA, jyAre jaina darzanamAM je maitrI bhAvanI vAtta che te sArvatrika che. paricita ke aparicita, sagA ke saMbaMdhi, are tamArI sAthe mitratA dAkhave ke duzmanI, paNa sarva jIvA pratye eka samAna maitrI bhAvanA siddhAMta ahIM rajU thayA che. zAnta sudhArasamAM vinayavijayajI mahArAjA jaNAve. sarve yamI ba'dhutayA'numRtA : sahasrazo'smin bhavatAbhavAcdhA jIvAstatA badhava eva sarve na ko'pi zatruriti pratIhi sarve pitRmrAtR pitRvyamAtR putrAMgajAtrI magInIsnupAtva jIvAH prapannA bahuzastradetat kuTumbameveti parerAna kazvit A sauMsAra samudramAM badhAM jIve hajAra veLa! 'dhupaNAne pAmyA che. te! e badhAM tArA bhAI e ja che. koI zatru nathI te khAtrI rAkha. sarva jIvA pitA-bhAI-pitrAI-mAtA-putra-putrI-srI-bahena putravadhU Adi rUpamAM aneka vakhata saba'dha karI cUMTayA che te e tAru kuTuMba ja che temAM keAI pArakuM nathI ema dhArI badhAM sAthe maitrIbhAva rAkha. A be leAkeA maitrI bhAvanA zA mATe bhAvavI joIe tenu kAraNa jaNAve che. anantA janmamAM anantA sabaMdhA ba MdhAyA bhAI bahena-mAtA-pitA vagere saMbadhAmAM A jIva anantI vAra AvyA che. have tAre kace| sabaMdha bAkI che. A sa``dhi tAru kuTumba ja che. khadhAM saMbadhAnA nATakA te khelI lIdhAM che. have tuM kAne zatru gaNIza ane kAne duzmana mAnIza ? 23
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________________ 354 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 he cetana! Aje tuM jene zatru gaNI rahyo che. te kayAreka tAro mitra hate kayAreka tAro bhAI paNa hatuM, kayAreka te tArA pitA ke putra saMbaMdhe paNa jamI cukyA che, have tenI sAthe ja verajhera rAkhIne zuM meLavavuM che tAre. zAnta cite tuM vicAra ke A jIvana mAMDamAMDa te 60-70 ke 80 varSanuM gaNAya che. ATalI nAnI jIMdagImAM vaLI verajhera rAkhIne zuM phAyado thavAne che tAre ? zuM laIne javuM che sAthe tAre ? tethI sarva prANane mitra mAnavAnI ja daSTi tuM keLava. zatru paNuM ke duzmanAvaTa ke vera-jheranA bhAvene manamAMthI phagAvI daIne he cetana! tuM have eka ja sUtrane pakaDI le pahata vittA-kautrI maitrI bhAvanI anivAryatAne svIkArIne adhyAtma kSetre paNa jaNAve che ke khAmemi savva jIve savve jIvA khamantu me mittime savva bhUesu vera majjha na keNai huM sarva jIvone khamAvuM chuM--se ja mane paNa khamAvo [eTale ke mArA aparAdhanI kSamA karo] mAre kaI sAthe vera bhAva nathI. sarva [jIvo] sAthe mAre maitrI che- vera e bhava paraMparA vadhAravAnuM sAdhana che. kamaTha ane marubhUti e bane to sagAbhAI hatA. tema chatAM daza-daza bhava sudhI veranI paraMparA cAlatI ja rahI. tenuM zuM pariNAma AvyuM? dazedaza bhava sudhI kamaTha mAranAra thayo. teNe muni hatyAviDaMbanAthI ghora pApa bAMdhI-ati bhAre karmo nikAcita karyA ane saMsAra vadhAryo, bhava bhramaNa vadhAryuM. sAme pakSe samatvanI sAdhanA karanArA evA marubhUtine AtmA pArzvanAtha, trevIsamAM tIrthakara banI mokSe pahoMcI gayA. 0 prathama bhava-kamaThe marubhUtine zIlA mArI ane tenuM mastaka chuMdI nAkhyuM ne marubhUtinuM mRtyu thayuM. 0 bIje bhava-marubhUtino jIva hAthI banyo ane kamaThane jIva sapa thayo. hAthIne sarSe mastakamAM jherI DaMkha mArI mArIne khatama karyo. 0 trIje bhava marubhUti devalokamAM gayA. 0 ceAthe bhava marubhUti vidyAdhara thayo che. kamaTha sarSa banyo che,
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________________ parahita ciMtA 355 vidyAghara munine jotAM ja veranI javALA saLagavA lAgI muninA zarIre DaMkha mArI, mArI nAkhyA. 0 pAMcamA bhave marubhUtine jIva devalokamAM. 0 chaThThA bhAvamAM marubhUti vAnAbha rAjA thayA ane kamaThane jIva kuraMga, bhIla . tyAre tINa jherI tIra vajAnAbhamuni ne mAryu. muni mRtyu pAmyA. 0 sAtame bhave marubhUti devalokamAM. 0 AThame bhave marubhUti kanaka bAhu cakavatI thayA. kamaThane jIva siMhatha. kanaka bAhu ne jotAM ja veranI paraMparA uchaLI AvI ne kanaka bAhane phALI khAdhAM. 0 navame bhave marubhUti devalokamAM 0 dazame marubhUtine jIva tIrthaMkara pArzvanAtha banyA. kamaThane jIva pharI kamaTha banyo. tyAre pharI veranI vALA saLagI, mRtyu pAmI, meghamAlI deva thaye ane pArzva prabhune ghera upasargo karyA. A te samatva bhAva dhAraNa karatA prabhune kevaLajJAna thayuM. teo mokSe sIdhAvyA ane kamaTha saMsAramAM bhamyo. agnizarmA-guNasena jevA be mitrane paNa veranI paraMparA keTalI baMdhAI haze ke chelle kharekharA maitrI bhAva vALA guNasena to navame bhave tarI gayA paNa agni zarmA DUbI gayA. 0 maitrI bhAvanA nA svarUpa - mA kArSAta ko'pi pApAni, mA ca bhUta ko'pi dukhita: mucyatAM jagadapyeSAM mati maitrI nigadyate maitrI bhAvanA bhAvavA mATe tenuM svarUpa jANavuM ati Avazyaka gaNAya. pati viratA mautrI e maitrI bhAvane vyakta karatuM suMdara sUtra che ja paNa A zleka maitrI bhAvane vyApaka svarUpe raju kare che. kaI jIva pApanA karo, kaI jIva duHkhI na thAo, AkhuM jagata pApa ane duHkhamAMthI mukta thAo [eTale ke mokSa pAme]. AvI matine maitrI kahe che. keTalI udAtta bhAvanA vyakata karI che. keTalo suMdara bhAva ane kevo vyApaka bhAva che "pArakAnA hitane ciMtavato saMsAranA
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________________ --- - - 356 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 e kendriyathI mAMDI pacendriya sudhInA jIvo AvI gayA. nAnA-moTA sarve jIvo pratye vyApaka rUpe maitrI bhAva pragaTa karyo che. kharekhara maitrI bhAvanA bhAvanAranuM haiyuM keTaluM badhuM kuNuM hoya tene A zloka dvArA citAra maLI jAya che. pArakA jI pratye aMtaramAM lAgaNI ane snehane samudra chalakato hoya tyAre koI jIvane duHkhI na jovAnI ATalI tIvra bhAvanA pragaTa thAya che. maitrI bhAvane saMbaMdha ApaNe mitra paNa sAthe paNa gaNAvI zakIe chIe. sarva jI paratve sAce premabhAva rAkhe te mitra ane AvI mitratAne bhAva te maitrI bhAva. badhAM sAthe putravartu-pitRvat ke pativat vyavahAra zakaya nathI paNa mitravat vyavahAra jagatanA tamAma jIvo sAthe zakya che. eka rAjA rAjyAbhiSeka thatA navA navA rAjA gAdIe beThA. teNe jAherAta karI ke huM sarva prajA pratye samadaSTi rAkhIza jene putra nathI tene putra thaIne rahIza, pitA nathI tene mATe pitA tarIke vartIza bhAI na hoya te huM bhAIpaNuM sAcavIza. chevaTe kaMI na hoya te tene mitra banIne rahIza. ATalI vAta pachI vidhavA samAja AvyA. kahe ke tame badhAMnA duHkha dUra karyA paNa amArA duHkhanuM zuM ? tame badhAne mATe badhAM bhAve rahevA taiyAra cho te amAre mATe kema na kahyuM pati bhAve rahIza? rAjA kahe evuM kadI belAtuM haze ! rAjA thayA eTale zuM keInuM satItva luMTAya? huM tamAre mitra banIne jarUra rahIza. tamArA hitanI ciMtA karIza, rakSA karIza. A rIte pahita cittAtrI ne Adarza badhA sAthe nIbhAvI zakAya paNa tamAma saMbaMdhe badhAM sAthe rAkhI zakAya nahI. ApaNe paNa jarUra che mitramAM dharma mitranI vije dharmaniro vidyA zrI ciraMtanAcAryajI paMcasUtramAM pharamAve che ke dharmamitra jarUra ho joIe. jema eka regI DokaTara ke vaidyane zraddhAthI seve, eka aMdha mANasa jema derI janArane seve, sevaka je rIte zeThane seve te rIte dharma mitrane avazya sevavA joIe. dhamamitra te che je ApaNA AtmAne hitaciMtaka hoya, AvA
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________________ parahita citA 3pa7 mitro paisA kharacIne na maLI zake te te svayaM je AtmAe mAge hoya te ja ApaNA mitra banI zake, ane evA mAgI AtmA sAdhu munirAja ja hoI zake, teo ja paramArtha bhAve tamArA hitanI ciMtA kare che. sAco mArga dekhADe che. jo ke arihaMta paramAtmA samAna paramecca mitra te kaI ja na banI zake, paraMtu sAdhanAnA mArgamAM sahAyaka evA sAdhu ja vartana mAna kAle mahAna upakArI che. te ja sAcA dharma mitra che ane hiMsA juTha-cerI-abrahma-parigraha vagere pApane mArge jatA aTakAvanAra sAdhujana ja che. kodha-mAna-mAyA-lAbhane mArge jatAM bacAvanAra paNa te che. tethI sAcA kalyANamitra sAdhu munirAja sivAya kaI hoI zake ja nahIM. tulasIdAsajI kahe che eka ghaDI AdhI ghaDI AdhI se bhI Adha tulasI saMgata sAdhukI hare kaTi aparAdha sAdhu saMtanI cheDI saMgata paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa kare che ane ghaNAM aparAdhamAMthI bacAve che. zrI gautama svAmInA upadeza thakI eka kheDUta pratibaMdha pAme. turaMta vairAgya maya banI teNe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. zrI vIra prabhunA darzanAthe cAlyA. tyAre kheDute prazna karyo ke ApaNe kyAM javAnuM che ? gauttama svAmI bA ApaNa paramakRpALu paramagurUne vaMdana karavA jaI rahyA chIe. kheDuta khuza thaI gayo. vAha! tamArA vaLI guru! kevA haze e ! mane mana abhAva vadhato gayo. jyAM samavasaraNa najIka AvyuM eTale pelA kheDuta muni bolyA, A tamArA guru ? je A tamArA guru mahArAja hoya te A tamAre odyo ane A tamArI muhapatti, mUkIne kheDuta te bhAkhyA. gautama svAmIne pArAvAra Azcarya thayuM. bhagavaMta kahe, sAMbhaLe gautama tripRSTha vAsudevanA mArA bhavamAM A jIva siMha tarIke pharato hato, tyAre meM enuM jaDabuM phADI cIrI nAkhelA tethI tene mArA para cheSa che. ane te mArA sArathI tarIke tene AzvAsana ApeluM tethI tArA upara prIti che.
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________________ 358 abhinava upadeza prAsAdakAraNa [pAhata vittA maitrI ] te tene hitanI ciMtA karI sAMtvana ApeluM hatuM. e kheDuta bhale bhAgI gaye. paNa samyakatva pAmIne game che. kAraNa ke sArI sebatathI jIvane kaMIne kaMI lAbha thAya che. maitrI bhAvanAnI vizALatAne lakSamAM rAkhIne zAMta sudhArasamAM vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA jaNAve che ke ekendriyAdyA api hata jIvA pa'cendriyatatvAdyadhi gatya samyam bAdhi samArAdhya kadA lamate bhUyo bhava bhrAMti bhiyAM virAma he jIva!" ekendriya vagere che paNa pacendriya paNuM pAmI samyaga darzana AdhI koI veLA bhava bhaTakaNa rUpa bhayane aMta karaze, mokSa pAmaze." evuM vicArI teonI sAthe maitrI Adara. je jIva pRthvIkAya,-apakAya-teukAya vAyukAya-ke vanaspatikAyamAM rahelo che. te bhavabhramaNamAM kayAreka to beindriya-teInidraya-causindriyamAM bhaTakate bhaTakate ArAdhanAnuM baLe paMcendriyapaNAne pAmaze ane temAM je bhavi jIva haze. te bhavane paNa aMta karavAvALe thavAnuM ja che. mATe tene pratye paNa maitrI bhAva keLava. kAraNa ke AmAM kaye jIva kayAre dhamamitra banI hAtha jhAlaze ane bhava kuvAmAMthI tAranAra thaze te kahI zakAya nahIM. - jagalamAM beThelAM bALaka enDrokalIse siMhanI karuNa garjanA sAMbhaLI tenI pAse jaIne joyuM to tene paga UMco hato. pagamAM meTe kAMTA bharAI gayA hatA. temAM lohInI dhArA vahI rahI hatI. enDrokalIsa joI rahyo. siMhanA pagamAM rakta dhArA ane AMkhamAM azrudhArA. AvA duHkhamAM paDelA siMha pratye maitrI bhAva pragaTo. pAdita vittA-maitrI bALake hiMmata karI najIka jaI pitAnA dAMta vaDe puru jora lagAvI kaTo kheMcI kADhayo. lehInI dhArA aTakAvavA mATe kapaDuM phADIne pATe bAMdhyuM. pachI baMne potapotAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. yegAnuyega A bALaka eka vakhata gulAma tarIke pakaDAyo. tene jAheramAM daMDa ApavA mATe siMhane jaMgalamAMthI pakaDI lAvyA. traNa
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________________ parahita citA 359 divasanA bhukhyA siMhane pAMjarAmAM rAkhyA. temAM enDrAjhilasane dhakelavAmAM AvyA. leAkeAnI cIsA phATI gaI. are! hamaNAM A bALakane siMhu phADI khAze. paNa A zuM? saunA Azcarya vacce si Mhe enDrokilasanA paga cATavAnuM zarU karyu, pachI tenA paga upara mAthu namAvI naciMta thaIne paDathI hatA. kAraNa ke te e ja siMha hatA jenA pratye te bALake maitrIbhAva keLavelA hatA. tame paNa hRdayamAM bhAva keLavA- maitrI bhAvanuM pavitra jharaNu -muja haiyAmAM vahyA kare zubha thAo A sakaLa vizvanuM evI bhAvanA nitya rahe mahApAdhyAya vinaya vijayajI paNa jaNAve che ke vinaya vicitaya mitratAM trijagati janatAsu karma vicitra tathA gatiM vividhAM gamitAsu huM vinaya ! A traNa jagatanA jIvA prati mitratA ciMtava [mitratA ciMtava] e badhAM javA karmAMnI vicitra ane vividha gatitAne laine vividha gati pAmelA che. sa'thArA pArisImAM paNa sare nIvA jamavA gAthAmAM A ja bhAveza pradarzita karyA che. badhAM vA 4 vaza cauda rAjaleAkamAM bhamI rahyA che. he cetana ! tuM ema ja ciMtava ke e badhAM tArA mitrA che. "dhu che. paNa koI zatru nathI. tema vicArI kSamApanA karavApUrvaka sa jIvA prati maitrI keLava. yA rAga doSAdirujo janAnAM, zAmyatu vAkkAya mano duhastA sarvepyudAsI narasaM rasaMtu, sarvatra sarve sukhino bhavaMtu huM cetana ! tu N maitrI bhAvanA bhAva ke " mana-vacana-kAyAne droha karanArA evA je rAga dveSa rUpa, rAga prANIone che, "te zAMta thAo. badhAM prANIo udAsIna bhAvamAM piraNAma pAmeA ane sarva sthaLe sa jIvA sukhI thAo. A zlAkamAM maitrI bhAvanI carama simA rajU karavAmAM AvI che mAtra pati cintA maitrI ema nahI paNa eTalI hade maitrI bhAvanAne
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________________ 10 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 keLavo ke jethI phiyamaraMtu sarva jJAti: ane heMDapi satu suvinA e bhAve mUrta bane. tethI ja lakhyuM ke jagatamAM sarva prANIone reganuM mULa zuM? mana-vacana-kAyAne garUpa banAvavAne badale daMDa rUpa banAvanArA rAga-dveSa, "A ja roga che ane te ja zAMta thaI jAo" tevI prArthanA karavI. kAraNa ke pAdita vittA maitrI kahyuM. te vAta satya ja che. paraMtu prANIonuM moTAmAM moTuM hita kayuM? bhavarogane nAza thAya te prayatna kare ane karAve te. je prANIomAM udAsIna bhAva Avaze to tenA rAgadveSanI pariNatImAM samabhAva keLavAze, je samabhAva keLavAze te ja sarvatra sarve loke sukhI thaze, jo badhAM lo ke [jIvo] sukhI thaze te mA 2 joDava TuvataH jagatane koIpaNa jIve duHkhI na thAo te bhAvanA saphaLa banaze-mUrtimaMta banaze. te niHzaMka satya che. vasudhA Tu samagra vizvane kuTuMba mAnavAnI vAta balavI sahelI che, paNa te AcaravI sahelI nathI. tene zakaya banAvavAne eka mAtra upAya che maitrI bhAvanA. maitrI bhAvanAnuM hArda khUbaja vizALa che, te udAra paNa che vyApaka che. je jagatanA sarva jI pratye maMtrI keLavAze te ja vasu daivakuTumbakamanI bhAvanA paripUrNa banaze. mitrIno artha hArdika mitratA tarIke vyavahAramAM ghaTAvavAne che mi kriyApada [ dhAtu] ne artha ja [trimA da] sneha arthamAM che. ane mita rUta mitra je sneha kare te mitra. sarva jIvo pratyeno hArdika sneha joIe. "sarva pratye sarakhA kalyANanI-hitacintAnI-badhAMnA sukhanI bhAvanA rAkhavI," te che maitrI bhAvanA. vizvazAMti paNa maitrI bhAvathI ja Avaze. basa pakaDI lo eka sUtra pahaMta nittA maitrI ane maitrI bhAvane sarvathA sau sukhI thAo Adarza saphaLa banAve.
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________________ (72) bhAvanA-prada -guNane anurAga apAstA zeSa doSANAM vastu tatvAva leokinAm guNeSu pakSapAto yaH sa pramoda prakIrtitaH "hiMsA-juTha-cerI vagere sarva prakAranA pApa dene jeNe sava thA tyAga karI dIdhuM hoya, nAza karyo hoya. jenAmAM keIpaNa prakAranA pApa do ke durguNanI saMbhAvanA nathI evA varatu tavanA jJAtA vItarAga sarvajJAdi sarvaguNI bhagavaMta pratye je guNemAM pakSapAta zakhave eTale ke te te guNavAna puruSanA guNo pratye je sadabhAva rAkhave tenI stuti anumodanA vagere karavA tene pramoda bhAvanA kahevAya che." A pramANe yegazAstramAM kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta zrImadda hemacaMdrAcAryajI jaNAve che. TuMkamAM pramoda eTale guNano anurAga prameha bhAvanAmAM guNAnurAgane pAyAmAM mu paNa kene guNAnurAga karavAne? guNa to ApaNAmAM paNa che ane anyamAM paNa che. te zuM huM ke tame mAtra potapotAnA guNono ja AnaMda vyakta karatA pharIzuM? ke pachI bIjI vyaktinA guNo para paNa AnaMdanI lAgaNI abhivyakta karI zakIzuM ? AvA praznonA uttara rUpe ja zrI hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjA TLapu pakSapAta: zabda vAparyo che. eka vAta to haMmezA spaSTa ja che ke guNa-guNa ja raheze ane deSa deSa ja raheze. pachI te guNa tamArAmAM hoya ke bIjI vyaktimAM heya. guNa keIpaNa sthAnamAM hoya ke vyaktimAM paNa te pUjya ja che, AdaraNIya che, svIkAraNIya che. temAM kaI zaMkA nathI. guNa tamArAmAM hoya tene ja sArA mAne ane bIjAmAM hoya te tenI prazaMsA paNa na kare tene guNano anurAga na kahevAya. jemake
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________________ abhinava upadeza prasAdatamAre tyAM svapnanI bolI pAMca lAkha rUpiyA thaI te tamArAmAM deva dravya vRddhinI bhAvanA guNa haze ja. paraMtu bIjA sthAnamAM kadAca svapnanI belI traNa lAkha rUpiyA thAya te paNa tenI anumodanA thavI ja joIe. tyAM tamArA mukhamAMthI "e to badhuM ThIka che" evA ja uddagAra nIkaLatA hoya te tyAM guNAnurAga na kahevAya paNa IrSyA kahevAya. temAM leza mAtra prameda bhAvanA che ja nahIM. paramahaMtu kumArapALa bhUpALane koI eka munimAM kaMI deSa najare paDaye. chatAM jANatA paNa kema na hoya te rIte munine vaMdanA karI sAme cAlI tenI sukhazAtA pUchI cAlyA gayA. tyAre muni atyaMta lobha pAmyA. are ! kharekhara gajaba kahevAya? A rAjAne keTale badho dharma pariName che te ja vicAravA jevuM che. mArA jevA zithila saMyamIne deSayukta jevA chatAM paNa guNanA anurAga vaDe karIne teNe vaMdana karyuM, kharekhara temanI A kevI udAratA ! . muni mahAmAe nirdhAra karyo ke have mAre saMyamamAM sthira thavuM. tenA AcAra pAlanamAM custatA ke daDhatA AvI. jyAre bIjI vakhata kumArapALa vaMdanAthe AvyA tyAre kSamAbhAva vyakta karyo. te samaye paNa kumArapALa rAjAnA mukha para abhimAna ke ahaMkArane bhAva Avyo nahIM. muni mahAtmA paNa pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhI gayA. kene AbhArI A muninI adhyAtma yAtrA? guNagrAhI buddhine - guNanurAgI pramoda bhAvanAne guNAnurAga kulakamAM jaNAve che- nA guNIguNIna' vetti guNI guNISu matsarI guNI ca guga rAgI ca viralaH saralo janaH je guNa vagarane che te guNI puruSane jANa nathI. je guNavAna che te bIjA guNI puruSanI adekhAI karanAra hoya che paNa pote guNI hoya ane guNAnurAgI paNa hoya te saraLa mANasa te keI virala ja hoya che. jaina dharma guNavAcI che. guNavAcI ane vyaktivAcI baMne daSTie dharmonuM astitva che. jyAM vyakitane ja pradhAna mAnI dharmanI
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________________ mArA mIna guNane anurAga 363 vAta hoya tene vyaktivAcI gaNAya ane guNanI pradhAnatA ke sarvoparitA vicAratI hoya te guNavAcI dharma kahevAya. ApaNe tyAM sarva prasiddha maMtra navakAra maMtra che temAM kyAMya covIza tIrthakaranA nAma nathI. nathI koI AcArya upAdhyAya ke sAdhu mahAtmAnuM nAma. AvA nAme karI bhutakALamAM hatA nahIM ane bhavidhyamAM paNa haze nahIM. are A guNavAcI dharmane samajyA vinAnA vartamAnakAlIna mahAmAo vyaktigata AcAryonI mALA gaNAve che te paNa bhAva dayAne pAtra che. dharmane samajyA ja nathI. kAraNa ke namo arihatANuM Adi pade ja sUcave che ke arihaMtamAM bhUta vartamAna-bhAvinA anaMtA tIrthakarane namaskAra, name siddhANuM eTale anaMtA siddhone namaskAra, name AyariyANaMmAM anaMtA AcAryone namaskAra, paNa kyAMya kaI padamAM nAma pADIne koI AcAryane namaskAra lakhyo nathI. vaLI guNanI daSTie mUlavatA kahI zakAya ke arihaMta koNa? jemaNe rAga dveSa kAma kodhAdi aMtaraMga zatruone jItyA che te. ATha mahAprAtI hArya pUjAne ja gya che te. AvA AvA guNavAcI arihata. mAtra mahAvIra nAmavAcI hovAthI ApaNe keInI pUjA karatA nathI. je mahAvIrane pUjIe chIe te paNa tenA guNavAcI paNAne kAraNe-arihaMta paNAne lIdhe ja. guNe prApta karavAnuM lakSa ja guNa sAdhanA che. dhanyAste vItarAgAH kSapaka patha gati kSIga ko parAgA strailokaye gadhanAgAH sahaja samudita jJAna jAgradvirAgAH adhyArUhyAtma zuddhayA sakala zazIkalA nimala dhyAna dhArA mAhAnmukateH prapannAH kRta sukRta zato-gAjitAha tya lakSmI guNane pakSapAta e ja pramada bhAvanA. guNanA anurAgI ne tevA guNo dekhI ke prakRSTa AnaMda thAya? te darzAvavA paramaguNI evA vItarAga devanI stuti kare che. aho dhanya che te vItarAga paramAtmA-je kSapakazreNI para caDhI, [kamalane joI nAkhyAM che athavA to] kamarajane kSINa karI che. jeo traNa lokane vize hastI samAna che, jeone sahaja udaya pAmelA
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 jJAnane laIne vairAgya jAgyo che. jeo Ama zuddhi vaDe saMpUrNa caMdrakalA jevI ta nirmala dhyAnadhArAe caDayA che ane seMkaDo gaNuM puNya kame karI ahata bhagavAnane yogya lakSamI prApta karI mukitane pAmyA che. kharekhara AvA vitarAga paramAtmAne dhanya che. jema mabhUti ane kamaTha baMne sagAbhAIo hatA paNa marubhUti kSamAM ane samatAdi aneka guNanA sAdhaka hatA pariNAme kSamAguNane dhAraNa karI samatAguNamAM lIna banI daza bhavamAM guNa sopAne caDhIne aneka guNo vikasAvyA, jayAre kamaTha e karmaTha ja ba. kaSAya ane vairAgnimAM DUbelA hajI saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che. jyAre marubhUti dazame bhave pArzvanAtha banI mekSe sIdhAvyA. kAraNa guNa prakarSa. mATe ja stuti karatAM kahyuM ke AvA vItarAga paramAtmAne dhanya che. jIva paNa A guNotkarSa jeI harSAyamAna thaI anaMtI nirbhara kare che. uttama guNANurAo nivasai hiyaya mi jassa purisarasa Atitthayara payAo, na dullahA tassa riddhimA guNAnurAga kulakamAM jina harSagaNijI jaNAve ke jenA hRdayamAM mahApuruSa pratye guNAnurAga hoya te bhAgyazALIne tIrthakara padavI sudhInI siddhi prApta thavI durlabha nathI. kharekhara tIrthakara banavA paNa prathama guNano anurAga jarUrI che. guNAnurAga te ja prameDha bhAvanA che. je uttama puruSane joIne hRdayamAM guNAnurAga pragaTe te samajavuM ke ApaNAmAM pramoda bhAvanA pariNamI che. te dhannA te punnA tesu paNAbhA havijja mahanicca jesi guNANurAo akittimA hAi appavarayama pramAda bhAvanA bhAva AmA kevI bhASA uccAre tene atre jaNAvatAM lakhyuM che ke kharekhara teo dhanya che, teo puNyazALI che temane ja mArA satata namaskAra thAo. "jemanAmAM guNAnurAga paDelo che." jemanAmAM bIjAnA guNe pratyene rAga-ahumAna che, temanA guNo pratye ApaNane
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________________ guNane anurAga 365 Adara hovo joIe kemake guNInA guNa pratye Adara dharAvanAra vyakita -temanA guNothI pramudita thanAra vyakita paNa prazaMsanIya che. vi vaduLA maLauT' vivA tavega vidhavA rALa ikaka guNANurAya sikkhaha sukravANa kulabhavaNa are bahu bhaNavAthI, bahu tapa karavAthI ke dAna ApavAthI paNa zuM? je kaI guNa ja na vikasyo hoya to te dAna tapAdi paNa nirarthaka che. dAnathI dayA guNa vikase, tapathI IrachA nidhi tathA bhaNavAthI namratA RjutA ke bhava bhirutA vikase te te sArthaka che. sAmAnya bhASAmAM kahIe to guNanA anurAga vinA dAna-tapa ke adhyayanAdi seve nirarthaka bananAra che. zrI kRSNa eka vakhata yAdava mitro sAthe jaI rahyA hatA. rastAmAM eka tarapha kacarAne Dhaga paDelo hato. temAM eka kutara male paDa hatA. tenA zarIramAMthI mAthuM phATI jAya tevI asahya vAsa AvI rahI hatI-prasarI rahI hatI vAtAvaraNamAM. yAdava mitro te meDhAM ADuM kapaDuM rAkhIne jANe nAsabhAga karatAM hoya tevI rIte jhaDapathI cAlavA mAMDayA. paNa kRSNa mahArAjA zAMtithI pasAra thaI gayA. manomana ciMtavatA hatA ke vAha vAha A kutarAnA dAMtanI paMktio keTalI suMdara che? vAha-keTalI ujajavala ane ta. kharekhara mAnavIe paNa jIvanamAM AvI ujajavaLatA prApta karavI joIe. A thaye guNAnurAga, guNe te suvarNa jevA caLakatA che. guNo kayAMya abhaDAtA nathI. cAMDAla ke zudra paNa guNavAna banIne vizvavaMdya banI zake che. AvA kutarA jevAne mRtakamAMthI paNa tenA dAMtanI suMdaratAne ja grahaNa karanAra zrI kRSNanuM guNAnurAgI paNuM keTaluM ? naivi carasi tavaM viulaM paDhasi suyaM karisi viviha kaTThAi na dharasi guNANurAyaM paresu tA niSkalaM sayalaM kharekha nirmala tapa karavA chatAM, cAritra pALavA chatAM, zAstra vagere bhaNavA chatAM ke aneka kaSTa sahana karavA chatAM paNa je pramoda
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bhAvanArUpa guNe pratyene saheja paNa anurAga-na hoya te te sarve niSphaLa samajavA-pArakA nA guNe pratyeno anurAga ja ArAdhanAne saphaLa ane sArthaka banAve che. nija sukRtApta vareSu pareSu, parihara duraM matsara dopaM vinaya vibhAvaya guNa paritoSa jeo pitAnA sukRtyathI Apta puruSanI paMktimAM birAje che. athavA potAnA sukRtyathI vara pAmyA che. tevA anya mahAbhAgI puruSa pratyene matsara-IrSyA doSa dUra kara. teonA guNane rAgI thA-teonA guNathI AnaMda pAma. | mAmA paramAnaMda eka sAcA samAja sudhAraka thaI gayA. temanI pratiSThA mAtra muMbaI zahera pUratI ja simita na rahetA cheka gujarAta rAjya nA sImADAone AMbI gaI hatI. teoe potAnI AkhI jaMdagI janasevA pAchaLa kharacI nAkhI hatI. AvA mAmA paramAnaMda jyAre vRddha thayAM tyAre gaMbhIra mAMdagIne bhega banyA. dhanane gauNa karI janasevAmAM ja pitAnA jIvanane pUrNa karanAra A samAja sevaka pAse eka paise paNa bacata rahI hoya te saMbhava nathI. temanI Arthika sthiti ati kaMgALa hatI. chatAM teno temane jarA paNa vasavaso na hate. mahArAjA sayAjIrAvane kAne A vAta pahoMcI. sayAjIrAva eTale kalAkAranA sevaka, samAja sevakanI kadara karavAvALA. temane thayuM ke mAmA paramAnaMda jevA samAja sevakane mAre madada karavI ja rahI. teNe penzana bAMdhI ApyuM. pahelA haptAnI rakama mekalI ApI. mAmA paramAnaMde te rakama mAnabhera mahArAjA sayAjIrAvane parata mokalI ApIne lakhyuM ke ApanI bhalI lAgaNIne khUba khUba AbhAra. hajI mAre penzana levuM paDe teTalI hade mArI Arthika sthiti bagaDI nathI. A varSAsananI rakama huM svIkArI zakatA nathI te mane Apa mApha karaze. mArI A sAthe eka vinaMtI che ke mArA karatA vadhu samAja sevA karanAra tibA phUle che, teo hAla pakSaghAtathI pIDAI rahyA che. teo mahArASTranA mahAna meTA samAja sevaka che. jo ke mAre ane
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________________ guNanA anurAga 36ly teo emane thADAM matabhedo jarUra che paNa te vize eTalu hu jarUra kahIza ke teo ucca keTinA cAritravAn puruSa che, sAcA samAja sevaka che, mArA karatAM tene paisAnI vizeSa jarUra che. teA mArI badale temane varSAsana bAMdhI ApavA maherabAnI karaze. Ane kahevAya guNunA anurAga, matabheda chatAM paNa IrSyA nathI. ApaNe sau paNa AvI pramAda bhAvanA keLavI kayAre maneceAgane keLavIzuM te ciMtana ane prayAsa karavA joIe. pramAdya bhAvanA bhAvatA keAnA guNAnurAganuM anumaiAdana karaze te vize pa`ca sUtrakAra pUjya cira tanAcAryajI guNu khIjAdhAna sUtramAM pharamAve che ke arihaMtAdi paMca parameSThi tathA zrAvakanA sarve sukRtAdi sadguNI pratye guNanA anumAdananA bhAva vyakta karaveza. temAM jaNAve che ke savigna virakta evA AtmA, thAzakti "sa" zubhakRtyanI anumeAdanA karu chu" evA bhAva hRdayamAM dhAraNa kare. 0 sa ariha MteAnA zubhAnuSThAnanI anumAdanA karuM chuM. 0 sa` siddha bhagavaMtAnA siddha yuddha muktAdi bhAvonI anumAdanA karuM chuM. 0 e ja rIte guNeAnA bhaMDAra samA AcArya bhagavaMteAnA paMcAcAra guNanI hu' anumeAdanA karu... chuM. 0 sUtra atha pradhAna pravRttimAM ratta evA ayana-adhyApana rucivALA vAcaka va evA upAdhyAya bhagavaMteAnA guNeAnI huM anumAdanA karu chuM. 0 sAdhu kriyA eTale zubha kriyA karanArA sAdhaka evA sAdhu bhagavaMtanA guNanI huM anumAdanA karu chuM...[eTalu` ja nahIM paNa...] mAkSamAnA sAdhanabhRta dhama pAmelA dharma ArAdhatA evA zrAvaka vanA guNeAnI huM anumAdanA karu chuM. devagati eTale svargAnA devatAe tathA jagatamAM guNNAnA mULabhUta AdhAra evA savajInA te te guNeAnI hu' anumeAdanA karuM chu. je kharekhara mumukSu che. kalyANa bhAvavALA che. te deve te sarva jIvA tathA mAkSa mArganA sAdhanabhuta te yAgAnI huM anumeAdanA karuM chuM.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 A rIte samyapha vidhi pUrvaka-zuddha Azaya pUrvaka-nirmaLa bhAva pUrvaka-samyakrakriyAnI svIkRti pUrvaka-samyapha niraticAra pAlanA pUrvaka nirdoSa bhAvathI sarvenA sukRtanI zubha guNonI anamedanA karuM chuM. teSAM karmakSayotthai ratanu guNagaNa nirmalAtma svabhAvai yaM gAyaM punImaH stavana pariNatairaSTa varNAspadAni vItarAga devane karmanA kSayathI utpanna thayelA aneka guNe dvArA ane temanI stuti karavAmAM paryavasAna pAmelA teozrInA nirmala AtamasvabhAva dvArA vAraMvA gAna karI karIne ame AThe uccAra sthAnone pavitra karIe chIe-- je dRSTi prabhu darizana kare te dRSTine paNa dhanya che je jIbha navarane stave te jIbhane paNa dhanya che pIe mudA vANu sudhI te kaNane paNa dhanya che tuja nAma maMtra vizad dhare te hRdayane paNa dhanya che pramoda bhAvanA bhAvatA kayAM sudhI lakhI dIdhuM. te daSTi-te jIbha-te karNa yugalane dhanya che-je paramAtmAnA darzana-stavanA ke vANIrUpa amRtane pIe che. chelle je tAro nAma maMtra dhAraNa kare tene paNa dhanya che. caMdana zItalatAno guNa dharAve che, jyAre dezamAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zItalanAtha bhagavAnanA nAmamAM zItala zabda che. bannemAM nAma caDe ke guNa ? A praznano uttara mahopAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA ApatAM pharamAve che ke- zItalatA guNa heDa karata tuma caMdanakAra bicArA nAme hI tuma tApa harata hai vAMku ghasata ghasArA ho jinajI he prabhu! ApanA nAma zItalanAtha ne camatkAra keTalA che? tene yAda karatAM ja kaSAya viSayanI Aga ThaMDI thaI jAya che. zItala zAMtI banI jAya che. jyAre sukhaDa-caMdanane te pahelAM khUba ghasavuM paDe pachI vilepana thAya tyAre zItalatA Ave ane te paNa tananI,
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________________ guNane anurAga jyAre he bhagavaMta ApanuM nAma smaraNa mAtra zItalatA Ape che. caMdananI zI tAkAta che ke ApanA zItalatAnA guNa viSaye ApanI, spardhA karI zakavAne? kharekhara he tIrthaMkara paramAtmA Apane dhanya che. e-ja-rIte parvatanI gahana guphAmAM-ketaramAM rahI dhyAnamAM ekAgra, samatAvaMta, pAdina ke mAsanA upavAsI nigraMtha, rAga dveSanI granthI chedAI gaI che tevA mahApuruSone paNa dhanya che. temaja jJAnavaMta mahApuruSe jenI buddhi zrutajJAne karI vistAra pAmI che, jeo dharmane upadeza karI rahyA che-je zAMta che dAMta che, jitendriya che ane jIvane vize jiNavarendra nA pavitra zAstrane prakAzita kare che te dhanya che. ' saMbhAjI, zivAjInA putra hatA. paNa pitA jevA zaurya ane kunehanA abhAve mogala samrATe mAThA rAjya para vizALa senA laIne hamale karyo ane eka killAmAMthI saMbhAjIne pakaDI lIdhA. dilhI laI jaI auraMgajhebe samakSa rAja darabAramAM khaDo karavAmAM AvyA. aura. gajheba kahe tene thoDAM divasa to kArAvAsanA kaSTonA anubhava karavA de. saMbhAjIne kArAvAsamAM pUravAmAM AvyA. teNe kaSTa sahana karyA. thoDAM divase auraMgajhebe tene potAnA samakSa lAvI aMtIma pheMsalo karavA kahyuM. je tuM IslAma dharmane svIkAra kare te huM tane mukta karavA taiyAra chuM. saMbhAjI kahe, ane na svIkAruM te? auraMgajhebe kahyuM to mRtyu sivAya koI vikalpa nathI. saMbhAjI e vIrapuruSanI bhASAmAM teno pratyuttara vALya. bIjAnA dharmanA svIkAra karavA karatAM potAnA dharmamAM mRtyune huM vadhu pasaMda karIza. tyAM ja saMbhAjIno vadha thayo. kharekhara ! AvA dharmapremIne guNanI paNa ame anumodanA karIe chIe. pramodamAsAdyaH guNaiH pareSAM yeSAM mati majjati sAmya sidhau dedIpyate teSu manaH prasAdau guNAstaute vizadI bhavati pramAda bhAvanA bhAvatA aMte sArarUpe jaNAve ke bIjAnA guNethI pramoda pAmI jemanI mati samatA samudramAM jhIle che. tenuM mana 24
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________________ 370 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 praphulita thaI dIpI rahe che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa tenA guNe vizuddha thaI jhaLahaLI uThe che. pAkkAnA guNethI pramoda pAmavAnuM ke rAjI thavAnuM AvuM uttama phaLa che. mATe tame paNa keLavo. guNane anurAga neminAtha paramAtmAe mokalelA cAraNa munithI pratibaMdha pAmelA baLadevajIe dIkSA grahaNa karI che. vairAgya vAsIta thayelA teo ugra tapa tapI rahyA che. eka vakhata mAsakSamaNane pAraNe zuddha AhAra vaDe karIne kaI rathakAre tenuM pAraNuM karAvyuM tyAre baLadeva munine pUrvabhavane snehI mRga AgaLa ubhe ubho zubha bhAvanA bhAvI rahyo che. ahIM A muni ke tapa tapI rahyA che ane A rathakAra paNa keTalA bhAgyavAna che. jene A uttamottama munidAnane-supAtradAnane lAbha maLI rahyuM che. rathakAra paNa atyaMta harSita thaIne vahorAvI rahyo che. te samaye rathakAre kApatA kApatA aDadhI adhurI mukelI vRkSaDALa tuTI paDatA baLadeva muni, rathakAra ane mRga traNe eka sAthe maraNa pAmyA. traNe pAMcamA devaloke gayA. kharekhara rathakAra ane mRgane guNanA anurAga rUpa prada bhAvanAe keTaluM uttama phaLa ApyuM. tame paNa pramoda bhAvanA bhAvatA guNAnurAgapaNe keLavI nija AtmAnA vizuddha guNone pragaTAvanArA thAo.
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________________ (73) bhAvanA kArya -savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI dIneSvAteSu bhIteSu yAcamAneSu jIvitam pratIkAraparA buddhiH kAruNyamamidhIyate kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavaMta zrImadda hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjA yegazAstramAM karuNA bhAvanAne spaSTa karatAM jaNAve che ke- jagatamAM jIva dIna duHkhI che, A ane pIDAgrasta che, mRtyunA bhayathI bhayabhIta banI ne jIvavAnI IcchAthI jIvananI yAcanA karI rahyA che. teonA duHkha dUra karavAnI buddhi-bhAvanAne karuNA bhAvanA kahevAmAM Ave che. - karuNa bhAvanAnuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM mahApuruSee tene duHkha vinAzInI bhAvanA kahI che. A bhAvanAnuM haiiyuM ati kemaLa chekuNuM che-te bIjAnuM duHkha joI zakatA nathI. tame karuNA bhAvanAne Azraya laI kuratA-nirdayatA vagere zatruene kADhI mUke. karuNAe AtmAne guNa che. sahajapaNe te AtmAmAM Azraya karanArI che. satata karuNA bhAvanA vaDe bhIMjAyelAne jIva mAtra pratye samabhAva rahe che. tIna hI phUlA pA cA rAte dIna, aMgahIna evAne joIne jemanA hRdayamAM dayA upajatI nathI tene sarvajJa bhASita dharma hRdayamAM vacce nathI. dina kSaNane dhama viheNuM dekhI dilamAM darda rahe karuNu bhInI AMkhamAMthI azrune zubha srota vahe bhale kahenArA kahe ke koI jIvane choDAvavAthI te je kaMI pApa Acare te tamane lAge eTale ke karuNuM bhAvanAthI aDhAra pApasthAnaka tamAre mAthe coMTe paNa te vAta asatya che.
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________________ u72 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 - meghakumArane jIva hAthI hatA. kevaLa sasalA pratyenI karuNa bhAvanAthI marIne meghakumAra [mAnava banyo. kema? samyakatvanA gharanI karuNuM hatI mATe. dhyAna dIpikAmAM karuNA bhAvanAne spaSTa karatAM jaNAve che ke vadha bandhana rudheSu nistrizaiH pIDiteSu ca jIvite yAcamAneSu dayAdhIH karuNA matA - nirdaya jIvo vaDe vadha karAtA ke baMdhana mATe rokelA ke pIDA apAtA tathA potAnA jIvitanA rakSaNa mATe yAcanA karatA tene vize je dayAnI buddhi hovI tene karuNa mAnelI che. - ITAlImAM eka saMta phrAMsIsa thaI gayA. temane dayALu svabhAva ane garIbo pratyenI mamatA-amadada ITAlImAM khUba vikhyAta hatI. eka vakhata teo dezanuM paribhramaNa karavA nIkaLyA. paNa Akho mArga kAMTALe hato. thoDA divasanA paribhramaNamAM te tenA paga ujharaDAI gayA. lehInI Tasara kuTI. paNa A pIDAne jema jema muni gaNakAratA nathI tema phrAMsise paNa dhIraja ane zAMtithI sahana karyA ane pitAnuM paribhramaNa cAluM ja rAkhyuM. pharatA pharatA teo eka divasa eka gAma pahoMcyAM. gAmanA cekamAM tene juno mitra hato. baMne ne eka bIjA samakSa najara paDatAM jUnI maitrI yAda AvI. pele mitra phrAMsisa pAse doDa. tenA paga jotAM te te mitra raDI paDyA. teNe krAMsisane vinaMtI karI juo huM tamane eka ghoDo Apu chuM. have tenA upara besIne ja tame paribhramaNa karajo. phrAnsIsa ghoDe besI AgaLa vadhyA. thoDe dUra eka vRddha ane tenI putrI maLyA. vRddhane khUbaja dhIme dhIme cAlatA joIne phrAnsIse gheDe ubhuM rAkhyuM. temane pUchayuM ke tamArI pAse koI vAhana nathI? vRddha javAba Apyo huM te garIba chuM, mArI pAse vaLI vAhana kayAMthI hoya bhAI! chatAM mAro jamAI kahe che ke tame gheDa kharIdo to ja huM tamArI putrIne rAkhu. mArI pAse to paisA nathI eTale mArI putrIne sAsarethI pAchI laI jAuM chuM.
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________________ savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI 373 ATaluM sAMbhaLatA phrAMsisanuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM. bhAI A gheDe, tame rAkhe; mane lAge che mArA karatA tamAre gheDAnI vadhAre AvazyakatA che. ATalI dayAnI lAgaNI ane hRdayanI AtA e ja karuNA bhAvanA samajavI, kAmava7 sarva mUte mArA AtmA jevA ja badhAMne AtmA che. mATe huM koInI paNa hiMsA na karuM e karuNa bhAvanAne upadeza maMtra che. karuNuM e ahiMsaka dayALu AtmAne aMtara jharo che, je kAyama satata vahyA kare che. e dayArUpI jharo kyAreya sukAya nahIM te mATe satata dayA dharma pALa joIe. kAraNa ke je mAre AmA che tevo bIjAne paNa AtmA che. jo ke dayA ane karuNA zabdo baMne eka samAna nathI ja. kemake jema mATI te ghaDo nathI ane ghaDo te mATI nathI kahevAtI. mATI e mATI ja che paNa keI AkAra vizeSa nathI. e rIte ghaDe e pIDu athavA AkAra vizeSa che paNa mATI nathI. ahIM karuNa e mATIne sthAne che. ane dayA e ghaDAnA sthAne che. dayAnA mULamAM to mATI rU5 karuNuM ja rahelI che. bIjA zabdomAM kahI e to karuNA e kAraNa che. ane dayA temAMthI janmelA kAryarUpa che. pArzvakumAra ghoDA upara besI nagarajanonI sAthe nagara bahAra nIkaLyA tyAM kamaTha nAmane tApasa Ave che. te paMcAgni tapa karI rahyo che. lAkaDAno Dhagalo karI dhUNI dhakhAvIne beThuM che. maMtra jApa kare che ane lokone AzIrvAda Ape che. A samaye pArthakumAre eka sevakane AjJA karI agnimAM baLato kASTha kaDhAve che. kASThane cIravAnuM kahyuM, to temAMthI baLato sApa nIkaLe. sApa aDadhe baLI gayA che. have tene jIvavAnI kaI AzA rahI nathI. pAWkumAre sevakane AjJA karI, navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvavA kahyuM. sApa mRtyu pAmI nAgarAja dharaNendra thA. kamaTha A prasaMgathI kodhe bharAye tyAre pArzva kumAre kahyuM kamaTha!
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________________ 374 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-re * "sarva prathama to dharmAM mAM dayA hevI joIe." 'dayA dharamakA mUla hai" jenA pAyAmAM dayA nathI te dhama ja kema kahevAya? AkhI kathA to tame paNa vAra vAra sAMbhaLI che paNa kathAnuM hAI thayAM che te vicAra!-eka tiya ca gatinA sApane pArzvaprabhunA jIve kayAre bacAvyA haze ? hRdayamAM apAra karuNA bharI haze tyArene ? vItarAga paramAtmAnAM jIvanA hRdayamAM keTalI karuNA hAya ke te mAtra dravya dayA na cI tavatA eka bhAvanAne aMtaramAM keAtarIne rahelA hAya che. savI jIva karuM zAsana rasI prakalpayannAstikAdi vAda, bhidi pramAde parizIlayAMta magnA nigodAdiSu dAra dagdhA, durata duHkhAni hahA saha te ahA jIva jevuM kaMI che ja nahI athavA tA jIva janme che mare che ema jIvanA astitvamAM ja nahI' mAnanArA pApa punya che ja nahI' ema nAstikavAdanI prakalpanA, pramAda evA doSe karI dagdha thaI naka nigodAdi adhAtimAM DUbI jaI. jenA aMta mahA muzkelIe Ave tevA duHkhAne jIvA sahana kare che. A jotAM kharekhara karuNA utpanna thAya che. jIva pAte ja khADA khAde che. "va-ajIva pApa-punya evu' kazuM nathI" tema svacchaMda kalpanAo kare che. ane khAe--pIe-meAja karonI mAnyatA pUrvaka nAstika jALa pAthare che. pApa puNyanI zraddhA nahIM he.vAthI viSaya kaSAyamAM stheccha varte che. pariNAme naraka nigeAdanA duraMta duHkhA bhAgave che. e rIte pAte ja pAtharelI jALamAM pote ja phasAya che. tyAre A badhAM vipAkA joine kharekhara te jIvo pratye karuNA upaje che. kRtA'parAdhepi jane kRpAmanthara tAyA: ISad bASpAdayeobhadra zrI vIra jina netrayoH saMgama deve jyAre svargamAM IndranA mukhe zrI vIra paNmAtmAnI vIratA vagere guNeAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI tyAre eTale te svargamAMthI nIce AvyA. zrI vIra tenAthI sahana na thayuM, paramAtmAne teNe eka
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________________ 375 savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI ekathI caDIyAtA ghara upasargo karyA e rIte prabhune ati viDaMbanA pahoMcADavA mathAmaNa karI. A upasargone kalpasUtra suprikAmAM vinaya vijayajI mahArAje madhyamamAM utkRSTa upasarga kahe che. AvA ghara upasargo chatAM vIra prabhunA samatA guNamAM deza mAtra pharka paDyo nahIM. paNa jyAre thAkI hArIne saMgama pAcho pharI rahyo hato tyAre mahAvIra svAmInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. sakalAt stotramAM A prasaMgane AzrIne hemacaMdrAcAryajI mahArAjAe racanA kartA- "tADavAghepa gAthA banAvI nepyuM ke [aho A dehane pAmIne keTalAMye ja kalyANa karI jaze tyAre A bicArA saMgama tenA pitAnA aparAdhanA bhAra vaDe DUbI jaze eka aparAdha karelA para prabhune AvI apAra karuNA janmI ke temanI AMkhamAM karUNuM "bASpa bhinAza-AtA rUpe chavAI gaI. kharekhara kRpA karIne tAravAnA svabhAva vALA vIra paramAtmAnI karUNa jeTalI adabhuta haze !!! juone caMDakauzika jevA sAmAnya tiryaMca pratye paNa prabhue keTalI apAra karuNa dAkhavI, ke tene pratibodha pamADI bhagavaMte tene tAryo kAraNa ke je svayaM karuNa mUrti che, te jagatanA tamAma jIvo para apAra karuNA varasAvatA ja rahe che. "sarva jIva kera zAsana rasI) no Adarza hadathamAM dhAraNa karIne beThelA e jIvane keTalI badhI bhAva dayA vasI haze ke parama kRpALu-kAruNyamUrti jagat vatsala jevA birUdathI navA jAyA. zAMta sudhAsamAM vinaya vijayajI jaNAve che ke - zALA sana mida vALa kaLAvaMta mavaMta re. sujanA ! bhajata mudA bhagavaMta re. he suNa jane ! vItarAga paramAtmA potAne zaraNe AvelA janenI niSkAraNa karuNAe rakSA kare che. tethI ja tene zAna sAthe evuM vizeSaNa sArthaka karyuM che. mATe he sajajane tame niSkAraNa karuNALu bhagavAnane parama pramoda bhAve bhaje. ArAdhakamAMthI virAdhaka banelA ane sAdhumAMthI sapanI gatine
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________________ 376 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 pAmelA evA caMDa kauzikanA uddhAra arthe mahAvIra prabhu pitAnI sAdhakAvasthAmAM kanaka khala Azrame padhAryA, tyAre gAmanA govALIyA prabhune namra bhAve vinaMtI kare che- jAzAmAM prabhu paMtha vikaTa che. jhera bharyo eka nAga nikaTa che kaMika samaja tuM kaMIka samaja tuM ema kahI karuNuM ANI mahAbhayaMkara e mAragamAM vIcare mahAvIra svAmI karuNa muti mahAvIra eka evA jIvane tAravA mATe padhArI rahyA hatA je ghaNAMne bhakSaka banyo che-are chakAya jIvane rakSaka hato te bhakSaka bane che-Azadhaka maTIne virAdhaka banyuM che. ene ekane tAravAthI anekane uddhAra thavAnuM che. prabhu tyAM AvI kAryotsarga ubhA rahyA. caMDakauzika sapa AvIne phaMphADA mAre che paNa zrI vIra prabhune acaLa-aDola jANIne tene krodha AsamAne pahoMce. keNa che Avo mANasa? jene DaranuM nAma nizAna nathI. bhayaMkara DaMkha dIdho tyAre paNa samatA mukti mahAvIra te dhyAnamAM aDaga ja ubhA che. jyAre mahAvIra svAmInA aMguThAmAMthI dudhanA jevuM taragI-sapheda lehI joyuM te sarSa Azcarya cakti banyA. ThaMDe thaI gaye tene kodha. prabhue eTaluM ja kahyuM bUjha bujajha caMDakauzika re! caMDakauzika zAMta thA bodha pAma! bodha pAma! karuNa mutinA nehALa ane premALa zabdonI jAduI asara thaI. caMDakauzika zAMta thaI gayo. uhApoha karatAM jAti smaraNa jJAna uparyuM. pitAne ja pUrva bhava dekhAyo. tApasa ane sAdhune bhava najare taravaryo. basa bodha pAmI gayA. caMDakauzika krodha kaSAyane TALI dIdho. daramAM meDhuM rAkhI zarIrane bahAra rAkhI eka jAgRta AtamA banI, Atma sAdhanAmAM sthira thaI gayo. paMdara divasanI anazananI tapazcaryA karI ane zarIrane cALaNa jevuM karatI kIDIo para paNa apAra karuNA bhAva ANIne manemana ciMtavavA lAgyo ke kadAca paDakhuM paNa badalIza te A bicArI kIDInuM zuM thaze? - ghaNA karmonI nirjarA karI marIne AThamA devalokamAM gayo. eka karuNuM bhAvanAnA baLe narka gAmI jIvane svarga maLI gayuM.
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________________ savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI 377 kharekhara AvA karuNAnA sAgara evA zrI vIra ne lAkha lAkha vadana sarva jIva karu` zAsana rasInI bhAvanA bhAvatA vItarAga kATI sudhI pahoMcelA e sarva arihateAne caraNe ana tAnata vaMdanA. karuNA paNa dravya ane bhAva e prakAranI che. dravya karUNA, dhanathI dhAnyathI, zarIrathI, viyeAgathI e rIte kAI paNa duHkhI hoya tene te te prakAranI madada karavI te che. jemake bhUkhyAne dhAnya Apo, tarasyAne pANI Ape. rAgIne davA ApeA, viyeAgIne dilAse| ApavA e dravya karuNA. bhAva karuNA eTale ajJAna dazAvALAne jAgRta karI jJAna ApeA. ajJAna haTAvavA mATe dhArmika satya tatvane bedha ApavA. Atma svarUpa prAptinA mArga batAvavA. te bhAva karuNA. jIvamAtrane sukha joie chIe. sukhaprAptinI icchA mULabhUta rIte jIvamAM paDelI che. joke mAtra huM sukhI thAuM tema vicArA ke icchA tyAM sudhI kaMI khATuM paNa nathI. paNa khIjAne duHkhI karIne sukhI thavAnA vicAra yAgya na kahevAya. AvuM sukha lAMbu TakI zakavAnuM paNa nathI. karuNA bhAvanAnA siddhAMta te tenA karatAM paNa AgaLa che. huM sukhI thAuM tema nahIM paNa mAre bhAge paNa huM bIjAne sukha ApuM ta karuNA bhAvanA duHzya vinAzInI jaLa sarva jIve! bIjAnA duHkhanA nAza mATe tatpara banA. garavI gujarAtanA sUtradhAra ane ghaDavaiyA tathA agiyAramI sadInA khetAja bAdazAha mahArAjA kumArapALa. teNe kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavata zrImad hemaca`drAcA jI pAse jainadhama samajI pratibAdha pAmI ane paramAt paNu' prApta kareluM. eka vakhata kumArapALa rAjAnA paga upara beThelA makADA lAhI cusavAmAM masta banyA. tamane paNa ghaNAMne A vedanAnA kayAreka anubhava thayA ja haze. ke kIDI--makADA jyAre peAtAnA kAMTA bharAvIne leAhI pIe tyAre zarIramAM kevI vedanA utpanna thAya. A jIvanuM zarIra paNa eTalu nAnuM hAya che ke tene zarIra parathI cheDAvavA muzkela ane. jo nakha vaDe khe...cI kADhavA jAo ta 25
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________________ 378 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 maMkaDAnuM mRtyu ja thavAnuM ane sAmAnyathI saMkeDe ekavAra coMTI gayA pachI maryA sivAya ukhaData nathI. kumArapALane thayuM ke je mane mAro jIva vahAlo che. te jIva A makaDAne paNa vahAle ja hoya. tene koIpaNa pIDA na thAya te ja mArAmAM jaina dharma pariNamya kahevAya. teNe zAMtithI AjubAjunI cAmaDI kApIne eka bAju mukI dIdhI. makeDAne pitAne AhAra maLI gayuM ane mAnavane aDhI ke traNa maNanI kAyAmAM kaMI vizeSa gumAvavuM na paDyuM. A che karuNA bhAvanA. Aje mAnavI eka be boTala bharIne lehInuM dAna ApI de che te kIDI-maMkaDA ke macchara-mAMkaDane mATe eka be TIpA lehInuM dAna na ApI zake ? karuNA bhAvanA jIvana zarIra karatAM jIvane jIva rUpe ja svIkArI, sarva pratye samabhAva rAkhavAnuM zIkhave che. zAstramAM eka vAta Ave che ke eka kuMthuAno jIva ApaNA zarIra para cUMTI lohI pIe che tyAre ApaNe tarata ja tene khaseDavA prayatna karIe chIe. tyAM ekaja vicAra karavo- he jIva! A kuMthuo mAMDa eka-be TIpAM lehI pI ne turaMta mRtyu pAmavAne ja che. je tuM eka kSaNa vAra sahana karI laIza te tAre kazuM gumAvavAnuM nathI. paNa je tuM tene khaseDavA prayatna karIza te tAre sparza tene hajAra maNa bhAra tenA upara AvI paDI hoya tevuM duHkha ApanAra thaze. vaLI te ati bhayabhIta banI jaze. mATe karuNA karIne je tuM thoDuM sahana karIza te te kuMthuo te kSaNavAramAM mRtyu pAmavAne che. kAruNya bhAvanA sarva pratye dayALu hovAne kAraNe bhayasaMjJAne TALavA vALI thaze. eTale ja sarve mALa parUcanuM kahyuM. badhAM jIvo kalyANane pAme [juo] kevaLa eka pArevaDAM jevA sAmAnya pakSI pratye apAra karuNA bhAvanA ubhaNI. asahAya ane zaraNe AvelAnI rakSA karavA kAje pitAnA zarIranuM mAMsa kApIne bAja pakSIne AyuM. are ! pitAnI
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________________ savI jIva karu` zAsanarasI 379 AkhI kAyAne pArevaDAne bacAvavA kAje kAme lagADIne trAjavAmAM esI gayA. pArevaDA paratvenI karuNAthI zarIrane tyAgI devA mATe je tatpara thayA te megharatha rAjA seALamA zAMtinAtha anyA. sathI jIva karu` zAsana rasInA bhAva aMtaramAM chalakAI gayA te sau jANe che paNa te zAMtinAthanA jIva AvA apAra karuNAvAn hatA tyAre, karuNA bhAvanAnuM khIja vRkSa banI gayuM te paNa smaraNIya che. are neminAtha paramAtmAnA dAkhalA lailA, tIthaMkara paramAtmA keTalAM kAruNya smRti haiAya che?"" te dRzya sAkSAt thaI jaze. naimakumAranI jAna mAMDave pahoMcavAnI taiyArImAM che. pazuonA pAkAra sAMbhaLI khabara paDI ke eka mArA lagna mATe ATalA jIvAnAM hatyAkAMDa sarjAI javAnA. karuNA mUrtinA hRdayamAMthI dAnu jharaNuM vahevA lAgyu ne rathane pAchA vALI lIdhA. svaya' tA brahmacArI ja rahyA. paNa pazuonI sAthe sAthe rAjulanA paNa uddhAra karyo ane sadAne mATe mAkSamAM priyAjamAna thayA. jJAnAva mahAgranthamAM karuNA bhAvanAnuM svarUpa samajAvatAM kahyuM ke sa*sAramAM dInatA-zeAkarAsa duHkha-pIDA vagerethI jIvA duHkhI che vadhakha dhanathI badhAyelA hAya. jIvItane mATe cAcanA karatA hAya bhukha, tarasa, thAka vagerethI pIDIta hAya-4...DI, tApa AdithI trAsI gayA hAya, nirdayatAthI leAkAe mAryA hAya athavA maraNAnta kaSTamAM paDelA hAya tevA kAIpaNa prakAranA duHkhamAMthI jIvane bacAvavA mATenI IcchAthI je anugraha buddhi arthAt kRpA buddhi--upakAra bhAvanA rAkhavI ane te mujaba vartana karavu' te ja karuNA bhAvanA. :'anuprati: seyaM kheti prIti" --sA yaM anupradati: vaLA ti prItitA] basa A anugraha buddhi ja karuNA kahevAya che. paraduHkha pratIkAra - mevaM dhyAyaMti ye hRdi labhate nirvikAra te sukhamAyAti sudara' je prANIe pArakAnA duHkhanAM upAyane hRdayane vize dhyAve che. te prANI pariNAme sudara evA nivikAra sukhane pAme che,
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 arthAt jIva bIju kadAca kaMI na karI zake to kaMI nahIM paNa pArakAnA duHkha kema TaLe? e nirmaLa vicAra mAtra kare, sadAne mATe hRdayane vize AvA bhAvane dhAraNa kare te paNa te jIva pariNAme sukhane prApta karavAvALA thAya che. eTalA mATe ja nAstika vagerene karuNA bhAvanAthI kahe che ke bhale tame bIje hitepadeza na sAMbhaLo. bhale tame bIjuM kaMIdharmakRtya paNa na karo. paNa tame eTaluM te karI zake ke "pArakA jInA duHkha kema dUra thAya, kayAre dUra thAya evI ahAnI vicAraNA karavI." AmAM tamAre nAstiktA ke Izvara pratyenI koI mAnyatA badala vAnI nathI mAtra mane mana A bhAvanA ja karavAnI che paNa kharekhara aphasanI vAta te e che ke tame ATalI nirmaLa vicAra paNa karI zakatA nathI. karuNA bhAvane bhAvatA bIjA jI para TheSa aTake che, aMtaH karaNa pavitra thAya che, mati nirmala bane che, hRdaya Adra bane che. are khuda tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne jIva paNa savI jIva kara zAsana rasI aisI bhAva dayA dilame vasI e ukti mujaba jagatanA sarva jIvene zAsana rasa banAvavAnI karuNuM bhAvanA bhAvatA bhAvatA ja tIrthaMkara padavI sudhI pahoMce che. tame sau paNa dravya karyuM ane bhAva karuNane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karIne citrabhAnunI pelI advitIya racanA yAda karo. sArthaka karo e abhyarthanA dIna kSINane dhama viheNuM dekhI dilamAM darda rahe karuNu bhInI AMkhomAMthI azrune zubha srota vahe
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________________ (74) bhAvanA-mAdhyastha -jagata jIva he karamAdhInA krUra karmasu niHzaka devatA guru nindiSu AtmazaMsi puyopekSA tanmAdhyasthyamudIritam yogazAstranI racanA karatA kalikAla sarvajJa bhagava`ta zrImad hemacaMdrAcAya jI mahArAjA mAdhyastha bhAvanAnuM varNana kare che. " A jagatamAM hiMsA vagere phura kAryo karavAmAM jeo niHzaMka che, temaja deva ane gurunI niMdA karanArA che. sva prazaMsA karanArA che. evA evA jIvA taraphanA je upekSA bhAva [temanA tarapha upekSA dALavavAnI pravRtti tene mAdhyastha bhAvanA kahevAI che. grIsamAM eka vidvAna thaI gayA. khUbaja mahAna vyakti, tenu nAma perilisa, sAkreTIsa ke pleTAnI harALamAM besI zake tevA philAsaphara. tenA samayamAM tenI khUkha ja mahattA hatI. perilisa jeTalA vidvAna teTalA ja vinamra ane udAra mAnavI hatA. te mAnatA ke krodhanA badalA akrodhathI ane veranA badalA premathI ApavA, eka vakhata te bajAramAMthI ghera jaI rahyo hatA. rastAmAM eka nike perilisane jotAnI sAthe ja gALeA ApavA mAMDI. pachI te dhIme dhIme apamAnajanaka zabdonA varasAda vasAvavA mAMDayA. Ama chatAM perikIlasa sa'purNa paNe mauna ja rahyo. mukhamAMthI eka zabda na uccAryAM. tenA sakhata maunathI pelA nizvaka vadhAre cIDAyA, vadhu jora jorathI gALA bhAMDavA lAgyA. gheADI vAre perikIlasanu ghara AvI gayu. perikIlase peAtAnA nAkane khelAvyA ane kahyu ke jo rAta paDI cukI che. mA sUjhe tema nathI. mATe pelA sajjanane ghera mukatA Ava sAthe phAnasa laI jaje.
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________________ abhinava upadeza prAsAda-ra nAkare teA phAnasa hAthamAM lIdhuM. pelA mANasa sAthe ravAnA thayeA. thADA rastA kapAyA ane peleA mANasa pAchA pharyA. perikIlasanI mAphI mAMgavA lAgyuM. kharekhara Apa khUba ja namra che!-udAra che! huM mA bhUlyA me' Apane ghaNu' adhu' kahI dIdhuM. tyAre ApaNe saheje caMdraprabha sAgarajInI pelI benamuna racanA yAda AvI jaze. 382 mArga bhUlelA jIvana pathikane mAga cIdhavA ubhA rahu kare upekSA e mAraganI te paNa samatA cittaghara mAdhyastha bhAvanAnI samaja ApatA dhyAna dIpikAmAM paNa lakhyuM kedev guNamAcAra nindakeSvAtmasaMsiSu pApiSTheSu ca mAdhyasthAM sApekSA ca prakIrtitA devanI--gurUnI AgamanI [zAsra ke siddhAMtanI] tathA AcAranI niMdA karanAra ane peAtAnI prazaMsA karanArA pApipDa jIvAne mATe [rAga agara dveSanA bhAva manamAM dhAraNa nahI' karatA] mAdhyastha bhAve rahevu tene ja upekSA kahelI che. ApaNe tyAre eka vAkayane yAda karavu ke huM Izvara ! tene mApha karaje kAraNa teo jANatA nathI ke teo zuM karI rahyA che. jIva vijayajI mahArAjAnA zabdo TAMkIe te jIveA Ama vatI rahyA che. tenuM saMceATa kAraNa maLaze. jagata jIva he karamAdhInA acarIja kahyu'a na lInA saMsAramAM kayAreya eka sarakhA jIvA jovA maLaze nahI', kema ke sasAra te viSama bhAvAthI bharelA che. eka AtmA puNyazALI haze tA bIjo ghAra pApI paNa haze. kAraNa ke jagatanA saghaLAM jIvA pAta peAtAnA krama vaza te rIte vatI rahyA che. 0 juone mahAvIra prabhu ghIra-vIra ane ga MbhIra hatA ane tenA ja ziSya gauzALA duSTa ane dveSI hatA. 0 mahArAjA zreNIka mahAn paropakArI dayALu hatA. tenA ja putra kANika Apane jelamAM purI kAraDA mAranArA thaye hatA.
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________________ 383 jagata jIva he karamAdhInA 0 kumArapAla bhupAle jaina zAsanane pAmIne aneka jina maMdira banAvI, zAsananI zobhA vadhArI hatI. to bIjI tarapha ajayapALe bApanA maMdiro toDAvI trAsavAsa piokArAvyo hato. 0 eka tarapha maryAdA purUSottama rAma thayA to bIjI tarapha sItAnA zIla bhaMga mATe tatpara evo daza mukha rAvaNa paNa thayo. matalaba ke saMsAramAM mahAvIra-gozALe, kamaTha-marubhUti, agnizarmA-guNasena, jevA sArA kharAba bhAva pragaTa karatA-dhAraNa karatA mAnavI jovA maLyA ja karyA che. A caka avirata paNe cAluM che e rIte keI saraLa kaI jaDa koI nirlobha koI mahAlobhI keI ArAghaka kaI virAdhaka hovAnA ja loke lokA bhinna bhinna svarupAH bhinna bhinnaH kama mi mama bhidbhiH ramyA ramyauzvaSTiauH kasya kasya tadvidvadbhiH stupyate ruSyate vA zAnata sudhArasamAM mahopAdhyAya vinaya vijayajI mahArAjA jaNAve che ke A jagatamAM loke bhinna bhinna svarUpavALA judI judI prakRtivALA che. judA judA vicitra karmovALA che. teonI ceSThA paNa bhinna bhinna che. koInI ceSTA ramya che. to koInI ceSTA aramya che. kheda upajAve tevI che. Ama amane bhedI nAkhe tevI - aMtaHkaraNane cIrI nAkhe tevI bhinna bhinna ceSTAo ane prakRti vate che. temAM DAhyA puruSoe kenA para reSa kara ke konA para teSa karavo ? arthAta madhyastha bhAve rahevuM. manamAM eka ja vAtane mamarAvyA kare jagata jIva he karamAdhInA mithyA zaMsana vIra tIrthezvareNa rokSuH zekena svaziSyo jamAliH anyaH kovA rotsyate kena pApAt tasmAdaudAsInya mevAsmanInaM tIrthanA nAtha evA zrI vIra paramAtmA paNa mithyA prarUpaNa karatA evA potAnA ziSya jamAlIne aTakAvI na zakayA. te pachI
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________________ 384 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 bIje keNa kone pApamAMthI aTakAvI zake? mATe he cetana udAsInatA [mAdhyasthatA ja AtmahitanuM kAraNa che tema svIkAra. jagata jIva hai karamAdhInA acaraja kachu a na lInA Apa svabhAvamAM re avadhu sadA maganameM rahenA kuDapura nagaramAM mahA RddhivAna kSatriya raheto hato. yuvAvasthAmAM mahAvIra mahArAjAnI putrI sAthe tenA lagna thayA. kALakrame prabhunI vANIthI vairAgyavaMta banelA jamAlIe 500 rAjakumAra sAthe ane tenI patnIe 10 00 strIo sAthe cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. jamAlIe saMyama grahaNa karyA bAda agIyAra aMgane abhyAsa karyo ane chaThTha aThThama vagere tapazcaryA kare che. eka vakhata teNe alaga vihAra karavA mATe AjJA mAMgI, paNa bhagavAne AjJA ApI nahIM. jamAlIe pitAnA pAMcase ziSyone laIne bhagavaMtanI AjJA vinA ja vihAra karyo. tene keSTaka vanamAM pahoMcyA tyAM dAha javara utpanna thayo. eTale ziSyane saMthAro karavA kahyuM. ziSyae saMthAre karavA mAMDe, paNa jamAlIthI vedanA sahana thatI na hatI. teNe pharI prazna karyo saMthAro thaI gayo ? ziSya uttara Apya-hA. te sAMbhaLI jamAlI tyAM AvyA. hajI to tuM saMthAra kare che chatAM ema kahe che ke saMthAro taiyAra che. A te kevuM asatya? ziSya kahe che mALe he bhagavAnanuM vacana che karavA mAMDayuM te karyuM ja kahevAya. jamAlI kahe bhagavAnanuM A vacana pratyakSa viruddha ja dekhAya che mATe te vacana asatya che. ziSyae ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke jema vAsaNa DuM paNa bhAMge te bhAgye ja kahevAya che. vastra thoDuM paNa phATe te phATayuM ja kahevAya che. e vacana vyavahAra che tema karAtuM karyuM ja kahevAya e he mAne nizcaya sUtra che. je prathama samaye kAryanI utpattina mAnIe to bIjI-trIjI ke cothI kSaNe paNa kArya thayuM nahIM gaNAya, mAtra chelle ja kArya siddha kahevAze. tema mAnavA jatAM pramAdika kSaNenI vyarthatA thaze. chatAM jamAlI na mAne tethI keTalAMka zikhya bhagavaMtanA zaraNamAM cAlyA gayA.
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________________ jagata jIva he ramAdhInA 385 - - - - - - jamAlI pitAnI jAtane kevalI gaNAvato vicarI rahyo che tyAre gautama svAmI tenI sAthe carcA karavA jAya che. bola "jIva zAzvata che ke azAzvata tene jamAlI kaI uttara ApI zakyo nahIM. e rIte gautama svAmIjIe ghaNuM prazno karyA paNa jamAvI tenuM kaMI samAdhAna ApI na zakyA. chatAM teNe pitAne mata choDe nahIM ke mithyAtvamAMthI pAcho pharyo nahIM. eTale ahI zlokamAM jaNAvyuM ke je vIra prabhu eTale ke tIrthakara paramAtmAnA khudanA ziSyane paNa samajAvI zakAyuM nahIM te bIjAne kayA pApathI koNa rokI zake mATe mAdhyastha bhAva dAkhavI jIvane samajAvavA kozISa karavI ane na mAne te tenI dayA cItavavI. kemake ArSa vacana paNa jaNAve che nA nIvA jamavA badhAM ja jIve karmane vaza thaIne cauda rAjalokamAM bhramaNa kare che. zAnta sudhArasamAM vinaya vijayajI jaNAve che - taramAdaudAsInya pIyUSa sAraM vAraMvAraM hata saMto lihantu AnandAnA muttaraMgattaraMga jIvadbhi ryad bhujyate mukti saukhya' he saMta puruSa ! tame A udAsInatA rUpa amRtane vAraMvArapharI pharI AsvAda kare. A madhyasthatArUpa amRtanuM pAna punaH punaH kare ane ema karI AnaMda jemAM vahe che evA mejAe karI jIvana mukti sukhane bhegavanArA bane. mAdhyasthatAne upadeza ApatA vinaya-vijayajI AgaLa jaNAve sUtramapAsya jaDA bhASate kecana matamutsUtra re kiM kurmaste parihata payaso yadi pIya'te mUtra' re anubhava vinaya sadA sukhamanubhava audAsInyamudAraM re keTalAMka jaDa che sUtrane kere mukI utsutra bhASaNa kare che. evA duSTa buddhivALAne mATe ame zuM kahI zakIe? aho! temanI upekSA karavI ja egya che kemake dUdhane choDIne kaI mUtra pIe te ApaNe
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________________ 386 abhinava upadeza prAsAda zuM karavuM? mATe he vinaya je tAre sukhane anubhava kara hoya te udAra evI udAsInatA [mAdhyasthatA]nuM sevana kara. jagata jIva he karamAdhInA eka paMkti barAbara smaraNamAM rahI te pachI keAI pratye rAga-dveSanI pariNatI raheze nahIM. paMcataMtramAM sudharI ane vAnaranI eka kathA prasiddha che. je mAdhyastha bhAvanA keLavavAnI jarUra para egya bedha Ape che. sugharI suMdaratama mALe bAMdhI zakatuM pakSI che. te mALAmAM bacA sAthe surakSita rahI zake te mALo hoya che. eka vakhata comAsAmAM varasatA varasAdamAM tharathara eka vAnI jhADanI DALIe AvIne beThA. ati vAcALa sugharI kahe kema vAnara bhAI! pahelAMthI mALA-ghara bAMdhI rAkhyuM hota te keTaluM sAruM hatuM ? are bhAI vAnara! tuM te mAnava jevI AkRtivALe ane DAhyo che te paNa te pahelAMthI ghara banAvI rAkhyuM nahI? vAMdarA khIjAye, cupacApa paDI rahe. have kaMI bolatI nahIM. ThaMDI te kadAca huM sahana karI laIza paNa tArA A zabdo mAzathI sahana nahI thAya. pharI ThaMDA pavanathI vAnarane dhrujArI AvI, dAMtanI kaDakaDATI belI eTale sugharIe pharI upadeza Apyo. vAnara! Akho unALo te ALasamAM gumAvyA, khAlI pharyA karyuM, tenA karatAM ghara bAMdhyuM hatuM te Aje tAre Ama TharavAne vAre AvyA na hota! - vAMdaro pharI khIjAya. sugharIne be-cAra copaDAvI dIdhI. chatAM sugharIthI rahevAyuM nahIM. pharI zIkhAmaNa ApI ke have A rIte ALasamAM kudAkuda karI samaya na bagADa. mALo bAMdhI leje jethI palaLavAne vakhata na Ave samo . - have vAnarathI na sahevAyuM te vIpharyo. ATalI vAra kahyuM ke bola bela na kara teAya tuM samajatI nathI. mALa toDI pheDIne vAnare pheMkI dIdhe. sugharI ane tenA baccA pANImAM palaLatA dhrujavA lAgyA. je mAdhyastha bhAva rAkhyo hota to ? A sthiti Avata kharI? AvA prasaMge mAdhyastha bhAvanA bhAvavI ati Avazyaka che. jema dhUma tApa ane asahya garamImAM varasAda ke ThaMDI havAnI jeTalI jarUra che, akasmAta prasaMge gADImAM prekanI jeTalI jarUra che, tenA karatAM
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________________ aMgata jIva he karamAdhInA 387 hajAra gaNuM AvazyaktA eka ArAdhaka sAdhakane mATe prasaMge mAdhyastha bhAvanAnI che. zAMta sudhArasamAM vinaya vijayajI jaNAve che. yo'pi na sahate hitamupadeza, tadupari mA kuru kopaM re niSphalayA kiM parajanataptyA, kuruSe nija sukha lopaM re je kaI jIvane hitepadeza ApavAmAM Ave ane tema chatAM paNa tene na gamato hoya, te jIva je sahana paNa na karI zakato hoya te he cetana! tenA para kodha karIza nahIM. para vyakti saMbaMdhi nirarthaka nakAmI ciMtA karIne tuM zA mATe tArA pitAnA sukhazAMtine nAza kare che, ApaNI sukha zAMtine samAdhi vadhu jarUrI che, je bIje koI na samaje ke na mAne te tuM tArA taraphathI kaSAya karIne tArI samatA na gumAvI besato. eka svAmIjI gaMgA snAna karIne maMtra jApa karI vArANasImAM pitAnA maThamAM padhArI rahyA hatA. tyAM rastAmAM eka vezyAe uparathI pAnanI pIcakArI mArI. svAmIjInA zarIra para paDI tenA kapaDAM bagaDucA. paNa mana na bagayuM. bIjI vakhata gaMgA snAna karyuM. bIjI vakhata vezyA e pharI pAnanI pIcakArI mArI, ThaMDI hovA chatAM svAmIjIe trIjI vakhata snAna karyuM. A AkhuM nATaka joI rahelA rastAnA lake e svAmIjIne pUchayuM. svAmIjI tame keTalI vakhata snAna karaze? eka vakhata AMkha lAla karIne tame vezyAne zrApa ApI de. hamaNuM pelI vezyA sIdhIra thaI jaze. svAmIjI kahe are bhAgyavAn ! zA mATe mAre ema karavuM joIe. durjana mAnavI pitAne svabhAva choDato nathI. mane te vezyAnI dayA Ave che ke te mAre mAthe thuMkavA mATe Amane Ama keTalAM pAna bagADaze? keTalAM pisA bagADaze ? mAre te gaMgA snAna karI puNya kamAvAnuM che te mATe mAre eka paNa paisA kharcavAne nathI.
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________________ AMbhanava upadeza prAsAda-2 ATalu* sAMbhaLatA pelI vezyA nIce utarI AvI. teNI svAmIjInA pagamAM paDI gaI. kSamA mAMgavA lAgI. prAyazcita mAMgyu ravAmIjI pAse, svAmIjI kahe me' teA gaMgA snAna karyuM mahena paNa tuM pazcAtAparUpI AMsumAM snAna kara. 38 vicArAe svAmIjInI keTalI udAsInatA ? keTalI madhyasthatA ? mAdhyastha bhAvanA karyAM bhAvavI tenA su Mdara uttara ApatAM lakhyuM ke mAdhyasthabhAvaM viparIta vRttau je viparIta ke duvRttivALA hoya, jene dharma nahIM pApa ja gamatAM hAya ane chatAM pApanI Teva cheDAvavA ApaNe game teTale upadeza ApavA chatAM ke samajAvavA chatAM paNa na samaje tevA viparIta manAvRttivALA jIva pratye udAsInatA rAkhavI. temanA pratye rAga-dveSa janme nahI te rIte avazya madhyastha bhAvanAno ja Azraya levA. A madhyastha bhAvanA bhAvavAthI karma badha aTake che. AmA jIvane paNa kaleza kaSAyamAM paDatA acAvI zakAya che. meAkSamAnA seApAne AgaLa caDhatA ArAdhaka jIva A bhAvanAnA kaThADA pakaDI paDatAM kheMcI zake che. vItarAgatAnI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhatA jIvAtmA je A bhAvanAne bhAvatA haze teA pharI rAgadveSanI heALImAM nahIM paDe-sa`sAra nahI vadhAre, bhava para'parA paNa nahIM vadhAre, kaSAya paNa nahI' vadhAre, zAntI ane samA dhipUrvaka jIvana jIvI zakaze, vAstavika Atmasukha ane zAntinA sAcA anubhava karI zakaze. bhale huM ke tame koIpaNa Ajane Aja te vItarAga thavAnA nathI. paNa vItarAgatAnI dizAmAM teja pagathIye caDhAvAnu che, mAdhyastha bhAvanA prathama udAsIna manAvaze, sa'sArathI vimukha ane pApathI vimukha khanAvaze; temaja dharma tathA AtmAnI sanmukha banAvaze. rAgadveSanA nimitto ane prasa`gA TALavA A bhAvanA eka uttama AdarUpa che. "jagata jIva he karamAyInA"
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________________ jagata jIva he karamAdhInA 389 eka paMktine mananI dIvAle para ketarI rAkho eTale ApoApa mAdhyasthatA keLavavAnI dizAmAM kadama maMDAI jaze. mAdhyastha bhAvanAmAM badhI bhAvanAne sAra samA che. anityaazaraNa vagere bhAvanAne bhAvate bhAvuka ja mAdhyastha bhAvanAmAM sthira rahI zakaze. bIjI bhAvanAo bhAvavI saraLa che paNa mAdhyastha bhAvanA bhAvavI kaparI che. vyavahAramAM paNa jJAnI jANakAra tattvavettA anityAdi bhAvanA bhAvi zakaze, do ke maitrI rAkhI zakaze paNa rAga-dveSa na jAgavA daIne mAdhyastha bhAvamAM rahevAnuM thoDuM muzkela banaze. sarvatra purI mAtu : badhAM lake sukhI thAo ane mA kazcita tu mArA mata kaI ja jIva du:khI na thAo e mAdhyastha bhAva che. A vAta sAcI, te mATe prayatana paNa karavAne, chatAM purNa upekSA vRttithI. kAraNa ke je rAgadveSanI pariNatI thaI to ApaNe DagyA ja samajI le. Aje jyAre daSTIrAgIone rAphaDo phATyo che. bIjAnA nAnakaDA doSane paNa pahADa jevaDA darzAvavA ane te mAnI lIdhelAno koIpaNa deSa jo ke vicAro ja nahIM, tathA bIjAmAM koI guNa che ja nahIM tevI mAnyatAthI vartavuM pitAnA mAnelA gurune ja sarva jANavA te sthitimAM mAdhyastha bhAvanAne samAjamAM prasArIta karavI keTalI Avazyaka che. te sau samajI zakaze. mArga bhUlelA jIvana pathikane mArga cIMdhavA ubhe rahuM kare upekSA e mAraganI to paNa samatA citta dharuM ATalI bhAvanA bhAvI ame paNa te daSTirAgI jI paratve upekSA sevIe chIe. udAsI bhAva dhAraNa karIe chIe. tame paNa sau mAdhyastha bhAvane dhAraNa karanArA ane jagata jIva he karmAdhInA e paMktino artha hRdayamAM avadhArI, eTaluM samajavA prayatna karo ke che je kaMI vartana dAkhavI rahyA che te sau pita- pitAnA karmone AdhIna che, mATe he jIva! temanA tarapha daSTi na karatA
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________________ 390 abhinava upadeza prAsAda-2 mAtra mArga sUcaka banaje. preraka svarUpe rahe je paNa kAraka svarUpe tArI jAtane goThavIza nahI', aMte maitrI-pramoda-kAruNya ane mAdhyastha cAre bhAvanAno nIceDa kADhatA A zlokamAM jaNAve che ke - satveSu maitrI guNISu pramodaM kliSTeSu jIveSu kRpA paratvam mAdhyastha bhAvaM viparIta vRttau sadA mamAtmA vidadhAtu deva cAre bhAvanAnA viSaya bAhya che. bIjA pratye jovAno dRSTi koNa A bhAvanAomAM che. tethI game tenI sAthe game te bhAvanAne prayoga na karatA sAmAnya spaSTIkaraNe ApatAM kahyuM - 0 sarve maitrI - saMsAramAM sUkSama-sthaLa-trasa-sthAvara sarva jI pratye maitrI bhAva rAkhavo. 0 gi pro:-- sarva guNavAna vaDIla pUjya pratye pramoda bhAvanA rAkhavI. 0 gi Saa - dIna-duHkhI-pIDIta jIvo pratye. karuNA bhAvanA rAkhavI. 0 viparita vRtto mALAthe - je sAcA mArge vaLe tema nathI, dharma samajAvavA chatAM samaje tema nathI, pApa mArga choDe tema nathI temanA pratye mAdhyastha bhAvanA rAkhavI. AvI A sadabhAvanA vaDe hRdaya suvAsIta bane-saMzaye nAza pAma-ucca tavAva bodha prApta thAo-zveta ujajavaLa Ama tatva pragaTe meha mamatva dUra thAo-anupama zIva lakSamIne pAme eja- hArdika abhyarthanA.....
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________________ 391 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 arha siddha gaNIndra vAcaka muni, praSThA pratiSThAspada paMca zrI parameSThinaH edadatAM procairgariSThAtmatAm dvaidhAnpaJca suparvaNAM zikhariNaH prodAmamAhAtmyata zcetazcintita dAnatazca kRtinAM ye smArayantyanvaham jeo apUrva mahAsyathI ane manavAMchItanA dAnathI ema be prakAre, vidvAnane haMmezA pAMca jAtanA kalpavRkSonI yAda apAve che, te zrI arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu rUpa paMca parameSThI-gauravayukta ucca pratiSThAnA sthAna (mokSa) ne Apo. vIraM namiUNa tilAyabhANaM visuddha nANaM sumahA nihANaM vucchAmi saDDha nizcakiccAle e jiNaMda cadAga ya AgamAu traNalenA bhANu-sUrya samAna prakAzaka, vizuddha jJAnanA dhAraka temaja zreSTha evA nidhAna tulya zrI vIra paramAtmAnA AgamamAMthI uddharIne huM zrAvakanA nitya(vA)A kRtyane kahIza. 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
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________________ pUjaya munizrI dIparatna sAgarajI (M. Com. M.Ed) dvArA saMpAdita-sarjita prakAzane (1) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra navalAkha jApanI noMdhapothI-14 AvRtti [ sarva prathamavAra pratyeka mALA mATe alaga beMdhanI suvidhA ] (2) zrI cAritra padanA 1 karoDa jApanI noMdhapothI-3 AvRtti [ kSAyika cAritra prApti mATe) (3) zrI bAra vrata pustikA tathA anya niyama-3 AvRtti [ sarva prathama Dabala kalara, viziSTa vibhAgIkaraNa tathA niyame levAnI atyaMta suvidhA yukta] abhinava jaina paMcAMga-2042 [ sUryodayathI purImaDha, kALI kALa, sAMje be ghaDI, bhaNAvavAnI risinA samaya sAthenuM sarva prathama prakAzana] (5) abhinava hema laghu prakriyA-1 satAMga vivaraNa (6) abhinava hema laghu prakriyA-2 saptAMga vivaraNa (7) abhinava hama laghu prakiyA-3 saptAMga vivaraNa (8) abhinava hema laghu prakriyA-4 saptAMga vivaraNa (9) kRdantamAlA [ 125 dhAtunA 23 prakAre kRdanta] (10) zatrujya bhakti (gujarAtImAM) 2 AvRtti (11) zrI jJAnapada pUjA (12) zakaya magara be AvRtti (fhajI ) (13) caityavaMdana parvamAlA (14) caityavaMdana saMgraha-tIrthaMjina vizeSa (15) caityavaMdana cAlisI (16) amina saina prA -2046 [ sarva prathama-vizALa mAhitI sAthe bhItIyuM paMcAMga-hindImAM 1 (17) abhinava upadeza prAsAda-bhA. 1 (18) abhinava upadeza prAsAda bhA. 2 (19) | abhinava upadeza prAsAda bhA. 3 (20) [] caityavaMdanamALA [ 19-20 have pachI prakAzita thanAra che.' - -: abhinava-zruta prakAzana :C0 pra. je. mahetA, heDa posTa ophisa pAchaLa, jAmanagara
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________________ pabeananaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa vyAkhyAna pUrve belavAnA mAMgalika kA akaonaaaares sacidAnaMda saMpUNa" vizvajJa vizva pAvanam za' khezvara purotta'sa pAzvanAtha namAmyaham satyAna'da nidhAna maheza , zyAma zarIramanata' kaleza kala ke nivAraka deva de nemi jineza 2 avaraa sa'sAra vArAMnidhi yAnapAtra, nijAtmabhAvA layalIna citta" mudazana kSAyake bhAva yukta, | namAmyaha' zrI jina vadhu mAna 3 cena kemeNa kRpayA zrata dhama eSa AnIya mA zajaneDapi hi sapraNIta: zrImansudhama gaNabhUta pramukha natoDasmi ta' sUri saghanagha" svaguru zca bha kRtyA bhagavad vadanAbheja vAsinI pApa nAzinI' vANI" sarva vidAM vaMde vizva vidvatADapatAM pa Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay