Bodhamrut Part 1

Author(s): Govardhandas
Publisher: Shrimad Rajchandra Ashram
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004636/1

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bodhAmRta 9 zrI.brahmacArIjI

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(3) zrI laghurAja smAraka graMthamALA puSpa AThamu odhAta prathama vibhAga zrI brahmacArIjI prakAzaka zrI manaharalAla gavanadAsa kaDIvAlA pramukha, zrImad rAjacaMdra mumukSumaDaLa, agAsa,

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tRtIya AvRtti janmASTamI, saM203 I. sa. 1977 prata : 2100 saddagurunA upadeza vaNa samajAya na jinarUpa, samajyA vaNa upakAra che? samaye jinasvarUpa. -zrImad rAjacaMdra kAMtilAla DAhyAbhAI paTela, maMgala mudraNAlaya, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda.

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subodha-smaraNuMjali anuTupa vasu, joma, nabha, netra zubha vikrama hAyane vacce sadbhAgyayege huM, paraMzAnta tapAvane. pUjyazrImukha-himAdri-guDAthI aghahAriNuM, tritApacinI, sarva kaSAyoga-veriNI. svAnubhave svayaMsiddha rAjavANIvivecinI, virAgavardhinI evaM kaSAyamala-cinI, mekSamArga-prakAzinI, rAjazraddhA-vivardhinI, AvirbhatA thaI bedha-jAhnavI bhavamardinI. bedhamaMdAkinI nara bharavA patra-bhAjane thaI rAjakupAyege svayaMbhU phuraNa mane, mahApu, kupAyege pUjyapAda-pade vasI bedhadAtAtaNuM AjJA karIne prAsa, ulaTI, yathAzakti karI yatna, kALajI hRdaye dharI, bedhapIyUSa-dhArA A patra pAtra viSe bharI rAjaaMke tajI deha rAjamaMdira-sthAnamAM samAdhistha thayA pUjya, kAyetsarga sudhAnamAM, be hajAra daza varSe kArtikI suda sAtame, bedhagaMgA samAdhinA sAgare jaI virame. trividha tApa agnithI ati saMtapta jIvane kaNa ahave zAnti bhIma saMsAra -kAnane ? badhanIra bharI rAkhyuM te ja AdhAra che have, rAjazraddhA karI tethI, pAmuM zAnti bhave bhave. aho! zrI brahmacArIjI, Ape A bAla upare upakAra karyA che je, svayaM te sau kuryA kare. pratyupakAra-zakti nA, nathI nAtha smRti bhalI chatAM kiMcit bhavatpAde samarpa smaraNAMjali. -~kAra,

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aho ! sapuruSanAM vacanAmRta, mudrA ane satsamAgama ! suma cenanane jAgrata karanAra, paDatI vRttine sthira rAkhanAra, darzanamAtrathI paNa nirdoSa apUrva svabhAvane preraka, svarUpapratIti, apramatta saMyama ane pUrNa vItarAga nirvikapa svabhAvanAM kAraNabhUta; chele aA svabhAva pragaTa karI anaMta avyAbAdha svarUpamAM sthiti karAvanAra ! trikALa jayavaMta va!

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zrImad rAjacaMdra janma : vavANiyA devadivALI, 1924 dehotsarga : rAjakoTa caitra vada pAMcama 1957

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prathamavRttinuM nivedana tata sat viSama ane bhayaMkara A saMsAranuM svarUpa joIne tenI nivRtti viSe amane bedha , je vaDe jIvamAM zAMti AvI, samAdhidazA thaI. te bela A jagatamAM koI anaMta puSyoge jIvane prApta thAya che, ema mahAtmA puruSe pharI pharI kahI gayA che. A duSama kALane viSe aMdhakAra pragaTI bedhanA mArgane AvaraNa prApta thayA jevuM thayuM che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra mahata puNyanA udaye jIvane puruSane bodha sAMbhaLavAne maLe che, je bodhanA Azraye jIva A viSama saMsArane pAra karIne sahajasukharUpa paramapada prApta karI zake che. pa. pU. prabhuzrIjIe ane anya sarva mahAtmA puruSoe satsaMga sodhanuM aciMtya mAhAbhya varNavyuM che. mumukSuonA puNyanA udaye ApaNane AvA duSama kALamAM ya evA bodhanuM zravaNa prApta thayuM che. evA bodha pratye ullAsabhAva pragaTe e jIvane hitakArI che, mahat puNyanuM kAraNa che. e badha je koI vAMce, vicAre ne pariNumAve, zravaNa karIne svahitArthe saMgraha kare, tathA e baMdha chapAvavA pAchaLa ulAsapUrvaka yathAzakti sahAya kare te sanuM jIvana dhanya che pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRta temaja pa. pU. prabhujInA bodha upara temaja anya zAstrI upara vivecana karyuM che. zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta te amane meremamAM pamaratuM hatuM. saM. 2005nI sAlamAM mumukSu sva. cunIlAla megharAja saMghavInI AgrahabharI vinaMtithI teozrIne doDheka mAsa AbumAM gALavAnuM thayuM hatuM. te daramiyAna dararoja baporanA traNathI sADAcAra sudhI vacanAmRta upara teozrI vivecana karatA. tyAre lagabhaga AkhA pustaka upara vivecana thayuM hatuM. te vakhate bAjunA baMgalAmAM amadAvAdanA eka vayevRddha rAThyastha zrI zaMkaralAla benkara rahetA hatA. teo roja baporanA vAnAmRta vaMcAtuM tyAre AvatA ane khUba dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLatA. eka divasa sAMje te amane maLyA ane kahyuM, "AvA prakAre vAcana-vicAraNA thatI meM kayAMya joI nathI. jyAM huM gaye huM tyAM je vivecana karanAra hoya te UMcA Asane besIne upadeza karatA hoya che, ane ahIM to potAnA gurunA citrapaTa sAme besIne emanAM vacananuM vAcana-vivecana thAya che." saM. 2008 pahelAM mumukSuo pitAnI yAdazakti mujaba pitAne mATe vivecana tathA bodhanI noMdha karatA. paNa tyArapachI zrI RAre jyAM vivecana ke bedha cAlato tyAM ja utAryo hato. temAM pU. zrI brahmacArIjInI saMmati paNa meLavI lIdhI hatI. e badhuM saMgraha bhege karIne bedhAmRta' rUpe be bhAgamAM chapAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. temAM pahelA bhAgamAM ghaNuMkharuM vacanAmRta rivAyanAnuM je kAMI vivecana thatuM tathA prArAMgika baMdha thatA tene

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vividha vipha gAMdhela che ane bIjA bhAgamAM mAtra zrImada rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta uparanuM vivecana kamAnusAra goThavI "vacanAmRta-vivecananI saMkalana karI che. odhAmRta'nA A prathama vibhAgamAM cha rAMgraha che. prathama saMgrahamAM zrI aMbAlAla, zrI manaharalAla, zrI zAMtilAla, zrImatI vahAlIbena vagerenI aMgata noMdhapothImAMthI pasaMdagI karI chUTaka bodha mUkela che. bIjA saMgrahamAM 1 thI 10 AMka zrI pukharAje bedhanI yathAmRti karela noMdhamAMthI pasaMdagI pAmyA che; ane bAkInA zrI 34kAranI yathAsmRti noMdhamAMthI. trIjA saMgrahamAM yAtrAmAM thayela bodha, cAthAmAM AzramamAM thayela bedha ane pAMcamAmAM nAsikathI padhAryA bAda thayela bodha, je saghaLe (trIjA, cothA, pAMcamA saMgrahano) zrI kAre cAlu sabhAmAM yathAzakti utArela temAMthI pasaMda karI mUkela che. saMgraha chamAM, cUMTaNI karatAM rahI gayela, saMdarbha vinAnAM chatAM agatyanAM bedhavacane chUTaka vacanarUpe mukela che. kausamAM AMka mukelA che te vacanAmRtanI chelI AvRttinA che. zrI kAranI A bhagIratha bedhalaganI vinA te ApaNe A badhAmRtathI sadAya vaMcita ja raheta ! A saghaLA bodha-vivecananI pasaMdagI, tAravaNa ane goThavaNa karI aMtima presakopI karavAnuM vikaTa ane sUjhanuM kAma pU. sAkarabene, jemane pa. pU. prabhuzrIe samakita thaze tevA AzIrvAda ApelA che ane jemane pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe mArga pAmela bena gaNelAM che temaNe, pAte jAte ja asvastha tabiyata chatAM AyuSyanA vanane tapAvana banAvI atyutsAhathI pAra pADyuM te mumudAjane mATe AzIrvAdarUpa che. bhAI zAMtilAle maLa nAM sAthe badhuM meLavI tapAsIne saMpAdananI pavitra javAbadArI adA karI che. A pustakamAM je kSatio thaI hoya te sujJa vAcakavarga kSamya gaNaze. A beghanA prakAzana-kAryamAM AzramanivAsI zrI maNibhAI goviMdabhAI paTele khUba rasa laI jema bane tema tvarAthI A graMtha ApaNane sulabha karI Ape che te mATe temane tathA saMgrahakartAone mumuzumaMDaLavatI huM hArdika AbhAra mAnuM chuM. A graMtha pU. zrI brahmacArIjInA janmadine--janmASTamI-pragaTa thAya che te sau sajijJAsuone maMgalakArI nIvaDA ! vapara-upakAraka jJAnadAna mATe A badhaprakAzanamAM dAtAoe ulAra ane udAratAthI bheTa Apela che tethI mumuzumaMDaLa upakRta thayela che. teonI yAdI bIja vibhAgamAM sAdara mukAze. pustakachapAImAM zrI jayaMti dalAle je cIvaTa ane urDa banAvyAM che te prazaMsanIya che. badhAmRtane dvitIya vibhAga "vacanAmRta-vivecana thoDA ja samayamAM pragaTa karavAnI AzAsaha viramuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka, guNi mA, rA, 2016 | manaharalAla govanadAsa kaDIvAlA

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pravezaka je Avi maMdatti guruM vaittA Dahare ime appamuatti nabhA / hIlanti miccha paDivajjamANA. karati AsAyaNa te gurUNaM // 2 // (dara vai t: 1. . It 6) bhAvArtha : vaLI guru maMda che eTale kSapazamanI vicitratAthI zAstrayuktivaDe samAcanA karavA asamartha che, saprajJAthI rahita che, ema jANI agaMbhIra dravyasAdhu ke sAdhakavarga pitAne AcArya mAnI, kaI kAraNasara nAnI umaranA ke alpatanA abhyAgI evAne AcArya tarIke jJAnIe sthApelA hoya temanI IrSAdikathI mazkarImAM avagaNanA evI kare ke "tame te vayevRddha che, bahuzrata cho;" athavA spaSTa rIte "tuM prajJArahita che," ityAdi rIte, te te sAdhu ke sAdhakavarga mithyAtva pAme che. mATe gurunI avagaNanA, tiraskAra Adi karavA gya nathI. gurune halakA pADavArUpa AzAtanA karanAra te dravyasAdhu ke sAdhakavarga tatvane anyathA mAnI gurunI sthApanAnA abahumAna karavA vaDe eka gurunI AzAtanA karatAM sarva AcArya varganI AzAtanA kare che athavA pitAnA samyagdarzanAdi bhAvanA nAzarUpa AzAtanA, gurunI AzAtanAnA nimitte Acare che. -zrI haribhadrasUrinI TIkAnA AdhAre vinaya-samAdhi mAne tathA krodha, pramAda, mAyA dharI nA zIkhe sadgazuM vinayathI, nA guNa pAme, vadhI vAMsa jeva, haNAya aMte phaLatAM kunayathI. 1 je ema bole "guru maMda, bALa," alpajJa jANa karatA avajJA, mithyAtva pAme aneka gurunI sAthe bhayaMkara thatI azAtanA. 2 ke maMda meTA, vaLI bALa prajJa, AcAravaMtA guNavaMta guru, thAtAM avajJA agnizikhA sama, bALI kare bhasma, ho bhavya bhIru. 3 nAne gaNe nAga che chatA je, pAme mahAduHkha; tevA suguru nAnA gaNI je karatA avajJA saMsArapathe bhamatA abhIru. 4 je nAga rUThe bhava eka jAya, ethI vadhu zuM tenAthI thAya ? AcAryAvara je avajJAthI ke adhi-AzAnanA kema chUTe ? |

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aNi viSe pisatAM duHkha de, choDatAM nAgane tema che, je jIvavA jhera pIve kubuddhi, AzAtanA gurunI tevI kIdhI. te bhale baLe nA agni viSe ke, cha Diye nAga se nahIM ke, kadI jherathI Ayu kenuM na tUTe, AzAtanAkArI kadI na chUTe. 7 cahe mastake parvate bhedavA ko, jagADe te siMha ramADavA ke, je zastrazakti thI prahAre, AzAtanA gurunI ane dhAre. 8 bhede kadI ke giri mastake te, che siMha haNe nahIM ke, zakti vaDe hAtha kapAya nA che, AzAtanAkArI chUTe nahI ko. 9 AcAryavara thAya kadI aprasanna, adhi-AzAtanAmAMhi magna, na mukta thAya tethI mumukSu gurukRpAthe ja varte, subhikSu. 10 yathA yajJa-agni pUje vipra prIte daI Ahuti maMtrapada ucarIne, bhaje ziSya sadagurune te ja rIte, bhale jJAna pUrNa dhare teya prIte. 11 jenI kane dharma-siddhAnta zIkhe, tene vinaya bhAI kadI na cUke, dharI aMjali zira para stuti karaje, traNe vegathI nitya sabhAva dharaje. 12 lajajA, dayA, saMyama, brahmacarya, vizuddhidAyaka mumudAkArya, sadA pUjaje te sadguru prIte je nitya zikSA detA surIte. 13 prabhAte prakAze ravi jema sarva AcArya zrutazIla buddhi apUrva virAjatA Indra suranI sabhAmAM, guru dIpatA tema svayaM prabhAmAM. 14 je kArtikI pUrNimAmAM sucandra nabhe zobhate nirmala ze nirabhra, nakSatra-tArAgaNathI viMTAye, AcArya mahimA suziSya dipA. 15 mekSAbhilASI guru udadhi zA, samAdhigazruta-zIla-dhInA, anuttara jJAna Adi cahe je, dharmAtha, ArAdhI guru teSaje te. 16 medhAvI, suNI subhASite A, pramAda tacha kara AcArya-sevA, aneka guNenI ArAdhanAthI vinaye vare sarva utkRSTa siddhi. 17 kAtika suda 10, guru, saM. 2002 dazavaikAlika adhyayanamAMthI anuvAdita, zrI brahmacArInI DAyarImAMthI upalabdha.

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zrI brahmacArIjI govardhanadAsajI janmaH bAMdhaNI dehavilayaH Azrama, agAsa vi. saM. 1945 janmASTamI, ravi vi. saM. 2 010 kArtika suda 7

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bo dhA mR ta anukramaNikA 1. nivedana .. . . . 5 2. pravezaka ... ... ... ... 9 kramAMka viSaya pRSTha kramAMka viSaya saMgraha pahelo 20 samAdhizataka aMtaranA ukelarUpa-karmanA 1 bedha mATe bhUmikA thavA - udayamAM sAvacetI 2 sapuruSanA jege puruSArtha kartavya 4 21 AtmaprAptine khAsa upAya-puruSArthama 3 AjJAthI vAcanA- A lokanI sukhecchA -jJAnInAM vacananuM pariNamana na thavAnuM -te javA kAraNa 4 AtmasvarUpane nirNaya thavA 5 22 kRpALudeva pachI dharmonnati karanAra koNa? 21 5 vicAra ane vicAradazA-gyatAe bodha 5 23 saMsArathI tAranAra vastu 6 sauthI baLavAna sAdhana satsaMga-bhAva 24 kenA nizcaye mekSa?--ka puruSArtha tyAM bhagavAna-kevA puruSanA AzrayathI karavAno che? kalyANa? 25 Atmadarzanane mAga 7 upaga pheravavA 26 paramAtmapadane mArga 8 taravAno kAmI-saMsAranuM svarUpa 7 27 Atmopayoga thavA 9 suvicAradazAzrutadharme daDhatAmanuSya 28 pitAnuM mULa svarUpa samajAvA bhavanI sArthakatA 29 kalpanAthI saMsAra-te javA 10 sudaNitaraMgiNI- ruci jAgRti, Atma- 30 tRSNa-anAdinI bhUla zuM?--te kema TaLe? 24 jAgRti ane karma 31 darzanamoha zuM ?tenA nAzane upAya11 traNa prakAranA vairAgya Azraya zaraNa kartavya AtmasthiratA thavA -nityaniyama sAta vyasana-sAta abhakSya 32 manovRtti jItavA -vrata saMbaMdhI cetavaNI 33 AtmA jovA mATe 12 kayo puruSArtha kare-AbhadayAthI kalyANa 10 34 kalyANanuM mukhya sAdhana-bIjajJAna13 satya bolavA mATe mokSanI vAnagI 14 prathama jarUra zAnI ?-paLa paNa upayogamAM 35 svAdhyAya-smaraNa levA-vikaTa vedanAmAMya ekAkAra vRtti na 36 sAco dharma kayAre thAya ? thavA devA 11 37 zuM karavA Avyo che ane zuM kare che? 15 AtmA kema prApta thAya?-brahmacarya saMbaMdhI 12 38 cetI javA-tyAga kartavya, kyAre ne 16 strImAMthI Asakti TALavA-samyaktva ke ?--ze lakSa kartavya ? anubhava 13 39 jJAnInuM zaraNa letAM prathama karavAgya 17 cittasthiratAne kama-samAdhizataka - vicAraNA-khamIkhUdavA-paramadharma prabhuzrIne upakAra-bhAva ane nimitta 15 40 mukhya dhyAna 18 samAdhizataka saMbaMdhI 16 41 niyama aticAra saMbaMdhI 19 nyAyanIti ane kAyadA 16 42 anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che. 2

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kramAMka viSaya pUcha kamAMka viSaya pRSTha saMgraha bIje 31 jagatanA jherathI bacavA-puruSArtha karavA 54 1 AjJA-ArAdhanarUpa dharma 33 32 kAma-mumukSanI javAbadArI-manane jItavuM 2 sukhane raste : tyAga --mumukSatAnI khAmI--puruSArtha krama 3 dharmanuM mULa bhakti eTale ? 4 upayoga kayAM lAvavo? kevI rIte ? 34 33 samabhAva-samajaNanI jarUra-bhUla TALavA 56 5 samakita karavA 34 AtmA upara AvavA 6 dharma pariNamavA 35 35 zuM karavAthI pite sukhI ? 7 ugra puruSArtha 36 niHzaMkatAthI nirbhayatA, niHsaMgatA. 8 samabhAva kema Ave ?-bhAva tapAsavA 37 cethA vrata saMbaMdhI 9 phikara TALavA 38 Atmasiddhi saMbaMdhI 10 ruci palaTAvavA-niyamita jIvana rAkhavA 38 39 satsaMganA nimittanI jarUra-manuSya 11 bhakti-saMkalpa-vikalpa haLavA bhavamAM zuM vicAraNIya? 12 pramAda na thavA 40 parvamAM zuM karavuM-AtmabhAva mATe- 13 pustaka vAcana saMbaMdhI samabhAvamAM mokSa 14 mana jItavA 41 kakyAre samakti-AmAM kema hAtha 15 meha javA- AtmAne jagADatI thappaDa Ave ? sukha kayAre maLe? mithyAtvathI 16 garajanI jarUra-samajaNa AvavA cetavA 17 jJAnaprakAza vadhAravA-svachaMda TALavA -pratyakSa ane parokSa 45 42 krodha na thavA upAya-bhakti kevI rIte 18 hAra ThAra oLakhANa-samyagdaSTi jIva- karavI ? chadmastha 5 43 vairAgya zAthI thAya ?--jJAnInuM vacana 19 satsaMga kartavya, pahele ne sahelo 47 4ja kharAM pApa-kaSAya kema TaLe ? 20 verabhAva TALavA 45 vacana-nayanane saMyama 21 madha na khAvA 46 mULamAM bhUla-upadezabaMdha ne siddhAntabadha 66 22 Atmasiddhi-sAra vastu 48 47 uttama jJAna-sadagurUno vega 23 AtmalakSe niyamita vAcana-vairAgyanI 48 vANInuM saMyamana 49 brahmacaryavrata 24 sArA bhAva--ci--sapuruSanuM vacana 50 vedanA vakhate--maMtra 25 vicAra, ci jAgavA-sAcuM jIvana 26 zrImo upakAra-bhakti baLavAna sAdhana 51 mahApuruSanI dazA samajavA -samAdhimaraNa--chANamATIno koTho para vedanA kevA prakAre sahevI ? 27 kharo mArga 51 53 smaraNa-sadguruprasAda 28 satsaMga, sarvottama sAdhana- 54 pustakane samAgama-zraddhA ane niHspRhatA 69 29 zuddha bhAva thavA-kema vicAravuM ?--manuSya. pa5 mukhapATha ane bodhanI asara-lakSanuM bhavanI mahattA-abhimAna javA 53 mahattva-yuvAvaya-vairAgya-upazama 30 bhrAntinuM-ajJAnanuM duHkha 54 56 vidyA ane AjJA jAtrA kevA bhAvathI 71 jarUra 50

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kramAMka viSaya saMgraha trIjo 1 AtmasthiratA--samabhAva 2 saMsAranuM svarUpa--saMganuM svarUpa-- satpuruSanAM Azraya, oLakhANa, prema 8 citrapaTanI sthApanA--asaMga thavA---- vairAgya-aDhAra pApasthAnaka 9 ciMtA ane vikalpo cheDavA--satpuruSanI jarUra--satsaMganA prabhAva 71 3 kharuM caitanya 2 4 karma samabhAve bhogavavA 79 5 vairAgya zAthI rahe ?-~-sarvasaMga----sadvicAra 80 6 jAgRtinI jarUra--prema-puruSArthI--laghutA 81 7 mumukSutAmAM khAmI--dhIraja--sAya-- upadezamAM niHzaMkatA--sphaTikanI pratimA --mAnastha bha 10 kRpALudevanI dazA--uttama mumukSu 11 jainadarzana-- temAM uddhAra--samAdhimaraNa mATe 12 bhakti--AjJA-sadAcAra--AtmalakSa-- satpuruSanA cega AtmAnI sanmukha thavA --mAna--alaukika rAga-lAbha-mana vaza karavA--bhrAnti --samabhAva--gurubhakti bhAva--AmAnA 13 karma maLavAnA upAya mArga tyAganA~~ phUMkA rastA--mana vaza karavA--jJAnInAM mana-vacana--kAyA--upAdhi choDavA-- satsaMga 14 mana vaza karavAmAga--lAbha TALavA --du:kha TALavA upAya--AtmAthI 15 dharmanu mULa----bhAvamaraNa--viparItatA 16 satpuruSane sahavAsa 17 jJAnInI AjJA 18 rANakapuranuM derAsara----tI laghuzAMti-- aMtarapariNati tapAsavA 1 pRSTha 73 83 85 e re re 91 94 6. 97 98 98 100 kramAMka viSaya 19 abhIkSNa jJAneApayeAga--svAdhyAyakALa---- saMvega--mAha-- jJAna ane tyAga--vairAgya 20 sadgurubhakti 21 satya 22 satpuruSanAM vacananI ArAdhanA--pratyakSa vinaya--nayanikSepa 23 samAdhimaraNa--sallekhanA 24 tapa saMbaMdhI--sAdhusamAdhi 25 bhava kema gALavA dhyAna mahattva 32 paramadharma --matra--AjJAthI dharma 33 vairAgyanI vAta--AMtara tapAsa 34 kAma bALavA--vastu svarUpa samajavAvicAra karavA 35 vairAgya saMbadhI--viveka 36 satsaMganA viyeAge--strIomAM yAgyatA-- AtmadRSTi pRSTha 26 dha--kSamA----pravacanabhakita 27 samyagdarzana-cAritra--anuyAgA 28 gRhastha satpuruSa--jJAnIne kheAdha - AjJA --AtmajJAna karavA--potAnA doSa TALavA--satsaMga--pramAda TALavA 114 29 moTAmAM meTI bhUla 116 30 manuSyabhava--maraNa prasaMge-asaMga thavA 118 31 matijJAna--upayoga palaTAvavA--sadgurunuM 101 103 104 106 106 1089 111 111 113 119 120 1ra1 121 122 122 123 123 37 saMvar--bharata akartA 38 A bhavamAM cetavA 39 jJAnInI AjJAe vavA-AtmA jANavA --samAdhimaraNa thavA 40 dharmAMnuM phLa--alaukikabhAve vavA 41 aMtara pheravavA--akhaMDa AtmA--sadguru. nI bhakti 42 kRpALudevane upakAra--AtmabhAvanA bhAvavA trividha dharma Atmasiddhi' saMbaMdhI 126 43 kRpALudevanI AjJAmAM rahevA * 124 125 125

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viSaya 130. 156 kramAMka pRSTha kramAMka viSaya saMgraha cothA 23 sazAstra durlabha-samyaphava, tene malina 1 paramArtha nAmu 128 karanAra de --dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM- 2 AjJAe kalyANa-AtmAne saMbhALavA 128 matAthalakSaNa 149 3 kRpALudeva upara prema karavA-vicakSaNanuM 24 vItarAgatA-samakitane ghAtaka kAraNe- vartana-pramAda TALavA-bhakita kevA prakAre samakitanAM dUSaNa-bhUSaNa-samakitathI sukha karavI? 128 -vibhAvathI chUTavA 150 4 zuddhasvarUpamAM lInatA thavA 25 sUkSma mithyAtva- nizcaya-vyavahArathI : Atmatattva 15ra 5 vicAranI khAmI 130 26 ghAti-aghAti karma-samyaktva-zuddhatA 6 tAdAtmya adhyAsa-parAbhakti 131 -svAdhyAya-tapa 153 7 svadeSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA-cittazuddhi 27 matyAga zubhabhAva-dharmano marma-Asakti tyAgavA be prakAranA sAdhu-.cAritra--virati 155 8 bhaktinI jarUra-AtmAnI saMbhALa 28 trividha cetanA-vItarAgatA- nirvikalpa9 saMsAra ekAnta du:kharUpa-kharuM du:kha- dazA sukhI thavAne upAya-saMskRtano abhyAsa 29 AtmajJAna karavA-sAdhana kevI rIte karavA 134 karavAM-samaja karavA 157 10 trividha saMyama-anAdinA zatru-tyAga- 30 neha na karavA-jJAna, tenuM kAraNa--mAnya bhAvanA 135 karavAgya zAstra-pUjAprabhAvanA 159 11 dharma karavA-vRtIne satsaMga 136 31 jJAnakaLA-AtmaprApti-devanI dazA- 12 samyagdarzana-mokSanuM bIja-khare tyAga sAcI bhakti--aMgapAThI paNa mithyAdaSTi -AtmA jevA 137 -samyaktva-bhavi 160 13 prajanabhUta tatta 138 32 saMsAranI icchA -saMkalpa-vikalpa- 14 mithyAtvanuM svarUpa 139 AtmabrAnti, mithyAtva-va kayAre 15 mithyAtva-mithyAjJAna 140 161 16 samyagdarzana jJAna-niyamita sazAstra 33 AtmA jevA-dayA, vaiyAvRtya, dayAvAcana- AraMbhaparigraha-parva - ghera jJAnInuM vacana-samabhAva--satsaMganI kRpALudeva 142 mahattA-cetavA mATe-uttama pAtra-zuM 17 bhAva pheravavA 143 karavAthI te sukhI?-AtmasAdhana kyAM 18 rAga dveSanAM kAraNa-svarUpAcaraNa karavuM ? 163 19 AmAnuM svarUpa-mithyAtva 144 34 sapuruSanI AjJAe-dhyeya nakakI karavA 166 20 labdhio ane jagasAmartha- zAMtisvarUpa 35 AtmAnuM sukha-avinAM zraddhAjJAna- jANavA - asaMga thavA - kRpALudevanA tattvajJAna thavA-vaMdavAyegya zuM? 17 vacana-parAnugraha kevA prakAre kartavya ? 145 i jAuM nA makA2 kAzva 15 36 AtmajJAna karavA kada A 168 21 AtmavicArakartavyarUpa dharma-samyagdarzana 147 37 kema vartavuM-puruSArtha karavA 168 22 samyagdaSTi ane saMta-guptadAna- samatA 38 jJAnazakti, vIryazakti-udAsInatA - kema rahe? rAtribhojana saMbaMdhI-parigrahanI mUcchI 169 ziva 143 148

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kramAMka viSaya 39 badhAne vicAravA jevuM 40 AtmAne oLakhavA--vedakatA--vIta rAgabhAva 41 oLakhANa--rAgadveSa-ajJAna 42 manuSyabhava saphaLa karavA 43 svarUpabhAna thavA 44 AtmaprakAzaka kheAdha 45 samajaNu kAre kharI ?-dhyAna--pUjavAyeAgya vastu 46 zuM karavuM ?-cetavaNI--AtmAnI saMbhALa --vikathA -- A zrayanuM khaLa--aMtarmukha dRSTi 47 paramArthonA saMskAra kema paDe 48 jaMgamanI jukti--sadgurumAM prema--- hIrAnA hAra 49 zrutanuM avalaMbana--munione puruSArtha - matamatAMtara ane malinatA 50 samAdhimaraNa thavA 51 samAdhimaraNa mumukSuene paraspara madada karavA--aMtarmukhavRtti para pratijJAmAM Teka rAkhavA .devanAM vacane- mokSe javA----vicAra mATe mUDI--pahelAM zuM khaseDavuM ?--sahelA thavA - aNapaNuM-sarvottama apUrva bhakti upAya-asaMga vastu 53 satsaMga --TUMkA rastA--bhaktinA pAyA---- dharmanA pAyA--zuM pakaDavuM ?---zuM kare te samAdhimaraNa thAya ? 54 bhAvanidrA----dhatu svarUpa--urdhvamUla taruvara 55 khoTI mAnyatA--viparItatA TALavA---- samyakRtva tAkIdathI thavA--vivekInI vicakSaNatA pRSTha 170 171 172 172 172 172 173 173 175 175 175 176 177 178 181 182 183 56 AzramavAsa~AkhI dvAdazAMgI 184 57 kR.devane samyaktva--tripadI--triguNarahita 185 58 dharma samajaNa 186 13 kramAMka 59 pramAda--mahApuruSanA jIvanamAMthI zIkhavAnuM--Atmasiddhi pariNamavA 60 satpuruSane yeAga saphaLa thavA 61 bhaktinA saMskAra 6ra AgaLa vadhavAnA krama - AtmajJAnanuM kAraNa viSaya --svachaM--anubhava thavA 63 jagata, jagatanI meAhinI-ApaNu kAma --zUravIra 66 prajJA--dunane saMga--vicAra 67 vastu oLakhavA--mekSe javA--puruSA mAM baDhAnAM----vicAradazA 68 satsaMga--vAsanA ullaMghavA--laghutA suvicAra--satasamAgama 188 64 satpuruSa saMbhAravA----kevA nizcayanI jarUra 189 65 jJAnInI AjJAthI sAdhana sajajana-- jJAnIne kayAre pUchyuM--meAkSanA dvArapALa --vivekajJAna--badhAnuM mULa 69 yugapradhAna puruSa--manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA --nAzavatanA mAha~zuM nakkI karavuM? 70 suvicAraNA--ziSyanI prajJA--jJAnakaLA 71 avinAzI svarUpa--jJAna--udghAraka vrata 72 jJAna--jIvanmukta--samabhAva- bhava-meAkSa kAM ? pRSTha cheADavA--Azrama tapAvana vanI zakti-dvAdazAMgI saMkSepamAM 80 mAhutIya kSaya karavA--avasara---Atmasiddhi 186 187 187 187 189 191 192 193 125 196 196 73 sasamAgamamanathI bhava-mekSa--pratyAhAra --dAMta pIsI karavAyAgya kayA puruSArtha ? 198 74 vAsanAkSaya AtmabhAvanA ahaMbhAva 199 75 svarUpabhAna thavA 199 76 mithyAtva--AtmAmAM AtmaRddhi thavA---- vizvanuM adhiSThAna--AtmAnuM svarUpa-- zuddhabhAva karavA 77 sehama bhAvanA--upadeza jhIlanAra 78 vairAgyanI jarUra 79 ka 196 199 201 201 201 202

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kramAMka viSaya 81 jIvana kema gALavuM ? 82 mAsama--abhyAsa--kamanA bhUkA karavA 83 puruSArthAMnA lAga 84 UMgha maTADavA 8pa bhAvanidrA TALavA 86 nAnInAM vacane samajavA--manuSyabhava hADI --satsaMga karavA--zu karavA AvyA ? zuM karuM chuM? 87 Atmazuddhi karavA--kR.devanI AjJA keAne mATe ?--meAha sAthe kema vartavuM? 88 vItarAgabhAva----jJAna 89 satpuruSane yoga----pakaDa 90 lakSa zAne rAkhavA ? 91 sa'sAranA sabaMdha--zAthI narake ?--zAthI kalyANa ? bAra mAsanuM bhAthu 9ra mekSanA acUka upAya--kharA ziSyanu lakSaNa 93 zIlavAnanI gati--kharA guru--zI pakaDa karavI ? 94 yAga kevA rAkhavA ?--dharmadhyAna 95 sukhI thavAnA rastA 96 jagatathI pharavA--abhyAsa ane adhyAsa --saMyama 97 Azramane pAyA dALa vAMhe DhokaLI-- pariNAma pAmavA, samajaNa thavA 98 satsa`ganA viyeAge--samUha prArthanA~~~~ saMsAranuM jhera utAravA-- zaraNasmaraNa 99 brahmacarya vratIne--- mehabhAva--gurugama 100 puruSArtha svAdhIna--maMtra--samyaktva---- maraNa mAthe--puruSAnuM sAdhana--svacchaMda rAkavA--premanI mUDI -- AtmAthI kurmInI parAdhInatA TALavA 101 puruSA karavA--deha bhakti mATe 102 IcchA TALavA indriyA anukULa karavA 103 pacamakALamAM dharmadhyAna 4 pRSTha kramAMka viSaya 202 202 104 yA--cAre gatinuM varNana--mAkSamA+-- sAmAyika kriyAniSedha-jJAnInuM avalaMbana --cha pa6nI zraddA--samyakRtvanAM lakSaNa --kevaLajJAnathI jANeluM kahevAnAM sAta kAraNa--pakaDa dharmanA raMga 105 kR.devatuM zaraNa--niHspRha thavA--samajaNa karavA---abhyAsathI dazApuruSA 106 samyaktvanuM mAhAtmya-anubhavajJAnInAM vacana 202 203 204 204 205 206 206 206 207 207 207 208 208 209 209 210 211 107 AyaMbila--smaraNa 108 rasalubdhatA TALavA--puruSAnI jarUr~~ dinacaryA--saheluM kAma 117 sAga 118 daSTi pheravavA--brahmacarya--Amanhega pragaTavA 119 zAMti meLavavA----mAha mAravA 120 AjJAmAMdhama-- saMsAranuM svarUpa--puruSA bhrAntimAMthI nIkaLavA 121 bhedajJAnane puruSArthabhrAnti TALavA-- zuM cetavAnuM ?--ThagAruM pATaNa-- kharA Azrama----cetavA mATe 211 213 214 122 zuM zIkhavAnu` ?--naya zA mATe?-- AtmasiddhimAM badhuM | mAhita thavA 214 pRSTha 214 109 AtmA jANavA--baMdhanathI chUTavA 110 kevaLajJAna--kRpALudevanI vicAraNApratimAo--bhaktiprabhAva--apUrva yAga 221 111 abhyAsa--chUTavAnA rastA--bhedanAna meAkSamALA vAMcavA cha padane patra 223 112 saMskRta zIkhavA--jagatamAMthI sAra dhanuM kAma--parigraha--manuSyabhava zA mATe? 113 anna tevu manazAthI kalyANa ? 114 siddhAntanA sAra jevuM pustaka 115 mamatA cheADavA--zuM karavAthI pote sukhI ? --satsaMga 225 116 manuSyabhava kema gALavA ? jJAnInuM zaraNuM 226 226 217 218 219 219 220 224 225 225 227 228 229 230 232

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pR. pRSTha 237 8 : kramAMka viSaya kramAMka viSaya 123 zItalajinanI camatkArI tribhaMgI 234 148 zravaNa manana nididhyAsanano kama 252 124 vAsanA TALavA AzramamAM AvyA te 235 149 keno AtmA sukhI ? 253 125 DAgha ne lAgavA cetavaNa-satsaMganI 150 vizALa buddhinI jarUra-udAsInatA sevavA 253 saphaLatA-ArtadhyAna, dharmadhyAna 235 151 pariNAma pheravavA 253 126 samAdhimaraNa ArAdhanA-chatrIsa mALAnI 15ra stavane bolavA-dharma ArAdhana-manuSya- bhAvanA-svacchaMda cheDavA bhava saphaLa karavA-samabhAva 253 127 saMsArabhramaNanuM moTuM kAraNa-vijJAnapaNuM 153 ahaMbhAva TALavA 254 AvavA-asaMgapaNuM-bhedano bheda 154 asaMgapaNuM lAvavA 255 128 vacana AtmA-tana AtmA 239 155 bAdha mATe megyatA 255 128 satsaMgakA lakSa 240 156 traNa samakita-AtmadayA 256 130 viSayakaSAya jItavA-rasagAravalubdhatA 1pa7 jJAnInI-gurunI-oLakhANa- zaMkA maTADavA-dhamabhA kyAre-samyakatva 240 TeLavA 256 131 jaMjALa TALavA- jagata eMThavADArUpa 158 jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavA 257. zikhAmaNa kyAre eNTe ? sadAcAra mATe 241 132 moha ocho karavA-vairAgya thavA 242 159 zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta 257 133 pitAnuM zuM vAtAvaraNa ane bhAva 160 mana 5ryAva, matidhRta-sAmAyika-hinasamyagdaSTino vicAra 243 vicAraNA 257 134 tapa 243 161 bhakti karanArane 2pa7. 135 svAdhyAya-dehAdhyAsa-svabhAva 243 162 malinatA kema jatI nathI ? 258 136 memAna-dharmAtmA-dharma 244 163 AtmAnI sAmAyika 258 137 vrata ane vRttio--satanuM oLakhANa 164 cha Avazyaka 259 satsaMga 245 165 sAmAyika karavA saMbaMdhI 138 guNasthAnaka-samajaNa kevI karavI-meha 166 zuM khALe che?-- parama dharma-hAlanuM chUTavA krama "apUrva avasara" saMzodhana, jJAna 139 zAMti pAmavA-vikAra kADhavA- Atma- 167 mumukSatAnI zarUAta kayAre ?-manuSyabhava dazA-Sa kADhavA-zukaladhyAna thavA 246 zuM karavAmAM gALavo ? 140 baMdha paMtha-jijJAsA- samAdhimaraNamAM 168 kalyANa kevA prakAre thAya 261 zAnI jarUra?--dharmane cheDavA 247 168 sahajAmasvarUpa-IlA na paDavA 262 141 taiyAra thavA-khare prema kayAre Ave? 248 170 jJAnInAM vacanAmAM tallIna thavA-AtmA ' 142 eka para AvavA 249 Ape 262 143 nimittanI agatya 171 vividha prakAre AtmAnuM bhAsavuM kevI 144 kakyAM daSTi karavI?-ATha divasamAM ya rIte?--vyathArtha bhAsavA-cAritra ane kAma-parama prema kevo ? 249 mokSa 263 145 durlabha vastuo 250 17ra sArA thavA 264 146 saguru-lokAloka vicArane hetu 251 173 satsaMga karavA manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA ja 147 sArAM nimitta - hiMsA choDavA--kharuM 174 zuM dhyeya -khare tyAga-bhAvanA karavA , svarUpa kevuM ? te pragaTavA -kALajI rAkhavA 25 259 251

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281 285 kramAMka viSaya pRSTha kramAMka viSaya saMgraha pAMcamo 19 mekSasukha--gRhasthane cetavaNI--AtmAne 1 ceDA kALamAM ghaNuM kAma thavA-vikalpa bacAvavA 279 na Ave to 266 20 jJAnInAM upadeza-AjJA 280 2 vedanAmAM zuM karavuM ?--bhakti mATe paheluM 21 svAdhyAya-bhakti dhImA avAje pagathiyuM 22 vicAravAnuM rAkhavA- tattvArthasUtra saMbaMdhI 282 23 ajJAnadazAne dharma-ajJAna bhaTavA 282 3 vrata na teDavA -kema vadhAre samajAya 267 24 AtmArthanuM meLavaNa 4 kaLiyugamAM khAsa cetavaNI 283 25 AtmAnuM vismaraNa zAthI? pUrvabhavamAM 5 AtmA sudhI pahoMcavA-vividha prakAre vika-ze puruSArtha karavo?-acUka kRpALudevanuM nAma 283 283 mekSa thavA 26 AtmapuruSArtha 267 ra7 vairAgya--puruSArtha zuM ?- zUravIra thavA 2/4 6 manuSyabhava-kSaNa kSaNano puruSArtha jAgavA 28 sallAstra kema samajAya--puNyapApa tyAjya -vivekadRSTi-tRSNa javA 268 ---tapa kayA lakSe ? 284 7 satsaMganI jarUra-kapALudevane khare 29 niHzaMka arpaNatAthI mokSa 284 vAra-vItarAga thavA-mumukSu keNa?-- 30 alaukika mithyAtva jIvana pheravI nAkhe tevI gAthAo 31 AjJA-cetanyapaNuM- satparuSanA zaraNanuM 8 jIvatara zAmAM gALavuM ?-sAta abhakSyane dayAna 286 tyAga kema?--asaMga thavA--rAgadeSakSayano 32 AtmasvarUpane anubhava-manuSyadeha upAya-zuM saMbhAravuM ? kevA preme ?- hoDIrUpa paribhramaNa raLavA AtmA jotA kayAre 33 mehano prabhAva 286 thavAya ? 272 34 rAtre pANI na pIvA-sahajAbhasvarUpa 3y rAtre pANI na pa 9 Indriyo vaza karavAno upAya--upadeza paramaguru-vicArarUpa dhyAna 286 pariNamavA 274 35 samakitanI yogyatA-nigodamAM nikaTa10 sAdvAda--satsaMga, vAcana kevAM karavAM? 286 -kayAre mokSa? ra74 36 amRtanI sacoDI nALiyerI-kalyANa 11 eka lakSa rAkhavA 275 kayAMthI, zAthI? 287 12 kRpALudevanAM vacana 275 37 sAdhana kema kartavya -samakita thavA- 13 bhaktAmara ane Atmasiddhi--AnaMda AtmA jevA 288 ghanajI ane yazavijayajI 275 38 AtmAnuzAsana'ne svAdhyAya 289 14 AtmAnI kALajI rAkhavA 277 39 eka kizorane AphrikA jatAM zikhAmaNa 289 15 za zAthI ? kema TaLe? dharmamAM veTha nA 40 saMsAranI pakaDa-A kALamAM zuM vadhyuM? 290 na utAravA 41 abhavyane vAsanA-ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva 16 AtmAne vicAra 278 maTADavA-parigraha pApa-pavitra rahevA17 AtmAnI saMbhALa levA--anuttaravAsI mana jItavA-kevuM bolavuM 291 278 42 pAtALanuM pANI kADhavA-AtmA kema 18 kusaMga na karavA-satsaMganA saMskAra 279 jAge ?-nAnapaNamAMya dharma 292 286 bhavi 277 thavA

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kramAMka viSaya 43 upavAsa zu* ? kema gALavA ? 44 zrImaddnI dharmaprabhAvanA 45 vivekapUrvaka dAna karavA 46 ceAthA vrata saMbadhI 47 pAtra thavA 48 thrahmacaryanuM kaparApaNuM--srasaMganI asara --cAre ne caLe ? 49 saMsAranuM mULiyuM ukheDavA 50 prabhuzrIjI na hota te ?--satsaMga, tenA viyeAge 51 samAdhimaraNa karavA~-baLavAna thavA Atmajoga pragaTavA para maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanA 53 indriyA jItavA 54 mana jItavA--svacchaMda rAkavA 55 AjJAthI dharma--cha Avazyaka 56 AtmAnI zuddhi karavA----stavanavaMdanA - cAra ArAdhanA-kavalAhAra 57 AjJAmAM ekatAna thavA 58 khUba satsaMganI jarUra----jJAnInI AjJA, oLakhANa--kharAdI thavA----paramA mA paTTa tripadanA upayAga anubhavavA-paramAnAM svapna 60 jJAnInI zikhAmaNa----zIla----AjJAnI acaLatA--smaraNa 61 mujhavaNanA samayamAM karma na baMdhAvA---- satsaMgane nAme ThagAvAya dara mana vaza karavA 63 mAre zuM kartavya ? 64 bahu vicAravA jevuM vAkaya~pahelAMnA jIvA ane atyAranA~-satsaMgamAM kSakSa rAkhavAyeAgya--nivRtti dravyakSetrakALabhAva 65 jagatanuM vismaraNa--moTAmAM moTuM vrata --mumukSu me. Ta pRSTha 293 293 294 294 295 296 296 297 298 299 300 301 303 67 jJAnInuM oLakhANa kayAre ?--AjJAmAM ekatAna thavA----bhUla karyAM nIkaLe? 68 kRpALudevanuM jIvana---mAhanIya TALavA---- satsaMga--aMtamu khatti karavA 69 brahmacaryavrata lenArane--samAdhi-maraNanA 25 295 puruSA 304 305 306 G 308 308 309 309 312 kramAMka viSaya 66 moTA puruSAne dayAbhAva--muMbaI kSetra-- viSamakALa---satsaMganI tarasa--kRpALudevanI dazA, vanA thavA----kaSAya TALavA 72 vedanInA vakhatamAM kema rahevuM?--mULa vastu--AtmA jovA 73 zuM pAkuM karavAnuM 74 kalyANanuM uttama sAdhana--dareka mumukSue zu karavuM ?--satpuruSanA viyAgamAM---zu naDe che?--AtmaprApti 75 jJAnInI alihArI 76 kAM citta devuM ?--samyagdarzana--mithyAtva TALavA 77 vedanAnuM mULa kAraNa--AtmabhAna thavA---- samAAdhamaraNanI mALAe.--dhama teraza 78 dharma kayAre pariName ?-zAmAM badhI nIti ? --samaya samayane puruSA tevAM pa-- - dRSTi 79 jIva raMgAI jAya pheravavA--vAtsalya bhAva pRSTha 70 AtmAnubhava-vicAravA Ata dhyAna TALavA ---dRSTinI bhUla----bhedajJAna thAya tevA patra 317 71 icche tevuM thaI zake--bhaktimAM tallInatA 80 kRpALudevane zaraNe kalyANu-AzramavAsIne 81 edha kema pariNamatA nathI? 82 A kALamAM zuM karavuM? 83 ekAMta sthAna-svAdhyAya tapa----satsaMganI upAsanA-samAdhimaraNanI taiyArI 84 jJAnanuM phaLa virati--badhA pravacanane sAra~~dravyAnuyAga kema samajAya ?---- AtmAne prema 31ra 314 315 317 320 321 324 324 326 327 327 330 330 331 332 332 333 333

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335 o o o o o o o o y (o 348 340 kamAMka viSaya pRSTha kramAMka viSaya 85 saMsAra bhUlavA-jiMdagI AkhI kAma 29 sAcavI tapAsIne cAlavA 346 Ave tevI gAthA-udAsInatA-asAtA 30 baMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa 346 vedanImAM zaraNuM- zUravIranI bhakti 31 sUkSma mithyAtva-viveka 346 bhAna tyAgavA 32 nivRtti mATe 346 86 nirjarA thavA 337 33 saMsAra-vilaya thavA-zrAvaka-samajaNanI saMgraha cho balihArI 346 34 ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAva saMkalpa vikalpa TaLavA 347 1 duHkhamAM jarUrI samajaNa 35 no dRSTirUpa- tenA lakSa ra upadeza na ApavA 347 36 deha ane AtmAnI zAMti-rAgaSa ane 3 jAtrAnuM dhyeya - nimitta 347, 4 samayanI kiMmata 37 zuddha ane zubha bhAva 347 5 mokSa prApta karAve tevuM vAkaya 38 kayAre mokSa? 347 ka nirdoSa sukha meLavavA 39 maMtrasmaraNAdi karavA bhedajJAnane abhyAsa 339 7 daravAjAmAM praveza 'karavA 8 smaraNanuM mAhA -mukhapATha lAbhakArI 339 348 40 yuvAnane zuzruSA karavA 348 8 traNa moTA vikAra 339 41 kharuM pratikramaNa 348 10 kharI pUjA 340 4ra saMvatsarI dine 11 bhakti 43 samakitathI savaLuM 349 12 karma kema bhegavavA ? 340 44 mithyAtva mUkavAne raste 349 13 chUTavAne bhAga- zuM karavAthI sukhI ? 340 45 khIcaDImAM ghI 349 14 tattvajJAna vAMcavA 341 46 zAMti-nirbhayatA kayAM? 15 pATha pheravatAM rAkhavAne lakSa 341 47 naya ane pramANa 349 16 dehamAM apariNAmika mamatA 341 48 zraddhA kare te tAlI 349 17 sukha meLavavA 342 49 sadagurtI yathAta oLakhANa 18 sAcA sukhanuM bhAna 342 350 50 bhAvamaraNa-nirmaLa thavA 19 AtmA parabrahmasvarUpa-vItarAga cAritra 342 20 AbhAnA dravya-paryAya--atIndriya jJAna 51 keruM dhanya ? 350 ane sukha para pulanA saMgathI cetavA .21 AtmAnI asaMgatA 343 53 ghera pahoMcADanAra vastu 22 zuddha upayoga thavA-AtmAne jANavA 343 54 AjJAthI vrata-niyama karavA 351 23 brahmacarya 55 paraprema 24 mekSamALA 344 56 saMsAramAM upekSA-samajaNa vadhAravA 351 25 moha nAza karavA 57 sadgunI AjJA 26 dravya-guNa-paryAyanI apUrva vAta 35 58 thoDA kALamAM kayANano upAya27 traNa prakAre cetanA 35 mahApuruSanA ga-AtmA sata, jagata 28 paripUrNa svarUpe pragaTavA-AtmahitanI miyA-jJAnapaMcamI 351 mesama- kalyANa thavA 345 59 samabhAva rAkhavA 35ra 349 350 343 350 350 351 34 351

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evA 199 arthe paDayo varatu zuddhi-patraka pRSTha lITI azuddha lITI azuddha 5 20 virAgyaprakaraNa vairAgyaprakaraNa 184 25 te che te toDe che te tenI jJAnI tene jJAnI 192 13 evo 22 26 prabhAvamAM parabhAvamAM 196 1, 31 vaMcatAM vaMcAtAM 23 25 AmA AtmA 196 28 bhegathI bheganI 27 3 ThekANe ThekANe 197 10 thAkelA thAkele 41 mathALuM 14 41 197 22 praye pratye 73 13 ja ahIM ahIM ja 197 24 parabhAvamAM parabhavamAM 77 12 asaM asaMga 198 4 vaMcatAM vaMcAtAM varAgya vairAgya 198 27 pIsA pIsI janadarzana jenadarzana vaMcatAM vaMcAta 89 31 pADayA...aniya pAThyo..anitya 207 4 karmabaMdhana karmabaMdha na 94 9 varatue vastuo 208 9 athe 96 11 zati zAMti 211 lI sAmagrI sAmagrI 7 chellI 5DA 214 22 vastu 99 13 pADavA de paDavA de 214 30 kaLiyugamAM kaLikALamAM 102 23 upAya upAya 215 14 pratyAkhyAnA apratyAkhyAnA104 5 zAca zauca varaNIya varaNIya 108 1 cheDA 235 23 e aMdarathI che. aMdarathI 112 11 242 26 varAgya vairAgya 127 8 jJAnIthI jJAnInI 255 16 155 149 3 javA jIvanAM 262 4 pita pate 154 24 zAtrA zAstra 268 22 kaMI 155 19 hAya hoya 271 8 ane ane 155 26 dharmane dharma dharmane marma 277 8 ATha dRSTi ATha dRSTinI zAstro zAstro 282 21, 31 bhAMta bhAta 166 7. sthAna sthAna 282 30 tyAre jJAnadazAmAM tyAre jJAnadazA 166 17 kheca Ave. jJAnadazA Ave. jJAnadazAmAM 166 28 ravanuM svanuM 283 chellI dura 167 31 parane parane 313 32 jhAvAM jhAvAM na 173 28 AcAya AcArya 327 8 vAcAkhyA . variyALyA.. 174 13 devaka devaloke 334 bhAge lAge 179 27 vicAra vicAre 344 30 jagata jagata 181 13 346 13 thAya pachI thayA pachI cheDAve ra - 2 2 2 ? ? < "=g 2 = - - 6 - 2 3 4 - 2 2 2 4 2 3 4 sukAI sukAI 115 kheMca dara bhaTe maTe

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zrImad rAjacaMdra mumukSamaMDaLanAM prakAzane zrI laghurAja smAraka graMthamALA puSpa 1 pravezikA (mokSamALA-pustaka paheluM). . 2 strInIti bodhaka garabAvaLI [aprApya B 3 nityakrama (gujarAtI) B 4 zrImad rAjacaMdra ardha zatAbdI smAraka graMtha [aprApya]. , 5 graMthayugala (laghugavAsiSTha-sAra ane samAdhizataka) 5 6 nityakrama (bAlabadha lipi) , 7 prajJAvabodha (mokSamALA-pustaka cothuM) 58 bedhAmRta-prathama vibhAga ke 9 badhAmRta-dvitIya vibhAga (vacanAmRta-vivecana) ka 10 bedhAmRta-tRtIya vibhAga (patra-sudhA) AbhAra | A pustakanA prakAzana mATe nimna dAtAo taraphathI Arthika madada maLI che je mATe teone AbhAra mAnIe chIe-- rU. 1001 va. zrI vallabhabhAI maganabhAI paTela, bhuvAsaNa hA. zrI zeviMdabhAI haribhAI paTela rU. 501 zrI vallabhabhAI DAhyAbhAI paTela, AstA rU. 500 zrI prabhudAsa saMghANI, ghATake para 500 zrI jagadIzabhAI khemANI, ghATake para 201 zrImatI jayAbena jIvaNalAla mahetA, khAmagAva rU. 101 zrI aMbAlAla jesIMgabhAI paTela, bArIA 101 zrI gopALabhAI DAhyAbhAI paTela, bhuvAsaNa 101 sva. zrImatI nirmaLAbena phUlacaMdajI baMdA, AhAra hA. zrI pArasakumAra jaina bh bh bh bh cArA

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zrImadda laghurAja svAmI janama : vaTAmaNa pravajyA : khaMbhAta dehotsarga : Azrama, agAsa vi. saM. 1910, Azvina vada 1 vi. saM. 1940 vi. saM. 1992, vaizAkha suda 8

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uM? zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa, tA. 20-8-43 mokSamALAmAM badhAM zAstrono sAra che. vakhata tene vAMcI sarva sAra jANI le. badhe samAveza temAM karelo che. covIzImAM AnaMdaghanajInAM pade uttama che. zAstro vAMcIne guNe prApta karavAnA che. bhUmikA taiyAra thayA bAda puruSane upadeza kalyANakArI thAya che. maMda viSaya ne saraLatA saha AjJA suvicAra, karuNA kamaLatAdi guNa prathama bhUmikA dhAra." jenA viSaye maMda che, je saraLatApUrvaka jJAnI puruSanI AjJA ArAdhe che, jenA vicAre uttama che, je sarva jIvane sarakhA, Atmavat mAne che, jene kamaLatA hRdayanI hoya che tevA puruSa te prathama bhUmikAmAM che. pataMgiyuM, mAchalI Adi eka eka viSayane AdhIna tIvratAne lIdhe maraNane pAme che, to ApaNe pAMca Indriye che tene tIvapaNe upayoga thAya te zI dazA thAya? mATe IndrinA pravartana vakhate vicArapUrvaka rahevuM. A jIvanuM bhUMDuM karanAra indri che. eka makAnamAM UbhA hoIe ane bArIomAMthI bahAranuM avalena karyA karIe ane rUmamAM aMdara zuM che te na joIe, tema indriya vaDe bahAranA pravartanamAM samaya pasAra thaI jAya che. aMtarane vicAra karavAne avakAza ja nathI maLatuM. je maMda viSaye hoya te avakAza maLe. paththara, lAkaDuM kemaLa hoya te jevuM ketarakAma karavuM hoya tevuM thaI zake che, barachaTa upara kataraNa thaI zakatI nathI. tema AtmA komaLa hoya te jJAnI puruSane baMdha asara kare. jJAnI puruSanAM vacane jIvane nIce paDatAM bacAve che. nIrakhIne navayauvanA, leza na viSayanidAna; gaNe kANanI pUtaLI, te bhagavAna samAna." ATaluM yAda AvI jAya te keTaluM kAma karI nAkhe ! zAstra bhaNI paMDita thaye hoya tepaNu jJAnI puruSanA vacana karatAM vadhu AgaLa na paDe. te vakhate zAstro kAma na lAge, paraMtu jJAnI puruSanAM anubhavavALAM TUMkA vacane ghaNuM upayogI nIvaDe. 2 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 9-9-44 jeone satyaruSane jega nathI thaye temane te jaga prApta karavAnI keTalI vyAkuLatA tathA mUMjhavaNa thAya ? ApaNane te vAtanI khAmI nathI. have te puruSArtha karavAne che

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bodhAmRta puruSArtha karyo AgaLa vadhAya. puruSArtha kare nahIM ane AgaLanI vAtano vicAra karavA bese te kema samajAya? I sevAya te mera thAya. dararoja khakhaDAvI jue ke bacu kema thatuM nathI te IMDuM nakAmuM jAya. jJAnInI AjJA maLI che te vizvAsa rAkhI ArAdhana karyA kAegya samaye badhuM mAlama paDaze. prabhuzrI kahetA ke tArI vAre vAra che. viSaya kaSAya maMda paDe te ja jJAnI puruSane bApa asara kare. nahIM te gAyanI kharI jamIna upara paDI hoya te jagAmAM pANI kevI rIte rahe? keTaluM rahe? tema thAya. ane samudramAM keTaluM mAya? vaizALA ane tene amuhAva mAlama paDe. nirAkuLatAmAM ja sukha che, viSatha7SAmAM pravartavAthI vyAkuLatA thAya che ane pariNAme pazcAttApa thAya che. nirAkuLatAno anubhava thAya tyArabAda vyAkuLatA na thAya tema pravartana karavuM. je meha saMsAranAM kAryo pratye che te ocho thAya te puruSanAM vacanAmAM, sadvicAramAM niraMtara cita jAya ane badhuM jherarUpa lAge, tyAre kAma bane tema che. banne vAta sAthe na bane. kRpALudeve kahyuM ke A manuSyapaNAnI eka eka paLa amUlya naciMtAmaNi tulya che. mATe samaya nirarthaka na javA de. sapuruSanA avalaMbananI khAsa jarUra che. keI mANasane taratAM na AvaDatuM hoya, te kahe ke huM mAre hAthe tarIne samudra pAra karIza te banavA yogya nathI; te te DUbe ja. A saMsArasamudra che te jJAnInA avalaMbane pAra karI zakAya che. 3 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 10-8-44 mumukSu-Indara taraphathI ke pustakanI mAgaNuM kare te ApavAM? pUjyazrI-jene pustaka ApavAnuM hoya tene kahevuM ke jenA bhAvathI pustaka le che te pramANe eka vakhata AzramamAM javAthI khAsa lAbhanuM kAraNa thAya tema che. pustaka te game tyAMthI maLI zake, paraMtu jJAnI puruSanI AjJAthI je levAmAM Ave te ghaNuM lAbha thAya tema che tevuM samajAvavuM mumukSu A lokanI anya paNuM sukherachA rahyA kare che, jethI jIvanI jogyatA rekhAI jAya che." (254) "A lekanI alpa paNa sukhecchA eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-parapadArthothI sukhabuddhi, eTale amuka ATaluM hoya athavA amuka jagA AvI hoya ke AvI jAtanA saMge hoya te dharma thAya. ane tevA saMga maLyA hoya to tevA khyAlathI dharmayAna karyA kare. evI mAnyatA hoya ke amuka AvuM hoya tethI dharmadhyAna thAya, te pachI pratikULa saMge AvatAM khAsa vastu che te visArI de, kAraNa, te tene agAu abhiprAya hate. paraMtu ema ja nizcaya thaI gaye hoya ke je kaMI A AtmAne AnaMda athavA sukha maLe che te, pitAthI ja maLe che, paravastuthI nathI maLatAM je ema ja nakkI karI dIdhuM hoya ke mokSa meLavavAmAM asaMgatA AvavI khAsa jarUrI che ane e Avye ja mekSa thAya tema che; te pachI game tevA saMge AvI paDe tepaNa nizcayamAM pharaka paDe nahIM.

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saMgraha 1 4 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 11-9-44 AtmasvarUpane nirNaya te gyatA AvyuM thaI jAya che. jJAnI puruSanA avalaMbanavALA jIvane kalpita padArthane viSe sanI mAnyatA thAya tevuM banavAne prasaMga Avato nathI. yegyatA na hoya ane utAvaLa kare te kaMI kAma lAgatuM nathI. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra ekSa-abhilASa; bhave kheda prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArtha-nivAsa. dazA na evI jyAMsudhI, jIva lahe nahIM joga; mekSamArga pAme nahIM, maTe na aMtara-roga." Ave jyAM evI dazA, saddagurudha sahAya, te bo suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya. jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nijajJAna, je jJAne laya meha thaI pAme pada nirvANa." suvicAradazA AvyuM tenuM pariNAma je AvavuM joIe te Ave che. samyapha vicArathI samyaktvanI prApti thAya che. ruci jAgrata thavI joIe. temAMthI badhuM thaI rahe che. ruci jAgrata thaI che te ghaNI uttama vAta che. kAmakAjanA prasaMge AvI paDe tyAre, pUrvakarma AvyAM che te lakSa rAkhI, khAsa vastu vIsaravA jevI nathI. 5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 14-9-44 vicAra te AvIne jatA rahe, jyAre vicAradazA Avye game tevA prasaMgomAM paNa upaga rahe, ekAkArapaNuM thAya nahIM. eTale vicAra ane vicAradazA bannemAM pharaka che. mumukSuprakaraNa ane varAgyaprakaraNa zrI rAmane pariNAma pAmyAM tyAre vasiSTha gurue upadeza Ape. jyAM sudhI tevI yogyatA na hatI tyAM sudhI upadeza Ape nahi. yegyatA Abe sapuruSane je kahevuM che te samajAya che ane tyAre ja ema thaI jAya ke puruSane A ja kahevuM hatuM. 6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 15-9-44 paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM che: "tevuM sthAna kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne rahIe? arthAt evA saMte kyAM che, ke jyAM jaIne e dazAmAM besI tenuM piSaNa pAmIe? tyAre have kema karavuM?" (128) ApaNe tevI mujhavaNa rahI nathI. pU. prabhuzrIe A Azrama sthApyo che ke jyAM rahIne satsaMga karI zakAya ane pitAnA AtmAne nirmaLa karI zakAya. satsaMga jevuM jIvane ekeya baLavAna sAdhana nathI. satsaMgane mATe prabhuzrI kahetA ke te mAnA thAna (stana) jevuM che. bALakane dUdhapAka hajama thAya nahIM, paraMtu mAnuM dUdha pacI jAya, ghaNuM mAphaka Ave; te pIne bALaka Uchare che. tema jIvane satsaMga kAraNarUpa che. prabhuzrI

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dhAmRta kahetA ke puruSanAM darzana mATe tathA bodha sAMbhaLavA je vakhate vicAra karIne DagaluM bharyuM ke Dagale Dagale yajJanuM phaLa thAya che. gammasAranuM vAcana thatuM tyAre gharaDI DozIe na calAya te paNa bhAva karIne sAMbhaLavA AvatI. tyAre munizrI mehanalAlajIe prabhuzrIne pUchyuM ke A aghare karmagraMtha zuM A DezI e samajatI haze? tyAre prabhuzrIe kahyuM ke bhAva tyAM bhagavAna che. je kAnamAM paDe che te vakhata Avye UgI nIkaLaze. "tene A prema to mAre che nema," ema karI bhagavAne govALane darzana dIdhAM te samajavA jevI vAta che. bhAvathI badhuM thAya che. "parapremapravAha baDhe prabhuseM, saba Agamabheda suura baseM" duniyAnA padArtho uparathI prema UThI prabhu tarapha vaLe te badhA zAstrone sAra AtmAmAM AvI jAya che. paraMtu tema thAya tyAre paramakRpALudeve ApaNane mokSane mArga pate ekalAe atyaMta puruSArtha karIne pragaTa batAvyo che. "vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lepa; vicAravA AtmAthIne, bhAkhe atra aga." sarovaranI najIkamAM rahelA mANasane unALAnA tApanI vyAkuLatAmAM ThaMDo pavana Ave te keTale AnaMda thAya ? ane sarevaranA ThaMDA pANIthI nAhavAvALAne keTale AnaMda thAya? tema puruSonAM vacanethI thAya che. paramakRpALudevanAM vacane keTalAM zItaLa lAge che! te teozrIne AtmA keTale zItaLa haze? deha chatAM jenI dazA va dehAtIta." tevA puruSane Azraya kalyANa kare che. eka vAra AtmAne anubhava thaI jAya, te pachI mekSa meLavavAmAM vAra na lAge. te anubhava mekSanI vAnagI A dehe ja maLe che. udhAranuM kAma nathI. reDiyuM khAtuM che. puruSArthanI khAmI che. mahAna puruSone keTalAM duHkha paDyAM che? ApaNane tevuM duHkha nathI. temaNe AtmAnuM kevuM sukha dIThuM haze ke deDane jAte 7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 17-9-44 sAtA vedanIya ke asAtavedanIya hoya tethI AtmAnA pradezamAM kaMI vadhAro ghaTADo thatuM nathI. phakta te vakhate ema lAge ke sukha thayuM ke duHkha thayuM. sAtavedanImAM smaraNane abhyAsa eTale daDha karI de ke vedanIya Ave tyAre te ja AvIne UbhuM rahe. upaga pheravatAM AvaDa joIe. jo tema thayuM to pachI vedanImAM duHkha lAgaze nahIM. mahAtmA puruSane upasarga Ave che tyAre teo paNa tema ja kare che. eTale duHkha lAgatuM nathI. upaga bIje hoya te kaMI vAgyuM hoya te mAlama paDatuM nathI. tema sAtAdanI hoya tyAre upaga

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saMgraha 1 AtmAmAM rAkhavAne puruSArtha karavAne che, cetavA jevuM che. Akhare te sAtA ane asAtA banane sarakhAM ja che. A jIve ghaNuM bhavamAM pitAne duHkhI karyo che. mATe A bhavamAM dehane pradhAnapaNuM ApavA gya nathI. rastAmAM jatAM keI zatru maLe te kaMI takarAra thAya nahIM tema sAcavIne raste oLaMgI jaIe paNa aMtaramAM zatrupaNAnA bhAva jAya nahIM tema dehe zatrunuM kAma kareluM che, tenI sAthe samajIne mAtra kAma calAvavAnuM che. aMtaramAM te te bheda rAkhave. emAM kadI ekAkAra thavuM nahIM. asAtAmAM te maMtra yAda Ave te maMtra, he prabhu yAda Ave che te, paNa tyA karavuM bIjuM kaMI pesavA devuM nahIM. mAnasika duHkha ke zArIrika duHkha hoya paNa upaga pheravI letAM AvaDatuM hoya te tene duHkha mAlama paDe nahIM. 8 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 18-9-44 upadezachAyAmAM kahyuM che ke "taravAne kAmI hoya te mAthuM kApIne ApatAM pAchA haThe nahIM." mAthuM mUke te mokSa meLave. ethI daSTimAM "dharma arthe bahAM prANanejI chAMDe, paNa nahIM dharma" ema che. cAra daSTi pariNAma pAme tyAre samyagdarzanane lAyaka thavAya. bhAvAcAraja sevanAra pachI gaDhaSTi jIva thAya. mahAtmA jJAnI puruSoe saMsAranuM svarUpa jANyuM tyAre eka nizcaya upara AvyA ke kaI paNa prakAre saMsAramAM sukha nathI. paramakRpALu deve chaeya darzanane nirNaya karI mekSamArga batAvyo che. vairAgya AvyAM bAda te eka bhava paNa kare paDe te sahana thAya nahIM. saMsAramAM rahele jIva ema jANe ke ATaluM karI lauM, ekAda bhAva vadhAre kare paDaze te karIzuM. paNa saMsAra te e che ke AMgaLI ApatAM pace pakaDI le ane chUTavA de nahIM. keIthaMkyuM hoya tenA upara mAkhI bese ane tenA paga bharAya tyAre je kare te vadhu lakhadAya, mAthuM mAre to mAthuM bharAya, paNa chUTe nahIM. tevuM saMsAranuM svarUpa jANUvuM. saMsAramAM Asakti rAkhavI ane mekSa meLavo te bane tevuM nathI. jema jema Asakti ochI thatI jAya tema tema jJAnI puruSanuM kahevuM samajAya. 9 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 21-9-44 paramakRpALu devanuM eka eka vacana alaukika che. pite anubhava karyo te ja batAvyuM che. jene mekSa meLave che, tenuM kAma thaI jaze. bAkI A kALamAM mekSa nathI vagere vAta karI, puruSArtha kare nahIM te zuM maLaze? pite anubhavathI siddha karI ApyuM ke puruSArtha kare te jarUra mekSa maLaze. puNya upArjana karI devakanI AzA rAkhaze tene mekSa kevI rIte thaze? jemane mekSane khapa nathI, te game tevI vAta karI aTakI raheze. saMsAranA padArtho upara jeTaluM citta ochuM jaze teTaluM puruSanAM vacanAmAM raheze.

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AdhAmRta "sarI e kheAdha pravAhanIjI, e viNa zruta thalakUpa; zravaNasamIDhA te kisIjI, zayata suNe jema bhUpa." (trIjI dRSTi) kUvAnI aMdara pANInI sera Ave . te kUve kAmanA che, tema satpuruSanA beAdhathI suvicAradazA Ave te kAmanuM che. "te badhe suvicAraNA tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya," tyArapachI "mana mahilAnuM vhAlA upare khIjAM kAma karata, tema zrutame mana dRDha dhare jJAnAkSepaka- vaMta-" jJAnIpuruSanA khAdhamAM citta varte. manuSyabhava maLyA che te sa'sArasamudrane kinAre AvI gayA jevuM che. kinAre AvelA mANusa bahAra nIkaLI javA kaI prayatna na kare teA pachI mAjA' tene samudramAM pA tANI jAya, pharI bahAra nIkaLavA pAme nahIM. mATe A manuSyabhava maLelA sACka thAya tema puruSArtha karavA ceAgya che. 10 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 22-9-44 koIpaNa prakAranuM sabhAmAM vAcana cAlatuM heAya ane kadAca samajavAmAM na Ave tA paNa bhAva Ache thavA devA nahIM, ane sAMbhaLyA karavuM. bhAvanA che te jyAre tyAre phaLaze. peAtAne gamatu vaMcAya te sAMbhaLavAnu game, paNa agharo viSaya cAlatA hoya ane na samajAya tyAre ema na karavuM ke A na vaMcAya te sAruM; paNa sAMbhaLyA karavuM, chevaTe maMtramAM dhyAna rAkhavuM. peAtAne gamatuM te AjasudhI jIve ghaNuM karyuM; paNa kaMI vaLyuM nahIM.. dRSTitara giNI' graMtha che te kagraMtha samajavA mATe pravezaka pustaka che. evA viSaya samajavA prayatna karaveA. te samajavA ceAgya che. ruci jo jAgrata thaI jAya te pachI AgaLa badhuM maLI rahe che. jene jevI bhAvanA te haMmezAM phaLe che. AtmA jAgrata thaI jAya tyArapachI karmonuM kaMI jora cAlatuM nathI. eka bhava jo te khAte pUrNa thAya ane satpuruSanA AzrayapUrNAMka deha chUTe to pachI phAI bhavamAM jIva pAchA paDatA nathI, AgaLa vadhyA ja jAya che ane mekSe jAya che. satpuruSanu eka vacana paNa jIvane mekSe laI jAya tema che. 11 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 23-~~ vairAgya traNa prakAranA che. duHkhagabhi ta, mehagarbhita ane jJAnagarbhita. keAI ne paisA vagerenuM du:kha AvI paDe athavA kajiyA-ka'kAsa gharamAM thayA karatA hAya te tene ema thAya ke A saMsAra khATA che tethI tyAga karI dauM. paNa te khaza vairAgya kahevAya nahIM. te tA dveSabhuddhithI tyAga karyo kahevAya. mAhagarbhita vairAgyavALAne ema thAya ke A saMsArane cheDI daI sAdhujIvana nirupAdhipaNe gujAryu hAya te ghaNuM! AnaMda Ave. gAme gAma pharavAnuM thAya, sAruM sAruM' khAvAnuM maLe. AvI rIte sa'sAratyAga karI sAdhujIvanamAM paNa meha vadhAre. mATe trIjo jJAnagarbhita vairAgya e ja kharo che. saMsAranu svarUpa, jJAnI puruSane edha sAMbhaLavAthI tene samajAya che. ane temanA AzrayapUrvaka je kaI tyAga

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saMgraha 1 karavAmAM Ave te yathArtha che. pitAnI buddhithI game tevAM vrata-paccakhANa kare athavA asagurune Azraye kare che te saMsAra ghaTADavAne badale vadhAranAra thaI paDe che. mATe jJAnIpuruSa upara pUrNa zraddhA rAkhI puruSArtha karyA kare. jJAnIpuruSa maLyA pachI bIje kaMI zedhavAnuM rahetuM nathI. phakata tenI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavAnuM hoya che. ane jeTaluM ArAdhana thAya teTale AtmA ujajavaLa thaI AgaLa vadhe che, paNa bIje ahIMtahIM zodhavA jAya te pitAne maLeluM paNa gumAvI bese che. maMtranuM maraNa khUba rAkhavuM, besatAM-UThatAM, khAtAMpItAM paNa e ja raTaNa rAkhavuM ke maraNa samaye te hAjara thaI jAya. ATale bhava te je kRpALudeve jaNAvyuM che temAM ja vRtti rahe ane te zaraNa maraNaparyaMta rahe ema karI devuM, temAM jarA paNa khAmI AvavA devI nahIM. 5. u. prabhuzrIjIe Akhara vakhate vIsa deharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA e traNa nityaniyama tarIke dararoja bhAvapUrvaka bolavA jaNAvyuM che. ATaluM je vizvAsa rAkhI karavAmAM Ave te jJAna pragaTa thaI jAya tevuM che. kAMI zAstra jANanAra paMDitane mekSa thAya ane abhaNane na thAya tevuM nathI. zraddhApUrvaka AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavAthI badhuM thAya che. AjJA ArAdhanayogya thavA mATe sadAcaraNa sevavAnI jarUra che. te na hoya te badhuM nakAmA jevuM che. mATe prathama sAta vyasananA tyAganI jarUra che tathA pAMca abhakSya phaLa ane madha, mAkhaNa tyAgavA gya che. (1) jugAra- lebha mahA kharAba che. je te chUTe te ghaNe ja lAbha thAya ema che. ekadama paisAdAra thaI javAnI kAmanA karI saTTA, leTarI vagere karavAM nahIM. (2-3) mAMsa-dArU tyAgavA yogya che. (4) cerI- cerI karIne turata paisA Ave te sAruM lAge che, paNa jenuM pariNAma kharAba Ave te duHkhadAyaka che, ema samajI keIne pUchyA sivAya zAka jevI vastu paNa na levI. lAkha rUpiAnI kiMmatI cIja rastAmAM paDI hoya te paNa levI nahIM. "e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAta duHkha te sukha nahIM. jenuM pariNAma duHkhadAyaka che te kAma kadI karavuM nahIM, ema kRpALudeve kahyuM che. (5) zikAra- keI paNa jIvane IrAdApUrvaka mAre nahIM. ghaNuM mANasane evI Teva hoya che ke mAkaDa, macchara, cAMcaDa vagerene IrAdApUrvaka mArI nAkhe che, paNa tema karavuM nahIM. cUle saLagAvatAM paNa lAkaDAM khaMkherIne nAkhavAM jethI jIva hoya te marI jAya nahIM. jU-lIkha mAravI nahIM. (6) parastrI ane (7) vezyAgamana-A vyasanethI A leka ane paraleka ane bagaDe che, mATe temanuM sevana karavuM nahIM. lekemAM paNa te niMgha che mATe tene tyAga kare. brahmacaryavrata levuM te ghaNuM uttama che. te letA agAu varasa be varasa akhataro kara ane pUrNa bharese paDe ke have pALI zakAze te levuM. trata laIne bhAMgavuM nahIM, te bhAge te mahAdoSa lAge. vrata laIne bhAMgavAmAM te na lIdhuM hoya tenA karatAM vadhu doSa che. lIdhA pachI sAdhunA jIvana mujaba jiMdagI sudhI vakhata pasAra kara. trata bhaMga na thavA devuM,

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to dhAmRta jhera khAIne athavA kaTAra peTamAM mArIne maravuM paNa vratamAM AMca AvavA devI nahIM. tyAgelI vastu pratye te viSTA samAna che te tuccha bhAva rAkho. tenuM kaMI mahAbhya nathI. paMcendriyanA viSaye A jIvanuM bhUMDuM karanAra che, mATe tene AdhIna thavuM nahIM. je Indriye vaDe pugala dekhAya che, tene mAne che, paNa je aMdara jenAra beTho che tene visArI dIdhuM che. vara vagaranI jAna jevuM karyuM che. paMcendriyanA viSayenuM sukha te indra paNa bhagave che ane eka bhUMDa paNa tevuM ja mAnIne viSamAM Asakta rahe che. e rIte te banne sarakhA ja che. A manuSyabhava pAmIne AtmakalyANa thAya te ja sArthakatA che. 12 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 25-4-44 pitAnA je doSa hoya te joIne kADhavAnA che. ema ja karavAnuM che. kRpALudevanAM vacano che te labdhivAkyo che. jevI jenI pAtratA te pramANe tene temAMthI badhuM maLI rahe tevAM che. jene AgaLa vadhavuM che tene mArgadarzaka che, mUMjhavaNa TALanAra che. jene vakhata ja pasAra karavAnuM dhyeya che te vAMce te tene teTaluM phaLa maLe. karmabaMdha na thAya tene mATe vicAra karavAnuM che ane te ja puruSArtha karavAnuM che. gadveSathI karma baMdhAya che. satparuSanI bhakti, satsaMganuM sevana karavuM te rAgadveSa na thavAnuM kAraNa che. saMsAranA padArtho upara je mana deDe che, tene rekI satsaMga ne bhaktimAM mana joDavuM te puruSArtha ja che. manane bhaTakavA na devuM. je satparuSe rAgadveSathI mukta thayA temanI aMtaracaryA jANavA prayatna karavAne che. jethI ApaNe paNa rAgadveSathI mukta thaI e. te puruSe game tevA saMgemAM paNa AtmAmAM sthira rahI zakatA. thAMbhale hoya te sthira rahe, tene pavana vagere kaMI asara karI zake nahIM, tema jJAnI puruSonI sthiti samajavI. chatAM jenI dazA, va dehAtIta; te jJAnInA caraNamAM, he vaMdana agaNita." "sakaLa jagata te eThavata, athavA svapna samAna; te kahIe jJAnIdazA, bAkI vAcA jJAna." (Atmasiddhi) "ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe." (255) AvA puruSa jagatanuM kalyANa karI zake. kevI adbhuta daza che! puruSArtha te karyA kare, nadImAM paththara hoya che te pANInA vaheNane laIne ghasAya che, te A te satya vastu che, tenuM phaLa jarUra Avaze. jene AtmAnI dayA jAgI che tenuM jarUra kalyANa thaze. AtmAnI dayAmAM badhAM vratapaccakhANa samAya che. 13 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 27-9-44 satya bolavAnI Teva pADavI. satya bolavuM hoya teNe kAma sivAya bola bela karavuM nahIM, mauna sevavuM. (cAreya prakAranI) vithAne tyAga karavo athavA tevI

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saMgraha 1 vAtemAM anudAna ApavuM nahIM. tema karavAthI jahuM belavAne prasaMga Ave che. saMteSa e ghaNI uttama vastu che. saMtoSI mANasa sAcuM belI zake che, tethI mANasanI mahattAne pAra nathI. 14 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 28-9-44 jyAre AtmA jAgRta thaI jAya ane pitAnA AtmAnuM ja kalyANa karavuM che e aMtarane nizcaya thaI jAya tyAre baLavIrya skure, karmanuM jora cAle nahIM, tyAre ja jJAnI puruSone je kahevuM che te samajAya tema che. nahIM te, A kAne sAMbhaLyuM ane bIjA kAne thaI cAlyuM jAya tethI zuM lAbha? mATe ruci jAgRta karavAnI prathama jarUra che. pachI te tenI jJAnI puruSa AgaLa vadhavA mATe je upAya batAve ane pratItimAM Ave tema AtmA baLavAna thaI AgaLa vadhye ja jAya che. pachI pramAdanuM paNa kaMI jera cAlatuM nathI. paramakRpALudeva sUtA hoya tyAre paNa kaMI ne kaMI bolatA. zarIrane te jyAre cAle nahIM tyAre ja ArAma Apavo. bAkInA vakhatamAM puruSArtha karyA kare. UMgha na AvatI hoya tyAre parANe lAvavAnI keziza nahIM karatAM savaLI samajaNa karI levI ke sAruM thayuM, UMgha nathI AvatI te puruSArtha karAya che. tema lakSa rAkhe. deha hoya tenI AkharanI paLa paNa upayogamAM levI hoya te paNa laI zakAya che. sAruM zarIra hoya tyAre smaraNane abhyAsa eTale baMdha karI de ke maraNaprasaMge AvIne kAma kare. beTAM karmonuM phaLa AvIne UbhuM rahe che, te A te satya vastu che te kema nahIM hAjara thAya? A jIva eTale mehAdhIna che ke vakhatanI kiMmata jarA paNa nathI. je vicAra kare te eka paLa amUlya ratnaciMtAmaNi karatAM vizeSa mUlyavAna che. VzarIraprakRti narama rahetI hoya tyAre temAM ekAkAra vRtti thavA devI nahIM. tAva AvyuM hoya tyAre ApaNe te e vicAra rAkha ke deha garama thaye che, te tAva gaye ThaDe thaI jaze. phakta jenAra tarIke rahevuM jethI samatA rahe. maraNa Ave te paNa AtmA kayAM mare che ? te te traNe kALa nitya che. "mAruM" mAnyuM ke duHkha AvyuM ja samajavuM. mATe mArApaNuM kADhI nAkhavuM. je thAya che te dehane thAya che tema joyA karavuM. jema kapaDuM jUnuM thaye badalI nAkhIe chIe tema maraNa thaye eka deha choDI detAM bIje deha maLe che; kaMI AtmA marate nathI. rega Avye davA vagere karavI paDe te karavI, paNa lakSa cUkave nahIM. je thAya te ThIka thAya che, sArA mATe thAya che, evI savaLI samajaNa karatAM zIkhavuM, jethI du:khabhAlama paDaze nahIM. neminAtha bhagavAna pAse jaI gajasukumAre kahyuM ke mane mekSa A bhave maLe tevuM batAve tyAre bhagavAne jaNAvyuM ke smazAnamAM jaI kAusagga kare. te pramANe temaNe karyuM, tethI gajasukumAranA sasarAne krodha thavAthI teNe cIkaNI mATI laI mAthA upara jyArI karI dhagadhagatA aMgArA bharyA. tyAre temaNe krodha jarA paNa karyo nahIM

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badhAmRta ane savaLA vicAre caDhayA ke je huM tenI dIkarI sAthe paraNya heta te kapaDAnI pAghaDI baMdhAvata te phATI jAta ane saMsArabhramaNa karavuM paData, paNa ghaNuM sAruM thayuM ke teNe mokSarUpI pAghaDI baMdhAvI. AvI rIte ciMtavana karatAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe gayA./ VAgaLanA vakhatamAM munio zarIrane kaSTa ApI tapazcaryA karatA tApamAM kAusagga kare, ThaMDInA vakhate ughADA zarIre kAusagga kare, te eTalA mATe ke maraNa prasaMge je vedanA Ave temAM samabhAva rahe. sahana karavAne prathamathI abhyAsa pADyo hoya te game tevA duHkhamAM paNa sahanazIlatA rahe. je te abhyAsa na pADyo hoya to tevA prasaMga Avye badhuM bhUlI javAya. paravastu upara A jIvane meha thAya che, paNa te duHkhadAyaka ja che. jJAnI puruSoe te eka AtmA sivAya badhuM pudgala ja joyuM. Aje ratna dekhAtuM hoya paNa pachI te viSTArUpa thaI jAya che. zarIrano pheTe lIdhe hoya te sAre dekhAya paNa asarethI pheTe lIdho hoya te hADakAM ja dekhAya ane temAM meha thAya nahIM. tema jJAnI puruSanI dRSTi hoya che. temane meha thatA ja nathI. kAraNa, vastunuM svarUpa yathAtathya dIThuM che.je - 15 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 29-9-44 ahaMbhAva maTe te pachI AtmA prApta thAya. "Apa mUA phira DUba gaI duniyA" ahaMbhAva maTyA pachI tene saMsAra chUTI jAya che. pitAne samajaNa AvI gaI te pachI saMsAranA padArtho kalapanA mAtra ja lAge. kalpanAthI ja saMsAraparaMparA cAlyA kare che. Upaje meha-vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtaramukha avalokatAM, vilaya thatAM nahIM vAra." (54) mahAdhIna chava saMsAranA padArthone pitAnI kalpanAthI sAcA mAnIne temAM ekAkAra thaI jaI pharI nave saMsAra vadhAre che. paraMtu je aMtaravRtti thaI jAya te saMsArane kSaya thatAM vAra na lAge. saMsAra te jema che tema ja rahevAne che, paNa pote samajI gaye te mukta thatAM vAra na lAge. bIja vagara thayelA vRkSanI mAphaka phakta kalpanAthI saMsAra utpanna thAya che. sarva jIva che siddhasama," jIva mAtra eka ja jAtinA che, paraMtu karmane AdhIna hAvAthI judA judA prakAra mAlama paDe che. jema gADImAMthI UtarelA musApharo judI judI jagyAe pitAnAM sagAMvahAlAne tyAM jAya che, tema jIvamAtra karelAM karma anusAra tevI bhAgya jagyAe jAya che. "te te bhAgya vizeSanAM sthAnaka dravyasvabhAva." paNa jema sAdhupuruSa koIne tyAM nahIM jatAM dharmazALAmAM utAre kare che tevI rIte mukta AtmAo bIjI keI nimAM nahIM jatAM siddhapadane pAme che.

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saMgraha phe 'brahmacarya' AtmajJAna meLavavA mATe ghaNI upayogI vastu che. pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacaryAM gatimAna." pAtra thavA mATe brahmacayanI khAsa jarUra che. brahmacaya' eTale AtmAmAM ramaNatA thavI te. prAca daza prakAre tathA pAMca bhAvanAe karI surakSita rahI zake che. tenu yathA rIte pAlana karavA icchanAre strIonA sahavAsa na rAkhavA. te beThI heAya tyAra bAda e ghaDI sudhImAM te jagyAe besavu nahI. temanA rUpanu nirIkSaNa karavuM nahI. tathA spA karaveA nahIM. meATI uMmaranI, samAna vayanI tathA nAnI vayanI strIo pratye mAtRbhAva, bhaginIbhAva tathA putrIbhAvanI dRSTithI jovu. tiyaMca, napu Msaka tathA citro jovAthI vikAra thAya che, mATe tenA tyAga karaveza. vIyaskhalana thavA devuM nahIM. yuvAnavayanA mAse ke je kAmavikAranI vArtA karatA hAya tethI dUra rahevuM; ane vRddha ke jenA saDuvAsathI jJAnavArtA thAya tathA vRddhAvasthAnAM duHkha jevA maLe tethI vairAgyanu kAraNa thAya che, mATe temanA sahavAsa rAkhavA. strI hAya te rUmamAM sUvuM nahIM, gariSTha bhAjana karavuM nahIM. 3 kAma che te kalpanArUpI IMDAmAMthI utpanna thatA sa` samAna, ratirUpa mukhavALA, harSa zAkarUpa e jIbhavALA, ajJAnarUpa daramAM rahenArA, kAmavararUpa jherI dAhathI deha-kAMcaLInA tyAgarUpa maraNu nIpajAvanArA che. vikArA utpanna thatA pahelAM ja dAkhI devA, temaja tevAM nimittothI dUra rahevuM. te utpanna thayA bAda ThaMDA upacArathI ke snAnavilepanathI kAmadAha zAMta thatA nathI. tene zAMta karavAmAM khAdya upacAro kAma lAgatA nathI. te te mana upara AdhAra rAkhe che. mATe mana upara kAbU rAkhatAM zIkhavuM. kAmIpuruSa jAhIna haiAya che. tevA puruSa vikAravaza thaI potAnI kIrti, yaza, jJAna ne dhyAnanA nAza kare che. temane koI prakAranuM bhAna rahetu nathI ane tenuM phaLa maLe tyAre pastAvA kare che. kAma vyApelA puruSanu zarIra dhrUje che, zvAsocchvAsa orathI cAle che, vara Ave ane maraNu paNa pAme che. 16 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 30-9-44 * strIo upara kAI rIte vizvAsa mUkavA cegya nathI. strInuM zarIra mar3A azucimaya che. temAM meha pAmavA jevuM kaMI paNa nathI. manuSyane tenuM mukha, vALa ane zarIra joIne meha thAya che; paraMtu temAM ramaNIyatA nahIM mAnI letAM, cAmaDInI aMdara chupAyelA azuci maya padArthAnA vicAra karaveA. vALamAM zu suMdaratA che? tenuM mULa tapAsatAM glAni thAya tevuM che. mukha uparathI suMdara dekhAya paNa sugaMdhIdAra padArtho khAI mukhane suga dhamaya rAkhavA prayatna kare te paNa te du dhamaya ja che. zarIra che te camAranAM gharanI mazaka jevuM che, aMdara dudhavALA padArthaM bharelA che. ceAnisthAna che te du dhamaya rasa, leAhI jharavAnu sthAna che. zarIramAMthI paNa paraseve jharyA kare che..! [koI zAstra vaMcAtAM sAMbhaLela sAra ]

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badhAmRta strInAM netromAM zItaLatA mAnavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu tenA kaTAkSa manuSyane agninI javALA mAphaka bALanAra che. tenuM bolavuM madhura lAge paraMtu te viSatulya che. tene samAgama mRtyu samAna duHkhadAyI che. mahAtmA puruSo ke jemaNe samakti prApta kareluM che ane niraMtara AtmaramaNamAM magna rahenArA che temane paNa strIne saMsarga mahA anarthakAraka che, temaNe mahA prayatna meLaveluM Atmadhana kSaNamAtramAM nAza karI de tevuM che. puruSoe ApelA mahAmaMtranuM jene nizadina raTaNa rahyA kare che tevA puruSane paNa strIne saMsarga te maMtrane kSaNa mAtramAM vilaya karI daI janmAMtare paNa tene udaya thavA na de tema che. strImAM evI mAhinI che ke prathama jIvane tene nIrakhavAnuM mana thAya che pachI tenI sAthe vAtacIta karavAnuM mana thAya che, pachI pitAnAM yaza, kIti hoya tene dhULamAM meLavavA nirlajaja bane che, pachI bhraSTa thaI A leka, paraleka bane bagADe che. mATe je manuSya Atmahita karavuM hoya teNe strI tarapha daSTi paNa na karavI, tenAM aMgenuM nirIkSaNa na karavuM ane tenA saMsargamAM kadI AvavuM nahIM. strIonI kathAvArtA sAMbhaLavI nahIM. nirvikArI puruSone saMga kare. jevA puruSone saMga karyo hoya tevA guNe prApta thAya che. - "strImAM doSa nathI, paNa AtmAmAM doSa che ane e doSa javAthI AtmA je jue che te addabhuta AnaMdamaya ja che, mATe e deSathI rahita thavuM." (78) V jitendriya thavuM. temAM prathama jillA indriya upara kAbU meLavavAnI jarUra che. garika padArthonuM sevana karavuM nahIM. A zarIrarUpI vRkSanuM mULa jihyA che. jhADanuM mULa nIce hoya che ane DALI upara hoya che, paraMtu AnuM mULa te upara che ke jyAMthI AkhA zarIrane piSaNa maLe che. ATha karmomAM mehanIya karma jItavuM kaThaNa che, pAMca temAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM kaThaNa che, traNa guptimAM mane gupti pALavI kaThaNa che ane pAMca IndriyomAM jihA indriya vaza karavI kaThaNa che. je samyakatva anubhava. AtmAnAM zubha pariNAma ghaNuM ja uccadazAne pAme che ane temAM ja vRtti ekAkAra thaI jAya che. tyAra bAda jagatanI vismRti thaye AtmAne anubhava thAya che (AtmAnAM zuddha pariNAma) tenuM varNana te kaI zAstramAM nathI, kAraNa, te pitAnA anubhavanI vastu che, ane jIva te sthitie pahoMce che tyAre ja potAne anubhava thAya che. tenA AnaMdanuM kaMI varNana thaI zake tema nathI. prathama eka samayamAtra tene anubhava thAya ane mAlama paDe, pachI te anubhava vardhamAnatAne pAme tenI pUrNa khAtarI thaI jAya che. banArasIdAse paNuM "nATaka samayasAramAM kahyuM che ke "vastu vicArata varte, mana pAve vizrAma; rasa svAdata sukha Upaje, anubhava yAke nAma."

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65 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 1-9-5 A jIvane maData puNyadaya hoya che tyAre ja cittasthiratAno krama hAtha Ave che. te ja karavAnuM che. te ja vRttine piSaNa maLe te puruSArtha karyA kare. zAMtapaNuM e ja pitAne svabhAva che. te anubhava thaye bIjA bhAgamAMthI AtmAnuM chUTavuM thAya che. pitAne AtmA AnaMdanuM dhAma che, tevI pratIti thaye paravastu tarapha cittane pravAha vahetuM nathI. potAnuM vIrya gopavyA sivAya puruSArtha karavAthI AtmAnuM AgaLa vadhavuM thAya che, tema tema apUrvatA mAlama paDatI jAya che. prathama zALAmAM dAkhala thanAra vidyArthIne paNa ema lAge che ke pote kare che te barAbara ja che, paNa tethI AgaLa abhyAsa vacce tene pachI vizeSatA lAge che ke agAunA karatAM hAlamAM karavAmAM Ave che te barAbara che. ema AgaLa AgaLa pharI pharI vizeSatA lAge che. tema mumukSune paNa lAge che. paNa pUrNa dazA thatAM sudhI AgaLa vadhyA ja karavAnuM che. apUrva vAta che, ane te ja anubhava jema jema AgaLa vadhavuM thAya tema tema vizeSa prakAre thAya che. pUrNa zAMtipada prApta karavAnuM che, te lakSe puruSArtha karyA kare. paramakRpALudeve prabhuzrIjIne samAdhi prApta thavA "samAdhizatakanuM. manana karavA AjJA karelI. te pustaka manana karavA gya che. temAM aMtarAtmA, paramAtmAnuM varNane ghaNuM uttama prakAre kareluM che. jene paramakRpALudevanAM vacane rahasya sAthe samajAyAM che tene anya zAstra samajavA saraLa che. paramakRpALudeva eka vakhata jyAre dhyAnamAM lIna hatA tyAre eka bhAIe kAgaLanA namUnA teozrIne batAvatAM kharIdI mATe salAha mAgI, tyAre e javAba maLe ke prathama amAruM mastaka utArI lIdhuM hota te ThIka thAta. AvA prakAre dhyAnamAM AtmAnaMda varte che tyAre parapadArthane paricaya mRtyu samAna lAge che. gRhastha vezamAM pravRttimAM rahI dharma sAdhana karavuM e ghaNuM duSkara che. teozrIne muMbaI mazAnatulya lAgatuM. temanA vakhatamAM te te ekalA ja rahI AtmasAdhanA karatA. te satsaMgane bahu icchatA ane pUjya sabhAgabhAIne ghaNu vakhata pitA pAse satsaMga arthe lAvatA hatA. eka vakhata bannee sAthe citrapaTa paDAvela che. kevI bannenI vairAgyamaya adbhuta dazA hatI ! Vparama upakArI prabhuzrIjIe ApaNuM upara anaMta upakAra karI satsaMganA nimitta karI ApyAM che. teozrInI AjJA paNa maLI che. puruSArtha karI AgaLa vadhavAnuM kAma ApaNuM che. jenuM kSetra tevA bhAva paNa thAya che. zravaNa viSe vAta che. zravaNa pitAnA aMdha mAtApitAne laIne pAchuM patanA medAnamAMthI pasAra thatA hatA tyAre viparIta bhAvo AvyA. manamAM vicAra karyo ke AvA bhAvo zA kAraNe AvyA haze? tene vicAra karatAM jaNAvyuM ke yuddhanuM medAna hovAthI tevA bhAvo AvyA. tema puruSa jyAM vicarelA hoya tyAM ghaNA lAMbA kALa sudhI vAtAvaraNa jIvane pavitra kare tevuM hoya che.

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16 badhAmRta jAgRtikALamAM jevA bhAve karyA hoya che, tenA rahasyarUpe nidrAmAM bhAva thAya che. kharAba bhAvenuM sevana karyuM hoya te vizeSapaNe tevA bhAve nidrAmAM thAya che. tenuM kAraNa ke te vakhate kaMI aMkuza jevuM rahetuM nathI. kharAba nimitte jIvane pAcho pADanAra che. temAMthI bacavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. paNa jema jema aMtarAtmavRttinuM baLa vadhatuM jAya che tema tema jIvanuM AgaLa vadhavuM thAya che. V 18 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 3-9-45 samAdhizataka' prabhuzrIjInI tyAgavRtti joIne kRpALudeve vAMcavA ApeluM, prabhuzrIjI tyAre muMbaImAM hatA. tyAM dhamAla ghaNuM joIne "pachIthI adhyayana karIzuM ema mulatavI rAkhyuM. thoDA divasa bAda kRpALudeve pUchyuM ke pustaka keTaluM vAMcyuM? tyAre prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke A dhamAlamAM vAMcavAnuM mulavatI rAkhyuM che. kRpALudeva mauna rahyA. pachI prabhuzrIjIne mAlama paDyuM ke kRpALudevanI hAjarImAM vaMcAyuM heta te ghaNo lAbha thAta. jo ke sattara leka paramakRpALudeve vAMcI batAvyA hatA. tyAra bAda muMbaIthI surata vihAra karI traNa varSa mauna rahI e pustakanuM adhyayana prabhuzrIjIe karyuM hatuM. "samAdhizataka pUjyapAdasvAmInuM raceluM pustaka che. te samAdhi prApta karAve tevuM che. jene AgaLa vadhavuM che tene ghaNu hitanuM kAraNa che. sattaramAM lekamAM ghaNuM sarasa varNana che. eka mAsa je puruSArtha kharA hRdayathI karavAmAM Ave te AtmA prApta thaI jAya. kaleka pacAsa sudhImAM te hada karI dIdhI che. TUMkANamAM vAta che, paNa te uparathI te ghaNuM zAstro banI zake tema che. pUjyapAdasvAmI e nAma teozrIne guNene laIne pADeluM che. asala teonuM nAma bIjuM che. e pustakamAM prathama bahirAtmAnuM varNana che. AmA ane deha ekarUpe jene lAge che, te bahirAtmA che. aMtarAtmAnuM varNana tyAra pachI Ave che. aMtarAtmA aMdaranA kaSAye ghaTADavAnuM kAma niraMtara kare che; bahAra tene kaMI saMbaMdha nathI. pustakanuM manana vizeSa prakAre karavA jevuM che. paryuSaNa parva bAra mAse Ave che. jema vepArI bAra mAsanuM saravaiyuM naphA-nukasAnanuM kADhe che, tema AtmArthI jIvane dareka paryuSaNa para vicAra karavAno che ke kaSAya keTalA ghaTayA che? AgaLa vadhAyuM che ke nahIM ? satsaMgamAM jIvanI pariNati udghAsita rahe che. te na hoya te pariNAma tevAM rahe nahIM ane dhAryA pramANe AgaLa vadhAya nahIM. satsaMga jIvane ghaNe sahArArUpa che. satsaMgamAM jIvane AgaLa vadhavAmAM jarA paNa muzkelI paDatI nathI. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. -9-45 [ eka bhAIe pUchelA praznane javAba ] jJAnI puruSone upadeza sarvasaMga parityAga karAvavAnuM hoya che. nyAyanItinuM dhana prApta karyuM hoya, te paNa mUkavAne upadeza che, te anyAyathI dravya upArjana aze paNa

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saMgraha 1 17 karavAne upadeza kema hoya? rAjyanA kAyadA jevA hoya te mujaba vartavuM joIe. pitAnI Avaka upara vere sarakAramAM bharavAne Ave te sAcI rIte ApavAmAM Ave tethI dhana ochuM thaI jatuM nathI. pitAnI khetI kalpanA che ke sarakAranA kAyadA pramANe cAlI zakAya tevuM nathI. tema karavAthI paisAdAra thaI javAtuM nathI. tema vere barAbara sAcI rIte bharavAthI bhikhArI thaI javAtuM nathI. nazIbamAM mAMDyuM hoya teTaluM ja rahe che. tene game te raste bacAvavA dhArIe to tema thaI zake tema nathI. tema karavAmAM khoTA copaDA banAvavA paDe che, te pitAne cerI karavA jevuM lAge che ke nahIM? jyAre pitAne te karavuM ThIka na lAgatuM hoya te jJAnI puruSe temAM saMmati kema Ape? je ApaNAthI rAjyanA kAyadAnuM pAlana na thaI zake te bIjA rAjyamAM javuM. rAjyamAM rahevuM hoya to tenA kAyadA paNa pALavA joIe. gopALadAsa paMDita hatA. te satyavaktA hatA. eka vakhata pitAnA nAnA chokarA sAthe gADImAM musApharI karatA hatA. musApharI lAMbA TAImanI hatI. TIkITa tapAsanAre AvI chokarAnI uMmara pUchI tyAre gopALadAsa taraphathI javAba maLyo ke traNa varSa pUrAM thatAM agAu musApharI zarU karelI tethI TIkITa lIdhI nathI. Aje traNa varSa upara eka divasa thaye. je TIkITane cArja thatuM hoya te huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. AvA puruSe paNa gRhastha vyavahAramAM hoya che. jIva khetI kalpanA kare che. badhA leke kare tema karavuM joIe, tema samajavuM mumukSune mATe ahitakArI che. joke saMsAra vadhAravAnuM kare che, jyAre jJAnI puruSe te saMsArane kSaya karavAnuM batAve che. je pitAne jJAnInA mArge cAlavuM che, te pachI jJAnInuM kahyuM paNa mAnavuM joIe. mukta na thavuM hoya to leke kare che tema karavuM. 20 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 15-9-45 samAdhizataka' eka kAyadAnI paDI mAphaka che, aMtaranA ukelarUpa che. jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre kAma lAge tema che. lAge sAmAnya TUMkANamAM, paNa zAstranAM zAstra bane tevuM che. jema jIvanI yogyatA vadhe tema samajAya che. pitAnA anubhavamAM kaMI AvyuM hoya te mujaba zAstramAM kaMI maLI Ave to ghaNe Teke maLe che, AnaMda thAya che ane AgaLa vadhavAnuM thAya che. eka heya traNa kALamAM, paramAratha paMtha; prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra maMta." karmanA udaya kaye vakhate kevA Ave tenuM kaMI pramANa nathI, mATe pramAda nahIM karatAM sAvaceta rahevA jevuM che. karmathI gabharAvAnuM nathI. anaMta prakAranAM karma anaMtakALathI A chavamAM che. te udayamAM Ave ane jAya che, tevI daSTi rAkhavI. tene abhyAsa rAkhave, je Ave che te javAne mATe Ave che. sAvaceta na hoIe to AtmAne karma kayAMne kyAMya

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18 medhAmRta laI jAya. mATe tenA upayoga rAkhavA. agiyAramA guNasthAnaka sudhI gayelA jIva paNa evA kamanA udaya Ave che ke nIce AvI jAya che. pramAdathI kayAM jaI paDe tenu kaI pramANa nathI. jIvanuM mUDhapaNuM che te ahitakArI che. jJAnIpuruSAnAM vacanA AdhArarUpa che, te jIvane TakAvI rAkhanAra che. zAMtapaNu vRtti na rahe tevA vakhate paNa bhakti, smaraNu, vagere karyAM ja karavuM. dukAne gharAka na AvatuM hAya te paNa dukAna khullI rAkhI besavuM paDe che, tema ApaNA dhArelA bhAva na thAya te paNa reja ArAdhana karyAM karavu. nimittAdhIna jIvanI vRtti che, mATe jema bane tema kharAma nimittothI dUra rahevu. satsaMgamAM rahI jevuM AtmasAdhana sulabhapaNe thAya tevuM khIje tA na bane, paNa hAI e tyAMthI nIce AvavuM na thAya tevA puruSAtha te rAkhavA ja. 'samAdhizataka' ahIM nivRttie manana thayuM tevuM khIje sthaLe na thAya. game tyAM hAI e, tyAM paNa khAsa lakSa rAkhavA-lakSa na cUkave. peAtAnu dhyeya zuM che, te nakkI karavAmAM teA ardhuM kAma thaI jAya che. pUrNa thatAM sudhI jaMpIne besavAnuM nathI. mATe puruSArtha karyo karavA. sukha te pAte pAtAmAMthI meLavavAnuM che. te kaI bahArathI lAvavAnu nathI ke jethI lAvavAmAM bahu mahenata paDe. rAjya jItavuM hAya tA dArugALA, akA, tApA joIe; paNu A tA sadgaja che. te potAne samajAvuM joIe, ane te samajAyu' te! pachI peAtAne kema karI AgaLa vadhavuM te samajAtu jAya che. AtmAthI jIvA peAtAnA mArga pAte karatA jAya che. game tevI AMTIghUMTI AvI jAya paNa tenA ukela peAtAne AvI jAya che. 11 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 21-9-45 rAgadveSanA kSaya karaveA evI jJAnIpuruSonI AjJA che. rAgadveSaneA kSaya karavA hAya teNe jJAnIpuruSanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavuM. satpuruSa pratye jIvane jeTalA prema thaze teTale sauMsAra pratyethI ochA thaze. rAga koI paNa padArtha upara karavA nahI. karavA te satpuruSa upara karavA. ApaNe satpuruSa upara prema karIe chIe paraMtu te puruSA ApaNA upara prema karatA nathI. tethI eka taraphanA prema Akhare nAza pAme che ane jIva satpuruSa tulya thAya che. duniyAnA prema anne taraphanA arasaparasa ekakhIjA upara hAvAthI temAM ja bhramaNa karAve che. satpuruSa uparanA prema pariNAme saMsAra kSaya karAvanAra che. dareka vastu uparathI prema uThAvI satpuruSa upara karavAthI badhAM zAstronA sAra hRdayamAM mAlUma paDe che. AtmaprAptinA e khAsa upAya che. prathama teA jIvane kaMI bhAna heAtuM nathI, paraMtu satpuruSanI AjJA jIvane je mujaba maLI hAya te mujaba tenA upara dRDha vizvAsa rAkhI ArAdhana karyAM karavuM. citrapaTamAM dhyAna rAkhavuM, mALA gaNavAmAM citta rAkhavuM, satpuruSanA zabdo tathA vacanAmAM manane parAvavuM. AvA anukramathI puruSArtha karatAM jIvanuM AgaLa vadhavu thAya che, sapuruSanAM vacanAnu pariNamana thaI jJAnaprApti thAya che. kramapUrvaka je kAma thAya tenu phaLa AvyA sivAya rahe nahIM.

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saMgraha 1 19 jemake, citrapaTa vageremAM citta rAkhavuM te jhADanA mULane piSaNa ApavA barAbara che, pachI vacanamAM citta jAya te choDa moTo thavA barAbara che; temAM vizeSa prakAre tallInatA AvatI jAya te phUla thavA barAbara che ane pariNamana thaI AtmaprApti thAya te phaLa khAvA barAbara che. puruSone upadeza eka ja vAta samajAvavA mATe judA judA prakAre hoya che. jIvane yegyatA Ave tema tema te samajAtuM jAya che. je je puruSAthI che ane AgaLa vadhavAnA kramamAM hoya che temane dararoja kaMI ne kaMI navuM ja mAlUma paDe che. AtmA badhuM jANuM zake che, te pitAnI vAta kema na jANe? vRttio jema jema zAMta thatI jAya che, tema tema pitAne vizeSa prakAre samajAtuM jAya che. AtmajJAna thatA agAu jIvane ghaNI bhUmikAo pasAra karavAnI hoya che. jema jema jIva UMcI bhUmikAe Avate jAya che, tema tema tene AnaMda Ave che. "vItarAgane kahele parama zAMtarasamaya dharma pUrNa satya che, e nizcaya rAkhave." (55) parama zAMta thavuM te ja dharma che ane tene ja nizcaya daDhapaNe rAkhI tevA thavAne puruSArtha karyA kare. prabhuzrIjInA upadezamAM paNa ema AvyuM ke pitAne zuM hitakartA che ane zuM naDe che, te prathama zedhI kADhavuM ane jIvana paryata puruSArtha karyA kare. A manuSyabhavamAM pitAne zuM karavuM che, tene lakSa karI levAnuM che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke "mata cUka cauhANa!" ema teozrI ApaNane haraghaDI jAgRta thaI javA keTale upadeza ApatA ! bharata ceta! bharata ceta !" ema vAraMvAra kahetA, eka mANasa UMghate hoya ane tene jagADa heya te betraNa vAra bolAvyuM chevaTe jAgI jAya che, tema puruSane upadeza vAraMvAra jIvanA sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te jAgRti AvatI jAya tevuM che. mATe satsaMga karyA kare te jarUra lAbha thaze. jJAnI puruSanA mAhAbhyane jIvane jyAMsudhI lakSa na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAmAM praphullitapaNuM AvatuM nathI- acinya tuja mAhAbhyane, nathI praphullita bhAva; aMza ne eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva." jema jema jJAnI puruSanuM jIvane oLakhANa thatuM jAya che tema tema AtmA te rUpe thatuM jAya che. pANInA naLanI mAphaka, eka pAIpane bIjI pAIpanuM joDANa thAya ane pANI eka pAIpamAMthI bIjI pAIpamAM javA lAge tema AtmAne pravAha te rUpe thavA mAMDe che. phakta joDANa thavAnI jarUra che. - A jIva bAhya daSTivALe hoya tyAM sudhI je je padArtho jue te te sAcA mAnI le che, paraMtu je jenA dehamAM rahyo che tene lakSa thatuM nathI. je dekhAya che te te pudagala che. tenuM AvavuM ane javuM niraMtara A dehamAM thAya che, paNa ApaNane kyAM mAluma paDe che? bALapaNamAM je paramANuonuM zarIra hatuM temAMnA atyAre kaI paNa hAya nahIM, paNa

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rata medhAmRta peAtAne te huM te huM tenA te ja chuM' ema lAgyA kare che. satra pudgalAnu avaLasavaLa thavuM niyamitapaNe thayA ja kare che. "pudgala khANA, pudgala pINA, pudgala haiAMti kAya, pudgalA sakha leAdeA, pudgalameM hi jAya-- sate| dekhIe e paragaTa pudgala jAnna tamAsA." (zrI cidAnaMdajI.) Ama prabhuzrIjI ghaNI vakhata kahetA. te pudgalanI jALamAMthI nIkaLavuM bahu viTa che. jJAnIpuruSane Azraya hAya teA ja chUTI zakAya tema che. samudramAM pANI hoya che tenI varALa thaI vAdaLAM ane che, te AMkhathI dekhI zakAtuM nathI, paNa vAdaLAM thaI varasAda thAya che te vAta sAcI che. tema A zarIra ka dvArA nirmAyu che ane jIvane kanI vaNA khaMdhAyA karaze tyAM sudhI zarIranA ceAga rahevAnA che. jUnAM karmo bhegavAya che ane navAM baMdhAya che. navAM na baMdhAya te yukti hAtha AvI jAya te jUnAM bhAgavAtAM jAya, tema tema AtmA mukta thatA jAya. mATe tenI samajaNa karI levAnI che. nAnA karA aNusamajaNuvALA hAya, krodha vagere karatA hAya, paraMtu meTA thAya, samajaNA thAya tyAre sudharI jaI vepAra vagere sArI rIte kare che, apalakSaNA bhUlI jaIne peAtAnI pharaja saMbhALe che. tema je A jIva satpuruSanuM kahyu' mAnI samajaNeA thAya teA jJAna prApta karI meAkSe jAya tema che. ane te mATe A manuSyabhava ja che. bIjA keAI bhavamAM thaI zake tema nathI. samyagdaSTi jIvA paNa khIjA bhavamAM kaI vizeSa dha ArAdhanA karI zakatA nathI. tethI ja manuSyabhava uttama kahelA che. jenu pUrNa bhAgya haze te cetI jaze.V * vIsa kaiAharA' che te bhAvapUrvaka khelAya teA badhA doSo kSaya thaI AtmA nirmaLa thaI jAya tema che. jJAnIpuruSanAM vacanA meDhe elI jaI e paNa vicAra na Ave te zuM kAmanuM ? jemake, " he bhagavAna, hu bahu bhUlI gayA." zuM bhUlI gayA ? ene vicAra Ave te jJAnI puruSAne AgaLa zuM jaNAvavuM che tene lakSa thAya. pachI tarata ja ema jaNAvyuM che ke "me tamArAM amUlya vacanane lakSamAM lIdhAM nahIM." * jJAnI puruSanAM vacanAnuM pariNamana A jIvane je na thatuM hAya ! tenuM khAsa karIne eka kAraNa che ane te e ke lAbha". jo jIvane ema hRdayamAM esI jAya ke mAre have lebha karavA nathI ane AtmakalyANa karavuM che, te tene ghaNA viSe AchA thaI jAya che ane jJAnI puruSanAM vacane aMtarapariNAmI thAya che. A vAta upara jIvane lakSa thavA joIe. jIva jo puruSArtha kare teA ghAtI karmonuM kaMI cAle nahIM ane javA mAMDe tevuM che. peAtAnA doSa hAya te kADhavAnA khAsa lakSa rAkhavA. kaMI guNu pragaTaco hAya teA tenu abhimAna karavuM nahIM. tema karavAthI pAchuM paDI javAya che. jJAnIpuruSanA upadezamAM evI

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saMgraha 1 camatkRti hoya che ke je jIvoe temane Azraya svIkAryo che, bahumAnapaNe te vacananuM je niraMtara zravaNa-manana kare che temane tevA de utpanna thatA nathI. ra2 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 30-8-45 javalabena-paramakRpALudevanA thaI gayA pachI pacAsa varSe dharmanI unnati ke zuM karanAra che? ane temane pragaTamAM keNa lAvanAra che? pUjyazrI-je paramakRpALudevane Izvaratulya mAnI temanI bhaktimAM joDAyA che. bAkInA badhA te temane pragaTamAM lAvanAra na kahevAya, paNa DhAMkanAra kahevAya. paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM che ke ame mahAvIra svAmInuM hRdaya zuM hatuM te jANIe chIe, tema kRpALudevanAM vacane uparathI game te artha kerI vAta thatI hoya, paNa kRpALudevanuM hRdaya zuM hatuM te je jANe te ja temane pragaTamAM lAvI zake tema che. mumukSu-paramakRpALudeva kyAM haze? pUjyazrI-tevI kalpanAo tathA vAte upara lakSa nahIM detAM ema samajavuM ke te te pitAnuM kAma karI cAlyA gayA, paNa ApaNe have ApaNuM kAma temanA Azraye karI levAnuM che. paramakRpALudevanA dehotsarga pachI mumukSuomAM ghaNA matabheda paDI gayA eTale prabhuzrIjIne manamAM ema thayuM ke AvA matabheda ane AgrahamAM rahyA karatAM jaMgalamAM jaIdeha pADI de sAre, ema karI jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. paNa pAchaLathI sarvenA puNyanA mege teozrInuM atre AvavuM thayuM ane tethI A Azrama ApaNA jovAmAM Ave che. [pachI patrAMka 680 te vakhate apragaTa hatA te vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo, "jenI mekSa sivAya koIpaNa vastunI IcchA ke spRhA nahotI.. A hRdaya citAra pradarzita karavAnI preraNA kare che. 34 zrI mahAvIra (aMgata)"] ra3 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 16-11-5 "smaraNa e adbhuta vastu che. svarUpa prApti karAvanAra tathA svarUpamAM sthiratA karAvanAra che. A divasa tenuM TaNa karavAmAM AvatuM hoya to paNa nityaniyamanI mALA gaNavAnI cUkavI nahIM. jene amUlya samayanI kSaNa paNa nakAmI na jevA devI hoya tene mATe "maraNa" e apUrva vastu che. kUvAmAM paDelA DUbatA mANasanA hAthamAM doraDuM Ave te te DUbe nahIM, tema "smaraNa e saMsAra samudramAMthI tAranAra vastu che. ra4 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 16-8-46 vizuddhabhAva eTale cittaprasannatA athavA mananI sthiratA. kaSAyanI maMdatAmAM cittakSobha heya nahIM, tethI AnaMda Ave che. AtmA AnaMdarUpa che. tevA samayamAM (citta 1. paramakRpALudevanAM dIkarI.

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2 bedhAmRta prasannatA hoya tyAre maMtranuM smaraNa karavuM e ghaNuM lAbhanuM kAraNa che. kaSAyanuM nimitta na hoya te tevA bhAva vadhu vakhata sudhI TakI rahe che. AnaMdaghanajInA stavanamAM paNa e ja Ave che - citta prasanna re pUjana phaLa kahyuM ke, pUjA akhaMDita neha, kapaTarahita thaI Atama-arapaNA re, AnaMdaghanapadareha." (A. 1). paramakRpALudeve paNa kahyuM che ke tevA bhAve e mokSanuM kAraNa che. tevA jIno nizcaye mekSa thavAne ja che. para premapravAha ba prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura base, vaha kevala bIja glAni kahe, nijaka anubhI batalAI diye." vizuddhabhAvanI vardhamAnatA thAya e ja puruSArtha karavAno che. karmo vacce Ave paNa lakSa e ja rAkho. nimittA sArAM rAkhavAM; kAraNa, prathama to jIvanI vRtti nimittAdhIna thaI jAya che. paNa AtmAmAM baLa Ave te pachI nimitte kaMI karI zake nahIM. pachI te saheje pariSahe sahana thaI zake. te mATe ekAntanuM sevana vadhu zakhavuM. manane jItavAmAM aDhAra vidhra -doSa mekSamALAmAM kahela che tene lakSa rAkha. bAra-bhAvanAo bhAvavI. cAritrameha che te darzanameha gayA bAda saheje dUra thAya che. bIjI daSTimAM kahyuM che tema siheje ucita vartAya te te uttama che. zraddhA vardhamAna thAya te vIrya skure. mATe AdhAra zraddhA upara che. [ tA. 22-7-49 ] A 25 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 28-9-46 jIve zraddhA sapuruSamAM lAvavI joIe. pote AtmA nathI je, paNa satparuSe je che ane kahyo che tevo ja mAro AtmA che. A zraddhAe AtmAne jANavAnI IcchAe varte te tene vakhata jatAM Atmadarzana thAya che. zarIra huM nahIM, e to jaDa, huM rautanya tene jANanAra judo chuM. zarIra mAruM svarUpa nahIM. mane rega nathI, zoka nathI. enA vikalapa karavAnA nathI. e te karma che. AvIne cAlI janAra che, nAzavaMta che. mAre nAza nathI. jJAnIe AnaMda svarUpa joye te huM chuM. mAre te baMdhAyelAne choDAvavAne che, chUTA thavAnuM che. je vaDe chUTA thavAya te ja karavuM che. 'ramAvamAM javA jevuM nathI. zAMti e mAre dharma che. te ja meLavavA puruSArtha karuM, te ja meLavuM. A dekhAya te huM nahIM, e te jaDa che. te kAMI karavA zaktimAna nathI, mAravaDe jevAya che ne samajAya che. huM te AnaMdaghana svarUpa chuM. A bhAva rahyA kare, te te svarUpa prApta thAya. duHkhasukha Ave te karma che. Avaze ne jaze. mAro te eka AtmabhAva ja che ane te mArA hAthamAM che. A bhAva have baMdhAyelAne choDavA mATe ja kare che, mAre te chUTavuM ja che. jJAnIe kahyuM che te mane mAnya che, bIjuM mAnavuM ja nathI. AtmA nitya zAzvata che. jJAnInuM kaheluM

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saMgraha 1 na mAnavAthI anAdikALathI A jIva bhaTakyo che. have sAcA sadguru paramakRpALudeva maLyA che. temanuM ja mAneluM mAre mAnya che. huM deha nahIM paNa AtmA chuM, A lakSa rAkhIne vartavuM. AtmAne AgaLa rAkhe, saMbhAra, te Atmahita thaI zakaze. 26 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 1-10-46 jema jema puruSa para bhAva vadhe che tema tema anaMtAnubaMdhI ochA thAya che. tenI niSkAraNa karuNane nitya pratye niraMtara stavavAmAM paNa AtmasvabhAva pragaTe che." (43). mahApuruSone mahimA jyAre jIvane lAgaze tyAre guNe pragaTaze ane deze dUra thaze. teone apUrva guNa samajAya tyAre jIvamAM apUrvatA Ave. jagatanA bhAve jIva choDe te tattvane prakAza aMdarathI maLe. mATe bahirAmabhAva choDI sAdhakabhAve de dUra karI bhakti karavI joIe. jIva bahAranA bhAvathI chUTo thaI paramAtmAnA guNemAM bhAva ryA kare to pite paramAtmA thAya tema che. kAyA ne vacanane vyApAra baMdha karIne manane aMtaramAM vALavuM. aMtarja parUpa vikalpa baMdha kare te upaga AtmA bhaNuM vaLe, te ja paramAtmasvarUpane prakAza thAya, potAnA svarUpamAM ramaNatA thAya. aMtarAtmAmAM rahI sAdhakabhAve paramAtmAnuM raTaNa kare te paramAtmapada maLe. koI sAthe vAta karavI te AtmAnI karavI. vicAra kare te AtmAne kare. manana ciMtana paNa AtmAnuM karavuM. deha huM nathI. e te jaDa che, kaMI jANato nathI ne kaMI karI zake tema paNa nathI, nAzavaMta che. deha do denAra che. dekhAya che te padArthomAM vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. te badhA nAzavaMta che, AtmAnI sAthe rahevAnA nathI. 27 zrImad rA. A agAsa, tA. 6-10 46 huM deha nathI, AtmA chuM. A bhAva e tha joIe ke svamAmAM paNa huM deha nahIM" evuM bhAna rahe. ene mATe ja puruSArtha karavAnuM che. jIvane satpaSamAM laya lAgavI joIe. temanA vacanamAM aTala zraddhA Ave, ullAsa thAya te karma khape. A mArga mATe gUraNa AvavI joIe. saMsArathI mana UThavuM joIe. A ryA vinA chUTako nathI. prathama te jIvane nakakI karI levuM joIe ke mAre zuM karavuM che? A nakakI thAya te tyAM ja jIva jAya ne temAM ja rahyA kare. bIjuM kaMI game nahi. huM devuM nahIM paNa A mA chuM. A nirNaya thaye ke darzana dUra thAya ane AtmAne upaga rahe. A badhuM jaDa nakAmuM che, do denAra che. tene joyA karavAnuM che. vikalpa choDavA dehAdhyAsa ja joIe. jeTale te ghaTe teTale jIvane pitA tarapha vaLavA avakAza maLe. 28 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 7-10-46 jIvane bahAra dekhAya temAM Azcarya lAge che, paNa siddhasvarUpanuM Azcarya nathI lAgatuM. tenuM anaMtajJAna, avyAbAdha, anaMta zAzvata sukha, anaMtazakti Adi anaMtaguNanuM

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badhAmRta Azcarya lAgaze tyAre temAM prema ruci jAgaze ane te meLavavA puruSArtha karI zakaze. bhale hAla jIvanIte dazA na hoya, paNa nizcayathI huM siddha samAna ja chuM. siddha paramAtmA niraMtara AtmAnaMda ke bhagave che, te aMtaramAM sUkSma vicArathI UMDA UtarIne jovAya te pitAnuM mULa svarUpa AvuM che ! e jANIne ullAsa Ave, karma ghaTe. maMtranuM smaraNa karyA karavuM, manane rakhaDatuM na rAkhavuM. maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM hAla nathI samajAtuM te samajAze. 29 zrImad rA, A. agAsa, tA. 15-10-46 kapanA e parapoTA jevI che. vicAra Ave tene AkAra kalapanAthI thAya che. kalpanA e saMsAra che ane asat che. kalapanA vaDe ja sarjana thAya che. jIva kalpanA vaDe cAra gatimAM bhaTake che. kalapanA e jaLa para mejAM jevI che. zAMta rahevA detI nathI. jaLamAM jema taraMgo Ave che ne zamAya che tema kalpanAo Ave ane jAya che, temAM keTalIka lAMbuM rUpa le che. paNa jaLataraMgane badale jaLane ja jue te kalpanAne sthAna na maLe. ema zAMta thAya te pitAnuM jevA vicAravAne avakAza maLe. mULa svarUpamAM kalpanA nathI. kalpanA nAzavaMta vastuone ja pakaDe che. kalpanA javA "brahma satya, jagat mithyA e vicAravuM. 30 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 4-11-46 tRSNae jIvanuM bhUMDuM karyuM che. vAsanA, tRSNa ke IcchA e vaDe karmanA jALAmAM jIva bharAI gaye che. tRSNA kaI paNa rIte karavA jevI nathI. jIva che evo nirNaya thaI jAya te pachI tene mATe prazna thAya ke te kevo che? te ke jJAnIe kahyo che te te che ane te ja AtmA mAre mAnya che. pitAnI kalpanAe AtmAnI pakaDa karavA jaze te te pakaDAze nahIM, paNa vadhu gUMcavaNamAM paDaze, kAraNa ke deAya tevo nathI. mATe ja jJAnI ke jemaNe pratyakSa AtmAnubhava kare che, temanAthI jANIne te ja AtmA che evI zraddhA karI levI. te ja mAnya karavAnuM che. tenA vinA A jaDa zarIra zuM karI zake? AtmAnI ja suMdaratA che. ene mahimA jIvane Ave te pachI A dekhAtI nAzavaMta vastuomAMthI mamatA khasI jAya ane bahAra javAnuM baMdha thAya. aMtaramAM AtmAne vicAra Ave te tene pitAnuM bhAna thAya. A te gharanI vAta che, te dUra nathI. te bahAra zodhavAthI maLe tema nathI. bAhyadaSTine aMtarmukha kare ne jue te dekhAya tema che. A bhUla anAdinI che ane A bhUla sapuruSa maLe tyAre tenI zraddhAthI ja maTe tema che. 31 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 18-8-47 darzanameha vyatIta thaI Upaje bedha che; deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna je."

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saMgraha 1 dehamAM vyAdhi pIDA thAya tyAre mUMjhavaNa Ave che, gabharATa thAya che, te darzanamihane lIdhe thAya che. darzana meDa eTale rU5 rasa gaMdha Adi pudgalanA dharma che ane jANavuM, dekhavuM, sthira thavuM e jIvanA dharma che, temAM bheda nahIM rAkhatAM tadAkAra thavuM te. jemake, maracuM pudgala che, emAM jANavAne guNa nathI, paNa ApaNe ene khAIe chIe tyAre AtmAnA jANapaNAnA guNane laIne e jaNAya che. AhAra letAM tIkhuM, mIThuM, khAruM, khATuM e badhA pudgalanA guNamAM jIvane rAgadveSa thAya che, te cAritramoha darzana mehane laIne thAya che. maDadAne bALe to kaMI thAya nahIM paNa aMdara cetana hoya to khabara paDe ke garama lAge che, baLe che. tema deDamAM pUrvakarma anusAra zAtA-azAtA Ave che, tenI dehane khabara nathI, paNa cetanane laIne sukhaduHkhanI khabara paDe che. je ema vicAre ke dehane je thAya che emAM cetanane kaMI levAdevA nathI, te e vedanIyakarma AvIne nirjarI jAya che, kAraNa ke vedanIyakarma aghAti che ane AtmAne AvaraNa karanAra nathI. paNa zarIranI aMdara ekameka tanmayapaNe rahele cetana tene zarIra (pudgala)nI sAthe anaMtakALathI rahevAthI ekarUpano adhyAsa tene thaI gayela che, eTale mane duHkha thAya che, huM marI jaIza, huM sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM vagere tanmayabhAva kare che e darzanamoha che. je je pudgala jevAmAM, sAMbhaLavAmAM, khAvApIvAmAM, sUMghavAmAM, sparzavAmAM Ave che temAM AtmA tanmaya thaIne sAruM-kharAba, priya-apriya, mIThuM-kavuM, suvAsita-durgadhavALuM, suMvALuM-kaThaNa, ema je pudgalanA rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, zabda, sparza svabhAva che, tene pitAnA mAnI temAM tanmaya thaI jAya che. paraMtu puruSanA bodhathI te pudgala pitAthI eTale cetanathI bhinna che, ema samajAya; ane e pramANe vAraMvAra vicAra karI dhana, ghara, karAM, strI, deha vagere pitAnAM nathI, e citanyathI bhinna che, ema samajAya; pachI vAraMvAra vicArI jJAna-jANavuM, darzana-dekhavuM, cAritra-sthira thavuM e caitanyanA guNa pudgalathI taddana bhinna che, ema sapuruSanA bodhathI lakSamAM rAkhI dareka prakAranI sAMsArika kriyAo karatAM vRttine maLI pADatAM darzana mehane nAza thAya che. jema ApaNe AgagADImAM beThA hoIe ane bAjunI gADI cAlatI hoya ane tenA tarapha najara rAkhIe te ApaNane ema jaNAya ke ApaNI ja gADI cAle che, paNuM daSTi pheravIne pleTapherma tarapha najara karIe te jaNAya ke ApaNI gADI sthira che. tema bAhya padArtha tarapha daSTi rAkhIne vartIe ApaNane lAge ke huM sukhI chuM, duHkhI chuM, paisAdAra chuM, garIba chuM, vagere. ema jevA saMjogo maLyA hoya te rUpa AtmA thaI jAya che. paNa satpaSanA badhe daSTi pherave ane AtmA tarapha lakSa rAkhe te jaNAya ke AtmAne svabhAva sthira che, temAM bIjuM dekhAya che te pudgalane svabhAva che, enI sAthe AtmAne kaMI levAdevA nathI, te darzanameha nAza pAmIne AtmadaSTi thatAM AtmA pitAnA

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26 medhAmRta svabhAvamAM sthira thAya. je badhA soge maLyA che, te svavat che. jema rAtre svama Ave ane badhuM dekhAya, paNa jAgRta thatAM svamAmAM je jotA hatA, bhAgavatA hatA, te badhuM jUThuM hatuM ema lAge. tema A meluM svasa che. AgaLanA bhavAmAM je bhagavyu haze temAMnuM kaMI atyAre che? tema A AyuSya pUruM thatAM AMkha mIMcAI jaze tyAre AmAMnu kaMI yAda rahevAnu che? ke sAthe AvavAnuM che? khadhuM ja svavat paDI raheze. mATe vRttione vAraMvAra pAchI haThAvI meALI pADatAM darzanameAhune kSaya thaze. "" pahelAMnA vakhatamAM chokarAone bhaNavAne mATe pATI upara retI pAtharI ekaDA kADhI ApatA. ene chUTatAM ghUMTatAM pATIne jarA keAInI Thesa vAge te retI sarakhI thaI jatI ane badhuM citarAmaNa bhuMsAI jatuM. tema jagatanAM kAma karatAM AtmAmAM citarAmaNa paDe ke pAchuM smaraNamaMtra yAda karavArUpa Thesa mAravI ane ene bhUMsI nAkhavuM. ema vAraMvAra smaraNamaMtra " sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru yAda karatA rahevuM ane danameharUpI jagatanAM je je citarAmaNA paDe, tene satpuruSanA smaraNamatrarUpI bedhathI bhUsatA javuM. ema karatAM AtmA enA sthira svabhAvamAM Avaze. azAtAvedanIne joramAM udaya hoya tyAre vadhAre khaLa karIne jorathI smaraNa khelavuM ane vedanIne kahevuM ke tuM tAruM kAma kara, huM mAruM kAma karuM chuM. 5. u. prabhuzrIjI vedanInA prasaMge vadhAre khaLathI bedha ApatA :-- " AtmAnuM lakSaNa * jANavuM, dekhavuM te sthira thavu' e che, tene nira'tara smaraNamAM, anubhavamAM rAkhavuM; pachI bhalene maraNa samayanI vedanA AvI paDI hoya ! paNu jANuM dekhuM te hu, bIjuM teA jAya che. temAM AtmAne kaMI vaLage tema nathI. nahIM levA ke devA. je je dekhAya che te javAne vAste. ALyuM ke cAlyuM. vajAnAM tALAM vAsIne kahevuM ke je Avavu hoya te AvAne ! maraNa AvA, sukha AvA, du:kha AveA, chAya te Ave, paNa te mAro dharma nathI. mArA dharma te jANavuM, dekhavuM, sthira thavuM e ja che. bIjI adhu pudgala, pudgala ne pudgala. cakarI caDhe, bebhAna thaI javAya ane zvAsa caDhe e badhuM dehathI judA thaI ne beThA beThA jovAnI majhA paDe che, paNa jAgRta, jAgRta ne jAgRta rahevuM joI e. hAya ! hAya ! have marI javAze, A te kema sahevAya? evuM evuM manamAM na AvavuM joI e. AgaLa ghaNA evA thaI gayA che ke jemane ghANImAM ghAlIne pIlelA, paNa vibhAvamAM temanuM citta nahI gayeluM." dInabaMdhunI mahera najarathI sava savaLAM vAnAM che. sadA UNA, UMNA ne UNA evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. ahaMkAra teA mArI nAkhe eve che. jJAna e AtmAne deha che. 3ra bAMdhaNI, tA. 12-12-47 maneAvRttine jaya karavA jIve prayatna karavA joIe. saMkalpa-vikAmAM mana jAya tene rokavAnA upAya~prathama samajAvavuM ane para bhAvamAM jatuM rokavuM, svabhAvamAM vALavu.

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jas saMgraha 1 je tema samajAvatAM na mAne te bhaktimAM joDavuM. manamAM bolatAM bahAra vRtti jAya te meTethI bolavuM. tema chatAM na mAne te tenAthI risAvuM. bahAra jatI vRttio jyAM jAya tyAM jatI joyA karavI te dhIrajathI mana ThekANe AvI jaze. 33 suNAva, tA. 1-1-48 jIve karma je je bAMdhelAM hoya te bhagavye ja chUTe che; paNa samabhAve samajIne bhegavAya te navAM na baMdhAya. mahApuruSo bhAvadayAnA dAtAra che. dehanI dayAne temane lakSa na heya. deDanuM te prArabdha pramANe thavAnuM che. jJAnIne samAgama thaye jIvane dehabhAva meLa paDe che. jJAnInA badhathI dehanA ne AtmAnA dharma jIva judA judA samaje che. deha nAzavaMta che e jene nirNaya thaye che, te jIva AtmAnI kALajI rAkhe che. deha sAdhana che eTale saMbhALe paNa dehamaya potAne mAnatuM nathI. dekhatabhUlI' thAya che, te bhUla che. dekhanArane jovAnI bhAvanA karavI joIe. jJAnInI AtmaceSTA jovA mATe aMtaramAM UtarI pitAnI vRtti sthira kare te dhIrajathI dekhAya. dekhanArane jovA mATe kaSAyanI maMdatA joIe. pratyekamAM eka AtmAne jevAne ja abhyAsa pADe che te dekhAya eve che. arIsAmAM sAme je jAya ne Ave tenAM pratibiMba paDe che, tema AtmAmAM jevA ne jANavAnI zakti che. tethI temAM paravastunAM pratibiMba paDe che, te joyA ne jANyA kare tyAM te baMdhAtuM nathI. paNa pitAne bhUlIne jANyA jevAnA vikalapa kare te ajJAna che, ane ISTa aniSTa bhAve kare tethI baMdhAya che. jJAnIo nathI baMdhAtA, teo potAnA svabhAvamAM rahe che. sukhaduHkha e karma che, Ave ne jAya che, tene jANavArUpe rahe te nevAM na baMdhAya. dehathI AtmAne bhinna vicAryA kare joIe. pugala-racanA kAramI jI, tihAM jasa citta na lIna" (cethI daSTi)-asaMmeha anuThAna karanArA mahAtmAo saMsArathI virAma pAmelA hovAthI, AkarSaka chatAM ekAMta duHkhadAyaka evI pudgalanI racanAmAM temanuM citta lIna thatuM nathI. pudagalamAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. AtmAnI anaMta zaktimAM camatkAra che, tene nizcaya kare to jIvane bIjAmAM mahattA na lAge. svabhAvamAM rahevuM ane vibhAvathI mukAvuM." (upadezachAyA-5) bhUlavaNImAM jIva paDyo che. ahaMkArarahita, sekasaMjJAhita pravRtti karavI. sAra samajAya te jJAna. jJAnI AtmA che. pitAnuM svarUpa pitAthI samajAya tema nathI. jJAnInA bedhathI vicAre te zuddhAtmAne baMdha thAya. deha eka dharmazALArUpa che. "mAruM mAruM' kADhaye ja chUTake che. bhUla jaNAye pite pitAne Thapako Ape. mAna ane parigraha bhUMDuM karyuM che. deha mAre nahIM, ema satya lAge te bIjAmAM meha na thAya. saMsAra na joIe te mekSa che. 34. suNAva, tA. 6-1-48 upazama e jIvane kalyANanuM mukhya sAdhana che. paNa te upazama AtmArthe tho

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badhAmRta joIe. Atmatva-prApta puruSanA bodha sivAya jIvamAM upazama Ave nahIM. yathArtha upazame samajAyA vinA ane tene Adara karyA vinA keI jIva yathArtha sukhI thaye nathI, thatuM nathI ane thaze paNa nahIM. mATe upazamabhAvane pAmelA evA Atmatva prApta puruSathI te upazamane jANuM, meLavI, AdarI A manuSyabhavanuM sArthaka karI levuM. A manuSyapaNuM ja te bhAva sAdhavA mATe sAdhana che. manuSya janma e ApaNu pAse satya mUDI che. jJAnIe eka AtmabhAva ja karavA kahyo che. AtmavicArakartAvyarUpa dharma che. jANanAra te haM, A dekhAya te huM nahIM, zarIra te huM nahIM. A bIjajJAna che. AtmAnI kALajI rAkhe to sukhI thAya. jJAnI saMsAranI vAta na kare. AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa che. samabhAva ArAdhavAyegya che. te mokSanI vAnagI che. mATe jIve sarva prakAranA matamatAMtarane, kuLadharmana, lekasaMjJArUpa dharmane, e ghasaMjJArUpa dharmane udAsabhAva bhajI eka AtmavicArakartavyarUpa dharma bhajo yogya che" (375). sukha nathI tyAM sukha zodhe che te kyAMthI sukhI thavAya ? vairAgyabhave saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge, beya maLe te mITho lAge, vatsvabhAvane oLakhI jema che tema samaje te duHkhanuM kAraNa na rahe. mATe duHkha-nAzano upAya sAcI samajaNa che. vagara kAmanuM ahemamatva karI duHkha vahorI le che. | zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 13-4-48 vRtti sthira thavA svAdhyAya kare che. zarIraprakRti narama hoya tyAre "paMcAstikAya" (patrAMka 766)nuM adhyayana thAya te vRttinI sthiratA thaI AnaMda Ave. vRtti bahAra jatI rahetAM vAra lAgatI nathI ane pharI pAchI lAvatAM bahu agharuM thaI paDe che. tethI tene niraMtara upayoga rAkhave. A jIva pramAdI thaI gayuM che. Ubho hoya te besI jAya ne beTho hoya te sUI jAya teve che. mATe jAgRti rAkhavI. bhAvanAnuM phaLa pariNAma che, karmane nAza karavAnuM te sAdhana che. ullAsita bhAva thatAM ghaNAM karmone nAza thaI zake che. pUjya prabhuzrIjI bhAva upara daSTAMta ApatA hatA. "ene A prema ne mAre che kema ? pAMcaso zlokane svAdhyAya thAya te eka upavAsa jeTaluM tapa thAya che, eTale Atmasiddhi cAra vAra bolavAthI eka upavAsa jeTaluM tapa thAya che. vairAgyadazA gupta rAkhI zakAtI nathI. eka chokaruM paNa je tene AMgaLI ApI pAchI kheMcI laIe te te samajI jAya che, te gharanAM mANasa kema na jANe? avakAze gharamAM paNa vAcana karavuM ane badhAne samajaNa pADavI. paramakRpALudeve evuM vrata lIdhuM hatuM ke saMsAramAM game tevAM kalezanAM kAraNe AvI paDe te paNa asamAdhi thavA na devI. te vrata jIvanaparyata pAvyuM hatuM. saMyama eTale sarvabhAvathI virAma pAmavuM te. "smaraNa eTale vismaraNa na karavuM te. eka eka paLa paNa jene pagamAM levI hoya tene mATe smaraNa che. maMtrane ghaNo abhyAsa rAkha. paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanAM darzana karavAthI teozrInA AtmasvarUpane lakSa thAya. ja juo prabhuzrIjInuM upadezAmRta' pR. 207

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sagraha 1 rahe 36 zrImad . . agAsa, tA. 26-548 sAcA dhama yAre thAya ? samyagdarzana thayA pachI sAcA dhama thAya che. kaSAyAnI maMdatA ke tImatAthI mutra ke azubha gati thAya che, paraMtu samyagdarzana thayA bAda mama mAnI zarUAta thAya che. upadezapremathI Araba-parigraha pratyethI vRtti pAchI vaLe ane siddhAMtamedha pariNAma pAme tyAre samyagdarzana thAya. saMsAranuM svarUpa tathA dehanuM svarUpa vAraMvAra vicAravu te vairAgyanu kAraNa che. prazasta rAga, anukaMpA, cittaprasannatA (vizuddhabhAva) e zubha pariNAma che. vizuddhabhAva e AtmAnA niya karavAmAM sahAyaka che. tevA bhAva hAya tyAre AtmAnA nirNaya thAya te sAce thAya che. vicAradazA tyAre kahevAya. prazastarAga ane anukaMpAmAM paNa vizuddhabhAva hAya che. V vizuddhabhAvanI vamAnatA thAya e ja puruSA karavAnA che. karmo vacce Ave paraMtu lakSa e ja rAkhave. nimitto sArAM rAkhavAM; kAraNa, prathama te jIvanI vRtti nimittAdhIna thai jAya che. paNa AtmAmAM laya Ave te pachI nimitto ka'I karI zake nahIM. te mATe ekAntanu sevana vadhu rAkhavu. manane jItavAmAM aDhAra vinnarUpa doSa TALavAne lakSa rAkhavA. (meAkSamALA : zikSApATha 100). bAra bhAvanAe bhAvavI. khIjI sRSTimAM kahyuM che tema ucita vartAya te uttama. danameha gayA khAda cAritramADu saheje dUra thAya che. zraddhA kharAkhara thAya te vIya sphure. mATe AdhAra zraddhA upara che. 37 Ayu, tA. 18-5-49 zuM karavA Avye che ane zuM kare che? tenuM jIvane bhAna nathI. badhA loko paisA kamAya che ane tenAthI meAjazAkha kare che tema dekhAdekhI jIva kare che, paNa vicAra karata nathI ke AmAMthI zuM sAthe AvavAnu che? eka pAI paNa sAthe AvavAnI nathI. ane paisA kamAvAmAM je pApa karyuM haze te jIvane bhegavavuM paDaze. jIve kampyu che tyAM vAstavika te duHkha ja che. khAvAthI sukha thatuM khAIe te vadhAre sukha thavuM joIe. paNa vadhu khAvAthI UlaTuM sukha indriyAtIta che. AtmA indriyaagecara che, eTale dekhAya emanI AjJAmAM vatAM e anubhavamAM Ave che. V 3. jAgyA tyArathI savAra. meha ane mane UgatA AkhavA. vadhI gayA pachI gaLuM pakaDaze. jJAnInu ya pachI na mAne. cetI jayA jevuM che. "hu koInA nathI, keAI mAruM nathI." ekalA Avye che, ekalA javAnA che. "C * khIjA badhAmAM jyAM sukha hota to ApaNe vadhAre duHkha thAya che. AtmAnu tema nathI. sadguruzaraNe AjI, tA. 2-6-49

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30 bedhAmRta mumukSu--mAbApa pite pAMca rUpiyAnuM ghI na vApare ane chokarAne bhaNavA mahine pacAsa rUpiyA mokale. have jyAre mAbApane tenI jarUra hoya tyAre cheka choDIne cAlyA jAya che ? pUjyazrI-AtmArthe jato hoya te kaMI vadhe nahIM, mAbApane meha che eTale thoDA divasa lAge pachI teya dharma pAme. neminAthanA dehamAM rAjulane meha hate. neminAthe dIkSA lIdhI te rAjule ya pAchaLa dIkSA lIdhI. RSabhadevanAM mAtAe emanI pAchaLa rahIraDIne AMkhe gumAvI hatI. temane kevaLajJAna thayuM. pitAne dehabhAva hoya, putrAdi bhAva-kalpanA hoya, tyAM teNe tyAkhyuM zuM? tyAgIne paNa bhegavilAsanuM ArAdhana kare te mAbApa ane pite bane ya rakhaDe. satsaMga kare, AtmArtha sadhAya, te vega hoya tyAre tyAge to badhAne, AkhA jagatane lAbhakAraka. paNa tyAga ane ArtadhyAna rahetuM hoya te- gharaDo thAya ane kamAI zake nahiM evuM thAya te-pahelethI vicAravuM ghaTe. mumukSa-wisest Fool (mUrkha paMDita) jevI dazA thaI hoya teNe zuM karavuM? pUjyazrI-"huM kaMI jANatuM nathI, mAre te jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahevuM che." ema rAkhavuM. mumukSu-AtmA sivAya bIju jevA jevuM nathI, ema lakSa thaI gayA pachI maMDI paDe to? pUjyazrI- e ja karavAnuM che. eka mata ApaDI : Ubhe mArge tApaDI. _ ' tA. 3- 6-49 AtmA sat citanyamaya, sarvAbhAsa rahita; jethI kevaLa pAmiye, ekSapaMtha te rIta." kevaLa AtmA pAmavA mATe badhuM karavAnuM. tevA thavAnuM che. "jANanAra te mAna nahIM !" je jANanAra che tene na mAnavAnI pratijJA laIne beThA che! chokare hoya te pachI tene ghareNAM, kapaDAMlattA vagere thAya. AtmA che ema thAya tyAra pachI zuM karavAnuM che tenI saMbhALa rAkhe. AtmAnI zraddhA pahelI karavAnI che. AtmA dekhAya tevo nathI, tenI zraddhA rAkhIne puruSArtha karavAne che. Atmasiddhi" ane "mokSamALA" e bemAM kRpALudeve je kahevAnuM hatuM te badhuM kahI dIdhuM che. pratyakSa jJAnI puruSa kahe che ema mAnIne vAMce vicAre te thAya. e satsaMga che. AtmA zAMta thAya. vicAre kalpanA ke ramata karavA nathI karavAnA vicArIne te pramANe karavAnuM che. vairAgya-upazamanI khAmI che. AraMbha parigraha ochAM karavAnAM che. krodha, mAna, mAyA koInuM na mAne tyAre lebha bhAI taiyAra thAya che. jaMgalamAM gaye hoya tyAM A guphA sArI che evuM thAya.

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sagraha 1 31 bhava-mekSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva' tyAM te mana kASTramAM AvyuM che. bhava hAya teya zuM ? samabhAva che. 39 Abu, tA. 4-6-49 " jevA bhAvathI paDAya tevA bhAvathI sarvakALa rahevA mATenI vicAraNA prathama karI le." (84) jJAnInuM zaraNa le, te te atyAgI, dezatyAgI ke sava`sa MgatyAgI sAdhu game te thaIne levAya. temAM dveSa na Ave, tevA bhAve sadAya rahevAya tevI vicAraNA pahelI karavAnI che. jJAnInu khATuM na dekhAya. peAtAnu jIvana kema ghaDavuM tene mATe zikhAmaNa-salADa che. utAvaLa karavA jevuM nathI. "Ama karuM, tema karuM, Ave! thAuM, sAdhu khanI jAuM." tyAga kaye meha jate rahete nathI, mAha chetarAte nathI. sAMbhaLyu tevuM jhaTa UtarI jatuM nathI. ekadama mAhu jate rahetA nathI, vicAravuM paDe. je thAya te joye rAkhavuM che, khamI khUMdavuM che. khamI khUde te samAdhimaraNa thAya. khAdhelAMthI chuTAya che; navAM khAMdhavAM nathI. je Ave te sArA mATe. mumukSu--maherATa te paNa ? pUjyazrI--- hA, te paNa. mumukSu - jJAnImAM zraddhA hAya, pratIti hAya teA tema rahene? e pratIti jJAnInA svarUpanI ke puruSapratIti ? pUjyazrI--" satpuruSamAM ja paramezvaramuddhi ane jJAnIoe paramadhama kahyo che." mAre jJAnInI AjJAe vavu che. bIjI kAMI zeAdha mA. mAtra eka satpuruSane zeAdhIne tenA caraNakamaLamAM sabhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA. pachI je meAkSa na maLe tA mArI pAsethI leje." taravAne mATe te jene taratAM AvaDatu hAya ane tArI zake tevAnuM zaraNu joI e. satpuruSa maLe paNa te pAte mAnatA hAya ke huM jANuM chuM, samajuM chuM. ema mAna-ahu bhAva ADAM Ave che. tethI zaraNe javA mATe pahelI zarata karI ke huM kaMI ja jANatA nathI ema thavuM joIe. jJAnI kahe te sAcuM. 40 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 12-8-49 zAstromAM dhyAnanA judA judA prakAra khatAvyA che. temAM zasraAnAya pramANe vana hAya, paraMtu mukhya dhyAna te satpuruSanAM vacanAmAM citta rahe, maMtramAM dhyAna rahe ke pustakanuM vAcana karIe temAM ekAgratA rahe, te badhu dharmadhyAna ja che. amuka prakAre amuka AsanathI ja thAya teA ThIka evuM kaMI nathI. kaSAya uparasaMsAranA badhA AdhAra che. aMtarAtmA kaSAya nivAravAnuM ja kAryo karyAM kare che. haratAMpharatAM emAM mana rahe te te

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3ra badhAmRta dhyAna ja che. abhyAsanI khAsa jarUra che. paramakRpALudevane ghaNuM bhavane abhyAsa hato eTale saheje dhyAnamAM ja rahetA hatA. 41 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 13 8-49 niyama karyo hoya ane aticAra vagere deSa lAge che te mATe pitAnA AtmAne niMda, paraMtu ema na thavuM joIe ke doSa thaze te pharI te pramANe karI laIzuM. ema thAya te tevA bhulAvAmAM tyAMnuM tyAM rahevAya. guru pAse dezanuM prAyazcita levuM te gaha kahevAya. guru pAse deSanuM prAyazcitta levAthI niHzalya thavAya. viSaye ghaTADavA verAgyavALAM pustaka vAMcavAM. karmanI vicitratA evI che ke AvaraNa AvI jAya, paraMtu te kAyama rahe nahIM. potAnA doSa jevA ane ApaNe AgaLa vadhIe chIe ke kema? te paNa tapAsa rAkhavI. paramakRpALudevanAM vacanathI zAMtapaNuM Ave che, tenuM vAMcana vizeSa rAkhavuM. niyama lIdhe hoya temAM atikama, vyatikrama vagere doSo mATe vicAra kare. sAmA jIvane paNa samajaNa pADavI jarUrI che. 42 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 15-8-49 anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanuM svarUpa ghaNuM sUkSma che. paramakRpALudeve eka mumukSune kaheluM ke tame tenuM svarUpa samajavA mATe yogya nathI. mukhyapaNe to jJAnI puruSa tathA tenA Azritane droDa thAya te anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya kahevAya. je pAchaLathI savaLI samajaNa AvI jAya te jIva mArge Ave ane oTo Agraha pakaDI rAkhe che te durAgraha kahevAya. pite jJAnInA vacano vicAryA hoya ane satsaMgamAM paNa te mujaba arthanI carcA thatI hoya te paNa te ema ja che, ema daDha karI na devuM. kAraNa, jema jema dazA vadhatI jAya tema tema artha alokika bhAse. mATe jJAnIe karyuM te kharuM ema rAkhavuM, jethI aTakI javAya nahIM.

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saMgraha ra 1 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa, caitra suda 8, vi. saM. 2007 jIva jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavA mAMDe to pachI pApanI pravRtti saheje AchI thAya ane samaye samaye jo upayega AjJAmAM pravartAve te pachI pApa te thAya ja kacAMthI ? kAraNa ke je kAma karavA mAMDe te pahelAM ja vicAra Ave ke emAM AjJA paLAya che ke kema ? jo nathI paLAtI te te kAma thAya nahIM. cr dha jinezvara caraNa grahyA pachI, koI na bAMdhe hai| karmo, jinezvara." (A0 15) ema zrI AnaMdaghanajIe dharmAMjinezvaranA stavanamAM gAyuM che. jagata AkhuM dharma, dha" kare che, paNa dharma teA viralA ja jANe che; ane jANyA pachI kama badhAya ja nahIM ema kahyuM che. ra zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 10, 2007 V sukha tyAga karavAthI maLe che; tyAgamAM ja sukha che. A jIvane grahaNabuddhimAM ja sukha lAge che. mATe pahelethI vicAra karI sukhanA raste zeAdhave vicAra karI nakkI karavuM ke sukha zuM che? ane yathArtha vicAra kare to pratyakSa lAge ke sukha tyAgamAM che. icchA thAya che e ja du:kha che. mATe viveke karI icchAone dUra karI levI. eka rAjA hatA. te zAstrI pAse sUtra sAMbhaLavA jAya. temAM ema Ave ke A sUtra sAMbhaLe tene avazya mekSa thAya ane ene sAMbhaLavAthI amuka amuka meAkSe gayA che. e sAMbhaLI rAjA bahu AnaMda pAmyA. ema karatAM karatAM daza ceAmAsAM nIkaLI gayAM. pachI rAjAe vicAra karyo ke kema mekSa thatA nathI ? evAmAM kAI eka AcAya padhAryAM. temane rAjAe pUchyuM, 'mahArAja, meAkSa kema thatA nathI ?' AcArye kahyuM, mekSe javuM che ke vAtA ja karavI che?' rAjAe kahyuM, 'nA, mekSe te javuM che.' mahArAje kahyuM, 8 savAre pelA zAstrIne laIne dharmazALAmAM Avaje.' khIje divase rAjA ane zAstrI ane AvyA. badhI sabhA ekaThI thaI. pachI mahArAje tA pelA dIdhe ane rAjAne paNa khIjA thAMbhale AMdhI dIdhA. pachI pelA rAjAne chUTA kare.'zAstrIjIe kahyuM, 'mahArAja, huM te aMdhAyelA chuM, kevI rIte zAstrIne eka thAMbhale bAMdhI mahArAja khelyA, 'zAstrIjI, p

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34 bedhAmRta chUTA karuM ?" pachI rAjAne kahyuM, "tame zAstrIne chuTA karo." rAjAe kahyuM, 'e te kema bane ?" tyAre mahArAje kahyuM, "bane samajI gayA ne?" rAjAe kahyuM, "khullA zabdomAM kaho jethI amane khabara paDe." AcArya mahArAje kahyuM, "bhAI, baMdhAyela kema karI choDAve? paNa chUTo hoya te cheDAvI zake. tema ja, mekSa thavA mATe je mekSa bhaNuM javA maMDyA che, je saMsAranA parigrahathI ane rAgadveSarUpa kaSAyathI chUTA thayA che evA satparuSe mokSe javAnA raste batAvI zake ane pachI je jIva tenA kahyA pramANe AjJA ArAdhe te avazya mekSa thAya, paNa vAta karavAthI thAya nahIM." 3 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 11, 2007 - vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. badhAne yathAyogya vinaya kara. vinaya eka vazIkaraNa maMtra che. badhAnuM kahevuM sAMbhaLavuM. sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karavuM, bola bela nahIM karavuM. A jyAre vaNika AkhA zaheramAM pharIne pachI bharatajInI sanmukha namaskAra karI Ubhe rahyo tyAre bharatajIe kahyuM ke tane tAruM jIvana keTaluM priya che! tane maraNane bhaya keTale che ke zerImAM zuM thAya che tene ya tane khyAla na rahyo; tema ja anaMta bhavanAM duHkha ane tethI thato anaMta bhaya mArA aMtaramAM vyApI rahyo che, tethI jagatamAM zuM thAya che ane zuM jItyuM che tene mane khyAla nathI. mAtra mAre upaga jhaSabhadevanA badhamAM ja ramI rahyo che. 4 zrImad rA.A. agAsa, caitra suda 13, 2007(zrImad rAjacaMdra ardha zatAbdI-aThThAI mahetsava prAraMbha) mumukSu-jIva dhruva che ke utpanna thaye che ane nAza pAmavAne che? pUjyazrI-jIvano keI kALe nAza thato nathI tethI dhruva che. jIva eka deha cheDI bIjA dehamAM jAya che e apekSAe jIva utpanna paNa thAya che ane A dehane choDe che e apekSAe nAza paNa pAme che. jIvane svabhAva AnaMdasvarUpa che, anaMta sukharUpa che, chatAM A bAhya upayogathI te tarapha daSTi thatI nathI. bAhya rUpa-rasa-gaMdha-sparzamAM upaga paravAI javAthI te sukha jANavAmAM AvatuM nathI. mATe badhA jagatathI upayoga kheMcI eka puruSa pratye lAva, kAraNa, sapuruSa AtmasvarUpa che ane pitAnuM svarUpa paNa te ja che. tyAgavairAgya hoya te jagatamAMthI upaga sahaje AtmA tarapha vaLe che. mATe AtmAthe tyAgarAgya vadhAravAnI jarUra che. AtmA dekhAtuM nathI, tethI che ke nathI? ane che te deha te ja AtmA che ke Indriya che te AtmA che ke dhAsa che te? saddaguru uttara Ape che ke AtmA dehathI bhinna che, pratyakSa judo che. jema taravAra ane myAna eka dekhAya che, paNa banne pratyakSa judAM judAM che, tevI ja rIte deha ane AtmA paNa pratyakSa pitapotAnAM lakSaNe bhinna

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25 che. dehane svabhAva jaDa che, jANavA-jevAne nathI; ane AtmAne svabhAva cetanapaNuM che, eTale jANe paNa che ane jue paNa che. IndriyethI AtmA grahaNa thAya tema nathI. mATe IndrirUpI bArIethI jovAnuM baMdha karI upayogane aMtaramAM vALe te anubhavamAM Ave tevI vastu che. jANavApaNuM e guNa AtmAne che, te kaI kALe nAza pAmate nathI, sadA jANyA ja kare che, mATe nitya che. 5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 14, 2007 Vdeha te ja huM, deDanAM saMbaMdhI te mArA saMbaMdhI. deDa regI thAya tyAre huM mAMdo chuM ane je dehanI kriyA thAya te mArI ja kriyA thAya che -ene ja jJAnI puruSoe kharuM mithyAtva kahyuM che. have je samakita karavuM hoya te ethI UlaTe pATha bhaNAya ke huM to AtmA chuM, deha nahIM; dehanAM saMbaMdhI te mArAM nahIM, deDanA regathI mane rega nathI, deha saDe, paDe ke nAza thAya tethI mAre nAza thavAne nathI. e abhyAsa jyAre ekatAna thaIne samaye samaye kare tyAre samati thAya. prabaLa puruSArtha karyA vinA ane jagata pratyethI prema choDyA vinA e abhyAsa Taka muzkela che. e je viveka te mAtra manuSya dehamAM ja thAya che. bIjA keIdehamAM evI bhedabuddhi karavAne viveka AvatA nathI. mATe A manuSyadeha che tyAM sudhI e vivekarUpI bhedajJAna karI levAya te pachI pastAvuM na paDe. 6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 15, 2007 jeTalAM tRSNa ane meha vadhAre teTalo jIva duHkhI paNa vadhAre. jeTalAM tRSNa ane meha ochAM teTale duHkhI che. durva mAn hatu mahAkum jeTale AtmAne sukhI kara hoya teTale ja AtmadaSTie dehane duHkhI karavAmAM Ave te AtmA sukhI thAya. jeTalA rAgadveSa ochA eTale ja dharma pariName che; ane rAgadveSa ochA karavA e te pitAthI banI zake che. krodha AvyuM hoya ane nathI kara ema je dhAre te kadI paNa krodha ApoApa thatuM nathI. ane krodha na thAya te pitAne sukha anubhavAya che. koI kare tyAre prathama te potAnA aMtaramAM sAkSAt duHkha thAya ane pachI krodha dekhAya che, tema ja dareka kaSAya karatAM pahelAM pitAne duHkha thAya che. mATe pratyakSa pitAne duHkhI karanAra evA je kaSAyabhAve tene je jIva vicAra kare te te zatruone pachI pitAnA aMtararUpI gharamAM kema praveza karavA de? paNa vicAra ja AvatuM nathI. vicAra kema Ave? sarvanuM kAraNa satsaMga che. je jIva AtmAne arthe satsaMgamAM apramAdI banI TakI rahe te avazya vicAra utpanna thAya, ane zuM karavuM te dhyAnamAM Ave. 7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 1, 2007 bhagavAna mahAvIra jyAre dIkSA ne muni thayA, sarva AraMbha-parigrahane tyAga karyo ane sADAbAra varSa maunapaNe, anidrApaNe vicaryA, AhAra paNa bahu ja thoDe, be cAra mahinAmAM eka vakhata letA eTale sAva navarA, te zuM karatA haze? kaMI paNa kAma nahIM,

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3 medhAmRta kAIthI khelavuM nahIM, khAvuM nahIM, pustaka paNa vAMcatA nahAtA. ne nagna kapaDAMnI ya khaTapaTa naheAtI, koI ne khAdha paNa ApatA nahAtA. tyAre emaNe zuM karyuM ? je trevIza tIrthaMkara thayA temanuM AyuSya ghaNuM hatuM ane ka alpa hatAM. jyAre e trevIza bhagavAnanAM jeTalAM kama hatAM teTalAM eka mahAvIra bhagavAnane kama bAkI hatAM ane AyuSya bahu ja alpa hatuM. eTale kAma ghaNuM ane vakhata threDa hatA. tethI temaNe kevaLa potAnAM karmo patAvavA ja satata upayoga Apele. sADAkhAra va pa ta mauna ane jAgRta rahI, ghAtikama bhasmIbhUta karI kevaLajJAna pragaTa karyuM. ApaNe mAthe te! kama keTalAM badhAM haze, keTalA badhA puruSArtha karavA paDaze ane keTale karIe chIe ? te vicAra karI puruSA ugrapaNe ArAdhavA. mumukSu--ATalAM badhAM karma mAthe che, e te bahu gabharAI javAya. e kama zAthI na athAya? pUjyazrI--kama baMdhAvAnA pAMca pratyayA (kAraNeA) che: mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane cega. mithyAtva eTale avaLI samajaNu, te satpuruSanA bedhathI maTe. AtmAne nivikArI karavAnI jarUra che. mukhya karavA yogya zuM che? te ke bhAvanI tapAsa. mArA bhAva kevA thaI rahyA che ? kevA karavA che ? ema ja samaye samaye bhAvanI tapAsa karavAnA puruSA jIva je Adare to avazya kalyANa thAya. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 2, 2007 pUjayazrI~~samabhAva kema Ave? vicaratA eTale eTale badhA kALa 8 " samaja sAra saMsArameM, samajI TALe doSa; samaja samaja karI jIva hI, gayA ana MtA mAla." (bRhad AlocanA ) samaja Ave te samabhAva sahaje rahe. samaja kevI joIe ? savaLI. A deha te ja huM, A strI, A puruSa, A pazu, A ghara, A dhana ema dehaSTi thaI gaI che. te jo maTe te sahaje samaja pragaTe. vicAra kare te peAtAne pragaTa lAge te chuM, paNa kSaNamAM enuM rUpa badalAI jAya che. tema ja enI aMdara zuM kevI vastue che? ema jo vicAra karavA bese te badhAnu svarUpa jevuM AjJAe ene pratyakSa dekhAya. ema jo vastunuM sAcuM svarUpa dekhAya te pachI rAgadveSa na thAya. mATe vicAre karI samaja Ave te samabhAva avazya thAya. manane badhethI khecI sadguru AjJAmAM rAkhe te vicAra pragaTe. zarIra mAruM mAnu bhareluM che ? emAM che tevuM ja sadguru "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re." hamaNAM A ardha zatAbdInA prasaMge badhA ekaThA thayA che. gharanuM badhuM kAmakAja cheDI

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saMgraha 2 bahu dUra dUrathI AvI ahIM AzramamAM ekaThA thayA che ane jJAnanI AjJAe je kaMI bhakti, vAcana, zravaNa karI jJAnInI vItarAgadazA oLakhavA mATe puruSArtha karo cho temAM badhAe potapotAnA bhAva tapAsavAnA che ke huM ahIM badhuM kAmakAja choDI je arthe AvyuM chuM te thAya che ke nathI thatuM? e vicAra karI pratyeka kriyA karatI vakhate manane tapAsavuM ke zuM kare che? je karavA Avyo che te kare che ke kaMI bIjuM thAya che? ema je tapAsa karIe te cora ApaNane jaNAya, doSa jaNAya. deSa vAraMvAra juo to khUce ane avazya tene TALe. e mATe niraMtara upaga rAkhavAne che; nahIM to pachI karIe to bhakti ane mana gharanA vicAre ghaDe ke khAvAnA vicAra Ave, to AtmArtha na thAya. mATe sAvacetI rAkhavI. 9 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 3, 2007 karanA phakIrI, kyA dilagIrI? sadA magana mana raDanA jI." saMsAra ane zarIra nAzavaMta che; AtmA avinAzI che ane anaMta sukhanuM bhAjana che, te pachI phikara zAnI? nahIM banavAnuM nahIM bane, banavuM vyartha na thAya; kAM e auSadha na pIjie, jethI ciMtA jAya ? " je banavAnuM che te ja bane che, te pachI phikara karavAthI zuM vaLavAnuM che? mATe kaI prakAre bhUta-bhaviSyanI ciMtA na karatAM vartamAnamAM kevA bhAva thAya che e saMbhALI je jIva varte te phikara na thAya. "phirakA phAkA bharyA, tAkA nAma phakIra." eka paNa vacana je sAcA thaI pakaDe ane AcaraNamAM mUke te kalyANa thaI jAya. nahIM te anaMta zAstra mukhapATha kare ane tathArUpa vartana na karavAmAM Ave te koI divase kalyANa thAya nahIM. vedanI zubha ke azubha e te bAMdhyA pramANe udaya Ave. paNa je samabhAva rAkhe te navAM karma na baMdhAya. khamI khUMdavAne rasto che. je kaMI thAya temAM rAgadveSarahita pariNAme-samabhAve sahana karavAmAM Ave te badhAM zAstrone sAra samaje kahevAya. bhalene belatAM na AvaDe, paNa karavAnuM e ja che. sukhaduHkha te Ave. zrIpAla sarakhAne paNa kaDhanI vedanA thaI. paNa enI muddata pharI gaI. pachI ApaNe rAkhavI hoya te paNa na rahe. mATe nizcaya karavAnI jarUra che ke mAruM bAMdheluM mAre bhegavavuM che. navIna na baMdhAya to bhegavyA pachI e te enI meLe nAza thaI jAya che. mATe AjJAmAM cittane rekI samabhAva karavAne che. je manane AjJAmAMthI chUTuM paDavA daIe te nakAmA saMkalpa-vikalpa karI anaMta karmabaMdha kare che. nakAme beThe hoya tyAre kahe ke taDake bahu paDe che, varasAda thatuM nathI, ThaMDI ekadama paDe che. have enA kahevAthI kaMI taDake ocho paDe nahIM ke varasAda thAya nahIM, paNa manamAM ema nakAmuM karyA kare che. mATe mana upara cokI rAkhavI. 10 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 4, 2007 pUjyazrI-sAMsArika prasaMge jIvane sAMbhare che ane pachI rAgadveSa pariNati thAya che. mumukSu-saMbhAravA nathI dhAratA, chatAM paNa sAMbhare che ane kalezita pariNAma thAya che.

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AdhAmRta pUjyazrI--sAMbhare bhalene, paNa jIva o temAM iSTa-aniSTa pariNati kare te kleza thAya. jo iSTa-aniSTa pariNati na kare ane vicAra kare ke mAre teA chUTavuM che ane mekSe javuM che, te kleza nahIM thAya. mekSe te samabhAva Ave tyAre javAya tevuM che. samabhAva AtmAnu nijaghara che. iSTa-aniSTa karye pAra Ave tema nathI. je sAMbhare temAM mAthuM nahI" mAratAM, samaja vaDe tene vicAra karI samapariNati jIva rAkhI zake che. sAMbhare che temAM jIvane mIThAza hAya che tyAre pariNati khagaDe che. mIThAza na heAya te pariNita agaDe nahIM. jo sAMbharavAthI pariNati bagaDatI hAya te mekSa thAya nahIM, kAraNa pUrNAMkama che tyAM sudhI sAMbhare te kharuM. mATe cIleA khadalavAnI jarUra che. eka pATethI khIje pArTa gADI badalIe te muMbaI na jatAM amadAvAda tarapha javA lAgIe. tema ja ruci palaTe te pachI saMsArathI pharIne mekSa tarapha valaNa thAya che. ruci palaTe tA sa puruSArtha savaLe thAya. ruci na palaTe te sa kriyA japa tapa vagere saMsAranAM kAraNabhUta thAya. 38 jemake, camarendra pUrvabhavamAM eka sukhI zreNI hatA. tene vicAra Avye ke pUrva meM kaMI karyu" che tenA phaLathI huM ahIM sukhI chuM ane hamaNAM jo pramAdamAM rahIza te maraNu AvI jaze. mATe savAramAM UThI dIkSA grahaNa karI dharma-ArAdhana karavuM, ema vicArI savAra thaye teNe praNAmA nAmanI tApasa dIkSA aMgIkRta karI. ghaNA varSa paryaMta kaThina tapazcaryA karI paNa ruci palaTAI nahI. chevaTe eka mahinAnu anazana karI bhavanapati devaleAkamAM camarendrapaNe utpanna thayA. tyAM UMce saudhama indranuM vimAna avadhithI joI tene krodha Avye ne tene harAvavA tenI sAthe laDavA gayeA, paNa pachI pelA saudharmaindranA vajranA bhayathI bhagavAna mahAvIra kAyAtsagamAM hatA tyAM AvI temanA caraNu taLe macchara thaIne pesI gayA ane tethI khacceA. pachI bhagavAnane vaMdana karI pazcAttApa vaDe vinati karI ke huM prabhA ! meM pUrve ajJAna tapazcaryA karI tethI ahIM deva thavuM paDayuM paNa prathama Apane caraNe ja dIkSA lIdhI hAta tA ema ISTa thAta nahIM ane mAnne jAta. Ama ruci rahI jAya che tethI mahu puruSArtha karavA chatAM paNa saMsAranA saMsAra rahI jAya che. te mATe ruci palaTAvI nAkhavI ke mAre kaMI joItuM nathI ane mAruM kaMI che nahIM. mAre te chUTavuM che ane pachI jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhe te avazya jIva chUTI jAya che. vicAre karI ruci palaTAvIne pachI puruSArtha satata jAgRta upayAge karavAnI jarUra che. niyamita jIvana rAkhavuM, ke jethI saheje vakhata upayegI thaI jAya. amuka vakhatamAM amuka kAma karI levuM te pramAda na thAya. niyamita na rahevAya tyAre vakhata nakAmA jAya che, mana jo navaruM hAya te! eka paLamAM kaMInuM kaMI karI bese che. eka paLa jo kharAkha vicAro tarapha gayuM te pachI e kheAnA hisAba paNa rahe nahIM. jiMdagIne vakhata kema gALave!? e vicArapUrvaka kAma karAya te upayegI thAya. jIvanamAM badhA vakhata sarakhA jatA nathI. koI vakhate nIrogI hAya tA keAI vakhate rAgI thAya che. koI vakhata ISTa

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saMgraha 2 vastunI prApti thAya to koI vakhata aniSTa maLI Ave. mATe pahelethI evI Teva pADI levI ke game te Ave, paNa badhAM karma che; mAre te AtmA tarapha daSTi rAkhavI che. e te badhuM javA Ave che, temAM ISTa-aniSTapaNuM kartavya nathI. 11 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 11, 2007 viza deharA rAja bolavA. je pitAne belatAM na AvaDatuM hoya te bIjAnI pAse sAMbhaLavA. bIjAne saMbhaLAvavA kahevuM. jema ApaNe ghera kuTuMbIone vyavahAranuM kAma bhaLAvIe chIe tevI rIte e paNa eka AtmahitanuM kAma che. abhyAsanI jarUra che. satsaMganI jarUra che. jema jema satsaMga ane sanzAstrane paricaya vadhe tema tema pitAnA doSa jovAmAM Ave. jyAre deSa jovAmAM Ave tyAre lAge ke mArAmAM ATalA badhA deSa bharelA che ! tyAra pachI te dene kADhavAnI bhAvanA jAge. dene kADhavAnI bhAvanA e ja kharI mumukSatA che. mumukSu-saMkalpa-vikalpa bahu Ave che, enuM zuM kAraNa? pUjyazrI-jIvane je vastunuM mAhAtya lAgyuM hoya tenA vicAro Ave. paisA kamAvAnuM je mAhAsya jAgyuM te tenA vikalpa Ave. niraMtara smaraNamAM citta rAkhe te saMkalpa-vikalpa ochA thAya. sarva duHkhanuM mULa icchA che. jyAre icchAne nAza thAya tyAre anAdikALanI bhUla maTe. bhakti sarvotkaTa sAdhana che. ghaNAM zAstro bhaNe, samaje ane temAMthI sAra kADhe evI jIvanI zakti nathI. kRpALudeve lakhyuM cheH "jina pravacana durgamyatA, thAke ati matimAna; avalaMbana zrI sadguru, sugama ane sukhakhANa." pite bhakti vagere karate hoya ane svacchaMda na hoya te saphaLa thAya. cha padanA patramAM kahyuM che je satparue sadgurunI bhakti nirUpaNa karI che te bhakti mAtra ziSyanA kalyANane arthe kahI che. je vyaktine prApta thavAthI sadgurunA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe, apUrva guNa daSTigocara thaI anya svachaMda maTe ane saheje Atmabodha thAya." jeTalI puruSamAM lInatA thAya teTale AnaMda anubhavAya che. A jIvane je vastu game, tenA vicAra kare. bhakti vagere dharmakriyA karate hoya tyAre kaDavAza lAge te bharyo lAge, paNa mAre te e ja karavuM che ane enAthI ja mAruM hita thaze ema mAne te dhIme dhIme abhyAsa paDe tyAre temAM AnaMda AvavA lAge. puruSArthanI jarUra che. prabhuzrIjI eka daSTAMta ApatA - eka nAne chokare hatuM. tenI mA tene khAvAnuM ApIne kahevA lAgI ke tuM khAje huM AvuM chuM. te chokare kahyuM, kUtarA Avaze te tenI mAe eka lAkaDI ApI ane kahyuM ke kUtarA Ave tyAre lAkaDI ugAmaje eTale nAsI jaze. te khAvA beTho ane tenI mA bahAra gaI. thoDIka vAramAM kUtarA AvyA ane chokarAnI thALImAMthI khAvA lAgyA. te

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40 bedhAmRta bUma pADavA lAge, paNa badhuM khAvAnuM hatuM te kUtarA khAI gayA. je lAkaDI ugAmI heta te cAlyA jAta. ema ApaNane je smaraNa maLyuM che te yAda na karIe ane pachI kahIe ke saMkalpa- vikalpa bahu Ave che te e bhUla pitAnI che. mATe haMmezAM smaraNa yAda rAkhavuM. kAma karatAM paNa smaraNa karavuM, kAma pUruM thaye paNa smaraNa karavuM. viza deharAne belatAM te vakhata paNa lAge, paNa smaraNa bolatAM vakhata lAgato nathI, mATe smaraNa bhUlI na javuM. 12 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 12, 2007 manuSyabhava keTale durlabha che te A jIvane dhyAnamAM nathI. mahata puNyanA bhege je manuSyadeha maLyuM che te phegaTa na javA de. manuSya te ghaNAya che, paNa ApaNane te sapuruSane yoga thayo che. tenI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavuM. emAM pramAda na thAya ema vartavuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke pramAda ane ALasa jevAM koI zatru nathI. mATe pramAda na thAya evI sAvacetI rAkhavI. prazna-pUrvakarmathI paNa pramAda te Ave ne? uttara-Ave te pUrvakarmathI, paNa puruSArtha kare nahIM te pramAda jAya nahIM. puruSArtha mAtra dehathI te nahIM, paNa bhAvanA UMcI rAkhavI te. satsaMga sarvathI baLavAna sAdhana che. pite puruSArtha na kare ane kahe ke karma che, karma che, te te kaImekSe jAya nahIM. karma te jaDa vastu che. karmane koNe bolAvyAM? AtmAe belAvyAM che, ane je AtmA kahe ke mAre nathI joItAM te karma AvIne kaMI vaLagatAM nathI. mahAvIra svAmIne trevIsa tIrthaMkara jeTalAM karma hatAM, lAgatAgaTa sADAbAra varSa puruSArtha karIne ghanaghAtI karmone kSaya karI nAkhyAM. puruSArthanI jarUra che. "pUrvakarma nathI ema gaNuM pratyeka dharma sevyA ja". (84) jyArathI satparuSanI AjJA maLI tyArathI cetI levuM. "koTI varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgRta thatAM samAya; tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya." jJAna thatAM aMdhakAra na rahe. jagata svapnA jevuM che. A zarIrane kaMI bharoso nathI. keI garbhamAM ja marI jAya che, keI pacIsa varSane thaI marI jAya che. ene kaMI niyama nathI. manuSyabhavamAM je Icche te karI zake. eka manuSyabhava sivAya kayAMyathI mekSa thAya nahIM. je kaMI karavuM che te mAre AtmAthe karavuM che, bIjAone sAruM lagADavA karavuM nathI, ema lakSa rAkha. YpUrvakarma che ema jJAnIoe zA mATe kahyuM che? pUrvakarma che ema jJAnIoe cetavA mATe kahyuM che. manuSyabhavanI eka paLa paNa maLavI durlabha che. eka paLamAM samyagdarzana thAya che, eka paLamAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya che. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke mane AkhA jagatane ziSya thavA de. mahApuruSanI bhAvanA ja

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14 saMgraha 2 koI alaukika hoya che! je pitAnA AtmAnuM hita karavuM hoya te bIjA jIvonuM hita icchavuM. je bIjAnuM bhaluM icache te pitAnuM enI meLe thaI jaze. 13 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAva vada 13, 2007 (paryuSaNa parva, aThThAI utsava prAraMbha) kaI pustaka vAMcyuM hoya ane na samajAya to pharIthI vAMcavuM. pustaka vAMcatI vakhate vicAra karavo ke A pustaka mAre mATe vAMcuM chuM, emAM tyAgavA gya zuM che? grahaNa karavA yogya zuM che? jyAre ahIM AzramamAM gammasAra' nAmanuM pustaka vaMcAtuM tyAre badhAMne samajavuM agharuM paDatuM. tethI pustaka vAMcatAM "vItarAgane kahe parama zAMtarasamaya dharma pUrNa satya che." (505) e patra bolavAnI prabhutrIjIe AjJA karI hatI. vItarAge je kahyuM che te satya ja kahyuM che. mArA samajavAmAM nathI AvatuM paNa ema ja che, evI je zraddhA rAkhIne zravaNa kare te AgaLa jatAM samajAya. jIvanA anadhikArIpaNane lIdhe dhyAnamAM AvatuM nathI. 4 AtmAnA pAMca mahA zatruo che, te pAMca indriyonA viSaye che, ane bIjA paNa krodha mAna mAyA lAbha Adi mahA zatruo che. jyAre jIva emAM parevAya che tyAre sazAstrane ene lakSa nathI raheto. svacchedathI A jIva anAdikALathI rakhaDyo. svaccheda kADhavA mATe jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavA kahyuM che.je sapuruSane vega thAya ane adhikArIpaNuM maTe te kArya thAya. manuSyabhava maLyo che te phegaTa na jAya evI sAvacetI rAkhavI. ajJAnane laIne A jIva ghaNuM karma bAMdhe che. je mekSa meLava hoya to mokSane upAya karavuM paDaze. jIvane pUchavuM ke tAre mokSe javuM che? je mekSe javuM hoya to saMkalpa-vikala5, rAgadveSane mUka; ane te mUkavAmAM tane kaMI vAMdho che? abhyAsa pADavAnI kALajI rAkhe te samajAya evuM che. eka madhanuM TIpuM khAvAthI sAta gAma baLe teTaluM pApa lAge che, ema kahyuM che. bicArA ajJAnI loko davAmAM khAya che ane tethI bahu karma baMdhAya che. mAne ke enAthI rega maTaze, paNa UlaTe rega vadhe che tenuM dhyAna nathI. jeTalI gyatA ochI haze teTaluM rakhaDavuM paDaze. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke yogyatA lAve. puruSane vega ane gyatAnI jarUra che jIvane vairAgya ane upazamanI jarUra che. vairAgya eTale bhegamAM anAsaktabaddhi. upazama eTale je kaSAye pitAne thAya che tene na thavA devA te. jIve keTalAya janmamaraNa karyA, paNa haju sudhI thAkyo nathI. pahelAMnA vakhatamAM pustaka vAMcatA tyAre prathama tenI pUjA karatA, pachI manamAM bhAvanA bhAvatA ke A pustakathI mane lAbha thaze; ane upavAsa, ekAsaNuM Adi tapa karI pachI AjJA laIne te pustakanuM vidhisahita vAcana karatA.

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42 AdhAmRta 14 zrImad rA. . agAsa, zrA. vada 14, 2007 (paSaNanA bIjo divasa ) V niyamita kALa rAkhIne satzAstra vAMcavuM. manane jItavuM bahu agharu' che. mana jItyuM teNe jagata jItyuM. mana zAthI jitAya ? bahu upavAsathI paNa mana jItavu kANu che. satpuruSanA bedha ane ceAgathI jitAya che.p pAMca indriyA che teNe AtmAne keTalAya rakhaDAbyA, teA temAMthI vRtti kheMcI lai satpuruSanA edhamAM joDavI. medha ane varAgyanI jarUra che. vairAgya eTale bhAgamAM anAsaktabuddhi. game tema karIne mAre to e ja karavuM che. ApaNane je smaraNu maLyu che te bhUlI na javuM. e smaraNa mana sthira karavAnA upAya che. viparyAsamuddhi jAya te vairAgya ane upazama Ave. viparyAsabuddhi eTale gRhakuTukha Adine viSe aDu bhAva, mamatvabhAva. sarva vastue asAra che. 15 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrA. 160)), 2007 ( paryuSaNane trIjo divasa ) tRSNArUpI khADo bahu meTA che. e khADo viSayarUpI dhULa nAkhavAthI purAya nahIM, jo emAMthI e dhULa kADhI nAkhe teA purAya che. jagatamAM je je icchAo thAya che te te leAbhanA ja prakAra che. leAbhathI ja saMsAra vadhe che. meADuthI lAbha thAya che. Upaje mevikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avaleAkatAM, vilaya thatAM nahIM vAra.' meha javA bAhyathI vRtti chUTIne atavRtti thavI joIe. diSTa pheravavAnI jarUra che. bhagavAne dhama be prakAre kahyo che, eka gRhasthadha ane khIje sa`sagaparityAga athavA munidhama, saMsaMgaparityAga te sarvottama che. gRhasthAzramamAM ghaNI anukULatA nathI hAtI. e kAjaLanI koTaDI samAna che. kRpALudeve meha tA na karyo, paNa leAkeAne jema sAruM' lAge ema te rahevu' paDyuM ne ? sarvIsaMgaparityAgamAM anukULatA bahu hAya che ane jo sasaMgaparityAga na thaI zakatA hAya tA gRhasthAzramamAM paNa dha sAdhana karI zakAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA je daza zrAvaka kahevAya che temaNe eve dhama pALyA ke bhagavAne paNa temane vakhANyA. kAmadeva zrAvaka jyAre kAyetsa`mAM UbhA hatA tyAre eka mithyAtvI deva temanI parIkSA karavA Avyo. te deve AkhI rAta savAra sudhI kAmadeva upara upasa karyAM, paNa pachI te deva thAkayo. kAmadeva kAryeAtsaga thI caLyA nahI. mumukSu--A kALamAM paNa evA daDhatAvALA kAI hAI zake? pUjyazrI--A kALamAM saMghayaNa bahu halakAM che, paNa bhAvanA te karI zake che. A duSamakALa eTale emAM evA koIka ja jIva kRpALudeva jevA hAI zake. * prabhuzrIjInA edhamAM AvyuM hatuM ke thappaDa mArIne jagADavA che. jIvA jo UlaTe

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saMgraha 2 43 raste cAlatA hoya te jJAnI temane kaDavuM lAge tevuM vacana kahIne paNa choDAve che. te para prabhuzrIjI eka daSTAMta ApatA- eka chokaro hato. teNe sAMbhaLyuM ke Aje rAtre agiyAra vAge varaghoDo Avaze. te ghera gaye ane tenI mAne kahyuM ke mane rAtre agiyAra vAge jagADaje. mAe kahyuM ke tuM te jAgaze nahIM. chokare be, mArIne jagADaje. jyAre agiyAra vAgyA tyAre tenI mA tene jagADavA lAgI tyAre te jAge nahIM, paNa tene eka thappaDa mArI eTale jAye. - jJAnI puruSa jIvane jagADe che. bahu puNyanA bhoge A manuSyabhava maLe che temAM padravyanI ciMtA karIne vyartha beI de che. A jIva badhuM bIjAone mATe ja kare che. je pitA mATe karavAnuM che te te bhUlI gayA che. jaDa te huM nahIM e nizcaya thavo joIe. je kAyA uparathI meha, mAna chUTe to badhA parathI chUTe, kemake kAyAne laIne badhe meha che. je jaDane para mAne ane cetanane pitAne mAne te muni kahevAya. "jaDa ne caitanya bane dravyane svabhAva bhinna, supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che." cetana ane jaDa banne judAM che. svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra." svarUpa cetana nija eTale ja bela je hadayamAM utArI de te mekSe laI jAya te che. A cetananI sAthe je zarIra Adi che, te te saMbaMdha mAtra che. te chUTI javAnAM che, te pachI emAM zuM meDa kare ? eka paramANu mAtra grahaNa karavAnI buddhi te sukhane nAza che. kRpALudevanA vacana upara ene vizvAsa nathI. je vizvAsa hoya te agnimAM keNa baLe? hamaNAM je ahIM Aga lAgI hoya ane meDA upara Ubhe hoya te paNa nIce paDatuM nAkhe. udAsInatAmAM bahu sukha che. "udAsInatAne jyAM vAsa, sakala duHkhane che tyAM nAza." je udAsInatA na rAkhato hoya to ene duHkhamAM ja paDavAnA bhAva che ne ? daDhatAnI jarUra che. bhIlane je AjJA maLI hatI te teNe dRDhatAthI pALI to kAma thaI gayuM. pahelAMnA je manuSya hatA teone jJAnI puruSanuM eka paNa vacana maLatuM to pakaDa karI rAkhatA ane tene vicAra karavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI kADhI nAkhatA evI dhIraja hatI. ane hamaNAM te traNa pATha karavA paDe che, temAM thAkI jAya che. jyAre navuM navuM hoya tyAre te kare ane pachIthI choDI de. pahelAM je mANase hatA te pUrvanA ArAdhaka hatA. DuM kaMIka anitya dekhAtuM ke tyAre ja vairAgya utpanna thaI jate; ane hamaNuM te gharaDA thaI jAya te paNa ghara choDIne bahAra javAnuM nathI gamatuM. huM to eka ja chuM ane mAre te ekalA ja rahevuM che, ema vicAre ane chUTavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe te mokSa thAya. bharata cakravatI hatA. teone ghera cha khaMDanuM rAjya hatuM, chatAM choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA.

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bedhAmRta bhale leke kahe ke tAre cha khaMDanuM rAjya che, paNa "mAruM kaMI nathI ema vicAryuM. kRpALudeve AtmasiddhimAM kahyuM che ke "sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya." jJAnIe kaMI pakSa rAkhyuM nathI. ekalA jJAnIone mATe ja nahIM paNa sau jIvone mATe kahyuM ke sarva siddha samAna che, paNa je samaje te thAya. saddagurunI AjJA ArAdhe to thAya. "huM koNa chuM ? kyAMthI thaye? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM? kene saMbaMdhe vaLagaNa che? rAkhuM ke e paraharuM." eTale ja vicAra je vivekapUrvaka, zAMtabhAve karavAmAM Ave to badhuM emAM AvI jAya. AtmA che, te nitya che, te karmane kartA che, bhaktA che, mokSa che ane mekSane upAya che eTale vicAra daDha karI levAnuM che. jIvane puruSanA bedhanI lAkaDI lAge tyAre samajAya. 16 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 1, 2007 (paryuSaNane cothe divasa) zAtA-azAtA te badhAne Ave che, paNa samabhAve vedavI joIe. garaja jAgavI joIe. garaja jAge te puruSArtha thAya. kaI paNa prakAranI IcchA duHkhanuM kAraNa che. kyA icchata khevata sabe, he IcchA duHkhamUla; jaba IcchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." je vakhate IcachA kare te vakhate duHkhI ja thAya che. IcchA eka mokSanI rAkhavI. mekSanI IcchAvALAne satsaMganI jarUra che. satsaMga e sarvathI baLavAna sAdhana che. je ekalo hoya te A jIvanuM baLa cAlatuM nathI. keI kahe ke huM te guphAmAM jauM, dhyAna karuM, evuM je kahete hoya te svaccheda poSAya che. jene kADhavAno che tene poSe te kyAMthI bahAra nIkaLe? vicAranI jarUra che. te vicAra zAthI Ave, te "Atmasiddhi'mAM kahyuM che - "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra ekSa-abhilASa; - bhave kheda, prANadayA, tyAM AtmArtha-nivAsa." evI dazA jyAre Ave tyAre sadUgurune bedha sAre lAge ane te bedhathI suvicAraNA pragaTe che. AkhI Atmasiddhi lakhIne kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke "kara vicAra te pAma." samajaNanI jarUra che. samajaNa AvavI bahu agharI che. tene mATe ja satsaMga karavAne vAraMvAra kahe che. je vakhate satsaMga na hoya te vakhate satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhIne sanzAstranuM vAcana karavuM. samUhamAM A jIvanuM vizeSa baLa hoya che. satsaMga sivAya bIjuM kaMI paNa karavA jAya te svaccheda poSAya. satsaMgamAM AtmA sivAyanI bIjI vAta ja na hoya. potAnA deSa dekhAya ane pachI tene kADhavAne puruSArtha kare, e badhuM satsaMgamAM thAya che. prathama puruSane upadeza sAMbhaLe, pachI manana kare ane pachI bhAvanA kare ane nididhyAsana kare. sAMbhaLe che te ghaNuM, paNa manana ane nididhyAsa kare te kAmanuM che. jagatamAM koI paNa padArthanI IcchA karavA jevI nathI. sarva duHkhanuM mULa icchA che.

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saMgraha 2 45 ahaMkAra jAya tyArathI dharma che. huM samajuM chuM, mAre kaMI jANavuM rahyuM nathI, enuM nAma svachaMda che. ApaNe ja "Atmasiddhi belIe chIe te samajavA mATe elIe chIe e lakSa rahevuM joIe. je ema mAnI le ke mane samajAI gayuM che te ahaMkAra che. samajAyuM kyAM che? jJAnI puruSanA eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che. samajavuM ghaNuM bAkI che. gyatAnI jarUra che. gautamasvAmIne bhagavAna mahAvIre traNa zabdo kahyA hatA- utpAda, vyaya, dhrauvya. te uparathI gautamasvAmIe AkhI dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI. baMdha devAvALe puruSa paNa sAcuM hatuM ane bhUmikA paNa yogya hatI. yogyatA lAvavA "AtmasiddhimAM kahyuM cheH "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa-abhilASa; bhave kheda, prANIdayA, tyAM AsArtha-nivAsa." 17 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 2, 2007 ( paryuSaNane pAMca divasa) divasamAM thaDe paNa jJAnaprakAza vadhAra. jJAna AtmAnuM mULa dhana che. paisATakA kaMI sAthe AvavAnA nathI. divasamAM thoDeghaNo paNa rAna-abhyAsa kara. sAMbhaLavuM, vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. jIvane deha upara meDa che, tethI karma baMdhAya che ane tethI paribhramaNa thAya che. anAdikALathI jIva svachaMde cAlyo che. "reke jIva svachaMda te, pAme avazya mokSa; pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM jina nirdoSa." e svachaMda jAya te mokSa thAya. e svachaMda pitAnI meLe nahIM jAya. pratyakSa saddagurune vega hoya te ja jAya. pitAnI meLe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vagere kare, temAM svachaMda ja poSAya. mumukSu- pratyakSa ane parokSa kone kahevAya? pUjyazrI-je satparuSa hAjara che te pratyakSa ga che ane sazAstrAdi che te pakSa che. je pratyakSa sagurune vega hoya to pitAnA doSa sarunA bodhathI dekhAya, sadUguru paNa tene kahe ke tArAmAM A doSa che, eTale te deSa nIkaLe. je zAstrAdi pakSa yoga che temAM te zaMkA karavI hoya te thAya, jema pitAnuM mAnavuM hoya tema mAne. siddhabhagavAna tene kaMI kahevA nathI AvatA ke tArAmAM A doSa che, chatAM teonI bhakti te karavI avazyanI che; kAraNa ke teonI bhakti karatAM teonA anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtacAritra ane anaMtavIrya Adi guNe sAMbharI Ave. tethI ApaNane teonA guNanI bhAvanA thAya. pratyakSa yeganI jarUra che, ethatA lAvavAnI jarUra che. te yogyatA satsaMge Ave che. jeTalo jIva paravRttimAM jAya che teTale ja duHkhI thAya che. 18 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 3, 2007 (paryuSaNane chaThTho divasa) mumukSu-jJAna ane kriyA ane ega kahevAya?

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badhAmRta pUjyazrI-hA. paNa jJAna kayuM? puruSanA badhe prApta thayuM hoya te. bIju jJAna nathI, paNa ajJAna che. ema te jagatamAM ghaNuM jJAna che, te nahi. prazna-jJAnayoga ane kiyAga banenI jarUra che? uttara-hA, banenI jarUra che. prazna-vaTAmaNanA patramAM AvyuM che ke ThAra ThAra oLakhANa rAkhavI eTale zuM? uttara-ThAra ThAra eTale ThekANe ThekANe, satsaMganI oLakhANa rAkhavI. keI satsaMgI hioya tenI oLakhANa karavI. ApaNane kaMI na AvaDatuM hoya te bIjAone pUchavuM. sabhAmaMDapamAM paNa vaMcAtuM hoya tyAre potAne khabara na paDe to pUchavuM. ahIM AvIne kaMI ekAMtamAM besI rahevAnuM nathI, satsaMga kara. prazna-samyagdaSTi kone kahevAya? uttara--jene zuddha AtmAne anubhava thaye che ane tenI zuddha pratIti varte che, jene je karma Ave te samabhAve vedavyAM che tene. "mULamArgamAM kahyuM che? "je jJAne karIne jANiyuM re, tenI varte che zuddha pratIta, kahyuM bhagavaMte darzana tehane re, jenuM bIjuM nAma samakita." tene mikSa sivAya bIjI koI paNa prakAranI IcchA nathI, tene chUTavAnI icchA che, paNa karma udayamAM Ave te samabhAve vece che. kaSAya karavAnI IcchA nathI, chatAM pUrvakarmathI thaI jAya te paNa tene beTA jANe che tethI te jAya che. prazna-samyagdaSTi saMsAramAM zA mATe rahe che? uttara-te chUTavAnI IcchAthI rahe che. pUrve je zubhAzubha karma bAMdhyAM te bhegavyA vinA chUTake nathI, tethI samabhAve teo karmane vede che. prazna-e vedavAM ja paDaze ema teone zAthI khabara paDe? uttara--teo chUTavAnuM kAma karavA jAya paNa na thAya tethI jANe ke e bhegavavuM paDaze. banatA sudhI kaSAne zamAve tema chatAM thaI jAya te tene beTA jANe. temane kaSAyathI nivRtta thavAnI IcchA che. prazna-chadmastha eTale zuM? "AtmasiddhimAM Ave che- je saguru-upadezathI, pAye kevaLajJAna, guru rahyA che paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna." uttara-jene jyAM sudhI karma AvaraNa rahyAM che te tyAM sudhI chadmastha kahevAya. vizeSa paNe agiyArame guNasthAnake tathA bArame chaghastha vItarAga kahevAya che, te chaghastha che. sAmAnyapaNe jenuM mithyAtva gayuM che ane kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM nathI te vaccenI dazAvALA chavAstha kahevAya che. vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. "guru rahyA chadmastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna" e upara zAstramAM eka kathA che. ( juo zrI laghurAjasvAmI upadezAmRta pRSTha 305).

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sagraha ra 47 19 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 4, 2007 ( paryuSaNanA sAtamA divasa ) A kALamAM anyAya anIti bahu vadhI gayAM che. je A kSetro hatAM te paNa anAya jevA AcaraNavALAM thaI gayAM che. prabhuzrIjIe yAre kRpALudeva pAse muMbaImAM cAmAsu karavAnI AjJA mAgI tyAre kRpALudeve jaNAvyu ke A anA jevuM zahera che, paNa zAstramAM kahyuM che ke bhale anA deza hAya, paraMtu temAM satpuruSanA yAga hoya te tyAM javuM sAru che. garaja jAgavI joie. jene AtmAnI garaja nathI jAgI te kaI vicAratA nathI. mAruM AcaraNu kevuM che ? mAruM parabhavamAM zu thaze ? e kazuM e vicAratA nathI. eka pAI ne mATe zAkha kADhI nAkhe te dharmomAM dRDha kevI rIte rahI zake? satsaMganI jarUra che. khIjuM kaMI karavA jaIe tyAM puchAya, vicArAya e badhuM satsaMgamAM thAya. tyAM svaccha Mda Ave te ApaNe ekalA besIne paNa ardho kalAka vAcana paNa, vAMcelu' heAya te te yAda Ave. mAre AtmakalyANa teA satsaMga karavA. keI ne AtmakalyANa karavAne! nizcaya na te tene paNa AtmakalyANa karavAnA vicAra thaI jAya. A kALamAM satsaMga vizeSa maLavAna sAdhana che; ekalAnu te maLa cAlatuM nathI. keI azakta mANasa hAya te lAkaDInA TekA rAkhIne cAle, tevI rIte satsaMgarUpI lAkaDI rAkhIne cAle te AgaLa calAya. svaccha Mda AvI jAya. satsaMgamAM AvavAnA bhaya nathI. koI na karavuM. eTale bIjI kAma karatAM karavu ja che ema hAya, teNe hoya ane jo te satsaMga kare prabhuzrIjI je divase nAsikathI padhAryAM te divase sAMje edha karyA hatA. temAM chevaTe kahyuM hatu ke satsaMga karajo. satsaMga e sahelA rastA che, te pahelAM karI levAnA che. satsa'gamAM peAtAnA doSa dekhAya, pachI kADhe. satsaMga e sahelA upAya che. Aja saMvatsarIne divasa che. sarva pAchuM navuM vera na baMdhAya tenI sAvacetI zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 5, 2007 ( paryuSaNane chellA divasa-saMvatsarI ) jIvAne khamAvavA. kAI thI verabhAva rAkhaveA nahIM. rAkhavI. 20 21 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 6, 2007 eka TIpu paNa je cAkhIe teA sAta gAma jAya teTaluM pApa lAge ! mATe khanatA sudhI davA levI paDe te mane badale cAsaNImAM, madha khAvAmAM bahu pApa che. madhanuM bALI nAkhe temAM jeTalA jIva, Dhora pazu marI davAmAM paNa madha vAparavuM nahIM. jo evI gALamAM, patAsAmAM laI zakAya che. 22 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 7, 2007 heyane heyarUpe ane upAdeyane upAdeyarUpe jANe te mekSa thAya. sarva zAstrothI " AtmasiddhizAstra" mahAna che. nAnu che.karu' paNa samajI zake evA zabdomAM che. ema

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dhAmRta te, vicAratAM bahu UMDe Utare tyAre khabara paDe. bIjAM ghaNAM zAstro joyAM paNa Atma siddhi jevuM kaI zAstra nathI joyuM. bIjAM zAstromAM prathama kALa, AkAza AdinuM varNana karyuM che. te bhaNatAM ane vicAratAM bahu vakhata lAge. temAM jagatanA bIjA padArthonuM varNana karyuM che, temAM ja kheMcI jAya to AtmAnuM je karavuM che te rahI jAya. ane AtmasiddhimAM te pahelethI ja mULa vastu lIdhI che. jeTalI gyatA hoya teTaluM samajAya. jIvane je pitAnuM astitva samajAya to temAM laya lAge. kAma bahu agharuM che, paNa karavuM ja che evI je daDhatA hoya to thAya evuM che. AtmA che, te nitya che, te karma karyA che, te karmane bhaktA che, tene mokSa che ane mokSane upAya che. jJAnI puruSe kaMI bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. mene upAya paNa kahI batA - jJAna, darzana, saMyamAdi mekSanA upAya che. AtmA jevI kaI vastu nathI. AtmA apUrva vastu che. eka AtmA jevAne che. je je dekhAya che tene nathI jevuM, paNa jenArane jevo che. dehamAM je jenAra che tene je che. AtmA ja sArI vastu che. "AtmAthI sau hIna." eka divasa kRpALudeva bAraNAmAMthI bahAra AvatA hatA tyAre uparanuM lAkaDuM temane vAgyuM. te joI pAse UbhelA mANasee pUchyuM, tamane vA? kRpALudeva bolyA, amane nathI vAgyuM. temaNe pharI pUchyuM, vAgyuM che? pharI kRpALudeve nA pADI ke nathI lAgyuM. te lekee te pratyakSa joyuM hatuM eTale pharI pUchyuM tyAre kRpALudeve kahyuM ke "ame jauM bolatA hoIe? amane nathI lAgyuM.' sarva jInuM svarUpa siddha samAna che. te svarUpe pragaTa karavA mATe sazurunI AjJA ane jinadazA e benI jarUra che. game tema che, paNa saddaguru kahe ema karavuM. bhale semala Ape te paNa khAI je. evI zraddhA joIe. jema chAza levIne mAkhaNa kADhe che ane tene pAchuM nAkhI chAza ane mAkhaNa eka karavA jAya te na thAya. tevI ja rIte eka vakhata je zraddhA thaI gaI te kaI divasa nahIM phare. hA, karmanI vAta judI che, kaI mithyAtva karmane udaya heya te phare. kAle sabhAmAM prabhuzrIjInA bedhamAM AvyuM hatuM ke, "huM eka AtmA chuM" evI aMtaramAM gAMTha vALatuM nathI. je gAMTha vALI hoya te kaI divasa na phare. eka AtmA ja sAra vastu che. A jIvane ghaNa saMjoge maLyA che, paNa te kazA kAmanA nathI. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke varanAM gIta gAvAnAM che. jAnamAM ghaNAM mANaso Ave, paNa kAma eka varanuM che. je vara na hoya te badhuM nakAmuM. tema AtmA na hoya te badhuM nakAmuM. 23 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 8, 2007 niyamita reja vAcana karavuM. eka AtmAne mATe karavuM che, e lakSa rAkhIne karavuM. jyAM sudhI samati na thayuM hoya tyAM sudhInI kriyA japatapAdi badhAM sAdhano mokSane mATe nathI hatAM. je vakhate eka mokSanI ruci thAya tyAre te mekSane ja puruSArtha kare

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sagraha 2 49 che. samakita sivAyanuM badhu jJAna te kujJAna che, cAritra te kucAritra che ane tapa te kutapa che. je kaMI vAMcyuM hAya te yAda rAkhavu. A jIvane ghaNA vairAgyanI jarUra che. ema te jyAre sukhI hAya tyAre teA kahe ke mane khAvuM na game, pIvuM na game. madhuM kahe, paNa jyAre kaseATInA prasaMga Ave tyAre khabara paDe. je jJAnagarbhita vairAgya haiAya te TakI rahe. te ja sAcA vairAgya che. vairAgyanI jarUra che. vairAgya nathI tethI kaMI asara thatI nathI. samyagdaSTi vastune yathAtha dekhe che, tethI tene sahaje vairAgya rahe che. 24 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 9-10,2007 panA divase jIvane sArA bhAva thAya che te TakI rahe te sAruM. jyAre sArA bhAva thAya tyAre manamAM vicAre ke enAthI paNa sArA bhAva karavAnA che. puruSArtha kare teA thAya ema che. kaMIka satsaMga kare ane pachI ekAMtamAM jaIne je satsaMgamAM vAMcyuM-sAMbhaLyuM hAya tenA vicAra kare te AgaLa cAle. sAMbhaLavAnA krama te ghaNAye karyAM paNa vicArane krama senyA nathI. meha bahu tAphAnI che. tene maMda karavA. kaMIka kaSAyanI upazAMtatA kare, meAkSa sivAya khIjI koI icchA na rAkhe, sauMsAra upara vairAgya Ave, te ruci thAya; ane ruci thAya tyAre vIya paNa sphure. ruci jAgavI ahu kaThaNu che. mahApuNya hoya tyAre jAge che. jeTalI ruci jAge teTalI AjJA ArAdhAya. ane jeTalI AjJA ArAdhAya teTalA lAbha thAya. ene manuSyabhavanI ki Mmata lAgI nathI. vicArathI lAge. jema gAya cAro carIne pachI chAMyaDAmAM jaI tene khUba cAve che, vAgeALe che, tema sAMbhaLIne vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. koI kImatI khIja ilAyacI vagerenuM vAvyuM hoya te bahu lAbha thAya, tema satpuruSanu vacana bahu kImatI che te jo hRdayamAM utAryu hAya te ghaNeA lAbha thAya. satsaMgamAM bahu kamANI thAya che. satsaMgamAM je kaMI sAMbhaLyuM hAya, tenA vicAra karavA. vIza doharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA, Atmasiddhi e te samajAya evI sarala bhASAmAM che. kaMI na samajAya evuM nathI. bhaktAmara" jevuM hoya te na samajAya. hAlatAM cAlatAM game tyAre paNa karI zakIe evu` che. pazu ve kADhe te kaI asara na thAya. sArA nimittanI jarUra che. sadgurunI AjJA ArAdhavI. baLAttu dho" AjJA e ja dharma che. 25 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 12,2007 mumukSu--ATaluM ATaluM sAMbhaLIe chIe chatAM kema vicAra AvatA nathI ? pA saMsAramAM kema rAce che ? pUjyazrI--vizvAsanI khAmI che. jo vizvAsa heAya te kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke, "a MtaramAM sukha che, khaDAra zeAdhavAthI maLaze nahI" (108) te aMtaramAM ja zeAdhe, paNa vizvAsa nathI. prema AvyA sivAya vizvAsa Ave nahI. prabhuzrIe AkhI jiMdagI e ja upadeza karyo che ke bhakti karo, kRpALudeva upara prema lAvA. tame zAstro bhaNNA ema nathI kahyuM. 7

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50 AdhAmRta prema Ave te ruci jAge ane pachI AjJA paNa ArAdhAya. satzAstrAdi sAdhanA che, paNa temAM aTakI rahevAnuM nathI. jyAre satsa MganA abhAva haiAya tyAre jIvanI ruci tAjI rahe te mATe che. AjJA e ja jIvana che, divaseA jAya e jIvana nahI; paNa jeTalI AjJA ArAdhAya teTaluM jIvana che. satpuruSanuM ekeka vacana laIne tene mATe jhUraze tyAre thaze. anAdikALathI paribhramaNa thAya che te kema maTe ? enA vicAra karavAnA che. mumukSutAnI khAmI che. "sapuruSamAM ja paramezvarabuddhi ane jJAnIoe parama dharma kahyo che." (254) jyAre prema Avaze tyAre badhu thaze. "para premapravAha khaTe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura ase." satpuruSa ane satsaMga e joIe. kRpALudeve vacanAmRtamAM ThekANe ThekANe satpuruSa ane satsaMga e ene gAyAM che. zarIrane laIne kama khAMdhe che. zarIrane laIne aA saMsAra che. jeTalA ene zarIra upara vairAgya Avaze teTalu' mekSa bhaNI valaNu thaze. pAMca indriyAnA viSayeAnI leAlupatA maTe te kaSAya maTe, kAraNa ke pAMca indriyAnA viSayane laIne kaSAya utpanna thAya che. indriyAnA viSaye parathI bhAva UThI jAya te kaSAya kaiAnA upara kare ? 26 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 13, 2007 gAMdhIjIe zrImad rAjacaMdrane guru tarIke nathI mAnyA. teo kahetA ke zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe mArA upara apAra upakAra karyo che, bahu asara thaI che. paNa aMtarathI guru tarIke nahI mAnelA. anaMtakALathI peAtAne sAruM lAgyuM te te karatA Avye che, paNa satpuruSanI AjJAe kayu nathI. jyAre tyAre paNa satpuruSanI AjJA ArAdhaze tyAre ja sukhI thaze. zrImaMta hA, dhImaMta hA, garIkha hA ke game te hA, paNa jyAre tyAre paNa 'huM kaIM jANatA nathI' evuM thaze tyAre ja chUTakAro thaze. A kALamAM zrImadre apAra upakAra karyo che. 'Atmasiddhi' temaNe naDiyAdamAM racI hatI. temAM kahyuM che ke anAdikALathI peAtAnuM svarUpa na samajavAthI anaMta duHkha pAmyA, te svarUpa jeNe samajAvyuM te sadgurudevane namaskAra. A vamAna kALamAM meAkSamAga bahu lApa thaI gayA che te mucukSune vicAravA mATe Atmasiddhi'mAM pragaTa kahI dIdhA che. jIvane lakSa thavA joIe. ahu bhAva e meTA dveSa che. eneA nAza karavAnA che. A jIva anaMtakALathI duHkha bhagavate AvyA che; chatAM hajI sudhI sasAramAM sukha mAne che ! e kharuM sukha nathI, paNa kalpita sukha che. jevI IcchA kare tevuM tene maLe teA sAruM lAge, nahI maLe tyAre khATu' lAge che. sathI bhakti e maLavAna sAdhana che. bhakti ane satsaMga ArAdhavAthI sahaje AtmakhAdha thAya. kRpALudeve cha padanA patramAM lakhyuM che.je satpuruSAe sadgurunI bhakti

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saMgraha 2 nirUpaNa karI che, te bhakti mAtra ziSyanA kalyANane arthe kahI che, je bhaktine prApta thavAthI sadgurunA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe, apUrva guNa daSTigocara thaI anya svaccheda maTe, ane saDaje Atmabodha thAya"--evI bhakti satsaMgamAM hoya che, mATe satsaMga kare. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI je satsaMgadi sAdhane karavAM che, te eka samAdhimaraNa thAya te mATe karavAM che. jema keI bhaNIne bAra mahine parIkSA Ape che, temAM pAsa thAya te tenuM bhaNeluM saphaLa che, tema AkhI jiMdagI sudhI satsaMga Adi sAdhana karI samAdhimaraNa karavAnI jarUra che. ane tene mATe ja badhAM sAdhana che. jema badhAM kAme che tema samAdhimaraNa paNa eka jarUranuM kAma che. bIjA kAma te na kare to paNa cAle, paNa maraNa te avazya AvavAnuM che. ApaNe kaI gAma javuM hoya to ekabe divasa rekoIne paNa jaIe, paNa maraNa kaMI rokI zakAtuM nathI. mATe samAdhimaraNanI taiyArI karI rAkhavI. chUTavAnI jijJAsA jAgI nathI. jyAre saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAge tyAre chUTavAnI icchA jAge. jIva deharUpI pAzathI baMdhAya che. jagatamAM joIe to mukhya be padArtha che : eka jaDa ane bIjuM cetana. jaDamAMthI Atmabuddhi chUTIne cetanamAM Atmabuddhi thAya to janmamaraNa TaLe. A manuSyabhava maLyo che te hArI javA jevo nathI; AtmAnuM kalyANa karI levuM. AtmA che, te nitya che, te karmane karyA che, te karmane bhakatA che, jIvana mekSa che ane mokSane upAya paNa che. eTalI vAtane mokSane mATe daDha nizcaya karavAnuM che. mekSasukhanI kaI jAta ja judI che. mekSanuM sukha nirupAdhika che ane saMsAranuM sukha upAdhivALuM che. be mArga che. jene nirupAdhika sukha joItuM hoya te mokSa bhaNI vaLe ane jene aupAdhika sukha joItuM hoya te saMsAra bhaNI vaLe. abhimanyu jyAre pitAnI mAtAnA garbhamAM hato tyAre teNe che keThAne kema jItavA te zIkhI lIdhuM. tene janma thaye pachI te moTo thaye tyAre cakravUha yuddha jItavA taiyAra thayo. te che keThA te garbhamAM hato tyAre ja kema jItavA te zIkhele, eTale jItI gayo. sAtame chANamATIne kaThe rahI gayele. paNa te kahe ke emAM zuM jItavuM che? evuM manamAM dhArIne pramAdamAM rahele, zIkhele nahIM, tethI hArI gayA ane tene maravuM paDayuM. tema A manuSyadeha chANamATInA keThA jevo che, tene meha jitA nathI. tene jIte te jItI jAya, nahIM te hArI jAya. 27 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 14, 2007 satpaSanI AjJA e ja khare mArga che. nAgane pArzvanAtha bhagavAne smaraNa. maMtra saMbhaLAvyA tethI te dharaNendra thaye, nahIM te nAga te narake jAya. bhale eka "mAre kAgaDAnuM mAMsa nathI khAvuM" eTalI ja AjJA ArAdhI, jethI marIne te deva thaye, pachI zreNika rAjA thaze, anAthImuni maLyA tyAre samakita pAmya ane mahAvIra bhagavAna maLyA tyAre kSAyika samakti thayuM ane tIrthakaragetra bAMdhyuM. sArA bhAvanI jarUra che. vIsa harAmAM pahelI ja prArthanA karI che ke "zuddha bhAva mujamAM nathI."

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bedhAmRta zuddha bhAva na rahetA hoya tyAre zuddha bhAva pAmelA paramakRpALudevamAM citta rAkhavuM. marudevA keLanA jhADamAMthI AvIne jamyAM hatAM ane mokSe gayAM. AtmAnI anaMta zaktio che. A manuSyabhava mekSanI bArI samAna che. temAM pesI jAya te thAya. nahIM te pharI evI bArI maLavI muzkela che. vAsanAthI AkhuM jagata bhareluM che. vAsanA e ja duHkha che. mATe ApaNe vAsanAthI bacavuM. manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNi samAna che. je I che te maLI zake. vAsanA bhUta jevI che. jema keIne bhUta vaLagyuM hoya tyAre gAMDo banI jAya che tema vAsanAthI manuSya gAMDe banI jAya che. "mATe jenI (sat) prApta karavAnI daDha mati thaI che, teNe pote kaMI ja jANatA nathI e daDha nizcayavALo prathama vicAra kare, ane pachI "satranI prApti mATe jJAnIne zaraNe javuM te jarUra mArganI prApti thAya." (211) 28 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 15, 2007 manuSyabhava bahu durlabha che. temAM paNa satsaMgane jega maLa bahu durlabha che. satsaMga vagara kaMInuM kaMI thaI jAya che. ghaNuM leke upaniSad, nyAya, vyAkaraNa, vagere zAstro bhaNavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI Ide che. javane kaMIka vairAgya ane upazamanuM baLa vadhe eTalA mATe zAstra vAMcavAnuM che. anAdikALathI jIva svacchede cAle che ane tethI ja rakhaDate AvyA che. saMskAra paDelA maTavA bahu muzkela che. mahAvIra bhagavAnane jIva pUrvabhave brAhmaNane ghera jamele. tyAM vedazAstra bhaNIne tApasa thaye tyAMthI marIne pharI janmele ane pharI tApasa thaze. ema ghaNI vAra tApasa thaye. chevaTe jyAre muni maLyA tyAre te saMskAra maLyA. keI vakhate bhaluM thavAno vakhata Ave tyAre ja evA saMskAre maTe che. zuM karavA ja che ane zuM karI rahyo che? e te dhyAnamAM ja nathI lete. jarAya bhUlI jAya to javuM heya kyAM ane jAya kyAMya. kaMI khabara na paDe te maraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. bIjuM kaMI DahApaNa karavA jAya te pAra Ave tema nathI. "mokSamArga prakAzamAM kahyuM che ke satsaMga na hoya tyAre sazAstranuM vAMcana karavuM, vicAravuM, paNa bhAvanA satsaMganI rAkhIne karavuM. kusaMga tyAga. "satsaMga vinA dhyAna te taraMgarUpa thaI paDe che, saMta vinA aMtanI vAtamAM aMta pamA nathI." (128) sarvamAM uttamamAM uttama sAdhana satsaMga che, ane e mukhya sAdhana che. prazna-satsaMga eTale zuM? uttara-AtmAne satya raMga caDhAve te satsaMga, ekAMtamAM besIne pitAno vicAra kare te satsaMga, uttamane sahavAsa te satsaMga, AtmAbhaNa vRtti rahevI te satsaMga. jIva dekhatabhUlImAM paDyo che. pitAne bhUlI gayela che. pitAne bhUlI gayA pachI pote pitAne hAtha Ava bahu muzkela che. jJAnI purue bhakti, maraNa Adi sAdhane kahyAM che te aMtaravRtti thavA mATe kahyAM che. yeya UMcuM rAkhavuM. sarvathI baLavAna sAdhana AjJA che.

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sagraha 2 53 29 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 5, 2007 zuddhabhava jo na rahetA haiAya te zuddhabhAva ja mArUM karavA yAgya che eveA aMtaramAM lakSa rAkhIne zubhabhAvamAM pravarte te meDevahele zuddhabhAvanI prApti thAya. mumukSu--zuddhabhAvanI jIvane khabara nathI te lakSa kevI rIte rahe ? pUjyazrI--jJAnI puruSanA avalakhane zuddhabhAvanA lakSa rakhAya che. jJAnIe kahyuM te sAcuM che, huM te kaMI jANatA nathI, evA bhAva rAkhe te zuddhabhAvanA lakSa rahe che. zuddhabhAvane arthe je zubhabhAva karavAmAM Ave che te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya eTale paraparAe meAkSanu kAraNa thAya che. ane je zuddhabhAvanA lakSa vinAnI kriyA karavAmAM Ave che te zumabhAva nathI paNa zubhakriyA che. tenu phaLa saMsAra che. jagatamAM kayAMya rAcavA jevuM nathI. jene peAtAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI ane je peAtAnI icchAe vate che te mithyAdaSTi che. je vratAddhi sAdhanA karavAM che te peAtAnA AtmA mATe karavAM che. AtmA traNe leAkamAM sAra vastu che. AtmA jevI bIjI eke vastu nathI. satsaMgamAM je kaMI sAMbhaLavA, vAMcavA maLyuM hAya tene bahu vicAravuM. mumukSu--vicAravuM kevI rIte ? pUjayazrI--peAtAnI zakti pramANe, je kaMI sAMbhaLyu hAya vAMcyu hoya te, yAda karavuM ane tene ApaNA jIvana sAthe ghaTAvavuM. emAM je vAta kahI te mArAmAM che ke nahIM ? emAMthI mAre zu levA ceAgya che ? zu tyAgavA ceAgya che? ema vicAravAthI ApaNane ullAsabhAva Ave; tethI ka khape nahIM te ekalu' sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa kare te sAmAnya thaI jAya ane kahe ke e te meM vAMcyuM che, mADhe kahyu... che. satpuruSanAM vacana kSaNe kSaNe navInatA dhAraNa kare che. jema jema tene vAMce, vicAre tema tema temAM navInatA dekhAya che. jIvane manuSyabhavanI mahattA lAgI nathI. manuSyabhavanI eka paLa paNa ciMtAmaNiratna samAna che. eka paLamAM ene samakita thaI jAya, eka paLamAM ene cAritrane uddaya thaI jAya che, eka paLamAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya, eka paLamAM enA mekSa thaI jAya. evI evI paLA manuSyabhavamAM che. te hArI javA jevI nathI. A manuSyabhava saMsAra bhegavavA mATe nathI maLye, paNa eka AtmakalyANa karavA mATe maLyA che. nathI (niva) jANyA je AtmA tene jANavA che; ane je pudgalAdi jANyu che te nathI jANavuM. AtmA jevI eke sAra vastu nathI. jene satpuruSa sudhI paramA sAdhavAne mATe sAdhanA maLyAM che te paNa na cete te te kyAre cetaze ? mATe ApaNe cetI levuM. AkhuM jagata nAzava ta vastuone vaLagI rahyuM che, avinAzI zuddha caitanya evA je AtmA tene te bhUlI jAya che. je cha pada che te sarvoparI cheH AtmA che, AtmA nitya che, AtmA kartA che, AtmA bheAktA che, meAkSa che, meAkSanA upAya che. cha padanA patra roja vicAravA ane tene dRDha karI levA. " anAdvi

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bedhAmRta svapnadazAne lIdhe utpanna thayele e jIvane ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva te nivRtta thavAne arthe A cha padanI jJAnI puruSoe dezanA prakAzI che." mumukSu-kaI pada athavA patra belatAM abhimAna AvI jatuM hoya te belavuM ke na bolavuM ? pUjyazrI-jyAre bole tyAre vicAre ke huM haju zIkhe nathI. evuM abhimAna karavA jevuM zuM zIkhe chuM? pUrve thaI gayelA gaNadharee caudapUrvanI racanA karI hatI. ghaNA e pUrvene bhaNyA hatA. te jJAnanI AgaLa mAruM jJAna zuM che? kazuM nathI. bhagavAnamAM keTalA guNe che ! mArAmAM keTalA badhA deze bharelA che? mAre te haju ghaNuM karavAnuM che. ema je vicAra kare te abhimAna thAya nahIM, ane puruSArtha paNa jAge. jyAre manamAM abhimAna Ave tyAre bhagavAnane saMbhAre te abhimAna na thAya. pitAnAthI je nIcA che tene upara daSTi rAkhe te abhimAna thAya. mumukSu-"adhamAdhama adhike patita sakala jagatamAM huM ya, e nizcaya AvyA vinA sAdhana karaze zuM ya" e gAthAne ze Azaya haze ? pUjyazrI--"to doSa anaMtanuM" enuM bIjuM rUpa ja che. mArAmAM bahu de bharelA che. bhagavAnamAM jeTalA guNa che teTalA mArAmAM de bharelA che. huM chele pagathiye Ubhe chuM; mAre haju ghaNuM puruSArtha karavAnuM che. huM badhAthI adhama chuM, ema pitAnuM adhamapaNuM lAge tyAre puruSArthadharma vardhamAna thAya. 30 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 8, 2007 jIvane ajJAna jevuM duHkha nathI. manuSyabhava bahu durlabha che te pharI pharI nathI maLatuM. kavacit manuSyabhava maLe te uttama kuLa, satsaMga, sapuruSa maLavA bahu durlabha che. evI jogavAI pharIthI nahIM maLe. jIvane bhrAnti thaI gaI che, e ja meTuM duHkha che. jJAnIone ema lAge che ke pANImAM DUbIne marI jauM, agnimAM baLI jauM, paNa bhrAMti kadI na thAo. eTaluM bhrAMtinuM duHkha lAge che ! - 31 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 9, 2007 jIvane jagatanA jheramAMthI bacavA mATe satsaMga e moTuM sAdhana che. jIvane jyAre satsaMga na hoya tyAre badhuM bhUlI jAya che. je satsaMga hoya to bhakti vagere karavAnI saheje bhAvanA thAya che. tene kaMI kahevuM na paDe. vadhAre puruSArthanI jarUra che. cothA kALanA je manuSya hatA, teone keIka vakhate sapuruSa maLatA ane kaI vacana kahetA, tyAre teo te vacananI pakaDa karI letA. ane hamaNuM to reja sAMbhaLe che, te paNa kaMI lAgatuM nathI. mATe bahu puruSArtha kare. 32 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 10, 2007 kAma e kharAba vastu che. strIne aDavuM e sApa karaDavA karatAM paNa vadhAre mAThuM

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saMgraha 2 55 che; kAraNa ke sApa karaDavAthI te eka ja vAra maraNa thAya, paNa strIne saMsarga karavAthI, kAmavikAra thavAthI bhabhava janmamaraNa karavAM paDe che. mahAdevajI kALakUTa viSane pitAnA gaLAmAM rAkhIne pharatA hatA, paNa kAmavAsanAne jItI na zakyA. e kALakTa viSa karatAM paNa ati duSkara che. je manuSya UMcI bhUmikAmAM rahI nIcI pravRtti kare tene te kalaMkarUpa che. caMdra sAva sapheda hoya che, temAM DIka kALAzane lIdhe manuSya te tarapha AMgaLI kare che. tema UMcI bhUmikAmAM nIca kAma kare te kalaMkarUpa che. mumukSune chAje tevuM AcaraNa rAkhavuM joIe. nahIM te pachI puruSane kalaMka caDhAve. kemake loke te mumukSu hoya ane sAruM AcaraNa na rAkhatuM hoya, te kahe ke puruSa ene evuM ja kahetA haze. kRpALudeva mumukSuone Thapako ApatA ke samAgama karatAM pAMca pAMca varSa thayAM che, chatAM haju kema kazuM karatA nathI! puruSane vega thayA pachI to dehane bhUlI ja jAya. khAvApIvAnuM kazuM game nahIM. deha mAre nathI te deDane game te thAya temAM mAruM kazuMye bagaDavAnuM nathI. mumukSunI bhUmikA UMcI che, bahu yegyatA AvI jAya che. mAthuM ApavAnuM kahe to mAthuM paNa de. eka mekSa sivAya bIjI kaI abhilASA rahe nahIM. mAre mekSa mATe ja jIvavuM che, evI jyAre IcchA jAge tyAre mumukSatA AvI gaNAya. manane jenuM mAhAsya lAge che temAM vRti jAya che. paramArthanuM mAhAsya lAgyuM hoya te tyAM vRtti jAya ane tyAre ja khare sukhI kahevAya. manane e game te enI bhAvanA saheje thAya. pachI ene bIjuM kaMI sAruM lAge nahIM. zuddha AtmA che te ja huM chuM, evuM thaI jAya. prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDavo na sadagurupAya; dIThA nahIM nija doSa te, tarike koNa upAya ?" pitAnA deza jevAnA che. "prabhu prabhunI raTanA nathI lAgI, te lagAvavI che. kRpALadeva lakhe che ke mumukSunA ame dAsa chIe. nIrAMta keLa, bheje bhagata jevA puruSonI sevA maLe te sAruM ema kRpALudeva IcchatA. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke yogyatAvALo keI jIva jato hoya te tene lAvIne paNa ApI daIe. rAtadivasa A dehanI phikara kare che, AtmAne te kadI saMbhArato paNa nathI. deDabhAva chUTe te badhuM chUTe. dehane laIne badhe meha ane rAgadveSa thAya che. paheluM eka lekasaMbaMdhI baMdhana che. te chUTe tyAM te bIjuM svajana-kuTumba-baMdhana e AvIne UbhuM rahe. e baMdhana TaLI jAya te dehAbhimAnarUpa baMdhana naDe; ane kadAca e paNa TaLI jAya te pAchuM saMkalpa-vikalparUpa baMdhana naDe. e na TaLe te dhyAnamAM hoya te paNa ene kyAM kyAMya laI jAya. mana jItavuM bahu kaThaNa che. jeNe manane jItyuM teNe badhuM jItyuM. mekSanI icchA ja nathI jAgI. moDhAthI kahe te paNa manamAM bIjuM rAkhe. jJAnI puruSa

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paTTa bedhAmRta ane cheDavAnu kahe che, paNa ene te graDaNu karavuM che; te kayAMthI mekSa maLe ? cheDavAnu kahe, te kahe ke evA mekSa mAre nathI joItA. lakhacorAzImAM pharI pharIne haju thAkayo nathI. zrI janmavuM nathI evA jyAre nizcaya thAya tyAre karma na baMdhAya. jema jema bhAvanA vadhe tema tema kAma thAya. jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe" saMsAra upara bhAva kare te| duHkhI thAya ane satpuruSa upara bhAva kare te| mekSa thAya. A jIva jagatanI vastuomAM rokAyA che. mATe sArAM nimittanI jarUra che. sArAM nimitta vinA bhAva phare nahIM. satsaMga, satzAstranuM vAcana e sArAM nimitto che. manane navaru na rahevA devuM. navaruM rahe te nakhAda vALe. jema Teva pADe tema paDI zake che. jemake ApaNe eka vAge vAMcavAnu rAkhyu hAya teA jhaTa yAda Ave ke eka vAge mAre vAcana karavuM che. ane bhAvanA paNa thAya. mana upara saMsAranA bAjo che. mATe manuSyabhava pAmIne satpuruSArtha karaveA. mumukSu--puruSAtha kevI rIte karavA ? pUjyazrI--je thADI paNu AjJA maLI hAya tene dareka kAma karatAM saMbhAre ke huM e kAma karu chuM... emAM jJAnInI AjJA che ke nahIM? ane AjJAne ArAdhavAnA khUba prayatna kare. bALAe dharmo, brahmA save." te mATe bhakti e sarvotkRSTa sAdhana che. svacchaMdane rokavA e meTuM tapa che. mumukSu--bhakti eTale zuM ? pUjayazrI--saMsArathI vRtti UThIne satpuruSa upara thAya te bhakti che. prabhuzrIjInA bAdhamAM AvyuM hatu` ke bhakti e bhAva che. saMsAra upara je premabhAva che te UThI satpuruSa upara tevA bhAva thAya te bhakti che. 33 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Ase suda 11, 2007 samabhAva e meATI vastu che. samabhAve karmane veDhe teA jhaTa patI jAya. kanI racanA bahu gahana che. prakRti, udaya, udIraNA ema kA~nI racanA aneka prakAre che, paNa bhAgavavAvALA eka AtmA che. samajaNanI jarUra che. zreNikarAjAe zraddhA karI teA bhagavAna thaI gayA. kSAyika samyagdana teA kevalI ane samakitIne sarakhu' ja che. zraddhAmAM bheda paDatA nathI. zUravIrapazu' joI e. vAta che mAnyAnI. jagata nahIM te nahIM ja. paNa tema mAnavuM joIe. jagata AtmAnuM thatuM nathI. jIvane doSa thAya che te DheDanA nimitte thAya che. DheDabhAva chUTI javA joI e. "kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthanA paMtha bhava-aMtanA upAya che." kAyAne bhUlI javI joIe. jJAnI kahe che ke tuM kAyA parathI UThe. kAyA AtmAthI judI che. jIva jUmAM UbhA che. tyAMthI khasavAnu che. " paga mUkatAM pApa che, zvetAM jhera che,

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saMgraha 2 pa7 ane mAthe maraNa rahyuM che" (2-35) tyAM A jIva UbhuM che. nAzavaMta je vastuo che te ApaNuM nahIM. je kAyAnuM svarUpa vicAre te ene lAge ke AtmA dehathI judo che. dehanA guNa judA ane AtmAnA guNa judA che. ajJAnathI bhulAve thaye che. tene je TALave hoya te tene mATe kheTI thaIne vicAra kare. barAbara tapAse te bhUla nIkaLe. je dehane e mAre mAne che, te deha ene che nahIM. je ene heya te mare tyAre ahIM kema mUkI jAya che? ene je hoya te sAthe ja joIe. e mATe sUkSama vicAranI jarUra che. jema jema huM sUkSma vicArathI UMDe UtaruM chuM tema tema tamArA tatvanA camakAro mArA svarUpane prakAza kare che." dehabhAva choDavAne che. chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahIM kartA tuM karma, nahIM bhaktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmane marma." A jIva bhUlanA thekanA theka mUke che. kalpanAthI mukta thavAnuM che. jaDa ane cetana e bane jema che tema samajAya to kalapanA chUTe. keI kALA cazamA pahere te tene AkhuM jagata kALuM dekhAya. jJAnInAM cazmAM pahere te jagata jJAnamaya dekhAya. jJAnIe kahyuM te sAcuM che, e ja mAre karavuM che. jeTaluM thAya teTaluM karavuM. vadhAre na thAya te, vadhAre karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI; paNa karavuM e ja che. samajaNa joIe. "samaja pIche saba sarala hai." e samajaNa pitAnI meLe anaMta upAya karyA chatAM pharavI muzkela che. - sadgurunA yege jIvane doSanI khabara paDe che. mumukSune pitAnA doSa jaDatAM romAMca ullasI Ave che. ajJAna javAnuM kAraNa baMdha che. "ha jIva ekarUpe bhAse che ajJAnavaDe; kriyAnI pravRtti paNa tethI tema thAya che." e je anAdi ekarUpa mithyAtvabhAva; jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che." jJAnIne vega thayA pachI deha chUTI gaye evI bhAvanA thavI joIe ema kRpALudeve kahyuM che. garaja jAgavI joIe. paisAnI garaja hoya tyAre taDake jaIne paNa Ubho rahe. garaja nathI jAgI. 34 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 14, 2017 kRpALudeva A kALamAM eka apavAdarUpa puruSa thayA che. IcchAone rekavA mATe mahApuruSanAM vacane che. samajavuM joIe. samaje te kalyANa thaI jAya. samajaNanI jarUra che. huM jANuM chuM te khoTuM che, "he bhagavAna, huM bahu bhUlI gaye." e bhAva tha joIe. vRtti nirmaLa karavA mATe vrata karavAnuM che. pitAnI kalpanA mUkavI ane eka AtmA upara AvavuM. satpaSanuM eka vacana paNa samajI jAya te samyagdarzana thaI jAya, kalyANa thAya. eka AtmAne jANavA mATe badhAM sAdhana che. jJAnIe jANe te AtmA. deha, rAgadveSa Adi te AtmA nahIM.

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AdhAmRta 58 khIjI vastuo parathI prIti UThe tyAre AtmA upara prIti thAya. je jaNAya che te para che. jANanArane jANavA che. jaDa pratye mehane paDado ene jANavA detA nathI. udAsInatA vadhe tA meAhunA paDado khase. AtmA kaIka Thare te mATe bhakti satsaMga Aphri sAdhanA che. jaDanA svabhAva judo che ane AtmAne svabhAva judA che. dekhAya che te jaDa che, AtmA nathI. dekhAya che te badhuM khATuM che. meDa karAvavAvALI vastue jagatamAM vadhI paDI che. eka satpuruSanu avalaMbana levu', ane zraddhA paNa tenI ja karavI. satpuruSanI zraddhA hoya ta adhurUM kAma thaI gayuM. pahelI zraddhA karavI. sAcI vastu hAthamAM AvI che. jIva UMghe che tene jagADavAnA che. anAdithI bhUlyA che tethI rakhaDyo che. " he bhagavAna, huM bahu bhUlI gayeA," huve pAMca indriyAnA viSaceA pratye rAgadveSa na karu, evuM jyAre manamAM thaze tyAre rAgadveSa echA thaze, ane tyAre ja zAMti thaze. "eka AtmA sivAya ka MI mAruM nathI, jhera khAvuM sAru, paNa rAgadveSa nahIM karuM," evA nizcaya karavAnI jarUra che. jIva kahe che ke mAre meAkSe javuM che, paNa pAA UMghI jAya che. jyAre ene duHkha lAgaze tyAre ja e mA bhaNI vaLaze. potAnA doSa jovA ane khIjAnA guNu jovA. koI ApaNane gALa bhAMDatA hAya te ema vicAravuM ke mArAmAM anaMta doSa bharelA che ane A te eka doSa dekhIne ja mane gALa bhAMDe che. ema vicAre te karma na baMdhAya. AtmA jAgavA joI e. 35 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, AsA suda 15, 2007 manuSyabhava maLyA che te jJAna thavA mATe che. peAtAnI meLe tA ghaNuM ce karyuM", paNu jJAnInI AjJAe nathI karyuM. te karavAnu che. AtmA jaNAya evA sAdhanA hAya te grahaNu karavAM. "zuM karavAthI peAte sukhI ? zuM karavAthI pAte duHkhI ?" e vicAravuM. A jIvane dehanuM sukha lAge che, paNa AtmAnu nathI lAgatuM. kharuM sukha te AtmAnA sabhyajJAna-darzanacAritrarUpa guNA pragaTe tyAre thAya che. samyagdarzana mukhya che, jo e prApta thAya te jIvana saphaLa thaI jAya. je mULa vastu jJAnadarzanacAritrarUpa che te jJAnIe jANI che. AtmA kadI maratA nathI. zarIra chUTI jAya, paNa AtmA na mare. e AtmA badhAthI jude che. ceArAzI lAkha jIvayeAnimAM bhaTakatAM bhaTakatAM koikavAra manuSyabhava maLe che. te ApaNe mekSa thAya evuM kaIka karI levuM. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, samyacAritra e traNa ratna kahevAya che. e traNa vastuo prApta thavI durlabha che. khIjA ratnA je vecAtAM maLatAM hAya te mUlya ApIne le che, paNa peAtAmAM je amUlya ratnA che tene lete nathI. ratnatraya e meAkSanA mULamArga che. jene parapadArthonI icchA na rahe te meTA che. jene rAga nathI eTale vItarAga che te meTA che. jeTalA peAtAnI pugalika meATAI icche che teTalA halakA sa Mbhave." (85) parapadA ne grahaNa karavA e ja adhegatinuM kAraNa che, jema trAjavAmAM eka pallAmAM vadhAre mUke te

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saMgraha 2 pa9 nIcuM jAya, tema grahaNa karavAnI buddhi kare te nIco jAya che. tyAgamAM sukha che, tyAgamAM sukha che, ema meDhe bole tethI khabara na paDe; paNa jeNe mAtra eka paramANu ya tyAga karIne joyuM che tene ja khabara paDe che. grahaNa karavuM e sukhane nAza che ema jJAnIe jANyuM che. je kaMI sAdhane karavAM che te asaMga thavA mATe karavAM che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke AtmAne mATe karavAnuM che. asaMga thavAne lakSa bhUlI na javo. vAta mAnavI durlabha che. laukikathI chUTe te alaukika thAya. alaukika dRSTinI bhAvanA karavAnI che. satsaMge kaMIka sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe ane tenI apUrvatA lAge te thAya ema che. jagatamAM zedhe to duHkha sivAya kaMI na maLe. eka puruSane zedhe te kAma thAya. "bIjuM kAMI zedha mA. mAtra eka sapuruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarva bhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA. pachI je mokSa na maLe te mArI pAsethI leje." (76) geraMTI ApI che. jagatamAM apUrva padArthanI IcchAvALA thaDA che; pitAnI icchAe vartAnArA ghaNA che. kRpALudeve eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke A kALamAM paramArthanI vRtti bahu kSINapaNane pAmI che. pahelI mAnyatA sudhAravAnI jarUra che. jevI icachA kare te thAya. 36 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, A vada 1, 2007 ("niHzaMkatAthI nirbhayatA utpanna thAya che" e patra belAI rahyA bAda ) pUjyazrI-nizaktA eTale zuM ? eka mumukSu-AtmA che tene viSe zaMkArahitapaNuM. bIjA mumukSu-sapuruSane viSe zaMkArahitapaNuM. pUjyazrI-mULa pAye puruSa che. puruSane viSe niHzaMkapaNuM hoya ke A ja sapuruSa che te ja tenI AjJAnuM ArAdhana thaI zake. puruSamAM jene daDha nizcaya hoya che tene mahAsakti maTI padArthano nirNaya hoya che. tene lIdhe vyAkuLatA maTe che ane tethI niHsagatA prApta thAya che. kharI niHsaMgatA te vyAkuLatA maTe tyAre thAya che. "mumukSatA te che ke sarva prakAranI mahAsaktithI mUMjhAI eka mokSane viSe ja yatna kara." "te utpanna thavAnuM lakSaNa pitAnA deSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA e che." (254). mArAmAM mumukSatA utpanna thaI che ke nahIM ema keIne jevuM hoya te vicAravuM ke huM mArA doSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA rAkhuM chuM ke nahIM? ema dekhe to khabara paDe. je doSa dekhAya te kADhavAne prayatna kare te nIkaLI jAya. cha padanA patramAMthI ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLe che. e cha pada samyagdarzananAM mukhya nivAsasthAna che. prabhuzrIjIne eka vakhate mAMdagI AvelI te vakhate eka zrAvakane paNa mAMdagI AvI ane marI gaye. e zrAvakanI ane prabhuzrIjInI janmarAzi eka hatI eTale prabhuzrIjIe vicAryuM ke mAre paNa enA jevI mAMdagI AvI che; mATe mAruM paNa maraNa thaI jaze, vadhAre jivAze nahIM. ema vicArIne kRpALudevane eka patra lakhyuM. temAM lakhyuM ke mane mAMdagI AvI che, mArAthI vadhAre jivAze nahIM. mane Apane jega maLe che ane

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badhAmRta huM samakita vagara deha choDuM te ThIka nahIM. mAre manuSyabhava nakAme na jAya evuM kaMIke kare. tenA uttaramAM kRpALudeve e cha padane patra lakhI mekalyA hatA. pachIthI sobhAgabhAIe kRpALudevane jaNAveluM ke e patra meDhe the muzkela paDe che mATe gAvAnuM hoya te. ThIka paDe. tyAre kRpALudeve Atmasiddhi zAstra lakhyuM hatuM. emAM cha padane vistAra karela che. 37 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Ase vada 2, 2007 eka bhAI- mAre cothuM vrata brahmacarya levuM che. pUjyazrI-AtmAne mATe karavAnuM che. nizcaya che ne? prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke eka hAthamAM jhera ane eka hAthamAM kaTAra le. marI javuM, paNa vata bhaMga na karavuM. 38 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 3, 2007 AtmasiddhizAstra vicAravA egya che. kaMIka saMsAramAM duHkha lAge te vicAra paNa Ave. pahelI gAthAmAM ja ke vairAgya che ! je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta." anaMta duHkha pAme che, mATe jJAnI puruSe vacanavaDe jAgRta kare che. jema caMdra ghaNe dUra che, te paNa te caMdranI sAme AMgaLI karIne ApaNane batAve tyAre caMdra ApaNane dekhAya che. tema AtmA te arUpI padArtha che, AMkhathI dekhAya nahIM. kaI paNa IndriyathI te jaNAtuM nathI. te paNa puruSane vacanamAM camatkAra hoya che tethI AtmAnuM bhAna thAya che. e AtmAnuM svarUpa samajavA mATe AkhI Atmasiddhi lakhI che. pote te svarUpa thaIne kahyuM che. saMsAramAM rahyA chatAM paNa te svarUpane na bhUlyA. anubhavajanita vacamAM camatkAra che. jeNe te svarUpa samajAvyuM te sadgurudevane namaskAra. jagatamAM brAMti vadhAranAra asaddaguru che. mATe sadguru jIvane cetAve che ke kriyAjaDa thaIza nahIM, zuSkajJAnI thaIza nahIM. je kriyAjaDa hoya che te mAtra kiyAmAM ja rAcI rahyA che. kriyA zA mATe karavI che? ethI AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che ke nahIM? e vicAryA vinA mAtra bAhya kriyA kare ane jJAnane niSedhe che ke jJAnanuM ApaNe zuM kAma che? jJAnanuM phaLa virati che, te te ApaNane AvI gaI che. "laghuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, grahyuM vrataabhimAna." ema mAtra kriyAmAM ja rAcI rahe che, te kriyAjaDa che. - keTalAka zuSkajJAnIo che. te kahe che ke AtmA baMdhAyela nathI, tethI tene mekSa paNa nathI. AtmAne kaMI karma baMdhAtAM nathI, siddha jevo che. mATe kaMI karavuM nahIM. ema kahe ane varte pAchA mehamAM. te narake paNa jAya. je kriyAjaDa che te te kaMIka puNya bAMdhe; paNa zuSkajJAnI te pApa ja bAMdhe che. mATe jJAnI puruSe cetAve che ke "jyAM jyAM je je che, tahAM samajavuM te; tyAM tyAM te te Acare." pahelAM tyAga vairAgyanI jarUra che. jenA cittamAM e nathI tene jJAna thatuM nathI. zuSkajJAna chUTavAne keI upAya haze ? mumukSu-jJAnIpuruSanA ge chUTe.

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saMgraha 2 pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSane vega hoya te zuSkajJAnIpaNuM ane kriyApaNuM paNa na Ave. te jJAnI-sadgurunAM lakSaNa have kahe che - AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare udayapraga; apUrva vANI, parama zruta, sadgalakSaNa ." pitAnA svarUpanuM yathArtha jJAna hoya, zatru mitra pratye paNa samabhAva hoya. evI dazA chatAM saMsAramAM kema vartavuM paDyuM ? te ke pUrve je karma bAMdhyAM che te nivartavAne mATe, tene anusAra varte che. puruSanuM eALakhANa temanI vANIthI thAya che. gautamasvAmIne paNa AtmAnI ja zaMkA hatI. pachI gautama jyAre mahAvIra pAse gayA ke tarata samAdhAna thaI gayuM. jIva jyAre gUraNathI zelate hoya tyAre evo ega maLe te samAdhAna thaI jAya. AtmajJAnI puruSe AtmAne jAgRta kare che. nahIM te jIva pAMca indriyanA viSayamAM ja Asakta rahe che. temAM duHkha che ane A jIva sukha mAne che. kRpALudeve upadezachAyAmAM kahyuM che ke siddha bhagavAnanA eka pradezanuM sukha ane AkhA lekanuM sukha e bemAM siddhanA eka pradezanuM sukha anaMtagaNuM caDhI jAya che. chatAM jIva kema nathI prApta karato ? | saruSane vega nathI tha; ane ega thayo te adhikArIpaNuM nathI AvyuM. eTale ke vairAgya-upazama enI sAthe nathI AvyA, svachaMda nathI gaye. eka maLyuM te bIjuM nathI maLyuM, eTale rakhaDyo. badhI jogavAI maLe tyAre bane. | duHkha lAgyuM nathI. keTalAya janmamaraNa karyA, chatAM haju sudhI duHkha lAgyuM nathI. jJAnInA vacanathI lAge che. je sapuruSane ega na hoya te satsaMga kare, sazAstranuM vAcana karavuM. tethI puNya baMdhAya to jJAnI puruSane vega thAya, ane jema puNya vadhe tema AjJAnuM ArAdhana thAya. puruSane ga ma hoya ane svachaMda na gaye hoya te kaMI thAya nahIM. mAnAdikane reke tyAre thAya ema che. matAthIpaNuM jAya te bodha pariNAma pAme. mArgane mULa hetu vinaya che. e vinayaguNa pragaTe tyAre bane. 39 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 4, 2007 manuSyabhava pAmIne AtmAnuM hita karavAnuM che. satsaMganI jarUra che. nimittAdhIna jIva che. jevA nimitta maLe tevA bhAva thaI jAya che. sTezana para jaIe te tyAMnI vAta sAMbhaLavAnA bhAva thaze, davAkhAnAmAM jAya che tevA bhAva thAya, ane dharmanA sthAnamAM jaIe te dharmanA bhAva thAya. mATe sArAM nimittanI jarUra che. manuSyabhava pAmIne ATalI vAtone vicAra karavAne che - huM koNa chuM? kayAMthI thaye ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? kenA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNa che, rAkhuM ke e paraharuM ?" mumukSu-vaLagaNa eTale zuM? pUjyazrI- ghara kuTuMba, mAbApa, bhAI, bahena e badhA saMbaMdhe che te vaLagaNa che.

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badhAmRta jyAre ApaNe bhAva maLe paDavA lAge tyAre jhaTa cetIne satsaMga karavA jatA rahevuM. neLiye sApa sAthe laDavA jAya tyAre sApa tene daMza mAre ke tarata jaIne jaDIbUTI jhUMdhI Ave tethI jhera UtarI jAya. pharI tenI sAthe laDavA jAya, tyAre sApa karaDe ke tarata bUTI sUdhI Ave. ema karatAM karatAM neLiye nirviSa thaIne jherIlA sApane mArI nAkhe che. tema saMsArarUpI sApa che, jIvarUpI neLiye che ane satsaMgarUpI bUTI che. jyAre jIvane saMsArarUpI sApanuM jhera caDhe tyAre satsaMgarUpI bUTIne sUdhI Ave te jhera UtarI jAya. ema karatAM karatAM saMsArane nAza karIne mekSe jAya. mATe bhAva bagaDe ke tarata cetI levuM. 40 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 5, 2007 dharmadhyAnamAM vRtti rAkhavAnI che. jIve laukika bhAve te bahu karyA che. keI loko ema kahe che ke divALI Ave che, mATe ghera gayA vinA na cAle, paNa ApaNe to navA divasomAM navA navA bhAva thAya tevuM karavAnuM che. parvomAM cha rUDhi pramANe varte che. manuSyabhava Ama pharI nahIM maLe, mATe kaMIka karI levuM. mumukSu-ne oparezana karAvyuM che. be gAMThe nIkaLI che. pUjyazrI-karmanI gAMTha moTI che. "rAgadveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha dehane mATe ghaNuM kare che, paNa AtmAne meTI gAMTho paDelI che, tene te vicAra ja nathI ! jemane eka bhavamAM ja mokSe javAnuM hatuM tevA e paNa keTale puruSArtha karyo hate ! khAdhuM ya nahIM, pIdhuM ya nahIM, e puruSArtha karyo hate. te ene te keTale puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra che? AtmabhAva moTI vastu che, mATe AtmadaSTi karavAnI che. dehadRSTi cheDIne AtmadaSTi karavI che. A manuSyabhavamAM judA prakAranuM maraNa karavAnuM che. AtmA na bhulAya e lakSa rAkhavAne che. eka zeTha hatuM. tene chokare na hatuM. tene dhana mAla bahu. vRddhAvasthAmAM tene cheka thaye eTale sAruM sAruM khAvApIvAnuM ApyuM. ghareNuM vagere paherAvIne bahu premathI ucheryo. tene pachI paraNAvyuM. paNa pitAne te pUrva saMskArane lIdhe vairAgya hatuM, eTale gherathI nIkaLI paDyo. te zeTha rAtadivasa tenI ciMtAmAM rahe ke mAre chokare kyAM rahetuM haze? tene khAvAnuM keNu ApatuM haze? ema Akhe divasa ne rAta ciMtA kare, paNa bhUle nahIM. tema AtmAne mATe lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. manuSyabhavamAM AtmAne bhUlavAnuM nathI. rAtadivasa eka AtmAne ja Iccha, tenI ja ciMtanA ane temAM ja citta rAkhavAnuM che. e ja karavAnuM che. aMtaramAM sukha che; saMsAramAM nathI. jIva pitAnI kalpanAthI mAne che. AtmAthI bahAra badhuM duHkha ja che. rAga-dveSa agni jevA che. AtmAthI badhI vastuo hIna che. jIva kalpanAthI duHkhI thAya che. kalpanA mATe te sukhI thAya. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke

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saMgraha 2 Upaje maha-vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtaramukha avalekatAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra." (954) AtmA bhaNuM vaLe te mAruM mAruM" thAya nahIM. mAruM mAruM" e bhUlavAnuM che. badhuM dekhAya che te svapnA jevuM che. meLAmAM ghaNA prakAranI dukAne hoya che. tyAM kaI meTaramAM bese che, kaI ghoDe caDe che, ane DIvAramAM badhA vikharAI jAya che tema maraNa thAya tyAre badhuM vikharAI jAya che. AtmAnI saMbhALa ane tenI ja kALajI rAkhavAnI che. jeTale vikAsa kare teTale zeDe che, kemake AtmA anaMta jJAnavALe che. jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che te bhUlavA jevuM nathI. potAnI meLe bahu karyuM che. "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiye, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo." "rake jIva svachaMda te, pAme avazya mokSa." jJAnI sivAya thAya nahIM. "satsAdhana samaye nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya?" pitAthI bane teTaluM karavuM. na thatuM hoya te bhAvanA karavI. AtmAne oLakhe te sukhI thAya; nathI oLakhe te puruSArtha kara. zreNika rAjAne anAthImunie kahyuM: AtmA che, te ja karmane karyA che, te ja karmane bhaktA che ane karmane TALanAra paNa te ja che. rAjAne zraddhA thaI gaI tethI pharyA nahIM, pachI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. baLa karavAnI jarUra che. baLiye thAya tyAre thAya. paNa pAcho thAkI jAya che. jene mAthe dhaNI che tene zI phikara che? "dhiMga dhaNuM mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara beTa, vimala jina, dIThAM leyaNa Aja." mumukSu-samaraNa karatI vakhate kevA bhAva rAkhavA? pUjyazrI-samabhAva rAkha. samajaNa sArI karavAnI che. je smaraNa maLyuM che te AtmA ja Ape che. mATe jeTalI bane teTalI jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavI. mumukSu-"mukti saMsAra bihu sama gaNe" eTale zuM? pUjyazrI"mekSa kahyo nija zuddhatA." jeTalo samabhAva hoya teTale mekSa thayo kahevAya che. jJAnIne te siddhazilA para hoya teya samabhAva che ane prArabdhanA udayathI gharamAM rahetA hoya to paNa samabhAva che. 41 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArtika suda 1, 2008 mahApurue je je kahyuM che te badhuM AtmAnA hita mATe kahyuM che. mATe manamAM nizcaya rAkha ke e ja mAre kAmanuM che. jJAnIne je game te je ApaNane game te samakita che. jJAnIne AtmA game che, je ApaNane AtmA game te samakti che. AtmA sivAya badhI vastuo vinAzI che. AtmA IndriyothI jANI zakAto nathI ke keInA hAthamAM Ave tevo nathI. upaga upagamAM joDAya tyAre AtmA hAthamAM Ave. AtmA upagathI oLakhAya che. "che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upagI sadA avinAza." upayoga vinA pakaDAya e nathI. mahApuruSoe badhethI upaga rekI eka AtmAmAM upayoga jeDyo che. aMdarathI IcchAone rekavI e tapa che. meTI bhUla e che ke jIva icchAo kare

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bodhAmRta che. AtmAnuM sukha IcchAo karavAthI jatuM rahe che. IcchAono nAza karyA vagara sukha na maLe. badhA ya vagara AtmA rahI zake che. siddhabhagavAnane zarIra nathI, AhAra nathI, te paNa rahe che ne ? rahI zake che. eka paramANu mAtra grahaNa karavuM e sarva sukhane nAza che. jyAre paravastunI icchA kare che, tyAre sukha jatuM rahe che. "kyA icchata khevata sabe, hai. IcchA duHkha mUla" bahu vicAravA jevI vAta che. jJAnInI kahelI eka vAta paNa je grahaNa karI te basa. mithyA maMda thAya tyAre kharo dharma pragaTe. e mithyAtva nAza karavAnuM che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva che tyAM sudhI cetavA jevuM che. keNa jANe kevuM karma udayamAM Ave ane kyAM laI jAya. 42 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArtika suda 2, 2008 eka bhAI-krodha na thAya ene upAya che ? pUjyazrI-samajaNa Ave pachI krodha maMda paDe che. krodha Ave tyAre vicAre ke krodha karuM chuM paNa e te jhera che. mane AthI nukasAna thAya che, mATe mAre nathI kare. "pratyakSa kaSAyAdinuM tIvrapaNuM hoya, paNa tenA anAsathI, tenA aparicayathI, tene upazama karavAthI tenuM maMdapaNuM dekhAya che" (493), e upAya che. jema jema doSa dekhAya tema tema doSane kADhavAno upayoga rAkhe te nIkaLe. eka bhAI - bhakti karavI tyAre maunapaNe karavI ke moTethI belIne karavI ? pUjyazrI--ApaNuM citta je vikSepavALuM hoya te moTethI belavuM. jenuM citta thoDuM bIjuM sAMbhaLatAM tyAM jatuM rahe evuM vikSepavALuM hoya, teNe moTethI bhakti karavI, jethI tenuM citta bahAra na jAya. ApaNe smaraNa belIe chIe tyAre eka jaNa AgaLa bele ane pachI badhA ya le che. ema belavAthI citta sthira rahe che. je ApaNuM citta vikSeparahita hoya te bhakti maunapaNe karavI. athavA haTha pharakAvyA vinA kAryotsargarUpe kare te meTethI bole tenA karatAM daza gaNe lAbha thAya. paNa-"jyAM jyAM je je yegya che, tahAM samajavuM teha." syAdvAda mArga che. mATe samajIne pitAnI bhUmikA tapAsIne karavuM. citta vikSepavALuM hoya ane kAryotsargamAM UbhuM rahI bhakti kare te prasannacaMdra rAjarSinI jema laDAI karavA lAge. mATe samajIne karavuM. 43 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArtika suda 8, 2008 game tyAM jaIe te paNa bhakti, vAcana, vicAra karavAnuM rAkhavuM. eka bhAI_vairAgya zAthI thAya ? pUjyazrI--vicArathI, zarIrane vicAra kare ke A zarIra uparathI sAruM dekhAya che, paNa enI aMdara zuM bhareluM che ? enuM svarUpa kevuM che ? ema je vicAra kare te vairAgya thAya. vairAgyanI jarUra che. prathama "huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI, ane deha strI putrAdi keIpaNa mArAM nathI," ema kahyuM. eTaluM thAya te manAya ke "zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI e o.

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saMgraha 2 huM AtmA chuM." (22) kaMIka vairAgya hoya te bedha pariNAma pAme. jJAnInuM eka vacana paNa grahaNa thAya to mokSe laI jAya. puruSanA eka eka vAkyamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che. puruSoe eka "samatA' zabda kahyo tenAthI te keTalAya mekSe gayA. koI eka muni beThA hatA. tyAM AvI cilAtIputre taravAra dekhADI kahyuM ke mane mekSa Apa, nahIM te tAruM mAthuM kApI nAkhIza. munie vicAryuM ke A bhavya jIva che tethI 'zama, viveka, saMvara' ema traNa zabdo tene kahyA. cilatIputra tyAM ja Ubhe rahyo. "zama, viveka, saMvara', enI dhUna lagAvI. ema karatAM karatAM te zabdo tene samajAyA ane vicAra karatAM kevaLajJAna pAme. vairAgya rAkhave, saMsAra pratye udAsInabhAva rAkha. para te para. bheda pADI devAno che. "adhyAtmanI jananI te udAsInatA." (77) kRpALudeva muMbaIne mazAna samAna dekhatA hatA; leka muMbaI jevA jAya che! jene chUTavuM che teNe parabhAvamAM udAsIna rahevuM ane je karavAnuM che te na bhUlavuM. 44 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArtika suda 11, 2008 YkeI mANasa bIjAne mArate hoya te kahe ke pApa kare che, paNa krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha e moTAM pApa che, te hoya te tene pApa kahetA nathI. kodha Ave tyAre tarata khabara paDe. AMkha lAla thaI jAya, te duHkhI thavA lAge. paNa jyAre mAna Ave tyAre jIvane pitAne khabara paDavI muzkela che. sAmAne tenI khabara paDe. mAyAnI te sAmAne paNa khabara na paDe. e te puruSanA ge ja jAya. mAyA te paMDitene paNa chetarI jAya che. lAbha che te sarvathI meTe deSa che. lebhane laIne bIjA traNa de thAya che. krodha, mAna, mAyA e lebhane laIne kare che. je ja e cArene kADhavA mATe tenA cAra pratipakSI lakSamAM rAkhavAnA che. krodhane pratipakSI kSamAM che. mAnane pratipakSI vinaya che. kSamA, vinaya hoya tyAM krodha, mAna na rahe. mAyAne pratipakSI saralatA che. lebhane pratipakSI saMteSa che. V krodhAdine zatru jANe te vahelAmeDA nIkaLe. e AtmAnA moTA zatruo che. kevA zatruo che! keTalAya bhavanuM puNya karyuM hoya tene bALI nAkhe che. puMDarikane bhAI kuMDarika krodhathI sAtamI narake gaye. "kSamA e ja mekSane bhavya daravAjo che." (8) - "adhamAdhama adhika patita, sakala jagatamAM huM" evuM ja belIe chIe, paNa aMdarathI lAgavuM joIe. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke "jagatamAM mAna na hota te ahIM ja mokSa heta." (21-73). mAnane kADhavA mATe khare upAya vinayaguNa che. daSTi pheravavI che. jyAM dharmanuM mAhAsya lAge tyAM zarIranuM mAhAbhya na lAge. zarIra te nAza pAmavAnuM che. abhimAna karIzuM teya nAza pAmaze. game teTaluM abhimAna kare te paNa rahe nahIM. abhimAna karavA jevI te kaI vastu jagatamAM nathI. saralabhAva Ave tyAre mAyA chUTe, saralatA e maTe guNa che. jeTalI saralatA hoya

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bedhAmRta teTale bodha pariName. saralabhAva na Ave tyAM sudhI bodha na pariName. saraLatAvALe sIdho che ane mAyAvALe vakra eTale vAMke che. jyAM lobha na hoya tyAM saMtoSa ane sukha che. jema jema lebha ocho thAya tema tema samakita thAya che. lebha jAya te badhI AkAMkSA jAya. badhAya mahApuruSoe A saMsArane asAra kahyo che, chatAM A jIvane te besatuM nathI. saMsAramAM kyAMya mAla che nahIM. mahApuruSanAM vacane che te mAkhaNa che ane bIjA badhA jI chAza khAya che. tuccha vastu te javane moTI lAge che. gharamAM kaMIka corI thaI gaI hoya te AkuLavyAkuLa thaI jAya; ane jene ghera cha khaMDanuM rAjya hatuM te kSaNavAramAM choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. samajaNuM karI levAnI che. samajaNa thaI te enI meLe chUTI jaze. vairAgyanI vAta che. vicAravA jevI che. lebhamAM badhA dahADA jAya che. IcchA mAtra lebha che. e ja moTI bhUla che. "kyA Icchata khevata saba, hai irachA duHkhamUla." vastu grahaNa karavAnI icchA e ja paribhramaNanuM kAraNa che. jIvane grahaNa karavAnI buddhi che, to pachI sukhI kyAMthI thAya? mAthe be upADe te duHkhI ja thAya. ichA duHkhanuM mULa che. eka lebha jAya te cAreya jAya. cheka agiyAramA guNasthAnathI pADanAra lebha che. mumukSu-icchA na karIe te khAvApIvAnuM zAthI maLe? pUjyazrI--e te pUrve je bAMdhyuM che te maLaze. eka paramANu mAtra grahavuM e ja sukhano nAza che. mATe jJAnIoe AtmAne AgaLa rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che. "AtmAthI sau hIna." samajaNa nathI pharI tethI bahAra phare che. lebhane kADhavA mATe parigrahanI, jarUra hoya teTalI, amuka maryAdA kare ke ATaluM thayA pachI dharmadhyAna karIzuM. jyAM sudhI samajaNa na karI hoya, tyAM sudhI maryAdA paNa evI ja hoya. jarUra hoya eka lAkhanI ane maryAdA kare cAra lAkhanI, te zAthI pAra Ave? lAbha zatru che ema jANe te ja tene kADhavA lAge. kaMIka pAchuM vaLavAnI IcchA hoya, te ja thAya, kaSAyanI upazAMtatA te AtmArthInuM paheluM lakSaNa che. 45 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. suda 12, 2008 mumukSu--"vacana nayana yama nAhIM" ene zo artha haze? - pUjyazrI-karma bAMdhavAmAM mukhya kAraNa vacana ane nayana che. keIthI vera bAMdhe te vacanathI ja bAMdhe che. keIne kharAba vacana kahe te karma bAMdhe. AMkhathI dekhIne rAgadveSa kare tethI karmabaMdha thAya che. tene he bhagavAna! mArAthI saMyama thaI zakatuM nathI.V VbAhyadaSTi che te pheravIne aMtaradRSTi karavAnI che. huM koNa chuM? keNa bole che? koNa sAMbhaLe che? tene vicAra karavAne che. AtmA sivAya bIjuM kaMI karavuM nathI. jIvanI bAhya dRSTi che, tethI aMtaradRSTi thatI nathI. kartApaNuM ane mArApaNuM e banneya kharAba che. javane svabhAva jANavAne che. javane "huM karuM chuM, meM A karyuM" ema kartApaNAnI Teva paDI gaI che. je jANe te badhuM beTuM lAge,

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saMgraha 2 "koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgRta thatAM mAya; tema vibhAva anAdi, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya." dehane mAre mAne che te vibhAvabhAva che. te mATe tyAre dehane ne mAre levAdevA nathI, mAre dehanA vikalpa karavA jevA nathI ema jANe. tyAra pachI "jJAna thatAM dUra thAya" -badhuM ya nAzI jAya. 46 zrImad rA. A agAsa, kA. su. 13, 2008 mULamAM bhUla rahI jAya che. kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI paDavAnAM ghaNAM kAraNe che. kharuM samati AvI jAya te vAMdho nahIM. paheluM, samakita karI levAnuM che. tyArathI e badhAM sAdhane savaLAM che. mULamAM bhUla hoya ane game teTalAM sAdhana kare, paNa badhAM avaLAM; karmanuM kAraNa thAya. upaga e AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. " upaga tyAM dharma che." (6) mumukSu-upadezabodha ane siddhAMtabedhamAM phera zuM che? - pUjyazrI--siddhAMtabedhamAM je cha dravya ane tenA guNaparyAyanI vAta vagere hoya che, te kaI divase na phare, ane upadezadha che te sAmAnya che. amuka zeDA pApavALuM kaMI hoya ane tene karavAthI narake jAya ema kahyuM, paNa tethI badhAya narake jAya ema nathI. jIvanuM bhaluM thavA athavA vairAgya thavA mATe kahe te upadezabaMdha che. mumukSu upadezabaMdha pariNamyA vinA siddhAMtabAdha na pariName? pUjyazrI--na pariName. mekSanI ruci thaI haya, sadguru pratye bhakti haya, vairAgya hoya tene siddhAMta pariName. te vinA na pariName. 47 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. suda 15, 2008 pUjyazrI-satsaMganI jarUra che. puruSanA coga vinA potAnI meLe game teTalA pustake bhaNe che tethI pAra Ave nahIM. ghara, paisATakA mArAM mAnI rahyo chuM ane mAre thoDAka divasomAM te javuM che ema jene vairAgya hoya tene samajAya. "prabhubhakti tyAM uttama jJAna, prabhu meLavavA guru bhagavAna, guru oLakhavA ghaTa vairAgya, te UpajavA pUrvika bhAgya." (107) bhagavAnanI bhakti hoya tyAM kevaLajJAna tarapha lakSa rahe che. jyAM prabhubhakti hoya tyAM uttama jJAna hoya. bhaktinI apUrvatA samajAya te pitAnA svachaMdane reke, tyAM sAcuM jJAna che. saddagurunA coge bhakti jAge che. 48 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. vada 1, 2008 eka bhAI-vANInuM saMyamana zreyarUpa che" (479) eTale zuM? vpUjyazrI-mana, vacana, kAyA e karma baMdhAvAmAM mukhya kAraNa che. temAM vacana che te vizeSa karma bAMdhavAnuM kAraNa che." vacanane dUrathI sAMbhaLIne paNa jIva karma bAMdhe che. vacanane saMyama rAkhavA jevuM che. jarUra paDe teTaluM ja besavuM. ghaNuM lekane Teva hoya che ke nakAmuM bolyA kare, jemAM kaMI

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keTa AdhAmRta mAla na hAya tevuM prayAjana vinA melyA kare. vacanavA che te jJAnane AvaraNa karanAra che mATe jarUra pUratuM khelavuM. huM ka MI jANatA nathI, mAre samajavAnuM che ema rAkhavuM. vyavahAramAM paNa kahevAya che ke khelavA mATe jIbha te eka ja ApI che, paNa sAMbhaLavA mATe kAna e ApyA che. khelavA karatAM vadhAre sAMbhaLavuM. mane samaye samaye anaMta ka khaMdhAya che. eve bhaya lAgyA vinA na thAya. jene huM kaMI jANute nathI, mAre DahApaNu nathI karavuM, mArI meLe DahApaNa karavA jauM te avaLuM thaze, ema lAgyu. hAya tene samajAya. jJAnIpuruSAnAM vacanAmAM jeTalA kALa jAya teTale lAbha che. moTA bhAgyavALAne jJAnInAM vacana upara vizvAsa hAya che. DahApaNa karavAvALA peAte paribhramaNa kare ane khIjAne paNa karAve; mATe DAhyA na thavuM, huM jANatA nathI ema rAkhavuM ane vadhAre na khelatAM jeTaluM bane teTaluM smaraNa karavuM. siddhabhagavAna maya jANe che chatAM nathI khelatA. je samaje te mele nahIM. samajIne zamAI javu. 49 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. vada 3, 2008 eka bahena--mAre brahmacayavrata levuM che. pUjyazrI--vrata laIne kharAkhara pALavuM; prANu jatA karavA, paNa vrata bhaMga na karavuM. brahmacarya mATI vastu che. "pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacaya matimAna." sAthe Ave nahIM. satsaMganI jarUra che. 50 zrImad rA. A. agAsa. kA. vada 4, 2008 vedanA vakhate smaraNa karyA karavuM; e meATI davA che. vedanA te javAnI che. je bhagavavAmAM Ave tethI chuTAya che. jagata badhuM eThavADA jevuM che. kazuM karmI svabhAve pariName, thAya bhAgathI dUra." ema jo vicAre te ene vyAkuLatA thavAne addale nirAMta thAya. samaye samaye udaya AvIne bhegavAya che ane tethI chuTAya che. sabhyaprakAre jo vedanAne veDhavAmAM Ave te " pharI te vedanA keAI karmonuM kAraNu thatI nathI.' (460) jJAnInI AjJAne vicAravI. mAre AtmAne emAM ja rAkhavA che. krehanI garaja rAkhe tyAre dehanuM kare, AtmAnI garaja jAge tyAre AtmAnu` kare. mAre AtmAnuM karavuM ja che evuM manamAM rAkhavuM. maMtra maLyA che te jevA tevA nathI. AtmA ja ApIe chIe. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke maMtra ApIe chIe te 51 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. vada 6, 2008 mahApuruSanI dazA ane samajAya te apUtA lAge. rAja thADA vakhata avakAza maLe tyAre niyamita vAMcavuM, AtmAne khArAka maLe evuM che. mahApuruSanAM vacane AtmAmAM keAtarI rAkhavAM. gheADuM vAMcIne paNa vastu samajAya, vistAra pAme tema vAMcavuM. jJAnInu

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saMgraha 2 69 hRdaya samajAya te abhinnabhAva thAya. A jIva saMsAramAM paDyo che tene UMcA lAvavAnA che. manuSyabhava dulabha che, chatAM maLyA che. have peAtAnu kalyANa karavAnu che. vyavahAranA prapaMce te khaDu karyAM, paNa A nathI karyuM. te karavAnu che. have khIjethI udAsa thaI eka AtmAnu karavuM che. kRpALudeve eka patra lakhyuM che : AtmA ane jaDa samyagdarzana pUrva ka-- evI jaDa ne caitanya ane dravyanA svabhAva bhinna, supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che." banne judAM che, ema mADhe ghaNA kahe che, paNa supratItapaNe-- mAnyatA thAya te sAcI che. pachI yathAtha lAge ke "svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra, athavA te jJeya paNa para dravyamAMya che. evA anubhavane prakAza ullAsita thaye, jAthI udAsI tene AtmavRtti thAya che.' dhAmAM mukhya IMDu che. tenAthI udAsa thaze tyAre thaze. mekSe javu' hAya te A rastA che. kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha bhava-aMtano upAya che.' yAne bhUlavI paDaze. kAyA che te peAtAnuM svarUpa nathI. para zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. vada 7, 2008 dehathI dRSTi UThe tyAre AtmA bhaNI vaLe. maraNu te eka vakhata AvavAnuM che ane Dara rAkhe che hajAro vakhata. gheADuMka zarIra mAMdu' thAya ke manamAM Dare ke zuM thaze ? kayAMka marI te nahIM jAuM ! evA vikalpA kADhavAnA che. vedanA tA jyAre javAnI hAya tyAre jAya. zArIrika vedanAne dehanA dhama jANI ane khAMdhelAM evAM karmanuM phaLa jANI samyak prakAre ahiMyAsavA cAgya che." (460) vedanA udayamAM Ave che, te bhegavIne tethI chuTAya che. peAtAnu mAMdheluM Ave che, mATe gabharAvuM nahIM. jeTaluM bhAgavAya teTale AtmA halakA thAya che : " thAya bhAgathI dUra," chuTAya che, AtmAne kaMI thatuM nathI.V 66 53 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. vada 8, 2008 smaraNu na bhulAya evA lakSa rAkhavA. zAtAazAtAmAM ke game tyAre e na bhUlavuM. zAstro karatAM smaraNamAM vadhAre vRtti rAkhavI. badhAM zAstro karatAM : sadguruprasAda " che te bahu sAru che. rAja enAM darzana karIne emAM hastAkSara che te vAMcavA. 54 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. va. 9, 2008 satsaMga na heAya tyAre bIjA samAgama karatAM pustakanA samAgama karavA. kRpALudeva mane ja kahe che evA lakSa rAkhIne vAMcavuM. niraMtara satsaMganI bhAvanA jarUra che. khIjA koInA saMgamAM paDavuM nahIM, satpuruSa upara zraddhA ane rAkhavI. satsaMganI niHspRhatA e

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badhAmRta nI jarUra che. vIze deharA apUrva vastu che. kRpALudeva pAse ja beThA che, e bhAve rAkhIne bhakti karavI. baDabaDa ekaluM bolI javuM nathI. ApaNe mATe bhakti karIe chIe e lakSa rAkhave. kRpALudeve prabhuzrIjI upara eka patra (534) lakhe che temAM viza deharAnuM mahAmya kahyuM che. bhUlA paDelA jIvane ThekANe lAve tevuM che. "yamaniyama" paNa tevuM ja che. A kALamAM bhakti jevuM eke sAdhana nathI. badhuM emAM samAya che. ahaMkAra thAya nahIM evuM che. saMsAranI kaI paNa ciMtA karavI nahIM. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "sarva prakAre jJAnInA zaraNamAM buddhi rAkhI nirbhayapaNAne, niHkhedapaNane bhajavAnI zikSA zrI tIrthakara jevAe kahI che ane ame paNa e ja kahIe chIe." (60). je huM ciMtA karuM te mArI zI vale thaze? ema vicAravuM. saMsAranuM kAma karavuM paDe te manamAM rAkhavuM ke e kAma mAruM nathI. jene puruSanI zraddhA thaI che, ane tenI AjJAne je uThAve che, te puruSa bhAgyazALI che. jeTalI bhakti thAya teTaluM ApaNuM jIvana saphaLa che. kSaNe kSaNe jIvana jAya che, temAM jJAnInA vacanamAM, bhaktimAM eTale kALa gAle teTale saphaLa che. evI bhakti karavI ke dukAna upara kAma karatAM paNa yAda Ave, asara rahe. pustaka vAMcIe tyAre kRpALudeva ApaNe ghera padhAryA che e lakSa rAkhIne vAMcavuM. jyAre yAda kare tyAre sAme UbhA ja che. jyArathI muni thAya tyArathI eka mekSa tarapha lakSa hoya ane puruSArtha paNa tene ja hoya che. tethI karma khape che. "dInabaMdhunI daSTi ja evI che ke chUTavAnA kAmane bAMdhe nahIM ane baMdhAvAnA kAmIne cheDe nahIM." (176) chUTavAne kAmI hoya tene paramAtmA paNa bAMdhatA nathI. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "kalpitanuM ATaluM badhuM mAhAsya zuM ?" (576). sAcI vastu paDI rahI ane kalpitanI mAnyatA thaI gaI che. AvAM vacanane saMgraha karyo hoya to ApaNane bIjAM kAma karatAM paNa sAMbhare. deha karatAM anaMtagaNu kALajI AtmAnI rAkhavAnI che. puruSArtha karavAnuM che. kRpALudevanAM vacana maLyAM che te grahaNa karavAM. "sahajatmasvarUpa paramaguru" e maMtra bahu camatkArI che. e japatAM koTI karma khape che. 55 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA.. va. 10, 2008 maraNa karavuM. huM dehathI bhinna chuM e lakSa rAkha. eka bhAI-jema keI patra mukhapATha karIe ane pheravIe nahIM te te bhUlI javAya che, tema puruSonA baMdhathI je kaMI bhAvamAM pheraphAra thAya te A deha choDyA pachI rahe ke bhUlI javAya? pUjyazrI--patra eka ja divasamAM mukhapATha karyo hoya te te thoDA vakhata sudhI yAda rahe ane vAraMvAra reja yAda kare che te ghaNA divasa sudhI yAda rahe. tema puruSane bodha ekavAra jIva sAMbhaLe, kaMIka saMsAra anitya lAge; pAcho te nimittathI dUra thAya ke te asara maTI jAya che. ghaNu kALa sudhI satpaSanA bodhane mAtra chUTavAnI bhAvanAe sAMbhaLe to tenI asara TheTha maraNa sudhI rahe ane khAtA-pItAM, kAma karatAM, sUtAM--jAgatAM jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahe, tene jIvanane sAra samajIne bIjI badhI IcchAo tyAgIne eka

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saMgraha 2 mokSane upAya kare; jJAnInI AjJA pramANe varte che te bhAvanA bIjA bhAvamAM paNa kAyama rahe. tenuM phaLa mekSa che. mATe puruSArthanI jarUra che. sarva karavuM che te eka lakSa thavAne arthe karavuM che. lakSa na thAya te lakSa vagaranA bANanI peThe badhAM sAdhane niSphaLa jAya. lakSa thavA mATe satsaMga e sarvottama ane sahele upAya che. satsaMgathI je lakSa karavAnuM che te lakSa sahaje thAya che. je lakSa thaI jAya, te pachI badhA sAdhana saphaLa thAya. mATe lakSa karI levAnuM che. te satsaMgathI thAya che. satsaMgamAM vigha karanAra AraMbha ane parigraha che. mATe AraMbhaparigraDathI nivRtta thaI satsaMga kare te sahaje lakSa thAya. ane lakSa je piSAya te karavAnuM thaI jAya. jIvane tyAganI ghaNI jarUra che. tyAga e rAjamArga che, anaMta sukhasvarUpa che. jagatanA prapaMcathI je pAcho vaLe te ghaNuM nivRtti maLe. sAva navare ane kero thaI jAya. mATe tyAga uttama che. sAruM kAma karavuM hoya tene anukULa yuvAvaya che. have sArAmAM sAruM zuM che? tene vicAra kare te AtmaprAptirUpa dharma ja sArarUpa nIkaLe che. ene mATe yuvAvaya ghaNuM anukULa che. bALavayamAM samajaNa ochI hoya che ane vRddhAvasthAmAM kazuM thAya ja nahIM. mATe yuvAvarSamAM ja dharma-ArAdhana karI levuM. maraNa kyAre Avaze te ApaNe jANI zakatA nathI. ghaDapaNa dekhI zakAze e nizcaya nathI. mATe varAthI anukULatAmAM kAma karI levuM. prabaLa icchAvALA ja A kALamAM ghaNuM ja ochA jovAmAM Ave che, mATe jene icchA utpanna thaI che teNe te pachI e uttama kAmamAM pramAda kare ucita nathI. saMge palaTAya che. AtmA kAyama tene te ja rahe che. jema ThareluM ghI ApaNe joyuM hoya ane pachI tene garama karIe te te ja ghI khApaNane tela jevuM dekhAya; paNa je pahelethI te ghInI sugaMdhathI, cAkhavAthI kharI. khAtarI karI lIdhI hoya te pachI game te rUpamAM te ghIne ApaNe oLakhI zakIe. tevI ja rIte AtmAne paNa tenA guNe vaDe, anubhava vaDe tapAsI kharI khAtarI karI lIdhelI hoya te pachI game te saMgomAM paNa ApaNe tene oLakhI zakIe. nahIM te aMge palaTAtAM zraddhA paNa palaTAI jAya. mATe jJAnI puruSoe vairAgya ane upazama vaDe AtmAne oLakhavAnI AjJA karI che. dekhAya che te badhuM palaTAI javAnuM che, te pachI temAM rAga karI beTI thavuM nakAmuM che. je vastu hamaNAM che te sAMje dekhAtI nathI. evI vastune vizvAsa keNa samaju hoya te kare ? te parathI vizvAsa UThe te sahaje upazama thAya, upazama eTale kaSAyonI maMdatA je vastunuM svarUpa samajAya, te pachI tenI prAptiaprAptimAM harSazeka thAya ja kyAMthI ? mATe vairAgya vadhAravAnI jarUra che. virAgya lAvavA mATe bAra bhAvanAe vicAravI. 56 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kA. va. 11, 2008 huM dehathI bhinna chuM e lakSa rAkha. pitAnI kalpanAe vartavAmAM dharma nathI, jANanArane bhUla nahIM. dareka avasthAmAM kRpALudevanAM vacane hitakArI che. kRpALudeve

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' AdhAmRta puSpamALAmAM lakhyuM che ke "jo tuM samajaNeA khAlaka DAya te vidyA bhaNI ane AjJA bhaNI dRSTi kara." (2-26). kRpALudevanAM vacano vAMcavAthI ghaNA lAbha che. anukramathI vAMce tA vizeSa lAbhanuM kAraNa che. mumukSu--jAtrA karavA jaIe tyAre kevA bhAva thavA joIe ? pUjyazrI--jAtrA eTale zu ? mumukSu--je je sthAnomAM mahApuruSA vicaryAM che te sthAnAmAM javuM te jAtrA. pUjyazrI...jAtrAne e atha paNa thAya che ane jAtrA eTale jIvavu paNa thAya che. ApaNuM jIvana pavitra karavA mATe javuM che. khAhubaLajI khAvuM pIvu badhuM cheDIne kAusaggamAM aDagapaNe UbhA rahyA hatA. dehanuM bhAna bhUlI gayA hatA. jIvane peAtAnA bhAvathI lAbha thAya che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che, " nira Mtara samAdhibhAvamAM rahe. huM tamArI samIpa ja beTho chuM ema samajo." (59) jevA bhAva hAya tevu phaLa maLe, jevuM icche tevuM maLe. saMsAranI icchA kare te saMsAra maLe, paramAnI icchA kare te paramAtha maLe. sAcA deva maLe te badhI sAmagrI maLI Ave. badhuM AtmA pAse ja che. mehane laIne jIva kalpanA kare ke mekSa kevA haze ? kevalajJAna kevu haze ? potAnI pAse ja mekSa che. "tuM che mAkSasvarUpa." "sat e kaMI dUra nathI, paNa dUra lAge che, ane e ja jIvanA mAha che. '' (211) jIvanA upayoga bahAra rahyo che. bahArathI upayega UThe tyAre aMtara upayega rahe, huM kANu chuM ? kacAMthI thayA? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharu?" evI vicAraNA jJAnIpuruSanA epathI thAya che. AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, bhAktA che, mekSa che, meAkSanA upAya ---- A cha vastuo samakitanA pAye che, samyagdarzananI mukhya nivAsabhUta che. jAtrAe javuM che te ApaNuM jIvana sudhAravA mATe javuM che. - [ ahIM sudhIne khAdha yathAsmRti lakhAyela che. havethI AgaLanA edha koIka apavAda sivAya te sthaLe ja sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM lakhela che.

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saMgraha 3 hubalI, kArtika vada 14, 2008 mahApuruSanAM vacane kAnamAM paDe te paNa bahu lAbha thAya. A avasarpiNI kALamAM evA puruSa (kRpALudeva) thayA che. tenAM vacane lakSa rAkhIne sAMbhaLavAM. jIvane mithyAtvanI khabara nathI paDatI. mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI huM jANuM chuM e bhAva maTe nahIM. reke jIva svaccheda te, pAme avazya mekSa." jJAnI puruSanA Azraye mekSamArga siddha che. AtmasthiratA e mokSanuM kAraNa che. saMpUrNa AtmasthiratA thAya tyAre mokSa thAya che. jIve jJAnI puruSane Azraya lIdhe nathI. jyAre tyAre jIva pArakI paMcAta choDaze, tyAre mekSa thaze, tyAMsudhI mekSa na thAya. AtmasthiratA e mekSa che. e sthiratA nathI thatI enuM kAraNa zuM? te ke jyAM sudhI jIvane bIje AkarSaNa che tyAMsudhI sthiratA na thAya. bIje prema che te maTADavAnuM kAraNa satparuSa che. jyAM jyAM jIve meDa karyo che tyAM tyAM ene sAruM lAge che. jyAre puruSane vega thAya, tyAre lAge ke A te badhuM nAzavaMta che. ghara, kuTuMba, strI, putra badhuM ja ahIM paDyuM raheze, mArI sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. AtmAnuM kharuM ghara mekSa che. AtmAnI sthiratA te mekSa che. "sahaja svarUpe jIvanI sthiti thavI tene zrI vItarAga mekSa kahe che." (609) jeNe e vastu jANuM che, te puruSanA saMge enI uttamatA lAge. vicAra vinA AtmasthiratA thAya nahIM. mane sAtamuM ke chachuM guNaThANuM che ema mAnI lIdhe kaMI thAya nahIM. evI dazA Ave tyAre chAnI na rahe. badhA mahApuruSoe jagatanI vismRti karavA ane smaraNamAM citta rAkhavA kahyuM che. vRtti sthira na rahe tyAM sudhI kalyANa na thAya. eka lakSa heya te thAya. jevI bhAvanA hoya tevuM phaLa thAya. bhAvanA pheravavAnI che te ekadama na phare, kame kame phare. jene vahANa maLyuM hoya tene pANIne bhaya na rahe. ema paramArtha pAmavA mATe sAdhananI jarUra che, te sAdhana jJAnI puruSa che. tenA Azraye Azraye kAma thAya. jANe - ajANe puruSane vega thAya to paNa lAbha thAya. bhAvamAM badhI vastu che. bhAve jinavara pUjIe, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna." e bhAvanAmAM satparuSe sahAyaka thAya che, zreNikanA jIvane bhIlanA bhAvamAM jarAka

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74 bedhAmRta AjJA maLI, tethI badhuM thaI gayuM. jevA bhAva hoya tevuM maLe. je AtmabhAva vadhe to kevaLa jJAna pAse ja che. eka vakhata puruSane daDha Azraya thaye te bhavobhavamAM thAya. e Azraya thayA pachI bIjA bhavamAM jAya, to paNa e vinA ene bIjuM game nahIM. sAcuM maLe tyAre ja zAMti thAya. badhAya zAstrone sAra e che ke vRttione kSaya karavI. mahApuruSe pahelAM pite karIne kahyuM che. ene pagale pagale ApaNe cAlIe te ApaNu vRttio paNa kSaya thAya. A kALamAM jema jema satsaMga vizeSa hoya tema tema vRttione vizeSa vizeSa kSaya thAya. bhIlane satsaMgane vega maLe ane sthiratA rAkhI te mokSe jaze. A kALamAM paNa satsaMganA vegathI evuM thaI zake che. kALa e AvI gayuM che ke bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa sAMbhaLavAne na maLe. mATe ApaNe satsaMga kare. satsaMga paNa puNya heya te maLe. satsaMgane vega na hoya te nizcaya kare ke mAre vRttione kSaya kare ja che, ane pachI bhakti, svAdhyAya Adi karIne vRtti rekavI. karavA maMDI paDe te thAya. A kALamAM mokSa nathI ema karIne besI jAya te kyAMthI thAya? bhagavAne kahyuM ke puruSArthamAM pAchuM na paDavuM. jene saMsAramAM paDavAno bhaya nathI evA kSAyika samyagdaSTi jIvane paNa puruSArtha karavAnuM kahe che, kemake samyagdaSTine puruSArtha karatAM dekhe te bIjAne paNa karavAnuM mana thAya. dareka jIva ekabIjA upara asara kare che. ekanA evA vicAre joIne bIjAne paNa asara thAya che. puruSArtha kare te mekSa sulabha che. maMDI paDyuM te thaI jaze. AtmajJAna thayA pachI mokSa sivAya bIjI icchA na rahe. AtmAthI hoya tene paNa mAtra ekSaabhilASa", mekSa sivAya bIjI IcchA hoya nahIM, eka mekSa ja iSTa lAge. pUrve bAMdheluM hoya te bhogave che, paNa saMsAramAM ruci thatI nathI. manamAM rahyA kare ke kyAre A kAryathI chUTA thaIe. e kAma tarata pate te sAruM ema jJAnI puruSone varyA kare che. - AtmAnuM kharuM svarUpa samabhAva che. samabhAva e ja mokSa che. hemacaMdrAcArya lakhe che ke devaleka to AgaLa che ane mekSa tenAthI paNa bahu AgaLa che, paraMtu samabhAvamAM rahe te ahIM ja mekSa che. samabhAva e karma choDavAnuM kAraNa che. samabhAvathI jeTalI nirjara thAya, teTalI kaI kriyAthI na thAya. udaya vedatAM samabhAva rAkhavAne che. gRhasthAzramamAM rahI samabhAva rAkhe to muni karatAM ghaNuM nirjarA thAya che, kemake gRhasthAzramamAM vadhAre puruSArtha kare tyAre samabhAva rahe che. ane jeTaluM vadhAre puruSA kare teTalI vadhAre nirjarA thAya. munipaNamAM avakAza bahu hoya che tethI theDe puruSArtha kare te paNa samabhAva rahI zake che. samabhAva eTale udAsInatA, kyAMya ruci na rahe. kRpALudeva AkhA muMbaIne smazAna samAna dekhatA hatA. kRpALudeve keTalI muzkelIthI AtmakArya karyuM che, te emanAM vacano uparathI samajAya che. nirjarAthI mokSa thAya che. AtmapariNAmanI kaMI paNa capaLa pariNati thavI tene zrI tIrthakara karma kahe

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75 saMgraha 3 che." (pa68) jyAM sudhI vega che tyAM sudhI karma baMdhAya che. tIrthakara bhagavAnane paNa zubha karma baMdhAya che. AraMbhaparigrahamAM vRtti hoya te vairAgya khasI jAya. pahelAM ghaNuM kALane vairAgya bhege kareluM hoya, te AraMbha-parigrahamAM paDavAthI jato rahe che. saMsAranuM svarUpa ja evuM che. saMsAranuM svarUpa asAra . jIva tapAsa kare ke huM anAdikALathI rakhaDate A chuM, temAM samAdhisukha eka kSaNavAra paNa bhagavyuM che? nathI bhagavyuM. jema samudramAM pANInAM majA UchaLyA kare che, tema duHkhI thatuM AvyuM che. mAruM tAruM chuM. ane huM to eka jJAnIne zaraNe chuM, evuM manamAM thAya tyAre kAma thAya. bIjuM kaMI na thatuM hoya te "jJAnInuM kaheluM sAcuM che, e kahe te sAcuM ema mAne te paNa kAma thaI jAya. jema enjina hoya tenI sAthe DabAno AMkaDo bheravyA te sAthe cAlyo jAya, tema che. lUMTAI javuM te saheluM che. ghaNuM kALano vairAgya hoya ane eka kSaNavAramAM nAza thaI jAya. saMsArane vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. jIve kalezathI chUTavuM hoya te saMsAranuM svarUpa samajavuM joIe. jyAM juo tyAM duHkha ja che. jema dariyAnuM pANI khAruM khAruM hoya tema A saMsAramAM jyAM juo tyAM duHkha ja dekhAya. ema saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAre te pAcho temAM na paDe. satsaMga karIne saMsArathI nirbhaya rahevAnuM nathI, tene bhaya rAkhavAne che. nirbhaya rahe te paDI jAya. AraMbha-parigrahamAM paDyA pachI nIkaLavuM muzkela che. jene mumukSutA joItI hoya teNe tapAsavuM ke mArAM pariNAma kevAM rahe che. e tapAsavAnuM che. saMsArabhAva karavA nahIM. jethI chuTAya evA bhAva karavAnA che. kALajI rAkhavI. kaLiyugamAM kSaNe kSaNe tapAsa rAkhe te mumukSutA rahe evI che. jAgRta rahevuM hoya teNe "dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, verAgya" enI tapAsa karavAnI che. mAre mekSa meLave ja che, mAre chUTavuM ja che, A bhavamAM mAre e ja karavuM che, evI kheMca rAkhe to thAya ema che. saMsAramAM samabhAva rahe muzkela che. kSaNe kSaNe samabhAva rAkhavAnuM che. vairAgya hoya tyAre bIjA bhAvathI khasAya che. saMsAra asAra che e bhUlavA jevuM nathI. anAdikALathI jIva pAMca indriyanA viSayamAM phasAye che. ghaNuMya khAdhuM, ghaNuM pIdhuM, paNa tenI tRSNA chIpI nahIM. have AtmAnuM karavAnuM che. apAra saMsArane pAra Ave ema nathI. vairAgya vadhe tyAre kAma thAya. "tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna; aTake tyAga virAgamAM, te bhUle nija bhAna." tyAgavairAgya vinA AtmajJAna na thAya. nathI jANe evo je AtmA tene jANavAne che ane je jANyuM che pudgalAdika tene nathI jANavuM. mumukSu te che ke jene chUTavAnI kALajI jAgI che. A kALamAM ghaNe puruSArtha kare te ja mumukSutA Take ema che. je kAma karavuM heya tenI kALajI rAkhavI paDe che. moTuM kAma karavuM saheluM nathI. mumukSune nizcaya thAya

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bedhAmRta che ke have mAre mekSa ja meLavavo che. tapAsavAne kema kare te upaga rahe. saMsAranuM svarUpa janmamaraNa karAve evuM che. mATe jJAnI puruSa maratAM sudhI AtmAne vIsaratA nathI. hubalI, kAtika vada 0)), 2008 saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAre te vairAgya thAya evuM che. saMsAramAM jeTalI Asakti che, teTale jIvathI mikSa dUra che. ke mANasane koI rAjAe phAMsIe caDhAvavAne hukama Apyo hoya ke amuka divase tane phAMsIe caDhAvavAmAM Avaze ane pachI te mANasane sArA mahelamAM rAkhe, sAruM bhajana Ape, sAruM paheravA Ape te tene e game? na game, kemake te jANe che ke mAre have maravAnuM che, e bhaya rahe che, tethI tene kaMI na game. evuM A badhAne mAthe maraNa che, te phAMsInA hukama jevuM che. koNa jANe kyAre maraNa Avaze. phAMsIe caDhAve tyAre te amuka divasa nakkI karela hoya ane A maraNa te rAtadivasa mAthe ja bhamI rahyuM che. chatAM mehane laIne ene vicAra nathI AvatuM. maraNa ekaluM hoya teya kaMI nahIM, paNa pAchuM janmavuM, pharI maravuM, ema anAdikALathI thaI rahyuM che. saMsAra kedakhAnA jevuM che. emAM sukha mAne che te mUrkhatA che. huM sukhI chuM ke duHkhI? zuM karavAthI sukhI thAuM? ene vicAra avakAza hoya te thAya. vicAra nathI. A jIvanI pAse kevaLajJAna che, tene kameM DhAMkI dIdhuM che ane indri dvArA thoDuM dekhavAnuM, sUMghavAnuM, sAMbhaLavAnuM, sparzavAnuM, cAkhavAnuM maLyuM che, temAM sukha mAnI rahyo che. pAMca IndriyenA viSayamAM paDyo che tethI AtmAmAM sukha che ene khyAla AvatuM nathI. viralA puruSe jAgyA che. saMsAra duHkharUpa che ema nathI lAgyuM. vairAgya haze tyAre samajAze. mahAvIra bhagavAnanI chUTavAnI bhAvanA hatI, temane eka aMza paNa nathI. bhagavAnane saMsAranuM duHkha lAgyuM hatuM teTaluM nathI lAgyuM. mahAvIra bhagavAnane zarIra, pAMca indri, vaibhava badhuM maLyuM hatuM, chatAM choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. tIrthakara chatAM paNa keTaluM badhuM puruSArtha karyo che! khAdhuMya nahIM, pIdhuMya nahIM, jaMgalamAM ghora tapa karyuM. evA puruSane namaskAra che. saMsAramAM rahI rAgadveSa na karavA e bahu viSama che. viSamatA choDavI hoya te samabhAva rAkha. samabhAva e mekSa che. jyAM sudhI saMsArane trAsa na lAge tyAM sudhI jJAnInA vacanamAM rasa na Ave. badhuM jagata svapnA jevuM che. saMsAramAM ekadhAruM sukha ke dukha nathI hotuM. saMsAra viSama che. saMsAra eTale rAgadveSa ane rAgadveSa te saMsAra che. rAgadveSa na game tyAre mekSa game. saMsAranI ruci palaTAyA vinA na thAya. chUTavAnI bhAvanA thavI durlabha che. jIva ghaNIvAra bhUlya che. "anAdi kALanA paribhramaNamAM anaMta vAra zAstrazravaNa, anaMta vAra vidyAbhyAsa, anaMta vAra jinadIkSA, anaMta vAra AcAryapaNuM prApta thayuM che." (166) paNa tethI janma-maraNa TaLyAM nahIM. zAstrane pahelIvAra sAMbhaLe che ema nathI. jIvamAM paribhramaNa vadhAravAnI zakti che ane ghaTADavAnI paNa zakti che. AtmAmAM zraddhA nAmane guNa che. te zraddhA je saMsAra pratye hoya te tenuM phaLa saMsAra Ave ane

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saMgraha 3 satpuruSa pratye hAya tA tenu phaLa mekSa Ave che. sat maLyuM nathI, e maLaze tyAre chUTavAnI vArtAne aMdarathI bhaNakAra thaze. puruSArtha kare te chUTe. samAdhimukha bajAramAM nathI maLatu, e te jJAnI pAse ja maLe. bhakti karavI teA evA puruSanI karavI ke jeNe sa'sArane pU dIdhI che, pAchu saMsAra bhaNI jotA nathI. vairAgya heAya tene saMsAramAM kacAMya khATI thavA jevu nathI ema lAge che. vairAgyavALA mekSa sivAya kayAMya khATI na thAya--makSa meLave saMganuM svarUpa jeNe jANyu che te saMgathI Dare che. jIva saMgathI AtmAne bhUlyA che. AtmAnuM svarUpa asaMga che; paNa jIva karmone AmaMtraNa Ape che tethI karmI Ave che. asagapaNuM ApaNuM svarUpa che. je saMga thayA che, te emanA ema jAya nahI. ene mATe satsaMganI jarUra che. satsaMga paNa eka prakAranA saMga che, paNa tethI asaMga thavAya che. fy jaMgalamAM nAsI javAthI kaMI saMga maTI jAya ema nathI. saMsAra bhaMyakara lAge tyAre jANavuM ke khodhabIja pragaTTu che. saMga jene bhayaMkara lAgyA che teNe janmamaraNa na thAya evuM karavAnu che. jema ane tema pratibaMdha tyAgI asa thavAtu che. upadeza karavA ceAgya chaThThuM' ane teramu guNasthAna che. saMsAra viSama che, mATe samabhAva rAkhavAnA che. AtmAne sabhAravA e meTI vastu che. AtmAne karyuM na baMdhAya evu karavAnu che. AtmAnuM karavuM hAya tyAre kALajI rAkhavI paDe che. jeNe AtmA jANyA che evA puruSanA dRDha Azraya thAya tA vadhAre puruSA na kare teA pazu mekSe jAya, jema gADIne Dambe joDI de teA pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlyeA jAya tema. DakhkhAmAM mazIna he|tuM nathI, paNa pAchaLa joDavAthI jyAM enjina jAya tyAM jatA rahe che. tema jJAnI puruSane Azraya levAthI tene paNa mekSa thAya che. mana vaza karavAnA kharA upAya jJAnIpuruSanA dRDha Azraya che. zukaladhyAna thayA vinA keAI mekSe gayA nathI. sAcA mArgone dRDha Azraya thAya teA adhI sAmagrI maLI Ave. kRpALudeve lakhyu che ke-- "bIjuM kAMI zodha mA. mAtra eka satpuruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sa bhAva arpaNa karI daI voM jA. pachI jo meAkSa na maLe te mArI pAsethI leje." (76) evA vImA utArIne ApyA che. e sivAya khIjuM karavAnu nathI. jeTale svaccha Mda che teTaleA jIvathI meAkSa dUra che. e svacchaMda emane ema rokAya ema nathI. pratyakSa sadguru-cegathI, svacchaMda te rokAya," peAtAnI meLe game tema kare tethI svacchaMda na rokAya. A kALamAM satsaMgane caiAga maLavA dubha che ane satsaMganI vizeSa jarUra che. satsaMga karave| ane asatsa`gathI DaratA rahevuM. satsaMga na heAya te satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI, jethI satsaMga maLaze. ApaNe pahelAM bhAvanA karI tethI satsa`ga maLyA. mAre navAM ka nathI khAMdhavAM ane jUnAM deDavAM che' evu thAya tyAre mekSa thAya. satpuruSanAM vacanA satpuruSa tulya jANIne bhAvanA karavI, puruSArtha karavAnA che. jene kSAyika samyagdarzana thayu che evA puruSane paNa puruSArtha karavAnu bhagavAne kahyuM che kemake hajI cAritrameha che, ane bIjuM temane puruSArtha karatA dekhI bIjA jIvAne paNa asara thAya che. jJAnIpuruSanA AtmA chUTuM

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78 vAmRta chUTu" kare che, mekSa maLatA hoya te kazuya joItu nathI, evI taiyArI rAkhavI. game te karavu paDe te chUTavAnI bhAvanA rAkhIne karavu, game tevA udaya hAya te paNa samabhAva na cheDave. samabhAva chUTavAnuM kAma kare che. samabhAva e chUTavAnI cAvI che. kRpALudevanuM jIvana ceAthA ArA jevuM hatuM. AtmasvarUpamAM nira Mtara vatA hatA. vacce kaI kAma karavuM paDe te keTaluM vahelu e kAma pate evA lakSa rAkhIne karatA. prArabdhane laIne khATI thavuM paDe, kAma karavuM paDe, teApaNa AtmAne e bhUlatA nahetA. samyaktvadazA ja evI che. vyAtmA bhulAya tA vibhAvabhAva pesI jAya. pUrva AMdhelAM karmo che tethI deha Take che. kRpALudevane deDa ane AtmA spaSTa judA lAge che. koi eka mumukSue kRpALudeva pAse kRpALudevanuM citrapaTa magAvyuM hatuM tenA uttaramAM kRpALudeve lakhyuM ke "te puruSanA svarUpane jANIne tenI bhaktinA satsa MganuM mATu phaLa che, je citrapaTanA mAtra joge, dhyAne nathI. je te puruSanA svarUpane jANe che, tene svAbhAvika atyaMta zuddha evu AtmasvarUpa pragaTe che." (396) mahApuruSanuM svarUpa oLakhAya tyAre peAtAnuM svarUpa eLakhAya che. "kSamApanA'mAM Ave che ke "jema jema huM sUkSma vicArathI UMDA UtaruM chuM, tema tema tamArA tattvanA camatkAre mArA svarUpane! prakAza kare che." saMsAranI icchA cheADIne satpuruSanA svarUpanI bhakti karavI. zuddha svarUpa jJAnI puruSe pragaTa karyu" che tene lakSa rAkhIne karavu, zuddhasvarUpa vicAravAyAgya che, baDAranu adhu' bhUlavAyegya che. AtmasvarUpa pragaTa karavAnuM mahAna phaLa che. saMsArathI prema uThAvI satpuruSa pratye karavAthI peAtAnu svarUpa pragaTe che. para premapravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda sura khase; vaha kevalako bIja jJAno kahe, nijako anubhau batalAI diye.'' badhA tIkarAe ema ja kahyuM che. sItAnuM mana khIjAM kAma karatAM chatAM rAmamAM ja lIna rahetuM hatuM. "mana mahilAnuM vaDAlA upa". satInA pati pratyenA prema badhe vakhaNAya che ane saMsAramAM e premanuM vadhAre mAhAtmya paNa che. evA prema jo satpuruSa pratye Ave te kAma kADhI nAkhe. satI jeTalA ja nahI paNa tethI anekagaNA prema satpuruSa pratye karavAnA che; kemake sasAramAM AtmA coMTI gayeA che, tene ukhADacA vinA chUTako nathI. satI jeTalA premathI pate evuM nathI. enAthI anatagaNA premanI jarUra che. samaye samaye prema rahevA joIe. premane vaza bhagavAna paNa che e prema zabdamAM Ave evA nathI. kRpALudeva peAtAnI dazA jaNAve che ke paramAtha saMbaMdhI kahevA-lakhavA-samajAvavAne utkraya hoya te ja tema karavu', ema varte che. je uddayamAM na hoya tene parANe khe'cIne karatA nathI. je udayamAM Ave che te kare cheH "vicare udayaprayAga." saMsAramAM rahyA chatAM rAgadveSa viSamabhAva maLyA che. eka AtmAne lakSa rahe che. AtmA ane deha spaSTa judA lAge che. videhI dazA rahe che. citta khIjAmAM TakatuM nathI. "jyAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAga na thavAya tyAM sudhI amArA AtmA jape ema nathI."

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79 3 e'galeAra, mAgazara suda 2, 2008 jIva che tene caitanya kahevAya che. sathI uDhAsa thAya tyAre kharuM caitanya kahevAya che. bIjA kAma karatAM chatAM vRtti temAM na pese evu udAsapaNuM jJAnIpuruSanA zaraNe Ave che. saMsAramAM sukha nathI, paNu du:kha ja che, ema jJAnIe kahyuM che. jJAnIpuruSone dayA AvavAthI kahe che. parama zAMti e ApaNA dharma che. pharI pharI jIva janmamaraNa karI rahyo che te maTADavA mATe jJAnI kahe che. AtmAne khIjAthI kaI levAdevA nathI. khIjAthI meLa maLe evu nathI, chatAM anAdikALathI AtmAne cheDIne khIjAnI pAchaLa jIva paDyo che. AtmAnuM kharu svarUpa vItarAgatA che. jJAnIpuruSone pUrNAMkanA yeAge pravRtti AvI paDe to udAsa rahe che. saMgraha 3 jIvane anAdikALathI chetaranAra mAyA che. mAyAnA aMta Ave ema nathI. mAyAmAM mAru hita che ema mAnavA jevuM nathI. jJAnIpuruSA pravRttithI cetatA rahe che, lepAtA nathI. A jagatamAMnu eka paramANu paNa mAruM' nathI, evuM jyAre thaze tyAre mekSa thaze. jJAnI puruSo lepAvuM nahIM ane peAtAnu kartavya samaje che. kAI paNa prakAre mAyAmAM na lepAya tyAre udAsa rahI zake, udAsa rahevu' kaI sahelu nathI. gRhasthAzramamAM ATalI udAsInatA rAkhavI bahu muzkela che ane je rAkhe te baLavAna kahevAya. bharata cakravatI udAsapaNe rahyA hatA te tarata kevaLajJAna pAmyA. RSabhadeva bhagavAne bharatane kahyuM ke huM have dIkSA grahaNa karuM chuM mATe tuM rAjakAja sabhALa tyAre bharatajIe kahyu` ke mAre rAjya nathI karavuM. te paNa chevaTe saMbhALavuM paDyuM, paNa temAM lepAyA nahI. kamaLa jema pANImAM hovA chatAM karu' rahe che, tema te keArA rahyA. jeTalI udAsInatA haze teTaleA kharA dhama che. he jIva kA icchatu have? hai icchA du:kha mUla." anAdikALathI jIva pudgalanI icchA kare che. pravRttimAM rahI udAsInatA rAkhavI bahu adharI che. anAdikALane abhyAsa bIje paDelA che, tethI tarata taNAI jAya che. AtmA kaMI paragAma gace nathI. jene jJAnadazA utpanna thaI che, te samabhAvamAM rahI zake che. puruSArtha kare te thAya. jJAnIpuruSe kahelA bhAva rahe te ka chUTe. jJAnIpuruSanu avala ana jIvane khaDu hitakArI che. jenAM AtmapariNAma sthira thayAM che evAM puruSanu avala bana lIdhu hAya te ApaNAthI paNa tevuM thavAya. zaraNa kare baLiyAtaNuM, mana mena mere; yaza kahe tasa sukha thAya re mana meAhana mere." (ya0 vi. 19) "dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kayA re, ku ga je nara kheTa." (A0 13) jJAnInuM zaraNu che tene bhavabhaya nathI; paNa abhimAna kare te gamaDI paDe. 4 haisura, mAgazara suda 5, 2008 saMsAranuM svarUpa viSamabhAva karAve evuM che. mATe jIvane karmAM AchAM baMdhAya evu karavAnI jarUra che. pUrva adhyA che te bheganyA vinA chUTake nathI; paNa samabhAve bhAgavavAM. e samabhAva na rahyo te pAchAM navAM karma baMdhAze ane tethI janmamaraNa karavAM paDaze ApaNe A bahuM bahu vicAravA jevu che. ka che, te AtmasthiratAne caMcaLatAna' kAraNa che

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bedhAmRta hera, mAgazara suda 6, 2008 prazna-vairAgya zAthI rahe? pUjyazrI-Akho leka baLI rahyo che ema lAge tyAre rahe. jagatamAM keI sukhI nathI. puNyathI sukhI dekhAya che, paNa sukha nathI, duHkha ja che. cAre gatinA cha duHkhI ja che. rAgadveSa che tyAM duHkha ja che. AtmA anaMtasukhanuM dhAma che, ema jene samajAya tenuM mana bIjAmAM na jAya. A kALamAM viralA sanduruSe che. paramArthane mArga maLa durlabha che. sAce satsaMga jene thaye hoya tene rakhaDavuM na paDe. janmamaraNa chUTI jAya evuM che. keI vakhate puruSa maLyA te pote ja nahIM ane koI vakhata pote jAge te puruSa maLyA nahIM. anAdikALathI ema khAMDu-bAMDuM thatuM AvyuM che. puruSa maLe paNa AjJA ArAdhavAnI ruci jAge te kAma thAya. jIvane satsaMga e vizrAMtirUpa che. te prApta thavo bahu durlabha che. sanI bhAvanA ja jagata karavA detuM nathI. saMsAradazA evI che ke satsaMganI bhAvanA thavI paNa durlabha che. cAre bAju asamAM ja jIva bhAvanA karI rahyo che jagatamAMnuM eka paramANu paNa mAre nathI joItuM evuM thAya tyAre AtmAmAM rahevAya. sat eTale AtmA. mULa svabhAva bhaNI vRtti javI muzkela che. badhuM kalpita lAge tyAre sAcA bhaNuM vaLe. prazna-sarvasaMga eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-AtmadhyAna ke bodha akhaMDapaNe rahevA na de, temAM vihmarUpa thAya te sarva saMga che. AtmAmAM ja rahevuM e sarvasaMga-parityAga che. jJAnI puruSoe je vastu jANuM che temAM akhaMDapaNe rahevA mATe sarvasaMga parityAga kare che. jJAnInI samajaNa ane ajJAnInI samajaNa banne judI che. ajJAnIne dehanI kiMmata che ane jJAnIne AtmAnI kiMmata che. jJAnI puruSane sAtamI naraka karatAM paNa mehathI vadhAre duHkha lAge che. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "he nAtha! sAtamI tamatamaprabhA narakanI vedanA maLI hota to vakhate sammata karata, paNa jagatanI mAhitI sammata thatI nathI." (85) aMtarane bALanAra maha che. mehamAM paDayAthI jIva na karavA jevuM karI bese che, mATe jema bane tema saddavicAramAM vRtti rAkhavI sadvicAramAM vRtti rahe te karma ochAM baMdhAya. jyAM sudhI saMsArathI mUMjhavaNa na Ave, tyAM sudhI AtmAne lakSa na thAya. pUrvakarmane laIne upAdhi AvI paDe te mUMjhAvAnuM nathI. paNa saddavicAramAM vRtti rAkhavI. e lakSa rAkhavAnuM jJAnIoe kahyuM che. savicAramAM rahevuM, jJAnIe kahyuM hoya te karavuM. je karma udaya Ave, tene samabhAve bhegavavAM e jJAnIne mArga che. kaMTALyAthI kaMI karma choDe ema nathI. saMsAranA prasaMge duHkhadAyI che. kaMTALI javuM e vairAgya nathI, paNa zreSa che. duHkharbhita vairAgya te vairAgya nathI, eka prakAranuM ArtadhyAna che. udayamAM Ave te samabhAve sahana karavuM, e upAya che. samabhAva Ave te karma na baMdhAya, karma te javAnAM che. samajaNa hoya te samabhAva rahe.

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saMgraha 3 6 zravaNabelagela, mAgazara suda 8, 2008 bhedajJAna thayA pachI paNa cAritrameha rahe che. AtmajJAna thayA pachI AtmA sivAya bIje vRtti jAya te samakti jatuM rahe. cAritraha hoya tyAMsudhI puruSArtha karavAne che. jAgRti rAkhavAnI jarUra che. tyAgavairAgyamAM vizeSa rahevuM. jJAnI puruSane AtmAnuM oLakhANa thayuM che, tene AdhAre ApaNane AtmasvarUpanuM oLakhANa thAya che. pUrva karmane laIne paravastune saMga thaye che. AtmajJAna thayA pachI paNa keTale badhe puruSArtha karavAno che ! te pachI mArgane ajANuM hoya tene mATe te kahevuM paNa zuM? puNya upara vizvAsa rAkhIne besI javAnuM nathI. cetatA rahevAnI jarUra che, nahIM to kyAMya tANuM jAya evuM mana che. sadagurunuM avalaMbana moTuM che. sadguru upara prema AvavAthI ane tenI AjJAe vartavAthI jIvane samakita prApta thAya che. tyArapachI paNa ghaNe puruSArtha karavAnuM che. muni be ghaDIthI vadhAre pramattamAM na rahe. be ghaDI pachI apramatta thaI ja jAya. jema bane tema nivRttinI IcchA rAkhavI ane nivRtti karavI. badhAne AdhAra prema che. para premapravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura baseM; vaha kevala ke bIja jJAnI kahe, nijake anubhau batalAI diye." e prema oLakhAye nathI. saMsAra bhaNI prema che, te UThI mekSa bhaNuM thAya te mekSa thAya. sAcI bhakti hoya tenI sAthe jJAna hoya che athavA te jJAna tarapha lakSa hoya che. jJAna tarapha lakSa rahe tyAM AtmAnI bhakti thAya che. jJAna thavA mATe bhakti avalaMbana che. avalaMbana hovAthI kAma sarala thAya che. puruSArtha karavAnuM che. saMgane laIne A jIva pitAne bhUlI gayela che. saMganI nivRtti karavI vikaTa che. satsaMge saMganI nivRtti thAya che. satsaMgamAM paNa jIve ghaNuM puruSArtha karavAne che. saMsArane bhaya lAgyo hoya tyAre mekSa bhANa vaLe. jyAM mIThAza lAge tyAM jIvanI vRtti jAya che. jene saMsArane bhaya lAgyo che te ja dharmaArAdhanA karI zake che. je vastune A jIvane paricaya che te ene game che. garaja jAge tyAre chUTavAne raste game. kyAre mane satsaMga maLe, kyAre bhakti maLe ?' evI aMtarathI bhAvanA rAkhavI. samyagdaSTine AtmA saMsArathI kaMTALyuM hoya che ane pUrvakarmane laIne upAdhi AvI paDI hoya te paNa manamAM te A upAdhithI jhaTa chuTAya te sAruM ema rahe che. vyavahAramAM te jIva vicAra kare che, paNa paramArthamAM nathI karate. jene AtmAnuM jJAna che, tene parapadArthonuM mAhAmya na lAge. jJAnI puruSanA avalaMbane AtmajJAna thAya che. mATe emanA avalaMbane rahevuM. e yoga na hoya te satsaMga ke sanzAstranA avalaMbane rahevuM, paNa bhAvanA te jJAnI puruSanA yeganI ja rAkhavI. paramAM pravRtti hoya te ghaTADI satsaMga kare. e ja jIvane hitakArI che. puruSanA ge bIjI vastune bhUlIne jIvane pitAnuM svarUpa jANavAnI bhAvanA thAya

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bolAmRta che. jJAnIne paNa satsaMga hitakArI che. satsaMga che e ja khare kherAka che, puSTi ApanAra che, jJAnadazA jagADanAra che. kRpALudeva jevA paNa lakhe che ke kSaNe kSaNe satsaMgamAM rahevAnI icchA rahe che; bIjA prasaMge AvI paDe tyAM jhaTa satsaMga sAMbhare che. je satsaMga karavA gya hoya tene saMga kare. puruSanAM vacane che te sa@Astra che. jJAnI puruSanA cege ahaMbhAva maTADavA mATe zAstro vAMcavAnAM che. ahaMbhAva TALavAne che. ahaMbhAva jAya te vinaya guNa pragaTe. vinaya hoya tene mAna na thAya, "huM te doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karuNALa" ema lAge. jyAM "huMpaNuM (ahaMbhAva) che tyAM anaMta doSa che. potAnA svarUpane bhUlIne paranA svarUpane pitAnuM mAne che e brAMti che. "huM koNa chuM? kyAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM?" ene jIvane vicAra ja nathI lAgatuM. java je je kalapanA kare che te TaLe te mekSa thAya. "huM sAdhu,' 'huM zrAvaka-e pitAnuM svarUpa nathI-ahaMbhAvamAM jIva taNAI jAya che. kalpanAne TALavAnuM bhagavAna tIrthaMkare kahyuM che. mana kalpanAmAM paDayuM che, e thAke evuM nathI. huM kaMI ja jANato nathI evuM karavAnuM che. puruSanA ge ene lAge ke "sakala jagata te eThavat, athavA svapna samAna" tyAre mana thAke evuM che. badhAya vikapa choDavAnA che. jyAM sudhI huM jANuM chuM "samajuM chuM ema hoya tyAM sudhI kalpanA na maTe. bhagavAne kaha5nA dUra karavAnuM kahyuM che te vAraMvAra vicAravA jevuM che. satsaMga, vrata, niyama Adi AtmAne deDathI bhinna jANavA mATe karavAnAM che. ene mATe ja badhAM sAdhane kahyA che. badhuM choDavAnuM che. badhAthI chUTI eka AtmA bhaNuM AvavAnuM jJAnIo kahe che. puruSArtha kare tyAre guNa pragaTe. guNu pragaTayA pachI mArAmAM bahu guNe che ema abhimAna thayuM te paDI jAya. ATha mada che, te samyaktvanI ghAta karanArA che. a5 deSa hoya te paNa atyaMta kheda te deSa pratye rAkha. deSa laIne keImekSe gayA nathI. badhAya tIrthakare doSathI mukta thayA tyAre mokSe padhAryA. puruSArthanuM bhAna nathI. jJAnI puruSe kahyuM che : "kare satya puruSArtha" e puruSArtha karavAno che. satunuM bhAna nathI. kRpALudeva mane ja kahe che, e lakSa rAkhIne sAMbhaLavuM. mahApuNyanA bhege ja Avo yega maLe chetemAM lakSa hoya te saMskAra paDI jAya. mehanidrAmAM jIva che, tene jagADavA mATe A kRpALudevanAM vacane che. pramAdathI jIvane ghaNuM zesavuM paDe che. pramAdanuM phaLa saMsAra Ave che. a9pa paNa doSa thayo hoya te pazcAttApa karo. vAraMvAra Thapaka daIne e doSa TALavA. pitAnA doSa pitAne ja kADhavA paDaze. doSo dekhAya tyAre doSo kADhavA puruSArtha kare. kRpALudeve AkhI "puSpamALA" lakhI ane chevaTe kahyuM ke "A saghaLAMne sahele upAya Aje kahI dauM chuM ke dezane oLakhI doSane TALavA." (2107). huM to adhamAdhama chuM ema vicArIne dene kADhavA. thoDA doSa hoya ane puruSArtha kare to jAya; paNa puruSArtha na kare te de vadhI jAya, gADha thaI jAya. saddaguru, satsaMga, sazAstra e sAcAM sAdhane che, satsAdhanamAM garaja na rAkhe te kaMI na thAya, jIva

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saMgrahuM laukika bhAvamAM jAya che tethI pote pitAne chetare che, Thage che. jIva ahaMbhAva kare che ke huM jANuM chuM, samajuM chuM, tethI ThagAya che. acinta tuja mAhAsyano, nathI praphullita bhAva; aMza na eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva." ema rahevuM joIe. jIvane sAmAnyapaNuM thaI jAya che te vaMcanAbuddhi che. jene mArganI khabara nathI te ajJAnadazAmAM zuM karI zake? paNa sapuruSanA yoge sAruM thAya che. satsAdhananI jarUra che. A jIva ajAne AMdhaLo che. satsaMganuM mAhAsya lAgaze tyAre mArga hAtha Avaze. jJAnI puruSanA yoge paNa abhimAna na TaLe te kyAre TaLe? pitAnI laghutA ane satsaMganuM mAhAbhya lAgaze tyAre kalyANa thaze. cidAnaMdajIe paNa gAyuM cheH laghutA mere mana mAnI, yahI gugama jJAna nizAnI." satsaMga paNa laghutA haze tyAre phaLaze. 7 zravaNabelagola, mAgazara suda 9, 2008 de che ane AtmA che. banne judA che. deDa che tene pitAno mAnya che, tethI vedanA thAya tyAre zarIranI ciMtA kare che tyAM mumukSutA nathI. mumukSune te te vakhate AvA vicAra thAya ke deha kedakhAnA jevuM che, vaheluM chuTAya te sAruM je thavAnuM hatuM te thayuM, bhaluM thayuM. jyAM sudhI samabhAvamAM vRtti na rahe tyAMsudhI mumukSatAmAM khAmI che. mumukSu eTale mUkavAnI IcchAvALe. hajI saMsAranA duHkhathI kaMTALyuM nathI. duHkhanAM kAraNemAM gabharAmaNa thatI hoya te jANavuM ke mArAmAM mumukSutA nathI. badhethI chUTavAnuM che. karma bAMdhyAM che, te te bhagavyAthI chUTaze. "thAya bhegathI dUra." jJAnI puruSa AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANe che. dehamAM sukha bhogavavAnI icchA, dehane sAre rAkhavAnI icchA hoya tyAM mumukSatA nathI, ajJAna che. AtmAnuM ane dehanuM svarUpa jAyuM nathI te ajJAna. AtmA to paramAnaMdarUpa ja che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "tame paripUrNa sukhI che ema mAne." (143). mumukSu chUTavAne mATe ja jIve che. jIva dehAdhyAsathI duHkhI thAya che. huM dehathI bhinna chuM, ema bhAvanA karavI. AtmA tarapha daSTi kare te anaMta sukhanuM dhAma e AtmA dekhAya. ApaNe je pUrve karma bAMdhyAM che, te te bhegavavA paDaze. jIve dhIraja rAkhavI. "caraNa zaraNa dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI che." sapuruSanA avalaMbane dhIraja rahI te samAdhimaraNa thAya. deha che tyAM sudhI vedanAnI asara rahe che. paNa AtmAne kaMI thavAnuM nathI. gabharAvuM nahIM. duHkha te sAruM che. keI jIva ahIMthI samati laI devalekamAM jAya te I paNa Ave, paNa samakita laI narake jAya te samakita vame nahIM. vedanAthI AtmAnA guNano ghAta thato nathI. zArIrika sukha AtmAnuM nathI. keTalIya vAra vedanA AvI haze ane Avaze paNa AtmAne vALa vAMke tha nathI, ane thavAnuM nathI. mATe dhIraja rAkhavI; gabharAvuM nahIM. deha che te hADamAMsanuM pUtaLuM che. deha sArI vastu nathI, paNa enAthI paramArtha sAthe te mekSa thaI zake che.

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bedhAmRta zarIra karmane AdhIna che, tethI karma phare tema zarIra paNa phare che. AtmAnuM kAma jovAnuM che. aMtarathI zarIranI sAthe maLI na javuM. IcchAo karma baMdhAve che. AtmAnuM kAma saMgathI chUTavAnuM che. asaMgApaNuM e AtmAne svabhAva che. badhA vicAra karIne, che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza." e je hadayamAM cUMTI gayuM te vedanA vakhate hAjara thaze. dehAdhyAsa chUTe te ja samyagdarzana thAya. samyagdarzana e sAca che. sAcano svabhAva karmane bALI nAkhavAnuM che. enAthI navAM karma baMdhAtA aTake che. chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahIM kartA tuM karma." sAca vagara badhuM vRthA che. jIva mehamAM paDyo che. tethI sAcI vastu kaI che te dhyAnamAM AvatI nathI. deha te ja huM chuM ema thaI gayuM che. e UMdhI IMTa che, te pheravI nAkhavAnI che. je dekhAya te pheravI nAkhavAnuM che. ApaNe yAtrA karavA AvyA te AtmAne nirmala karavA mATe AvyA chIe, e lakSa rAkho. e lakSa na rahe te jAtrA na kahevAya, jaMgalamAM deDa karavA jevuM che. ethI AtmA nirmala na thAya. puruSArtha karIne ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAva cheDe te samakita thAya. jJAnI puruSe te upadeza kare, paNa jIva tene khyAla na rAkhe te pachI jJAnI puruSe zuM kare? jJAnI puruSanuM kaI paNa vacana sAMbhaLyuM hoya, te kaTInA vakhatamAM kAma Ave. jJAnInA upadezamAM niHzaMkatA AvI te nirbhayatA sAthe ja hoya che. AtmA nitya che. kevaLajJAnathI joIne bhagavAne kahyuM ke deha chUTe paNa AtmA na mare. moTe bhaya maraNane che. AtmA nitya che, enI jene zraddhA hoya tene maraNabhaya na lAge. maraNubhaya rahevAnuM kAraNa meha, ajJAna ane pramAda che. AtmAmAM hiMmmata AvI hoya te chAnI na rahe. samajaNa e mATe AdhAra che. [ baporanA sarve mumukSuo pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI sAthe eka digaMbarI maMdiramAM darzana karavA gayA. tyAM eka oraDImAM ratnanI pratimAo hatI. tyAM eka bhaTTAraka hatA te pratimAone hAthamAM laI batAvatA hatA.] mumukSu-A sphaTikanI pratimAmAM keTaluM vajana che! te juo. pUjyazrI--ApaNe kyAM vajana jevuM che, kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa vicAravAnuM che. te bhAI-A sphaTikanI pratimA kevI caLake che! pUjyazrI-kevaLajJAna kevuM jaLahaLa haze! e vicAravAnuM che. eka bhAI-bharatajInA pahADa upara ApaNe mAnathaMbha je hato. mAnasthaMbha eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-bhagavAnanuM bahumAnapaNuM karavuM. jema sthaMbha name nahIM, tema bhagavAnanuM bahumAna paNa ochuM na thAya. gautamasvAmInuM abhimAna e mAnathaMbha jeIne gaLI gayuM. paNa ahIM mAna eTale bhagavAnanuM bahumAna karavuM ema artha thAya che.

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8 guDivADA, mAgazara vada 0)), 2008 citrapaTanI sthApanA karI che te ja bhakti karaje. roja sAMje vadhAre na bane te thoDuM paNa vAcana rAkhavuM. "nityakrama pustakamAMthI bane teTaluM AlecanA, ATha daSTinI sajhAya, vagere bolavuM. roja kaMIne kaMI svAdhyAya, bhakti karavI. bhakti karyA pachI vAMcavuM. vadhu na bane te reja mekSamALAne eka pATha te vAMcave ja che e niyama rAkhavo. ApaNe bhakti karI che, have vAMcavAnI zI jarUra che ema upekSA na karavI. vacanAmRtanI navI AvRttimAMthI krame krame roja vAMcavAnuM rAkhavuM. te vAMcavAthI jJAnI puruSone zuM kahevuM che, te samajAya che. jJAna ane bhakti bane joIe. bhaktinuM phaLa jJAna che. dayA, saMteSa, kSamA, samatA e badhA AtmAnA dharmo che te pragaTa thAya, janmamaraNa TaLI jAya, e moTo lAbha che. juvAnI che tyAM sudhImAM karI levuM, pachI kaMI na thAya. pachI vRddhAvasthA Ave, zarIra regIluM thaI jAya, khATalAmAM paDyA rahevuM paDe. ema badhAya divasa pramAdamAM vahyA jAya. juvAnImAM jeTalI smaraNazakti hoya che teTalI ghaDapaNamAM nathI hotI. juvAnInuM kamAyeluM ghaDapaNamAM khAya tema jene yuvAvayamAM samakti thaI gayuM tene pachI vRddhAvasthA Ave te paNa ekSamArgamAM sahaje pravartana thAya. bhakti, vAcana, svAdhyAya Adi badhuMya karIne asaMga thavAnuM che. saMganA vege A jIva sahaja sthitine bhUlyA che, mATe asaMga thavAnuM che. chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahIM kartA tuM karma, nahIM bhaktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmano marma." badhuMya karIne chevaTe dehAdhyAsa choDavAnuM che. deha chatAM jenI dazA, vate dehAtIta e ja mokSa che. sarva vibhAvathI huM mukta chuM evuM karavAnI jarUra che. jagata badhuM nAzavaMta che. je nAzavaMta che te ApaNuM nahIM. je amara che te ApaNuM che. kalpanA e ja dukha che. "jahAM kalapanA, jalapanA, tahAM mAnuM duHkha chAMI; miTe kalapanA, jalapanA, taba vastu tina pAI." jyAre kalpanA jAya tyAre duHkha maTe ane sukha paNa prApta thAya. jagata badhuMya svama jevuM che. hamaNAM divasa dekhAya che ane thoDIka vAramAM rAta paDI jaze. evuM A jagatanuM svarUpa pharatuM dekhAya che. je dekhAya che te kSaNe kSaNe nAza pAme che. eka AtmA nAza nathI pAmate. AtmA jaDathI bhinna che, ajara amara che. A kALamAM kRpALadeva eka apavAdarUpa puruSa thayA che. je vega cothA ArAmAM durlabha te ApaNane thayo che. jagata badhuM eMThavADA jevuM che, "sakala jagata te eThavat, athavA svama samAna." kRpALadevane jagata badhuM eMThavADA jevuM lAgatuM hatuM, e vairAgya hato. prabhu bhakti tyAM uttama jJAna, prabhu meLavavA guru bhagavAna, guru oLakhavA ghaTa vairAgya, te UpajavA pUrvita bhAgya, tema nahIM te kaMI satsaMga, tema nahI to kaMI duHkharaMga." (107)

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zodhAmRta vairAgya vinA kharI oLakhANa na thAya. te utpanna thavAnuM kAraNa pUrvanA saMskAra che. e na hoya te evA saMskArInA satsaMge paNa vairAgya thAya che. e na hoya te kaMI du:kharaMga hoya, ethI paNa keTalAkane vairAgya thAya che. duHkhane lIdhe keTalAkane narakamAM paNa samyagdarzana thAya che. eTalA mATe munio paNa pratikULa-upasargovALa-thAmAM jAya che. jene chUTavuM che tene rasto batAvyuM che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke taravAnuM pATaNa che. manuSyabhavA, maLe che temAM A saMsArathI kema chuTAya e bhUlavA jevuM nathI. saMsAramAM vahAlapa karaze te mAra khAze. aDhAra pApasthAnaka ja vicAravAM. meM Aje keTalI hiMsA karI? keTaluM ja bolAyuM? keTalI corI karI? keTaluM abrahmacarya sevuM? keTalI pariyaDamAM mUcha karI? ema aDhAre papasthAnaka ja sUtI vakhate tapAsavAM. temAM je je deSa thayA hoya, tene pazcAttApa kara. 9 guDivADA, piSa suda 1, 2008 mumukSu-Apa je vANI bole che, te huM lakhuM chuM. emAM kaMI vadhe te nahIM ne? pUjyazrI--kaMI vAMdhe nahIM. eka bhAI_pitAne tyAga karavAnA bhAva hoya ane tyAga karavAthI bIjA jIvane duHkha thatuM hoya te zuM karavuM? pUjyazrI-jIvathI thaI zakatuM nathI tenI te ciMtA kare che, vikalpa kare che, ane je puruSArtha karyAthI thaI zake che, tenI ciMtA karatuM nathI. bhagavAnanI AjJAe vartavuM e bhakti che. "huM karuM, "meM karyuM e badhuM ajJAna che. eka bhaktimArga che, bIje jJAnamArga che. bhagavAnanI AjJAe vartavuM e bhaktimArga che. ApaNe vicAravA jevuM che ke ATalA paisA kamAyA ke dhana meLavyuM ethI AtmAnuM kalyANa thayuM ? saMsAramAM kheDha thAya, e dharma nathI. kazuMya phikara karavA jevuM nathI. kira kare te karma baMdhAya. chUTavAne raste bIje che. AkuLavyAkuLatA karavI nahIM. vyAkuLatA e ja ajJAnabhAve che. je nirbaLa thaI jAya che tene ghaNuM duHkha lAge ane je zUravIrapaNe bhogave tene kaMI na lAge. AtmAne je jANe che te jJAnI che. bIjuM ADuMavaLuM jANe te nahIM. jenI daSTi nizcaya tarapha vaLI che tene A dharma mAro che ane A mAro nathI ema na thAya. badhuM bhUlIne AtmA tarapha lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. meha jene cheDe che, teNe badhuM bhUlI javuM. meha hoya tyAMsudhI ahaMkAra thayA vinA rahe nahIM. badhA vikape zamAvavAnA che. te vinA citta sthira na thAya. AtmasvarUpamAM je ramaNatA kare che tene badhA vikalpo chUTI jAya che. AtmA traNe kALa nitya che. nAzavaMta vastuone bhUlI javI, AtmAmAM dhyAna raheze. manane jyAM mAhAbhya lAgyuM hoya tyAM jAya che. ahaMbhAvathI rahita thavAnuM che. niHspRha puruSane kalpitanuM mAhAsya na lAge. rAgadveSane kSaya karyo kevaLajJAna pragaTe che. rAgadveSane lIdhe Akho saMsAra che. saMsArane kSaya kare hoya te rAgadveSane kSaya kare.

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saMgraha. 3 pitAne ane parane hitakArI thAya tenuM nAma jJAna che. bIjA jIvane dUbhave te jJAna nahIM. AhAradAnamAM paNa sAmA jIvane pramAda na thAya e AkAra Apo sAmA jIvanI ane pitAnI bannenI mokSamArgamAM pravRtti thAya evo AhAra Apa. mane puruSanI jarUra che evuM jIvane lAgyuM nathI. mokSamArga batAvanAra saddaguru ja che. pratyakSa saru sama nahIM, parokSa jina-upakAra; evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra." jJAna prApta karavA mATe jIvanI yogyatA joIe. egyatA eTale jijJAsA vizvAsa joIe. jJAnI puruSa divasa hoya ane rAta kahe te paNa mAne. pitAnI buddhinI maMdatA kare ane jJAnI kahe te kharuM che ema mAne tyAre vizvAsa A kahevAya. huM kaMIna jANuM evuM thAya te yogyatA ya Ave, badhuM Ave. piotAnI buddhi mUkavI agharI che. mAthuM mUke paNa potAnI buddhi naDuiM mUke. buddhimAM Ave evI vAta nathI. buddhithI AgaLa vAta che. kharekharuM je svarUpa che tenI bhakti karavA jevI che. bhakti karavAvALAnA bhAva bIjA havA joIe. sahajAtmAsvarUpane bhUlIne je kaMI karIe te badhuM niSphaLa thAya. samajaNa joIe. "sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya." e vastune je pAmela hoya te ja pamADI zake. jene taratAM AvaDatuM hoya te ja tArI zake. jenI pAsethI dharma mAgave, te pAmyAnI pUrNa cekasI karavI. (4). bIju kaMI zedha mA. mAtra eka puruSane zodhIne tenA caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI daI vatye jA." (76) je vastu pAmyA che evA puruSanI prApti karavI. e na thavAthI anAdithI paribhramaNa thayuM che. puruSane vega ane jIvanI yogyatA bane che tyAre kalyANa thAya. karmanuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna che. e TALavA mATe puruSanI jarUra che. jIvane puruSane vega paNa ghaNI vAra maLe, paNa jIva ce nahIM. tethI paribhramaNa na TaLyuM. prazna--saMsArane kSaya kema thAya? kriyA karatAM te pAra na Ave. mATe vakhata vadhAre na lAge ane lAbha thAya e kaye rasto che ? pUjyazrI-satsaMgane vega evo che ke jIvanA bhAva pharatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. cheDA vakhatamAM ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya. kamaThanI pAse pArzvanAtha gayA. tyAM sApa nIka.. sApane bhagavAnanA darzana thayAM, smaraNa maLyuM, tethI dharaNendra thayo. e badhAnuM kAraNa satsaMga. alpakALamAM ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya evo A satsaMga che. cittanI ekAgratA paNa satsaMgamAM thAya che. bhAva pheravavAne upAya satsaMga che. bharata cakravatI RSabhadeva bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA jatA hatA tyAre temanA hAthInA paga nIce je cha kacarAyA te bharata cakravartInA patro thayA ane mekSe gayA. marudevA mAtA paNa jhADamAMthI AvyAM ane mokSe gayAM. sAcI vastune vizvAsa Ave te kAma thaI jAya. A kALamAM evA puruSa thayA che, paNa lekene vizvAsa

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dhAmRta nathI AvatuM. mokSanI vAtanAM gappAM mAryAthI kaMI kAma thAya nahIM. e te jene anubhava che te ja jANe che. anubhava vinA na jANI zakAya. mAre zuM karavuM ke jethI sukha maLe?' evI mUMjhavaNa thAya, tyAre mArga maLe. jyAM sudhI bhagavAnanuM zAsana che tyAM sudhI kaI ne keI mahApuruSa te hoya che ja. garaja jAgavI joIe. 10 guDivADA, poSa suda 2, 2008 kRpALudeva pitAnI dazA jaNAve che ke AtmAne mUkIne bIje kyAMya citta jatuM nathI. "ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe." (255). varAgyanuM svarUpa kevuM che, te jenI paramArthamAM vRtti lIna che tene samajAya che. niraMtara AtmasvarUpamAM vRtti sthira rahe evuM karavAnI jarUra che. jJAnI puruSone pUrvakarmane laIne keI kArya AvI paDe te teo udAsInatA rAkhIne te kArya kare che. jJAnIne oLakhe, bhaje ane icche te uttama mumukSu che. gavAsiSThamAM vairAgyanuM sAruM varNana che, te mumukSu jIve vicAravA yogya che. zrI rAmacaMdrajI tIrthayAtrA karI AvyA tyAre bahu vairAya hate, dazA pharI gaI hatI. khAvuM, pIvuM, paheravuM, rAjya karavuM, nATaka jevAM kaMI na game. mAthe maraNa che, mATe AtmAnuM kalyANa karI levuM, ema lAgyuM hatuM udAsa pariNAma bhajavAyegya che, vicAravAyegya che. je jamyA che te maravAnA che, paNa jIva bhUlI jAya che. maraNa yAda rahe te vairAgya thAya. mahApuruSanAM vacane jIvane asara kare che. maraNane vicAra jIvane sUjhatuM nathI. A anitya deha che te badhAne choDave paDaze. maraNa Ave tyAre game tevI davA Ape to paNa te laI jAya che. anitya vastunI jIva ciMtA kare che, paNa nitya e je AtmA tenI ciMtA nathI karate. nitya evA AtmAne viSe vRtti jatI nathI e khedakAraka che. zAzvata padArthamAM vRtti rAkhavI keInuM maraNa thayuM hoya tyAre vilApa karIne raDe te karma baMdhAya. te vakhate vRtti vairAgyamAM vALavI. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "deha choDavAne che te ame bhUlatA nathI. pUrve je karma bAMdhyAM che te udaya Ave che, temAM A duHkha che mATe kharAba che, A sukha che mATe sAruM che, ema na karavuM. karmanI racanAmAM jIva kheMcI gaye che tethI na karavA gya kArya karI bese che. guDivADA, piSa suda 3, ra008 kevalajJAnanuM svarUpa jANavuM durlabha che. jina bhagavAnanuM kaheluM vacana samajavuM muzkela che. "jina pravacana durgamyatA, thAke ati matimAna; avalaMbana zrI sazuru, sugama ane sukhakhANa." (954) bhagavAnane kahele Azaya samaje eka bAju paDyo rahyo che tethI aMtaraMga pheraphAra karavAnuM ke bhUlI gayA che. bhagavAne zuM kahyuM che? e vicAravAvALA thaDA che. bIjA jIne

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saMgraha 3 / te tattvanI vAta paNa kAne paDatI nathI. zuM karavAthI ApaNe manuSyabhava saphaLa thAya? te jANatA nathI. atyAre vartamAnakALamAM evI sthiti che. jene Agraha hoya tene sAcI vastu na game. tyAgarAgya e yogyatA che, e amUlya vastu che, ema jene samajAyuM hoya ane evI dazA vartAtI hoya te ja AtmAno uddhAra karI zake che. kRpALudeva kahe che ke upadeza ApI zakIe evI amArI dazA che. janadarzana sAgara jevuM che. bIjAM darzana jainathI UtaratAM che. bIjAM darzanamAM bhajanA mAtra che. jinavaramAM saghaLAM darzana che, darzane jinavara bhajana, re; sAgaramAM savaLI taTinI sahI, taTinImAM sAgara bhajanA re." (A0 21) jainadharma e vizvadharma che. jenI vANI apUrva hAya, je paramakRta hoya, te ja bIjA jIne uddhAra karI zake che. paramazrata e sadgaranuM mukhya lakSaNa che, jJAnI puruSe sattAmAM je karma rahelAM che tene joI zake che, AtmAnI nirmaLatAthI joI zake che. yogasAdhana karavuM hoya tene sarvasaMgaparityAga joIe ane ekAMta sthAnanI paNa jarUra che. kRpALudeva (patrAMka 708mAM) lakhe che ke ame cha darzanone barAbara tapAsyAM che. te cha darzanamAMthI jainadarzananI adhikatA lAgI, tethI e darzanane uddhAra karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. A kALamAM ja evA che ke ghaNe bedha karavA chatAM kaMI asara thatI nathI. matabhedanA AgrahathI mAruM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI ema lAge, matAgraha maMda thAya, tethI kaMIka sAMbhaLavAnI vRtti thAya. jeNe AtmA jANe che evA puruSathI dharma pamAya che evuM lakSamAM rahe, AtmajJAnane jaNAvanArAM zAstrone vadhAre paricaya thAya, ane tene vicAra kare te uddhAra thAya. (709) - jIve bahu vicAravA jevuM che. janma ane lagnanA jema prasaMgo Ave che, tema maraNane prasaMga paNa avazya AvavAno che. mATe cetatA rahevuM. "ekavAra je samAdhimaraNa thayuM te sarva kALana asamAdhimaraNa TaLaze. (25)-badhA bhemAM samAdhimaraNa ja thAya. A samAdhimaraNanuM kAma emane ema thatuM nathI. pahelAM taiyArI karI rAkhI hoya te thAya. huM nahIM maruM ema cAlatuM nathI. maraNa AgaLa te Indra paNa zaraNarahita che. mahAvIra bhagavAnane indra kahyuM ke he bhagavAna, ApanA nirvANa pachI bhasmagraha AvavAne che, mATe Apa thoDuMka AyuSya vadhAre te aTake. tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke AyuSya vadhAravA ke ghaTADavA keI samartha nathI.V maratAM AvaDavuM joIe. maratAM AvaDe te pharI deha dhAraNa karavo na paDe. deha ane AtmA banneya spaSTa judAM dravya che; paNa jIve vicAra karIne bheda pADyo nathI. je bheda pADyo hoya te AtmA nitya che evuM daDha thaI jAya. deha ani ya che, vizvAsa rAkhavA je nathI. mATInuM vAsaNa kUTatAM vAra na lAge. tema A deha che te mAtra saMgarUpa che, paramANuone jaththo bhego thaye che. AtmA draSTA che, deha dazya che. deha rUpI che; AtmA 12

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o bedhAmRta arUpI che. jaDa ane cetana be vastu che je jANe te cetana je na jANe te acetana, jaDa. pudgalamAM harSa-zeka, meha ItyAdi karIne jIva potAne sukhI-duHkhI mAne che te bhUla che. e bhUla nIkaLe to pachI gabharAmaNa, mUMjhavaNa kaMI na thAya. jene meha ocho thayo che tene mUMjhavaNa na thAya. A deDa mAre che ema thaI gayuM che. AkhI jiMdagI mAre deha, mAre deha' ema kare, paNa pitAne na thAya. "mAre deha, mAre deha" ema kare che e brAMti che. sadguruno ega thAya te e bhrAMti dAya. " dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re" enuM nAma jJAna che. jevuM che tevuM jANe te moha thAya nahIM. koI vastumAM moha karavA jevuM nathI. zarIramAM badhe gaMdavADo che. hADamAMsathI bhareluM che, krAMtine lIdhe jIva ene pavitra mAne che. pitAnuM nahIM tene pitAnuM mAnI rahyo che, e ja bhrAMti che, jIvatAM marAya te pharI maravuM na paDe. deha e AtmakalyANa karavAnuM sAdhana che, paNa emAM meha karavA jevuM nathI. jJAnI puruSa ane jJAnI puruSane Azrita beya mokSamArgamAM che. sadaguru kahe te mAne eTaluM thayuM te mokSa thaI jAya evuM che. jJAnIne eka AtmAnuM ja zaraNa hoya che ane Azritane jJAnInuM zaraNa hoya che, tethI tene paNa mokSa thAya che. jJAnI puruSanuM oLakhANa thAya te pitAnuM paNa eLakhANa thAya. nijaravarUpane je jANe che tene dehamAM mamatA hotI nathI. dehane jema che tema jANe te mamatva TaLe ane AtmajJAna thAya. AtmajJAna thavAthI AtmasvarUpamAM sthiratA thAya. tethI tene deha chUTatAM mekSa thAya. dehanuM mama va gayuM te pharIthI deha prApta na thAya. kRpALudeva naDiyAdamAM hatA tyAre eka vakhate pitAne keTa utArIne eka bhAIne A ane kahyuM ke jevI rIte ame A koTa ApIe chIe, tevI rIte A deha choDIne javAnA chIe. AtmA dehathI bhinna che, evuM jene thayuM che tene deha choDatAM keTa utAryA jevuM lAge che. meha ocho karavAne che, mATe pramAda na kare. zAtAmAM meha e karavAne abhyAsa na karyo hoya te azAtAmAM vicAra karIne paNa ocho karavo. ema paNa na thayuM hoya to maraNakALe tIvra vedanA vakhate huM deDathI bhinna chuM e bhulAya nahIM evuM karavuM. samAdhimaraNa karavA mATe manuSyabhava maLe che. mATe pramAda na kare. Vdeha che te eka dharmazALA je che vairAgyamAM vRtti vALavI. bIjAne deha chUTI javAthI huM baMda karI rahyo chuM paNa meM te kazI taiyArI karI nathI. mAre mAthe paNa maraNa te che, mATe huM deDathI bhinna chuM evuM daDha karavA de. ema te vakhate vicAra kare. kaI amarapaTTo laIne AvyuM nathI. maraNanI taiyArI karI rAkhavI. gADImAM javuM hoya te pahelAM taiyArI karavAnI jarUra che. samAdhimaraNa mATe kema karavuM ? e samajavA "bhagavatI ArAdhanA vagere pustaka che. kaSAya ochA karavAnA che. kaSAya ochA thAya tyAre samAdhimaraNa thAya. samAdhimaraNa karAve evA puruSane samAgama tha bahu durlabha che. samaktinuM keTaluM mahAmya che te javanA

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9 saMgraha 3 khyAlamAM nathI. samakitI vadhAre puruSArtha kare te ATha samayamAM mekSe jAya. jIvane sAcI vastu prApta thaI te mela dUra nathI. "tuM che mekSasvarUpa." jJAnadazanAdi badhA guNa pitAnI pAse ja che. mokSa ahIMthI sAta rAja aLage che ema kahe che te kalpanA che. mahApuruSane te mRtyu mahatsava jevuM lAge che. samAdhimaraNa mATe taiyArI karI rAkhavI. savaLI samajaNa karavAnI che deDanuM mamatva ochuM karavuM. pitAnuM nahIM te nahIM. deha potAnI sAthe AvatuM nathI. deDano meha chUTe te badhuMya chUTe. 4 guDivADA, poSa suda 4, 2018 manuSyabhavane sAra bhakti che. AtmajJAnInI AjJAe karIe te mokSanuM kAraNa thAya. sAta vyasanane jIvatAM sudhI tyAga rAkho. ApaNe pALIe chIe, paNa kRpALu devanI AjJAe pALIe te dharma kahevAya. AjJA e dharma che. sadAcAra hoya te bhakti thaI zake. pApanAM phaLa dharmamAM vinna kare che. je niyama laIe te Teka rAkhIne pALavo. + AtmA saMbaMdhI je zAstra hoya te vAMcavuM. satsaMga moTI vastu che. manuSyabhava durlabha kahyo che. e kyAre chUTI jaze, tenI khabara nathI. mATe cetatA rahevuM. sadAcAra e dharmane pAve che. e heya te puruSane vega thAya, bhakti thAya, badhuM thAya. badhu AtmArthe karavuM che. jevA bhAva thAya tevuM phaLa maLe. keI upara krodha karavAnuM nathI ane rAjI paNa thavAnuM nathI. pitAnAM pariNAma tapAse te kAma thAya. huM te adhamAdhama chuM e lakSa na cUke. AtmalakSa na cukAya ema rAkhavuM. jIvanA anaMta de che te vicAravA jevA che. kyAM kevaLajJAna ane kyAM A mArI dazA ! potAnA doSe oLakhe te mArI zI vale thaze, ema lAge. potAnA AtmAne vAraMvAra niMde, te badhA de nAza pAme. pitAnA doSa jevA ane kADhavA. javane puruSane ega thayA pachI "mAro deDa chUTI gayo che e bhAva thavo joIe. satsaMge karIne pitAnA deSa jovA. AtmAne niMde to AgaLa vadhI zake. huM kaMI nathI jANato, mane khabara nathI, puruSa AgaLa huM kaMI gaNatarImAM nathI khare lAga Avyo che. dene vAraMvAra niMdavA. samaye samaye jIva karma bAMdhI rahyo che. karmathI avarAI gayuM che, tethI bhAna nathI, bhegathI mUMjhAya te mumukSu che. khAtAM, pItAM bolatAM cAlatAM mArAmAM anaMta doSa che, vibhAvamAM chuM, ema potAnA doSa jue to mumukSutA pragaTe. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke tuM vANio nathI, brAhmaNa nathI, strI nathI, puruSa nathI, AtmA chuM, zarIranA dharmathI rahita chuM. AtmA te ahaMbhAvathI rahita che. tuM dhanavAna nathI, tuM deha nathI, AtmA chuM. ahaMbhAvane lIdhe jIvane rAgadveSa thAya. jyAM sudhI ahaMbhAva hoya tyAMsudhI sapuruSane bodha paNa na samajAya. ahaMbhAvathI rahita thAya te ja AtmA sudhI bodha pahoMce. huM keNa chuM? e vicAra karyA vinA na samajAya. jJAnInAM evAM evAM vacana hoya che ke eka vacana paNa jIvane je coMTI jAya to kalyANa thaI jAya. AtmAnI sanmukha thAya tyAre kalyANa thAya. jene AtmAnI sanmukha thavuM hoya teNe vibhAvabhAvane pUTha devI. "A meM karyuM, A meM sAruM karyuM" evA prakAranA abhimAnamAM

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bedhAmRta jIva bhUlI jAya che. ahaMbhAvamAM jIva tallIna thaI jAya che. ahaMbhAva hoya tyAM sudhI kalyANa na thAya. mAna saMsAramAM sarvatra najare Ave che. khAtAM, pItAM, cAlatAM, besatAM jIva mAna sAthe rAkhIne phare che. vicAre ke meM zuM karyuM? abhimAna karavA jevuM te zuM che nahIM. paNa vibhAva ane ahaMbhAvane laIne jIvane evA vicAra nathI AvatA. amRtacaMdrAcArye "tatvArthasAra" graMthamAM chevaTe lakhyuM che: "meM kazuM karyuM nathI; dhAtune laIne zabda thayA, zabdathI vAkya banyAM ane vAkyothI A graMtha bane. emAM meM zuM karyuM? kazuMya karyuM nathI." samajaNa hatI tethI abhimAna na thayuM. sAca grahaNa thatuM nathI. bhavane AdhAre saMsAra ane bhAvane AdhAre mekSa che. ajJAnathI je java bhAva kare che te laukikabhAva che ane jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe je bhAva kare che te alaukikabhAva che. indriyane vaza karavI te upaga sthira rahevAnuM kAraNa che. paMca iDhiye paNa vaza karI le teya kalyANa te puruSanA Azraye ja thAya che. satsaMgamAM vinna karanAra pAMca indriyenA viSaye che. pUrve ghaNIvAra satsaMga maLyA chatAM pAMca indriyanA viSamAM vRtti rahevAthI niSphaLa thayA che. pAMca IndriyanA vimAMthI pAchA khase te jJAnInuM kaheluM samajAya. e paheluM pagathiyuM che. AtmA mAre prApta kare ja che e lakSa te aMtaralakSa che. aMtaravRtti thAya te AtmAne zuM thaI rahyuM che tenI khabara paDe. jJAnI puruSane lakSa rahe te kalyANa thAya, jJAnI puruSanA yege ja badhAM sAdhane saphaLa thAya che. zarIranA rega judA che ane AmAnA rega judA che. janmamaraNa e AtmAnA mukhya roga che. lema che e paNa roga che. upAya karyA vinA lebha na jAya; paNa jIvane dardI lAge te davA kare. saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge to chaDe. A saMsAra lemane laIne che. badhAM duonuM mULa kAraNa irachA che. he chava, kyA Icchata have, he IcchA duHkhamUla." darada samaje te kADhavAne puruSArtha kare. vicAre te khabara paDe ke mane kyAM kyAM lebha thAya che? duHkharUpa lAge te choDe. lebha jAya te navaro thAya ane sadvicAra Ave. mAM paDe tyAre DokaTarane zodhe che, tema ja le che te mane meTo roga che ema lAge te lebha jAya evA upAya zodhe. jema jema icchA vadhAre tema tema jIva nIcI gatimAM jAya che. samyakatva na thavA de e lebha che, AtmA bhaNuM na vaLavA de evo che. doSo jAya te jJAna pragaTe. mAre de cheDavA ja che evI aMtaramAM lAgaNI thAya te de chUTe. jJAnI purue ghaNuM kahyuM che paNa je karavuM bAkI rAkhyuM che. jIvane je apUrvatA lAge te jJAnI puruSanuM kaheluM vAraMvAra ene sAMbhare. lebha ocho karyA vinA samakita na thAya je je karavuM che te badhuM ja choDavA mATe karavuM che. jIva jJAnI puruSanAM vacana mAnate nathI. bIjabhUta lAgaNI thAya to pAcho paDe nahi. AtmA lebhane kADhavA pAchaLa paDe te kADhI zake. deSa kADhavAnI vRtti thaI te doSa kADhIne jJAna, darzana, mekSa badhuM prApta kare.

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kara saMgraha 3 leke ema mAne che ke AtmA eka ja che. paNa ema je hoya te rAma ma gayA te badhAne mekSa thavo joItuM hatuM. AtmAnuM jJAna eka jAtanuM che, paNa AtmA judA judA che. anaMta guNa hoya paNa AtmA eka kahevAya. vairAgyaupazama hoya te samajAya ke zuM kahevuM che, ane jANavAnI jijJAsA vadhe. vizeSa jANatAM evI beTI bhrati TaLI jAya. jyAM sudhI bhrAMti che tyAMsudhI samajAya nahIM. mumukSu -"vacanAmRtamAMthI patra ke "mokSamALAnA pADa vAMcatAM A te meM vAMcyuM che, pharI pharI zuM vAMcavuM, ema sAmAnya thaI jAya che ane vicAra nathI AvatA tene mATe zuM karavuM ? pUjyazrI puruSanA eka eka vAkyamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che " (66). mane samajAtuM nathI, paNa jJAnIe je kahyuM che te sAcuM che. mekSamALA' te bahu vicAravA jevI che. moDhe karavA jevI che, mATe moDhe karavI. ApaNe AtmasvarUpa chIe. karmane laIne bhUlA paDyA chIe. deDa che te AtmA nathI. je prakAranAM karma udaya Ave temAM samabhAva rAkhI vartavuM e jJAnI puruSane mArga che. guru kRpA kare to samabhAva thAya, badhuM thAya. game tevuM karma udayamAM Ave te paNa te vakhate mumukSupaNuM na cheDavuM. AtmAne svabhAva jANavAne che. ghaNI anukULatA vakhate samabhAva na rahe, paNa mAre samabhAva rAkhe che. evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. karavA yogya samabhAva che, bIjI IcchA na karavI. koI keInAM karma laI zake ema nathI. potapotAnAM bhegavyA vinA chUTaka nathI. badhAM karma chUTe che. jJAnI puruSe kadI anyathA kare nahIM, kahe nahIM. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke A mA sivAya bIjAmAM citta jatuM nathI. pitAnuM rUpa mUkIne bIjAmAM sukha hoya ja nahIM. karmanA game tyAM jAya, paNa tyAM jJAnI puruSane kaMI game nahIM. pahelA je karma bAMdhyAM che eTalA pUratuM ja tyAM javuM paDe che. bAMdheluM che te chUTI jAya evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. - eka bhAIATha daSTinI sAyamAM pAMcamI sthirAdaSTi che, temAM "e guNa vIrataNe na visAruM" che, enA badale ahIM "nityakama mAM "e guNa rAjataNe na visAruM ? ema bolAya che tethI leko kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIrane uThAvI rAjacaMdrajInuM nAma aMdara kema bolAya che ? pUjyazrI-jenI bhakti karatAM ullAsa Ave tenuM nAma levuM. lekone dekhADavA bhakti nathI karavI, Atmahita mATe karavI che. samaja samajamAM paNa keTaleya phera che. "sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya." e dazA Alve samajAya evuM che. mahAvIra mahAvIra ema badhA kahe, paNa mahAvIrane oLakhanArA viralA che. gurubhakti e ja sarvotkRSTa che. prathama namuM gururAjane, jeNe ApyuM jJAna; jJAne vIrane oLakhyA, TaLyuM deha-abhimAna." -maMgalAcaraNamAM paNa kahyuM che ke-- gurubhaktise lahe tIrthapatipada zAstrame vistAra hai."

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94 AdhAmRta gurubhakti karavAthI tI karagAtra badhAya che ema zAstramAM vistArathI kahyuM che. bejhavADA, poSa suda .i 4, 2008 13 Ti vatuM svapna paNa, jAgrata thatAM zamAya; tema vibhAva anAdi, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya." badhAM karmo bALavAnA upAya jJAna che. samaye samaye jIva kama khAdhyA ja kare che. bhaya lAgyA nathI. jyAre ene satpuruSa pAsethI kaMI sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe tyAre tapAsa thAya ke huM karu chu emAM khATa che ke naphe che. mAre mathe maraNu che, paNa maraNane te huM vicAra ja nathI karatA. AvA vicAre satsaMgamAM thAya che. satsaMgamAM AtmAnI vAta thAya che. kaSAyA chedIne ochA karaze tyAre AtmajJAna thaze. je vastue kAmanI nathI temAM paDayo che. mAre zuM karavA cegya che enA vicAra nathI Avate, ene vicAra ravAnA che. atyAre je bhAva kare che tenu phaLa Avaze. bhAva aDe| saMsArame," je saMsAranA bhAva thAya tenu phaLa sasAra Ave. badhAnA AdhAra bhAva che. "mAve bhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna ' prasannacaMdra rASie AtamabhAvanA bhAvI te! kevaLajJAna pAmyA. bhAva apUrva vastu che. jJAnInuM kaheluM mAnavuM. jANanAro che te dehathI judA che. mA tyAganeA che, mUkavAnA che. jeNe tyAga karyAM te sukhI thayA. jeTalu grahaNa kare teTale vadhAre bhAre thAya. para vastuone viyeAga thayA vinA rahe nahIM. samajaNu che e ja sukha che. samaja sAra saMsArameM, samaju TALe deSa; samaja samaja karI jIva hI, gayA anaMtA meAkSa." jJAnI TUMkA rastA batAve che. kare teA thAya. koIne dha karavAnI bhAvanA thAya tyAre vrata tapAdi kare, paNa kaMI nahI. lakSa rAkhIne kare te kAmanuM che. jagatanI vismRti karavI ane sattA caraNamAM rahevuM." (299) e lakSa rAkhIne karavuM. e lakSa jo hAya te saMsAra cheDIne mekSe jatA rahe. mAre jagatane bhUlavuM che, ema karI pachI satpuruSanI zodha karavAnI che. satpuruSa vinA sa`sAranI vismRti thAya nahIM TUMkA rastA che. satpuruSa pratye prema ane jagata pratye udAsInatA e e karavAnAM che. e lakSa vinA japa tapa Adi saphaLa thAya nahIM. kaI jJAnI puruSane zeAdhIne tenI AjJA ArAdhavI te mekSane mALa che, ThaMDa khAramA guNusthAna sudhI jJAnI puruSonAM vacanenu avalakhana levAnu` che. jagatanA bhAveA choDavA paDaze. badhuM jIvana eka AmAthe khavAnu che. jagatanI vismRti ekadama thatI nathI, satsaMge thAya che. satsaMga, satpuruSanA yeAge 'AtmAmAM kevaLajJAna che' ema mAhAtmya samajAya te badhA puruSArtha te pragaTa karavA mATe kare. A duHkharUpa saMsArane meDA meTA cakravartIe pUMTha daI choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. manuSyabhava bahu kiMmatI che. saMsAra duHkharUpa che, ema samajAya tyAre udAsInatA Ave. svaccha de vate te tenuM phaLa duHkha Ave. vAsudeva traNa khaMDamAM pujAya che, paNa chevaTe narakamAM paDe che. anAdui kALanA sa`skAro paDyA che. te ema ne ema jatA nathI. jene vastu prApta

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saMgraha 3 thaI che, evA puruSa pratye rAga te mokSanuM kAraNa che. vItarAga pratye rAga te prazasta 25 che. zuM karavuM? zuM karavAthI huM sukhI thAuM? karavAthI huM duHkhI thAuM ? samyak va karavuM hoya te enI ja karavI. AtmAnI zraddhA te samyagdarzana che. vyavahAra e paramArthanuM kAraNa che. mokSa meLavavAnAM sAcAM kAraNe maLyAM che, paNa pote sAco thAya te mokSa thAya. jagatanI vismRti karavAthI pAMsaruM thaze. saMsAra ane mekSa e beya rastA judA che. saMsArano mArga che emAM grANa karavAnuM che ane mekSano mArga che temAM tyAga karavAne che. asaMgapaNamAM ja sukha che e dhyeya thAya te mokSamArgamAM e madada kare. bIjI AzAo mUkavI paDe. AtmAthI thAya te badhuM bane. e thayA pachI je kaMI kare te savaLuM thAya. AtmAthI na hoya tyAM sudhI mamatva hoya che, ane mamatvane laIne mekSa na thAya. mamatvane laIne A saMsAra che. mana vaza thAya te badhuM thAya. manane laIne saMsAra ane manane laIne mekSa che. mananuM svarUpa puruSa pAse samajavAnuM che. zAstromAM mananA be bheda pADyA che : eka dravyamana ane bIjuM bhAvamana. saMka95 vikala5 AtmAnA bhAvathI thAya te bhAvamana. dravyamana vicAra karavAnuM sAdhana che mana samajavuM ghaNuM agharuM che. ghaNuM baMdha thAya tyAre samajAya che pitAnAM pariNAma tapAsava. manane laIne zuM zuM thAya che? A vAta ghaNA kALanA bedhe samajAya che. mana e tapAsavA jevuM che. "mana", "tene laIne", "A badhuM ane tene nirNaya- A cAra varatuo ghaNuM kALanA badhe samajAya che. e siddhAnta puruSa pAsethI samajavo joIe manane yathArtha nirNaya te samyagdarzana thAya tyAre thAya. ghaNA kALanA badhe samajAya evuM che. jene chUTavuM che, jene mokSe javAnI IcchA che, tenuM mana bIje jAya nahIM. yathArtha jJAna thayA pachI vRtti AtmA tarapha ja vahyA kare che. mana kema vaza thAya ? A vAta ghaNA kALanA bedhathI samajAya che, ane samajAya che eTale mana vaza thAya che. vicAra karaze te samajAze. jJAnI puruSane deha be kAraNane laIne varte che H eka te prArabdha karma bhegavavAne arthe, ane bIjuM, bIjA nA kalyANa arthe jJAnIne evuM hotuM nathI ke jenuM kalyANa karavuM. prArabdhane laIne udAsapaNe udayAdhIna varte che. jJAnI puruSanI mana-vacana-kAyAnI ceSTA AzcaryakArI hoya che. e je jIvane samajAya te nija thAya. jJAnI puruSa "A jIvane e upadeza Apavo ane bIjA jIvane e upadeza Apa' ema karatA nathI. sahuja svabhAve udaya Ave te upadeza Ape. dhyAna karuM, vidyA bhaNuM tenA karatAM jJAnInAM vacanano vicAra kare e vadhAre hitakArI che. lekasaMjJAmAM vRtti na jAya, jJAnIe kahyuM te ja mAruM mAnavuM che, e nizcaya joIe. vRtti je zAstrasajJA para jatI hoya te te brAnti che. sApuruSanA eka eka vAkayamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che. jJAnInuM eka vacana paNa vicAravAthI mokSa thAya evuM che. munie cilAtIputrane upazama viveka saMvara ema traNa zabda kahyA. pachI muni tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. cilAtIputra pachI vicAra karavA maMDyo. mAre zuM karavAnuM che? viveka zuM che?

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badhAmRta upazama zuM che? ane chevaTe saMvarane vicAra karatAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe gayA. upAdhi chUTe te samAdhibhAva thAya. upAdhi na chUTatI hoya te paNa bhAvanA te choDavAnI rAkhavI. mAruM ATaluM jIvana satsaMgamAM ja gALavuM che, ema rAkhavuM. AjIvikA jeTaluM na hoya te amuka kALa sudhI raLIne mAruM jIvana rAsaMgama. gALIza, ema hoya to vAMdho nahIM. AjIvikA jeTaluM thAya to pachI avakAza maLe te satsaMgamAM gALave. ema lAge te saMteSa Ave. tethI majazekha Adi bIjI IcchA hoya te maTI jAya che ane saMgamAM vadhAre rasa Ave che. je kaMI mAre karavuM che te chUTavAne mATe ja karavuM che, e lakSa rAkhavA. e lakSa vinA saMsArane pAra Ave tema nathI. moTe nizcaya e karavAne che ke satsaMga jevuM kaMI AtmasAdhana nathI. saMsAranuM visma Na kavAnuM che. AtmA AmabhAva pAme te AtmA pote ja dharmarUpa che. jJAnI puruSa pAsethI pitAnuM svarUpa saMbhaLI zraddhA kare te dharma che. kalpanA karIne jIva anAdi kALathI rakhaDyo che. kalpanAthI za ti thAya nahIM. jJAnI dvArA AtmAnuM kharuM svarUpa samajAya te kalpanAo mATe, ane zAMti thAya. bejhavADA, pioSa suda 5. 2008 pUjyazrI-saMkalpa vikalpa rekavA e bahu muzkela che, mana vaza karavuM e bahu mukela che. e karavA mATe tyAgavairAgya vizeSa joIe. ghaNA kALanA badhe e samajAya che. jJAnInI apUrvatA lAge tyAre mana tyAM rahe. badha vaDe mana vaza thAya che, manane kaMI ne kaMI kAma joIe che. ene vicAramAM reke te bIje na jAya. ene khorAka ApIe te bIje na jAya. mAga e kahyo ke-jJAnI puruSane vega ane tenI pratIti. upazamabhAva Ave, vitaragatA pragaTe, evA puruSanI ja rAkhavI. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva e cAranI anukULatA joIe. A kALamAM pravRtti vadhI gaI che, jarUrIAta karatAM vadhAre thaI gaI che. lebhavRtti vadhatI jAya che. jyAM sukha nathI tyAM sukha zodha zodha kare che. eka DozI hatI, te kapaDuM sIvatI hatI. evAmAM tenI saMya khovAI gaI. gharamAM aMdhAruM hatuM. pachI keIe kahyuM, DozImA! ajavALe che. tethI te DozI bahAra ajavALe jaIne zedhavA lAgI, paNa kyAMthI maLe? gharamAM soya khovAI ane bahAra zodhavAthI kaMI maLe? ema A jIva bIjAmAM sukha che nahIM, tyAM sukha zodhavA jAya che. keTalAya bhava thayA paNa samAdhisukha prApta thayuM nathI. jyAM sukha che tyAM to zodhatuM nathI ane jyAM nathI tyAM zedhe che. javanA badhA prayatno niSphaLa jAya che tenuM e ja kAraNa che. azAtAne udaya Ave che tyAre tene TALavAnA upAye kare che, bahu phAMphAM mAre che; paNa kharo upAya karatuM nathI. samajaNa nathI. azAtA vedanI na joItI hoya to navuM pApakarma na baMdhAya evuM karavuM. ene joIe che te sAcuM sukha jaDatuM nathI. joIe che bIjuM ane kare che bIjuM, samajaNa vagara jIva duHkhI thAya che. pApanuM phaLa duHkha Ave che. ane pharI khoTA upAya karIne pApa bAMdha bAMdha kare che. mane ajJAna che tethI huM duHkhI chuM, ema

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saMgraha 3 lAgatuM nathI. eTalA mATe ja satsaMganI jarUra che. satsaMgamAM huM karuM chuM te ThIka che ke jJAnI kahe te ThIka che tenI khabara paDe che. vicAranI khAmI che. satsaMga vagara suvicAra jAgavA muzkela che. AtmasiddhizAstrane vairAgya upazamanI vRtti karIne vAMcIe te ghaNe lAbha thAya. AtmArthIpaNuM AvavuM joIe, te ja jJAnInuM kahevuM samajAya. nahIM te jJAnI kahe kaMI ane pite samaje kaMI AraMbhaparigraDa ochA thAya to vairAgyaupazamanI vRtti thAya. [bejhavADAthI poSa suda 5 nA ravAnA thaI zrI bhAMkatIrtha tathA zrI aMtarIkSa pArzvanAtha jaI AvI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI vagere dhULiyA rokAI aMjaDa padhAryA. aMjaDamAM tyAMnA mumane tyAM sthApanA karI poSa suda pUname ravAnA thaI baravANI pAse bAvanagajAjI rAta rokAI bIje divase sAMje Idera padhAryA. tyAMthI baneDiyAjI, masIjI, ujajaina, mAMDavagaDha, sidavarakUTa vagere sthaLoe ghaNA mumukSuo sAthe yAtrArthe gayA hatA. iMdorathI mahA suda 6 ne ravAnA thaI ajamera, khyAvara rahI zivagaMja cAra divasa rokAyA. tyAMthI mahA suda pUnamanA ravAnA thaI sAMje AhAra padhAryA.]. 15 zrI rAjamaMdira AhAra, mahA vada 1, 2008 dharmanuM mULa vairAgya che. "tyAgavirAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna" tyAgavairAgya na hoya te A kAne sAMbhaLe ane A kAne kADhe. duHkharUpa saMsAra che. saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAre te vairAgya thAya. bhagavAne kevaLajJAnathI joIne saMsAra kedakhAnA je ane anaMta khedamaya kahyo che. AnaMda nathI tyAM sudhI duHkhI che. kheda hoya tene duHkha ja hoya che. AtmA svabhAvamAM na rahe tyAM sudhI kheda che, duHkha che, ThekANuM vagaranuM che. ekasarakhI pravRtti rahe evuM nathI. eka rUpe rahe e saMsAra nathI. anitya che, nAzavaMta che. evA saMsAramAM sukha mAne che, e viparItatA che, mithyAtvanuM kAma che. lekene bhaDakAvavA kahyuM nathI. evuM ja che. AkhA saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAre te keTalAkane Adhi, keTalAkane vyAdhi ane keTalAkane upAdhi levAmAM Ave. kedakhAnA jevuM che. ekeka jIve anaMtakALa thayAM keTaluM badhuM paribhramaNa karyuM che! huM koNa chuM? tenuM bhAna nathI. pitAnA anaMta jJAna ane anaMta vIyane bhUlI gayela che. mekSathI A gaye che. "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvabharaNe, kAM aho rAcI raho !" bhAvamaraNa thayA kare che, janmakALamAM te duHkha ja che. paribhramaNa thAya che, te moTo rega lAgu paDyo che. jIva mehamAM paDyo che tethI vicAra nathI AvatuM. jJAnIo mohathI mUMjhAya che ane ene AnaMda Ave che. saMsAra upara uparathI sAre lAge paNa dukhamaya che. enI bhayaMkara dazA jJAnI ja jANe che. jIve jagata ja dIThuM che, bIjuM kAMI joyuM nathI. AtmAnuM sukha kevuM che tene vicAra paNa AvatuM nathI. khAvuM pIvuM e ja sukha che, ema mAne che. dekhAya evuM vicAre che. enI bicArAnI zI bhUla! ene vAMka nathI. paNa sukhI kema thavAya ? tyAM bhUle paDyA che, ajJAna e ja vAMka che. viparItatA e ja dukha che.

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badhAmRta jJAnIne saMsAramAM sukha dekhAtuM nathI. tIrthakara jevAne zuM dukha hatuM? chatAM garva choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. 16 zrI rAjamaMdira Ahara, mahA vada 22008 bhagavAna mahAvIra maLyA tyAre gautamasvAmI badhuM choDI bhagavAnanI pAchaLa paDyA. sapuruSanA sahavAsathI thoDAka prayAse paNa ghaNo lAbha thAya che. akhaMDapaNe bhagavAnamAM laya lAge tyAre khare vairAgya che. ApaNane zuM naDe che te vicAravAnuM che. bhagavAnane jeTalA visAre teTaluM ahita thAya che. zrI rAjamaMdira AhAra, mahA vada 3, 2008 ganI pravRttine Asava kahyo che. yoga e eka karma AvavAnuM nimitta che. pramAdathI baMdhAya che. AtmavicAra bhUle tyAM pramAda che. svabhAvamAM rahevuM ane vibhAvathI mukAvuM e jJAnInI AjJA che. e ja karavAnuM che. tene mATe aneka prakAranI yuktio, kathAo kahelI che. eka mahApuruSe eka munine "mAruSa, mA tupa " eTaluM ja kahyuM. pachI muni rAta divasa enI pAchaLa paDyA. e davAthI rAgadveSa jatAM vItarAga thayA ane kevaLajJAna pragaTayuM. moTAmAM moTe roga mithyAtva che. te ghaNA kALanA badhe khase evo che. mAthe maraNa che, zarIramAM badhI azuci bharelI che, reganuM ghara che; ema jJAnIe kahyuM te ApaNuM mATe kahyuM che. jIva svachaMda kare che. "enA karatAM huM vadhAre upavAsa karuM' ema dekhAdekhI kare che. pitAne mATe karavAnuM che. dekhAdekhI ghaNuM karyuM, paNa AtmAne mATe nathI karyuM. jJAnInI AjJAthI vrata AvyuM hoya te enA bhava kapAI jAya. ahaMkArathI kare te mekSanA kAmamAM AvatuM nathI. ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahIM, svadharmasaMcaya nahi." ahaMkAra kADhavAnuM che. kalAjathI AtmAnuM bhaluM na thAya. keI dharmanA rakSaNa arthe paNa AtmAne bhUlIne kare te paNa kAma na Ave. AtmAne bhUlIne kare te AtmahitanuM kAraNa na thAya. tapazcaryA na karavI evuM nathI, paNa AtmArthe karavI. sAcA puruSane Azraye je karavAmAM Ave te satsAdhana che. pitAnI IcchA pramANe varte te svaccheda che. jJAnIne sAruM lAge te karavuM. kaI paNa kriyA sadgurune saMbhAryA vinA karavA jevI nathI. AjJA na hoya te svaccheda che. ravachaMda TALavA mATe AjJA che. jene svacchede vartavuM hoya tenAthI e na thAya. "AkhA dhame, gALa ta' jJAnInI AzAe dharma che, svaccha nathI. je kaMI kAma karavuM hoya te pahelAM jJAnInI AjJA laI pachI karavuM. svachaMda TALavAne che tene UlaTe piSe che. svarade varte te ajJAnI che. alpa AjJa hoya teya dharma pragaTa thAya che. jJAnIe Ane te dhyAna karavA kahyuM ane mane bIjuM kahyuM, ema na karavuM. AjJAnuM mAhAsya hoya te jIvanuM bhaluM thAya che. kaSAya na thavA de ane jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhe te kalyANa thAya. jyAM sudhI svachaMda che tyAMsudhI dharma pariNamatuM nathI. zraddhAnI khAmI che tethI svaccheda piSAya che. "kahuM te ja thAya, ema karyuM kalyANa na thAya. jJAnI

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99 saMgraha 3 kahe tenAthI mAruM kalyANa che, ema thAya te pachI ene kaSAya na thAya. jJAnInuM eLakhANu thAya te pachI enI AjJAe vartavAmAM ja kalyANa che. vikalpa na karavA. jJAnIpuruSo A bhava, para bhava jANe che. vikalpa TALavA mATe jJAnIe kahe che ke A sa'sAra tyAgavA cegya che. jJAnIpuruSA ghaNA vicAra karIne kahe che. te grahaNa kare te kalyANa thAya. jagatanu' jeTalu' mAhAtmya che teTalI bhrAMti che. mArAM sagAM, mArAM karAM, mAruM' kuTuba ema kahe che, paNa AMkha phrI te kaMI na rahe. bhrAMti maLye bhAna thAya. rAtre svapnuM Ave evuM A che. bhrAMti rAkhavA jevI nathI. jagata asAra che. jJAnInAM vacanene vAraMvAra prahAra thAya teA bhrAMti maTe. jJAnIe kahyuM che ke kalpanA na karavI. varasAda Ave tyAre ghaNI vanaspatie UgI nIkaLe che, tema jJAnInI eka paNa AjJA ArAdhe te anata guNu pragaTe che. khaju mAhAtmya che. e ArAdhI hata tA pharI janma dhAraNa na thAta. paNa na ArAdhI. jJAnI ajJAnInA bheda paDavA muzkela che. vairAgya upazama vadhaze teTaluM kAma thaze. guru eLakhavA ghaTa vairAgya.'' vairAgya e bhAmiyA che. zeAdhe che. verAgya na heAya te vairAgya hAya te pratIti Ave bhUlA na pADavA de. verAgyavALA pAte savaLA che tethI savaLuM jyAM lakSa karavA che tyAM na thAya, khIjAmAM taNAI jAya. che. satsaMga--satpuruSane cega anaMta guNa pragaTa karanAra che. nathI AjJA gurudevanI, acaLa karI uramAMhi." game tema huM paNu AjJA tADavI nahIM. leAkalAjathI ke dekhADavA kare te mAyA che, mithyAtva che. tethI AtmA phare nahI. bahAranA vezathI jIva bhUlA paDe che. vezane AdhAre vavAnu nathI. jJAnIne ane ajJAnIne bannene kama heAya che, paNu ajJAnadazA che tyAMsudhI Asakti che ane jJAnadazAmAM Asakti nathI. saMsAranuM mAhAtmya lAgyuM che tethI saMsAra game che. ghaNA kALanA badhe saMsAramAMthI sukhabhAvanA chUTe che. meAhu duHkhI kare che. jJAnInI oLakhANa thAya pachI zuM karavuM? te ke jJAnInI zraddhA karavI, nizcaya hAya te Azraya thAya. AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavuM ja che evu dRDha thayuM hAya tene upAya maLI Ave che. maratAM sudhI ene zaraNe rahe te meAkSa thatAM sudhI sahAya kare, phrI jJAnI maLI Ave. bhIle jJAnInI eka alpa AjJA ArAdhI ane daDhatA rAkhI te deva thaye, zreNikarAna thA, anAthimuni maLyA tyAre samakita pAmyA, mahAvIra bhagavAna maLyA tyAre tIrthaMkarotra bAMdhyu ane mekSe jaze. jagatane sAru' dekhADavA kare che, te maTADavA satsaMga ane satpuruSanI jarUra che. citta jagatamAM rokAya, AdhyAna kare te Asrava che. satpuruSamAM-satsaMgamAM dhyAna krU te tyAM dharmadhyAna che ane te saMvara che. [ mahA vada 4 nI vahelI savAre pUjya zrI brahmacArIjI pacAseka mumukSa bhAi-bahenA sahita pacatIthI tathA jesalamera vagerenI yAtrA karavA mATe meTaramAM ravAnA thayA. dareka sthaLe darzana karatA jatAM jyAM vizeSa rokAyA tyAM bhaktikrama cAlu hatA ane meSa paNa thato.]

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100 bedhAmRta 18 rANakapura derAsara, mahA vada 6, 2008 A moTuM maMdira dhannAzA zeThe baMdhAvyuM hatuM. dhannAzA zeThane rAtre svapna AvyuM temAM pAMcamA devalekanuM vimAna joyuM. savAramAM UThayA tyAre manamAM vicAra Avyo ke mAre e vimAna jevuM maMdira baMdhAvavuM. pachI temaNe badhAya salATone bolAvIne kahyuM ke mane svapna AvyuM hatuM tevuM maMdira bAMdhavuM che. salATo belyA ke tame svapnAmAM joyelA maMdirane ame kevI rIte banAvIe? pachI zeThanA kahevAthI teoe aneka prakAranA maMdiranA nakazAo banAvyA, paNa jevuM te zeThane svapnAmAM dekhAyuM hatuM evA maMdira jevo eke na enA jevAmAM na AvyuM. tyAre zeThe zAsanadevIne prArthanA karI ke mane svapna AvyuM hatuM tevuM salATane svapna Ave ke jethI teo maMdira banAve. pachI rAtre eka salATane pAMcamA devalekanA vimAnanuM svapna AvyuM. teNe rAtre UThIne nazo cItaryo. pachI zeThe maMdiranuM kAma zarU karAvyuM. te maMdira baMdhAvavAmAM je kharca thAya te deve lAvIne pUre. ema 80 varSe e maMdiranuM kAma pUruM thayuM. A maMdiramAM 1444 sthaMbha che. e pAMcamA devalokanA vimAna jevuM che. [e maMdiramAM darzana karyA pachI nAnA maMdiramAM darzana karavA gayA hatA. tyAM cekamAM bhakti karI. pachI vAMcana cAlyuM hatuM.] pUjyazrI-svAdhyAya e moTuM tapa che, aMtaraMga tapa che. pahelAMnA leke cAlIne jAtrAe jatA ane bhakti karatA. dareka vastune mATe dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanI jarUra che. samajaNa sArI joIe, kSetra nivRttivALuM joIe, kALa anukULa joIe. tIrthamAM pharavAthI paranI upAdhimAMthI cittavRtti dUra thAya, lebha e thAya, sapuruSane saMga maLe to lAbha thAya. je vakhate tIrthakara vicaratA hatA tyAre A jIva kyAM kyAMya bhaTakate hato. have manuSya bhava maLe paNa tIrthakara bhagavAnane vega nathI. te mATe maMdira che te samavasaraNa ane temAM pratimA che te tIrthakara bhagavAna che evI bhAvanA karavI. zrI nADola. bhAvanA karavAmAM nimitta che. jyAM jyAM bhagavAnanA kalyANaka thayAM hoya tyAM dharmaraMga daDha thAya che. laghuzAMti badhAya zIkhe paNa ahIM AvavAthI bhAvanA thAya. A "laghuzAMti AcAryane dayA AvavAthI, lekanA hitane mATe banAvI che. eka bhAI--AraMbha parigraha eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-makAna banAvavA ItyAdi hiMsAnI pravRtti te AraMbha che ane makAnAdimAM mamatA mUchI te parigraha che. AlecavAmAM Ave che ke - rANakapurathI ravAnA thaI nAralAI AvyA. tyAM eka pahADa para giranAra pahADanI racanA che. ane sAmenA pahADa upara zatruMjaya parvata mujaba maMdiranI racanA karelI che tyAM bhakti karI hatI. tyAMthI ravAnA thaI nADola AvyA. tyAM neminAthajInA maMdiramAM eka oraDI che, tyAM zrI mAnadevasUrIe laghuzAMtinI racanA karI hatI. tyAM teonI pratimA paNa che.

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saMgraha 3 "samara bha samAraMbha AraMbha, mana vaca tanakIne prAraMbha ' samaraMbha eTale hiMsAnI pravRtti karavAnI icchA karavI, samArabha eTale evI sAmagrI ekaDI karavI ane Araba eTale Rsi'sAnI pravRtti karavI te. kRta kArita meAdana karI ke, krodhAdi catuSTaya dharI ke" ema rhiMsAnA ekaso ne ADha prakAra AleAcanAmAM kahyA che. eka bhAI rAja melIe chIe chatAM lakSa nathI rahetuM. pUjyazrI--aMtarapariNati tapAsavI e meTI vAta che. sasaMga parityAga kare te paNu pAtAnI aMtarapariNati kevI rahe che tenI khabara paDavI bahu muzkela che. te pachI gRhasthane mATe te pUchavuM ja zuM? AkhA jaina dharma bhAva upara rahyo che. mAtra kriyAe kare che, paNa mArAmAM / doSa che? te DhaSa mAre nathI karavA ema vicAranArA bahu ochA che. [nADelathI ravAnA thaI varakANA rAkAI rANI AvyA. tyAMthI sIdhA jodhapura ane jodhapurathI TrenamAM ravAnA thaI pAkaraNa AvyA. tyAMthI meTaramAM jesalamera AvyA.] jesalamera, mahA vada 8, 2008 19 ("samAdhisApAna"mAMthI seALa kAraNabhAvanAnuM vAcana) abhIkSNa jJAne payAga eTale niraMtara jJAnApayeAga. AtmAnA svabhAva jJAna che. jJAnathI AtmA eLakhAya che. jJAna eTale zu? dI che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA hai, upayogI sadA avinAza; ema jANe sadguruupadezathI re, kahyuM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa." jJAnI puruSanI pAse deDa ane AtmA anne lakSaNathI judAM che, AtmAnuM lakSaNa upayoga che, jANe te AtmA che, ema jANe te jJAna che. jANanArane bhUlIne jANe te jJAna nahIM. pheraphAra jaNAya che, paNa AtmA AtmArUpe ja rahe che. madhAneA nAza thAya paNa AtmA avinAzI che. peAte peAtAne jANe te anubhava che. AtmA anubhavAya che. AtmA potAnu svarUpa tenA lakSaNAdi vaDe jANe che. prazna-yAgya kALe zAstra vAMcavu' eTale zuM? pUjyazrI--zAstrone mATe amuka kALe zAstra vAMcavu evA niyama che. Agama zAstronA e bheda che: kAlika ane utkAlika. amuka samaye je zAstra vAMcavAnu che te khIje kALe vAMce te pApa lAge. eka muni hatA, te akALe paroDhiye zAstra bhaNavA beThA. zAsanadevIe te vAta jANI ane tenA manamAM thayuM ke huM munine na cetAvu' te evI prathA paDI jaze. tethI te bharavANune veza laIne muninA upAzraya pAse savAre aMdhArAmAM chAza laine vecavA AvI ane chAza lyA, chAza lye' ema bele. munine thayuM atyAramAM kANu chAza vecavA Avyu che? pachI te munie bahAra AvI bharavADaNane kahyuM, A akALa veLAe chAza vecAtI haze ? tyAre bharavADaNe kahyuM ke A akALa veLAe zAstra bhaNAtu haze? eTale muni samajI gayA,

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for AdhAmRta cAritramAM jJAna ane dhyAna e be vastu mukhya che. dhyAnamAM ekAgra rahevu paDe, dhyAna na rahe te vakhate svAdhyAya karavA. niraMtara jJAnadhyAnamAM varte te abhIkSNa jJAnApacAga che. zuddha AtmAnI bhAvanA karavAnuM kahe che. paribhramaNanuM kAraNa vibhAva che. rAgadveSathI paribhramaNa thAya che, te TALavA tIrthaMkaranAM vacane che. jIva ahitakArI vastumAM vaLagyA che. AtmA teA AtmA ja che. atyAre ene bhAna nathI. AvaraNa AvI gayuM che. AtmA prApta karavA abhIkSu jJAnApayeAga sarvotkRSTa che. eLakhANu nathI, tethI khIjI vastune peAtAnI mAne che. peAtAnu eLakhANu thavA mATe huM dehathI bhinna jJAnasvarUpa chuM' eve! lakSa rahe teA thAya. bIjuM, saMvega eTale vairAgya. huM kyAMthI Avyo chuM ane kayAM javu che? enA vicAra karavA. bhagavAna jyAre dIkSA levA jAya che tyAre bAra bhAvanA bhAve che. te vairAgyanu kAraNa che. phI na janmavAnI bhAvanA thAya te bhavavairAgya che. bhava, zarIra ane bhAga e traNa pratye vairAgya citavavAnA che. A zarIra che te azuci che, maLamUtranI khANu che, gadhAtA padArtho emAMthI nIkaLe che. enuM svarUpa na samajAya tyAMsudhI jIvane emAM mehu thAya che. e mehu jJAnane viparIta kare che, meAha e ja mithyAtva che. te e prakAre che. grahiMta ane agrahita. kuguru, kudeva, kudharma upara zraddhA thAya te grahiMta mithyAtva che; ane deDhAdhyAsa che te agrahita mithyAtva che. chUTe dehAdhyAsa te!, nahIM kartA tuM ka." meAha chUTe e khareA dharma che. mahAvIra bhagavAne zarIra tarapha joyu naDDI. ene jatu karI AtmAnI saMbhALa lIdhI. sADAbAra varSa sudhI puruSArtha karyAM. zarIra che te meDanu sAdhana che. zarIra uparathI meADu chUTe teA kAma thAya. bheAga e sukhanuM kAraNa nathI. icchA thAya che te maTADavA jIva kare che, jema keIne vAgyu hAya ane malama cApaDI pATA bAMdhye hAya tene sukha mAne, tema A jIvane icchA thAya che tethI khAya, pIe, kapaDAM pahere tene sukha mAne che, ane abhimAna kare che. zarIra sa`khazrI je.je icchAe thAya tene mATe upAya kare te bhega che. bhega e sa sAra vadhAranAra che. nathI dharyAM deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyAM deDa parigraha dhAravA,'' bheLa mATe parigraha ekaThA kare che. pAMca indriyAnA viSaye bhAgavavA mATe manuSyabhava nathI maLyA. zarIrane meADu che te AtmAne bhulAve che. te viparItatA che. jyAM AtmA che tyAM chae dravya che. temAMthI petAnu svarUpa eLakhI levuM. jJAnamAM upayega rahe-jANanArA AtmA che ema rahe, te! badhI vastu tuccha lAge; tyAre vRtti jJAnadhyAnamAM rahe. svAdhyAyamAM citta rAke te emAM citta cATe. * dhyAnamAM ekAgratA na rahe tyAre manane bhagavAnanAM vacaneAmAM rAkavuM. tethI bIje na jAya. jJAna che e agni che. jJAnAgnithI aMtarmuhUtamAM kama kSaya thAya che. zukaladhyAna hAya tyAre AtmA eTale baLavAna thAya che

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saMgraha 3 103 ke badhA jInAM karmo jeTalAM karma hoya, te paNa bALI nAkhe. evI jJAnanI zakti che. jJAnAbhyAsathI dharma Take che. paramArthasvarUpa e pitAnuM svarUpa che. vizALabuddhi hoya te matamatAMtaramAM vRtti na jAya. badhAnuM kAraNa jJAna che. mUrkhatA hoya te jagatamAM paNa nirAdara thAya che. ApaNuM dhana jJAna che. kharuM dAna jJAnadAna che. jJAnavALo sarvatra pujAya che. jJAnanI vArtA carcAya te jJAna vadhe. AtmA to jJAnathI zebhe che. jJAna te ke je mukti apAve. je jJAnathI mekSa nathI tenA mehamAM paDI javA jevuM nathI. jJAnanI laganI lAge tyAre "tIrthakara prakRti baMdhAya che. AtmAnA hita mATe bhaNe te hitakArI che. AtmAnuM hita karavA karavuM che tene badhuM savaLuM che. saveganA be artha che. eka te saMsArathI udAsInatA ane bIjuM mokSa sivAya anya kaMI IcchavuM nahIM. saMsArathI aTakavuM ane mokSanI IcchA te banne saMvega ja che. samAdhimaraNa karavuM hoya te e soLa kAraNabhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. jIva pAse premanI mUDI che te bIje verI nAkhI che. dharmadhyAna cAra prakAre che-vAcanA, pRcchanA parAvartana ane dharmakathA. dharmanI vyAkhyA cAra prakAre che-dazalakSaNa dharma, ahiMsA dharma, vastusvabhAva dharma ane ratnatrayarUpa dharma. pUrve jeNe dharma karyo hoya tene cakravartI, nArAyaNa Adi padavI maLe che. bhagavAne puNiA zrAvakanI sAmAyika vakhANI hatI. AtmAne AtmAmAM rAkhavo te uttama che. - AtmajJAna pAmavA mATe tyAga vairAgyanI jarUra che. sarvasaMga parityAga karavAnI jene bhAvanA na hoya tene zrAvaka nathI kahyo. paravastumAM tanmaya thaye che te maTavA mATe tyAga che, "AtmapariNAmathI jeTale anya padArthane tAdAbhya adhyAsa nivaDe tene zrI jina tyAga kahe che." (pa69). kaSAya, nokaSAya ane mithyAtva e 14 aMtara parigraha che. huM deha chuM, kSetra, vAstu Adi mArAM che. e "huM ne mAruM ' e saMsAra che. deha pratye je meha te mithyAtva che. deha ane AtmA sAthe rahe che, paNa te bane bhinna che. A manAtuM nathI te mithyAtva che. jene bheda paDyo che te dehane pitAnuM svarUpa mAne nahIM. meDhe game tema kahetA hoya paNa mAruM kazuMye nathI e temane upaga che. che . jeisalameramAM caDhANavALA killA upara suMdara kotaraNIvALAM maMdire che. tyAM darzana karI eka maMdiranI nIce Avele moTo graMthabhaMDAra je hate. mahA vada dazame luvA Adi paMcatIthI jaI AvyA. lukavAmAM bhakti-vAcana karyA hatAM. ] 20 jesalamera, mahA vada 10, 2008 "AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare udaya-prayoga; apUrva vANI, paramabhutasadguru lakSaNa yogya." je sadUguru che tenI bhakti kaI puNyavAnane jAge che. jJAnInI AjJAe dharma thAya che. "gho. AcAryanA guNe bhakti karatAM hRdayamAM dhAraNa karavA. jeTaluM bahumAnapaNuM guNe pratye hoya teTalI gurubhakti thAya. guru zabda sAMbhaLatAM ja gurunAM badhA guNo

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ke bedhAmRta sAMbhare te gurubhakti che. deva ane dharmane AdhAra guru che. guru hoya te deva ane dharma samajAya, nahIM te na samajAya. pAMca AcAra dhAraNa kare te AcAravAna. AcArya evA hiya ke ziSyanI paNa sevA kare. e emane prakartA guNa che. upAdhyAya AcArya jevA ja hoya. ("samAdhi pAnamAMthI dazalakSaNadharmanuM vAcana) 21 jesalamera, mahA vada 12, 2008 AtmasvarUpane oLakhavA daza lakSaNa kahyAM che. uttama kSamA mArdava-Arjava zAca- satya-saMyama-tapa-tyAga-akiMcanya-brahmacarya satyane AdhAre dharma rahyo che. dharma, rAja, nIti ane vyavahAra satyane AdhAre cAle che. satya badhAne thAMbhale che. dayA paLe che te satyane laIne paLe che. jyAM hiMsA thAya, pApa thAya tyAM satya hAya nahIM. satyavacana dayAdharmanuM mULa kAraNa che. satya vagara vizvAsa na thAya. satya parama dhyeya che. kRpALudeva kahe che ke "parama satyanuM dhyAna karIe chIe." jene satya AvyuM tene mekSa che. salya be prakAre che eka pavahAra satya ne bIjuM paramArtha satya. jevuM hoya tevuM kahevuM te vyavahArasatya, ane AtmAne lakSa rAkhIne bele te paramArtha satya. satyane eka aMza paNa Avyo nathI. jyAre kasoTI Ave che tyAre khabara paDe che. jene chUTavuM haze tene bhaya lAgaze ke jUThuM bolIza te mArA AtmAne ghAta thaze. satya ne ahiMsA be mukhya che. game te DAhyo hoya paNa sAca na hoya te kaMI nathI. game teTaluM dAna karate hoya paNa asatya hoya te kaMI nahIM. satya e jagatane AdhAra kahevAya che. vrata lIdhuM hoya ane paLe nahIM te dharma zuM thAya? vacana to pALyuM nahIM. harizcandrane keTalAM kaSTa paDyAM! tema chatAM satya na choDyuM. reja belIe chIe "vacana nayana yama nAMhi" e bene saMyama kavAne che. belatAM vicAra kare ke hitakArI che ke kema ? ema vicAra karIne jethI sAmAne AghAta na lAge tevuM vacana bolavuM. AtmA phare te badhuM phare. badhA vrata ahiMsA mATe che. bahu vicAravA jevuM che. muni koInA gharamAM UtaryA hoya ane tyAM cAra cerI karate hoya te paNa muni na bele. muni te AtmAnuM hita thAya tevuM bole. mahAvIra bhagavAnane govALIe baLada seMpIne cAlyA gaye ane bhagavAnane kahete gaye ke thoDIka vAramAM AvuM chuM, tuM A baLadanI saMbhALa rAkhaje. paNa bhagavAna te kAryotsargamAM lIna hatA tethI kaMI dhyAna ApyuM nahIM; ane baLada Ama tema cAlatA thayA. eTalAmAM pele gavALIo AvyuM. baLadane na jevAthI tene bahu krodha AvyuM. pachI bhagavAnanA kAnamAM khIlIo ThokI dIdhI, te paNa bhagavAna kaMI bolyA nahi. hita thAya tevuM belivuM. sAcuM belIne abhimAna karavAnuM nathI. dAva, bhakti karIne abhimAna kare te badhuM niSphala thAya. DAhyo thaIza te popaTanI peThe phasAIza. Akhe mokSamArga samatA upara che. jagata duHkhathI bhareluM che. koIne duHkha ApavuM nahIM. jagata duHkhI ja che. bIjAne duHkha na thAya evuM belivuM. sAcuM bolavAthI pitAnA de dekhAya, dekhAya nahIM eTale AtmA

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saMgraha 3 nathI, devalAka nathI, meAkSa nathI ema na kahevuM. paradezI rAjA nAstika hatA. kezIsvAmIne edha sAMbhaLavA gayeA. rAjA kahe ke AtmA nathI, devaleAka nathI, naraka nathI paNa munie siddha karI batAvyuM hatuM. jIva vicAra kare te samajAya evuM che. anubhavavacana che te zuddha che. jIvanI TUMkI buddhi che. mehane AdhIna jIva hAya tyAre khATAne sAcuM mAne che, ane sAcAne kheATu' mAne che. ATale UMce jIva AvyA che. have jo asatya beAlaze teA paDaze. jeTalA siddha thAya teTalA bIjA jIva nityanigeAdamAMthI nIkaLI vyavahAra-rAzimAM Ave che. ekendriyamAM sAru khATu' ema na jaNAya. jIvane keTaluM duHkha sahana karavu paDyuM che te jJAnI jANe che. jIva keTalA bhamI Avye che! manuSyabhava maLyA che temAM kAma karyuM te mAkSe lai jAya, nahIM teA lakha ceArAzImAM bhaTakavu paDaze. jhamake mAtI parAvI le' evA A manuSyabhava che. manuSyabhavamAM evI zakti hAya che ke satya elI zake che, satpuruSanA samAgama karI zake che, ciMtAmaNi ratna kAgaDAne uDADavA jIva nAkhI de che. durlabha vastu che. mANasanI kiMmata tenA ela uparathI thAya che. vacanathI jaNAya che. harizcandra keTalAM kaSTa veThavAM pazu satya khoI nA beTho. satya kheAI beThA te badhI kamANI kheAvAI jaze. keTale saMyama rAkhavAnI jarUra che ! eka kSaNa nya bhUlye te AkhA bhatra hArI jAya. jUhu khelIne ghareNAM bhegAM kare tethI AtmAnuM kalyANu zuM thAya ? prazna uttaranI zakti manuSyabhavamAM ja hAya che. vacana e mukhya che. svAdhyAyanA bheda vacanAthI ja thAya che. bahu vicAravA jevu che. jIvane pharI jatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. vacanathI kama baMdhAya che, tenI khakhara nathI. eka vakhata jUhu estheA pachI Akho bhava munipaNuM pALe te paNa koI vizvAsa na kare. manuSyanA badhA vyavahAra vacana upara che. jenu vacana bagaDyuM' tenu adhu bagaDyuM. vagara vicArye kheAle, mazkarI kare pazu tenuM kevuM phaLa Avaze ? tenI khabara nathI. vicAra karIne vacana melavA jevuM che. 105 cAra prakAranAM asatya zAstramAM kahyAM che. vastu che chatAM tenI nA kahevI, je nathI te che ema kahevuM, viparIta ja kahevuM ane niMdAnAM vacana kahevAM, hAsya, te jUTha che. zAstramAM hAya tethI virodhI vAya khelavuM te jUThu che. nimittane laI ne sArA bhAva thAya che. pratimAne joIne nirvikAratA thAya che. ane bIjA khATA nimittathI tevA bhAva thAya che. khIjarUpe kama paDyAM haiAya che. paNa jevu... nimitta maLe tevuM phaLa te kama udayamAM AvI Ape che. atyAre ATheya karmAMnA udaya che, paN vRtti satsaMgamAM hoya te rasa dvIdhA vagara ka AvIne cAlyAM jAya. eTalA mATe sArA nimittanI jarUra che. [ mahA vada 12 nA jesalamerathI ravAnA thaI khIje divase savAre nAkoDA AvyA. tyAM moTI dharmazALA ane maMdiro che. tyAM cAra divasa rokAI meTaramAM jAlera jatAM sivANA gAma vacce e divasa rokAyA. jAlAra eka divasa zakAI AhAra AvyA.] 14 2 nAkoDA tI, mahA vada 13, 2008 sumukSu--kRpALudeve ThekANe ThekANe lakhyu che ke pratyakSa satpuruSa hAya teA ja kalyANu

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106 AdhAmRta thAya. have kRpALudeva teA parAkSa che, teA kAne pratyakSa satpuruSa mAnavA ? pUjyazrI pratyakSa sapuruSanAM vacanA che, te pratyakSa satpuruSatulya jANI vicAravAM tathA ArAdhavAM te samakita thAya evuM che. mumukSu----'samAdhise pAnamAM Ave che ke pratimAne vaMdana karavuM, pUjA karavI vagere pratyakSa vinaya che, te te pratyakSa vinaya kevI rIte ? pUjyazrI--bhAva pratyakSanA karavAnA che. bhagavAna tIrthaMkara jyAre vicaratA hatA, tyAre A jIva kAMya ekendriyAdimAM bhaTakatA haze ane have manuSyabhava maLyA che, paNa tevA cega nathI, te mATe bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM jaIne bhAvanA karavI ke sAkSAt bhagavAna virAjyA che. A maMdira che te samavasaraNa che, ema jANIne bhakti karavI. kaSAya ghaTADavAnA che. mumukSu--kaSAya zAthI ghaTe? pUjyazrI--abhyAsathI ghaTe. mAre e kalAka lAbhanA vicAra nathI karavA,....ema karatAM karatAM kaSAya ghaTe che. mumukSu--naya eTale zuM? pUjyazrI--vastunA khIjA dharmo na dubhAya tema vastune eka prakAre kahevI te naya che. mumukSu--nikSepa eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI--nikSepa cAra prakAre che te vastune oLakhavAnA kAmamAM Ave che. 1. nAma nikSepa----nAmathI vastu ALakhAya che. jema RSabhadeva ema kahetAM te rAjA hatA, pachIthI temaNe rAjyanA tyAga karyAM hatA, te tItha kara hatA, te badhuM eka nAma kahetAM sAMbharI Ave. 2. sthApanA nikSepa--je vastu hAjara na heAya te tenI sthApanAthI jaNAya. jemake, pratimA che te bhagavAnanI sthApanA che. 3. dravya nikSepa--je pUrve thaI gayu che athavA bhaviSyamAM thavAnu che tene vamAnamAM hAya ema kahevuM. jemake, koI rAjA hAya, pachI gAdIethI uThADI mUkayo haiAya te paNa leke tene rAjA kahe. roThanA chekarAne zeTha kahe, kAraNa ke bhaviSyamAM zeTha thavAnA che. dravyathI padArtho tenA te rahe che, bhAva phare che. 23 4. bhAva nikSepavamAnamAM jevuM hAya tevuM ja kahe, jemake kaI rasAyA hoya ane raseAI na karatA hAya teA tene rasAye na kahe, rasAi karatA hAya tyAre rasAye kahe. nAkoDA tI, mahA vada 14, 2008 manuSyabhavamAM chellu' kAma samAdhimaraNa karavAnuM che. game teTalu kayu hoya paNa samAdhimaraNa na thAya te kaMI kAmanuM nahIM. maraNanI pannu taiyArI karavAnI che. AlecatA karavAthI ghaNAM pApeA jAya che. guru na heAya teA AtmAnI sAkSIe bhAvanA karavAnI che ke mAre pApanA tyAga che. maratAM sudhI meha chUTatA nathI. pahelAMthI taiyArI karI hAya, vairAgya hoya te samAdhimaraNa thAya. game tevA pariSaha Ave te paNa sahana karavA che, evI bhAvanA

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saMgraha 3 107 hAya tA vrata levuM ke have mAre kazuMye na joI e. kaI joga na heAya teA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe bhAvanA karavI. divALI Ave tyAre loko saravaiyuM kADhe che, tema samAdhimaraNa vakhate saravaiyu kADhavAnu che. khIjAne du:khI karyAM haiAya temane saMteSa pamADe ane peAtAnA doSonI niMdA kare. sabhyajJAna, samyagdarzana, samyacAritra e traNa sAthe AvavAnAM che. hu' dehanA nahIM ane DheDu mAre nathI eveA nizcaya karavAnA che. deDa na hAya te| AtmA siddhabhagavAna jevA ja che. AkhA saMsAranA AdhAra deha che. deDa zatru jevA che. zUravIrapaNuM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. "OM kheda nahIM karatAM zUravIrapaNu grahIne jJAnIne mAge cAlatAM mekSapATaNu sulabha ja che. " (819). je thAya te zUravIrapaNe bhegavavuM. mAre badhAM karmo cheDavAM che. dInatA na karavI. jJAnInAM vacanA amRtanI vRddhi jevAM che, te chevaTe jarUra saMbhAravAM. paryAyanA nAzane peAtAnA nAza mAne te bhrAMti che. mAruM adhu jatu rahyu', have kayAre maLaze? ema mAhane laIne thAya che. samyakUIne 'mAruM nathI' evuM dRDha thayu che tethI kheda nathI thatA. deDa kRtajJI che, karyAM upakArane gaNatA nathI. dunanA saMbaMdha nathI rAkhatA tema dehanA sabaMdha rAkhavAnA nathI. ( "samAdhisApAna"mAMthI mRtyu--maheAtsavanuM vAcana ) bhagavAnanI pAse edhi ane samAdhi e e mAge che. edhi eTale ratnatrayanI prApti ane samAdhi eTale maratI vakhate ratnatraya chUTI na jAya, sAcavIne sAthe laI javAya. samAdhi sAthe maraNu tenuM nAma samAdhimaraNa che. anaMta kALamAM samAdhimaraNa karyuM nathI. e karavAthI ghaNA lAbha che. jIvane eka vakhata samAdhimaraNa thAya te bIjA bhavamAM, bAkInA badhA bhavamAM paNa samAdhimaraNu thAya. ratnatrayanI pUrNa prApti vItarAgatA che. tethI jene samAdhimaraNa karavuM hAya teNe vItarAga bhAvamAM vRtti rAkhavI. kevaLajJAnasvarUpa tu che. zuddha yuddha caitanyaghana, svayaMngeAti sukhadhAma." teDu kedakhAnuM che. e chUTatAM AtmAnu kaMI na khagaDe. paramANu vikharAI jAya, pazu AtmA tA avinAzI che. dehanA nAza che. mRtyu tA maheAtsava che. maraNanA prasaMgamAM AnaMda thAya evuM rAkhavAnuM che. rAjA haiAya te bIjA zaheramAM jAya tethI tene kheda thatA nathI. tema A zarIrane cheDI khIjA zarIramAM javAnuM che temAM utsava mAnavA. dehamAM meha karavA jevuM nathI. dehanA mamatvane laIne game tevuM pApa kare che, tethI adhogatimAM jAya che. dehu te badhAnA chUTe che. bhrAMti-cittabhrama ADhi thAya, pIDA du:kha thAya. je thAya te sahana karavuM. devagati khAMdhI hoya teA deha mUke tyAre tyAM javAya temAM kheda kema kare che? jeNe sArI rIte jiMdagI gALI che tene maraNanA bhaya kema hAya ? maraNu teA devalokamAM laI janAra mitra che. divase divase zarIra gharaDu thAya ane maraNa na Ave to keTalA vakhata sudhI ghasaDAya ? dhIraja rAkhavI joIe. maraNa sudhAravuM e mArI pharaja che. maraNa chetarAya evuM nathI. jeTalA sArA bhAva karyAM hAya teTaluM sAruM thAya. pahelAMthI lakSa rAkhavAnA che, paNa maraNa vakhate te khAsa vadhAre lakSa rAkhavAnI jarUra che. kame` jIvane kedamAM nAkhyuM che tene

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108 badhAmRta mRtyu na cheDAve te keNa doDAve? maraNa sAMbhaLIne DaravA jevuM nathI. maraNa badhAya duHkhathI cheDAvanAra che. garbhathI mAMDIne dehanI saMbhALa levAya che, paNa te jIvane apakArI nIvaDe che. dehathI huM bhinna chuM ema thAya te ja dehane moha na thAya ane samAdhimaraNa thAya. nahIM te lakSa corAzI khaDI che. pharI manuSyabhava kyAre maLe? paMcamahAgrata kyAre dhArIza, samAdhimaraNa kyAre karIza, ema bhAvanA karI che, paNa samAdhimaraNane vakhata Ave tyAre kare che. mRtyu te kalpavRkSa jevuM che. evuM mAge tevuM maLe. mekSa mAge te mekSa maLe. pharIthI nathI janmavuM evuM daDha karI levuM. jANanAra che te maranAra nathI, jANa jANa ja kare che. zarIrane AtmA mAnanAra bahirAtmA che. aMtarAtmA dehane duHkharUpa mAne che ane bahirAtmA sukharUpa mAne che. AtmA jyAre dehamAMthI jAya che, tyAre tene kaI rokanAra nathI. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, sammacAritra ane sabhyatA e cAra ArAdhanA sahita maraNa karavuM. bahirAtmAne deha chUTe tyAre duHkha lAge che ane aMtarAtmAne sukha lAge che. AtmAthI deha bhinna che ema jANyA pachI meha na thAya. cAre gatimAM bhamavAnuM mULa dehamAM meha e che. deha reganuM dhAma che, duHkharUpa che, evuM samajAyuM hoya te deha chUTe tyAre duHkha na thAya. "maMtra taMtra auSadha nahIM, jethI pApa lAya; vItarAgavANI vinA, avara na koI upAya." pahelAM pApa bAMdhyuM hoya te jaMtaramaMtara ke auSadhathI na jAya. vItarAganAM vacana evAM che ke enA bhAva pharI jAya te pApa nAza pAme, ghaNo lAbha thAya. mATe roga maraNa che. pharI maravuM na paDe evuM karavAnuM che. jJAnI puruSane badhuM savaLuM che. teo rogathI lAbha mAne che. zarIrane dharma rega che. AtmAno dharma avinAzI che. kAyarane jarAka duHkha thAya teya vadhAre lAge che. jeTalI sahanazIlatA hoya teTalA karma ochAM baMdhAya. eka vAra samAdhimaraNa kare te phikara nathI. prazna-samAdhimaraNa kema thAya? pUjyazrI-- jyAM sudhI zvAse zvAsa hoya tyAM sudhI smaraNa karavuM. jJAnIne vizvAsa te ja samAdhimaraNanuM kAraNa che. kaMIka sAMbhaLyuM hoya te lakSa rahe. dhIraja rAkhI "sarva prakAre jJAnanA zaraNamAM buddhi rAkhI nirbhayapaNAne, niHkhedapaNane bhajavAnI zikSA zrI tIrtha kara jevAe kahI che .... kaI paNa kAraNe A saMsAramAM kalezita thavA gya nathI." (46) eTaluM thayuM hoya te samAdhimaraNa thAya. ekanuM eka kapaDuM hoya tene bahu paricaya thAya tyAre tenA upara abhAva Ave che, paNa A deha te ghaNA kALa sudhI bhagavatAM abhAva AvatuM nathI ! ("samAdhisopAna"mAMthI sahalekhanAnuM vAcana) zarIrane kRSa karavuM te sallekhanA. zarIranuM lAlanapAlana kare te deSanuM ghara thaI jAya. jene kAyA parathI vizvAsa UThI gayo hoya tene salekhanA che. kaSAya ochA kare te aMtarasalekhanA che. kAyAmAM vRtti rahI te AtmAnuM hita thavAnuM nathI. khUba khAya ane pramAda

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saMgraha 3 189 kare te mana bIje jatuM rahe. manane jevuM keLavyuM hoya tevuM thAya. jyAre samajaNa Ave tyAre phare. 2Sabhadeva bhagavAne pitAnA aThThANuM putrone bodha karyo hato ke develekamAM sAgarepamanAM sukha bhegavyAM, chatAM tRpti nathI thatI, vicArathI tRpti thAya che. kAyasallekhanA anukrame thAya che. kAyasallekhanAmAM bhagavAnane zaraNe citta rAkhavuM. dharma sadhAtuM hoya te dehane piSa. jenAthI dharma thAya tevA deDanI sallekhanA karavA nathI kahyuM syAdvAda mArga che. zarIrane nAkhI devuM nathI, paNa tenAthI dharmanuM kAma levuM che. manuSyadeha vinA dharmanuM kArya na thAya. dharmamAM jenI kAyA madada na ApatI hoya teNe tene kRSa karavI. upavAsa Adi kaSAyane jaya karavA mATe che. upavAsa karIne kaSAya kare, ema nathI karavAnuM. je kaMI karavuM tene upaga rAkha ke te zA arthe che! upayoga tyAM dharma che. zarIra te ghaNuM sUkave, paNa kaSAya sUkave te kharuM tapa che. A leka, paralokanI icchA vinA tapa karavuM. janmamaraNa TALavAM hoya te icchA na karavI. pAMca IndriyanA viSaye, kaSAya, nokaSAya e badhAne jItavAnA che. kaSAyane laIne badhAM duHkha UbhAM thAya che. samAdhimaraNa vakhate ghaNA upadezanI jarUra che. ane te pitAthI vizeSa vairAgya ane jJAnavALA heya tene vega meLave. nahIM to bane teTalo satsaMgane vega meLave karma bAMdhatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. eka kSaNavAramAM sittera keDAcheDI sAgaropamanI sthiti baMdhAI jAya che. chatAM ene bhAna nathI. cetIne cAlavAnuM che. paga mUkatAM pApa che, jemAM jhera che ane mAthe maraNa rahyuM che, e vicArI AjanA divasamAM praveza kara." (2-35). bhAvathI baMdhAya che ane bhAvathI chUTe che. sittera keDIkeDInuM baMdhAyuM hoya te udayamAM na AvyuM hoya ane bhAva phare te chUTI jAya. pAchA phare te chUTI jAya. AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che. manuSyabhavamAM satsaMge jIva kaMIka kuNe thAya te potAnA karmone Dara lAge che. 24 nAkoDA tIrtha, mahA vada 0)), 2008 samyagdarzana sahita ta5 saphaLa che. zarIra uparathI meha e che thAya te mATe tapa karavAnuM che. zarIranuM svarUpa vicAre te ene vairAgya thAya evuM che. pitAnA svarUpanuM jJAna te samya che. jJAnathI AtmA jaNAya che. mAruM kharuM svarUpa AtmA che, evI pratIti te samyagdarzana che. jJAna ane vairAgya bane sAthe hoya che. tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna." te na hoya tyAM sudhI ene zraddhA paNa na thAya. samyakatva e AtmAne nirNaya che. e nirNaya puruSanA Azraye thAya te vyavahArasamakita che. pachI pitAne anubhava thAya te nizcayasamakita che. mithyAtvanI maMdatA thAya tyAre sAcI zraddhA thAya che. "jIvane jJAnI puruSanuM oLakhANa thaye tathA prakAre anaMtAnubaMdhI meLA paDavA lAge che." (pa22) te taddana dUra thAya tyAre samyagdarzana che. jJAnI puruSanA Azraye jJAnIe je mAnyuM che tevuM mAne te samyagdarzana che. vadhAremAM vadhAre ardhapudgala-parAvartana saMsAra hoya tyAre samyaktva thAya che. samIpamuktigAmIne ja samyagdarzana thAya che.

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110 bedhAmRta zarIranuM svarUpa jANuM enAthI kAma laI levuM. meha na karavo. zarIramAM vRtti rahI te kumaraNa thAya. dharmane mATe dehanuM piSaNa karavuM. ene puSTa na kare. bhagavAne kahyuM che tevuM tapa karavA jevuM che. tapa eTale IcchAne niradha. jema mana mAne, jyAM jAya tyAM javA na devuM; kemake tethI saMsAra Ubhe thAya che. vRtti upara saMyama karavAnI jarUra che. manathI tyAga kare aghare che. je agharuM hoya te ja karavuM che. kAmane nAza karavo hoya te tapanI jarUra che. tapathI Indriye vaza thAya. khUba khAvAthI nidrA bahu Ave. tapa kare te nidrA ochI thAya. zarIrane vaza rAkhyuM hoya te ThaMDImAM, garamImAM badhe kAma Ape. tapamAM javA vAdhIna che. dharmadhyAna jeTaluM karavuM hoya teTaluM thAya. tapamAM je duHkha Ave che te jAya che. pApanuM phaLa duHkha che te tapathI udayamAM jaladI Ave che. pahelAMthI duHkha sahana karavuM jethI samAdhimaraNa thAya. zaktine gopavyA vagara svacchedarahita tapa karavuM. AjJA vagara kare te lAMghaNa kahevAya. mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI ene hitakArI hoya te na game. Akhare ene tapa sukhakArI che. AtmAnA daza dharma che. ene lUMTI lenAra viSayakaSAya che. tapa AgaLa enuM baLa na cAle. viSayakaSAyamAM manuSyabhava chUTI jAya te ekendriyAdikamAM bhaTake. je tapa karavAthI rega thAya, indriyane hAni pahoMce, evuM tapa na karavuM. tapakalyANaka bhagavAnanuM kahevAya che. mokSe javA mATe kaThaNAIveThavI paDe che. potAnuM svarUpa bhUlIne paramAM rAjI thAya che, paNa tapathI ghaNe lAbha che. sarvasaMgaparityAga e tapa che. pariSaha jItavA e tapa che. keI vastu na IcchavI e tapa che. bAhya abhyatara e banne prakAranA parigrahamAM mamatA nahIM e tapa che. samabhAva rAkhavo e tapa che. duHkha Ave temAM kaI vAMka nathI. pitAne ja vAMka che. pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane kamaThe eka bAju upasarga karyA tyAre bIjI bAju dharaNendra ane padmAvatIe AvI pUjA karI. e bannemAM bhagavAne samabhAva rAkhe tethI kevaLajJAna thayuM. jyAM tyAMthI chUTavuM che. puNya sAruM ane pApa cheTuM ema na karavuM. badhuya choDavAnuM cheH "nagnabhAva muMDabhAva saha aranAnatA, dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo." "zatru mitra pratye varte samadarzitA, bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva je." e atyaMtara tapa che. tapamAM AnaMda Ave che. tapathI ekSe javAya che. tapathI nirjarA thAya che ane nirjarAthI mokSa najIka Ave che. Aga lAgI hoya te kiMmatI vastu kaDhI le, tema pariSa, vizna Ave tyAre vratazIlanI rakSA kare. je dharmAtmA hAya tenI sevA kare, rakSA kare, tene duHkha paDatuM hoya te duHkha dUra kare te sAdhu-samAdhi che. pitA para vizna Ave tyAM samyagdarzanAdimAM TakI rahe te paNa sAdhu-samAdhi che. pite pitAne

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saMgraha 3 upadeza Ape evI dazA karavAnI che. pAMca indriyA, traNa khaLa, zvAseAzrvAsa ane AyuSya A daza prANanA nAzane maraNu kahe che. AtmAnAM kharA prANa samyagdarzanAdi che. maraNathI DaravA jevuM nathI. dharmAtmAne maraNanA bhaya rAkhavA jevuM nathI. dehAdhyAsa che teTaluM duHkha lAge che. kSaNe kSaNe jIva marI rahyo che. kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya jAya che. maravAnu' ja che te zUravIrapaNe maravuM. bhinna chuM ema jANyuM tene bhaya na lAge. mAtra paryAya phre, paNa AtmA na phe. jJAnIpuruSA dehane gUmaDu mAne che. jema gUmaDA upara pATA bAMdhIe tema jJAnIpuruSA dehane kapaDAM vagere paherAve che. karmInA uya pUro thaze tyAre adhu' maTI jaze. kharI davA samatA che. enA 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' e maMtra samAdhimaraNa karAve tevA che. hAlatAM, pharatAM, game tyAre yAda Ave eve abhyAsa karI levAnA che. maraNu vakhate yAda raheze te samAdhimaraNa karAve tevA che. jevI davA nathI. 111 25 gaDha sivANA, phAgaNa suda 1, 2008 satpuruSane Azare bhava gALavA. satsaMga e enu sAdhana che. satsaMga maLavA dula bha che. satsaMgathI prApta thayela eka vacanane pazu ArAdhe te te satsaMga ja che. jIva paramAmAM UMghe che ane vyavahAramAM jAge che. paramAnI dRDha zraddhA karavAnI che. maraNa sudhI TakAvI rAkhavI. manuSyabhavanI eka paLa paNa amUlya che. enAM ATalAM varSe gayAM temAMthI eka paLa kAI ApI zake ? manuSyabhavamAM kaIka kSaNe ene samakita thaI jAya, kAIka kSaNe ene kevaLajJAna thaI jAya, koIka kSaNe mekSa thaI jAya. AvI AvI manuSyabhavanI kSaNA che. manuSyabhava chUTayA pachI maLavA muzkela che. maLyA che tenI kiMmata nathI. jIva vyApAranuM nAmuM lakhe che, paNa mArA keTalA divaseA niSphaLa gayA tenA hiMsAma nathI rAkhate. kalyANa karavA Te satsaMga che. temAM peAtAnA DhASA dekhAya teA kADhe. jIvane vicAra AvatA nathI. kaI dizAmAM jIva jAya che e vicAravAnu che. savaLuM kare te kSaNamAM kAma thaI jAya. ajanaceAra jevu thaI jAya. kSaNavAramAM bhAva palaTAya te tyAM bhAve kevaLajJAna." kevaLajJAna Adhe nathI. jIva paravastune dekhe che ne bhUle che. AtmA jevI ekake vastu nathI. "AtmAthI sau hIna." sarvottama vastu AtmA che. AtmAmAM anaMta sukha che. ene mATe meTAmeTA cakravatIe rAjya cheADIne cAlI nIkaLyA. mane zu hitakArI che?" evA jIvane viveka nathI. anaMtakALa thayAM janmamaraNa thAya che, enuM bhAna nathI. bhUta vaLagyA jevuM thayuM che. dehAdhyAsa bhUta jevA che. bhrAMtine laIne dehanI apavitratAnA, anityatAnA vicAra AvatA nathI. kugurune suguru mAne e paNa bhrAMti che, viparItatA che, UMdhuM che. ('samAdhisApAna"mAMthI kSamAdharma'nuM vAcana ) 26 gaDha sivANA, phAgaNa suda 2, 2008 dhama AtmAnA svabhAva che. vibhAvamAM pApa ane svabhAvamAM dharma che. tenAM uttama kSamA AdaeNi dazabhedya pADyA che. te samyagdana sahita hAya tA meAkSanu' kAraNa thAya che. vastunA svabhAva te dharma, AtmAnA dharma jANavAnA che. pudgalanA dharma rUpa, rasa, gaMdha,

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1 medhAmRta sparza ane zabda che. kSamA jyAre hoya tyAre AtmA svabhAvamAM DAya che. kSamA AtmAne guNa che. e bagaDI jAya tyAre kApa thAya che. e vikAra che. vikAra na hoya tyAre pAte ja zuddha svabhAvamAM rahe che. karmonA nimitte jIvane svabhAva palaTAya che. karmane laIne vikAra thAya che. kaSAya e vikAra che. e jAya tyAre svabhAva pragaTe che. "sahaja svarUpe jIvanI sthiti thavI tene zrI vItarAga meAkSa kahe che." (609) svabhAvamAM rahe te kama chUTa. mekSe javuM hoya te kSamA joIze. mATe kSamA dhAraNa karo. saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanAra ka che, ane kama kaSAyathI aMdhAya che. mANusa zAMta beThA hoya ane krodha Ave tyAre pharI jAya. krodhamAM kaMI khabara rahetI nathI. pachI pazcAttApa thAya. krodha mANasane tadna agADI nAkhe che; viveka na rahe, mAruM hita zAthI che te dhyAnamAM na rahe. krodhanA uchALA Ave tyAre mana vazamAM na rahe. krodha zamI jave| muzkela che. ene upAya satsaMga che. satsaMge samajaNu phe che. nimitto AchAM maLe eTale suka I jAya che. jIve peAtAnA deSa jovA. ethI kaSAya maMda thAya che. doSavALA ja jIva che, paNa ene jAgRti thAya tyAre lAge ke mAre doSa nathI karavA. pAMcamA padamAM Ave che--kaSAyanu tIvrapaNuM hAya, tenA abhyAsa thaI gayeA hAya te tene anabhyAsa kare, tevAM nimittothI dUra rahe. pachI kSINa thaI jAya che. krodhAdi taratamyatA, sarpAdikanI mAMya, pUrva janma-saMskAra te...." jIva pahelAMthI ja laIne Ave che. sArA kahevAte hoya, paNa krodhathI kharAba thaI jAya. phreMdhamAM Ave tyAre mArIya nAMkhe che. krodha Ave tyAre dharma na thAya. krodha evA ja che. nimittAdhIna che. nimitta maLe tyAre bhAna nathI rahetuM. agni jevA krodha che. dvaipAyana RSie krodhamAM AvI dvArikA bALI nAkhI. krodhane nirmULa karI nAkhavA, mekSe janAra je hoya tene ja kSamA guNa pragaTe che. jeTalI kSamA teTaluM munipaNuM che. pRthvI jema badhuM sahana kare, tevI rIte sahana karavu te kSamA che. eka paNa kaSAya jIte teA khInna kaSAyAne jItavAnuM thAya. daza dharmamAM kSamA dhama Adi (prathama) che, jene dha karavA hAya te pahelA krodha na kare. krodha vakhate samabhAva rAkhavA e ja kharo dhama che. jIvanI TUMkI buddhi che tethI kamanA phaLane nathI jANutA. jIva samajaNu vagara paribhramaNu kare che. samajaNu vagara duHkha thAya che. samajaNu pharI jAya teA lahera thaI jAya. je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyA du:kha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta." sadguru vinA jIvane sukha thAya nahI. samabhAva e meATI vastu che. mahAvIra bhagavAnane kevA kevA upasa thayA chatAM samabhAvamAM rahyA. peAtAnAM karma udayamAM AvyAM che, ema samajatA hatA. * (samAdhise|pAna" mAMthI pravacanabhaktinuM vAcana) bhagavAne je Agama kahyAM che te pravacana kahevAya che. satpuruSanA vacanane AdhAre dhama * * *

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saMgraha 3 Take che. bhagavAnanI jevI dazA che tevI dazA ApaNe prApta karavAnI che. maSA AgamAnA lakSa jIvane mekSa thavA mATe zuM karavu te kahevAnA che. vastunuM svarUpa samajAyu' nathI tethI mAha thAya che. pAMca astikAya che. jemAM ghaNA pradeza hAya te astikAya che. tattva eTale padArtho padAtha eTale kAI paNa vastu. tattva eTale svarUpa, bhagavAnanAM vacanA vaDe rUpI arUpI padArthoM jaNAya che. munie AgamarUpI, AMkhothI AkhA jagatane jANe che. zAstra bhaNavAM e pravacana- bhakti che. AkhA vizvanuM kevuM svarUpa che tene cha dravya ane navatatvamAM kahyuM che. jemAM guNuparyAya hAya te dravya che. bhagavAne je kevalajJAnathI joyuM te TUMkAmAM lekane kahyuM. bhagavAnanA AgamAnA abhyAsa karavA jevA che. kema jIvane kama aMdhAya che e ka graMthamAM che. bhagavAne kahelAM vaneAmAM vRtti rahe te mATe zAstro zIkhavAnAM che. muni zAo zIkhIne rAja pherave che, navarA nathI rahetA. badhAM Agamane saMpUrNa paNe jANe tene zrutakevalI kahe che. mati zruta dvArA paNa ghaNuM jANI zakAya che. kevalajJAnathI AkhA leAka pratyakSa dekhAya che. Agama che te bhagavAnanAM vacanA che-bhagavAnanAM vacanAne AdhAre gaNadharoe racyAM che. jyAMsudhI zrutakevalI rahyA tyAMsudhI AkhuM zruta rahyuM. jJAnInAM vacanA sAMbhaLe te kema vartavu' te samajAya che. bhagavAnanA vacanAmAM rAtadivasa jAya te sAruM. jJAna e meTI vastu che. rAja eka eka zabda navA jANavA, ema kare teya keTalAMya zAstro zIkhI jAya. 113 27 zrI rAjama`dira, AheAra, phAgaNa suda 3,2008 khAre agamAM bhagavAnanAM madhAM vacane AvI jAya che. jJAnIpuruSa kahe ke AtmA nathI marate, paNa jIvanI yogyatA na haiAya te avaLuM samaje ke hiMsA karavAthI AtmA kAM mare che? ema kahe che. mADhe vAta kare AtmAnI ane vate mAhamAM te zuSkajJAnI che. . aDhAra duSaNa rahita daiva, hisArahita dhama, ane nigraMtha guru e traNa tattvAnI zraddhA te samyagdarzana che, jene meAkSamAga prApta thayeA hAya tenI zraddhA thAya te mekSa thAya. anukaraNa eTale bhagavAnanA kahyA pramANe vartavuM, vItarAga bhagavAne jevuM tattvanuM' svarUpa nirUpaNa karyu che, tevuM kAI paNa danamAM nathI. mArga syAdvAda che. je dravyeA che tene che ema mAne che ane je nathI tene nathI ema mAne che. jaDa ane cetana e vastuo che. jaDa te cetana na thAya ane cetana te jaDa na thAya. samyakcAritrathI karmInI nivRtti thAya che. jIva sa`kAvikAsanu' bhAjana che. anAdikALathI jIva rAgadveSamAM varte che, paranA nimitte rAgadveSa thAya che, paNa e enA svabhAva nathI. deha te huM' ema thaI rahyuM che, e mATI bhUla che. pudgalanA guNA AtmAmAM nathI. bhagavAnanI vANI cAra prakAre (4) dha kathAnuyAga. dravyAnuyogamAM mA. 15 che. (1) dravyAnuyAga (ra) karaNAnuyoga (3) caraNAnuyega mukhyapaNe AtmAnI vAta Ave che, karaNAnuyAgamAM kama

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AyAmRta saMbadhI vAta Ave che, caraNanugamAM cAritranI vAta Ave che, ane dharmakathAnugamAM mahApuruSanAM caritra vArtArUpe Ave che. badhAyamAM pUjavA yogya te "sahu jAtmasvarUpa" che. pAMca parameSThI che te sahajatmasvarUpa che. sAgaramAMthI TapuM rahe teTalAM A kALamAM zAstro rahyAM che. gahana vAte ke bhUlI gayA che. sthUla skUla vacane rahyAM che. A kALamAM mekSa nathI ema na ciMtavavuM. jene bhavane bhaya lAge te bhagavAnanA eka vacanane paNa utthApe nahIM. bhava bhIru cha khaMDanamaMDana karatA nathI. khaMDanamaMDana karavAthI bhagavAnanAM vacane virAdhAya. 28 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa suda 4, 2008 gRhastha avasthAmAM te ghaNuM vaya hoya te samabhAve rahI zakAya. gRhastha avasthAmAM rahelA puruSane oLakhavA bahu muzkela che. vairAgya hoya te oLakhAya. AtmA eLakhavAne che. jene AtmA oLakhAyA hoya tene pachI game tevuM prabaLa karma udaya AvyuM hoya te paNa samabhAvamAM rahI zake. mumukSu jJAnInuM aMtara oLakhe che. satpuruSa gRhastha avasthAmAM hoya tyAre mumukSune mAhAsya lAge ke ATalI badhI upAdhi chatAM AtmAne nilepa rAkhe che. puruSArtha karavAno che. anaMta kALathI pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI tene vicArapUrvaka nirNaya kare te puruSArtha che. puruSArtha kare te jIvanuM kalyANa thAya. jJAnI puruSa niSkAraNa karuNAthI jIvene badha Ape che, chatAM jagatanA jIvene tenI kiMmata nathI. jJAnInuM eka vacana paNa grahaNa thAya te paNa bahu lAbha che. jene mahApuruSanuM, tenA vacananuM mAhAsya nathI tenuM kalyANa na thAya. bhagavAnanA paMca kalyANaka che temAM pUjavAyegya te AtmA che. badhI vakhate AtmA pUjavAne che. AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa pUjavAyegya che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke saMsAranuM kAraNa deSa che, jJAnI pAse e deSo maTADavAnA upAya che. kedha-mAna-mAyA-lethI chUTe, deSo jAya te jIva sukhI thAya AtmAne kaSAyarUpI mela vaLage che, te peI nAkhavAne che. karmothI siddhAvasthA rokAya che. jJAnInA vacane sAMbhaLavAthI pitAnA doSa dekhAya ane chUTe che. satsaMge ghaNo lAbha thAya che. jJAnIe je sukhane mAga kahyo che tethI java UlaTe varte che, svacchede varte che. je jJAnIne game te karavAnuM che. anaMtakALathI jIve svacchede karyuM che. svachaMdane rokI jJAnInI AjJAe vartavAthI kalyANa thAya che. vrata Adi kriyA jJAnInI AjJAe kare to kalyANa che. pitAnI meLe karyAthI kAMI na thAya. jJAnanI sAkSIe kare te vizeSa lAbha che. svaccheda piSe te saMsAra che. java pitAnI buddhi AgaLa rAkhI badhuM kare che; paNa jJAnI jANe che tethI lAbha che. jIvane bhAvabhaya nathI lAge. viSayakaSAyamAM pravarte che. viSayAdino zraddhA hoya tyAM mekSanI zraddhA na thAya. jyAre jIvane saMsAra jhera jevuM lAgaze, tyAre chUTaze. AtmajJAna karavuM hoya te pahelAM manane cokhuM karavuM. icchAthI AtmA malina thayela che. mAre kazuMya joItuM nathI, AtmA karmathI pakaDAye che ke kema chUTe? ema jyAre lAgaze tyAre kAma thaze. jJAnI puruSane AjJAe vartavAthI mikSa che. puruSa pratye prema thAya te bhakti jAge. bhakti e sarvotkRSTa mArga che. mana

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saMgraha 3 vacana-kAyAthI karma Ave che. tethI vicAravAna jIva heya te manane jJAnInI AjJAmAM joDe che. kalpanA e karmanuM kAraNa che. beTA vicAra Ave tyAre jhaTa cete che ane pitAnA AtmAne Thapako ApI jhaTa savicAramAM joDe che. akArya karatAM kSebha na rahyo te tIvra karma baMdhAze. darekanA saMskAra paDe che. pApa karIne pAcho abhimAna kare che te raudradhyAna che. pitAnA dezonI darekane khabara hoya che, paNa tenA pratye tiraskAra hoya te doSo jAya, eTalA mATe satsaMga karavAnuM kahyuM che. satsaMgamAM potAnA doSo jaNAya che. dareka vastu pitAno svabhAva batAve che. pArasathI sonuM thAya che. paNa lekhaMDamAM kATa hoya te sonuM na thAya. evI rIte puruSane ega thaye ane kalyANa na thAya te jANavuM ke jIvamAM kATa che. egya java hoya ane puruSano vega thAya te kalyANa thAya ja. jIvane pitAnuM bhAna nathI. nahIM te pitAne duHkha thAya evAM kAma na kare. potAnA doSa jevAnA che. mAro ja vAMka che ema lAge te pharI deSa na kare. dIThA nahI nija devuM te, tarIe koNa upAya ?" pitAnA doSa joyA vinA mokSa na thAya. puruSArthathI jaya thAya che; badhuM thAya che. vicAravAnane kuvicAro Ave tyAre tene kADhavA mATe prayatna kare che, pharI evA vicAra na ja karavA, A raste nathI javuM, ema nizcaya kare che. doSa javAnA upAya che, te mahApuruSa pAsethI jANa ArAdhavA. jJAnI puruSoe devIne joIne abhAva karyo che, upAya zodhI kAyA che. jyAM sudhI jagatanA deSo jevA jAya che tyAM sudhI pitAnA iSa na ghaTe. agya jIva hoya tene jJAnI puruSo bodha na Ape, mauna rahe. saMsAra duHkharUpa che, te kema chUTe? ema ghaNA vicAra karavAnA che. vizeSa jAgRti rAkhavI. jJAnI puruSonAM vacanethI jANavAnuM che. jJAnInA vacanathI badhuM savaLuM thaze. jIvane satsaMganI ghaNuM jarUra che. jyAM sudhI puNyane udaya hoya tyAMsudhI satsaMga maLe che. mATe pramAda kartavya nathI. je je saMsAramAM paDayA che, te jJAnonA Azraya vinA na chUTI zake. jene puruSanuM mAhAtamya lAgyuM hoya tene jJAnInuM kahevuM sAcuM manAya che. saddagurunA vege javanA Agraha jAya che. jIvane samyakatva nAmane guNa che, temAM vikAra thavAthI mithyAtvarUpa thaI gaye che. jeNe mokSe javAnI taiyArI evI karI hoya ke mAthuM mAge teya Ape, te ja khare taravAnuM kAmI che. mAre jagata nathI joItuM ema je thAya te jJAnI je batAve te ene besI jAya. jayAM sudhI zraddhA nathI tyAMsudhI na thAya. ahaMkAra, abhimAna maTavA mATe namaskAra karavAnA che. jIvane pitAnA deSanuM bhAna nathI. ahaMkAra rAkhe che. bhrAMti rAkhe che. sAcI vastunI parIkSA nathI. A mArI bhrAMti che ema ene nathI bhAsatuM. jyAM sudhI de na jAya tyAMsudhI saMsAra chUTe ema nathI. kalAja, moTa Ie satsaMgamAM vidya kare che. tene sAcI vastu hAtha na Ave. AgrahathI kalyANa nathI. badhuM AtmArthe karavuM che. dharma che te zAMti mATe che. zUravIra thavAnI jarUra che. jethI ApaNuM hita thAya te ja karavuM. jJAnIthI samyaphAva thAya che, ajJAnIthI

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16 medhAmRta mithyAtva gADha thAya che. jJAnIpuruSa badhAthI UMce gayA che. jIvanuM kalyANu kema thAya te jJAnI jANe che. jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahevuM e kalyANa che. mAga jene maLyA che tene pUchyuM . pApanA mAthI te duHkha ja nIkaLaze. peAtAnuM nahIM tene peAtAnu mAne che. peAtAnA doSa joI ne TALavA teA kalyANa thaze. Atmahita game tyAMthI thatu hAya teA karavu x x x * ghaNA puNyanA udaye jIvane satsaMga prApta thAya che. satsa`ge jIvane ghaNeA lAbha thAya che. satsaMgamAM AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe. AkhA jagatamAM kayAMya sukha nathI. tyAM A jIva sukha mAne che. jIvanI dRSTi khAdya che, tethI ene je paravastu maLe tene mATe AkhI jiMdagI gumAve che. manuSyabhavamAM je karavuM heAya te thaI zake che. manuSyabhavathI mAkSa thAya che, tethI te uttama che. jAgyA tyAMthI savAra, maMDI paDavA jevu che. lakSa pheravavAnI jarUra che, anata kALathI je nathI karyu te sat vastu prApta karavAnI che. vairAgya hAlatAM, pharatAM khIjA' dareka kAma karatAM rAkhavAnA che. samaye samaye kanuM kArakhAnu cAlI rahyuM che. mATe ghaNI jAgRtinI jarUra che. satsaMgamAM rahevAnI jarUra che. AtmAnI jAgRti rAkhavA mATe rAtadivasa jJAnIpuruSonAM vacanAmAM vRtti rahe tema karavuM. satsaMga te puNya hoya tA maLe. sadAcAra hoya te grahaNa thAya ane jJAnInAM vacanA pariNAma pAme. meAkSamALA' meAkSanuM khIja thAya evI che. dhama'mAM DhIla karavA jevu' nathI. kaiNu jANe kayAre keddha chUTI jaze ! mAkSane arthe manuSyabhava che. manuSyabhavamAM jIva satsaMga karI zake, sArI bhAvanA karI zake; ane peAtAnA svarUpane samajI zake. pramAdane lIdhe AtmA maLelu` svarUpa bhUlI jAya che" (25). karmothI chUTavA manuSyabhava maLye che samaje te manuSya kahevAya. jIva UMghe che tene jagADavA mATe jJAnInA edha che. AtmasvarUpane prApta karavA madhuM karavAnuM che. jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhAya te ghaNA lAbha thAya. pramAdamAM jIva deharUpa thaI jAya che. AtmA upayAgasvarUpa che. jevA upayega tevA AtmA che. che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza. ' kadI nAza pAmavAnA nathI, ema jo dRDha rahe te bhaya nahI lAge, AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, bheAnA che, mekSa che, mekSanA upAya che. A cha pada sabhyaDhananAM kAraNa che. paNa dharma karavAnI bhAvanA jAgavI muzkela che. 29 zrI rAjamaMdira, AheAra, phAgaNa suda 5, 2008 jIvanI meTAmAM meTI bhUla kaI che? peAtAnu' svarUpa na sama e ja mATI bhUla che. ane ethI ja paribhramaNa thayu' che. " je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyuM du:kha anata." e ja mATI bhUla che. peAtAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI tethI khIjAmAM rAgadveSa kare che. svarUpanu bhAna thavA mATe jeNe AtmasvarUpa pragaTa karyu che, te puruSamAM vRtti rAkhavI, siddhabhagavAna

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saMgraha 3 17 sarva kalezathI mukta che ane mAruM svarUpa paNa tevuM ja che. je duHkhane sukha mAnyuM che. pitAnuM sukha, traNe kALa rahe evuM che. te ajJAnane laIne bhAnamAM AvatuM nathI. " jahAM kalapanA jalapanA, tahAM mAnuM duHkha chAMhi; mi. kalapanA jalapanA, taba vastu tina pAI." mAruM tAruM kazuMye eka AtmA che tenI oLakhANa karI levAnI che. uttama vastu AtmA che. tenI oLakhANa thAya te AnaMda Ave. ciMtAmaNi hoya paNa jANe nahIM te kAMkare jANIne pheMkI de. e A manuSyabhava ciMtAmaNiratna jevo che. eka paLa paNa ciMtAmaNiratna jevI che, vyartha chevA jevI nathI. pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI, ajJAna che. saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa deha te huM e che. e moTI bhUla che. pitAnuM nahIM tene pitAnuM mAne che. viparItatA che je bhUlavALe hoya te badhuM bhUlavALuM ja jue che. dehane mATe badhuM kare che. jIva atyAre saMsAra samudramAM paDe che, tenuM zuM kAraNa? e mULa vicAra karavAnuM che. mane karma kema baMdhAya che ane kema chUTe? ene paNa vicAra karavAnuM che. AtmAne saMsArathI choDavAnA vicAra Ave te suvicAraNuM che. zAstro bhaNIne, vAMcIne, badhuM karIne potAne mukta karavAnuM che. zAstro bhaNIne AtmA na jAye te badhuM bajArUpa che. jene bhUla lAge tene potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya che, ane tyArathI zrAvakapaNuM ke sAdhupaNuM che. bhUla jANI ane manamAM thayuM ke A ja mane naDe che te pachI kADhI nAkhe. paNa e nizcaya thayo nathI. je je vastu ene maLe che, temAM mArApaNuM kare che. eNe sAcA sukhanI bhAvanA paNa karI nathI. bhUla barAbara lAgI nathI, lAgatI nathI. kama che te duHkharUpa che. jIva maDhethI ema kahe ke huM duHkhI chuM, paNa ene "kharuM dukha mane zAnuM che? te samajAyuM nathI. saMsAranA sukhane sukha mAne ane tene ja che che. jene mokSanI IcchA hoya che tene saMsAra pratye abhAva thAya che. saMsAramAM jIva bhUla paDe che. huM duHkhI chuM ema ene nathI lAgyuM. sAcA mArganI zarUAtamAM dharma, dhyAna agharuM paDe che. AtmA bhaNI vaLavuM muzkela thaI gayuM che. jIva viSayomAM paDe che. AtmA sukhasvarUpa che ema je abhyAsa thAya te pachI mana bIjAmAM na jAya. mati pahoMce evI vastu nathI. "sat che te brAnti nathI. bhrAntithI kevaLa vyatirikata (ja) che. kalpanAthI para (A) che." (211). jJAnIe jANe che te AtmA che, "sa" che. ema rAkhavuM. bIjI IcchA ochI karavI, te saheje samajAze. jIvane karipata vastunuM mAhAbhya lAge che tethI AtmA jaNAtuM nathI. prazna-samyagdarzana kayAre thAya? pUjyazrI--huM dehathI bhinna chuM" ema thAya tyAre. jevA saMjogo maLe te jIva thaI jAya che. huM vANiye, huM brAhmaNa ema jevA saMvega maLe te pitAne mAne che. kevaLajJAna kaMI AvuM nathI, pAse ja che. bharata cakravatIne vicAra karatAM kevaLajJAna thayuM

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18 AdhAmRta hatu 'huM ane mAru" e saMsAranuM svarUpa che. lAkhA rUpiyA Ape pazu na maLe evA A manuSyabhava maLyA che. nitra thapaNu, nirahaMkArapaNuM Ave te jIvanuM kalyANa thAya. pAMca indriyA che te zatru jevI che. kAI paravastu pratye mAhAtmya na rahe te rAgadveSa na thAya. tethI kama na baMdhAya. svarUpa samaje tyAre thAya che. 32 zrI rAjama`dira, AhAra, phAgaNa suda 7, 2008 ghaNA puNyanA cege A manuSyabhava maLyeA che, tethI akasmAt maraNu kAI ne thAya te dekhatAM jJAnIne ema lAge A bicArAnA manuSyabhava niSphaLa gayA. maraNunA prasaMga kAI nA thAya te vakhate kheda karavA jevu' nathI. te vakhate jJAnIpuruSanAM vacanAnA vicAra karaveA. saMsAramAM kayAMya sukha nathI. sukha dekhAya che, te bhrAMti che. A sauMsAramAM maraNu vakhate koI bacAve ema nathI. indranuM maraNa thAya tyAre ghaNA devatA pAse UbhA hAya che, paNa koI macAve nahI'; te pachI manuSya tA zu karI zake ? A anitya saMsAramAM sukha mAnIne mAkSanuM sAdhana prApta thayuM che te bya na javA devuM. pharI janmavuM na paDe evuM karavAnu che. game teTalI mAthAkUTa kare, paNa mUrkIne javu paDe che. sAthe na Ave. manuSyabhava A saMsAranI mAthAkUTamAM nakAnA gALavA jevA nathI. vairAgya vadhe te mukata thAya. Asakita chUTe te vairAgya thAya. vairAgya e ja kama cheDavAnA upAya che. game tevA pApanA ke puNyane udaya hAya te paNa Akita na karavI te mekSa thaze, ema bhagavAne kahyuM che. jene vairAgya hAya te saMsArathI chUTe che. khIjAne upadeza karavAmAM jIva bahu DAhyo che, paNa peAtAnA prasaMga Ave tyAre khAra paDe. vakhate indra lAgye pachI sagara cakravartInA sATha hajAra putrone dRSTiviSa sarpa mArI nAkhyA brAhmaNanuM rUpa laIne nagaramAM ALye, peAtAnA putranuM maDaduM laIne pharavA rAjadarabAramAM AvyeA. sagara cakravatIe kahyuM ke he vipra ! tame zA mATe raDe che ? pradhAnu maraNa te thavAnuM ja. tame vidvAna che, mATe dhIraja rAkhavI joie. tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM, tamArA putro jo marI gayA hAya te na raDo? dhIraja rAkhe ?'' rAjAe kahyu, "hA." brAhmaNa khelyA, "tamArA sATha hajAra putroe aSTApadma parvata upara taunI rakSA karavA mATe gaMgA nadI ANI, tenu pANI nIce bhavanapati devAnA bhavanamAM bharAI gayu, tethI tyAMnA nAgakumAra devatAne bhayaMkara krodha vyApyA. pachI te bahAra Avye ane dRSTiviSathI te saMte mArI nAkhyA che." ATaluM sAMbhaLyuM ke rAjA mUrchA khAIne pRthvI para paDI gayA. saMsAranu' svarUpa evu ja che. mATe AtmAnu kAma pahelAM karI levu'. vicAravAna puruSA pahelethI ja A saMsAramAM mAruM koI nathI, Ama hRdayamAM cAkhkhuM karI rAkhe che. tethI maraNanuM duHkha lAgatuM nathI. vicAravAna jIvA pAtAnAM paNiAma tapAse che ane sasAra pratye kaIka Asakita hAya te cheDhI nAkhe che. saMgamAM jIvane meADu che, tenuM phaLa dukha Ave che, mAruM nathI ema jeNe mAnyuM' tene duHkha na thAya. je puruSA asa`ga che te

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saMgraha 3 119 parama sukhI che. saMgathI chUTIne asaMga thavAnuM che. asaMga ekadama thavAtuM nathI, satsaMgathI thavAya che. je puruSo mekSe gayA che teo saMsAranuM tIkSaNa baMdhana chedIne gayA che, sUkSma vicAra vinA samajAya evuM nathI. maraNa AvatAM pahelAM mahine kSaya karI levAnuM che. keInuM maraNa thAya te vicAravuM ke Ane deha chUTI gayo evI rIte mAre deha paNa chUTI javAnuM che. huM pramAdamAM paDe rahyo to mArI zI vale thaze? dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla karavA jevuM nathI. mAthe maraNa che ema lAge te khAvuM, pIvuM kaMI na game. kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya kSaya thAya che. tenI jIvane khabara nathI. cetavAnuM che. kSaNavAramAM deha chUTI jAya che. maraNanA prasaMge jIvane vicAra Ave che ke badhuM nAzavaMta che, paNa pAcho bhUlI jAya che. vicAravAna cha ja e vairAgyane TakAvI rAkhe che ane potAnuM jIvana palaTAvI de che. satsaMgamAM kaSAyanI maMdatA thAya che, suvicAraNuM jAge che. satsaMgamAM je suvicAra Ave te niraMtara cAlu rahe evuM karavAnuM che, grahaNa karavAnuM che. jIva je lakSa rAkhe te thAya evuM che. samaye samaye karma baMdhAya che, mATe samaye samaye upayoga rAkhavAnuM che. sarvasaMga jeTaluM che te badhe ahitakArI che. jene asaMga thavuM che teNe saMgane tyAga karavo. jeTalo saMga chUTa teTale asaMga thaye. mAruM kazuMye nathI, ema karavAnuM che. 31 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa, suda 8, 2008 VzrutajJAnathI kevaLajJAna utpanna thAya che. AtmAmAM anaMta zakitao che. pAMca prakAranA jJAnamAM matijJAna che te badhAne pAyo che. jyAM sudhI samyagdarzana na thAya tyAM sudhI kumati ane kuzruta che. mekSamArgamAM samyagdarzananuM mukhyapaNuM che. samyagdarzanathI ja mokSa thAya che. mokSamArganI zarUAtamAM samyagdarzana paheluM joIe. jIvane jyAre azAtA vedanI Ave che, tyAre tene maTADavA pAchaLa paDe che. paNa ajJAna je anAdikALathI AtmAne pIDe che, tenuM duHkha nathI lAgatuM. jIva bebhAna che, UMghe che. samajaNa Ave tyAre khabara paDe ke mehanIyakarma mane duHkha devAvALuM che, mAre tene haNavAnuM che. mehanIyakarma haNavA mATe upAya sadgurune bedha ane vItarAgatA che. "haNe bodha vItarAgatA." TheTha bAramA guNasthAna sudhI sadgurunuM avalaMbana levAnuM che. jIva chaMdathI rajhaLe che. "roke chavA svachaMda te, pAme avazya mokSa.V jJAnInAM vacane jIvane avalaMbanarUpa che. pratyakSa sapuruSathI ghaNe lAbha thAya che. DAka kALamAM jema che tema samajAya che. sebhAgabhAIne pratyakSa puruSane vega thaye te samyaktva pAmyA. pAMca indriyanA viSaye ane manane lIdhe AtmAne upaga bahAra jAya che. ene vibhAvabhAva kahyo che. ethI karma baMdhAya che. ethI upaga pAcho vALe te karma na baMdhAya. saddagurunI AjJA uThAvavAnI che, jANanArane jANa che. che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza."

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120 AdhAmRta AtmA upayegasvarUpa che, dehathI bhinna che ane sadA avinAzI che. evA AtmAne jANavAnA che. ene jANavA mATe badhu karavAnuM che. A AtmA' evuM bhAna thAya, tema karavAnuM che. pAMca indriya ane mana zakAya tyAre upayoga kharA svarUpamAM vaLe. ene mATe sadgurunI jarUra che. badhAnu mULa te jANanAro che. tenA taraph vRtti rAkhavAnI che. jIvanA upayAga paravastumAM jAya che, e vibhAva che. te kakha dhanu kAraNa che. upayega palaTe te badhuM thAya. e upayAga palaTAvavA mATe jJAnInI AjJAmAM upayAga rAkhavA. bALA dho, bALapi tavo / AjJAnuM mAhAtmya lAgavuM joIe. saMsArathI jIve banI rahyA che. zAMtinuM sthAna eka satpuruSa che. satpuruSathI tarAya che. sadguru dIvA jevA che. sadguruthI ajJAna dUra thAya che. game tevA pApI jIva hAya tene paNa meAkSamArge caDhAve, evA saddaguru che. hajAra kiraNavALA sadRguru che. guru haiya tA joI zake. gurunA yoga na thAya tyAMsudhI jIva rakhaDe che. saMsAratApathI khaLatA jIvAne macAvanAra sadguru che. jJArnI kahe che e bahu jhaNI vAta che. eka pazu zAstra bhAvapUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM hAya te kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcADe. bhale samajAya na samajAya paNa khIja ropAya che. je bhavamAM jIva jAya tyAM 'kAyA te hu" ema thaI jAya che. kAyA te duna jevI che. jIva deha jue che, paNa kreDanI sAthe AtmA che tene jotA nathI. sadgurunA yeAge daSTi krUre te chetarAya nahi. game teTaluM duHkha haiAya te paNa jJAnIpuruSA te samabhAvamAM ja rahe che. guru vagara keAI bhUla kADhI zake nahi. mana ja AkhA sa`sAra UbheA kare che, eTaluM samaje te khasa che. keTi varSanuM svapna paNu, jAgrata thatAM zamAya.' manuSyabhava dula bha che. jJAnInA guNagrAma karavA. e ja karavA yAgya che. siddhAMtanI vAta jJAnau jANe che. ApaNe teA tenI bhita karavI. peAtAnAM pariNAma sudhare evu karavAnuM che. satsaMga, satpuruSa, tenI vANI e zraddhA karavAnAM, jIvanA bhAva pheravavAnAM sAdhanA che. "sadguru saMtasvarUpa tuja, e dRDhatA karI de ja." AjJAnuM bahu mAhAtmya che. 72 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, kAgaNa suda 9, 2008 "satpuruSamAM ja paramezvarabuddhi ane jJAnIee parama dhama kahyo che." (254), satpuruSathI ja mArga prApta thAya che. kuguruee manuSyapaNuM lUMTI lIdhuM che. peAte mahumAM paDayA che ane bIjAne pADe che. eka pazu khela hRdayamAM rAkhe te ghaNu' thAya. satpuruSanI zraddhA e kaI jevI tevI nathI. zraddhA pama duSTA' dula bhamAM dula"bha vastu zraddhA che, ema uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che. AnAthI vizeSa lAbha thAya che. AjJA ArAdhavAmAM vila kha na karavA. jIve je niyama lIdhA hAya te teDavA nahIM. prANu jatAM paNa niyamabhaMga na kare eTalI daDhatA Ave tyAre kalyANa thAya. jagatanA AkaSa NumAMthI khacavA smaraNa"sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" e eka sAdhana che. mATe smaraNa bhUlavu' nahI. "satpuruSanA

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saMgraha 3 121 eka eka vAkyamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che." jJAnInI AjJAmAM vizeSatA e che ke AkhuM jIvana palaTAI jAya. zraddhA hoya te jJAnInuM vacana coMTI jAya. maMtra sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" che, te AtmA che. coMTe te kAma thaI jAya. AjJAthI thAya te mokSanuM kAraNa che. AjJA vagara kare te puNya baMdhAya, paNa mekSanuM kAraNa na thAya. "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" emAM pAMca parameSThI AvI jAya che. hAlatAM, cAlatAM, kAma karatAM maMtra jApa karyA kare. enI raTanA lagAvavAnI jarUra che. kAma to hAtha pagathI karavAnuM che paNa jIbha te navarI che ne? smaraNa bhulAya nahIM evI Teva pADavAnI jarUra che. samaraNanI Teva pADI hoya te maraNa vakhate yAda Ave ane samAdhimaraNa thaI jAya evuM che. AjJAthI dharma thAya che. mane prabhuzrIjIe teone deha chUTatAM cArapAMca divasa agAu kaheluM ke jenI bhAvanA hoya tene A viza deharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA e traNa pATha, ane sAta vyasanane tyAga tathA maMtrasmaraNa ApavuM. tethI huM ApuM chuM. prabhuzrIe mane maMtra Ape tyAre kahyuM hatuM ke keIne kahIza nahIM, kAraNa ke jIva DAhyo thavA jAya che tethI pitAnuM cUkI jAya che. prabhuzrIjI eka divase pATa upara cAdara oDhIne sUtA hatA. te vakhate mane sevAmAM raho thoDAka ja divasa thayA hatA. huM pAse Ubhe hate. teoe mane kahyuM, "paramaguru nigraMtha sarvadeva" ema belatAM belatAM sevA kara. te vakhate mane barAbara yAda na rahyuM, paNa manamAM ema hatuM ke jJAnIe kahyuM che te sAcuM che. pachIthI prabhuzrIjIe chatrIsa mALAmAM aThThAvIsa mALA paramaguru nigraMtha sarvadevanI pheravavA kahyuM. 33 zrI rAjamaMdira, Ahara, phAgaNa suda 10, 2008 pUjyazrI--vairAgyanI vAta karavI. vairAgyanI vAta jIvane hitakArI che. ApaNe kalyANa karavAmAM zuM zuM naDe che, te vicAravuM. mithyAtva heya tyAMsudhI jJAna paNa ajJAna che. pitAnI vRttio kevI rahe che te tapAsavAnuM che. pitAnA de jANe, de kADhavAno mArga ze te deve TaLe. pitAnA de dekhAya to khabara paDe ke mArAmAM samasaMvegAdi guNe che ke nahIM? sapuruSanA yoge sAdhupaNuM laIne paNa vRttio sArI na thAya te abhAva ja che. AtmA jyAre saMsArane tuccha mAne tyAre pitAnI bhUla dekhAya. jagatanI vastuo asAra lAge ane AtmAnuM sukha sAcuM che ema lAge che te bhavi ja che. pitAnA deza jevAnA che. mokSe javuM hoya te kALajI rAkhavI paDaze. satsaMgane vega maLa bahu durlabha che. satsaMganA yege sulabhapaNe AtmasAdhana thAya che. Aja sudhI anAdikALathI je jAyuM che, te bhUlI javuM. badhuM ajJAna che. je jANavA gya che tenA tarapha lakSa nathI. 34 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa suda 11, 2008 satsaMga che te kAma bALavAne baLavAna upAya che." (511) traNe lekane harAvI de e kAmavikAra che, chatAM satsaMgamAM kame krame te baLatuM jAya che. "nathI preryo deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA."

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AdhAmRta ema vicAra Ave te bheganI icchA nIkaLI jAya. leganI IcchA nIkaLI jAya te pachI khIjI IcchA na rahe. jene mekSe javu che, teNe sa MsAra saMbhArave nahIM. jagatanI vAte jIve ghaNI sAMbhaLI che. kazuM mAhAtmya nathI, paNa jIva temAM mAhAtmya mAne che. jJAnInAM vacana sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te te jIvamAM ghara kare; jJAnInAM vacanA jIvamAM ghara kare te jJAna thaI jAya. vairAgya thAya te saMsArathI pAThe! haThe. kharAmamAM kharAma vastu zarIra che. vastu jema che tema jIvane samajAI nathI. gaMdavADAmAMthI sukha levA jAya che. AkhA jagatamAM gaDhavADA tA zarIranA ja che. vastusvarUpa samajAya te kalpanA chUTI jAya. sAcI vastu samaje te khI IcchA bhAMgI jAya. denA, bhAganA ane saMsAranA vicAra kare tA tethI pAchA haThe. kara vicAra te pAma." AtmajJAna pAmavA vicAra karavAne che. traNe lAka rAgadveSathI maLatA che. jagatanu' svarUpa ja evu` che. kAma vastu evI che ke jIvane unmatta banAvI de che. brahmA, viSNu ane mahAdeva e badhA kAmane vaza che, koI tene jItI zakavA nahIM. kAma bahu baLavAna che. kAmanA vizvAsa jarA paNa rAkhavA jeva nathI. jJAnIne vizvAsa rAkhI tenA zaraNe rahevu. eka vItarAga bhagavAna ja kAmane jItI zakayA che. satsaMga-satzAstranA paricaya karIne vairAgya upazama vadhAravAnA che. 35 zrI rAjamaMdira, AheAra, phAgaNa suda 12, 2008 maraNanA vicAra bhayane arthe karavAnA nathI, paNa taiyArI karavA mATe karavAnA che. samyagdarzana thayA pahelAM paNa jIvane vairAgya Ave che. e jo satsaMga maLe teA savaLA thAya, AtmA sivAya khIje rasa na Ave, Asakti na thAya tyAM vairAgya che. saMsAranA mehu Ache karavA mATe bairAgyanI jarUra che. cha padanA vicAra karavA. AtmA nitya che. te maravAne nathI. saMceAge chUTe paNa AtmA te nitya che. paryAyanA nAzathI vastune nAza na thAya. AtmA traNe kALa rahe evA padArtha che. saMcAganA sadupayoga karavA. gabharAvuM nahI. vivekanI jarUra che. jema jema satpuruSonAM vacanAmAM vRtti raheze tema tema AnaMda Avaze; ane jJAnIne zuM kahevuM che, tenA lakSa adhAraze. cha padanA vicAra khAsa karavAnA che. AtmA kadI mare nahIM' ema AtmAnI pratIti thAya, te bhaya na lAge. anitya padArthonA meDhune laI ne nitya padArthInA vicAra AvatA nathI. anitya padAtha mAM jyAMsudhI vRtti rahe tyAMsudhI nitya padArthAnuM nityapaNu' na lAge. anitya ane nitya padArthane bheda karavAnA che. tene mATe ghaNA puruSArtha karavAnA che. 36 zrI rAjama Mdira, AheAra, phAgaNa suda 13, 2008 satsaMga karavA, rAja navuM kaMIka zIkhavuM. dehamAM AtmA rahelA che te dehathI bhinna che, tene arthe bhakti, vAcana, vagere karavAnAM che. satsaMganA ceAge jIvane sArA bhAva rahe che. e satsaMganA yAga jyAre na haiAya tyAre jJAnIpuruSanAM vacane che te vicAravAM. khIje vRtti rahe te kama aMdhAya che, ane jJAnInAM vacaneAmAM vRtti rahe teA kama chUTe che. kaMI

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sagraha 3 123 na thAya te smaraNa karavuM. jIbhane zuM kAma che? ene smaraNa soMpI devuM. smaraNanI Teva paDI heAya te maraNu vakhate yAda Ave ane samAdhimaraNanu kAma thAya. X X strIone jJAnIpuruSo je kahe te jhaTa mAnya thAya che. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA samayamAM paNa sAdhu ane zrAvakA karatAM sAdhvIe ane zrAvikAe vadhAre hatI. brahmaca` pALavAmAM svAdane Ache. karavA. 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' ane navakAramaMtramAM bheda nathI. jJAnInI AjJA jema thaI tema karavAnuM che. huM jANuM chuM, samajuM chuM" ema karavA jAya te te DahApaNa che. dharmadhyAnamAM citta rAkhavAnu che. bhavanA bhaya lAgyA hAya te dharma thAya, AtmAnA guNe! sAme sa'sAraSTi na rAkhavI. bhavabhIta bhavika je bhaNe bhAve, suNe, samaje, sahe, zrI ratnatrayanI ekayatA lahI, sahI se| nija pada lahe." lakSa rAkhavAnA che. bhagavAnanAM mAtApitA hatAM te AtmA hatAM. X 37 zrI rAjamaMdira, AheAra, phAgaNa suda 14, 2008 paramAtmasvarUpamAM jeTalI lInatA thAya teTalA savara thAya che. bharata cakravatI jyAre laDAI karatA hatA te vakhate puMDarika gaNudhare RSabhadeva bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke bharatanAM pariNAma kevAM che? bhagavAne kahyuM, tArA jevAM. lakSa chUTavAnA hatA. jenAmAM rAgadveSa nathI tenAmAM vRtti rahe teA rAgadveSa na thAya. e kAma bharata cakravartI karatA hatA. eka bhAi.meha AchA karavA hAya tA thAya, laDAI na karavI hAya te na thAya; paNa laDAI karavA chatAM bharata mahArAjA akartA kahevAtA te kema ? pUjyazrI--bharata laDAI karatA, paNa tenuM citta te bhagavAna RSabhadevamAM ja hatuM. RSabhadeva bhagavAna jyAre dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre bharate kahyuM, 'huM paNa dIkSA laIza.' paNa bhagavAne kahyuM ke A yugaliyA hamaNAM ja pAMsarA thayA che ane jo rAjA nahI' hAya te laDI paDaze. mATe tuM rAjya kara. tAre e prArabdha che ane mAre dIkSA levArUpa prArabdha che. ema pitAnA kahevAthI bharata mahArAjA nAkara tarIke rahyA hatA. cha khaMDanuM rAjya karavuM ane vRtti bhagavAnamAM rAkhavI, A kAma karanArane muni karatAM paNa vadhAre puruSArtha karavA paDe che. AjJAe varyAM ane vRtti bhagavAnamAM rAkhI tethI kama kSaya karI nAkhyAM. RSabhadhruva bhagavAna eka hajAra varSa chadmastha avasthAe vicaryAM hatA ane bharata cakravatI ne te gRhasthAvAsamAM ja kevaLajJAna thayuM hatuM. 38 zrI rAjamaMdira, AheAra, phAgaNa suda 15, 2008 jIvane mUMjhavaNa thavI joIe cAre chuTAze ? chUTavAnA rastA kayA che? vadhAre vAMcavAthI lAbha nathI, paNa thADuMka jIvane pace te ghaNuA lAbha che. A bhavamAM cetavAnu che. bhayakara sa`sAra che.

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bedhAmRta 39 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa vada 1, 2008 pitAnI IcchAe na vartatAM jJAnanI AjJAe vartavuM che ane temAM vihmarUpa je pratibaMdha hoya tene tyAga. Atmahita na cUkavuM. jJAnIe kahyuM ke AtmA jANyA sivAya kalyANa nathI. pahelethI ja karI rAkhyuM hoya to samAdhimaraNa thAya. satsaMge samajaNa paDe ke AthI mAruM hita che. game teTalAM duHkha hoya paNa mAre satsaMga kare che evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. manuSyabhavamAM je kaMI karavAnuM che te karI levuM. pachI na thAya. jJAnIe Atmahita thAya e mArga kahyo che. ekAnta nathI. satsaMga vinA eno Azaya samajAtuM nathI. jethI hita thAya te karavuM. samajAya na samajAya te paNa satsaMga hitakArI che. ghaNe paricaya thAya te jJAnInuM kahevuM samajAya ke sarva bhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che. sapuruSane beya sAMbhaLavAmAM vRtti rAkhe te karma khaMkherAya che. pitAnI samajaNe kheMcAkheMca karatAM aTakavuM. kaI vastu ekAMte kharAba ke sArI nathI. gaMdhAtA kUtarA je deha che. dehamAM kazuM sAruM nathI, chatAM dehamAM rahele AtmA te apUrva che. tenI oLakhANa karavAnI che. jJAnIe kahyuM che temAM ja mAruM hita che ema karI temAM maMDI rahe te samyaktva thaze, badhuM thaze. "kaMI nathI jANata, jJAnI jANe che." adhamAdhama adhike patita sakala jagatamAM huya." e karavAnuM che. jJAnInA AtmAnI pavitratA che te samajavAnI che. mithyAtva che tyAM sudhI AtmA malina che. jJAnI ane ajJAnI bannene karma hoya che paNa jJAnIne vAsanA nathI, A lekanI alpa paNa sukhecchA nathI ane ajJAnI vAsanAvALe che. puruSathI kalyANa che. e vinA nathI. jethI Atmahita thAya te karavAnuM che. badhethI vRtti uThAvavI te tyAga che. bhale bAhyathI na thAya paNa bhAvanA te tyAganI ja rAkhavI. zAzvata zraddhA eTale kadI phare nahIM evI zraddhA athavA kSAyika samakita. je karavuM che temAM ja citta lIna rahe evuM karavAnuM che. nizadina nanameM niMda na Ave, nara taba hi nArAyana pAve." ATale bhava bhaktimAM ja gALa che. bhaktimAM AnaMda Avaze. zrI AcArAMgamAM kahyuM che, "eka AtmAne jANatAM samasta kAlakane jANaza ane sarva jANavAnuM phaLa paNa eka AtmaprApti che" (631). badhethI chUTI AtmA bhaNu vRtti vALavI, evuM jJAnInuM kahevuM che. AtmA badhAya zAstrone sAra che. jANanAre che tenA tarapha vRtti laI javI che. AtmAne jANa, mAna ane sthira kare te mekSa thAya e niraMtara lakSamAM rAkhavuM. jJAnInuM kaheluM sAcuM che. cetavA jevuM che. bharata cakravartIe pitAne cetAvavA mATe mANase rAkhyA hatA te ja "bharata ceta, bharata ceta" ema kahetA ane teraNamAM ghaMTaDIo labaDAvI hatI. jJAnIe mane kahyuM che ke jANavuM dekhavuM e mAre svabhAva, ema je rahe te samAdhimaraNa thAya. e ja cAritra che. je thAya te joyA karavuM, gabharAvuM

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sa'graha 3 125 nahI. AtmA traNe kALa rahe evA che. mAru kAma jovAnuM che. deDhunA dharmane mArA dhama mAnavA nathI. AtmA sivAya badhI vastue pudgala che. ethI judA thaIne joyA karavu game te Ave paNa te kama che. jJAnInu zaraNu hAya te kazIye phikara nathI. AtmAnu oLakhANa jene thayuM che tene vajranI bhIMta ADI paDI. AtmA te maravAnA nathI, te kaI phikara na thAya, sAcI eLakhANa thAya te maLa maLe. nitya jANyA te pachI bhUlI kema javAya ? Atmasiddhi, cha pada e badhAM AtmA jANavA mATe lakhyAM che. IMDu che te huM nahIM. AtmA che te kAmanA che. DheDamAM gUMcAyA che. vibhAvamAM te te meAkSa na thAya. vedanA che te ghAtIkama nathI. meAhunA khaLathI vedanA vadhAre lAge che. meADu jAya te vadhAre vedanA na lAge. AtmAnA nAza karanAra e vedanA nathI. jyAM sudhI bhAna haiAya tyAMsudhI AtmAne na bhUlavA. badhA sa Mvega kSaNe kSaNe chUTe che. AtmA jovAnA che. kaI kaInI sAthe na Ave. AtmA ekalA ja che. jeNe AtmA jANyA teNe sava jANyuM. jJAnIo kahe che ke saMsAra joI e che ke meAkSa ? eka nizcaya karaza. mAre mekSa ja joI e, evuM thAya teA mekSa thAya. jagata bhayakara che, paNa sadgurunA ceAga che tethI sa vAnAM savaLAM che. 'huM samajI gayA' ema na rAkhavuM. sadA UNA rahevuM. 40 zrI rAjamaMdira, Ahora, phAgaNa vada 2,2008 dharmanuM phaLa zuM? dharmanuM phaLa zAMti che. "huM Aya ! dravyAnuyAganu La sarva bhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che." (866). e ja dhanu phaLa che. jJAnIpuruSa ane jJAnI puruSanA Azrita banne alaukika bhAvamAM varte che. kRpALudeve seAbhAgyabhAI ne lakhyu ke ame tame laukikabhAve pravazuM te alaukikabhAve kANu vartAze ? badhAya laukika bhAva choDI alokika bhAvamAM AvavAnu che. game tevA pratibaMdha hAya, maraNu samAna vedanA haiAya, paNa Atmahita na vIsaravuM. A manuSyabhavamAM bhakti ja karavI che. jIva DhIlA paDe che tyAre kama Ave che. mAre rAgadveSa nathI ja karavA evA nizcaya hAya tA kama khicArAM zuM karI zake ? bhaktimAM vRtti rAkhavI ane manamAM "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" melyA karavu. eka meAkSa sivAya khIjI icchA na rAkhavI. "mAtra mekSa abhilASa." A bhavamAM te e ja karavAnu che. "AjJAmAM ja ekatAna thayA vinA paramAnA mArganI prApti bahu ja asulabha che." (147). ekatAna thayA vinA mAnI prApti na thAya. peAtAnAM karma pramANe AjIvikA maLI temAM saMteSa rAkhavA. temAM samabhAve vartavuM. keAI khIjA vikalpa karavA nahI.... ema thAya te sAruM ke ema thAya te! sAruM', ema na karavuM. satsaMga karavAnA che. badhA vikalpe mUkI devA. asaMga thavAnu che. 41 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa vada 3, 2008 aMtara pheravavAnu che. jyAre sadgurune medha rucaze tyAre samyagdana thaze. AtmA anata kALathI du:khI thayA che. pAtAnI dayA Avaze tyAre AmAthI thaze. ane tyAre ja

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26 medhAmRta edha cAMTaze. te vinA samyagdarzana na thAya. AtmA akhaMDa svarUpa che. AtmAne jANyA tyAM AtmAnuM jJAna hAya che, pratIti hAya che, sthiratA haiAya che. satpuruSane eLakhavA na ke te ana MtAnubaMdhI che. "jIvane jJAnIpuruSanuM ALakhANa thaye tathAprakAre anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAla mALAM paDavAnA prakAra banavA ceAgya che.'' (parara) jevA thavu hAya tevAnI bhakti karavI. sadgurunI bhakti prApta thavAthI "sadgurunA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe, apUrva guNa dRSTigocara thaI anya svacchaMda maTe ane saheje Atmamedha thAya." je sAcA che te sAcAne ja bhaje che. "mUrti`mAna meAkSa te satpuruSa che." (249), satpuruSa ALakhavA muzkela che. guru eLakhavA ghaTa verAgya." satpuruSa tA paramAtmA ja che.' ema thAya tyAre bhakti Uge. mAhAtmya na lAge tyAM sudhI bhakti na thAya. pratyakSa sadgurunA meTA upakAra che. siddha samAna AtmA che. emAM bhakti lInatA thAya te meAkSanu kAraNa che. peAtAnA AtmAne jAgRta karavA bhakti karavAnI che. 42 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa vada 5, 2008 kRpALudevanA upakAra mahAna che--anaMta duHkhane TALanArA che. jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhe te jJAnInI chatrachAyA nIce ja che. bhAvanA satsa`ganI rAkhavI, te viyeAgamAM paNa satsaMganu phaLa thAya. jevA bhAva tevuM phaLa maLe. AtmabhAvanA bhAvavI. AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re." pahelAM karavAnu che: "huM dehAda svarUpa nathI ane deha srIputrAhi koI paNa mArAM nathI. zuddhacaitanyasvarUpa avinAzI eve huM AtmA chuM. ema AtmabhAvanA karatAM rAgadveSane kSaya thAya." (692) kreDa uparathI bhAva UMco tA badhuM thAya. " chUTe dehAdhyAsa tA, nahI. kartA tuM ka." dharma traNa prakAre thAya che. (1) ApaNAthI bane teTaluM karavuM, (2) khIjA pAse karAvavuM, (3) A dharma kare che te sAruM kare che ema mAnavuM. evI bhAvanA karavI. sArAne sAruM jANe te satyane svIkAyu" kahevAya. kAI ne dharma karatAM vinna kare te peAtAne aMtarAyakama adhAya. saralabhAvathI dhama karavAnA che. Atmasiddhi' mAM khadhAM zAstronA sAra che. apUrva graMtha che. A kALamAM paramAtmadazA pAmIne kRpALudeve A graMtha racyA che. emAM cha danane samAveza che. jene sadvicAra jAge tene mekSa samajAya. sadvicAra vinA chUTako nathI. "kara vicAra te pAma." 43 zrI rAja madira, Ahera, phAgaNa vada 7, 2008 kRpALudevanI AjJAmAM rahevuM. tyAMthI AtmA pragaTaze evI dRDha zraddhA joIe. enAM vacaneAnA badhAya jJAnI sAkSI che. traNe kALamAM e satya che. jyAre tyAre jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhaze tyAre kalyANa thaze. tyAga-vairAgya joI ze. jagatathI udAsa thavuM, dehathI mAMDI khadhAmAM udAsabhAva rAkhave. khAvApIvAmAM paNa jyAM tyAMthI peTa bharavu' che, peTamAM nAMkhavuM che, ema rAkhavuM; svAda na

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sagraha 3 127 karavA. AtmAthe badhuM karavAnu che. anAdi kALathI dehanI sabhALa karI che, dehamAM ja vRtti rAkhI che, AtmAne nAkara banAvye che. paNa ATalA deDa AtmArthe gaLAya te badhA bhavanuM sATuM vaLI jAya. A deha te AtmAthe che, ene mATe ja maLye che. samuM karI levuM. A bhavamAM khIntu kazuM ya icchavuM nahIM. mAruM mAnyuM che te peAtAnuM thavAtu nathI. jJAnInI AjJAmAM ja DheDa gALavAnA che. na gALe te AvI jogavAI maLavI muzkela che. manuSyabhava dula bha che. ATaleA bhava che te ca na jAya. ghaNI sAmagrI ekaDI karI, manuSyabhava pAmyA. emAM karavA jevuM samAdhimaraNu. e vinA nakAmuM. mAre jJAnIthI AjJAmAM ja ATalA bhava gALavA che' ema hAya tyAre samAdhimaraNu thAya. kahevA mAtrathI na thAya. rAtadivasa e athe ja jIvavuM che. ana'tavAra manuSyabhava pAmyA, paNa peAtAne garaja nahiM eTale AtmavicAra jAgyA nathI. dIThA nahIM nija doSa tA, tariye kANu upAya ?" potAnA doSa na jue te na thAya. tema thavAnA upAya sadguru che. jJAnIe zuM kahyuM che? e vicAratA nathI. kevaLajJAna prApta karavAnI laya lAgI nathI. meAkSanI IcchA hAya te badhuM cheDavu paDaze. mUchyA vinA chUTakA nathI. prArabdha upara vAta che. jene AjIvikA jeTaluM hAya teNe jhAjhAM jhAMvAM mAravA jevAM nathI. zAMti thAya evuM karavAnu che. [ pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI baporanI meTaramAM agAsa AzramamAM javA padhAryAM. ]

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saMgraha 4 zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa, cetra suda 4, 2008 savAranA sADA traNa vAge UThavuM, ane gokhavuM, pheravavuM. sUtI vakhate tapAsavuM ke ApaNe zuM karavA AvyA chIe ane zuM karyuM che? ema reja tapAsavuM. tethI doSa hoya te pakaDAya ke Aja huM kyAM Ubhe hato? kayAM vAta karI hatI? e kAma na karyuM hota te cAlata? ema vicAravuM. ema karavAthI bIje divase deSa na thAya. sUtI vakhate ATaluM te ja nAmuM meLavavuM. jema dukAnadAra sAMje nAmuM meLave che, tema ApaNe enuM nAmuM meLavavuM 2 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 5, 2008 puNyane udaya hoya tyAM sudhI satsaMga maLe che. satsaMgathI prApta thayelI AjJA ArAdhe te kayANa thAya. mArga maLyA pachI citta temAM rAkhavuM. parabhavanuM bhAthuM che. karyuM teTaluM sAthe Avaze. roja vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. traNe pATha (vIza deharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA) meDhe karavA. savAramAM kevuM ane sAMje kevuM! ema jagata phare che. paNa AtmA te e ne eve ja che. dehamAM AtmA che, ene na bhUla. ene abhyAsa manuSyabhavamAM thAya che. jIva dekhe che ane bhUle che. satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLe che ke dehanI kALajI na rAkhavI, te vakhate ene thAya ke na rAkhavI, paNa pachI bhUlI jAya che. ema bhulAve thatuM Avyo che. AtmAne saMbhALa. vairAgyanI jarUra che. tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna." badhuM nAzavaMta nATaka jevuM che. AyuSya che tyAMsudhI jue che, pachI nATaka baMdha. satsaMgane lAbha laI le. paMcaparameSThI samati thayA pachI kahyA che. tyAMsudhI na hoya. saha jAtmasvarUpa pUjya che. e vagaranuM sAdhupaNuM pUjya nathI. "AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru heya." samyaktva e dharmane prANa che. dI cItaryo hoya paNa tethI kaMI ajavALuM na thAya. nAma mAtra che. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke, "AkhuM jagata sonAnuM thAya te paNa amane tRNavat che." (214)

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1ra9 saMgraha 4 samyagdaSTine AjJA ArAdhavAne ja lakSa rahe che. vIza dehA bolatI vakhate mana bahAra pharatuM hoya te belavuM baMdha karavuM. pharIthI mana sthira karIne besavuM. dharma na kare ane dharma gaNAve che te daMbha che. sAcuM karavAnuM che. mana sthira karIne karavuM. eTale AtmA joDAya teTale lAbha che. na bane te beTAne beThuM mAnavuM. mAre sAcuM karavuM che ane sAcuM mAnavuM che ema rAkhavuM. 3 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 7, 2008 manuSyabhavamAM AtmAnuM karavuM che. te potAnI meLe na thAya. kRpALudevanI AjJAthI karavuM. jagata upara prema che tenA karatAM anaMtagaNe prema kRpALudeva upara karavAne che. para prema-pravAha ba prabhuse, saba Agama-bheda suura baseM; vaha kevalo bIja jJAnI kahe, nijako anubhI batalAI diye." pUrva prArabdha AvI paDyuM hoya, paNa eka kSaNa nakAmI na javA devI. vAMcavA vicAravAnuM rAkhavuM. kRpALudevane mAre jANavA che, evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. "kRpALudeva mane ja kahe che e lakSa rAkhIne vAMcavuM vicAravuM. vAMcavAnuM vadhAre rAkhavuM. ethI AtmAne zAMti thAya che. ekAMtanI jarUra che. pAse pustaka hoya te lAbha laI le. ArogyatA sAcavavI te vicakSaNatA che. jeTalI jeTalI samajaNa che, te te prakAre cAre bAju joIne vicakSaNa puruSa pagaluM mUke che. "pudgalajJAna prathama le jANu, naradehe pachI pAme dhyAna." (107) pudgalane paNa paricaya jANa, vivekapUrvaka grahaNa kare te hita thAya. vairAgyanI khAmI che. pugalanuM jJAna karIne paNa vairAgya karavAne che. jarUra paDatuM je kare temAM bahu upAdhi na thAya. jeTalI Asakti teTalI vadhAre upAdhi, vairAgya hoya te Asakti na thAya. "kalpitanuM ATaluM badhuM mAhAo ?" (576). paNa jIvane kalpita nathI lAgatuM. "mAruM mAne che. jJAnIne kalpita lAge che. jema vicAra phare tema AkhuM jagata phare. badhAne AdhAra samajaNa che. vastunuM svarUpa samajAya te duHkhamAM paga na mUke. AtmAthI paNuM Ave ane saddagurune baMdha thAya te samajaNa phare. e vinA svaccha vicAra karavAthI lAbha na thAya. saddagurunA lakSa vinA badhuM avaLuM che. eNe kahyuM te karavuM che, e lakSa rahe te savaLuM thAya. kRpALudeva upara jeTalo prema vadhe teTale prema vadhAravAne che. jyAM svarUpa pragaTa che te game te mithyAtva khase. - pramAda e thAya, AtmAnuM hita thAya tema karavuM. reja tapAsavuM ke pramAda e cho thAya che ke nahIM? dharma game nahIM te pramAda che, dharmanI anAdaratA te pramAda che, unmAda eTale vagara vicAre vartavuM te pramAda che, pAMca indriyenA viSayamAM varte te paNa pramAda che, paravastuomAM jIvane prema che te pramAda che. cAra kaSAya, vikathA, UMgha te badhAM pramAda che. A badhAM bhAvamaraNanAM kAraNe che. pramAdathI vRtti pAchI haThe te vicAra Ave. mAre dahADe zAmAM gayo? e tapAse, bhUla thaI hoya te kADhe te pramAda jAya. dahADA upara dahADA 17

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130 bedhAmRta jAya che ane je karavAnuM che te paDyuM rahe che. AtmAne jagADavA bhakti, satsaMga Adi karavAmAM che. kheTAne kharuM mAnavuM nathI. dIThA nahIM nija deva to, tarike koNa upAya?" - doSa chupAvavA nahIM. bhaktimAM doSa seve te bhakti nukasAna kare. "huM beluM chuM evuM mArAmAM che ? pitAne na bhUla e pahelI vastu che. huM AtmA chuM. mArAmAM de che te TALavA bhakti karuM chuM. vicAra hoya te je kare te badhuM saphaLa thAya. "he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahuM ?" eTaluM bolatAM paNa vicAra Ave. mArA jIvatA prabhune bolAvuM chuM. huM dukhI chuM tethI bhagavAnane bolAvuM chuM. saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge, mAre chUTavuM che, e bhAva te vairAgya che. vairAgya heya te badhuM savaLuM thAya. "niraMtara udAsInatAne krama seva." (172). kyAMya Asakti ke dveSa karavA jevuM nathI. keIne vAMka nathI. karma duHkha Ape che. pitAnA doSa pitAne TALavAnA che. mumukSu hoya te pitAnA deSa jue ne TALe. "huM te doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karuNALa." deSa thayA hoya tene pazcAttApa kare te pharI na thAya. saddagurune baMdha hoya te vicAra Ave. nahi te badhuM svacchede che. paMcakalyANaka belIe tyAre vicAravuM ke bhagavAnanI bhakti thAya che ke bIjuM thAya che? bhakti vicAra sahita karavI. baDabaDa belyA na javuM. 4 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 8, 2008 bhAvathI karma baMdhAya che ane bhAvathI chUTe che. jyAM zuddhasvarUpa pragaTa hoya tyAM lInatA thAya te te svarUpe pragaTa thAya. saMsAramAM Asana jamAvyuM che te khaseDI bhagavAna pAse jamAvavAnuM che. zraddhA e AtmAne guNa che. zraddhA e AtmA che. atyAre bhUlavALe che. bhUla nIkaLI jAya te kharI zraddhA che. bhagavAnanuM zarIra e bhagavAnane oLakhavAnuM sAdhana che. daSTi pheravavAnI jarUra che. saMkalpa-vikalpa e bhAvamana che. jaDacetanane bheda samajavAnI jarUra che. jIva avaLuM mAne che te maTADavAnI jarUra che. mana e dravya indriya che. aMdara je jANe che te bhAvamana che. bhAvamana e AtmA che. pudgalavargaNa e dravyamAna che. "mana vacana kAyA ne karmanI vargaNA; chUTe jahAM sakala pRdugala saMbaMdha jo." e badhuM dravyarUpa che. dravyamana muddagala che, ane tene nimitte saMkalpavikalpa thAya che te bhAvamana che. "pugala-racanA kAramI che, tihAM jasa citta na lIna; eka mArga te zivataNe jI, bheda lahe jaga dina."(cethI daSTi) 5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa. caitra suda 9, 2008 praznakaI agya kArya karatAM prathama vicAra nathI AvatuM ane pachI Ave che enuM zuM kAraNa haze?

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saMgraha 4 131 pUjyazrI-eTalI vicAranI khAmI che. keTalAka jIvone agya kArya karatAM prathama vicAra nathI Avate ane pAchaLathI pazcAttApa paNa nathI thatuM. keTalAkane prathama vicAra nathI Avato paNa pAchaLathI pazcAttApa thAya che. keTalAkane pahelAM vicAra thAya ke A mAre karavA cogya nathI chatAM parAdhInatAne lIdhe kare, pachI pazcAttApa kare che. jIva bhavabhIru hoya tene kaSAya bhAva thavA lAge tyAre A sArA che ema na thAya. e kArya sAruM nathI chatAM ema zA mATe thayuM? ema tene manamAM thAya. pachI vicAra kare ke keIne doSa nathI, mArA karmane deSa che. tethI AgaLa vAda, pravAda ke jhaghaDA thatA nathI. kAma, mAna ane utAvaLa e moTA doSe che. dareka kAma karatAM tathA bolatAM utAvaLa na karavI. vicAra karIne bolavuM. A huM beluM chuM te hitakArI che ke nahIM? ema vicAra karIne besavuM. thoDuMka thatuM hoya te thoDuM kAma karavuM paNa sAruM kAma karavuM. utAvaLa na karavI. vicAranI khAmI che. 6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa. caitra suda 10, 2008 "deha te huM nahIM" ema thavuM joIe. tene badale UlaTuM jANe che te mithyAtva che. jaDacetanane eka mAne che, pudgalasaMgamAM ahaMbhAva karI beThe che, mamatA thaI gaI che, e tAdAmya adhyAsa che. "sarva vibhAvaparyAyamAM mAtra pitAne adhyAsathI ekyatA thaI che, tethI kevaLa pitAnuM bhinnapaNuM ja che." (493). pudgalane saMga thaye che tene huMpaNe mAne che. manuSyaparyAyamAM mArApaNuM thaI gayuM che. jJAnAdi AtmAnA guNe che. rAgadveSa e vibhAva che, te pitAnuM mULa svarUpa nathI. huM gere chuM, kALo chuM" e badhAya pudagalanA paryAya che. jevI avasthA thAya te potAne mAne che. anAdi svapnadazA che tethI ahebhAva mamatvabhAva thaI gayo che. svaparane viveka nathI te mithyAtva che. mithyAtvane tIvra udaya hoya tyAre badhuM UlaTuM samajAya che. samajaNa phare to samyagdarzana thAya. mithyAtva maMda paDe tyAre e thAya che. ane tyAre ja ruci thAya che. je saMga hoya te raMga lAge. pudgala ne jIva judA che. yathArtha jJAna hoya te bheda paDe. parAbhakti eTale bhagavAna ane pitAmAM bheda na rahe. te jJAnadazA ja che. anaMtAnubaMdhI jAya tyArathI vItarAgatA pragaTe che. samyagdarzana che tyAM aMze vItarAgatA che. saMsAramAMthI vRtti udAsIna thAya tyAre parama vItarAga eTale jeNe caitanyasvarUpa prApta karyuM che tenAmAM joDAya, lagna thAya. jagatanA badhAya padArthothI vRtti UThI zuddhasvarUpamAM prIti thAya che. svayaMvaramAM jema kanyA je vara pitAne game tenA gaLAmAM hAra nAkhe che, tema jagatanA padArtho na game tyAre bhagavAnamAM prIti thAya. Asakti pheravavA mATe bhagavAnane pati kahyA che. 7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa. caitra suda 11, 2018 pitAnA doSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA eTale zuM? pite krodha karate hoya te kodhane sAre na mAne. dezane beTe jANe ane kADhavAne

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132 bedhAmRta prayatna kare. pite jUThuM bolate hoya te huM ekale ja kyAM javuM boluM chuM, jagatamAM ghaNuM bele che ema na kare te apakSapAtatA che. huM duHkhI chuM, mAre mokSanI jarUra che, jJAnI kahe te mAre karavuM che e cittazuddhi che. laukikabhAva choDIne AtmAne tAravAne bhAva te cittazuddhi che. AtmAmAM jainapaNuM, vaiSNavapaNuM, sAMkhyapaNuM nathI. TheTha AtmA sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. mane vyavahAra samakita che ema karI aTakI na rahevuM. AtmA karmathI avarAyele che, tethI pragaTa thatuM nathI. saddagurunuM vacana sAMbhaLavuM, mAnavuM eTale pratIti karavI e vyavahAra samakita che. aMtaraMga karma mArga Ape, sAta prakRti jAya tyAre nizcaya samati thAya che. anaMtAnubaMdhI eTale sAcA dharma pratye abhAva. jJAnI kaMI kahe tyAre krodha Ave, huM samajuM chuM, ema thAya te anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha tathA mAna che. ane uparathI tame kahe che te ja huM mAnuM chuM ema jaNAvavuM e anaMtAnubaMdhI mAyA che. dharma karI mokSa na IcchatAM putra, devaleka AdinI IcchA kare te anaMtAnubaMdhI le che. jema mahApuruSo mekSe gayA te raste ApaNe nahIM, nAhavuM dhovuM vagere karatA hoya tene ja dharma mAne te mithyAtva mehanIya, baTAne mAne ane sAcAne paNa mAne te mizra mehanIya. sAcI vastu mAnya karavA chatAM AtmA Ama haze ke Ama? amuka tIrthaMkara amuka pratimAne vizeSa mAnavA, evA prakAranA bhAvo che te samyaktvamehanIyanA daSTAMte che. badhA karmomAM mehanIyakarma mukhya che. jevo karmane udaya hoya tevo jIva thAya che. mehane laIne duHkha thAya che. jIvane vastu upara moha che tethI vastuo sAMbhare che. meDa ciMtA karAvI karma baMdhAve che. AtmA na bhulAya eTalI saMbhALa rAkhavI. paravastumAM jeTalI Asakti hoya che, teTaluM duHkha lAge che. mehane laIne paravastumAM cita jAya che te karma baMdhAve che. mATe sAvacetI rAkhavI. cAre gatimAM moDa che. kyAMya citta rAkhavuM nathI. jagatanA padArtho che, te AtmA paNa eka padArtha che. tene jagatanI sAthe kaMI saMbaMdha nathI. Asaktine laIne bhava UbhA thAya che, mATe Asakti na karavI. pitAnuM nahIM tene pitAnuM mAne te mithyAtva che. zarIra pitAnuM nathI. AtmA zarIra nathI. Asakti chUTe te janmamaraNa TaLe. deha mAre nathI. deharUpa sAdhanathI have chUTavAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. zubhAzubha bhAva have karavA nathI. zuddhabhAva karavAnuM che. badhuM bhUlavAnuM che. dehabhAva choDavAne che. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe." (255) keTale abhyAsa! A bhavamAM keTalAMya kapaDAM paheryA tene have saMbhAratA nathI, tema dehane saMbhAra nathI. zuddhabhAvamAM rahevuM. jJAnInI AjJA pramANe vartavuM te karma chUTe. "kaI paNa kAraNe A saMsAramAM lezita thavA gya nathI." (460). 8 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 12, 2008 kRpALudevanA guNagrAma, bhakti ane temanAM vacanamAM cittanI lInatA karavAnI jarUra che. bhakti kare tene sadAcAra rAkhavAnuM che.

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saMgraha 4 133 AtmAnI saMbhALa levAnI che. AtmAnI ghAta karanArA karmo jAya, tyAre AtmA nirAvaraNa thAya che. darzanamehathI huM deha chuM ema mAne che tethI AtmAnI zraddhA na thAya, dehanI zraddhA rahe che. karmane laIne zarIra maLe che. zarIra AtmAnuM che nahIM. pitAnuM nahIM tene pivAnuM mAnI bedakhinna thAya che. karmane laIne zarIra bagaDe tene mATe kheda kare che. zarIra Adi sarva karmane AdhIna che. zarIranuM sukha te sukha nathI. samAdhisukha sAcuM che. piluM te AbhAsa mAtra che. pAMca IndriyanA viSayanI IcachA te lebha kaSAya che. icchA e ja lebha che jethI AtmA sukhI thAya evuM jIva karato nathI. e badhuM mithyAdarzanathI avaLuM sUjhe che. mithyAdarzana jAya te sukhI thAya. je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta." anaMta duHkha pAme tenuM kAraNa zuM? te ke svarUpa na samaje. sApane bhaya lAge che, paNa mithyAtvane bhaya lAgatuM nathI. sApa te ekavAra maraNa karAve, paNa mithyAtva te bhabhava janmamaraNa karAve che. je saMga maLe tevuM thAya che. sAce saMga hoya te mithyAdarzana jAya. beTe saMga hoya te sAcI vastu sUjhe nahIM. mithyAtvathI avaLuM samajAya che, AtmAne bhUlI jAya che, mehamAM vakhata jAya che. evA kusaMgathI chUTavA mATe jJAnIpuruSa kahe che. keI jIva samaje ke mAre sAruM vAcavuM, vicAravuM ghaTe che, paNa kusaMgathI viparIta mArgamAM taNAI jAya che. jagatane pUMTha de, tyAre AtmA bhaNI vaLe. bahAranI vastuomAM vRti hoya tyAM sudhI na thAya. huM dehathI juduM chuM, mAre chUTavuM che ema vicAravA mATe ane janmamaraNathI chUTavA mATe saMtapuruSae A saMtanuM dhAma banAvyuM che. puNyane udaya hoya te ja puruSa maLe. jIvanA dhAryA pramANe kaMI thatuM nathI. vastu jema thavAnI hoya tema thAya che mATe kalpanAo na karavI. zarIrane zarIra ane AtmAne AtmA jANe te jIvane duHkha na thAya. pArakI vastu pitAnI na thAya. nAzavaMtane nAzavaMta jANavuM. vastunuM svarUpa jema hoya tema jANavuM. zarIrane meha choDa. AtmabrAMti e duHkhanuM mULa che. AtmabrAMti jAya te duHkha dUra thAya. saddagurune upadeza sAMbhaLe, vicAre, kaheluM bhUle nahIM te duHkha jAya. darzanameha jAya te samyagdarzana thAya. jagatamAM huM ne mAruM mAnIne bhUle paDyo che, nahIM te bhagavAna jeve che. badhAya jIva siddha jevA che. samaje te siddha thAya. sadgurunI AjJA ArAdhe te thAya. siddhasvarUpa je AtmA che. azarIrI che. tene dehanI sAthe levAdevA nathI. eka AvyuM che ne ekale javAnuM che. kazAyamAM citta na rAkhavuM. zarIra sAruM che, kheDuM che evA vikalpa na karavA, khaseDI nAkhavA. karma AgaLa Ave tyAre khaseDavAM. jJAnIne Azare Azare cAlavuM che. jJAnIe keInuM bhUMDuM IchyuM nathI. je thAya te joyA karavuM. je thAya che te bhaluM thAya che. garaja jAgaze tema tema yAda raheze. "deDanI jeTalI ciMtA rAkhe che teTalI nahIM paNa ethI anaMtagaNa ciMtA AtmAnI rAkha." (84) sArI rIte vicAraNA

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134 medhAmRta kare te vacanA yAda rahe che. jema jema upazama ane vairAgya Ave, athavA cAra kaSAya ane pacendriyanI icchA ghaTe, tema tema buddhi vadhe che. vairAgya ane upazamanI jarUra che. khIjI vastunI icchA na thAya tyAM vairAgya saheje thAya. manamAM kharAma vicAra na pesavA devA. ceAkI rAkhavI, vikalpamAM paDe teA pAra na Ave. badhAne saDele upAya maMtra che. manane maMtramAM zakyu hAya to saMkalpa vikalpa aTakI jAya. kRpALudeva upara prema karavAnA che. maMtra smaratAM mana kRpALudevamAM parAvavuM te AnaMda Ave. maMtranA guNNA sAMbhare te mana khIje na jAya. tenA vicAra rahe te zAMti rahe. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra 9 puNyanA udaya hAya tyAre sukhanI sAmagrI maLe che. paNa temAM pAche jIva meAha kare che. anukULa vastuemAM jIva sukha mAne che. keI saMpUrNa sukhI jagatamAM nathI. eka sukha hAya tA khIjuM duHkha. sa'sAra ekAMta duHkharUpa che. dhAya 'mane duHkha na Aveza'ema icche che, paNa duHkha Ave che. sukhI thavAnA prayatna jIva kare che paNa du:khI thAya che. zAtAnA uddayamAM jIvane sukha lAge che, sukhamAM pramAda thAya che. samati laI devaleAkamAM jAya te khAIne paNa Ave-sukha bhulAve che. meha che tyAM sudhI javuM nathI. meha che tyAM sudhI sukha nathI. subhUma cakravartIe khArakhaMDa sAdhavAnI icchA karI te samudramAM khUDI maryAM, icchAnI hada nathI. vyAkuLatA karAve che. bhUkha lAge tyAre khAya temAM sukha zAnu? puNyane laIne paNa ghaNI icchAe thAya che. icchAo che tethI zAtAmAM paNa sukha nathI. jIva je upAya kare che te jUThA che. bAhya vastumAM sukha mAne che te brAMti che. je nAzavaMta che te teA nAza pAmaze; je nAza pAmavAnA nathI evA AtmAne ALakhavA. suda 13, 2008 ( mahAvIra jaya ti) "AtmAthI sau hIna." AtmA ja sAceA che. dhana paisA peAtAnA nathI; potAnA hAya tA jAya nahIM. kharuM duHkha te mAThu che. e na heAya teA duHkhamAM paNa sukha lAge. zreNika narakamAM che paNa sukhI che. jIvane meha che tethI zarIra te huM ema mAne che. samakitIne 'jANanArA huM chu, zarIra te javAnu che' ema hAya tethI duHkha lAge naDI. indriyAthI sAru khATu khabara paDe, te sAthe meha hoya che tethI duHkhI thAya che.' munine upasa Ave te paNa duHkhane gaNatA nathI. kelIne meha nathI tethI duHkha nathI. "AtmabrAMti sama rAga nahI." e meTA roga che. vastu jema che tema samajAya, te sAmagrInA nimitte sukhI du:khI na thAya. samyagdarzananI bhAvanA kare teya lAbha thAya che. sukhI thavu hAya te AkuLavyAkuLa na thavu, gajasukumArane vedanA te hatI, paNa bhagavAnanA vacananA lAga lAgyuM hateA tethI mekSa pAmyA. AtmA svabhAve sukhI che ema mAne te mAhya kAraNAthI sukhadu:kha na lAge. AyuSyakanI sthiti hAya teTaluM jivAya che. manuSyaparyAyane huM chuM" ema mAne che. AtmA deharUpa nathI. bhrAMtine laI ne paryAyane peAtAnA svarUpe anubhave che. AtmA janme

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saMgraha 4 135 nahIM, mare nahIM; saMgane laIne janmya ane maryo ema kahevAya che. paNa AtmA te jIvate ja che. maravuM eka vAra che paNa Dare cheghaNI vAra. sApane dekhe te Dare ke marI javAze. maraNathI bacavA kaI keIe biralA banAvyA paNa teya marI gayA. Indra moTo kahevAya che, tene paNa maraNa Ave che. maraNa AvyA pachI eka samaya paNa na jivAya. ane AyuSya pUrNa na thAya tyAMsudhI jhera khAya teya na mare. deha to paDavAne che, AtmA amara che, ema jANe te bhaya na lAge. AtmA deha nathI, manuSya nathI, deva nathI, nArakI nathI, tiryaMca nathI, brAhmaNa nathI, vANio nathI kAMI nathI. AtmAnI Adi nathI, aMta nathI. huM to caitanya dravya chuM. paryAya palaTAya che. manuSyadeha kapaDAM jevo che. e chUTe paNa AtmAne nukasAna na thAya. sukhI thavAne khare upAya mekSe javuM e che." "dehAdika saMgano, AtyaMtika viga; siddha mokSa zAzvata pade, nija anaMta sukhabhega." saMskRtane abhyAsa kare. ghaNuMkharAM zAstro mULa saMskRtamAM che, te samajavAmAM ThIka paDe. paramakRpALudevanAM vacano paNa vizeSa samajAya. eka vacanamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che, te samajavA mATe abhyAsa karavAnuM che. kRpALudeve prabhuzrIjIne vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa saMskRtane abhyAsa karavA jaNAveluM. 10 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 14, 2008 manane vizvAsa rAkhavA jevuM nathI. ene navaruM na mUkavuM. navaruM mUkyuM te kaMI ne kaMI karI bese. mATe ene haMmezAM kAma soMpavuM. vAMcavuM, vicAravuM, zIkhavuM ane jIvana niyamita karI levuM. nimitta sArAM rAkhavAM ke jethI sArA bhAva rahe. badhI IndrimAM rasendriya baLavAna che. ene paze tyAre badhI indriyene piSaNa maLe che, jema vRkSane mULathI pANI maLe che tema. badhethI chUTavuM che. kyAMya paNa rAga ke Asakti karavI nathI. vacanane paNa saMyama rAkha. jarUra paDe te ja balavuM. nahIM te smaraNa, vAcana, sadUbhAvane, bhaktimAM rahevuM. vacana bolavA, sAMbhaLavAthI AtmAmAM saMskAra paDe che, mATe enI bahu ja sAvacetI rAkhavI ke jethI kharAba saMskAra na paDe. AkhA saMsAramAM mukhya vastu bhega che. te jene nathI joIte, tene pachI badhuM sahaje paramArthamAM madadarUpa thAya che. AkhuM jagata bhegamAM paDyuM che. ene arthe paisA ekaThA kare, pApa kare, na karavA yogya kAma paNa kare. paNa jene saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa e A bhegA nathI joIte, tene te bIjuM sahaje chUTI jAya che. paNa e banavuM bahu vikaTa che, kAraNa anAdi kALanA saMskAra sparzendriyanA TheTha ekendriyathI ja ene keDe lAgelA che. e chUTavA mATe vikaTa satata puruSArthanI jarUra che. sArAM nimittAmAM rahI upayogapUrvaka varte te kAma thaI jAya evuM che. ALasa ane pramAda A jIvana anAdikALanA zatru che. mATe emane vaza na thavuM. tapAsI tapAsIne emane kADhI mUkavA che, e daDha nizcaya karI le,

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136 bodhAmRta have te chUTavuM ja che. kaMI grahaNa karavuM nathI. mUkavuM, mUkavuM ane mUkavuM ja che. dehabhAva jIvane anAdikALathI daDha thaI gayuM che eTale bIjAnA deha pratye paNa daSTi jAya che. mATe huM deha nathI, devAdi mArAM nathI e daDha abhyAsa karavAnI jarUra che. haMmezAM huM deha nathI" e upaga rAkho. "huM te jJAnIe jANya e AtmA chuM." jIva dhAre te karI zake che. puruSArtha kare te badhuM thAya. ApaNe vicAra (vimAsaNa) karIe ke A mana mAruM hAluM kema vaza thAya? paNa je puruSArtha karIe te e ja mana barAbara vaza thAya che ane ene ApaNe jema vALavuM hoya tema vaLe che. mATe satata puruSArthanI jarUra che. pramAda kartavya nathI. 11 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra suda 15, 2008 dharma vastu bhAgyazALIne ja game che. pUrvanA saMskAra hoya tene game. duHkhamAM vadhAre lAbha thAya che. duHkha Ave tyAre dharma sAMbhare, smaraNamAM citta rahe. jIvane satsaMganI ghaNI jarUra che. satsaMga vadhAre maLe evuM karavAnI jarUra che. satsaMga na hoya tyAre mana bIjI vastumAM jaI paDe che. bIjA saMskAra paDI jAya te vratabhaMga thAya. mATe pahelA A lADa meDhAmAM nahIM nAkhatAM kakaDA karIne khAvA te nukasAna nahIM kare. bhAvanA TheThanI rAkhavI. manane pheravavAnuM che. pIMpaLa pAna jevuM mana che. manathI karma baMdhAya che. AtmA ne deha judA dekhAya, jJAnInuM kaheluM samajAya eTalA mATe vrata pALavuM che. brahmacaryavrata hoya teNe thoDA divasa paNa ahIM rahevuM, vAcana-bhaktimAM citta rAkhavuM. kaMIka samajaNa Ave tyAre vratathI vadhAre lAbha thAya che. pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya atimAna." kaMI sAthe nahIM Ave. dharmanA bhAva karelA sAthe Avaze. jema jema dharmanI garaja jAgaze, tema tema dharma vadhAre samajAze. jIvane satsaMganI khAmI che. AtmAnuM kAma karavuM hoya tene bIjAM kAmanI navarAza kyAM che? AtmA mATe jIvavuM che evuM karavAnI jarUra che. keI te garbhamAM AvatAM ja marI jAya che, keI be--pAMca varSano thaIne marI jAya che. ane kaI pacAsa varSa thaIne paNa maTe che. ema AyuSyanuM ThekANuM nathI. jeTaluM jIvavuM che teTaluM sAruM jIvavuM che. te mATe mane satsaMga thAya to sAruM, evI garaja rAkhavI. atyAre deha chUTe te java zuM laI jAya? kaMIka bhakti karI hoya, vAcana-vicAra karyA hoya te sAthe Ave. paisA TakA kaMI sAthe na Ave. manuSyabhavamAM khAIe, lahera karIe evuM na karavuM. dharmathI AtmAnuM hita thAya che. jagatamAM icchA che teTaluM dukha che. deva paNa duHkhI che. dukha eTale manamAM AkuLatA thAya che. e thavAnuM kAraNa IcchA che. jIva IcchA vagara rahetA nathI, eka maTe te bIjI. jeTalI IcchA thAya teTalI pUrI thAya evuM te kaMI na hoya, puNyavAna paNa sukhI nathI. vadhAre icchA thAya te dukhI ja che. jeTalI ochI icchA teTale sukhI. mithyAtva, ajJAna,

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sapraha 4 137 asaMyama e IcchA thavAnAM kAraNe che. mATe samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyaphasaMyama karavAM, te IcchA maTI sukha thAya. prathama samyaktva prApta karavuM. samajaNa phare te IcchA jAya che. satsaMga enuM sAdhana che. satsaMga kare ane IcchA reke te sukhI thAya. mehano kSaya kare tyAre sAcuM sukha pragaTe, kevaLajJAna thAya. tyAra pachI aghAtakarma paNa kSaya thAya tyAre saMpUrNa sukhI thAya. 12 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 1, 2008 mehane kSaya thavAthI IcchA utpanna thatI nathI. IndriyothI adhUruM jJAna thAya che, paNa AtmAthI te pUrNa jJAna thAya che. atyAre AtmA upara AvaraNa che tethI IndriyothI jANe che. saMsAranAM kAraNe mIThAM lAge, mokSanAM kAraNe apriya lAge, evI avaLI mAnyatA te mithyAtva che. mehane laIne duHkha thAya che, meha dUra thAya te sukha che. AtmA nirAvaraNa thAya te paripUrNa sukhI ja che. duHkha dUra karavAne upAya samyagdarzana che. bhagavAne cha dravya kahyAM che tenI ApaNe oLakhANa karavI che. jevuM padArthanuM svarUpa che tevuM mAnavuM te samyadarzana che. avaLuM mAnavuM ane mane samajAyuM che te sAcuM che e Agraha te mithyAdarzana che. je prajanabhUta nathI tene na jANe ke mithyA jANe te hAni nathI paraMtu prajanabhUtane yathArtha jANe te samyagdarzana thAya. samyagdarzana thAya te sukhI thAya che. kaliMgI muni agiyAra aMga bhaNe te paNa tene samyagdarzana na hoya, dehAdhyAsa na chUTe; ane tiryaMcane paNa dehathI huM bhinna chuM ema zraddhA thAya te samyagdarzana thAya che. jJAnanA kSapazama mAtrathI nahIM, paraMtu darzanamoha javAthI sAcI zraddhA thAya che, tyAre samyagdarzana thAya che. dehabhAvane piSavA mATe kaMI na karavuM. dehabhAva choDavAne che. zarIra pAse bhaktinuM kAma karAvI levuM. "mekSamALA" meDhe karavA jevI che, mokSanuM bIja che. jagatanA bhAvamAMthI vRtti uThADavI. jene Agraha hoya tene sAcI vastu hAtha na Ave. aMtaraMga jenuM cekhuM hoya tene sAcI vastu pariName. ApaNA bhAva sudhAravA mATe karavAnuM che. are tyAga te aMtaratyAga che. je vastune manamAMthI bhAva UThI gayo eTale tyAga thaye. bAhyatyAga paNuM aMtaratyAga thavA mATe che. jyAM sudhI bAhyatyAga na thAya tyAM sudhI (nahIM tyAgelI vastuenI icchA rahe che tethI jyAM jyAM vastuo taiyAra thatI hoya te badhuM pA5 ApaNane lAge. jJAnIe kahyuM te sAcuM mAnavuM, te chuTAze. ApaNI buddhi AgaLa na karavI. jJAnIe kahyuM te sAcuM che, ema rAkhavuM. ga7matanuM kAraNa ajJAna che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva, ajJAna ane ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva che tyAM sudhI sAcuM sAdhupaNuM na gaNAya. veSathI kaMI sAdhupaNuM gaNAya nahIM. A TuMDAvasarpiNI kALa che tethI dharmamAM ghaNuM vinno Ave che. mULa vastu para lakSa jAya tene kaze jhaghaDo nathI. jevA je te eka AtmA che. pArakI paMcAtamAM paDe te pAra na Ave. * 5. ToDaramalachaviracita mokSamArga prakAzaka adhyayana 4 18

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medhAmRta 13 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 2, 2008 prayeAjanabhUta tattvA eTale mekSe javA mATe je tattvA jANavAM jarUranAM che te. jIva mAtra sukhane icche che. duHkha jAya te sukha thAya. jIvAdi tattvAnI zraddhArUpa samyagdazana che, te sukhanuM kAraNa che. mithyAtva du:khanuM kAraNa che. mithyAtva jAya te samyaktva thAya. huM kANu chuM ? zarIra keNu che? e bheda pADe te sukha thAya. AtmAne janmamaraNAddinuM duHkha lAgatuM nathI. zarIranA upacAra kare tethI duHkha dUra na thAya. AtmAthI bhinna evA dehagharane peAtAnu mAne che tethI duHkha thAya che. AtmAnu duHkha janmamaraNa maTe te jAya. te mATe AtmAnAM lakSaNa ane dehanAM lakSaNa bhinna vicAre. 138 deha mAtra sacAga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI dazya; cetananAM utpatti laya, keAnA anubhava vasya. "" zarIra paramANuethI thayuM te jaDa che ane dRzya che. te utpanna thAya che ane nAza pAme che. AtmAnAM lakSaNA ethI UlaTAM che. deha maDadu che, e na jANe. AtmA aMdara heAya tyAMsudhI ene pherave tema phare. paNa dehamAMthI jIva nIkaLyA te kaMI na thAya. deha te huM e bhUla che. hu ajIva vastu che. AtmA cetana vastu che. eya padA judA che. zarIranI zAtA-azAtAne sukhaduHkha mAne che e kalpanA che. jJAnIe kalpanA karavAnI nA kahI che. AtmA te mAtra nirvikalpa draSTA che. kathI duHkhI thAya che. ka AvavAnAM kAraNeA pAMca che--(1) mithyAtva (2) avirati (3) pramAda (4) kaSAya (pa) caiAMga. bhrAMtine laIne jIva du:khI thAya che. bhrAMti e mithyAtva che. kreDane AtmA mAne e ja du:khanuM kAraNa che. dehane deha ane AtmAne AtmA jANe teA karma na baMdhAya. tethI pachI du:kha na thAya. ka` kevI rIte Ave che te jANavu joI e. kama Ave tene ke te kana aMdhAya. pAMca AsavamAM mithyAtva mATu' che. e jAya tA khIjA cAreya jAya. dehamAM rahelA jIva judo che ema bhAsyA kare evu karavAnI jarUra che. karavA mAMDe te thAya. jANanArA AtmA che. dekhAya te huM nahIM. Asrava javAthI karmo AvatAM rAkAya te sa Mvara che. thoDAM thoDAM karyAM chUTe te nirA che; ane badhAM kama chUTe tyAre mekSa thAya che. mekSe javuM hAya teNe nave tavA jANavAM joIe. meAkSanu svarUpa na jANe te upAya paNa na kare. meAkSa na thAya te saMsAramAM janmamaraNanAM duHkha sahana kare. pratyeAjanabhUta e sAte tattvA jANavA jevAM che. AtmA sathI bhinna che, asaga che. sAta tattva jANe te tyAgavA yogya tyAge ane grahaNa karavA cegya grahaNa kare. sAta tattvanI pratIti, zraddhA te samyagdarzana che. zraddhA thAya te te pramANe vartavA lAge. deha te huM e UdhI zraddhA che, te mithyAtva che; tethI saMsAra thAya che. dehathI judo jIva che, ema ajIvathI jIvane bhinna jANe, tethI samyagdana thAya ane tethI mekSa thAya che. bIjA padArtho na jANe te kaMI nahIM paNa A prayeAjanabhUta tattva jANavAM joIe. puNya ane pApa judAM gaNatAM

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saMgraha che. 139 nava tatva paNa kahevAya che. jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa. jIva-ajIvamAM e nave tavane samAveza thaI jAya che. tethI jIva ane ajIva e benI zraddhA karavAnI che. je zraddhA hoya te duHkha na thAya. jIva caitanya che, e mukhya che. jaDa juduM che; ema jANe te rAgadveSa na thAya. huM strI, huM puruSa, huM nAno, huM moTo e badhuM rAgadveSa thavAnuM kAraNa che. huM caitanya chuM, deDathI bhinna chuM, ema jANavuM prajanabhUta che. mithyAtva kevuM che? e jANe te chUTe. saMsAramAM jIve ghaNuM deDa dhAraNa karyA che e A manuSyadeha paNa dhAraNa karyo che. zarIramAM jIva che, ene karmanimitte badhI pudgalanI vargaNA vaLagI che tethI A manuSyaparyAya thaye che. paNa huM manuSya nahIM, temAM rahele te huM ja chuM ema vicAre te mithyAtva ghaTe. paraMtu deha te huM, deha mAre che, dehane thAya te mane thAya che, viSaya-kaSAya mArA che, ema ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva kare tethI mithyAtva vadhe. 14 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 3, 2008 mithyAtvane jANe te mithyAtva TaLe. tethI tenuM svarUpa kahe che - saMsArI jIve anAdikALathI aneka deha dhAraNa kare che. dehamAM be vastu che H eka jIva ane bIjI pudgala. karmanA nimitte zarIranI vargaNA grahaNa karI, te huM chuM ema mAne che, AtmA ane deha be judA che tene eka mAne che, te mithyAtva che. AtmAmAM vibhAva (krodhAdika karmajanita bhAva) thAya che tene potAnA mAne che te paNa mithyAtva che. AtmAnA pradeza zarIra vadhe tyAre phelAya che ane zarIra ghaTe tyAre saMkecAya che, ema zarIra pramANa rahe che. be padArtha che tene judA mAnato nathI te mithyAtva che. zarIranI kriyAne ane AtmAnI kriyAne eka mAne che-seLabheLa khIcaDo kare che-te mithyAtva che. dehamAM mana, Indriya vagere che tene huM mAne che. AtmAnuM jJAna mana ane Indriyane AdhAre pravarte che. jANe che, jue che, sAMbhaLe che, sUMghe che, cAkhe che, sparze che temAM AtmAno upayoga te bhAva che ane pudgalaracanA che te dravya che. dravyamana ATha pAMkhaDIvALA kamaLa jevuM che ane bhAvamana te AtmA che. tevI rIte AMkhanI racanA te dravyaAMkha che ane jevAne upaga te bhAva AMkha che. ema pAMce IndriyanuM jANavuM. pitAnuM zuM che? ane pArakuM keTaluM che ? tene viveka nathI, enuM nAma miyAtva che. rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza, zabda e pudgalanA guNaparyAya che, jANavuM e AtmAne guNa che tene bheda nathI raheto e mithyAtva che. je je kuLamAM Upaje tyAM tyAM huM mAne che. zarIranA utpatti-nAzane pitAnA janmamaraNa mAne che. AtmA zAzvata che te manAtuM nathI. paryAyabuddhithI manuSya, hAthI, pazu ema pitAne mAne che, aMdara AtmA che, tenuM dhyAna nathI. uparathI zarIrane joIne mAtA, pitA, strI Adi mAne che. zarIrane AdhAre badho saMsAra che. AtmA je mukhya vastu che tenuM bhAna nathI. "huM jANuM chuM temAM paNa zarIra je dekhAya che tene huMpaNe mAne che. nathI dekhAte evo je arUpI AtmA che tenuM svarUpa bhAsatuM nathI. AtmAnI jagyA zarIre lIdhI

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14. bodhAmRta che tethI huM zarIra chuM ema thaI gayuM che. manuSyaparyAya te ja huM ema thaI gayuM che. AtmA ane dehane eka kSetrAvagAhI saMbaMdha che. beya padArtha judA che ane judAM judAM kAma kare che, chatAM java pitAne bhUlI jAya che. AtmA te jANanAro judo che. chatAM mithyAtvane ADe vicAra ja nathI Avata, vRtti AtmAmAM jatI nathI. mithyAtva maMda thAya ane satsaMga thAya, tyAre mAruM zuM te jaNAya. - mithyAdarzana avanI samajaNa che. je padArtha pratyakSa judA dekhAya che, strI putra kAkA vagere, tene potAnA mAne che. zarIra nAza pAmavAnuM che, chatAM sadA rahevAnuM hoya ema mAne che. bIjAne maratA jue che chatAM mAruM zarIra anitya che ema samajAtuM nathI. karma baMdhAya evAM kAraNomAM rAga thato hoya te tene sukhanAM kAraNe mAne che. paisA kamAvA jAya tyAM zarIrane duHkha thAya, parizrama paDe toya tene sukha mAne che. jIva ajIva bhinna na bhAse te ayathArtha jJAna che ane tevI zraddhA te ayathArtha darzana che. krodha karavAno mAro svabhAva paDI gayo che, ema mAne che. karmane laIne bhAva thAya te pitAne svabhAva nathI, vibhAva che. jJAna darzana e AtmAno svabhAva che. svabhAvane svabhAva ane vibhAvane vibhAva mAnatA nathI. mithyAdarzana badhe naDe che. AthI mane karmabaMdha thAya che ema samajAtuM nathI. daSTi bAhya che tethI pitAnA bhAva sudhare che ke nahIM te jANato nathI. badhA duHkhanuM kAraNa mithyAtva che, kaSAya che. pitAne krodha thatuM hoya tethI pitAne duHkhI nathI mAnate, paNa ema mAne che ke eNe mane gALo bhAMDI che tethI duHkhI chuM. A bhAva karuM chuM tenuM phaLa zuM Avaze? e bhAsatuM nathI. kaSAyanI tIvratA hoya tethI narakamAM jAya che ane maMda kaSAya hoya te devalekamAM jAya che. tyAM delekamAM paNa vyAkuLatA thAya che te bhAsatI nathI. je bhAvathI karma Ave che te AsaMva tavanI zraddhA nathI. tethI karmane laIne huM duHkhI thAuM chuM ema mAnato nathI. eka vakhate je karma AvyAM te AThe bhAgamAM vaheMcAya che ane prakRtibaMdha kahe che. karma ApaNuM AkhethI na dekhAya. e sukuma che. kevalI jANe che. baMdhatattvanI zraddhA nathI e mithyAtva che. Asrava na jANe te saMvaranI khabara na paDe. jIve karma rokAya evuM karyuM nathI. saMvarathI sukha thAya che enI ene khabara nathI. tethI bIjA upAya sukha thavAnA kare che. 15 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 4, 2008 sapuruSanA badhe jIvane samajAya ke karma Ave che. puruSano bAdha e darzana meha haNavAne upAya che. ahitakArI vastu ahitakArI lAge te cheDavAnA bhAva thAya. Asava thaze te mAre bhegavavA paDaze ema lAge te Asava thavA na de. saMvara kare. karma navAM na Ave evuM te samyagdarzana thAya pachI thAya che. samyagdarzanathI saMvara thAya che. baMdha vRttiene upazamAve tenuM nAma saMvara che. baMdhavRttio beTI che evuM jIvane bhAna nathI tethI raka nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa karma che. saMvara sukharUpa che, ema cizmAnava mAnavA detuM nathI.

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saMgraha je i r madhane ALakhatA nathI te nirjarA kema kare? krma dekhAtAM nathI tethI jenA nimitte ka udaya Ave tyAre, teNe mAruM bhUMDuM karyuM ema mAne che. ethI kaMI kama jAya nahI., nimitta che|DavAnA upAya kare che. paNa ka chUTe evA upAya karatA nathI. peAtAne anukaLa ke iSTa vastu maLI Ave tyAre kahe ke me kayu ; puNyathI thayuM' ema nathI jANate. nica tattvanuM bhAna nathI. baMdha duHkharUpa che ema na jANe teA enA abhAva karavA e sukha che ema kayAMthI jANe? karmanA phaLanuM bhAna nathI. ghaNI vastu ekaThI karIe teA sukha thaze ema mAne che, paNa kharuM sukha te aMtaramAM che, khaDAra nathI. badhAM kamADe te ja mekSa thAya. cakravatI ghaNuM ekaThu' kare, paNa tethI sukhI thatA nathI. mithyAtva che te avaLu' manAve che. mithyAtvane laI ne sAta taaAnI zraddhA thatI nathI. 'ema ja che' evA niNu ya nathI. pratyeAjanabhUta tattvAnI zraddhA nathI te ja mithyAtva che. puNya, pApa, baMdha ane AsavamAM vibhAva che tethI heya che. jJAnI ema jANe che ke puNyanA uce samAdhisukha nathI. tRSNA che e ja agni che, AtmAne khALanAra che. puNyanA phaLathI paNa AtmAne zAMti na thAya, pApathI paNa na thAya. kamarahita thAya tyAre zAMti thAya che. koI ka sukha ApatuM nathI; sukha meAkSamAM che. paNa mithyAtva avaLu manAve che. jJAnIee mithyAtvane ahiMtakArI kahyuM che tethI cheDavA ceAgya che. mithyAjJAnathI paNa jIva duHkhI thAya che. sAta tattvAne ayathA jANe te mithyAjJAna che. jJAnanA doSa saMzaya, viSaya ane anadhyavasAya che-- 1 sa zaya--ThUMThuM... hAya te rAte mANasa jevuM dekhAya tyAre saMzaya thAya A zuM haze ? cokkasa na thAya enuM nAma sazaya che. 2 vipa ya--UMdhuM jANe, jemake, DheDa te huM chuM ema jANe. 3 anadhyavasAya--TreDamAM kAIka che kharo ema jANe. saMzayamAM DagamagatuM che, vipayamAM UlaTuM jaNAya che, ane anadhyavasAyamAM kaMIka che ema lAge, paNa niNUya nathI. pratyeAjanabhUta nava ke sAta tattva kahyAM e jANavAmAM bhUla hoya te te ajJAna athavA mithyAjJAna kahevAya che. aprayeAjanabhUtane yathA jANe te paNa ka MI kAmanuM nathI. pratyeAjanabhUtane yathA jANe te mekSa thAya. aprayajanabhUtane jANavAmAM bhUla Ave te hAni nathI, paNa sAta tattva jANavAmAM bhUla Ave te mekSa aTake evuM che, meAkSanA pratyeAjanabhUta sAta tattvane yathA jANavAM te samyajJAna che. mithyAdanane laIne jJAna mithyA thAya che. mithyAtvanA udaya hAya tyAre zAstro bhaNe te paNa ajJAna che; kAraNa ke zAstra bhaNIne je karavuM hatuM te na thayuM. kSApazama avaLe vApare te dhanarUpa thAya che. samyagdarzana thatAM jJAna paNa samyapha thAya che. jIvane mithyAtva avasthAmAM mati zruta avadhi hAya che, e mithyAtvanA udayathI kujJAna kahevAya che. samyagdarzana thAya tyAre te samyajJAna kahevAya che. sabhyaSTi sarpane deraDI kahe tethI kaI mithyA kahevAya nahIM,

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242 AdhAmRta kemake prayeAjanabhUta nathI; ane mithyASTi sane sarpa ane dAraDIne dAraDI jANe teya mithyA che. mithyAtvanA udaya hAya chatAM jJAnAvaraNIyane kSayApazama hAya tethI jANe ke A mekSanAM kAraNe che te sukhanAM kAraNu che. ema chatAM mithyAtvo udaya ene kheMce che tethI mAnyatAmAM besatuM nathI ne saMsArane bhaje che. mithyAtvanA udayathI AtmAmAM vRtti jAya nahIM. AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa che ema mithyAtva mAnavA detu' nathI AtmA asaga che, meAkSasvarUpa che, e mAnavAmAM AvatuM nathI. jIvane meAkSanAM kAraNa jANavAnI zakti che, paNa tene jANatA nathI. je mAkSa thavAmAM kAma na Ave tene jANuM jANu kare che. manuSyabhava che tyAMsudhI AtmAnu kAma karI laIe ema sUjhatu nathI. thyiAtva maMda paDe tyAre lAge ke A kAma pahelAM karavA jevu che. 16 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 5, 2008 (kRpALudevanI nirvANatithi) jIva yathAtathya na samajI zake enuM kAraNu jJAnAvaraNIyakama che. mithyAdraSTi jJAnAvaraNIyanA kSaye pazama pramANe aprayeAjanabhUtane teA jANe, jemake eMjina calAvavA vagerenI kaLAe jANe, paNa prayeAjanabhUtane na jANe. ekendriya vagerene jJAnAvaraNIya ane mithyAtva e bannenA udaya che. je vastu na jANe tenI zraddhA na thAya. mithyAtvasahita jJAna hAya tene samyajJAna na kahevAya. mekSamAga mAM samyagdarzana mukhya che tethI paheluM kahyuM che. mithyAdaSTi senAne seAnu jANe; ane samyagdaSTi paNa e ja pramANe jANe, enu sAcu che ane pahelAnuM mithyA che. prazna--pahelAnuM mithyA kema kahevAya ? pUjyazrI--mithyAdaSTine meha che. samyagdaSTine sAnAnuM mAhAtmya nathI. meAkSa bhaNI ja tenI ruci che, tethI vairAgyanu kAraNa che. mekSamAga mAM samyaktvanI mukhyatA che. enu' mAhAtmya che. e vagara jJAna mithyA che. samyagdarzana haiAya teA sabhyajJAna hoya, anne sAthe ja hAya che. samyajJAnadarzana vinA cAritra mithyA che. mithyAnajJAnacAritra e saMsAranAM kAraNeA che. mithyAtvanA udaya hAvAthI mithyAdraSTi peAtAnI zakti sauMsAra vadhAravAmAM vApare che. samyagdarzanajJAnacAritra e meAkSane mAga che. temAM prayeAjanabhUtane yathA vicAravAnI jarUra che. rAja ekAda kalAka satzAstra vAMcavA vicAravAnA dareka mumukSue nityaniyama rAkhavAne che. keI divase paNa cUkavuM nahIM. bhale zAstra vAMcatAM mUMjhavaNu AvatI hAya, na gamatu hAya, te paNa e vAMcavuM vicAravuM. pachI Teva paDI gayA pachI sahaja thaI jaze, jema ane tema Ara'bhaparigrahanA tyAga karaveA. mumukSu--A mArA jevA AraMbhaparigraha tyAga karI navaro beTho hoya ene tyAga karyo kahevAya ke nahI ? uttara---a'tarathI tyAga karavAnA che. e cheDI pAchA AkhA gAmanuM mAthe levuM DAya taiya levAya. avakAza meLavIne vRttiene zamAvavI, evA niyama karavA. Arabhaparigraha

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143 jema bane tema ochA karavA. nakAmAM mAthAM mAravAM nahIM. temAMthI vRtti UThe-AraMbhaparigraha jhera jevA lAge tyAre vRtti sanzAstramAM rahe. badhethI ruci palaTAvavAnI che. AraMbha parigrahathI vRtti pAchI vALavI e bahu agharI vAta che. eka muni hatA. teoe pAse eka mahera rAkhI hatI. tethI teo parigrahatyAga saMbaMdhI upadeza karI zakatA nahIM. ghaNI vastu hoya te ja jIvane khece ema paNa nathI, DI paNa khece che. kAraNa ke cheDI te thoDI, paNa namUne te e che, saMsAramAM vRtti rakhAve evI jAta che. parvanA divase jIvane je pahelAM sAMbhaLyuM hoya te tAjuM thAya che. ApaNAM ahebhAgya ke bhakti ne satsaMgane vega maLe. nahIM te kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "bhakti ane satsaMga e videza gayAM che." (176) kaMI na thAya te smaraNamAM rahevuM. zakti che tyAM sudhI emAM vRtti rAkhavI. jJAnIe jANyA e mAre AtmA che e bhAvanA rAkhavI, ane sazAstra vAMcavA vicAravAno niyamita vakhata rAkhavo. kRpALudeva mane ja kahe che e lakSa rAkhIne vacanAmRta vAMcavuM. mAre ghera ja kRpALudeva AvyA che ema jANavuM. - 17 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 6, 2008 pitAnA rAgadveSabhAvathI karma baMdhAya che. karmanA udayathI sukhaduHkha thAya che. zubhakarma hoya te sAruM phaLa Ape, azubha hoya te azubha phaLa Ape. bhAvane laIne karma baMdhAya che. icchA thAya ethI karma baMdhAya che. IcchA na karavI hoya to na thAya. icchA karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. IcchA rekavA tapa karavAnuM che. "IcchAdhana tapa namo, bAhya aMtara durbhadejI; AtamasattA ekatA, parapariNati ucchede." (navapada pUjA) karma baMdhAmAM hoya paraMtu bhAva phare te karma paNa pharI jAya. sArAM nimitta rAkhavAM. karma upara rAgadveSa karavA mithyA che kAraNa ke pite ja karelAM che. rAgadveSa kare che e mithyAcAritra che. nakAmI ciMtA jIvane duHkhI kare che. kAmane saMka65 kahyo. saMkalpane laIne kAma thAya che. saMkalpa jeNe kyA ene karma-ISTa aniSTa - ghaNAM rekAya che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "bheganA vakhatamAM yaMga sAMbhare e haLukamanuM lakSaNa che." (21-39). AtmA jANe hoya te AtmAmAM ramaNatA rahe. na jANe hoya te yogyatA AvyuM vRtti rokAya te vicAra jAge. ThekANe ThekANe vRtti rahe te vicAra na Ave, navare paNa na thavA de. zArIrika phAyadA brahmacaryAthI thAya che. mananI asara zarIra upara paNa thAya che. puruSArtha kare te kaSAya upazAMta thAya che. jANavAyegya AtmA che. AtmA svaparaprakAzaka che-pitAne jANe parane paNa jANe. AtmAne jANyo teNe sarve jANyuM, meDa bhUla karAve che._ 18 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 7, 2008 rAgadveSanuM kAraNa paryAyadaSTi che. paryAyadaSTi che tethI mULadravyanuM bhAna nathI. zarIra

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14 huM chuM ema mAne che. potAne game evI avasthAmAM rAga kare che ane na game evI avasthAmAM TheSa kare che. bAhyadaSTi che tyAM sudhI bAhyamAM rAgadveSa thayA kare che. A saMsAra rAgadveSarUpa ja che, potAne kaMI levAdevA na hoya te paNa rAgadveSa nakAmA kare che. kalpanA kanane sukhaduHkha UbhAM kare che. gAya vAcharaDA para rAga kare che-vAcharaDuM tene kaMI sukhI na kare, toya tenA upara rAga kare che tevuM jIva kare che. e Teva samajaNa AvyuM ghaTe. mAre AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha che, dehanI sAthe levAdevA nathI, te zA mATe deha upara rAga karuM? samaraNa karavAnI Teva pADavI. ghaDIye ghaDIye manane tapAsavuM ke zuM kare che ? te khabara paDe. janmamaraNane trAsa lAga joIe. haTha karIne smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. emanuM ema na thAya. jyAre tyAre puruSArtha karaze tyAre ja thaze. jIvane bIjAmAM rAgadveSa karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. paryAyadaSTi e mithyASTi che. "zarIra te huM chuM e moTI bhUla che. emAM bhedajJAna nathI. zarIra upara rAga kare te avicAra che, vicAranI khAmI che. avicAra e badhA ajJAnanuM mUla che. "kara vicAra te pAma." vicAra karatuM nathI. zarIra juduM che ema ene bhAsatuM nathI. jevAM nimitta maLe tevA bhAva thAya che. para padArtha e rAgadveSa thavAmAM nimitta che. cAritrameha rahe tyAM sudhI rAgadveSa rahe che. darzanamohanIya gayA pachI cAritramehanIya rahe, paNa te DhIluM paDI jAya che. cAritrahanA udaye rAgadveSa thAya che ema samyakUvI jANe che, tethI tene vadhAravAmAM tenI pravRtti thatI nathI. rAgadveSa thavAmAM mULa kAraNa cAritrameDa che. bAhya padArtha kaMI rAgadveSa na karAve. mahAmunine bAhya kAraNa hovA chatAM rAgadveSa thatA nathI. cAritra mehanA 25 bheda che : 16 kaSAya ane 9 nekSAya. svarUpAcaraNa na thAya tyAMsudhI khare vairAgya hotuM nathI. anaMtAnubaMdhI jAya tyAre svarUpAcaraNa karavAnI zakti pragaTe che. e vinA cAritra te mithyAcAritra che. pAMca Indriya ane manane na chate ane chakAyanI rakSA na kare e bAra prakAre avirati athavA asaMyama che. sadagurune ega hoya, sAMbhaLavAnuM hoya teya jIva mAnatuM nathI ke AtmA marate nathI. bhUtanA prasaMge pratyakSa joyA chatAM, AtmA marate nathI ema thatuM nathI. jAtismaraNa thAya tyAre jANe ke A mAre pitA hato, kAke hatuM ane temAM UlaTo meha kare. aMdara karma phare tyAre dazA phare. darzanameha ocho thAya tyAre enuM jJAna savaLuM thAya che. pratyakSa dekhe che te paNa samajato nathI. ghaDIkamAM nAza pAmatA dhanAdine dekhe che, chatAM "mAruM" mAne che. maravAnuM che ema jANe paNa manuSyabhavamAM je kaMI karavA jevuM che te na kare. kaMIka Atmahita karI levuM. evuM bhAna nathI. parabhavamAM javuM che tene mATe te kaMI karatuM nathI ane chokarA vagere je ahIM paDyA rahevAnA che, chatAM teone mATe paisA vagere kamAya che. e badhuM mehanA udaye thAya che. 19 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, citra vada 9, 2002 AtmAnuM svarUpa te sahaja svarUpa che, karmane laIne vibhAvarUpa che. jema sphaTikaratna

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145 saMgraha 4 kALI vastu upara paDyuM hoya te kALuM dekhAya che, paNa je UMcuM laI dekhIe te zveta dekhAya che. vibhAvathI rahita AtmAnuM svarUpa che. sahaja svarUpa eTale vibhAvathI rahita svarUpa. AtmAmAM zuddhAzuddhanI kalpanA nathI, paNa karmanA cage ema kahevuM paDe che. AtmA AtmA ja che. ghaNIvAra kIDI makeDI thaye, ghaNIvAra manuSya paNa thaye, paNa AtmA kIDI makeDI ke manuSya nathI. samyaktva thAya eTalI zakti badhAne che. paNa mithyAtvane laIne tatvavicAra bhaNI vRti jatI nathI. mithyAtvane lIdhe anaMtakALa game che. ghaNI vakhata avadhijJAna (vibhaMga) Adi paNa thayAM paNa AtmAnuM bhAna na thayuM. maraNane bhaya lAgatuM nathI. jene jAgRti che, evA puruSathI jAgRti Ave che. pite svaccha kare tethI jAgRti na thAya. parama nidhAna pragaTa mukha AgaLa, jagata ulaMghI ho jAya, jinezvara." (A. 15) aMdara garaja hoya te thAya. AtmAnA vicAra karavA mATe AzramamAM rahIe chIe. zarUAtamAM te tyAga karIne vicAra karavAnuM che. 20 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 10, 2008 [Aje zAMtinAthanuM stavana belAyA pachI pUjyazrIe pUchayuM-emAM zuM AvyuM ? pachI pote vivecana karyuM.] zAMtisvarUpa kema jANIe, kahe mana kema parakhAya re ?" eve prazna thaye e kSapazamalabdhi che. bhAva avizuddha suvizuddha je, kathA jinavara deva re; te tema avitatha sahe, prathama e zAMtipada seva re." enuM bhAna thAya, athata A zuddhabhAva che ane A azuddhabhAva che e bheda thAya, te bIjI vizuddhilabdhi che. "Agamadhara guru samakitI, kiriyA saMvara sAra re; saMpradAyI avaMcaka sadA, zuci anubhava AdhAra re.' sadgurune yoga thAya ane dezanA prApta thAya e dezanAlabdhi ane vizeSa samajAya e prAgyalabdhi che. ane pachI karaNalabdhi Ave tyAre samati thAya te prApta karavA mATe "duSTajana saMgati pariharI, bhaje sugusaMtAna re; joga sAmartha citta bhAva je, dhare mukti-nidAna che." eTale kusaMga tajI satsaMga karavo. darzanameDa gayA pachI cAritrameha rahe che, tene dUra karavA puruSArtha karavAnuM che. cAritrameha dUra karavA joga sAmarthya eTale vIrya kure tethI cAritrameha dUra thAya. jega sAmarthya e muktinuM kAraNa che. pachI AgaLa dazA vadhe che tyAre samabhAva Ave che, tyAre mekSa ane saMsAra beu sarakhA lAge che. pahelAM te mokSanI IcchA hatI, paNa have svarU5ramaNatA thaI tethI beu upara samabhAva AvyuM. OM jenI mekSa sivAya kaI paNa vastunI IcchA ke spRhA nahatI ane akhaMDa 19.

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bedhAmRta svarUpamAM ramaNatA thavAthI mekSanI IcchA paNa nivRtta thaI che tene he nAtha ! tuM tuSTamAna thaIne paNa bIjuM zuM ApavAne hato?" (680) svarUpa ramaNatA thAya pachI kaI paNa vastanI icchA rahetI nathI. pachI pote pitAne kahe che - "aho! aho ! huM mujane kahuM, na muja namo muja re;" mane dhanya che ke vItarAgane kahele parama zAMtarasamaya dharma pUrNa satya che te tarapha mAru valaNa thayuM ! pite dhanya che ema lAge che. - "sapuruSamAM ja paramezvarabuddhi ane jJAnIoe parama dharma kahyo che." (254) e vinA bhakti AvatI nathI. eka bhAI_"tArI gati tuM jANe che keva; maraNa bhajana te vAcaka yaza kare che." eTale zuM? - pUjyazrI-he bhagavAna, tAruM adbhuta rUpa dekhIne AtmA arUpI bane che, mokSa pAme che. e zAthI bane che? te ke "tADarI gati tuM jANe che deva." mane khabara nathI, paNa tuM jANe che. huM te tAruM smaraNa bhajana karuM chuM. jJAnInI AjJAthI lAbha thAya che. keInA kahevAthI dharma karavAmAM pAchuM na paDavuM - X asaMga thavAnuM che. "huM asaMga zuddha caitanyasvarUpa chuM." evI jIve bhAvanA karavAnI che. vardhamAna samakita thaI TALe mithyAbhAsa" "mAruM tAruM" AbhAsa che, kharuM te che nahIM. jene bheda paDe che tene A juduM lAge che. "kalpitanuM ATaluM badhuM mAhAbhya zuM?" (576) janmamaraNa karavAnuM kAraNa mAruM tAruM che. AtmA te zuddhacaitanyasvarUpa che. jaMgalamAM beThA beThA munie AtmAnuM ciMtana kare che ke "AtmA prApta karavA jevuM che, "puruSArtha vinA siddha thAya ema nathI." ema upaniSadamAM vacane che. evAM A kRpALudeve paNa chuTaka chuTaka vacane lakhyAM che. yAjJavakya nAme brAhmaNa hate. te janakarAjAnA darabAramAM jAte. eka vakhata rAjAe tene pUchyuM, tyAganuM svarUpa kevuM che? brAhmaNe kahyuM, kAle kahIzuM. pachI te ghera gaye. tene maitreyI ane kAryAyinI nAme be strIo hatI. temane dhana vaheMcavA lAgyuM ane kahyuM ke tame adhuM adhuM vahecI le. huM te tyAga lauM chuM. maitreyIe kahyuM, dhanathI mokSa maLaze? te vicAravAnI hatI tethI kahe, mokSa maLatuM hoya te Apa. pachI teNe paNa tyAga lIdhe ane kAryAyinIne dhana ApyuM. pachI bIje divase yAjJavalkaya janakarAjAnA darabAramAM gaye. rAjAe jANI lIdhuM ke A tyAganuM svarUpa che. vagara kahe jANI lIdhuM. kRpALudevane parane anugraha thAya evI vRtti hatI. kRpALudeva kahe che ke "tuM pate prathama caitanya jinapratimA thA." (hA. . 218). te pachI bIjAnA upara anugraha thaze! caitanya jinapratimA thavAne kALa che? te ke evI kalapanAthI nirvikalpa thA. kALane eka bAju

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fy@ saMgraha 4 maka, zUravIra thA. je naDe che tene kRpALudeva kahe che ke - "he kAma ! he mAna ! he saMgaudaya ! he vacanavargaNA! he meDa ! he mehadayA ! he zithilatA ! tame zA mATe aMtarAya kare che ? parama anugraha karIne have anukULa thAo ! anukULa thAo." (hA. naM. 2-19) prazna-mehadayA eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI-meha piSAya ane kahe ke A chokarAM che, te bicArAne kamAI ApuM, nahIM te teonuM zuM thaze? evI dayA te mahadayA che. bairAMchokarAMne mATe karavuM paDe che, te mehudayA che. mArI sAthe pahelAM peTalAdamAM eka chokarA bhaNata hatuM. huM ahIM AzramamAM rahyo. pachI eka vAra te mane maLavA AvyuM. tyAre teNe kahyuM ke tame tyAga karyo ane meM tyAga na karyo te zuM ? mAre kaMI sAthe AvavAnuM nathI ane tamAre paNa AvavAnuM nathI. ema mahayA chetare che. vrataniyama lIdhAM hoya te te maDadayAthI DhIlAM paDI jAya. 21 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 11, 2008 moTuM pustaka-vacanAmRta vAMcavuM, ghaNA vairAgyanuM kAraNa che. AtmAmAM kaMI bheda nathI. vedAMtI jaina e dehanA dharmo che. AtmA kaMI vedAMtI jaina nathI. "AtmavicAra kartavyarUpa dharma bhaja cagya che." (375) jema kRpALudeve kahyuM tema che. huM koNa? ene vicAra nathI AvatA. caitanya che. AtmAne svabhAva aciMtya che. AtmAne svabhAva te zuddha caitanyasvarUpa che. "ghaTa paTa Adi jANa tuM, tethI tene mAna jANanAra te bhAna nahIM, kahiye kevuM jJAna." AtmA na hoya te maDaduM che, bALI nAkhe. samyagdaSTinI zraddhA savaLI hoya che. rAgadveSa nathI karavA ema bhAvanA rahe che. veka vAra samati thayuM ane pharI mithyAtvamAM Ave te sAdimithyAtva che. sukhanuM kAraNa samyaktva che. paisATakA Adine sukha mAne che, paNa e sukha nathI. samyakatva Ave tyAre ene sukha prApta thAya. samyatva vinA mokSa thAya nahIM, samajAya paNa nahIM. enuM mAhAsya hoya te evA mahAtmAne zeLe. jyAM samyaktva pragaTa che evA mahAtmAne zeLe. bhaktinuM kAraNa e ja che. guNa che te guNathI aLago rahetuM nathI. mahApuruSa pAse samyaga darzana heya. bIje samyakatva jevA jAya te maLe nahIM. saMsAranuM duHkha keTaluM bhegavyuM che, ene hisAba Ave e nathI. je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmya duHkha anaMta." anAdithI bhogavate AvyuM che, cheDe Ave nahIM. dekhatabhUlI che. jeNe je guNene oLakhyA che, te tenI sAthe vAta kare che. prazna-"kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza je." eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI--kaMi karavAnuM rahe nahIM.

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148 bedhAmRta samyagdarzana thAya pachI zraddhA jAya nahIM. bhagavAna sAcuM kahe che. tenI ArAdhanA je karatA hoya tenI pAse jANIne upAsanA karavI. mithyAtvamAM pariNamyuM hatuM tyAMthI pharI AtmAmAM pariNamyuM. tyAM AtmA ja pharyo che. anaMtAnubaMdhI jAya tyAM svarUpamaNutA thAya che. samyagdarzana sAthe ja svarUpa ramaNatA zarU thAya che. samyaktvIne mokSanI mIThAza lAge che. dharmajanita paNa bhoga IhAM tema, lAge aniSTa te manane re." e samyaphavanuM lakSaNa che. 22 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, citra vada 12, 2008 jenuM bhaluM thavAnuM hoya tene sArA bhAva thAya che. prazna- "tuja mudrA tuja vANIne, Adare samparvata; nahi bIjAne Azare, e guhya jANe saMta" ene artha che? pUjyazrIApanI mudrA ane vANune samyagdaSTi Adare che. bIjAne e game nahIM. mUrti e bhagavAna ja che ema lAge che. bIjA jIvanuM eTaluM gajuM nathI, ke mUrti joIne kevalajJAnanuM svarUpa samajAya. samyagdarzana thavAnuM e kAraNa che, dhyAnanuM kAraNa che. bhagavAna che te caitanyanI mUrti che. "eka paramANu mAtranI maLe na sparzatA, pUrNa kalaMkarahita aDela svarUpa jo; zuddha niraMjana cetanyamUrti ananyamaya, agurulaghu amUrta sahaja padarUpa che." evuM sthira bhagavAnanuM svarUpa che. zukladhyAnathI kevI dazA thAya che, te batAvavA mATe pratimA che. tArI mukhamudrA ane vANIne samyagdaSTi puruSe Adare che. prazna-bIjA na Adare? pUjyazrI-bIjAne e na game. jenuM bhaluM thavAnuM hoya tene ja game. samyaktvanuM e kAraNa che. je samyakatva prApta karavA tarapha vaLe che, tene paNa e game che. mUrti e bhagavAna ja che. prazna-"nahIM bIjAne Azare, e guhya jANe saMta", eTale zuM? pUjyazrI- bIjA je mUrti dekhIne kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa na samajI zake. bhagavAnanI mUrti caitanyasvarUpa che ane te aDola eTale acaLa che. "eka paramANu mAtranI maLe na sparzatA evuM svarUpa jANe te saMta che. prazna-guptadAna eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-kaI jANe nahIM evI rIte dAna devuM ke jethI pitAne lebha chUTe ane abhimAna na thAya. dAna lenArane paNa parAdhInatA, dInatA na thAya e guptadAna che. lebha choDavA mATe dAna karavAnuM che. develekanI IcchA vagara dAna karavuM.

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vaMda kudevane mAne tethI kudharma thavAnuM kAraNa che. virAdhaka jIvane samyakatva thatAM vAra lAge che, samyakatva gamatAM paNa vAra lAge che. puruSArtha kare ApaNe hAtha che. anaMta karyo che. samaye samaye jIva mAM pariNAma parivartana pAme che. samyagdarzana e bIja che. e Ave to DALI pAMdaDAM phUTe, phaLa phUla Ave. divase divase vRddhi pAme che. prazna-samatA rAkhavI che chatAM kema nathI rahetI? pUjyazrI-samyakatva bIja ropAyuM nathI. enI jarUra che. pachI saheje saheje samabhAva vadhatuM jAya che. sAcAmAM samyaktva che. "samakitanuM mULa jANIe cha, satya vacana sAkSAta ; sAyAmAM samakita vase che, mAyAmAM mithyAtva re prANI ! ma karIza mAyA lagAra." (mAyAnI sajajhAya) sAcAmAM samati vase che. ane vairAgya e samyagdarzananuM mukhya lakSaNa che. ( 23 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 10, 2008 kRpALudevane deDa choDyAne pacAsa varSa thayAM ane mokSamALA soLa varSathI uMmare lakhI hatI. eTalAM varSa thayA chatAM leke jANutA paNa nathI ke mokSamALA zuM haze? sadgurunI kRpA vagara sazAstra paNa hAtha na Ave. bhagavAnanI kRpA thAya tyAre saddagurune vega maLe che. samyagdarzana thayA pachI saMsAra-sAgara gAyanI kharI jeTalo thaI jAya che, bhavabhaya maTI jAya che. "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge' ema AnaMdaghanajIe gAyuM che. samyakatva thayA pachI pudgalanuM mAhAmya lAge tyAre samyaktva jatuM paNa rahe che. jyAMsudhI 8 zaMkAdi doSa, 8 mada, 6 anAyatana, ane 3 mUDhatA e 25 deSanI nimaeNLatA na thaI hoya tyAM sudhI deSa utpanna thavAno saMbhava che. zaMkAkAMkSAdi deze samyaktvane malina kare che. vivekane nAza thAya tyAre viSayakaSAya sArA lAge. viSaya vikAra sahita je, rathA matinA yoga; pariNAmanI viSamatA, tene vega aAga.(954) yoga thayo hoya te paNa na tha hoya evuM thAya. kaThora vacana bolavAthI AtmA pitAnuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che. "huM jANuM chuM" e ja anaMtAnubaMdhI che. buddhinI hInatA hoya te jJAnInuM kahevuM manAya nahIM. pitAno Agraha thaI jAya pachI jJAnI kahe teya na mAne. mithyAtvane udaya hoya tyAMsudhI vastu vasturUpe samajAya nahIM. e viparItatA TaLe te vastu vasturUpe samajAya che. deha parathI vRtti UThavI muzkela che. dehabhAva choDyo te mekSe gayA che. dehabhAva rAkhe te saMsAramAM baMdhAyA che. AtmAne AtmA jANe ane parane para jANe e dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. pitAnuM pote bhUlI sukha mAne che. sukhanI icchA karyA kare che, paNa sukhanuM bhAna nathI. pitAne nathI gamatuM evuM je duHkha te jAya ema sarva jIva icche che. "jeNe jANe

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prazna-- 150 bedhAmRta khare AtmA--AtmAne, anya anyane" (samAdhizataka-1) siddha bhagavAne paheluM e karyuM che. paheluM karavA jevuM e ja che. sukhanuM bhAna nathI. pAMca IndrimAM sukha meLavavA jAya che tethI pAchAM karma baMdhAya che. pataMgiyuM dIvAmAM paDe ema viSayakawApamAM paDe che. "sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che." pataMgiyuM jema jyAre dIvAthI Aghe hoya tyAre dIvA tarapha javAnI IcchA kare che, temAM sukha mAne che paNa tenI pAse jatAM sukha TaLe che. anAdi kALathI karma che. AtmA baLavAna thAya te karmane jItI jAya che, nahIM te karma ene jItI jAya che. prazna-yAda kema nathI rahetuM ? pUjyazrI-jeTalI garaja hoya teTaluM yAda rahe. vaMcAtuM hoya tyAre upaga bahAra hoya te yAda rAkhavAnI zakti hovA chatAM yAda na rahe. "nahIM kapAya upazAMtatA, nahIM aMtara vairAgya; saralapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matAthI durbhAgya." eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI-kaSAyanI upazAMtatA na hoya, ane aMtaravairAgya nahIM eTale bahArathI vairAgyane DoLa kare paNa aMtarathI vairAgyabhAva na hoya. bIjAne dekhADavA mATe DoLa kare. saraLapaNuM na hoya, mAyA kare. madhyasthabhAva eTale Agraha rahitapaNuM na hoya. te durbhAgya che. madhyasthatA AvavI bahu agharI che. AgraDa hoya tethI jJAnInuM kahevuM manAya nahIM. jJAnI kahe tyAre ema vicAra kare ke emAM mAre dharma to A nahIM. huM kaMI jANata nathI, ema thavuM bahu muzkela che. huM samajuM chuM, huM jANuM chuM ema kare che, paNa "jANyuM te tenuM kharuM, je mehe navi lepAya; sukha duHkha AvyuM jIvane, harSa zoka navi thAya." (-prItama) bhave kheda Ave tyAre vairAgya thAya. "ghaNuM karIne manuSyAtmA keI ne koI dharmamatamAM hoya che ane tethI te dharmamata pramANe pravartavAnuM te kare che ema mAne che, paNa enuM nAma mumukSutA nathI." (254) 24 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 14, 2008 tattvadRSTie vetAMbara ane digaMbaramAM bheda nathI. je guNagrAhI che, jene guNathI khapa che, te sAruM sAruM badhe jue che. kRpALudeve dharmasaMbaMdhI bahu vicAra karyA che. evA paNa mata che ke je kahevarAve te jaina ane hAya nahIM. te jainAbhAsa che. ghaNuM puNya heya ane thoDuM pApa thatuM hoya te te ghaNA puNyanI apekSAe pApa nathI. vItarAgatA sevAya teTale dharma thAya che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke kaI cha mahinA upa. vAsanuM tapa kare ane kaI pitAne gALo bhAMDato hoya tene cha mahinA sudhI samabhAvathI sahana kare enuM cha mahinAnA upavAsa karatAM vadhAre phaLa thAya che, kemake, tapa karIne paNa

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saMgraha 4 15 karavAnuM to e ja che. saMsAra rAgadveSathI vadhe che, mATe rAgadveSa maha choDavA. tatvanI zraddhA hoya tene rAgadveSa ocho thAya che. rAgadveSa cheDavAnuM bhagavAne kahyuM che, ane rAgadveSa kare te te dharma na kahevAya. kudeva, kudharma ane kugurunI mAnyatA che, te hiMsA karatAM paNa vadhAre duHkhanuM kAraNa che, pApanuM kAraNa che. emAM anaMtAnubaMdhI poSAya che tethI anaMtakALa sudhI rakhaDavuM paDe che. mithyAtvazalya e aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM moTAmAM meTuM pApa che. enuM nAma zalya eTale khUce evuM che. jyAM kudeva AdinAM sthAna hoya tyAM rahevAthI, tevA bhAva thaI jAya che. - pUjyazrI-ahaMkAra, matinI maMdatA, kaThora vacana, krodhaprakRti ane pramAda A samatino nAza karanArAM kAraNe che. "pramAdane laIne AtmA maLeluM svarUpa bhUlI jAya che." (25). e pAMca kAraNe samakitanI ghAta karanArAM che. bhagavAnane hadayamAM rAkhavA hoya te kacare kADhI nAkhavA paDe. zraddhA thaI hoya paNa evA deSa hoya te jatI paNa rahe. ahaMkAra thAya te samakita jatuM rahe. prazna-abhimAna thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? badhuM che te pAkuM. pUjyazrI-pAra nathI maLyuM. mAruM nathI ema jene hoya te abhimAna na kare. pitAnuM mAnyuM hoya te abhimAna thAya. samyaktvanAM pAMca dUSaNa-1. zaMkA-manamAM zaMkA rahe ke huM karuM chuM te barAbara haze ke nahIM? leka jANaze te hasaze, nAma pADaze ema lekabhaya rAkhe. 2. kaMkhA athavA bhegaruci. 3. AgAmika kAlanI ciMtA. 4. kuzAstrabhakti-jemAMthI AtmakalyANa na thAya evAM kuzAstro vAMcavAthI paNa samyaktvane doSa lAge che. pa. kudevanI bhakti. samyaktvanAM pAMca bhUSaNa kahe che-1. prabhAvanA thavAnI bhAvanA, 2. heyane heya ane grahaNa karavA gyane grahaNa karavAgya samaje, 3. dhIraja, 4. samyakatvaprAptimAM harSa, 5. tattvavicAramAM pravINatA. prazna-samyaktva Ave tyAre zuM thAya? pUjyazrI-janmamaraNa chUTavAnuM thAya. je je jIva mokSe gayA che te ja samyaktva pAmIne gayA. e vinA mokSe gayA nathI, samyaktva Ave tyAre sukha thAya. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke "zreNikarAjA narakamAM che paNa samabhAve che, samakitI che, mATe tene dukha nathI." (upadezachAyA-4)-deDane dukha che paNa AtmAne nathI. devalokanAM sukha karatAM AtmAnuM sukha vadhAre mAne che. samyakatvane Indriyasukha paNa na game. jeNe e mArga jANe che, te kahe che ke agnimAM baLavuM sAruM, pANImAM DUbI javuM sAruM paNa samyapha vagara rahevuM sAruM nahIM. dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyAre, kuNa gaMje nara beTa, vimala jina- dIThAM leyaNa Aja" (A. 13) samyaktva Ave tyAre kaI paNa prakArane bhaya na rahe. nirbhaya, niHzaMka thaI jAya, nivi.

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AdhAmRta 152 cikitsA Ave, bIjAnA doSo DhAMke, prabhAvanA kare, evA guNeA pragaTe che. AtmA zuM haze ? kevA haze ? evI zaMkA na thAya. * vibhAvathI chUTe te svabhAvamAM Ave. vibhAvathI chUTavuM, svabhAvamAM rahevu' e jinanI AjJA che ema kRpALudeve lakhyu che. hu kevaLa zuddha caitanyasvarUpa sahaja nija anubhavasvarUpa chuM." AtmA zakhtothI na samajI zakAya; svAnubhava vagara na samajAya. jagata mArA viSe bhAsyamAna hAvAthI abhinna che; paNa jagata jagatasvarUpe che, huM svaravarUpe chuM, tethI jagata mArAthI kevaLa bhinna che; te khanne dRSTithI jagata mArAthI bhinnAbhinna che." jJAnamAM bhAse che te te caitanyasvarUpa che. jJAnapariNati AtmA ja che. e jJAnanI pariNati che te AtmAthI judI nathI. jJAnanI pariNati te cetana che. jJAnamAM je jagata dekhAya che te jJAnathI bhinna nathI, kAraNa ke te jJAnAkAre thAya che. vastu samajavI bahu muzkela che. jagata je jJAnAkAra nathI paNu jagatarUpa che te bhinna che. vibhAva pariNati chUTe tyAre e vicAro Ave. e vastu bhinna che te samajavA mATe A che. AmAM mUla vastu batAvI che. " zuddha nivikalpa caitanya." (hA. na. 37) 25 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 0)), 2008 jIvane sUma mithyAtva hAya paNa tenI khabara na paDe. uparathI jIvane huM sadaivane mAnu chuM ema hAya paNa aMdara hAya mithyAtva. e sUkSma mithyAtva che. ekalA nizcayanayane mAne te ekAMta mithyAtva che. "sava jIva che siddha sama" paNu samaje teA. sa`sArI hAya ane mAne ke huM siddha chuM, te mithyAdaSTi che. dravyathI AtmA siddha samAna che paNa paryAya apekSAe siddha nathI. jemake, rAjA ane garIba mANasanI apekSAe samAna che, paNa rAjAparyAMya ane garImaparyAyanI apekSAe samAna nathI. siddhaparyAya na pragaTayo hAya ane peAtAne siddhaparyAya samAna mAne te mithyAdaSTi che. dravya ke paryAyane e jaNutA paNa na hAya ane kahe ke huM siddha samAna chuM', e paNa mithyAtvI ja che. jevuM nathI tevuM mAne te mithyArdaSTi che. jIvanu svarUpa kevaLajJAnasvarUpa che. AtmAmAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa che paNa AvaraNathI DhaMkAyeluM che ema mAne te bhrama che; kAraNa ke kevaLajJAna pragaTa hAya te kaI DhAMkI zakatuM nathI. zaktipaNe kevaLajJAna che pa pragaTa nathI. karmone laIne jJAna sarkAca pAmI matirUpa thaI gayuM che. kanA nimitte kevaLajJAnane abhAva ja che. cAra dhAtika kSaya thaye ja pragaTe che. caitanyapaNuM e pAriNAmika bhAva che tethI tene abhAva thatA nathI. kevaLajJAnanI AtmAmAM zakita che tene vyakta na thavA de te kevaLajJAnAvaraNu che. pANIne svabhAva jema zItaLa che tema AtmAnA svabhAva kevaLajJAna che paNa pragaTapaNe nathI. kevaLajJAnanA abhAva mAne te paNa mithyAdRSTi che, je rAgAdi che te bIjAe karyA nathI, pAte ja karyAM che. jIva ane kama ane maLIne kare che ema nathI. bhAvakama kaI pudgalane thatAM nathI. cetanathI ja thAya che. rAgAdinI utpatti kAI khIjo kare che ema mAne te mithyASTi che. bhAvakama nijakalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa,''

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saMgraha. 4 153 "naya nizraya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI kahela; ekAMte vyavahAra nahIM', banne sAthe rahela." ekAMte kahe te sAcuM na hoya. vyavahAranI gauNutAe nizcayanayathI bele te sAcuM che. rAgAdi pitAnA nathI ema mAne, karmane nimitta thAya che, huM rAgAdine kartA nathI ane pachI rAgAdi kare, to paNa mAne ke huM nathI karate te mithyASTi che. rAgAdi e pAdhika bhAva che, AtmAne svabhAva nathI; paNa kare che te AtmA ja. rAgadveSa cheDo e zrI sadgurune upadeza che. rAgadveSanuM upAdAna kAraNa pote ja che, paNa te pitAne svabhAva nathI. cetana je nijabhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva; varte nahIM nijabhAnamAM, katAM karma prabhAva." pitAnA svabhAvamAM na hoya tyAre jIva rAgAdi kare che. prajanabhUta sAta tattvanA vicArathI vibhAva dUra thAya che. vicAratAM vicAratAM meDa mArga Ape tyAre kAma thAya, samyaktva thAya. tattvavicAra karavAnI zakti te che, paNa vicAra kare te thAya. rAgAdi hoya chatAM siddha samAna mAne, te mithyAdaSTi che. AtmA caitanyasvarUpa che. dayAmULa dharma kahyo che. AtmA ane mana judAM nathI rahetAM. mana nirmaLa thAya tethI samakita thAya che ane mana malina thAya te pAchuM samati jatuM rahe. kaI vastune saMkalpa karyo ke "A vastu mAre nathI ja bhegavavI" tyArathI niyama karyo kahevAya che. vastunuM jevuM svarUpa che tevuM kahyuM che. jJAnathI AtmA abhinna che. "vizvamAM jIva abhedatA mAne che e ja bhrAMti che." (833). eka padArthanuM saMpUrNa jJAna eka samayamAM thAya te kevaLajJAna che. ene saMpUrNa svabhAva pragaTe te kazuM ajANyuM na rahe. kevaLajJAna badhA padArthone jANanAra che. ra6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 1, 2008 pahelethI ja kaMI karI mUkyuM hoya te ja dhIraja rahe, nahIM to maraNa samaye dhIraja rahevI muzkela che. samati thayA pachI paNa krodhAdi Ave te sukhane bhaMga kare. cAra ghAtikarma jAya tyAre saMpUrNa sukha pragaTe che. mehanIya karma jAya to sukha pragaTe. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya ane aMtarAya e cAra ghAtikarma anaMtasukhane AvaraNa kare che. bAkInA cAra aghAtikarma te baLI sIMdarIvat che. AtmAne ethI baMdhana nathI. vedanIyakarmano udaya hoya te paNa ene anaMtasukhanA hisAbamAM kaMI nathI. AtmAne ghAta karanAra cAra ghAtikarmo che. bAkInAM cAra karmo nAma, gotra, AyuSya ane vedanIya aghAti che. ene AtmA sAthe saMga nathI, zarIra sAthe saMga che. zarIra upara meha hoya te vedanA lAge. ATha karmamAMthI mehanIya karma mukhya che. badhAM karma teno parivAra che. mehanIyane laIne badhAM karma baMdhAya che. cAritrameha e kaSAya che. vedanIyakarma zarIra hoya tyAM sudhI rahe, paNa jene moha nathI tene zAtA azAtA badhuM sarakhuM lAge. mehanIya karmane laIne vedanIya lAge che. dazame guNasthAnake mehanIyakarma kSaya thAya pachI bAramAnA aMte bAkInAM traNa ghAti 20

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dhAmRta karmo kSaya thAya che. pahelAM mehanIya jAya, pachI jJAnAvaraNIya Adi jAya che. badhAM guNasthAna moha ane kaSAyanI apekSAe che. terame ganI pravRtti che ane caudame nathI. caudame egI kahevAya che. te agakevalI guNasthAnakanI sthiti mAM phu 3 TU e patha havA svara bele eTalI che. "je pada zrI sarvare dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna che." - sarvajJa bhagavAna mokSasukhane jANe che, anubhave che, paNa saMpUrNa kahI zakatA nathI. sAta tanI zraddhA te samyagdarzana che. vicAra vinA AtmajJAna na thAya. je mumukSu thayA che te pitAne paramAtmasvarUpa mAne te bhUla che. huM te paramAtmA chuM, mAre te koIno saMbaMdha nathI e te bAraNuM vAsI devA jevuM che. pachI puruSArtha karavA jevuM rahe nahIM. jema che tema mAnavuM te samyaktva che ane ema na mAnavuM te bhrama che. be prakAranI zuddhatA che eka dravyazuddhatA ane bIjI paryAyazuddhatA. jaDa ne cetana na thAya ane cetana te jaDa nA thAya te dravyazuddhatA che. karmanI upAdhithI je bhAva thAya che te pAdhika, vaibhAvika bhAva che, tethI chUTavuM te paryAyazuddhatA che. AtmAnI zuddhabhAvanA bhAvavI. huM jaDa nathI, cetana chuM, zuddha chuM ema dravyathI bhAvanA karavAnI che. dravya apekSAe AtmA zuddha che, paradravyathI ' bhinna che. paradravyathI bhinna rahevuM, pitAnA bhAvathI abhinna rahevuM, te dravyazuddhatA che. dravya e vastunuM sAmAnya svarUpa che. paryAya e vastunuM vizeSa svarUpa che. - muni jyAre dhyAnamAM na joDAI zake tyAre svAdhyAyamAM rahe che. kAM te bhagavAnanA svarUpamAM vRtti rahe, kAM te svAdhyAyamAM rahe, bIje citta khasavA devA jevuM nathI. nahIM azubha bhAva AvI jAya. samyagdaSTine je vAMce te savaLuM pariName che. adhyAtmazAstra vAMcI AtmAne nirNaya karavAnuM che. kaSAya maMda karavA mATe bIjA zAstro paNa vAMcavAM, dharmakathAnuga, caraNAnuga, karaNanuga, gaNitAnuga e badhAM zAstro kAmanAM che. jene e zAstro pratye aruci che, tene teTalI samyakuvanI khAmI che. cAre anuga hitakArI che. e zAstro samajavA mATe vyAkaraNa, zabdazA, nyAyazAstra jANavAM joIe. tethI zAstrI yathArtha samajAya. AtmAmAM vRtti rAkhavI che te choDI zAstromAM jAya te buddhi vyabhicAriNI kahI che. AtmAmAM niraMtara rahetI hoya te bahu sAruM, paNa na rahetI hoya te zAstromAM rAkhavI; nahIM te viSayakaSAyamAM jAya, tethI azubhabhAva thaI jAya. nirvikalpadazA na hoya ane zAstrone abhyAsa paNa na kare, te azubha bhAvamAM pravarte. bIjA vicAre kare. * samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrarUpa mokSamArga che. traNenI ekyatA thAya tyAre mekSa thAya. zAstromAM je guNasthAna Adi kahyAM che, te paNa vicAravA jevAM che. ethI rAgadveSa thatA nathI. leka AdinuM svarUpa jANavAthI nukasAna nathI, rAgAdi maTADavAnuM kAraNa thAya che. pApakAraNethI chUTe ane puNya baMdhAya evAM kAraNamAM pravarte te rAgadveSa ochA thavAnuM kAraNa thAya che. vizeSa jANavAthI AtmA nirmaLa thAya che. jene zarIra upara meha che tene tapa

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saMgraha che 1papa AdithI kaSTa lAge che, paNa je mokSamArge caDhe che tene relve mAruM lAge che. ta5 e nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. samyakatvane keI kAraNathI tapa na thatuM hoya te paNa te tapane bhaluM jANe che. icachA rokavI e tapa che. svAdhyAya kara. ethI vRtti rokAya che. gaLyuM gaLyuM bhAvatuM hoya te na khAya te paNa tapa che. jJAnanuM phaLa virati che. vacanavargoNA che te karma AvavAnuM kAraNa che. "vacana nayana yama nahi." jeTalI vacana, kAyA ane mananI pravRtti echI teTalo ocho Asava thAya. - AtmA che ema jANuM, AtmAnuM astitva spaSTa lAge, te samakti che. jJAna che te anaMta che. jJAnanI hada nathI. nirAvaraNajJAnanI sthiti sAdi anaMta che. 27 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 2, 2008 pApanuM phaLa duHkha Ave che. leke mAMdA paDe tyAre madha khAya che, paNa madhathI kaMI jivAya nahIM. AyuSya pUrNa thavA AvyuM hoya te koI jivADe nahIM. mATe madhane tyAga kare. zubhabhAvathI vairAgya vadhe che. zubhabhAvamAM sudhA AdinI paNa khabara na paDe. verAgI hRdaya hoya che tyAre sudhA Adi ochAM lAge che puruSArthahIna na thavuM. eka vakhate prabhuzrIjI bhakti karatA hatA te vakhate stavana bolAtuM hatuM, te baMdha rakhAvI pUchayuM ke jJAnI puruSa bhakti kare ke nahIM? pachI pote ja kahyuM ke azubhamAM vRtti jatI hoya te aTakAvavA mATe ullAsapUrvaka kare che, kemake azubhabhAva kharAba che. zubhabhAvathI thoDAmAM patI jAya che. AtmA akhaMDa che, acaLa che, nitya che. AtmA jANyo hoya te jJAnanI sAthe vairAgya rahe che. parane para jANyuM te rAgadveSa na kare. tethI paMcAta rahe nahIM. rAgAdine samyagdaSTi sArA mAnatuM nathI. rAgAdi mane thAya che ane te duHkharUpa che evI zraddhA na hoya te pachI kaNa kADhe ? jIvAjIvane jANe te rAgadveSa na thAya ane udayane laIne thAya te sArA na gaNe. rAgAdine dUra karavA hoya to pahelAM tIvra rAgAdi choDavA ane zubhamAM pravartavuM. pachI maMda rAgAdirUpa zubhabhAva paNa choDIne zuddhamAM AvavuM. e krama che. saMvara-nirjarAnuM kAraNa rAgAdi na thavA te che. paradravyane jANavAthI Asava thatuM nathI. dehAdhyAsa cheDavAne che, dharmane marma to dehAdhyAsa che e che. chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahIM kartA tuM karma, nahIM bhaktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmane dharma." "e ja dharmathI mokSa che, tuM cho mokSasvarUpa." badhAyathI chUTe tyAre mekSa thAya. jyAre saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge tyAre chUTe. je saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge nahIM, sAruM lAge, te chUTavAnI bhAvanA maLI che ema jANavuM . be prakAranA sAdhu cheH 1 sthavirakalpI, 2 jinakalpI. sthavirakalpI muni munio sAthe rahe che ane jinakalpI eklavihArI hoya che. ane samyagdaSTi hoya che. AvaraNa ghaTe, cAritramoha ghaTe te kSapazama cAritra che. e vinA je cAritra che te audayika cAritra che. cAritramohane kSaya thavAthI AtmAnI zAMti thAya che. e vinA mAtra veSa pahere te audayika

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bedhAmRta cAritra che. pitAnuM svarUpa na jANyuM tyAM sudhI karma ja bAMdhe che. bhAva vadhatAM karma khase che. preraka avasara jinavara, sakhi dekhaNa de, mohanIya kSaya jAya re, sakhi dekhaNa de. kAmitapUraNa surata, sakhi dekha de; AnaMdaghana prabhu pAya re, sakhi dekhaNa de." (A0 8) bAhya nimitta paNa sArAM jaIe ane AtmAnuM baLa paNa joIe. cothe guNasthAnake AtmajJAna hoya che. AtmAnA badhA guNa svAdhIna rahe tethI baLa vadhe. AvaraNa che te parAdhInatA che. AvaraNa jAya to nirAvaraNa thAya che. jJAnanuM phaLa virati che. tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdheluM hoya tethI bhagavAna upadeza kare che, kAnugraha kare che. e badhuM svAbhAvika thAya che. 28 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 3, 2008 mumukSu-jJAnacetanA, karmacetanA ane karmaphalacetanA eTale zuM? pUjyazrI--jene AtmabhAvanI mukhyatA che, huM AtmA chuM, asaMga chuM evI AbhAne jene mukhyatA che, tene jJAnacetanA che. je je huM karuM chuM, meM kahyuM, A mAruM che evA bhAvavALA che, tenI jene mukhyatA che tene karmacetanA che. ane je jI ekendriya Adi che, teone karma bhegavavAnuM mukhya paNuM che eTale karmanA phaLa bhegave che, teo paNa karma te bAMdhe che, paNa mana nathI tethI karma bAMdhavAnI vizeSatA nathI, te jIvane karmaphalacetanA che. tapa, bhakti, vAcana, vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. vItarAgabhAvathI saMvara thAya che. kaSAya ghaTe tethI saMvara thAya che. jeTalA rAgadveSa eAchA teTale baMdha che. vItarAgatA vadhe tema tema baMdha maMda thAya. jene chUTavuM hoya tene kaI para rAga ke dveSa karavAnA nathI. vItarAgadazAmAM jeTalI khAmI che teTale baMdha vadhAre paDe che. vItarAgatA sahita je vicAra thAya te nirvikalpadazA che. dharmadhyAnamAM vastune samajavA mATe vicAra kare e kaMI vikalapadazA nathI. vicAra na hoya te jJAna paNa na hoya. jyAM rAgadveSa che tyAM vikalpa che. rAgadveSa rahita nirvikalpa dazA che. vika9pamAM rAgadveSanI hAjarI hoya che. rAgadveSa rahita je vastune vicAra kare te vikalpa nathI. upayoga vAraMvAra phare tenuM nAma vikalpa che. eka vastumAM upaga kAya, bIjI vastumAM upaga na jAya te dhyAna che. nimittane laIne jene rAgadeva thAya che, tene AtmaciMtana rahe te rAgadveSa ghaTe. nIcI dazAvALA jIne e upadeza karyo che. dazA vadayA pachI devakanuM, narakanuM ciMtana kare te kaMI rAgadveSa na thAya. mumukSu-jyAM sudhI svarUpa na jANyuM hoya tyAMsudhI zAmAM rahevuM? pUjayazrI-jJAnI puruSanI AjJAmAM rahevuM. vastune jANavAthI doSa nathI, paNa rAgadveSa karavAthI doSa che. jeTalA aMze vItarAgatA che teTalA aMze samyagdarzana che. jeTalI vitarAgatA teTaluM nirvikalpapaNuM che. mekSa sukharUpa che ane mokSane mArga paNa sukharUpa che

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saMgraha 4 mumukSu---lokone mekSamA duHkharUpa kema lAge che? pUjayazrI--mumukSurdazA na Ave tyAM sudhI duHkha lAge. mUkavuM paDe che, tenu duHkha lAge che. 29 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha sudra 4, 2008 AtmAne eLakhavA mATe A manuSyabhava maLyA che. jo AtmAne na eLakhyA te pazu jevA ja che. jyAre mithyAtva maMda paDe tyAre AtmAnI garaja jAge che. puruSAtha kare te mithyAtva maMda paDe. satya puruSArtha joI e. 157 jo icchA paramA` teA, kareA satya puruSArtha.' e puruSA jAgavAne upAya satsa'ga che. satsaMgathI vicAra ane vicArathI AtmajJAna thAya che. badhAM du:khane nirmUla karavAnA upAya eka AtmajJAna che. AtmajJAna karavA mATe khIjA badhAM sAdhanA gauNa karI eka satsaMgane ArAdhavA tathA gaveSavA, tA satsaMganuM mAhAtmya lAge. satsaMgamAM je AjJA maLI hAya tene upAse te satsaMga ja che. "ema je satsaMgane upAse che te avazya AtmAne upAse che, ane AtmAne upAsanAra sarvo duHkhathI mukta thAya che. (dvAdazAMgInu saLaMga sUtra)." (41). emAM mAreya aMganA sAra kRpALudeve khI dIdheA che. AtmAnuM hita thAya e mATe ja satpuruSAnAM badhAM vacane lakhAyAM che. du:kha nathI lAgyuM. duHkha lAge te tethI chUTavA icche. hu duHkhI chuM ema ene lAgatu nathI, zuM karavAthI pote sukhI, zuM karavAthI pAte duHkhI ?" enuM bhAna nathI zArIrika vedanA heAya tyAre duHkha lAge che paNa anAdi kALathI janmamaraNa karate AvyA che tenuM duHkha lAgatuM nathI. kRpALudeve meAkSamALAmAM cAra gatinA pAThamAM (zikSApATha 18) lakhyuM che ke "eka taruNa sukumArane rame rAme lAlaceALa sUyA gheAMcavAthI je asahya vedanA Upaje che te karatAM AThaguNI vedanA garbhasthAnamAM jIva jyAre rahe che tyAre pAme che. maLa, mUtra, le.hI, purumAM lagabhaga nava mahinA aheArAtra mUrchAgata sthitimAM vedanA bhAgavI bhAgavIne janma pAme che. janma samaye garbhAsthAnanI vedanAthI ana'taguNI vedanA utpanna thAya che." maraNa samaye ethI vadhAre vedanA thAya che. badhA pradezo kheMcAine bahAra nIkaLe che. maraNu vakhate ene kreDa kheDavA gamatA nathI, paNa AyuSya pUruM thavA AvyuM hAya che, tethI dehu chUTaTyA vagara rahe nahIM. mATe samAdhimaraNanI taiyArI karI rAkhavI. devagatimAM jyAre devanuM AyuSya pUruM thavA Ave che, tyAre cha mahinA pahelAMthI duHkha lAge che. tyAre jIva mahu ja du:khI thAya che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke je mithyAdaSTi devA hoya che teone maraNa pahelAM cha mahinAthI sAtamI naraka jeTaluM mAnasika du:kha hAya che. uSNa udaka jevA re A sa sAra che, temAM eka tattva melu re samajaNa sAra che." badhAnA sAra samajaNu che. deha ne AtmA judA samajAya te pArakI paMcAtamAM na paDe, AtmA ane dehane eka mAne che te dehAdhyAsa che. dehAdhyAsa chUTe tyArathI dharmanI zarUAta thAya che,

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158 badhAmRta mumukSu-paMcAstikAya" graMtha koNe racyuM che? pUjyazrI-kuMdakuMdAcArye race che. kRpALudeve ene anuvAda karyo che. kRpALudeve ghaNuM pustako lakhelAM. nAnI avasthAmAM ghaNuM lakhatA. emaNe lakhI lakhIne mUkelA kAgaLa emanA avasAna pachI kothaLAmAM bharyA hatA te UdhaI AvavAthI saDI gayelA. evAmAM koI prasaMge aMbAlAlabhAI vavANiyA gayA ane e kethaLe emaNe joye. temAMthI zedhatAM zedhatAM eka "puSpamALA' sAjI maLI AvI te laI AvyA ane chapAvI. mahAbhArata rAmAyaNanA anuvAda kRpALudeve karelA ane bIjAM keTalAMka pustake racelAM paNa UdhaI vagerethI nAza pAmyAM. che sAdhana kare che paNa nizcayanayane bhUlI jAya che. ethI puNya baMdhAya che, paNa AtmAnuM hita na thAya. yathArtha zraddhAna karI zubha dvArA zuddhamAM pravarte to mokSa thAya. A zubha che tethI puNya baMdhAya che mATe tene choDI devAM, ema paNa na karavuM. sAdhana karavAM paNa lakSa nizcayano rAkho. nizcayane ekAnta mAne ke vyavahArane ekAMte mAne te beya mithyAtva che. puNya e dharma nathI. dharma te zubhAzubha bhAvano tyAga karI zuddhamAM rahe tyAre thAya che. zuddhabhAvanI prApti karavI. "vI kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva." nizcaya vANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM neya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM seya. zuddhane lakSa rAkhIne zubhamAM pravarte te zuddhabhAva prApta thAya. kRpALudeve kaI kriyAno niSedha karyo nathI. samaja karavAnI jarUra che. "samaja sAra saMsArameM." je samajaze te kSe jaze keI kuLadharmane ja dharma mAnI bese che-ApaNA bApadAdA karatA hatA te karavuM, paNa ethI kalyANa nathI. zAstro vAMcavAM vicAravAM ane je sAruM hoya te grahaNa karavuM. svaccha varte tethI kalyANa nathI. bhagavAne je mULamArga kahyo che, te pApI leke e bagADI nAkhe hoya tene mAne, tethI kalyANa na thAya. e choDI bhagavAnanuM je kahevuM che, te ja pramANe pravarte che temAM ravachaMda na gaNAya. samajIne karavuM. mArA bApadAdA karatA AvyA che te dharma vAstavika ke che? ene yathArtha vicAra karyA pachI kare to kalyANa thAya. AtmavicArakartavyarUpa dharma che. AtmA jAge tyAre dharma thAya. kriyA karavAthI dharmAtmA kahevAya nahIM. kharuM phaLa samajanuM maLe che. dharmamAM keIno adhikAra nathI. kare tenA bApane che. janmamaraNa chUTavA mATe bhagavAne kahyo che. bhagavAne mArA mATe chUTavAnuM kahyuM che, mAre chUTavuM che, evuM thAya tyAre mokSa thAya. AjJAne vicAra karavAno che. rAgadveSa na karavA ema kahyuM tenuM kAraNa zuM? ema vicAre te samajAya ke rAga dveSathI baMdha thAya che tethI rAgadveSa karavAnI nA kahI che. bhagavAne sAcuM kahyuM che paNa mArI buddhithI samajAtuM nathI. be prakAranAM vacane zAstromAM che. keTalAMka anumAnathI manAya che ane keTalAMka evAM che ke AjJAthI mAnya

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saMgraha.4 159 karavAnAM che. AptapuruSanAM badhAMya zAstro satya che. prajanabhUta tanI samajaNa karavAnI che. bIjI na thAya te kaMI nahIM. paNa emAM bhUla thAya te mokSa na thAya. manavacanakAyAnI vargaNa pUrve bAMdhelI che, te khaLabhaLATa kare che, tene vedI levI ane kAM te zuddhabhAvathI zamAvI devI. ema kRpALudeva lakhe che. (hA. naM. 3-26) jagatanI vastuonI jene kaMI paDI nathI te nispRha che. 30 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 5, 2008 je jIe jevAM karma bAMdhyAM che tevA udayamAM Ave che. puNya bAMdhyuM hoya te sAruM dekhAya ane pApa bAMdhyuM hoya te kheTuM dekhAya. "karma vaDe A saMsAra bhamave paDe che." (mokSamALA-3) cAragatinuM nAma saMsAra che. manuSya thAya tyArapachI ja karma choDI mekSe jAya. kaI pratye saneha karavA jevuM nathI. jaDabharate pUrvabhavamAM haraNathI sneha karyo tethI haraNa thavuM paDyuM. manuSyabhava samyapha thAya tyAre saphaLa thAya che. (gavAsiSTha uttarArdha vAcana) bhagavAnanI kRpA thAya tyAre sazAstra hAthamAM Ave che. mahApuruSanI sevAthI saMsArathI taravAnI yukti prApta thAya che. saMsAra e meTa rega che. huM koNa chuM? kyAMthI thaye chuM? ene vicAra e saMsArathI taravA mATe IlAja che. e vicAra zAthI Ave? to ke puruSathI. sapuruSanA samAgamathI bahu lAbha thAya che. je dezamAM puruSa na hoya te dezamAM rahevuM nahIM. jJAnI kahe e ja jJAna. te ja vijJAna che. vairAgI jIvane puruSanuM kaheluM samajAya che. ziSyanI prajJA, e jJAnanuM kAraNa che. buddhi heya te grahaNa thAya ziSyane guru kaMI kahe te ziSya zIkhe e maryAdApAlana che. dehamAM AtmA che te brahma che. buddhizALI hoya te AtmAnuM oLakhANa karI le che. ziSyane buddhi na hoya tene game teTale upadeza Ape te paNa kaMI kAma nathI. jIvAtmA che e ja brahma che. ziSyanI buddhi gurunA upadezane pratibaMdha kare che. enI sAthe vairAgya hoya te AtmajJAna thAya. ene garaja hoya ane buddhi hoya te barAbara samajAya che. AtmA vaDe potAne AtmA jaNAya che. pitAne anubhava thAya tyAre AtmA jaNAya che. zAstrothI AtmA jaNAya nahIM, paNa anubhavathI jaNAya. vairAgya, buddhi ane sattvaguNa joIe. dayA, zAMti Adi e sattvaguNa che. e heya te AtmajJAna thAya. gurunA upadezane vicAra karatAM pitAne pitAnuM bhAna thAya che. sAtvika guNa ziSyamAM hoya to potAnI meLe ja AtmA jaNAya che. mekSe javA mATe prajanabhUta sAta tattva che. enI parIkSA karI levI. jemAM e satya bhAse te zAstra mAnya karavuM. deva, guru, dharma ane sAta tanuM jevuM jainadharmamAM nirUpaNa karyuM che, tevuM bIjAM darzanamAM nathI. mokSanA rastAne saMsArane rasto banAve che, e mATe anyAya che. taravAnI jagyAe DUbavAnI jagyA kare che, e moTuM pApa che. saMsAra duHkharUpa che, ethI chUTavuM che. janmavuM paDe, maravuM paDe, e saMsAramAM moTAM duHkha che, khAvApIvAnuM

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160 AdhAmRta na maLe e du:kha nathI. kuLa pramANe, dekhAdekhI, leAbhane arthe dharmakriyA kare te e dhama nathI. huM keNu chuM? zA artha karuM chuM ? ema na thAya ane bhAva paNa na krU teA kaMI nahI. keAI rUDhi arthe pUjA karavA jAya, mana tA khIje bhaTakatuM hAya, to teNe pUjA na karI kahevAya. tapa Adi karavAnAM che, te pariNAmeAne sudhAravA mATe karavAnAM che. pUjA prabhAvanA karavAnuM kAraNa peAtAnA ullAsa pariNAma thAya ane khIjAnA paNu ullAsita pariNAma thAya e mATe karavAnAM che. zAstraabhyAsathI viSayakaSAya mAM thAya che. e mATe vAMcavAnAM che, paNa khIjAne saMbhaLAvavA vAMce, pAte kaI samaje nahIM te kAmanuM nathI. 31 zrImad rA, A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 6, 2008 [ "layeAgavAsiSTha-sAra"nA vAcana prasaMge] je je zIkhyA hAya tenA abhyAsa na rAkhe teA jatu rahe. abhyAsa na kare teA nAza pAme, AvaDe nahIM. paNa jJAnakaLA evI che ke AtmAnu jJAna eka vAra pragaTayuM te vadha vadha kare, e jAya nahIM, eka vakhata jJAna pragaTa thAya tA pachI vadhatuM jAya, kevaLajJAna sudhI laI jAya. bhaNavAnI kaLAe che, te badhI kaLAo abhyAsa na rAkhe te nAza pAme che. gaLAmAM kAI ghareNuM paheyu hAya ane te pAchaLa gayu' hAya, tyAre ema thAya ke tyAM gayuM ? paNa hAtha lAge tyAre maLe che. tevI rIte AtmA pAse che, paNa gurunA vAkacathI bhrama dUra thAya che tyAre AtmA bhAse che. dhama bahAra zeAdhe che, paNa AtmAmAM ja che. bhrama nAza thatAM prApta thAya che. guruvAkayathI AtmA prApta thAya che, khIje prakAre na thAya mATe sadgurune zaraNe javu". sadguru vagara AtmaprApti thatI nathI. peAtAnA svarUpane na jANe te manuSya sadbhAgyathI rahita che. pAMca indriyAnA viSayAmAM sukha mAne che, paNa pAchaLathI enuM pariNAma Ave tyAre pazcAttApa kare che. pAMca indriyAnA viSayeA jhera jevA che. pahelAM sArA lAge paNa pachI janmamaraNa karAve che. peAtAnA svarUpane na jANatAM viSayAmAM sukha mAne che, paNa phaLa Ave tyAre duHkha prApta thAya che. viSa bhaLeluM anAja khAvAmAM mIThuM hoya paNa enu phaLa duHkha Ave che, tema pAMca indriyeAnA viSayAnu pariNAma duHkha Ave che. potAnA svarUpane nathI jANatA te durbhAgyazALI che. zAstra ke guruthI bhagavAna dekhAtA nathI, paNa peAtAne peAtAnuM bhAna thAya tyAre dekhAya. kRpALudeva peAtAnI dazA jaNAve che "ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe." (255). "deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta." evI dazA varte che. badhI vRttio prArabdhAnusAra varte che. mana bhagavAnane ApI dIdhuM che. " mana jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM tyAM tene samAdhi ja che." (223). "huM te rAjasvAmI vAMse ghelI thaI." ema tame (eka bhAI sAmuM joI ) je gAe che, evI AtmAnI laya kRpALudevane lAgI hatI. e dazA AvyA vinA ene (evI dazAne) samajavI mukela che. mekSanI AkAMkSA hAya tyAMsudhI mekSa na maLe. AgaLa jatAM e icchA paNa tyAgavAnI

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161. che, "ATaluM badhuM chatAM manamAnatI udAsInatA nathI." (255). ema kRpALudeva mAne che. eTalI dazA chatAM e dharAtA nathI. jJAna pratye vizeSa bhAva, bhakti thAya te prazasta che. deva, guru, dharma pratye rAga te prazasta rAga che. koI ja kuLadharmavaDe gurunI bhakti kare che. keI che muninA zIla, tapa, dayA Adi dekhIne bhakti kare che. paNa muni samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrane ArAdhe che evA bhAvathI bhakti kare te sAcI bhakti che. arihaMtadevamAM samavasaraNa Adi dekhI bhakti kare, gurumAM zIla, tapa, dayA Adi bhAva dekhI bhakti kare che, paNa jJAnadarzanacAritrane e jANato nathI tethI ene mithyAdaSTi kahyo che. sAmAnya guNe je bI zAstromAM hoya che te ja jainazAstromAM paNa che. e pramANe zAstrabhakti kare che, e paNa mithyASTi che. devagurudharmanI zraddhA, sAcI pratIti te vyavahAra samyaktva che. deha ane AtmA bhinna che evA bhAva thAya te nizcaya samyaktva che. jIvAdinA svarUpane na jANe ane bAra aMga bhaNe te paNa mithyASTi rahe che. deha te deha, jIva te jIva ema samajAtuM nathI. dehathI AtmA bhinna che, ema nathI bhAsatuM. pAchaLa paDe te thAya. A mAre karavuM ja che ema thAya to thAya. bIjuM pada-AtmA nitya che ema bole, paNa huM nitya chuM ema bhAsatuM nathI. bhavi abhavi ane mithyAdaSTi hoya; paNa bhavi te samyakatva karIne mekSe javAnuM che, abhavi na jAya. beya dravya judAM jANe--beya dravya judAM che, kriyAo judI che, lakSaNa judAM che, e jANIne potAnA bhAva pheravavAnA che. je samabhAva rAkhe tene chUTavAnuM kAraNa thAya che ane viSamabhAva rAkhe tene baMdhanuM kAraNa thAya che. je karma udayamAM Ave tene samabhAve bhagave te navAM karma na baMdhAya. kevAM karma baMdhAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. udaya Ave tyAre khabara paDe. zaddha caitanyanI bhAvanAno nAza karanAra khyAtipUjA che. bhagavAnane dharma A lekaparalekanI IcchA karatuM nathI, A lekamAM khyAtipUjA ane parabhavamAM devaleka Adi mATe bhagavAnane dharma nathI. dharmamAM laukika IcchA nathI. "laghu gavAsiSTha-sAranA vAcana prasaMge 32 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 7, 2008 pUjyazrI-saMsAra e jhAMjhavAnAM pANI jevo che, mRgatRSNA jevo che. saMsAramAM sukha che nahIM, je dekhAya te bhrAMti che. saMsAranAM duHkhomAM kaTutA eTale kaDavAza lAge che, chatAM ene ja Icche che-saMsAranI ja IcchA rahyA kare che, te mANasa gadheDA jevuM che. saMka95vikalpa jIvane dukhamAM doranAra che. saMkalpavikalpathI UMgha paNa na Ave. alpa paNa saMkalpa athavA niyaNuM jIva kare te te duHkhamAM laI jAya. narake paNa laI jAya. kaMI paNa saMka95vikalpa na kare to nirvikalpa thAya. mana, Indri, reke te AtmA AtmArUpe rahe che. manane reke te pitAnuM kharuM svarUpa samajAya. saMkalpavikalpa raye siddhanA sukhane anubhava thAya 21

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badhAmRta che. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA vagere sAthe sadgurune bodha hoya tyAre saMkaHpavi5 rekAya che. kRpALudeva tarapha mana jAya te bIje na jAya, tethI saMkalpavikalpa na thAya. "AtmabrAMti sama roga nahIM, sadaguru vaidya sujANa;" AtmAne AtmabrAMtirUpa rega thayo che. saddaguru enA vaidya che. saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM duHkharUpa che te jJAnIe jaNAvyuM che. ATI ukelavAnI che, tenI garaja rahetI nathI. prazna--AMTI khUMcatI nathI enuM zuM kAraNa? pUjyazrI-paravastumAM rAga che tethI AtmAnI ene kaMI paDI nathI. paravastumAM ramaNatA che tethI pitAnuM karavA vakhata nathI maLatuM. vairAgya hoya te thAya. garaja jAge te thAya. dizAmUDha hoya tene ema na lAge ke huM bhUle paDyo chuM. "huM te sAce mArge ja chuM" ema ja mAne. bhrama jAya te AtmA pratye vRtti jAya. huM deDa chuM ema mAne tethI pite deDa thaI jAya ema nathI. pote arUpI che ene nirNaya thayo nathI. ajANyo che. dekhe tene mAne che. "huM kaMI na jANuM, jJAnInuM kaheluM mane te samajAo" e mAnyatA kharI che. "huM jANuM chuM" ema karyo sadgurunAM vacane cUMTe nahIM. bhAva bhAsa joIe. AMTI ukelavI joIe, te samaye kahevAya. ghaTapaTane jANatuM hatuM te pachI AtmAne jANe che. jJAna enuM e, paNa AMTI TaLI gaI. sAcuM jJAnIe jANyuM te. mithyAtvane prabhAva eve che ke je arthe jANavuM che te arthe na jANe. jIva ThagA che. yathArtha je samajAya te ene jema che tema bhAse-AtmA te AtmA, deha te deha bhAse. mithyAtvanA udayathI viparIta bhAse che. mithyAtva e avaLI samajaNa che. mithyAtvanA saMgathI jJAna ajJAna kahevAya che. e jJAna te enuM e ja che. mithyAtvanI sebatano raMga lAgyo che, tethI ajJAna che. "huM deha nathI ema bhrAMti TaLe te samyagdarzana. mithyAtva e AtmAnI viparIta avasthA che, mithyAtva e vastunuM svarUpa nathI, avasthA che, vastu hoya te nAza na thAya. mithyAtva avasthAmAM karma baMdhAya che. samajaNa phare tyAre karma nathI bAMdhate. pudgala te pudgalarUpa che ane cetana te cetanarUpa che. vibhAvapariNati e AtmAnI ja che. samyagdarzana e guNa che, te bagaDI gayo che tethI mithyAtvarUpe thayela che. samyaphatva e ratna che. samyagdarzanajJAnacAritra e ratnatraya kahevAya che. mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI maMda thAya tyAre puruSa pratIti Ave che. parama puruSane vega thAya, bhAva phare te pratIti Ave. kaI pUrvArAdhaka hoya tene bhagavAnanAM vacanathI paNa samyakRtva thAya che. athavA kaI AcArya pratyakSa hoya, te sAcA puruSanI pratIti karAve che. jemake prabhuzrIjIe ApaNane kahyuM ke A kRpALudeva sAcA puruSa che. ene tame mAnazo te tamAruM kalyANa thaze. jIvAjIvanuM jJAna thaze. ema "keIka AcArya pratyakSapaNe te vacananA hetuthI keIjIvane samyaktva prApta karAve che." jeNe jJAna vairAgyarUpa deha dharyo che, bhaktirUpa AbhUSaNa jeNe dhAryA che, jeNe yogyatA dhArI che te jIva ziva thAya che. je kAma karavuM hoya tenAM kAraNa meLavavAM paDe. Udhe raste kaMI na thAya. ene je raste heya te rIte thAya,

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sagrahuM 4 163 33 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 8, 2008 ( 5. u. prabhuzrIjInI nirvANatithi ) jJAnInAM vacanA jJAnanA khajAnA che. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke vizuddha AtmA che, ema mAnavAnu che. te zuddha AtmA te jyAM che tyAM che. AtmA na heAya te kaNa sAMbhaLe ? dRSTi pheravavA kahe che. e vastu che : eka jaDa ane khIjuM cetana. AtmA jovAnA che, te jote nathI. zAstro bhaNe paNa AtmA na jANe. AdhyAtmika sAMbhaLavu, manana karavuM. cha pada apU vastu che, paNa jIva sAmAnya kare che ke mane AvaDe che. AtmA jovA hAya tA cha padanA abhyAsa karavA paDe. bhaNI gayA, paNa bhaNIne karavAnuM hatuM te karyuM nathI. AtmAnu kalyANa te| manuSyagatimAM ja thAya che. devagatimAM na thAya. cha pada apUrva vastu che. samyaktva thAya evI vastu che. sAmAnyamAM kADhI nAkhavAnI nathI. * koI muni hoya ane AtmakalyANa karI lIdhu. hAya ane dehanI davA na kare te yeAgya che, paNa jene hajI zarIrathI AtmakalyANa karavuM rahyuM che, tene davA levAnA niSedha nathI. bhagavAne sAdhunI vaiyAvRtya karavAnuM kahyuM che. jo vaiyAvRtya na kare te bhagavAnanAM vacanathI viruddha kahevAya. satya zIla te saghaLAM dAna, dayA hAI ne rahyAM pramANa; dayA nahIM. te e nahIM eka, vinA sUrya kiraNa nahi dekha." pArzvanAtha bhagavAne sApane acAbyA hatA, enA karma pramANe thaze' ema karyuM nahatuM. kanA hisAba meTA che. sArA bhAva thAya teA sAruM phaLa maLe, pApabhAva kare teA khATu phaLa maLe. pApathI thayelI vastune bhegave te tene tene bhAga maLe. jene dehAdhyAsa che tene adhI pApanI kriyA cAlI Ave che. jJAnIe kahelI koI vastu ApaNA kAne paDe te phegaTa na javI joI e. jJAnInI vANI ApaNA kAne paDe e kevA joga che! samaya toyama mA vAtre ema ApaNe paNa sAMbhaLyuM ane gautamasvAmIe paNa mahAvIra bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLyuM, paNa gautama jevA bhAva Ave te kAma thAya, bhAva AvavA joI e. "sadgurunA upadezathI, AvyuM apUrva bhAna, nija padma nijamAMhI laghu, dUra thayuM ajJAna." jJAnInA zabdathI te apUtA pragaTe tevuM che. tane bhAna che ke kema ? ema jJAnI kahe che, pratIti te joIe ne ? eka eka vAkacamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che; paNa pratIti hAya teA manAya. AtmAne arthe badhAM zAstro lakhAyelAM che. keI eka vacanathI jANe, kAI ghaNAM vacanathI jANe; paNa jANe tyAre thAya. kalpanAe bhUMDu karyu" che. satsaMgane sAmAnya karI nAkhavA jevA nathI. puNyane lIdhe manuSyabhava, pAMca indriyAnI pUrNatA maLI, paNa satsaMga maLe te

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164 bedhAmRta e saphaLa thAya. mahA durlabha vastu che. koTI karma kSaya thAya evuM lAga AvyuM che. satsaMgamAM kALa jAya te te durlabha che. jJAnInuM vacana-kRpALudevanuM vacana kevI rIte sAMbhaLavuM, te jANavuM joIe. AtmAnuM jethI hita thAya te yukti grahaNa karavI joIe. satsaMgathI lAbha thAya che. sAmAnya na karI nAkhavuM. kaMI sAMbhaLyuM hoya te karavAnI bhAvanA karavI. samabhAvamAM mekSa che, badhuM che. AtmAne rahevAnuM ThekANuM samabhAva che. tapa e zuddhopayoga thavAnuM kAraNa che. zubha ke azubha icchA na kare te tapa che. pariNAma sudhAravA, kaSAya ochA karavA, indriyane rekavA mATe tapa kahyAM che. dharma buddhithI tapa Adi karatAM samabhAva eTale haze teTale java chUTaze. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke sat ane zIla e Azramane pAme che. Atma kalyANa jene karavuM hoya teNe sadAcAra pALavo. AdhyAtmika jJAna tarapha lakSa rAkhavuM. kRpALudevane pUrve keTaleya raMga lAgele, tethI satsaMga satsaMga karatA hatA. tema prabhuzrIjI paNa kahetA ke satsaMga vinA game nahIM, satsaMga karavo. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke jIvane "eka aMza zAtAthI karIne pUrNakAmatA sudhInI sarva samAdhi tenuM puruSa ja kAraNa che" (213). tene lIdhe manuSyabhava maLe che. puruSanuM game tevuM vacana hoya te sAMbhaLavuM. AgaLa samajAze. satya dharma arUpI che. judA judA dharma kahyA, paNa khare eka Atmadharma che. satsaMgamAM kevA bhAva karavA? to ke mane khabara nathI, paNa mArA kAnamAM paDe che te kaI divase kAma thaze. sAmAnyapaNuM karavAnuM nathI, apUrvatA lAvavAnI che. satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLIne karavuM ja. mAtra sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karavuM nathI, paNa mAre karavuM ja che e satsaMgamAM lakSa rAkho. jIvanI dRSTi bAhya che, paNa AtmAmAMthI vAta Ave che, zada AtmAthI bolAya che. rehiNiyA cerane be vacana bhagavAnanAM sAMbhaLavA maLyAM te kalyANa thayuM. ene e vacano pesI gayAM hatAM. ema jANye ajANye sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe te kalyANa thaI jAya. anaMta kALathI bhaTake che. cetavA jevuM che. apUrva jagyAe AvyuM che. adhyAtmajJAna prApta karavuM, e kahevuM che. AtmA jevA nathI, DhaMkAyeluM che. mAruM mAruM kare che te ADe paDade che. AtmA jevAya te mokSa thAya. evI vAta che. kaMcI che. AtmA che te khare, paNa te tarapha dRSTi nathI. cha padane patra meDhe karyo, paNa UMDo Utare te thAya. "AtmapariNAmanI svasthatAne zrI tIrthakara samAdhi kahe che." (568). jyAM tyAMthI AtmAnuM hita karavAnuM che. cetavAnuM che. satsaMga meTI vastu che. kSaNika vastuomAM vRtti coMTI rahI che, tethI "AtmA mAre" ema thatuM nathI. ghaNo satsaMga thAya, ghaNo bodha thAya tyAre ene vicAra Ave ke zuM karavA jevuM che? nathI dharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA." jJAnIe je karavAnI nA kahI che te kare che. jJAnI kahe che te ApaNuM svArthanI vAta che. pite sukhI thaIne bolAve che. kaI paNa vastu sAthe Ave nahIM. sagAM vahAlAM kaI sAthe

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saMgraha 4 na Ave. AtmA uddhAra moTI vastu che. AtmAnA uddhAra mATe je kaMI karaze te sAthe Avaze. manuSyabhava pharI pharI na maLe. durlabha kahevAya che. emAM satsaMga prApta tha durlabha che. emAM paNa satsaMganI garaja jAgavI e keIka vakhata jAge che. satsaMgamAM mAruM hita che, evI pratIti hoya te game teTalI muzkelI veThI satsaMganI bhAvanA kare. bhakti e dharma pAmavAnuM sAdhana che. "vizALa buddhi, madhyasthatA, saraLatA ane jiteMdriyapaNuM ATalA guNe je AtmAmAM hoya, te tattva pAmavAnuM uttama pAtra che." (40). ethI hita thAya che. vicAra kare te samajAya ke satsaMgamAM jeTalA kaSAya maMda thAya che teTalA bIje nahIM. sahaje vRtti zAMta thAya. vizALabuddhivALA jANe ke janmamaraNa duHkharUpa che. e rega anaMtakALathI lAge che. huM kyAMthI AvyuM? kyAM javuM? tenI, TUMkI buddhi che tethI khabara nathI. gADuM calAve che, paNa zuM karavuM che? tenuM dhyeya nathI. satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLavAnuM, vicAravAnuM, nirNaya karavAnuM maLe che. puNyanA bhege satsaMga maLe che. "he bhagavAna, huM bahu bhUlI gayeema lAge te vicAra Ave ke zuM bhUlyA? bhUla samajAya tyAre bhUlathI aTake. manuSyabhava chUTavA mATe che. lAga AvyuM che. chUTyo te chUTa, nahIM te pachI lakhArAzImAM bhaTakavuM paDaze. khAsa karavAnuM che te paDI rahyuM che. jAgyA tyArathI savAra. cite te thAya. jyAre tyAre cetaze tyAre thaze. keI karI Apaze nahIM. pite karavuM paDaze. A kALamAM DhIla karavA jevuM nathI. potAne ja karavAnuM che. DhIla kare teTale chetarAya che. karyuM eTaluM kAma. jJAnInI AjJA jeTalI uThAvAya teTaluM karI cUkavuM. zuM karavAthI pote sukhI? zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI ? pite zuM ? kayAMthI che Apa ? ene mAge zIdhra javA5." (107) mane duHkha thAya te karuM ke sukha thAya te? dehane mATe badhuM kare che. deDa te kSaNabhaMgura che. dehanA vicAro Ave paNa AtmAnA vicAre nathI AvatA. deha dekhAya che tethI bhale che. "deha che te huM" e bhUla che, te kADhavAnI che. AtmA AtmAne kahe che. AtmA sAMbhaLe, deha sAMbhaLe nahIM. bhIMtanI sAthe vAta thAya? deha bhIMta jevuM che. dehamAM AtmA che, enI sAthe vAta thAya che. huM, huM kare che tyAM moha che. mohanidrAmAM paDyo che, meha ocho thAya tyAre vicAra Ave. "kara vicAra te pAma." jyAre jAgaze tyAre kAma thaze. "jaba jAeMge AtamAM, taba lAgeMge raMga." "kAle karIzuM, paNa AyuSyanI kone khabara che? jyAM tyAMthI jhaTa Atmahita karavAnuM che. deDanA sukhane sukha ane dehanA duHkhane dukha mAne che. kaMIka raMga lAge te AgaLa vadhe. AtmA AtmAne kahe che. bhIMta nahIM sAMbhaLe. AtmAne kahevAnuM che. manuSyabhava chUTavA mATe che, temAM bAMdha bAMdha kare che, te pachI kAgaDA kUtarAnA bhAvamAM zuM karaze? temAM na chuTAya. deDanuM kAma te kaI karI Ape, paNa AtmAnuM kAma bIje na karI Ape. e te pite karaze tyAre thaze. DhIla karavA jevuM nathI. paisATakAmAM citta rAkhe

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badhAmRta che, paNa AtmAmAM kaMI citta rAkhatA nathI. jJAnIe jenI nA kahI che, te ja jIva kare che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che kadApi kaI rIte temAMnuM kaMI karIe to tevuM sthAna kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne rahIe? arthAt tevA saMto kyAM che, ke jyAM jaIne e dazAmAM besI tenuM piSaNa pAmIe ? " (128). e mUMjhavaNa prabhuzrIjIe TALI. evuM sthAna banAvyuM. AtmasAdhana kyAM karavuM? saMta kyAM hoya? e mUMjhavaNa TALI. satsaMga kare, Atmahita kare, e mATe A sthAna che. satsaMga thAya evI jagyA baDa theDI che. tIrtho to ghaNAM che. A sthAna tapavana jevuM che. paheluM zravaNa karavAnuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke "sa nA vighA " sAMbhaLe te vicAra jAge ke zuM karavAnuM che? kone kahe che? Aje prabhuzrIjIne nirvANadina che. ahIM sAMje chatrIsa mALA pheravAze. pachI derIe bhakti thaze. tyAM UMghavuM nahIM. jIvane khabara nathI, jayAM sudhI manuSyabhava che tyAM sudhI satsaMga e zreSTha sAdhana che. ethI saheje lAbha thAya che. pahelAmAM paheluM ane keTalAmAM cheluM e sAdhana che. 34 zrImad rA, A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 9, 2008 jJAnInuM kaheluM karavAnuM che. jIvanI aNasamajaNane laIne vizna Ave. paNa ApaNe eca e karavA tarapha rAkhavI. kRpALudevane zaraNe zAMti che. mArga sIdho che te phikara nathI. sapuruSanA jege pramAda karavA jevuM nathI. pharIthI manuSyabhava maLavo durlabha che. saMsAramAM rahIne asaMga rahyA e te kRpALudeve ja karyuM che. mumukSu-samaye samaye AtmAmAM pariNamavuM e zuM haze? pUjyazrI-A jIvane samayanI khabara nathI. kevalajJAnIne jaNAya. ApaNuM kAma puruSArtha karavAnuM che. gaNatarI jJAnI puruSoe karI che. te jANI ApaNe mehathI DaratA rahevuM, tethI pAchA haThI AtmaThita karavuM ja che ema rAkhavuM ane bane teTaluM karI chUTavuM. vairAgya upazama vadhe evuM vAcana rAkhavuM. verAgyaupazama vadhe te vacanone vadhAre vicAra Ave, samajAya. pUrvanI kamANI heya te saheje vairAgya thAya. te na hoya te satsaMgathI paNa vairAgya thAya che. e paNa na hoya te kaMIka duHkhane lIdhe paNa vairAgya thAya che. anukULatAmAM vairAgya na rahe. badhI chetarAmaNI che. "phU thaIne deDa chUTI jAya. maratAM vAra lAge nahIM. eka lAMbuM ravanuM che. janmamaraNanI vaccenuM svapnA jevuM che. saMsAra zokarUpa che, duHkharUpa che. e jIvane daDha thAya te dRSTi aMdara rahe, nahIM to chetarAya. uparathI hAla sAruM lAge paNa pariNAme duHkha. "pazcAt duHkha te sukha nahIM." e je sthirapaNe vicAre te dRSTi aMtara bhaNI vaLe. bhAvanA uttama rAkhavI. ApaNAthI na bane te paNa bhAvanA te uttama rAkhavI. dayeya nakakI karavAnuM che. manuSyabhavamAM zuM karavAnuM che te dayeya nakkI karavAnuM che. sAro dhyeya hoya te pachI kema prApta thAya ene mArga zodhavAno che.

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sagraha 4 dIThA nahIM. nija doSa te, tariye keANa upAya ?'' peAtAnA doSa na jue tyAMsudhI taravAnA rastA nathI. e doSo satsaMgamAM dekhAya che. deSa dekhI TALavA mAMDe teA zuddha thAya. satsaMganI jarUra che. 35 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 10, 2008 indrAddikane sukha che te kAyavALuM che. sva pAmavAnuM kAraNa prazasta rAga----sadaiva gurudharma upara rAga che. tethI puNya khaMdhAya che. avine icchA haiAya che ke huM je puNya karu' tenuM phaLa mane maLeA. saMsAramAM sukha che, ema mAne che. A AtmAnuM sukha ane A pudgalanu' sukha evA ene bheda paDatA nathI. 167 "parama nidhAna pragaTa mukha AgaLe, jagata ullaMghI hA jAya, jinezvara ' (A. 15) AtmAnu jJAna che. temAM khIjI vastue bhAse che. paNa AtmA teA jJAnasvarUpa che. abhaSyane oLakhANa thatuM nathI, bhedajJAna thatuM nathI, viveka nathI. zAstro bhaNe, geAkhe, paNa vItarAgabhAvane artha zAstro che te lakSa nathI. abhavyane atIndriya sukhanuM bhAna, jJAna thatuM nathI. aMtaraMgamAM pratIti thatI nathI. atIndriya sukha ane atIndriya jJAnanI ene khabara nathI. pudgalanu sukha mAne che. abhivane vItarAga bhAva nathI AvatA. dIkSA le, dayA pALe, zAstro bhaNe paNa bhedajJAna thatuM nathI. ene tattvazraddhA thAya paNa mAruM svarUpa evu' che ema ene bhAsatu' nathI. AtmajJAna na hoya te tattvasvarUpa mAne, upadeze te badhuMya khATuM che. avi samyagdarzananAM AThe aMga paNa pALe che; paNa khIja vAvyA vagara vADa kare che. khIja vagere pAke zu? dekhAdekhI jeTaluM thAya teTaluM kare, vAMce, carcA kare, zAstra zIkhe. paNa khIja nathI vAvatA. abhivane meAkSatattvanI zraddhA nathI, AmA sukharUpa che ema ene lAgatuM nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM te sAcuM, e pramANe vatu evA bhAva haiAya, paNa AtmA tarapha lakSa hateA nathI. sAmAnya hAya che; paNa vizeSa, huM dehathI bhinna chuM ema yathA nathI hAtu. dIThA nahI nija doSa to tariye kANu upAya ?'' peAtAnI zraddhAmAM, jJAnamAM, abhyAsamAM zA dveSa rahI jAya che e vicAravA mATe e badhu kahyuM che. je vastu na hoya tene mAnI lIdhI ethI anAdi kALathI rakhaDaco che. "akhAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa." e samajAtuM nathI. mahApuruSAnAM vacane samajAya e mATe vyAkaraNa Adi zIkhavAM joI e. paNa pAchu emAM ja na paDI javu. mahApuruSanAM vacane samajAya teTalA pUratuM zIkhavuM. pachI dharma zu che? te jANavAnA abhyAsa karavA. zuM karavA zIkhu chu? e lakSa na heAya te popaTa jevuM che. leAkeAne kaherAvavA kare, temAM AtmAne kaI lAbha nathI. tattvajJAna thayuM hAya te| puNya ne pApa saMsAra che ema jANe, tattvajJAna thavA mATe dravyAnuyAganAM zAstra--Atmasiddhi, cha padmane patra, paMcAstikAya Adi zAstro che. potAne pararUpa ane paranA peAtArUpa mAne che. zu karavA bhacu chu? enuM ThekazuM nathI. lakSa nathI. tethI samyajJAna thatuM nathI. AtmAne mATe karuM chuM. evA lakSa na hAya tA agiyAra aMga bhaNe te paNa AtmajJAna na thAya, zu

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badhAmRta karavA manuSyabhava maLe che, enI khabara nathI--e bhAvanidrA che. "abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa." AtmadaSTi thaye A jIvane samajAya ke zuddha AtmA ja vAMdavA yogya che. prazna-vaMdanAgya zuM? pUjyazrI-zuddha AtmA ja vaMdana yogya che. arihaMta te zuddha AtmA che, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu e badhAnuM zuddha svarUpa che te vaMdavAyegya che. darekamAM vivekanI jarUra che. bhagavAnanAM vacana che temAM vItarAgatA che. e vinaya sahita grahaNa karavAM. jethI AtmajJAna thAya evAM je zAstra che tene paNa namaskAra karavAne che. guNagrAhI jIva je hoya te game tyAMthI pitAnuM hita thAya evA guNa grahaNa kare che. ane jene SaSTi hoya tene badhe doSa dekhAya. jevI pitAnI daSTi tevI sRSTi che. Apa bhalA te jaga bhalA. [ "laghugavAsiSTha-sAra " nA vAcana prasaMge) 36 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 11, 2008 jema bane tema dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla na karavI. AtmajJAna karI levuM. AtmajJAna vagara badhuM jIvana vyartha che. AtmajJAna vagara rahevuM e atyaMta kharAba che. vyAdhi, jhera, ApadA athavA bIjAM zArIrika duHkha te dukha nathI. AtmA che, ajara amara che, e viveka na thAya enuM nAma ajJAna che. bahirmukha avasthA, ajJAna jeTalAM duHkhakArI che. teTaluM zArIrika duHkha te duHkhakArI nathI. ajJAnanuM duHkha nathI lAgatuM e ja ajJAna che. mithyAtva evuM che ke A ajJAna duHkharUpa che ema lAgavA na de. AtmajJAna karavA mATe taiyAra thAya, e mATe kahevAnuM che. viSayethI AtmAnuM hita nathI ema jANe. viSayanuM phaLa ghaNA bhavamAM jIve duHkha dIThuM che, chatAM pAche viSayanI IcchA kare che te mANasa nahIM, paNa gadheDA je che. rAgadveSa meDa karavA jAya te baMdhAya. paNa sAkSIbhAve jenA aMtaramAM kaSAyanI baLatarA nathI tenuM jIvana suMdara thAya. pAMca indriyo ane manane jIte tyAre paramAtmasvarUpa samajAya. keIna deha chUTI jAya tene kaleza karavAnuM nathI. te te saMga che. AtmA kadI marate nathI, nitya che. jema ghaDe phUTI jAya, paNa AkAza phUTe nahIM, tema AtmA kadI marate nathI. paNa paryAya palaTAya che. AtmA te- sarva avasthAne viSe, tyAre sadA jaNAya" AtmA nitya che, zuddha che, mekSasvarUpa che, jJAnasvarUpa che. pitAne AtmA eka che, asaMga che, zAMta ane amApa e AtmA che. saMka95vikalpa choDI, nirvikalpa thaI tuM rahe. ajJAnadazAmAM rahevuM e ThIka nathI. ajJAnI bahirAtmAne ajJAnanuM je duHkha che, tevuM jheranuM, maraNanuM keInuM nathI. 37 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 12, 2008 - pUjyazrI-bIjA jIvAnA prANa jAya evI vastuo vApare, vece te vadhAre pApanuM kAraNa che. tamAku e jheranA prakAranI che. bhagavAnanAM vacane che te AMkhe che. bhagavAna kahe

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saMgraha 4 te pramANe vavuM. ADu avaLu' vartavu' nahI. pahelI mAnyatA pheravavI. mekSa sivAya bIje sukha nathI e lakSa rAkhavA ane ane teTalA puruSArtha karavA. AtmA sivAya badhI vastuo tuccha che. mehane laIne jJAna jema jema puruSArtha kare tema tema AgaLa vadhe. pAchA pramAdamAM paDe te adhAM apramatta guNasthAnaka che. 38 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 14, 2008 pUjyazrI--jJAnazakti jIvane hitakArI ahitakArI zuM te matAve che. vI zakti jIvane pravartAve che. pramAda cheDavAnA che. karma bAMdhavAmAM paNa vIya zakti ane kama cheDavAmAM paNa vIya zakti che. AjJA na cukAya e lakSa rAkhavA jarUranA che. keAInA paNa guNu joIne rAjI thavuM. adhyAtmamAM AvyA pachI udAsInatA rahe che. udAsInatA e cAritra che. kevAM pariNAma thAya che? vAravAra vRtti kayAM jAya che? enI tapAsa nathI. pahele puruSArtha samyagdarzana mATe karavA. e vinA je je puruSArtha kare te meAkSanA kAmamAM na Ave. samyagdarzana vinA game tethyu bhaNyA hAya tA te ajJAna che. samyagdana vinA avaLu thAya che. mATe paheluM samyagdarzana karavAnuM kahe che. AtmA aMdarathI oN hAya te| sarakhA bhAva rahe che. samyagdaSTine savaLA vicAra Ave che. samyagdaSTi samajaNapUrNAMka tyAga kare che. tethI viveka je dharmInuM mULa che te pragaTa thAya che. pahele viveka. viveka na hAya te avaLu' thAya. icche che mekSa, paNa viveka na hAya te sAdhana evuM kare ke svarga maLe. mumukSu--rAtribhojana mATe vizeSa vicAra munisamAgamathI ke zAstrathI jANavA. e saMbadhI bahu sUkSma bhedo jANavA avazyanA che" ema meAkSamALA pATha 28 mAM che. te vizeSa vicAra zuM haze ? ajJAnarUpa thAya che. paDI jAya. sAtamAthI pUjyazrI--rAtrieAjana e AgaLanI pratimAomAM tyAga karAya ema che mATe pahelAM rAtribhAjananA tyAga na karave ema nathI. pahelAM e sAmAnyapaNe paLAya che. paNa jyAre pratimApe rAtribhojananA tyAga kare che tyAre bahu kaDakapaNe pALe che. rAtrieAjana tyAganI je pratimA dhAraNa kare che te rAtre rAMdhelu hAya, pIseluM hAya, valAvelu' hAya te na khAya. te rAtre Ara bharUpe karelu' letA nathI. * mumukSu--kAle ANuM gayA tyAre mArI se rUpiyAnI neTa kyAMka vikalpamAM ghaNA vakhata gayA. tenA vicAra nathI karavA tema tenA vicAra AvyA karyAM. 3 pUcazrI--ghaNA vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke je vastu zarIrathI paNa judI che tenA viyAga thatAM A jIvane tenA vicAra chUTatA nathI, teA jyAre vedanInA udaya thaze tyAre samabhAva kevI rIte raheze ? mA jIva mAne che ke mane bIjA karatAM mamatvabhAva ceArAI gaI. tenA saMkalpa karavA chatAM vAravAra

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17. bAdhAmRta ocho che, paNa aMdara mUcchabhAvanAM mULiyAM keTalAM majabUta che! paravastu upara keTalI mUrchA che te AvA prasaMgethI jIvane khabara paDe che. AvA prasaMgamAM bahu vicAra karavA yevya che. AvA prasaMgamAM jIvane yathArtha vicAra karavAne avasara maLe che. ghaNe dIrgha vicAra kare te AvA prasaMgamAM samakita paNa thaI jAya. anAthI munine vedanInA vakhatamAM saMsAranuM svarUpa vicAravAno avasara maLe ane samakita prApta thayuM. kapilane tRSNAnA vicAra karatAM karatAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. ApaNane paNa vicAra karavAne avasara maLe che ke AvI na jevI vastu pratyakSa pitAthI bhinna ane tyAga karavA yogya, pApane bApa, ArtadhyAna karAve evI, bhabhava agatimAM laI jAya evI vastune sahaje tyAga thaze te harSanuM kAraNa che. halAhala khAvAthI eka ja bhava hArI javAya, paNa parigrahanI mUrchAthI te jIvane anaMta bhava sudhI naraka tiryaMca gatiomAM rakhaDavAnuM thAya. AvI viSathI paNa adhika kharAba vastu te tyAgavA yogya che tene sahaja tyAga thaye te harSa mAna, zeka kare nahIM. - rAmakRSNanA keI eka ziSyane jJAnInA upadezathI vicAra Avyo ke "parigraha e te pApanuM mULa che, te ene tyAga avazya kare. paNa mane enA upara meha ghaNe che, te pachI ene IlAja ze?" teNe eka hAthamAM rUpiye lIdhe ane bIjA hAthamAM viSTA lIdhI ane vicAra karavA lAge ke A rUpiyA che enAthI khAvA-pIvAnI vastuo maLe che, khAdhA pachI te vastuonI viSTA thAya che. te pachI enAmAM ane viSTAmAM zo pharaka che? ema vicAra karIne teNe badhA parigrahano tyAga karyo. pachI te jyAre rUpiyAne dekhate tyAre tene viSTA karatAM paNa vadhAre glAni thatI. eka vakhate keIe tenI parIkSA karI. eka beAnI laIne tenI pathArI nIce chAnImAnI mUkI dIdhI. sAMje te pathArI upara sUte te AkhI rAta UMgha na AvI. savAramAM UThIne teNe pathArIne khaMkheravA uThAvI te nIcethI beAnI nIkaLI. teNe nizcaya karyo ke UMgha nahIM AvavAnuM kAraNa A alpa parigraha hate. alpa parigraha paNa jIvane keTalI azAMti pamADe che! A vastune jotAM jhera karatAM paNa vadhAre bhaya lAgavo joIe. jema sapane jotAM bhaya lAge che tema parigrahane jotAM jIvane bhaya ane trAsa lAgavo joIe. 39 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 15, 2008 "kSaNa kSaNa jatAM anaMtakALa vyatIta thaye chatAM siddhi thaI nahIM." (ra-4) eTale badhAM zAstro lakhAyelAM che. janmamaraNanuM duHkha lAge eTalA mATe zAstro che. garbhamAM anaMta duHkha che. janme tyAre paNa bebhAna avasthA jevuM che. pachI gaDamathala karatAM karatAM nizALe jAya che. tyAM paNa nahIM bhaNavA jevuM bhaNAve. AtmAnA kAmamAM Ave evuM bhaNu nahIM. meTo thAya tyAre mAruM tAruM karavA mAMDe. ema saMkalpavikalpa karatAM karatAM zAMti na thAya. pachI vRddhAvasthAmAM parANe cAle che. A kALamAM jIvana maLyuM che temAM bhakti kare te. bIjA bhavamAM badhI mokSanI anukULatA maLI raheze. mejazakhamAM dahADA gayA te badhuM

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saMgraha 4 171 nakAmuM che. manuSyabhavanI mUDI maTI che, te kema sAcavavI tenI khabara nathI. manuSyabhava che temAM zuM karavAthI lAbha thAya ? zAthI jIvana saphaLa thAya? evA vicAra nathI AvatA. pitAnuM jIvana kema jIvavuM e darekane vicAravA jevuM che. pramAda che te ApaNane lUMTI na jAya te mATe sAvacetI rAkhavI. AgaLa eka kSaNa paNa pAchI maLavAnI nathI. "zuM karavAthI pite sukhI, zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI?" e badhAne vicAravA jevuM che. samyagdarzana e ja sukhanuM kAraNa che 40 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 2, 2008 pAMca sthAvara eTale pRthvI, a5, teja, vAyu, vanaspati. e pAMca sthAvara che ane chaThThA trasa jIva eTale hAlatA cAlatA jIve che. e ja kAyanA jI kahevAya che. pRthvIkAya eTale pRthvI jenI kAyA che te pRthvIkAya, pANI jenI kAyA che te apakAya, agni jenI kAyA che te tejakAya, vAyu jenI kAyA che te vAyukAya, vanaspati jenI kAyA che te vana spatikAya. AtmAne oLakhavA mATe e badhuM varNana karyuM che. puruSane AtmAnuM mahAmya che. AtmAnuM mAhAsya sapuruSa vinA na lAge. e badhA jIvonuM varNana karavAnuM kAraNa pitAnA AtmAne oLakhavA mATe che. pitAnuM bhUlIne bIjuM kare che. ghaTa paTa Adi jANatuM, tethI tene mAna; jANanAra te mAna nahIM, kahiye kevuM jJAna." jANanAre keNuM che? kyAMthI AvyuM che? kyAM javAnuM che? tene vicAra Avate nathI. potAnuM oLakhANa thavA mATe badhAM vAkyo lakhAyAM che. je pitAmAM guNa na hoya te na utpanna thatuM nathI. AtmAmAM vedakatA nAmano guNa che. eka vaibhAvika nAmane guNa che tethI guNe viparIta pariNamI zake che. sukhaduHkhanI pite ja kalpanA kare che ane vede che. sukhaduHkha e kalpanA thavAnAM nimitta che. vedanAne dehano dharma mAnIne vede ema karavuM hoya te thAya. ethI karma na baMdhAya. gajasukumArane bahu vedanA hatI, paNa teoe neminAtha bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa che. evI mAnyatA bahu durlabha che. zraddhA parama kudyA dehamAM thAya tene mAruM mAnavuM nathI. mAre svabhAva jANavAne, davAne che. jJAnamAM vIrya joIe, zraddhAmAM vaya joIe, cAritramAM paNa vIrya joIe. jethe guNasthAne samyatvanI pUrNatA thaI zake che. samyagdarzana pAme tyAM dharma pAmyuM. tyAM AtmAnuM oLakhANa thAya che. tiha mAraga jinane pAmiye re, kiMvA pAmyo te nija svarUpa samaye samaye jIva karma bAMdhe che ane pUrvakarma che te tenuM phaLa Ape che. tene jIva vede che. AtmAne davAnI kaLA paNa che. sukhaduHkha e kalpanA che, kapanA kare te vedavI paDe che. eka pradezamAM anaMta paramANu zamAI zake evI pudgalamAM zakti che. AtmAne pradeza pradeze anaMta karmanI vargaNa che. jJAnInAM vacana sAMbhaLavAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. "eka aMza zAtAthI karIne pUrNakAmatA sudhInI sarva samAdhi tenuM puruSa ja kAraNa che." (213).

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bAdhAta vItarAgabhAva che teTale mokSamArga che, e vItarAgabhAva zAthI Ave? te ke vrata zIla AdithI. e nimitta mAtra che. e hoya ane vItarAgatA na paNa hoya. vItarAgabhAva rAkho pitAne AdhIna che. vrata, zIla Adi zarIrane AdhIna che. vItarAgabhAva rAkhaze te mokSa thaze. vItarAgabhAva upAdeya che, vrataniyama upAdeya nathI. nizcayathI huM siddha samAna chuM, ema mAne. nizcayathI te sAcI vastu che, kalpita nathI. je baMdhananuM kAraNa hoya te mekSanuM kAraNa na hoya. 41 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 3, 2008 rAgadveSa nukasAna karanArA che. nukasAna karanAra che ema lAge te samajaNa phare. te rAgadveSa na kare. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke oLakhANuM khANa che. eLakhANa thAya te palaTAI jAya. ajAjI ne AMdhaLe barAbara che. rAgathI jIva AMdhaLA thAya che. ajJAna aMdara beThuM che, tene bhaya nathI. hamaNAM ahIM sApa nIkaLe UThI jAya. paNa moha che tene bhaya lAgato nathI. jaDa te jaDa ane cetana te cetana che, e mehane laIne samajAtuM nathI. 42 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 4, 28 08 A manuSyabhava ApaNane maLe che te saphaLa kare hoya te A karavuM ke -"keI pratye rAga athavA kaI pratye kiMcit mAtra cheSa na rahe. sarvatra samadazA vate. e ja kalyANane mukhya nizcaya che." (780) jJAnIe kaheluM che mATe e kAmanuM che. bhagavAnanI e ja AzA che ke rAgadveSa na karavA. manuSyabhavamAM jIva samajI zake che mATe kahe che. saMsAra TALave hoya te rAgadveSa TALavA paDaze. jJAnI puruSoe kevaLajJAna pAmIne chUTavAne rate je ke A raste Ave te badhuM thAya. apUrva vastu che. mahApuruSane bahu upakAra che. manuSyabhavamAM A eka ja kAma karavAnuM che ke mAre rAgadveSa nathI karavA. nathI dhaye deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha paricaha dhAravA." 43 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 5, 2008 badhAM zAstro bhaNavA jAya te pAra na Ave. mATe jethI Atmahita thAya te lakSamAM rAkhavuM. pakSa padArtha je che te bhagavAnanI AjJAthI mAnya karavA jevA che. AtmA samajo muzkela che, paNa jJAnInAM vacane svIkAratAM svIkAratAM ene bhAna thAya ke A mAruM svarUpa che. bAhya ADaMbarane choDIne AtmAnI saMbhALa le. zAstra ghaNAM mati thoDalI manamohana mere, ziSTa kahe te pramANa re manamohana mere." (bIjI daSTi) 44 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 6, 2008 AtmAne AtmArUpe jANe ane parane pararUpe jANyuM te siddha bhagavAna che ema samAdhi-zataka"nI pahelI ja gAthAmAM kahyuM che - "jeNe jANyo kharo AtmA,-AtmAne, anya anyane; akSaya pUrNa jJAnI te, siddhane dhanya dhanya che." (graMthayugala)

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saMgraha 4 173 pitAnA deSa jevAnA che. deSane doSa jANe te pache haThe. paNa deSane guNa jANe che. A mane baMdhanakAraka che ema ene lAgatuM nathI. jIvane saMsAranA padArtho mIThA lAge che. temAM rAga kare che. paNa mekSamArge jatAM e ene pakaDe che, ADA Ave che. "ratto baMdhadi kammaM muMcadi jIvo viraagsNptto| viLavato tA rAmeNuM mA ss || (zrI samayasAra) rAgI jIva karma baMdhe che ane vairAgI javuM hoya te mukAya che, eTale karma cheDe che e jinano upadeza che. eTalA mATe karmanAM phaLamAM rAga na kare. "tArA vAMke tane baMdhana che," ema samayasAramAM kahyuM che. anAthImuninA pAThamAM Ave che, ke "ema AtmaprakAzaka bodha zreNika rAjAne anAthImunie Age." te AtmaprakAzaka baMdha zuM haze? ApaNo AtmA e ja mitra ane e ja verI che. badhAya zAstrone sAra eTalAmAM kRpALudeve kahI dIdhuM che. pATha pheravIe tyAre vicAravuM ke emAM zuM kahyuM? e mane samajAyuM ke nahIM ? jeTale vicAravAmAM vakhata jAya eTale sAre. badhuM karIne e ja karavAnuM che. 45 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 7, 2008 rAgathI karma baMdhAya ane vairAgyathI karma chUTe che. jyAre samajaNa Ave tyAre thAya ke "adhamAdhama adhike patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya. nahIM te badhA karatAM huM adhika samajuM chuM ema ja rahe. badhuM AkhuM jagata paranA deSa dekhanAruM ja che. keI saMtapuruSe pitAnA deSa dekhe che. paramAtmAmAM cittane rekavuM e mahAna dhyAna che. je dhyAna chUTe nahIM te zukuladhyAna kahevAya che, eTale mekSa Ape evuM thAna. jyAM ekAgratA hoya tyAM dhyAna che. kevalIbhagavAnanI vRtti akhaMDapaNe AtmAmAM ja rahe che. upadeza Ape to paNa vRtti AtmAmAM ja rahe che. kevala nija svabhAvanuM, akhaMDa varte jJAna; kahiye kevalajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa." mokSanAM kAraNe yAda Ave te mekSa thAya che; mehanAM kAraNe yAda Ave te meha thAya che. meTAmAM moTo lAbha mokSa thAya e che. pUjavAyogya vastu "sahajAnmasvarUpa che. pAMce paramaguru sahu jAtmasvarUpa che. arihaMta sahajAnmasvarUpa che, siddha paNa sahajatmasvarUpa che, AcAya paNa sahajAnmasvarUpa che, upAdhyAya paNa sahajAnmasvarUpa che ane sarva sAdhu paNa sahajAtmasvarUpa che--badhAnuM svarUpa sahajatmasvarUpa che. AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe A deDa gALavAnuM che. have mehamAM rahevuM nathI. bhakti karyA vagara eke dahADe jAya nahIM, te avazyabhakti che. 46 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 8, 2008 manuSyabhava durlabha che. AjIvikA jeTaluM sAdhana jene hoya teNe parabhava mATe karavAnuM che. paisA Adi te eka pAI paNa sAthe na Ave. satsaMgamAM ghaNe lAbha thAya che, paNa

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badhAmRta e na hoya te salphAstranuM vAcana karavuM. kyAre maraNa Avaze te khabara nathI, mATe AtmAnuM hita thAya tevuM karavAnuM che. bIjA bhavamAM kaMI thAya? sAcA puruSanuM zaraNa rAkhavuM. kAmanuM che te karavAnuM che. pUrve je je bhAva kya che, karma bAMdhyA che te phUTayAM che. phaLarUpe dekhAya che. AtmAnuM hita karavuM che e lakSa hoya te pachI leke game tema bole. "leka mUke pika" e dRSTi rAkhavI. tene harSa zeka na kare. "jagatane rUDuM dekhADavA anaMtavAra prayatna karyuM, tethI rUDuM thayuM nathI." (37) cetavA jevuM che. saMsArI jIvo khADAmAM paDayA che. temAMthI nIkaLavAnuM che. huM kyAre mekSe jAuM? e bhAvanA karavAnI che. pAMDe hatA te muni thayA. AkarA upasarga AvyA. traNa bhAIe paramAtmAmAM vRtti rAkhI te paramAtmA thayA. ane be je vicAramAM paDyA, ke dharmarAjA kamaLa che, temane zuM thatuM haze? te rahI gayA. pArakuM karavA jAya to potAnuM paDyuM rahe. traNe bhAI samabhAva rAkhIne mekSe gayA ane be devaleka gayA. zrImanAM vacane alaukika che. samajAya te anaMta Agama AvI UbhAM rahe. jene AtmajJAna na hoya tene dehanA duHkhathI dukha lAge che. paNa prabhuzrI AtmajJAnI hatA tethI vyAdhi chatAM AtmA paramAnaMdasvarUpa che ema temane lAgatuM. jIve AtmAnI saMbhALa nathI lIdhI. dehamAM ne dehamAM rAce rahyo che. maraNa Ave te kaMI AtmA maravAne che? pitAnI buddhi kAma Ave evI nathI eTale kaI jJAnInI AjJAe varte te kAma thAya. satsaMgane roga durlabha che. satsaMganuM eka vacana cUMTI gayuM te kAma thaI jAya. dekhAya te jovAnuM nathI. nathI dekhAte te AtmA jevA jevuM che. A daSTi karavAnI che. AtmAne saMbaMdha che te saMga che. te vIkharAI jaze. AtmA traNe kALa rahe eve che. saMbaMdha che e te Ave ane jAya. jIva jue che, Asakti pAme che, mAruM tAruM kare che. ethI baMdhana che. jema che tema jANavuM. bIjAmAM phasAI na paDavuM. A kALamAM vikathA bahu vadhI paDI che. emAMthI bacavuM bahu muzkela thaI paDayuM che. durlabha vastu AtmajJAna che. keI vakhate jJAnInA vacanamAM citta jAya te bahu lAbha che. ene lAge ke A ja kartavya che, te pachI ene rasa Ave. manuSyabhavanI kSaNe che te amUlya che. keIka vakhate ene samakita thaI jAya, keI vakhate kevaLajJAna thaI jAya, keI vakhate mikSa thaI jAya. AvI amUlya manuSyabhavanI paLe che. pAse che paNa oLakhatuM nathI. mATe oLakhANa karI le, evuM kahe che-"abudha ane azakta manuSya paNa te AzrayanA baLathI parama sukhahetu evAM adUbhuta phaLane pAmyA che, pAme che ane pAmaze." (843) taratAM na AvaDatuM hoya te paNa AzrayathI tarAya. saMsArI vAtathI saMsAra vadhe. satsaMgamAM je vAte thAya che temAM lakSa rAkho ke jJAnI zuM kahe che? bIjuM badhuM satsaMgamAM bhUlI javuM.

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sagraha 4 195 AjanA divasa sArA gAnyA pachI kAle jivAze teA kAlanA divasa sArA gALajo. kAlanI vAta kAle. AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re.' eka kSaNu paNa nakAmI na jAya, e sAcavavAnuM che. pahelAM bhAvanA karI tethI A maLyu che. have chUTavAnI bhAvanA kare te chuTAze. dharmanA pAyA samyagdarzana che. sAcI vAta mAnavAnI che. samabhAvamAM rAgadveSa hAya nahIM. jagata bhaNI jue te rAgadveSa ja thAya. ene jotAM AvaDatu nathI. AtmA joce nathI. satsaMgamAM jagatane bhUlI javuM che ane eka samabhAvane Adara ApavAnA che. saMsAra zuM che? mehanA vikalpA che. have aMtamu kha STi karavI. enA khapI thavuM. AtmAmAM dRSTi kare te AtmA dekhAya. Upaje mAhu vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avalAkatAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra." (954) mArI aMtamu kha STi kayAre thaze? evI bhAvanA thAya teA kAIka vakhate evu thAya. 47 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 9, 2008 samyagdarzanasahita hAya te sAcu jJAna che. jJAnInI AjJAnuM phaLa e che. manuSyabhava maLyA che. kUtarA khilADA ApaNA jevA jIve che. teoe sArAM kama na karyAM tethI evA bhava ane ApaNe sArAM karmo karyAM tethI manuSyabhava maLyA che. puNyanA udaye dhama karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. kaMIka sAMbhaLavAnuM, vicAravAnuM, dhama karavAnuM thAya, kaIka bhakti karIe ane gheADuM vAMcavAnuM rAkhIe. ethI saMskAra paDe 48 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 10, 2008 jagamanI jukti tA sarve jANIe.'' (607) satpuruSanI dazA te ame jANIe chIe. zarIranI samIpa paNa videhI dazA rahe. saMga na hoya. bhagavAna jaMgama tItha rUpa che, ema gepIe kahetI hatI. geApI kayAM bhaNavA gaI hatI ? premarUpI agni lAge te badhAM karma baLI jAya. parAbhakti e kevaLajJAna thavAnuM khIja che. parAbhaktimAM lIna thaI jAya eTaleA prema sadgurumAM lAge te kevaLajJAna pragaTAve evuM khIja che. Agama kaI jovAM na paDe, peAtAnA hRdayamAM badhAM Agama AvIne vase. sadguruthI ghaNA lAbha thAya evuM che. traNa pAThe, Atmasiddhi, cha padanA patra hIrAnA hAra jevAM che. mATe rAja kheAlavAM, 49 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 11, 2008 sArA vicAra thAya te kAma karI levuM. dhamanA kAmamAM DhIla na karavI. khAramA guNasthAna sudhI zrutanuM avalaMbana che, enAthI lAbha thAya che. (vyA. 4-49) vItarAga puruSAnAM vacanAmAM vRtti rAkhe teA kaSAya maMda paDe; ane kaSAya maMda paDe te zAMti thAya. zrutanuM avalaMbana na hoya te jJAnIpuruSane paNa koI vakhate capaLapaNuM thaI jAya che, kAraNa ke kALa evA ja che. upazamasvarUpa puruSoe kahelAM vacane upazamane arthe che.

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bedhAmRta rAtadivasa munio svAdhyAya ane yAnamAM lIna rahe che. badhI dvAdazAMgI bhANIne rAtadivasa pherave che. amuka zAstra pheravatI vakhate sAMjane amuka vakhata che, amuka zAstra pheravatI vakhate savArane amuka vakhata che, baperane amuka vakhata che, ema emane khabara paDe che. emane ghaDiyALanuM kAma na paDe. matamatAMtaramAM na kheMcAvuM. madhyasthabhAvamAM rahevuM te sAruM che. sanzAstranuM avalaMbana laI vicAravuM te sArA bhAva thaze ane samajAze. vairAgyamAM ghaNuM vidhro Ave che. apAra aMtarAya che. matamatAMtaramAMthI chUTIne sanzAstrone abhyAsa karaze te koI divase pAra Avaze. deDathI AtmA bhinna che ema sAMbhaLyuM, tene vicAra kare ke A deha AtmAthI bhinna che; pachI nirNaya thAya ke ema ja che-ema zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana kahevAya che. tyAgavairAgya e cittanI zuddhi che. AtmA malina hoya tyAMsudhI baMdha To nathI. maLa, vikSepa ane ajJAna e traNane lIdhe jIvane malinatA thAya che. 5. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 12, 2008 pUijyazrI brahmacArIjI eka bhAIne tyAM temanAM bA mAMdAM hatAM, tethI gayA hatA. tyAM thayele bedhasAra-] smaraNa karavuM. "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru, sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" ema belyA karavuM. pahelAM je kAma nathI thayuM te karavAno vakhata AvyA che. prabhuzrIjIe chelluM e ja kahyuM che ke jyAM sudhI bhAna hoya tyAMsudhI "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranuM smaraNa karavuM. ghaNuM bhAmAM samAdhimaraNa thayuM nathI, te A bhavamAM thAya evuM che. badhAne jyAre tyAre deha te choDavAne ja che, paNa AzramamAM jene deha chUTaze tenuM samAdhimaraNa thAya evuM che, ema prabhuzrIe kahyuM hatuM. ApaNe citrapaTanAM darzana karI viza deharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA vAraMvAra balavAM ane "sahajAnmavarUpa paramaguru" nuM vAraMvAra smaraNa karavuM. jagatane te ghaNuM joyuM che. have A jagata bhaNI na jevuM. bhAvanA pramANe badhuM thAya che. ATale bhava saMbhALIne smaraNamAM gALa. "sahajAnmasvarUpa" e ja saddagurunuM kharuM svarUpa che. e ja IcchavuM. bIjuM kazuM IcchavuM nahIM. manuSyabhavamAM ghaNuM kAma thAya evuM che. matanI IcchA na karavI ane jIvavAnI IcchA paNa na karavI. je thavAnuM hoya te thAo. ApaNe to smaraNa karyA karavuM. bIjA bhavamAM e na thAya. A te manuSyadeha che. AmAM badhuM thAya. maravuM te badhAne che ja. paNa "jIvIzuM tyAM sudhI bhakti karIzuM ema rAkhavuM. je thavAnuM hoya te thAo. ApaNe te je vedanA Ave te badhuM khamI khUMdavAnuM che, sahana karavAnuM che. keIne bhAva Azrama pratye thAya ema karIe te ApaNane paNa lAbha thAya. kRpALudeva upara jene zraddhA hoya tenI sevA ApaNane maLe te ghaNe lAbha thAya. ApaNuM paNa samAdhimaraNa thAya. jeTaluM thAya teTaluM bhakti smaraNa karavuM. prabhuzrIjIne yAda karavA. jyAM ApaNane maMtra maLe hoya, prabhuzrIne jyAM dIThA hoya, te badhuM sUtAM sUtAM yAda karIe. manuSyabhavanI eka eka kSaNa bahu durlabha che. keIka kSaNamAM samakita thaI jAya, kaI samaye kevaLa

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saMgraha 4 177 jJAna thaI jAya, AvI AvI manuSyabhavanI amUlya kSaNe che. ApaNe te smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. duHkhathI gabharAvuM nahIM. je thavAnuM haze te thaze. huM te kRpALudevane zaraNe chuM ema rAkhavuM. pahelAM je bhakti karI hatI, bhAvanA karI hatI, tethI A vakhate AzramamAM avAyuM. bhaktinuM phaLa maLyuM che. Akhare A ja kAmanuM che. jeTaluM dharmamAM citta raheze, teTale lAbha thaze. darzana karavAnI bhAvanA karavI. bhAvanAthI ja phaLa che. je ApaNane maMtra maLe che, prabhuzrIjIe AjJA karI che, emAM ahIM sUtAM sUtAM paNa vRtti rahe te e satsaMga ja che, AtmAne hitakArI che. maMtramAM vRtti rahe te hitakArI thAya. AtmAmAM zAMti rAkhavI. manamAM kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM hoya te kalyANa thAya. sArA bhAva karyA hoya te sArA saMga maLI Ave. manamAM ApaNe bhAvanA karavI. jeTalI bhAvanA thAya te badhuM kRpALudeva jANe che. bhAva pramANe phaLa thAya che. sahajatmasvarUpa paramaguru, sahajatmasvarUpa paramaguru, sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru." 51 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 14, 2008 samAdhimaraNa karavAnuM hoya te atyArathI ja taiyArI karavAnI che. agiyArame guNasthAnake sparzIne deha chUTe te sarvArthasiddhimAM jAya. ATale puruSArtha karyo hovA chatAM devalekamAM jAya. AkhI jiMdagImAM je karyuM hoya che, te maraNa vakhate AvIne UbhuM rahe che. chevaTe jevI mati tevI gati. kevaLajJAna thatAM sudhI bhaya che. paramArthabhAva samajAve muzkela che. samyagdarzana thaye paNa nitya e bhAva rahe evuM nathI. e emane ema AvatuM nathI. AtmavicAre, sadvicAre, udAsapaNe je bhAva thAya che te kaI viralAne ja thAya che. rUDhi AdhIna dharma karavAvALA ghaNA che paNa paramArthadharma te kaI samyagdaSTine ja dekhAya che. je bhAva vadhAre sevAyo hoya te maraNa vakhate AvI UbhuM rahe che. jyAre maraNa Avaze tyAre paramArthabhAva karIzuM ema nirAMta karIne besI javAnuM nathI. atyAre ja maraNa pAse che ema vicArIne atyArathI ja karavA mAMDayuM. deha saMbaMdhI vicAre atyAre choDI daI vicAra kare ke AtmAnuM kharuM svarUpa zuM che? tene vicAra karavAnuM che. rUDhibhAva mUkI paramArthabhAvamAM AvavuM. jeNe AtmAne uddhAra karavAno nizcaya karyo che, tene te jyAM deha chUTe tyAM samAdhimaraNa thaze. A jIvane jyAre AtmabhAvanA TakI rahe, tyAre samAdhimaraNa thAya. AtmapariNAma sudhare te AtmajJAna thAya. ApaNane AtmAnI khabara nathI, paNa jeNe jANe che temAM vRtti rAkhe te samAdhimaraNa thAya evuM che. samakita thavAne e ja mArga che. jyAM dI che tyAM dIveTa maLe te di thAya. lekanA kahyAthI ApaNuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. joke e chApa ApI te kAma na Ave. aMtarmukhavRtti karI potAnuM jIvana palaTAvavAnuM che. aMtarmukhavRtti na thAya tyAM sudhI game teTalI bAhya kriyA kare, tethI AtmAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. samyagdarzana vagara game teTaluM kare te paNa pAra na Ave. ApaNuM aMtarUpariNati phare evuM karavAnuM che. eka AtmAnuM ja kalyANa game tyAMthI karavuM che e ekAMta niya 23

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18 karavAno che. paramArthabhAvanAnI jene garaja che tene samAdhimaraNa thAya evuM che. samAdhimaraNa e meTI vAta che, jevI tevI vAta nathI. "bhagavatI ArAdhanA e samAdhimaraNa karavA mATe zAstra che. enAM hajAreka pAnAM che. maraNa pAse che ema gaNuM bhAva sudhAravA. judA judA mumukSuo haya, teoe je vAMcyuM hoya te teo AvIne bIjA mumukSuone kahe che te ene madadarUpa thAya che. satsaMgathI pitAnA doSa dekhAya, deze TaLe, svachaMda TaLe. badhA deSa satsaMgamAM TaLe. para zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 3, 2008 prANa jatAM paNa pratijJAbhaMga na karuM, evI Teka rAkhavI, pApanAM kAraNe cheDe te sAre bhava maLe. nahIM te kAgaDA kUtarAnA bhava maLe, temAM bhakti Adi kaMI na thAya. jenAM bhAgya hoya tene sArI vastu sUjhe. sarala jIva hoya, kuladharmane Agraha na hoya, tene sArI vastu game che. dharmamAM paNa "mAro dharma' ema thaI jAya che. paNa jethI kalyANa thAya te dharma che. puNya hoya te satsaMgamAM rahevAya. ghaNuM puNya caDhe tyAre ahIM avAya. jema bIjA prayajana mATe vAta karIe chIe evuM A dehamAM rahelA AtmAne mATe karavAnuM che. jene chUTavAnI IrachA jAgI che teNe potAnAM pariNAma tapAsavAM. jagatamAM badhe duHkha che. vRttio bahAra bhaTake che. ahIM sukha maLaze, tyAM sukha maLaze, ema zedhe che. sAcA avalaMbanamAM mana sthira thAya che. kRpALudevanAM vacane A kALamAM tIrthakaranAM vacane jevAM che. eka vacana vAMce te AnaMda Ave. "kSaNa kSaNa jatAM anaMtakALa vyatIta thaye, chatAM siddhi thaI nahIM." (24) jIva anaMta kALathI bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che, tenuM zuM kAraNa? sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; satsAdhana samaja nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ?" je ghaNuM ghaNuM karIne thAkyA che tenAM A vacana che. ghaNuM karyuM teya janmamaraNa chUTyAM nahIM. pitAne anubhava ja kRpALudeve kahyuM che. karuNA AvavAthI kahyuM che. sAcI vastu kalpanAmAM Ave evI nathI. jJAnIe je joyuM che tene AdhAre vicAra kare. paheluM karavAnuM : " kaMI jANato nathI. sAcuM jJAnIe jANyuM che. jJAnIe yathArtha jANyuM che. kalpanA haze tyAM sudhI sAcuM besaze nahIM. kalpanA karavAnI nathI. jJAnIe AtmA jANyuM che tevuM che. mAre te jANave che, ema rAkhavuM. AtmabhAvanA kaI? te ke jJAnIe bhAvI te. jJAnInA Azraye bhAvanA karavAnI che. kalpanAthI jIva chetarAya che. eTalA mATe ja kRpALudeve paheluM e ja kahyuM--"bIjuM kAMI zedha mA. mAtra eka puruSane zodhIne tenA caraNakamaLamAM sarva bhAva arpaNa karI daI vitye jA." (76) mekSe javuM hoya teNe jJAnIne zekI tenI AjJAmAM vartavuM. jJAnI jANe che ema rAkhavuM. sArAkheTAnI kalpanA na karavI. maMtra maLe che te ka95nA TALavA mATe che. maMtramAM mana na rahe te kapanA thAya nahIM te na thAya. kaMIka vicAra thAya e mATe ghaNuM vAcananI

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179 jarUra che. kRpALudevane eka glaeNka vAMcatAM hajAra leka yAda AvatA. vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. jJAnIe kahyuM che te sAcuM che. badhuM sat samajavA mATe karavAnuM che. ApaNuM kAma puruSArtha karavAnuM che. phaLanI utAvaLa na karavI. kema kazuM thatuM nathI ? eTalA divasa thayA, ema na karavuM prabhuzrIjIe kRpALudevane pUchyuM, maMtranuM smaraNa khUba karyuM, paNa kazuM dekhAtuM nathI. kRpALudeve kahyuM ke dekhavA karavAnI IcchA na rAkhavI, zuM dekhavuM che? jArI rAkho. mumukSu-vAMcuM chuM, paNa vicAra nathI AvatA. pUjyazrI-Avaze. manane zekavuM. pahelAM mUDI hoya te vepAra thAya ne? tema pahelAM jJAnInAM vacanene saMgraha karavAne che. AtmArthe badhuM karavuM che, e lakSa rAkha. ApaNe sArA thavuM che. sArI sArI guNakArI vastu grahaNa karavI. keIne duHkhI kare nathI. uttamatA, udAratA keInI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te mAre evA thavuM che, evI bhAvanA karavI. vizALa daSTi rAkhavI. vAraMvAra sAMbhaLyuM hoya, vicAryuM hoya te ene yAda Ave ane sArA bhAva thAya. lAgaNI jema jema vadhAre thaze tema tema pachI kema vartavuM? zuM karavuM? zA mATe karavuM che? evA vicAro Avaze. jyAre IcchA jAgaze tyAre lAgaze ke AtmAnA hita mATe karavuM che. e lakSa thaze. svarUpalakSe jinaAjJA--AdhIna je." svarUpane lakSa rAkhIne bhagavAnanI AjJAe vartavuM. zuM karavAthI pApa, puNya, nirjara, Asava, baMdha thAya che? kema jIvavuM? e badhAya vicAra karavAnA che. A manuSyabhavamAM uttamamAM uttama lAbha thAya evuM karavAnuM che. kAma karavA bese te khabara paDe. je jANyuM che tene AdhAre petAne vicAra karavAnuM che. karatAM karatAM khabara paDe, AgaLa vadhe. pitAnuM jIvana kema gALavuM? eno vicAra badhAe karavAno che. satsaMga, sazAstrane paricaya rAkhI, emAMthI mAre kema jIvavuM ? ema vicAravuM. meDane udaya che tyAM sudhI mAre zuM karavuM ? e vicAravuM. nathI dhaye deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA." pahelAM e te khaseDI nAkhavA che. pAMca indriyanA viSayamAM taNAvuM nathI. parigrahamAM taNAvuM nathI. emAM beTI nathI thavuM. enI e gaDamathalamAM jiMdagI gALavI nathI. manuSyabhavanI durlabha kSaNe che. mATe kaI kSaNa ApaNane lAbha daI jAya tema karavAnuM che. kaMI nahIM te smaraNa karavuM, vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. khoTI TevamAM mana na jAya, evuM karavAnuM che. cetatA rahevAnI jarUra che. kaI vastu pratye Asakti thAya te pachI enA e ja vicAra Ave. bIjA vicAra manamAM ghara karI jAya ema na karavuM. jene mokSe javuM che teNe bIjA vicAre karavAnA nathI. meDhe karyuM hoya tene pheravavuM, vicAravuM, tenA artha samajavA. e na samajAya te bIjAne pUchavA. zravaNa pachI dhAraNa thAya che, pachI samajAya. samajAya pachI vizeSa vizeSa samajavAne puruSArtha kare. e badhA vicAranA bhedo che. badhAne sahele upAya satsaMga che. satsaMgamAM deSa dekhAya, deSa kADhavAne puruSArtha thAya, vicAra jAge. pramAdamAM na rahevuM. game teTalI hoMziyArI hoya te pramAdamAM beI bese.

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180 bedhAmRta mumukSu -bhagavAne munine nadI UtaravAnI AjJA ApI che, e kema? (501). - pUjyazrI-paMca mahAvrata le tyAre prANAtipAtane tyAga kare che, te paNa nadI UtaravAnI AjJA karI che. pelI bAju nadI ane A bAju paNa nadI hoya tathA vacce gAma hoya te vihAra thaI zake nahIM, kemake muni kAcA pANIne aDe nahIM; ane vihAra na kare, enA e saMgamAM rahe te gRhastha je thaI jAya. tethI bhagavAne hiMsA karatAM saMgathI vadhAre hAni thaze, ema jANIne nadI UtaravAnI AjJA ApI che. sahajasvarUpe sthiti te asaMgapaNuM che. (609). saMga chUTI ja te asaMgapaNuM che. jethI jIva bhUlyo che te chUTI jAya ane AtmAnI sahaja svarUpamAM sthiti thAya te ja asaMgApaNuM che. parigraha bahArathI choDI de paNa "mAruM mAruM" na choDe te kyAMthI asaMga thAya? parigrahane vAMka nathI. pitAne vAMka che. mamatA chUTavI joIe. jo jo pudgala pharasanA, ni pharase saMya; mamatA-samatA bhAvase, karmabaMdha-kSaya heya." mamatA hoya te karmabaMdha thAya ane samatA hoya te karmakSaya thAya. eTale ja sarva zAstrone sAra che. pudgalakarma te Ave, paNa samatAthI bhagave te chUTe. mamatA kare te baMdhAya. asaMgANuM karavAnuM che. sahaja svarUpe sthiti e ja mokSa che. rasoI kare, paNa jeTale geLa nAkhe teTaluM gaLyuM thAya. tema satsaMgamAM jeTale bhAva hoya teTaluM phaLa maLe. bAhAbhAvamAM dakiTa na jAya te arpaNapaNuM che. bahirAtama tajI aMtara AtamA-rUpa thaI thirabhAva sujJAnI; paramAtamanuM ho Atama bhAvavuM, Atama apaNa dAva sujJAnI." (A. 5) sarvottama vastu satsaMga che. tyAga vairAgya, vrata upavAsa karatAM satsaMga ja sarvottama che. prathama karavA yogya satsaMga che. ene mukhya karI rAkhI bAkI badhI vastuo gauNa karI nAkha. eka ja sarakhI vRttivALA mumukSuone samAgama karI satparuSanAM vacanano vicAra kare te satsaMga che. puruSane vega te parama satsaMga che. bAhya vastuomAM na taNAya te arpaNatA Ave. mithyAgraha Adi de jAya te arpaNatA Ave. satsaMge jIvane badhuM samajAya che. chatAM mane nathI samajAtuM evuM satsaMgamAM thAya. bIje te kaMI vAMcyuM hoya te mane AvaDe che, meM vAMcyuM che, ema abhimAna thaI jAya. - apUrva bhakti eTale saMsAra pratye prema che te chUTI bhagavAnamAM parama prema thAya te. para premapravAha baDhe prabhuseM" bhakti e chUTavAnuM sAdhana che. bhaktimAM kiMmata bhAvanI che. kriyA karavAthI kaMI na thAya. samajaNa sahitanI bhakti AjJAthI thAya te sAcI bhakti che. apUrva bhakti hoya te zarIramAM duHkha che ke sukha e khabara na paDe. taruNa sukhI strI pariva che, jema cAhe suragIta; sAMbhaLavA tema tatvane che, e daSTi suvinIta re- jinajI, dhana dhana tuja upadeza. (trIjI daSTi)

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saMgraha 4 181 tatvamAM ene prema lAge tyAMthI bhakti zarU thAya che. zravaNa karavAnI icchA jAge. kaI taruNa strI sahita sukhI chatAM te choDI devI gAyana sAMbhaLavA prerAya che, tema pAMca idrinA viSayethI UThI prabhumAM prema lAge. pachI manana thAya, nididhyAsana thAya. bhakti e AtmA che. jAge te thAya. bhaktabIja palaTe nahIM, je (juga) juga jAya anaMta; UMcanIca ghara avatare, Akhara saMtako saMta." bhakti ene game te sAthe jAya. samakita jevI ja che. e raste che. svachaMda, pramAda, mithyAgraha, indriyaviSaya badhuM TaLe evI bhakti che. bhaktinuM phaLa e AvavuM joIe. pa3 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 5, 2008 je arthe manuSyabhava maLe che, te samajaNa karavAnI che. satsaMga pahelAmAM pahele karavAnuM che. satsaMga te puNya heya te maLe, te paNa jyAre satsaMga na hoya tyAre satsaMgathI je AjJA maLI hoya te ArAdhe. jema jema bhakti thaze, tema tema AtmA nirmaLa thaze. "sadgurunI bhaktithI.... gurunA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe...svachaMda mATe ane saheje AtmabaMdha thAya." (493). sapuruSanA AdhAre AtmasvarUpa jaNAya che. A kALamAM eka apUrva puruSa pAkyo che. enA uttama guNe ApaNuM hRdayamAM vase, tethI e kahe tema manAya ane tethI AtmajJAna thAya che. e TUMka raste che. jJAnInI AjJAe vRtti rahe te bhakti thAya. bhakitane pAye sadAcAra che. e vinA bhakti na thAya. jene sAta vyasanane tyAga heya tene agati na thAya. sahajAsmasvarUpa paramaguru maMtramAM vRti rAkhavI. e abhyAsa pADI devAno che. maratI vakhate paNa jyAM sudhI bhAna hoya tyAMsudhI smaraNa karavuM. kRpALudevanuM kahevuM mAre mAnavuM che eTalI zraddhA karavI. "AtmAthI sau hInAe mAnavuM. game teTalA camatkAra joIe, paNa kRpALudevane ja mAnavA. ethI caDhiyAtuM A kALamAM keI nathI. zraddhA e pahelI che. dharmane pAme che, pachI mokSamakAna caNaze, badhuM thaze. AtmA tAre che, e bhUlIza nahIM. ekale AvyA ne ekale javAne, sAthe kazuM na Ave. eka eka vacana daDha thAya te vicAravAmAM kAma Ave. maMtra maLe che te gADImAM ke game tyAM pherava. zuci azuci gaNavAnI nathI. badhI vakhata bolAya e maMtra che. kaI sAcI vastu kahe che te mAre parabhavamAM sAthe laI javAnI che. janma thaye tethI sukhaduHkha badhAM che, paNa badhAthI snAna sutaka karIne cAlI javAnuM che. avinAzI AtmA che. mare e nathI. huM te nahIM ja maruM ema daDha karavAnuM che. A pakaDavAnuM kahyuM che ke jyAM sudhI bhAna hoya, zvAsa hoya tyAMsudhI "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" japavuM. game teTaluM duHkha heya paNa emAM vRtti rAkhavI. bhAna hoya tyAMsudhI emAM ja citta rAkhavuM. paisATakA kaImAM citta rAkhavuM nahIM. atyAre bhAna che te AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya temAM vRtti rAkhavI.

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182 bejabUta jJAnInuM kaheluM kAnamAM paDe te paNa mahAbhAgya che. sAMbhaLatAM paNa jIvane bhAva thAya che. jJAnIe kahyuM te sAMbhaLavuM. saha jAtmasvarUpa" e oLakhavuM che. bIjuM to ghaNuMya joyuM, oLakhyuM. ATaluM mAnya kare te samAdhimaraNa thAya. maratI vakhate eka smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM che, e nakkI karI devuM. zraddhA karI haze teTaluM thaze. badhAne AdhAra zraddhA che. eka kRpALudevane mAnavA. sAcI vastu mAnya thaI te kalyANa thaI jAya. jyAM sat che tyAM daSTi rAkhavAnI che. ATalA varSone saravALe kADhe ke jIvana zAmAM gALyuM? to ke pramAda, vyApAradhaMdhAmAM. paNa have bAkI rahyuM te sAruM jIvavuM che, te AkhI jiMdagI saphaLa thaze. je kaMI sAMbhaLavA maLyuM te saMgharI rAkhaje. lakSa rAkha. vAraMvAra sAMbhare to vadhAre daDha thAya. ATale kALa je karyuM te badhuM bIjuM, paNa have paravastu che te khaMkherI AtmAne nirmaLa kare. AtmAnuM kazuM nathI. jyAM jyAM baMdhAye che te badhAthI chUTavuM che. sahaja AtmasvarUpa thavuM che. te mATe saddagurudeva je te svarUpa thayA che temane ja mAnavA che. AtmasAdhanA karIne mAnavabhava saphaLa kare che. te mATe maMtra--maraNa karavAnuM che. je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAye duHkha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta." saddaguru dvArA pitAnuM svarUpa samajavuM che. e samajAze te chuTAze. mekSa meLavavAne puruSArtha e ja khare puruSArtha che. sarva karatAM e lakSa rAkha. - 54 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 6, 2008 mumukSu-"rAtri vyatikramI gaI, prabhAta thayuM. nidrAthI mukta thayA. bhAvanidrA TaLavAne * prayatna karaje." ema kRpALudeve puSpamALAmAM kahyuM che. te bhAvanidrA eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-rAtri eTale zuM ? prabhAta thayuM eTale zuM? rAtrimAM kaMI kAma thAya nahIM. rAtrimAM rasto dekhAya nahIM. evI parAdhIna dazAne rAtri kahe che. manuSyabhava maLe te savAra je che. savAramAM je kaMI kAma karavuM hoya te thaI zake. A manuSyabhava maLe te prabhAta thayuM. mekSamArga samajAya e lAga Avye. beIndriya, te Indriya AdirUpa rAtri vyatIta thaI. manuSyabhava maLe te prabhAta che. puSpamALA maDha karavA jevI che. ApaNe jene rAtri kahIe chIe te emane nathI kahevI. paNa gaMbhIra AzayavALA zabda che. rAtri gaI eTale je vakhate kaMI kAma na thAya evA bhava chUTI manuSyabhava maLe. temAM zuM karavAthI mokSa thAya? e badhA rastA dekhAya. nidrAthI mukta thayA eTale beIndriya teIndriya Adi parAdhInadazA chUTI gaI bhAvanidrA eTale meha che. mehamAM UMghe che. darzanameha che te dehane AtmA ane AtmAne deha manAve che. e moTI bhUla che. bhAvanidrA dUra thAya tyAre deha ane AtmA bhinna lAge. deha mAtra saMyoga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI dazya; cetananAM utpatti laya, kenA anubhava vasya?"

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saMgaha 4 183 deha saMge karI padArtha che, AtmA svabhAve karI padArtha che. deha rUpa che ane AtmA arUpI che. rUpa-rasa-gaMdha-sparza-zabdathI rahita AtmA che. jJAna darzana Adi AtmAnA guNe che. deha dazya che, AtmA draSTA che, jema che tema padArthane jANe te bhAvanidrA dUra thaI kahevAya. mehanidrAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI bhAna na thAya. mumukSu-1 prahara bhakitaktavya, 1 prahara dharmakartavya. emAM phera ? pUjyazrI-meM prabhuzrIjIne pUcheluM. pachI prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM hatuM ke jJAnInI AjJA maLI te vIsadeharA, kSamApanA vagere meDhe kareluM pheravIe e bhakti. dharma te AtmasvabhAva che, pitAnA svabhAvamAM rahevuM te dharma che; te AgaLa upara khabara paDaze. kaSAya maMda paDe tethI svabhAvamAM rahevAya. manuSyabhava durlabha che. puruSane cega, dIrgha AyuSya e paNa durlabha che. deha chUTI jAya te karavuM rahI jAya. thaDe kALa paNa bhaktimAM gALave. dharmanuM svarUpa anubhava thaze tyAre samajAze. AtmasvabhAva e ja dharma che. pAMca IndriyanA viSaya, kaSAya, svaccheda TALavA. mumukSu-"UrdhvamUla taruvara adha zAkhA re, chaMda purANe evI che bhAkhA re, acarijavALe acarija kIdhuM re, bhakta sevaka kAraja sIdhuM re." (30 9) eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI-AzcaryakAraka vAte mahApuruSa chavane vicAra karavA mATe kahe che. upara mULa ane nIce DALe, evAM vacane vicAra karavA mATe kahe che. zarIranI racanA evI ja che. jenAthI zarIranuM poSaNa thAya che te jIbha UMce che; bIjuM nIce che. badhAnuM mULa zuM? te vicAravA kahyuM che. deha te huM ema thaI gayuM te saMsAranuM mULa che. ene badhe vistAra te saMsAra che. e bhrAMti thaI gaI che. e bhUla nIkaLe te svasvarUpa prApta thAya. potAnuM svarUpa adazya che, te badhAne AdhAra che. - 55 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 7, 2008 vAMcIne vicAravAnI kALajI rAkhavI. lakSmI kaI vakhate Ave ne kaI vakhate jAya. dukha che te sukha manAya che. beTI mAnyatA e ja duHkha che. huM deha chuM, deha pavitra che e viparItatA che. viSTAne ghaDe heya tene deve te pavitra thAya? dehane sAro gaNe, nAna karAve, dehanI saMbhALamAM khoTI thAya, dehamAM AnaMda nathI chatAM dehathI AnaMda mAne e badhI viparItatA che. jagatane sAruM dekhADavA AkhI jiMdagI gALe che, paNa lekanA kahevAthI kaMI hita na thAya. pitAne mATe karavuM che. leka mUke pika. jema jema nirmaLatA vadhe tema tema avadhi, mana:paryava Adi jJAna thAya che, paNa kSapazamabhAva hovAthI paDavAne bhaya che. khAsa jarUrI che thatajJAna che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI aneka prakAranI vicitratA che. pahelAM darzana meha maMda karavAne che. pachI samakita thAya che. e vinA badhuM avaLuM che. mehanIya karmanA be bheda che eka darzanamehanIya ane bIjuM cAritramehanIya. pahelAmAM pahelAM viparItatA TALavI. jIva anityane nitya mAne che, dekhAya che te emanuM ema rahevAnuM nathI chatAM sAcuM mAne che. kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya jAya che ane

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184 bedhAmRta huM moTo thAuM chuM ema mAne che! jema che tema mAnavAnuM che. AtmAne AtmA, zarIrane zarIra, nityane nitya, pitAnuM nahIM tene para ane pitAnuM tene pitAnuM mAne. eTaluM thAya te samyadarzana che. mumukSu-e samyakatva tAkIdathI kema thAya? uttara-sAvadhAna thavuM, gAphala na rahevuM. jevuM che tevuM mAnavuM tema ja jevuM. "mukhya aMtarAya hoya to te jIvano anizcaya che." (826). nizcaya kare te pachI tenA upAya zeLe. kema thatuM nathI ? ema che. kAma karavuM hoya tenI kALajI rAkhe te vaheluM thAya. vyApArAdimAM kALajI rAkhe che paNa dharmamAM kALajI kema nathI rAkhatA? kema tamArA dahADA UThayA che?" ema prabhuzrIjI vAraMvAra Thapako ApatA. saMsArI kAmanI nakAmI AgaLathI ciMtA kare che. Akho divasa emAM ja gALe che. agAuthI phikara kare te "anavasara ArtadhyAna che." (para7). je kAma je vakhate jarUra paDe te vakhate tenI ciMtA kare te avasara ArtadhyAna che. mumukSu--"AregyatA, mahattA, pavitratA ane pharaja" (2-73). eTale zuM ? uttara-AregyatA mATe khAvApIvAmAM viveka rAkho. khAvAnuM karatAM pahelAM vicAra rAkha. jIbhanA svAdane laIne apathya na khAya, vadhAre na khAya. khAvA mATe jIvavuM nathI. saMsAramAM je kaMI mahattA kahevAtI hoya tene kalaMka na lAge tevI rIte varte. pitAnI pharaja je kAma karavAnI hoya te cUke nahIM. vivekabuddhithI vartavAnuM che. pavitratA eTale de dekhIne TALavA. pavitra puruSanuM smaraNa, ethI pavitra thavAya che. jevA thavuM hoya tevAne saMbhAravA. pavitratA oLakhavI. malina bhAve ane malina vartanathI DaratA rahevuM. vivekI jIva mULa vastu para lakSa rAkhe che. kRpALudeve "puSpamALAmAM vacana lakhyAM che, te bahu gaMbhIra che. dareka jamAnAmAM kaI kaI mahApuruSa thAya che. pa6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 8, 2008 saMsAranA bhAva choDI ahIM AzramamAM rahevuM muzkela che. bhAgyazALI hoya tene ahIM game che. ahIM ghaNuM Ave che paNa keIkane game che. mAjazekhathI udAsa thAya tyAre bhakti game. prIti anaMtI para thakI, je te De hote joDe eha ke, parama puruSathI rAgatA, ekatA ho dAkhI guNageha ke." (de. 1) saMsArane meha choDe e moTI vAta che. be rastA che. mane rathane khADo pUravA jAya te purAya nahIM. puruSa maLe tyAre phare che. kAle vAta AvI hatI ke pahelAM rAjavaibhava bhagavyA paNa chevaTe sAdhvI maLI tyAre zAMti thaI. egya jIva hoya tene lAge ke mArA mATe kahe che. A kALamAM ArAdhaka jIva DAka hoya che. jI virAdhaka che. karmabhAva daDha thaI gayuM che. virAdhanA kare che, ArAdhanAnI khabara nathI. kALa paDate Ave che. AyuSya, dharmabhAvanA, paramArthabhAvanA ochI thatI jAya che. kaMIka paramArthanI jijJAsAye nathI. ghaNe satsaMga thAya tyAre lAge ke A paramArtha che.

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saMgraha 4 185 mumukSu--deza, kALa, mitra e saghaLAMnA vicAra satra manuSye A prabhAtamAM svazakti samAna karavA ucita che." (2-88). eTale zu? pUjayazrI--kayA deza che? kayA kALa che ? kayuM kSetra che? tenA vicAra karIne kAma karavAnuM che. savAramAM UDI vicAravuM ke A paMcamakALamAM zuM zuM karavA cegya che ? kAma karavAmAM zakti AdikanA, sahAyaka mitrane, badhAnA vicAra karavera vicAra karIne kAma kare te hitakArI thAya. kRpALudevanAM vacanA agAdha che. mADhe kayo hAya tA kaiI divasa sphurI Ave. paramA enA gaDana che. badhAMya zAstronA sAra emAM che. vacaneAnI upAsanA kare teA hAthamAM Ave. adhaya zAstro, AkhI dvAdazAMgI emAM samAya che. jJAnanuM agAdhapaNu khabara paDe tyAre huM kaI na jANu" ema thAya. anaMta jJAnanI AgaLa meM zuM jANyu che? sat vastu vinA adhu kalpita che. je kalpita tenu mA'Atmya zuM ? kalpitanuM mAhAtmya lAge che, tethI sat samajAtuM nathI. 'jJAnI jANe che, huM kaI na jANu' ema thAya tyAre samajAze. 'huM jANu chuM' e abhimAnanA kAMTA che, tyAM sudhI vinaya na Ave. e AvyA vinA samakita na thAya. 57 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 10, 208 prazna-kRpALudevane saM. 1944 mAM samyagdana hatuM? pUjayazrI--meAkSamALAmAM keTaleA mahimA che! kRpALudeve lakhyu che ke ajJAnayeAgIpazuM te! A deDa dharyo tyArathI ja nahIM hAya." (450). samyaktva vinA evI meAkSamALA lakhAya ja nahIM. prazna-utpAda--thaya--dhruva eTale zu? pUjyazrIe tripadI che. mahAvIra bhagavAne gautamane kahI hatI. e syAdvAda che. AtmA paNa vastu che. AtmA dravye nitya che. paryAyaSTie AtmAnA utpAdavyaya che. kAI manuSya marI devamAM jAya teA manuSyaparyAyanA vyaya, devaparyAyanI utpatti ane jIva avarUpe sthira rahyo. dravyadaSTithI vastu sthira che, paryAyaSTithI asthira che. utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvya, ene vicAra kare teA cha padanI zraddhA thAya. vastu javA AvavAthI zeka na karavA. ha zAka karave e ja janmamaraNanu kAraNa che. prazna--triguNurahita' eTale zu? pUjayazrI--sattva, rajas ane tamas e traNa guNNA kahevAya che. khIjAne duHkha devAnA bhAva te tameNu che, peAtAne meAjazeAkha karavAnI vRtti te roguNa che, ane je bhAve mekSanA kAmamAM Ave sAdhutA, sajjanatA te sattvaguNa che. e maSA zubhAzubha bhAve che, te sArI khATI gatinAM kAraNa che. e traNethI AtmA rarhuita che. zuddhabhAvathI meAkSa che. tAmasIvRtti ane rAjasIvRtti beya azubha che. sAttvikavRtti e zubhabhAva che. zuddhabhAva samakitIne Ave che. sukha AtmAmAM che. paththaramAM jema mUrti katarAyelI hAya tema samitIne AtmA sukhasvarUpa che ema kAtarAI gayuM che. tethI paravastunI tRSNA nathI, 24

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bodhAmRta 58 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 11, 2008 jAgyA tyArathI savAra. ApaNe je zIkhyA nathI te zIkhavAnuM che. satsaMga hoya te darekane pitAnuM hita karavuM che ema lAge. dharma "AtmavicAra- kartavyarUpa" che, dharma zuM te samajAvyuM ane samajaNanI prathama jarUra che, bhajavAnuM te pachI. samajaNathI paLAya che ema lAge tyArathI dharma pAmya kahevAya. e kartavya lAgyuM nathI. paisA kamAvA e kartAvya lAge che, paNa mAre AtmavicAra-kartavyarUpa dharma kare che ema nathI lAgatuM. puNya hoya tyAre sAcI vastu hAthamAM Ave che. sarva jIva pratye samAna daSTi rAkhavI, e kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. bahu muzkela che. AtmA eALakhAya tyAre samadaSTi rahe. pa9 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 15, 2008 unmAda eTale dharmanuM abhimAna te paNa pramAda che. ALasa kaSAya e badhA pramAda che. badhe sAcavavAnuM che. dharma na kare teya khoTuM ane dharma karI abhimAna kare teya khoTuM che. dharmamAM DhIla karavA jevuM nathI. dharmamAM Adara rAkhavAno che. dharmamAM abhimAna karavA jevuM nathI. jyAM jayAM je je che, tahAM samajavuM te; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmAthI jana eha." roTalI tavA upara baLI na javA devI ane kAcI paNa na rAkhavI. dharma karIne, ta5 karIne pAchuM abhimAna kare ke meM tapa karyuM, huM tapasvI chuM te khoTuM che ane dharma na kare teya khoTuM che. kRpALudevanAM vacane moDhe karIe. AgaLa guNa karaze. AtmAnA vicAranI garaja jAge te pachI meDhe kareluM kAma Ave. Atmasiddhi, cha padane patra ene AdhAre AtmavicAra thAya. pUrvanA saMskArI hoya tene te vAraMvAra emAM vRtti jAya ane vicAraNuM jAge. javane madada maLe te pite cAlatAM zIkhI jAya. bAra bhAvanA vAMcI paNa meha na jAya tyAM sudhI vicAra jAge nahIM. bIjI vastuomAM meha hoya tyAM sudhI AtmA na samajAya. vairAgyanI bahu jarUra che. bIjI gatimAM na bane. A manuSyabhavamAM thAya evuM che. mahApuruSanA jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM zIkhavAnuM hoya che. kRpALudevane AThamA varSe jAtismaraNa thayuM, tethI AgaLa je mahApuruSe maLelA, bedha sAMbhaLe tenuM smaraNa thayuM ane tethI karIne jIvana pavitra banAvyuM. kRpALudevanuM ekanuM eka vacana vAMcIe te navuM navuM lAge, navA vicAre skure. eka eka patra vAMcIe te AtmAmAM AnaMda Ave. "sapuruSanA eka eka vAkyamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che." (1966) jema jema artha kare, vicAre tema tema anaMta artha, anaMta bhAva bharelA che e samajAya che. vIza deharA roja bhaktipUrvaka bhaNe te keTalAMya pApa khasI jAya. huM moTe' ema abhimAna thAya che, paNa AmAM adhamAdhama kahyuM che. laghutA Ave evuM che. jJAna anaMta che. huM kaMI jANatuM nathI, evuM rAkhavuM. sAgaramAMthI TIpA jeTaluM paNa jJAna rahyuM nathI. AtmasiddhimAM bahu suMdara bhAva che. kaMIka vairAgya haya, janmamaraNane trAsa lAgyuM hoya, saMsAramAM sukha nathI, sAcI vastu AtmA che, AtmA jANave che, AtmA jANyA vinA keIne mekSa

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saMgraha je 187 na thAya ema lAge tyAre e siddhAMtabedha pariName. 60 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 1, 2008 badhuM svapnA jevuM che. Aje che te kAle nahIM. jyAM sudhI jIvavuM che tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM kAma karI levuM. kRpALudevane zuM kahevuM che, te samajI levuM. puruSane vega e lahAvo maLe che. tene vAraMvAra saMbhAra. A bhavamAM e vega maLe che, te je te nathI. lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. jJAnIne vega thaye te saphaLa thAya evuM karavAnuM che. maMtra e AtmA che. jevuM tevuM nathI. bIja che. e ApaNe piSavAnuM che. bhUle tyArathI phera gaNa. dharmanAM phaLa bahu mIThAM che. maraNa vakhate maMtra ghaNuM kAma Avaze. mATe ArAdhanA karavI. jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karatAM deha choDa che. khaMbhAtamAM tribhuvanabhAInuM zarIra barAbara nahetuM, tyAre manamAM teone thavA lAgyuM ke A deha chUTI jaze, mATe mAre zuM karavuM? mAre satsaMga nathI, ema thavA lAgyuM. tyAre huM tyAM gaye. temaNe mane kahyuM ke huM zuM karuM? "parama guru nigraMtha" javuM ke "AtamabhAvanA bhAvamAM jIva lahe kevalajJAna re" japuM? chevaTe mAre zuM karavuM? temane kRpALudeva pAsethI maMtra nahIM maLe. pachI meM prabhuzrIjInuM kaheluM "sahajAmasvarUpa paramaguru" japavAnuM kahyuM. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke "A te kRpALudeva mArA mATe ja lakhI gayA che!" maratAM sudhI teonI vRtti tema ja rahI hatI. 61 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 8, 2002 bIjAM kAma te jIva kare che, paNa jarUranuM sAthe Ave evuM bhaktinuM kAma nathI karate. bhaktinA saMskAra che te jevA tevA nathI. sAcuM bIja hoya te palaTe nahIM. mahApuruSanuM oLakhANa thAya te kaI divasa ThekANuM paDe. yathAtathya oLakhe te samyaktva thAya che. sAcI vastu pratye anAdikALathI jIva Sa karato Avyo che. karma baMdhAya che, tethI deha dhAraNu kare che, bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che. "mArAthI nathI thatuM, paNa A che te sAruM" ATale bhAva thaye te meDe vahele e bhaNuM valaNa thaze. vahetI gaMgAmAM hAtha dheyA te kAma thaI jAya. saddaSTi dharma pratye thAya te hitakArI che. saMskAra paDelA hoya te vahelA meDA Uge. bhaktinA saMskAra jevA tevA nathI. sArI vastu sArI lAge te ene lAbha thAya. mahA puNyane udaya hoya te ene sAcA dharma pratye ruci thAya che. keIne kazuM hAthamAM rahevAnuM nathI. badhuM mUkIne javAnuM che. 62 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 5, 2008 mana jItavA mATe Indriye chatavI. Indriye jItavA mATe svAdendriya pahelAM jItavI. lakSa rAkhIne alpa paNa AjJA ArAdhe te AgaLa vadhe. pitAnI meLe jIve bANuM karyuM che, paNa jJAnInI AjJAe kare te kAma Ave. dhyeya vagaranuM kAma karavuM te nakAmuM che. zuM karavuM che te jIvane khabara nathI. dahADA kADhe che. A ja karavuM che, janmamaNa choDavA mATe karavuM che evuM ene thatuM nathI. je je mahApuruSe thaI gayA che, teoe pahelo

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188 bodhAmRta nizcaya e karyo ke jagatamAMthI uttama vastu hoya te prApta karavI che. ene mATe baLa joIe che. puruSArtha kare te thAya. jIvane uttama dazA prApta karavI che ema ene thAya te AgaLa vadhe. badhAnuM kAraNa satsaMga che. satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLavA maLe tethI ruci jAge te vaheluM moDuM kare. dekhAdekhI dharma na kare. dAna karI dharma mAne che, paNa jJAnI kahe che ke pahele satsaMga kara. temAM sAMbhaLavuM, nakakI karavuM. satsaMgamAM potAne je karavAnuM che te ja sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe che, AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI maLe che. ghaNuM zAstro vAMcavA karatAM satsaMgathI vadhAre lAbha che. satsaMga e pahelAmAM pahele ane sahelAmAM sahele che. pitAnA deSa satsaMgamAM jaNAya che. jJAnInI AjJA uThAve te lAbha thAya. AtmajJAnanuM kAraNa bhakti che. A kALamAM kRpALudeva alaukika puruSa thaI gayA che. Aja sudhI game teTaluM karyuM hoya te bhUlI jaI have mAre jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavI che ema kare to ghaNuM kAma thAya evuM che. sadgurunI prApti thaI che te have AjJA ArAdhavAnI che, e lakSa rAkha. badhuM svapnA jevuM che. jJAnIne upadeza, AjJA, jIvane AdhArarUpa che. mana pasaMda kare evuM na mAnavuM. mananuM mAnavuM e svachaMda che. jJAnInuM kahevuM mAnavuM che. manarUpI azva upara java beThe che, e ene game tyAM tANI jAya che, ene thakAvavAnuM che. mana jJAnInAM vacanamAM rekAya te deDadeDa karavI choDI de. mana jJAnInAM vacanamAM lIna thAya enuM nAma anubhava che. vastu vicArata dhyAvate, mana pAme vizrAma; rasa svAdata sukha Upaje, anubhava thAke nAma." (nATaka samayasAra) eka vANiyuM hatuM. tene lAgyuM ke kAma to ghaNuM che ane gumAstA thaDA che, mATe kaiI devane vaza karuM. pachI teNe ArAdhanA karI. tenI ArAdhanAthI deva prasanna thayA ane kahyuM ke kAma batAva, nahIM te khAI jauM. teNe kahyuM, himAlayathI vAMsa laI Ava. te laI Avyo. pachI navare hoya tyAre caDhavA-UtaravAnuM kAma batAvyuM. evuM A mana che. tene sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtramAM rAkhavuM te thAke, nahIM te nahIM thAke. 63 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 6, 2008 icchA e ja jagata che. icachAno nAza thAya te paramapadaprApti thAya. dehanI ciMtA karavAthI kaMI na thAya. "suMdara ciMtA mata kara, tuM kara brahmavicAra; zarIra sapa prArabdhakuM, jyu lehA kuTe luhAra." zarIranuM jema thavuM hoya tema thAo. ApaNuM kAma AtmavicAra karavAnuM che. prArabdhane AdhIna zarIra che, puruSArthane AdhIna AtmavicAra che. na kare te e AtmavicAra paDyo rahe. jagatanI mehinImAM phasAvuM nahIM. jAgRta jAgRta rahevAnI jarUra che. strImAM mehita thaye te pachI viveka AvA muzkela che. kAmI jane duHkhI che, saMte sukhI che. saMteyarUpI jhADane ukheDanArI tRNuM che. raNane jIte te zuravIra nahIM, paNa manane

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saMgraha 4 jIte te zUravIra che. mananI sAthe laDavAnuM che. maratI vakhate kaI kuTuMbIo kAma nahIM Ave. keI haMmezAM rahe e padArtha nathI, te tene AdhAre A jIva paDI rahyo che? vairAgya joIto hoya te maraNane saMbhAravuM. zAMta mana hoya tyAM sukha che. yauvanavaya satpuruSArthane gya che. pachI thaze nahIM. viSaye jhera jevA che. viSa khAdhuM hoya te eka bhava mare, paNa viSaye te bhabhava mAre che. 64 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 9, 2008 vAcana karavuM hoya te saddagurune saMbhArIne karavuM. dareka kAma karatAM, khAtAM pItAM, UThatAM besatAM sadgurune saMbhAravA. keI alpa paNa kAma karatAM puruSane rAMbhAravA. kazuM IcchavuM nathI. jene chUTavuM che teNe rAgadveSa na karavA. navAM karma na baMdhavA. jUnAM bhogavI laI cAlyA javuM. IcchA na karIe te navAM karma na baMdhAya. udAsInabhAve bhogavI nAMkhavAM. jJAnavicArathI jJAna thAya che, AtmA pragaTa thAya che. satsaMga karavAnuM che. je saMga kare te jIva thaI jAya che. AtamabhAvanA thAya te meha kSaya thAya. pachI maha pharIthI na thAya. je jIvane nizcaya che ke ATaluM jIvana AtmakalyANamAM gALavuM che, tene bodha pariNAma pAme che. evuM na hoya to kyArA sudhI pANI na pahoMce. "anaMtavAra dehane arthe AtmA gALe che. je deha AtmAne arthe gaLAze te dehe AtmavicAra janma pAmavA gya jANI, sarva devArthanI kalpanA choDI daI eka mAtra AtmArthamAM ja teno upayoga karavo, e mumukSu jIvane avazya nizcaya joIe." (719) evuM jene thAya tene baMdha pariNAma pAme. zabda kAma na kare, AtmA kAma kare che. ziyALane munie bodha Apyo tethI ziyALe rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo. tyAMthI rArA bhAve dehatyAga karI prItikara zeTha, muni thaI kSe gayA. (pravezikA-44) aMdarathI AtmA phare tyAre thAya. bAkI to moTAM moTAM bhASaNa Ape paNa pite aMdarathI kero rahI jAya che ("laghuyogavAsiSTha-sAranA vAcana prasaMge ) 6pa zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 11, 2008 jJAnInI AjJAthI vAMce te lAbha thAya. koI tatvajJAna mAge te kahevuM ke agAsa jAo. tyAM jJAnInI AjJAthI maLaze. jJAnInI AjJAthI lAbha che. ApaNuM hita thAya tevuM karavuM che. jJAnInI AjJA keI paNa jIva pAme e lakSa rAkhave, nahIM to ApaNe vacce patharA jevA thayA. jJAnInI AjJAthI vizeSa lAbha che. game te gokhavAnuM hoya tenA artha pahelAM vicAravA, pachI gekhavuM te ApaNane gokhatAM vicAra Ave. jema ApaNane vicAra Uge tema karavuM. aMjanAra ADhi sAta vyasananA sevanArA paNa kevaLajJAna pAmyA che. pharI jAya te pharI jAya. sthUlibhadra bAra varSa vezyAne ghera rahyA, paNa pharI gayA te pharI gayA. pachI comAsuM tyAM ja rahyA paNa kaI divase sAmuM joyuM nahIM. sajajana hoya che te janmathI ja nirdoSa hoya che. da bhaNI vRtti jAya ja nahIM. - jenuM mana zAMta thayuM che, tene IcchA thatI nathI, dekhe eTaluM ja. saMsAramAM cAra gatimAM kyAMya sukha nathI. badhe dukha ne duHkha ja che. pharI janmavA jevuM nathI, ema jene

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190 bedhAmRta vairAgya thAya, Asakti chUTe te bhAgyazALI che. caude rAjalekamAMthI kaI vastu AkarSI zake nahIM, tene bhavaverAgya kahe che. jJAnI kahe che ke ame navarA nathI. karavuM heAya te pUche, nakAmA khATI na kare. khIjA kAma jema kALajIpUrvIka kare tema dharma' paNu karavA. dhama karavA hAya tA dhanA vicAra karavA. vicAra na kare te dhama na thAya. bIjA kAma tanatADathI kare che, tema A dharmAM paNa karavAnA che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke khIjAM kAmamAM kALajI rAkheA che ane A dhamA~nA kAmamAM AvuM kare che! tamArA dI UThayA che? ema prabhuzrIjI vaDhatA. jene satpuruSanA sega nathI maLyA te te khIjI vastunI icchA kare, paNa ce thayA chatAM pakaDa na kare te teA UlaTA durbhAgyazALI che; Asakti na thAya te bhAgyazALI che. zama, vicAra, sateSa ane satsaMga e mokSanA dvArapALa che. mumukSu hAya teNe e vastu saMgrahavI joIe. sAMbhaLavA ceAgya eka AtmA che. bIjI vastu zu sAMbhaLavI ? bIjI ene kAne paNu game nahIM ema karavAnuM che. AtmA saMbaMdhI sAMbhaLyuM hoya te manana karavuM, dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. AtmA sAMbhaLe, manana kare ane karma baMdhAya evuM na kare te mekS jAya. nira'tara AtmAnA abhyAsa cAlu rahe eve avicchinna abhyAsa joI e--vacce tUTe nahIM evA abhyAsa karavAnA che. peAte caigyatA meLavI, pachI sadgurunA vacanane ane zAstrane meLavIne tapAsavuM. e badhA emAM sAkSI pUre te AtmAnA anubhavamAM bhUla na rahe. jene saMsArI jIveAnA samAgama priya lAge ane zAstra upara ruci nathI teNe saghaLuM khAyuM, tadna kheAyuM. saMsAra kevaLa duHkharUpa che, temAM mAtra anaMta duHkha ja che. anaMta du:kha nAma saukhya prema tyAM vicitratA." je sukha kahevAya che, te paNu duHkha ja che. duHkhane sukha kahe che, tyAM dRSTi karavA jevu nathI. jyAM AkuLavyAkuLatA hoya tyAM sukha kayAMthI hAya? du:kha ja che. AtmA bIjI vastuothI asaga che. peAtAnu' jJAna te vivekajJAna che. vivekamAM e spaSTa bhinna jaNAya che : satya ane asatya. pachI abhyAsa karavAnA che. e vastu judI jaNAya temAM eka grahaNa karavAnI ane eka tyAgavAnI hAya che. je vastu sat che, hitakArI che tenA abhyAsa karavA. je vastu satya nathI te tarapha vairAgya rAkhavA. samajavu e kaI vikaTa vAta nathI. 5 samaje tA sahaja meAkSa che, nahIM teA anaMta upAye paNa nathI." (537), samajaNu pahelAM karavAnI che pachI emAM sukha evuM teA maLaze ke paranI jarUra nahI paDe. AtmAnuM sukha zAzvata che. AtmA zAzvata che te sukha paNa zAzvata che. pahelAM kaSAya maMda karavAnA che. saMteSa Ave te lAbha jAya. badhA pUnA sa MskAra bALI nAkhavA. huM kaMI jANatA nathI, e karavAnu che. khadhAnuM mULa vizvAsa che. 'zradvA parama duSkA'zama hoya te enI icchA zamAI jAya. trividha tApa lAge nahIM. adhi vyAdhi upAdhi na rahe. Adhi eTale mana saMbaMdhI duHkha, vyAdhi eTale zarIra saMbaMdhI duHkha ane upAdhi eTale pravRttie e traNe duHkha denAra che. samaSTi thaI jAya te kharu' svarUpa pragaTa thAya. "sarvAtmamAM samaSTi gho, A vacanane hRdaye lakhA." zama upAya che, davA che. zamane

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saMgraha 4 abhyAsa paDe te Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi traNe jAya. mokSane mArga sukharUpa che. mumukSatA Ave tyArathI sukha prApta thavA lAge che. zamarUpI kavaca pahere te vA jevuM bANa Ave teya lAge nahIM. aMdarathI zItaLIbhUta rahe che. jagatamAM game tevA tephAna hoya paNa enuM aMtara zAMta che. zama thavA mATe nirmaLa buddhi joIe. karmanI malinatA dUra karI AtmAne jete Ave te nirmaLa buddhi thAya. zama tenI pAse che ke jene game tevA prasaMgamAM rAgadveSa na thAya. game tevI Apatti Ave, lAMbI hoya, temAM dhIraja rAkhe te zAMtine varanAra che. te ja zAMta rahI zake che. thoDuM thoDuM te sahana karanArA ghaNuM che, paNa TheTha sudhI TakI rahevuM muzkela che game te udaya hoya te paNa halake vicAra na kare te zAMti rahI zake. dhIraja rAkhavI joIe. aMtaramAM zAMta nigraMtha, bahAra gRhastha AcAra dekhADe bahu muzkela, vyavahAramAM rahevuM ne zAMti rAkhavI bahu muzkela che. enAmAM je zAMti hoya te bIjA jene paNa zAMti thAya ane thoDIka vAra Adhi vyAdhi upAdhi bhUlI jAya che. AryapuruSe zamane sAcave che. e ja kAma laI maMDe. e ja kAmanuM che. ["laghuyogavAsiSTha-sAra" vaMcAtAM ] 66 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 12, 2008 prajJAne chINI jevI kahI che. lAkaDuM phADe tyAre pahelAM vaLa joIne pachI chINI mAre te be bheda thaI jAya. tema AtmAnAM lakSaNa ane jaDanAM lakSaNa tapAsI vacce prajJA eTale vicArarUpI chINuM mAre te bhedajJAna thAya. meha che te zAtA azAtA badhAmAM mUMjhave che. sadvicAra mehane dUra kare che. azAtAmAM kheda na kare, zAtAmAM harSa na kare, e saduvicArane guNa che. " nA tu karatAM munine jyAre vicAra jAge tyAre kevaLajJAna pAmyA. jyAre tyAre vicAra karaze tyAre ThekANe paDaze. avicAradazA che te nidrA jevI che. avicArane laIne mana bhame che. vicAra nathI jAgyA tyAM sudhI jIva anitya vastuomAM meha kare che. rAtadivasa cetavAnuM che ke avicAramAM na javAya. avicArathI lAMbu karma baMdhAya, tethI rakhavuM paDe. AtmavicAra mUke te avicAra Ave. durjana che te duHkhanI kaThI che. durjanane saMga kare te jIva AphatamAM paDI jAya. de thaI jAya, enA karatAM paNa devIne (durjanane) saMga kare e vadhAre kharAba che. durjanane saMga te asatsaMga che jIvanmuktane saMga te satsaMga che. satsaMgathI nirbhaya thavAya che. vicArathI badhuM pamAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya Adi je AvaraNa che te vicArathI TaLe che. vicAra jAge te AkhuM jagata asAra lAge. tethI vitarAgatA Ave che, niSkAma sthiti thAya. jIvanmuktanuM mana che te pUrNapadane Ieche che, pUrNapadanI chAyA temAM dekhAya che. e rAgadveSa karatuM nathI. tyAM AgaLa manane avalaMbana pUrNapadanuM che. dhyAnamAM mana pUrNapadamAM rahe che. eTale pUrNa pada tyAM enuM avalaMbana che. ene rAgAdi thAya nahIM, IcchAya nathI thatI. A jagata hAlatuM cAlatuM dekhAtuM nathI, paNa ene kASThatRNavat AkhuM jagata lAge * daipAyana muninuM daSTAnta

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192 AdhAmRta che. viSayeAnI utsukatA nathI. tRSNA rahI nathI. A sAru' che, A khATu che' e manamAMthI nIkaLI gayuM che. mana zAMta thayuM che. UMghamAM mana mUDha che, vicAra karI zakatuM nathI. svapnamAM meDa hoya che, jAgRtimAM mUMjhavaNa-iSTa aniSTa rahe che. nidrA, svapna, jAgRta e traNethI enI judI avasthA che. bhava kAne karavA paDe che? huM kANu chuM? e vicAro. badhuM karIne e karavuM che. vicAra che te badhe praveza kare che. kAIthI khaLe nahI. patinI paNa pAra jAya. sadvicAra che te paramAnaMdanu mULa che. vicAra e ja AtmA che. pramAda iMDIne ene seve, vicAra kare. 67 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 13, 2008 AtmAnu lakSaNa upayoga che. e khIjA koImAM na maLe. e uparAMta khIjA ghaNA guNA AtmAnA che. vastune yathA eLakhavI hAya tyAre cAre bAjuthI eLakhavI. enA guNAthI ALakhavI, lakSaNuthI ALakhavI ane ene anubhava karavA ke A mAruM svarUpa che. je AtmArUpa thayA te lakSaNa, guNu ane vedanathI thayA che. jene e badhAnA anubhava thaye che. evA je sadguru te AtmA che. AtmA ke sadguru eka ja che. pUrvInA jIvane je AgrahA che tethI jJAnIneA beAdha samajAtA nathI, AtmAnuM bhAna na haiAya tyAMsudhI bIjI lpanAe rahe che. sAcA khyAla AvatA nathI. jene AtmA jANavA hAya teNe 'huM kaI jANatA nathI' ema karI pachI jJAnIne zaraNe javuM. vicAra hAya tA indriyenuM svarUpa samajAya, ane viSayanuM svarUpa paNa samajAya. pariNAma zuM Avaze ? te paNa samajAya. meAkSanA cAra dvArapALa kahyA cheH zama, vicAra, sateSa ane satsaMga, mekSe javu' heAya te e cAra dvArapALane laI ne javu paDe. kaSAya hAya te pesavA na de. zama Ave tyAM kaSAya jAya. jagata duHkharUpa che evA sadvicAra karyAM na hAya teA dvAramAM pesatAM zake ke jAe AtmavicAra karIne AveA, trIje dvArapALa satoSa che. leAbha na jAya tyAM sudhI meAkSa na thAya. cAtheA dvArapALa satsaMga che. satsaMga na karyo hAya te mAkSe javAya nahIM. e cAre hAya te! mekSamAM javAya. jJAnInAM vacanemAM ati zama hAya che. e vacana sAMbhaLIne mana ekAgra thAya che; mAre mATe kahe che, ema thAya che. pachI emAM sthiratA thAya. kaSAya maMda paDe tethI buddhi nimala thAya che. AhAramAM eka AcAya maLyA hatA. temaNe mane pUchyuM ke tamAru dhyeya zuM che? meM kahyuM- meAkSa. temaNe kahyuM, meAkSa te A kALamAM che nahIM. meM kahyuM, "te Ape dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI ?" temaNe kahyuM. " khIjA jIvAne devagatie mokalavA mATe. A kALamAM meAkSa nathI, mATe puruSau zA mATe karavA ?'' puruSArtha karavA nathI, tethI ema kahe che. meATA puruSAe je je duHkha AvyAM te samatA rAkhI sahana karyAM che. samakita cheDyuM nathI. evI vAte vicAravI, sAMbhaLavI. vAsanA jAya te janmamaraNa jAya. sadgurunI AjJAe vate te A kALamAM meAkSa thAya. paNa ene

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saMgraha 4 183 pramAda kare che. tethI A kALamAM mekSa nathI ema kahe che. vicAradazA Ave te je puruSArtha kare che te saphaLa thAya. vicAradazA AvyA pachI kuvicAra na Ave. AtmA Ama tema bhame nahIM. vicAra e bhUmikA che. sthiratA che te vicAradazA che. saMteSathI sukha thAya. saMteSa hoya te pitAnA karmarUpa zatrune haNavAne puruSArtha kare che. saMteSa Ave te sukhI rahe. "saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI." saMteSI sthira manavALo thAya che, tethI zAMta hoya che. traNa lekanuM rAjya ene tRNa jevuM lAge che. sakala jagata te eThavata, athavA svapna samAna; te kahiye jJAnIdazA, bAkI vAcA-jJAna." saMteSarUpI amRtanuM pAna karanArane jagata ane jagatanAM sukhe jhera jevAM lAge che. je prApta nathI thayuM tenI IcchA na kare, maLeluM che te rahevAnuM nathI, ema jANe, harSazeka na kare te saMteSI che. - caMdramAnA prakAzathI badhAM kamaLa saMkecAya, paNa sUryanAM kiraNe aDe tyAre khIlI UThe, tema saMteSathI enuM mana zItaLa thAya ane jJAna thAya tyAre vadhAre zAMti thAya. jenA manamAM AzA rahyA kare che, tene jJAna na thAya. tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna." tyAgavairAgya na hoya tene jJAna na thAya. puruSArtha kare te pUrNa AtmA thAya. AtmAmAM jJAnAdi anaMta catuSTaya che, e ghaNuM che, paisA TakAnI jarUra nathI. AtmatRpta hoya tene AtmAnI badhI saMpatti maLe che. guNavAna puruSe sammata karelI samatA che, ene saMte name che. ["laghuyogavAsiSTha -sAra"nA vAcana prasaMge 68 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 14, 2008 A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM mane satsaMga maLe. satsaMgathI viveka eTale bhedajJAna thAya. A AtmA ane A deha e bheda paDe te mekSa thAya. ujajaDa jagyA paNa tene zahera karatAM vadhAre sArI lAge che, vipadU saMparUpa lAge che. moharUpI jhAkaLane uDADavAmAM satsaMga pavana jevuM che. game tevuM duHkha, muzkelI paDe, te paNa satsaMga taja nahIM. satsaMga maLyuM hoya tene tIrthAdi kaMI karavAnI jarUra nathI. jitedriya, saMzayarahita, dehAdhyAsarahita saMta maLe te pachI tapa-tIrthanuM kaMI mAhAmya rahetuM nathI. saMtasamAgama jene maLe che tene dhyeya nirmaLa thAya che. AtmA upAdeya lAge e enuM dhyeya che. zama, vicAra, saMteSa ane satsaMga e cAra mokSanA dvArapALa che. saMtoSa AvyuM te parama lAbha thAya che, satsaMga hoya te uttama gati thAya, vicArathI jJAna thAya ane zamathI abhaMga sukha prApta thAya che. zama e saMsAra taravA mATe vahANa jevo che. e Ave te bAkInA traNe Ave. manarUpI hAthIne jItIne e cAramAMthI eka paNa prApta kare. e cAremAM sArAmAM sAre satsaMga che. e kare te badhAya AvI jAya. satsaMga kara hoya te asatsaMga TALavuM joIe.

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badhAmRta manarUpI mahavana che. temAM vAsanArUpI nadI che. tene zubhAzubha be taTa che. enAthI vAsanAmAM jIva taNAya che. prayatna kare te e vAsanArUpI nadIne ullaMghI jAya. sArA vicAra AvyA pachI azubha taTa mUkIne zubha taTa para javAya che. (pUrvArdha samApta) vItye kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva." zubhAzubha bhAva chUTe te zuddhabhAva Ave. laghutA Ave te jIvamAM prabhutA Ave che. laghutA Ave te jIva kRpApAtra thAya che. kRpALudevanA yegathI aMte agI guNasthAna prApta thAya che. ladhutAmAM prabhutA vase, parama kRpAne vega; paramakRpALu devane, yoge smaruM aga. 1 (uttarArdha) dizAkALathI jenuM mApa nIkaLatuM nathI evA anaMta jJAnavALA siddhane namaskAra. huM baMdhAyela chuM ane kema chUTuM ? ema je vicAre che te A graMthane adhikArI che. jJAnIne ane ajJAnIne e graMtha gya nathI. jJAnIne jarUra nathI ane ajJAnI jijJAsA rahita hoya te pAtra nathI. prabhunI sAkSAt kRpA thAya tyAre jIvane satsaMga ke sazAstraga maLe. bhavarUpI sAgara oLaMgavAne sazuru nAvikarUpa che. anAdikALanA bhAgane maTADavA suvicAra e auSadha che. "auSadha vicAra dhyAna." huM zAthI janmamaraNa karuM chuM? duHkha sahana karuM chuM, te huM koNa chuM? ema pitAnuM svarUpa jANavAnA vicAra kare te- "jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nija jJAna; je jJAne kSaya meha thaI pAme pada nirvANa." saMta e jhADarUpa che. e saMta na hoya tyAM dinabhara rahevuM nahIM. jhADane jema phaLa ane chAyA che tema satsaMga che e chAyA che. enuM phaLa Ave te phaLa che. jIvane sadUguruyoge kaSAya zamI jAya che. manuSyabhava maLe che te mAtra AjIvikA mATe jAya e ThIka nahIM. kaMIka karavAnuM che. dehamAM mahemAna jevA AvyA chIe. divasa upara divaso jAya che. AyuSya cAlyuM jAya che. zuM karavA janmyA chIe ? A manuSyabhava zA arthe jAya che? e bahu vicAravA jevuM che. eka ghaDI, AdhI ghaDI, AdhImeM puni Adha; tulasI saMgata sAdhukI, hare koTI aparAdha." kaMI na bane te satsaMga kare. tethI cetavAnuM bane che. jIve pitAnI meLe ghaNuM karyuM che, paNa jJAnInI AjJAe kare to chUTavAnA kramamAM Ave. dharmane ekaDe jJAnInI AjJA che, jJAnIne eka bola paNa maratI vakhate yAda Ave te maraNa sudharI jAya. game haiyAM jJAnInA vacane kAma Ave che. jyAM jyAM jIvane vAsanA che tyAM tyAM janmavuM paDe che. mATe jJAnInAM vacanamAM citta rahe te enI vAsanA jAya. 69 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 0)), 2008 AtmAnA hitane mATe kaMI karavA jevuM che. jene kaMIka pUrvanA saMskAra hoya tene

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saMgraha 4 dharma vastu game. badhAnuM kAraNa satsaMga che. satsaMga joIe. A yuganA pradhAna puruSa zrImad rAjacaMdra A bhavamAM te ghaNuM karyuM che, paNa pUrva bhavanI kamANI paNa bahu hatI. ATha varSamAM emane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM. pahelAM sAMbhaLeluM, ArAdheluM yAda AvI gayuM. tetrIsa varSamAM ghaNuM kAma karyuM che. cha darzanane vicAra karI badhAmAM sauthI sAro dharma karyo che e nakkI karyuM. zrImad rAjacaMdra AjathI aDasaTha varSa pahelAM soLa varSanI ummare mekSamALA pustaka lakhyuM che. te vakhate temaNe ema jANyuM ke A kALamAM leke bhaNI bhaNIne dharmanI garaja rAkhe ema nathI. tethI vidyArthI mATe A pustaka lakhyuM che, te hAIskUlamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. dharma sabaMdhI zuM zuM jANavuM joIe te emAM che. manuSyabhavamAM puruSane vega thAya e bahu durlabhamAM durlabha vastu che. jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhAya teTalI manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA che. rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM keIkavAra manuSyabhava maLe che. temAM paNa puruSa maLavA, AjJA maLavI, ruci thavI durlabha che. jJAnanI alpa AjJA ArAdhe te sAthe Ave, bahu lAbha thAya. paisA TakA badhuM ahIM ja paDayuM rahe. jIvane A nAzavaMta vastuomAM eTale meDa che ke emAM ja citta ceTI rahe che. pAMca pacAsa varSa jIvavAnuM hoya, pachI maratI vakhate pazcAttApa kare. sikaMdare ghaNa laDAIo karI, deze jItyA, aDhaLaka dhana ekaThuM karyuM. chevaTe roga thaye. keTalAya vaidyo AvyA, keI maTADI na zakyA. pachI teNe pazcAttApa karyo. AvuM thavAnuM jANyuM nahotuM, nahIM te huM ATaluM badhuM zA mATe karata? sAthe Ave evuM kaMI na karyuM pachI bhaMDArIne bolAvI hIrA mANeka badhuM kaDhAvyuM. sikaMdaranI AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvavA lAgyAM. pachI teNe vicAryuM ke mAre te evuM thayuM, paNa have bIjA jIvo na bhUle evuM karavuM. te mATe teNe rAjyanA mANasane kahyuM ke huM maruM tyAre mane smazAne laI jatI vakhate mArA hAtha bahAra rAkhaje. jethI lokone lAge ke bAdazAha khAlI hAthe A ane khAlI hAthe gayo. ane vaLI kahyuM ke hakIme hoya tenAM khabhA upara mArI ThAThaDI mUke jethI lokone lAge ke ATalA badhA hakIma hovA chatAM marI gaye, hakImo kaMI na karI zakyA. ethI vairAgya thaze. paNa anArya deza eTale koIne evuM na lAgyuM. evuM ApaNuM na thAya e sAcavavuM. lakSa thaI jAya ke A ja karavuM che, te bhale AjIvikA mATe karavuM paDe, paNa navarAza maLe tyAre satsaMga kare. mAre mekSe javuM che evuM dhyeya hoya te e thAya. je saMga te raMga lAge. nivRttinI jarUra che. maraNanI khabara nathI ke jyAre Avaze? tema chatAM jIva dhAre ke A mAre karavuM che te karI zake. jIvanamAM zuM kAma karavuM che e pahelethI nakkI karyuM hoya te sAruM thAya, cakakasa thAya. jene puruSane yoga thayuM che, teNe kaika karatAM rahevuM. prabhuzrIjIne samAgama ApaNane maLe che e mahAbhAgya che. emaNe ApaNane smaraNamaMtra Apela hoya tenuM ja smaraNa karatA rahevuM.

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dhAmRta ["laghuyogavAsiSTha--sAra" vaMcatAM 70 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 3, 2008 satyaruSanuM kaheluM vacana ArAdhe te tethI puNya baMdhAya che. bhava karavA paDe che te kene karavA paDe che? huM koNa chuM? ene vicAra jAge to te saMsAraga maTADavAnuM auSadha che. jIvane suvicAraNA jAge te thoDuM kahyuM hoya te paNa ghaNA vicAra jAge. satsaMganA yege jIva hiMmatavALo thAya, ene kazI IcchA na rahe ane maraNanA prasaMge huM marate nathI ema thaI jAya. satsaMge jIvane Apad saMpadadhAma lAge. puruSo mauna thaI jAya te pachI bhavatApathI tapatA ja konuM zaraNa le? gya jIva hoya ane jJAnIne yoga thAya te temAM badhAM zAstro AvI jAya che. kharuM kAma ziSya karavAnuM che. puruSa eka nimittarUpa che. ziSyanI prajJA ja puruSane oLakhI le che. tIrthaMkara hatA te paNa pakaDIne AtmA batAvatA nahotA. zAstrothI paNa AtmA hAthe Ave ema nathI. pitAne potAnuM vedanA thAya tyAre eLakhANa thAya evuM che. svasaMvedanagocara padArtha che. arUpI padArtha che. bIjI kaLAo na saMbhAre te bhUlI jAya che, paNa jene AtmAnuM eALakhANa thayuM hoya tene divase divase vRddhi thatI jAya che. jJAnakaLA vadhyA kare che, jemake- "ogaNIsase ne suDatAlIsa, samakita zuddha prakANyuM re; zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhAsyuM ." caMdrakalAnI jema jJAnajyA vadhatI jAya che. gurunA vacanathI bhrAMti TaLe te AtmAnI prApti thAya. AtmA atyAre azuddha che, tene laIne karma baMdhAya che ane tethI paribhramaNa thAya che. AkAza Adi sarva padArthane jANanAre che te kadI mare e nathI, nitya che. bhIkha mAgavI sArI paNa ajJAnamAM rahevuM sAruM nathI. vyAdhi, pIDA e badhAM karatAM ajJAnane ghaNe bhaya che. "vicAravAna jIvane A saMsArane viSe ajJAna sivAya bIje kaI bhaya hoya nahIM." (537). e ajJAnane bhaya lAgato nathI! 71 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 4, 2008 - pitAnuM svarUpa che te avinAzI che, pAse ja che, dara lAge che, e ja jIvana meha che. AtmA AtmArUpe traNe kALa rahe evo che. bIjA padArtho bhAMgIne bhUko thAya, paNa AtmA traNe kALa rahe e che. jJAnamAM AkhuM jagata dekhAya che. jagata che te AtmArUpa lAge che; jJAna thAya te te AtmArUpa na lAge, bhinna lAge, bhrAMti TaLe, bhavabhramaNa paNa jAya. A maha bheganI vAsanAne laIne che. bheganI vAsanAthI prabaLa baMdha thAya che. bhegathI vAsanA TaLI jAya to tene upazamabhAva Ave. huM deharUpa nathI, dehanA bhaMga baMdhanarUpa che, ema lAge te vAsanAmAM taNAya nahIM. vAsanA TaLe tethI upazamabhAva Ave che, tethI mekSa thAya. brahmacaryavrata uddhAra kare evuM che. ["laghuyogavAsiSTha-sAra" vaMcatAM 72 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 5, 2008 AtmAnuM jJAna thAya te "AtmAthI sau hIna" lAge. bIje vRtti na jAya te samAdhi che. "jagata AtmArUpa mAnavAmAM Ave." (301). jJAnamAM badhuM bhAse che. jJAna

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17 che temAM game te vastu dekhAya. paNa jJAna jJAnasvarUpa ja che. pitAnA svabhAvane mUkIne jaDanA bhAva pratye jAya te vibhAvabhAva che. jJAnamAM je bhAse che te jJAnasvarUpa ja che, ema lAge te rAgadveSa na thAya. jeNe AtmA jANe che te paramAtmasvarUpanA avalaMbane jIvana gALe che. che je vitarAgane mAve che te paramAtmA thAya che. jJAnInAM vacanamAM vRddhi rahe te rAgadveSa chUTe. je rAgadveSa nathI karatA tene saMsAra sparzata nathI. brahmajJAna che tenI pAse deze AvatA nathI. agni jevuM brahmajJAna che. te doSane bALI nAkhe che. cAritrahane laIne kaSAranI pravRtti thAya paNa zraddhAmAM eNe sAcuM che te sAcuM jANyuM che. sphaTika sapheda che, te je saMga thAya tevuM dekhAya paNa te rUpa thAya nahIM, tema jJAnI karmaudaya sahita che, paNa rAgadveSa karatAM nathI, temAM raMgAI jatAM nathI. vyavahAramAM varte, paNa vRtti aMtaramAM rahe che. thAkelA jema mAMDa mAMDa kAma kare che tema jJAnIne karavuM paDe che, paNa emAM raMgAtA nathI. AtmAmAM e jAgRta rahe che, bIjA kAmamAM e UMghe che. eka AtmAne saMbhALe che, svarUpamAM lIna thAya che. senuM game teTale kALa kAdavamAM rahe, te paNa tene kATa na lAge, tema AtmajJAna thayA pachI keTI varSa saMsAramAM rahe te paNa malina na thAya. jJAna thavAthI mokSane AnaMda Ave che. ene paravastunuM mAhAtamya nathI. jJAnamAM jagata nathI, jagatathI rahita che. enuM aMtaHkaraNa joIe te jJAnathI bharapUra che. bIjuM kazuM nathI. AkhA jagatane jue paNa sAruM beTuM na lAge. jagate hoya paNa jANe UMghe che ema lAge, te nara mukta che. siddha bhagavAna jue che paNa teone kaMI levAdevA nathI. jenI zaMkAgraMthi, karmagraMthi bhedAI che, jene deha chatAM nirvANa che- mukta jevA che, enuM nAma jIvanmukta che. ahaMbhAvane lIdhe A badhI vAsanA thAya che, e ahobhAva TaLI jAya te kaI vAsanA rahetI nathI. huM deha nathI te vAsanA zAnI? vAsanA jAya te citta sthira thAya. baMdhu Adikane je taje che, bheganI vAsanA jenAmAM nathI, strI pratye jene abhAva dAMchA ghaNA hoya che, jene zatrumitra samAna che tene game te hoya tenA pratye samabhAva varte che. samabhAva che tene A bhavamAMya duHkha nathI, parabhAvamAM paNa duHkha nathI. samabhAva che tyAM mokSa che. hemacaMdrAcArya kahe che ke devaleka te ahIMthI Agho che, ane mokSa ethI paNa vadhAre dUra che, mATe mekSanI vAnagI joItI hoya te samabhAvamAM rahe, te ahIM ja mekSa che. - je rAgadveSa rahita rahe che te paramezvara che. jene kaI vastunI tRSNA nathI tethI tene upAdhimAM paNa samAdhi che. jene tRSNA nathI te siddha jevuM che. deha mAro che ema thAya tethI badhI upAdhi thAya. paravastune potAnI mAnI bese tyAM ene baMdha thAya che. manane A dazya padArthathI vimukha karI nAkhe, adazya je AtmA che tene dazya kare eTale temAM ja vRtti rAkhe te mekSanI samIpa che. (648) lekAMte mekSa nathI ke bhUtala upara mokSa nathI. jyAM tRSNa manamAMthI khasI tyAM mekSa che. jeTalI tRSNa vadhAre teTalA bhAva vadhAre.

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198 bAlAmRta A badhA AbhAsa manathI khasI jAya tyAM mana laya pAme, tyAM AgaLa mana zAMta thAya. mana laya thAya te paramAtmAsvarUpa prakAze che. te aDela dIvA jevuM che. mananI caMcaLatA e ja baMdha ane manane laya e ja mekSa. nirmaLa svabhAvamAM kaI doSa pesI zakatA nathI. ["laghuyogavAsiSTha-sAra" vaMcatAM] 73 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 6, 2008 badhAya satsamAgama Icche che. rasAyaNu khAya ane puSTa thAya tema satsaMgamAM ullAsabhAva Ave che. saMsAramAM rahevAthI bhaktine rasa na lAge te tarata satsaMga karavA AvavuM. saMsAranuM jhera UtarI jAya. satsaMgamAM pachI pAcho ullAsa Ave. AtmA manarUpa thaI saMkalpa-vikalpa kare che, kalpanArUpI pAMkha karI, pite pitAne jANyA vagara phara phara kare che. vibhAvanI aciMtya zakti che. saMkalpathI je utpanna kare che. e saMkalpa je samAI jAya, mana je aMtaramAM vaLe te laya thaI jAya. AtmavicAramAM rahe to bhava chUTI jAya. "kara vicAra te pAma." AtmavicAramAM jAya te AtmAnuM kAma thAya. ane saMsAramAM jAya te saMsAra UbhuM thAya. avicAramAM hoya tyAre jagatamAM mana bhame che. AtmavicAra jAgatA jagata khoTuM lAge che. manane jyAM game tyAM jAya che. e mana bhame che tyAre baMdhana thAya che. mana AtmavicAramAM Ave te laya thAya. mana jevuM che tevuM jagata che. Apa bhalA te jaga bhalA. mana je prakuTilata hoya te badhuM sAruM thAya. ene vaza karavuM hoya te jJAnIne bodha sAMbhaLe. mananI vAsanA-AsaktithI ja baMdha che. jyAM meha nIkaLI gaye tyAM mekSa che. viveka vairAgya hoya te vAsanA jAya. caMdrane vAdaLAM DhAMke che tema aMtaHkaraNane malina karanAra AzA che. aMtamukhavRtti thAya te AkhuM jagata zUnya lAge, brAMti jAya ane Indriye paNa rekAya. viSayavikAre na Indriya joDe, te IlAM pratyAhAra ." (pAMcamI daSTi) AtmAmAM vRtti rahe te ene pratyAhAra aMga pragaTa thAya. A sAruM che, A khoTuM che, A mAruM che vagere vikalpathI mana pAchuM ha, e vikalpa bhulAya te nirvikalpa samAdhi thAya. tyAM AgaLa mana laya thaI jAya. jAgrata hoya tyAre mana bhaTake che, svapnAvasthAmAM mUDha jevuM che ane nirAMte UMghe che tyAre maDadA jevuM che. e sivAya cethI ujAgaradazA che, te jJAna che. mananI azuddhatA kSaya thaI jAya te nirmaLa thAya. manamAM kaleza hoya tyAM sa sAra che, tyAM ja baMdha che. cittane Azraye badhI pravRtti thAya che. jeTalo puruSArtha thAya teTale karIne manane prathama jIte. dAMta pIsI, puruSArtha kare. mana te svacchede vartatuM hoya ane bahArathI moTI moTI vAta kare che, tenI tane zarama kema nathI AvatI? pahelAM pitAne te jItatuM nathI. mana vaza na thayuM te badhAM sAdhane niSphaLa thAya, kalezarUpa thAya. mekSa pratye ruci thAya te mokSamArgamAM jIva coMTe. satpaSanA badhathI ene mekSanI ruci thAya athavA samakita thAya. manuSyabhavamAM mokSanuM kAma karavuM che. jJAnInI AjJAmAM ja mAruM hita che ema thAya te pachI saMsAra pitAne na lAge. jJAnInI AjJAmAM jeTaluM jIvana jAya teTaluM saphaLa che. manamAM udvega, rAgadveSanAM mojAM UchaLe nahIM te mekSa thAya.

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mANanuM kAraNa kaSAyane abhAva che. traNa lekane chate paNa mana na jIte te kaMI nahIM. satsaMga, AzAne nAza, adhyAtmazAstra ane suvicAra e manane jItavAnAM sAdhana che. bAhya vastune manamAMthI dUra kare, aMtaravicAramAM rahe, AtmAnI sthiratA thAya te bhAvaprANAyAma che. bAhyabhAva recaka IhAM che, pUraka aMtara bhAva; kuMbhaka thiratA guNe karI cha, prANAyAma svabhAva." (cothI dRSTi) mana saMteSamAM jAya tyAM zAMti thAya, baMdhana kazuM na thAya. deha te huM nathI, huM AtmA chuM e bhAva thAya to mokSa thAya. AtmA zAMta che. paravastune lIdhe AtmAmAM rAgadveSarUpI mejAM UchaLe che. AtmabhAva saMpUrNa che. Atmasukha jevuM kaMI sukha nathI. ["laghu gavAsiSTha-sAra" vaMcatAM ] 74 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 7, 2008 AtmA saMbaMdhI vicAra rahyA kare evuM karavAnuM che. jagatanA badhA bhAve chUTI jAya te vAsanA kSaya thAya. e kSaya thAya te mana nirmaLa thAya. vAsanAthI manamAM kSAbha thAya che. satsaMga ane sazAstramAM tatpara rahevuM. deha nAzavaMta che evI je bhAvanA tethI vAsanA kSaya thAya che. mUDha hoya, abhAgI hoya, paNa AtmabhAvanA bhAve te AtmAmRta pAme. tene vaibhava viSa jevA lAge, e vairAgya thAya che. dehadaSTi hoya te vAraMvAra ene deha maLyA kare. zarIrathI huM bhinna chuM ema thAya te mokSa thAya. videhI dazA thAya te pharI deha dhAraNa na kare. "huM deha chuM e ahaMbhAva che tethI gurunI bhakti drohapUrvaka ane bhAvarahitapaNe karate jAya che. AtmadaSTi thAya te aMtaramAM zItalIbhUta thAya. je svarUpane bhaje tenuM mana nirmaLa thAya che. dehadaSTi che te viSadaSTi che. jenuM aMtaHkaraNa zItala che tene AkhuM jagata zItala lAge ane aMtaratApe baLatuM hoya tene badhuM jagata baLatuM lAge. - 75 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 8, 2008 dehadhArIpaNuM jIva bhUlI jAya te zAMta thAya, kaSAya jAya. jagatanI kaI vastunI icchA na thAya te zAMti thAya. badhuM AtmAne laIne jaNAya che. je jANanAra che temAM upayoga parevAya te pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya. AtmA paramezvara svarUpa che. rUpa rasa gaMdha badhuM ja che. jANanAra che e ethI judo che. AtamabhAvanA bhAve to paramAnaMdapada prApta thAya. AkhuM vizva jemAM dekhAya evo AtmA che. jJAna AtmAthI juduM nathI. badhI vastuo bAda kare, paNa jJAna bAda na thAya. "abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa." tenI bhAvanA karatAM karatAM te-rU5 thavAya che. prabhu prabhu laya lagADavAnI che. e lAge te avinAzI pite che, te pada pAme. eka apaMga AtmA samajAya. caitanyamaya chuM, eka chuM, akhaMDa chuM evI AmabhAvanA eka lakSathI kare. huM deDa chuM, strI chuM, puruSa chuM, paisAdAra chuM, garIba chuM evA ahaMbhAva TALe, zarIranA dharmane pitAnA na mAne ema paripUrNapaNe upAsatAM AtmasvarUpa pragaTa thAya. bAhya--grAhakabhAva choDI devAnA che. kevaLa chIe tevA thavAnuM che. "cho te thA sAva." 76 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 10, 2008 saMsArI jIvane kaMI bhAna nathI. huM deha chuM' ema jyAM janme tyAM thaI jAya che. je

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2eo rAdhAkRta anAdikALathI viparItatA che te agRhIta mithyAtva che, ane je kuguru-kudharmathI grahaNa thAya te gRhIta mithyAtva che. dehamAM jIve mamatA karI che, paNa e te mATInA ramakaDA jevo che. jIva che te zivasvarUpa che, ema thAya te duHkha na thAya. sAcuM svarUpa jJAnIe pragaTa karyuM che, te ja ApaNuM svarUpa che. kalpanA karIne jIva duHkhI thAya che. AtmAne AtmA jANe te duHkha na thAya. dehamAM Atmabuddhi che, te AtmAne oLakhe tyAre AtmAmAM Atmabuddhi thAya. keIka vakhata hAthI thaye, keIka vakhata nArakI thaye, kaI vakhata deva, keI vakhata mANasa thaye, paNa jIva to tene te ja che, jaDa nathI thaI gaye. AkAzane je saMga hoya tevuM dekhAya, tema AtmAne jevA dehane saMyoga thAya tevA rUpe te jaNAya che. AtmA IndriyAmAM ekAkAra thayo che, tethI IndriyarUpa jaNAya che. beya vastu judI che, e te saMgane laIne eka dekhAya che. A deha che tyAM sudhI mekSanuM kAma karI levAnuM che. AtmA dekhAte nathI paNa enuM anumAna thaI zake che, anubhava thaI zake che. mahAmunio je zAMta hoya che, te bIjAnI paMcAtamAM paDatA nathI. badhA vikalpa TALI AtmAmAM lIna thAya che. - jJAnathI jagata badhuM jaNAya che. e ja adhiSThAna che. AtmA svapara-prakAzaka che, sUrya samAna che. kevaLajJAnamAM kaI paNa prakArane vikalpa nathI, vikAra nathI, AvaraNa nathI. anubhavasvarUpa AtmA che. tene sarvajJa puruSa jANe che. jJAnasvarUpa hoya te AtmA che. saMkalpavikalparahita mAtra rItanyasvarUpa AtmA che. mana, Indriye rekAya te zuddhacetanyasvarUpa thAya. caitanyanA AdhAre badhuM jaNAya che. AtmA nirmaLa che, asaMga che. tenAmAM hayagrahaNa nathI, akhaMDarUpa che. jJAnAdi bhedo je kahyA che te mAtra AtmA samajavA mATe kahyA che. AtmA akhaMDapradeza che. AtmAmAM daSTi jAya te AtmA AtmArUpe ja che. AtmAne baMdha nathI, mekSa nathI, kalpanA nathI. AtmAnuM kAma mAtra jANavAnuM che. AtmadaSTi thayA pachI huM tuM badhuM sarakhuM che. badhA vikalpa chUTI jAya, te pachI mekSa thAya. AtmadaSTi thAya te abhimAna na thAya. badhA sarakhA lAge. sarvAtmamAM samadaSTi thAya. je AtmasvarUpa che te jJAnavaDe jaNAya che. pararUpe AtmA "nAsti che,-jaDarUpe nathI. baMdhAya zAne sAra A che -badhAya mananA vikalpa tajI devA." AtmasvarUpe pitAnI zuddhatA thaI te mekSa. "tuM che mAkSasvarUpa" e kyAre thAya? te ke saMkalpavika95 jAya tyAre. vairAgya hoya te AtmA chuM ema thAya. viSathI sukha maLaze evI zraddhA che, te ene mekSa bhaNI vaLavA detI nathI. saMsAra sAre lAge che. samyagdarzana thAya tyAre ene indriyasukha game nahIM. "zItala caMdanathI paNa upaje, agni dahe jema vanane re; dharmajanita paNa bhoga IhAM tema, lAge aniSTa te manane re." (pAMcamI daSTi) "vI kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, je mela svabhAva."

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saMgraha 4 201 mekSe javuM hoya te zubhAzubha bhAva cheDavA paDaze. mAre zuddhabhAva karavAgya che, eTaluM ja thAya to paNa ghaNuM che. sat tarapha lakSa jIvane thavo joIe, te e maLe. viSayasukhathI kaMTALe tyAre ene bIjI bhAvanA thAya. huM deha nathI, draSTA chuM, mAre A dazyane moha kare nathI, ema je thAya te meha kSaya thaI mokSa thAya. kaI vastune jANe, pachI rAgadveSa kare che. te meha baMdhanuM kAraNa che; jJAna e baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI. jeTalA sudhI yavastu che tyAM sudhI jJAna che. AkAza anaMta che te kevaLajJAna paNa anaMta che. 77 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 11, 2008 pramAda je kaI zatru nathI. paNa zatru che evuM ene samajAtuM nathI. je arUpI AtmA che tene huM mAruM karI azuddha karavA jevuM nathI. zuddha AtmabhAvanA bhAve te kevaLajJAna thAya. sone bAda karatAM karatAM je rahe che te huM chuM. jJAnIe jAye che e zuddha AtmA huM chuM. e 25 bhAvanA che. abhimAna choDavA mATe zAstro che, abhimAna karavA mATe nathI. AtmapariNAmanI svasthatA, zuddhatA te samAdhi che. pahele AtmA ane pachI bIjuM che. A kALamAM upadezane jhIlanArA rahyA nathI, tethI upadeza denArA paNa maMda thatA gayA. pahelAMnA che evA sarala hatA ke jJAnI puruSanAM vacanane dhAraNa karatA. jJAnInI AjJA laIne akhaMDapaNe pALe, evA che pUrve hatA. paNa AjanA jIne te kRpALudeva kahe che ke AjJA karavI te bhayaMkara che. "jyAM sudhI AtmA sudaDha pratijJAthI vate nahIM tyAM sudhI AjJA karavI bhayaMkara che." (41) munadAsa, aMbAlAla, juThAbhAI zaktivALA hatA, paNa AyuSya TUMkA thayAM, kAraNa ke A kALa ja eve che. eka prabhuzrIjI lAMbA AyuSyavALA nIkaLyA tethI A mArga maLe. 78 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa vada 1, 2008 jema jema viSayane bhegave che, tema tema tRSNa vadhe che. tRSNa e navayauvanA che. vairAgya joIze. "tyA virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna." anaMtakALathI 2khaDAvanAra pAMca indriyanA viSaye che, emAM sukhanI kalpanA kare che. enAthI zatrupaNuM karavuM. mAre viSayomAM nathI taNAvuM ema vicAre te thaI zake eTaluM jIvanuM vIrya che. vairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLe, vicAre te kaMI asara thAya. "sakala jagata te eThavata" AkhuM jagata eThavADA jevuM che. ke java svachaMda te, pAme avazya mekSa." AjJA e ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. pAMca IndriyanA viSayathI jIvane vairAgya thAya tyAre guru bodha kare che. 79 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADha vada 13, 2008 jJAnInI AjJAe lakSa rAkhIne vartavAnuM che. karma choDavAnAM che. karma baMdhAya evuM na karavuM. jJAnInAM vacanamAM vRtti rahe te karma na baMdhAya. gADImAM che ke maMdiramAM che ke ghera hi, paNa vakhata nakAme na gALave. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke keTaluM puNya caDyuM hoya tyAre te daravAjAmAM paga mukAya che. roja kaMIka zIkhavuM. kaMI na thAya te smaraNa karavuM. prabhuzrIe

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202 AdhAmRta ATalu tapAvana jevu karI mRtyu' che. cauda cAmAsAM prabhuzrIjInAM ahIM thayAM che. zarIrane mATe jema havA AdinI jarUra che, tema AtmAne satsIMganI jarUra che. jene nAnapaNathI dhanA lakSa hoya tene vaheluM kAma thAya. hemaca'drAcArya' ATha varSe dIkSA lIdhI ane nizcaya karyuM ke mAre AtmAnuM ja kAma karavuM che ane zAsananeA uddhAra karaveA che, te thayuM. puruSArthInI jarUra che. jIva dhAre te karI zake che. satpuruSanA eka vacanamAM badhuM AvI jAya che. kRpALudeve kahyuM che : "dehAdi saMbaMdhI je puruSo ha`viSAda karatA nathI te puruSo pUrNa dvAdazAMgane saMkSepamAM samajyA che." (843). khAra aMga eka AtmA jANavA mATe kahyAM che. huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI thaye? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM? kAnA saMbadhe vaLagaNA che? rAkhuM ke e paraharuM ?" enA vicAra jo vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve kare te sarva zAstro anubhavI lIdhAM, kaMI bAkI na rahe, paNa zAMta bhAve vivekapUrvaka vicAra karavA joIe. 80 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADha vada 14, 2008 badhAM karmamAM mukhya meAhinIya che. e meAhinIyane kSaya karavA mahAvIra bhagavAna khAra varSoM sudhI UMghyA nahIM, khAdhuM pIdhuM nahIM, eka AMkha cALavA jeTalI paNa saMbhALa lIdhI nahIM. eka meAhane kSaya karavA puruSArtha karavA mAMDayo. evu ApaNe karavAnuM che. jIva samaje te sarala che, nahIM teA anaMta upAye paNa nathI. dekhAya che tene mATe badhuM kare che, paNa AtmA dekhAtA nathI, tethI tene mATe kaI karatA nathI. AtmA che tethI DheDa cAle che. e nIkaLI jAya te te zarIra saDavA mAMDe. avasara ALye kAma karI lIdhu te karI lIdhuM, nahIM te pharIthI AvA manuSyabhava, smaraNama tra vagere maLavu bahu duCbha che. mATe karI levAnuM che. traNa pAnA niyama kRpALudevanI sAkSIe rAkhyA hAya te meAkSamArge caDhAya evuM che. Atmasiddhi rAja bhAya te ghaNA lAbha che. adhAMya zAstrone sAra che. 81 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 5, 2008 manuSyabhava maLyA che; paNa sArI vastu hAtha AvavI, zraddhA thavI, mahA dubha che. zuM karavAthI manuSyabhava saphaLa thAya ? e lakSa rAkhavAne che. manuSyabhavarUpI mUDI kema vAparavI te vicAravAnuM che. ApaNI bhAvanA vadhe, AtmalAbha thAya, evuM A bhavamAM karavuM che. game te kuLamAM janmyA hAIe paNa vizALa rdiSTa rAkhavI. mahApuruSoe jIvana kevI rIte gALyuM che? e vicArI tema ApaNe paNa gALavAnu che. 82 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 8, 2008 kheDUta hAya che te khIja vAvavAnI meAsama Ave tyAre kAma karavA lAge che. game teTaleA taDakA paDatA hAya teA paNa kAma kare che. thADuM kare ghaNuM kare paNa navarA na rahe. kAraNa ke jANe che ke jo meAsamamAM khetI na karI teA pachI khAvAnu` maLaze nahIM. tema

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saMgraha 4 203 jIvane A kAma mAre karavuM che, ema thAya te pachI abhyAsa karavA mAMDe. e abhyAsa karavAne che. | mumukSu-vedanI na Ave tyAM sudhI dehathI bhinna chuM, bhinna chuM, ema karIe; paNa vedanI Ave te vakhate pAchI vRtti dehamAM jatI rahe che. pUjyazrI--e kharI rIte abhyAsa nathI. abhyAsa karyo hoya te vedanA Ave tyAre khabara paDe. abhyAsa karavAnuM hoya che tyAre anukULatA joIe, abhyAsa thaI gayA pachI game tevI pratikULatA Ave te paNa kaMI asara na thAya. kAmadeva vagere zrAvake e abhyAsa karavA mATe smazAnamAM kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM rahetA hatA. game tevAM kaSTa Ave paNa mAre kAryotsargathI cUkavuM nathI. abhyAsa karavAmAM pahelAM te anukULatA joIe che, jemake sAmAyika kare tyAre sAruM sthAna joIe. paNa abhyAsa thaI gayA pachI game tyAM bese te paNa bhAva sthira rahI zake. badhAne AdhAra mana upara che. abhyAsa hoya te vRtti eka ThekANe rahI zake che. manuSyabhava bahu durlabha maLe che. tyAM AtmakalyANano lakSa rAkhe ke mAre karmo choDIne javuM che. e lakSa rAkho. tene mATe satsaMga kare, sanzAstra vAMce. nahIM te mana mAMkaDA jevuM che, bIjA kAmanA taraMge caDhI AkAza pAtALa eka kare evuM che. mana vacana kAyA badhAM karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe che. e mana vaza thAya te karmano bhUke nIkaLI jAya. jJAnInuM zaraNuM rAkhyuM te kalyANa, paNa mUkyuM te anaMtakALa sudhI rakhaDavuM paDaze. sAcI samajaNa jIvane AvI nathI. A ja mAre karavuM che, evuM nathI thatuM. bAthaDiyAM mAre che. maMtra e manane jItavAnuM sAdhana che. smaraNamAM citta rahe te karma baMdhAya nahIM. mana sIdhuM rAkhavuM. mana deDa kare evuM che. ene sIdhuM karavAne rasto maMtra che. Teva paDI jAya te mokSe laI jAya. jJAnInI AjJAmAM mana jeDI devuM te mekSamArge calAya. 83 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 9, 2008 Aja karatAM kAle sAro divasa gALave che, ema kare te dhIre dhIre mokSa thAya. mahApuruSe je niyama le te prANa jAya te paNa na toDe. khare puruSArtha karavAne lAga Ave che. mATe chUTavAno lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. kyAMthI jIva AvyuM che? khabara che? nathI. kRpALudevanAM vacane vicAravAnAM che. zuM karavAthI pite sukhI? zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI? pote zuM ? kyAMthI che Apa ? ene mAge zIdhra javApa" (107) e badhAM vacana vicAravAno che. ekaluM meDhe karIne mUkI devAnuM nathI. garaja hoya teTaluM grahaNa thAya. dharmanAM kAmamAM zarama na rAkhavI. jIvane manuSyabhavanI kiMmata nathI. eka lAkha rUpiyA dIdhe paNa gayelA divasa pAchA Ave nahIM. mATe dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla na karavI. 84 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 13, 2008 mumukSu- UMgha zAthI maTe?

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204 badhAmRta pUjyazrI-ochuM khAya, saMsArane vAraMvAra vicAra kare, te lAge ke A bhavamAM prasAda karavA jevuM nathI. phikara lAge te UMgha na Ave. kALajI rAkhavI. bhaktimAM UMgha Ave te UbhA thaI javuM. prabhuzrIjI AMkhamAM chIMkaNI nAkhatA. mAhAmya lAgyuM nathI tethI asara thatI nathI. jIvane garaja nathI hotI tethI e vacane sAMbhaLe teya citta na lAge. UMDe UtarI vicAra kare te samajAya evuM che ke saMsAramAM kaI keInuM nathI. cete te pramAda na kare. 85 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 9, 2008 IndriyasukhanA bheLo jIve bhagavyA che, tethI IndriyasukhanA phaLanI IcchA rahyA kare che. dehAdikamAM huM, mAruM karate karate manuSyabhavamAM Ave, te paNa enA e bhAva pharI pharI kare che. bhUtakALane jIva bhUlI gayela che. bahu duHkhe bhegavyAM che. garbhanAM duHkha bhegavyAM paNa have yAda nathI. jAtismaraNajJAna jene thAya che, tene trAsa lAge che. manuSyabhava na hoya tyAM sudhI ADAavaLI bhaTake. manuSyabhava maLe te prabhAta thayuM. (2-1) pAMca Indriya ane manane kSayopazama maLyo te UMghamAMthI jANavA jevuM che. mithyAtva, ajJAnabhAva e bhAvanidrA che. e bhAvanidrA TALavAne puruSArtha karavAnuM kahe che. jyAM sudhI pitAnA svaccha kare che, tyAMsudhI kalyANa na thAya. sat vastu bhaNI vRtti jAya ane jeNe AtmA jANe che evA puruSanA avalaMbane je kaMI kare te hitakArI che. jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe. 86 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 0)), 2008 jJAnI puruSanAM vacane vAMcavA-vicAravAM, satsaMga kare. enI jarUra che. satsaMgamAM kaMIka sAMbhaLIe, vicArIe. satsaMgane vega na hoya tyAre sazAstra vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. jJAnInA vacano ekadama samajAI jAya ema nathI. navalakathAnI peThe vAMcI javAnuM nathI. dekhAya che te badhuM nAzavaMta che. manuSyabhava bahu durlabha che ethI AtmAnuM hita karI levAnuM che. divaso upara divase jAya che. bIjAM kAma jIve ghaNu karyA che ane kare che, paNa A kAma paDayuM rahyuM che. manuSyabhava maLe che, te khAvA pIvA ke kamAvA mATe nathI maLe. bahu durlabha che. lakSa rAzImAM bhaTakatAM bhaTakatAM keIka vAra maLe che. manuSyabhava eka haDI jevuM che. te saMsArasAgara taravA mATe maLe che. tarIne pilI pAra javAnuM che. pachI heDInuM thavuM hoya te thAo. ApaNuM kAma karI levuM. traNa jJAnanA dhAraka zrI tIrthakara jevA paNa rAjapATa badhuM choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA ane nidrA, AhAra badhuM gauNa karI AtmAne zuddha karavA mATe puruSArtha karavA mAMDyo. aneka upasargo AvyA, paNa dehadaSTi karI nahIM. ema karatAM karatAM AtmAne zuddha karI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. "jIvanA anadhikArIpaNane lIdhe tathA puruSanA ega vinA samajAtuM nathI." (505). keIka vAra jIvane sadgurune ega thaye paNa pote jAge nahIM, A ja mAre karavA jevuM che evI garaja na jAgI. keIka vakhate pote adhikArI thaye, garaja jAgI, te puruSane yoga na thaye. ema anAdikALathI thatuM AvyuM che. puruSane ega thayA pachI paNa jIva je jAge nahIM, garaja jagADe nahIM te yaMga thaye te paNa saphaLa na thAya. A manuSyabhavamAM kaMIka karI levAnuM che.

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saMgraha 4 205 jIvanamAM karavAAgya eka satsaMga che. tyAM sAMbhaLavAnu maLe che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke marI jajo paNa satsaMga karajo, saMsAra asAra che; ema lAge. meAkSa zAzvata che, e rucyA tA samyagdana thayuM. jyArathI meAkSanI ruci thai tyArathI samyagdarzana che. rAja saMbhAravu ke 'huM zuM karavA Avyo chuM ? zuM karuM chuM?' ema jo jIva vicAra kare te pratikramaNa thAya. pratikramaNuthI paNa vadhAre lAbha che. kare te thAya. darekane vRddhAvasthA AvavAnI che, mATe jJAnIe cetAve che. "meAkSamAmAM pravRtti enI ghaTe che. eka AtmajJAnInI ane eka AtmajJAnInA AzrayavAnanI, ema zrI jine kahyuM che." (551). laukikaSTie tame ane ame pravazuM te pachI alaukikadaSTie kANu pravartaze?" (322) ema kRpALudeva kahe che. laukika bhAvamAM na taNAvA kahe che. 87 zrImad rA. A. agasa, bhAdaravA suda 1, 2008 Atmazuddhi karavAnI che. meAkSa kahyo nija zuddhatA." Atmazuddhi thAya te ahIM ja meAkSa che. samajaNanI khAmI che. RSabhadeva bhagavAne jyAre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre bharata, bAhubaLane rAjya ApyuM. bIjA aThThANu putrone paNa rAjya vaheMcI Apyu. eka vakhate bharatanI AyudhazALAmAM cakraratna utpanna thayuM. tenAthI te cha khaMDanA adhipati thayA, paNa cakra AyudhazALAmAM jAya nahIM. pachI tapAsatAM bharatane khabara paDI ke mArA bhAI ene ANu manAvI nathI. tethI bhAIone ANu mAnavA kahyuM. tyAre aThThANuM bhAIe bhagavAna pAse gayA ane kahyuM ke Ape te rAjya DI dIkSA lIdhI. amane Ape rAjya ApyuM hatuM, paNa bharata amArA upara ANu manAvavA mathe che; te amAre zuM karavuM? bhagavAna elgA: manuSyabhava dubha che. AtmAnu A bhavamAM kaMIka karI levuM. AkhA leAka rAgadveSathI khaLe che. ema bhagavAne upadeza ApTe ke tarata ja tyAM ja aThThANu' putroe dIkSA lIdhI. kRpALudeve je kaMI AjJA karI che te ApaNe mATe karI che. A manuSyabhava kema saphaLa thAya ? te karavAnuM che. nadInA pravAhanI peThe AyuSya jAya che. gayu te gayuM paNa have sAruM gALavuM, anAdinA sa'skAre jIva taNAI jAya che. AkhA jagatane me mIThA lAge che. mehanI sAthe duzmanAvaTa karavAnI che. khALI nAkhave che. A manuSyabhavamAM mahunA kSaya karI mekSe jAya eTalI badhI AtmAnI zakti che, dhAre te karI zake. kaTALavuM nahIM. kharAkha vastu ene game nahIM tema karavAnuM che. cetatA rahevAnI jarUra che. A kALa eve che ke sacAgo viparIta che. kaMIka puruSArtha kare tyAre dharma bhaNI vaLe. ADAavaLuM citta jAya evA saMyoge ghaNA che, vivekathI AtmAnu DiMta thAya evuM karavAnu che. game tevA sAme hAya, paNa dharma na bhUlaveA. chatra game tema varte che paNa zu phaLa thaze, ene khyAla nathI. manuSyabhava te maLyA che. temAM satpuruSanA cAga maLe, puruSAtha jAge teA kAma thaI jAya. mArA ze| svabhAva che? te te ene sAMbharatuMya nathI. A jIva jaMgalanA rAjha jevA che, jJAnI vinA ThekANuM paDe ema nathI, ema prabhuzrIjI kahetA. jIva teA pavitra che; paNa

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dhAmRta yegyatAnI khAmAM che, mAnyatAnI bhUla che. e pharI jAya te mokSamArge caDhI jAya. 88 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 2, 2008 samyagdarzana AvyA vinA samabhAva-vItarAgabhAvanI oLakhANa na thAya. kSamApanAmAM Ave che ke "tamArAM kahelAM dayA, zAMti, kSamA ane pavitratA meM oLakhyA nahIM." samabhAva zAMti e badhA vItarAgabhAva che. jJAna eTale zuM? eka bhAI-AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANe te jJAna. pUjyazrI-dehathI bhinna avinAzI AtmA che, evuM sadguru dvArA jANe te jJAna che. jJAna e AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. jJAna e AtmAne deDa che. A deha che te pitAne nathI, pugalane che. AtmAne hoya te sAthe rahe ane A te ahIM ja paDyo rahe che. AtmAno deha jJAna che. yazovijayajIe mahAvIra svAmInA stavanamAM lakhyuM che ke - " giA re guNa tuma taNA, zrI vardhamAna jinarAyA re; suNatAM zravaNe amI jhare, mArI nirmala thAye kAyA re." (ya. 24) te A kAyA nahIM; paNa AtmAnI jJAnarUpI kAyA che te nirmaLa thAya che. badhA jIva karmAdhIna che. mehamAMthI jAgyA ane pitAnuM svarUpa jANyuM teone AnaMda che. 89 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 3, 2008 zuM karavA Ave che, tenI khabara nathI. jJAnIne mAthe rAkhI adhyAtma vicAre te zuSkatA na Ave. badhe dukha che. devamAM paNa duHkha che. kyAMya janmavA jevuM nathI. satsaMga sapuruSane vega maLe che paNa ene apUrvatA nathI, sAmAnya karI nAkhyuM che. satsaMganuM jene mAhAmya che, satsaMganI bhAvanA che, tene satsaMga na maLato hoya te paNa lAbha thAya. satsamAgama karavA AvyuM hoya paNa kaMI sAMbhaLavAnuM na maLe, te paNa sAMbhaLavAnI bhAvanA che, tethI kAma thAya. | mumukSu--pakaDa eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI-je kaMI sAMbhaLyuM hoya, jJAnI pAsethI, te chUTI na jAya ane temAM ruci thAya. ruci hoya te ja pakaDa thAya. jene Agraha hoya tene "huM mUDha chuM ema bhAna nathI AvatuM. AtmA che. te AtmA jJAnIe pragaTa karyo che, tyAM vizvAsa rAkha. vizvAse vahANa cAle che ema kahevAya che. e vacane che te ciMtAmaNiratna che. samyaktva thavAne rasto batAve che. 90 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 4, 2008 AtmAnI kALajI rAkhavI ema prabhuzrIjI kahetA sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM jIvane zuddhabhAva thAya che mATe satsaMga karavAnuM kahyuM che. jJAnIe je karyo che te zuddhabhAva. jJAnIe kahyo che e bhAva. tene lakSa rahe te chUTe. azubha ane zubha nahIM. lakSa zuddhane rAkho. bhale azubha Ave, paNa e te javAnuM che. jJAnIe zuddhabhAva anubhave che. jJAnIne Azrita hoya tene e lakSa rahe che. samabhAva AtmAnuM ghara che.

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sagrahe 4 207 91 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 5, 2008 adhA svAthI che, peAtAnA svArtha na sadhAya te prIti na rAkhe. A saMsAramAM je saMbaMdha thAya che te kaSAyathI hAya, viSayathI hAya ke leAkalAjathI hAya che. samajaNa hoya te kA~khaMdhana thavA de. pArakI vastumAM jIva rAgadveSa kare tethI ka khadhe ane narake jAya. jo samajaNa Ave te evuM na kare. rAgadveSa na thavA de. jIva te ajANyA che. pudgalanI pAchaLa doDe che. tene medha lAge te samaje ke A te mAruM nahIM. sadgurunA pagale pagale cAlavAnuM che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke kRpALudeve kahyuM hatuM tema kahu chuM. A kRpALudevanI zraddhA karaze ? enI bhakti karaze te kalyANa thaze ema paNa kahyuM hatu. eka vakhate paryuSaNanA chellA divase kaheluM ke A chellA divasa paryu SaNanA che, have bIjA payu SaNa Ave tyAMsudhI eka beTala kahuM chuM, tenA khAra mahinAmAM vicAra karI lAvajo, te e ke "saTTA parama vuhA." 92 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 8, 2008 pUjyazrI--mAkSanA acUka upAya ze| haze ? (ema badhAne pUchyu. pachI pAte kahyuM ) rAja kheAlIe chIe "zake jIva svacchaMda tA, pAme avazya mekSa." kSAyaka na thAya tyAMsudhI samyaktva maTI mithyAtvanA udaya thaI jAya. anatAnu dhI ane danamehanA kSayathI kSAyaka samyaktva pragaTe che. kSAyaka samyaktva karavu' hAya tyAre traNa karaNa karavA zreNI mAMDavI paDe che. bhaya eka ajJAnanA ja che. e ajJAna TALavAnI icchA karavAnI che. pramaLa avalaana jIvane maLe tA sthiratA Ave che. jene jJAnIpuruSa ane temanAM vacananuM avala ana maLyuM' tene sthiratA thavI durlabha nathI. jJAnInA Azraye deha chUTe ene mekSa che. khIjo bhava thAya te temAM paNa ene meAkSanAM sAdhana maLe. pachI lAkhA saMsAra na rahe. paNa te kayAre ane ke meAkSa sivAya khIjI icchA na thAya te. jJAnInA Azraye ja AkhI jinlRgI gALavI che evuM hAya teA thAya. 2e Azrayane pAmIne jIva te bhave athavA bhAvi evA gheADA kALe paNa svasvarUpamAM sthiti kare." (692). jJAnInA Azraye mokSa sulabha che. jJAnInA cega vagara dRDhatA rahevI agharI che. mAthuM mAge te mAthuM ApavA taiyAra hAya, evI dRDha icchA hoya te taravAnA kAmI che. ziSya kevA hoya ke mAthu' kApIne Ape tevA hAya tyAre samyaktva jJAnI prApta karAve." (upadezachAyA--9). AjJA pALavI e mukhya mArga che. game teTalu agharu kAma hAya to paNa mumukSu kare che. Ama hoya te karuM, Ama hAya teA na karuM' ema kare te kalyANa na thAya. jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhe to jJAnIpaNu enA vazamAM rahe ane enA kalyANanI kALajI rAkhe. 93 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 9, 2008 zIlavAnanI halakI gati thAya thAya. eTale kharA guru tA zraddhA rAma ane sItA vakhaNAya che tenuM kAraNa zIla che. nahIM, narakagati thAya nahIM. jevI zraddhA hoya tevu' prava`na

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208 bolAmRta che. AjJAnuM ArAdhana kare te kalyANa ja thAya. jJAnIe pragaTa karyo che te mAre AtmA che. eka A zaraNa sivAya badhuM choDI devuM. "huM AtmA nathI jANatuM, paNa jJAnIe jA che eTaluM je thayuM te jema eMjinanI pAchaLa DabAmAM kaLa nahIM hovA chatAM cAlyo jAya che, tema tenuM kAma thaI jAya. vedanA te moDI vahelI AvavAnI che. rAjI thavuM ke vadhAre AvI te sAruM, jhaTa patI gayuM. jJAnInuM kaheluM tenI eka pakaDa thaI jAya te kAma thaI jAya-AtmA ja je. 94 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 12, 2008 badhAMya zAstrone sAra mekSamALA' che. jIve tyAga meLe na rAkha. tyAga karavo che te dehAdhyAsa choDavA mATe kare che. keIne arthe kare nathI, paNa AtmAne athe kare che. ghaNuMya khAdhuM, ghaNuMya pIdhuM, paNa kalyANa na thayuM. java DhIle paDe te jJAnInAM vacanomAM ocho rasa lAge. zuM karavuM che ane zuM karyuM? eno hisAba na kADhe to kaMI khabara na paDe, bahu pApI daDhaprahArI jevA ekadama baLa karIne A saMsArathI chUTI gayA. pratyakSa sapuruSane vega thayA pachI bIjuM ene game nahIM. AjJAmAM ja vartavAnuM che; svaccheda vartavuM te kaMI kAmanuM nathI. AtmAne asara na thaI te pachI Ama karyuM ke Ama karyuM, badhuM sarakhuM. kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya ochuM thAya che temAM satsaMga bhakti jeTaluM kare teTaluM sAthe Ave; bIjuM badhuM nakAmuM jAya. ApaNuM hita thAya tema vartavAnuM che. jJAnInAM vacana vAMce, vicAre, meDhe kare teTaluM dharmadhyAna thAya che. 95 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 15, 2008 javane sukhanI khabara nathI. bIje sukhanI kalpanA kare che. samabhAvamAM sukha che. samabhAvathI chUTe. sukhI thavAne raste cittane jJAnInA caraNamAM rAkhavuM e che. rAga na kara, dveSa na kare. chUTavAno mArga hRdayamAM raheluM che. samabhAva rAkhavo kaThaNa che. AkhuM jagata Indriyane vaza che. Indriyone jIte te sukha prApta thaze. jema jema dazA vadhe tema tema AtmA zAMta thAya che. pachI jagata ene kAvat lAge che. abhyAsa karIne bhUmikA prApta karI hoya te sAcuM che. vAte karavAthI kaMI prApta na thAya. vAte vaDAM na thAya. je saMga hoya tevA bhAva thAya che. vacana karatAM cAritranI chApa vizeSa paDe che. mahApuruSoe abhyAsa karIne ApaNane kaheluM che mATe ApaNe abhyAsa karavAnI jarUra che. vAte karavAthI kaMI vaLe nahIM. huM dehathI bhinna chuM ema vAraMvAra bhAvanA karavAnI che. dehane raMga kALo che je che te AtmAne raMga nathI. koI jhADanI chAyAe Ubhe hoya te jhADane pitAnuM mAnatuM nathI. bhrAMtine laIne dehane pitAne mAne che. 96 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 2, 2008 ekSapadanI ruci te samyaktva che, mokSa ane mokSanAM kAraNe ene game. mahApuruSo vagara mokSamArga nathI. mahApuruSanuM mAhAbhya, apUrvata lAge te jIva jagatathI phare. pite jaDathI jude che chatAM brAMtithI ekarUpa mAne che te tApAmyaadhyAsa che. e adhyAsane

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sa graha 4 209 tyAga te khare aMtaryAga che. abhyAsa ane adhyAsa eka nathI. abhyAsa eTale vAraMvAra enuM e karavuM ane adhyAsa eTale viparItatA. adhyAsa eTale brAMti. deha che tene AtmA mAne e adhyAsa che, bhrAMti che. anya padArthamAM tAdAmya adhyAsa che. anya padArthomAM mukhya te deDa che. "sarva vibhAvaparyAyamAM mAtra pitAne adhyAsathI aikyatA thaI che. paramAM pitApaNuM mAnavuM, deha te huM chuM, ema mAnavuM tene adhyAsa kahe che. amAsa eTale Aropa kara. adhi + Asa eTale pitAnI jagyA nahIM tyAM besavuM. viparItapaNe AtmApaNuM mAnavuM te ayAsa che. saMyamanI sAdhanA karanArane prathama avasthAmAM rahevAnuM, khAvApIvAnuM, paheravAnuM barAbara na maLe eTale pahelI dazAmAM kALakTa viSanI peThe saMyama mUMjhave che. paNa enuM pariNAma amRta che. jethI AtmArtha sadhAya te karavAnI jarUra che. "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM te; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmAthI jana eha." vIsa deharA belatI vakhate AtmabhAva rahe, bIjA bhAve chUTe, ane kRpALudeva hAjara che ema jANI kAlAvAlA thAya te bhakti che. alpa paNa AjJA jIva je ArAdhana kare te pAra paDe. Ta7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 5, 2008 sadAcAranuM sevana ane kaSAyanI maMdatA, ane heya te kAma thAya. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke Azramane pAye sat ane zIla che. jeNe ahIM AvavuM hoya teNe sat ane zIla rAkhavAM. sAta vyasanane prabhuzrIjIe je tyAga karAvyo che te kaI je te nathI. enuM paNa ThekANuM na hoya te pachI zuM thAya ? mekSane mATe manuSyabhava che te tUTI jAya che. AtmA daIne paisA le che. upadezane yogya ja na hoya tene jJAnI upadeza paNa na kare. Agraha vadhe evAM pustaka vAMce te Agraha vadhe ane tethI puruSa pratye prema na Ave. jJAnI puruSa pratye dRSTi rAkhe, huM adhamamAM adhama chuM ane jJAnI karatAM kaI vizeSa pavitra nathI, pUrNa pavitra jJAnI che, ema rAkhe te te AtmabhAva che. uttama nimitte uttama bhAva thAya che. jema dALamAM DhaLI nAkhI hoya te sAthe sIjI jAya tema jJAnI pitAnuM kalyANa kare, temanI sAthe ApaNA bhAva thaze te ApaNuM paNa kalyANa thaze. paNa vRtti tyAM rahevI joIe. AMTI bahu AvI che. AmaLa AmaLa kare che, paNa ukelato nathI. jevAM nimitte tevA bhAva thAya che. niraMtara bhAva rahe tyAre pariNamyuM kahevAya. bhAva sArA rahyA kare te pariNAma pAme. jIve darzana karyA nathI, namaskAra karyo nathI. jIva mAne che, paNa jJAnI svIkAratA nathI. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke paga dAbe ane jIbha upara paga mUke che. kAnamAM paDuM tethI zuM? aMtaramAM Utare tyAre pariName ne? davA aMdara jAya tyAre pariName ne ? koI sUte heya tene nAma laIne belAve, to ke "huM" paNa AtmA kahIne bolAve te UThe? e nAma pariNamyuM che te AtmA 27.

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210 AdhAmRta pariNamcA nathI. keI agama vAta che. samajaNu krUre evu karavAnu che. " samaja sAra saMsAramAM. " samaja sAcI che. e ja raste badhA mekSe gayA che. samajaNa e ja saya. jJAnInuM hRdaya eLakhAya te samyaktva thAya. samajaNu hAya teTalA bhAva thAya. vicAradazAthI sthiradazA thAya che. krame krame jyAM che tyAMthI AgaLa vadhe te jJAnIne raste Ave. peAtAnA svaccha de kaMI pAra nahIM Ave. AtmAne kevA bhAva rahe che enI parIkSA karavI. kRpALudevanA raste ja cAlavu che. kRpALudeve ApaNA mATe ja kahyuM che, AtmA nirmaLa thAya te game teTaluM agharu hAya te paNa samajAya. dehane 'mArI' mAnIne varte che paNa tethI petAnuM svarUpa bhinna che. dehanA vizvAsa rAkhavAnA nathI. kheATI vastu cheDI devAnI che. bIjI kamANI karIe chIe evI A paNu kamANI karavAnI che. jave satsaMga karavAnA che. jIva ajANyA che. paramAnI jIvane kaI khabara nathI. satsa`ga hAya tA sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM khakhara paDe. khAmI jIvane edhanI che. 98 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 6, 2008 satsa`ganA yAga na maLe tyAre jIva pALe paDI jAya che. te vakhate vAMce, vicAre te bhAvanA vadhe. mAthe macchu che, tenI khakhara nathI. kANu jANe kayAre Atraze ? keTaluM jIvavAnu che ? tenI khakhara nathI. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke mahemAna che!! manuSyabhava lUlUMTAya che mATe AtmAne sAthe Ave evuM karavAnu che. jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavI, vRtti sthira rAkhavI ahu muzkela che. jagatamAM jIve jheSTi karIne vavAnu che. jyAMsudhI e dRSTi nathI tyAMsudhI vRtti DAmADoLa thAya che. kama kevAM baMdhAya che, tenI khabara nathI. satsa'ganA viyeAge jIvane DAgha evA paDe che ke pachI jAya nahIM. mATe DAgha na paDe evuM karavAnuM che. keAI caiAgya raste cAle ane Teva paDI jAya te pachI game tevAM zAstro vAMce tAya e DAgha na jAya. cakalI mAthA upara thaIne jAya tA kAMI nahI. paNa mALA na karavA de; khIjA vicAre Ave, paNa jo rahyA te ghara karI bese. mATe cetatA rahevu. DAhyA na thavuM. kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM che. kRpALudevanI AjJA vicAryA vagara eka pagaluM paNa bharavu nahI. mana nirmaLa rAkhavu. huM bhagavAna, huM teA adhamAdhama chuM, A kaLikALamAM mAre eka tAru ja zaraNu' de, game tema karI mane zaraNe rAkhA.' evI bhAvanA nitya karavAnI che. keTalIkavAra samUhamAM prAthanA karavAnI hAya che ane ekAMtamAM paNa karavAnI hoya che. rAte sUtI vakhate rAja vIza deharA, saMmaniyama, kSamApanA belI kRpALudevanuM zaraNu laI sUrve te kaI mADuM na thAya. e karavA jevu' che. khelatI vakhate ApaNane bhAva sphure evuM karavAnu che. kRpALudeva hAjarAhajUra ja UbhA che evuM jANIne bhakti karavI. enuM ja zaraNuM levuM. A kaLikALamAM kRpALudeva jevA ApaNe mATe AvI caDavA che. vaLI prabhuzrIjI ceAthA ArAnA muni jevA A kALamAM thaI gayA. jIvane abhimAna pesI jAya che. mAna Ave te bhagavAna paDakhethI khasI jAya. adhamAdhama chuM" e Takavu. A kALamAM bahu muzkela che. A kALanuM jhera utAravA jevu... kRpALudeve badhuM lakhyuM che. eka kSamApanA' khele te badhuM

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saMgraha 4 211 jhera utarI jAya. A jIvanI samajaNanuM ThekANuM nathI, mATe kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM rAkhavuM. pramAda na kare. jAgyA tyArathI savAra. have te "sahajatmasvarUpa paramagurunI dhUna hAlatAM cAlatAM lagAva che. prabhu prabhu laya lagADyA vinA chUTako nathI. haratAM pharatAM smaraNa karyA karavuM. 99 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 11, 2008 eka kSaNa paNa nakAmI na javA devI. maraNabhakti karavI. reja zIkhavA gekhavAnuM rAkhavuM. jene brahmacarya vrata AvyuM che teNe te khUba gekhavuM, zIkhavuM. emAM ja kALa gALave. pramAda na kare. gADImAM beThAM heIe tyAre bIjA vAta karatA hoya te sAMbhaLavA beTI na thavuM; paNa smaraNa karavuM. bIjuM gokha zokha kare che, tene badale A gokhane ! te lAbha thaze. anAdi kALathI jIvane mehabhAva che. manuSyabhava pahelIvAra maLe che ema nathI, keTalIya vAra maLe che. zAstra zIkhe, dIkSA lIdhI, paNa meDa maDyo nahIM. ApaNAmAM je vastu nathI tene potAnI mAnavI nathI, te mehu na thAya. AtmAmAM sagAMvahAlAM kaI nathI. badhAthI chUTavAnuM che. prabhuzrIjIe cekhuM kahI dIdhuM ke gurugama AtmAmAM che, bahAra zodhavAthI na maLe. bIjI vastuo eTale gharaDe, juvAna, paisAdAra ema jue che paNa AtmA jevA nathI. AtmA e ja gurUgama che. paryAyadaSTi mUkavAnI che. bhAvanI vAta che. eTale goLa nAkhe teTaluM gaLyuM thAya. gurune bedha sAMbhaLIne, darzana karIne je karavuM hatuM te na karyuM te badheya sAMbhaLe nathI, darzaneya karyA nathI. jJAnIthI keTaluM lAbha thAya che ! tenI jIvane khabara nathI. "sadagurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra ze ? samaye jinasvarUpa." samaje te upakAra lAge. 100 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 13, 2008 Atmasiddhine (Aso vada 1 no ) divasa maTe che. be ghaDI dharmadhyAna thAya. A manuSyabhava kema saphaLa thAya ? jIve zuM karavA jevuM che? te ahIM thoDA divasa rahe te khabara paDe. jIvane saMjoge te puNya bAMdhyuM hoya te pramANe hoya che. pApa bAMdhyuM hoya te te pramANe hoya, paraMtu puruSArtha karavo hoya teTala karAya. moTAmAM moTI mUDI manuSyabhava che. jyAM sudhI A manuSyabhava che tyAM sudhI jIva dhAre te karI zake. bIjA bhavemAM eTalI samajaNa na hoya. ApaNane lAga maLe che, mATe cetavA jevuM che. kSaNa paNa nakAmI na gALavI. jene AjJA maLI nathI te te zuM kare? paNa jene AjJA maLI che te kAma karI zake che. maMtra che te jevI tevI vastu nathI. e bIja kahevAya che. emAMthI vRkSa thAya. vaDanuM bIja jema nAnuM hoya, te paNa temAMthI moTe vaDa thAya che, tema A maMtra che enI ArAdhanA kare te AtmAnA guNe pragaTe. eka samyagdarzana pragaTe te badhA guNa pragaTe. "sarve guNAMza te samyaktva." (95) parabhavamAM A sAthe Ave evuM che. atyAre te jeTaluM karavuM hoya teTaluM thAya. ATalI sAmagrA pharI na maLe. zuM karavA AvyuM che? zuM kare che? dharmanA

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212 badhAmRta kAmamAM DhIla na karavI. karI levuM. Atmasiddhi, cha padane patra meDhe karavA. A paNa AtmAnA hita mATe karavuM che. mAthe maraNa badhAne che. kALane bharese nathI. mATe cetatA rahevuM. gharaDA thaIzuM tyAre bhakti karIzuM, paNa A kALamAM te nAnA prakAranA rogo, maraNa, vagere ghaDapaNa Ave te pahelAM paNa thAya che. jIvane samajaNa prApta thAya, jJAnIne vega maLe, sAdhana maLe, pachI pramAda karavA jevuM nathI. madhyasthaSTi rAkhavI. jema bane tema vaheluM karI levuM. jIvane kaI puNyanA yoge sAcI vastu hAthamAM Ave che, paNa TakAvI rAkhe te kAma thAya. pUrvanuM puNya sArI vastu sudhI laI jAya paNa puruSArtha kare e vartamAnanA AdhAre che. tenuM sAdhana satsaMga che. jema jema vizeSa satsaMga kare tema tema baLa vadhatuM jAya. agamya vastu che tethI mAhAsya lAgatuM nathI. e te kaMI satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLe tyAre karavA mAMDe. guNe pragaTa thatAM sudhI puruSArthanI jarUra che. satsaMga vAraMvAra karavAnI jarUra che. bhAva vardhamAna karavAnA che. Aja karatAM kAle sArA bhAva vadhe tema karavAnuM che. jJAnI puruSone "samaye samaye anaMtaguNaviziSTa AtmabhAva vadhate heya evI dazA rahe che." (313). jema jema sagurunuM mAhAsya lAge tema tema vizeSa bhakti thAya. apUrvatA lAge tyAre svachaMda rekAya. jyAre apUrvatA lAge tyAre huM karuM chuM te badhuM beTuM che ema lAge che. jeTalI thAya teTalI jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavI. svacchada rokAya te kevaLajJAna, mekSa badhuM thAya. jIvanI pAse premanI mUDI che, te ThekANe ThekANe verI nAkhI che. te sadguru pratye joDavAnI che. badhAne AdhAra bhAva upara che. bhAva vardhamAna thavAnuM kAraNa sArAM nimitta che. pitAnI vairAgyaupazama dazA ane puruSane ga e beya kAma kare che. kAraNa maLe te kArya thAya. "upAdAnanuM nAma laI, e je taje nimitta; pAme nahIM siddhatvane, rahe brAMtimAM sthita." ahaMbhAve caDhI gaye, svacchede caDhI gaye, te game teTalAM zAka bhaNe teya pAra na Ave. vinaya guNa maTe che. vinaya, sadAcAra vagere vAraMvAra sevavAM. A kALamAM sadviveka, vinaya, AjJAArAdhana e badhAM ghaTatAM jAya che. AtmArthInAM lakSaNa kevAM che? kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa-abhilASa; bhave kheda prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArthanivAsa." jyAM sudhI krodhamAnAdimAM taNAya tyAMsudhI AtmA bhaNI kyAMthI vaLAya? tyAM sudhI AtmArthI kema kahevAya ? AtmAtha thavuM hoya te indriyane jItavI paDaze. kaSAya zamAvavA paDaze. zuM karavA Avyo chuM, tenI khabara nathI. meLo che. khAlI hAthe AvyA ne khAlI hAthe javAne che. A kALamAM AyuSya, zakti ochAM che. bhale kalikAla che, paNa jJAnI puruSanuM kaheluM pakaDyuM to AgaLa vadhAya, DahApaNa karavuM nathI. enI pAchaLa paDavuM paDe che. vIza deharA, yamaniyama vicAre te badhAya guNa prApta thaI samyaktva pragaTe. A to meM sAMbhaLyuM che,

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saMgraha ke 213 huM zIkhyo chuM, ema sAmAnya karI nAkhyuM che. jAgyA tyArathI savAra. maMDI paDavuM. je dekhAya che te badhuM svapnA jevuM che. badhuM pharatuM che. AvuM ne AvuM rahevAnuM nathI. vicAra kare te jagatamAM kAMI vizvAsa karavA lAyaka nathI. lAga AvyuM che mATe karI levuM. manuSyabhava chUTyo te pharI lakSa rAzImAM bhaTaka bhaTaka karaze. ATalI sAmagrI pharI maLavI muzkela che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke tArI vAre vAra. tuM DhIla karIza te vAra lAgaze. DhIla karavI te ene hAtha che ane DhIla na karavI eya ene hAtha che. kAle zuM thaze enI khabara nathI. vastune svabhAva samajAtuM nathI. badhuM palaTAI jaze. keTalAya kALathI bhaTaka bhaTaka karate AvyuM che. bhava ochA thAya tema karavAnuM che. tRSNA vadhArI vadhe ane ghaTADI gho. baLatarA jIvane IcchA-tRSNAnI che. te bahAra dekhAya nahIM. aMtaranI zAMti samajAI nathI. AtmA mare nahIM. deha chUTe, paNa AtmA na mare. nirbhayapaNuM thayA vinA mokSa thAya nahIM. atyAre jIva bIjI vastuomAM taNAya che. pote karaze te pote pAmaze. jIva vicAra kare te samajAya ke jeNe kyuM hoya tene bhegavavuM paDe che. deha chUTI jAya to badhuM paDyuM rahe. ghara, strI zuM sukhI karaze? sukha enuM nathI. AtmAnuM sukha che. "sarva kalezathI ane sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAne upAya eka AtmajJAna che." (pa69). kharI mUMjhavaNa jIvane mehanI che, moha jIvane mUMjhave che, duHkhI kare che, karmanI parAdhInatA samajaNathI TaLe che. "samaja pIche saba sarala hai, bina samaja muzakila." (hA. no. 1-12) rAgadveSathI jIva baLe che, tene jJAnInAM vacanothI zAMta karavAno che. zItaLIbhUta thaI jAya evuM karavAnuM che. duHkha Ave, kaSTa paDe, kaI bhUMDuM kare te samabhAva rAkhe. kRpALu devanuM vacanAmRta vAMcavuM. jyAre vAMcavuM hoya tyAre kRpALudevanI AjJA laI vAMcavuM. pachI jJAnI jANe che ema rAkhavuM. huM samajI gayo ema na rAkhavuM. jJAnI jANe che, eTale lakSa rAkhavo. vacanAmRtamAM paMcAstikAya(766) zAMti Ape evuM che, mATe vAMcavuM, mukhapATha karavuM, pheravavuM. 101 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 14, 2008 saMsAra bhagavo ane mekSa meLava, beya na bane. kALa e che ke jIvane karma gama muzkela che. huM duHkhI chuM ane mAre chUTavuM che, evI garajavALA che DA che. jema garaja jAgaze tema jIva puruSArtha karaze. smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. kSaNa paNa nakAmI na gALavI, game tema thAya to paNa ApaNane satsAdhana maLyuM che te na cUkavuM. mana vAraMvAra bhaTake che te kyAM jAya che? te tapAsavuM. hitakArImAM jAya che ke ahitakArImAM jAya che? je ahitakArImAM jatuM hoya te pAchuM vALavuM. vAraMvAra manane saMbhALavuM. atyAre deDa chUTI jAya to kevuM thAya ? deha ane AtmA banne judI vastuo che. A zarIranA vicAre che te AtmAne mArI nAkhanAra che. mAtra A dehathI dharma thAya che tethI tene poSa. deha sAthe prIti karavA gya nathI. mAtra A deha bhaktine mATe kAmamAM Ave te mATe ene AhAra Ape, UMghADa,

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214 bedhAmRta havaDAvavo vagere karavuM paDe che. 102 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 0)), 2008 jIvane saMsAramAM ruci thAya che. saMsAranAM kAraNomAM ruci che te palaTAIne mokSanAM kAraNemAM ruci thAya te samyagdarzana che. mAre zuM karavAnuM che e lakSa rAkhe. A lakanI alpa paNa sukhecchA." (254) e khAmI che, te maTADavI. "hai IcchA duHkhamUla" (hA--1-12). duHkhI thavuM hoya te IcchA vadhAre karavI. sukhI thavuM hoya te IcchAo ochI karavI. IcchAo thAya evA nimittathI dUra rahevuM. nimittavAsI jIva che. dekhAdekhI ghaNuM Teva paDe che ane i chAo thAya che. pApanI pravRttio kavI. pApathI DaratA rahevuM. pApa bAMdhavA indriya maLI nathI. keIna be vacana sAMbhaLI krodha thato hoya te kAna para hAtha devA ema kahevAya che khAvuM te ravAda mATe nahIM, paNa jIvana TakAvavA. pAMca indriyone poSavI nathI. AMkha maLI che te bhagavAnanAM darzana mATe che. kAna maLyA che te bhagavAnanAM vacana zravaNa karavA mATe. ema dareka indriyone saLI karI nAkhavI. Indri che te jJAnadazAne rokanArI che. jJAnadazA thayA pachI e ja indriyo mokSanA kAmamAM Ave che. patro zIkhyA heI e te pheravIe ane vicAra karIe. 103 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 1, 2008 paMcamakALamAM vyAdhi pIvuM vadhAre che. dharmadhyAna thAya evuM nathI. kALajI rAkhe te thAya. nahIM te AjIvikA mATe A manuSyabhava lUMTAI jAya. jyAM hoIe tyAM satsaMga, sanzAstranuM vAcana rAkhavuM. garaja nathI. tethI bIjA nimitte maLe temAM bhaLI jAya che. asthiratA bahu che. asthiratA vadhe evAM nimitta bahu che. pUrvanuM ArAdhakapaNuM nathI tethI ema thayuM che. janmamaraNa mAthe phare che. jIvane maravAnuM sAMbharatuM nathI. aMdaramAM ene jJAnInAM vacana cUMTatA nathI. sAMbhaLyuM hoya te na sAMbhaLyuM thaI jAya. kiMmatI vastu lAgI hoya tenI saMbhALa rAkhe. manuSyabhava kiMmatI vastu che. kSaNa kSaNa jatAM bahu vakhata gae, paNa havenuM sAruM jIvavuM che. have te kaMIka gAMThe bAMdhavuM. javane samajaNa nathI. bIjAmAM taNAI jAya che. tuccha vastunuM jIva mAhAsya mAnI temAM ne temAM rAo rahe che. tuccha vastuothI jIva gherAI gayo che, tethI AtmAnuM mAhAmya lAgatuM nathI. nAzavaMta vastuo to game tyAre nAza thavAnI che. evI ne evI na rahe. pArakI paMcAtamAM khoTI na thavuM. pitAnuM kharuM svarUpa che te jANyuM hoya te bhavobhavamAM kAma Ave. parabhavamAM paNa sAthe Ave. paNa javane mAhAsya nathI. satsaMgamAM pitAne kAmanI vastuo sAMbhaLavA maLe che. jarUranI vastuo vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave to mAhAsya lAge. e mATe ghaNA bodhanI jarUra che. keTalAya bhavanI kamANIrUpa A manuSyabhava che. te paNa A kaLiyugamAM TUMkA AyuSyavALe che katarA kAgaDAnA bhAvamAM bhaTakatAM bhaTakatAM A manuSyabhava ghaNA puNyanA bhege maLe che. 104 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 2, 2008 bhagavAne dayAnuM varNana karyuM che. koI paNa jIvane haNa nahIM. dubhava nahIM. cAre

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saMgraha 4 gatimAM jIvane duHkha che. jyAM sudhI cittanI asthiratA che, tyAM sudhI duHkha che. maracAmAM utpanna thanArA jIva maracAmAM AnaMda mAne che. goLamAM utpanna thanArA jI goLamAM AnaMda mAne che. devane paNa judA judA saMskAra hoya che. A badhuM devenuM varNana karyuM te zA mATe? cAre gatimAM duHkha che. vairAgya thavA mATe varNana che. pUrvabhavamAM AtmA ho evI sAbitI karavA mATe paNa evAM varNana che. je karma kare te bhogavavA paDe che, ema siddha karavA mATe varNana che. mokSane mATe je karavAnuM che te jJAna che. sAta tatva ke cha dravya e prajanabhUta che. samyagdarzana, samyajJAnamAM pravRtti thAya te cAritra che. sAtame guNasthAnake apramatta yoga hoya che. eTale AtmAne vikAsa karavo hoya teTale thAya. mekSa na thAya evuM mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. jeTaluM thAya teTaluM karavuM. pApapravRtti rekavI. te manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI, kare nahIM, karAve nahIM, anude nahIM ema navakeTI sAmAyika karavAnuM kahyuM che. te AtmasthiratA thavA mATe kahyuM che. badhA vikalapa mUkavAnA che. samyagdarzana thAya tyAre sAta prakRti kSaya pAme. pachI pratyAkhyAnAvaraNaya jAya tyAre vrata Ave, zrAvaka thAya. pachI sAmAyika Ave. kaTAsaNuM pAtharIne besavAthI sAmAyika thatuM nathI. thoDIka vAra samabhAvamAM rahe te AnaMda Ave. pitAnA svarUpamAM rahe te AnaMda Ave. pAMcamethI bhAvavRddhithI sAtame jAya che. vRttio sthira karatA javane AvaDe te AgaLa raste bahu sulabha che. sthiratA Take te kevaLajJAna dUra nathI. paNa e taravAranI dhAra jevuM che. mekSamArgamAM jI cAlyA ja jAya che. keI cha, keI sAtame, keI zreNimAM, kaI mekSe jatA hoya. ema mekSamArgamAM cha cAlatA ja rahe che. kriyAne jJAnIo niSedhatA nathI. te karatAM aMtarane bhAva vizeSa che, paNa tame kriyA na kare ema na kahe. zuSkajJAnI kriyAne niSedha kare che. jJAnInI AjJAthI viruddha vartavAnuM thAya nahIM evuM karavAnuM che. ghaNIvAra cAritra pALavA chatAM jIvane mekSa na thayo. tethI kaMI cAritra na levuM ema kahevuM nathI, paNa emAM kaMIka rahI jAya che te bhUla kADhavA kahyuM che. mithyAtvanI gAMTha mUkvA kahevAnuM che. mAtra kriyAmAM ja rAcI na rahevuM. ekalI kriyAthI mokSa nathI ema kahevuM che. tethI kriyA na karavI ema kahevuM nathI, paNa emAM kaMIka rahI jAya che te samajAvavA mATe jJAnIo kahe che. jJAnI sarva jInA dAsa che, sarva jIvo pratye dAsabhAvavALA che. te ane duHkhI karavA kaMI kare nahIM. jyAM sudhI gRhastha avasthA che, tyAMsudhI kema vartavuM? kRpALudeva kahe che ke "ame upadeza karatA nathI." bahu vicAra karIne AgaLa pAchaLa koInuM ahita na thAya tema varte che. zAthI kalyANa thAya? te jJAnI jANe che. bIjA che te bAhyathI kahe. bAramA guNara vAna sudhI jJAnI puruSanAM vacananuM avalaMbana hoya che. jJAnInI AjJAe varte te svaccheda paNa vilaya pAme ane e ja cAritra che, jJAnInA vacananA Azraye vartavuM e avalaMbana che. e bAramA guNasthAna sudhI che. A

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216 bedhAmRta saMsAramAM ghaNA khADakhAcarA che. svaccha de vartavAthI vRttio kSaya thatI nathI, paSAya che. svacchada ja pioSAyA kare che. pitAne ThIka lAge tema varte tethI ahaMkAra vadhe, DahApaNu vadhe. kaMIka sarala jIva hoya ane kaMIka riddhisiddhi pragaTe, te pachI paDe te vadhAre pachATa lAge. svacchaMdanAM pariNAma AvAM Ave che. cha padanI zraddhA jene thAya che tene samyagdarzana thAya che. e mULa vastu che. emAM zaMkA karavA jevuM nathI. cha padane nirNaya thayo te pachI ene zaMkA na thAya. kadAca thAya te AzaMkA kahevAya che. cha padamAM je zaMkA thaI te mithyAtva Ave ane kyAM sudhI Avaze tenI khabara nathI. khAvuM pIvuM ane lahera karavI ema thaI jAya. AtmA che ema mAne 5NuM vicAra karI nirNaya na karyo hoya te pharI jAya. je saMga maLe te thaI jAya. mATe kahyuM che ke "kara vicAra to pAma." vicAra vagara emanuM ema mAnI bese te pharI jAya. ethe na mAnavuM, ema nathI. syAdvAda che. jeTalI jeTalI yogyatA vadhe teTalA teTalA vicAra Ave che. mati-zratane Indriyeno AdhAra che. jJAna mAtra AtmAnuM che. zrutajJAna che emAM anumAna che. mana:paryAvajJAnamAM anumAna nathI. mana:paryAvavALAne Indriya ane mananI jarUra nathI rahetI. AtmAthI jANe che. atIndriya jJAnathI jANeluM khoTuM paDatuM nathI. samyakrava prApta karyuM hoya ane vame nahIM te vadhAremAM vadhAre sAta bhava devanA ane ATha bhava manuSyanA karI mikSe jAya. samyagdarzana jene thayuM che te vahele meDe mekSe jAya. vame te vadhAremAM vadhAre ardhapudgalaparAvartana thAya. - samyaphavanAM lakSaNa kaSAyanI upazAMtatA te zama, mokSa bhaNI valaNa thAya te saMvega, saMsAra jhera jevuM lAge te nirveda, jJAnInAM vacanAmAM tallInatA te AsthA ane pitA para ane bIjA prANIo pratye dayA te anukaMpA. pitAnA AtmA pratye te vizeSa dayA rAkhe. atyAre java AtmAne verI thaIne varte che. AtmAne uddhAra karavAnuM che. jJAnInI zraddhA thAya, baMdha thAya te pitAnA AtmAnI dayA Ave. mokSamArgamAM pravRtti, sapuruSamAM zraddhA e badhuM pitAnA AtmAnI dayA jAge tyAre thAya che. prazna-paramANu jevI sUma vastunuM, dharmAritakAyanuM, karmagraMthinuM je varNana karyuM che tenuM zuM kAraNa che? - pUjyazrI-jIva navare paDe te ghaNuM karma bAMdhe. kaMIka hAthamAM kAma Ave tyAre enuM mana sthira thAya. sUkamamAM sUkSama varNana hoya te vicAra karavo paDe. A karmo kema baMdhAya che? kema udayamAM Ave che? e jyAre jANe tyAre lAge ke aho! kevaLajJAnathI kevuM jANyuM che ! e kahevAnAM sAta kAraNe cheH (1) jema che tema kahevA mATe (2) te vastuenA vicAra karavA mATe (3) te vastunI mAnyatA karavA mATe () samyakatva thavA mATe (5) jIvadayA pALavA mATe (6) jJAna thavA mATe ane (7) dezo TALI mukta thavA mATe. jIva mukta thAya tene mATe badhAM varNane che. "sapuruSane vega durlabha che ema

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saMgraha 4 sAMbhaLyuM, paNa sAMbhaLIne karyuM zuM? jJAnInuM eka vacana paNa pakaDAya to tenI mAThI gati na thAya. e sAMbhaLyuM te kAma karI levuM. te pharI puruSane vega ene thAya. bhale mAMsa na khAvAnI pratijJAnI pakaDa karI te deva thaye, zreNika rAjA thaye tyAre anAthImuni maLyA tyAM samyaktva pAmya, mahAvIra bhagavAna maLyA tyAre tIrthakaranetra bAMdhyuM. vizvAsa A te pachI bhalene narakagati AvI, paNa mekSa thaze. A badhuM phaLa satsaMganuM che. jJAnIne yega maLa durlabha che. satsaMga thayo hoya te vizvAsa Ave ke AtmA che ane e vizvAsathI ja mekSa thAya che. sAcI vastune vizvAsa Ave te mekSa thAya. jJAnIe AtmA jANe che, pragaTa karyo che. mAro AtmA paNa e ja che. ema pakSa zraddhA thAya te pachI pakSamAMthI pratyakSa thaI jAya. majIThane raMga kapaDuM phATI jAya paNa jAya nahIM. e dharmane raMga daDha karavAnuM che. deha jAya paNa samyakatva na jAya evuM karavAnuM che. AtmArthamAM beTI thavuM. AtmAnuM hita thatuM hoya te bhale bhAlAnA varasAda varase, teya khasavuM nahIM ane sAcAM metInI lahANI maLatI hoya te paNa asatsaMgamAM javuM nahIM. 105 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 4, 2008 manuSyabhavamAM paNa jIva matamatAMtaramAM kyAMya maLI rahe che. madhyasthabuddhi bahu duSkara che. Agraha thaI gayA pachI maTave bahu muzkela che. bAMdheluM che, te bhogavavuM paDe che. pite kare che ane pitAne bhegavavuM paDe che. kRpALudeva devanA deva che. nispRha thaI javuM. A jagatamAMthI kazuM joItuM nathI. thavuM heya te thAo rUDA rAjane bhajIe. kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM maLyuM che te moTI vAta che. vAMcavAmAM kALa gALa. bIjuM badhuM bhUlI javAnuM che. jagatanI badhI vastuo bhUlI eka maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM. zraddhA eka bhagavAnanI rAkhavI. "dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyA re, kuNa gaMje nara eTa." (A. 13) saMkalpa-vikalpa Ave te maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM. ema chatAM na maTe te moTethI maMtranI dhUna lagAvavI. ema jIva je baLavAna thAya te saMkalpavikalpa nahIM Ave. saMsAra ja e che. cAre gatimAM duHkha che. keTaluM bhaTaktAM bhaTakatAM manuSyabhava maLe che. A manuSyabhavamAM A bhUmi, A cega maLe che, tema chatAM saMsAra e che ke ene jaMpavA na de. dharma che te jIvane sukhanuM kAraNa che. dharmamAM vRtti rahe teTaluM jagata bhulAya che. sapuruSanA ge kaMIka samajaNa karI levAnI che. dekhAya che te badhuM nAzavaMta che. temAM jIva mamatA kare che, kalpanA kare che. kalpanA karyA vagara rahetuM nathI. saMkalapavikalapathI karmo baMdhAya che. tenuM kAraNa vairAgyanI khAmI che. keTalAM dukha bhagavyAM che, paNa tene khyAla nathI. A manuSyabhavamAM karma choDavAne lAge che. cete te thAya. sAruM AlaMbana hoya te phikara na thAya. sahaja svabhAve je thAya te joyA karavuM. bhAvanA karavI ke samabhAva mane rahe. samabhAva rahe te mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. bhAvanA kare tevuM thAya. pahelAM bhAvanA 28

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zAkAta karI hatI tethI A satsaMga maLe che. have bhAvanA sArI karaze te sAru maLaze. pahelAmAM paheluM karavAnuM samyagdarzana; te mikSa thAya ja. jIva samaje te sahaja che, nahIM te anaMta upAye paNa nathI. AkhA saMsAranuM kAraNa huM deha chuM" e bhAva che. huM deha nathI" eTaluM karavAnuM che. saDI paDI jAya e A deha che. maLamUtrathI apavitra che. temAM karmanA saMge rahevuM paDe che. A dehathI huM bhinna chuM evI bhAvanA karavAnI che. sAMbhaLIne bhAvanA karavI. sUtI vakhate bhAvanA kare, savAramAM bhAvanA kare, ema abhyAsa karyo dehathI bhinna AtmA lAge. sAcA bhAva karavAnA che. kathAomAM Ave che ke keTalAka bhakto divasamAM bhagavAnane eka vakhata saMbhAratA, tyAre evA bhAva thatA ke dehanuM bhAna bhUlI jatA. keTalAka bhakto be vakhata bhagavAnane saMbhAratA, keTalAka traNa vakhata. ema abhyAsa karatA. Ama Teva paDI jAya te deha bhulAya. A badhA rastA abhyAsa pADavA mATe che. ema karatAM karatAM jIvane baLa Ave che. abhyAsa kare te jaDa je hoya te paNa vidvAna thaI jAya. tema "huM AtmasvarUpa chuM, deha nathI e abhyAsa kare te e dazA Ave, huM deha nathI ema thAya. deha maDaduM che. satsaMganI jIvane jarUra che. ghaNA satsaMganI jarUra che. samabhAva rAkhe. mumukSu-samabhAva raheto nathI. pUjyazrI-samabhAva na rahe paNa bhAvanA te karAya ne ke he bhagavAna, mane samabhAva rahe? savAramAM UThI bhAvanA karavI, pachI pharI sAMje bhAvanA karavI, pharI sUtI vakhate bhAvanA karavI, ema abhyAsa paDe te vAraMvAra sAMbhare. "che dehAdithI bhinna AtmA re" ema sAMbhaLyuM te huM deha nathI ema karavuM, kazuM ADAavaLI karavuM nahIM. jIva saMkalpa vikalpa kare che, mAruM kapaDuM ema kare che, paNa kapaDuM te phATI javAnuM che. chatAM jIva saMkalpavikalpa karI karma bAMdha bAMdha kare che. A deha apavitra che, maLamUtra-lehIthI bharela che, temAM karmanA sAthe rahevuM paDe che. paNa ethI huM bhinna chuM, evI vAraMvAra bhAvanA karavI. - jyAM cahyo che tyAMthI UTha, ema jJAnI kahe che. apratibaMdha ane asaMga e puruSArtha che. jyAM jyAM jIva rAga kare che te badhuM kalyANanA mArgamAM pratibaMdha che, te cheDavAnuM che. ane jyAM jyAM saMga karyo che te choDavAne che. pratibaMdha dUra kare ane asaMga thavuM e karma jItavAne raste che. eka paramANu paNa mAruM nathI. jema jema mamatA chUTaze tema tema badhuM chUTaze. 106 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 5, 2008 samyagdaSTine puNya heya te game nahIM. dharmajanita paNa bhaga Ihi tema, lAge aniSTa te manane re." (pAMcamI daSTi) devaleka paNa ene aniSTa lAge e samyagdarzananuM mahAsya che. puNyanA yoge ene nivRtti na maLe tethI aniSTa lAge. jIva baLiyo thAya te samyaktva nava samayamAM mokSe laI jAya. mane khabara nathI paNa jJAnIe jANyuM te sAcuM. AtmAne svabhAva jevo che te samajAya te

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saMgraha ju rAha thelI pRthvImAM ghaNA ja che e vagere samajAya. jJAnInI AjJAe vartavuM te badhuM pAMsaruM thaze. sAthe zvAsocchavAsa le, sAthe AhAra le, sAthe janme, sAthe mare evA sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyanA jIvo hoya che. karma che te pudgala che. cetanamAM anaMta zakti che, evI jaDanI paNa anaMta aciMtya zakti che. vastu vicArata yAvate, mana pAme vizrAma; rasa svAdata sukha Upaje, anubhava yAke nAma." (nATaka samayasAra) vRtti bIje bhaTake che te rekAya ane A bhagavAne kahelAM vacane vicAra kare te aMtaraMgavRtti thAya. bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnanuM mAhAsya lAge te mATe paravastuonuM varNana karyuM che. meha e che karo. bIjA kAmamAM jIva kuzaLa che, paNa AmAM kaMI karatuM nathI. je kaMI sAMbhaLIe te vicArIe. jJAnI le che te vacana bIjA paNa bole che. jJAnInAM vacana jIvane mekSa bhaNI prere che ane bIjAonAM vacane saMsAra bhaNuM vALe che. 107 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 6, 2008 vRttione rokavA AyaMbila kahyuM che. AyaMbila che te zarIra sAruM hoya te karavA jevuM che. emanuM ema te kare nahIM, paNa parvane divase karavAnA bhAva thAya che. pAMce Indriye jIbhathI piSAya che. rasane jIte te tapa che. e jIte te badhI indriye vaza thAya. nIrasa bhejana kare te tapa thAya. jJAnInI AjJAthI je smaraNa maLyuM che, te samaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. e karmathI chUTavAne raste che, samAdhimaraNanuM kAraNa che. paramArtha samajavAnI kALajI rAkhe te samajAya. jIvane vivekabuddhi Ave te moha na thAya. pitAnI meLe te ghaNuM karyuM che, paNa jJAnInI AjJAmAM jeTale kALa jAya teTale lekhAmAM che. A manuSyabhava saphaLa karavAnuM kAraNa jJAnInI AjJAnuM ArAdhana che. rastAmAM jatAM AvatAM paNa smaraNa kare te ghaNuM lAbha thAya. eka kSaNa paNa nakAmI na jAya evuM thAya. vIza deharA te pA kalAka maLe tyAre belAya. paNa A te UThatAM-besatAM paNa karAya. 108 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 7, 2008 prazna-AyaMbila karyuM hoya ane rasavALA padArthomAM mana jatuM hoya te zA vicAra karavA ke je vicArathI mana tyAM na jAya? pUjyazrI-ghaNuM khAdhuM che. khAdheluM zuM thAya che?--viSTA jagata eMThavADA jevuM che. "sakala jagata te eDavat " AtmAnuM hita thAya evuM vicAravuM. ghIthI hita che ke jJAnInAM vacanathI? jJAnInAM vacanathI AtmAnuM hita che te mAre ghI nathI khAvuM. zuM karavA AvyuM chuM ane zuM karuM chuM? e vicAravuM. javane Teva paDI gaI che, paNa enuM phaLa zuM Avaze enI khabara nathI. kalpanAe ke lekanA kahetA kahetI rasamAM lukhkhAya che. rasane jIte te jJAnInAM vacanamAM rasa Ave. abhayadevasUrIne AyaMbila karavuM ThIka paDyuM. bAra aMganI TIkA lakhatAM sudhI AyaMbila ja karyA. AtmA bhaNI jAya te lAbha thAya. bhAre khAdhuM

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220 bedhAmata hoya te pacAvavA mahenata karavI paDe. A AyaMbilanuM bhajana te vaheluM ThekANe paDI jAya. lalupatA che e jIvane nIce laI jAya che, ardhagati thAya che. kumArapALa rAjAe sAta vyasanane tyAga karI gRhasthanAM vate lIdhelAM. eka vakhata tene ghebara khAtA mAMsane A svAda Avate, ema vicAra AvyuM tethI hemacaMdrAcAryane pUchyuM ke mane e vicAra Ave che te zuM karavuM? gurue kahyuM ke AkhI jiMdagI tAre ghebara na khAvuM. kahevAnuM e ke tenA bhAva pheravI nAkhyA ane lepatAthI choDAvyo. dehanI jeTalI ciMtA rAkhe che teTalI nahIM paNa ethI anaMtagaNuM ciMtA AtmAnI rAkha." (84) ema kahyuM che. paNa enA cittamAM deha pesI gayuM che. dehanA ja vicAre Ave che. e ochA thAya, enAthI navare paDe, te AtmAnA vicAra Ave. navarAza lAva, jarA navarAza. navarAza lAve tyAre jJAnI kaMI kahe ne? A to bIjuM laIne beTho che. kevI jogavAI! manuSyabhavamAM pAMca Indri, sapuruSano vega ane satsAdhana maLyuM che. te khAmI zAnI che? puruSArthanI. pramAda kADhe te ghaNuM kAma thAya. kRpALudeve AkhA divasamAM kema vartavuM tenA bhAga pADayA che. 1 prahara bhaktiktavya, 1 prahara dharmakartavya, 1 prahara AhAra prajana, 1 prahara vidyAprayojana, 2 prahara nidrA, 2 prahara saMsAra prajana. "puSpamALAmAM hita thAya evuM kahyuM che. ene pUchavA javuM na paDe. kRpALudevanAM vacane vAMce te badhuM hAthamAM Ave. vAMce, vicAre, chUTavAno lakSa rAkhe te kAma thAya. navuM sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karavAthI jIva DhIluM paDI jAya che. A te meM sAMbhaLyuM che ema thAya. keI navo jIva Ave tene lAge ke A te kaI juduM ja kahe che. evuM te meM koI divasa sAMbhaLyuM nathI. patra moDhe karyA hoya te vicAravA. belatAM belatAM vicAra jAge evuM karavuM, te AnaMda Ave. durlabha vastuo che. jJAnInAM vacanane vicAra thAya te bIjI kamANI karatAM vadhAre AnaMda Ave. keTalA anubhavane sAra badhA patromAM kahetA gayA che ! bahu hitakArI che. avakAza hoya te jIve vIsa deharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA, bArabhAvanA ke cha pada game te vicAravAmAM rahevAnuM che. javane baMdhavRttio rokavAmAM rasa AvatuM nathI. - jJAnI puruSane be sAMbhaLa, vicAra kare ane satsaMga kare. vrata levAnuM nathI kahevuM, bhaNavAnuMya nathI kahevuM A te saheluM kahevuM che. satsaMga kare, bodha sAMbhaLe ane vicAre te parane pitAnuM na mAne. mehane maMda karIne Ava, ema jJAnInuM kahevuM che. A te meha vadhArIne Ave che. jene kaMI AtmAnI garaja jAgI che ane zedha karate hoya tene jJAnI kahe te pakaDAI jAya. garaja na hoya te zuM thAya? karmane laIne badhuM citra vicitra dekhAya che. 109 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 8, 2008 dekhAya che te mAnavAnuM nathI; AtmA mAnavAne che. daSTi pheravavAnI che. jANavA gya te AtmA che. dekhAya che te te karma che, AtmA dekhAya nahIM. puruSa ane puruSanI

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sahu 4 23 vANI ane jIvane hitakArI che. peAtAneya jANe ane paraneya jANe evA svapara-prakAzaka AtmA che. "svapara-prakAzaka evI caitanyasattAnA pratyakSa guNa jene viSe che evA AtmA hAvAnuM pramANa che." (493), ema kRpALudeva kahe che. dehAdithI bhinna AtmA che. jevu che tevA dravyanI vAta kare che. te ja lakSa rAkhIne sAMbhaLe te juduM che te juduM lAge. mumukSukha dhanathI kema chuTAya ? pUjyazrI--samakitanI vAta che. e Ave te pachI kha'dhanathI mukta thavAya. nirjarA thAya evuM karavuM. rAga, dveSa ane ajJAna e saMsAranuM kAraNa che. mATe sakita karavAnuM kahe che. e Ave te prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke cAMdalA thayA. pachI mekSe jAya. bhakti kare ke game te kare, paNa samakita mATe. jagatanA rUDA kahevAthI rUDA thaI javAya nahIM, ane bhUMDA kahevAthI bhUMDA na thAya. jevA bhAva thAya tevuM thAya. jagatane rUDuM' dekhADavA ghaNuM karyuM che. baMdhana thAya te na karavuM. 110 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 9, 2008 "kevaLajJAna eTale mAtra jJAna ja, te sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja nahIM" (vyA. 1-126) kevaLajJAna eTale evuM jJAna. meAha nahIM. rAgadveSa vagaranuM jJAna. AtmanI vicAraNA kRpALudeve kevI karI che! vicAratAM vicAratAM emaNe sahajasvarUpa zodhI kADhyuM. sahajasvarUpamAM kaze| vikalpa na Ave, evI camatkRti che. upAdhimAM paNa emaNe samAdhi bhogavI che. pratimA joIne bhagavAnane yAda karavA ke bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM kevAM zAMta besavA hatA ! kRpALudeve jee pratimA pUjatA na hatA temane pratimApUjaka karyo ane je pratimApUjaka hatA temane bhagavAnane pUjatA karyAM. badhA AgrahA cheDAvyA. kRtrima pratimA eTale banAvelI pratimA ane akRtrima pratimA eTale trikALa rahe evI pratimA. mahAvidehamAM, meru vagere patA para zAzvata pratimAo che. bharatacakrI mahAvIra thayA pahelAM thayA hatA paNa temaNe mahAvIranI pratimA karAvI hatI. prazna-- adhanA hetu je che pApasthAna jo, te tuja bhakate pAmyA puSTa prazastatA re lo." (de. gataceAvIzI-16) eTale zuM? pUjyazrI--bhagavAnanI bhakti jenA hRdayamAM che tene pApa paNa puNyarUpa thAya che, eTale prazastatAne pAme che. jema keAI zikArI pUche ke A bAju thaIne haraNa gayAM che te kaI bAju gayAM ? teA pele puruSa UlaTI bAjI batAvIne kahe ke A mAjI gayAM che. ema na gayAM hoya chatAM kahe. blU &* elIe te pApa che chatAM ene lakSa ahiMsAnA che tethI jUThuM nathI. lakSa bIjo che tethI pApa paNa puNyarUpa thAya che. tema bhagavAna pratye prema che tene pApa paNa savaLuM thAya. keAI phUla teDatA hAya paNa ene bhakti karavI che tethI pApa paNa prazasta thAya che. jenA bhAva pharI gayA tenu badhuM savaLuM thAya che. te je kare te jANIne kare che,

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2 badhAmRta sAruM kare che. prabhuzrIjInuM udaya pramANe vartana hatuM. ghaNA pUche paNa udaya na hoya te na bese. A joga maLyA chatAM Ama karu tema karuM kare che. mekSane mArga gama bahu durlabha che. mithyAtva maMda thAya tyAre kaMIka game. ghaNe satsaMga hoya te dharmanI garaja jAge. game te rIte jAgavuM joIe. pite pitAne jANa joIe. mAre A karavuM che ema je hadayamAM thAya te thAya. sArAM nimitta rAkhavAM. ghaNuM vigho ADAM Ave che. jene nivRtti hoya tene vega na hoya. jene vega hoya tene nivRtti na hoya ke yogyatA na hoya. nivRtti hAya ane vega hoya, te sAthe megyatA paNa heya te gautamasvAmI jevuM thaI jAya. bhagavAna sAthe vAda karavA AvatAM pahelAM temaNe gaNadharanI labdhi prApta karI hatI. tethI jema pArasa ane letuM aDe te senuM thAya tema thayuM. jJAnInAM vacane kAnamAM paDe, ruce te jAge. A vacane mAre mATe kahe che, huM UguM chuM, mane jAgrata karavA kahe che, ema thAya te jAgavAnuM thAya. | vAsudevane tIrthakarane yoga thAya ane pachI narakamAM jAya. tyAM pastAya ke mane tIrthakarane vega thaye chatAM meM kaMI karyuM nahIM. pastAyAthI jIvane jAtismaraNa thaI jAya. duHkha dekhe tyAre jIvane pratyakSa khabara paDe ke mArI mAnyatAnuM phaLa beThuM che. jJAnInA kahyA pramANe mAnyatAnuM phaLa sAruM che. digaMbarImAM keTalAka mAne che ke kSAyika samakita hoya chatAM narakagati baMdhAI heya te pahelI narake jAya. keTalAka mAne che ke trIjI narake jaI zake. tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hoya te kSAyika samakita hoya ja ema nathI, kSapazama samakti paNa hoya. kRSNa trIjI narakamAMthI nIkaLaze tyAre manuSyabhavamAM kaI yoga na maLyA chatAM kSAyika samati pAmaze. tIrthakara zAyika samati ane traNa jJAna sahita ja janma ema kaMI nakkI nathI. kSAyika te bha paNa thAya. ekAMte bhagavAne kazuM kahyuM nathI. amuka apavAda hoya che tenI jIvene khabara nathI. kazAyane Agraha rAkhavA jevo nathI. bhagavAna kahe te sAcuM, kAraNa ke zAstro samudra jevAM che. huM kaMI jANatuM nathI, ema rAkhavuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke riddhisiddhine te lAta mArIne kADhI mUkI che. roga jevI jANatA hatA. gAMDA jevA pharatA. ghaNI vakhata huM ANaMdathI prabhuzrIjIne prazno pUchavA mATe Avate paNa pachI sevAmAM rahete ke badhuM bhUlI javAtuM. vikalpa zAMta thatA. tyAM besatAM kazuM joItuM nathI ema thatuM. badhuM jagata bhUlI javAtuM. mahApuruSanA yege jIvane vagara upadeze dha prApta thAya che. kaMI kahe nahIM, kare nahIM teya. prabhuzrIjI sTezane jatA, tyAM beThA beThA derAnI AMTI kADhe ane viMTALe. ame kahIe ke amane Ape te ame vIMTIe, te kahe nA, tamArAthI na thAya. bahu zAMta hatA. bilakula zamAI gayelA, TharI gayelA. AtmA ja paramAnaMdarUpa che. ema jANe te bIjI vastuomAM AnaMda na Ave. AtmA jevA che. karma che tene jue che te mUkI AtmA jue to dharma che. samaktinI pAchaLa paDe te kAma thAya. mehanA paDakhAmAM jAya te bhUlI jAya. jJAnI baMdhAvAnA kAmIne choDatA nathI. "dInabaMdhunI daSTi ja evI che ke chUTavAnA kAmIne bAMdhavo

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saMgraha 4 nahIM, ane baMdhAvAnA kAmane choDe nahIM." (176). chekarane navarAvI dhULamAM besADe te mele thAya, tema ahIM sAMbhaLe ane ghera jAya tyAre "mAruM mAruM kare. ApaNe zuM karavuM? te ke AtmabhAvanA. kAyAthI kaMI ceSTA na kara, vacanathI kaMI uccAra na kara, manathI kaMI ciMtavana na kara. ethI sthira thavAya. AtmA AtmAmAM rahe e ja paramadhyAna che. 111 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 10, 2008 kaMIka vAMcavuM, kaMIka vicAravuM ane kaMIka gekhavuM. pramAdamAM vakhata na jAya te sAcavavuM. je kaMI karavAnuM che, tene abhyAsa thAya eTalA mATe pustaka vAMcavAnAM che. jANeluM hAya, abhyAsa thayela hoya te TakI rahe. emAM vRtti rekAya. nahIM te jIvane karmanA udaya vakhate kazI saMbhALa na rahe. abhyAsanI jarUra che. - jIvane navo rAkha nathI. kaMIka kaMIka kAma eNpavuM. "jIvane pramAdamAM anAdithI rati che." pramAda sAre lAge che, mIThe lAge che. UbhuM hoya to besavAnuM mana thAya. pramAdamAM rati che te kADhavAnI che. sahanazIlatA vadhe e kartavya che. javane deha maLe, temAM indriye maLI tethI te vastuone jANe che, dekhe che. temAM rAgadveSa kare che tethI karma baMdhAya che, tethI nava deha maLe, vaLI pAcho viSayamAM pravarte tyAre pharI rAgadeva karI karma bAMdhe, tethI pharI deha maLe. ema anAdikALathI thatuM AvyuM che. chUTavAne raste e che ke rAgadveSa maMda karavA. rAgadveSa gayA vinA chUTako nathI. ajJAnathI jIva lUMTAya che. mithyAtva sahitanuM jJAna te ajJAna. e jJAnanA nirNaya badhA UMdhA hoya che. mithyAtvadazAmAM je jANe che te badhuM ajJAna che. "rAgadveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha." ajJAna ane rAgadveSa thayA kare che ane te hitakArI lAge che. mAna karato hoya, meha karate hoya to sAruM karuM chuM ema lAge. mithyAtva maMda hoya te ema na lAge. vivekajJAna, bhedajJAna Ave te ajJAna jAya, samyaktva thAya che. jJAnI puruSanAM vacanane paricaya thaI jAya evuM karavuM. jJAnI kema varte che te lakSa rAkha. jJAnIe jene hitakArI mAnyuM tene hitakArI mAnavuM, te sAruM thAya. jIva sAruM jANIne kare ane tenuM phaLa kharAba Ave e bhulavaNuM kADhavAnI che. - "mokSamALA" AkhI vAMcavA jevI che. eka pATha pAMca sAta vakhata vAMcI, emAM zuM kahyuM te lakSa rAkhavo. pachI vicAravuM ke A pAThamAM zuM AvyuM ? emAM heya zuM che? reya zuM che? upAdeya zuM che? ema AkhI mekSamALA vAMcI javI. bhAvanA rAkhavI ke ATaluM pUratuM nathI. paisA vadhAre maLe evI IcchA rahe che ne? tema mAtra mALA pheravavAthI saMtoSa na mAno. kaMIka vAMcavAnI, zekhavAnI, vicAravAnI, smaraNa karavAnI keziza karavAnI che. pachI vRddhAvasthAmAM na thAya. A parabhavamAM sAthe Ave evuM che. vAMcIe tyAre zuM kahyuM che? e lakSa rAkho. kaMIka kaMIka navuM zIkhavuM. pharatuM pharatuM vAMcavAnuM hoya tyAre jIvane ja karo nahIM kAMI ceSTA vicAra uccAra, jethI sthira bano; Apa ra AtmAmAM, te tallInatA parama dhyAna gaNe. (dravyasaMgraha 3-18)

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24 dhAmRta rasa Ave. jo ke ekanuM eka pustaka vadhAre vaMcAya te vadhAre lAbha thAya, paNa jIvane dhIraja rahetI nathI. nahIM te ghaNe lAbha che. prabhuzrIjI upara "cha padane patra AvyuM tyAre kRpALudeve meDhe karavAnuM kaheluM tethI maDha karyo, paNa cha pada sudhI meDha karyo. pachI kupALadeva maLyA tyAre pUchayuM ke-cha padane patra meDhe karyo? prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM: cha pada sudhI karyo che. kRpALudeve Akheya meDhe karavA kahyuM. cha padanI pAchaLa ghaNuM vastu sArI che. agAdha artha che. jJAnInAM vacanamAM UMDe Utare te badhAM zAstro samajAya. e cha pada cha darzanane sAra che. e vicAre te kaI darzanane Agraha na rahe. AtmA che ema thAya te pachI vedAMta, vaiSNava kaMI na rahe. AtmAne mAne te samati thAya. AtmAmAM kevaLajJAna, AtmAmAM mekSa, badhuM AtmAmAM che. kuLamArge cAle che te mUkI mULamArgamAM AvavAnuM che. 11ra zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 12, 2008 AtmAne mATe karavuM che e lakSa na cUkave. kRpALudevanAM vacane samajAya eTalA mATe saMskRta zIkhavAnuM che. vistAra karatAM zIkhavA mATe badhe puruSArtha che. mahApuruSoe A jagatanI badhI vastuo tapAsI sArarUpa eka AtmA kAvyo. "AtmAthI sau hIna." AtmAthI keI caDhiyAtI vastu nathI. traNa jagatanA sArarUpa AtmA che. tene oLakho. bIjAM kAme te karavA paDe tema karavAM, paNa dharmanuM kAma te ullAsapUrvaka karavAnuM che. bhaktimAM ullAsa na rahe te abahumAna deSa thAya. parigraha cheDe tyAre kalyANa thAya ema kahyuM che. tene badale parigraha vadhAra vadhAra kare te parigrahAnaMdI raudradhyAna thAya. parigrahathI narakAyu baMdhAya che. karmane laIne A zarIrarUpI kedakhAnAmAM purAye che, temAM AnaMda mAne che. kedakhAnuM che. jema che tema jANavuM. cakravatI jevAe rAjya choDI AtmakalyANa mATe vanavAsa se che. saMsAraruci chUTI ekSaruci thAya tema karavAnuM che. je kaMI thAya te AtmArthe karavuM. jagata AkhuM asAra che. anaMta kALathI rakhaDe che, paNa AtmAne eka pradeza paNa vase ke ghaDyo nathI. narakamAM gayo te paNa eka pradeza mAtra ghaTyo nahIM. mekSanA puruSArtha mATe manuSyabhava che. manuSyabhavamAM satsaMganI mahattA lAge te e ruci palaTAvAnuM kAraNa che. huM manuSyabhavamAM zA mATe Avyo ? khAvA ne kamAvA? ema pitAnA AtmAne pUchavuM. satsaMge raMga lAgyo hoya te gADImAM heya ke game tyAM hoya teya bhulAya nahIM. kaMIka vAMcavA vicAravAnuM rAkhavuM. kaSAya, pramAda, pAMca IndriyanA viSaye e manuSyabhava lUMTI na jAya te jovAnuM che. jeTalI anyAyanI pravRtti che eTale ApaNe manuSyabhava lUMTAya che. nakAmI ciMtA kare che. huM deha nathI ema thAya tene badhuM duHkha maTI gayuM che. badhuM mAhAtma jJAnI puruSanuM che. 113 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 13, 2008 jevuM anna tevuM mana thAya che. tethI munine AhAra zuddha levAnuM kahyuM che ane gRhasthAne nyAyasaMpanna AjIvikA karavA kahyuM che.

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saMgraha 4 ra5 pratyakSa puruSa maLyA che, temanuM kahevuM mAne to kalyANa thAya. mane maLyA nathI, paNa jene maLyA che tenuM kaheluM mAnuM ema mAne teya kalyANa thAya. 114 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 15, 2008 vacanAmRta che te bhagavatIsUtra karatAM paNa vadhAre, siddhAMtanA sAra jevuM che. paNa cetate nathI. keIne kRpALudevane eka patra maLate, keIne e patra maLatA. paNa ApaNane te AkhuM vacanAmRta maLyuM che. kaLikALamAM pragaTa jJAnIne bedha A che, te pIe te tarasa chIpe. satsaMgane A kALamAM duSkALa paDyo che. pahelAM bhAvanA karI te A maLyuM che. atyAre bhAvanA sArI kare te sAruM thAya. tyAge tenI Age. bhUle paDyo che te savaLuM karavAnuM che. jAgyA tyArathI savAra. chevaTe javAnuM che, te mUkI de. 115 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 2, 2008 kaMIka samajaNa vadhe, vicAradazA vadhe te mATe saMskRta zIkhavAnuM che. mamatA choDavA badhuM karavAnuM che. pustaka vagere mamatA cheDavA badhuM rAkhavuM. pustaka upara nAma paNa na lakhavuM. ApaNuM zuM che jagatamAM. gADImAM paNa smaraNa bhakti karIe. gADImAM zvAsocchavAsa le che, khAya che, te bhakti zA mATe nahIM? bhaktiya karavI. jema bane tema saruSanA vacananuM mAhabhya rAkhavuM. saMsArathI jene taravuM che teNe saMsAra vadhavAnAM kAraNu na sevavAM. ema kare te kadI chUTe nahIM. janmamaraNa thayA ja kare. baLe A saMsAra. keTalIya vAra jamyA, moTA thayA, marI gayA. garbhavAsanAM duHkha mahAna che. duHkharUpa saMsAra che. keTalAka ja che, keTalAka mare che, keTalAka davAkhAnAmAM paDyA che. vicAra karIne AvA duHkharUpa saMsArathI chUTI, pharI emAM janmavuM na paDe evuM karavuM. zuM karavAthI pite sukhI? zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI?" e vAraMvAra vicAravuM. UMghavAthI ke paisAthI, zAthI sukha thAya che? AvuM te jagatamAM ghaNA kare che ane sukha te thatuM nathI. "ekAMta sukhI muni vItarAga." vItarAgane ekaluM sukha che. bIjAne te duHkha che. zarIrathI AtmA bhinna che, tenI avasthAthI bhinna che, evuM jene thayuM tene pachI duHkha na thAya, gajasukumArane evuM thayuM hatuM. kevalajJAna pAmyA ane mokSa thaze. mane sukha thAya che, mane duHkha thAya che e ahaMbhAva choDavAne che. jANavuM emAM doSa nathI. jJAtAdraSTA rahevuM. aMdara moha kare che tethI duHkha lAge che. moha che te jJAnane bagADanAra che. kRpALudevanA AkhA pustakanA pAne pAnA upara satsaMga satsaMga che. ethI ja kalyANa che. "eka moTI nizcayanI vArtA te mumukSu jIve e ja karavI egya che ke satsaMga jevuM kalyANanuM keI baLavAna kAraNa nathI." (375) satsaMga na hoya te satsaMge je sAMbhaLyuM heya tene vicAra kare. prabhuzrIjInA bedhamAM keTalI badhI vastuo che. jIvane jAgRti joIe te samakita sudhI laI jAya. satsaMge samajaNa phare ane te samajaNa ene choDAve che. kema chuTAya, kema baMdhAvAya e satsaMge jaNAya che. saMsAramAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhirUpa duHkha che. 29

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116 zrImad sa, A. agAsa, Aso vada 3, 2008 A manuSyabhava maLe che te kAcanI zIzInI jema phUTI jAya eve che. Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi mAthe paDyAM che. je kaI udayamAM Ave te javA Ave che. deha paNa javAne che. jJAnInI AjJAe vartavuM. maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM, manuSyabhavanI amUlya kSaNo che. vRthA na javA devI. emane ema pramAdamAM divaso jAya che. pahelethI ja sAcavIne AyuSya gALavuM. bALaka te bALaka na rahe, yuvAna te yuvAna na rahe. badhAya kALanI sanmukha jAya che. manuSyabhavamAM pramAda karavA jevuM nathI. vicAra karIne pagaluM bharavuM. kRpALudeva sammata kare evuM ja pagaluM bharavuM. dharma vagovAya nahIM e sAcavavAnuM che. mumukSu thaye te mumukSupaNuM sAcavavuM. mAtra mokSa abhilASa." saMsAra bhagave ane mekSa meLava e te traNe kALamAM na bane. jhera je saMsAra che. DaratA rahevAnI jarUra che. anaMta bhavanuM sATuM vaLI rahe e A manuSyabhava, AjJA, sAcuM zaraNuM maLyAM che. have pramAda karIe te ApaNe vAMka. jeTaluM jIvavA maLyuM te chUTavA mATe jIvavuM. na chuTAya te paNa bhAvanA te e ke mAruM nathI. anaMta bhavathI huM ne mAruM kare che. karma anaMta prakAranAM e zAthI jAya? evI phikara mumukSune lAgavI joIe. jIvane puruSanuM zaraNa e ja AdhAra che, Azraya che. sAcuM zaraNuM maLyuM hoya te mekSa thAya. bharatacakkInA keTalA putro hatA! te badhAne jAtismaraNa thayuM tethI saMsArathI bhaya pAmyA ane bele paNa nahIM. leke kahe ke badhA gAMDA che. pachI bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI ane mokSe gayA. vadhAre DAhyo vadhAre lUMTAya. huM kaMI jANatuM nathI evuM karavAnuM che. jJAnInI sarakhAmaNImAM A jIvanI pAse zuM che? aciMtya tuja mAhAbhyane, nathI praphullita bhAva." kRpALudeve mekSamALA soLamA varSamAM lakhI. te moTA vidvAnone cakita karI nAkhe tevI che. tattvAvabodhanA pATha evA che. zikSApATha 84mAM lakhyuM che ke viza lAkha jenanI vastI che, temAM navatatvane be hajAra puruSe paNa mAMDa jANatA haze. ane vicAra karanArA te bahu ja zeDa che. munie keTalAka navatatvane jANatA nathI, te samyaktvanI te vAta ja kayAMthI? AvI jainanI dazA thaI gaI che. ene uddhAra karavA kRpALudeve bIDuM jhaDapyuM. krame krame karI badhuM bhUlI javuM. eka jJAnI sAcA che. tenA pagale pagale cAlavuM. A kaLikALamAM jJAnInuM zaraNa na rAkhe te kyAMya caDhI jAya. maratAM sudhI sAcuM zaraNa maLyuM che te choDavuM nahIM. 117 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 4, 2008 kSaNe kSaNe badhuM palaTAya che. bALaka te bALaka na rahe. ApaNe jyAM chIe tyAMthI AgaLa cAlIzuM te badhuM samajAze. huM mAruM hRdayethI TALa, paramArathamAM piMDa ja gALa." huM, mAruM' kADhI nAkhavuM. jAgRti rAkhe te khase evuM che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, labhanuM kuLa zuM Ave? naraka Ave, ane ene nAza, aparicaya kare te thAya. java dhAre

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sapraha 4 27 te karI zake. koi AtmAne bALI nAkhanAra che. strI, kuTuMba, vageremAM mAthuM kuTAya evuM che. tyAM zAMti na maLe. jyAM puruSa hoya tyAM kaLikALa nathI. A jagyA apUrva che. tIrthasthAna che--taravAnuM sthAna che. jIva jAgrata thAya te badhuM samajAya. mahApuruSo jyAM pagaluM bhare tyAM tIrtha che. tyAga, tyAga, ne tyAga e kahevuM che. eka vakhate prabhuzrIjIe tyAga, tyAga ne tyAga ema baMdUka phUTe e avAja karI kahyuM hatuM. Akhare mekSe jaze tyAre kaMI strI-chokarAMne sAthe laIne jaze? maraNa Ave tyAre mUkavuM paDe che. tyAgane bhUle, mUke, te saMsAra che. cakravatI jevA cha khaMDanuM rAjya karatA, paNa duHkha lAgyuM ke A te kaleza che, khedakAraka che, tyAre choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA, ema na vicAryuM ke rAjya keNa karaze ? tyAga avasthAmAM jJAnIno ega hoya te vadhAre lAbha thAya. saMsAranI vAsanAnuM nimLapaNuM thaI jAya eTalI emAM yogyatA che. sAruM hota to choDavA na kaheta, paNa sAruM nathI. ajJAnane laIne sAruM lAge che. jeTalI pitAnI zakti hoya teTale tyAga kare, paNa te moLo maLe nahIM. marmanI vAta che. tyAgamAM sukha che e jIvane samajAyuM nathI. grahaNa karavAmAM sukha mAne che. tyAgamAM sukha che tene marma samajAyuM nathI. tyAga kare te sukha lAge, paNa tyAganuM nAma letAM ja ene duHkha lAge che. dharma nahIM kare te lakSa rAzImAM bhaTakavAnuM che ane dharma kare te karma-kSaya kare tevuM che 118 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 5, 2008 je zarIrane jIva piSe che te zarIrane jJAnIo jhera jevuM kahe che, kedakhAnuM kahe che, maLamUtranI khANa kahe che. kRpALudeve kahyuM cheH "paga mUkatAM pApa che, jenAM jhera che ane mAthe maraNa rahyuM che; e vicArI AjanA divasamAM praveza kara." (2-35) daSTi pheravavAnI che. je daSTi atyAre che te jheradaSTi che. e pherave te jagata AkhuM ene paramAtmA jevuM lAge. jJAnI kahe te ja daSTi karavI che. e karyA vinA chUTake nathI. jIva pitAne game te kare che, tene badale jJAnIne sAruM lAge te karavAnuM che. satsaMga paNa ghaNIvAra thaye che, paNa bhUla rahI gaI che te kADhavAnI che. brahmacarya levuM te barAbara pALavuM. jeTale puruSArtha thAya teTala kare. mana nirbaLa thAya tevA saMga na meLavavA. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke amane e brahAcarya bahu priya che. vrata vRtti rokavA mATe che. "lahuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, rahyuM vrata-abhimAna." vRttine reke nahIM te matAtha thaI jAya, AtmArtha cUkI jAya. - satsaMga ghaNe karyo, paNa bedha aMdara Utaryo nahIM. e je Utaryo hota te kAma thaI jAta. "vicAranI nirmaLatAe karI je A jIva anya paricayathI pAcho vaLe te sahajamAM hamaNAM ja tene Atmaga pragaTe." (pa69) vairAgya vagara nirmaLatA Ave nahIM. vairAgya vagara te badhuM beTuM lAge. samajaNanI kacAza che. A jIvane satsaMganI jarUra che ane e satsaMgane atyAre dukALa che. mana vacana kAyAne jhera kahyAM che. tene ja pAchA A kALanA

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228 mAthAmRta sAdhuo pije te jhera che ema kyAMthI lAge? zukadevajIne khabara paDI ke zAthI cokhA thavAya tyAre cekhA thayA, nahIM te nAhI nAhIne AvatA. 119 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 6, 2008 jIvathI krodha mAna mAyA lebha rakAtA nathI. tenuM kAraNa, vRtti bahAra bhaTake che. vRttine sUkavI nAkhavI. mAge teya na ApavuM. pitAnA doSa vicArI TALavAnA che. jenA lakSamAM bhega che te saMsArI che. badhuM karIne mAre AtmazAMti meLavavI che ema jene hoya te sAdhu che. e khAte pIte heya teya tyAgI che ane pele kaSTa veThe teya saMsArI. "bhava tana bhoga viratta kadAcita ciMtae; dhana jobana piya putta kalA anitta e." (jinendra paMcakalyANaka) bhega roga jevA che. badhAnuM phaLa duHkha che. dhana anitya che, juvAnI anitya che - jotajotAmAM gharaDo kare che. uparathI sAruM lAge paNa badhe jhera jhera che. mAtra AtmA eka amRta che. e dhAre te karI zake. e je mAge te maLe. zAMti joItI hoya te zAMti maLe. jagata badhAthI chUTavuM che. AjathI ja jANe janmyA chIe evuM vicArI AtmAnuM karavuM che. mokSane daravAjo baMdha nathI. puruSArtha kare te mokSe jAya. sAdhe te mukti lahe, emAM bheda na koya." AhAranI icchA e duHkha ja che. IcchA mAtra dukha che. hai IcchA dukhamUla. jema jema samajaNa vadhe tema tema icchA ochI thAya. jema jema uparanA devalokamAM jAya tema tema saMteSa vadhAre hoya che. uparanA devalekamAM (dhaiveyaka AdimAM) strInI IcchA hatI nathI. sarvArthasiddhi devalekamAM badhA ekAvanArI hoya che. eTale tyAgane abhyAsa A bhavamAM karyo hoya che te tyAM kAyama rahe che. tethI icchA bahu thatI nathI. mehanIyakarmone kSaya thAya tyAre IcchAne nAza thAya. dazame guNasthAnake kSaya thAya pachI te bhave mokSa thAya. samakitIne IcchAo rekAI gaI che. jema jema samajaNa vadhe ane AgaLa jAya che tema tema IcchAo maMda paDe che. eTale dehAdhyAsa mATe teTalI IcchAo ochI thAya. paravastune AdhAra e ja duHkha che. munio jaMgalamAM rahe che. bhUkha lAge tyAre vicAre ke kAle AhAra mATe jaIzuM, ema karIne calAvI le. devalekanA mukuTa, alaMkAra zAzvata nathI. badhAM pudgale maLe che ne vIkharAI jAya che. devaka, cakravartI paNuM badhuM puNyanuM phaLa che. badhuM mUkavAnuM che. kRSNa nIla ane kAti e traNa lezyA jene hoya te devalekamAM na jaI zake. kaSAyanI maMdatA karI na hoya te tyAM na javAya. kRSNa lezyAnA ghaNA bheda che. prazna-khAya pIe badhuM kare, paNa rAgadveSa na kare, te karma na baMdhAya? - uttara-rAgadveSa na karavA e moDhAnI vAta nathI, mukela che. cAre gatimAM duHkha che. devalekanuM sukha kaMI hisAbamAM nathI. eka vacana sahana karavuM bhAlA sahana karavA jevuM che. bhale sahana karavuM saheluM che, paNa vacana sahana karavuM agharuM che, muzkela che. jeTaluM mAhAsya

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sa praha 4 rara9 lAge teTaluM aMdara . karma jue che. tene badale AtmA javAnuM kahe che. daSTi phare te ja meha ocho thAya. nahIM te meha na mare. upara uparathI jevuM nahIM. uparathI jevuM e chetarAmaNuM che. huM AtmA chuM ema jANu badhAne AtmadaSTie jevA. 1ra0 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 7, 2008 mukhyapaNe AjJAmAM dharma che. AjJAthI savaLuM thAya che. pitAnI IcchA rekAya che. samaja che saba sarala haipitAne zuM karavAnuM che te samajAtuM nathI. huM jANuM chuM e paDI mUkavuM. jJAnInAM vacanamAM agAdha artha che. puruSanAM kayAM kayAM vacane lAbhakArI che tenI khabara nathI. A puruSano vega che, te have game tema thAya te paNa adhikArIpaNuM prApta karavuM. jJAnI puruSanI daSTie rahe te lAbha che. satsaMganI keTalI kiMmata che tenI khabara nathI. samajaNa keTalI badhI jIvanI avaLI che! jIvane maraNa sAMbharatuM nathI. mAre mAthe maraNa che ema sAMbharatuM nathI. kevA bhAve marI jaIzuM, teno bhaya lAgatuM nathI. X 4 saMsAranuM svarUpa asAra che. "jagata-jIva he karmAdhInA." (AnaMdaghanajI) anAdikALathI jIva karmane laIne nAce che, paNa e karmane kSaya thaI zake che. kRpALudeva nAnA hatA tyAre pitAne hAtha jotA. kRpALudevane sAta strIonI rekhA hatI. paNa kRpALudeve nakakI karyuM ke ekathI calAvIza. ema karmane mAthe mekha mAranArA evA paNa hoya che. jIva je baLavAna thAya te badhuM thaI jAya. jIvane samajaNa hoya te sahaja che. na hoya te saMsAramAM taNAya. mAre karavuM ja che ema vicAre te karmeya phare ane bIjuM badhuMya thAya. AdrakumAre karma bhegavavAnAM hovA chatAM dIkSA lIdhI, ane pAchA paDyA te paNa tyAMnA tyAM na rahyA ke je have saMsArI thayA mATe have ahIM ja rahI jaIe. chokaro nAne hatuM, teNe bAra AMTA mAryA ethI bAra varSa pUrAM thayAM ke choDIne jatA rahyA. cheDe thaDe puruSArtha kare te badhuM thAya. jIva jANe te tyAMthI khase. puruSArtha kare te badhuM thAya. jIvane bhrAMti che. paNa bhrAMtirahita puruSano bhegA thAya te bhrAMti nIkaLI jAya. mahApuruSe badhAM pahelAM te krAMtivALA hatA ne? paNa pachI ega thaye tyAre brAMtimAMthI nIkaLI gayA. lamaNu AgalA bhavamAM eka rAjAnA putra hatA. tene eka pradhAnanA chokarA sAthe mitratA hatI. te banne bahu tephAnI hatA. eka divasa eka zeThanI karIne joIne teonA manamAM ema thayuM ke A chokarI sArI che mATe ApaNe upADI lAvavI. pradhAnanA chokarAe kahyuM : laI AvIzuM. tenI taiyArI karI. te vAtanI zeThane khabara paDI gaI. eTale te rAjA pAse Avyo ane badhI vAta kahI. rAjAe bane chokarAone phAMsIne hukama Ape, paNa pradhAne vicAryuM ke Ama na thavuM joIe. pradhAne rAjAne kahyuM ke huM eka mAgaNuM karuM chuM ke A chokarAone na mAre, nahIM te pachI rAja keNa karaze? bahu kahevA chatAM rAjAe na mAnyuM. ane kahyuM ke beyane mArI ja nAkhe. pradhAne kahyuM, e kAma mane sapa, huM mArIza. rAjAe kahyuM : bhale, tuM mAra. pradhAna bane chokarAone jaMgalamAM laI gaye

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berAmRta tyAM eka jhADa nIce banene besADIne eka parvata upara gaye ne tapAsa karI AvyuM. pachI chokarAone kahyuM : "huM tamane siMhanI guphAmAM laI javAna chuM, mATe maravA taiyAra thaI jAe. je tamAre saMbhAravuM hoya te saMbhArI le, ISTadevanuM smaraNa karI le. maravA taiyAra thaI jAo. Darazo nahIM.' chokarA bolyA: Aryo zAnA Dara? pradhAna te bannene parvata upara laI gaye. tyAM parvata upara gaNadhara padhArelA hatA. tyAM jaIne upadeza saMbhaLAvyuM ane beya chokarAone gaNadhara devane seMpI dIdhA. gaNadhara bhagavAne banne jaNane dIkSA ApI. pradhAna ghera AvyA tyAre rAjAe pUchyuM ke chekarAone kayAM mArI A? pradhAne kahyuM : siMhanI eka UMDI guphA hatI temAM huM nAkhI AvyuM chuM. Ape kahyuM te pramANe ja karyuM che. pachI rAjAne pazcAttApa thavA lAgyuM. tyAre pradhAne kahyuM : siMhanI samAna vIratAthI AcAra pALanArAone ApyA che, ane teo banne dIkSA laI sAdhu thayA che. rAjAe kahyuM: sAruM. rAjA paNa pachI vaMdana karavA gayA. (prajJAvadha puSpa 42) 121 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 8, 2008 de jude ane AtmA judA ema jANyA pachI emAM TakI rahevAya e puruSArtha karavAno che. nirdhAra thAya te na bhulAya. nirdhAra thavAmAM khAmI hoya ane mAnyuM hoya ke meM nirdhAra karyo, paNa e nimitta Abe Take nahIM. huM dehathI juduM chuM. A dehane arthe Akhe divasa gALavo nathI. bAhya vastune jeTale paricaya che teTale AtmAno paricaya nathI. deha pArake che ema manAyuM nathI. deha sukha bhegavavAnuM sAdhana che ema mAnyuM che. AtmArthanA sAdhanarUpe ene nathI jANate. zarIra e duHkhanuM kAraNa che evuM ene sAMbharatuM nathI, vairAgyathI vicAra Ave ke A deha mAre nathI. jaDa ne cetanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna, supratItapaNe bane jene samajAya che; svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra, athavA te ya paNa paradravyamAMya che; evo anubhavane prakAza ullAsita thaye, jaDathI udAsI tene AtmavRtti thAya che; kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthane paMtha bhavanaMtane upAya che." 1 eTalAmAM Akho mekSamArga kahI dIdhuM che. jaDa te jaDa ne cetana te cetana lAge. dehamAM rAjI na thAya, udAsa thAya tyAre AtmavRtti thAya. e ja karavAnuM che. "deha chava ekarUpe bhAse che ajJAna vaDe, kriyAnI pravRtti paNa tethI tema thAya che; jIvanI utpatti ane roga, zeka, du:kha, mRtyu, dehane svabhAva jIva padamAM jaNAya che;

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saMgraha 4 231 e je anAdi ekarUpano mithyAtvabhAva, jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che; bhAse jaDa cetanyane pragaTa svabhAva bhinna, banne dravya nija nija rUpe sthita thAya che." 2 jIva utpanna thaye ema nathI. jagyA badale che. rega, zeka, duHkha, mRtyu e badhe dehane svabhAva che. rega thAya te zarIramAM, mRtyu paNa dehane dharma che. AtmA marate nathI. jIvapadamAM athavA jJAnapadamAM A badhuM bhAse che. jIva jaDa thaI jatuM nathI paNa ene dehano svabhAva che te pitAne bhAse che. paravastune nimitte pitAmAM kalpanA karI sukhaduHkha mAne che te mithyAtva che. jJAnInA vacane ene mAnya thAya te e badhuM dUra thAya, brAMti nIkaLI jAya. jANe te cetana che. jJAna te cetana che. jAgRtinI jarUra che. jJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI jAgrata rahevuM. cetavAnuM che. jyAM sudhI jJAnI puruSa ema na kahe ke tane jJAna thayuM che, tyAMsudhI jJAnI chuM ema mAnavuM nahIM. mAre jANavuM che ema rAkhavuM. pitAne jJAnI mAnI le te pachI koInI pAsethI jANavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya, eTale pachI bhUla jAya nahIM, ane jJAna thAya nahIM. mane jJAna thayuM ema mAnavAmAM nukasAna che. enA karatAM na mAnavAmAM lAbha che. tIrthakara vicaratA hatA tyAre gaNadhara jevA paNa "bhagavAna jANe ema rAkhatA. (AnaMda zrAvaka-gautamasvAmInuM daSTAMtaH upadezachAyA-4) gautamasvAmIe chate jJAne joyuM nahIM, upayoga Ape nahIM. jaIne mahAvIra svAmIne pUchyuM. paNa tethI jJAna kaMI jatuM rahyuM? na mAnavAmAM kaMI khoTa nathI. huM jANuM chuM ema mAnavuM jIvane sAruM lAge che, paNa te nukasAna karanAra che, azAMti karanAra che. mane AvaDe che evuM abhimAna hoya te jJAnInuM kaheluM na bese. guNagrAhI thavuM. mAnavuM che jJAnInuM. eNe sAcI vastu jANI te ApaNe kAmanI che. jagatamAM kazuM priya karavA jevuM nathI ane je kaMI priya karavA jevuM che te jIve jANyuM nathI" (198) eTaluM hRdayamAM rahe te kAma thAya, priya karavA jevuM che te jJAnIe jAyuM che. cetatA rahe te AgaLa vadhe. jIva marI ja rahyo che. viSaya-kaSAyarUpa maraNathI jIvanI Atmazakti rUMdhAI rahI che. jIvanA jJAna sAthe jhera che tethI AtmA marI rahyo che. jJAnInI samajaNathI tare. potAnI samajaNathI DUbe, bUDe. jJAnIe zuM kahyuM te vicAravuM. tArI samajaNa upara mUka mIMDuM ne tANa cekaDI, ema prabhuzrIjI kahetA. tArI samajaNa heDaDI jevI che. tArI samajaNathI anAdine rakhaDyo. bIjethI udAsa thAya te AtmavRtti thAya. jaDa vastu jhera jevI che. jagata badhuM ThagAruM pATaNa che. jyAM jaze tyAM ThagAze. keIka samajaNavALa hoya te jItI jAya, DahApaNavALa kAma na kare. eka vANiyo hato te paradezamAM bahu dhana kamAya hate. pachI tene vatana (ghara) javuM hatuM. tyAM rastAmAM ThagAruM pATaNa Ave te dhana kema laI javuM e vicAravA lAgyA. pachI teNe badhuM dhana ApIne traNa ratna kharIdyAM. te laIne cAlyA. ThagAruM pATaNa AvyuM temAM badhA Thaga ne luMTArA. temAM thaIne javAnuM hatuM tethI rane jhADanI bakholamAM saMtADI

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badhAmRta bhikhArIne veSa laI gAmamAM thaI jA Ava kare ane moTethI bele ke ratnavANiye jAya che, ratnavANiye jAya che! Thagee pakaDyo paNa ratna maLyAM nahIM. lokoe jANyuM ke A te gADe che. eka divase te traNa ratna laIne javA lAgyuM ane rejanI jema belate gaye, paNa leko kahe e te gADe che. DAhyA na thavuM. jJAnIe kahyuM te lakSamAM rAkhavuM. eka maMtra maLe te tenI pAchaLa paDavuM, gAMDA thaI javuM. AtmAnuM hita karavuM che. leke kAgaDAne pAMjarAmAM nathI pUratA; pipaTane pAMjarAmAM kema pUre che? DAhyo thavA jAya che tethI. DahApaNa dekhADavuM nathI, tema mAnavuM paNa nathI. jJAnIe kahyuM te eka sAcuM. jJAnI jANe che. eNe je kahyuM tene AdhAre AdhAre kAma karyA karavuM. ATale bhava tema karavuM. game tema bela, game tema kara, paNa karma bhUla-thA5 nathI khAtuM. jevA bhAva tevuM thaze. karelAM karma bhegavavA paDaze, jema devuM ApavuM paDe che tema. AtmA sivAya je badhI vAta kare te badhuM baMdhana che. game te maMdiramAM besIne, game te bahAra besIne ke game tyAM AtmAne mUkIne je vAta kare te badhuM baMdhana che. Azrama zuM kare? AzramamAM rahI kharAba bhAva kare te narake jAya. khare Azrama te pitAnA bhAva che. avaLI pravRtti jyAM che te badhuM jagata che. manuSyabhava che tyAM sudhI lAga che, dhAre te karI zake. aMtamuhUrtamAM kevalajJAna thaI jAya tevuM lAge che. cha khaMDanA rAjA bharata jevA paNa "bharata ceta, bharata ceta' ema kahevarAvavA mATe mANasa rAkhatA, ane A te kaMI cetatuM ja nathI. jIva lakSamAM lete nathI. jJAnI pikAra pikArIne kahe che, paNa jIva bahere thaIne beThe che. "cete, ceta" ema kahe che. kRpALudevanI dayA anaMtI che. kRpALudevanuM eka eka vacana kADhe te AtmA sivAya kaMI na nIkaLe. jaDathI udAsI tene AtmavRtti thAya che." tyAMthI UThe tene AtmavRtti thAya che. AtmA kevaLajJAnasvarUpa che. paNa huM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM ke lAva huM jANuM gaye, mane samajAyuM ema bhikhArInI peThe jema thoDuM khAvAnuM maLe tyAre rAjI thAya che, tema A kare che. AtmA kaMI jevo te che? anaMta riddhine dhaNI che. A jIvamAMthI kADhe te kalpanA ja nIkaLe. sAcI vastu nIkaLe ja nahIM. jagatanA prasaMgo evA che ke game tyAM jIva taNAI jAya, jema vaTeLIo Ave tyAre taraNa taNAya tema. 122 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 9, 2008 kyAM kyAM vRttio phare che, karma baMdhAya che, te badhuM jANavuM paDaze. karma kema choDavAM te zIkhavAnuM che, mATe kaI mahApuruSanuM avalaMbana laIne cetavAnuM che. e lAga Avyo. che mATe cetavuM. jeTale satsaMgamAM, sArI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM kALa jAya te lekhAmAM che. saMskAra

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saMgraha 4 236 paDe te UgI nIkaLe. puruSArtha ghaNe karavAnuM che, ane jIva UMghe che. mekSe javA mATe keTaluM karavuM joIe te khyAlamAM ja nathI. raste ja hAtha nathI AvyuM. saMsAramAM janmamaraNa kare che ane lahera mAne che, paNa zuM thaze? te khyAlamAM nathI. "pUchatA nara paMDitA." jijJAsA heya te mArga hAtha Ave. nahIM te phare. pahelAMnA ane saMskAra cAlatA AvatA. manuSyabhava mekSa mATe ja che evuM temanA lakSamAM rahetuM. cetavuM ema lAgatuM. havenA jIvane jijJAsA nathI. paisA vagere pAI paNa sAthe na Ave. kyAM gAma hatuM? kyAM janmyA hatA? kaMI yAda na rahe. e badhAmAM jIva gUMcAI gayuM che. manuSyabhavamAMthI zuM sAthe laI jaIza? tene vicAra AvatuM nathI. evA vicAro potAne mATe karavAnA che. be sAMbhaLIne ekAda vacana pakaDI levuM. vicAravuM. jIvane mokSanI khabara nathI. mekSa mekSa ema kahe che, paNa enI khabara nathI. naya vagere sAMbhaLIne paMDita thavAnuM nathI, paNa pitAnI bhUla kADhavAnI che. paryAyArthikanAM sAMbhaLe te paryAyaTaNa ochI karavI. Atmadravya para lakSa thAya te "sarva jIva che siddha sama," ema thAya. Atma jJAnasvarUpa che. paranI apekSAe AtmA nAstitvarUpa che, svanI apekSAe AtmA astitvarUpa che. bhagavAnane kahele raste naryane che, te rUpa AtmAne mAne te pachI bhale AkhuM jagata kahe ke AtmA nathI, te paNa enI zraddhA na phare. saddaguru vagara cAle evuM nathI. emanA ema naya paDIthI zIkhe tethI kaMI na thAya. puruSane roga thAya, AtmabhAvanA jAge, AtmA nirmaLa thAya, tyAre e sAdhane kAmamAM Ave. AtmAne ane dehane judA pAse te khabara paDe ke - "bhAsya dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te banne bhinna che, pragaTa lakSaNe bhAna." AtmAnAM kevAM lakSaNo che ane dehanAM kevAM che? e badhAM jANI zakAya ane buddhimAM UtarI zake tevI bhagavAne vAta karI che. kRpALadeve AtmasiddhimAM badhuM bharI dIdhuM che. kara vicAra te pAma" eka gAthAmAM marma batAvI dIdhuM cheH "Te dehAdhyAsa te, nahIM to tuM karma nahIM bhaktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmane marma." vicAre te kaMI zodhavuM na paDe. deha mAtra saroga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI, dazya. AtmAnAM lakSaNa dehanAM lakSaNathI judAM che. AtmA saMyegI nathI, jaDa nathI, rUpI nathI, dazya nathI. deha che te bekhuM che te kaMI kAma na Ave. AtmA che te kAmane che. abhimanya che keThAmAM mAhitagAra hatuM, tethI jItI gaye. paNa chANumATInA koThAne jANa na hatuM tethI gUMcAye. mATe mAhita thavAnuM che. dehane deha jANu. AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, e je kare che tene bhagave che, mokSa che, tenA upAya che. e cha padamAM mAhitagAra thAya te na gUMcAya. badhuM jJAnI pAse che. AtmAnI vAta kAmanI che. bIjI paMcAtamAM na paDavuM. bIjAmAM pAra Ave evuM nathI. ullAsabhAva Avaze tyAre thaze. sAcI vastu pakaDAvI

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234 AdhAgRta joIe. pakaDa karanAramAM maLa hoya te pakaDAya. prabhuzrIjIne kRpALudeve kahyuM ke, "muni UMDA UtarI." satpuruSa kaMI karI Ape ? e te mAtra dizA batAve. 123 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, AsA vada 10, 2008 [Aje savAre zItalajinanA stavanamAM AvyuM ke ityAdika bahu bhaMga tribha`gI, camatkAra citta detI 1." (A0 10)] emAM camatkAra kahyo che te ApaNane kema lAgatA nathI? prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke ajakha ajaba che, camatkAra che, paNa ApaNane teA kaMI lAgatuM nathI. ApaNane evuM lAge te mATe bhakti karavAnI che. AnaMdaghanajIne A bhagavAnanI tribhaMgI sAMbharI AvI ane lAgyuM ke bhagavAnanAM kevAM kevAM vacanA che! kayAMya vidha Avato nathI. bhagavAne te ghaNAya bhaMga kahyA che. saptabhaMgI kahI che. tribhaMgI kahI che, paNa AnaMdaghanajIne A tribhaMgI sAMbharI AvI tethI A stavana lakhyuM che. bhagavAne aneka prakAranI bhagIo kahI che. AmAM tribhaMgI kevI che te kahe che 'karuNA kAmaLatA tIkSaNatA, udAsInatA sehe re." pUjyazrI--te kevI rIte che te have kahe che "sarva jaMtu hitakaraNI karuNA, karmAMvidAraNa tIkSaNa re; hAnAdAnarahita pariNAmI, udAsInatA vIkSaNa re." bhagavAnanI karuNA kevI che! sava jIvAnu hita karavAnI bhAvanA che. " vi jIva karu` zAsanarasI" (de. snAtrapUjA) evI bhAvanA che. khadhA jIvA mAlle jAe evI bhAvanA te karuNA che. ane Apa kane pAse rahevA detA nathI e kama para tIkSNatA che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke kama Ave che te mAthu* kapAvA ja Ave che ane kapAya che. karma mAthuM UMcuM kare ke kApI ja nAkhavuM. ema bhagavAna kane pAse AvavA detA nathI. ane pAchI bannemAM udAsInatA che. A jIvAnu hita karavuM ke ka upara tIkSNa bhAva rAkhave evu paNa temane nathI. have pharIthI khIjI karuNA kevI che, te kahe che- 'paraduHkha-chedana-icchA karuNA, tIkSaNa paradu:kha rIjhe re; udAsInatA ubhaya vilakSaNa, eka ThAme kema sIjhe re.' khIna jIvAnu duHzma chedAya, avAya vahelA mekSe jAya evI icchA che, te karuNA che ane bInanu duHkha dekhI je rAjI thatA hoya tenA upara tIkSNatA vate che. manamAM ema thAya ke koIne duHkha thAya te sAru che te tenA upara tIkSNatA varte che. e dhyeyamAM paNa udAsInatA che. khIjAnAM du:kha chedavAnI IcchA paNa bhagavAnane nathI. sahaja svabhAve ja thAya che. abhayAna te malakSaya karuNA, tIkSaNatA guNabhAve re; preraNa viN kRta udAsInatA, ISa virodha mati nAve re." koI jIvane ApaNAthI bhaya paNa utpanna na thAya te abhayadAna che. e abhayadAna peAtAnA Sa kSaya thavAnA upAya che. AtmAnI yA khAvI e kharI karuNA che. mekSamAM prIti thavI

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saMgraha 4 ya e paNa AtmAnI karuNA che. saMsArathI chUTavuM e paNa AtmAnI dayA che. tIkSaNutA juThu bhAve re." guNe! pragaTa karavAmAM tIkSNatA rAkhe, zama, saMvega, niveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA samyagdarzananA guNA che. te pragaTa karavAmAM tIkSNatA che. badhAnuM ( zamAdi cAreyanuM) phaLa anukapA AvavuM joI e. jeTale krodha ochA kare teTalI AtmAnI ja yA khAyI kahevAya. jeTaluM mAna AchuM kare, mAyA AchI kare, lAbha AchA kare, saMsArathI bhaya lAge, zraddhA thAya, meAkSanI ruci thAya e badhAnuM phaLa anukapA che. gAMdhIjIne kRpALudeve kaheluM ke mane koI kharachI bhAlA mAre te sahana karuM, paNa jagatane je gurue lUTI rahyA che te sahana thatuM nathI. e badhAmAM udAsInatA che. preraNA karyAM vagara badhuM thayA ja kare che. ema A tribhaMgImAM kayAMya viredha AvatA nathI. pachI zakti-vyakti, tribhuvanaprabhutA-nigraMthatA, ceAgI--bhAgI, vaktA-maunI, anupayegI-upayegI ema badhA upara tribhaMgI utAratAM virAdha AvatA nathI. bhagavAnanI A tribhaMgI cittane camatkAra Ape che. 124 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Ase| vada 11, 2008 jJAnIpuruSa kahe che ke jIvane AtmAnuM bhAna nathI. AtmA sivAya bIjI badhI vastu krama badhAvanAra che. upacega jo mInamAM rahyo te kama dhAya. jIva upAya kare te thAya. aMdarathI garaja joI e. koI paNa vastu jJAnI mAne te mAnavI. jJAnI kahe ke saMsAra duHkharUpa che ane ene sArA lAge te kema chUTe? koI satpuruSane cega thAya ane lAge ke A sAruM che, mAre e ja karavuM che evuM thAya, pachI puruSArtha kare tA kAma thAya. paNa pALeA mithyA abhyAsamAM taNAI jAya te khasa, thaI rahyuM. ghaNI vAra tapa karyAM, japa karyAM, paNa vAsanA aMdarathI ghasAI nahIM. vAsanA che tyAM duHkha ja che. pazu duHkha ene lAgatuM nathI. zarIra sAruM na hAya tyAre duHkha lAge, paNa pAchuM maTI jAya, te badhuM bhUlI jAya. ene e jIva che. khIjA nimitte khInne thaI jAya e aMdarathI vAsanA TALe te samyagdarzana thAya. pachI devaleAkamAM jAya te paNa vAsanA na jAge. samyagdaSTi devA sukhamAM lIna thatA nathI. jIvane duHkha lAgatuM nathI. koI puNyadaye AvA AzramamAM AvavAnuM banyu te paisA vagere jhera che ema lAgavu joI e. 'Atmasiddhi' meAlatA hoIe ane koI vAta karatA hAya tA tyAM mana jAya che. kayAM Atmasiddhi ane kyAM lekAnI vAtA! huM zA mATe AzramamAM AvyA chuM ? e bhUlI jAya che. 125 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAse va6 12, 2008 geAkhIe pachI vicArIe. kRpALudeve karavAnuM kahyuM te karavuM. chekaravAdamAM na jAya. prasaMga Ave tyAre kaseATI thAya. seTImAM nApAsa thAya te nAlAyaka gaNAya. pazcAttApa karIne pAcho vaLe tA sudharI jAya. vyasanamAM paDI gayA te pachI ene hAtha nathI. jIvane Teva paDI jAya che ane pachI manuSyabhava khAI bese che. manuSyabhava maLye, satpuruSanA rAga maLyA te nakAme na jAya. pazcAttApa karI, sUraNA karI jIva sAro thaI zake che; paNa evA Adha

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236 AdhAmRta joI e, chUTavAnI kAmanA joI e. anAdikALanA sa'skAra che. saMsAravAsanA na jAya te bhavya zAneA ? chUTavuM che evI bhAvanA hAya te bhavya che. bhUlyA tyAMthI phera gaNu, jAgyA tyArathI savAra. jeTaluM jIvavuM che teTalu sAru jIvavuM che. samAdhimaraNa karavuM che. bhegavavu paDaze peAtAne. A kALamAM satsaMganA cega te divALInA dahADA jevA che. sudharI javAnA divaseA che. jANe AjathI janmyA. AjathI have evuM jIvavuM che ke kayAMya DAgha na lAge. he bhagavAna, AkhA leAka du:khathI bharyo che ane mAne che sukha. java kacaDAya che. yA nathI. A kALa jAya che te ratnaciMtAmaNi jevA durlabha che. kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che, tenI kiMmata nathI. satsaMga kema saphaLa thAya ? te vicAra karavA. pakaDa thaze te thADo satsaMga thAya te paNu lAbha thaze. keTalAya puNyathI manuSyabhava maLyA che. tiyacamAM, narakamAM ema ana takALa bhaTakatAM bhaTakatAM ghaNuM puNya ekaThu thayuM tyAre A manuSyabhava maLyA che, tenI ki Mmata nathI. ** ** [sabhAmAM 'sudRSTitaraMgiNI'mAMthI dhyAna saMbaMdhI vaMcAtAM] heya vicAra| tajavAyogya che. maraNu vakhate, vedanA vakhate, citta smaraNamaMtramAM rAkhe tA dharmadhyAna thAya. vedanA vakhate jIva bhagavAnane saMbhAravAnA mUkI DAkTarane sabhAre che. huM mAMdo chuM, duHkhI chuM' e badhu... A`dhyAna che. AtmAne bhUlI jaI, huM deha chu'' ema thAya, tyAre 'huM du:khI chuM, huM mAMdo chuM' ema thAya che. AtmAne bhulAvanArA A prakAra che. dhama karIne tenuM phaLa icche te nidAna nAmanu A dhyAna che. mAyA kapaTa vagere badhu A dhyAna che. A`dhyAnathI DhAra, pazu, kIDI, makeADI vagere thaIne bhaTake che. huM AtmA chuM ema thAya te badhuM AtadhyAna chUTI jAya. samyagdaSTine kaMI joItuM nathI, badhu' cheDavuM che ane pelAne te Akhu jagata maLe te paNa ochuM che. parigraha pApa che, choDavAyeAgya che. emAM rAjI thAya te e pApamAM ja rAjI thAya che. parigrahathI pApa che e lakSa ene nathI. udAsInatA, vairAgya na Ave tyAM sudhI khaMdhAya che. viveka nathI. je maLyu che te puNyane laIne maLyu che, paNa e te parigrahanAM vakhANa kare che. dharmane laine maLyu ema lAge te| A dhyAna na thAya. munie je cakravatI AdinAM caritro lakhatA te samyagdRSTi hatA, vairAgya sahita hatA. caritromAM je vaNuna karyuM che te dharmonA artha che, tethI te A dhyAna nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM te sAcuM ema mAne te AjJAvicaya dharma dhyAna che. apAya eTale duHkha. huM' kayAM kayAM bhaTakayo chuM ? e badhu vicAravuM te apAyavicaya dhadhyAna che. saMsAra duHkharUpa ja che. puNya che teya duHkharUpa che. chUTavu` che tene duHkharUpa ja che, leAkA ene sukha mAne che. sukhamAM paNa chUTavAnI bhAvanA heAya che. svapnA jevu che. sukhamAM Asakta na thAya ane dukhamAM dIna na thAya; je AvavuM heAya te AvA ema rahe, duHkheya ghaNAM bheAgavyAM che ane sukha paNa ghaNAMya bhAgavyAM che. du:kha svapna che, evuM sukha paNa svapna che. narakane vicAra kare, tiya canA duHkhanA vicAra kare, manuSyanA duHkhanA vicAra kare, te badhuM vairAgya thavAnu' kAraNa che.

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237 saMgraha 4 126 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 13, 2008 divALI mahotsavano prAraMbha. samAdhimaraNa parva [ Aja savAre stavana belI rahyA pachI ] AjathI A cAra divasa samAdhimaraNanA che. A divasomAM jene tapa karavuM hoya, svAdhyAya kare haya, vinaya ArAdha haya, krodha ocho kare haya, mAna ochuM karavuM hoya, mAyA ochI karavI hoya, lebha e che kara hAya, aMtaraMga tapa, bAhya tapa karavuM hoya te A divasomAM karavA jevuM che. bIjA ghaNuM divaso che, paNa A cAra divaso (Aso vada 13, 14, 0)), kArtika suda 1) samAdhimaraNa mATe ja che. e divase mAM. jANe maraNa mAthe ja che ema jANIne ArAdhanA karavI. leke jema divALI Ave tyAre ghara vagere sApha kare che, dIvA kare che tevI rIte ApaNe aMtarathI kaSAyAdi kacare kADhI AtmAne nirmaLa karI aMtaramAM jJAna dIvo pragaTa karavAnuM che. zrIpALa rAjAne rAsa vaMcAtuM hatuM te vakhate prabhuzrIjIne sahaje phurI AvyuM ke kaI pUche ke samAdhimaraNa zAthI thAya? pachI A cAra divasamAM chatrIza, chatrIsa mALAnI janA karI. bhagavAne A divasomAM samAdhimaraNa karyuM che, mATe ApaNe paNa samAdhi. maraNa karavAnuM che. ahIM rAtre 8 thI 11) chatrIsa mALA pheravAze. pahelI traNa mALa "saha jAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI pheravAze. pahelI mALA samyagdarzana prApta karavA mATe pheravAze.sahAtmasvarUpamAM anaMta guNa che, paNa temAMthI eka samyagdarzana prApta karavA mATe A eka mALA pheravuM chuM, e lakSa rAkhI pheravavI. pachI bIjI mALa samyajJAnaprApti arthe pheravAze. he bhagavAna, samyajJAna arthe A mALA pheravuM chuM, ema bhAvanA rAkhI pheravavI. pachI samyaphacAritraprApti arthe trIjI mALA pheravAze. svarUpamAM sthiratA thavA mATe A mALA pheravuM chuM, ema lakSa rAkhI pheravavI. pachI aThThAvIza mALA mehanIya karmanI aThThAvIza prakRti kSaya karavA mATe "paramaguru nigraMtha sarvajJadeva"e maMtranI pheravAze. temAM pahelI mALA mithyAtvamohanIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze. mithyAtva kSaya thavA mATe A mALA pheravuM chuM, e lakSa rAkhIne pheravavI. pachI bIjI mALA mizra-mohanIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze. trIjI mALA samyaktvamehanIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze. pachI cAra mALA anaMtAnubaMdhI kedha-mAna-mAyA-lebha kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya samakita thavA na de athavA thayuM hoya teno ghAta kare. apratyAkhyAnAvaraNIya eTale alpa paNa vrata AvavA na de. e apratyA khAnAvaraNIya krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kSaya karavA mATe pachI cAra mALA pheravAze. pratyAkhyAnAvaraNaya eTale sarvavirati athavA munipaNuM AvavA na de. cAra mALA e pratyAkhyAnAvaraNIya krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha kSaya karavA arthe pheravAze. saMjavalana kaSAya saMpUrNa (yathApyAta) cAritra pragaTa thavA na de. e saMjvalana krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha

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238 bedhAmRta kSaya thavA mATe cAra mALA pheravAze. hAsya, rati, arati, bhaya, zeka, jugupsA, strIveda, puruSada, napuMsakaveda, e nava nakaSAya kSaya thavA mATe anukrame nava mALA pheravAze. kaSAya thavAnAM kAraNe te nekaSAya che. dareka mALA pheravatI vakhate tenA pratipakSI guNanI bhAvanA karavI. hAsya kSaya thavA mATe mALA pheravatI vakhate gaMbhIra thavA mATe A mALA pheravuM chuM. rati kSaya thavA mATe mALA pheravatI vakhate vairAgya thavA mATe A mALA pheravuM chuM, ema dareka mALA pheravatI vakhate ka guNa pragaTAve che te lakSa rAkha. pachI pAMca jJAnAvaraNIya kSaya karavA pAMca mALA-"Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re e maMtranI pheravAze. pahelI mALA matijJAnAvaraNIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze, bIjI mALA zrutajJAnAvaraNIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze, trIjI mALA avadhijJAnAvaraNIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze, jethI mALA mana 5ryavajJAnAvaraNIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze, pAMcamI mALA kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya kSaya karavA mATe pheravAze. 3, 28 ne 5 maLI 36 mALAe roja rAte pheravAze. reja lakSa rAkhIne mALAo pheravavI. jANe mAthe maraNuM ja rahyuM che, ema jANIne samAdhimaraNa karavA taiyArI karavI. pachI maraNa thAya te bhale thAya. jivAya toya bhale jivAya. ja. svachaMda choDavA mATe satsaMga karavAnuM che. jJAnI puruSanAM vacanane vicAra kare te sadvicAra thAya. huM sAruM evuM chuM, bhakti karuM chuM ema pAchuM abhimAna kare te meha che. abhimAna choDavAnuM che. ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna tajavAyegya che ane dharmadhyAna karavAgya che. | mumukSu-bhakitamAM koI AgaLapAchaLa bele ane bIjA badhAne bhaMga paDe te te bolanArane karma baMdhAya? - pUjyazrI-ravachaMda cheDavA satsaMga che. belatI vakhate badhAnI sAthe bhaktimAM bolavuM joIe. nahIM te karma baMdhAya. bIjAne evA nimitte kaSAya thAya te bIjAne paNa karma baMdhAya. ema bhaktimAM svaparane baMdhanuM kAraNa thavAya te mATe deza che. ema na thavAya te saMbhALavuM. 127 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 14, 2...8 jIvane A saMsAramAM bhamavAnuM moTuM kAraNa AbhamAna che. e abhimAna UtarI jAya. evA vIza deharA che. anaMtAnubaMdhI mAnathI jIvane rakhaDavAnuM thAya che. abhimAna dUra thAya te vinaya guNa pragaTe. pachI satyaruSa oLakhAya. "sapuruSamAM ja paramezvarabuddhi ane jJAnIoe parama dharma kahyo che." (254). satpaSamAM paramezvarabuddhi thAya te ene jJAnInAM vacane cATe. e mATe vIza deharA che. mAna jAya te vinaya guNa Ave. eTale badhA prabhAva vIza deharAmAM che. kaMIka garajA joIe. vijJAnapaNuM joIe. dhaTapaTa Adi jaNa tuM, tethI tene mAnaH jANanAra te mAna nahIM, kahIe kevuM jJAna !"

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saMgraha e jANanAra pratye daSTi thAya te vijJAnapaNuM Ave. AtmajJAnI puruSa te bhedI che. sAcI vastu sAMbhaLavAnI che. jJAnIne bodha pariName, eka vacana paNa pariNAma pAme, te bahu che. AkhA jagatamAM mAruM-tAruM pakSApakSIpaNuM thaI gayuM che. te jIvane khALe che. jyAM "mAruM thayuM tyAM sAcuM rahe nahIM. satya jANavA mATe mamatva mUkavAnuM che. mAruM te sAcuM nahIM, paNa sAcuM te mAruM che. AtmAne apamAna kare evuM strIpuruSapaNuM che, pitAputrapaNuM che. e AtmAnuM apamAna karanAra che. jJAnI puruSane dayA Ave che, tethI Thapake Ape che ke tAruM bhAna kyAM che? ame kahIe te zikhAmaNa mAna, ema kahe che. Thapako Ape te bhUla nAsI jAya. kRpALudeve jyAre prabhuzrIjInI bhUla joI tyAre kahyuM ke "vIsa deharAnuM bahumAnapaNuM kare te guNa pragaTaze. ATha trATaka chaMda paNa tevA ja che. je jIva vicAre te AtmA pragaTa thAya tevuM che. emane keTalI badhI kiMmata lAgI haze tyAre eTaluM badhuM vIsa deharAnuM mAhAmya kahe che. pitAne ethI AtmA pragaTa thaye che, tethI kahe che. - "AtmA sata, jagata mithyA. AbhAsathI AtmA rahita che. jIvathI grahaNa thatuM nathI. A sarva AbhAsa che. te badhuM bhUlI javAnuM che. sat pakaDavAnuM che. pitAne doSa che. saMtanI pahelI zikhAmaNa e che ke tAre doSe tane baMdhana che. tAre ja vAMka che. be dravya mile nahIM. paNa te kyAre ? samajaNa Ave tyAre. samajaNa nathI. badhuM gaLakhaLa bheguM karI nAkhyuM che. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ? "kevaLa heta asaMga je, bhAsata tane na kema ? asaMga che paramArthathI, paNa nija bhAne tema." mukhathI jJAna kathe ane, aMtara chUTa na moha; te pAmara prANI kare, mAtra jJAnIne droha." me kahyA kare tethI zuM thAya? ATale vizvAsa Avo joIe ke jJAnIe asagapaNuM kahyuM che te mAre mAnavuM che. mumukSu-asaMga eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-sarva parabhAvathI mukta thavuM. pahmAvathI mukta thAya tyAre asama kahevAya. jaDamAM jANavAnI zakti Ave nahIM. mumukSu -bhedane bheda eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-bhedane bheda te A badhuM bhinna bhinna dekhAya che te AtmArUpe jue, te bhedane bheda kahevAya. 128 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 0)), 2008 AtmAnA kalyANa mATe kaMIka karavAnuM che. samyagadarzana sahita badhuM karavAnuM che. kugurunA Azraye kare te kaMI AtmAnuM hita thAya nahIM, janmamaraNa chUTe nahIM. rAnIpuruSanAM vacane je hoya te maMtra kahevAya, AtmA kahevAya. je vacanathI AtmA upara javAya te

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240 AdhAmRta vacana paNa AtmA che. satpuruSanI kAyA che tethI ApaNuM kalyANa thAya che. tethI te paNa eka apekSAe AtmA che. satpuruSanA ceAge jIvane kema vartavuM te samajAya che. pachI jema jema samAgama vizeSa thAya tema tema ene vizeSa samajAya che. garaja joie. satpuruSa maLyA nathI, eLakhyA nathI. satpuruSane maLyAthI satpuruSa eLakhAya nahIM. kRpALudevane ghaNA maLatA, ghaNA grAhake AvatA, paNa kaI oLakhyA ? 129 zrImad rA. A agAsa, kArataka suda 1, 2009 [ kAI kalakattAnA vepArIne ] lakSa eka satsaMgakA rakhanA cAhe jahAM phiro, parantu lakSa to eka satsaMgakA rakhanA. Atmahita kaise ho ? yaha vicAra karanA. manuSyabhava milA haiM to saccI vastuko karanA. AtmA jaisI koI vastu nahIM haiM. ratna jaisI vastu hai, muphta meM nahIM milatI. prApta 130 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 2, 2009 'sudRSTitara giNI'mAMthI khAna-pAna-vacana saMbaMdhI vaMcAtAM ] rAtre rAMdheluM bheAjana muni le nahIM. sAdhu thavu' e sahela' nathI. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva khadhAmAM jovAnA che. viSayakaSAya jItavA sahelA nathI. te jItavA mATe mahApuruSa e tenA upAya atAvyA che. dhanI garaja rahI nathI. mATe doSa ajJAnanA che. taravA mATe, mekSe javA mATe manuSyabhava maLyA che, tenI khamara nathI. svapnAmAM paNa khabara nathI. taravAnI bhAvanA nathI. rasagAravalubdhatA maTADavAnI che. manane jItavuM hAya teNe rasagArava dveSa tyAgavA. e DhASa hAya te| mana jitAya nahIM. jIbhanAM e kAma che. eka khAvuM ane khIjuM vacana khelavuM. hita, mita ne priya vacana khelavuM. kRpALudeve puSpamALAmAM jaNAvyuM che : "vacana zAMta, madhura, kAmaLa, satya ane zauca khelavAnI sAmAnya pratijJA laI AjanA divasamAM praveza karaje" (2-55). asatya vacana jANIne tyAgavAnAM che. asatyanA cAra prakAra che. 1 vastu hAya chatAM tene 'nathI' kahevI. r vastu na heAya ane che' ema kahevuM. 3 hAya kaI ane huM kaI. 4 paramAtha jemAM na heAya evuM khaDakhaDa artha vagaranu belavuM, te paNu asatya che. jenAthI pApa baMdhAya evAM vacana samyagdaSTi na mele. AtmA sivAyanI badhI kathAo vikathAo che. dhanakathAmAM AkhuM jagata paDayu che. X * X X je samIpamuktigAmI che tene cha padanI zraddhA che. samyaktva lAvavu' paDaze. emAM kaI ApavAnuM nathI, mAnyatA karavAnI che. AtmA sivAya kacAMya dRSTi rAkhavA jevI nathI. kama pratyethI vRtti aTakAvI dharma pratye vRtti karavI. eTaluM karavAnu che, te dharmAtmA thaI jAya, samIpamuktigAmI thAya teA meAkSa enI pAse Ave. paga mUkatAM pApa che, tene badale paga mUkatAM amRta thAya. STi na kare te samyaktva zAnuM? deSTi chUTI AtmadRSTi thAya te samyaktva kahevAya, samakitIne jaDa ane cetana seLabheLa na thaI jAya, vacce vAnI bhIMta :

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ra41 paDI che, tethI A bAjunuM A bAju ane pelI bAjunuM pelI bAju thaI jAya. taiyAra thaI javAnuM che. badhAya marI javAnA che. eka dharma sAthe Ave che. mAyAthI rAjI na thavuM. AtmA jAgaze tyAre karaze. "jaba jAeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge raMga." (hA.1-14) 131 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 3, 2009 kyAM pahelAMnAM pUrvenAM AyuSya ane kyAM A kALanAM TUMkA AyuSya! jhADanA pAMdaDA para paDelAM biMdu jevuM che. apUrva vastu maLI che. sAcavIne vApare te ThIka che, nahIM te emane ema manuSyabhava ja rahe che. jaMjALanuM kAraNa mArApaNuM che. je jALa ochI thAya te ene koI pUchavA Ave nahIM. mAruM ghara, mArAM chokarAM e badhuM huM ne mAruM jaMjALa che. huM paisAdAra chuM, huM meTo chuM e badhI jaMjALa che. ahaMbhAva kADhIne vicAravuM ke huM te badhAthI nAnuM chuM. vizALa daSTi thAya te jIvane jaMjALa ochI thAya. jajaLa lAgatI nathI, paNa mIThAza lAge che. mekSe javuM hoya te bIjA kAma ochAM karavAM paDaze. cakavartI jevA cha khaMDa choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA tyAre mekSa thaye. - kRpALudeve kahyuM che: "sakala jagata te eThava." jagatamAM chokarAM yAM, paisA badhe eMThavADe che. e eMThavADAmAM vRtti hoya tyAM sudhI bhagavAna pratye kevI rIte thAya? ene cokhkhI karI bhagavAna pratye vRtti karavAnI che. jIvane sukha lAge che te svapnA jevuM che. jJAnInuM kahevuM gamatuM nathI. e sukhamAM gauNatAe duHkha rahyuM che. duHkhanAM bIja paDayAM che. jIva ajJAnI ne AMdhaLe che. ene kaMI khabara nathI. phaLa zuM Avaze tenI khabara nathI. eThavADamAM jIva ramata kare che. pitAnuM manuSyapaNuM gumAvI de che ane pAchuM duHkha UbhuM kare che. chUTavA mATe manuSyabhava maLe che. maraNa thAya to vAMdho nathI. e bhayaMkara nathI paNa je AtmAne bhUle che te moTuM maraNa che. "ba A saMsAra" ema karI jene chUTavAnI IcchA hoya te bhagavAnane saMbhAre. puNya karyuM hoya ane tethI strI, putra, dhana, vagere maLyuM hoya te ene duHkha mAnavuM ane na maLyuM hoya te sukha mAnavuM. jIve AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te sadAcAra sevavA. jIvane pavitratAnI oLakhANa nathI. pitAne svacchada rekavAne che. jagata bhale game tema kahe, paNa mAre te jJAnI kahe te ja karavuM che, ema lAgaze te kalyANa thaze. citta kaMI ThekANe hoya te grahaNa thAya. jJAnI puruSa pAse ghaNuM zikhAmaNe che, paNa enuM mana taraMgamAM phare che tethI zuM kahe? mana doraMgI che, ThekANA vagaranuM che. e mATe "sudaSTitaraMgiNu sadAcAra mATe bahu upayogI pustaka che. agatyanA viSaye emAM lIdhA che. sArAkheTAnI khabara nathI. zI vale thaze? tenI khabara nathI. jJAnIne Azraye cAle te kAma thAya, nahIM te kyAMya khADAmAM paDI jAya. samajavA mATe puruSoe kahyuM che. paNa jIva UMdhuM samaje che. AtmAnI vAta paDI mUkI bIjI vAtamAM rasa le che, te vikathA che. pApathI chUTavuM

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242 movAmRta hoya te keTalI saMbhALa rAkhavAnI jarUra che? je kare te bhagave. dIkaro kare te dIkaro bhagave, bApa kare te bApa bhagave. sarva jIvonI sattA judI judI che. AkhA jagatamAM traNa gatimAM che ghaNuM che, paNa manuSyagatimAM te ceDA che ane te paNa aDhIdvIpamAM ja che. pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspatimAM ghaNuM vadhAre jIve che. soyanI aNanA agrabhAga jeTalI sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyamAM asaMkhyAta zarIre che. ekeka zarIramAM anaMta ja hoya che! ['sudaSTitaraMgiNI' vaMcAtAM ] 132 zrImad rA. A agAsa, kArataka suda 4, 2009 zAstro sAMbhaLIne vairAgya karavAnuM che. "sakala jagata te eThavata" keInI niMdA karavI, mazkarI karavI vagere AtmAne karma baMdhAya tevuM kare te badhuM mAThuM che. samajIne meha o cho karavAnuM che. moha ocho thAya tyAre jANyuM kahevAya. A manuSyabhava maLyo che te durlabha che, kRti durlabha che, zraddhA durlabha che ane cAritra eTale svarUpamAM sthira thavuM e te bahu durlabha che. pUrve kaMI dAnapuNya karyuM tethI manuSyabhava pAme che. have karaze te pharI manuSyabhava pAmaze. je atyAre karate nathI tene bhaviSyamAM maLavAnuM nathI. karaze te pAmaze. marI jAya tyAre bALI mUke che. bhAIe te ramazAnamAM mUkI Ave che, paNa dharma te sAthe ja Ave che. nAzavaMta je jANyuM tenA upara meha zA mATe rAkhe? nAzavaMta che ema jANyuM ane temAM pAcho meha kare te e mUrkhAI che. ajJAna meha karAve che. ajJAna ane mUrnAI eka ja che. saMsAra asAra che evuM jANe che chatAM jIva tuccha vastuomAM maha zA mATe kare che? saMsAramAM sukha nathI. sukha joItuM heya te mekSamAM ja che. saMsAramAM kaMI sAruM nathI ane kaMI sAruM thavAnuM nathI. ema jAyuM che ema kahe che, paNa "jAyuM tenuM kharuM, je mehe navi lepAya; sukha duHkha AvyuM chavane harSa zAka navi thAya." lakSmImAM Asakta hoya te ene jiMdagI sudhI cheDe nahIM. pAMca IndriyanA viSayanI icchA e rAga che; te davAthI maTe nahIM. samajaNathI maTe. je jANatuM nathI te kharAba vastune sArI mAne che. e badhuM ajJAna che. varAgya thavA mATe pRthvIkAya Adi nuM varNana che. samyagdarzana thayA pachI be ja gati baMdhAya che manuSya ane deva; naraka tiryaMca na baMdhAya. mana 5ryavasAna pAmelA chatAM keTalAya ja niMdamAM paDyA che. samyakatva ane sarvasaMgaparityAga vinA mana:paryavajJAna na thAya. paNa pachI samyaktva vamI jAya ane jJAna AvaraNa pAmI jAya, tyAra pachI eTale nIce paNa paDI jAya che. mATe bhaDakatA rahevAnI jarUra che. "cauda rAjalekamAM kAjaLanA kuMpAnI pere sUma ekendriya jIva bhaya che" (512). A leka ghaDAnA pANInI peThe bharelo che. khAlI jagyA keI nathI. je nigodanA cha haju anaMtakALathI beIndri

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sagraha 4 243 thayA nathI te nityanigAdI che ane je jIve ekavAra nigeAdamAMthI nIkaLI pharI nigeAdamAM gayA haiAya te ItaranigAdI che. ' [' sudaSTitaraMgiNI ' vaMcAtAM ] 133 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 6, 2009 jIva ahu bhAva mamatvabhAvamAM paDyo che. te mukAvavA jJAnI puruSA kahe che. DheDAki peAtAnAM nathI tene peAtAnAM mAne che, e mUkavAnu che. eka zuddhasvarUpa peAtAnu che. AkhA jhADamAM eka jIva hAya athavA eka pAnamAM eka jIva hAya te pratyeka vanaspatikAya ane aeka pAna vageremAM anaMta jIvA sAthe hoya te sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya che. vairAgya thavA mATe A badhI vAta kahI che. A madhyalAkamAM 45 lAkha yeAjana sudhI ja manuSyA che. manuSyanI gaNatarI Ave che, tenA kSetranI gaNatarI Ave che. manuSya thAya evA bhAva te kAIka vakhate utpanna thAya che. samyagdaSTi paNa manuSyabhavamAMthI devamAM jAya che, jevA bhAva hAya tevI gati thAya. AkhuM jhainana bhAva upara che. manuSyabhava vinA meAkSa thAya nahIM. vAtAvaraNanI asara bhAva upara thAya che. jhADa nIce ApaNe kaMI sArI vAta karIe te ene paNa kaIka asara thAya che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke A rAyaNa taLe bhakti karIe chIe te rAyaNanA jIvane paNa lAbha thAya che. dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanA, haiya-jJeyanA, badhAnA vicAra samyagdaSTi kare che. kaSAyI jIvA jemAM rahetA haiAya te kSetra paNa kaSAyI thAya che. kSetrane magADanAra kaSAya che. vikAranAM sthAnA badhAM tajavAyeAgya che. mahAtmAone laIne kSetra paNa pavitra thAya che. tarAya te tI. jyAM mahAtmAe rahetA hAya ane jethI tarAya te tI. AtmAnA asakhyAta pradeza che te AtmAnu kSetra che. khIjA kSetra teA heya che. zuddhAtmAnA pradeza che te upAdeya che. jyAM siddha bhagavAna puruSAkAre rahyA che, te ja kSetra nizcayathI upAdeya che. pApanAM kAraNeA tyAgavA caiAgya che. je kALamAM pApanA bhAveA che te kALa heya che. pAMcamA ane chaThThA ArAmAM badhI pApanI pravRtti thAya che, te kALa heya che. evuM sAMbhaLavAnu maLe teAya jIva pAcho huMke, ApaNA bhAva na bagADavA. madhyastha rahevuM, samyagdaSTi sArA bhAva ja kare che. 134 zrImad rA. . agAsa, kArataka suda 7, 2009 icchArAdhana e tapa che. jIbha jitAya te pAMca indriyA jitAya. dehAdhyAsa cheDavA mATe kAyakleza tapa karavAnuM che. AtmA na bhulAya te mATe tapa che. sukhamAM AtmAne bhUlI jAya che tethI A tapa karavAnu kahyuM che. AtmAnI zuddhi karavA mATe tapa che. [ 'sudaSTitara'giNI' va'cAtAM ] 135 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 8, 2009 peAtAnu' jIvana vicArIne peAtAnA doSo kADhavA mATe A badhu vAMcavAnuM che. bhaNavAnuM che te abhimAna karavA mATe nathI, paNa vinaya karavA mATe bhaNavAnu che. jema phaLa AvavAthI jhADa nIce name che, tema jema jema bhaNe tema tema vinaya guNu Ave. abhimAna jAya te bhaNyA kahevAya.

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24 svAdhyAyamAM ekAgratA thAya che. je vicAramAM mana caeNTe te AkhA jagatane bhUlI javAya. mAhAsya joIe. jJAnI puruSa pAse ja huM beThe chuM, ema jANIne svAdhyAya kare. na samajAtuM hoya te game te strI che ke puruSa ho, paNa na samajAya te pUchavuM. zarama na rAkhavI. jJAnI puruSe A kahyuM che te mane samajAtuM nathI, paNa te mAre samajavuM che evI bhAvanAthI vinaya sahita prazna pUcha. "mokSamALAmAM dharmadhyAnanA 16 bheda kRpALudeve lakhyA che te badhAM zAstrone sAra che. samajaNa karavA mATe svAdhyAya karavAne che, jagata nAzavaMta che, azAzvata che ema sAMbhaLyuM hoya te vAraMvAra te vicAravuM. huM ane mAruM e saMsAra che. e ja che ane ekale maravAno che. eka ja bhegave che. zarIramAM rahevuM e kaMI jIvanI zobhA nathI, mahattA nathI. A gaMdI vastumAM rahevuM paDe che e karmane laIne che. "deha te huM" e mAnyatA choDAvavA azucibhAvanA vicAravAnuM kahe che. "bhA dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna" evuM thayuM che, savArathI sAMja sudhI ene ja navarAvavAmAM khavaDAvavAmAM kALa gALe che. AtmAne nekara banAve che. ethI mithyAtva pivAya che. zarIra uparathI bhAva UThe te ja AtmA upara bhAva Ave. nahIM te AtmA dekhAya nahIM. zarIra gaMduM che, te rUpa huM nathI, ema lAgaze tyAre AtmA jude bhAsaze. svabhAvamAM rahevuM saheluM che, parabhAvamAM rahevuM vasamuM che. parabhAvamAM rahevuM para nimittane AdhIna che. svabhAvamAM paranimittanI jarUra nathI. AtmA AtmabhAvamAM rahe te kheda na thAya. vibhAvamAM Ave tyAre duHkhI thAya che. krodhAdimAM Ave tyAre duHkhI thAya che. svabhAvamAM nathI rahevAtuM evI jIvane Teva paDI gaI che. jema keI dArUDio dArU pIe ane Teva paDI javAthI te meLavavA mATe tene prayatna kare paDe che. dArU na pIte heya te sAruM che. zAstro saguru dvArA samajavAnAM che. nahIM te avaLAM pariName. sadUguru hoya te enA deSa kaDhAvI nAkhe. 136 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 9, 2009 khAlI hAthe AvyA ane khAlI hAthe javAno che. jagatanA duHkhane sukharUpe mAnyuM che. te eka nAma mAtra sukha che. dharma na hoya te agati thAya. kyAM kyAMya taNuI jAya, svapnA jevuM che. jiMdagI che te lAMbA svapnA jevI che. viveka Ave tyArathI te beTuM samajAya che. be divasanA mahemAna che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke cetI le, mahemAna ! AkhA jagatamAM meha, abhimAna che. sAco dharma pragaTa thAya te meha nAza pAme. dharmAtmA hoya te uparathI huM dharmAtmA chuM ema dekhAva na kare, phelapaNuM eTale DeLa na kare. samyagdaSTi lekone rAjI karavA kaMI kare nahIM. huM dharmI chuM ema bahArathI dekhADe nahIM. sAco dharma samajAya te pachI mAyA na rahe. dharmI heya te koIne chetare nahIM. e jANe che ke bIjAne chetaratAM huM chetarAvuM chuM. anAdikALathI jALa phaMda che, e emanuM ema na chUTe, paNa sAco dharma Ave te chUTe. anaMtakALathI pitAne pitA viSenI ja bhrAMti rahI gaI che." (12) A jagatamAM

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janmamaraNa karAvanAra miyAtva che. paribhramaNa e karAve che. samyagdarzana-dharma Ave te e mithyAtva athavA kumati jAya. jema jema dharma pariName tema tema mamatva vagere jAya che. alaukika sukha pAmavA dharmanI jarUra che. pitAne mATe dharma karavAnuM che, ullAsa ane khaMta rAkhI karavAne che. dharma na hoya te jema jema puNyane vadhAre udaya thAya tema tema vadhAre pApa bAMdhe. dharmathI kharAba mANasa paNa mekSane lAyaka thAya che. daDhaprahArI pApa karanAre, paNa mokSe jate rahyo. 137 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 10, 2009 pApanA vikalapa rokavA vrata karavAnAM che. samabhAva rahe te suvrata che. "jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe." vRtAdi karavAM te AtmAne arthe karavAM, lekene dekhADavA na karavA. pitAnA AtmAne arthe karavAnA che. satrata karate hoya te tenI asara bIjA upara paNa paDe che. sArI vastune badhAya Adara kare. upavAsa kare te mATe AtmAne arthe karavo che e lakSa javane raheto nathI. bIjA divaso karatAM upavAsane divase juduM paDavuM joIe. te pramANe jIva judo paDato nathI. eka na khAya eTaluM ja e jANe che huM dharma karuM chuM, vrata karuM chuM ane cittavRtti te kyAMya hoya che. lahyuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, rahyuM vrata-abhimAna; grahe nahIM paramArthane, levA laukika mAna." potAnI vRttio jIvane chetare che. eka vastu cheDe te bIjI vastu vadhAre khAya. vRttinuM svarUpa samajI vRtti reke te lAbha che. jJAnI puruSane kahevAne Azaya bahu gaMbhIra che. e lakSa rAkha bahu muzkela che. jemAM uttarAdhyayanamAM kathAo che, paNa bahu gaMbhIra che. samajaNa hoya teTaluM samajAya. sat nuM oLakhANa saNuthI thAya che. jyAM sat pragaTa thayuM che tyAMthI ja sat prApta thAya che. kharI bhakti te oLakhANa che. paNa vairAgya vinA saddaguru eALakhAya nahIM. "guru oLakhavA ghaTa vairAgya." kodhathI, mAnathI, mAyAthI, lebhathI vrata karavA te badhAM heya che. dharma te jIvane mokSamArge caDhAve te che. mokSamArgamAM je je kriyAo hoya, vrata vagere je je hoya te kalyANane mATe ja hoya che. bhagavAne je kahyuM te badhuM dharma che. ene mATe saddaguru joIe. A heya eTale vAyegya che, A upAdeya eTale grahavAgya che ema sadguru batAve che. kevI dazA hoya te dharma kahevAya ? e badhuM jANavAnuM saddaguru pAse maLe che. puruSa maLyA hoya te lAge ke "ka kALa anaMtanAM, zAthI chedyAM jAya?" karmo kyAre chUTaze? ema lAgaNI thAya. mumukSue pitAnI mumukSudazA prApta karI levI joIe. lokone dekhADavA karavuM nathI. satsaMgathI mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che. mArA doSa dekhI kADhavA che. e mATe mAre satsaMga kare che evo lakSa rAkhave. lokone dekhADavA arthe nahIM. satsaMganA veganI vadhAre bhAvanA rAkhavI. satsaMganA viyege paNa satsaMgamAM je bodha sAMbhaLyuM hoya te vicAre.

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bedhAmRta 138 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 12, 2009 karma anaMta prakAranAM, temAM mukhya ATha, temAM mukhya mehanIya." badhAmAM mehanIya karma mukhya che. mahine jItatAM jItatAM badhAMya guNasthAnaka thayAM che. jema jema meha ghaTe che, tema tema AgaLanuM guNasthAnaka prApta thAya che. - jJAnInI samajaNe samajaNa karavAnI che, te karatuM nathI. jIvanI pAse ahaMkAra karavA jevuM kazuM che nahIM, ane ahaMkAramAM mAthAM mAre che. kaMI vAMcatuM hoya ane AvaDatuM na hoya teya ahaMkAra kare. kaI veSa karate hoya te tenA sAmuM zreSa karavAnuM jIvane thaI Ave che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke tAruM kUMDuM kare tenuM bhaluM kara. mArga e che ke keInuM bhUMDuM karavuM nahIM. ApaNuM kaI bhUMDuM icache te ApaNe tenuM bhaluM icchavuM. keI bAMdhanAra nathI, keI cheDAvanAra nathI. pitAne ja vAMka che. eTaluM thAya te ene kaI kahe te dveSa na thAya. e te mAre vAMka che, ema lAge. maha oLakhA nathI tethI tene saMga kare che, meha chetare che mATe kSaNe kSaNe cetavuM; ema jJAnI puruSe kahe che. meha haze tyAM sudhI mekSa nahIM thaze. zarIra che te mehanI khANa che. anAdi kALathI mehamAM DUbI rahyo che. mATe kSaNe kSaNe enAthI chUTavuM. karmathI je maLyuM te AtmAthI juduM che. tenA upara meha na kare. meha kare e mamatva che. deha paNa pitAne nathI, te pachI dehathI para che te te pitAnuM kyAMthI hoya? siddhadazAnI bhAvanA karavAnI che. siddhane yAda karavAnA che. siddhadazAmAM meha nathI. e dazA yAda karavA mATe "apUrva avasara pada gAyuM che. potAnuM kharuM svarUpa che te bhUlI gayela che. AtmAmAM rAgadveSa, mAruM-tAruM kazuM che nahIM. jeNe AtmA pragaTa karyo che tenAmAM vRtti jAya te rAga-dveSa na thAya. jJAnI puruSomAM vRtti jAya te rAga-dveSa na thAya. 139 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 14, 2009 zAMti joItI hoya te sahanazIlatA joIze. dehane thAya te mane thayuM ema lAge che. "jIvanI utpatti ane roga zoka duHkha mRtyu; dehane svabhAva jIvapadamAM jaNAya che; e je anAdi ekarUpano mithyAtvabhAva, jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che." e dUra thAya te gajasukumAra jevuM thAya. AtmAnI vAta che. AtmAnuM karavuM hoya te vikAra kADhavA paDaze. vikAra thavAnAM aMtaranAM ane bahAranAM kAraNe dUra karavAM. aMtara tapAse te khabara paDe. sapuruSanA samAgamanI bhAvanA karavI. kuTuMbIonI saMbhALa karavI paDe te pUrvanuM bAMdheluM karma che ema gaNuM vekarUpe karavI. jene kaMI sAdhana na maLyuM hoya te te zuM kare ? UMghe, gappAM mAre, khAya. paNa jene smaraNanuM sAdhana maLyuM che te smaraNa kare te sAruM thAya. saMsArathI nivRtti zedhavI. saMsAra kema nAza pAme? tene vicAra kare. je kAma karavAnuM che, jene mATe ApaNe janmyA chIe temAM kyAM sudhI ApaNe AvyA chIe te vicAravuM. samyagdarzana na thayuM hoya te paNa- dharma arthe bahAM prANane cha-chAMDe, paNa nahIM dharma." (cethI daSTi)

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saMgraha 4 evuM thAya che. prANa te maLaze paNa dharma pharIthI maLaze nahIM. amUlya vastu che. sArA nimitte sAruM thAya, kharAba nimitta hoya te kharAba thAya. ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna mAThI gatie laI jAya che. mATe emAM ne emAM na taNAvuM. zarIrane laIne badhAM pApa thAya che. zarIranuM ThekANuM nathI, paNa AtmadazA te nitya che. re Atma tAro Atma tAro, zIdhra ene oLakhe, sarvAtmamAM samadaSTi gho, A vacanane hRdaye lakho." evuM kaMIka hadayamAM cUMTe te kaMIka AtmasAdhana thAya. mAruM zuM thaze? mArI zI vale thaze? tene vicAra Avato nathI. samaraNa karavAnuM mUkI pA5 bAMdhe che. mAsI pAkhIne divasa khamAvavAne che. khamAvyA pachI vera na rAkhavuM. pahelAM thayuM te khamAvavuM. khamAvavuM e mATe ke have vera nathI karavuM. have jANe AjathI janmyA hatA, evuM karavuM. - "Sa nahIM vaLI avarazuM, e guNa aMga virAje re." (pahelI daSTi) vaiSa pahele kADhavAno che. ganI ATha daSTimAM pahelI ja daSTimAM dveSa jAya che. jyAre kSamApanAne pADa bole tyAre yAda Ave ke "huM bahu pApI chuM." evA bIjA paNa mArAmAM ghaNA doSe che ema thAya, tArA pratye kaI dveSa kare, te paNa tuM kaI pratye dveSa karIza nahIM. (pa-86) e agharuM che. tAruM bhUMDuM kare che tenuM bhaluM kara. evI vAta sAMbhaLavA kyAMthI maLe? badhAM ja karmAdhIna che. jagatajIva hai kamAMdhInA, acarija kachu na lInA; ApasvabhAvamAM re, abadhu sadA maganameM rahenA." (AnaMdaghanajI) jJAnI puruSo kahe che e svabhAva thaI jAya evuM karavAnuM che. potAnI saMbhALa pahelAM levI. paropakAra pachI kare. pitAnuM nahIM kare te rajhaLavuM paDaze. vicAra karI, maMthana karI badhAne sAra kADhave. AtmAnuM kharuM svarUpa jevAnuM che. zarIra, vagere badhuM nAzavaMta che. pAMca Indriyone pagalathI saMbaMdha che. vairAgya Ave to AtmAnuM svarUpa dekhAya. satsaMgathI vairAgya Upaje che. satsaMga vinA yAna te taraMgarUpa thaI paDe che. iyAna karavA bese te mana kyAMya taraMgamAM caDhI jAya. dhyAna karavAnI IcchA hoya te prathama dhyAna samajavuM joIe. AtmasvarUpa oLakhI ane badhA AtmAne samAna daSTithI joI pachI dhyAna karazo te je dhyAnanI IcchA che, te pUrI thaze. keIna deza jevA nathI. samajaNapUrvaka yAna thAya te zukaladhyAna thAya evuM che. 14. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka vada 1, 2009 je je kAraNa baMdhanAM, teha baMdhane paMtha; te kAraNa chedaka dazA, mokSapaMtha, bhava-aMta." pitAnA deze potAne baMdhana che. potAnA dezo jevA ane kADhavA. deSo jAya te guNa pragaTe. pitAnA guNe pragaTAvavA; bIjAnA doSo na jevA. saMsAra hoya tyAMsudhI karma ja hoya. saMsAramAM badhe karma ja dekhAya che. pitAnA avaguNa joI TALavAnA che,

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148 mAdhAmRta gAvavAnA nathI. guNanI kamANI karavI, avaguNanI kamANI na karavI. paramArthanI jijJAsA joIe. baso varSa pahelAMnA jemAM paramArthanI jijJAsA hatI. te jijJAsA ghasAtAM ghasAtAM Aje te kaMI na maLe. duHkhanuM duHkha lAgatuM nathI. vairAgyanI khAmI che. jJAnI puruSanI AjJA ArAdhavI. "nathI AjJA gurudevanI, acaLa karI uramAMhi" reja belIe chIe te lakSa rAkho. kyAre deha chUTI jaze? khabara nathI. zvAsa lIdhela mukAze ke nahIM? mATe AtmAne tvarAthI ArAdha. sahanazIlatAnI samAdhimaraNamAM khAsa jarUra che. e hoya te samAdhimaraNa thAya. e na hoya te maraNa bagADI nAkhe. keI sevA karatuM nathI, pANI ApatA nathI, koI pUchavAya AvatuM nathI, evuM thaI jAya tethI ardhagati thAya. mATe sahanazIlatAnI jarUra che. pitAne mULa svabhAva ke che? tene lakSa rAkhe. potAnAmAM tapavuM-TakavuM te tapa. jJAnadarzanacAritramAM TakavuM te tapa che. svarAjyarUpa AtmA che. svataparUpa AtmA che. (5-196) AtmAnA svarUpamAM rahevuM e ja khare puruSArtha ane e ja tapa che. potAnI vRtti kema rahe che? te tapAsavuM. "sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che." pitAnA pradezarUpe petAnuM bhAna nathI, tethI jIva bIje vyApe che. karma nacAve che. karmathI chava kIDI thAya che ane karmathI manuSya thAya che. parigraha che te pApa che. dharma vastu prANa jatAM paNa na choDavI. niyama lIdhe hoya te jIvatAM sudhI pALe, tethI ghaNe lAbha thAya. haratAM pharatAM ke gADImAM ke game tyAM maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM. jene sAdhana maLyuM che te na vApare te mUrkha gaNAya. jene nathI maLyuM te te zuM kare ? jJAnInI AjJA maLI te enI pAchaLa maMDI paDavuM. dharma arthe prANa paNa choDI devA che. deha te ghaNI vakhata maLe ne maLaze, paNa dharma na maLe. evI daDhatA Ave tyAre samyagdarzana thAya. tyAgamAM AnaMda che e grahaNamAM nathI. tyAga karIne AnaMda meLavatAM zIkhavAnuM che. 141 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka vada 2, 2009 paDyo che tyAMthI UbhuM thA. chUTavAnA kAmane paramAtmA ya bAMdhatA nathI. je chUTavA taiyAra thaye tene keI bAMdhatuM nathI. kRpALudeve raste batAve che te tenI pakaDa karI ApaNe vartavuM. jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha, tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmAthI jana eha." kyAM kema vartavuM? kema bolavuM? kema vicAravuM? te samaju jana vicAra karIne kare che. kahyuM tenI pakaDa thaI te mAre tenI talavAra thAya. pakaDAyuM nathI jIvane. prANa jAya te paNa mAre jJAnInI AjJAthI viruddha vartavuM nathI, evI daDhatAnI jarUra che. satsaMga na thAya te bhale, paNa kusaMga te kara ja nathI. "zuM karavAthI pote sukhI? zuM karavAthI te duHkhI ?" eTalA belane hAlatAM cAlatAM, khAtAM pItAM ArAdhI rahe to ene viveka pragaTe, zaMkA hoya tyAM bhaya hoya che. pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya tyAre khare prema Ave che. prema

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saMgraha 4. 249 kaho, ruci kaho ke zraddhA kahe, te samakti che. prema na hoya, ruci na hoya ane zraddhA na hoya te samakita zAnuM hoya ? mekSamAM indriyanAM sukha hAya nahIM. jyAM IndriyanAM sukha che tyAM mekSa nathI. 142 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka vada 3, 2009 jema jema svaccheda kAze tema tema AgaLa vadhaze. badhI vastuo choDI eka para AvavuM. badhA vikalpa choDI huM kaMI jANatuM nathI, evuM karavuM. jJAnI jANe che. enI AjJA maLI te bIjA vikalpa na karavA. "bAbApa dhame zALA to ' (AcArAMga). AvI sAcI vastu maLI te bIjA vikalpo na karavA. maMtra che te AtmA ja maLe che, ema mAnavuM. jeTaluM maMtramAM rahevAya teTaluM AtmAmAM ja rahevAya che. jaDa, cetana ene jJAnI jANe che. jyAre AvaraNa khasaze tyAre samajAze. DAhyA na thavuM. vadhAre DAhyo vadhAre kharaDAya. maMtra maLe che te AkhA jIvananuM bhAtuM che. maMtra maLe che tethI have deha chUTI jAya teya kaMI vAMdhe nathI. [ 'sudaSTitaraMgiNI' vaMcAtAM] 143 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka vada 5, 2009 jagatavAsI jIvone sArA nimitte sArA bhAva thAya che. ane kharAba nimitte kharAba bhAva thAya che. nimitta te sAruM ja rAkhavuM. sAruM nimitta hoya te upAdAna paNa sAruM thAya. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karane! je saMga te jIva thAya che. mATe sAruM nimitta goThavavuM. azubha nimitto che te tyAgavAM. saMsAra e azubha nimittarUpa ane anaMta kusaMgarUpa che. zrI kaSabhadeva bhagavAna tyAzI lAkha pUrva gharamAM rahyA chatAM saMyama levAnA bhAva na thayA. pachI Indra jenuM AyuSya kSINa thavA AvyuM che evI kaI nIlAMjanA nAmanI apsarAne bhagavAnanI sabhAmAM nAca karavA mekalI. nAcatAM nAcatAM tenuM AyuSya pUruM thaI gayuM, tethI te asarAnA zarIranA badhA paramANu vIkharAI gayA. paNa Inke vikriyAthI koIne khabara na paDe tema pAchI tevI ne tevI apsarA nAcatI dekhADI. tethI sabhAsadene khabara na paDI ke A apsarAnuM mRtyu thayuM che. paNa kaSabhadeva bhagavAna avadhijJAnavALA hatA tethI upaga daI joyuM te marelI jANI. te joIne bhagavAnane vairAgya utpanna thaye. upAdAna baLavAna hatuM, chatAM yogya nimitta maLyuM tyAre jAgyA. sArAM nimittemAM rahevuM. satsaMga kare. khoTAM nimitto na meLavavAM. upAdAna kAraNa baLavAna na hoya ane TA puruSone saMga kare te kheTa thaI jAya che. 144 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAgasara suda 8, 2009 smaraNanI Teva pADavI. kaI paNa prakAre IcchA ochI karavI. he jIva! kathA Icchata have ? he IcchA duHkhamUla; jaba IcchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." (hA. 1-12) 32

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25o badhAmRta ukaraDAmAM ratna paDayuM hoya to samajI jAna ratna para dRSTi kare che, paNa viSTA para najara na kare. tema deharUpa ukaraDAmAM AtmArUpI ratna che, te para daSTi karavI. deha viSTArUpa che. jIva putrAdi upara moha kare che ne karAve che te sAmasAmI jhera pIe che ne pAya che, e dhaMdhe kare che. jI pitApaNuM, mAtApaNuM karI "mAThuM karavAmAM maNa rAkhI nathI." (510) jIve maMDayA rahevuM te ATha divasamAM paNa kAma thaI zake che. aMjanacare daDhatAthI AkAzagAminI vidyA sAdhI, meru parvata para jinadatta zeTha pAse jaI caDhyAlayamAM pUjA karI. pachI cAraNamuni pAse dIkSA laI ATha divasanuM AyuSya hevAthI anazana karI, badhAM karma khapAvI mekSe gayA. vicAra bahu kare. divasamAM pA kalAka paNa vicAra kare. ekAMtamAM besI vicAra kara. maraNanI Teva rAkhavI. haratAM pharatAM samaraNa karavuM. samAdhimaraNa karavuM hoya teNe rome reme paramaprema pragaTAvavAne che. para premapravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura base. ema ja bolIe chIe. paNa parama prema ke haze ? ke karavAnuM che? te para eka daSTAMta che. vaiSNavanuM che, paNa samajavA jevuM che. ajuna eka vakhate dvArikAmAM AvyA hatA. zrIkRSNanI bena subhadrA hatI, tenI sAthe e paraNyA ane tyAM rahevA lAgyA. zrIkRSNa te roja khAdhuM na khAdhuM karIne arjuna pAse jaIne bese. rANIoe vicAra karyo ke arjuna AvyA pachI ApaNA upara emane prema e che thaI gayA che. Akho divasa tyAM jaIne zuM kare che, te jovuM. pachI rukimaNI tyAM gayAM. arjuna vanakaDA karI ghera AvyA hatA, te nAna karI, thAka lAge tethI DIvAra mATe sUI gayA hatA. zrIkRSNa ane subhadrA tenA vALa AMgaLIothI kerA karatAM hatAM ane mAthA pAse beThAM hatAM. eTalAmAM tyAM rukimaNI AvI. kRNe tene joIne IzArAthI kahyuM, besa, tuM paNa vALa kerA kara. pachI rukimaNa vALa kerA karavA beThAM. zrIkRSNa vALa kerA thayA ke kema te jevA potAnA gAle aDADyA ane rukimaNane IzArAthI sUcavyuM ke tuM paNa Ama kara. rukimaNIe vALa jarAka kAnanI pAse ANyA te tenA ekeka tAramAMthI kRSNa, kRSNa e dhabakAra (zabda) te sAMbhaLe. zrIkRSNe kahyuM ke e arjuna vanamAM jAya ke nagaramAM jAya paNa enuM citta mArAmAM ja rahe che. UMghamAM paNa ene e ja che, bhulAtuM nathI. A uparathI rukimaNI samajI gayAM. e parama prema jJAnI paramakRpALudeva pratye vartamAnamAM ApaNe lakhavAno che ke jethI dharmane marma samajAya ane pariNAme AtmA zAzvata mokSane pAme. 145 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAgazara vada 7, 2 0 09 koI puNyano udaya thAya tyAre satsaMgane vega thAya che. durlabhamAM durlabha vastu samakita che. A dekhAya che te mAyA che. keTalAya cakravatI rAjA paNa tIrthakara thaI gayA che.

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saMgraha 4 251 manuSyabhava bahu durlabha che, pramAda na kara. haratAM pharatAM jJAnInI AjJAmAM pravartAya te lAbha thAya. A jIva rajhaLate rajhaLate kyAMthI ahIM AvyuM che ? puruSanI bhakti e bahu durlabha vastu che. pIMpaLapAna jevuM A mana che. phaDa phaDa thayA ja kare che. keIsapuruSane roga thAya ane jenuM mana aDola che, enAmAM vRtti joDAya te mana sthira thAya. e ekadama na thAya. krame krame thAya che. satsaMge sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe che, kalpanAo besI jAya che. je banavAnuM hoya te bane. ciMtA kare te UlaTuM bIjuM bagaDe. badhAnuM kAraNa bhAva che. jevA jevA bhAva karyA hoya tevAM tevAM karma baMdhAya ane tevAM tevAM tenAM phaLa maLe che. sukha dIdhuM hoya te sukha maLe, duHkha dIdhuM hoya te duHkha maLe. 146 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAgazara vada 9, 2009 samyagdarzana vagara tarAya nahIM. bhagavAne je upadeza karyo te dharma che. zAstro che tene jANe, pALe ne bIjAne badhe te sadguru che. sarvasaMgaparityAgI te saddaguru che. sadgurunA AdhAre dharma che. sadguru heya te sAcA deva ane sAco dharma batAve. je AtmAthI ApaNuM AtmAnuM bhAna thAya te guru che, deDa che te saddaguru nathI. deDa kaMI kalyANa kare che? emAM je AtmA che te kalyANa kare che. emane AtmA oLakhAya te kalyANa thAya, lAbha thAya. guru eTale AcArya. guru te badhAya kare che, paNa sAca na Ave tyAM sudhI kaMI na thAya. deDathI AtmA bhinna che evI jene pratIti thaI hoya ane je AtmAne jANavA puruSArtha karatA hoya tenI pAsethI jANavAnuM maLe che. saddaguru e vyavahArathI jarUranA che. tala jeTalI jagyA paNa chava vagaranI nathI. A leka ThaThasa bharela che. pitAne kevA thavAnuM che? e jANavAnA hetuthI kAlekane vicAra karavAnuM che. saMsArathI kaMTALe te mokSanI bhAvanA thAya. saMsAranuM svarUpa sadguru dvArA samajAya te pachI ene saMsAranA sukhanI AzA na rahe, nahIM te paDavAnAM sthAnake ghaNA che. agiyAramethI jIva paDe che. saddagurunuM avalaMbana hoya te na paDe. mATe jIvane saddagurunuM avalaMbana mekSa thavA mATe jarUranuM che. (170 bhAvArtha) jIva mAnane mATe marI jAya che. dharma pAmavo bahu durlabha che. kaMIka dharma karavA jAya te kaSAyathI vacce lUMTAI jAya che. 147 zrImad rA. A. agAla, mAgazara vada 19, 2009 kSaNe kSaNe je bhAva thayA kare che tenuM phaLa Avaze. mATe sArAM nimittomAM lakSa rAkha. sAMbhaLavAne hetu e ja che. puNya ane pApa banethI nivRtta thaze tyAre mekSa thaze. sArAM nimittemAM rahevuM, nahIM te mane kyAMya jatuM rahe evuM che. pramAdathI hiMsA thAya che. je AtmaupagamAM rahe che tenAthI hiMsA thatI nathI. chUTavAne bhAva jAge ke mAre chUTavuM che tyAre pApathI Dare. hiMsA cheDavA taiyAra thAya te pachI choDatAM cheDatAM munipaNuM Ave. pachI chakAyanI dayA paLAya.

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repara bedhAmRta bhagavAnanI badhI avasthAo pUjya che. "tenAM manavacanakAyAnI pratyeka ceSTAnAM abhuta raha pharI pharI nididhyAsana karavAM." (172). ApaNuM kharuM svarUpa kayuM che te pitAnI meLe na samajAya. sAMbhaLe te bhAva thAya. bhagavAnanuM jevuM nirAvaraNa svarUpa che tevuM ja ApaNuM kharuM svarUpa che. te pragaTa thavA mATe badhAM zAstra kahyAM che. "jinapada nija pada ekatA, bhedabhAva nahIM kAMI lakSa thavAne tehano, kahyAM zAstra sukhadAI" (954) bhagavAnanuM svarUpa joIne mAhAbhya lAge ke aha! mArI kalpanAmAM na Ave evuM svarUpa bhagavAne prApta karyuM che. A jIva potAne strI, putra, puruSa, dhanavAna, garIba, napuMsaka, brAhmaNa, vANiye ema mAne che, paNa pitAnuM kharuM svarUpa te bhagavAnanuM jevuM nirAvaraNa svarUpa che, tevuM ja che. tene A jIva jANatA nathI. jagatamAM bIjI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe paNa bhaktinI vAta, zAstranI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. nAma, sthApanA, dravya, bhAva e cAra nikSepa che, te vastu oLakhavAnA prakAra che. kharuM svarUpa bhAvanikSepa che, te samajavAnI jarUra che. keI kAvya ApaNe bolIe te vakhate teno artha samajAya te vizeSa bhAva Ave. bhaktinuM mAhAtya samajAya te bhakti Ave. bhakti kare te puNya bAMdhe ane puNya bAMdhe te manavAMchita phaLa maLe che. je je Icache te te maLe. bhaktine kalpavRkSa jevI samaje. bhakti hoya te mukti thAya. bhakti hoya te muktine tANI lAve. mukti parANe maLe. "bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo." (me15). svarUpa pragaTayA vinA te mekSa thAya nahIM. bhaktithI pitAnuM svarUpa pragaTe che. saMsArathI ba ja bhaktimAM bese te Thare. bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM lakSa hoya te azubha karma rasa ApyA vinA cAlyAM jAya, saMsArane rAga chUTI samabhAva thAya. bhaktithI bhagavAnanA nispRhabhAva samajAya che. bhaktimAM rahe te adhogatimAM na jAya. bhagavAnanI bhakti e bhagavAna thavAnuM kAraNa che. azubha cheDI zubhabhAvamAM Ave te pachI zuddhabhAvamAM avAya. bhakti karI kazuM IcchavA jevuM nathI. vagara IcchAe maLe che. 148 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAgazara vada 11, 2009 smaraNane abhyAsa vadhAre. meDhe karyuM hoya te ja pheravIe ane pachI vicArIe, nahIM te samajAya nahIM. jemake, "mULamArga balIe tyAre vicAra kare ke samyagdarzana zAne kahyuM? samyajJAna zAne kahyuM? samyaphacAritra zAne kahyuM? ema badhAne vicAra kare te ApaNane samajAya. samajyA pachI bhAvanA karavAnI che ke mane samyagdarzana kyAre prApta thaze? samyajJAna kyAre prApta thaze? samyakracAritra kyAre prApta thaze? evI bhAvanA karavI. ema zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana karavAnuM che. garaja jAge to thAya. jema dukAnahAra rejimeLamAM lakhe ane pachI khAtAvahImAM lakhe che ne? pathuM rAkhatA nathI. tenuM kAraNa garaja che. tema emAM paNa garaja joIe; te vicAra ane bhAvanA thAya, manana ane nididhyAsana thAya.

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saMgraha 4 253 149 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAgazara vada 12, 2009 | nigraMthano AtmA sukhI che. tenA jevo sukhI cakravartIne AtmA paNa nathI. upAdhi che tyAM sukha nathI. mAthe be che chatAM mAne che ke huM sukhI chuM. e sukha nathI. AtmA ene nirAkula nathI. ahaMndrone maMda kaSAya hoya che tethI sukhI che. jIvane IcchAo thayA kare che. "he jIva ! kyA Icchata have, he IcchA duHkhamUla" (hA. 1-12) sukha lAge che, tenI pAchaLa pAchuM duHkha dekhAya che. saMsAranAM sukha che te rega che. 15 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mAgazara vada )), 2009 vizALabuddhi hoya te dharma pAme. jIvane vizALa buddhi nathI. samudra je bhayaMkara A saMsAra che. saMsAramAM ApaNI pAse paisA che mATe vAMdho nathI ema jIva mAne che, paNa enI pAchaLa keTalI ciMtA che tenI khabara nathI. karma bAMdhavAmAM mohanIya baLavAna che. ene jItavA puruSArtha karavAnuM che. huM zuM karavA Avyo chuM? manuSyabhava zA mATe che? e jIvane sAMbharatuMya nathI, kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke -"niraMtara udAsInatAne krama seva." (172) Akho leka trividha tApathI baLe che. saMsAranA badhA ja duHkhI che. tyAgamAM sukha haju bhAryuM nathI. grahaNa karIne sukha mAne che. jIva kSaNe kSaNe duHkhI thaI rahyo che, enI dayA AvatI nathI. mAre A jIva baLe che, tene bahAra kADhe evI bhAvanA thatI nathI. dayA AvatI nathI. dayA Ave te bahAra kADhavAnuM thAya. jema jema indriyanAM viSaye bhogave tema tema tRNu vadhe che. uparathI zItaLa dekhAya che paNa aMdarathI AtmAne bALe che. mAyA che, meha che te zatru che, e jIvane samajAyuM nathI. mehane zatru mAne to ethI mUMjhAya, pachI mumukSu thAya. jIva bIjAnI dayA khAya che paNa potAnI dayA ene AvatI nathI. 151 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 1, 2009 je samaje teNe pitAnAM pariNAma pheravavAnA che. jaDane kaMI samajaNa nathI. zarIra uparathI moha chUTe te badhe saMsAra chUTe. deDathI udAsInatA AvyA vagara te AtmajJAna thAya nahIM. jaDathI udAsI tene AtmavRtti thAya che." (902). pitAne ekAgra thavuM hoya te bAhya jagata nathI ema karavuM. e upazama thavAnuM kAraNa che. jene AtmAmAM lInatA karavI che, teNe jagatanI vismRti karavAnI che. AtmAmAM jaDa vastu che nahIM. AkhuM jagata ene bhIMta jevuM na lAge tyAM sudhI jIvane zAMti Ave evuM nathI. "samAdhizataka"mAM kahyuM che- jene sakriya saMsAra, bhAse nikiya kADa zo, a-prajJa, bhega-ceSTAthI-rahita zama pAmata." (zleka 67) 15ra zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa suda 2, 2009 rAja sabhAmAM stavane belavA javuM. ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLe tyAre samajAya evuM che. devacaMdrajInAM stavanonA artha gahana che. mATe ja raja balavAnAM che. dharma che te jIvane dhIraja ApanAra che. zAMti ApanAra che. dharmanI kALajI na rAkhe te bahu muzkela paDe. A bhavamAM eka kRpALudeva upara zraddhA rAkhI dharmanuM ArAdhana karavuM

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254 ghAmRta maMtranuM smaraNa ke bhakti na kare te ArtadhyAna karI karma bAMdhe ane dharmadhyAna kare te pahelAM je karma bAMdhyAM che, te udayamAM AvI jatAM rahe ne navAM baMdhAya nahIM. ApaNAmAM zA zA de che tene vicAra kare jagata te badhuM puNya pApanI ramata che. emAM citta devAnuM nathI. paNa A manuSyabhava saphaLa kema thAya? kedha, mAna, mAyA, lebha ane ajJAna zAthI jAya ? eno vicAra kare. jyAM loko mAna Ape, ghaNuM dhana hoya tyAM jIvane DUbavAnuM che. jene muzkelI hoya tene dharma sAMbhare che. tethI ghaNuM bhaktoe bhagavAna pAse pratikULa prasaMgenI mAgaNI karI che. mahApuruSa tIrthakara jevA, puNyathI prApta thayelA A saMsAranA vaibhavane choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. samabhAva rAkha. pitAnA AtmAne zikhAmaNa daI samabhAva rakhAvavAne che. muzkelImAM ghaNI kasoTI thAya che. jagatamAM sAruM khoTuM karavuM ja nathI. je thAya te yogya ja mAnavAmAM Ave." (301) evuM karavAnuM che. jJAnI puruSanA vacanamAM jeTale lakSa rAkhaze teTaluM vadhAre lAbha thaze. ApaNe taravuM che ane A muzkelIo AvI che, te taravAno avasara che. ApaNuM dhAryuM na thAya tyAre krodha na karatAM samabhAva rAkhavAnuM che jene pitAne svabhAva sudhAre hoya tene badhA prasaMge lAbhakArI che. samabhAva jeTaluM raheze teTaluM taravAnuM sAdhana che. jema ApaNe mAnavuM hoya tema manAya che. jevI kalpanA kare tevI thAya. A anukULa che, sAruM che, A pratikULa che, sAruM nathI, evuM kazuM karavA jevuM nathI. sAruM na mAnavuM ane khoTuM paNa na mAnavuM puNya ApaNuM nathI ane pApa paNa ApaNuM nathI. badhuM javAnuM che. badhuM jaze tyAre mokSa thaze. ApaNuM kazuM nathI. kazuM icchavuM nathI. kayA icchata? khovata sabe, huM IchA duHkhamUla." bIjI ciMtA phikaramAM karma baMdhAya ane jJAnI puruSanA vacane vicAravAmAM citta rahe te karma chUTe. mumukSu- "raheNa upara dhyAna ApavuM" (pa-107) eTale zuM ? uttara-raheNuM eTale vartana kema rAkhavuM te. raheNIkaheNI ema beya sAthe vaparAya che. kaheNI sahelI che ane raheNuM muzkela che. te viSe kabIre kyAMya gAyuM cheH kaheNI mizrI khAMTa hai, raheNI viSakI vela." 153 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, pioSa suda 3, 2009 jIvane jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI pitAnI buddhi AgaLa kare che. tethI jJAnInA vacana para joIe te vizvAsa Avato nathI. mATe prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke "tArI buddhi upara mUka mIMDuM ne tANa cekaDI. "kaMI jANute nathI ema jyAM sudhI nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI jIvane ahaMbhAva che, jJAnInuM mAhAsya samajAya nahIM. "aciMtya tuja mAhAbhyane, nathI praphullita bhAva." manathI paNa ciMtavana na karI zakAya evuM bhagavAnanuM mAhAbhya che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI e viparItatAnuM kAma kare che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke sarva

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saMgraha 4. 255 puruSane mAtra samyagdaSTipaNe oLakhAya che tenuM mahatuM phaLa che. (504) badhAne svAdhyAya karavAnuM che. mekSano mArga sukharUpa che. 154 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 4, 2009 pApa karIne sAruM manAvanAra mithyAtva che. te moTAmAM moTuM pApa che. boTAne sAruM mAne te cheDe kyAre? satsaMga je yathArtha sevAya te tenuM phaLa asaMgapaNuM Ave. pachI bIjI IcchA na rahe. satsaMgamAM "mAtra mokSa abhilASa" mokSa sivAya bIju irache nahIM. dharmajanita paNa bhoga bahAM tema, lAge aniSTa te manane re." (pAMcamI daSTi) maLyuM hoya teya aniSTa lAge, satsaMge mana phare che. asaMgatA satsaMga sivAya thatI nathI. asaMgatA e ja mekSa che. satsaMga e che ke badhAMya saMgathI jIvane choDAve. jyAM satsaMga na maLatuM hoya tyAMthI nAsI chUTavuM. "saMsAra anaMta kusaMgarUpa che mo-2), kRpALu devane soLa varasanI vayamAM keTale vairAgya ho ! sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa kare te viparItatA TaLe che. koIka vakhate karma baLavAna hoya che ane keIka vakhate jIva baLiye hoya che. satsaMge jIvane sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM badhuM samajAya che. ema karatAM karatAM jIva baLavAna thAya che. vAMcavuM, vicAravuM, gekhavuM. bhAvanA samyagdarzananI rAkhavI. jIva bhUle paDyo che, tenI khabara nathI. A jagata ApaNane game nahIM evuM karavuM. 115 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 5, 2009 mAthe maraNa che, e vAraMvAra saMbhAravuM. ghaNAne te beThAM beThAM deha chUTI jAya che. maraNa sAMbhare te vairAgya rahe. e na sAMbhare te saMsAra sAMbhare. chUTavA mATe jIvavuM che. e lakSa rAkha. manane laIne badhuM che. mana sArAmAM rahe te chUTe. mana upara cokI rAkhavAnI che. mana bIje bhaTakatuM hoya te smaraNamAM jeDIe. kheMca rAkhavI. e sivAya bIjuM ApaNane game nahIM, ema rAkhavuM. kharI kamANe A che. kRpALudevane upakAra vAraMvAra saMbhA2. tenI "niSkAraNa karuNAne nitya pratye niraMtara stavavAmAM paNa AtmasvabhAva pragaTe che." vairAgya e mokSano semi che. vairAgya hoya tene khAvuM na game, pIvuM na game. je kaMI karavuM te AtmAthe karavuM. upavAsa karavuM hoya ke game te karavuM hoya, te badhuM eka AtmAthe karavuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke je karavuM te eka AtmArthe karavuM, chUTavA mATe karavuM. jene chUTavuM che tene paramAtmA paNa bAMdhatA nathI. (176). kRpALudeva ApaNane ja kahevA AvyA che e lakSa rAkhIne vAMcIe. jJAnInI AjJAthI kalyANa che, ethI ja mekSa che. 156 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 7, 2009 satsaMgamAM jJAnIne bodha sAMbhaLavAnI yogyatA joIe che. tyAgaverAgya e yogyatA che. tyAgavairAgya mATe yogavAsiSTha graMtha vAMcavAyegya che, paNa siddhAMta mAnya karavAgya nathI. potAnI kalpanA mUkIne (vItarAga mArganA) siddhAMtakAranuM zuM kahevuM che, te samajavuM. tema karavuM bahu muzkela che. anAdithI siddhAnta jANavAmAM bhUla thatI Ave che. "AtmasvarUpane

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256 badhAmRta nirNaya thavAmAM anAdithI jIvanI bhUla thatI AvI che." (568). viSayakaSAya khoTA che ema badhA kahe che ane pAchA temAM ja varte che. aMdarathI mIThAza lAge che. aMdara viparItatA karAvanAra mithyAtva karma che. game tema karIne pitAnuM yathArtha svarUpa jANavAnuM che. pitAne na jANe, pitAne nirNaya na thayuM hoya, te game teTalAM zAstra vAMce te badhAM nakAmAM che. 157 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 8, 2009 eka pratyakSa puruSanI pratItirUpa samakita kahyuM che. pahelI puruSa pratIti eTale ke sapuruSa sAcA che, e jema kahe che tema ja mekSamArga che, evI daDha zraddhA te paheluM samakita che. pachI ene aMze anubhava thAya te bIjuM samakita che ane chelluM nirvikalapadazA thAya te trIju samakti che. (751) koI tIrthasthAnamAM AvavAnuM thAya te jIvanuM mahAbhAgya che. jyAM bhakti thatI hoya, satsaMga hoya tevAM sthAnamAM kaI divase na sAMbhaLyuM hoya te sAMbhaLavA maLe che. A deDamAM AtmA che tene laIne mANasa rUpALo dekhAya che. badhI zebhA AtmAnI che. jema jhADamAMthI jIva nIkaLI jAya tyAre jhADanI kaMI zabhA rahe nahIM. tema A dehamAMthI AtmA nIkaLI jAya te zarIra maDaduM, gaMdhAvA lAge. jagatamAM je kaMI ramaNIyatA che te AtmAnI che. (438). AtmA arUpI padArtha che. tene jANavAnuM che. dharmanuM mULa dayA che. janmavuM maravuM thayA kare che, tethI kema chUTavuM thAya? e vicArathI jene AtmAnI dayA jAge tene chUTavAnuM thAya. cha padanI vAta AtmasiddhimAM che. tene badhAne abhyAsa karavAno che. 158 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, pioSa suda 9, 2009 sapuruSanAM vacane vAraMvAra vicAravAya che. aMtardaSTi jeTalI thAya, teTalI jJAnInI oLakhANa thAya. kRpALudevane vacana uparathI dazAnI khabara paDatI. kevI dazAmAM rahI e vacana lakhyAM che e jANI zakatA. "bhinna bhinna mata dekhIe, bheda daSTine eha; eka tattvanA mULamAM, vyAkhyA mAne teha. teha taravarUpa vRkSanuM, Atmadharma che mULa; svabhAvanI siddhi kare, dharma te ja anukULa." (79) je sAdhanathI AtmAne uddhAra thAya te dharma che. mahApuruSonAM vacanamAM tallInatA te bhakti che. prabhubhakti tyAM uttama jJAna, prabhu meLavavA guru bhagavAna. guru oLakhavA ghaTa vairAgya, te UpajavA pUrvita bhAgya; tema nahIM te kaMI satsaMga, tema nahIM te kaMI du:kharaMga." (107) pitAmAM vairAgya hoya te guru oLakhAya. jene satsaMga na hoya paNa duHkha hoya te duHkhamAM ene thAya ke e dukha kema jaze? saMsAra duHkharUpa che ema lAge tyAre jIvane vairAgya thAya che. narakamAM paNa samakita keTalAkane thAya che. mane manuSyabhava maLyA chatAM kaMI na karya" ema vicAra thatAM narakamAM paNa samakita thAya che. satsaMgamAM jIvane sAMbhaLavA maLe tethI vairAgya thAya che. te satsaMga na hoya te duHkhathI paNa vairAgya thAya che.

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saMgraha 4 257 zarUAtamAM badhI zaMkAo thAya che. paNa dhIraja rAkhI vizeSa satsaMga kare te samAdhAna thAya. dhIraja rAkhI jJAnI puruSanI AjJA ArAdhe te ApoApa badhI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna thaI jAya. kaMIka mANasa UMce Ave te khabara paDe. mahApuruSanI parIkSA karavAmAM paNa yogyatA joIe che. madhyastha daSTi rAkhe ane vairAgya hoya te puruSa eLakhAya. 159 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa suda 10, 2009 ghaNA varSa nakAmAM gayAM, have kaI jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavI. pitAnI meLe karavA karatAM jJAnInI AjJAe karavAmAM lAbha che. bhakti karavI hoya teNe sadAcAra sevavAne che. have ApaNe AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che. sAta vyasana che te badhAM narakanAM dvAra che. pApanuM phaLa duHkha Ave che. dharma karela hoya te Indriyane vaza karavI. 16 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 11, 2009 A vacanAmRta che, te nispRha puruSanAM vacano che. azarIrI bhAva pAmIne A vacane kRpALudeve lakhyAM che. AzAtanA na karavI. lekanA kahevAthI ADAavaLI pustaka nAkhI na daIe. pustaka kaI jJAnInI AjJAthI vAMce te lAbha thAya. prANa jAya te paNa sAta vyasana sevavAM nahIM. jJAnI puruSe kaMIka karavAnuM kahyuM te karavuM paNa bhUlavuM nahIM. reja kaMI zIkhIne khAvuM ema rAkhavuM. 161 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 12, 2009 bIjAnI dazA samajavI e jevI tevI vAta nathI. A kALamAM cAritramehanuM baLa vizeSa hoya che, tethI mana:paryavajJAna thatuM nathI. matizrutavALa utkRSTapaNe te kevalI jANe teTaluM jANe, prazna-A kALamAM samyagdarzana heAya ? pUjyazrI-hA, hoya che. paheluM samyagdarzana hoya pachI cAritra Ave che. pachI mokSa thAya. puNiye zrAvaka hatuM te be ghaDI sAmAyika karato. ene bhagavAna paNa vakhANutA hatA. roja be cAra AnA jeTaluM kamAya ane bannenuM gujarAna karo. pachI sAmAyika karate. AtmAnAM pariNAma kema sArAM thAya ? te vicAra kare. vrata lIdheluM teDavuM nahIM. divase je kaMI vAMcyuM hoya tene rAtre sUtI vakhate vicAra kare ke Aje zuM vAMcyuM? temAM mAre karavA jevuM zuM hatuM? mArA de jAya e kaI upAya ja? mArAmAM zA zA doSe che? ema vicAra kare. 16ra zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 13, 2009 reja bhakti karavI hoya teNe sadAcAra rAkhavAnuM che. sAta vyasanane tyAga rAkhI bhakti kare te jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhI kahevAya. kRpALudevanI bhaktimAM rahevuM che. mAre te eka AtmA oLakhavAno che, e lakSa rAkhave. puNyane vega hatuM te ahIM AvI zakAyuM. paisATakA maLavA e juduM puNya che ane dharma maLavo e eka bIjuM puNya che, eTale

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258 bodhAmRta puNyAnubaMdhI puNya che. ethI pachI A bhavamAM ke bIjA bhavamAM samyagdarzana pAme, kevaLajJAna pAme, mokSa pAme. abhayakumAra AgalA bhavamAM brAhmaNa hatA. te eka divase eka zrAvaka mitra sAthe jatA hatA. vacce raste jatAM pIpaLAnuM jhADa AvyuM te vakhate abhayakumAranA jIve pIpabAne namaskAra karyA. zrAvakane vicAra Avyo ke A bicAre ekendriyane deva mAnI namaskAra kare che, te barAbara nathI. ema vicArI pIpaLAnuM eka pAna teDI paga nIce kacarI nAkhyuM. te joI brAhmaNe kahyuM zA mATe mArA devane paga nIce kacare che? zrAvake kahyuM : tamArA devAmAM kaMI zakti nathI, mArA deva je. pachI AgaLa cAlyA tyAM rastAmAM eka kUcanuM jhADa AvyuM. te joIne zrAvake hAtha joDyA. brAhmaNe kUcanA jhADane zrAvakanA deva jANIne tene teDI hAthamAM laI kacayuM. tethI tenA hAthe bahu lAya UThI ne badhe zarIre khaMjavALa AvavA maMDI tyAre zrAvake kahyuM ke mArA deva kevA zaktivALA che ! yA? pachI teo gaMgAkinAre AvyA tyAre brAhmaNa nAhIne maMtra japavA beThe. zrAvaka pitAnuM bhAtuM laI khAvA beTho. pachI brAhmaNa paNa khAvA beThe. te vakhate zrAvaka eThe roTale gaMgAmAM jhabaLI tene ApavA lAgyo. tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM "eThe roTale amArAthI na khavAya. zrAvaka kahe gaMgAmAM dhoIne Ape che ne ? e te pavitra thayela che. pachI abhayakumArane jIva samajI gaye. te brAhmaNa jainadharma pALI bIje bhave abhayakumAra nAme zreNikane putra tathA mukhya maMtrI thaye. chevaTe bhagavAna pAse dIkSA laI sarvArthasiddhimAM gaye. pachI mekSe jaze. ApaNe paNa keTalAya bhavathI rakhaDatA rakhaDatA kRpALudevane zaraNe AvyA chIe. zuddha AtmAnI jene zraddhA thaI tene bIjuM kaMI game nahIM. te kAyAne tapa AdimAM jeDI manuSyabhava saphaLa kare che. jagata game te kahe paNa ApaNe te bhakti karavI. sanzAstra vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. bhAvanA kRpALudevanI karavI. citrapaTanuM vAraMvAra darzana karI bhAvanA karavI ke kRpALudeva dehathI bhinna che. mAre evA thavuM che. dehathI bhinna AtmAno anubhava karavo che. 163 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa suda 14, 2009 ApaNI malinatA kema jatI nathI? te ke jyAM sudhI mana sanduruSamAM cUMTe nahIM tyAM sudhI malinatA na jAya. manane vaza karavuM jarUranuM che. e vaza thayA vinA kazuM na thAya. mana badhuM sudhAreluM UMdhuM karI nAkhe che. agiyArame caDyo hoya tyAMthI paNa pADI nAkhe evuM mana che. jyAM sudhI mana vaza na thAya tyAM sudhI pApanA vicAre ghaTatA nathI. AtmAnI malinatA jatI nathI. manane vaza karavA mATe ja vrata che. mana ekAgra hoya te ja zreNI mAMDI AgaLa vadhAya. pApanA vicAre ke te mana nirmaLa thAya. AtmA sthira thAya te zreNI mAMDI zake. 164 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, pioSa suda 15, 2009 - karAgraha eTale jJAnInuM kahevuM mAne nahIM. AtmAne sthira karavAnuM jJAnI puruSo kahe che. A kALamAM AtmAnI sAmAyika thaI zake che. "jJAnI puruSanAM vacana sAMbhaLI

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saMgraha 4 259 sAMbhaLIne gAMThe bAMdhe te AtmAnI sAmAyika thaze" (u0 8) paNa te kadAgraha mUke te thAya. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke saMsAramAM anaMta duHkha che, chatAM ene sukha lAge che. vicAra karate nathI. jJAnInuM kahevuM mAnate nathI, kadAgraha mUkatuM nathI. tethI saMsAramAM rajhaLe che ane anaMta duHkha pAme che. 165 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa vada 1, 2009 mana vaza karavAnI jarUra che. vicAra kare te jJAnI puruSe kahyuM che te ene samajAya. dharmamAM vigha pADanArA paNa ghaNuM doSo che. sAmAyika karavAthI mane dhana maLaze, yaza maLaze, ema bahAranI vastuonI IcchA rahe tyAMsudhI dharma na thAya. jyAMsudhI saMsAra duHkharUpa che ema nathI lAgyuM, tyAMsudhI saMsAranI IcachA rahe che. huM sAmAyika karuM chuM, mane sAmAyika karatAM AvaDe che ema ahaMbhAva kare te badhA jIvanA de che. mAthe maraNa che. saMsArane bhaya lAge te te sAro che. kene bhaya lAge che paNa jene bhaya lagADavAne che te nathI lAgatuM. lekabhaya na rAkhavo, maraNabhaya rAkhave te vairAgya thAya. nidAna nAmane deSa che temAM icchAnI ghaNI tIvratA che ke mane A vastu maLo ja, mane devaleka maLe ja, ema tIvra IcchA hoya che. nadiSeNa muni bahu sevAbhAvI hatA. teone Indra vakhANyA, paNa kaI be devone te vAta sAcI na lAgI tethI naMdiSaNanI parIkSA karavA AvyA. nadiSeNa temAM pAsa thayA. paNa maraNa vakhate nidAnabuddhi thaI ke mArA mAmAe mane eka paNa kanyA na ApI. A mArI sevAnuM phaLa hoya to huM havenA bhavamAM strIvalalabha thAuM. evI bhAvanAthI deha choDayo, pachI devane bhava karI vasudeva thayA. sAmAyikamAM samabhAvanI mukhyatA che. ane pratikramaNamAM pApathI pAchA haThavAnuM che. temAM che Avazyaka AvI jAya che. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna, guruvaMdana, covIza tIrthaMkaranI stavanA, kAryotsarga ema che Avazyaka pratikramaNa kare che temAM AvI jAya che. reja savAre AlecanA belAya che temAM paNa che Avazyaka AvI jAya che. pratikamaNumAM vicAra karavAne che ke Aje mArAthI zA zA deSo thayA pachI pazcAttApa karIne vartamAnamAM bhAva sudhAravA te AlocanA che. sAmAyika, cauvisae, vaMdana, pratikamaNa, kAussagga, paccakhANa e cha AvazyakakiyA muni tathA zrAvakane karavAnI hoya che. 166 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa vada 2, 2009 sAmAyikamAM dharmanI vAta thaI zake che. vyAkhyAna paNa sAMbhaLI zakAya che. nahIM to sUtranA pATha bele, pade bele, mALA pherave. sAmAyikamAM zAstra lakhI zakAya che. aMbAlAlabhAI pustakanI nakke karatA tyAre sAmAyika laIne besatA. kRpALudeve emane kaheluM ke reja amuka vakhata sAmAyika laIne besavuM, te vakhate pustake nakala karI levA mokalyAM hoya tenI nakala utAravI. samabhAva AvavA mATe be ghaDI mana-vacana-kAyAthI pApa na karavuM e niyama karI be ghaDI sudhI eka sthAne bese te sAmAyika kahevAya che. be ghaDI

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260 AdhAmRta AtmAnI sAmAyika eka vakhata paNa karI, ema kRpALudeve kahyuM che. 167 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa vada 4, 2009 parigraha jeTale che teTalu pApa che. jeTalA paisA vadhe teTalu pApa vadhe che. chUTavAnI bhAvanA chatAM e ene khALI rAkhe che. mahAtmA pratye dInatA thAya, parama prema Ave te badhAya doSo TaLavAnuM kAraNa che. satpuruSa pratye paramezvarabuddhi e parama dharma che, badhAnu mUla che. saMsAramAM mehu che te saMsAra vadhAre che ane je prazasta meha che te meAkSanu kAraNa thAya che. enI pAse je mUDI che te mekSanA kAmamAM vApare te mekSa thAya. paprema pravAha khaDhe prabhuse." paramAtha pratye prema thAya teA pachI ene zarIra paNa na game, khAvu pIvuM kaMI na game. mAthuM mAge te mAthu' Ape. (u. 10) eve atyaMta puruSArtha kare che. paramA nA niya thAya te pachI sukha thAya. vastu jema che tema khabara paDe ke A jagatamAMnI kaI vastu mArI nathI, te pachI ene kaMI jarUra na rahe. siddhabhagavAnanI pAse kaMI nathI, khAvAnuM nathI, pIvAnuM nathI, ekalA che. e sukha prApta karavu. hAya tA khIje je sukha kakhyuM che te cheADavu paDe. jema jema mumukSutA vadhe tema tema mekSamA samajAya. hAlanuM jIvana badhuM jaDa vastunA sa MzodhanamAM jAya che. huM kANu chuM ? enI khabara nathI. kRpALudeve AtmasiddhimAM kahyu che ke-~~ ghaTa paTa cyAdi jANa tuM, tethI tene mAna; jANanAra te mAna nahi, kahiye kevu jJAna ?' jene AdhAre badhu thAya che enI khabara nathI. calAya nahIM, dekhAya nahIM, kaI na thAya, jIvane AtmA nIkaLI gayA te khelAya nahIM, enI khakhara nathI. 168 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa vada 4, 2009 pramAda che, e te doSa che ja, paNa jIvane pramAdamAM rati rahI che e meTA doSa che. "jIvane pramAdamAM anAdithI rati che, paNa temAM rati karavA ceAgya kaMI dekhAtuM nathI.' (810). pramAda mAre che karavA che, ema karI jJAnInI AjJAmAM kALa gALaze tyAre mumukSutAnI zarUAta thaze. saMsAra kedakhAnA jevA che, baMdhana che. ema jIvane thatuM nathI ke huM ethI kAre chuTIza? satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLavAnu maLe te vicAre te ene kAmanuM che. ghAsamAM, pANImAM, agnimAM, pRthvImAM, vAyumAM jIva bhaTakayo che. tyAMthI khasIne ghaNuM puNya thayuM tyAre A manuSyabhavamAM Avye che. huM deha chuM, e bhAva cheDavAnA che. tene badale dehamAM ne dehamAM AkhI jiMdagI gALe che. manuSyabhava uttama kahyo che, tenuM kAraNa ethI meAkSa thaI zake che. kAma krodhAddi maTADavA A manuSyabhava maLyA che. jIvane saMsAramAM ruci thAya che, mATe satsaMge ruci pheravavI. "nathI dharyAM deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyAM deha parizraddha dhAravA." (15) jJAnInu` kaheluM na mAne te kAnu` mAnaze ? viSayane kADhI nAkhavAne che. parigrahamAM mamatA na rAkhavI. puNiyA zrAvake evuM karyu" hatuM. rAja be AnA kamAya ne sAmAyika karatA,

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saMgraha 4 261 tyAre badhuM bhUlI jatA. tethI bhagavAne emane vakhANyA. eka bhava je jJAnIne rAjI karavAmAM jAya te utkRSTamAM utkRSTa paMdara bhave te avazya mekSa thAya. (16). jJAnI te kazu IcchatA nathI, paNa jIvane evuM karyA vinA meAkSa na thAya. zubhAzubha bhAva na thAya te nivRtti che. UMghamAM kaI nivRtti nathI. parabhavanuM kAma agatyanuM che. bahu agharuM kAma che. kriyA kare te paNa ruci pharavI bahu agharI che. manuSyabhavamAM zu karavuM che, tenuM dhyeya jIvane nathI hAtu'. je raste cAlyeA te ja raste cAla cAla kare che. jJAnIpuruSA kahe che ke cIle badalavAnA che. tArA raste che temAM bhaya che. jIvane bhaya nathI lAgatA tenuM kAraNu vicAranI khAsI che. kaliyuga che mATe kSaNavAra paNa vastuvicAra vinA na rahevuM." (254). jIvane vicArazakti che paNa te khIjAmAM vApare che. nakAmI jarUriyAta bahu vadhI gaI che. puNiyA zrAvaka e AnAmAM calAvatA ane phUlothI bhagavAnanI pUjA bhakti karatA. ene bhagavAne vakhANyA. zreNikane kahyuM ke tu enI eka paNa sAmAyika kharIde tA narake na jAya. jIvane manuSyabhava dula bha samajAyA nathI. eka mANasa pAse eka amRtanA pyAlA hatA, temAMthI eka TIpu paNa marelA manuSyanA meDhAmAM nAkhe teA marelA jIvatA thAya, tene paga dhovA mATe vAparI nAkhyuM. tema A manuSyabhavathI maravAnu chUTI mekSa thAya ema che, tene A jIva khAvApIvAmAM, meAjazekhamAM, kamAvAmAM evI najIvI vastuomAM vApare che. ganAM duHkha, janmanAM duHkha, jarAnAM duHkha jIvane bhAsatAM nathI. koIka vicAravAna hAya tene mAMdagInA prasaMgamAM vicAra jAge che. khIjA loko ApaNane upasarga kare te duHkha lAge che. java prasaMgamAMthI zIkhe te darekanuM jIvana evuM heAya che, paNa vicAra jAgate nathI. kaika saMskAra hAya te jAge. kSaNe kSaNe khaMdhana thAya che te keNu bhAgavaze ? tenA vicAra nathI. prabhuzrIjI kahetA jIva makAna caNu caNu kare che, pachI dehu cheADIne tyAM jaze. jevuM karaze tevu maLaze. mekSamAga mAM pravatA hAya tene paNa keTalAM vizno ane bhaya hAya che? te pachI je e dizAmAM cAlyA ja nathI tene te keTalAya bhaya che, vizALa buddhi e tattva pAmavAnu kAraNa che. AtmAne vicAra kare te vizALabuddhi che. nAnapaNamAM jIva kaMI karI zake nahIM, pachI samajaNa Ave tyAre bhaNavA mAMDe, tyAre paNa vicAra Ave nahIM, pachI kamAvA lAge tyAre te kaI bhAna rahe nahIM ane pachI pAMjarAmAM purAya tyAre karavAnI icchA thAya teAya karI zake nahIM. yauvanAvasthAmAM jIvane dArUDiyA jevuM jIvana heAya che. pAchaLa pastAvuM na paDe evu jIvavuM. zu' levA AvyeA hateA ane zuM laI jaIza ? 169 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa vada 7, 2009 AtmA jANyA hAya to ja asagapaNAvALI kriyA karI zake. nahIM te sAdhupaNuM pALatA hAya te paNa devalAkanI icchA kare. AtmAthe karavA mATe samajaNu joIe che. vahu sAdhana khAra anaMta kriyA, tadapi kahyu hAtha haju na paryAM; aba karyo na bicArata hai manase, kachu aura rahA una sAdhanase. bina sadguru kAya na bheda lahe, mukha Agala hai kahu khAta kahe."

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262 bedhAmRta jyAM sudhI saddaguru na maLyA hoya tyAM sudhI AtmArtha na thAya. AtmArtha nA hoya tenAthI asaMgANAvALI kriyA thAya che. je saMpradAyamAM AtmArthe badhI asaMgapaNavALI kriyA hoya ane niraMtara jJAnadazA upara jenuM citta hoya, temAM avazya kalyANa janmavAno joga jANIe chIe." (30) jJAna ane kriyA bane joIe. pita pitAmAM tapAsavAnI jarUra che ke huM kriyA AtmArthe karuM chuM ke bIjA arthe karuM chuM? AtmArtha sivAya bIjI vastunI IcchA rahe nahIM ane asaMgapaNano ane jJAnane lakSa hoya te kalyANa thAya. dharma che te keIna karAvyAthI thatuM nathI. pite kare to ja thAya. 170 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, piSa vada 8, 2009 mumukSu-sahejatmasvarU pUjyazrI-AtmasvarUpa jevuM che tevuM. potAnA svabhAvamAM rahevuM athavA karmamalarahita je svarUpa te sahajatmasvarUpa. jema raphaTikaratna anya padArthanA saMge lIle, paLe, lAla Adi jevo saMyoga thAya tevo dekhAya che te tenuM sahajasvarUpa nathI, paNa jyAre eka nirmaLa sphaTika rahe tyAre te tenuM sahaja svarUpa che. jeTaluM sadAcaraNa haze teTalAM jJAnI puruSanA vacana vadhAre samajAze. vairAgyanI jarUra che. aMtaHkaraNa jema jema nirmaLa thaze tema tema vadhAre samajAze. "zukala aMtaHkaraNa vinA mArA vacanane kaNa dAda Apaze ?" (21-47) DhIlA na paDI javuM. zarUAtamAM jIva baLa kare che paNa pAche Dhale paDI jAya te kaMI na thAya. kAyAmAMthI zuM kADhavAnuM che? A divasa ane rAta kAyAnI saMbhALa rAkhe che. TApaTIpa kare che. ane je aMdara rahenAre AtmA tenI saMbhALa nathI. karavAnuM che te paDyuM rahe che. pitAne bhUlIne je kare che e ja moTI bhUla che. paravastumAM citta che. mumukSu-zukala aMtaHkaraNa eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-pApa vinAnuM aMtaHkaraNa te zukala aMtaHkaraNa. tyAga-vairAgyavALuM citta te zukala aMtaHkaraNa che. 171 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa vada 9, 2009 smaraNanuM vadhAre jora rAkhavuM, smaraNa haratAM pharatAM paNa karavuM. viza deharA Adi traNa pATha vAraMvAra bhAvapUrvaka belavAnuM rAkhavuM. jIve ghaNuM karyuM che, paNa bhAva vinA badhuM lakhuM thayuM che. puruSane bahu upakAra che. AtmAne unnata banAve evAM jJAnI puruSanA vacane che. emAM jeTalA khoTI thaIzuM teTaluM kalyANa thaze. cha padanA patramAM samyagdarzana rahyuM che. jyAM sudhI e samakita pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI e cha pada bharyo ja nathI. jJAnI puruSanAM vacane amUlya che evuM lAgatuM nathI. paisA pherave, paNa maMtra na pherave. keI TokanAra joIe. mumukSune sAruM te karavuM che, paNa pramAda naDe che. AtmAne bhUle che, e ja pramAda . vikathA karavI hoya te AkhI rAta jAge, paNa maraNamAM UMgha. pitAnI bhUle tapAsI, kADhavI; nahIM te manuSyabhava emane ema ja rahe. jJAnIe maMtra Ape te ja mAre che. e

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saMgraha 4 263 AtmA ja ApyA che. meAkSamArge javu' hAya te e maMtranuM smaraNa karavAnuM che. have jeTalu jIvavuM che teTaleA emAM ja kALa gALave che. "tre matye smaraNa karatA kALa kADhu have A, jayAM tyAM jovuM parabhaNI bhUlI, khela bhUluM parAyA; AtmA mATe jIvana jIvavuM lakSa rAkhI sadAye, pAmuM sAco jIvanapalaTA meAkSamArgI thavAne." (prajJAvabodha-74) maMtrathI ma`trAI javuM. pArakA khela bhUlI jJAnInA khelamAM citta rAkhavu. jagatanAM kAmeAnuM game tema thAo, paNu ApaNe te kRpALudevanuM je kahevu che temAM ja rahevu che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke gAMDA thaI javu. smaraNamAM rahevuM. 172 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa vada 11, 2009 maneAyeAgamAM jevA jevA vicAra kare tevA AtmA bhAse. jIvanI vRtti viSaye anitya chatAM temAM te temAM ja rahe che. AtmA traNe kALa rahe evA che, evu... ene samajAtuM nathI. jema ke koI kanyAne eka puruSa sAthe paraNAvI pachI te tenI (puruSanI) ci'tAmAM ja pravarte che, paNa AtmA nitya che ema tene lAgatuM nathI. vairAgyanI jarUra che. Asakti thAya tethI buddhi TUMkI thAya che. meha che te nityatAne samajavA deteA nathI. AtmA nitya che, evuM nathI bhAsatu. AtmA traNe kALa rahe evA che, evuM na thAya tyAMsudhI jIvanI vRtti viSacAmAM che, ema jANavuM. jJAnI puruSAe kahyu che ke AtmA kadI maratA nathI. dehamAM vRtti hAya tyAMsudhI AtmA nitya nathI bhAsatA. deha chUTaze teA huM marI jaIza, ema thAya che. judA judA dharmo thavAnu kAraNa e ja che ke jevA AtmA vicAryuM tevA lAgyuM. mAha hAya tyAMsudhI evuM ja dekhAya che. kevalajJAnIe meADa dUra karyAM che, tethI jevA che tevA ja AtmA temane bhAsyA che. vicAravAnane AtmA vicAravAna lAge che, paNa e vicAra tA manAyeAga hAya tyAM sudhI che. jagatamAM kazuM nathI ema karI besI rahe te kazuM nathI ema lAge, zUnya bhAse che. AtmA nitya che. ema lAge te enI vRtti tyAM ja rahe. jema hAya tema kahe te syAdvAda che. meha kSaya karavA e mAruM' kAma che, pachI jevA haze teve| AtmA dekhAze. kAI padArtha ekaThA thaI caitanya utpanna thAya che, ema nathI. AtmA e sayAgathI utpanna thatu nathI. e keAImAM bhaLe evA ya nathI. AtmA asayegI che, AtmA amilanasvarUpa che. 'Atmasiddhi' bahu suMdara che. mADhe karavA jevI che. cha padanA patra paNa mADhe karavA jevA che. rAja kaI bhakti karIne geAkhIe. AgaLa AgaLa vadhatA rahevuM. pramAda na karavA. jJAnI puruSAnAM vacanA mukhapATha karyAM Aya te sArA vicAra Ave, nahIM teA ADAavaLI vicAra Ave. prazna-manarUpa yAgamAM tAratamyasarhuita je kaI cAritra ArAdhe te siddhi pAme che ane je svarUpasthiratA bhaje te svabhAvasthiti pAme che." (710) eTale zuM ? pUjyazrI--mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNe yAga maDha thatAM thatAM krame krame AtmAmAM

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264 bedhAmRta sthira thavAya te cAritra che. jyAre saMpUrNa sthira thavAya tyAre mokSa thAya che. zreNImAM manoyogamAM upaga hoya che. kevaLajJAna thatAM sudhI jJAnI puruSanAM vacanenuM jIvane avalaMbana che. bAhya cAritranI vAta nathI. AtmAmAM sthira thavuM te cAritra che. bAhyacAritra te anaMtavAra jIvane AvyuM che. niyama lIdhe hoya te teDavo nahIM. 173 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, poSa vada 13, 2009 mumukSu-mAre zuM vAMcavuM? pUjyazrI-tamAre sArA thavuM. ATalA moTA thayA, bahu vAMcyuM. have sArA thavuM. jema bhAva vadhe tema karavuM. satsaMga vadhAre seva. ethI lAbha che. bhakti karavI. saMsArathI pAchuM vaLavuM che, chUTavuM che. eka ja vAra vAMcyAthI saMtoSa na mAno. anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa thayA chatAM saphaLapaNuM thayuM nathI. paribhramaNanuM duHkha lAge evuM karavAnuM che. jyAM jAya tyAM duHkha che. devalekamAM jAya, narakamAM jAya, tiryaMcamAM jAya ke manuSyabhavamAM jAya, badhe duHkha che. dukha na lAge tyAM sudhI dharma na sAMbhare. nathI dha deha viSe vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA." paisATakA, sagAM-vahAlAM badhe parigraha che. ene ekaThA karavA mATe jagyA nathI. pAMca InidrAnA viSaye vadhAravA mATe A deha dharyo nathI. tyAgathI saMtoSa rAkhave, saMyamabhAvathI hita thAya che. viSayabhAva, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha e badhA narake laI jAya che. viSayakSAyanuM te mAthuM kApI nAkhavuM. ghaNu kALathI bhaTakAvyA chesAruM sAMbhaLavA, sAruM jevA, sAruM cAkhavA, sAruM suMghavA, sAruM sparza karavA maLe tyAM meha na kare. saMsAra sAre che evo bhAva jyAMsudhI che, tyAMsudhI saMsAra choDavAne bhAva na thAya. jJAnI puruSane vizvAsa rAkhe ke ApaNe mATe ja badhuM kahyuM che. je nahIM karazuM te hita thaze nahIM. viSayakaSAya narake laI jAya evA che, mATe na sevavAM. viSayakaSAya zatru samAna che. anaMtakALathI ApaNane rajhaLavyA che. viSayakaSAyanuM to mAthuM kApI nAkhavAnuM che, ene kSaya karavAnA che. jJAnI pratye vizvAsa rAkhavAnuM che. e zraddhA moTI vastu che. 174 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, pioSa vada 0)), 2009 jIvane satsaMganI jarUra che. A manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA karavA vAMcavA, sAMbhaLavA, vicAravAnI jarUra che. pahelAM kaMI karyuM te A manuSyabhava maLe che. peTanuM kAma karIe chIe tevuM eka AtmAnuM kAma paNa karavAnuM che. jene satsaMga na hoya te satsaMge je AjJA maLI te upAse te satsaMga jevuM ja che. ALasa na karavI. sadAcAra hoya te adhogatimAM na jAya ane bhaktimAM citta rahe. a9pa paNa jJAnInI AjJA maLI te pachI atyAre paNa A deha chUTI jAya teya phikara nahIM. mane jJAnInI AjJA maLI che te ArAdhavI che e lakSa rAkha. manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA sadAcAra pALavAthI ane jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavAthI che. manuSyabhava mekSane mATe che. jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhe te mekSa thAya. lakSa rAzImAM

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sagraha 4 65 bhaTakatAM keAIkavAra manuSyabhava maLe che, mATe janmamaraNu chUTI jAya evuM karavAnu che. khIjA bhavamAM e na khane. janmamaraNu chUTI jAya evuM karavuM e manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA che. AphrikA e anAya deza kahevAya che. sadAcAravALA ke echA hoya che. seAkhata sArI rAkho. kRpALudevanI 'jIvanakaLA' pahelI vAMcavI. jenI ApaNe bhakti karIe chIe tenuM jIvana jANIe te ApaNane bhAva thAya. 175 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, mahA vada 1, 2009 AtmAnI zI vale thaze, tenuM bhAna nathI. manuSyabhava AtmAthe gALavAnA che. matramAM bhagavAnanuM svarUpa che, te dhyeya che. ApaNe tevA thavu che, te mATe khelavAnA che. bhagavAna pavitra che, mATe ApaNe paNa dASA TALI, vizpA TALI pavitra thavu bhaktithI mana vadhAre zuddha thAya che. satpuruSAnuM mAhAtmya ApaNA hRdayamAM vase, emanAM kevaLajJAnAdi guNAnI smRti thAya, te upAsanA che. bhagavAna pAse jAya te bhagavAnane kheAdha sAMbhaLe. bhagavAna pratyakSa na hoya teA emanA vacane pratyakSa bhagavAna ja che, ema vicArI svAdhyAya karave. saMsArI kAmamAM mAtApitAne ke koIne duHkha na thAya tema ane AtmAne lakSa na bhulAya tema vartavuM. AtmA bhUlavA jevA nathI. khAtAM, pItAM, vyApAra karatAM, chUTuM chUTuM evA bhAva ene badheya rahe. AtmA na bhulAya evuM karavAnuM che. e ja kharo tyAga che. tAdAtmyaadhyAsanA tyAga e ja kharo tyAga che. kaI karavu. te AtmAthe ja karavu che, ema jene hAya te AtmAthI kahevAya. bhAvanA karavAthI phaLa maLe che. khAtA pahelAM koI muni Ave te ApIne khAuM evI bhAvanA karavI, te koI divasa paNa maLI Ave. bhAvanAnu phaLa che. keTalI kALajI rAkhavAnI che! savAramAM dASAnuM pratikramaNa karavuM, sAMje karavuM ane sUtI vakhate aDhAra pApasthAnaka vicArI sarva jIvane kSamAvI sUvuM (me. 55), rAja kema vavuM tenA vicAra karavA, pachI sAMje tapAsavuM ke huM Aje kayAM kayAM UbhA hatA? kayAM kyAM vAtA karI? vadhAre vakhata zAmAM gALye? e badhu vicAravuM. daSo thayA hoya tenA pazcAttApa karavA ane krIthI DhASA na thAya tenA lakSa rAkhavA. AtmAne na bhulAya eTalA mATe A karavAnu che. aMtaradraSTi thAya te mATe karavAnuM che, Jain Educationternational PRRI

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saMgraha 5 (mahA suda 1 sAMjanI TrenamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI agAsathI nAsika roDa javA padhAryA. tyAMthI AvatAM muMbaI cha divasa rokAI caitra vadI 2 nA savAre agAsa AzramamAM padhAryA. pachI cetra vada 6 nA dhAmaNa tarapha padhAryA. tyAMthI dvitIya vaizAkha suda 5nI sAMje AzramamAM AvI di. vai. suda 12 nA pUmasa padhAryA. tyAMthI AvatAM 1 divasa surata ane 1 divasa charaDI rekAI jeTha suda 7 nI rAte AzramamAM padhAryA. pachIthI mAsuM zarU thatAM chevaTa sudhI AzramamAM ja rokAyA hatA. bahAragAma thayela bodhanI noMdha ghaNuMkharuM thayela na hovAthI thoDI maLI te ApI che.] nasika roDa je sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe tene nivRttimAM vicAra karIe. manuSyabhava zA arthe maLe che ane zAmAM badhe vakhata jAya che? kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya jAya che. vairAgya ane upazama vagara jIvanuM ThekANuM paDe evuM nathI. A patro mATe karavA jevA che. saMsAramAM kaMI priya karavA jevuM nathI. Aje ja jANe marI gaye, ema karI le te ceDAM kALamAM ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya evuM che. pharavA jaIe tyAre vicAra karIe ke Aje zuM vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ? zuM yAda rahyuM ? eka samaya paNa pramAda na kare. eka samayamAM sIttera keDAcheDI sAgarepamanuM karma bAMdhI nAkhe evuM mana che. mana te nakheda vALe evuM che. kaMI na thAya te maraNamAM manane rAkhavuM. kRpALudevanA hAthapaga jevAnA nathI, AtmA jevAne che. kAyotsargamAM UbhA che, te zuddhabhAvamAM UbhA che. jema nAnA chokarAne kaI mAre te tarata mA pAse jate rahe, tema ApaNane kaI paNa vikalpa Ave te tarata kRpALudevane saMbhArIe. 2 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 2, 2009 vedanAmAM vRtti jatI aTakAvI smaraNamAM jovI. vedanAmAM vadhAre baLa karavAnuM che. kSaNe kSaNe AtmAnI saMbhALa jIva vadhAraze tema tema kalyANa thaze. smaraNa che te kRpALu devanuM svarUpa che. vedanAmAM gajasukumAra jevA mahApuruSonAM caritro vicAravAM. kRpALudeve ApaNane maraNa ApyuM che te kRpALadevanuM ja svarUpa che, e lakSa rAkhIne AtmabhAvanA karavI. kRpALudevanI bhakti karavI. manuSyabhava saphaLa karavA mATe sAta vyasanane tyAga e paheluM pagathiuM che. e na hoya te bhakti na thAya. jIva mehane AdhIna thaI jAya che, paNa

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sa graha pa 27 enuM phaLa kevuM Avaze tene khyAla nathI. pApa choDavAnuM jJAnI puruSe paheluM kahyuM che. pAMca udaMbara phaLa abhakSya che, ghaNuM jIvAtavALA che, mATe ene tyAga kare. jJAnI puruSe ene 8naSedha karyo che. mAkhaNa Indriyone unmatta karanAra che. bhakti karavI hoya te Indrine vaza karavAnI che. madha paNa evuM che. emAM ghaNuM jIvo hoya che. A sAta abhakSya vastuo che, te pApa baMdhAvI dukhamAM laI jAya che. mATe tene tyAga kare. 3 zrImad rA. A. agasa, caitra vada 3, 2009 prANa jAya teya vrata teDavuM nahIM. chokarAMnI ramata nathI. vrata teDe te narake javuM paDe. saMsArabhAva jema jema maLe paDe ane samAdhimaraNanI taiyArI karI hoya, tema tema kRpALudevanAM vacane vizeSa vizeSa samajAya, nivRttikSetramAM vizeSa lAbha thAya che. jene matamatAMtaranI vRtti na hoya tene jJAnI puruSanAM vacane vizeSa samajAya che. game tema karI mAre AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnuM che, ema jene heya tene vadhAre samajAya che. kRpALudevanuM sAhitya gujarAtI bhASAmAM che tethI sarala che, paNa bhAva te bahu gahana che. ATaluM che ke bhASAnI muzkelI nahIM. 4 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 4, 2009 kaliyuga che mATe kSaNavAra paNa vastuvicAra vinA na rahevuM." (258). eTale zuM ? bIjA vicAra Ave che te paDI mUkI AtmavicAramAM rahevuM. kaliyugamAM kyAre maraNa thaze tenI khabara nathI. kaliyugamAM nIce raste javAnA ghaNA prasaMge hoya che. ethI bacavA jJAnI puruSe je maMtra Apyo hoya temAM citta rAkhavuM. zarIra che te baMdha kare che. temAM AtmA e eka suMdara vastu che. tenuM dhyAna karavAthI AtmA nirmala thAya che. saddavicAra karavAthI AtmadhyAna thAya che. ane AtmadhyAna thAya te nirmalatA thAya. haratAM pharatAM "sahajAnmasvarUpa parama maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM. paramagurue e svarUpe pragaTa karyuM che. badhAM karma kSaya kare evI A vastu che. bIjI vastuo dekhAya, saMbhaLAya, teno vicAra Ave te badhuM karma baMdhAve che. samaye samaye karma baMdhAya che, mATe puruSArtha paNa samaye samaye karavAno che. AtmabhAvanA vagara kSaNa paNa rahevA jevuM nathI. maMtranuM smaraNa pravAharUpe cAlu rAkhavuM. thoDI vAra karIne mUkI devAnuM nathI. 5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 5, 2009 (paramakRpALudevanI nirvANatithi ApaNu AtmA mATe bhakti karavAnI che. A puruSanAM vacane rAmabANa che. upAsanA kare te hita thAya evuM che. satsaMganI ghaNI jarUra che. jJAnI puruSane huM dAsa chuM ema rAkhavuM. vairAgya vadhaze te badhuM samajAze. have jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahevuM che. AtmAno uddhAra thAya evuM karavuM che. mULa te AtmA sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. AtmA vedAMtI nathI, vaiSNava nathI, jaina nathI, buddha nathI, zeva nathI, nirvikalpa vastu che. zabdamAM Ave evI vastu nathI. AtmAnuM kAma karavuM joIe. kRpALudevanI AjJAthI karIe. te vizeSa lAbha che.

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AdhAmRta manuSyabhavamAM evA joga kAI thAya ke sAcI vastu maLI jAya te samAdhimaraNa thaI jAya. kAI puNyane udaya hAya tyAre evA joga prApta thAya che. paNa pachI puruSAtha karavAnA che. temAM je ADuM Ave te pratibaMdha che. mAre AtmAnu hita karavu che e kadI na bhUlavuM. kazuM na thAya te paNu e lakSa rAkhavA. vivekanI jarUra che. je sagAmAM ApaNe rahetA hAIe temAMthI sAra grahaNa karavA. eka gaMdhAtA kUtarAthI badhA laDavaiyA dUra gayA. paNa zrIkRSNe hAthI uparathI nIce UtarI joyuM ke enA dAMta ane nakha kevA suMdara che ! ema guNu grahyo. A deha gaMdhAtA kUtarA jevA che; A dehamAM AtmA che te grahaNa karavA, AtmA nitya che. 168 kAma karavAM paDe te paNa 'sahejAtmasvarUpa paramaguru'nA jApa japatAM kAya kaye javu. ethI kama aTakaze. jJAnIne kazI icchA nathI, vAsanA nathI. gurunI bhAvanA gauNa na karavI ke badhA satpuruSa sarakhA che. ema na karavuM. ema kare te DhIla thAya. satpuruSa maLyA hoya, sAdhana maLyuM hoya te phAMphAM mAravAmAM nakAmuM na jAya e lakSa rAkhavA. AtmA jANe che, dekhe che ane sthira thAya che, e nitya smaraNumAM rAkhavuM. vastu traNe kAla rahe che temAM citta rAkhavu. huM jANuM chuM, dekhuM chuM; khIjuM badhuM para che. ema jo thAya tA pachI ene kaMI lAge-vaLage nahIM. dRzya vastu pudgala che. dekhAya temAM taNAI na javu. AtmAnuM lakSaNa jANyuM te pachI kema bhulAya ? AtmAthI badhuM para che, ema jo thayuM' teA pachI game tema thAya teAya kaMI nahI. sAcanA pakSamAM javuM hAya teA sAcA thavuM joI e. jene jJAnIpuruSanA cAga thayA che tene phikara nathI. jJAnI jANe che, te mAre jaNavu che; evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. prabhuzrIjIne maMtra maLyA tyAre tenI rAtadivasa dhUna lagAvI. pachI kRpALudevane pUchyuM' kema kaMI dekhAtuM nathI? kRpALudeve kahyu` ke karyAM javuM ane dekhavA karavAnI IcchA paNa na karavI. jJAnIe AtmA jANyo che te mAre jANavA che. AjJA maLI tenA puruSA karavA. maMtra maLyA che tenA jApa karavA. ethI kama jAya che. kharA deva te| AtmA che. samyagdarzananuM mAhAtmya lAgyuM hAya, samyagdarzana thayuM hoya, pachI zraddhA chUTI jAya te paNa ene vahele meADe mAthe laI jAya che. gAyanA zIMgaDA upara rAInA dANA rahe eTalI vAra je samyagdananI spanA thai te vahele meDe mekSe laI jAya che. AtmA AtmArUpe rahe te mekSa che. mekSa kahyo nija zuddhatA'' adhA karma thI rahita thavuM, zarIrathI rahita thavu te mekSa che. kAyA e ja duna che. meha karyAM hAya paNa jJAnIne samabhAva hAya che. patharADiyA, caitra vada 8, 2009 paraMtu pramAdamAM badhA vakhata te badhA maraNa vakhate khaDo thAya che. game teTaluM duHkha hAya, manuSyabhava che tyAMsudhI jIva kaMI karI zake tema che. jAya che. manuSyabhava tA mekSe laI jAya evA che. bIjA bhavamAM meAkSa thAya nahIM, manuSya

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ra69 bhava maLa muzkela che. te pachI manuSyabhavane saphaLa karanAra sAdhane maLavA te bahu muzkela che. jIvane mehamAM khabara paDatI nathI. je kaMI jIvane sAdhana maLyuM che te kSaNe kSaNe ArAdhavuM joIe. karma kSaNe kSaNe baMdhAya che, te pachI karmathI chUTavA mATe paNa e puruSArtha joIe. janmamaraNanAM duHkhe jene lAgyAM che, tene puruSArtha sUjhe che. hoDImAM beThA heIe, tene lAkaDAM phADe tema phADIne bALI nAkhe te bUDI jAya, tema A manuSyabhava taravAnuM sAdhana che tene mejazekhamAM vApare te bUDI jAya. rakhA badhA rAtre phare che tyAre bole che ke "jAgajo! jAgaje" jAgatA rahevAnI jarUra che. anAdikALathI UMghe che. mAruM mAruM kare che, e ja maha che. pite deha nathI chatAM pitAne deharUpa mAne che. dhana kuTuMba Adine pitAnAM mAne che, tenuM nAma meha che. meha che tyAMsudhI saMsAra che. saMsAra dUra kare hoya te moha ocho kare. vivekadaSTinI jarUra che. ApaNane hitakArI zuM che? ahitakArI zuM che? zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI che? zarIramAM keNa che? te sukhI che ke duHkhI? zuM karavA AvyuM che? zuM kare che? evuM pUchyuM nathI. dehanI gaDamathalamAM paDyo che. deha te kapaDA jevo che. kapaDuM phATI jAya tenI peThe eka deDa chUTyA pachI bIje deha maLe. A dehathI mAre zuM karavAnuM che ke jethI mAre bhava saphaLa thAya ? nathI dharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA." (15). huM koNa chuM? e sUjhatuM nathI. viSaya ane parigrahamAM paDyo che. jJAnI puruSanI bUma sAMbhaLatuM nathI. mumukSu-tRNuM kema jAya? pUjya zrI-tRSNA beTI che ema lAgI? upAdhirUpa che ema lAgI? mArI sAthe je Ave evuM karavuM che. tRSNa ochI karavI hoya teNe niyama karavo joIe. upAdhi kene mATe karuM chuM ? khAvA jeTaluM to che. ATaluM kuTuMbane cAle. upAdhi ochI karI hoya te AtmAnuM kAma thAya. mAre mekSe javuM che, ema thAya to bIjI tRSNa ochI thAya. vadhAre paisA zA mATe Icche che? bIjA moTA kahe te mATe, meTAI mATe. huM maTe chuM ema karI kaI mokSe gayA nathI. meTAI mUkIne badhA mokSe gayA che. pahelAmAM pahele satsaMga karavAnuM che. bhUlavALA rastAmAM gAma nahIM Ave. parvata jeTale paisAne Dhagale karIza te paNa mokSa nahIM Ave. hamaNuM deha chUTI jAya te zuM sAthe Ave ? eka lAkha rUpiyA hAya temAMthI eka hajAra jAya te duHkhI thAya, paNa navANuM hajArathI rAjI na thAya. paisA mArI sAthe nahIM Ave ane hiMsA mArI sAthe Avaze. jema bane tema ochA karatA javuM. AnaMdazrAvakane mahAvIra maLyA. temaNe vicAryuM ke mArI pAse ATalAM badhAM gADAM, gAye vagere che ane emanI pAse kaMI nathI, te paNa e vadhAre sukhI che. temaNe mahAvIra bhagavAnane pUchyuM ke he bhagavAna! mAre sukhI thavuM che, ene upAya batAve. bhagavAne kahyuM ke upAdhi vadhArIza nahIM. temaNe te divasathI ochuM karavA mAMDyuM. ema karatAM karatAM temane ema thayuM ke mAre te have bhagavAnanI bhakti ja karavI che. ema vicArI te tapa vagere

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za0 7. bedhAmRta karavA lAgyA ane badho vakhata bhaktimAM ja gALavA lAgyA. bhagavAne gautamasvAmIne kahyuM ke AnaMdazrAvaka mAMdA che. gautamasvAmI AnaMdazrAvakane ghera gayA. temaNe gautamasvAmIne pAse AvavA kahyuM. teo pAse gayA tyAre caraNasparza karyA pachI AnaMdazrAvake kahyuM ke mane te pahele devaleka dekhAya che. gautamasvAmIne thayuM ke gRhasthane ATalI nirmalatA thAya nahIM, eTale svAbhAvika kahyuM ke gRhasthane eTaluM hoya nahIM ane gurunI AgaLa jUThuM bolAya nahIM, mATe mAphI mAge. gautamasvAmI guru eTale AnaMdazrAvaka kaMI bolyA nahIM, paNa eTaluM pUchyuM ke sAcAnI mAphI ke jUThAnI ? gautamasvAmIe kahyuM ke jUThAnI. tyAre AnaMdazrAvake kahyuM ke te huM mAphI mAgavA yogya nathI. pachI gautamasvAmI zaMkAsahita bhagavAna pAse gayA ane pUchayuM, tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke hA, kharuM che. AnaMdane paheluM svarga dekhAya che. teM ene zaMkAmAM nAkhe che mATe tAre mAphI mAgavI joIe. tyAre tarata gautamasvAmI jaIne zrAvaka pAse mAphI mAgI AvyA. Ama pitAnI nirmalatA kare te thaI zake che. deha jADo thAya te kaMI AtmA jADo thavAnuM nathI. paisA vadhAre thAya te kaMI AtmAne lAbha nathI. huM marIne kyAM jaIza? ema thAya tenAthI pApa ochuM thAya. vicAranI jarUra che. zuM karavA karuM chuM? kenA mATe karuM chuM? kuTuMba mATe karuM chuM, te te mAre kaI kAmamAM te AvavAnA nathI. patharADiyA, caitra vada 9, 2009 bhAvapUrvaka bhakti karavAnI che. satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI. satsaMga karatA rahevuM. tyAM AzramamAM AvIe. tyAM jaIe tyAre bhAva vadhamAna thAya. eka vakhata jaI AvyA chIe ne? ema na karavuM. bhAva meLA paDe tyAre pAchA tyAM jaIe, ema tyAM jatA rahevuM. satsaMganI jarUra che. Atmasiddhi meDhe karavA jevI che. kRpALudeve paramAtmasvarUpa thaIne lakhI che. A kALanA jIvonuM AyuSya ochuM eTale badhAM zAstrone sAra TUMkAmAM kRpALudeve AtmasiddhimAM utArI dIdhuM che. rAja kaMIka kaMIka meDhe karavuM. kRpALudeve bhAgabhAIna Atmasiddhi mokalI ane pachI pUchayuM ke kema lAge che? tyAre bhAgabhAIe kahyuM ke sittera gAthA meDhe thaI che ane bIjI karuM chuM. tAva Ave che, paNa ene laIne javuM chuM. bahu AnaMda Ave che. gya jIvane mekalelI eTale ema thayuM. khare kRpALudevane vAraso Atmasiddhi che. satsaMgamAM AvavAnuM rAkhavuM. na AvIe te pachI DhIlA paDI javAya. bhAvanA rAkhIe. bhaktimAM bhAva vadhe ema karavAnuM che. pUrve jIve je kaMI karyuM che, dharma karyo che, tenA phaLarUpe khAvApIvAnuM badhuM maLyuM. keTaluM puNya caDhayuM tyAre manuSyabhava maLe ! vizeSa vizeSa puNyanA udayathI puruSane vega maLe. vAvyuM hoya, kerIo AvI hoya te badhI ekadama utArI lauM ema karI thaDasahita kApI nAkhe te kaMI pAcho Abe Uge ke kerIo Ave? tema pUrve kaMIka karyuM che, tethI A bhavamAM badhuM maLyuM, paNa A bhavamAM dharma na kare ane mAjazekhamAM beTI thAya te bIjA bhavamAM zuM thaze? kRpALudeve pUrve kareluM

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saMgraha 5 eTale A bhavamAM sAta ATha varSanI uMmaramAM jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM. bIjuM badhuM te ahIM ja paDyuM rahevAnuM che. hamaNuM deha chUTI jAya te zuM sAthe Ave ? sAthe Ave evuM kaMIka karavAnuM che; roja kaMI zIkhIe, satsaMga karIe. prArabdhamAM hoya eTaluM maLe che. huM mahenata karuM chuM tethI maLe che, ema mAne che. paNa mahenata te lAkaDAM phADavAvALA ghaNuM kare che. A bhava te durlabha che. manuSya te ghaNAya che, paNa sAce dharma pAma durlabha che. mumukSune yogyatA meLavavA ghaNuM karavAnuM che. bIje badhethI vRtti uThAvIne AtmArthamAM lagADavI. mahApuruSoe ghaNe vicAra karIne uttama vastu kaI che te kahyuM che. rAgadveSarahita thavAnI IcchA jene thaI che tene zAthI hita thAya ane zAthI ahita thAya? te vicArIne dharma kahyo che. vItarAga bhagavAnane dharma zuM che? vItarAga thavuM. devAdi kaMI sAthe rahevAnuM nathI, paNa mAruM mAnIne beTho che. rAgadveSa na hoya te jagatanA paramANu AtmAne aDe nahIM. vItarAga bhagavAna jevA thayA che, tevA thavA mATe ene pagale pagale cAlavAnuM che. e ja mAre karavuM che, ema jene thAya te mumukSu che. kRpALudeva kahe che ke rAgadveSathI rahita thavuM e ja dharma che. dharma dharma kare ane rAgadveSa kare te dharma kyAMthI thAya? mekSe javuM hoya te rAgadveSane ochA karavA paDe. bhagavAna pratye rAga karavAno che. e ekapakSI rAga hovAthI mokSe laI jAya che. bhagavAna pratye rAga thavA mATe saMsAra pratyethI rAgabhAva ocho karavAnuM che. keIthI vairabhAva rAkhavo nahIM. maitrIbhAva rAkhIne vartavuM. je je rAgadveSa ochA kare te bhagavAnanI pAse jAya che. bIjAM sAdhana bahu kya, karI kalpanA Apa; athavA asadgara thakI, ulaTo vA utApa. pUrva puNyanA udayathI, maLyo sadgaga; vacanasudhA zravaNe jatAM, thayuM hRdaya gataka. nizcaya ethI Aviye, TaLaze ahIM utApa; nitya karyo satsaMga meM, eka lakSathI Apa." (154) be traNa gAthAo che, paNa jIva samaje te badhuM jIvana pharI jAya. A dharma karuM, A dharma karuM ema bhaTake che paNa sAce dharma maLyo nathI. eka te pitAnI kalpanAthI bhaTake che. pitAnI kalpanA mUkIne bIjAnI salAhathI kare ane te ajJAnI hoya te asadaguruthI pAchA corAzI lAkhanA pherA khAvA paDe. ghaNIvAra asatsaMga maLe, paNa keIka vakhate pUrva puNyanA udayathI sadgurune yoga paNa maLI Ave che. vacane sAMbhaLIne pitAnuM mana ja mAnya kare ke A sAcuM che. sAcI vAta Ave tyAM enuM mana kabUla kare. vadhAre puruSArtha karIza te vadhAre zAMti pAmIza ema ene vadhAre nizcaya thAya, eka AtmA mATe satsaMgane lakSa thAya. satsaMgathI jIva AgaLa vadhe che. sahelAmAM saheluM, uttamamAM uttama sAdhana satsaMga che. kRpALudeva kahe che ke meM roja satsaMga karyo, mAtra AtmAno lakSa rAkhIne satsaMga karyo. satsaMgathI asaMga thavAya che.

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272 zrAdhAmRta 8 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, di. vaizAkha suda 6, 2009 sAcuM hoya te mAre karavuM che, e lakSa rAkha. sAruM hoya te ApaNuM, evuM karavAnI jarUra che. jethI AtmAne lAbha thAya evuM karavAnI jarUra che. janmamaraNa chUTe e dharma karavAne che. janmamaraNa na chUTe te dharma zA kAmane? have jeTaluM jIvavAnuM maLe te bhaktimAM gALavuM. thAya teTalI bhakti karavI. e ja sAthe AvavAnuM che. bIjI ciMtA phikara kare te pApakarma baMdhAya. prazna-sAta abhayano tyAga zA mATe kahyo che? pUjyazrI-jIvane ethI pApa baMdhAya che. anAdikALathI jIva pApa karato Avyo che. ethI chUTe te bhakti thAya. e khAya te ghaNuM pApa thAya che ane na khAya te enA vinA cAle evuM che. jyArathI niyama kare ke mAre A nathI vAparavuM, tyArathI vrata kahevAya. ethI jIva AgaLa vadhe che. svAdano jaya karavAnuM che. mAkhaNane mAMsane aticAra kahyo che. e khAtAM khAtAM pachI mAMsAhArI thaI jAya. A sAta vyasana, ane pAMca udabara phaLa tathA madha mAkhaNa e sAta abhakSya, tenA tyAgamAM pAMca aNuvrata AvI jAya che. vicAra kare te samajAya evuM che. saMgathI jIva bhUlya che. e dUra thAya te asaMga thavAya. satsaMga vinA asaMgatA AvatI nathI. sazAstrathI paNuM kAma thAya che. jagatanA padArtho badhA rUpI che, pAMca indrithI grahaNa thAya che. je dekhAya che temAM jIva meha kare che ane bhUle che. dekhatabhUlIthI anAdi kALathI jIva bhUle paDyo che. dekhatabhUlI TaLe te sukhI thAya. paNa ene paravastumAMthI vizvAsa chUTate nathI. cheDavA mAMDe te asaMga thaI jAya. grahaNa karavAnI jene bhAvanA heya tene baMdhana thAya; choDavAnI bhAvanA jene heya te asaMga thAya. prabhuzrInA vakhatamAM "samayasAra' vaMcAte hato tyAre zItalaprasAdajIe pUchyuM ke rAgadveSa jAya te jIva mukta thAya, paNa e rAgadveSa zI rIte jAya? prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM ke jenAmAM rAgadveSa nathI tenAmAM citta rahe te rAgadveSa jAya. vicAra kare te samajAya evuM che, huM karuM chuM temAM bhUla che ema lAge. rAgadveSa thAya evAM kAraNe meLave, vikathAmAM kALa gALe ane kahe ke mAre citta sithara karavuM che. e kevI rIte bane? jagatamAM bIjI vastuomAM jyAM sudhI jIvane rasa rahyo che tyAM sudhI AtmAmAM rasa na Ave. bIjAnA de jhaTa dekhAya che; pitAnA dekhAtA nathI. kRpALudeve AkhI puSpamALA lakhI chevaTe kahyuM ke jene dekhI doSone TALavA. jyAre garaja jAgaze tyAre tapAsa karaze ke mArAmAM keTalA doSe che. AtmakalyANa karavA mATe manuSyabhava maLe che. manuSyabhava uttama kahevAya che tenuM kAraNa, ethI mekSa thAya che. "he bhagavAna, huM bahu bhUlI gaye," ema * sAta vyasana- jugAra, corI, mAMsa, dArU, parastrI, vezyA ane zikAra. + sAta abhakSya-madha, mAkhaNa, vaDanA TeTA, pIpaLAnA TeTA, pIpaLanA TeTAM, umaraDAM, aMjIra

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saMgraha 5 273 bele paNuM bhUla sAlatI nathI. jJAnI puruSanuM eALakhANa thayA pachI bhagavAnathI bheda na rahe. reja belIe chIe: "tame nirAgI, nirvikArI, saccidAnaMda svarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadazI ane zailejyaprakAzaka che." e ja ApaNuM svarUpa che. mAruM kharuM svarUpa jJAna-irAna che, evI bhAvanA karavAnI che. je kharuM svarUpa che te vAreghara saMbhAravAnuM che. jJAnI te pekiArI pokArIne kahe che, paNa ene besavuM joIe ne ? jJAnInuM kahevuM mAne te mekSa thAya. chaThThI daSTimAM Ave che ke " mana mahilAnuM re vahAlA upare, bIjAM kAma kareta; tema mRtadharmo re mana daDha dhare, jJAnAkSepakavaMta." jJAna pAsethI je sAMbhaLeluM hoya temAM keTalo badho prema Avo joIe ! smaraNa karavA yogya jJAnInA vacane te bhUlavA jevAM na hoya. e bhUlI gaye te badhuM bhUlI gayo, eno manuSyatva niSphaLa jAya. jJAnI puruSanuM kaheluM gaNe ja mAre karavuM che, e mumukSu jIvane lakSa hoya che. jene mokSe javuM hoya teNe tyAga, vairAgya, upazama ane bhakita sahuja svarUpe karavA gya che. sahaja tyAganI bhAzAnA thAya; tyAga na thaI zake tenA upara vairAgya rAkhe; krodhAdi kaSAyone upazamAve eTale ke thavA na de, zamAve, ane bhakitamAM tallIna thAya e cAreya sahaja karI sahaja svabhAve karI mUkavA jevAM che, pramAdane laIne, zithilatAne ladhe karIzuM, karIzuM ema jIva kare che. mithyAtvane saMga anAdikALathI che, tethI tyAga, vairAgya, upazama ane bhakita e ekadama na game. game ema thavuM muzkela che. mAre e karavuM ja che ema ja lakSa rahe che ke keme karI e rAheja thaI jAya. je svarUpa samajyA vinA pAmyo du:kha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta." "jema che tema AtmasvarUpa jANyuM tenuM nAma samajavuM che...jema che tema samajAvAthI upaga svarUpamAM zamA... anya padArthanA saMgamAM je ayAsa hato. ane te adhyAsamAM AtmApaNuM mAryuM hatuM, te adhyAsarUpa AtApaNuM samAI gayuM" (51) "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahIM ke tuM kama; nahIM bhoktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmano marma." deDAyAsa hatuM te chUTI gaye, tethI samAyA. "mAruM mAruM' bhUlathI kare che, paNa tAruM kazuM nathI. samajIne samAya to svAnubhavamAM rahe samajIne zamAya te paribhramaNa TaLe. sunamAM jIvane kaI vicAra Avato nathI, UMghe che, lahera kare che, duHkha gamatuM nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa saMsAra che. te zAthI TaLe e vicAravuM. zAne laIne huM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karuM chuM ? ema vicAra kare. karmathI paribhramaNa thAya che te karma zAthI baMdhAya che. tene vicAra kare pitAnA bhAva bagaDe tyAre karma baMdhAya che. rAga-dveSa thAya tyAre thAya tyAre karma baMdhAya che. atyAre jIva che te AgalA bhavamAM paNa hatuM, ane have AgaLa paNa raheze. jIva mare evo padArtha nathI. bo. 35

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274 bodhAmRta hoya teno nAza nahIM. nahIM teha nahIM hoya, eka samaya te sau samaya, bheda avasthA je." AMkhe dekhAya e mArga nathI, agama agocara che. pitAnI meLe mekSamArga zodhavA jAya te maLe nahIM. gautamasvAmI jevA cAra jJAna pragaTa chatAM bhagavAnanI sAthe sAthe pharatA. prabhuzrIjI pahelAM "A bhrama che, A bhrama che ema jetA. pachI kapALudeve kahyuM ke "brahma juo, muni, brahma'. tyAre AtmA jetA thayA. 9 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, di. vaizAkha suda 7,2009 pAMca Indriye zI rIte vaza thAya ? (upadezachAyA-4) pUjyazrI-pAMca indriyanA viSaye jaDa che. paravastunA sAgathI utpanna thayelA che, paravatumAM AtmAnuM hita nathI. je vastu jANe nahIM, tenI kiMmata zI ? je vastu ApaNI sAthe rahevAnI nathI, temAM Asakita zI karavI? e AsakitathI janmamaraNa thaze. e vicAra Ave te e pAMca InidrAnA viSaye tuccha lAge. badhAne khare vicAra eka satsaMge thAya che. mehane laIne jagatanI vastuonuM mAhAtamya che. avivekane laIne paravastunuM mahAbhya che. satsaMge vicAra jAge. vicArathI viveka Ave te paravastunuM mAhAsya ghaTe. paMcendriyanA viSaye te pAMca sApa che. upara uparathI sArA lAge paNa enI sAthe rame te maraNa pAme. eka eka IndriyaviSayane lIdhe ja marI jAya che. rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza ane zabda e pAMca IndriyanA viSaye duHkhakArI che, tene vicAra kare te pachI emAM vizvAsa na Ave. pAMce IdriyamAM eka jillA indriya vaza thAya te bIjI badhI indriye vaza thAya. sadvicAra badhAne AdhAra che. jille IndriyamAM Asakata thAya te pachI ene jIbha na maLe, ekendriya thAya. AgaLa pAchaLane vicAra kare te Asakita na thAya. have janma-maraNa vadhAravAnuM karavuM nathI, ema thAya te Asakita na thAya, pAMca indriyanA viSaye vadhAravA A manuSya deDa dharyo nathI. ciMtAmaNi je AtmA che, je mAge te Ape. pitAnuM bhAna nathI. pitAne vicAra AvatuM nathI. paravastu pratye enI daSTi che. ajJAnane bhaya lAge nathI. saMsAra bhayarUpa lAge te ja ene upadeza pariName, khAmI bedhanI che. eTale satparuSa pratye neha karavo joIe teTalAne eka aMza paNa nathI. jJAnI puruSa pratye prema thAya te eka vacana paNa kAma kADhI nAkhe. jJAnIne upakAra samajAye nathI. "eka aMza zAtAthI karIne pUrNakAmatA sudhInI sarva samAdhi tenuM puruSa ja kAraNa che." (213) je kaMI sukha ene maLyuM che te ene jJAnI puruSathI ja maLyuM che. mULa kAraNa zuM che te jJAnI puruSa nIkaLe. 10 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, ddhi. vaizAkha suda 8,2009 (5. u. prabhuzrIjInI nirvANatithi.) vastunA anaMta dharmo che, tene saMpUrNa paNe kahevAnI paddhati te spAdUvAda che. kharuM zAstrajJAna te zrata che.

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saMgraha 5 275 e satsaMga kare ke jethI pitAne AtmA phare, AtmAne lAbha thAya. pitAnA de dekhAya evI rIte vAMcavuM. atyAre ApaNane je prApta thayuM che. tenuM mULa kAraNa zodhe te bhAvanA ja che. AtmajJAnI puruSe kahelI je kaMI vAta che te karavAnI che, badhuM mUke tyAre mekSa thAya. arihaMtanuM kharuM svarUpa zuM che? te samajanArA bahu ochA che. pitAnA AtmAnI zodha aMtaramAM karavAne prayatna kare. vairAgyadazA jema jema vadhaze, tema tema ApoApa ukela Avaze. 11 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, di. vaizAkha suda 10, 2009 jagatamAM ghaNuM vAte sAMbhaLavA maLe, paNa ApaNe to beThA beThA smaraNa karavuM. jJAnI puruSanAM vacanamAM citta rahe te jIvanuM kAma thaI jAya. ApaNe je eka raste lIdhe te mArge ja have cAlavuM che. cArapAMca ThekANe, cArapAMca hAtha, cArapAMca hAtha khede, te pANI na nIkaLe. eka lakSa rAkhe ke kAma eka AtmAnuM karavuM che. deDanuM ghaNuM karyuM, paNa have AtmAnuM karI levuM. maraNanuM ThekANuM nathI, mATe dharmamAM DhIla na karavI. karI lIdhuM te kAma. kAMkare kAMkare pALa baMdhAya ema kahevAya che. thoDuM bapore DuM sAMje ema niyamita kAma kare te ghaNuM thAya evuM che. kayAMya Asakita na thavA devI. A kALamAM AyuSya TUMkAM che. jevuM prArabdha hoya te pramANe AvavAnuM javAnuM thAya che. AtmAnuM hita karavuM che. ala5 paNa niyama lIdhe hoya te teDe nahIM. ThaMDA pANuM karatAM garama pANI pIvAthI vikAra na thAya. sAdhue hoya teo ukALeluM pANI pIe che, tethI brahmacaryane madada maLe che. saMsAra asAra che virakatabhAva rAkhale. azubha nimimAM na javuM. roja rAtre bhakti karyA pachI kRpALudevanA vacanAmRtamAMthI prabhubrIja uparanA patromAMthI kamasara ekeka patra vAMca. e nityaniyama karI le. 12 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, di. vaizAkha suda 11, 2009 kRpALudevanAM vacano vicAravAmAM, samajavAmAM madadagAra thAya eTalA mATe bIjAM pustaka vAMcavAnAM che. roja niyamita vAMcavAnuM rAkhavuM te AnaMda Ave. kRpALudeva jevA ucca keTInA ghaNA cheDA puru thayA che. eka eka vacanamAM anaMta Agama samAvI dIdhAM che. jJAnI puruSanAM vacanAmAM vRtti rahe te dhyAna thAya, jema vadhAre vicAra thAya tema karavAnI jarUra che. 13 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 9, 2009 bhojarAjAe camatkAra jevA mAnatuMgasUrine eka eraDAmAM pUrI aDatALIsa tALAM mAryA. badhA lake tyAM ekaThAM thayA. te vakhate A "bhakatAmara"nI eka eka gAthA sUri bolatA gayA, tema tema eka eka tALuM tUTatuM gayuM. ema badhAM tALAM teDIne bahAra AvyA. game tema che, bhagavAnanuM zuddhabhAvathI kareluM A stotra che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke Atmasiddhi aneka labdhisiddhiothI bharapUra che, evuM A bhakatAmara paNa aneka labdhisiddhiothI bharapUra che.

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badhAmRta yazavijayajInAM dAdI ja bhaktAmara eka muni pAse jaIne sAMbhaLIne pachI jamatAM, e temane niyama hate. eTalAmAM comAsAnA divaso AvyA. ATha divasa lAgeTa varasAda varasyo tethI bhaktAmara sAMbhaLavA jaI na zakyAM. yazovijayajI te vakhate pAMca varSanA hatA. teo paNa jayAre dAdImA bhaktAmara sAMbhaLavA jAya tyAre sAthe jatA. be traNa upavAsa thayA tyAre yazavijayajIe pUchayuM ke kema nathI khAtAM? temaNe kahyuM, bhaktAmara sAMbhaLyA vagara khAvuM nahIM e mAre niyama che. varasAda bahu paDe che tethI sAMbhaLavA javAtuM nathI. yazevijyajIe kahyuM, je huM saMbhaLAvuM. temaNe kahyuM, tyAre te sAruM, saMbhaLAva. yazovijayajIe kahyuM ke mane UMce Asane besADe. DozImAe yazovijayajIne UMcakIne tAkAmAM besADayA ane pachI bAlavA kahyuM tyAre yazavijayajI bhakatAmara stotra pUruM belI gayA. pachIthI varasAda baMdha thaye tyAre DozImA yazovijayajIne sAthe laI muni pAse gayAM. munie pUchayuM ke ATalA divasa kema na AvyAM? DozImAe kahyuM ke A mAre jasIye che te ja mane saMbhaLAvatA hatA. munine lAgyuM ke e chokaro gRhasthane tyAM zebhe evuM nathI. muni thAya te zAsanano uddhAra thAya. ema vicArI DezamAne kahyuM, A cheka amane ApI . rAmAe hA kahI. pachI munie yazovijayajIne dIkSA ApI zeDAM varSomAM sUtro vagere badhuM bhaNI gayA pachI gurue temane kAzI mokalyA. tyAM yazovijayajI bahu bhaNyA. bhaNIne pAchA potAnA ja gAmamAM AvyA. teo uparAupara be pATa mukAvI UI ce besI vyAkhyAna karatA ane pATa upara ghaNuM dhajAo lagAvarAvatA te manamAM ema mAnatA hatA ke mArA jevuM koI nathI. e vAtanI DozImAne khabara paDI. temane lAgyuM ke kAzI bhaNe AvyA tethI AvaDa La kare che? abhimAnamAM caDhI gayA che. tethI ene zikhAmaNa A paM. ema karI te upAzraye gayAM. tyAM zevijayajI vyAkhyAna karatA hatA. DozImAe pUchayuM, pahelAnA guNadharene keTalAM jJAna hatAM? yazovijayajIe kahyuM, cAra. DozImAe pUchayuM ke have vartamAnamAM keTalAM? tyAre yazovijayajIe kahyuM ke mati zruta che. DozI mAe pUchyuM ke gaNadhare keTalI dhajAo rAkhatA hatA? eTale yazavijayajI samajI gayA ane badhI dhajAo tArI lIdhI. emanA gurune paNa lAgyuM ke abhimAnamAM caDhI gaye che, tethI lAvIne kahyuM ke tame AnaMdaghanajIne maLaje. gurunA vacana upara vizvAsa, tethI manamAM rahevuM ke AnaMdaghanajIne mAre maLavuM. eka divase jaMgalamAM gayA tyAM AnaMdaghanajI maLyA, namaskAra karI yazovijayajI tyAM beThA, AnaMdaghanajIe pUchyuM ke tamane dazavaikAlika sUtra AvaDe che? yazavijayajIe kahyuM, hA AvaDe che. tyAre AnaMdajIe kahyuM ke enI pahelI gAthAne athara karo. dhammo maMgalamukkiThaM ahiMsA saMjamo tavo / devA vi taM namassaMti jassa dhamme sayAmaNo / e AkhI gAthAnA dazabAra atha karyA. AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM, basa ATaluM ja AvaDe che? tyAre yazavijayajIe pharI dazabAra artha karyA. AnaMdadhanajIe kahyuM, basa ATaluM ja AvaDe

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saMgraha 5 ra77 che? tyAre yazevijayajIe kahyuM ke tame artha kare. AnaMdaghanajIe traNa divasa ane traNa rAta sudhI e gAthAnA artha karyo tethI yazovijayajIne lAgyuM ke A te bahu bhaNyA nathI, chatAM mArA karatAM vadhAre jANe che. huM kAzI bhaNuM AvyuM chuM, chatAM ATaluM jANatA nathI. badhuM abhimAna gaLI gayuM. A pAMDityamAM te kAMI nathI. AtmAnuM hita enAthI thAya ema nathI. tethI AnaMdaghanajIne kahyuM ke mAruM Atmahita thAya ema kare. pachI AnaMdaghanajIe baMdha karyo. e vakhate yazovijayajIne bahu prasannatA thaI hatI tethI AnaMdaghanajInA upakAravALAM cAra pAMca pade paNa racyAM. pachI yazovijayajIe "gadaSTisamuccaya" graMthamAMthI saMkSepamAM "ATha dRSTi sannAye lakhI ane AnaMdaghanajIne te batAvI. saMskRtane garva mUkIne gujarAtImAM lakhyuM tethI AnaMdaghanajI rAjI thayA paNa sAthe kahyuM ke samajayA te samAyA. samajIne bIjAne kahevAnuM nathI, bahAra pheMkI devAnuM nathI. 14 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha, suda 10, 2009 manuSyabhava durlabha che. kRpALudeva nAnA ha che, te paNa saMskArI hatA tethI janmamaraNa TaLe tema karyuM. AtmAne ummara kyAM che che naMtakALane che. ane keTalAMya duHkha bheLavyAM che, tapa karyA che, devalekamAM game che. paNa badhu bhUlI gayuM che. tAva Ave te maraNane bhaya lAge, paNa AtmA te nitya che. cha nI zraddhA daDha thAya te badhA zAro vAMcI ga kahevAya. AtmA palaTAya e nathI. zAzvata vastune mAravA jaIe toya mare nahIM. "pudgala racanA kAramI che." (cethI daSTi) deDanI kALajI rAkhe che teTalI AtmAnI rAkhatA nathI. karma badhAM pharatAM che. kamane daye zAtA azAtA dekhAya, paNa AtmA te nathI. AtmAne saMbhAravAthI, AtmAmAM sthira thavAthI sukha thAya che. pramAda na kare. kaMI na thAya te smaraNa karavuM. smaraNamAM ekatAra thaI javAya evuM karavAnuM che. 15 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 12, 2009 kaleze vAsita mana saMsAra, kalezarahita mana te bhava -pAra'.(ya. 12). kaleza che tyAM sudhI saMsAra ane kalezarahitapaNuM te mekSa che. bAhya nimitta ane karmanA udayathI kalezita pariNAma thAya che. rAga-dveSa ane ajJAnathI te thAya che. syAdavAda che, te vastune cAre bAjuthI tapAsIne jue che. jyAM sudhI AtmAne nirNaya na thaye heya tyAMsudhI te nirNaya karavAne che nirNaya thayA pachI AtmA upAsavAne che. emAM kaMI syAdUvAda nathI ke upAsave ke na upAsa? zuddha thavAnuM che. mAtra ekSa- abhilASa." bIjI kaMI IcchA rAkhavI nahIM. kalezanA kAraNe nirmULa karI AtmAmAM sthira thavAnuM che. badhethI vRtti udAsIna karI, syAdvAdathI vastune oLakhI AtmAmAM sthira thavuM. dharma karatAM veTha jevuM na thAya e lakSa rAkhave. AnaMdarasa Ave tema karavuM. mahApuNyanA jege manuSyabhara maLe ane temAM vaLI jJAnInI AjJA ! ahobhAgya che tethI A jega maLyo che. temAM pramAda karavA jevuM nathI. jeTaluM vadhAre ArAdhana karaze teTaluM vadhAre lAbha thaze. saMsAra kalezanuM ghara che. karma AvI AvIne jAya che. gajasukumArane mAthe aMgArA

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278 mAlAmRta mUkayA te paNa kalezita na thayA, je jJAnIpuruSo sahaja svabhAve rahyA che te bhAva mane he, evI bhAvanA te paNa uttama che. game tevA duHkhanAM nimitta hoya paNa kalezita na thavu. 16 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 14, 2009 khIjA vicAra Ave, A paNa AtmAnA vicAra AvavA muzkela che. hu... kANu chuM ?'' e vicAravA kupALudeve 'amUlya tattvavicAra' kAvya lakhyuM che. ana'tavAra manuSyabhava maLyA, paNa nakAmA gayA. A manuSyabhava nakAmA na jAya tenA lakSa rAkhave. aneka prakAre jIva kalpanA kare che, zAstro vAMce che, huM dhama karu chuM ema mAne che; paNa AtmAnA niNuya thavA bahu muzkela che. koIka mahApuruSane zaraNe jAya tyAre kAma thAya. jIvane AtmAnA nirgu ya thayA nathI. jayAre jJAnInA yAga thAya tyAre yathA niNaeNya thAya che. ane pachI tenI upAsanA kare. 'hu" ema jIva kahe che, paNa zAne 'hu" kahe che tenI khakhara nathI. keAI vakhate krodhane 'huM' keAI vakhate dehane 'hu' mAne che, koI vakhate kahe ke huM' marI jaIza; keAI vakhate kahe ke hu' avinAzI chu. viveka nathI. viveka Ave te bheda paDe ane te ja mekSa thAya. jIvane thAya ke Ajane Aja nizuMya karI nAkhuM, paNa emanA ema niNuM ya na thAya. koI mahApuruSane zodhIne niNuya karane! mahApuruSane zeAdhyA vinA potAnI meLe nirNaya kare ke A Ama ja che, te temAMthI jhera nIkaLe. AtmA jevA che tevA tenA vicAra na Ave tenu kAraNa aceAgyatA che. caigyatA AvyA vinA niNya karavA jAya te thAya evA nathI. ghaNA vakhata sudhI abhyAsanI jarUra che. ene AtmAnA khapa na hoya teya AtmAnA vicAra kare te sukhI thAya. bIje raste jAya te duHkhI thAya. samyagdazana nathI maLyuM. tyAMsudhI paisA TakA zA kAmanA ? samyagdana e ja eka karavA cegya che. jIve kharu' jANyu' nathI. maraNu kayAre Avaze tenI khabara nathI mATe cetavAnu che. 'samAdhizataka' sArA graMtha che. jainanI gItA che. 17 zrImad rA. A. amAsa, jeTha suda 15, 2009 TruDunI jeTalI ciMtA rAkhe che teTalI naDI paNa ethI anaMtagaNI ci'tA AtmAnI rAkha." (84) A kene kahe che ? IMDu te sAcabhyA sacavAya evA nathI. AtmAnu` kalyANu karavA mATe ahIMM sAMbhaLavA beThA chIe. ema thAya te vicAre ke huM AtmAnI kALajI rAkhuM chuM ke naDI ? dehanu' puNya pramANe thaze. paNa AtmAne sa MbhALavAnA che. ATalA bhavamAM anaMta bhavanuM sATuM vaLI jAya evu che. lAga Avye che paNa jIvane khakhara nathI, khIjuM ghaNu karyu. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke tala tala upara nAma lakhelu che. jene jeTaluM' maLavAnu che tene teTalu maLe che. have chUTavAnu` karI levA de. "na cAle te pratizroto thA.'' (84). kanu jora hAya tethI peAtAnuM na cAlatuM hoya te jJAnI kaDe te svIkAra kara, mAnyatA kara, teA pachI madhu thaze. madhu na thAya tA jeTaluM thAya teTalu kara. aMze a Mze badhuM thai jaze. atyAre karuM chu N tenu phaLa kevu' Avaze tenA vicAra karIne va. "anuttaravAsI thaI ne va'

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saMgraha 5 279 (84). anuttara te AtmA che. AtmAmAM vasavAvALo thA. bIjI jagatanI vAsanA na rAkha "mekSabhAva nijavAsa". pitAnA svabhAvamAM vasavuM e ja mokSavAsa che. 18 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 1, 2009 satsaMga na thAya te paNa kusaMga te na ja karo. moTA moTA bhalabhalA buddhizALIe bhUlI jAya che. puruSatA, vItarAgatA kayAM nahIM maLe. puruSanAM darzana thayAM che, AjJA maLI che te mokSanuM kAraNa che. satsaMganA abhAve kusaMgamAM jAya te karavAnuM che te paDayuM rahe che. ToDaramalajIe "mokSamArga prakAzaka graMtha lakhe che. temAM prazna karyo che ke satsaMgane yega na hoya te vakhate kaI zAstra amArI pAse hoya te keI anyamatI brAhmaNa pAse vaMcAvI sAMbhaLIe te kaMI vAMdhe che? tene uttara Ape che ke ema karavAthI nukasAna thAya che, kAraNa ke brAhamaNa vAMce tene enI zraddhA nathI tethI potAnuM paNa bheguM bheLave te karatAM ghera beThA beThA mALA pheravavI sArI che. kusaMgamAM javAthI ADA avaLI bIju aMdara pesI jAya. gheDuM hoya, paNa sAcuM hoya te kAmanuM che. so maNa rUnA DhagalAmAM "agni" "agni" lakhI se kAgaLa nAkhe teya kaMI baLe? ane eka divAsaLI saLagAvI nAkhI hoya te badhuM rU baLI jAya. satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI. koI jJAnI puruSanAM vacane jANe ajANe kAnamAM paDe te saMskAra paDe. jJAnI puruSanAM vacane bhAvapUrvaka sAMbhaLyAM hoya te A bhavamAM yoga na hoya te bIjA bhavamAM UgI nIkaLe. kupALudevane badhuM UgI nIkaLyuM. je je zAstro vAMcyAM hatAM te badhAM UgI nIkaLyAM. sanmArge vaLAya tevuM karavuM. jJAnI puruSanI AjJA maLI che temAM vartAya teTale lAbha che. puNyane udaya hoya tyAre sAre vicAra sUjhe. puruSa vagara AtmA samajAya ke maLe tevuM nathI. AtmA pAse ja che paNa puruSa vinA maLe evuM nathI. jANe ajANe paNa puruSathI jIvane lAbha thAya che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke A rAyaNane jIva bhavya che. enuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. puruSa enI nIce bese te enI chAyA sapuruSa upara paDe tethI tene puNya baMdhAya. ema karatAM karatAM jIva manuSyabhava pAme. ema jANe ajANe paNa jIvane lAbha thAya che, saMskAra paDe che. 19 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 9, 2009 mokSanuM sukha indriyothI para che, upamArahita che, karmanA udaye Upaje evuM kRtrima nahIM, paNa svAbhAvika ane kadI nAza na pAme evuM pAramArthika sukha eTale kharuM sukha tenuM nAma mokSa che. pachI kaMI karavAnuM na rahe. rautanyamaya AtmA che, tenuM dhyAna karavuM. gRhastha avasthA hoya chatAM nigraMthadazA rahe te ghaNI nirjarA thAya. gRhastha avasthAmAM vairAgya rahevo muzkela che. saMsAra anaMta kusaMgarUpa che. gRhasthAvasthAmAM badhA zrAvake ja heya ema nathI. puruSArtha kare te zrAvakanAM vrate sudhI AvI zake. gRhasthAvasthAmAM DAhyo thavA jAya te pakaDAya. popaTa mIThuM bolavA jAya che, tethI pAMjarAmAM purAya che. moTA thavA na javuM; nahIM te upAdhi vadhe. pachI lake ene pUchavA Ave ane kahe ke tame te DAhyAA che.

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280 dhAmRta badhuM svapnA jevuM che. divase divase bhAva badalAya che. emAMthI AtmAne bacAvavAne che. AMkha kAna vagere badhI indriye caMcaLa che. e kayAre bagaDaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe deDa na chUTe tyAM sudhImAM AtmAnuM kAma karI levuM. AtmA nitya che. jIva nAzavaMta vastuo mATe mAthAkUTa kare che. nAza pAme evI jagatanI vastuo che. AvI jagatanI bhUlavaNamAMthI chUTIne "AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, bhaktA che, mokSa che, mokSano upAya che A cha padanI zraddhA karI levI. roja sUtI vakhate saMbhAravuM ke ApaNe zuM karavA AvyA chIe ? zuM karyuM che? je nityaniyama na karyo hoya te karI le, pachI sUvuM. pramAda na kare. AtmAnuM kAma kaI karI Ape ema nathI, pite karaze tyAre thaze. "jaba jAeMge AtamAM, taba lAeMge raMga." manuSyabhava haze tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM kAma thaze. AtmAne mATe ja jIvavuM che. e bhAvanA rAkhavAnI che. jeTaluM bane teTaluM karavuM. che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza ema jANe sadaguru-upadezathI re, kahyuM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa." ema kRpALudeve "mULamArgamAM kahyuM che. zrImad rAjacaMdranuM vAcana paramazAMti Ape evuM che. bIjA kazAmAM citta na jAya tevuM che. manuSyabhava maLe che te phAMphAM mAravAmAM na jAya. kIti sagAMvahAlAM e badhAmAM manuSyabhava lUMTAya che. e badhuM mUkIne vicAravuM ke "zuM karavAthI pite sukhI? zuM karavAthI pite dukhI?" AmAnI zI hAlata thaze? sAdhu thaye hoya toya evA vicAra karanArA bahu ja zeDa hoya che. bAhya vastuomAM rAce che. pariNati sudhAravI e ja dharma che. manuSyabhava maLe che. temAM vAMcI zake, samajI zake, kaI puruSArtha karI zake evuM che. temAM puruSArtha na kare te pachI thaI rahyuM. niSphaLa gaye. jIvane avaLI buddhi hoya tyAM sudhI avaLI deDa che te palaTAvI AtmA sukhI thAya tema karavuM, zAMti thAya tema karavuM, ema thAya te enAM sAdhane zodhe. je manuSyabhavamAM na karyuM te pachI lakSacerAzImAM bhaTaktAM pharI manuSyavAva maLa bahu durlabha che. bIjA bhavamAM kaMI na thaI zake. jyAM Ubhe che tyAMthI jIva AgaLa cAlatuM nathI. jyAM chIe tyAMthI AgaLa cAlavAnuM che. A bhavamAM ApaNe pAchaLa paDayA ke AgaLa? enuM saravaiyuM kADhate nathI. karavAnuM paDayuM rahe che, nahIM karavA gyamAM kALa jAya che. pahelAMthI jAge to maraNa vakhate, mAre karavAnuM hatuM te karyuM ema thAya tethI pazcAttApa na thAya, saMteSa thAya. pramAda che te A bhava luMTe che. ALasa ane pramAda vairI che. dharmanAM kAmamAM nirutsAha tene pramAda kahyo che. "cetana je nijabhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva, vate nahIM nija bhAnamAM, kartA karmaprabhAva." paramAM rahe te pramAda che. je zarIra thoDuM mAMdu thAya te tarata davA karavA jAya, paNa dharmamAM DhIla kare che. 20 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 10, 2009 jJAnI puruSanA upadeza vagara kalyANa thatuM nathI. keI mahA puNya hoya tyAre jJAnIpuruSanI AjJA maLe che. maLe te sArI na lAge. enuM kalyANa thavAnuM hoya tyAre nimitta

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saMgraha 5 21 maLI Ave che. paNa tyAM jAgRta na thAya te kalyANa thAya nahIM. ghaNI vakhata jIvane UbharA Ave ke cAle sAdhu thaI jaIe. ethI kaMI kalyANa thAya nahIM. ghaNuM ApaghAta karI nAkhe che. kaMkAsa karIne gherathI nAsI sAdhu thaI jAya che, paNa tyAM jaIne kare zuM ? tyAM paNu daMDA daDe laDe. satsaMge jIvanA kaSAya maMda thAya che. maMdakaSAyamAM kalyANanI bhAvanA jAge che. je ApaNe sAthe Ave te kAmanuM che. A jagata badhuM nATaka jevuM che. keI jJAnI puruSanI AjJA ArAdhe te kalyANa thAya. muzkelI veThIne paNa AjJA ArAdhe te manuSyabhava saphaLa thAya, avaLI samajaNa hoya tyAM sudhI avaLuM sUjhe. majazokhamAM jIva paDI jAya te badhuM bhUlI jAya. 21 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 11, 2009 mumukSu-ApaNe pATha vagere maTethI bolatA hoIe ane keIne aDacaNa paDatI hoya te? pUjyazrI-keI kahe che ke mane aDacaNa paDe che? mumukSu-kahetA te nathI. pUjyazrI--ApaNe moTA avAjathI bolatA hoIe ane keI bIje paNa pATha belate hoya athavA manamAM vAMcato hoya ke svAdhyAya karate hoya te tene tenAmAM bhaMga paDe che, bhUlI javAya. mATe ApaNe dhImethI bolavuM e sAruM che. dhImethI bolavAnI Teva pADavI. prabhuzrIjInA vakhatamAM eka jaNa savAramAM vahele UThIne bhajaniyAM gAya. prabhuzrIe bolAvIne kahyuM ke tAre gAvuM hoya te jA, bahAra carAmAM jaIne gA. rAtre te moTethI bolavAnI zAstramAM paNa nA kahI che. kAraNa ke moDI rAtre moTethI balavAthI ghoLI, ghuvaDa, bilADI vagere hiMsaka prANIo jAgI jAya tethI hiMsA kare. manamAM bolavAnI Teva pADavI e sArI che. ahIM balIe te TheTha carAmAM saMbhaLAya eTaluM meTethI na bolIe. vadhAre UMcA avAje bolavAthI zaktine vyaya thAya che. 22 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 13, 2009 pUjyazrI-kazuM vicAravAnuM rAkhe che? mumukSunA jI. pUjyazrI-divasanA game te samayamAM game te pada, patra, ke pAThane vicAra kare. ApaNe AmAM zuM karavA jevuM che? ema vicAravuM UMDA UtaravAnI jarUra che. vicArathI UMDA UtastAM zIkhAya che. vicAra na kare ane ekaluM zIkhyA kare te UDuM na utarAya. mumukSu-pahelAM Apa nAsika hatA tyAre roja eka patra vicAravAnuM rAkhyuM, paNa pachI vicAravA jatAM vikalpa bahu AvatA tethI baMdha rAkhyuM hatuM. pUjyazrI-vicArate vicArato vikalpomAM caDhI jato? mumukSunhAjI.

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282 AdhAmRta pUjyazrI--vicAra na Ave te vAravAra huM dehAdisvarUpa nathI, huM dehAdisvarUpa nathI, ema gAkha gAkha karavuM. enI meLe vicAra Avaze. bahu vikalpa Ave tyAre lakhavAnu rAkhavuM, teA mana zakAya, kemake lakhavAmAM kharAbara dhyAna rAkhavu paDe che. divasamAM pA ardhAM kalAka vicAravA mATe kADhave. je vastu pAkI meDha thaI gaI heAya tenA vicAra karavAnu rAkhavuM. Atmasiddhi, cha padanA patra ke mekSamALAmAMthI rAja ekAda pATha vicAravAnuM rAkhavu. vadhu na mane te kaMI nahIM. jeTalA vicAranA vakhata rAkhyA hoya teTalA sudhImAM jeTalu vicArAya teTaluM vicAravu. savAramAM traNa vAge UThIne zuM kare che ? mumukSu--me kSamALA, patro, yAgavAsiSTha, dazavaikAlika vagere zIkhelu pheravuM chuM. pUjyazrI-zIkhavAnu kayAre rAkhyuM che? mumukSu--apeAre, khAdhA pachI. pUjyazrI--tattvArtha sUtra' vAMcavA ceAgya che. 'tattvArtha sAra' pachI 'tattvArthasUtra' vAMcavA jevuM che. TIkA sahita vAMcavuM. nahIM to sUtro badhAM sa MkSepamAM che, tethI samajAya nahIM. moDhe karavAM hAya tA thAya. tattvArthasUtra' upara ghaNI TIkAe lakhAyelI che. AAkavArtika' TIkA ahu lAMkhI che. emAM nyAyanA bahu vistAra karyo che. pUjyapAdasvAmInI sarvAsiddhi' nAmanI TIkA sArI che. te vAMcavA jevI che, 23 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 14, 2009 je mukhapATha karIe te atha sAthe karavuM. prazna-darzana je thayAM jIjIAM, te eghanajarane phere re" (pahelo STi) eTale zuM ? pUjayazrI--judAM judAM danA thavAnu kAraNa edhanajara che. prazna-ajJAnadazAmAM dhama kare te badhuM ajJAna che ? pUjyazrI--badhuM ajJAna. leADhA upara bhAMta pADe paNa letuM ja ne! kaI sAnuM na thAya. prazna-ajJAna che tethI badhuM ajJAna ja thAya ? e zAthI maTe ? pUjyazrI--jJAnIthI maTe kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke AtmAne oLakhavA hAya te AtmAnA paricayI thavuM. pachI samyagdarzana thAya tyAre badhuM savaLuM, samyagdarzana thaye badhu... pAMza che. khAkI badhAM sUtro vAMcIne abhimAna kare ke ame te badhAM sUtro vAMcI lIdhAM che. prazna--mamAM zAstro vAMcatAM emane jJAna na thAya? pUjyazrI--kevI rIte thAya? ema hAya teA pustaka paNa jJAnavALuM thaI jAya ! AkhuM pustakAlaya jJAnavALuM thaI jAya ! samyagdana vagara jJAna ajJAnarUpa kahevAya, cAritra paNa kucAritra kahevAya. ajJAnadazAmAM mithyAdarzana, mithyAjJAna ane mithyAcAritra anubhavAya che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke jJAnIthI ajJAna maTe, tyAre jJAnadazAmAM Ave. jJAnadazA samyagdarzana, sabhyajJAna, samyakUcAritra che. jema suvaNa upara bhAMta pADe te savamaya ja che, tema jJAnInA adhA bhAva jJAnamaya ja che.

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saMgraha 5 283 24 zrImad rA. . agAsa, aSADa suda 1, 29 karavAnuM che AtmAnA hita mATe. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke je kaMI karavuM te AtmArthe karavuM. AtmAne bhU te badhuM nakAmuM jAya. lokene dekhADavA kare te kaMI kAmanuM nathI. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke AtmA juo. beTTo hoya te bIjuM jue. AtmAne na bhUla. prabhuzrIjI daSTAMta ApatA ke dUdha meLavavuM hoya te aMdara meLavaNa nAkhe te dahIM thAya. ema ne ema te dUdha bagaDI jAya. tema je kaMI karavuM temAM "AtmArthe karavuM che e meLavaNa nAkhavuM, te kAma bagaDe nahIM. 25 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 2, 2009 mumukSu-ghara kuTuMba badhuM bhulAtuM nathI ane "AtmAnuM vismaraNa, kema thayuM haze?" (142) pUjyazrI-meha che. kalpitanuM mAhAtmya che. AtmAnI phikara nathI. mithyAtva che, tethI nAzavaMtane zAzvata mAne che ane zAzvata vastunI garaja nathI. anAdikALathI mithyAtvanA saMskAra enI sAthe che ja. kaMI pachI thayA nathI. jyAre daSTi khUle tyAre lAge ke AtmAne kema bhUlI ga ? samyagdarzana thAya tyAre ema lAge. rAgadveSa kSaya karavAnI laya lagADavAnI che. jIvane garaja nathI, te jJAnI zuM kare ? garaja na jAgI hoya tyAMsudhI kaMI na thAya. dIkSA le paNa pitAnAM pariNAma bhaNI javuM agharuM che. e te pAchuM karma mArga Ape tyAre thAya. AtmA che ke nathI, ema kaI pUche te e keNa pUche che? AtmA ja. te basa, AtmA che ja. jeTalA bhava kare, temAM "deha te huM evA saMskAra rahe che, te anAdimithyAtva che. "huM dehathI bhinna chuM, ema thavuM te ja samakita che. "huM dehAdisvarUpa nathI, deha strI putrAdi keI paNa mArAM nathI." (62) ema thAya tyAre samyagdarzana thAya. - kRpALudeve AgalA bhavamAM digaMbara dIkSA pALI hatI ema kahevAya che. te bhavamAM paNa emanuM nAma rAjacaMdra hatuM. A bhavamAM pahelAM te kRpALudevanuM nAma bIjuM ApyuM hatuM (lakSamIcaMda ke abhecaMda), paNa pite ja traNa cAra varSanA thayA tyArathI pitAnuM nAma rAyacaMda rakhAvyuM, ane lekha vageremAM "rAjacaMdra lakhatA tethI "zrImad rAjacaMdra nAma kAyama thayuM. ["cAritra cakravatI" vaMcAtAM 26 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 4, 2009 pUjyazrI-viSayane vaza thavuM e naraka jevuM che. naraka karatAM bhayaMkara che. jene mese javuM che te saMsAramAM kyAM mAthAM mAre? je bhega bhegavanArA che te munione samajI zaktA nathI. Akho laka baLa ja che. javALAmukhI parvata upara badhA beThA che. vividha tApathI AkuLavyAkuLa che. jaDavAdane yamAlaya kahevA jevuM che. paisA ekaThA karIne jIvane bhega joIe che, paNa e te meTI vikRti che. kSamA, dayA, zAMti rAkhe tyAM laDAI, beMba kaMI jarUranAM nathI. janmamaraNanuM kAraNa vAsanA che. vAsanA kSaya thAya tene mokSa thAya. munio paraMpadArthane tyAga kare che ane tene meha dUra karavA tapa kare che. vAsanA ghaTe teTale mahAtmA thAya. vAsanA

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4 dhAmRta AchI karavI hAya tene doDAdoDa karavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI. kRpALudeva jyAre dukAnanuM kAma karI ekalA zAMta besatA tyAre leAkA kahetA ke nakAmA beThA che. saMcAnu peDu vadhAre jozathI cAle tyAre cAlatuM nathI ema dekhAya che, tema AtmAmAM puruSA vizeSa thatA hAya tyAre leAkAne jaDa jevuM dekhAya che. AMkhe mI'celI dekhAya, sthira beThA hAya tethI bahArathI jonArane kaMI puruSArtha karatA nathI ema lAge che, nakAmA beThA che ema lAge che. 27 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 5, 2009 bairAgya e ja anaMta sukhamAM laI janAra utkRSTa lAmiyA che." (me. para) ATalAM vaSa bhega bhAgaLyA te paNa tRpti thai nahIM, AzAnA khADA purAya evA nathI. jyAM rAga che tyAM dveSa che. jo buddhimAMthI viparyAsapaNuM maTI jAya te buddhi sIdhI thAya. tethI vairAgyaupazama thAya che. AtmA ja paramAnadarUpa che, eveA nizcaya karavA. te ja puruSArtha che. kame zUrA te dhame zUrA." laDavA beThA tyAre badhu... cheDayuM. samyagdarzana thayA pachI dharmImAM zUravIra thavAya che. vibhAva che te svabhAva nathI ane svabhAva che te vibhAva nathI. zubha hAya teya vibhAva che ane azubha hAya teAya vibhAva che. annenu kAraNa eka ja che. ekkethI meAkSa nathI. puNyathI ya mekSa nathI. puNyapApa beyanI hALI karavAnI che. 28 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 6, 2009 satzAstra pramANe jevuM jIvana che, tenI pAse zAstra samaje teA samajAya. peAtAnI ceAgyatA vinA zAstra vAMce te samajAya nahIM. yogyatA AvavA vivekanI jarUra che. e viveka sadguruthI Ave che. * * * puNyapApa ane vibhAva che ane sa'sAraneA Azraya kare che ethI mekSa thAya nahIM. vItyA kALa anaMta te, ka zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje meAkSasvabhAva.'' zubhAzubha karmImAM ana takALa gayA, ene IMDhatAM meAkSa thAya che. puNya upAdeya che ema jIvAne lAge che. upAdeya te mekSa che. AtmAthe tapa karuM chuM ema lakSa hAya tyAM AtmAnu kAraNu thAya ane AtmA bhUlI jAya te mAnamAM taNAI jAya, prazna--eTaluM badhuM tapa kare che te dehAdhyAsa chUTe ne ? pUjayazrI--evuM kazuM ja nathI. dehAdhyAsa cheDavA mATe kare te dehAdhyAsa chUTe. A hu oDuM chuM tenA karatA mane vizeSa sukha maLaze ema jANIne ajJAnI tapa kare che. ghaNA sAdhue thaIne samAjanI sevA karavA lAgI jAya che. leAkeAne sAruM dekhADavA kare che. je karavAnuM che te paDathuM rahe che. sAdhu thayA reMTale badhu thaI gayu, ema thaI jAya che. pariNAma kevAM varte che te lakSa rAkhavA. sUkSmadraSTi rAkhavI. mArI vRtti zuddhamAM che ke azuddhamAM? enA jIvane lakSa paNa AvatA nathI. 29 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 10, 2009 jJAnInI AjJAe varte te meAkSa thAya. jJAnIne game nahIM tevuM na mele, na Acare

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raspa saha5 te karma kyAMthI baMdhAya? ene mokSa thAya. arpaNabuddhimAM zaMkA thAya te kaMI lAbha na thAya. niHzaMkatAthI AjJA ArAdhavI, arpaNabuddhi karavI. kRpALudeve pUMjAbhAIne kahyuM ke tamAruM tana, mana, dhana badhuM mane arpaNa karI gha. paMjAbhAI e badhuM kRpALudevane arpaNa karyuM. pachI gAMdhIjI maLyA tyAre lAgyuM ke A te tIrthakara jevA che, paNa kRpALudevane badhuM arpaNa kareluM te yAda AvyuM tethI emanI pAse je dhana hatuM te gAMdhIjIne ApIne zrImad rAjacaMdra purAtatvamaMdira' nAme pustakAlayanI vyavasthA karAvI. kahevAnuM ke je barAbara arpaNa na karyuM hoya te jIva bIjAmAM jaI caDhe. arpaNatA jevI tevI nathI. puruSa sivAya bIjAmAM vRtti che te kapaTa ja che. AtmA satya, bIjuM badhuM mithyA ema lAgyuM hoya te jIva bIje coMTe nahIM. sAcI zraddhA AvI te pachI "chUTuM, chUTuM" ema thAya. bIjuM AvI paDe teya game nahIM. jIva bIjAne mUDe, paNa pite mUMDAne nathI. chUTavA mATe badhuM karavAnuM hatuM ane "chUTuM chUTuM" te thayuM nahIM. vAsanA te aMdaranI aMdara rahI. ["cAritra cakravartI" vaMcAta] 30 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 11, 2009 IcchA e ja dukha che, rAgadveSa na thavA devA e ja khare puruSArtha che. IcchA thAya tyAre duHkha thAya che. bhakti kare ane ema che ke mane dhana maLe, nekarI maLe, putra maLe. evI IcchA na karavI. vItarAga bhagavAna pAse AvavuM zA mATe? vItarAgatA mATe. janmamaraNa ghaTe e mATe bhagavAna pAse javAnuM che. bhagavAna pAse mAge tethI kaMI maLe nahIM, puNya hoya te maLe. bhagavAna pAse jaIne mAgavuM e alaukika mithyAtva che. vItarAgadeva alaukika che. temanI pAse mAge tethI mithyAtva daDha thAya che. bhagavAna pAse jaIne mAgavuM e tIvra lebha che. tethI pApa baMdhAya che. bhagavAna pAse to vItarAgatAnI mAgaNI karavI. rega Ave ke dhana na maLe tyAre rega maTavA ke dhana maLavA leka aMtarAya karmanI pUjA bhaNAve che, ethI mithyAtva daDha thAya che. 31 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 13, 2009 pUjyazrI-AjJAe vartavuM e ja mokSa che. AjJAe varte te mokSa thAya ja. caitanyapaNuM e upaga che. jJAnadarzana bannene bheguM kahevuM hoya te citanyapaNuM kahevAya. jyAre vizeSa bheda paDe tyAre jJAna juduM ane darzana juduM. upaga kahe ke caitanyapaNuM kaho e ja eka AtmAnuM lakSaNa che. lakSaNa eTale jethI vastu oLakhAya. astipaNuM che te te jaThamAM paNa hoya che, paNa caitanyapaNuM te AtmAmAM ja che. prazna-sapuruSanA caraNunuM dhyAna karavuM eTale zuM? - pUjyazrI--caraNanA artho aneka che. sAmAnya rIte te temanA caraNanuM dhyAna karavuM eTale temanA caraNanA darzana karyA hoya te na bhUle. e prema uparathI sAmAnya artha che. pachI caraNane artha cAritra che. puruSanI AjJA e paNa caraNa che. puruSanI samIpe rahevuM

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ra86 bodhAmRta e paNa caraNa che. kaI paNa vacana puruSa pAsethI maLyuM te temAM ja citta rAkhavuM te satparuSanA caraNanuM dhyAna che. 32 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 15, 2009 badhAnuM kAraNa pitAnA AtmasvarUpane anubhava e che. e thAya te pachI mekSa thAya. traNe kALa dehanI sAthe jANe saMbaMdha nahete evuM karavAnuM che. sebhAgabhAIe kRpALudevane lakheluM ke dana AThathI A AtmA ane A deha ema be phaTa judA bhAse che. tetrIsa sAgara sudhI AyuSya hoya, paNa chevaTe deha to choDa ja paDe che. hoDI heya te hoDImAM besIne pelI pAra javAnuM che. heDI te pachI tyAM ja paDI rahevAnI che. e heDI je A manuSyadeha ApaNane maLe che. te A saMsAra dariyo tarIne pelI pAra jatA rahevuM. zarIra te ahIM ja paDyuM rahevAnuM che. 33 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa vada 1, 2009 duHkhanAM kAraNone sukhane kAraNe mAne che. duHkha hoya ane mAne sukha. heya duHkhI ane mAne ke sukhI chuM. e badhe mehano ja prabhAva che. karma hoya tyAMsudhI sukha kyAMthI hoya? meha hoya tyAMsudhI udAsInatA rahe nahIM. samyagdaSTine karma baMdhAtAM nathI ema vyavahArathI kahevAya che. sAtamA guNasthAnakamAM paramAtmasvarUmAM lInatA hoya che, paNa vadhAre vakhata TakI zakAtuM nathI. 34 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADha vada 1, 2009 ahIM Ave te satsaMga, bhakti thAya; sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe. rAtre pANI pIvAnuM ochuM karI nAkhe te lAbha ghaNe thAya. ema karatAM karatAM pANI rAtre na pIvuM te vizeSa lAbha che. rAtre pANI pIvuM te lehI pIe tevuM che. cAle evuM hoya te rAtre pANI pIvuM nahIM. reja Atmasiddhi belavI. Atmasiddhi re ja vicArAya te A dehamAM AtmA rahyo che te samajAya. navakAramaMtra ane "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" e eka ja che. arihaMta sahajAtmasvarUpa che, siddha sahajAnmasvarUpa che, AcArya sahajAnmasvarUpa che, upAdhyAya sahajAnmasvarUpa che, sAdhu paNa sahajatmasvarUpa che. A badhAmAM pUjavAyegya vastu sahajatmasvarUpa che. ane pAMce parameSThI paramaguru che. kRpALudeve ApaNane TUMkAmAM sahajAnmasvarUpa paramagumAM badhuM kahI dIdhuM che. mumukSu--dhyAnamAM zuM karavuM? pUjyazrI--"auSadha vicAra dhyAna" ema kahyuM che. prathama AtmA che. AtmA mane dehathI bhinna lAge che ke kema? ema vicAravuM, te dhyAna che. AtmasiddhimAM cha pada che tene vicAra kare. AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, joktA che, mokSa che, mekSane upAya che. e cha padane vicArI chaThThA padamAM pravartavAnuM che. vicArarUpa dhyAna thayA pachI nirvikalapa dhyAna thAya che. nahIM te dhyAna na thAya, kalpanA thAya. eTale ApaNAthI bane teTale puruSArtha kare.

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saMgraha 5 287 ["cAritra cakravatI" vaMcAtAM]. 35 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa vada 3, 2009 nara, tiryaMca, deva ane nArakI e cAre gatimAM samati thaI zake che. eka to bhavya hAya, jene mana prApta thayuM hoya, jene vizuddhilabdhi-eTale sArAM kAma karavAmAM utsAha-te prApta thaI haya, UMghamAM ke svapnAmAM samakita na thAya tethI je jAgRta hoya, jene pati pUrI thaI hoya ane jene ardha pudgala-parAvartanathI vadhu saMsAra bAkI rahyo na hoya. eTalI gyatA hoya tyAre jIvane samati prApta thAya che. keI ema kahe ke mAre Aje ja samakti karavuM che, marI jauM', paNa samakita te prApta karavuM ja, ema karyAthI na thAya. e potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI. ene mATe yogyatAnI jarUra che. ghaNuM yegyatA vadhe tyAre thAya che. puruSArthathI ja mukhyapaNe thAya che, paNa e ekadama thatuM nathI. karmonI sthiti ochI thAya tyAre thAya che. dravyaliMgI munine AkhI jiMdagI cAritra pALatAM chatAM mokSa thato nathI ane koI jIva nityanigodamAMthI nIkaLI, manuSyabhavamAM AvI ATha varSe samakita pAme, dIkSA laIne kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe jatuM rahe che; kAraNa ke ene beTA saMskAra paDelA hatA nathI, kerA kAgaLa jevo hoya che, tethI ene kaI sAcI vastu maLe ke jhaTa pakaDAI jAya. prazna--nigodamAM paNa nikaTabhavi hoya che? - pUjyazrI-hA, nigodamAM paNa hoya che. pahelAMthI ja jIva nigodamAM che. tyAMthI AvIne manuSyabhava pAmI kSe jaI zake che. AsannabhavyapaNuM, manasahitapaNuM, karmanI vizeSa nirjarA ane vizuddha pariNAma e samyaktvanAM aMtaraMga kAraNa che. marudevAmAtA keLanA vRkSamAMthI AvI, manuSyabhava pAmI, kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe jatAM rahyAM. ardhapudgalaparAvartana kALa paNa kaMI je te nathI, anaMta kALa jevo che. game te samakita AvyuM hoya te paNa ardhapudgalaparAvartana kALamAM mokSe jAya ja. keI ja ardhapudgalaparAvartana kALa pUre thavAmAM aMtamuhUrta bAkI hoya teTalAmAM samakti prApta karI le che, muni paNuM AvI jAya che ane kevaLajJAna pAmI kSe jatA rahe che. jene pUrve bAMdhelAM kamenI sthiti aMtaHkaTokaTI sAgaranI thaI jAya che tene ja samati thAya che. sAtamI narakamAM paNa kaI jIva tyAM ghaNuM duHkha hevAthI samati pAme che. have tyAM to keI upadeza denAra nathI, chatAM samati thAya che. 36 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa vada 5, 2009 kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "ahIM te amRtanI sADI nALiyerI che." (180). kRpALu devanuM game te vacana hoya te amRta ja che. vakhata maLe te jJAnI puruSanAM vacana vicAravAmAM, vAMcavAmAM gALa. IndriyenA saMcA kyAre kharAba thaI jaze, tenI khabara nathI. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke je te vRddha hoya te mata bhaNI daSTi karI AjanA divasamAM praveza kara" (2-28) kema samAdhimaraNa thAya, te lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. ghaNuM kUtarAkAgaDAnA bhava maLyA, tyAM samAdhimaraNa thayuM nahIM, paNa have A bhavamAM te samAdhimaraNa karavAnuM che.

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88 madhAmRta samyagdarzana game te gatimAM sAthe jAya, paNa cAritra sAthe na jAya. game teTaluM sAdhupaNuM hoya, agiyArame gaye hoya teya deha chUTatAM cothe AvI jAya. sarvArthasiddhithI manuSyamAM AvI te bhAve niyamA mokSe jAya. jJAnAvaraNIya karatAM mehane kSaya karavAne che. kSapazamajJAnane khasatAM vAra na lAge; sAcuM samati na jAya. mAnyatA mUkI de te jatuM paNa rahe. kSAyika na jAya. meTAmAM moTI kasoTI maraNa che. aMbAlAlabhAIe bhAgabhAIne maratI vakhate smaraNa saMbhaLAvavA mAMDyuM, tyAre bhAgAbhAIe kahyuM ke "aMbAlAla, sebhAgane bIjuM heAya nahIM.' meTA munione paNa durlabha, evI dazA sebhAgabhAIe prApta karI hatI. kRpALudeve emane pahelAM bahu cetAvyA hatA, paramapuruSadazAne lakSa rAkhavA kaheluM. mahApuruSanA ge saMskAra paDyA hoya che, tenI bhAvanA thAya che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke IzvarecchAthI je kaI paNa jIvanuM kalyANa vartamAnamAM paNa thavuM sarjita haze te te tema thaze, ane te bIjethI nahIM paNa amathakI, ema paNa atra mAnIe chIe". (398) je garajavALA hoya tenuM kAma thAya che. kalyANa zAthI thAya? pratyakSa sapuruSanI AjJAthI. emAM ruci thaze tyAre kalyANa thaze. kRpALudeva AtmajJAnI puruSa che. emanI AjJAthI AtmajJAna thAya evuM che. mahApuruSanuM eka vacana laIne ghasI nAkhyuM te kAma thayuM. have sAcuM ja karavuM che. navarA paDIe ke smaraNa, vAcana, vicAra karavAnuM rAkhavuM. 37 zrImadda rA. A. agAsa, aSADa vada 6, 2009 "nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM seya." vrataniyama badhuM karavAnuM che, paNa nizcaya cUkyo te kaMI na thAya, saMsArane saMsAra rahe. puruSArtha karaze te sAro kALa, sAruM saMhanana badhuM maLaze. anAdi kALathI ema cAlyuM Ave che ke kaI kriyAone sthApe che, kaI jJAnane ja mekSanuM kAraNa kahe che. paNa hoya joIe. pakSIne be pAMkha hoya te UDe. eka pAMkha phUTI jAya te UDI zake nahIM. tema ekalA jJAnathI mekSa na thAya, ekalI kriyAthI paNa mekSa na thAya. - DigrI meLavavA jevuM samakti nathI ke amuka pustaka vAMcavAthI thaI jAya. samyagdarzana apUrva vastu che. eTalAM pustaka vAMce te thAya evuM heta te ghaNA samakitI thaI jAta. agiyAra aMga sudhI bhaNe teya na thAya evuM durlabha che ane jhaTa paNa thaI zake che, paNa ene mATe ghaNuM taiyArI joIe. jJAnAvaraNIya evuM che ke gokhe te meDhe thaI jAya, paNa jJAnI puruSe mukhya darzanamehane kADhavAnuM kahe che. darzanameha javA bodhanI jarUra che. ATalA kALa sudhI meM mAre kaMI vicAra karyo ja nahIM ? e vicAramAM ene pitAnuM astitva bhAse. tethI paheluM pitAnuM svarUpa bhAse. upara karmarUpI mATI paDI gaI che te UkhaDI jAya te AtmA pragaTa thAya ane ene lAge ke AtmA ja pahele che. paheluM pApathI chUTavuM ane zubha mArgamAM rahevuM. pAyanA vika chUTI jAya te mATe vrataniyama karavAnA kahyA che, paNa pAchuM emAM ja rahevAnuM nathI. jJAnamAM vRtti rAkhavAnI che. ane jyAre saMpUrNa dazA thAya tyAre pite ja paramAtmA thAya

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289 che. prabhuzrI pahelAM AtmA jotA. game te vastu jue te kahe ke Aya mArI sAkSAt AtmA che. jenAra pite sAkSAt AtmA che. darzanamehane pahelo kSaya karavAne che. ["cAritra cakravartI" vaMcAta] 38 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADha vada 8, 2009 "AtmAnuzAsana' nAmano graMtha che, te guNabhadrAcArye race che. te AcArya kahe che ke A graMthane sAMbhaLIne Daraze nahIM. jema bALakane davA pAvA jAya tyAre Dare che, tema amArAM sukhe choDAvI deze ema mAnI bhaya pAmaze nahIM. tame badhA sukhane ja Icche che ane ame paNa tamane sukha thAya e ja upadeza ApIe chIe. game teTalAM zAstro zIkhele heya, tapa karate hoya, saMyama pALate hoya, paNa samyagdarzana na hoya te patharAnA bhAre jevuM che ane je samyagdarzana hoya te e ratna jevAM che. jema koI mATe patharo laI vecavA jAya te be cAra AnA maLe ane keI eka nAnuM sarakhuM ratna laIne jAya te karoDa rUpiyA maLe. tema samyaktva hoya te badhAM vrata ratna jevAM che; nahIM te bhArarUpa che. saMsAramAM sukhI che evAne paNa dharma karavAnI jarUra che. garIba hoya te bhakti kare, ApaNe te paisA che, tethI sukhI chIe. duHkhI hoya te dharma kare. ema vicAravuM yathArtha nathI. saMsAranAM sukha ke duHkha badhAM duHkha ja che. "AtmAnuzAsana graMtha vairAgya vadhe e che, paNa pAchuM tevuM vAtAvaraNa joIe. pahelAM huM ANaMdathI ahIM prabhuzrIjI pAse Avate tyAre prabhuzrIjIe mane 'AtmAnuzAsana' graMtha vAMcavA Apele. pachI ANaMda gaye. badhuM kAma pUruM thaI gayA pachI thAka lAgate tethI sAMje vizrAma levA besate. te vakhate AtmAnuzAsana' graMtha vAMcate, paNa tyAre UMgha AvatI ane ema lAgatuM ke A pustakamAM kaMI rasa ja nathI. vAtAvaraNa evuM hovAthI evuM lAgatuM. paNa ahIM AvyA pachI jyAre vAMcavA maLyuM, tyAre lAgyuM ke ahe ! A te kaI adUbhuta graMtha che. 39 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 1, 2009 tyAM AphrikA javAnuM che te je sAta vyasanane tyAga lIdhe che te sAcavIe. tyAM te evA saMga maLe ke kaMI ne kaMI vyasana vaLagI jAya. tyAM bhaNavA jaIe tyAre kharAba chokarAnI sAthe bhAIbaMdhI na karIe. sAre chokare maLe te karavI, nahIM te bhaNIne ghera AvavuM. ravivAre rajA hoya te ApaNe dharmanuM gekhavuM. bhakti karavI. tattvajJAnamAMthI ke bIjAmAMthI meDhe karavAnuM vadhAre rAkhavuM, kaMTALavuM nahIM. bIjI vAta kare te vikathA thAya; tethI karma baMdhAya. reja thoDuM gokhavAnuM rAkhavuM. pustaka vAMcatAM ApaNane je sAruM lAge te eka neTamAM utArI laIe. ema karatAM karatAM cAra pAMca varSe eka evI noTa taiyAra thAya ke badhAM zAstrone sAra emAM AvI jAya. gekhe te dharmadhyAna thAya, vAMce te dharmadhyAna thAya, vicAre te dharma dhyAna thAya. e dharmadhyAna jIvane hitakArI che, A manuSyabhava heDI je maLe che, te ahIM ja paDayo rahevAne che, paNa jo turIne pilI pAra 37

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290 badhAmRta ja rahe te saMsArasAgara taryo kahevAya. jagatamAM badheya duHkha che dukha. tArA jevaDA chokarA hoya te beDiMgamAM kapaDAM vagere badhuM saMbhALe che ne? tema AtmAnI vAta paNa saMbhALavAnI che. ApaNuM mULa dhana te jJAnadhana che te vadhAravAnuM che. prabhuzrIjI eka vAta kahetA. eka gurune tArA je ziSya hate. vihAra karatAM eka gAmaDAmAM guru ziSya jaI caDhayA. dharmazALAmAM UtaryA. paMthane zrama gurune lAgele dUra karavA zikhe cheDI sevA karI. ane gocarIno vakhata thatAM vastImAM javA AjJA mAgI. gurunI rajA maLatAM bhikSAe javAnI taiyArI karI eka lattAmAM ziSya jato hato tyAre pAMjarAmAM rahelA eka popaTe kahyuM : mahArAja padhAro." ziSyane navAI lAgI. pAMjarA pAse gaye tyAM popaTe kahyuM: "mAjI, mahArAja vaheravA padhAryA che. tyAM te gharamAMthI eka vRddha bAI ane be traNa chekarAM bahAra AvyAM. vinaya saha mahArAjane bhikSA levA aMdara laI gayAM. mahArAja joItI gya bhikSA laI bahAra AvyA tyAre pipaTe pUchayuM : "mahArAja, tamArI sAthe koI moTA sAdhu che?" ziSya kahyuM: "hA, mArA gurujI che." popaTe pUchayuM : "te mArI eka vAta temane pUchI kAle javAba mane jaNAvaze" ziSya hA pADI eTale popaTe kahyuM: "huM A pAMjarAmAMthI kevI rIte mukta thAuM? eTaluM pUchI lAvaje." bIjethI DI DI bhikSA laI ziSya guru pAse gaye. tyAM teNe popaTanI vAta tathA prazna gurune jaNAvyAM. jJAnI guru ekadama jamIna para gabaDI paDyA. thoDIvAra hAtha-paga halAvI mukhathI kaMI avAja karI, zAMta pA kalAka paDI rahyA. ziSya gabharAye, zIta upacAra karavA lAge. pachI bhAnamAM AvyA hoya tema beThA thayA. bannee bhojana karyuM. bIje divase gocarIne vakhata thayo tyAre ziSya gurunI AjJA laI bhikSA mATe varatImAM gaye. popaTane badhI bInA kahI. popaTa rAmajI gaye. mahArAja gayA pachI "cIMcIM" zabda karI, pAMkho phaphaDAvI, te zALIA parathI pAMjarAmAM paDI gaye. chokarAM AvIne jue te popaTa bebhAna jaNAye. tethI pAMjaruM choDI agAzImAM vAvAza khulluM karIne badhAM jamavA gayAM. popaTa pAMjarAmAMthI nIkaLI UDI gayo. A rahasyamaya kathA bahu vicAravA gya che. temAM muktimArga darzAvyuM che. ["graMtha-yugala''mAMthI A vAta kahI ne? tene sTImaramAM beThA beThA vicAra karIe ke ApaNane AvI vAta zA mATe kahI haze? hamaNAM tane A vAta nahIM samajAya, paNa pachI samajAze. eTaluM yAda rAkhaje ke mane jJAnI puruSe evI vAta zA mATe kahI haze? bane teTale ene vicAra kare. bhUlI na jaIe. 40 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 2, 2009 koNa jANe kyAre deha chUTaze, tenI khabara nathI. eka jaNa khAvA beThe hate. keLiye laI moDhAmAM mUkato hato eTalAmAM deha chUTI gaye. jema gadheDAnuM pUchaDuM pakaDyuM hoya ane lAta mAre teya choDe nahIM, tema jIva saMsAramAM duHkha bhogave che, tema chatAM tene ja pakaDI rAkhe che, choDatuM nathI. eka divasa puruSArtha karavAthI karma khase evAM nathI. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI kare tyAre se. jema nAne chokarA mATInA baLadane, gheDAne, maTarane,

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ra91 ramakaDAne A mAruM che, A mAruM che, ema mAne che tema jIva AkhI jiMdagI sudhI mAruM mAruM kare che. thoDAka divase badhuM ahIM ja paDyuM raheze. jagatamAM viSayanI IcachA piSavAvALA ghaNuM vadhI rahyA che. tema upara uparathI AtmAnI vAta kare tevA paNa ghaNA vadhI rahyA che. ghaNA evA maLe che ke viSayanI IcchA hoya ane upara uparathI AtmAnI vAta kare. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ne? "A kALamAM ATaluM vadhyuM-jhAjhA mata, jhAjhA tatvajJAnIo, jhAjhI mAyA ane jhAjhe parigrahavizeSa." (21-95) ke, kaThaNa kaThaNa je laukika zAstro che sthApatya, vijJAna vagere, tene jANe che ane keTalAka AdhyAtmika zAstro meDhe karI jJAnI puruSanAM vacane lekanI sabhAmAM bele. loke te bicArA jANatA nathI tethI mAne ke oha! enA jevuM samyaktva kyAM maLe ? e te meTA jJAnI che. 41 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 7, 2009 mumukSu-abhavya che te mAnanI IcchAthI zAstro bhaNe che. je mAna che te navagheyaka sudhI kema jAya che? mAnanI, bheganI IcchA hoya te navagreveyaka sudhI kema jAya? pUjyazrI-vAsanA rahI jAya che. e Icchate nathI; paNa e jaga maLe, mAna maLe, te rAjI thAya. aMdara vAsanA che, paNa bahArathI IcchA nathI. saMsAra sukharUpa che evI ene bhramaNuM rahe che. barAbara sAdhupaNuM pALe che, paNa ene samyakatva je mekSanI ruci che te jAgI nathI. tethI saMsAranAM sukha sArAM che ema lAge che. tapasyA karI, badhuM karI pAcho saMsAra bhANuM vaLI jAya che. sadguru saMsArane jherarUpa gaNe che ema ene thatuM nathI. bhegave nahIM chatAM ene avyaktapaNe saMsAra sAro lAge che. enI uDe IcchA rahe che. thAya teTalI kaThaNAI veThe che paNa ruci ene judI ja hoya che. e samavasaraNamAM jAya, paNa zuM kare? tyAM jaIne jue paNa bhagavAnanuM svarUpa ene khyAlamAM na Ave. upara uparathI dekhe che. zAstro vAMcI karIne jJAnI maLyA hoya toya e abhavya jIva pharato nathI. evI sArI jagyAmAM eno janma paNa thatuM nathI. manuSyabhava maLe, zAstro vAMce paNa karavAnuM che te rahI jAya che. sAdhupaNuM barAbara pALe che, paNa vAsanA rahI jAya, avyaktapaNe viSayabheganI vAMcchA rahyA kare che. arpaNatA karavAnI che, te ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva dehAdimAM thAya che te maTADavA karavAnI che. kRpALudeve paNa lakhyuM che. arpaNabhAva karyA pachI mamatva na rahe. janake aSTAvakrane tana, mana, dhana badhuM sepI dIdhuM. pachI aSTAvake ene kahyuM ke tuM mAruM A rAjyanuM kAma kara. janakarAjA A gurunuM rAjya che, huM te nokara chuM, ema gaNI rAjya karatA. dareka kAma karatI vakhate pahelAM te gurune saMbhAratA. A gurunuM kAma karuM chuM ema karI kAma karatA, tethI ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAva thatuM nahotuM. ahaMbhAva-mamatvabhAva jo bahu durlabha che. ApyA pachI ahaMbhAva kare ke mAruM zarIra sAruM, rUpALuM che, te cAra kahevAya. arpaNa karyA pachI pitAnuM kaMI na manAya. puNyane laIne badhuM maLe che. puNyathI paisA maLI Ave, paNa ene sArA nathI

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bedhAmRta mAnavA. pApane pApa ja jANavuM che. aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM parigrahane pApa kahyuM che. mAnyatA sAcI na thAya tyAM sudhI mekSa thAya nahIM. dhana vadhe tema pApa ja vadhe che, ema jANavuM. lahamI badhI kSaNika che. "lakSamI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM che te kaho!" ahIMthI AyuSya pUrNa thAya tyAre sAthe pApa Ave. mATe kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM levuM. paisA parathI rUci ochI thAya te sanzAstramAM ruci thAya. puruSanAM vacane vAMcavAM, vicAravAM, zraddhAM. zraddhavAmAM kaMI paisA besatA nathI. game tevI kamANI thatI hoya paNa ApaNe je vAMcavA niyama rAkhyuM hoya te na choDa. puNyanA udayane lIdhe badhuM dekhAya che. pApa Ave tyAre badhuM lAvIne pakaDI rAkhe teya na rahe, jatuM rahe. karma che ema bele che paNa tevI zraddhA jIvane thatI nathI. huM karuM chuM ema thAya che. dhanane sAruM mAne che, bIjAne lUMTI lAvI ekaThuM karyuM hoya te badhuM jatuM rahevAnuM che. cakavartIone tyAM paNa rahyuM nathI. thoDA vakhatamAM badhuM jatuM rahevAnuM che. bhavaga vadhe evuM kare che. anIti vagere karI pApa vadhAre che. anIti karI paisA ekaThA kare che. tethI pApa karI narakamAM jAya che. e UlaTo raste che, duHkhI thavAne rasto che, sIdhe raste nathI. game teTalI vipatti Ave; paNa dhIraja rAkhavI. ghaNu gabharAI jAya che ke zuM thaze? maraNa thaze? paNa dhIraja rAkhavI ke bahu thaze te zuM? deha chUTI jaze. bhagavAya che teTaluM chUTe che. "thAya bhegathI dUra." kaI vakhata apavitra vicAra na AvavA devA. apavitra vicAra AvyuM te ArtadhyAna thayA vinA na rahe. dhIraja rAkhavI, pavitra rahevuM. eTaluM kare te ene pApane udaya dUra thaye, puNyano udaya thAya. pApano udaya haMmezAM na rahe, koInA upara deSa ArApita na karavA. mAre ja evA karmane udaya che. evAM ja karma bAMdhyAM hatAM tethI AvuM thayuM, ema karI dhIraja rAkhavI. mana che te emanuM ema jhaTa vaza thaI jAya evuM nathI. dhIme dhIme vaza thatuM thatuM thAya che. AnaMdaghanajI jevA paNa bhagavAnane phariyAda kare che? manaDuM kima hi na bAje, he kuMthujina, manaDuM kima hi na bAje." (A. 17) evA moTA munione paNa mana vaza thavuM agharuM paDayuM che. manane smaraNamAM joDavuM. citta na lAge te vadhAre moTethI maMtra belaH "sahajAmasvarUpa paramaguru, sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru....." ema manane thakAvI devuM. je Icache te ApavuM nahIM. enI sAme thavuM. puruSArtha kare te jitAya evuM che. pramAdI thaI jAya te kaMI na thAya. kaDavuM vacana na besavuM. hitakArI, priya ane vinayavALuM vacana bolavuM. vacanathI vera baMdhAya che. vinayathI belavuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke vana verIne paNa vaza kare. 42 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 14, 2009 sAcI vastu maLI ane pakaDI lIdhI te enuM kAma thayuM. A saMsAramAM badhuM lUMTAI javAnuM che. ethI chUTI kaI jJAnIe kahyuM temAM laya lAgI te kAma thaI gayuM. vairAgya

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sahu 5 vagara ThekANuM paDe evuM nathI. AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te jIvane mAthAkUTa karavI paDe. pAtALanuM pANI nIkaLe evuM A bhavamAM karavuM che. AtmAne sparza thAya evuM karavuM che. AtmA jAge evuM karavAnuM che. ratnaciMtAmaNi jevo eke ke manuSyabhavane samaya che. keI samayamAM ene samati thaI jAya, keI samayamAM munipaNuM AvI jAya, keI samayamAM zreNuM mAMDe, kaI samayamAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya, mokSa thaI jAya. AtmA te siMha je che, game teTalAM karma bAMdhyAM hoya teya chUTI jAya. jagatamAM satsaMga satsaMga kahevAya che paNa tethI kAma na thAya. anaMtavAra manuSyabhava maLe, keTalAya satsaMga jIve karyA paNa kalyANa thayuM nahIM. DAMga vAge tyAre khetaramAMthI pADe nIkaLe. tema te satsaMga maLe AtmA jAgaze tyAre ene kahevAnuM nahIM rahe. jJAnInI AjJAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. keI jJAnI maLe te mAre temanI AjJA upAsavI che ema bhAvanA rAkhavI. nAnapaNamAM paNa dharma karI lIdhe te sAthe Ave. jene samAdhimaraNa thavAnuM hoya tene evuM sUjhe che. nAnapaNamAM raMga lAgyuM hoya te ugI nIkaLe. bIjuM badhuM svapnA jevuM che. kazuM sAthe na Ave. kaMI tapa kare te jIvane IcchA rekAya. savAre niyama karyo hoya ke mAre nathI khAvuM, te IcchA na thAya. e badhAM sAdhana che. na kare te kyAMthI thAya ? niyama karavAthI jyAM mana parovavuM hoya tyAM pavAya. AtmAnA uddhAra mATe jeTale zrama leze teTale kAma Avaze. nahIM te dhamaNanI peThe zvAsocchavAsa laI marI jAya. jeTaluM baLa hoya teTaluM jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavAmAM vAparavuM. zraddhA pAkI karI levI, te parabhavamAM sAthe jAya. vAMcatAM AvaDatuM hoya tene kRpALudevanAM vacane ghaNuM kAmanAM che. e uttama che. bIjA zAstro saMskRtamAM hoya te samajAya nahIM. kRpALudeve ApaNe bhASAmAM badhuM lakhI ApyuM che. Atmasiddhi matInA hAra jevI che. bhAvathI bhaNe te keTI karma khapI jAya. pUnamane divasa apUrva che. Atmasiddhi jene puNya hoya tene sAMbhaLavA maLe. moDhe karI hoya te bhUlI na javuM. sAcavIne rAkhavI. 43 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 15, 2009 paccakhANa laIne bhaMga na karavuM. pahelAM ja vicAra kare. Aje mAre upavAsa kare che, te zuM karavA mATe karavAnuM che? te samajIne kare. upavAsane divase vadhAre vAcana, vicAra, dharmadhyAna karavuM. saMyamane mATe upavAsa karavAnuM che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, labha ane pAMca indriyanA viSaya vaza kare te upavAsa thAya, nahIM te lAMghaNa che. na khAya eTale upavAsa na thAya. upavAsa eTale te AtmAnI pAse vasavuM. tithine mATe upavAsa nathI kare, AtmAne mATe kare che. upavAsa na thatuM hoya te bIjuM tapa karavuM. svAdhyAya e tapa che. prAyazcita e paNa tapa che. mahApuruSone vinaya karIe teya tapa che. vaiyAvRtya karIe, dhyAna karIe, kAussagna karIe teya tapa thAya. e badhAM tapa che. 44 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 5, 2009 kRpALudeva teramA varSa pachI te dharmamAM eTalA badhA UMDA UtarI gayelA ke gAMdhIjI

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dhAmRta paNa temane pitAnA upakAra mAnatA ane kRpALadevanI jayaMtI manAvatA. gAMdhIjI lakhe che ke ahiMsAdharma je zIkhe heluM te A rAyacaMdabhAI (rAjacaMdrajI) pAse zIkhe chuM. gAMdhIjIne je brahmacarya vagerenA bhAva thayelA te zrImad rAjacaMdrane laIne. pUrvanI keTalIka kamANu hoya te jIvane sAMbharI Ave. nAnI uMmaramAM jainadharmanuM rahasya emaNe pragaTa karyuM. mULa vastu hatI te badhI emaNe jJAna thayeluM tenA AdhAre kahI. e jainadharmanA sudhAraka kahevAya che. leke rUDhimA paDyA hatA ane mULa vastu bhUlI gayA hatA. te sudhAravA emaNe badhuM lakhyuM che. ["cAritra cakravatI" vaMcAtAM 45 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 8, 2009 ka bIjAne duHkhI karI pite duHkhI thAya che. bIjAne dukha thAya evuM raLe te te paNa pApanuM kAraNa che. azAtA vedanI baMdhAya che. dAna che te vAvavA jevuM che. eka dANe vAve te hajAra dANA thAya. adattAdAna eTale ApyA vagara levuM te cerI che. dAna kare te puNya thAya che, adattAdAnathI pApa thAya che. munine dAna kare-zAstranuM dAna, auSadhadAna, abhayadAna, AhAradAna e badhAM puNyanAM kAraNa che. jemAM pApa thAya tevuM dAna devAyegya nathI. karuNAdAnamAM dayAbhAva hoya che ane pAtradAnamAM pUjyabhAva hoya che. kUvAnuM pANuM vaparAtuM sAruM rahe, tema dAnamAM paisA vaparAya te sAruM rahe. jeNe ApyuM na hoya tenA gharamAM pachI ApavAnuM ya na rahe. bhejarAjA bahu udAra hatA ane game tene meTI meTI rakamo udAratAthI dAnamAM Apate. tethI maMtrIe ene samajAve ema vicArI siMhAsana para "Apattine vicAra karI dAna karavuM joIe ema lakhAvyuM. rAjA samajI gayA ke dAna devAne niSedha kare che, tethI uttaramAM rAjae vAkya lakhAvyuM ke "bhAgyazALIonI pAse Apatti kyAMthI Ave?" tenA uttaramAM pharI maMtrIe lakhAvyuM ke "kadAca deva evuM hoya ke Apatti AvI paNa jAya. rAjAe tene uttara ema lakhAvyuM ke, "durbhAgyane udaya thaze te te vakhate laddamI paNa raheze nahIM. mATe vahetI gaMgAmAM hAtha dhoI levA." pUrvapuNyane laIne prApta thayuM che, tene sadupayega kare te sAthe jAya. jene jarUra hoya tene vivekapUrvaka dAna ApavAnuM che. te dAna denArA sukhI thAya ane lenArA paNuM sukhI thAya. paisA ekaThA karyA hoya ane dAna na kare te nIca kahevAya. daridratAnI prApti dAna na karavAthI thAya che. tethI pApa sUjhe ane pApanuM phaLa duHkha Ave. ["cAritra cakravata" vaMcAtAM] 46 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 10, 2009 have cethA vrata saMbaMdhI kahe che. mULa vrata te ahiMsAvrata che, tene piSavA bIjAM vrate che. maithunamAM paNa hiMsA che. tethI tyAgavA kahyuM che. nizcayathI te AtmAmAM rahevuM te brahmacarya che. paNa te mATe vyavahArabrahmacaryanI jarUra che. parastrIne mAtA, bahena, putrI samAna gaNavI. mananI nirmaLatA na thavAnuM kAraNa abrahmacarya che. mana jItavuM hoya te brahmacarya pALavA yogya che. jagatamAMthI kaMI joItuM nathI ema thAya tyAre brahmacarya paLAya. prabhuzrIjI

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saMpa7 5 2ma kahetA gyatA lAve, yegyatA lA. e yogyatA brahmacaryathI Ave che. prabhuzrIjI vAraMvAra kahetA ke Azramane pAye sat ane zIla che. DuMka paNa sAMbhaLIne vicAravuM. badhuM javA na devuM. A kAnethI sAMbhaLI A kAne kADhI na nAkhavuM. ["cAritra cakravartI" vaMcAtA] 47 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 11, 2009 brahmacarya viSe vaMcAya che, te badhAe lakSa rAkhIne sAMbhaLavAnuM che. pAMca IndriyanA viSayamAM mukhya sparzamAM jIva Asakta thayela che. ethI chUTavA brahmacarya kahyuM che. emAM jene jyAM tene badhAmAM jaya thAya evuM che. pAMca mahAvratamAM mukhya brahmacarya che, te muzkela che. je agharuM che te pahelAM karavuM. AtmasvarUpamAM lInatA thavA tapa vagere karuM ke jethI viSayamAM na jAuM e lakSa rAkha. AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa che. bIjuM badhuM duHkha che. kAmane mane ja kahyo che. zarIra jaDa che te sukhanuM kAraNa nathI. pitAnA AtmAne zarIrathI bhinna jANe te bIjAne paNa bhinna jANe. mULa vastu jANavAnI che. dekhAya che temAM kaMI mAla nathI. sAcI vastu jJAnI pAse samajavAnI che. paNa te brahmacarya vagara samajAze nahIM. "pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya atimAna." ("cAritra cakravartI" vaMcAtA 48 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 12, 2009 brahmacaryamahAvrata viSe vAta che. moTA moTA RSie paNa caLI gayA che. pAMca mahA vratamAM brahmacarya bahu agharuM che. brahmacaryanI parIkSA karavA devadevIo paNa Ave che. brahmAne brahmacaryathI DagAvavA eka tilottamA apsarAne Indra mokalI. te tyAM brahmAnI pAse nRtya karavA lAgI ne cAre bAju pharavA lAgI. brahmAnuM citta temAM eTaluM badhuM ceTI gayuM ke cAre bAjuthI nRtya jevAnI IcchA thaI tethI cAra moDhAM banAvyAM. pachI apsarAe AkAzamAM UMce nRtya karavA mAMDayuM. tene jovA brahmAe pAMcamuM meTuM banAvavAnI IcchA karI, paNa puNya kSINa thaI gayeluM hovAthI manuSyanuM mukha te na thayuM, paNa tene badale gadheDAnuM moTuM thayuM. meTA deve paNa kAmavikArane vaza thaI gayA che. halakI vRttiothI pApa baMdhAya che. jIvane pazuvRtti che. pazu Icche tene e Icche te e pazu ja che. brahmA, viSNu, mahezvara e traNa moTA de kahevAya che. temAM brahmA meTA, te paNa kAmavikArathI caLI gayA. vikAra e halakI vastu che. darekanA jIvanamAM A badhI vRttio AvI paDe che, paNa mahApuruSe ene jaya karI choDe che. ene zatru jANe che. mukhya vAta AtmajJAna che. "AtmajJAna tyAM muni pAchuM AtmajJAna hoya te cIthI caLe nahIM. nahIM te bAhya parityAga karyo hoya paNa strIothI caLI jAya. pAre mArI nAkhyuM hoya te paNa siddhaSadhithI sajIvana thaI jAya che. tevI rIte jene samAdhiyukta mana thayuM hoya tene paNa strIne lIdhe rAga pAche sajIvana thaI jAya che. 49 zrImadda rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 2, 2009 abrahmacarya jIvane mArI nAkhe evuM jhera che. ethI karma baMdhAya che. tethI janmavuM

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26 badhAmRta maravuM paDe. vera jevuM jhera che, evuM sneha e paNa jhera che. verane lIdhe pArzvanAtha bhagavAna ane kamaThane keTalAya bha sudhI virodha thaye. evuM snehane lIdhe rAvaNane sItAnA saMbaMdhe keTalI laDAIo thaI! je brahmacarya hRdayamAM barAbara vasI jAya, te saMsAranuM mULiuM UkhaDI jAya. saMsAranuM mULiuM bhega che. te je UkhaDI jAya te pachI kazAnI jarUra na paDe. sArAM kapaDAM paheravAnI, sAruM khAvApIvAnI IcchA na rahe. mAtra mokSane mATe dehane vApare che. 50 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 6, 2009 dharma ApaNe che te bhUlI javAya che. prabhuzrIjIne kaMI levAdevA na hatI. pote pitAnuM karIne beThA hatA. A badhuM Azrama vagere sthApyuM te bIjA jInA upakAra mATe prabhuzrIjI na hota te kRpALuvanuM badhuM sAhitya pustakamAM ja raheta. pustaka paNa hAtha AvavuM muzkela thAta. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke mumukSue e daDha nizcaya karavAne che ke "satsaMga jevuM kalyANanuM kaI baLavAna kAraNa nathI." (375). AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te satsaMga jevuM bIjuM eka sAdhana nathI. | mumukSu-satsaMganI bhAvanA hoya chatAM satsaMga na maLatuM hoya evA saMge hoya te zuM karavuM ? - pUjyazrI-bAMdhelAM karma hoya te te bhegavavAM paDe, paNa niraMtara satsaMganI bhAvanA karavI. kyAre satsaMga thAya! jyAre satsaMga thAya! ema bhAvanA karavI. jIvane potAnA hitanuM bhAna nathI tethI bIjI bhAvanA kare che. ahIM rahevAmAM lAbha che, te bIje kyAMya nathI. badhAne satsaMga hitakArI che. karavAnuM te mULa zraddhA che. rasa lAge te pachI game te raste satsaMga kare. satsaMge jevA bhAva thAya che tevA kyAMya thatA nathI. kRpALude ThekANe ThekANe satsaMga gAya che. kRpALudeva jevA paNa satsaMgane Icche che. satsaMganI garaja rAkhavI. navarAza maLe ke tarata AvI javuM. roja niyamita vAMcavAnuM rAkhavuM. 51 zrImad rA. A. AgAsa, bhAdaravA vada 2, 2009 badhAne mAthe maraNa che. jyAre deha chUTaze enI khabara nathI. maraNa mArI pAse ja che ema samajIne jJAnI puruSe kahyuM te smaraNa karavuM. smaraNa karatAM deha chUTe te samAdhimaraNa thAya. eka bhava samAdhimaraNa thAya te pachInA dareka bhave samAdhimaraNa thAya. haratAM pharatAM, kAma karatAM paNa smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. e AtmAne kAmanuM che. bIjuM sAthe na Ave. garaja rAkhI eTaluM kare te manuSyabhava saphaLa thAya. prabhuzrIjIe chelle e ja kahyuM che ke jyAM sudhI bhAna hoya tyAMsudhI smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. e lAga pharI maLa muzkela che. e TakAvI rAkhe to samAdhimaraNa thAya. "caraNa zaraNa dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka" nizcaya lakSamAM rAkhIne sAdhanA karavAM. je karavuM che te AtmArthe karavuM. manamAM kacaro bharyo che te badhe kADhI nAkhavAnuM che. bhUlyA vinA chUTako nathI. bhAse dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te banne bhinna che, pragaTa lakSaNe bhAna."

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saMgraha pa 297 ma kahI dIdhA. have karavuM enA hAthamAM che. kreDa ane indriyone pASavI nathI. peAtAnA AtmAne Thapako ApI cetAvavAnA che. pramAdamAM jIva ghaNuM! kALa gALe che. pramAda cheADIne jJAnIe kahyuM te karavuM che. bhale thADuM thAya to thADuM paNa kheMca e rAkhavI. cIvaTa joI e. saMsAranuM svarUpa evuM che ke jIvane pakaDI le, hADe nahIM. paNa jo AtmA maLavAna thAya tA chUTe. badhAne rAjI rAkhavA jAya te chUTe nahIM. jagatane rUDuM dekhADavA tA ghaNu karyuM; paNa have AtmAne rUDu' dekhADavA karavAnuM che. jIva cete teA sahaja che, nahIM te anaMta upAye paNa nathI. peAtAne peAtAnuM hita karavAnuM che. AtmAne hitarUpa thAya te karavAnuM che. jyAMsudhI zarIra cAle tyAMsudhI bhakti karI levI. ApaNA manuSyabhava lUMTAI jAya che mATe manuSyabhava saphaLa karavA. je dhAre te manuSyabhavamAM karI zake che. daDhaprahArIe keTalAM pApa karyAM, paNa aLiyA thayA te te bhavamAM ja mekSa thaI gayA. paisA ne meAkSa eya na maLe. jIvane meAkSanuM mAhAtmya lAgyuM nathI. satsaMga vizeSa kare te mAhAtmya lAge. aMdarathI AtmA jhaMkhe ke huve cheAkaravAda karave| nathI. ghaNA dahADA gayA paNa have kAma karavuM. satpuruSanA yAga thayA tene poSe te kAma thAya; AtmA doSane poSe che. doSane DhAMka DhAMka kare che. pRthvIkAya, akAya, agnikAya badhAmAM jIvA che. hiMsA thAya tethI pApa aMdhAya che, te bhegavavuM paDe che. paisA te ahIM ja paDayA raheze. kaMI AtmAnuM hita karavuM, pApa cheDavAnA lAga AvyA che. jIvane vicAra nIM. satsaMge kaI sAMbhaLavA maLe te vicAra jAge, "jayAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nija jJAna; je jJAne kSaya meha thaI, pAme pada nirvANuM." paisATakAnI saMbhALa rAkhe che, paNa AtmAnuM kaMI nahIM. jIva paisA paisA kare che, enA hisAba rAkhe che; paNa AtmAnI kaMI kALajI nathI. kaMIka sArA vicAra Ave te bhAvanA thAya ke mane satpuruSanA caiAga thayA che te AtmAnuM kAma thAya evuM che. paga mUkatAM pApa che. karma badhAya evI sthitimAM keTalA kALa gALyo che ! have pAchaLanA bhAga satpuruSanI AjJAmAM gALe tAya kAma thAya evuM che. vicAranI nirmaLatAe karI jo A jIva anya paricayathI pAcho vaLe tA sahujamAM hamaNAM ja tene AtmajanTaMga pragaTe." (569). jIvane garaja na jAge te manuSyabhava phUTI adAmaneAya nathI. karavA jevuM na karyuM teA nakAmuM che. jAgyA tA ciMtAmaNiratna jevA manuSyabhava che. eka kSaNa paNa ratnaci'tAmaNi che. satsaMga hAya te puruSAtha jAge. [cAritra cakravatI" vaMcAtAM] par zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 6, 2009 sa jIva pratye maitrIbhAva karaveA. koI ApaNune priya hAya tenuM dila dubhAya evuM ApaNe karatA nathI, tema AkhA jagata pratye maitrIbhAva karavA. eka maitrIbhAvanA hRdayamAM cAMTe te e apUrva vastu che. maitrIbhAva bhAve ethI riddhie paNa utpanna thAya che. jarA paNa guNu dekhAya te bahumAna thAya te pramAdabhAvanA che. prameAda e bhaktinuM khIjuM rUpa 38

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298 badhAmRta che. puruSanAM vakhANa kare tyAM prabhedabhAva che. paranA paramANu jeTalA guNane joIne tene parvata jevA guNa gaNIne pramoda pAme che-pitAnuM hRdaya vikasAve che, evA saMtapuruSe hoya che. svArthane mATe pramoda thAya te svArtha che, mAyA che. bIjAnA guNe joIne AnaMda pAmavAthI lAbha che. e pitAnA guNo utpanna thavAnuM kAraNa che. je duHkhI hoya tene joIne karuNabhAva Ave, tethI tene jenAthI pIDA hoya te kAraNe nivAraNa karavAM te karuNabhAva che. bIjA jAne madada karavAnA bhAva te kAruNyabhAvanA che. keI zikhAmaNa Ape teya mAne nahIM evA tathA deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA karanArA hoya teone joIne khATuM na lAge, madhyastha rahevuM te madhyasthabhAva che. madhyastha rahevuM, e uttama vastu che, nahIM te vera baMdhAya. jemAM saguNa na hoya evA pratye rAga na kare ane TheSa paNa na kare te madhyasthabhAva che. pite jenI upAsanA karate hoya tenI keI niMdA kare te dveSabhAva thaI jAya che. evuM na thavA devuM. ethI karma baMdhAya che. maitrI, prada, kAruNya ane mAyastha e cAre bhAvanA dareka dharmamAM hoya che. tIrthaMkaranAmakarma bAMdhe che te seLa kAraNabhAvanAthI bAMdhe che. ["cAritra cakravatI" vaMcAta]. 53 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 9, 2009 IndriyanA viSayemAM ISTa aniSTa thAya che, tyAMthI ja kaSAyanI zarUAta thAya che. Indriya rokavA mATe manane maMtramAM jeDe te ADAavaLI jevA karavAmAM na jAya. mana kAya te Indriye jitAya. "jJAne bAMdhyuM mana rahe." mokSamArge javA mATe bhUmi vairAgya che. e hoya to jagatamAM vRtti kheMcAya nahIM. vRtti e mananI pariNati che. vRtti e bhAvamana athavA AtmA ja che. ene na jANe te bhAva kyAMya rahe. jJAna hoya to mana AtmAmAM rahe che. indriye vaza na thatI hoya ane "mAre javuM che ema kare te mekSa na thAya. Indriye te eka eka evI che ke narake laI jAya. kAcabe pitAnA aMgepagane DhAlamAM saMkecI rAkhe che tethI ene kaMI bAdhA na thAya, tema je puruSa pAMca indri ne viSathI saMkecI le, tene karmabaMdhana na thAya. pAMca indriye che te pAMca taravAre che. mAthuM kApI nAkhe evI che. pAMca indrimAM vRtti rahe teTalI AtmAmAM rahe te mekSa kema na thAya? AtmAmAM vRtti rahe te be ghaDImAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya. IndriyethI AnaMda meLavavA jAya, paNa e to kSaNika che. IndriyanA viSaye nAzavaMta ane karma baMdhAvanArA che. kSaNika sukha mATe che keTaluM kaSTa veThe che! nAzavaMta vastuone mATe manuSyabhava gumAva nathI. ethI saMtoSa thAya evuM nathI. jyAre AtmAnuM sukha anubhavAya tyAre indrinAM sukha ene jhera jevAM lAge. "AtmAthI sau hIna" ema lAge. eka je jaMgalamAM rahenArA muni sukha bhegave che, tene anaMtame bhAga paNa IndranuM sukha nathI. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke -"nizcaya karavA mATe indranA aMtaHkaraNamAM praveza karIe. cAle tyAre-- (te IndranI bhavyatAthI bhUla khAdhI) te paNa parama duHkhI hate." (hA. 1-5). jaDa e paravastu che. tenA rUpa rasa gaMdha varNa sparzane grahaNa karanAra evI Indriye te cora che. tene manavacanakAyA dvArA muni reke che. eTale manane pAMca indriyomAM javA na de, Indriya

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saMgrahu pa 299 poSAya tevAM vacana na khele, kAyAthI tevI pravRtti na kare. jema sipAI cArane pakaDe tema muni indriyAne vaza kare che. viveka vairAgya haiAya te indriyA jitAya. indriyanu' sukha puNyane AdhIna che. meAkSamAM sukha che te parane AdhIna nathI. ekAMta sukhI muni vItarAga che. vItarAgatAmAM jevuM sukha che tevuM kAMya nathI. siddha bhagavAnane je sukha che te utkRSTa che. anaMtakALa rahe tevuM che. 54 zrImad ra|. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 10, 2009 jema jema pudgalanI anukULatA vadhatI jAya che, tema tema peAtAnuM sukha bhulAtuM jAya che. jema sAMsArika sAdhanA vadhe che, tema ene sukha ghaTe che. jIvane pachI parAdhInatA thaI jAya che. eTalI caMcaLatAmAM sthiratA prApta karavI muzkela che. ene UMgha paNa na Ave. A sukha dekhAya che te badhuM mRgajaLa jevuM----jhAMjhavAnAM pANI jevu che. vizALaSTi nathI tethI tAtkAlika sukhA jIvAne priya lAge che, AtmAnA sukhanI priyatA nathI. indriyAmAM sukha nathI, chatAM kalpanAne laIne sukha mAne che. meAkSamArgomAM indriye zatru gaNAya che. e rAkAya te meAkSanuM kAma thAya. indriyAnA sukhamAM jIva jo lalacAye te je karavAnu che te na thAya. mATA meATA rAjAe vilAsamAM paDacA rahevAthI patita thayA. jJAna vairAgya hAya te viSayAmAM taNAI na jAya. vairAgya eTale indriyAmAM Asakti na hoya ane AtmajJAna haiAya te ene kAI ThagI na zake, "mAtra daSTikI bhUla hai" zarIra suMdara dekhAtuM hAya pazu vicAra kare ke zarIramAM zuM che? teA ke hADa, mAMsa, carakhI, leAhI vagerethI bhareluM che, te meha na thAya. zarIra UlaTuM pheravI nAkhe te ene sAmuM jovAnuM ca na game. mAtra cAmaDIne laIne jIvane meha thAya che. vastu suMdara nathI paNa uparathI jotAM jIvane mADu thAya che. kharA indriyajaya rAgadveSa na thAya tyAre kahevAya. rAgadveSa na thAya te jue teya jotA nathI, sAMbhaLe teAya sAMbhaLate nathI, cAkhe teya cAkhatA nathI, sUMghe tAya sUMghatA nathI. jevI draSTi tevI sRSTi kahevAya che. jeNe indriyAne vaza karavI hoya teNe zuM karavuM? te ke je vastuo indriyAne priya hAya te vastuethI dUra rahevuM. e prasaMgathI dUra thavAya evuM na hAya te! enA vicArAmAM mana na rAkhavuM. eThAM beThAM maMtranu smaraNa kare te kama chUTe. vairAgya rahe te baMdhana na thAya. mana jitAya te ja indriyA jitAya. mana e sArA-khATAnA saMkalpa-vikalpa kare che. jevI enI ruci heAya te pramANe indriyA kAma kare che. "mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLu sAdhyuM." (A0 17) manane vaza kare teA jIva traNa leAkanA nAtha thAya evuM che. IndriyA tane jItavA AvI che, tene tuM jIta. mana mAMkaDA jevuM che tene vaza kara. e jitAze te adhuM jitAze. leAkeAne veza Adi dekhADavAnuM na kara. mAhya dRSTi cheDI AtmAnu hita kara te tAruM sAdhupaNuM saphaLa che, ema kuMdaku MdAcAya kahe che. mumukSu--svaccha Mda rAkavA eTale zuM? pUjyazrI-peAtAnI samajaNe varte che, te pheravI jJAnIe jANyuM te mAnavuM, jJAnInI

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300 bodhAmRta AjJAe vartavuM. huM kaMI jANatuM nathI ema karI jJAnIne zaraNe javuM te samati thAya. kRpALudeva jANe che, ema rAkhavuM. svacchede vartatAM jJAnI puruSa paNa Dare che. daSTi pheravavAnI che. ["cAritra cakravartI" vaMcAtA pa5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 11, 2009 "bAbAi dha gALA tA." potAnI meLe kare tenA karatAM jJAnInI AjJAthI kare te dharma pragaTa thAya. puNyano udaya thAya, tyAre ahIM AvavAnuM bane che. bhAvanA hoya te e jega maLI Ave. badhuM DahApaNu mUkya chUTake che. sIdhA thavuM paDe. ahaMkAra je bahu muzkela che. sAdhu tathA zrAvakanAM cha Avazyaka kahyAM che. Avazyaka eTale avazya karavA gya. ene bIjo artha avazya eTale je pAMca indriyane vaza nathI evA sAdhu ke zrAvakane karavA yogya ema paNa thAya che. 1. sAmAyika eTale samatA, 2. stavana eTale covIza tIrthakaranI stavanA, 3. vaMdanA, 4. pratikramaNa, pa. pratyAkhyAna, 6. kAtsarga. jene mokSe javuM che tene samabhAva vagara mekSa nathI. pahelAmAM pahelI samatA. samatA, sAmAyika, samabhAva e eka ja che. pite rAgadveSa kare che tethI bhava vadhe che. e cheDe te kevaLajJAna thAya. "huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI e huM AtmA chuM. ema AtmabhAvanA karatAM rAgadveSano kSaya thAya." (692) A jIvanI savArathI sAMja sudhInI badhI kriyAmAM rAgadveSa thayA kare che. jyAre ema thAya ke mAre rAgadveSa nathI karavA, tyAre samabhAva Ave. game te avasthA Ave paNa je thAya te bhaluM mAnavAmAM Ave, te ene ISTa-aniSTapaNuM na thAya. ema samabhAvamAM rahe te chUTe. sAmAyikanA cha bheda kahe che. 1 sacit acita sonuM mATI vagere kaI dravyamAM rAgadveSa na thAya te dravyasAmAyika, 2 kaI kSetramAM anukULa pratikULa na manAya te kSetra sAmAyika, 3 kaI kALamAM ISTaaniSTa na thAya te kALa sAmAyika, 4 koI pratye rAgadveSa kaSAyabhAva na thAya te bhAvasAmAyika, 5 keI zabda ke nAmamAM rAgadveSa na thAya te nAmasAmAyika, 6 koI prakAranI sthApanAmAM sArI kharAba na manAya te sthApanA sAmAyika. bahArathI sAmAyikapaNuM dekhAtuM hoya paNa aMdara samabhAva na heya te sAmAyika nathI. hoya tevuM jANavAmAM deSa nathI, rAgadveSa karavA te baMdhanuM kAraNa che. samabhAva vagara munipaNuM, zAstrAbhyAsa badhuM nakAmuM che. samabhAva karavA mATe badhuM karavuM che. samatAbhAvathI anAkuLa rahevuM te sAmAyika che. prathama te rAgadveSa thavAnAM nimittane cheDe, rAgadveSa na thavA de, te samabhAva rahe. sukha duHkha samAna lAge, sukha paNa duHkharUpa lAge tyAre samatA AvI kahevAya. bhagavAnanI pratimA che, te samabhAvanI ja mUrti che. jenAmAM samabhAva che, temAM daSTi rAkhe te samabhAva Ave. samajIne samAya te samabhAva Ave. rAgadveSa e majA che, e samAI jAya te samabhAva Ave. game te thavuM hoya te thAo, rUDA rAjane bhajIe, ema je hoya tene samabhAva Ave. samabhAva Ave te para mAtmasvarUpa prApta thAya che. jAnI apekSAe jue to kAca ane hIre barAbara che, kAraNa ke banne jANatA nathI. jJAnIne viveka thayo che tethI jIvane jIva ane jaDane jaDa jANe

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301 saMgraha 5 che. kAca ane hIre dravyathI sarakhAM jANe che tethI jJAnIne rAgadveSa thAya nahIM. tethI paryAyathI tene sarakhAM jANe ema nathI. jema hoya tema jANe paNa rAgadveSa na kare. ajJAnane laIne rAgadveSa thAya che. ajJAna jAya te pachI rAgadveSa thavAnuM kaMI kAraNa rahetuM nathI. jJAna che te sUkSmamAM sUkSma vastune jANe che, paNa rAgadveSa na kare. rAgadveSa na kare te sukhI thAya. AtmadaSTi jenI thaI che e yogI hoya tene rAgadveSa na thAya. nahIM to nimittavAsI jIva che. mULa dravya trikALa rahe che. jene dravyadRSTi thaI che tene rAgadveSa na thAya. jene rAgaTheSa thatA nathI te traNa lekanA nAtha thAya che. "jeTalA pitAnI pudgalika meTAI che che teTalA halakA saMbhave." (85) jagatanA ja pagalika meTAI Icche che, te halakA che. je kazuM icchatA nathI, te moTA che. jene AtmAnuM mAhAsya lAgyuM tene "sakala jagata te eThavat athavA svapna samAna" lAge che. jene AtmadaSTi thaI che tene koIpaNa prakArane bhaya nathI. AtmAne nAza karI zake evuM jagatamAM kazuM nathI. bIjI vastu "mArI mAnI tyAM ciMtA phikara UbhI thAya. "huM ane mAruM thAya tyAM mithyAtva AvI UbhuM rahe. samabhAvathI mokSa thAya. "jinapada nijapada ekatA, bhedabhAva nahIM kAMya; lakSa thavAne tehane, kahyAM zAstra sukhadAya." (954) eTaluM ja kahevuM che. mULa vastu A che. ["cAritra cakravatI" vaMcAta] 56 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 3, 2009 badhuM pitAnA AtmAnI zuddhi karavA mATe karavAnuM che. vRtti zuddha karavA mATe Avazyaka kahyAM che. bhagavAnane vaMdana karavAthI zubhakarma baMdhAya che. badhuM karIne karavuM zuM? AtmAne zuddha kare che. game te kriyA, dAna, tapa, japa kare, paNa jyAM sudhI cittanI zuddhi na thAya, tyAM sudhI mekSa thAya nahIM. lega bhegavate na hoya tema chatAM kAma krodhAdimAM rahetuM hoya te manathI karma bAMdhe che. mana bahu capaLa che. ene sthira karavuM. bahu cetavA jevuM che. niraMtara cittanI zuddhinI jarUra che. citta zuddha karyA pachI bhakti thAya. rAgaDA tANyAthI kaMI bhakti thatI nathI. e te mana sthira karavA mATe moTethI bolavAnuM che. nahIM te kAtsargamAM jeTale lAbha che teTale moTethI bolavAmAM nathI. be ghaDI je samatA rahe te ene kevaLajJAna thaI jAya. e be ghaDI prApta karavI bahu muzkela che. tIrthakara mahAvIra svAmIne paNa e be ghaDI mATe bAra varSa rAha jovI paDI. RSabhadevane hajAra varSa sudhI rAha jovI paDI. meDhe game tema kahe ke mana vaza karuM, paNa e vaza karavuM bahu muzkela che. cittane rekavA bhakti che. emAMya je citta na rahe te jIva durbhAgI che. bhagavAnanuM svarUpa vANImAM Ave evuM nathI, paNa bhagavAnanA svarUpane batAvanArA nAmanuM paNa samaraNa rahe te nirma. LatA thavAnuM kAraNe thAya. bhAvanA karavA mATe stavana, vaMdanA karavAnuM kahyuM che. maMtra, bhakti e badhAM jIvane nirmaLa karavA mATe kahyAM che. bhagavAnanA pavitra guNone gAvA te stuti

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302 bedhAmRta che. emanA guNonuM je vakhate uccAraNa kare te vakhate ene zubha bhAva hoya che. stuti karavAgye bhagavAna zuddha che. bhagavAnanI stutinA zabdo zubha ane stuti karanAra zubha hoya to pachI enuM phaLa thAya ja. pitAnA AtmAne nirmaLa karavA, kodhAdi dUra karavA stuti che. tene badale atyAre, he bhagavAna! mane paisA Apaje, chokarAM Apaje ema potAnA copaDA ughADe che. derAsaramAM jatAM mUkavAnuM che, te ja tyAM javA mAge che. bhagavAna vitarAga che, ApaNe vItarAga thayuM che. vikAramAM taNAvuM nathI. AtmAmAM zubha bhAva na Ave, AtmA unnata na thAya tyAM sudhI barADA pADyuM zuM thAya ? bhAvanI khAmIthI jIva tarata nathI. kapaTarahita thaI Atama arapaNA re, AnaMdaghanapada raha." (A0 1) ene badale kapaTa rAkhe che. bIjI vastuo jeIne jIvane AnaMda Ave tyAM AgaLa bhakti rahetI nathI. "jyAM rAma tyAM kAma nahIM, ane kAma tyAM rAma nahIM." beya eka ThekANe na rahe. kRpALudeva game te lakhe te pahelAM che ke jina ema lakhIne pachI bIjuM lakhe. bhagavAnane saMbhArIne ja lakhe che. samakitI jIvo jene mATe tenI prArthanA kare to AtmAnuM kAma thAya. ane mithyAtvI jene mAnato hoya tevA devenI prArthanA kare te kAma na thAya. laghutAthI prabhutA Ave che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke amAruM nAma laghurAja pADyuM te sAruM che. badhethI nIcA thaIne beThA chIe. prArthanA dvArA azakya lAgatuM kAma paNa thaI jAya che. bhakti karavAthI, guNaciMtanathI bhoga ene jhera jevA lAge che. jema vItarAgane bhega nathI gamatA tema ene paNa thaI jAya. vItarAga e saMsArathI vimukha thayA che, temanI bhakti kare te ene paNa evuM thAya. paNa samajIne kare che. bhagavAnamAM anaMta vItarAgatA che. jIva jeTalI yogyatA laIne jAya teTalI vItarAgatA enAmAM Ave. prabhuzrIjI kahetA "gyatA lAve, gyatA lAve. pAtratAnI khAmI che, pAtratA lAvavAnI che. bhagavAnanAM darzana karavAthI AtmAnuM bhAna thAya. pitAnuM zuM ane para zuM? tenuM bhAna pragaTe che. sUryarUpa je AtmA tenuM bhAna thAya. bhagavAnanAM darzana karavAnI kaLA AvaDe te ene kAma dUra thaI jAya, badhe kheda dUra thaI javanuM jIvana navIna thaI jAya. anyavastumAM iTa-aniSTanI kalpanA, saMkaHpavika95 ene chUTI jAya. bhagavAnanI aMtarmukhadaSTi samajAya te ene paNa aMtarmukha daSTi thAya. meharUpI roga bhagavAnanA darzanathI dUra thaI samAdhi thAya che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa e cAra ArAdhanA prApta thAya che. samAdhimaraNa karavuM hoya teNe A cAra ArAdhanA karavAnI che. bhagavAnanA darzanathI badhAM kAma siddha thAya che. jenI bhakti karavI che, tenAmAM je vItarAgatA na hoya ne tenI bhakti kare te saMsA rane saMsAra ja rahe. ardhagatinuM kAraNa thAya. bhagavAnane bhUlI bIjuM enA hRdayamAM gUMTayuM te agati thAya. evI bhakti jIva brAMtithI kare che. te karatAM bhakti na karatA hoya te sAruM che. ahIM AgaLa AvIne karma bAMdhatA hoya te te vadhAre durgatinuM kAraNa che. anaMtakALathI jIva rakhaDe che. mahAbhAgyane udaya thAya tyAre satsaMga, sapuruSa maLe. saduguruno nizcaya ane Azraya prApta thavo durlabha che. e nizcaya ane AzrayanI khAmI che.

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saMgraha 5 33 tethI bIje citta rahe che. potAnA de kaDhAve evA saddaguruno vega mahApuNya thAya che. samyaktva e AMkha che. tethI sAce cheTo rasto dekhAya che. jene saMga kare te jIva thaI jAya. guNavAnanI bhakti kare te guNa prApta thAya. pahelAmAM pahele lakSa e rAkhavo ke jenI ApaNe bhakti karIe chIe te vItarAga che ke nahIM ? kRpALudeve e ja lakhyuM che ke jenI pAsethI dharma mAgave, te pAmyAnI pUrNa cekasI karavI." (466) je ajJAnInI bhakti kare te AkhI jiMdagI enI nakAmI jAya. jagatamAM dekhAdekhI bhakti thAya che. sAcA sadUguru maLyA hoya ane sAcI bhakti prApta thaI hoya to te pANImAM kamaLa rahe tema rahe che. vaibhava ene bAdhA karatuM nathI. bharata mahArAjane jyAM juo tyAM bhagavAna ja dekhAtA. evI bhakti emane hatI. jevI daSTi tevI sRSTi thAya che. - kevaLI kaLIovALo AhAra letA nathI. zarIrane cogya je pudgale joIe te emane maLI rahe che. samaye samaye anaMtI zubha audArika vargaNa grahaNa thAya che. karma badhe eTale paNa AhAra karyo. nizcayanayathI te AtmAnI pAse ja karma paDyAM hoya te paNa te AtmAnAM nathI. jaDane nimitte jIva bhAva karI zake che. pratimA dekhIne paNa samyagdarzana thAya che. pa7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda kiM. 3, 2009 jJAnInI AjJAthI jIvanuM kalyANa thAya che. bIjI haThaganI kriyA kare paNa paramArtha nI te AjJAmAM ektAna thayA vinA samajaNa paDe nahIM. AjJAne mUkI bIje jAya te AtmA kadI jaNAya nahIM. badhA jagatathI udAsIna thAya tyAre AjJAmAM ekatAna thavAya. pArakI paMcAta mUkI AjJAmAM ektAna thavuM. jagatanuM badhe vismaraNa thaI jAya, tyAre AjJAmAM ekatAna thavAya. evuM na thAya tyAMsudhI paramArtha prApta thatuM nathI. ghaNu manuSyabhave maLyA te badhA zAmAM gayA? to ke keTalAya bhava zAstro bhaNavAmAM, japa tapa vageremAM gayA, paNa AjJAmAM ekatAna thavAyuM nathI. pAMca IndriyarUpa cere che te ene upaga cerI le che. ekatAna thayA vinA mArga maLe evuM nathI. e thavuM bahu durlabha che. ane e vinA to chUTake nathI. TUMkAmAM jIvane karavA gya zuM te batAvyuM. keI mahApuNyanA yoge AjJA maLe ane tene gUraNA sahita ArAdhe te jIva chUTe. nahIM te chUTe evo nathI. AjJAmAM ekatAna thavuM keTaluM agharuM che? jJAnanI AjJA ArAdhavAmAM meha madada kare tema nathI. badhuM bhUlavAnuM che. upagane upayogamAM rAkhavAnuM che. ghaNA zvAsa reke che, Indriye roke che, paNa jyAM sudhI moha madada kare tyAM sudhI chUTe nahIM. "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiye, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo." paNa AjJAthI mArga sulabha che. AjJAmAM citta acaLa thAya te karma baMdhAya nahIM. e AjJA jIvane samajAtI nathI. enI apUrvatA jIvane lAgatI nathI. puruSane vega thavo keTale durlabha che! enAM vacana sAMbhaLavAM keTalAM durlabha che! enI zraddhA thavI keTalI durlabha che! AjJA ArAdhavI keTalI durlabha che! ema jIvane mAhAsya lAgatuM nathI. kharI AjJA

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bodhAmRta te rAgadveSa na karavAnI che. vibhAvathI chUTI svabhAvamAM AvavuM e ja jJAnInI AjJA che. rAga cheDyA vinA AjJA ArAdhAtI nathI. "huM dehAdisvarUpa nathI." dehAdisvarUpa mAre mAnavuM nathI. "deha stra putrAdi koI paNa mArAM nathI." e badhuM ene samajaNa paDe, AMkhe dekhAya evuM kahyuM. Ave jene nirNaya thaye tene vairAgya saheje rahe. pachI thAya ke huM koNa chuM? "zuddhacaitanyasvarUpa avinAzI e huM AtmA chuM, ema AtmabhAvanA karatAM rAgadveSane kSaya thAya" (692). evI jJAnIe kahelI AjJA ArAdhe te rAgadveSa kSaya thaI mela thAya. janmamaraNa thavAnuM kAraNa jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhI nathI e che. kRpALudeva ApaNane pUche che ke tame AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA dhAre che ke pramAdamAM rahevA? etAna thayA vinA te chUTake nathI. ATaluM vicArAya teya ghaNuM che. jJAnInI A vacanarUpI lAkaDI lAgaze nahIM tyAM sudhI saMsAranI keDa bhAMgaze nahIM. 58 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 4, 2009 vadhAre satsaMganI jarUra che. satsaMge ghaNI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna thaI jAya evuM che. kRpALudevanAM vacane vAMcatI vakhate e lakSa rAkha ke kRpALudeva ApaNane ja kahe che. e vastu je huM hRdayamAM rAkhIza te kalyANa thaze, e bhAva rAkha. jIvane mAhAbhya lAgyuM nathI. eTale aMdara bhAva pese teTaluM kAma thAya. bhAva jeTaluM AvyuM hoya teTaluM kAma thAya. goLa nAkhe teTaluM gaLyuM thAya. samajAya na samajAya te paNa jJAnInAM vacana kAnamAM paDe che, te hitakArI che. tyAM AgaLa enuM citta nirmaLa thAya che, paramArthathI raMgAya che. jIva pahelAM AgalA dehamAM hatuM tyAM eNe sAdhana karyA hatAM paNa pharI janmavuM na paDe evuM sAdhana karyuM nathI. jJAnInI AjJAthI sAdhana kare te mokSa thAya. dUdha hoya te vadhAre vAra paDyuM rahe te bagaDI jAya ane je meLavaNa nAkhe te dahIM thaI jAya. tema jJAnInI AjJAe varte te savaLuM thAya, nahIM te keTalAya bhava bagaDI jAya. AjJAe varyo hata te pharI janmavuM na paData. eTalI kAnabUTI jhAle te ene thAya ke jJAnInI AjJA e ja mAruM jIvana che. e tUTe te huM jIvate maryA jevo chuM, ema lAge. "jJAnI puruSanI AjJA che te bhavamAM javAne ADA pratibaMdha jevI che" (511). jene jJAnIne saMga thaye che tene pachI vadhAre bhava karavAnA rahe nahIM. AjJAe varte to ene samakita pamADI kSe laI jAya. AjJA e samatinuM kAraNa che. AjJA-samakita kahevAya che. jIvane enuM mAhAtamya nathI lAgyuM. kaMI nahIM, be bhava vadhAre thaze! ema chava kare che. taravAnuM sAdhana maLyuM te prANa jatAM paNa cheDavuM nahIM. "AjJAmAM ja ektAna thayA vinA paramArthanA mArganI prApti bahu ja asulabha che." (147) kenI AjJA? e nakakI karI pachI ekatAna thavAnuM che. AjJA jJAnInI ArAdhe te mekSe laI jAya ane ajJAnInI ArAdhe te saMsAramAM laI jAya. ApaNane prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke kRpALudevane mAnavA. bIjA keIne jJAnI guru mAnavA nathI. jJAnI ene taravAne ja upAya batAve che. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke mokSe javuM hoya te

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saMgraha 5 305 amAre saMga kare. bIjI IcchA karavI nahIM. bIjI saMsArI icchA hoya to jJAnI ene oLakhAya ja nahIM. jJAnane viSayakaSAya, paisATakA, maha kazAyamAM vRtti nathI. je karavA jevuM che, te emaNe karI lIdhuM, mAtra e eka mekSanI mUrti che. ene oLakhavA mumukSatA joIe, te e oLakhAya. mekSe javuM che evI jene IcchA che te mumukSu che. saMsAranI IcchA hoya te mumukSu zAne? jJAnI ane AtmArthamAM prere che. mekSanI icchA na hoya teya jJAnI ane utpanna karAve, paNa svArtha hoya te kaMI na kahe. enuM Atmahita kema thAya te jJAnI jANe che. ApaNane kharA vaidya maLyA che. te ApaNe kharA dardI thavuM joIe. te kAma thAya. AjJA pALe te rega maTe. "AtmasiddhimAM zuSkajJAnI ane kriyAjaDa kahyA che, te banne duSTa abhimAnamAM che. pitAnI pAse evuM mithyAtva che tethI bIjAne paNa evuM karAve. abhimAna karavuM te sArI vastunuM karavuM ke mAre vahelA mekSe javuM che. huM adhamAdhama chuM, mAre mAnane poSavuM nathI. ene zatru jANavAnuM che. aneka prakAre mithyAtva hoya tyAre mAthuM bIjAmAM pesI jAya che, mithyAbhimAna jIvane thAya che. svaccha kadI dharma thavAne nathI. pitAnI IcchA piSavA dhAre to ene pitAne nukasAna thAya. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "je ke tIrthaMkara thavA IcchA nathI; paraMtu tIrthakare ryA pramANe karavA IcchA che." (170). tIrthakara jevA thavuM nathI eTale ke samavasaraNa racAvuM, devene namAvuM, evuM mAna thAya tevuM karavuM nathI. paNa tIrthakara pite taryA ane bIjAne tAryA, te amAre karavAnuM che. atyAre jIvanI pAse abhimAna karavA jevuM kaMI nathI. abhimAna dUra thavAne upAya jJAnInI AjJA che. saMsAra nAza karavA taiyAra thaye heya ane abhimAna kare tyAM saMsAra vadhe. lekamAM mAna meLavavA jIva vadhAre taNAya che. kalpanA thAya che, te jIvane sAcI lAge che. mana te kaI camatkArI vastu che, eka samayamAM keTalAya gAu cAlyuM jAya. bIju ja jagata UbhuM karI nAkhe che. Atmasiddhi bolate hoya teya bIjI vAtomAM jIva caDhI jAya che. AtmasiddhinI kaDI sAMdhIne mana pAchuM bIje jatuM rahe che. kApanAe vartavuM e paramArthamArga nathI. jJAnInI AjJA ja A bhavamAM ArAdhavI che. e ja paramArthamArga che. nija chede te kazuM thAya evuM nathI. kalpanAmAM jIva gUMcAI game che. tethI chUTavA keI apUrva jJAnanI jarUra che. "je jANyuM te navi jANuM ane navi jANyuM te jANuM" ema prabhuzrIjInA bedhamAM Ave che. apUrva jJAna hoya te jIva bhUle paDe nahIM, kalpanAmAM taNAya nahIM. e apUrva jJAna te samyajJAna che. te AtmavicAra vagara Ave nahIM. apUrva jJAnanI prApti apUrva puruSArthathI thAya che. apUrva puruSane vega thAya te evI dazA prApta karavAnI IcchA thAya. tethI AtmavicAra jAge. e jAge tyAre AtmajJAna thAya. ane AtmajJAna thAya tyAre badhA saMka9pa vikalape jatA rahe. AjJAmAM ja mAro dharma che ema jyArathI thAya tyArathI ja enA badhA deSa dUra thavA mAMDe. pa9 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 5, 2009 mumukSu-"tripadane upaga anubhavo." (pa-10) eTale zuM?

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306 badhAmRta pUjyazrI-utpAda, vyaya ane dhruva e traNa pada kahevAya che. vastu utpanna thAya, nAza pAme ane vastu vasturUpa dhruva rahe. jema keI phUla joyuM te upara vicAra kare ke A phUla hamaNuM bahu sAruM khIlyuM che, vikasita thayuM che, paNa pahelAM e kevuM hatuM? pAchaLathI kevuM thavAnuM che? ema vicAra kare te maha na thAya. ema dareka vakhate lakSa rahe te ja tripadane upaga anubhavyuM kahevAya. mumukSu-prabhu! mane eka svapna AvyuM hatuM ke prabhuzrIjI sabhAmaMDapamAM beThA che, bodha karI rahyA che. te vakhate mane ane 0 0 0 0 bhAIne prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM ke pAMca bhavamAM tamAre mekSa thaI jaze. pUjyazrI-sAruM che. sArI bhAvanA hoya te sArA svapnAM Ave. ane saMsArI bhAvanA hoya te tevAM Ave. svapnAM che te svapnAM ja che; paNa evAM sArAM svapna Ave te AgaLa vadhavAnuM thAya. | mumukSu-mane prabhuzrIjInAM te kaI kaI vakhata svapnAM Ave che, paNa kRpALudevanAM te AvatAM nathI. pUjyazrI-AlocanAdi-pada-saMgrahamAM jinavaradarzana che ne? te mane lakhavAnuM mana thayuM, paNa vicAra Avyo ke mane darzana te thayAM nathI te zuM lakhuM ? darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre lakhavuM ja nathI. ema karI paDI mUkyuM. ane rAta hatI tethI sUI gaye. te svapna AvyuM ke huM bAMdhaNImAM chuM ane kRpALudeva tyAM gharanA meDA upara padhAryA che. mane thayuM ke paravArIne kRpALudevanAM darzana karavA jaIza. eTalAmAM AMkha UghaDI gaI tethI kheda tha. pachI pharI svapna AvyuM ke gharanA meDA upara kRpALudeva kaphanI paherIne pATa upara padmAsane beThA che. sobhAgabhAI sAme beThA che. pahelAM kRpALudeva mane dekhAyA. pachI AMkha UghaDI gaI eka mumukSu-pachI lakhyuM? pUjyazrI-hA, darzana thayAM eTale lakhyuM. temAM paheluM prAstAvika pada e ja lakhyuM ke"dhanya re divasa A aho! prabhudarzana Aja pamAya re;" 6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, A suda 6, 2009 pUjyazrI-jJAnI je zikhAmaNa Ape te dhyAnamAM le te karma na baMdhAya. AjJA jevuM vAMcavAmAM Ave te pakaDI levuM. mahApuruSa dharmanA netA che. eo saMsArI bAbatamAM paDatA nathI. udaya hoya teTaluM kare. pote taravuM ane bIjAne tAravA ema e taraNatAraNa che. ApaNe navarA paDIe ke jhaTa pustaka laI besavuM. vakhata nakAme na gALave. kRpALudevanAM vacanamAM citta rahe te vicAraNA jAge ane vicAraNA jAge to AtmajJAna thAya. jANyuM te tenuM kharuM, je mohe navi lepAya; sukha duHkha AvyuM jIvana, harSazoka navi thAya."

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fhd saMgraha 5 sAcuM jANyuM hoya te harSazeka ene thavA na de. "keI paNa kAraNe A saMsAramAM kalezita thavAyegya nathI." (460) jJAnIne saMsAranI kaMI kiMmata nathI. kalpI kalpIne mAruM tAruM, sagAMvahAlAM UbhAM karyA che. je vastu nathI tene UbhI kare che. saMsAramAM duHkha ja che te te mATe zaka na karatAM vahelAM mekSe javAya ema vicAravAna kare che. mumukSu-zIla ane brahmacarya be che? pUjyazrI--eka ja che. zIlane artha svabhAva paNa che. kuMdakuMdAcArye "zIlapAhuDa" lakhyuM che, temAM ema kahyuM che ke pAMca Indri ane manane rokI AtmAmAM rahe te zIla che. karma bhegavyA vinA chUTake nathI. tIrthakara jevAne bhegavavAM paDe che, te pachI bIjAnuM te kahevuM ja zuM? mATe karma baMdhAtI vakhate pariNAma evAM rAkhavAM ke jenI IcchA nathI tevAM karma na baMdhAya. nimitta sArAM rAkhavAM. sArAM nimitte sArA ane kharAba nimitte kharAba bhAva thAya. mATe kRpALudeve satsaMganI ja bhalAmaNa karI che. niraMtara satsaMga kara. satsaMgamAM citta hoya ane viSayakaSAya udaya Ave te paNa ene asara karyA vagara cAlyA jAya. khare puruSArtha satsaMga che. satsaMga AtmAne mATe che. satsaMgamAM ene AtmAne jANuMvAnI tatparatA hoya che. badhuM karIne AtmAmAM rahevAnuM che. ene bhUlyA te badhuM bhUlya. anaMtakALathI janmamaraNa kare che. pote pitAne zatru thaIne varte che. enI dayA nathI. daSTi pheravI nAkhavAnI che. je dekhAya che, te badhethI udAsIna thaI AtmAnI kALajIvALA thavAnI jarUra che. bIjI vastune "mArI mAne tyAM AgaLa AtmA vegaLo rahe che. vairAgya vagara kAma na thAya. A sAruM, A kharAba ema thAya tyAM navAM karma baMdhAya che. badhuM javAnuM che. kazuM rahevAnuM nathI. "zuM karavAthI pite sukhI? zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI?" ene nirNaya nathI thaye. jIve potAnI goThavaNe karI mUkI che. anaMtakALathI DahApaNa karato Avyo che. te mUkI jJAnInI zikhAmaNa lakSamAM le te karma na baMdhAya. puruSArtha karyA vinA e thAya evuM nathI. nathI AzA gurudevanI, acaLa karI uramAMhi." AjJA eTalI badhI acaLa karI mUkavI ke enA vinA game ja nahIM. paNa jIvane enI apUrvatA nathI lAgatI. apUrvatA lAge te samyagdarzana thAya. roja khAya che, pIe che teya jANe kaI divasa khAdhuM ja nathI. evI ya apUrvatA AjJAArAdhanamAM nathI lAgatI. jyAM sudhI bhAna hoya, zvAsocchavAsa cAlatA hoya, tyAMsudhI smaraNa cUkavuM nahIM. e thAya kyAre? apUrvatA lAge tyAre. atyAre rUpa AdimAM tanmaya thaI gayo che. enA kAraNemAM prIti che. enuM phaLa dukha Ave. satpaSa jagatanI racanA joI udAsIna thaI gayA che. "pharI na ja janmavuM, pharI ema na ja karavuM, evuM daDhatva AtmAmAM prakAze che." (128) | mumukSu-smaraNa karuM chuM tyAre bahu mujhavaNa thAya che ke ahIMthI ja rahuM? kyAM jauM ? zuM karuM? ema mujhavaNa thAya che. pUjyazrI-badhAM karma che. AvI AvIne jAya che. gabharAvuM nahIM ane smaraNa choDavuM

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* kavuM , 308 badhAmRta nahIM. smaraNathI evuM thAya che, mATe smaraNa mUkI devuM, ema na karavuM. vadhAre vikalpa Ave te moTethI utAvaLe "sahajatmasvarUpa paramaguru 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguruM ema dhUna lagAvavI. mujhAvuM nahIM. maraNa karyA ja karavuM. e choDavuM nahIM. kyAMya have javuM nathI ane AvavuM ya nathI. 61 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 8, 2009 jIvane karma baMdhAya che te na baMdhAya evuM karavAnuM che. samaye samaye anaMta karma baMdhAya che. e AtmAne roga thAya che. mujhavaNanA vakhatamAM AtmAnA vicAra AvavA muzkela che. "tevA prasaMgamAM kaMI cheDo vakhata game tema karI kAmakAjamAM mana je, nirvikalpa je karI nAkha." (73). je thavAnuM hoya te ja thAya che, ema jANa mujhavaNanA vakhatamAM gabharAvuM nahIM. manane kaI sArA kAmamAM joDI devuM. tyAM mana tallIna thAya evuM karI devuM. - satsaMgane nAme jIva ThagAya che. jyAM AtmAnuM kAma thAya tyAM satsaMga che. jJAnInuM eka eka vacana kImatI che. e te AtmAne uddhAra karavA mATe ja kahe che. bahu hitakArI zikhAmaNa che. kALa e che ke pitAne kaMIka saMsArI vAsanA hoya te puruSa sivAya bIjAne jaNAvavAnI jarUra nathI. kemake bIjAne jaNAve che te vAsanAne piSe ane sapuruSane jaNAve to, teo te kaDhAvI nakhAve. satsaMgane nAme paNa jIva ThagAya che. e te mumukSu che ne ! ema karI jIva saMsArI IcchAone poSe, saMsArI vAta kare, e kaMI satsaMga nathI. be cAra mumukSu oTalA upara besI saMsArI vAta kare te keTalAMya karma bAMdhe. vAte karatAM karatAM kyAMya caDhI jAya. e kaMI satsaMga nathI. kusaMga che. jIve bahu cetavA jevuM che. 62 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 11, 2009 mana je duricchA kare te ene ApavuM nahIM. vilAsa vagere iche te ene ApavuM nahIM. sAmA paDavuM te e vaza thAya. mana nAnA chokarA jevuM che. tene vaza rAkhe te vaza rahe, nahIM te bhaTake. vivekanI jarUra che. jenuM phaLa saMsAra Ave te IcchA rekavAnI che. jenuM phaLa mekSa Ave te IcchA karavAnI che. sUkSama avalokananI jarUra che. mana kyAM kyAM jAya che? e tapAsavuM. mana zI zI icchAo kare che? zA saMka95vikalpa kare che? te theDI DI vAre javAnI jarUra che. mana upara cAkI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. nahIM te niraMkuza thaI jAya. kaI paNa vastu ApaNAmAM ghara karI bese ema na karavuM. nahIM te karma baMdhAya. jene chUTavuM che teNe navuM na baMdhAya e puruSArtha kare. e karma baMdhAvanAra mana che. kayA icchata? khovata sabe, hai IcchA duHkhamUla; jaba IcchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla." (hA. 1-1ra) IcchAo rokavAnI che. pitAnI icchAe varte te saMsAra vadhe. jJAnInI AjJAe varte te makSa thAya. svachaMda hoya te saMsAra thAya ane AjJA hoya te mekSa thAya. jJAnInuM kaheluM mAnya thAya ane lokonuM kaheluM amAnya thAya evuM karavuM. sAMsArika laukikabhAvamAM mana

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saMgraha 5 39 taNAya te tyAMthI rekavuM. manane kaMI kAma joIe. navaruM paDe te anAdinI Teva che tethI karma bAMdhe che. pramAda karma baMdhAvanAra che. e meTo zatru che. 63 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, A suda 12, 2009 mAre zuM kartavya che? e bhUlI javAya che. jIve yAtrAo ghaNIvAra karI, paNa niSphaLa thaI che. "anaMtavAra zAstrazravaNa, anaMtavAra vidyAbhyAsa, anaMtavAra jinadIkSA, anaMtavAra AcAryapaNuM prApta thayuM che." evuM ja karyuM che, paNa "sat maLyA nathI, sat supyuM nathI ane sat zraddhahyuM nathI." e karyuM nathI. sat vagara jeTaluM karyuM teTaluM "sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM." "ane e maLe, e suSya ane e zraddhave ja chUTavAnI vArtAne AtmAthI bhaNakAra thaze." (196). evuM na thAya tyAM sudhI jaMpIne besavAnuM nathI. jAtrA zA mATe karavAnI che? te viSe kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke, "jAtrAe javAne hetu eka te e che ke grahavAsanI upAdhithI nivRtti levAya; so baso rUpiyA uparathI mUI ochI karAya; paradezamAM dezATana karatAM, keI puruSa zodhatAM jaDe to kalyANa thAya. A kAraNathI jAtrA karavAnuM batAvyuM che." (upadezachAyA-13) ApaNe haratAM pharatAM, kAma karatAM, maraNa karavuM. bhaNe tyAMsudhI brahmacarya rAkhavuM joIe. kALa e che ke satsaMgamAM ghaNuM vizva Ave che. "caraNa zaraNa dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka" maraNa sudhI zaraNa TakAvI rAkhavuM muzkela che. pahelAMnA lokone koI jJAnIne vega thate ane jJAnI kahetA te pakaDa karI letA. pachI jiMdagI sudhI choDe nahIM. e ja A kALamAM durlabha che mAna na hota te ahIM ja mokSa hota. mAna mukAya te keTale lAbha thAya? "huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM? evo nathI viveka." ahaMbhAva choDI mAre jANavuM che, zIkhavuM che, e bhAva rAkhe. ahaMbhAvane bhAra jeTalo che eTale utArI nAkhyA vinA chUTake nathI. jagatamAM jherI vAtAvaraNa che. jJAnI maLe te ja emAMthI bacI zake nahIM te phulAI jAya. mAre AtmA kema jAge e paheluM karavuM, pachI bIje daSTi karavAnI che. pite baLe che ane bIjAne bALe che. jagatamAM zabda zabdo thaI gayA che. ene pAra nathI. sAcuM zuM e samajavuM muzkela che. "saba sabakI samhAle, meM merI pheDatA hai" pitAnuM karaze tyAre kAma thaze. bhAva pheravavAnuM kAma kaI karI Ape nahIM. jAgRta thavAnI jarUra che. cetatA nara sadA sukhI." mAthe maraNa che. 64 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 13, 2009 "saMsAra spaSTa prItithI karavAnI icchA thatI hoya te te puruSe jJAnInAM vacana sAMbhaLyAM nathI; athavA jJAnI puruSanAM darzana paNa teNe karyA nathI." (454). bahu vicAravA jevuM che. ApaNA jIvanA doSe joIne pazcAttApa karI pAchA haThavuM. jJAnInA darzana eTale zraddhA ema artha che. haju ene laukikabhAvanI zraddhA che. jJAnI te alaukikabhAvanI mUrti che. A saMsAra asAra lAge evuM kaMI caeNTe te jJAnInAM darzana karyA kahevAya. jJAnInAM vacane sAMbhaLyAM jyAre kahevAya? te ke ene kaMIka pakaDI rAkhyAM hoya tyAre. je saMsAra ene priya hoya,

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310 badhAmRta mane devaleka maLe, paisA maLe, chokarAM maLe evI laukika icchA hoya, te jJAnInI ene zraddhA che ema zAthI kahevAya? dehathI bhinna svarUpe jJAnI rahe che. che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza." evAM jJAnInAM vacane, tevA thavA mATe sAMbhaLyAM hoya ane jJAnIne tevI rIte oLakhyA hoya to pachI enI dehadaSTi khase. avicArathI, dekhe che ane bhUle paDe che. be vastu che ? jaDa ane cetana te bannene eka mAne che. "bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te bane bhinna che, pragaTa lakSaNe bhAna." jJAnInA bedhathI bannene lakSaNathI judAM jANI zraddhA kare te jANyuM kahevAya. jJAnI te pokAra karIne kahe che ke pAMca indriye zatru che, pramAda-ALasa vairI che, kaSAye ApaNA zatru che, evuM sAMbhaLIne pAcho temAM ja rahyA kare te eNe zuM sAMbhaLyuM ? keDamAM Daga mArI hoya te calAya nahIM, tema jJAnIne bodha ene lAge hoya te pachI saMsArabaLa cAle nahIM, mAMDa mAMDa prArabdha pramANe calAya, saMsArabhAva ene chUTI jAya. pachI saMsAra vadhe nahIM. jJAnInI AjJAe varte to saMsAra chUTe. jJAnInAM vacane ene lAgyAM hoya te AtmAnuM vedanA thAya. deha chUTe paNa jJAnInA vacane na chUTe evuM karavuM. apamAna karyuM hoya te jIva bhUlatuM nathI. paNa jJAnI kahe che ke tuM brAhmaNa nathI, vANiye nathI, strI nathI, puruSa nathI, te mAnatuM nathI. deha jevAne mUkI AtmA bhaNI daSTi kare te jJAnIne joyA kahevAya. sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya." e samajavA mATe pUjA bhakti vagere karavAnuM che. aMtara tapAse te badhAne khabara paDe evuM che. AkhA saMsAranuM mULa strI kahevAya che. dehadRSTi te saMsAra che. jyAM sudhI huM deha chuM ema lAge tyAM sudhI bIjAne paNa deharUpa mAne, AtmA jue tyAre jJAnIne joyA kahevAya. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke "AtmA juo. beTTo hoya te bIjuM jue. jene taravuM che teNe te AtmA jevAgyA che. bUDavuM hoya te deDa jue. - dhana che te jamInamAMthI nIkaLele pRthvIne vikAra che. DhekuM joyuM hoya te tene gajavAmAM mUkavAne bhAva na thAya. ane ghareNuM joyuM hoya te levAnA bhAva thAya che. badhuM ahIM ja paDayuM rahevAnuM che. "AtmAthI sau hIna" ema lAge tyAre jenI AtmadaSTi che tenAmAM ja vRtti jAya. daSTi phare te badhuM saphaLa thAya. nahIM te kaMI satsaMga ja karyo nathI. jJAnIe AtmA pragaTa karyo che, temanA pratye daSTi rAkhe te moha na thAya. jJAnI ja ene traNalekane sArI lAge, pudgalamAM enI vRtti na rahe. jJAnI mukta thayelA che. e ApaNane mukta kare tevA che. taravAne kAmI hoya te te jJAnI bhaNuM daSTi rAkhe. bIjuM kAmanuM nathI. bIjuM badhuM bhava UbhA karanAra che. jJAnIne je karAvavuM che te na thayuM te AzramamAM rahyA ke bIje rahyA, badhuM nakAmuM che. bIjethI prema uThADI jJAnI pratye prema kare.

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saMgraha 5 311 prIti anaMtI para thakI, je teDe ho te joDe eha;" para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda sura baseM; vaha kevala bIja gyAni kahe, nijako anubha batalAI diye." saMsArI nAzavaMta vastuomAM prema che, tyAMthI jJAnI pratye thAya te AtmA pragaTa thAya. pahelAMnA jIva bahu saraLa hatA. jJAnIe kahyuM hoya te emane sAruM lAgatuM. ene te upara uparathI sAruM lAge che ane aMdara te pAchuM bIjuM. lAkha rUpiyAnI vAta, paNa java, "ApaNe zuM karIe? jJAnI puruSa te kahe,"ema karI kADhI nAkhe che. jJAnI pratye prema tyAre thAya ke jyAre bIje badhethI prema UThe. kRpALudeva te dukAne beThA beThA jJAnI puruSane saMbhAratA. hIrAmANeka emane mATInA gaLaphA (pRthvIne vikAra) jevA lAgatA. ApaNAM ahebhAgya ke AvA jJAnInAM vacane ApaNuM kAnamAM paDe che. saraLa jIne pakaDa thAya te chUTe nahIM. e kAma kADhI nAkhe che. prANa jatA hoya te bhale paNa jJAnI puruSanuM kahevuM ja mAre karavuM che. jJAnIe kahyuM te ja karavAnuM che. je kaMI vAta jJAnI kahe te pakaDI levI. pahelAMnA jene jJAnInuM mAhAbhya hatuM. Aje te jJAnInAM vacananuM pustaka hAthamAM AvyuM hoya ane kaI pAMcapacIsa rUpiyA Ape te ApI de che. satsaMgamAM sAMbhaLeluM bhUlavA jevuM nathI. saMsAramAM sAva udAsInatA eTale prIti nahIM. koInA guNa joI A dhanya che ema guNanI prazaMsA karavI. keIna alpa paNa guNa joI rAjI thAya, e pramodabhAvanA che. pitAmAM alpa paNa jyAM sudhI doSa hoya tyAMsudhI jaMpavA jevuM nathI. pitAnA pitAne ja kADhavA paDaze. mumukSu hoya te doSane dekhI TALe. a95 paNa doSa hoya tyAM sudhI mekSe na javAya. ane chellI vAta bahu agatyanI che. pitAnAmAM guNe pragaTayA hoya te chalakAvuM nahIM, paNa pitAnA doSa dekhI te nAza karavA atyaMta AtmabaLa pheravavuM. e cAra vAtane satsaMgamAM hoIe tyAre lakSa rAkha cogya che. maratAM sudhI yAda rAkhavAnI che. ApaNe lakSa rAkhI e karavuM che, evA thavuM che. puruSArtha vadhAre te vadhe ane deze badhA jAya. puruSArtha rahevuM. je I paramArtha te, kare satya puruSArtha; bhavasthiti Adi nAma laI, chedo nahIM AtmArtha." bhagavAne gaNadhara jevAne paNa kahyuM ke "samaya mAtrane paNa pramAda na kare" kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI e kahevuM che. kRtakRtya thayA hoya tene kahevuM nathI. je je padArtha nivRtti Ape evA hoya te nivRttidravya che. nivRttivALuM kSetra hoya tethI kAma karI levuM. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke evuM sthAna kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne rahIe? prabhuzrIjIe A karI ApyuM. jene AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che tene te A Azrama tapavana jevuM che. nivRttine mATe kALa vadhAre kADhe te nivRttikALa ane saMkalpavikapamAM na jAya te nivRttibhAva che. satsaMgane yoge paNa jJAnIne zaraNe ja rahevuM che. jJAnIe jANyuM te sAcuM che. ema jANI satsaMga kare. prabhuzrIjI nAsikathI padhAryA tyAre kahyuM ke satsaMga

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312 bedhAmRta karaje. DAhyA na thaze, kRpALudevanuM je kahevuM che te ApaNI sAthe sarakhAvavuM. 65 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 14, 2009 kRpALudevane jagatanuM vismaraNa thaI gayuM che, kharuM jagata te A deha ja che. tenI vismRti thaI te pachI AkhA jagatanI thaI jAya. aviSamabhAve rahevuM e moTAmAM moTuM trata che. potAnI icchAo kRpALudeve rekI che. prArabdhane dhakko lAge tyAre pravRtti thAya che, paNa pitAnI icchAe te thoDI pravRtti karavAmAM Ave che. je badhuM thAya che temAMthI ahaMbhAva emane nIkaLI gayo che. tethI bele teya belatA nathI, sAMbhaLe teya sAMbhaLatA nathI. prArabdha sivAya kaMI karatA nathI. samakita thayuM na hoya te paNa mumukSu saMsArane Icche nahIM. pratibaMdha ene trAsarUpa, yama jevo lAge. jJAnInI AjJA para paga mUkIne mumukSu cAle nahIM. 66 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, A suda 15, 2009 | mumukSu jIvane Atmahita zAthI thAya? evI dayAvALA moTA puruSa hoya che. sabhAgabhAIne ema bhAvanA thayA kare che ke kRpALudeva dIkSA le che enuM ka9yANa thAya. prArabdhane udaya e che ke ghaNe vakhata upAdhimAM rahevuM paDe. temAM emane mArApaNuM nathI tethI kheda thato nathI. paNa AtmA gauNa thAya che, te duHkha che. tyAM Avyo re udaya kAra, parigraha kArya prapaMca re; jema jema te haDaselIe, tema vadhe na ghaTe eka paMca re." evA vakhatamAM vIrya vadhAre pheravavuM paDe che. emane te e upAdhiyoga eka pariSaha jevo che. vyApAranuM kAma evuM che ke emAM upayoga deve paDe, "upAdhiye vizeSa prakAre karI upayogathI veda paDayo che." (453) eka te avasarpiNI kALa che. eTale AyuSya, puNya badhuM ochuM hoya. sArI sAmagrI DI rahe che. bIjuM anAryoe hiMdustAnamAM AvIne lekenI vRttio pitAnA vartana pratye kheMcI ane tenI paNa muMbaI jevA kSetramAM te vadhAre asara che. AtmAnuM te keIne bhAna ke garaja paNa nathI. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI kamAuM kamAuM kare che. AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM evA saMskAra hoya teya anArya jevA kSetramAM jAya te bhUlI jAya, bIjA saMskAra paDI jAya che. paramArtha visarAI jAya evuM hoya che. vyApAranI ja kALajI rAkhanAra cAre bAju hoya che. AtmAnuM game tema thAo, ema kahe che. paramArtha na bhulAya evuM rahevuM bahu muzkela che. vairAgya hoya tene paramArtha na bhulAya, paNa evA kSetramAM te bhUlI javAya. AnaMdaghanajInA kALamAM jevo duSamakALa hato te karatAM te A kALa ghaNe viSama che. udarabharaNAdi nija kAja karatA thakA, mehanaDiyA kaLikALa rAje" (A0 14) kRpALudevanA kALa karatAM A kALa keTalo viSama AvyuM che! kaLikALa te vadhato jAya che. vyavahAranI nIti paNa barAbara rahI nathI. e kaLikALathI bacavuM hoya te satsaMga eka sAdhana che, bIjuM sAdhana nathI. kRpALudevane satsaMganI keTalI IcchA rahe che! pUrvabhave emaNe

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saMgraha 5 313 enuM ghaNuM vedana karyuM che. niraMtara satsaMganI upAsanA te ja A kaLiyugathI bacavAnuM sAdhana che. jene kaI paNa prakAranI IcchAo prAye utpanna thatI nathI temane paNa A kaLikALa "gaLakAM khAtAM khAtAM saMsAra samudra mAMDa taravA de che." (453). samaye samaye thAkI javAya eTale puruSArtha emane taravA mATe kare paDe che. jeTaluM baLa hoya teTaluM badhuM vAparavuM paDe. satsaMga satsaMga ema emane thayA kare che. satsaMga hoya te AtmabhAva piSAya, nahIM to vRtti ThekANe rAkhavI bahu muzkela che. mehanI sAthe emane laDavuM paDe che. satsaMganI tarasa emane lAge che ane satsaMgane vega maLe nahIM. kSetra, prArabdha ke kaI pratye dveSa pariNAma na thAya tema eo sAcave che. samabhAva rAkhe che. samyagdarzana che te bacAve che. eTalI badhI pravRtti karavI paDe che chatAM emane AtmA jANe kaMI karato nathI ema lAge che. "cetana je nija bhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva." karma AvIne jAya ane navAM karma na baMdhAya te te devuM paDe evuM che. emane AtmA samabhAvamAM rahe che. vyavahAra karatAM paNa emane karmanI nirjarA thAya che. jyArathI samyagdarzana prApta thayuM tyArathI badhuM asAra lAge paNa prArabdhane laIne upAdhimAM pravartavuM paDe che. karma pakaDI rAkhe che. A upAdhi che tenA karatAM vadhAre Ave ane karmo vahelAM kSaya thAya te sahana karavAnI emane icchA che. citta nigraMthadazAne gya thaI gayuM che. kazI kAmanA rahI nathI. kRpALudevane evuM jJAna hatuM ke AgaLapAchaLanAM karmo kevAM che, te jANu zaktA. nircathadazA prApta karavI che, tenI bhAvanA rahyA kare che. ane vacce prArabdha ADuM Ave che, tethI mujhavaNa thAya che. jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukhaduHkha rahita na koya; jJAnI vede vairyathI, ajJAnI vede reya." (15) jJAnI jANe che ke A bhegavavAnuM che, tethI dhIraja rAkhe che. AtmajJAna hovA chatAM, ghaNA jIne lAbha thAya e saMbhava chatAM prArabdha evuM che ke keInuM hita karAtuM nathI. keI dravya kSetra kALa bhAvamAM kyAMya rAgadveSa thatAM nathI. jagatanI kaI vastu gamatI nathI, paNa satsaMganI IcchA rahe che. nivRtti kSetra-kALanI bhAvanA rahe che, te eka AtmavicAra karavA mATe rahe che, sarvasaMgaparityAga atyAre thAya evuM nathI, paNa nivRttikSetrane vega kyAre maLe, kayAre maLe ema IcchA rahe che. sebhAgabhAIne kRpALudeva lakhe che ke ApanA samAgamanI hAlamAM vizeSa IcchA rahe che. te paNa saheje thAya te karo. tamane ahIM bolAvIne satsaMga kare ema nathI rahetuM. kemake A kSetra (muMbaI) upAdhivALuM che, tethI jevo joIe te lAbha na thAya. udaya e che ke parANe parANe AtmA sAdhana karyA kare che. sobhAgabhAIne kRpALudeva lakhe che ke tame paNa samabhAvapUrvaka upAdhiyogane veda. maunapaNe vedavuM, eTale Ama karuM tema karuM te A upAdhiga maTI jAya evAM jhAvAM na nAkhavAM, e saMbaMdhI bahu vikalpa na karavA. samabhAva rAkhIne sahana karavuM. samabhAva Avaze

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314 te ghaNI nirjarA thaze. satsaMga hAya tA AtmavArtA thAya, paNa eve ceAga nathI. satsaMganI emane keTalI garaja che! jema jema samajaNa vizeSa vizeSa Ave tema tema vinaya-laghutA Ave che jema phaLa AvavAthI DALI name che, tema samajaNa AvavAthI namratA Ave che. dAsAnudAsa rAyacaMdanA praNAma vAMcajo." ema lakhe che. (453) AdhAmRta 67 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 1, 2009 jIva mithyAtvane anubhavI rahyo che, tethI samajAtu nathI. jJAnIpuruSa AtmA ja che, mekSanI mUrti ja che. AtmAnI eLakhANa thAya te ja jJAnInu' oLakhANa thAya che. potAnA doSa jotA thAya, matAgraha ochA thAya, krodhAdi khasavA mAMDe tyAre jJAnInuM eLakhANa thayuM kahevAya. maraNu sAMbhare te vikathA vagere na kare, maraNune jIva bhUlI jAya che. vicAravAna puruSo te kaivalyadazA thatAM sudhI mRtyune nitya samIpa ja samajIne pravarte che." (702) jIva pramAda kare che. satpuruSa kaiAI deSa batAve ke tArAmAM pramAda che, teA ghera jaIne vicAre ke meM Aja sudhI keTaleA pramAda karyAM? e pramAda have kema jAya ? ema bahu vicAra kare. jJAnIpuruSe eka khIjarUpa vacana kahyuM hAya, tene vicArIne vRkSanI peThe karavuM. satpuruSanuM oLakhANa thAya, vairAgya thAya, tyAre manuSyapaNuM uttama samajAya; nahI te Amatema vAte kare, phare, Udhe. vairAgya hoya te meM Aje AtmAnuM zuM hita karyuM ? ema vicAra Ave. satpuruSanA bAdhathI vairAgya thAya che. tyAgavairAgya jAge te AtmajJAna thAya. enuM mULa AtmajJAnI che. temanAthI AtmajJAna thAya. sAcI bhakti thAya te jJAnI vAravAra sAMbhara sAMbhara thAya. e rIte jJAnInI AjJAmAM ja ekatAna thayA vinA paramAnA mArganI prApti bahu ja asulabha che, ekatAna thavu paNa khahu ja asulabha che." (147) AjJAmAM ekatAna thavu ahu muzkela che. AjJAmAM ekatAna thayA vinA AtmAnI prAptinA mArga maLavA bahu ja muzkela che. prIti anaMtI para thakI, je tADe hA te joDe eha. (de. 1) "he bhagavAna, huM bahuM bhUlI gayA," evuM ene thAya te ema thAya ke Aja sudhI jeTaluM' meM karyuM' te badhAmAM bhUla thaI. AtmajJAnI puruSanI eLakhANa thAya te emanu mAhAtmya lAge, ane pahelAM je guru mAnatA hAya, deva mAnatA haiAya tenuM mAhAtmya ghaTI jAya. kalyANu karavA mATe sAdhanA karavAnAM hatAM, ane kalyANa te thayuM nathI, te pachI zu kAmanuM ? janmamaraNu te chUTAM nahI. satpuruSa maLyA tyArathI ene mA maLyA. pachI bhUlA na paDe. jagatanI icchAthI je kayu hAya, zAstro bhaNyA haiAya te badhuM niSphaLa che. AtmAnuM kalyANa teA thayu nahIM, te pachI zAstra bhaNyA teAya zuM ? satpuruSanI AgaLa bhUla kADhavAnA prasaMga che; tyAMya pAchI vAsanAone pekhe te katyAM chUTe ? manuSyabhava dula bha che. teA pachI satpuruSane cega te ethI vizeSa dula bha AtmAnuM' kalyANa karavuM che, e bhAva jIvane jAgavA bahu muzkela che. ""

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saMgraha 5 325 68 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Ase vada 2, 2009 rija kaMI ne kaMI navuM zIkhavuM. smRtine keLavavAnI che. mahApuruSanuM jIvana ApaNane nirmaLa banAve che. kRpALudevanuM jIvana te ghaNuM jIvanacaritra jevuM che. eka bhavamAM ghaNuM bhAne saravALo thayela che. kharuM jIvana te emanA patra che. A kALamAM evA gaMbhIra bhAve kaI lakhI zakyA nathI. eka eka patramAM Akhe mokSamArga mUkI dIdhuM che. e samajAya te ApaNuM jIvana uttama thAya. mahApuruSanA jIvana saMbaMdhI jANe te ene bhakti jAge. emAMthI mAre kAmanuM zuM? e lakSa rAkhe te kaMI ne kaMI zIkhavA maLe. eka karatAM be jaNa bhegA thaIne vAMcavuM e satsaMga kahevAya. ekale bhakti karate heya te UMgha Ave, ALasa thAya. paNa samUhamAM bhakti karavAnI hoya te ullAsa Ave. "sapuruSanA ekeka vAkyamAM, ekeka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che." (166). jema jema garaja vadhaze tema tema vizeSa samajAze. jJAnane zaraNe rahI AtmAnuM kAma karavuM che. jJAnAvaraNIya karma evuM che ke puruSArtha kare te khasI jAya, paNa moDanIya karma khasavuM bahu agharuM che. badhuM karIne mehu dUra karavAne che. "rAgadveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha." mehanIyakarmathI AThe karma baMdhAya che. mehanIyakarma badhI prakRtine karmo vaheMcI Ape che. mehanIya ochuM thAya te pachI badhAM karma ochAM thAya. lAyakasamakti heya te te na jAya. kSapazama ke upazama hoya te jatuM rahe. samyagdarzana vinA badhuM jJAna ajJAnarUpa che. caudapUrva sudhI bharyo hoya paNa samakti jatuM rahe te badhuM ajJAna. e mekSanA kAmamAM na Ave. AtmA che evuM daDha thAya te pachI AtmAnuM hita karavuM che evuM daDha thAya. huM deha chuM' ema thAya, te dehane poSanArAM kAraNa meLave. potAne deharUpa mAnI potAnA jJAna upara AvaraNa karyuM che. de TALavA mATe satsaMga e uttama sAdhana che. jyAM sudhI asaMgadazA na Ave tyAM sudhI satsaMga karavAnuM che. satsaMganuM phaLa asaMgapaNuM che. satsaMga karIne e karavAnuM che. jJAna thayA pachI paNa bIjo paricaya vadhAre rahete heya te AtmAmAM rahevA vadhAre baLa karavuM paDe. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "prAye sarvakAmanA pratye udAsInapaNuM che, evA amane paNa A sarve vyavahAra ane kALAdi gaLakAM khAtAM khAtAM saMsArasamudra mAMDa taravA de che." (453). puruSArtha vagara saMsArasamudra tarAya nahIM. AtmAnA asaMkhyAta pradeza che. te dareka pradeza jANavAnuM kAma kare che. saMsAramAM hoya tyAM sudhI zuddha rIte jANatA nathI. je jANe temAM rAgadveSa thAya che. tethI AtmA kheMcAya che. A jagatanA badhA padArtho pratye ene upaga pravarte che. nimittavAsI jIva kahyo che. jyAre enI sAme paDe tyAre vRtti bhaTakatI aTake che. atyAre rAgadveSa bhaNI upaga pravarte che. saMsAranuM svarUpa rAgadveSa karAve evuM che. "pradeze pradezathI jIvanA upayegane AkarSaka evA A saMsArane viSe eka samayamAtra paNa avakAza levAnI jJAnI puruSoe

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316 badhAmRta hA kahI nathI; kevaLa te viSe nakAra karyo che." (446) avane pradeza pradeze AkarSe evuM saMsAranuM svarUpa che, mATe emAM vRtti rAkhavAnI tIrthakare nA kahI che. saMsArane pUMTha devAnuM kahe che. bIje AkarSaNa thAya che, bhinna bhinna padArthamAM vRtti jAya che, tyAMthI upayoga pAcho vaLe te AtmAmAM upaga eTale aMtarmukhavRtti thAya. mAruM che ema thAya tyAM ciMtA thAya. aMdarathI dehAdhyAsa ene chUTI jAya te karma kare ya nahIM ane tethI bhegavavuM paNa na paDe. chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahIM kartA tuM karma nahIM bhaktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmano marma." bIjI vastunI jIva saMbhALa rAkhe che, paNa AtmA dekhAtuM nathI, tethI enI saMbhALa paNa rAkhatA nathI. AtmA saMbaMdhI je geDa besavI te puruSa vinA besatI nathI. "tAre eka AtmA. AtmA jevo" ema prabhuzrIjI kahetA. satsaMgamAM kaSAya maMda thAya che. maMda kaSAyanA vakhatamAM jJAnInAM vacano UMDA Utare che. tethI ene pitAnA hitanI garaja jAge che. jemane AtmajJAna prApta thayuM che temanI daDha zraddhA e ekSana pAme che. tyAMthI ja dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. ene ja zAstromAM samakita kahyuM che. puruSanA yege jIvane garaja jAge che. jIvane avakAza nathI. bIjI vastuothI bharAI gaye che. maMda kaSAya satsaMge thAya che. tethI madhyastha daSTi Ave che. tethI ene vicAra jAge. satsaMga eTale sane raMga caDhAve te. arUpI padArthane nirNaya tha bahu durlabha che. kRpALudeve satsaMgane badale ghaNe ThekANe puruSa zabda vAparyo che. puruSanuM oLakhANa thayA pachI paNa puruSane satsaMga maLa bahu muzkela che. eTaluM puNya paNa jIvanuM na hoya. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke "te satsaMga nizcayapaNe jANyuM che, evA puruSane te satsaMgane yoga rahe e duSamakALane viSe atyaMta vikaTa che." (446). sebhAgabhAIne kRpALudevanuM oLakhANa thayuM che, paNa temane satsaMga nathI rahetuM. tema chatAM upAdhi pratye dveSa karavAnuM nathI. je vaiSa kare to navAM karma baMdhAya. dukha hoya, game te hoya paNa e AtmAne nukasAna karanAra nathI. pite pitAne zatru che ane pite pitAne mitra thAya te che. narakamAM jIve ghaNuM vedanA sahana karI che. tenA jevAM te ahIM duHkha nathI. samajaNa upara badhe AdhAra che. savaLI samajaNa hoya te savaLuM levAya. mujhAya te ArtadhyAna thAya. mana navaruM paDe to saMsAranI ghaTamALamAM jAya. tethI rokavuM. thoDIka vAra bhale tuM rAga-dveSa kara ema bhagavAne kahyuM nathI. bhagavAne te samaya mAtranA pramAdanI nA kahI che. AtmA upaga svarUpa che. upagamAM rAgadveSa e vikAra che, te nIkaLI jAya te AtmAmAM upayoga rahe, pite pitArU rahe. AtmA AtmArUpe rahe evuM thavA arthe satsaMga, satparuSane vega che. AtmAne jIva bhUlya che, e ja maraNa che. "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvabharaNe, kAM aho rAcI raho." samaye samaye vibhAvamAM jAya che e ja maraNa che. e ja zatru che. keIne deSa nathI.

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saMgraha 5 pitAne ja doSa che. saMtanI pahelI zikSA e che ke tAre deze tane baMdhana che. "tAre deSa eTale ja ke anyane pitAnuM mAnavuM, pote pitAne bhUlI javuM" (108) 69 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 3, 2009 reja kaMIka AgaLa vadhavAnuM karavuM. manuSyabhavamAM je karI lIdhuM te kharuM. pachI kaMI na thAya. dharmanI bhAvanA jene daDha thaI hoya teNe brahmacaryavrata levAnuM che. AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya teNe emAM ja lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. e vrata lIdhuM eTale sAdhu ja thaI gayA. manuSyabhava maLe che te bahu durlabha che. kSaNa kSaNa karatAM keTalAMya varSa jatAM rahyAM. keTalAM badhAM varSa jatAM rahyAM ! yuvAna hoya ke vRddha, badhAne eka vakhate javAnuM che, chatAM jIvane e nizcaya nathI ke mAre A bhavamAM samAdhimaraNa karavuM che. e lakSa hoya te jJAnIe je kahyuM heya te lakSamAM rahe. jJAnInAM vacano samAdhi Ape evAM che, paNa jIvane upaga temAM ja joIe. jIvanuM citta sthira thatuM nathI. rAgadveSa thayA ja kare che. atyArathI jANe marI ja gayA ema jANuM samAdhimaraNane puruSArtha karavAnuM che. beThA beThA smaraNa karavuM. e maMtra maratI vakhate yAda rahe te samAdhimaraNa thAya. haratAM pharatAM smaraNa karavuM. maMtrane abhyAsa vadhAre karave, te samAdhimaraNa thAya. ApaNe jIvane vagara vAke daMDIe chIe. zuM karavA jIvavuM che? e vAraMvAra vicAravuM. manuSyabhava saphaLa karavA jJAnInI AjJA ghaDIe ghaDIe sAMbhare evuM karavAnuM che. kALanI zI khabara che ? ghaDIka vAramAM marI jAya che. jene pitAnuM jIvana sudhAravuM hoya teNe badhAM vrataniyama karavAnAM che. AtmA oLakhavA mATe brahmacarya e regyatA che. pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtra Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya atimAna." (me. 34) enI ArAdhanA karatAM samyagdarzana thAya che. lakSa samaktino rAkhavo. AjJA vagara bhakti kare te puNya baMdhAya, paNa mekSanuM kAraNa na thAya. mekSanuM kAraNa te jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhaze tyAre thaze. mahanA vikalpathI A saMsAra thAya che, paNa AtmAmAM vRtti jAya te karma baMdhAya nahIM. AtmA ke che? anaMta sukhanuM dhAma che. enA dhyAnamAM puruSo rAtadivasa rahe che. tyAM parama zAMti che. e ja amRta che. te parama padane huM namaskAra karuM chuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke keTaluM puNya haze tyAre A daravAjAmAM paga mukAze. je thAya te bhaluM mAnavuM. AtmAnuM kAma karI levAnuM che. anukULatA hoya te ahIM AvavAnuM choDavuM nahIM. kAma kaMIka karI levuM. 7zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 6, 2009 mumukSu-"che te che; paNa mana vicAra karavA zaktimAna nathI." (5-26) eTale zuM? pUjyazrIche te che eTale AtmA che, paNa e kahevAya evI vastu nathI, manathI vicArAya evI vastu nathI. jyAre mana vilaya thAya tyAre AtmAne anubhava thAya. saMkalpa

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318 bedhAmRta vikalpa kare tyAre mana kahevAya. ane jyAre saMkalpavikalpa vilIna thaI jAya tyAre mana vilaya thayuM gaNAya. Upaje mohavikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avalokatAM, vilaya thatAM nahIM vAra." (954) mehanA vikalpathI saMsAra Ubhe thAya che ane aMtarmukha vRtti thAya te e badhA vikalpa nAza pAme. vAMcavuM e te eka vicAra AvavAnuM nimitta che. vAMcIne pachI vicAra karo ke emAM kahyuM te ApaNAthI thAya evuM che ke kema? emAM ApaNe choDavA egya zuM AvyuM? ema vicAra karavA. vAcanamAM je vAta AvI te ja vicAravI evuM kaMI nathI. bIjA paNa te saMbaMdhI vicAra karavA. ekabIjAne pUchavuM, carcA karavI. bhale eka be zleka jeTaluM vaMcAya toya kaMI vAMdho nathI, paNa ema vicAra karatAM zIkhavuM. bhaNavAnI sAthe dehAdhyAsa cheDavAne che e lakSa rAkha. mumukSu-"khaddhavyanA guNaparyAya vicAro." (pa-41) eTale zuM? - pUjyazrI-kha eTale SaTu, cha dravyanA guNaparyAya. jemake AtmAmAM jJAna guNa che. e guNa haMmezAM rahe ja. e jJAna juduM juduM jANe ethI jANavAnI bIjI bIjI avasthA palaTAya te paryAya che. sahanata te guNa ane kamavartI te paryAya ema kahevAya che. [patrAMka 4rapa nA vAMcana prasaMge] deha pratye meha karavAthI kaMI lAbha nathI. badhA jJAnIoe dehAdhyAsa choDyo che. dehane mATe duHkhI thavAnuM nathI. ArtadhyAna thAya te pApa baMdhAya. vedanAmAM vRtti rahe, vedanA dUra karavAnI icchA thAya, te ArtadhyAna che. ISTanA viyegane lIdhe ciMtA thAya te paNa ArtadhyAna che, aniSTane saMga dUra karavAnI ciMtA te paNa ArtadhyAna che. ane mane phalANuM maLe ema nidAna kare te paNa ArtadhyAna che. ArtadhyAnathI ardhagati thAya che. dehane mATe AtmAne karma baMdhAvI ardhagatimAM laI jAya evuM karavAnuM nathI. AtmAnuM hita thAya tenI ciMtA kare te sAruM che. have te AtmAne mATe ja deha gALe che. dehamAM ne dehamAM vRtti rahe te AtmAbhaNa vRtti jAya nahIM. anaMta bhava gayA teya dehanuM kAma thayuM nahIM. mATe dehanI paMcAta cheDI AtmAne mATe ja A deha gALave che e nizcaya kare. zarIramAM ja vedanA thAya che ane mAne che ke mane thAya che. ema mAnyatAmAM bhUla che. dehanA dharmane pitAne mAne che. zarIramAM vRtti jAya te khoTuM che, ema samajaNa hoya te thAya. vivekabuddhi jAgI hoya tene lakSa rAkhe te bheda paDI jAya. badhAM karma javA mATe Ave che, paNa ajJAnane laIne navAM baMdhAya che. A AtmAne ajJAna che tethI anaMta kALathI bhaTake che. e ajJAna kyAre jaze ? enI ciMtA karavAnI che. - "mAtra daTikI bhUla hai.(hA1-14). daSTi pharI te pachI thayuM. jevI daSTi tevI

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saMgraha 5 sRSTi. AtmAnI kALajI rAkhanAra thayo hoya te baMdhanAM kAraNemAM rAjI na thAya. jIvane viveka nathI tyAM sudhI viparIta paNuM che ane tyAM sudhI badhuM duHkha che. viveka hoya te karmathI trAsa pAme. badhAthI vadhAre mamatA zarIra upara che. e ja ghAtI DuMgara ADe che. ethI bhinna thavAnI bhAvanA karavI. jevo saMga tevA bhAva thAya. satsaMga hoya te sArA bhAva thAya. sAcA bhAvathI satsaMga kare te maraNa ene vAraMvAra sAMbhare. jene mATe jhUravuM joIe tene mATe jhUratuM nathI. bahAranI bahAra vRtti rAkhe che. AtmAnuM mAhAsya nathI tethI bahAranI bahAra vRtti jAya che. maraNa vakhate keIne upAya cAle evuM nathI mATe DaravuM nahIM, zUravIrapaNe rahevuM. prANu jAya te prasaMga hoya chatAM "theDIkavAra jivAya to sAruM ema jene na thAya, evA puruSa namaskAra karavAgyA che. dehanI mUcha che tyAM sudhI bhaya vagere badhuM che. huM deha nathI, AtmA chuM, maravAne nathI ema jene daDha thayuM hoya tene pachI bhaya zAne ? mithyAtvane laIne Dara lAge che. e ja A bhavamAM kADhavuM che. e mithyAtva jyAM sudhI haze tyAMsudhI sukha thaze nahIM. ane samyaktva heya te, narakanI vedanA paNa sukharUpa che, karma bicArA bakarAM che. AtmA badhAyathI bhinna che, A jagatane ane mAre kazuM levAdevA nathI ema thAya te hiMmata Ave. te pachI nirbhaya thaI jAya. deha che tyAMsudhI bhakti karI levI. dehanI pAse mokSanuM kAma karAvI levuM, paNa enA nekara na thavuM. dharmane mArga vAta karavAnuM nathI. jJAnInAM vacana sAMbhaLI enuM mAhAbhya rAkhavuM. kRpALudevane keIe pUchyuM ke tamAre deha kema sukAI gaye? kRpALudeve kahyuM ke amAre be bAga che, temAMthI ekamAM pANI vadhAre gayuM tethI bIje bAga sukAI gaye. Ajane patra bahu suMdara che. bhedajJAna thAya te che. keIka vakhate ja evA zabdo nIkaLe. "deha te AtmA nathI" (45) eTalA zabdo sAMbhaLI gAMThe bAMdhavA, jatA na karavA. AtmA ane deha judA che. AtmAne zUravIra karavAnuM che. dehamAM vRtti rAkhavAthI AtmA nekara thaI gayo che. A deha ghaDA jevuM ja che. ghaDAne jema gaLuM hoya che tema ene paNa gaLuM hoya che. ghaDAne jonAra jema ghaDAthI judo che, tema zarIrane jANanAra AtmA zarIrathI judo che. be vastuo che temAMthI dehamAM gUMcAI gaye che. dehane ane AtmAne eka gaNuM beTho che. "AtmAnI sattA vaDe, teha pravarte jANu," e bhUlI gaye che. dehane gauNa kare te dharma pragaTe eve che. jJAnInAM vacanAmAM tallInatA rAkhe te kAma thAya. AjanAM vacane jene mAnya thAya tene samyaktva thAya. "huM AtmA chuM, deha nathI" ATalAM vacane yAda rAkhavAM, hRdayamAM ketarI rAkhavAM. paNa jIva e bhUlI jAya che. jANanArane mAna che, jenArane jeve che. dehanA pheraphAramAM rAjI na thavuM tema ciMtA paNa na karavI. pitAne deha jADo che, pAtaLo che ema gaNavuM nahIM, tema bIjAnA dehanuM paNa na gaNavuM. e te badhA ghaDA che. emAM vRtti rAkhavI nathI. bhUlavaNI che te kADhavA mATe ja jJAnI puruSe A amRta varasAvyuM che. "AtmA te deha nathI" ATaluM hRdayamAM katarI rAkhavuM. be ya bhinna padArtho che. e bhulAya nahIM evuM daDha karavAnuM che. evuM daDha thayuM hoya te maraNa pAse

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30 bedhAmRta Ave teya kaMI bhaya na lAge. vAraMvAra vicArIne, daDha karIne, ApaNA hadayamAMthI khasI na jAya evuM karavuM. anaMtakALanAM karmo kapAI jAya evuM A hathiyAra jJAnIe ApyuM che. che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza." A ja khAsa lakSa karavA yogya che. vAraMvAra jJAnIne A ja kahevuM che. paNa jIvane Takta nathI. jyAM sudhI jIvane meha che tyAM sudhI bAhyabhAva rahe che. paisA te paramezvara thaI paDyA che. 71 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 7, 2009 pratyakSa sadUgurugamAM je vAMcyuM hoya, vicAryuM hoya, te yAda Ave te ghaNe lAbha thAya. pahelAM te prabhuzrIjI vAta bahu kahetA. eka sAsu ane vahu hatAM. te bannene sAruM bane. vaDhavADa na thAya. sAsu vahu upara bahu prema rAkhe. ene premathI belAve, khavaDAve, sAruM sAruM paheravA Ape ane vahu paNa sAsunI sevA kare, kAmakAja kare. eka divase enI sAsu marI gaI. tyArapachI rAtre eNe enA dhaNIne vAta karI ke mArAM sAsujI evAM hatAM ke mane sAruM sAruM khAvApIvAnuM ApatA, bahu lADathI rAkhatAM. sAsujI marI gayAM. have zuM karIzuM ? ema kahI raDavA lAgI. pachI savAra thayuM tyAre enA gharadhaNane ema thayuM ke ene eka lAkaDAnI pUtaLI karAvI ApuM. pachI te suthArane ghera jaIne eka lAkaDAnI pUtaLI karAvI lAvyuM. ane potAnI strIne kahyuM ke le A tArI sAsu, vahu te pachI "mane sAsujI maLyAM ema jANI rAjI thaI gaI havethI je kaMI kAma kare te sAsujIne pUchIne kare. khAvA bese tyAre ya pUtaLIne pAse laIne kahe ke have khAvAne vakhata thaye che, mATe tye sAsujI, ApaNe khAIe. ema kahI pUtaLInA moDhAmAM keLiye mUke. enI sAthe vAta kare ane sAMja paDe tyAre pUtaLIne sAthe laI bhegI sUI jAya. ema karatAM karatAM A te eTalI badhI pUtaLImAM tallIna thaI gaI ke badhuM gharanuM kAma karavuM paNa bhUlI gaI. barAbara kAme ya kare nahIM. enA gharadhaNIne thayuM ke meM te ramakaDA jevuM ene ApyuM hatuM ane A te emAM eTalI badhI takalIna thaI gaI che ke gharanAM kAma paNa barAbara karatI nathI. ene gharadhaNu belAve teya kahe ke nA, huM te nahIM AvuM. sAsujInuM kAma karI pachI AvIza. rAja sAsujInI ja bhakti kare. eka vakhata enA gharadhaNIe kahyuM ke ahIMthI jatI rahe. tArAM sAsujIne laIne jatI rahe. pelI te sAsune laIne cAlatI thaI. jatAM jatAM koI jaMgalamAM AvI. tyAM AgaLa rAta paDavA AvI. tethI vahue kahyuM ke sAsujI, ApaNe have zuM karIzuM ? have rAta paDavA AvI che ne jaMgalamAM kyAM jaIzuM? kaI janAvara AvI mArI nAkhaze, mATe tye ApaNe A jhADa upara caDhI jaI e. ema karI sAsujIne hAthamAM laI jhADa upara jaIne beThI. savAranA sADAcAra vAgyAne vakhata thaye, tyAre cera cerI karIne AvatA hatA. te core te jhADanI nIce beThA ane badhe mAla vaheMcavA lAgyA. temaNe evA segaMda dIdhelA ke A vaheMcaNImAMthI je kaI AghuM pAchuM karaze tenA upara khaNakhaNatI vIjaLI paDaze. eTalAmAM pelI

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saMgraha 5 3ra1 vahune UMgha AvI tethI pUtaLI khaNaNaNa karatI nIce paDI gaI. cere te gabharAI tyAMthI nAsI gayA. pachI vahunI AMkha UghaDI tyAre nIce UtarIne kahyuM ke sAsujI ! mane te UMgha AvI gaI, tame paDI gayAM? kyAMya vAgyuM to nathI ne? tyAM AgaLa bahu ghareNuM paDyAM hatAM te joI sAsujIne kahyuM ke tame te mane bahu ghareNuM ApyAM. pachI badhAM ghareNAMnuM poTaluM bAMdhI sAsujIne bagalamAM laI pitAnA ghara tarapha gaI ne kamADa khakhaDAvyuM. gharadhaNuM be, pAchI kyAMthI AvI? vahue kahyuM ke tame khele te kharA, huM zuM laIne AvI chuM te jarA juo! pachI kamADa ughADyAM ane ene gharadhaNI bahu rAjI thayo. kahevAnuM ke jevuM I che tevuM thaI zake che. bIjuM pachI ene game nahIM. pratimAnI bhaktimAM tallInatA thAya te tenI sAthe vAta thAya, badhuM thAya, mana vacana kAyA karma baMdhAvanAra che tene paramAtmAnI sAthe joDe te kalyANa thAya. badhAnuM mULa prema che. jyAM prema hoya tyAM citta lIna thAya che. jenAmAM zuddhabhAva che, evA bhagavAnamAM lInatA thAya te ghaNuM karma khapI jAya. sAcuM avalaMbana maLavuM joIe. pachI pote puruSArtha karavAno che. kaSAya TALavAnA che. mAnane jIva sAthe laIne ja phare che. AkhA jagatanA ziSya thavAnuM che tene badale huM meTo chuM ema kare che. kaSAya hoya tyAre jIvane vicAra na Ave. kodha zekavA kSamAnI jarUra che. je thAya te khamI khUdavuM te karma chUTe. kSamA upara gajasukumAranuM daSTAMta kRpALudeve ApyuM che. pahelo jaNAya che koya, paNa enuM mULa mAna che. kedha ane mAna e zreSa che ane mAyA ane lebha e rAga che. ema rAgadveSanA cAra bheda che. huM mAruM hRdayethI TALa, paramArathamAM piMDa ja gALa." (prItamadAsa) e hadayamAM katarI rAkhavuM. ahaMbhAva gayA vinA samakita na thAya. huM ne mAruM uparathI nahIM paNa hRdayathI TALa. samajyA te samAyA. AtmAmAM huM, mAruM kaMI nathI. AtmAnuM nAme ya nathI. mana, vacana, kAyA paramArtha sAdhavA mATe, AtmAne paripUrNa karavA mATe gALavAM. javane abhyAsa karavAno che. kaSAya kADhanAro kaI bIje che? pite ja kADhanAra che. je thAya te bhaluM mAnavAmAM Ave evuM karavAnuM che. bhagavAne joyuM che tevuM thavAnuM che. jIvane saMsAranA prasaMgeno abhyAsa thaI paDyo che. keTalAya bhava jIve mehamAM gALyA che. jAte puruSArtha karI mohanI sAme thavAnuM che. [patrAMka 425 upara badho 72 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 7, 2009 jJAnInA mArgane vicAra karatAM jaNAya che ke keIpaNa prakAre mUchapAtra A deha nathI, tene duHkhe zecavAyegya A AtmA nathI." (25) vedanInA vakhatamAM kema rahevuM? te have lakhe che. jIve deha dhAraNa karyo che temAM mArApaNuM karavA jevuM nathI. dehAdhyAsa choDavAne che. "chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahIM kartA tuM karma" deha mAre nathI ema thAya te dehAdhyAsa chUTe. deha te huM ema thaI gayuM che, te kema khase? ene ApaNe khAsa vicAra karavAnuM che. huM deha nathI, deha mAre nathI, 41

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32 edhAmRta evuM mumukSue karavuM. bharate vicAra karyo ke huM deha nathI, deha mAro nathI, huM dehane nathI. jIvane A mAre kAmanuM che, katavyarUpa che, ema yAda ja rahetu' nathI. dehamAM mamatA karavA jevuM zuM che ? dehamAM mamatA karavI te hADakAM, mAMsa, cAmaDI ane vALamAM meha karavA jevuM che. deha mAro che evA bhAva thaI gayA che. mATInA pUtaLA jevA A daiha che. mATI tA pavitra che; paNa detu teA apavitra che. tene pavitra manAvanAra avidyA-mithyAtva che. tene vicArIne TALavAnI che. nahIM teA ethI phrI deha dhAraNa karavA paDe. A AtmA che te dehane mATe zocavAyegya nathI. dehane mATe A dhyAna karI AtmAne du:khI karavA jevuM nathI. "koIpaNa kAraNe A saMsAramAM klezita thavA ceAgya nathI." (460). samabhAva keLavavAnA che. ene mATe puruSA karavA. e ja mAre karavuM che eve jIvane nizcaya nathI. A karyAM vinA mArA chUTakA nathI, e vagara mane samAdhi thAya evuM nathI, ema jIvane thatuM nathI. eya padArtha judA che, tadna judA che. ekatA jANe ane eka na jANe, ema taddana judA che. temAMthI na jANe tene peAtAnu mAnI du:khI thAya che, kalpanAthI du:khI thAya che. AtmAne ajJAnadazA che te ja bhUMDI che. e ajJAnadazAmAM rahyuM kema jAya ? paramArtha saMbaMdhI je duHkha che te jIvane lAgatuM nathI. bahAranAM duHkha lAge che. je thavAnu che, khAdhelu che temAM khATI thAya che. jJAnIe je AjJA karI heAya temAM citta rAkhe teA chuTAya. ene bhUlI khIjA vikalpe kare che. savArathI sAMja sudhI zA vicArA Ave che te vicAre teA tenI khabara paDe. jIva khIjAmAM taNAI jAya che. jIvane saMsAramAM baLatarA lAgatI nathI. ka aMdhAya evA bhAva che tyAMthI khasatA nathI. "sa klezathI ane sava duHkhathI mukta thavAnA upAya eka AtmajJAna che." (569). eTale badhA lAbha che. mAtra dRSTinI bhUla che. huM deha nathI, ema thAya te nirAMta thaI jAya. zuddhabhAva--emAM khIjuM kazuM ja nathI. e AvyA vinA meAkSa na thAya. sarva bhAva tujarUpa' (paramAtmArUpa) thAya teA zuddhabhAva Ave. deha pratye mUrchA karavA jevuM nathI. jeNe A dehanI mUrchA cheDI tene upasa Ave ke na Ave! madhu' sarakhu che. tene namaskAra che. jene AtmadRSTi thaI hoya tene peAtAne IMDu jaDa lAge, khIjAnA deha paNa jaDa lAge. sApa Ave, sihu Ave, te paNa ene AtmA dekhAya tethI bhaya na lAge. kreDa uparathI meha chUTe te khasa. jyArathI jJAnInI pratIti thaI tyArathI deha chUTI gayA ema jANavuM. anne bhinna padAtha che tene seLabheLa karI nAkhavA nathI. samajIne zamAvAnuM che. AtmAmAM mAruM tAruM kazuM nathI e hRdayamAM kAtarI rAkhavAnu che. madhAe e nizcaya prathama karavAyeAgya che. sAMbhaLyuM te jANyuM na kahevAya. 'jANyuM teA tenuM kharuM, je mehe navi lepAya, sukha-du:kha Avye jIvane, ha--zAka nava thAya.' evuM thAya te| jANyuM kahevAya. samyaktva thAya tene jaDa-cetana vacce vajranI bhIMta paDe. eTalu' thAya te samajavu` ke mIe bhava (dvija) thaye. AtmA deha nathI, deha AtmA nathI, e ciMtavI rAkhavAnu che, mULa vastu kharekhara samajavAnI che te A jJAnI kahe che, e siddhA

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3ra3 saMgraha 5 tika vAta che. deDa te AtmA nathI. vairAgya nathI, tethI coMTatuM nathI. deDa te AtmA nathI e kaMI jevI tevI vAta che? deDane jaDa ane cetanane cetana jANavAthI ja badhA siddha thayA che. deha te AtmA nathI, eTaluM rahe te dehane dekhe teya meha na thAya. dehamAM badhA rAga-dveSa meha thAya che. deha te kazuM jANe nahIM, jaDa che. kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM, akhaMDa vate jJAna; kahiye kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa dehathI chUTI javuM saheluM nathI. samajaNa hoya te thAya. bAkI te, baMdha mokSa che kalpanA, bhAkhe vANImAMhi; varte mahAzamAM, zuSkajJAnI te Ahi." jIva paravastumAMthI pAcho vaLato ja nathI. deha te AtmA nathI, eTaluM te paheluM kara, pachI badhuM thaze. pANImAM jema kamaLa juduM rahe che tema pachI rahe. kRpALudevanA hRdayamAM keTalI spaSTatA che! kharekhara ! jagatamAM uttama vastu A zabda kahyA che te che, ema lAge te prema thAya. A vacananI jeTalI kiMmata lAge teTalAM grahaNa thAya. dayAne lIdhe e zabda nIkaLyA che. kRpALudevane dareka zabda maMtra je che premanI khAmI che. bIje prema DhaLAI gaye che. e vacane hRdayamAM vase te jJAna thAya. prArabdha game tevuM hoya, paNa tyAga-vairAgya e te puruSArtha che. bharata cha khaMDanuM rAjya karavA chatAM muni jevA rahetA. deDanuM mAhAsya lAgyuM che! te te ghaDe che. jAjarA je gaMdhAto che. tene have AtmA mAno nathI. dehano meha jema ocho thaze tema AtmA bhaNI vaLaze. AtmA jevI uttama vastu, je mokSa Ape, tene mUkI deha je gaMdhAto che tene pitAne mAne che! deha pratye mUcha na hoya te jADe, pAtaLa, gora, kALe heya teya kaMI na lAge. mamatA chUTI te pachI game te deha rahe teya zuM? deha te eka mAthe bhAra che. dehathI AtmA bhinna che. A deDathI huM bhinna chuM, evuM thayuM nathI. pArakI paMcAtamAM badhA bhava gALyA che. AtmA deha nathI, deha AtmA nathI, e eka nirdhAra karI mUko. vyavahAra karatAM e bhUlI na javAya evuM karavuM. amAre tamAre badhAne A vAta daDha karI hRdayamAM ketarI rAkhavAnI che. juduM te juduM ja ema mAnavuM. jJAnIne A ja eka mukhya vastu kahevI che, e ja vAraMvAra lakSamAM rAkhavuM. manuSyabhava e kharo lAga AvyuM che. mATe vaheluM e karI levuM nahIM te maraNa bagADe. "mAruM mAnyuM che tethI bIjI cintA kare che. bahu cetavAnuM che. ema ne ema baphamamAM jato rahyo te pastAvuM paDaze. "AtmA deha nathI e gADha rIte hRdayamAM daDha karI rAkhavuM. ghaDAne jenAra jema ghaDAthI judo che, tema dehathI AtmA jude che. e lakSa jIvane rahe te sAva sahelI vAta che. ceTI javuM joIe. kRpALudeve prabhuzrIjIne kahyuM ke AtmA juo, te prabhuzrIjIne evuM ceTI gayuM ke tyAra divasa ne AjanI ghaDI emane e chUTyuM nathI. evuM karyA vinA chUTako nathI. "deha te AtmA nathI--e siddhAnta hadayamAM cUMTI jAya te pachI deha jaDe thAya, pAtaLuM thAya, kALe thAya, gera thAya teya' kaMI na thAya. badhAne sAra A che. badhA jJAnIone je kahevuM che tene A ja sAra che.

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324 bodhAmRta ene raNakAre rahyA kare evuM karavAnuM che. ApaNA mATe dayA lAvI jJAnI kahe te grahaNa kare te kAma thAya. nahIM te "kathA suNI suNI phUTyA kAna, toya na AvyuM brahmajJAna." jJAnIne je kahevuM che te badhuM ekaThuM karIne A kahyuM ke deha te AtmA nathI. badhAM zAstronuM e ja rahasya che. vAta karavAnI nathI, paNa hRdayathI evuM karI nAkhavuM. 73 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 8, 2009 pUjyazrI--(mumukSune) kAle sabhAmAM 425 me patra vaMcAyuM hatuM temAMthI kazuM yAda rahyuM tyAM tuM lakhe che te pAchuM ghera AvI vAMce che? zuM AvyuM hatuM? mumukSu-koI paNa kAraNe A deha mUrchApAtra nathI. dehathI AtmA jude che. AtmA deha nathI ane deDa AtmA nathI, eTaluM daDha karavAnuM che. ghaDAne jenAra jema ghaDAthI judo che tema zarIrane jenAra AtmA zarIrathI judo che, pUjyazrI--ATaluM ja pAkuM karavAnuM che. deDamAM vRtti rAkhavI nathI. deha te badhA ghaDA che, ne ThIkarAM thaI javAnAM che. khAvApIvAmAM, paheravAmAM vRtti rAkhavI nathI. sAMbhaLIne vicAra kare. rUpa, rasa, gaMdha AdimAM vRtti rAkhavI nathI. baLe A deDa. bhakti karIe tyAre bolatAM bolatAM vicAra karIe. he prabhu" ema bolyA ke tarata vicAra Ave ke prabhu AnaMdasvarUpa che, jJAnadarzana svarUpa che, anaMta sukhanA dhAma che. "kALa deSa kaLithI thaye" eTaluM bolyA ke vicAra Ave ke kRpALudeve kaLikALanuM svarUpa kevuM kahyuM che ! sadgurune yoga maLe nahIM, satsaMga maLe nahIM e A kaLikALa che. "nahIM maryAdA dharma dharma maryAdA, vRddha maryAdA e badhI maryAdA rahI nathI. AtmAne mATe vyAkuLatA thatI nathI. he bhagavAna! juo mArA kevA karma che! ema dareka pada ke maMtra game te belatAM vicAra karavo te mana bIje na jAya. vicAre nahIM ne ekale rAgamAM taNAI jAya te mana bIje bhaTake. divasamAM amuka vakhata ekAMtamAM jaI sthira besavuM. te vakhate manamAM kazuM lAvavuM nahIM. AtmAne sthira kare. bIjA vicAra na karavA. AtmAne nirAMta ApavI. bIjuM kaMI manamAM Ave te "sahajAnmasvarUpa eTaluM karavuM. ruci jAgI hoya, garaja hoya, to evuM thAya. nahIM te kyAMthI thAya? 74 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 9, 2009 jIvane kalyANa karavuM hoya te badhA karatAM uttama sAdhana satsaMga che. thaDA kALamAM ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke tamArA kaTi kama khape che. satsaMgamAM jagata bhUlI javAya che. emAM ekAgratA thavAthI ghaNuM karmo nijare che. atyAre ATheya karmane udaya che, paNa jJAnInAM vacanomAM upayoga che, tethI karma AvI cAlyAM jAya che. cothA kALamAM paNa satsaMga durlabha have te A kALamAM durlabha hoya emAM navAI nathI. puruSanA caraNasamIpane nivAsa durlabha che. puruSa eTale jeNe AtmA jANe che evA jJAnIne pravRtti hoya te te pravRtti nathI. jJAnInI je pravRtti che te garama pANInI peThe che. paNa svabhAva te zItaLa ja che. pravRtti karavA chatAM emane karmonI nivRtti thAya

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saMgraha 5 325 che, samAdhi rahe che. tema chatAM jJAnI nivRtti hoya te sAruM ema Icche che. jJAnIne nivRtti hoya te bIjA ne paNa upakAraka thAya. jyAM jene rasa lAgyo hoya tyAM tenuM mana jAya. kRpALudevane vepAra kare paDate chatAM tyAM beThAM paNa satsaMga, vana, upavana, sadaguruno joga je pahelAMnAM bhAvamAM thayela te sAMbharI Avato. paNa je karmo pite bAMdhyAM che te te bhegavavAM ja paDe che. dareka mumukSue zuM karavuM? te kahe che. kalyANamAM vinna karanAra zuM che? te jANIne dUra karavuM. e paheluM karavAnuM che. vicAre te mane A naDe che ema samajAya. ane tene kADhavAno upAya paNa jaDe. mumukSatAnuM lakSaNa pitAnA doSa jovAmAM apakSapAtatA eTale doSanI bedarakArI na rAkhavI. kAvyA vinA mAre chUTake nathI ema ene rahe. sAmAnya de have kahe che. maLa, vikSepa ane ajJAna e anAdinA traNa doSa che. maLa eTale kaSAya, vikSepa eTale mana bIje kheMcAya te ane ajJAna eTale pitAnuM bhAna nahIM. e dezamAM jIva anAdithI taNAya che. jJAnInAM vacano yathArtha vicAra thAya te ajJAna dUra thAya. ajJAna e aMdhakAra jevuM che. jJAnadI Ave te ajJAna aMdhAruM dUra thAya. ajJAnanuM baLa baha che. ajJAna dUra karavA maLa ane vikSepa pahelA TALavA paDe. ene mATe satsaMga e uttama sAdhana che. maLa eTale kaSAya maTavA paheluM sAdhana saraLatA. jIva saraLasvabhAvI hoya te jJAnInAM vacane na samaje hoya te huM samajo ema na mAne. bIjuM krodhane dUra karavA kSamA guNa hoya. kSamA eTale khamI khUMdavuM. mAna hoya te jIva pitAnA doSa dekhe nahIM. mAna mUkavA vinaya kare. lebhane dUra karavA AraMbhaparigraha dUra kare. jema jema upAdhi ochI kare tema tema ene samAdhi sulabha thAya. bhaTakatuM citta che. te jJAnanI bhakitamAM joDAya te badhA jagatano tyAga thAya ethI vikSepa maTe. doSane kahI te dUra karavAnA upAya paNa batAvyA. have jeTalI garaja hoya teTaluM kAma kare. jJAnI pratye atyaMta bhakti thaI hoya te tenuM citta temAM rahe. viyegamAM jJAnInI dazA lakSamAM AvI hoya te ciMtavavI, emanI ceSTAo saMbhAravI, hAtha ke AMkhanI ceSTAthI jJAnIe kaMI kahyuM hoya te saMbhAravuM. emanAM vacane yAda karI vicAravAM athavA to vAMcIne vicAravAM, samajavAM. jyAre puruSano yoga na hoya ane pravRttino vega hoya te vakhate vadhAre sAvacetI rAkhavI. puruSanA viyogamAM bahu sAvacetI rAkhavAnI che. jJAnIne cage je sAMbhaLyuM hoya te bhUlI na javAya tema vartavuM. gharanuM, jJAtinuM ke bIjAnuM kAma hoya temAM moTA thaI AgaLa na paDavuM. pravartana karavuM paDe te mAMDa mAMDa karavuM. nivRttinI kheMca rAkhavI. aneka bhavamAM dharmanA vicAra na thayA paNa A manuSyabhava maLe che jJAnIne vega thayo che to dharma karI le. AtmA oLakhavAmAM zuM naDe che? te kahe che. lekasaMjJA eTale ghaNuM loko jema kare tema karavuM, ghasaMjJAmAM vicAra nathI ane asatsaMge avaLA viparIta vicAra thAya. e badhAM kAraNe jIvane AtmA oLakhavAmAM naDe che. jJAnI puruSathI jIva keTale dUra rahe che!

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bedhAmRta nakAmAM chApAM, purANe vageremAM keTale nakAme kALa gALe che! jemAM AtmAnuM kaMI kalyANa na hoya evI ni:satva kriyAmAM khaLI rahe te manuSyabhava nakAme jate rahe. manuSyabhavanI kSaNekSaNa durlabha che. koI vakhate ene samakita thaI jAya, koI vakhate ene cAritra AvI jAya, koI vakhate kevaLajJAna thaI jAya, keI vakhate mokSa thaI jAya evI evI manuSyabhavanI durlabha kSaNe che. asatsaMga, asatzAstra, asadguru ethI jIva pAcho na vaLe, ene AtmaghAtI na jANe tyAM sudhI ene AtmasvarUpa na samajAya. jJAnInuM eka eka vacana kalyANa karanAra che, paNa jIvamAM bIjA saMskAra paDyA che, tethI samajAtAM nathI. bahu sAvacetIthI vartavAnuM che tene badale jIva abhimAnamAM taNAI jAya che. AtmavarUpanI vAta karanAra te ghaNA maLe, paNa jeNe AtmavarUpa prApta karyuM che, temanAthI AtmA jANyA vinA AtmA prApta thAya nahIM. jyAM AtmasvarUpa pragaTa che, tyAMthI ja prApta thAya. evo dRDha nizcaya karavAnuM che. jJAnI puruSa sivAya meM AtmA jANe che evI kalapanA karavI nahIM. jagatamAM camatkAravALA hoya temanI pAchaLa leke phare che, paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te jJAnI vinA thAya nahIM. jJAnIthI ja kalyANa thAya che tethI emanA satsaMganI niraMtara bhAvanA rAkhavI. pravRtti karavI paDatI hoya te udAsInatA rAkhavI. pitAnI moTAIne arthe kaI pravRttimAM taNAI javuM nahIM. sapuruSane vega na hoya te vakhate satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI. badhAM sAdhanomAM mukhya sAdhana satsaMga che enI bhAvanA hamezAM rAkhavI. sapuruSane satsaMga nathI te le ApaNe vepAra karIe evuM karavAnuM nathI, paNa mumukSuoe paraspara satsaMga kare. pravRtti karavI paDe temAM moTAInI icchA na rAkhavI. pramAda na kare. mumukSue kema vartavuM te badhuM lakhyuM. kRpALudevane eka patte lakhavAnI IcchA hatI, paNa eka lakhyuM, pachI bIjuM lakhyuM ema ATha pattAM lakhyAM. e udaya kaIka vakhate ja emane hoya che. chevaTe lakhe che -"ame satsaMganI tathA nivRttinI kAmanA rAkhIe chIe, te pachI tama sarvene e rAkhavo ghaTe emAM kaMI Azcarya nathI. ame apa AraMbhane alpa parigrahane vyavahAramAM beThAM prArabbanivRttirUpe IcchIe chIe, mahata AraMbha ane mahatu parigrahamAM paDatA nathI, te pachI tamAre tema vartavuM ghaTe emAM kaMI saMzaya kartavya nathI." (449) 75 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 10, 2009 lekavyApaka aMdhakAra che. jaDa vastu te kazuM jANe nahIM. eka cetana che te svayaM jANe che. "svayaMti sukhadhAma." jeNe pote pitAne jANe che te yathArtha dekhe che. jagata pAMca IndriyenA viSayone icache che, paNa jJAnI tethI udAsa rahe che, nispRha rahe che. emane kaMI IcchA nathI. e pitAne bhUlatA nathI. game tevAM AkarSaNa hoya te paNa pote pitArUpe ja rahe che. AkhuM jagata game tema vartatuM hoya paNa jeNe AtmA jANe che te AtmAmAM sthira rahI jagatane dekhe che. jJAnI jJAnasvarUpa ja che. kRpALudeva jJAnasvarUpa ja che. te lakhe

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saMgraha 5 327 che ke have A lakhavAnI pravRtti paNa baMdha karI daIe chIe dharI mInatA ema kahI sahaja samAdhimAMya." jagata pudgalane dekhe che, paNa jJAnI pitAne dekhe che. jJAnI puruSa badhAM AkarSaNathI dUra thayA che. teo pitAne dekhe che. bIjA dekhatA chatAM pitAne dekhatA nathI. jJAnI pitAne sAcave che, e emanI balihArI che. AkhuM jagata badhuM pudgala tarapha tAkI rahyuM che ane A nispRha thaI gayA che. (43) 76 zrImad rA. A agAsa, Aso vada 12, 2009 "AtmajJAnAt para kArya na buddhau dhArayet ciram / jIrthayAta udAtta7 vAyAkyAmatarapara: " (samAdhizataka-50) AtmajJAna sivAya bIjuM manamAM ghaNuM vakhata sudhI dhArI rAkhavuM nahIM. kadAca bIjAM kAma karavA paDe te vANI ane kAyAthI karavAM, paNa mana te AtmajJAnamAM ja rAkhavuM. smaraNamAM citta rAkhavuM. e karavA mATe ja maMtra maLyo che. A dehamAM AtmA keI che. te jANanAre che. ema vicAramAM rahevuM. enuM svarUpa che padamAM kRpALudeve kahyuM che. AtmA che, nitya che, kartA che, joktA che, mokSa che ane mokSano upAya che. A che padamAM ja samyagdarzana raheluM che. "tarArthathadvAnaM sabhyam " ema kahyuM, paNa e badhAM tamAM Atmatatva mukhya che. e je jANyuM te bIjA ta jaNAya, AtmAne jANa e ja samyagdarzana che. mumukSu-tatvArthasUtranA kartA jJAnI puruSa hatA? pUjyazrI-hA, jJAnIpuruSa hatA. pUjyazrI-badhAM kamaeNmAM ATha karma mukhya che. ATha karmamAM mehanIya mukhya che. te mohanIyamAM paNa darzanamohanIya mukhya che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva hoya tyAMsudhI pitAnuM nahIM tene pitAnuM mAne, deDa pitAne nathI tene pitAne mAne, deDa pavitra nathI tene pavitra mAne, deha anitya che tene nitya mAne. viparItatA e mithyAtvanuM mukhya lakSaNa che. samakita thAya evI sAmagrI to ghaNAne che, paNa puruSArtha kare te thAya. mithyAtvanuM sAcuM oLakhANa thAya te mithyAtva rahe nahIM. "he bhagavAna! huM bahu bhUlI gaye" ema jene hoya te samakitI ja hoya che. kAraNa ke sAcuM jANyuM hoya te ja lAge ke ahe! huM bhUlI gaye hate. mithyAtva oLakhAya te UbhuM na rahe. 77 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 13, 2009 vedanA, roga vagere e badhA saMga che. AtmAmAM eka vaibhAvika zakti che tethI ene je saMvega maLe te rUpe pariName che. vedanAnuM mULa kAraNa te mithyAtva che. mithyAtva e agni jevuM che. anaMtakALa rajhaLAve evuM A mithyAtva che. deha potAne nathI evuM samaje. tyAMthI dehAdhyAsa gaye. ane tyArapachI AtmA vadhAre vadhAre baLavAna thatuM jAya che. aMtara

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328 badhAmRta dAha e kaleza che. tenuM bhAna nathI tethI huM sukhI chuM ema mAne che. rAga dveSa ane mithyAtva e badhAM kalezanAM kAraNa che. ethI jIva duHkhI thAya che. samyagdaSTi sAcAne sAcuM jANe che. ajJAnadazAmAM je karma bAMdhyAM che, te pUrAM thayA vinA mokSa thavAne nathI. samyaktva thAya tyAre pAMce ya zarIrathI AtmA bhinna che ema lAge che. mumukSu-"A baMdhAyelA pAme che mikSa ema kAM na kahI devuM?" (157-18) eTale zuM? - pUjyazrI-karma baMdhAyelAM che. te samaye samaye jAya che tethI jIva mokSa ja pAme che, paNa pAchAM navAM bAMdhI le che, tethI mekSa thato nathI. kRpALudeve bahu vicAraNA karI che. vAMcavuM evuM ke bIjAne kahevuM hoya te kahI zakAya. jIva kaMIka UMDo Utare te lAge ke AtmA che. te sivAya bIjo koI jANe nahIM. e jene jANe tenI sAthe levAdevA nathI. mAtra ajJAnane laIne A kALuM, A che, A sAruM A kharAba ema rAgadveSa kare che. arIsAmAM je vastuo dekhAya che, tenuM kAraNa emAM evuM dekhAvAno guNa che. evo A AtmA jJAnaguNavALe che temAM padArtha jaNAya che. AtmAne AtmAnuM bhAna thAya te mATe badhAM zAstronuM varNana karyuM che. deDa jaDa che. paNa ene jADe pAtaLe mAnI sukha mAne tethI kaMI AtmAne sukha thAya nahIM. mAtra mAnyatAnI bhUla che te pheravavA jJAnI kahe che ke tArAmAM rahe. pArakI paMcAta mUkI pite pitAmAM rahe te sadA sukhI che. jANe tethI baMdhana nathI paNa rAgadveSathI baMdha che. kevaLI traNa lekanA padArtha jANe che, teya baMdhAtA nathI; ane A jIva DuM jANe teya rAgadveSa karI karma bAMdhe che. vibhAvane cheDI svabhAvamAM rahevA mATe badhAM zAstro upadezyAM che. arIsA je AtmA che. AtmA je AtmatRpta rahe te duHkha na thAya. AtmAmAM sukha che tenI khabara nathI. tethI bIjAmAM sukha levA jAya che. jANavuM, dekhavuM ane sthira thavuM e AtmAno svabhAva che. e svabhAvane bhUlI pararamaNatAmAM gothAM khAya che. paranI ramaNatA ghaTe te sukha thAya. "zuM karavAthI pite sukhI? zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI ?" (107) ene vicAra karI duHkhanAM kAraNe TALe to sukha bahAra levA javuM na paDe. jJAnI kahe te mAnya thAya te ajJAnadazA palaTAya. e lakSa nathI rahetA tenuM kAraNa oLakhANa nathI. jeTale Indri upara vizvAsa che eTale jJAnI pratye nathI. huM jANuM chuM te ja kharuM ema jIva mAne che. pitAne Agraha chUTatuM nathI. mata darzana AgraDa tajI, varte sagulakSa; samakita tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa." pitAne Agraha choDavA mATe sadguru pratye prema karavAnuM che. "prIti anaMtI para thakI, je teDe che te joDe eha." bIjethI prIti UThe te puruSa pratye prIti thAya. badhethI prema uThADI tyAM mUke te e prema kAma kare. prabhumAM parama prema thAya che te kevaLajJAnanuM

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saMgraha 5 329 bIja--samakita pragaTavAnuM kAraNa che. game teTaluM agharuM paDe, paNa mAre te jJAnIe kahyuM te ja karavuM che. evuM thAya te jJAnI kahe te ene mAnya thAya. jJAnInI kahelI vAta mAnya thAya te AtmAmAM upaga jAya ane AtmA te ja huM ema ene thAya. svaparaprakAzaka jJAna e AtmAne pratyakSa guNa che. jANanAra te ja huM chuM AtmAmAM vRtti nathI tenuM kAraNa kaSAya che. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSaabhilASa; bhave kheda prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArtha-nivAsa" evuM thAya te UMDe Utare. tethI jJAnanI pratIti thAya. jJAnI divasane rAta kahe teya mAne evI pratIti thAya tyAre AtmajJAna thAya. potAnI buddhinuM devALuM kADhavAnuM che. jJAnI kahe te ja mAnavuM. parokSa zraddhA daDha thaI jAya che temAMthI pratyakSa thAya. jJAnIne AdhAre je parokSa pratIti thaI te jarAka AgaLa vadhe te pratyakSa thaI jAya. paNa jJAnInuM kahevuM mAnavuM bahu agharuM che. ghaNA aMtarA dUra thAya tyAre huM kaMI nathI jANatuM ema thAya. sata che te saraLa che, sugama che. mArge caDhayo te badhuM saraLa che. sAMje mALA pheravAze, temAM lakSa rAkhI maraNa sudhAravAne lakSa rAkha. UMgha Ave, thAka lAge paNa pramAda na kare. mAthe ja maraNa che ema jANa jJAnIe kaheluM te karavuM. pahelI traNa mALA AtmAne jJAna-darzana-svabhAva samajavA kahI che. pachI aThThAvIza mALA mehanIya karmanI aThThAvIza prakRti kSaya karavA pheravavAnI che. ane pAMca mALA jJAnAvaraNayanI pAMca prakRti javA mATe che. temAM e ja lakSa rAkhavuM. smaraNamAM ja mana rAkhavuM. kALajI rAkhI e mALAo pherave te kalyANa thaI jAya evuM che. be traNa kalAka dhama dhyAna thAya. paNa mAthe maraNane Dara hoya te thAya. kaMIka kaMIka jIvane duHkha rahe che te hitakArI che. bhagavAya teTaluM jAya che. vedanI te kalyANakArI che, paNa AdhyAna thAya te AvaraNa karanArI che. (sAMjanA upara eka bhAI prathama AvelA temane uddezIne...) | divALIne divase mahAvIra bhagavAne samAdhimaraNa kareluM tethI e parva kahevAya che. A AzramanA sthApanArA je mahArAja hatA temaNe A chatrIsa mALA divALInA divasomAM pheravavAne krama rakhAvyuM che tema ahIM cAra divasa mALA pheravAya che. janmamaraNa cheDavA mATe kaI pUche, tene mATe A yojanA karI che. Aja te dharma-terasane divasa che. Aje je bhakti karavAne niyama levAya te ghaNe lAbha thAya evuM che. kALanI paNa keTalIka asara thAya che. [e bhAI nityaniyama levA mATe tattvajJAna tathA citrapaTa ophisamAMthI lAvavA nIce gayA te vakhate ] jInuM keTaluM puNya caDyuM hoya tyAre A daravAjAmAM paga mukAya che! ahIM Ave ane sadbhAvanA thaI jAya te kAma thaI jAya. kyAMthI kyAMthI jIvo AvI caDhe che! huM te hamaNAM dizAe ja javAno hate paNa manamAM ema thayuM ke upara jaIne darzana karI

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330 bodhAmRta pachI dizAe jauM. eTalAmAM A jIva AvI caDho. puNya caDhe tyAre e yuga banI Ave che. 78 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, A vada 14, 2009 - jIvane saMsAra vadhAre che ane jJAnI kahe ke saMsAra choDavAne che, te ene game? divase divase lebha vadhArate heya tene lebha cheDavAnuM kyAMthI game? anyAya na kare te nIti kahevAya. A prakArane vyavahAra mane na ghaTe ema lAgatuM hoya, tema chatAM lebhane laIne e vyavahAra kare te anIti ja che. prANa jAya paNa mAre nIti cheDavI nathI, durAcAra seva nathI, ema jene hoya tene jJAnIne bodha pariNAma pAme. prANa jAya paNa dharma na choDe evuM thAya tyAre dharma pariName. A kALamAM bahu sAvacetI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. sAte ya vyasana anIti che. e sAta vyasanane tyAga jIva barAbara pALatuM nathI. pALe te emAM nIti badhI AvI jAya che. A viparIta kALa varte che, mATe kSaNe kSaNe sAvacetI rAkhavAnI che. samaye samaye karma baMdhAya che. te enI sAme paDavA samaye samaye puruSArtha kare paDaze. anAdikALane abhyAsa pherave che. AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM hoya chatAM kyAre mithyAtvane udaya thaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe cetatA rahevAnuM che. jene AtmasvarUpa prApta thayuM che, avadhijJAna, mana paryAvajJAna prApta thayuM che evA gaNadharene paNa tIrthakara bhagavAne eka samaya mAtrane pramAda na kare ema kahyuM. jIvane paDavAnAM ghaNuM sthAnake che. vairAgya vagara dharmamAM AgaLa vadhAya nahIM ane vairAgyamAM A kALamAM ghaNuM viDyo che, mATe puruSArtha karavAnuM che. jIva bhaNe che, paNa gaNatuM nathI. enuM bhaNavuM kaMI gaNatarImAM nathI. ajJAna che te aMdhArA jevuM che. aMdhArAmAM badhuM sarakhuM lAge, tema ajJAnadazAmAM deha ane AtmA eka mAne che, badhuM sarakhuM mAne che. 70 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 0)), 2009 maraNa vakhate bahu sAcavavAnuM che. cAra divasamAM jeTalI mALA pherave teTaluM samAdhi khAte jame thayuM kahevAya. bhagavAne samAdhimaraNa karyuM tethI A divALI parva thayuM. te pachI laukika thaI gayuM, paNa prabhuzrIjIe pAchuM tAjuM karAvyuM. mumukSu jIvane cetavAnuM che. game te vakhate eka AtmArthe ja jIvavuM che. ema karatAM koIka vakhate samyaktva thaI jAya. ekane eka bhAva ektAra rahe evuM karavAnuM che, jIva je vicAra kare te ghaNuM lAbha thAya. Atmasiddhine divasa, divALI parva e divase evA che ke jIva raMgAI jAya. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa e samAdhimaraNanI cAra ArAdhanA kahevAya che. karma te chUTavA mATe Ave che. karma te amane choDo amane choDe ema kahe che, paNa jIva karmanA udaye gabharAI jAya che. pahelAM kaMI mahAvare karI mUkyo hoya te vedanA samabhAve vedAya. upazama eTale kaSAya pratye abhAva, kaSAyanI maMdatA. mAruM tAruM vagere kaleza samAya tyAre upazamabhAva thAya. pAMca IndriyenA viSamAM rAga na thAya te vairAgya, upazama verAgya hoya te

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saMgraha 5 331 jIvanI buddhi nirmaLa thAya. pachI jema che tema samajAya. pite koNa? tenI khabara nathI. tethI bIjAmAM pitApaNuM kare che. daSTi pheravI nAkhavAnI che. AtmAne mATe ja badhuM karavuM. keI gaLe bhAMDe, mAre, teya tene zatru mAna nathI. zatru te karma che. dIrdhadaSTi nathI tethI tAtkAlika vastu para daSTi kare che. karma dekhAtAM nathI, paNa nimitta dekhAya che tethI jIva bhUle paDe che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke keIne vAMka nathI. ame karma bAMdhyAM che, te amAre bhegavavAnAM che. daSTi je pitAnA bhaNuM vaLe to hita thAya. sArAmAM sArAM nimitta maLyAM, chatAM jIva pharyo nathI. pitAne raMga nA mUke te tIrtha kara jevAne saMga niSphaLa jAya. karma evo che ke baLavAna nimittamAM paNa sArI vastune parza na thavA de. mATe karma bAMdhatAM pahelAM vicAra karavAnuM che. jJAnIne zaraNe je AvyA te badhAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. badhuM mUkIne mokSe javAnuM che. deDa jevAne nathI, paNa A jIva ne bhaje che? e jovuM. kRpALudevane bhaje che, te enA upara vAtsalyabhAva rAkhavo. je jIvanuM kalyANa thavAnuM hoya te ja jIva kRpALudevane zaraNe Ave che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke kRpALudevane zaraNe AvyA hoya tenA ame dAsanA dAsa chIe. ApaNe sevA karavI che ema IcchA rAkhavI. mumukSu che te sagAMvahAlAM karatAM paNa vadhAre hitakArI che. vAtsalyaaMga te paheluM joIe. bIjuM kazuM na thAya ane vAtsalyabhAva rAkhe teya tIrthaMkaragotra bAMdhe. e guNa ApaNAmAM nathI te lAva che ema rAkhavuM. samyapha thAya evA guNe mArAmAM na AvyA te badhuM pANImAM gayuM. ema manamAM rAkhavuM. pahelI daSTimAM pahelAmAM pahele guNa "adveSabhAva" Ave che. nahIM vaLI avarazuM, e guNa aMga virAje re." badhAnuM bhaluM thAo evI jenI IcchA hoya tenuM kalyANa thAya. teSa kalyANane nAza karanAra che. kaI pratye kiMcita mAtra TheSa na kare, eTaluM zIkhI le te bahu che. pahelAmAM paheluM pagathiyuM maitrIbhAva che. 80 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 1, 2012 je kRpALudevane zaraNe AvyA che te badhAnuM kalyANa thaze. eka vakhate zrI raNachoDa bhAIe prabhuzrIjIne pUchyuM ke A ahIM beThA che, te badhAnuM kalyANa thaze ke nahIM ? prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM ke zALA jevAnuM thaze to A bicArA e zo doSa karyo che? pachI prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM hatuM ke paNa ema kahevAmAM lAbha nathI. pUjyazro-(mumukSuone uddezIne) tamane ema thAya che ke ahIM AzramamAM rahI badhe vakhata nakAme jatuM rahe che, kaMI thatuM te nathI? mumukSu-nakAmuM te nathI lAgatuM, paNa kaMI thatuM nathI ema te thAya che. pUjyazrI--ema thAya te puruSArtha jAge. nahIM te AzramamAM rahyA chIe ne? badhuM thaze. ema thaI jAya. bahu utAvaLa karavAnI nathI, tema pramAda paNa karavAnuM nathI. taravAranI dhAra jevuM che. bahu utAvaLa karavA jAya te adhIraja AvI jAya. tethI puruSArtha thAya nahIM.

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u32 bedhAmRta ahIM rahIne kaSAyanI upazAMtatA vagere guNe pragaTAvavAnA che. AtmAnA hitane mATe ahIM rahyA chIe e lakSa rAkhave. A te vacce vakhata maLe temAM bIjuM vAMcavA jANavAnuM che. ema saMteSa na mAnave ke ATaluM bhaNI gayA, have basa. thoDuM zikhAya te kaMI nahIM, paNa vicAra karatAM zIkhavAnuM che. indriyone nukasAna na thAya ane indriye vadhAre lupI paNa na thAya tenuM nAma saMyama che. bahu utAvaLa karavAnI nathI. zakti hoya teTaluM tapa vagere karavAnuM che. zarIrane paNa nukasAna na thAya ane pramAda paNa na thAya tema karavAnuM che, nahIM te zarIra bagaDI jAya te pachI kaMI na thAya. gAMdhIjI zarIrane gadheDuM kahetA, vadhAre khAI jAya tyAre gadheDuM vadhAre khAI gayuM ema kahetA. 81 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 2, 2010 jIvane bodha kema pariNAma pAmate nathI? tenuM kAraNa jJAnIe zedhI kADhyuM. jave je badhI pravRtti kare che te AMdhaLAnI jema kare che. karma baMdhAya evI pravRttithI dUra rahevuM. pramAdarahita thaI sAvacetIthI jAgRtithI vartavAnuM che. bhAvanidrA eTale ajJAna. sApanA karatAM ajJAna vizeSa bhayaMkara che. anAdikALathI jIvane ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAva che. badhuM karIne mithyAtva choDavAnuM che, pratibaMdha choDavAnA che. nathI cheDate e mAre ja vAMka che, ema vicAravuM. dharmane lepa thAya che tyAM AtmAne lepa thAya che. pitAne vAMka je. pitAne vAMka joze te potAnA de nIkaLaze. jJAnIne bedha pariNama ghaNe durlabha che. mAthuM jAya te paNa jJAnIne bodha na mUke evI gyatA Ave tyAre bedha grahaNa thAya. anAdikALanA bhAve che te ekI nAkhe te badhA Take. nahIM te bodha rahe kyAM? mumukSu eTale saMsArabhAvathI jene chUTavuM che te. je karma bAMdha bAMdha kare che, te mumukSu zAne ? kedakhAnAmAM nAkhe heya tevuM mumukSune saMsAramAM lAge. jethI vairAgya vadhe tevuM game te vAcana hoya te karavuM. kaMIka vairAgya hoya chatAM zithilatA khasatI nathI. mArga zUravIrane che. ane A kAyara thaIne beThe che. mane duHkha che ema lAgyuM nathI. zUravIra thayA vinA chUTake nathI. kaMIka baLa kare te AgaLa vadhe. puruSArtha karaze tyAre pAra Avaze. vIrya gopavavAnuM nathI. baLa vIrya pheravIne jeTaluM bane teTale puruSArtha karavAne che. "je I cho paramArtha to, kara satya puruSArtha." sapuruSane vega thaye bhAva Ave che, te Take te jhaTa mikSa thaI jAya. paNa jIva pAcho DhIluM paDI jAya che. 82 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 3, 2010 bhaktimAM svachaMda che nahIM. jJAnInI AjJAmAM ja enuM citta cuMTI jAya che, tethI bIje bhaTake nahIM. bhakti e uttama vastu che, paNa niSkAma bhakti thavI joIe. dehAdhyAsa choDavA mATe A bhakti che. bhagavAnamAM cittane lIna karavuM e ahIM kahevuM che. jJAnamArga karatAM bhaktimArga sulabha che. jJAnamArgamAM a5 jJAna hoya te te aneka doSane utpanna kare che. alpajJAna jIvane unmatta karanAra che. ane bhaktimAM te huM kaMI ja jANatuM nathI.

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sasaMgraha 5 330 ema rahe. jJAnamAge ghaNA bhUla kare che. sadgurunA Azraya vinA potAnI buddhithI padAtha nA niSNuya karI bese te ghaNA daSA utpanna thavAnA saMbhava che. A kALa eve che ke jiMdagI AkhI bhakti ja karavAyeAgya che. kRpALudeve prabhuzrIjIne Atmasiddhi ApyA pachI pUchyu ke kema rahe che? prabhuthIjIe kahyuM ke AtmasiddhinI gAthAmAM mAru' citta rahe che ane ApanA citrapaTanI ikhI mArA hRdayamAM chapAI gaI che te dekhAya che. ghaNI vAra jIve bhagavAnanI pUjA karI, samavasaraNamAM gayA, ratnAthI pUjA karI, paNa bhAva vagara badhuM niSphaLa thayuM che. 83 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 4, 2010 zrImad rAjacaMdra vaDavA sthAne rahelA. emaNe kaheluM ke ahI. caMdraprabhunu derAsara thaze. khaMbhAtanA mumukSue mahinAmAM eka divasa tyAM bhaktibhAvapUrvaka gALatA. munipaNuM na Ave te te pahelAM ekAMta sthAna sevavA cegya che. A kALamAM bIjA tapa karatAM svAdhyAyatapa vadhAre hitakArI che. e aMtaraMga tapa che. e dareka karI zake evuM che. muni ke gRhastha hAya game te e tapa karI zake che, dhyAna karavA bese te mana sthira rahevu muzkela che, paNa svAdhyAyamAM mana cAMTI jAya. satsaMge AjJA thaI hAya, pachI satsaMgamAM pete na hAya, bhale lAkhA keza krUra hAya, paNa satsaMge thayelI AjJA upAse che te satsaMgane ja upAse che. game tyAM jaI e paNa smaraNa na cUkavuM. haratAM pharatAM smaraNamAM ja citta rAkhavuM, ema kare te divasamAM keTalIya mALA thaI jAya. paNa jIva bIjI vastuonA AkaSa Nune laIne bhUlI jAya che. badhuM svapnA jevuM che kayAre maraNa Avaze tenI khakhara nathI mATe manuSyabhava saphaLa thAya evuM kaMIka karI levuM. Ama ne Ama manuSyabhava javA devAnA nathI. jema nATakamAM gayA ane joIne pAchA AvyA tema karavAnuM nathI. (sAMjanA upara) kSamAvuM chuM, have te kAI ne kaMI kahevuM nathI. kAI ne kAInA doSo kahevA nathI. pUche teAya kahevA nathI, evuM citta thaI gayuM che. koIne dveSA kahIe teA khATuM lAge, mumukSubena--kahA prabhu, kahA ! kahyA vagara te zuM thAya ? pUjyazrI--peAtAnA doSo dekhIne potAne kADhavAnA che. doSo dekhIne DhAMka DhAMka kare tA cAre pAra Ave ? kahyA karatAM potAnA dvaSA dekhIne peAte kADhaze tyAre kAma thaze. mane have TAI kahenAra nathI. mAre ja deSA TALavAnA che, ema lAge tA pachI dveSA kADhe. kRpALudeve puSpamALAmAM chellu e ja lakhyu che ke doSane eLakhI doSane TALavA." have tA samAdhimaraNa karavAnu che. ApaNe ya mAthe maraNa che ne ? ** 84 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 5, 2010 jJAnanu phaLa virati AvavuM joIe. jANIne pAchuM anusaravuM joIe. "ATha samiti jANIe jo, jJAnInA paramAtha thI; to jJAna bhAkhyuM tene, anusAra te mekSAthI.'

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334 bedhAmRta eTale zu ? A samitie kayI kayI ? pAMca samiti ne traNa gupti e ATha samiti che. A samitinu jo yathArtha jJAna thAya te eTalAmAM badhA pravacananA sAra AvI jAya che. mana, vacana, kAyAne yathA pravartAvavAM eTale azubhamAM na pravartAvavAM ane IyAsamiti eTale cAlavuM paDe teA jJAnInI AjJA pramANe cAlavuM, vacana khelavuM paDe te te jJAnInI AjJA pramANe khelavuM. maLamUtra visarjana karavAM paDe te jJAnInI AjJAe karavAM. vastu levI mUkavI paDe te jJAnInI AjJAe levI mUkavI. AhAra levA paDe te jJAnInI AjJA pramANe levA. ATalAmAM badhuM AvI jAya che. AjJAe vate te dhama thAya. e cAritra che. meAkSanA upAya sudharma che. meAkSanA upAya yathA vana che. je jJAna meAkSane mATe thAya te jJAna che. je bhAvanA kare tenu' khIja Uge che. jIvane yAga maLe ne lAbha le te kAma thAya. kane udaye vRtti khIje jAya che. citta jJAnaghyAnamAM satsaMgamAM haiya tyAre kama AvI AvIne jatAM rahe. prazna--kAika vakhate geAkhavAmAM utsAha hAya che ne keAI vakhate nahI' enu zuM kAraNa ? pUjayazrI--kanA udaya che. je vakhate navuM na zikhAya te vakhate pheravavuM. khIjI vastumAM citta na javA devuM, nahIM te karma bAMdhe. upavAsa ekAsaNuM karIne vAMcavA vicAravAtu karavuM che. dehanA zA bhareAsA che? parapATAnI peThe phUTI jAya. mATe manuSyabhava che tyAM sudhI kaI karI levuM. e kayAre pUrA thaze tenI khabara nathI. adhI sAmagrI lUMTAI jaze, jhamake meAtI parAvI le. AtmAne saMskAra paDavA hAya te sAthe jAya che. kANu zarIra sUkSma che te AtmAnA pradezeA sAthe tanmaya thaI rahela che tethI sAthe jAya che. tejasa zarIra paNa sAthe jAya che. karma kema baMdhAya che ane kema chUTe che? te mATe bhagavAne kahyA mujaba ka graMtha lakhyA che. emAM gaNatarInAM niyamA dAvAthI tene karaNAnuyoga ke gaNitAnuyAga kahe che. karaNa eTale bhAva. jevA bhAva kare te pramANe cAkkasa kama badhAya. e badhA kanA hisAba hAya che. badhA anuyAgamAM dravyAnuyoga te Ave. karaNAnuyeAgane sUkSma vicAra thAya pachI dravyAnuyeAga samajAya. A dehamAM chae dravya che. AtmA jANe che. te chamAMthI eka pudgala dravyamAM meAha pAme che. paNa pudgalathI huM bhinna chuM ema sUkSmavicAra kare tA dravyAnuyAga samajAya. dehamAM jANanArA beTho che te AMkha jue che, kAna sAMbhaLe che ema badhI indriyeA kAma kare che. A dekhAya che te te jaDa che, paNa jonAra AtmA ethI judA che. zarIra kazuM jANe nahI. zarIramAM jyAMsudhI AtmA haiAya tyAMsudhI khabara paDe che. paNa atyAre pANInI peThe deha ane AtmA ekameka thaI gayA che. kAI bhAna ApanAra hoya te AtmAnuM bhAna thAya. vicAra kare te ema bhAge ke dehamAM keAI jANanAra vastu che kharI. peAtAnu eLakhANa thAya tyAre AtmA' nAma sAMbhaLatAM romAMca thaI jAya evuM thAya che. kAI brAhmaNa khADAmAM paDaco hatA. te nIkaLI zakatA na hatA. tyAM kaI e lADu lADu ema chUma pADI te sAMbhaLatAM ja kUdakA mArI bahAra nIkaLI gayeA. AtmAnA anubhava thayA hAya te te pratye prema Ave che. e karavA jJAnInAM vacanAne AdhAra che.

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335 saMgraha 5 335 "mana mahilAnuM re vahAlA upare, bIjAM kAma kareta; tema mRtadha re mana daDha dhare, jJAnAkSepakavaMta." je karavAnuM che te java bhUlI jAya che. jema garaja vadhaze tema tema enI vRtti jJAnInAM vacanamAM-AtmAmAM raheze. puruSArtha kare te badhuM thAya. 85 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 6, 2010 kalezathI bharele saMsAra che. jaMpavA jevuM nathI. badhe kaleza ja che. saMsArane anubhava e che ke bhulAya nahIM. je vastu bhUlI javAnI che, tene jIva vadhAre tAjI kare che. pitAno vicAra jIvane AvatuM nathI. tethI bIje kheTI thAya che. ApaNe ahIM kyAM besI rahevAnuM che? AtmasiddhinI eka eka gAthA upara so so gAthAo lakhe toya pUruM thAya evuM nathI. "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM te; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmAthIM jana eha." tye ene artha karo !" ema prabhuzrIjI kahetA. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI kAma Ave evI A gAthA che. AtmArthI hoya teNe game te prasaMge zuM karavuM ane zuM samajavuM ene ukela tene Ave. mahApuruSe aviSamabhAve eTale samabhAve rahyA te ja karma cheDyAM che. udAsInatA eTale samabhAva. jene kaMI pratibaMdha nathI te udAsIna che. rAgadveSamAM na taNAva enuM nAma udAsInatA che. samabhAva ke udAsInatA eka ja che. udAsIna eTale kyAMya coMTI na gaye hoya. Ama thayuM teya ThIka ane tema thayuM teya ThIka e udAsInatA che. je thAya te bhaluM mAnavAmAM Ave te e udAsInatA che. "adhyAtmanI jananI te udAsInatA." (77). sukha prApta karavuM hoya te udAsInatA Ave tyAre prApta thAya. e vagara sukha na Ave. vairAgya hoya te udAsInatA rahe. vairAgya udAsInatAnuM kAraNa che. huM te AtmA chuM. huM brAhmaNa chuM, vANiye chuM Adi bAbata badhI choDI devAnI che. dehanA e badhA bhAva che, AtmAne kaMI nathI. raDavAthI asAtavedanI baMdhAya che. ApaNane vicAra nathI Avato. kAle zuM thaze tenI zI khabara che? kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM rAkhavuM te badhAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. keInuM duHkha levAya nahIM. ApaNuM sukha keIne devAya nahIM. ApaNane paNa maraNa AvavAnuM che. ApaNe gabharAI jaIe te te vakhate maraNa bagaDI jAya. je thavAnuM che te talabhAra AghuM pAchuM thavAnuM nathI. ApaNA manane daDha karavuM. maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM. kRpALudevanuM zaraNa choDavA jevuM nathI. manuSyabhava raDavA mATe nathI maLyuM. AkhuM jagata ApaNane karma baMdhAvI lUMTI le evuM che. je thavAnuM haze te thaze, rUDA rAjane bhajIe. game tevuM duHkha paDe paNa raDavuM nathI. raDavAthI keIne lAbha nathI. jene deha chUTI gayela hoya tene paNa raDavAthI lAbha nathI. haratAM pharatAM "mahAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" karavuM. ethI baLa maLe. zUravIra thAya te karma AvatAM ya

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336 bedhAmRta Dare. "kheda nahIM karatAM zuravIrapaNuM grahIne jJAnIne mArge cAlatAM makSapATaNa sulabha ja che." (819). kheda karavAthI kaMI kalyANa thatuM nathI. reja maraNuM saMbhAravuM. mahemAna jevA chIe. jenuM AyuSya pUruM thAya tene javuM paDe. bhakti zUravIranI sAcI, lIdhA pachI kema mUke pAchI ?" nirbhaya hoya te ja zUravIra thaI zake. samyajJAna thavA nirbhayatAnI jarUra che. AtmA oLakhavA mATe "AtmA sat jagata mithyA e karavAnuM che. jIvane abhimAna che ke huM moTo chuM. e abhimAna choDI badhAya AtmA che ema karavuM. abhimAna, moTAI badhuM dUra kare tyAre ja paramArtha hRdayamAM pese. moTAI badhI mithyA che. dhUmADAnA bAcakA jevuM che. enI ne enI ja IcchA rahyA kare te paramArtha samajAya kema karI? nirbhaya thAya te ja AtmAmAM pasAya evuM che. jokethI Dare, rUDuM dekhADavA kare te kyAre pAra Ave? "nahIM kAyaranuM kAma jene." zUravIranuM kAma che. mahApuruSanA aMtaramAM kevuM zUravIrapaNuM hoya che ! AtmajJAna tyAM muni paNuM che; veSamAM munipaNuM nathI. paramArthamAM te bahu viDyo che. mATe na thAya" evI zaMkA karavAnI nathI. nirabhimAnI thavuM. jyAM mAna hoya tyAM bhagavAna rahe nahIM. mAna ane bhagavAnane vera che. "mehanavarane mAna saMgAte vera je. zrImad bhAgavatamAM eka kathA Ave che. zaradupUrNimAnI rAtri hatI. zrIkRSNa jaMgalamAM AvI vAMsaLI vagADI. te sAMbhaLIne badhI gepIo gharanAM kAma vagere choDIne tyAM zrIkRSNa pAse AvI. zrIkRNe kahyuM ke tame ahIM kema AvI? tamArA patine mUkIne ahIM zA mATe AvI cho? gopIoe kahyuM ke pati paradeza jAya tyAre keIne pitAnuM citrapaTa, koIne lAkaDAnuM pUtaLuM vagere pUjavA mATe ApI jAya che. pachI te ja tenI pUjA karatI hoya ane jyAre pati ghera Ave ane kahe ke pANI lAva, te te kaMI ema kahe ke nA, mane pahelAM pUjA karavA dyo. tema amArA pati te tame cho. bIjA te badhA lAkaDAnA pUtaLA jevA che. jyAre kharA pati ghera Ave tyAre lAkaDAnA patinI keNa sevA kare? te sAMbhaLI zrIkRSNa bahu prasanna thayA ane pachI bahu AnaMdathI rAsa ramyA. te vakhate eka eka gepI ane eka eka kRSNa, dareka gopI sAthe eka eka kRSNa. te vakhate gopIonA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNe kevI bhAgyazAlinI chIe! A vakhate bIjAM badhAM UMghe che ane ApaNe bhagavAna sAthe lIlA karIe chIe. ema jarAka abhimAna AvI gayuM, eTalAmAM te e keya kRSNa na maLe. kRSNa alepa thaI gayA. jyAM bhagavAna hoya tyAM mAna na rahe ane jyAM mAna hoya tyAM bhagavAna na rahe, evuM che. mATe abhimAna mUkavAnuM che. game teTale viSama udaya hoya paNa te vakhate samabhAva rAkha. jJAnI pAse kazuM icchavuM nathI. abhimAna TALI samabhAvamAM AvavAnuM che. karmanA udayamAM samabhAva rAkhatAM na zIkhe tyAM sudhI jJAnInuM kaheluM samajAya nahIM.

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saMgraha 5 337 86 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArataka suda 7, 2010 (bedha, sAMje sabhAmAM jA vAge-pUjyazrIne kAryotsargamAM dehotsarga sAMje pa vAge). saMvara thAya te nirjarA thAya che. zuddhabhAvathI nirjarA thAya che. tapa te jagatamAM ghaNA kare che, paNa samyagdaSTine ja sakAma nirjarA thAya che. tapathI nirjarA thAya ema kahyuM te samyajJAna sahita tapathI. nahIM te IcchA thAya. samyakatva sahita tapa karanArane samabhAva hoya che. AtmAne mATe tapa karavuM che, e bhAva rahe joIe. evuM sapuruSanA vega vagara thAya nahIM. mATe satparuSanA yuganI jarUra che. jana

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saMgraha 6 chUTaka vacano 1 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 13, 2004 prakRti zAMta rAkhavI. kharuM sukha AtmAmAM che. karmo Ave che ne jAya che te pramANe sukhaduHkha Ave che ne jAya che. temAM zAMti rAkhIe te navAM karma baMdhAtAM nathI ane jaladIthI vedIne chUTA thavAya che. paNa gabharATa karavAthI duHkha vadhe che ane navAM karmo baMdhAya che. je mAthe upADe, khabhe le ke hAthamAM rAkhe, paNa upADaye ja chUTake che, tema AtmAe bhegae ja chUTake che. karmo eka bAjuthI khaseDo te bIjI bAjuthI pasaze, evAM che. samatA rAkhavI. dhIrajathI duHkha sahana karI levuM. sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" e maraNamAM ja lakSa rAkhavuM. prabhuzrIjI kahetA mokSa eTale zuM? chUTavuM e mokSa. jeTalA karma chUTe teTale mekSa. badhAM karma chUTI jAya eTale saMpUrNa mokSa." e kaMI na banI zake evuM kAma nathI. nirmohI thaI javuM. 2 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 13, 2005 pUjyazrIe ati gaMbhIra mudrAe zAMtithI kahyuM, "paramakRpALudevanAM vacane vAMcIe chIe ane enA upara vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ema lAge che ke ApaNe eka zabda paNa keIne upadezavAne, kahevAne adhikArI nathI. jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAMsudhI upadeza ApI zakAya nahIM. mauna rahevuM joIe. kRpALudevanAM vacane ati gaMbhIra che. gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAravAM joIe.' zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 9-9-44 jAtrA karavAnuM dhyeya eTaluM ke tevA sthaLe jatAM koI jJAnIne bheTe thaI jAya ane teTale lebha e che thAya. lebha bahu kharAba che. jene lebha ocho thaye tene jJAnI puruSane bodha asara kare. te AgaLa vadhI zake. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 19-9-44 jJAnI puruSane TAImanI keTalI kiMmata che. eka samaya paNa nakAme javA detA nathI. nadInuM pANI vahyuM jAya, tema jIvana vahyuM jAya che. jema nadInuM pANI dariyAmAM gayA bAda

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339 pAchuM vaLe tema nathI tema vakhata gayA bAda pAchuM AvatuM nathI. pAchaLathI kaMI vaLe tema nathI. mATe vakhatane sadupayoga karI le. 5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 7-10-44 paramakRpALudevanAM vacane ghaNu ja gUDhArthavALAM che. jemake "tamArAM kahelAM dayA, zAMti, kSamA ane pavitratA meM oLakhyAM nahIM." A vAkyamAM badhuM samAI jAya che. dayAnuM svarUpa samajavAmAM Ave che tyAre pitAnA AtmAnI atyaMta karuNa Upaje che ane te ja samakita che. te prApta thayA bAda AtmAmAM apUrva zAMti Ave che, samatA Ave che; pariNAme kevaLajJAna pragaTAvI mekSa prApta karAve che. 6 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 12-10-44 eka tarapha koI maraNa pAmyuM hoya ane bIjI tarapha lagnaprasaMge miSTAna jamanAra mANasane vicAra thaI paDe che ke Ama karavuM te egya lAgatuM nathI. tevI rIte A jIvane vicAra Ave joIe ke janmajarAnAM duHkhe jyAM sudhI raheze tyAMsudhI nirdoSa sukha maLavAnuM nathI. dhana meLavI jIva sukhI thavA Icche che ane tenA upara rAga kare che, paNa te maLyA bAda tene corAI javAno, lUMTAI javAne tema ja rAjA vagere laI le tene bhaya kAyama rahyA kare che te temAM sukha kyAM che? temAMthI nirdoSa sukha maLe e kema kahevAya? kAraNuM pariNAma jenuM duHkhamaya Ave te duHkha ja che. tevI ja rIte saMsAranA dareka padArthomAM pariNAme duHkha ja che. mATe nirdoSa sukha je AtmAmAM che ane jene kaI vakhate nAza thatuM nathI te meLavavA puruSArtha kare. 7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 3-9-45 prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke A daravAjAmAM paga mUkanAra mANasanuM ghaNuM puNya hoya che, te ja aMdara AvI zake che. je te aMdara AvI gayo te kaMI ne kaMI tene khabara na paDe paNa laI jaze. 8 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, tA. 16-11-45 "smaraNa" e adbhuta che. svarUpa prApti karAvanAra che. Akho divasa tenuM raTaNa karavAmAM AvatuM hoya te paNa nityaniyamanI mALA gaNavAnI cUkavI nahIM. jene amUlya vakhatanI kSaNa paNa nakAmI na javA devI hoya tene mATe "smaraNa e apUrva vastu che. kUvAmAM paDelA DUbatA mANasane hAthamAM doraDuM Ave te te DUbe nahIM tema "smaraNa e saMsArasamudramAMthI tAranAra vastu che. - bhakti, vAcana, maraNa vagere pikI je vakhate jemAM citta tanmaya thAya te prakAre tema thavA devuM. mukhapATha karavAne abhyAsa rAkhave. kAraNa mukhapATha kareluM hoya te kaI vakhate ghaNe lAbha Ape che. game tyAre, game tevA saMjogomAM paNa mukhapATha karela vacana upayegI thaI paDe che. kAraNa, pustaka haMmeza pAse hAya nahIM. 9 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 7, 2007. A kAma, krodha ane lebha e traNa moTA vikAre che. kAma che te bhUta jevuM che. manuvyane gAMDe banAvanAra che. kAmamAM Asakta thayelAne vicAra nathI hatuM. jyAre jIvane krodha

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340 AdhAmRta caDhe che tyAre paNa ene kaI bhAna rahetu' nathI. AMdhaLA jevA khanI jAya che. kaI jue nahI' ane meDhAmAMthI jema Ave tema make, leAbha paNa evA che. jema jema lAbha kare che tema tema vadhatA jAya che. lAbhathI koI sukhI thatuM nathI. e traNe vastu kharAma che. 10 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 14, 2007 jIva nigAdamAMthI kAI mahA puNyanA cage mahAra AvyA ane badhI gatine oLa MgIne manuSyabhava ane AvA cega pAmyA te| have puruSArtha karavA. khAmI enI ja che. bhAve jinavara pUjiye, bhAve dIje dAna; bhAve bhAvanA bhAviye, bhAve kevaLajJAna." bhAva hAya to badhu thAya. pravRttithI nivIne bhagavAna pAse Ave tyAre evA bhAva thavA joIe ke he bhagavAna, rakhaDatA, rakhaDatA Apane zaraNe AvyeA chuM. mAre have koI zaraNurUpa nathI. bhagavAnanA derAsararUpa samavasaraNamAM AvatAM evI bhAvanA hAya te kharI pUjA che. 11 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 5, 2007 bhakti e bahu sAru' nimitta che. emAM paDavAnu hAya nahI. aha MbhAva thAya nahI. ----bhakti eTale zu ? uttara--mahApuruSAnAM vacanAmAM vRtti rAkhavI, svarUpamAM sthita thayA che evA puruSAmAM joDAvu, lIna thavu te bhakti jema jema jJAnIpuruSanI eLakhANa paDe tema tema bhakti thAya. mahApuruSA pratye je Asakti che te saMsAra nAza karavAnuM kAraNu che. 12 haisura, mAgazara suda 6, 2008 prazna--kama zAthI AvyAM? uttara---peAte khelAvyAM tethI AvyAM, mATe bhogavavAM teA paDaze ja. hasatAM ke raDatAM leAgavavAM paDaze. peAtAnAM khAMdhelAM Ave che. mATe samabhAve bhAgavavAM. kAI pratye dveSa karavA jevu' nathI. ethI ka dhAya che. AvA prasaMgeAmAM potAnA vAMka jovA. kama bAMdhelu hAya te game tyAre phUTI nIkaLe che. udayamAM Ave tyAre kema bhAgavavAM e zIkhavAnu che. jIvA kaMTALe che, kaMTALA e chUTavAnA rastA nathI. mana te kAma karyAM ja kare che. jo AtmAmAM rahe te AtmAnuM kare. phikara ciMtA e karmAMbadhanuM kAraNa che. prArabdha kayAM rahevAnu che? e tA javAnu che. kRpALudeva eka samaya mAtra paNa apramattadazAne bhUlyA nahIM. e dazA bahu vicAravA jevI che. 13 zrI rAjamaMdira, AhAra, phAgaNa suda 8, 2008 prazna--navA baMdha na paDe evuM karavA mATe zuM karavuM ? uttara---jethI baMdhana na thAya evA AtmAnA guNNA samyagdarzana Adi prApta karavA. pahelAM sadgurune zodhavA, khIjuM kAMI zeAdha mA. mAtra eka satpuruSane zodhIne tenA caraNakamaLamAM sarva bhAva apaNu karI daI tye jA." (76) jIvane chUTavAneA A mAga che.

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saMgraha 6 341 mikSa kahyo nija zuddhatA" zuddhabhAva e meTI vastu che. e thavA "sarva tarUpa." zuddha thayA pahelAM sarva bhAva jJAnIne arpaNa karI devA. tyAM baMdhana na thAya. sarva bhAva jJAnI pratye vALavAnA che. jJAnI sammata kare te sammata karavuM. chUTavAnA rastA che. chUTavuM hoya te karavuM paDaze. pApamAM pravartavAne jJAnI niSedha kare che. be prakAre dharma che. 1 sAdhu dharma, 2 gRhastha dharma. je sarvasaMgaparityAga kare che teNe kema vartavuM te sAdhudharma che ane gRhastha je che teNe kema vartavuM te gRhastha dharma che. zuM karavAthI pite sukhI, zuM karavAthI pite duHkhI ?" (107) UMghathI sukhI thavAya che ke pAMca indriyanA viSayathI ke paisAthI? AtmA sukhI zAthI thAya? e vicAravAnuM che. sukha te mokSamAM che. mATe mokSanI ruci karavAnI che. te mATe satsaMgane vizeSa paricaya karavAnI jarUra che. cetatA rahevAnI jarUra che. AyuSya pUrNa thatA pahelAM kaMIka karI levAnuM che. jIvane mAthe baje bahu che. pahelAnA puruSo haLukama hatA. A kALamAM karmane bene vadhAre che, paNa jIva baLa kare te thAya evuM che. marudevAmAtA pUrvabhavamAM keLanuM jhADa hatAM, tyAMthI akAma nirdhAra karI marudevAmAtA thayAM ane bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM jatAM rastAmAM kevaLajJAna pAmyAM. A kALanA ja virAdhaka che, tethI jJAnIne bedha sAMbhaLe paNa pariNAma pAme evuM nathI thatuM. bIjI icchAo jIvamAM paDI che, tethI bAdha aMdara pahoMcatuM nathI. megyatAnI ghaNI jarUra che. 14 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, caitra vada 5, 2008 tatvajJAna reja vAMcavA jevuM che. reja vadhAre na bane te pA kalAka te bhaktimAM gALave ja bhaktimAM citta raheze te raMga lAgaze. jJAnI puruSe je je AjJA karI che, te jIvane hitakArI che, je kaMI jJAnInI AjJAe karIe te dharma kahevAya che. kRpALudeve pite karyuM te ja kahe che. vRttio ochI karavAnuM kahe che. kRpALudevane bAhyatyAgano udaya na A paNa aMtarathI tyAgI hatA. AjathI kRpALudevane ja guru mAnavA. 15 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 1, 2008 savAre traNa vAge UThIne mokSamALAnA pATha pheravIe. pATha pheravatI vakhate e lakSa rAkhave ke mAre vicAra karavA mATe pheravavA che. ekAgra manathI pheravavA. zIkhelA che mATe na pheravuM te bhUlI jaIza eTale ja lakSa na rAkhe. vicAra karavAne paNa lakSa rAkha. 16 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 4, 2008 jyAM sudhI dehAdikathI karI javane AtmakalyANanuM sAdhana karavuM rahyuM che, tyAM sudhI te dehane viSe apariNAmika evI mamatA bhajavI gya che." (460) jene AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che evA mumukSu jIvane te dehane sAcavavAnuM kahyuM che. jeNe e AtmakalyANanuM kAma karI lIdhuM che evA je mahAmunio, teone upasarga

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34ra bedhAmRta Ave che tyAre teone kaMI ciMtA phikara rahetI nathI. kAraNa ke je kAma karavuM hatuM te karI lIdhuM. have deha rahe ke na raho bane eka sarakhAM lAge che. - 17 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 6, 2008 sukha aMtaramAM che, bahAra zedhavAthI nahIM maLe." (108) bIje na maLe. jyAM sukha nathI tyAM zedhe te na maLe. AmA jaNAya tyAre jaNAya ke AtmAnuM sukha AtmAmAM che. AtmajJAna karavAnuM che. AtmajJAna vinA keImekSe gayA nathI. bIjuM paDI mUkI AtmAne jANa, dehadRSTi che tyAM sudhI rAgadveSa thAya. aMtaradaSTi thAya te pramAda thAya. AtmA aMdara nathI, bahAra nathI. jyAM che tyAM che, jJAnamAM che. je jANanAre che, jJAnavALe che te AtmA che. AtmA AtmAmAM che. pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa e cAre dizAmAM nathI. enA lakSaNathI oLakhAya che. pitAne parane jANe te vastu huM chuM. jevaDuM jJAna che tevo AtmA che. strI, puruSa, napuMsaka paNa deha che, te AtmA nathI. AtmA bhAre nathI, halake nathI. saMkhyAthI rahita che. AtmAne raMga nathI. jJAnadarzananI mUrti te AtmA che. deha je dekhAya che te huM nathI. jevA je te AtmA che. bIjuM kaMI jovA jevuM nathI. 18 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 8, 2008 sAcuM sukha zuM che enuM bhAna nathI. puruSanA ge ja bhAna pragaTe che. mekSa joIe che ema kahe, paNa makSa zuM tenI khabara nathI. puruSanA ge ja khabara paDe. mukhya bhAvanA te puruSanA yuganI rAkhavI. e yuga na hoya te bhAvanA enI rAkhIne sazAstrane paricaya rAkha. 19 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 7, ra008 "athavA nija pariNAma je, zuddha cetanArUpa; katAM bhaktA tehane, nirvikalpa svarU5." zuddhapariNAmane AtmA kartA-bhaktA che. pite ja svapariNAmarUpa karma che. pitAnA svabhAvane kartA che. pitAnA pariNAmanuM phaLa pitAne Ape che. vibhAvathI virame che. te pitAne svabhAvamAM sthira kare che. AtmA pite ja adhikaraNa che. AtmA parabrahma che, ajara amara che. nave tattvamAM paramAtmA mahAna che. pUjavAyegya, atyaMta prakAzavALA, guNanA dhAma evA saccidAnaMda paramAtmA che. potAnI pariNatimAM ramatA evA paramAtmAne namaskAra. "vIyo kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; tela zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva." Atmasiddhi bhaNe te badhAMya zAstro bhaNI gaye. paryAya e dravyanI avasthA che. zubha azubha bhAvamAM jIva Ave tyAre zubha azubharUpe ja thaI jAya che. sphaTikanI peThe. je saMyega maLe te thaI jAya che. zubha saMga ane azubha saMga banethI rahita AtmA thAya tyAre zuddha AtmA thAya. paryAya uparathI dravyanI khabara paDe che. zubhAzubha bhAva che tyAM azuddha dravyaguNaparyAya che. zuddhabhAva thAya te zuddha dravyaguNaparyAya kahevAya.

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saMgraha 6 343 azubha bhAva cheDe te zubha bhAva thAya, pachI zuddhabhAvamAM Ave. zubhabhAva ane zuddhabhAva banemAM cAritra saMbhave che. azubhamAM na saMbhave. cAritra te AtmA che. zubhabhAvamAM pariName te sarAga cAritra ane zuddhabhAvamAM pariName te vItarAga cAritra. kaSAyabhAva heya tyAM cAritra nathI. AtmA zubhAzubha bhAva na kare ane zuddhabhAvamAM rahe te karmanuM jera cAlatuM nathI. 20 zrImad rA. A agAsa, jeTha suda 7, 2008 "AtmA dravya nitya che, paryAye palaTAya." dravyane kahenAra te dravyAkinaya che ane paryAyane kahenAra te paryAyArthikAya che. AtmA dhruva che, paNa paryAya palaTAya che. dravya apekSAe cha dravya dhruva che ane paryAya apekSAe utpAdavyayarUpa che. ema dareka dravyamAM utpAda-vyaya-dhruva hoya che. kaI paNa vastu hoya te tenA guNaparyAya hoya che. dravya-guNa paryAyarUpa vastu che. tenI sAthe paryAyanA palaTavAthI utpAda-vyaya-dhruva paNa hoya che. kevaLajJAnamAM jagata bhAse che, tyAM jJAna yarUpe pariName che, (yAkAra thAya che, paNa jJAna (dravyathI) yarUpa thatuM nathI. darpaNamAM dekhAya tema cetanamAM jagata bhAse che. AtmAne kevaLajJAna thayuM eTale indriyanI jarUra rahetI nathI. IndriyethI pahelAM kevaLajJAna jANuM le che. keInI madada vagara ja jANe che. paravastuthI AnaMda AvatuM hatuM, tene badale AtmAthI ja AnaMda Ave che. paranI jarUra rahetI nathI. indriyenuM jJAna te aspaSTa che, paNa kevaLajJAna spaSTa jANe che. Indriya-mananuM jJAna maryAdAvALuM che, paNa kevaLajJAna amaryAdita che. mohanIyakarmane kSaya karI, svarUpamAM sthita thaI kevaLajJAna pragaTAve che. e atIndriyajJAna che. enuM sukha paNa atIndriya che. bAhyavastune AdhAre sukhaduHkha nathI. 21 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 8, 2018 parapadArthanI sAthe AtmAne yajJAyaka saMbaMdha vyavahArathI kahevAya che. nizcayathI AtmA asaMga che. parapariNAma sAthe kevalI pariNamatA nathI. tene grahaNa karatA nathI. nizcayathI AtmAne keIne saMga nathI. 22 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 12, ra008 Indriyasukha parAdhIna ane bAdhAyukta che. IndriyasukhamAM samabhAva hoto nathI. azAtAnA udaye te nAza pAme che. caMcaLa che. indriya sukha ane duHkha baMne eka ja che. puNya pApa beya sarakhAM baMdhanarUpa che. AtmAne mukta karavA mATe badhuM karavAnuM che. AtmArtha thI cUkyo te paDI jaze. azuddhabhAvamAMthI jenI prIti UThe tene zuddhaupaga pratye prIti thAya che. zuddha upayogathI saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa badhuM thAya che. zuddha upaga na rahetuM hoya te mAre zuddhaupayoga mATe karavuM che e lakSa rAkha. samyagdarzanane lakSa rAkhIne kare te zuddhaupaga prApta thAya. "nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM noya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM seya."

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344 bodhAmRta puNya pApa bannenI hoLI karI mekSe javAnuM che. kaMI rAkhavuM nathI. je jIva dravya-guNa-paryAyathI arihaMtanuM svarUpa jANe che, te jIva pitAnA AtmAne jANe che. je jina deha pramANa ne, samavasaraNAdi siddhi; varNana samaje jinanuM, rekI rahe nija buddhi." bahAranI vastuo joIne Azcarya thAya che tethI arihaMta ke saddagurunA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe nahIM. e badhA bhulAvA che. rAgadveSa maha dekhAya che te mAruM svarUpa nathI. vItarAga bhagavAnanuM svarUpa che tevuM mAruM mULa svarUpa che. jevA vItarAga sukhI che te ja huM sukhI chuM, ema abheda thaI jAya. arihaMtanuM jevuM svarUpa che tevuM ja mAruM svarUpa che, bheda nathI. e samakti che. arihaMtanA zuddhavarUpamAM meha nathI. zuddhasvarUpamAM abhedabhAva kare e meha kSaya thavAne upAya che. 23 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha suda 13, 2008 "pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya pratimAna." jeTalI jIvanI brahmacarya bhaNuM daSTi haze teTaluM kalyANa thaze. AtmAnI kALajI haze te AtmA (zuddha) thaze ane saMsAranI kALajI haze te saMsAra thaze. 24 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha vada 1, 2008 mekSamALAmAMthI vAMcavuM. mekSamALA che te mokSanuM bIja che. mATe ApaNane e bahu kAmanI che. kRpALudevane je je kahevuM hatuM te badhuM mekSamALAmAM kahI dIdhuM che. pachI patromAM kahyuM che. ra5 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 6, 2008 je vastu jANe che te AtmA dravya-guNa-paryAyavALe che. tema bIjI varatuo paNa dravya-guNa-paryAyavALI che. paranA dravya-guNa-paryAyane pitAnA mAne te mithyAdaSTi che. eka dravya bIjAmAMthI utpanna thatuM nathI ane nAza paNa pAmatuM nathI. utpAda-vyayadhruva jemAM che te dravya che. guNaparyAya jemAM hoya te dravya che. saMsAranAM sukha te sukha nahIM paNa duHkha ja che. pAchaLa duHkha Ave te sukha nathI. jJAnIo saMsAranAM sukhane duHkha mAne che. je jJAnavicAre karI bhAva gALyA nathI. kSAyaka na thAya tyAM sudhI game tyAM gabaDI paDe. mATe meha che thAya tevuM karavAnuM che. jarUra enI che. saMsAramAM duHkha che ema ene samajAtuM nathI. saMsAranA bhAve bhUlavA muzkela che. A jacata asAra che e mATe bAra bhAvanA bhAvavAnuM kahyuM che. vAraMvAra jJAnInAM vacane sAMbhaLavAM, vicAravAM. badhuM mAre meha nAza karavA mATe karavuM che, e lakSa rAkhave.

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34pa 26 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 9, 2008 dravya-guNa-paryAyanI A vAta che. te kaI vakhate sAMbhaLI nathI tethI samajavI muzkela che. ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa kare tyAre keIka vakhate samajAya. jagatanI vAte ghaNI sAMbhaLI che, paNa A te kaI divase sAMbhaLyuM nathI. dravyanI apekSAe siddha ane saMsArI jIvamAM bheda nathI. bIjA dravyathI mokSa thAya che ema nathI. ene e jIva pariName che. zuddha avasthA che te siddha che ane malina avasthA che te saMsArI che. parane saMga hatuM tyAre malina paryAya hate. asaMga thaye tyAre zuddha paryAya thaye. badhAya che siddha samAna che, karmane laIne pheraphAra dekhAya che. naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI kahela; ekAMte vyavahAra nahIM, banne sAthe rahela." bane naya sAthe rAkhe che te svAduvAda che. ra7 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, jeTha vada 0)), 2008 jJAnacetanA e svAbhAvika che. huM zubha karuM, azubha karuM ema kartavya samajIne kare te karmacetanA che. jJAnacetanA eTale jene bhedajJAna che te karmanA udaye temAM bhaLI jate nathI. karmane udaya Ave tyAre sukhasAmagrI maLe. puNyathI maLe tyAre jIva sukha mAne che. ethI viparIta thAya tyAre duHkha mAne che. pitAnA bhAva zubhAzubha kare che te karma cetanA che bhAvakarma nija kalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa" jyAM sudhI samyakatva thayuM nathI, ISTa aniSTa kare che tyAM sudhI karmacetanA che. jyAM jIvane bhAna nathI evA eke driya AdimAM karmaphalacetanA che. jJAnacetanAmAM cetana che, karmacetanAmAM cetana che ane karmaphatacetanAmAM paNa cetana te che. karmacetanA ane karma phalacetanAmAM AtmA azuddha che. 28 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, aSADa suda 8, 2008 zarIra te huM nathI. jene AtmA asaMga che, eka che, akhaMDa che ema AtmabhAvanA thAya tene paripUrNa svarUpe pragaTa thAya. garbhamAM te sukha hotuM nathI ane janma vakhate paNa ghaNuM duHkha hoya che, te vakhate bebhAna che. bAlyAvasthAmAM te AtmAne kaMI vicAra AvI zake nahIM. pachI yuvAvasthA che, temAM samajaNa hoya che, paNa e pachI bIjA kAmamAM vApare che-strImAM, dhanamAM vApare che. pachI vRddhAvasthA Ave che tyAM paNa kaMI na thAya. bAlyAvasthA ane vRddhAvasthA vaccene je zeDo kALa che temAM AtmAnuM hita kare te thaI zake che. pitAne mATe karavAnuM che, jyAMtyAMthI jIvane janmamaraNathI choDAvavAnuM che. meha kare te chuTAya nahIM. huM, mAruM bhUlaze tyAre kalyANa thaze. pitAnuM nahIM tene pitAnuM mAnI tanmaya tha che. dekhAya te enuM che nahIM. mATe moTA puruSoe kahyuM che ke satsaMga kare. satsaMgamAM bhUle nIkaLe che. sane raMga caDhAve te satsaMga. puNyane udaya hoya tyAre jIvane tIrthayAtrA ke dharmanA sthAnamAM javAnuM bane che. keI jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhAya te kalyANa thAya,

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346 bodhAmRta 29 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, vaizAkha suda 12, 2009 ApaNe karIe chIe tenI kaMI asara thAya che ke kema? tenI tapAsa ja jIvane nathI. niraMkuza thaI jAya tyArapachI jIvane kaMI samajAtuM nathI. kaLikALanuM svarUpa paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che tevuM ja che. mATe ApaNe sAcavIne cAlavAnuM che. kALabaLa evuM che ke pitAnuM kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanAvALA bahu ja thoDA ja che. 30 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 10, 2009 mithyASTi baMdhAya che. rAgadveSathI je baMdhAya che te bIjI kriyAothI baMdhAte nathI. baMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa mithyAtva che, e ja ajJAna che. ajJAnathI rAgadveSa thAya che. mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane vega e baMdhanA pAMca kAraNemAM mithyAtva e ja baMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa che. mithyASTi kaMI kriyA na karate hoya teya baMdhAya che. e mahAvrata pALatuM hoya teya mahA pApI che. rAgadveSa sahita mana IndriyanA vyApAra kare che tethI baMdhAya che. A te samyagdarzananuM mAhAtmya kahevA mATe kahyuM che. bAkI kaMI samyagdaSTine baMdha thatuM ja nathI, ema ekAMte nathI. samakita thAya pachI me toya te jIvane ardha pudgalaparAvartana sudhImAM mekSa avazya thavAne che. rAgadveSathI baMdha thAya che ane rAgadveSanuM kAraNa ajJAna che. tethI baMdhanuM kAraNa mukhyatve ajJAna athavA mithyAtva che. 31 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 11, 2009 ahaMbhAva che tyAM mithyAtva che. huM karuM chuM, huM bhegavuM chuM e badhuM abhimAna che. jemaNe kaI jIvanI ghAta karavI nathI evuM paccakhANa lIdhuM che temane mATe A upadeza che. huM rahyuM chuM, huM ahiMsA pALuM chuM, e je ahaMbhAva te kADhavA mATe AcArya kahe che. bahu sUkSma mithyAtva rahI gayuM hoya te kADhI nAkhavA mATe A (samayasAra-baMdha adhikAramAM) kathana che. bahu ucca koTInI vAta che. "huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM?" e viveka che. 32 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa suda 13, 2009 gRhasthAzramamAM dharma che te hastinAnavat che. Doka dharma kare ane pAchA bIjA kAmamAM bhaLI jAya che. mATe kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke nivRttine upAya kare. nivRtti kema maLe? kyAre maLe ? ene upAya kare. jIvane dharma pAmavA mATe kaMI ne kaMI nimittanI jarUra che. jema vADa vagara vele UMce caDhe nahIM, tema nimitta vagara dharma pamAya nahIM. 33 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 2, 2009 A jIva vizvanA bIjA padArthothI bhinna che. pitAne jIva jANatuM nathI tethI game te vastune pitArUpe mAne che. Upaje mehavikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avaletAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra." (954) huM paMDita chuM, phalANuM chuM ema abhimAna thAya che, tethI baMdhAya che. jJAnInA vacana para paga mUkyo te dharmamAMthI khasI gaye. deha te bIje maLe paNa dharma na maLe. saMsAramAM

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347 rahevuM paDe te paNa "mAre bhagavAnarUpa thavuM che e bhAva rAkhe te thavAya. ghaNuM zrAvAcAra pustakamAM Ave che ke zrAvakanAM vrata pALavAthI zrAvaka na kahevAya, paNa te sAthe jene muni thavAnI bhAvanA che te zrAvaka che. samajaNanI balihArI che. mAruM nahIM ema thayuM te pachI deha paNa mAre nathI ema thAya. keTaluM sukha hoya che, chatAM mahApuruSe badhuM cheDIne mokSe jAya che! 34 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 3, 2009 A badhuM dekhAya che te huM chuM e vikalpa che. dehAdine huM mAne te vikalpa che. A mAruM che e saMkalpa che. huM ne mAruM jAya tyAre samyagdarzana thAya. vikalpa e bhUla che. ene lIdhe ja saMkalpa thAya che. "anAdi svapnadazAne lIdhe utpanna thayele e jIvano ahaMbhAva mamatvabhAva te nivRtta thavAne arthe A cha padanI jJAnI puruSoe dezanA prakAzI che." (43) 35 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 4, 2009 zuddhatAne lakSa karAvanAra nizcayanaya che. AtmAmAM te naya ja nathI. nizcayanaya paNa AtmAmAM nathI. paNa AtmA nizcayanayathI kahevAya che. vyavahAranayane lakSa azuddha AtmA che. nizcayanayane lakSa zuddha AtmA che. zuddha AtmA thAya tyAre mekSa thAya. jJAnI nayamAM udAsIna rahe che. zuddhabhAvamAM mekSa che. nace che e te daSTie che. zuddhanayanI zuddhadaSTi che. vyavahAranayanI azuddhadaSTi che. 36 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 7, 2009 prazna--dehane azAMti hoya te vakhate AtmAne zAMti hoya ? uttara-dehane azAMti hoya tyAre AtmAne zAMti hoya che, ema gajasukumAra kahe che. prazna-rAgadveSanA nimitte rAgadveSa thAya ja? uttara-nimitta maLatAM karmane udaya thAya, paNa udaya vakhate samajaNa hoya te navAM karma na baMdhAya-rAgadveSa na thAya. rAgadveSa mUkavA mATe badhuM karavAnuM che. 37 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zravaNa vada 10, 2009 saMpUrNa zuddhabhAva te 13me guNasthAnake che. zarUAta thethI thAya. jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa zuddhatA AvI nathI tyAM sudhI ene zuddhabhAva vakhate abuddhipUrvaka zruta pratye rAgabhAva che, tethI ene puNya baMdhAya che e bhagavAna ja jANe che, ene khabara nathI. zubhabhAva hoya tyAM pApanI nirjarA thAya che ane jyAM zuddhabhAva che tyAM puNya pApa banenI nirjarA thAya che. puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa zubha rAgabhAva che. 38 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 11, 2009 jJAne darzana caritra e traNenI pUrNatA thAya tyAre mekSa thAya. samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna thayuM hoya, paNa sammacAritra na Ave tyAM sudhI mekSa na thAya. AtmAmAM sthira rahevuM te cAritra che.

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348 bAdhAmRta 39 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 12, 2009 kaMI karavuM. divasa emano ema javA na de. jJAnadhyAnamAM jeTaluM bane teTaluM pravartavuM. vakhata maLe tyAre kaMIka puruSArtha kare. samaraNamAM rahevuM. maraNa e ja Akhara vakhate kAmanuM che. smaraNa karatAM deha chUTe e ja samAdhimaraNanuM kAraNa che. pitAne maraNamAM rAkhavA vairAgyamAM citta rAkhavuM. mahemAnanI peThe rahevuM. kRpALudevanI zraddhA daDha karI levI. bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI samyagdarzana thAya che. deha ne AtmA e bane judA che. lakSaNothI bheda paDe che. bhedajJAna karavA pAchaLa paDe te thAya. jJAnI pAse sAMbhaLyuM ke bane bhinna che te zraddhAthI paNa bhinna mAnI abhyAsa kare. eTale pitAne puruSArtha hoya, jeTaluM vIrya hoya te badhuM bhedajJAnanA abhyAsamAM vAparavAnuM che. 40 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 13, 2009 pUjyazrI-000bhAI mAMdA che. tuM emane tyAM jAya che? mumukSu yuvaka-nA jI. pUjyazrI-tyAM jaje. sevA karavI e mumukSune dharma che. bhagavAne paraspara sevA karavAnuM munione paNa kahyuM che. ekaluM bhaNavAmAM ja rahe, tene pachI vyavahAranI kaMI khabara na rahe. bhaNuM bhaNIne vedIyA Dhera jevA thaI na javuM. paramArthane prere evo vyavahAra karavA lAgya che. te bhAI pAse jaIe ane kaMI kAma hoya te pUchavuM. zarIra dabAvavuM hoya to dabAvI ApavuM. 41 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, zrAvaNa vada 0)), 2009 ApaNI pAse paisA vagere hoya te khavAI jAya te ciMtA thAya, paNa kalAnA kalAka jatA rahe enI phikara nathI. jJAnIne manuSyabhavanI kiMmata lAge che. manuSyabhava kSaNe kSaNe jAya che. emAM kaMIka karavA jevuM che. jIvane bhAvanA paNa sArI karatAM AvaDatI nathI. saMsAranI vastuonI bhAvanA kare che. mane kevaLajJAna thAya evI bhAvanA kyAMthI thAya? nAzavaMta vastuonI bhAvanA karI manuSyabhava kheI bese che. sAMja paDe vicAra kare ke zuM karavA manuSyabhavamAM Avyo chuM? ane zAmAM dahADe gALe? eTale je barAbara vicAra kare te kharuM pratikamaNa thAya. 42 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 4, 2009 AtmAne jethI hita thAya, kalyANa thAya te karavAnuM che. kaLikALamAM je vastu jJAnIe niSedha karI che te ja vadhAre vaparAya che. pUrvanuM vizeSa puNya hoya te satsaMga thAya tevA dezamAM janme. nahIM te jIvane kusaMganA saMskAra paDe che. AvatI kAle badhAne upavAsa karavAno che. saMvatsarIne eka upavAsa to kare ja. pahele divase ekAsaNuM pachI bIje divase upavAsa kare ane pachI trIje divase ekAsaNuM kare tyAre khare upavAsa karyo kahevAya. digaMbaromAM ema upavAsa kare che. Atmasiddhi hIrAnA hAra karatAM paNa vadhAre kImatI che. Atmasiddhi te vAraMvAra vAMcavI, vicAravI, artha karavA.

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saMgraha 6 keTa 43 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 5, 079 vrata niyama ghaNuM karyA paNa kaMI na thayuM. samyagdarzana sahita kare te badhuM savaLuM che, nahIM te puNya bAMdhe. samyaktvIne tapathI nirjarA thAya che ane bIjAne baMdhana thAya che. samyaktva thayA pachI badhuM tamAsA jevuM lAge. AtmAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. 44 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 9, 2009 darekane samakita karavuM hoya to mithyAtva te mUkavuM paDaze. e mUkavAne kaMI raste che? prabhuzrIjIe potAnI vAta eka vakhate karI hatI ke "kRpALudeve mane kahyuM: muni have tamAre zuM che? have tamAruM zuM che? tamAre AtmA." te tarata prabhuzrIjIne besI gayuM. tyAga vairAgya e mukhya vastu che. enI emane taiyArI hatI, tethI pakaDa thaI gaI. badhuM choDIne beThA hatA. eka puruSanA vacananI khAmI hatI. te AvyuM te coMTI gayuM. chIpa moDhuM phADIne beDI hoya ane varasAda paDe te tarata motI banI jAya. tema prabhuzrIjIne tyAga-vairAgyanI yegyatA hatI, te kRpALudevanuM vacana mAnya thaI gayuM. vAta che mAnyAnI. mAnavuM konA hAthamAM che ! pitAnA hAthamAM ja che. manAya to kAma thayuM. ApaNuM DahApaNuM badhuM gAMDapaNa che. 45 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 11, 2009 prazna-prabhuzrIjInA bodhamAM Ave che: "khIcaDImAM ghI DhaLe te lekhAmAM." eTale zuM ? uttara--AtmAmAM bhAva jAya e kAmane che, ema kahevuM che. 46 zrImad rA A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 13, 2009 pAvApurI, sametazikhara, caMpApurI badhe jaI AvyA, paNa kyAMye satsaMga na maLe. badhI khAvApIvAnI vAte. bIjI vepArAdinI pravRtti thAya che tevI A paNa eka dharmanI pravRtti che. kyAMya zAMti nathI. " mahApuNyane udaya hoya tyAre puruSane vega thAya che. huM samakti nathI pAme ema thatuM nathI. A manuSyabhava pAmIne mAre samakita karavuM che ema nathI lAgatuM. jIvane dhIMgadhaNInI oLakhANa nathI. dhIMga dhaNI mAthe heya te nirbhaya heya. 47 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA suda 14, 2009 kaI vastu samajavA mATe kahevuM te naya che. naya eTale kahevAnI rIta, sAmAne kahevAne abhiprAya lakSamAM levAno che. jemake AtmA nitya che ema koI kahe ane kaI kahe ke AtmA anitya che, te te banne satya che. dravyanI apekSAe nitya che ane paryAyanI apekSAe anitya che. ema apekSA rAkhI belAya te satya che. vastune saMpUrNa paNe kahe te pramANa che ane vastune aMze kahe te naya che. 48 zrImad rA. A. agAsa bhAdaravA suda 15, 2009 prazna-prabhuzrIjInA bedhamAM Ave che ke eNe kahI te zraddhA karI te tAlI eTale zuM? uttara--kAma thaI jAya. dekhAya temAM upaga jAya che. te maTI bhagavAnanI dazAmAM - A +

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350 enA upayAga jAya teA kATi bhAvanA thAya teya lAbha thAya. medhAmRta kama khapI jAya. prabhu prabhu laya' kayAre lAgaze evI 49 zrImad rA. . agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 4, 200 prazna-- --sadgurunI yathAtathya eLakhANa eTale zuM? uttara--sadgurune deha nahIM, paNa sadgurunA AtmA ALakhavAneA che. prabhuzrIjI mahu gaMbhIra hatA. vibhAvamAM Ave tyAM svabhAvanA nAza thAya che, mATe vabhAvamAM na AvavuM. bhale deha chUTI jAya paNa vibhAvamAM AvavuM nathI evuM jJAnIne hAya che. 10 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 5, 2009 vibhAva pariNAma e ja mANu che. vibhAva judo ane AtmA judo che. AtmA e vibhAvarUpe pariName e ja maraNa che. vibhAvabhAva e bhAvamaraNu che. jIva jJAnInu kahevuM mAne nahIM, svacchaMde varte te jJAnIpuruSa zuM kare? dayA Ave. manamAM malinatA che. prazna-mana nirmaLa kema thAya ? uttara--je nima La che temane hRdayamAM rAkhe, je rAgadveSa rahita che evA sadgurune hRdayamAM rAkhe to mana nirmaLa thAya. padma zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 7, 209 praznaprabhRpaNe prabhu eLakhI re, amala vimala guNu geha; sAdhya daSTi sAdhakapaNe re, vaDhe dhanya nara teha. jinavara pUjo." eTale zuM? uttara--kama malarahita, vibhAvarahita, guNanA dhAma evA bhagavAna te sAdhya che. temane eLakhI te dazA mAre pAmavI che ema sAdhakaTi karIne je bhagavAnane vaDhe che te narane dhanya che. para zrImad rA.A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 8, 2009 pudgalanA saMga che te duSTa mANusanA soMga jevA che, rastAmAM cAlatA kaI duSTa mANasa maLI jAya teA bahu cetIne sAvacetIthI cAle che, tema satpuruSA purdUgalanI sAthe khaDu sAvacetI rAkhI varte che. 53 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 11, 2009 prIti kara dezATana karavA jateA hateA te vakhate tenA gurue eka kAgaLa lakhIne ApyA te prIti kare vAMcyA-karyAM vagara kAnamAM rAkhI mUkyo, pachI te saMkaTamAM AbhyA tyAre kAI vidyAdhara Avyo teNe e kAgaLa vAMcyA. temAM eTaluM lakhelu ke vipattimAM ane sahAya karajo ane nIce gurue peAtAnuM nAma lakheluM. vidyAdharanA guru paNa e ja hatA tethI tene ghera pahAMcADayo. A te laukika che, paNa ApaNane je maMtra maLyA che te ghera pahoMcADe evA che. AtmArUpa thavA mATe A maMtra maLyA che. deDAdithI huM bhinna chuM, e karavA mATe A maMtra

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saMgraha 6 35 maLe che. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI ene abhyAsa karI mUkyo hoya te chevaTe e sAMbharI Ave "sahajAmasvarUpa ema sAMbhare tethI samabhAva rahe. "samabhAva" e ApaNuM ghara che. jJAnIe je maMtra ApyuM che te kAnamAM mUkI rAkhavA jevuM che, bhUla nahIM. 54 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 12, 2009 prazna--ApaNe ekAsaNuM, upavAsa, vata, niyama je je karavAM hoya te bhagavAnane pUchIne karavAM? uttara-hA, kALA dha rAI to, tame je sukha jANyuM che, anubhave che te sukha prApta karavA tamArI AjJAthI A niyama vagere karuM chuM, ema citrapaTa AgaLa bhAva karI karavuM. jJAnInI AjJA oLaMgIne kaMI karavuM nathI. jJAnI pratyakSa hoya te pUchIne kare ane pratyakSa na hoya te emanA citrapaTa AgaLa jaI A pratyakSa ja che ema jANuM, he bhagavAna! ApanI AjJAthI A karuM chuM, ema bhAvanA karI vrata niyama vagere karavAM. 55 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, bhAdaravA vada 13, 2009 prazna-"parapremapravAha baDhe prabhuseM" eTale zuM? uttara-jIvanI pAse premarUpI mUDI che, te zarIramAM, kuTuMbamAM verI nAkhI che te badhethI uThAvI sapuruSa pratye parama prema karavAne che. prema saMsAramAM rokAyo che. premanI jeTalI zakti che te badhI prabhu pratye vaparAya che te paraprema eTale parama prema che. prema e AtmA che. zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso suda 3, 2009 jyAM tyAMthI saMsAranAM kAmethI kaMTALo Ave evuM karavuM. vairAgya upazama vagara kAma na thAya. kALa e che ke badhAnAM mana sarakhAM na hoya. kaleza mATe evuM karavuM. samabhAva keLavave. Ama thAya teya zuM ane tema thAya teya zuM ? ema saMsAranA kAmamAM upekSA rAkhavI. vadhAre vakhata dharmamAM jAya tevuM karavAnuM che. karma AgaLa te keInuM cAlatuM nathI. samajaNa vadhaze ema sukhI thavAze. 57 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, Aso vada 13, 2009 sadgurunI AjJAe vartatAM karmomAM pheraphAra thAya che, tenI potAne khabara paDe che. narakamAM paNa jIvane samakita thAya che. tyAM ene jAtismaraNa thAya tethI manuSyabhavamAM jJAna maLyA hoya ane pite kaMI karyuM na hoya to ema thAya ke aha! mane jJAnI maLyA chatAM meM kaMI na karyuM. ema pazcAttApa karatAM ene khoTuM te khoTuM ane sAcuM te sAcuM lAge. 58 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArtika suda 4, 2010 sapuruSane Azraya heya te jIvanuM kalyANa thaDA kALamAM thaI jAya. pachI eka-be bhava karavA paDe. anaMtakALathI rakhaDate rakhaDate AvyA che tyAM eka be bhavanI zI gaNatarI ?

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rUpara medhAmRta prabhuzrIjI e upara vaNuAganaTavara ane tenA sArathInI vAta kahetA. bannee samAdhimaraNa karyuM.... sArathIne bIjI samaja nathI paNa zraddhA che ke mArA zeTha sAcA che ane emane he te mane hA ! te mahAvidehamAM janmyA ane te ja bhave mAfe jaze ane vaNuAganaTavara deva thayA te teA hajI pachI jaze. Azraya e bahu meTI vAta che. Azraya te kRpALudevanI gati thaI te enI paNa thAya. vairAgya nathI eTale A nAzavaMta vastuemAM rahe. vairAgya e meAkSamAga nA bhAmiyA che. karavA jevA che. kRpALudevanA Azraya hAya pachI mekSe jAya. sAthe vairAgya joIe. rokAI rahyo che. vairAgya hAya ! Azraya * mahApuruSanAM vacaneA, dRSTi Adi apUrva hoya che. keAI mahApuNyanA ceAge satpuruSanu dana thAya che. ethI saMskAra paDe che e kAma karyAM kare. jIvane satpuruSane cAge UDI mAnyatA thAya te na phare. satya kAI judI vastu che. traNe kALa rahe evI vastu eka AtmA che. AtmA sat, jagata mithyA" jagata jotanetAmAM palaTAI jAya che, badhuM jagata palaTAtuM che. kAI paNa padArtha teneA te rahevAnA nathI, paNa AtmA AtmArUpe traNe kALa rahe evA che. jeNe jJAnapaMcamInuM tapa karavuM hoya teNe karavuM. kAle e mahattvane divasa che. e divasa jJAnadhyAnamAM gALavA. jene kai satpuruSanA yAga thayA che ane je AjJA thaI te ArAdhe che, te game tyAM dUra hAya to paNa satsa`gamAM ja che. e pApa karatAM pAche haThe. khIjI kALajI rAkho che. evI AtmAnI kALajI paNa rAkhavAnI che. dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla na karavI. jeTalu thAya teTaluM karI levuM. 59 zrImad rA. A. agAsa, kArtika suda 6, 2010 game teTale viSama udaya hAya paNa te vakhate samabhAva rAkhavA. abhimAna TALI samabhAvamAM AvavAnuM che. karmanA udayamAM samabhAva rAkhatAM na zIkhA tyAM sudhI jJAnInuM kahevuM samajAya nahIM. OM zAMti: zAMti: zAMti: dhAmRta prathama vibhAga samApta ---

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