Book Title: Atma Bhavna
Author(s): Harilal Jain, Kanjiswami
Publisher: Harilal Jain
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates # @ AtmabhAvanA zrI pUjyapAdaAcArya viracita samAdhizataka upara pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmInAM vairAgyarasajharatAM pravacano lekhaka bra. harilAla jaina (sonagaDha) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates prathama AvRtti (prata pAMca hajAra) 2498 poSa 1972 JAN. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Thanks & Our Request This shastra has been kindly donated by Jayvant Shah - UAE who has paid for it to be "electronised" and made available on the internet. Our request to you: 1) We have taken great care to ensure this electronic version of Atma Bhavna is a faithful copy of the paper version. However if you find any errors please inform us on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com so that we can make this beautiful work even more accurate. 2) Keep checking the version number of the on-line shastra so that if corrections have been made you can replace your copy with the corrected one. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Version History Date Changes Version Number 001 | | 19 May 2004 First electronic version. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates * arpaNa * YO Atma zAMticAhaka mumukSuone. SO * saMsAranAM mahA du:khothI saMtapta thaIne jemane AnaMdanI tarasa lAgI che, jeo 52ma AnaMdanA pipAsu thayA che evA jIvone mATe vItarAgI saMtoe zAstradvArA vItarAgI caitanyasukhanI paraba mAMDI che. hai mumukSuo ! SO zAMtarasanA paraba jevA A zAstra dvArA atyaMta zAMtacittapUrvaka ' AtmabhAvanA ' karIne tame caitanyanA vItarAgI zAMtarasanuM pAna karo; tamAruM saMtaptahRdaya parama zAMta thaze, ane tamane samAdhi-sukha prApta thaze. - hira. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com - Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates siddhakSetra gIranAranI pAMcamI TUMke... sAdi - anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM.... anaMta darzana jJAna anaMta sahita jo.. gIranAranI pAMcamI TUMke gurudeva jyAre "Atma bhAvanA" bhAvI rahyA hatA tyAre seMkaDo yAtriko paNa te sAMbhaLIne prasanna thayA hatA...te vakhatanuM dazya. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates * nivedana * kaivalyasukhanA abhilASI jIvone mATe huM vivikta AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza '-AvA dhyeyapUrvaka A samAdhizatakanI racanA zrI pUjyapAdasvAmIe 1400 varSa pUrve karI che; te kharekhara dehAdithI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanA karAvIne aMtaramAM samAdhisukha jagADe che. ane jene AvI AtmabhAvanArUpa samAdhi jAgI che tene, deha chUTavAno prasaMga e to eka vastra badalavA jevo atyaMta sahaja lAge che. AtmAne pahelethI dehAdi samasta vastuthI chUTo ja jANyo che, ne tenI ja bhAvanA bhAvI che; te AtmabhAvanA sadAya zAMtinI dAtAra che. ahA, ekakora zAMtinA mahAsAgara caitanyatattvanuM paramasukha, bIjIkora dehabuddhirUpa ajJAnathI cAra gatinAM ghora du:kha.... jinamArganA vItarAgI saMtoe bhedajJAna karIne dehabuddhi choDI eTale anAdi saMsAranAM ghora du:khathI teo chUTayA ne caitanyanA mahAsAgaramAM UMDe UtarIne koI pa2ma atIndriya samAdhisukhanI anubhUti karI. evA saMtoe karuNA karIne bhavya jIvone paNa te samAdhisukhano mArga upadezyo che. A samAdhizataka upara pU. zrI kAnajI svAmInAM pravacano paNa e ja mArga dekhADe che. vIra saM. 2482 mAM jyAre samAdhizataka upara pravacano cAlatA hatA, tyAre jANe ke caitanyanI koI 52ma zAMtinuM madhuruM jharaNuM ja vahetuM hoya! ema lAgatuM hatuM. adhyAtmarasajharatAM e pravacano AtmAne saMsArathI virakta karIne caitanyanI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates parama zAMta-zAMta guphAmAM sukhamaya samAdhi jagADatA hatA. atyaMta sugama, vairAgyapreraka, zAMtidAtAra, AtmabhAvanAthI bharapUra-evAM e pravacano "Atmadharma' mAsikamAM lekhamALArUpe chapAI cUkyAM che, ane te pustakarUpe paNa chapAya evI ghaNA jijJAsuonI bhAvanA hatI; te anusAra Aje A "AtmabhAvanA" pustaka prasiddha thAya che. samAdhitaMtra zAstra gujarAtI bhASAmAM chapAyeluM che temAM paNa ghaNe ThekANe A pravacanonuM lakhANa bhAvArtharUpe ke vizeSArtharUpe levAmAM AvyuM che. ( jAo gAthA 5, 30, 31, 35, 36, 38, 39, 40, 47, 48, 49, 53, 55, 58, 6ra vagere.) zAstrakAra zrI pUjyapAda-svAmI jevA mahAna prabhAvazALI saMta hatA te saMbaMdhI keTaloka paricaya A pustakamAM ja maLI jaze. dakSiNanAM pahADo aneka prAcIna zilAlekho dvArA Ajeya temanAM guNagAna gAya che, keTalAya mahAna zAstrakAroe zAstranA maMgalAcaraNamAM temanuM smaraNa karyuM che. temanuM raceluM A zAstra AtmAne saMsAranAM kalezothI choDAvIne parama zAMtirUpa samAdhi jagADe che. nirvikalpa caitanyarasa pIvaDAve che. mumukSu jIvo A "AtmabhAvanA' pustakamAM batAvela dehAdithI bhinna AtmAnI vAraMvAra bhAvanA karo, ane svAnubhUti sudhI pahoMcIne nirvikalpa samAdhinA parama AnaMdane prApta karo. -bra. harilAla jaina 'kuMdakuMda prabhu - AcAryapada jayaMtI" mAgazara vada AThama sonagaDha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates **** *** ** * Atma bhAvanA zrI pUjyapAdaAcArya viracita samAdhizataka u52 pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmInAM vairAgyarasajharatAM pravacano **** * * * lekhaka bra. harilAla jaina Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Namo siddhANaM zrI pUjyapAdasvAmIne namaskAra ho. zrI bodhidAtA jinavANI mAtAne namaskAra ho. samAdhinA heturUpa ratnatraya dharmane namaskAra ho. A samAdhitaMtra zarU thAya che. samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra te samAdhi che. samAdhi kaho ke AtmAnI zAMti kaho, tenI prApti kema thAya? tevI "AtmabhAvanA" nuM varNana zrI pUjyapAdasvAmIe A samAdhizatakamAM karyuM che. zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI parama digaMbara saMta hatA, temanuM bIjAM nAma devanaMdI hatuM. lagabhaga 1400 varSa pahelAM teo A bharatabhUmimAM vicaratA hatA ane jema zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryadava sImaMdharabhagavAna pAse videhakSetre gayA hatA tema A pUjyapAdasvAmI paNa videhInAthanAM darzanathI pAvana thayA hatA-evo ullekha zravaNabelagolanA prAcIna zilAlekhomAM che. temaNe sarvArtha siddhi (tattvArthasUtranI TIkA), tema ja jainendravyAkaraNa vagere mahAnagraMtho racyA che. temanI agAdhabuddhine lIdhe yogIoe temane "jinendrabuddhi' kahyA che. teo parama brahmacArI temaja viziSTa RddhionA dhAraka hatA. AvA mahAna AcArya zrI pUjyapAdasvAmIe racelA samAdhitaMtra athavA samAdhizataka upara pravacano zarU thAya che. sakala vibhAva abhAvakara kiyA AtmakalyANa, paramAnaMda-subodhamaya, namuM siddha bhagavAna. Atmasiddhi ke mArgakA, jisameM sugama vidhAna, usa samAdhiyuta taMtranA, karuM sugama vyAkhyAna. (pravacana zarU vIra saM. 2482 vaizAkha vada ekama ) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates maMgalAcaraNamAM siddha-AtmAne namaskAra yenAtmA'buddhyatAtmaiva paratvenaiva caaprm| akSayAnantabodhAya tasmai siddhAtmane nmH||1|| jemanA dvArA AtmA AtmArUpe jaNAya che ane para pararUpe jaNAya che, tathA jeo akSayaanaMtabodhasvarUpa che evA siddhaAtmAne amArA namaskAra ho. he siddha paramAtmA! Ape AtmAne AtmArUpe jANyo che ne parane pararUpe jANyA che, ane e rIte jANIne Apa akSayaanaMtabodhasvarUpa thayA cho, tethI evA padanI prApti arthe huM Apane namaskAra karuM chuM. juo, A maMgalAcaraNa !! maMgalAcaraNamAM siddhabhagavAnane yAda karyA che. siddhabhagavAnane jANatAM A AtmA potAnA vAstavika svarUpe jaNAya che, ne siddhabhagavAnathI juduM evuM badhuMya pararUpe jaNAya che. siddhabhagavAna jevA potAnA AtmAne parathI bhinna jANyo temAM badhAM zAstronuM bhaNatara AvI gayuM. "A AtmAno svabhAva siddhabhagavAna jevo che, jevo siddhabhagavAnano AtmA che tevo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 4 : AtmabhAvanA mAro AtmA che, ne te sivAya je rAgAdi che te mArA AtmAno svabhAva nathI ' AvI oLakhANa karavI te badhAM zAstrono sAra che. h hai siddha pa2mAtmA ! Apa kevaLajJAnanI mUrti cho, paripUrNa jJAnasvarUpa cho, ne rAgarahita cho; evo ja mArA AtmAno svabhAva che.-A pramANe siddhabhagavAnane oLakhatAM tevo potAno AtmasvabhAva jANyo eTale teNe potAnA AtmAmAM ja siddhabhagavAnane utArIne, aMtarmukha thaIne siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA. namo siddhANaM siddhabhagavaMtone namaskAra ho. kevA siddha bhagavAna ? ke jene rAgAdi nathI ne paripUrNa kevaLajJAna che; Ama siddhanA AtmAne jANatAM rAgarahita ne jJAnasahita evo AtmA jaNAya che. siddhano AtmA zuddha che, tethI tene jANatAM AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa jaNAya che, ne svaparanuM bhedajJAna thAya che, jeNe AvuM bhedajJAna karyuM teNe siddhabhagavAnane paramArtha namaskAra karyA. siddhamAM je che te sva; siddhamAM je nathI te 52. A rIte siddhabhagavAnane jANatAM sva-52nuM bhedajJAna thAya che; mATe maMgalAcaraNamAM siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA che. A rIte siddhabhagavAna jevA zuddha AtmAno nirNaya karavo te samyagdarzana che, ne te pahelo apUrva dharma che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com - Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 5 aho! juo A Adarza!! AtmAnA AdarzarUpe siddhane sthApyA, ne bIjAM badhuM lakSamAMthI kADhI nAMkhyuM. jene AvuM lakSa che teNe ja siddhane namaskAra karyA che. jeNe siddhano vinaya karyo te rAgano Adara karato nathI, ane je rAgano Adara kare che teNe rAgarahita evA siddhabhagavAnano Adara kharekhara karyo nathI. AtmAnuM zuddhasvarUpa ane rAgAdi e bannenA bhedajJAna vagara siddhabhagavAnane kharekhara oLakhI zakAya nahi. jeNe siddhabhagavAnane oLakhyA teNe potAnA zuddha svabhAvane siddhasamAna jANyo ne rAgane svabhAvathI bhinna jANyo. e rIte rAgathI pAcho pharIne potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM namyo teNe siddhane kharA namaskAra karyA. siddhabhagavAnane kadI koI saMyogamAM rAgAdi thatA nathI. je jIva rAgane bhalo (isTa) mAne che teNe rAgarahita evA siddhane kharekhara iSTa nathI mAnyA. siddhabhagavAnane ISTa mAnanAra potAnA zuddha jJAnAnaMdasvarUpane ja iSTa mAnIne te tarapha ja name che - teno ja Adara kare che, rAgano Adara te karato nathI. siddha-bhagavAnane jANatAM AtmA potAnA zuddha svarUpane jANe che, tethI mAMgaLikamAM siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA che. samayasAranA mAMgaLikamAM paNa vaMvitta saMdhvasiddha kahIne kuMdakuMdAcAryadave siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyo che, kemake siddhabhagavaMto zuddha AtmAnA pratichaMdanA sthAne che tethI temanA svarUpane jANatAM zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa jaNAya che; e ja rIte ahIM pUjyapAdasvAmIe paNa siddhabhagavaMtone namaskAra karyA che. "je siddhanuM svarUpa te mAruM svarUpa; ane je siddhanA svarUpamAM nahi te mAruM svarUpa nahi"...A pramANe siddhane oLakhatAM svaparanuM bhedajJAna thAya che, te apUrva maMgaLa che. * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 6 : AtmabhAvanA AtmAnI avasthAmAM je moheM-rAga-dveSanA bhAvo che te vibhAva che, temAM asamAdhi che; AtmAnA samyagdarzana-jJAnacAritrarUpa samAdhi vaDe te sakala vibhAvano abhAva karIne jeo siddha thayA te siddhabhagavaMtone huM namaskAra karuM chuM. siddhabhagavAna kevA che? parama AnaMda ane jJAnamaya che, potAnuM AtmakalyANa karyuM che, ane samasta vibhAvano abhAva karyo che. AvA siddhabhagavAnane oLakhIne ahIM temane namaskAra karyA che.-kaI rIte? ke jevA siddhabhagavAna che tevI ja tAkAta mArA AtmAmAM che-ema siddha samAna potAnA AtmAne pratItamAM laIne siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA che. nATaka-samayasAramAM kahe cetanarUpa anupa amUrata siddhasamAna sadA para mero" siddhabhagavAna jevA paripUrNa jJAna ane AnaMda mArA AtmAmAM bharyA che,-evA siddhasamAna AtmAne pratItamAM levo te siddha thavAno mArga che, ne te ja siddhabhagavAnane paramArtha namaskAra che, te apUrva mAMgaLika che. e rIte mAMgaLikarUpe siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karIne, jemAM AtmasiddhinA mArgano sahelo upAya batAvyo che evA A samAdhitaMtranA vyAkhyAnano prAraMbha karavAmAM Ave che. zAstrakartA zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI, mokSanA Icchuka bhavya jIvone mokSano upAya ane mokSanuM svarUpa batAvavAnI IcchAthI, zAstranI nirvina samApti vagere phaLanI IcchA karatA thakA viziSTadeva zrI siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra kare che? juo, sauthI pahelAM to mokSArthI jIvanI vAta lIdhI che; je jIva mokSArthI che. AtmArthI che....huM koNa chuM ne mAruM hita kema thAya?' ema jene AtmAnA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 7 hitanI jijJAsA jAgI che-evA jIvane mokSano upAya batAvavA mATe A zAstrano upadeza che. "kAma eka AtmArthanuM -eTale jene eka AtmArthanI ja bhAvanA che, bIjI koI bhAvanA nathI, AtmAno ja arthI thaIne zrIguru pAse hitano upAya samajavA Avyo che ne pUche che ke prabho! A AtmAne zAMti kema thAya? A AtmAnuM hita kema thAya? evA AtmArthI jIvane A AtmAnA mokSano upAya AcAryadava batAve che. jene lakSmI kama maLe ke svarga kema maLe-evI bhAvanA nathI paNa AtmAnA hitanI bhAvanA che te jijJAsu thaIne zrI AcAryadeva pAse teno upAya samajavA Avyo che. lakSmImAM ke svarganA vaibhavamAM AtmAnuM sukha nathI. jo temAM sukha hota to indro ane rAjAo paNa munionA caraNanI sevA kema karata? munivaro pAse to lakSmI vagere nathI, ane indra pAse to ghaNo vaibhava che, chatAM te indra paNa muninA caraNe namaskAra kare che. te uparathI ema nakkI thayuM ke lakSmI vageremAM sukha nathI; ane lakSmI vagerenI jene bhAvanA che tene AtmAnA hitanI bhAvanA nathI. ahIM to bIjI badhI ruci choDIne eka AtmAnA hitanI ja tene bhAvanA che evA mumukSu jIvane AcAryadeva AtmAnA hitano upAya batAve che. AtmA jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che; tenI zraddhA karIne temAM lIna thatAM nirvikalpa zAMti thAya tenuM nAma samAdhi che. A samAdhi te mokSano upAya che, ne tenuM phaLa mokSa che. ahIM, graMthakartAne tema ja zrotAone AtmAnI muktinI abhilASA che, tethI mukti pAmelA evA siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA che. A maMgalAcaraNanA zlokamAM mokSamArganuM tema ja mokSanuM svarUpa batAvyuM che. siddha bhagavAnane jANatAM "AtmA AtmArUpe jaNAya che ne para pararUpe jaNAya che -AvuM bhedajJAna Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 8 : AtmabhAvanA te mokSano upAya che ane paripUrNa jJAna ne AnaMdarUpa dazA pragaTe te mokSa che. siddhanA svarUpane jANatAM AtmA AtmArUpe jaNAya che;-kevo AtmA? karma, zarIra ke karmanI upAdhithI thayelA vibhAvabhAvo te badhAthI rahita jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che te ja huM chuM-ema AtmA AtmApaNe jaNAya che. rAgAdi vibhAva ke nara-nArakAdi vibhAvaparyAyo te AtmAno svabhAva nathI paNa AtmAnA svarUpathI bhinna che, kemake siddhabhagavAnane te nathI. Ama siddhabhagavAnane jANatAM AtmAnuM svarUpa jaNAya che, ne zarIrAdi pararUpe jaNAya che. vikAra te jIvanI paryAya hovA chatAM, siddhanA AtmAmAM te nathI tethI te para che, jIvanuM svarUpa nathI. jIvanuM svarUpa to anaMta jJAnadarzana-sukha ne vIrya saMpanna che. AvA jina svarUpane jANatAM tenA Azraye mokSamArga tathA mokSa pragaTe che. je siddhabhagavAnamAM hoya te sva; je siddhabhagavAnamAM na hoya te pa2. vIra; is fit, ' '1'' 24 / -je mokSano abhilASI hoya te jIva siddhabhagavAnane potAnA dhyeyarUpe rAkhIne A pramANe sva-paranuM bhedavijJAna kare che. huM jJAnasvarUpa AtmA chuM, jJAna ne AnaMda ja mAruM svarUpa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 9 che, indriyo ke zarIrAdi mArAthI para che, vikAra paNa kharekhara mArA svarUpathI para che. jaDathI bhinna ne vikArathI bhinna mAruM zuddha jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ja mAruM parama iSTa che; ne evA svarUpane pAmelA zrI siddhabhagavAna paNa nimittarUpe parama iSTa che. Ama ISTapaNe svIkArIne siddhaparamAtmAne namaskAra karyA che. ahIM ema jANavuM ke siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA temAM pAMca parameSThIbhagavaMto AvI jAya che, kema ke AcArya vagerene paNa ekadeza-siddhapaNuM pragaTayuM che, AtmAnA jJAna-AnaMdanI aMze prApti temane paNa thaI che, tethI teo paNa iSTa che. paMcaparameSThI bhagavaMtone jJAna-AnaMdarUpa je bhAva pragaTayA che te AtmAnA hitakArI che; ne moha-rAga-dveSAdi bhAvo te AtmAne ahitakArI-duHkhadAyI che. siddhabhagavAnanA AtmAmAM je bhAvo che te bhAvo AtmAne zAMtikArI hitarUpa che, ne siddha bhagavAnamAMthI je bhAvo nIkaLI gayA te bhAvo AtmAne ahitarUpa che.-Ama oLakhIne potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpanA AdarathI mohAdi bhAvano nAza karavo te karmabaMdhathI chUTIne mukta thavAno upAya che. paNa ajJAnIne sva-paranA bhedajJAnamAM kaMTALo Ave che, mokSano upAya karavAmAM tene duHkha lAge che, te AtmAnI zraddhA-jJAna-ramaNatAno to upAya karato nathI ne rAgAdi bhAvone ja hitarUpa mAnIne seve che,-te viparIta upAya che, tenAthI caturgatinA duHkhathI chuTakAro thato nathI. siddha bhagavAna jevo mAro AtmA che-ema jANIne, AtmAnI sanmukha thavuM te duHkhathI chUTIne sukhI thavAno upAya che. AtmAnI nirvikalpa zraddhA, jJAna ane ekAgratArUpa ratnatrayavaDe AtmA baMdhanathI chUTIne mukti pAme che. zuddha ratnatraya kaho ke samAdhi kaho,-te ja muktino upAya che. jJAnI gurunA upadezathI ema jANyuM ke "AtmAno svabhAva zuddha siddhasamAna che, siddhabhagavAna jevo ja AtmAno Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1) : AtmabhAvanA svabhAva che, rAgAdi ke zarIrAdi tenuM svarUpa nathI; tArI paryAyamAM vikAra ane duHkha che paNa te tAruM vAstavika svarUpa nathI;"--A pramANe gurunA upadezathI jANIne, athavA pUrva sAMbhaLyuM hoya tenA saMskArathI, jIva jyAre potAnA zuddha svarUpanI pratIta kare che tyAre mithyAtvAdi karmono upazamAdi thaI jAya che; tathA samyagdarzana thatAM tattvonI viparIta buddhi chUTI jAya che, ne potAnA zuddha AtmasvarUpa sivAya bIje kayAMya Atmabuddhi thatI nathI. A rIte zuddha AtmAne AtmArUpe, vikArane vikArarUpe, ne parane pararUpe jANe che, eTale samyagdarzana ne samyajJAna thAya che; pachI AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thatAM parathI udAsInatArUpa cAritra thAya che;-AvA samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra te mokSano upAya che. ane sva-rUpe ane parane para-rUpe jANIne, parathI udAsIna thaIne svamAM TharavuM te mokSano upAya che. siddhabhagavAnane oLakhatAM Avo mokSano upAya thAya che, mATe mAMgaLikamAM iSTadeva tarIke siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karyA. paramajJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa je paripUrNa zuddha dazA te mokSa che. kSAyikabhAve paripUrNa jJAna-AnaMda jyAM khIlI gayAM che, ne karmono sarvathA kSaya thaI gayo che-evI zuddha dazAnuM nAma mokSa che. te mokSadazAne siddhabhagavaMto pAmyA che, te siddhabhagavaMtone AtmAnA paripUrNa AnaMdamAM koI vigna nathI, jJAnamAM koI AvaraNa nathI; rAgAdi vikAra ke karmano saMbaMdha temane rahyo nathI;AvA anaMta siddhabhagavaMto lokanA agra-bhAge birAjamAna che,potAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA bhogavaTAmAM ja lIna che.-AvI siddhadazA te AtmAnuM dhyeya che, te ja AtmAnuM iSTa che. zAstrakartA pUjyapAdasvAmIne tema ja vyAkhyAtA ane zrotAjanone AvuM zuddha Atmapada prApta karavAnI utkaTa abhilASA che tethI tevA zuddhapadane pAmelA siddhabhagavaMtone namaskAra karIne zarUAta karI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 11 che. jene je vahAluM hoya tene ja te namaskAra kare che. zAstrakartAne, vyAkhyAtAne temaja zrotAjanone siddhapadanI prAptinI ja bhAvanA che, ne tene mATe ja anuSThAna (upAya) kare che, tethI siddhabhagavAnanuM bahumAna karIne namaskAra karyA che. aho! amane A eka siddhapada ja paramapriya che, te sivAya rAgAdi ke saMyoga amane priya nathI; mATe zuddhapadane pAmelA siddhabhagavaMtone namaskAra karIne zuddha AtmAno ja ame Adara karIe chIe. jema bANavidyA zIkhavAno abhilASI puruSa bANavidyA jANanAranuM bahumAna kare che, tema mokSano abhilASI jIva mokSa pAmelA evA siddhabhagavAnanuM tema ja arahaMtabhagavAna vagerenuM bahumAna karIne temane ja namaskAra kare che. A rIte pahelA zlokamAM siddhabhagavAnane namaskAra karIne maMgaLAcaraNa karyuM. (1) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates arihaMtadevane namaskAra * * * AtmAnI pUrNa zuddha jJAna-AnaMdamaya dazA te siddhapada che. ane jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne zraddhA-jJAnamAM laIne tenA saMvedanamAM ekAgratAno udyama karavo te mokSanuM anuSThAna che. pUrNa zuddha padane pAmelA siddha ane arihaMta paramAtmA te deva che; ane tene sAdhanArA AcArya-upAdhyAya-muni te guru che, tathA arihaMta paramAtmA vagerenI vANI te zAstra che. temane namaskArarUpa A mAMgaLika cAle che. pahelA zlokamAM maMgalarUpe zrI siddha bhagavAnane namaskAra karyA; te siddhasvarUpano tathA tenI prAptinA upAyano upadeza zrI arihaMta bhagavAne divyadhvanivaDa Apyo che; tethI have bIjA zlokamAM sakala paramAtmArUpa te arihaMta bhagavAnane temanI vANInA mahimA sahita namaskAra kare che: jayanti yasyAvadato'pibhAratI vibhUtayastIrtha kRto'pyniihituH| zivAya dhAtre sugatAya viSNave jinAya tasmai sakalAtmane nmH||2|| sakala paramAtmA zrI arihaMtadevane namaskAra ho. kevA che te paramAtmA?-ke jeo tAlu-hoTha vagerethI bolatA na hovA chatAM jemanI vANI jayavaMta varte che. bhagavAnanI vANI sarvAgethI icchA vagara chUTe che; vANImAM zreSTha evI te bhAratI jayavaMta varte che; Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 13 V VVVA 1. sa.ma.ge. kSa mA gaM. T * * * * 'me ane te vANI jIvone tIrtha eTale mokSamArga batAvanArI hovAthI tene tIrtha paNa kahevAya che. bhagavAnane icchA na hovA chatAM temano divya dhvani sarvIgethI chUTe che ane teo samavasaraNAdi vaibhava sahita che, tathA tIrthanA kartA che. arihaMta bhagavAna zarIrasahita hoya che tethI te sakala-paramAtmA che, ne zarIrarahita siddha paramAtmA te nikala-paramAtmA che. (kala eTale zarIra) arihaMta bhagavAnanuM zarIra mahAsuMdara parama audArika hoya che, -temAM janArane potAnA AgalA-pAchalA sAta bhava dekhAya che. (bhaviSyanA bhava jene hoya tene dekhAya.) bhagavAnanA samavasaraNano vaibhava ane zobhA aciMtya hoya che; upara traNa chatra pharatAM hoya che, motInAM banelAM utkRSTa chatra hoya che, temaja bhAmaMDaLa vagere hoya che. A rIte divyavANI ane chatrAdi vaibhavasahita jeo jayavaMta varte che evA arihaMtadevane namaskAra ho. te arihaMtadeva kevA che? ziva che, dhAtA che, sugata che, viSNu che, jina che ane sakala AtmA che; kaI rIte? te kahe che Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 14 : AtmabhAvanA ziva eTale AtmAnuM kalyANa, tene pote pAmelA che ane divyavANInA upadezavaDa bhavya jIvone zivamArga-mokSamArganA praNetA hovAthI zrI arihaMta bhagavAna ja ziva che, kalyANarUpa che; enAthI viruddha bIjA koI kharekhara ziva nathI. - bhavya jIvone mokSamArgamAM dhArI rAkhanArA hovAthI teo ja dhAtA che. yathArtha upadezavaDa bhavya jIvone sanmArgamAM dhArI rAkhe che tethI teo ja vidhAtA che. jema vidhAtA lekha lakhe che ema laukikamAM kahevAya che, tema bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnamAM badhA jIvonA traNe kALanA lekha lakhAI gayA che-tethI te ja kharA vidhAtA che. zobhAyamAna evA divya jJAnane pAmelA hovAthI arihaMta bhagavAna sugata che. gata eTale jJAna kevaLajJAnavaDe ja AtmAnI zobhA che, tethI jeo evA kevaLajJAnane pAmyA che teo ja sugata che. athavA sugata eTale samyagati-uttamagati; punarAvartana rahita evI je uttama mokSagati tene pAmelA hovAthI arihaMta bhagavAna ja sugata che. saMsAranI cAre gati to kugati che, ne siddhagati te ja kharI sugati che, evI sugatine pAmelA hovAthI arihaMta bhagavAna ja sugata che. athavA "sugata" no trIjo artha A pramANe paNa che: "su" eTale sapUrNarUpa evA kevaLajJAnAdi anaMtacatuSTaya tene gata" eTale pAmelA evA sarvajJadeva te sugata che. sarvajJadeva kevaLajJAnavaDa samasta vastumAM vyApaka hovAthI (-jJAyaka hovAthI ) viSNu che. ane bhavabhramaNanA kAraNarUpa evA je mohAdikarmo (bhAva tema ja dravya) tenA vijetA hovAthI arahaMtadeva "jina" che. caitanyasvabhAvanI adhikatA vaDe mohAdine jeNe jItI lIdhA che-naSTa karyA che te jina che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 15 ane sakala eTale zarIra sahita che. AvA arihaMta paramAtmAne namaskAra ho. teo divya bhAratI vaDe hitanA upadeSTA che. bhagavAnanI bhAratI kevI che?-sarve jIvone hitarUpa che, varNa sahita nathI eTale ke nirakSarI che, jemAM be hoTha cAlatA nathI, vAMchArUpI kalaMka nathI, koI doSarUpa malinatA nathI, zvAsanA rUMdhana rahita hovAthI jemAM krama nathI; zAMtamUrti RSivaronI sAthe sAthe pazugaNoe paNa potapotAnI bhASAmAM jenuM zravaNa karyuM che, evI sarvazadevanI apUrvavANI amArI rakSA karo ne vipadA haro. evI apUrvavANIvALA arihaMtadevane namaskAra ho. | sarvajJa bhagavAna zarIra sahita ovA chatAM AhArAdi doSathI rahita che. AtmAnA anaMta AnaMdano bhogavaTo pragaTI gayo che tyAM sudhAdi doSa hotA nathI ne AhArAdi paNa hotA nathI. bhagavAnane rAgadvaSAdi doSo paNa nathI. A sivAya anya kudeva to rAgAdi sahita che, sudhAdi doSa sahita che, eTale te AtmAnA ISTa nathI. atIndriya AnaMda sahita evuM sarvajJapada ja AtmAnuM parama ISTa che tethI tenI oLakhANapUrvaka teno Adara karI tene namaskAra karIe chIe. sarvajJa bhagavAnano upadeza AtmAnA hitanuM kAraNa che. saMgathI pAra thaIne AtmAnA svabhAva sanmukha thA, te ja hitano upAya che, -ema bhagavAnano upadeza che. arihaMta bhagavAna ja sarvajJahitopadezI che, te ja iSTadeva che. A sivAya buddha vagere to vastusvarUpane nahi jANanArA abuddha che, teo hitopadezI nathI. AtmAnA hitano vAstavika upAya zuM che te jeNe pote ja jANyo nathI, te hitopadezI kyAMthI hoya? jagatamAM to ajJAnI jIvono moTo bhAga evA kudevAdine mAne che, paNa te koI AtmAnA hitopadezaka nathI. sarvajJa-vItarAga-arihaMta Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 16 : AtmabhAvanA paramAtmA ja jagatamAM hitopadezaka che. teo kahe che ke "AtmA pote ja potAno prabhu che, huM prabhu mAro, ne tuM prabhu tAro, mArI prabhutA mArAmAM ne tArI prabhutA tArAmAM.-mATe tArA AtmAnI oLakhANa karIne tenI sanmukha thA, temAM ja tAruM hita che."--Ama sarvazadeva arihaMta paramAtmA ja kharA hitopadezI che, teo ja iSTa deva che, tethI temane ahIM namaskAra karyA che. A rIte parama hitopadezI evA tIrthakara arihaMta paramAtmAne namaskAra karyA. tathA temanI divya vANIrUpI bhAratIno mahimA karyo. (2) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 17 mokSasukhanA abhilASI jIvone mATe parathI bhinna AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa dekhADe che * * * -e pramANe pahelA zlokamAM siddha bhagavAnane tathA bIjA zlokamAM arihaMta bhagavAnane namaskAra karIne have trIjA zlokamAM zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke je kevaLa-sukhano abhilASI che evA mokSArthI jIvane mATe huM karmamalathI vibhakta evA suMdara AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIzaH zrutena ligena yathAtmazakti samAhitAnta karaNena samyak / samIkSya kaivalyasukhaspRhANAM viviktmaatmaanmthaabhidhaasye||3|| zAstrakAra zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke huM zrutathI eTale ke kuMdakuMdabhagavAna vagere pUrvAcAryoe racelA zAstrothI, tathA liMgathI eTale yukti-anumAnathI, ane Atmazakti-anusAra cittanI ekAgratAthI samyakaprakAre jANIne tathA anubhavIne, bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa have kahIza. kone mATe kahIza? ke je jIva kevaLa AtmAnA sukhano ja abhilASI che, viSayothI pAra evA atIndriya caitanya AnaMdanI ja jene bhAvanA che, kevaLajJAnathI thatuM je anaMtasukha, enA sivAya bIjA koInI jene spRhA nathI, AkAMkSA nathI-evA mokSArthI bhavya jIvone mATe huM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. jAo, jemanAM pAdakamaLa devothI pUjya che evA pUjya pAdasvAmI pote AtmAno anubhava karatAM-karatAM A racanA kare Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 18 : AtmabhAvanA che. teo paMdara-paMdara divasanA upavAsa karatA, ne aneka Rddhio temane pragaTI hatI, mahAna buddhinA dariyA hatA ne AtmAnI zAMtinA anubhavamAM lIna hatA. AvA digaMbara saMta kahe che ke: kevalya suraya spRhANA viviktamAtmAnamathAbhidhAsye aho ! je jIvo AtmAnA atIndriya sukhane jhaMkhI rahyA che temane mATe huM karmathI bhinna zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa batAvIza, ke je AtmAne jANatAM jarUra atIndriya AnaMda thAya AtmA pote atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara che; jagatanA anaMtakALanA bhavabhramaNanA du:khathI thAkIne jene kevaLa AtmAnA sukhanI ja spRhA jAgI che-evA bhavya AtmAne mATe ahIM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa batAvIza. mAre mArA AtmAno atIndriya AnaMda prApta karavo che, ane te mane jarUra prApta thaze-ema AtmAnA sukhane je levA mAMge che tene A vAta samajAve che. 'huM abhavya hoIza, mane AtmAno AnaMda nahi maLe' evo saMdeha jene TaLI gayo che, ne AnaMdano upAya batAvanAra deva-guru-zAstranI AsthA thaI che, tethI AtmAnA sukhano abhilASI thaIne teno upAya jANavA Avyo che, evA AtmAne ahIM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIne sukhano upAya batAve che. du:kha to kSaNika paryAyamAM che, teno nAza thaIne sukha pragaTa thaze; kayAMthI? ke AtmAnA svabhAvamAM atIndriya sukha che temAMthI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 19 te pragaTaze. sukha vartamAnamAM nathI ne trikALamAM che-ema anekAnta jANIne, jyAM trikALasvabhAvanI sanmukha thayo tyAM paryAyamAM paNa sukha thayuM ne duHkha TaLyuM. parathI bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa jANIne tenI sanmukha thavuM te ja hitano upAya che; mATe hitanA abhilASI jIvane bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa AcAryadeva batAve che. 6 aho, A zAstranA zrotA evA che ke jene mAtra AtmAnA sukhanI ja spRhA che, jagatanA bAhya viSayonI abhilASA nathI; kAma eka AtmArthanuM, bIjo nahi mana roga'-AvA pAtra zrotAne sukhano upAya batAve che.-' jagata iSTa nahi AtmathI '-eka AtmAnA atIndriya sukha sivAya jagatamAM bIjuM kAMI jene vahAluM nathI, kevaLa AtmAnA AnaMdanI ja jene bhAvanA che, evA bhavya jIvone mATe bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa huM batAvIza-ema zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che. bAra aMgarUpa jinavANIno sAra e che ke karmathI bhinna, saMyogathI bhinna, jJAnaAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che tenuM lakSa karavuM ne temAM TharavuM. jeNe AvA AtmAnuM lakSa karyuM teno janma saphaLa che. AvA lakSa vagara bhale dravyaliMgI sAdhu thAya topaNa teno janma saphaLa nathI. sukha ane zAMti to aMdarathI Ave che ke bahArathI? aMtaranA svabhAvamAM zAMti che temAMthI ja zAMti Ave che, mATe tenuM lakSa karavuM te ja sarva zAstrano sAra che. ane jeNe evuM lakSa karyuM teno avatAra saphaLa che. samayasAranI pAMcamI gAthAmAM paNa AcAryadeva kuMdakuMda bhagavAne kahyuM che ke huM ekatva-vibhakta zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa nijavaibhavathI batAvIza. sarvajJadeve kahelA AgamanA jJAnathI, anekAntamaya nirdoSa yuktithI, mane mArA guruoe anugrahapUrvaka je zuddha AtmAno upadeza Apyo che tenAthI, ane mArA AtmAnA pracura svasaMvedanathI je Atmavaibhava pragaTayA che te sarva vaibhavathI huM zuddha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 20 : AtmabhAvanA AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. ahIM paNa pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke zuddha AtmAne samyapaNe jANIne huM mRtathI, anumAna vagere yuktithI ane AtmazaktianusAra kahIza. sukhanA abhilASI jIvone mATe A zAstramAM huM karmAdithI bhinna zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. azuddhatAne to jagata anubhavI ja rahyuM che, paNa zuddha AtmAne kadI jANyo nathI, tethI je sukhano abhilASI che teNe to zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa ja jANavA yogya che. zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa ja ArAdhya che. A samAdhizatakamAM ja AgaLa pa3 mI gAthAmAM kaheze ke jene mokSanI abhilASA che evA jIvoe to jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI ja kathA karavI, bIjA anubhavI puruSone paNa te ja pUchavuM, te AtmasvarUpanI ja icchA arthAt prAptinI bhAvanA karavI ne temAM ja tatpara thavuM, ke jethI avidhAmaya evI ajJAnadazA chUTIne jJAnamaya nijapadanI prApti thAya. AtmArthIne potAnA AtmasvarUpanI vAta sivAya bIjI vAtamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 21 rasa na hoya teNe to sarva prakAre e AtmasvarUpanI ja prAptino udyama kartavya che. vaLI "yogasAra" mAM paNa kahe che ke vidvAna puruSoe A eka caitanyasvarUpa AtmA ja nizcala manathI paDhavA yogya che, te ja dhyAna karavA yogya che, te ja ArAdhavA yogya che, te ja pUchavA yogya che, te ja zravaNa karavA yogya che, te ja abhyAsavA yogya che, te ja upArjana karavA yogya che, te ja jANavA yogya che, te ja kahevAyogya che, te ja prArthanA karavA yogya che, te ja zikSAyogya (vinaya) che, ane te ja sparzavA yogya che ke jethI AtmA sadA sthira rahe.-A rIte ghaNA bolathI eka AtmAne ja upAdeya kahyo che. zrI padmanaMdI munirAja paNa kahe che ke je jIvo vAraMvAra Atmatattvano abhyAsa kare che, kathana kare che, vicAra kare che, samyakaprakAre bhAvanA kare che teo nava kSAyika labdhisahita akSaya ane utkRSTa evA mokSasukhane alpakALamAM prApta kare che (A zloka sonagaDha mAnastaMbhamAM kotarelo che. ) jagatanA jIvone-jene sukha joItuM hoya teNe-A parathI bhinna zuddha AtmA ja jANavA yogya che, tene jANyA vinA sukha kadI thAya nahi, caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI sanmukha thavuM te ja sukhano upAya che, ne te mATe ja zAstromAM saMtono upadeza che. sarva upadezanuM rahasya zuM? ke zuddha AtmAnI sanmukha thaIne tene jANavo. te ja sarva zAstrono sAra che. A sivAya bahAranA bIjA upAyathI sukha thavAnuM je kahetA hoya te upadezaka paNa sAcA nathI, ne teno upadeza te hitopadeza nathI. hitopadeza to A che ke tuM tArA zuddha AtmAne jANIne tenI sanmukha thA. AgamathI, anumAnathI ne anubhavathI zuddha AtmAnuM svaPlease inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 22 : AtmabhAvanA rUpa jANIne mArI zaktithI huM te kahIza; jene zuddhAtmAnI jijJAsA che -AtmAnA AnaMdanI jijJAsA che-evA bhavyajIvo A zuddhAtmAne jANo. mane mAruM sukha kema thAya, mArA AtmAmAM zAMtinuM vedana kema thAya-evI jene aMtaranI UMDI abhilASA che te jIvane ahIM zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa saMbhaLAve che. AgamamAM zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM batAvyuM che? eko me sAsado appA nnaanndNsnnlkkhnno| sesA me bAhirA bhAvA savve sNjoglkkhnnaa|| mAro suzAzvata eka darzanajJAnalakSaNa jIva che; bAkI badhA saMyogalakSaNa bhAva mujathI bAhya che. mAro AtmA eka zAzvata jJAnadarzanalakSaNarUpa che, ne bAkInA sarve saMyogalakSaNarUpa bhAvo mArAthI bAhya che. vaLI kuMdakuMdasvAmI samayasAramAM kahe che ke - ahamikko khalu suddho daMsaNaNANamaio sdaaruuvii| Navi atthi majjha kiMcivi aNNaM paramANumitaM pi|| huM eka zuddha sadA arUpI jJAna-darzanamaya khare; kaMI anya te mAru jarI paramANumAtra nathI are! A rIte kuMdakuMdAcAryadava vagere saMtoe niyamasAra, samayasArAdi parama AgamomAM zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa je pramANe kahyuM che, te pramANe jANIne, te anusAra huM zuddhaAtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. vaLI kahe che ke huM liMgathI eTale ke yukti ane anumAnavaDe, dehAdithI bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. te A pramANe: zarIrAdithI AtmA bhinna che kemake te bhinna lakSaNathI lakSita cho; jeo bhinna lakSaNa vaDe lakSita thAya che teo bhinna hoya che,-jema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 23 ke jaLa ane agninA lakSaNa (zIta ane uSNa ) bhinna bhinna hovAthI teo prasiddhapaNe judA che. AtmA upayogasvarUpathI lakSita che ane zarIrAdi tenAthI viruddha evA anupayoga-jaDasvarUpe lakSita che, tethI temane judApaNuM che. e ja pramANe rAgAdi bhAvothI paNa jJAnanI bhinnatA che, kemake jJAnamAM zAMti che, ne rAgamAM AkuLatA che; e rIte bannenAM lakSaNa judAM che.-ityAdi prakAre yukti tathA anumAnathI paNa huM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza.-kone ? ke je jIva kevaLa atIndriya sukhano abhilASI che tene. je jIva AtmAnA atIndriya sukhano abhilASI che tene mATe huM zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza-ema pUjyapAdasvAmIe A trIjI gAthAmAM pratijJA karI che. kaI rIte kahIza ? ke AgamathI, yuktithI- anumAnathI ane mArA aMtaranA anubhavathI mArI AtmazaktianusAra huM zuddha AtmAnuM karmAdithI bhinna svarUpa kahIza. kone mATe kahIza ? ke jene AtmAnA sukhanI abhilASA che tene mATe kahIza, ane cittanI ekAgratApUrvaka kahIza. mAro AtmA atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa che; mane mAro AnaMda kema prApta thAya-ema jene dhagaza jAgI hoya evA jIvane saMbodhIne AtmAnuM svarUpa huM kahIza. jene saMsAranI ke puNyanI abhilASA che evA jIvone to bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa samajavAnI jijJAsA ja nathI. eTale evA jIvone zrotA tarIke lIdhA ja nathI. mAre to AtmAno AnaMda joIe che, karmanA saMbaMdha vagarano -indriyanA viSayonA saMbaMdha vagarano, kevaLa AtmAno atIndriya AnaMda mAre joIe che,-AvI jene jhaMkhanA thaI che tene mATe karmAdithI bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa batAve che, kema ke evA AtmAnuM svarUpa jANavAthI ja atIndriya sukha thAya che; Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 24 : AtmabhAvanA mATe AgamathI, yuktithI ne anubhavathI AvA zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa jANavAyogya che. AgamaH mAro AtmA eka zuddha jJAnadarzana-lakSaNa-svarUpa che, A sivAya je bAhya bhAvo-rAgAdi zarIrAdi-che te badhAya mArAthI bhinna saMyogalakSaNavALA che;-A rIte lakSaNa dvArA parathI bhinna jJAnasvarUpa AtmA AgamomAM batAvyo che, te-anusAra jANIne huM tenuM varNana karIza. anumAna-yukti: deha ane AtmA bhinna che, kema ke bannenAM lakSaNa bhinna che, jenAM lakSaNo judAM hoya te cIjo judI hoya che, jema ke agni ane pANI; AtmA to upayogalakSaNI che ne dehAdi to upayogarahita acetana che, mATe banne bhinnabhinna che. koIne deha nAno hoya chatAM buddhi ghaNI hoya, ne koIne dehu moTo hoya chatAM buddhi thoDI hoya-ema dekhAya che; jo deha ane AtmA eka hoya to ema bane nahi, mATe banne judA che, deha to jaDa che, ne buddhi eTale ke jJAna te to AtmAnuM lakSaNa che; e rIte deha ane AtmA bhinnabhinna cheA pramANe yukti vaDe huM dehAdithI bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. dehAdinI kriyAvaDe AtmA lakSita nathI thato, tenAthI to jaDa lakSita thAya che. AtmA to jJAnalakSaNavaDa lakSita thAya che.-e rIte banne bhinna che. vaLI aMdara rAga-dveSAdi bhAvo thAya che te paNa kharekhara AtmAnA jJAnalakSaNathI bhinna che; kema ke rAga-dveSa to AkuLatA lakSaNavALA che, te sva-52ne jANatA nathI, te bihramukha bhAva che, ne jJAnasvabhAva to zAMta anAkuLa che, aMtamurkha thatAM te vedAya che, sva-52ne jANavAno teno svabhAva che; A rIte bhinna lakSaNa dvArA rAgAdine ane jJAnane bhinna jANIne, te jJAna Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 25 lakSaNa vaDe AtmAne oLakhavo. sarva prakAranA lakSaNavaDa anumAnathI -yuktithI AtmAne dehAdithI judo ne rAgAdithI judo jJAnadarzanasvarUpa nakI karavo. cittanI ekAgratA-anubhavaH AgamathI ane yuktithI je jJAnasvarUpa AtmAno nirNaya karyo temAM ekAgra thaIne teno sAkSAt anubhava karyo,-AvA anubhavapUrvaka samyaka prakAre barAbara jANIne huM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa batAvIza kone? ke je AtmAnA AnaMdano abhilASI che tene. A rIte AgamathI, yuktithI ne anubhavathI zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa kahevAnI pratijJA karI. sukhanA abhilASI jIvo bahumAna pUrvaka tenuM zravaNa karo. (3) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 26 AtmAnI traNa dazAo ( upayoga paNa AtmA trikALa huM 275 A citmA -aMtarAtma vivikta AtmAnuM svarUpa kahevAnI pratijJA karI, tyAM prazna UThe che ke AtmA keTalA prakAranA che? ane temAMthI kevo AtmA upAdeya che ne kevo AtmA hoya che? AtmAnA keTalA prakAra che ke jemAMthI Apa parathI vibhakta zuddha AtmAne ja upAdeya tarIke batAvavA mAMgo cho?-evI AzaMkAnA uttararUpa cotho zloka kahe che: bAharantaH parazceti tridhAtmA srvdehissu| upAyettatra paramaM mdhyopaayaabhistyjet||4|| sarve jIvomAM bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA ema traNa prakAranA AtmA che, temAMthI aMtarAtmArUpa upAya vaDe paramAtmapaNuM upAdeya karavuM ane bahirAtmapaNuM tajavuM. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 27 * bAhya zarIrAdi padArthone ja je AtmA mAne che te bahirAtmA che. * aMtaramAM dehAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnuM jene bhAna che te aMtarAtmA che. * ane caitanyazakti kholIne jeNe parama sarvajJapada pragaTa karyuM che te paramAtmA che. paramAtmAne sthAva aMtarAtmA thaI - - * derAmAmAM che: AvA traNa prakAramAMthI sarvajJatA ne paripUrNa AnaMdarUpa evuM paramAtmapaNuM parama upAdeya che. aMtarAtmApaNuM te teno upAya che ane bahirAtmApaNuM choDavA jevuM che. paramAtmA thavAnuM sAdhana zuM? ke aMtarAtmApaNuM te paramAtmA thavAnuM sAdhana che. aMtaramAM paramAtmazakti bharI che, tenI pratIta karIne temAMthI ja paramAtmadazA pragaTe che. e sivAya bahAramAM bIjuM koI tenuM sAdhana che ja nahi. AtmAnA aMtara-avalokanamAM koI bahAranI cIja sahAyaka paNa nathI ne vijJakArI paNa nathI. AvA aMtara svabhAvanI daSTi kare to aMtarAtmapaNuM thAya ne bAhyamAM AtmabuddhirUpa bahirAtmapaNuM chUTI jAya. ane je aMtarAtmA thayo te have aMtarazaktimAM ekAgra thaIne paramAtmA thaI jaze. A rIte heyarUpa evA bahirAtmapaNAne choDavAno tathA upAdeyarUpa evuM paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa karavAno upAya aMtarAtmapaNuM che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 28 : AtmabhAvanA ane te aMtarAtmapaNuM karmAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANavAthI ja thAya che, mATe ahIM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. arihaMta ane siddha bhagavAna paramAtmA thaI gayA. te paramAtmAne paNa paramAtmadazA pragaTayA pahelAM bahirAtmapaNuM hatuM, te choDIne aMtarAtmA thayA ne te upAyathI paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa karyuM. vartamAnamAM je dharmI-aMtarAtmA che tene pUrve ajJAnadazAmAM bahirAtmapaNuM hatuM ne have alpakALamAM paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa thaze. je jIva ajJAnI bahirAtmA che tene paNa AtmAmAM paramAtmA ane aMtarAtmA thavAnI tAkAta che. AtmAmAM kevaLajJAnAdi paramAtmazakti che; jo zaktipaNe kevaLajJAnAdi na hoya to tene rokavAmAM nimittarUpa kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya karma kema hoya? bahirAtmAne kevaLajJAnAvaraNa che te ema sUcave che ke tenAmAM paNa zaktipaNe kevaLajJAna che. A rIte AtmAnI bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ne paramAtmA evI traNa avasthA che; temAMthI caitanyazaktinI pratItavaDe bahirAtmapaNuM choDavA jevuM che ne paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa karavA jevuM che. [ vIra saM. 2482 vaizAkha vada 6: samavasaraNapratiSThA vArSikotsava] AtmAnuM svarUpa eka samayamAM paripUrNa jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che; tenI traNa prakAranI avasthAo che. je potAnA cidAnaMdasvarUpane cUkIne bahAramAM zarIrAdi te ja huM-ema mAne che te bahirAtmA che; te adharmI che, ne ekalA vibhAvane ja sAdhe che. jeNe dehathI bhinna rAgathI pAra potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvabhAvathI paripUrNa AtmAne aMtaramAM jANI lIdho che te aMtarAtmA che, te dharmAtmA che, te paramAtmadazAnA sAdhaka che. ane cidAnaMdasvabhAvamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 29 lIna thaIne kevaLajJAna-anaMta AnaMda vagere jemane pragaTI gayA che te paramAtmA che. A bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ne paramAtmA e traNa dazAmAMthI eka vakhate eka dazA vyakta hoya che. bahirAtmadazA vakhate aMtarAtmapaNuM ke paramAtmapaNuM vyakta na hoya; aMtarAtmadazA vakhate paramAtmapaNuM ke bahirAtmapaNuM na hoya; ane paramAtmadazA vakhate bahirAtmapaNuM ke aMtarAtmapaNuM na hoya. arihaMta ane siddha bhagavAna te paramAtmA che; cothA guNasthAnathI mAMDIne bAramA guNasthAna sudhInA sAdhaka jIvo te badhAya aMtarAtmA che, ane mithyAdaSTi jIvo bahirAtmA che. bahirAtmadazA vakhate paNa AtmAnI zaktimAM paramAtmA thavAnI tAkAta paDI che. bhagavAne samavasaraNamAM evI divya ghoSaNA karI che ke aho jIvo! tamArA AtmAmAM paramAtmazakti bharelI che, te zaktino vizvAsa karo. je jIva potAnI paramAtmazaktino vizvAsa kare che tene bahirAtmapaNuM chUTIne te aMtarAtmA thAya che, ne te potAnI caitanyazaktimAM lIna thaIne temAMthI paramAtmadazA pragaTa kare che. jeo paramAtmA thayA temane paNa pUrve bahirAtmadazA hatI, paNa pachI potAnI paramAtmazaktinuM zravaNa karatAM tenuM bahumAna lAvIne, tenI sanmukha thatAM te bahirAtmapaNuM TaLyuM ne aMtarAtmapaNuM thayuM. ne pachI svabhAvamAM lIna thaIne teo paramAtmA thayA. A rIte pahelAM jeo bahirAtmA hatA teo ja potAnI zaktinA avalaMbane aMtarAtmA thayA. AvI paramAtmA thavAnI tAkAta dareka AtmAmAM che. abhavyamAM paNa evI tAkAta che; paNa te potAnI zaktinI pratIta kadI karato nathI tethI te tene kadI vyakta thatI nathI. koI ema kahe ke abhavya jIvamAM kevaLajJAnanI zakti nathI,-to te vAta jADhI che, abhavyane paNa kevaLajJAnAvaraNIyakarma Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3) : AtmabhAvanA to che ke nahIM? jo kevaLajJAnazakti na hoya to tene AvaraNa karanAruM karma kema hoya? anAdithI badhAya jIvone kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya karma che, ne AtmAmAM kevaLajJAnAdi paramasvabhAva paNa anAdithI ja che. te svabhAvanI pratIta karIne temAM je lIna thAya che tene te kevaLajJAnAdi zakti pragaTI jAya che ane kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya vagere karmo chUTI jAya che. ahIM to ema batAvavuM cheke tArA AtmAmAM atyAre paNa paramAtmadazA pragaTavAnI tAkAta paDI che, tenI pratIta kara, ne bahirAtmabuddhi choDa. darzanamohasaMbaMdhI samyakatvamohanIya prakRti tathA samyakatvaprakRti e be prakRti to anAdi mithyASTine hotI nathI, te to ekavAra samyakatva pAmelA amuka jIvane ja hoya che; anAdi mithyAdaSTine to ekalI mithyAtvaprakRti ja hoya che. bIjI be prakRti tene nathI hotIparaMtu tenI jema anAdi mithyASTine ke abhavyane kevaLajJAnAvaraNa tathA mana:paryayajJAnAvaraNa karmaprakRtiono paNa abhAva nathI; pahelethI TheTha bAramAM guNasthAna sudhInA badhAya jIvone pAMca jJAnAvaraNakarma hoya che, ane TheTha dasamA guNasthAnanA amuka bhAga sudhI jJAnAvaraNanI pAMca prakRtio baMdhAyA ja kare che. A baMdhana uparathI ahIM siddha ema karavuM che ke badhAya AtmAmAM te kevaLajJAnAdi zaktirUpe che. "sarva jIva che siddha sama"--zaktipaNe badhAya AtmA paripUrNa, siddha-bhagavAna jevA sAmarthyavALA che, paNa "je samaje te thAya' potAnI svabhAvazaktine je samaje tene te zaktimAMthI paramAtmadazA pragaTe che. mArA AtmAmAM paramAtmA thavAnI tAkAta che ne temAMthI paramAtmadazA pragaTa karavI te upAdeya che. AvI zaktinI pratIta karatAM bahirAtmapaNuM chUTIne aMtarAtmapaNuM thAya che ne te paramAtmA thavAno upAya che. A rIte bahirAtmapaNuM choDavA jevuM che, paramAtmApaNuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 31 pragaTa karavA jevuM che ne aMtarAtmapaNuM teno upAya che. juo, 5ramAtmA thavAno eTale ke mokSasukhanI prAptino upAya potAmAM ja batAvyo; zuddhasvabhAvanA anubhavarUpa je aMtarAtmadazA che te ja mokSasukhano upAya che. e sivAya bahAranA koI bhAvo te mokSasukhano upAya nathI. potAnI aMze zuddhadazA te ja potAnI pUrNa zuddhadazAnuM kAraNa che. bIjuM, koI bAhyavastu choDavAnI vAta na karI paNa bahirAtmapaNuM choDavAnuM kahyuM; bAhyavastune to AtmAe kadI grahI ja nathI eTale tene AtmA choDato paNa nathI, te to chUTI che ja;, paNa te bAhyavastune potAnI mAnavArUpa je hirAtmapaNuM che te AtmAnI dazAmAM che, ane te bahirAtmapaNuM choDavAnuM che. AtmAnA aMtarasvabhAvanA bhAnavaDe bahirAtmapaNuM chUTe che. 5ramAtmazaktithI paripUrNa evA potAnA AtmasvabhAvane bhUlIne 'deha te huM, rAga te huM' evI hirAtmabuddhithI eTale ke mithyAbuddhithI jIva anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che, ne te duHkhanuM ja kAraNa che tethI te bahirAtmabuddhi choDavA jevI che. bahirAtmabuddhi choDavAno upAya zuM ? ke aMtarAtmapaNuM te bahirAtmapaNAnA tyAgano upAya che. huM zuddha jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa chuM, jJAnadarzanasvarUpa eka zAzvata AtmA ja mAro che, e sivAya saMyogalakSaNarUpa koI bhAvo mArA nathI, teo mArAthI bAhya cheema bhedajJAna karIne, AtmAnA aMtarasvabhAvamAM Atmabuddhi karavI te aMtarAtmApaNuM che. AvA aMtarAtmapaNArUpa sAdhanavaDe paramAtmadazA pragaTa karavAno upAya karavo joIe. (4) * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3ra : AtmabhAvanA bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmAnuM svarUpa have bahirAtmapaNuM choDIne, aMtarAtmA thaIne paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa karavA mATe ziSya pUche che ke-prabho ! e traNenuM lakSaNa zuM che?teno uttara kahe che - bahirAtmA zarIrAdau jAtAtmabhrAMtirAMtara: cittadoSAtmavibhrAMtiH prmaatmaa'tinirml||5|| zarIrAdi bAhya padArthomAM "AtmA" nI bhrAMti je kare che te bahirAtmA che. ane rAga-dveSAdi doSo tathA caitanyasvarUpa AtmA-temanA saMbaMdhamAM je bhrAMtithI rahita che te aMtarAtmA che. je rAgAdi doSane doSarUpe jANe che, ne potAnA caitanyasvabhAvane svabhAvarUpe jANe che, jene rAgAdimAM "AtmA' nI bhrAMti thatI nathI, ne malinatAthI bhinna potAnA zuddhasvabhAvane je niHzaMkapaNe jANe che te aMtarAtmA che. ane je atyaMta nirmaLa che, jemanA rAgAdi doSo sarvathA TaLI gayA che ne sarvajJa paramapada jemane pragaTI gayuM che, te paramAtmA che. e pramANe traNa prakAranA AtmAnuM svarUpa jANavuM. A zarIrAdi jaDa padArtho pragaTapaNe AtmAthI judA che, te koI padArtho AtmAnA nathI, AtmAthI bahAra ja che, chatAM tene je potAnA mAne che te jIva bahirAtmA che. A zarIra mAruM, huM deva, huM manuSya, huM puruSa, huM strI, huM dhoLo, huM kALo, huM rAgI, huM dvaSI, A zarIranAM kArya huM karuM ne zarIrAdinI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 33 kriyAthI mane hita-ahita thAya,-ema mAnanAra jIva bahirAtmA mithyASTi che, kema ke potAnA AtmAne bAhya padArthothI bhinna nathI jANato, paNa bAhya padArthone ja AtmA mAne che. AvA lakSaNathI bahirAtmapaNe oLakhIne te choDavA jevuM che. dehathI bhinna, ane rAgAdithI pAra, mAro AtmA jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa che-ema aMtaramAM AtmAnA paramArthasvarUpane je oLakhe che te aMtarAtmA che. AvA lakSaNathI aMtarAtmapaNe oLakhIne te pragaTa karavA jevuM che. ane samasta doSathI rahita AtmAnuM pUrNa jJAna-AnaMda svarUpa pragaTe te paramAtmadazA che, te parama upAdeya che. A zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI racita samAdhizataka vaMcAya che; AtmAne samAdhi kema thAya ane mokSasukhanI prApti kema thAya teno upAya batAve che. anAdikALathI jIva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa ajJAna ane asamAdhi che, te kema chUTe ane sukha tathA samAdhi kema thAya ? te batAve che. AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che tene bhUlIne bahAramAM dehu-mana-vacana tathA rAgAdi te ja huM chuM evI bahirAtmabuddhine lIdhe ja ajJAnI anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. dehAdithI bhinna ne rAgAdi doSothI bhinna zuddha jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa huM chuM--evI AtmAnI oLakhANa karIne aMtarAtmA thavuM te bhavabhramaNathI chUTavAno upAya che. gRhasthapaNAmAM rahelo jIva paNa jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna karIne aMtarAtmA thaI zake che; hujI rAga-dveSa hovA chatAM, AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che evuM samyakabhAna thaI zake che. samakitI dharmAtmA jIva-ajIva Adi tattvone bhrAMtirahita yathArthapaNe jANe che. jIvane jIvarUpe jANe che, rAgAdine rAgAdirUpe Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 34 : AtmabhAvanA jANe che, dehAdine ajIvarUpe jANe che. dehAdine ke rAgAdine AtmAnuM svarUpa te mAnatA nathI. * jIva to jJAna-darzana-AnaMdasvarUpa che. * deha vagere to ajIva che, te jIvathI bhinna che. * rAga-dveSa-ajJAna te duHkharUpa bhAvo che, eTale ke te Asrava ne baMdhArUpa che. * samyak zraddhA-jJAna-cAritrarUpa bhAva te jIvane sukharUpa che, te saMvara-nirjarA-mokSanuM kAraNa che. -Ama badhAM tattvone jema che tema jANIne, eka jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa potAnA AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi kare che, dehAdine potAthI bAhya jANe che, rAga-dveSa-ajJAnane duHkharUpa jANIne choDe che, ne samyaka zraddhA-jJAna-cAritrane sukharUpa jANIne Adare che-AvA jIvane aMtarAtmA kahe che. AvuM aMtarAtmapaNe cothA guNasthAnathI zarU karIne bAramA guNasthAna sudhI hoya che. jJAnasvarUpa jIva ane zarIrAdi ajIva, te banne padArtho bhinna bhinna che, chatAM ajJAnI jIva bhrAMtithI te bannene eka mAne che; zarIrAdinAM kAryone AtmAnAM mAne che, ne AtmAne zarIra vagere bAhyapadArthothI hita-ahita mAne che; vaLI jJAna-vairAgyarUpa bhAva AtmAne hitarUpa hovA chatAM temAM te pravRtti nathI karato, temAM to aruci ane kaMTALo kare che, tathA rAga-dveSa-moharUpa bhAvo jIvane ahitarUpa hovA chatAM temAM niraMtara pravarte che-tenI ruci choDato nathI; A pramANe jIva-ajIva vagere tattvonA svarUpamAM bhrAMtithI pravarte che, te jIva bahirAtmA che. dharmI to jANe che ke huM jaDathI bhinna chuM, dehAdika mArAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 3pa nathI, huM teno nathI; mAro to eka jJAnadarzanalakSaNarUpa zAzvata AtmA ja che, e sivAya saMyogalakSaNavALA je koI bhAvo che te badhAya mArAthI bAhya che, caitanyanA Azraye jJAna-vairAgyarUpa bhAva pragaTe te mane hitarUpa che, ne bAhya padArthanA Azraye rAgAdibhAvo thAya te mane ahitarUpa che.-A pramANe jIva-ajIva vagere tattvonI pratIti karIne, aMtarmukha caitanya-svarUpamAM varte che te aMtarAtmA che. ane rAga-dveSa-mohano sarvathA kSaya karIne, kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzana anaMta atIndriya AnaMda ne anaMtavIrya jemane pragaTI gayA che te paramAtmA che; temAM arihaMta paramAtmA te sakala paramAtmA che ane siddhaparamAtmA te nikala-paramAtmA che. cAra ghAtakarmonA kSayathI kevaLajJAnAdi anaMta catuya to bannene sarakhAM che. arihaMta paramAtmAne cAra aghAtI karmo bAkI che teno kSaNe kSaNe kSaya thato jAya che, bahAramAM samavasaraNAdi divya vaibhava hoya che; teo paramahitopadezaka che. hajI zarIranA saMyogasahita hovAthI te sakalaparamAtmA che. siddhaparamAtmA ATha karmothI rahita lokanI Toce birAjamAna che, anaMta AnaMdanA anubhavamAM kRtakRtyapaNe sAdianaMtakALa birAje che, zarIrAdino saMyoga chUTI gayo che tethI temane nikalaparamAtmA kahevAya che. siddhabhagavAna jevI tAkAtathI bharelo A AtmAno svabhAva che, tene bhUlIne ajJAnI jIva bAhya viSayomAM sukhaduHkhanI buddhithI dinarAta baLI rahyo che. bAhyamAM anukULa-pratikULa saMyoga maLavo te to puNya-pApanA baMdhanuM phaLa che. pUrve puNya-pApathI je zubha-azubha karmo baMdhAyA tenA phaLamAM bAhyamAM anukULa-pratikULa saMyoga maLe che, te saMyoga to AtmAthI bhinna che, chatAM tene sukhadu:khanuM kAraNa mAnavuM te bhrAMti che. te bhrAMtine lIdhe ajJAnI jIva potAnI AtmazAMtine khoI beTho che, ne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 36 : AtmabhAvanA bAhya viSayonI prItithI duHkhI thaI rahyo che. atIndriya caitanya viSayane cUkIne bAhya indriyaviSayomAM mUrchAI gayo che tethI bahirAtmA niraMtara duHkhI che. mArA paramAnaMdanI zakti mArA AtmAmAM ja bharI che, indriyanA bAhya viSayomAM mAruM sukha nathIevI aMtarapratIti karIne dharmAtmA aMtarmukha thaIne AtmAnA atIndriya sukhano svAda le che. jema lIMDI pIparanA dANe-dANe cosaThapahorI tIkhAsanI tAkAta bharI che tema pratyeka AtmAno svabhAva paripUrNa jJAna-AnaMdathI bharelo che. paNa teno vizvAsa karIne temAM aMtarmukha thaIne ekAgra thAya to te jJAna-AnaMdano svAda anubhavamAM Ave. AtmAthI bAhya viSayomAM kyAMya AtmAno AnaMda nathI. dharmI potAnA AtmA sivAya bahAramAM kyAMya svapnaya AnaMda mAnatA nathI. AvA aMtarAtmA potAnA aMtasvarUpamAM ekAgra thaIne paripUrNa jJAna-AnaMda pragaTa karIne pote ja paramAtmA thAya che. sarvajJa hovA chatAM jyAMsudhI zarIrAdi sahita che tyAMsudhI te arihaMta sakala paramAtmA che, ane pachI zarIrarahita thaI gayA te siddha nikala paramAtmA che. -e rIte bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ne paramAtmAnuM svarUpa kahyuM. te jANIne mokSArthIe aMtarAtmArUpa upAya vaDe paramAtmapaNuM sAdhavuM, ne bahirAtmapaNuM choDavuM. [vI. saM. 2482 vaizAkha vada 8 samayasAra-pratiSThA vArSikautsava ] A samAdhizataka che; samAdhi eTale zuM? Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhirahita AtmAnI sahaja zAMti te samAdhi che, athavA samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra te samAdhi che, athavA nirvikalpa AnaMdanA -anubhavamAM lInatA te samAdhi che. te samAdhi kema thAya? ke dahAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMda-svarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna karIne temAM ekAgratAthI samAdhi thAya che. AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna na jANe Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 37 ne rAgAdivALo ja jANe to tene samAdhi thatI nathI, paNa bhrAMti thAya che. evI bhrAMti te bahirAbhadazA che. siddhasamAna, jJAnaAnaMdathI paripUrNa, dehAdithI bhinna evA AtmAnI aMtaraSTi jene che te aMtarAtmA che. deha huM, rAga huM-evA paramAM AtmAnA saMkalpa-vikalpathI je rahita che ne nirvikalpa pratItasahita che te aMtarAtmA che. pachI caitanyamAM lIna thaIne jemaNe kevaLajJAna ne paripUrNa AnaMda pragaTa karyo te paramAtmA che; evI paramAtmadazA parama upAdeya che. caitanyasvabhAvane dehAdithI bhinna jANIne tenA avalaMbane sarvajJatA ne AtmAno svAdhIna atIndriya AnaMda bhagavAne pragaTa karyo. te bhagavAna paramAtmA sarvajJa-vItarAga ane parama hitopadezaka che; AnaMdathI bharelA nijarasanuM pAna kare che; AtmAmAMthI ja utpanna evA parama svAdhIna anaMtasukhanA bhogavaTAmAM sadAya lIna che. juo, bhagavAna paramAtmA kevA che? sarvajJa-vItarAga-parama hitopadezI che. pote sarvajJa-vItarAga thayA, ne bIjA jIvone paNa aMtaraMga svarUpanA avalaMbane sarvajJavItarAga thavAno ja upadeza Apyo. mahAvidehamAM atyAre sImaMdhara paramAtmA sAkSAt birAje che, samavasaraNamAM teono evo upadeza che ke tamAro svabhAva paripUrNa jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa che, rAgano eka aMza paNa jJAnasvabhAvamAM nathI; AvA svabhAvanuM avalaMbana karo. bhagavAnano upadeza vItarAgatAno che, rAga rAkhavAno bhagavAnano upadeza nathI. jo rAgathI lAbha thAya to bhagavAna pote rAga choDIne vItarAga kema thayA? ane je vItarAga thayA che te rAgathI lAbha thavAnuM kema kahe ? rAgathI lAbha thAya evo bhagavAnano upadeza che na nahIM. rAgathI lAbha thAyaevo upadeza te hitopadeza nathI paNa ahitopadeza che, kemake rAga to ahita che, hita to vItarAgatA ja che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 38 : AtmabhAvanA AtmA 52nuM kare ema je mAne te 52no rAga kema choDe? athavA parathI AtmAne lAbha mAne to te parano rAga kema choDe? ane rAgathI je lAbha mAne te paNa rAgane choDavA jevo kema mAne? rAgane je AdaraNIya mAne che te rAgarahita vItarAgI sarvajJa paramAtmAne oLakhato ja nathI; sarvajJadeve ApelA hitopadezane te samajato nathI. bhagavAna to 52ma hitano ja upadeza denArA che. baMdhanuM ne ahitanAM kAraNonuM jJAna karAve che, paNa tenuM jJAna karAvIne te choDAve che, ne hitanA kAraNarUpa samyagdarzanAdi prApta karAve che. ( juo, Aje graMthAdhirAja samayasAranI pratiSThAno divasa che. aDhAra varSa pahelAM (eTale ke vI2 saM. 2464mAM) A jaina svAdhyAyamaMdira ' nuM udghATana thayuM, tyAre ahIM A 'samayasAra' nI vidhipUrvaka pratiSThA (benazrI caMpAbenanA hAthe ) thaI che. samayasAra eTale zuddhaAtmA; zaktipaNe dareka AtmA zuddha svabhAvathI paripUrNa 'kAraNasamayasAra' che, tene kAraNaparamAtmA kahe che. te kAraNasamayasArasvarUpa zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa A samayasAra batAve che. ane te kAraNasamayasAranI dRSTi karatAM tenA Azraye anaMta catuSTayasvarUpa kAryapa2mAtmApaNuM khIlI jaze, te kAryasamayasAra che. AvA kAraNasamayasAra zuddha AtmAnI jeNe zraddhA-jJAna-ramaNatA karI teNe potAnA AtmAmAM bhagavAna samayasAranI sthApanA karI. tenA nimittarUpa samayasAranI sthApanAno A divasa che. bhagavAnanI divyadhvanimAM kahelo upadeza kuMdakuMdAcAryadeve A samayasAramAM gUMthyo che. sImaMdha252mAtmA mahAvidehe tIrthaMka25Ne sAkSAta birAje che, temanI tathA temanA samavasaraNanI ahIM sthApanA che, ane te bhagavAne divyadhvanimAM je kahyuM te A samayasAramAM kuMdakuMdAcAryadeve bharyuM che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanA : 39 bhavya jIvo 52 temaNe moTo upakAra karyo che. kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva ahIM thayelA, videha gayelA, divyadhvani lAvelA, ne A samayasAra racyuM; te aMtaranA kAraNa-samayasAranuM vAcaka che; ne te kAraNasamayasAranA Azraye kAryasamayasAra thavAya che. Ama traNa 'samayasAra 'thayAH-eka kAraNasamayasAra, tenA Azraye thatuM kAryasamayasAra, ane tenA vAcakarUpa A paramAgama samayasAra. AvA zuddha samayasArane oLakhIne AtmAmAM te samayasAranI sthApanA kare to tenA Azraye mokSanA kAraNarUpa samyagdarzanAdi pragaTe. te samyagdarzanAdi paryAyarUpa mokSamArgane paNa kAraNasamayasAra ' kahevAya che, kemake te mokSanuM kAraNa che. A apUrva che-pUrve kadI AvA AtmAnI zraddhA ke oLakhANa karI nathI. arihaMtaparamAtmA thayA te to kArya-pa2mAtmA che, ne te kAryanuM je kAraNa che te trikALI kAraNapa2mAtmA che. pahelA ja tabakke A vAta sAMbhaLatA bahumAna lAvIne hA pADe, ne teno nirNaya karIne vizvAsa kare te dharmanI apUrva zarUAta che. jJAnasvabhAvanuM lakSa karavuM te ja 52matino mArga che, ne evA hitano ja upadeza bhagavAne karyo che eTale ke jJAnasvabhAva tarapha vaLavAno ja bhagavAnano upadeza che. parAzrayano bhagavAnano upadeza nathI, te to choDavAno bhagavAnano upadeza che. pahelAM Avo nirNaya kare teNe bhagavAna paramAtmAne ane temanA hitopadezane jANyo che. paNa rAgAdithI lAbha mAne to teNe hitopadezI sarvajJa-vItarAga 5ramAtmAne mAnyA nathI, temanA upadezane jANyo nathI. ' arihaMta pa2mAtmA hajI desahita che, teo divyadhvanithI upadeza Ape che; ane siddha 52mAtmA deharahita thaI gayA che, teo lokAgre birAjamAna che. arihaMta ane siddha pa2mAtmA indriyaviSayo vagara nijAnaMdano anubhava kare che. AvA bhagavAnanA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 40 : AtmabhAvanA AnaMdane oLakhe to AtmAnA AnaMdasvabhAvanI pratIta thaI jAya ane indriyaviSayomAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI jAya. bhagavAna sAdianaMta potAnA atIndriya AnaMdarasanuM pAna kare che, kRtakRtya paramAtmA che; potAnA atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMdanA bhogavaTA sivAya bIjuM koI kArya temane rahyuM nathI; AtmAnI zaktimAMthI AnaMda UchaLyo che tenA anubhavathI paramAtmA kRtakRtya che. AvI kRtakRtya paramAtmadazA ja jIvane parama hitarUpa che ane te ja sarva prakAre upAdeya che. e rIte bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ne paramAtmAnuM svarUpa kahyuM: te jANIne bahirAtmapaNuM choDo, ne bhinna AtmAnA bhAnavaDa aMtarAtmA thaIne paramAtmapadane sAdho, ema tAtparya che. (5) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 41 52mAtmasvarUpane oLakhAvanArAM aneka nAmo pAMcamI gAthAmAM paramAtmapaNuM upAdeya kahyuM; tenI vizeSa oLakhANa karAvavA mATe have chaThThI gAthAmAM aneka nAmothI tenI oLakhANa karAve che nirmalaH kevalaH zuddhoH viviktaH prbhurvyyH| parameSThi parAtmeti paramAtmezvaro jinaH / / 6 / / nirmaLa, kevaLa, zuddha, vivikta, prabhu, avyaya, parameSThI, paramAtmA, Izvara ane jina ityAdi nAmo 5ramAtmAnAM vAcaka che. bhagavAna paramAtmA mohAdi dravyakarma tema ja bhAvakarmarUpa malathI rahita hovAthI 'nirmaLa' che. zarIrAdinA saMbaMdha rahita hovAthI ' kevaLa ' che. arihaMta paramAtmA paNa kharekhara zarIrAdinA saMbaMdharahita che kemake za2I2 ke indriyojanita sukha-du:kha ke jJAna temane nathI, teo atIndriya thaI gayA che. dravyakarma-bhAvakarmano abhAva hovAthI teo 'zuddha' che. cAra ghAtI karmo TaLyAM tyAM bAkI rahelAM cAra aghAtI karmono paNa kSaya ja thato jAya che, teo rAgAdi azuddhatA upajAvatA nathI; mATe arihaMtabhagavAna paNa paramavizuddhine pAmelA hovAthI 'zuddha' che. rAgAdithI atyaMta bhinna thaI gayA hovAthI bhagavAna 'vivikta' che. indra vagerenA paNa svAmI hovAthI 'prabhu' che; athavA kevaLajJAnarUpa prabhutA pragaTI gaI hovAthI prabhu che. kevaLajJAnAdi je anaMtacatuSTaya pragaTayA tenAthI kadI cUta thatA nathI tethI te 'avyaya' che. indrAdikathI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes 42 : AtmabhAvanA baMdha evA parama caitanyapadamAM sthita hovAthI teo 'parameSThI 'che. saMsAranA jIvothI 52 eTale utkRSTa AtmA hovAthI te 'parAtmA ' che; ane te ja uttama hovAthI '52mAtmA' che. indrAdine paNa na hoya evA aMtaraMga kevaLajJAnAdi ane bahiraMga (samavasaraNAdi ) divya aizvaryasahita hovAthI te ja 'Izvara' che. ane samasta dravyakarmabhAvakarmanuM unmUlana karI nAMkhyuM hovAthI teo ja 'jina' che. A pramANe A badhAM nAmo zuddha AtmArUpa paramAtmAnAM vAcaka che. paramAtmAnA AvA svarUpane oLakhIne potAnA AtmAne paNa tevA svarUpe ciMtavavo te 52mAtmA thavAno upAya che. indra ekahajAra ne ATha nAmothI bhagavAnanI stuti kare che; ane saMta-munivaro paNa aneka-aneka nAmothI bhagavAnanI stuti kare che. saMto aMdaramAM karmanA saMbaMdharahita ne rAgAdirahita potAnA zuddha paramAtmasvarUpane lakSamAM laIne tene sAdhe che, tyAM paramAtmasvarUpane pAmelA evA arihaMta-siddhabhagavaMto pratye bahumAnano bhAva AvatAM aneka prakAre stuti kare che. jene AvA zuddha AtmAnuM lakSa hoya te ja paramAtmAnI vAstavika stuti karI zake. paramAtmAne koI paNa guNavAcaka nAmathI oLakhI zakAya che. bodhasvarUpa hovAthI temane 'buddha' paNa kahevAya, kalyANasvarUpa hovAthI temane 'ziva' paNa kahevAya, potAnA sarvaguNomAM vyApaka hovAthI temane 'vibhu' paNa kahevAya, mokSamArganI racanA karanArA hovAthI temane 'brahmA' paNa kahevAya. Ama guNanI oLakhANapUrvaka game te nAma kahI zakAya che. jene zuddha AtmAnI daSTi che evA aMtarAtmA to 52mAtmAnI bhAvanA bhAve che, ne bahirAtmA to rAgAdinI bhAvanA bhAve che. bhagavAna 52mAtmAne rAgAdino ke karmono saMbaMdha chUTI gayo che tethI te 'kevala ' che tema mAro AtmA paNa paramArtha rAgAdinA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 43 saMbaMdha vagarano ne karmanA saMbaMdha vagarano che-ema potAnA AtmAne kevaLa' (parasaMbaMdharahita ekalo) zuddha anubhavavo te paramAtmA thavAno upAya che. samayasAramAM paNa kahyuM che ke ekatva-vibhakta AtmAno anubhava te jainazAsana che. karmanA baMdhana vinAno ne paranA saMbaMdha vagarano evo je zuddha jJAyakasvabhAva tenI sanmukha thaIne teno anubhava karavo te ja jainazAsana che. ane je potAnA AvA AtmAno anubhava kare tene ja paramAtmAnI paramArtha oLakhANa thAya ke aho ! rAgathI jAdo pADIne je atIndriya AnaMdano aMza mane vedanamAM Avyo te ja jAtano (paNa tethI anaMtaguNo) paripUrNa AnaMda paramAtmAne pragaTI gayo che, ne teo sarvathA rAgarahita thaI gayA che. A rIte aMzanA vedanapUrvaka pUrAnuM bhAna thatAM sAdhakane tenA pratye kharI bhakti ane bahumAna Ave che. paramAtmA pratye jevA bhakti-bahumAna jJAnInA aMtaramAM hoya tevA ajJAnIne na hoya. bhagavAna paramAtmAnuM 'vivikta" evuM paNa eka nAma che. vivikta eTale bhinna, AtmAno svabhAva rAgAdithI vivikta che ema pahelAM jANIne, bhagavAna rAgathI khAlI-vivikta thaI gayA. juo, A paramArtha "viviktazayyAsana"! brahmacaryanI rakSA mATe viviktazayyAsana karavuM eTale ke strI-pazu vagerethI khAlI ekAMta sthAnamAM rahevuM ema kahyuM che, temAM to vyavahAramAM te jAtano vikalpa hoya che tenI vAta che. paNa paramArthe A brahmasvarUpa caitanyasvarUpa AtmA rAganA saMgathI paNa rahita che-rAgathI paNa vivikta che,ema je jANato nathI, ne rAganA saMgathI lAbha mAne che tene kharekhara viviktazayyAsana" nathI paNa vikAramAM ja zayyAsana che. bhale te jaMgalamAM ekAMta guphAmAM ekalo paDyo raheto hoya to paNa aMtaramAMthI rAgano saMga chUTayo nathI tethI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 44 : AtmabhAvanA tene kharekhara viviktazayyAsana hotuM nathI, ane paramAtmA rAgAdithI kevA vivikta che tene paNa te oLakhato nathI. AtmAne parathI vibhakta jANIne temAM vasavuM-ekAgra thavuM te viviktapaNuM che. ahIM to bhagavAna paramAtmAnA svarUpanI oLakhANa sahita temanAM aneka nAmonI vAta che. AtmAmAM anaMta guNo che, tenA guNonI apekSAe tene bhinna bhinna aneka nAmothI kahevAmAM Ave che. temAMthI keTalAMka nAmo to upara kahyAM; te uparAMta sarvanA jJAtA hovAthI bhagavAnane "sarvajJa" kahevAya che; sahaja Atmika AnaMdasahita hovAthI "sahajAnaMdI" paNa kahevAya che; rAga-dveSamoharUpa kalaMka rahita hovAthI "nikalaMka" athavA "akalaMka" paNa kahevAya che; rAgAdi aMjanarahita hovAthI "niraMjana" paNa kahevAya che. janma-jarA-maraNa rahita hovAthI "aja-ajara-amara' paNa kahevAya che; vaLI teo ja jJAnasvarUpa-bodhasvarUpa hovAthI kharA "buddha' che; potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpanI maryAdArUpa sImAne dhAraNa karatA hovAthI teo ja "sImaMdhara" che. AtmAnA anaMta mahAna parAkramarUpa vIratA pragaTa karela hovAthI teo "mahAvIra" che. vyakti tarIke to eka nAmathI eka bhagavAna oLakhAya paNa guNavAcaka nAma tarIke eka nAma kahetAM temAM badhAya bhagavAna AvI jAya che. jemake "sImaMdhara' kahetAM vyakti tarIke to mahAvidehanA pahelA tIrthakara (satyavatInaMdana) oLakhAya che tathA "mahAvIra kahetAM bharatakSetranA chellA tIrthaMkara (trizalAnaMdana) oLakhAya che; paNa guNavAcaka tarIke to badhAya paramAtmA-jinavarone "sImaMdhara" athavA "mahAvIra' kahevAya che kemake badhAya bhagavaMto svarUpanI sImAne dhAraNa karanArA che ne mahAna vIryanA dhAraka che.-A rIte guNanA svarUpathI paramAtmAne oLakhavAnI pradhAnatA che. ane, paramAtmAne jeTalAM nAmo lAgu paDe che te badhAMya nAmo A AtmAne paNa svabhAva-apekSAe lAgu paDe che, kema ke svabhAvathI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 45 to A AtmA paNa paramAtmA jevo ja che. paramAtmAnA guNone oLakhIne paramAtmAnuM svarUpa je jANe tene AtmAnuM svarUpa paNa jaNAyA vagara rahe nahi. jeTalA guNo paramAtmAmAM che teTalA ja guNo A AtmAmAM che ne teno vikAsa karIne (eTale ke paryAyamAM pragaTa karIne) A AtmA pote paramAtmA thaI zake che. A rIte AtmAnA dhyeyarUpa je paramAtmapada tene barAbara oLakhavuM joIe; oLakhANa vinA tenI prApti thatI nathI, eTale sukha thatuM nathI. AtmAnuM vAstavika svarUpa jANyA vagara dehAdine potAnAM mAnIne jIva anAdikALathI duHkhI thaI rahyo che, te duHkha kaho ke asamAdhi kaho; te TaLIne sukha athavA samAdhi kema thAya tenI A vAta che. juo, bhAI ! duHkha to kone priya che!! jagatamAM koIne duHkha vahAluM nathI. jJAnIone jagatanA duHkhI prANIo upara karuNAbuddhi varte che. pote je du:khathI chUTavA mAMge che te duHkha bIjA pAme evI bhAvanA jJAnIne kema hoya? jJAnIne to evI sahaja karuNA Ave che ke arere! A jIvo bIcArA potAnA svarUpane bhUlI jaIne ajJAnane lIdhe mahAna duHkhamAM DubelA che, enAthI chUTavAnA upAyanI paNa temane khabara nathI! huM je paripUrNa sukhane prApta karavA cAhuM chuM te sukha bIjA jIvo paNa pAme-ema jJAnIne to anumodanA che. upadezamAM to jJAna-dharmAtmA ke vItarAgI saMtamunio paNa ema kahe ke "je jIvo dharmano tIvra virodha karaze ke tIvra pApabhAvo karaze te jIvo mithyAtvanA sevanathI narakanigodamAM rakhaDaze ne anaMta du:kha pAmaze." paNa-Ama kahevAmAM jJAnI-saMtone kAMI koI vyakti pratye dvaSabuddhi nathI, temaja temane kAMI koI jIvane naraka-nigodamAM mokalavAnI bhAvanA nathI, paraMtu UlaTI karuNAbuddhi che-hitabuddhi che, eTale yathArtha vastu Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 46 : AtmabhAvanA sthiti batAvIne jIvone mithyAtvathI choDAvavA mAMge che. he bhAI! mithyAtvanuM AvuM AkaruM phaLa che, ema jANIne tuM te mithyAtvanuM sevana choDI de, ne AtmAnuM svarUpa samaja-jethI tAruM hita thAya ! Ama hita mATe ja jJAnIno upadeza che.-paNa zuM thAya!! arere, A kALa! jIvo hitanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM paNa ulaTA virodha kare che. zuM thAya? kAMI koInA bhAva bIjo pheravI zake che!! saMsAra to ema ne ema cAlyA ja karavAno che. je jIvo satya samaje tenI balihArI che...tenA saMsArano eka be bhavamAM aMta AvI jaze. bAkI jagatamAM to saMsAra cAlyA ja karavAno che....ne saMsAramAM rakhaDavAne yogya pariNAmavALA jIvo paNa rahyA ja karavAnA che....jagatanA badhAya jIvo satya samajIne mokSa pAmI jAya-ema kadI banavAnuM nathI, mATe A to pote satya samajIne potAnuM hita sAdhI levA jevuM che. ajJAnIo pokAra kare to karo....paNa tethI kAMI vastunuM svarUpa to pharI nahi jAya. vastusvarUpa na samajatAM jeo virodha kare che temanA upara jJAnIne karuNA Ave che. jIo, kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva jevA mahAvItarAgI saMta aSTaprAbhUtamAM kahe che ke vastrano eka tANo paNa parigraha tarIke rAkhIne potAne munidazA manAve to te jIva nigode jAya; kemake munidazArUpa mArgane ja teNe viparIta mAnyo. Ama kahevAmAM AcArya bhagavAnane kAMI evI bhAvanA nathI ke amAro virodha kare che mATe tene nigodamAM moklavo, paraMtu vastusthiti ja evI che ke mithyAtva sevanAra jIva potAnA UMdhA pariNAmane lIdhe nigodamAM jAya che....ema batAvIne AcAryadeva karuNAbuddhithI jIvone mithyAtvathI choDAvavA mAMge che... are jIva ! munidazAnuM vAstavika svarUpa oLakha ane jinamArganI sAcI zraddhA kara, ke jethI A saMsAranAM du:khothI tAro AtmA chUTe ne mokSasukha pAme. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 47 zrImad rAjacaMdrajI paNa karuNApUrvaka AtmasiddhimAM kahe che ke koI kriyAjaDa thaI rahyA, zuSkajJAnamAM koI mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA upaje joI." koI ajJAnI jIvo to zarIrAdi jaDanI kriyAmAM ja dharma mAnIne "kriyAjaDa" thaI rahyA che, ne bIjA koI ajJAnIo zuSkajJAnamAM eTale ke vastu svarUpa samajyA vagara mAtra jJAnanI vAto karavAmAM ja mokSamArga mAnI rahyA che, paraMtu vAstavika mokSamArgane oLakhatA nathI; evA jIvone joIne karuNA Ave che. jAo, A jJAnIonI karuNA! UMdhI zraddhAnA phaLamAM kevuM apAra duHkha che te jJAnIo jANe che tethI jIvone UMdhI zraddhAnA anaMtadu:khathI bacAvavA jJAnIo bedhaDakapaNe te UMdhI zraddhAno niSedha kare che. zarIranI kriyAthI dharma thAya ke rAgathI dharma thAya evI mithyA zraddhAnuM phaLa ghora saMsAra che, mATe jeo duHkhathI chUTavA mAgatA hoya teo evI mithyAmAnyatA choDo ne AtmAnuM rAgarahita-dehathI bhinna vAstavika jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa samaje, ema jJAnIono upadeza che. * * * AtmA traNa prakAranAM che; jo ke zaktirUpa svabhAvathI to badhA AtmA sarakhA che paNa avasthAbhade traNa prakAra paDe chebahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA. caitanyanA AnaMdane cUkIne bahAranA viSayomAM je AnaMda mAne che te bahirAtmA che; bAhya viSayothI rahita aMtaramAM caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMdane jANIne tene je sAdhe che te aMtarAtmA che. ane AtmA paripUrNa AnaMda jemane pragaTI gayo che Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 48 : AtmabhAvanA te paramAtmA che. te paramAtmA paripUrNa jJAnasahita che; anAdianaMta kALane jema che tema potAnA divya jJAnamAM pratyakSa jANe che. jeno kyAMya cheDo nathI evA anaMta alokAkAzane paNa pratyakSapaNe paripUrNa jANe che, evuM ja divyajJAnanuM koI aciMtya sAmarthya che. jJAne anAdianaMta kALane ke anaMta AkAzane pratyakSa jANI lIdhuM mATe jJAnamAM teno cheDo AvI gayo-ema kAMI nathI; jo cheDo AvI jAya to anAdi-anaMtapaNuM kayAM rahyuM? mATe jJAne to anAdianaMtane anAdianaMtarUpe ja jema che tema jANyuM che.A jJAnano koI aciMtya mahimA che. ajJAnIne anAdianaMtakALanI mahAnatA bhAse che, paNa jJAnasAmarthyamAM tenA karatAM anaMtagaNI mahAnatA che te tene bhAsatI nathI, ane jJAnasvabhAvano mahimA pratItamAM AvyA vagara A vAtanuM koI rIte samAdhAna thAya tema nathI. kALanuM anAdianaMtapaNuM tene moTuM lAge che paNa jJAnanuM anaMtasAmarthya tene moTuM nathI lAgatuM, eTale ja "anAdianaMtane jJAna kaI rIte jANe ?' ema tene zaMkA paDe che, temAM kharekhara to jJAnasAmarthyanI ja zaMkA che. kALanA anAdianaMtapaNA karatAM jJAnasAmarthya moTuM che, ema jo vizvAsa Ave to ja tene anAdi anaMtanuM jJAna kaI rIte thAya che te khyAlamAM Ave. ahA ! aciMtya jJAnasAmarthyamAM anAdianaMtakALa to kayAMya samAI jAya che, ne kALa karatAMya anaMtagaNuM AkAza paNa temAM paripUrNa jaNAI jAya che. AvuM jJAna ane atIndriya AnaMda jemane paripUrNa pragaTI gayA che evA paramAtmAne kevaLI kaho, zuddha kaho, jina kaho, Izvara kaho, buddha kaho, mahAvIra kaho, sImaMdhara kaho, "samayasAra" kaho;-ityAdi aneka nAmothI kahevAya che. te paramAtmA sudhA-tRSA-rogAdi doSothI rahita che tethI temane nirdoSa" paNa kahevAya che. bhagavAnane paripUrNa jJAnaprakAza pragaTI gayo che tethI temane "paramajyoti" athavA "caitanyasUrya" Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates , AtmabhAvanA : 49 paNa kahevAya che. vaLI bhagavAnane 'zAstA' eTale ke 'zAsaka' (zAsana karanArA ) paNa kahevAya che, kemake mokSamArgarUpa utkRSTa zAsananA bhagavAna nAyaka che. zAsana eTale upadeza-zikhAmaNa; mokSamArgano utkRSTa upadeza denArA hovAthI bhagavAna zAsaka che. vaLI mokSamArganuM vidhAna (pratipAdana ) karanArA hovAthI bhagavAnane 'vidhAtA ' paNa kahe che. 'cho mokSamArga vidhi dhAraNathI ja dhAtA' ema bhaktAmarastutimAM paNa kahyuM che. koI vidhAtA AvIne lekha lakhI jAya che, e vAta to khoTI che. evo koI A jagatamAM vidhAtA nathI, paNa sarvajJaparamAtmAnA jJAnamAM kayAre zuM thayuM-zuM thAya che ne zuM thaze? te badhuM lakhAI (jaNAI) gayuM che tethI teo ja vidhAtA che. pote mokSamArganI vidhi ( arthAt samyagdarzana-jJAnacAritra) ne dhAraNa karIne mukti pAmyA ne bIjA jIvone paNa te muktimArganuM vidhAna karyuM tethI huM paramAtmA ! Apa ja amArA vidhAtA cho; amane mokSamArgamAM dorI janArA netA paNa Apa cho. ( mokSamArnasya notAra...) ' A pramANe, sarvajJatA ane paripUrNa AnaMdane pAmelA paramAtmAnuM svarUpa oLakhIne, temanA judA judA aneka guNonI apekSAe temane judAM judAM aneka nAmothI kahevAmAM Ave che. e khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM ke jeo paripUrNa jJAna ne AnaMdane pAmelA hoya evA paramAtmAnI ja A vAta che. bAkI jagatamAM mithyAdaSTi jIvo paramAtmAnuM svarUpa aneka prakAre viparItapaNe mAnI rahyA che, te badhAya sAcA che ema na samajavuM. bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmAnuM vAstavika svarUpa je oLakhe che, te to bahirAtmapaNuM choDIne, paramAtmapaNAno sAdhaka thaI jAya che, eTale ke aMtarAtmA thaI jAya che, tene zarIrAdimAM Atmabuddhi thatI nathI. (6) Wan Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 50 : AtmabhAvanA bahirAtmA jIvanI mithyAbuddhinuM varNana have bahirAtmapaNuM choDAvavA mATe AcAryadeva tenuM svarUpa spaSTapaNe oLakhAve che; temAM pahelAM e batAve che ke bahirAtmAne dehamAM ja Atmabuddhi kema thaI gaI che? - bahirAtmendriyadvArairAtmajJAnaparAGmukhaH sphuritaH svAtmano dehamAtmatvenAdhyavasyati / / 7 // bahirAtmA potAnA AtmajJAnathI parAMmmukha vartato thako, indriyohArA zarIrAdi bAhya padArthone ja jANavAmAM tatpara che, AtmAne to te dekhato nathI, tethI te zarIrane ja AtmA tarIke mAnI le che, tene dehAdhyAsa thaI gayo che, tethI dehathI potAnuM judApaNuM tene bhAsatuM ja nathI. jJAnane Ama-bahAramAM ja joDe che,- paNa aMdaramAM vALato nathI. bahA2mAM indriyonA avalaMbane to jaDa dekhAya, kAMI AtmA na dekhAya; tethI te bahirAtmAne zarIrathI pRthak AtmAnuM astitva bhAsatuM ja nathI, te to zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che. are ! kevI bhramaNA !! ke potAnuM astitva ja pote bhUlI gayo! ne jaDamAM ja potAnuM astitva mAnI beTho!-ene samAdhi kayAMthI thAya ? A samAdhizataka che; temAM AtmAne samAdhi kema thAya? te batAve che. samAdhi te svAdhIna che-AtmAne AdhIna che, bahArane AdhIna nathI. dehAdithI bhinna, anaMta jJAna-AnaMda saMpanna mAruM astitva che evA bhAnapUrvaka AtmAmAM ekAgratA rahe tenuM nAma samAdhi che. paNa dehAdithI bhinna AtmAne bhUlIne, zarIra vagere 52dravyone ja je 'AtmA' mAne tene bAhya viSayomAMthI ekAgratA chUTe nahi ne AtmAmAM ekAgratA thAya nahi eTale te samAdhi na thAya, tenA AtmAmAM to asamAdhinuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 51 taMtra rahe che. mithyAtvAdibhAva te asamAdhi che. caitanyasvabhAvanI sanmukhatAthI samyaktvAdibhAva pragaTe te samAdhi che. bahirAtmA jIva indriyadvArA ja jJAnanI pravRtti kare che eTale tenuM jJAna ekalA bAhyapadArthomAM ja pravarte che paNa AtmA sanmukha vartatuM nathI; AtmAthI parAbhukha thaIne indriyadvArA ekalA dehAdi padArthone grahaNa karIne 'te ja huM' ema ajJAnI mAne che. zarIrathI bhinna atIndriya AtmA to tene indriyadvArA bhAsato nathI. jIvasvarUpanuM jJAna to atIndriya-aMtarmukha jJAnathI ja thAya che, bahirmukha-indriyajJAnathI thatuM nathI. ajJAnI potAnA jJAnasvabhAvane jANato nathI, paNa indriyone ja jJAnanuM sAdhana mAne che, eTale indriyadvA2A jaNAtA A dehAdine ja potAnuM svarUpa mAne che. dehAdika to jaDa che, te kAMI AtmA nathI, AtmAthI atyaMta bhinna che. paNa ajJAnIne indriyajJAnadvArA dehathI judo AtmA dekhAto nathI; tethI dehanA astitvamAM ja potAnuM astitva mAne che. za2I2nI kriyAo te jANe ke AtmAnuM ja kArya hoya-ema ajJAnIne bhramaNA che; indriyothI ja huM jANuM chuM eTale indriyo te ja AtmA che-ema tene bhramaNA che. A rIte ajJAnI jIva potAnA dehane ja AtmA mAne che. tema ja 52mAM paNa dehane ja AtmA mAne che. dehathI bhinna jJAnAnaMda svarUpa potAnA AtmAne te nathI oLakhato tethI bIjA AtmAne paNa tevA svarUpe oLakhato nathI. pote potAnA AtmajJAnathI parAbhukha vartato hovAthI, ane indriyajJAnadvA2A ekalI bahirmukha pravRtti ja karato hovAthI ajJAnI jIva dehAdine ja AtmA mAne che, dehathI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne te jANato nathI. juo, ajJAnIne bahirAtmapaNuM che, te bahirAtmapaNuM karma vagere paranA kA2Ne nathI, paNa pote ja potAnA AtmAthI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates para : AtmabhAvanA vimukha thaIne, indriyadvArA bAhya padArthone ja grahaNa kare che tethI te dAdine ja AtmA mAne che,-mATe te bahirAtmA che. jJAnane aMtarmukha karIne jANe to te atIndriya jJAnavaDa dehAdithI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnuM svasaMvedana thAya, eTale bahirAtmapaNuM TaLIne aMtarAtmApaNuM thAya. je jIva indriyone jJAnanuM kAraNa mAne tene indriyaviSayonA ja poSANano abhiprAya che. indriyonA viSayo anukULa hoya to Indriyo puSTa rahe, ne indriyo puSTa hoya to jJAna sAruM thAya-ema ajJAnI mAne che, tethI te Indriyone ja AtmA mAne che ne indriyadvArA ja tenuM jJAna pravartatuM hovAthI ekalA bAhya viSayomAM ja te varte che, tethI aMtaranA caitanya-viSayane jANavA mATe tenuM jJAna nApAsa" che, caitanyane jANavAnI parIkSAmAM te nApAsa thAya che. bhale meTrIka vagere moTI parIkSAmAM pahele naMbare pAsa thAya paNa jo caitanyatattvane na jANyuM to tenuM jJAna nApAsa ja che-mithyA ja che. ane abhaNa hoya-lakhatAM vAMcatAMya AvaDatuM na hoya paNa jJAnane aMtarmukha karIne caitanyaviSayane jo jANe che to tenuM jJAna pAsa che, tenuM jJAna mokSanuM kAraNa che. je jJAna mokSanuM kAraNa thAya te ja sAcI vidhA che; e sivAya laukika vidhA game teTalI bhaNe topaNa AtmavidyAmAM to te nApAsa ja che, tenuM bhaNatara kuvidhA ja che. are! potAnA caitanyatattvane cUkIne dehAdimAM ja AtmabuddhithI ajJAnI jIva kSaNe kSaNe bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNamAM marI rahyo che. bAhya viSayomAMthI sukha levA mAMge che paNa temAM to aMtaranuM vAstavika sukha bhulAI jAya che; IndriyajJAnavaDe Indriya-viSayone ja jANe che ne temAMthI sukha levA mAge che, paNa temAM to potAnA caitanyaprANano ghAta thAya che,-AtmAno AnaMda haNAya che ne duHkha thAya che, teno vicAra paNa ajJAnIne nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : pa3 caitanyanA bhAna vagara vratAdi paNa yathArtha na hoya. caitanyasanmukha vRtti vaLyA vagara, bAhya viSayonA tyAgarUpa vrata paNa hoya nahi. caitanyasvabhAvanI sanmukhatA vagara ajJAnI vyavahAre vratAdi pALe topaNa te iMdriyadvArA bAhyaviSayomAM ja varte che. kemake iMdriyothI judA AtmAnuM svasaMvedanajJAna to tene che nahIM. "AtmA dehAdithI judo che" ema bhale zAstrAdikathI kahe, paNa IdriyothI ane rAgathI jJAna mAne to te jIva dehAdine ja AtmA mAne che, dehathI judo AtmA te mAnato nathI. dehathI bhinna AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA indriyodvArA ke rAgadvArA jaNAto nathI, aMtarmukha thaIne atIndriya jJAnadvArA ja AtmA jaNAya che. ane AvA AtmAne je jANe tene ja caitanyanA Azraye vItarAgI samAdhi rahe che. dehAdinI mUcha choDIne caitanyamAM sAvadhAna thayo te ja samAdhi che. (7) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 54 : AtmabhAvanA dehamAM Atmabuddhine lIdhe ajJAnInI bhUla ane AtmAnuM kharuM svarUpa AtmajJAnathI vimukha hovAthI, ane iMdriyajJAnadvArA ja jANato hovAthI ajJAnI jIva dehathI bhinna potAnA AtmAne jANato nathI. zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che; tema ja bIjAmAM paNa te rIte zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che, ane AtmAne ja manuSyAdirUpe mAne che,-paNa AtmAnuM kharuM svarUpa tevuM nathI. te vAta have AThamI tathA navamI gAthAmAM kahe che - naradehasthamAtmAnamavidvAnmanyate nrm| tiryaM caM tiryagaMgasthaM surAMgasthaM suraM tthaa||8|| nArakaM nArakAMgasthaM na svayaM tttvtstthaa| anaMtAnaMtadhIzaktiH svsNvedho'clsthitiH||9|| jAo, A avidvAna jIvanI mAnyatA! aMtarmukha thaIne je atIndriya AtmAne nathI jANato ne dehAdine AtmA mAne che te bhale game teTalAM zAstro bhaNyo hoya topaNa avidvAna che-mUrkha chemithyAdaSTi che. pahelAM ema kahyuM ke jJAnane svasammukha karIne je potAnA AtmAne nathI jANato te potAnA zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che. ane e rIte je potAmAM zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che te bIjAmAM paNa manuSya-deva vagerenA zarIrane AtmA ja mAne che,eTale deha tathA AtmAne abheda mAne che. je jIva bAhyadaSTivALo avidvAna che te naradehamAM rahelA AtmAne nara mAne che; e ja pramANe tiryaMca zarIramAM rahelA AtmAne tiryaMca mAne che, devazarIramAM rahelA AtmAne deva mAne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 55 kuM nAraka jJAnI potAne zarI2thI bhinna \ ajJAnI potAne deva-manuSya eka jJAyakabhAva paNe anubhave che. tiryaMca-nAraphapaNe anubhave che. ekajJAyaka bhAva chuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pa6 : AtmabhAvanA che tathA nArakazarIramAM rahelA AtmAne nAraka mAne che; paraMtu AtmA to te dehathI judo anaMtAnaMta jJAnAdi zaktisaMpanna, svasaMvedha, acalasthitivALo che, tene te jANato nathI. zarIra to TUMkI mudatavALuM jaDa che, ne AtmA to saLaMga sthitivALo caitanyazaktisaMpanna che,ema bannenI bhinnatAne ajJAnI oLakhato nathI. ane e pramANe cidAnaMdazaktisaMpanna AtmAne je oLakhAto nathI te bhale zAstro bhaNelo moTo vidvAna gaNAto hoya topaNa kharekhara te avidvAna ja che, caitanyavidhAnI tene khabara nathI. aMtaramAM mAro AtmA jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa atIndriya bhagavAna che, ema je nathI jANato te mUDha-bahirAtmA bahAramAM jaDa zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che; A manuSyadehamAM rahelo AtmA to manuSyadehathI judo jJAnasvarUpa che-tene na oLakhatAM "AtmA ja manuSya che" ema zarIrane ja AtmA mAnI rahyo che. jANanAra svarUpa AtmAne jANato nathI tene dharma bilakula thato nathI. hAthInuM zarIra jue tyAM "A jIva hAthI che' ema AtmAne ja hAthI vagere tiryaMcarUpe mAne che; devazarIramAM AtmA rahyo tyAM, AtmA ja jANe ke devazarIrarUpe thaI gayo-ema ajJAnI mAne che; ane e ja pramANe nArakazarIramAM rahelA AtmAne nArakIrUpa mAne che; paNa AtmA to arUpI, jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che, ema ajJAnI jANato nathI. AtmA to dehathI taddana bhinna che. jAdAM judAM zarIro dhAraNa karavA chatAM AtmA potAnA caitanyasvarUpe ja rahyo che, caitanyasvarUpathI chUTIne jaDarUpa kadI thayo ja nathI. AtmA pote to jJAnasvarUpa ja che, te kAMI manuSya vagere deharUpe thayo nathI. manuSya-tiryaMca-deva-nAraka evAM nAma to A zarIranA saMyogathI che; karmanI upAdhithI rahita AtmAnA svarUpane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 57 AEODORE piego enovo JoseJf9) Teen huM manuSya 3 SS lang s appe caitanya caitanya taare - caitanyabhAva bhedajJAnI aMtarAtmA Plosco lalo GbIDSalla Se 46 14101 3 Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com SRO So jaDa Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pa8 : AtmabhAvanA jAo to te jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa ja che; manuSya vagere zarIra ke tenI bolavA-cAlavAnI kriyA te kAMI AtmA nathI, te to acetana jaDanI racanA che. dehathI bhinna, anaMta caitanya zaktisaMpanna arUpI AtmA che, te AMkha vagere indriyothI dekhAto nathI, te to aMtaranA atIndriya svasaMvedanathI ja jaNAya che. AvA potAnA AtmAne anAdikALathI jIve jANyo nathI ne dehamAM ja potApaNuM mAnyuM che. tethI te cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. AtmA zuM che te jANyA vagara dharmI nAma dharAvIne paNa dehAdinI kriyAne dharma mAnIne mUDha jIva saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che. huM to anaMta jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa chuM, dehathI pAra, IndriyothI pAra, rAgathI pAra, jJAnathI ja svasaMvedha chuM; potAnA svasaMvedana vagara bIjA koI upAyathI jaNAya evo AtmA nathI. pote potAthI ja anubhavamAM Ave evo AtmA che. Avo AtmA ja Adara karavAyogya che, tene ja potAno karIne bahumAna karavAyogya che. dehAdika potAthI bhinna che. te rUpe AtmA nathI. ajJAnI jaDa zarIrane ja dekhe che ne tene ja AtmA mAne che, paNa jaDathI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne jANato nathI-tethI te bahirAtmA che. dehAdithI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpa zrIguru batAve che, te svarUpane je samaje tene zrIguru pratye bahumAnano yathArtha bhAva Ave ke aho! cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA zrIgurue mane parama anugraha karIne batAvyo. potAne svasaMvedana thAya tyAre jJAnI-gurunI kharI oLakhANa thAya ane temanA pratye kharI bhakti Ave. ekalA zubharAgavaDe paNa cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA oLakhAya tevo nathI, ane potAnA AtmAne oLakhyA vagara sAmA AtmAnI oLakhANa paNa thAya nahi. samyagdaSTi-aMtarAtmA potAnA AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna evo jANe che ke huM to anaMta jJAna ane AnaMda zaktithI bharelo chuM, mArA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM huM acala chuM, mArA jJAnAnaMda Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 59 svarUpathI huM kadI sthUta thato nathI; AvA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpanI je sabhyazraddhA ane jJAna thayuM tenAthI DagAvavA have jagatanI koI pratikULatA samartha nathI; jJAnasvarUpanA Azraye je samyak zraddhA-jJAna thayAM te have AtmAnA ja Azraye acala TakI rahe che, koI saMyoganA kAraNe zraddhA-jJAna calAyamAna thatAM nathI. AvA svasaMvedanathI AtmAnA vAstavika svarUpanI oLakhANa karavI te bahirAtmapaNAthI chUTavAno ne aMtarAtmA-dharmAtmA thavAno upAya che, ane pachI AtmAnA caitanyasvabhAvamAM ja lIna thaIne pote paramAtmA banI jAya che. AtmA caitanyasvarUpa che, ne A deha to jaDa che. AtmA ane zarIra eka jagyAe sAthe rahelA hovA chatAM bannenA potapotAnA bhAvo judA che, eTale bhAve bhinnatA che. jema eka kaSAI jevo jIva ane bIjo sajjana-e banne eka gharamAM bhegA rahyA hoya paNa bannenA bhAvo judA ja che; tema A lokamAM jaDa zarIrAdi ane AtmA ekakSetre rahyA hovA chatAM bannenA bhAvo taddana judA che. AtmA potAnA jJAna-AnaMda vagere bhAvamAM rahyo che; ne karmazarIrAdi to potAnA ajIva-jaDa bhAvamAM rahyA che; bannenI ekatA kadI thaI ja nathI. AvI atyaMta bhinnatA hovA chatAM mUDha AtmA jaDathI bhinna potAnA svarUpane jANato nathI, ne dehAdika ja huM chuMema mAnIne mithyAbhAvamAM pravarte che, te ja saMsAraduHkhanuM kAraNa che. zuddhajJAna ne AnaMda sivAya bIjuM badhuMya mArA svarUpathI bAhya cheema aMtarAtmA potAnA AtmAne samasta parabhAvothI bhinna zuddhajJAnAnaMdasvarUpe anubhave che. paryAyamAM rAgAdi upAdhibhAvo che tene jANe to che, paNa te rAgAdirUpa azuddha svarUpa ja AtmA thaI gayo ema nathI mAnatA; rAgathI paNa pAra jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che tene aMtardaSTithI dekhe che,-te aMtarAtmA che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 6) : AtmabhAvanA are bhAI ! tArA AtmAnuM vAstavikasvarUpa zuM che tene ekavAra jANa to kharo! A manuSyadeha to smazAnamAM baLIne bhasma thaze; zarIra to jaDaparamANuo bhegA thaIne banyuM che, te AtmA nathI. AtmA to anAdi anaMta, jJAnaAnaMdasvarUpe acala rahenAra che. puNya-pApanI kSaNikavRttio Ave ne jAya teTalo AtmA nathI. dathI pAra, rAgathI pAra, aMtaramAM jJAnAdi anaMtaguNasvarUpa potAno AtmA che, tenI sAthe ekatA karIne tenA AnaMdanuM jyAM svasaMvedanA karyuM tyAM bAhya padArtho aMzamAtra potAnA bhAsatA nathI, ne temAM kayAMya sukhabuddhi rahetI nathI. caitanyanuM sukha caitanyamAM ja che-eno svAda jANyo tyAM saMyoganI bhAvanA rahetI nathI. ajJAnIne aMtaranA caitanyanA AnaMdanA svAdanI khabara nathI tethI bAhya saMyogamAM sukha mAnIne te saMyoganI ja bhAvanA bhAve che, saMyogo meLavIne tenA bhogavaTAvaDe sukha levA mAMge che; paNa jaDa saMyogamAMthI anaMtakALeya sukha maLe tema nathI, kemake caitanyanuM sukha bahAramAM nathI. ajJAnI jIva bAhya saMyoga taraphanA rAga-dveSa, harSa-zokanuM ja vedana kare che, paNa saMyogathI ne rAgathI pAra asaMyogI caitanyasvabhAvanA atIndriya AnaMdanuM vadana tene nathI. ahIM pUjyapAdasvAmI AtmAnuM svarUpa batAve che ke he jIva! tAro AtmA manuSyAdi zarIrarUpa nathI, anaMta jJAna-AnaMda zaktisvarUpa tAro AtmA che, tene aMtaramAM svasaMvedanathI tuM jANa. A AtmA dehathI bhinna, jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che. karma, zarIra ane vikAra e traNenI upAdhithI rahita potAno sahaja jJAnAnaMdasvabhAva che-tene jJAnI asaMvedanathI jANe che. AtmAnI mukti karavI hoya teNe svasaMvedanathI Avo AtmA jANavAyogya che. jJAnI niraMtara potAnA AtmAne Avo ja anubhave che. ajJAnI dehavALo ne rAgavALo ja AtmA mAne che, te saMsAranuM kAraNa che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 61 dharmI jANe che ke deva-manuSya vagere huM nathI, temAM raheluM je caitanyapaNuM che te ja huM chuM jJAnasvarUpa AtmA to huM chuM, ne zarIrakarma vagere to jaDasvarUpa che, te huM nathI. rAga paNa upAdhi rUpa bhAva che, te mArA jJAnadarzanasvarUpathI bhinna che.-AvA bhedajJAna vagara dharma thato nathI. prazna:- A zarIra vagere badhuM dekhAya che ne? uttara:- zarIra dekhAya che paNa te jaDa che ema dekhAya che. AtmA kAMI jaDa nathI. zarIrane jANanAro zarIrathI judo che, te jANanAra pote jJAnasvarUpa AtmA che. AvA jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne je jANe che tene bAhya indriyaviSayomAM vRddhatA hotI nathI, puNyanA ThATha hoya temAM sukhabuddhi thatI nathI, ne pratikULatA hoya tene duHkhanuM kAraNa mAnatA nathI, saMyogathI jAdo huM to jJAnAnaMda svarUpa chuM--ema dharmI jANe che. alpa harSa-zoka thAya paNa te koI saMyogane potAnA mAnIne harSa-zoka thatA nathI. ajJAnI caitanyasvarUpane cUkIne A jaDa zarIrane ja potAnuM mAne che. A zarIra to jaDa-kalevara-maduM che, ajJAnI te maDadAne ja potAnuM svarUpa mAnIne anAdikALathI maDadAne sAthe laIne phare che, paNa "A zarIra to jaDa maDaduM che ne huM cidAnaMdasvarUpa jIvato jIva chuM"--ema bhAna karIne jaDa-maDadAnI mUrchA choDato nathI; tene zarIra vahAluM lAge che, paNa caitanyabhagavAna vahAlo lAgato nathI. jJAnIne to eka potAno caitanya bhagavAna ja vahAlo che, e sivAya samasta bAhya padArthone potAthI bhinna jANe che, temAM kayAMya mUchatA nathI. jAo, zrI rAmacaMdrajI dharmAtmA che, caramazarIrI e ja bhave mokSa janArA che; temane aMtaramAM bhAna che ke A lakSmaNa vagerethI mAro AtmA bhinna che, paNa hajI rAga che eTale lakSmaNanA maDadAne cha mahinA sudhI sAthe laIne phare che. temanA be putro ( lava-aMkuza) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 62 : AtmabhAvanA AvIne pitAjIne page lAgIne dIkSA levA cAlyA jAya che, paNa rAma to lakSmaNanI prIti ADe kAMI bolatA nathI. lakSmaNanA maDadAne khavarAvavA-pIvarAvavA-navarAvavAnI ceSTA kare che.-tyAM bAhyadaSTivALAne to ema ja zaMkA thAya ke zuM A jJAnI!! paNa tene jJAnInI STinI khabara nathI. khabhe lakSmaNanuM maDaduM paDayuM che tyAre paNa daSTi cidAnaMdasvarUpa upara ja paDI che,-ame to cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA chIe. A zarIra paNa ame nathI to pachI bIjAnI zI vAta!! ane A rAga paNa amAruM vAstavika svarUpa nathI. ame to anaMta jJAnaAnaMdanI zaktisvarUpa ja chIe.-AvuM aMtarbhAna jJAnIne niraMtara varte che. juo, rAvaNa jyAre sItAne sItAne upADI gayo tyAre sItAjInA virahamAM rAmacaMdrajI jhADane ane parvatane pUche che ke are jhADa! teM kayAMya mArI sItAne dekhI!! are ! sItA dharmAtmA ! pativratA ! enuM zuM thayuM haze ! are parvata! teM kayAMya mArI jAnakIne joI!-ema pahADane pUche che, paNa parvata kAMI bole ?-chatAM A prasaMgeya aMtaramAM dehathI pA2 ne zokathI pAra cidAnaMdasvarUpanuM bhAna temane varte che. ajJAnI to potAnA zarIrane AtmA mAne che, ne bIjAmAM paNa zarIrane ja AtmA tarIke dekhe che, paNa za2I2thI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne te jANato nathI. AtmA to sadA jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa ja che -ema potAnA aMtarvedanathI ja jaNAya che. AtmA pote anaMta jJAnaAnaMdasvarUpa pariNamyo te pachI acalapaNe sthira rahe che. temAMthI kadI smRta thato nathI. mATe AvA jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANavo, ne dehamAM Atmabuddhi choDavI. (8-9) * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 63 pAyA18 atyAre paNa rAmacaMdrajIne bhAna che ke A dethI, ane A lakSmaNa pratyenA rAgathI judo, huM to caitanyasvarUpa ja chuM; zarIra ane rAga huM nathI. jJAnInI AvI aMtaSTine ajJAnIo oLakhI zakatA nathI. * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 64 : AtmabhAvanA ajJAnI bIjAne paNa dehabuddhithI ja dekhe che mUDha bahirAtmA atIndriya jJAnathI AtmAne jANato nathI, te indriyajJAnathI mAtra za2I2ne ja jANe che ne tene ja AtmA mAne che. A zarIra te ja huM chuM, zarIranI bolavAnI-cAlavAnI ceSTAo te badhI mArA AtmAnI ceSTA che-ema ajJAnI mAne che; ane bIjAmAM paNa bIjAnA zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che tathA te AtmAthI adhiSThita evA acetana zarIranI ceSTAone AtmAnI ja ceSTA mAne che, paNa deha to cetanarahita che ne AtmA cetanasahita che-tene ajJAnI jANato nathI;-e vAta have dasamI gAthAmAM kahe che svadehasadRzaM dRSTvA paradehamacetanam / parAtmAdhiSThitaM mUDhaH paratvenAdhyavasyati / / 10 / / atIndriyajJAnavarDa caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne to jANyo nahi, ne indriyajJAnavaDe mAtra acetana zarIrane ja jANyuM tyAM ajJAnIne 'zarIra ja huM chuM.' evI dehabuddhi thaI gaI, ane jema potAmAM zarIrane AtmA mAne che tema bIjAnA acetana zarIrane dekhIne tene paNa te bIjAnA AtmA ja mAne che. e rIte mUDha jIva potAmAM ne paramAM acetana zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che; dehathI bhinna AtmAne te dekhato nathI. je dehane ja AtmA mAnIne mUrkhAI gayo tene asamAdhi che. ahIM samAdhino upAya batAve che. dehAdithI bhinna mAro Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanA : 5 Atma jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpe ja trikALa che-evA zraddhA-jJAna karavA tathA temAM ekAgratA karavI te samAdhi che. jJAnI to jANe che ke huM caitanyasvarUpa arUpI chuM ne badhAya AtmA paNa evA ja caitanyasvarUpa arUpI che. A zarIra dekhAya che te to rUpI jaDaacetana che, te huM nathI, ane bIjA zarIra dekhAya che te paNa AtmA nathI, bIjA AtmAo te zarIrathI judA che. ajJAnI to potAnA AtmAne paNa zarIrUpa ja dekhe che, zarIra te huM ja chuM ema mAne che, ane bIjA AtmAone paNa e ja rIte zarIrUpe ja dekhe che. zarIra jaDa che ne AtmA cetana che-ema to bole, paNa vaLI ema mAne ke 'zarIranI kriyA AtmA kare che, zarIranI kriyAthI AtmAne lAbha- nukazAna thAya '-to te paNa zarIrane AtmA ja mAne che, za2I2thI bhinna AtmAne kharekhara te mAnato nathI; ane tene samAdhi thatI nathI. deha te ja huM-ema dehane ja jeNe AtmA mAnyo che tene deha chUTatAM samAdhi kema raheze ? najara to deha upa2 ja paDI che eTale tene deha chUTavAnA avasare samAdhi raheze nahi. jJAna to potAnA AtmAne dehathI bhinna ja jANe che, caitanyasvarUpa ja huM chuM, zarI2 huM nathI evuM tene bhAna che, eTale deha chUTavAnA avasare paNa azarIrI caitanyanA lakSe tene samAdhi ja rahe che. mATe bhedajJAna karIne aMtaramAM svasaMvedanathI cidAnaMdasvarUpa potAnA AtmAne jANavo te ja samAdhino upAya che. (10) * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 66 : AtmabhAvanA dehane AtmA mAnanAro strI-putrAdine potAnAM mAne che jeNe caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne na jANyo ane zarIrane ja AtmA mAnyo, tenI najara aMtaramAM caitanya upara na gaI paNa bahAramAM najara laMbANI; eTale paramAM bIjAnA AtmAne paNa dehathI judo na jANatAM zarIrarUpe ja mAne che; tathA bahAramAM strI-putra-dhana vagere paNa potAnA hitarUpa jANIne bhramathI varte che-ema have kahe che- svaparAdhyavasAyena dehessvviditaatmnaam| vartate vibhramaH puMsAM putrbhaaryaadigocrH||11|| potAmAM tema ja paramAM dehane ja je AtmA mAne che, ane dehathI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne to jANato nathI, te mUDha jIvanI UMdhI daSTi bahAramAM laMbAya che eTale vibhramathI te ema mAne che ke A mArI strI, A mAro putra ityAdi. ajJAnI mUDha jIva AtmAno ajANa potAnA ane paranA zarIrane ja AtmA mAnIne bhramaNAthI varte che; tethI bIjAne paNa te zarIra uparathI oLakhe che. sarvajJa bhagavAnane, munione, saMtone vagere badhAyane paNa e ja rIte bAhyadRSTithI zarIrarUpe ja dekhe che. paNa zarIrathI bhinna aMdaranI caitanyapariNativALo AtmA che tene te oLakhato nathI. zarIrane ja ajJAnI dekhe che paNa AtmA zuM che, AtmAnA jJAnAdi bhAvo zuM che tene te oLakhato nathI. jaDa karmane lIdhe AtmAne vikAra thAya-ema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 67 mAnanAra paNa kharekhara AtmAne jaDathI bhinna oLakhato nathI. potAnA AtmAne jJAnAnaMdasvarUpe jANyA vinA bIjAnA AtmAnI paNa vAstavika oLakhANa thatI nathI. zarIranI kriyA mArAthI thAya ema je mAne che te zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che, ne AtmAne jaDa mAne che. AtmAnuM lakSaNa to jJAna che-ema te jANato nathI. jJAnalakSaNI AtmA che, ne zarIra to jaDa paramANuthI lakSita che. zarIramAM kSaNe kSaNe anaMtA paramANuo Ave che ne jAya che. paNa tethI kAMi AtmAmAM ekeya pradeza ghaTato ke vadhato nathI. pudgalanA piMDathI caitanyapiMDa taddana jAdo che. Ama je nathI jANato te bahirAtmA potAmAM AtmAne zarIrarUpa ja mAne che ne bIjAmAM paNa tenA zarIrane dekhIne tene ja AtmA mAne che. "A jJAnI, bole che-khAya che-cAle che-huse che" ema ajJAnI dehanI ceSTAne ja AtmA tarIke dekhe che, ne tenAthI jJAnIne oLakhe che, paNa jJAnIno AtmA to jJAtAdaSTA che, dehathI pAra che ne rAgano paNa kartA te nathI, te to AnaMda ane jJAnarUpa pariName che-ema oLakhe to ja jJAnInI sAcI oLakhANa thAya; paNa ene to ajJAnI oLakhato nathI; te to zarIranI ceSTAne ja dekhe che. potAnA AtmAne nahi dekhanAro aMdha bIjAnA AtmAne kayAMthI dekhI zake? zarIrano nAza ke utpatti thatAM jANe ke jIva ja nAza pAmyo ne jIva utpanna thayo-ema ajJAnI mAne che, kemake teNe zarIrane ja AtmA mAnyo che. potAmAM paNa zarIra chUTatAM mAro nAza thaI jaze-huM marI jaIza"--ema mAne che, eTale mRtyuno bhaya tene sadAya rahyA ja kare che. paNa huM to jJAnasvarUpa asaMyogI chuM, zarIra jaDa che, tenA saMyoga-viyoge mArI utpatti ke nAza nathI-ema ajJAnI jANato nathI. vaLI zarIrane ja AtmA mAnyo eTale zarIrane poSanArA pAMca indriyanA viSayabhogone te sukhakArI mAne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 68 : AtmabhAvanA che, tethI bAhya viSayothI te khasato nathI ne caitanyasukhane jANato nathI; viSayonA rasane lIdhe caitanyanA AnaMdarasane cUkI jAya che, ane bAhyamAM pratikULatA Ave-rogAdi thAya-tyAM potAne duHkhI mAne che. A rIte ekalA bAhyasaMyogathI ja potAne sukhI-duHkhI mAnIne temAM ja rAga-dveSa-mohathI pravRtti kare che, aMtarmukha vaLato nathI.-Avo bahirAtmA che. kharekhara koI paNa saMyoga putrastrIAdi AtmAnA upakArI nathI, te AtmIya vastu nathI chatAM mohane lIdhe bahirAtmA tene AtmIya mAnIne upakArI mAne che. jyAM anukULa saMyoga maLe tyAM temAM ja sukha mAnIne saMtuSTa thaI jAya che-rAgamAM layalIna thaI jAya che, ane jyAM teno viyoga thAya ne pratikULatA Ave tyAM mahA saMtApa kare che-zokamAM tallIna thaI jAya che; paNa rAga-dveSanA cakakarathI chUTIne caitanyanI zAMtimAM Avato nathI. dAdi saMyogathI bhinna mAruM caitanyatattva che-ema jo oLakhe to badhA saMyogamAMthI rAgadveSano abhiprAya chUTI jAya, ne caitanyanI apUrva zAMti thaI jAya. jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA sivAya puNya-pApathI ke bAhya saMyogathI potAne je ThIka mAne che, te bahirAtmA che, te bahAramAM ja potAnuM astitva mAne che, potAnA caitanyanA bhinna astitvane te jANato nathI. deha te ja huM, ne dehanA saMbaMdhI te badhAya mArA saMbaMdhI-evo daDha abhiprAya ajJAnIne ghUMTAI gayo che; eTale para sAtheno saMbaMdha toDIne potAnA svabhAva sAthe saMbaMdha karato nathI-arthAt samyaka zraddhAjJAna karato nathI, tethI tene samAdhi thatI nathI. zuddha jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa ja huM chuM, e sivAya bIjA badhAya mArAthI bahirabhAvo che, te huM nathI,-AvuM bhedajJAna karanAra jJAnI aMtarAtmA che. bAhyacIjane te svaneya potAnI mAnatA nathI eTale caitanyane cUkIne bAhyacIjamAM ekatAbuddhithI rAgadveSa tene thatA nathI. ajJAnI to AtmAne dehAdi bAhya svarUpa ja mAne che, deha ane indriyo tathA bAhya viSayone te hitarUpa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 69 mAne che tethI te bAhya padArthonI prIti choDIne caitanya tarapha kema vaLe ? jene hitarUpa mAne teno prema kema choDe ? jJAnI kadI caitanyano prema choDato nathI, ne ajJAnI bAhya viSayono prema choDato nathI. jeNe aMtaranA caitanyasvabhAvane ja sukharUpa jANyo che te aMtarAtmA che; ne bAhya viSayomAM je sukha mAne che te bahirAtmA che. Ama jANIne bahirAtmapaNuM choDIne aMtarAtmA thavA mATe A upadeza che. (11) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * aho, mokSapurImAM birAjamAna siddhabhagavaMto, temane jJAnadaSTivaDe dekhIne mokSagAmI sAdhakajIvo namaskAra kare che. potAnA AtmAmAM evo svabhAva che tene to svAnubhUtivaDa dekhe che; ane anubhUti sahitanA jJAnavarDa siddhabhagavAnanuM svarUpa paNa oLakhe che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 7) : AtmabhAvanA dehabuddhirUpa avidyAnA saMskAra A AtmA to caitanyasvabhAvI sUrya che, dehathI bhinna che. tene na jANatA, zarIra te ja AtmA che-ema ajJAnIne vibhrama thaI gayo che. te vibhramane lIdhe zuM thAya che te kahe che - avidhAsaMjJitastasmAtsaMskAro jAyate dRddhH| yena lokoGgameva svaM punrpybhimnyte||12|| deha te ja huM chuM-evA vibhramane lIdhe te bahirAtmAne avidyAnA saMskAra daDha thaI jAya che ane tethI jyAM jyAM jAya tyAM tyAM sarvatra potAne zarIrarUpe ja mAne che. avidhAnA saMskAra koI parane lIdhe ke karmane lIdhe thAya-ema nathI paNa potAnI vizvamabuddhine lIdhe ja avighAnA saMskAra che. cidAnaMdasvarUpane nA jANuM ne dehane ja AtmA mAnyo te jIva bhale game teTalA zAstro ne game teTalI vidyA bhaNyo hoya to paNa tene avidyA ja che. cetana ane jaDanuM bhedavijJAna jyAM na karyuM tyAM avidyA ja che. ane bhale zAstro na bhaNyo hoya,-are! tiryaMca hoya, topaNa jo aMtaramAM caitanyasvarUpa potAne dethI bhinna jANe che to te samyaka vidhAvALo che, tene anAdinA avidhAnA saMskAra chUTI gayA che. te aMtarAtmA che...dharmAtmA che....mokSano paMthI che. juo, mokSazAstra upara sarvArthasiddhi jevI mahAna TIkA karanArA zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI ahIM spaSTa kahe che ke, vibhramane lIdhe ja AtmAne avidyAnA saMskAra daDha thayA che; karmane lIdhe ke parane lIdhe avidyA thaI ema nathI. karma AtmAne vikAra karAve ema mAnanAra Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 71 paNa jaDane ja AtmA mAne che eTale zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che. UMdhI mAnyatAthI "zarIra te ja huM chuM" evA vibhramane lIdhe ajJAnIne avidhAnA daDha saMskAra evA thaI jAya che ke bIjA janmamAM paNa jyAM jAya tyAM zarIramAM ja Atmabuddhi kare che. manuSyazarIra maLyuM tyAre "huM ja manuSya chuM, huM tiryaMca nathI " ema mAne che, paNa jyAM tiryaMca zarIra maLyuM tyAM avidhAnA saMskArane lIdhe ema mAne che ke huM ja tiryaMca chuM.-e rIte je-je zarIrano saMyoga maLyo te-te zarIrane ja potAnuM svarUpa mAne che. paNa huM to anAdianaMta TakanAro caitanyamUrti chuM, zarIrarUpa huM kadI thayo ja nathI -ema ajJAnI jANato nathI. zarIrane ja jIva mAne che eTale zarIra chUTatAM jANe jIva ja marI gayo-ema ajJAnIne bhrama thAya che; ajJAnIne je avidyAnA saMskAra che te potAnA bhramane lIdhe ja che, koI karmane lIdhe ke bIjAne lIdhe nathI. ahIM to ema batAvavuM che ke are bhAI ! bhramathI dehane ja AtmA mAnIne tuM atyAra sudhI anaMta janmamaraNamAM rakhaDayo, have dethI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne e bhramabuddhi choDa...bahirAtmadazA choDane aMtarAtmA thA. dehane AtmA mAnanAro jIva bhrAMtithI kevo duHkhI thAya che tenuM daSTAMta eka mANasa nidrAmAM sUto hato; tene svapna AvyuM ke " marI gayo chuM. A rIte potAnuM maraNa dekhIne te jIva ghaNo du:khI ne bhayabhIta thayo. koI sajjane tene jagADyo; jAgatAMveMta teNe joyuM ke are, huM to jIvato ja A rahyo. huM kAMI marI nathI gayo. svapnamAM mane marelo mAnyo tethI huM bahu duHkhI thayo, paNa kharekhara huM jIvato chuM. Ama potAne jIvato jANIne te AnaMdita thayo ne mRtyu saMbaMdhI tenuM du:kha maTI gayuM. are, jo te marI gayo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 7ra : AtmabhAvanA hota to huM marI gayo" ema jANyuM koNe? jANanAro to jIvato ja tema mohanidrAmAM sUtelo jIva, dehAdinA saMyoga-viyogathI svapnanI mAphaka ema mAne che ke huM maryo, huM jabhyo; huM manuSya thaI gayo, huM tiryaMca thaI gayo. te mAnyatAne lIdhe te bahu duHkhI thAya che. paNa jJAnIe jaDa-cetananI bhinnatA batAvIne tene jagADyo, jAgatAM ja tene bhAna thayuM ke are, huM to avinAzI cetana chuM ne A zarIra jaDa che te kAMI huM nathI; zarIranA saMyoga-viyoge mAruM janma-maraNa nathI. AvuM bhAna thatAM ja tenuM duHkha dUra thayuM ne te AnaMdita thayo ke vAha! janma-maraNa mArAmAM nathI, huM to sadA jIvaMta caitanyamaya chuM. huM manuSya ke huM tiryaMca thaI gayo nathI, huM to zarIrathI jAdo caitanya ja rahyo chuM. jo huM zarIrathI jAdo na houM to zarIra chUTatAM huM kema jIvI zakuM? huM to jANanArA svarUpe sadAya jIvaMta chuM. jema svapnamAM potAne marelo bhAsyo paNa jAgatAM to jIvato ja che, tema ajJAnadazAmAM potAne deharUpa mAnyo te jJAnadazAmAM judo ja anubhave che. svapnamAM mRtyunI mAphaka, svapnamAM koI daridrI jIva potAne sukhI ke rAjA mAne, paNa jyAM jAge tyAM to khabara paDI ke e sukha sAcuM na hatuM. te mohanidrAmAM sUtelo jIva bAhya saMyogomAM-puNyamAM -rAgamAM je sukha mAne che te to svapnAnA sukha jevuM che. jyAM bhedajJAna karIne jAgyo tyAM bhAna thayuM ke are, bAhyamAM-rAgamAM kayAMya mAruM sukha nathI; temAM sukha mAnyuM te to bhrama hato, sAcuM sukha mArA AtmAmAM che. zarIra sukhI to sukhI sarva vAte" evI jenI mAnyatA che te paNa dehane ja AtmA mAne che. are mUDha! zarIra to jaDa che, te jaDamAM chuM tAruM sukha che? zarIra niroga hoya chatAM aMdara Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 73 mohane lIdhe jIva duHkhI thaI rahyo che. zarIra te huM evI mAnyatA te ja anAdino bhramaNAroga che; te roga TaLIne nirogatA kema thAya tenI A vAta che. deha huM nathI, huM to caitanya chuM, dehanI nirogatAthI mane sukha nathI ke dehanA rogathI mane duHkha nathI, huM dehathI pAra atIndriya caitanya chuM-AvA caitanyanuM bhAna kare to mithyA mAnyatArUpI roga TaLe, samyagdarzana Adi nirogatA pragaTe,-te ja sukha che. deha te huM evI vAsanAnI gaMdha jIvane besI gaI che eTale dehanAM kAryone ja potAnAM kAryo mAnIne ajJAnI varte che; paNa caitanyanI gaMdha-(ruci) aMdaramAM besADato nathI. dAdi chedAya ke bhedAya, rahe ke jAya, paNa te huM nathI, zarIra chedAva ke bhedAva tethI huM kAMI cheDAto-bherAto nathI, dehanA viyoge mAro nAza thato nathI, huM to caitanyasvarUpa asaMyogI zAzvata chuM.AvI bhedajJAnanI bhAvanAthI AtmajJAna kare to avidyAnA saMskArano nAza thaI jAya che. jema kUvA uparanA kALA kaThaNa pattharA paNa dorInA vAraMvAra ghasArAthI ghasAI-ghasAIne temAM lisoTA thaI jAya che, tema dehathI bhinna cidAnaMda tattvanI vAraMvAra bhAvanAnA abhyAsathI anAdi avidhAnA saMskArano nAza thaIne bhedajJAna thAya che, ne apUrva jJAnasaMskAra pragaTe che. (12) * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 74 : AtmabhAvanA dehabuddhivALo jIva pharIpharI dehane dhAraNa kare che. dehathI bhinna AtmabuddhivALo jIva azarIrI thAya che. deha te ja huM evI mithyAbuddhine lIdhe ajJAnI pharIpharIne dehane ja dhAraNa kare che, ane jJAnI to dehathI bhinna cidAnaMda tattvane jANatA thakA dehane dhAraNa karatA nathI. A rIte bahirAtmA ane aMtarAtmAnA kAryano bheda batAve che - dehe svabuddhirAtmAnaM yunaktyetena nishcyaat| svAtmanyevAtmadhIstasmAdviyojayati dehin||13|| dehamAM ja svabuddhi rAkhanAra bahirAtmA potAne pharI pharIne zarIra sAthe joDIne,-navA navA zarIra dhAraNa karIne saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. ane potAnA AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi rAkhanAra aMtarAtmA potAnA AtmAne zarIrathI bhinna karI nAkhe che, eTale ke mukti pAme che. A rIte bahirAtmAne zarIrabuddhinuM phaLa saMsAra che, ne aMtarAtmAne AtmabuddhinuM phaLa mokSa che. jema lokomAM ema kahevAya che ke cUDela-DAkaNane jo bolAvIe to te vaLage che, ne na bolAvo to te cAlI jAya che, tema A zarIrarUpI cUDela che, te zarIrane je potAnuM mAne che tene ja te vaLage che, eTale ke zarIra te huM evI mithyAbuddhine lIdhe ja jIva saMsAramAM navA navA deha dhAraNa karIne janma-maraNa kare che. dehane potAthI bhinna jANIne, cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne je seve che-tene mokSa thatAM zarIra chUTI jAya che,-pharIne zaramajanaka dehano saMyoga thato nathI. azarIrI AtmAne cUkIne zarIrane jeNe potAnuM mAnyuM te ja cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa kare che. paNa azarIrI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 75 caitanyasvabhAvane oLakhIne tene je ArAdhe che te azarIrI siddha thaI jAya che. yogIndusvAmI kahe che ke - dhyAnavaDe abhyatare dekhe je azarIra, zaramajanaka janmo TaLe, pIe na jananI kSIra. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe paNa AtmasiddhimAM kahyuM che ke - chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahi kartA tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma." deha ja huM chuM' evo dehAdhyAsa jo chUTI jAya eTale ke dehathI pAra huM cidAnaMdasvabhAva ja chuM-evuM ja samyaphabhAna thAya to te AtmA dAdino ke karmono kartA thato nathI, temaja tenA phaLano bhoktA paNa thato nathI, te to potAnA AtmAne dehAdithI tathA karmothI bhinna jANIne potAnA jJAnabhAvano ja kartA-bhoktA thAya che.-ne te ja dharma che; mATe pahelAM yathArtha bhedajJAna karavAno upadeza che. AtmAne anAdikALathI kema azAMti che ne zAMti kema maLesamAdhi kema thAya-te vAta cAle che. jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che, te zarIrathI jAdo jJAtAdRSTA che; AtmA zarIrano jANanAra che paNa pote zarIra nathI. chatAM ajJAnI ema mAne che ke huM ja zarIra chuM, zarIra mAruM che.-AvI bhramabuddhine lIdhe te caitanyamAM ekAgra thato nathI, paNa dehanI mamatAthI pharI pharIne navA navA zarIro dhAraNa karyA kare che, ne zarIranA lakSe du:khI-azAMta thaI rahyo che. tene AcAryadeva samajAve che ke are jIva! A zarIra tuM nathI, tuM to caitanyasvarUpI arUpI cho; dehathI bhinna tArA svarUpane jANa to tane zAMti thAya. dehabuddhine lIdhe ajJAnI ema mAne che ke huM kALo, huM dhoLo, mane ThaMDI thaI, mane garamI thaI, mane roga thayoema dehanI avasthAone ja AtmA mAne che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 76 : AtmabhAvanA ThaMDuM-garama to zarIra thAya che, AtmA kAMI ThaMDo-garama thato nathI, AtmAne to tenuM jJAna thAya che, tyAM potAnA jJAnane dehathI juduM na jANatAM, ekAkAra mAnIne potAne ja ThaMDI-garamI vagere thavAnuM mAne che. A rIte jaDa zarIramAM ja mUrchAi gayo che te asamAdhi che; ne caitanyamAM sAvadhAnI te samAdhi che. ekabAju caitanyamUrti AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA; bIjI tarapha acetana jaDa zarIra. -Ama be bhAga pADIne bhedajJAna karyuM che. zarIra ane zarIra sAthenA saMbaMdhavALA badhAya padravyo te mArA AtmAthI bahA2 che, ane cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA te eka ja mArUM aMtatattva che,-Ama nijasvarUpane na jANyuM ne zarIrane potAnuM mAnyuM tyAM ajJAnIne bahAramAM 5dravyo sAthe saMbaMdha laMbANo, ne saMsAra Ubho thayo. , A zarIrane to 'bhavamUrti ' kIdhI che. AtmA cidAnaMda-svarUpa che te AnaMdanI mUrti che, ne A deha to bhavanI mUrti che; tethI jene te zarIranI ruci che te jIva dIrgha kALa sudhI bhavabhramaNa kare che. are! parama zuddha bhavarahita A bhagavAna AtmAnI prIti choDIne mUDha jIvo jaDa zarIranI prIti karIne temAM sukha mAnI-mAnIne jaDa sAthe joDANa kare che. AtmA sAthe duzmanAvaTa karIne AtmAthI viruddha evA jaDa zarIra sAthe mitratA (ekatAbuddhi-dehAdhyAsa ) kare che, te ja bhavabhramaNanuM mULa che. anaMtaguNasvarUpa AtmAnuM astitva cUkIne jeNe dehamAM ja potAnuM astitva mAnyuM te jIva dehAdhyAsane lIdhe anaMta zarIro dhAraNa karaze. paraMtu kAyAnI visArI mAyA....svarUpe samAyA evA nigraMthano paMtha bhava-aMtano upAya che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 77 huM to caitanyasvarUpa AtmA, jANavAnI kriyAno ja kartA chuM, zarIra to jaDa che, te hAla-cAle chatAM tenAmAM jANavAnI kriyA nathI; jANavAnI kriyA to mArI ja che-ema jANavAnI kriyAsvarUpa potAnA AtmAne dehathI bhinna oLakhe to dehAdhyAsa chUTI jAya, ne alpakALe tene deharahita siddhapada pragaTe. Avo manuSya-avatAra pAmavo anaMtakALe durlabha che. Avo manuSya-avatAra ane temAMya uttama satsaMga pAmIne are jIva! tuM vicAra to kara ke "huM koNa chuM? kayAMthI thayo ? ne mAruM vAstavika svarUpa zuM che? konI sAthe mAre saMbaMdha che?" "huM koNa chuM? kayAMthI thayo? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che? rAkhuM ke e pariharuM? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo karyAM; to sarva AtmikajJAnanAM siddhAMta-tattvo anubhavyA." -A deha to hamaNAM thayo; khorAka-pANIthI te DhIMgaluM racANuM huM te nathI, huM to AtmA chuM. mAro AtmA kAMI navo thayo nathI; zarIrano saMyoga navo thayo che. A AtmA pahelAM (pUrvabhave ) bIjA zarIranA saMyogamAM hato, tyAMthI te zarIrane choDIne ahIM Avyo,- e rIte AtmA to trikALa TakanAra tattva che, ne deha to kSaNika saMyogI che. mAruM svarUpa to jJAnaAnaMdasvarUpa che, zarIra-indriyo te mAruM svarUpa nathI, te to jaDanuM rUpa che; te zarIrAdi sAthe mAre vAstavika kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, tenI sAtheno saMbaMdha toDIne jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa sAthe ja mAre saMbaMdha joDavA jevo che. mArA cidAnaMdatattva sivAya jagatanA koI padArtho sAthe mAre ekatAno saMbaMdha kadI paNa nathI.-Ama sarva prakAre vicAra karIne, aMtarmukha cittathI jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa potAnA AtmAno nirNaya karavo ne dehAdikane potAthI bAhya-bhinna jANavA, te siddhAMtano Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 78 : AtmabhAvanA sAra che. AvI rIte jJAnAnaMdasvarUpanI oLakhANa karIne temAM ekAgratAvaDe paramAtmA thavAno prayatna karavo joIe. A deha to jaDa che, te dehamAMthI kAMI paramAtmadazA nathI AvatI, paramAtmadazA to AtmAmAMthI Ave che; dehathI bhinna AvA AtmAne jANIne temAM ekAgratA-vaDa paramAtmadazA thAya che, mATe dehamAM Atmabuddhi choDIne, aMtaranA AtmasvarUpanI zraddhAthI aMtarAtmA thaIne, paramAtmA thavAno udhama karavAyogya che. (13) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * mAro caitanyavilAsa AnaMdamaya caitanyavilAsathI bharapUra mArA AtmAnI sanmukha thaIne tene ja bhAvato huM, cAragatinA bhavone bhAvato nathI, tenAthI huM vimukha chuM, judo chuM, eTale te manuSyAdi koI gatino huM kartA nathI; mArAmAM te gati nathI, ne te gatimAM huM nathI. huM mArA caitanya vilAsamAM ja chuM-Avo potAno anubhava karyo teno vAraMvAra abhyAsa te mokSano mArga che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 79 dehAdikane potAnI saMpatti mAnanArane huta" kahIne AcAryadeva te dehabuddhi choDAve che - have caudamI gAthAmAM AcAryadeva karuNAbuddhithI kahe che ke are! jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa potAnA AtmAne cUkIne A jagata bahAramAM dehane ja potAno mAnIne tathA strI-putra-saMpatti vagere bAhya padArthone paNa potAnA mAnIne niMdanIya pravRtti kare che. dI tuM na! ' are kheda che ke potAnI caitanyasamRddhine bhUleluM A jagata bAhya saMpattimAM mUrNAI paDyuM che! pote bahirAtmabuddhinA anaMta duHkhathI chUTIne cidAnaMdatattvane jANyuM che, ane jagatanA jIvo paNa AvA AtmAne jANIne bahirAtmabuddhinA anaMta duHkhathI chUTe evI karuNAbuddhithI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke - deheSvAtmadhiyA jAtAH putrbhaaryaadiklpnaaH| sampattimAtmanastAbhirmanyate hA! hataM jgt||14|| dehamAM Atmabuddhine lIdhe A mAro putra, A mArI strI, A mAro pati, A mArAM mAtApitA, A mAro bhAI, A mArI benaevI kalpanA bahirAtmAne thAya che, tema ja bahAramAM pratyakSa judA dekhAtA ghara-dAgInA-lakSmI-vastra vagerene paNa AtmAnI saMpatti mAne che-"I hataM nAta! ' arere! jagata bicAruM bhramaNAthI ThagAI rahyuM che. kheda che ke caitanyanI AnaMda-saMpadAne bhUlIne jagatanA bahirAtmajIvo bahAranI saMpattine ja potAnI mAnIne haNAI rahyA che; AtmAnI sudhabudha bhUlIne A jagata aceta jevuM thaI gayuM che, tene dekhIne saMtone karuNA Ave che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 8) : AtmabhAvanA dehane AtmA mAnavo te bhramaNA che, te bhramaNA mithyAtva che, mithyAtva te moTo kaSAya che, te kapAyarUpI hoLImAM bahirAtmAo saLagI rahyo che; zAMtasvarUpa caitanyane bhUlIne kaSAya-agnimAM baLIjaLIne bicArA duHkhI thaI rahyA che, arere! teo ThagAI rahyA che.bhAvamaraNamAM marI rahyA che. mATe are jIvo! tame samajo ke dehAdi bAhya padArtho AtmAnA nathI, AtmA to temanAthI judo jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa che; AvA AtmAne jANe-mAnya-anubhave ja duHkha TaLIne zAMti-samAdhi thAya che. - AtmAne samAdhi kema thAya eTale ke zAMti kema thAya, AnaMda kema thAya, samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra kema thAya-tenI A vAta che. dethI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che-tenA ja avalaMbane zAMti-samAdhi thAya che. deha te ja huM chuM-ema zarIramAM Atmabuddhi kare che ne aMtaranA caitanyasvarUpamAM praveza karato nathI tethI jIvane zAMti- samAdhi thatI nathI. caitanyasvarUpamAM pravezavAno prayAsa kare to ja zAMti -samAdhi thAya. jema gharamAM mahAvaibhava bharyo hoya paNa jo gharamAM praveza na kare-te tarapha mukha paNa na pherave ne bIjI tarapha mukha rAkhe to tene te vaibhava kayAMthI dekhAya? tema AtmA caitanyagharamAM jJAna-AnaMda-zAMtino aciMtya vaibhava bharyo che paNa jIva temAM praveza nathI karato-te tarapha mukha paNa nathI karato ne bahirmukha rahe che tethI tene potAnA nirAkuLa AnaMdano svAda Avato nathI; potAnI caitanyasaMpattinuM tene bhAna nathI ne bahAranI jaDasaMpattine ja AtmAnI mAne che, tethI te duHkhI che. are, kheda che ke bAhyasaMpadAne potAnI mAnIne jIvo potAnI aciMtya caitanya saMpadAne bhUlI rahyA che paNa lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM te to kaho? ' bAramAM saMpatti vadhe tyAM jANe ke mArI vRddhi thaI, ne saMyoga chUTe tyAM jANe mAro AtmA haNAI gayo-A pramANe ajJAnIne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 81 bahAramAM ja Atmabuddhi che. huM to badhAthI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA chuM, mArI saMpatti mArAmAM ja che-ema nijasvabhAvanI daDhatA kare to mithyAtva TaLIne pahelAM samyagdarzanarUpI samAdhi thAya; pachI potAnA cidAnaMdasvarUpamAM evo lIna thAya ke jagatane bhUlI jAya (eTale ke tenuM lakSa chUTI jAya) ne rAgadveSa TaLI jAya tyAre cAritra apekSAe vItarAgI samAdhi thAya che. A sivAya bahAramAM potApaNuM mAne tene samAdhi thatI nathI, paNa saMsAra thAya che. AcAryadeva bahirAtmAo upara karuNAbuddhithI kahe che ke hA! hatuM nAt arere! A bahirAtma jIvo ta che ke caitanyane cUkIne bahAramAM ja Atmabuddhi karIne tenA saMyoga-viyogamAM harSa-viSAda kare che....bAhyadaSTithI jagatanA jIvo kSaNekSaNe bhAvamaraNa karIne haNAI rahyA che. arere! kheda che ke A jIvo bhrAMtivaDe haNAI rahyA che....dehathI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANe to teono UgAro thAya. jema pitA beThA hoya ne sAme teno putra khaTArA nIce kacaDAIne marI jato hoya to pitAne karuNA Ave che (-saMyoganA kAraNe nahi paNa potAne putra upara mamatA che te kAraNe), tema munivaro ane AcArya bhagavaMto mumukSu jIvonA dharmapitA che; A bahirAtmA jIvone ajJAnathI bhAvamaraNamAM maratA dekhIne teone karuNA Ave che ke arere ! caitanyane cUkIne mohathI jagata mUrchAi gayuM che! tene potAnA AtmAnI sudhabudha rahI nathI. are! caitanyabhagavAnane A zuM thayuM ke jaDa-kalevaramAM mUrchAI gayo? are jIvo ! aMtaramAM praveza karIne juo....tame to cidAnaMdasvarUpa amara cho, A deha to jaDa vinAzika che. bahirAtmabuddhine lIdhe bahirAtmA anaMta duHkha bhogave che. ahIM hA! hatuM nAt ema kahIne temanA upa2 karuNA karIne saMto te bahirAtmabuddhi choDAvavA mAMge che. (14) ** Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 82 : AtmabhAvanA du:khanA kAraNarUpa dehabuddhine choDa...ne dehathI bhinna aMtarAtmAmAM praveza kara e rIte bahirAtmAnuM svarUpa varNavIne have kahe che ke A dehamAM Atmabuddhi te ja saMsAranA duHkhanuM mULa che. mATe he jIva! te bahirAtmapaNuM choDa, ne aMtaraAtmAmAM praveza karIne aMtarAtmA thA mUlaM saMsAraduHkhasya deha evaatmdhiisttH| tyaktvainAM prvishedntrbhirvyaapRtendriyH|| 15 / / A jaDa zarIramAM Atmabuddhi karavI te saMsAraduHkhanuM mULakAraNa che, mATe he jIva! dehamAM AtmapaNAnI mithyA kalpanA choDIne, bAhyaviSayo taraphanI pravRtti roka, ne aMtaranA caitanyasvarUpamAM praveza kara. jIvane bhrAMtirUpI bhUta evuM vaLagyuM che ke te dehane ja AtmA mAnIne, zaNagAre-navarAve-dhovarAve temAM sukha mAne che. dharmAtmAne bahAramAM kayAMya Atmabuddhi hotI nathI. saMsAranA duHkhanuM mULa zuM? ke zarIrAdi huM evI mithyAbuddhi ja saMsAraduHkhanuM mULa che. dehane AtmA mAne te potAnA jJAnane viSayothI pAchuM vALIne AtmA tarapha kema vALe ? te to Indriyo tarapha ja jJAnanuM valaNa kare che, ne bahAramAM ja vyApAra kare che, te ja duHkha che. indriyaviSayothI pAchuM vALIne jJAnane aMtaramAM ekAgra karatAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave che. AtmAmAM AnaMdanuM bhANuM bharyuM che, tene choDIne mUDha jIva bahAranA viSayomAM AnaMda mAne che. ahIM AcAryadava tene mUDhabuddhi choDavAnI preraNA kare che ke are jIva ! bAhya viSayomAM bhaTakavuM choDa ne aMtarAtmAmAM praveza kara. bahAramAM zarIrAdithI tAruM jIvana nathI, zarIramAM mUrchAthI to tAruM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 83 bhAvamaraNa thAya che. tAruM jIvana to tArA cidAnaMdasvarUpamAM ja che, temAM tuM praveza kara. jema rAjA potAne bhUlIne ema mAne ke huM bhIkhArI chuM, tema A caitanyarAjA potAnA svarUpane bhUlIne, deha te ja huM chuM ema mAnIne viSayono bhIkhArI thaI rahyo che, tenuM nAma bhAvamaraNa che. tenA upara karuNA karIne kahe che ke are jIvo! "kSaNakSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kAM aho! rAcI raho." e dehAdimAM Atmabuddhi choDo, ne bhinna caitanyasvarUpane oLakhIne tenI zraddhA karo ke jethI A ghora duHkhothI chUTakAro thAya ne AtmAnuM nirAkuLa sukha pragaTe. AtmAnuM svarUpa oLakhIne pachI tene sAdhatAM AtmA pote svayameva paramAtmA banI jAya che. sAdhya ane sAdhana bane potAmAM che, potAthI bahAra koI sAdhya ke sAdhana nathI, mATe tamArI caitanyasaMpadAne saMbhALIne bAhyabuddhi choDoevo saMtono upadeza che. (15) [ have Aje zratapaMcamIno mahAna divasa hovAthI tenA mahimA saMbaMdhI thoDuMka kahevAya che. ] * vIra saM. 2482 zrutapaMcamI-pravacana * zrutapaMcamIno itihAsa A pramANe che: vItarAga sarvajJa aMtima tIrthaMkara devAdhideva mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zrImukhathI divyadhvanidvArA je hitopadeza nIkaLyo te jhIlIne gautamagaNadharadeve eka muhUrtamAM bAra aMganI racanA karI bAra aMgamAM to apAra zrutajJAnano dariyo bharyo che. mahAvIra bhagavAnanA mokSa padhAryA bAda gautamasvAmI, sudharmasvAmI ane jaMbusvAmI e traNa kevaLI, tathA AcArya viSNu, naMdi, aparAjita, govarjhana ane bhadrabAhue pAMca zrutakevalI bhagavaMto Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 84 : AtmabhAvanA 16ra varSamAM anukrame thayA. tyArapachI bAra aMganuM jJAna paraMparA ghaTatuM-ghaTatuM cAlyuM AvatuM hatuM, ane teno keTaloka bhAga dharasenAcAryadavane guruparaMparAthI maLyo hato. mahAvIra bhagavAna mokSa padhAryA bAda 683 varSe dharasenAcAryadava thayA. teo saurASTranA gIranAra parvatanI caMdragUphAmAM birAjatA hatA, teo aSTAMga mahAnimittanA jANanAra ane bhAre kRtavatsala hatA. bhagavAnanI paraMparAthI cAlyA AvelA zrutanA vicchedano bhaya thatAM temaNe mahimAnagarImAM dharmotsava nimitte bhegA thayelA dakSiNanA AcAryo upara eka lekha mokalyo; te lekhadvArA dharasenAcAryadevanA Azayane samajIne te AcAryoe zAstranA arthane grahaNa-dhAraNa karavAmAM samartha, mahAvinayavaMta, zIlavaMta evA be munione dharasenAcAryadeva pAse mokalyA; guruo dvArA mokalavAthI jemane ghaNI tRpti thaI che, jeo uttama deza, uttama kuLa ane uttama jAtimAM utpanna thayelA che, samasta kaLAomAM pAraMgata che, evA te banne munivaro traNa vAra AcArya bhagavaMtonI AjJA laIne dharasenAcAryadava pAse AvavA nIkaLyA. jyAre te banne munivaro AvI rahyA hatA tyAre, ahIM dharasenAcAryadave rAtanA pAchalA bhAgamAM evuM zubhasvapna joyuM ke be mahA suMdara sapheda baLada bhaktipUrvaka traNa pradakSiNA daIne namrapaNe caraNomAM namI rahyA che.-A prakAranuM maMgala svapna dekhavAthI saMtuSTa thaIne AcAryadeve 'jayavaMta ho mutavevatA' evA vAkyanuM uccAraNa te ja divase pUrvokta bane munivaro AvI pahoMcyA, ne bhaktipUrvaka AcAryadevanA caraNomAM vaMdanAdi karyA. mahAdhIra gaMbhIra ane vinayanI mUrti evA te banne munioe trIje divase dharasenAcAryadava pAse vinayapUrvaka nivedana karyuM ke prabho! A kAryane mATe ame banne ApanA caraNakamaLamAM AvyA chIe. teoe Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 85 AvuM nivedana karyuM tyAre 'bahu sAruM, kalyANa ho' ema AcAryadeve AziSa-vacana kahyA. tyArabAda, jo ke zubhasvapna uparathI ja te banne munionI vizeSatA jANI lIdhI hatI chatAM pharIne parIkSA karavA mATe dharasanAcAryadeve te banne sAdhuone be maMtravidhA ApIne kahyuM ke, be divasanA upavAsapUrvaka A vidyAne siddha karo. parIkSA karavA mATe AcAryadeva eka vidhAnA maMtramAM vadhAre akSaro ApyA hatA ne bIjAmAM ochA akSaro ApyA hatA. banne munione vidyA siddha thatAM be devIo dekhANI, paNa temAM ekanA dAMta bahAra nIkaLelA hatA ne bIjI kANI hatI. tene joIne munioe vicAryuM ke. 'devatAo kadI vikRtAMga hotAM nathI' mATe jarUra vidhAnA maMtramAM kaMIka phera che. mahAsamartha evA te munivaroe maMtrAkSo sarakhA karyA jemAM vadhAre akSaro hatA te kADhI nAMkhyA, ne jemAM ochA akSaro hatA te pUrA karyA. pachI te maMtra paDhatAM banne devIo sa2khA rUpamAM dekhANI. bhagavAna dhasenAcAryadeva pAse jaIne teoe vinayapUrvaka samasta vRttAMta kahetAM AcAryadeve saMtuSTa thaIne temane bhagavAnanI sIghI paraMparAthI cAlyuM AveluM agAdha zrutajJAna bhaNAvavuM zarU karyuM; ne aSADa suda agIyArase savAre graMtha samApta thatAM bhUta jAtanA vyaMtaradevoe AvIne vAjiMtranAdapUrvaka te bannenI bhAre pUjA karI. bhUta nAmanA devoe pUjA karI tethI dharasenAcAryadeve ekanuM nAma 'bhUtabali ' rAkhyuM, ne bIjA muninA dAMta devoe sarakhA karI dIdhA tethI tenuM nAma 'puSpadaMta ' rAkhyuM. ane e rIte dharasenAcAryadeve zrutajJAna bhaNAvIne tarata te puSpadaMta ane bhUtali munivarone tyAMthI vidAya ApI. tyArabAda te banne munivaroe te zrutajJAnane SavaMDAma rUpe gUMchyuM....ne aMkalezvaramAM (lagabhaga be hajAra varSa pahelAM) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 86 : AtmabhAvanA jeThasuda pAMcame caturvidha saMghe te zrutajJAnanA mahimAno bhAre moTo utsava karyo; e rIte vItarAgI saMtoe zrutajJAnano pravAha vaheto rAkhyo. teno Aje divasa che. mahAvIra bhagavAne je kahyuM ane atyAre mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara bhagavAna je kahI rahyA che teno aMza A zAstromAM che. rAga-dveSamoharahita vItarAgI puruSoe racelI A vANI che. sarvajJa bhagavAnanI paraMparAthI cAlyuM AveluM AvuM zrutajJAna TakI rahyuM tethI caturvidha saMghe bhegA thaIne aMkalezvaramAM ghaNA ja moTA mahotsavapUrvaka jeTha suda pAMcame zrutajJAnanuM bahumAna karyuM, tyArathI A divasa zrutapaMcamI' tarIke prasiddha thayo, ane dara varSe te ujavAya che. atyAre to teno vizeSa pracAra thato jAya che, ne ghaNe ThekANe to ATha divasa sudhI utsava karIne zrutajJAnanI prabhAvanA thAya che. A zrutapaMcamIno divasa ghaNo mahAna che. aho, sarvajJa bhagavAnanI vANI digaMbara saMtoe TakAvI rAkhI che. puSpadaMta ane bhUtabali AcAryabhagavaMtoe je pakhaMDAgama racyA tenA upara vIrasenAcAryadave ghavI nAmanI mahAna TIkA racI che. te vIrasenAcArya paNa evA samartha hatA te sarvArthagAminI (-sakalaarthamAM pAraMgata) evI temanI naisargika prajJAne dekhIne buddhimAna lokone sarvajJanI sattAmAM saMdeha na raheto, arthAt temanI agAdha jJAnazaktine jotAM ja buddhimAnone sarvajJanI pratIta thaI jatI. AvI agAdha zaktivALA AcAryadave pakhaMDAgamanI TIkA racI. A paramAgama siddhAMtazAstro seMkaDo varSothI tADapatra upara lakhelA mUDabidrInA zAstrabhaMDAromAM vidyamAna che. thoDAka varSo pahelAM to tenAM darzana paNa durlabha hatA.paNa pAtra jIvonA mahAbhAgye Aje te bahAra prasiddha thaI gayA che. (gurudeva sAthe dakSiNadezanA tIrthonI yAtrA vakhate ApaNe ratnapratimA sahita A Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 87 tADapatralikhita dhavalasiddhAMtanA paNa darzana karyA hatA.) AcAryabhagavaMtoe sarvajJabhagavAnanI vANIno sIdho namUno A zAstromAM bharyo che. e uparAMta bIjA paNa aneka mahAsamartha AbhanA thobha jevA kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva vagere saMto jainazAsanamAM pAkayA, ne temaNe samayasArAdi alaukika mahAzAstro racyAM....teno ekeka akSara AtmAnA anubhavamAM kalama boLIboLIne lakhAyo che. e saMtonI vANInAM UMDAM rahasyo gurugama vagara sAdhAraNa jIvo samajI zake tema nathI. mahAvI2 bhagavAnanI paraMparAthI keTaluMka jJAna maLyuM tathA pote sImaMdhara bhagavAnanA upadezanuM sAkSAt zravaNa karyuM, te bannene AtmAnA anubhava sAthe meLavIne AcArya bhagavAne zrI samayasAramAM bharI dIdhuM che. A samAdhizatakanAM bIjaDAM paNa samayasAramAM ja bharyA che. pUjyapAda svAmI paNa mahAsamartha saMta hatA, temaNe A samAdhizatakamAM TUMkAmAM adhyAtmabhAvanA bharI dIdhI che. temAMthI paMdara gAthAo vaMcANI che, have soLamI gAthA vaMcAya che. * * * **** *** ******** mumukSujIvanA ujjvaLa manarUpI chIpamAM zrIgurunAM vacanarUpa svAtibiMdu paDatAM samyaktvarUpI sAcAM motI pAke che. **************************** Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 88 : AtmabhAvanA arere ! pUrva meM mArA AtmAne na jANyo, indriyaviSayomAM Atmabuddhi karIne temAM ja mohyo ( zrutapaMcamI-pravacanaH cAlu ) A AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che. te AtmAne jANIne jeNe AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi karI te aMtarAtmA thayo, ane pUrve kadI nahi thayelo evo apUrva lAbha tene thayo. jyAM ' alabdhalAbha ' thayo eTale pUrve kadI je nahoto pAmyo tenI prApti thaI, tyAM dharmIne ema thAya che ke aho! mAro Avo jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che tene meM pUrve kadI na jANyo....ne bahirAtma-buddhithI atyAra sudhI huM rakhaDayo. have mane mArA apUrva AtmasvabhAvanuM bhAna thayuM. A rIte alabdha AtmAnI prAptino saMtoSa thayo ke aho! mane apUrva lAbha maLyo, pUrve mane kadI AvA AtmAnI prApti nahotI thaI. pUrve huM AvA AtmAthI vyuta thaIne bAhyaviSayomAM ja varSo-paNa have AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanI prAptithI saMtuSTa thayo.-e vAta 16mI gAthAmAM kahe che mattacyutvendriyadvAraiH patito viSayeSvaham / tAn prapadhA'hamiti mAM purA veda na tattvataH / / 16 / / vartamAnamAM jene AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che evo aMtarAtmA potAnI pUrva avasthAne vicAre che ke are! mArA vAstavika svarUpane pUrve meM na jANyuM, ane mArA AvA AnaMdasvarUpathI smRta thaIne, indriyodvArA patita thaIne huM viSayomAM ja bhaTakayo, temAM ja sukha mAnIne huM mArA svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanA : 89 AtmAnA svabhAvanuM bhAna thatAM aMdara kRtakRtyatA vedAya che. aho, mArI prabhutA mArAmAM che, mArI prabhutAne huM atyAra sudhI bhUlyo, tethI rakhaDayo; mArA AnaMdasvarUpathI dyUta thaIne viSayo taraphanA jhaMpApAtathI huM du:khI ja thayo. paNa have mane mArA AtmAnI apUrva prApti thaI. AvA AtmAnI prApti eTale ke zraddhA-jJAnaramaNatA te samAdhinuM kAraNa che. bhagavAnanI stutimAM bhagavAna pAse varadAna mAge che ke " samAhivaramuttamaM vintu" he bhagavAna! mane samAdhinuM uttama varadAna Apo. e samAdhi kema thAya tenI A vAta che. ck vartamAna apUrva dazA sahita potAnI pUrva dazAne paNa aMtarAtmA vicAre che ke arere! indriyaviSayomAM meM anaMtakALa vItAvyo chatAM tenAthI aMzamAtra tRpti na thaI, paNa have viSayAtIta atIndriya jJAnasvabhAvane jANatAM apUrva tRpti thaI gaI. vartamAnamAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Avyo tyAre pUrvanA indriya-viSayo pratyethI udAsInatA thaI gaI ne ema viSAda thayo ke arere! mArA caitanyaAnaMdane cUkIne pUrve indriyaviSayomAM meM vyartha anaMtakALa vItAvyo. jeNe AtmAnA atIndriya amRtano svAda cAkhyo tene viSayo viSa jevA lAge che...52 viSayo taraphanI lAgaNI tene duHkharUpa lAge che, AtmAnA nirvikalpa AnaMdanA vedana sivAya bIje kayAMya te potAno AnaMda svapneya mAnato nathI. jene viSayonI mIThAza lAgatI hoya ke rAganI mIThAza lAgatI hoya teNe atIndriya AtmAnA vItarAgI amRtano svAda cAkhyo nathI. eka tarapha aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara AtmA che; bIjI tarapha bAhyamAM sukha vagaranA indriyaviSayo che; tyAM jemAM sukha mAne te tarapha jIva jhUke che. je jIva aMtaramAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 9) : AtmabhAvanA atIndriya AtmasvabhAva tarapha jhUke che te to potAnA atIndriyasukhane anubhave che, ane je jIva bAhya viSayomAM sukha mAnIne indriyaviSayo tarapha jhUke che te ghora saMsAranA duHkhane pAme che. sAmasAmA be mArga che-(1) atIndriyasvabhAvane cUkIne iMdriyaviSayo tarapha jhUkAva te saMsAramArga che. ane (2) indriyaviSayomAM sukhabuddhi choDIne aMtaranA jJAnAnaMdasvabhAvamAM jhUkAva te mokSamArga che.-jyAM game tyAM jAva. dhyAnahInA na pazyaMti jAtyaMdhA iva bhAskaram aho, AtmAmAM AnaMdanA nidhAna bharyA che te saMto dekhADa che; paNa ajJAnathI aMdha thayelA mUDha jIvo potAnA AnaMdanidhAnane dekhatA nathI. AnaMdaM brahmaNo rupaM nijadehe vyvsthitm| dhyAnahInA na pazyaMti jAtyaMdhA iva bhaaskrm| (-paramAnaMdastotra) aho, nijadehamAM rahelo A jJAnasvarUpa AtmA pote ja AnaMdasvarUpa che, AnaMda ja tenuM rUpa che, paNa aMtaramAM lakSa karIne AMkha ughADe to dekhAya ne? jema janmAMdha manuSyo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanA : 91 jhaLahaLatA sUryane paNa dekhatA nathI tema indriyaviSayomAM ja sukha mAnIne vartanArA mohAMdha ajJAnI jIvo potAnA AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne dekhatA nathI. teo viSayomAM evA mUrchAI gayA che ke jarAka pAchuM vALIne caitanya sAme najara paNa karatA nathI. jJAnI jANe che ke meM paNa pUrve ajJAnadazAmAM anaMtakALa gumAvyo paNa have mane mArA AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM. have meM mArA atIndriya AnaMdano svAda cAkhyo, have mane svapneya bAhyaviSayomAM sukhabuddhi thavAnI nathI. paM. banArasIdAsajI kahe che ke jJAnakalA jisake ghaTa jAgI te jagamAMhI sahaja vairAgI / jJAnI magana viSayasukhamAMhI yaha viparIta, saMbhave, nAMhI // AtmAnA jJAnAnaMdasvabhAvano nirNaya thatAM atIndriya AnaMdano svAda Ave, ane IndriyaviSayo nIrasa lAge. IMdriyanA viSayo ajIva che ne huM to jJAnasvarUpa AtmA chuM-ema jyAMsudhI nathI jANato tyAMsudhI jIva ajJAnapaNe bAhya viSayone suMdara mAnI rahyo che. zabda, rUpa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza ityAdi bAhya viSayo jJAnathI bhinna zeyo che. huM to upayogasvarUpa chuM-evuM bhAna thatAM bAhya viSayonI vRtti kALA viSadharanI mAphaka duHkhadAyaka lAge che; caitanyanA rasa pAse viSayono rasa chUTI gayo che. pahelAM AvA AtmAno nirNaya karavo joIe. AtmAno nirNaya karatAM atIndriya svAda Ave. pachI je puNya-pApanI vRtti Ave ne bAhyaviSayomAM valaNa jAya, temAM dharmIne sukhabuddhi thatI nathI; viSayono rasa UDI jAya che, te taraphanuM jora tUTI jAya che. viSayo taraphanA rAgadveSano ekAMta svAda ajJAnadazAmAM leto, tene badale have jJAnadazAmAM rAga vagaranA AnaMdano svAda Avyo, ne viSayonA svAda jhera jevA lAgyA eTale teno rasa chUTI gayo. AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMda pAse indro ane cakravartIonA vaibhavane jJAnI tuccha samaje che. bhagavAna ! ekavAra nirNaya to kara ke huM AnaMdakaMda AtmA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 92 : AtmabhAvanA chuM ne viSayo mArAthI para che-Ama upayogamAM nirNaya karatAM caitanyanA atIndriya amRtano svAda Ave che. te svAdanA AnaMda AgaLa indranA vaibhavo paNa tUccha bhAse che; indriyanA viSayo lUkhA lAge che. indriyaviSayo tarapha valaNa jAya te duHkha che. caitanyanI suMdaratA jANI tyAM bIjAnI suMdaratA lAgatI nathI; caitanyanA AnaMdamAM je namyo te have bAhya viSayo pratye aNanama raheze. jema lagna vakhate vararAjAnA gANAmAM gAya che ke "nahi namaze re nahi namaze. moTAnA chorU nahi namaze"-tema A AtmA jAgyo ne "vara' eTale utkRSTa-pradhAna evA AtmAnA svabhAvamAM ArUDha thayo te vara-rAjA-caitanyarAjA have "nahi namaze re nahi namaze, bAhyaviSayomAM nahi namaze." atIndriya caitanyamAM je namyo te driyaviSayomAM aNanama raheze,-svapnaya temAM sukha nahIM mAne. upayogane aMtaramAM vALIne jyAM caitanyanA zAMtarasane nirNayamAM lIdho tyAM vikAra ke viSayo potAnA zAMtarasathI bhinna agni jevA lAge che; AtmAnA zAMtarasanA svAda sivAya samakitIne bIjA svAda rucatA nathI. jema zIta pANImAM rahenArUM mAchaluM UnI retImAM Ave tyAM duHkhI thAya che, to agnimAM to te kema rahI zake? pANImAM ja je poSANuM tene pANI vinA bahAramAM kema goThe? tema AtmAnA caitanya-sarovaranA zAMta jaLamAM keli karanAra samakitI haMsane caitanyanA zAMtarasa sivAya bahAramAM puNya-pApanI vRttinI ke indriya-viSayonI ruci UDI gaI che; caitanyanA AnaMdano evo nirNaya (vedana sahita) thaI gayo che ke bIjA koI vedanamAM svapnaya sukha lAgatuM nathI-AvI samakitInI dazA che. A saMbaMdhamAM zloka kahyo che kePlease inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 93 jAyante virasA rasA vighaTate goSThI kathA kautukaM zIryante viSayAstathA viramati prItiH zarIre'pi c| joSaM vAgapi dhArayaMtyaviratAnaMdAtmana: svAtmanazciMtAyAmapi yAtumicchati mano doSaiH samaM pNctaam|| aho! A caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnA ciMtanamAtrathI paNa raso virasa thaI jAya che, goSTI-kathAnuM kautuka UDI jAya che, viSayonuM virecana thaI jAya che ane zarIra uparathI paNa prIti viramI jAya che. vANInuM josa viramI jAya che, ne mana paNa samasta doSasahita paMcatvane pAme che, eTale ke caitanyanA ciMtanathI manasaMbaMdhI samasta doSo nAza pAmI jAya che, ne AtmA aviratapaNe AnaMdane dhAraNa kare che.-Avo caitanyanA ciMtanano mahimA che. jJAnIneya zubhAzubharAga Ave paNa aMtaramAM caitanyanA rasa ADa teno rasa UDI gayo che. jJAnIne rAga thAya tyAM ajJAnIne ema lAge che ke ene rAganI ruci haze! paNa te vakhate aMdara rAgathI atyaMta pAra evA jJAnarasano nirNaya jJAnIne varte che te nirNayanI ajJAnIne khabara nathI. jJAnI rAgamAM ekatApaNe pariNamatA ja nathI. zubharAga vakhate sarvajJadevanI bhakti vagereno bhAva Ave tyAM vItarAgatA pratyenA bahumAnano bhAva UchaLyo che ne rAganI ruci nathI,paNa te aMtaranA nirNayane ajJAnI oLakhato nathI, ne "AraMbha-parigrahu vadhI thayo che ema ajJAnI bAhyadRSTithI dakhe che. paNa caitanyanA akaSAya svabhAvane cUkIne rAgAdimAM dharma mAnavo te ja anaMta AraMbha-parigrahu che; jJAnInI daSTimAM kaSAyanA eka aMzanI paNa pakaDa rahI nathI, ne parigrahamAM kayAMya ekatAbuddhi nathI, bahu ja alpa rAga-dveSa rahyA che tethI tene AraMbha-parigraha ghaNo alpa che. cakravartI-samakitIne cha khaMDano rAjavaibhava hovA chatAM ghaNo alpa AraMbha-parigraha varte che; ane mithyAdaSTi dravyaliMgI thaIne paMcamahAvrata pALe, bAhyamAM hiMsAdi Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 94 : AtmabhAvanA karato na hoya, chatAM aMtaramAM rAgathI dharma mAnato hovAthI, tene anaMta kaSAyano AraMbha-parigraha che; kaSAyanI ruci vaDe te akaSAyI cidAnaMda svabhAvane haNI nAkhe che, te ja jIvahiMsA che rAganA rasanI jene mIThAsa che te AraMbha-parigrahamAM ja Ubho che. jJAnIne caitanyanA AnaMdarasa sivAya bIjA koI viSayomAM rasa nathI, tethI tene viSayono parigraha ke AraMbha chUTI gayo che; samyakazraddhA- jJAnamAM potAnA akaSAyI cidAnaMdasvabhAvane te jIvato rAkhe che. samasta indriyaviSayothI pAra thaIne AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdamAM lIna thayelA evA azarIrI siddhabhagavaMto uparathI pukAra kare che ke are viSayonA bhikhArI! e viSayone choDa, tAruM sukha AtmAnA atIndriya svabhAvamAM che, tenI laganI lagADa. aho ! siddhabhagavaMtone pratItamAM bhe topaNa jIvane indriyaviSayomAM sukhabuddhi UDI jAya, ne AtmAnA atIndriya sukhasvabhAvanI pratIta thaI jAya. rAgamAM sukha, indriyaviSayomAM sukha, ema ajJAnI viSayono bhikhArI thaI rahyo che; siddhabhagavAna rAgarahita ne indriya viSayo rahita thaI gayA che ne ekalA AtmasvabhAvathI ja paramasukhI che. te jagatanA jIvone ema darzAvI rahyA che ke are jIvo! viSayomAM-rAgamAM tamAruM sukha nathI, AtmasvabhAvamAM ja sukha che, tene aMtaramAM dekho ne IndriyaviSayonuM kutUhala choDo. caitanyanA AnaMdano ja ullAsa, teno ja rasa, tenuM ja kutUhala, temAM ja hoMsa, tenI ja goSThI karo. samakitIne jyAM AtmAnA AnaMdanuM bhAna thAya che tyAM bAhyaviSayo nirasa lAge che ne pUrvanI ajJAnadazA upara kheda thAya che ke arere! huM atyArasudhI bAhyaviSayomAM ja sukha mAnIne mArA A atIndriya AnaMdane cUkI gayo. atyArasudhI pUrve kadI meM mAro Avo AnaMda prApta na karyo. have AtmAno atIndriya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 95 AnaMda prApta thatAM te apUrva lAbhathI jJAnI parama saMtuSTa thaIne kRtakRtyanA anubhave che. tene have indriyaviSayo virasa lAge che, viSayonI kathAnuM kautuka tene zamI jAya che, viSayonI goSThI-prIti chUTI jAya che, zarIra pratyenI prIti paNa chUTI jAya che, vANI jANe mauna thaI jAya che, AnaMdasvarUpa potAnA AtmAnA ciMtanathI samasta doSasahita mana paNa paMcatvane pAme che eTale ke nAza pAme che, ne AtmA AnaMdamAM ekAgra thato jAya che.-aMtarAtmAnI AvI dazA hoya che. [16 nA ahIM jijJAsu ziSya pUche che ke he prabho ! AvA aMtarAtmA thavA mATe AtmAne jANavAno upAya zuM che? teno uttara have kaheze. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * aha, AtmAnA svasaMvedana-pratyakSanuM apAra sAmarthya che: svasaMvedanathI aMtaramAM caitanyarasa cAkhyA pachI have amAruM citta bIje kayAMya lAgatuM nathI; citta caitanyamAM ja saMlagna che. nijasvarUpamAM lAgelA cittane paranI ciMtA karavAnI navarAza ja kayAM che? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 96 : AtmabhAvanA aMtaramAM paramAtmAno prakAza kema thAya? have aMtarAtmA thavA mATe AtmAne jANavAno upAya kahe che evaM tyaktvA bahirvAcaM tyjedntrshesstH| eSa yogaH samAsena pradIpaH prmaatmnH||17|| huM dehAdithI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmA chuM, bahAramAM indriyodvArA je dekhAya che te badhuMya acetana che, te huM nathI, te badhA mArAthI bhinna che-evA bhAnapUrvaka caitanyasvarUpanA ciMtanamAM ekAgratAvaDa bAhyavacanapravRtti choDavI tema ja aMtaraMga vikalpo paNa choDavA; AnuM nAma yoga che, ane saMkSepathI A yoga te paramAtmAno prakAzaka pradIpa che. juo, ekalI vANIne rokIne mauna thaIne besI javAnI A vAta nathI; vANI to jaDa che, tene rokavAno jeno abhiprAya che te to vANIno kartA thAya che, tenuM lakSa jaDa upara che paNa AtmA upara nathI. jJAnI to jANe che ke vANI te jaDa che, te vANI mArAthI bhinna che, te vANIthI mAruM svarUpa prakAzita thatuM nathI, ne vANI taraphanA vikalpavaDa paNa mArA svarUpano prakAza thato nathI, vANI ane vikalpa bannethI pAra thaIne aMtarmukha caitanyanA ciMtanamAM ekAgratAvaDe ja mArA svarUpanuM prakAzana thAya che. vANI bolavAnI kriyA thatI hoya te vakhate paNa jJAnIne tenAthI bhinna AvA caitanyanuM bhAna che, mATe ema kahyuM che ke jJAnI bole chatAM mauna che. ane ajJAnI mauna chatAM bole che kemake "huM na bolyo" evA abhiprAyathI te bhASAno svAmI thAya che. vacana ane vikalpa bannethI judo huM to jJAna chuM, mArA jJAnavaDa ja huM mane jANuM chuMema jJAnI pote potAnA AtmAne sva Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 97 saMvedanathI prakAze che-A ja AtmAne jANavAnI rIta che, AnuM nAma ja yoga che. A sivAya mana, vacana ke kAyAnA jaDa yogathI AtmAne jANavA mAMge to te mUDha che, teNe caitanya sAthe joDANa nathI karyuM paNa jaDa sAthe joDANa karyuM che, te jJAnasvarUpamAM sAvadhAna nathI tethI tene samAdhi nathI. jJAnasvarUpamAM sAvadhAnI te ja samAdhi che. ane evI sAvadhAnI upayogane AtmAmAM joDavArUpa yoga vaDe ja thAya che. bhAI, ekavAra satyano nirNaya karIne hA to pADa. mArA jJAnasvarUpa sivAya bIje kayAMya mAruM sukha ke zAMti nathI ema ekavAra nirNaya kara to aMtarmukha thavAno avasara Ave. paNa jene nirNaya ja khoTo hoya, bahAramAM ne rAgamAM zAMti mAne, tene aMtarmukha ekAgra thavAno avasara kyAMthI Ave? ghaNA kahe che ke maraNa TANe ApaNe samAdhi rAkhazuM. paNa jIvanamAM jeNe dehathI bhinna AtmAnI darakAra karI nathI, dehAdinAM kAryone ja potAnAM kArya mAnyA che, te deha chUTavA TANe konA jore samAdhi rAkhaze? jeNe dehathI bhinna AtmAne jANIne tenI vAraMvAra bhAvanAno abhyAsa karyo che tene ja deha chUTavA TANe caitanyanA jore samAdhi rahI zakaze. potAnA AtmA sivAya bahAramAM bIjAM koI zaraNa AtmAne che ja nahi. bahAramAM bIjAne zaraNa mAnIne samAdhAna karavA mAMge te to phAMphA che, saMyoga chUTI jatAM tenuM samAdhAna TakI nahi zake. ane AtmAnA AdhAre jeNe samAdhAna karyuM tene game tevA pratikULa saMyogamAM paNa te TakI raheze. | svargamAM asaMkhya samakitI devo che; temane jyAre AyuSya pUruM thavAno vakhata Ave tyAre, tyAM svargamAM zAzvata ratnonA jinabiMbo che temanA caraNamAM jaIne bhaktithI kahe che ke "aho nAtha ! ApanuM ja zaraNa che, Ape batAvelA AtmasvabhAvanuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 98 : AtmabhAvanA ,, ja zaraNa che, jainadharmanuM ja zaraNa che. prabho! Ape batAvelA dharmanI ArAdhanA adhUrI rahI gaI tethI ahIM avatAra thayo hato, have manuSyaavatAra pAmIne amArI ArAdhanA pUrI karazuM ne mukti pAmaze. ema bhAvanA bhAvatAM jinendradevanA caraNasamIpe ja deha chUTI jAya che, ne paramANuo chUTA thaIne UDI jAya che. jIo, aMdara caitanyanuM zaraNa bhAsyuM che eTale tenA jore AvI bhAvanAthI deha choDe che. jyAre mUDha ajJAnI jIvo to asamAdhipaNe valopAta karI karIne mare che. sarvajJa bhagavAnano upadeza bAhya viSayothI choDAvIne aMtaramAM caitanyanuM zaraNa karAve che; te jIvanuM ti che, kemake caitanyanA anubhavathI ja bhavano nAza thaIne mokSasukha pragaTe che. 'vacanAmRta vItarAganAM parama zAMtarasamULa, auSadha je bhavaroganAM kAyarane pratikULa ' dehane ja jeNe AtmA mAnyo che, viSayomAM ja jeNe sukha mAnyuM che evA mUDha jIvone vItarAganI vANI pratikULa paDe che, kema ke vItarAganI vANI to viSayonuM virecana karAvanArI che. mUDha kAyara jIvo viSayonI lInatA choDIne caitanyane dekhI zaktA nathI, teo to caitanyanA puruSArthathI rahita che, temanAmAM bhavarahita evA vItarAganI vANIno nirNaya karavAnI tAkAta nathI. " aho jIvo ! tamAruM sukha tamArAmAM che, bAhya viSayomAM kayAMya sukha nathI, AtmA ja sukhasvabhAvI che, mATe AtmAmAM aMtarmukha thaye ja sukha che'AvI vANInA raNakAra jyAM kAne paDe tyAM to AtmArthI jIvano AtmA jhaNajhaNI UThe ke vAha! A bhavarahita vItarAgI puruSanI vANI !! AtmAnA paramazAMtarasane batAvanArI A vANI apUrva che! vItarAgI saMtonI vANI parama amRta che, e bhavarogano nAza karanAra amodha auSadha che.-Ama teno Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 99 AtmA ullasI jAya che, ne puruSArthanI dizA svatarapha vaLI jAya che, viSayomAMthI sukhabuddhi UDI jAya che.-eNe ja kharekhara bhavarahita vItarAganI vANIno nirNaya karyo che. bAhyaviSayonI ke rAganI prItivALo jIva bhavarahita puruSonI vItarAgI vANIno nirNaya karI zakato nathI. svasammukha thavAnuM batAvanArI vItarAganI vANIno nirNaya karanAra jJAna vacana ane vikalpanI pravRttinuM avalaMbana choDIne, jJAnane aMtarmukha karIne potAnA AtmAne samasta parapadArthothI bhinna dakhe che-jANe che-anubhave che. A potAnA paramAtmasvarUpane dekhavA mATeno yoga che. (17). * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * duniyAmAM game tyAM hoya - mumukSu jIva potAnA AtmahitanA dhyeyane kadI bhUlato nathI, ke DhIluM karato nathI. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1OO : AtmabhAvanA jJAnInI aMtarmukha vRtti dehAdithI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnA bhAnapUrvaka, bAhya padArtho taraphanI pravRtti choDIne aMtaramAM TharavA mATe jJAnI ema vicAre che ke - yanmayA dRzyate rUpaM tanna jAnAti srvthaa| jAnanna dRzyate rUpaM tataH kena brviimyhm||18|| indriyajJAnano vepAra bAhya padArthomAM ja che; indriyajJAnadvArA bAhyamAM je kAMI dekhAya che te to acetana che, zarIranuM rUpa vagere dekhAya che te to acetana che, te jarA paNa jANatuM nathI. huM tenA upara rAga karuM ke dveSa karuM to paNa tene kAMI khabara nathI ke A mArA upara rAga ke dveSa kare che; eTale rAga-dveSa paNa nirarthaka che. mArA abhiprAyane te jANatuM ja nathI, to huM tenI sAthe zuM boluM? ane je jANanArA che evA anya jIvonuM rUpa to mane indriyajJAna dvArA dekhAtuM nathI; mATe bahAramAM huM konI sAthe boluM? AtmA to indriyano viSaya banato nathI ne jaDa acetana zarIra to kAMI jANatuM nathI, tethI tenI sAtheno bakavAda vyartha che; mATe bAhya pravRtti ja badhI vyartha che, tethI Indriyo taraphano vepAra choDIne huM mArA jJAnane aMtarmukha karuM chuM.-ema jJAnI bhAvanA bhAve che. A rIte bAhya viSayo taraphanuM valaNa choDIne jJAnane AtmAmAM ekAgra karavuM temAM ja zAMti ane samAdhi che. jJAnane bAhya viSayomAM bhaTakAvavuM te to azAMti ane vyagratA che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 101 eka vAra daDha nirNayathI potAnA vedanamAM ja ema bhAsavuM joIe ke are ! bAhya valaNamAM kayAMya koI paNa viSayamAM raMcamAtra sukha mane vedAtuM nathI, bAhya valaNamAM to ekalI AkuLatA che, ne aMtara taraphanA valaNamAM ja zAMti ane anAkuLatA che; mATe mAre mArA svabhAvamAM ja aMtarmukha thavA jevuM che.-AvA nirNayanA jore aMtarmukha thatAM vikalpa tUTIne atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. samAdhi kema thAya eTale AtmAne zAMti kema thAya ? tenI A vAta che. bahirmukhapaNuM choDIne ekadama aMtarmukha thavAnI A vAta che. indriyajJAnano vepAra bAhyamAM che ne tenAthI to jaDa zarIra dekhAya che, te jaDamAM to kAMI samajavAnI tAkAta nathI, to tenI sAthe huM zuM vAta karuM? ane sAmAno atIndriya AtmA to kAMI indriyajJAnathI dekhAto nathI; mATe parane samajAvavAnI ke para sAthe vAta karavAnI bAhyavRtti choDIne potAnA AtmAne lakSamAM laIne TharavAnuM che-ema jJAnI bhAvanA bhAve che. aho ! A mAro AtmA to jJAna ja che; tene jJAnasvabhAvathI bahAra lakSa jaIne je koI zubha-azubha vikalpa UThe te vikalpa nirarthaka che. AtmA to indriyathI grAhya nathI, IndriyathI to zarIra dekhAya che, te zarIra to acetana-jaDa che, tenAmAM evI tAkAta nathI ke mArA bhAvane jANI zake. mArA bhAvane jANanAro je AtmA che te to IndriyadvArA grAhya thato nathI; mATe indriya taraphano jhukAva choDIne huM to svasammukha ekAgra rahuM chuM. A mArA AtmA sivAya bIjAM je kAMI che te badhuMya mArAthI bAhya che. jyAre indriyo vaDe bAhya vepAra thAya che tyAre jIva to tenAthI dekhAto nathI, ne jaDa dekhAya che te to kAMI samajatuM nathI, to huM konI sAthe jJAnane joDuM? konI sAthe boluM? kone samajAvuM? juo, A bhedajJAna! AvuM jJAna kare tyAM para Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 102 : AtmabhAvanA taraphanuM jora tUTI jAya. jJAnane aMtarmukha karIne svasaMvedanathI pote potAne jANavo evo Ano abhiprAya che. pachI bahAramAM vRtti jAya ne vikalpa UThe paNa tenA abhiprAyanuM jora to svasaMvedana tarapha ja che. mArA vikalpathI kAMI para jIvo samajatA nathI, tema ja te vikalpa mane mArA svasaMvedanamAM paNa sahAyaka nathI,-Ama jANIne dharmI potAnA svabhAva tarapha vaLe che, ne temAM ekAgra thAya che,-tenuM nAma samAdhi che. jene AvuM bhedajJAna nathI ne "huM bIjAne samajAvI dauM" evA abhiprAyanuM jora che te kadI bahirmukhapaNuM choDIne aMtarmukha thato nathI ne tene rAga-dveSarahita samAdhi thatI nathI. are, mArA caitanyasvarUpathI bahAra jyAM jouM chuM tyAM bahAramAM to jaDa acetana zarIrAdi dekhAya che, te to maDaduM che, te maDadA sAthe huM zuM boluM? ane caitanyasvarUpa jIva amUrta che te to bahAramAM dekhAto nathI, je dekhAto nathI tenI sAthe paNa huM zuM boluM? jyAM caitanyane dekhavA jAuM chuM tyAM to aMtaSTi thAya che ne bAhyalakSa tathA vikalpa chUTI jAya che, tyAM konI sAthe boluM? eTale ke bahAramAM lakSa ja karavA jevuM nathI; huM to jJAyaka svarUpa ja chuM ne mArA jJAyakasvarUpamAM ja huM rahIza. vikalpa UThe ne para lakSa jAya ke parane samajAvavAnI vRtti UThe te mAruM svarUpa nathI, tenAthI mane lAbha nathI; tema ja bIjA jIvone paNa vANIthI ke vANI taraphanA lakSathI lAbha nathI, te jIvo paNa paralakSa choDIne potAnA jJAyakasvarUpamAM vaLaze tyAre ja temane lAbha thaze.-ema jANIne jJAnI aMtaramAM Thare che. jJAyakatattvamAMthI kAMI vANIno dhvani nathI UThato, te vANIno dhvani to jaDaparamANuomAM UThe che. vANI taraphano vikalpa UThe te paNa jJAyakatattvamAMthI nathI UThato, jJAna para lakSamAM aTakatAM vikalpa UThayo che, te jJAnanuM svarUpa nathI. AvA jJAnasvarUpane nakkI kare to aMdara apUrva zAMti ne samAdhi thAya. (18) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 103 samAdhi mATe nirvikalpatatvanI bhAvanA bAhya vikalpa choDIne, aMtarano vikalpa paNa choDavA mATe dharme vicAre che ke yatpare: pratipAdho'haM yatparAn prtipaadye| unmattaceSTitaM tanme yadahaM nirviklpkH||19|| huM upAdhyAyAdi paravaDe pratipAdya thAuM eTale ke bIjA vaDe huM samajuM, ke huM bIjAne pratipAdana karIne samajAvuM,Avo je vikalpa che te mArI unmatta ceSTa che, kemake kharekhara huM nirvikalpa chuM; vikalpavaDe ke vacanavaDe grAhya thAya evuM mAruM svarUpa nathI.-A rIte jJAnI aMtaraMga vikalpone paNa choDIne nirvikalpa svasaMvedanamAM karavA mAMge che. caitanyasvarUpa AtmA pote potAthI ja svasaMvedya che; te potAnI jAgRti vagara bIjA koIthI samaje evo nathI. mATe jJAtAsvabhAvathI bahAra vRtti jAya ne bIjA pAsethI samajavAnI ke bIjAne samajAvavAnI vRtti dharmIne UThe te paNa mohanI ceSTA hovAthI tene ahIM unmatta ceSTA kahI che. "unmatta ceSTA' no artha ema na samajavo ke je upadeza kare te badhA ajJAnI che.--upadezanI vRtti to jJAnIne Ave; paNa upadezamAM bhedathI pratipAdana thAya che; te bhedadvArA abheda AtmAnuM grahaNa thatuM nathI mATe bhedanI vRtti UThe te unmatta ceSTA che eTale ke mohano unmAda che; te mArA jJAnanuM svarUpa nathI. mArA AtmAnuM svarUpa to nirvikalpa-atIndriyajJAnathI grAhya che, vikalpathI grAhya nathI.-ema je nathI jANato, ne bIjAnA zabdothI huM samajI jAuM ke huM vikalpavaDe bIjAne samajAvI dauM-ema mAne che tene to mithyAtvano moTo unmAda che. dharmI jANe che ke vANIthI ke Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 14 : AtmabhAvanA vikalpathI AtmA grAhya thAya tevo nathI; vANImAM ne vikalpamAM to bhedathI pratipAdana Avaze, "AtmA darzana-jJAna-cAritra svarUpa che" ema pratipAdana kare to temAM paNa bheda che, te vANInA ke bhedanA lakSa AtmAnA nirvikalpa svarUpanuM grahaNa thatuM nathI, mATe bhedano vikalpa UThe te paNa mohanI ceSTA che, mArA jJAyakatattvamAM te vikalpano praveza nathI. juo, A aMtarmukhadaSTino abhiprAya! huM to jJAyaka ja chuM, vikalpa ke vANI mAruM svarUpa nathI. upadezanI vRtti Ave ne vANIno dhodha chUTato hoya te vakhate paNa jJAnIne AvI jJAyakatattvanI daSTi chaTatI nathI. ane je vikalpa UThayo che tene paNa jJAnatattvathI bhinna, mohanuM kArya jANe che, te vikalpa asthiratAnI ceSTA che ema jANe che eTale tenuM jora vikalpa upara nathI jatuM paNa jJAyaka svabhAva tarapha ja tenuM jora rahe che. tethI tene vikalpa tUTIne svarUpamAM sthiratArUpa samAdhi thAya che. aho, AcAryadeva kahe che ke parama upazAMta caitanyatattvanA AnaMdamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne asthiratAmAM je vikalpo UThe che te mArI unmatta-ceSTA che. jAo to kharA ! A chaThThI-sAtamAM guNasthAne jhUlatA ne paMcaparameSThIpadamAM bhaLelA evA zrI pUjyapAda svAmI kahe che ke are! amArA atIndriya AnaMdanA vedanamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne parane samajAvavAno vikalpa UThe te paNa nirarthaka unmattavat ceSTA che. je zubha rAganA vikalpane AcAryadeva unmattaceSTA kahe che te zubharAgathI ajJAnI mUDhajIvo saMvara-nirjarA thavAnuM mAne che. are ! vItarAgI saMtoe jene unmattaceSTA kIdhI tene mUDha jIvo dharma mAne che, paNa temanI te mAnyatA unmatta jevI che. rAga ane dharma vacceno viveka nahi jANatA hovAthI teo unmatta jevA che. bhagavAna umAsvAmI tattvArthasUtrajImAM kahe che ke "satoravizeSaTdhadRcchoplbdherunmttvt' Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 105 arthAt mithyAdaSTi jIva sat ane asane avizeSapaNe potAnI svecchAthI unmattanI jema grahaNa kare che, tene sat-asatano viveka nathI tethI tenuM jJAna mithyA che. je jIva zubharAgathI dharma mAne che te paNa rAgane ane dharmane ekapaNe mAne che eTale sat-asane ekapaNe mAne che tethI te mithyAdaSTi unmatta che. ahIM to evuM mithyAtva TaLyA pachI paNa, asthiratAnA rAganI je ceSTA che te paNa nirarthaka hovAthI tene unmattaceSTA jANIne, saMto te choDIne svarUpamAM TharavAnI bhAvanA bhAve che-tenI vAta che. jAo to kharA A vItarAgamArga! eka zubha vikalpa paNa vItarAgamArgamAM pAlavato nathI. vastunuM svarUpa vikalpAtIta che, tenA anubhavarUpa vItarAgamArga che; ane temAM ja AnaMda tathA samAdhi che. (19) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * caitanyasvarUpanI svAnubhUtimAM ramatA jJAnIone dekhIne mumukSune svAnubhavanI preraNA jAge che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 106 : AtmabhAvanA svasaMvedha AtmAnI bhAvanA AtmA svabhAvane choDato nathI, ne parabhAvane grahato nathI samakitI aMtarAtmA svasaMvedanathI potAnA nirvikalpa AtmasvarUpane kevuM jANe che te kahe che yadagrAhyaM na gRhNAti gRhItaM nApi muNcti| jAnAti sarvathA sarvaM ttsvsNvedhmsmyhm||20|| agrAhya evA krodhAdi vikArI bhAvone potAnA svarUpamAM je grahato nathI. ane guhIta evA potAnA anaMta jJAnAdisvarUpane je kadI choDato nathI, je sarvathA sarvane jANe che-evo svasaMvedha huM chuM. ema dharmI jANe che. huM to sadAya jJAna-darzana-AnaMdasvarUpa ja chuM, zarIra-manakarma-rAga-dveSa vagerene mArA svarUpamAM meM kadI grahyA ja nathI, mArA jJAnasvarUpathI te judA ne judA ja che. mAro sahajasvabhAva jJAnaAnaMdasvarUpa che tene huM kadI choDato nathI; mAro AtmA krodhAdi svarUpa nathI paNa sarvano jANanAra ja che-Avo AtmA ja huM chuM- ema aMtarAtmA potAnA svasaMvedanathI anubhave che. juo, A samakitIno AtmA! samakitI potAnA AtmAne zarIrarUpa ke rAgAdirUpa nathI mAnato, paNa jJAyaka svarUpa ja mAne che. AtmA gRhIta evA potAnA sahaja jJAnAdi svarUpane choDato nathI. jJAnAdine "gRhIta' kahyA eno artha ema nathI ke tene AtmAe navA grahaNa karyA che; paraMtu anAdithI ja AtmA te jJAnAdisvarUpa ja che, te svarUpathI AtmA kadI chUTato nathI; ane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 107 krodhAdisvarUpa kadI thaI jato nathI. kSaNika paryAyamAM krodhAdi che paNa te paryAya jeTalo ja AtmA samakitI mAnato nathI, te krodhAdine potAnA svarUpathI bAhya jANe che, ne jJAnaAnaMdamaya svabhAvane ja te potAnA aMtarasvarUpe grahaNa kare che. zraddhAjJAnamAM je cidAnaMdasvabhAvane grahaNa karyo tene dharmI kadI choDatA nathI, ane krodhAdine potAnA svarUpamAM ekameka mAnIne kadI grahaNa karatA nathI, tene potAnA svarUpathI judA ja jANe che. A rIte svasaMvedanamAM upayogasvarUpa AtmAne krodhAdithI jAdo anubhavavo te paramAtmA thavAno upAya che. mAro AtmA upayogasvarUpa che te upayogamAM ja che, ne krodhAdimAM nathI; tathA krodhAdibhAvo mArA upayogamAM nathI; AvuM bhedajJAna jyAre thAya che tyAre te aMtarAtmA krodhAdi parabhAvomAM ekatApaNe kadI pariNamato ja nathI, krodhAdine AtmAnA svarUpapaNe grahato nathI, ane 'huM to jJAyaka chuM'-ema zraddhA jJAnamAM grahaNa karyuM che tene kadI choDato nathI, potAnA AtmAne jJAyakasvarUpe ja svIkAre che. dharmI pramodathI niHzaMkapaNe ema jANe che ke aho! huM to jJAnaAnaMdasvarUpa ja rahyo chuM, rAgAdine meM mArA svarUpamAM kadI grahyA ja nathI, mAro svabhAva kadI rAgAdirUpa thaI gayo nathI. jJAnanA svAdane ane rAganA svAdane dharmI judo judo jANe che. zuddha jJAyakasvarUpamAM rAgAdi parabhAvone kadI ekapaNe te svIkArato nathI. zarIrane grahe ke choDe, karmone grahe ke choDe, rAgAdine grahe ke choDeevo AtmAno svabhAva nathI, AtmAno svabhAva to svasaMvedanathI grAhya evo jJAnAnaMdarUpa ja che. zarIrAdine huM choDuM-ema mAnanAre te zarIrAdine potAmAM grahelA mAnyA che,-te vibhrama che. e ja pramANe bahAranA Azrayeindriyo vagerethI jJAnanuM grahaNa thAya ema je mAne che teNe potAnA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 108 : AtmabhAvanA AtmAne jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa nathI jANyo, jJAnane potAthI juduM mAnyuM che, eTale choDI dIdhuM che,-te bahirAtmA che. dharmI to jANe che ke meM zarIrAdine mArAmAM kadI grahyA ja nathI ke tene huM choDuM; temaja mArA jJAnAdisvarUpane meM kadI choDayuM ja nathI ke tene bahArathI grahaNa karuM. huM to sadAya zarIrAdithI judo ja rahyo chuM ne mArA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM sadA ekamekarUpe ja rahyo chuM. huM sarvathA sarvano jANanAra ja chuM.Avo AtmA svasaMvedanagamya ja che. je svasaMvedanathI potAnA AvA AtmAne jANe che te aMtarAtmA che. (20). * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * AnaMdanA dhAmamAM zoka zA? sukhanA dhAmamAM duHkha zA? jJAnanA dhAmamAM ajJAna zA? muktinA mArgamAM muMjhavaNa zI? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 1/9 dehane AtmA mAnIne ajJAnathI kevI ceSTA karI? tenuM daSTAMtasahita varNana upara kahyo tevA AtmasvarUpanA jJAna vagara pUrve ajJAnadazAmAM meM kavI ceSTA karI-te dharme vicAre che - utpannapuruSabhrAnteH sthANau ydvdvicessttitN| tadvanme ceSTitaM pUrvaM dehaadissvaatmvibhrmaat||21|| jema koI puruSane jhADanA pUMThAmAM "A puruSa che" evI bhrAMti thaI jAya ane te bhrAMtine lIdhe tene bolAve,-tenA upara khIjAya, vaLI tene manAve-ema aneka prakAranI vyartha ceSTA kare tema meM paNa pUrve bhramathI A deharUpa TUMThAne ja AtmA mAnIne vyartha ceSTAo karI, ane tethI huM duHkhI thayo. jema koI puruSa rAtre aMdhArAmAM koI mANasane maLavA gayo hoya, tyAM jhADanA pUMThAne dekhIne bhramaNAthI ema mAnI ltha ke A mANasa che. ema mAnIne tene bolAve.-bhAI bolone! kema bolatA nathI! mArAthI kema rIsANA che?" paNa ThUMThuM to kAMI bole nahi, eTale khIjAI ne tene bAtha bharavA jAya, tyAM khabara paDe ke are ! A to jhADanuM TUMThuM! meM tene mANasa mAnIne atyAra sudhI vyartha ceSTAo karI. tema ajJAnI jIva A dehane ja AtmA mAnI rahyo che, deha to jhADanA ThUMThA jevo jaDa che chatAM tene ja jIva mAnIne "huM boluM, huM khAuM' ema ajJAnI vyartha ceSTAo kare che. dharmI jANe che ke are, meM paNa pahelAM ajJAnadazAmAM zarIrane AtmA mAnIne unmattavat vyartha ceSTAo karI; have bhAna thayuM ke aho, huM to jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ja chuM, A deha to jaDa acetana che; dethI huM atyaMta judo ja chuM, pUrve Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 11) : AtmabhAvanA paNa judo ja hato paNa bhramathI tene mArI mAnIne meM vyartha ceSTAo karI hatI. baLadeva-vAsudevane atizaya prema hoya che; jyAre vAsudeva marI jAya che tyAre baLadeva atizaya premIne lIdhe tenA maDadAne cha mahinA sudhI sAthe pherave che, ne jANe te hajI jIvatA ja hoya ema tenI sAthe ceSTA kare che. lakSmaNajI marI jatAM rAmacandrajI tenA mRtakazarIrane laIne phare che tyAre kahe che ke are bhAI ! have to tuM bola, mArA upara te AvI rIsa kadI karI nathI; savAra paDe tyAM kahe ke bhAI lakSmaNa ! have to tuM UTha, savAra thaI gaI; kayAM sudhI sUI rahIza? jinendra bhagavAnanI pUjAno avasara cAlyo jAya che. vaLI tene navarAve, tenA moDhAmAM koLIo mUkIne tene khavarAve ema aneka prakAranI ceSTAo maDadA sAthe kare che. (jo ke A prasaMge paNa rAmacaMdrajI to AtmajJAnI hatA, temane mAtra asthiratAno moTuM hato, AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna ja jANatA hatA eTale ajJAna na hatuM; paNa ahIM to marelAne jIvatuM mAnIne vyartha ceSTAo karI te batAvavA mATe daSTAMta lIdhuM che.) tema A zarIra to sadAya jaDa mRtakakalevara che paNa ajJAnI jIva mohathI A zarIra te ja huM chuM ema mAnIne tenI sAthe vyartha ceSTAo kare che. ajJAnI jIva A jaDa deharUpI maDadAne jIvatuM mAnIne (eTale ke tene ja AtmA mAnIne) anaMtakALathI tene sAthe pheravI rahyo che; mRtaka kalevaramAM caitanya bhagavAna mUrchAI gayo che. dehanI ceSTAothI je potAne sukhI-duHkhI mAne che, dehunI kriyA huM karuM ema mAne che, dehunI kriyA dharmanuM sAdhana thAya ema mAne che te badhAya zarIrane ja AtmA mAnanArA che. teo potAnA zraddhA-jJAnarUpI khaMbhA upara jaDa maDadAne ja dhAraNa karIne bhavabhramaNamAM rakhaDI rahyA che. rAmacaMdrajIne to jyAre khabhe lakSmaNanuM maDaduM hatuM tyAre Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 111 paNa aMtaranA zraddhA-jJAnamAM potAnA cidAnaMdasvabhAvanuM ja grahaNa hatuM, rAganuM ke dehAdinuM eka kSaNa paNa grahaNa na hatuM. are ! ajJAnadazAmAM caitanyatattvane cUkIne bhramathI jIva kevI kevI vyartha ceSTAo karI rahyo che tenI tene potAne khabara nathI. jyAre jIva pote jJAnI thayo tyAre tene khabara paDI ke are! pUrve ajJAnadazAmAM meM kevI nakAmI ceSTAo karI ! (21) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * svane jANuM parane jANuM svamAM parane kadI na mAnuM. * sukhane icchuM duHkhathI DaruM mithyA bhAvo kadI na karuM * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 112 : AtmabhAvanA deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatA jANatAM zuM thayuM? ajJAnadazAmAM to dehane ja AtmA mAnIne bhramathI vyartha ceSTAo karI; paNa have dehathI bhinna caitanyamUrti AtmAnuM bhAna thatAM jJAnInI ceSTA kevI thaI jAya che te batAve che yathA'sau ceSTate sthANau nivRtte purussaagrhe| tathA ceSTo'smi dehAdau vinivRttaatmvibhrmH|| 22 / / jJAnI vicAre che ke, jema jhADanA TUMThAne puruSa mAnIne vyartha ceSTA karanAra te manuSyane jyAre khabara paDe ke are, A to puruSa nathI paNa jhADanuM ThUMThuM che,-tyAre tenI sAthe upakAra-vAtacIta vagerenI ceSTA choDI de che; tema meM ajJAnadazAmAM to dehane ja AtmA mAnIne vyartha ceSTAo karI, ne huM duHkhI thayo, paNa have mane bhAna thayuM ke are, A deha to jaDa che, te mAro upakArI ke apakArI nathI, te mArAthI bhinna che; huM to arUpI cidAnaMda AtmA chuM.-AvuM bhAna thatAM zarIranI ceSTAo pratye have mane udAsInatA thaI gaI che, arthAta zarIranI ceSTA mArI che-ema have mane jarA paNa bhAsatuM nathI, zarIranI ceSTAvaDe mAruM kAMI sudhare ke bagaDe-evI bhramaNA have chUTI gaI che. mArI ceSTA to jJAnacetanAmaya che. A dehAdithI judo, jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ja huM chuM.-evuM jyAM svasaMvedanathI samyaka bhAna thayuM tyAM dharmAtmA jANe che ke are ! atyArasudhI to pattharamAM puruSanI bhrAMtinI mAphaka A acetana zarIrane ja meM AtmA mAnyo ne tenI sAthe vyartha ceSTAo karI. jema aMdhArAne lIdhe koI puruSa pattharane ke jhADanA TUMThane puruSa mAnIne tene bolAve, tenA upara prema kare, tenI sAthe laDe, laDatAMlaDatAM te potAnA upara paDe tyAM ema mAne ke Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 113 ANe mane dALyo, ane kahe ke bhAIsAba ! have UTha...ema aneka prakAre tenI sAthe bhrAMtithI ceSTA kare...paNa jyAM prakAza thAya ne dekhAya ke are, A to puruSa nathI paNa patthara che-TUMTha che, meM bhrAMtithI vyartha ceSTA karI...!-tema ajJAnarUpI aMdhArAne lIdhe ajJAnI acetana zarIrAdine ja AtmA mAnIne tenI sAthe prIti karato, bAhya viSayone potAnA ISTa-aniSTakArI mAnIne temanA pratye rAga-dveSa karato, huM ja khAuM chuM-huM ja pIuM chuM, huM ja boluM chuM, AMkhathI huM dekhuM chuM, A indriyo huM ja chuM-ema mAnIne aneka prakAre bhrAMtithI ceSTA karato, paNa have jyAM jJAnaprakAza thayo.....ne saMvedanavaDe AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANyo tyAM dharmI jANe che ke are! A deha to acetana che, te huM nathI, chatAM tene ja AtmA mAnIne atyArasudhI meM vyartha ceSTAo karI, paNa have e bhrAMti TaLI gaI che. jaDa zarIrathI bhinna AtmA jANyo che eTale jJAnI indriyono dAsa nathI paNa tenAthI udAsa che, ane atIndriya- AtmAno dAsa (upAsaka) che. ajJAnI to jaDaIndriyone potAnI mAnIne teno ja dAsa thaI rahyo che. kAnaAMkha vagere indriyo sArI hoya to huM zabdanuM zravaNa, rUpanuM avalokana barAbara karI zakuM ema mAnIne ajJAnI indriyaviSayomAM ja rAga-dveSa karato thako teno dAsa thaIne, viSayono gulAma thaIne varte che. mAro AtmA pote jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che,-indriyothI pAra che-evA samyaphabhAnamAM dharmI jitendriya varte che. te jANe che ke mAruM jJAna ke mAro AnaMda indriyaviSayomAM nathI huM pote ja jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa chuM,eTale tene bAhyaviSayomAM Atmabuddhi nathI. A AtmA ja zarIra che-ema sIdhI rIte bhale na kahe, paNa bAhyaviSayothI jJAna ne AnaMda thavAnuM je mAne che te jIva zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che, ne potAne zarIrarUpa ja mAne che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember fo check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 114 : AtmabhAvanA jIva jenAthI potAne jJAna ne sukha thavAnuM mAne tene 'AtmA' ja mAne che. je indriyothI ke 52thI jJAnAnaMda thavAnuM mAne che te, jaDane ja AtmA mAnIne tenA dAsapaNe varte che. dharmI jANe che ke meM paNa pUrve ajJAnadazAmAM bhramaNAthI dehane ja AtmA mAnIne ceSTAo karI....paNa have bhAna thayuM ke A deha to mArAthI atyaMta Ado acetana che; jema lAkaDAne thAMbhalo mArAthI judo che tema A deha paNa mArAthI judo che. huM to arUpI caitanyasvarUpI svasaMvedha chuM. zarIrathI mArI jAta ja judI che. huM huM huM * zarIra rUpI, * zarIra jaDa, arUpI; cetana; asaMyogI; avinAzI; dekhato; * zarIra saMyogI, * zarIra vinAzI, * zarIra AMdhaLuM, huM * zarIra indriyagrAhya,huM * zarIra mArAthI bAhya paratattva, ane huM aMtaraMga caitanyamUrti svatattva; A rIte zarIrane ane mAre atyaMta bhinnatA che. atIndriya-svasaMvedanagrAhya; AvA atyaMta bhinnapaNAnA vivekathI jyAM bhedajJAna thayuM ane yathArtha tattvazraddhAnarUpa samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM zIrAdimAM Atmabuddhino bhrama chUTI gayo, zarIranA sudharavA-bagaDavAthI mAruM kAMI sudhare ke bagaDe-evo bhrama chUTI gayo, ne dehAdi paradravyothI upekSita thaIne cidAnaMdasvabhAvamAM vaLyo....AnuM nAma samAdhi che. bhinna AtmatattvanA ciMtana vinA samAdhi thAya ja nahi. paradravyothI AtmAne bhinna jANyA vinA temanAthI upekSA thAya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 115 nahi. paradravyothI upekSA vinA svatattvamAM ekAgratA kevI? ane svatatvamAM ekAgratA vagara samAdhi kevI? samAdhi vagara sukha ke zAMti kevAM? mATe sauthI pahelAM bhedajJAnanA abhyAsavarDa dehAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANavo te ja samAdhinuM mULa che. (22) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * jJAnabhAva che sukhanuM dhAma; rAgataNuM tyAM zuM che kAma? AtamalakSmI khola khajAnA, jo tuM cAhe molameM jAnA. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 116 : AtmabhAvanA huM mArA caitanyacihunathI svasaMvedha chuM. bAhyacilDrana huM nathI have "puruSa, huM strI, huM napuMsaka" ema bAhya liMgamAM AtmAnI je bhramaNA, temaja "huM eka, huM be' ityAdi saMkhyAmAM AtmAnI je bhramaNA, te dUra karavA mATe, liMga ane saMkhyAthI jAdu asAdhAraNa AtmasvarUpa batAve che yenAtmanA'nubhUye'haM aatmnaivaatmnaatmni| so'haM na tanna sA nAsau naiko na dvau na vA bhuH||23|| huM mArA AtmAne, caitanyasvarUpa AtmAvaDe AtmAnA svasaMvedanathI AtmAmAM ja ananyapaNe anubhavuM chuM; te ja huM chuM. e sivAya strI-puruSa vagere cihno ke eka-be vagere saMkhyAnA vikalpo te huM nathI. svasaMvedanagamya caitanya ja mAruM cihna che. strIpaNuM, puruSapaNuM vagere citavaDe to zarIra oLakhAya che, paNa te citavaDa kAMI AtmA nathI oLakhAto. vyAkaraNanAM vacano ane vibhaktio arUpI AtmAne sparzatA nathI eTale ke bhASAnA zabdothI gamya thAya evo AtmA nathI, AtmA to pote potAthI ja saMvedanamya che. AvA AtmAne je jANe che tene sAcI AtmabhAvanA thAya che, tene ja samAdhi-sukha-zAMti athavA dharma thAya che. samAdhine mATe dehAdithI bhinna svasaMvedya jJAnAnaMdasvarUpI AtmAnI bhAvanAnuM A varNana cAle che. puruSapaNuM-strIpaNuM vagere zarIranA AkAro te huM nathI, temaja te saMbaMdhI vikAra paNa upAdhibhAva che, te mArA svasaMvedha AtmAthI bAhya che. vaLI huM eka chuM-aneka ityAdi vikalpothI paNa huM pAra chuM bAhya liMgo ane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 117 saMkhyAnA bhedothI pAra jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ja huM chuM, zarIra Adheya ne huM teno AdhAra, athavA huM Adheya ne zarIra mAro AdhAra-evuM AdhAra-AdheyapaNuM to mAre nathI; temaja jJAnAdi guNo AdhAra ne AtmA Adheya-evo AdhAraAdheyano bheda paNa mArA ekAkAra svarUpamAM nathI, AdhAra-AdheyanA bhedavaDa anubhavamAM AvuM evo huM nathI, bhedanA vikalparahita nirvikalpa svasaMvedanagamya huM chuM-Ama dharmI potAnA AtmAnI bhAvanA kare che. (23) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * jenAmAM sukha che - tene jANatAM sukha thAya che. jenAmAM sukha nathI tene jANatAM sukha thatuM nathI * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 118: AtmabhAvanA huM jAgRta chuM, atIndriya chuM, asaMvedya chuM have jJAnIne koI pUche ke tame je AtmAne anubhavo cho te kevo che? kevA AtmasvarUpane tame anubhavo cho?-ema pUchatAM jJAnI kahe che ke yadabhAve suSupto'haM yadbhAve vyutthitaH punH| atIndriyamanirdezya ttsvsNvedymsmyhm||24|| jenA abhAvamAM huM suSupta hato eTale ke je zuddhAtmAnA saMvedananI upalabdhi vinA ajJAnarUpI ghora nidrAthI huM gherAyelo hato, mArA jJAnacakSu bIDAI gayA hutA, ane have jenA sabhAvathI huM jAgRta thayo, je zuddhAtmAnA saMvedananI upalibdha thatAM mArA jJAnacakSu khUlI gayA, tathA je indriyo ane vikalpothI agocara, atIndriya che, evo svasaMvedha huM chuM. AvA svasaMvedya AtmArUpe ja huM mane anubhavuM chuM. e sivAya dehAdi koI paradravyo mane mArApaNe jarA paNa bhAsatA nathI. A rIte samyajJAna thatAM AtmAne potAnA svarUpanI niHzaMka khabara paDe che. jyAre huM mArA AtmAne jANato na hato tyAre yathArtha tattvonA jJAnano mane abhAva hato, koI tattvonA svarUpane huM yathArtha jANato na hato ane gADha mohanI nidrAmAM sUto hato. paNa have zuddha caitanyatattvanuM mane bhAna thatAM huM jAgyo ne badhA tattvonA yathAvat svarUpane jANavArUpe huM pariNamyo. AvuM zuddha caitanyatatva huM chuM, ke jenA abhAnathI huM suta hato ne have jenA bhAnathI huM jAgyo. kevuM che mAruM svarUpa? atIndriya che ane vacananA vikalpothI agocara che; mAtra svasaMvedanagamya che. vyavahAranA vikalpothI ke rAgathI grahaNa thAya evuM mAruM svarUpa nathI, mAruM svarUpa to aMtaranA svasaMvedanavaDe ja anubhavamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 119 Ave tevuM che. AvuM svasaMdhatattva huM chuM. jo sutto vavahAre so joI jaggae skjjmmi| jo jargAda vavahAre so sutto appaNe kjje|| mokSaprAbhRta" nI A gAthAmAM kuMdakuMdAcAryadava kahe che ke je jIvo vyavahAramAM sUtelA che (eTale ke vyavahAra pratye udAsIna che), teo potAnA AtmakAryamAM jAgRta che; ane jeo vyavahAramAM jAge che eTale ke vyavahAramAM tanmaya varte che teo potAnA AtmakAryane mATe UMdhe che. vyavahArano Azraya karIne lAbha mAnanAra jIva ajJAnI che, te zuddhaAtmAne jANato nathI, temaja bIjA tattvonA svarUpane paNa te jANato nathI, mATe te mohanidrAmAM sutelo che. jJAnI to potAnA cidAnaMdasvarUpane dehAdithI tathA rAgAdithI bhinna jANIne tenI bhAvanAmAM jAgRta che ne vyavahAramAM te ajAgRta che eTale ke tene rAgAdi pratyeno utsAha tUTI gayo che...caitanyasvarUpamAM ja utsAhu varte che. dharmI kahe che ke are! atyAra sudhI mArA caitanyasvarUpane bhUlIne huM ajJAnarUpI nidrAmAM asAvadhAnapaNe suto....paNa have caitanyasvarUpane jANIne huM jAgyo ne sAvadhAna thayo; meM mArA svarUpane indriyothI pAra jANuM, rAgathI pAra jANyuM, siddha jevA atIndriya jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa mArA AtmasvarUpane meM svasaMvedanathI jAyuMtethI have huM jAgRta chuM. , dharmI sadAya jAgRta che ne ajJAnI to sadAya asAvadhAnIthI UMghato che. huM jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ja chuM evI AtmajAgRti dharmIne kSaNamAtra paNa khasatI nathI, UMgha vakhateya evI jAgRti-pratIti chUTatI nathI tethI te jAgRta ja che. ane mithyAdaSTine caitanyasvarUpamAM utsAharUpa jAgRti nathI, AtmAne bhUlIne te to UMghe ja che; jAgato hoya-zAstra vAMcato hoya-bhakti vagere Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 120: AtmabhAvanA karato hoya topaNa cidAnaMdasvarUpanI jAgRti vinA te UMghato ja che. koI ema paNa kahe che ke 'ajJAnI UMghatA sArA, kema ke UMghamAM pApa na thAya'-to te vAta jUThI che. UMgha vakhateya ajJAnIne mithyAtvAdi pAponuM sevana vartyA ja kare che. ane jJAnIne UMgha vakhateya caitanyasvarUpanI pratItirUpa jAgRti vartyA ja kare che. mATe ahIM to eka niyama batAvyo ke jene zuddha caitanyanI upalabdhi che te ja jAge che, ane jene zuddha caitanyanI upalabdhi nathI te UMghe ja che. 'huM koNa chuM' tenuM mane ajJAnadazAmAM bhAna na hatuM-huM bebhAna hato; have mArA zuddha caitanyasvarUpanuM bhAna thatAM huM jAgyo ne svasaMvedha caitanyatattvane ja meM mArApaNe anubhavyuM. Ama dharmI potAnA AtmasvarUpane anubhave che. jema UMghamAM sUtelA manuSyane AsapAsanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI, tema dehamAM Atmabuddhi karIne monidrAmAM sUtelA prANIone sva-paranuM kAMI bhAna nathI. saMto sva-52nuM bhedajJAna karAvIne tenI mohanidrA choDAve che, ne tene jagADe che ke are jIva! tuM jAga... jAga! jAgIne tArA caitanyapadane jo. tuM 52mAM jAgRti karIne tArA caitanyapadane bhUlI rahyo che, eTale ajJAnarAtrimAM sUto che, temAMthI have jAga. jJAnI to potAnA caitanyasvarUpane dRSTimAM laIne tenI sAdhanAmAM sadA jAgRta che. madharAte jagatanA prANIo nidrAmAM sUtA hoya paNa saMta-munivaro to madharAte paNa caitanyanA dhyAnanI mastImAM jAgatA hoya. ahIM to kahe che ke jyArathI cidAnaMdasvabhAvanuM svasaMvedana thayuM tyArathI AtmA jAgyo. ajJAnIo rAgAdi vyavahAramAM ja jAgRta che eTale ke rAgamAM ja utsAharahita che. A rIte je vyavahAramAM ajJAnIo jAge che temAM jJAnIo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 121 sUtelA (eTale ke Adara vagaranA) che; ane jJAnIo potAnA je caitanyatattvanA svasaMvedanamAM jAgRta che temAM ajJAnIo sUtelA chebhAna vagaranA che, temanAM jJAnacakSu bIDAI gayelAM che. jyAM aMtaramukha thaIne atIndriya AtmAnuM svasaMvedana thayuM tyAM dharmInA caitanyacakSu khUlI gayA, anAdinI ajJAnanidrA UDI gaI. te kahe che ke ahA ! AvA mArA tattvane atyArasudhI kadI meM nahotuM jANuM, paNa have svasaMvedanathI meM mArA Atmatattvane jANI lIdhuM che...have jAgRta thayo chuM. (24) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * jJAnI-dharmAtmA jagatanA kAryono utsAha choDIne nijasvarUpanA utsAhamAM sadAya jAgRta varte che. nijasvarUpamAM jeno upayoga che te jAgRta che. caitanyasvarUpathI je vimukha che te UMghato che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 122: AtmabhAvanA: jJAnasvarUpanA anubhavamAM vItarAgatA temAM zatru-mitrano abhAva AtmAne samAdhi kema thAya-vItarAgI zAMti kema thAya tenuM A varNana che. mAro AtmA dehathI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che-ema parathI bhinna AtmAne jANyA vagara samAdhi thAya nahi. je potAne parathI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa jANe che tene paramAM "A mAro mitra ke A mAro zatru" evI buddhi rahetI nathI; eTale bodhasvarUpa AtmAnA lakSe tene evo vItarAgabhAva thaI jAya che ke koI mAro zatru ke koI mAro mitra ema te mAnato nathI. te vAta havenI gAthAmAM kahe che kSIyante'traiva rAgAdhAstattvato mAM pryshytH| bodhAtmAnaM tataH kazcinna me zatrurna ca priyaH / / 25 / / mArA jJAnasvarUpa AtmAnA avalokanathI ahIM ja rAgadveSAdi doSo kSaya pAmI jAya che, tethI mAre koI mitra nathI ke koI zatru nathI. juo, A vItarAgI samAdhinI rIta! huM to jJAnasvarUpa ja chuM -ema nakkI karIne potAnA jJAnasvarUpanI bhAvanAmAM rahyo tyAM bahAramAM koI mane mArA zatru ke mitra bhAsatA nathI, kemake jJAnasvarUpanI bhAvanAthI rAgadveSano nAza thaI gayo che. jenA upara rAga hoya tene potAno mitra mAne, tathA jenA upara dveSa hoya tene zatru mAne, paNa huM to bodhasvarUpa zuddha caitanya chuM-evI bhAvanAmAM rAga-dveSano kSaya thatAM koI mitra ke zatrupaNe bhAsatAM nathI. pahelAM Avo vItarAgI abhiprAya thayA vagara kadI rAga-dveSano nAza thAya nahi ne vItarAgI samAdhi pragaTe nahi. huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM; rAga-dveSa mArA jJAna Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 123 svarUpamAM che ja nahi ne bahAranA koI mArA zatru ke mitra nathIAvA vItarAgI abhiprAyapUrvaka caitanyanI bhAvanAthI vItarAgI samAdhi thAya che. paNa parane potAnuM iSTa-aniSTa mAne parane mitra ke zatru mAne tene rAgadveSa kadI chUTI nahi. mATe jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne bhAvanA karavI te ja rAgAdinA nAzano ne samAdhino upAya che. A zarIranI sevA karanAra mArA mitra nathI kemake zarIra huM nathI, zarIrano ghAta karanAra mArA zatru nathI kemake zarIra huM nathI, huM to jJAnasvarUpa chuM. mArA jJAnasvarUpanI zraddhA jJAna karIne tenI bhAvanAthI rAgAdino kSaya thatAM mane koI mitra ke zatrupaNe bhAsatA nathI. samyagdaSTi aMtarAtmA koI rAjA hoya ne laDAIno paNa prasaMga AvI jAya, chatAM te prasaMgeya tene bhAna che ke huM to jJAnasvarUpa chuM, mArA jJAnasvarUpane A jagatamAM koI mitra ke verI nathI. Avo vItarAgI abhiprAya dharmIne koI kSaNe chUTato nathI. ane AvA abhiprAyane lIdhe jJAnAnaMdasvarUpanI bhAvanA karatAM rAgAdino kSaya thAya che. cothA guNasthAne hajI amuka rAga-dveSa thAya che teTalo doSa che paNa koI parane zatru ke mitra mAnIne te rAgadveSa thatA nathI, temaja jJAnasvarUpamAM te rAgadveSa kartavyapaNe bhAsatA nathI; "huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM' evI AtmabhAvanAnA jore dharmIne rAgAdi nAza thatA jAya che. jyAM sudhI A jIva potAnA nijAnaMdasvabhAvanA sahaja amRtanuM pAna nathI karato tyAM sudhI ja bAhya padArthone bhramathI te iSTaanISTa mAne che. tethI ISTa saMyogamAM te mitratA mAne che ne anISTa saMyogamAM te zatrutA mAne che; A rIte parane mitra ke zatru mAnato hovAthI rAga-dveSano teno abhiprAya chUTato nathI, ne vItarAgI zAMti tene thatI nathI. paNa jyAre saMyogathI bhinna potAnA cidAnaMda svabhAvanA vItarAgI amRtanuM pAna kare Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 124: AtmabhAvanA che tyAre potAne sadA jJAnasvarUpe ja dekhe che, ne jJAnasvarUpamAM koIne mitra ke zatru tarIke te mAnato nathI; ahA! to jJAnamUrti chuM, jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanAmAM rAga-dveSa che ja nahi; to rAga vagara huM kone mitra mAnuM? ne dveSa vagara huM kone zatru mAnuM? mitra ke zatru to rAga-dveSamAM che. jJAnamAM mitrazatru kevA? jJAnamAM rAga-dveSa nathI, to rAga-dveSa vinA mitra ke zatru kevA? A rIte jJAnabhAvanArUpe pariNamelA jJAnI kahe che ke mArA cidAnaMda-svarUpane dekhatAvaMta ja rAga-dveSa evA kSINa thaI gayA che ke jagatamAM koI mane mitra ke zatru bhAsatA nathI, jagatathI bhinna mAruM jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa ja mane bhAse che. jAo, AvA AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA te ja vItarAgI samAdhino upAya che, ne vItarAgI samAdhi te ja bhavanA aMtano upAya che; mATe vAraMvAra AvA AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karavI. (25) * * * 25 mI gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke bodhasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanAthI rAgAdino kSaya thaI jatAM mane koI zatru ke mitra tarIke bhAsatA nathI; huM to mArA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpanA zAMtarasamAM ja rahuM chuM. tyAre have pUche che ke tame bhale bIjAne zatru ke mitra na mAno, paNa bIjA to tamane zatru ke mitra mAnatA hazene ? to tenA uttararUpa gAthA kahe che mAmapazyannayaM loko na me zatrurna ca priyH| mAM prapazyannayaM loko na me zatrurna ca priyH|| 26 / / huM to bodhasvarUpa atIndriya AtmA chuM; jeo atIndriya AtmAne nathI jANatA evA ajJa jIvo to mane dekhatA ja nathI, teo mAtra A zarIrane dekhe che paNa mane nathI dekhatA, tethI teo mArA zatru ke mitra nathI. teo A zarIrane zatru ke mitra mAne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 125 che paNa mane to dekhatA ja nathI, to dekhyA vagara zatru ke mitra kyAMthI mAne? jene jeno paricaya ja nathI te tene zatru ke mitra kayAMthI mAne ? ajJa janone bodhasvarUpa evA mArA AtmAno paricaya ja nathI, temanA carmacakSuthI to huM agocara chuM, teo bicArA potAnA AtmAne paNa nathI jANatA to mArA AtmAne to kyAMthI jANe? ane mane jANyA vagara mArA saMbaMdhamAM zatrumitrapaNAnI kalpanA kayAMthI karI zake? ane, AtmAnA svarUpane jANanArA vijJa jano to koIne zatru-mitra mAnatA nathI; teo to mane paNa jJAnasvarUpe ja dekhe che. eTale mArA saMbaMdhamAM temane paNa zatru-mitrapaNAnI kalpanA thatI nathI. paramAM zatru-mitrapaNAnI kalpanA ajJAnIne thAya che, paNa te to mArA AtmAne dekhato nathI; ane jJAnI mArA AtmAne dekhe che paNa temane koI pratye zatru-mitrapaNAnI kalpanA thatI nathI, mATe mAre koI zatru-mitra nathI ne huM koIno zatru-mitra nathI-ema dharmI jANe che. prazna:- bharata ane bAhubali baMne jJAnI hatA chatAM banne sAmasAmA laDyA hatA, chatAM koI koInA zatru nathI? uttara- bannene asthiratAno dveSa hato, paNa sAmA AtmAne potAno zatru mAnIne te dvaSa thayo na hato. te vakhate bhAna hatuM ke huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM ne sAmo AtmA paNa jJAnasvarUpa ja che, te kAMI mAro zatru ke mitra nathI, ne huM teno zatru ke mitra nathI. bannene aMtaramAM bodhasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna hatuM eTale abhiprAya-apekSAe koI koIne zatru-mitra mAnatA na hatA. ane AvA AtmAne jANIne pachI tenI bhAvanAmAM sthira thatAM evI samAdhi thAya che ke koI pratye dveSanI ke rAganI vRtti ja nathI UThatI; mATe tene koI zatru ke mitra nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1ra6: AtmabhAvanA sarva jIva che jJAnamaya, evo je samabhAva, te sAmAyika jANavuM, bhAkhe jinavararAya. dharmI jIva potAne temaja sarve jIvone zuddha-buddha jJAna-svarUpa dekhe che. A rIte "sva" nA jJAnapUrvaka parane paNa potAnA jevA ja svabhAve je jANe che tene parapratye zatru-mitrapaNAnI mAnyatA thatI nathI. ane "sva" nA jJAnavagara parane jANato ja nathI, to jANyA vagara tene zatru ke mitranI kalpanA kayAMthI thAya? ajJAnI to jaDazarIrane ja dekhe che ne tene ja zatru-mitrapaNe mAne che, paNa zarIra to huM nathI mATe huM koIno zatru-mitra nathI ne mAre koI zatru-mitra nathI. A rIte rAga-dveSanI vRtti choDIne huM mArA jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne ja pharI pharI bhAvuM chuM - anubhavuM chuM. jAo, A jJAnInI vItarAgI bhAvanA! pote potAnA AtmAne bodhasvarUpa dekhe che ne jagatanA badhAya AtmAo paNa evA bodhasvarUpa ja che ema jANe che, tethI potAne koI pratye zatru-mitrapaNAnI buddhi rahI nathI, temaja bIjA mane zatru-mitra mAnatA haze evuM zalya rahyuM nathI. ajJa" to mane dekhatA nathI, ne "vijJa' koIne zatru-mitra mAnatA nathI kemake tene AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanAthI rAgadveSa kSaya thaI gayA che. A rIte ajJa ke vijJa koInI sAthe mAre zatru ke mitrapaNuM nathI; huM to jJAnasvarUpa che. A rIte bodhasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanAthI vItarAgI samAdhi thAya che. (ra6) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 127 52mAtma tattvane bhAvavuM e rIte, "huM zuddha bodhasvarUpa AtmA chuM, mAre koInI sAthe zatru-mitrapaNuM nathI. "-evA jJAnavaDe bahirApaNuM choDIne, aMtarAtmA thaIne, saMkalpa rahita paramAtmAne bhAvavo ema have kahe che tyaktvaivaM bahirAtmAnam antarAtmavyavasthitaH / srvsNklpvrjitm|| 27 / / bhAvayetparamAtmAnaM pUrvokta rIte, 'huM bodhasvarUpa chuM'-evA svasaMvedanadvArA bahirAtmapaNuM choDIne aMtarAtmA thavuM, ane aMtarAtmA thaIne samasta saMkalpa-vikalpothI rahita 52mAtmAne bhAvavo. AvI 52mAtmabhAvanA te paramAtmA thavAno upAya che. hajI to je 52ne zatru-mitra mAne che tene paramAtmatattvanI bhAvanA hotI nathI, tene to rAgadveSanI ja bhAvanA che. huM badhAyathI judo bodhasvarUpa ja chuM-ema jANIne bahirAtmapaNuM choDavuM ne aMtarAtmA thavuM; e rIte AtmasvarUpanA jJAtA aMtarAtmA thaIne potAnA pa2mAtmatattvane sarva saMkalparahita thaIne bhAvavuM. AvI bhAvanAthI AtmAnuM sahaja sukha anubhavamAM Ave che, ne vItarAgI samAdhi thAya che. mATe jagatanA dvaMdva-phaMdanA vikalpo choDIne jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa paramAtmAnI ja bhAvanA ka2vI. (27) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 128: AtmabhAvanA vAraMvA2 52mAtmabhAvanAnuM phaLa * jJAnAnaMdasvarUpane jANIne tenI ja pharI pharI bhAvanA karavAthI zuM phaLa thAya che te have kahe che: so'hamityAttasa skArastasmin bhAvanayA punH| tatraiva dRDhasaMskArAtlabhate hyAtmani sthitim / / 28 / / A je zuddhajJAnasvarUpa paramAtmA che te ja huM chuM-evA saMskAra pAmIne, vAraMvAra temAM bhAvanA karIne, temAM ja daDha saMskAra thatAM AtmasvarUpamAM sthiti thAya che. A rIte svarUpamAM sthiratA thatAM AtmA parama AnaMdanA anubhavamAM magna thAya che. juo, A paramAtmA thavA mATenI bhAvanA; anAdithI AtmAnA vAstavika svarUpane bhUlIne deha te huM, athavA rAga te huM -evI viparIta bhAvanA daDhapaNe ghUMTI che, paNa dehathI ne rAgathI pAra, jevA paramAtmA che tevo ja huM chuM-evI bhAvanA pUrve kadI jIve bhAvI nathI. 'jJAnaAnaMdano piMDa pa2mAtmA huM chuM" appA so paramappAevI daDha bhAvanAvaDe temAM ekatvabuddhi thatAM apUrva AnaMdanuM svasaMvedana thAya che. 'huM manuSya chuM' ityAdi bhAvanA jema daDhapaNe ghUMTAI gaI che tema 'huM manuSya nahi paraMtu huM to dehathI bhinna jJAnaza2I2I paramAtmA chuM'-evI bhAvanA daDhapaNe ghUMTAvI joIe, evI dRDhabhAvanA thavI joIe ke temAM ja abhedatA bhAse, temAM ja potApaNuM bhAse; ne dehAdimAM kayAMya potApaNuM na bhAse; svapnamAM paNa ema Ave ke huM cidAnaMda 5ramAtmA chuM....anaMta siddha bhagavaMtonI sAthe huM vasuM chuM. 'zarIra te huM chuM' ema svapne paNa na bhAse. A rIte AtmabhAvanAnA daDha saMskAravaDe temAM ja lInatA thatAM AtmA pote 52mAtmA thaI jAya che.-52mAtmasvarUpanI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 129 bhAvanAnuM A phaLa che; kema ke-"jevI bhAvanA tevuM bhavana.' je potAnA AtmAne zuddha svarUpe bhAve che-anubhave che tene zuddhatArUpa bhavana-pariNamana thAya che. ane je potAnA AtmAne rAgAdi azuddhasvarUpe ja anubhave che tene azuddhatArUpa pariNamana thAya che. je zuddha jANe AtmAne te zuddha Atma ja meLave; aNazuddha jANe AtmAne, aNazuddha Atma ja te lahe. -mATe AcArya pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke he jIva! tArA AtmAne zuddha paramAtmasvarUpe jANIne "A ja huM chuM" evI daDha bhAvanA kara, ane vAraMvAra tenI bhAvanA karIne temAM lIna thA. nija paramAtmasvarUpanI daDha bhAvanAthI jIva jyAre temAM lIna thAya che. (arthAt abhedabhAvanArUpe pariName che) tyAre anaMta AnaMdanidhAnano tene anubhava thAya che, ane te potAne vItarAgI paramAnaMdasvarUpa paramAtmA mAne che; bAhya padArthonA kSaNika kAlpanika sAMsArika sukhamAMthI tene mamatva chUTI jAya che, bAhya viSayomAM tene svapane ya sukhanI kalpanA thatI nathI. A rIte, abhedabuddhithI paramAtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana karatAM karatAM temAM sthiratA thaI jAya che tene zuddhAtmalAbha kahevAya che; zuddhAtmAnI bhAvanAnA phaLamAM zuddhAtmadazA pAmIne anaMtakALa sudhI jIva anupama svAdhIna Atmasukhano bhoktA thAya che. mATe "soI' evI abhedabhAvanA, eTale ke "jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa paramAtmA huM chuM"--evuM svasaMvedana, teno vAraMvAra daDhatApUrvaka abhyAsa karavo joIe. (28) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember fo check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 130: AtmabhAvanA AtmA ja nirbhaya dhAma che. bIjuM to bhayasthAna che. jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne tenI ja vAraMvAra bhAvanA karavAthI AtmA parama padane pAme che, mATe te bhAvanA karavA jevI che -ema kahyuM. tyAM have koI prazna kare che ke prabho! Ape kahI tevI bhAvanA karavI to kaThaNa-kaSTadAyaka lAge che, ne bAhya padArthonI bhAvanA sugama lAge che; A rIte AtmAnI bhAvanA to bhayanuM sthAna lAge che, ne bahAranA viSayomAM nirbhayatA lAge che; to AtmAmAM pravRtti kaI rIte thAya!! tene AcAryadeva uttara Ape che ke are jIva! jyAM tuM kaSTa ane bhaya mAne che evA tArA caitanyapada samAna bIjuM koI iSTa ane nirbhaya sthAna nathI, ane bAhya padArthone tuM nirbhayatAnuM kAraNa mAne che tenA jevuM bhayasthAna bIjuM koI nathI. mUDhAtmA yatra vizvastaH tato nAnyadbhayAspadam / yato bhItastato naanydabhysthaanmaatmnH|| 29 / / mUDha jIva vizvasta che jyAM, te ja bhayanuM sthAna che; bhayabhIta che je sthAnathI, te to abhayanuM dhAma che. are mUDha jIva ! caitanyane cUkIne bahA2mAM za2I2, lakSmI, kuTuMba vagerene abhayasthAna mAnIne teno tuM vizvAsa karI rahyo che, te to bhayasthAna che, bahA2mAM teno koI zaraNa nathI. aMtaramAM caitanyasvabhAva ja parama zaraNa che; tene bhayasthAna mAnIne tuM tenAthI dUra bhAge che paNa are mUDha! tArA AtmA jevuM abhayasthAna jagatamAM koI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 131 are! tAruM caitanyatattva bhayanuM sthAna nathI, te mUMjhavaNanuM sthAna nathI, du:khanuM sthAna nathI; tAruM caitanyatattva abhayapadanuM sthAna che...zAMtisvarUpa che....AnaMdanuM dhAma che. AvA Atmatattva sivAya bahAramAM tane koI paNa cIja zaraNa nathI, tane bIjuM koI nirbhayatAnuM sthAna nathI. are! Avo bhagavAna AtmA abhayasthAna hovA chatAM mUDha AtmAo tenAthI Dare che, tenI ruci karatA nathI paNa kheda kare che;-pariNAmamAM caMcaLatA saMdeha kare che te ja bhaya che. eTale niHzaMkapaNe temAM ekAgra thatA nathI. bahAramAM deha kuTuMba, lakSmI vageremAM sukha mAnIne temAM niHzaMkapaNe bhayavagara pravarte che.....paNa temAM kayAMya sukha nathI, te koI zaraNanuM sthAna nathI. eka caitanyapada ja abhaya che...te ja zaraNanuM sthAna che....mATe nirbhayapaNe temAM pravarto .....' svAmI ' no upadeza che. caitanyasvabhAva pratye hoMza lAvato nathI ne bahAramAM hoMza lAvIne pravarte che, tene caitanyano Dara lAge che, bhaya lAge che. jene bhayanuM sthAna mAne temAM kema pravarte? ane jene abhayasthAna mAne tene kema choDe? caitanyasvabhAvano vizvAsa ajJAnIne Avato nathI eTale niHzaMkapaNe temAM ullAsa karato nathI, tenAthI dUra bhAge che, ne viSayonI samIpa ullAsathI doDe che, temAM sukhano vizvAsa kare che; jema mRgajaLanI pAchaLa mRga doDe tema viSayo pratye te doDe che.... bAhya viSayone zaraNa mAnIne tenI pAchaLa jhAMvA nAMkhInAMkhIne doDe che ne AkuLatAthI duHkhI thAya che. jyAM sukhanI sattA bharI che evA potAnA AtmAnI sattAno to vizvAsa karato nathI, tenI AsthA karato nathI, tyAM to nAstika thaI jAya che; ne bahAramAM sukha na hovA chatAM tyAM sukha mAnIne te tarapha doDe che. jema jene jherI sarpa karaDayo hoya te manuSya kaDavA lImaDAne paNa premathI cAve che, tema jene mithyAtvarUpI kALA nAganuM jhera caDayuM te jIva duHkhadAyaka indriya viSayone paNa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 13ra: AtmabhAvanA sukhadAyaka mAnImAnIne te tarapha doDe che. indriyaviSayo to ekAMta bhayanuM-duHkhanuM ja sthAna che, ne atIndriya cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA ja abhayasthAna ane sukhanuM dhAma che. caitanyanI sanmukhatAmAM AnaMdarasano anubhava thAya che, mATe tuM tArA zuddha caitanyapadano anubhava kara, ema saMtono upadeza che. samayasAramAM paNa zuddha AtmAnA anubhavano ja upadeza AcAryadeve karyo che. tyAM ziSya prazna pUche che ke prabho ! pahelethI ja Apa zuddha AtmAnA avalaMbanano upadeza Apo cho, paraMtu temAM to kaSTa lAge che, kAMIka vyavahAranuM avalaMbana batAvo ! tyAre AcAryadava kahe che ke are bhAI! vyavahAranA (zubha rAganA) avalaMbanamAM tAruM kAMI hita nathI, temAM ekaluM duHkha ja che, ne caitanyatattva AnaMdano sAgara che temAM tAruM sukha che; mATe zuddhanayavaDe tenA ja anubhavano udyama kara; tyAMthI ja hitanI zarUAta thAya che. samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra te AtmAnA hitakara che chatAM ajJAnI tene ahitarUpa-kaSTarUpa mAne che. ne viSayakaSAyo AtmAne ahitarUpa che chatAM temAM ajJAnI hita mAnIne pravarte che.-chaDhALAmAM kahe che ke"rAgAdi pragaTa ye du:khadena, tinahIko sevata mAnata cena." ane Atamati-hetu virAga jJAna, te lakhe ApakuM kaSTa dAna." juo A ajJAnInAM lakSaNa ! rAgAdi vibhAvo duHkharUpa hovA chatAM mUDhatAthI tene sukharUpa mAnIne tenuM sevana kare che; ane caitanyasvabhAvamAM aMtarmukha thaIne je jJAna-vairAgya karavA te AtmAnA hitano hetu hovA chatAM mUDha jIva te potAne kaSTadAyaka samaje che. AtmajJAnane kaSTadAyaka samajIne tenAthI dUra bhAge Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 133 che, ne rAgAdine sukhadAyaka mAnIne tenA tarapha hoMzathI doDe che. A te kevI mUDhatA che! ajJAnI jIvonI AvI pravRtti mATe karuNApUrvaka zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kahe che ke are jIva ! anaMta sukha nAma du:kha, tyAM rahI na mitratA, anaMta duHkha nAma sukha, prema tyAM vicitratA! UghADa nyAya netrane, nIhALa re! nIhALa tuM, nivRtti zIghrameva dhArI te pravRtti bALa tuM. ahA, je anaMta sukhanuM dhAma che evA caitanyasvabhAvamAM to tane mitratA na rahI-temAM utsAha ane prema na Avyo ne anaMta duHkhanuM dhAma evA je bAhyaviSayo temAM tane sukhabuddhi thaI, tyAM tane prema Avyo-utsAhuM Avyo,-e kevI vicitratA che!! are jIva ! have tArA jJAnacakSune ughADa re ughADa!! jJAnacakSu ughADIne tuM ja ke tAro svabhAva duHkharUpa nathI, te svabhAvanA sAdhanamAM jarAya kaSTa nathI, ne bAhya viSayo taraphanuM valaNa ekAMta duHkharUpa che, temAM svapnaya sukha nathI.-Ama vivekathI vicArIne tArA aMtasvabhAva tarapha vaLa, ne bAhya viSayomAM sukhabuddhi choDIne temanAthI nivRtta thA...nivRtta thA. nitya nirbhaya sthAna ane sukhanuM dhAma to tAro AtmA ja che: sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, | dinarAta rahe tad dhyAnamahI" anaMta sukhanuM dhAma evuM je caitanyapada tene cAhatA thakA saMto dinarAta tenA dhyAnamAM rahe che, mATe he jIva! dinarAta tuM tArA caitanyapadano vizvAsa kara. jagatamAM sukhanuM dhAma koI hoya to mAruM caitanyapada ja che.-ema vizvAsa karIne, nirbhayapaNe svabhAvamAM jhUka.. svabhAvanI samIpa jatAM tene potAne khabara paDaze ke ahA ! A to mahAAnaMdanuM dhAma che, AnI sAdhanAmAM kaSTa nathI paNa uchuM te to kaSTanA nAzano upAya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 134: AtmabhAvanA che.A ja mAruM nirbhayapada che. caitanyasvabhAvamAM aMdara to praveza kare nahi, are! tenI najIka paNa Ave nahi, ne ema ne ema dUrathI ja kaSTarUpa mAnIne tenAthI dUra bhAge, ne viSayo tarapha vegathI doDe, evA mUDha jIvone caitanyadhyAnamAM pravRtti kayAMthI thAya? tethI AcAryadava karuNAthI samajAve che ke are jIva! jemAM tuM sukha mAnI rahyo che evA indriyaviSayo samAna bIjAM koI bhayasthAna nathI; ane jemAM tuM kaSTa mAnI rahyo che evI paramAtmabhAvanA sivAya bIjuM koI abhayasthAna nathI. bhava-duHkhothI tArI rakSA kare evuM koI abhayasthAna nathI. A jagatamAM hoya to te tAruM paramAtmatattva ja che, mATe tenI bhAvanAmAM udhata thA. jema, jene moTo sarpa Desyo hoya ne jhera caDayuM hoya te, kaDavo lImaDo paNa premathI cAle che, tema jene mithyAcirUpI jhera caDyuM che evo jIva, duHkhadAyI evA viSayakaSAyone sukhadAyI samajI temAM saMlagna rahe che; vaLI jema pittajvaravALA rogIne mIThuM dUdha paNa kaDavuM lAge che tema jene UMghI rucino roga lAgu paDyo che evA bahirAtmAne parama sukhadAyaka evI AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA paNa karUpa lAge che.-AvI viparIta buddhine lIdhe ja ajJAnI jIva AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA bhAvato nathI ne viSayakaSAyanI ja bhAvanA bhAve che. saMto AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karavAnI vAto kare tyAM, paNa, "are! te ApaNAthI kema bane? AtmAnI samajaNa ApaNane kayAMthI thAya ?'--ema bhaDakIne bhayabhIta thAya che. potAthI te thaI ja na zake ema mAnIne temAM nirutsAhI rahe che, ne bAhya viSayomAM ja utsAharUpa varte che; tethI ja anAdikALathI jIva duHkhI thaI rahyo che. kharekhara to A jIvane potAnA paramAtmatattvanI bhAvanA sivAya bIjo koI padArtha jagatamAM sukhadAyI nathI, mATe te bhAvanA ja kartavya che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 135 jema rAjadarabAramAM pahelavahelA rAjA pAse janArane ajANapaNAne kAraNe kaMIka kSobha ke bhaya jevuM lAge che, paNa vAraMvAra jene rAjAno paricaya thaI gayo tene rAjA pAse jatAM kAMI kSobha ke bhaya thato nathI, paNa UlaTo harSa thAya che, tema caitanyarAjAnA darabAramAM, pahelavahelo AtmAno anubhava karavA mATe prayatna karanArane, anAdinA ajANapaNAne kAraNe kaMIka kaSTa jevuM lAge, paNa rucipUrvaka vAraMvAra caitanyarAjAno paricaya karatAM te sugama-sahaja tathA AnaMdarUpa lAge che..ane vAraMvAra cainyatattvanI bhAvanA karIne temAM layalIna rahevA mAge che, mATe caitanyatattvanI bhAvanA kharekhara kaSTarUpa nathI paNa AnaMdarUpa che. Avo vizvAsa lAvIne he jIva! tuM vAraMvAra tenI bhAvanA kara. are ! atyAra sudhI tArA sukhane bhUlIne te paramAM sukha mAnyuM... tuM bhramaNAthI bhUlyo...ne du:khI thayo. are! svapada durgama ane parapada sugama-ema mAnIne te svapadanI aruci karI...ne parapadane tAruM karavAnI vyartha mahenata karIne tuM duHkhI thayo. para cIja kadI AtmAnI thaI ja nathI. ne thatI ja nathI. A caitanya ja svapada che, te ja tAruM zaraNa che; paNa te kadI tArA caitanyanuM zaraNa lIdhuM nathI, mATe are jIva! tArA nirbhaya caitanyapadane jANIne temAM niHzaMkapaNe ekAgra thA. paracIjo ne rAgAdi to apada che-apada che, A zuddha caitanya ja tAruM svapada che-svapada che. dharmI jANe che ke jagatanI game tevI pratikULatA te kAMI mane bhayasthAna nathI; mAruM caitanyasvarUpa abhaya che. nizaMkapaNe caitanyamAM huM pravarte chuM-temAM mane koI saMyogo bhaya upajAvavA samartha nathI, mArA caitanyadurgamAM parasaMyogono praveza ja nathI, pachI bhaya kono ? ajJAnI bAhya saMyogamAM zaraNa mAnIne ane tene nirbhayasthAna mAnIne temAM pravarte che, paNa te to kharekhara bhayanuM sthAna che. jene zaraNabhUta mAnyA te Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 136: AtmabhAvanA saMyogo eka kSaNamAM khasI jaze....je mAtApitAne ke putrane zaraNa mAnyA te eka kSaNamAM pha thaIne kayAMya UDI jaze.....lakSmI ane zarIra kayAMya cAlyAM jaze....mATe temAM kayAMya abhayasthAna nathI. jagatanA koI padArthano saMyoga evo dhruva nathI ke je zaraNabhUta thAya ! are, saMyoga tarapha vartatuM tAruM jJAna paNa kSaNamAM palaTI jaze, temAM paNa tAruM zaraNa nathI. AtmarAma ja tane zaraNa che, tenI zraddhA-jJAna karIne temAM ramaNatA kara ! te ja abhayasthAna che. he nAtha ! AvA abhayasvarUpa AtmAnI prAptino upAya zuM che? ema pUchanAra ziSyane AtmaprAptinI rIta havenI gAthAmAM samajAvaze..(29) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * saMtonI vAta TUMkI ne Taca; svamAM vasa ne parathI khasa. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 137 paramAtma prAptinI rIta ziSya pUche che ke he prabho! AvA zaraNabhUta AtmAnI prAptino upAya zuM che? abhayapadarUpa je mAruM paramAtmatattva tenuM zuM svarUpa che ne kaI rIte mAre teno anubhava karavo? ema pUchatAM zrI pUjyapAda- jinendrabuddhi" devanaMdI svAmI kahe che ke sarvendriyANi saMyamya stimitenaantraatmnaa| yatkSaNaM pazyato bhAti tat tattvaM prmaatmnH|| 30 / / sarve indriyone rokIne, eTale ke upayogane aMtarmukha karIne, sthira thaIne aMtara-AtmAdvArA avalokana karatAM te kSaNe je anubhavamAM Ave che te ja paramAtmatattva che. A paramAtmatattva aMtarmukha anubhavano ja viSaya che, bAhya indriyo vaDe te pratibhAsatuM nathI. upayogane aMtarmukha karatAM je anubhavamAM AvyuM te ja AtmAnuM parama tattva che. atIndriya paramAnaMdamaya Atmatattva che, tene aMtara avalokanathI jJAnI anubhave che. saMkalpa-vikalpavaDe paNa caitanyatattva anubhavamAM AvatuM nathI, AtmAmAM upayogane sthira karavAthI ja te anubhavamAM Ave che. A ja paramAtmatattvanI prAptino upAya che. AvuM paramAtmasvarUpa ja AtmAne abhayanuM sthAna che; enAthI bahAra to badhAya bhayasthAno ja che, kayAMya zaraNa nathI. jene Atmahita karavuM che, AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava karavo che teNe bAhya viSayothI vimukha thaIne aMtaramAM svabhAva-sanmukha thavA jevuM che. hajI to je bahAranA viSayomAM sukha mAne, bahAranA padArthonuM kartutva mAne te bAhya viSayothI pAcho Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember fo check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 138: AtmabhAvanA vaLIne aMtaramAM kema vaLe? aMtaranA caitanyamAM ja sukha che, bahAranA viSayomAM mAruM kiMcit sukha nathI-ema nirNaya karIne upayogane aMtarmukha karIne sthira thatAM AnaMdamaya 52mAtmatattvano anubhava thAya che. caitanyasattAnA avalokananI vidyA vagara jIvanuM hita thAya nahi. caitanyasattAnA zaraNa vagara nirbhayatA thAya nahi. indriyothI pA2 thaIne aMtarmukha jJAnavaDe jyAM paramAtmasvarUpane jANyuM tyAM bhAna thayuM ke mAro AtmA ja paramAtmA che. aMtaramAM svasaMvedanathI je tattva jaNAyuM te ja paramAtmAnuM svarUpa che. AtmAnA anubhavadvArA AvA paramAtmatattvane jANavAno udyama karavo joIe. -atIndriya AtmA tarapha jhukAva thatAM, bAhya indriyonA viSayo taraphanuM valaNa chUTI jAya che. bAhya viSayo to chUTA ja che, paNa upayoganuM valaNa tenA taraphathI khaseDI AtmasvabhAvamAM karavAnuM che. pahelAM potAnA pariNAmamAM ja ema bhAsavuM joIe ke mArA upayogano jhukAva 52 tarapha jAya temAM mAruM sukha nathI....aMtaramAM upayogano jhukAva te ja sukha che. AvA nirNayapUrvaka upayogane aMtaramAM ekAgra karavo te ja parama AnaMdanA anubhavanI rIta che. e rIte upayogane aMtaramAM ekAgra karatAMveMta potAnuM paramAtmatattva potAne sAkSAt dekhAya che, anubhavAya che. ( 30 ) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 139 mAro AtmA paramAtmA huM ja mAro upAsya jJAnI jANe che ke svAnubhavathI je paramAtmatattvane meM jANyuM te ja huM chuM, huM ja paramAtmA chuM; A rIte mArA paramAtmatattva sAthe huM abheda chuM, tethI huM ja mAre upAsavAyogya chuM, mArAthI bhinna bIjo koI mAre upAsya nathI, ema huve kahe che: yaHparAtmA sa evA'haM yo'haM sa prmsttH| ahameva mayopAsyo nAnyaH kshciditisthitiH|| 31 / / aMtaramAM svAnubhavathI prasiddha evuM je mAruM paramAtmatattva che te ja huM chuM, ane je huM chuM te ja paramAtmatattva che. A pramANe paramAtmatattvamAM abhedatA hovAne kAraNe huM ja mAro upAsyadeva chuM, mArAthI bhinna bIjuM koI mAre upAsya nathI-AvI vastusthiti che. ArAdhya-ArAdhakabhAvanI vyavasthA potAnA svatattvamAM ja samAya che. AtmA ja paramAtmA che," ema ajJAnI jANato nathI, ne AtmAthI bhinna bahAramAM bIjAne potAnuM upAsya mAne che. jJAnI to jANe che ke paramAtmazaktino piMDa mAro AtmA ja che, paramAtmA ne huM judA nathI, tethI mAro AtmA ja mAro upAsya che, ne huM mAro ja upAsaka chuM. kayA paramAtmA? potAthI bhinna arihaMta ne siddha paramAtmA te to A AtmAnA upAsya vyavahArathI che; kharekhara pote potAnA AtmAne ja paramAtmApaNe jANIne tenI ja abhedapaNe upAsanA kare tyAre, bIjA paramAtmAnI upAsanA vyavahAre kahevAya; arihaMta paramAtmA ane siddha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 14): AtmabhAvanA paramAtmA vyavahAre ja A AtmAnA upAsya che, ne A AtmA temano upAsaka che, paNa nizcayathI arihaMta ane siddha jevo mAro AtmA ja mAre upAsya che. paramAtmApaNAnI tAkAta mArAmAM ja che; tene abhedapaNe upAsatAM huM pote ja paramAtmA thaI jaIza. mArAthI bhinna bAhya bIjuM koI mAre upAsavA yogya nathI. potAnA ArAdhyamAM ekAgra thaIne tallIna thaI javuM te sAcI upAsanA che. juo, A upAsanA !! bhAI ! tame konA upAsaka? to jJAnI kahe che ke ame to amArA zuddha AtmAnA ja upAsaka chIe. amAro zuddha AtmA ja amAro parama iSTa ArAdhyadeva che. paMca parameSThI prabhu vyavahAre ArAdhya che, paNa nizcayathI temanA jevo mAro zuddha AtmA ja mAro ArAdhya che. aMtaramAM svasaMvedanavaDe paramAtmatattva prasiddha thAya che eTale ke sAkSAt anubhavamAM Ave che, te ja potAnuM upAsya che. A rIte aMtarmukha thaIne pote potAnA AtmAnI upAsanA karavI te paramAtmA thavAno upAya che, evI ja vastunI maryAdA che. konI ArAdhanAthI AtmAne samAdhi thAya tenI A vAta che. jevA siddha bhagavAna che tevuM ja paripUrNa mAruM svarUpa mArAmAM zaktirUpe che. huM je paramAtmapada prApta karavA mAMguM chuM te kayAMya bahAramAM nathI paNa mArAmAM ja che.-AvI AtmasvabhAvanI bhAvanAnA baLe ja samAdhi thAya che. caitanyanI bhAvanAnuM avalaMbana karatAM indriyaviSayothI virakti thaIne vairAgyanI daDhatA thAya che. jIva vikArathI to chUTavA mAMge che, jenAthI chUTavA mAMge che te kAMI chUTavAmAM madada kare ? rAgAdi vikArathI to chUTavuM che to te chUTavAmAM rAga kema madada kare ? rAga karatAM karatAM chUTakAro (mokSamArga) thaze ema je mAne che tene kharekhara rAgathI chUTavAnI bhAvanA nathI. puNya karatAM karatAM mokSanA dvArA khUlI jaze-ema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 141 mAnanArane mokSanI kharI bhAvanA ja nathI, mokSane te kharekhara oLakhato paNa nathI. ahIM pUjyapAda svAmI kahe che ke aho! jene mokSanI bhAvanA hoya, AtmAne bhavabhramaNathI choDAvavo hoya, te jIvo evI bhAvanA karo ke huM ja paramAtmasvarUpa chuM. je paramapadane huM sAdhavA mAMguM chuM te mArAmAM ja che, mAro paramAtmasvabhAva ja mAre upAsavA yogya che. AvI svabhAvabhAvanI bhAvanA karo ne rAganI bhAvanA choDo. svabhAvabhAvanI bhAvanA karIne temAM ekatva karatAM samyagdarzanajJAna-cAritra ne mokSa thAya che. jo rAgathI lAbha thavAno bhagavAnano upadeza hoya to te bhagavAna pote rAgamAM kema na rokANa? bhagavAna rAga choDIne vItarAga kema thayA? bhagavAna pote rAga choDIne svarUpamAM TharyA te ja ema batAve che ke rAga choDavAno ja bhagavAnano upadeza che; rAgathI lAbha thAya ema je mAne te bhagavAnanA upadezane mAnato nathI. bhagavAnano upadeza to ema che ke tAro AtmA ja paramAtmA che, tenI bhAvanA kara. tAruM paramAtmasvarUpa ja tAre ArAdhya che; rAga te ArAdhya nathI. mATe parathI ne rAgathI parAmukha thaIne, AtmasvabhAvanI ja ArAdhanA kara. je AvI ArAdhanA kare che te ja bhagavAnanA divya upadezane jhIlIne bhagavAnanA kadama-kadama para cAle che, bhagavAna je mArge cAlyA te mArge bhagavAnanA pagalepagale te cAle che, paNa rAgathI dharma mAnIne rAgane je ArAdhe che te bhagavAnanA mArge cAlanAro nathI. are jIva! tAre sarvajJa bhagavAnanA mArge cAlavuM hoya-prabhujInA pagale-pagale cAlavuM hoya to rAganI bhAvanA choDIne, cidAnaMdasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanA kara... tenI bhAvanAmAM ekAgra thaIne caitanya jinapratimA thA....Avo paramAtmAno mArga che; je AvA mArge cAle che te pote paramAtmA thaI jAya che.....(31) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 142: AtmabhAvanA jJAnIne AnaMdamaya AtmaprApti mAro AtmA ja paramAtmasvarUpa che tethI mAro AtmA ja mAre upAsya che-ema jANanAra dharmI zuM kare che te batAve che pracyAvya viSayemtho'haM mAM mayaiva mayi sthitm| bodhAtmAnaM prapanno'smi prmaanNdnirvRtm||32|| mAro AtmA ja paramAtmasvarUpa che tethI te ja mAre ArAdhya che-ema meM jANuM che; tethI have huM bAhya indriyaviSayothI mArA AtmAne zruta karIne, mArAmAM sthita jJAnasvarUpa ane parama AnaMdathI paripUrNa evA mArA AtmAne mArA vaDe ja pAmyo chuM. mArA utkRSTa jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpane huM mArA vaDe ja pAmyo chuM, rAgavaDe nahi. rAganA raste cAlavAthI jJAna AnaMdamaya paramAtmapadanI prApti thatI nathI. rAganA pagale cAlatAM cAlatAM dharma thavAnuM je mAne che te jIva paramAtmAnAM pagalAMne oLakhato nathI, te jIva paramAtmAnA paMthe-paramAtmAnA pagale nathI cAlato. jeNe paramAtmA thavuM hoya teNe paramAtmAnA pagale cAlavuM joIe. bAhya viSayothI Tyuta thaIne AtmAnA parama jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM sthira thavuM te ja paramAtmAno paMtha che. he jIva! tAre paramAtmA thavuM hoya to tuM A rIte paramAtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karIne paramAtmAnA pagale pagale cAla..paramAtmatatvanI abheda bhAvanA bhAvIne caitanya-jinapratimA thA. dharmI kahe che ke mArA paramAtmasvarUpane ja parama ArAdhya jANIne huM mArAmAM ja sthira thayo chuM ne e rIte huM jinendra bhagavAnanA punita pagale cAlyo jAuM chuM. rAgathI je dharma mAne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 143 che te jIva viSayothI vyuta thato nathI ne jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM Tharato nathI, eTale te bhagavAnanA pagale Avato nathI. mArA AtmAnI ja upAsanA karIne huM upAsaka-sAdhaka thayo chuM. AvI sAdhanA te ja 5ramAtmapadanI prAptino upAya che. dehAdithI bhinna mAro AtmA ja paramAtmazaktithI paripUrNa che, ema dharmI potAnA AtmAne ja upAsya jANIne temAM ekAgratAvaDe tenI ArAdhanA kare che, ne te upAyathI 52mAtmapada pAmIne anaMtakALa sudhI zAMta 52mAnaMdarasamAM ja magna rahe che. (32 ) ****** **** mokSa eTale zuM ? mokSa eTale pUruM sukha. rAga sukha che ke duHkha ? rAga te du:kha che. rAga vaDe mokSa thAya ? nA; rAga vaDe to du:kha thAya. jo du:kha vaDe sukha thAya to rAga vaDe mokSa thAya. rAgavaDe mokSa mAnavo te to duHkhano rasto che. rAgathI bhinna Atmane sAdhavo te sukhano rasto che. ********************** **** Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 144: AtmabhAvanA nijAtmAnI upAsanA vinA bIjA koI upAyathI mukti thatI nathI * jJAnI aMtarmukha thaIne dehAdithI bhinna potAnA caitanyasvarUpanI ja ArAdhanA kare che, ema 32mI gAthAmAM kahyuM; have, dehAdithI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa mAro AtmA ja mAre ArAdhya che ema je nathI jANato te jIva ghora tapa kare topaNa mukti nathI pAmato, ema kahe che yo na vetti paraM dehAdevamAtmAnamavyayam / labhate sa na nirvANaM taptvApi paramaM tapaH / / 33 / / e rIte potAnA upayogane bAhya viSayothI vyuta karIne eTale ke aMtarmukha vALIne, dehAdithI bhinna avinAzI AtmAne je jIva nathI jANato, te mahAna tapa kare topaNa nirvANane nathI pAmato. nirvANano mArga to aMta2mAM AtmAnA AdhAre che. AtmAnI zaktine je jANato nathI te parAdhInapaNe saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. AtmA daivI caitanyazaktivALo deva che, pote ja potAno ArAdhya deva che. tame kaI zaktinA upAsaka? ema pUchatAM dharmI kahe che ke huM mArI caitanyazaktino ja upAsaka chuM. potAnI caitanyazaktine jANIne tenI upAsanA vagara bIjA koI upAye mukti thatI nathI. jene dehathI bhinna caitanyatattvanuM bhAna nathI, caitanyanA AhlAdanuM vedana nathI, ne dehane ja AtmA mAnIne ghora tapazcaraNa kare che te jIva ghora tapa karavA chatAM mukti pAmato nathI, mAtra Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 145 kheda ja pAme che. AnaMdamAM lInatA hoya tyAM to kheda vagara saheje tapa thaI jAya che; paNa jyAM AtmAno AnaMda na hoya tyAM kheda ane AkuLatA ja hoya che. dehathI bhinna caitanyatattva ja dharmanuM sAdhana che tene je jANato nathI, ne zarIrane dharmanuM sAdhana mAne che te zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che. dehathI pAra avinAzI caitanyanuM avalokana te karato nathI, ne dehane AtmA mAne che eTale tene to daSTi ja UMdhI che. UMdhI dRSTithI te game teTalA vrata-tapa-tyAga kare topaNa tene mukti thatI nathI; mokSanA kAraNane te jANato nathI. AtmA zuM ne anAtmA zuM tenA bhedajJAna vagara dharmanuM sAdhana thatuM nathI. zuddhacidAnaMda svabhAva huM chuM -ema jyAM sva tarapha jJAna vaLyuM tyAM rAgAdine heya jANIne tenAthI pAchuM vaLyuM. jo rAgane heya nA jANe to jJAna tenI upekSA karIne sva tarapha kema vaLe? jJAyakamUrti AtmA ja mAre upAdeya che, ema jANIne svabhAvanuM sAdhana karyA vagara bIjo koI mokSano upAya nathI. caitanyanA AnaMdamAM lInatA vagara ajJAnI je tapa vagere kare che te badhoya kaleza che. bhagavAna jinadevanI AjJA jANyA vagara te kaleza kare to karo, paNa te kalezavaDe kAMI mukti prApta thatI nathI. kharekhara to jemAM kaleza che tene tapa kahevAya ja nahi. tapa to tene kahevAya ke jyAM caitanyanuM pratapana hoya, ne caitanyanA AnaMdano ugra anubhava hoya. jyAM caitanyanI zAMtinuM vedana nathI tyAM kharekhara tapa nathI paNa tApa" che, kaleza che. AtmAno caitanyasvabhAva pote sukharUpa che, ne duHkhanuM kAraNa to vikAra che. A rIte caitanyasvabhAva ane vikAra e bannenuM jyAM bhedajJAna nathI tyAM vikArathI AtmAne chuTakAro kayAMthI thAya? AtmAno svabhAva zuM ane tenAthI viruddha vibhAva zuM-te bannenI bhinnatAne je jANato nathI, ne dehAdine ja AtmA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 146: AtmabhAvanA mAne che, tene to mULamAM bhUla che. jyAM mULamAM bhUla che tyAM je koI sAdhana kare te badhA vyartha che. AtmAnA jJAnavagara te bhUla TaLe nahi te nirvANa pAme nahi. mATe mumukSu-mokSArthI jIvane dehathI bhinna svasaMvedya jJAnAnaMda tattva jANavAno upadeza che. mokSa to deharahita che-rAgarahita che. dehane tathA rAgane ja je AtmAnuM svarUpa mAne te tenAthI kema chUTe? caitanyasvabhAva dehathI ne rAgathI pAra che, enuM svasaMvedana te ja mokSano upAya che. ajJAnI dehane tathA rAgane AtmA mAnIne, maMdakaSAyathI tapa vagere je kAMI kare te badhuMya kaNa choDIne mAtra photarAM kUTavA jevuM che; tenA tapane jJAnIo ajJAnatapa-kutapa-bAlatapa kahe che. ane evA ajJAna-tapathI kadI mukti thatI nathI. rAgAdithI lAbha mAnanArane maMdakaSAya kahevo te paNa vyavahArathI (mAtra zubha pariNAmanI apekSAe) che, bAkI abhiprAya apekSAe to te anaMtA kaSAyamAM DUbelo che. cetanasvarUpa AtmAnA aMtaraMga paricaya vagara zubha rAgathI game teTalAM vrata-tapa kare topaNa muktino upAya hAtha Avato nathI. dehathI ne rAgathI chUTuM paDavuM che tene badale te dehane ne rAgane ja AtmA mAne te tenAthI chUTo kayAre paDe? dehathI ne rAgathI bhinna, huM to caitanyasvarUpa chuM-evuM jJAna karIne temAM ekAgratAvaDe ja jIva mukta thAya che. ajJAnIne caitanyanA AnaMdanuM bhAna nathI eTale tenA vrata tapa to saMsAranA bhoganA hetue ja che; AtmAnA atIndriya caitanya -viSayanI ruci choDIne jeNe vrata-tapanA rAganI ruci karI te jIvane saMsAranA bhoganI ja vAMchanA che; kema ke rAganuM phaLa to saMsAramAM svargAdi gatimAM indriyabhoganI prApti che; ane te saMsAranA bhoganI vAMchanA te to moTuM azubha (-mithyAtva) che; tenA phaLamAM te jIva ghora saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karaze. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 147 vrata-tapamAM khedanA pariNAma thAya te to pApa che. paNa kadAca zubhabhAvathI vrata-tapa kare topaNa jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAmAM ekAgratA vagara te badhuM nirarthaka che, tenuM phaLa paNa saMsAra ja che, tenA vaDe nirvANa pamAtuM nathI.(33) A 33mI gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke ajJAnI ghora tapazcaraNAdi karavA chatAM nirvANane pAmato nathI, paNa kaleza ja pAme che. tenI sAme jJAnInI vAta karatAM have 34mI gAthAmAM kaheze ke-jJAnI bhedajJAnavarDa caitanyanA AphlAdane anubhavato thako ghora tapazcaraNAdimAM paNa jarAya kaleza pAmato nathI. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * jJAnInI sevA rAga vaDe thatI nathI. jJAnInI sevA jJAnabhAvavaDe ja thAya che rAgathI bhinna jJAnabhAvarUpe je pariNamyo teNe ja jJAnInI sAcI sevA karI. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 148: AtmabhAvanA jJAnIno tapa AnaMdamaya che. jene AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna nathI evA ajJAnIne potAne tapazcaraNa-vratAdimAM kheda lAge che, eTale jJAnI saMtone paNa tapazcaraNamAM kheda thato haze, ema te mAne che. tene ema zaMkA thAya che ke muktine mATe ghora tapa karanArA jJAnI-saMtone paNa mahAduHkha thatuM haze ane cittamAM kheda thato haze, tethI tene muktinI prApti kema thAya? te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatAM AcArya pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke AtmadehAntarajJAnajanitAlAdanirvRttaH / tapasA duSkRtaM ghoraM bhujAno'pi na khidyte||34|| are bhAI! AtmA ane dehanA bhedajJAnavaDa, caitanyamAM ekAgra thayelA dharmAtmA to AnaMdathI AlAdita che, te to caitanyanA AnaMdamAM jhUle che, anAkuLa zAMtirasanA vedanamAM DubakI mArIne lIna thayA che. tyAM aneka upavAsAdi tapazcaraNa saheje thaI jAya che, temAM temane kheda thato nathI paNa caitanyanA AnaMdano viSayAtIta AlAda Ave che. are! caitanyanA anubhavamAM duHkha kevuM? RSabhadeva prabhu cha mahinA sudhI dhyAnamAM evA lIna rahyA ke caitanyanA AnaMdamAM vacce AhAranI vRtti ja na uThI. tyAM koI temane duHkha na hatuM. tyArapachI bIjA cha mahinA paNa tapa karyo. lagabhaga eka varSanA upavAsa thayA, chatAM pariNAmamAM jarAya kheda na hatoH AtmAnA AnaMdamAM ghaNI lInatA hatI. AnaMdamAM lInatAvaDa jJAnI muktine sAdhe che. muktine sAdhatAM duHkha lAge to teNe muktinA mArgane jANyo nathI. mukti to paramAnaMdanI prApti che, ne teno upAya paNa AnaMdamaya che, tenA upAyamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA 149 game tevI ghora pratikULatA AvI paDe topaNa AtmAnA AnaMdathI AnaMdita saMtone jarAya du:kha ke kheda thato nathI. dehane ane saMyogone potAthI bhinna jANIne jeo AtmAmAM ja lIna thayA che temane du:kha kevuM? game tevA bAhya saMyogo AvI paDo paNa jyAM bAhyaviSayo saMbaMdhI ciMtA ja nathI tyAM duHkha kevuM? caitanyano svabhAva ja AnaMda che.-mAnaMH vramo rUpe tenA ciMtanamAM du:kha kema hoya ? aho ! jJAnIne to AtmasvarUpamAM apUrva AnaMdano anubhava che, paNa saMyogadaSTivALA mUDha ajJAnI jIvane jJAnInA aMtaranI khabara nathI, pratikULa saMyogothI jJAnIne du:kha thatuM haze-ema te mUDhatAthI mAne che, siMha AvIne dhyAnastha muninA zarIrane phADI khAto hoya tyAM jene ema lAge ke arere ! munine mahAduHkha thatuM haze."--to te jIva moTo mUDha che. are mUDha! saMto to aMtaramAM caitanyasvarUpanI lInatAthI mahAsukhI che, mahAAnaMdI che, zarIrane siMha phADI khAya temAM zuM thayuM? zarIrathI AtmAne bhinna jANIne saMto to caitanyamAM lIna thaIne AnaMdane ja anubhave che. sAdhaka saMto upara upasarga Ave tyAM te dUra karavAnI vRttino bhAva dharmI bhaktone AvyA vinA rahe nahi, paraMtu tyAM sAmA saMtone du:khI mAnIne te bhAva nathI Avato, paNa potAnA rAgane lIdhe bhaktibhAvane lIdhe tevI vRtti Ave che. jene saMyoga tarapha jhUkAva thaIne rAga-dveSa thAya che tene ja du:kha thAya che, paNa jene saMyoga tarapha jhUkAva nathI ne svabhAva tarapha ja jhUkAva che evA saMtone rAgadveSa thatA nathI, ane tethI game tevA saMyogathI paNa temane duHkha thatuM nathI, AnaMdano ja anubhava che, ne e rIte caitanyanA AnaMdamAM lIna thaIne te muktine sAdhe che. zarIrane AtmA mAnyo tyAM zarIra uparanA mamatvane lIdhe ja ajJAnI duHkhI khedakhinna thAya che. paNa jyAM dehathI AtmAne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 150: AtmabhAvanA jAdo jANyo, dehanuM mamatva ja chuTI gayuM ne caitanyamAM lInatA thaI tyAM dharmIne AnaMdanI ja atruTadhArA vahe che, temAM tene kheda ke du:kha thatuM nathI. bhedajJAnapUrvakanI tapasyA te mokSanuM kAraNa che. AtmA ane zarIranuM bhedajJAna karIne jyAM AtmAmAM ekAgra thayo tyAM samasta bAhyaviSayonI ciMtA chUTI jAya che ne potAnA parama atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. bahAranA game tevA saMyogamAM paNa teno AnaMda abAdhita rahe cheH bAhyasaMyoganI pratikULatAthI ke vrata-tapathI tene kheda thato nathI. (34) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 151 jyAM kheda che tyAM AtmA nathI. nijAnaMdanA kallolane jJAnI ja dekhe che. jyAM sudhI bAhya padArthomAM A mane iSTa ane A mane aniSTa evI rAga-dveSanI buddhirUpa kallolothI jIva caMcaLa che tyAM sudhI tene caitanyanA AnaMdano anubhava thato nathI. jenuM citta samasta bAhya padArthothI bhinna potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAmAM vaLyuM che te jIva rAga-dveSAdi kallolothI rahita sthira che, ne evA sthira cittavALo jIva ja 52ma AnaMdamaya Atmatattvane dekhe che, bIjA dekhI zakatA nathI-ema have kahe che rAgadveSAdikallolairalolaM ynmnojlm| sa pazyatyAtmanastattvaM tat tattvaM netaro janaH / / 35 / / jenuM jJAnarUpI jaLa rAgadveSAdi kallolothI avikSipta che te Atmatattvane dekhe che, bIjA jano tene dekhatA nathI. jema melA ke taraMgavALA pANImAM rahelI vastu dekhAtI nathI, tema jenuM jJAnajaLa mithyAtvarUpI melathI ke rAga-dveSarUpI kallolothI vikSipta che-caMcaLa che tenA jJAnamAM AnaMdamaya AtmAno anubhava thato nathI. A Atmatattva rAgadveSAdi kallolovaDe vedanamAM AvatuM nathI. AtmAnI ArAdhanAmAM jene kaSTa lAge teNe AtmAne dekhyo ja nathI. paramAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI ArAdhanAmAM kaSTa kema hoya ? bAhya padArthomAM iSTa-aniSTa saMkalponA taraMgathI je DAmADoLa varte che tene AtmAnA AnaMdamAM lInatA thatI nathI. caitanyasarovaranuM jaLa rAgadveSanA taraMgothI DolI rahyuM che tyAM samAdhi thatI nathI. jema taraMgathI uchaLatA pANImAM aMdara uMDa rahelI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1pa2: AtmabhAvanA vastu dekhAtI nathI tema jenuM jJAnajaLa rAga-dveSarUpI taraMgothI UchaLI rahyuM che tene aMdara rahelA AtmatattvanuM darzana thatuM nathI. rAga-dveSa rahita nirvikalpa cittavaDe Atmadarzana thAya che. cidAnaMda tattvamAM UMDa UtaratA rAga-dveSAdinA saMkalpo chUTI jAya che,-ane mana sthira-zAMta thaIne AtmAmAM AnaMdanA kallola UchaLe che. AvA zAMta upayogavALo jIva ja potAnA paramatattvane dekhe che, bIjA jano dekhI zakatA nathI. prabho! Atmadarzana zuM che tenI paNa tane khabara na hoya to zAMti ke samAdhi thAya nahi. aMtaranA caitanyanuM nirvikalpa vedana na thAya tyAM sudhI to samyagdarzana paNa hotuM nathI. saMkalpavikalpothI vimukha thaIne caitanyasvabhAva tarapha jhUkIne nirvikalpa vedana kare tyAre jIvane samyagdarzana thAya che. samyagdarzana pachI munidazA ke samAdhi thAya che. samyagdarzana thatAM amuka zAMti ne samAdhi to thaI che, paNa hajI munidazAnI vizeSa samAdhi nathI. saMkalpa-vikalparahita caitanyatattvano AnaMda jenA vedanamAM nathI Avyo tene duHkha ane khedanAM pariNAma thayA vinA rahetAM nathI. nirvikalpa manavaDe Atmadarzana thAya che. ahIM "mana" eTale jJAna samajavuM. jJAna jyAM aMtarmukha vaLyuM tyAM nirvikalpa thayuM, ne AtmAnA AnaMdanuM vedana thayuM. have te jJAnasarovara rAgadveSAdi taraMgothI DolAyamAna thatuM nathI, temAM rAgadveSanA vikSepo nathI, te caitanyasarovaramAM AnaMdanA taraMga che. - mithyAtva te sauthI moTo vikSepa che: rAgAdithI kiMcit paNa lAbha thaze evI miththAbuddhi te AtmadarzanamAM moTo vikSepa che. te vikSepathI DAmADoLa jJAna aMtarmukha sthira thaIne AtmAne dekhI zakatuM nathI. ane, mithyAtvano nAza karIne AtmAnuM samyajJAna pragaTa karyA pachI paNa jyAM sudhI rAga-dveSanA kallolothI jJAnajaLa caMcaLa varte che tyAMsudhI nirvikalpa AnaMdanuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 153 vedana thatuM nathI. jyAre jJAnaupayoga aMtaramAM vaLIne, rAgadveSa rahita nirvikalpapaNe sthira thAya che tyAre Atmatattva svasaMvedana-pratyakSathI anubhavamAM Ave che. rAga-dveSanA vikalpamAM joDAyeluM jJAna svasaMvedanapratyakSathI AtmAne anubhavI zakatuM nathI. atIndriya AtmasvarUpanI sanmukhatAvaDe rAgadveSAdi taraMgo zAMta thaI jAya che. caitanyasvabhAvanI sanmukhatA vagara bIjA koI upAyathI rAgadveSanA taraMgo zAMta thatA nathI. bahAranI anukULatAnA lakSe je zAMta pariNAma lAge te kharI zAMti nathI. aMtasvabhAvanA lakSe rAga-dveSano abhAva thatAM ja kharI zAMti hoya che. aMtamurkha upayoga vakhate nirvikalpadazAmAM paramAtmatattva AnaMdasahita skurAyamAna thAya che,-pragaTa anubhavamAM Ave che. jema jema Avo anubhava vadhato jAya che tema tema rAga-dveSa chUTatA jAya che ne vItarAgI samAdhi thatI jAya che. pachI bahAranI game tevI pratikULatA ke anukULatAthI paNa tenuM citta calAyamAna thatuM nathI. svarUpalInatAmAM je aciMtya AnaMda che tene dharmI pote ja jANe che, bIjA bAhyadaSTijIvo tene jANatA nathI. mATe he jIva! tuM tArA manane aMtarmukha sthira karIne tArA caitanyasvarUpane AnaMdathI dekha-ema havenI gAthAmAM kaheze.(35) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 154: AtmabhAvanA citane caitanyamAM sthira karI rAgadveSarahita thaIne, caitanyasvabhAvanI sanmukha ekAgra thavuM te ja avikSiptamana che, te ja AtmAnuM tattva cheH ne rAgadveSAdimAM joDAyeluM mana to vikSisa che, tene AtmAnuM tattva gaNatA nathI. vikSita mana to Asrava-baMdha che, ane avikSita mana te saMvara-nirjarA che. tethI vikSita mana choDIne, caitanyasvarUpamAM vaLIne avikSita mana dhAraNa karavAnuM AcAryadeva kahe che avikSiptaM manastattvaM vikSiptaM bhraantiraatmnH| dhArayettadavikSiptaM vikSiptaM naashryetttH|| 36 / / avikSita mana eTale ke rAgadveSarahita aMtaramAM ThareluM jJAna, te ja AtmAnuM tattva che, ane rAgAdirUpe pariNata vikSita mana te to AtmAno vibhrama che-te vAstavikasvarUpa nathI. mATe he bhavya ! tuM te avikSita manane dhAraNa kare, ane rAgadveSamAM vartatA vikSita manane dhAraNa na kara. "avikSisamana' eTale nirvikalpa sthiratA, te Atmatattva che. aMtaramAM TharelI nirmaLa paryAyane ja abhedapaNe AtmA kahI dIdho; ane "vikSiptamana' eTale saMkalpa-vikalpa, te AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. dehAdimAM AtmAnI buddhi karavI te bhrAMti che, tene ahIM vikSita mana kahyuM che. paramAM AtmabuddhivALA jIvanuM mana kadI saMkalpa-vikalpa rahita thaIne TharatuM nathI, eTale avikSipta thatuM nathI. paNa rAgadveSathI vikSipta ja rahe che. te kharekhara AtmAnuM tattva nathI. dehAdithI ne vikArathI bhedajJAna karIne je Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 155 jIva AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi kare che tenuM mana saMkalpa-vikalpa rahita thaIne caitanyamAM Thare che, te avikSita mana AtmAnuM tattva che. aMtaramAM vaLelA samyaka bhAvazrutajJAnane ahIM avikSita mana kahyuM che. ane tene ja AtmA kahyo che. A "mana" ne bAhya viSayonuM ke jaDa mananuM avalaMbana nathI, caitanyanuM ja avalaMbana che. "bhAvamana paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI" ema kahevAya che te to saMkalpa-vikalparAga-dveSavALA mananI vAta cheH ne ahIM avikSipta manane AtmA kahyo che te to saMkalpa-vikalpa rahita thaIne aMtaramAM ekAgra thayelA nirvikalpa bhAvanI vAta che. AtmalAbhane jeo IcchatA hoya teo rAgadvaiSavALA vikSita citane choDo, ne caitanyamAM ja manane ekAgra karIne avikSita karo. te avikSita manathI AtmAnI prApti thAya che. bAhyaviSayomAM vartatuM saMkalpa sahita mana te saMsAranuM kAraNa cheH ne caitanyamAM ThareluM nirvikalpa mana te mokSanuM kAraNa che. bAhyaviSayonuM manana-ciMtana karanAruM mana te saMsAranuM kAraNa che; ane caitanyaviSayanuM manana karanAruM mana te mokSanuM kAraNa che. mATe caitanyasvarUpamAM manane sthira karavAno daDha prayatna karo, ema pUjyapAdasvAmIno upadeza che. jyAM sukha lAge tyAM jJAna Thare..paramAM jene sukha lAgatuM hoya tenuM jJAna parathI huThIne svamAM Thare nahiH rAgamAM jene sukha lAgatuM hoya tenuM jJAna rAgathI khasIne svabhAvamAM Thare nahi. AnaMda to AtmAno svabhAva ja che eTale AtmA pote ja AnaMdasvarUpe pariName che-Avo nirNaya karIne je jIva aMtarmukha thAya che tenuM citta avikSipta thAya che, rAgAdithI te vikSipta thatuM nathI. ahA ! vAstavika AnaMda zuM che tenI paNa jagatanA jIvone khabara nathI, ne bhramaNAthI bAhyaviSayomAMthI AnaMda levA mATe te tarapha ja jJAnane joDe che, eTale tenuM cita sadAya bAhya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1pa6: AtmabhAvanA viSayo pratyenA rAgadveSathI vikSisa ja rahe che. ane jenuM citta aMtarmukha thaIne caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMdanA vedanamAM joDAyeluM che tenuM citta avikSita rahe che, koI paNa viSayothI vikSipta thatuM nathI, kemake bAhya viSayo tarapha tenuM valaNa ja nathI. AtmAno AnaMda "nirviSaya' che eTale ke bAhyaviSayo vinAno che. ahA ! jyAM aMtaranA AnaMdanA anubhavamAM lIna thayo tyAM jagatanA bAhya viSayo tene zuM kare? jagatano koI anukULa viSaya tene lalacAvavA samartha nathI, tema ja game tevo pratikuLa viSaya paNa tene DagAvavA samartha nathI; tenA cittamAM koI pratyenA rAgadveSano vikSepa ja rahyo nathI, samabhAvamAM tenuM citta sthira thayuM che. AvuM avikSita citta te mokSanuM kAraNa che. mATe he bhavya jIvo ! AnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne oLakhIne cittane temAM sthira karo evo saMtono upadeza che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 157 citanI sthiratA mATe AtmabhAvanA kayA kAraNathI mana vilita thAya che ane tene kaI rIte avikSita karavuM te have batAve che: avidyAbhyAsasaMskArairavazaM kSipyate mnH| tadeva jJAnasaMskAraiH svtstttve'vtisstthte||37|| deha te ja huM evI bhramaNAM te avidyA che, te avidyAnA saMskArane lIdhe mana parane AdhIna vartatuM thayuM kSubdha thAya che; paNa huM jJAyaka chuM-evA samyajJAnarUpa vidhAnA saMskArathI mana potAnA svatattvamAM ekAgra thAya che ne vikSipta thatuM nathI. AtmAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM ekAgratA te samAdhi che, ane rAga-dveSamAM ekAgratA te asamAdhi che. AtmajJAna te samAdhinuM kAraNa che, ne ajJAna te asamAdhinuM kAraNa che. deha te huM, dehane huM pavitra rAkhuM-evI mAnyatA te avidyA che, te avidhAnA saMskArathI jIvanuM mana zarIrAdi bAhya viSayomAM ja varta che; paNa jJAnasvarUpamAM sthira thatuM nathI. huM to jJAyaka chuM, dehathI bhinna rAgathI bhinna pavitra jJAnasvarUpa ja huM chuM-evA jJAnasaMskAravaDe mana AtmAmAM sthira thAya che. (ahIM mana eTale jJAnano upayoga) zarIra jaDa che, azucInuM dhAma che, asthira che ne para che, chatAM jIva tene ja AtmA mAne che, tene zucI, sthira ane potAnuM mAne che, te avidyA che. te avidhAnA ja abhyAsane lIdhe ajJAnInuM mana kSubdha thaIne bAhyaviSayomAM ja varte che. paNa huM dehathI bhinna, zuci, sthira ane jJAyakasvarUpa chuM, A zarIra mAruM nathI-AvA bhedajJAnanI bhAvanAthI potAnA caitanya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 158: AtmabhAvanA svarUpamAM ekAgratA thAya che. te ja samAdhino upAya che. jJAnasvabhAvanI jene bhAvanA nathI ne bAhya viSayomAM (zubhamAM ke azubhamAM) ja jenuM citta varte che tenuM citta kadI avikSipta (sthira) thAya nahIM. jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA vagara koI rIte zAMti thAya nahi. jyAM bahArathI lAbha-nukazAna thavAnI mAnyatA che tyAM rAgadveSa varyA ja kare che. eka tarapha jJAyakasvarUpa pavitra AtmA che...ne bIjI tarapha samasta bAhyaviSayo che.....je jIva aMtaramAM vaLIne vAraMvAra AtmAnI bhAvanA kare che tene rAgadveSa rahita upazAMtabhAvarUpa samAdhi thAya che, ane je jIva bAhyaviSayonI bhAvanA bhAve che tene rAgadveSarUpa vikSepathI asamAdhi ja varte che. mATe jJAnasaMskAra eTale ke zuddha AtmAnI bhAvanA te ja samAdhinuM kAraNa che. ane bAhyaviSayonI bhAvanArUpa avidhAnA saMskAra te asamAdhinuM kAraNa che. pahelAM aMtarmukha thaIne, dehathI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI zraddhAvaDa samyagdarzana karavuM te apUrva vidyA che, ne te paNa samAdhi che. tene caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMdanuM saMvedana thAya che; AnaMdanuM vedana te ja avikSita mana che. AtmAnA AnaMdanA vedana vagara manamAMthI vikSepa maTe nahi ne samAdhi thAya nahi. caitanya tarapha jhUkIne jema jema tenA AnaMdanuM vetana vadhatuM jAya che tema tema manamAMthI rAga-dveSarUpa vikSepa chUTatA jAya che ne vItarAgI zAMtisamAdhi thatI jAya che. samyajJAna pachI paNa jeTalA rAgadveSa che teTalo caitanyanI sthiratAmAM vikSepa paDe che. jIvane anAdithI ajJAnadazAmAM rAgadveSa karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. te rAgadveSanA saMskArane lIdhe mana caitanyamAM TharatuM nathI, rAgadveSanuM mULa ajJAna, te to TaLI gayuM chatAM tenA abhyAsanA saMskArane lIdhe hajI rAga-dveSa sarvathA TaLyA nathI. kaMI pUrvanA kAraNe vartamAna rAgadveSa thAya che ema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 159 nathI, paNa vartamAnamAM potAnA aparAdhane lIdhe pote te saMskAra cAlu rAkhyA che tethI hujI rAgadveSa thAya che. A rAgadveSano kaI rIte nAza thAya? ke potAnA jJAnatattvanA daDha saMskAravaDe svarUpamAM sthira thatAM rAgadveSano nAza thaI jAya che. sAmasAmA be saMskAra lIdhA-eka avidyAnA saMskAra, ne bIjA jJAnasaMskAra jJAnanA ugra saMskAra eTale vAraMvAra tIvra rasathI teno paricaya, te ja ajJAnanA saMskAranA nAzano upAya che. jema jema jJAnamAM ekAgratA thatI jAya che tema tema rAgadveSanA saMskAra chUTatA jAya che ne vItarAgatA vadhatI jAya che. mATe jyAM sudhI jJAna potAmAM lIna thaIne vItarAgatA na thAya tyAM sudhI ati daDhatApUrvaka jJAnatattvanI bhAvanA karyA ja karavI. samayasAramAM kahe che ke'bhaavyetbhedvijnyaanmidmcchinndhaaryaa / tAvadyAvatparAccyutvA jJAnaM jJAne prtisstthte||' A bhedavijJAna acchinnadhArAthI-akhaMDapravAharUpe viccheda paDayA vagara tyAM sudhI bhAvavuM ke jyAM sudhI parabhAvothI chUTI jJAna jJAnamAM ja TharI jAya. e rIte jJAnamAM sthiratAnA abhyAsavaDe evI vItarAgI samAdhi thAya che ke mAna-apamAnanA prasaMgamAM paNa tenA cittamAM koI vikSepa thato nathI--ema havenI gAthAmAM kaheze. (37) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 16): AtmabhAvanA jenuM citta AtmAmAM lAgeluM che tene mAna-apamAna nathI rAgadveSathI vikSipta thatuM mana, jJAnanA ugra saMskArathI svatattvamAM sthira thAya che ema kahyuM: have kahe che ke jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanAthI jeNe potAnA cittane svarUpamAM ekAgra karIne avikSita karyuM che tene mAna-apamAnathI vikSepa thato nathI. ane jenuM citta caitanyabhAvanAmAM ekAgra nathI thayuM tene ja mAna-apamAnathI cittamAM vikSepa-kSubdhatA thAya che apamAnAdayastasya vikSepo yasya cetsH| nApamAnAdayastasya na kSepo yasya cetsH|| 38 / / caitanyanI bhAvanAmAM jenuM citta TharyuM nathI, tethI jenA cittamAM rAga-dveSarUpa vikSepa varte che tene ja mAna-apamAna lAge che; paraMtu caitanyanI bhAvanAmAM jenuM citta karyuM che eTale jenA cittamAM rAgadveSarUpa vikSepa vartato nathI tene mAna-apamAna kAMI nathI, arthAt mAna-apamAnamAM tene samabhAva varte che. "Ape mane bahumAna ApyuM, Ape mAruM apamAna karyuM, ANe mAro tiraskAra karyo, ANe mArI niMdA karI'-AvI mAna-apamAnanI kalpanA jIvane tyAM sudhI ja satAve che ke jyAM sudhI tenuM citta potAnA jJAnamAM TharatuM nathI, ne rAgadveSAdi vibhAvothI kutsita varte che; rAgadveSAdi vibhAvomAM vartato jIva ja mAna-apamAnanI kalpanAthI duHkhI thAya che. paraMtu Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 161 jenuM citta rAga-dveSa-moharUpI vibhAvothI dUra thaIne potAnA jJAnasvarUpamAM TharyuM che tene e prakAranI mAna-apamAnanI kalpanAo satAvatI nathI. caitanyanA AnaMdamAM lIna thatAM, koNa mArI stuti kare che ke koNa mArI niMdA kare che eno vikalpa ja UThato nathI, sarvatra samabhAva ja varte che. - zatru-mitra pratye varte samadarzItA, mAna-amAne varte te ja svabhAva joH jIvita ke maraNe nahi nyUnAdhikatA, bhava-mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo." juo, A saMtonI samAdhidazA-paNa AvI vItarAgI samAdhi kaI rIte thAya? ke jJAnasvabhAvanuM bhAna karIne temAM ekAgratAnA daDha saMskArathI AvI vItarAgI samAdhi thAya che. mArA jJAnasvabhAva sivAya bIjuM kAMI mAruM nathI, indriyono mane AdhAra nathI, rAganuM mane zaraNa nathI,-AvI bhAvanAvALA jJAnIne paradravyathI potAnuM mAna-apamAna lAgatuM nathI. mArI mahattA to mArA jJAnasvabhAvathI ja che, mArA svabhAvanI mahattAne toDavA jagatamAM koI samartha nathI. -Ama potAnA svabhAvanI mahattA jene nathI bhAsatI ne parasaMyoga vaDe jeNe potAnI mahattA mAnI che evA ajJAnIne mAnaapamAna lAgyA vagara rahetuM nathI. koI apamAna kare-niMdA kare-dveSa kare tyAM jANe mAro svabhAva ja haNAI gayo-ema ajJAnIne apamAna lAge che, ane bahAramAM jyAM anukULatA ne mAna maLe tyAM jANe ke mAro svabhAva vadhI gayo-ema mUDha jIva mAne che. AvI mAna-apamAnanI vRtti ajJAnIne thAya che. jJAnIne AvA prakAranI mAna-apamAnanI vRtti thatI nathI, kemake pasaMyogavaDe potAnA AtmAnI mahattA ke hInatA te mAnatA nathI. asthiratAne lIdhe jarAka mAna-apamAnanI vRtti thAya tyAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 162: AtmabhAvanA jJAnIne svabhAvanI bhAvanA chUTIne te vRtti thaI nathI. munivarone to dhyAnamAM mAna-apamAnanI vRtti ja nathI UThatI, eTaluM vItarAgI cAritra thaI gayuM che. samakitI gRhasthane eTaluM vItarAgI cAritra thayuM nathI paNa parasaMyoganI asara vinAnA potAnA jJAnAnaMda svarUpanI daSTi thaI che, ajJAnanA saMskAra chUTI gayA che, jJAnasvabhAvanI ja mahattA karI che, eTale tene jJAnasvabhAvanI mahattA pAse bIjA padArthonI jarAya mahattA bhAsatI nathI, tethI bIjA padArthovaDe tene potAnuM mAna bhAsatuM nathI. temaja niMdA vagere pratikULa prasaMgathI tene potAnuM apamAna bhAsatuM nathI. koI niMdA kare ke koI prazaMsA kare, te banne vakhate huM to tenAthI jAdo jJAnasvarUpa chuM, niMdAnA ke prazaMsAnA zabdo mArAmAM AvatA nathI, niMdA karanAra tenA potAnA dveSabhAvane kare che, prazaMsA karanAra tenA potAnA rAgabhAvane kare che, paNa mArA jJAnasvabhAvamAM te kAMI karatA nathI. -AvA bhAnamAM dharmIne mAna-apamAnanI buddhi chUTI gaI che. jarAka rAga-dveSanI vRtti thaI jAya te potAnA asthirabhAvane lIdhe che, saMyogane lIdhe nathI-ema te jANe che, ne jJAnabhAvanAmAM sthira thaIne te rAga-dveSanI vRttine toDI nAkhe che. ajJAnIne jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA nathI, saMyoganI ja bhAvanA che, saMyogathI potAnI hInatA-adhikatA mAne che, anukULa saMyogathI potAnuM mAna mAne che ne pratikULa saMyogathI potAnuM apamAna mAne che, eTale tene saMyogo pratye rAgadveSa thayA ja kare cheH tene avidyAnA saMskArane lIdhe sarvatra potAnuM mAna-apamAna ja bhAsyA kare che. paNa huM to saMyogathI bhinna jJAyakasvabhAva chuM, mArA jJAnane jagatamAM koI pratikULa ke anukULa nathI, badhAya mArA jJaya ja che,-AvI svabhAvabhAvanAvaDe ja mAna-apamAnanI vRtti TaLIne samAdhi-zAMti thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 163 bharata ane bAhubalI bane caramazarIrI samakitI hatA: bharata cakravartIe bAhubalIne namavAnuM kahyuM, tyAM bAhubalIne ema thayuM ke amArA pitAjIe (RSabhadeva bhagavAne) amane bannene rAja ApyuM che, bharata rAjA che ne huM paNa rAjA chuM-to huM bharatane kema namuM? ema jarAka mAnanI vRtti AvI. banne vacce laDAI thatAM bharata hArI gayA, tyAM tene jarAka apamAnanI vRtti thaI; chatAM, te banne dharmAtmAne te vakhateya jJAnasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanA che, jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA chUTIne rAgadveSanI vRtti thaI nathI, jJAnabhAvanAnI ja adhikatA che: mAna-apamAnanI vRtti thaI mATe te vakhate te ajJAnI hutA-ema nathI; aMdara jJAnabhAvanAnuM jora paDyuM che, tethI mAna-apamAnarUpe temanuM jJAna pariNamatuM ja nathI, e vAtanI ajJAnIne oLakhANa nathI. jJAnabhAvanA choDIne ajJAnathI je jIva parasaMyogamAM mAnaapamAnanI buddhi kare che te ajJAnI che. jJAnasvabhAvanI jene bhAvanA nathI evA ajJAnIne ja bAhyadaSTithI ekAMta mAna-apamAnarUpa pariNamana thAya che. jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanAmAM jJAnIne jJAnanuM ja pariNamana thAya che, mAna-apamAna thatuM nathI. jarAka rAga-dveSanI vRtti thAya tyAM te vRttine paNa jJAnathI bhinnarUpa ja jANe che ne jJAnasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanAvaDe jJAnanI adhikatArUpe ja pariName che. jJAnInI AvI AtmabhAvanAne ajJAnI oLakhato nathI, eTale jJAnIne jarAka rAga-dveSanI vRtti dekhe tyAM tene evo bhrama thAya che ke jJAnI A rAga-dveSane ja kare che. paNa jJAnI to te vakhate rAga-dveSathI adhika jJAnabhAvanArUpe ja pariName che tene ajJAnI dekhI zakato nathI, kemake tene potAne jJAnabhAvanA jAgI nathI. ahIM ema kahe che ke jene jJAnabhAvanA nathI te ja saMyogamAM mAna-apamAnanI kalpanA karIne rAga-dveSarUpe pariName che. jJAnI to jJAnabhAvanArUpe ja pariName che, tene koI saMyogamAM mAna-apamAnanI kalpanAthI rAga-dveSarUpa pariNamana Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 164: AtmabhAvanA thatuM ja nathI. mATe he jIva! tuM tArA cittane caitanyabhAvanAmAM sthira kara, jethI rAga-dveSathI te kSubdha na thAya ane jyAM cittano kSobha nathI tyAM mAna-apamAnanI kalpanA thatI nathI eTale rAgadveSarUpa pariNamana thatuM nathI paNa samAdhi ja thAya che. game tevA pratikULa prasaMgamAM ke anukULa prasaMgamAM paNa te caitanyabhAvanAvALo jIva potAnA samyagdarzanAdithI cUta thato nathI, jJAnabhAvanAthI yUta thato nathI. A rIte jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA ja vItarAgI samAdhino upAya che, mATe te ja bhAvanA karavA jevI che, ema pUjyapAda-prabhuno upadeza che. anukULa saMyogamAM mane rAga thaze ne pratikULa saMyogamAM mane dveSa thaze-ema ajJAnIno abhiprAya che, eTale tene jJAnano abhiprAya nathI paNa rAgadveSano ja abhiprAya che. anukULa saMyogathI mAruM mAna ne pratikULa saMyogathI mAruM apamAna ema jeNe mAnyuM te ajJAnIne ekalI bAhyadaSTithI mAna-apamAna mAnIne rAga-dveSa ja thayA kare che. paNa jJAnI to jANe che ke mAnano prasaMga ho ke apamAnano prasaMga ho, huM to jJAna ja chuM: anukULa prasaMga vakhate paNa huM to ' jJAna" ja chuM, ne pratikULa prasaMga vakhate paNa huM to jJAna ja chuM; ema sarva prasaMge huM to jJAnasvabhAva ja chuM-evI jJAnabhAvanA jJAnIne varte che, ne te jJAnabhAvanAnA jore tene rAgadveSano nAza ja thato jAya che, eTale tene samAdhi-zAMti thAya che.(38) have mAna-apamAna saMbaMdhI vikalpo dUra karavAno upAya batAvaze. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 165 rAga-dveSa jItavAno upAya svastha AtmAnI bhAvanA 38mI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke jenuM citta caitanyamAM sthira nathI tene ja mAna-apamAnanA vikalpo satAve che, paraMtu jenuM citta caitanyamAM sthira che tene mAna-apamAnanA vikalpo thatA nathI. have te mAnaapamAna saMbaMdhI vikalpo kaI rIte dUra karavA ? te kahe che yadA mohAtprajAyete rAga dveSau tapasvinaH / tadaiva bhAvayetsvasthamAtmAnaM sAmyataH kSaNAt / / 39 / / mAna-apamAna saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa thavAno prasaMga AvatAM te ja kSaNe bahArathI cittane pAchuM vALIne zAMta-sAmyabhAva vaDe svastha AtmAne bhAvavo. zuddha AtmAnI bhAvanAthI kSaNamAtramAM rAgadveSa zAMta thaI jAya che. pahelAM to rAgAdithI rahita, ne parathI rahita zuddha jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI oLakhANa karavI joIe, pachI vizeSa samAdhinI A vAta che. zuddha AtmAnI bhAvanA sivAya rAgadveSa TALavAno ne samAdhi thavAno bIjo koI upAya nathI. aMtarmukha thaIne caitanyane sparzatAM ja rAgAdi alopa thaI jAya che....ne upazAMtarasanI dhArA vahe che. AnuM nAma vItarAgI samAdhi che. rAga-dveSa, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI utpattinuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna che. jyAM mULamAM ajJAna paDayuM che tyAM rAga-dveSAdi vibhAvanuM jhADa phAlyA vinA raheze nahi. bhedavijJAnavarDa deha ane AtmAne bhinna bhinna jANIne AtmAnI bhAvanA karavI te ja rAga-dveSAdi vibhAvonA nAzano upAya che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 166: AtmabhAvanA samakitIne rAga-dveSanA kALe paNa tenAthI bhinna caitanyanuM bhedajJAna to sAthe vartI ja rahyuM che. te bhedajJAna uparAMta, asthiratAnA rAgadveSa TALavA mATe jJAnI caitanyasvabhAvanuM ciMtana kare che. are! pahelAM aMdaramAM AtmAnI khaTaka jAgavI joIe ke mArA AtmAne kaI rIte zAMti thAya! AtmA sivAya koI tAruM zaraNa nathI. prabho! aMdara eka samayamAM jJAnAnaMdathI paripUrNa bharelo tAro AtmA ja tane zaraNa cheH tene oLakha, bhAI ! be sagA bhAI hoya, beya narakamAM ekasAthe UpajyA hoya, eka samakitI hoya ne bIjo mithyAdaSTi hoya! tyAM samakitIne to narakanI ghora pratikULatAmAM paNa caitanyanA AnaMdanuM aMze vedana paNa sAthe vartI rahyuM che. mithyAdaSTi ekalA saMyogonI sAme joIne duHkhanI vedanAmAM taraphaDe che tenA bhAIne pUche che ke "are bhAI ! koI zaraNa! A ghora duHkhamAM koI sahAyaka! koI A vedanAthI choDAvanAra ! hAya! A asahya vedanAthI koI bacAvanAra !!" tyAM samakitI bhAI kahe che ke are baMdhu! koI sahAyaka nathI. aMdaramAM bhagavAna caitanya ja AnaMdathI bharelo che, tenI bhAvanA ja A duHkhathI bacAvanAra che. caitanyabhAvanA vinA bIjuM koI duHkhathI bacAvanAra nathI, bIjAM koI sahAyaka nathI. A dehu ne A pratikULa saMyogo e badhAyathI pAra caitanyasvarUpI AtmA che,-AvA bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA sivAya jagatamAM bIjuM koI duHkhathI bacAvanAra nathI, koI zaraNa nathI. mATe bhAI ! eka vAra saMyogane bhUlI jA... ne aMdara caitanyatattva AnaMdasvarUpa che tenI sanmukha jo. te eka ja zaraNa che. pUrve AtmAnI darakAra karI nahi, pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi tethI A narakamAM avatAra thayo...have to A ja sthitimAM hajAro varSanuM AyuSya pUruM karye ja chUTako...saMyoga nahi phare, tAruM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 167 lakSa pheravI nAMkha...saMyogathI AtmA judo che tenA upara lakSa kara. saMyogamAM tAruM du:kha nathI: tArA AnaMdane bhUlIne teM ja mohathI duHkha UbhuM karyuM che, mATe ekavAra saMyogane ane AtmAne bhinna jANIne, saMyoganI bhAvanA choDa ne caitanyanI bhAvanA kara. huM to jJAnamUrtiAnaMdamUrti chuM, A saMyoga ane A du:kha bannethI jAdo mAro AtmasvabhAva jJAna-AnaMdanI mUrti che.-Ama AtmAno nirNaya karIne bhAvanA karavI te ja duHkhanA nAzano upAya che. caitanyanI bhAvanAmAM duHkha kadI pravezI zakatuM nathI. "jyAM duHkha kadI na pravezI zakatuM tyAM nivAsa ja rAkhIe.." caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanAmAM AnaMdanuM vedana che, temAM duHkhano praveza nathI....evA caitanyamAM ekAgra thaIne nivAsa karavo te ja duHkhathI chuTakArAno upAya che. kaSAyothI saMtama AtmAne potAnA zuddhasvarUpanuM ciMtana ja tenAthI chUTavAno upAya che. mATe jinendrabuddhi zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke he aMtarAtmA! rAgadveSAdi vibhAvonI utpatti aTakAvavA mATe svastha thaIne zAMtacitte tArA zuddha AtmAnI bhAvanA kara...tenA ciMtanathI tArA vibhAvo kSaNamAtramAM zAMta thaI jaze. ajJAnI jIvone samyagdarzana pragaTa karavA mATe paNa caitanyanI bhAvanA karavI e ja upAya che. enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMtabhAve jo karyA, to sarva AtmikajJAnanAM siddhAMtatattvo anubhavyA. jema dhoma taDakAthI satata prANIo vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAno Azraya le che, tema A saMsAranA ghora saMtApathI saMtapta jIvone cidAnaMdasvabhAvanI zItaLa chAyA ja zaraNarUpa che, tenA Azraye ja zAMti thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 168: AtmabhAvanA dharmI jANe che ke aho ! mArA caitanyavRkSanI chAyA evI zAMta-zItaLa che ke temAM mohasUryanAM saMtata kiraNo pravezI zakatA nathI. mATe mohajanita vibhAvonA AtApathI bacavA huM mArA zAMta-zItaLaupazAMta-AnaMdajharatA caitanyatattvanI chAyAmAM ja jAuM chuM- caitanyasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanA karuM chuM. (39) [AE R sthAnavaDe atyaMtare dekhe je azarIra, zaramajanaka janmo TaLe pIe na jananI kSIra. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 169 jaDa kAyAno prema choDa, jJAyaka zarIramAM prema joDa! rAga-dveSanA viSayarUpa je zarIra teno prema choDIne, tenAthI bhinna evA jJAyakaza2I2I AtmAmAM prema joDa, ema have kahe cheytr kAye muneH prema tataH pracyAvya dehinam / buddhayA taduttame kAye yojayetprema nazyati / / 40 / / je zarIra, ziSya vageremAM munine jarAka prema hoya tenAthI bhedajJAnanI buddhivaDe potAnA AtmAne bhinna karIne, jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa uttama kAyamAM eTale ke zuddha jIvAstikAyamAM potAnuM citta joDe; A rIte zuddhAtmasvarUpamAM citta joDatAM tenAthI bAhya evA zarIradi pratyeno sneha naSTa thaI jAya che. caitanyanA AnaMdamAM jenuM citta lAgyuM tenuM citta jagatanA koI paNa viSayamAM lAgatuM nathI. caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMdarasa pAse jagatanA badhAya 2sa tene nIrasa lAge che, caitanyanA utsAha pAse dehAdinI kriyA taraphano utsAha UDI jAya che. jyAM sudhI A jIvane potAnA nijAnaMdamaya nirAkuLa zAMta upavanamAM kriDA karavAno avasara nathI maLato tyAM sudhI ja te maLa-mutra ane mAMsathI bharelA evA A apavitra zarIramAM te indriyaviSayomAM Asakta rahe che; paraMtu puruSArthanA apUrva avasare jyAre te samyagdarzana pAme che ane tenuM vivekajJAna jAgRta thAya che tyAre te potAnA upazAMta caitanya-upavanamAM nijAnaMdamaya sudhArasanuM pAna karavA lAge che, ane bAhya indriyaviSayone atyaMta nirasa, parAdhIna ane haiya samajIne temanAthI atyaMta udAsIna thaI jAya che. vAraMvAra caitanyanA anubhavamAM upayoga joDatAM, bAhya padArtho pratyeno prema sarvathA chUTIne te vItarAga thaI jAya che, ne pachI pUrNa 52mAnaMda Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 17): AtmabhAvanA pragaTa karIne paramAtmA thaI jAya che. mATe kahe che ke huM mumukSu ! tuM tArA cittanA upayogane vAraMvAra caitanyasvarUpamAM joDa. juo bhAvaliMgI saMtamunine samAdhimaraNano avasara hoya, AsapAsa bIjA munio beThA hoya...tyAM te munine koIvAra tRSAthI kadAca pANI pIvAnI jarAka vRtti UThI jAya ne pANI yAda kare.. ke." pANI!" tyAM bIjA munio tene vAtsalyathI saMbodhe che ke are muni !! aMtaramAM nirvikalpa rasanA pANI pIo! aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMdanA sAgaramAMthI AnaMdanAM amRta pIo...ne A pANInI vRtti choDo...atyAre samAdhino avasara che...anaMtavAra dariyA bharAya eTalAM jaLa pIdhAM...chatAM tRSA na chIpI.mATe e pANIne bhUlI jAo.ne aMtaranA nirvikalpa amRtanuM pAna karo.nirvikalpa AnaMdamAM lIna thAo.... AnaMda dhodha banI bhadazAna nirvikalyasamutpanna zAnameva sudhArasamma viveka aMjalikalvA tapibaMtitapasvinaH te muni paNa tarata pANInI vRtti toDIne nirvikalpa thaIne atIndriya AnaMdanAM amRta pIe che...ne e rIte akhaMDa ArAdhanApUrvaka samAdhithI deha choDe che. (samAdhimaraNanI taiyArIvALA kSepakamunine ratnatrayanI akhaMDa ArAdhanAmAM utsAhita karavA, ane upasarga-pariSahAdithI rakSA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * he bhavya ! gaNadharAdi zUravIra puruSoe je ArAdhanAne ArAdhI, te ArAdhanAne tame paNa utsAhathI ArAdho. svAnubhUtinA AnaMdarasathI AtmAne tRpta karo. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 171 karavA, bIjA munirAja vItarAga upadezarUpI bakhtara paherAve che, tenuM adabhuta bhAvabhInuM varNana bhagavatIArAdhanAnA "kavaca' adhikAramAM zivakoTi AcAryadeve karyuM che. te bhAvabhInA prasaMganuM varNana vAMcatAM jANe ArAdhaka munivarono samUhu najara sAme ja beTho hoya, ne munirAja ArAdhanAnA upadezanI koI akhaMDa dhArA vahevaDAvI rahyA hoya evI urmio jAge che, ne e ArAdhaka sAdhu bhagavaMto pratye hRdaya namI paDe che; ArAdhanA pratye aciMtya mahimA ane bahumAna jAge che. pU. kAnajI svAmI pravacanamAM anekavAra parama bhaktisahita A kavacaadhikArano ullekha karIne munivaronI zAMta anubhUtirUpa adbhuta dazAnuM varNana kare che tyAre mumukSuonAM to romAMca ullasI jAya che...ane ArAdhanA pratye tema ja ArAdhaka jIvo pratye parama bhaktisahita, AtmAmAM paNa ArAdhanAnI zUravIratA jAgI UThe che. evA kavacaadhikAranI 178 gAthAo che, tenA sAranuM saMkalana koI bIjA pustakamAM pragaTa karIzuM.) jene caitanyanA AnaMdano anubhava nathI tene bAhya viSayomAM sukhabuddhi thAya che; ane caitanyanA AnaMdanuM bhAna thayA pachI paNa jene tenA anubhavamAM lInatA nathI tene ja bAhya padArtho saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa thAya che. upayogane aMtarmukha karIne jene potAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA anubhavamAM lInatA varte che tene bAhya padArtho pratye valaNa ja nathI eTale tene to koI padArtha saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa thatA nathI. rAga-dveSa TALavAno upAya zuM? -ke caitanyasvarUpamAM upayogane joDavo te ja rAga-dveSane TALavAno upAya che. A sivAya bAhya padArtho tarapha valaNa rAkhIne rAga-dveSa TALavA mAge to te kadI TaLI zake nahIM. pahelAM to dehAdithI bhinna ne rAgAdithI paNa paramArtha bhinna evA cidAnaMdasvarUpanuM bhAna karyuM hoya, tene ja temAM upayoganI lInatA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 17: AtmabhAvanA thAya. paraMtu je jIva dehAdinI kriyAne potAnI mAnato hoya, ke rAgathI lAbha mAnato hoya teno upayoga te dehathI ne rAgathI pAcho khasIne caitanyamAM vaLe ja kyAMthI ? jyAM lAbha mAne tyAMthI potAnA upayogane kema khaseDe?-na ja khaseDa. mATe upayogane potAnA cidAnaMda svarUpamAM ekAgra karavA IcchanAre prathama to potAnA svarUpane dehAdithI ne rAgAdithI atyaMta bhinna jANavuM joIe. jagatanA koI paNa bAhya viSayomAM ke te taraphanA rAgamAM kyAMya svaneya mAruM sukha ke zAMti nathI, anaMtakALa bahAranA bhAvo karyA paNa mane kiMcit sukha na maLyuM. jagatamAM kyAMya paNa mAruM sukha hoya to te mArA nijasvarUpamAM ja che, bIje kyAMya nathI. mATe have huM bahArano upayoga choDIne, mArA svarUpamAM ja upayogane joDuM chuM.AvA daDha nirNayapUrvaka dharmI jIva vAraMvAra potAnA upayogane aMtarasvarUpamAM joDe che. A rIte upayogane aMtasvarUpamAM joDavo te ja jinaAjJA che, te ja ArAdhanA che, te ja samAdhi che, te ja sukha che ne te ja mokSano paMtha che.(40) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 173 AtmajJAna vaDe ja duHkhanuM zamana ne nirvANanI prApti caitanyasvabhAvanI mahattA ane bAhya IndriyaviSayonI tucchatA jANIne, potAnA upayogane vAraMvAra caitanyabhAvanAmAM joDavo; ema karavAthI para pratyeno prema nAza thAya che ne vItarAgI AnaMdano anubhava thAya che,-ema pUrva gAthAmAM kahyuM. e ja vAtane daDha karatAM have kahe che ke AtmAnA vibhramathI utpanna thayeluM duHkha AtmAnI bhAvanAthI ja nAza thAya che; jeo AtmajJAnano udyama nathI karatA teo ghora tapa kare to paNa nirvANa pAmatA nathI. AtmavibhramajaM dukhmaatmjnyaanaatprshaamyti| nAyatAstatra nirvAnti kRtvApi paramaM tpH|| 41 / / AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che, tene bhUlIne dehAdikamAM AtmabuddhirUpa je vibhrama che te ja duHkhanuM mULa che. te AtmavibhramathI thayeluM duHkha AtmajJAna vaDe ja dUra thAya che. "dehAdikathI bhinna jJAnadarzanasvarUpa ja huM chuM, bIjuM kAMI mAruM nathI-evA AtmajJAna vagara du:kha maTavAno bIjo koI upAya nathI. AvA AtmajJAna vagara ghoratapa kare topaNa jIva nirvANapadane pAmato nathI. jeo AtmajJAnano prayatna karatA nathI ne vratatAno ja udhama kare che teo mAtra kaleza ja pAme che, nirvANane pAmatA nathI. tene je vrata-tapa che te AtmAnI bhAvanAthI nathI paNa rAganI ane viSayonI ja bhAvanAthI che. bhale sIdhI rIte viSayonI IcchArUpa pApabhAvanA to na hoya, paraMtu aMtaramAM viSayAtIta caitanyanuM vedana nathI karato te rAganA ja vedanamAM aTakayA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 174: AtmabhAvanA che, eTale tenA abhiprAyamAM rAganI ne rAganA phaLarUpa indriyaviSayonI bhAvanA paDI ja che. AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda vagara viSayonI bhAvanA kharekhara tUTe ja nahi. jeo AtmajJAnano prayatna kare che teo ja duHkhathI chUTe che. jeo AtmajJAnano prayatna nathI karatAM teo duHkhathI chUTatA nathI. juo, A pUjyapAdasvAmIe tattvArthasUtra upara "sarvArthasiddhi' nAmanI mahAna TIkA racI che; teo kahe che ke AtmAno vibhrama te ja duHkhanuM kAraNa che; karmanA kAraNe duHkha che ema na kahyuM, paNa AtmajJAnano prayatna pote nathI karato tethI ja duHkha che. "karma bicAre kauna bhUla merI adhikAI -potAnI bhUlathI ja AtmA duHkhI thAya che, karma bicAruM zuM kare? pote ja AtmajJAnano yatna nathI karato tethI duHkhI che, chatAM ajJAnI karmano vAMka ja kADhe che ke karma duHkha Ape che,-potAno vAMka bIjA upara DhoLe che-te anIti che, te jainanItine jANato nathI. jo jinadharma jANe to AvI anIti saMbhave nahIM. mokSamArgaprakAzakamAM kahe che ke, "tattvanirNaya karavAmAM upayoga lagAvato nathI e jIvano ja doSa che...jIva pote to mahaMta rahevA Icche che ane potAno doSa karmAdikamAM lagAve che, paNa jinaAjJA mAne to AvI anIti saMbhave nahi" eTale ke je potAno doSa karma upara DhoLe che te jIva jinAjJAthI bahAra che. AtmasvarUpanA jJAna vagara temAM ekAgratArUpa tapa hoya ja nahi, AtmajJAna vagara huThathI vrata-tapa karavA mAge temAM ekaluM kaSTa che, bhale zubharAgathI kare to paNa temAM kevaLa kaSTa che, AtmAnI zAMti temAM jarA paNa nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa to Atmavibhrama che, te bhramaNA TALyA vagara du:kha TaLe ja nahi. AnaMdanuM vedana te ja duHkhanA abhAvanI rIta che. je tapamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA. 175 AtmAnA AnaMdanuM vedana nathI temAM kaSTa ja che. AtmajJAna vagara rAgAdika kharekhara ghaTe ja nahi. pahelAM AtmajJAna kare pachI temAM lInatAvaDa rAgAdika ghaTatAM vrata-tapa ne munidazA thAya che. 5. ToDaramallajI paNa kahe che keH jinamatamAM to evI paripATI che ke pahelAM samyakatva hoya pachI vrata hoya. have samyakatva to sva-paranuM zraddhAna thatAM thAya che. tathA te zraddhAna dravyAnuyogano abhyAsa karatAM thAya che, mATe pahelAM dravyAnuyoga-anusAra zraddhAna karI samyagdaSTi thAya ane pachI caraNAnuyoga-anusAra vratAdika dhAraNa karI vratI thAya. jIvane potAnuM vAstavika svarUpa jyAM sudhI lakSamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI parabhAvomAMthI Atmabuddhi chUTe nahi eTale rAgAdi parabhAvanA vedanamAM aTakIne "ATalo ja huM' , athavA dedinI kriyA te ja huM,-evI AtmabhramaNAthI parabhAvomAM ja lIna thaIne jIva madu:kha vadI rahyo che. A AtmabhramaNA ja maduHkhanuM mULiyuM che e vAta jyAM sudhI khyAlamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI AtmajJAnano sAco puruSArtha jAge nahIM. ane AtmajJAna vagara sAcI zAMti thAya nahi. bhAI ! tAre AtmAnI zAMti joItI hoya....atIndriya AnaMda joIto hoya ne duHkhane dUra karavuM hoya to tArA AtmajJAnano udyama kara..AtmajJAna te eka ja zAMtino ne AnaMdano upAya che, te ja upAyathI duHkha TaLe che; bIjA koI upAyathI duHkha TaLatuM nathI. chaThuMDhALAmAM kahyuM che ke jJAna samAna na Ana jagatameM sukhako kAraNa, yaha paramAmRta janma-jarA-mRta roga nivAraNa." AtmajJAna vinA bIjA koI upAye sukha thatuM nathI. e ja vAta chaThuMDhALAmAM kahe che ke munivrata dhAra anaMtavAra grIvaka UpajAyo, pai nija AtamajJAna vina sukha leza na pAyo." Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 176: AtmabhAvanA AtmajJAna vagara ekalA zubharAgathI paMcamahAvrata pALIne TheTha navamI raiveyaka sudhI devalokamAM gayo, topaNa tyAM jarAya sukha na pAmyo, mAtra duHkha ja pAmyo. ajJAnI jIvanI kriyA saMsArane mATe saphaLa che, ne mokSane mATe niSphaLa che; ne jJAnInI je dharmakriyA che te saMsArane mATe niSphaLa che ne mokSane mATe saphaLa che. jene aMtaramAM svasammukha prayatna nathI te parasammukha jeTalo prayatna kare tenuM phaLa duHkha ane saMsAra ja che. AtmasvabhAvamAM svasammukha prayatnathI ja sukha ane mukti thAya che; mATe AtmajJAnanA udhamano upadeza che. (41). * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * dehabuddhivALo jIva dehAdine ja Icche che; tattvajJAnI dehathI bhinna AtmAne bhAve che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * bahirAtmA zuM Icche che ne dharmAtmA zuM Icche che? te have kahe cheshubhN zarIraM divyAMzca vissyaanbhivaaNchti| utpannAtmamatirdaihe tattvajJAnI ttshcyutim||42|| ajJAnIne dehamAM ja Atmabuddhi hovAthI te zubha zarIrane ane svarganA viSayabhogone ja vAMche che, ne jJAnI to zarIrathI ne viSayothI chUTavA cAhe che, bAhya viSayothI chUTIne aMtaranA caitanyasvabhAvamAM ja karavA mAge che. jene zubharAganI bhAvanA che tene te rAganA phaLarUpa svarganA bhoganI ne zarIranI ja abhilASA che, jene puNyanI ruci che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 177 tene jaDanI ruci che, tene AtmAnA dharmanI ruci nathI. divya caitanyazaktivALo atIndriya AtmA che tene bhUlIne ajJAnI jIva devalokanA divya zarIrane ane indriyaviSayone ja vAMche che. jJAnI to rAgAdinI vRttine duHkhadAyaka jANIne tenAthI chUTavA cAhe che. te bhogano hetu che; je jIva zubharAgane dharma mAnIne zraddhe che,-Adare che te jIva bhogahetudharmane ja zraddhe che, paNa mokSanA hetubhUta dharmane te jANato nathI. samayasAramAM AcAryabhagavAna kahe che ke te dharmane zraddha, pratIta, ruci ane sparzana kare, te bhogahetu dharmane, nahi karmakSayanA hetune. rAgarahita jJAnacetanAmAtra je paramArthadharma tene to ajJAnIjIva zraddhato nathI, paraMtu bhoganA nimittarUpa evA zubhakarmane ja dharma mAnIne te zraddha che; tethI kharekhara mokSanA kAraNarUpa dharmane te nathI ArAdhato, paraMtu svargAdinA bhoganA kAraNarUpa evA rAgane ja te ArAdhe che eTale ke saMsArane ja seve che. ane je dharmAtmA che te to rAgamAM ke rAganA phaLarUpa viSayomAM kyAMya svapnaya sukha mAnatA nathI, rAgathI pAra evA cidAnaMda svabhAvane ja teo ArAdhe che; tethI rAga ane rAganA phaLarUpa viSayothI to te dUra thavA cAhe che ne rAgarahita thaIne aMtasvabhAvamAM ekAgra thavA mAge che. caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMda sivAya jagatamAM kAMI paNa tene priya nathI. svarganA divyabhogone paNa te pudgalanI racanA jANe che. caitanyanA aciMtya AnaMda pAse te badhAne tuccha jANe che, tethI aMtarmukha thaIne te potAnA dhyeyane siddha kare che. bhedajJAnavaDe aMtaramAM jeNe caitanyarasano svAda cAkhyo che tenI dazA ja alaukika hoya che. A AtmA dehathI bhinna atIndriya caitanyamUrti che, te aMtarano viSaya che, ne temAM ja sukha che. jeNe AvA aMtaranA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 178: AtmabhAvanA viSayane na jANyo tene bAhyaviSayomAM Atmabuddhi thaI; A deha te ja AtmA che, indriyanA viSayomAM sukha che-evI mithyAbuddhi thaI te jIva uttama zarIrane ane svarga vagere viSayabhogone ja vAMche che. kharekhara uttama evA caitanya AtmAne na jANyo eTale bahAramAM uttama jaDa zarIrane potAnuM mAnIne vAMche che. sIdhI rIte je viSayabhogonI IcchA kare tene to pApa che, tene kAMI uttama svarga maLatuM nathI. ajJAnI dravyaliMgI thaIne vrata-tapa kare che tene sIdhI rIte to viSayonI abhilASA nathI, paNa tenA abhiprAyamAM caitanya taraphano jhukAva nathI ne rAga taraphano ja jhukAva che, rAganI ja bhAvanA che tethI te rAganA phaLarUpa viSayonI paNa bhAvanA tenA abhiprAyamAM paDI ja che. rAganI bhAvanArUpa mithyAtvamAM anaMtA viSayabhogonuM mULiyuM UbhuM che; mATe ajJAnI je vratAdi kare che te bhogahetu ja che-ema kahyuM che te yathArtha che. jJAnI to atIndriya caitanyatattvanI ja bhAvanA kare che. zubhaazubha hoya bhale paNa tene tenI bhAvanA nathI. e jyAM rAganI bhAvanA nathI tyAM rAganA phaLarUpa viSayonI bhAvanA kema hoya? vItarAgI caitanyatattvane jANyA vagara rAganI bhAvanA TaLe nahi. ne jyAM rAganI bhAvanA TaLI nathI tyAM rAganA phaLarUpa viSayonI bhAvanA paNa TaLI nathI. mAro AtmA ja jJAnane AnaMdasvarUpa che, bAhya viSayo vagara ja mArA AtmAmAM AnaMda che-ema atIndriya AtmAno sparza-rucianubhava jene nathI te jIvane indriyaviSayono ja sparza-rucianubhava che. juo, A aMtaranA vedana uparathI jJAnI-ajJAnInuM mApa kADhayuM che. jene atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana nathI tene indriyaviSayonuM ja vedana che. jene atindriyaAnaMdanuM vedana che tene ja indriyaviSayonI ruci chUTI che. eka tarapha atindriya AtmAno viSaya ane bIjI tarapha indriyaviSayo,-te bannenI ruci eka sAthe na hoI zake. jene ekanI ruci che tene bIjAnI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 179 ruci nathI. rAganuM phaLa atIndriya AnaMda nathI paNa indriyaviSayo ja che, tethI jene rAganI ruci che tene atIndriyaAtmAnI ruci nathI. bhagavAne kahelAM vyavahAra vrata-tapa pALato hovA chatAM ajJAnIne kema mukti thatI nathI ?-teno khulAso karatAM AcAryadeva kahe che ke te ajJAnI jIva rAganI ne rAganA phaLarUpa bhoganI ja rucithI vratAdi kare che, tethI te mokSane pAmato nathI; tene rAgathI pAra ne IndriyaviSayothI pAra cidAnaMda svabhAvanI ruci-pratIti-zraddhA nathI; tenA vedanamAM te rAgane ja vede che. rAgarahita AtmasvabhAvane te vedato nathI, tethI tene karmakSaya thato nathI. jJAnI to caitanyasvabhAvanI bhAvanAthI rAgamAMthI chUTavA mAMge che, ne dehAdi viSayothI paNa chUTavA cAhe che. caitanyanA AnaMdanuM vedana jema jema vadhatuM jAya che tema tema rAga ane viSayo chUTatA jAya che. jene rAgamAM ne dehamAM Atmabuddhi hoya tene rAga ke dethI chUTavAnI kharI bhAvanA kyAMthI hoya? caitanyanA atIndriyaAnaMdanI asti vinA indriyaviSayonI nAsti kyAMthI thAya? kaSAyanI maMdatA karIne, zubharAgathI kaMIka vrata-tapa kare, te rAganI mIThAzathI mUDha ajJAnIne ema thaI jAya che ke meM ghaNuM karyuM... paMcamahAvrata pALe tyAM ajJAnIne ema thaI jAya che ke meM ghaNo mokSamArga sevyo. huM dharmamAM ghaNo AgaLa vadhI gayo. paNa te kharekhara mokSamArgamAM Avyo ja nathI, saMsAramArgamAM ja Ubho che. ane koI jJAnI-dharmAtmA gRhasthapaNAmAM hoya, tene aMtaramAM viSayothI ne rAgathI pAra caitanyatattvanA AnaMdanuM vadana thaI gayuM che; tene vratatapa na hovA chatAM aMtaramAM apUrvadaSTinA baLe anaMta saMsAra kApI nAMkhyo che, ne mokSanA ArAdhaka thaI gayA che. tyAM ajJAnI tenI apUrva aMtaSTinA aciMtya mahimAne to oLakhato nathI ane mUDhatAthI ema mAne che ke Ane to kAMI vrata-tapa nathI ne ame to vrata-tapa pALIe Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 18): AtmabhAvanA chIe, mATe ame to enAthI ghaNA AgaLa vadhI gayA!--evA jIvane ahIM pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke are mUDha ajJAnI ! tArAM vrata-tapa to saMsAranuM ja kAraNa che; tane caitanyanuM to bhAna nathI ne viSayonI bhAvanA chUTI nathI, tAro saMsAra jarAya chUTayo nathI; ne dharmAtmAne aMtaramAM caitanyabhAvanAthI anaMta saMsAra chUTI gayo che. vrata-tapa karavA chatAM tuM to saMsAramArgI cho ne te dharmAtmAne vrata-tapa na hovA chatAM te mokSamArgI che. chatAM ene halakA mAnIne, ne potAne tenAthI adhika mAnIne tuM mokSamArganI moTI virAdhanA karI rahyo che. samakitI dharmAtmAne caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMda sivAya bAhyaviSayo kalezadAyaka lAge che; bAhyaviSayo tarapha valaNa jAya te duHkha che, ne caitanyamAM ekAgratA rahe te sukha che. ajJAnIne bAhyaviSayonI anukULatAmAM sukha lAge che, eTale vrata-tapamAM tene kaleza-bojo lAge che. ghaNA upavAsa thAya tyAM ghaNo kaleza lAge che. ne jJAnI munine to AtmAnA AnaMdanI lInatApUrvaka AhArAdinI IcchA tUTI jatAM saheje upavAsAdi tapa thaI jAya che, jJAnIne AtmAnA AnaMda sivAya bahAranA koI paNa viSayomAM sukhabuddhi nathI tethI tene tenI bhAvanA nathI. ajJAnIne AtmAnA AnaMdanuM bhAna nathI eTale bAhyaviSayomAM ja sukhabuddhi varte che, tethI tene bAhyaviSayonI ja abhilASA varte che. Ama jJAnI ane ajJAnInI aMtarabhAvanAmAM AkAza-pAtALanuM aMtara che. (42) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 181 svamAM ekatva thatAM mukti; 52mAM ekatvabuddhithI baMdhana. svarUpathI cUta thaIne paramAM AtmabuddhithI bahirAtmA cokkasa baMdhAya che, ane svarUpamAM ja AtmabuddhivALA aMtarAtmA mukta thAya che-ema have kahe che paratrAhammatiH svasmAccyutI badhnAtyasaMzayam / svasminnahammatiH cyutvA parasmAnmucyate budhaH / / 43 / / samasta paradravyothI bhinna huM jJAyakasvarUpa chuM-ema nirNaya karIne jJAyakasvarUpa tarapha je vaLato nathI, ne deha-rAgAdimAM ja Atmabuddhi karIne varte che te jIva potAnA svarUpathI bhraSTa thayo thako baMdhAya che-emAM saMzaya nathI; ane je budha-dharmAtmA potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM ja AtmabuddhithI varte che, te parathI cUta thaIne svarUpamAM Thare che tethI te niyamathI mukta thAya che. jIo, svatattva ne paratattva be bhAga pADIne TUMkAmAM samajAvyuM. svadravya tarapha je vaLyo te mukta thAya che, ne jeNe paradravyamAM Atmabuddhi karI te baMdhAya che. paradravyAzrita baMdhana ane svadravyAzrita mukti, A TUMko siddhAMta che. sAtatattvomAM jIva te svatattva, ajIva te paratattva, Asrava ne baMdha te ajIvanA Azraye thatA hovAthI te ajIva sAthe abheda thayA; ne saMva-nirjarA-mokSarUpa paryAyo te zuddha jIvasvabhAvanA Azraye thatI hovAthI jIva sAthe abheda thaI. A rIte zuddha paryAyasahita jIvatattva te svadravya che ne te ja upAdeya che. azuddhatA ne ajIva te badhA paradravya che ne te heya che. Ama be bhAga pADIne spaSTa samajAvyuM che. temAM upAdeyarUpa svatattvamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 182: AtmabhAvanA ja je Atmabuddhi kare che te to ajIvathI-AsravathI ne baMdhanathI cUta thaIne mukti pAme che; ane heyarUpa paratattvamAM (dehAdimAMrAgAdimAM) je Atmabuddhi kare che te nijasvarUpathI sthUta thaIne saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. A rIte baMdha-mokSanA kAraNane oLakhIne baMdhanAM kAraNane choDavuM, ne mokSanuM kAraNa sevavuM. bahirAtmAnI dRSTi ja bahAramAM che; bAhya padArtho upekSA yogya (heya) hovA chatAM temAM te upAdeyabuddhi kare che, paNa aMtaranA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpane upAdeya karato nathI-te tarapha vaLato nathI; A rIte hitakArI svatattvane to heya kare che, ne huMya evA paratattvone upAya kare che, tethI te jIva rAga-dveSa-mothI baMdhAya ja che; te asamAdhipaNe ja varte che ne ahita ja pAme che. jJAnI potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa sivAya bIjA koIne upAdeya mAnatA nathI, eka zuddha svatattvane ja upAdeya mAnIne tene upAse che-tenA zraddhA-jJAnacAritra kare che, tethI te karmabaMdhanathI chUTIne mukti pAme che, parama samAdhi pAme che. samatA ramatA UrdhvatA zAyakatA sukhabhAsa, vedakatA caitanyatA ye saba jIva vilAsa. ane tanatA manatA vacanatA jaDatA jaDa saMmela gurutA laghutA gamanatA e ajIvake khela. jJAnIjANe che ke tana-mana-vacana vagere to jaDa ajIvanA khela che, te koI mArA kArya nathI, tenI sAthe mAre saMbaMdha nathI. huM to tana-mana-vacana rahita, jJAna-darzana-sukhano piMDa chuM; mAro vilAsa to caitanyarUpa che. caitanyavilAsa ja mAruM svatattva che ne dehAdika jaDano vilAsa te paratattva che. Ama sva-paratattvone bhinna bhinna jANIne jJAnI potAnA svatattvane ja upAdeya karIne temAM ekAgra thAya che, ne paratattvone heya jANIne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 183 tenI upekSA kare che.-AvA jJAnI to svatattvanA Azraye mukti pAme che, ne mUDha bahirAtmA to dehAdika paradravyone ja upAdeya mAnIne potAnA svarUpathI yUta thaIne baMdhAya che. nijasvarUpamAM ekatvathI jIva mukti pAme che; ne para padArthomAM ekatvathI jIva baMdhAya che. mATe mumukSue sva-parane atyaMta bhinna jANIne bhedajJAna karavuM joIe. kemake bhedavijJAnataH siddhAH siddhA ye kila kecn| tasyaivAbhAvato baddhA baddhA ye kila kecn|| svatattva zuM, paratattva zuM,-evA sva-paranA bhedavijJAna vagara jIvanI mati paramAM ja rahyA kare paNa svahitane sAdhe nahi. mati eTale buddhi kyAM varte che tenA upara baMdha-mokSano AdhAra che. jenI mati aMtarmukha thaIne zuddhaAtmAmAM varte che te mokSa pAme che, ne jenI mati bahirmukha paramAM ja varte che te baMdhAya che. jIva, ajIvAdi tattvone jANavAnuM tAtparya paNa e ja che ke svadravyamAM sanmukha thavuM ne paradravyothI parAMmukha thavuM; hitakArI tattvone upAdeya mAnavAM, ne ahitakArI tattvone heya jANIne choDavAM, hitakArI tattva saMvara-nirjarA-mokSa che, te zuddhaAtmAnA ja Azraye thAya che, tethI sAtatattvone jANIne zuddhAtmAno to Azraya karavo; ane Asrava-baMdha te ahitakArI tattvo che, te paranA Azraye thAya che mATe sAtatattvone jANIne te ajIvano Azraya choDavo. Ama sAtatattvone jANIne temAM heya-upAdeyarUpa pravRttithI jIvanA hitaprayojananI siddhi thAya che. (43) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 184: AtmabhAvanA caitanyaAtmA indriyagocara nathI ajJAnIne bAhyadaSTi hovAthI, bahAramAM dekhAtA A traNa liMgarUpa zarIrone ja AtmA tarIke jANe che ane jJAnI to aMtardaSTi vaDe te strI-puruSanA zarIrathI judo AtmA jANe che-ema kahe che dRzyamAnamidaM muuddhstriliNgmvbudhyte| idamityavabuddhastu niSpannaM shbdvrjitm||44|| mUDha ajJAnI bahirAtmA bAhyamAM dazyamAna evAM strI-puruSa Adi zarIrane ja dekhe che, eTale tene ja AtmA mAne che, AtmA ja traNaliMganA traNabhedarUpa che ema te mAne che; paNa jJAnI to zarIrathI bhinna ane vacanathI pAra anAdisvayaMsiddha caitanyamaya potAnA AtmAne jANe che. je jIva rAgane ja AtmA mAne che, rAgathI lAbha mAne che te jIva kharekhara zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che, kema ke zarIra te rAganuM phaLa che. jJAnI jANe che ke A deha huM nathI, jenAthI A deha maLyo te bhAva paNa mAruM svarUpa nathI, huM to jJAyakazarIrI azarIrI chuM atIndriyajJAna ja huM chuM. ajJAnI to Indriyo vaDe dazyamAna dehane ja dekhe che, caitanya to tene adazya ja lAge che. jJAnI jANe ke dazyamAna evA dehAdi huM nathI, paNa teno je daSTA che, ane je indriyAtIta che te ja huM chuM. huM puruSa nathI, huM to AtmA chuM, huM strI nathI, huM to AtmA chuM, indriyanAM koI cihno huM nathI, ne te cihno vaDe huM oLakhAto nathI; huM to zarIranA cihnothI pAra aliMga chuM, mAro AtmA indriyAdi liMgothI agrAhya che eTale aliMgagrAhya che, atIndriyajJAna vaDe ja anubhavamAM Ave che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 185 - 2482: aSADha suda bIja 3 A zarIranI AkRtione kAraNe jIvane vikAra thAya cheema je mAne che te jIva potAne strI-puruSa vagere zarIrarUpe ja mAne che. Indriya vagerenA avalaMbanavaDa jJAna thAya-ema je mAne che te paNa kharekhara IndriyothI bhinna AtmAne nathI mAnato paNa indriyone ja AtmA mAne che. pAMca indriyo ke tenA koI paNa viSayo temAM je sukha mAne te paNa indriyane ane zarIrane ja AtmA mAne che. atIndriya AtmA jyAM sudhI lakSamAM-pratItamAM ne anubhavamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI koI ne koI prakAre zarIramAM Atmabuddhi vedAtI ja hoya. aMtarAtmApaNuM thAya to bahirAtmapaNuM TaLe eTale aMtarmukha thaIne dehAdithI pAra AtmAne oLakhe to temAM ja mamatvabuddhi thAya, ne dehAdimAM mamatvabuddhi TaLe, pachI game tevA suMdara dehamAM paNa tene svapnaya sukhanI kalpanA na thAya. samyagdaSTi jIva vastusvarUpano jJAtA che, dehathI bhinna potAnuM caitanyasvarUpa tenI pratItamAM AvI gayuM che, tethI te potAne caitanyasvarUpe ja anubhave che, strI vagerenA ke pazu vagerenA deharUpe te potAne mAnato nathI. juo, A bhedajJAnInI buddhi! A upalaka dhAraNAnI vAta nathI paNa aMtaranA vedananI vAta che. deha ane rAga banethI pAra thaIne dRSTie aMtaramAM atIndriya AnaMdavALuM caitanyatattva dekhI lIdhuM che, te daSTi have AkhA jagatane potAthI bAhyapaNe ja dekhe che,ane bAhyavastumAM sukha kema hoya? tethI kahyuM che ke sakala jagata te eThavata athavA svapna samAna, te kahIe jJAnadazA bAkI vAcA-jJAna. A saMsAramAM jIvane deha-strI vagerenA saMyogo anaMtavAra AvyA ne gayA, e rIte saMyogapaNe anaMtavAra bhogavAI gayA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 186: AtmabhAvanA hovAthI te badhA padArtho caitanyane mATe eTha jevA che, eThane koNa pharIne mukhamAM nAMkhe? temAM koNa sukha mAne? e rIte jJAnIne caitanyathI bAhya AkhA jagatamAM kyAMya sukhanI kalpanA nathI mATe tene to te eTha samAna ja che. ane, jagatanA padArtho jagatamAM che, paraMtu pote aMtarmukha thaIne jyAM potAnA AtmAmAM vaLyo, tyAM te svatattvamAM jagata bhAsatuM nathI mATe tene svapna samAna kahyuM. ahA! AvA caitanyatattvanA anubhavanI dhUnamAM jagatanI anukULatA-pratikULatA kyAM jovI? caitanyanI dhUna ADa jagatanI anukULatA-pratikULatA jovAmAM jJAnI rokAtA nathI, eTale game tevA prasaMgamAM paNa caitanyanI samAdhi tene varyA ja kare che. samyagdarzanamAM ja mahAna samAdhinI tAkAta che. samyagdarzana game tyAre game tevA prasaMgamAM paNa svavastune bhUlatuM nathI, svaviSayamAM tene bhrAMti thatI ja nathI, eTale tene zAMti ane samAdhi thAya che. A sivAya jene dehAdinI kriyAmAM kartApaNuM varte che evA ajJAnIjIvone kadI paNa samAdhi ke zAMti thatI nathI. jyAM bhedajJAna che tyAM zAMti che. bhrAMti hoya tyAM zAMti nahi; zAMti hoya tyAM bhrAMti nahi. (44) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * AtmA jJAnasvabhAva che; te jJAnasvabhAvanI prAptinuM nAma mukti che. mATe mokSecchu jIve jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA bhAvavI. juo, A mokSa mATenI bhAvanA! jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA kaho, AtmabhAvanA kaho, ke samyagdarzana-jJAna cAritranI ArAdhanA kaho, te ja mokSano upAya che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 66 AtmabhAvanAH 187 bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA daDha rAkhaje bhedajJAnI aMtarAtmAne potAnA caitanyasvarUpa AtmAmAM ja huM" evI Atmabuddhi che, e sivAya bAhyamAM dazyamAna evA dehAdi koIpaNa padArthomAM tene Atmabuddhi thatI nathI, ema 44 A gAthAmAM kahyuM. dharmAtmAe dehathI bhinna zabdathI pAra ane vikalpathI paNa agocara evA Atmatattvane svasaMvedanathI jANyuM che, ane tenI bhAvanA paNa kare che chatAM hajI asthiratAne lIdhe tene rAga-dveSa paNa thatA dekhAya che, tethI jijJAsu ziSyane samajavA mATe prazna UThe che ke he svAmI! dehathI bhinna AtmAne jANyo hovA chatAM ane tene bhAvatA hovA chatAM dharmAtmAne paNa pharI pharIne A rAga-dveSa kema thAya che?-rAga-dveSa rahita samAdhi tarata kema thatI nathI ? dehAdithI jAdApaNuM jANyA chatAM temAM rAga-dveSa kema thAya che? (eka to A apekSAno prazna che.) bIjI apekSA ema paNa che ke AtmA dehathI bhinna che-ema jANyAM chatAM ane tenI bhAvanA karavA chatAM jIvane pharIne paNa bhrAMti kema thAya che? eTale ke pharIne paNa te ajJAnI kema thaI jAya che?-enA uttaramAM AcAryadeva kahe che ke: jAnannapyAtmanastattvaM viviktaM bhAvayannapi / pUrva vibhramasaMskArAd bhrAMti bhUyo'pi gacchati / / 45 / / dehathI bhinna Atmatattvane jANavA chatAM, ane bhAvavA chatAM pharIne paNa je bhrAMti thaI jAya che athavA rAga-dveSa thAya che te pUrvanA vibhramanA saMskArane lIdhe che. dehathI bhinnatA jANyA pachI rAga-dveSa rahita samAdhi thavAne badale hajI paNa rAga-dveSa thAya che tenuM kAraNa anAdithI cAlI AvatI rAga-dveSanI paraMparA hajI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember fo check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 188: AtmabhAvanA sarvathA tUTI nathI, tethI tenA saMskAra cAlu che. tethI tene te asthiratArUpI bhrAMti che; athavA koI jIvane eka vAra bhedajJAna thayA pachI pAchuM ajJAna ane bhrAMti thaI jAya che to te jIva vartamAnamAM caitanyabhAvanAnA saMskAra bhUlIne pUrvanA vibhramanA saMskAra pharIne tAjA kare che te kAraNe tene bhrAMti thAya che-ema samajavuM. A rIte pharIne je jIva bhrAMti kare che te jIva bahirAtmA thaI jAya che. mATe aMtarAtmAne sAvadhAna kare che ke hai aMtarAtmA! dehathI bhinna caitanyatattvane jANIne teM je apUrva dazA pragaTa karI che temAM bhedajJAnanI evI dRDha bhAvanA rAkhaje ke pUrvanI bhrAMtinA saMskAra pharIne jAge nahIM. athavA, A'samAdhi 'nA upadezanuM zAstra hovAthI samAdhinI apekSA laIe to bhedajJAna pachI paNa jeTalA rAga-dveSa thAya che teTalI asamAdhi che. bhedajJAnI-aMtarAtmA thayA pachI paNa A asamAdhi kema ? to kahe che ke rAgadveSanA anAdinA saMskAra hajI cAlyA Ave che tethI te rAga-dveSa thAya che. strI-putra-baMdhu vagerenA viyogathI dharmIneya zoka thaI Ave, rudana paNa AvI jAya; tema ja baMdhu-lakSmI-strI vagerenA saMyogathI dharmIne paNa harSapariNAma thaI Ave; jema ke hajI pUrI vItarAgI samAdhi thaI nathI tyAM, bhedajJAna hovA chatAM evAM harSa-zokanAM pariNAma varte che, eTale jJAnacetanA sAthe tene teTalI karmacetanA paNa che. tene zraddhA-jJAnamAM bhrAMti nathI paraMtu asthiratA apekSAe bhrAMti kahevAya. jene zraddhAjJAnamAM paNa bhrAMti thaI jAya te to bahirAtmA che. bhedajJAnanI bhUmikAmAM paNa jeTalA rAga-dveSa thAya teTalI asamAdhi che, te rAga-dveSa TALIne vItarAgapaNe svarUpamAM Thare tyAre ja pUrNa samAdhi ane zAMti thAya che. AvI samAdhi prApta karavA mATe dharmIjIva kevA ciMtana vaDe te rAga-dveSa TALIne madhyastha thAya che-te have kaheze. (45) ***** Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 189 vItarAgI samAdhi mATe dharmIjIvanI bhAvanA vItarAgI samAdhi mATe dharmajIva bhedajJAnanI daDha bhAvanA bhAve che ke acetanamidaM dRzyamadazyaM cetanaM ttH| kva ruSyAmi kva tuSyAmi madhyasyo'haM bhvaasytH|| 46 / / A je zarIrAdi dazya padArtho che te to acetana che, tene to kAMI khabara nathI ke koNa amArA upara rAga kare che ke koNa dveSa kare che? ane rAga-dveSAdine jANanAra je cetanatattva che te to indriyothI agrAhya-adazya che; to huM konA upara rAga-dveSa karuM! mATe bAhya padArthothI udAsIna thaIne huM madhyastha thAuM chuM.-Ama dharmI vicAre che, ne potAnI pariNatimAM samAdhi rAkhe che. A zarIra rUpALuM, ke A zarIra kALuM -evI buddhithI rAga ke dviSa karuM tyAM zarIra to kAMI jANatuM nathI. A zarIra ja huM nathI, zarIra to acetana che. acetana upara rAgadveSa karavAthI zuM? eTale zarIra ane AtmAne bhinnabhinna dekhanAra jJAnIne rAga-dveSano abhiprAya raheto nathI. suMdara strIne dekhe tyAM "A strI suMdara che." ema mAnIne ajJAnI rAga kare che. jJAnI to AtmA ane zarIrane bhinnabhinna dekhe che ke A je rUpALuM zarIra dekhAya che te to acetanA paramANunuM DhIMgaluM che, tene to khabara paNa nathI ke koNa tenA upara prIti kare che! ane aMdara strInA zarIramAM je AtmA rahelo che te to mane AMkhathI dekhAto nathI, to dekhyA vagara tenA upara rAga zuM? mATe mArA rAga-dveSano koI viSaya nathI; huM to jJAtA rahIne udAsIna-madhyastha thAuM chuM. para pratye madhyastha rahIne atIndriya jJAna vaDe huM mArA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 190: AtmabhAvanA svatattvane ja viSaya karuM chuM; AtmA ja mAro dhyeya che...tene ja jJAnano viSaya banAvIne huM madhyastha thAuM chuM. A madhyasthatA te ja samAdhi che. samakitIne ja AvI samAdhi thAya che. jenA jJAnano viSaya svatattva nathI tene 52pratyenA rAga-dveSano mithyA abhiprAya varte che, eTale tene asamAdhi ja thAya che. dharmIne alpa rAga-dveSa thAya chatAM jJAnano viSaya (jJAnanuM dhyeya) palaTI gayela che. jJAna-AnaMdarUpa AtmA ja mAro svaviSaya che. jyAM rAga-dveSa thAya tyAM aMtaranA caitanya-viSayane vAraMvA2 sparzIne jJAnI rAga-dveSane TALe che. ajJAnI bAhya viSayo pratye ja roSa-toSa kare che, tenuM dhyeya ja bahAramAM gayuM che, jJAnIe aMtaranA caitanyasvabhAvane ja dhyeya banAvyuM che. ane bAramAM paNa jaDacetananI bhinnatA dekhato thako te madhyastha rahe che. huM to jJAnamUrti zAyaka chuM...jagatanA padArtho sau saunA pariNamana-pravAhamAM cAlyA jAya che...jema nadImAM pANInuM pUra Ave tyAM pANIno pravAha to cAlyo ja jAya che...koI ajJAnI kAMThe Ubho-Ubho ema mAne ke "A mAruM pANI AvyuM...ne cAlyuM jAya che!! are ! mAruM pANI cAlyuM jAya che!!" to te du:khI thAya. athavA ema mAne ke pANInA pravAhamAM huM taNAI jAuM chuM-to te du:khI ja thAya. paNa kAMThe Ubho Ubho madhyasthapaNe joyA kare to tene kAMI du:kha na thAya. tema jagatanA padArthono pariNamana-pravAha cAlyo jAya che; teno madhyasthapaNe jJAtA rahevAne badale je ajJAnI jIva ema mAne che ke huM A padArthone pariNamAvuM chuM, athavA A mArA padArtho che,-te jIva mohathI du:khI thAya che. athavA je jIva madhyasthavItarAgI jJAtA na rahetAM te pariNamana-pravAhamAM rAga-dveSa karIne taNAya che tene paNa rAga-dveSathI asamAdhi ane duHkha thAya che. potAnA cidAnaMdasvabhAvamAM ekAgratA karIne bAhyapadArtho pratye udAsIna thaI jatAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 191 rAga-dveSa thatA nathI, ne vItarAga samAdhirUpa AnaMda anubhavAya che; mATe dharmAtmAe tenuM ja avalaMbana levuM joIe. (46) have mUDha jIvonA tyAga-grahaNano viSaya zuM che ane dharmAtmAnA tyAga-grahaNano viSaya zuM che, te darzAve che tyAgAdAne bahirmUDhaH krotydhyaatmmaatmvit| nAntarbahirupAdAnaM na tyAgo nisstthitaatmnH|| 47 / / ajJAnano viSaya ja bAhya che eTale bAhya padArthomAM ja te grahaNa-tyAganI buddhi kare che; A bAhya padArtho iSTa che mATe tene grahaNa karuM, ne A bAhya padArtho aniSTa che mATe tene choDuM,-A rIte bAhya padArthomAM be bhAga pADIne tene grahaNa-tyAga karavA mAMge che, temAM ekalo rAga-dveSano ja abhiprAya che eTale tene asamAdhi ja che. jJAnIno viSaya aMtaramAM potAno AtmA ja che; samasta bAhyapadArthone te potAthI bhinna ja jANe che eTale koI bAhyapadArthone huM grahuM ke choDuM-evuM tene rahyuM nathI. parapadArtha mArAM che ja nahi to huM tene kema grahuM? ane parapadArtha mArAmAM che nahi to huM tene kema cho? mATe bAhyamAM mAre kAMI grahaNa-tyAgayogya nathI. aMtarAtmA potAnA zuddhaAtmAne grahaNa karIne (eTale ke tenAmAM zraddhA-jJAnacAritrathI ekAgra thaIne) rAgAdi parabhAvone choDe che. A rIte aMtaramAM ja tene grahaNa-tyAga che. A rIte jJAnInI daSTino viSaya ja palaTI gayo che. ane jyAM svarUpamAM sthiratArUpa nirvikalpa samAdhi che tyAM to evI kRtakRtyatA che ke kAMI tyAga-grahaNa karavAnuM rahyuM nathI...parama tRpti che. bAhya viSaya badalIne aMtarano caitanya viSaya jenI daSTimAM nathI Avyo tene bAhya padArtho pratye dveSa abhiprAyathI tyAganI bhAvanA varte che, ne rAgaabhiprAyathI tene grahavAnI bhAvanA varte che. caitanyanA grahaNa vagara para uparanA rAga-dveSanI buddhi ajJAnIne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 192: AtmabhAvanA chUTatI ja nathI, eTale teno tyAga dveSabhAvapUrvaka ja thAya che; vItarAgabhAva tene nathI kemake vItarAgabhAva caitanyanA avalaMbana vagara thAya nahi, ne caitanyaviSaya to ajJAnInI daSTimAM Avyo ja nathI. jyAM aMtasvabhAvane viSayarUpa karIne jJAnamAM lIdho ( jJAna svabhAvane ja svapaNe grahaNa karyo, tyAM bAhyaviSayonuM grahaNa ja na rahyuM eTale bAhyaviSayo pratye rAga-dveSa na rahyA, rAga-dveSano tyAga thaIne samAdhi ja thaI. A rIte viSayanuM grahaNa te ja samAdhino upAya che. jene daSTino viSaya palaTayo nathI (-para viSaya chUTIne svaviSaya jenI daSTimAM Avyo nathI) tene koI rIte samAdhi thatI nathI; ane samAdhi vagarano tyAga te dveSabharelo tyAga che, kemake tene rAgadveSa vagaranI AtmazAMtinuM vedana nathI. caitanyasvabhAvanuM avalaMbana lIdhA vagara, bAhyamAM tyAga karavA jAya che te to vaiSagarbhita che. jJAnIne aMtaramAM caitanyasvabhAvanA avalaMbane vItarAgI zAMti jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema rAgadveSa chUTatA jAya che, ne bAhyaviSayonuM avalaMbana paNa chUTatuM jAya che. A rIte parathI bhinna AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA ja samAdhino upAya che. A samAdhiadhikAra che eTale ke AtmAne samAdhi kema thAya, zAMti kema thAya tenI vAta cAle che. temAM kevA grahaNatyAganI samAdhi thAya te kahe che. * jeo caitanyasvabhAvane jANIne paripUrNa jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa paramAtmA thaI gayA temaNe to grahavA yogya evuM potAnuM zuddhasvarUpa grahI lIdhuM ne tyAgavA yogya evA moharAga-dveSa choDI dIdhA, eTale temane to pUrNa samAdhi ja che. * je aMtarAtmA che teNe zarIrAdi samasta padArthothI potAnA caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne bhinna jANyo che eTale paramAM to koInuM grahaNa ke tyAga karavAnuM te mAnatA nathI; potAnA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 193 jJAnAnaMdasvarUpane ja upAdeya jANyuM che ne parabhAvone heya jANyA che, tethI caitanyasvabhAvanuM ja grahaNa karIne (-temAM lInatA karIne) parabhAvone te choDatA jAya che; ane temane samAdhi thatI jAya che. *ane mithyAdaSTi bahirAtmA to bAhya padArtho sAthe potAne ekameka mAne che, parapadArthone iSTa-aniSTa mAne che, eTale te koI anukULa parapadArtho upara rAga karIne tene grahavA mAMge che, ne koI pratikULa pa2padArtho upara dveSa karIne tene choDavA mAMge che. A rIte mithyAdaSTi jIva rAga-dveSathI parane grahavA-choDavAnuM mAne che. A rIte mithyAabhiprAyane lIdhe teno tyAga paNa draSagarbhita che; tene samAdhi thatI nathI paNa asamAdhi ja rahe che. ghara ke jaMgala, mahela ke masANa, te badhAya AtmAthI bhinna padravya che; chatAM ajJAnI bAhyadaSTithI ema mAne che ke ghara choDuM ane jaMgalamAM jAuM-to zAMti thAya; paNa are bhAI ! zAMti jaMgalamAM che ke AtmAmAM che? makAna tane aniSTa che, ke tAro moha aniSTa che? mohane to choDato nathI ne makAnane aniSTa mAnIne choDavA mAMge che, te abhiprAya ja jUko che; ne mithyAabhiprAya sahitano tyAga te to vaiSathI bharelo che. caitanyanA vItarAgabhAva vagara zAMtinuM vadana thAya nahIM. caitanyagUphAmAM pravezIne zAMtinA vedanamAM lIna thatAM bAhyapadArtho pratye rAga-dveSa-mohanI vRtti ja na thAya tenuM nAma tyAga che; jyAM rAga-dveSa-moha chUTayA tyAM tenA nimitto (vastrAdi) paNa saheje chUTI jAya che, tethI teno tyAga karyo ema nimittathI kahevAya che. kharekhara bAhyapadArthone grahavA-choDavAnuM jJAnI mAnatA nathI, tene grahaNa ne tyAga to aMtaramAM potAnA bhAvanuM ja che. te aMtaramAM svabhAvane grahIne (zraddhA-jJAna-anubhavamAM laIne) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 194: AtmabhAvanA rAgAdine choDe che. jeNe rAgathI pAra cidAnaMda svabhAvane jANyo ja nathI te rAgAdine choDaze kaI rIte ? ajJAnIne AtmAnuM to bhAna nathI ne bAhyapadArthone ja dekhe che, eTale bAhyasanmukha ja vartato thako rAga-dveSathI parapadArthone grahavA-choDavAnuM te mAne che; te UMdhI mAnyatAmAM to tene svabhAvano tyAga thaI jAya che ne rAgAdi vibhAvanuM grahaNa thaI jAya che.-paranuM grahaNa tyAga to tene paNa thatuM nathI. A gAthAmAM traNa vAta batAvI che: (1) paramAtmAne kAMI grahaNa-tyAga karavAnuM rahyuM nathI; temaja AtmAmAM je sthira thAya che evA nirvikalpa yogIone kAMI grahaNa-tyAga karavAnuM rahyuM nathI. (2) aMtarAtmAne potAnA aMtabhAvomAM ja grahaNa-tyAga che; potAnA zuddhabhAvone te grahe che ne parabhAvone choDe che. (3) bahirAtmA bahAramAM grahaNa tyAga karavAnuM mAne che. tenuM vivecana (1) paramAtmA tema ja nirvikalpa munivaro to cidAnaMdatattvane samasta paradravyo ne parabhAvothI bhinna jANIne, caitanya svarUpamAM ja sthira thaI gayA che, eTale temaNe grahavAyogya evA potAnA jJAna-AnaMdane grahI lIdhA che ne choDavAyogya parabhAvone sarvathA choDI dIdhA che, tethI teo kRtakRtya che, have kAMI grahavAnuM ke choDavAnuM temane bAkI rahyuM nathI. A rIte paramAtmA ane nirvikalpa munivaro to grahaNa-tyAgathI rahita che. (2) aMtarAtmAe potAnA cidAnaMda svarUpane samasta padravyo ane parabhAvothI bhinna jANyuM che, paNa hajI temAM pUrI lInatA thaI nathI ne rAgAdi sarvathA chUTayA nathI, eTale te aMtaraprayatnavaDe zuddha jJAna-AnaMdasvabhAvane grahavA mAMge che tathA rAgAdi parabhAvane choDavA mAMge che. bAhyapadArthothI to pote judo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 195 ja che ema jANyuM che eTale bahAramAM to koI grahavA-choDavAnuM te mAnatA ja nathI. aMtarmukha thaIne grahavAyogya evA zuddha AtmAne grahaNa karIne ( -temAM ekAgra thaIne) rAgAdi parabhAvone tyAge che, A rIte aMtarAtmAne potAnA bhAvamAM ja grahaNa-tyAga che. (3) bahirAtmA aMtaranA caitanyatattvane jANato nathI ne bAhyapadArthone ja dekhe che, eTale bAhyapadArthomAM ja te ISTaaniSTapaNuM mAnIne tene grahavA-choDavA mAMge che. te jene iSTa mAne che tenA upara rAgano abhiprAya che, ane jene aniSTa mAne che tenA upara dveSano abhiprAya che. A rIte, vItarAgI abhiprAyanA abhAvamAM tene parabhAvono tyAga to nathI, paNa rAga-dveSanA abhiprAyathI te bAhyapadArthonA grahaNa-tyAga karavAnuM mAne che. kadAca bAhyamAM tyAgI digaMbara sAdhu thaIne vanamAM rahe to paNa tene asamAdhi ja che. caitanyamAM aMtarmukha thaIne mithyAtvAdi parabhAvone choDayA vagara kadI samAdhi thAya ja nahi. dharmAtmA kadAca gRhasthapaNAmAM hoya topaNa caitanyamAM aMtarmukha thavAthI mithyAtvAdi parabhAvo jeTale aMze chUTI gayA che eTale aMze temane samAdhi ja varte che, khAtA-pItAM, bolatAM-cAlatAM, jAgatAM-sUtA sarva prasaMge teTalI vItarAgI samAdhi-zAMti tene varyA ja kare che, eTale kharekhara gRhasthabhAvamAM nahIM paNa cetanabhAvamAM ja te varte che. bahAranA grahaNa-tyAga uparathI aMtaranA mApa thAya tema nathI. aMtaradRSTine nahi jANanArA bAhyadaSTi mUDhaloko bAhyatyAga dekhIne chetarAya che, dharmAtmAnI aMtardazAne teo oLakhatA nathI. bAhyamAM kAMI tyAga na hoya, rAjapATa ne bhogapabhoganA saMyoga vacce rahyA hoya chatAM, dharmAtmA kSAyika samakitI hoya ne ekabhavatArI hoya; ane mithyASTijIva moTAM rAjapATa ne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 196: AtmabhAvanA hajAro rANIo choDIne, digaMbara tyAgI sAdhu thaIne vanamAM raheto hoya.chatAM anaMta saMsArI hoya! bahArathI jonArA mUDha jIvo kaI AMkhe AnuM mApa kADhaze? kaI rIte oLakhaze? te to bAhyadaSTinI mUDhatAne lIdhe, bAhyatyAga dekhIne anaMtasaMsArIne paNa moTo dharmAtmA mAnI leze, ne ekAvatArI dharmAtmAne te oLakhaze nahi. aMtarano abhiprAya oLakhyA vagara dharmI-adharmInI oLakhANa thAya nahi. mATe parathI bhinna AtmAne oLakhIna, svabhAva ane parabhAvanuM pRthakkaraNa karIne, svabhAvamAM ekAgra rahetAM parabhAva chUTI jAya che; svabhAvanI anubhUtimAM grahaNa-tyAganA koI paNa vikalpa nathI. (47) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * upayogane vacana tathA kAyAthI bhinna karIne AtmAmAM ja joDa aMtarAtmA potAnA jJAnane AtmAmAM ja joDIne mana-vacanakAyA sAthenuM joDANa choDa che, e rIte dharmIne AtmA sivAya kyAMya grahaNabuddhi hotI nathI; ne asthiratAthI je mana-vacana-kAyA tarapha joDANa thAya tene paNa choDIne caitanyamAM ja ekAgratA karavA mAMge che, te vAta batAve che yuJjIta manasA''tmAnaM vAkkAyAbhyAM viyojyet| manasA vyavahAraM tu tyjedvaakkaayyojitm||48|| dharmI aMtarAtmA potAnA manane eTale ke jJAnanA upayogane AtmA sAthe joDe che, ne vacana-kAyathI bhinna kare che. vacana-kAyAnI kriyAo sAthenA mananA joDANane te choDe che, ne cidAnaMdasvabhAvamAM ja jJAnane ekAgra karIne tenuM grahaNa kare che. AmAM paradravyane choDavAnI vAta nathI paNa paradravya taraphano upayoga choDe che ne AtmAmAM upayoga joDe che. parathI bhinnatA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 197 jANyA vagara parathI upayoga chUTe nahi, paradravyathI bhinna svadravyane jANyA vagara upayoga temAM joDAya zI rIte ? ane svarUpamAM upayoga joDAyA vagara samAdhi thAya zI rIte ? A rIte sva-paranA bhedajJAna vagara kadI samAdhi thatI nathI. jyAM zarIra-vANI vagerenuM kartutva mAne tyAM te tarapha ja upayoga jeDAya, paNa tyAMthI judo paDIne upayoga svamAM Ave nahi, ne svamAM upayoga AvyA vagara zAMti paNa thAya nahIM. dharmIe potAnA AtmAne dehAdithI atyaMta bhinna jANyo che, tethI samAdhinI siddhi mATe eTale ke AtmAnI parama zAMtinA anubhava mATe, potAnA upayogane dehAdi taraphathI pAcho vALIne svarUpamAM joDe che. upayogane svarUpamAM jaDavo te ja parama zAMtidAtAra adhyAtmabhAvanA che. A zAstramAM pharIpharIne teno ja upadeza karyo che, ne tenI ja bhAvanA karI che. jeTaluM bahirmukha valaNa jAya teTaluM duHkha che, ne aMtarmukhacaitanyavedanamAM ja AnaMda che, ema svasaMvedanathI jANI lIdhuM hovAthI dharmI potAnA upayogamAM AtmAne ja grahavA mAMge che. jagatanA koI paNa bAhya padArtha pratye upayoga jAya to temAM tene potAnuM sukha bhAsatuM nathI, eka nijasvarUpamAM ja sukha bhAsyuM che; AthI para taraphanA vyApArane choDIne sva tarapha upayogane joDe che,eTale ke svadravyane ja jJAnamAM grahaNa kare che.-A dharmIjIvanI grahaNatyAganI vidhi che. A sivAya bahAramAM kAMI grahavA-choDavAnuM AtmAne nathI. upayogamAM jyAM svadravyanuM grahaNa thayuM tyAM samasta paradravyo ane parabhAvo upayogathI bahAra jAdA ja rahI jAya che, eTale sva tarapha vaLelo upayoga temanA tyAgasvarUpa ja che. A rIte upayoganI nijasvarUpamAM sAvadhAnI te ja samAdhi che, te ja mokSamArga che, temAM grahavAyogyanuM grahaNa ane choDavAyogyano tyAga thaI jAya che. A rIte aMtarAtmAnI grahaNatyAganI vidhi samajAvI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 198: AtmabhAvanA ajJAnI bAhyavastune ramya mAnIne teno vizvAsa kare che. jJAnI svAtmAno ja vizvAsa karIne temAM rame che. aMtarmukha thaIne dharmAtmAe nijasvarUpamAM ja sukha che ema anubhavyuM che, tethI te teno ja vizvAsa karIne temAM rame che. nijasvarUpathI bAhya koIpaNa padArthane teo vizvAsya ke ramya (sukharUpa) mAnatA nathI. jene sukhasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna nathI ne dehane ja AtmA mAnI rahyA che evA mUDhajIvo ja parapadArthamAM sukhanI kalpanA karIne tene ramya mAne che ane teno vizvAsa kare che. -e vAta havenI gAthAmAM kahe che - jagatdehAtmadRSTinAM vizvAsyaM ramyameva c| svAtmanyevAtmadRSTinAM kva vizvAsaH kva vA rti|| 49 / / jyAMsudhI dehamAM Atmabuddhi che tyAM sudhI ja jagatanA padArtho vizvasanIya ane ramya lAge che, eTale ke bahirAtmAne ja jagatanA padArthomAM sukha bhAse che; paraMtu jyAM potAnA AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi thaI tyAM bIjA zemAM vizvAsa hoya ? ke bIje kyAM rati hoya ? aMtarAtmAne potAthI bAhya jagatanA koIpaNa padArthamAM sukha bhAsatuM nathI eTale temAM vizvAsa ke rati thatI nathI. caitanyasvarUpano ja vizvAsa karIne temAM ja te rame che. juo, A dharmAtmAnuM ramyasthAna! zAMtinuM lIluMchama sthAna choDIne dhagadhagatA verAna pradezamAM koNa rame?-tema bAhya padArtho to AtmAnA sukhane mATe verAnapradeza jevA che, temAM kyAMya sukha ke zAMtino chAMToya nathI, ulaTuM te taraphanI vRttithI to dhagadhagatA tApanI jema AkuLatA thAya che; ane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 199 caitanyapradezamAM ramatAM parama zAMti vedAya che. to pachI AvA zAMta ramya lIlAchama caitanyapradezane choDIne ujjaDa verAna evA paradravyamAM koNa rame?-tene ramya koNa mAne? dharmI to na ja mAne. jeNe zAMtidhAma evo ramya Atmapradezane joyo nathI evA mUDha jIvo ja paradravyamAM sukha kalpIne tene ramya samaje che. "jagatamAM je padArtho du:khadAyaka che te bhale ramya na ho, paraMtu je sukhadAyaka che evA strI-putra-lakSmI vagerene to ramya kaho?"--ema koI ajJAnIne prazna UThe to tenuM A gAthAmAM samAdhAna karyuM che. are mUDha! bAhya padArtho tene sukharUpa ramya lAge che te tArI bAhyadaSTi ane dehadRSTine lIdhe ja lAge che, kharekhara potAnA AtmA sivAya bIjuM koI sukharUpa ke ramya nathI. jene dehamAM Atmabuddhi che tene saMyogamAM sukhabuddhi che, ne tene AkhuM jagata vizvAsayogya tathA ramya lAge che. jJAnI to potAnA AtmAne jagatathI judo jANIne AtmAne ja vizvAsayogya tathA ramya jANe che. potAnA caitanyatattvamAM ja jenI daSTi che tene bahAramAM kono vizvAsa? ne kono prema? bahAranA koI padArthomAM mAruM sukha che evo vizvAsa jJAnI karatA nathI. ajJAnI paracIjane potAnA sukhanuM kAraNa mAnIne teno vizvAsa ane prIti kare che, paNa AtmAmAM sukha che teno vizvAsa ke prIti te karato nathI. jJAnIne caitanyanA atIndriya sukhanuM vadana thayuM che, eTale teno ja vizvAsa ane tenI ja prIti che. jagatamAM kyAMya paramAM mAruM sukha che ja nahi evuM bhAna che tethI paramAM kyAMya sukhabuddhithI Asakita thatI nathI. A rIte AtmAnI ja rati hovAthI jJAnI potAnA AtmajJAna sivAya bIjuM kArya adhika kALa dhAraNa karatA nathI-e vAta havenI gAthAmAM kaheze. vizvAsayogya eTale zraddhA karavA yogya, ane ramya eTale ramavA yogya -lIna thavA yogya; jJAnI to AtmAmAM ja sukha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 2OO: AtmabhAvanA jANIne tenI ja zraddhA ane lInatA kare che; ajJAnI paramAM sukha mAnIne tenI ja zraddhA ne lInatA kare che, eTale tene jagatanA bAhya viSayo sukhakara ane priya lAge che, AtmA tene priya lAgato nathI. jJAnIne AtmA ja priya lAge che, AtmA sivAya bIjuM kAMI tene priya lAgatuM nathI.- "jagata ISTa nahi AtmathI.' AtmAnA svabhAva sivAya bahAra lakSa jaIne je zubha vRtti UThe te zubhavRttino jene prema che tene paNa jagatanA bAhya viSayono prema che, AtmAnA svabhAvano prema nathI. dravyaliMgI muni thaIne je ema mAnato hoya ke aThThAvIsa mULaguNa vagere zubha vikalpo mane mokSanuM kAraNa thaze,-to tene rAgano ja vizvAsa che, paNa muktidAtAra evo je potAno vItarAgI AtmA teno vizvAsa tene nathI. bAhyapadArthonA vizvAse te ThagAI jaze; kemake je bAhya padArthonA AdhAre te sukha mAne che te bAhyapadArthomAM jIvanuM sukha nathI, jIva tenAthI judo che; mATe bAhyaviSayomAM je sukha mAne che te jarUra ThagAya che-chetarAya che. ane jJAnI to cidAnaMda svabhAvamAM ja sukha mAnIne tenI ja zraddhA ane temAM ramaNatA kare che, te kadI chetarAtA nathI, kemake potAno AtmA kadI dago deto nathI, tenI sanmukha thatA te sukha Ape ja che, ne teno kadI viyoga thato nathI. saMyoga to dago daIne kSaNamAM chUTA paDI jAya che, tethI saMyoganA vizvAse je sukhI thavA mAMge che te jarUra chetarAya che. A zarIra ne A anukULa saMyogo jANe sadAya AvA ne AvA rahyA karaze ema teno vizvAsa karIne ajJAnI temAM sukha mAne che, paNa jyAM saMyogo palaTI jAya ne pratikULatA thaI jAya tyAM jANe ke mAruM sukha cAlyuM gayuM! ema te chetarAya che. paNa are bhAI ! anukULa saMyoga vakhate paNa temAM kAMI tAruM sukha na hatuM, tuM temAM sukha mAnIne chetarAyo. jJAnI to jANe che ke saMyogano zo vizvAsa ? temAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 201 kyAMya sukha dekhAtuM ja nathI. jJAnInI najara eka AtmA upara ja Thare che, bIje kyAMya jagatamAM tenI najara TharatI nathI. rAga upara paNa tenI daSTi karatI nathI. eka AtamarAmamAM ja tenI najara Thare che. aho ! mAro AtmA eka ja mArA sukhanuM dhAma che, tenA sivAya jagatanuM koI tattva mArA sukhanuM dhAma nathI, to te para dravyono zo vizvAsa ? ne temAM kevI rati? mAro AtmA ja mAruM AnaMdanuM dhAma che.-ema jJAnInI zraddhAno viSaya potAno AtmA ja che. jJAnI potAnA AtmAno vizvAsa karIne temAM pariNAma joDe ajJAnI bAhya saMyogano vizvAsa karIne temAM pariNAma joDa ajJAnI bAhya saMyogone sukhanA dAtAra mAnIne te saMyogamAMthI sukha levA mAMge che, paNa saMyogo to sukha kadI ApatA nathI, tethI ajJAnI chetarAya che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI paNa kahe che ke anaMta saukhya, nAma du:kha, tyAM rahI na mitratA! anaMta duHkha nAma sukha, prema tyAM vicitratA ! jJAnI bAhyasaMyogomAM svapnaya sukha mAnatA nathI, te to potAnA svabhAvane ja sukhano sAgara jANIne teno vizvAsa ane temAM ekAgratA kare che, ne e rIte potAnA atIndriyasukhane bhogave che; te chetarAtA nathI. mATe he bhavya! tArA AtmAne ja sukhanuM sthAna jANIne teno ja vizvAsa kara ne temAM ja ramaNatA kara; bAhya padArthomAM sukhanI mAnyatA choDa,-ema zrI pUjyapAdasvAmIno upadeza che. samakitIne potAno AtmA ja iSTa che, AtmA ja vahAlo che, AtmA sivAya bIjAM kAMI jagatamAM iSTa ke sukharUpa lAgatuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 202: AtmabhAvanA nathI. samakitI cakravartI hoya ne chakhaMDanuM rAja hoya, chatAM temAM kyAMya mAruM sukha che ema svapnaya vizvAsa karatA nathI; te badhA saMyogo to mArAthI taddana judA ja che ane te saMyogo taraphanI lAgaNIthI paNa mane duHkha che, temAM kyAMya mAruM sukha nathI, mAruM sukha to mArA cidAnaMdasvabhAvamAM ja che; Ama svabhAvano vizvAsa karIne dharmI vAraMvAra tene ja sparze che, temAM DUbakI mArIne zAMtarasane veda che. caitanyanA vizvAse jJAnInAM vahANa bhavasAgarathI tarI jAya che ne mokSamAM pahoMcI jAya che. (49) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * jJAnInI cetanAnuM dehAdinAM kAryothI bhinnapaNuM jJAnIne potAnA AtmAnI ja prIti ne AtmAno ja vizvAsa che, saMyogamAM te svapnaya sukha mAnatA nathI, ema gAthA 49mAM kahyuM, tyAM have prazna thAya che ke jo ema che to bhojana vagere kAryomAM jJAnInI pravRtti kema dekhAya che? tenA uttaramAM pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe AtmajJAnAtparaM kAryaM na buddhau dhaaryetcirm| kuryAdarthavazAtkiMcitvAkkAyAbhyAmatatparaH / / 50 / / dharmAtmA jJAnI AtmajJAna sivAya bIjA koI kAryane potAnI buddhimAM cirakALa sudhI dhAraNa karatA nathI; AtmasvabhAvanI bhAvanA choDIne koIpaNa kAryamAM teo joDAtA nathI, AtmAnI bhAvanA eka kSaNa paNa chUTatI nathI. jJAnacetanA jenuM lakSaNa che te ja dharmInuM kArya che, temAM ja te tatpara che. asthiratAne lIdhe prayojanavaza zarIravANInI kaMIka ceSTAmAM joDAya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 203 che paNa temAM te atatpara che; tene tenI bhAvanA nathI, temAM teo jJAna-AnaMda mAnatA nathI, mATe tenAthI te anAsakta ja che. dharmIne AtmAnA jJAna-AnaMdano vizvAsa che, ne temAM ja tenI rati che. zarIrAdi bAhya viSayomAM AtmAnuM jJAna ke AnaMda nathI tethI dharmI teno vizvAsa ke rati karatA nathI. jJAna ane AnaMda mATe kono vizvAsa karavo tenI A vAta che. samakitI aMtarAtmAne potAnA jJAna-svarUpanI pratIti thaI gaI che, te uparAMta nirvikalpa anubhavamAM AnaMdano svAda paNa cAkhyo che, anaMtakALathI bAhya-viSayomAM je svAdanuM vedana kadI paNa nahotuM thayuM evA apUrva svAdanuM vedanA anubhavamAM thayuM, tethI have dharmI bAhyaviSayothI chUTIne caitanyasvarUpamAM ja sthira rahevA mAge che, vAraMvAra teno ja prayatna kare che, asthiratAne laMbAvavA mAgatA nathI; bAhya viSayo tene suhAvatA nathI. ane jyAM muni dazA thAya tyAM to nirvikalpa anubhavamAM vAraMvAra Thare che, muninI pariNati lAMbokALa bahAramAM rahetI nathI. te to svarUpamAM ja tatpara che, AhAra-upadeza AdinI kriyAomAM atatpara che. te saMbaMdhI vikalpa Ave tene laMbAvatA nathI, paNa vikalpa toDIne nirvikalpasvarUpane vAraMvAra anubhave che. tema ja te vikalpakALe paNa jJAnInI jJAnacetanA to tenAthI sarvathA judI ja che. cothA guNasthAnavALo samakitI aMtarAtmA paNa rAgAdimAM ne viSayomAM atatpara che, kemake temAM sukha mAnyuM nathI; cetanA temAM tanmaya thaI nathI. rAjapATamAM hoya, strIo hoya, khAtApItA hoya, upadeza detA hoya, chatAM aMtaranA caitanyasukhanI prIti ADe Ave te koI paNa bAhyaviSayomAM ke rAgamAM tatpara thatA nathI. kyAre A roga toDuM ne kyAre mArA AnaMdamAM TharuM, e ja eka bhAvanA che. joke hajI asthiratA hovAthI rAga thAya che ne mana-vANI-dehAdinI kriyAo upara lakSa jAya che,-paNa temAM kyAMya evI ekAgratA nathI thatI ke potAnA jJAna-AnaMdane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 204: AtmabhAvanA bhUlI jAyane bahA2mAM AnaMda mAne, ajJAnIne ema ja lAge che ke jJAnI rAjapATamAM UbhA che-khAya che-pIe che-bole che-mATe temAM tatpara che, paNa jJAnInA aMtaraMga cetanApariNAma viSayothI ne rAgathI kevA pA2 che tenI ajJAnIne khabara nathI...caitanyasukhano je svAda jJAnInA vedanamAM Avyo che te svAdanI ajJAnI viSaya lubdha prANIne bicArAne gaMdha paNa nathI...eTale potAnI dRSTie jJAnIne jovA jAya che, paNa jJAnInI vAstavika dazAne te oLakhato nathI. ( muni dhyAnamAM AtmAnA AnaMdamAM lIna hoya....ne koI siMha AvIne zarIrane phADI khAtA hoya...tyAM bAhyadaSTi mUDha prANIne ema thAya ke arere ! A muni keTalA badhA duHkhI !! '-paNa munine to aMdaramAM sarvArthasiddhinA deva karatAMya vadhAre AnaMdarasanI dhArA ullasI che...siddha bhagavAna jevA 52ma AtmasukhamAM te lIna che... ahIM to hajI zarIrane siMha khAto hoya tyAM to atIndriya AnaMdamAM lInatA sahita, ekAvatArIpaNe deha choDIne muni to siddhanI pADozamAM sarvArthasiddhimAM upajyA hoya ! (siddhazilAthI sarvArthasiddhi phakata bAra jojana dUra che) saMyogamAM ke rAgamAM sukha mAnIne temAM potAnA AtmAne dharmI nathI jhulAvatA, paNa dharmI to AtmAno vizvAsa karIne tenA AnaMdamAM AtmAne jhulAve che. svarUpanA AnaMdamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM te pramAda ne du:kha che. vyavahAramAM to ema kahevAya ke tIrthayAtrA na kare te ALasu che. zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanAM mAtAjI acirAdevIne garbhakalyANaka vakhate devIo vinodathI prazna pUche che ke he mAtA ! kho ALasu koNa ? tyAre mAtAjI kahe che ke je tIrthayAtrA na kare ne viSayomAM ja varte te ALasu che,-e rIte tyAM vyavahAramAM ema kahevAya; paNa paramArthe to cidAnaMdasvarUpanA anubhavamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM te pramAda che-eTale ke ALasa che. caitanyanA AnaMdanA anubhavamAM lIna saMto temAMthI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 20pa bahAra nIkaLavAnA ALasu che...kemake AtmAnA anubhava sivAya bIje kyAMya temane sukha bhAsatuM nathI. A jaDa kAyAne ke tenI kriyAne dharmI potAnA cittamAM dhAraNa karatA nathI; te to jJAna-AnaMdamaya potAnI cUta kAyAne ja dhAraNa kare che. A deha-mana-vANI huM nathI, huM temano kartA nathI, temano karAvanAra nathI ke temano anumodanAra nathI, temanAthI sarvathA bhinna jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa ja huM chuM. pravacanasAra kahe che ke huM devuM nahIM, vANI na, mana nahIM, temanuM kAraNa nahi, kartA na, kArayitA na, anumaMtA huM kartAno nahi. -Ama dharmI potAnA AtmAnI ja bhAvanAmAM tatpara che. (50) anAsakta-aMtarAtmA potAnI buddhimAM AtmajJAnane ja dhAre che ne zarIrAdikane nathI dhArato e kaI rIte ? te kahe che: yatpazyAmIndriyaistanme nAsti ynniytendriyH| antaH pazyAmi sAnandaM tadastu jyotiruttmm|| 51 / / dharmAtmA zarIrAdikathI bhinna potAnA AtmAnI evI bhAvanA bhAve che ke Idriyo dvArA je dekhAya che te huM nathI, mAruM svarUpa to parama uttama jJAnajyoti che ne AnaMdasahita che, parama prasannatArUpa je paramArtha sukha tenAthI sahita che; huM mArA AvA svarUpane aMtaramAM dekhuM chuM temAM mane parama sukhanI anubhUti che. mATe indriyone bAhya viSayothI huThAvIne atIndriyajJAna vaDe huM mArA AtmAne dekhuM chuM-anubhavuM chuM ne te sivAya samasta bAhyaviSayo pratye huM anAsakta chuM, temAM kyAMya mane mArApaNuM ke sukha bhAsatuM nathI. indriyo dvArA bahAramAM je dekhAya che te kAMI AtmAnuM svarUpa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember fo check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 206H AtmabhAvanA nathI. indriyo dvArA zarIrAdi dekhAya che te to jaDa che, te kAMI AtmA nathI; AtmA kAMI indriyothI na dekhAya; AtmA to atIndriya jJAnamaya che. ne atIndriyajJAnathI ja te dekhAya che.dharmAtmA potAnA jJAnane viSayothI pAchuM vALIne aMtaramAM potAnA svarUpamAM vALe che; temAM tene potAnA koI 52ma aciMtya addabhuta AnaMdano anubhava thayo che, mATe te bAhya viSayomAM anAsakta che. hajI to je pa2 dravyane potAnuM mAne, ke parathI potAne sukha-du:kha mAne tene kharekhara anAsaktibhAva hoya ja nahi, tene to para sAthe ekatvabuddhine lIdhe anaMta Asakti che. dharmInAM pariNAma to potAnA AtmAne samasta 52 dravyothI judo jANIne AtmA tarapha vaLI gayA che, ane AtmA sivAya bIje kyAMya svapne paNa AnaMda bhAsato nathI, tethI temane ja samasta bAhya viSayo pratye kharI anAsakti hoya che; aMtarmukha vaLelI tenI pariNati koI paNa bAhyaviSayane dhAraNa karatI nathI, tenAthI chUTI ne chUTI ja rahe che. huM to AnaMdasahita jJAnajyoti chuM, atIndriyajJAna ne AnaMda mAruM svarUpa che...AnaMdadhAma AtmA e ja mArA vizvAsanuM ne vizrAmanuM sthAna che...AvA mArA tattvane huM aMtaramAM AnaMdasahita dekhuM chuM. AnaMdathI paramaprasanna evo mAro AtmA ja mArA visAmAnuM dhAma che.-Ama samakitI potAnA AtmAnI bhAvanA karatA thakA tenI ja ArAdhanA kare che, tene potAnA AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana ja sukhakara lAge che, ne indriyaviSayo to duHkhakara lAge che; mATe te dharmAtmA potAnI buddhimAM AtmAne ja dhAraNa kare che, ane zarIrAdikane dhAraNa karatA nathI. (51) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 207 AtmabhAvanAmAM duHkha nathI AtmabhAvanAmAM tatpara jIvane bAramAM duHkha lAge che. AtmA pote jJAna-AnaMdamaya che ema dharma jANe che ne tethI temAM ja te tatpara che ema kahyuM. tyAM have prazna pUche che ke he nAtha ! jo AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAna-AnaMdamaya che, ne viSayo dukha:rUpa che, to te indriyaviSayothI pAchA haThIne AtmAno anubhava karavAmAM kaSTa javuM kema lAge che? tenuM samAdhAna karatAM kahe che ke sukhamArabdhayogasya bhirduHkhmthaatmni| bahirevAsukhaM saukhyamadhyAtma bhAvitAtmanaH / / 52 / / AtmAmAM ja AnaMda che, te ja upAdeya che, temAM ja ekAgra thavA jevuM che-evI ruci ane bhAvanA to che ne temAM ekAgra thavAno je hajI prayatna kare che, tene zaruAtamAM kaSTa lAge che, kema ke anAdithI bAhya viSayomAM ja abhyAsa che, tethI te bAhya viSayothI pAchA khasIne AtmabhAvanAmAM AvatA kaSTa lAge che. bAhya viSayo sahelA thaI gayA che ne aMtarano caitanyaviSaya kaThaNa lAge che, kemake kadI teno anubhava karyo nathI. aMtaramAM ekAgratAno prayatna karanAra pUche che ke prabho! AmAM to kaSTa lAge che! ema pUchavAmAM kaSTa kahIne te choDI devA nathI mAgato paNa ugra prayatnavaDa AtmAno anubhava karavA mAge che. AcAryadava kahe che ke are bhAI ! aNaabhyAsane kAraNe zarUAtamAM tane kaSTa jevuM lAgaze, paNa aMtara-prayatnathI AtmAno anubhava thatAM evo apUrva AnaMda thaze ke tenA sivAya bahAranA badhA viSayo kaSTarUpa-du:kharUpa lAgaze. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 208: AtmabhAvanA aMtarmukha thavAno prayatna karatAM karatAM temAM zAMti dekhAze ne pariNAmamAM ullAsa thaze. pachI anubhavano udyama karatAM karatAM jyAM nirvikalpa AnaMdanI anubhUti thaI-samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM dharmI vAraMvAra tenI ja bhAvanA kare che, ne tene AtmAmAM ja sukha lAge che, tathA bAhyaviSayo du:kharUpa lAge che. AnaMdano anubhava na hato, AtmAnI zAMti dekhAtI na hatI tyAre to aMtaranA anubhavano udyama karavAmAM kaSTa lAgatuM ne bahAramAM sukha lAgatuM; tene AtmAnA AnaMdanI ruci (avyakta vizvAsa) to che paNa hajI sAkSAt anubhava thayo nathI, tethI ka jevuM lAge che. paNa jyAM aMtaramAM AnaMdano anubhava thayo-svAda cAkhyo tyAM bahArano rasa UDI gayo ne caitanyanA anubhavanuM sukha joyuM eTale have to tene AtmAnA dhyAnano utsAhuM Avyo. jema vadhAre ekAgratA karuM tema vadhAre AnaMda ne zAMtinuM vedana thAya che. AnaMdano svAda jyAMsudhI cAkhyo na hato tyAMsudhI temAM kaSTa lAgatuM, paNa have jyAM AnaMdano svAda cAkhyo tyAM dharmIne temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM kaSTarUpa-du:kharUpa lAge che. ajJAnadazAmAM anAdinA saMskArane lIdhe viSayo rucikara bhAsatA, ne AtmA kaSTarUpa lAgato; paNa jyAM AtmabhAvanAmAM ekAgra thaIne tenA AnaMdanuM vedana karyuM tyAM AtmA ja rucikara thayo ane bAhya samasta viSayonI ruci chUTI gaI;-have tene caitanyanA anubhavathI bahAra nIkaLIne parabhAvamAM AvavuM te duHkha lAge che, ne caitanyasvarUpanI bhAvanAmAM-ekAgratAmAM ja sukha lAge che. caitanyano vAraMvAra abhyAsa ne bhAvanA vaDe te saheluM lAge che. tenA AnaMdanI nikaTatA thatAM bAhya viSayomAMthI sukhabuddhi chUTI jAya che. jema mAchalAMnI ruci zItaLa jaLamAM poSANI che, temAMthI bahAra retImAM ke taDakAmAM AvatAM te duHkhathI taraphaDe che, tema dharmAtmA jJAnInI ruci potAnA zAMta-caitanyasarovaramAM ja poSANI che, te zAMtinA vedanamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne puNya ke pApanA bhAvamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 209 AvavuM ja paDe te temane duHkharUpa lAge che. jeNe AtmAnI atIndriya zAMti kadI dekhI nathI ne bAhya viSayo ja dekhyA che tene AtmAnA anubhavano prayatna karatAM zaruAtamAM kaSTa lAge che. paNa jyAM teno abhyAsa ane bhAvanA kare che tyAM temAM utsAha Ave che. abhyAsadazAmAM jarA kaSTa lAge che paNa jyAM pUro prayatna karIne AtmAnA AnaMdano anubhava kare che tyAM caitanyasukhanA rasa pAse tene AkhuM jagata nIrasa lAge che, samasta viSayo duHkharUpa lAge che. narakamAM rahelA koI samakitI jIvane AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA vedananI je zAMti Ave che, tevI zAMti mithyAdaSTine svarganA vaibhavamAM paNa nathI. are ! saMyogamAM zAMti hoya ke svabhAvamAM ? caitanyanA zAMta jaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne indriyaviSayo tarapha doDe che te ja AkuLatA che, ne atIndriya caitanyamAM upayoga Thare che temAM parama anAkuLa zAMti che. mATe bhAI ! AtmAnA AnaMdano vizvAsa karIne vAraMvAra daDhapaNe temAM ekAgratAno udyama kara. jyAMsudhI AtmAnA AnaMdano svAda anubhavamAM na Ave tyAMsudhI ja bAhya indriyaviSayomAM prIti-hoMzaullAsa-sukha lAge che, ne AtmAnA anubhavamAM kaSTa lAge che; paNa jyAM caitanyanA AnaMdanuM vedana thayuM tyAM AtmAnA AnaMdanI ja prIti-hoMza-ullAsane bhAvanA thAya che, pachI temAM kaSTa nathI lAgatuM; ane viSayo tene sukhakara nathI lAgatA paNa kaSTarUpa lAge che. jyAM AnaMda ane zAMtino svAda Ave temAM kaSTa kema lAge? jeNe te svAda cAkhyo nathI tene ja kaSTa lAge che. jema eka mANasa sadAya khAruM-bhAMbharuM-meluM pANI ja pIto hoya, mIThuM-svaccha pANI gharamAM UMDe kUvAmAM hoya te kadI cAkhyuM na hoya; tenI khabara paNa na hoya. paNa jyAM tene potAnA mIThA kUvAnI khabara paDI ane tenuM svaccha pANI cAkhyuM tyAM khArA pANIno rasa UDI gayo...have ghara AMgaNe maLatuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 21): AtmabhAvanA UMDA kUvAnuM mIThuM pANI levAmAM tene kaSTa nathI lAgatuM svAda cAkhyA pachI temAM kaSTa nathI lAgatuM, tema ajJAnI jIve anAdithI sadA bAhyaindriyaviSayomAM AkuLatArUpa khArA svAdane ja cAkhyo che, paNa potAnA caitanyakUvAmAM bharelA AtmAnA atIndriya anAkuLa mIThA svAdane-AnaMdane cAkhyo nathI, tethI tenA prayatnamAM tene kaSTa lAge che. paNa jyAM aMtarmukha caitanyakUvAmAM UMDe UtarIne viSayAtIta AnaMdano svAda cAkhyo tyAM tenA vAraMvAra prayatnamAM tene kaSTa lAgatuM nathI, UlaTuM bAhya viSayo tene khArA lAge che-nIrasa lAge che. mATe AtmAnI ja bhAvanA karavI. (para). * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * badhA pariNAmone AtmAmAM joDIne AtmabhAvanA kara AtmAnI bhAvanA kaI rIte karavI te kahe chetbruuyaat tatparAn pRSchet tadicchet tatparo bhvet| yenA'vidyAmayaM rUpaM tyaktabA vidyAmayaM vrjet||3|| juo, AtmabhAvanAnI kevI sarasa gAthA che! AtmA jene vahAlo che teNe tenuM kathana karavuM, bIjA pAse tenI carcA karavI, bIjA Atma-anubhavI dharmAtmA jJAnIo pAse jaIne te AtmasvarUpa vize pUchavuM, tenI ja abhilASA karavI, ane AtmasvarUpanI prAptine ja potAnuM iSTa banAvavuM, temAM ja tatpara thavuM. te AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanAmAM sAvadhAna thavuM ne teno Adara vadhAravo.-A prakAre AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karavAthI ajJAnamaya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 211 bahirAtmapaNuM chUTIne jJAnamaya paramAtmasvarUpanI prApti thAya che. jene AtmAno anubhava karavo che teNe to bIje badhethI pariNAma pAchA kheMcIne vAraMvAra AtmasvarUpanI ja bhAvanA karavI joIe. tenI ja kathA karavI, saMto pAse te ja pUchavuM, tenI ja IcchA-bhAvanA karavI ane temAM ja tatpara thavuM, temAM ja utsAhita thavuM. jJAnamAM-zraddhAmAM utsAhamAM vicAramAM badhAyamAM eka AtmAne ja viSayarUpa karavo...tene ja Adaravo.-Ama karavAthI pariNati bIjethI khasIne AtmA tarapha vaLe che, ne AnaMdamaya svAnubhava thAya che. 'yogasAra 'a. 6 zloka 49mAM paNa kahe che ke-vidvAna puruSoe eTale ke AtmAnA arthI mumukSu jIvoe caitanyasvarUpa AtmA nizcalamanathI paDhavAyogya che-1, dhyAna karavA yogya che-2, ArAdhavA yogya che-3, pUchavA yogya che-4, suNavAyogya che-5, abhyAsavAyogya che-6, upArjana karavAyogya che-7, jANavAyogya che-8, kahevA yogya che-9, prArthavAyogya che-10, zikSA-upadezayogya che-11, darzanayogya che-12, ane sparzana (anubhavana ) yogya che- 13; Ama tera bolathI eTale ke sarvaprakAre AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karavA yogya che, ke jethI AtmA sadAya potAnA svarUpamAM sthiratAne pAme. nirjarAadhikAramAM A zloka mUkIne ema kahyuM ke AvA AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA te ja nirjarAno zreSTha upAya che. Ama sarva prakArathI AtmasvarUpanA anubhavano prayatna karatAM jarUra tenI prApti thAya che, ne avidhAno nAza thaI jAya che. ahIM to abhyAsa, zravaNa, tatparatA, ArAdhanA, vAMcavuM, pUchavuM, dekhavuM, jANavuM-ityAdi ghaNA bola kahIne e batAvyuM che ke kharA jijJAsune AtmasvarUpanA anubhavanI jhaMkhanA ne dhagaza keTalI ugra hoya! potAnA pariNAmane bIje badhethI pAchA vALIvALIne sarve prakA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 21ra: AtmabhAvanA rathI eka caitanyanI ja bhAvanAno prayatna kare che. jema ekano eka vahAlo putra khovAI gayo hoya tyAM mAtA tene kevA-kevA prakAre zodhe !! ene dekhyA vinA ene cena na paDe; ane koI tene teno patto maLavAnI vAta saMbhaLAve to kevA utsAhathI sAMbhaLe !! tema jijJAsune AtmAnA svarUpanA nirNaya mATe evI laya lAgI che ke vAraMvAra tenuM ja zravaNa, tenI ja pRcchA, tenI ja IcchA, temAM ja tatparatA, teno ja vicAra kare che; enA anubhava vinA kyAMya ene cena paDatuM nathI. jagatanA viSayono rasa tene chUTato jAya che ne AtmAno ja rasa vadhato jAya che. AvA daDha abhyAsathI ja AtmAnI prApti (anubhava) thAya che. jijJAsune AtmAnI kevI laganI hoya te batAvavA ahIM mAtA-putrano dAkhalo Apyo che. jema koIno ekano eka vahAlo putra khovAI jAya to te kevI rIte tene lUMTe che! je maLe tene te vAta kahe, ne jANakArone e ja pUche ke "kyAMya mAro putra dekhyo?" eka miniTa paNa teno putra tenA cittamAMthI khasato nathI, dinarAta tenI prApti mATe tIvra utsukatAthI jhUre che. tema AtmasvarUpanI jene jijJAsA jAgI che te AtmArthI jIva satsamAgame tene TUMDhe che, tenI ja vAta pUche che ke "prabho! AtmAno anubhava kema thAya?' AtmasvarUpane prApta karavAnI bhAvanA dinarAta varte che, eka kSaNa paNa tene bhUlato nathI. eka AtmAnI ja laya-laganI lAgI che. AvI laganIthI daDha prayatna karatAM jarUra AtmAno anubhava thAya che. mATe te ja karavA jevuM che ema AcAryadevano upadeza che. AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che evuM jene bhAna thayuM che tene vAraMvAra te tarapha ja valaNa rahyA kare che. ane jene AtmAnA anubhava mATe ruci-dhagaza jAgI che te paNa vAraMvAra teno ja prayatna karyA kare che. rucianusAra pariNAma thAya che. jene AtmAnI ruci jAgI hoya tenAM pariNAma vAraMvAra AtmA tarapha vaLyA kare che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 213 dehamAM jene Atmabuddhi che te dehane sarakho rAkhavA rAta-dina teno prayatna ne ciMtA karyA kare che. putrano jene prema che te putranI pAchaLa dinarAta kevo jhUre che! khAvA-pIvAmAM kyAMya citta lAge nahi ne "mAro putra' evI jhUraNA te niraMtara karyA kare che! tema A caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI jene kharekharI prIti che te tenI prApti mATe dinarAta jhUre che eTale ke temAM ja vAraMvAra prayatno karyA kare che... viSayakaSAyo tene rucatA nathI...eka caitanya sivAya bIje kyAMya cena paDatuM nathI. enI ja bhAvanA bhAve che...enI ja vAta jJAnIo pAse pUche che... enA ja vicAra kare che. jema mAtAnA viyoge nAnuM bALaka jhUre che ne tene kyAMya cena paDatuM nathI, koI pUche che ke tAruM nAma zuM?to kahe che ke "mArI bA !" khAvAnuM Ape to kahe ke "mArI bA !' ema eka ja jhUraNA cAle che. mAtA vagara tene kyAMya jaMpa vaLato nathI, kema ke tenI ruci mAtAnI godamAM ja poSANI che; tema jijJAsu AtmArthI jIvanI ruci eka AtmAmAM ja poSANI che, AtmasvarUpanI mane prApti kema thAya-e sivAya bIjuM kAMI tene rucatuM nathI....dinarAta e ja carcA e ja vicAra..e ja raTaNA... ene mATe ja jhUraNA ! jAo, AvI aMdaranI dhagaza jAge tyAre AtmAnI prApti thAya. ane AtmAnI jene ekavAra prApti thaI gaI anubhava thaI gayo te samakitI paNa pachI vAraMvAra tenA AnaMdanI ja vArtA-carcA-bhAvanA kare che. "AtmAno AnaMda Avo.. AtmAnI anubhUti AvI... nirvikalpatA AvI ema tenI ja laganI lAgI che. jJAna ne AnaMda ja mAruM svarUpa che-ema jANIne eka tenI ja laya lAgI che, temAM ja utsAhu che, bIje kyAMya utsAha nathI. AvI jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanAthI ne daDha prayatnathI ajJAna chUTIne jJAnamaya nijapadanI prApti thAya che. (53) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 214: AtmabhAvanA AtmA vANI ane zarIrathI judo che AtmasvarUpanI vAraMvAra carcA-bhAvanA karavAnuM kahyuM tyAM bahirAtmA-ajJAnI prazna pUche che ke prabho! A zarIra ane vacanathI judo to AtmA amane dekhAto nathI to tenI bhAvanA kaI rIte karavI ? amane to A zarIrane calAve ne vANI bole te ja AtmA lAge che, zarIra ane vANIthI juduM to AtmAnuM astitva dekhAtuM nathI; to dehAdithI bhinna AtmAnI bhAvanA kaI rIte karavI ? ajJAnInI A zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karatAM zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke: zarIre vAci cAtmAnaM sanghatte vaakshriiryoH| bhrAnto'bhrAntaH punastattvaM pRthageSAM vibudhyte||54|| vacana ane zarIra te AtmA che-ema jene bhrAMti che, eTale ke te vacana ane zarIra to jaDa pula che, te jIva nathI-ema je nathI jANato, evo bahirAtmA ja zarIra ane vacanamAM AtmAno Aropa kare che; huM ja zarIra ane vacana chuM, huM ja teno kartA chuMema te ajJAnI mAne che; eTale dehAdithI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanA te bhAvato nathI. paraMtu bhrAMtirahita evA jJAnI dharmAtmA to vacana ane zarIrane jaDa acetana jANe che, ane potAnA AtmAne tenAthI bhinna jANIne caitanya-svarUpe ja potAne niraMtara bhAve che. A rIte jaDa-cetananA bhedajJAnapUrvaka AtmabhAvanA bhavAya che, jene bhedajJAna nathI tene sAcI AtmabhAvanA hotI nathI. IcchA anusAra deha-vacananI kriyA thAya tyAM ajJAnIne evI bhrAMti thaI jAya che ke A kriyAo mArI ja che; dehAdi jaDanI kriyAthI juduM potAnuM astitva tene bhAsatuM ja nathI. ne jJAnI to jaDa-cetana bannenAM bhinnabhinna lakSaNo vaDe bannene atyaMta Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 215 judA jANe che, AtmAne dehAdithI atyaMta judo jANIne tenI ja bhAvanA bhAve che. AtmA sivAya bahAranI koI cIjane te potAnI mAnatA nathI. ajJAnI to zarIrAdine ja AtmA mAnato hovAthI bAhyaviSayone potAnA upakArI mAne che. eTale dehAdithI bhinna AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA te bhAvato nathI. jJAnI niraMtara dehAdithI bhinna AtmAne bhAve che. ajJAnI to jaDa-cetanane ekabIjA sAthe bheLavI de che; AtmAthI vilakSaNa evI je mUrta-pudgalonI racanA (zarIra, vacana vagere) tene te AtmAnA ja mAne che, paNa AtmA to pudgalathI bhinna lakSaNavALo caitanyasvarUpa che-teno bodha te karato nathI; eTale jaDamAM ja AtmapaNAnI bhrAMtine lIdhe tene bhinna AtmAnI bhAvanA hotI nathI. jJAnI vilakSaNadvArA jaDa-cetanane bhinnabhinna jANe che, zarIra-vANI vagere jaDanI kriyA svaneya tene potAnI bhAsatI nathI, caitanyasvarUpa AtmArUpe ja te potAne samaje che. caitanyasvabhAva sivAya bIjA koI padArthomAM neya potApaNAnI bhrAMti tene thatI nathI. eTale paryA-paryAye kSaNe-kSaNe ne kArya-kAryo tene bhinna AtmAnI bhAvanA varyA ja kare che. kAMI gokhI-gokhIne e bhAvanA thatI nathI paNa aMdara bhedajJAna pariNamI gayuM che te bhedajJAnanA baLe sahajapaNe bhinnapaNAnI bhAvanA sadAya varyA ja kare che. AvA bhedajJAnanA abhyAsanA baLe vairAgya ane cAritradazA pragaTa karIne te jJAnI alpa kALamAM dehathI atyaMta bhinna evI siddhadazAne sAthe che. (54) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 216: AtmabhAvanA * bAhyaviSayomAM jIvanuM hita nathI * AtmasvarUpane nahi jANanAro ane dehAdi bAhya padArthomAM AtmabhrAMtithI vartanAro ajJAnI jIva te bAhya padArthone hitakara mAnIne temAM Asaktacitta rahe che, paraMtu je padArthamAM Asakta thaIne tene te hitakara mAne che te koI paNa padArtha tenA hitakara ke upakAraka nathI,-ema havethI gAthAmAM batAve che - na tadastIndriyArtheSu yat kssemNkrmaatmnH| tathApi ramate baalsttraivaajnyaanbhaavnaat||5|| pAMca indriyanA viSayomAM evo koI paNa padArtha nathI ke je AtmAne kSemakara hoya; topaNa bahirAtmA ajJAnI jIva ajJAnabhAvanAne lIdhe temAM ja ramaNa kare che. jema bALaka hitaahitanA viveka vagara game te padArthamAM ramavA lAge che tema bALaka evo ajJAnI bahirAtmA hita-ahitanA viveka vagara, sva-paranA bhAna vagara potAnA sukhadhAma evA caitanyatattvane bhUlIne, bAhya IndriyaviSayomAM sukha mAnIne temAM rame che, paNa jagatamAM evo koI IndriyaviSaya nathI ke je AtmAne sukha Ape. tattvadaSTithI jotAM indriyasukha te sukha che ja nahIM, duHkha ja che; kemake te baMdhanuM kAraNa che, AkuLatA upajAvanAra che, viSama che, kSaNabhaMgura che, parAdhIna che, vijJasahita che; sukha to tene kahevAya ke je AtmAdhIna hoyasvAdhIna hoya, nirAkuLa hoya, zAMta hoya, baMdhanarahita hoya, jemAM anya padArthonI apekSA na hoya.-AvA sukhane ajJAnI jANato nathI ne mRgajaLa jevA bAhyaviSayomAM sukhanI AzAthI anaMtakALathI bhame che. bApu! emAM kyAMya tAruM sukha nathI, ne e koI padArtho tane sukha devA samartha nathI. kSema karanAro ne sukha denAro evo to tAro AtmA ja che. mATe parathI bhinna Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 217 AtmAne jANIne bhedajJAnavaDe dina-rAta tenI ja bhAvanA kara. ajJAnabhAvanAne lIdhe dinarAta bAhya padArthonI prAptinuM ja raTaNa ajJAnI jIva karI rahyo che, paraMtu paradravya kadI aMzamAtra AtmAnuM thatuM nathI, tethI tene mAtra AkuLatA ane duHkhanuM ja vedanA thAya che. jo svadravyane parathI bhinna jANIne, svarUpanI prAptinA prayatnamAM lAge to aMtarmuhurtamAM tenI prApti thAya eTale ke nirAkuLa sukhano anubhava thAya. ahIM bahirAtmAnI pravRtti batAvIne te choDavAno upadeza che, ane aMtarAtmAnI pravRtti batAvIne te pragaTa karavAno upadeza che. (55) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * anAtmAmAM AtmabuddhivaDe ajJAnI jIvo duHkhI che anAdikALathI AtmAnA svarUpane jANyA vagara ajJAnI jIva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che, temAM eka kSaNa paNa teNe samAdhi prApta karI nathI. samyagdarzana te pahelI samAdhi che; tenA vagara anAdikALathI mithyAtvanA saMskArane lIdhe bahirAtmAnI dazA kevI thaI che te batAve che ciMra suSuptAstamasi mUDhAtmAnaH kuyonissu| anAtmIyAtmabhUteSu mamAhamiti jaagrti||56 / / zarIrane ja AtmA mAnIne A mUDha ajJAnI mUrNa jIva mithyAtvarUpI aMdhakArane lIdhe anAdikALathI nigoda ane narakAdi kuyoniomAM suSupta che, mUrchAI gayo che, jJAnazakti haNAIne jaDa jevo thaI gayo che; je AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI evA anAtmabhUta zarIra-strI-putrAdimAM "A mAro che ne te ja chuM" ema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 218: AtmabhAvanA jAgRti kare che. te caitanyatattvamAM jAgRti nathI karato, tyAM to mUDha thaIne susa che, ne jaDa padArthone ja potAnA mAnIne tathA potAnA jaDarUpa mAnIne saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. AvA ajJAnabhAvane lIdhe bahirAbhAjIne A saMsAramAM mithyASTine yogya ekraya bhava bAkI rAkhyA nathI, cAre gatimAM anaMtavAra janmI cUkyo che. zarIrane potAnuM mAnIne zarIro ja dhAraNa karyA che, azarIrI caitanyasukhane kadI cAkhyuM nathI. nigodathI mAMDIne asaMjJI paMcendriya sudhInA avatAramAM to mUDha jIva evo suputa hato ke tenAmAM vicArazakti ja na hatI ke "huM koNa chuM? kyAreka anaMtakALe paMcendriya-saMjJI thayo ne jJAnamAM vicArazakti jAgRta thaI tyAre paNa mUDhatAne lIdhe anAtmabhUta evA zarIrAdine ja potAnuM rUpa mAnyuM, paNa dehAdithI bhinna caitanyatattva huM chuM-ema jANyuM nahIM. A rIte potAnA vAstavika svarUpa sivAya bIje kyAMka Atmabuddhi karIkarIne jIva saMsAramAM rakhaDayo che. aMtaramAM jJAtAdaSTA svabhAvanI daSTi vagara, rAgane ja potAnuM vedana mAnIne, koIkavAra agiyAra aMga tathA navapUrva sudhIno jJAnano ughADa thayo tyAre paNa teNe rAgAdirUpa anAtmabhAvane ja AtmA mAnyo, paNa AtmAnA rAgathI bhinna cetanAmaya vAstavika svarUpane na jANyuM. teNe jJAnano viSaya AtmA na banAvyo, paNa anAtmA sAthe ja jJAnane ekAkAra mAnyuM. caitanyasvarUpane lakSamAM laIne temAM ekatA karyA vagara jJAnanA ughADane paraviSayomAM ja je roke che, tenA jJAnano viSaya anAtmA ja che, AtmaviSayamAM to te UMghe ja che, AtmAne jANavA mATe jJAnanI jAgRti tene thaI nathI ane prabhu! anaMtakALamAM te kadI tArA AtmAne jANyo nathI, ne anAtmAne ja jJAnano viSaya banAvIne tene ja te AtmabhUta mAnyA che. anAtmA kahetAM ekaluM zarIra ja na levuM zarIra to jaDa anAtmA che ja, paNa je jJAnano Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 219 ughADa ekalA para tarapha ja kAma kare, AtmAmAM ekatA na kare ne rAgamAM ja ekatA kare te paNa kharekhara anAtmA che. AtmA sAthe jenI ekatA nahi te anAtmA. ajJAnI kahe che ke zubharAgathIpuNyathI dharma thAya che, ahIM kahe che ke zubharAga ke puNya te anAtmA che. he jIva! te anAtmAne ja AtmA mAnImAnIne anaMta saMsAramAM kuyonimAM eTalAM bhavaduHkho sahana karyA ke sarvajJa bhagavAna ja te jANe, e duHkha vANIthI kahyAM jAya tema nathI. bhagavAne jANyAM ne te bhogavyAM. koI karmane lIdhe nahi paNa tArI mUDhatAthI te anAtmAne AtmA mAnyo, tethI ja te evA ghora duHkho bhogavyAM. ekavAra saMyogabuddhi choDa, zarIra ne rAgathI pAra caitanyasvabhAvane ekavAra lakSamAM le, to tane apUrva sukha thAya, ne tAruM anAdinuM bhavabhramaNa TaLI jAya. anAdikALathI anAtmAne AtmA mAnIne mUchathI bhavabhramaNa kare che te asamAdhi che..rAgamAM kyAMya AtmAnI samAdhi nathI-zAMti nathI. dehAdithI bhinna mAruM caitanyatattva ja mArA vizrAmanuM sthAna che, ne tenA lakSe mane samAdhi che.-Ama ekavAra he jIva! tArA AtmAne lakSamAM to le. je svarUpane samajyA vagara anAdikALathI anaMta duHkha pAmyo, ne je svarUpane jANI jANIne anaMtajIvo pUrNa sukha pragaTa karIne paramAtmA thayA, te zuM cIja che? ene oLakhavAnI ekavAra jijJAsA to kara. savarNa bhagavAnanI divyavANImAM jenI jhaLaka jhalakI uThI...jenAM gANAM divyadhvanie ane saMtoe gAyAM, evuM tAruM mahAna aciMtya AtmasvarUpa zuM che tene oLakha, to tArI asamAdhi TaLe, ne tane samyagdarzanAdi samAdhi thAya. acetanane AtmA mAne tene samAdhi kyAMthI thAya ? parane AtmA mAnIne temAM rAga-dveSa karI karIne jIva corAsI lAkha yonimAM paribhramaNa karIne mahAduHkhita thaI rahyo che, tenAthI chUTavA mATe bhedajJAna ja sAco upAya che. (pa6) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 22): AtmabhAvanA sva-parane bhinna dekhavAno upadeza are jIva! zarIrAdi acetanane AtmA mAnavAthI to ghora saMsAradu:kha te bhogavyAM che, mATe te zarIrAdi bAhyapadArthomAM Atmabuddhi choDa..zarIrane acetanapaNe dekha, ne AtmAne tenAthI judo caitanyasvarUpa dekha, ema have kahe che pazyetaniraMtaraM dehmaatmno'naatmcetsaa| aparAtmaghiyA'nyeSAmAtmatattve vyvsthitH|| 57 / / he jIva! tuM AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thaIne AtmAne caitanyasvarUpa dekha..ne zarIrAdine acetana-anAtmArUpa niraMtara dakha...tathA e ja pramANe bIjA jIvomAM paNa temanA dehane acetana jANa ane AtmAne caitanyasvarUpa dekha. juo, dharmI aMtarAtmA niraMtara A pramANe jaDacetanane bhinnabhinna svarUpe ja dekhe che, caitanyasvarUpa ja huM chuM, ne dehAdika to jaDa che-acetana che, ema niraMtara bhinna ja dekhe che. koI kSaNe paNa dehAdinI kriyAne potAnI dekhatA nathI. juo, zarIrane acetana jovAnuM kahyuM,-paNa kaI rIte? dehanI sAme joIne A acetana che"--ema ekalA parasanukhanI vAta nathI, paNa AtmAmAM sthita thaIne dehane acetana dekha ema kahyuM che, eTale AtmA tarapha vaLIne dehane bhinna dekhavAnuM kahyuM che. jyAM aMtarmukha thaIne. caitanyasvarUpapaNe ja potAne pratItamAM-anubhavamAM lIdho tyAM dehAdine potAnA anubhavathI judA jANyA..rAgane paNa anubhavathI judo jANyo. A rIte jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA tarapha vaLIne tene ja tArA nijarUpe dekha. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA ra21 ne tenAthI bAhya samasta padArthone anAtmA tarIke dekha. dharmIne para tarapha lakSa jAya tyAre te parane para tarIke ja jANe che, temAM kyAMya Atmabuddhi thatI nathI; niraMtara bhedajJAna vartI rahyuM che, AtmajJAnanI dhArA acchinnapaNe cAlI ja rahI che. mATe AcAryadeva kahe che ke he jIva! caitanya tarapha vaLIne tuM tArA AtmAne niraMtara cetanA svarUpe ja dekha, ne dehAdine anAtmA tarIke tArAthI judA ja dekha. aMtarAtmA to Ama dekhe ja che, paNa bahirAtmAne samajAve che ke tuM paNa Ama dekha,to tAruM anAdinuM bahirAtmapaNuM TaLe ne aMtarAtmApaNuM thAya eTale duHkha TaLIne samAdhi thAya. jene bhedajJAna thaI gayuM che evA dharmAtmAne to pratyeka kSaNe-sUtAM ke jAgatAM, khAtAM ke pItAM, cAlatAM ke bolatAMniraMtara potAno AtmA dehAdithI atyaMta bhinna ja bhAse che, dehAdikane sadA jaDarUpe ja te dekhe che...rAga-dveSanA pariNAmane paNa anAtmA tarIke dekhe che ne tenAthI bhinna zuddha caitanyasvarUpane ja potAne niraMtara dekhe che...AtmA-anAtmAnuM je bhedajJAna thayuM te bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA ne jAgRti jJAnIne niraMtara varyA ja kare che. mAro AtmA to jJAna-AnaMdathI bharelo arUpI padArtha che, A zarIra te huM nathI. jema makAnamAM rahelo mANasa te makAnathI judo che, makAna te mANasa nathI; tathA vastra paheranAro vastrathI judo che, tema A deharUpI makAnamAM rahelo AtmA dehathI jAdo che, deha te AtmA nathI. makAna paDI jAya ne mANasa jIvato rahe, vastra phATI jAya ne paheranAra TakI rahe, tema dehu naSTa thaI jAya ne AtmA to kAyama TakI rahe, Avo arUpI-jJAnamaya AtmA huM chuM. ema AtmAne aMtaramAM sthira thaIne dekhavo, ne dehAdine potAthI bhinna dekhavA. deha te huM nathI-ema sAmAnyapaNe vicAre paNa AtmAnuM vAstavika svarUpa zuM che-te jo na jANe to kharekhara teNe dehathI jAdo AtmA mAnyo nathI. mATe ahIM to asti Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember fo check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 222: AtmabhAvanA sahita nAstinI vAta che eTale ke 'jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA huM chuM'-ema AtmAne lakSamAM letAM dehAdimAM Atmabuddhi chUTI jAya che. A rIte dehathI bhinna AtmAne jANyA vagara sukhanI prApti thAya nahi; kemake sukhanI sattA to AtmAmAM che, kAMI dehamAM sukha nathI. jyAM sukhanI sattA che tene jANyA vagara kadI sukha thAya nahi; zarIramAMthI ke indriyaviSayomAMthI sukha levA mAMge to anaMtakALe paNa te maLe tema nathI, kemake temAM sukhanuM astitva che ja nahi. he jIva! ekavAra tuM vicAra to kara ke je sukhane tuM cAhe che te sukha kyAM che? tuM je sukhane meLavavA mAMge che te sukhanuM astitva kaye ThekANe che? je vastu meLavavA mAMge tenuM astitva to kyAMka hovuM ja joIe. tenA astitvane kabUlyA vagara te meLavavAnI bhAvanA kema thAya? tuM sukha meLavavA mAMge che to 'sukha kyAMka che'-ema to tuM kabUle che. to te sukha zemAM che teno vicAra kara. ane bIjuM-tuM sukha meLavavA mAMge che teno artha e paNa thayo ke vartamAnamAM tane sukha nathI paNa du:kha che; to te du:kha zA kAraNe che? teno paNa vicAra kara. bhAI ! tuM du:khI che ne sukhI thavA mAMge che, to duHkha kema che ane sukha kyAM che e be vAta jANavI joIe. prathama tuM vicAra kara ke sukha kyAM che? zuM A dehamAM sukha che? deha to acetana che, temA mAruM sukha nathI. iMdriyaviSayo-sparzarasa-gaMdha-rUpa-zabda vageremAM paNa mAruM sukha nathI; kemake anAdikALathI te viSayo pratye meM valaNa karyuM chatAM mane kiMcit sukha na maLyuM. mATe te viSayomAM mAruM sukha nathI. bAhya viSayo taraphanA valaNathI je rAgadveSanI lAgaNI thAya che temAM AkuLatA che tethI te duHkharUpa che, temAM paNa mAruM sukha nathI. mArA sukhanI sattA koI bAhyapadArthamAM nathI, mAruM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH rara3 sukha mArAmAM ja che. sukha to mAro svabhAva ja che. jema mAro AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che tema sukhasvarUpa paNa mAro AtmA ja che, mArA AtmAmAM ja sukhanI sattA che, mArA AtmAmAM ja sukhanuM astitva che, mAro AtmA ja sukhathI bharelo che. jema kaDavAza te aphINano svabhAva che, khaTAza te lIMbuno svabhAva che, tema sukha te mAro svabhAva ja che. AtmasvabhAvamAM sanmukha thatAM mane zAMti ane sukhanuM vedanA thAya che; anAdi kALathI bAhya viSayonI sanmukhatAthI je sukhanuM vedana kadI na thayuM te sukhanuM vedana Atma-sanmukhatAthI thAya che, mATe mAro AtmA ja sukhasvarUpa che. -A rIte, AtmAmAM ja sukha che-ema sukhanA astitvano nirNaya karavo joIe. Avo nirNaya karIne AtmasvabhAvamAM ekAgra thavuM te ja sukhano upAya che. jyAM sukha che temAM ekAgra thavuM te ja sukhI thavAno upAya che; jema jema AtmasvabhAvamAM ekAgratA thatI jAya tema tema sukha vadhatuM jAya che. upara pramANe sukha ane tenA upAyano nirNaya karatAM "du:kha kema che teno paNa nirNaya thaI jAya che. te A pramANe mArA AtmAmAM ja sukha hovA chatAM tene meM na jANyuM ne tema ekAgratA na karI, AtmAnA sukhane cUkIne meM zarIrAdi bAhyaviSayomAM sukha mAnyuM ne bhrAMtithI bahAramAM bhaTakyA tethI huM duHkhI thayo. A rIte mArI bhrAMtithI ja huM duHkhI thayo, koI bIjAe mane duHkhI nathI karyo. A pramANe, sukhanI sattA ane duHkhanuM kAraNa e bannene jANIne, potAnA cidAnaMda-sukhasvabhAva tarapha vaLatAM, AtmAnA svabhAvanA atIndriya sukhanuM apUrva vedanA thAya che, ane zarIrAdimAM sukha hovAnI bhrAMti TaLI jAya che. te bhrAMti TaLatAM anAdinuM duHkha TaLI jAya che. A ja sukhI thavAno ne duHkhathI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 224: AtmabhAvanA chUTavAno upAya che. AtmA ane zarIra vagere padArthonuM svarUpa je pramANe che te pramANe jJAnI-aMtarAtmA jANe che. AtmA to jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che, ne zarIra to jaDa-acetana-anAtmA che; ajIva che; te ajIvamAM sukhadu:kha ke jJAna nathI; mArI sattA te ajIvathI traNekALe judI che. Ama bhedajJAna vaDe je niraMtara potAnA AtmAne dehathI bhinna ja dekhe che, te sukhane vede che. (57) * * ** vacanaagocara svasaMvedya tattvanI bhAvanA. svAnubhUtigamya AtmA vacanathI kema batAvAya ? jJAnI aMtarAtmA niraMtara potAnA AtmAne dehathI bhinna ja dekhe che-ema kahyuM. tyAM have koI prazna pUche che keH jo aMtarAtmA svayaM potAnA AtmAne Avo anubhave che to bIjA mUDha AtmAone paNa tenuM pratipAdana karIne kema samajAvI detA nathI-ke jethI te ajJAnIo paNa tene jANe!-jo pote samajyA to bIjAne paNa kema samajAvI detA nathI ?-tenA uttaramAM AcAryazrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke ajJApatiM na jAnaMti yathAM mAM zApitaM tthaa| mUDhAtmAnastatasteSAM vRthA me jJApanazramaH / / 58 / / jeNe dehAdithI bhinna AtmasvarUpa jANyuM che evA anubhavI dharmAtmA vicAre che keH aho, A aciMtya Atmatattva jagatane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 225 durlabha che, vacana ane vikalpathI te pAra che. AvA svAnubhavagamya caitanyatattvane mUDha jIvo jema mArA jaNAvyA vagara nathI jANatA, tema mArA jaNAvavAthI paNa teo nathI jANatA mATe bIjAne samajAvavAno mAro zrama (-vikalpa) vyartha che. tIrthakaro to samavasaraNamAM dhamadhokAra upadeza ApIne samajAvatA hatA, chatAM badhA jIvo na samajyA. jemanI lAyakAta hatI teo ja samajyA, ne bIjA jIvo na samajyA. tIrthakaranA upadezathI paNa te jIvo na samajyA to mArAthI zuM samajaze? mArA pratipAdana karavAthI paNa te mUDhAtmAo AtmasvarUpane jANatA nathI; mATe bIjAne samajAvavAno mAro zrama vRthA che. sAmAnI lAyakAta vagara koInI tAkAta nathI ke tene samajAvI zake! dharmIne upadezAdino vikalpa UThe paNa te vikalpaneya te vRthA jANe che; mArA vikalpa vaDe bIjo samajI jaze-ema te mAnatA nathI, eTale vikalpa upara jora nathI; te vikalpane toDIne cidAnaMda svarUpamAM ja TharavA mAMge che. parane samajAvavAno vikalpa te to zrama che-bojo che; tene lIdhe sAmo jIva samajato nathI mATe te vyartha che. sAmo jIva tenI potAnI svAnubhUtithI ja samaje che. AtmAnA jJAnAnaMda svarUpamAM rahevuM te ja samAdhi che; bIjAne samajAvavAno je vikalpa UThe te rAga che, te rAga vaDa paNa baMdhana thAya che, eTale jJAnIne te rAgamAM jora AvatuM nathI. bIjA jIvo koI mArAthI samajI jAya tema nathI; ajJAnI jIvo svayaM AtmAne nathI jANatA, ne mArA kahevAthI paNa te nathI jANatA; te pote ajJAna TALaze ne jJAna karaze tyAre AtmAne jANaze.-Avo abhiprAya to jJAnIne pahelethI ja che, ne te uparAMta upadezAdinI zubhavRttine paNa asamAdhirUpa jANIne choDavA mAMge che ne cidAnaMdasvarUpamAM ja TharavA mAMge che. jJAnIne potAnA svAnubhavathI AtmajJAna thayuM che temAM te Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 226: AtmabhAvanA niHzaMka che; jagata mAne to ja potAnuM sAcuM ne jagata na mAne to potAnuM khoTuM,-ema nathI. jagatanA ajJAnIo to na samaje tethI mane zuM? huM bIjAne samajAvI dauM to ja mAruM jJAna sAcuM, bIjA mane svIkAre to ja mAruM jJAna sAcuM-ema jJAnIne zaMkA ke parAzrayabuddhi nathI, aMtaramAMthI AtmAnI sAkSI AvI gaI che. vaLI jJAnIe jANyuM che ke aho ! A caitanyatattva to svasaMvedanagamya ja che, koI vANI ke vikalpa vaDe te jaNAya tevuM nathI; tethI bIjA ajJAnI jIvo pote jyAre aMtarmukha thaIne samajaze tyAre ja temane AtmasvarUpa samajAze. jJAnI upadeza Ape tyAM ajJAnIne ema thAya ke 'A jJAnI bole che, jJAnI rAga kare che'-ema vANIthI ne rAgathI ja jJAnIne oLakhe che, paNa jJAnInuM svarUpa to rAgathI ne bhASAthI pAra ekaluM jJAnaAnaMdamaya che, ene te oLakhato nathI. bIjA svIkAre to mAruM sAcuM evI zaMkA jJAnIne nathI, tema ja huM bIjAne samajAvI dauM evI buddhi jJAnIne nathI; te to jANe che ke bIjAne samajAvavAno mAro vikalpa vRthA che. pote bhASAnuM avalaMbana toDIne caitanyasanmukha thayA tyAre AtmAne samajyA, ane bIjA jIvo paNa bhASAnuM avalaMbana choDIne aMtarmukha thaze tyAre ja samajaze, mArAthI nahi samaje, ema jANatA hovAthI jJAnIne bIjAne samajAvavAno vega Avato nathI. ajJAnI jIvone to sabhAmAM upadezAdino prasaMga Ave ne ghaNA jIvo sAMbhaLe tyAM utsAha AvI jAya che ke ghaNA jIvone meM samajAvyuM; paNa tene evuM bhAna nathI ke are! A vikalpa ane vANI bannethI huM to pAra jJAyakasvarUpa chuM, ane bIjA jIvo paNa vANI ane vikalpathI pAra jJAyakasvarUpa che. vANI ane vikalpa vaDe teo jJAyakasvarUpane nahi samajI zake. jIo, A jJAnInuM bhedajJAna! upadeza vaDe huM bIjAne samajAvI zakuM- evuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 227 jJAnI mAnatA nathI; temane to caitanyanuM ciMtana ane ekAgratA ja paramapriya che. ane evI adhyAtmabhAvanA ja zAMtidAtAra che, enuM nAma samAdhi che. samakitI nAno bALaka hoya te paNa rAgathI ne dehAdithI pAra potAnuM svarUpa jANe che, eTale te dehAdinI kriyAthI ne rAgathI udAsIna ja rahe che. je mUDha prANIomAM lAyakAta na hatI teo to sAkSAt sarvajJadevanA upadezathI paNa na samajyA. aho, aMtaranuM A jJAnatattva !! te huM bIjAne kaI rIte batAvuM? te to svasaMvedanano ja viSaya che. AvA bhAnamAM jJAnIne bIjA jaDabuddhi jIvone samajAvI devAnI mAthAkUTa gamatI nathI. jaDabuddhi-mUDhaprANIo sAthe vAdavivAdanA parizramane te vyartha samaje che, eTale te to pote potAnuM Atmahita sAdhavAmAM ja tatpara che...AtmahitanuM sAdhana ja tene mukhya che, upadezAdinI vRtti Ave tenI mukhyatA nathI. praznaH jJAnI paNa upadeza to Ape che? uttaraH are bhAI ! jJAnI potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa sivAya eka vikalpanA paNa kartA nathI, ne bhASAnA kartA paNa nathI; jarAka vikalpa Ave che ne upadeza nIkaLe che-paNa te vakhate jJAnIne to potAnA caitanyatattvanI ja bhAvanA che.-AvI jJAnInI aMtarabhAvanAne tuM oLakhato nathI, kemake vANIthI ne rAgathI pAra evA caitanyatattvanI tane khabara nathI. vikalpa ane vANInA cakkaramAM jJAnI kadI caitanyane cUkI jatA nathI; caitanyabhAvapaNe ja pote potAne veda che. * * * vaLI vikalpa UThatAM jJAnI-aMtarAtmA evo vicAra kare che ke:yd bodhayitumicchAmi tannAhaM yadahaM punH| grAhyaM tadapi nAnyasya tatkimanyasya bodhye|| 59 / / Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 228: AtmabhAvanA jene samajAvavA mAguM chuM te vikalpArUDha AtmA ke zarIrAdika huM nathI; vANImAM to vikalpathI ne bhedathI kathana Ave che, tenAthI kAMI AtmA pakaDAto nathI, mATe vANI ane vikalpa vaDe huM zuM samajAvuM? sAmA jIvane paNa vANI sAme joye to vikalpa thAya che ne AtmasvarUpa to anubhavagamya che. je svasaMvedanagamya Atmatattva che te bIjA jIvone vANIthI ke vikalpathI grAhya thAya tevuM nathI, to bIjA jIvone huM zuM samajAvuM? A pramANe tattvajJAnI aMtarAtmA vikalpanI ne bhASAnI vyarthatA samaje che ke are! je AnaMdamaya Atmatattvano anubhava mane thayo te huM bIjAne zabdo dvArA kaI rIte batAvuM? vikalpa paNa AtmAnA svarUpamAM nathI. AtmAnuM zuddha AnaMdasvarUpa vikalpamAM ke zabdomAM AvI zakatuM nathI, te to svasaMvedanamAM ja Ave che. mATe bIjA jIvone upadeza devAthI mAre zuM prayojana che? A rIte dharmAtmA vikalpa taraphano utsAha choDIne caitanyasvabhAvanI sAvadhAnIno utsAha kare che, ne temAM ekAgratA kare che. juo, AvA bhArapUrvaka jJAnIno je upadeza nIkaLe te judI jAtano hoya che, te AtmAne aMtarmukha thavAnuM ja kahe che, bahirmukha valaNamAM AtmAne kiMcit lAbha nathI, mATe vANI ane vikalpanuM avalaMbana choDIne parama mahimApUrvaka caitanyatattvanuM ja avalaMbana karo...ema jJAnI kahe che. jJAnI thayA pachI upadezAdino prasaMga bane ja nahi-ema nathI. paNa te upadezAdimAM jJAnIne evo abhiprAya nathI ke mArAthI bIjA samajI jaze! athavA to A vikalpathI mArA caitanyane lAbha che ema paNa jJAnI mAnatA nathI. jJAnI jANe che ke bahirAtmA to parAzrayabuddhinI mUDhatAne lIdhe aMtaramAM vaLatA nathI tethI mArA samajAvavAthI paNa teo AtmasvarUpa samajaze nahi; jyAre te pote parAzraya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanAH 229 buddhi choDIne, aMtarmukha thaIne svasaMvedana karaze tyAre ja te pratibodha pAmaze. bahirbuddhivALA ajJAnI jIvane jarAka jANapaNuM thAya tyAM to tene ema thaI jAya che ke huM bIjAne samajAvI dauM. emAMya vadhAre mANaso sAMbhaLavA bhegA thAya tyAM to jANe keTaloya dharma thaI gayo! ema te mAne che, eTale ekalI vANI ane vikalpa upara tenuM jora jAya che, paNa vANIthI ne vikalpathI pAra AtmA upara tenuM jora jatuM nathI; kemake pote paNa evA tattvane anubhavyuM nathI. jagatanA bIjA mUDha jIvo paNa enI bhASAnI jhapaTathI jANe ke e kevo moTo dharmAtmA che-ema mAnI lye che; paNa e rIte koI dharmAtmAnuM mApa nathI. koI mahA dharmAtmA AtmAnA anubhavI hoya chatAM vANIno joga ghaNo alpa hoya. mUka-kevaLI thAya che, temane kevaLajJAna thavA chatAM vANIno joga nathI hoto. vaLI koI dharmAtmAne vANIno yoga hoya ne upadezanI vRtti paNa UThe; paraMtu upadezanI vRtti upara tenuM jora nathI; mArA upadezathI bIjo samajI jaze-evo abhiprAya nathI. are, atIndriya ane zabdAtIta evuM caitanyatattva vANI vaDe kema batAvAya ? bodha devAno vikalpa UThe te kAMI huM nathI, mAruM caitanyatattva te vikalpathI pAra che.-AvA caitanyanI mahattA jeNe jANI nathI tene ja evI bhramaNA thAya che ke vANI vaDe ke vikalpavaDe caitanyatattva samajAI jaze. paNa bhAI, caitanyanA anubhavamAM vANIno praveza nathI, vikalpono paNa praveza nathI. zrImadda rAmacaMdrajI kahe che ke nahIM de tuM upadezanuM prathama lehI upadeza, sabase nyArA agama hai vo jJAnI kA deza. keTalAka lokone zAstra bhaNatI vakhate ke sAMbhaLatI vakhate ja aMdara UMDe UMDe evo abhiprAya hoya che ke A vAta samajIne (dhAraNAmAM laIne ) bIjAne samajAvazuM. are, sat samajIne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra3 : AtmabhAvanA caitanyanA anubhava tarapha vaLavAno teno abhiprAya nathI paNa bIjAne samajAvavA taraphano teno abhiprAya che eTale zAstra bhaNatAM ke sAMbhaLatAM paNa te potAnI bahirmukhavRttine ja poSe che, ahA, ahIM to dharmAtmAnI kevI UMcI bhAvanA che! jagatathI udAsa thaIne caitanyamAM ja samAI javA mAMge che.-mAre ne jagatane zuM? vaLI caitanyatattva paNa evuM UMDuM UMDuM gaMbhIra che ke ema vANIvaDe bIjAne samajAvI devAya-evuM nathI. ane kadAcita vANInA nimitte bIjA jIvo samaje to te vANI kAMI huM nathI, tema ja sAmo jIva paNa te vANInuM avalaMbana rAkhIne samajyo nathI paNa vANInuM avalaMbana choDIne svAnubhUti vaDe caitanyanI sanmukha thayo tyAre ja samajyo che. A rIte vANI ane vikalpa to vyartha che, ema jANIne dharmajIva nijasvarUpamAM ja rahevA mAge che. bIjAne samajAvavAno vikalpa, ke sAmA jIvane sAMbhaLavAno vikalpa, te vikalpo caitanyasvarUpathI bAhya che, te vikalpo vaDe caitanyasvarUpa grAhya thatuM nathI; caitanyasvarUpa to svasaMvedanagrAhya che. bhagavAnano divyadhvani paNa tyAre ja dharmanuM nimitta thAya che ke jyAre jIva aMtarmukha thaIne svasaMvedana kare. AvuM svasavedha tattva te huM bIjAne kaI rIte pratibodhuM? bAhyaceSTAmAM huM zA mATe rokAuM? vANI ane vikalpo to caitanyasvarUpamAM pravezavA mATe vyartha che ema jANIne dharmAjIva nijasvarUpanI bhAvanAmAM ja tatpara rahe che. AvI adhyAtmabhAvanA te parama zAMtinI dAtAra che. (59) * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 231 vIrazAsana jayaMtI divyadhvani divasanuM maMgala pravacana [vIra saM. 2482 aSADa vada ekama ] Aje virazAsananA pravartanano eTale ke samavasaraNamAM mahAvIra bhagavAnano divyadhvani chUTavAno divasa che. temane 66 divasa pahelAM kevaLajJAna thayuM hatuM paNa hujI upadeza nIkaLyo na hato; 66 divasa bAda Aje rAjagRhImAM vipulagIrI upara samavasaraNamAM gautamasvAmI AvatAM sauthI pahelavahelo upadeza nIkaLyo...ne te jhIlIne gautamasvAmIe gaNadhara padethI zAstro racyAM.e zAstronI paraMparA Aje paNa cAlI rahI che. vIrazAsananuM besatuM varSa Aje che, ne jagatanA niyama pramANe paNa Aje ja besatuM varSa che. bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAno pUrNa vikAsa A bhavamAM thayo; paNa tyArapahelAM te AtmAmAM dharmanI zarUAta (samyagdarzanaprApti ) to dazamA bhave siMhanI paryAyamAM thaI hatI, tyArapachI anukrame AgaLa vadhatAM pUrvanA trIjA bhave naMdarAjAnA bhAvamAM tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM...tyAMthI pachI AgaLa vadhatAM A chello bhava hato. temAM bhagavAna bAlabrahmacArIpaNe dIkSA lIdhI...pachI AtmadhyAnamAM lIna thatAM thatAM kevaLajJAna vaizAkha suda dasame pragaTI gayuM...paripUrNa AnaMda pragaTI gayo. pUrve te AnaMdanuM bhAna to hatuM ane "aho! A AnaMdamAM lIna thaIne paripUrNa AnaMda pragaTa karuM..mArA AnaMdamAM lIna thAuM, ane Avo AnaMda jagatanA jIvo paNa pAme" evI bhAvanA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra3ra: AtmabhAvanA pUrve bhAvI hatI, te atyAre kevaLajJAna thatAM pUrNa thaI... bhagavAnane AtmAnI zaktimAMthI aciMtya jJAna ne AnaMda pUrepUrAM khIlI gayAM.. juo, bhagavAnanI tijorInAM tALAM khUlI gayAM..ne kevaLajJAnanAM anaMta nidhAna pragaTayAM. utsAhaprasaMge baheno gItamAM gAya che ke "tijorInAM tALA kholajo" tema ahIM to bhagavAne caitanyatijorInAM tALAM kholI nAkhyAM che...ane divyadhvani vaDe jagatane e nidhAna batAvyAM che. vaizAkha suda dasame bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna thayuM.indroe AvIne mahotsava karyo. ne samavasaraNa racyuM. devo-manuSyo ne tiryaMconI sabhA bharANI...sau bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA Atura hatA.paNa chAsaTha divasa sudhI bhagavAnanI vANI na chUTI. tIrthakaranI vANIno evo niyama che ke temanI vANI chUTe tyAM te jhIlIne dharma pAmanArA jIvo hoya ja. vANI chUTe ne jIvo dharma na pAme-ema bane nahi, eTale ke bhagavAnanI vANI niSphaLa jAya ema kadI na bane. chAMsaTha divasa sudhI gaNadharapadane lAyaka koI jIva na hatA, ne ahIM vANIno yoga paNa na hato. chAMsaTha divasa bAda AjanA divase indrane vicAra Avyo ke bhagavAnanI vANI kAM na chUTe? teNe avadhijJAnathI jANyuM ke gaNadharapadane lAyaka jIva hAjara nathI, ne te lAyakAta indrabhUti-gautamamAM che eTale indra pote brAhmaNanuM rUpa dhAraNa karIne indrabhUtine vAda-vivAdanA bahAne bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM teDI lAve che. samavasaraNamAM daivI mAnastaMbhane jotAM ja gautamanA mAna gaLI jAya che; ane bhagavAnanA vItarAgI dedAra dekhatAM te bhagavAna pAse namI jAya che, tyAM divyadhvani chUTatAM gaNadharadeva te jhIlIne bAra aMganI racanA kare che, te Ajano divasa bhagavAnanA divyadhvanine jhIlIne gautamasvAmIe je bAra Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 233 aMganI racanA karI temAMthI keTaluMka jJAna dharasenAcAryadevane guruparaMparAthI maLeluM, te temaNe giranAramAM puSpadaMta-bhUtabali nAmanA be munione ApyuM, ne temaNe te pUrvamarUpe racyuM. te zAstro hajAro varSothI tADapatra upara lakhelAM hatA, ne have to chapAIne bahAra AvyAM che. A uparAMta kuMdakuMdAcAryadevane paNa mahAvIra bhagavAnanI paraMparAnuM keTaluMka jJAna maLyuM hatuM tema ja pote mahAvidehamAM jaIne sAkSAt sImaMdharaparamAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLI hatI; temaNe samayasArAdi mahAna zAstro racyAM che, temAM paNa bhagavAnano upadeza gUMthyo che. jyAM mahAvIra bhagavAna vicaryA, jyAM bhagavAnano pahelavahelo upadeza nIkaLyo ane te jhIlIne aneka jIvo ratnatrayadharma pAmyA, te vipulAcala parvata tIrtha che, tyAMthI 24mA tIrthakaranA tIrthanuM pravartana thayuM che. gaNadhara bhagavAne bAraaMgarUpa zAstro paNa tyAM ja racyA che, eTale zAstranI utpattinuM paNa te tIrthasthAna che. ahA! gaNadharadevanI tAkAtanI zI vAta! cAra jJAnanA dhAraka, zrutakevaLI ane utkRSTa labdhionA dhAraka gaNadharadeva eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM bAra aMganI racanA kare che, ane moDhethI paNa aMtarmuhUrtamAM bAra aMga uccArI zake evI temanI vacanalabdhi che. teo taddabhavamokSagAmI-caramazarIrI hoya che. ahIM kyAM kSaNa pahelAnAM gautama-jeo mahAvIra prabhu sAthe vAdavivAda karavA AvatA hatA! ane kyAM kSaNa pachInA gautama-ke jeo gaNadharapada pAmyA, ne jemaNe bAraaMganI racanA karI! caitanyanI aciMtya tAkAta che, savaLo puruSArtha karatAM te kSaNamAM pragaTe che. bhagavAnanI sabhAmAM rAjagRhInA rAjA zreNIka mukhya zrotA hatA, temaNe bhagavAnanA caraNamAM kSAyika samyakatva pragaTa karyuM hatuM ane tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hatuM teo A bharatakSetre AvatI covIsImAM pahelA tIrthakara thaze. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 234: AtmabhAvanA tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANImAMthI je zAstro racAyAM te paNa tIrtha che, kema ke te taravAnuM nimitta che. gaNadharadeva paNa tIrtha che; gaNadhara-tIrthanI sthApanA paNa Aje thaI. bhagavAnanA pravacanane paNa tIrtha kahevAya che, tenI utpatti paNa Aje thaI; rAjagRhInagaramAM paMcazailapura (pAMca pahADI) che, tyAM vipulAcala upara sauthI pahela- vahelo divyadhvani AjanA divase chUTayo hato. e rIte Ajano divasa maMgala che, vIrazAsananA mahotsavano moTo divasa che. bhagavAnano upadeza jIvone bodhi ane samAdhinuM kAraNa che; ahIM samAdhizataka vaMcAya che temAM paNa e ja vAta samajAve che. * * * caitanyanuM mahAna kautuka jeNe joyuM tene jagatanA koI padArthamAM kautuka lAgatuM nathI. A Atmatattva amRtathI bhareluM che, parama AnaMdathI bhareluM che; paNa mUDha ajJAnI jIvo tenI prIti karatA nathI ne bahirAtmabuddhithI bAhyaviSayomAM ja kautuka karIne temAM prIti kare che; jJAnIne to AtmAnA atIndriya AnaMdanA svAda pAse jagatanA bAhyaviSayonuM kautuka chUTI gayuM che.-e vAta A 60mI gAthAmAM pUjyapAdasvAmI batAve che bahistuSyati mUDhAtmA pihitjyotirntre| tuSvatyantaH prabuddhAtmA bahirvyAvRta kautuk||60|| dharmI to jANe che ke aho ! mArA AtmAnA anubhavano Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: ra35 je atIndriya AnaMda che, te AnaMda jagatamAM bIje kyAMya nathI. jagatamAM AzcaryakArI addabhuta mahAna kautukamaya vastu to mAro AtmA ja che. caitanya jevI aciMtya vastu A jagatamAM bIjI koI nathI. AvA bhAnamAM dharmI to AtmasvarUpamAM ja saMtuSTa che, tene bAhyaviSayomAMthI kautuka UDI gayuM che; paNa jene AtmAnA AnaMdanI khabara nathI, AtmAno addabhuta mahimA jeNe jANyo nathI, evo mUDha bahirAtmA bAhyaviSayomAM sukha mAnIne tenuM ja kautuka kare che, ne temAM ja prIti kare che; caitanyanI prIti ke teno mahimA karato nathI, te to bAhyamAM zarIrAdi viSayomAM ja saMtuSTa varte che. paNa are mUDha! temAM kyAMya tAruM sukha nathI, sukha to caitanyatattvamAM ja che; mATe eka vAra tArA caitanyatattvane jANavAnuM to kautUhala kara. amRtacaMdrAcAryadava samayasAramAM paNa kahe che ke-re jIva! tuM dehAdi paradravyono pADozI thaIne eTale ke tenAthI judApaNuM jANIne ekavAra aMtaramAM tArA caitanyane jANavAno prayatna kare to jarUra tane AnaMdanA vilAsa sahita tAruM caitanyatattva aMtaramAM dekhAze. ugra ruci ane ugra puruSArtha mATe AcAryadava kahe che ke tuM marIne paNa tattvano kutUhalI thA, eTale ke caitanyatattva jANavA mATe tAruM jIvana arpa da...jIvanamAM caitanyane anubhavavA sivAya mAre bIjuM kAMI kAma che ja nahi, lAkha pratikULatA Ave ke maraNa Ave topaNa mAre mAruM caitanyatattva jANavuM che. ema eka vAra daDha nizcaya karIne sAcI dhagazathI prayatna kara to thoDA ja vakhatamAM tane jarUra caitanyano anubhava thaze. aho, AcAryadava kahe che ke utkRSTa rucithI caitanyanA anubhavano prayatna kare to mAtra be ghaDImAM jarUra tenI prApti thAya ane moha nAza pAme. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 236 : AtmabhAvanA jJAnI potAnA aMtaraMga caitanyamAM potAno AnaMda dekhe che, bAhyamAM kyAMya tene sukhano AbhAsa thato nathI, mATe tenI prIti bAhyathI chUTIne aMtaramAM vaLI gaI che. aho jIvo! aMtaramAM ja AnaMda che tene dekho, bahAramAM AnaMda nathI;-Ama vAraMvAra samajAvavA chatAM mUDha-ajJAnI jIva avivekane lIdhe samajato nathI. ne bAhyaviSayomAM-rAgAdimAM ja AnaMda mAnIne tenI prIti kare che, caitanyanI prIti karato nathI, tethI tene samAdhi thatI nathI; jJAnIne to caitanyanA AnaMda pAse AkhA jagatanuM kutUhala chUTI gayuM che, tethI tene to niraMtara samAdhi varte che. caitanyanA AnaMdane oLakhIne tenI prIti karavI, temAM lInatA karavI te ja nirvikalpazAMti ane samAdhino upAya che. mUDha ajJAnIne bAhyaviSayomAM ne rAgamAM sukha lAge che, ne caitanyamAM sukha nathI lAgatuM. jJAnI dharmAtmAne te bAhya viSayomAM ke rAgamAM svapnaya sukha lAgatuM nathI, te bAhyaviSayothI udAsIna che, ne caitanyanA atIndriya sukhanI prIti karIne temAM ja lInatAno udyama kare cheA ja samAdhino upAya che. mUDha jIva bahirAtmabuddhine lIdhe dehAdika acetana dravyomAM nigraha ke anigraha karavAnI buddhi kare che paNa caitanyanA bhAvamAM viparItabhAvono nigrahuM ane samyaka bhAvonuM sevana karavAnuM te jANato nathI.--e vAta havenI gAthAmAM kaheze. * * * * * * F adhyAtma bhAvanA ApaNe vAMcI rahyA chIe te "samAdhitaMtra" uparanAM pravacano che. pUjyapAdasvAmIe 1400 varSa pahelAM te zAstranI racanA karI che. temAM bhedajJAnapUrvaka pharI pharIne parama zAMtidAtArI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanAH 237 adhyAtmabhAvanA ghUMTavAmAM AvI che. adhyAtmarasathI nItaratAM A pravacano saraLa ane sahelAIthI samajI zakAya tevAM che. tenA bhAvonuM vAraMvA2 gholana, eTale ke AtmabhAvanA, jIvanA du:khI cittane zAMta karIne jarUra samAdhisukha pamADe che. tethI vAraMvAra AtmabhAvanA ghUMTavA jevI che. ****** * jene AtmabhAvanA nathI te dehabuddhi kare che * * he jIva! dehathI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne tenI bhAvanA kara, caitanyasvarUpa AtmAmAM ja prIti karavA jevI che ne paradravyo upekSA karavI jevAM che, jene AvuM bhAna nathI te jIva mUDhabuddhithI paradravyamAM prIti-aprIti kare che. prIti karavA yogya je caitanyasvarUpa tene na jANyuM eTale dehAdimAM prIti varte che, ane dehAdinI upekSA karavAne badale tene UDe-UMDe dveSabuddhi thaI jAya che. jyAM dehabuddhi che tyAM caitanyanA AnaMdarUpa samAdhi nathI paNa asamAdhino bhAva varte che, eTale 'zarIrane sUkavI nAMkhuM ke zarIrano nigraha karuM' evI dveSabuddhi tene thAya che; ene tyAgamAM zAMti nathI paNa dveSa che. A jaDa zarIra to mArA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpathI atyaMta bhinna che ema je nathI jANato te ajJAnIne zarIramAM ja anugraha ane nigrahanI buddhi thAya che, te vAta kare che na jAnanti zarIrANi sukhduHkhaanybuddhy| nigrahAnigrahadhiyaM tathApyatraiva kurvate / / 61 / / A zarIra to jaDa che, te kAMI sukha-du:khane jANatuM nathI, tema ja te zarIramAM kAMI sukha-du:kha thatuM nathI chatAM abudha jIva te zarIramAM ja haiya-upAdeyabuddhi karIne temAM dveSa ane prIti Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 238: AtmabhAvanA kare che. mithyASTijIva gharabAra choDIne jaMgalamAM jaIne rahe, ne zubhabhAvanAthI svargamAM jAya, tyAre paNa caitanyanI zAMti vagara zarIra upara dveSanI buddhithI ja teno tyAga che. "zarIra dvArA dharmanuM sAdhana karavA mATe tene AhArAdi ApuM, athavA upavAsAdi vaDe zarIrano nigraha karuM -evI jenI buddhi che tene anaMtAnubaMdhI rAga-dveSa paDayA ja che, caitanyanA amRtanuM vedana tene nathI eTale tene samAdhi nathI paNa asamAdhi ja che. zarIrane ja sukhanuM sAdhana mAnyuM tyAM tene poSavAnI rAgabuddhi che, ane zarIrane du:khanuM sAdhana mAnyuM tyAM tenA upara dveSabuddhi che, eTale te zarIra pratyenI ciMtAthI niraMtara asamAdhi ja vede che. paNa huM to dehathI bhinna jJAnadarzanasvarUpa chuM, dehamAM mAruM sukhaduHkha che ja nahiema jJAnasvabhAvano nirNaya karavo ane badhAya paradravyothI AtmAne bhinna jANIne, sarva paradravyathI upekSita thaIne, jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM prIti karavI te ja samAdhino upAya che. dharmIne caitanyasvarUpamAM ja prIti che, potAnA caitanyasvarUpa sivAya dehAdi pratye tene upekSA ja che; jJAnasvarUpa AtmA zAMtino ne AnaMdano sAgara che-temAM vaLatAM dehAdi pratye saheje upekSA varte che. dharmIne AtmabhAvanI zAMtinA vedanapUrvaka para pratye upekSA varte che. ajJAnIne AtmabhAvanI zAMtinI to khabara nathI ne parane choDavA jAya chetethI temAM tene vaiSabuddhi ja paDI che. cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmadravyamAM pariNatinI ekAgratA vagara dehAdi pratye sAcI upekSA thatI nathI. caitanyanA AnaMdamAM ekAgra thatAM rAga-dveSa thatA ja nathI, tyAM dharmIne dehAdi pratye iSTa-aniSTabuddhi thatI nathI, eTale anAkuLa zAMtirUpa samAdhi ja rahe che. cetanyanA atIndriya AnaMda pAse dharmAtmAne jagatanA samasta bAhya viSayonuM kautuka chUTI gayuM che, bahAramAM kyAMya sukha svapnaya bhAsatuM nathI. amRtanuM AkhuM jhADa, amRtanI AkhI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 239 nALiyerI, athavA AnaMdanuM kalpavRkSa potAmAM ja sAkSAt dekhyuM che ne eno svAda cAkhyo che tyAM rAganI ke rAganA phaLanI mIThAza kema lAge ? ajJAnI rAgamAM ne saMyogamAM kayAMka ne kayAMka mohAyo che; jo kayAMka na aTakayo hoya to caitanyanA vItarAgI AnaMdanuM vedana kema na thAya ? jJAnI to svatattvamAM ja saMtuSTa che. tene sAco tyAga ne sAcI samAdhi thAya che. jIo, AvA Atmatattvane jANIne, aMtarmukha tenI bhAvanA karavI te ja parama zAMtinI dAtAra che. e sivAya bIje kayAMyathI jIvane zAMti maLe tema nathI. aMtaratattvano potAno mahimA jANyA vagara bAhya tattvo pratye sAcI udAsInatA ke sAco vairAgya thAya nahi, eTale teno tyAga paNa sAco hoya nahi, ne tene AtmAnI zAnti pragaTe nahi. jJAnI dharmAtmA gRhasthapaNAmAMya hoya, zarIranA saMskAra karatA hoya evuM dekhAya, paNa kharekhara eNe dehathI potAne atyaMta bhinna jANyo che; deha huM chuM ja nahi, huM to caitanya chuM; jema thAMbhalo AtmAthI jAdo che tema dehu AtmAthI judo che-evI spaSTa bhinnatA dharmAtmAe jANI che; dehathI te potAne jarApaNa sukha-du:kha mAnatA nathI, ne deha pote to acetana che, tene to sukha-duHkhanI kAMI khabara nathI. A rIte zarIra potAne sukhaduHkhanuM kAraNa nathI; tethI za2I2 52 u5kA2 ka2vAnI ke zarIrane kaleza devAnI buddhi jJAnIne nathI, jJAnIne to tenAthI upekSAbuddhi che; je mAruM che ja nahi, teno anugraha zo? ne nigraha zo? anugraha eTale zarIranI sevA karavI, tene sAcavavuM, zarIra sarakhuM haze to dharma thaze-evA bhAvathI tene saMbhALavuM; ane nigraha eTale zarIranuM damana karavuM, dehadamana karazuM to dharma thaze-evI buddhithI zarIranAM kaSTa sahana karavAM;-e prakAre deha upara anugraha ne nigrahanI buddhi kare che ?-ke jeNe dehathI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 240: AtmabhAvanA bhinna AtmA nathI jANyo evo abudha ja evI buddhi kare che. jJAnIe to AtmAne dehathI sarvathA bhinna jANIne deha pratye upekSAbuddhi karI che, zarIranA lAbha-nukazAnathI AtmAnA lAbhanukazAnanI buddhi dharmIne che ja nahi. zarIranA lAbha-nukazAnathI potAne lAbha-nukazAna mAne ene zarIra pratye sAco vairAgya hoya ja nahi; jJAnIne, jJAtAsvabhAvI svatattva tarapha vaLatAM AkhA jagata pratye ne zarIra pratye sAcI upekSAbuddhi thaI gaI che. jyAM sudhI sva-para tattvanuM bhedajJAna nathI tyAM sudhI ja saMsAra che, ne bhedajJAna thatAM saMsAranI nivRtti thAya che-ema havenI gAthAmAM kaheze. ( 61 ) ****** dehamAM AtmabuddhithI saMsAra; bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI mukti. * jIva zarIrAdikamAM jyAMsudhI AtmabuddhithI pravRtti kare che tyAMsudhI ja saMsAra che, ane bhedajJAna thatAM te pravRtti maTI jAya che ne muktinI prApti thAya che-ema have kahe che svabuddhayA yAvadgRhNIyAt kAyavAkrcetasAM trayam / saMsArastAvadeteSAM bhedAbhyAse tu nivRttiH / / 62 / / kAya, vacana ne mane e traNe huM chuM-ema jyAMsudhI svabuddhithI jIva tene grahaNa kare che tyAMsudhI te mithyAbuddhine lIdhe tene Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @Atma Dharma.com Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 241 saMsAra che. jJAnasvarUpa huM chuM ne zarIrAdi mArAthI judAM che evA bhedajJAnapUrvaka bhedanA abhyAsathI saMsAranI nivRtti thAya che. jJAtA cidAnaMdasvarUpa chuM-ema je potAnA AtmAne zraddhAjJAnamAM grahaNa karato nathI, ne zarIra-mana-vacana huM ema grahaNa kare che te mUDha jIva bahirAtmA che; jyAMsudhI zarIrAdine AtmabuddhithI grahaNa kare che tyAMsudhI ja saMsAra che. ane, huM to cidAnaMdajJAnamUrti chuM. zarIra-mana-vacana huM nathI, tenAthI huM bhinna chuM-ema bhinna AtmAnA anubhavathI saMsAranI nivRtti thAya che. jaDa sAthe ekatvabuddhi te saMsAranuM kAraNa che; ane bheda jJAnano abhyAsa-eTale ke dehAdithI atyaMta bhinna evA caitanyatattvanI vAraMvAra bhAvanA-te muktino upAya che. bhedajJAnathI ja mokSanA upAyanI zarUAta thAya che, ne pachI paNa bhedajJAnanI bhAvanAthI ja mukti thAya che. niyamasAramAM kahe che ke-"Avo bhedano abhyAsa thatAM jIva madhyastha thAya che, tethI cAritra thAya che." bhedajJAna te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. samayasAramAM paNa kahyuM che ke-je koI jIvo siddha thayA che teo bhedavijJAnathI ja siddha thayA che, ne je koI jIvo baMdhAyA che teo bhedajJAnanA abhAvathI ja baMdhAyA che. mATe bhAvayet bhedavijJAna idmcchinndhaaryaa| tAvat yAvat parAtcyutvA jJAnaM jJAne prtisstthte||130|| acchinnadhArAe A bhedajJAna tyAMsudhI bhAvavuM ke jyAM sudhI jJAna parabhAvothI chUTIne jJAnamAM ja lIna thaI jAya.-juo, AvA bhedajJAnavaDe zuddhAtmAnI prApti thAya che. je hajI to ema mAne ke deha-vANI te huM chuM, tenAM kAma huM karuM chuM, te to dehathI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 242: AtmabhAvanA bhinna AtmAne kayAre dhyAve? ne tene samAdhi ke mokSamArga kayAMthI thAya? te to paramAM lIna thaIne saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. AtmA to svaparaprakAzaka jJAtA che, A AMkha to jaDa che, te AMkha kAMI jANatI nathI; A zarIra, indriyo, mana, vacana te badhAMya jaDa che, te koI AtmA nathI, AtmA te koInI kriyAno karanAra nathI, AtmA to potAnA jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che.-A pramANe jenAM zraddhA-jJAna-cAritramAM parathI bhinna caitanyatattvano svIkAra che te jIva mukti pAme che. zarIra-mana-vANIne ja je potAnuM svarUpa mAne che tene zarIrAdi jaDathI bhinna potAnuM jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa bhAsatuM nathI, eTale zarIrAdi uparanI dRSTithI tene sadAya asamAdhi ja rahe che. jJAnI to jANe che ke deha-mana-vANI te koInI sAthe mAre kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI; tene game te thAo, huM to jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa ja chuM-AvA bhAnamAM caitanyasvarUpanA Azraye dharmIne samAdhi thAya che. zarIramAM rogAdi Ave ke nIrogI rahe-te banne dazAmAM huM to tenAthI judo ja chuM-ema jANIne jJAnI potAnA caitanyasvabhAvanI ja bhAvanA kare che. ajIvanA eka aMzane paNa potAno mAnatA nathI; eTale te to caitanyasvabhAvamAM lIna thaIne mukti pAme che. A rIte bhedajJAnane mokSanuM kAraNa jANIne he jIva! tuM niraMtara teno udhama kara. (62) * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 243 jema vastra jAdu che tema deha paNa jAdo che zarIrAdi sAthe ekatAnI buddhi te saMsAranuM kAraNa che, ne zarIrathI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpanuM yathArtha jJAna te mokSanuM kAraNa cheema kahyuM. have, dharmAtmAne zarIrathI bhinna AtmAnuM bhedajJAna kevuM hoya te daSTAMtathI samajAve che; jema zarIra ane vastra banne jAdA che, tema AtmA ane zarIra banne jAdAM che; dharmIne vastranI mAphaka A zarIra potAthI pragaTa bhinna bhAse che.-te vAta cAra gAthAdvArA bahu saraLa rIte samajAve che dhanevastre yathAtmAnaM na dhana manyate tthaa| dhane svadehepayAtmAnaM na dhanaM manyate budhH|| 63 / / jema laukikamAM mANaso moTuM jADuM vastra paheryuM hoya tyAM potAne te jADAvastrarUpa nathI mAnatA; tema AtmA upara A zarIrarUpI vastra che, te jADA zarIrathI budhapuruSo potAne te zarIrarUpa -puSTa nathI mAnatA. jema jADA vastrathI kAMI zarIranI puSTi nathI, tema puSTa zarIrathI kAMI AtmAnI puSTi nathI.-A rIte jJAnI pragaTapaNe potAnA AtmAne dehathI taddana bhinna dekhe che. AtmAnuM zarIra to jJAna AnaMdamaya che, A jaDa zarIra AtmAnuM nathI. zarIra ane vastra to banne jaDa che, ane ahIM zarIra ane AtmA to bannenI jAta ja judI che, AtmA to caitanyamUrti, ne zarIra to acetanamUrti, ema banneno svabhAva ja judo che. vastranA paramANu to palaTIne kadI zarIrarUpa thAya paNa kharA, paraMtu zarIra palaTIne kadI AtmArUpa thAya nahi, ne AtmA kadI zarIrarUpa jaDa thAya nahi bannenI jAta ja atyaMta jAdI che. jJAnI to potAnA AtmAne cetanapaNe ja dekhe che, jaDazarIrane kadI potApaNe dekhatA nathI. juo, taddana saheluM daSTAMta ApIne deha ane AtmAnuM bhinnapaNuM samajAvyuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 244: AtmabhAvanA che, vastra to ghaNA badale paNa zarIra to tenuM te ja rahe che, tema zarIro aneka badalyA chatAM AtmA to teno te ja che. jo deha te ja AtmA hoya to dehanA nAzathI AtmAno nAza thavo joIe, ne dehanI puSTithI AtmAnA jJAnAdinI puSTi thavI joIe;-paNa ema to banatuM nathI. deha puSTa hoya chatAM jIva buddhihIna paNa hoya che. jema vastra phATI jAya tethI zarIra tUTI jatuM nathI. kemake banne judAM che; tema zarIra tUTe tethI kAMI AtmA nAza thaI jato nathI, kemake banne judAM che. mATe AtmA dehathI taddana judA ja svabhAvavALo che. -Ama jJAnI potAnA AtmAne dehathI jAdo jANIne tenI ja bhAvanA bhAve che; ane AvI AtmabhAvanA te muktino upAya che. dehAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMda svarUpa AtmAne jANIne temAM ekAgratA karavI tenuM nAma samAdhi che. e sivAya paracIja mArI ne huM teno adhikArI-evI jenI mAnyatA che tene rAga-dveSa-moharUpa asamAdhi che. jema jADuM vastra paheravAthI manuSya potAne puSTa nathI mAnato, tema hRSTa-pRSTa yuvAna zarIramAM rahevAthI dharmI potAne te zarIrarUpe nathI mAnato; dharmI jANe che ke A yuvAnazarIra ke tenI kriyAo te huM nathI, huM to caitanyamaya AtmA chuM. jema jaDa thAMbhalo mArAthI judo che, tema A deha paNa mArAthI judo che. ajJAnI jIva dehathI potAnI judAI jANato nathI eTale dehAdipratyenA rAgadveSa choDIne chuTakAro thavAno upAya paNa te jANato nathI. dehathI bhinna caitanyatattvane lakSamAM lIdhA vagara rAgAdi choDavA mAge to te chUTI zake nahi. caitanyanA AnaMdamAM ekAgratA vaDe ja rAgAdi chUTe che. zarIra ja huM nathI, to pachI zarIranI nIrogatAthI mane sukha thAya--e vAta kayAM rahI? zarIra AtmAthI jAduM che, te Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 245 zarIravaDe AtmAne sukha-duHkha nathI, AtmA pote ja sukhadu:kharUpe pariName che. AtmAno sahajasvabhAva to cidAnaMdasukhasvarUpa che, tenA anubhavamAM to sukha che, paNa tene cUkIne ajJAnI zarIrane potAnuM mAnIne tenA upara rAgadveSa karIne te rAgadveSane anubhave che, te duHkha ane asamAdhi che. jJAnI to jANe che ke jJAna ane AnaMdathI puSTa evo mAro AtmA che, te ja mAruM sva che.-AvA AtmabhAnamAM jJAnI potAnA caitanyasukhane anubhave che, te samAdhi che, te mokSanuM kAraNa che. bhedajJAna te parama zAMtinuM mULa che. evA bhedajJAnanI bhAvanAnuM gholana karatAM kahyuM ke jema jADA vastrathI loko potAne jADo mAnatA nathI tema budhapuruSo jADA zarIramAM rahelA AtmAne te zarIrarUpa-jADo mAnatA nathI, paNa jema dehathI vanna bhinna che tema AtmAthI zarIrane bhinna jANe che. vaLI kahe che ke - jIrNe vastre yathAtmAnaM na jIrNaM manyate tthaa| jIrNe svadehepayAtmAnaM na jIrNaM manyate budhH|| 64 / / jema vastra jIrNa thAya ke phATI jAya, tethI kAMI zarIra jIrNa thatuM nathI ke phATI jatuM nathI; tema A zarIra jIrNa thatAM AtmA kAMI jIrNa thato nathI. zarIra jIrNa thAya-rogI thAya-gharaDuM thAya tyAM huM jIrNa thayo-huM rogI thayo ke huM vRddha thayo-ema budhajano eTale ke jJAnIo mAnatA nathI. huM to jANanAra chuM; huM svayaMsiddha anAdianaMta chuM; mAre bAla-yuvAna ke vRddhapaNuM nathI. hA, AtmAnI ajJAnadazAmAM bAlapaNuM hatuM; have AtmabhAnarUpa sAdhakadazA te dharmanI yuvAnadazA che eTale ke puruSArthanI dazA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 246: AtmabhAvanA che, ne kevaLajJAna tathA siddhapada prApta thAya te AtmAnI vRddhAvasthA che, arthAt tyAM jJAna paripakava thayuM che. A sivAya zarIranI bAla-yuvAna ke vRddhAvasthA te AtmAnI nathI. zarIra vRddha thAya ne zarIranI zaktio kSINa thaI jAya tethI kAMI AtmAnI jJAnazakti haNAI jatI nathI. jJAna to jANe che ke A zarIramAM pahelAM AvI zakti hatI, ne have zarIramAM evI zakti nathI. paNa zarIramAM zakti ho ke na ho te kAMI mAruM kArya nathI. huM to jJAna ane AnaMdasvarUpa ja chuM, jJAnamAM ja mAruM astitva che, zarIramAM mAruM astitva nathI. ajJAnIne to deha ane indriyothI pAra caitanyatattva lakSamAM ja AvyuM nathI, eTale te to deha tathA indriyone ja AtmA mAne che; jyAM deha ane indriyo moLI paDe tyAM te ajJAnIne ema thAya che ke mArI zakti moLI paDI,-eTale te ajJAnI to dehadRSTithI AkuLa -vyAkuLa ja rahe che. dehanI anukULatA hoya tyAM "huM sukhI" ema mAnIne te anukULatAmAM mUrNAI jAya che, ne jyAM pratikULatA hoya tyAM "huM duHkhI" ema mAnIne te pratikULatAmAM mUrNAI jAya che; jJAnI to dehAdithI bhinna caitanyasvarUpe ja potAne jANe che tethI teo koI saMyogomAM mUchatA nathI. caitanyanA lakSe temane zAMti rahe che. (64). che jyArathI eTale te to * * * vaLI, jema dehanI yuvAna ke vRddhAvasthAthI dharmI potAne yuvAna ke vRddha mAnatA nathI tema dehanA nAzathI dharmI potAno nAza mAnatA nathI,-e vAta kahe che naSTe vastre yathAtmAnaM na naSTaM manyate tthaa| naSTe svadehepyAtmAnaM na naSTaM manyate budhH|| 65 / / Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 247 mANasa jANeche ke:- vastra phATI jatAM ke vastrano nAza thatAM mANe nAza thaI jato nathI kemake vastrathI huM judochuM. teM - A jJAnI jANache ke:dedano nAza thatAM mAro nAza thato nathI kemake dehathI huM judochuM. jema vastrano nAza thatAM te vastra paheranAra mANasa potAno nAza mAnI leto nathI; vastranI bAMya kapAya tethI kAMI manuSyano hAtha kapAI jato nathI; tema svadehano nAza thatAM jJAnI potAno nAza mAnatA nathI. zarIra dhana-puSTa raho, jIrNa thAo ke naSTa thAo, -e traNa avasthAthI jAdo huM to jJAna chuM. zarIranI bAlyAdi traNe dazAno jANanAra huM chuM paNa te-rUpe thanAra huM nathI. jema koIne svapna AvyuM ke 'huM marI gayo.' ane evA svapnathI bhayabhIta thatAM rADa pADI, ne jAgyo; jAgIne joyuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 248: AtmabhAvanA ke "are! huM to A jIvato rahyo!' svapnamAM meM mane marI gayelo mAnyo te bhramaNA hatI, tema jIva A deha choDIne bIjA bhavamAM jAya tyAM ajJAnanidrAmAM sUtelo ajJAnI bhramaNAthI ema mAne che ke arere! huM marI gayo." paNa jAtismaraNa vageremAM bhAna thAya ke pUrve je amuka bhavamAM hato te ja AtmA huM atyAre chuM, mATe mAruM maraNa nathI thayuM. meM pUrve dehadRSTithI ja mAruM maraNa mAnyuM hatuM ahIM. jAtismaraNano dAkhalo che; te pramANe jJAnI to sadAya potAnA AtmAne dehathI judo ja jANe che. huM to jJAna chuM; deha huM ja nahi, pachI mAro nAza kevo? dehanA nAza prasaMge paNa "mAruM maraNa thaze" evo bhaya ke saMdehu jJAnIne thato nathI, mATe jJAnIne mRtyuno bhaya nathI. mRtyu mAruM che ja nahi -ema jANyuM pachI maraNanI bIka kevI ? zarIrane potAnuM mAnanArA mUDha jIvone ja maraNanI bIka che; AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANanArA saMtone maraNanI bIka hotI nathI. siMha Ave ne bhayathI bhAge chatAM te vakhateya "mAruM maraNa thaI jaze" evo maraNano bhaya jJAnIne nathI. mAruM caitanyatattva avinAzI che, pUrve anaMtavAra dehano saMyoga thayo ne nAza thayo chatAM mAro nAza thayo nathI; huM to jJAnasvarUpa evo ne evo chuM. zarIrAdi koI mArI vastu nathI, mArI vastu to jJAna-AnaMdamaya che, te kadI mArAthI chUTI paDatI nathI. A rIte dharmAtmA zarIranA nAzathI potAno nAza mAnatA nathI; paNa avinAzI jJAnasvarUpe potAne anubhave che, eTale tene parama zAMti ne samAdhi varte che. A rIte bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA te ja parama zAMtinI dAtAra che. (65) * * * vaLI jema vastrAnA rAtA-pILA-kALA ke dhoLA vagere raMgathI loko potAne tevA raMganA mAnI letA nathI, tema dehanA rAtA-pILAkALA ke dhoLA vagere raMgathI jJAnI purUSo potAnA AtmAne tevo mAnatA nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 249: AtmabhAvanA rakte vastre yathAtmAnaM na raktaM manyate tthaa| rakte svadehepyAtmAnaM na raktaM manyate budhH|| 66 / / jema rAtA vagere raMgavALuM vastra paheravAthI mANaso potAne tevA raMganA mAnI letA nathI. vastranA raMgane zarIrano raMga mAnatA nathI; tema jJAnI zarIranA raMgane AtmAno raMga mAnatA nathI raMgavALuM rAtu-pILuM zarIra te huM nathI, huM to raMga vagarano arUpI caitanya chuM--ema jJAnI potAne dehathI bhinna jANe che. jema dhoLA mANasa kALuM vastra pahere to tethI kAMI te kALo na thaI jAya, ne kALo mANasa rUpALuM dhoLuM vastra pahere to tethI kAMI te dhoLo na thaI jAya, kemake vastra ane zarIra judAM che. tema kALArAtA zarIrathI AtmA kALo-rAto thaI jato nathI. zarIra dekhAvaDuM hoya tethI AtmAmAM kAMI guNa thaI jAya, ke zarIra kadarUpuM hoya tethI AtmAne kAMI avaguNa thaI jAya ema nathI. koIne kadarUpa zarIra hoya chatAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa karIne mokSa pAme, temAM kAMI zarIra naDatuM nathI. ne koIne rUpALuM zarIra hoya chatAM pApa karIne narake jAya,-tene kAMI zarIra rokatuM nathI. zarIra ane AtmA to judAM ja che. jema rAtuM vastra badalIne pILuM pahere tyAM kAMI zarIra badalI jatuM nathI, tema manuSyanuM khoLiyuM badalIne devanuM khoLiyuM Ave tyAM kAMI AtmA badalIne bIjI navo Avato nathI, AtmA to saLaMgapaNe te ja rahe che. manuSyadehamAM je AtmA hato te ja devanA zarIramAM Avyo che. rAtApILA raMga dekhAya che te AtmA nathI, AtmA to raMga vagarano arUpI caitanyamUrti che. zarIranA raMga dekhIne dharmI potAne tevA raMgavALA mAnatA nathI. raMga AMkhathI dekhAya che, mAro AtmA kAMI AMkhathI dekhAya tevo nathI.-Ama dharmI potAnA AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANe che. ahA, juo to kharA, jema vastra jAduM, tema zarIra AtmAthI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 25): AtmabhAvanA atyaMta juduM; jema lAkaDAne ke pattharano thAMbhalo AtmAthI judo che tema A zarIra paNa AtmAthI jAduM ja che. jema thAMbhalAnI kriyAthI AtmAne dharma nathI, tema dehanI kriyAthI AtmAne dharma nathI. jema thAMbhalo acetana paramANuno piMDa che tema zarIra paNa acetana paramANuno piMDa che. jJAnIe ahIMthI ja dehamAM Atmabuddhi choDI dIdhI che eTale te pharIne dehane dhAraNa karatA nathI, ajJAnIne to dehamAM ja Atmabuddhi che tethI dehanA mamatvane lIdhe te pharIpharIne dehane dhAraNa kare che, ne saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. jJAnIne ekAda be bhava kadAca thAya, paNa tyAM te zarIrane AtmabuddhithI dhAraNa karatA nathI, te to AtmAne ja potAno mAnIne ArAdhe che, eTale AtmAnI ArAdhanAthI te mukti pAme che. dharmI jANe che ke A zarIra to anitya che, kSaNamAM palaTIne nAza pAmI jAya tevuM che; paNa mAro AtmA to nitya TakanAro che, te kadI nAza pAmI jato nathI; AtmAnI paryAyo palaTe che paNa teno sarvathA nAza thato nathI. zarIra to jaDa paramANu bhegAM thaIne racAyeluM che. temAM kayAMya sukha ke dharma bharyo nathI, mAruM to caitanyazarIra che, mArA caitanyazarIramAM ja jJAnaAnaMda bharyA che, temAM jeTalo ekAgra thAuM teTalAM jJAna ne AnaMda pragaTe che.-Ama jANIne dharmI potAnA AtmAmAM ja ekAgratA kare che, tenuM nAma dharma che. vItI gayelI bALa ke yuvAna avasthAne jIva jANe che, paNa zarIranI te vItI gayelI avasthAne te pAchI lAvI zakato nathI; zarIrane vRddhamAMthI bAla ke yuvAna banAvI zakato nathI, kemake te cIja judI che. AtmA tenuM jJAna karI zake paNa tene pheravI zake nahi. tema ja zarIra kALuM hoya to tene AtmA jANe paNa tene kALAmAMthI dhoLuM karI zake nahi. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 251 zarIranA raMgane ja ajJAnI potAnA raMga mAne che, paNa potAnA caitanya-raMgane jANato nathI ke jenAthI bhavano nAza thaI jAya ! caitanyano raMga zuM ?-ke atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMda te ja caitanyano raMga che, te ja caitanyanuM rUpa che; siddha jevI (kevaLajJAna ne kevaLadarzanarUpa ) enI AMkho che. A sivAya kAmadeva jevuM dehanuM rUpa ke haraNiyAM jevI AMkho te kAMI AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI; tenAthI to AtmA judo che. AvA AtmasvarUpane je jANato nathI ne dehane ja AtmA mAne che tene dharma thato nathI; ne dharma vagara zAMti ke samAdhi thatI nathI. sanakumAra cakravartInuM mahAsuMdara rUpa hatuM; devonI sabhAmAM tenA rUpanI prazaMsA thatAM devo tenuM rUpa jovA AvyA ne Azcarya pAmyA. cakravartI te vakhate snAnanI taiyArImAM hatA, teNe rUpanA jarAka abhimAnathI devone kahyuM ke atyAre to huM alaMkAra vagarano chuM, paNa huM jyAre ThAThamAThathI alaMkRta thaIne rAjasabhAmAM beTho houM tyAre tame mAruM rUpa jovA Avajo. jyAre rAjasabhAmAM devo AvyA ane rUpa joIne khedathI mAthuM dhuNAvyuM, tyAre cakravartI pUche che ke are devo! Ama kema ? zaNagAra vagaranuM zarIra hatuM te joIne to tame Azcarya pAmyA hatA, ne atyAre ATalo badho zaNagAra chatAM tame asaMtoSa kema batAvo cho! tyAre devo kahe che-rAjana! te vakhate tAruM zarIra jevuM nirdoSa hatuM tevuM atyAre nathI rahyuM, atyAre temAM roga ane saDAno praveza thaI cUkayo che. e sAMbhaLatAM ja rAjA ekadama vairAgya pAme che. are, AvuM kSaNabhaMgura zarIra! zarIranA rUpanI AvI kSaNikatA !! dehathI bhinnatAnuM to bhAna temane hatuM, paNa jarAka rAga hato te paNa toDIne atIndriya caitanyane sAdhavA cAlI nIkaLyA. dehathI bhinnatAnuM jene bhAna nathI ne dehanI kriyAone- dehanAM rUpane potAnAM mAne che te dehAtIta evA siddhapadane ke AtmAne kayAMthI sAdhaze ? jyAM samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM ja dehanA rUpamadano abhAva thaI jAya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 2pa2: AtmabhAvanA che. samasta paradravyonI jema zarIrane paNa te potAthI jAduM ja anubhave che. AvA anubhavavALuM bhedajJAna te ja zAMtino ane samAdhino upAya che. dharmA-aMtarAtmA jANe che ke huM jJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa chuM, A jaDa zarIra huM nathI. dehanA nAzathI mAro nAza nathI. jema zarIrane vastranI sAthe ekatAno saMbaMdha nathI tema AtmAne dehanI sAthe ekatAno saMbaMdha nathI. jema vastranA phATavAthI zarIra phATatuM nathI, vastra navuM AvatAM zarIra navuM thatuM nathI. vastrano nAza thatAM zarIrano nAza thato nathI ke vastranA raMgathI zarIra raMgAtuM nathI; tema caitanyamUrti AtmAne A zarIra to uparanA vastra jevuM che; te zarIranI jIrNatA thatAM AtmA jIrNa thato nathI, zarIra navuM thatAM AtmA navo thato nathI, zarIranA nAzathI AtmAno nAza thato nathI, ke zarIranA raMgathI AtmA kAMI kALo-rAto raMgarUpa thato nathI; AtmA to zarIrathI judo ja rahe che. zarIra chUTI jAya che paNa jJAna kadI AtmAthI chUTuM paDatuM nathI; mATe je juduM paDe te AtmAnuM zarIra nahi A jaDa zarIra AtmAnuM nathI. AtmA caitanyazarIra che. te caitanyazarIra AtmAthI kadI jAduM paDatuM nathI. AvI bhinnatAnA bhAnamAM dharmIne zarIranA viyogamAM duHkha thatuM nathI, arthAt maraNano prasaMga AvatAM "huM marI jaIza" evo maraNano bhaya tene thato nathI. te jANe che ke mAruM caitanya zarIra avinAzI che; vajapAta thavA chatAM mArA caitanyazarIrano vinAza thato nathI. mAruM caitanyazarIra avadhya che, te koIthI haNI zakAtuM nathI. AvI daSTimAM dharmAtmAne maraNanI bIka nathI. jagatane maraNanI bIka che, paNa jJAnIne to caitanyalakSe samAdhi ja che...ene to AnaMdanA mahotsava maMDAya che. jIvanamAM jeNe judA caitanyanI bhAvanA bhAvI haze tene maraNa TANe tenuM phaLa AvIne UbhuM raheze. paNa jIvanamAM jeNe caitanyanI darakAra karI nathI, dehane ja AtmA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 253 mAnIne viSayakaSAyo poSyAM che te deha chUTavA TANe konA jore samAdhi rAkhaze ? ajJAnI to asamAdhipaNe deha choDe che. jJAnIe to pahelethI ja dehane potAthI judo jANyo che, eTale tene caitanyalakSe samAdhimaraNe deha chUTe che. ekavAra paNa jo A rIte caitanyalakSe deha choDe to pharIne deha dhAraNa karavo na paDe, ekabe bhavamAM ja mukti thaI jAya. juo, jJAnIne temaja ajJAnIne bannene deha to chUTe ja che, paNa jJAnIe dehane judo jANyo che eTale tene caitanyalakSe deha chUTI jAya che, tene maraNano bhaya nathI. ane ajJAnIe to AtmAne deharUpe ja mAnyo che eTale tene zarIranA lakSe zarIra chUTI jAya che, tyAM 'mAruM maraNa thayuM. ' evo bhaya tene che. dehathI judA AtmasvabhAvanA anubhava vagara maraNano bhaya kadI TaLe nahi. loko nIti vagere khAtara paNa zarIra jatuM kare che. jene mAMsabhakSaNa vagereno tyAga che evo AryamANasa deha jAya topaNa mAMsabhakSaNa kare nahi. koIvAra evo prasaMga AvI paDe ke koI duSTa mANasa tene pakaDIne kahe ke tuM mArI sAthe mAMsabhakSaNa kara, nahi to huM tArA zarIranA kaTakA karI nAMkhIza.-to tyAM te AryamANasa zuM karaze ? zarIra jatuM karaze paNa mAMsabhakSaNanAM pariNAma nahi ja kare. e ja pramANe je brahmacArI che te zarIra jatAM paNa abrahmacarya nahi seve.-A rIte hiMsA-abrahma vagere anItine choDavA mATe deha paNa jato kare che, ane tyAM deha jato karavA chatAM kheda thato nathI. jo kheda thAya to teNe kharekhara hiMsAdine choDayAM nathI. have zarIra jatAM paNa kheda na thAya-ema kayAre bane? ke zarIrathI bhinna caitanyatattvane lakSamAM lIdhuM hoya to ja zarIrane jatuM karI zake. zarIrane ja je potAnuM mAne che te zarIrane kheda vagara jatuM karI zake ja nahi. A rIte deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatAnA bhedajJAnapUrvaka ja dehanI mamatA chUTI zake che ne vItarAgabhAvarUpa samAdhi thAya che. samAdhi Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 254: AtmabhAvanA eTale vItarAgI AtmazAMti-tenuM mULa bhedajJAna che. para sAthe ekatvabuddhirUpa mamatA hoya tyAM svamAM ekAgratArUpa samAdhi hotI nathI. tethI AcAryadeve bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA vAraMvAra ghUMTAvI che. jIvane jeno rasa hoya tenI vAraMvAra bhAvanA karIne, eTale vAraMvAra temAM upayoga joDIne temAM potAnA pariNAmane ekAgra kare che. jAo, rAvaNa mahArAjA jainadharmI hatA; rAma-lakSmaNa sAthenI laDAI vakhate te jyAre bahurUpiNI vidyA sAdhe che tyAre koI AvIne tene DagAvavA mAMge che tyAM mAyAjALathI evo dekhAva Ubho kare che ke rAvaNanI sAme tenA pitAne mArI nAkhe che, ne rAvaNanI mAtA rudana kare che ke are beTA rAvaNa ! A tArA jevo putra hovA chatAM A tArA pitAne mArI nAkhe !! vaLI rAvaNanA zarIra upara moTA sarpo ane vIMchI caDe che...chatAM rAvaNa dhyAnathI Dagato nathI...ne aMte vidhAne sAdhe che. vidyA sAdhavA mATe dhyAnanI AvI ekAgratA che. are, sAdhAraNa laukika vidyA sAdhavA mATe paNa ATalI daDhatA hoya !! zAstrakAra to kahe che ke aho ! rAvaNe jevI dhyAnanI daDhatA A vidyA sAdhavA mATe karI tevI daDhatA jo mokSane mATe AtmadhyAnamAM karI hota to kSaNamAM ATha karmone bhasma karIne te kevaLajJAna ane mokSadazAne pAmI jAta. A rIte AtmAmAM ekAgratAnA abhyAsavarDa parama samAdhi thAya che. ahA munio saMsAranI mamatA choDIne AtmAmAM ekAgratAvaDe nijapadamAM jhUle che, temane parama samAdhi varte che. siMha bhale zarIrane phADI khAto hoya ke zAMta thaine bhaktithI joto hoyapaNa munine samabhAvarUpa samAdhi che. samyagdaSTine caitanya svabhAvanI vItarAgIdaSTi thaI che teTalI samyagdarzanarUpa samAdhi che, paNa jeTalA rAgadveSa che teTalI asamAdhi che. ajJAnIne to vItarAgI samabhAvanA parama sukhanI khabara ja nathI, teNe samAdhi sukha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 255 cAkhyuM nathI, tene zubha vakhateya ekalI asamAdhi che. ahA, mokSane sAdhanArA munionI samAdhinI zI vAta ! moTA moTA rAjakumAro paNa munionI evI bhakti kare ke ahA ! dhanya dhanya tamArA avatAra! Apa mokSane sAdhI rahyA cho, te rAjakumAra paNa samakitI hoya. hajI to pacIsa varSanI UgatI juvAnI hoya chatAM guNanA bhaMDAra hoya ne vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyelA hoya....aho !-ame AvA muni thaIe e dazAne dhanya che !! dehane svapneya potAno mAnatA nathI. zreNIkarAjA kSAyika samakitI hatA. teo potAnA rAjabhaMDAranA ratnone to patthara samAna mAnatA hatA, ne munionA ratnatrayane mahA pUjya ratna mAnIne temano Adara karatA hatA. munionA atIndriya AnaMda pAse viSayabhogone viSa jevA mAnatA hatA. "bhagavAna padhAryA" evI vadhAmaNI jyAM mALIe ApI tyAM eka rAjacita sivAya zarIra uparanA karoDonI kiMmatanA badhA dAgInA tene vadhAImAM ApI dIdhA. ne tarata siMhAsana uparathI UtarIne bhagavAnanI sanmukha sAta pagalAM jaIne namaskAra karyA; AvI to sarvajJaparamAtmA pratye bhakti ane bahumAna ! te zreNIkarAjA bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara thavAnA che. pahelAM muninI virAdhanA karelI tethI narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM. ne tethI atyAre narakamAM che. chatAM tyAM paNa samyagdarzananA pratApe dehathI bhinna caitanya tattvanuM bhAna varte che. A deha huM nahi, huM to caitanyasvarUpa AtmA chuM-evuM bhedajJAna tyAM paNa temane varte che; ne teTalI zAMti-samAdhi tyAM narakamAM paNa che. A rIte aMtarAtmA potAnA AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna jANIne AtmAnI ja bhAvanA bhAve che; tethI mRtyuprasaMge paNa AtmabhAvanApUrvaka temane samAdhi rahe che. (63-66) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 256 jJAnIne jagata pratye parama udAsInatA dehathI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA zuM che ne teno anubhava kema thAya te vAta pUjyapAdasvAmIe A samAdhizatakamAM sahelI rIte varNavI che. AtmAnA atIndriya sukhanI jene abhilASA che evA jIvone mATe rAgAdithI bhinna zuddha AtmasvarUpanuM varNana karyuM che. vatranA dRSTAMte dehAdithI bhinna AtmasvarUpa batAvIne kahyuM che ke jeno upayoga AvA AtmasvarUpamAM lAgelo che te ja parama zAMtisukhane anubhave che, bIjA nahi. Avo anubhava karanAra jJAnI kevA hoya? to kahe che: yasya saspaMdamAbhAti niHspaMdena samaM jgt| aprajJamakriyAbhogaM sa zamaM yAti netrH|| 67 / / je jJAnIne zarIrAdinI aneka kriyAo vaDe sarpada evuM A jagata kASTa vagere samAna nispada ane jaDa bhAse che, te ja parama vItarAgI sukhane anubhave che; tenA anubhavamAM indriyonA vyApArarUpa kriyA nathI, ke IndriyaviSayono bhogavaTo nathI. upayoga jyAM aMtaramAM vaLIne AtmAnA AnaMdanA anubhavamAM ekAgra thayo tyAM dehAdi taraphanuM lakSa ja chUTI jAya che, eTale tene to A jagata nicetana bhAse che.-AvA jJAnI ja aMtarmukha upayoga vaDe Atmikasukhane anubhave che; mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyAne potAnI mAnanAra ajJAnI bahirAtmA jIva caitanyanA paramasukhane anubhavI zakato nathI. jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA azarIrI che, tene sAdhavAvALA jIvane jyAM zubhanoya rasa nathI tyAM azubha pariNAmanI to vAta ja zI ? jene AtmAnA svarUpanI ruci thaI tene saMsArano ane dehano rAga TaLyA vagara rahe nahi; parabhAvanI jarAya prIti tene Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 2pa7 rahe nahi. ahIM to kahe che ke caitanyasvarUpamAM jenI; daSTi nispada thaI che.-sthira thaI che evA jJAnIne saspada evuM A jagata paNa nispada samAna bhAse che; jagatanI kriyAo sAtheno potAno saMbaMdha chUTI gayo tyAM tene potAnA anubhavathI bhinna dekhe che. mArI cetanAno eka aMza paNa paramAM dekhAto nathI, mAruM sarvasva mArAmAM ja che ema jJAnI potAnA AtmAne jagatathI asaMga anubhave che. bhAI, tAre tArA AtmAne anubhavavo hoya to tuM jagatane tArAthI atyaMta bhinna, acetana jevuM dekha. eTale ke tArI cetanAno ke tArA sukhano eka aMza paNa temAM nathI-ema jANa. jagatamAM to bIjA anaMtA jIvo che, siddhabhagavaMto che, ahaMnto che, munivaro che, dharmAtmAo che; anaMtA jIva ne ajIva padArtho che, te saunI kriyA temanAmAM thayA kare che, paNa A AtmA potAnA svAnubhava tarapha jyAM upayogane jhukAve che tyAM AkhuM jagata zUnyavata bhAse che; jagata to jagatamAM che ja paNa Ano upayoga te para taraphathI pAcho huTI gayo che tethI te upayogamAM potAnA AtmAnuM ja astitva che ne jagata temAM zUnya che. upayogane aMtarmukha karIne A rIte AtmAne parathI zUnya anubhave te ja AtmAnA parama sukhane bhogave che, bIjA jIvo AtmAnA sukhane bhogavI zakatA nathI. AtmAnA atIndriyasukhanA abhilASI jIve jagatanI kriyAthI pAra potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpane jANavuM joIe. (67). * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 258: AtmabhAvanA * dehabuddhithI bhavabhramaNa * dehAdithI bhinna AtmAne bahirAtmA jANato nathI,-tethI te saMsAramAM rakhaDa che e vAta kahe che - zarIrakaMcukenAtmA sNvRttjnyaanvigrhH| nAtmAnaM budhyate tasmAddhamatyaticira bhve||68|| AtmA to caitanyazarIrI atIndriya che. temAM aMtarmukha thaine tene je dhyeya nathI banAvato te AtmAne nathI jANato, paNa dehAdine ke rAgAdine ja AtmA mAne che. tenuM jJAnazarIra karmarUpI kAcaLIthI DhaMkAI gayuM che, arthAt AtmA tarapha na vaLatAM karma tarapha ja tenuM valaNa che ne tethI te saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyA che, jema kAMcaLI te sarpa nathI, tema A caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne karma taraphanA valaNathI je rAga-dveSa-moharUpa kAMcaLI che te tenuM vAstavika svarUpa nathI; te kAMcaLIne lIdhe ajJAnIne AtmAnuM vAstavikasvarUpa oLakhAtuM nathI, eTale rAgAdine ja AtmA mAnIne te pote potAnA caitanyasvarUpane AvaraNathI DhAMkIne cAragatimAM rakhaDe che. tene bhagavAne upadeza karyo che ke he jIva! tAruM caitanyatattva rAgAdithI rahita che, dehAdithI bhinna che, temAM tuM aMtarmukha thA. tArI bhUlathI bhavabhramaNa che, te bhUla TALa, ne cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI saMbhALa kara to tAruM bhramaNa TaLe ne mukti thAya. jema pANImAM namaka (mIThuM) mizra thatAM te khAruM lAge che, tyAM kharekhara pANIno kharo svabhAva nathI, khAruM to mIThuM che, tema AtmAmAM karma taraphanA valaNathI rAga-dveSa-moharUpa AkuLatAnuM vedana thAya che, te AkuLatA kharekhara AtmAnA caitanyasvabhAvano svAda nathI te to karma taraphanA valaNavALA vikArIbhAvano svAda che. huM to caitanyasvarUpa chuM-jJAna ne AnaMda ja Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 259 mAruM zarIra che-evI aMtasvarUpanI sAvadhAnI karatAM caitanyanA svAdano anubhava thAya che. paNa ajJAnI jIva bhrAMtine lIdhe tene jANato nathI ne karma tarapha valaNavALA rAgAdirUpa svAdane ja te AtmAno svAda mAne che. rAga te dharma nathI-ema kadAca dhAraNAthI kahe, paNa aMtaramAM te rAganA vedanathI jAdo paDato nathI, sUkSmapaNe rAganI mIThAzamAM ja aTakI gayo che, paNa rAgathI pAra thaIne jJAnabhAvano anubhava karato nathI. jyAM sudhI rAgathI pAra jJAnAnaMdasvarUpane na jANe tyAM sudhI te ajJAnI bahirAtmA saMsAramAM ja paribhramaNa kare che. (68) bahirAtmA yathArtha AtmasvarUpane nathI jANato, to te kone AtmA mAne che?-te have kahe che. jJAnI to jagatathI bhinna potAnA AtmasvarUpane evuM jANe che ke jagatanA padArtho to tene khAlI bhAse che, jANe te cetanA vagaranA hoya ema bhAse che, kemake potAnI cetanA temAM kayAMya nathI. paNa ajJAnIne AvA bhinna AtmAnuM bhAna nathI, te to brAntithI dehAdine ja AtmA mAne che. yathArtha AtmasvarUpane nahi jANanAro te bahirAtmA AtmAne kevo mAne che te have kahe che pravizadgalatAM vyUhe dehe'NunAM smaakRtau| sthiti bhrAntyA prapadyante tmaatmaanmbuddhyH|| 69 / / ajJAnI potAnI nityatA bhUlIne bhrAntithI A kSaNika saMyogI zarIrane nitya sthira mAnI rahyo che, ne te ja huM chuM ema potAne deharUpe mAnI rahyo che. zarIramAM kSaNekSaNe anaMta paramANuo jAya che ne Ave che; zULapaNe keTaloka kALa sudhI zarIra evuM ne evuM dekhAya tyAM ajJAnI tene sthira mAnI rahyo che ane deha sAthe ekakSetre rahetAM te deharUpe ja potAne anubhavI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 26) : AtmabhAvanA rahyo che. deha sAthe ekakSetre rahevuM te kAMI deha sAthe ekatva buddhinuM kAraNa nathI; jJAnIne ane kevaLIne paNa dehu sAthe ekakSetrAvaLA5NuM che, chatAM teo to bhedajJAnavaDa potAnA AtmAne dehathI atyaMta bhinna anubhave che. ajJAnIne potAnI bhinnatAnuM bhAna nathI tethI bhrAMtithI te dehane ja AtmA tarIke mAne che; dehanI kriyAone potAnI ja kriyA mAne che, tene samajAve che ke bhAI ! tuM to caitanyabiMba, arUpI vastu dehu to rUpI ane jaDa; tenI sAthe eka jagyAe rahyo tethI kAMI tuM te jaDarUpe thaI gayo nathI, tAruM svarUpa to enAthI juduM ja che. anaMtA dehu badalyA chatAM tuM ekane eka ja rahyo che. pUrvabhavanA jJAna vALA koI jIvo jovAmAM Ave che, te dehathI AtmAnI bhinnatAne prasiddha kare che. pUrvanA deha vagere ekadama palaTI gayA, te dehu atyAre nathI, chatAM te dehamAM rahenAro huM atyAre A rahyo; Ama dehathI bhinna astitvanuM bhAna thaI zake che; jo deha te ja AtmA hoya to pUrvanA dehano nAza thatAM bhego AtmAnoya nAza thaI gayo hota! paNa AtmA to A rahyo-ema dehathI bhinnapaNuM pratyakSa anubhavagocara thAya che. ' are, kayAM caitanyasvarUpa AnaMdathI bharelo AtmA, ne kayAM A jaDa-pudgalanuM DhIMgaluM? emAM ekatvabuddhi bhAI, tane nathI zobhatI. jema maDadA sAthe jIvatAnI sagAI na hoya tema mRtaka evA A zarIra sAthe jIvaMta caitanyamUrti jIvanI sagAI na hoya, ekatA na hoya; baMnene atyaMta bhinnatA che, A deha to dhULa, indriyagamya, nAzavAna vastu che; tuM to ati sUkSma, atIndriyasvarUpa, indriyothI agamya avinAzI cho. tuM AnaMdanuM ne jJAnanuM dhAma cho. AvI tArI aMtaraMga vastumAM najara to kara. lAkaDuM ane A zarIra, e baMne eka jAtinAM che, jema lAkaDuM tuM nathI, tema zarIra paNa tuM nathI. lAkaDuM ne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : 261 AtmA jema judAM che tema deha ne AtmA paNa atyaMta judA che. AvI bhinnatAnA bhAna vaga2 jIvane samAdhi, samAdhAna ke zAMti thAya nahi. samAdhinuM mULa bhedajJAna che. sva 52nuM bhedajJAna karIne svamAM sthira thatAM samAdhi thAya che, te samAdhimAM AnaMda che, zAMti che, vItarAgatA che. mATe he jIva! tuM dehathI bhinna AtmAne jANIne tene ja bhAva. (69 ) * * dehathI bhinna jJAnabhAvanAno upadeza dehathI bhinna AtmAne tuM tArA cittamAM sadA dhAraNa kara; dehanA vizeSaNone AtmAmAM na joDa.-ema have kahe che gauraH sthUlaH kRzo vA'ham itya genaavishessyn| AtmAnaM dhArayennityaM kevalajJaptivigraham / / 70 / / bhAI, AtmA to kevaLajJAnazarIrI che; kevaLajJAna ja enuM zarIra che; A jaDa zarIra te kAMI AtmAnuM nathI. mATe huM goro, huM kALo, ke huM jADo, huM pAtaLo, athavA huM manuSya, huM deva-ema zarIranAM vizeSaNone AtmAnAM na mAna. dhoLo-kALo raMga, ke jADuMpAtaLuM e vizeSaNa to jaDa-zarIranAM che; te vizeSaNavaDe jaDa lakSita thAya che, te vizeSaNavaDe kAMI AtmA lakSita thato nathI; mATe dharmI jIva te vizeSaNothI potAnA AtmAne vizeSita nathI karato, tenAthI judo ja, sadAya kevaLajJAna jenuM zarIra che evA potAnA AtmAne sadAya dhAraNa kare che, cintave che. zarIrabhede AtmAnA jJAnasvarUpane te bhedato nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates * ra6ra : AtmabhAvanA ahIM, asaMkhyapradezI avayavavALuM kevaLajJAna ja jeno deha che, mAtra jJAna ja jenuM svarUpa che-evA AtmAmAM kALA-dhoLo raMga kavo? ke jADuM-pAtaLuM zarIra kevuM? zarIrane ekakSaNa paNa tuM tArAmAM na ciMtava; jJAnAnaMde bharapUra bhagavAna tuM cho, evA svarUpe tuM tane sadA dhAra, eTale ke zraddhAmAM-jJAnamAM-anubhavamAM le. * je jJAna che te huM chuM. je AnaMda che te huM chuM. * paNa je zarIra che te huM ema nathI. kevaLa jJatisvarUpa huM chuM-evA anubhavamAM vikAra paNa kayAM Avyo? kevaLa jJati eTale ekaluM vItarAgI jJAna-evA zuddha AtmasvarUpamAM jyAM vikAranoya avakAza nathI tyAM zarIra kevuM? AvA azarIrI AtmAnuM ciMtana atIndriya jJAnavaDa thAya che. jJAnanA upayogane aMtaramAM vALIne dha potAne Avo (kavaLajJAnasvarUpa) anubhave che. "sarva jIva che siddha sama" ane "siddhasamAna sadA pada mero" evI pratItamAM deha sAthe ekatvabuddhi rahI zake nahIM, eTale dehasaMbaMdhI viSayomAM sukhabuddhi paNa rahe ja nahi. AvA bhedajJAnavaDe AtmAne oLakhavo te sAdi-anaMta samAdhisukharUpa mokSanuM kAraNa che, e vAta havenI gAthAmAM kaheze. (70). * * * * * * mokSano ekAMta niyama : cittanI cetanamAM acalatA bhedavijJAnavaDa AtmAne samasta paradravyothI bhinna jANIne temAM je ekAgratA kare che tene niyamathI mukti thAya che, ane temAM je ekAgratA nathI karato tene mukti thatI ja nathI-ema have kahe che Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA : ra63 muktirekAntikI tasya cite yasyAcalA dhRtiH| tasya naikAntikI muktiryasya nAstyacalA dhRptiH|| 71 / / caitanyasvarUpamAM je acalapaNe ekAgratA kare che tene ja niyamathI-ekAMta mukti thAya che, ne e sivAya vyavahAramAM je ekAgratA kare che tene mukti thatI ja nathI, Avo anekAnta che. A rIte zuddhopayogathI ja mukti thAya che, zubharAgathI koIne kadI mukti thatI nathI-e abAdhita niyama che. juo, A muktino niyama! samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritravaDe jarUra mukti thAya che. e sivAya paMca mahAvratAdino zubha rAga te kAMI muktinuM kAraNa nathI. jyAM zuddha ratnatrayarUpa mokSamArga hoya tyAM digaMbarapaNuM vagere paNa jarUra hoya che, ne tyAM jarUra mukti thAya che. paNa jyAM zuddha ratnatraya nathI tyAM mukti thatI ja nathI. A rIte caitanyasvarUpamAM ekAgratArUpa samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra te niyamathI ekAMtapaNe mokSanuM kAraNa che. pahelAM to zarIrAdithI bhinna caiitanyasvarUpanuM jJAna karyuM hoyateno daDha nirNaya karyo hoya tene ja temAM ekAgratA thaI zake. caitanyarAjAne jANIne tenI sevA (zraddhA-jJAna-ekAgratA) karavAthI jarUra mokSasukhanI prApti thAya che. ahIM to "ekAMtikI mukti" kahIne mokSano niyama batAvyo ke caitanyasvarUpanI acala dhAraNA jenA cittamAM che te ja jIva ekAMta mukti pAme che; paraMtu vyavahAramAM rAgamAM ekAgratAvALo jIva paNa mukti pAme che"--ema anekAMta nathI. jenuM citta saMdehavALuM che, kadAca rAgAdithI paNa mukti thazeema je mAne che, ne rAgathI pAra caitanyatattvane acalapaNe zraddhAjJAnamAM dhAryuM nathI te mukti pAmato nathI ja. niyamasAra (kaLaza 194) mAM padmaprabhamunirAja kahe che ke yogaparAyaNa hovA chatAM paNa je jIvane kadAcit bhedavikalpo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 264 : AtmabhAvanA utpanna thAya che tenI arhantadevanA matamAM mukti thaze ke nahi te koNa jANe ?-eTale ke yogaparAyaNa evA munione paNa jyAMsudhI vikalpa che tyAMsudhI mukti nathI; nirvikalpa thaIne svarUpamAM Tharaze tyAre ja mukti thaze. jAo, A arhantadeve kahelo mokSamArga! vikalpane arhantadeve mokSanuM sAdhana nathI kahyuM. aho ? muktinuM dhAma to A caitanyatattva che, temAM ekAgra thaye ja mArI mukti thavAnI che-Ama nirNaya kare to alpakALamAM mukti thAya. paNa jyAM nirNaya ja UMdho hoya-rAgane dharmanuM sAdhana mAnato hoya-te rAgamAM ekAgratAthI khase zeno? ne svabhAvamAM ekAgratA kare kayAMthI ? rAgamAM ekAgratAthI to rAganI ne saMsAranI utpatti thAya, paNa mukti na thAya. mukti caitanyamAM ekAgratAthI ja thAya che. ahIM to samyagdarzana uparAMta caitanyamAM lInatAnI vAta che. samyagdarzana pachI paNa jyAMsudhI rAga-dveSathI citta asthira-DAmADoLa rahe che tyAMsudhI mukti thatI nathI; rAgadveSa rahita thaIne aMtarasvarUpamAM lIna thaIne sthira rahe tyAre ja mukti thAya che. bhUmikAanusAra bhakti vagereno bhAva dharmIne Ave che, paNa te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. caitanyasvarUpamAM lInatA ja muktinuM kAraNa che ( 71 ) lokasaMsargathI citta caMcaLa thAya che, mATe lokasaMga choDIne AtmAnA ekatvamAM Ava! * lokasaMsargavaDe cittanI caMcaLatA rahyA kare che ne caitanyamAM sthiratA thatI nathI, mATe lokasaMsarga choDIne ja aMtaramAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH ra65 AtmasvarUpanA saMvedanamAM ekAgratA thAya che. je lokasaMsarga choDato nathI tene caitanyasvarUpamAM ekAgratA thatI nathI. mATe yogIjanosAdhaka saMto caitanyamAM ekAgratA-arthe lokasaMsarga choDa che; e vAta 72 mI gAthAmAM kahe che janebhyo vAk tataHspando mnsshcittvibhrmaaH| bhavanti tasmAtsaMsargaM janairyogI ttstyjet||72|| lokonA saMsarga vaDe vacananI pravRtti thAya che, vacanapravRttithI mana vyagra thAya che,-citta calAyamAna-asthira thAya che, ane cittanI caMcaLatA thatAM aneka prakAranA vikalpo vaDe mana kSubdha thAya che; mATe caitanyasvarUpamAM saMlagna evA yogIoe laukika janono saMsarga choDavo joIe. laukika janonA saMsarga vaDe cittanI nizcalatA thaI zakatI nathI. ahIM mukhyapaNe munine uddezIne kathana che paNa badhAe potAnI bhUmikA pramANe samajavuM. ekAntamAM besIne AtmAnA vicAra karavA paNa je navaro na thAya ne covIse kalAka bahAranI pravRttimAM racyopacyo rahe-to te AtmAno anubhava kaI rIte karaze? samyagdarzana pragaTa karavA mATe paNa be ghaDI jagatathI jAdo paDI, aMtaramAM ekalA cidAnaMda tattvane lakSagata karI svAnubhavano prayatna kare, tyAre samyagdarzana thAya che. lokano saMga ne moTAI jene rucatAM hoya, asaMga caitanyane sAdhavAmAM tenAM pariNAma kaI rIte vaLaze? bhAI, lokasaMjJAe AtmA pamAya tema nathI. ane samyagdarzana pachI munine paNa jeTalo lokasaMsarga thAya teTalI mananI vyagratA thAya che ne kevaLajJAnane roke che. svabhAva tarapha vaLavA mATe ne temAM lIna thavA mATe kahe che ke he jIva! lokonA paricayathI mananI vyagratA thaze. mATe lokasaMga choDIne tArA svarUpamAM ja tuM tatpara thA. tAro caitanyaloka to tArAmAM che, tenuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 266: AtmabhAvanA avalokana kara. aho, UMDI UMDI A caitanyanidhi, tene prApta karIne dharmAtmA ekalo ekalo aMtaramAM guptapaNe tene bhogave che. dharmAtmAnA aMtaranA anubhava bahArathI dekhAya nahi. are, jagatanA lokone dekhADavAnuM zuM kAma che? dharmAtmAno aMdarano alaukika anubhava aMdaramAM ja samAya che. niyamasAramAM kahe che ke-jema koI mANasa nidhine pAmIne potAnA vatanamAM rahI tenAM phaLane bhogave che tema jJAnI 52janonA samUhane choDIne jJAnanidhine bhogave che. lokomAM koIne nidhAna maLe to atyaMta guptapaNe rahIne tene bhogave che jethI koI laI na jAya. tema guruprasAdathI potAnA sahaja jJAnanidhAnane pAmIne jJAnI, svarUpanA ajANa evA 52janonA samUhane dhyAnamAM vighnanuM kAraNa samajIne choDe che. e rIte jJAnanI rakSA kare che ne svagharamAM guptapaNe rahIne ghyAnaguphAmAM beThobeTho pote ekalo potAnA AnaMdanidhAnane bhogave che. samayasAranI 49mI gAthAnI TIkAmAM zrI jayasenAcArya kahe che ke 'anaMta jJAna-darzana-sukha-vIryasvarUpa je zuddhAtmA.....te durlabha che, te apUrva che ne te upAdeya che ema samajIne, zuddhAtmAnI nirvikalpa samAdhimAM utpanna thatA sukhAmRtarasanI anubhUti svarUpa.......UMDI giriguphAmAM besIne tenuM dhyAna karavuM.' [ anaMta jJAnadarzanasukhavIryaSTava yaH sa eva zuddhAtmA.....durlabhaH sa evApUrvaH sacaivopAdeya iti matvA, nirvikalpa..... zuddhAtmasamAdhi- saMjAta sukhAmRtarasAnubhUtilakSaNe giriguhAgahare sthitvA sarvatAtparyeNa dhyAtavya:|] bahArathI jaMgalamAM jaIne bese ne aMdara caitanyanI anubhUti zuM te oLakhe paNa nahi to bahAranI giriguphAmAMthI kAMI zAMti malI jAya tema nathI. mATe kahe che ke bhAI, tArA aMtaramAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: ra67 zuddhAtmAnI anubhUtisvarUpa je UMDI UMDI giriguphA-temAM jaIne zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna kara. caitanyanI giriguphA ja zaraNarUpa che. laukikamAM paNa siMha vagerenA bhayathI bacavA guphAnuM zaraNa lya che. jAo, satI aMjanA upara kalaMka AvyuM ne jaMgalamAM gaI tyAre cAlatAM cAlatAM thAkI jAya che, tyAre tenI vasaMta sakhI tene kahe che ke he devI! bahAramAM hiMsakapazuono bhaya che mATe najIkamAM guphA che-tenuM zaraNa le. Ama vicArI jyAM najIka' nI eka guphAmAM praveza kare che tyAM to dhyAnamAM beThelA eka muni dIThA. munine dekhatAM ja aMjanAnA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. aho ! AvA jaMgalamAM mahAmuninAM darzana thayA....jANe pitA maLyA.....ne jagatanAM duHkha bhulAI gayAM. tema saMsAranAM duHkhathI thAkelAM jIvane bAhyavRttimAM to rAga-dveSa ne kaSAyonI AkuLatA che, bhaya che; jJAnI kahe che ke he bhavya ! tuM aMtarmukha thA. ne tArI caitanyaguphAmAM zaraNa le; e caitanyaguphA dUra nathI paNa najIka ja che. pachI jyAM dhyAna vaDe aMtaranI caitanyaguphAmAM praveza karyo tyAM to mahA AnaMdarUpa caitanyabhagavAnanAM darzana thayA. anAdi saMsAranAM duHkha dUra thaIne parama zAMtirUpa caitanya anubhUti thaI. * * * A dehathI judo huM koNa chuM? anAdikALathI A bhavaparibhramaNa kema thaI rahyuM che? AtmAne zAMti kema nathI maLatI?ema jene jijJAsA jAgI hoya evA jIvane AcAryadeva zAMtino upAya batAve che. AtmA zarIrathI jAdo hovA chatAM, zarIrane ja potAnuM mAne che te bhrAMti che, ne te bhrAMtine lIdhe ja anAdikALathI azaraNapaNe bhava-aTavImAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. lakSmInA DhagalA ke strI-Adi kuTuMbIjana te koI jIvane kSaNamAtra paNa zaraNabhUta nathI, paNa mUDha jIva tene zaraNarUpa mAne che Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 268 : AtmabhAvanA ne temAM sukha mAne che. jIo, maraNanAM chellA TANAM Ave, aMdara mUMjhavaNathI du:khI thato hoya, bahAra lakSmInA DhagalA paDayA hoya ne strI-putra vagere TagaTaga jotAM UbhAM hoya, tyAM ema prArthanA kare ke huM lakSmInA DhagalAo! ke strIo! putro! tame mane zaraNa Apo.-to zuM te koI jIvane zaraNuM Apaze ? zuM te duHkha maTADI deze ?-nahi; kemake A zarIra paNa jIvane zaraNarUpa nathI to pachI taddana judA evA bIjA saMyogomAM zaraNa kevuM? bhAI! tane zaraNarUpa to tAro AtmA che. azarIrI-arUpI caitanyamUrti AtmA ja tAruM sva che, te ja tArI kharI lakSmI che, enA sivAya jagatamAM koI bIjuM tane zaraNarUpa nathI. ajJAnI bhramathI maMdakaSAyamAM zAMti mAnI lye che, paNa temAM kAMI sAcI zAMti ke AnaMda nathI. huM jeTalo mArA svarUpamAM aMtarmukha rahuM teTalI mane zAMti che, ne bahAramAM valaNa jAya teTalI AkuLatA che. Avo nirNaya to jJAnIe karyo che, ane te uparAMta bAhya saMsarga choDIne caitanyasvarUpamAM vizeSapaNe ekAgra thavAnI bhAvanA bhAve che. lokasaMsargathI mana caMcaLa thAya che mATe caitanyamAM sthira thavA mATe laukika saMsargano parityAga karavo-ema upadeza che. caitanyasvarUpa tarapha jhUkatAM bAhya saMsarga pratye valaNa ja jatuM nathI; mATe kahe che ke he yogI! AtmAnA AnaMdamAM ekAgra thavA mATe tuM bAhya saMsargane choDa ne caitanyasvabhAvamAM ja nivAsa kara. asaMgI thaIne, vikalpanoya jemAM saMsarga nathI evA aMtaranA tattvane je sAdhavA mAMge che tene bahArano saMga game ja nahi. laukika prasaMgonA ja paricayamAM rahyA kare to asaMgasvabhAva tarapha pariNAma kyAMthI vaLaze ? kAMI pa2vastu AnA pariNAmane bagADatI nathI paNa para taraphanA saMgano prema te aMtaranI ekAgratAne roke che. mATe evo upadeza che ke mumukSue laukikajanonA paricayanA prasaMgamAM bahu na AvavuM. zrImaddAjacaMdra paNa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: ra69 kahe che ke lokasaMjJAvaDe lokAgra javAtuM nathI; eTale ke lokaparicayanAM pariNAma rahyA kare ne AtmAno mokSa paNa sadhAya ema banatuM nathI. bhale nimitta pariNAmane bagADatuM nathI, paNa tAruM valaNa zuddhaAtmAmAMthI khasIne nimittanA saMga tarapha kema gayuM? upadezamAM to nimittathI kathana Ave ke tuM parasaMga choDa; jyAM zorabakora cAlato hoya, viSayakaSAyonI vAto thatI hoya evA prasaMgano saMga tuM choDa eTale AnaMdamaya caitanyamAM tAruM citta joDa; bahAranA saMgamAMthI lakSa huThAvIne ekAntamAM aMdara UtarIne AtmAnuM dhyAna kara. mumukSue ekAntamAM rahIne AtmA sAdhavo. AtmAnI sAdhanA aMdara samAya che; e kAMI bIjAne dekhADavA mATe nathI. bAhyadaSTi loko tene dekhI zakatA nathI. aMdaranA sUkSma saMkalpa-vikalpo paNa svarUpanI sthiratAnA bAdhaka che, to pachI bahAranA saMgano prema te to bAdhaka che ja. ethI karIne bahAranA lakSavALAne mithyAtva che-ema nathI, paNa bahAranuM lakSa aMtaramAM sthiratA thavA detuM nathI eTale aMtima dhyeyarUpa je mokSa tene te roke che. mATe huM bhavya ! AtmAne sAdhavA tuM bahAranuM lakSa choDIne asaMgapaNe aMtaranI caitanya-guphAmAM jAne tenuM dhyAna kara. (72) * * * * * * lokasaMsargathI bhinna evo nijAtmA ja jJAnInuM nivAsadhAma che bAhya saMsargathI citta kSubdha thAya che, mATe bAhya laukikajanono saMsarga choDavA jevo che-ema kahyuM. tyAM koI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 27): AtmabhAvanA bahirAtmA ema samaje ke "A badhuM choDIne jaMgalamAM ekalA jaIne rahevuM, ekAMta jaMgalamAM javAthI AtmAmAM ekAgratA thaze; gAmamAM mane dharma nahi thAya ne jaMgalamAM thaze;" A pramANe bahAranA saMyoga-viyoga upara jenI daSTi che te anAtmadarzI che, te AtmAne nathI dekhato paNa saMyogane ja dekhe che; ne AtmAne dekhanAra jJAnI to parathI bhinna nijAtmAmAM nizcalapaNe rahe che-e vAta havenA zlokamAM kahe che grAmo'raNyamiti dvedhA nivaaso'naatmdrshinaam| dRSTAtmanAM nivAsastu viviktAtmaiva nishclH|| 73 / / je anAtmadarzI che, AtmAnuM darzana ane anubhavana jene thayuM nathI te ja "A gAma ane A jaMgala" ema be prakAranA nivAsasthAnanI kalpanA kare che, eTale te bahAramAM potAno nivAsa mAne che; paNa jeNe AtmasvarUpano anubhava karyo che evA AtmadarzI aMtarAtmA to parathI bhinna rAgAdirahita zuddha caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne ja potAnuM nizcala nivAsasthAna mAne che, ne bAhya saMsarga choDIne te aMtasvarUpamAM vAsa kare che, temAM ekAgra thaIne rahe che. ajJAnInI bAhyadaSTi che eTale jyAM lokasaMsarga choDavAnuM kathana Ave tyAM tenI daSTi jaMgala upara jAya che; kema jANe jaMgalamAM enI zAMti hoya! bhAI, jaMgalamAM paNa tArI zAMti nathI, zAMti to AtmAmAM che, mATe AtmAmAM UMDo Utara to tane zAMti thAya. bahAranI jaMgalanI guphAmAM to siMhuM-vAgha ne sarpo paNa rahe che, mATe tuM aMtaranA caitanyanI giriguphAmAM jaIne dhyAna kara-to tane AnaMdano anubhava thAya. aho ! munivaro caitanya guphAmAM UMDA UtarIne dhyAna karatA hoya tyAre evA AnaMdamAM lIna hoya che ke jANe siddhabhagavAna! AvA aMtaranA svarUpane bhUlIne ajJAnInI daSTi bAhya jaMgalamAM jAya che. lokasaMsarga choDavAnI vAta Ave tyAM jJAnInuM valaNa aMtara Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 271 svarUpamAM jAya che....ke huM to jagatathI judo ja chuM ne jagata mArAthI juduM ja che; mArA svarUpamAM jagatano praveza nahi, ne jagatamAM mAro vAsa nahi; mAruM cidAnaMdasvarUpa te ja mAruM nivAsasthAna che, e sivAya bahAranuM jaMgala ke mahela te kAMI mAruM nivAsasthAna nathI. ajJAnIe jaMgalamAM zAMti mAnIne, jaMgala pratye prema karyo, paNa AtmA tarapha valaNa na karyuM,-tethI jaMgalamAM paNa tene zAMti nahi maLe. aho ! Avo mAnavaavatAra maLyo.....temAM jene laukika sajjanatA maMdakaSAya vagere paNa na hoya evA jIvo to manuSyaavatAra eLe gumAvI deze...ane, ekalA laukika maMdakaSAyamAM ja dharma mAnIne rokAI jaze ne caitanyatattva zuM che te samajavAnI darakAra nahi kare to teno avatAra paNa niSphaLa cAlyo jaze, tene AtmAnI zAMti nahi thAya. mATe AcAryabhagavAna kahe che ke are jIvo ! Avo durlabha mAnavaavatAra pAmIne AtmAnuM hita zuM che teno upAya karo. A deha ane lakSmInA saMyogo to AtmAthI judA ja che, te badhA ahIM paDayA raheze ne AtmA bIje cAlyo jaze. mATe te zarIrAdithI bhinna caitanyatattva zuM che tene lakSamAM lyo......ne temAM nivAsa karo. A zarIra to kSaNabhaMgura che, te AtmAnuM nivAsasthAna nathI. jJAnaAnaMdarUpa svabhAva ja AtmAnuM nivAsasthAna che. are, rAga paNa AtmAnuM kharuM nivAsasthAna nathI, anaMtaguNarUpa vastu te ja AtmAnuM kharuM nivAsadhAma che. je jIva AtmAnA anubhavathI zUnya che, svamAM je sthita nathI, te ja bahAranAM gAma ane jaMgalamAM potAnuM sthAna mAne che. " lokasaMsargathI rAgadveSa thAya che mATe ekAMta jaMgalamAM rahuM to zAMti thAya '-evI mAnyatAvALo paNa bahirAtmA che. jema loko bAhya che tema jaMgala paNa bAhya che. lokasaMsargano prema choDIne jaMgalano prema karyo to te paNa bAhyadaSTi ja che. jJAnI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra7ra: AtmabhAvanA to lokasaMsarga choDIne aMtaranA caitanyatattvamAM nivAsa kare che. munio AnaMdamAM jhulatA ne AtmAmAM vasatA,-bAhya jaMgalamAM rahe che, paNa bAhya jaMgalathI mane zAMti che-evI buddhi nathI; jaMgala paNa para che, amAro vAsa to amArA zuddhasvarUpamAM ja che, aMtasvarUpamAM ekAgra thayA tyAM jANe siddhabhagavAnanI sAthe beThA ! samasta padArthothI vibhakta evo je potAno AtmA temAM ja munio vase che. jaMgalamAMthI AhIrAdi mATe gAmamAM Ave, ne lokonAM ToLAM najare paDe tyAM munine kAMI saMdeha nathI thaI jato ke huM svarUpamAMthI khasIne lokasaMsargamAM AvI gayo. cArekora bhaktonA ToLAM hoya chatAM muni jANe che ke mAro AtmA lokasaMsargathI para che, mArA caitanyasvarUpamAM ja mAro nivAsa che. bahAramAM bhaktonAM ToLAM vacce beThA che mATe tene bAhyadaSTi cheema nathI; tema ja bahAramAM lokono saMga choDIne jaMgalamAM jaIne guphAmAM rahe tethI tene bAhyadaSTi chUTI gaI che-ema paNa nathI. jJAnI jANe che ke mAro AtmA sarvalokathI judo ja che, jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa mAro AtmA ja mAruM nivAsadhAma che,-AvI aMtaradRSTipUrvaka jJAnI temAM ja ekAgra thAya che; ne caitanyanA AnaMdamAM ekAgra thatAM bAhya saMsarga pratye rAga-dveSa thatA nathI, tethI temaNe bAhya saMsarga choDyA-ema kahevAmAM Ave che. (73). * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 273 he jIva ! tAre dehAtIta thavuM hoya todehathI bhinna AtmAne bhAva. * AtmAne nahi dekhanAra bahirAtmadarzI bahirAtmA zuM phaLa pAme che? ne aMtaramAM AtmAne dekhanAra aMtarAtmA zuM phaLa pAme che? te batAve che dehAntaragaterbIjaM dehesminnAtmabhAvanA / bIjaM videhnissptteraatmnyevaatmbhaavnaa||74|| A zarIra te huM chuM-evI dehamAM ja AtmabhAvanA te navA navA zarIra dhAraNa karavAnuM bIja che, ane dehathI bhinna caitanyasvarUpa AtmAmAM ja AtmabhAvanA te deharahita evA videhI siddhapadanuM kAraNa che. ekakora dehabhAvanA, ne bIjIkora AtmabhAvanA,-ema be ja bhAga lIdhA che. rAgAdi bhAvothI je AtmAne lAbha mAne che tene paNa kharekhara dehamAMja AtmabhAvanA che; rAgathI jeNe lAbha mAnyo tene te rAganA phaLamAM je je saMyoga maLaze temAM paNa te Atmabuddhi karaze, ne tethI navA navA dehane dhAraNa karIne saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. paNa are! huM to rAgathI pA2, ne dehathI pAra caitanyatattva chuM-evI AtmabhAvanA karavI te mokSanuM kAraNa che. AvI AtmabhAvanAvALo jIva pote zarIrAdi jaDaprANone anusarato nathI, tethI te prANo paNa tene anusaratA nathI, eTale te jIvane prANadhAraNa (bhavabhramaNa ) thatuM nathI. je jIva zarIrAdi jaDaprANonuM mamatva kare che tene ja te prANa vaLage che eTale ke bhavabhramaNa thAya che. juo, atyAre to rAjA vagaranA rAja jevuM thaI gayuM che; Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 274: AtmabhAvanA jainadharmanA nAme loko jene jema phAve tema manAvI rahyA che. are ! atyAre tIrthakara-kevaLI-AcArya-upAdhyAya ne sAdhu e pAMcano viraha paDyo, ne aneka jIvo svaccheda poSanArA virAdhaka pAyA... zAstranA paNa UMdhA artho karIne potAnI UMdhIdaSTi poSe che, ane rAgathI ne dehAdinI kriyAthI dharma thAya ema mAne che. AcAryadeva kahe che ke evA jIvo dehane ja AtmA mAnanArA che, ne tenA phaLamAM pharI pharIne deha dhAraNa karIne teo bhavabhramaNa karaze. ane caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne temAM ja je AtmabhAvanA kare che te videha padane pAme che eTale ke azarIrI siddhadazAne pAme che. zuddhacaitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI zraddhA-jJAnalInatA te AtmabhAvanA che, ne evI AtmabhAvanA ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. A sivAya vyavahAra ratnatrayanA rAgathI lAbha mAnIne tenI je bhAvanA kare che tene dehanI ja bhAvanA che. Ama sIdhI rIte to dehadhAraNa karavAnI bhAvanA bhale na hoya, paNa dehamAM Atmabuddhi varte che te ja dehane dhAraNa karavAnuM kAraNa che. dehanA lakSe thatA rAgAdinI jene bhAvanA che te paNa dehane ja AtmA mAne che. vyavahAra ratnatrayanA rAganI jene bhAvanA che tene rAgathI judA caitanyatattvanI bhAvanA nathI, paNa rAganI ane rAganA phaLanI ja tene bhAvanA che, ne te bhAvanA ja bhavanuM kAraNa che. caitanyasvarUpa rAgarahita nirvikalpa che tenI bhAvanA ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. juo, A kALe AtmAno nirvikalpa anubhava karanArA jIvo bahu ja virala thoDA che, chatAM satsamAgame AtmAnA svabhAvanuM bahumAna karIne tenI hA pADanArA jIvo to aneka hoya che; ane jeNe AtmasvabhAvanuM bahumAna karIne tenI hA pADI te jIvo paNa anukrame AgaLa vadhIne samyagdarzanAdi pAmaze. paNa jeNe pahelethI mArga ja UMdho lIdho che, satya sAMbhaLatA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com ja che. Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 275 paNa teno virodha kare che, rAgathI ne zarIranI kriyAthI dharma thAya ema UMdhI mAnyatAne poSe che evA jIvo to tattvano virodha karIne bhavabhramaNamAM ja rakhaDe che. jevuM AtmAnuM svarUpa che tevuM jANIne tenI bhAvanA (- zraddhA-jJAna-ekAgratA ) te mokSanuM kAraNa che " bhAvanA bhavanAzinI" -kaI bhAvanA? ke deha huM nahi, mana-vANI huM nahi, rAgAdithI paNa pAra huM to jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA chuM-AvI AtmabhAvanA te bhavano nAza karanArI che. "AtamabhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re....." jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA jevo che tevo jANyA vagara tenI sAcI bhAvanA hoya nahi. je dehanI kriyAone potAnI mAne-rAgane ja AtmAnuM svarUpa mAne te to dehane ane rAgane ja AtmA mAnIne te dehAdinI ja bhAvanA kare che; "deha te ja huM" evA abhiprAyane lIdhe te pharI pharIne dehane ja dhAraNa kare che. jJAnI potAnA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna dekhe che, ne te nija AtmasvarUpanI ja bhAvanA bhAve che, te AtmabhAvanA vaDe mukti pAme che. A rIte bhAvanAanusAra bhava-mokSa thAya che. jagatanA bIjA jIvo potAnI bhAvanA svIkAre ke na svIkAre paNa potAnI bhAvanAnuM phaLa potAne Ave che. zarIranI kriyA sAthe teno saMbaMdha nathI. juo, rAmacaMdrajI vanavAsa vakhate jyAre guptisugupti munivarone AhAradAna kare che tyAre tyAM jhADa upara beThelA jaTAyu pakSIne paNa bhAvanA jAge che, muni pratye bhakti jAge che, jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che, ne munivaronA caraNodakamAM paDe che tyAM tenuM zarIra paNa suMdara sonA jevuM thaI jAya che....pachI to te vratadhArI zrAvaka thAya che... ne svargamAM jAya che. ahIM to ema batAvavuM che ke kAMI te pakSInA zarIrathI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 276: AtmabhAvanA AhAradAnanI kriyA nahotI thaI, paNa tene tenA anumodananI bhAvanA karI, to te bhAvanAnuM phaLa AvyuM. te to zubhabhAvanI vAta che. e pramANe jene cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAmAM ja AtmabhAvanA che te mukti pAme che, ne jene rAganI tathA dehAdinI bhAvanA che, temAM ja Atmabuddhi che te jIva dehane dhAraNa karIne janma-maraNa kare che. A rIte je jIva zuddhAtmAne jANIne tenI bhAvanA bhAve che te zuddhAtmadazAne pAme che, ane je azuddhaAtmAne (rAgAdine tathA dehAdine) bhAve che te azuddha AtmAne ja pAme che eTale ke mithyASTipaNe bhavabhramaNamAM rakhaDe che. A rIte potAnI bhAvanA-anusAra bhava ke mokSa thAya che. paNa bhAvanA zraddhA-anusAra hoya che. zuddhajJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmA huM chuM-evI jene zuddhAtmAnI zraddhA che te jIva tenI ja bhAvanAthI mukti pAme che; ane "deha te ja huM-rAgAdi te huM' evI jenI mithyAzraddhA che te jIva te rAgAdinI ja bhAvanAthI bhavamAM rakhaDe che. jene zuddhaAtmAnI bhAvanA nathI tene dehanI ja bhAvanA che, dehane dhAraNa karavAnAM kAraNone ja te sevI rahyo che, tethI te dehane ja dhAraNa kare che. jJAnI to zuddha AtmAne ja potAno jANIne, zuddhAtmAnuM ja sevana karIne mukti pAme che. A rIte jIvanI bhAvanA ja bhava-mokSanuM kAraNa che, e sivAya karma ke guru te koI kharekhara bhava-mokSanAM kAraNa nathI, Ama jANIne dehAdithI bhinna potAnA zuddhasvarUpanI bhAvanA mumukSue karavI. evI AtmabhAvanA vaDe videhIdazA thAya che. (74) * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 277 saMsAra-mokSano kartA AtmA pote ja che ahIM ziSya pUche che ke prabho! dehamAM AtmabuddhithI jIva bhavabhramaNa kare che, ane zuddhAtmAmAM ja AtmabhAvanAthI jIva mokSa pAme che-ema Ape samajAvyuM paraMtu AtmAne mokSa pAmavA mATe koI bIjA guru to joIe ne? tenA uttaramAM zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI kahe che ke nayatyAtmAnamAtmaiva janmanirvANameva c| gururAtmAtmanastasmAt nAnyosti prmaarthtH||75|| AtmA pote ja potAne potAnA ajJAnavaDa janmamAM bhamAve che, ne potAnA bhedajJAnavaDe mokSa pamADe che. A rIte potAnA bhAvavaDe pote ja potAnA saMsAra ke mokSane kare che, tethI paramArthe AtmA pote ja potAno guru che, bIjA koI paramArtha guru nathI. vyavahAramAM guru-ziSyano saMbaMdha che. je hitopadeza ApIne AtmAnuM kalyANa kare te guru kahevAya; paNa gurue je hitopadeza Apyo te jhIlyo koNe? ne te pramANe AcaraNa karyuM koNe? AtmA pote jyAre te upadeza jhIlIne, ane te pramANe AcaraNa karIne potAnuM kalyANa pragaTa kare, tyAre tenuM hita thAya; A rIte AtmA pote ja potAnA hitano kartA hovAthI pote ja paramArthe potAno guru che. zrIgurue to hitopadeza Apyo, paNa te pramANe jIvo pote samaje nahi to?-to tenuM hita thAya nahi. pote samaje to ja hita thAya, ne to ja zrIguruno upakAra kahevAya. (samajyA vaNa upakAra zo?) zrI guru to evo hitopadeza Ape che ke "are jIva! tuM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 278: AtmabhAvanA dehathI pAra ne rAgathI pAra caitanyatattva cho; caitanyavINA vagADIne tArA AtmAne tuM jagADa; aMtarmukha zraddhA vaDe tArA caitanyanI vINAmAMthI AnaMdano jhaNakAra kara.' zrIguruno Avo hitopadeza sAMbhaLavA chatAM jIva pote jAgRta thaIne jyAMsudhI AtmAne anubhavato nathI tyAMsudhI teno uddhAra thato nathI. hA, pAtra jIvane dezanAlabdhimAM jJAnI gurunuM nimitta jarUra hoya che, paNa je jIva potAnI pariNati badalAve nahi tene zrI guru zuM kare? zrIguru to dharmAstikAyavatu" nimitta che; paNa bhavamAM ke mokSamAM jIva pote ja potAne dorI jAya che. zrIgurue upadezamAM jevo zuddha AtmA batAvyo tevA zuddhaAtmAne pote jhIlIne anubhava kare tyAre zrIgurunI sevA karI kahevAya ane te zrIgurunI sevAthI mukti pAmyo-ema nimittathI kahevAya. samayasAranI cothI gAthAmAM kahe che ke vibhAvanI kathA jIvoe pUrve anaMtavAra anubhavI che, teno paricaya karyo che ne tenuM zravaNa karyuM che, paNa parathI bhinna potAnA ekatvasvabhAvanI kathA pote kadI jANI nathI, anubhavI nathI tathA bIjA AtmajJa-santonI sevA karI nathI. pote jANyuM nathI ne jANanAranI sevA karI nathI,ema banne vAta batAvI. eTale jJAnInA upadezaanusAra pote potAnA AtmAne jANIne pote nizcayaguru thayo, tyAre bIjA jJAnIgurue tene AtmA samajAvyo-evo vyavahAra thayo. paNa jo pote jAgIne AtmAne na jANe to gurunI saMgatinuM phaLa zuM? guru ane zuM kare? teNe kharekhara guruno saMga karyo nathI. koIvAra bahArathI sevA karavAno prasaMga Avyo, paNa te vakhateya jJAnInA aMtaranA Azayane pote samajyo nahi tethI samyakatvAdi pAmyo nahi, ne tethI jJAnInI kharekhara upAsanA teNe karI-ema paNa kahevAmAM AvyuM nahi. pote potAmAM aMtarmukha thaIne jJAna pAmyo tyAre jJAnInI kharI upAsanA karI ema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 279 kahyuM. eTale sva-AtmAnI sevA (zraddhA-jJAna-anucaraNa ) vaDe pote potAno 52mArthaguru jyAre thayo tyAre vyavahAramAM bIjA jJAnI gurunI sevA sAcI karI ema kahevAyuM. are jIva! tane jJAnInI sAcI sevA karatAMya anaMtakALamAM na AvaDI. ekavAra jJAnIne oLakhIne sAcI sevA kare to te jIva pote jarUra jJAnI thaI jAya. nizcayathI AtmA ja AtmAno guru che. sarvajJadeva ane jJAnIguruo maLyA, temaNe AtmAnA hitano upadeza Apyo, paNa jo jIva pote te samajIne AtmajJAna na kare to deva ke guru zuM kare ? AtmA pote svataH potAnA svasaMvedanathI ja potAne prakAze che. jema AkAzane rahevA mATe bIjo koI AdhAra nathI, svayaM pote potAmAM ja raheluM che, jema kALane pariNamavA mATe koI bIjo AdhAra nathI, te svayaM potAnA svabhAvathI ja pariName che, tema jJAnasvabhAvI AtmA svayaM potAthI ja potAne jANe che, temAM bIjA koInuM AlaMbana nathI. e rIte jeno je svabhAva che te nirAlaMbI che. AtmAne AtmajJAnanI prApti mATe koI bIjAnuM avalaMbana nathI, pote potAnA avalaMbanathI ja potAne jANe che. samavasaraNamAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa siMhAsanathI cAra AMgaLa UMce AkAzamAM nirAlaMbIpaNe birAje che 66 UMce caturAMgula jina rAje, IMdro narendro munirAja dhyAve; jevuM nirAlaMbana Atmadravya, tevo nirAlaMbana jinadeha. " bhagavAnano AtmA to kevaLajJAna-AnaMdamaya nirAlaMbI thaI gayo che, ne deha paNa nirAlaMbanapaNe AkAzamAM rahe che; badhA AtmAno evo nirAlaMbI svabhAva che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 280: AtmabhAvanA hitopadezaka guruono hitakara upadeza sAMbhaLIne paNa jyAMsudhI jIva pote parAlaMbana choDIne svasanmukha thaIne AtmajJAna na kare ane kaSAyapariNati pote na choDe, eTale ke pote potAnA uddhArano prayatna kare nahi tyAMsudhI ajJAnabhAvane lIdhe jIva saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che; te pote ajJAnathI potAne saMsAramAM dorI jAya che, karma tene rakhaDAvatuM nathI. ane jyAre te pote svabhAvanI ruci karIne jAgyo ne aMtarmukha thaIne AtmAne jANyo tyAre te pote potAne mokSa tarapha laI jAya che. gurue to upadeza Apyo ke 'tuM tArA svabhAvasanmukha thA, temAM ja tAruM hita che'-paNa svasanmukha thavAnuM to potAnA hAthamAM che; pote svasanmukha thaIne mokSamArge pariNamyo tyAre vyavahAre ema kahevAya ke zrIguru mokSamArge dorI gayA.-e nimittathI kathana che. zrI pravacanasAra gA. 80-82 mAM AcAryadeve alaukika ghaNI sarasa vAta karI che. tyAM kahe che ke jo jANadi arahaMtaM davvatta guNatta pajjayattehiM / so jANadi appANaM moho khalu jAdi tassa layaM // je jANato advaitane guNa-dravya ne paryayapaNe, te jIva jANe Atmane, tasu moha pAme laya khare. bhagavAna arihaMtadevano AtmA dravyathI, guNathI ne paryAyathI zuddha che; ene jANatAM 'huM paNa Avo ja zuddhasvarUpI chuM' ema potAnA AtmAnA zuddhasvarUpanuM bhAna thAya che eTale ke samyagdarzana thAya che, ne mohano nAza thAya che. juo, AmAM paNa svasanmukha thaIne potAnA AtmAne oLakhyo tyAre arihaMtadevanI kharI oLakhANa thaI. tyArapachI 82mI gAthAmAM svAzrita mokSamArganA pramoda Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 281 pUrvaka AcAryadava kahe che ke savvevi ya arahaMtA teNa vihANeNa khavida kmmsaa| kiccA tathovadesaM NivvAdA te Namo tesiN|| ahita sau karmotaNo karI nAza e ja vidhi vaDe, upadeza paNa ema ja karI, nivRta thayA; namuM temane. juo, A bhagavAnano upadeza !! svasammukha thaIne puruSArtha karavAno bhagavAnano upadeza che. aho, bhagavaMto! Apa svAzrayanA puruSArtha vaDe mukti pAmyA ane divyadhvanimAM paNa Ape svAzrayanA puruSArthano ja upadeza karyo che. aho, nAtha ! svAzrayano Apano upadeza amane maLyo, Apane namaskAra ho ! ApanA mArge ame paNa cAlyA AvIe chIe. paramArthe to AtmA pote potAnA svAzrayathI ja mukti pAme che tethI pote ja potAno deva ne pote ja potAno guru che, ane jemaNe svAzrayano upadeza Apyo evA sarvajJadeva tathA jJAnaguruo te vyavahArathI devaguru che, eTale temanA pratye vinaya-bahumAna kare che. A rIte svAzrayano prayatna karanAra jIva nimittarUpa deva-guru vagereno paNa jema che tema viveka kare che. paraMtu baMdhamAM ke mokSamAM AtmA pote ja potAne pariNAve che, bIjo koI tenA baMdha-mokSano kartA nathI. (75) tene ja maraNano bhaya che-jene dehabuddhi che dehamAM AtmabuddhithI jIva potAne bhavasamudramAM rakhaDAve che, ne dehathI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne AtmAmAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 282: AtmabhAvanA ja Atmabuddhi vaDe jIva potAne mokSamAM laI jAya che. A rIte AtmA pote ja potAnA baMdha-mokSano kartA che. eTale hitamArgamAM laI javA mATe nizcayathI pote ja potAno guru che e vAta 75mI gAthAmAM batAvI. have, dehAdithI bhinna AtmAne je jANato nathI, ne dehane ja AtmA mAnIne temAM AtmabuddhithI varte che tene maraNa prasaMge zuM thAya che. te kahe che dRDhAtmabuddhihAdau utpshynnaashmaatmnH| mitrAdibhirviyogaM ca vibheti mrnnaabhRshm|| 76 / / jene daDhapaNe dehumAM ja Atmabuddhi che, dehuM te ja huM ema mAnyuM che te jIva dehu chUTavAno prasaMga AvatAM potAnuM maraNa mAnIne maraNathI bhayabhIta thAya che, ne mitrAdino viyoga dekhIne bhayabhIta thAya che. juo, ekavAra to badhAyane A dehanA viyogano prasaMga Avaze ja. A dehu chUTo che te chUTo paDaze, te kAMI AtmA nathI. jeNe dehathI bhinna Atmatatvane lakSamAM lIdhuM nathI te dehanA viyoge AtmAnuM maraNa mAne che eTale te azaraNapaNe mare che. jJAnI to AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANe che, dehane pahelethI judo ja jANyo che, dhruvacaitanyanI daSTimAM tene maraNano bhaya nathI. jJAnI jANe che ke A jaDa zarIra mAruM nathI, mAruM to jJAnazarIra che, te jJAnazarIrano mane kadI viyoga thato nathI, mATe mAruM maraNa nathI. maraNa ja mAruM nathI pachI bhaya kevo? jene dehadaSTi che tene ja maraNano bhaya che, kemake dehathI judA AtmAnuM zaraNa tene bhAsatuM nathI tethI te azaraNapaNe mare che. bhAI, pahelAM AtmA ane deha vacce bhinnatA jANIne, dehathI judA AtmAne svasaMvedanamAM le. dehuM te huM evI daSTine badale, AtmA huM' evI daSTi kara daSTi ekadama palaTAvI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 283 nAkha. AvI daSTi palaTAvyA vagara je kAMI ceSTA karavAmAM Ave te badhI janma-maraNanuM ja kAraNa thAya che. dehadRSTivALAne "huM marI jaIza" evo bhaya kadI maTato nathI; AtmadaSTivALAne potAnuM avinAzIpaNuM bhAsyuM che eTale tene maraNano bhaya raheto nathI. tethI kahyuM che ke aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge..... yA kArana mithyAta diyo taja, phira kaya deha dhareMge. aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge. deha ane AtmAnI ekatvabuddhi rAkhIne jIva game tevA kriyAkAMDa kare, zubharAga kare, tenAmAM evI tAkAta nathI AvatI ke maraNano bhaya maTADe. bhedajJAnamAM ja evI tAkAta che ke anaMta janma-maraNathI choDAve che ne mRtyuno bhaya maTADe che. AvuM bhedajJAna koI bahAranI kriyAnA Azraye ke rAganA Azraye thatuM nathI, caitanyanA svasaMvedananA abhyAsavaDe ja AvuM apUrva bhedajJAna thAya che. ahA, samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM to "bhavakaTTI" thaI gaI. jema be chokarAne na bhaLe to "kaTTI" karIne mitratA choDI de che, tema bAlabuddhithI deha ane AtmAne eka mAnIne, dehanI sAthe mitratA karI karIne, dehanA saMge jIva cAragatimAM rakhaDayo, paNa have bhinnatAnuM bhAna thatAM deha sAthenI mitratA choDI ne tenI kaTTI karI, eTale bhava sAthe kaTTI thaI ne mokSa sAthe mitratA thaI. te alpakALamAM mokSa pAmaze. ajJAnI to zarIranI hayAtIne ja potAnI hayAtI mAne che, zarIranA viyogane potAnuM maraNa mAne che; zarIranI kriyAne potAnI kriyA mAne che, paNa potAnI jJAnakriyAne jANato nathI. bhAI, tuM cetana zarIra jaDa; tArI kriyA jJAnamaya, zarIranI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 284: AtmabhAvanA kriyA ajIva, jIvano dharma to jIvanI kriyAvaDa thAya, ke jIvano dharma ajIvanI kriyAvaDa thAya? dehathI bhinna upayogasvarUpa AtmA sarvajJadave jevo joyo che tevo tane atyaMta spaSTapaNe santo samajAve che,-to have to tuM bhedajJAna kara! ekavAra prasanna thaIne aMtaramAM AvuM bhedajJAna kara...tane mahAna AnaMda thaze ne mRtyunI bIka maTI jaze. mArI koI ceSTA dehamAM nathI, ne dehanI koI ceSTAmAM huM nathI AvuM bhedajJAna jene nathI te maraNanA bhayathI tharathara dhrUje che. bhale kadAca maraNa TANe bahArathI pairya ke zAMti rAkhe, paNa "huM maruM chuM' evo je abhiprAya-temAM potAnA astitvano ja InkAra paDyo che eTale maraNano bhaya kharekhara maTe ja nahi. jJAnI to niHzaMka che ke avinAzI Atmapadane dRSTimAM laIne maraNane to meM mArI nAMkhyuM che-"mRtyu marI gayuM re lola" pachI maraNano bhaya kevo ? ajJAnIne maraNa taNI bIka che, jJAnIne to AnaMdanI lahera jo. bhAI, bahAramAM te zarIra, mitra, dhana vagerene zaraNarUpa mAnIne jIvana vitAvyuM, to e badhAnA viyoga TANe tuM konuM zaraNa laIza? aMdaramAM je zaraNa che tene to te jANyuM nathI!maraNa TANe konA zaraNe tuM zAMti rAkhIza? saMyoganA zaraNe kadI zAMti ke samAdhi thAya nahi. eTale ajJAnI to dehadRSTine lIdhe maraNathI bhayabhIta thaIne asamAdhipaNe mare che. A rIte ajJAnInI vAta karI. ne jJAnIne to deha choDavo te jUnuM vastra badalIne navuM dhAraNa karavA samAna che eTale te to nirbhayapaNe deha choDe che e vAta have kaheze. (76) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 285 bhedajJAnIne maraNano bhaya nathI, ene to vastra badalavA jevuM lAge che. che jema eka ta jene AtmasvarUpamAM ja Atmabuddhi thaI che ne dehAdine potAthI judA jANyA che evA aMtarAtmAne maraNaprasaMga AvatAM zuM thAya che te have kahe che AtmanyevAtmadhIranyAM shriirgtimaatmnH| manyate nirbhayaM tyaktvA vastra vstraaNtrgrhm|| 77 / / caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne jANIne temAM ja jeNe ekatvabuddhi karI che, ne dehanI gatipariNatine potAthI anya jANI che evA dharmAtmAne deha chUTavAno prasaMga AvatAM paNa te nirbhaya rahe che, huM marI jaIza evo bhaya tene thato nathI, te to jema eka vastra choDIne bIjAM vastra grahaNa karavAmAM Ave tema maraNane paNa phakta dehanuM rUpAMtara jANe che. eka zarIra palaTIne bIjAM zarIra Ave, te banne zarIrothI potAnA AtmAne jAdo jANe che. dharmI aMtarAtmA potAnA jJAnapariNamanane ja potAnuM jANe che, zarIranA pariNamanane te potAnuM nathI jANatA, tene to te jaDanuM pariNamana jANe che. zarIranI utpatti, bAla-yuvAna-vRddha avasthAo ke maraNa te badhAyathI huM judo chuM, huM to jJAnasvarUpa chuM; zarIra chUTatAM mAruM jJAna chUTatuM nathI mATe mAruM maraNa nathI, evA bhAnamAM dharmAtmAne maraNano bhaya nathI. eka zarIra badalIne bIjAM AvyuM, tyAM mane zuM? huM to saLaMgapaNe rahenAra jJAnasvarUpa ja chuM. jema vastra palaTatAM mANasa du:khI thato nathI tema zarIrane vastranI mAphaka potAthI bhinna jANanAra jJAnIne zarIra pala Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com , jANe che. e karavAmAM Ave bane che Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 286: AtmabhAvanA TatAM du:kha nathI thatuM. hajI to A zarIra ahIM bhaDabhaDa baLatuM hoya te pahelAM to AtmA svargamAM upajI gayo hoya. e zarIranI kriyAonuM svAmIpaNuM AtmAne nathI-ema pahelethI jJAnIe dehanI bhinnatA jANI che. mArA vividha pariNAmane lIdhe zarIranI vividha pariNati thAya che ema dharmI mAnatA nathI. dharmI to jJAnapariNAmane ja potAnuM kArya jANe che, eTale ke te jJAtApaNe ja rahe che. A zarIra sAthe ekakSetre rahevArUpa nikaTa saMbaMdha hovA chatAM AtmAthI te taddana bhinna che. dehanuM kArya dehu kare ne AtmAnuM kArya AtmA kare-ema jJAnI bannenA kAryone bhinnabhinna dekhe che; ajJAnI to "huM bolyo, huM cAlyo "--ema AtmA ane zarIra banenAM kAryone ekapaNe ja dekhe che. dharmAtmA jANe che ke zarIra ane saMyogo te badhA mArAthI judA che, te badhA ahIM paDayA raheze, mArI sAthe eka pagaluM paNa nahi Ave; mArA zraddhA-jJAna-AnaMda ja mArI sAthe sadA rahenArA che.-AvA bhAnapUrvaka dharmI zraddhA-jJAnane sAthe laI jAya che eTale ke samAdhimaraNa kare che. zarIranA tyAga-grahaNane te vastranA tyAgagrahaNanI mAphaka jANe che. jhUMpaDInA nAzathI mANasa marI jato nathI tema A zarIrarUpI jhUMpaDInA nAzathI kAMI AtmAno nAza thato nathI.-AvuM bhedajJAna karIne jJAnasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanA jeNe bhAvI che evA dharmAtmAne maraNaprasaMge paNa samAdhi ja rahe che. jIvanamAM jeNe potAne dehathI judo jANyo tene dehanA viyoga TANe paNa potAnuM maraNa bhAsatuM nathI, te to jANe che ke huM mArA caitanyabhAvapaNe sadAya jIvato ja chuM. prabho! ekavAra daSTinI gulAMTa mArIne Ama aMtaramAM caitanyasvabhAva upara najara mAMDa. A deha ane saMyogo e koI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 287 tane zaraNuM nahi Ape, mATe tenI daSTi choDa, ne zaraNabhUta evA caitanyane ja daSTimAM leto tane game te kSaNe caitanyanA zaraNe samAdhi ja raheze. (77). have 78 mI gAthA sarasa che; temAM kaheze ke je jIva vyavahArano-rAgAdino Adara karato nathI te ja Atmabodhane pAme che, ane je jIva vyavahArano Adara kare che te jIva Atmabodha pAmato nathI. jene vyavahAramAM ekatvabuddhi che tene AtmAmAM jAgRti nathI * * * * * * deha ane AtmAne bhinna nahi jANanAro ajJAnI dehamAM Atmabuddhine lIdhe maraNathI bhayabhIta rahe che ne asamAdhipaNe mare che. jJAnI to dehane potAthI atyaMta bhinna jANe che tethI tene mRtyuno bhaya nathI, tene to maraNa TANeya samAdhi ja che.-ema ajJAnI tathA jJAnInA bhinna bhinna pariNAmanI vAta karI. have jJAnI ane ajJAnI vacce mULabhUta taphAvata batAvatAM sarasa vAta kare che ke-je jIva vyavahAramAM anAdaravAna che eTale ke vyavahArano-rAgAdino Adara karato nathI te ja Atmabodhane pAme che, ane je jIva vyavahAramAM Asakta che-teno Adara kare che te jIva Atmabodhane pAmato nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 288: AtmabhAvanA vyavahAre suSupto yaH sa jaagaatmgocre| jAgarti vyavahAre'smin sussuptaashcaatmgocre|| 78 / / je jIvo vyavahAramAM sUtelA che eTale ke vyavahArano Adara karatA nathI teo AtmAnA udyamamAM jAgRta che, ane jeo vyavahAramAM jAgRta che-teno ja Adara kare che te AtmAnA udyamamAM UMghe che eTale ke AtmAnA prayatnamAM te tatpara nathI. mokSaprAbhUtanI 31 mI gAthAmAM paNa kuMdakuMdAcAryadeve A vAta karI che. jJAnIne rAga to hoya-paNa te rAgamAM te tatpara nathI, tatparatA to jJAnasvabhAvamAM ja che. jene rAgamAM tatparatA che- rAgathI lAbha mAne che te jIvo AtmasvabhAvanA prayatnamAM anudhamI che. ajJAnIo kahe che ke vyavahAra karatAM karatAM paramArtha pamAze. ahIM saMto spaSTa kahe che ke jeo vyavahAramAM jAgRta che-tatpara che teo paramArthamAM UMghatA che, eTale ke teo paramArthane pAmatA nathI. vyavahAranA vikalpa vaDe-rAgavaDa paramArtha pamAze ema jeNe mAnyuM tenuM to dhyeya ja khoTuM che, teNe rAgane ja dhyeya banAvyo che, paNa paramArthasvabhAvane dhyeya nathI banAvyo; tethI paramArthasvabhAvane to te Adarato nathI, temAM to te udhamI thato nathI ne rAgano Adara karIne temAM ja udhamI rahe che-temAM ja tatpara rahe che. jJAnInI daSTinuM dhyeya palaTI gayuM che, rAga hoya chatAM tenuM dhyeya cidAnaMda svabhAva tarapha vaLI gayuM che, temAM ja te tatpara che, teno ja udyamI che, rAgane te heya jANe che, temAM te atatpara che. juo, AmAM rucinuM valaNa kaI bAju DhaLe che tenI vAta che. AtmAnA svabhAva tarapha valaNa che ke rAga tarapha rucinuM valaNa che tenA upara dharmI-adharmInuM mApa che. aho, AvI sarasa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 289 cokakhI hitanI vAta karI hovA chatAM, te sAMbhaLIne mUDha jIvo kahe che ke "are, tame vyavahAra uDADo cho. vyavahArathI dharma nathI manAvatA mATe tame vyavahArane uDADo cho !"--are zuM thAya? atyAre kALa ja evo che. AgaLanA dharmakALamAM to dharmAtmA para jyAM saMkaTa paDe tyAM devo ghaNIvAra sahAya karavA AvatA ne dharmano virodha karanArane daMDa detA; paNa atyAre to koI pUchanAra nathI; UlaTA cora koTavALane daMDe' evI sthiti thaI paDI che. chatAM je satya che te to satya ja raheze, satya kAMI pharavAnuM nathI. lokone na bese ne ghaNA virodha kare tethI kAMI satyanuM svarUpa badalavAnuM nathI. mATe jeNe satya samajIne AtmAnuM hita karavuM hoya teNe A vAta mAnya ja chUTako che. AtmAnI samyakazraddhA-jJAna-ramaNatA te samAdhi che. AtmAnA svabhAvane jANIne temAM je tatpara che te AtmAmAM jAgRta cheAtmAno ArAdhaka che, ane rAgAdimAM te UMghe che, tathA je jIva rAgAdimAM dharma mAnIne temAM ja tatpara che te ajJAnI jIva rAgamAM ja tatpara che, te rAgamAM ja jAge che eTale ke rAgane ja ArAdhe che, paNa rAgarahita cidAnaMda svabhAvane te ArAdhato nathI, temAM to te UMghe che. ekabIjAthI viruddha be pariNati eka sAthe rahI zake nahi, eTale ke jene caitanya svabhAvamAM ruci-tatparatA che tene rAgAdi vyavahAramAM ruci ke tatparatA hotI nathI, ane jene rAgAdi vyavahAramAM tatparatA-Adarabuddhi che tene AtmAnA caitanyasvabhAvamAM tatparatA-Adarabuddhi nathI. caitanyasvabhAva ane rAga e banne ekabIjAthI viruddha che, eTale te bannenI ruci ke Adarabuddhi eka sAthe rahI zakatI nathI. caitanyasvabhAvanI sanmukha jenI pariNati che evo samyagdaSTi dharmAtmA rAgAdi laukika vyava Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 290: AtmabhAvanA hAramAM udAsIna rahe che-temAM Adarabuddhi karato nathI. te rAgamAM dharma mAnIne temAM AtmAne phasAvato nathI, paNa AtmAnA cidAnaMda svabhAvano ja Adara karIne temAM ja pariNatine joDe che. A rIte vyavahA2thI udAsIna thaIne zuddha caitanya svabhAvamAM tatpara thavuM-tenI sanmukha thavuM te mokSano upAya che. caitanya svabhAvamAM tatparatA te samAdhi che, ne caitanyane cUkIne rAgAdi vyavahAramAM tatparatA te asamAdhi che. aho, pahelAM A vAtano nirNaya karavo joIe ke mane mArA cidAnaMda svabhAvanuM ja zaraNa che, rAganuM zaraNa nathI, caitanyasvabhAvanA ja za2Ne samyagdarzana thAya che.-Avo nirNaya karIne caitanyasanmukha thavAthI samAdhi thAya che. samyagdarzana te paNa samAdhi che. ane jene Avo nirNaya nathI te mithyAdaSTi jIva dravyaliMgI muni thaIne navamI traiveyaka sudhI jAya topaNa tene asamAdhi ja che. samAdhi kaho ke mokSano upAya kaho, te AtmAnA caitanyasvabhAvanA Azraye ja thAya che. mATe rAgAdi vyavahA2no Adara choDIne, zuddhajJAyakasvabhAvano ja Adara karavoevo saMtono upadeza che. * bhedajJAnanA abhyAsavaDe siddhapadanI prApti * huM zuddhajJAna ne AnaMdasvarUpa chuM, rAgAdi vyavahA2 te mArAthI bAhya che evuM aMtaranuM bhedajJAna karIne je jIva AtmasvarUpamAM jAgRta che-temAM ja sAvadhAna che te mukti pAme che Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 291 ema have kahe che: AtmAnamantare dRSTvA dRSTvA dehAdikaM bhiH| tayorantaravijJAnAdabhyAsAdacyuto bhvet||79|| AtmAne aMtaramAM dekhIne, tathA dehAdikane potAthI bAhya dekhIne,-e rIte bannenA bhedavijJAnadvArA abhyAsa karavAthI jIva azruta thAya che eTale ke siddhapadane pAme che. ahIM dehAdika kahetAM rAga vagere paNa temAM AvI jAya che, te rAgAdine paNa AtmAnA svabhAvathI bAhya dekhavA. juo, bhagavAna pUjyapAdasvAmI spaSTa kahe che ke nizcayano Adara ane vyavahAra pratye udAsInatA te muktinuM kAraNa che. jJAnI nizcaya ane vyavahAra bannene jANe che kharA, paNa bannene jANIne nizcayamAM (eTale ke zuddha AtmAmAM) te tatpara thAya che ne vyavahAramAM (rAgAdimAM ) te tatpara thatA nathI paNa tene heya samaje che. ane tethI te mukti pAme che. paraMtu je jIva vyavahAramAM tatpara thAya che te to mithyASTipaNe saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che. prazna- vyavahAramAM tatpara na thavuM-e sAcuM, paNa vyavahAra karatAM-karatAM nizcaya pamAze ne? uttara:- are bhAI, vyavahAra karatAM karatAM nizcaya pamAze evI jenI mAnyatA che te jIva vyavahAramAM ja tatpara che. kemake jene lAbhanuM kAraNa mAne temAM tatpara thayA vinA rahe ja nahIM. je nizcayane Adare ane vyavahArano Adara na kare teNe ja nizcaya-vyavahAra bannene yathArtha jANyA che. paNa je vyavahArane AdaravA jevo mAne che teNe to nizcaya-vyavahArane jANyA ja nathI. jema zarIra ane AtmA bannene jANavAM chatAM dharmAtmA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 292: AtmabhAvanA jaDa zarIrane potAthI bhinna bAhyapaNe ja dekhe che, ne AtmAne ja aMtaramAM dekhe che; tema rAgAdi vyavahArane ane AtmAnA zuddhasvabhAvarUpa nizcayane e bannene jANavA chatAM dharmAtmA rAgAdi vyavahArane to potAthI bAhyapaNe dekhe che, ne zuddhasvabhAvane ja potAnA aMtatattvapaNe dekhe che. rAga te bAhyatattva hovA chatAM tene aMtaranA svabhAva sAthe ekapaNe je dekhe che te mithyAdaSTi che. mATe AcAryadava kahe che ke AtmAne to aMtaraMgapaNe dekhavo ne rAgAdine bahiraMgapaNe dekhavA.-AvA bhedavijJAnanA abhyAsa dvArA jIva azruta thAya che eTale ke avinAzI mokSapadane pAme che. bhAI ! pahelAM A vAtane tArA jJAnamAM rucava,-ke aMtarmukha thavuM temAM ja mAruM hita che, ne rAgAdimAM mAruM hita nathI. rucinuM valaNa badalavuM te ja mULavastu che. rAgAdi vyavahAranI madada vaDe koI jIva kadI mukti pAmato nathI, jJAnAnaMda svabhAvanI dRSTithI ja mukti pAme che. aho, A paMcamakALanA munioe paNa dharmanI dhArAne khaMDita thavA dIdhI nathI, sarvajJa kevaLIbhagavaMtonA bhAvone evA ne evA TakAvI rAkhyA che. munio dharmanA thAMbhalA che, temaNe mokSamArgane TakAvI rAkhyo che; pote svabhAvanI ne rAganI bhinnatA anubhavIne jagatane paNa tevI bhinnatA dekhADI che. svabhAvane ane rAgane pahelAM bhinna jANIne, svabhAvamAM ekAgratA vaDe rAgathI bhinna thato jAya che te ja mokSamArga che. pahelAM to jIvanI dekhavAmAM ja bhUla che, rAgAdi kharekhara potAnA svabhAvathI bAhya hovA chatAM tene te aMtaraMga tarIke dekhe che, tenAthI lAbha mAne che, eTale te rAgathI chUTo paDato nathI,-mukti pAmato nathI. rAgathI bhinnatA jANe to tenAthI chUTo paDe. dharmI gRhasthapaNAmAM hoya ne rAgAdi thatA hoya chatAM te vakhate te Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 293 rAgAdine bAhya tattvapaNe ja dekhe che, ne te rAgAdithI bhinna caitanyatattvane ja aMtaraMga tattvapaNe dekhe che. jAo, sItAjI dharmAtmA hatA, temane AvuM bhAna hatuM. rAmacaMdrajI pratyenA rAgane te potAnA AtmasvabhAvathI bAhyapaNe jANatA hatA, ne caitanyatattvane te rAgathI bhinna aMtaraMga tattvapaNe jANatA hatA. rAmacaMdrajIe temane vanamAM mokalyA hatA ane pAchA pharyA tyAre temanI agniparIkSA kare che. rAmacaMdrajInA hRdayamAM to vizvAsa hato ke sItAjI mahApativratA satI che......paNa lokono apavAda TALavA khAtara agniparIkSA karI. moTo agnikuMDa karAvyo, temAM bhaLabhaLa karato agni saLagato hatA. sItAjI agni pAse UbhA UbhA mahAvairAgyathI paMcaparameSThInuM smaraNa karatA hatA..loko ciMtAthI bhayabhIta thaI gayA ke are! A agni sItAnA dehane bhasma karI nAMkhaze ke zuM? sItAjI to atyaMta vairAgyapUrvaka siddhabhagavAna vagere paMcaparameSThIne namaskAra karIne agnimAM kUdI paDayA. lokomAM to hAhAkAra ane kolAhala thaI gayo... -paNa e bhagavatI mahA satInA puNyano evo yoga ke kudarate e ja vakhate uparathI devonAM vimAno sakalabhUSaNa munirAjanA kevaLajJAnano mahotsava karavA jatA hatA.temaNe dharmAtmA upara saMkaTa dekhIne tarata mUsaLadhAra varasAda varasAvIne agni olavI nAMkhyo. cArekora pANI..pANI ne pANI! pANI vacce siMhAsana-kamaLa upara sItAjI birAje che....lokone gaLA sudhI pANI AvI gayuM...ane DUbavA lAgyA, eTale, "he mAtA ! bacAvo....bacAvo" evo pokAra karavA lAgyA. pachI to upasarganuM nivAraNa karIne devo sItAjInI prazaMsA kare che. badhA loko kSamA mAMge che-he mAtA ! amArA aparAdha kSamA karo....rAmacaMdrajI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 294: AtmabhAvanA paNa kahe che ke he devI! mAro aparAdha kSamA karone rAjamAM pAchA padhAro....paNa sItAjI to A prasaMgathI vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che ne rAjamAM AvavAnI nA pADe che. tyAre lakSmaNa raDa che, lava-kuza raDe che.rAma kahe che ke he devI! A lakSmaNa khAtara. ne A lava-kuza jevA putro khAtara tame rAjamAM pAchA Avo. sItAjI kahe che ke A saMsArathI have basa thaI ! saMsAranA raMga ame joI lIdhA...have to ajiMkA thaIne AtmAnuM hita sAdhazuM....ame amArA aMtaraMga caitanyatattvane ja ArAdhazuM, ame amArA caitanyane UjALavA A saMsArano tyAga karIe chIe, have ame svarUpamAM TharazuM, have bIjuM kAMI amAre joItuM nathI. parabhAvone ame amArA svarUpathI bAhya jANyA hatA, te parabhAvone choDavAno ne caitanyanA AnaMdamAM TharavAno have ame udyama karazuM.-Ama kahIne mahA vairAgyapUrvaka mAthAnA suMvALA rezama jevA vALa UkheDIne pRthvI para nAkhe che ane e dazya dekhatAM rAma mUrchAthI bebhAna thaI jAya che. sItAjI jyAre dIkSA le che tyAre loko raDe che, rAmalakSmaNa raDe che, lava-kuza raDe che, prajAjano raDe che; badhAya sItAne ghaNA vinave che, paNa sItAjI kahe che ke are, A saMsArathI have basa thAva...basa thAva....amArA aMtaraMgatattva sivAya bIjuM koI bAhyatattva amane zaraNarUpa nathI. rAgAdi parabhAvo amArA svarUpathI bAhya che, te koI amane zaraNarUpa nathI. have ame amArA aMtaraMga caitanyasvarUpamAM TharIne rAgAdi parabhAvone choDavAno abhyAsa karazuM. juo, A eka ja mArga che. puruSa ho ke strI ho, rogI ho ke nirogI ho, rAjA ho ke raMka ho, svargamAM ho ke narakamAM ho, vRddha ho ke bALaka ho, -badhAyane mATe hitano A eka ja mArga che kezuddhacaitanyasvarUpa AtmAne ja aMtaraMgamAM dekhavo, Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 295 ne rAgAdi samasta parabhAvone potAthI bAhyapaNe dekhavA. jene potAthI bAhya dekhe teno Adara kema kare ? dehAdikane bAhyapaNe dekhavA ne caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne aMtaraMgapaNe dekhIne temAM ja ekAgratAno abhyAsa karavo,-Avo abhyAsa ja muktinuM kAraNa che. AvuM aMtaraMga caitanyatattva ja jagatanuM utkRSTa prameya che, svaya hovAthI te mukhya prameya che. AvA prameyane jANavuM te ja "prameyakamalamArtaDa" nuM kharuM jJAna che; ane je jIvo AvA sva-prameyane nathI jANatA teo prameyakamalamArtaDa" ne jANatA nathI. mATe potAnA AtmAne aMtaraMgamAM dekhIne tene prameya banAvavo ne rAgAdi parazeyone bAhyapaNe dekhavA,-AvA bhedajJAnavaDe AtmAmAM ekAgratAno prayatna karavo te ja mokSano upAya che. (79) * bhedajJAnIne AtmalakSe jagata pratye upekSA * jene zarIra ane AtmAnuM bhedavijJAna thaI gayuM che evA aMtarAtmAne zarUAtanI abhyAsadazAmAM A jagata kevuM lAge che? ane pachI caitanyanA abhyAsamAM ekAgra thatAM A jagata kevuM lAge che? te batAve che - pUrvaM dRSTAtmatattvasya vibhaatyunmttvjgt| svabhyastAtmadhiyaH pazcAt kaasstthpaassaannruupvt||80|| jene potAnA AtmAnuM samyagdarzana thaI gayuM che evA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 26: AtmabhAvanA aMtarAtmAne prAthamikadazAmAM to A jagata unmatta jevuM lAge che, ke "arere ! A jagata caitanyasvarUpanA ciMtanathI bhraSTa thaIne zubhaazubha ceSTAomAM ja unmattanI mAphaka pravartI rahyuM che. paNa pachI te aMtarAtmA yogIne potAnA svarUpamAM sthiratAno abhyAsa karatAM A jagata kASThapASANanA rUpa jevuM ceSTArahita dekhAya che. potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thatAM jagatasaMbaMdhI ciMtA ja chUTI jAya che.A rIte aMtarAtmAnI be bhUmikAo ahIM batAvI che. AtmasvarUpanuM samyakabhAna thayuM hovA chatAM dharmIne zarUAtamAM rAganI bhUmikAmAM evo vikalpa Ave che ke are! A jagatanA jIvo AtmasvarUpane bhUlIne saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyA che, teo ajJAnathI unmatta jevA thaI gayA che ke paradravyane potAnuM mAnI rahyA che ne svatattvane bhUlI rahyA che.-A rIte jJAnIne karuNAbuddhithI jagata gAMDA jevuM lAge che. are! AvA AtmasvarUpane bhUlIne jagata bhramaNAmAM paDyuM che! jagatathI judo-jagata upara tarato evo je potAno caitanyasvabhAva tenuM bhAna pote to karyuM che, tene bIjA jIvo dehAdinI kriyAne potAnI mAnIne vartatA dekhIne ema lAge che ke are, A jIvo mohathI mUchaI gayelA gAMDA che, moharUpI bhUta temane vaLagyuM che. vaLI jJAnIne bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI jyAre vizeSa daDhatA thAya che tyAre tene AkhuM jagata aceta jevuM lAge che, eTale potAnA caitanyaciMtananI ugratA thatAM jagata pratye lakSa jatuM nathI, sahaja udAsIna pariNati varte che. caitanyatattvathI bahAra badhuM mArAthI bhinna che-ema to pahelethI jANyuM ja che, ne pachI temAM sthiratAno abhyAsa karatAM tene jagata saMbaMdhI ciMtA chUTI jAya che; svarUpamAM joDANa thayuM che tyAM jagata ceSTArahita kASThapASANa jevuM lAge che, eTale ke parasaMbaMdhI ciMtA tene thatI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 297 zarUAtamAM to jJAnIne ema thAya ke are ! A jIvo svarUpaciMtanamAM vikala varte che eTale ke AtmAnuM ciMtana karavAmAM teo pAMgaLA thaI gayA che ne mithyA vikalpothI gherAI gayelA che, temanI ceSTAo unmatta jevI che. joke jagata AkhuM zeyapaNe ja che, te kAMI mane rAgadveSanuM kAraNa nathI evuM jJAnIne bhAna hovA chatAM rAganI bhUmikAmAM evo vikalpa AvI jAya che ke arere! caitanyanidhAnane bhUlIne A jagata bahAvarAnI jema bahAramAM phAMphA mArI rahyuM che, temanI ceSTAo unmatta jevI che.-paNa pachI jJAnIne jyAM vizeSa lInatA thAya che tyAM paranA avalaMbana vagara saheje udAsInatA varte che; tyAM para saMbaMdhI ciMtA ja jAgatI nathI. pote aMtaramAM sthira thaIne caitanyapratimA thaI gayo che tyAM jagata niHceSTa bhAse che, AkhuM jagata zeyapaNe ja bhAse che. "parajIvo ajJAnathI unmatta varte che-temAM mAre zuM?-evo udAsInatAno vikalpa paNa tyAM nathI raheto, tyAM to svarUpamAM joDANa varte che tethI parapratye parama udAsInatA saheje varte che. juo, A jJAnInI dazA! vikalpa Ave chatAM jJAnI tenAthI udAsIna che, chatAM vikalpa che teTalI to asamAdhi che. pachI te vikalpa paNa chUTIne svarUpamAM lIna thatAM evI samAdhi jAme che ke jagatasaMbaMdhI ciMtA thatI nathI. "arere! AvuM parama caitanyasvarUpa, tene jagata kema nathI samajatuM" evo khedabhAva paNa tyAM thato nathI. A rIte aMtarAtmAnI be bhUmikA siddha karI che eka to vikalpabhUmikA, ane bIjI svarUpamAM sthiratArUpa bhUmikA; vikalpabhUmikAmAM jagata pratye karuNA ane kheda AvI jAya che ke are! A jagatanA prANIo bicArA AtmasvarUpane bhUlIne unmattanI jema bhavabhramaNa karI rahyA che....jaDanI kriyAmAM ne rAgamAM dharma mAnIne teo mohathI gAMDA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 298: AtmabhAvanA thaI gayA che.caitanyasvabhAvano viveka teo cUkI gayA che. prathamadazAmAM aMtarAtmAne Avo vikalpa Ave tethI kAMI te ajJAnI nathI, tema ja vikalpa Avyo te karavA jevo che-ema paNa nathI, paNa potAnI evI bhUmikA hovAthI jJAnIne vikalpa AvI jAya che. pachI caitanyamAM sthiratAno vizeSa abhyAsa karIne jyAM ekAgratA thaI tyAM evo vikalpa paNa raheto nathI, tyAM jagata saMbaMdhI ciMtA ja nathI tethI jagata aceta jevuM bhAse che ema kahyuM che. jagatanA bAhya padArthomAM mArA cetanano abhAva che, ema jANIne aMtaramAM ekAgra thatAM jJAnI potAnA caitanyasvarUpa AtmAne ja dekhe che, tethI jagatane te acetana jevuM dekhe che-ema kahyuM che. juo, kailAsa parvata upara bharatacakravartIe traNa covIsInA ratnamaya jinabiMbonI pratiSThA karAvI che. te kailAsa parvata upara vAlImuni ekavAra dhyAnamAM beThA hatA tyAM rAvaNarAjA tyAMthI nIkaLyo......jyAM vAlImuni upara vimAna AvyuM tyAM vimAna thaMbhI gayuM. rAvaNe nIce UtarIne joyuM tyAM vAlImunine dIThAM, temane jotAM ja rAvaNane pUrvanuM vera jAgRta thayuM ne krodha Avyo; tethI vAlImunino nAza karavA mATe vidyAnA baLe kalAsa nIce jaIne Akho kailAsa parvata DagAvavA mAMDayo. te vakhate dhyAnamAMthI khasIne munine evI vRtti UThI ke are! krodhano mAryo A rAvaNa AkhA parvatane halAve che ne ahIMnA ratnamaya jinabiMbonI asAtanA kare che!--mATe jinabiMbonI rakSA karuM!-evI vRtti thatAM te mahAddhidhAraka munie pagano aMgUTho jarAka parvata upara dabAvyo tyAM to traNa khaMDano rAjA rAvaNa parvata nIce bhIMsANo ne rudana karavA lAgyo...... pachI to rAvaNa rAjAe paNa muninI mAphI mAgI, ane jinabiMbanI virAdhanA thaI tethI ghaNo pazcAttApa karIne te jinabiMba pAse eka mahinA sudhI evI to addabhuta bhakti karI ke dharaNendranuM Asana calAyamAna thaI gayuM. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 299 A bAju vAlI munirAje paNa prAyazcita lIdhuM che. juo, munidazAmAM Avo vikalpa Avyo mATe te karavA jevo che-ema nathI. jo vikalpane karavA jevo mAne to to te mithyASTi che. jJAnIne potAnI asthira bhUmikAmAM vikalpa AvI jAya che paNa te vikalpaneya caitanyathI bhinna jANIne, AtmAmAM sthira thavA mAMge che. daDha abhyAsa vaDe jyAM AtmAmAM sthiratA thAya tyAM vikalpa UThato nathI, koI niMdA kare tyAM "are, A jIva jainazAsananI virAdhanA kare che" evo khedano vikalpa thato nathI.-AvI vItarAgadazA bhedajJAnanA daDha abhyAsathI thAya che. vikalpanI bhUmikAmAM hovA chatAM jo viveka na kare to te to mUDha che. pote vikalpabhUmikAmAM hoya ane deva-guru-dharma upara kAMI upasarga AvI paDe to tyAM dharmIne te upasarga dUra karavAno bhAva AvyA vinA raheto nathI. potAne rAga thato hovA chatAM je viveka nathI karato te to mUDha che. ahIM to svarUpanA anubhavamAM evI ekAgratA thaI che ke para taraphano vikalpa UThato ja nathIevI dazAnI A vAta che. dharmIne vikalpa UThe paNa te tene choDIne svarUpamAM karavA mAMge che, ane jyAM svarUpamAM Tharyo tyAM jagata viSenI ciMtAno abhAva thavAthI parama udAsInatA saheje varte che. tene jagata saMbaMdhI rAga-dveSa nathI tethI, jagata kASThapASANavat bhAse che-ema kahyuM che. pahelAM dehAdithI bhinna AtmAne jANIne, bhedajJAnanA abhyAsa vaDe svarUpamAM TharatAM samasta vikalpo chUTIne jIva mukti pAme che.-Avo AtmAnA bhedajJAnanA abhyAsano mahimA che. / 80 * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3OO: AtmabhAvanA AtmabhAvanArUpa pariNati vagara mukti nathI * have ziSya pUche che ke he nAtha ! Ape AtmAmAM sthiratAno abhyAsa karavAnuM kahyuM paNa te to vyartha lAge che, AtmAnA abhyAsamAM paripakva thavAno udyama karavAnI kAMI jarUra lAgatI nathI, kema ke zarIra ane AtmA bhinna che-evI dhAraNAthI athavA evuM sAMbhaLavAthI athavA svayaM bIjAne kahevAthI ja mukti thaI jaze !-pachI sthiratAno udhama karavAnuM zuM prayojana che?-ziSyanA AvA praznanA uttaramAM AcArya pUjyapAda svAmI kahe che ke zrRNvannapyanyataH kAmaM vadannapi klevraat| nAtmAnaM bhAvayet bhinnaM yAvattAvanna mokSabhAk / / 81 / / deha ane AtmA judA che ema vAraMvAra IcchApUrvaka sAMbhaLavA chatAM, tathA bIjAne kahevA chatAM, ane evI dhAraNA karavA chatAM, jyAM sudhI pote aMtarmukha thaIne A kalevarathI bhinna AtmAne bhAvato nathI-anubhavato nathI. tyAM sudhI jIva mukti pAmato nathI. dethI AtmA judo che-evI vANI guru pAse lAkho varasa sudhI sAMbhaLe ane pote paNa lAkho mANasonI sabhAmAM teno upadeza kare, te to baMne para taraphanI AkuLavRtti che. vANI to para cheanAtmA che, tenA Azraye AtmAnI prApti thatI nathI. vANI sAMbhaLavAno ne kahevAno abhyAsa te kAMI sva-abhyAsa nathI, eTale te kAMI mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. mokSanuM kAraNa to sva-abhyAsa che; sva-abhyAsa eTale zuM? jJAnA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 301 naMdasvarUpa AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANIne, aMtarmukha thaIne vAraMvAra ekAgratAno abhyAsa karavo tenuM nAma sva-abhyAsa che, ne te mokSanI prAptino upAya che. aMtarmukha thaIne AvI AtmabhAvanA je kare teNe zrIguruno upadeza kharekhara sAMbhaLyo che. kema ke zrIguru paNa dethI bhinna AtmAne jANIne temAM ja aMtarmukha thavAnuM kahe che. bIjA pAsethI zravaNano zubhabhAva ho, ke bIjAne saMbhaLAvavAno bhAva ho, -te kAMI sva-abhyAsa nathI, te to rAga che. te rAganI bhAvanAthI mokSa mAne to te mithyAdaSTi che. koI ema mAne ke "jagatanA ghaNA jIvo jo amArA nimitte dharma pAmatA hoya to amAre bhale saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe"--to te jIva bahirAtmA che, tene svaabhyAsanI bhAvanA nathI paNa parane samajAvavAnI ne rAganI bhAvanA che, UMDe UMDa jagata pAsethI dharmanA bahAne mAna levAnI tenI bhAvanA che. "amAruM bhale game tema thAya paNa amAre to bIjAnuM hita karavuM che"--evI vAta sAMbhaLIne sAdhAraNa loko to khuzI thaI jAya ke vAha! Ane kevI bhAvanA che! A kevA paropakArI che! paNa jJAnI kahe che ke te jIva mithyAdaSTi che, tene hajI bhavabhramaNano bhaya thayo nathI; are, mAro AtmA A cAragatinA bhavabhramaNathI kema chUTe evI tene darakAra nathI; tene parane samajAvavAnI bhAvanA che paNa AtmAnI bhAvanA nathI. are, mAro AtmA AtmAnI bhAvanA vagara anAdikALathI cAragatinAM ghora du:kha bhogavI rahyo che, tenAthI have mAro chUTakAro kema thAya?-ema vicArIne dharmI to dehAdithI bhinna potAnA AtmAnI ja bhAvanA bhAve che, ne temAM ja ekAgra thavAno abhyAsa kare che. AtmAmAM ekAgratAno abhyAsa ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. e sivAya paranA avalaMbane zravaNa-manana ke dhAraNA te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI, te to mAtra vikalpa che-rAga che. ne jo te rAgathI saMvara-nirjarArUpa dharma thavAnuM mAne to te mithyASTi che; tene Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 302: AtmabhAvanA rAgano abhyAsa che paNa AtmAno abhyAsa nathI. are jIva! zravaNa karavAno ke bIjAne zravaNa karAvavAno rAgabhAva te AtmA nathI ne vANIno dhodha vachUTe temAM paNa AtmA nathI, AtmA to jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa che,-ema oLakhIne aMtarmukha jJAnAnaMda svabhAvano anubhava kara. jJAyakasvarUpamAM jeTalI ekAgratA kara teTaluM tAruM hita che, ne te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. vANI ke vANI taraphano vikalpa te koI tane zaraNarUpa nahi thAya. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI divyadhvani gaNadharadeva sAMbhaLe chatAM temane paNa te vANI taraphano je vikalpa che te to rAga che, te kAMI dharma nathI; paNa aMtaramAM rAgarahita vItarAgI lInatA varte che te ja dharma che ne te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. juo, saMto pote ema kahe che ke he jIva! amArI vANI taraphanA valaNathI tAruM hita nathI, tAruM hita tArA jJAyakasvarUpamAM valaNathI ja che, mATe tuM tArA svabhAvamAM aMtarmukha thaIne tenI zraddhA jJAna kara, ne teno vAraMvAra abhyAsa karIne temAM ekAgra thA,-AvA svaabhyAsathI ja tArI mukti thaze. 81 || bhinna AtmAnI bhAvanA evI daDha kara ke svapnamAM paNa dehano saMbaMdha na thAya aMtarAtmAe dehathI bhinna AtmAnI ati daDha bhAvanA karavI ema have kahe che - tathaiva bhaavyedehaavyaavRtyaatmaanmaatmni| yathA na punarAtmAnaM dehe svapnepi yojyet|| 82 / / Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 303 AtmAmAM aMtarmukha thaIne dehathI bhinna AtmAne evo bhAvavo ke jethI pharIne dehanI sAthe svapna paNa AtmAno saMbaMdha na thAya. dharmI potAnA AtmAne dehAdithI bhinna evo bhAve che ke tene svapanAM paNa evAM ja Ave. svapanAmAM paNa deha sAthe ekatA na bhAse. huM dehathI judo caitanyabiMba thaIne anaMta siddha bhagavaMtonI vacce beTho chuM-evAM svapnAM dharmIne Ave. vANIthI ke vikalpathI bhAvanA karavAnI A vAta nathI, A to aMtaramAM AtmAmAM ekAgra thaIne bhAvanA karavAnI vAta che. dehathI bhinna kahetAM rAgAdithI paNa AtmA bhinna che, tenI bhAvanA bhAvavI. samayasAramAM AcAryadeve ekatva-vibhakta AtmAne jevo varNavyo che tenI ja bhAvanA karavAnI A vAta che.-kaI rIte ? ke pote evA AtmAno svAnubhava karIne tenI bhAvanA karavI. mUDhabuddhi jIvo zarIrane dharmanuM sAdhana mAne che eTale te to zarIrathI bhinna AtmAne kyAMthI bhAve? jJAnI to jANe che ke mAro AtmA dehathI atyaMta bhinna zAMtinuM dhAma che; "A dehuM huM chuM" evI ekatvabuddhi svapna paNa tene nathI, eTale te svapna paNa AtmAne deha sAthe joDatA nathI, AtmAmAM ja zraddhA-jJAnanuM joDANa karIne tenI bhAvanA kare che.-bhedajJAnathI niraMtara AvI bhAvanA karavI te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. I8ra / * AtmabhAvanAmAM tatpara mumukSue avatanI jema zubhavrata paNa choDavA jevA che 8ra mI gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke AtmabhAvanA ja mokSanuM kAraNa che, vratano zubharAga paNa mokSanuM kAraNa nathI; mATe mokSArthIe Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 304: AtmabhAvanA avratanI mAphaka vratano paNa vikalpa tyAjya che. parama udAsInatArUpa nirvikalpa avasthAmAM jema sva-para saMbaMdhI vikalpo tyAjya che tema vrata saMbaMdhI paNa vikalpo tyAjya che ema have kahe che: apuNyamavrataiH puNyaM vrtairmokssstyorvyyH| avratAnIva mokSArthI vratAnyapi ttstyjet|| 83 / / avratathI pApa che, ne vratathI puNya che; te bannenA vyayathI mokSa thAya che. mATe mokSArthI jIva avatanI jema vratane paNa choDa che. jAo, AmAM pUjyapAdasvAmI spaSTa kahe che ke vratano zubharAga te puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che, te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI, mATe mokSArthIe to te paNa choDavA jevo che. te te bhUmikAmAM avrata choDIne vratano zubharAga dharmIne Ave te judI vAta che, paNa je tene te heya na mAne ne tenAthI lAbha thavAnuM mAne to to zraddhA ja UMdhI thaI jAya che eTale mithyAtva thAya che; mithyAdaSTine to yathArtha vrata paNa hotAM nathI. ahIM to bhedajJAna pachI dharmIne vratAdino bhAva Ave che tenI vAta che; te dharmI jANe che ke jema meM avatarUpa azubhane choDayA tema A vratanA zubha vikalpone paNa jyAre huM choDIza tyAre mArI mukti thaze. A vratanA vikalpo mane muktinA hetu nathI. juo, jema bhAvapAhuDanI 83 mI gAthAmAM bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcAryadave spaSTa kahyuM che ke vratAdimAM puNya che, -ne dharma to judI cIja che; tema ahIM paNa 83 mI gAthAmAM pUjyapAdasvAmI spaSTa karyuM che ke mokSArthIe avratanI jema vrata paNa choDavA yogya che, kemake vratano vikalpa te puNyabaMdhanuM ja kAraNa che, te kAMI mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. aho! badhA saMtoe eka ja vAta karI che; jevuM vastusvarUpa che tevuM ja badhAya saMtoe prasiddha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 3/5 karyuM che. saMtoe ATalI spaSTa vAta samajAvI hovA chatAM huThAgrahI jIvo rAganI rucithI evA AMdhaLA thaI gayA che ke temane satyasvarUpa dekhAtuM nathI. zuM thAya? kAMI koI ene parANe samajAvI ghe ema che? zrImad rAjacaMdra paNa kahe che ke vItyo kALa anaMta te karma zubhAzubha mAMya; tevuM zubhAzubha chedatAM Upaje mokSasvabhAva. juo, zubha karatAM karatAM mokSa thAya-ema nathI kahyuM, paNa zubha-azubha bannene chedavAthI mokSa thAya che-ema spaSTa kahyuM che. dharmAtmA caitanyasvabhAvamAM ekAgra thaIne jyAM AnaMdamAM lIna thAya che tyAM vratAdinA zubhavikalpa paNa chUTI jAya che, ne mukti thAya che. mATe aMtarAtmA vratAdinA vikalpane paNa choDIne vItarAgI svarUpamAM TharavAnI bhAvanA bhAve che. zubhathI paNa pAra evA vItarAga bhAvane parama udAsInatA kahevAya che, ne te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. rAgIjIvo to karmathI baMdhAya che, virakta jIvo ja karmathI chUTe che,-e jainadharmano mahAna siddhAMta che. koI jIvo kahe che ke "vrata te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI to zuM vrata choDIne avrata karavAM?" are mUrkha! e vAta kyAMthI lAvyo? vratane paNa je mokSanuM kAraNa na mAne te avratanA pApane to mokSanuM kAraNa kema mAne? vrata choDIne avrata karavAnuM mAne te to svacchedI durbuddhi che, ane vratanA zubhavikalpone je mokSanuM kAraNa mAne te paNa durbuddhi che, mokSanA upAyane te jANato nathI. avrata ke vrata banne prakAranA rAgathI rahita thaIne vItarAgabhAve AtmasvarUpamAM karavuM te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che-ema dharmI jANe che; eTale avrata tathA vrata bannenA vikalpone te choDavA jevA mAne che. pahelAM avrata choDIne vratanA vikalpa Ave, chatAM zuddhAtmAne tenAthI paNa jAdo jANe che. jo ema Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3O6: AtmabhAvanA na jANe ne vikalpane mokSanuM kAraNa mAne to te vikalpa choDIne svarUpamAM kema Thare? dharmI to pahelethI ja samasta vikalpothI potAnA AtmAne judo jANe che. dharmAtmA samasta rAgathI potAnA cidAnaMdatattvane juduM jANe che, rAganA aMzane paNa potAnA aMtaraMga svarUpapaNe mAnatA nathI. A rIte rAgathI bhinna caitanyatattvane jANIne, temAM aMze ekAgra thatAM avratono tyAga thaI jAya che. ane pachI temAM vizeSa lIna thatAM avratonI mAphaka vratono zubharAga paNa chUTI jAya che. jema avratanA azubhabhAvo baMdhanuM kAraNa che tema vratanA zubhabhAvo paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. te paNa AtmAnI muktinA bAdhaka che, tethI mokSArthIne te paNa hoya che. jema loDhAnI beDI puruSane baMdhanakartA che tema sonAnI beDI paNa baMdhanakartA ja che, chUTavAnA kAmIe te banne beDInA baMdhana choDavA yogya che; tema pApa ane puNya bane jIvane baMdhanakartA ja che ema jANIne mokSArthI jIve te bane choDavA jevA che. puNya te AtmAnI muktimAM bAdhakarUpa che -vighnarUpa che chatAM tene je mokSanuM kAraNa mAne che te mithyAdaSTi che, te baMdhanA kAraNane mokSanuM kAraNa mAne che, eTale kharekhara teNe baMdha-mokSanA svarUpane jANuM nathI. ajJAnIo kahe che ke vratAdi vyavahAra karatAM karatAM mukti pamAze. ahIM kahe che ke vratAdi vyavahAra to muktimAM vighna karanAra che, tene choDatAM mukti thAya che. keTalo phera! mULa mAnyatAmAM ja phera che. sAdhakane nIcalI bhUmikAmAM te vratAdino rAga chUTe nahi, paNa te rAgane te bAdhakarUpe jANe che, tene sAdhakarUpe nathI mAnato. ajJAnI to te rAgane sAdhakarUpe jANe che eTale tenI to zraddhA ja khoTI che. avratanI jema vratano zubharAga paNa choDavA jevo che-A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ghaNA loko rADa nAMkhI jAya che ke "are ! vrata Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 307 choDavA jevA? -paNa bhAI re, dhIrA thaIne samajo to kharA. vratano zubharAga te baMdhanuM kAraNa che ke mokSanuM? te rAga to baMdhanuM ja kAraNa che ne mokSane to vipna karanAra che. to je baMdhanuM kAraNa hoya te mokSArthIe choDavA jevuM hoya ke AdaravA jevuM? mokSArthI jIvoe rAgAdine baMdhanuM ja kAraNa jANIne te choDavA jevuM che. samAdhi to vItarAgabhAva vaDe thAya, kAMI rAga vaDe samAdhi na thAya. mATe mokSArthI jIvoe avratanI jema vrata paNa choDavA jevA che. (83) avrata ane vrata bannene choDavA jevA kahyA, tene choDavAno krama zuM che? te have kahe che - avratAni parityajya vrateSu prinisstthitH| tyajettAnyapi saMprApya paramaM pdmaatmnH|| 84 / / avrata ane vrata bannethI bhinna zuddha caitanyatattvane oLakhIne, samyakazraddhA-jJAna karIne pachI temAM sthiratAnA udhama vaDe pahelAM to avato choDIne dharmI vratanuM pAlana kare che-arthAt hajI caitanyamAM vizeSa sthiratA nathI tyAM evA vratono zubharAga rahe che; ane pachI zuddhopayoga vaDe svarUpamAM lIna thaIne te vratano rAga paNa choDIne AtmAnA paramapadane prApta kare che. A rIte avrata tema ja vrata banene choDIne, zuddhopayoga vaDe aMtarAtmA mukti pAme che. pahelAM avrata choDIne vratano bhAva Ave, tyAM dharmI vratanuM pAlana kare che-ema vyavahAre kahevAya; kharekhara je vratano rAga che te rAganA pAlananI dharmIne bhAvanA nathI. dharmIne to zuddhopayoganI ja bhAvanA che. vratanA vikalpane choDIne te zuddhopayo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 308: AtmabhAvanA gamAM TharavA mAMge che. vratanA vikalpa jyAMsudhI che tyAMsudhI mukti thatI nathI; ane vratanA vikalpathI jyAM sudhI lAbha mAne che tyAMsudhI to mithyAtvamAMthI paNa mukti thatI nathI. vratano zubharAga paNa mokSanuM kAraNa nathI paNa mokSane rokanAra che mATe te choDavA jevo che. A vAta sAMbhaLatAM mUDha jIvo kahe che ke "vrata te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI to zuM vrata choDIne avata karavAM?'- are mUrkha! e vAta kyAMthI lAvyo? avratane choDavAnuM to pahelAM ja kahyuM. vratane paNa je mokSanuM kAraNa na mAne te avratanA pApane to mokSanuM kAraNa kema mAnaze? zubha-azubha bannethI chUTIne AtmAnA mokSanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM tenI hoMza AvavI joIe, tene badale jene kheda thAya che ke "are! zubha chUTI jAya che!'--to tene mokSanI ruci nathI paNa rAganI ja ruci che eTale saMsAranI ja ruci che. ahIM to utkRSTa vAta batAve che. jeNe AtmAnuM samyakakSAna to karyuM che, te uparAMta hiMsAdinA pApabhAvarUpa avrata paNa choDIne ahiMsAdi vrata pALe che, tene paNa AgaLa vadhavA mATe kahe che ke A vratanA vikalpone paNa choDIne tuM svarUpamAM sthira thA, to tane paramAtmadazA pragaTa thaze. pahelAM AvA yathArtha mArgano nirNaya karavo joIe; mokSamArga to vItarAgabhAvamAM ja che, rAgamAM mokSamArga nathI, pachI te azubha ho ke zubha; mArganA nirNayamAM ja jene viparItatA hoya, je rAgane mokSamArga mAnato hoya, te rAgarahita vItarAgI mokSamArgane kyAMthI sAdhI zakaze? kuMdakuMdasvAmI to spaSTa kahe che ke rAga te mokSamArga nathI-pachI bhale arihaMta ke siddha pratyeno te rAga hoya!-- Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 3/9 tethI na karavo rAga jarIye kyAMya paNa mokSecchuo, vItarAga thaIne e rIte, te bhavya bhavasAgara tare. to pachI bhagavAnanI bhakti koI nahI kare"--ema koI kahe, to kahe che ke are bhAI! bhagavAne kahelI AvI vItarAgI vAta samajaze tene ja vItarAgabhagavAna pratye kharI bhakti jAgaze. paNa rAgane je mokSamArga mAnaze tene vItarAga pratye kharI bhakti nahIM jAge. sAcA tattvanA nirNayapUrvaka avrata ane vrata banneno tyAga karavAthI zuM thAya che? te havenI gAthAmAM kaheze. (84). badhA vikalpo duHkhanuM mULa che; tenA nAzathI paramaISTa pada pamAya che. avrata ane vrata banneno tyAga karavAthI zuM thAya che?--ema pUchavAmAM AvatAM AcAryadava kahe che e bannenA tyAgathI AtmAne paramapriya hitakArI ISTa evA suMdara paramapadanI prApti thAya che yadantarjalpasaMpRktamutprekSAjAlamAtmanaH / mUlaM duHkhasya tannAze ziSTamiSTaM paraM pdm|| 85 / / aMtaramAM aneka prakAranA saMkalpa vikalporUpa je kalpanAjALa che te ja AtmAne duHkhanuM mULa che; caitanyasvarUpamAM ekAgratA vaDe teno nAza karatAM potAnA priya hitakArI evA paramapadanI prApti thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 310: AtmabhAvanA saMto kahe che ke 'nirvikalparasa pIjIye '......eTale potAnA cidAnaMdamaya 52ma atIndriya svarUpanuM nirvikalpa vedana karavuM te ja AnaMda che, ane te svarUpathI bahAra nIkaLIne jeTalA saMkalpovikalpo che te du:khanuM kAraNa che. aMtarmukha thaIne je nirvikalpa thAya che te ja 52mapadane pAme che. je jIva caitanyasvarUpane cUkIne saMkalpa vikalpane apanAve che te paramapadane pAmato nathI. saMkalpa vikalparUpa jeTalA rAga che te badhAya saMsA2duHkhanuM ja kAraNa che. te rAgathI AtmAne lAbha mAnavo te to jheranI charI laIne potAnA peTamAM bhoMkIne tenAthI lAbha mAnavA jevuM che. AtmAno cidAnaMda svabhAva AnaMdanuM mULa che, ne te svabhAvamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne je koI zubha-azubhavRtti UThe che te badhI AkuLatAjanaka che, saMsA2duHkhanuM ja kAraNa che. tene choDIne cidAnaMdatattvamAM TharavAthI ja 52maAnaMdano anubhava thAya che. aho ! kevo suMdara mArga che!! parama vItarAgI zAMtino mArga che; are ! sarvajJanA AvA vItarAgI zAMtamArgane ajJAnIo viparItarUpe mAnI rahyA che. jJAnI-dharmAtmA jANe che ke aho ! caitanyasvarUpamAM ekAgra thaIne 52ma vItarAgI AnaMdanuM vedana karavuM te ja eka amane 5rama iSTa che, te ja amane vahAluM che, te ja amAruM priya pada che, te ja suMdara che; enA sivAya rAganI vRtti UThe te duHkhadAyaka che, te amane iSTa nathI, te amane priya nathI, te suMdara nathI, te amane vahAlI nathI. ame te rAganI vRtti choDIne caitanyamAM ja lIna rahevA mAMgIe chIe. A AtmA pote jJAnasvarUpa che ne pote svayaM AnaMdasvarUpa che; saMkalpa-vikalponI jALa UThe te AkuLatA che, te Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanAH 311 AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI, te to du:khanuM mULa che. caitanyasvarUpathI bahAra nIkaLIne, bAhyaviSayonA je kAMI saMkalpa-vikalpa thAya te badhA hitakara nathI paNa du:khakara che. te saMkalpa-vikalpano nAza karIne caitanyasvarUpamAM lInatA karavAthI ja iSTa evuM paramapada prApta thAya che-ema bhagavAne kahyuM che. avrata ke vratanI vRtti UThe te iSTa nathI. tema ja tenAthI iSTapadanI prApti thatI nathI, nirvikalpa AnaMdanuM vedana thAya te ja AtmAne iSTa che, tenAthI paramAtmA thavAya che. A bhagavAna AtmA indriyothI pAra atIndriya che, vikalpothI pAra nirvikalpasvarUpa che, cidAnaMdamaya che; AvA nija AtmAne bhUlIne bAhya viSayo taraphanA jhUkAvathI je saMkalpa-vikalpa thAya temAM ja ajJAnI phasAI rahe che; paraMtu ahIM to te uparAMta ema kahe che ke caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna thayA pachI paNa asthiratAthI je vratAdinA vikalpa UThe che te paNa AkuLatArUpa chebaMdhanuM kAraNa che, du:khanuM kAraNa che. bhale sIdhI rIte bAhya viSayomAM pravartato na hoya, paNa jo aMdara saMkalpa-vikalpanA gaNagaNATa thatA hoya to te paNa duHkharUpa che. saMkalpa-vikalpa sarvathA chUTayA pahelAM paNa A vAtano nirNaya karavo joIe. aho! mane zAMti ane AnaMda to mArA AtmAnA anubhavamAM ja che, saMkalpa-vikalpa UThe temAM mArI zAMti nathI. sAdhakadazAmAM vrata-tapanA vikalpa to Ave, paNa te choDIne svarUpamAM TharIza tyAre ja mane mArA pUrNAnaMdanI prApti thaze-ema je nirNaya nathI karato ane te vikalpathI lAbha mAne che te to ajJAnI che; iSTapada zuM che tenI paNa tene khabara nathI, teNe to rAgane ja iSTa mAnyo che. jJAnI to potAnA caitanyapadane ja iSTa samaje che, ne avrata temaja vrata banne choDIne cidAnaMdasvarUpamAM lInatAthI te 52ma iSTapadane pAme che. jyAM sudhI saMkalpa-vikalpanI jALamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 312: AtmabhAvanA gUMcavAyA kare tyAM sudhI paramasukhamaya iSTapadanI prApti jIvane thatI nathI; jyAre aMtaranA saMkalpa-vikalpanI samasta jALa choDIne pote potAnA caitanyacamatkArarUpa vijJAnaghana AtmAmAM lIna thAya che tyAre ja anaMtasukhamaya paramapadanI prApti thAya che. ApaNA jJAnaparAyaNa jIva paramAtmA thAya che caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnuM jene bhAna che ane samasta saMkalpavikalponI jALano nAza karavA mATe je udhamI che evo jJAnaparAyaNa jIva kayA kramathI paramAtmA thAya che te batAve che avratI vratamAdAya vratI jnyaanpraaynnH| parAtmajJAnasaMpanna: svayameva paro bhvet||86|| avatI vratane grahaNa karIne avratasaMbaMdhI vikalpono nAza kare, ane pachI jJAnaparAyaNa thaIne eTale jJAnamAM lIna thaIne vratasaMbaMdhI vikalpono paNa nAza kare. A rIte jJAnabhAvanAmAM lInatA vaDa te jIva svayaM parAtmajJAnasaMpanna-utkRSTa AtmajJAna saMpanna eTale ke kevaLajJAnasaMpanna paramAtmA thAya che. sauthI pahelAM samyagdarzana to thayuM che tyAra pachInI A vAta che. jene samyagdarzana nathI tene to avratano tyAga hoto nathI, tene to aMzamAtra samAdhi hotI nathI. huM vikalpothI pAra jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa chuM-evuM jene samyakakSAna nathI, te zemAM ekAgra thaIne saMkalpa-vikalpone choDaze ? caitanyasvarUpamAM jeTalI ekAgratA thAya teTalI ja samAdhi thAya che. juo, kevaLI bhagavAnane paripUrNa anaMtasukharUpa samAdhi ja che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 313 munidazAmAM je vratAdino vikalpa UThe che teTalI paNa asamAdhi che, samakitIne je avratono vikalpa UThe temAM vizeSa asamAdhi che; ane mithyASTine to ghora asamAdhi che. jeTalI asamAdhi che teTaluM du:kha che. kevaLI bhagavaMtone paripUrNa anaMtasukha che; tyAra pachI bAramA vagere guNasthAne tenAthI ochuM sukha che. munione jeTalo saMjvalana kaSAya che teTaluM paNa duHkha che, ne jeTalI jJAnaparAyaNatA che teTaluM sukha che. samakitIne cothA guNasthAne avrata saMbaMdhI vikalpo hovA chatAM, te zraddhAapekSAe to jJAnaparAyaNa ja che, vikalpaparAyaNa nathI, -vikalpathI lAbha mAnato nathI. pahelA avratano tyAga karIne vratI thavAnuM kahyuM, tyAM koI ema mAne ke ApaNane samyagdarzana bhale na ho, paNa pahelAM avrata choDIne vrata laI levAM, pachI samyagdarzana thavuM haze to thaze!-to ema mAnanAra mithyAdaSTine jainazAsananI paripATInI khabara nathI. samyagdarzana vagara kadI vrata hoya ja nahi ne avrata chUTe ja nahi. pahelAM mithyAtva chUTe pachI ja avrata chUTe ne pachI ja vrata chUTe. mithyAtva ja jene chUTayuM nathI tene avratAdino tyAga thaI zake ja nahi. jene samyagdarzana ja nathI te to bahirAtmA che. ahIM to te bahirAtmapaNuM choDIne je aMtarAtmA thayA che, samyagdaSTi thayA che, te aMtarAtmAmAMthI paramAtmA thavAnI A vAta che. aMtarAtmA thayA pachI jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM lIna thavAthI ja paramAtmadazA thAya che. pahelAM ja jeNe mithyAtva to choDayuM che ne jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna karyuM che evA samakitI pahelAM avratane choDIne ane pachI vratane paNa choDIne, potAnA cidAnaMdasvarUpamAM nirvikalpapaNe lIna thaIne kevaLajJAna pragaTAvIne paramAtmA thAya che ne siddhapada pAme che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 314: AtmabhAvanA -A rIte jJAnabhAvanA ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. vratAdinA vikalpo mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. (86). dehAzrita liMga ke jAti te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI jema vratAdinA vikalpo mokSanuM kAraNa nathI tema muniliMgano vikalpa paNa mokSanuM kAraNa nathI-ema have AcAryadeva pratipAdana kare liMga dehAzritaM dRSTaM deha evAtmano bhvH| na mucyate bhavAttarasmAtte ye liNgkRtaagrhaaH||87|| liMga dehAzrita che, ane dehamAM Atmabuddhi te ja saMsAra che. tethI jeo dehAdi liMgamAM ke rAgAdimAM mamatvabuddhi kare che teo saMsArathI chUTatA nathI. samayasAramAM AcAryadeva kahe che ke AtmAne deha ja nathI, to pachI deha ke dehAzrita bhAvo mokSanuM kAraNa kema hoya ? paMca mahAvratAdi muniliMgane ke aNuvratAdinA zubharAgarUpa gRhasthIliMgane AtmAnuM svarUpa mAnIne ajJAnI tene mokSamArga mAne che, paNa te liMga mokSamArga nathI; kAraNa ke ahaMtadevo deha pratye nirmama vartatA thakA liMgane (mahAvratanA vikalpane) choDIne darzana-jJAna-caritrane ja seve che. bhagavAne to zuddhajJAnanI upAsanA vaDa samyagdarzana-jJAnacAritrarUpa mokSamArga sevyo ne evo ja mokSamArga upadezyo. dravyaliMga to zarIrAzrita hovAthI paradravya che, tethI te mokSamArga nathI; samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra ja mokSamArga che, kAraNa ke te AtmAzrita che. mATe he bhavya ! Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 315 bAhyaliMganuM mamatva choDIne darzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpa mokSamArgamAM ja tArA AtmAne joDa. "jene liMgakRta Agraha che te mokSa pAmato nathI, paNa eno artha evo nathI ke digaMbara liMga sivAya bIjA game te kuliMgamAM paNa mokSa thaI jAya. mokSa pAmanArane munidazAmAM zarIranI digaMbaradazA ja hoya-e to niyama che,-ema jANavuM te kAMI liMgakRta AgrahuM nathI; paNa aMtaramAM caitanyatattvanI ArAdhanA to je karato nathI ane zarIranI digaMbaradazA thaI tene ja mokSanuM kAraNa mAne che te jIvane liMgakRta Agraha che; zarIrasaMbaMdhI vikalpa choDIne jyAre svarUpamAM Tharaze tyAre ja mukti thaze. te vakhate deha bhale digaMbara ja hoya, paNa te kAMI mokSanuM kAraNa nahi thAya, mokSanuM kAraNa to samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra ja thaze. mATe arihaMta bhagavaMtoe dehanuM mamatva choDIne ratnatrayanI ja mokSamArgapaNe upAsanA karI che; ne teno upadeza dIdho che. dehu to saMsAra che; azarIrI siddhadazA tenI sAme saMsArano AdhAra (nimitta tarIke ) zarIra che, jene zarIranuM mamatva che, zarIra mane dharmanuM sAdhana thaze-ema mAne che te jIva zarIrathI chUTI zakato nathI, eTale ke saMsArathI chUTI zakato nathI, ne azarIrI siddhapada pAmato nathI. vastra-pAtra vagere parigrahasahita munidazA manAve tene to mokSamArganA nimittamAMya bhUla che; ahIM to kahe che ke zarIranI nagnadazA ke paMcamahAvratasaMbaMdhI zubha vikalpa (ke je mokSamArganAM bAhya liMga che) tene je mokSamArga mAne, tene paNa liMgano Agraha che, zarIranuM mamatva che. jene zarIranuM mamatva che te zarIrathI chUTIne azarIrIdazA kyAMthI pAmaze? bhAI, A zarIra ja tAruM nathI pachI emAM tAro mokSamArga kevo? dehane je Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 316: AtmabhAvanA mokSanuM sAdhana mAne tene dehanuM mamatva hoya ja.-jene mokSanuM sAdhana mAne tenuM mamatva kema choDe? munidazAmAM zarIra nagna ja hoya e kharuM che,-paNa munidazA kAMI e nagna zarIranA Azraye nathI, munidazA to AtmAnA Azraye che. zuddha AtmAne je nathI jANato tene munidazA hotI nathI. koI kutarka kare ke dehanA Azraye to mokSamArga nathI, pachI munidazAmAM zarIra nagna hoya ke vastrasahita hoya temAM zuM ?-to kahe che ke bhAI, nimittano meLa hoya che, je dazAmAM jevo rAga na hoya tevAM nimitta paNa hotAM nathI. jema sarvajJane AhAranI IcchA nathI to bahAramAM paNa AhAranI kriyA nathI. tema munine parigrahano bhAva nathI to bahAramAM paNa vastrAdi parigraha hoto nathI. evo meLa sahajapaNe hoya che. rAga chUTatAM tenAM nimitto paNa saheje chUTI jAya che. chatAM dharmIne te bAhya nimittamAM kartRtva nathI. svabhAva-Azrita zuddha ratnatrayane jeo sevatA nathI ne dehAzrita ke rAgAzrita mokSamArga mAne che teoe zuddha AtmAne jANyo ja nathI. zuddha jJAnano anubhava te ja eka 52mArtha mokSamArga che, bIjo koI sAco mokSamArga nathI. ajJAnI kahe che ke deha nimitta to che ne ?-to ahIM kahe che ke hA, deha nimitta che-paNa konuM? ke saMsAranuM. zarIranI dazA mane mokSanuM kAraNa thaze ema je mAne che te jIva saMsArathI chUTato nathI. 'deha te to bhava che,-za2I2 ja AtmAno saMsAra che' ema kahIne ahIM to AcAryadeva dehane mokSanA nimittapaNAmAMthI paNa kADhI nAMkhe che, deha to saMsAranuM ja nimitta che. kemake je ajJAnI jIva dehanI kriyAne potAnI mAne che tene to deha uparanI dRSTithI saMsAra ja thAya che, tethI tene to Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 317 zarIra te saMsAranuM ja nimitta thayuM, mokSanuM nimitta tene na thayuM. dehathI bhinna AtmAnA cidAnaMda svabhAvane jANIne, temAM ekAgratA vaDe jeo ratnatrayane ArAdhe che teo ja mukti pAme che. ane temane mATe zarIrane mokSanuM nimitta kahevAya. Ao khUbI ! dehanuM lakSa choDIne AtmAne mokSanuM sAdhana banAve tene deha mokSanuM nimitta kahevAya, ane dehane ja je mokSanuM sAdhana mAnIne aTake che tene to deha saMsAranuM nimitta che. munidazAmAM digaMbaradazArUpa liMga ja nimittapaNe hoya ne vastrAdi na hoya-evo niyama che, chatAM te nimittathI ja mokSa thaI jaze-ema mAnanAra mithyAdaSTine to te zarIranA Azraye saMsAra ja thAya che. ajJAnI kahe che ke zarIrathI mokSa thAya! ahIM kahe che ke zarIra te ja bhava che-saMsAra che. jene jJAnAnaMda caitanyatattvanuM bhAna nathI ne dehanA lakSe rokAyA che teo saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che. vratanA vikalpo mokSanuM kAraNa nathI, ne zarIrano digaMbarabhekha te paNa mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. prazna:- to pachI munidazAmAM vastra hoya to vAMdho nahi ne? uttara:- munidazAmAM vastrAdi mAne tene to nimittanI paNa khabara nathI, tene to moTI bhUla che. munidazAmAM digaMbara zarI2 ja nimittapaNe hoya che.-paraMtu jeo te ekalA bAhmaliMgathI ja mokSa thavAnuM mAne che teo paNa nimittAdhIna daSTine lIdhe saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che. dehadaSTithI to saMsAra ja che; dedaSTivALAne mukti thatI nathI ane jeo dehanI dazAne mokSanuM kAraNa mAne che teo dedaSTivALA ja che. deha te mokSanuM kAraNa che-evo mithyA Agraha choDIne, caitanyasvarUpane zraddhA-jJAna-ekAgratA vaDe jeo ArAdhe che teo ja mukti pAme che. advaita bhagavaMto paNa dehAzrita liMgano vikalpa choDIne, ratnatrayanI ArAdhanA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check htfp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 318: AtmabhAvanA vaDe ja mukti pAmyA che; mATe te ja muktino mArga che, liMga te muktino mArga nathI-ema niHzaMka jANavuM. (87) * have liMganI jema uttama jAti ke kuLa te paNa dehAzrita che, te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI; tethI, 'ame brAhmaNa, ame kSatriya, ame vANiyA,-amAruM uttama kuLa ne uttama jAti che te ja mokSanuM kAraNa che'-ema jeo mAne che teo paNa mukti pAmatA nathI ema AcAryadeva kahe che jAtirdehAzritA dRSTA deha evAtmano bhava / na mucyate bhavAttasmAtte ye jAtikRtAgrahA / / 88 / / jAti to zarIrAzrita che, te jAtine ja AtmAnuM svarUpa je mAne che te dehane ja AtmA mAne che, eTale 'huM vANiyo chuM, huM kSatriya chuM'-ema tene jAtikRta Agraha che, te jIva paNa bhavathI chUTato nathI. deha sAthe ekatvabuddhi rAkhe te jIva dehanA saMyogathI kema chUTe ? bhAI ! vANiyo ke brAhmaNa vagere jAti te tArI kharI jAta nathI, tArI kharI jAta to caitanya jAta che, cetanA ja tAruM kharuM svarUpa che; tArI caitanyajAtane oLakha to tArI mukti thAya. dharmI jANe che ke ame to dehathI bhinna AtmA chIe, caitanya ja amArI jAti che; kSatriya vagere jAti to dehAzrita che. dehanI jAti te ame nathI. caitanya ja amArI uttama jAti che, ne tenI ArAdhanA karavI te ja amArI uttama kuLaparaMparA che. AvA bhAvapUrvaka dehasaMbaMdhI jAti ane kuLanA vikalpo choDIne dharmAtmA potAnA caitanyasvarUpanI ArAdhanA vaDe mukti pAme che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 319 juo, zarIranI uttama jAti ke kuLa te mokSanuM kAraNa nathIema ahIM kahyuM, tethI game te jAti hoya-strI hoya ke cAMDALakuLamAM janmyo hoya topaNa mukti thaI zake'--ema jo koI mAne to tene paNa tattvanI khabara nathI; mokSa pAmanArane nimittanI yogyatA kevI hoya tenI tene khabara nathI. jema-zarIranI digaMbaradazA te mokSanuM kAraNa na hovA chatAM, mokSa pAmanArane nimitta tarIke to digaMbaradazA ja hoya che, bIjI dazA hotI nathI, e niyama che; tema zarIranI jAti te muktinuM kAraNa na hovA chatAM, mokSa pAmanArane nimitta tarIke to puruSapaNuM tathA kSatriyAdi uttama jAti ja hoya,-e niyama che. strIliMgamAM mokSa na thAya, puruSaliMga ane uttama jAtimAM ja mokSa thAya-ema zAstramAM kathana Ave, tyAM te liMga ane jAtine ja AtmAnuM svarUpa mAnI ltha ke tene ja mokSanuM kharuM sAdhana mAnI lya, ne tenAthI bhinna AtmAne tathA zuddharatnatrayarUpa mokSasAdhanane na oLakhe-to te jIva dehabuddhivALo che, te mokSa pAmato nathI-bhale te uttama kuLamAM janmyo hoya ne puruSa hoya. uttama evA caitanyakuLane na jANuM to zarIranuM kuLa zuM kare? mATe dehathI ne rAgathI bhinna evI tArI caitanyajAtIne jANa. (88) * * * * * * zAstromAM munine digaMbaradazA ja hovAnuM tathA UMcI jAti ane purUSaliMga ja hovAnuM kahyuM che-te kathana uparathI koI jIva te bAhyacihnane ja mokSanA kAraNa tarIke mAnI lve ne aMtaraMganA kharA sAdhanane bhUlI jAya-to te paNa parama padane pAmatA nathI-ema have 89 mI gAthAmAM kahe che Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 320: AtmabhAvanA jAtirliMgavikalpena yeSAM ca samayAgrahaH / te'pina prApnuvantyeva paramaM padamAtmanaH / / 89 / / A gAthAno koI evo UlaTo artha samaje ke jAtiliMganA bhedano Agraha na karavo eTale ke game te jAtimAM ne game te veSamAM mokSa mAnI levo,-to e artha barAbara nathI. zAstramAM nimitta tarIke je jAti ne liMga vagere kahyAM che te ja nimitta hoya ne viparIta na ja hoya; paNa te nimittano eTale ke bAhya sAdhanano Agraha na karavo, paNa aMtaranA kharA sAdhanarUpa samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrane oLakhIne tenI upAsanAmAM tatpara thavuM. kaI jAtimAM ne kayA vezamAM mokSa haze eno nirNaya paNa ghaNAne thato nathI, ne game tevA kuliMgamAM paNa mokSa thaI javAnuM mAne che-temane to sAcA mArganI khabara nathI. mokSanuM sAcuM sAdhana to ratnatraya che; ne jyAM evA ratnatrayarUpa mokSasAdhana hoya tyAM bAhya sAdhana tarIke uttama jAti ane digaMbara puruSaveSa ja hoya; e sivAya bIjuM mAne tene to mokSanA bahAranA sAdhananIye khabara nathI, to aMtaraMga sAcuM sAdhana to ene hoya ja kyAMthI? munidazAmAM puruSapaNuM ane digaMbara liMga ja hoya, bIjuM liMga na ja hoya; tathA kSatriya, brAhmaNa ke vaizya jAti ja hoya, zudra jAti na hoya-ema AgamamAM kahyuM che, te to yathArtha ja che, yathArtha nimitta kevuM hoya te tyAM batAvyuM che.-paraMtu AgamanA te kathanathI koI ajJAnI ema mAne ke 'A liMga ane A jAtithI ja have mukti thaI jaze' to tene AgamanI othe jAti ane liMgano ja Agraha che, te paNa mukti pAmatA nathI. A jAti ane A liMgamAM ja mokSa thAya ema kahIne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 321 zAstroe to yathArtha nimitta batAvyuM che, paNa kAMI te jAti ke liMgane ja mokSanuM kAraNa kahevAno zAstrano Azaya nathI; chatAM tene ja jeo mokSanuM kAraNa mAne che teo saMsAramAM ja rakhaDe che. mokSanuM kAraNa to AtmAnA zraddhA-jJAna-cAritra ja che; jeo dehadRSTi choDIne evA ratnatrayane ArAdhe che teo ja dehAtIta muktine pAme che. (89). ajJAnIno dhyeya vagarano tyAga. bhedajJAna vagara rAga-dveSanuM ja sevana zarIranI jAti ke liMga te mokSanuM kAraNa nathI-ema samajIne zarIranuM mamatva choDavuM, ne paramapadamAM prIti joDavI te tAtparya che. je dehanuM mamatva choDavA mATe, ane je paramAtmasvarUpane prApta karavA mATe bhogothI nivRttino upadeza che, tene jANyA vagara eTale ke dehathI bhinna cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANyA vagara, bhogAdine choDIne paNa ajJAnI jIva mohane lIdhe te zarIramAM ja anurAga karavA lAge che ne bIjA upara eTale ke paramAtmasvarUpa upara dveSa kare che.-jeno tyAga karavAno che tenI to prIti kare che ne jenI prApti karavAnI che tenA para dveSa kare che.-ema havenI gAthAmAM kahe che: yattyAgAya nivartante bhogebhyo ydvaaptye| prIti tatraiva kurvanti dveSamanyatra mohinH|| 90 / / Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 322: AtmabhAvanA ajJAnI jIva zarIra uparanuM mamatva choDavA mATe je bhogone choDe che temAM ja pAcho ajJAnathI te prIti kare che, ne je paramapadane prApta karavAnuM che te pada pratye aprItirUpa dvaSa kare che. indriyaviSayone choDIne atIndriya AtmasvabhAvamAM AvavAnI to tene khabara nathI eTale eka prakAranA IndriyaviSayane choDIne pAcho bIjA prakAranA IndriyaviSayamAM ja te varte che, ne atIndriyasvabhAva pratye arucirUpa vaiSa kare che. e rIte mohI jIvano tyAga te kharo tyAga nathI paNa te to rAgadveSagarbhita che. nirmamatva caitanyasvabhAvanI dRSTi vagara dehAdinuM mamatva chUTe ja nahi. caitanyanA bhAna vagara dehanuM mamatva choDavA mATe tyAgI thAya topaNa tene indriyonA viSayomAM tyAga-grahaNanI buddhi to paDI ja che, atIndriya caitanyasvabhAva to teNe lakSamAM lIdho nathI. A bAhya tyAga mane mokSanuM kAraNa thaze-ema tene zarIranI digaMbaradazA vagere upara rAga che. e rIte jene AtmAnuM bhAna nathI tene dehAdinI mamatAno kharo tyAga thato ja nathI. bAhya bhogothI nivRtti karIne paramAtmapadamAM prIti joDavAnI hatI, tene badale zarIrane mokSanuM sAdhana mAnyuM, eTale zarIramAM ja teNe potAnuM astitva mAnIne temAM prIti joDI, paNa zarIrathI bhinna caitanyanuM astitva na jANuM, ne temAM prItine na joDI; eTale te mohI jIvane tyAgano hetu saryo nahIM. evA mohavAna tyAgI karatAM to nirmohI (-samyagdaSTi) gRhasthane samantabhadrasvAmIe uttama kahyo che. kemake te mohI ajJAnI jIve bAhyamAM tyAgI thaIne paNa, jeno tyAga karavAno hato tenI to prIti karI, ane jenI prApti karavAnI hatI tene jANyuM nahIM, temAM arucirUpa vaiSa karyo. A rIte bhedajJAna vagara sAco tyAga thato nathI. bAhya viSayabhogo choDIne vratI thayo, te vratanA pAlanamAM jene Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 3ra3 kaSTa ane duHkha lAge che tenA abhiprAyamAM viSayomAM sukhabuddhi paDI che. "huM to jJAna ja chuM, jJAnamAM ja mAruM astitva che, mArA jJAnasvabhAvamAM ja mAruM sukha che ne bAhya viSayomAM kyAMya mAruM sukha nathI "--evuM bhAna karatAM zarIrAdimAMthI sukhabuddhi chUTI jAya che. zarIranA sAdhana vaDe cAritranuM pAlana thaze-evI jenI buddhi che tene zarIra uparanuM mamatva chUTayuM nathI. teNe viSayo choDIne paNa zarIramAM ja mamatvabuddhi karI che. jyAM aMtaranA caitanyatattvanuM vedana nathIAnaMdano anubhava nathI tyAM koIne koI prakAre bAhya viSayomAM mamatA ane sukhabuddhi jIvane vedAyA ja kare che, eTale bhogothI sAcI nivRtti tene hotI nathI. mATe dehAdithI bhinna Atmatattvane jANIne temAM prIti joDavI. caitanyamAM prIti karIne temAM lInatA karatAM bAhya bhogothI saheje nivRtti thaI jAya che ne dehAdinuMya mamatva chUTI jAya che. A rIte paramapadanI prApti thAya che. (90) ajJAnIne AtmA ane dehamAM ekatvabuddhi jene dehathI bhinna AtmatattvanuM jJAna nathI evo mohI jIva AtmAnI kriyAne dehamAM joDe che ne dehanI kriyAne AtmAmAM joDa che, te vAta daSTAMtathI samajAve che anaMtarajJa: saMdhatte dRSTiM pNgorythaa'ndhke| saMyogAt dRSTimaMge'pi saMdhatte tdvdaatmnH|| 91 / / eka AMdhaLA mANasanA khabhA upara laMgaDo beTho che; te laMgaDo Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3ra4: AtmabhAvanA AMkha vaDe mArga dekhe che, ne AMdhaLo cAle che. cAlavAnI tAkAta laMgaDAmAM nathI ne dekhavAnI tAkAta AMdhaLAmAM nathI. dekhavAnI kriyA to laMgaDAnI che ne cAlavAnI kriyA AMdhaLAnI che-AvA AMdhaLA ane laMgaDA vaccenA aMtaranI khabara nathI te mANasa laMgaDAnI daSTino AMdhaLAmAM Aropa karIne ema mAne che ke A laMgaDo ja mArga dekhIne cAle che.-teno A Aropa mithyA che, tene khabara nathI ke mArga dekhanAro to upara judo beTho che. e ja pramANe A zarIra to jJAna vagaranuM AMdhaLuM-jaDa che, ne AtmA dekhato che paNa te zarIranI kriyA karavA mATe pAMgaLo che. zarIra hAla-cAle tene AtmA jANe che, te jANavAnI kriyA AtmAnI che; ne zarIrAdi cAlavAnI kriyA to jaDanI che.-paNa jene jaDa-cetananA aMtaranI khabara nathI, AtmA ane zarIranI bhinnatAnuM bhAna nathI evo ajJAnI jIva AtmAnA jJAnano zarIramAM Aropa karIne ema mAne che ke A zarIra ja jANe che-AMkhathI ja badhuM dekhAya che, eTale zarIra te ja AtmA che.--paNa teno A Aropa mithyA che; tene khabara nathI ke jANanAro to zarIrathI judo che, zarIra kAMI nathI jANatuM, jANavAnI kriyA to AtmAnI che. vaLI te ajJAnI jIva ema mAne che ke zarIra hAla-cAlebole te badhI mArI kriyA che, huM ja te kriyA karuM chuM. paNa zarIra hAla-cAle-bole te to jaDanI kriyA che, te jaDa-AMdhaLuM tenA pagathI (tenI paryAyathI) hAla-cAle-bole che, te kriyA AtmAthI thaI nathI; AtmAe to tene jANavAnI kriyA karI che. A rIte jaDacetananI bhinna bhinna kriyAo che. jaDa-cetananI kriyAo Avo bheda-taphAvata-jAdAI nahi jANanAra ajJAnI jIva te bannene ekapaNe mAnIne saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. jAo, graMthanI zarUAtamAM kahyuM hatuM ke jene paramasukhanI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 325 abhilASA che evA jIvone mATe huM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza. eTale mokSArthI jIvone mATe A bhedajJAnanI vAta cAle che. jaDacetananI bhinnatAnuM jJAna thatAM jIvane sukha thAya che. AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che; tenI kriyA to jANavArUpa ja che. ane zarIra jaDasvarUpa che-te svaye hAlavA-cAlavAnI kriyAvALuM che, paNa tenAmAM dekhavAnI kriyA nathI. AtmA ane zarIra banne padArtho bhinna bhinna che, bannenI kriyAo paNa bhinna bhinna che. zarIra UMca-nIcuM thAya-vyavasthita paga UpaDa, bhASA bolAya te badhI jaDanI kriyA che, jaDa AMdhaLA svayaM cAle che, ne tyAM te-te kriyAnuM je jJAna thAya che te jJAna AtmAnI kriyA che. paNa ajJAnI kahe che ke "meM zarIranI kriyA karI; huM bolyo, meM jALavIne paga mUkyo."--evI bhramaNAne lIdhe te ajJAnI zarIrAdi bAhyapadArthomAM ja upayoganI ekatA kare che. paNa zarIrathI bhinna AtmAmAM upayogane joDato nathI. tene ahIM samajAve che ke are mUDha ! jaDa ane cetananI kriyAo bhinnabhinna che; tArI kriyA to jANavArUpa che, zarIranI kriyAo tArI nathI. mATe zarIrAdi jaDa sAtheno saMbaMdha toDa ne caitanyasvabhAva sAthe saMbaMdha joDa! jaDa-cetananA bhedajJAna mATe ahIM AMdhaLA ane laMgaDAnuM sarasa daSTAMta ApyuM che. AMdhaLAmAM hAlavA-cAlavAnI tAkAta che paNa mArga dekhavAnI tAkAta nathI; tenA khabhA upara laMgaDo beTho che, tenAmAM jANavAnI tAkAta che paNa dehane calAvavAnI tAkAta nathI. AMdhaLo cAle che ne laMgaDo dekhe che. tyAM cAlavAnI kriyA konI che ? -AMdhaLAnI che. dekhavAnI kriyA konI che ? laMgaDAnI che. e rIte banenI kriyA bhinnabhinna che. tema zarIra jaDa AMdhaLuM che, tenAmAM svaye hAlavA-cAlavAnI tAkAta che, paNa jANavA-dekhavAnI tAkAta tenAmAM nathI. tenI sAthe ekakSetre AtmA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3ra6: AtmabhAvanA rahelo che, tenAmAM jANavA-dekhavAnI tAkAta che paNa zarIrane calAvavAnI tAkAta tenAmAM nathI. zarIra tenA svabhAvathI ja hAlecAle che, te jaDanI kriyA che, ne tene jANe che te AtmAnI kriyA che. -Ama jaDa-cetana bannenI bhinnabhinna kriyAo che. AvI bhinnatAne je jANe tene zarIrathI upekSA thaIne AtmasamAdhi thAya che. prazna- AMdhaLAne to kAMI khabara nathI, eTale laMgaDo ja tene mArga batAvIne halAve-calAve che; tema zarIra to jaDa che, tene kAMI khabara nathI, AtmA ja tenI kriyAo kare che! uttara- are bhAI ! ema nathI. AMdhaLo tenA pagathI cAle che, kAMI laMgaDo tene nathI calAvato. tema zarIra ane AtmAno saMyoga hovA chatAM, zarIra tenI potAnI zaktithI cAle che, tenAmAM jJAna na hovA chatAM te svayaM potAnI zaktithI ja hAlacAle che, AtmA tene nathI halAvato. AtmA zarIranI kriyA kare che-ema ajJAnathI ja pratibhAse che; tema ja zarIranI AMkha vaDe AtmA dekhe che-ema paNa ajJAnathI ja pratibhAse che. huM to jJAna chuM ne zarIra to jaDa che, huM to jANanAra chuM ne zarIra AMdhaLuM che, huM to arUpI chuM te zarIra rUpI che, bannenI kriyAo atyaMta bhinna che evuM bhedajJAna ajJAnI jIva karato nathI, ne bhedajJAna vinA jagatamAM koI zaraNabhUta nathI, kyAMya zAMti ke samAdhi nathI. ajJAnI jIva dehathI bhinna AtmAnA bhAna vinA anAdithI jaDano dAsa thaIne rahyo che, deha ane AtmAno saMyoga dekhIne ekatAno bhrama ajJAnIne thaI gayo che, ne tethI te saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. saMyoga hovA chatAM bannenI kriyAo judI ja che-ema jo bhinnatA oLakhe to dehubuddhi choDe ne AtmAmAM ekAgratA kare.--e rIte AtmAmAM ekAgratAthI samAdhi thAya, zAMti thAya ne bhavabhramaNa chUTe. (91). Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 3ra7 jJAnIne deha ane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna deha ane AtmAno saMyoga dekhIne ajJAnI te bannenI kriyAo ekabIjAmAM bheLavI de che, bannenAM bhinna lakSaNone jANato nathI ne bannenI bhinna kriyAo oLakhato nathI-e vAta 91 mI gAthAmAM karI. have 92 mI gAthAmAM kahe che ke deha ane AtmAno saMyoga hovA chatAM, bhedajJAnI aMtarAtmA temane bhinna bhinna samaje che ne eka bIjAmAM bheLavato nathI dRSTabhedo yathA dRSTi paMgorandhe na yojyet| tathA na yojayet dehe daSTAtmA dRssttimaatmnH|| 92 / / jeNe daSTivaMta paMgu ane daSTihIna aMdha e banne vacce bheda jANyo che eTale ke dekhavAnuM kAma to paMgunuM che ne cAlavAnuM kAma aMdhanuM che ema bhinnatA jANe che te jIva paMgunI daSTine aMdhamAM Aropato nathI; tema jeNe cetanavaMta evo jIva ane cetanahIna evuM jaDa-zarIra, e banne vacce bheda jANyo che, jANavAnuM kArya to jIva kare che, ne zarIranI ceSTAo to jaDanI che-ema bannenuM bhinna-bhinna svarUpa jeNe jANyuM che te cetananA bhAvane jaDamAM khatavato nathI, AtmAne dehanI kriyAmAM joDato nathI eTale ke dehanI kriyA AtmA kare che-ema te dekhato nathI, paNa deha ane AtmA bannenI kriyAne bhinna bhinna ja dekhe che.-AvI bhinnatA dekhanAra aMtarAtmA che. juo, indriyomAM kAMI jANavAnI tAkAta nathI. koIne jAtismaraNa thatAM pUrvanA aneka bhavo dekhAya,-te zuM AMkhathI dekhAya che? jJAnathI ja te dekhAya che. avadhijJAnIne ahIM beThA beThA svarganaraka sAkSAt dekhAya, te zuM AMkhanI tAkAta che? Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 328: AtmabhAvanA -nahi, jJAnanI ja jANavAnI tAkAta che. AMkha to ekakora bahAra rahI jAya che. sarvajJa paramAtmA AMkhanA avalaMbana vagara AtmAmAM ja ekAgratAthI AkhA jagatane sAkSAta dekhe che-jANe che. jANavuM te IndriyonI kriyA nathI, jANavuM te to jJAnanI kriyA che,-ema dharmI bannene bhinna bhinna oLakhe che. deha ane AtmA saMyogamAM rahyA tyAM ajJAnIne ema thAya che ke dehanAM kAma jANe AtmA ja kare che; athavA A AMkha vagere jaDa Indriyo jANavAnuM kAma kare che. paNa jaDa ane cetananI bhinna bhinna kriyAne te oLakhato nathI. bhAI, jANavAnuM kAma kAMI A AMkha nathI karatI. jANavAnuM kAma to aMdara jJAnasvarUpa AtmA che te kare che. dharmI aMtarAtmA jANe che ke jJAtAdA to huM chuM, mAro jJAnadarzanasvabhAva A dehamAM nathI, dehathI to huM taddana judo chuM. potAnA jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne zarIrAdi padArthothI atyaMta bhinna te anubhave atyaMta abhAva aAtmA : zarIra bhAI, zarIra ne AtmA to atyaMta bhinna che; saMyoge rahyA hovA chatAM bannenA svabhAva vacce atyaMta abhAvarUpI moTo parvata Ubho che; ekabIjAno aMza paNa ekabIjAmAM bheLaseLa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 329 thato nathI. eka rUpI, bIjo arUpI; eka jaDa, bIjo cetana; ema bannenA svabhAvanI taddana bhinnatAne jJAnI jANe che. jyAM potAnA jJAnamAM rAganA aMzaneya nathI bheLavatA tyAM jaDane to potAmAM jJAnI kema mAne? dehathI ne rAgathI potAnA AtmAne atyaMta judo anubhave che. jANavArUpa kriyA to mArI che, ne A zarIranI kriyAo mArI nathI paNa jaDanI che-Ama jANanAra bhedajJAnI dharmAtmAne zarIrAdimAM potApaNAnI kalpanA kadI thatI nathI. cetanAguNa to AtmAno che, te kAMI zarIrano nathI, zarIra to cetanArahita jaDa che,-evuM jANanAra jJAnI potAnI jJAnakriyAne zarIramAM nathI joDatA, A Indriyo vaDe huM jANuM chuM ema nathI mAnatA, temaja zarIranI kriyAo mArAthI thAya che-ema paNa kadI mAnatA nathI. zarIrane ane AtmAne bhinnabhinna jANIne AtmAmAM ja jJAnane joDe che-temAM ja ekatA kare che. AtmA jANanAra aMdara beTho che mATe AtmAne lIdhe dehAdinI hAlavA-cAlavA-bolavAnI kriyAo vyavasthita thAya che-ema nathI. AtmA jANanAra-dekhanAra che te zarIrAdinI kriyAno paNa jANanAra ja che, paNa tenI kriyAno karanAra AtmA nathI. prazna:- AtmA na hoya tyAre kema zarIranI kriyA thatI nathI ? uttara- AtmA na hoya tyAre zarIra sthira raheluM che te paNa tenI eka kriyA ja che; te saDe che, phUlI jAya che-te paNa pudgalanI kriyA che; te vakhate paNa tenAmAM anaMtA rajakaNo kSaNe kSaNe Ave che ne jAya che. jema cAlavuM te eka kriyA che tema sthira rahevuM te paNa eka kriyA che. AtmA hoya tyAre paNa zarIranI kriyA zarIrathI thAya che, ne AtmA na hoya tyAre paNa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 33): AtmabhAvanA zarIranI kriyA zarIrathI ja thAya che. AtmA to jJAnakriyAno ja karanAra che. AtmA hoya ne bhASA bolAya, tyAM kharekhara AtmA te bhASAno jANanAra ja che, paNa ajJAnI bhramathI ema mAne che ke "huM bhASA bolyo." jJAnI potAnI jJAnakriyA sivAya dehAdinI koI kriyAne potAnI mAnatA nathI; te to jJAnasvabhAvane ja potAno jANIne temAM ja ekAgratA kare che. (92). ajJAnI jAgato hoya chatAM vibhramamAM che. jJAnI UMghatA hoya tyAreya mokSamArge che. ajJAnI bahirAtmAnI badhI avasthAo bhramarUpa che, ne jJAnI aMtarAtmA sarva avasthAomAM bhrAMtirahita ja che,-ema have kahe che. suptonmattAdyasthaiva vibhrmo'naatmdrshinaam| vibhramo'kSINadoSasya srvaavsthaa''tmdrshinH|| 93 / / viditAzeSazAstropi na jAgradapi mucyte| dehAtmadRSTi: jJAtAtmA suptonmattopi mucyte||94 / / bahirAtmAne ema lAge che ke supta ke unmatta avasthA te ja bhramarUpa che, jAgRtadazA vakhate tene bhrama lAgato nathI; paNa jJAnI to jANe che ke je bahirAtmA che tenI badhI ja avasthA bhramarUpa che; te bhale bhaNelo-gaNelo ne DAhyo hoya, jAgato hoya, topaNa potAne dehAdirUpa mAnato hovAthI te bhramamAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA:331 ja paDelo che, mohathI te unmatta ja che. jagata kahe che ke DAhyo che, jJAnI kahe che ke te gAMDo che. huM caitanya chuM evuM jene bhAna nathI ne dehane ja potAno mAnI rahyA che te gAMDA ja che. ane tethI UlaTuM laIe to, jJAnI dharmAtmAnI badhI avasthAo bhramarahita ja che. kadAcita unmatta jevA dekhAya ke UMghamAM hoya topaNa te vakhateya jJAnInI dazA bhramarUpa nathI, paNa caitanyasvarUpamAM te jAgRta ja che, dehAdimAM potApaNAno bhrama tene thato nathI. jAo, sItAnuM haraNa thatAM tenA viyogamAM rAmacaMdrane mUrchA AvI jAya che, ne jhADane tathA parvatane paNa pUche che ke kya ya jAnakIne dekhI?-to zuM te vakhate gAMDA che? ke bhramavALA che?nA; te vakhateya jJAnI che, aMtaramAM te vakhateya niHzaMka bhAna varte che ke ame to caitanyasvarUpa AtmA chIe, sItA ke sItA pratyeno rAga te ame nathI. A rIte jJAnI sarva avasthAomAM bhrAMtirahita che, AtmA saMbaMdhI bhrAMti temane thatI nathI. ne ajJAnI, kadAcit strI vagere maravA chatAM rue nahi topaNa te unmatta ane bhrAnta che. sat-asatane judA jANyA vagara eTale ke sva-parane jAdA jANyA vagara, ajJAnapaNe potAne phAve tema bannene ekameka mAne che, evA ajJAnInuM badhuM jJAna ne badhI ceSTAo unmattavat che tethI mithyA che, -ema mokSazAstramAM umAsvAmIe kahyuM che. rAga ane dehAdinI badhI avasthA mArI che-ema ajJAnIne sarva avasthAmAM bhrama varte che, ne jJAnI to te sarva avasthAthI potAnA AtmAne bhinna jANe che, jJAnAnaMdasvarUpe ja te potAnA AtmAne dekhe che, tethI sarva avasthAmAM te bhrAMtirahita ja che. UMgha vakhateya te bhrAMtirahita che. ane ajJAnI jAgRtadazAmAMya bhrAMtisahita che. dehAdinI avasthAne je potAnI mAne che tene jJAnIo "gAMDAunmatta' jANe che. ane jJAnI laDAI vageremAM Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 33ra: AtmabhAvanA hoya, strInA viyogathI mUrSita thaI jAya-tyAM ajJAnIne ema lAge che ke AnI dazA bhramarUpa che; paNa nA, te mUrchAdi vakhateya jJAnI cidAnaMdasvarUpamAM bhrAMtirahita jAgRta ja che. jJAnInI aMtaradazAne ajJAnI oLakhato nathI. aMtarAtmA ane bahirAtmAnI oLakhANa bAhyadRSTithI thatI nathI. koI ajJAnI rogAdi pratikULatA Ave chatAM uMkAro paNa na kare, tyAM bAhyadaSTine to ema lAge ke A moTo jJAnI che! paNa jJAnI kahe che ke tenI ceSTA unmatta jevI che. ane jJAnIne rogAdi prasaMge kadAca vedanAnI bhIMsa lAge tyAM bAhyadaSTi jIvone ema lAge che ke A ajJAnI haze! paNa te vedanAnI bhIMsa vakhate (-moDhAmAMthI uMkArA thatA hoya te vakhateya ) aMtaramAM jJAnasvabhAva upara ja jJAnInI mITa che,-jJAnasvarUpamAM te nirbhata che; te dazAne ajJAnI oLakhI zakatA nathI. juo, paM. banArasIdAsajI jyAre chellI sthitimAM hatA, maraNanI taiyArI hatI tyAre bhASA baMdha thaI gaI hatI, paNa hajI prANa chUTatA na hatA, tyAre AsapAsa UbhelA lokone ema lAgyuM ke Ano jIva kyAMka mamatAmAM rokANo che, tethI deha chUTato nathI. paraMtu paMDitajI to antakALa najIka samajIne potAnI bhAvanAmAM hatA. lokonI mUrkhatA dekhIne tenuM nirAkaraNa karavA mATe temaNe IzArAthI pATI-pena maMgAvyAM ane temAM lakhyuM ke jJAnakRtakkA hAtha mArI ari mohanA, pragaTyo rUpa svarUpa anaMta su sohnaa| yaha paryayakA anta satyakara mAnanA, cale banArasIdAsa phera nahIM aavnaa|| bhedajJAnarUpI kaTAra hAthamAM laIne ame mohazatrune haNI nAkhyo che, anaMta sukhathI zobhatuM amAruM nijasvarUpa amane pragaTayuM che; have A zarIraparyAyano eTale ke bhavabhramaNano cokkasa Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 333 aMta AvavAno che; banArasIdAsa A deha choDIne jAya che te have pharIne AvA ajJAnamaya saMsAramAM nahIM Ave. juo, A jJAnInI jAgRtadazA! bAhyathI jonArane ema lAge ke A mUrNAyelA che; paNa aMdara emanuM jJAna jAgRta che tene ajJAnI jANato nathI. ne ajJAnI bahArathI moTImoTI vAto karato hoya, roga vakhate dhIraja rAkhato hoya, chatAM aMtaramAM bhinna caitanyanA vedana vagara, rAgamAM ja jJAnane joDIne murNAyelo che. A rIte jJAnI ane ajJAnInI aMtaradazAno moTo phera che, bahArathI tenuM mApa nathI. cidAnaMdasvarUpanI dRSTimAM jJAnI sadAya sarva prasaMge niHzaMka varte che; Indriyo suSupta hoya tyAre paNa tenI cetanA jAgRta che, UMgha vakhateya te ArAdhaka che; ne ajJAnI prANI bahirAtmadaSTithI zarIrAdinI avasthAne potAnI mAnIne sadAya bhramarUpa ja varte che; jAgato hoya to paNa te mohanidrAmAM sUtelo che, virAdhaka che. aMtaramAM je dRSTi paDI che te sarva avasthAmAM potAnuM kArya karyA ja kare che. rAga upara ane deha upara ja jenI daSTi che evA ajJAnInI sarva avasthAo bhramarUpa che; bhale te jAgato hoya ke zAstro bhaNato hoya, topaNa dehAdine AtmA mAnanAro te jIva abudha che, UMghato ja che, mUrkha ja che. ane AtmAne dehathI bhinna jANanAra jJAnI UMgha vakhate ke mUcha vakhate paNa prabuddha che, svarUpamAM jAgRta che, vivekI che. ahIM koI bahirAtmA kahe che ke bAlavRddha vagere zarIranI avasthArUpe AtmAne mAnanAra ajJAnI paNa zAstro bhaNIne ane nidrArahita thaIne mukti pAmI jaze !-to AcAryadava tenA uttaramAM kahe che ke bhale ghaNAM zAstro bhaNyo hoya ane jAgato Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 334: AtmabhAvanA hoya, topaNa deha te ja AtmA-evI jenI dRSTi che te jIva mukti pAmato nathI; jAgato hovA chatAM ane zAstro bhaNavA chatAM te baMdhAya ja che. zAstro bhaNavAno sAra to dehAdithI bhinna jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne jANavo-te hato, te to ajJAnI jANato nathI eTale kharekhara te zAstra bhaNyo ja nathI, zAstrono je Azaya hato tene to te samajyo nathI. ane jeNe dehAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jANyo che evA jJAnI UMgha vakhate paNa chUTatA ja jAya che; UMgha vakhateya jJAnamAM ja ekatApaNe pariName che, rAgAdimAM ekatApaNe pariNamatA nathI tethI kSaNekSaNe tene chuTakAro ja thato jAya che; bahArathI supta ane unmatta jevI avasthA hoya te vakhate paNa bhedajJAnanA baLe tene viziSTa karmanirjarA thayA ja kare che. jIo, ajJAnI sarva avasthAomAM baMdhAya ja che, ne jJAnI sarva avasthAomAM mukAya ja che bhale zAstronAM zabdo vAMcatAM na AvaDatuM hoya paNa dehAdithI bhinna jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAne jeNe jANyo teNe sarve zAstronuM rahasya jANI lIdhuM che. * ajJAnI UMghatA sArA ne jJAnI jAgatA sArA, kemake ajJAnI UMghato hoya to UMghamAM pApa to na kare!'-ema keTalAka jIvo kahe che. paNa ahIM to AcAryadeva kahe che ke are bhAI! dehamAM Atmabuddhine lIdhe ajJAnI jIva UMgha vakhateya mithyAtvanuM mahApApa bAMdhI ja rahyA che. ajJAnIne jAgato hoya tyAre pApa baMdhAya ne UMgha vakhate tene pApa na thAya-e tArI bhramaNA che. e ja pramANe jJAnIne jAgRtadazAmAM dharma rahe ne UMgha vakhate bhAna cAlyuM jAya-ema nathI, UMgha vakhateya jJAnIne AtmabhAna vartI ja rahyuM che. UMghadazA hoya ke jAgRtadazA ho, vivekI dazA ho ke unmatta jevI dazA hoya, topaNa jJAnIne badhI avasthAmAM AtmajJAna varte ja che, ne ajJAnIne badhI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @AtmaDharma.com Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes AtmabhAvanAH 335 avasthAmAM ajJAna ja vartI rahyuM che. jemAM jene hitabuddhi hoya che temAM ja tenAM zraddhA-jJAna varte che. jJAnIne AtmAmAM ja hitabuddhi che tethI UMgha vakhate paNa tene AtmAnAM zraddhA-jJAna varte che. ane ajJAnIne dehAdi bAhyaviSayomAM sukhabuddhi che tethI tene sadAya dehAdimAM ja zraddhAjJAna-lInatA varte che. jJAnIne jJAnasvarUpa AtmAnuM bhAna kSaNekSaNe vartI rahyuM che te ja tenI muktinI nizAnI che. A rIte bhedajJAna karIne nirvikalpa pratIti ane anubhavanI dRDhatA karavI te ja mokSano sarvoparI mukhya upAya che, ne te ja upAdeya che. praznaH- bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kyAM sudhI karavo ? utta2:- jJAnAnaMda svarUpamAM aMtarmukha thaIne nirvikalpa anubhava thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAnano prayatna karyA ja karavo. ne bhedajJAna pachI paNa kevaLajJAna thAya tyAM sudhI te jJAnAnaMdasvarUpamAM lInatAno vAraMvAra prayatna karyA ja karavo. A rIte AtmAnA jJAnAnaMda svarUpane jANIne temAM lInatA karavI te ja mokSano zreSTha upAya che,--te eka ja upAya che ne bIjo koI upAya nathI. huM jJAnasvarUpI AtmA chuM-ema nirNaya karIne tenuM ja avadhAna karavuM, tene ja dhyAnamAM dhAravo. e rIte jJAnasvarUpa AtmAnI zraddhA karIne temAM lInatA karatAM mukti thAya che. (93-94 ) * jyAM sukhabuddhi che tyAM ja pariNAma Thare che. jyAM sukhabuddhi nathI tyAM virakta rahe che. * supta vage2e avasthAmAM paNa jJAnIne svarUpanuM saMvedana kema rahyA kare che? ane bIje kayAMya tenA pariNAma kema lIna thatAM nathI ?' te vAta be zlokamAM samajAve che- Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 336: AtmabhAvanA yatraiva hitadhI: puMsaH zraddhA tatraiva jaayte| yatraiva jAyate zraddhA citta tatraiva liiyte||95|| yatraivAhitadhIH puMsaH zraddhA tsmaannivrtte| yasmAnnivartate zraddhA kutazcittasya tllyH|| 96 / / "AmAM ja mAruM hita che"--ema je viSayamAM jIvane hitabuddhi thAya che temAM ja tene zraddhA utpanna thAya che, ane je viSayamAM zraddhA thAya che temAM ja tenA cittanI lInatA thAya che. dharmAtmAne potAnA AtmasvarUpamAM ja hitabuddhi hovAthI tene UMgha vagere dazA vakhate paNa tenI zraddhA varyA ja kare che. ane ajJAnIne bAhya viSayomAM hitabuddhi hovAthI tene bAhya viSayomAM ja zraddhA ane lInatA varte che. A rIte jyAM ruci tyAM zraddhA, ane jyAM zraddhA tyAM ekAgratA thAya che. pahelAM AtmAmAM hitabuddhi evI thavI joIe ke aho ! A jagatamAM kayAMya mAruM sukha hoya to te mArA AtmAmAM ja che, mArA AtmAthI bahAra jagatamAM koI paNa viSayomAM mAruM sukha che ja nahi. -Avo daDha nirNaya kare to AtmAmAM hitabuddhi thatAM tenI ruci thAya, ne tenI zraddhA thatAM vAraMvAra temAM ja valaNa rahyA kare, ne temAM ja lInatA thAya. jene AtmAnI ruci che tene bIjA viSayomAM sukhabuddhi svapnaya thatI nathI. zuddha cidAnaMda AtmAmAM ja sukhabuddhithI tenuM ja raTaNa rahyA kare che. huM cidAnaMda chuM, huM jJAyaka chuM--evI pratItinuM pariNamana dharmIne sadAya varte che. ane ajJAnIne deha te huM-rAga te huM evI UMdhI pratItinuM pariNamana sadAya varte che. jIvane je viSayanI ruci-zraddhA ane lInatA hoya tenuM ja raTaNa rahyA kare che. dharmIne svapnamAM paNa evA Ave ke huM caramazarIrI chuM, huM bhagavAnanI sabhAmAM beTho chuM, munio mane AzIrvAda Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 337 Ape che.-A rIte ruci ane zraddhAnuM jora jIvane te-te viSayathI huTavA detuM nathI, tene tenuM raTaNa rahyA ja kare che. vajapAta thAya ke deva DagAvavA Ave topaNa dharmInI zraddhAmAMthI AtmAnuM raTaNa khasatuM nathI huM jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa chuM-evI zraddhAnuM raTaNa tene niraMtara varyA ja kare che. A rIte jIvane jemAM hitabuddhi hoya temAM zraddhA ne lInatA thAya che, upayoga vAraMvAra te tarapha jAya che ane jemAM hitabuddhi na hoya temAM jIvane zraddhA ke lInatA thatAM nathI, eTale temAM te anAsakta ja hoya che. huM jJAnasvarUpa AtmA chuM ne dehAdi acetana che-ema jyAM bannenI bhinnatA jANI, tyAM AtmAmAM Atmabuddhi thaI ne dehamAMthI Atmabuddhi chuTI gaI. jemAM Atmabuddhi na hoya temAM lInatA paNa hoya nahI. jene potAthI kharekhara bhinna jANyA te viSayomAM sukhabuddhi na rahI, sukhabuddhi na rahI eTale zraddhA tenAthI pAchI pharI gaI, ne jemAM zraddhA na hoya temAM lInatA paNa hoya nahIM.-A rIte jJAnI dharmAtmA jagatanA sarva viSayo pratye anAsakta che. are jIva! ekavAra tuM nakkI to kara ke tAruM hita ne tAruM sukha zemAM che? jemAM sukha lAge tenI ruci ne temAM lInatA thAya. AtmAnuM jJAnapada batAvIne AcAryadava kahe che ke AmAM sadA prItivaMta bana, AmAM sadA saMtuSTa ne AnAthI bana tuM tRpta, tujane sukha aho! uttama thaze. A jJAnasvarUpa AtmA sivAya bIje kyAMya tAruM sukha nathI, mATe tenI ruci na kara, prIti na kara, temAM ekatA na mAna. sukha to AtmAnA anubhavamAM che. ekavAra AvuM lakSa kare toya enA pariNAmano vega para taraphathI pAcho vaLI jAya....enA viSayo ati maMda paDI jAya; jemAM sukha nahi teno Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 338: AtmabhAvanA utsAha zo? are jIva! jyAM anaMtasukhanuM vedana che evA tArA svarUpanI prIti te na karI, ne jemAM ekaluM duHkha che evA bAhya viSayomAM prIti karI tuM mohyo. have to tuM jAga ane viveka kara. sva-parane judA jANIne svarUpano prema kara. jJAnI bAhyasAmagrI vacce UbhelA dekhAya, rAga paNa dekhAya, paNa enI rUcinI dizA palaTI gaI che, enI zraddhA zuddhAtmAmAM ja pravezI gaI che. eTale zuddhAtmAnI zraddhA ke prIti choDIne tene koI rAga Avato nathI. svabhAvanuM sukha jeNe cAkhyuM tene parabhavamAM kayAMya ekatvabuddhithI lInatA thAya ja nahIM. A rIte jJAnInI pariNati para viSayothI pAchI vaLIne nijAtmAne ja dhyeya banAve che. (95-96) have dhyeyarUpa zuddhaAtmA ke jemAM cittane lIna karavAnuM che, tenI upAsanA be prakAre che-eka bhinna upAsanA ane bIjI abhinna upAsanA. e bannenuM svarUpa daSTAMtasahita samajAve che; tathA tenuM phaLa paNa batAve che. dharmAtmAne je viSayamAM cittanI lInatA karavA jevI che te dhyeyanI upAsanA be prakAre che-eka to bhinnaAtmA arahaMta-siddha bhagavAna; ane bIjAM abhinna evo potAno AtmA. temAM bhinna AtmAnI upAsanAnuM phaLa zuM che te daSTAMtasahita batAve che. * * * * * * siddhane oLakhIne upAsatAM siddha thavAya che bhinnAtmAnamupAsyAtmA paro bhavati taadRshH| vartiIpaM yathopAsya bhinnA bhavatI taadshii||97|| A AtmA potAthI bhinna evA arihaMta tathA siddha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 339 paramAtmAnI upAsanA-ArAdhanA karIne temanA jevo paramAtmA pote thaI jAya che.-kaI rIte ? ke dIpakathI bhinna evI je vATa te paNa dIpakanI ArAdhanA karIne (arthAt tenI atyaMta nikaTatA pAmIne) pote dIpakasvarUpa thaI jAya che, tema arihaMta ane siddha paramAtmAnA svarUpane dhyAvatAM AtmA pote paramAtmA thaI jAya che. samayasAranI pahelI gAthAmAM paNa A vAta karI che, tyAM vaMvituM dhvasinDe ema kahIne sarva siddhane vaMdana karyA...kaI rIte? ke siddhabhagavaMto pUrNa zuddhatAne pAmelA che, teo sAdhyasvarUpa je zuddhaAtmA tenAM pratichaMdanA sthAne che, tethI te siddha bhagavAnane dhyAvI-dhyAvIne eTale ke temanA jevA potAnA zuddhasvarUpanuM dhyAna karIne A AtmA paNa temanA jevo zuddha thaI jAya che. A rIte bhinnamAMthI abhinnamAM AvI jAya, paralakSa choDIne svatattvane lakSamAM lya tyAre tenI bhinna-upAsanA paNa sAcI kahevAya; ne te pote upAsya jevo paramAtmA banI jAya. paNa ekalA para sAme ja joyA kare to tene bhinna-upAsanA paNa sAcI thatI nathI, ne tenuM kharuM phaLa te pAmato nathI. vaLI pravacanasAra gA. 80 mAM paNa kahyuM che ke - je jANato ahaMtane guNa-dravya ne paryayapaNe, te jIva jANe Atmane, tasu moha pAme laya khare. dravya-guNa ne paryAya traNethI sarvataH zuddha evA bhagavaMta arihaMtadevanA AtmAne oLakhatAM, temanA jevA potAnA zuddha svarUpane paNa jIva oLakhI le che, eTale teno moha nAza thaI jAya che. A rIte paramAtmAne oLakhIne upAsanA karanAra pote paNa paramAtmA thaI jAya che. juo, A paramAtmAnI upAsanAnuM phaLa! paNa upAsanA kaI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 34): AtmabhAvanA rIte karavI? kevaLajJAnI paramAtmAne pratItamAM laIne tene ja upAsya tarIke jeNe svIkAryA teNe potAnA AtmAmAMthI rAgAdino ke alpajJatAno Adara kADhI nAkhyo, ne pUrNa sAmarthyavAna jJAnasvabhAvano ja Adara karyo e rIte jJAnasvabhAvano ja Adara karIne pote potAnA svabhAva tarapha jhUkI jAya che.-te ja arihaMta ane siddha paramAtmAnI kharI upAsanA che; ane e rIte jJAna- svabhAva tarapha jhUkIne temAM ekAgra thatAM thatAM te pote paNa paramAtmA thaI jAya che. juo, bhinna AtmAnI upAsanAmAM ekaluM bhinnanuM ja lakSa nathI, paNa bhinna AtmAnuM lakSa choDIne pote potAnA abhinna AtmA tarapha vaLI gayo tyAre ja bhinna AtmAnI (arihaMta-siddha bhagavAnanI) kharI upAsanA thaI. ekalA rAga vaDe bhagavAnanI bhakti karyA kare ne te rAgavaDe lAbha mAne to te kharekhara sarvajJa bhagavAnanI upAsanA karato nathI paNa rAganI ja upAsanA kare che; sarvajJanI upAsanA karavAnI rIta te jANato nathI. "sarvajJanI nikaTatA' karIne tenI upAsanA kare ke aho ! AvI sarvajJatA!--jemAM rAga nahi, alpajJatA nahi, paripUrNa jJAna ne AnaMdanuM ja jemAM pariNamana che; mArA AtmAno paNa Avo ja svabhAva che;-ema pratIta karIne jJAnasvabhAvanuM bahumAna karIne ane rAgAdinuM bahumAna choDIne jyAM pote potAnA jJAnasvabhAvamAM tanmaya thayo, tyAM bhAvaapekSAe bhagavAna sAthe ekatA thaI, jevo bhagavAnano bhAva che tevo bhAva potAmAM pragaTayo, eTale teNe bhagavAnanI upAsanA karI. A rItathI je jIva sarvajJa paramAtmAnI upAsanA kare che te pote paramAtmA thaI jAya che. kevaLIbhagavAnanI paramArthastutinuM svarUpa samayasAranI 31mI gAthAmAM kahyuM che, tyAM paNa Ama ja kahyuM che ke je jIva indriyothI bhinna potAnA upayogasvarUpa AtmAne jANe che te jItendriya Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 341 che, ane te ja kevaLajJAnInI paramArthastuti che. juo, AmAM kevaLajJAnI tarapha to lakSa paNa nathI, AtmA tarapha ja lakSa che, chatAM tene kevaLajJAnInI stuti kahI che. pahelAM te tarapha lakSa hatuM ne tenA dvArA nijasvarUpa nakkI karIne sva tarapha jhUkI gayo-tyAre sAcI stuti thaI. paMcaparameSThInI paramArtha upAsanA AtmAnA Azraye thAya che, paranA Azraye thatI nathI. vacce jeTalo rAga rahI jAya teTalI to upAsanAnI khAmI che. sarvajJano nirNaya potAnA jJAnasvabhAvanA Azraye thAya che. jJAna alpa hovA chatAM, te jJAnasvabhAva tarapha vaLIne temAM sarvajJano nirNaya thAya che. hajI to jene sarvajJanA nirNayanI paNa khabara nathI tene sarvajJanI upAsanA kyAMthI hoya? ahaMta ane siddha bhagavAnane jevA paripUrNa jJAna ne AnaMda pragaTarUpa prasiddha che tevA ja jJAna ne AnaMdarUpa mAro svabhAva che, ema ahaMta ane siddhane dhyeya banAvIne temanA jevA potAnA AtmA tarapha DhaLIne, tenI zraddhA-jJAna-ekAgratArUpa ArAdhanA vaDA jIva pote paramAtmA thaI jAya che. ahaMta ane siddha bhagavAnanI upAsanAne bhinna upAsanA kahI,-paNa kyAre? ke AtmA tarapha vaLIne samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra kare tyAre. eTale kharekhara to abhinna upAsanArUpa nizcaya pragaTayo tyAre bhinna upAsanAne vyavahAra kahyo. je ekalA para sAme joyA kare ne svasammukha na thAya tene to abhinna ke bhinna ekeya upAsanA thatI nathI, ema samajavuM. (97). * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 342: AtmabhAvanA AtmA pote potAne upAsIne paramAtmA thAya che. have abhinna upAsanAnuM daSTAMta tathA phaLa kahe che:upaasyaatmaanmevaatmaa jAyate prmo'thvaa| mathitvAtmAnamAtmaiva jAyate'gniH yathA truH|| 98 / / AtmAnI upAsanAmAM, bhinnaupAsanA ane abhinnaupAsanA ema be prakAra che; ahaMta-siddhanA svarUpane jANIne tenA potAnA svarUpane dhyAvavuM te upAsanA che, temAM arihaMtanI upAsanA kahevI te bhinna-upAsanA che. ne potAnA svarUpanI upAsanA kahevI te abhinna-upAsanA che. bhinna-upAsanAnI vAta 97mI gAthAmAM karI, ane vAMsamAMthI svayaM agni thAya che te daSTAMte abhinna-upAsanAnuM svarUpa A gALAmAM samajAve che. jema vAMsanuM jhADa bahAranA bIjA koI sAdhana vagara pote potAnI sAthe ja ghasArA vaDe agnirUpa thaI jAya che, tema AtmA bIjA koInA avalaMbana vagara, pote potAmAM ja ekAgratAnA maMthana vaDe paramAtmA thaI jAya che. jema vAMsamAM zaktirUpe agni bharelo che, te vAMsa ghasArA vaDe pote vyakta agnirUpa pariNamI jAya che, tema AtmAmAM paramAtmadazA zaktirUpe paDI che, te AtmA aMtaramAM ekAgra thaIne svabhAvanuM maMthana karatAM karatAM pote paramAtmadazArUpa pariNamI jAya che. AmAM je trikALa zakti che te zuddhaupAdAna che, ne pUrvanI mokSamArgarUpa paryAya te vyavahArakAraNa che. trikALarUpa je zuddha svabhAva che te ja mokSanuM paramArtha kAraNa che. te kAraNasvarUpamAM ekAgra thatAM mokSa thAya che. ahIM to abhinnaupAsanA batAvavI che, eTale AtmA pote potAmAM ekAgratA vaDe potAnI upAsanA karIne paramAtmA thaI jAya che. juo, A sIdhosaTa mokSano mArga ! AtmAnI upAsanA te ja mokSano sIdho ane aphara mArga che. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 343 juo, AmAM nizcaya-vyavahAra kaI rIte AvyA? trikALa kAraNaparamAtmA bhUtArtha hovAthI te mokSanuM nizcaya kAraNa che, ane mokSamArgarUpa paryAya te vyavahArakAraNa che. "abhinna-upAsanA" mAM saMyoganI vAta na Ave, saMyoga to bhinna che. jema vAMsanuM jhADa pote potAnI DALIo sAthe ja ghasAtuM ghasAtuM agnirUpa thaI jAya che, tema AtmA pote potAnA guNo sAthe ghasAto-ghasAto, eTale ke aMtarmathana vaDe paryAyane AtmAmAM ekAgra karato karato, pote paramAtmA thaI jAya che. aMtasvarUpamAM lIna thaIne AtmAmAM abhedatA karavI te abhedaupAsanA che; ne abhedaupAsanA ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. prazna-bhinnaupAsanAnuM phaLa paNa mokSa kahyuM hatuM? uttara:- tyAM bhinnaupAsanAmAMthI abhinnaupAsanAmAM AvI jAya che-te paramAtmA thAya che, arihaMta ane siddha bhagavAnano nirNaya karIne tenA potAnA svabhAva tarapha je vaLI gayo eTale ke bhinnaupAsanA choDIne abhinnaupAsanAmAM AvI gayo, tene paramAtmadazA thaI tyAM nimittathI tene bhinnaupAsanAnuM phaLa kahyuM. ahIM to abhedanI vAta che. dhruvasvabhAva sAthe abheda thaIne mokSaparyAyarUpa kArya thayuM che tethI te nizcaya kAraNa che. mokSaparyAya te paNa vyavahAranayano viSaya che. ne abheda dravya nizcayanayano viSaya che. tenA ja Azraye mukti thAya che. jAo, A mokSano rasto kahevAya che. apane ko Apa bhUlake herAna ho gayA. apaneko Apa jAnake mukta bana gayA. ajJAnathI saMsAra; ne bhedajJAnathI mokSa. bhedajJAna zuM kahevAya tenI A vAta che. bhedajJAnI potAnA cidAnaMda svabhAvane Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 344: AtmabhAvanA dehAdithI tathA rAgAdithI bhinna jANIne, temAM ja ekAgratA vaDe mukti pAme che. ajJAnI rAgAdine potAnuM svarUpa mAnIne temAM ekAgratA vaDe saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. mokSa mATe konI upAsanA karavI? ke potAnA AtmAnI ja upAsanA vaDe mukti thAya che. bAhya padArtho taraphanA saMkalpa-vikalpo choDIne, pote potAnA AtmAmAM lIna thaIne tenI upAsanA karatAM paramAtmadazA pragaTI jAya che.-AmAM pote ja upAsaka che ne pote ja upAsya che, tethI A abhinna-upAsanA che. AvI upAsanA vinA mukti nathI. jema vAMsanA vRkSane agnirUpa thavAmAM potAthI bhinna bIjAM sAdhana nathI, pote potAmAM ja gharSaNavaDe agnirUpa thAya che, tema AtmAne paramAtmA thavAmAM potAthI bhinna bIjAM sAdhana nathI, pote potAmAM ja gharSaNa vaDa (-nirvikalpa lInatA vaDa) potAnA dhyAnathI ja paramAtmA thaI jAya che. nijasvarUpane dhyAvI-dhyAvIne ja anaMtajIvo siddhapadane pAmyA che. je koI paramAtmA thayA teo AtmAne dhyAvIne paramAtmA thayA che, paNa parane dhyAvIne paramAtmA nathI thayA. AtmAno dravyasvabhAva trikALa mokSasvarUpa che; te zaktinA dhyAnavaDa mukti thAya che. dhyAtA, dhyAna ane dhyeya e kAMI judA jAdA nathI, AtmA pote dhyAtA, pote ja dhyeya ane potAmAM ja ekAgratArUpa dhyAna,-AvI abhinna ArAdhanAnuM phaLa mokSa che. dhyAtA ane dhyeyano paNa tyAM bheda raheto nathI; dravya-paryAyanI ekatA thaI tyAM dravya dhyeya ane paryAya dhyAtA-evo paNa bheda raheto nathI.-AvI abheda upAsanA vaDe AtmA paramAtmA thaI jAya che. juo, bhAI ! ekavAra A vAtano aMtaramAM nirNaya to karo...jene mArgano nirNaya sAco haze tenA niveDA Avaze, Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 345 paNa mArgano ja nirNaya nahi kare ne viparIta mArga mAnaze to anaMtakALe paNa nIveDA nahi Ave. are! Avo avatAra pAmIne jiMdagImAM satya mArganA nirNayano paNa avakAza na lyuM to teNe jIvanamAM zuM karyuM? mArganA nirNaya vagara to jIvana vyartha che. mATe AtmAnA hita mATe mArgano nirNaya karavo joIe. nirNaya kare tenuM paNa jIvana saphaLa che. jeNe yathArtha mArgano AtmAmAM nirNaya karI lIdho che te krame krame te mArge cAlIne mukti pAmaze. - A rIte AtmasvarUpanI ArAdhanAthI ja mukti thAya chemATe tenI ja bhAvanA karavI. (98) AtmabhAvanA bhAvo.....ne paramapadane pAmo AtmasvarUpanI bhAvanA karavAthI AtmA pote svataH paramAtmapadane pAme che-ema have kahe che itIdaM bhAvayennityam avAcAMgocaraM pdm| svataeva tadApnoti yato nAvartate punH|| 99 / / AgalI gAthAomAM bhinnaupAsanAnuM ane abhinnaupAsanAnuM svarUpa kahyuM, e bannemAM zuddhAtmasvarUpanI sanmukhatA che. e rIte jANIne niraMtara te zuddha AtmAnI bhAvanA karavI joIe; tenI bhAvanAthI vacanane agocara evuM paramapada AtmA svataH pAme che-ke jemAMthI kadI paNa punarAgamana thatuM nathI. siddha bhagavAna tathA ahaMta bhagavAnane jANIne pahelAM to Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 346: AtmabhAvanA AtmAnA vItarAga-vijJAnasvabhAvano nirNaya karavo joIe, ne pachI tenI bhAvanAthI temAM ekAgratAno daDha abhyAsa karavo joIe. A ja 5ramAtmA thavAno upAya che. koI nimittano Azraya karIne ke rAgAdino Azraya karIne siddha ke arihaMta bhagavaMto 52mAtmadazAne nathI pAmyA, paNa AtmasvarUpano Azraya karIne tenA dhyAnathI ja paramAtmadazA pAmyA che. samayasAra gA. 410 mAM kahe ke-zarIrAzrita mokSamArga nathI; advaita bhagavaMtoe zarIranuM mamatva choDIne zuddhAtmAnA Azraye darzana-jJAna-cAritrane ja mokSamArgapaNe upAsyA che. bhagavaMtoe svadravyAzrita evA samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritrane ja mokSamArga kahyA che. mATe hai bhavya! zuddhajJAnacetanAmaya thaIne tuM tArA AtmAne dhyAva. potAnA zuddhaAtmAnI bhAvanAnA prabhAvathI ja AtmA sarvajJa thAya che; aho, sarvajJapadano mahimA vacanathI agocara che, tenI prApti zuddhAtmAnI bhAvanA vaDe eTale ke svAnubhava vaDe thAya che. tethI zrImadda rAjacaMdra kahe che ke 'anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo.' sarvajJasvabhAvathI bharelA potAnA caitanyapadane chadmasthajJAnI paNa potAnA svAnubhava vaDe barAbara jANI zake che. ene jANIne enI ja nitya bhAvanA karavA jevI che. zuddhasvarUpanI bhAvanA karanAra, eTale ke paryAyane aMtarmukha karIne svarUpamAM lIna karanAra jIva, svayaM potAthI ja siddhapada pAme che, koI bIjA bAhya sAdhanane lIdhe siddhapada nathI pAmato. saMskRta TIkAmAM lakhe che ke jIva mokSa kaI rIte pAme che?-ke 'svata: va Atmanaiva paramArthato na puna: gurumAvi vAghanimittAt' arthAt potAthI-potAnA AtmAthI ja 52mArthe mokSa pAme che, nahi ke guruAdi bAhya nimittothI.-jIo, keTalI spaSTa vAta karI che! Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 347 jene potAne mokSapada sAdhavuM che, to tevA mokSapadane pAmelA (arihaMto ne siddho) tathA tene sAdhanArA (sAdhumunirAja vagere) jIvo kevA hoya tenI oLakhANa to tene hoya ja. enAthI viparIta kudevAdi tarapha teno bhAva jhUke nahi. paNa ahIM to enAthI AgaLa vadhIne TheTha ArAdhanAnI pUrNatAnI utkRSTa vAta che. sAcA deva-gurune oLakhyA pachI paNa temanA lakSe rAgamAM rokAI raheto nathI paNa emanA jevA nijasvarUpanA anubhavamAM ekAgra thaIne mokSane sAdhe che. jeTalI nijasvarUpamAM ekAgratA teTalo mokSamArga. aho, ekalA svAzrayamAM mokSamArga samAya che. aMzamAtra parAzraya mokSamArga nathI. mokSamArgamAM parano Azraya mAne teNe sAcA mokSamArgane jANyo nathI. bhAI, paranA Azraye mokSamArga mAnIza to tenuM lakSa choDIne nijasvarUpanuM dhyAna tuM kyAre karIza? para lakSa choDI, nijasvarUpanA dhyAnamAM lIna thayA vagara traNakALamAM koIno mokSa thAya nahIM.-hujI Avo mArga paNa nakkI na kare te tene sAdhe kyAre? mArganA nirNayamAM ja jenI bhUla hoya te tene sAdhI zake nahIM. ahIM to nirNaya uparAMta huve pUrNa samAdhi prApta karIne janma-maraNanA abhAvarUpa siddhapada thavAnI vAta che.-e ja sAcuM samAdhisukha che. sAdianaMta anaMta samAdhisukhamAM, anaMtadarzana jJAna anaMta sahita jo "-AvA nijapadanI prAptino apUrva avasara AveevI vAta che. * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 348: AtmabhAvanA mokSano upAya arihaMtadevanA mArgamAM ja che dehathI bhinna AtmAne sAdhanArA yogIone AnaMda hoya che arhatamArgamAM mokSanA upAyanuM yathArthasvarUpa zuM che te batAvyuM ne tenA phaLamAM paramapadanI prApti paNa batAvI. have Avo yathArtha mokSamArga bIjA koI anya matomAM hoto nathI,-e vAta samajAve ayatnasAdhyanirvANaM cittattvaM bhUtajaM ydi| anyathA yogatastasmAnna duHkhaM yoginAM kvcit|| 100 / / A caitanyatattva AtmA svata:siddha, dehathI bhinna tattva che, te avinAzI che. A caitanyatattva "bhUta" eTale ke pRthvI-pANIagni-vAyu vagerethI utpanna thayuM hoya to to dehanI utpatti sAthe tenI utpatti, ane dehanA nAzathI teno nAza-ema thAya, eTale mokSane mATe koI yatna karavAnuM na rahe. dehunA saMyogathI AtmA upaje ne dehunA viyogathI AtmA nAza pAme,-dehathI judo koI AtmA che ja nahIM-ema nAstika loko mAne che; dehu chUTatAM AtmAno paNa abhAva thaI jaze, e rIte abhAvane teo mokSa kahe che, eTale temane mokSano prayatna karavAnuM kyAM rahyuM? are, jyAM potAnuM astitva ja na mAne ene mATe prayatna koNa kare? mokSa to parama AnaMdamaya dazA che, ne te jJAnamaya puruSArtha vaDe pragaTa thAya che. "mokSa" e kAMI AtmAno abhAva nathI; paNa mokSa e to karmanA abhAvamAM AtmAnuM pUrNa zuddhasvarUpe khIlI nIkaLavuM te che. jo mokSamAM AtmAno abhAva hoya to evA mokSane nAstika sivAya koNa Icche? pote potAnA abhAvane koNa Icche? mATe nAstiko Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 349 mAne che tema AtmA kAMI paMcabhUtathI utpanna thayela nathI, tema ja te marIne paMcabhUtamAM bhaLI jato nathI; te to svayaMsiddha anAdianaMta tattva che; ne nijasvarUpamAM ekAgratAnA prayatna vaDe te parama AnaMdarUpa mokSadazA pAme che. mokSadazAmAM sadAkALa tenuM astitva rahe che. vaLI bIjA koI ema mAne che ke AtmA to sarvathA zuddha ja che, paryAyamAMya azuddhatA nathI.-to te paNa bhramaNA che, ne teneya mokSano udyama jAgato nathI. AtmAmAM zuddhatAnuM sAmarthya sadAkALa che, paNa tene oLakhIne, temAM upayogane joDe tyAre te pragaTa thAya che, ne evA upAyarUpa yogadvArA mokSa thAya che. AvI mokSadazA na pragaTe tyAM sudhI AtmAmAM azuddhatA che. A rIte, dehathI bhinna AtmatattvanI nityatA, tenI paryAyamAM azuddhatA, tathA prayatna dvArA te azuddhatAno nAza karIne mokSanI utpatti, ne mokSadazAmAM parama AnaMdasahita AtmAnuM nitya astitva, -A badhA prakAra jANe tyAre ja mokSano sAco udyama thAya che. AtmA ane tenI zuddha-azuddha avasthAonA jJAna vagara sAcI samAdhi ke mokSasAdhanA thaI zake nahI. dehabuddhi rAkhIne ajJAnIo je samAdhi sAdhavA mAMge che te to kalpanA che; AtmAnI caitanyasamAdhimAM to mahAna apUrva AnaMda hoya che. deha te AtmA nathI ema bhinnatA jANIne jeNe potAnA upayogane nijasvarUpamAM joDyo che, evA samAdhistha yogImunione zarIranA chedana-bhedanAdi upasargamAMya kadApi duHkha thatuM nathI; teo to AnaMdasvarUpamAM upayogane joDIne mokSane sAdhavAmAM tatpara che. mokSano udhama to AnaMdakArI che, te kAMI duHkharUpa nathI. jagatane mokSanA upAyanI khabara nathI. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 35): AtmabhAvanA ahIM to kahe che ke deha AtmA nathI, "tAtu na : yoninAM varita' eTale dehathI bhinna caitanyatattvamAM jyAM upayogane joDayA tyAM nijAnaMdanA anubhavamAM lIna munine dehanuM lakSa ja nathI pachI duHkha kevuM? bahAramAM zarIrane siMha-vAgha khAtA hoya ne aMdara muni atIndriya sukhanI moja karatA hoya; bahAra zarIra baLatuM hoya ne aMdara AtmA parama zAMtarasamAM TharI gayo hoya! (pAMDavonI jema.) Ama dethI bhinna Atmatattvane jANIne tArA nijasvarUpamAM upayogane joDa,-evo upadeza che. nijasvarUpamAM upayogane joDavo te ja mokSamArga che, temAM sukha che, temAM samAdhi che, temAM mahA AnaMda che, temAM kiMcit duHkha nathI. (100) * * * * * * sat AtmAne mRtyu nathI dehathI bhinna nijasvarUpamAM upayogane joDanAra munione kadI duHkha nathI-e vAta batAvI; ane AtmA pRthvIAdithI utpanna thayelo padArtha nathI paNa asaMyogI svayaMsiddha vastu che-ema batAvyuM. have maraNa pachI eTale ke dehanA viyoga pachI paNa AtmAnuM astitva TakI rahe che-e vAta dAMtapUrvaka gAthA 101 mAM batAve che - svapne dRSTe vinaSTepi na nAzosti ythaatmnH| tathA jAgaradRSTepi vipryaasaavishesstH|| 101 / / jema svapnamAM koIe joyuM ke mAro nAza thaI gayo, mAruM zarIra chedAI gayuM,-paNa svapnamAM dekhelI te vAta sAcI Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 351 nathI, jAgRta thatAM ja pote potAne jIvaMta evo ne evo dekhe che, svapnamAM je nAza dekhyo te to viparyAsa ane bhramaNA che. temAM jAgRtadazAmAM paNa dehanA nAzathI potAno (AtmAno) nAza thavAnuM ajJAnI mAne che te paNa svapnadazAnI jevo ja viparyAsa ane bhramaNA che, kharekhara AtmAno nAza thato nathI; jema jAgRtadazAmAM pote evo ne evo che tema mohanidrA choDIne dehathI bhinna caitanyadaSTithI jue to AtmA bIjA bhavamAM athavA zarIrarahita siddhadazAmAM evo ne evo nitya birAjamAna che. dehanA saMyogathI AtmAnI utpatti ane dehanA viyoge AtmAnuM maraNa mAnavuM e bhramaNA che. AtmA dehathI judo upayogalakSaNavALo che; dehanI utpattithI tenI utpatti thaI nathI tema ja dehanA viyoge tenuM maraNa thatuM nathI. janma ane mRtyu vagarano sasvarUpa AtmA che. AtmA svataMtra sat vastu che. sano sarvathA nAza na thAya, ne sat sarvathA navuM na upaje. paNa sat satpaNe nitya TakIne tenI paryAyamAM utpAda-vyayarUpa parivartana thayA kare che. jema svapnamAM koIe joyuM ke "huM marI gayo.' ane pachI te jAgIne bIjAne kahe ke "bhAI ! huM to marI gayo chuM -to loko tene mUrakha ja gaNe. elA ! tuM jIvato-jAgato Ubho cho ne kahe che ke huM marI gayo ? jema anAnI tenI vAta e bhramaNA che; tema dehanA chUTavAthI koI kahe ke AtmA marI gayo.-to jJAnI kahe che ke are mUrakhA ! cetanalakSaNa AtmA te kadI marato haze!! tuM AtmAno nAza mAne che e to dehabuddhine lIdhe tArI mAtra bhramaNA che. jema svapnanI vAta khoTI che tema tArI vAta paNa khoTI che. pote karelA puNya pApaanusAra AtmA pote svarga ke narakAdimAM jaIne potAnA bhAvanuM phaLa bhogave che; ane vItarAgatA vaDe mokSa pAmIne sAdianaMta siddhadazAmAM rahIne mokSanA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3para: AtmabhAvanA paramasukhane bhogave che. AtmA dehathI bhinna avinAzI tattva che, dehanA nAze teno nAza thato nathI. jema UMghamAM-svapnAmAM "huM marI gayo" ema dekhe, paNa jyAM jAge tyAM bhAna thAya che ke huM nAza pAmyo nathI, je svapnamAM hato te ja huM chuM. e ja pramANe ajJAnadazAmAM bhramathI dehAtmabuddhine lIdhe dehanA nAzathI AtmAno nAza bhAse che, paNa kharekhara AtmA nAza pAmato nathI, dehuM choDIne bIjA dehamAM, athavA to deharahita siddhadazAmAM AtmA te ja rahe che, eTale ke AtmA sat che; mokSamAM paNa AtmA sat che, mokSamAM AtmAno abhAva che- ema nAstika loko mAne che; paNa jo mokSamAM AtmAno abhAva hoya to evA mokSane koNa I ?potAnA abhAvane to koNa Icche? pote potAnA abhAvane koI Icche nahi. mokSane to sau prANI Icche che, te mokSamAM AtmA parama zuddha AnaMdadazA sahita birAjamAna che. koI paNa avasthAmAM AtmAnA abhAvanI kalpanA karavI te mithyA che. jema svapnamAM AtmAno nAza dekhAya che te mithyA che, tema jAgRtadazAmAM paNa AtmAnuM je maraNa dekhAya che te ajJAnIno bhrama che. bannemAM viparyAsanI samAnatA che. A dehanA viyoga pachI paNa AtmAnuM astitva ema ne ema rahyA ja kare che. AvA sat AtmAnI mukti prayatna vaDe siddha thAya che. dehathI bhinna AtmAnuM zAzvata hovApaNuM je jANe tene mRtyuno bhaya rahe nahIM, "mAro nAza thaI jaze " evo sandaryuM tene thAya nahi. game te paristhitimAM paNa, deha chUTavA TANe paNa, dharmI pote potAnA bhinna astitvane anubhave che; ne AtmAnI AvI ArAdhanA sahita deha choDe che...deha chUTavA TANeya tene samAdhi kahe che. (101). Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 3pa3 AtmabhAvanAno ugra prayatna have kahe che ke prayatnapUrvaka AtmAnA bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA karavI.game tevA duHkhamAM eTale ke pratikULatAmAM paNa AtmAnI bhAvanA choDavI nahi, bhinna AtmAne jANIne ati ugra prayatnapUrvaka tenI bhAvanA bhAvyA ja karavI.-kema ke aduHkhabhAvitaM jJAnaM kSIyate duHkhsnnidhau| tasmAdyathAbalaM duHkhairAtmAnaM bhaavyenmuniH|| 102 / / duHkha vinA bhAvavAmAM AveluM jJAna, upasargAdi duHkhanA prasaMgamAM kSINa thaI jAya che, mATe potAnI zakti anusAra kAyakalezAdi kaSTa sahuvApUrvaka AtmAnI daDha bhAvanA karavI. game tevI pratikULatAmAMya mumukSunA puruSArthane jAgRta rAkhavAno A upadeza che. jagatanAM sukhonI darakAra choDIne jeNe AtmAnI bhAvanA bhAvI che. tene du:kha prasaMgeya te bhAvanA TakI raheze, ne ulaTI te bhAvanA tIvra vairAgyathI ugra banaze. sAtAzIlIyA ke pramAdI na thaI javAya te mATe jAgRtIno upadeza che. kemake jo AtmAnI bhAvanA bhUlIne bAhyasukhamAM sAtAzIlIyo thaI jAya to jJAnano nAza thaI jAya che. AtmAnA zraddhA-jJAnapUrvaka evI bhAvanA karaje ke game tevI pratikULatAmAM paNa javAba Ape! game te prasaMge te bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA hAjara rahe! jyAM koI bIjo upAya nathI tyAM paNa aMtaranA bhedajJAnanI bhAvanApUrvaka sahanazIlatA te amogha upAya che. jyAM jJAnanI bhAvanA jAgRta che tyAM koI paNa pratikULatA sAdhakane AtmabhAvanAmAMthI DagAvI zakatI nathI. aMtaranA jJAnAnaMda svabhAvanI sanmukha thaIne evI daDha Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 354: AtmabhAvanA bhAvanA kara ke samAdhi vakhate game tevI pratikULatAnI sAme paNa jhajhUmI zakAya! zarIra chUTavA TANe paNa pratikULatAmAM bhIMsAI na javAya...paNa jJAnaAnaMdanI ugra bhAvanApUrvaka samAdhimaraNe deha chUTe! jeNe sAtApUrvaka mAtra bhedajJAnanI vAta karI che, paNa aMtarmukha thavAno prayatna karyo nathI tene pratikULatA vakhate bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA TakI zakaze nahi. AtmAnA Azraye jeNe aMtarmukha prayatna karyo haze tene game te prasaMge AtmAnI bhAvanA TakI raheze. anukULa saMyogamAM je mUchayelA che ne aMtaramAM anubhavano prayatna karatA nathI, te pratikULa saMyoganI sAme kema TakI zakaze? e vakhate enuM bhAna ene javAba nahIM Ape. prabho ! tArA caitanyane saMyogathI bhinna evo bhAvaje ke te bhAvanA game tevI pratikULatAmAM paNa TakI rahe! "dehathI AtmA bhinna" ema sAdhAraNa jANapaNuM karIne aTakI jaIza nahi, paNa aMtaramAM prayatna karI karIne AtmAno anubhava karaje ne vAraMvAra tenI bhAvanA karaje! aMtaramAM AtmAnA anubhava vagaranI ekalI dhAraNA tane zaraNarUpa nahi thAya. aMtaramAM bhedajJAnanI bhAvanAthI nirvikalpa AnaMdarasa pIvAno evo prayatna karaje ke samAdhimaraNa TANe kadAca tRSAthI gaLuM sukAya ne pANI paNa gaLe na utare to tyAre paNa aMtaramAM zAMtarasanA anubhavathI AtmA tRpta rahe.... aSTaprAbhUtanI 6ramI gAthAmAM paNa kaSTasahanapUrvaka AtmAne bhAvavAno upadeza Apyo che - suheNa bhAvidaM NANaM duhe jAde vinnssdi| tamhA jahAbalaM joI appA dukkhehi bhaavh||62|| sukhathI bhAvavAmAM AveluM jJAna upasargAdinA duHkhamAM naSTa thaI jAya che; mATe yathAzakti baLapUrvaka prayatnapUrvaka kAyakalezAdi kaSTa sahana karIne AtmAne bhAvavo-ema upadeza che. AhAra-AsananidrA vagere pramAdane jItIne jinavaranA mataanusAra Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 355 guruprasAdathI AtmAne jANIne dhyAvavo. dehAdithI bhinna AtmAnI bhAvanA bhAvanAra mumukSu jIvane aMdara pariNAmamAM tIvra udAsInatA, vairAgya, pratikULatAmAM sahanazIlatA, dhairya vagere hoya che. tethI kahe che ke huM jIva! tapazcaraNAdi vairAgyabhAvanApUrvaka tuM jJAnane bhAva. evI bhAvanA bhAva ke game tevI pratikULatAmAMya te chUTe nahi, akhaMDa ArAdhanAmAM bhaMga paDe nahi. je ekalA sAtAzIlIyApaNAne seve che ne jJAnanI vAto kare che tene pratikULatAnA prasaMge jJAnabhAvanA kayAMthI Takaze? ajJAnI to maraNanA ke pratikULatAnA prasaMge bhaDakI UThe che, ne bhinnajJAnane bhUlI jAya che. jeNe jJAnabhAvanA bhAvI che evA jJAnIne maraNano bhaya nathI, pratikULatAmAMya jJAnabhAvanA chUTatI nathI. jAone, pAMDavo, sudarzana zeTha, sItAjI vagere upara kevAM saMkaTa AvyAM? chatAM te prasaMge paNa teo potAnI jJAnabhAvanAne bhUlyA na hatA. jeNe vAraMvAra AtmAnA anubhavano prayoga karyo che, vAraMvAra svabhAvamAM TharavAnI ajamAyaza karI che tene game te prasaMgamAM paNa jJAnabhAvanA jAgRta rahe che. mATe duHkhathI eTale kaSTamAM sahunazIlatAnA prayatnasahita jJAnasvabhAvanI bhAvanA karavAno upadeza che. samayasAramAM paNa kahe che ke he jIva! tuM marIne paNa tattvano jijJAsu thA..maraNa jeTalAM kaSTa sahana karIne paNa dethI bhinna AtmAne anubhavamAM le....aMdara tenA anubhavanI dhagaza ADa duniyAnI pratikULatAne na jo. huM AtmA chuM, zarIrathI judo chuM-evI sAmAnya dhAraNA karI hoya paNa jeNe aMdara AtmAnI kharI dhagazathI bhedajJAna karIne tenI bhAvanA bhAvI nathI, tene zarIrAdinI anukULatA hoya tyAMsudhI to ema lAge ke jJAna che; paNa jyAM zarIramAM kaSTa thAya, deha chUTavAno prasaMga Ave, ke bIjA aneka prakAranA niMdA Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3pa6: AtmabhAvanA -apamAna vagere pratikULatAnA prasaMga Ave tyAM tenI dhAraNA Takaze nahi, te pratikULatAnA vedanamAM ekAkAra thaIne bhIMsAI jaze. mATe ahIM ema upadeza che ke atyArathI ja dehAdi pratye udAsInatAnI bhAvanApUrvaka te jJAnano abhyAsa kara. jene anukULatAno jeTalo prema tene pratikULatAmAM teTalo dveSa thayA vinA raheze nahi; jJAnI to bannethI bhinna AtmAne jANIne paLe paLe tenI bhAvanA bhAve che. jJAnanI kharI bhAvanA bhAvI hoya te khare prasaMge hAjara thAya, ne AtmAne samAdhi Ape, samAdhAna Ape, zAMti Ape. jIvanamAM jeNe AtmAnI darakAra karI nathI, tenI bhAvanA bhAvI nathI, ne kahe ke huM maraNa TANe samAdhi rAkhIza.-to te samAdhi kyAMthI lAvaze? jeNe jiMdagImAM kadI baMdUka pakaDatAM paNa AvaDI nathI, nizAna letAM AvaDayuM nathI, te laDAImAM duzmana sAme kevI rIte Ubho raheze? jIvanamAM jeNe abhyAsa karyo haze tene khare TANe kAma Avaze. mATe niraMtara pramAda choDI daDha vairAgyapUrvaka AtmAnI bhAvanA bhAvaje. saMsAra-bhogone asAra jANIne dIkSA prasaMge jAgelI atyaMta vairAgyabhAvanA, tema ja koI tIvraroga, ke mRtyunA saMbhavano prasaMgaevA kALe jAgelI uttama bhAvanA, tene yAda karIne vizuddhabhAvathI uttama bodhanuM sevana karaje....evI daDha bhAvanA karaje ke kevaLajJAna sudhI akhaMDa rahe. are jIva ! bhedajJAna karIne tArA jJAnane aMtaramAM DhALaje ! vAraMvAra jJAnane aMtaramAM ekAgra karavAno abhyAsa karaje.... romeroma eTale ke AtmAmAM pradeza pradeze jJAnanuM pariNamana thaI jAyaevo daDha abhyAsa karaje. viSayo taraphanI vRtti toDIne caitanyano rasa evo vadhAraje ke svapnaya ke prANa jAya evA prasaMge paNa temAM zithilatA na thAya, ne dhArAvAhI jJAna TakI rahe.-Ama daDha jJAnabhAvanAno upadeza che. (12) * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanA: 3pa7 deha ane AtmAnuM atyaMta bhedajJAna karIne caitanyamAM ekAgratA vaDe paramapadane pAmo. bhagavAna zrI pUjyapAda svAmI racita samAdhizataka uparanA pU. zrI kAnajIsvAmInAM pravacano Aje samApta thAya che. atyaMta sugamazailIthI vairAgyapUrvaka bhedajJAna ane samAdhinI preraNA A zAstramAM ane pravacanomAM bharelI che. (vIra saM. 2482 zrAvaNa suda pUrNimA). AtmAne ane zarIrane nimittanaimittika saMbaMdhane lIdhe ghaNIvAra jIvanI icchAnusAra dAdi kriyA thatI dekhIne evo bhrama na karavo ke AtmAne lIdhe zarIranuM yaMtra cAle che! paNa AtmAne dehathI bhinna ja jANavo, AtmAmAM dehano Aropa na karavo. dehathI bhinna AtmAnI bhAvanA karIne ekAgra thavuM-jethI paramapadanI prApti thAya. -ema be gAthAmAM kahe che prayatnAdAtmano vaayuricchaadvessprvrtitaat| vAyo: zarIrayantrANi vartante sveSu krmsu|| 103 / / tAnyAtmani samAropya sAkSANyAste'sukhaM jddH| tyaktvAropaM punarvidvAn prApnoti paramaM pdm|| 104 / / AtmAmAM rAga-dveSarUpa IcchAno prayatna thatAM, tenA nimitte eka jAtano vAyu zarIramAM utpanna thAya che, ne te vAyunA saMcArathI zarIrarUpI yaMtra potAnA kAryamAM pravarte che. tyAM te dehanAM kAryono AtmAmAM Aropa karIne ajJAnI tene AtmAnI ja kriyA mAne che. paNa ahIM AcAryadava kahe che ke dehanI kriyAno AtmAmAM Aropa karavo te to mUrdha-bahirAtmAnuM kArya che. jJAnI to zarIranI kriyAmAM AtmAnI kalpanA choDe che, ne dehathI bhinna Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updafes 358: AtmabhAvanA cidAnaMdasvarUpa AtmAnI bhAvanA bhAvIne parama padane pAme che. zarI2 ane indriyonI kriyA, jANe ke huM ja karuM chuM-ema ajJAnI jIva bhramathI te jaDanI kriyAone AtmAnI ja mAne che, tethI te jaDabuddhi bahirAtmA indriyaviSayonI jALamAM ja phasyo rahe che ne du:khI thAya che; dehanI kriyAmAM ja rAga-dveSa karato thako duHkhI thAya che paNa caitanyamAM Tharato nathI. jJAnI-vivekI-aMtarAtmA to zarIra ane indriyonI bhAvanAmAM ekAgra thaIne parama padane pAme che, mahAna sukhane pAme che. ajJAnI parivaSayothI potAne sukha-duHkha mAnIne temAM ja lIna rahe che. jJAnI to jANe che ke sarve dravyo ekabIjAthI asahAya che, koI koIne rAga-dveSamAM preratuM nathI. chae dravyo sadAya potapotAnA svarUpamAM pravartI rahyA che. jIvanI icchA thAya ne gamana kare tyAM zarIra paNa bheguM cAle, jIvanI IcchA thAya tyAM bhASA paNa ghaNIvAra tevI bolAya,--Avo nimittanaimittika saMbaMdha che, paNa bannenI kriyAo bhinna che, bannenAM lakSaNo bhinna che, ema nahi jANanAra ajJAnI 'huM ja zarIrane calAvuM chuM-huM ja bhASA boluM chuM' ema dehano potAmAM Aropa kare che ne tethI dehasaMbaMdhI viSayomAM te sukha mAne che. paNa bhinna AtmAne jANanArA jJAnI to te Aropane jUTho jANIne dehathI bhinna aMtarAtmAne anubhave che, ane AtmAmAM dehano Aropa choDIne, paramapadane pAme che. A rIte bhedajJAna vaDe bhinna lakSaNanI oLakhANapUrvaka zarIra ane AtmAno ekabIjAmAM Aropa choDIne, ane nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdhanuM paNa lakSa choDIne, dehathI bhinna AtmAnA anubhavamAM ekAgratA karavI te ja parama AnaMdamaya paramAtmapadanI prAptino upAya che, te ja samAdhi che.(103-104 ) Please inform us of any errors on rajesh @Atma Dharma.com Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 3pa9 zAstranA phaLamAM paramasukhanI prApti paramAtmapadanI prAptino mArga batAvanAra A samAdhitaMtrane jANIne paramAtmaniSTha jIva paramasukhane pAme che,-ema aMtima zlokamAM zAstranuM phaLa batAvIne aMtamaMgaLa kare che muktvA paratra parabuddhimahaMdhiyaM ca, saMsAraduHkhajananI jnnaadvimuktH| jyotirmaya sukhamupaiti parAtmaniSThaH tanmArgametadadhigamya smaadhitntrm||105 / / bhedajJAna vaDe jenI prApti thAya che evA paramapadanI prAptino mArga A samAdhitaMtramAM batAve che. jenAthI samAdhi eTale ke paramasukha thAya evo upadeza A samAdhitaMtramAM che. tene jANIne zuM karavuM? ke saMsAraduHkhanI janetA evI je sva-paranI ekatvabuddhi tene choDavI, ne utkRSTa AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thavuM. dehamAM Atmabuddhi, ne AtmAmAM dehabuddhi-evI je sva-paranI ekatvabuddhi che te saMsAranA du:khanI jananI che, mithyAbuddhi ja saMsAranuM mULa che. A zAstranA upadeza anusAra te miththAbuddhi choDIne, dehathI bhinna AtmAne jANIne, temAM je sthira thAya che te aMtarAtmA A saMsAranA janmamaraNathI mukta thaIne parama kevaLajJAnajyotimaya sukhane pAme che, AvuM uttama A zAstranuM phaLa che. te maMgaLa che. kevaLajJAna ane mokSasukhanA abhilASI jIvone mATe Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 36O: AtmabhAvanA huM A zAstramAM bhinna AtmAnuM svarUpa kahIza" ema kahIne zarUAta karI hatI, te anusAra pUjyapAda svAmIe ghaNA prakAre bhedajJAna karAvIne AtmAnuM svarUpa batAvyuM ne vAraMvAra tenI bhAvanA karAvI. evI bhAvanAnA phaLamAM mumukSu jIva parama jJAna ane sukhamaya paramAtmapadane prApta kare che. "samAdhitaMtra' eTale caitanyasvarUpamAM ekAgratA vaDe parama udAsInatAno upadeza: ghaNA prakAre daSTAMta vagerethI spaSTa karIne deha ane AtmAnI atyaMta bhinnatA batAvI; evI bhinnatA jANIne dehubuddhi choDIne potAnA parama AtmasvarUpamAM je sthira thAya che te paramasukhane anubhave che. jAo, AvuM bhedajJAna karIne svarUpamAM sthita thavuM te zAstra bhaNavAnuM phaLa che; evuM jeNe karyuM te kharekhara zAstrane bhaNyo che. potAmAM bhAva pragaTa karyA vagara mAtra vAMcI javAthI zAstranuM phaLa Ave nahi. zAstrajJAnanuM phaLa to parama vItarAgatA ane sukha che...tene he jIvo! tame pAmo. samayasAramAM chelle uttama phaLa batAvatAM kuMdakuMdAcAryabhagavAna kahe che ke - A samayaprAbhRtane bhaNIne tathA tenA artharUpa parama AnaMdamaya zuddhAtmatattvane jANIne, temAM je sthira thaze te jIva svayaM uttama sukharUpe pariNamaze. AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thatAM paramasukhanI anubhUti thAya e ja badhAM zAstrono sAra che. ahIM paNa paramAtmasvarUpamAM sthiratAthI sukha thAya che-evuM A zAstranuM phaLa batAvIne maMgaLapUrvaka zAstra samApta thAya che. A zAstrakartA zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI mahAsamartha digaMbara saMta hatA; teo vikrama saMvatanA chaThThA saikAmAM (AjathI lagabhaga 1500 varSa pUrve) A bhAratabhUmine zobhAvatA hatA, temanI agAdhabuddhine lIdhe teo "jinendrabuddhi ' evA nAmathI paNa lokomAM prasiddha hatA; temanuM mULa nAma "devanaMdI" hatuM ne Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates AtmabhAvanAH 361 devo dvArA paNa temanA pAda pUjita (pUjyapAda) hatA. "zravaNabelagola' nA pahADa upara temanA mahimAsaMbaMdhI aneka zloko kotarelA che. "tattvArthasUtra" uparanI sauthI prasiddha evI sarvArthasiddhi' nAmanI mahAna TIkA temaNe racI che. te uparAMta jainendra vyAkaraNa nAmanuM mahAna zabdazAstra temaNe racyuM che, tethI "zabdA dhyIvuM...." eTale ke zabdarUpI samudrane uchALavAmAM caMdramAnaevuM vizeSaNa ApIne zrI padmaprabhamunirAje niyamasAranI TIkAnA maMgalAcaraNamAM temane vaMdana karyA che. AdipurANamAM jinasenasvAmIe tathA jJAnArNavamAM zubhacaMdrAcArye paNa temanuM smaraNa karIne namaskAra karyA che. temaNe "ipropadeza' zAstra paNa racyuM che, temaNe racelI siddhama$i'--jemAM mAtra 9 zloko che chatAM ghaNAM gaMbhIra arthothI bharelI che ane siddhanA sukha vagerenuM svarUpa tathA siddhinI prAptino mArga suMdara zailIthI batAvyo che, te TUMkAmAM ghaNuM bharI devAnI temanI agAdhazakti sUcave che. A uparAMta temane aneka Rddhi-labdhio hovAnuM paNa mAnavAmAM Ave che. AvA samartha adhyAtmamasta santadvArA A samAdhizataka racAyuM che; zrI prabhAcaMdrasvAmIe tenI sugama TIkA saMskRtamAM karI che. zAstramAM vAraMvAra bhedajJAnanI bhAvanA ghUMTI che ne AtmAne samAdhi-sukha thAya tevo upadeza karyo che. AvA A zAstra upara vaizAkha vada ekamathI zarU thayela vyAkhyAna Aje zrAvaNa suda pUrNimAe (vIra saM. 248ramAM) vAtsalyanA divase samApta thAya che; te bhavyajIvone AtmikasukharUpa parama samAdhi Apo. jinake bhakti-prasAdase pUrNa huA vyAkhyAna, sabake uramaMdira vaso pUjyapAda bhagavAna. paDho suno saba grantha yaha, sevo ati hita mAna, Atma-samunnati bIja jo karo jagata kalyANa. Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #371 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 362: AtmabhAvanA lekhakanI prazasti pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmIe vIra saM. 2482mAM samAdhizataka upara pravacano karyA, tenAM zravaNa vakhate jANe upazAMtaadhyAtmarasanuM jharaNuM vahetuM hoya-evI zAMti thatI hatI.....atyaMta sugamazelI, vAraMvAra aMtarmukhI AtmabhAvanAnuM gholana, vairAgyajharatAM zAMtazAMta madhura bhAvo, e badhAthI bharapUra pravacano tatkSaNa ja saMsAranA sarva saMkalezone zamAvIne aMtaramAM caitanyazAMtinA madhurA vAtAvaraNamAM AtmAne laI jatA hatA. AvA atyaMta sugama vairAgyarasabhInAM AtmAbhimukhI pravacano sarve jijJAsuone mahAna upakArI hovAthI tenuM sArabhUta saMkalana "Atmadharma" mAM vIra saM. 2483thI 2494nA 11 varSa daramiyAna pragaTa thayuM hatuM. sarve jijJAsuone te khUba ja pasaMda paDala, ane pustakarUpe pragaTa karavAnI mAgaNI Avela. tethI vizeSa saMzodhanapUrvaka te badhAM pravacano A AtmabhAvanA" pustakarUpe prasiddha karavAmAM AvyAM che. pU. gurudeve vItarAgI saMtonuM hArda kholI kholIne ane AtmikarasanuM sIMcana karI karIne A pravacano dvArA samAdhinA hetubhUta evuM parama AtmajJAna samajAvyuM che; bahirAtmabhAva choDAvIne apUrva aMtarAtmabhAva jAgRta karAvyo che....AvA bodhisamAdhidAtAra pU. gurudevanA maMgalacaraNomAM namaskAra ho. -bra. harilAla jaina. * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #372 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates * * * * * * sukhanuM pUra du:khathI dUra, birAje prabhu mAre hajUra. jJAnabhAva che sukhanuM dhAma, rAgabhAvanuM zuM che kAma? jaina dharmano sAco marma, zuddha bhAvathI tUTe karma AtamalakSmI khola khajAnA, jo tuM cAhe mokSameM jAnA. AnaMdatattva jagamAM ajoDa, lakSane joDa bhavane toDa. * * * * * * Please inform us of any errors on rajesh@AtmaDharma.com